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anxiety,SkyRyDyMama,2019/01/01,"Extreme anxiety after Road Rage incident Almost 3 months ago a lady had crazy road rage at me for going the speed limit 🤷🏻‍♀️ she passes me and starts taking pictures of my car, follows me and then films me claiming I tried to run her off the road and she is calling the cops. I have been a wreck ever since, I feel every day like today the cops are going to come arrest me because of what this lady said. I don’t know how to get over this.",1.129030732860521,3.0092271276595746,3.1705673758865287,90.93388888888893,80.91489361702128,5.028841607565012,18.955082742316783,5.82211442006289,-0.15262505910165516,346,8,73,2,9,117,70,94,0.175,0.799,0.026,-0.9201,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,2,0,6,0,6,0,0,1,1,10,16,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,1,0,7,1,2,0,0,3,2,13,1,10,13,0,22,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,10,44,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24137195208094284,0.0,0.2726628262113449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20830394925994425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16598772338546885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780423307286954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23455692785073004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17560692205775416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463052573841997,0.2294192016668439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767988552368782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226222934472546,0.0,0.309501590333003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496455065256621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302895671343978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21734224817723355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590136808133787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22524417764950164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19273089535737264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20473098885031807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25810260655534845,0.0,0.0,0.18486956095085214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,14Smith15,2019/01/01,Can’t sleep because I can’t breathe I am currently sick to where I can’t breathe until I cough the mucus out of my windpipe. I feel alright and then the next minute I am choking. Tonight I had my first panic attack because I thought I wasn’t going to be able to breathe anymore. Now I am laying in bed and it feels like I manually have to do each breath and I can’t sleep. ,1.5935357142857145,3.2187614250000043,3.17464285714286,92.65750000000004,78.5,5.571428571428572,27.67857142857143,6.18269132825596,0.9294821428571424,294,13,66,2,7,97,49,80,0.171,0.768,0.061,-0.8481,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,1,2,1,12,8,6,0,0,8,16,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,3,2,14,2,8,12,1,11,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,8,45,15,0,0.2605893293157582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25843459223962445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964579819937127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177056728963553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635235894706277,0.1861650689313876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216571503938633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14809892113359605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273107834282263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27713970804879395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057454308444604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5215550476257848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20687881936616448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Throwawayer98,2019/01/01,"Is this anxiety? I need help. Hello.

 Not trying to make this a long post since it’s 5am and I need to sleep. But I’m laying here with a bad feeling in my stomach and mind and I just need help trying to figure out what’s wrong with me because it’s ALWAYS on my mind.

My issue is that every time After I meet someone (usually a person I don’t know well) and I like that person, and I want that person to think good of me, I get a strong feeling of insecurity and I always think about things I said or did that were less good. Even if I know a person likes me I still put myself down with thoughts about how that person dislikes me or thinks bad of me. 

 This happens so often I can’t take it anymore. I’m tired of feeling this way every time I meet someone I really care about, I even get this feeling with some of my close friends, after meeting that person I think ”Hm he acted differently around me, maybe he doesnt like me anymore” or similar thoughts. I understand it probably has something to do with insecurity but I’m not really an insecure person, in fact I am very outgoing and (act) sure of myself. But I also get nervous meeting these people because I care so much about what’ll happen. 

It’s so hard to put into words exactly how I feel but can anyone tell me why I constantly feel and think this way? Is this anxiety? I know a doctor would be better to discuss this with but I really cannot afford one and I figured reddit has alwayd been a great help. Thank you.",1.950219236209336,3.897756778877888,3.8963637435172096,86.40174504950498,78.57095709570956,6.44078264969354,22.372583686940125,7.447530270364453,0.9181712399811413,1156,35,235,16,28,392,145,303,0.07400000000000001,0.738,0.188,0.9851,2,0,1,0,0,1,25.0,0,1,0,2,18,21,0,4,8,1,17,4,2,3,3,66,52,24,0,6,12,0,7,3,1,1,2,1,0,7,22,19,0,0,19,0,0,4,6,7,2,1,6,8,41,14,32,44,3,23,0,0,0,0,22,8,0,6,11,157,63,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06425731508751019,0.13371828899472074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293783261234804,0.0,0.1593748128084084,0.05618385527678898,0.0,0.0,0.07153014832178534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341808135733977,0.09796343768692774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710646480611858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638480551597092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868317633508204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395054160884005,0.0,0.08224348445841642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614322812148216,0.0,0.135399734439891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437697429270944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06207961068925104,0.0,0.12594151623416522,0.0,0.0,0.13479057540824144,0.0,0.0885881564814923,0.0,0.0,0.14210968410716687,0.0,0.07197944091648438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16157437767472788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838664157520176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247776360795735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776750996177827,0.0,0.0,0.07110882516390435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05363545850331309,0.0,0.08072419524874484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16226484894152862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059067827274443714,0.17873955156250915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05444846738448388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05570582925739085,0.4911207209411505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695482467721337,0.0,0.08663284367241876,0.0,0.0,0.16155152891320426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544262850264176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643297366486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646784928264743,0.0,0.08040984119452488,0.0,0.13616365924238072,0.06185875057108248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06416906091920284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573063195775223,0.0,0.0604145627753607,0.0,0.07023102540460631,0.07397715295390545,0.0,0.0,0.0533821735493549,0.2574309835742322,0.0,0.1275807268089542,0.09370757558828076,0.09235258775322486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910721193736153,0.0,0.0,0.08364907013080489,0.0,0.0,0.0884961689840959,0.06629866008588095,0.04739358060656408,0.1275590567151456,0.0,0.0,0.07224592892174217,0.0,0.07250501247444081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05707962189324764,0.0878520926672049,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spirituous-crab,2019/01/01,"DAE get really anxious on ""lazy days""? I just had a panic attack because I've been watching movies on my couch for three days straight. My anxiety kept mounting and mounting, and I finally lost it a few hours ago. I hate this time of year. It's so dark and cold and it's hard to leave the house, but when I don't go out, I feel like garbage. Does anyone else feel like this?",0.9565384615384644,3.0255876666666666,2.1304487179487204,97.15413461538462,82.58974358974359,5.438461538461539,21.28846153846154,6.6274283507984215,0.18712307692307686,290,9,67,3,8,92,59,78,0.2,0.6990000000000001,0.101,-0.4192,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,2,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,10,7,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,4,5,7,2,6,6,1,13,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,10,34,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18198195062816847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570503891734843,0.23192532282033865,0.0,0.14354728969900782,0.2103493579295307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23355311042893465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514614652445946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26479704824330325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17965535378815686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17149793110999484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20760700581699312,0.2933260936996105,0.0,0.22489103311242173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072583528188197,0.0,0.11667408463521957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18390431925165174,0.20268666646290248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20217457688919802,0.2368832830004971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21737814488734894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20059388693698466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241041376595269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408698726643592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151746508328752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970937588471045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322034815494068
anxiety,rosehnova,2019/01/01,"Best way to deal with new job anxiety? I have an anxiety disorder and have been working at the same place since I was a teenager where I slowly grew my confidence and skills up over a couple of years. I’m definitely very comfortable in the job I’m in now but I know it’s time to move on as this particular job isn’t a career and I want to challenge myself. I find I keep stressing about applying to jobs because I’m terrified of being in a new work environment with new people. I find it so intimidating and scary and I’m terrified that my future coworkers might see right through me and know I’m an anxious mess. Or think I’m stupid if I’m not picking up something as quickly as I should due to nerves. 

If anyone can share their own experiences in this type of situation or share any tips in dealing with these kinds of worries that would be greatly appreciated.  ",5.300861797162376,5.871315439306363,6.504330005254861,76.44176037834998,68.01734104046243,9.99033105622701,32.49027850761955,10.018931242160765,3.1288196531791908,693,29,137,16,11,234,110,173,0.226,0.66,0.114,-0.9776,4,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,5,5,10,1,1,8,0,11,0,0,1,0,27,24,15,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,1,5,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,2,1,14,7,27,17,3,25,0,0,1,0,5,13,0,5,9,86,21,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699658197329932,0.0,0.19573173860529944,0.14452414572521327,0.0,0.0894514198045971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779847568920308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342543260902769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155177828634394,0.0,0.0,0.2637798038527264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14661851795380176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513979305707135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338508538349716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14104294438504042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.507801944106031,0.11370979416818568,0.0,0.13321909478390634,0.14061363344670352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357131936972205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13596902383641862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706659003884659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869034518755549,0.0,0.13365930663319958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092512636448318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019434067042795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582476870623517,0.1437983413186034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848653209470536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465430375658308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819721853153864,0.0,0.0,0.07459683606191808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555539926208073,0.07545625080363952,0.10154464014521628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18626868849442396,0.12991881882696765,0.0,0.09087758743337657,0.0,0.0,0.08238253158594491
anxiety,atayz101,2019/01/01,"Panic and throat?? 
Hi there 

I have a reoccurring panic attack. I get throat tightness like I can't breathe or swallow , my arms and legs will tingle, I get dizzy, my heart races, I think the end is here. Then after this part passes(5--25mins) I feel very tired and get sharp head pains. I'm terrified of having an anaphylactic reaction so I take Benadryl right away even though I've had allergy tests and they are all negative. Sometimes it happens more than ionce a day. I get so scared and go to the ER. As soon as I'm home from the ER I feel so anxious again. 

Anyone else???

Panic disorder and HA SUCK. 
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anxiety,Pi25,2019/01/01,"Wednesday Wins! (1/2/19) Hey guys!

Sorry that we haven't done one of these in a little bit! This is a weekly thread for everyone to post their successes, or ""wins"", whether it's something small, or big. (for example: going to a store by yourself, or nailing that interview for that job you wanted) Recognizing, and patting yourself on the back for your accomplishments is pretty important and increases positive emotions. 
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anxiety,Cato4797,2019/01/01,"I have REALLY BAD, almost debilitating, anxious attachment issues - any advice? Literally iM snapping this girl I’ve been hooking up with a few times this fall. It got so bad so was like “omg this is really bad please stop”. Like I’ll ask questions and do other stuff. And this is just texting someone. I delete the app again and again just to deal with the anxiety. And that’s not describe what it’s like dating someone! I don’t want to go through with this AGAIN!!!

TLDR - need advice on bad anxiety attachment issues",2.681586270871982,5.417552928571432,3.898831168831169,82.97798701298706,80.93877551020408,6.828942486085343,24.215213358070503,8.00094639256281,1.7102122448979595,409,15,74,8,11,133,64,98,0.234,0.631,0.135,-0.9401,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,15,12,6,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,11,7,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,3,0,3,3,8,9,1,10,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,9,45,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057874449945941,0.0,0.0,0.15667498047141598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640012860839193,0.0,0.2393873608360822,0.1767585270982283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627167855541698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5225599012707457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613063663974779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892146446048584,0.0,0.12513766401693102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169006767296773,0.3266132077171598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293195902589507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601524829354068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17174926517618458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752742418307502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004682639491055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651409930952627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080997960832388,0.0,0.0,0.1791125723780155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123476774298146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228586465935427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,claire-isnt-social,2019/01/01,"People don’t understand coping mechanisms I get really annoyed when people make fun of me for doing things that help me cope in awkward situations. For example, I go on my phone when I don’t know what else to do, I can’t really explain why but it helps. I get yelled at by adults and ridiculed by friends who KNOW about my anxiety because of it. Idk man I might be completely alone in this but yknow",3.958916666666667,5.352557725000004,5.0975,82.26416666666668,71.75,9.333333333333334,28.333333333333336,9.725611199111238,2.6188333333333333,318,12,64,8,6,105,58,80,0.153,0.7120000000000001,0.135,0.119,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,1,0,0,7,0,0,1,0,9,15,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,7,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,1,10,2,12,13,0,7,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,2,41,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24700467817825916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824449085235108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538185721719807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25005320242218376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992285693655387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18425750076608974,0.0,0.2492033349474298,0.0,0.13553989143460798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197108861523674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621367558899077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591945475581883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253001188115462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.330679163838461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055667930865029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680737974806387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584427765325676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482774687628349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152009692591035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,attoj559,2019/01/01,"Social drinking makes my issues worse I’m not a big drinker, but I do go out once in awhile but it always brings my sleep anxiety back. In my normal routine I usually read before I goto bed and I usually fall asleep or I get back up and read again but those nights once in awhile where I’m out drinking late I can’t sleep for shit. Before I developed sleep anxiety I could go out and drink and go to bed. But now my mind is so wired from drinking I can’t fall asleep and then the next day I’m sleep deprived and my body feels like shit and my mind isn’t all there and I just get sucked back into worrying about my sleep. I just don’t think I can get drunk anymore. I’m fine with one or two beers.",-0.05613333333333159,2.129778053333336,1.5053333333333363,99.11266666666668,88.46666666666668,4.933333333333334,17.0,6.42735559955562,-0.41759999999999975,548,13,130,6,18,176,81,150,0.197,0.767,0.035,-0.9773,0,0,6,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,11,6,3,0,2,0,8,16,10,1,1,30,23,16,0,2,9,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,13,6,0,2,8,0,6,5,4,0,2,0,1,19,2,13,22,1,28,0,1,0,0,1,10,3,2,13,73,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597069386676752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15807935999805314,0.0,0.1024658881371568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383405982219821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17583578241441644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476546455612265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249278268575358,0.0,0.0,0.06663298979386142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4048578965479693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052241804021271536,0.0738119806751044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16194164042454084,0.0,0.17615777386378004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783945873857856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654970036025375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050477037072942994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896704434460857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20864792331047832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988221846463007,0.09695902061808258,0.10123187159451212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22006530926924264,0.07001245014750296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20669634545186405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21211342739416966,0.0,0.0,0.5169741471552044,0.10532194553756738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620342048066423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092883490029443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275852348787923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049266913900187,0.10529212374509554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,InsideTheMind____,2019/01/01,"21M, FIRST TIME HERE, HOPING FOR SOME HELP, THANK YOU ALL. Hi guys never posted here before however I am in a very dark place right now with my life and don't really know how to start this but for a while now I have felt very low and have felt as if I am becoming a different person as I no longer find happiness in myself as I did before, I am a university student also working in retail as well as recently being signed to a modelling agency and I often feel as if I have to put a happy face on everyday and I am honestly tired of having to do this it is physically as well as mentally draining. This feeling came around I would say at least a year ago and I kind of thought that it would pass as everyone does go through periods in their life were they feel low however it seems to have stayed and feels like a black cloud hanging over me which feels worse some days more then others , I come from a very loving family and live with my Mother and Stepfather as well as my younger 3 half siblings, I am very grateful for the luxuries I have in my life however there is so much going on within me some days I often wake up feeling very down for no reason at all feeling very worthless and lonely even though my family are very supportive and caring I couldn't ask for a better family. 

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I believe my mental health has worsened due to finding out through family members that my biological father has been diagnosed with cancer and I guess this has made me realise that life really is so short, as a youngster my biological father was unable to be there for me and my mother due to his lack of love or care and the biggest blessing was my mother marrying again to a man who I can happily refer to as a real father, also a very close family member to me who I once spent a lot of time with has  recently tried numerous times to take their own life and being so distant from them for so long has not been a good feeling and has made me feel quite lonely as I am already an individual who does not really have true friends as I struggle to trust people, there have been many times were I have been invited out by others and have had to make up excuses for reasons not to go. There have been times were I have contemplated taking my own life as the feeling of worthlessness and sadness was at its most high, this feeling is very hard to explain and I am just looking for a bit of clarity on maybe why I am feeling this way or if others have experienced something similar I really would appreciate any help at all.

To individuals at work and university and others I meet I am often commented on being a very outgoing individual with a lot of confidence however deep down I often feel as if inside I am a totally different person which really does make me wonder how I became to be like this. I feel as if I lack the routine I once had in my life before and some days waking up feels as if I am just going through the motions, not long ago I would read everyday and would love to keep a journal to put my thoughts to paper, I remember heading to the gym 5 times a week running twice a week being full of energy living life to the fullest appreciating each day with those around me, where has the old me gone?. Often I have been told by others I am a very good-looking individual and in playful ways people have said"" You love yourself don't you"" or "" you are so cocky"" as I very much take pride in my physical appearance and enjoy doing my best to look as good as I can, the truth is recently I have been struggling everyday to keep a positive mindset and do the things I enjoy, having to put a mask on everyday is a task which I have become very familiar with I just want to know if others have felt the same and I would really appreciate any help which can be given I don't want to give up I don't want to carry on feeling this way I want the suffering to end or at least made easier. Thank you for taking the time to read this I apologise for any grammatical mistakes it is quite late in the night right now. ",7.497899090157155,5.98056319851117,8.296054590570723,72.3935690653433,64.03722084367246,11.790239867659226,34.19023986765922,10.837101786355626,3.5073897435897443,3182,109,624,71,39,1081,313,806,0.09,0.705,0.205,0.9986,6,4,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,5,4,8,35,43,0,2,42,0,87,20,4,9,7,140,156,72,0,22,19,6,20,2,1,6,12,2,0,4,32,41,0,2,32,4,2,15,12,11,3,3,30,26,86,32,119,112,25,106,1,8,3,4,41,45,0,28,43,473,118,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568111302655954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04710754358035636,0.06827555358790847,0.0,0.04625269926757146,0.05187089422403967,0.08708841819005438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.076003182956587,0.03990774973051631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429163294567676,0.10897366565944998,0.048095037698844316,0.044798683002520816,0.03775428665436439,0.04660451105423518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04882398384943956,0.08704702845968824,0.0,0.0,0.036772146089867126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101215547367521,0.0,0.0,0.043327673509021634,0.0,0.08920026761999572,0.0,0.0,0.11207032144343447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037809117507222614,0.0,0.0,0.02819518544204805,0.0,0.0,0.04079045067661901,0.0,0.0,0.20121340700443835,0.0,0.34535137618003875,0.03049649316084875,0.12296223852256435,0.0,0.07803257128397624,0.03631060225122593,0.0,0.0,0.03298083479334716,0.0,0.0,0.04095045762621017,0.09704286118561534,0.1074146321928162,0.0,0.0,0.04702591828876287,0.04226807731733442,0.0,0.0908848683367354,0.038240285707769536,0.0,0.04381045838154708,0.045375611818581116,0.0,0.0,0.08583909914645713,0.04510247814417195,0.0,0.04239906264787885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588655310514225,0.0,0.04445324162659679,0.04692068981356829,0.0,0.04815420352395823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24121577808856484,0.04171064376800067,0.0,0.07538901078098102,0.07555551296283525,0.1075421319473664,0.0,0.0,0.07258404442594897,0.15411124323646824,0.1211779582824096,0.05698947452547363,0.04327918365570718,0.04288608317232463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603942793574577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276154864088745,0.0,0.03292380878545132,0.0,0.0,0.04006002930848415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04479413572185508,0.09092318262817067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059189312927908674,0.07454746381811965,0.04460013380999786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04088354181108975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874044053778802,0.0,0.09080841347120963,0.08539960082078216,0.04858857228530187,0.1640831099827912,0.08778125807209873,0.12644848593276525,0.0,0.04835746381987175,0.07291106171667877,0.04060629970479949,0.033947408479985265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038861778052219284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03286349914982616,0.0,0.0,0.030214961907338692,0.04549999290398445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892540516051976,0.0,0.0,0.04844211836498297,0.0,0.0,0.12838500060706556,0.0,0.0,0.07860320749328993,0.0,0.0,0.028360175381156233,0.0,0.041940987277680974,0.06777940175500863,0.1742430263764614,0.04906386179954879,0.0,0.04079045067661901,0.0,0.02898251850902715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4578895824806965,0.10071453959816253,0.10165183373111547,0.06848387584451279,0.0,0.11514558579564894,0.0,0.03851950441633732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04629358439213768,0.06215510644733958,0.0,0.043502972042133235,0.18194704111318266,0.0,0.05187089422403967,0.027489832357299297
anxiety,GF_ALWAYS_WATCHING,2019/01/01,Does anyone know how to make the dream state feeling go away? Getting real sick of it coming and going,2.8810000000000002,5.347857099999999,3.6500000000000017,86.70500000000001,78.0,4.0,20.0,3.1291,-0.19499999999999984,82,2,14,0,2,26,20,20,0.139,0.7140000000000001,0.147,-0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,7,7,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692666936661385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618085096538961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317244009073383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369983732565849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19471510801591574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20119573202780816,0.0,0.4377156137482397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116376030994556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570532496088953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4383213041984003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ortney3,2019/01/01,"Has anyone had a severe sensitivity to SSRI’s and found a medication they could take for GAD/panic attacks? Hey guys! I have a severe sensitivity to SSRI’s and can’t take them. I have also tried buspar with no luck. I’m just wondering if anyone else
Has experienced severe sensitivities but found something that worked well for them? I’m afraid to try things now because my reactions have been so bad! I’m starting to lose hope that I’ll ever be able to live a “normal” life or control this anxiety! ",4.969808541973492,6.371456731958768,6.601914580265095,72.41123711340208,69.30927835051546,8.841826215022092,27.259204712812963,9.23628265651192,2.3488215022091308,401,13,72,8,7,138,68,97,0.217,0.7,0.083,-0.915,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,3,6,7,1,1,4,0,10,2,0,1,1,16,20,7,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,4,1,6,3,8,14,0,3,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,5,3,44,10,1,0.15443883545917605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350468091948867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11814528640858805,0.0,0.0,0.2159744492696768,0.1582408376651312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17569647084899928,0.0,0.0,0.12894997669394528,0.09414448064646816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17321628616819373,0.12330684331173655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290138298676151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969876846301835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386684233504125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15291872794370648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15339261063242593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908471678379182,0.0,0.0,0.1363723211610825,0.0,0.0,0.1727775529546344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15558087893557934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131726828041736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5234157744062323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889456073530764,0.0,0.0,0.10931260263032856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322375682301623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026022998630288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20970766329074447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885906043631366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16748232913582534,0.11243331157193308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AnxietySucks__,2019/01/01,"Long term side affects Do you think that taking an SSRI like Zoloft for anxiety long term, or an anticonvulsant like Gabapentin for anxiety long term would have more/worse long term side affects? Also, do you know any long term side affects each one could cause?",7.648439716312055,8.832527319148937,5.83489361702128,81.13333333333334,63.04255319148936,8.819858156028369,30.56028368794326,8.841846274778883,2.2674453900709217,212,7,38,3,3,61,29,47,0.067,0.8270000000000001,0.106,0.4515,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,4,0,10,8,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,6,6,13,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,12,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862910943612978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638856669855328,0.0,0.2843589177714161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909254797334536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839102593002898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214168871059276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18159987027460756,0.0,0.0,0.8223842952951859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259409486141287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13974070734275595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908912713765747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894033120982912,0.13202688841559462,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mariapostedthat,2019/01/01,"I have anxiety when I’m unfriended, blocked. I feel like I did something wrong, even when I didn’t. I beat myself up for it and it’s been so bad that I’ve developed a horrible pain in my shoulder/neck/back. ",3.2446969696969674,3.830423772727276,4.879999999999999,86.19833333333334,72.63636363636363,9.503030303030306,30.57575757575757,9.725611199111238,2.64999393939394,162,7,37,4,3,55,35,44,0.398,0.547,0.055,-0.9402,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,3,6,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,1,7,1,3,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,23,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063689241197114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30794723465570856,0.33438715014291204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645156979846197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20249658516161612,0.2861056257674015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19565610008768744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.426142878801248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083119078503845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4378660423758496,0.0,0.0
anxiety,maybeanurseidk,2019/01/01,"My anxiety goes through the roof when I at home living with my parents when I’m on breaks from college... So I thought going to college would be the peak of my anxiety with the coursework, rough  and unpredictable hours, and being away from home.  At first it was.  I’ve been struggling a lot trying to keep up with everything (it’s been doable) and I thought I would get a break when every time I am able to go home and not need to even think about school.  It feels like almost the opposite effect.

I’ve developed my own schedule being in college and it’s been the most comfortable I’ve felt in a while.  Going home though I feel so pressured and anxious about conforming to theirs.  Sleeping at an earlier time, being awake at an earlier time, no napping, going to the grocery store early (along with other outings) and if I’m not up I miss out, watching tv at a scheduled time with everyone, etc.  Not going along with it comes with disappointment from my parents, ridicule, and occasionally harsh words.  It just feels like so much I need to fall in line with that makes my anxiety freak out.  Because of my anxiety I struggle sleeping and I lose a lot of the oomph to actually get up and out of my room to do things which of course leads in to a snowball effect of me not being a part of their schedule, getting scolded, becoming more anxious, and repeat.

I get so anxious that I can’t wait to go back to school and be stressed out and anxious over there than be at home.  I hate going home for breaks; and I don’t think I should feel this way but my anxiety proves it for me.

I get so exhausted trying to deal with it all and I just really needed to get this off my chest.",5.992459850532676,5.860361392749244,6.212669740817301,81.54961043091112,66.49244712990937,9.3853394816346,32.52679281284783,8.99025400887824,2.5482229607250764,1315,50,265,20,19,421,154,331,0.12,0.858,0.022,-0.9653,2,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,2,5,16,14,2,4,16,0,18,4,3,4,2,67,51,27,0,7,8,2,6,2,0,3,1,0,7,0,15,31,0,2,12,2,1,10,7,11,0,1,7,7,31,3,62,34,9,52,0,3,1,0,5,22,0,5,18,189,46,6,0.07738475808532623,0.0,0.07551636100572237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748965701730842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959956406193865,0.34969099976304685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270552757162782,0.059504102291568176,0.0,0.0471730302694584,0.08546538549357664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06666011697574922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978028763264651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630446100211824,0.05111190288232253,0.0,0.06519999626413599,0.07394445260148204,0.06954843076908501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15651223535904146,0.1105673732767257,0.0743015033125193,0.0,0.0,0.06582343569535651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24258205296887156,0.0,0.3078567894663856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640142759330892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4657393315625325,0.0,0.07620839874158702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687831286010953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561256789075202,0.0,0.06833215914383382,0.0,0.0,0.08657375004296318,0.0,0.13157950803801513,0.0,0.0,0.05165492692444973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056886701197099626,0.17213945274468032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17185323197012978,0.08380015191678371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04957465757943886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15663501311481906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15488128886427704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864397893093562,0.16179870236623248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051410994717046965,0.09917005664299323,0.0760301319149558,0.12286970791678108,0.18049469900517373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507834214201273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061424419004133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994382373327902,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,akriegl,2019/01/01,"Looking to get help but not sure where to start I’ve been on venlafaxine for a couple months now and I’ve definitely noticed some progress, but I’m finding that I still experience pretty severe anxiety and depression. These spells are typically triggered by issues I’m having in my relationship with my gf or due to school related stress. I know that the issues are caused predominantly by my tendency to overthink and react unreasonably when I become upset and disappointed, and I really want to seek professional help in order to get back on the right track. I’m tired of having anxiety attacks and bawling my eyes out whenever I feel like something’s wrong in my relationship or my life is going nowhere. Only problem is, I have no idea how to find a psychologist to talk to. For those of you who have successfully found a good psychologist, how did you do it? 

TL,DR: struggling with anxiety issues lately even though I’m on a med that has been working for me, and looking to seek out a psychologist to talk to. Unsure how to find help.",7.674559440559442,7.798452707692308,8.327738927738928,66.93104895104896,62.948717948717956,11.603729603729606,35.67599067599068,11.20814326018867,4.168487179487179,838,35,145,22,11,281,116,195,0.208,0.636,0.156,-0.9094,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,3,10,12,1,3,7,0,13,3,1,6,1,33,27,16,0,2,5,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,7,11,0,0,7,0,0,1,2,8,0,0,4,4,15,4,30,23,1,20,0,2,3,0,11,10,0,3,9,96,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27359674482578833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562392531802545,0.0,0.0916687413407326,0.0,0.0,0.13166326378655135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246633038922468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190879189856253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267944163450383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874018133731582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661484666905735,0.0,0.0,0.0602785315098387,0.08516700152843598,0.0,0.0,0.32688021288667585,0.0,0.0,0.13071275915247385,0.0,0.0,0.12456951488008818,0.0,0.06775245815418439,0.09999162959373044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397212902364548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457887916071867,0.0,0.37328750413733175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551727833083458,0.0,0.13447936795534915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420486428061458,0.0582422779367609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200220636683804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324206504942043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515603172779016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572671977005712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066814714178938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128420270216544,0.0,0.11407236228329035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637198592522794,0.0,0.0,0.2559839339500941,0.0,0.1018086976740681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065163534245292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467867160397134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917772960832164,0.0,0.0,0.08438077431957201,0.0,0.09520500897599313,0.0,0.1365600296970573,0.12462908291432236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235843866210968,0.0,0.0,0.1916405112376382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712783200161753,0.0,0.0,0.13701975406921993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07031591552716836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867897173927611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13034255373430398,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pKievit,2019/01/01,"WHAT TRIGGERS YOUR ANXIETY AND DEPRESSION? When we experience an unwanted intense emotion, be it anger, depression, anxiety or something else, often our reaction is more intense than it should be because something has “triggered” us. The result is an overreaction or disproportionate reaction. The easy way to know is to imagine if you had an absolutely perfect life, and if this was the first time that something bad happened to you, would you have reacted the same way? 

What is your trigger? Often it's not the situation itself but the feeling it generates, uncertainty, worthlessness, powerlessness etc. The subconscious remembers the pain of those feelings in the past, especially from trauma and especially from childhood trauma. When it gets triggered, the overreaction starts because the subconscious is telling you this is a life or death, fight or flight situation.

Get to know your triggers, just being aware of them takes away their most of their power over y",10.685076388888897,11.529926743750005,9.559583333333336,58.18930555555556,56.5625,13.111111111111116,45.27777777777778,12.45797560212912,6.339006944444442,789,44,109,24,9,247,99,160,0.227,0.728,0.045,-0.9874,2,0,3,0,1,0,21.0,3,7,3,3,5,10,2,0,15,0,15,3,0,7,1,34,24,12,1,5,9,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,12,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,9,0,1,2,2,13,1,13,17,4,12,0,3,0,0,15,3,0,9,7,89,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427684100978223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490782541336812,0.0,0.13248510277370135,0.19345084836467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27332918172560505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325507064635426,0.17848546581554062,0.0,0.0,0.17696203851170406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521237800732013,0.0,0.0,0.16045940093687505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349669440865688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16579990613568268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14031377216070856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17440476681593187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22415048508991853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16883897323846078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15147107610829386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797452730304012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3567095959538588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36646206153965705,0.0,0.0,0.11230937581565187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930214678484778,0.0,0.13868696083798962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252334556532378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19086375875549416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518940568113077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112716555689601,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,laureneli97,2019/01/01,Alcohol Makes Everything Better--Then Worse I've recently turned 21 and started drinking because it took my anxiety away for the few hours I was drunk. It's great-- until the next day. I drank quite a bit last night and today my anxiety has been through the roof. I've had a severe feeling of impending doom all day and a few hours ago I got hit with derealization. Now it feels like nothing is real and I'm still feeling dread. Does this happen to anybody else? ,3.5583333333333336,5.741936333333335,4.399722222222223,83.55625000000002,74.55555555555556,7.611111111111112,29.027777777777786,8.472884824447931,2.2734444444444453,370,16,70,7,8,119,69,90,0.188,0.752,0.06,-0.8934,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,6,0,5,4,0,1,1,11,17,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,4,0,3,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,6,3,5,2,7,10,4,16,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,15,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473880844190554,0.17769177661993096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543917782796213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621588557014926,0.0,0.0,0.10135648477773516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470520653321221,0.18152348280501174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21446044272898152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455037620987315,0.0,0.0,0.1628810368644162,0.0,0.0,0.13889702501200002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14943251311811614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25221291556982034,0.11878312907208192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329810929359083,0.18331296544735595,0.0,0.0,0.147031774038069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274843851609925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553202251709967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123099197409757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109863365700022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768297452423349,0.15603287915378874,0.0,0.1595402912453974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17684832549909946,0.0,0.1892513549919445,0.0,0.0,0.16417130046505946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18783746926971148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768657141061148,0.0,0.13278322198214632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15760426360972132,0.0,0.18473178903422915,0.0,0.18085372180848064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16944306074292478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Big_Tuna13,2019/01/01,"Am I Dealing With Anxiety? I’ve talked about this before, but I’m in such a confusing, scary point of my life. I’m someone who’s never dealt with anxiety, up until a medication I took back in May. I took two days worth of methylprednisolone and experienced my first ever panic attacks. The panic attacks continued for some weeks after, and since then just constant (most of the time) anxiety. We’re in January now, and I still have these symptoms of anxiety. Sweating more than usual, increased heartbeat, muscle twitching, and the worst of them being occasional depersonalization. I’ve made it a priority to continue going out and living my life normally, but it’s just not as enjoyable with all of this going on. I’m questioning whether or not the anxiety is natural, or if there’s something else causing all of this. Some additional info: I’m a 22yr old male, pretty active, drink about a cup of coffee a day, and a weekend drinker with friends. ",6.95248831168831,7.84117788,7.673974025974027,68.37984415584414,64.48571428571428,10.935064935064936,36.480519480519476,10.832165505486646,4.328828571428572,759,36,125,20,11,253,113,175,0.17800000000000002,0.6809999999999999,0.141,-0.8808,0,0,4,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,1,10,8,2,3,11,0,5,7,1,2,4,36,14,15,0,2,10,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,7,12,1,0,2,2,1,5,3,6,0,2,3,1,8,2,26,9,8,31,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,9,19,90,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4952950418520967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946256885153063,0.0,0.09956932734955762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101859106857684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330212454264984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399319996100736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16701985366887814,0.133497847533488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685027875704194,0.0,0.0,0.10817174718725772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713054236169244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101435861330895,0.0,0.0,0.1000431607459659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718357830650405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18292433327555888,0.0,0.0,0.11434148000344782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12252596632029955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13044691038673947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987017961585287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268720826774285,0.0,0.0,0.13587730415490062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038557351944349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240930282372332,0.0,0.0,0.1317372345748137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14505772174429846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071149392915556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971591717554928,0.09968723801934133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341037266796266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345890288890466,0.0,0.10407864511813793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550628896998181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28773489394944274,0.0,0.0,0.12649229224268205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426142393739435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386855642904172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Old_House,2019/01/01,"Chest tightness and nausea. Anyone else get anxiety from thinking about it? I've been feeling the physical symptoms so much lately. I only get these attacks whenever Im moving or travelling but it feels like I was worried about anxiety from a week before it happened and I think that's what caused it. Anyone else get anxiety just because you were worried about anxiety? I know it sounds stupid but I don't know what to do.

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anxiety,Cavenge,2019/01/01,"How do I stop stressing about money I’m a teenager and I am super scared that my family will go broke/ not be able to live.

Therapy costs a fuck ton and I feel guilting for having to go through it. It’s not even my place to worry about this because I don’t even know how much my parents make. My dad is good at economics and says that we can handle it but I know we can’t.

My mom has a minimum wage job, my dad works in an office, and we’re paying for my brother’s tuition. I’m so scared that my treatment for mental illness will be the reason why we go broke.

Is there any way I can just forget about the situation? I know worrying doesn’t fix anything but it’s constantly in my mind.",1.4618053375196247,3.102088503401365,3.4295238095238108,90.61483516483514,78.93197278911566,6.427838827838827,22.872318158032442,7.321109707123232,0.7676189429618008,538,17,120,7,13,182,90,147,0.17800000000000002,0.792,0.03,-0.962,3,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,3,0,0,2,10,9,1,4,6,0,15,2,0,4,0,23,26,9,0,0,5,5,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,8,7,0,1,5,0,5,3,5,7,0,0,0,2,19,2,13,22,2,10,0,2,0,1,9,4,1,0,2,78,27,4,0.16092552136441868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094348728990701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13242799233986302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809870416706223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739033187560984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21257957827291984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15170625953774133,0.0,0.08136877887274901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487730513821008,0.0,0.0,0.27437304696448284,0.13497669226082729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15969374873888698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653213739277585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14210018365700666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741903511790213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16217507544876378,0.0,0.16248890186866274,0.1884740256697251,0.0,0.0,0.11829877453065328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17868874722370934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168132918574563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16545823807035775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797443366645955,0.3222290411399351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18088702852864108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454094162850302,0.18433964101235994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840323584784665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277351883926218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521025266773466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715569616700595,0.3268553569125313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,paintersadboi000,2019/01/01,"I don’t know how many people here can relate to this but it’s worth a shot... So Im a 21yr old Black guy, and I grew up in a family where my dad speaks pretty much like a stereotypical Black man, and my mom speaks like a stereotypical White women. My dads family (who all speak like stereotypical Black people) lives in the city I live in so I grew up with them, and my moms family lives across the country and I have very little contact with them. I grew up being the only Black kid speaking like a stereotypical White kid (including within my own family), and I was never exposed to other Black people who spoke the way I did, so I have always felt a little awkward. 

How should I cope with this?",5.655357142857143,5.397914250000002,6.4907142857142865,79.69678571428574,67.21428571428571,9.571428571428571,24.642857142857146,9.188382445141503,1.6053571428571425,545,10,112,9,8,181,77,140,0.011,0.833,0.156,0.9613,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,0,7,5,0,1,11,0,8,0,0,2,2,16,11,11,0,1,1,4,1,4,0,1,0,5,0,5,6,8,0,0,2,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,4,13,17,4,13,5,3,17,0,0,7,0,19,11,0,0,6,72,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870139545382816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5379343183907017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369723339847899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14125207720927507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15409318774514807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840012275103596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27877847528919736,0.2859580009887073,0.3779041435319381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446310071166462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33415446021122264,0.0,0.0,0.10486872927575333,0.0,0.11002526435425902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14969369602509378,0.0,0.0,0.10849647675580924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29669956372352513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451326523607467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770631419347265,0.0,0.11323386014503654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NotAllAltmer,2019/01/01,"I know I am annoying, I am really trying not to. But how? I hate it when I get a friend and then start behaving like a clingy fuck. That’s why I stop talking to people, because I know that once I get attached I won’t be able to leave and they always leave first.

Why won’t people understand that I worry for them? That I want to talk to them and share ideas and listen and just have a good friend? I know I am clingy and I know I am annoying, I am just worried about people leaving, I worry about their well being, about their health, about wether or not they still like me.

It’s hard as fuck trying to pretend you can be cool for other people when you feel yourself consumed in worry. 
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anxiety,legendofriss,2019/01/01,"What music helps you during an anxiety attack? I'm trying to create a playlist of songs for my anxiety attacks. I do not like generic calm music at all, what works for you? Preferably something with meaningful and well thought out lyrics to focus my attention",5.489680851063831,7.952804297872338,5.562712765957446,76.10875000000001,69.85106382978725,8.104255319148937,33.026595744680854,8.841846274778883,3.2696000000000005,210,10,32,4,4,66,39,47,0.243,0.597,0.16,-0.5764,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,1,1,5,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,9,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,5,3,8,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,22,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4566014352870229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6790221023890647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20003360284954888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457994742439866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297485948437101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23692276713392685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026166742659852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26832744760784394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172630538144176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kkbkkb123123,2019/01/01,"I feel like I’m mostly psyching myself into derealization Will you really know if you are dissociating? I feel like I definitely have sometimes, but a lot of the time I’m so worried and just self checking so much that I think I might feel it but not actually. Very abstract thing, but main question is, is it always obvious when you’re experiencing derealization??",5.93776119402985,7.792327253731344,7.776298507462688,63.177283582089565,67.50746268656717,10.136119402985075,32.80298507462687,10.355215969177356,3.8010023880597017,294,13,49,8,5,103,49,67,0.06,0.848,0.092,-0.2475,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,1,18,13,8,0,1,6,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,6,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,8,2,2,11,4,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,5,4,36,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.2419440220263929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062977119469004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760827377153256,0.3542426388029664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625590396859344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24225225563829775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107813125989952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630146655685201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18225715731186992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27773846354019305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588303764324893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586451752245357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452092173479263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16471374775695855,0.15886360286198664,0.0,0.0,0.14457004035339366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20456830525856504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25178506049358323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hhhhhmmmmmmm,2019/01/01,"I don’t know what I have, or what to do if I do have anxiety I originally posted this in r/ADHD because I have that and I thought people there could tell me if I was just expressing symptoms of ADHD, but I feel like people with actual anxiety could help me loads more on this


I would hugely appreciate it if a few people read and responded, I’m sorry it’s so long I just have a lot of thoughts. I don’t know where to post this at all so I hope that by posting this here I might get some help from some people who think a lot like me. Ok so here’s some vague background information. I’m in high school (male) and I haven’t told anybody that I know that I have ADHD. I have known that I have had it since I was 8 and am medicated. Nobody knows except my parents. I honestly don’t know if I am ever going to tell anyone ever. I used to have no friends up until about 2 years ago. That is when I met my current friends. Up until then I was really unlikable and got bullied a lot and often. Around that time I started caring what people thought about me and I think that is why people started becoming my friend. Fast forward about a year and I have good friends, but I worry a lot. I kept a journal too and I wrote down that I felt like it was for the better and that it was good to worry because if you didn’t worry than people wouldn’t like me. Around that time one of my close friends told me that he genuinely thought I had autism before he met me because I had an IEP for my ADHD (they would take me out of class 5 minutes early and check to see if my work was done). This made me worry even more about how people saw me. Around 2 years ago I also started often putting my hand in my hair and touching my face a lot without realizing it. I also kept digging at my nail beds too when I got nervous. I just thought this was my ADHD. This year has been very different for me. I feel like I totally changed. I am a quiet kid now when I used to be the one who tried to talk the most. I find myself knowing answers but not raising my hand because I don’t want the attention on me. I don’t know what to do though. I have a girlfriend and have a bunch of friends, but I always feel like kinda weird. I don’t think I can describe the feeling fully. I always just feel out of place unless I’m alone. I also have kind of highs and lows where one day I’ll feel good and confident and the next I’ll be a mess and have lots of self doubt. I still often tough my face and put my hands in my hair and crack my knuckles and shake my leg even though I have tried many many times to stop. I have had this feeling that I have something else  than ADHD. I have trouble talking to people too because I don’t know what to say. I find myself a lot happier when I am not face to face with people. I can’t tell what it is though, I read a lot of articles and I think I might have generalized anxiety disorder too but I’m not sure and I don’t know how I would tell. I don’t feel comfortable telling my parents, or telling anyone for that matter. I just don’t know what to do. If you read this far, thank you and I’m sorry this was just a huge rant",2.052298147203807,3.315820312312315,3.6266706328970484,91.44263386027541,76.35735735735736,6.527916595841124,23.22669839650972,7.052630249996997,0.6100805484730012,2432,71,555,25,53,808,244,666,0.1,0.723,0.17600000000000002,0.9961,4,1,1,0,0,0,47.0,0,3,1,2,46,32,0,3,22,1,68,12,10,6,5,136,125,56,0,15,26,2,15,6,7,6,2,2,1,3,40,31,0,3,35,3,1,5,19,8,0,3,32,19,102,24,58,83,18,65,0,1,2,0,39,27,0,29,38,392,142,6,0.0,0.0,0.04497370967309665,0.0,0.3323216125341594,0.0,0.08170568270501717,0.0,0.0,0.04773164470561345,0.0,0.11056590927789328,0.07669520681368118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576798321658903,0.0,0.0,0.06444940976194193,0.0,0.0,0.12308008635608265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14046930621948656,0.050898843417470016,0.03921615928335583,0.0,0.0,0.04075970401034141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0469881890164982,0.0,0.048753334309495015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735925318751625,0.0,0.0,0.029721936063316894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04815051253807722,0.052819043917554334,0.0,0.0,0.04716242089658565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03849930033025813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06087930748927104,0.08337563264874433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864214784605819,0.09877246888301908,0.04425020212505546,0.0,0.08424432801018276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136375786671737,0.0,0.02407825862022816,0.0,0.026191981419579298,0.11596533804599805,0.0737190596377883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061781527940651025,0.09738569164976277,0.0,0.045774225842608735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0479919270515688,0.2532789781290972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509301682445904,0.0,0.0,0.04078504214512388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31344829197912016,0.0,0.043608096367846905,0.0,0.09344881717752744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046427231793154784,0.0,0.0977808429402308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04901344336798808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368807733336684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234705775113127,0.0,0.0,0.3195052918895692,0.0,0.04815051253807722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324141874301683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265918681889328,0.0,0.0,0.1382967112022233,0.0,0.02952414850805529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03664978057272867,0.0,0.046641929713309084,0.03672491954607718,0.0,0.04807819974831433,0.0,0.0,0.038123172869752295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03547958700303438,0.0,0.10317997514828904,0.0978606415187955,0.0,0.036804684200171515,0.03853032084192967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043435916835279635,0.047901449122267376,0.034651261405216946,0.07408505678350648,0.2416894379357113,0.04243019476199776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812129918147302,0.1358390566075352,0.18293739587931027,0.08062010750865496,0.0,0.0,0.0880751217072843,0.0,0.06257932439391636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960776043714496,0.0,0.038026133036725716,0.027182971705574297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041585836676203004,0.0,0.0,0.04442567593759302,0.0,0.033551471449030285,0.18721203550838253,0.0,0.098215437219411,0.0,0.0,0.11871260505438773
anxiety,whyamihere94,2019/01/01,"So who else is dreading work tomorrow? *possible TW: self harm* 

So I am going back to work tomorrow after a nice few days off for the holidays. Due to some stuff that happened right before Xmas as well as over the holidays at my workplace (not situations that were my fault or anything, just stuff that happened within the company that will negatively affect my day-to-day; I am more anxious than ever about going in. Additionally, when I have anxiety it sometimes goes into suicidal thoughts. I was in a super manic state earlier and tried to cut myself (husband stopped me). 

My main problem with work though is that I am unhealthily attached to my work. I find my worth/value primarily in my work and I am a huge perfectionist to the point where my work is amazing but I am driving myself insane. 

Anyone else in the same boat? Or have been in the same boat and got out and have advice? 

Thanks all & happy new year! ",3.0554022988505736,5.67161431034483,4.388045977011493,80.81988505747128,78.3103448275862,7.314942528735633,26.333333333333336,8.344100000000001,2.1279333333333343,726,29,130,15,18,239,111,174,0.099,0.765,0.136,0.8332,0,0,0,0,0,1,24.0,0,0,0,7,10,11,1,1,9,0,15,0,0,1,2,23,22,13,1,1,5,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,9,8,0,1,2,2,0,3,2,5,1,0,5,0,19,6,23,16,7,30,0,0,0,0,3,15,0,3,11,100,28,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581998533322206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950830551572185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849885834876924,0.1454589169768836,0.0,0.0900299848273125,0.13192690396690554,0.10595615397273242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990062916217823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956284125198837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491131071054959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21512013453020334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646820304577232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176816917417703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463512977705771,0.0,0.10297884565876976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22771902428112645,0.13706436791211266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435444647263424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171711364522395,0.14515432727801525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320319228804184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995789256106853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13432177609859985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14472841812222678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734410205536506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764673295235744,0.0,0.0,0.2947922368754673,0.14083941113248352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854227384711652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265032346094455,0.10221878547032397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741764504125381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157681304107061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5624203808812397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291537557391618
anxiety,risingsun1999,2019/01/01,"Question about clonazepam/potential withdrawal side effect So I've been taking a low dose of clonazepam (half a milagram a day - sometimes an extra 0.25 if I need it) for about two years now (I'm also on Pristiq and a low dose of a generic version of topamax). I take it to treat anxiety, depression, OCD, PTSD, and PMDD.
In November, I thought I was good enough to go off my clonazepam because honestly it was hard to tell if it was doing anything after being on it so long. I didn't quit cold turkey but I don't think I tapered well. I skipped some days and other days I didn't and just...didn't do it right.
And I was wrong anyway - the clonazepam DEFINITELY helps my symptoms and I want to be on it. So now I'm getting back on it (taking .25 at breakfast and .25 at night). I've noticed recently my heart rate has been a little funny - it seems like it goes up and down a lot depending on whether I'm sitting or standing/moving. It's not severe, just strange. Has anyone else had this side effect and does it go away? I don't know if it's from withdrawing from the clonazepam or now going back on it or if it's totally random.
I'm seeing my psychiatrist in two days, but thought I'd see if anyone had any answers in the meantime. ",2.702980952380951,4.4100893400000025,4.2512571428571455,85.78686666666668,75.6,6.841904761904763,27.904761904761905,7.62386473244151,1.6724361904761906,965,40,193,13,21,322,137,250,0.06,0.823,0.116,0.9232,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,3,14,9,0,0,11,0,18,5,1,3,1,38,38,24,0,7,13,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,17,9,1,0,9,0,0,3,5,4,1,3,12,4,16,5,28,24,6,39,0,3,2,0,3,21,0,14,15,131,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432311784965964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871242913696407,0.0,0.09979609311666203,0.0,0.0,0.1824313682358616,0.13366438772575626,0.1073516016876586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256477129952345,0.20062041862125274,0.0,0.0795228624231578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365252518325823,0.0,0.11235887099148656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416019094193235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897663859630552,0.0,0.0,0.1347926932164339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815624349470842,0.0,0.2224181272488729,0.10941768313994353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686015338886407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15458728623099088,0.08743981299089151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169348904224912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06373268581105918,0.13074805300707548,0.0,0.11544669019584887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090637018275652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672915463220852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224211870572058,0.0,0.0,0.14852146402417654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524924311098577,0.0,0.14613707672454032,0.13875269144614238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12880647715183666,0.0,0.0,0.11140604336835368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20790810484967664,0.11875939889287047,0.0,0.1473746180069839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902123008955374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355904877350182,0.2942529831973015,0.0,0.11402156361511735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358893551961827,0.0,0.2071300237196305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548670087224553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694448621456562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729280233381564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14262974113030522,0.0,0.08400737511371302
anxiety,Bored_Pigeon,2019/01/01,"Insominia cause work makes me anxious. More anxiety about not sleeping, more insomnia. Repeat. I just want to sleep! I have to go to work at 6, and won't be back till 7:30. By the time I get to the office I would have been awake for 24hrs, 34hrs by the time I finish. I work in security and reaaalllyy don't think I should work after being awake that long. But calling in sick is making me anxious, which is keeping me awake. But so is the possibility of going in. 

O.e I'm stuck in a cycle that is caused because my job makes me anxious. Help. ",1.2226060606060578,3.5287392909090904,3.003181818181819,89.85810606060606,83.36363636363636,5.848484848484849,20.984848484848484,7.1686216300943375,0.6002121212121212,422,13,89,6,12,140,72,110,0.124,0.818,0.058,-0.7339,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,5,0,13,4,2,5,0,16,24,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,12,1,16,17,2,15,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,8,59,15,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630936229197598,0.5152821308859629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690854934225532,0.0,0.09268151815580207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15524874248482556,0.0,0.0,0.31237171623980314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943406369444983,0.0,0.17281445084395336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190848729931122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15087517412977955,0.1351391832545184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454966518280095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30446149125284816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17140104487147775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30429745352106946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974204047606016,0.0,0.0,0.17731024090797828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967649778672222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44274459580491576,0.0,0.0,0.10800409086769476,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,unofficialmoderator,2019/01/01,"This memory loss is making me crazy I can’t remember shit for the short term.

I think I slept 5 hours but I don’t know. It’s as if it’s hard to tell when I go to sleep and if I open my eyes I don’t know if I actually slept for was tossing and turning and never fell asleep.

If I didn’t sleep then I would be up for more than 48 hours. I don’t feel like I am but I do feel tired. 

I don’t know if this is:

- depersonalization/derealization

- A lexapro side effect

- Just my anxiety

It’s killing me that I don’t know which one is causing this very scary thing. 

I feel like I’m going nuts not knowing if I slept when I very well could have. I think I did but I’m not sure. 

It’s been going on for a while too. I had bad memory before going on meds due to high anxiety and also had a hard time knowing when I exactly slept or how long I slept. But this seems worse.

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anxiety,spooky1289,2019/01/01,"Social media Does anyone else frantically decide they need to get rid of all their social media, just to bring it back a few weeks later? I've been like this ever since the good old AIM days. Constantly creating and deleting different screen names, different Myspaces, different emails, Facebooks, Instagrams etc...
It's like an urge and I NEED to get rid of it all or I go into panic. ",3.940865191146884,6.623469887323942,4.81923541247485,78.57661971830989,75.47887323943662,8.000804828973843,24.227364185110666,8.841846274778883,2.2065195171026155,306,10,51,7,7,99,54,71,0.075,0.792,0.133,0.5267,3,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,3,5,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,12,7,3,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,3,6,6,4,10,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,1,9,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270311132511142,0.18614710988604652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969656295847785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963257150950432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716509553920297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5694339079830276,0.0,0.0,0.1589846777398966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517658268215712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20261521652580786,0.0,0.16433508813357994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18983497344498626,0.0,0.10324986901420476,0.152380045526539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17751407792096696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26941884645369163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19063694492847905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21315601386390476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15028311688803242,0.0,0.0,0.3703887773746765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572841575654474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wondersandwanders,2019/01/01,"Learning to Drive Gives Me Anxiety, 26F wanting independence that comes with driving Hi Everyone,

I have made leaps and bounds with many parts of my anxiety. Driving is my Everest however. I’ve had two unfinished driving school stints. Numerous family members and friends trying to teach me. I can’t get the hang of this. 

I’d like to learn this year. I’m going to be getting married this year and will hopefully have children in the next couple of years. I don’t want to be just learning with little ones in the car.

I hate the idea of driving alone, the amount of attention required to drive, I fear the reactions of other drivers to my driving. I feel like I can’t breath when I think about it.

Any advice from anyone who had this issue and overcame it?",4.715529780564263,6.366163048275865,5.175736677115992,81.43338557993731,70.24137931034483,8.307210031347962,31.8025078369906,8.841846274778883,2.7313448275862067,602,27,110,11,11,192,91,145,0.085,0.8320000000000001,0.083,-0.0516,1,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,1,1,6,0,11,1,1,2,0,23,24,5,0,3,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,9,8,0,2,7,0,0,11,3,2,0,2,3,1,13,4,20,18,2,19,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,7,68,22,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701159292097095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18030176536590808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183852185073797,0.0,0.2663523568170699,0.0,0.0,0.1217257694401458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14996064828048594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19262409881436704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16634771362459466,0.0,0.0,0.16411385336808273,0.19589642102380345,0.08802368396236247,0.12436788088205952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344992852566963,0.0,0.18190668111017216,0.1670002386589354,0.09893772815722457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17187500009361395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729078010737291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19652318048455672,0.0,0.18170173508579052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010035705719656,0.1744810391874115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16472545222068918,0.0,0.17649702636878414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185143638364318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796594510222393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18851939776847126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17618547023151754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154800395569388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819373429533225,0.0,0.17005783074289674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20536220013513087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363192132992022
anxiety,FeedingYasuo,2019/01/01,"im fucking freaking out about a plane ride im gonna go on. So i live in australia and for christmas my parents got us a trip to disneyland and hawaii for about two weeks. Now, I did this same trip but a week longer back when i was about 12 (now 15), and I was fine on that entire trip. No freakouts or anything. But now for some reason because of my through the roof anxiety im freaking out about going on the plane. It's not so much about ""oh no the plane might crash"" and all that shit, because the airline im going on is very reliable. It's mostly a fear of being sick/throwing up on the plane thats getitng me. I have anti-nausea tablets that help me not throw up (ondansetron), and i'll be asleep most of the flight because we have sleeping tablets and i'm leaving at about 9:30 at night. I'm still freaking out about it though. My anxiety has always been entailed by throwing up since I threw up in the middle of a test i was freaking out in.",3.835990675990679,4.291189949494953,4.4742424242424255,90.11213286713287,71.22222222222223,6.900388500388501,29.372183372183372,6.297961479604792,1.2046654234654235,742,28,163,4,13,237,110,198,0.196,0.7759999999999999,0.028,-0.9877,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,2,0,0,0,16,8,2,1,12,0,12,4,3,1,1,23,21,13,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,11,0,0,1,0,0,10,4,7,0,1,7,0,14,1,35,10,6,38,0,0,0,1,4,19,2,5,9,110,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186668515173367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21819970384228696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735974307060006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966189797805878,0.0,0.2608097845444646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16048118200251069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184498818968193,0.0,0.0,0.2431536545129405,0.0,0.11406200031883365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559162439522388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6161933770053873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510083708987506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259313891995882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129165501329012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483821085842396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13383423100880698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15835674235672412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466316597099553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14639193579399062,0.1179723500920961,0.0,0.14271769041166882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389228027598546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140118214513383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931383505514286,0.0,0.1715479193437619,0.0,0.0,0.11767205984097245,0.0,0.0,0.22879381314411226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bakedathlete,2019/01/01,"Just sent an apology to an ex and now I’m panicking I ate an edible because those majorly calm me down but it’ll take 30 mins or so to kick in and I’m dying in the meantime. I can’t stop sweating and my heart is beating out of my chest. I’m scared to think that I could have upset her by showing up in her life again and I’m terrified I might have done more harm than good by apologizing. 

I can’t even move I’m so anxious and I just want this edible to work. The tears are starting lol just a mess over here. Any tips for how to get my mind off this?

Thanks for reading, it helps to write it down and know maybe someone understands ",1.3305961070559604,2.8952451678832136,3.0741788321167896,93.35657238442823,79.07299270072993,6.9024330900243305,22.36557177615572,7.793537801064563,0.7673703163017027,496,15,118,8,12,165,92,137,0.23,0.644,0.125,-0.9578,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,10,7,0,2,6,1,10,5,3,1,0,22,25,11,1,2,5,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,7,1,1,3,2,0,2,2,4,0,0,3,0,12,3,21,19,2,16,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,2,5,74,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486469583722683,0.0,0.0,0.2469415945559438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332488776968157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745242883151684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22685925753952302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22369084830943284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14437494596202693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420291821709007,0.0,0.0,0.18334077816516706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590271749382785,0.146514556846017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012994328869513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15439477689508666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21960046878406372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318867361969445,0.2207110073066292,0.0,0.0,0.2323238610952931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21864659799846128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21884416546469476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18520843291680414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15471731872744365,0.0,0.0,0.18274889182776952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16435055519565234,0.0,0.0,0.201245951327593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14006200866603993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275572392821271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289285385439455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15913426341959985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Does-it-even-matter-,2019/01/01,Im afraid to talk to new people Every time i want to start talking to someone who i don’t know very well my mind just keeps overthinking and I can’t even start an conversation. I don’t know what to do about it. Does anyone have advice ,1.1854000000000011,3.231110740000002,2.7059999999999995,93.473,81.6,5.6000000000000005,18.0,6.742157984588678,-0.13819999999999988,187,4,42,2,5,61,36,50,0.0,0.915,0.085,0.4005,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,11,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,5,1,6,11,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410295771578779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17246774522336208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21585049672563045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16291408924018594,0.0,0.20781848083979174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664310149102505,0.0,0.0,0.21923935755116689,0.0,0.0,0.2711115861681489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490524412047282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238222088260622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17100034735047606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20899099194246107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491690459478274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3965058096076229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438272097245639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035171911932829,0.1454842133030448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22177353977073452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Granpire,2019/01/01,"On New Year's Resolutions I'm subscribed a meditation app and I saw a great suggestion for New Year's resolutions:

They suggested not setting yourself hard goals which you can fail and beat yourself up with, but rather on what kinds of qualities you want to have as a person.

This will give you room to improve, even if it's slight, you can say you became slightly more x(organized, respectful, kind to yourself, etc.).

I think those of us with mental health issues can easily struggle with failure, and then we tend to make a hard commitment and when we fail once it twice, we tend to think of ourselves as failures. I love the idea of making progress towards becoming who you want to be, growing into your desires rather than setting harsh limits on what you're allowed to do.

Just something to keep in mind. It's okay to fail. Just keep trying.",6.544905660377362,7.336972578616352,6.121691823899372,79.49272641509438,65.35220125786164,9.127295597484276,33.51006289308176,9.120678840339163,2.8765617610062897,676,28,123,11,10,209,103,159,0.14,0.647,0.214,0.8836,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,4,7,1,7,6,10,0,1,5,1,7,2,0,3,1,32,21,10,0,6,7,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,9,11,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,1,4,15,6,27,18,2,17,0,3,1,1,19,8,0,1,6,80,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17819050182284998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17993992686868365,0.10656543080129594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547747634934624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778810617769823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28906300536940843,0.0,0.0,0.17149990487766878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821364389939621,0.0,0.16840001726997694,0.0,0.2868178767717829,0.0,0.3360275004531616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456182214209318,0.0,0.21539521052021984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16259564461307188,0.0,0.16291028488007275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116518599499437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17182486964859814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408783533850184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830631019231267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242096084715398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16867057816694556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20676396715420586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954120436516147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940755829961477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19032838642420294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077990112058091
anxiety,panicthrow8787,2019/01/01,"Huge Anxiety Attack right now Went through alot in 2018 and alot during the last month and I feel like I'm relapsing back into my panic disorder. I'm scared, Im really sad I don't know what to do. 

In 2017 I went through a separation and in early 2018 I divorced my wife of 10 years. I took some time to myself to heal and exercised, lost weight, was doing really good. 

In september I met someone new and we started dating. Its been alot since then but it went well for the most part. We traveled alot together and I ended up meeting her parents and all. After we got back on the way home I had a massive panic attack and we had to stop and I had to get out of the car and walk for like an hour to calm down. Finally calmed down, made it to our hotel okay, made it home okay but then it started up again. Gf decided to stay with me to help me calm down but then she had to leave. 

Now I'm pacing around at home, keep crying here and there, heart racing, can't seem to sit still. I feel like the worst is going to happen and I'm soo scared. ",0.8817932752179303,2.866957397260272,2.7324553756745544,93.20236924034872,82.33333333333333,5.990950601909508,18.630344541303447,7.1686216300943375,0.16903470319634686,806,19,182,11,22,268,128,219,0.161,0.708,0.131,-0.81,1,0,0,0,1,0,20.0,5,0,0,1,10,19,2,4,12,2,11,4,1,2,1,39,34,18,0,0,3,2,3,3,1,0,2,0,3,0,6,20,1,2,5,3,0,8,2,9,1,0,15,3,22,10,34,19,9,50,0,2,0,0,14,16,0,7,26,117,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702793365683421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012726655470024,0.0,0.2588423334284649,0.0,0.17495254510180447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496266750712967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038157985279694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007597303950654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504338718305912,0.16254377946245802,0.0,0.12462116148024906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05943616480279024,0.0,0.06465380029010517,0.09541851360910288,0.09098619312231618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059972506160787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480900574508087,0.07625254663067342,0.0,0.3423389240107248,0.0,0.1120330599447014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288292648775995,0.0,0.0,0.10111725868799087,0.0,0.0,0.06252084638926715,0.09273154929582554,0.0,0.1204579681162352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667357041538533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241851110786563,0.0,0.0,0.2152894894382313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080407175377883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987244622909864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669513575672585,0.12631969544646593,0.1231936059292223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575822812307676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09715247810249923,0.0,0.0,0.2277920404794385,0.0,0.0,0.1035650270987276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410544264144913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639052235761844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16104324122873495,0.12125559442393967,0.09085080902812047,0.09511047022069134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663357771822354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639422538811712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902993072941081,0.0,0.1385319698181281,0.10228607053783736,0.31637668646718914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732592633614868
anxiety,huff_le_puff0107,2019/01/01,"Need advice for SSRI induced GI distress 24 y/o female; over the summer I had cut off my parents, started a new job, got married, etc and had a huge meltdown where I had to take off work for a month and my doc put me on 150 mg of Zoloft. It was great. 

October I decided to go off my medications because it was upsetting my stomach at that dose. I was doing great anxiety wise.

Last week I started vomiting constantly from my anxiety. It’s been 6 days and I’ve pretty much only managed to eat toast. I’m an absolute shit show again. My doctor put me on Prozac 20mg. And I took my first dose yesterday and have awful diarrhea. I’m already dehydrated from vomiting but I can’t deal with the diarrhea this bad.

It’s interfering with me going to work again and Imodium only kind of helped. Has anyone found anything to help relieve the side effects? I can’t live like this waiting for the medicine to kick in four weeks from now.",2.5260721062618643,4.571816806451615,4.410392156862745,82.92970588235295,77.17204301075269,7.817330803289058,28.14547754585705,8.671277953709913,2.336246426312461,730,32,143,16,17,248,121,186,0.098,0.7909999999999999,0.111,0.5365,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,4,4,11,2,2,8,1,12,11,2,2,0,15,24,7,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,8,0,0,0,7,8,1,1,4,1,0,5,2,5,0,2,10,0,18,6,24,14,2,31,0,0,0,0,4,11,1,0,16,84,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980968235615848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15788506790945162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218901537171766,0.0,0.0,0.1000402563066647,0.0,0.11773722744741465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194603228559957,0.08721622400777987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546115306324381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227051458461433,0.14750240545981988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644169974167354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14639981881257014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956467415036527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169817117482835,0.0,0.15687261150343018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16262383435768252,0.0,0.11442887759703868,0.3154778836903594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917981844373641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419782848398657,0.0,0.0,0.1489889418886444,0.0,0.11662392654994133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989844219561314,0.0,0.12633644403977146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14413141052344652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419983247411382,0.0,0.10517542007222093,0.10608712213594984,0.0,0.13818119287543934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176275539516156,0.0,0.0,0.15886609245104874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455570958440746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876565924426213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14686280141799454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20253619484463795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757340013295699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895982510737666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22952972213397596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20831829589283726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whatsthestorylike,2019/01/01,"Anticipatory Anxiety about reaching seizure free status and being able to drive again [Epilepsy] It's 47 days until I can drive again and by then it will have been 96 weeks since I last sat in a drivers seat. My heart is broken not being able to drive and it still breaks every time I think of how shitty the past year has been.

The closer it gets,  the more fucking terrified I become. Having a seizure doesn't scare me but another year off the road does. I can't stop thinking about it, and all I can do is wait. And wait. And wait. Like I have been for the last 89 weeks. I'm so scared of failing. I'm so scared it'll all go wrong. I just feel like crying all the time and I can't bear it. 

What do I do??",1.2141131351869632,3.0444069261745,2.5781639501438143,95.53451342281879,80.40939597315436,5.330968360498561,18.69654841802493,6.18269132825596,-0.34061495685522525,548,12,128,4,14,177,88,149,0.2,0.7120000000000001,0.08800000000000001,-0.9683,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,9,9,1,3,8,0,21,2,1,1,3,21,33,13,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,4,3,0,1,4,4,6,0,0,4,1,12,4,11,25,4,25,0,1,0,1,0,4,1,0,18,80,20,1,0.3260782686126945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709607479642014,0.12472449148662088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18006391450712822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17909083330757086,0.1051467537365399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426766451328221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373675024733004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824374850831512,0.11647519012521385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15072705248860854,0.08518121848295614,0.0,0.09265889726462163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932021591558468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657973100061097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593053711946116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15563930195799114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4896918475427909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348676566981364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020326326328435,0.1363080166892779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089377880636024,0.0,0.0,0.1901388606800358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615603183431458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17825769905190367,0.0,0.2099837140905928
anxiety,destruct-self,2019/01/01,"DAE feel constantly alone even when around other people? I always feel trapped in my head no matter the situation or who I’m with. But when I’m truly alone, I wish I was with someone else! How does this make any sense!? 

Any comments are appreciated.",2.7006250000000023,5.249076145833332,3.8873333333333338,84.29100000000003,79.20833333333334,6.34,22.1,7.554174236665415,0.9719949999999996,197,6,38,3,5,64,38,48,0.173,0.63,0.197,0.3278,0,3,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,2,0,11,8,5,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,4,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5024040200699166,0.0,0.0,0.2018156951270713,0.0,0.0,0.3298759142721581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21591521570655986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621034536337363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122515284882596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20261404541048664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019775250948615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24527465160591624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24891969529902905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16189972849163026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16814918495785014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726291552917153,0.0,0.0,0.2055063951807793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789131565153257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Silenti666,2019/01/01,"Hope For 2019. Fear, Grief, Panic Attacks [Mentions Verbal and Emotional Abuse] The final day of 2018 was a horror and a joy. To be so happy that 2018's reign of terror would finally be over in just a few short minutes, Juxtaposed against the chest pain,difficulty breathing, and obsessive horror of another panic attack. I find myself in constant anxiety after my Stepfather's passing in August. The man who supported me throughout my entire childhood is gone, to a sudden stroke and heart complications. 

I sincerely hope that 2019 will be better than the 3-ring shit-show of the last year, but I am still unable to quell my anxiety related to the new year and everything it brings with it. My Father has long since burned his olive branch, with his constant tirades against me,his verbal and emotional abuse, Gaslighting, and general status as an N-Parent. That door closed long ago, and it is now that I wish it had not, though I know that it is one-sided. 

Any advice for anxiety-related chest pain would be greatly appreciated, as well as any advice for parental grief. May it be a better year for us all. ",7.48,7.938122098039216,7.29392156862745,73.04764705882354,63.31372549019608,10.525490196078431,33.66666666666667,10.317481424215053,3.5268607843137256,884,34,150,19,12,281,125,204,0.16899999999999998,0.6859999999999999,0.145,-0.6645,2,0,0,0,2,0,31.0,1,0,0,2,6,20,2,5,12,0,16,6,4,0,1,24,23,14,2,5,3,2,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,12,11,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,10,1,0,3,1,14,10,25,11,2,28,0,2,0,0,8,6,0,3,19,97,26,0,0.0,0.25887809495940123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21350851596856324,0.09684028787054193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14858251331047054,0.11455431167982386,0.16714630044620188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24856696357993235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932390178602432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361129637135308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045485085371443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457748541703883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818356514107712,0.0,0.0,0.12293250353053327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239348048649166,0.09984917457235194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044447428905952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629475916556645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294574375738471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170125289156776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060038930810065526,0.08905034710211494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19335914425464806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551079484768347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07402814654280851,0.0,0.232491614016606,0.2563540804749102,0.2426102617881663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213979694862172,0.0903697004423548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724426734910902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397145073375185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733397327600062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140989452615526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822557861131162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562789824119466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552109294200473,0.0,0.0,0.21105318137112145
anxiety,winnabenna,2019/01/01,"[potentially triggering] how does your anxiety/panic present itself? And several other questions. [Potentially triggering]

Last week I had my first panic episode in a LONG time and then had another pretty severe one last night. I’ve had a bit of a “hangover” from my episode last night all day today and I can tell I’m on the verge of another attack because my legs “hurt”. They get restless and I just want to like....take them off my body. I’m not sure how else to describe it. My legs and feet get all tense and I just can’t stop moving. That’s my main symptom that really lets me know I’m not doing well. The leg restlessness/pain...basically I feel like my skin is crawling.

How do your symptoms appear? Gradually or suddenly? What are they? Also, has anyone ever gone to the emergency room due to an attack? If so how did you know when it was time to go? If you would like to message me privately- please feel free! ",1.58343321482986,4.213567843575422,3.2066455053326592,86.56430040629766,85.64804469273744,6.606500761808026,22.661503301168104,7.84624498591911,1.4332770949720668,720,26,140,15,22,237,117,179,0.158,0.762,0.08,-0.9291,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,4,3,1,11,10,2,2,7,0,14,8,6,6,4,32,27,17,0,4,7,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,7,6,0,1,5,0,1,4,3,5,1,2,6,3,21,6,12,19,4,28,0,1,0,0,10,5,0,5,21,89,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320033760608248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706379919284285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023397296758368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936234476753794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866699556754775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088794662267665,0.14334420660053335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322584753492328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112931538945763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107803774715802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673209437248536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13050197596939392,0.09219254109595534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976890597252753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484542033631758,0.0,0.07334144880803516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381494882574685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184377203872506,0.3155761677605717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13196121660033416,0.0,0.18914028341413733,0.0,0.0,0.11420419221831465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13715852971462406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422072517550286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744685657282779,0.0,0.13731710014878395,0.1514110480544401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165691058016988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312890983742833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456427267130173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267201292322639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915769897676194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789063676843984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162703615173467,0.2682623832349911,0.0,0.0,0.11279440359912435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15049887197726644,0.0,0.1223232428985746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611636919932832,0.0,0.10351522230613468,0.0,0.11603043552683436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167261722324384,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,goodbadnotassugly,2019/01/01,"Take steps to take control of your life. Join our book club. We are about to begin Feeling Good: The New Mood Therapy by David Burns, M.D.

Join us on discord as we read and discuss the reasoning behind our distorted thinking and how to overcome them and become our best selves.

pm me or u/SpecialBlacksmith for more info
",2.951714285714285,5.834710933333334,3.28952380952381,86.74500000000002,81.33333333333334,6.095238095238094,25.23809523809524,7.447530270364453,1.5028095238095245,256,10,46,4,7,79,50,60,0.077,0.7390000000000001,0.185,0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,6,1,1,2,2,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,3,0,12,6,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,2,10,6,2,4,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,1,2,29,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010979278386816,0.0,0.0,0.2861079016360262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.305777231909978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378496963298353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286687387659952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925663197133977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26330732636717313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727033358325887,0.0,0.0,0.2803085924263157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4099669975025892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117756599345525,0.0,0.0,0.17469001272505896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279397907657203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TaffyLacky,2019/01/01,"I feel like my mother's dog triggers anxiety in myself and her I live with my mother as a student and over my life we have had dogs. I'm generally avoid them as their invasive actions cause anxiety for myself. Recently my mother adopted a puppy as our previous dog passed months prior. My mother screams loudly when discovering that the puppy has done something destructive. This has become a regular occurrence of what seems like multiple times a week.

As a result, this has added onto already held conflicts of anxiety, depression, and suicidal thoughts. I don't know what to do and have had trouble finding information on how to work this conflict. I would like help in understanding how to go about this. ",6.054609374999997,8.209210242187503,6.6410625,70.24768750000003,67.671875,10.12,34.675,10.355215969177356,4.247425625,573,28,89,16,10,187,86,128,0.21,0.7170000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.9547,0,1,1,0,0,0,11.0,2,0,2,1,4,8,1,1,6,0,11,1,0,5,0,24,19,11,1,1,0,4,1,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,7,6,0,4,7,0,0,3,1,5,0,0,5,3,16,3,17,13,0,14,0,1,0,0,11,5,0,1,9,64,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224318475961364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4625897242797659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22261256409164001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20706264632051413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17360752820780048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062708450651065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191725522495028,0.1439979842591319,0.0,0.0,0.18422664062035515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455396136667186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510468435955722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077478183419068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14237122950928138,0.2954232438987581,0.0,0.17798547410834664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16088715715000018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19902099334176512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18349708849243987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551744854176197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204792537892876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16001999271740985,0.11753409733789348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20983613948513807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16168318147023367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14674162685890238,0.0,0.0,0.14318590132109105,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DezziDrowned,2019/01/01,"Why do I set myself up for disaster like this? ""just one drink to take the edge off, I won't even feel any physical symptoms or palpitations tomorrow."" Why do I lie to myself like this? One drink turned into three or four, now I'm sprawled out with a pounding heart, high heart rate, and absolute dread. I've almost had two panic attacks today that I was able to stop in time. The worst part is I'll feel this garbage for at least another 20 hours. I hate myself. Ugh.",2.081052009456265,4.1977076489361735,3.1705673758865287,90.93388888888893,78.8936170212766,6.73096926713948,22.14657210401891,7.793537801064563,0.910779196217494,365,11,78,6,9,117,71,94,0.249,0.703,0.048,-0.969,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,3,8,2,2,3,0,6,5,2,0,0,11,12,3,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,4,2,1,2,2,0,0,1,6,0,5,2,2,8,2,12,9,3,14,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,3,8,47,12,0,0.1736772335138073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17391266173967485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810647443549625,0.1821157225361803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975829259814614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402751384603489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471217474686955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17563285536311962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171470311586171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41161671587427534,0.0,0.1834995327491381,0.0,0.0,0.17103709039656098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696998470378482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23537637646217566,0.0,0.0,0.2037728126780281,0.0,0.1880755191725998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14520194396926472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805171454458544,0.13058366520398468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127259153721553,0.0,0.1646257098252033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18891095738995292,0.16965742085393765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134333789612229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Depressed_Bitch123,2019/01/01,"Tips for getting first job with really bad anxiety? I’m 19 and still haven’t gotten my first job yet... I need some tips before I turn 20 in 4 months and haven’t even ATTEMPTED to get a job yet. My sister who is 3 years younger than me has already had two jobs and has two grand in the bank. I feel so pathetic. And her anxiety and social skills are undoubtedly worse than mine... but still I have so much self-doubt.

I’m worried I won’t be good enough, I have pretty bad social skills and every single job requires daily interaction with people, even if you’re working in the back you need to interact with co-workers... and I have really no skills, so I don’t even know what good I’d be.

I feel like I’m being really immature. Anyone have tips? Should I just get out of my comfort zone and see how it goes? I really don’t know where to go in life, I feel so lost.",1.7131008287292817,3.4139108729281773,3.5555766574585626,89.71966332872928,78.39226519337015,7.1769337016574575,20.15227900552486,8.07648339933343,0.7358975138121546,672,16,150,12,16,226,105,181,0.14,0.7490000000000001,0.11,-0.5501,5,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,9,15,8,0,0,3,0,18,1,0,1,1,27,36,15,0,4,3,1,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,12,0,1,5,0,1,1,6,3,0,4,3,4,19,5,15,28,4,16,0,1,1,0,8,6,0,2,10,92,22,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215642768563644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16854416583773268,0.0,0.0,0.07702641912545942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470622458889193,0.18395796326154776,0.0,0.0,0.09373802902487673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382470660763852,0.0,0.21827888286598726,0.0,0.09281453402461316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16710058695958713,0.0786983114801928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18740404484728884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17266212806076914,0.0,0.06260645507857238,0.18479392886814416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5465839092447822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108208777769312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780925145157992,0.05381860166643046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025263083202388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879286447771958,0.0,0.08098026021989947,0.16336445817188672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637105946134168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207230254190613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822852151110533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778324132846747,0.0,0.11492088378435547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245884529802629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17594780411203356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982242463573185,0.21522058651368364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603955543831825,0.11187280663751238,0.112262430504014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093941516431107
anxiety,strandbag,2019/01/01,"Death anxiety, nighttime, and the flu I used to have anxiety about a lot of things, but with therapy I’ve managed to mitigate most of them. One of the remaining things I have is death anxiety. I think the biggest issue is you can’t really rationalize it away because it’s inevitable and...well yeah...don’t want to talk about it.

I’ve had the flu for the past few days. I’ve also been having chest pains. If I’m being honest with myself, it’s probably just because I’m having gastric problems. It’s probably acid reflux. But, I never get sick and I’ve heard that this is how heart problems start with women.

So I haven’t really slept much since I got this flu. I’m sleeping when I get so tired that I just pass out. If I try to sleep any other time, the anxiety just sneaks up on me and I end up getting short of breath and having to stand up and walk it off.

I’m exhausted. It’s midnight and I’m sitting up on Reddit. Luckily my fever is gone but I still feel like I was hit by a truck. The chest pains are worse than they were yesterday. I’m miserable.

I need a hug.",0.5759875259875251,2.876160666666668,2.6760360360360345,91.08467775467777,86.47747747747749,6.298267498267497,20.700623700623694,7.61054688173877,0.8733064449064449,836,27,180,16,26,281,125,222,0.226,0.685,0.08800000000000001,-0.9851,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,2,0,11,9,0,1,10,0,17,17,7,2,1,29,37,16,2,6,8,0,1,1,0,0,9,1,0,1,14,10,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,6,0,1,8,3,19,3,26,27,4,25,0,1,0,1,6,11,0,4,10,112,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109739838140649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331860296376288,0.0,0.4199110353075919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892864440208301,0.0,0.0,0.16730378137997545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849962363943385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154178816407868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938575033824346,0.09803451008331757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150852644232498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097524235820116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16261384934869896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14322862506049036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06704184814772855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666490959522552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008771343089808,0.10175157713477986,0.1058373973471223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298810555097516,0.0,0.2920369582857389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099804946236548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959063642583874,0.26261410992038364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17582138832890387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351502956357667,0.0,0.2746508454511389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097129495255369,0.0,0.10958911603014536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102973175885824,0.0,0.0,0.15693025576203531,0.0,0.18233413820431785,0.08792908459169467,0.0,0.0,0.08001777045621825,0.15772146747972182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316766318105027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11851948040088925,0.0,0.0,0.08093963866350624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398453431620759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Joe_B123,2019/01/01,"Eating with anxiety I don't really know how to start this post so I'll just jump into it:

Whenever I feel anxious for whatever reason, I feel sick - sometimes bad enough to actually make me throw up. Of course when this happens I have absolutely no desire to eat anything but I'm always told (by parents, doctors etc) to keep eating because 3 meals a day is how to stay healthy and that its good for me but it makes me feel worse at the time.

Sometimes this isn't a big problem if the thing causing my anxiety is early in the morning because then I can eat normally for the rest of the day. If its later in the day however this could make me miss breakfast and lunch which is a bigger issue. 

For example, today I went on a trip out for most of the day and I've been feeling anxious about since I agreed to do it (maybe a week ago), I've been eating fine until today when I couldn't eat any breakfast at all.

My question then is first of all: what is your experience eating with anxiety? Second, is skipping breakfast actualy bad for you - could I have my 'breakfast' late at night instead? And finally does anyone have any suggestions of what to eat that is good in a nutritional way but in as few bites as possible?

(just to be clear, I don't have any kind of eating disorder - just have problems because I feel sick. Thanks for reading of you've made it this far 😊) ",5.6134478021978005,5.575326560439564,6.408697344322345,79.50557348901103,67.27838827838828,9.462362637362636,32.447115384615394,9.188382445141503,2.6977401098901086,1073,42,213,18,16,355,144,273,0.133,0.764,0.103,-0.7587,2,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,0,1,10,10,0,0,13,0,23,18,0,8,3,43,41,19,0,9,8,1,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,17,8,15,1,8,1,0,4,5,5,0,2,5,5,20,5,40,32,7,42,0,1,0,0,6,14,0,4,21,143,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.07349911802639171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06676451264765633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06267028113348358,0.0,0.0,0.15365566295711736,0.0,0.17285328558297314,0.1701749112513743,0.0,0.052663820810604806,0.0,0.06197997164282544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577410872638942,0.1377387392584267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737192777840426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026995828163198,0.0,0.0,0.19429449805848592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632050082494759,0.07709076045102158,0.0659109439084777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6936184190606585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778232198856432,0.08399903916077385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07367507024740462,0.0,0.0,0.19041422126982666,0.0,0.0,0.08250675505318321,0.0,0.06406511654751224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634566772406156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660310958015853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861201175022611,0.0,0.06694574817890514,0.0,0.07843169567991656,0.041392586118486015,0.0,0.08496153932315599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712673391886988,0.15082525906049987,0.0,0.07566665784532722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706804703702799,0.07379526170079202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363128738971083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490928323842388,0.07213344611804459,0.0,0.0,0.14413755271418294,0.0,0.0,0.08437295512092666,0.0,0.07533798726114095,0.0,0.04825038653905773,0.07743904232387643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06230350137139413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148982074911926,0.0,0.053310188651771576,0.08027854586758684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06934233167250604,0.0,0.0,0.05003767022455042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04391830130795776,0.0,0.14278456623641947,0.07196919947905621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05978360929951596,0.060415239841635236,0.0,0.0,0.06982017463923564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767550743102405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Always_Zed,2019/01/01,"I've absolutely smashed anxiety in the last few days. I've been so much out of my comfort zone.. I've never felt so relieved. Also if I review my conversations and interactions with others I did everything according to plan, nothing or very little wrong. Made new prolly-first'n-last-time-we-meet friends. But still.. now I'm home, and I feel the loneliness stronger than ever, the hell is this? Why am I feeling so sad even tho I had a grate time, why am I feeling so lonely even tho those days were so.. full.. I don't get it. I've made so much progress and it doesn't feel like it paid out.. ",1.7035000000000018,3.877894350000002,3.158333333333335,90.23000000000002,80.5,6.666666666666668,24.166666666666664,7.793537801064563,1.199416666666667,462,17,100,8,12,151,81,120,0.174,0.6859999999999999,0.141,-0.732,0,2,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,2,14,8,1,0,4,0,9,0,0,2,2,18,19,15,0,1,3,0,5,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,0,5,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,8,5,9,4,7,11,4,14,1,2,0,0,3,5,1,2,10,60,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379511690238598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13196487981980312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22250126747196816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278741709544412,0.15603949807562228,0.0,0.0,0.15503522769613864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34889227230280845,0.12323669781015995,0.16563063115641566,0.0,0.0,0.14673158298357958,0.0,0.0,0.13327595240269965,0.0,0.09012607809440144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17303530436122347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812271243065825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427660804133702,0.17289405389429222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264543969550163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536201773482681,0.0,0.13304550961489084,0.1666051755210457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655219795466308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776170007899885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011766221665196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14233364172012392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113155667122725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886057465695299,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThrowawayT0,2019/01/01,"Should I ever have to feel bad for intrusive thoughts? I’ve had pretty nasty thoughts because... well anxiety. Other times I found myself angry and you know how some people say things like:

> Oh, I’m going to kill that guy!

But don’t really mean it? I’ve had  intrusive thoughts of violence when I’m angry, scary obviously... as I pride myself on good character, morals, etc.

I feel bad for having ‘bad’ thoughts but I know I should be held accountable for *actions* not thoughts, and so long as my actions are good, then I’m doing alright....

Sorry for the ramble... rough start to the day.",3.3464285714285684,5.4968679285714295,4.1601428571428585,85.18485714285717,75.07142857142857,7.337142857142857,25.485714285714288,8.238735603445708,1.6925507142857144,456,16,87,8,10,146,75,112,0.185,0.706,0.108,-0.7993,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,0,1,5,10,1,0,2,1,10,0,0,1,2,23,27,10,1,2,3,0,3,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,1,11,0,1,3,2,4,1,0,9,4,10,6,11,15,2,11,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,8,50,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175517352811222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849064313681752,0.09367150737490533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909988979376158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17137480694093146,0.0,0.13899693461041712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15539320799356496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16848349206282354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733019499911053,0.25777038202295843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215047822219213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700052858495901,0.0,0.16889827611633046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507195499585856,0.0,0.0,0.13598687424686706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673839991416472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653054076735817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563304618142125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844041980206096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219894450972835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720130906737676,0.1087634260993828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208683528026348,0.0,0.0,0.6099560853699724,0.08960210120283929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381614452001392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EdgyLithuanian,2019/01/01,Restarting sertaline I used sertraline 50mg for about a year. The effects were that i was a calmer and more [concentrated](https://concentrated.No). 10 weeks ago i dropped it cold turkey. Because i started to feel that the effects are no longer working. Throughout that year i felt no major side effects except during last weeks of usage when i became unmotivated. That was a reason i dropped it. Somehow i am missing that calming and clearing effect. What are your thoughts on restarting it? Is it possible that this 10 week break will be positive refreshing for the system?,5.518600000000002,8.640573660000005,5.184000000000001,75.70700000000002,72.4,6.4,33.0,7.554174236665415,2.6194000000000006,466,23,71,6,10,143,68,100,0.095,0.815,0.09,0.2869,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,5,3,2,0,0,6,0,9,0,0,6,1,14,15,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,0,8,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,3,9,1,7,8,2,15,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,9,50,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22748492075295002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643782873182982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975864667626466,0.0,0.2464027810663441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091857799992096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893091075287087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638559574185667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816423659792682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20373368229282546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22164388662836204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6175536450108712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868279799162328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305195753723917
anxiety,UIUCstreetpass,2019/01/01,"Trouble relaxing on days off Who else here really struggles on their time off work? I’m a floor nurse so I work 3 12-hour shifts a week usually and those are great. But on my days off I usually get up early, hit the gym, come home and spend the morning doing whatever but usually around noon or so I get this ever-growing feeling that I “have” to get out of my apartment and do something, even if that “something” is just aimlessly wandering around town for hours. 

What’s worse is that I have a lot of things I’ve wanted to do since nursing school - getting back into playing piano, learning to draw, tons of movies/books/games to catch up on - but I just can’t enjoy any of that except the first couple hours of the day and then when nothing gets done I just feel even worse lol. But I just can’t relax at home. I don’t know if it’s because of me having a different mindset being an RN now or if I just need to get out more in general. Do any of you all struggle with this?",4.207407692307694,4.6782551099999985,5.041999999999998,86.3156153846154,70.4,8.153846153846155,28.384615384615394,8.139509932561175,1.7022076923076934,762,26,162,10,13,248,124,200,0.075,0.82,0.105,0.7016,1,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,3,15,8,0,2,9,1,15,0,0,0,1,35,29,17,0,5,15,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,11,11,0,0,4,4,1,2,3,3,0,1,1,2,15,5,31,26,4,38,0,0,0,0,3,19,0,6,17,113,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15923438364805684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20844884276640926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002591017164309,0.0,0.071369784973031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085250380695836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954480313163474,0.0,0.22651726304961625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232180177547848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981164885008733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097803814232888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546580958414942,0.1059039361387873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183965130013626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958665841327694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3670111684538927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907913051085193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348779642183369,0.0,0.3458953347023461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06434311770223236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953570018598426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681200294311102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233969198604228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500329385977379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848939045675674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684829815961823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18026503892472664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447911132872413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778155478345106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06826924083098075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3868352949097095,0.0,0.0690557566548902,0.0,0.09391307122032794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704686502191819,0.0,0.2386253792623883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bedofroses1,2019/01/01,"First full year w/o my dad. Lost my dad in July 2018 and my anxiety's been killing me for a long time. Just a nice hopeful reminder that no matter what kind of a shit situation yer in you can turn it around. Not particularly at the beginning of the year, not in one day or week, or even a month.  It'll happen though. Just keep a positive eye out.",2.167083333333334,3.7013659861111137,3.84,88.90500000000002,76.6388888888889,7.5777777777777775,23.11111111111111,8.344100000000001,1.1004277777777776,269,8,62,5,6,90,56,72,0.159,0.7070000000000001,0.134,-0.4576,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,2,5,6,2,0,7,0,3,2,2,0,0,12,9,4,1,1,6,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,2,1,5,3,9,6,1,16,0,1,1,0,3,7,1,3,9,40,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18031566258955006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20982972963972726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201189712750388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15568264139217014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004927571989296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20843544501858804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341108228970885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20950773772774967,0.2607755273742656,0.24545318522899764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20859380148379195,0.0,0.0,0.2573026802658819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18813955101674296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15972156438412094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24195045580391505,0.0,0.2649452089773673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315815122197149,0.0,0.1374429923060482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25638217477168146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890704125028932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035759223225334
anxiety,throwthewholeideaway,2019/01/01,"Why do my fathers tantrums get to me so much My (f/26) dad (m/70s) has (fairly minor) anger management issues. He works himself into screaming/swearing tantrums over things like his computer not backing up successfully, or his printer not giving the correct output, or not being able to find his sunglasses.
He’s been this way since I was a kid, he’s prone to “moods” where any and everything will set him off, and goes into the pessimistic “everything is screwed” etc spirals during these moods.

He’s pretty good at not directing the tantrums at my mom and I (i also just avoid him when they start). However, he is also pretty routinely displeased with his life (he’s an extrovert without many friends in a family of introverts - and my mom is nearly reclusive) and he’s a perfectionist, so he never seems to be satisfied with anything in his life for long.
He’s not willing or interested in pursuing therapy and has pretty much stated he’s too old to change. Which is his decision. 

Unfortunately, even though I know these tantrums only last a day or so max and usually concern “the damn printer”, they trigger my anxiety like almost nothing else. I don’t live at home anymore (in school) which helps, but being home for the holidays is difficult because Ik he loves me and misses me, and is hurt by my avoidance of spending time with him. But honestly his moods exhaust me and make me feel sick to my stomach when they start (I’m on an antidepressant which helps but not a ton in these situations), and over the years I’ve found it easier for my peace of mind to avoid being super close to him because I end up weathering fewer of his tantrums.

The issue is we’ve discussed his tantrums and how much they stress me out but he just can’t understand why I take them so personally, and honestly he has no idea how else to express himself at this point (and is unwilling to learn). But he is also supporting me financially during school (which I am so thankful for) so me saying “if you can’t find a different way to express yourself while I’m home I won’t have a relationship with you” isn’t an option (plus id miss my mom and it would cause problems between them).

So very (sorry!) long story short- how do I cope with the anxiety increase while I’m home, and feel less guilty when my dad is hurt that I’m avoiding him?

Tldr: dad has tantrums and gets very loud and upset which triggers my anxiety. How do I deal while I’m home?",4.8390570562989135,6.279080658798286,5.480186821509721,80.18404443322396,69.66523605150215,8.744155516283767,31.08785660186821,9.168548406835145,2.729799495077001,1921,81,359,38,34,621,227,466,0.17600000000000002,0.7020000000000001,0.122,-0.9507,2,4,0,0,0,0,57.0,0,2,6,3,24,38,10,6,18,0,33,7,1,8,2,77,56,50,0,3,19,7,2,2,1,4,4,2,5,2,14,28,0,4,11,1,1,1,14,23,0,0,3,4,54,12,47,45,7,47,0,4,0,2,58,23,2,8,21,235,68,7,0.08085088169162477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096047912849882,0.0,0.0,0.19396926263452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054981372045174066,0.0,0.1855521095864945,0.0,0.0801823493581003,0.0,0.0,0.06653338669062721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062169337393770015,0.0,0.09857189409692363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305612689765958,0.08552951238540367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05214213006453896,0.08335370887376349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447196313477473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350810741896228,0.0,0.07160988336569807,0.0,0.09017010505153783,0.05340124483449244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14532711833897166,0.0,0.07621901571466229,0.0,0.08176127016093293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14779248225784725,0.0,0.0,0.08864881863289913,0.062465190635665725,0.0,0.08448249737358687,0.07755953293077229,0.0,0.06781388361883475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838528346890844,0.0,0.40550013257325335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17310508209718672,0.09127080422670128,0.0,0.16877462953506744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0444335301444932,0.06590425960210547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142147375668615,0.07899931371749493,0.0,0.07139280979052368,0.14310097213643133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297107735586562,0.0,0.053968591346544914,0.08197010398763682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163634251297824,0.2840747264107317,0.0,0.0,0.1783041025950681,0.0,0.06235718425933461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07757860154345157,0.0,0.08483939975315556,0.0,0.0,0.061490738806743175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059587132924185,0.0,0.0,0.07643021651303772,0.0,0.0,0.2467632392910869,0.0,0.07736337462880635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680358933900005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06429586623795358,0.0,0.16365081738898274,0.0,0.07360360614530233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688068482527013,0.09087977854053632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905059426945956,0.11445334039707265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261441181114136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917486224173602,0.0,0.0,0.060789801015725876,0.0,0.0,0.07443662920311486,0.09246002943858117,0.0,0.053713733225521226,0.0,0.07943558075967334,0.0,0.047144799299953785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841686192004684,0.0,0.0,0.08904582365679667,0.13342088956981246,0.0,0.12835133317607786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591069035300702,0.0,0.0,0.07793736478028493,0.0,0.05886040480085634,0.0,0.0,0.05743414662860941,0.0,0.0,0.052065317009124784
anxiety,hellopeople9,2019/01/01,"My least favorite thing about anxiety I try to mitigate the emotional effects of my anxiety disorder. I cannot control the hand I’ve been dealt so the best thing I can do is suck it up and deal with it. 

Some days I am better at that than others.

But the worst  thing... the worst fucking thing about anxiety is the “heartdrop moment”. I can be going about my day completely unaffected and then something to be anxious about will pop into my head. 

My heart drops, I get dizzy, I feel weak, my mouth dries up. 

Normally I can calm myself down, practicing a coping mechanism to prevent myself from spiraling into an uncontrollable state.  

Even then, though, the instants of anxiety are draining. My body takes a good 5~10 minutes to normalize again, and it roots itself in the back of my mind. I cannot feel “safe” until awhile later. This happens constantly to me. I cannot ever relax because it feels like my brain might betray me at any second and flare up my anxiety, forcing me to, once again, spend the mental energy calming myself down and ignoring the nagging feelings that I cannot fully escape. 
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anxiety,ILOVERUTA,2019/01/01,How to deal with thinking that your gonna become a bad person My fear is that I’m gonna become the most fucked up evil person I have no thoughts of hurting anyone or doing anything to another living thing at all My fear is what if I do get those urges or thoughts that I have to hurt someone or something how do I deal with this it’s been in my head for 2 weeks straight please help! ,9.75556910569106,4.986912036585366,8.884634146341465,80.0477642276423,62.780487804878035,11.421138211382114,38.3089430894309,6.42735559955562,2.603060162601626,305,9,69,1,3,96,58,82,0.29100000000000004,0.637,0.07200000000000001,-0.9718,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,2,7,2,2,2,0,8,2,1,2,1,13,16,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,8,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,3,0,8,0,10,11,2,5,0,2,0,1,6,4,1,5,1,45,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17792151397042927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864236035423276,0.0,0.1396300157718992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167351419880178,0.0,0.37479064243751065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34985983018746514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3818684224730048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15686399184852126,0.08864942119641983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741379306874618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137311626009368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632862619156451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14982822388711098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963114645874968,0.0,0.18625479604846326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437670826200801,0.13062592697067782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272610324680307,0.10872240564159512,0.0,0.26940975285076496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361049492013941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ljj47100,2019/01/01,"Do you ever have this feeling that something is off? I keep having this feeling that something is “off” or “not right”. I am journaling to see if that will help. Journaling had definitely helped on the past. But I can’t seem to shake this feeling. It almost feels like it won’t go away.

Does anyone else deal with this? What do you do to get over this feeling?",1.5821478873239452,4.053562760563383,2.496602112676058,92.970536971831,83.36619718309859,5.240140845070423,21.551056338028168,6.6274283507984215,0.3993225352112684,280,9,58,3,8,88,49,71,0.023,0.78,0.197,0.8739,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,12,0,0,0,1,14,22,3,0,1,4,0,5,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,11,1,0,1,6,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,6,5,1,9,19,0,10,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,4,3,43,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21078761416061664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718808003131215,0.21568444931552674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19777380986070447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170185949252177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18421195305652432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758476336429001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904113526608486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5321813572956625,0.15038286213992114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099787467379279,0.0,0.11963328978817693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821904657490007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18710408756989688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284077514170213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20094823339408707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17976778649242947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677430535751313,0.19163335864602926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32410985984633645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nose_bridge,2019/01/01,"Removed all social media from my phone today as part as my new year's resolution.

It's especially hard having moved to a city with no friends or family and--after spending a long, quiet evening with myself to bring new year in, I had a lot of time to reflect.

In part of taking steps to manage my social issues, deactivating these accounts was one of the most difficult decisions I've had to make. I hope this resolution leads to ultimately getting out of my apartment more and exploring what LA has to offer, while managing the ever-growing storm cloud of social anxiety.

I want to personally thank each and every one of you for a great community you've built here and hope you all have a wonderful 2019.",11.864477611940305,7.9309815671641815,11.76946268656717,58.41508955223882,57.95522388059702,14.89910447761194,43.2179104477612,12.688352899677879,5.3655122388059695,566,22,98,14,5,192,91,134,0.061,0.7909999999999999,0.149,0.9203,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,1,2,6,0,0,7,0,6,0,0,2,2,21,15,7,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,7,0,0,4,0,2,6,1,1,0,2,3,2,10,5,23,12,8,18,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,6,8,68,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998591180435635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359457082810686,0.14187518284912712,0.13214858477345776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14785940377182255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117797320368733,0.0,0.08194498166689207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17292204530749522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050221426572815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115647320390155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637053159298718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388027923272604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13334391693804434,0.0,0.0,0.10469518222038916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16670129656447288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029635448994315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21256431373984927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396954636236736,0.0,0.0,0.13695090845270505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4796508412669213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792783794587723,0.0,0.0,0.14440170224658966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145751686862087,0.0,0.14867061664768758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925111800316656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700915930152468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020059340304283
anxiety,tomobediant,2019/01/01,"Struggling at new year and just need someone to talk too Hi, 20 M here and I’ve had a difficult start to the year in terms of things that have triggered my anxiety and generally made me have that horrible feeling in my stomach. This mainly comes from stuff to do with friends/relationships (rejection etc) but it’s also been contributed too by university and my hobbies not going so well. I’d really appreciate anyone to talk too if you’d be willing. All the best",4.666805778491169,6.514628168539328,5.8090208667736745,76.0603370786517,70.68539325842697,9.580096308186198,31.815409309791328,9.957137785484203,3.4039746388443017,373,17,68,10,7,124,71,89,0.076,0.772,0.153,0.8859999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,8,5,0,1,3,0,8,1,1,2,1,16,14,8,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,1,0,3,1,5,2,11,8,5,10,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,5,51,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18625166412203095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781694105676703,0.0,0.0,0.16285051013790758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24441630484772894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20062447077072446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259747321175594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776226105136472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236358723706534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22037752605891128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17269389940328436,0.0,0.2249382256903589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14920300011074228,0.0,0.0,0.25004961218958993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19733712879460147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648492510391669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24347976351004974,0.2666170956928829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743956487841808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15472975558468302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20940688961857826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999625344020293
anxiety,ItsFalco,2019/01/01,"Does everyone else's anxiety feel more intense at night? I swear that from the moment I wake up until dusk I feel good (to the point I don't feel anxious anymore) but when it's dark outside, even when I'm home with my family, my anxiety becomes more intense.",3.638269230769229,5.103433211538466,4.910769230769233,83.0092307692308,72.65384615384616,8.276923076923078,30.30769230769231,8.841846274778883,2.5164846153846154,205,9,40,4,4,68,39,52,0.094,0.7709999999999999,0.136,0.2514,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,5,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,6,5,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3910611106853741,0.2887511925806117,0.2534829595892425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822861555184905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22367414230143212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21351800454959174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688190193323315,0.0,0.0,0.2442333247108609,0.0,0.0,0.24095354944073846,0.0,0.3877116766860208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143821434337422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25638404097999795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23985991779281265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24162122510587425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OneHotHamSandwich,2019/01/01,"How do you deal with feelings of self loathing after a social gathering? Any time I get together with friends, I find a way to convince myself afterward that everyone actually hates me, someone is talking shit about me, and people are just putting up with me and I don’t actually offer anything to the group. 

I get afraid that I will never hear from my friends again because they’ve decided I’m not fun to hang out with. Or that someone from the group will start realizing negative things about me (or maybe they had a bad experience with me) and will convince everyone else that I’m not worth the friendship. 

Does anyone else have this problem?? ",6.334896694214872,7.4631995454545486,6.302138429752066,76.81866219008265,65.94214876033058,9.686363636363636,35.78615702479339,9.827888789773867,3.5794371900826447,519,25,93,11,8,164,79,121,0.208,0.716,0.076,-0.9561,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,0,5,10,2,1,6,0,9,1,1,1,1,21,17,6,0,1,5,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,6,9,0,0,4,0,1,2,5,5,0,0,1,2,14,5,16,13,0,11,0,0,0,0,13,2,1,2,6,63,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.3242816422560762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298936201245355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617765463396712,0.1702428176056511,0.1367293073102144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873035359568026,0.10128498991639956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171295877798033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454011266204208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775980995909333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31753156807328337,0.0,0.16252897595710816,0.0,0.0,0.08401166985448606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518603270470472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25673793779141085,0.0,0.17361559241587207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16404114340725118,0.0,0.0,0.1872658840940378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692246607163766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814701060145076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11518918665657235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15898545302320294,0.0,0.16702910150259326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17333323940170234,0.0,0.17055309983826966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16937149630842535,0.2815608594181647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760355762888343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354704367850706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038430331408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688482838751758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188407918501396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whiskersandspots,2019/01/01,"Value of therapy Hi all,

Therapy makes me anxious (the whole situation/context/relationship/etc). I’m trying to work out whether it’s worthwhile to stick with it, or if I’m just making things worse by deliberately putting myself in a situation that I know will make me anxious.

If you’ve had therapy for anxiety (eg GAD), did/do you find it helpful? If so, in what ways did it help? How long did you go before it felt helpful?

Is anyone else terrified of being there? Did you get over it? How?

Thanks",2.0133177132146223,4.605809525773196,4.028472352389876,81.88660731021558,82.60824742268042,7.2386129334582945,26.343955014058107,8.296473431620573,2.1395030927835057,392,17,75,9,11,133,71,97,0.121,0.7190000000000001,0.16,0.6322,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,0,1,5,1,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,5,1,17,17,8,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,7,1,11,10,2,8,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,4,1,48,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835401641800268,0.3495603367720065,0.0,0.10817800816162876,0.1585204054120948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164824983479495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924176158407608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725444262121097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14854748070833965,0.0,0.14140367827601166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083047050882307,0.0,0.08792621655472878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110999460734363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502549663192728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691497372417968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098137555249507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15552797620597014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661024516616545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17390241736546602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243773440958168,0.5307788890092687,0.0,0.10278356971870724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503907933431353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280293520656145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17273007248118138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126319501033237,0.0,0.15766442554634433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,napalmlipgloss,2019/01/01,"Why the hell do i keep doing this to myself I'm a spineless weak willed twit. I hate cocaine, i hate how it makes my nose hurt, how it screws up my sinuses, how it moves everything into overdrive like one of my less severe manic attacks. I get Impulsive and i have no self control. And with as miserable as it makes me i always have the same reaction: ""i feel like shit, can we go pick up some more coke?""

Is obviously not working its magic on my pleasure centers so why is it so cam hard to walk away from? I put the liquor down with hardly any effort once the response my body had to that became too much, but it's delightful compared to what cocaine does to me.a 

I'm thinking maybe i should go to rehab.",2.625,4.273018166666667,4.003888888888889,87.73,75.66666666666666,6.7444444444444445,25.19444444444445,7.492282038375204,1.1945944444444443,552,19,114,7,12,182,101,144,0.161,0.7659999999999999,0.073,-0.8058,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,3,6,12,6,1,5,0,10,9,3,7,1,22,22,10,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,10,6,2,2,2,1,0,5,2,9,0,1,1,4,17,3,18,19,5,12,1,2,0,1,2,7,3,1,2,77,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185020683484073,0.0,0.0,0.11592994945183792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19394176933193472,0.16016839894432958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18936109681761584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19120402848295207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491852415051939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15321339624969438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619810277822076,0.12178853344930556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906699929239596,0.0,0.19377158683762088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30542713816096195,0.3366207424222514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824987506759079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15152745534465414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16657253366602628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275889390919997,0.0,0.17126668129985725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18118967093683794,0.12531993310945347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18155203961359506,0.11551937163410825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17137609195498688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778442972352378,0.19259005961448364,0.17499180357284955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109234536398063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076572724159875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410901182443182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThrowawayDay11001,2019/01/01,"Anxiety and Panic about work. Physical symptoms approaching I have always had anxiety about work. If it was my part-time highschool job to my post college career I am in now. There has always been anxiety, the pieces have just been shaded a different color.

Thinking back, I have washed to much time, energy and mental capacity on worrying about things which didn’t occur in retrospect. Unnerved mornings, sweat covered nights and random panic attacks throughout my day.

I have recently been encountering physical symptoms. My right arm, leg, and body have been tingling and stif for a number of weeks. have been had ER visits and my general practitioner has referred me over to neurology. I am concerned about what the entails, and even more concerned if my anxiety could be the cause of it. This leads to more anxiety over worrying about the symptoms. (Very spiraling I know)

I have been attempting to keep things in check with medications, but that is oftentimes not fruitful. I am beginning to believe that my brain is destined to be involved with anxiety and panic at a core level. I have dealt with it for close to 20 years and while there are slivers of brightness, often it is fleeting.",6.593133886255928,8.707539507109004,6.554072867298579,71.56153584123223,66.25118483412322,10.014336492890996,35.46238151658768,10.270032843473604,4.218006872037915,960,47,148,25,16,304,123,211,0.106,0.865,0.029,-0.8779,2,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,4,12,5,1,3,7,0,30,13,5,2,0,28,34,13,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,11,13,1,1,3,0,1,3,2,4,1,0,10,3,17,1,28,21,4,24,0,0,2,0,2,10,0,4,10,118,28,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921046147798186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.529851043265892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132553599518898,0.0,0.08876344319298393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300572590240741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12822378398357473,0.0,0.1288651662009596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185849505683883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216654843173146,0.0,0.0,0.07444690894210314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206064374407308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624463378591677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455278526204228,0.10260514978114674,0.0,0.0,0.06344081011935791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628999841651595,0.11633271019965676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485901434833543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832921352322213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40631912469046255,0.0,0.12500633969370686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105561330555778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397948918788915,0.0,0.0,0.09858202938506276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3599477651862888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15338158995159018,0.07396696488371929,0.0,0.0,0.06731187575638259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524709485864816,0.0,0.0,0.09259609312975292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680781046374933,0.23446247462930175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433723765451082
anxiety,tokio420,2019/01/01,I need help this year My parents don’t believe in mental health and how it can be an issue. And they don’t approve the idea of me seeing a therapist. I saw a therapist once and my mother didn’t feel comfortable taking me to my appointments and that was that. Well I can say 2018 was horrible for me. I went to college and that was all. I suffered from trichotillomania but recently stopped for about four months. I went through a bad breakup but I’m still here. I live with my parents still and my goal for 2019 was to learn how to drive or to get a job. But my anxiety keep me from going to my interviews and actually going on the first day. I just get overwhelmed and I never go through with it. I hate myself and my stupid anxiety and I don’t know what to do anymore. Should I learn how to drive first? Start small and then drive myself to my appointments? Should I get a job first? I feel like I’m stuck and I’m tired of being in this bubble I created for myself. I want to be independent and live my life but I’m so scared. ,1.067477036129823,3.3091122816901404,2.7578893651765704,91.78451316595225,83.46009389671363,6.333455807307613,21.46744233517045,7.586124646067393,0.7957648091447238,808,26,178,14,23,266,105,213,0.171,0.764,0.065,-0.9802,4,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,5,10,9,2,2,8,0,16,3,0,4,2,39,40,23,0,4,6,3,2,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,8,15,0,2,6,0,0,8,5,6,1,4,9,5,34,3,26,26,1,25,0,2,2,0,7,4,0,1,14,126,42,7,0.0,0.0,0.12391509595108012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942801677409924,0.0,0.12593098767139335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106023794363055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14306405405972344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189221182572264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12841077353134128,0.09071522042492317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32402980922512065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990269258827892,0.0,0.21649861092274467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536740522106166,0.0,0.13497481845954565,0.0,0.0,0.08511265824430914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143346043285644,0.0,0.1325351275023311,0.2520180109345093,0.1128665082229577,0.0,0.0,0.06978541264527534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969040458135956,0.06203648110493636,0.0,0.22425302130782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796693753046992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135498770689184,0.0,0.0,0.09415476999395804,0.09793554148824356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13523057405890426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28199464917897965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537837507291666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098035294990164,0.12713008908414114,0.0,0.10118738174872266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987777430992341,0.0,0.20281431117262927,0.10616176514808884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547387602810947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29486935422591765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14594592940797538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489665788336572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417112935265862,0.23542523698407966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177157250782034
anxiety,shru4i97,2019/01/01,"Scared after being sexually attacked last night at a bar I was at a bar last night, and a really drunk guy kept on trying to pull up my dress and he kept sticking his fingers in me. I tried pushing him away and he tried pulling me into the bathroom, to do who knows what. I started screaming in the bar for help, and luckily two really nice people pushed him off of me. He kept trying to reach me, but I left the bar quickly. I’m just scared to leave my house after that happened, and I’m scared that someone could hurt me again. I already have anxiety and depression, and it’s hard for me to trust people. This is what I get for going out and trying to just have a night of fun. ",3.4007142857142867,4.345254785714285,4.535714285714288,87.47928571428572,72.57142857142857,7.314285714285713,25.42857142857143,7.554174236665415,1.138014285714286,530,16,113,6,10,174,81,140,0.192,0.706,0.103,-0.9169,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,6,10,1,3,7,0,7,6,1,0,0,18,17,9,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,7,10,5,3,1,5,0,5,0,7,0,1,4,3,17,3,23,11,0,26,0,2,0,0,9,11,0,0,10,75,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15465129631417834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720901899410497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594329054762726,0.13166897103775366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118927898739272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070496908331654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321893848939727,0.0,0.07964650212970595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13876361306513782,0.1239280008354502,0.0,0.12554060998835825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393490545589636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16170621747732658,0.15002599061706526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701893319109154,0.2284705154326787,0.0,0.1483912124432086,0.1522657903218909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39454416376262585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19431503484430648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17955840143249086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4209228032018475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874271751686136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919394372755998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4757395225060904,0.0,0.13689935710787052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SiriasLee,2019/01/01,"Feeling like suffocating. I've got evicted, no job - old boss fired me bc I'm too depressed -, can't find another one, my mom is broken inside after a bunch of  bad traumas and sometimes it feels like she's just dragging me down even tho I love her to bits.

This huge impelling sense of doom that doesn't make me sleep and breath.

I feel like choking on life, and it doesn't let me keep the grip on anything.",1.8597891566265048,3.9458734578313286,2.6731174698795184,94.37666415662649,79.48192771084337,5.113855421686747,23.62801204819277,5.985473137389443,0.3264469879518073,319,11,69,2,8,100,67,83,0.243,0.603,0.153,-0.8779,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,2,0,5,4,2,2,0,11,13,4,0,0,1,1,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,1,5,9,4,7,11,2,6,1,2,0,1,4,4,0,0,5,37,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103395421367745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16507117622039322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16748700842572922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189959064804254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17277069649434335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13248996834403842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30427796568124704,0.4299116338627856,0.0,0.0,0.18333862212872468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043276904035295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990578764625503,0.17829652227866613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20512021746648484,0.1416849645692343,0.29399922996376937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18104326516868746,0.0,0.13389757076332473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349324229310165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21048890194339676,0.0,0.13592719663463246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20073814416532929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19839188119661808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Boltx7,2019/01/01,"Best way to not worry/get anxiety about my job Hello Everyone!

I’m new to this page, so let me know if this isn’t appropriate for this page.  I just started a new position in my company, and it’s something that I’ve struggled with regarding anxiety and constantly worrying. 

My job roll is to settle bodily injury claims, and I constantly think and stress about my decisions when evaluating everything. The stress has caused me to be nervous and not allow me to leave work at work, and focus on myself or my SO at home. 

Does anyone know how to deal with a high stress job? I haven’t been getting a lot of physical exercise recently, and that might be one way to help (I’ve been wanting to join an adult ice hockey team for a little while, so I might do that). 

Any advice or life stories would be greatly appreciated. Happy New Year Everyone!",5.223630786391524,6.226930269938652,6.47743446737312,75.01540435025099,68.38650306748467,10.589849414389294,30.76910206358059,10.637119530657019,3.4393484662576688,666,26,124,19,11,225,103,163,0.124,0.762,0.114,0.3238,3,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,4,8,8,0,5,6,0,14,2,0,3,0,27,21,16,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,7,9,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,5,0,1,2,0,13,3,19,12,4,18,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,6,10,81,20,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139693151289156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793122803805195,0.0,0.17844299373042735,0.0,0.0,0.08155028539115718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223958058080694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198109573987138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520708145566592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024022833625153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206354577779787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22288959162295732,0.1048193663403236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186853964712135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858479375883575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241546173936528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781745132200887,0.12322581349291305,0.11698922385044633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34721131498940483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819340333016066,0.0,0.0,0.1234941446162752,0.0,0.11926189793491182,0.08237909452357405,0.0,0.11689372436520655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991545064597416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474516268501967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33792543514101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903138779709501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515788182195932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978733727260327,0.0,0.0,0.08255119039773433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40079721132496987,0.12192681609901855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473168252901265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879129253650254,0.18515065276491374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16981580325208176,0.11844324859421357,0.0,0.08285048137906499,0.0,0.0,0.0751057834157995
anxiety,MervGoldstein,2019/01/01,"Anxiety and nausea/vomiting? I'm curious as to how some of you have effectively treated this. 

I'm wondering if this is simply one single problem or two separate issues. The main problem is severe reoccurring episodes of intense anxiety, severe nausea, intermittent abdominal pain and frequent vomiting. Could be once a year, could be 5 times a year. Symptoms can last a day or several days, leading to restlessness, lack of sleep and dehydration. 

Stress and menses could possibly be a trigger of sorts but otherwise there seems to be no pattern other than a ""feeling"" of an episode coming on followed by a slow build up of symptoms. 

Most oral antiemetics don't work when it becomes a full blown episode and then once the vomiting starts, obviously nothing will stay down. Taking stuff like Zofran, promethazine, Compazine etc may slow down the effect but generally doesn't abort it in severe cases. 

We've basically been to numerous doctors, a GI specialist. Lots of things have been ruled out but there was never a definite diagnosis. Everything is essentially normal medically speaking. 

So my question is: has anyone experienced similar symptoms and what proved to be the best treatment? 

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anxiety,LoudSlip,2019/01/01,Does anyone find making pumping themselves up and sort of getting angry (sort of psyching yourself up) removes anxiety temporarily ? Does anyone find making pumping themselves up and sort of getting angry removed anxiety (sort of psyching yourself up)? I find this and just wondering if anyone else finds this a useful way to prepare for a particularly anxious situation.,12.433999999999996,12.511077066666667,11.483333333333334,48.35500000000005,53.33333333333334,12.0,53.33333333333334,11.20814326018867,6.9833333333333325,304,20,32,6,3,98,34,60,0.196,0.754,0.05,-0.8344,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,17,6,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,10,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,6,0,20,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668083321384199,0.1970055881046064,0.0,0.36580246457022986,0.17867819892369027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052112481619293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456764201778011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6375394887455917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822180917481936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328068898346764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19601622038853656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15061278334116548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841881887829746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18911326155175004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,stephen461,2019/01/01,"How do I help my girlfriend with her anxiety My girlfriend has been going to the doctors and she has been diagnosed with a panic disorder.

Some days she appreciates the day and is happy.

But others she's just not happy even though it's what she was excited for. Like she would say ""I'm not even exited to go anymore"" or be there and she would be happy

To be it's sadness but I'm not well educated on anxiety

She gets fears about things going wrong and stuff and it's very confusing.

Sometimes all this leads to arguments but that's another story.

What should I do to help?",1.3942732919254652,3.963282843478261,3.3127018633540395,85.94271739130436,85.78260869565217,7.111801242236023,22.127329192546586,8.192908349453996,1.5946894409937888,457,16,90,11,14,153,70,115,0.197,0.665,0.138,-0.8276,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,8,11,0,3,3,0,14,2,0,2,1,23,20,11,0,3,8,0,0,1,2,3,2,1,0,0,10,7,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,5,1,0,3,1,12,6,10,11,2,8,0,1,0,0,13,2,0,3,3,70,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16940904085876726,0.2471848857232464,0.0,0.1602234399862574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20838480074560936,0.0,0.0,0.1639793159937107,0.0,0.0,0.18516098545676016,0.16536281692421304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21341682341380205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18179915891496445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440808018341373,0.0,0.27545366581896724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5159487229656997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165796225764965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892972644042302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18955506020091065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847846125751458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15978630535304142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18494677655589564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733283797237242,0.0,0.15873121838547444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333033645436726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14526123736703106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295342209146996,0.17663976194346812,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chaoticbaki,2019/01/01,"I don't understand why I'm so anxious, it being new years the place I work gave me the option to come in or take the day off  ,well I left early Monday because insomnia has taken over again and it was severely reduced my performance at work ,and today I have permission from our building supervisor to just work half day to make up for leaving early monday it isnt making any sense and I'm actually shaking a bit typing this ",5.91,5.978171764705883,7.28235294117647,73.13058823529414,66.64705882352942,10.094117647058825,32.294117647058826,9.888512548439397,3.1594,340,13,62,7,5,117,66,85,0.09,0.884,0.026,-0.6389,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,4,4,2,0,1,4,0,6,1,0,2,0,10,15,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,1,1,3,0,7,1,10,11,1,19,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,2,10,40,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.20173485295198199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405808369054754,0.0,0.0,0.2335416506976686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12601831176673706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22569135955404485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17807623032637482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666424648873577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21889309095374246,0.22460851246719865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759825539411149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996573555227916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21598477503941127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335416506976686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543229978121598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959521709034222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21520916063459167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858715906608596,0.0,0.1865381510162026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4514971885769306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312483058585473
anxiety,tossaway2hell,2019/01/01,"Bad anxiety and my relationship, can anyone relate? It’s not really a big deal but I have a “long distance” type relationship. We’re not really dating but we kept in touch after I moved. 

I know he likes me a lot. He gave me a cd of a song he wrote after I left his house one morning. He gave me a letter talking about how much he liked me. The day before yesterday he told me he would daydream about seeing me again. He’s a very shy, awkward and not at all foreword person, that’s how I know it’s genuine. I’m pretty much the opposite. 

Everytime we FaceTime though, and we get off I always overthink everything I said. I think I am so boring and annoying. I always beat myself up and need constant affirmation that he likes me. 

It’s time to leave him behind, there’s no point in stressing over a relationship that won’t work because of distance. 

I just need advice on how to not do this and if there’s anyone that relates to this. 

Thank you!",1.5685078534031405,3.850841492146603,3.5795261780104717,86.40876570680628,81.72251308900523,6.333089005235603,22.115445026178012,7.554174236665415,1.0333830366492145,739,24,148,12,20,250,114,191,0.127,0.772,0.1,-0.3002,0,0,0,0,0,1,20.0,3,1,0,2,11,9,1,2,10,0,6,0,0,3,1,30,21,14,0,4,8,0,1,3,0,2,0,2,0,1,9,9,0,1,3,2,0,1,6,5,0,1,6,4,26,4,17,13,4,20,0,0,1,0,27,10,0,2,12,96,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871378481808136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362307574995562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859283925071464,0.0,0.0,0.19851218245553973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852393367672355,0.08653258004579002,0.0,0.12079063866710694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15339960887621246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154725258969187,0.14634620854784866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757724314525004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416402549046998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16379347041056308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15602613865427914,0.0,0.0,0.1503065994844152,0.15423118919423484,0.0,0.0,0.2080516307549057,0.0,0.0,0.12562299263368396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12068245612638633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15087243850952053,0.20870200607256764,0.21051111745534196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619030269998682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394695146454665,0.0,0.0,0.1341904584247592,0.0,0.0,0.1444161472323839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818760847344936,0.0,0.0,0.4572097520224073,0.0,0.0,0.1350287937613856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311731102774067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260545821633896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409558569860614,0.0,0.13069026691368718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095706609886042,0.1394670522169621,0.0,0.08277331295175504,0.0,0.0,0.135641154005376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712521010429308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033426969547634,0.0,0.0,0.10083857951669194,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CallitKarma87,2019/01/01,"Those of you that suffer from ADHD and fear based anxiety, what small steps did you take to make a move out of your hometown to “start a new life” in a new place? I have brain fog when it comes to organizing a move and what steps to do first. ",8.59,4.598364176470593,8.005980392156863,83.08191176470591,64.09803921568627,11.768627450980391,31.382352941176467,8.841846274778883,1.9609529411764688,187,3,46,2,2,59,38,51,0.163,0.8370000000000001,0.0,-0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,1,1,2,0,1,4,0,3,2,1,1,0,5,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,0,1,1,0,4,0,9,6,0,14,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,5,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884462300484988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18360753479746691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26793132660362345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067479730717776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27007877361888705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041529857438792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16952666112709158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16020901140461488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5101867985910165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4636076750676213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25076010634277435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169880814557751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180458182828524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gabe_lynch,2019/01/01,"gaming stuff anyone else ever make a friend with somebody playing video games, but once you add them as a friend and stop playing together for the first time, you just never speak or play with each other ever again? my friends list on psn is in the hundreds but i only ever play with one single friend (that ive known for years in real life). i don’t know why i do this",6.2197999999999976,5.435029613333337,6.0398333333333305,85.15575000000003,66.2,8.033333333333333,26.75,5.985473137389443,0.9396,291,6,60,1,4,91,57,75,0.093,0.691,0.21600000000000005,0.8896,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,1,1,5,8,0,0,4,0,4,1,0,1,4,19,6,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,4,6,0,1,2,7,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,8,8,9,6,2,12,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,1,9,42,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037933669306312,0.1910534836162322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557659956467176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5059996540508386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15860541966120406,0.0,0.0,0.5762437215426861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247524465699168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317044036062119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446556877308568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14381183966965022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985771185767984,0.12635222390079828,0.14181359173734526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122358325188304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15589150288566833,0.0,0.0,0.2134556413610977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087281345159176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682539474510786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007612452361338
anxiety,BigFig32,2019/01/01,"My mood/feelings changes within minutes?? So I’ve been having anxiety pretty bad for the last few months (haven’t had it like this in years). I’ve also noticed that my mood changes literally within minutes. I can be happy, positive, motivated, and satisfied one moment.... then not even 5 minutes later, I’ll be thinking negatively, won’t be happy, I’ll have no motivation to do my hobbies, ETC. This gets 3X worse whenever on LSD. I can go from strong feelings of happiness & bliss to a negative headspace where I just CAN’T be positive. I’m not sure as to what this could be at all because I’m not sad and nor do I express any clinical depression symptoms besides the mood issues. Do any of you go through this? Could all of this just be something as simple as anxiety controlling my thoughts? BTW, NOT asking for any type of diagnosis... just opinions and experiences! ",4.3583610867659965,6.58419674233129,5.528628396143733,76.16228527607366,72.37423312883436,8.828921998247152,33.72874671340929,9.424239791934726,3.5469617879053463,691,36,120,17,14,229,103,163,0.113,0.6629999999999999,0.224,0.9731,0,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,0,4,7,11,0,0,3,0,20,2,0,3,3,22,29,10,0,2,7,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,5,0,0,2,11,3,0,1,3,1,9,6,19,17,4,14,0,2,0,0,3,6,0,1,7,83,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189695005500378,0.0,0.16118977413692015,0.0,0.3035014751633884,0.0,0.22761381369073186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907774610431758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421484116232312,0.09068742786643354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147530665191755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668556600376645,0.2375578553619699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813342852240012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659153447843766,0.09825968311299664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14552338698440287,0.0,0.0,0.15044286929693884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777249991666989,0.0,0.16909625950281476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4750980471944021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15527485985605258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126555634367543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268039870684262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874498337523955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16937304750976,0.0,0.0,0.10080886451021596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15135026515972053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452866728198376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402118256587993,0.15462663441882332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953243549009856,0.0,0.11810496071615598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516070272394373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958015410754973
anxiety,djbigz,2019/01/01,"Anxiety stronger when i first wake up. Does anyone else have this problem? I feel the moment i gain consciousness i get a flush of anxiety that lasts about a half an hour.

Would somethin like an anxiety blanket help with this? I'm almost terrified to wake up...",2.550680272108842,5.41563430612245,3.2480612244897955,86.32134353741499,83.48979591836735,7.348299319727893,26.534013605442176,8.344100000000001,2.31128299319728,207,9,38,5,6,65,38,49,0.218,0.584,0.198,0.1601,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,5,0,2,2,2,0,0,6,5,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,4,1,6,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,6,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651102567343712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6076022269088053,0.0,0.0,0.1851203157297797,0.2712690684381504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316857105804258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22116579993015145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386624904288116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251973825672828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832166514679411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774572645565981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26072677223470864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21580770483425366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934414770596325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533313084415844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18807177924260005,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,001jigsaw,2019/01/01,"Netflix Showe to Soothe Anxiety? Hey everyone! I’ve been having a few rough days where I’ve been feeling on edge. I’ve been laying down and putting on some of my usual shows, and then realizing that they aren’t helping the already established pit in my stomach. So, I’ve been turning to a couple shows, and wanted to know which, if any, do you like to watch?

I’ve been (of course) putting on Bob Ross if I want to focus on his creations, and of course his voice. 

Also been binge watching the Great British baking show. A lot of visually pleasing things to view in this show, but more importantly, it kind of gives me a warm feeling about humanity. It’s not like our terrible US cook off shows where everyone screams at one another. 

So, those have been my main two. What do you guys watch that may really draw your focus or perhaps restore your faith in humanity?",4.734980039920156,6.050280856287428,5.099775449101799,83.28682884231539,69.77844311377245,8.440918163672654,30.084331337325352,8.841846274778883,2.3153996007984032,681,27,134,12,12,216,109,167,0.024,0.782,0.194,0.9753,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,2,4,1,0,6,8,0,0,6,0,13,3,1,0,0,18,20,12,0,4,5,0,4,2,0,1,0,2,1,3,9,4,2,0,4,8,0,2,2,2,0,2,7,10,14,6,22,12,5,17,1,0,4,0,15,12,0,6,5,86,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20250366607452386,0.14674984996017154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479051559993523,0.19242226154635272,0.14038174848825458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20304613119009715,0.0,0.1183463244585187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506960955736129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855725071958072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17603587804554915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20231624452721786,0.0,0.18169999885646546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230003445204802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19109347917763755,0.10085021399794744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17930373004783054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156010417627677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243485571775375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201434712867026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689488519176728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755877716890133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191337201448595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19960206151140936,0.17925890282400184,0.0,0.2207353762900228,0.0,0.20210616492114108,0.0,0.21647343446008474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Devilof-HellsKitchen,2019/01/01,"Recommendations? Hi friends. A bit newer to this but figured this might be a good place to get some ideas and suggestions. Lately my anxiety has been acting up more so and I can't seem to shake it. It's really affecting my interactions and I'm unsure of what to do. The real issue is more so that all my coping exercises don't seem to be working. I normally do some breathing stuff and it doesn't seem to calm me down. I'd love to hear what works for you guys! I'd prefer stuff that I can do naturally without taking anything, but I am also open to taking stuff too depending on what it is. Thank you for taking the time to read this and hear me out. Happy new year and peace to all. ",1.5772036474164108,3.696628042553197,3.736438703140834,86.21250000000002,80.63120567375888,6.8654508611955425,20.709726443769,7.957251820313856,0.9404322188449856,538,15,113,10,14,184,86,141,0.046,0.777,0.177,0.9713,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,2,4,7,0,1,4,0,15,3,1,2,2,26,27,11,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,1,15,8,0,0,6,2,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,2,11,6,18,23,7,13,0,0,0,1,10,6,0,7,5,81,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076897798654782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059622399084488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398458413884245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512205698162115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701497596789106,0.0,0.07236744444496856,0.0,0.0,0.11617832350959605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714987224143704,0.0,0.14744990631441815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122289484495465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15636457395702996,0.0,0.1445718226414284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624895382905302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501359573423568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14694064531134052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13377693824793727,0.0,0.0,0.1357135538050139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14471684169754326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13855071114432502,0.15765837729718696,0.08873512036899314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782917203630031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4756935194569721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124341266834967,0.0,0.0,0.12752437004096656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076817684784182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13352180845183872,0.0,0.2016785586059662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919797717403921
anxiety,CrazyDude10528,2019/01/01,"I just conquered the fear of my life that I've been battling for 17 years. So for the past 17 years I have been horrified at throwing up. I would be so scared of throwing up that I would have crippling panic attacks. When I was little I randomly threw up at a restaurant and it scarred me ever since. Tonight though i guess I got something and had the worst panic attack of my life and ended up throwing up. Now while it's not pleasant at all, it's not nearly as bad as I have feared it for most of my life. So while I'm pretty miserable right now, I have a sense of accomplishment that I made it through throwing up.",5.6655230596175485,5.069248173228348,5.887289088863891,85.16803149606301,67.26771653543307,8.516985376827899,32.316085489313835,7.447530270364453,1.928406974128234,486,18,104,4,7,155,69,127,0.273,0.6829999999999999,0.045,-0.9849,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,9,12,3,6,5,0,11,3,0,1,2,14,16,12,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,11,0,0,7,0,15,1,21,6,3,28,0,1,0,0,0,12,0,3,11,79,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37980147345135895,0.0,0.0,0.13937499971746808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784557673284798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099278273834724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37567298005751854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350478553437964,0.0,0.18388617532439872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537111698827072,0.0,0.1673022192352938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579480145774314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39169991091084666,0.0,0.0,0.1593483399100226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698222448017197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14255262593271906,0.0,0.0,0.16712056229104488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808168587265654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850664880864662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640024909766608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23715677594674545,0.0,0.0,0.21498783294150325
anxiety,MysteriousMandrill,2019/01/01,"Happy New Year, folks! How many of us are currently hungover with horrible anxiety about how drunk they got last night? *slowly raises hand*

I don't remember the details on how I got home, all I know is I had muddy clothes, some scrapes here and there, and a low angle picture of a tree in my phones photos when I woke up 🙈🙈🙈🙈

Very glad to be dropping the drink this year lol.

If anyone fancies sharing their horror stories with me while I hide under my duvet that'd be awesome 🙂",0.8204761904761888,3.255689040816325,2.5256122448979603,91.50093537414969,87.16326530612245,4.899319727891157,22.452380952380953,6.42735559955562,0.5972013605442172,378,14,76,4,12,124,79,98,0.14400000000000002,0.695,0.162,0.5974,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,2,0,7,4,0,0,4,1,7,4,1,3,1,12,11,8,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,4,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,1,12,3,10,4,2,14,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,2,8,46,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19362771432249612,0.0,0.0,0.1769797180884721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479504887132715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4048688247304105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694392678127083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538889932405588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910210291326425,0.2063176405697018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566128282767636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444542773387,0.0,0.2375256775515579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28672318909305894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044589972800433,0.0,0.0,0.2088414565685753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259878322187543
anxiety,addsupport,2019/01/01,"Support Group Meeting For Members Who Live in NYC The Manhattan Adult ADD Support Group will have our first meeting of 2019 on Thursday, January 3, 2019 at 6:00 PM, and we will start the New Year off with a General Support Group Meeting.

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Members who attend our meeting will have an opportunity to give a brief introduction and share their story with the the group.

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Group members will respond and engage in a brief dialogue. This dialogue gives people the opportunity to see what they have in common with others, to share their strategies, and personal successes in dealing with their challenges.

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Our goal is to create a supportive community for adults with ADD/ADHD. We also get people who have associated issues such as Anxiety & OCD.

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Our meetings take place at the West End Collegiate Church (public auditorium) located at 245 West 77th Street (between Broadway & West End Ave - on the north side of the street).

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We request a $5.00 donation at our meetings to help the group with its expenses. We look forward to seeing everyone at the meeting.",8.72282456140351,10.089611721052638,7.974473684210527,66.09048245614035,60.73684210526316,10.543859649122806,40.57017543859649,10.504223727775694,4.780175438596492,897,47,130,20,12,280,107,190,0.008,0.8320000000000001,0.16,0.9792,0,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,9,0,4,6,2,11,0,0,16,0,9,0,0,0,0,16,21,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,7,15,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,3,13,11,30,17,0,32,1,0,3,0,41,21,0,0,9,82,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905464997024798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06025100802317576,0.0,0.5714315375716743,0.4577441704720792,0.0,0.0,0.05763645998117775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767434253092027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13346138244598885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07199255492880184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06408590696370145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03936311009748638,0.14454991406625314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050500186177826936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863752292588358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665284081157359,0.0,0.06326834437109287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07276581878972663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044653783294189,0.06578576964344647,0.07871640371428038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200757142959757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053327488877993344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419890498299953,0.0,0.0,0.05664784315276245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4577441704720792,0.0485178082893999
anxiety,ThatFred,2019/01/01,"Need Reassurance - Frightened I Will End Up Like My Dad, who has PTSD/Schizophrenia In the last 6 months, I have really struggled hard with derealization and anxiety; in the last few weeks, more of the latter.It is accompanied by obsessive thinking about fearful, intrusive thoughts, random spurts of heightened tenseness and panic, a general feeling of doom/emptiness, and more of that fun stuff.

Anyway, most of my life, my dad has lived with PTSD, earlier diagnosed as schizophrenia, brought on by a horribly turbulent, abusive and traumatic upbringing in his earlier years. His most predominant struggle with the illness(es) is that he hears voices (auditory/verbal hallucinations) that appear very realistic and are hostile and aggressive, and he is also paranoid/suspicious about random things. I have lived through some of his darker episodes and periods of these illnesses and seen and heard and experienced him doing some crazy, worrying, heartbreaking and infuriating things, and I believe as a result of being subjected to a prolonged and continuous amount of that stuff, it has left me with some mild anxiety issues over the years, however, in the last 6 months, out of nowhere, it has gotten immensely worse, along with my derealization. He has been in a comparatively far more stable state now for the better part of 2 years, but now in recent times, I have this obsessive, frightening, horrible fear that I too will start hearing things that aren't there and basically end up like my dad. It's causing me unbelievable distress and panic, and I'm constantly plagued with this ominous feeling and question the reality of subtle, more quiet noises, in fear that I am imagining them (i.e. little noises, like creaks in the house, high frequencies, etc.).

Can someone please tell me how to stop this ruthless thinking cycle and also explain the chances of (i know this sounds illogical) getting PTSD/schizophrenia if you've had a parent with it?

Thank you and sorry for the lengthy post",16.37590506838294,11.198782230088495,14.007262000536336,49.52799678197909,51.18289085545723,17.519013140252078,54.41700187717886,14.554592549557764,7.5543191740412965,1612,80,238,44,11,505,195,339,0.2,0.721,0.079,-0.9898,2,0,0,0,0,0,58.0,0,1,1,1,10,20,2,10,17,0,21,3,0,3,0,54,40,27,0,2,2,4,3,3,0,2,3,6,0,0,22,29,0,1,9,0,0,2,1,13,0,0,7,11,22,7,45,30,13,41,0,1,1,0,21,17,0,10,23,169,44,0,0.0,0.1137412746993062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15353824415727466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687556532742332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815624704456824,0.0,0.08490193894741452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986158197218998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373913432119357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974353859383864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17005048542654705,0.0,0.107062526946676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240714434892446,0.09707838517872558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05015470286084508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599485489464076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21639219477964974,0.0,0.0,0.10142657126143637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107681626591862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019639165433826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05275768521852922,0.2347521908348097,0.0,0.0,0.10430150487052003,0.0,0.06780583438086553,0.14069850781720866,0.0962146593174992,0.1695350053685337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324848945004044,0.0,0.0,0.07118088908370973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252646357905063,0.10659380213395804,0.10395587804558556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537636711152312,0.0,0.0,0.09193901615932012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366476280974874,0.0,0.10753910844045987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061498421418107685,0.0,0.0947858957133423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133832361978112,0.0,0.0,0.10746128024400256,0.06794748566276451,0.0,0.0,0.0802581624958764,0.0,0.200714745574934,0.21978821466087053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390599818326472,0.0883815496868194,0.0,0.0,0.19132931055953745,0.12302257309020513,0.0,0.07621124830643294,0.05597688216690009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920794578565211,0.0,0.0,0.077003359897425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749006521809599,0.0978295977398718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18545762152846412
anxiety,Chocoyoga,2019/01/01,"2019: came home to a nightmare I was away on a trip for a week. A WEEK. My lease for my apartment is up next month, and I was wondering when I’d get my new lease.

I left for my trip and came back to the lease. $500 more this year than the last!!! I can barely afford that...I couldn’t sleep, spent all night crying and worrying and not knowing what to do. I LOVE this place but it doesn’t feel safe anymore. I look at other apartments but nothing feels right. I sent my poor SO like 40 texts of me panicking.

Then; I tried to sleep..but couldn’t, because of fucking MICE in my kitchen! What?? I’m organized and don’t leave food out. I don’t understand. Slept a little...got up to clean, and...there were 2 spiders, 1 HUGE blocking my cleaning supply. What. The. Hell. I am terrified of spiders but need the cleaning supply to clean up mice droppings

Oh and the SO I mentioned earlier? He’s perfect. Except, he has anxiety too, and has no idea whether he can have a future with me or not. But loves me and wants to try. This is somewhat old news but ugh it’s all compounding

Therapy also went up 3x the amt due to my insurance changing. I doubt my therapist will let me visit every 3 weeks.

Is this a joke? A nightmare?",0.2911892732219208,2.6182114859437786,1.9490063479725348,95.39551107656432,88.7590361445783,5.1406140691799465,21.285270112708893,6.6834051587181325,0.4141381267003501,936,33,206,12,31,304,149,249,0.17,0.7140000000000001,0.116,-0.9263,1,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,0,0,1,6,10,2,1,14,0,20,7,2,0,3,40,39,20,0,4,10,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,6,0,10,12,2,2,6,1,2,7,8,4,0,0,9,3,25,6,26,26,4,38,1,0,1,3,8,15,2,4,16,124,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827133865986467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357298379767277,0.0,0.1342705052952465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720336714114858,0.1041065572729925,0.0,0.08253249084280159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097001964710614,0.0,0.0,0.14322467397850114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14871956385940835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140719191428421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691450981388056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16371413233317755,0.0,0.0,0.12516587864339565,0.07073568997270772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828375568732744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13580721476427976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528388367306509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440680638961536,0.11036092492580284,0.0,0.1433584672847586,0.14710163736146314,0.13844545380305465,0.0,0.06614471798183948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369350596120492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443895322835357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806701087034594,0.0,0.0,0.10038997372144236,0.0,0.13076051119367765,0.14398880705020098,0.12705434879845873,0.0,0.12991036197775765,0.0,0.14206903595361922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145373968444114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156223251271429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27097556552749763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483027089773707,0.157198231825632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18384185330208186,0.0,0.0,0.1409457707403578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985653320822124,0.0,0.3258050879699288,0.0,0.0,0.1255078917176088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14682468585323433,0.0,0.13749512279674786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718672474849529
anxiety,pikanuudelit,2019/01/01,"Less procrastination, less anxiety, less depression Im a student now in the third year of college. Last autumn 2017 (second year of studying) i was trying to catch up with missing courses from first year, but i got very depressed and couldn't study at all and failed my courses again... I stayed home and got isolated since i had no social context or friends to hang out with, spiraling my anxiety and depression. I was sure everyone hate med. Things like going to the supermarket to buy food was extremely difficult. All the anxiety and failing to study made me feel like shit and worthless. This made my anxiety and depression spiral downwards.

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In januari 2018, i began new courses, this time i went to the lectures and didn't stay home. I joined a procrastation support group, for students which have the same problem. The group meet up once a week and you set goals and evaluate yourself and e.g. get plus or minus if you met the personal goals for the last week, you then set new goals for next week. It might sound terryfying and harsh, but everyone in the group is very friendly and supportive. You set your own goal and noone judges, cause we all struggle with the same thing.  In the group i got new friends to hang out with and realised im not the only one struggling with procrastination and anxiety when studying. This combined with other things in my life like finding new friends, and joining activities made me feel way better this year. The spring was hard, but i got a little better at studying. Eventually this fall i progressed alot in procrastinating less. I made and followed my schedules and structure which have shown results in my studies. The structure makes me being able to relax when coming home, knowing i studied enough today. The result is my stress and anxiety go down alot. Compared to 1 year ago, life feels feels amazing. (Ofcourse this isn't the only reason, alot of other things affected my mental health aswell) 

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TLDR: Was very depressed, failing at studiying . I joined a procrastination group among other things, am less depressed and i have less anxiety towards studying which feels amazing :)",5.857048429319375,8.333932698952879,5.282902486910995,78.44880399214662,68.86910994764398,7.811649214659686,32.87990837696335,8.567472430010655,2.9007405759162315,1729,80,281,29,32,525,188,382,0.198,0.667,0.134,-0.9712,1,0,0,0,0,0,57.0,1,5,0,11,4,33,2,3,24,0,17,5,1,10,4,68,44,31,0,3,7,0,6,3,4,1,3,1,3,1,18,32,1,0,8,1,1,9,5,18,0,4,18,7,32,15,40,23,16,63,0,11,0,0,19,19,1,7,32,182,50,15,0.06513190818908739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05773550677516132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14114079062210474,0.15828479498469986,0.0,0.0,0.34878012043545703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520775980974125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06690841112002281,0.0,0.05610537173161495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.336588102507246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729867201584595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447265888255825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16466324887637834,0.04653024822425465,0.0,0.0,0.05952938412082015,0.05540116783298701,0.07875776191611608,0.0,0.2012830028008201,0.0,0.034028733808423466,0.0,0.07403192877854319,0.0,0.20836774756743784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0583453965268777,0.06430427503612228,0.0,0.06923217269966399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19599784333453804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14070727507154868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03579479339416984,0.10618239642818304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200918586662896,0.09546048120428463,0.06527928277169273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465175454086853,0.04347605447377157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234686706042294,0.0,0.0656376442663039,0.06909466187851851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516192111665186,0.06926852326448267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06936335654584941,0.0441350666159584,0.09907150226797892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056870669975898486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062322439880619786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696644932237245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06685696778542767,0.05387778750858103,0.0,0.0,0.0663937781441672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884389610685974,0.0,0.0,0.07460838077285249,0.13618002418526914,0.0,0.0,0.14782183512988878,0.06138605266374302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163537284776564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03797893944198785,0.0,0.06173743328912513,0.0,0.0,0.044220290289650986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16122193626370007,0.0,0.05169867707971603,0.15673466415944126,0.0,0.0,0.06037793141994936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15828479498469986,0.20971406720140484
anxiety,paisleyno2,2019/01/01,"Positive escitalopram (Cipralex/Lexapro) experiences for high-functioning individuals I might be starting 2019 off with my first anti-depressant. My GP has suggested escitalopram based on my symptoms. Over the past 3-4 months (out of no where) I have experienced a few panic attacks and very high baseline anxiety. I also experienced mid-level depression that has fluctuated to periods of major depression. 

Essentially I've begun to get anxious in normal situations (talking to co-workers) and have experienced a strong diminishment in enjoyment of normal activities (my job, sports, etc). 

I believe that multiple life events in a short timeframe have created this situation (marriage, new home, new job - within a 12 month period). 

I'm looking for any experiences that high-functioning individuals have had on this anti-depressant. What I mean by ""high-functioning"" are just people that are actually working full-time jobs, have a supportive family, have friends and interests outside of work, are eating correctly, are working out and taking care of their bodies, are not abusing drugs, etc. As the research I have done suggests that SSRIs work significantly better for those in a high-functioning state (but experiencing a depressed/anxious disorder). 

Please comment on what escitalopram has done for you. 

Specifically looking for comments on: 

* Anxiety 
* Depression
* Motivation
* Focus 
* Happiness 
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anxiety,lawrxncium,2019/01/01,"Anyone else get anxiety when they are at self checkouts? When I go shopping, sometimes I will use the self checkout (when I only have a few items or it's busy). I like using self checkouts, means I can go at my own pace and not worry too much, but what gets me anxious is when there is one of the workers from the shops watching you pack. I feel like I'm totally doing something wrong, and that they might think I'm stealing from the shop. I get nervous putting my hands into my pockets incase they think I have something in them that shouldn't be. In feeling like this, I then get a really awkward face on that they might think is suspicious, and then I worry about that! It's a vicious circle, and a totally odd one seen as I'm only buying some bread and diluting juice y'know. Just wondering if anyone else feels like this or if I am just odd!",4.749390374331551,5.319905917647058,5.221978609625669,85.14981283422459,69.23529411764707,7.828877005347593,28.983957219251337,7.686295010490155,1.6829999999999998,666,23,134,7,11,213,101,170,0.18600000000000005,0.725,0.09,-0.9555,0,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,5,1,9,9,1,2,8,0,14,3,2,2,2,30,34,17,0,3,8,0,4,4,0,4,0,0,0,3,9,6,1,0,8,3,4,3,2,5,0,2,1,6,21,4,11,28,7,15,0,0,2,0,9,6,0,8,10,93,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445012181384538,0.1394799153786166,0.0,0.17265871252495724,0.2530082553053957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20627775033742196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872823151730208,0.2646095188962305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580207420714963,0.0,0.14033561539465375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06785294455750042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412743725885616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344892023142769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619529723239565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076072617844454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673256886920309,0.18780086468420185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411607770228827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909461837781878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3864016800025177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900982440487301,0.122109699066926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373334935934319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21326763852210215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389214982169087,0.0,0.2507686970249141,0.0,0.0,0.13498921654464416,0.0,0.0
anxiety,corvonat,2019/01/01,"I was involved in a new years fight, and I haven't been able to sleep all night because of it. I was having a new year's party at my house with my roommates. I'm not exactly the most social person because of my anxiety, so I decided to prepare some food for all the guests. I spent literally ALL day by myself (because my roommates were at work) getting the house ready and cooking food and just making sure in general that the house was accommodating to everyone coming. After everyone is settled and it had been a few hours, this girl shows up with a group of people. Now, I'm not EVER the type of person to hit on a girl, but this girl was coming on to me HARD. She asked me to go make out so I told her sure we should just go to my room. So we go in my room and we make out for 5 min until some dude comes into my room yelling at her to get the fuck off me and how he can't believe she's doing this shit again. This guy was her older brother. Apparently this guy has a history of beating people up that end up with his sister. Here I was, fucking terrified because im anxious, I'm not good at talking to girls, and finally this girl comes on to ME, and I'm getting beat up because of it. Anyway, this guy started throwing punches and I'm very lucky that my roommates got involved because this dude grabbed me by the shirt and threw me in my room and closed the door behind him. I'm also glad he didn't think about locking the door because if he did this would've been very different (I would've gotten mercilessly beat). Eventually I had to call the cops because the fight ended up involving 10+ people, and all because I made out with some dudes sister. My anxiety has been killing me. My poor neighbors saw the whole thing, him and his sister got taken away by the cops and I feel like their gonna retaliate to me. My night which I worked so hard to make everyone happy and satisfied, got ruined because I decided to make out with someone. ",6.186134100995562,5.309319428211587,6.852378553436491,79.60586062132663,66.30478589420655,9.677773779537006,33.01055535564352,8.841846274778883,2.5443648554635967,1531,56,315,21,21,507,184,397,0.129,0.804,0.067,-0.9815,2,0,0,0,3,0,35.0,3,0,1,5,14,14,6,0,19,0,23,8,3,7,8,66,62,24,1,2,7,4,4,1,2,2,0,1,7,10,17,33,3,0,4,2,2,9,6,7,0,0,25,6,47,7,57,34,10,56,0,1,1,2,43,28,3,6,20,206,64,3,0.0765720207998063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06123461736889595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715477265002865,0.08650458814459508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715845029848168,0.0,0.0719419341382064,0.0,0.0,0.466775931637602,0.0,0.0,0.08627044604008685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818859450176588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26384006307580465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04938261877064567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000146421194156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13564016529749093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06926377664434788,0.0,0.21950354188822954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0387171144481784,0.054703066959194815,0.0,0.08388090597538025,0.0,0.0,0.1851823829905061,0.0,0.0,0.141579198728632,0.12001716142286648,0.0,0.13055293207032515,0.06422497811195738,0.1837249200624817,0.0,0.0,0.22745501768330706,0.0,0.08151233999233494,0.13718698071792584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540801622880892,0.26506149374000865,0.0,0.0,0.08271092228853104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471559592625744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037409221560616976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245429751478437,0.2555620923767836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479074696778316,0.0,0.14371530877934727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925619371807853,0.13371947008372873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860007898149493,0.0,0.0,0.07662732019747084,0.07805553226344265,0.06487922473807635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054198070436131035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443364468223481,0.0,0.0,0.0615456898222877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050871048178141434,0.04906425908582869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07316784729607652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635987286118402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854899266784734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149068622125044,0.0,0.0,0.10878913323515606,0.0,0.0,0.09861974176551726
anxiety,lachicadelmar,2019/01/01,"i´ve been prescribed Ativan for ""emergency situations,"" but i've been taking them almost every day this month. i've been so anxious it's been unreal. my living situation is up in the air ((i was supposed to move in with my boyf but all of a sudden we're not getting along)), i quit my job cuz they took uber advantage of me, and i've been isolating myself a lot as a result of all of my panicky-ness lol.

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i do also feel optimistic-- i have two job opportunities lined up just waiting for me to say ""yes,"" i have another good housing option lined up, etc etc. but i just feel so anxious sometimes that i paralyze myself, and by that point i'm so worked up that i need an Ativan so i don't feel like imma have a heart attack.

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anxiety,kiyannepeppers,2019/01/01,"Has anyone else developed a new anxiety from bad dreams? I ask because im usually always having bad dreams. (Husband leaves me, husband cheats on me, my mom gets murdered, ect.) But I had a weird one recently that sparked a new anxiety I didn't really feel before.

I had a dream I dropped a second phone (which i dont actually have) and someone took it and ran away with it. They then proceeded to change my social media accounts and gain access to my visa and debit card due to them being in the phone case. In the dream I managed to cut the visa and not the debit, and was basically watching him change all my social media and use up my debit card through the phone I had. As I was trying to call the bank to get everything cut off I couldnt find the number anywhere (this always happens in my dreams) so I could basically do nothing.

So now im basically scared to bring my phone and my visa/debit card anywhere because of the irrational anxiety someone is gunna somehow take it. I know its irrational but i cant shake the feelings.

Any advice on how to cope? Has this happened to anyone else?

[Just posted this literally a minute ago, had to repost due to a spelling error in the title and I freaked out. Im in the anxiety subreddit for a reason lolol]",3.2577860983102918,5.142098254032263,4.8600691244239655,81.25236559139788,74.5241935483871,7.627035330261138,27.535330261136714,8.418075326091056,2.0911249615975422,989,39,186,18,21,333,134,248,0.13,0.825,0.045,-0.9173,0,0,0,1,0,0,27.0,0,0,2,1,6,10,4,2,19,0,18,0,0,3,1,26,31,16,1,2,4,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,11,0,0,5,5,7,4,5,10,0,2,9,3,27,0,28,19,1,27,0,0,1,0,14,11,0,1,10,123,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.10949977770856337,0.0,0.0,0.10964931616600254,0.09946649007562026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18673371973213373,0.0,0.0,0.07630595390920088,0.0,0.34335824892908273,0.0,0.0,0.1569182549911461,0.2299427196014701,0.0,0.0,0.10490024878777053,0.0,0.10542402998833317,0.0,0.1873796219171916,0.13680310490473993,0.0,0.09548157702187177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457791384457895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374044439849473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958973964917535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150808835292485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18747240815761765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084619554982444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347246313409302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255697447880936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172491211282702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984520600943184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36361485924012654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06166712064666247,0.0,0.0,0.11881310765413601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314178006959406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21674426335075667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766754217866907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07603570853961382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746518498959844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188394557989032,0.11536951936462282,0.11079283032121627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123407635521584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287658476984517,0.19014860849492568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436718804769483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466830499256508,0.07618253152891509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691253106654976,0.12358233821774472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MusicalMal,2019/01/01,"How do I get help 2018 became the year when anxiety and depression took over my life. I’m not officially diagnosed but I spend most days either sad or stressed or worried. I’ve had several panic attack-esque episodes and often feel a sense of impending doom. I feel miserable a majority of the time.

I mostly have been telling myself it might be because it’s my first year with a career and the first year of me living in a city by myself. But it’s getting so overwhelming and my thoughts keep getting darker.

I want help. I do. But I also really don’t want help. I hate the idea of seeing a counselor or therapist. I want to explore meds but am afraid of possible side affects or altering my brain state. I also keep telling myself that I had a healthy mind for years so I should be able to revert back. So really my question is: how do you go about asking for help or what options should I be pursuing? I feel lost and like there are no solutions. ",3.191646825396827,5.058305105820111,4.62534060846561,82.94055059523811,74.66137566137566,8.111243386243386,27.156415343915334,8.841846274778883,2.202219312169312,751,29,146,16,16,250,115,189,0.182,0.693,0.125,-0.9387,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,3,12,11,1,5,10,0,17,3,1,3,0,40,36,22,0,5,11,0,3,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,5,6,0,2,7,0,1,3,3,10,0,2,6,4,24,1,14,24,4,17,1,6,1,0,9,3,0,11,11,102,29,1,0.12544960613016315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20064400939719426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596860531890312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727844727968148,0.14271703746622022,0.0,0.0964630035720386,0.0,0.07647291551580059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400432491169638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090461776697909,0.0,0.10804956193680093,0.12732870952865186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190293270594971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21341474177671155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19662672438438367,0.0,0.07129590215107946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385551414135915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363449064993716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161733554241476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22301074797942588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860876679534688,0.06128834085083045,0.0,0.11077430055626232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694306426469788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934623182131736,0.0,0.0,0.1330822074672337,0.12666834052869813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718808316613285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142558176207326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405322693568865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16073246001547134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999670940704814,0.0,0.0,0.14172234711636192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437020999721262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192969703459551,0.0,0.0,0.14565666174466718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959297441036508,0.07315067417350685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13937912830024032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22198028394836686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740016449397404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32314173328370194
anxiety,Lolnamelol,2019/01/01,"Dating and social anxiety Hey, I was just wondering how you guys deal with anxiety in your dating life?

I suffer from social anxiety, and it really interferes with my dating life.

I've been single for 6-7 years now, no dates, no anything. I even don't use social networks to talk to girls online (too afraid to do so) , somehow I just gave up on dating. Due to my anxiety issues I think that I'm not worthy of a relationship.

Any advice would be more than welcome. ",3.858241758241757,5.378041637362641,5.6887912087912085,77.4312087912088,72.18681318681318,8.716483516483517,25.08791208791209,9.23628265651192,2.1958527472527467,363,11,66,8,7,125,67,91,0.185,0.779,0.035,-0.8698,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,0,8,3,0,1,1,0,6,2,0,2,0,14,11,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,9,1,13,6,2,11,0,1,0,0,13,3,0,2,8,46,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17318933294412234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205240280494969,0.0,0.5423288368060752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14584706538681266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18271869858171091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706024951546007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17548782175863986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18498445407487205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503688016891278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353953695000656,0.0,0.0,0.19028114154180945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5419979706482096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14245259333760754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356328878831587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15307178554521927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922008475896375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12590072676938635,0.0,0.0,0.11413177762202635
anxiety,screaming_kot,2019/01/01,"Waking Up Sick To Stomach Does anyone else deal with this? Every morning for the past 3 days I wake up uncontrollably and feel insanely nauseous and restless. The last time this happened was during a really traumatic period of my life, it went on for over a month. I thought I got over it but now it's back. 

Is there anything I can do to stop this? I was using nicotine (vaping and smoking very infrequently) and that helped a ton, but I quit because I knew it wasn't good for me. I'm 3 weeks clean but now this is back. Should I just go to a psychiatrist at this point? I'm literally losing sleep over this. I'm nearly 20 and don't want to destroy myself with cigarettes. ",2.2534188034188065,4.433910000000001,3.931111111111111,85.3746153846154,78.62962962962962,7.116809116809117,23.71794871794872,8.139509932561175,1.4321965811965818,530,18,107,10,13,177,88,135,0.146,0.799,0.056,-0.8318,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,6,5,1,2,6,0,9,6,4,1,0,18,21,8,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,11,7,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,7,1,11,1,18,13,1,23,0,1,0,0,2,9,0,0,12,70,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14241782732361416,0.20869428184994893,0.16761132715180685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31323477330776506,0.0,0.12416146848406412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13135678274244056,0.20998518882437991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178241785039717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17014854679871494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17160922745621962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029867535904492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11575606668409495,0.17083716308510544,0.16290154315972447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18011359626783288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652244466692484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16602642622462865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14386524342202034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278658775174341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16257547333573247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19443565537655094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19254348322621712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166388055097524,0.0,0.0,0.13048265607484025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20382714610707955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17028564266634336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169920906091,0.1187674755790541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759141677392352,0.0,0.1680573730190204,0.12013577113605275,0.0,0.1633798509687343,0.0,0.0,0.18881344768423855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ludicrousatbest,2019/01/01,"DAE use sex/alcohol/other vices to distract themselves from anxiety? I didn't really notice until recently, but I've noticed that the gross nervous feeling in my stomach usually disappears after a drink or two (at least for a bit). And then I typically ride the high of getting laid for about 3 days - as in I'm concentrated on the good time I had for the next few days and don't really think about things that stress me out.

Anyone else the same? Do you have any other vices that help distract your?",5.9789003436426125,6.494629175257735,6.651082474226808,76.1722250859107,66.52577319587628,10.178006872852237,31.630584192439862,10.125756701596842,3.1344584192439857,398,15,74,9,6,131,74,97,0.191,0.721,0.08800000000000001,-0.867,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,0,2,6,0,4,7,0,5,2,1,1,0,9,10,7,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,2,1,0,2,2,5,0,1,2,1,7,1,16,8,4,17,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,9,49,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21209551558034306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13496096156134452,0.0,0.15182288229641305,0.0,0.0,0.13876924076811606,0.20334776614137232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166690963860287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559831357276777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19441719897883164,0.0,0.0,0.16578953001020086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034834734871736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368820071709932,0.0,0.0,0.16646050471216592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302489126721162,0.2096859931197645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110665822613368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4519005914324459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542796707011761,0.0,0.19595727657172046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22733754374481996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318493303370042,0.12716643229552055,0.0,0.0,0.11572478476729547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19386853061108325,0.0,0.0,0.17140744214598086,0.2185778480367705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mrpanicblog,2019/01/01,"I want to talk about meds. How many of you have been so bad off that you took the jump into meds and it changed your life for the better? 

Can anyone tell me some success stories of them turning your life around? I’ve read some reviews on drugs.com but i always wonder if they’re paid by the pharmaceutical companies to leave good reviews lol. 

My anxiety is extremely bad, agoraphobia/health anxiety/panic disorder/GAD. Therapy has not helped and I’ve tried 3 different therapists and many different techniques.

Maybe my brain does have a chemical imbalance that needs to be fixed? I feel helpless to stop the anxiety even with mindfulness/cbt/meditation. It’s just so powerful. ",5.183592017738358,7.797392089430898,5.559526977087952,75.11960088691802,71.1951219512195,10.001182557280117,32.320029563931996,10.230975488527342,3.964762601626017,549,26,92,17,11,175,93,123,0.16,0.708,0.132,-0.5856,3,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,4,1,3,7,6,0,0,5,1,7,3,1,1,0,18,14,8,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,2,1,1,2,1,3,0,0,3,1,11,3,14,10,2,7,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,4,1,54,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801552019209725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353896495606529,0.0,0.0,0.10757549343066466,0.0,0.0,0.136959113307122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569166383825849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606781775648033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717474752469087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627528945294115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214809981569016,0.0,0.0,0.1346351670710449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161647045436276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779117995628819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904207612587226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16353534993372096,0.0,0.0,0.10312240837681916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629049301197688,0.0,0.0,0.21733760217363465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119594936716014,0.15456299844315965,0.0,0.3417853220542384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407782158644565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15389162861609873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286254844512176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365879794341784,0.13447167651315114,0.0,0.17594087701091318,0.1786317017441243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709330049011378,0.10445404736985664,0.16734461501127978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074471294431423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16684375636681406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vanillaclique,2019/01/01,"I went out This might seem like a stupid thing to post but I’m proud if myself. I’m 17M. I have a lot of social anxiety and I get overworked and stressed and my brain goes empty.

Well I usually only hang with the people I’ve managed to become really close with because it eliminates the anxiety. They didn’t want to go out a few days ago and I really took this as an oppurtunity to try overcome my anxiety, so I went out by myself and met with ithers who I’m not exactly close with. I have done this last night too and while it’s only a small step I feel it is very freeing in a way!

I want to overcome this and try just become more relaxed. I wish everyone a Happy New Year! ",0.8262470862470828,2.9292077552447573,3.1461818181818195,89.4859393939394,83.33566433566433,6.610536130536129,20.72214452214452,7.793537801064563,0.8707215850815855,531,16,116,10,15,182,89,143,0.091,0.7070000000000001,0.202,0.9624,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,4,8,1,1,9,0,6,1,1,0,1,28,20,12,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,16,0,0,2,1,1,6,2,2,1,0,6,1,15,7,16,13,3,23,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,4,9,73,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451546159051547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482604541777785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250418301322597,0.33518752625532744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694009736480595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786491750776002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15529090772142415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14500173377008793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767283571818551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928207599192888,0.0,0.0862418953977743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16153858640555135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369488782654092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413641627761391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901073794510054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16098066606090758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465591809339889,0.0,0.1424052347609955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308224107210281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520296849927348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453326537690822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19442733152190486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814569590402026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15468799379523548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17382684137967633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081463999731104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16859763101153624,0.2060538858052614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16712900251287438,0.12520800680179411,0.17900982479167107,0.12045051302795245,0.0,0.0,0.13643969196538602,0.2813438651006725,0.0,0.0,0.17450273116857518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772074803631108
anxiety,Zhenkoji,2019/01/01,"Outlet for Essential Tremors[?] Hi. I have been recommended to post my question here amongst others. 

I am looking for an outlet where I can talk with other folks who have Essential Tremors. 

Initially I searched for an Essential Tremors-themed Discord server then looked for movement disorders and even neurologically-themed ones, and found absolutely nothing.  I thought of creating my own Discord server designed for this exact thing but it's going to take some time it seems. I also looked into some support-groups online but it appears they've been extinct for some time (some forums haven't seen activity since the early 2000s).

I know this isn't exactly the *correct* place to ask this, but since you can technically experience a mimicked version of Anxiety through Essential Tremors I feel that this is acceptable. 

I appreciate yalls help and as well as those attempting to help in advance. ",7.2827056277056315,9.727533785714286,6.731883116883117,69.65591991341992,65.03896103896105,9.808658008658007,38.807359307359306,10.125756701596842,4.586772294372294,729,40,109,18,12,226,101,154,0.047,0.836,0.116,0.9092,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,2,5,2,0,0,5,0,10,0,0,0,3,23,23,10,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,0,7,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,5,5,13,2,18,18,6,13,0,0,4,0,9,4,0,7,4,77,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14855027298253182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14210404348185107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17365826580823668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21289428479012645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226911324509892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817065614458343,0.0,0.0,0.0939246159688468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20367360315704752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055703158932871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24901878619190146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208751030278958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4679687594868205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17823941196183915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587414650659287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940771390158592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779044175368123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20809100693850172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16910672810029378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30732118645331474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21079550523760987,0.0,0.0,0.13966658551135985,0.14930490981793995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340908490119773,0.0,0.0,0.14747077254137966,0.2166334823546969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16701837679625392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheDemiurge1998,2019/01/01,"2019 Is Going To Be a Terrifying Year of Change for Me. 2019 is going to be a terrifying year of change for me. 

Im 20 years old and I'm in college. It's been almost a year since I've had a job and I lost all of my friends from narcissistic abuse. Aside from that, I'm in college for a music education, so I can lead worship in church. But i also at one point want to get my doctoral for psychology, and become a clinical psychologist. 

This year terrifying in the context of change. I'm not that bad when it comes to change, and im pretty adaptive with it too. But I'm terrified because getting a job, getting a liscence and eventually taking care of myself is a really hard thing to realize. I can't sleep normally some nights, and I find myself being slumped in bed all day not getting anything done, and feeling even more worthless because I didn't do anything. So I'm in a perpetual cycle of just self loathing and self hatred and laziness. I cant tell if this is depression, or actual laziness. 

Job interviews scare the hell out of me, and I hate phone calls. I used to be better with in in my last job, but long story short i worked with my abusive ex at the time. And she was the one that helped me get the job in the first place. Ive always thought I wouldn't have gotten the job if it wasnt for her. 

I have about a month before I need to get a job, and actually become an independent adult. Im excited for that aspect of it, but everything that comes with constant pressure to perform for superiors and dealing with disagreeable people in the work place, makes me want to cowar in a corner, cry and beg to never leave and to have me shot. 

I don't know if others can relate to this. And I know I'm just trying to make excuses not to work, but working isn't the issue for me... I'm a really hard working person when it comes to giving me a task. Im really quick with it too. But its the process of actually GETTING a job that makes it so fucking horrifying. 

If I don't, I'll most likely have to leave college for a while, and live with my parents up until i actually find a job to work. I feel so useless and worthless, and I just don't know how to get over my anxiety over it all. 

Im sorry for my rant. 

TLDR: im worthless and scared of job interviews, and working in general because people terrify me from judging me, and I cant get over my fear of it. I need a job soon so i can be a real adult and stop having my parents still take care of me. ",3.7633360193392456,4.300148442270063,5.650726948313572,81.31869891792334,71.42661448140899,8.67321284678255,28.72804190169219,8.841846274778883,2.1104225394267293,1918,70,405,34,34,666,211,511,0.17600000000000002,0.764,0.06,-0.9964,13,0,0,0,1,0,51.0,0,0,0,12,19,22,3,4,31,0,33,4,1,7,4,83,77,45,0,10,17,3,4,1,1,1,2,0,1,5,22,34,0,1,9,0,0,6,14,14,0,3,9,4,47,8,71,62,6,53,3,6,0,1,20,24,2,8,24,269,69,25,0.0,0.12292343259719896,0.20248454608529806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051943902680460716,0.0,0.0,0.04148328752393116,0.043162978580895565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03968315086680477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537508177969404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04331227706977586,0.09486496860781768,0.11458059920525393,0.04414060052760765,0.0,0.0,0.04587797084727797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052968730534705,0.0,0.10577715507052496,0.0,0.2195015007558563,0.13405350193057486,0.0,0.056056917416896106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569806977947749,0.033454171205255775,0.053479388812931634,0.044678643116486685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05309481275574796,0.0,0.053084688015193615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03426201394257687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04662063375298179,0.0,0.0,0.058372205319690215,0.05245768683667997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948230346206411,0.04412364526390215,0.0,0.0,0.04007740342229876,0.047956293846713086,0.2439162664372141,0.04976186991314222,0.05896190804992256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929370870626594,0.051214426186822114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03476977086293782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361942428735573,0.05414254600436496,0.5662418224097325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552509781636472,0.04228389559758106,0.0,0.10985327402381546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025342813603237813,0.0,0.04580532629948588,0.04590649073566035,0.0,0.0,0.05662614624147441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387806323096532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041405000984329365,0.0,0.0,0.07692721261144315,0.04000810698579784,0.0,0.0,0.048679845909451964,0.050825099912645236,0.0,0.0,0.054432601828505615,0.0,0.07030176796748734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519895558171266,0.0,0.0,0.07192522528201703,0.04529401393670408,0.10839371208107527,0.0,0.049037305252338466,0.0,0.0,0.05277408526904934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590434967881521,0.0996946413692998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386901686356416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823092561629698,0.0,0.0,0.04291036591140309,0.0,0.051911047909228285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05806823193165307,0.0,0.0,0.04142631232921452,0.043368640161710284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800496098630208,0.0,0.045339800083338405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03446250517912959,0.0,0.0,0.041181832492692055,0.030247904818347632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035218759432821475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044802122601599235,0.0,0.0,0.06119276936526868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643521160119185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670244413608784
anxiety,mauriciojr35,2019/01/01,"Going with my family on a boat In some hours I will go with some family and friends on a medium boat in the sea. I had trouble sleeping yesterday and today I am extremely anxious. I have this thoughts of me or my family dying in several ways every time we make something different. Also, Happy New Year!",2.645988700564974,5.1083580338983055,5.045000000000002,76.40670903954805,78.83050847457628,8.679096045197742,26.78248587570621,9.2995712137729,2.9908282485875697,240,10,41,7,6,84,45,59,0.08199999999999999,0.802,0.116,0.4765,1,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,4,1,1,1,0,10,8,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,8,2,8,5,2,14,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,3,6,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634192326203134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308581978648341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21208383082933316,0.21350305516333254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17217433275127658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5779311423362666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15788089381557607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322744975742153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21753518880318315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201244339803642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364057221798514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19736324184039986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308581978648341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044983442777656,0.0,0.0,0.15731920226375226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16223168089008455,0.11915857418327915,0.0,0.1937006307325789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16220412519392616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159519249907645
anxiety,0Bonbons0,2019/01/01,Nightmares My (23F) anxiety has been a lot better the last few months than it used to be but I have nightmares every night. Does anyone else experience this? It's really starting to frustrate me and I'm not sure what to do about it...,1.2433333333333323,3.8593895652173984,2.791304347826088,88.70550724637683,88.13043478260867,5.67536231884058,20.71014492753623,7.1686216300943375,0.8014318840579717,184,6,36,3,6,60,40,46,0.17,0.789,0.041,-0.7382,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,1,6,8,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,5,6,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257113457227403,0.0,0.0,0.206304817857054,0.30231212351688186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609464801251439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25819898876548736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24647521743319695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24859114254353504,0.0,0.0,0.2886141133332994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24050396123442555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25083974012801186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355049507835833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768830924408584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890156667946941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20883689391397608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278079782088186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254827229258683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rezenance,2019/01/01,i’m so scared of dying. im traveling for new years and i’ve been having such bad anxiety like if im going to die and i really don’t want to. these past few days i’ve been out but today i decided to stay in my room due to severe anxiety. i woke up crying because of how anxious i was that something was going to happen to me. i don’t go back home until friday and i don’t know how i’m going to survive until then. i just miss my home so much. ,-0.7971107110711059,1.003242178217825,2.828532853285332,91.13723672367243,87.61386138613861,5.652925292529253,17.102610261026097,6.980632752743323,0.05534851485148495,344,8,80,5,11,127,63,101,0.223,0.746,0.031,-0.9525,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,1,0,0,8,0,0,2,0,12,19,12,2,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,4,0,0,2,1,0,5,3,3,0,0,5,0,10,1,15,14,2,20,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,11,50,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591583054467527,0.19135697137915134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302467013090448,0.14142949948857167,0.1032555966182404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18606159996256869,0.10923938913998996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515900229780964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3850618673757429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14978670169384267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33981417117911383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3659299911966243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09308963182573976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275301337225761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451755247008285,0.0,0.0,0.16359320383442538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169726280533755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851244484974452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16958405400526672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19135697137915134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040094033221866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18054199988683287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605572875212321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990773204681958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907846339259464
anxiety,EpiiCideas,2019/01/01,"My New Years. (Anxiety) 7:00pm - sitting in my room wondering to go out or not. How will I feel talking to people I haven’t seen in months while I’ve hid away in the comfort of my own home.

8.30pm - my sister is heading to our local drink bar to bring in the new year. I said fuck it let’s do it. Throw on my Calvin Klein sweater, do my hair, let’s do it I ain’t going into 2019 afraid of social situations. I open up a beer. 

9:30pm - we drive down to the bar (to walk home) We head inside and get a table. I see a few old friends I’ve blocked out because of my own issues. 

10:30pm - An old friend comes over to greet me. He sits down and asks me how I’ve been, hows my kid doing, hows college going and he seemed genuinely interested in what I had to say. It felt good to talk a stranger should I say? And feel a connection of non- judgment. I meet someother friends through the night and they said I should come out more or text them sometime. 

I’m glad I went out ! 

Happy new year everybody ",0.4923444976076574,2.522288354066987,1.947535885167465,98.02025119617224,84.11961722488039,5.139712918660288,20.504784688995205,6.351523495107088,-0.058753110047846675,762,23,182,7,22,245,127,209,0.034,0.835,0.131,0.9628,0,0,2,0,0,0,32.0,3,0,2,0,4,10,1,1,10,0,14,8,3,4,0,30,34,12,0,2,3,1,4,0,3,3,0,4,3,1,5,15,4,1,5,4,0,10,3,2,0,0,7,10,26,8,30,22,4,42,0,0,2,1,21,19,1,4,11,102,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319393698535247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388766346247806,0.0,0.11445632004610864,0.0,0.0,0.07426191144472039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20987872415534886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119339745869981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319430928919435,0.0,0.11696877702546744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823594594298148,0.11262300823345588,0.06364726777408991,0.0,0.20770373155791214,0.10217899668383568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296823971391563,0.0,0.0,0.2500502170123227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443959525125297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715111855641853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24914367481841945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972376176872556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529710082745504,0.0,0.11432223482881465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556646009174617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445643511383412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317623332041927,0.19375640363082008,0.0,0.0,0.09707682042950552,0.1109026976026244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693367927894445,0.0,0.12418277447129927,0.0,0.0,0.1204856423856437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19583274361864175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293074818375655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13211138676887235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353492339675102
anxiety,ulyaoth13,2019/01/01,"A calm in the anxious storm I've spend NYE at a friends family. His family and other friends were over. Had a good time, even if I was very self aware and cautious about small talk.

But whoa, right at this moment I am free of all the punitive/intrusive thoughts it seems. There is no worry, no doubting, no self loathing on how I am not good enough as a person, as a friend. At this moment I know this friendship is a real one, a strong one and can understand that it's mutual.

I wonder how long it will last this time, since it is ever fleeting, before I start doubting myself again, doubting about the friendships I have, saying that I am not worthy enough, not good enough to have such a friend, to be welcome, to be loved.

But for the moment, YEY me.",6.314,5.552626633333336,6.118500000000001,84.59175000000002,66.0,8.833333333333334,29.416666666666664,7.6454224807358475,1.628866666666667,585,16,122,5,8,183,91,150,0.15,0.605,0.246,0.9632,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,9,15,0,3,12,0,15,1,0,2,2,22,22,10,0,1,6,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,3,11,3,0,0,5,0,2,0,6,3,0,2,4,1,11,13,15,15,4,18,0,0,0,1,12,8,0,6,10,89,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15503714174511804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677736987332207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4254031155503076,0.0,0.09064280564725853,0.12413743811440725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587469805043597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4241114717123928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34532007776778656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542108521237023,0.1118653134951193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144916888639785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386046810591475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18598876006575896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982881418266395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15620413362368987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719843464594233,0.0,0.10913524067447614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493411693760215,0.2863332777840513,0.0,0.0,0.11352268912384675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713604918241962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103047600299485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894972038390026,0.16004633949898214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142867077638953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323372516916905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14882613137609116,0.0,0.13936939207467625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bunny1965,2019/01/01,"Had a breakdown last night at work So here’s the story, me and my manager made a plan with the schedule for New Years night because they scheduled everybody in their wrong positions. Another manager decided not to follow this and put me in a position I wasn’t comfortable doing on New Years as it takes me too long to do the dishes so I wouldn’t be able to handle receiving them all at 5am instead of 11pm. I got very emotional and felt like nobody cared about me as I heard managers telling my best friend “no you’re not doing her dishes for her” and telling him basically to let me struggle all night. Then I was switched positions because the manager who made the plan with me told them he didn’t want me doing dishes and wanted me in kitchen instead. I said thank you to him and was in a very good mood all night until 4am, where I had to drop a bunch of product by LATEST 4:30 and I had an hour and a halfs worth of work seeing as I was doing 3 different jobs. I started to break down, I cried so hard everybody saw it, I was yelling how I wish somebody knew how to help me, as there was 5 other people and none of them knew how to help me. My best friend was so behind he couldn’t help me, he’s still working past his shift because my finisher didn’t know how to drop product by herself but insisted on being in kitchen so she would get him to do it. I made so many mistakes and we opened so late, we barely had the lobby doors open for 5am. I cried more times that night than I ever have before and I was having a panic attack to the point where I wanted to kill myself. I can’t describe it in total detail because I don’t want to re live it, I’m derealizing just thinking about it. 
I want to quit so bad but I need the money and can’t find another job. ",5.022929214929216,4.545521962162162,6.01548262548263,83.31599099099103,68.56756756756756,9.101673101673104,29.781209781209782,8.563005593585519,1.990634491634492,1386,45,300,19,21,462,185,370,0.113,0.7959999999999999,0.091,-0.9512,3,0,0,0,1,1,20.0,2,1,5,8,24,17,2,2,16,0,31,5,0,7,5,53,59,32,1,11,5,0,2,1,2,2,0,3,3,0,10,18,5,0,7,0,2,3,12,7,0,1,25,7,54,9,46,28,9,46,0,0,2,0,31,16,0,0,25,207,64,9,0.09079868758488588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904206816323315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329661525194724,0.0,0.0,0.07581311146966557,0.2214001487551907,0.0,0.07726299549539742,0.0,0.1905752415729634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257531340809863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994761894681864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486530301067732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021363023637614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213261124349705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718097921714738,0.0,0.08298835549566527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403016815843996,0.0,0.047438566685475456,0.0,0.0,0.07615763123164833,0.07262000507959956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133778939625573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18258133900187548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941841726832092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18020737392133093,0.0,0.1004552948679022,0.0,0.04990058410583017,0.07401304912107923,0.10242487450820367,0.0,0.0,0.09284780985484338,0.0,0.044359652335110265,0.0,0.08017690464652584,0.08035398124455614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577477408397164,0.0,0.09205561779352904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732607633820006,0.0,0.17538787654383536,0.0,0.4260420871331625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106532696210726,0.0,0.0,0.08667762138542706,0.06294837735039663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583410849719131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127775978860103,0.0,0.09657558087789947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637034458346539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235479825944299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06426777841086248,0.0,0.07251194919473612,0.0,0.0,0.09492250277239817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06826931302773961,0.0,0.15872411012669368,0.0835952323397575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05818013271408045,0.0,0.0,0.05294544491445022,0.0,0.0,0.08676203707963126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14983685293071922,0.2677770922522094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441400967074564,0.0,0.0,0.1983075779068404,0.0,0.0,0.06450078251868763,0.09927411105730027,0.0,0.11694275570551455
anxiety,stefflesnie,2019/01/01,"Trouble sleeping Looking for suggestions on things to do when you can't sleep (to help get to sleep). Lately my chest has just been feeling so tight, and my mind has been racing non stop no matter how tired I am. I just want to be able to sleep.",2.8122000000000007,4.2932444200000015,3.2089999999999996,94.31950000000002,74.8,5.8000000000000025,22.5,5.985473137389443,0.1522000000000001,191,5,42,1,4,59,39,50,0.222,0.7070000000000001,0.071,-0.8540000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,8,6,5,1,0,10,12,4,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,5,0,7,9,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,3,28,6,0,0.2049479565836844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362784484578837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707684840001376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737229518053118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311902219310368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17210466606844618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20693901205450688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8203838701874804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17134566866597178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13615831558942768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355575270305917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12088361481151255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,petitsamours,2019/01/01,"I feel guilty because I'm not anxious all the time I know that it could be because I am on medication for it, but I feel like I have no right to talk about it  because ""terribly anxious"" isn't my constant state of being anymore. I feel guilty for feeling almost... normal. ",10.56111111111111,6.187230296296297,10.2362962962963,69.76333333333334,60.85185185185186,12.281481481481485,45.51851851851853,8.841846274778883,4.27514074074074,212,10,41,2,2,70,39,54,0.222,0.636,0.142,-0.7795,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,1,11,12,1,0,2,2,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,7,1,6,9,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,28,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21813594636474687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4921958626782181,0.2160393916545029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3983809193434439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23540835593827655,0.0,0.1739280350887302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4405871169371757,0.155625405603457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971952553556055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064259392078206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21945153929722994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134375874051932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18603472689121853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17509206474442732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702463624441945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wkndabel,2019/01/01,"Keeping my anxiety at bay...i WILL NOT he defeated in 2019!! I've been diagnosed with Generalised Anxiety Disorder since I was 13 (as well as MDD, BPD & Panic Disorder along the way). It's my 22 birthday in 2 days (January 3rd) and looking back over the last year, ive realised that I have achieved absolutely nothing. I've barely even left my home in the last 12 months, and have only left my home town a handful of times - travelling no more than an hour away. 
I know it just looks like the same old ""new year new me"" bullshit, but I've realised that I HAVE TO get better. There's no other option. Failing isn't an option for me anymore. I have so much I want to do with my life! I want to travel, I want to see the world. I want to visit different cities...ALONE! I have a partner who I depend on completely, and in 2019 I'm going to change that. I want to be able to travel solo should the opportunity arise. Right now that sounds absolutely terrifying to me, but I'm making it my goal to overcome this awful disorder. 
Anxiety WILL NOT win ever again. ",2.1101415094339617,4.178498221698117,4.073245283018871,84.73920754716984,78.5754716981132,7.447547169811322,24.75094339622641,8.395991825355821,1.7084520754716983,821,30,167,17,20,279,129,212,0.182,0.72,0.098,-0.968,1,1,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,7,9,8,0,1,10,1,14,3,1,2,1,25,29,8,0,6,5,0,1,1,1,3,2,1,2,1,10,6,0,1,1,3,0,5,5,3,1,0,2,5,22,5,26,23,3,34,0,2,3,0,4,13,0,3,16,102,32,3,0.11760104009772425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179921092323286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12742067781268868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698934213596719,0.0,0.11662863143480698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104900483613259,0.09042794075616184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400856321928224,0.0,0.0,0.14811439318351094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440630708194975,0.0,0.12330245308904478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584294197172375,0.0,0.0,0.1193625802167435,0.0,0.12286805679665427,0.4043429412848902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767437786272251,0.10637687355499932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614416896471288,0.0,0.06683538120456926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359268636414612,0.0,0.11581333557069234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045292078802553,0.0,0.0,0.064630456104813,0.1917210873627588,0.0,0.0,0.2555477483243535,0.0,0.08306509249696227,0.05745392793376425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19751051020659008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849960745227312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386802822663584,0.0,0.0864502958209276,0.0,0.0,0.22715963468969355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128413696913573,0.0,0.1234025089583065,0.0,0.0,0.08944089030014353,0.0,0.1379794819950867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043064568229018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371280309989737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972807956244539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06857411220349564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34682070193761233,0.09334623175173047,0.0,0.0,0.10573745836499693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514624282427603
anxiety,Mellowyourmelons,2019/01/01,"Fear of the future. Lately I’ve been obsessing over the future. Mainly the grief that it’s gonna hold. I lost half of my immediate family all within a few months back in 2015. Ever since I’ve had a phobia of death/grieving. I’m in my early 20s, and as an only child I’m starting to worry about losing the rest of my family especially my mom. 
I’m essentially mourning for people who are still alive, because I’m so scared to experience them dying and leaving me alone in the future. I know I’m an adult now but with my mental health being so bad I rely on my mom very heavily, and the thought of life without her sends me right into a panic attack.
I don’t know what I want to achieve with this post maybe some closure from knowing I’m not the only one like this.",3.6597255574614067,4.451334823899373,5.4837507146941125,81.49193825042884,71.83018867924528,7.794396798170384,24.51743853630646,8.00094639256281,1.3114855345911949,603,16,122,8,11,208,107,159,0.207,0.753,0.04,-0.9757,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,3,7,11,1,4,12,0,5,2,0,0,2,18,19,7,3,1,3,2,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,6,6,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,10,0,2,4,0,15,1,22,13,5,21,0,4,0,0,8,8,0,1,12,78,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15982491604291751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17555681490156594,0.0,0.11865953752686165,0.1288474781572378,0.09406964797295593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16015572412328885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958772602846806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15095073382847474,0.29095092644049114,0.17364848857523954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16403077325917284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544242399224822,0.0,0.17407525591709908,0.16339844361544514,0.0,0.0,0.10899800855681767,0.07539104021073881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726402171690236,0.1684542267131993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15503124041476735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551430966378724,0.0,0.0,0.36146624763978974,0.12317362006468145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045685672218676,0.2347286599752105,0.0,0.1810566666101736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069833372942894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14779214445987113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317850862303598,0.0,0.0,0.1544973133135148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276518532050756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922571326361008,0.0,0.12323701809476348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250972753127118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127326924465202,0.09101962015839528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14875519104081147,0.0,0.0,0.15671546644731518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Meyvnn,2019/01/01,"Hello please help me I'm feeling very anxious. Just had a fight with girlfriend now and I really don't like that we can't talk it through quickly, she's probably resting. But the feeling I can't take it I'm actually crying. ",0.8337681159420285,3.348098173913044,3.0478260869565226,86.86637681159422,89.0,5.67536231884058,27.231884057971016,7.1686216300943375,1.7183884057971026,180,9,35,3,6,61,37,46,0.219,0.612,0.16899999999999998,-0.5238,0,0,0,0,1,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,9,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,5,1,2,8,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,3,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.3114763735215833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605857161571817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506073219507673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32277683161730114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21394150508655774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559365952331926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3503668694218541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441330469336797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20447667705078895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399857454254391,0.25654704700589914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633592403967033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Zarukishimen,2019/01/01,"Self-esteem dives outside of work? I am on a three month leave of absence from work at the moment, one month in.

The main purpose is to spend time with my long distance partner as well as complete her Partner Visa application.

Now that one month is gone, I feel I need more structure, but get anxiety around self-scheduling. I feel a sense of guilt because I’m not working on my personal projects. Now that I have the time, I lack the motivation. 

Outside of the workplace, and in a foreign country I feel that I am losing my sense of identity, and find that overall my anxiety and depression have increased.

Do you also find it challenging to schedule yourself? If so, how do you deal with it.

I often feel that there’s “something else” I should be doing which is more important than my personal projects.",5.90861842105263,6.893882098684213,5.9419473684210535,79.53463157894737,66.82894736842105,8.974736842105264,36.252631578947366,9.120678840339163,3.301768947368421,637,32,116,11,10,201,92,152,0.127,0.7959999999999999,0.077,-0.8303,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,6,9,5,0,1,8,0,12,0,0,2,0,21,20,10,0,4,3,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,8,6,0,0,7,0,2,2,1,3,1,3,1,4,18,2,19,17,5,18,0,2,0,0,8,6,0,2,10,86,26,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389620211826145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370396356675825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379191412208214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444292730975357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16243950154418405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15972439893308069,0.1334396217931508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12942281557529822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31334585848454755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832035396434881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094370541926235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16404682770086315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13710677707123256,0.0,0.173325273689996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709871620735388,0.0,0.0,0.11487746091246424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20996701498998066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705550423028499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232482629991065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192714674290466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18068001610846252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929925643048754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383692065345087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cosmic_Crossing,2019/01/01,"I’m an idiot. At around 2am last night I was tired and thought “new year, new me lol” and sent a lengthy message to some of my high school friends in a group chat about my mental health, on New Year’s Day. Now my thoughts are going crazy and I regret it.

Why did I do that? I’m freaking out. Everyone’s gonna see it by and think I’m either crazy or that it’s linked to New Years or something. This is why I don’t tell people I know about this stuff. I end up panicking and I was up until 4am last night thinking about it.

Its 11:30 now and four people saw it. I don’t know what they’re thinking. One of my friends just said “That my friend, is anxiety”. I don’t know if she’s joking or trying to help or what. She’s usually chill in serious situations but I don’t know. I feel awful and vulnerable. I want to just leave the group chat and stay in bed, but that might cause more harm. I don’t know what to do. I feel so stupid. Why do I do this to myself?",0.3274285714285732,1.988837600000004,2.159285714285716,98.28321428571432,82.52380952380952,5.533333333333334,18.595238095238095,6.508806274219699,-0.32073333333333354,736,17,186,7,20,243,112,210,0.16899999999999998,0.768,0.064,-0.965,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,9,10,2,0,4,2,16,2,0,1,0,38,38,17,0,3,10,0,2,0,3,2,2,1,1,0,17,10,0,0,13,3,0,2,5,6,0,2,8,5,24,4,22,28,3,30,0,1,2,0,14,10,0,7,17,108,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745866825614987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10177390278409486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744374556297375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373046739774905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125842891949563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924288168438737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156127809995044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649827133619145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06497379672793863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152262382566087,0.0,0.0,0.07662994970965809,0.12079113130271588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141514301036853,0.1863810265499859,0.0,0.12105416076899332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521317968134935,0.12128125229074585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4416649883074776,0.0,0.21457340967935384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746989425217947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585177658473386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087496980472162,0.0,0.0,0.11570347472551094,0.09110259430976056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850661337586294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801332885045231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185573483500502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308753059760819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992549602722953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197654262762242,0.0,0.18152329880496168,0.0,0.13140030474386274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761948661704883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591334857066336,0.0,0.06743212167747714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30948285152734384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22086555460296312
anxiety,Dave_the_Sesh_Lord,2019/01/01,"EMDR to Treat Anxiety Has anyone else used EMDR to help treat their anxiety? My Therapist and I tried using EMDR and it didn't seem to do anything, just wondering if anyone else has tried, I would love to hear your results and If you did anything special while doing it because I am starting to worry that if it doesn't work then I wont have any other options left to treat my anxiety. 

Also this is like my 3rd post on Reddit so be nice :P",5.8343333333333325,5.356213766666674,6.9011111111111125,77.64500000000002,66.8888888888889,9.422222222222222,31.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.5046000000000004,349,12,67,5,5,118,61,90,0.076,0.669,0.255,0.9622,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,1,1,3,7,0,0,0,0,13,1,0,3,0,14,20,10,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,10,7,7,15,0,6,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,6,4,47,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711973822436085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166014332320625,0.0,0.3935085850393402,0.0,0.0,0.23978329992459035,0.3513703622487153,0.2822006056719024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452289294142138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864724226979177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19325244511450046,0.0,0.11492873789466818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18629619119003046,0.0,0.0,0.08376867347217981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15475299883732999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16421516212544174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15609443068352447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136313656860775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19908297675138387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328256684685044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961797721303089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859454472278774,0.12482786996949145,0.17413006506037765,0.0,0.12180314103209255,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GuessItsMDS,2019/01/01,"A Message for ASMR lovers (Anxiety Exercise) Hi Group!   
I wanted to shed some light on the ASMR lovers out there.   
ASMR for those who don't know is a treatment (tingling + relaxing) sensation that is triggered by calming noises ect.  
everybody has a different trigger that makes them relaxed and calm.  


Hopefully this is not counted as self promoting, but for those who are looking for a source, I will be making a new video everyday of new foods, to help those who enjoy ASMR.   


Regardless, I will be making videos on it everyday as I do it mainly for my cousin who suffers from strong anxiety, and this seems to relax her nerves. So hopefully I can touch others by at the same time. :)   


[https://youtu.be/lX9b1AlXQPw](https://youtu.be/lX9b1AlXQPw)",6.864140624999997,9.219809632812504,5.7191875,76.85706250000003,65.953125,9.495,31.55,9.888512548439397,3.36094125,595,24,96,14,10,177,87,128,0.053,0.688,0.259,0.9822,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,1,2,2,12,0,0,7,0,12,5,0,5,0,18,21,6,0,4,2,1,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,14,3,1,0,2,6,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,8,11,18,17,3,9,0,1,1,2,14,4,0,4,5,68,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3367442812690126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299525231208095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26613985522426675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475250987305359,0.0,0.0,0.437208169615466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209585049135014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848244423693064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4407455428594729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4251384168510656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003663028039052,0.22960717874993225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833921633562212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981778594101745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kikil980,2019/01/01,"I can’t stop worrying that my girlfriend isn’t okay. Does anyone have any tips or calming words so that I can go to sleep and wait for her to let me know she’s okay in the morning? I’m so scared that she was in a car accident or something bad happened to her. I think she lost service or her phone died when she went to a concert tonight, but I can’t stop worrying that something worse happened. It’s just so late and I would think she’d be back by now, but she was drunk and could’ve forgotten to charge her phone to text me back. I think I’m so scared because just this summer a good friend of mine (and a little bit more than friends) lost their his from a car accident. The same thing happened where I noticed that my imessage to him sent as a text and I thought it was a bit off. The next morning I learned he had died in an accident the night before. I already went through all of the news and crash reports and couldn’t find a fatal accident that could’ve been her, but I’m still so scared. How can I calm down and realize that this she is more than likely okay and just drunk or busy?",3.368804347826085,4.126480260869567,3.765815217391306,93.66698369565219,72.47826086956522,7.141304347826088,26.983695652173914,7.1686216300943375,0.9934130434782604,860,29,200,8,16,268,118,230,0.272,0.657,0.07,-0.9946,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,15,16,0,3,14,3,17,3,1,1,1,37,35,24,3,2,10,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,12,9,2,3,8,3,0,6,4,7,0,0,11,1,31,9,21,19,6,25,0,2,0,0,22,7,0,4,13,129,43,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303748212878053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034195866739145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260901876450889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816908581752207,0.0986452895739712,0.07201947447577971,0.0,0.10053182643803622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25796525728567804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18865671133556208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452296002843175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338859426290453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798145862161483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182555493889021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06714394724674047,0.09909356627737946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31342299767057696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06492884243379855,0.0,0.13327155698499632,0.0,0.0,0.1208102254595467,0.0,0.057719181618716676,0.11841130687920033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25793622369239205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564746451069195,0.11087012323129833,0.0,0.0,0.13450770585289842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35484820723337035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822930354930465,0.0,0.0,0.18190601771632928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434993614198098,0.1975473171400917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848961155662725,0.2271056784681202,0.0,0.09379312440405496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219041308744255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23996189587117625,0.12039881034778865,0.08392609465513799,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,squishycaveman,2019/01/01,"does anxiety make you an angrier person Or is that just a personality thing? I'm trying to reign that in but working in a call centre really exacerbates it

Also, anyone else got a way to fall asleep without constantly stressing? I've been taking Clonazepam but I'm trying not to become dependent. I just want 8hrs sleep.

Thanks for reading.",3.6295238095238105,6.577736714285718,5.339047619047624,72.81428571428575,78.6825396825397,8.044444444444443,26.46031746031746,8.841846274778883,2.8124984126984125,275,11,43,7,7,93,50,63,0.056,0.812,0.133,0.7027,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,1,4,0,2,2,2,2,0,10,9,4,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,7,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,1,26,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718609249147408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164403146871277,0.0,0.0,0.1502678616433775,0.2201974574400236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23734772401223195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21944391499835994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322379505139096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18806642677223173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17952709130348918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171880634672197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345198665789374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752967323900007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149650001081578,0.0,0.13767482679932325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21506204641632395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461750628648025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16158320064809714,0.0,0.0,0.1978573476327622,0.0,0.0,0.1427745573816322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29181527944152025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675762420158454,0.17058304909301988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20716252793818,0.0,0.1564547414245459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SunnySideOvertheEdge,2019/01/01,"I just got home from Uber driving on New Years.. I feel amazing. Over a year ago I started driving for Uber because we very seriously needed any extra money. I had to stop almost immediately because my anxiety wouldn’t allow me to in good conscious drive others around. I felt devastated. I felt like a failure. I felt like shit, I couldn’t help my family when the time needed it. 

I recently picked up where I left off because his work gave a hefty heads up that they were taking off for the holidays for way too much time and it was unpaid. I’ve been doing decent with it. I’ve helped make enough to help us stay afloat and was able to help make sure Christmas was still magical for our kids.

I knew tonight (or last night) would be a big deal, good money. All the time leading up to New Years I’ve been debating if I wanted to put myself through it with my anxiety. I’ve been doing OK but what if it was too much on me? 

I fucking nailed it. I made more in one night/morning than I’d made the whole week combined. I was sociable! I freaking went places I’ve never driven before. I don’t know. I feel so on top of the world. I remember feeling my throat tightening in between one ride and thinking “it’s just roads sunny. Just roads” and was able to calm myself down. I’ve NEVER been able to calm myself down. In fact by the end of the night I was eager for new rides and I was calm. 

Flipping calm, a word I never ever thought I’d used to describe myself ever.  I don’t know how long this high will last but.. I’m glad I can share it with you all. Happy New Years! 

Also, for anyone wondering. I’m medicated and in therapy and just got out of IOP, I know it doesn’t always help everyone but I put a lot of it into that. Me getting help. ",1.471771747805267,3.5120556424581046,3.2315450917797293,90.11221787709499,80.56424581005588,5.990869912210695,21.40175578611333,7.110495986334442,0.5726193774940138,1352,40,288,17,35,450,185,358,0.046,0.764,0.191,0.9937,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,3,1,1,4,15,19,2,0,13,1,25,5,3,9,9,67,57,17,0,8,10,0,6,2,0,3,1,0,1,1,15,14,0,1,15,1,2,10,8,4,0,2,26,6,43,15,46,26,9,70,1,0,0,1,16,28,2,6,32,183,58,2,0.2454648935759049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252993921695246,0.0,0.08193254452861806,0.0,0.0,0.06543272890287592,0.0680821517459313,0.0,0.0,0.055641514993826455,0.0,0.1251866478124055,0.0,0.0,0.057211586977108375,0.0,0.0,0.07283859895402983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14963312080110036,0.0,0.06962418169647007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435450898315015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246967928928551,0.08454361732199912,0.0,0.0,0.14802469957985065,0.0,0.07818407499289838,0.0,0.0,0.07713415194909308,0.0,0.12411442558679715,0.0,0.23568479186853825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756427795807749,0.042748425234514865,0.0,0.0,0.13725620448564962,0.13088046602495015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871006478709,0.0,0.0,0.08397259914412986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290598879720794,0.08644904567359349,0.0820737674135715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134901086047768,0.13339110001819066,0.0,0.0,0.08889944169693535,0.0,0.0,0.07994783206032809,0.0,0.0,0.0724095688283144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956182487019089,0.0,0.1548432115962344,0.10923314835203524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824266853537252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029662688728855,0.1213394055414404,0.18931765835642386,0.3160953650722351,0.0,0.23035217437307096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088890971227353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548618974913473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16450667726821144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078898976693215,0.0,0.09268795796674928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398872861012084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05791377169129972,0.08721097213619515,0.06534286036321565,0.06840654740660362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711591907919968,0.0,0.06151968382871827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357016609388186,0.0,0.0,0.052427997455148936,0.0,0.06495723560152904,0.1431325534204944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842134789220794,0.07066761863491883,0.0,0.06751141478780169,0.048260518002388016,0.06494620235674167,0.06563237713748561,0.0,0.0,0.07584947185079965,0.0,0.0913509292069272,0.0,0.0,0.08873206875058147,0.059567121998677176,0.0,0.0,0.058123739221489626,0.0,0.0,0.21076179144029386
anxiety,Zivas321,2019/01/01,"How can I help my dad? My dad has recently been diagnosed with anxiety, stress and depression. He is in his 60s and has never been diagnosed with anything before. He's seen a couple of doctors and been put on anti depressants, plus he has therapy booked in but has not started yet.

The anti depressants have not started working yet and my dad is getting worse. He has been signed off of work but has convinced himself that because he saw two different doctors this is somehow fraud (?) And that he's going to get fired and go to prison. He also thinks he's implicated my brother somehow and he will be arrested too. He is refusing to see the doctor again and can't be reasoned with.

How can we help him? It's so horrible to see him like this.

(We are in the UK, just FYI)",3.1941801619433186,5.110742486842106,4.573947368421057,83.09493927125509,74.78947368421052,8.097975708502025,29.455465587044536,8.841846274778883,2.52173016194332,606,27,117,13,13,201,89,152,0.257,0.6779999999999999,0.065,-0.9894,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,2,0,0,2,11,6,0,1,4,0,22,5,0,3,1,28,33,15,0,0,5,4,1,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,5,14,0,1,2,1,0,3,4,4,0,1,6,5,11,2,15,24,0,15,0,3,4,0,23,5,0,2,8,82,16,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883801034952962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368112256509975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222878592526477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058719622707558,0.0,0.1264504685003132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644267319274914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.383975429865605,0.3016584556143698,0.0,0.15525882646937894,0.0,0.4563053425406997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15527818832028226,0.0,0.16890936705589005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992113275630288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07260006920932609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461203091246165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14938736732793662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278894870966309,0.1467278373228409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368351907530491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21036437009517656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17022458527461504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699408316467633,0.0,0.0,0.09521899833076136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14516383733833935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163699536688393,0.0,0.15143946464299032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NeusCaesus,2019/01/01,"Hehe XD... I just had an Eye-opening experience. I did Mdma with friends, Mdma is a stimulant, known side effects are higher bloodpressure, faster heartbeat and hyperthermia, good ole classic stimulant sideffects. Yet mdma kills anxiety (once its fully active) 

Now here comes the absolutely mental tard part: 

Even while on Mdma, during the fking peak, my heartbeat was lower than on regular Anxiety-rides. 

Its reached the fking point where I ask myself what the actual fuck, when my brain messes with my body harder than a drug does. ",8.20234432234432,9.77384265934066,7.960164835164836,65.00566849816853,61.96703296703296,10.901831501831502,33.84798534798535,10.864195022040775,4.266800732600734,426,17,60,11,6,136,72,91,0.15,0.775,0.075,-0.8062,1,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,7,5,2,0,7,0,5,4,2,3,0,9,8,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,0,7,2,6,5,1,11,0,0,0,1,2,5,1,0,5,38,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.2385643686728245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18701646158220284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285434925017168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715475454023612,0.0,0.27290584073092444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105865339667412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21393457696335666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283503918461106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16146804057287684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23913547662145945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18887447225644854,0.2260056520186999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050471846771965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704663349615996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24636507302551325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603492034446101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264733761935369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311001801394287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,viaspacecadet,2019/01/01,"Anybody else experience sensory overload? I feel like this is fairly new for me. Over the years of dealing with anxiety disorder I’ve experienced all the ways it manages to manifest itself & I think this is one of them.

I go to the movies a lot & now I can’t manage without my earphones in. Same with concerts. Anywhere with too many people & too much noise puts me on edge now & it’s like I’m crawling out of my skin",2.5111627906976746,4.6244430813953485,4.1071511627907,84.76328488372096,77.48837209302326,7.090697674418602,28.19186046511628,8.07648339933343,1.9870511627906968,339,15,67,6,8,113,63,86,0.08199999999999999,0.858,0.06,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,3,1,1,0,1,10,7,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,4,9,2,14,7,4,11,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,6,44,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.754425377636522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331641835441872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17946002250727014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995009636648488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454143609319721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17027528074981574,0.0,0.0,0.08801575587671583,0.12435667936029922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892881706935357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700850365191485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147989322768091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17648112969781513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796254538719312,0.0,0.0,0.16811929206309004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795532018772295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067922646892787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17498988709095895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115379570900179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816981542777665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16779866698924667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120963072735772
anxiety,respectfullydissent,2019/01/01,"In 2019, my resolution will be to try new things that I’ve wanted to do but have always been too anxious to try. My first attempt will be taking a beginner yoga class. I hope I can bring myself to do it.",3.0431782945736434,3.7400010697674446,5.093023255813954,84.0773643410853,73.18604651162791,7.593798449612403,23.635658914728683,7.793537801064563,1.0424635658914725,158,4,34,2,3,55,33,43,0.058,0.8540000000000001,0.08900000000000001,0.3291,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,0,0,3,13,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,1,5,8,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,26,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977454911525637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4042491242736181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30437233162488225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35540863430345976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34559707394275363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690456750763143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377281612221584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4858898607034845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110590113179979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AccuratePoem,2019/01/01,New anxiety of eating in public I feel like everyone will think I am gluttonous or piggy-isa if I finish my meal so I always leave most of it. However when I am in a food court I always eat half of my meal in one spot... then I pretend that I am too full for the other half and then I eat on the other side of the food court. Argh... I used to inhale my meals wtf is this????????? ,-0.6766395663956644,1.1727626097561021,2.2096747967479686,95.44819783197832,87.53658536585365,5.107859078590786,15.208672086720867,6.42735559955562,-0.5645490514905149,282,5,68,3,9,99,54,82,0.122,0.846,0.033,-0.7039,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,4,0,5,9,0,1,0,7,8,7,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,9,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,13,1,10,7,2,11,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,3,6,50,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381899828477406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15546244203046095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6238331710085787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941850419144172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275393864605288,0.14518012682994472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4914679074445225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21518021971221124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928283426651616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962707614085105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13770686410421654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021491760619786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17551649089485574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Refreshinglycold,2019/01/01,"I had a chance tonight and blew it. I had a chance to lose the ol' V card. I went home with a girl I've been into for years and found out she's been into me for years. I couldnt get ""anything going"" per se. I wanted to. I really did. I just couldn't. Ended up telling her it was my first time with anything. She seemed put off. I want to die. What the hell do I do?",-2.108598028477548,-0.3114173253012016,0.4322453450164296,105.40286966046007,95.74698795180723,3.500109529025192,12.364731653888281,4.851557810540192,-1.710026506024096,274,4,75,1,11,92,56,83,0.146,0.784,0.069,-0.836,0,0,0,0,0,1,13.0,0,0,0,2,1,2,1,0,5,0,10,0,0,0,0,14,17,2,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,7,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,8,0,14,0,12,7,0,14,1,1,0,0,5,5,1,1,6,48,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40379264730958303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546272226979551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21730101093620666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20868856765531807,0.0,0.26900585508364105,0.0,0.0,0.12818155276098106,0.0,0.1394340388647518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460989589745433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274475978079188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466374049582956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15717296086059185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22335098553708804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21444053138808108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14306143323746578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28941922892639066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22743535053277056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159856011221029
anxiety,ocdflowey,2019/01/01,I am always nervous. I can’t even say I have anxiety anymore. It is my permanent state.,-0.6366666666666667,1.4807531111111132,3.1388888888888893,83.245,101.22222222222223,6.844444444444445,28.222222222222214,7.793537801064563,2.7987555555555566,68,4,13,2,3,25,16,18,0.241,0.759,0.0,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4559932668652674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41923078986191054,0.0,0.5434846803298223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36195944257595786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43580437076995016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jawds_,2019/01/01,"I find that I’ve always worn the same clothes since I was young and am too scared to change my style, because people will think I’m trying to hard or something. Any one else having a similar experience? ",7.645499999999997,6.5332285500000005,7.255000000000003,78.67000000000004,63.5,10.0,32.5,8.841846274778883,2.4417499999999994,162,5,32,2,2,51,36,40,0.16899999999999998,0.831,0.0,-0.6705,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,7,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,3,0,2,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627507727012812,0.0,0.0,0.2147383812640959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924940046886952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33404893979107464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637901723065577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30888933775636146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28861337233433393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28287310377055697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21397786324110785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21891918886163653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161466763637983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612130156630619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430996482691973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023363905114006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214391048968298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Thomas_Caz1,2019/01/01,"How do I know if someone considers me friend? Hello, I’m a high school student and I have a problem where I’m afraid to consider someone a friend Incase they don’t consider me one.  This can fall into multiple categories. 

1) I just think they don’t consider me a friend and that I am just someone to talk to.

2) I think they secretly make fun of me/hate me

3) they just talk to me out of pity and don’t actually like me.

For example, I have close friends and I sometimes get the idea that they don’t actually like me and they just talk to me because I talk to them. I never know if I am annoying them.

This is a big problem in my life, for it hinders me from asking my friends to go out and do stuff.  It’s was sooooo hard for me to ask two of my best friends (but there it is again where idk if they consider me a best friend) to come to my house for New Years.

It is so scary to think about the idea that someone I consider a best friend doesn’t really care about me.

Please any advice is helpful 😊",0.8008651911468831,2.7035692206572755,2.7694701542588867,93.2723943661972,82.1455399061033,6.686250838363515,22.818913480885314,7.793537801064563,0.942716700201208,776,27,182,14,21,260,98,213,0.075,0.7020000000000001,0.224,0.9886,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,9,3,12,20,1,1,9,0,17,1,0,2,1,32,31,12,0,5,8,0,1,2,8,0,1,0,0,0,10,11,0,0,8,0,0,3,6,5,0,2,1,1,36,15,25,30,3,16,0,1,0,0,26,9,0,3,6,123,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.18697925136982976,0.0,0.0,0.0936172998656671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06514912831593504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17912520369721546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058400443077237726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301617102156127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767724821224366,0.0,0.0,0.08252555209464069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.592135491512825,0.0,0.05005296209523713,0.0,0.054446888118894005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582041098656701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06421453737525179,0.10122082351646901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054346513271099,0.0,0.216299197887546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530132840392233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766828760839765,0.09360873028092492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394905314071603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388895634313983,0.09252685472999904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06491839598958257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516260705203964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833405109099402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06137366947817261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695745763058226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246933026660893,0.0,0.09475133029675682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967118285919236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308010358846557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18415952552327086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935853274241996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06169380450983191
anxiety,DenryFoof,2019/01/01,"Anxiety and my heart rate question Here lately my anxiety has been really bad, and my heart rate has been consistently higher. Even doing something fairly minimal like walking around can make my heart rate rise pretty quickly now, and even feel like it's almost stretching across my chest and such when it wasn't an issue before. My fear, of course, is I have a physical problem affecting my heart, which only fuels my anxiety more, especially the more I think about it. Am I the only one? My parents and S/O believe it's just me thinking about it too much, but I just wanted to get some second opinions. Thanks.",6.771068322981364,7.349251026086961,7.0293167701863375,73.92695652173911,64.82608695652175,9.701863354037268,32.08074534161491,9.606745405546679,3.0562049689441,488,18,83,9,7,158,79,115,0.09,0.8290000000000001,0.08199999999999999,0.2625,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,13,6,0,1,4,0,10,5,5,2,0,20,17,7,0,2,3,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,3,0,2,3,1,14,3,6,14,4,9,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,4,6,62,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936567358483493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194101000386262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389704804857275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620699171286787,0.0,0.0,0.11842938646354707,0.1568048327679991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18385020782338649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15661283217502667,0.07037207914150695,0.0994280852848198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271424452609522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6597017180090601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14526464135577175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569977318227968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598971606262178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290173633357778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231111783837396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943099453584101,0.21170077858430805,0.0,0.0,0.15453960149738666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415930563898735,0.0,0.1331736043561066,0.0,0.0,0.15591010575725128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08916035781075678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071452635223446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281354937612392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783580193213385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209020771479393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Panicornah123,2019/01/01,"My panic attack and anxiety made me miss work today. (trigger warning) *Trigger warning* *Panic Attack experience*
So a little backround, I'm 23 years old. 2 small children. I was a stay at home mom for a portion of the year until recently when I got a job as an expo in a kitchen..about a month ago. I was off Sunday so I decided to go out with my sister for the first time in forever, and have a few drinks. Without delving too much into it, I'm an extremely self-critical person. When alcohol gets involved I am 10x worse. I've had anxiety since I was about 12-13 years old, getting worse and worse over the years. I've had some bad panic attacks before, but today was the absolute worst one I ever experienced. So last night, conversations ran pretty deep and I carried everything into the next day. From subjects of my past and a narcissistist ex, let's just say my mental state of in a bad state of mind. I had work at 4 and was ok until about 20 minutes before I left for work. Me being new, I have some natural anxiety on top of what I was feeling today. 
About 3:30: stood up from the couch to get my shoes on. Hands buzzing, legs wobbly, dizzy. Starting to feel the attack coming on. Rushing out the door. 
3:45: Close to work. Panicking. Making fiance stop car several times because I could not breath. Throat felt closed. Heart racing. Thought I was having a heart attack. Mind knew it was panic, body did not agree. 
3:55: Pulling into work driveway. Made fiance park car. For the first time in my life my stomach felt physically sick from panic attack. Reached for closest thing to puke. Repeating ""I can't do this. I can't go in"" over and over for fiance. 
4:00: Call my best friend. Try to see if she can calm me down. In tears at this point. Heart racing. Sick to stomach and uncomfortable. Starting to feel disassociated. 
4:05: Hubby tells me either call off, go inside and explain, or clock in. Feel Frozen in fear. Afraid managers will think I'm faking it to party for new year's. (Did not drink at ALL tonight. Pledged that I'm never drinking again after today)
4:10: Go in. Host says I look really pale. I'm shaking. Heart still racing. Fighting off urge to faint. I'm now anxious about talking to managers even though they're all nice and understanding. 
I go to the kitchen and the manager sees me and immediatly asks if I'm okay. I explain and get told I have to get a doctor's note or else I'll get points. She's nice about it. My fiance came back and picked me up from work. He was very supportive, but I for some reason couldn't stand the driving motion as it was making me sick and panic. I have never felt like this before. When at home I called my sister and she somehow calmed me completely down from the panic attack. We relieve the babysitter and I go upstairs and lay  in bed and fall asleep for a hours. I still feel panic residue but much better. I have work tomorrow and very much do not want to go. If anyone has had a panic attack of this magnitude, I give you all of my kudos. My anxiety has always been a boulder that weighed on me everyday. Never enough to cause me to miss work. In my 23 years, this has been the worst one. ",1.337215961457897,3.9207635112903247,2.7950984499371607,89.36453079178891,86.46774193548387,5.285295349811478,20.955173858399665,6.811869708693815,0.5961082949308758,2467,80,483,32,77,801,298,620,0.211,0.703,0.086,-0.9979,1,0,4,0,2,0,102.0,1,1,0,13,22,40,9,12,31,2,38,25,13,9,7,87,93,39,0,6,15,4,9,1,1,1,7,2,7,2,14,31,6,1,16,3,0,18,11,28,0,4,30,15,55,12,84,58,16,119,0,2,3,0,28,45,0,9,53,293,69,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040585777069363664,0.0489304061544835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0380969164319542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401020719175701,0.05172419251598829,0.0,0.0320140446814922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042802939045948736,0.4166977852915924,0.0,0.035205957768494736,0.07645738335283629,0.02791020530552244,0.0,0.11687938308554408,0.0,0.048048695074115126,0.04049324858711164,0.0,0.05085698527971412,0.0,0.0,0.1402552859209204,0.0523660196027021,0.0,0.04703396591559562,0.0,0.03943985662688833,0.04800486354002168,0.0,0.0,0.036555720407339266,0.0,0.0,0.029527637030847226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04686304585618374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13455606286754873,0.0,0.0,0.038247621678201525,0.0,0.0,0.047308303885442334,0.0,0.030240662829013644,0.04141529362059057,0.0,0.0,0.041148744745762605,0.04478666671935688,0.0,0.051521027999615165,0.11575174937736855,0.0,0.1318827855736039,0.0,0.0,0.07788965829323423,0.0,0.0,0.035373496899141744,0.0,0.14352512151800031,0.04392129231827032,0.18214530950471566,0.0,0.036618570718321385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21702251477678586,0.0,0.0,0.09185248639258348,0.0,0.04508915460238955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045434701213997966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037321011894010436,0.0,0.0,0.04974570448088005,0.046818422657559915,0.03233940874944554,0.022368313859147733,0.04588875314002939,0.0,0.0,0.03844799861094503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664604071638614,0.06112389249823375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046140667092862166,0.0,0.0924599086100054,0.05362301975204435,0.036545273617033316,0.0,0.10097207030133758,0.0,0.10593700146865526,0.08843917531149903,0.04869303137988207,0.04296626605731154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960876358033486,0.0,0.06205041142506874,0.0,0.0,0.4834711260563693,0.0,0.0,0.04370711080120526,0.0,0.039977831015075904,0.0,0.0,0.08656354040744724,0.0,0.0,0.04657996232812536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02933114245766257,0.04707476447567828,0.04520731664384788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282038530103478,0.0,0.0,0.07296968084673401,0.0,0.047763901659721435,0.05172419251598829,0.0,0.03787395304815363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06481393621683157,0.048800882936557134,0.07312816727567803,0.03827843940175752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051956450905761814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0368003729880334,0.040018243216907626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030417622300658368,0.02933727836918552,0.04498368196893733,0.03634829853200258,0.0800930755934674,0.0,0.1735958923208147,0.04374967733730732,0.0,0.031085114583430568,0.0,0.0,0.04766396067945148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07555509517301892,0.02700527045856294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04413525522498881,0.0,0.2666571030062948,0.0,0.13997695233714327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769048307737207
anxiety,rigoletta,2019/01/01,"New levels of anxious So I’ve struggled with depression for a decade and had it mostly under control, but recently, I think I can officially say that I have some serious anxiety. This is new- ive struggled with “surface level” anxiety many times, but never this, which I can only describe as anxiety radiating through my very core, CONSTANTLY. My stomach always hurts and is in knots, I have no appetite, my neck always feels tight, sometimes to the point of my throat feeling constricting, I struggle to get any sleep and still feel wired after only a few hours. Sometimes I have irrational thoughts, like the other night when my foot fell asleep and I honestly believed it would never return to normal. 

The main cause for me is definitely the fact that I’m soon going to be leaving my job to go to grad school and begin a new career path. I can handle the occupation, but not the imaginary bullshit about the future that my mind won’t stop stressing over. 

So I don’t have much else to say except that this is horrible and I joined this sub just now and clearly need to seek help because I literally did not know that anxiety could feel so deep and so bad. Fuck everything. ",8.606314273961331,7.682635628959278,8.370341423282603,70.83548745372276,61.488687782805435,11.475277663512962,37.7379679144385,10.637119530657019,4.009991855203618,938,39,164,19,11,302,142,221,0.213,0.693,0.094,-0.9805,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,10,11,1,4,10,0,19,7,6,2,4,40,33,17,0,4,7,0,5,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,13,10,0,4,7,0,0,3,7,9,0,0,3,7,21,2,22,26,5,30,0,2,0,1,3,8,1,2,20,114,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188729537836976,0.0,0.0,0.07712151525793695,0.0,0.34702807680292697,0.12811906924237784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469117172631704,0.06913263121511078,0.0,0.0,0.12777228915656433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650153714862105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225540551705459,0.1271970225964178,0.09054727867670836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767838022061227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947380606982134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192404406680104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293705234945353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484412187983652,0.05925114241303825,0.0,0.12890507122200176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601517552086016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168430553648924,0.0,0.12140590288667055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254021276491903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06232622150984163,0.0,0.0,0.12008298730784213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055405554205018234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497818970729172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451002767890067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08336813031596753,0.08409079818271906,0.17493490461995015,0.3285912531733674,0.0,0.1064259826652984,0.1111160296671148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17250420550471898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720747572713656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197698890253197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803736227251115,0.0,0.1147752278705282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11349017610288492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22432736566342734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905679941147919,0.0948143951534481,0.12990879470467356,0.355676854694562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266744275616803,0.0,0.09003350173180139,0.06612927657673644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357370312832136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056198400988568,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mraeons12345,2019/01/01,"Happy New Year. May this be a clean slate to love ourselves again. To try and overcome all of out fears. To turn those fears into strengths. To learn from the lessons we learned last year. To understand that we have 365 new chances ahead of us. To reach out to those we love, to not be afraid to ask for help. To understand that our life is special. To understand that we are the only ""me"" on this planet. That our one life has so much power in it. I wish all of you a happy 2019, let's kick anxiety and negativity in the nuts. ",1.3492438402718785,3.5229275607476644,2.3195242141036547,95.7580798640612,81.80373831775701,5.760067969413765,20.942225998300763,6.980632752743323,0.26803551401869186,407,12,93,5,11,128,70,107,0.098,0.659,0.244,0.9601,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,7,1,0,4,2,9,0,3,5,0,8,4,0,0,2,20,16,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,9,9,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,10,6,23,12,3,13,0,0,0,2,12,6,0,1,7,65,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155786338117384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14854980360094558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576127603034793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383034481494722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650714381370464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952449319174833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16248574620589887,0.22447116601706968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868264318342302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680958945632845,0.0,0.0,0.3069327110703684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767457370925873,0.12085040979164775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788249053001796,0.17283728394246778,0.0,0.4962606883262053,0.1911368180223198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18272685486308246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046524409557029
anxiety,SeikoAki,2019/01/01,"Happy New Years. I’m proud of you. I just wanted to say, I’m proud of you all. 

I’m proud of you all for staying strong and not giving up despite how tough the anxiety may get for you to handle. I’m proud of you for hanging onto hope that things will improve one day. I’m proud of you, whoever is reading this, for believing and knowing things will get better one day and staying strong even when you feel weak. If you’re struggling right now, it is okay. Things will pass, and you will eventually get out of this rut and find happiness. Happiness you deserve. 

You are so much more than your anxiety or other mental health disorders. You are so much more than your late nights wondering what you did wrong or what you should’ve done. You are so much more than what people say about you or what others think of you. 

You are beautiful, inside and out. You are worthy of happiness. You are worthy of love. You are worthy of life. You deserve to experience everything beautiful life has to offer, no matter what you’ve been through or have done. 

I love you all. Let’s keep fighting for happiness together this year. ",3.3994883040935666,5.4971166388888895,3.9760916179337262,86.8043859649123,74.74074074074075,7.510331384015593,24.331384015594548,8.371475516178862,1.5214018518518515,878,28,173,16,19,277,106,216,0.07,0.639,0.29,0.9958,0,0,0,0,2,0,26.0,0,24,0,8,9,22,1,1,1,1,21,6,0,1,3,29,39,16,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,5,4,2,0,0,15,8,0,1,5,1,0,2,2,5,0,2,4,3,26,17,28,29,9,18,0,0,0,2,31,5,0,8,9,123,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497836855103246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148679153157765,0.0,0.09536632824621744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390820654638814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358181694878967,0.0,0.0,0.22069379654812554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712202917365542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969100982328502,0.10547782922932904,0.0,0.0,0.0545217768954675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855410426757176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690092092860681,0.10343977147724832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5739319263110364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461759377629548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709890939873264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584371172408856,0.0,0.0,0.05926020993674948,0.0,0.1216362428389332,0.0,0.0,0.1102628516831843,0.1523261668400612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19464045955193168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866665819639552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378010146393236,0.0,0.0,0.10414229182473683,0.0,0.10119057312778962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14613596365443002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475531847584914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785856502243277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208570550026816,0.0,0.17150050958976087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298635542081068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272668532464697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21491115585999201,0.06909271585824045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06360056495316355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693636818653055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789450500344847,0.0,0.13887717704853722
anxiety,oddnickoal84,2019/01/01,"I wish I never had health anxiety Hello, I’ve had health anxiety since I can remember, when I was 12 I thought I was going blind and whenever I was 10 I thought I had Kidney cancer. Now I’m 15 (almost 16) and can’t stop thinking I have a brain tumor.

It all started between 2017 and 2018. I was playing with some friends one night and played music at full settings for around 20 minutes or so, dumb idea and I don’t know why I did it, but it happened. The next day I woke up with a bump behind my ear (pretty sure its an enlarged lymph node, or could just be bone that’s been there the whole time. From time to time It has a little pain, like a small shock or pulse. I wouldn’t be as worried but whenever I look up “bump behind ear” it usually says it “goes away on its own in a few months” and it’s been almost 2 years? I also usually only have my headaches on the left side, but also have some on the right side. I probably just make myself think I have more on the left side, but it’s so annoying thinking’s I’m going to get diagnosed with a Stage 4 brain cancer or some other disease. 
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anxiety,tammyburbon,2019/01/01,"How to prevent thoughts from ruining my ASMR experience? Trying to watch tapping before bed, thoughts keep getting to me. Worries, fears, catastrophic thoughts, even regrets etc. I just want to be at peace and be able to get sleepy watching asmr. Without the distraction. Any advice?",5.234964539007095,8.820525723404256,4.286276595744681,78.28416666666669,79.0,6.5375886524822695,37.62056737588652,7.793537801064563,3.648988652482269,227,14,33,4,6,67,39,47,0.233,0.63,0.138,-0.7633,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,11,9,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,2,3,0,8,4,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,19,3,0,0.2399507982680608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23447714298137126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16317477108576026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20418045611474456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676085681978738,0.1584852392261786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347179236544506,0.0,0.2700113583444224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25072877698217394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21327929457386396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5714823931817451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16291084123994565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415291977293144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313040068662063,0.0,0.0,0.2436816831301403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Attree3,2019/01/01,"Scheduled daily anxiety attacks I am having daily anxiety attacks somewhere between 1pm to 5pm wherever I am be it at the office, mall, or at home, but specially at home. There's no escape, even if I am sleeping, I can feel the stress and will have nightmares, then wake up depressed and breathing heavily. I've been on a therapy for a year and it has helped a lot with my depression but this schedular/daily body-clock anxiety attack, I can't seem to find a solution or at least a remedy. The only thing I can do to lessen (not overcome) it is by eating which is not ideal because I am trying to reduce weight. This morning I made a list of what I will accomplish (clean the toilet, my laptop etc) but I dropped it, ate (which ruined my diet), and waiting for it to pass which will take hours. Any similar situation or advice? Thanks for reading.",6.632222222222223,6.114470361445786,7.597309236947794,73.44521419009372,65.26506024096386,10.510307898259706,35.311914323962505,9.994966539143718,3.5284291834002683,664,28,121,13,9,225,108,166,0.208,0.721,0.071,-0.9721,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,2,2,10,3,1,10,0,18,7,3,1,0,21,25,12,0,2,9,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,12,5,4,1,3,2,0,1,4,7,0,0,3,2,13,3,18,18,3,12,0,3,0,0,1,6,0,6,4,91,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14722162637940686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245286546007433,0.0,0.3457597475682985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5141869748345291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09183995077241107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25952368579974083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15416113579552568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16802391969730487,0.09950843983910662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617740427394537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769903094026822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098313712477433,0.0,0.30224528040104714,0.0,0.1483681575869216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808436803659376,0.0,0.14255660298641207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458248777116135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15069915142117332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13715373184185306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693463327216508,0.1507671848046629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725786665555509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132763529380769,0.0,0.0,0.13870599574674586,0.1722909888229487,0.0,0.10009073398516036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022871513070578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18346132060436315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970190579145467
anxiety,RickyTheRipper,2019/01/01,I feel so lonely... It 10pm on new years..just sitting in my room alone playing some Wiz Khalifa drinking some Budweiser. IDK a song I use to listen to with my ex came on and I just feel really lonely and sad. I was looking forward to being alone tonight.,1.7042307692307688,3.7429286538461604,3.669846153846154,87.27515384615386,79.76923076923076,6.467692307692308,25.784615384615392,7.554174236665415,1.4602261538461538,198,8,40,3,5,67,39,52,0.231,0.735,0.034,-0.8587,0,6,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,10,8,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,1,0,2,3,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,5,6,1,7,5,2,9,0,3,1,0,2,5,0,2,3,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6430734843390133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3550766990404736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30412675370643283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139497665769152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607031914028201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29983843219056155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19888479823307603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268132599455135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LCAirPasta,2019/01/01,"Need some advice Happy new year everyone. We made it another year!


I think I finally got my panic attacks somewhat under control. I haven’t had one in almost a week and I can relax at home for the first time in over a month without freaking out. My problem is now leaving the house. Driving, going out to eat, and most importantly work. I went to work for half the day today and i had extreme anxiety the entire time. I’m already dreading going back on Wednesday. Here’s the advice I need- should I try to keep pushing through, or should I take more time off and build up to working? I don’t want to have another breakdown by pushing myself too hard, but I also feel super guilty if I don’t work and just sit at home. Anyone have any suggestions or personal experiences like this? ",3.0589915966386587,5.2418495816993484,4.405476190476191,82.94250000000002,76.05882352941177,6.7243697478991615,27.922035480859012,7.7094869923839395,1.879446685340804,618,26,113,9,14,204,105,153,0.094,0.787,0.119,0.6970000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,7,8,9,1,2,7,0,11,1,0,2,0,29,24,10,0,7,6,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,8,1,2,2,1,0,6,4,5,0,3,5,2,16,4,21,17,4,33,0,0,0,0,3,11,0,7,16,79,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541465186189412,0.0,0.0,0.13021594409216147,0.0,0.14350200814019207,0.1039926761415103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884314340208064,0.2727158621673245,0.09947999068264904,0.0,0.0,0.0909267599840358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793889637362848,0.0,0.09999247842228014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458505460345002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386482844986239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306304560107438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425847624708615,0.0,0.12720374872314175,0.0,0.0,0.06575196379014786,0.0,0.0,0.14245210085994645,0.0,0.11061167583366664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478090810662936,0.0,0.1040046024733684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13842964549436848,0.11649000083307047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608807811461474,0.0,0.0,0.15004831831224394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155852325737302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769323299235758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06353081360863229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230466788275035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037964229695708,0.0,0.0,0.1928455333477584,0.0,0.12559312243641052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811824501856284,0.0,0.0,0.15257353270173815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354562291504605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443040078179915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777364728627144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332416898268162,0.0,0.0,0.2274815298511977,0.0,0.12326240086428772,0.0,0.0,0.0882883990737311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670076585821993,0.0,0.1043099784235962,0.0,0.0,0.12054807577096367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535360022773812,0.0,0.378681710547946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16748256635290418
anxiety,MPagoada,2019/01/01,"Im grateful for the boss I have, and I'm stressing about the girl who got away. I can get really bad anxiety when it comes from girls I like. But what I'm going through is worse than anything I had before.

There was a girl I really liked earlier this year. She means a lot to me and she helped shaped who I am. I fought my anxiety and asked her out. She said no and never said why. I had a hard time taking it because I didn't know why. I couldn't be able to go to sleep because I couldn't stop thinking about why she didn't want to go on a date. I would only sleep because of mental exhaustion. I eventually burned my self into depression. At that point it was no longer about this girl, but depression taking over my life. Depression telling me I was  worthless, no one  cared about me, and that I  was going to be alone forever. I almost ended my life. My boss was the only person who checked up on me,even though I didn't tell him what I was going through depression. He used to call me in to work but not to work, just to talk. He helped me get out of depression and told me I have to push her away to heal, and I did that and I got better quick. My boss also helped me in learning how to pick up other girls and I went on a bunch of dates. I feel like I owe him a lot for the advice and helping with my depression. 

When I felt better I brought back the girl again. Initially I thought I could just see her as a friend. I told her why I needed space and time. She understood, she is incredibly nice person. I found out she did like me back but she was scared of commitment at the time. We started to talk and hangout again. Two months go by and I started to like her again.

I was scared to be in the same situation again so I told her I can't be her friend. I told her I can't be her friend because it would kill me if I saw her with someone else and that I don't even want to know if she is talking to someone. I told her I couldn't be in a relationship because it would have been long distance and I would start filling In the blank because of my anxiety. She understood and ended the conversation saying ""you every hear stories of people who are perfect for each other but couldn't be together because of timing and situation, I think that's us"" 

The next week was weird because I kept getting stories upon stories of ""the one who got away"". I've been dating for a couple of months and I didn't like any of them. I think I went on 20+ dates this year and about 6 relationships. One of them cheated on me and no one clicked. I got extremely scared that this girl would be the one who got away, and I at least need to try. So I went to talk to her and that I wanted a date. She used to like me, she said she likes spending time with me and talking to me, she said talking to me was different from anybody else. 

She couldn't go on a date because she was talking to someone she meet in college. She didn't tell me that, because I told her I didn't want to know if she had someone because I would get hurt. I did get hurt. That's why she said ""you ever here stories of people who are perfect for each other, but can't be together because of timing and situation"" She said she almost wants me to wait for her because she does want to try something, but they are committed and she doesn't want to put me in that position. And to be honest I would put myself in that position.

I spent all day at work thinking about what could have happened, what I could have done, if I worked harder to be in same college, the fact that she was scared to commit to me but she can't date me because of commitment, and many more things. We were getting busy at work and my family kept harassing me about something too. My chest hasn't gotten this tight since a long time. I went out to give my therapist a call, but the local business got mad and was yelling at me saying I was smoking and I ruined his lunch (I do smoke but never near his business, trying to quit though) I cracked and I started to have a panic attack. 

My boss stopped the man from yelling at me, told me to take a break, and eventually went to find me to talk to me. He took me to lunch and I explained anxiety to him and depression. And he understands what I'm saying more than my friends or family. He made me realize I was over thinking a lot of this. And I guess yeah I need time to heal but he is putting me on the right path again. 

He is an amazing person. He hired me to be a mechanic even though I didn't know anything about cars and didn't have any tools but I told him I desperately need a job with flexible hours. He motivates me to stay in stay college, even when I wanted to drop multiple times. He hasn't fired me even after the countless times of me fucking up. I'm grateful that he is my boss. 

TL;DR My boss is amazing",2.837830157138079,3.9713105737211656,4.033717953861586,89.81969896355736,74.15546639919759,7.243110665329323,25.429742561016386,7.699297019823105,1.124505915078569,3730,121,832,48,75,1220,307,997,0.134,0.759,0.108,-0.9665,3,1,3,0,2,1,89.0,3,2,3,11,37,48,7,6,36,1,88,11,3,12,11,156,189,65,1,31,20,0,5,8,4,7,5,12,0,12,40,51,2,6,22,1,4,21,28,27,0,6,72,20,175,21,129,90,12,120,0,11,3,1,131,45,1,11,58,575,215,18,0.03637336508707913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03554363139358602,0.0,0.0,0.07284534202601739,0.03767183659725673,0.0,0.02908776691880233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04947027111009985,0.0,0.11130209893334887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0598643605102128,0.0,0.03400418631305645,0.041379953816028985,0.13669589534908566,0.05593774511625746,0.030370240531236395,0.3104201205240036,0.0,0.030951054664178194,0.0,0.0,0.06433857113872092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428254507984755,0.0,0.03708506986398393,0.0,0.0,0.03133243330466769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712351688313455,0.04024643663639218,0.0,0.023457811387750202,0.0,0.21929828235761104,0.0,0.0,0.038002424839873185,0.0,0.0,0.031830576903484786,0.037222581046704936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06077055840397767,0.0,0.06443201056083242,0.0,0.0,0.12012132297319772,0.03290179113571394,0.03064612885623672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06857914291500955,0.0,0.01839146628536388,0.02598513928595133,0.034924134588947595,0.0,0.03324459673052152,0.0,0.0,0.03988151739607707,0.11240788655297623,0.03362658991040817,0.11402149201630775,0.03489264616846535,0.14470275122460108,0.0,0.1745466169816425,0.0,0.040069362412857176,0.0,0.03216484662162116,0.0,0.03258339066101691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040995425988791336,0.0,0.09752119960095748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03582043775433172,0.0,0.07787687923509701,0.0,0.03928947599483205,0.0,0.03609495234662092,0.0,0.040241739306467815,0.0,0.0799594008247312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05138316689841034,0.14216151113527312,0.0,0.0,0.06437856699803361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927700028195703,0.0,0.03441735751656915,0.0,0.03687688317290184,0.0,0.0396212577971936,0.0,0.0,0.0366557969010051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0580657459807236,0.0,0.0,0.10788155730733463,0.05610676300397093,0.0,0.03868348641693873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232376676654609,0.05532716639065626,0.0,0.04267630685037172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050433423035209764,0.09527945822382927,0.0,0.0,0.034384586917883965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969583491009008,0.0,0.03868755105611575,0.0,0.0,0.0466034181360525,0.0,0.0,0.07810276350328045,0.0,0.03106265504367524,0.20759639768763485,0.08677667951166011,0.1456643353480384,0.0,0.02898486269894895,0.0,0.037945352521987635,0.0,0.0,0.0300884234720154,0.12265555902639895,0.07279926699268123,0.0,0.1232761368090041,0.056003986971740666,0.0,0.0,0.10298102008526916,0.07753833510521099,0.0,0.060819523808545675,0.04166556681447664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204473147303744,0.23388426446730154,0.09537577292121008,0.0,0.0,0.04223228034296803,0.024164847530713348,0.11653291827844782,0.1072099395611808,0.028876388934834095,0.2120960168912947,0.0,0.0,0.2780504726961657,0.04041214696141263,0.07408538185120687,0.0,0.035531492433416224,0.03786595583126599,0.04375267966543685,0.06282981786104244,0.0,0.0,0.17163162503802304,0.0,0.02917651946529473,0.0,0.0,0.1685923692243674,0.16410652238030726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13240121494040494,0.0,0.03706756648724845,0.18087016468523606,0.0,0.0,0.04684650913692093
anxiety,archietortle,2019/01/01,"New Years ruined. Some people came over to my house today for New Years. I really dislike them, they're honestly really annoying, but whatever. My family invited them. The guests have 2 kids, and one of them is a real asshole. He shot my younger sibling in the eye with a Nerf gun, and got no discipline. A few minutes later after that, a family member asked to borrow some game I had to play with the annoying kid, which I proceeded to decline the offer. They proceeded to rant me, saying ""you're embarrasing everyone."" They took it anyway, and I started crying in my room, alone.

I have had anxiety for about 5 years now. I am extremely sensitive to things, and will cry very easily, as I have an extremely short temper.

I don't know what to do. I'm always upset. Can I just have a bit of motivation? Sorry if I ranted.

TL;DR: Family ranted at me because I wouldn't lend something to an annoying kid. Had anxiety for 5 years.",2.566412166356301,4.973281100558658,5.032467411545625,76.69446151458725,78.77653631284916,9.117442582247053,24.469584109248913,9.586721724236666,2.8013423960273123,723,26,129,23,18,254,113,179,0.242,0.6970000000000001,0.061,-0.9862,0,1,1,1,0,0,32.0,0,0,5,1,4,8,4,1,11,0,14,1,1,1,0,17,21,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,3,5,7,0,1,2,2,1,2,3,6,0,1,6,2,22,2,22,13,4,21,0,1,1,0,14,6,0,3,13,88,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15553797912272846,0.0,0.0,0.1249592125912726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22976983741578075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14039513064862585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154644535255746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16395428112228025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17176236790136304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299245493909377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435004652136813,0.0,0.0,0.424720252413156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011018716835695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17328398136414833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253329768005366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900835748448408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176375516493948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411375456684548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17093419198248794,0.19241433738914027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942669984936127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561351586763988,0.0,0.1681107462300672,0.10629598394219426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977086041538273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14235014303738774,0.0,0.16685206345491932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391167165645076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3868360036708013
anxiety,ljlipth18,2019/01/01,"Happy New Year! I'm so thankful for you guys. Looking back on 2018, I realized this last year was one of my worse years recently. 

Bad Things in 2018:

\- My anxiety has reached its worse in my whole life and I had no idea what it was until recently.

\- I realized that I did not make many long term friends after high school graduation

\- I had physical issues with my body due to anxiety and it made it worse

\- I had my first diagnosis that I had anxiety and potential depression

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However, I am very grateful of many things that happened last year:

\- I just passed my first semester in college with the grades I wanted

\- My physical health has been better than its ever been before due to participating in college athletics

\- I have made many new friends and I got my first girlfriend :)

\- Recently, I have found the lord and I do not feel alone anymore in this world

\- I have began meditation and my mind has been much more clearer because of it

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This year I will like to achieve these goals:

\- Meditate, no matter how long or short, every day this year

\- Show more love to the people around me. Especially my family

\- Posses a optimistic attitude!

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Remember guys, just like everything in life whether it is the good, the bad, or the ugly, things will come and go. Anxiety is no exception. Even though it may seem that you're trapped and there's no light at the end of the tunnel, this is just a phase and it'll pass. This sub reddit, my self, and everyone around you are supporting you and we are here to help you every step of the way. Let's have a kick ass 2019 people!

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anxiety,aimeemartinezj,2019/01/01,"New Year's Celebration is one of my triggers As the title of this post says, today I've had the epiphany that the whole New Year celebration triggers me. 

It's not the people (I've learned to deal with big social gatherings a long time ago. I even enjoy them, if all the people in the room are from my inner circle). It's not the pyrotechnics or fireworks, I love them actually. It's common to believe that what triggers me is how overwhelming all of it can be, especially since I am diagnosed with Social Anxiety. But no, it's not any of it. 

You see, I have a terrible fear of failure. I always feel like I'm not doing enough. Like I'm wasting time. Work hours are never enough. Hobbies and activities to keep me occupied are never enough. I always have too much free time, no matter how exhausted I feel. 

People wait for the new year in hope of new things, new experiences and with the hope that the year to come will be better than the previous one. The new year is perceived as a new opportunity to start over, to do better, to try again, etc. 

But to me is just a gigantic reminder of how everything I'm doing is not enough, how the time is still passing, not stopping. Another year has gone by and I haven't done enough. And don't be confused, I always have that feeling, those thoughts, in the back of my head, every day. But today, it's insanely intensified, it's burning through every other thought or feeling and I can't seem to ignore it. And I know the change of year is just another date on the calendar, my logical thoughts remind me this. But my anxiety is just standing there, tapping annoyingly on her wrist watch, reminding me: ""tik tok"" and it's so loud. 

Social media only makes it worst. Seeing all the people celebrating and expressing how excited they are to what's to come and stuff like that. I already logged out of everything for today after the first 4 or 5 posts lol. 

And that's it. I don't know, I just wanted to vent out. Feel free to coment anything. For those of you who don't have this thoughts especially and don't get triggered by this as I am, Happy New Year, blessings and good vibes. ",4.124511487584127,5.504965633093526,5.276272917150152,81.19312369459273,71.32613908872902,8.450189525798718,28.07991026533612,8.933256019334266,2.199889053918156,1667,61,326,32,31,552,191,417,0.067,0.79,0.14400000000000002,0.9837,0,0,0,0,0,0,57.0,0,2,3,5,16,24,1,3,22,1,35,5,2,10,5,76,64,29,0,4,18,0,5,3,0,1,2,2,1,0,30,19,0,4,15,0,2,4,16,8,0,3,7,10,32,18,47,53,12,56,1,1,3,1,15,11,0,8,41,227,62,2,0.0,0.0,0.06365611914501358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057823411843281124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198411292963748,0.0,0.1628324389383306,0.0,0.0,0.044359367618498284,0.1368009387072669,0.0998031870960758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05367961637422045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05015866991792828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349308331399503,0.0,0.11538316912958048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900582762863301,0.1123815896824607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04206864670536092,0.06725037365852901,0.0,0.06620816764796128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06675403709372547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33700568730023817,0.07274989127032636,0.04308450958539885,0.0,0.10991998754097217,0.0,0.1172509675102095,0.06380850785178152,0.0,0.07340309427904904,0.1649139565416921,0.04660109275075569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05548551875851438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03408054418180617,0.0,0.0,0.0547127305337952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943969191247419,0.0,0.0,0.06694590173773206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129578351227313,0.06423946871297948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0579803763195942,0.0,0.0,0.07169858535533599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560582434876748,0.0,0.0,0.05772744834694985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05887359164640633,0.0,0.04354224884433422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047952345438029766,0.0,0.1006204522485012,0.5040046268797118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840452872800059,0.049611171682297055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808920551657429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494667592560454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05187436873084576,0.0,0.0,0.10396144197171184,0.059383920436980216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05395981901476544,0.0,0.0,0.19948459753261905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04617089036689928,0.0,0.05209362046338396,0.05453609924637101,0.0,0.0,0.07467397405555966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0433366274736678,0.0,0.0,0.2071447475036821,0.15214705676887766,0.0,0.18549429444481752,0.0,0.0,0.044287617794808734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03847497789671276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282816529045091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047488999230312696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.336053387024799
anxiety,tocatta,2019/01/01,"I'm unraveling. In celebration of 2018 and all the progress I made with depression, I decided 2019 would be dedicated to coping with anxiety. For me, anxiety has always been a more subtle and covert emotion than depression, thus making it harder to deconstruct and work through. When I'm depressed, it's very obvious to me, but when I'm anxious, it can be hard to pinpoint because of how long I've lived with it (it feels normal) and how it tends to hide, expressing itself through other emotions. 

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With that in mind, I decided to get to work and start brainstorming the ways I can detect my anxiety and understand what exactly causes it. I've learned that when I want to work on things like anxiety, depression, etc. I have to dig in head-on. This led me to a TED talk by therapist Brene Brown called ""The Power of Vulnerability"" and she discusses her professional and personal findings on shame, fear, guilt, lack of self-confidence, and vulnerability. 

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Long story short, after some soul-searching, I've realized I have a deeply-seated lack of self-confidence and this realization has utterly shaken me to the core. It's as if I've spotlighted anxiety, hiding in the bushes all this time, and by doing so, I've elucidated how much it affects facets of my life. I realize now why I fear relationships (friendly and romantic) and affection, yet deeply long for a partner and feel pain when I see my two closest friends together, dating. I realize how much I place my own self-worth in the hands of others and subsequently, why I struggle to be content in my own company. I realize how much I live off of affirmation from those around me and how truly inferior and lacking I feel to my peers.

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This massive realization has utterly ruined me for the last two days and I just ask for some support, advice, and comforting words please, at least to hold me up until Wednesday, the day of my therapy appointment. I'm experiencing so many emotions at once-- grief, shame, fear. What were once quiet hums have turned into booming, overwhelming thunders and it's so difficult to cope. Every small thought transforms into a giant spiral of negativity and catastrophization. I've had to quit playing Minecraft, a game I find calming and soothing, because simply the \*thought\* of messing up a house and having to start over makes my chest tight. This is hell. 

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anxiety,musicisjustwigglyair,2019/01/01,I hate myself for allowing myself to be thick and fat. I wish I had more control. I’m absolutely disgusted with myself. If I would look at me I would not understand how I have a boyfriend. I have a personality that will make you laugh and I’m basically a dude. But I’m not a bombshell. I want to be a bombshell. I want to want to take pictures of myself. I want to like the pictures of me. I want to not have fat. I want to not be muscly. I hate my body. I don’t see the good. I feel sick constantly and I want to feel refreshed and thin. Maybe one day. Not today though. Probably not ever. ,-0.6844894117647051,1.483905944,2.192847058823532,92.43736470588236,93.56,5.501176470588236,19.352941176470583,7.048011613610866,0.428571764705882,453,15,104,8,17,158,64,125,0.192,0.71,0.098,-0.7389,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,3,6,3,0,7,0,11,4,3,4,1,31,31,8,0,11,8,0,4,1,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,5,2,1,3,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,1,6,24,3,13,24,1,7,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,1,5,73,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759874107825817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712137423566045,0.1777001848290066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217853769754344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14331502842728233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16022067021422876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288915230711526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128467983667241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740414847621252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304688998172856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057576999359398,0.0,0.1591709189576449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736078028053687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13834077915454346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17082151512024266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625350408816294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912464962638335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556632127059673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15017942689683045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16493814923326502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6541503236069884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18219433837073146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22509771308359744,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bunpop,2019/01/02,"How did you find a therapist/counselor that you trust ? I’ ve finally decided to look for help... but I don’t know how to find someone I can trust. How did you find help?

Any recommendations for Stamford, CT area?",1.509999999999998,4.110395121951221,3.1494634146341483,87.08760975609756,85.58536585365854,7.182439024390242,25.27317073170732,8.238735603445708,1.8865278048780487,164,7,34,4,5,54,28,41,0.0,0.755,0.245,0.8931,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,3,0,9,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,5,2,4,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,1,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18141640621347546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922393884225667,0.7314835916033003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576278270611849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14661277182331842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240241297281325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260379133762657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097467773713925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,romeheroadrian,2019/01/02,Why can't I just feel normal I'm getting ready to travel to Dallas to go to a conference and meet up with friends I haven't seen in a long time. I'm not leaving for a few more days but I'm scared I'm gonna have a panic attack and feel nauseous and kill the mood while I'm hanging out with my friends. It's happened before when I hang out with them and I don't know why. Maybe I associate my anxiety with them? I don't want to because they're my friends and I love them so much. I just don't know what to do about my anxiety anymore I'm tired of feeling like this.,1.4235433070866108,2.472116433070866,3.2070944881889787,94.6893818897638,77.58267716535434,6.33984251968504,24.511023622047247,6.742157984588678,0.5832431496062989,445,15,109,4,10,149,73,127,0.206,0.627,0.16699999999999998,-0.7494,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,3,0,5,10,2,2,5,0,7,2,0,0,0,22,25,9,1,2,4,0,3,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,3,11,0,0,5,1,0,4,6,4,0,0,1,4,15,5,17,23,3,13,0,0,1,1,8,4,0,0,6,62,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27375574796259994,0.0,0.17744647908484015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20355411651937333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907160793022964,0.0,0.15225281824913886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539244566923522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714110330710135,0.1278247456123496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4147132716513167,0.0,0.09348143215588377,0.0,0.10168774963010048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15822364051332216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19795507090580594,0.0,0.19666606280734766,0.0,0.0,0.1894567627547331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741418891757645,0.0,0.0,0.15834384912957336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16148766973635406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797551817810352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153117223913746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17530945675862328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20993106893879887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17913610550397835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433316945574267,0.205649076443262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553517035302416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229057076931834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gum-on-post,2019/01/02,"My job is giving me terrible anxiety I recently started as an accountant which I thought would be chill, but it's everything but. It seems like everything is a crisis, and people are demanding payments and updates constantly. The company I work in is in marketing, and the people are so high strung. I'm working non-stop from the moment I sit down at my desk to the second I get up to leave. *Everything* there makes me feel like I'm going to cry or shake, I feel as though I'm always on edge.

I'm getting a certificate to change to a job in my field, but that could take a few months. I envy the people I see opening the little mom-and-pop shops I pass on my way to downtown, or those working at a trendy thrift store for minimum wage. I know that's not all sunshine and roses, but what I would give to go to a job that didn't make me count the hours till I can quit. 

It doesn't help that I'm terrified of putting in two weeks notice when I get hired in my field. I tried to explain in the interview that I am working towards an advanced degree and a cert to work in my field, but my now boss sort of brushed it off seemingly. I'm so afraid of being screamed out of the office or told that I let everyone down. 

/Rant",4.236487154150197,4.499517636363636,5.315214920948616,85.11890933794467,70.26482213438736,9.012747035573122,29.25123517786561,9.017664075816787,2.1365970355731227,954,34,207,17,16,316,142,253,0.146,0.81,0.043,-0.9767,4,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,7,6,7,0,2,18,0,15,0,0,3,1,31,41,20,0,3,9,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,13,7,0,0,7,1,5,6,3,4,0,2,3,6,26,3,36,32,2,39,0,0,2,0,6,20,0,6,13,132,39,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476844383130788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712814957665223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120484129740274,0.0,0.0,0.12307831860173628,0.0,0.0909346230770054,0.0,0.12510656669145964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088300373806862,0.30708016845401137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517586394518692,0.08136547735123248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17851382330712365,0.2185138805917236,0.12945650311744286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07634035428940966,0.12033464453005807,0.0,0.0,0.11216207020244988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390649165279562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259284148170963,0.0,0.0,0.12059667997077353,0.0,0.11646373180407575,0.0,0.11128513770125996,0.11415112118607115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15204947579723666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339058935421713,0.09090863603781557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12966840613404024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23687805717872576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449433812511133,0.0,0.121139664659519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245600561344138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075830471822592,0.20736857220002208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061434427142827,0.0,0.0,0.09521999348359077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563367273112261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189970048134894,0.09041864828998188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088300373806862,0.0,0.0773261515968446,0.0,0.1112573156153769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040329032299503,0.09135842635350802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41457880740833536,0.0,0.0,0.16181322635727394,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SnailBug,2019/01/02,"Snowboarding So, I've been snowboarding before, quite a few times, but I still need lessons. So since I do have experience I signed up for the intermediate course. Now I've given myself too much credit. I just want to be in the beginner course so I don't look like a fool. I'm not ready to evolve.",1.9390000000000043,4.1718869000000005,3.4533333333333367,88.11500000000002,80.0,7.333333333333335,20.0,8.344100000000001,0.927,234,6,51,5,6,77,44,60,0.099,0.763,0.138,0.3035,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,7,3,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,10,4,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,6,2,5,7,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,5,31,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249743841251532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37357793264931183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865802717740489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207053546892473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807452905188827,0.283178901533438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40620467425695256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31591708241308264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049911005932654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222692807119168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252584049570533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Painttribe,2019/01/02,"Anxious about staying home sick I went home around lunch time today because my boss heard someone asking me if I felt okay (I don't).

A virus has been going around at work so alot of people have been out.

She messaged me on FB to tell me she's going to reschedule our meeting and to stay home tomorrow and feel better.

WHY DO I FEEL LIKE EVERYONE AT WORK NOW HATES ME/IM IN TROUBLE????

Anxiety - that's why.",0.505443458980043,2.9608141341463394,1.9953215077605329,94.03449002217295,90.58536585365854,4.445232815964523,20.869179600886927,6.11248444174946,0.2271317073170733,317,11,65,3,11,102,61,82,0.134,0.773,0.093,-0.5514,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,3,5,5,1,0,2,1,6,2,0,1,0,11,15,4,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,5,1,0,3,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,5,4,11,3,12,10,1,16,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,2,5,37,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12553362153791042,0.18538270330438406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921619285835917,0.15340837940114793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003190108224062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14513030602333327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15680154795993362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16594456998167895,0.11723080416249446,0.1575586852734326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18652001387530007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16201164105635046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4938074836283674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17725272954327972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016941956682944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376407634423152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903870682712166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498107621350806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342785741410072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956861779581498,0.0,0.15554460222371674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15211940026442847,0.2961437208436267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389288851408471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MagicalMelancholy,2019/01/02,"Texting Anxiety For some reason, I have anxiety when my friends take a while to respond. I know they have lives too but I just can't help thinking that I'm being ignored sometimes. A year ago, it got bad enough that it ended up destroying some of my friendships. Since then, I've been trying to deal with these feelings, but I don't really know how to do so. I don't want to hurt someone again and end up alone because of it.",3.9562068965517234,4.799499505747129,4.7132758620689685,87.09681034482759,71.183908045977,7.639080459770115,29.44252873563219,7.793537801064563,1.7460666666666669,335,13,70,4,6,108,62,87,0.235,0.67,0.095,-0.9067,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,6,5,1,0,2,0,8,0,0,2,0,15,16,8,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,1,8,1,10,13,3,10,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,2,8,48,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19047075891808515,0.0,0.0,0.22254223428521275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32875245826301136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794088580245339,0.1309837674665416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215232429207341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3806250208342704,0.22201986003095334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864556572280536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660093088386862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17185249264277794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402394208563524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300245524185595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23617568612168954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18973560936528333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13765228528943507,0.2209238497577235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17774405472096216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820600573103137,0.0,0.2125135625824244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16155674461833594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13768108138030288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14588375025178468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673687016611002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837030197450198
anxiety,chea313,2019/01/02,"Long-term anxiety and need to get back to work I’ve been unemployed for 5ish years, recently separated from my ex who was our source of income. I am currently a stay at home mom to a 19 month old boy. Just barely staying afloat with government assistance and child support. Not only so I want to work to feel more independence, I NEED to start working to bring in more money. My ultimate question is what job(s) have all the other anxiety-ridden people taken to that have worked well and been considerate towards the occasional panic attack and mental health day? 
Sub-question, how do you keep your anxiety at ease when at work? Would it be smart to be upfront about my anxiety in an interview or is that shooting myself in the foot? My anxiety is very sporadic and frustrating. Been medicated for years for it, done counselling and therapy, but I’ve never had it fully under control. ",5.211106941838646,7.2376098292682975,6.094634146341464,73.83648217636025,69.60975609756098,9.68030018761726,30.908067542213892,10.035473477838034,3.475877673545966,708,30,119,19,13,233,115,164,0.075,0.862,0.063,-0.2266,6,0,0,1,0,0,19.0,1,2,0,6,7,6,2,1,6,0,16,3,1,3,2,24,26,11,0,4,4,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,8,7,0,2,3,0,1,1,2,3,1,0,7,1,11,3,24,16,3,22,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,2,11,84,19,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4064336207685844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511041087082888,0.0,0.102131857813594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14897107727166328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565915026758952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592293886770082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06715875356564475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939397113762025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14118348984604207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13323121532099574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13180526076594135,0.11805822522687917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175432194705172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380411074857285,0.13385325523425054,0.0,0.0,0.15555942732375475,0.1060171892881674,0.0,0.0,0.1969715412861634,0.10244045285688773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393742619082224,0.0,0.0,0.10101705528700834,0.0,0.15583790494925429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920819954358128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14879094803906387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13114562216896625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401203855275514,0.2831409882400367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507247407185969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15189344097799864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10959199417390623,0.07834180966835616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942285728284502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4834796980298893,0.0,0.0,0.0943528810668338,0.0,0.0,0.17106592338648602
anxiety,IWasOnceATeddy,2019/01/02,First ever therapy appointment in under 12 hours I'm super nervous and anxious. Not sure how to go into my first appointment but i hope it goes well and not overwhelming,2.8818750000000013,5.857643437500003,4.492500000000003,77.1025,83.375,8.200000000000001,26.75,8.841846274778883,3.065100000000001,138,6,22,4,4,46,27,32,0.121,0.64,0.239,0.752,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,3,3,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,10,3,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,2,0,0,2,4,4,3,0,8,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,4,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35247941577034336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822284464823814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5307864640180608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17732092678650496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098936281040069,0.3072643205965241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940631678707511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35680751507999536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805320142626629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kaylynn-,2019/01/02,"My (f19) boyfriend (m21) doesn’t understand what it’s like to have anxiety and it really gets to me: I ordered a blanket cover a couple days ago and today it came in. Well it did not fit the blanket I intended it to fit and I couldn’t seem to find a replacement online. This stressed me out more than the average person due to my anxiety. I started crying. My boyfriends reaction was to text me and say, “You’re kidding me, right?” In response to me going to the bathroom to cry instead of crying in front of his family. He then proceeded to ask why I was crying and when I told him I was crying because I was “stressed and sad” he said that there was no reason for either of those. 

This is his response almost every time that I get stressed out or sad. He questions why it is happening and when told he denies my feelings. This really hurts me because it makes me feel like my feelings are not valid and also causes my anxiety to become worse. Does anyone else’s spouse treat their anxiety this way? If so how did you make them understand? Thanks. ",3.7649818840579705,5.289635096618358,4.846929347826087,83.35561141304348,72.42995169082127,8.073550724637682,27.91334541062802,8.660442795831766,2.1209519323671504,823,31,159,15,16,270,117,207,0.226,0.713,0.061,-0.9871,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,2,0,8,11,0,3,6,0,13,0,0,6,0,32,32,16,0,2,5,1,3,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,15,11,0,0,9,0,0,3,5,6,1,0,11,5,28,5,21,20,2,23,0,3,0,0,19,8,0,5,12,107,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873412458926815,0.0,0.1002374011699004,0.0,0.0,0.08005129993720624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063101313423537,0.0,0.0,0.06999344190253952,0.10256602959448884,0.0,0.0,0.0935815844944623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220421445009978,0.11055447219164106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448968686071485,0.0,0.1028320286771656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076063623505723,0.5497851305986093,0.06455732062599058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875996794799704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362213248834413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434000656815932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943669817324018,0.0,0.15184329426227053,0.07151268038885328,0.0,0.0,0.09149114786278753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459802205012353,0.0,0.056890107654214164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851961003157156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071609490550577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780927665557633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336373351445195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740495055786973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213682261376992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825543513609067,0.1029212280168074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854863119155385,0.09521964762464168,0.07960489620412044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112883565113378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085250433367378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439985058423359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216020388571652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05837011108844128,0.0,0.09488471485376604,0.19130294403155929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20841881716937832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945607667317554,0.0,0.0,0.09000345746597481,0.0,0.1806524437766463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020121926546033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,J1mcdonald,2019/01/02,"Sensory overload or anxiety? Please read Sometimes I will get this weird feeling in my eyes or head (I can't tell which it is) along with a nervous feeling in my upper abdomen. I'm not sure if the weird feeling is causing the other or if it's simultaneous. It kind of feels like you're going to lose control. Usually at night this happens and it's random. I notice it most when I'm watching tv or playing a video game. Do you know what this could be? I looked online and have found either anxiety, sensory overload, or light sensitivity. Does anyone else experience this? I was diagnosed last month with subclinical hyperthyroidism and GAD also. 

Basic information: 21 years old, 150 pounds, 5'10 in height ",4.8027133934767505,7.029546259541987,5.808743927827897,74.6281887578071,71.13740458015265,8.427758501040945,30.99306037473977,9.095868883498916,2.9675740458015274,564,25,96,12,11,186,95,131,0.145,0.773,0.08199999999999999,-0.8101,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,2,2,8,0,1,4,0,9,4,3,2,1,28,21,12,0,3,9,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,12,6,0,1,7,5,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,8,8,4,9,16,2,14,0,1,3,0,4,6,0,9,8,57,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759344916257074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632453658959621,0.0,0.0,0.1203058425994941,0.1762921250483887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17674932850777392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929758944160944,0.13737304327493946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746336347055801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056772412989566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14373105301757938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16830418431976166,0.0,0.0,0.34798756307753625,0.1229171339039002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18865097316275026,0.0,0.0,0.08989237302047867,0.0,0.09778362302065673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15214891541203748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17657951525354978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17917027458401572,0.09455770344247062,0.14024893846575925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840580711724451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444840511460897,0.1924871128114914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373337851954708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16146328565497498,0.0,0.0,0.19588736352004835,0.18054425961675072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18886627094997666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721029712180776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17016818926752658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16216113051311878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15038488630413058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18949582800981726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079868714858772
anxiety,QueenSkunky,2019/01/02,"How did you overcome driving anxiety? I am scared of driving. Not because I think I’m a bad driver— I’ve taken defensive driving courses, I keep the radio off, and I always double and triple check everything. I’m afraid of other people on the road. I’ve seen what they can do and how badly they can hurt people. I’m afraid that someone will look away for a second and plow into me. I’m afraid that someone will get hurt or die, and the mere thought of getting pulled over or getting in an accident of some kind is mortifying and terrible. Nobody seems to understand when I explain, they just brush me off like I’m making up all of my concerns. But I need to drive. 

Any tips/tricks? Words of wisdom? ",3.558757357750167,5.165655143884893,4.6187573577501615,84.45513407455856,73.10071942446044,7.068933943754089,27.02485284499673,7.686295010490155,1.5847784172661863,551,20,106,7,11,180,91,139,0.192,0.738,0.07,-0.9598,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,3,0,4,13,1,4,6,0,8,0,0,3,1,26,27,12,1,1,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,2,5,1,1,5,1,10,0,1,4,3,13,3,17,21,4,15,0,2,2,0,5,9,0,4,2,67,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15933312386885998,0.0,0.0,0.13021821686609958,0.0,0.14648758265644404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799090175355718,0.0,0.31976849764744825,0.11672913756925835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987340226793041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17209681668948618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001332930181679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4099831321531013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702030850055337,0.0,0.1994049947916395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355122820039496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608014584626377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781954088283135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419857189991322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655069507697886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19171261430720746,0.0,0.0,0.1743232296800645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.324493849683644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226975998627532,0.0,0.15201986131256012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19934547103265268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Zackio,2019/01/02,"Has anyone tried Genexa Stress Relief Pills? I’ve seen these online and they have positive reviews in their own website and amazon, but seems to good to be true. Has anyone tried them? ",4.73901960784314,7.183199176470591,3.753529411764706,88.33754901960786,71.94117647058823,5.7098039215686285,20.15686274509804,6.42735559955562,0.232874509803922,148,3,26,1,3,43,29,34,0.045,0.635,0.32,0.8936,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,5,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,3,3,4,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,15,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5425436676750759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254038584115864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35318575127344515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44440880450466735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5268010413549631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,helpmefuckskae,2019/01/02,"Have irrational fear of law enforcement. It has gotten so bad I have thought about leaving the country. I constantly think people are tracking me, not just LE",4.768095238095238,7.908449142857144,4.485714285714288,79.5259523809524,75.42857142857143,8.019047619047619,34.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,3.6655333333333338,128,7,20,3,3,39,26,28,0.305,0.695,0.0,-0.8776,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,7,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474822139711259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4497288780508909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.468303781539511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4406609563412837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28851792392609715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666631263737497,0.0,0.33039025648306186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hrtbrkn90210,2019/01/02,"My anxiety doesn't let me sleep My heart rate speeds up, I feel like I'm going to throw up , I can't sleep and I get so afraid of everything. It must be being left alone with my thoughts but I just can't seem to calm down as much as I want to. It's terrible. It's 4am and I have to get up at 9. Anxiety makes me sleep deprived and is consuming my life. ",-1.171851851851848,0.5838145308641991,1.6138271604938268,99.52222222222224,88.87654320987656,6.0691358024691375,17.641975308641978,7.3871296695380915,-0.0019283950617285934,271,7,73,5,9,94,53,81,0.198,0.7609999999999999,0.041,-0.9089,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,9,5,4,1,1,12,18,7,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,1,12,2,13,13,1,9,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,1,2,44,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21797665316747086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220079137019409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891509706556312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641663985179653,0.15035512481636482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21991692347952527,0.0,0.11961122406060833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494001917785253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286691452349979,0.2152131284917263,0.14865655302928174,0.10282180670464554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048598162258594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547148458971595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915980128865636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6318463076976186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16708446373001326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413679084538876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TakeTheWater,2019/01/02,"New existential anxiety For like the past day or so I’ve had this strange guilt and anxious about how much bad there is in the world. As though I’m just finding out about it all. Like it’s kind of hard to explain but my gut just feels like a brick when I think of the world at large. It seems like adult things scare me too. Like I was just imagining having sex with my boyfriend and I felt the same pit. Is it because it’s not pure and good? 

I’m really into math and science also. I’ve been watching a lot of videos on quantum stuff and just the uncertainty of it all, I feel like humans know nothing. I’m just over whelmed feeling the Earth is an ugly, terrible, place and there’s no way out. I’ve never experienced this before (I have experienced plenty of anxiety though). I’m also going through some health anxiety witch is hell. No one seems to be helping me with it. That along with this is tearing me apart. I would love to go to therapy but I have to go through my mom and I’m only 16... help me please. ",0.98443519866861,3.252853430622012,2.4639608903682166,93.58207405866446,84.07177033492823,5.7400457665903915,21.52714790929894,7.079830092131019,0.5225687955065528,793,26,176,11,23,257,123,209,0.197,0.6659999999999999,0.13699999999999998,-0.9119,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,17,15,1,2,9,0,13,4,1,1,4,43,31,18,0,1,9,1,5,6,0,1,1,0,0,2,13,14,0,0,11,1,0,3,4,6,0,1,4,8,14,9,27,25,6,20,1,0,1,2,7,11,1,5,11,112,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098927934799302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011769758380706,0.1482551082594221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957346161279458,0.07999797208692809,0.0,0.11166899375171888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463395582831039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990649322928116,0.1875047159487474,0.1260035565673648,0.0,0.11994391483129745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237469652513497,0.11007139953121876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755833484879805,0.0,0.0,0.13949376343320666,0.0,0.0,0.17592444501581575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665821181854354,0.0721218220830309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846807420040763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156898074080113,0.1184422448802228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536976453731801,0.0,0.0,0.09647081623733143,0.0,0.1012144147477302,0.12674494150998514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592089981985333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892638063437805,0.0998080528275037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527604837013728,0.0,0.0,0.13710978795515766,0.14405362117563522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407075082108141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138639321275195,0.0,0.0,0.2389378548055276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022954900370644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15007553465313825,0.0,0.08718488714510876,0.08408833795357891,0.2578700726222363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416606541661592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322363744607047,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,i-am-guy,2019/01/02,"I get anxious about being in my own body I don't like the idea that I'm trapped in this thing, and I keep having moments where I freak out cause I realize I am confined to this one singular body and it makes me want to run away, but that doesn't even make sense cause you can't run away from your own body lmao. Hope you enjoyed that run-on sentence, I don't expect this post to make sense I just needed to get that out there.",11.0538768115942,4.644720402173913,9.837391304347829,79.15398550724639,62.3695652173913,13.136231884057972,39.36231884057971,7.793537801064563,2.921923188405797,335,8,81,2,3,105,58,92,0.078,0.746,0.17600000000000002,0.901,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,7,3,3,5,0,19,17,3,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,2,2,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,0,13,3,12,16,2,11,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,2,52,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007261902667169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33386969800592026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5920824515815528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650496346928515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173550082764834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18565942066001104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17647489349499135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20057745879563127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579288614013966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680476591778727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35580544070311976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174639540794786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039958560963948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17016693851770892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804173529622135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479941382543748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,glaxaycat,2019/01/02,"Sending the first text message to an old friend that I still have a crush on... eek! I need support. I'm finally gonna do it tonight. He posted a funny snapchat story and I'm going to respond and ask him how his holidays were and see if it sparks some sort of conversation.

Background is that we met a year ago online, became friends, but I developed feelings. I kept them a secret. Next thing I know he's telling me he's moving across the country and I haven't talked to him since a few weeks after that. **Which was like eight months ago.**

I've been stressing over texting him for months now and I told myself tonight ""if there's a sign for me to message him, I will,"" and I think the story he just posted is exactly that because I always told myself it's easier to contact someone through a story because it's something to talk about/break the ice. 

I'm shaking, I hope I can actually do it!! ",1.5746496074440266,3.8655895414364663,2.9893515556847916,90.59783367257923,81.76243093922652,5.357487641756325,24.995929049142187,6.5966054737557815,0.8890707182320434,701,28,143,7,19,228,112,181,0.04,0.8320000000000001,0.128,0.9303,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,1,1,5,7,0,2,12,0,11,0,0,1,1,23,28,10,0,4,4,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,1,4,1,0,4,1,2,0,2,7,2,23,5,14,19,2,24,0,0,1,0,27,3,0,5,16,89,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.15733053656320709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858291876227694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13415057516414744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15072188065367334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19656027024511688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151926827445713,0.0,0.0,0.17661207904488482,0.0,0.13713632805478335,0.0,0.0,0.2491212097474019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09162683088295538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16013096462200696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860402626085592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876548683451846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573735585142571,0.17135469247697493,0.0,0.119544922024536,0.0,0.0,0.1714626478435433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16917657407005446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088144208160449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847397600561544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336545476652115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13660385083555415,0.12411745663861842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287530149356628,0.0,0.18468057229670945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18295411873937348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591701200498762,0.14091613829680028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710949622517273,0.10330528388055843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081112555935325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293234851806827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382242195375088
anxiety,ducksdontflytogether,2019/01/02,"So this whole anxiety thing is new to me. Hey all, came here hoping to get some advice on how to deal with anxiety that I've been having lately.

A little background: I've never experienced real anxiety/panic attacks until this past year. In February I was in a serious car accident and on top of a broken leg, hand, and orbital bone, experienced some brain swelling and trauma to my frontal lobe. (stay off your phone while driving people and no it was not my fault) 

I've seen a bunch of specialists and they all link the anxiety to the trauma.

There are absolutely no triggers that I've been able to pin point and it seems to come and go as it pleases. I've tried breathing exercises, sleep, working out, running, everything I can think of short of benzos which I refuse to take.

Any tips or tricks to help me get through the episodes that you've had success with personally?

Thanks all ",5.82991978609626,6.668812911764707,6.1937433155080255,78.1827540106952,66.94117647058823,9.475935828877004,31.92513368983957,9.573946990214177,2.899705882352942,705,28,132,14,11,227,114,170,0.161,0.732,0.107,-0.7344,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,1,3,4,9,2,0,7,0,9,7,6,2,4,28,20,13,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,10,12,0,1,3,1,0,6,4,6,0,0,7,4,9,3,24,13,7,24,0,0,1,0,8,10,0,5,7,83,19,2,0.17091516458680955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16701632073645126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622817284975845,0.0,0.3922488992805951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19444067383178454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907978487175368,0.0,0.1954814159679342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14722828042860486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762060298293081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15360752925719226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785922384666716,0.0,0.09713502677619744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456083208549253,0.0,0.0,0.16975732311560734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19279975019448345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713018959407993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318203115150222,0.16507093099774306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631578640520947,0.11849105489831464,0.14923652921198122,0.0,0.1876135258556646,0.16157007519788766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945388753912625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559474671517645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17103859747462766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821728244632773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285069331146016,0.0,0.0,0.1573557203749774,0.0,0.0,0.11354844081759635,0.1095155362153573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604017758838665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908206775287629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442827540898307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006376232011812
anxiety,TheChemiist,2019/01/02,"Has anyone been able to stop using anxiety/depression medication? Hi Guys!

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I was just wondering if anyone has been able to stop using medication for anxiety and depression and be back to their ""Normal"" self or just better self? I have had two instances were I didn't take my second dose, which led to not taking my medication at all. primarily because if I felt fine with the dosage cut in half I thought maybe I would be ok without taking it at all. not at all the case. I ended up having a panic attack at work and my emotions were all over the place. the second time I it happened was not really by choice, I was transitioning between jobs and ran out 3 weeks before my new insurance kicked in. I had the same symptoms and I was out of refills and the pharmacist refused to help me (not sure what protocol is for that but I was about to ball my eyes out in front of her, I take Zoloft and buspar, not like I was asking for a handful of Xanax..) Its coming up on a year that I have been diagnosed and I know many who have been on medication for 10x as long. Has anyone successfully stopped using medication for anxiety or depression? ",4.243397520443157,5.8058390269058275,5.506151411237142,78.9501846478502,71.28699551569507,8.834502769717751,27.467422843576887,9.325443323948027,2.3927100501187017,905,32,172,20,17,302,125,223,0.122,0.821,0.057,-0.909,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,3,4,11,2,1,9,1,26,12,2,4,5,46,41,14,0,4,13,0,2,1,0,1,10,0,0,3,8,13,0,4,4,1,0,4,7,5,0,4,18,3,24,6,35,20,5,30,0,2,1,0,10,16,0,5,11,132,32,3,0.1979137256214556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107219719511683,0.1202434196834222,0.0,0.0,0.1514034583867247,0.0,0.0,0.20757881801677425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925113085334764,0.11257771732375776,0.0,0.07609171925884432,0.0,0.06032318508502611,0.0,0.08420500173459125,0.0,0.0,0.08751930351193038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085242575071991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25569420280790506,0.10043913272729084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131315143246798,0.08764640849730722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501410680667392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798285215842888,0.08750722697346848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663286992208871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819941704522538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054384103855238855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04834532466510875,0.0,0.0,0.08757370959662346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032672699629852,0.09941546939975572,0.0,0.0,0.4984431424591472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557315474184334,0.0,0.0,0.09695671502312972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610455706120328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338885974259776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06339430025184213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20646717920288893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481971049143043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093265672092744,0.10285407036639303,0.2976129820005549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856069548287872,0.05770254249494593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666647597153437,0.0,0.0,0.2564008712809531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937722636081651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539088446565727,0.10731449650108267,0.07204177469675771,0.0,0.0,0.07029611612964355,0.0,0.1202434196834222,0.06372497522191803
anxiety,illegalyeti,2019/01/02,"My first encounter I had my first anxiety attack a few months ago and it was scary. I'm still not sure what the difference between anxiety attack and a panic attack but either way I feel like doom. Well I had another one just last night on new years while laying in bed at home. I've been sick for a week now and haven't been feeling %100 in general, but the feeling hasn't fully gone away. As I sit here at work I feel it and it really has me worried. Is there anything I should know about this new feeling.",4.012857142857143,4.6261430476190455,4.981904761904765,86.06142857142858,70.90476190476191,8.285714285714286,26.42857142857143,8.418075326091056,1.5738571428571428,400,12,85,6,7,131,74,105,0.271,0.677,0.053,-0.9555,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,7,8,3,1,5,0,10,1,0,0,1,18,18,8,0,1,5,0,5,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,5,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,5,1,3,6,5,9,3,10,11,2,22,1,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,14,58,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422871581316062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878183022544182,0.2316787130146399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246094919266158,0.0,0.0,0.5168018143365151,0.1422683373106232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15820641232668434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3828239790874751,0.108177719647146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576032680108212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15189115723533936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321896556321337,0.12343120819934225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07397838013764556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086562093590768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924935232692249,0.0,0.14210167040297958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260918531916427,0.0,0.0,0.17766406819035346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970064359910172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209278310281982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271583429554566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019374941444212,0.12146362997186452,0.0,0.1361488443180444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102388665548404,0.1537789678704621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751243732222628
anxiety,emp919,2019/01/02,"Do I have anxiety? (possible triggers, nothing too descriptive) I've been really stressed out wondering if I have anxiety, or if I just get stressed easily, and I would really hate to assume I have anxiety and appropriate what other people are going through. It would help if some of you could share your thoughts and if my experiences relate to anything you might've experienced.

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I am young, mid teens, and a couple years ago I indirectly went through a traumatic event. My mother was harmed in a large terrorist attack, and unstable for around 10 months. The first day was tough because I spent 5 hours with a hunch that something was wrong (I overhear about a shooting right where my mom was, teacher gets a phone call, his jaw drops, and stares at me for 3 minutes) , but unsure, until my older brother picked me up and told me the news. Anyways I definitely have PTSD, as I start crying uncontrollably during unexpected drills of any kind and will do literally anything to get information during lock downs. 

My family moved to a new town recently, and I went into a new school completely different from my old school. It is very challenging and needs a lot of work and dedication. I made a few close friends pretty quickly and got used to it, but the school is really far ahead of my knowledge, especially in the sciences. One time in chemistry, I got really nervous and shut down: looking down, trying my hardest to not cry, and zoning out for a good 30 minutes, until I could get out of the class and into my world history class, which I love. Is that anxiety or just feeling overwhelmed? Has anyone experienced something similar?",9.931614906832293,8.634053668896325,9.472396082178692,65.18960702341138,59.13377926421405,13.091352126134732,40.755136168179654,12.031772070788634,5.006148399426659,1313,58,220,34,14,424,184,299,0.125,0.748,0.128,0.8415,1,0,2,1,0,0,42.0,0,3,0,4,8,16,2,5,16,0,22,2,1,4,0,53,43,26,0,9,11,3,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,8,23,0,0,6,0,1,4,1,10,0,2,13,5,32,6,37,25,3,46,0,1,2,1,16,22,0,11,19,150,40,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693673200443364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626319724699013,0.1191707111496392,0.06669372027004739,0.0,0.300105533491382,0.0,0.0,0.06857565935219606,0.0,0.16141318106495192,0.08730670155263066,0.0,0.11157339560365903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05978503342902657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014457514244536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282878037189463,0.0,0.0,0.15660830457184044,0.10851707608069784,0.2154594876778874,0.06324965179027442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024665131190904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959352443911126,0.0924554903641808,0.0,0.04958918883068925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342174079090492,0.0,0.0,0.07577177134552687,0.0,0.2049585828058132,0.0,0.055737745379593966,0.08225986395508827,0.15687756149073145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682782464048327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06573697152488261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965831883242017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021290358841189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235750533084404,0.0,0.0,0.08337905410881209,0.08851566339554927,0.09280004184879603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404107347775053,0.0,0.11486314748845645,0.07828177474692216,0.10423719915709688,0.0,0.07272066883704148,0.0,0.18944106625354465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941047005161918,0.0,0.10291222253178256,0.0,0.06645751761271658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06799220082471982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056376072935402,0.0,0.09977657184624016,0.0,0.0,0.11464332160309018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251315002974332,0.0,0.09683629723262058,0.0,0.0,0.08375470681036545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977685377132224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510043974809788,0.0,0.0,0.06941732067129164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246869965060974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785984442020695,0.05718776996171065,0.0,0.0,0.09371396209695797,0.0,0.06658584536272838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470449429550203,0.0,0.08092136623872223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18183126245967016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063571287174782,0.07139907984734684,0.0,0.0,0.13933798909383813,0.10722858284544756,0.1191707111496392,0.06315647571553641
anxiety,noideaedion,2019/01/02,"Does everyone hate me? Probably not. The currently important people in my life are giving me so many reasons to feel liked, accepted, cared for and even loved, but I'm just not buying it. Look, someone that cares for me could give me a thousand hints that I'm important to them, but I'd just subconsciously find an excuse for them and convince myself it's fake.

This is the most fitting real example I can think of:

Before the holiday break, me and someone I like a lot spent our WHOLE last day together, just enjoying each other's presence as a way to say goodbye. At the end of the day we wished each other happy holidays and parted ways. It seriously couldn't have been more genuine and beautiful.

But unless I force it to write it all down, my brain won't accept all the good things that happened during the day. Guess what I've been obsessing over for the past two weeks: They didn't give me a hug when we parted ways. That's it. Now I convinced myself that it's over and we won't talk to each other ever again.

Why do I have to always think like this? It makes me feel so worthless and unwanted sometimes...",4.764742424242424,5.72801205,5.470000000000002,81.96833333333336,69.4090909090909,8.775757575757575,27.84848484848485,9.029198982220553,2.137675757575757,881,29,172,16,15,286,131,220,0.113,0.675,0.212,0.9782,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,4,0,3,0,10,19,1,1,13,0,13,4,1,2,3,43,32,15,0,4,9,0,2,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,20,13,0,0,8,2,2,0,6,5,0,2,4,4,23,14,19,24,11,22,0,1,1,2,15,6,0,3,15,123,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331413901600572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565415754643252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860774464440687,0.0,0.0,0.2531863199197933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913460546707976,0.0,0.0,0.240225930290282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865648435711918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997217814852683,0.0,0.0,0.0820089481266348,0.11231316870878064,0.0,0.11864372945787285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556178763579665,0.0887025669972203,0.0,0.0,0.11348336587054385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573273843648696,0.0,0.1041426146749773,0.0,0.0,0.13678030603761074,0.0,0.10979754355029284,0.13217455987730448,0.0,0.12258594102289873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012099815984507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770048823251349,0.1819803257614276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426623058780228,0.0,0.0,0.10555953154455693,0.1120625804916916,0.0,0.08288022913929549,0.12588249631055368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26891435943483505,0.11852829426153265,0.08607947097090324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338694612653551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14132546538069954,0.0,0.12766095570681546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873995213796223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21040698808897787,0.0,0.12280106710834635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979807309385222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248884038999835,0.15911816176508414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128988624626272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956660801741056,0.09959662498385023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203842039045753,0.13862432895108662,0.14278211913832478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MyWuTangStyle_36,2019/01/02,"Starting a new job tomorrow and am having intense anxiety about it and can't stop crying Don't get me wrong, I'm super excited for the new opportunity and to be employed after getting laid off a few months ago. But I'm absolutely terrified of making mistakes, co-workers not liking me, not understanding even the most basic concepts, being slow (I'm OCD and ADHD, which makes it very difficult for me to get things done in a timely manner) and being terrible/incompetent at my job. I've been letting the tears flow the past hour hoping it would help, but my fear and anxiety is just getting worse. I feel like I should be much stronger handling this. Anyone else struggling with something similar recently? Just the overall fear of failure at a brand new job? How do you manage it?",7.815051020408162,7.62836937414966,8.19257653061225,69.05376275510208,62.74149659863946,10.887414965986398,37.42261904761904,10.411451182825502,4.043286394557824,626,28,105,13,8,207,103,147,0.205,0.659,0.135,-0.9394,4,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,2,5,12,0,3,9,0,15,0,0,3,0,24,28,9,0,4,6,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,2,1,8,6,13,19,3,19,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,16,69,15,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16219029249922973,0.0,0.11962991340577188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064811855496022,0.0,0.0,0.09436402773488826,0.13827786430032032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824228642527726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13810633828823404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127380082318013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913683898142913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30372492844656274,0.06823755884193212,0.09641224052113814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28203472741048874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045783099689486,0.0,0.0,0.13404126842774114,0.1329039887890927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4017675474754376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13800114849954595,0.0,0.13186488682622266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801676965329584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772019741605708,0.0,0.09920782516090364,0.0,0.0,0.3910226062486373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288303011034758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325228111729798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389534192301464,0.0,0.0,0.09552220182769013,0.0,0.0,0.11282884600470056,0.0,0.14108479695451806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896584415673057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869364088863783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049344130860816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135242621405872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982492157509934,0.0,0.13753119028436414,0.0958685194687336,0.14755266024688313,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rstark01,2019/01/02,"ANXIETY ATTACK??? i got diagnosed with anxiety in august FINALLY after struggling with it since elementary school. when i was in second grade we were having a party and i was so nervous that i threw up. there were days i had to miss elementary school because i would hyperventilate so much. i don’t know what am anxiety attack feels like through. usually before answering a question in class i get really sweaty, my face gets red, my heart starts beating out of my chest and i get a little dizzy. is this an anxiety attack??? i really need to know so i can get proper help from my psychiatrist... thanks to anyone who can help!!",2.3969230769230734,5.28224766666667,4.294735042735045,78.16415384615388,85.15384615384616,7.906324786324787,23.18461538461539,8.648137234880735,2.336339487179488,495,18,86,14,15,167,79,117,0.239,0.657,0.104,-0.9367,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,1,5,8,3,2,4,0,12,4,3,0,0,13,25,6,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,6,0,1,7,2,16,2,14,17,1,14,0,1,1,0,5,6,0,1,8,60,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4345100476479999,0.0,0.0,0.09928778275416696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4846271330887058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656020907601683,0.0,0.12082920596979325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915764827571923,0.0,0.0,0.14412422547041867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179807899899053,0.10144286781186312,0.0,0.15555105279832132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967508214352129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356817704295545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682674316405382,0.1903555345828516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560759563171614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937268655428651,0.14231855418321565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438432131958894,0.1052891658270096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15906942393148096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819341560394288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874176071877572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746159723643268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050638840801504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484463625195272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307319950735664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15638991588209736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087077631655647,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jean0_,2019/01/02,Experiences with beta-blockers (propranolol)? Hi! I have social anxiety and was interested in trying propranolol for my physical symptoms. I was just wondering what people’s experiences were with the drug. Is it helpful? are there any bad side effects?,4.397777777777776,7.103682219512192,5.7573983739837455,61.89891598915992,104.85365853658536,9.62710027100271,33.823848238482384,8.515128840125781,5.46449376693767,205,12,25,8,9,68,36,41,0.117,0.741,0.142,0.2805,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,1,0,6,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,3,1,4,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19963511718353166,0.0,0.2245773781376725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451155569312255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3404436495113893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5743282479520588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967712696266284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035218746869812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992538227568345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30512773882181754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19931221392252604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183600760138348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,910sac,2019/01/02,"do i have anxiety????? fuck idk
ok so im 14.
and uh i think i have social anxiety???? idk because i know friends with adhd and anxiety and depression so i dont like to self diagnose myself because it seems disrespectful. i talked to my bff, who has adhd and her about me having some type of anxiety.

oh real quick: i HATE my having picture taken, i already have severe self confidence issues and it always makes me want to cry when my mom says ""lets take a picture of you"" because i hate it, and just like 30 minutes ago, my mom met with her cousin (we are traveling for family in NC and on our way back to texas we decided to stop for her cousin)  and she made the waiter do it, and i almost cried because i just cant. and on my birthday my mom wanted to take pictures but i completely refused and now even thinking about it im sad and upset because she doesn't have birthday pictures for this year (last year technically ig) and i feel really bad :(((

and then when we were going towards NC, we stopped in Alabama and my burger was a crunchy rock and i don't really like that and my step dad said to the waiter ""get her a new burger"" and i just died because i said quietly ""no its ok"" but he doesnt listen and i started panicking and told my mom ""im not hungry so im ok"" and she finally told the girl nevermind but i wanted to cry and got in a really bad mood right after that and when we got to the hotel and my parents were asleep i cried because igfnjdenneeknwbsjdjs idk odkfidkdkfkdkd

backstory on my step dad rq: he got into a 18 wheeler accident and it messed up his head and he turned super mean and irritable after that so 😎😎 

and i always get uncomfortable around him and stuff because he's kind of an asshole and idk and my mom is super insensitive and ive asked like ""mom can you get me therapy or something"" and she said ""no, pay for ur own therapist"" and so i never asked again and idk what to do because i had a bad thing with self harm and i stopped early but i did it again a few weeks ago and stopped because idk but at the beginning when the teachers found out and she did too she would make jokes about it and it hurt my feelings really bad. ive told her once ""i think i have anxiety"" and she just went ""no its just a teenager thing"" but i finally looked up social anxiety and i have literally all of the symptoms but idk because no therapist or diagnoser person thing to tell me??m?jssjjsndiwksk

idk idk idk idk idk idk

god and she never helped me when i got bullied either 
in 4th and 5th grade a boy named anthony bullied me and just this weekend we were at my grandmas house and looked at old pictures and it made me sad because i could wear clothes i wouldn't even think about wearing back then but now i completely hate myself and have voices 
fuck i didnt mean for this to be a pitiful thing

ok
um back to the beginning 
my bff who has adhd, told me it was a bit obvious i have anxiety and i was like kskghk???? it iS???
idkidkdkdidkek

is it social anxiety????? :(

OH AND i also do this thing with my index and middle finger and scratch the flat part of my thumb when stuff like the alabama thing happens and flap my arms when i get mad or nervous not like a bird but like when you shake water off your hands like that but ididkdkskks

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anxiety,lovesicksilence,2019/01/02,"How do I [18 F] stop being so nervous to hang out with him? [18 M] A guy who I thought was cute started snapchatting me, one thing led to another and he wants to hang out Saturday. I have bad social anxiety, and I feel like he’s way out of my league. We’ve only briefly talked in person a few times, never like a whole conversation. How do I stop being nervous?? Im afraid he will think I’m weird and awkward. I don’t want my anxiety to hold me back from a possible connection. Ugh, I’m freaking out. Reddit, what can I do?? ",-0.029139860139860474,2.1372470090909097,2.5136363636363654,92.11199300699305,88.0,5.930069930069928,22.097902097902107,7.321109707123232,0.8643146853146857,401,15,90,7,13,138,73,110,0.229,0.6890000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.928,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,4,11,0,4,4,0,10,0,0,3,1,20,18,6,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,8,0,3,3,0,0,3,2,8,0,1,2,1,12,3,12,13,2,16,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,0,9,52,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218770773414365,0.32374104551464705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16270442571360189,0.17667399835831554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698940237122692,0.15116437589043574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20951351665463813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22856021868745624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20675044176137125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16319604292660522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338306917534244,0.16092845385961646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847576503771241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23854293573417384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156956908503976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14976888769426722,0.0,0.0,0.3538078152016232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17007301981207612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057512085158286,0.13558230855261552,0.0,0.16798375653362885,0.12338345263191886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496098558144038,0.16795522382454767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362396137845497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Marimboo,2019/01/02,"After my anxiety getting worse with each year, I finally contacted a psychiatrist. I’ve had anxiety since I was a young child, and over the past five or so years, it’s gotten so much worse. After my last crippling episode, I decided enough was enough.

I hope it goes well, I guess it can only get better right?",3.724,5.6449834000000045,4.823333333333334,81.855,73.33333333333334,8.8,27.0,9.3871,2.4504,244,9,47,6,5,80,45,60,0.156,0.715,0.128,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,9,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,7,3,4,5,4,10,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,8,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217298279091356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18597706259588095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4345543862246811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303533081399811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21972700338932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316489841083259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20885716104927946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17140763972597553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15458123427226048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15992869759109732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007376628198716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17957941058392907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17394718335914938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18906848921292213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4285900050849674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708290224030878
anxiety,Difficult_Editor,2019/01/02,"Relationship Anxiety? Hello!
My boyfriend travels every week for work. I’ve noticed that my anxiety tends to be worse when he’s out town, but more well managed when he’s physically in the same town as me.
Does anybody have tips or tricks for this?",3.112127659574469,5.822049148936178,3.8930212765957455,83.89400000000002,78.78723404255321,7.164255319148936,28.54893617021277,8.238735603445708,2.2528502127659578,198,9,37,4,5,63,40,47,0.145,0.792,0.063,-0.2646,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,6,2,2,8,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,3,21,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5020877528683872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871777438724749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27649156878446945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736158690974418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523243622176072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632326476362852,0.0,0.2950580414133913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389066482071672,0.0,0.33442623886234263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Layne_Cobain,2019/01/02,Anyone else get anxiety/nervousness even around people they’ve known their whole life This aspect of it all pisses me off the most. Maybe I should post this on the social anxiety sub but I figure enough ppl here have SAD too so what the hell. Whether it’s friends I’ve known my whole life or even family it doesn’t matter I’m still on edge and uncomfortable and I don’t get it. ,1.0153246753246776,3.5706492987013014,1.9714415584415583,94.64287662337664,88.48051948051949,5.6774025974025975,15.492207792207791,7.1686216300943375,-0.0808067532467529,304,6,65,5,10,95,57,77,0.221,0.716,0.063,-0.9348,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,7,4,2,0,3,0,4,3,1,0,1,13,7,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,5,6,5,6,1,1,0,0,3,4,2,2,1,41,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17075996515929354,0.0,0.0,0.1560781244587461,0.2287116206483803,0.0,0.19870995568601432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18646869259829885,0.0,0.0,0.23064225140014655,0.0,0.29486470601888154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104285932978478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17245646735656314,0.0,0.2332427533198009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153287448640468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224250915690914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15475017349876696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21377964620795856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22754104964399546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17826093683332228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4984263661095709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cooldrummer1208,2019/01/02,"Momentary Depresonalization? When I was younger (I am middle aged now), I remember going into depersonalization episodes that lasted a few seconds and then it goes away.  It usually manifests after I have a sudden anxiety moment.  Any of the younger redditors here have the same experience? ",6.819999999999998,10.450868021276598,8.161106382978723,53.29400000000001,70.91489361702128,11.419574468085113,37.05957446808511,10.793553405168565,5.902211914893618,235,13,30,9,5,80,39,47,0.048,0.952,0.0,-0.264,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,0,4,4,2,13,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,9,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694199220235654,0.0,0.3030810438550424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722295900089902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38754572332311865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251615137547474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229442959050087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4488012666566644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4363426734135872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gqhug,2019/01/02,"Has medication actually helped anyone on here? Nervous it won’t work for me. Just curious if medication has actually significantly helped anyone on here with their anxiety/overthinking/intrusive thoughts? I am getting a prescription in the middle of January and I’m very worried it won’t help me. I have been prescribed Citalopram before and that was terrible, so I guess I’m just worried nothing will work. ",5.864668008048291,9.025099169014087,6.979798792756545,63.086478873239486,71.39436619718309,10.817706237424547,38.311871227364186,10.608840637214634,5.534125150905434,335,20,48,12,7,112,51,71,0.149,0.78,0.071,-0.6753,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,2,5,2,0,1,2,0,9,2,0,0,0,8,14,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,6,0,6,8,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,0,34,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.3938604514797726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822101380001137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717191478412203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543352860974713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223083136498202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4057920838311103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4065897745132335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19363503588597572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16020872162266958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16650827822230946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938293902989009,0.4098806689716293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThrowingMercy,2019/01/02,"Dayquil and Anxiety attacks? I took a tylenol extra strength this morning and one recommended dayquil dosage since i have a cold atm, and I’m having a bit of anxiety and attacks of the sort. I had the same thing on mucinex a while ago, does anyone else get worse anxiety when they take cold meds? 

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anxiety,KillaKyrie,2019/01/02,"NEED HELP ASAP, SCARED TO GO TO COLLEGE AND NEED ADVICE So here’s my situation. I recently graduated from high school this past May 2018 and have been planning on going to college at BYU-Idaho, which is about 5 hours (256 miles) away from home. I was planning on rooming with my cousins which I felt would make it a lot easier on me. However, I struggle with parental separation anxiety and started stressing to my parents I didn’t know what I wanted to do. So they told me I could either go up to the university and see if I like it or stay at home and go to community college for a little bit and ease into the college experience without feeling stressed and anxious, I need to decide what I want to do ASAP so please help me! I’m so scared",4.65087837837838,5.520815844594594,5.968486486486487,78.63191891891893,69.60810810810811,8.622702702702702,32.36756756756757,8.841846274778883,2.6667221621621624,587,26,114,10,10,198,94,148,0.112,0.754,0.134,0.5143,3,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,6,6,0,5,4,0,10,0,0,1,0,28,27,13,0,8,4,3,2,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,7,10,0,0,4,0,0,4,2,5,0,0,5,3,17,1,24,19,3,21,0,0,1,0,7,12,0,4,5,78,24,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13167711520133246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308414425292377,0.15223027182128235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660299787684998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14711318906066975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758770671019974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181233223794506,0.0,0.0,0.06813415314722998,0.0,0.12938208937214968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30632838885433183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806415063817125,0.1423718271951557,0.27033247482174744,0.0,0.13270258900981194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405562417946701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583253083959245,0.13505589984584265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456047932780873,0.0,0.0,0.08994733718563858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997484716535005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992500720225091,0.0,0.1286350745008485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14791613028290584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330503535434893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698185119853904,0.13637520347596188,0.10737909873196108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15146576702830894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537744958556564,0.14362663413748467,0.0,0.0,0.30871362470570163,0.14087100015860998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876035273229314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895925919939838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989515298329535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09572324242447863,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ActualMost,2019/01/02,"Those who are facing anxiety right now, what do you need help with? Or advice with?",1.7043749999999989,4.387680687500001,2.2800000000000007,92.965,85.875,5.7,14.25,7.1686216300943375,-0.17427500000000018,65,1,13,1,2,20,15,16,0.091,0.746,0.163,0.3313,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5405102544282161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4231413860523193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37075002146495856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4101373839845053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4723682674669694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kendal_me,2019/01/02,"Anxiety and cyberstalking! Please help! Unknown people found my address. Send it for other people and they come and knock on my flat about 12 hours a lot of different people. they say that I give free tv or fridge, It was on October. I did screenshots, audio and etc. gave it to police... no answer. Now they began again! Please give advice how to stop it and keep calm! Please! I live alone on the 1st floor. Without parents. I am a girl. They play and want my reaction, but I try to ignore it. And I have an anxiety disorder many years. That’s not easy for me to smile on this situation! ",0.35870531400966144,2.780772643478258,2.087753623188405,91.47375603864737,96.47826086956522,5.338164251207728,17.693236714975843,6.937597516519254,0.3894830917874397,454,13,92,8,18,148,80,115,0.154,0.713,0.134,-0.6679999999999999,2,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,4,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,20,12,10,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,9,8,0,3,2,2,1,2,3,1,0,0,5,2,14,4,13,7,2,13,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,2,6,60,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15541735921962596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16472310597828874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24333864624401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13700356016564047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661686293995613,0.18227984856930712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17737770276893491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17438511126604736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051417489472543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066048031367294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15662771707884166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136689110685782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14044003372985586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13521474206690715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16124710881447246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17660113478682365,0.0,0.0,0.3307862386545425,0.0,0.0,0.5237523844459819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647931422846256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787737336721109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296910597920866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798141094619038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380911880741344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533141246390914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242004619753302
anxiety,whompingwillow922,2019/01/02,"Anxiety at new job So I got a fantastic new job with a huge pay increase and lot of opportunity for growth a couple of months ago. I love the climate and the people I work with, they’re all super supportive and positive. It’s in a call center though and I’ve never worked this type of job.  I just can’t kick getting anxiety when I take calls. It honestly is making me rethink the whole decision, even though this is by far the best career opportunity I’ve ever had and I love the people. 

Have any of you been in this position before?what did you do and how did you cope?

 I don’t have any medication currently and I think I should try that before giving up... currently in weekly therapy as well. ",3.0322422062350154,4.952797014388491,4.9721043165467655,80.04626199040769,75.25899280575541,8.662110311750599,25.252398081534768,9.2995712137729,2.242812470023981,551,19,108,14,12,189,89,139,0.031,0.664,0.305,0.9918,5,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,6,9,9,0,0,9,0,12,3,0,2,3,20,21,13,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,3,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,5,0,13,9,14,15,5,20,0,0,0,2,8,8,0,1,10,75,19,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263946931682583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19392797763211034,0.0,0.2181571928756492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133095901670828,0.0,0.14963616590729986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29119435607378114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15776970468635576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941773097739499,0.12897802401815506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449577580343332,0.13678235744096834,0.0,0.0,0.11403977808019257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4244865221617013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212222925541468,0.2573805078133076,0.0,0.0951778701238132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14364131166575686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381151179341938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997181576616416,0.2754226538140788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977036210801388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16180593657531775,0.0,0.0,0.10720761171576547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16306055900257652,0.0,0.0,0.09136393499445997,0.2801818316956273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680715274116744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437461908498298,0.0,0.12820275675396844,0.0,0.0,0.15919319376799004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20760993843985634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Chill_pill_,2019/01/02,Does anyone have shortness of breath Shortness of breath but cardiologist doesn't find anything wrong?,12.180625,14.321680812500002,8.350000000000005,63.69500000000001,53.375,8.9,41.0,8.841846274778883,4.00395,87,4,11,1,1,24,12,16,0.0,0.8079999999999999,0.192,0.5157,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35125426275514976,0.0,0.4133906144652879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4396091976183845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4591380966221613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5492400243680781,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sugarbumb,2019/01/02,"Trying to maintain. Any advice? I've been putting money away for the past year for a trip I've been planning with friends for later this year. Nothing much, but if I have money left over from going out or whatever I would tuck it away. Last time I counted its added up to a few hundred. 

I got a little more from xmas but for the life of me I can't find my stash. I thought that I had it tucked away, but maybe I moved it? 

My husband is horrible with money so this was a way I could save . Maybe he was snooping and found it? I'm scared to ask him as I know he will freak out.  Maybe I just forgot where I moved it? Its driving me crazy. Money is touchy for us and I would feel horrible if I lost it. 

This on top of no sleep and a rough day at work, this is giving me an anxiety attack. I'm trying so hard to not let my husband know. I feel so guilty. He spends like crazy without a second thought and freaks out if I bring up money concerns. I scrimp and save, I work hard and barely spend. I wear out my clothes and shoes until there's holes, and then I try to mend them myself. I cut & dye my own hair and do my own nails to save money. I bring a lunch to work and make my own coffee 99% of the time. But yet I worry so much about money. 

I don't know why I feel so guilty. I just hope I can find the money and he didn't take it.

Am I being ridiculous and overreacting? Or do I have a valid reason to be concerned?",0.012966205211728976,1.8957607394136853,1.8349501221498377,98.99441215390884,84.92833876221499,4.488965798045603,17.08560667752443,5.3872612403679225,-0.7960715798045603,1085,23,264,5,32,356,157,307,0.191,0.7240000000000001,0.085,-0.9876,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,1,0,1,6,11,13,3,1,13,0,24,6,4,2,0,52,46,29,0,7,13,2,7,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,14,18,1,1,12,0,10,8,6,7,0,1,12,7,43,6,36,27,7,36,0,1,0,0,12,16,0,6,12,172,57,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897220924033413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082761112363252,0.0,0.07583474905660123,0.0,0.08530948540082177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042524683232667,0.12686562427072065,0.3143190452037653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903650470611882,0.0,0.0,0.07191863719719682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691576212423991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038473284236599,0.0,0.0,0.12227161064053756,0.08615703610918261,0.0,0.0,0.10697637214145468,0.06337715030331803,0.0,0.08918958531695577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19979298263331746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076061580726472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18385894073931155,0.0909004777941959,0.0,0.0,0.1211625322047224,0.11403273312173533,0.07876709547037171,0.05448111704531195,0.11176839464200117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173295946952672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443784011684597,0.0,0.3360986317912777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23704786023134802,0.1639542797022204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700267311219444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645470348222352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210444746296233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465708901572255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164703638909172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159660175719928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384620342760125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17706260017539166,0.13005182996518672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271362665041765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13414009701292562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885162626943067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10062590452002876,0.0,0.0,0.10749750834500084,0.0,0.2435550730041139,0.11324997833244732,0.0,0.15843562773522793,0.0,0.0,0.14362538085427545
anxiety,laulish,2019/01/02,"feeling like a stranger Hi everyone. F/27.

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I recently realized why I feel like shit most of the time. I feel bad because I believe that there is something inherently wrong with me (that I am not normal). That I am not like everyone else and that something is simply wrong with my personality and the way I am wired. And I struggle everyday because I want to feel better so I try to reframe my thoughts, but then, there is a part of me that thinks: why change the unchangeable? 

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I constantly feel like I am fake and unauthentic. I am constantly repeating that I am a crazy and bad person. It's exhausting.

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I don't filter anything I say because I am looking for reassurance by others ... but it never works. And saying things without a filter cause me anxiety.

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Anyone else feel this way?

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Thanks! ",3.996396103896103,6.859086220779227,4.637775974025974,78.95523538961041,76.40259740259741,7.746103896103896,31.70292207792208,8.660442795831766,3.1043649350649347,674,34,112,15,16,215,83,154,0.175,0.701,0.124,-0.8834,1,0,2,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,0,2,3,15,1,1,7,0,11,2,1,1,1,27,22,10,0,2,5,0,6,4,0,0,1,2,0,2,11,8,0,0,9,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,1,9,22,7,9,21,2,10,0,0,1,0,6,0,1,1,12,77,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40944774629098996,0.4591822979944866,0.0,0.0,0.05781754056011245,0.0,0.0,0.05284642265546106,0.07743936578501401,0.062194875479879334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12621020667627392,0.13821632230328804,0.0,0.0,0.08515137540255377,0.0,0.06684326678547664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764020031417851,0.07995230120180184,0.0,0.0,0.16334756820620533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627270317648598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14443747815120647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292893359110648,0.16198043260894945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769584787565554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346711904307477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058290994990512913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405113282295529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184442636137412,0.0,0.0,0.13198490698007154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746249024841646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020651866512715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758050571471133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636843579043901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901132443249663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958276310142895,0.0,0.0,0.05021116638860906,0.048427814344720564,0.0,0.0600010890888639,0.044070579716898636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05131301339499595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04457830776388276,0.11998179533054243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363961413821569,0.0,0.0,0.07285522260093534,0.0,0.055022233638983904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16526700766210498,0.4591822979944866,0.0
anxiety,ANGERTURNEDINWARDS,2019/01/02,"'get out of bed' snapchat buds (for depression/anxiety) we'd snap when we 

0. logoff to sleep

1. wake up

2. shower

3. brush

4. clean

5. go outside 

also when we

6. do nothing

so we'd snap at least 3 times on our worst days. i thought this would be useful to get out of depression slowly

i won't show myself and i don't need to see you. i don't like how i look rn

though i'm open to most, just adding some stuff about me to try to find compatible friends: i have conservative values but i am not conservative, more like pragmatist. straight edge. likes intelligence. stubborn. lazy. hardworking when i somehow manage to commit to a purpose. severely depressed but stable.

**if you want to be buddies, message me about yourself like i did ^ and tell me if you want to snap like i wrote in this post. that's all.**

ages 18-30 

preferably people around PST but open to everywhere",0.4616184971098285,2.9331678323699464,2.1145803468208086,92.22738497109829,93.21965317919071,5.31135260115607,21.37086705202312,6.918507183188421,0.7215037687861271,677,25,141,11,25,220,119,173,0.159,0.6970000000000001,0.14400000000000002,-0.71,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,5,3,0,0,12,10,1,0,1,0,12,2,2,2,2,34,24,14,0,7,7,0,0,5,2,2,0,0,3,0,4,9,0,3,3,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,3,3,22,6,23,15,6,18,0,2,2,0,13,10,0,5,11,83,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15163365694262249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450536262698106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16879600333299222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228486753638065,0.0,0.3266272490616333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733030861359532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649473569765045,0.0,0.19813020656587252,0.0,0.10776158631071237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4631773098572906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15922738457759547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14059583103131004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18193903857890875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145396118427832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815970908416051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15109722032943204,0.0,0.0,0.2142090145458008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897501982131725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21706182016631373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16573034834131464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18629406698285814,0.1505317498489726,0.11056501777522992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873495820938552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637649784856884,0.0,0.0,0.22367762901986266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346958209005163,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pmsucks,2019/01/02,"I think I’m finally winning the battle with anxiety and depression So, on December 31st I started using this lotion-type stuff that is supposed to help calm your anxiety and make you feel more positive. I dont know if it actually worked or if my brain just tricked itself into thinking it worked, but I’ve used it every day since then and I have to say I think it really was the final push that kicked me into a battle with my depression, and I think I’m winning. Every day I’ve used it I’ve been extremely positive, and it’s completely shocking to me considering just last month I was cutting myself and wanting to kill myself. I’m sure this confidence and positivity won’t last forever, but even if I do fall back into depression I know this success will show me how easily I can get out of it and get back on my feet. I guess I made this post just to show other depressed people that it’s not impossible, and you will feel better eventually. ",6.910212765957446,6.269911723404256,8.061148936170213,70.75300000000001,64.74468085106382,11.775319148936171,34.22553191489361,11.20814326018867,3.857668510638298,756,29,142,20,10,260,105,188,0.174,0.633,0.193,0.7513,0,0,0,0,0,2,12.0,0,3,0,6,9,16,5,0,3,0,11,2,2,6,1,42,32,18,1,4,10,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,18,15,0,0,8,2,0,2,3,10,0,0,4,3,23,6,14,25,1,20,0,4,0,0,5,6,0,5,11,95,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.1218023965721094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909677739879765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919515762798936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103895957908772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13933591853836427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086718569341646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609919692900324,0.0,0.4300153004178869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628340500046766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243978101587865,0.0,0.21032570149566826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262214247727371,0.0,0.0,0.27345962152245634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042240128931334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13749887950779902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366152382977188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13809039452818506,0.0,0.13719120242337246,0.20348337370974068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810390306158453,0.08331563929144299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962692852297714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653168829633105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953921143690605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996031617518988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925868112833662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103249072718731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834539670483478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288444101988848,0.0,0.0,0.11763758885580078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.319908173710677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.323402808356157,0.0,0.0,0.07361970190489771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18173504746295074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HelloiamFinntheDog,2019/01/02,Fetzima? Anyone have experience with fetzima? I’m on Effexor but the fatigue and weight gain is too much. Wondering if fetzima users have increased energy and what the effect is on weight. ,4.532272727272726,7.873986393939397,7.294166666666667,57.46125000000001,79.0,11.784848484848485,32.49242424242424,10.686352973137794,5.573187878787879,153,8,22,7,4,55,25,33,0.061,0.687,0.252,0.8299,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,1,0,7,6,4,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,6,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,16,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318707105302463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243800131416126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437728598745935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8076277744627828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3596188974140544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,veryverytiredbruh,2019/01/02,"Does anyone else feel better when they delete their social media accounts? I remember deleting my FB account a while back and feeling much better after doing that. and i'm kinda considering doing that again with other social media very soon. i mean, social media is just trash, honestly. i see all of these people living their lives, having great experiences, and getting a lot of attention, but meanwhile i'm here rotting in my home just waiting for someone to check on me, or for a chance to get away from my current life... as pathetic as it may seem, they just make me hate my current circumstances a lot more than i already do, and i don't think i need that 100%

What about you guys?",7.601483516483519,7.256179346153848,7.537472527472527,74.10038461538464,63.23076923076921,9.582417582417582,33.18681318681319,8.841846274778883,2.80321978021978,545,19,94,7,7,175,93,130,0.077,0.8340000000000001,0.08800000000000001,-0.644,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,4,2,9,5,1,0,4,0,7,1,0,1,1,25,21,10,0,1,5,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,7,5,0,1,7,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,17,4,16,20,5,11,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,6,8,71,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17515954634617412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098583382869344,0.16263489846510568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14912954358938707,0.12205151262667725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807628341614265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13890334874156332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325963097182054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526577787058704,0.0,0.0,0.1605146060060836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658569485728322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749974323763977,0.0,0.15716500341819145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15671036862146334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15921644535926266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211380134229453,0.0,0.0,0.2803182659133587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698885852948904,0.0,0.0,0.10595171967904693,0.0,0.0,0.1729005856874823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11668284474617928,0.1176942977100353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100415391359682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17980711328519222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648512478759572,0.1444993921667979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4854075459819471,0.134489144468028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170605852720947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096666355675454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FullOfSoManyBees,2019/01/02,"Not Sure Where This Belongs Long story short, I have a diagnosis of bipolar II with an anxiety disorder. I missed my meds for a weekend back in October and I've been a wreck since. I'm so anxious I start dripping sweat any time I need to make a social interaction unless I happen to be very close to the other person and even then it's hard to breath and my heart hurts. 

I've been back on my meds ever since that weekend but I don't feel like they work anymore; I'm also terrified of how I'll feel if I don't take them. On top of that, my insurance expired and this next month is the last month I'll have a refill. 

I just don't know what to do anymore.",4.612428571428573,4.095947242857143,5.900714285714287,83.92678571428574,69.42857142857143,9.0,28.92857142857143,8.472884824447931,1.8147142857142853,514,16,115,7,8,174,90,140,0.165,0.818,0.017,-0.9355,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,2,9,4,0,0,8,0,10,4,3,2,2,19,21,11,0,2,5,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,3,14,2,14,18,0,20,0,2,0,0,5,7,0,1,14,70,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122031015170166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115847829858668,0.0,0.12552610160260094,0.18537159818434312,0.3254604139405395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25234554044083235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18805791143157385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837791227065248,0.14842608060724438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16593462927881436,0.11722378159712285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14510158725669633,0.0,0.14698971702667726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19444387843136804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17565852125056844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017792088555994,0.1337528008486767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016461711756083,0.0,0.0,0.1452118265418208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952934292926078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645273200630105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619453469236681,0.0,0.0,0.12166842722091555,0.0,0.0,0.17450838008808006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14327443439387685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27146891481872243,0.0,0.0,0.1672660268449354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116141619198969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15465005034753102,0.0,0.12337299892262672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568044599678804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538895497366527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945728620172402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sososofat,2019/01/02,"Traveling Whenever I go to New York City, I get a panic attack. The last time I was there was about 5 years ago. The night I arrive, the excitement and claustrophobia gets to be too much and I panic. I plan my way home then I usually snap out of it for the rest of the trip and enjoy myself. 
I’m going to NYC tomorrow and am dreading it. I’m excited for the activities planned but I hate the anxiety about anxiety. To top it off, I’m getting a cold. 
Does anyone else get this way? I went to London a couple of weeks ago and loved it. Only panicked before I got on the plane. What helps you? ",0.4626132404181149,2.6778137804878064,3.186022067363531,87.86871951219514,85.99186991869921,6.766318234610917,20.167828106852497,7.957251820313856,1.0380364692218356,457,14,98,10,14,160,79,123,0.16899999999999998,0.703,0.129,-0.6381,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,3,4,9,2,3,11,0,4,1,0,0,0,7,17,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,5,0,0,4,1,13,4,15,12,2,22,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,11,60,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939869525251779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537106847499589,0.0,0.0,0.11594839514630413,0.169906868483029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18864938789471056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14110449574332729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834817329703643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451141989156083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385251503167375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34654597523798925,0.0,0.18848384942667815,0.0,0.13262505720795126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16371743237511088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111487140202662,0.0,0.1663355644901502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351691570808709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496631488924317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190013916827573,0.0,0.0,0.16015440328536748,0.0,0.15561512593422744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261170580318899,0.0,0.3891188086251985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669364045048767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18263233663392156,0.0,0.0,0.2632476507643249,0.13301446788695714,0.0,0.0,0.1537210379658567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678558648198357
anxiety,burrole,2019/01/02,"Really don't feel like myself Hi! Never posted here but feel quite bad atm so it's worth a shot.
I'm not really sure if it's anxiety causing it but I don't feel like me. I used to work so hard for everything and feel genuine emotion towards things, but around 6 months ago I just stopped. My grades have just gone straight down and all my emotions feel dull. It's like I'm watching this new me control my life and I have no input, even though all i want is to have some control. I started a new job recently in addition to school and it's as if everything is so fast and the new me is on autopilot while the old me (or just how i feel) is left behind. Does anyone else have this issue or know how to get back to how i was? Thankyou:)",1.0399999999999991,2.9137188974358987,2.7621538461538457,93.78284615384615,81.1794871794872,6.211282051282053,21.93846153846154,7.3011,0.6067646153846153,572,18,131,8,15,189,92,156,0.182,0.777,0.041,-0.9703,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,4,14,6,0,0,4,0,11,1,0,7,4,39,25,21,0,3,11,0,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,7,0,3,7,0,2,1,5,2,0,0,2,8,16,4,13,23,3,22,0,1,1,0,1,7,0,5,16,84,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131908421166738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976836754630678,0.0,0.0,0.08928489088346883,0.13083506842606507,0.0,0.11367253913647678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818690918568272,0.10661709880476346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117438163065026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864338307066268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174372357179682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666989323172414,0.2872715821728925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433905518015299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22952183775398405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3873880635408895,0.18244571753433034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671355723851823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438653500049906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13327678818616087,0.12671414626218774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07017592871327344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873722738521638,0.0,0.09019230809968233,0.1871509034891588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192216571402757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848358442629508,0.3699758432308984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339907869078508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229319419986505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13581566630076014,0.0,0.0,0.1636049352635448,0.0,0.12607998688818736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292306514653718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903807263409208,0.0,0.0,0.10675584166817913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034776142671427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848325825452138,0.0,0.1254562857049785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028448872320053,0.0,0.0,0.07531577625257968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296095894040124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PrestigiousEstimate3,2019/01/02,"Fear of applying for a job This probably won't get seen seeing as it's the middle of the night but I graduated 6 months ago and I haven't got a job yet I applied for a few here and there and didn't get them but nowhere near the amount of jobs I should've applied for, in fact I haven't applied in months when I have applied I got rejected before the interview stage and if I'm being honest I was relieved. There's too many thoughts that fly in my head, the main one is I don't know enough to make it in this job because grad roles seem to have a large list of requirements, I say this as someone who graduated with a first (if you're not from the UK that's basically an A) I did really well at university but then and now I feel like I know jack, I worry my lack of knowledge means I even if I get in the room the interviewer asks me a question I can't answer, or they ask me what I've done since graduation and I have no answer because I have no good answers and I look stupid or I get the job and get fired for not being a good enough employee.

My head just gets filled with negative thoughts not just with jobs but every aspect of life. I see a lot of people struggle but build on success, that doesn't happen with me I've interviewed for a single job (in retail) and it got offered to me and the interview went well and I couldn't take it because of the hours but since then I'm too afraid to apply for even a retail job. I get great grades at university yet I still feel incompetent. I have a good amount of friends yet I feel like I burden so I don't ask to hang out. 

I really need a job, I'm saying here right now I'll apply for one. Just fucking one when I wake up. Maybe the fear of public shame will convince me to get it done. I wonder if anyone else has overcome this and has any tips for me? 

TL;DR: Too scared to apply for jobs because I feel incompetent despite doing well at uni, need advice to grow up and get over it.",2.372766990291261,3.5795375266990312,3.980764563106799,89.45425364077671,75.43203883495144,7.0917475728155335,23.06917475728155,7.6454224807358475,0.800976699029126,1519,42,345,20,32,508,185,412,0.142,0.736,0.122,-0.8549,11,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,2,3,24,24,2,6,26,0,25,5,3,1,1,60,65,32,0,8,18,0,5,2,1,2,1,2,1,0,15,18,0,1,16,0,2,4,15,10,3,4,12,11,44,14,49,48,9,39,0,1,4,1,17,18,1,10,18,227,59,21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423594588685674,0.058270532799128985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044702377520856616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04596377291131958,0.06735376293197723,0.0,0.0,0.18436138793006832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16028694297574714,0.0,0.0559360480231648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454042865843738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054913554807126515,0.0,0.0,0.13584463683011358,0.0,0.08683532323325154,0.0,0.055384973275580916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794137102589125,0.13295132621702474,0.09392287369579318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05591456189851899,0.0,0.0,0.050787065324843984,0.06077138787327984,0.3090966554596292,0.0,0.0,0.16540739420947204,0.15772399447612398,0.07247359383025362,0.0,0.0,0.05812966390987125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492712514261854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06473620198655305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6523231630588574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225299643201033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04643091039056337,0.06423006582641319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05520124353639893,0.0,0.0,0.055885950566443056,0.0,0.0,0.04387894035565165,0.06664545458903005,0.0660401206108615,0.07160520385908017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493885881820184,0.0,0.0,0.09748404433760677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06168829073470121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13363217838472471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04557270185909161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087396074199205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363877685559622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842236577456246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05613773692374287,0.0,0.10455097712869016,0.06581267864452107,0.0,0.1047653263815716,0.059843108063952814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875412928786928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0556974550905968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05249643566630372,0.0,0.0,0.0687209917181136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049424896712108375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437324968211074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773122610241109,0.060937444384974664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128731911658395,0.0,0.06675756626909035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,toomanyhorses,2019/01/02,"Feeling shitty and lonely after moving to a window cubicle I'm only two weeks into this new job. I've talked to a handful of people around my desk and had just started to get comfortable at this job. My boss asked me if i wanted to move to a window cubicle and I said okay without thinking!

I don't do well with change. Earlier i was in the middle of people, but now i just face a window. I feel cut off from the rest of the office. I feel like I'm going to wither away here, like I'll never make friends now. I'm near old people now who never talk to anybody.",1.8559663865546203,3.3546744705882365,4.123268907563027,86.69599579831936,77.40336134453781,6.104537815126051,21.1436974789916,6.742157984588678,0.4908984873949578,438,11,90,4,10,152,76,119,0.102,0.799,0.099,-0.0976,2,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,8,8,1,0,7,1,4,2,2,2,2,20,18,5,0,2,5,0,4,2,1,0,0,1,3,0,3,6,0,0,4,0,0,3,4,2,1,1,3,5,10,6,21,15,1,21,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,1,12,61,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062108395471788,0.15817623127803526,0.0,0.15896602670060767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17898785118312446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566530601185636,0.12087427599784695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13072108017220593,0.0,0.08839837996120069,0.0,0.09615847898234507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358035671129451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165322086059841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294022293697477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35965898713929056,0.0,0.0,0.26099010984922205,0.16341138902977295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17754365053617324,0.0,0.0,0.1286818420884626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518994122981245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609449667501581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975841371626238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719880661757539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841452086761798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16528075434770287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979669623139692,0.0,0.1357195213654779,0.0,0.1521283036707215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309974253143494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,summeralq,2019/01/02,Anxiety is clashing with my schooling I’m unable to focus and my grades have dropped tremendously. I’m getting into trouble more and more often and it’s because of my anxiety. ,3.247727272727275,6.270390666666671,4.791136363636369,75.40670454545456,81.72727272727273,6.936363636363637,35.52272727272727,8.07648339933343,3.719854545454546,144,9,21,3,4,48,25,33,0.184,0.816,0.0,-0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,5,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,16,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7640714565897289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044264931935601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26091322123105953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5054142958539594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Namizou,2019/01/02,"Sudden distress and anxiety over touching any part of my body with my fingers (including one another) I don't know if this belongs here, but coming to a subreddit like this seemed fitting.

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I've been feeling fearful, or nervous regarding just regular and completely harmless situations and things. I can't recall any example right now, but really common daily events like someone giving a newspaper to another (just an exemple), might make me feel that way.  


I started feeling fearful again (I'm always somewhat anxious or stressed, but it peaks several times) some time ago, and then I started feeling nervous/scared for some reason about my fingers touching one another (typing right now with hands as spread out as possible) or other parts of my body and it produces a big discomfort when they do.

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This probably sounds crazy or fake, but I actually feel it. I also feel like I'm choosing to have this reaction somehow (?), and that I could snap out of it, but instead their touching is causing me distress and making me cry.

  
I've been through some really stressful times, specially since October, and I think it's related to that. But I just wanted to know if anything like this has happened to someone here (I'm sorry if it's a really common thing, I felt like I could ask for help here and didn't read through other posts - feel free to ask me to remove my post if this is so), and what it might be so I can make sense of it.

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Sorry for the possible inconvenience. And for my poor English (not my native language).  


Thank you.",6.1276480836236935,7.582573498257843,6.411378048780488,74.65511585365856,66.63066202090593,9.503066202090592,36.30121951219513,9.766711354998122,3.8560621602787455,1242,63,205,27,20,399,153,287,0.168,0.7120000000000001,0.12,-0.9491,0,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,0,1,2,1,16,18,0,8,6,0,16,5,5,6,0,63,43,32,0,7,18,0,14,5,0,2,0,1,0,0,22,16,0,0,14,1,2,2,4,9,0,2,4,15,26,10,26,34,6,27,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,16,20,146,48,3,0.0,0.0,0.07768257352303938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07056464487940023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365974283682176,0.06623737607454376,0.2587545426863219,0.2901847832929013,0.10826766955771792,0.25041698555967945,0.06089727526243551,0.08993050127699999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550777524120521,0.0,0.14883904715733182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17684545498619325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177581758337535,0.0,0.06857228511885853,0.08346387312965177,0.0,0.0,0.12711553727040587,0.0,0.08744187803788313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791545367433066,0.2817532236732404,0.05686951800529508,0.07643286722343197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636395355412788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039405500030482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05335726273750456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749717549817206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19445385033827486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15940999825183808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16889572988445528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788422849086787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17240797559151794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17948437518907334,0.15247833938696018,0.0,0.08582718624172213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962610833493154,0.0,0.15299017051427194,0.08184675218440328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13596372918067165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246900733805413,0.0,0.08993050127699999,0.0,0.06584971977879002,0.08947886771924428,0.0,0.0,0.1348973812442317,0.0,0.0,0.17822158909779906,0.11268904337005288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18237352327280054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328918935427506,0.0,0.0,0.10577147319630396,0.05100739173508066,0.0,0.0,0.1392541881579058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04695283563312909,0.06318639936896539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901847832929013,0.0
anxiety,Lotus_Phoenix,2019/01/02,"What are some songs you listen to for calming your anxiety? Music is extremely therapeutic to me, as everything ive ever done in my life has revolved around music. Naturally, I learn towards music a lot of the time to ground me, and it really helps a lot. I don't like listening to loud and obnoxious music when I'm anxious, but I also don't like listening to extremely boring music (like meditation music, unless in trying to sleep). Do you have any songs or artists you might recommend?",7.685108695652175,7.452735554347829,8.901217391304344,64.01769565217393,63.02173913043478,12.577391304347826,35.791304347826085,11.979248473330829,4.706262608695653,389,16,64,12,5,135,63,92,0.13699999999999998,0.7879999999999999,0.075,-0.5822,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,4,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,10,2,1,0,1,12,14,8,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,1,1,6,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,6,11,4,14,12,3,8,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,5,6,49,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20147514115882253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713268310162012,0.0,0.1927322760498197,0.28461881295547864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22427869434968675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25782057425085325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278928125335447,0.0,0.0,0.2264260941439883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16886907742374754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779516253850472,0.369253300751189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4283782357844168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672669532047694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16139826535421462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25212046415512834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469073753983349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710497154805511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,witchofthewoods89,2019/01/02,"So anxious everything feels awful just clawing at stuff :( fuck I just feel like nothing is ever going to be ok, I'm never going to be happy. I feel so terrible :( ",0.16843749999999955,2.5443514687500013,3.499749999999999,81.37025000000001,96.8125,5.0600000000000005,22.025,6.742157984588678,1.2850800000000002,125,5,21,2,5,45,24,32,0.3720000000000001,0.455,0.174,-0.862,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,7,10,2,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,3,2,3,3,8,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253346659757487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604937856144886,0.0,0.0,0.258817247326693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4368329969557795,0.20573248655054868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662322445284746,0.0,0.0,0.3273305725414877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065593452682646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406921512705512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22210740797048376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763239281480485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32966742744057903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alipieron928,2019/01/02,"I have anxiety and I made someone have a panic attack on accident Today I yelled at the new guy at work (he’s been here a few months) for something he should have known by now and he started having a panic attack. I told him I’m sorry and I have anxiety too and I hate that I made him feel that way, and that seemed to have made him feel a bit better, but I still feel awful. I hate knowing that I made someone feel how I hate to feel. Anyone else ever experience this? :( I feel like a giant hypocrite. ",0.39442857142857335,2.6012405619047634,2.6567857142857183,91.5994642857143,86.23809523809523,5.0238095238095255,18.27380952380953,6.42735559955562,-0.02447619047619076,389,10,83,4,12,132,58,105,0.314,0.64,0.046,-0.9801,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,6,9,5,2,6,1,8,0,0,5,1,22,26,7,0,1,1,0,6,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,5,5,0,0,9,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,6,7,15,2,7,19,2,12,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,8,54,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19040348995568349,0.0,0.0,0.08701635531185689,0.1275108328941408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831532449534503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006340941432136,0.13586407889721286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395964242868468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256959065586623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173321250901754,0.0,0.0,0.37754537242636094,0.08890508363175577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322226457419184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3685974501412057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683929104558536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06079860154690106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.471019687787307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933254437753776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201918529657387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920238824102085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132920303193028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21088736781814468,0.09580551196287497,0.0,0.13930841898685464,0.08808434796532194,0.0,0.0993836712960554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796136662169153,0.11891460469420395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878037158261724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059902244654702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yummytummylicious,2019/01/02,"Disordered eating brought on by anxiety Does anyone else suffer from not being able to eat at all when anxious? Been in a stressful situation with my boyfriend for the past week and a half. I haven’t been able to sleep more than a couple hours a night, I have no appetite, my chest is tight all day, and I feel nauseous. I’ve lost ten pounds in this time because I can only get a couple bites of food down per day. Would love any recommendations for boosting my appetite and alleviating some anxiety even if it takes a while longer for the situation with my boyfriend to be resolved",7.500297619047622,7.078543196428576,7.177500000000002,76.85083333333336,63.464285714285715,9.966666666666667,34.73809523809524,9.2995712137729,2.912227380952382,466,18,90,7,6,147,81,112,0.145,0.7829999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,1,8,0,9,6,2,0,2,14,15,6,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,3,1,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,2,4,2,8,2,17,8,4,15,0,2,0,1,1,5,0,2,9,59,10,0,0.3134562293667469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658049242075117,0.0,0.2397931574981325,0.17705815870799613,0.0,0.1095879418967904,0.16058647476482385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554000401321736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34683335576153723,0.0,0.20215333635469745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796239977142207,0.0,0.13715382933154702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32074397707563146,0.130926228905538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351744161031473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924644393685311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18951625838996955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188397120768141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434562248857808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710872512337814,0.0,0.14145324257588304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14707871857668764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919879365603656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961471962110748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523379351094006,0.15684130185342018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17953152584077947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784003718736286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138942404598648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571783990485869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133515592177937,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BurpSlurper,2019/01/02,"Heart palpitations, need reassurance. Sometimes for a split second my heart will beat super hard or fast and then it goes back to normal. I KNOW for a fact I’m okay. I’ve had a chest x-ray, and I had back surgery a couple weeks ago and they had to monitor my heart. The doctors would have found something by now, but they haven’t so I’m safe. But of course, I’m still scared lol. I’m terrified I’ll just drop dead.

By the way, I’m 18 years old and a female. I’m not overweight, I’m actually underweight. I’m healthy for the most part. I just can’t stop feeling anxious about this. 

I talked to my doctor today and I’m waiting for a call back so I can schedule an appointment to get a holter monitor to help reassure me. 

I know the heart palpitations are probably anxiety/stress induced, I also drink coffee so that’s probably another reason.

Honestly, this is probably dumb of me to post this but I just really need reassurance lol. 

Does anybody else deal with this? And if so, how do you cope with it? 

tl;dr: My heart randomly beats super hard or fast for a split second then goes back to normal, probably a mix of anxiety and caffeine. I just need random strangers to tell me I’m okay. ",0.959776847977686,3.4634739665272005,2.921184100418412,88.30866596931662,87.57740585774059,6.701311018131102,22.19260808926081,7.908726449838941,1.3753948675034868,934,34,192,21,30,312,128,239,0.126,0.6920000000000001,0.183,0.9286,0,0,2,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,2,4,17,11,1,1,14,4,12,10,6,3,1,40,31,21,1,7,11,0,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,7,9,2,3,6,1,0,0,3,2,0,2,4,3,19,9,21,25,2,20,0,0,0,0,11,0,1,6,17,109,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.09380809367757456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521260968791555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687437283158162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079969880190763,0.07353846613788241,0.10859847332120133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956692471738369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815851593708544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063649741063048,0.0,0.0,0.0991048376298221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967843280913426,0.08412318632617717,0.0,0.0,0.09416987997773338,0.0,0.0,0.08030349282177104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04860574000359668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540055020220412,0.0,0.0,0.050223465145691766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17222550832342984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5695669819737077,0.0644332811627859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566003240381014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138354350450724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18837213312146944,0.0,0.0,0.10087127556473448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409840194244706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206506489367734,0.0,0.4145735323590034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061582735983441814,0.09883668174101612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624195675683983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400484517320757,0.0950740962265632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676878977338565,0.08036819673625713,0.11011551098014416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726489539524213,0.08402103361999001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111910676539213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630277168140642,0.07710893179129327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06828732461870513,0.0,0.0,0.06190396153996059
anxiety,PaulWhoLovesYou,2019/01/02,"Turning down trips with friends and family, because I'm afraid I will not enjoy it. I always get so unmotivated, uninterested when my friends and family are planing a trip to a cabin or in a different country. I'm just so afraid to not have good time. I can handle going over to my friends house to play games, but there I have the option to go home if I want. In trips, I have to be there til the end, even if I I'm enjoying it or not. They say it's to get some togetherness, but its just not enough. I'm not good at socializing.

I just don't know what to do in these situations. ",2.75933515482696,3.752698303278688,4.88191256830601,84.20561930783244,74.1639344262295,8.373041894353369,25.030965391621127,8.841846274778883,1.5465708561020035,451,14,103,9,9,157,71,122,0.07400000000000001,0.8079999999999999,0.118,0.6388,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,9,10,0,2,5,0,9,0,0,0,0,21,20,12,0,3,14,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,6,3,0,0,1,2,0,5,6,2,0,0,0,1,11,8,16,18,2,15,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,6,4,71,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631393027628126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951758462243404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048430761055784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17365275108839695,0.20258447227736512,0.0,0.12949711186789425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696596375254225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.454431079537569,0.0,0.20486862145580625,0.0,0.22285312286318712,0.32889503233124656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966661870637407,0.0,0.0,0.2262292416340479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775055603367333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559163837596816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22038191964753184,0.0,0.1998605337215212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143253376931052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21325917180264534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564245629695835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jmill610,2019/01/02,"Recent fear of getting sick? So, last April (2018), I was struck down by norovirus. As I’m sure many of you know it is awful and violent. Ever since then, I’ve have this intense fear of getting it again...anytime my stomach hurts (which is often enough, thanks anxiety) I start to panic, sure I have gotten again. When I hear someone even talking about a stomach bug going around, I feel my whole body sink down and that cold sweat feeling. 

When I got it, it happened shortly after 11pm.  When I’m having a particularly worrisome night, I make myself stay up and wait until after 11 when I can convince myself that crucial time has passed (even though I’m sure it had nothing to do with it)!

Before this I hadn’t had a stomach bug since childhood (I’m 30). I feel like it’s getting worse and is beginning to impact my sleep and quality of life! Anyone else??",3.787431318681321,5.324110755952379,4.5511904761904765,85.45021978021978,72.39285714285714,6.597802197802199,27.20879120879121,7.010146845296331,1.318774175824176,669,24,129,6,13,215,106,168,0.182,0.722,0.097,-0.9586,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,0,0,13,11,1,3,3,1,13,8,6,1,4,18,34,14,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,12,7,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,6,5,16,6,18,28,2,26,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,1,19,81,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797183530956694,0.0,0.0,0.09868848083779702,0.14461477205734302,0.0,0.12564466495227555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009987983638115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15677489886639498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11790449212631522,0.0,0.0,0.1458355133791091,0.0,0.18644348777639602,0.12766935423283982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176438363268149,0.2140941155175048,0.1008305577834255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22121972318074887,0.0,0.08021320493012388,0.0,0.11288267854301412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480977647211625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15907521693577242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15109345932874454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756694024673741,0.11504806730274013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969146830485967,0.06895395241759364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421215209696424,0.14309396839170269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245047811531432,0.0,0.13542778912181785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655975662284031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393588797267416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23350519603698605,0.0,0.14124208872463298,0.0,0.11958759869490045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998997309773674,0.15043663018738287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3990687885680472,0.0,0.0,0.11344311350177187,0.0,0.12994289561938238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138669489599716,0.0,0.08229996172602445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15757794710641398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14383387995169022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Product_of_80s,2019/01/02,Anyone get chills with anxiety ? I feel so cold sometimes and feel a little unwell kind of like a sickness in my head feeling with the cold I guess this is like a uneasiness inside myself really ,4.595045045045048,6.590950486486491,5.484864864864863,77.70585585585587,71.16216216216216,8.176576576576577,25.84684684684685,8.841846274778883,2.2109171171171176,156,5,26,3,3,51,30,37,0.116,0.726,0.159,0.1566,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,1,2,1,0,0,7,6,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,3,4,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23782120791373584,0.0,0.0,0.21737348126689526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4715685439041936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16242118953320026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424677256110112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31905103793559536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32373212708820515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303759072120271,0.31158193599986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19915673289614996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074667938207162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hannahb113,2019/01/02,"Everything is going to shit and I don’t know what to do So I’m just gonna day from the beginning that I usually wear boyish clothes that are baggy or loose I never wear tight clothes because they give me anxiety. I don’t know why but every time I wear them I just start crying or something that makes me look stupid but I can’t help it. Also I lie A LOT and I can’t help it either i lie so much it’s just tearing my life apart and damaging relationships. I always break down in my room at random times mostly when my mom is arguing and drinking. Now that that’s out of the way I got some new jeans to wear even though I barely wear them but I decided to wear them which was such a bad fucking idea. My legs are skinny and I’m always bullied for being so skinny and it really tore my self confidence down to the point where I haven’t worn anything tight in months. So I thought I actually looked good for a second then I saw my skinny toothpick legs which really got me sad. I am sorry if I sound stupid for complaining about being skinny but at my school everyone has to look “thicc” or just plain fat. You rarely see anyone skinny that’s not an exaggeration. Immediately when I was going to school I felt sad and mad at myself for wearing them I felt like shit. When i got into school I felt on the verge of tears and held it in even though I couldn’t talk without my voice breaking, all my friends noticed and it was very awkward. No one talked to me because they knew something was up. When I got into first period I sat down and it was worse but I still held back my tears. I knew I couldn’t make it through the day so I begged my mom to pick me up like a little baby because I felt very sick. And she wanted me to go to the nurse so the teachers didn’t know I was texting but I just kept saying the teachers wouldn’t let me because I didn’t have my agenda book (teachers have to sign it before you leave class) and by the time I saw her she was a mess because she was worried and very mad at the teacher which I immediately felt guilty. I have to act sick now so my mom doesn’t get mad but the guidance counselor actually talked to the teacher and told my mom I was lying WHICH IS REALLY FUCKING EMBARRASSING AND I HAVE TO SEE THAT TEACHER AGAIN. When I see her I will apologize and try to do as much as I can. I was just to shy to get up, I would of burst into tears. Please everything is just a mess I constantly feel like shit hating everything and can’t even dress like a normal human without crying (I’m a girl in case you didn’t know) and now everything is turning to more shit because I got caught in a serious lie that could of caused a teacher to be fired and I’m lying to my mom. Please advice?",2.7566738816738834,4.053731125220459,4.107639490139491,88.56486471861473,74.60846560846561,7.05930735930736,23.64474106140773,7.604176662624187,0.9088768959435628,2136,61,466,27,44,705,232,567,0.247,0.6890000000000001,0.064,-0.999,0,0,3,0,0,0,26.0,0,3,6,1,34,29,13,2,23,0,46,25,19,4,2,83,99,48,0,8,22,5,9,4,1,4,4,3,1,3,22,23,7,5,15,2,0,5,18,23,0,3,35,20,85,6,57,53,8,60,0,3,8,2,35,26,6,8,30,311,107,5,0.0,0.0,0.1231911074387507,0.0,0.0,0.06167967173569519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05047666332146068,0.10504100652690113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04828626575661075,0.0,0.0,0.04413464121627115,0.0,0.05194199298391821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048535020496363136,0.052702168941544815,0.2308624685859503,0.0,0.05371006891278318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484114179621939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820978558315204,0.0,0.05039580661024552,0.0,0.13866767414465456,0.0814137469530127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0618331070755171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506955781869686,0.0,0.05318092422496813,0.06031341343525881,0.2269110453143162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03191512962358856,0.04509260304373452,0.3030232242235444,0.0,0.0,0.05368943783003459,0.0,0.0,0.04876599035644665,0.1167059721218632,0.06595469589196364,0.06055000227267359,0.10761684617124184,0.05294166496469616,0.252412261022439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062317465710563326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461537753488672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125426358985784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387553663394751,0.0,0.0,0.06683446586123921,0.0,0.06454399332733217,0.04458318892546107,0.12334805134537165,0.06326234863000862,0.0,0.0,0.1590135180724678,0.0,0.0,0.05366196508800519,0.0,0.0,0.08426554944839705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36962413859840776,0.050381404639279266,0.0,0.09280023064772637,0.0,0.048681670788171934,0.0609612329630506,0.0,0.0,0.061843735385972036,0.0,0.07186200038962172,0.0,0.0,0.04277142536679582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13857257346979965,0.05966835550306977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130795671507162,0.0,0.0,0.0677667506900024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0501951816845842,0.0,0.19164099480212907,0.15089427386684906,0.0,0.06584743301928839,0.0,0.2591651516257802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718499199072993,0.0,0.07065714334225891,0.044676326424912274,0.0,0.05040733618050717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15219925579014087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402923054790692,0.05010985429964344,0.1104165122025001,0.0,0.0,0.06031341343525881,0.0,0.0428540158844571,0.06865592066987021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695172420597691,0.15624066174853832,0.03722953267838968,0.05010134294161493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056955555936416935,0.0,0.0,0.12168994413064865,0.0,0.0,0.06410094405092127,0.0643241909544199,0.044838301334220516,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FiniteFascination,2019/01/02,"Feeling Sick About Going Back to School I go back to college on Friday and school starts on Monday. I've been scared all break since my last quarter went really, really poorly. I'm a good student, but I've been struggling to get decent grades since I started university and this quarter is going to be my hardest one yet. I don't want to drop classes or reduce my workload because I won't be on track to graduate if I do. I'm so scared just thinking about the amount of work I have to do, I feel like I'm going to throw up. I haven't been able to relax at all for the last few weeks; I can't sleep and my stomach feels like a stone. And I know feeling anxious about this doesn't help, I end up being less productive because I'm so anxious I can't think straight. But my teachers started emailing about course schedules and homework and tests and I just completely broke down. I feel shattered. A part of me just wants to give up on any chance of having a successful life at this point. Does anyone have any advice about how to calm the overwhelming anxiety?",3.8230105633802833,5.192427037558687,4.448823356807512,86.87774207746479,72.05164319248827,7.015140845070423,27.86649061032864,7.413659706084162,1.476953286384976,841,31,168,9,16,268,116,213,0.149,0.7240000000000001,0.127,-0.6001,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,14,11,0,4,7,0,18,4,2,1,2,27,42,14,0,3,7,0,5,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,3,7,0,0,8,1,1,6,6,5,0,3,4,5,20,6,30,34,6,32,0,2,0,0,3,12,0,2,14,106,23,11,0.12546579309228814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260372092326335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17064208341625314,0.0,0.09598098830062307,0.2834812675522552,0.0,0.08772859975512119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19295090069350232,0.0,0.15296556587534008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154849697065754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979596103412076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112545245940417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171963740636893,0.17926557530876294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555069848107932,0.1203582213010648,0.2852204062987352,0.10523475456157694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409707640434876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895271866956554,0.2045427341330961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886202001254011,0.12259249796577935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501886847958136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586722736666645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860572860044548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607531995803276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512262931399051,0.25395616181680897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20757320114734407,0.0,0.1255564029875611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26641600235884383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13116408848431724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607868282537105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14800595094488,0.0,0.10064109123865904,0.0,0.0,0.11630804718454345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913405916615695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BahBahBahOom,2019/01/02,"Diagnosed with CPTSD and severe anxiety, now I’m pregnant I’m currently 6 weeks along and have been off my medication since I found out two weeks ago. My anxiety is absolutely wrecking me. Every. Single. Day. I feel like I can’t breathe. Absolutely anything can set off my anxious feelings and then I spiral for hours on end. Please, someone has to have Survived pregnancy with severe anxiety. Any tips at all are appreciated.

So far I’ve tried, walking daily, eating healthier, drinking LOTS of water, and prenatal yoga. ",3.5640322580645147,6.745975645161291,5.195940860215053,71.61391129032258,82.87096774193549,8.261290322580646,31.405913978494624,8.841846274778883,3.7705849462365584,417,22,63,12,12,140,73,93,0.126,0.757,0.117,0.2732,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,8,6,1,0,1,13,13,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,2,8,1,11,11,3,17,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,1,10,38,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597299714438152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253722665435805,0.0,0.4135408059644862,0.203566480430154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14828325270407722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620939551508055,0.0,0.0,0.1828918147621379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17652026260902096,0.0,0.18438213468642492,0.0,0.0,0.1595972632597278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15182013574890882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18222170383501413,0.12872971305296144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19757201352733625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17745352921927865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803305965687605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15319340426936767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18152520517598292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977974924454524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.407132960860308,0.0,0.14905727759029522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15267670439504186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233902670517326,0.0,0.17602210151592368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289079457094319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,StandardCaterpillar,2019/01/02,"Has anybody broken up with a therapist? (Advice) Basically I’m paying way to much for this therapist because she had a group as well as individual and I wanted to connect with others but I’ve been through her complete group program now and need to find something in-network. 

Except I’m horrible at confrontation so I sent her an email. Granted it was New Years yesterday but I assume she’s back today. No response. 

In the past I’ve felt this therapist has tried to kind of manipulate me into paying for more than I need.

I kept my appointment for tomorrow as a last appointment because I figured it’s better to say something in person than just drop off but she hasn’t responded to the email and my gut feeling is she’s going to try and manipulate / convince me into not stopping and honestly I’m pretty susceptible. 

Right now I just feel anxious and awful and I want to just avoid the appointment entirely and tell her I’m sick (and yes she could then charge me full price for not cancelling in time if she’s annoyed but it almost seems worth it)

Any advice or similar experience? ",3.766809210526315,6.1183878317307725,5.188127530364376,77.36476720647774,74.52884615384616,8.225101214574899,29.697368421052627,8.99025400887824,2.8582365384615382,871,39,152,20,19,291,123,208,0.159,0.722,0.119,-0.9185,0,1,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,8,8,2,1,7,2,8,2,1,2,0,43,23,20,0,6,12,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,7,13,0,3,7,0,4,2,4,3,1,0,6,4,22,5,30,16,3,27,0,0,0,0,18,10,0,5,13,104,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825868090415558,0.0,0.0,0.14478777174402374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832736208508552,0.0,0.0,0.16334754405779064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118214626372946,0.0,0.17628360227746706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12787967072819378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516017202137678,0.0,0.0,0.11544476306626468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143849636474026,0.0,0.0,0.14621988714732695,0.0,0.13883077453095358,0.0,0.13215425857762364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217483519519587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057007841394054,0.0,0.11786159122259462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629158813228977,0.21442593116283784,0.0,0.139647632789669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13802920567646876,0.0,0.12625195668451408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471018121017893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348058182280693,0.0,0.11498517925233186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13163091721812367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226276178241725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12088519438383324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263795804056024,0.0,0.0,0.5036465692763182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431262405358851,0.0,0.1370560915975662,0.0,0.0,0.19633664159721206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17056794476430412,0.11477021709223972,0.0,0.0,0.13000536629704265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311235946285064
anxiety,Hateno,2019/01/02,"After years and years of putting it off, I finally made an appointment with a counselor. I don't really have anyone to tell, and this is a major accomplishment for me. I almost feel like crying. I don't have a good reason why I didn't do this sooner, but I'm really happy that I finally did. ",4.046499999999998,4.668141983333335,6.38666666666667,75.99000000000002,70.83333333333334,10.0,25.0,10.125756701596842,2.4125,229,6,45,6,4,82,41,60,0.067,0.8,0.132,0.6683,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,2,0,8,11,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,1,7,3,6,8,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,6,32,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23484204753056856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16398473043253795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25761375347869425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185824509685649,0.16754409123648,0.0,0.5138194600394512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967077202541023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24965530614146325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145766476843616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22191241018254573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357615349577184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004843366123504,0.24112987407623934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20498443391322396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116215568877298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30205171173318673
anxiety,yellowsubmachine,2019/01/02,"How do you switch off? Racing thoughts are so difficult to control, how do you guys switch off? Or even come close to switching off? I’ve tried relaxing techniques but they don’t seem to work. ",2.6714864864864865,5.3145495945945935,2.368851351351349,94.55435810810816,80.08108108108108,5.8621621621621625,25.466216216216218,7.1686216300943375,1.08105945945946,153,6,31,2,4,45,28,37,0.07,0.8740000000000001,0.056,-0.1433,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,1,2,4,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,9,7,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,6,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,0,19,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3556451636853106,0.0,0.0,0.4630612820002201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726923067576418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4087995636547598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758552297357545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.327767332000986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28030707030166563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30056938956349416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ABrokenBeing,2019/01/02,"I cured myself and I wish I could do the same for you 10 years of daily suffering fixed in an instant.

I wasn’t the problem it was the world around me, and I can’t control that, only myself.

My predictions where based of a false view and my anxieties based on a illusion of control.

I live through myself now, not in myself.

I love you all and I’m so sorry we have to go through this. You are worthy of respite though don’t give up ",1.068083028083031,3.0478143186813216,2.7467399267399317,93.37881562881563,81.63736263736263,5.8026862026862025,22.1990231990232,6.937597516519254,0.5388744810744805,337,11,75,4,9,111,61,91,0.14,0.797,0.063,-0.7104,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,3,0,2,5,3,0,0,6,0,8,1,0,2,1,14,13,6,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,1,18,1,13,10,2,10,0,1,1,1,6,7,0,0,2,59,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19535840308416985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22733466584824474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5728414240236521,0.20389326337931465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449754928317872,0.14513343759030994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22549760296635954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304826365274199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194221438352628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24435591745682916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858673470301064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25090107959197633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936644785759968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16445079298167162
anxiety,ClassicPerks,2019/01/02,"I’m so scared right now! Just woke up from a 3 hours nap that I wish was much longer.

I put icy hot on my lower back and woke up to my lower back feeling like it was on fire.

I’m ok but I’m scared and highly depersonalization/derealization right now due to me being scared for my mental health.

I took 50mg of vistaril 3 hours ago. Can I take another 50mg again? ",0.38003164556961977,2.266279455696204,2.899224683544308,91.86503955696205,83.55696202531645,5.975316455696203,16.20411392405063,7.1686216300943375,-0.2793430379746837,283,5,69,4,8,98,53,79,0.203,0.715,0.08199999999999999,-0.8864,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,3,1,1,4,1,0,0,0,6,13,4,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,5,3,8,2,9,7,1,18,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,10,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645860772869069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946921597433537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855389697894433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388080132879398,0.1326433499620865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973595169271041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961715322834272,0.0,0.0,0.3656969322778837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070943811935744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18711262783601354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364894976059611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866505679681428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31712392058928623,0.0,0.0,0.5576669764382568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396014328236596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062872356824344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21351240711880004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Paarthurnaxanax,2019/01/02,"School Starts TOMORROW. Need advice. Hey people of the internet, its time I reach out, before I freak out. 

So I start uni (Canadian Uni if that matters?) tomorrow and I have never felt so afraid. Today I had a little test run because I went in to get my books and ID. I couldn't get rid of this ridiculous idea that everyone in line was watching me (as I was just wandering around cluelessy) and I finally went up to ask a question. Turned out my books weren't ready and she said it so loud I knew people heard and I just couldn't handle it. I went back to the car and drove to ship something, forgot to pay and felt more ashamed. Im kind of spiraling right now. I could really use some advice of how to go about starting school again. Its been 3 years since highschool. I just feel like im always being watched or judged. 

Thanks in advance and sorry if its a little sloppy or poorly written, im stoned, but its Canada so its legal, eh.",1.3600734549138809,3.7568460053191512,2.6514285714285712,91.99833333333332,83.62765957446808,5.495845997973658,20.1225937183384,6.868970318607317,0.3879019250253295,731,21,150,9,21,235,118,188,0.058,0.901,0.04,-0.2666,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,13,7,1,2,5,0,10,0,0,2,1,36,33,19,0,6,8,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,10,12,0,1,6,2,2,8,4,4,0,0,16,8,18,3,20,13,2,32,0,0,2,0,6,11,0,6,14,90,28,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457073694009384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461043592914954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191887144643484,0.11753271739572732,0.0,0.0,0.09667214395274214,0.0,0.07663871560570285,0.0,0.1069798149984782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037846118979743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013236888055905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06356861444970789,0.08981553047812987,0.24142488828541955,0.13772185886368452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136868575351707,0.0,0.07145047801505144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14192437453532195,0.4074026800300524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091969155623914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06142121943084128,0.252012126955093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322096748971012,0.0969642422762921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17431904420016914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408369558296904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054047115011287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736555267630184,0.11959002399077785,0.0,0.0,0.2544739262123297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399820011165824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678662375838427,0.0,0.14073502931731993,0.2669591698072394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574755072749925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733092713483703,0.0,0.11916936901983938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674899028224527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085830897216838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496355261325343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096058333341108
anxiety,throwawayperson911,2019/01/02,"How can I talk to someone when I need to talk to someone? I can't figure it out. I need help right now. No it is not a crisis but I fucking need help. I already have a psychologist and a psychiatrist. Talking once a week is not nearly enough. I don't know what the point in it is. It's not long enough to do anything, not even over the course of a year.

I'm always begging for help and I don't know how to get it. I want to be able to think properly.",-1.0138333333333307,0.9342083500000022,1.7020000000000015,97.70266666666667,90.5,4.533333333333334,18.333333333333336,5.985473137389443,-0.4163666666666663,345,10,86,3,12,119,57,100,0.018000000000000002,0.841,0.141,0.8734,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,7,0,10,1,0,2,0,18,20,6,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,0,0,9,0,13,19,2,11,0,0,0,1,6,6,1,0,5,60,15,0,0.17235133189740745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901939805361544,0.0,0.14341011491597455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183046086636186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3561699965302476,0.0,0.11383642923411345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15933602910679087,0.09004645737750341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34657039428203595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894395692681804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525255051490836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3833889862383926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835485435317692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16292771751670124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718709572870764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29206544843092275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4155884160801527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043577423809406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165728102212247,0.0,0.13824984237602173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098860698154828
anxiety,greebo_lil,2019/01/02,"I want to make a short film but my I feel silly about bringing it up. I don't actually know if my particular issue deserves to be in this subreddit but here goes..

As the title says, I want to make a short horror film. I want every one working on it with me to be my friends. I have tonnes of artistic and talented friends in all departments who could help, and would help if I asked. But whenever I sense the perfect opportunity to ask, I bail. I feel silly about wanting to make a movie, especially when I have no experience or even any qualifications that remotely tie in with the film industry. It'll be my first ever project like this, and probably the biggest thing I'll take on in a long time. But, again, bringing the idea up is halted by an anxiety that really has no reason to be their yet it is anyway. 

Not sure what I'm hoping to get out of posting this, I guess I just wanted to speak my film making dream into existence but with the anonymity of Reddit so that my anxiety about telling my friends/family might go away soon. 

Anxiety has effected me for a very long time. My biggest triggers are public transport and being in crowded spaces but not knowing anyone who is there, and since neither of my triggers associate with my current issue it leaves me puzzled. If there's any methods or just something that can possibly help me get over it I'd be very grateful. ",5.16237092110698,6.088512921933089,6.161753407682777,77.50356361007849,68.47955390334573,9.249153242461793,32.41656340355225,9.444778638647367,2.980365386204048,1092,47,205,22,18,363,150,269,0.075,0.746,0.179,0.9839,1,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,5,16,10,0,0,12,0,20,0,0,8,4,55,44,19,0,11,15,0,2,1,2,3,0,2,0,0,17,11,0,1,7,6,0,5,6,0,0,2,0,4,28,10,36,34,2,35,0,0,0,0,15,18,0,9,12,149,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.11466855992218697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598157371888904,0.0,0.2696744922639872,0.0,0.0,0.08216267969615282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197038334815192,0.0,0.11040042229245753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938186966618033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761137083862503,0.1062905839647906,0.09900357457603008,0.0,0.0,0.11494306917264377,0.11077386513965276,0.0,0.11882877034728745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995024230239664,0.0,0.0,0.18156914094252272,0.0,0.12278370014325035,0.0,0.06678116643529795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944571656879808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23628467243112636,0.0,0.0,0.1167096198440748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13264957128869498,0.0,0.2452907306111524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915605980353595,0.0,0.0,0.12442151244215795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05740732310574472,0.0,0.0,0.20797759771837127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31374372411104995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465492094641548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962486667421606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246996010862394,0.11253792713010208,0.0,0.1266909604326218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527712561307108,0.12081537443542754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934452058833148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972018844879532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904615869547807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074768055837916,0.0,0.08834962189477524,0.0,0.10270511371324373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806552977207439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370369740601213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19390892796816528,0.3465393718397633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554550963875983,0.0,0.0,0.08347263938524886,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thetalldoctor,2019/01/02,"I'd love to hear success stories of people using exercise to manage anxiety I really really want to get more motivated to start exercising to manage my anxiety, sleep issues, and focus (unrelated to anxiety. ADHD too). Hearing people's stories always inspires me :) Please share!",6.9928723404255315,9.829352489361707,9.579734042553193,47.30875,66.65957446808511,12.359574468085107,37.28191489361703,11.698219412168324,6.436621276595744,225,12,24,9,4,82,35,47,0.081,0.541,0.378,0.9621,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,2,0,5,7,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,4,7,7,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,13,3,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560680458387369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17729083207272653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4889925858516168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113199815997121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4802894597546829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22238912482972986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923034768407733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29543102576593605,0.0,0.0,0.2338862475258937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729954620474742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132233033998206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15081163723991806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18402357427152868,0.0,0.0,0.12567386860559235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,0haltja16,2019/01/02,"My dad has high hopes about all of us doing this diet I feel like I’ve already failed. I just want to shut myself out and do stuff on my own, I can’t stand everyone talking about weight loss and shit, I’m so scared of letting people down.

I won’t be able to do it, I can’t do anything. I just feel like a failure, and I don’t know what I’m doing.

I know he wants what’s best for everyone in our house but I just can’t handle all of this attention. I feel guilt for everything I eat, I don’t want to eat anything. I feel like I’m under a microscope.",0.9943902439024368,2.110284414634151,3.2135040650406523,93.93098780487809,78.83739837398375,6.546016260162602,21.243089430894308,7.1686216300943375,0.33660065040650444,425,11,105,5,10,146,68,123,0.117,0.758,0.125,-0.0378,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,0,0,3,6,10,1,2,2,0,14,5,1,0,2,21,27,5,0,4,4,1,5,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,4,0,7,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,0,5,18,5,15,24,4,8,0,2,0,0,5,7,1,1,3,67,24,1,0.15476469224290784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17078668635791558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547163098190419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16241599628620096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167258344245396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957685914665584,0.1390925261029618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130147142268409,0.3316917811853432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635173945258635,0.0,0.15371625994382027,0.0,0.17857767574298133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010925482067585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15825738344707949,0.0,0.22683063348996604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729435090916692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15494645585400524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15886373255895694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17716854548991973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439399724250087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18616286909426627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273852675899331,0.0,0.0,0.1884617013010207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MY_Mood_Is_Dead,2019/01/02,Why does it feel so uncomfortable trying to talk to people irl? So I don’t have a lot of irl friends just because I feel so shy when ever I talk to new people it feels like I’m going to die and I start sweating and stuff any tips on how to start little by little? Or what I should do?,1.3923809523809538,2.4771431587301582,3.3716190476190446,93.33171428571433,77.73015873015873,5.674920634920635,18.949206349206353,5.6839178017228535,-0.3885974603174605,221,4,53,1,5,75,43,63,0.158,0.757,0.085,-0.7025,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,1,1,11,11,8,1,1,2,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,8,10,1,9,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,6,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442154670777999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292764369016781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200960863595366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855846516496935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918302475348462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216882189329091,0.15150347532419636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16384543179869682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052476531874708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360711730905392,0.4251014591160957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802950740207515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048193723700636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940464847329344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30020971339923197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24277041412301856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409090721095049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14398220328501712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19136097898406415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DifferentComposer,2019/01/02,"Stress at work Only the first day back after the Christmas break and I'm already crippled by stress. It's my first full-time job and it's incredibly fast-paced for me. Sometimes the claim 'no two days are the same' can be a bad thing. I want to stick it out, and I know that many people would sacrifice a limb for my job, but damn I hate being anxious 8 hours a day.",1.5031168831168813,3.272528142857148,2.6454545454545446,95.68818181818185,79.25974025974024,5.43896103896104,20.090909090909093,6.18269132825596,-0.15696883116883065,285,7,66,2,7,91,58,77,0.244,0.741,0.015,-0.9485,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,1,5,2,2,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,9,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,0,0,6,0,7,6,1,11,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,8,40,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20968313236578268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21465964457852224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14610761452284698,0.15865220835347507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676263521171088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232484752739255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875976596890896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871236926183661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37711547883955626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442570833787726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19264249641212167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445128022741483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173049997960135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18792687484893011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4353165514522103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623562929406326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856142606068053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207408905591157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833110816079008,0.0,0.0,0.13497917957385944,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KaleMunoz,2019/01/02,"Trying to rest in my doctor's message rather than read into it. Trying to not do stupid things prior to my visit. I found what appears to be a lump or hard vein on my shoulder. At first I thought it was cool. I'd been working out (as a part of anxiety treatment), and like a dork, thought it must be a sign of fitness! Big muscles popping the veins out like on TV, RAWR!

Well, there went my moment. Then I decided it wasn't a vein, it's a tumor. Then I decided it's a vein again, with a clot. So I took some pics, put them on AskDocs, and got ""probably nothing, but could be something awful so get it checked out."" My doctor is a saint, and told me to message him on MyChart about this sort of stuff. I described it, sent a picture, and within a few hours (again, like a saint, as standard for this program is 2 business days) said ""it doesn't look urgent, if it gets much worse let me know.""

Awesome! I'm not having DVT of the arm! And then I went downhill. ""But there's a lot of bad options between healthy and urgent. Why didn't he say 'fine, nothing to worry about?'"" ""If it gets \*much\* worse? So is it already bad?"" ""Are we in a phase where it could be terrible, but we need to wait and see if it develops? After all, we don't always remove malignant tumors the same day as diagnosis.""

So I went from celebration to number of cognitive distortions telling me that what we are dealing with is something pretty bad that can wait a few days, with a potential beat the clock mechanism. 

And to think, I was in a fine state of recovery for over a year. Bummer. I already had an appointment with him for the 8th for a checkup, so I'll see him soon enough. Trying very hard not to fall into old checking habits.",2.4435802098950496,4.089669168115943,3.7569015492253897,89.31652173913048,76.15942028985508,6.497751124437783,26.389305347326328,7.237678284180719,1.2096396801599203,1313,50,277,15,29,430,187,345,0.116,0.784,0.1,-0.871,0,0,2,0,0,0,65.0,4,0,1,3,15,13,1,0,25,2,25,10,6,0,2,54,49,26,0,8,11,0,2,3,0,1,4,2,0,0,22,21,0,2,7,2,2,10,7,6,1,1,17,8,26,7,49,24,11,46,2,0,3,0,18,18,0,9,20,193,48,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374429749760556,0.0,0.08951840702664625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823013741912325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694841395653256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717939489628461,0.0,0.0,0.20814810838958497,0.11091425690930516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202333210329619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116290764690802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151079388162536,0.0,0.11796017210759815,0.0,0.0,0.16862441176237433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860446572927156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927480507850852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594845127146804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059125287217842264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001180694744277,0.0,0.1576801493726756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034336401377772,0.0,0.0,0.09146396805265736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15817306200626147,0.0797720842766922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20645926998368733,0.0,0.11289118513614944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650285872037315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945148367644636,0.11599361942253955,0.0,0.0,0.10815151487318378,0.0,0.0,0.10761299432894736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023369069141769,0.08555501995625499,0.0,0.0,0.17146084781716125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16564665472201998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315780407246435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403305359847212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147394983414551,0.06893540664367256,0.0,0.1708191679253422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280100832204347,0.11952964987422192,0.2191271788140416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876796859288966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673082896670933,0.2991940054671587,0.09707771864199227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832234639678744,0.10925665299814293,0.2192743309649378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928049183222561
anxiety,frothycheeks,2019/01/02,"Job Interview Tomorrow I have a job interview tomorrow and I'm extremely nervous . This is my second job, i've worked at my first job for 5 years and my dad knew the owner so I wasn't too nervous. It was also a retail job so I wasn't nervous about being able to do the job well. This is a receptionist position, so I'm scared I'm going to be bad at is since it's a lot of social interaction and I have social anxiety (but I also think that's why it'll be good for me). As for the interview, I'm really nervous about asking for 12 an hour. I make 10 now, and this job is a farther drive, so i feel it's not a ridiculous amount to ask for, but I feel like I don't have the confidence and I'm scared of looking like an idiot. Any advice?",0.3056599378881977,2.112229795031056,3.432511645962734,88.37559976708077,83.34782608695653,7.006366459627332,21.242624223602483,8.07648339933343,1.0593754658385102,571,18,130,12,16,206,80,161,0.161,0.763,0.075,-0.904,7,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,11,13,2,6,12,0,16,0,0,1,0,14,30,14,0,0,3,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,4,0,1,2,4,9,1,2,4,3,13,4,15,22,2,11,0,0,1,0,10,3,0,1,8,83,21,11,0.11372007972679855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111259457622849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818838133431753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733355384192,0.0,0.08699554972545481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21262584692442155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495151648097327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150005784318956,0.08124164767917122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967302417216852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462974198900534,0.09538300746220038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119913713652646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7899474228287965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111577346282067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549622583656356,0.0,0.0,0.09668074511518926,0.0,0.0,0.07590903626852907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728519950420513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277072768696675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407042510088627,0.0,0.0,0.23184660034827895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286723527336836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224800890693128,0.0,0.10261468392653916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278957244072208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323200288478793
anxiety,afuckingtrashcan,2019/01/02,Anxious Shaking I typically have really bad anxiety and i’m normally antisocial but whenever i find myself going out or trying something new i literally almost start to shake and nothing really calms me down except going home and being alone. Any tips ?,6.335454545454546,9.305102545454547,8.545454545454547,53.38818181818184,69.0,11.672727272727276,33.72727272727273,11.20814326018867,5.572154545454548,208,10,25,8,4,74,37,44,0.293,0.7070000000000001,0.0,-0.8644,0,1,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,6,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,4,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653621103650875,0.2744630688179452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18021104956059505,0.0,0.20272648215769504,0.2993778306828497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22126634031825448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422078365284268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30121449378822296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658195012956231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559414382733252,0.0,0.0,0.259646562471504,0.25427741592373976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.339535268635092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20401216822308424,0.0,0.0,0.18757040640715436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799195640925405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,93462,2019/01/02,"Urgent Help Needed, Ongoing panic attack waves all day Guys please I need immediate help, I've been having panic attacks all day. it's becoming unbearable. I can't call my doctor because she doesn't answer after a specific time and I just need some tips and tricks to keep me going until a few hours. My dad is been with me for 3 hours and it just won't stop, talking about it, trying to think about something else, watching series. Nothing is working, I'm not new to anxiety and panic attacks but for it to actually keep happening for more than 20 hours is new and it is becoming unbearable. 

Tell me anything that might help.

Should I take Valium or Xanax? 

Should I go to the ER ?",4.343308270676694,5.847667729323309,5.566924812030077,78.83925939849628,70.95488721804512,8.62827067669173,27.58571428571429,9.120678840339163,2.3679329323308265,540,19,99,11,10,180,86,133,0.106,0.795,0.098,-0.2516,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,4,3,3,0,13,2,0,0,2,25,24,8,0,5,5,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,6,6,0,3,2,0,0,2,4,7,1,0,2,1,11,0,14,18,5,13,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,3,11,62,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.1151017195263232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023106186222428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706240705800463,0.0,0.0,0.4025538287323028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190093414154995,0.2605319615320267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043965000870123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15213536857003762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072633421693957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853169108760196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406686355688865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678857126185135,0.10430237320295001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371772359659189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3484695615896929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20967791008325634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512580395259806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623742291783837,0.0,0.2278327676201969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317574794463332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4151650529903941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12947315611633606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080330490450866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861108223100402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868336191271474,0.09480335832834297,0.10309308149123783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557729141812349,0.0,0.0,0.06877731508840633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007998336019186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586865714419553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,InconspicuousName1,2019/01/02,"I can’t grasp my emotions Constantly I have been feeling two-sided with how I feel. When I experience something, I may feel a certain way, but my reaction would be totally different. There are many scenarios where I felt this. I have been told by a friend of mine that at times when I'm not preoccupied/distracted; when I'm waiting for the bus, eating, and such, I appear angry, though at times like that, I don't really have anything going through my mind. I decided to try to cease the angry image and relax, but instead, I shifted to a ""looked like I was about to cry"" image. Most of the time, I can't really describe my attitude, it's not that I don't feel anything, but there isn't a feeling to describe me. I simply exist.

When I was younger I abandoned my feelings. I was extremely self conscious so I tried to fit in and once I understood that I couldn't fit in, I tried to change. Despite my efforts, I was still seen as insignificant, I believed no matter what, I wasn't enough. Understanding that my efforts where hopeless, I gave up. I stopped trying to put effort, to care, to value life. I purposely separated myself from others, I tried to stop feeling.

I understand that this was a bit dramatic and this story sounds like fake self diagnosed depression, which it probably is, but the problem still stands, and I want to start putting effort into being more expressive with how I feel, instead of feeling like nothing. Of course I still have emotions but they are buried. How exactly can I regain the emotions that I've dug?

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anxiety,C-H-Addict,2019/01/02,"Short term help, anxiety from drinking on NYE There are quite a few subs with anxiety in the name so I hope this is the right place to post this: 

So I gotta wait another week until I can see my therapist so asking reddit for short term help. 

On NYE I got black out drunk. I KNOW I did something wrong. Well at least one thing, probably 3. 

I'm having panic attacks because I don't know what happened. I could ask a good friend what happened, but I'm also scared about learning what happened. 

But I should ask so I can apologize for whatever happened before I owe it to the hosts and that makes anxiety worse. Woohoo, caught in a feedback loop. ",1.7606473214285714,4.206873234375003,2.8179017857142874,91.14406250000002,82.28125,6.1571428571428575,23.205357142857146,7.447530270364453,1.0556388392857143,506,18,103,8,14,161,87,128,0.152,0.71,0.138,-0.193,1,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,8,8,1,2,6,0,9,2,0,1,0,14,28,9,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,8,3,2,1,3,2,1,1,1,4,1,1,3,2,12,4,14,22,4,16,0,0,2,0,8,10,0,1,4,62,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055789100745256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449664134254514,0.3172809386792355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3877332145871167,0.15727850256283346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427547160783798,0.0,0.11763994594978737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038079238647566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354316522304815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681104280532497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595692820748385,0.11057057026667166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4890134903777675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853311425812713,0.0,0.0,0.1373127188491227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519563661603665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228246102826393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368128304798508,0.0,0.0,0.16220573048920275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14444106194861525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13240458471652958,0.0,0.1490560954088577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14704511573360107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180641209174728,0.0,0.0,0.1384116367203115,0.0,0.11016676873414384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643104204060083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16051805764903626,0.09184667172870477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108952250623194,0.0,0.12430269650364917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408878167598248,0.0,0.15115387365080468,0.0,0.0
anxiety,keekie333,2019/01/02,"Anxiety disagreeing with loved ones Hi there, I’ve come to realize that I get very strong anxiety every time telling the people closest to me how I feel. Not in the “I care about you” way. I have a hard time expressing my opinion, or my needs, if I know it differs from who I’m talking to.

And I’m sure anyone would feel anxious disagreeing with someone close to them— I’m so anxious about it that I either can’t say anything or I can get very long winded and lose my point. 

If you have any advice on how you deal with this if it happens to you, I’d love to hear! ",3.5077118644067795,4.118146847457632,4.662500000000001,87.90612288135594,72.0508474576271,7.933898305084746,28.309322033898304,8.07648339933343,1.6456915254237292,440,16,97,6,8,145,75,118,0.157,0.731,0.112,-0.1294,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,0,2,6,6,0,0,3,0,5,2,0,2,1,24,20,10,0,5,7,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,7,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,5,15,5,14,19,1,10,0,1,0,2,14,5,0,6,3,58,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16176904251043095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125765443265374,0.0,0.2532835457141588,0.3740383479084951,0.0,0.1157531882091025,0.0,0.13622975341208282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687845616250595,0.0,0.0,0.14260269804994322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17067003155357185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17295970159453838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13947913387992533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16740945000251534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729812708671569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463912446890127,0.0,0.14829615608514307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18658168986950344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097941884364333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465024637767436,0.0,0.1852029503776486,0.0,0.0,0.29882236179040006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274981161105394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217784293733048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476833169614795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564939057922632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164834136192546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14026607463901494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15602457415949975,0.0,0.0,0.13305911649181998,0.14469397056730898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19306170038085868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27318457379348743,0.0,0.13140222780176306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759869776403695,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,uhhhhhmmmmm106,2019/01/02,"What does it feel like to not be anxious, or at least the anxiety managed? I’ve been in therapy for about six months now and last week I started Zoloft. I have progressed a little bit but I also feel like my anxiety is a bit of the same or even worse because of what therapy has brought to light for me. My thoughts my whole life are constantly racing and not only I feel like I have anxiety about everything but it also seemingly arises for no reason. 

So I was just wondering what it’s like for people who  medication or therapy has helped them to reach a place of no or lesser anxiety. I know it might never go away but I’m just curious for what it’s like going from it being constant or it’s worse to managed and lesser. (Sorry if something similar has been answered before) ",3.310764267990073,5.161217148387099,4.894838709677419,81.20533498759308,74.29032258064517,8.382133995037224,28.052109181141443,9.057496981413335,2.489893300248139,618,25,117,14,13,208,90,155,0.129,0.7490000000000001,0.122,-0.2914,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,9,5,0,0,5,0,13,3,0,1,1,28,25,15,0,1,13,0,3,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,12,3,0,0,9,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,5,4,12,5,18,17,5,16,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,9,13,88,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18710175311089533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3579652211440599,0.13215694642529885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990892552130337,0.0,0.0,0.07131145655180354,0.0,0.09954350577107372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25542922064766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25283308408581057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237218893079597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772658491695957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513634317545112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17744962653254745,0.2507170004904837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296772051322814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841091523865926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06429053196901427,0.09535636477824364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262821131920486,0.2857587438792686,0.11724721441279234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784757866123713,0.0,0.1240999639101884,0.0,0.0,0.0933743289663007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902241288298655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889704755889888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110094779372366,0.0,0.12222183177301932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027751085476575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649648989245908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005885681137622,0.0,0.13095235024700827,0.08280082761633119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4013391098443123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928710513993966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383631883584237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060680250930315,0.0,0.0,0.1268625495127454,0.0,0.0,0.23843035777475965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mindisbreakingapart,2019/01/02,First appoint - all paper work or maybe also treatment/medication In your experience on your first visit did your psychiatrist do or prescribe anything to at least attempt to treat your anxiety? I am asking because I have been struggling litterally for months and months to schedule my first appointment and I would hate to finally do it and the be too afraid to follow up and I have heard most first appointments are like meet and greets with paperwork which I understand needs to happen but I don't think would actually help at all in the short term.,6.907857142857143,8.587415900000002,6.6194285714285765,73.04900000000002,65.0,10.114285714285714,33.285714285714285,10.290406445055957,3.653871428571428,450,19,75,11,7,141,70,100,0.057,0.858,0.085,0.431,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,0,6,2,5,1,2,2,0,12,0,0,0,2,17,20,9,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,4,3,1,11,2,14,14,5,18,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,3,10,59,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.17596632325801675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14420185092379914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794431799023754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838800816232814,0.0,0.16857487270124058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992140753216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763875754612011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19753176256407928,0.0,0.6135204508937968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15945639383268465,0.0,0.0,0.1780286831384713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086470513552194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809525105973116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18115569182045954,0.0,0.20029488653322086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878594313913822,0.0,0.0,0.13370500636647106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18850963145024066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554178466991034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18771949504098293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127511859031554,0.0,0.0,0.2561883301792916,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TruthOrJare,2019/01/02,"Owning a dog again is giving me extreme anxiety and stress Long story short, About 6 years ago I lost a dog to a tragic accident that was my fault. It haunts me still and I still feel incredibly guilty.

I had a lot of stress and anxiety after that event when it came to pets and life in general. But recently I got on anti-anxiety meds and things have been feeling better.

I was tired of feeling lonely and wanted a sense of companionship so I went to get a puppy. Well in the process of that I ended up fostering 4 puppies for a week because the shelter had no room for them. I really got connected with one of them and I was set to adopt him.

Then at the end of the week he went in to get neutered (required by the shelter before adoption) he passed away. They think it was due to a heart condition.

That tore open my old wounds hard and I swore off pets for life.

That was four months ago. Now, 5 days ago my fathers friends dog had puppies and wanted to give me one of them for free. After long contemplation and talking with my family I thought maybe it would help things.

I was wrong. For the past 5 days I have been so incredibly stressed and anxious about the puppy. He’s incredibly well behaved for a puppy and there’s no real reason I should be but anytime he’s not in my sight I just feel like I’m not being a good owner.

I worry I’m not giving him enough exercise or training him well and it feels like I have a huge weight on my chest and I can’t breathe. I know this is all probably just me subconsciously worrying something’s gonna happen again but I’m in agony. I barely sleep at night ironically worrying he’s gonna wake up and bark a bunch, waking up my family.

It’d be cruel to give him away and give up on him now. He learned his name. He’s potty trained. He sleeps in his kennel at night relatively hassle free. 

I don’t know what to do but I feel horrible all the time.
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anxiety,akahaus,2019/01/02,"CBD for anxiety? I’m not looking for recommendations so much as insights.

I’m already on medications (Lexapro and Buspirone) so already that’s one reason I should think twice about adding to the mix.

But I’m reframing my whole outlook and think that someday, if I can, I want to try to manage my anxiety without pharmaceuticals.

Anyway...

What does it feel like ? I’m considering oral solution as a starting point. 
Do you take some drops and feel calm within a few minutes? 

Do you feel tired or out of it?

How much do you take and how?

Do you also take meds?

In general, what is your experience and has it been positive?",2.96531073446328,5.5069919999999986,4.445000000000004,80.7084039548023,78.15254237288136,7.662146892655366,28.477401129943495,8.59863814320734,2.4415909604519777,488,22,92,11,12,162,79,118,0.053,0.8390000000000001,0.109,0.7691,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,5,0,0,7,2,0,0,3,0,9,2,0,3,0,24,24,15,0,3,5,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,4,10,2,14,22,5,7,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,3,2,65,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3920820405623161,0.14206651597957515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718032886610796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15546257555353826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17377563566156368,0.0,0.0,0.2694752965613745,0.12691308397458412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679074028679082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918112661517202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973289282766256,0.17896352801256513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26118615183143945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038013183723388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16793652398469458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826536270636052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574147386748954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4007117214391563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22766169356301055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20418236220935465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061258276257268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478248067791478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19833970646690474,0.0,0.1712481100651536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,APSkinny,2019/01/02,"How do you deal with Nocturnal Panic Attacks? I've had this issue that has popped up over the last several months where randomly while I am in bed sleeping I suddenly just feel this rush of panic hit me and blood starts pumping faster and my heart starts racing and I shoot out of bed. But often times my legs are weak since I take quetiapine to sleep. And then its just this back and forth where it feels like Im about to pass out, I roll around, drink water, stand up, emotions are all over the place and I want to call 911 but I wont because the last 3 times I went into the VA ER for ""heart palpitations"" or whatever I was experiencing I ended up having nothing wrong with me that I needed to be in the ER for. There is no consistency to the attacks, I've gone a week without it, then I'll have one, then I'll go a month, but I'm asking this question now because I've had really severe panic attacks at night 3 of the last 5 days, last night I was on the verge of puking it was so bad.

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So, what can I do outside of drinking water or trying to take a deep breath? I've read on a couple sites I should just get up and go downstairs and fully wake up by doing something for 30-60 minutes until my heart rate has lowered. I just wanted some more personal opinions from people on this.

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Thanks.",4.586374371309867,4.930728245353162,5.4079422698447415,84.47374589984693,69.52044609665427,7.965099497047891,26.97594576864203,7.724431198458867,1.3827015525912971,1034,30,216,11,17,338,159,269,0.15,0.812,0.037000000000000005,-0.9844,1,0,3,1,1,0,30.0,0,1,0,0,15,11,3,3,12,0,20,14,9,1,1,37,38,21,0,4,10,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,2,1,12,14,4,0,3,3,0,6,3,9,2,1,7,3,21,2,38,27,3,54,0,0,0,0,6,23,0,7,25,138,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19879511557815807,0.22294224068431973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166583669396685,0.08576219167498922,0.31309399654505315,0.0,0.07054048543260022,0.07659699207845291,0.11184467377489926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367425837797222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150581405679067,0.0,0.05916310709483196,0.09457734846554967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797356772205241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319235540424672,0.0812522080200653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277048668233256,0.06553729813224103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04792906459292895,0.0,0.10427308627885444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32612818637456154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909225705497564,0.09575013017031099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29911327090158063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044818315363232435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644801645019692,0.0,0.0,0.06802220402224014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17217888431493153,0.0,0.08802461858964153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06216371348280545,0.0,0.0,0.32290261919988195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06359924118388205,0.08010165850024221,0.09584617650386668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276701048372927,0.0,0.09176233919497333,0.0,0.058769400362907134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20727455691901106,0.0,0.0758862193392472,0.0,0.183607530912386,0.0,0.0,0.07062401995177023,0.0,0.0,0.12986456876410574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795038688735298,0.0,0.0,0.08445957731054039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698576396841288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06228375000794493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821832485923226,0.0,0.07358629998538987,0.0,0.0,0.08504159429810584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843168956614722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003005700576482,0.22294224068431973,0.0
anxiety,7lf10,2019/01/02,Hot flashes Anyone else here get hot flashes when they feel nervous about something or when talking to strangers at times? It has gotten to where i’ll worry about getting hot and that of course causes me to get hot. Has anyone experienced this?,6.7940000000000005,8.098055066666667,5.731111111111113,80.69000000000003,65.0,6.8888888888888875,32.77777777777778,6.42735559955562,1.9707777777777784,198,8,33,1,3,59,34,45,0.113,0.887,0.0,-0.6553,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,7,4,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,2,0,7,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44044695740753415,0.3227080597862745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235449845284618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26310403393010284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925043628534435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4936521120111347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424673275253209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25314846148465825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836524761008427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198515383395724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bringbackthegas,2019/01/02,"Alright, hear me out. Does anyone get anxiety when it comes to people not texting you/snap chatting you as much? In my case though it’s with girls. Background info....I have a girl who Is basically a FWB and we snapped a lot but last time we actually had a conversation  was when I wished her happy birthday which was 7 days ago. Her response was fine and perfectly normal and I know she got busy because she literally went out every night that week of her birthday and she even sent me a snap saying Christmas week was such a long week. Then New Years came around which she went out again. I’m flying to see her on the 18th and the past month has been perfectly fine but just these past 7 days I guess I haven’t got the same attention that I’ve been getting this past month. Im pretty sure everything is fine and that she is busy but how do I tell myself to calm the fuck down and not worry about how she’s not snap chatting me the same amount. Yes we do snap chat every day. We live in different states and only text each other very often anyway.  I know this probably seems stupid but idk why but I get anxiety on the fact that it’s different and not the same on the communication level between us. ",3.1096694214876064,4.836025958677689,4.00090082644628,87.92953305785126,74.53719008264463,7.1540495867768605,23.257024793388428,7.908726449838941,1.0256406611570243,950,27,199,14,20,305,140,242,0.055,0.773,0.171,0.9847,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,5,1,0,2,13,11,2,0,14,2,15,1,0,2,4,49,34,21,0,2,10,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,14,21,0,0,4,3,0,5,5,2,0,0,13,3,28,9,18,21,7,39,0,0,1,1,27,11,1,4,22,125,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.11432047748904615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038454769275309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17923725412415042,0.0,0.0,0.08191327056882608,0.0,0.0,0.1042874036401571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07141291335000981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13398719140316548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091344843226566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266541462126621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447914403640199,0.0,0.0,0.10251783669928237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737577744825512,0.0,0.1974060880564739,0.0,0.10528592358327728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830231772555622,0.18361647566394934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18738943616378687,0.0,0.12905277730093334,0.0,0.0,0.12470723699071355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203538219492064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265409702202915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876399980398764,0.09549203093802767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034446702296556,0.1036731354013829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959584907394983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18701435045690698,0.0,0.08611795850618811,0.0,0.0,0.11314318712691004,0.0,0.10993635486863078,0.11478109915597072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909705636611245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354957889695097,0.08121633237416155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918259923824202,0.12630638337161867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316154805547357,0.0,0.0,0.09335254682728217,0.1066480054189558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041150016037272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023933469490882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509824981389502,0.0,0.06831049556582026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14091576419421434,0.0,0.0,0.0966601536190589,0.0,0.0,0.2819094671516042,0.0,0.0,0.21719650296374754,0.1057087071571713,0.0,0.13471551247039035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897044654856084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07544008373132118
anxiety,rainbowtoaststudios,2019/01/02,"I don’t really want to go into it, but you know when everything kind of goes wrong at the same time and you wonder why me? I’m basically up shit creek without a paddle, it stinks and I kind of just have to bear with it, but I’m still surprisingly okay. Like sure I’m stressed but I don’t really feel like dying, and at least in this metaphor I am in a boat instead of swimming in shit! Yay silver linings!",2.074136212624584,3.4643332906976734,3.882823920265782,89.10686046511627,76.55813953488372,7.239867109634551,22.75083056478405,7.957251820313856,0.9238225913621269,317,9,72,5,7,107,58,86,0.16399999999999998,0.608,0.228,0.5511,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,4,13,2,1,3,2,4,2,2,0,1,16,12,7,1,1,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,1,0,2,3,5,0,0,0,2,7,8,14,12,2,12,0,0,0,0,2,7,2,1,5,44,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22093983753832194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19132628730408688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764047649159772,0.1520842727295898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098680403325834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4433715632545565,0.11699540253087587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080086024672232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27275770493046403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4370444478846429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17000932627049928,0.0,0.2438577433476252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006405194769452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241342912300438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556441676174454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19209457245345268,0.0,0.0,0.2052124450840017,0.2308634660775601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23275508277440626,0.0,0.0
anxiety,reddituser9878,2019/01/02,"Medicine works! Buspar and lexapro 3 weeks in, feeling normal again. I was so nervous to start a SSRI. Starting Buspar with lexapro helped me since my doctor said Buspar would work immediately while lexapro would take a while. Tell your doctor if you’re too anxious to start a SSRI, they will help you figure it out! ",4.915344827586207,7.296883982758622,4.192620689655172,85.66444827586207,71.24137931034483,5.329655172413793,27.11724137931035,5.6839178017228535,0.9300372413793104,253,9,44,1,5,75,45,58,0.093,0.8340000000000001,0.073,-0.279,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,1,2,3,1,0,1,3,0,4,2,0,0,0,9,10,5,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,6,0,5,5,0,9,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,7,26,7,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24837144477638315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4500579647453916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116434236982704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947258215454077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21540937652322692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20913066119199875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818647712103985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4668395057547635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16530218377000575,0.0,0.19216131565753705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17635291002224593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201113768624137,0.0,0.0,0.3123546944402672,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EmmyB90,2019/01/02,"Does anyone else twitch a lot due to anxiety? Hi guys! I am a person who has always struggled with anxiety, and I ended up marrying someone who has just as bad anxiety as I do (although it manifests itself in different ways). While I have been in therapy and taken medication for nearly 15 years for my anxiety, my husband was never allowed to see a therapist (controlling parents) and never considered he might have anxiety himself until recently, when he started sitting in on some of my therapy sessions and talking things out with me. 

To get to my point....my husband twitches a lot. A LOT. Mostly facial twitches, but lots of whole body jerking type twitches sometimes as well...especially when eating. When he is eating, his body will jerk and his eyebrows will twitch so much that he has to stop and take a big deep breath before he can continue. This is something that his dad does as well, and one of his brothers...so I just considered it to be a learned trait even though his twitching was on a way more extreme level than either his dad or brother. 

But it seems to be getting way worse over the past year or so. We've been going through rough times lately and he's been feeling very anxious. When I have commented that his twitching seems to be getting worse, and that perhaps it's related to his anxiety...he freaks out and says that it's just a thing he's always done and it can't be anxiety because his dad and brother do it too. He comes from a family that doesn't believe in mental illness so anxiety isn't a ""real thing"" to them. So I think his defensiveness about exhibiting anxious behaviors stems from that, which is totally fair. But is this something more than likely caused by his anxiety....or could it be a more serious, medical concern he should get checked out? 

Curious to hear how many others experience twitching or nervous ticks due to anxiety...as my anxiety does not manifest in this way but I've heard it can! ",7.0849617231088615,7.195156520435965,7.462771506422732,72.68522252497729,64.17711171662124,10.914181912547038,38.184637342675494,10.608840637214634,4.234185260153107,1541,76,269,36,21,505,187,367,0.133,0.838,0.029,-0.9836,3,0,2,0,0,0,51.0,0,0,1,1,17,10,3,2,13,0,34,17,4,4,3,54,50,36,0,2,12,8,2,1,0,4,11,3,0,2,27,18,2,3,5,0,1,2,6,8,1,1,8,6,26,2,44,32,13,43,0,0,1,0,40,16,0,12,21,198,53,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13240740990749816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4869305498363121,0.17976957197655027,0.0,0.05563306868300606,0.08152282290844738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06643270011193418,0.04850153687755008,0.0,0.0677031889338719,0.08964149469695787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17675555733278786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173424764816481,0.0,0.06853742706994055,0.0,0.0,0.08923790363162504,0.06352545966658152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312755015282176,0.0,0.0,0.20888124026981256,0.08142169837359678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282787501488552,0.06646559611429383,0.0,0.07047017673097268,0.0,0.0,0.05255133766833135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782895696154649,0.07500595246390086,0.0,0.04022999959772088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16627583346804872,0.0,0.04521811158990414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878096805782282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967452325157778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975177037719331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03887100032594189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27057021035036244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066550932872986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16030492038024194,0.0801818991319428,0.08440493669793664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05848876826850024,0.0,0.1227294777945712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05391469330045817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834651728237508,0.0,0.07595293632312976,0.0,0.06947230319651257,0.0,0.0,0.07521379189733819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056136460727426,0.0,0.0,0.07855995007327404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06327256579543515,0.0,0.0,0.06340228650755675,0.1448643368571921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06741440374144557,0.12250466267264865,0.07869092935660044,0.0,0.056315879499779835,0.0,0.0,0.06651915025118288,0.0,0.08317767254647124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059822301331535,0.06395060975182207,0.0,0.0,0.18197696487825404,0.09238005251166542,0.15857655795719228,0.050981462627523615,0.07817132428877913,0.0,0.04639446655216032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06564871513316853,0.0,0.2526171167290796,0.0,0.0,0.14307536234279453,0.0,0.0,0.08883047626102172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621652305185946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247334358722496
anxiety,Philistine_Koala,2019/01/02,"Does anyone else have major anxiety about driving? I feel like my anxiety over driving has impacted my ability to further myself in a career, and even in furthering friendships. 

18 years ago my sister, her husband, and their young daughter were involved in a horrific accident while driving, which left my niece paralyzed, and my sister and brother-in-law with serious injuries. They are doing fantastic nowadays, but their accident changed alot of things for me. 

I'm embarrassed at my level of anxiety when it comes to driving in a city, or on the interstate, or any place that's unfamiliar to me and that has lots of traffic. Over the years I've been able to make a life for myself that doesn't entail driving in conditions like that, but I feel I've lost opportunities, and let people down. 

Does anyone else suffer from driving anxiety, and were you able to overcome it? ",9.302594339622644,8.670624691823901,9.00779088050315,65.88074292452833,59.94339622641509,12.478301886792453,41.88757861635221,11.698219412168324,5.190301257861637,702,35,112,18,8,227,97,159,0.16399999999999998,0.753,0.083,-0.9187,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,3,2,3,7,0,1,7,0,10,1,0,1,0,18,16,13,0,0,4,4,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,9,0,0,2,0,0,7,1,4,0,0,4,2,17,3,23,11,3,28,0,2,0,0,10,15,0,4,8,80,25,1,0.3155819997268228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987220081477414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730329079106284,0.0,0.4828387320102025,0.0,0.0,0.22066227185596868,0.3233510524754643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692195551555605,0.1359229746123602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761679346305101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636282661740247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421946724742094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956774124001324,0.11272592183055365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17144038304183098,0.1613519880276588,0.1114524496377823,0.15417742440399515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17224751596482335,0.1341482654243194,0.0,0.0,0.10532671767602142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093924115655585,0.0,0.16485801075490378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482932894137507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20322446106178468
anxiety,KDCaniell,2019/01/02,"Sexual improvement on medication I often see people talking about a decrease in their sex drive when they start taking medication so I wanted to share my experience as it's completely opposite. 

Prior to starting fluoxetine in September I wouldn't have sex without having a shower directly before and after, I would only give my husband oral in the shower and sex just made me feel generally dirty and uneasy. 

In the past few months I've become so much more comfortable with sex, I'm able to be more present and engaged without my mind wandering to random things or stressing about the sheets being ""ruined"". I've been more receptive to my husband's advances and our sex life has improved immeasurably. 

I hope this doesn't sound like I'm gloating, I just wanted to share in case anyone else is in the same boat because I was terrified prior to starting the medication that I would become less sexual than I already was. I'm so grateful that I finally sought help. ",8.188707865168539,8.401727084269666,8.521662921348316,65.67024719101124,61.86516853932585,11.389662921348314,36.90112359550562,11.00357731598739,4.384418426966293,783,34,123,19,10,259,111,178,0.077,0.775,0.14800000000000002,0.9217,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,2,1,9,8,0,1,7,0,13,9,0,1,0,24,27,11,0,6,5,2,1,1,0,3,4,1,2,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,4,3,18,6,22,18,7,20,0,1,1,5,10,7,0,4,12,85,23,0,0.1466998830760511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618869688981051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257596918895193,0.15031136640153853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942688710407426,0.32403699046607864,0.1248307955407824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381203632316498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254892819219435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14350063514893793,0.0,0.0,0.07417586872154522,0.0,0.0,0.16070255127617908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407278952847345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832983932505827,0.0,0.0,0.14570608472669694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361846584757838,0.07167015277364189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881097642134033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4433540957659948,0.0,0.0,0.14812506247103735,0.0,0.11709444707278074,0.0,0.10784129356578308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157187162924484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004163783385987,0.10170322768704296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690081351372315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115047969041502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16804422041644962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103000550474787,0.11791180912372312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746088377634132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730547838023289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828269045755554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20842277582391708,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tonystarkco,2019/01/02,"I always have a feeling that something bad will happen for no reason I have gone through some severe health related situation in the past, of beloved family members. One of them died last spring. Another one was an almost near-death experience, where was delivered with an ambulance and was saved. 

So I can say that I was traumatised by the events, although I faced the situations calmly  at the moment they were happening, but it hit me afterwards, until today. 

I feel guilty to let myself free even a minute. When I listen to some music I am thinking of my smartphone ringing because someone needs me. When I am feeling happy, I am thinking that this might end in a moment. I am denying myself feeling happy because of this. 

When I am watching a movie, dreaming, sleeping, having sex, I always feel enslaved to my anxiety that ""something bad will happen at any moment and I must be prepared"". ",8.141506475800952,8.177163423312889,8.12364008179959,69.07798909338788,62.00613496932515,10.189229720518064,38.35650988411725,9.725611199111238,3.976736059986367,710,33,111,12,9,230,103,163,0.154,0.705,0.141,-0.3182,0,0,2,0,1,0,22.0,0,0,2,0,6,7,0,0,10,0,20,4,2,1,1,19,34,9,1,2,1,0,5,0,0,4,1,3,0,0,7,3,0,0,8,1,1,1,1,2,0,2,6,9,22,6,16,21,2,20,0,0,1,1,4,5,0,4,14,90,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599858925955974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260170642684689,0.0,0.0,0.0923585076841098,0.1424133303415234,0.10389770996721454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267988454908468,0.1655825000312459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095399401448075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029132262568824,0.0,0.0,0.08970418703511428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285262795952935,0.12803381011980045,0.0,0.3433594241799169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.360300904021694,0.28915409138547044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14436444753211305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070693292039968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887951353808906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440777069467717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070472039023244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18406282109464292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12965029451385413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13963991136823678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800513037607536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15343171100214306,0.0,0.0,0.3053223450942619,0.13591256949001065,0.0,0.11507517316210232,0.2091132530710667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17404887722273954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873625225513816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,voltairebear,2019/01/02,"Having severe anxiety before cortisone shot I’m getting a cortisone shot in my left hand for dequervain’s today. I am having severe, severe anxiety about it. First off, no one likes needles. Second, I have had other health issues this year (hypothyroidism and some adrenal issues) and I’m worried the shot might affect them. Third, I already have really bad insomnia and some people experience it as a side effect of the shot. 

Anyone had one and can reassure me that it will be fine?",5.569009740259743,7.7036434659090975,6.476493506493507,71.02045454545456,68.88636363636364,9.574025974025977,28.48051948051948,9.957137785484203,3.2968292207792205,387,14,59,10,7,128,63,88,0.199,0.6970000000000001,0.105,-0.8016,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,1,4,0,0,4,0,11,3,1,2,0,9,14,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,2,1,6,3,6,9,2,7,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,4,45,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950387835355506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704137261956201,0.0,0.0,0.12358185706216825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14757187844996164,0.0,0.0,0.1503941093947693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728872280859373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503363400904539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234020687240188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878680877550115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689446853628077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920302980075192,0.0,0.0,0.08634703279654649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874949390582879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395294050368693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253039231468475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322521383149375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5990032027907752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16753039927326766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17948970438963247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381581494305787
anxiety,n9xxx,2019/01/02,"Trouble exercising? it’s been a pretty bad day for my anxiety it seems today. over the last few months i’ve been getting pretty random heart palpitations and it’s made me really weary of partaking in any real strenuous physical activity. i was pretty active before that and worked out fairly regularly. i’ve seen my doctor and had a couple tests done, all of which were good. but today, i just feel lethargic, and get palps just from climbing stairs which im sure is just anxiety, but today... today has been tough. hope everyone else is doing better!!",5.3088235294117645,7.300333754901963,6.50406862745098,71.14080882352944,69.29411764705883,9.41372549019608,26.47549019607843,9.827888789773867,2.8475843137254886,441,14,71,11,8,148,75,102,0.122,0.69,0.189,0.862,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,3,7,0,0,3,0,11,3,1,1,2,18,18,6,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,9,2,5,4,7,9,2,12,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,3,7,43,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048200159992783,0.0,0.226072294170484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337359343991393,0.0,0.0,0.125733045503786,0.0,0.0,0.13068188758678867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16349384871932598,0.0,0.09529310385822803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15123882385918394,0.0,0.15120998386947793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343468531205035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119120137898727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471199584081772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15439720982742855,0.0,0.0,0.12393424370505812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17509654614923226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14675921676021922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15960636969167696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044428271706027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981427210489408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794078038405753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4509757265584053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16818345422655093,0.09465896649903124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345153348369721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13926223800979878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5602375624912821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757118400960636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lookintomyeyesss,2019/01/02,"When I used drugs when I was younger I didn’t realise the effects it was having on my brain.. dunno why it just didn’t click.. now I look back I can’t believe it I suppose you don’t realise the problem until you have the problem.. i would use coke and just get paranoid but i never thought.. 
I would need to stop.. chronic stimulant abuse was having induced psychosis but I never knew what it was back then no clue didn’t even know what anxiety was now I’m older and wiser I look back and I can’t believe what I’ve done to myself and my brain.. I’m gutted I’m going to have issues for the rest off my life now because I know I have some serious damage done..  
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anxiety,speckled_egg_,2019/01/02,I’m about to travel on a plane by myself! Wish me luck (I’m anxious) ,-3.4558333333333344,-2.23890325,0.5025000000000013,100.95916666666668,112.75,2.1333333333333333,11.583333333333332,3.1291,-1.829516666666667,52,1,13,0,3,19,14,16,0.0,0.647,0.353,0.7177,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7008025920978137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7133552599574671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,benjomaga,2019/01/02,"My girlfriend is taking a medicine. So my girlfriend was having headaches i was trying to help her find out what is causing them.


She then said it's ""the medicine my DR put me on""

I didn't ask what it was. 

But I'm getting anxious over what this medicine is what medical issue she might have. This is getting me worried about her and her health. 

I don't want to ask what she's talking cause I'm afraid is overstepping boundries and idk. I don't want to ask i didn't know. 


Should i ask?",0.9749684968496836,3.2154633465346545,1.777047704770478,98.67585058505851,83.85148514851484,4.4648064806480665,24.033303330333037,5.565023196281405,0.1852495049504954,382,15,86,2,11,118,57,101,0.08900000000000001,0.882,0.03,-0.3278,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,16,3,0,2,0,12,29,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,2,3,1,0,0,9,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,6,1,18,0,7,21,0,5,0,0,0,0,16,3,0,1,1,57,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19807485816301704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6556456983154176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3602278034479154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16024995156425814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18320710100159412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863693449153168,0.0,0.0,0.1175211090633722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830006898529788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635768943999816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17662819140100114,0.0,0.1859991730623139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17625673502810085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16678054955326313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182758039580492,0.140924938706345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903868117788245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20683029953847365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17805780122572906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Fackyaself,2019/01/02,Is it possible to experience nosebleeds from anxiety? I’ve had about 5 nosebleeds in the past 3 days and it’s really starting to worry me. It’s making me think I’m dying of some awful disease. I am scheduling an appointment with my doctor today.,2.798750000000002,5.371573041666667,5.608166666666667,71.95350000000002,79.0,8.840000000000002,28.35,9.3871,3.400745000000001,198,9,32,6,5,71,40,48,0.171,0.8290000000000001,0.0,-0.7823,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,3,1,0,1,0,5,7,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,7,6,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,21,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24237058548046975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043261909568872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32881477431870904,0.0,0.0,0.324284250935105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30991606293662194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21148343359773414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30244572088214444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571730665428151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20296648216472826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22425066886105405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030089416215491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003134606285855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32175160153786797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,b1ackcat,2019/01/02,"Tips on curbing stress from relationships? Long story short: I'm seeing this woman. Things are generally great when we're together, but we have a somewhat complicated history in terms of how things got started. Because of this (and other things), she wants to take things slower than I'd prefer. I'm at the point where I want to turn things into a committed relationship, but she's not there yet and wants to keep things open for now. She's open to the idea of becoming a couple, she's just not there yet.

This is causing me a ton of anxiety that I'm trying REALLY hard to cope with. After I ruined a date a couple weeks ago having an anxiety attack in front of her over it, I know I need to get a better handle on things so I don't scare her away (she was a saint about the situation and it seems she's let the whole thing go, but I can tell it added to her reservations and I really, really regret it...)

The biggest stressor right now is that she's dating someone else too. She's told me a bit about him (at my request, I also told her about another woman I was seeing but have since stopped dating). With me being at the point where I don't want to see other people, every time I think of them together my brain starts racing. 

The thing that frustrates me is that I know how irrational it all is: they're no where near as close as we are. She hasn't even kissed him yet; they've only been on a couple dates and she only talks to him a couple times a week. And it's not like it's cheating because we're not even a thing yet. 

But still my brain just goes nuts. They only go out every other Saturday due to scheduling. There's another date this Saturday. I'm looking for any advice anyone can give on how I can try and get a better handle on my anxiety over this situation. I'm usually able to calm myself down by just reminding myself what our relationship CURRENTLY is, not what I want it to be, and I'm trying to plan distractions for that night, but it's just tough.

I'm going back to therapy starting this week, but it's with a new therapist so I don't know how much he'll be able to help from the start.

I just need to figure out how to get a handle on this so I can just let myself relax. The only real complaint she says she has about me right now is that I can't seem to just relax and let things happen naturally. Which is completely true; I've struggled with that my whole life. I always push too hard and want to get to that next step. In everything I do. I'm too impatient. 

And I'm terrified that if I can't get a handle on this I'm going to scare her away. I'm absolutely crazy about her and I don't want to fuck this up, but I'm scared that me being scared of doing so well become a self-fulfilling prophecy.",3.3248987696956647,4.353960978761066,4.884213252751994,84.58975178070371,72.84070796460179,8.202460608676883,23.161018778329378,8.628873520835908,1.3195931361968491,2143,53,454,38,41,723,231,565,0.139,0.762,0.099,-0.9722,2,0,0,0,0,0,55.0,3,0,2,3,45,24,4,7,28,0,36,5,2,6,3,79,90,34,0,12,21,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,2,46,24,0,3,9,2,0,7,13,14,1,0,6,7,62,10,71,76,8,80,1,2,4,2,40,35,1,4,39,315,108,0,0.11867704980499555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057984919776441615,0.0526000220443448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0474529969261089,0.04937440622899897,0.0,0.0,0.04035223173842042,0.12444323436313134,0.1361814274011776,0.0,0.0,0.04149087630125131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06750613846418302,0.11150099490138084,0.045627662901469,0.0,0.07234442804057356,0.1310694775273533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496020636436228,0.0647823006503191,0.0,0.0,0.13248283643922268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609570106238225,0.0,0.0,0.06221531439758865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26262779667132874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049569723402827136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838507212628594,0.0,0.09999053295989598,0.0,0.05332964001219175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054857510104107526,0.15500965077128784,0.05692292007145136,0.13489380463572992,0.0,0.04745843904193859,0.06542093318839902,0.0,0.0,0.05247286160279087,0.0,0.10631132607707956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039773362439721696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06698597190484486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052742807373868834,0.0,0.0,0.0978327043497666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820329860626011,0.04191255498729776,0.02898980596269365,0.0,0.0,0.052512727264227725,0.04982941612871663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04362064338151785,0.08799752867896632,0.0,0.057309517112585126,0.0631071944146942,0.05568518591907808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18051848833875545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04113786175032886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121881718782044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06754023219540126,0.11404133550692605,0.0,0.0,0.191122106766784,0.0,0.10134955209308268,0.0,0.04718837667646223,0.2376328604670616,0.0,0.14185536528771922,0.1080391289441952,0.06190302272472064,0.0,0.0,0.0490854409867431,0.13339797635428174,0.0,0.0,0.05027733958909482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680004533587979,0.0,0.047387822637832124,0.04960966382174856,0.067972079791863,0.062033510003121926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044615185956137775,0.04769405861325344,0.05186448621613878,0.0,0.06785877462972996,0.06889660092820721,0.4336406719276096,0.03802173077289889,0.0,0.0,0.06920154211684636,0.0,0.0,0.1134010068819125,0.0,0.12086088997716968,0.06454327560754962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06535300189644809,0.0,0.2449957957696245,0.0,0.14279335629641318,0.0,0.05335246015770235,0.0,0.0,0.132498687905495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lukesbluemilk,2019/01/02,"Constant Work Problem Induced Anxiety Hi all,

This Christmas period I’ve been suffering really badly with anxiety. I don’t get it often and it’s only ever been related to work stuff.

Last time was a few years ago, and an issue at work has brought it back again.

I have a knot in the pit of my stomach that never goes away. Even though I’ve had a lovely time with family and friends, this gnawing feeling is always there.

I live alone and when I’m home I’m constantly running over scenarios and conversations in my head which only gets me stuck in a loop and driving anxiety levels up. At some points it’s like I’m having back to back panic attacks for extended periods of time.

My rational self knows this work stuff isn’t that important... but I can’t shake it. I go back to work next week and I’m hoping the thing will get resolved quickly. [as an aside it’s not like I’m losing my job or anything, it’s an ongoing issue with an employee in my team]

Sharing in the hope others have some experience and/or advice they’re willing to share.

Thanks all and much love!",3.2382159624413163,5.107846741784037,4.702934272300472,82.42134976525824,74.53990610328637,8.11361502347418,26.856807511737088,8.841846274778883,2.1848948356807507,848,32,163,18,18,283,132,213,0.087,0.736,0.17600000000000002,0.9775,2,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,8,12,18,1,2,11,0,14,4,2,1,4,28,32,13,0,3,3,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,1,1,17,11,0,0,4,1,0,5,5,7,0,0,6,1,11,11,21,24,6,38,0,2,0,2,9,12,0,6,23,104,28,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544943153658136,0.09565663701480748,0.0,0.0,0.11176330606547286,0.0,0.0,0.08979064021089679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476549792715029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880160154713472,0.0,0.0,0.12276440070492226,0.10138598598950592,0.3319077535230098,0.09010122134639366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23322702318511015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07127423240851834,0.0976117249635457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555771580164182,0.10172893641023274,0.0,0.054563070482038296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337181143637208,0.0,0.16913721311889066,0.0,0.06132833791736818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074787215101534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824358413473964,0.21436004748254184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22526220516818626,0.10708506860607414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059305092307584864,0.08796191044141673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543977885656534,0.0,0.0952874363336982,0.0,0.0,0.1207248651110824,0.0,0.0,0.19478787592616495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793270399540988,0.0,0.0832276561532493,0.0,0.1147646285026283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641424360898971,0.0,0.12661036931258768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102010824497953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032563034867542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06913058341859728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257476222929864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470646751196789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934999878697,0.0,0.0,0.07169130827025487,0.0,0.10602206113580384,0.0,0.1887714074403448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655973717942964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3928026569828162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949117977367117
anxiety,loversinthenight,2019/01/02,"Anxiety I hate how anxiety takes over your thoughts and body... it is such an inner struggle of conflicting thoughts of what you know is true and how your mind twists it into something it is not.              People don’t really understand, unless they have been through the attacks..                           How do you not let it take over?",5.609210526315788,6.983318298245614,5.286798245614037,82.5396710526316,67.7719298245614,9.208771929824564,31.793859649122812,9.516144504307137,2.8988280701754383,241,10,45,5,4,74,41,57,0.189,0.767,0.044,-0.8074,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,1,0,4,4,2,1,2,0,8,1,1,3,1,16,15,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,6,1,7,11,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37491829963812656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278774651556214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721903278776628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24193171615018666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467060767310204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505756435185193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474261175891469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698837074098136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15698243296702327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886480108607332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25617477949956563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3684874650514058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890775373650527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551010252364069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ODMAN03,2019/01/02,"How this subreddit has affected​ me One year ago, I didn't recognize any of the things I did. Worrying about small things, obsessing over things over and over again and feeling like everyone hates me. I don't know when this started, but it's just last year that I realized that it isn't normal. 

I found this subreddit, and thought that it might help me. 

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I think this has been the best thing to help my anxiety in my life. I don't go to therapy and I don't do medication (I probably should), so maybe it isn't as good as those. But just writing down what I feel has helped me a lot. Sure, the responses and other peoples posts have helped too. But writing everything down, something about it works for me

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Have a good year!",3.7115287356321858,5.594403089655174,4.096293103448279,87.215933908046,73.27586206896551,8.695402298850576,27.94540229885057,9.2995712137729,2.342160919540229,588,23,121,14,12,184,83,145,0.08800000000000001,0.782,0.13,0.8490000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,2,9,7,1,1,5,0,16,2,0,1,1,25,25,13,0,2,5,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,19,5,0,0,7,0,0,1,6,2,0,1,5,2,17,5,14,18,2,17,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,2,9,89,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308929425561028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764592067112429,0.3100399867610524,0.08675672046467194,0.0,0.09759603967806436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338841684994229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190527054664882,0.11465796243963615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901350759963784,0.09114101922948988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398815724594652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250493713124302,0.2140110341338578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12595585433714948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420486390434365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011297118662448,0.10399226529002006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901113931086757,0.062327667736796766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846138527941243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281682228337089,0.0,0.0,0.12852038448011405,0.0,0.13533901380828134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499835218139035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644946263241897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844581374143612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218348026840742,0.0,0.13754956092544113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982149912176745,0.0,0.0,0.09029964231265793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023979281787515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589539383570924,0.0,0.3390259038811699,0.0817461767574724,0.0,0.10128187077337772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928775600861628,0.1295606148242806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100399867610524,0.2464661749412442
anxiety,throwaway56302,2019/01/02,"Can’t seem to help myself Isn’t it ironic that I work in a pharmacy and try to help people constantly with their problems, but I can’t even help myself. Like, the job just makes me so anxious. I have no idea what I’m doing, and I have to constantly force myself to ask questions and get yelled at by the customers. And now I’m sick, and I have to go work in an hour, and I would just rather do anything else. But the money is good, especially for an 18 year old in community college and I just feel stuck. Like, I just did it to myself, I forced myself to get a job, and now I hate it. Now I’m stuck, and it seems like they’re trying to force me into more hours, and next semester starts soon with me taking double the credits this semester compared to last semester. I don’t know, I just wanted to get this out. I’m really sorry if you read this. ",4.072032686414708,4.106397561797753,5.371470888661902,85.37337589376921,70.57303370786515,8.495199182839633,25.170582226762004,8.296473431620573,1.2926786516853932,658,16,146,9,11,221,95,178,0.157,0.716,0.126,-0.7192,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,1,2,12,7,1,0,8,0,12,1,0,1,0,33,32,14,0,5,9,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,9,14,0,0,6,1,2,1,5,2,0,0,3,2,22,5,20,28,2,20,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,4,16,99,31,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16443248207071431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197770047412905,0.0,0.13607159754250953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31458029782280844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159013142456147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613581201680924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359553249000315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22813494829726635,0.0,0.0827206322129794,0.12208222463569172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437025989393658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292681582683594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28667906622029266,0.0,0.0,0.16431064303755105,0.0,0.0,0.28887606859980136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999164653283734,0.11864441609650775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21332826219333445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971571799231214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547963461559358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273248051738636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009075232496183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927373534740198,0.0,0.0,0.16305170166572264,0.0,0.14559152284513055,0.0,0.09324442435311772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26501039314999725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16293369789896306,0.10302254986012853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10943709085995523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19764068988901387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585041997745714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21192737467848224,0.0,0.0,0.10339606016201837,0.0,0.0,0.09373080242039224
anxiety,SEND_ME_SPIDERMAN,2019/01/02,"How do you deal with not really being able to eat? Hi all,

When my general anxiety is high (like it has been for a couple of weeks/months now) it's very hard for me to eat.

I'm super hungry right now, but I'm finding it hard to finish even this bowl of cereal. I'm having a bite every now and then.

I guess what I'm worried about is my stomach feeling weird if I eat (afraid of throwing up). When I'm swallowing food/digesting I tend to exaggerate  the feelings and panic.

What I'm trying to do is tell myself that the hunger pains are worse than the negative symptoms I feel when I eat.

Anyone else have a similar problem?",2.8011627906976737,4.1031854341085285,4.716968992248066,84.22056976744187,74.50387596899225,7.950697674418605,24.527906976744184,8.548686976883017,1.579786976744186,487,15,101,9,10,167,87,129,0.256,0.713,0.031,-0.9835,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,9,7,0,2,6,0,11,9,1,1,1,15,22,9,0,2,3,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,3,6,0,4,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,1,5,10,2,14,20,1,12,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,9,64,17,0,0.1496680874401854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449567723217174,0.0,0.0,0.1046514066945436,0.15335264253875766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16560489202004533,0.0,0.0,0.1543012262471653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6125912725212035,0.1250284820667634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885436020089178,0.0,0.12610181880003646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22703004609784136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679392045430772,0.0,0.18097924542351296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487627204474214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26814641707611164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15813255172876636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312026749616428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946363947791128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925739742112766,0.1756032528201402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321214656353515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588120928459222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781572890138204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556244973751784,0.0,0.0,0.13081650531071087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016148069006022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349184664828801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15199520785736012,0.15252456760397834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,monstergrillz,2019/01/02,"Dating with anxiety I’ve been on a couple of dates with a guy now and it’s going well so far, but since our first date I’ve had overwhelming anxiety and it’s starting to affect my 

I love spending time with him and want to continue dating him but I can’t cope with the anxiety... one thing that’s causing me anxiety is the fact he would spend every second with me if he could, which I know is amazing, but it’s too much for me. I need time on my own every now and then. I feel like it’s moving too fast and I don’t know how to tell him.... 

Does anybody have any advice ? Anybody been in a similar situation ? 


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anxiety,midnghttt,2019/01/02,"idk what's happening i got into a fight with a friend almost 2 years ago. they didn't forgive me.

i've tried reaching out more than once, to no response. probably became invasive. considered finding their number again and calling. realized i was honestly going crazy.

i'd do a lot of snooping. look on their social media accounts from time to time. i haven't really done it much anymore because i've realized i'm reopening the wound every time.

been going to therapy, but my therapist had a baby and won't be back until february.

i don't really understand how to move on from getting no forgiveness. like, once a month it'll give me huge depression and anxiety. it's the worst feeling.

my therapist told me i overthink a lot, and i have to practice things like thought stopping and cognitive disassociation. my will is pretty bad, but i've been getting better.

has anyone dealt with something like this? if so, how did they move past it? i just hate that i'll be doing well for like, a week or 2, but then suddenly i'm sad for a couple of days.

sorry for how jumbled this sounds.",2.881979949874683,5.3646470909090915,4.5517156527682845,80.15534290271134,78.0909090909091,8.000091136933241,27.655730234677602,8.841846274778883,2.6199471861471864,858,37,154,21,21,288,132,209,0.173,0.665,0.162,-0.5599,0,0,1,0,1,0,27.0,0,0,4,1,8,16,2,0,10,0,19,1,0,3,0,30,34,16,0,1,6,0,1,4,1,3,1,1,0,0,9,9,0,1,8,0,1,4,6,6,1,0,10,3,17,10,20,19,5,24,0,2,1,0,12,5,0,5,19,100,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444181327065645,0.0,0.12927777222708986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876326333373088,0.0,0.12803525384894346,0.09027165642821648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927205873305857,0.10779541776265757,0.0786998484336366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418090592693342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182835959300232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14284975603720065,0.0,0.08326060426618613,0.0,0.11119602398302836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13211695409547647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877464929751032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06527823806530524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11799759008269388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974447747897207,0.0,0.13490173440430814,0.12384713801347005,0.14674415524461126,0.0,0.10325527647831656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416515043018348,0.0,0.0,0.12746225411768333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522923627627521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841380886078024,0.0,0.0,0.21951711137515506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304859685346783,0.2744316195640835,0.09490538845031282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749804666497234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324319931987072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313439272531123,0.13919461846945955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16541307672478536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160401259311444,0.0,0.09938961737533936,0.0,0.14451997778199074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793569399499874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14764026540528893,0.2997965260075981,0.08577014173019208,0.0,0.0,0.10249317602558684,0.2258425848462849,0.0,0.0,0.12336322638176105,0.0,0.08765230421913657,0.0,0.0,0.13440053343059527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355845227458647,0.0,0.11607889209153588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083137949104201
anxiety,Burnsy813,2019/01/02,People with SAD how do you cope during this time of the year? Looking for new ways to try to control/slow down my racing/irrational thoughts. ,5.032222222222224,6.615810925925927,4.534259259259262,86.5991666666667,69.37037037037037,6.881481481481483,28.314814814814817,7.1686216300943375,1.4770148148148152,113,4,21,1,2,34,26,27,0.138,0.862,0.0,-0.5904,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,6,2,0,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4636191127875556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34711883474869515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3992262873147839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28657222468632704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281621797586805,0.24103391659619605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806447446437023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32810644010742074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661907031926678
anxiety,worldprincessiv,2019/01/02,"issues breathing For the past 4(?) days now, i have a really hard time not breathing manually. i wake up, i immediately start to breathe manually and it only stops for brief periods throughout the day when i'm busy or focused on something else (which isn't often because i'm home from school for winter break). when i sleep, i have no issues breathing and my body does the work for me as it should, but when i'm awake, it's a constant problem. i'm becoming quite nervous and frustrated. has anyone experienced this?  ",4.352040816326529,6.323285989795923,5.442602040816325,77.86043367346939,71.75510204081633,8.16530612244898,30.617346938775512,8.841846274778883,2.6658530612244906,409,18,74,8,8,135,70,98,0.16899999999999998,0.812,0.019,-0.9252,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,5,3,1,1,5,0,5,7,7,0,0,10,10,9,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,2,7,0,9,9,0,17,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,13,43,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14770241872697346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287686348852788,0.23329561313081884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346376351288872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282730760653727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27246188053642706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18485566914848064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764621211917816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892276254380177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21188879039258326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44095487557801855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065590636710053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016504332749291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20212609755219696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22467745903189493,0.0,0.0,0.13532437803857822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137839852434877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21139040700166647,0.0,0.0,0.1626212198106675,0.0,0.0,0.14951523997803692,0.0,0.0,0.17660430417285022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317449113489162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378367321517725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Riffn,2019/01/02,"about to start college and i don’t know if i can do it On mobile so please excuse bad grammar, format, all that nonsense. 

Hey everyone I’m new here but i need all the help i can get. I’m an 18 y/o male about to start my first semester of community college and i have social anxiety disorder. i know this is something i have to do but the thought of going back to school is honesty making me nauseous. i don’t do well in any social settings really and i avoid them whenever possible. if anyone has gone through similar situations i could really use some advice. ",1.7848820058997037,4.160315327433633,4.16391592920354,81.9815081120944,81.56637168141594,7.660471976401181,26.23082595870207,8.59863814320734,2.304156932153393,444,19,85,11,12,154,77,113,0.114,0.7659999999999999,0.12,0.1866,0,1,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,6,3,0,1,3,0,13,0,0,2,2,18,26,8,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,2,1,1,2,0,13,1,11,23,3,10,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,3,5,58,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884376283999626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113545519680075,0.0,0.14751942005230095,0.0,0.0,0.13483578765975154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14827939091292833,0.1610104504030875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15396428047852334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22100737357765546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842635712645871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16402665659720084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074912954286899,0.0,0.10959344571574367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925426335897644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21195583102987786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12871988328600614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14298584591695115,0.0,0.18624272536857406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21167660568803692,0.0,0.21739421691888328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470720420107174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951608666113347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21675634280835895,0.0,0.39314512216328096,0.0,0.1484549843688958,0.0,0.0,0.27298138139282563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15309066728103024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665488500518398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17338320204946722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,qwdrtesa,2019/01/02,"I have to spend many days alone with nothing to do. Anxiety going through the roof. Advice to deal with it? My life has gone to shit lately, piecing it together. Quit job, moved home to parents. Living with them and going to be getting mental health support before getting a job again.

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I have about a week or two before I will receive any mental help. In the meantime, I have no friends here, my vehicle just broke down and I can't drive. All my hobbies are outdoors but my parents house is in the city. I have slight interest in books/movies but not really. Besides that, there is literally nothing else to do. 

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Being alone with nothing to do, my anxiety is going through the roof, I lose desire to do anything, no energy, so miserable and unhappy, can't stop worrying. Hours feel like forever, I wish I could just be put into a coma for two weeks. How can I deal with this? 

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Thank you",3.524224137931032,5.842736752873563,4.31676724137931,83.48308189655174,75.14942528735631,7.108620689655173,28.69109195402299,8.07648339933343,2.1454264367816083,721,31,130,12,16,231,108,174,0.138,0.696,0.166,0.6673,4,2,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,1,2,8,9,1,1,7,0,21,4,1,1,1,22,31,8,0,3,6,2,1,1,1,1,3,0,1,0,4,9,0,1,1,0,1,8,5,4,0,2,1,1,17,5,23,25,2,20,0,3,0,0,9,5,1,1,8,92,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419632999939527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19967283097803226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133326637070957,0.3513923665744302,0.0655520806392255,0.0,0.14748421629539793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932508352031176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16405052858512145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696376936612581,0.0,0.0,0.062166966511554275,0.19875855557704544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052586847810922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04874033854913058,0.06886479122393271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447473683140221,0.0,0.10072508696011373,0.0,0.1643509388130209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024636510848527,0.0,0.0,0.0646117091823541,0.0,0.09669230286875567,0.0,0.09492991129878496,0.11122718488846572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913148380876072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873804915016848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808682112388324,0.04709385370555921,0.0,0.08511877842197417,0.0,0.0,0.10784163619877844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772966127852216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942874943217516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245290346806096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774815481183168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21407105170458526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690385834366053,0.0,0.10252822188584666,0.0,0.0,0.06175327030084458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989483465942207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059075157005005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093881958838557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874780200147814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18832831961188176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546449222001907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084978888242944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789406313586144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3513923665744302,0.0
anxiety,ca77um98,2019/01/02,"IBS and Anxiety Hey guys, 

After my post a couple of days ago, about having **IBS** as well as **anxiety**... 

I realised just how many people are in the same boat as me, it's actually quite comforting to know **we're not alone!** 

So with that in mind, I have created a new [IBS Support Group](https://www.facebook.com/groups/ibsociety/) on Facebook to try and build a really supportive community for us all.

We can give each other tips, reassure people when they are overthinking things, share stories and other things that will help. Here's a link to the group, hopefully you find it helpful [https://www.facebook.com/groups/ibsociety/](https://www.facebook.com/groups/ibsociety/)

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Thanks guys, Happy New Year

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anxiety,YaboiCece,2019/01/02,"Does anyone experience physical discomfort cause of anxiety/depression? I've had an extreme panic attack some weeks ago and since that that I've been feeling anxious almost every day. I often feel very nervous, and this feeling comes up random too. Like i could be feeling fine and one minute later i don't feel good anymore. I feel this pressure in my chest sometimes, nausea and sometimes dizzyness. But often just an uncomfortable feeling in my body, which is making me feel so depressed lately. Its not that I'm feeling sad, I just don't feel good or at ease and i don't know why. It's hard to explain the feeling too, it's like a burning sensation in my chest",5.429807524059491,6.825612645669295,5.8944356955380615,77.93584426946633,68.21259842519684,7.8491688538932625,33.0087489063867,8.167268648758528,2.658865966754156,534,24,91,7,9,172,84,127,0.231,0.638,0.131,-0.9513,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,7,12,1,4,4,0,8,3,3,2,0,32,24,8,0,1,5,0,12,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,13,0,0,1,4,7,0,1,2,12,10,5,7,20,1,11,0,2,0,0,1,5,0,6,7,55,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126472248263614,0.0,0.1272505376918046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14356228127288356,0.12602750353065478,0.08885608578280636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456988535714652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14115531766224065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054439548895375,0.0,0.10946668309382226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146166348810824,0.0,0.0,0.08195497554525925,0.0,0.2189046670169354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120705630188728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706892895734152,0.0,0.0,0.12430693901797985,0.0,0.0,0.7068005446962196,0.09078474626291824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21317445860886888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383717520210568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983889748796511,0.0,0.14334983125298473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416805404374323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482573647343546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611152910072317,0.0,0.0,0.14909897715822826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512046367344104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25136733007053064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485288698780162,0.0,0.0,0.10193452832188288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466837895643532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Brendz4less,2019/01/02,"Need to share I'm having a hard time right now and need to write it down
I haven't been using my laptop for a month now. It has been a constant source of anxiety for me ever since I first got it 9 months ago( I bricked it in the first month) ever since then the smallest problem has been enough to make me a nervous wreck. I'm afraid that after not using it for so long the amount of applications trying to update at the same time will crash it and kill it, even though Ive read thousands of thread saying that won't be the last . After writing this I can honestly say that I feel so much better and that my anxiety has vanished. For those of you who made it this far, writing out my irrational anxieties like this really helps me understand and see how irrational I'm being and calm my down, hence the purpose of me writing this post. I want to let you all know that I appreciate you all and that your anxiety does not define you, instead it only serves to hinder you. Do not let it. You are much more than your human nature unnecessarily amplified and I am CERTAIN you will get through it. The best of luck and God bless",6.4326064610866345,5.610563740088106,6.7584251101321575,80.30066262848754,65.78414096916299,9.857415565345082,30.370411160058733,9.075114841892004,2.2309944199706315,887,26,184,13,12,288,127,227,0.114,0.7440000000000001,0.142,0.8403,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,9,0,4,10,13,1,2,11,0,20,0,0,5,5,35,36,13,1,4,3,0,2,1,0,3,0,2,0,1,23,9,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,4,0,3,5,5,26,9,25,24,9,27,1,0,1,0,19,7,0,1,20,137,49,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392464184788385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3932677779724938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487311991640452,0.11366491356466595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888375085514834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246814184440647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327948351800369,0.0,0.08488581298197155,0.2325062045596411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649832406487886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186369724927356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06714605150620137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278865788220276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11512808623439565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614380555223605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218760967194266,0.0,0.07063086903056638,0.10476041659025492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628394683206193,0.0,0.06278805850604392,0.0,0.0,0.11373557298111332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160810841789582,0.0857876584364609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077487367757857,0.0,0.1889530072905347,0.1905909265550955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774475053250084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308600315290895,0.0,0.0,0.1229756529224826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128554120683261,0.0,0.0823327811062374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097548154439344,0.0,0.20440747753743485,0.0,0.0,0.10241327573956563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126250547821344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262696005192108,0.0,0.1498813231358822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725619666380538,0.0,0.0,0.13379316700473035,0.0,0.2219988939779576,0.0,0.0,0.07580403745230686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BoolHard911,2019/01/02,"How to work with anxiety I've been suffering from pretty major anxiety (I'm dissociating to some extent basically all the time) for a number of months. I'm trying to figure out how it could be possible for me to make money when I'm like this. I've been living with my mother for a number of months but unfortunately, she is a large contributor to my anxiety. I need to start making money somehow, but whenever I try to work, my anxiety gets way worse and forces me to leave. I've been trying to get on BC financial assistance for upwards of a month, but the number of hoops they're making me jump through is ridiculous, and now I'm finding out that they're only going to give me $400, which doesn't cover much of anything.

How can I deal with this? What have all of you done? I'm pretty desperate, but again, my anxiety is kicking my ass.",7.6380621301775165,5.900514485207102,8.707921597633135,70.25703032544378,63.9112426035503,12.000295857988167,34.14275147928994,10.9516,3.566922485207101,664,22,129,15,8,230,96,169,0.17600000000000002,0.7559999999999999,0.068,-0.9575,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,2,7,3,1,0,6,0,12,1,1,6,2,25,26,10,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,2,0,2,2,1,2,0,0,4,0,14,1,28,20,6,14,0,1,0,1,5,3,1,2,9,83,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5466097822962159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759866302390147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409803780942465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732881052963118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14624146079851796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061260806790498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14932395950698946,0.13708752599395296,0.08121622154227068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131579243853324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698161790273928,0.0,0.1261877592361914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861706507057029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421962935854121,0.0,0.10505163958438354,0.10596226866997617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868571452178342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16110394894496965,0.0,0.2907715806803795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114891544526873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332907194375179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910694036005221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343136077701292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080731270095244,0.0,0.14563243383202387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,-ravioli-formuoli-,2019/01/02,"Anyone holding themselves back from treatment because their anxiety is financial-based? It's like I'm truly cursed to be trapped in this cycle. I have so much anxiety about everything-- not fitting in, not succeeding, not having enough money. But I'm out of college now, and psychiatric help isn't free anymore, and I hear stories all the time about how US hospital bills are devastating. I find myself so crippled at times, where I just want to be housed by professionals who will ensure my heart doesn't explode from how fast it's racing, but then I think about how much that will cost me, and then the sense of hopelessness, entrapment, and apprehension gets worse.",11.689834710743805,9.217238479338846,10.036429752066118,66.20919008264464,56.768595041322314,13.646942148760333,43.20826446280992,11.979248473330829,5.096363966942148,540,23,91,12,5,166,89,121,0.196,0.738,0.066,-0.9563,1,1,0,0,0,1,17.0,1,0,1,1,12,5,0,1,2,0,10,1,1,3,1,19,16,13,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,1,2,0,4,0,5,2,0,0,0,1,10,4,14,12,4,13,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,8,65,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489962554765511,0.0,0.2262168272593417,0.15949488203248485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17539708390464406,0.0,0.13904943742645032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23569131680907834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20500421781457728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084819582913307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917437358592307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257088595792284,0.2703030867943368,0.15289259509246275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26320017157309755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143957646479027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353638192551965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615915605791907,0.0,0.0,0.2660173218867294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743797559369722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345410262557015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324563872137675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,doncheche,2019/01/02,"Does anyone else wake up after 3ish hours of sleep, wide awake? Unless I drink until I pass out, or load up on benzos before bed, I wake up around 3 hours after I go to bed, ready for the day. I know this isn't enough sleep and I have zero interest in experiencing sleep psychosis (again). Does this happen to other people? How do you handle it?",2.5456521739130444,4.378855956521743,3.944275362318841,87.26684782608696,76.39130434782608,5.759420289855073,15.847826086956525,6.42735559955562,-0.3865478260869568,267,3,54,2,6,88,53,69,0.0,0.907,0.093,0.7219,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,3,6,5,1,0,7,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,3,1,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,7,1,15,6,1,17,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,1,7,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261084886007347,0.20897712910081603,0.0,0.18156417214521506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17355162087872975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153481303896852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3569667189078659,0.0,0.0,0.1997993332376823,0.0,0.0,0.17037915229626108,0.0,0.0,0.21074117445502275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159129530393058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803577075827024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4017113536389395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208893984544133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413974807836443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6123101905144097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BaysidePanthers,2019/01/02,"PCS or Anxiety? So background: about 4.5 years ago I suffered a pretty bad concussion and did nothing to treat it and made it worse, developing PCS. Mostly in the form of anxiety and panic attacks (mainly related to my health), which I had no sign of before (I was 22 at the time). It took about 3 years but for the last year-ish I have beaten the anxiety and seemingly the PCS, feeling like myself again.

Well about two days ago I was unloading my car and hit my head on the trunk, snapping it to the side. I was walking at a slow speed and it was the underside of the trunk which isn’t particularly hard, but, my head did whip back a bit. I stunned myself, but, didn’t lose conciseness and remember the whole incident. Immediately all those feelings came back and I felt like I had another concussion. Ive felt in a fog for the last two days and am panicking that I just screwed myself and am in for another long recovery. 

I know 3 days removed I most likely won’t be diagnosed even if I go to the doctor. Is there a way to tell if it really was a concussion or am I just having anxiety over the idea of the PCS returning. Is something I can do to help my situation.

Thank you all in advance, any help is appreciated.",4.654861111111114,5.334921818930042,6.163577674897122,77.92339120370372,69.49382716049382,10.354835390946503,30.82536008230453,10.411451182825502,3.1523335390946503,954,38,194,26,16,326,131,243,0.154,0.741,0.104,-0.7826,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,3,12,13,3,1,20,0,24,6,2,1,2,34,36,18,0,2,9,0,5,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,10,11,0,0,8,0,0,7,4,7,1,2,15,5,25,6,24,18,8,35,0,2,0,1,4,10,1,7,20,138,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20313190536414205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791656163005369,0.24028879003651596,0.3506055922674771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13034833444028365,0.0,0.17620589768335765,0.09566734383990558,0.0,0.0,0.0974969291310089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508884648259214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13104602284752648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22167883446185446,0.0,0.0,0.11629365006556287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727482486863006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567729268104957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586755310892548,0.08185411808774172,0.22002454597589385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651169773616572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263884590019648,0.0,0.23517893778324805,0.1217904192626946,0.0,0.0,0.15359763325399395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293439391929205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06296874306992006,0.18679174833074136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16793019163682596,0.0,0.0,0.10139739424497972,0.0,0.1281828038291116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841590708549237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994010632123333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443189286145632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165664080218437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340121693061745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297938596762028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430696254183464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287897992025621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820728094860743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014569857912484,0.10548747677800134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668110038646041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729970823543113,0.0,0.0,0.22385094383934728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094620768554668,0.0,0.0,0.10301884359061536,0.0,0.0,0.1279215762961153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676416012566207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213522688118783
anxiety,princessfafa,2019/01/02,"Day 1 on Lexapro, again.... Hi everyone, I started Lexapro again today because when I took it in the past I don’t think I could get over the first few weeks of symptoms a gave me. It made everything so much more worse. But after reading some posts here it’s giving me hope that if I just tough it out the first few weeks and everything will go back to what I think it was. A life without panic attacks and anxiety and crying and overall just panic. How long did it take for Lexapro to start helping out?",4.157949080622348,5.08583297029703,4.407439886845829,89.16227722772278,70.78217821782178,7.355586987270155,29.28005657708628,7.447530270364453,1.5428036775106078,394,15,83,4,7,123,72,101,0.095,0.76,0.145,0.6546,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,9,5,1,2,5,0,5,2,0,2,0,18,17,9,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,4,0,2,5,0,8,1,11,10,5,23,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,3,15,59,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123916772713987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842793758995237,0.0,0.12455515060601115,0.0,0.09874350949727548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293304755629165,0.0,0.17793103681255218,0.1044658208591056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547819742767843,0.2911602708132151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27556580574116085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462958288657536,0.1553891308819434,0.09205883604264248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085739841526599,0.0,0.0,0.16088595529750846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441358743266955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335011344439672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532725046398515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907635544798276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3801049767743684,0.0,0.0,0.15463137813763558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15513521454116086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16202712397422295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22930521134920465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16836265956020308,0.12179127425575467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20758470197986664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15354121775912455,0.0,0.1799693942124272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598664475020327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15614611020475194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16507481010619834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rhinestonecovvboy,2019/01/02,"I thought I was doing better. I went without an attack for 2 months. Isn’t it funny how after a certain amount of time passes from your last attack, it doesn’t feel real anymore? Like it’s not a part of you anymore. Almost like it’s never going to happen again.
I thought I was going to be okay.
New years eve, I get a message from this one person. Five minutes later, I’m in the bathroom, praying I don’t throw up, trying to stop my legs from shaking. I calm myself by going to sleep.
How could a person be such a big trigger? I don’t think I care about him this much. I can go months without thinking about him. It doesn’t make sense that this would be such a big deal.
I hate that I don’t control what happens to my body. I hate that the same thing can happen anytime, anywhere, out of the blue, where there’s no bathroom, where there’s no calmness of my room, where my mom’s not there to comfort me.
I can’t imagine an independent life. And I thought I was doing better.

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anxiety,billyjoe_drum,2019/01/02,"3 great relaxing Spotify playlists to help aid focus/ productivity and relaxation. Feel free to listen and enjoy 🎧🎧🎧🎧🎧☕️☕️☕️ :) Here's a collection of playlists Ive curated on Spotify to help aid concentration. Feel free to follow and enjoy the playlists

COFFEEHOUSE MIX

[https://open.spotify.com/user/%2Aruby%2A/playlist/1MIEdE9gfr6wgkylJu64PI?si=p5EL\_n94RoCaEBYY2vnjag](https://open.spotify.com/user/%2Aruby%2A/playlist/1MIEdE9gfr6wgkylJu64PI?si=p5EL_n94RoCaEBYY2vnjag)

MONDAY MORNING CHILL

[https://open.spotify.com/user/%2Aruby%2A/playlist/1iZWtDZj940zG0tWBMXLez?si=5gyBa2QWT9WNgcnrCD7hGQ](https://open.spotify.com/user/%2Aruby%2A/playlist/1iZWtDZj940zG0tWBMXLez?si=5gyBa2QWT9WNgcnrCD7hGQ)

MINDFULNESS AND MEDITATION

[https://open.spotify.com/user/%2Aruby%2A/playlist/43j9sAZenNQcQ5A4ITyJ82?si=wEpugq4\_TDKc\_oTsxTlMvg](https://open.spotify.com/user/%2Aruby%2A/playlist/43j9sAZenNQcQ5A4ITyJ82?si=wEpugq4_TDKc_oTsxTlMvg)

Enjoy, hope these can help :)",43.20000000000001,56.286188411764705,15.520823529411766,-4.102294117647034,3.117647058823536,10.955294117647062,33.270588235294106,9.888512548439397,5.466960000000001,884,18,46,14,10,164,44,68,0.0,0.484,0.516,0.9922,0,0,0,0,0,0,101.0,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,7,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,11,6,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,16,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512750056402705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3829696597375202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6984916144329021,0.0,0.0,0.3450104907185641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507382727818703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Throwaway1hdh399geb,2019/01/02,"Buddy system anyone? I think we could all help one another more. A very kind redditor pulled me lut of a panic a week or so ago and it saved me from a horrible night.

It made me think though, why wait until a full blown crisis? Why not make a few connections that a generally available, even if only for a minute. Just something to not have to walk the world alone lime this. You are all out there and yet I never see you. Maybe having a connection in my pocket to help and be helped would be something though.

I don't have a framework in mind yet. We could pair off or make small groups of four for redundancy. I dunno, it's just an idea but I would like for this to be a thing and if anyone can help me work it out in a way that's pratical for all of us I think it could help.

Just a thought. I hope someone else feels the same. It would be great knowing you don't walk alone with this burden any time of day. 

Or maybe it's a dumb idea, I don't know, but anyone care to share their thoughts?",0.9213579403053058,2.9170536124401965,2.2368831168831167,96.75151515151518,82.25358851674642,5.512052859421281,17.607883344725447,6.655083550727371,-0.3092872636135797,771,16,181,8,21,247,118,209,0.08800000000000001,0.748,0.163,0.954,0,2,2,0,0,0,20.0,3,3,1,1,10,10,1,1,17,0,18,0,0,3,4,51,33,15,0,9,12,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,13,9,0,1,10,0,0,3,6,3,0,2,3,2,20,7,22,20,7,23,0,0,1,0,14,9,1,7,10,123,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997317590469088,0.0,0.0,0.2336133279543104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669465914540771,0.11826026753986485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23657640322324144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498731374533347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701383388835725,0.0,0.0,0.07273414146757985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942136996277268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744905068421505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057025247943396334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434098327903685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3779722141708517,0.0,0.0,0.11201655944998712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546310853917116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744361484508993,0.12396251029381945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05509889270593613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671570800751083,0.15056382057836865,0.0,0.2266064948249571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387623171292215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698333297516947,0.0,0.0,0.10583693068569612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642303713632087,0.08577471019653109,0.0,0.13232370609773605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987151738566022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555861612610976,0.1736479948542103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492640339666279,0.21679571781672816,0.22161268676143914,0.17907035939046453,0.06576326086984184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13566114671863247,0.0,0.0,0.09305578660374672,0.0,0.08951997178889959,0.09046577531220716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20353385603219484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210560259670042,0.0,0.0,0.2403482562441001,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kerfufflewhoople,2019/01/02,"Has anyone here ever tried hypnotherapy? And if yes, how was your experience with it? Did your condition improve? I've been reading a lot of positive reviews online, but there's also a lot of people calling out hypnotherapists as charlatans and hypnotherapy as pseudo science. What's your take on this?",5.731509433962266,8.699327056603774,6.800603773584907,65.18543396226417,70.88679245283019,9.52301886792453,33.241509433962264,9.888512548439397,4.230150188679245,246,12,35,7,5,82,44,53,0.0,0.8640000000000001,0.136,0.7236,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,1,1,10,5,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,7,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,1,30,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26160332738072284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22873479020199264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33403322113798045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29590508140123445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199929567731573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5562233197312737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267886585113235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272155047844043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24595877718765585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22209774595449452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cant-Take-Jokes,2019/01/02,"Travel Anxiety I’m hoping for advice. I have had anxiety all my life. I was always over worrying, overthinking, socially anxious. I feel like it’s taken over my whole life. I never go out, I question everything I do, I worry about everything. 

This year I turned 31. I told myself that before I was 30 I was going to show my anxiety who’s boss. It didn’t happen. I lost my nerve. I panicked. I had an attack ( like always ). 

I knew I had to change. I was sweating bullets and hyperventilating when I pressed the book button all those months ago, but I did it. I booked a three week trip to Thailand all in my own. 

Now, the trip is 4 days away. On Sunday I get on a plane to fly over the ocean for the first time, to a country with a different language and culture, all alone. 

My job fired me for taking this trip. They told me if I took it, I’d be fired, but I took it anyway. Another brick to the pile that is my endless anxiety. I’ll be coming back completely jobless.

Everything is piling up and I can’t stop worrying. I have had two attacks today and I can’t sleep or eat, worrying about packing and flights and being alone in a strange place and WHY I ever thought I could do such a thing when I can’t even talk to cashiers at the supermarket!! Why did I do this?!?! Why did I think I could do this?! I’m so worried about not getting anything done that I’m not getting anything done! I can’t stop freaking out.

I know this is a community where everyone’s looking for a little bit of help, but does anyone have any tips? Even little ones. Or maybe stories of times where you managed to somehow wrangle in your anxiety to take a chance?

Thank you. Im sorry if this post made no sense, I feel like my mind’s been at an 11 lately as I get ready for this. 

TLDR: I’m going on a solo trip to Asia in a few days. I need help getting over the anxiety of it. ",1.0658960969404845,3.139882710182768,3.1825587467362944,89.73663118430744,82.21148825065274,6.1214166164557815,23.13643971346321,7.321109707123232,0.9339088036419634,1430,51,307,21,39,485,192,383,0.17600000000000002,0.76,0.064,-0.9881,3,2,0,0,0,0,54.0,0,3,1,2,16,9,2,0,20,0,35,5,2,2,6,43,69,18,0,6,9,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,19,11,1,2,7,4,0,11,9,4,0,4,24,6,52,5,40,40,8,54,0,1,1,0,13,22,0,7,23,208,71,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527732608794538,0.06828653082441583,0.0,0.0,0.15956924020854135,0.0,0.0,0.12819792775186714,0.0,0.0,0.05238617417529906,0.08077750188073922,0.3535875795680685,0.08702717852548518,0.0,0.05386438813825622,0.0,0.12678583505642618,0.0,0.0,0.17527597236310766,0.0723765488051234,0.05923485747858545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555077642240027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410183871225586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149239944883173,0.06635849254924164,0.08076931946492268,0.0,0.0,0.12301173015060073,0.0,0.0,0.0993618967961638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048476800600621,0.0,0.0,0.06741350343745227,0.1576662969666862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882563434981238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176126237006326,0.06968221206141445,0.0,0.07360986793344954,0.2077012118061876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790202354217647,0.11006707681659236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552559709345916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20123701253493134,0.0,0.13134162672757166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06812144828120892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032693460828206,0.0,0.0,0.07651274624924305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832105944251151,0.0,0.07644496050045546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042336205205288864,0.0,0.08689839173242539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088236417717563,0.11290565297461592,0.15441782723219186,0.0,0.0,0.06468966795427578,0.0,0.08409237317955014,0.0,0.0,0.0728920074645975,0.0,0.0,0.07739161657037638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778299265441166,0.0,0.061488288103273316,0.0,0.0,0.05712018475527144,0.059413837708647124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05220064316132207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048476800600621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377785887251738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629638968561333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709024015706474,0.0785270803189972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623393526817014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288087611406984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584087430466762,0.061917498834690735,0.0,0.07092311591010574,0.0,0.0,0.05117836968575044,0.0493606654429215,0.0,0.06115687285914469,0.08983899730831381,0.0,0.07301979971763016,0.14721973586689907,0.17117656499651812,0.0,0.08379153102954946,0.0752516171654959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06179251482718823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085352517009897,0.08600638729985098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39116191218911933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04960776102661075
anxiety,shoosheee,2019/01/02,"No one is gonna fucking see this anyways Im so fucking done I've literally been doing my work for 4 hrs im not even HALF DONE its just a fucking piece of homework like I AM DONE. Its so difficult to concentrate with my anxiety my mind is constantly buzzing and i end up doing other things trying to distract myself from all the shitass thoughts I've been having practically all day. And my chest hurts so bad i constantly have to lie on the bed IM JUST SO KZKZKXJJZKZKZKZ. God please just let me finish this piece of assignment I am literally JSKZKZKJZJZJZK.
IM SORRY I HAD TO POST THIS BCUZ IM REALLY OVERRRRRRRRRWHELMED. 
Literally the biggest challenge of my mind is to deal with my concentration problems god please help me someone!!!!
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anxiety,mcflurries66,2019/01/02,"Calling in at work Question. I work in an extremely stressful field and sometimes become so anxious I get super sick. Love my job and what I do but I had to call in today..due to actually being sick (doctor confirmed) and I can’t help but feel terrible. I feel terrible every time I call into work and i don’t know why...I am wondering if anyone else suffers from this type of anxiety. 
Thanks! ",1.0684615384615377,3.623828153846155,3.487897435897441,83.94876923076926,87.97435897435898,6.196923076923077,24.46666666666667,7.554174236665415,1.6896728205128202,308,13,57,6,10,106,55,78,0.277,0.586,0.13699999999999998,-0.9172,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,4,1,7,0,1,1,0,6,4,0,0,0,13,13,8,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,2,9,3,9,11,0,6,0,1,0,1,6,5,0,3,1,35,11,6,0.0,0.0,0.17030010320759076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350242907668367,0.1971506987270606,0.0,0.12202396926901413,0.17880980993490198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19273656432054134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5345937031482102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17862206804231973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14578372269755333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14703523772915247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17647864303786925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117615508904443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697278989317444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17317782366590082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590811260450877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15750534070014754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954951753280057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17259841624542813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999047432850466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16066867953765712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176028565079716,0.0,0.16541849085714172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892525588344421,0.3811439455674529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cokezeroshill,2019/01/02,"Managing medication-induced anxiety I take Concerta 27mg to help treat ADD symptoms. I find it necessary to take daily, however one of the side-effects that I've noticed is increased and constant anxiety. I have tried other stimulant medications such as Vyvanse, Dexedrine, and Ritalin and all have affected me in the same way. As I stated I do find it necessary for normal day-to-day functioning, but it can be overwhelming and hard to deal with as it makes my OCD worse. If anyone has any tips for dealing with/managing the side effects long term I would appreciate it.",9.704285714285714,8.549625142857142,9.90666666666667,61.44000000000001,59.47619047619048,14.495238095238097,45.76190476190475,13.348371206891418,6.460676190476191,460,26,75,16,5,154,74,105,0.096,0.8170000000000001,0.087,0.0129,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,3,0,8,3,0,4,1,18,11,9,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,8,1,11,9,4,8,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,47,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361501404938084,0.0,0.30061754623513265,0.0,0.0,0.13738531379999028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21232806109493355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534302503551122,0.40513019475342377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591633649493188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17600995924436735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169825192381188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738810590865166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311537675900329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19793570902596475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925113869382255,0.0,0.22369692381646453,0.0,0.0,0.13314180275977264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20422081888554694,0.2954611649233376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133398896142048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15595886886460208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002327177850821,0.13957571488741027,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Video_Kojima,2019/01/02,"Work is causing me anixety and I can't cope. Recently I got told I was making mistakes at work and now I can't cope anymore and need some help.

I feel like they are basically saying that I'm not good at enough at my job,and I'm now second guessing myself to the point that it is stressing me out so much it's affecting my outside life as well,as I feel far more angry and irritable than usual.

I admit that work has declined recently due to having depression,I could have told them this when I had a meeting about my performance,but I was too anxious and just couldn't bring myself to say it.

I'm now worried that if I say it that they won't believe me and I'm trying to make excuses.

I know that thought is completely irrational,but it doesn't seem to stop me thinking about it constantly.

I just feel like I'm on the verge of a breakdown,any my never ending list of mental health problems is becoming too much for me to handle any longer.

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anxiety,apatheticdude44,2019/01/02,"Going on an overnight trip with my new partner So I’ve been really anxious these past few weeks due to some triggers from last years holidays (I had an anxiety attack which lasted months and put me in the hospital). I’ve also been navigating a new relationship. I’m open with my anxiety with her, and she’s pretty cool and supportive. 

We’re going on an overnight trip to the countryside tonight. Sounds lovely, but the one thing which is making me nervous is being away from home. I get really anxious when I’m away from home, and have no escape. When I travel and I’m in another country, I usually get anxious because I can’t retreat to my comfort place. Even though we’ll only be 2 hours away, we’re only taking her car, and I’ll still be away from my comfort zone. I’m kinda freaking out about it. I have Ativan just in case, but I’m also nervous about her seeing me having a panic attack. Sigh",4.215676837129351,5.471258139664808,5.535307262569834,79.90168886978945,70.95530726256983,8.189256553502362,28.29437043403524,8.617729084823388,2.1786678985818653,713,26,133,12,13,239,104,179,0.171,0.72,0.109,-0.9272,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,0,11,12,2,3,8,1,13,1,0,2,0,18,27,14,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,5,11,0,0,0,2,0,7,2,6,1,1,3,3,18,5,22,20,2,34,0,0,1,1,8,12,0,2,15,86,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18974233867914495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439757154656099,0.18150860987768064,0.4020662714886736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26992547187983423,0.4458403242809522,0.0,0.0,0.0723178821992957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835630974969973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396221760653055,0.0,0.13484430711913864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23799815221484355,0.0,0.11683010337284234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934042771928682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707136805118732,0.0,0.07918878433285928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469213011681836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22915395254059126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803891317662229,0.18045224944145613,0.0,0.13919085453658736,0.0,0.0,0.11324910209699232,0.0,0.0,0.12394676058709403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206929218763748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925943712181725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15199931937471622,0.0,0.0,0.12736798467363047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945355422116902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474086859272354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462389312316958,0.0,0.0,0.08919762999483834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881482784673145,0.0,0.11655681417995567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13065804293502886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516064009513456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639608626030013
anxiety,ihavebadanxitey,2019/01/02,"Anxiety over things that I shouldn’t even worry about... stds I was assaulted in early 2017. He gave me chlamydia. I was treated. 

I met my SO in early 2018. I took a test for stds and it came back negative across the charts. Before my SO I did sleep with 2 guys but after I did, my tests were negative. 

Sunday night I stayed up all night sick because I am worried about getting an sti again. I went to go get tested Monday morning. I’ve been with my SO and only him. He hasn’t cheated on me. 

But now I’m awaiting the test results. We have no symptoms. But I am so scared and my anxiety is taking this too far. I deal with it on a daily basis. But this is really fucking with me. 

What if I had a false negative? And have it to a person I love dearly? I have no symptoms and am healthy. But I hate this. 

I wish I didn’t have this. It ruins my life. 

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anxiety,LordNathan777,2019/01/02,"My friends keep blocking me on Instagram. As of today, two of who I thought to be my some of my friends blocked me on Instagram out of nowhere it seems. It's REALLY draining on me right now as I go back to school tomorrow after Christmas Break. The make matters worse, I have classes where I sit right NEXT to them. I have one class where I sit next to one of them and another where I sit right next to another one. I don't know what to do! I feel like they hate me all of a sudden! Please help! Should I talk to them about it? If so, what do I say? I'm desperate!",0.6044999999999979,2.5059291166666675,2.273333333333337,96.57500000000002,82.83333333333334,6.333333333333332,23.333333333333336,7.492282038375204,0.7938333333333336,434,16,105,7,12,142,69,120,0.111,0.757,0.132,-0.3670000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,4,0,7,4,1,0,2,0,7,0,0,1,1,15,16,5,0,2,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,4,1,2,22,3,21,13,2,24,0,0,0,0,10,10,0,3,10,72,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32828282479032955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036635131297192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791491929988935,0.1118291914594997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418783083777165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896289030730149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15454667359651802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049226327163816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913619234245522,0.0,0.0,0.08602797011607766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647547446240402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448884768933382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4994327289805509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31821808413012265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718292780144015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028082805431338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4010420987041915,0.0,0.12448353397353246,0.0,0.15842256491920767,0.0,0.14250429370146184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581752931289214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427192293706105,0.0,0.0,0.14837761479872824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15291271008604862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15952333154824894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Swill27,2019/01/02,"I have a fear of dying and death, is there anyway of stopping this? I'm pretty certain this is where all my depression and anxiety has stemmed from.
The thought of one day that I am not going to exist forever causes me to have a panic attack nearly on a daily basis. I can be having a nice day with no thoughts what so ever and the sudden thought can come up in my head and ruin my day completely.

Has anyone else had a fear like this and over come it at all? I'm not sure what to do because I feel I'm going to have this horrible feeling for the rest of my life.",4.411428571428573,4.032725000000003,5.9440476190476215,82.98000000000002,69.83333333333334,8.523809523809524,27.97619047619048,7.957251820313856,1.641119047619048,440,13,94,5,7,151,76,120,0.26,0.654,0.087,-0.9751,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,10,1,3,8,0,14,2,1,1,5,22,26,6,2,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,8,0,1,5,0,0,4,3,6,0,1,4,2,9,4,17,21,3,17,0,2,0,0,0,7,0,0,7,73,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12877270376820998,0.0,0.0,0.11770090294217925,0.17247493431277608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19150073846800125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261297497534676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17292223810812934,0.0,0.2900043892034997,0.17649178166928484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256785802784405,0.0,0.1449831867967335,0.0,0.17470093346523638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14061889560358284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15226496693112554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3788381990714053,0.17022635601841835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913326979605454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17275610175995326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889711682155785,0.08223799162864896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406539731742335,0.0,0.0,0.19750008212352035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17125307594146533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140732198184536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15864991318051674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4009078765453744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,404notfound404404,2019/01/02,"Anxiety relapse exactly one year later So jan 1st 2018 i started getting anxiety and i went to therapy for it and was doing well, and havent experienced a panic attack in about six months, but suddenly yesterday, i got a panic attack! It was so frustrating! And today i feel really depressed and sad. Does any one else experienced this?",4.171989247311828,6.846877274193552,6.520645161290325,66.71763440860215,74.64516129032258,10.58494623655914,31.30107526881721,10.504223727775694,4.530797849462366,269,13,41,10,6,95,46,62,0.238,0.601,0.161,-0.8303,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,3,2,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,8,9,8,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,7,1,3,4,3,4,1,4,5,0,9,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372913913078621,0.0,0.3088889483551881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4593555931006688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17388663431124804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17667435779704616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16865229008487126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208110599958868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547863007177004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16146901533486693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611458129121693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736103195015284,0.0,0.0,0.4737463055602773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12933521430195752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289801944225647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23087757925646202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19136709359054185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18152238845749066,0.1871530550797944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000984779344113
anxiety,pancakes_with_syrup,2019/01/02,"I’m getting overwhelmed more and more easily and need some advice please. Lately I’ve been finding I get overwhelmed more and more easily. One or two things on top of the usual stresses and I break down, and stay that way for weeks at a time. I can’t stop everything I’m worrying about from rushing though my head and it’s caused me to lose a lot of friends. I need some advice on how to cope when this happens. It feels so much harder now that I have no one to turn to. I have seen a councillor who didn’t really seem to care and about 5 doctors, none of which seemed to see this seriously, so now I just feel stuck. I started meditating and it helps a little but I quickly go back to how I was before. I would appreciate any advice about how to calm myself down when this happens from those who have been in a similar situation.",5.302603550295856,5.272033017751479,6.01283431952663,82.05428106508877,67.93491124260355,9.363550295857989,28.734319526627218,9.120678840339163,2.074881183431953,656,20,138,11,10,215,104,169,0.07200000000000001,0.7929999999999999,0.135,0.8443,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,16,8,0,3,6,0,9,2,1,4,0,27,28,18,0,3,3,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,13,8,0,1,5,0,0,2,4,5,0,3,6,4,14,3,23,21,9,25,0,3,2,0,4,8,0,6,12,101,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4144471828350645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961391848637783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870789866152268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029888251333372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414024048523102,0.1452300668546956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470230503040588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705785774344752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429659096219152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292132975654888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922522095554968,0.0,0.1477241860403125,0.0,0.08034611632462142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500331666740987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450905359695036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476002886367596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15947605792270045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14169391325334288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15816137180431042,0.0,0.12019114039937727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392617501598564,0.20965409626074724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915973961412431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15518622553327416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056782044906136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265679410018745,0.25740320529032895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15891032734339966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000652624826314,0.15068590014635205,0.0,0.1181950151383542,0.1619434678866465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392262026580908,0.0,0.1388992616834149,0.0,0.0824363308274664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537743425338215,0.13810187989225464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15570351527157994,0.0,0.0,0.1122161205579667,0.11340171523672632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435721847592016,0.0,0.10042805108036383,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mattmcdavitt,2019/01/02,Does anyone experience long periods of dizziness/lightheadedness from anxiety? Not just when it flares up/during a panic attack/etc. I’m talking 50-75% of the day just always dizzy or lightheaded. Often for many days in a row. I am relatively new to the anxiety spectrum and I just recently started experiencing it regularly and intensely after a few large life events in my family. I’ve always been somewhat of an anxious person growing up but it’s never really had a control on me in any sort until about the last year or so. Just wanted to know if others have experienced this/any recommendations you may have for addressing this specifically or just anxiety in general! Thanks! ,5.895853658536588,8.229153747967484,7.626512195121955,62.29196341463416,68.4308943089431,11.098861788617887,32.62520325203252,11.00357731598739,4.600177886178862,553,25,83,19,10,192,92,123,0.08800000000000001,0.867,0.045,-0.2737,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,9,2,0,1,8,0,6,1,0,1,1,22,11,10,0,2,11,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,2,5,1,17,8,2,21,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,8,14,60,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29982175467440203,0.0,0.0,0.24503539077975856,0.0,0.41347489150669603,0.2035340338759366,0.0,0.12597485504862085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049625548077689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20206924120780545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23238174569298986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15766272703320972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20093047977960385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17623495888176835,0.16984258127594445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901342052481332,0.14685770293604392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725515848126226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15943946705987835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826580141212666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389535804995669,0.17400351004267972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21138363084456152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15731225208772034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541766922224035,0.0,0.17789021093727014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275210036919543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14480899552135576,0.0,0.16587080175197447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062653927491082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601970653734085
anxiety,laysbee,2019/01/02,"Does dating someone in your friend group make things awkward? The possibility of losing my friend is scaring me I went out with my best guy friends friend and I don’t know if pursuing it would complicate our friendship. Is there a guy code or something when it comes to this stuff? 

I already feel like my friend is backing off occasionally when the guy I’m interested in is around and he also derails any conversation about him.

I don’t want to ruin or complicate our friendship. Should I talk to him about it maybe indirectly? I know guys aren’t all too emotional and I don’t want to come off as overthinking and worried about something that could not be there. I know if I asked him if it makes it awkward that I went out with his friend he’ll say “I don’t care, why would it be weird” but I feel like it would be an insincere answer as to not come off as caring. Any suggestions on how to approach it? 

I just have anxiety on how to approach the situation and I know that guys talk so I don’t want what I say to pass around between them two ... I also don’t want to put off the guy I like. ",2.7004836415362727,4.497724117117119,3.84972498814604,88.2728236130868,75.84684684684686,7.196206733048839,25.197724039829307,8.032893268588372,1.3118432432432434,862,30,186,14,19,280,109,222,0.084,0.723,0.193,0.9621,1,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,2,1,1,2,17,20,0,3,6,0,20,0,0,4,1,45,42,21,0,12,9,0,2,3,6,5,0,2,0,6,15,14,0,0,7,0,0,9,9,7,0,1,2,4,30,13,31,31,2,25,0,2,0,0,30,12,0,6,7,130,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978564194056274,0.14182869025324835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120605747729009,0.0,0.06783706943807359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15788128147407318,0.08290030000190209,0.0,0.0,0.06818654339902742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306022729112268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18082264277768145,0.0,0.0,0.2291601478270809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07080075004431062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760116211101069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974881767637653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967472760529585,0.12670062577380045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41106618896995023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5268204266748491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949365367933352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12996817303616184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992060133198169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118384137592701,0.0,0.08908718694739193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996911988491708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914409870286936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14103778670967845,0.08878037095754167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099675792333107,0.0,0.0,0.07513507771113738,0.13653458072829286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151306206980007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14254918138284312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058912543630757916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662378670459522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20921414020136234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16440749804226376,0.08001650039408631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005501097448368,0.0,0.18897913806960856,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Likes_the_cold,2019/01/02,"Non-traditional symptoms? Hi, and thanks for reading. I used to get really bad anxiety, but for good reasons. I am divorced have a son, then got out of the military after 9 years and was going to college full time while working at least 30 hours a week struggling to pay bills and child support. Somehow I made it through, graduated, maintainer a cordial relationship with my ex wife, and got a good job that i like and pays enough to live comfortably. Then, suddenly one day while sitting at my desk the sense of fear comes back for seemingly no reason. It feels like all the muscles in my throat are tense and deep breaths only help for a moment. I get very irritable and snap at people only to apologize later. I saw a doctor who prescribed sertraline. It seemed to help at first but not so much now. I dont get panic attacks or social anxiety, just the throat thing and irritable. Anyone else have this type of issue or is my situation unique? Thanks.",4.7805714285714265,6.59333731111111,5.485396825396823,78.63499999999998,70.33333333333333,8.6984126984127,30.079365079365076,9.23628265651192,2.739603174603174,756,31,137,16,14,245,125,180,0.14400000000000002,0.6559999999999999,0.2,0.9176,1,0,0,0,1,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,5,13,1,3,10,0,7,5,3,4,1,26,23,17,0,0,6,3,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,7,11,0,0,5,1,3,2,3,5,0,2,5,2,11,8,22,18,5,27,0,0,1,0,12,8,0,5,18,87,18,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001851069695969,0.0,0.0,0.09148665499914364,0.13406145931798366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14884985207725954,0.0,0.10060819694372247,0.10924627491667767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127074255170821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438123857379286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339207010894286,0.0,0.0,0.15334398294729673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930037125344236,0.0,0.0,0.1351931166218505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14723183404960224,0.06615684126258961,0.0934724131427757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129278363870518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050761377805297,0.0,0.07435961870645473,0.2194854519818671,0.20929005248784205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175399134077531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288514454312803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365633918519891,0.12983891527324684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784402803857314,0.0,0.11553447678357437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12380435700841735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618275408093144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866084618608057,0.1990200513445962,0.0,0.15351302686618534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907082641019394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308758146067132,0.0,0.08381971529846173,0.2690514603574659,0.0,0.14047363182151712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382243856302328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470700998419264,0.0,0.13337531815629594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367828022439329,0.0,0.0,0.14847614371399126,0.0,0.13599328111754805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409205362206189,0.0,0.0,0.08692455280176989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629409370731577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300410261737223,0.0,0.10795703876676252,0.0,0.0,0.10495228259187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525337484110308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425693255203152
anxiety,CarlosBudeeny,2019/01/02,"Does xanax work? Hey guys I'm new to this subreddit and I'm curious, does xanax releive anxiety? I have used it before but that was when my anxiety was minor, yeah it chilled me out but I was using it recreationally. My anxiety used to manageable but now I am having 2 or 3 anxiety attacks a day. I don't want to use xanax but I'm getting pretty desperate. Does it work? If not, what should I do?",0.045931263858093985,2.3871701341463454,2.8587361419068738,87.84424611973394,91.56097560975607,7.372062084257204,23.30820399113082,8.296473431620573,1.9194487804878038,309,13,66,9,11,108,52,82,0.194,0.703,0.103,-0.7044,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,0,1,1,9,3,0,4,0,15,18,8,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,8,0,4,14,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,4,39,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5077870284044452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887853327576266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120617872011684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702019505122404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4356563141158381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669892595627443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643107160902318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602698140409655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688247741811127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5732895751760526,0.0,0.0,0.09787811022152554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416185144252736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,slicknick654,2019/01/02,"Is anxiety “cure-able”? Hey! 

Just trying to understand, if your anxiety is properly medicated and you seek out therapy for coping mechanisms, can you ever be cured? Or, is anxiety something that will mostly always be with you, but the medication helps keep your thoughts on track and therapy exercises help to give you tools to diffuse situations when they do arise? ",8.425,9.759943206349213,8.90805555555556,59.24875,61.38095238095239,13.919047619047621,39.55952380952381,13.023866798666859,6.2484,294,15,44,12,4,98,50,63,0.059,0.828,0.113,0.7738,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,6,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,0,1,13,12,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,0,7,8,1,4,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,3,2,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17125704863656202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4723505783071521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18617414788798844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19743936253123265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27591090955858266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182940479036088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4146799271342689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313480350383077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584487377873505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4707415989280558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16339648749971375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13973689943111756,0.0,0.0,0.214263777670084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SpicyMemeLorde,2019/01/02,"Medication for severe anxiety? I have messed up head sensations, constant panic attacks etc. It's a constant 24/7 battle. What can I take for this?",3.196153846153845,6.3327843846153895,4.645000000000003,73.33750000000002,89.76923076923076,7.215384615384615,29.57692307692308,8.07648339933343,3.299492307692308,118,6,17,3,4,39,23,26,0.498,0.502,0.0,-0.9308,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,12,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21151636538095225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145506693827726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5975813496402821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083627493487918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837615556121299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785375789045072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244049267490759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31235835569036874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20788830358865729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheRealLonelyCheese,2019/01/02,"How do I deal with anxiety that leads to bad thoughts. (Might be a bit triggering) Hello,

New to subreddit so sorry for any offense. 

Alright so for years I thought I would have depression because I kept having these suicidal thoughts. Well last year I was hospitalized and a doctor informed me that what I have is not in fact depression but anxiety. Well after knowing it I am a lot better at managing it and since I’ve been a lot better with less episodes. 

The problem comes now that if I get into the mindset I can go for days and days with on and off thoughts about suicide and this ruins relationships.

I met a girl who I have fallen in love with. She’s amazing and helps me with my problems but we’ve discussed this that if she can’t count on me being here and surviving it’s very hard to plan for a long future. 

I know there isn’t a quick fix and I’m slowly working on my problems. But is there any methods that could help me pass these attacks? I have my own methods that help me but I would really appreciate it if someone could suggest any meditation or a way to accept what’s happening that could calm me down. 

Thank you for your time!

TLDR; I would like some help with calming myself when I get an anxiety attack. ",3.7538395168248506,5.318281459016394,4.700388265746335,84.23632873166522,72.52459016393442,7.759792924935289,28.825711820534945,8.371475516178862,2.0410114754098365,972,39,192,16,19,316,141,244,0.17800000000000002,0.608,0.214,0.9356,0,0,2,0,0,1,17.0,0,2,0,6,12,22,3,0,11,1,23,2,0,3,1,51,39,20,2,12,9,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,18,16,0,1,8,0,0,5,3,10,2,0,8,1,30,12,26,22,6,28,0,3,0,1,18,9,0,8,14,141,48,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21286503799481205,0.0,0.23946023527565244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23740441127207995,0.0,0.0,0.08711982987661951,0.06360490593348138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18456111226202265,0.11391263295929678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987996839589235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499218259830644,0.0,0.0,0.1345817814828764,0.10757031425021553,0.17973637272202922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106796764509977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090270476732228,0.0,0.05929902265626505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922678226009136,0.0,0.09346845469569492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797485357371778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468544988509875,0.08505130739368598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05097542219154405,0.0,0.0,0.09233792203260018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17741286035105913,0.09417123519044723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068861740500148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007725555033725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29951885642717785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06684309687152434,0.0,0.0,0.11202248237548997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631141170718125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840723582351298,0.0,0.0,0.11680047389269901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22826280487740805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960625712196255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33133831638460565,0.06084169432268231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609171212947381,0.0,0.08282050931347729,0.0,0.0,0.1876290020703337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596101393534946,0.0,0.0,0.22236116250888732,0.0,0.0,0.1343835226502206
anxiety,harukasmilkshake,2019/01/02,"I haven't sought help because I'm worried that I use my anxiety and depression as an excuse for being an awful person. I've had severe symptoms of anxiety and depression since 2008 for a multitude of reasons. I've self harmed and I actively have suicidal thoughts. Other than the therapists my mother forced me to see throughout grade school, I have never actively sought out a councilor or medical professional about my situation. There are several factors in play here such as cost and general distaste for therapy (most likely due to my past experiences), but the main one is fear. Not fear that it won't work, but the fear that it will. Who am I when I'm not depressed? How do I go about my day when I do not have anxiety? Considering these mental conditions are ongoing battles that no one is ever truly rid of, these aren't realistic postulations, I know this. And yet I worry that even if I were to get a handle on them, I won't change as a person. I worry that I'll still neglect my friends, shirk my responsibilities, and lie about 60 times a day for reasons I don't even know anymore. I worry that my selfish self is taking advantage of my mental illnesses that other people are suffering from so much that they are actually killing themselves over it, and I'm afraid to know the answer to that. If that isn't enough, my concern over the possible atrocity this would make of my morality only furthers my self hatred and suicidal thoughts. It is a vicious cycle that I don't know how to get out of and I don't know that I even deserve to.",7.350200000000001,6.846193853333336,8.085166666666666,70.49175000000002,63.8,11.633333333333335,36.75,11.080906280650957,4.1416,1236,54,225,31,16,416,154,300,0.272,0.669,0.06,-0.9972,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,2,2,17,18,3,4,13,1,27,3,0,6,2,39,44,22,3,3,8,1,0,1,1,4,3,0,0,5,24,11,0,1,10,1,1,1,13,14,0,2,4,1,32,4,31,35,4,19,1,5,1,0,12,7,0,4,12,166,56,4,0.0,0.0,0.09097428106757637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139509127229651,0.0,0.0924542807282955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056829175259356025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861982857746594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024499579647628,0.0,0.240884009086893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632648213435814,0.0,0.184722961625338,0.08432746924711934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911920677191542,0.0,0.3147125753123348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202550582527806,0.0,0.09741256762035766,0.0,0.052981990960975535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062486840962324715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313979624450384,0.0,0.2561704728419225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04554509057324162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062228499598834114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09391451283518636,0.18789801279498555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853119873347728,0.0,0.0719009690423364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634352442734104,0.07090191386684032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899393725743474,0.06463056847704847,0.16280117902215055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050973291380874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917019248978363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943488107633474,0.07428836040553621,0.0,0.2917624333584398,0.21063572764605626,0.0,0.07711679265620704,0.10478895448906236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444971093929433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20394632698830864,0.0,0.0,0.0968966075440338,0.07009369734758668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661106323641874,0.10824156372422007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14802068311879096,0.05436032423907446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051658208552721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06786900649338137,0.3786985877164796,0.0,0.06622445910229621,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RustyJalapeno,2019/01/02,"Anxious parent of little kids, Crohn's, and the non-existent appetite So, here's my dilemma.  I'm a dad of two beautiful little girls, ages 5 and 3.  Everything is great and I love being a parent.  For some reason though, ANYTIME the girls get sick or appear to be coming down with anything (cold, flu, stomach bug, whatever), it triggers my intense anxiety.  I get super anxious, in part, because I don't know how to help them when they're sick, however, I don't really panic in the moment, nor do I try and run away... I more just suffer in silence and handle whatever needs to be handled.    


The internal side effects of my anxiety is that my body basically stops functioning properly.  I 100% lose any appetite that I had, I tend to not eat for a week or more at a time.  And I ultimately lose a lot of weight.  I fluctuate anywhere from 160lbs to 185lbs in a given cycle.  When things are anxiety free, my eating habits are totally normal as soon as anxiety is triggered, it's a 100% boycott on food...  Like,  I couldn't even force myself to eat if I wanted to...    


It's also worth mentioning that I have crohn's disease too.  I feel like the crohn's flares up when my anxiety does and vice versa (anxiety when crohn's issues begin).   I mostly manage my crohn's systems with diet versus medication.  I take an anxiety med (buspar), that sometimes seems to help but most often doesn't seem to help at all for controlling my anxiety.  


I feel like I've scoured the subreddits for someone with similar struggles but I haven't really seen much.  Does anyone else experience something like this?  Or just intense anxiety with child illnesses?  How do you cope?  


I've been trying to cope lately by telling myself that ""Everything is going to be just fine, kids get sick and that's just the way it is.""  and ""We'll get through this, because we always get through this"" and ""One sick day out of 365 days a year, isn't the end of the world"".  Sometimes it seems to help, sometimes it doesn't.  Fortunately, I have a very supportive wife who is always willing to step in and do extra when I can't handle things sometimes.  I'm very grateful for that, but my inability to be myself in certain situations just adds to the anxiety. 

Appreciate any thoughts or feedback on this.    


Thanks fellow anxious people! ",5.179724137931032,6.326909075862073,6.150977011494256,76.78922413793106,68.58620689655173,9.294252873563217,31.511494252873568,9.558583805096642,3.0180666666666682,1788,74,323,38,30,593,221,435,0.126,0.7390000000000001,0.135,0.8782,3,0,1,0,0,0,73.0,2,1,1,5,20,17,0,2,20,0,30,16,2,7,3,62,57,32,0,5,15,4,3,4,1,2,7,0,0,5,20,19,6,2,9,0,2,5,10,5,0,2,5,5,37,13,50,44,11,42,0,3,1,1,22,18,0,14,21,210,57,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05660899975427847,0.1178022856780708,0.0,0.0,0.09627629968753336,0.0,0.5415249397415803,0.239910286996032,0.0,0.049496494604960035,0.07253049417893527,0.058252350186808514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650749375010706,0.0,0.0,0.08630320473856022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786293179311128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06097744506122131,0.0,0.0,0.07939456730003999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130458469307197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389380904610912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173008579609393,0.05913414624369837,0.0,0.06269700386742531,0.0,0.0,0.04675469218146045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723906913811325,0.06924407801961825,0.0,0.0,0.07158490463260714,0.10114167564389144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559692150972012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18491858999098548,0.0,0.04023035344515955,0.0,0.0,0.07804382927707376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18979035343820236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738841002340756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038903138510725487,0.0,0.07985175226577708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833342675271768,0.1418959987606251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15838694339252948,0.0,0.0601812792009462,0.06388877769604645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786293179311128,0.07131128854278816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05203719786783749,0.052488276842888884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06935704087595079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04796766364407582,0.0,0.0,0.08305426300857052,0.15720300963264444,0.07665631852231303,0.0,0.04907536629018692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069698932808136,0.07278167595134277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19332773755189386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956848355036025,0.0,0.0,0.05997829618383652,0.054495927679353434,0.2800438841546791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05918179312190144,0.0,0.0740028065665043,0.0,0.0,0.08032918731561046,0.0,0.0,0.05322363632292487,0.0,0.06187168098227697,0.06517192054611444,0.0,0.0,0.0940565737993512,0.0,0.0695486807130602,0.056197627637748535,0.041276951240700833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612057592727892,0.0,0.06914942119988716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681474171148876,0.04175249447098115,0.056188082247208816,0.05678172504104954,0.0862005030521061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04558503978018594
anxiety,lagwagongirl88,2019/01/02,Instagram deleted I deleted my Instagram account. I felt it was causing part of my anxiety. I'm already feeling relieved. ,4.274285714285714,7.691739285714291,6.2447619047619085,62.758571428571464,84.71428571428571,8.514285714285714,54.61904761904761,8.841846274778883,7.523019047619048,99,10,11,3,3,34,16,21,0.08199999999999999,0.721,0.197,0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,4,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4835315369680421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351988826898894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4501213324713102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22155193869522316,0.0,0.42071195441289133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4744954559629608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gulecamel,2019/01/02,"Keeps getting worse I believe I have severe (social) anxiety, especially Agoraphobia. It has occurred over the recent years, and it seems like it's becoming worse. I grew up in a small town with all my friends and was very popular throughout my school-years. I moved to the city 3 years ago to study, while all my friends remained. It was hard committing to new friendships, since I always went to see my old friends during the weekends. The anxiety thing for me started with class presentations, then evolved into an extreme nervousness if a teacher asks me a simple question during class. In those situations I'll be sweating excessively, which is very visible and embarrassing. I faked an illness this Christmas, even though it was only held for my family members, nothing special. I simply hate having dinner, because I'll start sweating like crazy. It's insane, I become nervous by talking to my family members, I mean when has it come this far and where is it going? 

Because of past instances I have an extreme fear of certain situations, and it is all in my head - I just cannot get it out. I know that I'm a well-looking person, I'm loved, smart and there are plenty of people who are looking up to me, so all of this is ridiculous. It has come to the point where it affects my mood, grades, social life, and I find myself tired all the time. I wish I could erase the last 3 years of my life because it's not who I am, and I have people to testify that. Sometimes I find myself trying to convince people that I'm at least as cool and popular as they are, but how would they know from what they have seen of me? I heard cigarettes, alcohol and coffee are anxiety-triggers, but I can't seem to find the motivation to quit those things ATM. I know it's cliché but have any of you actually found something to be helpful? The excessive sweating is the worst part, and this whole anxiety-thing really is a vicious circle. ",6.456767401535793,6.826152166212534,6.734982660391381,76.48824064899681,65.4850136239782,9.50651473866733,34.392989843943525,9.339509955726095,3.1140910081743867,1523,65,277,26,22,492,195,367,0.104,0.7959999999999999,0.1,-0.3019,0,0,3,0,0,0,48.0,0,1,3,2,9,23,3,4,18,1,29,11,4,3,7,49,57,23,0,4,6,0,1,2,3,1,5,1,0,1,29,17,2,2,12,1,1,6,3,9,0,0,8,6,40,13,36,45,9,38,0,0,3,1,18,15,0,4,19,188,69,4,0.0,0.0,0.0904851150549646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219411022514009,0.09909361079742282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715368226396978,0.0,0.0,0.06305540671716725,0.0,0.14186700333816984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668429543408578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695708194056049,0.20481244426005052,0.0,0.10446804154462597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15974679589423016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740324598783728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612432372454318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748236123144197,0.10434012504123022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542437938121515,0.0,0.0,0.10166693019776116,0.2149146804463755,0.0,0.09688878313179733,0.0,0.05269710836608741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306236874191343,0.09154561838089954,0.0951614346359592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06215085107072511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241723015279975,0.0,0.0,0.15287583108176284,0.07558232432232091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13098721371405114,0.09060039194258276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572938423049382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836869068578991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100347012400816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985507925078362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955328502581522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889710476641473,0.0,0.09729809675684724,0.0,0.0,0.07052067637767542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041090813736504,0.08851541949478813,0.19284915547844173,0.0809629009541764,0.0,0.0,0.08765402187037198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387194780899348,0.09862324228243463,0.0,0.0,0.05940128119449613,0.0,0.09155362877139812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384150000459036,0.07388891409371487,0.1688246454646123,0.0,0.10475157279111734,0.0,0.07670213794801511,0.2084510147739244,0.0,0.18904060339496095,0.0,0.07138336008765236,0.09170627179969974,0.0,0.1312608554574851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452792904605855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320322934283505,0.0,0.09110072496008643,0.0,0.054068030387006985,0.10657244069356896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06295341666281079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15301379619043565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08336988884315599,0.08595595028936855,0.0,0.10352288207416804,0.10662786679437876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889870767570469,0.06586837214874966,0.0,0.0,0.2388445117136193
anxiety,yelllowtangerine,2019/01/02,"Worst anxiety attack - ‘benzo crash’ Having been taking Valium every day for the past few weeks, about 5 weeks I’d say for bad generalised anxiety. I have stopped, the other day. apparently it’s not long enough to become addicted, (I don’t think I am) but I was up all night sweating and shaking and my heart rate is crazy, I feel sick and it’s like anything I’ve ever been anxious about is hitting me at once and multiplied

I’ve tried everything for anxiety, meds, therapy, mediation, diet, exercise you name it, and Valium was the only thing that had a noticeable impact but it seems to have made it worse. I’ve taken it before quite a lot and not had this, usually it just returns to normal. 

I don’t know how to make it stop without getting prescribed more. It wasn’t even working towards the end anyway and found myself taking a higher dose and then running out faster. (I know I shouldn’t do that) 

Is there anything I can do to stop this, or speed up the process of it going back to normal. I would call the doctor but I’m in too much of a state and I’m worried about them thinking I’m just being silly or maybe they will give me more and I don’t think I’ll control myself. It could all be psychological but it’s awful either way ",3.613452886247877,5.048778278225806,5.011816638370117,82.37851443123941,72.66935483870971,7.80169779286927,25.95585738539898,8.371475516178862,1.7240935483870974,975,32,190,16,19,326,147,248,0.16899999999999998,0.813,0.018000000000000002,-0.9865,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,2,3,12,6,1,1,10,1,26,8,2,4,3,48,46,18,0,5,12,0,1,1,0,3,5,1,0,0,18,11,1,4,8,1,0,3,8,4,0,0,10,2,19,2,21,29,10,29,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,4,19,132,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952564829887267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726789452660877,0.1342268825098507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955488811009613,0.0,0.0,0.13516896530371306,0.0,0.09136123208840427,0.09920537869334088,0.0,0.13122159009043705,0.10110262695351427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132317502345832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13326087918538276,0.09486393406068484,0.0,0.0,0.15325140804500462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161196229882862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523462929255398,0.12276742929159773,0.0,0.07847604185053883,0.10747477109872024,0.1001065768820934,0.0,0.10678306335492883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06007632292832081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302742739911325,0.0,0.0,0.062075818832273234,0.11397796382926548,0.06752517775908268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407960867824646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305949920079075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058046900111339915,0.0,0.0,0.10514734172430563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101207739455792,0.0,0.11242541798585956,0.0793097884937412,0.0,0.1193654166508142,0.0,0.13197643609100934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734253455914047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149962262202652,0.23282651594780024,0.0,0.13527141492451192,0.0,0.12653386337497716,0.0,0.09036399445320896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134221520141659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12637414409979564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448628220829842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816451365715099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980034296321953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17866785627868687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587505613797016,0.0,0.07893526058463737,0.2283951411480556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066743664883019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085769452686755,0.0,0.0,0.09430964226691957,0.19061209999513687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453320833951458,0.0,0.08649857517007004,0.12066217684941265,0.12108241180460508,0.08440261099616696,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RiboZurai,2019/01/02,"I can't get my computer out of my head. This is probably the stupidest thing anybody could be anxious about. Ever since last June, I had a few physical issues with my computer and since then I just keep worried with what could happen later. I know it's just a fairly old computer, and that I'm probably able to afford to replace parts, but the thought of things starting to break just stresses me out a lot. Every suspicious noise, that 90% of the time doesn't even come from the system itself, just drives me into a fit of worry and I hate myself for this.",6.619484848484852,6.158201554545452,7.007272727272728,77.47757575757578,65.27272727272727,10.242424242424242,31.96969696969697,9.725611199111238,2.8691515151515143,441,15,84,8,6,144,76,110,0.189,0.7829999999999999,0.029,-0.9531,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,7,2,1,1,8,0,7,1,1,0,1,21,16,5,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,9,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,0,11,0,15,11,3,16,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,8,64,20,3,0.17536005578230232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981069487786021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151057160615958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800214707291227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582366298413573,0.1586232100077539,0.14774841021377846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161839142686216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15507031819281214,0.0,0.0,0.17313175018053947,0.17997000860996018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830303382639096,0.0,0.15586807488717233,0.0,0.0,0.09637330059630116,0.14294185045744176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490848484911753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18401087980703534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18989785169954693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3781355990939851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901193005278718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412075005596734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20087435141884466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23300285804251986,0.0,0.0,0.13921629638283756,0.10225385873487317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35617329765320205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lexaprohater,2019/01/02,"Does anyone have experience with lexapro? I am having some very disturbing side effects. I have gone to two doctors about this, and they won't give me a clear answer about when this will go away. 

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I was prescribed 10mg lexapro a day, I was taking five a day for about two weeks, when I noticed some tightness in my hamstrings at night.  

By week two it reached a head of being almost unbearable hamstring tightness/pain at night along with flu-like feeling of nausea and joints aching and cracking. I was bedridden for like two days when I decided to stop taking it.  I fucking hate this drug with a passion.  I have stopped for about a week and a half now and the night time weird deep hamstring pain has still been happening and last night even got bad again.

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Because of the timing I can't imagine this was anything but the lexapro but I'm barely sleeping and pretty disturbed.  It is such a horrible and strange deep pain it feels like its driving me crazy.  If once person can relate and let me know it would make me feel alot better. I will never take another SSRI again.",5.271746794871795,6.743911014423077,4.624730769230768,86.60360256410256,68.66346153846153,6.892820512820514,30.693589743589744,7.03164865440522,1.7146124358974366,873,35,163,7,15,261,128,208,0.16399999999999998,0.7559999999999999,0.08,-0.9431,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,2,13,12,2,2,12,0,20,8,2,2,2,35,36,15,0,2,3,0,4,2,0,4,4,0,0,1,10,13,0,3,8,0,0,3,3,8,0,6,7,4,17,4,21,23,3,33,0,0,0,2,3,7,1,5,25,110,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781253590645056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21167275051767326,0.2373840884117175,0.0,0.10242612856080263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830021498366637,0.0,0.08038242046870407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177369341832058,0.0,0.0815588247602194,0.05954489792123935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639013318694032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18898680037756466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997974759550364,0.08548053615241867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132779342888448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451680170435523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554990616672407,0.0,0.0,0.14817001936241272,0.06978270123389498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030370210489376,0.0,0.09370367716868233,0.05551386640818663,0.0,0.07812371967800243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637821245946313,0.0,0.0,0.09643890123433384,0.10024798956505346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05368244246443333,0.07962233954282312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998845464395863,0.0,0.09544315069224198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520224232524698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753369346383266,0.0,0.0,0.36666472330580896,0.0,0.0,0.1112094703957393,0.0,0.10402614581144712,0.0,0.0,0.3118156217436495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529051796097822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937580435693184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977506690014812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800747446913228,0.1633299176277294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203298939903491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391613350039816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38167715686881054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059633349627776,0.0,0.0,0.2350593143049659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693891586344342,0.0,0.2373840884117175,0.0
anxiety,Pfilip1997,2019/01/02,"Do you feel like venting? Hey guys i need a disstraction and jusy want to talk to someone, if you feel like venting or just think loudly send me a PM and start, ",4.66090909090909,4.6781903939393965,4.790454545454548,90.10568181818184,69.30303030303031,7.8121212121212125,28.62121212121212,7.1686216300943375,1.2677393939393946,125,4,28,1,2,39,26,33,0.0,0.8109999999999999,0.189,0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,7,4,0,3,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,2,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,3,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537419630716309,0.49979887623301095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34636011151037244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417922967773451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593746011668677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963870713057806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24759246787919575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811585192573417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22413973217072647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063229591923586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,completelybasic,2019/01/02,Does anybody feel anxious to the point where they want to vomit? It happens to me everyday and I don’t even know where my anxiety is coming from. ,2.2433333333333323,4.657846896551725,3.642068965517243,86.16816091954023,80.0344827586207,6.625287356321839,26.90804597701149,7.793537801064563,1.8312666666666664,116,5,22,2,3,38,26,29,0.128,0.828,0.045,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,7,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,4,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30270472373963303,0.4470214377820141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408552276542243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462743678827621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613520660207159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20007470746483044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3499107781087215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21746299997029706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37405860207945657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23339049371041296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mwahahahahan,2019/01/02,"Flight tomorrow and chest pains are preoccupying my mind Hello again all, it is day four of worrying about my chest. Background: I had EKG, CT scan, xray, echo and blood test and the doctors at the ER couldn’t find anything.

Since then I have on and off chest pains which come and go, they pass and at the doctors I mentioned it at one point and she didn’t seem concern. As some of you may have seen from my other posts, I have been suffering with chest pains over the past few days after worrying about what felt like indigestion. I am very caught up in an anxious loop about it. I woke up in the night disorientated and worried, woke up in the morning crying about whether it was worse or not (it has been same level of discomfort for days, so no)

I have to catch a 12 hour flight tomorrow to go home after the holidays and I am worried that:

- I have missed my chance for urgent medical attention and I am on borrowed time
- My heart is going to have a life or death episode in the plane and I will not surivive
- I am ignoring something that really should be dealt with because I think its anxiety...
- how quickly I can get to a hospital after the flight if needed
- spending twelve hours alone on the plane with the above thoughts looping round and round in my head.

I am constantly pressing my chest to try and analyse the pain. I am focused on it to the point where I cannot focus on anything else. I am aimply monitoring it, taking my pulse, asking myself if it feels worse or not. I didn’t want to tell my family or worry them about me heading home tomorrow. I was waiting to feel befter every day but instead I am more and more anxious as this deadline of the flight approaches.

I want to tackle this health anxiety in 2019 as my new years resolution, but right now I cannot see past tomorrow’s twelve hour flight. I keep telling myself I had pretty intense tests at the hospital in September and that they would have picked up clots or tears or damage because that’s what they were looking for.

Sorry for the multiple posts in the past few days guys. If I can get home after the flight, I will really and seriously go to the doctors and talk to my counsellor about this episode to get help.

I need to pack my suitcase...sorry for the rambling post.",5.184332629603566,5.986279129251701,5.512118226600987,82.62857142857145,68.36507936507937,8.985252951755417,29.71936820705293,9.130062681391069,2.3216293846274145,1780,64,355,32,29,567,217,441,0.114,0.8420000000000001,0.044,-0.9603,1,1,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,1,4,0,13,11,0,1,24,0,39,20,9,2,1,62,68,35,1,10,15,0,6,1,0,5,11,0,3,1,20,21,0,3,8,1,2,9,9,10,1,2,15,10,49,1,62,46,7,68,0,3,6,0,14,28,0,13,29,244,69,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890796938811072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656748659958775,0.17214189727413515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539274835681047,0.0,0.0712256564856109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288720540428268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562936430446764,0.0,0.08233234794964726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368912978862954,0.2456753413279908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339454682613365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364544173283893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06419182116085413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182342830339346,0.0,0.07704605826165868,0.0,0.07315259334214709,0.0,0.06963460924873263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941552648198606,0.0,0.1731979763795626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07543826889867472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15638209020716204,0.08098446447215582,0.0,0.09028335104828396,0.05106732593815557,0.0,0.2292688465665053,0.0,0.22509000843298632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06771954820608225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05381395927188748,0.03722169258946671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397887627956265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675156822488746,0.0,0.0,0.07692833525143804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129851288186036,0.0,0.07358301159933732,0.0,0.07149743860771379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05162707733934314,0.0,0.3242783481183902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21819069409439276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404489809964813,0.0,0.2189016262216182,0.07751076140669294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976161882144271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650642828886728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0607121092347753,0.06935885066581059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06302364346205501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05865337728052353,0.0,0.17057284262215494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057284023860605014,0.06123716696590041,0.1331836415001914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04881830448846541,0.0,0.060484898532263076,0.04442593597737473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05172676789223515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06286322124695821,0.08987551602088754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3868639363385491,0.15528451309329336,0.054121891681067257,0.0,0.0,0.04906268505615135
anxiety,alphafighter09,2019/01/02,Would benadryl help with flying anxiety I'm going on a returning flight in 2 hours and I have massive anxiety. Was thinking of buying benadryl  to relax me ,3.867471264367815,6.685381724137932,5.6765517241379335,71.58195402298853,76.58620689655173,8.004597701149425,33.804597701149426,8.841846274778883,3.8440252873563217,126,7,18,3,3,43,26,29,0.113,0.7,0.187,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,5,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6843591457709886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542081471901628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998125169833455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.440495631576132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286608677361946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177456479403593,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,poccomonsta,2019/01/02,I feel like my anxiety is driving my so away.. I'm even getting anxiety posting this. I really do believe he is hanging on a loose thread because of my panic attacks and mental deterioration. He seems distant and unloving. I know it's a LOT to handle having someone in your life that suffers from anxiety and depression but I just feel more alone and sadder by the day. Think we're hitting the rocks soon all because of my damn anxiety. I get nightmares about him leaving me or cheating on me. Seriously I think I might break. I feel so alone. ,3.1982857142857126,5.572746780952382,4.9126190476190486,78.54321428571431,76.42857142857143,7.2476190476190485,32.404761904761905,8.238735603445708,2.8290761904761905,432,23,76,8,10,146,75,105,0.341,0.644,0.015,-0.9861,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,6,9,3,1,4,0,5,1,0,0,1,17,16,8,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,7,1,0,2,0,8,0,0,0,3,16,1,10,14,3,10,0,2,0,0,4,4,1,4,3,52,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501207100522961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5172188752763486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922919098275966,0.1588058489572732,0.0,0.0,0.20607382602232488,0.0,0.0,0.19043484981929049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900803254107894,0.0,0.1455821742781087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164033052442092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563944507235694,0.12075248035912862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766186155312948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289247857559216,0.0,0.0,0.17897453199574165,0.0,0.0,0.11938833160391445,0.08257775190408051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14370018468521176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17033883661843066,0.17931027922299655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19831603933467212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16188054979032984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082826278361416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15387526907506316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432155041095592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21661055991672806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TimTimpleton,2019/01/02,"Need help I've had anxiety for a gew years but since a few months ago when I did mdma for the first time it has became much worse. (I had a panic attack during the mdma trip btw)

Now im having waves of nausia and I just cant feel good about anything and today its worse than i ever felt before :(

I guess I just need some support...",1.4692018779342746,2.899452000000004,3.3179577464788754,92.35092723004698,78.29577464788733,5.2967136150234735,16.05868544600939,5.46131890053228,-0.7011145539906107,256,3,57,1,6,86,54,71,0.315,0.662,0.023,-0.976,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,1,1,5,0,6,0,0,0,1,12,12,4,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,4,2,6,2,5,8,3,10,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,9,36,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18543477480412326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16003017578808815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17214597438324494,0.0,0.0,0.23798441706827364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17800572554166233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18922480239458106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577301275908377,0.0,0.20085570536681244,0.0,0.0,0.1779373500782211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17545908382145867,0.0,0.0,0.23044694294529103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14021599650651698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22596165967507914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16697387786237827,0.0,0.15377910251526944,0.3102242409736381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454400034752656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17304456047307662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23738692391833235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198067491033596,0.0,0.19828815365796207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4263660245647829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347118367772935
anxiety,PrinceInAPanic,2019/01/02,"Please help me!! (Tw?? If you're really afraid of cars??) Hi! I'm 16, and I have *wayyy* too much anxiety. I've had it my entire life, and it's untreated, but thankfully I'm starting therapy mext week!! Anyway, I can't be in a car for more than a couple minutes without feeling petrified. Every other car on the road scares me, I always feel like we'll crash or be hit. There's just so many variables, it's like I'm expected to trust hundreds of people on the road that they'll be intelligent, nicr human beings and not murder me by mistake or on purpose. And this sucks, because my family and I go out *constantly*, I'm in cars so often..it's lead me to have countless panic attacks. How on Earth do I help this fear??

**Please do not recommend medication. I am aware that meds can help, but I can't be perscribed any for a while. I need eays to stay calm in cars. ",-0.19423728813559293,2.1111672711864418,2.304533333333336,91.15049491525428,93.80225988700563,5.543864406779663,19.509378531073445,7.087006719466742,0.6278155480225989,665,22,141,12,25,227,114,177,0.159,0.63,0.211,0.9127,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,1,0,1,1,7,13,3,4,5,0,16,2,0,2,0,22,28,14,1,4,9,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,8,6,0,0,2,0,0,7,5,8,0,0,1,2,16,5,18,19,2,22,0,0,0,0,7,10,1,3,6,83,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14304278184034436,0.0,0.0,0.11690460548647125,0.0,0.13151057871363545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19557229290880696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479466010767316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857734955357406,0.0,0.0,0.19021499949908785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448414784569263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16206132424939804,0.19344639562895968,0.17384558945497652,0.12281244426473137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977003398209471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3456826830565859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142502396106325,0.16797295629977546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17428962413826873,0.0,0.0,0.1909531093787422,0.17318110647964713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126373533405516,0.12746898908448934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016991904030108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191806572100997,0.0,0.0,0.3774108236637899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012986363852738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17211176809009718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167868959995334,0.1832330462749752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15827150991399627,0.1965939164978259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13789572690909574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16571497842593644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JuneEleventh,2019/01/02,"Anxiety Symptoms ​

There a lot of symptoms to anxiety; the ones I get are increased heart rate, odd visual colors, can't stay in a chair (getting the need to stand up). But there's one which I cannot cope and when it hits, game over for me. The feel that reality fades away and everything turns white.

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I've never fainted, but when my panic attack is sever I seriously feel like my head is as big as the room and I'm fading away. The amount of fear is unspoken I almost broke my wife's arms while in a car once when  I was holding her. I was TOO afraid to passout (or passaway) and the car might crash and hurt her.

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Does anyone else suffer from that dreadful feeling of disappearing? It's very hard to explain actually.

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anxiety,Seamus_cro,2019/01/02,I don’t know My anxiety and depression makes me feel as though no body likes me and stops me from talking to people. I just wish I had somebody to talk to. I have amazing friends but I don’t want to burden them with my problems and just talking to them about it hurts me for some reason. ,2.3895000000000017,3.979025616666668,3.25,93.135,76.16666666666666,6.133333333333334,25.333333333333336,6.742157984588678,0.7807333333333342,227,8,50,2,5,72,41,60,0.264,0.596,0.14,-0.8591,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,2,0,16,9,6,0,3,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,13,3,10,8,1,1,0,2,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,37,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18473703924488788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26823782851756645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079925627509357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210317905917938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865724038322704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25851703127609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271504409815033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179784429646574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611945743941623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16741681135930486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310706271155055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482890507858825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018941037833065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5822947674535502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372599379162489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243540128250454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776983505549521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ydktbh,2019/01/02,"Looking to join a gym, but super anxious at people staring at me Struggle in public as it is, let alone attempting to work out. ",9.91,6.5351088,10.208000000000002,66.40400000000002,61.0,11.6,45.0,8.841846274778883,4.449400000000002,100,5,17,1,1,34,23,25,0.235,0.56,0.205,-0.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,7,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,13,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4158366121165488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4535847514571635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41056460375251896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33716187814010296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783520219177412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4197387078798615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922993813630115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BlackRebel212,2019/01/02,"What are the triggers? Hello everyone. I hope you are having a good and peaceful day.  
Been suffering from something that I can identify as general anxiety disorder. I worry exessively all the time and very often feel angry for no reason at all. I am always afraid that something might go wrong and start imagining future situations which are most likely to make me unhappy. Currently I don't have an opportunity to see a therapist or a professional. I know most of the motives making me feel this way or another, but cannot overcome some of these traumas. I just want to stop being afraid.   
Two things I discovered for myself, or, well, people helped me discover are walking and meditation. This help, but only to a certain extent, not fully.   
I can write endlessly now, but the most important question I want to ask is - what triggers anxiety and constant worry?   
And also, do cigarettes trigger anxiety? I just need to know whether I will start feeling better mentally if I quit or no. Because sometimes the first thing I do when I feel anxious is to light a cigarette. ",4.961036992116436,7.429346989690725,6.19563978168587,70.96855366889024,71.37113402061857,9.719345057610674,33.5767131594906,10.056822442137396,4.159593450576107,852,43,133,25,17,285,124,194,0.181,0.6990000000000001,0.12,-0.8933,1,0,4,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,5,7,12,0,2,11,0,19,0,0,7,3,49,36,18,0,5,12,0,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,1,10,0,0,2,5,5,1,2,1,6,20,7,14,32,7,15,0,1,1,0,7,1,0,13,12,107,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778365568935114,0.1121479009879884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413287631374564,0.30931939040960565,0.15226323188984545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12600126781110538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216074250389406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920211026371652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564948552796256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692206152850708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544697551161549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878823122192265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27259562073052945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464394633959366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659867835178015,0.11304721454814795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18068061789589726,0.0,0.0,0.13386712314550991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14814331659899213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658467845402802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17993362418546638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582671379434286,0.1429804644666126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999377905194959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250639502792523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934396015829712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509846397020575,0.14335530445278558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385764654963818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740234786903548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149856157046204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20752072394705312,0.13330103746160596,0.0,0.19079620038198905,0.0,0.0,0.11268225972226838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15649016908617486,0.1790839161566904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859140277597967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166064473985428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120775808373112,0.15899367619162513,0.10698222786245888,0.0,0.0,0.12118356201552455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737516162249739,0.0,0.0,0.1473609610786787,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Babyj81,2019/01/02,"Dry January As I lay here in the middle of a massive hangover, I'm thinking to myself. ... there has to be a better way. A better way to deal and manage my anxiety and panic attacks. Drinking the way I do isn't doing anything for me anymore. Except give me huge anxiety and nausea. Even the ativan isnt helping me today.  Ugh I want to be ok. Dry January is my thing. I need to do this. I can do this. Fuck anxiety. I am stronger then it. ",-0.694505494505492,1.4888195494505505,2.700439560439559,88.16956043956046,95.26373626373626,4.997802197802199,22.384615384615387,6.67199483983844,0.9463890109890114,333,14,67,5,13,120,59,91,0.201,0.6579999999999999,0.142,-0.7107,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,3,7,2,1,6,1,12,2,0,0,0,7,18,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,12,3,10,16,0,8,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,2,51,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4524507858779502,0.0,0.19551686618632436,0.0,0.0,0.16223519723047594,0.0,0.0,0.22428319325606666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487210316541071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20324991814871368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19312902230908846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021374559454502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18225924071711128,0.0,0.18912138323329986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321434900212025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461820152935608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313095471138361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097571816609802,0.12632384824370832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868723206129034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628241871171616,0.4694583777038277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RoguePatterns,2019/01/02,"DAE feel fake? I know there’s probs a name but derealization or w/e doesn’t feel entirely accurate. Sometimes I work myself into such a thought spiral, I think about how my emotions probably aren’t even real and I don’t care about anything. Obviously, this more happens when I’m starting to feel a bit emotionally overwhelmed- but then I think about how everything about me is fake, how I’m not even a real genuine person. Does this make any sense to anyone?",3.819886363636364,6.164727579545456,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,74.3409090909091,7.581818181818183,28.04545454545455,8.472884824447931,2.224540909090909,369,15,67,7,8,120,61,88,0.08199999999999999,0.848,0.07,-0.2406,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,12,4,0,1,4,0,4,0,0,4,1,21,17,9,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,7,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,3,8,1,7,16,2,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,40,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12977409858996108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13343601678852868,0.0,0.15704064781830646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20834200016437807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19456863302945146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670006786926556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42932656670566144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25208895864890857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715098685389394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28947518241234965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16875444111940774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487772689509664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127383603457793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16662944603124685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057520176527751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4344231966416621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18874033770385384,0.0,0.1350737397789602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445582623468689,0.0,0.15150138701326624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13892989009796486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mandyfoo,2019/01/02,"Finally have the courage to post stuff! I’ve been on Reddit for 2 years but I’ve only recently gained the courage to post in the past few months. My comments and posts are mostly short and sweet, I don’t really express my thoughts and opinions for the fear of backlash, but progress is progress! :)",5.2786842105263165,6.570697175438597,4.45872807017544,88.47651315789473,68.47368421052633,7.805263157894737,33.54824561403509,8.07648339933343,2.3326877192982463,237,11,47,3,4,70,42,57,0.057,0.599,0.343,0.9701,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,0,4,0,1,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,3,3,7,4,2,11,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,5,27,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762806334704363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26895747097625844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19597340614670586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867306286501847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343786358340857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7054269397047256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572877509096898,0.0,0.2424234640650839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810640758193965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19491713061449809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15810818937369595
anxiety,toffeegraph,2019/01/02,"Hey all, I'm a 16 y/o waiter/ kitchen hand that has been working non stop 8 hour shifts most days at my understaffed café for the last 2 weeks. After my shifts I get a wave of anxiety and stress that makes me feel sick. partly because of what the customers may think of me, partly just because I've been on on on for 8 hours and I have a hard settling down. advice is much appreciated. Thankyou",3.3459259259259246,4.510679086419753,4.242901234567904,88.68805555555558,72.95061728395059,6.881481481481483,27.08024691358025,7.1686216300943375,1.1554098765432097,310,11,67,3,6,100,61,81,0.141,0.779,0.08,-0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,5,0,6,3,1,1,1,10,11,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,2,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,6,0,11,8,5,12,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,7,39,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266466078840403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17743152700324225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28277385357992235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14958047816061368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172745519846802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211777533608863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20777041278941005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4568233684420733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890599914484202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482005988783004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705007249170526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5023313480761029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19391010743512516,0.26568358419818233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14861616328490498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18604624534411024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16885323794677662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Princesstrendel213,2019/01/02,"Staying up all night I went to a real college party tonight by myself and was pretty excited to hang out with people outside of class. Had a great time until I got home and my anxiety just got the best of me. I got home around 3 am, was exhausted and ready for bed until I laid down and now I’m just staring at my phone and so restless. I don’t want to take any Ativan because I’ve been drinking. I just want to sleep but I can’t turn my brain off. ",3.6481786941580765,3.585012185567013,5.0696391752577314,87.51036941580757,71.47422680412372,7.703780068728522,27.50687285223368,7.1686216300943375,1.234149140893471,350,11,79,3,6,118,69,97,0.054000000000000006,0.782,0.16399999999999998,0.7988,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,1,3,0,7,4,2,0,1,16,16,9,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,8,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,8,1,12,3,17,8,2,15,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,0,6,52,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164318523231505,0.0,0.14809058549546655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17233005203455629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800649593320252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20315358048395835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161028253719306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896377963036737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.464478405219355,0.2134261143626264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3883593812115832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816646794695487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420618689854644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19694366540381708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203400137858353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937229607690127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20633388865290989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14555044258942226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128798957924311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21056288636980394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283607235173499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17945352626965586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iproxzoom,2019/01/02,Anxiety about my heart rate I’m really scared because my heart rate is pretty low for someone who is not athletic at all. Okay maybe not too low but I still am getting anxious about it. My heart rate when I lay down is 58 and that scares me because for whatever reason I still feel the palpitations and chest pain with anxiety. I never experienced anything like this and I was wondering if there is anybody here with the same issues that could make me feel a lot better about my situation. ,6.0951418439716285,6.893427521276599,6.462553191489363,76.63333333333334,66.34042553191489,10.09645390070922,31.624113475177303,10.125756701596842,3.127339007092198,393,15,73,9,6,127,64,94,0.205,0.723,0.071,-0.8982,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,9,8,0,2,3,1,7,5,4,2,2,19,13,6,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,3,11,3,9,11,3,8,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,3,5,52,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463016160167221,0.1818638658155387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247448949100796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196266295737674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14237551848113206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285310472250622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627946969702628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410646344016612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5722934218951241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16802340898905235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864768558624584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686116033935686,0.0,0.0,0.10745675130632627,0.0,0.16172808092452273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415926141357525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712962239958667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16377659285674748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031292069854534,0.16551633256056186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223421798515055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809505402632604,0.0,0.0,0.13639954683396668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571209052059972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745781383852135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ggw1980,2019/01/02,"Is this anxiety? - My family & my sons Autism. English is not my first language, sorry about my broken grammar. 

I’m a 38f, married with two young boys - one with mild autism (5yo). Im happy with my marriage, I’m thriving at work and most important, I’m helping my big boy with his development. 

I’m having severe anxiety attacks  when my mom is around or one of my sisters. If I don’t share something related to my sons condition - they (mom & sister) tell me that I’m a bad mother, that I’m compromising my sons future and pretty much that everything is doomed cause I don’t do or say what they want. 

The point is that I don’t know how stop this thoughts at night (reason why I’m writing this) -I can’t stop thinking about my sons future and wondering if I’m doing everything possible to help him. My husband tells me that I’m pretty much the best mother my boys can have - we are helping my big boy with every resource available and we are making progress, like big fucking progress.. but i still think is not enough. 

When they are not around life is beautiful, I feel invincible and I do accept my sons condition as part of our daily dynamic - but when family reunions are coming, I start having more and more anxiety cause I know they are going to demand answers and I don’t know everything about autism. I know my boy and how to read him and help him, but I don’t have a magic wand to touch him and cure him - we are using all our time and money to help him, he’s our priority but we still have a 3 yo perfectly normal that demands time, love and attention. 

Being part of a minority that you don’t know nothing about is scary - we have managed to go through all of this as a family together... but the constant demands of information of my parents and sisters are killing me. I DONT KNOOOW! 

Is this anxiety?... 

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anxiety,UpTheMightyReds,2019/01/02,"How can I help ease pre work anxiety? I don’t always sleep very well and end up feeling dreadful in the mornings. This then leads to me feeling sick and I have sit on the toilet a lot. I get the bus to work and I’m always on the verge of vomiting. As today was my first day back after a couple of weeks, I barely slept and managed to drag myself to work, but I’ve then had to go home as I felt that awful. Normally, it starts easing once I’ve started and passes after an hour or so. 

I’ve not long started this job and I can see a future there long term, so I’m worried this is going to hold me back. Does anyone have any advice on how to help this? ",1.2139361702127651,2.615067219858158,3.3031382978723407,92.30875,78.92907801418441,5.5510638297872354,19.551418439716308,5.985473137389443,-0.13068368794326268,502,11,114,3,12,171,89,141,0.103,0.7979999999999999,0.099,-0.3881,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,5,8,2,0,1,8,1,8,4,2,3,0,18,21,16,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,6,6,0,1,3,0,0,4,2,1,1,1,4,4,11,1,18,17,2,30,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,2,19,72,17,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15310730714469828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26074304866631176,0.0,0.0,0.10654876410225707,0.0,0.11986088631839252,0.0,0.0,0.10955531828017316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240956739272346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17336505286513004,0.0,0.10104657831148854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711299952976178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877326604095935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584457055731624,0.0,0.15043877036823233,0.0,0.0,0.13327316791655489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185959488271773,0.0,0.17809136632341016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21004055684526396,0.0,0.15716427714274864,0.0,0.15429967480193058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15548217046569407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773163192515599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320497239226564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15351456196605753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16686063896809447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124854836205501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679461121927876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326998266793912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851570165962438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292786116487522,0.0,0.0,0.1256804145226495,0.0,0.14087544719876305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34219790191505106,0.15911762583830014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anonymahoy,2019/01/02,"I’m going on a two week trip and I’m scared that something bad will happen to my family and dog while I’m away I booked a trip by myself to relax and have fun because I’ve been super stressed and my mental health hasn’t been good lately. But the closer it gets the more worried I am. I don’t want to leave anymore. I don’t want to be away from my family and my dog. I’ve left them before for trips but not for 2 weeks. Not this long. I feel bad because my mom paid for my trip as a birthday gift because she knows how much I need it but I’m extremely worried. 
I don’t even want to go anymore if I’m just going to be worried the entire trip. ",1.0298018648018648,2.3163847482517497,3.085472027972031,94.16615675990678,79.13986013986012,5.605827505827506,20.30827505827505,5.985473137389443,-0.10938648018647967,501,12,119,3,12,170,79,143,0.142,0.7440000000000001,0.114,-0.7073,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,3,8,0,2,6,0,11,1,0,1,0,19,28,12,0,5,7,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,2,1,8,6,4,0,1,3,1,16,4,15,22,2,18,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,5,70,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767944938614629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622258071337916,0.0,0.23303877020778804,0.2552072658815841,0.0,0.1187477542062205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217222152921456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631128177990651,0.0,0.07056125685028798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290971855987399,0.0,0.23793041149030736,0.11704888758762247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340462521057892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14833635172083853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669366503527476,0.0,0.15741978090181194,0.14776452321224948,0.1516227378832249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349838047488353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14063474113764152,0.0,0.0,0.1634406257427953,0.0,0.0,0.1025861556529676,0.10347541295048636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971505073250962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074332967268082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15985537619416365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363212005485152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469326600316655,0.0,0.22387903738011888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42516291466164063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,threedrawershelf,2019/01/02,"Am very scared to start new medication. After years and years of putting off medication I finally picked up my packet of venlafaxine today.
I'm scared ,what If they do weird things to Me?
What if they make me sleepwalk and then I hurt someone or what if they make me sleep walk and I jump off a roof?
What if I get so fogged in the brain that I go crazy.
I'm so scared.",0.036623376623378334,2.3488620779220817,1.5117012987013003,97.93898051948057,90.55844155844156,5.157922077922079,16.790909090909093,6.742157984588678,-0.2910664935064937,288,7,68,4,10,92,49,77,0.217,0.7829999999999999,0.0,-0.9472,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,3,0,2,5,0,3,2,0,2,4,2,3,0,11,9,11,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,12,0,9,9,0,16,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,5,8,42,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152605015877629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112343174337924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007449902879424,0.0,0.1095889430941115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064270157350596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25742918971812856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3885090769951293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862350736288317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19384601318958647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5791652350530094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19296786903379687,0.0,0.16338305593890012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648508300762716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810676058035458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18277897591287304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15910379832263125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24835060607774356
anxiety,taydav_02,2019/01/02,"Anxiety meds - advice on which type and the side effects?? (16F) (kinda long post sorry) My therapist has decided that anxiety medication would be beneficial to speed up the changes she’s making with CBT. I’m not properly diagnosed, but many GP’s, counselors and psychologists have said I have high function aspergers which is definitely connected. I’ve been doing CBT for years now and feel as though I haven’t really made any progress. I’m hoping meds will do that. I’ve had problems with  low appetite before and I’m not keen on taking anything with side effects that might make that come back? She said she’d put me on ones that doesn’t increase the chance of suicidal thoughts, and the ones that are antidepressants as well. (I’ve had problems with depression before and I think it’s coming back but it’s not as bad, I haven’t told my therapist about that tho, she suggested meds purely for anxiety). Just asking for anyone who was/is on them, what was your experience like with the effectiveness and side effects relating to the kind that that you guys took/take??",5.143523869346733,7.2307305728643225,5.448564698492465,78.15164101758796,69.90452261306532,9.39711055276382,29.52292713567839,9.827888789773867,3.0291731155778883,860,34,154,22,16,273,120,199,0.119,0.727,0.153,0.8208,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,1,5,8,10,0,0,6,0,19,2,0,7,1,38,36,14,1,4,6,0,1,1,0,3,2,2,0,1,15,14,0,0,8,0,0,4,6,5,1,2,9,3,14,5,20,22,1,21,0,2,0,0,14,10,0,3,7,94,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170982824015509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148975709298381,0.0,0.2750130776269223,0.0,0.0,0.08378920534758902,0.0,0.09861138997291838,0.0,0.11202658973218403,0.0,0.0,0.18428656886509076,0.10005457694937424,0.0,0.0,0.20393613131751076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267661924267978,0.20644903064686945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032109840009222,0.1216267902104634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721852867756136,0.0,0.0,0.0605905763824337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186523567069587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266089130327063,0.0,0.11902005070085518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478641606195053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058543781701753124,0.0,0.0,0.1060474031967268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338777980681013,0.159977360909329,0.121490672465411,0.0,0.0,0.3993184640075904,0.12071796693889683,0.0,0.12712264019859792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16240230550447055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476577346999135,0.0,0.0,0.2293257651415155,0.0,0.12046409207448625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676734204988694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227975032833946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341419286443847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107657813170204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009862675729884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782679932335074,0.0,0.07678340134997558,0.11773416958979033,0.0951330917425169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450445374138027,0.13313757800769946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774321100125724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512509752871844,0.0,0.0,0.07716777297876079
anxiety,Pr0venFlame,2019/01/02,"Just a new job a few weeks back and I realized I messed up my salary negotiations. I know that we shouldn't reveal our previous salary in the negotiations but I thought I was getting a good deal.. (and to the average person it's a great deal, but with my qualifications and alma mater it's a solid but low balled deal )

I realised that I could have gotten more. Like 20-30 percent more. 

I'm still young and don't have any dependents. But now I'm feeling a weird kind of anxiety that I didn't perform well in the negotiations. I've always had this imposter syndrome and keep feeling that I'm not qualified enough to demand more compensation, weather it's monetary or just social capital or status. I feel that it didn't help in the negotiations

",3.4125079030558467,5.567391589041094,5.196849315068494,77.80700210748157,74.89041095890411,8.327924130663858,27.669125395152804,9.057496981413335,2.4370311907270814,596,24,114,14,13,203,88,146,0.105,0.762,0.134,0.7895,3,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,0,0,1,6,8,0,0,10,0,9,0,0,1,0,27,20,11,0,2,9,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,10,7,0,1,7,1,0,0,5,3,1,0,6,3,13,5,8,12,6,11,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,3,7,73,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15896495232500432,0.0,0.0,0.1299173212282209,0.0,0.1461490933445374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690200473891232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15253408664027127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5908777919775566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19740081287572064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897946560190732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998132580288163,0.0,0.0,0.16023969162869672,0.0,0.21062806258606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280536040213088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18958293187020334,0.16980979620874176,0.0,0.19894422905126904,0.10499347314110268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333505908703166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845126929388861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16681334335075565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19474657349052768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15256898344195988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516685885471919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324497588695282,0.0,0.17177262337201776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TestBesticles269,2019/01/02,"Does anyone else just love the Night? There's just something about the night that makes me feel super calm. That time where everyone in the house is asleep, and you're the only one whose awake. There's no anxiety, no feeling of fear, no sadness, it all just disappears. ",4.7085294117647045,6.550940980392162,3.958970588235297,89.38786764705885,70.56862745098039,7.452941176470588,24.514705882352942,8.07648339933343,1.227976470588235,214,6,42,3,4,63,40,51,0.256,0.563,0.181,-0.4404,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,1,4,0,1,2,1,1,1,8,5,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,2,1,3,3,5,1,6,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,25,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983559537039579,0.0,0.0,0.1813014262474197,0.2656729965631423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226906212879913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166033198809932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477624735653527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917730624479184,0.262209382932274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991855656224077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340191282219977,0.0,0.17307792561010446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4866517426471956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17570144920032305,0.19720154355270586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19961392199181968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119394193087635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,overthought123,2019/01/02,"I swear I have an outgoing, funny, social personality. But my anxiety holds me back & falsely turns me into a introverted awkward weirdo. I’ve always been so insecure unsure & awkward yet I’ve always dreamed of being a singer, can’t sing for shizz but won’t even sing in front of anyone even like jamming in the car in front of friends or a boyfriend because I’m so worried I’ll be judged. I always want to run out on the dance floor, be silly jammin in the car or even give my boyfriend a lap dance but I’m too insecure and won’t. I’ve even stopped posting on social media because I worry I’ll be judged. I don’t usually talk to people I don’t know & a lot of times won’t even talk to people I do know because I worry about awkward silences etc. ugh in such a rut",4.463333333333331,4.585591135802472,5.805777777777783,82.29200000000002,69.74074074074073,8.208395061728394,30.39753086419753,7.908726449838941,1.947652345679012,612,23,127,7,10,207,86,162,0.211,0.706,0.083,-0.9573,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,12,9,0,5,10,0,13,0,0,0,0,14,20,8,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,2,5,0,7,6,6,0,0,1,0,12,3,18,12,2,23,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,3,6,72,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31947641881255845,0.4160087025784095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790667328765412,0.0,0.0,0.08948871548713011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841105582070096,0.0,0.2340518150663932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427349174622954,0.4226579457503423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988793772010387,0.0,0.0,0.12277299139177572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406722605925252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06252604738898611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880660166033923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17745464709854997,0.11174985170083608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257237202706088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609251786417583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069995499473878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20573583506305573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462793830626265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392087934107393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095523436232507,0.0,0.07548771137051763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38991896069936977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rubbingribbiy,2019/01/02,"What to do if psych refuses benzos? I've been suffering from horrible panic attacks all my life. Recently they have gotten worse to the point I cannot sleep at night which impairs my function during the day. 

I understand benzos have a stigma and are addictive, but I feel I have tried everything and nothing works. Beta blockers and even vistaril (a strong antihistamine) did not work. I have something for general anxiety which is very helpful, but it doesn't stop sudden panic attacks.

My therapist who I have been working with for years believes I would be a good candidate for xanax or klonopin, but my psychiatrist office is firmly against prescribing certain medications including Benzodiazepines. 

What the fuck do I do? I am so desperate for relief I've considered going to the streets for medication, but I have too much anxiety over how unsafe that can be. ",7.830588235294115,9.243526732026147,7.8841895424836625,65.78785294117648,62.72549019607843,11.871633986928105,38.82941176470588,11.602472056035307,5.251787450980394,702,36,106,22,10,227,104,153,0.184,0.69,0.126,-0.7894,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,4,4,10,3,2,7,0,22,7,1,1,2,21,27,11,0,2,7,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,7,4,0,3,2,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,4,1,15,4,13,20,2,11,0,1,0,1,4,4,1,2,6,80,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700635972856564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386799471509926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35494623316437923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17575916913817216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060743213223626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303687457365546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020321165595284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887855203249285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442199703258163,0.0,0.0,0.0886586926055397,0.13084583781599698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045638626311824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101877833149162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143082309151672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467833450947085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14639592365012713,0.0,0.14968670976877965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660660045502266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474709186442891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15403169702929462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15611318533039772,0.0,0.0,0.1200968245770866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042342298562656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811286316597089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059141153932542,0.0,0.0,0.1624020467402061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12871676968128268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407107174533377,0.0,0.15897786106424447,0.11081829610448653,0.0,0.0,0.10045922253186347
anxiety,okaycanwenot,2019/01/02,AmericanSchoolSystem I used to have so much motivation and school has literally made it disappear. I'm a completely different person than I used to be....the american school system is screwed.,4.8784375,8.424202468750002,6.4497500000000025,60.22025000000002,86.8125,11.31,31.4,9.888512548439397,5.320080000000001,157,8,23,7,5,53,27,32,0.16,0.755,0.084,-0.3446,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,4,0,5,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,6,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,13,3,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095867890181005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084961103661079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793932483961131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170586944733204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578198837196401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5976615050627594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5100399384200791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,katraine7,2019/01/02,"anxiety from work conversations Let me do the math here:

My manager struggles with self confidence issues and I struggle with extreme anxiety. I already have a hard time talking to people because I tend to not be very good at articulating, but it’s especially hard with my boss as she takes everything really badly. I feel like I have to tip toe with my words so communication is very difficult.

Today I was closing with her and another shift supervisor, Evelyn (I am a shift supervisor too) we got on the topic of hiring new people. I’ve wanted to be a trainer for a very, very long time and have mentioned it to my manager many times. She’s told me that she wants to promote me, so I said “am I finally going to do my barista trainer training?”

She said “no... I was going to train Evelyn.” (She didn’t train me before as I was in uni but now I only have one class)

I was really shocked by this and said “but I’ve been waiting two years for this promotion!” Keep in mind Evelyn has only been with the company for a few months.

My manager and I have a very similar outlook in life and a very good relationship. I have told her many times how much I respect her and how I acknowledge how much she’s taught me. Anyway, she did feel bad that she hadn’t thought of me. I think I might get the promotion over Evelyn, and here’s where my anxiety kicks in: I may have just cost one of my friends a promotion.

I’m in bed now kicking myself for saying anything. The only reason I reacted that way was because I was genuinely shocked she wasn’t going to promote me, and I tend to say what’s on my mind. 

Should I apologize to Evelyn? I really want this promotion and have wanted it for so long, not for the money but because I love teaching people and I think I would excel in this position. I really feel awful right now to the point where I’m thinking I should just tell my manager to give Evelyn the promotion so I don’t feel the guilt anymore.",3.152611434108529,4.892271227390181,4.95136870155039,81.10402979651164,74.45219638242895,8.455071059431525,27.339228036175708,9.103633062298675,2.347979392764858,1523,59,299,35,32,519,168,387,0.113,0.799,0.08800000000000001,-0.6745,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,1,0,0,9,18,15,0,3,17,1,35,3,1,6,0,56,67,24,0,7,8,0,6,1,1,5,1,5,1,1,11,19,0,2,10,0,2,3,7,8,0,3,20,11,62,7,42,39,3,33,0,0,0,1,30,15,0,2,15,209,73,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259644612303798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798664201759622,0.19257208418785066,0.0,0.08321588024721446,0.0,0.0,0.06905053772572599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140122197692816,0.15345173221870742,0.0,0.0714009787969001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541263241338847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16970907240908864,0.05994511008822095,0.0,0.09191898046127196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648284300119706,0.0,0.043839357668532766,0.08049383506552255,0.14306345732193415,0.14075895913502304,0.06711025646459884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033322844477962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757993169689601,0.0,0.07458280130948626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580335851952828,0.05926790621576367,0.04099404346814052,0.0,0.0,0.14851489705523613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573178490488426,0.0,0.0,0.17014254164149906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890149369686184,0.16944976436249268,0.0,0.06697592606422924,0.0,0.12336657604341172,0.0,0.0,0.08104051605846492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137187755497718,0.19145133553028326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17451727289408595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932179333150323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21501882286722435,0.08627315198276463,0.0,0.09008762094513104,0.0,0.07165842967916088,0.2394520340329931,0.13345673076634404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753612244428753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17544128503804726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06308965554232163,0.06744344251492478,0.07334078072592981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16129785270490915,0.0,0.06661493304308615,0.19571369530731167,0.0,0.07953658912895441,0.16035863818579602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819675893240819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4154057666481944,0.19796847237003148,0.06660361823179606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06108726467137126,0.0,0.0,0.059607047014823875,0.0,0.0,0.05403509899559817
anxiety,MontmajourLaCrau,2019/01/02,"This happens all too often at night It’s irrational and idiotic, as are a majority of my thoughts. But, I have a problem with constantly eating ice (2-4 cups a day). I know I need to get blood work done to see if I have anemia (does that even correlate with it?) which would explain all the dizziness. I traveled over the summer and that’s when the dizziness/everything started.

But, I can’t stand these thoughts of me having parasites and worms wriggling in my intestines which give me bouts of dizziness and nausea. I can practically feel something inside me moving and pushing against my organs. In some way they are causing me crave ice in some nonsensical fashion. 

It’s stupid I know but that’s all I’ve been able to think about for the past hour and I don’t feel like I’ll be able to sleep. I hope it made some sense but things like this usually shouldn’t. ",2.969948224852072,5.265357573964501,3.6110318047337313,87.98625184911245,76.81065088757397,6.591863905325444,26.538831360946745,7.6454224807358475,1.4766713017751472,686,27,136,10,16,216,106,169,0.051,0.882,0.066,0.6486,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,1,6,6,2,0,7,0,13,4,3,2,3,35,29,13,0,6,5,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,13,8,1,0,8,1,0,3,3,3,0,0,5,3,18,3,18,21,7,19,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,6,11,90,31,1,0.350104920227318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17982709695611948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18916952085709227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289435504460853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15318958750317466,0.1791394436122819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17912236859084962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562049894600065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15732586370236892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17702356714276152,0.12505751248233338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145768538553906,0.16792627069402086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15479831235888114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17386659109820007,0.17239141157911192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19240850812227295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17104357954046584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16563887035095806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18605306175466305,0.0,0.12979918109261004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642748754378082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16710738077721934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675015629776372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139494146592173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17517888090682693,0.0,0.0,0.13476393608491072,0.0,0.0,0.1239030322585154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629707612688026,0.112166548132291,0.0,0.2779441995614087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19279555358991246,0.0,0.0,0.13894849481689556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744027582748138,0.0,0.0,0.1243522451642994,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JTAllen1995,2019/01/02,"Not wanting a massive spotlight shining down on me after a good deed. About a month and a half ago, there was a blood drive at my college and I decided to donate. This was the first time I’d donated blood, so it was a small bag (I think they were just taking blood cells, but I’m not sure). I got a t-shirt in exchange for donating, which I later hid in my backpack.

You see, my mom is a cancer survivor, leukemia to be specific, so I knew she would probably get really emotional if I said anything, and that she probably would’ve told more people about it.

I was fine with a few people giving me praise for it, but to deal with what felt like being forced into a massive spotlight was something I actively wanted to avoid.",5.985258620689657,5.4779378965517225,6.615301724137932,79.9167456896552,66.58620689655173,9.732758620689657,32.60775862068965,9.188382445141503,2.6866034482758616,565,21,113,9,8,186,98,145,0.096,0.7440000000000001,0.159,0.8146,0,1,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,2,6,6,0,1,11,0,10,4,3,0,1,21,23,8,0,4,6,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,7,6,0,1,4,0,4,1,2,1,0,2,11,4,17,5,17,9,2,14,1,0,2,0,11,7,0,1,7,78,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17430502561698102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16181381570111233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027220070491829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211878609316425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18880039575241828,0.0,0.0,0.1672575944634113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273364952505187,0.1886301688786922,0.0,0.16492807313265245,0.1572669385190194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606590785643784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302964857754421,0.15695214713050334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726438418665957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4240114839964014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259693889492493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870448736072888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15669260277455518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15137919705709935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853261204365549,0.0,0.14784501657498944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259957410433182,0.0,0.0,0.11465942505919866,0.0,0.0,0.1878931285701652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319607852291944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27936766425935433,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,raginghufflepuff,2019/01/02,"Anxiety interfering with my love of reading? I’ve been an avid fantasy reader for nearly my whole life, but the last couple of years, my anxiety and perfectionism have been getting in the way. For some reason my brain decided that I have to completely absorb every word and imagine every detail perfectly. If I mess up, I feel like I have to read the same paragraph again. This happens over and over until I get so frustrated I give up. I really want to be able to enjoy reading again, but right now the experience is so full of anxiety that that seems a bit impossible. Any suggestions?",6.466051948051952,7.332462436363637,7.487662337662339,69.36863636363638,65.54545454545455,11.376623376623378,32.98701298701299,11.20814326018867,4.077246753246754,468,19,80,14,7,158,75,110,0.117,0.7040000000000001,0.18,0.8402,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,1,0,6,0,7,3,1,1,1,17,15,9,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,11,4,17,12,5,15,0,0,0,1,3,8,0,3,7,60,15,3,0.16728628841242915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137604126117134,0.0,0.3839206582584047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18263330017753449,0.0,0.0,0.18674682276552165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753964906456054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850990962922949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281891825971858,0.0,0.0,0.1636380897893909,0.0,0.0,0.08458497381188854,0.11950935786722028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17480036241712546,0.16047625113696806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479307123716595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636065245961898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815925274899702,0.08172763056149702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15098240658498005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5019946753735817,0.0,0.10716787996723068,0.1719981659799684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286157626746354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152291154137078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866978714393068,0.1327840692059969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18676916687470652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772688504119604
anxiety,Dycast1200,2019/01/02,"Anxious christmas is over. Honestly never had this feeling before. Yes i have been sad when its over but since yesterssy i have had a strange feeling about the new years ringing in, so much thst as soon as it did i started to cry. I dont really know if that is from sadness or happiness. Today however has been very hard, i have let go of toxic people and i an iver the moon happy about it but it seems that has caused me alot more anxiety as well. I dont know what im trying to get from writing this post but i just want someone to talk to.",1.8929203539822976,3.643302407079649,3.4364690265486746,90.5513407079646,78.02654867256638,6.289911504424777,24.574336283185843,7.1686216300943375,0.9588732743362828,424,15,91,5,10,140,80,113,0.145,0.6829999999999999,0.171,0.5051,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,5,1,15,0,0,1,1,17,24,11,0,2,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,9,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,5,4,9,4,15,18,3,12,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,4,7,67,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361265185241105,0.20102584221066974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141706603779465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827972975656977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954629066606101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4170976123294994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799474619057707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296829016913866,0.0,0.1011295611998482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3788489639447041,0.15940269141020744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19220983730112226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19558651565165144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819595896601356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080916610930884,0.0,0.13724122701336594,0.171859229082365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12336382441714693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042097040988793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399535360035172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619933507257052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14719694864253355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507712027152403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594953619575372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14302448455429204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16866991421527527,0.0,0.0,0.12081215839991555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14682226924826872,0.10495586250827346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15999284471962144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458997188607835
anxiety,Cornelius90,2019/01/02,"Is there a way to beat it? I have notice my anxiety getting worse over the past few months but i have no idea why? It use to just be social. now i get  anxiety sitting at red lights, I even get nervous if im playing music to loud in my car as if anyone is even around to hear it. I don\`t understand what drives the anxiety.  there is so much i want to do but im starting to let it beat me and becoming more and more depressed every day.",0.6780732860520082,2.446262670212768,2.9195035460992886,92.73388888888887,81.87234042553192,6.305437352245864,22.14657210401891,7.3871296695380915,0.7049281323877072,337,11,78,5,9,115,63,94,0.188,0.77,0.041,-0.9264,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,8,3,0,1,3,0,8,0,0,1,0,12,16,8,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,4,9,1,11,14,4,13,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,2,5,54,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.407743008381128,0.0,0.0,0.12422850197922924,0.0,0.0,0.1581607942101927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19621861840421398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458015229950605,0.0,0.1530238397302774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346940088004038,0.0,0.14969163378863132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784701374030967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002429841273161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005637789605,0.3838204740282381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816759665841753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418116530114584,0.0,0.1306052719472863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20227441328654688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16960271514248534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811085559496611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575321681001356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18495702409724848,0.0,0.15344675554915255,0.0,0.0,0.10479226626901914,0.1410233460443277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16031632292428705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18105727526221427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kabira17,2019/01/02,"Starting a new job tomorrow... I’m starting a new job tomorrow. One of the main reasons for the change is for my mental health but my mind is cycling and has been for a few days. Will I be able to handle my new responsibilities? Will I be a complete failure? Will I let my new work place and my family down?

Logically, I know that leaving my old office was the best thing I could do. The environment was toxic and caused me to have lots of panic attacks and occasional suicidal ideation. But starting over at a completely new place after 5.5 years at my last job....I’m feeling overwhelmed.

Could just use some encouragement and support to get through the first day.

Thanks!",3.5917454068241454,6.0341044409448825,4.518602362204724,81.51653871391078,75.45669291338584,7.382939632545932,28.69356955380577,8.344100000000001,2.2179979002624672,532,23,99,10,12,172,81,127,0.131,0.725,0.14400000000000002,-0.4371,3,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,1,7,1,2,10,0,16,1,0,3,0,19,26,7,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,3,1,13,4,14,15,5,23,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,2,17,70,15,3,0.11635932753609647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323755332502428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211193544911095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953308203150345,0.1230927398369576,0.0,0.2440010821854963,0.0,0.0,0.18580690958583626,0.0,0.0,0.1500842801875821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969321828607813,0.0,0.058834772208852575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897518456001364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06079294608347429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12368452396341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34640603412238696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394804335453128,0.09484838221448484,0.0,0.12320772690016114,0.0,0.11898529599129674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892453922225954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726283415047074,0.0,0.11748975049582665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5619028180761296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209954050341372,0.0,0.0788480917415249,0.0,0.0,0.13652259984593376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24314146290959995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963676832574192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470791927846635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727821844141365,0.13204318596754588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071280354265503,0.0,0.0,0.07730396684372053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049709915516372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471097627918066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493159194283734
anxiety,malin22,2019/01/02,"My Anxiety Is Taking Over My Life Hi everyone! I’ve been suffering from anxiety for a while now. But for the past couple of months it has gotten worse. I can’t stop overthinking and replaying past events that have occurred. My mind feels like its going to explode and I have no idea what to do. I worry about my future which makes me feel sick in my stomach. I constantly feel so irritated because of my anxiety. I’m so tired of feeling like this. It has come to the point where I can’t even focus on school. Please advise as to what I can do. 
Thanks a lot! 
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anxiety,bbwayy,2019/01/02,"Plane anxiety help? I am about to go abroad and the flight there is about 7 hours long. I absolutely hate flying and have only ever flown alone once, however, the flight was only 1 hour long. I’m extremely nervous to be flying alone on a 7 hour flight. 

I have been to see a therapist once and it didn’t work out so I haven’t gone back to find someone else. This means I never was prescribed any medication. I leave soon and won’t have time to go see a psychologist to be prescribed medication for anxiety. Do you think my general practitioner would prescription me a small dosage just to get me through the flight? I’ve heard of cases like this before but I wasn’t sure.

If not, do you have any non prescription sleep aids that you think will work or any general tips for plane anxiety? Turbulence is what gives me the most anxiety and Id rather just like to sleep through most of the flight.

Thank you!",2.8040581625908807,5.091045764044941,3.6744282881692034,87.36802709847989,77.31460674157303,8.008460013218771,23.391936549900866,8.841846274778883,1.662367746199604,718,23,149,17,17,229,100,178,0.093,0.8320000000000001,0.076,0.5844,1,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,4,0,2,10,6,1,1,9,0,20,4,2,0,3,25,34,9,0,3,7,0,0,2,0,3,2,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,4,0,0,3,6,2,0,0,7,3,15,4,18,22,2,16,0,0,2,0,7,3,0,4,12,87,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531086309124441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492847520033696,0.0,0.3739069345075785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939582945880066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397660134144923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207594204828067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052988201714292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116814990155187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06384040516212272,0.11721793650559267,0.1388893384856324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063954524650625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190288669697812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610042452513537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938394519670465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193939183154711,0.0,0.0,0.21627258483813785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13310317762430182,0.0,0.2461916648524395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424219291911412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602615078316932,0.0,0.18586541833779024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19474279933169944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445609832742907,0.0,0.10353309338711117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516474563583885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249820294055997,0.0,0.14187461540828575,0.0,0.15659171447902026,0.0,0.0,0.07125128120412301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17791482057527547,0.0,0.0,0.08680186559109804,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,plantsnrants,2019/01/02,"DAE text friends and then think about it for hours afterward For the past 3 years or so I've had real trouble not overthinking text conversations... And in general I end up texting long paragraphs and then deleting them and never saying what I feel because I'm scared my friends will leave me. I spent Nye alone while my best friend hung out with his other friends and it really fucked me up. Every time I text him we end the convo without really having said anything I just sit for an hour or two and wonder what I did wrong. It's gotten to the point where we've had multiple discussions about this and I've lost other friends because of it, I don't want to seem needy but I'm so clingy and anxious all the time because we never see each other (I live an hour away)
Any suggestions on putting the phone down for once?",4.230562372188143,5.576468042944787,4.475598159509204,87.1681620654397,71.02453987730061,7.641922290388548,27.080265848670763,8.07648339933343,1.5669922290388554,653,22,132,9,12,204,105,163,0.114,0.807,0.079,-0.4124,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,2,0,1,2,6,11,1,1,7,0,6,1,0,0,3,29,19,16,0,1,6,0,1,0,5,1,0,2,0,0,10,13,0,0,4,0,1,1,5,5,0,1,7,4,17,6,18,11,3,27,0,1,1,1,16,9,1,4,16,83,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221843834718214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681395150330196,0.0,0.0,0.14422074860246348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505423911147248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994184146600698,0.0,0.0,0.23346313438726002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397248822818048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261397528078781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756001471542803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645493071432238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4931533925739108,0.11802066494467227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771615165533291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351747122919989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272712368375674,0.11297608983748472,0.0,0.0,0.13935721250759495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969202793165836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595494552413365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121867001346656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12068103910353625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833470389794754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453063235843431,0.16356598786156112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143497631135948,0.1015212608528278,0.12781106976876436,0.0,0.10172939861502776,0.1162179053865076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180010247728757,0.0,0.0,0.14888047234238985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470638190316195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529784675791805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230607814001377,0.1384430584637266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13957741378378602,0.0,0.08220958731478109
anxiety,LonelyShy,2019/01/02,"Starting a New Job >.< Help me. I’m starting a new job and it’s giving me all sorts of anxiety and panic attacks. The people are nice and I know it’s me who’s making it harder than it is. I’m inside my head all the time, worried I’m not good enough, not likeable, not pretty enough. I want them to leave me alone but would hate it if they do. I’ve tried inserting myself into conversations but it just never felt natural and I ended up hating myself. This new job is much better than my last job and I can’t help but thinking I got totally lucky and that I totally duped them during interview even though in my last job I kept dreaming about this one. Help me get myself out of my head please, the anxiety is killing me.",0.9111647058823492,3.2286037400000005,2.7978431372549046,90.71911764705885,84.93333333333334,5.662745098039216,20.15686274509804,7.048011613610866,0.5080274509803928,571,17,119,8,17,190,88,150,0.224,0.631,0.145,-0.8902,5,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,3,1,4,9,4,1,5,0,7,2,2,1,5,30,23,11,1,3,8,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,1,3,1,0,0,5,5,0,1,3,1,23,4,10,19,7,14,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,3,10,80,33,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794023697207225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17422824461714864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295493397662288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071325175446638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085951841653784,0.2353267907879261,0.0,0.07521341445768226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933793203395258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059495027775788724,0.10923935038492774,0.0,0.09551301192353424,0.09107630186077137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248561260559755,0.2337373641755333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289841914339113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5650172141549006,0.0,0.12598590083921687,0.0,0.06258276429573141,0.1856467731170993,0.0,0.12057726440912694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601249823343276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371128431901109,0.0,0.08782747965234719,0.3299437772549821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716469936805981,0.0,0.0,0.13360786724670154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07894664026704966,0.0,0.0,0.12500063863614605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585189226233605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612027313975823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296655134572386,0.11188168509706596,0.0,0.06640147322897845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731370240949066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06716647088809684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564566844522516,0.0,0.08089358755192683,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Huh---,2019/01/02,"Magnesium glycinate chelate This has literally changed my life. I started taking this, 150mg a day, two weeks ago. All of my physical anxiety melted away. From extreme muscle tension, tension headaches and even psychological symptoms. I highly reccomend trying a good form of magnesium,.",6.3628985507246405,10.25053195652174,6.382608695652177,62.9576811594203,77.26086956521739,9.153623188405795,42.44927536231884,9.2995712137729,5.872301449275363,234,16,28,7,6,74,39,46,0.136,0.7959999999999999,0.068,-0.2815,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,1,4,3,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27037501782571044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333335895441432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865691145398152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32266259081592885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19670771302276807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20145776037457694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558298623654643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222622618653782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21543922153222847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21588928961530734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170245870674335,0.2293313049948627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20708334339010526,0.0,0.29795271610517565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24466248462460854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,abcdfghijklm,2019/01/02,Please someone help me I'm up late by myself and I'm really scared. My chest really hurts and nothing will make it stop. The panic part is over but I'm really scared it will come back or my heart will give out and I'll die. I'm afraid to get up and brush my teeth and stuff because I'm afraid my heart will start beating reay fast again. I don't know how to cope I'm really scared please can someone help me my face is still a bit numb and I don't know why my chest still feels weird. Could my heart be overworked? Should I go to the hospital? I'm at a loss at what to do. Does anyone have any coping techniques that could help? I'm so scared that my heart will give out or something ,0.04442766295707301,2.1747100405405426,1.3593481717011144,100.82285373608904,87.1081081081081,4.833704292527822,14.786963434022255,6.2272716619740125,-0.8713359300476946,538,9,131,5,17,170,79,148,0.232,0.685,0.083,-0.9775,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,6,11,0,7,4,0,16,9,8,2,0,21,34,11,1,3,3,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,6,9,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,11,0,0,0,2,14,0,12,25,2,17,0,2,0,0,5,7,0,2,8,68,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743792196299393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647802533090374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841031540002264,0.0,0.06667440523628886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940992506778915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421747186796847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17465517644624073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351469768630733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571540310271773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0553036350704949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057144283539094926,0.209846255910588,0.06216072500499468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5184428755442668,0.21993665774192253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708893795690074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022003724590118,0.0,0.12338054202099352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300912217296045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494892412002677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832880552257298,0.0,0.1184432133328448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401233247158419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802754701168121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4380165844245366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18534733384502075,0.08420274952309538,0.0,0.0,0.07741667610422323,0.0,0.17469513411859175,0.09144297408591684,0.0,0.0,0.12520899677124142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869454762974546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,drowninginthesauc3,2019/01/02,"I think my anxiety is ruining my relationship. I met my boyfriend four months ago and I’ve never been happier with anyone. He’s kinda, patient, thoughtful, and all around absolutely amazing. I want to marry him someday. 

Over the past couple months I’ve had some pretty intense stressers. My car was totaled, I lost my job, I moved to a new city to be closer to him. I got a new job but I’m not making nearly as much money as I used to. 

I feel like such a burden. I’m an emotional wreck 24/7. I cry constantly. All I do is worry. My boyfriend wants me to be 100% open and honest with him, but everything I’m thinking is negative for the past month. It’s unfair for him to have to deal with my emotional outbursts, and I can tell he’s growing a little tired. I would be too. I know he loves me, but this might end up being too much for him.

If anyone can help, how have you helped lessen the emotional load on your partner? I can’t afford a therapist at the moment.

TL;DR I’m worried my anxiety will ruin my relationship and I want to know how to lighten the emotional burden off him.",1.2440151515151499,3.5554658863636384,3.378636363636364,87.1662878787879,83.31818181818181,6.3939393939393945,22.803030303030305,7.6454224807358475,1.2039393939393936,845,30,171,15,24,287,126,220,0.198,0.653,0.149,-0.9519,3,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,0,1,6,9,0,0,11,0,19,2,0,4,4,36,38,13,0,5,5,0,1,1,1,3,1,0,0,1,2,10,0,0,6,0,1,3,4,5,0,1,7,1,34,4,25,24,6,25,0,3,0,1,20,10,0,4,13,115,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097653834128717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855048098186487,0.0,0.0,0.1540586104226976,0.0,0.0,0.09806941157290328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904826338880999,0.0,0.0,0.12189448928420032,0.12101009887329175,0.0,0.11357435725417715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4956791717564811,0.09757270055760793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900839614675933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055702282671527034,0.07870126020984765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810830022660739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476813578197924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21864175563063284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108662457570295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05382061818373218,0.11041337658390517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025713655129458,0.0,0.09942740786002274,0.0,0.07353539700770889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686670867098806,0.0,0.0,0.2637958180685122,0.1170870116904102,0.1619665889027755,0.0,0.08496535088990402,0.21279436245829308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103282113402332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207650175426248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365500467762773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628828538991983,0.0,0.0,0.1279090193803238,0.0,0.14117742334986708,0.0,0.08745799568254815,0.0,0.12661743545462872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09514641791996467,0.0,0.0,0.19493293407598625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22375399675000152,0.0,0.07825742100648964,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CybeatB,2019/01/02,"Any advice for dealing with 'reflexive' anxious feelings? I was seeing a therapist before I moved to a different country for a job. Seeing another therapist isn't an option right now. Most of my anxious feelings revolve around specific social situations, so they don't affect my ability to work very much but trying to make friends or date is pretty tough.

Something I never really got to address with my therapist was how to combat anxious feelings that feel more like a reflex than over-thinking. It's a little hard to explain, so bear with me.

To take a common example, striking up a conversation with a stranger in a purely social setting. It feels rude, and if there's any possibility that they could interpret my actions as romantic or sexual interest, slightly creepy. There's no thought process behind the feeling, just sudden anxiety, as though being rude in this particular way is the same as running into a wall at speed. Asking why I have that reaction feels like it makes about as much sense as asking why I don't like the taste of mushrooms. I can make sensible-sounding guesses, but that never seems to lessen the feeling. I've tried to just push through a couple of times, and my obvious discomfort seemed to be off-putting for the other people involved.

Any advice for dealing with feelings like this, or pushing through without coming across as obviously uncomfortable?",8.736094470046082,9.130530282258064,8.495184331797233,65.70741935483872,60.693548387096776,11.117972350230415,41.10138248847926,10.7630783206399,4.868764055299539,1122,58,167,25,14,361,153,248,0.121,0.748,0.131,0.8211,2,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,2,1,13,10,2,1,17,0,12,1,0,5,5,48,36,18,0,2,9,0,10,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,10,10,1,0,14,0,0,6,7,4,0,0,4,13,14,6,41,29,5,26,0,0,2,0,12,10,0,9,12,119,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18001033147412096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879062342146617,0.09658143856103174,0.07046103245929533,0.3121615511819849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199409401680456,0.17221382874304836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837563849170676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934138246327027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353934933124806,0.10191381853116603,0.0,0.0,0.18991500769176006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623143196168182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41914520706919145,0.1974021794988591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116106361869247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366578565703752,0.0,0.10146542329938604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250911237081497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140124519789956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799938536031265,0.09231466402348633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18444491995338172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789437186082604,0.13541738963328984,0.0,0.1420760430250706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638548794959435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383596254211004,0.0,0.0937051734534182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259222552341252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059005625041534976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786582379408661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14679351933385218,0.16770014935263705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353128897173768,0.0,0.1877814541579638,0.0,0.0709078944904501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06925244049407876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208273811107072,0.0,0.05901796868942165,0.0904939272337603,0.07312207757242738,0.05370789760079543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506820135837451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599730597251207,0.0,0.0731096574967615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16622313664931335,0.0,0.0,0.08878714235823433,0.0,0.06705445013505146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,justsophia_97,2019/01/02,"Massive Pregnancy Anxiety??? Hey!! So I'm a sexually active (21F) with GAD and OCD. I use a contraceptive patch and withdrawal (can't use condoms due to skin sensitivity) and gd I always obsess over being pregnant. I track everything religiously, every ache every symptom and use my BC like no one's business - and am a sex educator. I literally always think I'm pregnant though. Without a doubt. It is about the only thing that gives me anxiety now that my meds have gotten my head straight. But like clockwork, I wait for periods to start and sob. It's putting strain on my relationship with my partner (24M).  Anyone experience this or have ways to cope? ",3.7751377410468336,6.436513834710745,5.603657024793389,72.84669765840223,75.94214876033058,8.661432506887053,30.744490358126725,9.2995712137729,3.3513465564738305,518,25,88,14,12,177,88,121,0.123,0.768,0.108,0.4969,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,3,5,0,6,5,2,3,0,17,16,10,0,0,3,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,6,8,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,1,1,11,2,10,14,0,9,0,1,0,2,4,3,1,2,6,51,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077689961934648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829564573533869,0.0,0.0,0.12931401434173995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116390485303935,0.0,0.16621171804868362,0.1809063403292437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17741084206195426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18980130536113332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807042182867064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054261181074878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531980686543787,0.1406548407202659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18591530096941095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19855583571367869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309011460575202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19222297618138398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286560119355792,0.11850177862635645,0.18170214208010824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4791851056312567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14679638490646385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17827510031683172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,starggg,2019/01/02,"Anxiety recommendation! I was just visiting my parents for the holidays in another state, and so I got a cat sitter for my two kitties (she's a co-worker, actually, so I know her more than a random cat sitter). But I have a history of worrying/panicking that the cats are dead/dying/injured in between my cat sitter's visits (I told her to go at least every 3 days, or more if she wanted). So I got a security camera so I could watch the cats whenever I wanted! It has a motion sensor feature, so my connected app alerted me whenever the cats walked by (or a light turned on in the hallway lol). It was so helpful for my anxiety! I recommend it to any anxious pet owners. Just get a regular security camera (mine is a YI dome camera), you don't need the fancy expensive ones that are made for pet-watching. And I can spy on the cats from work or anywhere else too now! 10/10 would recommend.",2.937457627118647,4.746130429378535,5.545333333333336,76.32240677966102,75.21468926553672,9.013785310734463,28.749152542372883,9.558583805096642,2.9716888135593216,694,30,130,19,15,248,109,177,0.033,0.8590000000000001,0.108,0.9237,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,0,1,10,2,0,0,16,1,11,0,0,1,0,17,22,13,0,6,7,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,2,1,1,1,5,1,0,0,2,6,2,22,2,17,14,3,14,0,0,1,0,11,6,0,5,2,93,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.20480950501176834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272343722184605,0.22007414933632,0.3211103916212489,0.23710107192239074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675695660361678,0.0,0.0,0.13535318872663096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17532515554651726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17683027603269902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965197813122096,0.0,0.11927783562471928,0.0,0.3357153373403022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406760110336727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534281365172325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19859052536524394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15562100556797706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221796751647225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23304337567198025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20054629929172696,0.0,0.0,0.2282857167351064,0.20501916063620876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475815768917085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30558565481214955,0.0,0.0,0.14909047402461353,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dan35oz,2019/01/02,"Propranolol Australia question I have only just learned of propranolol, I've been on ssri's for years and now quitting alcohol again which causes me anxiety.  I can get a limited amount of vallium from my doctor but he doesn't give scrip repeats and I only get 30 , 5mg tabs every few months. Would a doctor easily prescribe me propranolol in Australia? Any one from here with any experience getting it from there doctor ?  I get pretty anxious in social situations and at work , I'm hoping this can help and be better alternative to vallium.
Thanks",5.638200000000001,7.821155019999999,6.631,69.78550000000001,68.8,9.8,32.5,10.125756701596842,3.907400000000001,442,20,68,12,8,147,75,100,0.049,0.741,0.21,0.9657,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,4,5,3,0,0,2,0,7,4,0,1,0,13,15,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,5,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,7,3,12,12,2,9,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,5,43,10,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17826324530005472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268655132185261,0.0,0.1276049596565593,0.18844156717836685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475249946442341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17135413462489665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5121943161023479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405399565257647,0.0,0.0,0.16316677467090585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485937948018862,0.16001404283683446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180551723639466,0.0,0.0,0.16567447154575773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331417330725322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303102285635533,0.2537246252442801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16970010885154016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868591765206992,0.17741708158380692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18749520822111287,0.0,0.17003614654610366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357114108162775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214356376230934,0.0,0.0,0.1184931065421751,0.0,0.0,0.10741660697786393
anxiety,tofutears,2019/01/02,"Where does your anxiety stem from? I feel that most of my anxiety comes from financial insecurity my job, regardless of where I work and how much money I’m making.  How about you?",3.907843137254904,6.145578411764706,5.488823529411764,75.89637254901962,73.70588235294117,10.415686274509804,26.03921568627451,10.504223727775694,3.1761098039215687,142,5,27,5,3,48,26,34,0.19,0.81,0.0,-0.6767,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,1,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,8,4,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,5,4,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,19,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.59531965978888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351745153784102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405033399130022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967402512072654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3861209259666145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597267434305314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860326889637894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832688583210159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vividink0844,2019/01/02,"HELP! Tips for those with Anxious Attachment? And tips for their SO's? I have pretty severe anxious attachment (depending on how stressed I am in regards to work, financial matters, etc). 

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If you're not sure what an Anxious Attachment Disorder is, [please click here](https://verilymag.com/2017/09/attachment-style) to get a quick idea of what anxious attachers struggle with.  


For those that either have this anxious attachment, or date/married to anxiously attached individuals, do you have any tips or advice on self soothing for the anxious individual, and for their SO's, healthy, productive ways they can support their anxiously attached partner? 

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My BF is securely attached, so I don't have to worry about any avoidant personality traits when it comes to my interactions with him.  


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anxiety,braveladyjane,2019/01/02,"What is a “normal” amount of anxiety? Simply put: I’ve been on an SSRI for about 7 years, and I’m beginning to wonder if it’s no longer as effective as it once was. Obviously I know that medication is not a magical cure, but I’ve been experiencing panic attacks like I had BEFORE being put on meds. How do you know when your meds aren’t working like they should?",4.109864864864868,4.845427554054059,6.287405405405406,76.34543243243247,70.75675675675676,9.703783783783782,26.962162162162162,9.888512548439397,2.4444248648648648,285,9,58,7,5,101,59,74,0.15,0.7390000000000001,0.111,-0.4696,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,1,2,3,4,1,1,3,0,10,1,0,2,1,12,15,7,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,4,1,5,2,8,9,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,5,37,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695799224416424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521860567234428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18862815705142966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436523501404581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21659733521236427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49245944767605393,0.22331312729697084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171933506541409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23607546284621736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600865527294515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4456869811560065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403958824643753,0.16138123522158118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275072010740772
anxiety,the-local-dreamer,2019/01/02,"New job anxiety and need support Hi everyone, I start my new job (my first ever official job like starting my career) tomorrow morning and I am freaking out! It's going to require a lot of learning, which I'm sure I can handle, but these jitters are triggering my other anxieties... like my emetophobia and overall fear of losing control. Sorry this may seem a bit jumbled, I am just on edge and needed to vent and was hoping I could get some kind words from others that understand the struggles of anxiety <3 ",5.395580357142858,6.969908468750003,6.4752380952380975,73.06500000000005,68.47916666666666,9.235714285714286,34.547619047619044,9.606745405546679,3.686049404761905,407,20,66,9,7,136,73,96,0.165,0.68,0.154,0.1007,3,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,4,2,10,0,2,3,0,7,0,0,2,2,24,18,6,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,1,0,10,6,8,15,3,10,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,5,9,46,17,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3588427211543998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17070357898012406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17536996288307727,0.1248399732679372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143570666549524,0.0,0.1494077667848061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17594739445805793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329989226149116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169114680241799,0.0,0.0888624477766649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15529981059071088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4654866725471597,0.0,0.0,0.16282388273739254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15277826141071976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17492577470031734,0.0,0.1329308674212112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231876499230684,0.0,0.3020250772984165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234340086359978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750311480130794,0.22134347167932006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16346042156469906,0.0,0.0,0.17743438974519446,0.14736654816505265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16277527869132294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Zebrastars79,2019/01/02,Lengthy Anxiety Attacks Does anyone here ever experience certain events in life and then spend the next couple days to a week on the literal edge of a panic attack? Because I’ve been working really hard on my mental health and lately these things not super big but not necessarily small either keep happening and it’s giving me anxiety to the point that I just feel on the edge of a panic attack constantly,11.811929824561405,8.716941947368426,11.524210526315795,57.56114035087721,57.15789473684211,14.343859649122805,41.12280701754385,12.45797560212912,5.208101754385966,332,12,52,8,3,111,59,76,0.253,0.6920000000000001,0.055,-0.9315,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,2,3,7,3,2,7,0,1,2,0,0,2,12,5,5,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,1,2,3,2,8,4,1,15,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,8,34,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507785765901122,0.0,0.0,0.1146083915281488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5594075592534434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999168886378038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771264837943877,0.0,0.0,0.18136125354729452,0.0,0.10570719880605436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434371291178999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482643081730292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16033362499741205,0.0,0.0,0.0828768869706673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723563568787932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14494343825159586,0.0,0.1468295101126988,0.0,0.0,0.17422670179037367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456890973791216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18489553575310835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577317569897695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16518086646533142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17431818005502456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38462180277365454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15494618424167544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500375982479616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889329357388508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147723343010567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932708741257235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shenAnnagins11,2019/01/03,What are some things to do when meeting a new potential friend? In a burst of post NYE courage I texted 3 ladies I'd like to know better asking to meet up as I'm desperate to make new friends. I'm meeting the first one in a few hours for drinks and I'm horribly anxious! I have severe social anxiety and I'm terrified that I'll freeze up like I normally do in these situations. Any tips for opening up to friendly acquaintances despite the doubts and mind blanks?? Thanks!!,3.385212765957444,5.3256368297872365,4.181861702127662,86.00875,74.31914893617022,8.104255319148937,28.77127659574468,8.841846274778883,2.3002382978723404,378,16,76,8,8,121,65,94,0.147,0.596,0.257,0.9002,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,1,9,0,1,5,0,4,1,0,1,0,10,12,5,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,3,8,15,12,2,13,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,2,7,39,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13423989479766418,0.0,0.1510117259951864,0.2230076823458348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18454390044419786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17458572244069714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933784706024949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16790974715858553,0.0,0.0,0.4575360876348201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194400866938692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084867872555966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19288095527719773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176713776414786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19931939897033146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3813034975596377,0.0,0.0,0.19341170985761366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376447042873368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890562189233799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230076823458348,0.0,0.0,0.22188773136641707,0.0,0.20122612820541466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18174092245477064,0.0,0.0,0.13114488833526053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Zoso6565,2019/01/03,"Panic attack sufferers- ever check your blood sugar? I am not a doctor giving any medical advice! I'm simply sharing my story- to see if others have gone through something similar. If you feel it might be- go to your doctor!

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For about 10 years (I'm 28) I've suffered from panic attacks. I've been on every medication known to man- I've gone through phases where I was an alcoholic for many years- I've tried many things including diets ect... But then it dawned to me. I tried recalling all times I've had no anxiety- vs. all times I suffered from panic attacks often- and I think I finally came to a conclusion. I have hypoglycemia.

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For example- it runs in my family. I was prone to be an alcoholic due to anxiety- but no- it was the sugar my body was seeking. When the alcohol would wear off- major 'panic attacks' would occur. I thought it was due to the sedating effects wearing off- but no- it was low blood sugar spikes. I've been to the ER I don't know how many times thinking I was dying- having a heart attack, stroke or something- but no, it was low blood sugar spikes. And when you go to the ER thinking your having a heart attack, guess what? They do an EKG, chest xray- ect.- but- they don't check blood sugar, now do they? They throw an ativan at you which makes any situation feel better.

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When I quit alcohol- I went through withdrawals- the whole nine yards. After recovering- I was eating constantly! And my anxiety was gone- I figured hey- they're right- alcohol causes anxiety- which is right- but- it also balances your blood sugar back to normal if your constantly eating small meals and abstaining from alcohol. When I was growing up- I never had panic attacks- but guess what? I naturally ate small meals through out the day- in other words- a hypoglycemic diet. It all makes too much sense- so I've been testing it- and sure enough- when I have a 'panic attack'- it's because I ate something with too much sugar and hadn't eaten in a while- and eating more sugar- caused the attack to go away. Eating complex carbs, no refined sugar, and many meals through the day completely annihilate my anxiety.

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Hypoglycemia has the exact same symptoms of a panic attack- irregular heart beat, fear, shakiness, dizziness, really the list just goes on. Now- I've already been to the doctor to verify this- if you think it's a possible issue- please ask your doctor and dont take my post as medical advice. I also want to share that I'm excited that this whole time it wasn't all in my head- and something really was wrong- but- this is not the case for a lot of people- and I don't want to discourage anyone who suffers from panic attacks and there really is no medical problem causing it. I just felt some people might be going through something like me- and find relief in their anxiety. I've had much health anxiety in the past- and don't want to trigger health anxiety in others- thus- take my story with a grain of salt please.",2.768488706907938,5.635753676106198,3.926416589618281,81.93195482763177,82.15044247787611,6.983753797384759,24.539030511161013,8.11326742549577,1.9976604147404573,2397,91,410,51,67,777,259,565,0.202,0.737,0.061,-0.9977,0,0,11,0,0,0,111.0,0,10,5,5,21,37,11,10,29,0,45,53,13,9,8,86,81,39,1,11,18,0,4,1,0,4,19,0,1,1,28,18,27,2,15,1,2,12,16,30,2,1,31,15,48,7,54,43,15,62,0,7,1,0,22,22,0,13,28,277,76,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899958582070142,0.0,0.2591921772205633,0.0,0.0,0.04460654928156548,0.06465072500862007,0.0,0.17518835859186582,0.19646803238947336,0.05497652849338485,0.0,0.24738101797600776,0.0,0.0,0.028263918065025206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03778900086424738,0.5058429587852329,0.0379776864819601,0.031081930311190286,0.0,0.02464080261590204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03574986764838472,0.0,0.04489959576432481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046231861739667215,0.0,0.12457321517516105,0.0,0.0,0.042381571691948006,0.08736338340253211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05213753663411018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04195152922293663,0.0,0.0,0.16549402632931645,0.0,0.0,0.04737414183333719,0.0,0.0,0.1654466966165641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04176660706625624,0.0,0.0,0.03656390428567279,0.0340571769361674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03810615062254229,0.045485852490511305,0.04087703372484685,0.0,0.03881134340385889,0.04428019328526751,0.03694486564140675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038776350184557516,0.09189074277490744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890585151433491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0414845101721534,0.08593313558428649,0.0,0.14370036581466927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042189940358215966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02221480789933123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.019748088579798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034365236527547874,0.0,0.0,0.053963837015078536,0.16392576575860773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16288316435909858,0.0,0.08576245285721013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891441974997565,0.0,0.031175845469842763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03960485962078688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3794109305494219,0.0,0.0,0.038587257899918175,0.05604688343719379,0.0,0.0,0.08874217065496763,0.0,0.04556959573900824,0.038712987007919086,0.0,0.0,0.03867827967379996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04299364457175168,0.0,0.0,0.07768587338071233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06904012861737273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03221100459504634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04543588626981928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559368871471907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03809714314052708,0.04201381015554997,0.06078444577378622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026854500672815928,0.10360283310991447,0.0,0.032090457226903304,0.09428129221290747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05488760575985114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07152561563137277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03747148734965559,0.0,0.09025917002797344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05742908700107889,0.044194979798986685,0.19646803238947336,0.05206073034549717
anxiety,yoloevery19,2019/01/03,"Having major Anxiety hey I'm a teen and don't really know what to do having major fucking anxiety and want to curl up into a ball and never come out

some back story

a few weeks ago I was texting a girl who I don't know that well she had one of them Dm to talk things and I love talking to new people so I say why not and start texting her.

anyways we start texting and uk at one point the conversation becomes very stale and I say ""why so dry"" cause uk I like to makes jokes, anyways she responds asking me what she should say and I again jokingly say ask me how I'm so hot like as jokes.

so then the conversation moves on and eventually she leaves me on read no biggie it be like that sometimes.

now some kid in my class who's fucking hates me for reasons I don't even fucking know gets the screen shots of the convo mentioned above and starts sending it to everybody. Let's call him H He even threatens to expose me and shit which I'm like fuck that so I go and tell the school what happened.

Now before people call me a snitch, 1. I sit in a table group with 3 other people including H those 3 other people have been picking on me since the day I arrived for no fucking reason. Like the usual I fuck your mom and shit jokes like fine whatever. but the second you get my Dms and start spreading them around I bascially lost it and told the school.

so the school talks to 2 of them I don't why not the 3rd but whatever and bascially H is not allowed to bring his phone and they apologize to me. They still crack jokes about me snitching and shit but whatever they barely talk to me and honestly that's what I'm happy about.

anyways yesterday I fucking accidentally click yes on some guy's Dm to talk thing and he Dms and I'm like aight I won't be rude I'll strike up a convo he then proceeds to bring up the Dms with me and the girl and says him and H are close like what the fuck. so I block his ass

and now bascially I'm too scared to talk to anybody on Instagram and having mad stress over the fact that these Dms might get sent to everyone I know I'm being paranoid but like I can't help it I don't want to be the laughing stock of the whole school in all honestly why would the girl screen shot it and why would H be such a dick to spread them around, I'll never fucking know.

but right my biggest fear is that when I go back to school which is on Monday everyone will know about this and tease me which again is unlikely to happen since this happened in November but fuck man I'm so scared.

thanks for Listening to my rant if you made it this far really could use sole advice rn ",1.9956488314883136,3.7748153837638414,3.26983856088561,91.73115390528908,77.81918819188192,6.509286592865927,21.80827183271833,7.413659706084162,0.6138891758917588,2046,57,452,27,48,664,238,542,0.151,0.738,0.111,-0.9786,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,3,7,1,31,44,17,4,26,1,32,16,5,9,4,77,85,48,0,7,10,1,1,9,0,6,0,6,0,6,31,37,0,1,8,7,0,8,14,22,1,3,7,10,57,22,53,65,8,58,0,1,3,13,63,24,15,5,34,278,88,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05510622021051228,0.0499886592760471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628040711141505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004027838591267,0.1054389833327339,0.0,0.0,0.08672489499798954,0.0,0.0,0.062281223457289425,0.047985970121769486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151663498205774,0.0,0.0,0.05793075964857426,0.0,0.0485772528501345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045024922127518505,0.0,0.0,0.03636857769753074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449359354917914,0.0,0.0,0.1077711391413773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345738089042399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.52134072852948,0.08838845668588137,0.0,0.06409845639133288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055837564506439945,0.14960343539531465,0.06003099762868275,0.0,0.05567604190766119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03779878764282262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18595147050211286,0.0,0.0,0.059711647123925835,0.0,0.057665279491158974,0.0,0.2479552914205013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061559211455558586,0.0,0.05089654552287208,0.053360065024595116,0.03764251489503199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059823663172986714,0.0,0.06604636050595931,0.0,0.0599364355251799,0.0,0.0,0.08698693735479651,0.05446434835712802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642620392274617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563821819427099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053309258065464236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056407885362921975,0.0,0.07225311881979851,0.11596202077654312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048158993384925734,0.0,0.2242283930490339,0.11291771023086035,0.2853617343647475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17365865666705566,0.09329712382371996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055773747801574236,0.0,0.15965996010599204,0.0,0.04503522294494978,0.0,0.06459756108343757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27195753380100435,0.0492896396088972,0.051918752252065374,0.0,0.0,0.07492950816619384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05388556957068865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04870512160811135,0.06210850903663528,0.0465298213056066,0.06652366228215567,0.0,0.045234761997924734,0.0,0.050703742103260216,0.0,0.25442786248066,0.0629603516006815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011940523214309,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vveezel,2019/01/03,"Which doctors when?? Looking for advice about treatment. I'm feeling a little frustrated/lost/overwhelmed by how sort of fragmented treatment seems to be. We have therapists, for emotional/talk stuff, we have psychiatrists, for meds and brain chemistry stuff, and we have regular old doctors, for body stuff. But that stuff is all so related, it seems impossible for it to be treated as three distinct areas by three different people who don't talk to each other. 

I'm not really sure what I'm asking lol. (new to this subreddit... hi!) I'm just anxious about this. I see a therapist weekly and a psychiatrist every month or two, but I have a lot of physical problems that I think are related to my mental illness (chronic pain, chronic fatigue, stomach problems, etc) and neither of them seem equipped to help with that. Seeing a regular doctor next week, and not sure if I can expect them to help with it either if its a psychiatric issue?? Not to mention I was recently diagnosed with ADHD, which I know can be related to trauma and depression, so I don't know if I need my ADHD and other stuff to be treated as related things and not as separate issues.... I don't know. I'm stressed about figuring out who to go to when and how to get treatment that addresses all this stuff as a whole because I feel like addressing each issue as if its distinct and independent doesn't make sense or won't work or something. 

Does anyone have any words of wisdom about this? (It's possible I'm just being paranoid that treatment will fail if its fragmented in this way. That might be perfectly fine. If that's the case, I just need advice about how to figure out who can help with any given issue.)",6.322735849056603,7.059621116352204,6.7896163522012625,74.70404716981135,65.82389937106919,10.133584905660376,34.13899371069182,10.125756701596842,3.5683227672955984,1337,58,234,30,20,436,157,318,0.122,0.782,0.096,-0.8593,1,0,1,0,0,0,48.0,3,0,2,3,15,16,0,1,8,1,24,12,3,5,7,72,49,33,0,11,19,0,2,1,0,3,9,0,2,0,34,21,0,0,11,0,0,1,10,8,0,3,2,5,18,8,42,38,9,16,0,3,3,0,15,5,0,15,10,173,52,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916562883212893,0.1558357656238575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084475231117405,0.0,0.0,0.0900798932454036,0.0,0.05575382788955073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454314881100875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04860681611610697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856961475742002,0.0,0.0890126447019529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867719313516762,0.08093117842593064,0.0,0.08330798990270606,0.0,0.2448419953530227,0.06977821521774419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892761482498354,0.0,0.0,0.0671816970645949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063464866007564,0.05696398928162887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041659189492997545,0.0,0.04531626370349972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603376984341558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328980317577616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13146378786224105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03895537516393088,0.0799172260203151,0.0,0.0,0.06695883380495109,0.0,0.08704214162875837,0.06778938002624364,0.0,0.0,0.05322493637075602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856961475742002,0.0,0.08035594494224296,0.08458814919053116,0.0,0.0,0.06364515685825059,0.0,0.0,0.11824766083633978,0.0,0.07701030294778251,0.08480099649963684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836703634638025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484558217045239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05527946064862446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989126673746617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15259470700670022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051081438932763706,0.0,0.07873047522066602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12707981973412502,0.217768177156214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06138528792323007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133824049640636,0.0,0.5476773877988369,0.0,0.0,0.15030198975625506,0.0,0.0,0.1281788466442817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18516115217409754,0.052973590042519406,0.051092124885082434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789127207917905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06329136420785794,0.1279201103220439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890232949942717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05804934355551021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,awbw31,2019/01/03,"Going back to college after three semesters On Monday, I am going back to school after what will have been three semesters of either withdrawing, or not attending classes. All due to anxiety of being on campus and in classroom settings with so many other individuals, not attending, and then depression following doing so. I basically dug myself into a hole and I am now working to succeed and graduate. My GPA has suffered greatly, and I am now working to regain financial aid. I am starting out this semester with only two classes to get myself situated, but I am now under pressure (from myself) to get all A's from here forward seeing as I am now paying a ton out of pocket. 

I am now medicated and ready to go, so that isn't where the issues lies. My concern is that I will mess up everything again. What if I fail? What if I just give up? I am so scared beyond belief. I know that a lot of my fears arr irrational, but I really can't help it. It's going to be me against my mental health, and I'm scared I won't win. 

Any advice or tips on dealing with severe anxiety/depression in a school setting? I really, really want to succeed. Thanks! ",5.054544095665172,5.9920946636771335,6.717417040358742,73.38120777279525,68.73094170403586,9.534110612855008,31.458594917787746,9.725611199111238,3.1665811061285503,902,37,159,20,15,312,126,223,0.203,0.732,0.065,-0.9874,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,6,16,13,0,4,6,0,20,2,0,0,2,29,34,19,0,3,10,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,10,13,0,0,2,0,1,8,5,8,0,3,1,1,24,5,35,28,5,37,1,3,1,0,3,14,0,5,15,134,34,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14416811716174194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032790069265428,0.0,0.11286279292685356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268884488020975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15210065364284386,0.254140930655129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259367813413578,0.0,0.0,0.16601630610917353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541604236394937,0.1415276634285116,0.3353869576106273,0.0,0.0,0.1626563043822219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15682130773582928,0.0,0.0,0.09888865584765166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15398673806758906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108060301038017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542778280481134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14957590446963054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862457112303185,0.14867915896839812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122059437049347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835413876923879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954137230971401,0.29862374008752474,0.11756517040217612,0.0,0.0,0.1666709635150967,0.0,0.0,0.16583393715409556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442503471780816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582910838329176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441188804641012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701913414932817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21481242202314524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Doades,2019/01/03,"Worrying/Getting overly anxious when not needed or warranted I have a problem that always seems to come up where I worry about issues that I have no place to worry about, such as now where I'm getting a little stressed over some electrical issues in my family's house (outlets not working, going to call an electrician to take a look). My worries here tend to stretch out to what all could go wrong, even when I'm told not to worry and that everything will work out. I'm not exactly sure what is going on with me here when I start to stress at the slightest sign of something going wrong, but I know that in of itself stresses me out, and that combined certainly doesn't make things easy.",11.302089552238805,7.228909805970153,10.184388059701496,69.77926865671644,59.149253731343286,13.108059701492536,41.72537313432836,10.355215969177356,4.207900298507463,550,20,102,8,5,174,88,134,0.211,0.767,0.023,-0.9568,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,12,8,0,3,5,0,6,0,0,1,4,25,24,8,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,0,2,0,0,5,6,6,0,0,1,1,9,2,24,21,2,25,0,0,1,0,2,15,0,3,5,74,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104476823547793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184820822171154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282118355954791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815969709562924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025025404566927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293186667740751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284614469244306,0.0,0.11836775096015754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13120089672957022,0.0,0.2854368751140594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448805539761028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262106157234941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900505052589195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12584512379636592,0.0,0.0,0.10543962984028428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381295297873352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310190216560517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118453710927624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014493464179335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430603295367248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966630042440504,0.0,0.0,0.08887273317328262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4314891577827257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183397713460917,0.0,0.0944062575471276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341715958889967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997893130292575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18281982971190605,0.5100532252908242,0.0,0.0,0.2745625195446016,0.0,0.0
anxiety,violet_horizon,2019/01/03,"Why would my friend say this to me? My friend told me “oh my god, can’t you see that your husband is trying to trap you?” 

And he was yelling this to me..",-1.387647058823532,0.43313405882353,0.2191176470588232,108.63102941176471,90.76470588235294,3.4000000000000004,14.382352941176471,3.1291,-1.7685058823529411,114,2,32,0,4,36,25,34,0.057,0.722,0.221,0.7622,0,0,0,0,1,0,5.0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,9,2,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,0,0,20,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6132931651093629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31563351450021976,0.0,0.0,0.3162806228283819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.379258207963058,0.0,0.26947135541923056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581435844477919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819487878990263,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ExplosiveTumbleweed,2019/01/03,"Anxious and impatient around people. Feel like being on my own. I’m always super anxious around people. Avoiding eye contact, awkward smile, twitchy face, not talking much. I can’t help but feel insecure. The primary reasons I feel insecure is not having a job or a girlfriend, and because of my appearance. I also have really bad IBS which is part of the reason I don’t have a job or girlfriend. It’s ruined my life.

I feel like people judge me and I hate being anxious thinking people will ask me “so what do you?” and I have nothing to say, just “nothing at the moment”. Then they’re all confused why someone wouldn’t be working or actively searching for a job.

I also feel impatient around people. I feel like the more time I spend with people the more chance there is I’ll do or say something embarrassing, the more questions I’ll be asked, the more focus there’s likely to be on me. I also get jealous of people being able to have fun and be great at socialising while I just suck. I feel very drained being around people, very on edge. I often wish I could just get the hell out of there when I’m with people at dinner and that sort of thing.

How the fuck do I relax?",3.128793103448277,5.066595672413797,4.294344827586208,84.9351379310345,75.0344827586207,6.364137931034484,25.393103448275863,7.1686216300943375,1.23503724137931,924,32,174,10,20,302,120,232,0.235,0.627,0.138,-0.9806,3,1,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,2,17,21,5,6,13,0,24,5,2,3,1,44,43,19,0,3,10,0,7,4,2,2,1,2,0,0,5,13,1,1,11,1,1,1,5,13,0,0,0,10,23,8,22,32,8,17,1,1,1,1,11,11,3,9,9,123,28,4,0.08671359132886196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080344829707998,0.07215265446658267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938850284774349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087739225265706,0.16213100483618964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724022267304702,0.0528598004276181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923374672695155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069149805943777,0.18584462091460136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016531789933762,0.09060854499566616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956020405659397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561171906698864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05812229242367903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25814957780176395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061248373981133614,0.16945552260239674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374446702040865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664080591170679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390236923136976,0.0,0.5410465737125147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713906762598107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05555094703367525,0.1783120280286237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379162565068383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347214453670492,0.06675635904772981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969710005767872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05760865700179305,0.05556256798217757,0.0,0.0,0.0505633924360888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14309558845650033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824552873795944,0.0,0.0997163505819659,0.0,0.0,0.06312852724129979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,XLUFFX,2019/01/03,"Im at a party and i dont know anyone. This is torture. My friend is leaving for college and she asked me to come to her house for a goodbye party. I often make up excuses to get out of these kind of things but I figured this time I owed it to her to come. 

However when I got here it was so much worse than I thought. There are lots of people here but I only know about 3 of them and I haven't spoken to them in years. It's so awkward it hurts. 

More than anything I just want to leave but I know if I do then I'll look like the person that just left first for no reason. So basically I'm stuck here for 4 more hours with nothing to do. ",-0.10575452716297916,1.571766915492958,2.160080482897385,97.64140845070429,84.07042253521126,4.902213279678068,18.593561368209254,5.773587663045528,-0.4836917505030187,490,12,122,3,14,166,91,142,0.151,0.775,0.075,-0.9141,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,1,12,6,1,1,3,0,8,0,0,2,0,23,23,12,0,2,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,9,7,0,0,6,0,1,2,3,3,0,1,4,1,18,3,24,19,4,13,0,1,1,0,9,5,0,3,7,87,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291432062783175,0.0,0.14465767940399984,0.0,0.16433706599868644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028497792880015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20602099275035493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149524287360378,0.0,0.0,0.13581255923286414,0.0,0.0918414244952242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405928799995319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17311473326080404,0.20283453528901946,0.18818356252970905,0.0,0.18988006800613727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830550545289059,0.2898237266194453,0.0,0.0,0.3722659905901595,0.19099303231606712,0.0,0.0,0.08588062298722028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476167624485196,0.0,0.0,0.14944777618164695,0.0,0.0,0.11733915216424373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922363238750134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16867231669516375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336938944951382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186853544404028,0.15349038174589305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18073825884263384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167850366111609,0.0,0.0,0.13955520036559366,0.10250278246634588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368369585315393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17914191694352316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320103049909233
anxiety,birdgirl102,2019/01/03,"My anxiety is holding me back and I need advice Hello! 
Longtime lurker but I decided to post because I’m in need of some advice and I thought someone on here might have a similar problem. I’m really struggling with having people watch me while I do any sort of task for fear of them thinking I’m an idiot or incompetent and it’s affecting my ability to try new things. My dad runs a business that I would love to learn more about but I can’t bring myself to work there because I’m scared of looking like an idiot and I just get so anxious about it. I know everyone will understand because I’m learning but I’m still anxious. I feel like a failure for not even being able to handle a job. 
I’m in the perfect position to learn some amazing things but I panic. Does anyone have any ideas on how I can work past this? My dad is completely understanding about my anxiety about working there so he’s not pressuring me at all. I’m just so frustrated that I want to work there and learn but my brain is ruining it for me. I’m afraid this anxiety will follow me for the rest of my life but I’m so young and I don’t want to be held back by a faulty brain. ",1.4826394700139502,3.61580558158996,3.451072175732218,88.05699877963741,81.05020920502092,6.828521617852162,24.60268479776848,7.9370924344782425,1.4661839609483955,910,35,190,17,24,307,125,239,0.225,0.6579999999999999,0.117,-0.9845,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,5,19,16,3,6,9,0,16,4,2,2,2,46,42,19,0,6,11,2,1,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,9,7,0,2,12,0,0,3,4,11,0,0,2,3,27,5,28,34,5,16,0,1,2,1,6,5,0,5,9,125,36,9,0.11954224691215885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336306003051763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16258565435716976,0.0,0.27434847505884913,0.2700974253259345,0.0,0.08358671853666594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838412179458327,0.0,0.21861553249989324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668973650973596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533777150097422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046122258538163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895652665569904,0.0,0.0,0.11422773979501452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451826249911975,0.060444151881416226,0.08540100507971661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06245589008731425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13494864603152326,0.0,0.0,0.11862723438902086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06569729260308223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443622427830323,0.11680460705830667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038537992199084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078915450791521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268154328691674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17727812274211033,0.0,0.11545464698265295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025706993545214,0.0,0.0,0.11411660116484007,0.08287554223628944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448842801270173,0.0,0.0,0.11438578576184677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658182442610426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968264347265692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128775787941836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954665928030655,0.0,0.0,0.12497151187708284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15883711409134169,0.07659784491694001,0.0,0.09490319104969752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116133869418063,0.0,0.0,0.2488953898386526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14101822892322055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481127179733634,0.0,0.0,0.08491938237177665,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hjuyrfck,2019/01/03,Is medication necessary to manage anxiety I've been dealing with anxiety for awhile now and ever since my mom lost her job I don't have the money to pay for going to the doctor or medication any feedback is appreciated thank you,5.9208333333333325,7.171248204545456,8.098181818181818,63.125606060606096,66.95454545454545,11.321212121212122,32.84848484848485,11.20814326018867,4.270221212121212,187,8,31,6,3,67,36,44,0.14800000000000002,0.731,0.121,0.1779,1,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,0,1,4,8,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,1,6,6,0,3,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,21,4,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744572853964364,0.0,0.3925076940779769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26448342842179057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625814995413266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23205683079611505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579867060450638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545782451400237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28004578265930724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5168779380875085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30045876615952016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21221410608823452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361893088838687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nickmcd12,2019/01/03,(16m) I feel like I’m not even present when I’m with my peers. I feel left out even when I’m involved in activities. I need help I’m thinking about just stopping when trying to be social and meet new people. It just seems like everyone has it way better then me when socializing and that they’re more liked then me.,1.9109090909090904,3.781606151515156,3.1818181818181834,91.8427272727273,78.3939393939394,6.218181818181819,21.60606060606061,7.1686216300943375,0.4448060606060613,250,7,56,3,6,81,46,66,0.024,0.769,0.207,0.902,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,9,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,13,11,8,0,1,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,4,5,10,1,13,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,12,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090400373172176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31222534653771605,0.0,0.0,0.2258508393944416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23902009202669686,0.1688546820325407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584262351727543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568043879878838,0.0,0.0,0.3464187236383696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17525695990932996,0.0,0.2282766776250193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638613423755444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21517205737776146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4818758001651296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976064326815969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15144909285030966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604720228497185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18761051171972956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PooperFloop,2019/01/03,"Is this anxiety? I always have an overwhelming sense that I’ll never do anything useful to benefit me or society, I can’t see my future at all. Every time I think about it, (which is often) I can’t help be feel hopeless and miserable ",1.7091489361702124,4.070604170212771,4.395148936170212,80.29400000000003,81.76595744680851,8.01531914893617,24.293617021276606,8.841846274778883,2.3213608510638304,184,7,34,5,5,65,40,47,0.206,0.68,0.114,-0.5583,0,0,0,0,0,1,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,7,0,0,1,2,8,11,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,6,1,3,10,1,4,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,2,3,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33701107014522386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098410160756511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332989128679556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34124882799516176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047914875132991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27147796728767304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.312378232296882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227504025717789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595219903428909,0.0,0.0,0.2361718099082749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34980929906040803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,victwat,2019/01/03,"Perpetual state of I am not where I’m supposed to be I’m likely just venting, but as I’m in bed and anxiety is kicking into hyper mode. I’m living in this constant state of I am not where I’m supposed to be. 

This overwhelming feeling that no matter what, I’m behind the curve. I know I’m ahead of the curve, I know I’m doing the best that I can. However, there’s this weird internal feeling, right in my ribs that’s just screaming at me. 

What the fuck do I do? What the fuck can I do? I feel doomed. ",0.2904170141784803,2.143435522935782,2.889224353628024,91.99745621351126,83.6788990825688,5.798498748957464,21.835696413678065,6.980632752743323,0.5462954128440369,388,13,89,5,11,135,57,109,0.225,0.6859999999999999,0.09,-0.957,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,5,8,2,1,5,0,11,3,1,0,0,13,26,3,0,0,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,9,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,4,10,2,13,24,1,12,1,2,0,2,0,8,2,0,3,59,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252936095730229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090622087270747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31825258303654114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4467279446995614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5445256390418515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237017487313941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387904762335418,0.0,0.2600511066855264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25150352939532633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,electr0_mel0n,2019/01/03,"Does anyone ever feel like they are running away from a terrible fate? I am convinced I am 'doomed' to a certain demise and that past experiences have been sort of 'portals of insight' into this inescapable fate. I have had a phobia of bats and rabies since age 14. Since then, I've had more than a few casual run-ins with bats. This past summer, I came face-to-face with a dead bat at my job and felt like I was going to lose it. A month ago, a future roommate of mine casually mentioned that their place (my future place) has some sort of bat problem. Since hearing that news, I am convinced living there is going to be my death sentence. I am seriously worried and already feel sick over the matter. I know it is irrational (though I mean not completely unfounded), and I don't know how to calm myself down. I need to talk to my future roommates about the matter and possibly my future landlord. I just feel like I am going to lose it. Guess I just needed to vent more than anything.",5.427262521588943,5.8485108238342,5.906334196891192,81.36326640759934,67.70466321243525,8.298618307426597,29.036701208981,8.07648339933343,1.8720089810017264,771,25,149,9,12,249,113,193,0.159,0.718,0.123,-0.9068,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,2,2,7,15,0,0,9,0,17,1,0,1,2,34,32,9,2,3,3,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,8,10,0,0,8,2,0,5,2,6,0,0,6,5,23,9,24,25,4,24,1,3,0,0,5,7,0,4,15,99,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198660171736082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186058784847611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622298253027424,0.0,0.11324468367121485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929298246925908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157393876329654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442857718147097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042703143525485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447983733976956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13461300164353432,0.0,0.0,0.2087454803477471,0.19662308949833326,0.13213112243441033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23462780309814654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515974523966446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15510109883410075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13656076589754354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512582273620344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20169390295235945,0.0,0.12151577671403893,0.0,0.0,0.3079099683466403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149902104279002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984226641155488,0.0,0.0,0.2040782316407262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627364708780125,0.0,0.0,0.28755490198522193,0.0,0.0,0.15513922749911346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13167811415213976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415074313879273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060900559004473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520516033848162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13975380448571378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Anickyyy15,2019/01/03,24f Just am feeling alone I’m struggling right now and just feel alone. I ended my relationship in August and am just having anxiety about making everyone happy. Does anyone else struggle with this or have tips for me? Fellow people pleasers? ,4.448372093023256,7.696736627906978,4.503534883720931,78.0920465116279,78.06976744186046,6.2306976744186064,24.879069767441862,7.554174236665415,1.8189665116279072,197,7,29,3,5,61,37,43,0.217,0.643,0.14,-0.4515,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,10,8,3,0,0,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,1,4,8,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4763221468693229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17591276236998996,0.0,0.0,0.1607878872161437,0.2356131481805009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20123267268393585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19209551126276975,0.0,0.2036693480433966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197291299940101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23254142872761396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24478833548041445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349484313832112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15941986443958778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24688254773738985,0.0,0.19637787634359752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4807918221627283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Slothbaby93,2019/01/03,"Favoring coping method when you feel like you can't breathe? Hi Reddit! I've had GAD since I was 11 (25 now). I've been doing pretty well, but the last week or so like clock work at night i just feel like I can't breathe. I have that lump in throat/tight throat feeling. When I take a Klonopin and it kicks in I feel fine...but I don't want to be taking kpin everyday like I used to. What do you guys do to get rid of this feeling and BREAAAATTTHE again? ",0.4634020618556676,2.425535185567014,1.4527938144329902,101.92352061855671,83.74226804123711,4.7047422680412385,17.94742268041237,5.6839178017228535,-0.7173868041237119,351,8,87,2,10,109,66,97,0.014,0.759,0.227,0.9507,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,1,7,6,0,0,2,0,11,4,3,1,0,12,21,7,0,1,3,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,5,11,6,7,17,0,12,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,13,46,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5377020311387296,0.30388576868605843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111196299764816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105925277820114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733674351144248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4156304456704448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19959135523856292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163780719420856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17593601471069234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198267288591453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18369237208043812,0.0,0.0,0.12544768312468446,0.0,0.17060383913524665,0.0,0.19123021055657355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483790382792242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ak51915,2019/01/03,"Anxiety attack,symptoms? Does anyone get random jaw pain and ear pain that comes and goes for a few seconds????? Or is this something else.",3.0838666666666685,6.0496787199999975,3.2360000000000007,86.70466666666668,81.8,4.933333333333334,24.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,1.013133333333334,108,4,18,1,3,33,23,25,0.316,0.684,0.0,-0.8504,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,5,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301434626419985,0.0,0.0,0.2103558639877696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422514380753863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591489203830321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632690400869154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25131505823900835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571776348018627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6402346320818559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316030264829429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126902404102679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,stephmm91,2019/01/03,"How I can I help my mother? I’m hoping this is the right place to post this! 

My mother (60sF) has always been an anxious person for my whole life but it was never serious enough to warrant a diagnosis in my childhood. About 15 years ago my dad got really sick (details of this are irrelevant) and he had to sell his business. With this came a few medical bills, my dad had been keeping secrets about their financial situation and it turned out they were in a lot more debt than they realized. 

This basically led to my mum’s anxiety getting worse, and it has been progressively getting worse since then. She is severely depressed as well. Neither of my parents have worked in the last 15 years and their debt has gotten worse and worse (I’m talking over $300,000). 

My dad just sleeps his life away and my mum is miserable. She won’t get herself help because the idea of it makes her too anxious. She spends her days watching TV and feeling miserable, and is only somewhat happy when spending time with my nieces and nephew. When my sisters and I have talked to her about getting free counseling she says there’s no point because the wait is too long. 

She tutors English and has one student, but it’s only $50 a week and her student is constantly traveling so the job isn’t consistent. She has talked for years about needing more students but she is too afraid to put herself out there. I’ve tried introducing her to exchange students I work with but it doesn’t work out. We’ve suggested she just volunteer to feel like she’s contributing in some way but she says she doesn’t have time to volunteer because she’d rather work for money... but then her anxiety keeps her from finding a job.

My parents have to sell their house and move somewhere smaller in order to get out of their debt. But she is too anxious to start packing or getting rid of clutter. 

Just this morning she messaged me and said she misses human interaction.  I suggested she take the dog for a walk around the block and she said she didn’t want to. 

It breaks my heart that she is living in such misery. All she talks about is how much debt they have, how miserable she is, and she constantly complains about my dad. All this negativity is seriously impacting myself and my sisters but we just don’t know what to do. How can you help someone that is too anxious to get help? 

I want her to get counseling because I think a professional will be able to help her through the difficult process of packing up and selling a house. We live in Aus so under Medicare she is entitled to 6 free counseling sessions a year. 

If anyone has any thoughts or suggestions on how I can help her, I would greatly appreciate it. Thanks Reddit <3 ",4.418115641774179,6.2394304942085,4.804884640738301,83.11674686882007,71.27799227799227,7.988021470948301,30.587814295131373,8.628873520835908,2.416232357095772,2148,93,407,38,41,679,242,518,0.168,0.735,0.098,-0.993,8,0,0,0,0,1,48.0,2,1,7,5,30,18,0,4,18,0,47,6,2,7,3,76,80,41,0,7,16,13,2,1,0,3,4,4,0,2,18,29,0,4,9,2,14,6,10,10,1,1,14,7,74,10,58,61,12,50,0,5,1,0,84,20,0,7,21,284,92,13,0.07311342138132426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06481063664313039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06083622358333225,0.0,0.0,0.04971963370535002,0.0,0.11186313447295693,0.33038942101158114,0.0,0.05112260420154285,0.0,0.0,0.06508644597486367,0.0,0.0,0.0686924661344117,0.0,0.0,0.17827705223925094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362227642253645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15801926898882354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0471521082685158,0.0,0.06297248270158876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554570873638983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393668532581776,0.052232242843570406,0.0,0.0,0.06682434258122143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30558996021246965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05847548211679743,0.08060780518596174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783059659896595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663975636426807,0.29403831112273915,0.0,0.0,0.07261812448018952,0.0,0.16872614375637604,0.0,0.0825361533432779,0.0,0.0,0.14510757826994522,0.12997313656502324,0.0,0.0,0.0401812243100205,0.05959719674413967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328434348475804,0.03571952458535127,0.0,0.12912098115936807,0.06470307717727616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06215841629771107,0.0,0.0,0.048803776507055335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365408011963842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770799618881111,0.05374677725335806,0.054212675537453486,0.056389577868733214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04954354651820307,0.11121210315488927,0.0,0.0,0.1623676041077798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06383981943404432,0.07638796394498984,0.0,0.0691158155516124,0.0,0.07002244726693922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349918255071958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04683832991302803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062438462374703525,0.139095213077336,0.11628545448057168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259735525289529,0.0,0.0604801776998809,0.08218254896487988,0.07316622301985164,0.0,0.061948764674375864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05175005596641595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05497219380119666,0.23506319447651744,0.0,0.06731301530996768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0468481282305891,0.0,0.05804388972835268,0.08526604794002003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049639213826893964,0.07952640741541392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624838046826769,0.05803403074285472,0.05864717649850538,0.0,0.06573774639072984,0.0,0.0,0.08162852394144406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129097661690001,0.0,0.29803529056762124,0.05193767682275348,0.0,0.0,0.18833058500756944
anxiety,drunkloco,2019/01/03,My texting anxiety For some reason every single time I text someone it's like pulling teeth. I have a close group of friends who I hang out with and I can't even text or call them to hangout without feeling like I'm intruding on their life and they'll be annoyed. This all started two years ago when I had really bad depression for about 4 months straight and before I  could talk and text people all day. Does anyone have any advice for me?,3.7492370129870096,5.431882852272729,4.062857142857143,88.32500000000002,72.75,6.846753246753247,27.34415584415585,7.447530270364453,1.4213746753246752,353,13,70,4,7,110,72,88,0.149,0.741,0.111,-0.5333,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,3,0,3,6,1,0,1,0,7,2,1,1,2,15,10,6,0,1,2,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,3,0,1,1,1,11,3,10,6,4,13,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,2,9,43,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221269655675798,0.2014986539697706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15458017057698464,0.0,0.17389330048750126,0.0,0.0,0.158942057470625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18979629003181744,0.0,0.0,0.19342603960581306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321112909161134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814903887237468,0.0,0.0,0.14659763952418906,0.0,0.19578376573237624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19892254062460404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501376416862939,0.0,0.19152043115260628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149359375543019,0.16239196483679644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17562093240691698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16055741207208254,0.2221066324041828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18143852291417126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758973946622096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14562209107179874,0.2337149209089141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926009887190316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16089282809411165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827050301390348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325476401646879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22205110414650536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191209621352943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14638167955871734
anxiety,awkwardhandy1,2019/01/03,"I just had my first full blown anxiety/panic attack for the first time in 12 years and I forgot how brutal they truly are. I 33m just had my first anxiety/panic attack since I was 21 and heavily depressed. For some reason getting a haircut always gives me a tiny bit of anxiety and as a guy who likes the look of his hair faded this is a problem. As she started to cut my hair I could feel it come on like a freight train, my eyes couldn’t focus, the lights were so bright I felt like I was in a surgical room, my face went flush to the point it looked like I was having an allergic reaction and my heart was pounding out of my chest.


       All I wanted to do was get up and leave but she was only a 1/4 of the way started and if I left I wouldn’t have been able to fix it and would of probably had to shave my head. Then she kept asking me questions and having a long conversation with herself and not cutting my hair while doing so and the anxiety/panic kept increasing. My face was so flush I just blurted out “I think I’m having an allergic reaction to something and I should probably get an allergy pill, can u just finish the fade and don’t worry about cutting the top”. I probably sounded so stupid or looked crazy.  

       It may sound stupid but that haircut was my own personal hell for ten minutes, fuck anxiety! ",4.133884742951906,4.83186518283582,5.274875621890551,83.76307628524049,70.67910447761193,8.642122719734662,27.9485903814262,8.841846274778883,2.0089744610281928,1031,35,213,18,18,342,147,268,0.185,0.754,0.06,-0.9897,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,4,10,17,10,0,19,0,29,13,9,2,1,44,50,25,0,8,9,0,5,4,0,4,3,2,1,2,7,16,0,3,5,0,0,3,4,12,0,4,18,13,34,5,24,26,6,28,1,1,5,1,13,11,2,5,17,149,41,0,0.1233252741061138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261650743801347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18868699427011565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529248360093935,0.2806006062206715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346392583579202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10623380367636936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846519630484572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621987787730146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062356964097928826,0.0,0.11841160312744207,0.0,0.0,0.3147012454617448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401222867411034,0.19329709697239908,0.11830484044332297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211141053702725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12656731057531376,0.0,0.0,0.1461410436037886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305836585145267,0.13399327116117465,0.0,0.0,0.24100199811214085,0.0,0.0,0.1091389867638566,0.31068650995550345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379442820738712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768287247188496,0.0,0.0,0.11658224628163093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3988965120891427,0.1180056318774794,0.0,0.0,0.13815253131372832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12679892157648265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201594114879578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094941821134644,0.0,0.0,0.1745805275280193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902185599088324,0.0,0.0,0.07191195908685807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274044191545978,0.09788986226642868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143237646394178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524280220602158,0.0,0.08760673635000958,0.0,0.0,0.07941743314639899
anxiety,throwaway202j,2019/01/03,"Planning on confessing to my crush later tonight, need a boost. As the title says, tonight I'm looking to confess to my online friend that I've grown to have a crush on over the past couple months or so. While I don't like the idea of risking anything with our friendship, the anxiety I've been feeling from it right now is bad enough that I'm finding it difficult to eat, and I think the only way I can get it to calm down anytime soon is to just tell them and get it out of my system. I've been trying to do everything I can to reassure myself and to keep my expectations low to avoid extra stress, but I can just tell my anxiety might spike beforehand and make me change my mind, and that it will most likely make me sick even if I don't do it.

As lame as I feel asking internet strangers this, I'd like to ask for some support, even if it's just a simple good luck, because I think I need any boost I can get right now.",15.571804123711338,5.410307211340207,13.896639175257732,64.53753608247426,59.360824742268036,17.375670103092784,50.65567010309279,10.793553405168565,5.3171022680412365,725,23,162,9,5,236,111,194,0.146,0.7290000000000001,0.125,-0.038,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,1,1,9,16,0,3,8,0,15,2,0,2,0,34,33,14,0,5,7,0,2,3,1,2,1,1,0,0,11,7,1,2,8,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,2,4,21,9,25,29,4,20,2,2,1,0,11,8,0,7,12,103,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005055492844086,0.0,0.2261252735993191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162254826233257,0.0,0.2763364215859629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340250570684055,0.0900943537028869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563473282416412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16353216305923648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512310032702366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15271156255147142,0.0,0.1952341764098607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282845908772328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494590087887188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508179276816482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141859153830253,0.0,0.23165008859203906,0.0,0.0,0.12396328735885342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16684236808236408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136683146239153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21661525866645928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411043014926132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19730838702728865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15678695378936613,0.14923064195443578,0.0,0.11796841948598302,0.0,0.0,0.21917598047319836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240462450806152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108688405369454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524319464874979,0.0,0.11753237710497605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16929847300069706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16771581626897533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25835838321395976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894019126796228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034298485150243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731265301681505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alexk2112x,2019/01/03,"I think my teacher's getting sick of me So my 9th hour is called resource, and is basically just a study hall and if you want to go to a different classroom, you need to ask your teacher first and I go to the same place every day and I think I'm annoying my resource teacher by asking him the same question literally every day. What should I do?",3.7802816901408463,4.724025901408453,5.238140845070426,82.79946478873241,71.67605633802816,7.933521126760564,31.10140845070423,8.238735603445708,2.202338591549296,273,12,56,4,5,92,47,71,0.08900000000000001,0.892,0.019,-0.6908,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,1,2,1,1,0,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,14,14,6,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,12,0,6,13,2,8,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,2,4,37,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43733429730523693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23884047948874226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30169536671552266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443782011166608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3941456826838373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19895724298540152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220433838538867,0.0,0.2658642230624693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303467259918174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17343564930078262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443782011166608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26202419410165634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29975039813650944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13796168257108662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CrystalMethEnema,2019/01/03,"DAE actually find stressful situations help their anxiety I posted a few days ago about losing my job and how it made my anxiety calm down alot due to the stress of the job, but now I almost miss it.

Now I certainly don't want my old job back, but having something stressful to focus on like a deadline or job seems to be better than having nothing stressful going on but still being anxious. Atm I lay in bed at night knowing full well I have no responsibilities the next day and still being anxious, whereas before if I was anxious at night I could at least attribute it to work the next day and try to logically think through it to calm myself down. For me at least it seems a lot less uncomfortable to think ""I'm stressed about work tomorrow"" than ""I'm stressed about binge watching Parks and Rec tomorrow"".",9.277472527472526,7.295558102564104,8.834761904761908,71.415,60.92307692307693,11.478388278388278,38.95238095238096,9.957137785484203,3.7168765567765565,648,26,121,10,7,208,95,156,0.222,0.67,0.108,-0.9469,4,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,4,10,14,0,6,8,0,9,0,0,3,1,25,20,10,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,7,0,1,1,2,8,1,0,2,1,13,6,24,14,7,29,0,2,1,0,2,10,0,7,18,82,18,6,0.0,0.0,0.09094138205528604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260857021774476,0.0,0.09331774479453693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258236112954112,0.31583933323074564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716584489544493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07929903381446038,0.0,0.0,0.08242023710759651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744057651272483,0.0,0.0,0.18030226743161887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517526878762087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052962831093468624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06246424385768502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699124152921045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05121556679232393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0455286201106345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042573605740794,0.0,0.07922801199481108,0.0,0.08817997406303428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982202629746473,0.17490766780311273,0.0,0.0894196800498001,0.0,0.09778871790174233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925161904704733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967593591740862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475105967899986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174330737357086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14884557540843332,0.0,0.6405027345728225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194265969586564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06327085634958445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05496671351426122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379027764496602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568892607444955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,1800neko,2019/01/03,"spending anxiety Whenever I try to buy something for myself, I get worried that I’m “wasting my money” and should save for college instead. I work part time so I have enough money to treat myself once in a while but I can’t bring myself to... I feel like I’ve caused so many inconveniences because I say that I want to buy something, but immediately back out due to anxiety. ",3.7514155251141545,5.60895238356165,5.157739726027399,79.75432648401828,73.10958904109589,7.606392694063928,29.97488584474885,8.344100000000001,2.330636529680365,296,13,55,5,6,99,50,73,0.1,0.774,0.126,0.4215,1,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,8,6,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,12,3,9,7,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,37,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3854936472893748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19373979100719813,0.0,0.15359097396006174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25882979200985345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603394848093773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739729951705722,0.17999851242090856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13163741219610525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309372410066327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25544539287617496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683265503893405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728454559179143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003667436355237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3879384379518521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469184640910239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710626264574463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486110813726214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18342808533551694,0.2558751057851139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Iamnotunique1,2019/01/03,"""Today I will"" I posted before about my bad relationship taking an even worse and more humiliating turn right before New Years Day. I'm having a hard time waking up knowing time is winding down before he gets back and I feel like I can't breathe. I talked with my mom yesterday and she told me she had read my horoscope and it said ""you will begin to understand layer by layer"" and that really stuck with me. I said it reminded me of the episode of ""Friends"" where Chandler was scared to get married so Ross said ""don't think about that, just go home and take a shower, then put on a shirt...etc"" so I started my own version of that called ""Today I will."" I have an index card and I write the date with the one thing I will do that day to get me out of here without feeling overwhelmed. So for example: 1/3/19 Today I will buy 4 boxes and pack them and 1/4/19 Today I will pick up my last check and ship the 4 boxes. I'm feeling better looking at it this way but I'm still scared and overwhelmed. I currently live in a very small town and there are no taxis to the large airport an hour and a half away but that's not what I'm worrying about today.",3.9119627659574485,4.6532799063829815,4.699827127659574,87.5271875,71.21276595744679,7.406914893617022,25.32579787234043,7.413659706084162,1.0299414893617018,898,25,192,9,16,290,141,235,0.101,0.871,0.029,-0.8722,2,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,1,1,13,8,0,4,13,0,15,2,2,1,0,30,40,19,0,0,5,1,4,1,1,6,0,3,2,0,11,17,0,0,6,1,2,2,5,5,0,2,7,8,27,3,25,27,3,37,0,2,1,0,15,12,0,0,22,123,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358062304093034,0.08477308665121468,0.09205158437551936,0.0,0.0,0.2814360607714544,0.0,0.0,0.09750445347452796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257444535240127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14220030308970352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295447320706285,0.07281705975027501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16723248623751724,0.07876043125276466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517650726920217,0.0,0.17279841728890094,0.0,0.0626558728955225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987595976261108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105866631905143,0.0,0.10857102185014103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605888313928845,0.08986596518709716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05386108287387665,0.0,0.09735006201388664,0.0,0.09257965766033416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911987595485352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647717527447663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470617528815178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558608713462478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082861847914947,0.0,0.0,0.11027676779069316,0.0,0.0706270085731817,0.0,0.0,0.118363947713699,0.0,0.09415027874868516,0.3146102398850383,0.0,0.22075282614246766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07803334690176626,0.0,0.08804334342883907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16578394704051147,0.0886123089911597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324316378420408,0.07064178334973059,0.0,0.0,0.1285717469013787,0.0,0.5225060101608964,0.10534566939681952,0.0,0.0,0.11991700534054475,0.0,0.11477094574132332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096526605185662,0.0,0.0875088841643737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627410963122967,0.0,0.0,0.11196111238606772,0.11235104379850673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099541052499296
anxiety,MindClimber,2019/01/03,"How do you handle anticipation and plan for a source of anxiety? As I’ve mentioned here before, I tend to use sports (which I’m otherwise disinterested in) as a self esteem proxy, and get way too emotionally invested in the outcome, especially when I’m around people who do genuinely care. This has caused some not insignificant anxiety in the near and far past.

Now, my cousin has a dinner planned that she’s invited me to that will be during such an event. The family and other guests will almost certainly be interested in watching. Even knowing this, I’m gonna go anyway, because I shouldn’t let this hold me back from doing something I’d otherwise want to do.

But how do I prepare myself? How do I keep my heart from pounding in my chest, in suspense, wanting to reload websites over and over again with the score (they’ll likely “pause” the game for dinner and return to it after) and have as pleasant a time as I can with my cousin and their kids and the other distant relatives? I’m better than I used to be, but still could use some advice and assurance.

Thanks in advance.",7.569960474308302,7.083696632850245,7.7674483970136174,72.89106719367591,63.34782608695652,10.8122968818621,33.79402722880984,10.230975488527342,3.3069555555555565,861,31,158,17,11,281,133,207,0.014,0.8809999999999999,0.105,0.9341,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,2,4,14,8,0,0,11,0,19,4,2,7,2,35,36,20,0,4,3,2,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,2,10,13,2,2,1,2,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,17,8,30,26,2,25,0,0,1,0,12,12,0,3,11,114,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17581290633739854,0.0,0.0,0.180160985141308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752721757413892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16016436227349276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13834514309959522,0.0,0.10967579329391086,0.0,0.15309619927295387,0.0,0.0,0.15912205278404964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18343747273074226,0.18482442056888174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436491631364692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20238251959330988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188335466973259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16960982822075116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399925814338247,0.0,0.10225103324861544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132026279476515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15991858380669655,0.0,0.0,0.09887773207755142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18397742293645866,0.0,0.0878984063461473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17175122852853258,0.1247318624000218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876927721597867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385089723522217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436820272422512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16564349164172354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491110696971012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4661718196635619,0.0,0.0,0.21223953233145626,0.1428098183096264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tdr0125,2019/01/03,"My anxiety is spiking and I don't know why Over the past week my anxiety has gone through the roof and I have no idea why. It hits me after I've been up for a couple of hours when I haven't even thought of anything anxiety-inducing. The same thing is happening to my mom right now bc we feed off of each other, so it's basically one big cycle of anxiety happening in my house right now. I've been thinking that maybe it's because I'm out of school right now and got used to seeing my teammates several times a week and haven't had any real social interaction in a while? That hasn't happened to me before. Does anyone else get like this? If so, do you know why?",4.014020783373301,4.4069409856115165,5.374340527577939,84.03946442845725,70.79856115107914,9.055475619504397,28.394084732214232,9.150863307647796,2.097095283772981,523,18,114,10,9,176,88,139,0.061,0.919,0.019,-0.5171,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,1,0,0,7,1,0,0,6,0,12,1,0,1,0,16,26,9,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,7,1,0,5,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,6,1,12,1,17,19,2,22,0,0,1,0,5,10,0,1,12,72,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932399365712996,0.0,0.31466779174409754,0.0,0.0,0.0958709471063259,0.14048605313410553,0.11283037370931415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358137321271827,0.0,0.1166710555226216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15171031469976765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998644458218355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145383456334549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090560284256012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163465009591037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096599036883024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637394570348233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350263610537684,0.15820726913432245,0.0,0.15478122280973694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070484341160126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669853327245401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13774606628125727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16058232383556764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290971776361694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13088761977692612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560619250685482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512752108710964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387632871425351,0.10925942789208104,0.0,0.0,0.15489599562171272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13976703020097667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910902164253084,0.08785496149450138,0.0,0.1088505323409243,0.07995031649596994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841956999006388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21996376921087613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711630778078149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EvaporatedLight,2019/01/03,"Hard night Anxiety is hitting me hard tonight.

Watched a movie that was apparently a trigger.

I’m almost 40, and want to “run home”.

I also want to run away from everything, but know it will follow me.

I’m traveling for work and feel isolated.

I hate these feelings.",2.0294117647058805,4.6989083137254894,3.4583333333333366,85.40750000000003,83.50980392156862,7.321568627450981,28.10784313725491,8.344100000000001,2.421690196078431,208,10,40,5,6,68,40,51,0.227,0.7340000000000001,0.039,-0.8662,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,10,13,4,0,2,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,3,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,5,4,0,5,10,0,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,21,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27524323342474405,0.0,0.0,0.21981394546756236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21027528147533486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582500073809441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24703600069134535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779657014169958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4924601931734645,0.2713778429081405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27571765593550324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15106171111011946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25794746831327264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242516413509072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200109094121877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,krkn614,2019/01/03,"Anyone get headaches / head rushes? (Health anxiety) I have HORRIBLE health anxiety. It’s starting to cause me to lose touch with reality. I don’t know what to do anymore.. I constantly have muscle twitches / head pressures / TMJ issues / heart palpitations.. and I’d rather not get on medication. I’m trying to do this “naturally” as possible.

My issue is sometimes especially when I first wake I get out of bed and get a rush to my head and I can kind of hear my blood rushing in my ear. Is this normal??? Or anxiety? Wondering if anyone else experiences it or I’m insane haha ",1.7950000000000017,4.589230722222227,4.262444444444449,77.32700000000003,89.0,7.694814814814816,25.71851851851852,8.447377352677275,2.6679140740740745,450,20,79,13,15,156,73,108,0.15,0.8220000000000001,0.028,-0.9061,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,1,1,1,8,11,7,1,0,14,18,8,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,0,3,11,2,12,18,0,10,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,4,4,47,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303748800751967,0.0,0.14276439169764102,0.2013129623301656,0.14749861337623993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14788114252365153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555639019286663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025568931896854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081533026940415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244780378344605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008415803027161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4432171937923767,0.3060342526997248,0.16224742180036242,0.17058702585350927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300502635710492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990667933765445,0.07911374451909248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16104849961220855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501922670187722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14104505246915872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622873072534089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14237489026135675,0.0,0.10189188549824156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773579945024546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15611274356898033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,existentialcrisis4,2019/01/03,"Does anyone constantly have a ‘gut feeling’ that something bad will happen? So I constantly hear people use the phrase “trust your gut,” but i feel like anxiety can really get in the way of that instinctual feeling. 

If I trusted my gut all the time I would probably never end up doing anything. Sometimes I get weird irrational flighty feelings that I just have to ignore to get through my day. My instinct is to flee because sometimes I will think something will go wrong. 

Or for instance, sometimes I will have this gut feeling that my friends have all stopped caring about me and have turned against me, and if I listen to that feeling, it causes me not to reach out and communicate properly, and I withdraw instead. 

How does the phrase apply to you? Are these gut feelings or would you consider gut feelings to be something else? 

Do you find yourself having gut feelings and following them or does your anxiety get in the way? 

TL;DR: Can you trust your gut or do you potentially ignore it because of your anxiety? 




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anxiety,coltech,2019/01/03,"I have a strange and horrible form of anxiety I feel Anxiety in my nose/sinuses. It’s like the nerves in my sinuses are going haywire and causing waves of panic and dread. Does that make sense to anyone? I know it sounds weird. I also feel very uneasy in the back of my head, and sometimes that unease moves to the base of my back. It’s terrible and it can be constant for days. It makes be unable to cope. If I do break down and take a clonazapham (which i despise taking due to their addictive nature) it all goes away and I have near 100% relief. Unfortunately this is not a long term solution. I feel like there must be something physically wrong with me to be having these bizarre symptoms. It’s impacting my ability to go to work and it’s making every day pure hell.",3.2022624434389115,5.089356908496736,4.579084967320263,83.19511312217196,74.68627450980392,8.106385118149825,26.148315736551037,8.841846274778883,2.037194469582705,609,22,120,13,13,202,99,153,0.256,0.6829999999999999,0.061,-0.982,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,4,11,2,3,6,0,12,4,1,4,3,22,23,10,0,2,2,0,3,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,13,9,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,8,0,0,0,4,15,3,19,18,3,18,1,0,0,0,1,6,1,1,10,81,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18614098785181926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654745465404575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26124415719890776,0.0,0.0,0.11939126962041377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604237670055388,0.2625899999829286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17540566841254526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845183891130487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202372183257212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14942309832423756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438629132996135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590066039410017,0.1219827097154695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19408053089134367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17523714608992053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383886952165872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16683811230234508,0.0,0.0,0.15110698394956734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419277008939469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18147855473216365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20033648821238603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314504804170164,0.16887455942844046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17747299311163894,0.2567631330309357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088533374561196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430688779707742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866865993918545,0.0,0.0
anxiety,swarlypants,2019/01/03,"I don’t know how to date and not inevitably have an anxiety attack. I was cheated on. It caused some issues.

Can’t afford therapy but I can’t help but get to know random people here and there who catch my eye. It starts slowly and then it hits me out of no where. 

I don’t intend to get so deeply infatuated, but it always seems to happen without me being able to control it. Usually it’s all well and good until they just stop replying for seemly no reason. One second everything is normal the next there’s nothing from him. I get led into this false sense of security where I think ‘oh no they wouldn’t do that to me there’s like no red flags’ and bam it happens. 

I can’t handle the uncertainty... but isn’t dating all about uncertainty? It sucks so much when you really start to like someone but don’t know if you’re overreacting because of anxiety and everything is fine or your if feelings are completely justified. 

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anxiety,LeCopywriter__,2019/01/03,"How do I stop breaking down every time I hear a baby cry? *TRIGGER WARNING: VIOLENCE AGAINST CHILDREN* when I was 10 years old there was a chain mail going around about a little 2 year old boy who died really violently after being lured away from his mother.   


Every time I hear a toddler or a small child cry my brain thinks ""Oh my god, if this child is screaming so badly even though theyre safe and sound I can't imagine how terrified and scared and how hard that little boy must have been crying.""   


Its been almost 20 years since I saw that chain mail. It's a true story. It resurfaces on my Facebook news feed on the anniversary of his death every year and last year, I saw his picture for the first time.   


Now every time I am around a small child (and thats quite often) and the child cries, my whole body panics and I fixate on how terrified that little boy must've been and I get horrifying scared for any children.   


I know I can't save the world and I know I can't control the actions of bad people in this world, but how can I stop these thoughts from paralyzing me and ruining my mood every time I hear a child cry?",3.640244664237379,4.972667345132745,4.266387298282144,88.15297501301407,72.45132743362831,6.9105674128058325,23.4711087975013,7.285733465282438,0.7904755856324832,884,23,183,9,17,281,128,226,0.211,0.747,0.043,-0.9846,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,15,12,1,3,13,0,15,3,2,7,2,36,26,21,2,2,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,10,11,12,1,4,5,0,0,2,3,8,0,1,8,8,25,3,17,16,1,37,0,1,2,0,20,15,0,4,19,108,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901607026095702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06122937002587614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16030697683258688,0.0,0.0,0.08459427621409203,0.0,0.15035702481786387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001264315541147,0.0,0.10051291173929416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098600289034483,0.0,0.0,0.4945161494664696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934459041462257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05946967960579552,0.0,0.3793072327060895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658683028037676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04704147877709699,0.0,0.05117104012846519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065694562461251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30444030941124045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896577540981524,0.07339351761071426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707271459799549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889608355350289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564095667330048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06242146346483144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957671880850586,0.0,0.0,0.05768106520322699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18028879341996296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448090228424742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15055268728093738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05769313176057801,0.08846251715141258,0.0714806312327284,0.2625113064440076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052493802944004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899096950551693
anxiety,semmc720,2019/01/03,"I feel like I’m honestly at my breaking point and I just need short term ways to cope I was diagnosed with anxiety in September and put on medication which helped for a while, but I feel like the effects aren’t good anymore. I’m constantly in a state of mild to moderate panic and this morning I had such bad heartburn and a fast heart rate that I felt like I was going to have a heart attack. I’m passively suicidal, I feel like a massive burden and it’s hard for the people in my life to understand how much I’m struggling, although they really are trying. 

I’m going to ring my doctor first thing tomorrow for an appointment to discuss upping my dosage or switching my meds, but I need something to help me cope until then. Just something that’ll make me feel like life is worth living :(",6.222222222222222,6.134867726114652,6.7712951167728255,77.58621372965324,66.00636942675159,10.289879688605804,32.7310686482661,9.994966539143718,3.1064244869072897,631,24,121,13,9,207,98,157,0.201,0.652,0.14800000000000002,-0.91,1,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,2,4,12,1,2,8,0,8,8,2,3,0,22,24,13,1,2,5,0,6,5,0,1,6,1,0,0,6,6,0,0,7,0,1,3,1,5,0,1,4,7,17,7,19,19,2,22,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,13,74,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017342851310526,0.0,0.13188684316637456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129130755209266,0.0,0.0,0.11103814714414892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14371112916915327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497846715091658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13611728660365918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268967819005647,0.3800222413947677,0.1276878657375504,0.0,0.0,0.11311822297997573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511585505282916,0.11154274107630027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912975542462695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151792132117747,0.17827605447885128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18786455250263293,0.3248523578418295,0.0,0.11742948895146575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876950101628404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771798790802398,0.13396987708704278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776035666674747,0.1972155640669219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560309683667662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219607336015312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571519865810374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133688132908914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519453764432583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20475896263090865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390263323297279,0.0,0.14546561300342886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835030111373426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902890832970064,0.0,0.0,0.13844360471960954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555846944062107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NEPat10,2019/01/03,"Has anyone experienced stomach discomfort while on or tapering off SSRI's? I've been tapering off Lexapro and I'm down to 1mg every other day. I did it way too fast at first so I'm back on a very small dose every other day but I've been having AWFUL gastrointestinal problems and it feels like I have IBS. Cramps, bloating, constipation, diarrhea, nausea. It's like every day there is something new. I even had stomach problems while I was on a full 10mg.

Has anyone else experienced this?",2.3231291866028703,5.035422442105265,4.173971291866028,80.51961722488039,82.47368421052632,6.822966507177035,24.42583732057416,8.00094639256281,1.8368947368421047,392,15,70,8,11,132,63,95,0.151,0.782,0.068,-0.8385,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,2,1,10,4,2,0,0,7,13,7,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,5,3,4,2,8,8,1,19,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,1,11,43,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28661773448876304,0.20999998170409456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157597266395186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3965358570646623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17121308450798434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537043437846602,0.0,0.5180487118277324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036310922275694,0.146419449330784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743340901018424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002607138968887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19794621641865345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3922273220762477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157783894142218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16910882725865692,0.0,0.16268324623284988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Coffee_Flavor_Coffee,2019/01/03,"Anxiety in Certain Environments Hi everyone! 

So for a quick background, I've been working on my anxiety in earnest for the last ten months or so (coupled with substantial weight loss and other improvements). For the most part, my anxiety keeps itself at bay.

However, I've found that there is one environment where it consistently starts waking up, and that is at noisy bars during a happy hour. During these, I just shut down and get real quiet and isolated, especially if I'm standing with a group of people who are having conversations.

As far as I can think, this is the only environment where my anxiety really kicks into high gear. Can anyone relate to this, and what is some advice that has helped you cope?

Thanks!",6.593350296861749,8.064757122137404,7.111094147582697,70.00462256149281,65.56488549618321,10.707718405428329,30.586089906700593,10.746095033038511,3.6298339270568274,577,21,95,16,9,189,96,131,0.094,0.8,0.106,0.6755,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,2,7,4,0,0,6,0,10,3,1,0,1,18,17,11,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,11,8,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,6,3,17,15,3,19,0,1,0,0,6,13,0,4,5,69,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18353104665271766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5747131036129315,0.0,0.0,0.13132490281034925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078141807776077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794656745646243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20592990481893814,0.0,0.0,0.0981258008358412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999329982043879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258887115064311,0.19843729427877355,0.0,0.0,0.18496034802446648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16693896754620727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530946279524078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991246978264727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272685836921171,0.1428420839104045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20338578842981606,0.0,0.1302075583307116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21377505657989654,0.12031936204536785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13293671510604707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291519732843091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203445321852993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287085737256764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673185661321555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pharaoah,2019/01/03,Had a panic attack. Last night I went online and decided to look up medical advances for my chronic illness. I saw that my meds can cause all sorts of life threatening issues and it triggered my anxiety and I had a really bad panic attack. The thought that I’ll suffer before dying and that I won’t get to see my family as they grow terrifies me. Also losing or seeing someone I love suffering because of a disease terrifies me. I can never enjoy moments because my mind is always thinking about the worst. I just want to Liev life and not worry about the negatives. It ruins so much for me and I just want to be happy. ,3.6644262295082015,5.486195114754096,5.610622950819675,76.56675409836069,73.2622950819672,8.158688524590165,27.77377049180328,8.841846274778883,2.5193481967213107,492,19,84,10,10,170,81,122,0.333,0.5820000000000001,0.085,-0.9895,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,2,6,13,2,2,6,0,7,6,0,2,2,21,18,10,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,3,0,0,3,4,10,0,0,5,4,17,3,12,11,3,8,0,4,4,1,2,1,0,2,4,64,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268699454018882,0.1320070096368811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136451772155285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609677219999131,0.0,0.0,0.1324636149896247,0.19341947253469316,0.0,0.13499690871205686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297416624178698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16465053474125893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955826862926805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288650750864872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16888267729522252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655862460642815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931847609111286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241141300800084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322352039223734,0.17748540821959533,0.0,0.0,0.14318510790288555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17622104817624928,0.15982015798253074,0.0,0.0,0.16018824080823454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166237962341107,0.0,0.12235834360989105,0.0,0.0,0.1488794587251949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722761348559253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163332804073837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25284223146878065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13442108490119548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165458916650394,0.0,0.12594799380071953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18714821731241288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470673547294167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611137253696455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,darknyancat26,2019/01/03,"I'm not sure if my problems warrant therapy I read the rules and I'm scared I'll break them, so here's my trigger warning just in case. 

At the start of 2018, I worried a lot about certain things (money, my relationship, etc.), but it never really interfered with my life. But over the past few months I've been finding it harder and harder to get my focus away from irrational worries and fears. I've never even considered the possibility of having an anxiety disorder, but I'm starting to think I do. 

Lately it's gotten to the point where I get these bursts of anxiety and I just cant pin down what's causing them. It's interfering with my work ethic and it's worrying my girlfriend. I'm debating whether I should seek out therapy or not, as I'm a broke college student and I'm scared of the fees.

In the past I've been able to wait out most physical and mental issues without treatment, but this feels like it may be different. Is therapy worth it?",4.121345864661651,5.445644878947373,5.5396992481203,79.51789473684211,71.26315789473685,9.007518796992482,30.413533834586467,9.424239791934726,2.797142857142858,757,32,146,17,14,255,115,190,0.172,0.7759999999999999,0.053,-0.963,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,1,7,8,0,3,10,0,9,1,0,2,4,38,23,16,0,3,12,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,11,11,0,1,3,1,3,0,6,5,0,0,3,1,15,3,22,17,4,19,0,1,0,0,4,10,0,5,9,95,26,4,0.128319334795065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19632787978552046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056023905416345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181930402208833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406639348263755,0.14706507474095368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14310997798077246,0.08475371042367125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443949265430723,0.06488211123699664,0.09167135841700984,0.0,0.0,0.11728154730193202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408311249037952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13393204711623324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14474979884564398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063574101932627,0.06269034532090757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090925096999276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293157084437824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242326879555702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19793556326003534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449906493945383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213032478557588,0.1446607696470949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227842734941774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835405982944187,0.0,0.08220465167407395,0.0,0.0,0.13776694339943493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569400792376141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816501712478772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093945444739936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44023302743722137,0.0,0.0852496642293568,0.08222184842903073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369525965630206,0.0,0.0934180040067087,0.3909435397593785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kirby42,2019/01/03,"Build up of anxiety the past few days I had big problems with depression and anxiety before for a couple of years. I haven't had a breakdown in nearly a year, gave up meds six months ago, felt a bit miserable for a week or two in the summer, and then again in October but it passed and I'd say I've been feeling largely okay since then. There have been stressful episodes at work but those are by and large normal things to deal with.

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This week I'm dealing with some anxiety that I can feel building up. It might be the thoughts of returning to a stressful job next week, haven't hit the gym in two weeks, drank a good bit last weekend, overthinking relationships with friends and wondering what they think of me. I also had a bit of an altercation on a night out last weekend where a guy pushed me unprovoked and punched me across the face. I used some basic self defence and got out of the situation without anyone getting hurt. I'm still a bit angry about it when I think of it.

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Basically, I just wanted to write this and get it off my chest. I haven't been sleeping or eating right the past week. If anyone has tips on how they keep there defences up, please share them with me.",6.6843719571567695,6.29414501265823,6.357130801687763,81.95608568646546,65.11814345991561,9.655176890619927,32.99870172022071,9.057496981413335,2.5549145731905227,956,35,194,14,13,298,142,237,0.106,0.7979999999999999,0.096,-0.1496,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,3,1,11,12,2,3,19,1,15,5,3,2,0,41,33,18,0,4,7,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,11,15,2,3,7,3,0,2,4,8,0,3,11,4,16,4,36,19,7,46,0,3,0,0,13,19,0,7,25,127,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218254276457111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414080446390778,0.0,0.20090425647942348,0.22530757343950095,0.0,0.0,0.21277055685836688,0.0,0.0,0.12965111357149012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788900742437275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4048647880104492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258275230811936,0.0,0.05979080525862612,0.19116155664092446,0.07985168825159325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486630800669787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375474641790477,0.0,0.08901692044144634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162814492076253,0.0,0.0968751476392373,0.0,0.0,0.07776143215220098,0.07414930725344132,0.0,0.0,0.09179828183787343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924884388248566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200117738619028,0.08240563129179394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15114337472236405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298081420208226,0.0,0.0,0.09835152269032912,0.0,0.0,0.07400088722563622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859900247504376,0.08700281854044861,0.0908369133547618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17700592482913466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176863324201604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871172813338724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953671818726834,0.0,0.0791745285965654,0.0,0.07372736043598276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671759848392553,0.0,0.0,0.07669134339164314,0.10421083937189787,0.09277776864561092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403897582343798,0.0,0.2123998484100333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0615929452637587,0.11881069223098248,0.0,0.07360203042115945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811299877484853,0.0,0.0,0.08007237636257658,0.0,0.0,0.054683240154220235,0.0,0.3718351138216015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936991630722949,0.10054092300933724,0.06749457677574494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22530757343950095,0.11940544915092892
anxiety,lmarivel412,2019/01/03,"So today, my husband started talking to me about some stressful things going on at work. And when he was about through telling me, I just started crying out of nowhere. I can’t exactly explain why. I didn’t feel like anything he was saying was going to affect our lives in any way. I didn’t feel like anything he said was directed towards me. I just went to the room before he could see my tears so I could just breathe. Sometimes I just need a minute alone to get back to normal. My anxiety has been pretty high lately, but that’s pretty normal for me in the winter. It was just so weird that I just couldn’t hold it in and couldn’t understand why I felt so emotional. Anyways, I’m pretty new to Reddit and always feel like I have no one to relate to regarding my anxiety or depression, so I’m hoping to find not so much answers as much as just knowing I’m not alone in feeling this way. ",3.7990522736931567,4.878868718232045,4.7692817679558015,85.66771780705484,71.76243093922652,7.337186570335742,28.287717807054825,7.61054688173877,1.623932936676583,702,26,141,8,13,229,101,181,0.132,0.741,0.127,0.4451,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,1,18,7,0,1,3,0,15,1,1,1,1,37,36,14,0,8,11,1,5,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,6,4,0,1,10,0,0,3,8,3,0,1,11,8,19,4,24,21,3,23,0,1,1,0,11,10,0,3,11,95,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459848741244763,0.0,0.0,0.09881212406554334,0.0,0.0,0.08075620616813631,0.0,0.18169165130313525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19544742856682615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131383305208716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105017399313727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18962943558159445,0.0,0.13044474605213185,0.0,0.0,0.10228190388743127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335812966957589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401806191471549,0.25451179689075143,0.11402163561351462,0.0,0.10853821688470336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06204361333412061,0.0,0.13498029016813098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546921046685985,0.0,0.11794866122343428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652636190704475,0.0,0.1339587123682745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17405035455834725,0.0,0.10486119665455172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174594440919143,0.08805394723086593,0.0,0.11469252083358067,0.0,0.0,0.2327057234384094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047019977329685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36244390210078975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296142858616337,0.09443726186761907,0.0,0.0,0.09463087609372596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744989015115505,0.0,0.1681081648188727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360313185385065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544927416492482,0.10379547700919604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889430825510299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256408953668927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362620488000345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885214271372896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008534881207037,0.21431247264257366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645369892429111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,theycallmedrex,2019/01/03,"Anxious for exercise, anyone else feel the same? Hey guys, I was wondering if anyone has had the same experience as I did and I was wondering if anyone would like to share it.

When I was younger, I remember I never liked gym because I was very insecure about how I would look while doing the exercise: I was not the most sporty one so I was highly insecure about that. Right up until university I have avoided exercising (like going on a run or to a gym or picking up a sport) but when I enrolled, I thought it would be a great idea to sign up for the rugby team. I liked the team but even though I was motivated, I never truly felt comfortable and confident in myself. I noticed I was having a really hard time mentally and could not get out of my head. I have had several panic attacks during training or when going on a run even though I was not even pushing myself to the limit or did anything remotely like that. My body would just give up on me and I would just go down this horrible place in my head. I want to begin exercising again but every time I think about it I get anxiety and get into my head and tear myself up from the inside out about it (how other people would see me, what they would think, how I would do, how other people do it better). Has anyone maybe had the same experience? And if so: what has helped you through it? I would love to know!

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TLTR: Anxiety while exercising, hard time with the mental part of it, cannot get out of my head. Any advice?",4.481644067796612,5.333980444067802,5.8024999999999975,79.7329025423729,69.98305084745762,9.018644067796613,26.953389830508474,9.255337874911486,2.1442169491525425,1161,36,229,23,20,391,139,295,0.134,0.7759999999999999,0.09,-0.8604,0,1,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,1,5,22,15,1,4,16,0,35,11,5,6,2,63,56,32,0,14,15,0,4,5,0,9,5,0,0,1,14,12,0,2,11,10,0,6,6,5,0,1,16,6,38,10,35,29,5,37,0,0,2,1,10,18,0,10,18,185,52,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995884853971295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865780298114698,0.09942683547974224,0.05564408812241975,0.0,0.1251924370390831,0.09243942828718713,0.0,0.22885693085322464,0.08383980736180968,0.06733534457915087,0.0,0.0,0.09308822227863993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049880013516364036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236793010787956,0.0,0.0908895898609436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653309356938955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835463463609799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16213474470822484,0.0,0.06894144125033175,0.0,0.0,0.1600819138992425,0.0,0.0,0.041373388409604535,0.0,0.07856523035184658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17100160850098625,0.07849439409383414,0.1395098070593019,0.0,0.0,0.0902128089217974,0.0,0.0810200254370772,0.0,0.0,0.1465989994058227,0.0,0.3359059297478168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05484585087802251,0.08645304348909708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237093372682507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04496910817210847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998788230718958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06871274035421092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385063172744327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220462746464649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16492154558179714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12621760887092812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315877732840196,0.0,0.0,0.05544701887173098,0.0,0.0,0.09600449424813014,0.0,0.08860895063145413,0.0,0.11345487997997035,0.0,0.08549014303759571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0524194561173337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926922442992642,0.06987845733530698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520426179379785,0.0,0.0,0.09243942828718713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048608439507798,0.16078610960145456,0.06496023953340052,0.14313917255129768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675145368370806,0.04826274979853543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17747234428788575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5231378442595541,0.0,0.09942683547974224,0.0
anxiety,insecticiide,2019/01/03,deathly afraid of talking to older people as i believe they will view me as a stereotypically millennial when i’m on my phone i feel as if everyone is staring at me and characterizing me as a stupid millennial. when i tell people older than me that i am bisexual i cringe at the thought of them labeling me as immature and pathetic. i cant believe my anxiety is using political/social issues as a means to drive itself forward. how do i stop feeling this way?,5.514644194756556,6.5828065505617985,7.961292134831459,64.40388576779027,67.76404494382022,10.877153558052433,36.181647940074896,10.864195022040775,4.4508636704119855,369,19,63,11,6,134,60,89,0.112,0.852,0.036000000000000004,-0.8064,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,3,2,1,1,4,0,6,0,0,2,0,10,12,12,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,4,16,0,14,10,0,11,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,1,6,49,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19177725058805312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5648838224626543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395451464500732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535129074683182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261655347061667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27307502582629417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34759391961614644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20958815996924127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20149521718457408,0.21911420873255724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19901994768849726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21651576816272586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19898614335892448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CallMePetardu,2019/01/03,"Hello helpful folk! I've been having a few dissociative episodes lately and I'm wondering if anyone can give me some tips on dealing with them Hello! Pretty much as the title says.

I've a neat mix of anxiety related issues but dissociation is pretty new.

I'm finding it difficult to break these episodes and to move on with my day sometimes. It goes from being pretty okay to relatively severe and when it gets bad, I tend to feel pretty hopeless.

I wake up feeling like I'm watching my life from the outside sometimes: those ones are the worst. Then when that eased, I had a really carefree one where I felt I was playing a video game. 

With panic attacks and bad anxiety days, I have ways to cope that usually work. I'm yet to find anything that really helps these episodes and some anecdotal advice would be very appreciated!",5.001666666666669,6.76794665605096,5.822054140127388,76.62420647558389,69.70063694267515,8.545435244161357,30.28078556263269,9.075114841892004,2.7292212314225046,663,27,116,13,12,217,106,157,0.189,0.59,0.221,0.5337,0,0,0,0,0,1,14.0,0,0,1,1,4,11,1,1,7,1,11,2,1,0,0,19,22,11,0,2,2,0,3,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,9,8,0,0,6,3,0,1,0,7,0,2,4,5,10,4,16,15,5,16,0,1,1,0,9,4,0,4,10,72,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860937211825574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20136508986311807,0.0,0.0,0.09202591933063486,0.0,0.10830516629300728,0.0,0.0,0.14972724141862045,0.0,0.0,0.21978044519714152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16975724063982015,0.13568582255837014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13309360009408314,0.09402338244411024,0.1263678145747519,0.0,0.24058131058654486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876165021811413,0.12625387838341645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17643301707154085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13736835915802872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14846366335776548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296119407546806,0.06429879970631389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13988234559461266,0.09674969937564057,0.0,0.0,0.12711134275371622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17836690780709935,0.0,0.0,0.15441790309987175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5355854154986174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16862757433737682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466285922336037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14868369227554598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26033455599170474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495162832595995,0.1085933870991054,0.0,0.10446719440423878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272721020915946,0.09581484194804292,0.0,0.0,0.0934931334614415,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whitegoldhoops,2019/01/03,"coming to terms with my anxiety hi, first time poster here. hope it’s okay, i just need to vent a little and talk to someone.

my whole life I have suffered from severe anxiety. I mean, as far back as I can remember. I have always thought that it wasn’t a “big deal” though. My mom put me in counseling when I was a kid and I haven’t been since. I thought that my anxiety was something everyone felt, in the same amounts as me... really until today.

I am feeling like I really need help. I have always had issues with anxiety and depression, and I have been doing so good through the holidays, setting resolutions... all of sudden tonight while I was cooking dinner I realized that I was beginning to have a panic attack and at that moment I got so itchy. Always thought the itchiness was some skin problem that doctors didn’t understand, now I realize it’s because of my anxiety.

My chest is still tight, I still can’t breathe right, and I’m pretty terrified to have this realization that my anxiety is /this/ intense. 

If you read this, thank you. I’m sorry if this is not the right place to post. Please let me know.",2.946422018348624,5.112057816513765,4.304119266055047,83.6182889908257,76.33944954128441,8.213211009174314,27.413761467889906,8.982922981607832,2.4033056880733943,876,36,170,21,20,289,126,218,0.163,0.715,0.123,-0.7933,0,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,0,1,10,10,1,1,8,1,25,7,3,0,1,32,42,17,0,6,4,1,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,13,9,2,1,11,3,0,2,5,5,0,1,15,4,30,5,19,26,6,28,0,2,0,0,8,9,0,4,16,120,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767453993666449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5088680066033036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612481294001454,0.0,0.08524825414789731,0.0,0.06758220557017097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095500282747438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142968295324393,0.09548776396619846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347490869478845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593614970125384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05605661754111415,0.07920189679842775,0.10644767661428996,0.0,0.0,0.09430161550123346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298820653143508,0.08866877713299269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431039623703073,0.0,0.0,0.11011384707335688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571413751117478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06092844204618459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336685738704698,0.07830714773317586,0.054162983358202466,0.11111574114629193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076436214347355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298436147103134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16440981659329928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007605669170194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583020961080262,0.12169635286305112,0.0,0.0,0.10617791502116494,0.11278944583353942,0.0,0.10608272339020247,0.0,0.1114498316410602,0.0,0.0,0.11089488773610634,0.0,0.14204576981664135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558830415990666,0.1893560139879202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524576488425032,0.0,0.09170857944742053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393545824222577,0.08534920570609338,0.0,0.1241041633732626,0.0,0.0,0.17707368253636038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910899597876268,0.0,0.10206949197524863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892418772449476,0.2640430075621502,0.06464620665036745,0.0,0.105086948954127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541425631469175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377668614347227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mae_day_,2019/01/03,"24 weeks pregnant and I need help Long time lurker, first time poster due to personal insecurities. Bear with me, as I have a really hard time talking about my struggle with anxiety. I appreciate anyone who reads this. I could use some tips for managing my anxiety, which has gotten exponentially worse since I became pregnant. I use to take 1mg Klonopin on almost a daily basis, but that’s a no go for this developing human being inside my belly. It’s been extremely difficult trying to adjust to not taking Klonopin, and while I’m embarrassed to say it, I realize how dependent I became now that I am no longer taking it. My anxiety is WORSE than BEFORE I even started taking it. I feel shaky, on edge, and just all around uncomfortable all of the time. I still take an SSRI, and my OB prescribed me Buspar, which seems to do nothing. 

Each day feels like a new mountain to climb, even though rationally my life “shouldn’t” be as hard as I’m making it. I have trouble getting out of bed sometimes, and I’m struggling with work. I recently changed jobs and am not making nearly as much money as I use to (I’m a therapist, ironically). My husband has been supporting us the past couple months but this is not sustainable. 

Also, being pregnant totally sucks physically and emotionally. I already feel paralyzed by my anxiety and being pregnant just makes me feel even more useless. While I am excited about meeting my daughter, I’m terrified at the thought that I won’t be able to provide for her, or that I won’t be able to handle the stress of parenthood. It all feels like too much sometimes and I don’t know what to do with all of these uneasy feelings. Its funny because if this were happening to one of my clients, I would be able to handle it, but when it comes to me, I have no idea where to start. Sorry for ranting. If you’ve gotten this far, thank you for reading this.",4.656210115933106,6.206071005540168,5.7391258848876605,77.73000205191342,70.24653739612188,8.783051195239564,29.990868985328824,9.250403328903447,2.7230744023802202,1487,60,271,31,27,493,194,361,0.184,0.753,0.063,-0.9913,2,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,1,1,0,3,16,15,1,6,10,0,28,1,0,8,5,60,65,26,0,6,11,2,8,2,0,4,1,1,1,2,24,17,0,0,12,2,1,3,10,10,0,2,6,9,39,5,44,47,10,31,0,1,0,0,12,8,1,8,22,193,63,5,0.2663583798260631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889064806691839,0.0,0.09797769851958596,0.07100223337142351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716845753493234,0.0,0.0,0.062081324105062716,0.0,0.0,0.07903847643368336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054123198697622873,0.0,0.07555045433677282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939239493317289,0.07648138641246295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708884975041618,0.09824016035339528,0.0,0.05725970656961159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987244214884017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17592719778940585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693576000277936,0.12685765317910686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552143393693594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04638708664080291,0.0,0.05045920182880784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851327853937651,0.0,0.1590698601376885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059511469134577485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022872985673432,0.0,0.0,0.0881065307350418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048794533226328166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06271226694142447,0.08675283340104277,0.0,0.0,0.07857292811222127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17779628684061302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086823918999706,0.0,0.13053603784009246,0.06583378787541662,0.0,0.0857501943400442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519268305611234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060163777193063886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847564042076247,0.0,0.07752462111415635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776203067909635,0.0,0.05687866620423049,0.0,0.08766558878795508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706062914934116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082755509084008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344480142122294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17562349894274204,0.09938879971117742,0.1256865547866298,0.0,0.07090471539941323,0.0,0.10170420805324294,0.18563707413247946,0.0,0.0,0.10075344431233653,0.0,0.0,0.33378058819971196,0.07136292540936155,0.0,0.08174233658896889,0.0,0.10308753618279692,0.0,0.0,0.0872319186012486,0.07048626702071709,0.2070876176985696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06027995189288324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679877836281816,0.23004811969100364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121887526889033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06463735760878897,0.0,0.18096129645051065,0.06307111694439176,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,idontnowduh,2019/01/03,"What are some obvious signs that someone has anxiety? I don't know i have anxiety, but i get nervous before nearly all things, like going to work/school, meeting friends, going shopping.. is that anxiety or am i just nervous?",5.8516260162601625,7.5614310731707315,6.432682926829269,73.28528455284554,67.53658536585365,9.369105691056909,38.05691056910569,9.725611199111238,4.2281154471544715,178,10,28,4,3,58,33,41,0.227,0.611,0.162,0.1803,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,8,10,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,10,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6795050608495509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519437157608852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287519837875033,0.0,0.15469046578476495,0.0,0.336540101967078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627187568596191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14465056095106316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996504832949453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250869060111981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19670352250482265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155510009288852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,smolnewyou,2019/01/03,"New PCP prescribed medicine... First thing first: I tried a medicine and it was bad for me, that doesn’t mean it will be bad for you! Onwards: Two weeks ago I started taking Citralopram as prescribed by my PCP. The side effects after two doses were so debilitating that I had to stop. My PCP gave me a hard time about stopping after two doses and today insisted that I either give Citralopram a second chance or try something new. When I said I prefer to start any new medication after my talk therapy starts (Jan 18th) my PCP said that I need to get a medication NOW to support my anxiety/depression. She said the wait between starting talk therapy and its effectiveness will be too long. She says she doesn’t want to push medication on me but that I need it right now. She prescribed Venlafaxine ER but I really don’t want to start it. I’m honestly more anxious after the bad experience with Citralopram and I don’t feel like my PCP knows me well enough to start prescribing medications with long term effects and intense withdrawals. I said I prefer a natural approach and she says she agrees...but still pressured me (with kindness and humor, but pressure nonetheless) into agreeing to take Venlafaxine ER for two weeks. I just don’t know what to do.",5.640942684766216,7.252643833333337,5.914987430869782,77.17151583710408,67.93162393162393,9.266566113624938,32.140774258421324,9.627879704456738,3.1416297637003527,1003,43,178,22,17,320,123,234,0.09,0.782,0.128,0.8463,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,5,10,11,0,2,8,0,13,6,0,3,0,33,39,14,0,6,6,0,2,1,0,2,6,6,0,0,12,11,0,3,9,0,0,2,5,5,3,7,8,8,31,6,25,27,4,35,0,0,0,0,17,4,0,1,30,118,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895734802840775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060572316916661276,0.0,0.0,0.10062650920773128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22311531265302206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07671796622305288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203564608686968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712994271734446,0.0,0.0,0.045037704439493766,0.06363337239245026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15152995215939755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04653667610021996,0.08544640546130794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979141496702075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275524446556002,0.09790377247868268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04351629732669487,0.0,0.0,0.1576526214771145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702600491463136,0.0,0.3589244691263151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209217843458956,0.0,0.2580801668210444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05706208899591685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606738121127007,0.3389131697164667,0.1416679664886037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06857231972509394,0.0,0.0,0.3782756094740185,0.0,0.07113336951017578,0.1489371045755006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107835485017208,0.0,0.0,0.13394278663689785,0.14318611431908335,0.0,0.0,0.2037242068341272,0.0,0.05917577446121314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05193885888884151,0.0,0.08443026274235797,0.0,0.0,0.12094868635739753,0.0,0.3480433435117264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507447151024643,0.0,0.14289708496997985,0.0,0.08008682508330563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ruebaby7,2019/01/03,"What is wrong? Why do I turn red when I see someone I know? I work in customer service at a local retail store in my hometown. I’m normally very personable and talkative and never awkward. That is until Someone comes into my work that I know personally (high school classmates, friends parents etc) my face immediately turns bright red, I start sweating, I can’t speak without my voice shaking, and im completely flustered. It’s the most humiliating thing in the world and I can’t figure out WHY. I’ve been on anxiety medication but that didn’t seem to help. Makes me want to quit my job! Any idea what this could be or what could help? 
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anxiety,LividLibrarian,2019/01/03,"Constant anxiety or something else? I almost constantly feel like a tightness in my chest, and I feel really unsure and a bit shaky. I've been diagnosed with social anxiety but I've mostly gotten over that I think (very suddenly, about when i started feeling like this about 2 months ago). I think my confidence has increased and I'm more sure of my opinions and stuff but at the same time I feel worse physically and mentally. My head is usually somewhat clear except for I think fogginess from depression and sometimes I do stay up thinking about an event or something to come but I don't really think I worry about it. Sometimes I'll feel sick to my stomach and I'll be shaky but my head will be clear. Is this anxiety, it's triggered by similar stuff to what used to make me feel anxious in my head.",3.9836538461538464,5.969129032051287,4.89897435897436,81.3126923076923,72.78205128205127,8.646153846153847,29.948717948717945,9.265573868473778,2.825502564102564,643,28,119,15,13,209,93,156,0.156,0.691,0.154,0.179,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,2,4,0,9,7,5,3,3,41,26,14,0,0,7,0,7,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,8,9,0,1,11,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,2,7,18,3,19,21,6,18,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,8,12,76,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358709416124473,0.0,0.11701587367348334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26818692835006425,0.13201567611754578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757808868956835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066236098259652,0.0,0.25256281597985714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10064916552348437,0.11860786968055312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761941927223143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545198804474764,0.1669659962602273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3597884251007757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418131184211625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800326696831696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776484206874635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09327451567198583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14972377197194384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191214719067723,0.0,0.17992517523923549,0.2311500467873337,0.0,0.08271231695748225,0.12455451197254322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26754768476313673,0.0,0.0,0.11013678016596072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743877333763609,0.0,0.0,0.06814052904120221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092733214334892,0.1287019909508804,0.09641964899025192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186744306411278,0.11908774279366095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Queenbach,2019/01/03,"Aced a phone interview and I CAN’T STOP SMILING. PHONE ANXIETY SUCKS Three years ago you would’ve never seen me pick up a phone. And in the rare moments I did, I’d either pass the phone to my family, or I’d be a stuttering mess and end the phone call hating everything about the call. I’d blank out on the simplest questions, or overthink every second of silence. It would be a never ending cycle of me flinching whenever my phone rang. 

And then I got to a point where I got tired of it. I was entering university and I couldn’t even make a phone call for myself without my anxiety getting the best of me. 

So then I asked my friends and family to help. I took it step by step, and just called them for a few seconds. They’d be there to help me calm myself down enough to be able to think. And then once I started gaining just a little bit of confidence, I pushed myself to make calls to other people. Sure I had to write scripts for every call, and anticipate replies so I could keep writing scripts accordingly, but nonetheless it got me out there. I started making calls. From booking doctors appointments to just calling to ask about food at a restaurant, I did it, and the pride I felt every time after the call was unexplainable. I still had those thoughts though, of the things I could’ve said better, the ways I could’ve changed my tone. But ultimately I reminded myself after each phone call about what I conquered. 

I just hung up a phone call today, from a scheduled phone interview. I didn’t write a script for it. Instead, I just did everything I would do for a usual job interview, preparing and researching as best I could. And then I just answered the phone call and had a conversation. At points my voice was shaky, but I know I have yet to grow. I ended up getting another interview - in person! Which, to me, is so much easier than the phone, so I’m hopeful it goes well. 

I understand how immobilizing phone anxiety can be, but I swear to you with practice and the right support it really can get better. If anyone ever needs, I’m here to offer calling practice lol, just because it has helped me so much. 

We can do this!!",4.540719424460432,5.815624498800961,5.2530623501199045,82.158154676259,70.19904076738611,8.533621103117506,28.76810551558753,8.936278230431713,2.2438761630695443,1684,62,328,31,30,545,200,417,0.042,0.8170000000000001,0.141,0.9914,1,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,1,2,2,8,28,16,2,1,27,1,30,3,0,5,4,64,59,33,0,8,16,0,1,0,1,2,2,3,0,1,15,19,1,2,7,1,0,7,6,5,1,3,18,5,53,11,49,30,9,48,0,0,1,0,49,16,1,6,24,235,68,8,0.05848246188468716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05184117383094253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061323960465881726,0.1342167698047448,0.0,0.0,0.04089229713474155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934641462027116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03565036595031909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274747133361755,0.1034459700203018,0.06384770155324766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7763227201014204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06186669017628532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18677394821475293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05985927785307139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155394308146493,0.06042801647436149,0.0,0.03862711451360167,0.05290073495882986,0.14782198939724206,0.0,0.10512053154209122,0.0,0.11026412051812792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05615233468402265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071722505059715,0.0,0.04518340498009014,0.0,0.09166401768044877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14032130173125146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05773932344964749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759868433175158,0.0,0.0,0.058086280423131124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058034819428646085,0.05198189922991904,0.0,0.0,0.03214043160331552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05861479070246056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711249229536295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598267712710758,0.043364004458911705,0.09021055986976867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06228191324611401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040544375442165166,0.05106462994399655,0.0,0.0,0.1105696593665011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551374165101187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03746536261235284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04994370290677995,0.055630213601353985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278837505912191,0.0,0.04670416960598689,0.0488939568068944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06636520469821476,0.055119028214810434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03885314903586516,0.0374732001573955,0.05745872187002773,0.046428542182057664,0.03410159382846139,0.06721698681876212,0.05543453569190242,0.0,0.06497616700272636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06088230531675257,0.0,0.0,0.06441016942600189,0.0,0.0,0.04642065610953208,0.0,0.0,0.052582756695655215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0563750063053193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463278893723402,0.0,0.0,0.037660788030907916
anxiety,danky_n,2019/01/03,"I am 18 and need some tips to stop overthinking situations that happen in my life to the worse possible outcome For the past couple of years now I’ve always been overthinking things that happened in my life to the worst possible outcome when it didn’t really happen. 

Like 2 days ago to make the story short I bought a hoody in a roots store and completely forgot my debit card at the counter when I walked out the store. Luckily the cashier found me 2 mins afterwards leaving the store and returned the card to me. After I went home that day my head was going crazy, was thinking all over the place like what if someone took a photo of my card number and how dumb I was to do such a thing. Or how the card that was given back was a fake But in reality none of that happened as my bank statement was still clean after 2 days. I was probably to tired and my brain farted because I stayed at a mall for more then 5 hours that day 

Also times where I’m sick I start googling the syntomps. And overthink how my sickness is getting worse. 

Finally I’m currently overthinking about my wisdom tooth. My parents hinted  about how they wanted to get my wisdom tooth removed and since then I’ve been watching other people’s YouTube videos about there experience but also been overthinking the outcome for surgery since I’ve never liked it much.

Thanks for any tips that are given as I really want to overcome this ",6.550698529411764,6.778004437500003,6.310588235294119,80.09764705882355,65.28676470588235,9.3,31.338235294117645,9.017664075816787,2.4877676470588237,1125,39,212,17,16,352,153,272,0.08,0.85,0.071,-0.3225,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,17,9,1,0,19,0,15,9,4,6,2,29,38,23,0,4,4,1,0,3,0,0,5,0,2,0,14,8,0,2,3,2,6,5,3,3,0,0,18,1,23,6,31,20,6,43,0,0,1,0,2,11,1,3,29,136,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102063899735613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18415345591823545,0.09580498735558557,0.0,0.0,0.07829856289387538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885348908717152,0.0,0.07018775052735192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853335806231098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072119675808828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739926745966698,0.0,0.2970208780475339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262817153222066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612929895406766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624412310942046,0.0,0.0,0.12031089599951272,0.0,0.06543622614687063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072686418992664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816597438402494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11549394441330067,0.0,0.11338885902410532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191572355342015,0.0,0.0,0.16265235806481346,0.16875350242078574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685626943557164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464051533554115,0.08537421273797133,0.08880240219547306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784838819913585,0.0,0.10991333655934568,0.07982298169919662,0.0,0.12029589426839014,0.0,0.0,0.2596041587783079,0.0,0.0,0.12413946596253835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14752216165843102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19048857139739248,0.1294212165165898,0.0,0.0,0.097557018939433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149607529011191,0.12272300255662565,0.0919502652359954,0.09626147589732408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600464987449763,0.0,0.0,0.15298665576289375,0.07377651123621239,0.0,0.0,0.06713855794783809,0.13233550277184045,0.0,0.0,0.12792382008550168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582409481554344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673513549794612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346732387591213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414583061112133
anxiety,Gdenic126,2019/01/03,"Adverse to Music Just want to see if I’m all alone in this or not - but music always triggers my anxiety. I know a big thing to “calm” anxiety is to listen to music but I find it has the opposite effect. I can only listen to very few bands/songs. 
Am I the only one here? Anyone I tell it to acts like I’m nuts. ",0.5831372549019598,1.9950953529411777,3.753529411764706,88.33754901960786,80.76470588235293,6.298039215686276,18.686274509803926,7.1686216300943375,0.27860980392156875,236,5,53,3,6,86,47,68,0.15,0.743,0.107,-0.2382,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,2,1,12,11,4,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,3,6,2,8,11,2,3,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,2,1,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039237818145833,0.0,0.0,0.24417236663043676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4489740597646839,0.0,0.0,0.20518576796771806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682062908495572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612714277119294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14336394238824587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19884805946319667,0.4463610794000272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23384018095583115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564866154487226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19495391018557368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421254543308664,0.17308332056585013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,teachermama4,2019/01/03,"Waiting for hubs to come home My husband decided to go on a quick trip to visit some friends out of state. He left 3 hours ago and will be back late this evening. About an hour after he left, I started having anxiety. I started feeling queasy (anxiety) and my brain went into a spiral of, “what if I’m sick? How will I take care of the kids by myself? What if he gets in a wreck? I can’t do this alone.”

All of this is ridiculous. I am a strong independent woman who can handle her shit. I’m irritated that I’m having anxiety and I hate feeling weak. Of course I’ll be fine. I’m not sick. My kids are going to be fed and cared for because I’m a kick ass mom. 

Thank you for reading my stream of consciousness as I decide to grow a pair and rock the rest of this day. Carry on.",-0.046258373205741776,2.0665458606060625,2.2429027113237687,94.44961722488041,87.36363636363637,5.170653907496012,19.59330143540669,6.5966054737557815,0.09772727272727266,597,18,137,7,19,202,105,165,0.195,0.6940000000000001,0.11,-0.945,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,1,5,10,3,0,9,0,13,7,3,2,1,21,34,9,0,2,3,2,2,0,1,2,3,0,1,3,8,8,1,1,5,2,0,7,2,4,0,0,2,2,14,6,24,27,3,25,0,0,0,1,13,7,2,3,10,83,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412596891769427,0.0,0.0,0.1683939063594469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731420522265648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502145188418556,0.0,0.09911317887237543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815038893963759,0.0,0.0,0.3315420933028793,0.0,0.0,0.14005663956144995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048569130424086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738897085784514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16442048656029767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12561640758738327,0.0,0.0849464134831374,0.0,0.18480695956484847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605236788034607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309073713440653,0.0,0.3202362287479543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834082761947412,0.0,0.35330839399954045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904231047454779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16263371033087307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668960021170077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23016366892903134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224722831770744,0.0,0.0,0.14969076149862198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15072229124158382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gundowncat,2019/01/03,"After failing school 7 times and getting nowhere in life, I am starting school again after a 5 year break and I am deeply afraid New member so not sure how this works but I hope it turns out fine. Also on mobile so sorry about any formatting problems.


I am 22 and have been working short odd jobs/internships since I was 17 as I have never been able to finish school. I have tried my best every single time and was not sure why it never worked out, but every failing moment made my fear of going to school deeper and right now I'm in a mental state where setting a foot inside a school building gives me anxiety attacks.

I had accepted that I was to work short term minimum wage jobs for the rest of my life but that has also deepened my anxiety over time as I never feel safe nor have any normal routines. I eventually got stuck in a spiral where different internships told me I had potential and a lot of work ethic but not any education for me to stay with any of the companies. It sounds ridiculous but instead of encouraging me to educate myself it put in a very bad place mentally and I grew too afraid to apply for any jobs at all. It is hard to explain but it is very similar to the fear I have of going to school.

Deciding I'd give life one last go I made an attempt at job hunting and started a 6 month internship. I've been there for three months and as before I have been told I have potential and a great work ethic but sadly no education. However, the boss is incredibly sweet and made an unbelievably kind offer to combine the remaining 3 months with studies. I happily agreed and made a visit to a few schools.

The visits were horrible and they all ended in panic attacks. I did apply though and was accepted to a course that will start in a few weeks. While this is great, I just can't function. Whenever it is mentioned I freak out real bad and I'm not sure how I'll be able to physically attend class when I can't even talk about it without breaking down. While I've never been afraid of death and honestly see it as the only possible outcome from this situation, I am desperate to find a way to make this work for once. If you have been in a similar situation and/or have any advice, please help me.",5.531248533601477,5.83141523529412,6.412091503267972,78.24848583877997,67.46153846153845,9.715568962627788,30.39751969163734,9.633347757342033,2.676107826378414,1762,62,343,35,27,585,226,442,0.183,0.696,0.121,-0.98,7,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,1,11,19,31,3,6,24,0,37,4,1,8,9,64,62,39,1,4,14,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,16,21,0,1,6,0,1,8,13,16,0,2,22,5,35,15,54,38,9,63,0,3,1,0,14,21,0,3,28,229,51,22,0.12947296070050382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06325973936639832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035394798949006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641381592800369,0.0,0.099046460552808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14729418412030712,0.0,0.0,0.1081045140957393,0.0,0.0,0.05508597671098908,0.0,0.06793694220414187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763584350853173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05733730678496182,0.0,0.0,0.042757834727054266,0.0,0.10908655351318057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14569307641378398,0.03273270957868329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059167970239903826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033822139083314114,0.12420226160793413,0.1103737009074698,0.0,0.05177567712612219,0.14274439625200944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05799117085322411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04339149819233388,0.0,0.0,0.06429793189359277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19272290323451705,0.0,0.0,0.06741308236679465,0.0,0.05276887174838999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371758716696634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055036640595339456,0.0,0.2450208918800801,0.04321210332080139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047829202075606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15501612298056774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19971505809414647,0.0625228961208155,0.0,0.0,0.06342800588701937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06894223880285819,0.04386711447861056,0.049235010443894216,0.0,0.07595431143712919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763584350853173,0.07106121542438043,0.0,0.07298065475999987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06194406884255035,0.0,0.06507804308785388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368428725778788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055284600504995896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4586174196113551,0.051586593378785336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053550685514057776,0.14553303253176794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246718969839808,0.13746244196623222,0.06900047459057934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18304009981601047,0.0,0.0,0.05203273073123997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06360326325905898,0.0,0.11324508686764932,0.0,0.0,0.12371696239116815,0.0,0.04395182074364674,0.07041470107277893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682875208328133,0.0,0.05138480486689929,0.0519276996926728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05841460440070624,0.0,0.0,0.06240365693095432,0.0,0.3299025009192023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04168817087668187
anxiety,bawan15,2019/01/03,"What makes someone a man child? Why some characters in movies are called dumb or some are unlikeable? 

Like why some people like batman but i feel like he has no sense of humor and most consider him as manly.. do i have to be like him to be a man? My question is what makes someone a man??

Maybe im overthiking by trying to be ""perfect"" and that overthinking is making me go crazy and end up not doing anything to improve. And fap all day. 

I cant even fucking make friends. I try my hardest to be liked. In fact my depression makes me think no one even cares about me enough to even know i exist. 

Maybe i should be like indiana jones... he has quiet cool traits. But i dont know how.


Thanks.",0.9102857142857133,3.2452242428571445,2.2353571428571435,94.62089285714286,85.14285714285714,5.5,20.17857142857143,6.9077264865688965,0.328357142857143,534,16,116,7,16,171,88,140,0.115,0.667,0.218,0.951,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,5,15,2,0,3,1,17,1,0,6,3,27,30,9,0,1,4,0,1,6,1,1,0,1,0,5,3,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,0,3,15,12,13,24,6,6,0,1,0,1,12,3,2,6,8,72,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502984516664876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273450156812004,0.0,0.14251851378987562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014874255346036,0.0,0.12039525568379116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16382512836368174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12380662109175995,0.1444336403605284,0.0,0.27697689373221024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067869768130687,0.09986130389505626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079963243196525,0.12922752027783735,0.0,0.0,0.07944213946657587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099008163941813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15364262506266507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4097467126143653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4665325947799486,0.0,0.28086246913387586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472086369544347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690822374983146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658942246283294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368760780040937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286937935652653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956757197197987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189807534473482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522655910709813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pohutukiwi,2019/01/03,"Putting ones self down over grades When I was going through school and college, I would never let myself think about getting good grades because of my anxiety over not doing well enough. I'd say to myself ""expect __ grade"" so that I wouldn't become upset or disappointed or let down over it. 

Did anyone else go through this? ",6.323,7.51006996666667,5.403333333333336,83.04000000000002,66.0,7.333333333333332,28.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,1.5003333333333333,258,8,46,2,4,77,48,60,0.105,0.813,0.081,-0.1356,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,9,11,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,2,1,1,2,1,6,2,10,5,1,10,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,2,2,36,9,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17802670821964114,0.0,0.0,0.16272007725327056,0.23844451430771715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186119900353586,0.25701596844983393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944039254068014,0.0,0.0,0.2404573036474429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158423536475535,0.0,0.2645151448711578,0.19519070679102174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4759346985055388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17948452764467476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15769403462039808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23394333777590276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18506469331954767,0.0,0.23552049380203935,0.0,0.0,0.2427730030776361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14911468544911335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20923916803973455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16531440283511198,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HostageMoon,2019/01/03,"Anxious about visiting my mom who I kinda really hate I’m 22 and don’t live with my mom. We live in different states and I haven’t lived with her since I was 11. We never had a great relationship because she’s toxic, materialistic, and self absorbed. She wasn’t the best mother throughout my entire childhood, and I really resent her for it. Honestly I hate her and would rather have no contact at all, at least until I resolve my own emotional issues about her. 

Still, tomorrow I’m going to fly to her home state and visit for 3 day. This is mostly because she was guilt tripping me and trying to get me to visit for months and I want her to back off, also my older sister and her two kids live with her and I want to see my niece and nephew. 

I know for the whole trip I’m going to be on edge and emotional. My boyfriend is coming with me for support, but does anyone have tips for dealing with this sort of thing? I’m anxious about being miserable around my mom for 3 days, and about not being able to show how much disdain I feel towards her because she has no idea what she did wrong or how much is affected me. How do I survive this weekend? I know the kids will be a help because I’ll be bonding with them, but I don’t know how to stop myself from lashing out at my mom. 

Thanks for any advice ",3.2558988764044936,4.467294393258432,4.554327715355806,86.18812078651686,73.23220973782772,7.137752808988763,24.96048689138577,7.554174236665415,1.1362585767790256,1021,31,212,12,20,338,142,267,0.13,0.794,0.076,-0.9415,1,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,1,3,13,12,3,2,5,0,22,0,0,5,2,49,41,22,0,4,5,7,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,7,24,0,1,6,2,0,8,8,6,0,1,5,2,44,6,39,29,8,31,0,1,1,0,35,9,0,4,12,154,51,0,0.10334797370057744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099044379570564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826473372297573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702801660694187,0.0,0.0,0.23350758690097184,0.0,0.07226330617152121,0.0,0.0,0.09200160763633017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946821248603937,0.0,0.2519998621066428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084573223354733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902512828806633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133301786544655,0.10654722289099852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797663602217923,0.0,0.0,0.09044050823508007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23250512031236215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05225584076217446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05399505072824085,0.0,0.1174700702180534,0.0,0.0,0.11394150585528452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040694556644765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692719682897083,0.0,0.10366644410039227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666728274935795,0.0,0.10786843389687917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703920306884886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650326168010448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4841595909215048,0.0824913666106185,0.0,0.15194530408037196,0.0,0.07970832851836852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13241471665740054,0.0,0.0,0.11095704685496324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235495453209858,0.0,0.10781447592525814,0.0,0.0,0.0854905118136099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825338252973011,0.08640353362961238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727805582651775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09514892894532333,0.0,0.0,0.06865980150870811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07016649020352901,0.0,0.10095595325755012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191462508453707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538432186777957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341543531866647,0.11299478540487065,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SaltedBiscuitTV,2019/01/03,"Been working at a supermarket and i want to leave. It's just way too much stress. Nobody gets trained and then I'm expected to keep the store in order even though I only work 9 hours a week.

What jobs could I take up that are low effort and medium pay like sueprmarkets?

Currently full time at college (14 credits) but I just don't want to be in the supermarket environment anymore. It's degrading.",2.5869230769230747,5.060920705128208,3.794551282051284,85.22336538461539,79.12820512820512,6.976923076923077,25.134615384615394,8.07648339933343,1.6398153846153845,317,12,62,6,8,103,61,78,0.147,0.794,0.059,-0.765,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,5,5,0,1,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,11,11,6,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,4,2,8,8,2,14,0,1,0,0,0,7,0,0,6,37,8,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517265694953497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202658909917553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16764926790723966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326132834501718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24996686753818456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518825211993337,0.22561165802988306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26876442520531096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400625819641778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18659085793203956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930456373437791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907561122576785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19084509486809764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24938214458146585,0.0,0.1480076187880522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29942556799194026,0.2014747700037597,0.20360340726223086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3695757956269048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Smith12456389,2019/01/03,"Failed drivers test I failed my drivers test almost instantly with parking, and I’m stressed out because I probably won’t pass it next time and everyone i know passed it first try",4.600490196078432,7.010262382352941,4.447647058823531,83.36107843137258,72.23529411764707,8.062745098039215,34.86274509803922,8.841846274778883,3.2784627450980395,147,8,26,3,3,45,26,34,0.257,0.743,0.0,-0.8402,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,0,0,4,0,2,2,0,6,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,12,6,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36040599005504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21940273492710147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34391717133245864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30614615451595456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19780157671682336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3827769856828476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38805258951783533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4122849709076136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20987114022235234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24436076626700864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nicolelyn90,2019/01/03,"Out of medication for 5 days... I was diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder and depression over last summer and have been on Lexapro since. I moved out of state a few months ago and had a few refills to get me through until now. I made an appointment with a new doctor that is in a couple weeks, but my Lexapro is going to be done by the end of next week and I will have to go 5 days without it if I don't get a refill. My previous doctor's office is giving me a hard time about getting just one more refill to hold me over until my appointment. I don't expect anything too crazy to happen over those 5 days but I'm wondering if anyone knows if I could possibly get ""bad"" again in that short time? I moved out of state on my own so I guess I'm just being extra cautious.

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I appreciate you guys!",4.1893702081051485,4.801635801204822,5.5785870755750295,81.94543811610077,70.50602409638554,8.927929901423877,27.74151150054764,9.095868883498916,2.0875373493975906,637,21,132,12,11,215,102,166,0.079,0.877,0.044,-0.3595,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,8,0,15,4,0,1,0,25,29,12,0,5,8,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,4,9,0,1,2,0,0,4,3,2,0,1,5,1,18,0,28,20,5,35,0,1,0,0,3,11,0,5,18,94,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241487601541292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15174764318901135,0.17018003431689904,0.0,0.0,0.10714035666894084,0.0,0.0,0.09792849223838868,0.0,0.11525189548605172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693861782738575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182112781420564,0.1549662627102533,0.0,0.2709682893144354,0.0,0.12062766323802593,0.14215110564296832,0.0,0.0,0.16051316377993394,0.2867008819443326,0.0,0.14332310523166988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404561384809892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292688180836973,0.1343518439073177,0.15919098459579173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15428445003472496,0.13867474150926853,0.12384863079018593,0.0,0.12546020714291484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696960619338017,0.11416209541633775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325217761485649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108891997923667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178917188881192,0.29770889102738884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13526430632597505,0.14894822547383713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490371013853156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578890015307578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158534997378011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16333235844116736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246845464247288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13500633992799696,0.1518817806856906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17018003431689904,0.0
anxiety,Throwaway-Nightmare,2019/01/03,"Doctor doesn’t take my anxiety seriously Hello, I’m on a private acct, I’ve been lurking on my regular acct for almost a year now.

Anyways, ever since I had my daughter 7yrs ago(Im 29), my anxiety has progressively became worse as time goes on. Every year I’m back at the doctor because of my anxiety, and I feel like he doesn’t take me seriously, all he does is just raise the mg of Paxil I’m on(up to 30mg after 3yrs of being on it). I feel like nobody understands. I’m terrified to leave the house, I’d much rather be in the safety of my room. I work full time, and it’s a great paying job, but my anxiety gets in the way and I’m debating on quitting even though I need it, but I’m just so fucking scared. I don’t like to go out at all, and of course since nobody understands or thinks it’s just a “phase”, I get accused of being lazy when I have these bad feelings all around. I can’t eat, I can’t sleep even though I’m exhausted all the time. My daughter deserves so much better.

How can I make my doctor understand the severity of my anxiety?? I’ve tried telling these things to him before but of course he only raised my dose. I am not prescribed any benzodiazepines for the onset of attacks, he refuses to.

Also, a random question - Has anyone heard of being on disability for severe anxiety?? I’m sure that sounds so stupid, but I’ve always wondered about it.

I’m sorry if this is all over the place, but I am coming up on my 30th birthday soon and feel so alone and scared, something has got to give.",2.971913978494624,4.3089034548387115,4.749435483870967,84.01748655913978,74.12903225806451,7.747311827956989,25.174731182795696,8.344100000000001,1.5596666666666663,1181,38,243,20,24,402,161,310,0.19,0.752,0.057,-0.9895,1,1,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,0,4,22,15,3,2,14,0,20,8,1,2,7,44,50,23,0,3,12,2,4,3,0,0,5,2,1,0,10,9,1,1,10,0,1,2,6,9,0,0,4,6,27,6,37,42,8,32,0,0,0,1,13,18,1,6,14,150,37,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08320604003427769,0.0,0.09399266914820503,0.0972162769783286,0.0,0.07506415032776162,0.07810355702693986,0.0,0.0,0.06383171107169605,0.0,0.4308407814245664,0.0,0.0,0.06563289102176996,0.0,0.0,0.08356013318143182,0.0,0.10678547729266966,0.0,0.0721767215772171,0.07837371315201921,0.057219494801029835,0.0,0.07987256727544971,0.0,0.0,0.08301634479731293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808567563911496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882257345700455,0.0821422701980637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604776825319022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399446228237285,0.08490665518456844,0.07908567302021081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898447266641336,0.13411496366107345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677707735664163,0.09808162587385727,0.09004427341000305,0.0533458869058749,0.0,0.07507275901060997,0.1034869677690368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830810341770024,0.0,0.0,0.10139077161226401,0.0,0.09314695543949662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993899370989274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757372307663315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06265590329300383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380037824495073,0.06960002685936874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138888912907143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980693959410054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515076352989117,0.09983743875546697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18795134044633025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21208243596620568,0.0,0.1552929070790086,0.0,0.0939332183275498,0.0,0.0,0.07226219373827816,0.0,0.10507466382625476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846705676935508,0.0,0.14115024308063992,0.0,0.08204252296356697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06236002071786378,0.060145177319416834,0.18444461646747526,0.0,0.16420106095070922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06372846537048174,0.0,0.0,0.2931516684065445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450600912824545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017930546267371,0.06833515085298993,0.0,0.09565689215161252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089251863165992
anxiety,CarefulTree,2019/01/03,"Trying to Catfish guys to cashapp me money because I have complete anxiety over money I have about $9,000 in the bank, but spending money creates so much anxiety in me. I have no idea why. I feel like I need more, now. I've been unemployed for over a month and have spent $900 on food and Christmas. If I didn't have a boyfriend, I'd probably just be a cam girl. But if I can't be a cam girl, I'll try to con men into sending me money with other peoples nudes. So far, it isn't working.

I have a job waiting for me at the end of the month, but that's so long before receiving any pay. I don't know why I'm like this. Seeing my bank account number drop terrifies me and I feel like I need to get it back to where it was, and now. ",1.8099791666666682,2.669875706250004,3.84375,91.25291666666668,76.3125,6.833333333333335,25.208333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.9019583333333342,563,19,133,6,12,193,95,160,0.102,0.807,0.092,-0.128,3,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,0,8,0,14,2,1,0,0,19,24,12,0,4,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,6,1,1,4,0,10,2,5,0,0,0,4,3,17,3,17,18,2,19,0,0,1,1,6,9,0,2,10,82,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244823900286594,0.0,0.2754936592399004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384564553534153,0.0,0.10976403824033636,0.0,0.15321938020009412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18879143380168825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15948136227167864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820893727718924,0.25727245672274685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177315151693342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940748897777639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17828955012994993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203267922101916,0.0,0.0,0.17868361149263062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895728892330384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639073877383696,0.0,0.0,0.15934907938735424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874473166279357,0.0,0.1323661848708436,0.2670271744371532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248322214326257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941371391256793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348598928545436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445003659765836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249556426263535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310871781980805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,unfortunate_kiss,2019/01/03,Can anyone help? I’ve been having a pretty severe anxiety attack since 2:30PM today and all of my support systems are unavailable. Can someone talk to me to ground me?,4.247956989247314,6.941713580645164,5.188387096774196,76.26924731182797,74.48387096774194,6.713978494623658,26.46236559139785,7.793537801064563,2.083378494623656,135,5,20,2,3,44,28,31,0.188,0.584,0.228,0.3736,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,2,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,3,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500021973146107,0.0,0.0,0.2285071564112237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717838020280034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21904810797499785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.332474538698174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.369192592410172,0.0,0.270333517654177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768977887574531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3708503868165901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626706081668392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097695410994957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thefrodopidgeon,2019/01/03,"Anxiety and sex life In 2018 I finally came to terms that I have anxiety and started seeing a therapist and taking meds. 

Because of my anxiety it was hard for me to focus in the bedroom with my fiancé. I had a hard time keeping an erection.

I started getting better, and for a month sex was great. I had told my fiancé how running and eating right had helped in the past and I was going to do it, take my meds, and see my therapist regularly. 

Well I didn’t, the only part I stayed true to was taking my meds and had a period where I ran out and didn’t have them for three days. 

It has caused a huge rift between us because of our lack of sex life and my lack of motivation to do what I said. She’s disappointed that I lied. 

I find her so incredibly attractive, and I love her but I need help on figuring out my problems in the bedroom. Any suggestions? ",2.7449142857142874,4.2092465485714285,4.7261428571428565,83.44235714285716,74.94285714285716,8.200000000000001,26.785714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.018542857142857,666,25,139,14,14,229,96,175,0.1,0.784,0.116,0.6876,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,0,1,2,4,8,0,0,10,0,15,7,0,3,1,27,31,14,0,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,6,15,1,1,3,0,0,4,2,2,1,1,14,5,29,6,21,17,4,24,0,1,2,4,12,10,0,0,9,101,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674968737293758,0.0,0.29276438363146146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15552687535044873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282232353010205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590224819552172,0.0,0.13104607569376614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226992731904427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13053251634558166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13974301504950126,0.1165935948397637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664830253437592,0.0,0.07249905938631089,0.0,0.0,0.1406426672638257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285492996068447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171010455123415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338708799339607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802081761285733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513387011671372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42509332645786746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182247232269133,0.0,0.0,0.09458904468997603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702017555024152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814223622123822,0.12177678915465184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206404302988785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894121069258034,0.12134508392639905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033081866145662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18058464401500773,0.13596906139497295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28774270470612123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962293947122328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438513169825224,0.0,0.0,0.12189538807361312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15344695703234318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469772649156974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Stewart_Smith,2019/01/03,"What are the best drugs for anxiety - that the benefits will last to? I'm willing to spend a decent amount of money on a drug that will reduce my anxiety, but I will notice the same effect each time I take it, no reduce. Any suggestions?

In reality I would love to cure my anxiety permanently without taking and drugs if I'm honest.",5.679923076923077,6.0787628,7.267500000000003,71.90125,67.15384615384616,10.807692307692307,30.09615384615385,10.686352973137794,3.3069230769230766,262,9,48,7,4,91,47,65,0.104,0.6890000000000001,0.207,0.8875,0,0,3,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,5,0,6,4,0,1,0,8,11,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,8,6,4,4,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,2,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402486397894325,0.0,0.45230948816452293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068290199993894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6856696526440028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065094595216522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17787731286482614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22438309048060615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963674608100221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149221104977043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18998334026609312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14000384863661666,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,robreinerismydad,2019/01/03,"Anxiety is such a liar When I’m really anxious about something, I make myself think about it over and over again. I freeze up. I stop moving. I sit in bed and just stare into space thinking about the thing. I don’t leave the house, I don’t eat, I don’t clean, I don’t dare think about anything else. Because the anxiety tells me that if I fuck up and focus my attention anywhere else for a second, then this thing I’m worried about WILL happen. So I just have to think about it. And I want to convince myself that this is not true, that obsessing over it and not moving will not affect anything, but then the anxiety says “that’s just what they want you to believe. Do you really want to take that chance?” I struggled so hard today to do the dishes and a little bit of work. I showered and got out of pajamas. The whole time, my anxiety is reminding me that something bad is going to happen. And I’m going to make it worse if I keep moving. Right now it’s 3 pm and it’s getting worse by the minute. I hate this voice. I am paralyzed by it. I just can’t.",1.9687743330930048,3.6481434885844775,3.5070896419130015,90.44811824080747,77.58447488584474,6.619658735880799,22.02859889449652,7.475848149327749,0.7284557077625573,820,23,178,11,19,271,108,219,0.194,0.748,0.058,-0.9827,1,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,1,1,16,8,3,2,10,0,15,3,0,3,1,35,37,17,0,5,10,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,19,11,2,2,5,0,0,5,8,6,0,1,1,5,26,2,26,34,2,25,0,0,1,1,5,11,1,2,8,125,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35804953035573805,0.13218807248814735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19257863392642632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769852018255024,0.07132825207363185,0.0,0.0,0.1318302788248618,0.0,0.0,0.12774469011225684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973051228250313,0.1954937966536465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081739234054926,0.061132931690933326,0.0,0.1329990375324047,0.0,0.09358364133049683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069432353424404,0.0,0.10481803879153156,0.11552321856434004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13501390966590054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040039257017671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238967682540097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172748288837932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562102594412994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3730895572260533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991929295581366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999259596770982,0.0,0.0930511033866072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801601355720029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782565712956492,0.0,0.12232432983044048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797700987853782,0.0,0.10227195781876618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554725812434344,0.2999013104726284,0.0,0.0,0.06822951226079435,0.0,0.11091186387615094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20704671114015555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063756347687472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851847238861675,0.11882940497241495,0.2384865137204124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,avverie,2019/01/03,Can starting lexapro mess with periods? So I started lexapro in the beginning of December and ever since then my periods have been longer than 7 days and heavier. Is it from starting this medicine or can stress cause long periods? ,6.88552845528455,8.852130073170734,5.857073170731707,77.41211382113823,65.34146341463415,10.34471544715447,42.9349593495935,10.504223727775694,5.093481300813009,187,12,31,5,3,56,35,41,0.133,0.867,0.0,-0.6868,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,1,1,6,9,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,5,8,0,12,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,11,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33193334644480443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20838573106604102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29228062609363104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28595111724436106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26728828270461685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6861182017901893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.370132978622624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,__The_Senate__,2019/01/03,"Anxiety Over Wanting To Take a Girl Over What if she won't like my place? What if she dteals something from me in the middle of the nights and goes away? What if anxiety gives me erectile disfunction? 

Sorry, I have these questions in me. Anxiety leads me to depression and depression leads me to suicide. ",4.349473684210526,6.670553771929827,4.589333333333332,82.46400000000001,72.6842105263158,8.770526315789473,30.69824561403509,9.3871,3.0466940350877194,243,11,44,6,5,76,38,57,0.313,0.687,0.0,-0.9581,0,0,1,0,0,1,6.0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,9,5,5,1,4,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,9,1,10,4,0,10,0,2,0,0,5,7,0,4,2,33,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5492584452786008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22485761926306566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4122677008467577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295863332894767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692413610183483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22459419927256669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500480282570426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681034265387797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842472760070273,0.0,0.2679093947446338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617872507674879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799457396043713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116253636491938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Chilly4572,2019/01/03,"Anticipatory anxiety techniques?? First post here. I've looked at past posts and cannot find anything on this. My wife and I just relocated to a new country for my job and I'm having a ton of anticipatory anxiety at work. Back home, I had a therapist that I was working with on all things anxiety related, but it has gotten worse in my new situation. I'm in the process of looking for a therapist to work with over here. 

Any techniques that have worked for anyone here that has dealt with this type of anxiety? 

Thank you in advance!!",3.6352319309600847,5.761248941747575,5.255857605177997,77.76451995685007,74.14563106796116,8.849622437971954,29.891046386192016,9.444778638647367,2.894239266450917,423,19,82,11,9,143,65,103,0.113,0.855,0.032,-0.7289,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,6,5,1,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,0,1,10,13,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,2,7,1,19,10,2,16,0,0,2,0,2,8,0,0,5,57,14,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283663824366704,0.0,0.4627398810204959,0.0,0.0,0.105738445007541,0.0,0.12444341717424633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628094064583773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821483047564148,0.12862997212683688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168872252563176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006521992292207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539780041678839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921036991178254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144359201652627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896591363162694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699806782151415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922556721846302,0.0,0.3511624770496366,0.10046565858508083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4403677776835518,0.0,0.15410887548760602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThatGuyNamedT,2019/01/03,"Even though there have been many studies that show how caffeine is terrible for people with anxiety, it always seems to help me with mine and draws my attention away from worrying. It improves my mood, focus, and happiness and generally just makes my day better. I want to know why this happens for me, while for most other people it is a cause for panic attacks.",10.12323383084577,8.32449376119403,9.322985074626867,67.99950248756221,59.14925373134328,12.515422885572141,38.75124378109453,11.20814326018867,4.329879601990049,290,11,49,6,3,92,53,67,0.16399999999999998,0.6729999999999999,0.163,-0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,1,1,1,0,4,0,0,3,0,15,9,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,2,10,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,38,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198504333030188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18250078317898996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714009547603597,0.22413870176429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21099044373754536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450709114611928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15385402399259612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15756925146385742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21096132976946472,0.2539557809017624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15990439959615807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110851828387124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592433016756419,0.2418664203011973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799034159470326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307804359676924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171796773895579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343878881230483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14071120979703652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21526687562017127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422732905205895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ohreddliz,2019/01/03,"How to deal with male colleagues who tease and take me for granted. I am the only admin level female in my team. We all get along well and there is a fair bit of playful banter, and for the most part I give as good as I get. However, sometimes they push it too far and I either get pissed or upset, but, I know if I show this they will keep going because they like annoying each other (and me). They also rely heavily on me to organise and get anything done. The last time this happened, with what was meant to be a group project, I lost my cool in front of our seniors and basically snitched on them, saying noone had helped me etc. I came across as a brat and I regret saying what I said. Well... I regret the WAY I said it. It happened again today when I asked if a team meeting was happening, was told no by everyone but to ask our manager. I did so and he replied ""It's not my decision, it's the teams"", and when I told him what my colleagues had said, they all denied it and said they were waiting for me to say whether the meeting was happening. 
I have anxiety and hate confrontation, but am fed up with them pushing me too far and always assuming I will do things, so how should I handle them?

TL:DR how do I tell my colleagues I'm fed up with their behaviour without sounding like a brat. ",3.4474820574162663,4.453332117424246,4.534250398724087,87.3022966507177,72.52272727272727,7.679106858054228,27.15231259968102,8.032893268588372,1.5431621212121214,1005,35,214,14,19,329,147,264,0.135,0.7979999999999999,0.067,-0.9666,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,3,0,10,4,16,16,5,1,11,1,19,3,1,3,2,46,48,31,0,5,10,0,0,2,0,3,0,8,0,1,14,21,2,2,4,5,0,5,3,9,2,0,20,9,44,7,27,24,8,24,0,3,0,0,39,10,1,5,10,158,58,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944199704470983,0.0982431095815592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032268548942568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716096746077517,0.0,0.22075770035691775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197394474620489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890108758405314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13503981644727686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172425602317274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082587887222078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13167847119499387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282026860320535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24674532852170125,0.11326282382708285,0.06710149975898827,0.0990309206761993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4176331412344755,0.0,0.0,0.11656898224942297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913935787844856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494541201037784,0.0,0.0,0.06488779530509989,0.0962422317760762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536538467852245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888657996473096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979701724972686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785753786283982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4492437385403714,0.28168032072933114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677354917305782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877341395380968,0.0,0.1031977656418025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843999149462848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06884715386617883,0.0,0.11191588368210834,0.2256405372064107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371790860621264,0.0,0.0,0.21231694677638216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381458452741874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,drauch52,2019/01/03,I’m anxious as fuck That’s it,-5.300000000000002,-5.558071,-0.754999999999999,107.6,134.0,1.6,16.5,3.1291,-1.4462000000000002,24,1,7,0,2,9,8,8,0.579,0.421,0.0,-0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7738997782239079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6333080871621538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lavenderliv,2019/01/03,I can’t eat Idk what is going on but my anxiety is being absolutely terrible. Like the worst it’s been in five years. I get so nervous for no reason that I get nauseous and I can’t eat. Does anyone have any suggestions on what to do?,-0.024733333333333718,2.16897706,3.0,88.39666666666666,88.4,6.533333333333335,20.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.0067333333333337,183,6,40,4,6,65,40,50,0.338,0.6,0.061,-0.9488,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,8,2,0,1,0,3,11,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,1,0,5,1,5,9,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192986357148395,0.0,0.2466976418418929,0.0,0.0,0.22548672466148345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28220593630526425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6599586377285571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33696678941711306,0.0,0.18327379954324705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575482847756241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315649291252469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207667662036162
anxiety,SmittyManJensen_,2019/01/03,"Working in a city, I’ve been able to reduce my anxiety by carrying a self defense item. I’m not sure I’m alone here, but traveling to and from my job makes me incredibly nervous. 

I have to ride public transit, which, when you put a volatile individual who’s had a bad day into an enclosed car, can yield nerve wracking results. For this, I’ve always sat on an end seat, don’t wear headphones, and make sure I am seated somewhere where I can observe the entire train. I have come up with plans of action in my head in case anything ever goes wrong, and keep a keen eye on my surroundings to see if myself or anyone else is in danger. 

I then have to walk half a mile to get to my building in a city where the police are usually pre-occupied with crime that’s already occurring, rather than surveilling the streets during busy hours. Usually when something goes wrong (someone threatening people or doing something illegal), the perpetrator has already disappeared by the time the police get there. I try to do the same things to alleviate stress in this environment; no headphones, pay extreme attention to my surroundings, walk behind large groups of people rather than among them, etc. 

This hasn’t resolved my anxiety though, as anyone wishing to do harm still can. I may be better prepared for it, but I still would have trouble stopping anything if it came to that. Well recently I started carrying a self defense item (it’s not a gun), and just by knowing it’s in my pocket and touching it periodically, I know I’m better equipped to deal with a bad situation if it ever arises. Sure, I wouldn’t be able to stop someone from running me over or shooting up the area, but there are countless robberies, assaults, and other violent crimes that happen in cities on a yearly basis. 

Does anyone else get crowd-related anxiety? How do you deal with it? ",10.092758620689658,7.7949760919540285,9.530413793103452,68.0559655172414,59.63218390804597,12.268505747126438,41.87816091954023,10.650279960617883,4.447976781609196,1472,65,258,26,15,474,196,348,0.213,0.716,0.071,-0.9957,1,1,2,2,0,0,43.0,0,2,1,5,17,21,5,2,21,0,25,3,3,4,5,52,43,21,0,8,14,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,17,13,0,7,4,1,1,11,6,13,1,1,4,3,25,8,47,34,4,54,0,0,2,0,10,24,0,7,19,176,42,3,0.19545040506387168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121383744405538,0.2156843821701889,0.0,0.08131519710932167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22427853735386674,0.0,0.0,0.20499520150339653,0.2002620372482136,0.16083902991377466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631929242594593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728600001702995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177159740552524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418160880046592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06302467102880653,0.20150078542236505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551998329421555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632737337826681,0.0,0.08655552306643638,0.0,0.10898943331375288,0.0,0.17679608112713638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531721545918419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641807385655326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002942515193792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962396392509795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697718426682307,0.08686265021221057,0.0,0.0,0.10741443115342757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046466307740254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13550070137023038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824082042665172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964918478440079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787433389332851,0.0,0.20389739863107745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984722217137408,0.0,0.0,0.16560449395008084,0.15046727066100954,0.0,0.0,0.06917040134096121,0.0,0.15608694595758862,0.16340529032320292,0.11194388932133878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763145405682497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06492428218941969,0.0,0.09601451530967244,0.0,0.05698435148163272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634899766841437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152610081526156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786669340122118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237916002591687,0.0,0.0,0.07114511134479402,0.0,0.0,0.06942118000564948,0.21369433561873336,0.0,0.06293182638394446
anxiety,yokoyamajeff,2019/01/03,"Anxious about being sick and off from work Anyone else get anxious being off from work despite being legitimately sick?

I went to the doctor and received a doctor's note excusing me from work, but despite that I feel so anxious at night knowing that I'm not at work that I can't sleep.  It's like I'm imagining what my co-workers are saying and how me being conveniently sick after the long break lowers my stock in the company or something.

It almost makes me anxious to go back to work.",9.802499999999998,6.975784250000004,9.749166666666664,67.91250000000002,60.66666666666666,11.683333333333335,39.625,9.516144504307137,3.787799999999999,392,15,70,5,4,130,60,96,0.212,0.7879999999999999,0.0,-0.9491,1,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,0,4,0,6,6,1,2,0,12,14,7,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,2,8,1,13,9,0,13,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,5,46,14,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13613006160558738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6143201450747175,0.0,0.09505645045634893,0.13929251720794728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453391358961664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27829253322915665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356525522777768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06873827121436188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102605923197862,0.0,0.07726111979489549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747122455429537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641624134963983,0.0,0.0,0.12030773756806105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074486396148077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757590555660994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810954092879414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13604395867913954,0.0,0.0,0.10465770335594894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602310028579775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5938208828250265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mintcemetery,2019/01/03,"Running errands after avoiding the world for days The past two days I was so emotionally and mentally drained that I was avoiding responsibilities. But today I got my butt out of the house finally and I'm tackling my to do list I'm even out eating lunch alone right now. 

It feels great to ignore the anxiety that's wanting me to go home and hide from the world, but instead tell it to f off and get things done! ",5.667439024390241,5.986203060975613,6.203560975609758,79.79631707317077,67.17073170731706,8.999024390243902,32.25365853658536,8.841846274778883,2.4712263414634146,329,13,66,5,5,107,58,82,0.141,0.828,0.032,-0.5916,0,3,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,5,0,4,3,1,0,0,13,11,7,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,6,2,3,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,4,1,6,1,11,7,0,15,0,0,0,1,1,6,1,0,7,42,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23499832895855885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17357666642686234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926614136751578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23219585599224965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321737237965835,0.0,0.2552301771834617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498642631776992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472665615864645,0.0,0.0,0.2485561229257872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854505695086988,0.0,0.1289515981206257,0.0,0.1814713900403188,0.2501563035594659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275976104111265,0.0,0.0,0.26181030694586394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286602352434231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21660021120847667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19377000665827354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19831921566262287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074122480318672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150731668848697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22164678182598951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13383056390232653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MissJ0321,2019/01/03,"Nervous to ask for an ESA So I took a teaching job 4 hours from home (which for me is pretty far.) My first semester, I was so busy with teaching and coaching one act I had no time nor energy to socialize. Once one act season ended, I have been slowly but surely trying to get out more. However the town I live in is extremely small, like 800 people, so there's hardly any sort of volunteer opportunities. I've tried reaching out to coworkers, but they are all married and/or with kids and busy. 

My landlady is extremely nice, but the Tennant before me  had a cat that torn the place to hell now there's a no pets policy. She did say I could have a reptile or bird and I did get a fish, but it's not the same. A repitle or bird would be too high maintenance for me to care for, a cat would probably be the best for me. I know that b/c of my ADHD and anxiety I could probably qualify for an ESA, but I feel like it wouldn't be fair to my landlady. She's very good to me, and I don't want to look like ""that person"". I do have an appointment to speak with a doctor here so on, but I just wanted to to get some other opinions as well. 

Do I try to find a new place to live that allows pets or do I try to go for getting an ESA?",2.8193103448275854,3.3802251264367835,4.758486590038316,86.77267241379313,73.59770114942529,8.558620689655173,24.84482758620689,8.841846274778883,1.506871264367816,942,27,217,18,18,325,142,261,0.081,0.763,0.156,0.9753,2,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,3,11,12,1,1,18,0,25,1,0,1,2,38,38,20,0,7,11,0,2,3,0,3,1,2,3,2,8,10,0,0,3,1,0,4,6,2,1,3,7,5,27,10,33,23,5,21,1,0,1,0,9,10,1,6,10,148,35,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15375949991159854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870038602248173,0.0,0.09787405689342228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960700463740953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088678583474779,0.0,0.13426555798847906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13044376602233382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20429999984771194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095242214621305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331722092976625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06469051113384973,0.09140064833385364,0.0,0.0,0.11693520905658425,0.10882604008435344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673743167739013,0.0,0.07271147851127671,0.10731033861482178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460946961105145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13517605850934666,0.1283346542409354,0.0,0.12599552376147696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269611068755879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.070312698686573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875156528347326,0.0,0.22594743685072854,0.0,0.10743771457426768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235656369327322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625235198290078,0.17339145424346322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869776514159103,0.11171262362336158,0.26734097750254104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016138364259755,0.2758827836885622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174334235610387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041912732689134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058231422022625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460307693394992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214649350881325,0.3474525373263304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556423016931277,0.15092512715093825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503378589569364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817703807501036,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RoRa555,2019/01/03,"How heavy is your body reaction to anxiety? When I get panic my body is also reacting very heavily.   
I can't breath, my heart is racing, I get heartburn and need to throw up. Besides going to the toilette every five minutes.   
How heavy does it affect you?",1.781700680272106,4.455658632653062,3.7296938775510218,82.86828231292519,85.12244897959185,6.531972789115647,24.493197278911573,7.793537801064563,1.8518952380952376,199,8,35,4,6,67,38,49,0.111,0.889,0.0,-0.6553,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,4,5,4,4,0,6,8,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,7,0,4,8,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212698468913709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21166800513097245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6146830792033313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421343273809513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331242635009373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891194564276404,0.0,0.15724998120150324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278803956470851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051630134966327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246374982662205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22829921148008464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ItsameAnthony,2019/01/03,"Lungs feel weird during a panic attack even though I control my breathing It's hard to describe this feeling, but it feels like my ribcage is closing in on my lungs during a panic attack and it causes this intense feeling of breathlessness. I do take control of my breathing during such an attack and make sure I'm slowly breathing through my diaphragm and the feeling will still only randomly and suddenly go away. It can lasts for 30 minutes after I've begun the breathing exercises and I always feel like I'm about to die. In such moments, I can't even climb the stairs without feeling like I'm suffocating, even though I'm 19 years old and exercise 4 times a week. 

Anyone else experiences this? (I already got my heart and lungs thoroughly checked out.)",6.7583255086072,7.665275521126759,6.684460093896714,75.24027386541472,64.91549295774648,8.564632237871676,36.20031298904538,8.515128840125781,3.17614303599374,612,29,101,8,9,194,86,142,0.159,0.7040000000000001,0.13699999999999998,-0.7552,0,0,0,1,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,9,10,3,2,7,0,5,10,8,4,1,24,20,10,1,0,2,0,8,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,9,0,2,7,2,1,2,2,6,0,0,1,8,11,4,14,18,0,19,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,1,13,60,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407968200657336,0.0,0.10109879687178032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495651888465079,0.1244924180511216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4146757339340109,0.11415445061003482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248152819577458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725480303200544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609914437442016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149872737810056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407513453808647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885156451734713,0.0,0.0,0.43004287935641056,0.26040161264281997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905197649809677,0.0,0.09717567166883162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884128014003032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143979599879232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990397584345468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780781620409643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110304678764375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749515293873415,0.0,0.0,0.09240719726084436,0.0,0.2851111425184157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970310778592076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451351695908435,0.0,0.0913538403167087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23874877821386356,0.0,0.0708483725073735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746099666762187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712289656946505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824283969707296
anxiety,UnableGrape,2019/01/03,"Constantly anxious, restless, can’t focus and sick to my stomach, how can I calm down when im like this? (I’m not claiming to have anxiety or anything else just before I start)

I’m 16 and since I was around 11 I’ve been constantly living with strong worry over the littlest things and my heart beats fast over the littlest things and sometimes i don’t even know why I’m anxious. I feel constantly sick and don’t want to eat unless I’m calm and comfortable and I don’t like meeting now people blah blah blah. I also get nervous in social interactions which I have been told is just shy. I’ve never told anyone about it but it’s just getting worse and worse. I’m not looking to claim I have anxiety because people with real anxiety probably get it much worse like can’t leave their bed or talk and things. How do I stop feeling very anxious?

I have also had waves of depressive periods and feel helpless and worthless which I think is just linked to the whole overwhelming overthinking or something but I have been really down for certain periods then not as bad then sink back into it.

I am always seeking approval from friend group and feel like everyone talks behind my back and I feel like shit if I accidentally say the smallest wrong thing to anyone or they don’t reply as I expected or speak to me the tiniest bit different as I feel like they view me different or don’t like me. I think about every little thing for days and it all just builds up and gets overwhelming 

I’m quite popular which is confusing I don’t understand  why I feel like this when I was capable of making loads and loads of friends in school in the past??. I still do get anxious and awkward when talking to slightly less familiar even less popular people I feel very lost I’m so confused as to what’s up.
 
Sorry if this is a bit muddled and confusing I just don’t know how to explain it I’m bad at explaining lol 

If anyone could help with what’s up or what I should do to relax instead of constantly feeling nervous about every little thing I would greatly appreciate it, thank you.",4.739698381767347,6.0004792555282584,5.3945047869185805,81.38361179361179,69.71253071253071,8.660476150131322,30.25069897483691,9.035553425615538,2.525840701516564,1655,66,314,31,29,535,186,407,0.182,0.626,0.192,0.9286,2,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,3,5,26,37,1,9,7,1,32,6,3,4,3,79,69,46,0,8,22,0,9,11,2,2,2,2,1,0,22,23,1,1,17,1,0,0,13,17,0,0,9,13,37,20,43,57,7,37,0,6,2,0,20,16,1,13,29,204,59,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095814373412844,0.057009238119049926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723934757003855,0.3096058247051465,0.0,0.14372000156450512,0.0,0.056381284686944685,0.06099209448497527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536626150403526,0.11441286019320335,0.04176557289239068,0.0,0.05830047158307195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14959935260972562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961577035051263,0.0,0.05470295143276815,0.0,0.0,0.04418594070706782,0.0,0.05901111294926281,0.0,0.0,0.1431653501635972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.070107051452993,0.05723475745430767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050586291814,0.0,0.11545220567763352,0.06546817975173896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31178518866553045,0.1957860100032228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586768151845423,0.0,0.17897900484281495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553706146479992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118956454260053,0.04592357181177875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400700892436983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530713938767612,0.0,0.0,0.07254656262013459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677803141144955,0.13733829925153565,0.06049922502994206,0.0,0.05753460682119128,0.0,0.07479125771624118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045733708506553165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05036576306172478,0.0,0.05284231470659664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06540448205597191,0.14249719654485465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386981169114924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07287320239772542,0.0,0.07798407057262179,0.04389190100619614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05448517983027091,0.0,0.06933994933523542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032876173654114,0.056675589786602365,0.0,0.0,0.06984151926955416,0.0,0.052745518471194096,0.06776221863464944,0.07669595033019944,0.04849464824558675,0.0,0.054715466393128666,0.057280873914773135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16520716816741848,0.0,0.06307859844490048,0.0,0.0,0.2731064298892821,0.08780216589450404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093635950347793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132561736132348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306265218392555,0.040411404340070026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236466769670758,0.0764935705174068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06957941672272505,0.20946523116169605,0.04867046655653755,0.07490943696294612,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cb2000x,2019/01/03,"Anxiety out of no where. Hello everyone, I hope everyone had a good new year. I just wanted to ask if anyone else has anxiety that comes out no where. When I am doing things I like I always forget about my anxiety but lately that hasn’t been happening and I have begun to feel the normal symptoms of being anxious such as a little nausea and dizziness. I was wondering if there was anything I could do, I use grounding techniques and methods such as square breathing if I need to and they help. If there is anything, please let me know. Thanks 🙏🏼 ",2.9800934579439238,5.2281930373831775,4.242813084112154,83.70160280373834,76.57009345794394,6.896822429906544,25.65327102803738,7.908726449838941,1.7050680373831777,433,16,79,7,10,142,75,107,0.104,0.746,0.149,0.8316,0,0,1,1,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,9,4,0,0,3,0,14,2,1,1,0,23,25,12,0,9,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,2,13,4,10,18,0,12,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,6,6,62,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14306209990345592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3945850180253903,0.19423544712246754,0.0,0.12021961060071043,0.17616576358510255,0.28297255843780755,0.0,0.1607342251147896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14810512863978922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727457796482118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362803045673625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285788612919908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693453373320932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14420931429850606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15203985915337825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524312261006785,0.0,0.0,0.1707683476597781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448992701871553,0.0,0.1939480086376486,0.0,0.0,0.17581322812625566,0.0,0.08399782060327506,0.17232211950512344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748620389214493,0.0,0.1660540447727769,0.0,0.0,0.16845791834496504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18873089667641746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17870430720652766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15829288463125182,0.0,0.0,0.11422470183839913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484949822798787,0.0,0.0,0.10141058810267077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864540963923725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071926962364476
anxiety,Schmitty1996,2019/01/03,"Waiting is killing me I have a phone interview in 10 minutes and I'm so freaking nervous i might puke, ugh....at least it'll be over soon ",-0.4267241379310356,1.8128145172413817,1.4788793103448263,97.37280172413796,93.48275862068964,4.279310344827587,27.9396551724138,5.985473137389443,0.98168275862069,107,6,24,1,4,35,27,29,0.421,0.579,0.0,-0.9299,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,7,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,15,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7217965007065791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6921053471601974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gabbae0,2019/01/03,"On the verge of a breakdown because my car reset the seat position memory So some background - I’ve been diagnosed with general anxiety, with OCD tendencies. I have a big trigger with the position of things. For instance, if someone rearranged furniture to vacuum and it’s not in the same place, it feels as everything in the room is off. I start having that claustrophobic feeling of being closed in a tighter and tighter box, and I feel like an out-of-body experience. 

The position of the driver’s seat in my car is another big trigger of mine. My first car didn’t have seat memory, so whenever I’d take it into the shop or something, I’d outline my seat alignment with painters tape so I’d know exactly how to put it back in the right place. When I got a new car, I specifically made sure it had seat memory. 
Anyways, after hours I finally found a seat position I liked in this new car and I programmed it in. This has released such a huge stressor for me. However, the other night my car battery died. A friend helped start it, and they moved the seat to reach the lever to open my hood. I figured - no problem, it’s programmed in,  but after jump starting my car, it didn’t reset. I thought it was just because jump starting it may have put the car in a weird mode and it would work when I started it on my own. 

Anyways, I start my car this morning, and the seat memory didn’t return. I feel my chest tightening and that claustrophobic feeling begin again. I sit there trying to readjust the seat to how I like it for nearly 45 minutes and nothing feels right. I’m currently inside trying not to hyperventilate and feeling like my world is crashing in on me, all because my freaking seat is out of its position.  To top it off, I’m visiting my parents from the holidays and they are very strong in  the “mental health isn’t real” camp. And so they’re just sitting here laughing, and imitating me. 

Anyways - just any advice, or thoughts would really be appreciated.  I literally just feel as if I’m going to die from this anxiety. ",5.624720812182741,6.259091949238577,6.489394923857869,76.60712791878174,67.32487309644671,9.958822335025381,34.0341116751269,9.98439552973466,3.3917978883248727,1604,72,302,36,25,532,187,394,0.057,0.8390000000000001,0.105,0.9506,3,0,1,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,2,4,20,11,0,0,26,0,22,3,1,5,3,62,48,28,2,5,11,1,8,4,1,3,2,0,2,0,24,21,0,0,14,2,1,16,7,3,0,1,11,8,35,8,47,32,4,71,0,0,0,0,6,32,0,6,25,200,59,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797481444836616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818156224742182,0.10513339367450407,0.15340023040915798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709524862187128,0.0,0.1833562573073032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136842093831913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176376594455228,0.2081121438166008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901089732457554,0.09807542315362312,0.0,0.0,0.4055636244454343,0.14325431027373567,0.0,0.10983206242899148,0.0,0.08528276109794122,0.0,0.10993205009168087,0.07746213172205729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056981175150255775,0.0,0.0801886383057849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657376144914588,0.0,0.0,0.06720346979944526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987378217936731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055101344123065985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959316919667799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948702787047651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104046094966657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656258271467776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19366722681962686,0.0,0.09408904554802944,0.0,0.09620404245017476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132902720126142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20950479038258527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593714283067914,0.0,0.2015818990105421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412004608537013,0.06423037075164065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124631023080394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495162252859377,0.07718654533587069,0.0,0.0,0.4257955337835182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449569871612896,0.0,0.07538450656627257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660958265007026,0.0,0.0,0.15919357347036614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136142561608907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272660674815792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299189169998688,0.0,0.0,0.14244642131770166,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sweeeetestofdreams,2019/01/03,"Getting worse as I get older I turned 22 recently and I’ve noticed in the past year or so going out to run errands or just going out in general has gotten extremely hard. It’s like I have to give myself multiple pep talks in my head and remind myself it’s just the grocery store, or the mall, etc. I just feel like everywhere I go people are watching me and judging. It’s such a stupid mind set to have because obviously I know that’s not the case and I’m not important enough to have that problem so why can’t I shake it? 

I figured it has to do with my lack of confidence as well but I’ve always been self conscious and I was able to go out and not really care. I’m just not sure why this seems to be getting worse and not better for me. I still force myself to go out and get things done but it’s just a constant battle in my head the whole time and it actually causes me to mess up more and be forgetful. 

I guess what I’m asking is just for any tips or advice anybody has for dealing with this. I don’t want to not be able to leave my house or not feel comfortable in my own skin like this. I’ve been prescribed Xanax but I only take that during my anxiety attacks or panic attacks and when I truly can’t calm down anymore. I try to not take anything since this is a feeling I have on a daily basis. 

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anxiety,emeryleaf,2019/01/03,"Not health anxiety, but anxiety from poor health Hey guys, I see so many posts about dealing with health anxiety and worries about potential health problems. I sometimes have this issue, but a bigger problem for me is that my anxiety is elevated when my actual health problems flare up. I have moderate scoliosis which causes back spasms and tingling in my leg - sometimes, the pain is very very bad and disrupts sleep and daily routine. Additionally, I have pretty bad acid reflux that causes a constant lump in my throat, coughing, stomach pain, heartburn, mild nausea. I also have some issues with my corneas, which dry and scar easily causing burning and blurred vision. Sometimes, I'm fine. Most of the time, one or more of these issues are flaring up. 

Long story short, I have a decent number of chronic health problems that interfere enough to impact my day almost constantly. I don't know how to stay positive and deal with this - I find myself panicking over feeling bad forever, which is difficult because I don't really have a strong argument against it; I usually DO feel bad. I'm only 30. 

Can anyone relate? I feel so whiny sometimes. I'm not dying. I'm just really uncomfortable a lot of the time and I feel like it makes me a worse version of myself. I try to work out when I'm feeling up to it, eat well, and do a lot of self care but it feels like an uphill battle. I often think if I didn't have these issues, I wouldn't have anxiety, but who knows. Does anyone have any advice or coping strategies? Thanks so much for reading. ",5.102714690154137,6.870120965397923,5.7428703994967005,77.28636599559611,69.44982698961937,8.437936458005664,30.0913809374017,8.97023862654752,2.6956214532871967,1225,49,209,23,22,397,163,289,0.23,0.633,0.13699999999999998,-0.9923,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,0,2,13,19,1,0,11,0,21,19,5,5,0,52,39,23,1,6,10,0,6,2,0,1,13,0,0,2,15,14,1,1,10,1,1,0,6,12,1,1,1,8,26,7,26,37,8,21,0,0,1,0,6,9,0,10,12,136,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.07073794595055702,0.0,0.0,0.07083454928200868,0.0,0.0,0.07258637859155047,0.0,0.0,0.0579687212175314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04929440548912293,0.0,0.27726605663834936,0.0,0.0,0.1013707541010957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05573888778113138,0.2420982004674429,0.04418808349719178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390646666961383,0.2233957927215084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15666780585697845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046748838867755715,0.1494641319925465,0.0,0.0,0.07523122136215135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06343483994017365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417344067872668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489960246859306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21991302079405906,0.10357105096935763,0.0,0.0,0.06625282598146613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177463269499007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4623088739719138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026350458385247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967514708276792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082806519548175,0.0,0.0,0.0641497027446416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12325361026187015,0.0,0.0,0.048386381178839005,0.07349157348478369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0532871068069738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04911982429135907,0.05513047964817752,0.15426493520415654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942357880938717,0.07374647524516742,0.0,0.2774453540974548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725077336164597,0.0,0.09287548821654644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05776364442186537,0.0,0.07562091541740883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07254046735384688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28677040611392035,0.0,0.0,0.07726268819350425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673731932638997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04644745862551662,0.0,0.0,0.08453680826610893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04921467340337403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983542016457101,0.11962057668859333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06517552292781824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05277221272549173,0.07361520177758266,0.07387158436430738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,holdstheenemy,2019/01/03,"Anxiety and Sickness Does anyone else deal with anxiety and being sick? I ended up getting a fever last night and sore throat, woke up this morning really really hot and my heartrate is pretty high. Its hard to keep positive thoughts throughout this. I also had to stay home from work so that's giving me some anxiety as well. It's odd how going to work gives me anxiety and having to take a day off gives me anxiety too. 
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anxiety,Borselle,2019/01/03,"Extreme lack of motivation when I sleep 9+ hours I try to avoid sleeping too long but when it happens i feel tired and not motivated to do anything the rest of the day. I isolate myself and just sit on the couch watching tv or browsing my phone mindlessly.  I was planning to clean my house today. I like order and cleanliness. Gives me some rest in my head. After 30 min I just couldn’t go on with it. Back on the couch again now.

Anyone familiar with the feeling? ",2.2727956989247318,4.475969612903229,3.5389247311827963,88.09505376344086,78.67741935483872,6.2838709677419375,25.387096774193548,7.3871296695380915,1.2435935483870972,366,14,74,5,9,119,68,93,0.128,0.767,0.105,-0.3116,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,8,2,0,1,5,0,3,4,3,2,0,18,8,7,0,2,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,5,0,1,4,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,3,12,1,12,6,4,18,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,2,12,52,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732762391659914,0.0,0.20392854571844815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19055249091621945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15981854048956073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506028589457186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377242996921217,0.14083753609083408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21913974655037466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543270854994833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440453624153513,0.28594231549537263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106865410350215,0.0,0.0,0.2193062354872553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4959828692951234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28482397664399955,0.2348972431887441,0.0,0.0,0.1682483985591071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,andreyloverofmythos,2019/01/03,"Is this what Hell feels like? This day started good, but now I feel like everything that I lived for had been crushed and all I see are demons. I can´t take this anymore. Everyday I ask myself: ""Is this what the damned souls in Hell feel?""",2.9843617021276607,4.825223978723408,2.5499468085106405,97.70875,75.17021276595744,6.402127659574468,22.388297872340427,7.1686216300943375,0.3706638297872344,185,5,42,2,4,54,35,47,0.262,0.616,0.122,-0.8723,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,6,12,2,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,6,3,2,10,1,5,4,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,6,25,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29164996604013144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749266364788783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896583298484583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643016166748761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4460895419639844,0.4201839665593587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466617280837325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873468705687593,0.0,0.25967947706202144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343449932093926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20815249931694374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211127953191075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheLegendOfAlpss,2019/01/03,"I don't know what to do anymore I've been suffering for roughly two months of panic disorder and anticipatory anxiety. i just can't seem to get better. Everyday I feel like I'm experiencing more and more physical symptoms to to my mental state. 

\-Inability to eat 

\-Constipation

\-Heartburn

\-Chest pain

\-Abdomen pain 

\-Rib cage pain

\-Weight loss (7kg in one month)

I'm completely screwed and no doctor can seem to help me. My psychologist took  4 week break in preparation for Christmas and New Years and things have been getting progressively worse. I don't care that I suffer from all the mental/emotional symptoms. Those are fine. But when it causes me to physically feel pain in my body it really is frightening.  I honestly just do not know what to do. ",4.789247371333706,7.489509496402881,5.813093525179857,72.42978970669621,72.74100719424459,9.744548976203653,30.83619258439402,10.035473477838034,3.7002358605423353,616,28,105,19,13,203,94,139,0.257,0.644,0.099,-0.9762,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,3,3,14,1,1,1,0,12,15,4,1,1,17,24,7,0,0,4,0,4,1,0,0,8,0,0,0,7,5,2,0,6,0,0,1,5,9,0,2,3,5,11,5,15,21,3,13,0,3,0,1,1,3,1,2,8,62,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068814460079434,0.0,0.1305306418438172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640627474785235,0.0,0.1461989938540557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341943022739014,0.13520892864581302,0.0,0.0,0.1379999760318444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084673177768265,0.1347175833452991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467905540163946,0.0,0.1480536152453593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13310100237159184,0.0940286117501675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13753094908073873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822141488045243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14466867722332125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06430237581785167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652819103464288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21011399726293292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271184123155351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891884140269103,0.0,0.5602074156133803,0.1544264913728634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431847645540083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396419169325638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736049921232105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744178899575421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146233508114377,0.0,0.0,0.1285725995216036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557679105867318,0.16027643565434918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341309653720951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475829532820123
anxiety,ajw_123,2019/01/03,"Should I seek help? Anxiety runs in my family, my mom is prescribed Xanax and other drugs and my dad has similar problems just refuses to get anything done about it.
When I was young I had severe trouble even calling to order food or answer the door for pizza or something, I would get really nervous and pace for hours. I would get debilitating adrenaline rushes from getting in minor arguments in high school. I am in the military and thought (correctly) I could power through basic training and even airborne school but now this impending sense of doom hangs over my head at all times. Small things like getting my dress uniform squared away is just making this feeling worse. I went home for Christmas and New Years and it got better but the thought of it still lingered. When I had to leave my girlfriend who I love very much and my mom I threw up and became almost hysterical. I don’t even have a thing to really worry about right now and I can’t find anything I can do to alleviate this feeling. Should I seek help, if so what should be my first step?",5.070746268656716,6.709966621890548,5.193213930348257,81.69668656716419,69.34825870646766,8.146069651741294,29.817910447761196,8.648137234880735,2.3210023880597017,845,33,155,14,15,265,129,201,0.113,0.7759999999999999,0.11,0.4834,1,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,13,7,0,1,4,0,20,6,1,1,2,35,34,18,0,8,7,3,2,1,1,5,2,0,2,0,11,10,2,1,6,0,0,6,2,4,0,1,9,3,23,3,22,18,2,29,1,1,1,1,10,11,0,4,12,109,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12672468213969293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681280035566077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082848908703919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890083433012524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192596190933403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292248982839424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010423789802429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12950779337072546,0.0,0.0,0.14676145632216644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507614523911397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193030308542337,0.0,0.12797813308437495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566727086085846,0.10764603028212384,0.15302855076507202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305939435290047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121610131071587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298800250401938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16965179485187928,0.13371033326615894,0.12694311091313748,0.0,0.12462934381998175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400149501963768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06182746833929871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421914349884207,0.0,0.08447519898026941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964349996923222,0.0,0.0,0.09303111414685857,0.0,0.0,0.12222580445618203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109425690933726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16214635515899264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080756841094589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25615705389544313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14296901837552747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742678461190488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106549549104442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16815255647725946,0.0,0.0,0.20093810296351006,0.07379414956702271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044195884432327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731602217478815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285208495991762,0.12896845426604714,0.17979942939623758,0.0,0.0,0.08149606844608144
anxiety,anxiousintheuk,2019/01/03,"Guilty for feeling happy and feeling like something bad will happen I've always been anxious but lately I have been feeling on edge. As a result my OCD has got slightly worse (everything has to be perfect).

My anxiety worsened last year. I have been studying a masters degree (nearly finished now) and I had a few troubles. One of the office staff was generally unpleasant (she is leaving next week thank god) and also one of the module leaders was a jerk who gave me a really bad mark (I appealed this with mitigating circumstances and it's still ongoing). Basically I felt like people were ""out to get me"". My anxiety got so bad that I got very angry and I was worried at one point that I was going to physically hurt one of them in retaliation. I didn't hurt anyone, but I did phone the office woman up at one point to put her straight after she accused me of something. I should have quit the course but I wanted to keep my scholarship money that I worked hard for. Anyway it's nearly over now.

My grandparents also went into care last year as they have dementia (my grandad is now on an end of life plan). That made me feel uneasy and it also caused a lot of unrest at home as my parents had to get power of attorney and sort out the finances. There were lots of problems so my parents were stressed.

I have turned a corner in the past month or so. I have cut out a few things that were causing me problems and I have also adopted a new attitude. I do not take any nonsense anymore. In the past I would do things that I didn't really want to do, like applying for jobs I wasn't really interested in. I also only did my masters course because they offered me money; I don't want to work in the sector once I finish. Now I have decided to only do what makes me happy. I am 30 and I think this change has come about due to experence (one you experience crap for so long you no longer put up with it). I feel a bit better but like the title says, I feel a bit on edge and like if I'm happy something bad might happen.

This is obviously a toxic way to think and (I think) I deserve to be happy, or at least have a normal life like others... the question is how can I stop feeling this way? I am booked in for therapy this month and I also take 5HTP, but I don't know what else to do. Take the SSRI route again? I thought about applying for retail work to get out there and socialise to take my mind off things, but I am anxious about facing the public in a work environment.

Thanks for reading
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anxiety,roroxoxoxo,2019/01/03,"Started my blog on my life living with anxiety & social anxiety I have been living under a rock for years and finally decided to start a blog. This is prolly the bravest thing I have ever done
The link is http://findingronide.wordpress.com 
Hope someone reads it!",6.53891304347826,9.363947021739136,6.338478260869567,70.10163043478265,67.91304347826087,9.817391304347826,28.89130434782609,10.125756701596842,3.4814956521739133,217,8,33,6,4,68,37,46,0.071,0.7929999999999999,0.136,0.6239,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,6,1,0,0,1,6,9,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,1,5,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,5,24,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643294742557433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37325593405887897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249654757454126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22067488214979966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672451595555029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24230633273565036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17231545621663832,0.0,0.0,0.4308405325517684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440250184753481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486854777183261,0.20670566877345825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453508712830414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620755192023479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15710159730024706
anxiety,splashboom123,2019/01/03,"How do you know if you have anxiety? Hey all, I just wanted to ask how do you know you have anxiety? I don’t wanna say I have anxiety and like assume but I’ll tell you guys my problems. For example when I go outside in public I always wonder if people are judging me and stuff. At the gym I don’t like using the equipment if someone is right next to it otherwise I’ll feel like they’re judging me. Also I over stress about what people think about me. Is this anxiety? Or is it something completely different?",1.9306730769230784,4.025613798076924,4.01023076923077,84.83476923076924,79.28846153846155,7.236923076923077,24.823076923076925,8.238735603445708,1.7390723076923074,401,15,79,8,10,137,65,104,0.136,0.7859999999999999,0.078,-0.6199,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,5,0,0,7,5,0,1,2,0,11,0,0,3,1,21,20,11,0,6,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,2,0,0,6,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,2,16,3,9,20,1,7,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,6,5,56,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141601957299666,0.14733553232521562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5418289793272383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16553554460720235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18565340154238905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849993419735866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953137003909865,0.1264980771424119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006323520185746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17532607690164964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19462490353585146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595208015489755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18831481313448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24551459845793525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16943104987805502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512158965446586,0.0,0.14081231812578116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15002992760861214,0.1363163111475798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20283185812783008,0.0,0.2027015585478404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547660472105194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134586189729388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15293070125906125,0.0,0.0,0.10443984110119472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19202369855276846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vulepsy,2019/01/03,"Muscles That Vibrate, Jitter, Tremor, Or Shake When Used? Curious if anyone else has had this feeling when using a certain muscle? Like raising your arm, you feel it sort of shaking like it’s been tense for a long time. ",2.543902439024393,5.401094121951221,2.8616585365853666,89.15102439024393,83.39024390243901,4.255609756097561,25.27317073170732,5.6839178017228535,0.7896985365853659,173,7,30,1,5,53,37,41,0.129,0.636,0.235,0.6122,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,2,5,0,2,2,0,3,1,1,2,1,8,7,4,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,2,2,3,2,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,6,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423986416807676,0.3552027958692436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28959700764320273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505719705260181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387293889347925,0.0,0.0,0.30679067049296144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20214516186094747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5988204723205042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,deathnate4,2019/01/03,"Fire flowing through my veins/body. I'm not sure if this makes sense to anyone, but when I google it I don't really get much info on it. But basically one of the most uncomfortable feelings I get from anxiety is this feeling like there is 'fire' flowing through my body, concentrated at certain points. I just want to know if anyone can relate or if it's just a very personal thing.",5.098399999999998,5.981308706666668,5.836000000000002,79.93800000000002,68.6,9.2,31.0,9.3871,2.6402,303,12,60,6,5,99,55,75,0.111,0.769,0.121,0.1851,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,4,1,1,1,2,18,12,7,0,4,9,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,4,6,3,8,12,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,5,2,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18826278001476296,0.0,0.0,0.3441521153120769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5467143947770914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24886708190499074,0.17581104428133126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571500241132104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524793541039196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023008350207814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642710028415771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18090888924621687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16676103066935793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148815503681279,0.0,0.0,0.2326402820739802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576554106448185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231942584340132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163495259060272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20305498793653015,0.14515380742037462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BlackPershing,2019/01/03,Do you ever get that feeling When your anxious and your chest is tight and you can’t take a deep breath... ugh been dealing with that lately.. it sucks ,4.596,5.354124600000002,4.026666666666667,92.91,69.66666666666666,6.0,25.0,3.1291,0.2050000000000005,118,3,25,0,2,35,26,30,0.223,0.732,0.046,-0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,4,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,4,2,2,0,1,6,8,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,3,17,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4806744544856191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43865408331942496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38487355142925894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21513688771661105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22229720154426796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.479963130476869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199101131793406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway747474747,2019/01/03,"this might end up being long but please can someone help me. I want to go and see a doctor, because I *think* I have anxiety. I've thought it for years, and for nearly two years now I've wanted to see a doctor over it, but I can't *because* of it. I'm gonna list some of the things here, and I know people here aren't doctors, but please just tell me if I'm not being an idiot, and if it's worth going over.

when someone talks to me:
° I start shaking, pretty badly
° my mind goes blank (someone said to me at work ""is _____ not in today"" and I didn't know what to say even though a simple no was all it took.)
° I can't seem to speak loudly, no matter how hard I try
° even though I'm desperate to talk to people, I'll try to end the conversation as quickly as possible without realising what I'm doing.
° after every conversation I have the ""I should have said ""_____"" instead"" or ""I used the wrong tone they will misunderstand (I'm terrified of misunderstandings lol)

also:
° I never start a conversation
° randomly I will get shaky/on edge for no reason (had to finish work early because of it before)

it's not that I don't want to talk to people, if I said everything I wanted to say when I wanted to say it, I think I'd be one of the more talkative people

is it worth going to the doctor? I nearly made an appointment the other day but backed out at the last second. going to a doctor is on my mind many times, every day.

I think it's possible I have depression too but id never bring that up to a doctor.

if you've read this please help me. please. ",1.5583318815330998,3.0596179603658555,3.980400696864113,87.38951219512198,78.23780487804878,6.636933797909408,20.25087108013937,7.447530270364453,0.5227139372822296,1193,28,262,16,28,417,152,328,0.12,0.767,0.113,-0.7577,0,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,1,2,16,5,1,1,16,1,23,6,0,4,3,47,57,23,0,10,15,0,1,0,0,5,6,8,0,0,18,6,0,0,8,1,2,7,14,5,0,3,9,11,30,0,40,40,3,40,0,1,2,0,17,11,0,9,22,172,48,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06088241005336741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05824046278609641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05854049822964137,0.06356670288934868,0.13922734342472526,0.0,0.064782381091985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819716280388592,0.0,0.06557203233414875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4675434886934745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13485999452889652,0.0,0.0,0.10056840268037086,0.0,0.12828830681860834,0.0,0.06842216975835093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039775616849583376,0.0,0.1730693625163365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681989565129111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205880842581794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367986862350194,0.06205741213110464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737406700149419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720375572014996,0.0,0.07718548931892971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076359269504049,0.15374241916351214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743476085703973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051588739952253035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21112025204243576,0.0,0.0,0.3342785233805977,0.0,0.171653871685341,0.0,0.07745320323728185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615219858847908,0.0,0.0,0.07827596069308854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172557461166036,0.18162870322243596,0.0,0.0,0.1213340509159046,0.06930734596627816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193518163459018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777267141281767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18357507987048471,0.06654237079978473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05057844970873306,0.1463461585445653,0.1495978136417516,0.0604399834782325,0.044392946035038655,0.0,0.0721638514559447,0.0,0.08458500473101889,0.10337671295328156,0.0,0.07436950722886355,0.0,0.0,0.06575325540238952,0.0,0.0,0.22452193998897746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338814206825357,0.0,0.1108494176547489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323794921289555,0.0,0.09805250388606586
anxiety,erzebetta,2019/01/03,"Phone sounds set me off So I work from home and on my phone a lot. I get onslaughts of texts sometimes from my boss so I got an iWatch to help with the anxiety of having to hold/look at a phone. That way I can quickly check when it vibrates on my wrist who it’s from and if I need to respond right away etc.... That part helped me so I don’t panic at every phone call, text or email anymore.  Something about just glancing at my wrist helped tremendously.

Now, fast forward 5 months, I can’t stand the sound of Facebook messenger. I don’t have it, my s/o of 3 years does, and his goes off a lot. I don’t dig through his phone or act crazy, but every time I hear the noise of FB messenger I get the drop in my stomach of adrenaline that accompanies my anxiety attacks and I think the worst. It has a lot to do with the fact he broke up with me twice this summer and reconciled with me. But there’s just something about it... that sound. I don’t know if it’s just me or if there are tips to getting over hearing the sound? 

Anyone else have issues with phone sounds, and for what reason?  What do you do?",1.2447509881422931,3.1501216173913065,2.339446640316204,96.9105928853755,80.65217391304348,5.5731225296442695,20.88932806324111,6.574015621080383,0.07017391304347864,852,24,199,8,22,270,124,230,0.106,0.885,0.009000000000000001,-0.9649,0,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,1,13,4,1,1,12,0,14,3,3,2,1,32,23,18,0,4,11,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,14,11,0,0,4,0,1,2,5,4,0,1,1,8,28,0,34,22,6,26,0,1,1,0,19,13,0,9,9,134,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239954774603376,0.0,0.1451922346912503,0.10236823946595923,0.15000696627008347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665543166056311,0.13755024675645394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494936242136226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811807395660482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223007506209006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327781811814635,0.0,0.0,0.2467013409899665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294682561218117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170916906466803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300131841556083,0.0,0.29439212570738305,0.0,0.14685394201401286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528064830823567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045914828571005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294147671591975,0.0,0.0,0.3733992669448265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685731553752216,0.0,0.0,0.10855581866740864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17177213764705898,0.0,0.1585399619447924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505264583277032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250271884245489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22541605093951894,0.1447961094160533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380900062004617,0.0,0.0,0.08536864807814804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620772550706834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065829796243626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427860105098687
anxiety,Daniaximehc,2019/01/03,"If you're interested in helping others with mental disorders consider joining r/mentalhelpforyou r/mentalhelpforyou is a subreddit for people seeking non-professional help. 
We are currently 14 members, but I hope we can be more. 
It's also a subreddit I made, and I feel very proud about it. ",8.957647058823529,9.782781235294117,10.243921568627453,51.897647058823566,60.17647058823529,13.858823529411767,42.49019607843137,13.023866798666859,6.508184313725492,237,13,34,9,3,83,43,51,0.0,0.7240000000000001,0.276,0.9142,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,9,7,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,3,4,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,1,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816010484719283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4035755209795585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17804928798253153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4720553511812957,0.0,0.0,0.3497480391864344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331972505608257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35486776515748125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24412504480643255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905470321478922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,abbsand,2019/01/03,"Prozac help! Hey guys! So I just started taking 10 mg of prozac and Restoril two days ago after seeing a psychiatrist. Next week I’m supposed to up the dosage to 20, then eventually to 40. This is a really huge step for me. I have had MDD, GAD, and panic disorder for almost six years and aside from being on lexapro for a few months and two therapy appointments, I haven’t tried to seek help for it. 

Anywho, I feel like a fucking crazy person now. I am experiencing depersonalization, a symptom characteristic of panic attacks that I’ve had only with intense ones in the past. My hands are numb and I feel like I’m watching my life through a movie. I have diarrhea and while I feel like I can’t breathe due to raging anxiety, I also am quite lethargic... lol. 

My boyfriend says that I am acting weird as fuck, and my boss asked me yesterday if I took any drugs before work. Is this normal? My psychiatrist was worried about starting me off at 20 due to my panic attacks. Should I call my psychiatrist? Should I take a low dose (.5 mg) of klonopin to ease the anxiety? Will this fuck up my Prozac? Hellllppppp? Any personal experiences or encouraging words would help right now. I am currently couch locked from the anxiety. 
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anxiety,alt13946,2019/01/03,"My neighbor invited me over and I'm scared I'll have nothing to say.  I think this would be a good thing for me. I've met this neighbor before, she is a really nice older lady who brings us food every now and then. She has invited me over before and we talked for about a half hour. It was really nice and I felt good afterwards. I hadn't had a healthy, positive conversation in years.

 But now I've run out of things to say. I can't really go into details about anything in my life. There's an unhealthy amount of incest in my family, my siblings and old friends are all messed up, I'm currently dealing with mental and physical health problems, and on top of everything I have these constant thoughts running through my head telling me why I should just kill myself. I'll be saying something, and right in the middle of saying it, I'll forget what I was talking about and have to try to remember while I'm blocking out suicidal thoughts. It really makes talking hard sometimes.

 I'm already in therapy. I've already cut out the toxic people in my life. I'm on the road to better days. But until then, I have no idea what to say. 
The only thing I can sometimes think about is how much I want to die. 

 What can I do? 

 The half hour that we did talk- we talked about a lot of things. Our pets, jobs, family members, favorites movies, music, etc...
 I just don't really know what else to say. ",3.0299171097904285,4.741967931654678,4.192258367219267,86.53436502971539,74.71942446043165,7.424710666249609,25.75602126994057,8.18289091462,1.583924741945574,1087,38,220,18,23,355,150,278,0.14,0.777,0.083,-0.9456,2,0,1,0,0,2,36.0,5,0,0,2,11,11,2,1,11,0,22,6,1,2,1,39,38,16,3,4,4,0,2,0,3,2,3,6,3,0,16,17,1,1,8,0,0,4,4,5,0,2,9,8,30,6,38,25,5,38,0,0,0,1,26,19,0,1,15,144,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009487667715056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492523191687432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15495128848088402,0.0,0.0,0.08052507907349309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839118043468688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05871880843660355,0.09386709859725437,0.0,0.0,0.094494061940494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605941403749235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154324571466818,0.0,0.0,0.07671236416252125,0.0,0.08182860205200118,0.0,0.17166501550420704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874209249467093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110096316713735,0.0,0.07034391495613344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05174501204346254,0.15273447542813548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156165308066132,0.0,0.09344212109520122,0.09678039379077992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17932904206999106,0.0,0.0,0.10278277589751177,0.0,0.0,0.09035167677562438,0.0,0.10073177511889136,0.0,0.050037924064228856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12862062381272965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774062554853995,0.0,0.0,0.06077564098261259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175556409517176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669311900043292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736357792002697,0.0,0.09554017942527296,0.0,0.0,0.06924655567674884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06312162837904657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712120446969396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916402916696244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031403038690074,0.0777549985756278,0.0,0.4344329602437307,0.09115552237551446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009365299093816,0.18009876768837355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959237992776693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3659070398390581,0.07958048099034037,0.0,0.10412199789166356,0.0,0.2419545505931832,0.11668052047726556,0.0,0.14456482083327055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061816016179942826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952024352981482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05370281750545913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215719098055753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646783061879299,0.0,0.0,0.0586323069630214
anxiety,Ilikeus1110,2019/01/03,"How to get better? Hi everyone,

So I’ve struggled with mental illness for almost all of my life.  

During the past six years things have gotten dramatically worse. I was diagnosed with severe social anxiety disorder, generalized anxiety disorder and moderate depression. I’ve wanted to get better since then but ive been struggling   With consistency and perseverance. All I wanna do is avoid the reality of life and how far away I am from being normal. I do this through shopping, tv, or just doing anything that doesn’t make me think about my issues. Every time I try to do therapy, I feel extremely unmotivated, sad and just can’t focus for shit.  I’m just extremely tried and sad most of the time. 

In addition, I haven’t had the best experiences with therapists.i’ve seen a couple throughout the years and honestly they barely helped me at all. They didn’t  even seem to care or take me seriously. And For some reason, exposure isn’t working as good as it should for me.  despite how many times I try to gradually face my fears I’m still the same. In regards with cognitive restructuring, I have no idea how to do it. I don’t know where to start, how to do it right or anything like that. How am I supposed to think straight and change my thoughts? 

I’m just so tired of life and the way I live it. I’m not living  guys, I’m just rotting.

I want to reduce my anxiety and depression but I don’t know where to start. I have major self esteem issues that I believe are like the core of my anxiety and depression.  And also I  suspect I have body dysmorphia as well. 

I would really appreciate any advice or thoughts.

Thanks for reading ",3.8972970085470098,6.0439090929487245,5.292948717948722,77.69649572649575,73.4551282051282,8.852991452991454,27.901709401709404,9.444778638647367,2.7293965811965823,1295,51,238,33,27,433,167,312,0.202,0.6779999999999999,0.12,-0.977,0,1,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,2,5,20,21,1,4,9,0,28,9,3,8,3,64,53,31,0,6,12,0,1,2,0,2,6,0,0,2,9,18,0,1,12,3,1,0,9,11,1,1,8,2,32,10,37,42,8,20,0,5,1,0,7,9,1,8,12,162,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09526551817886254,0.0,0.0,0.09762155670280366,0.0,0.0,0.07796224188521514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629613839348615,0.0,0.29831651166610684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604509472119044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915945050686644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983717496272023,0.10230911583557313,0.17244291250229166,0.0,0.10828875144277017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939694563480306,0.0,0.10313086376184408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787017225568392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25190244479114376,0.09894969384861052,0.0,0.0,0.22346260822744446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643908324991081,0.0,0.08213902832090535,0.09315530420893442,0.0,0.09536334475290173,0.0,0.10970268419256353,0.04929357235176703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018683806781838,0.0,0.0,0.0817694874856919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965298381240983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534509312325065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005367169314358,0.0,0.20350722036861751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715525474155646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20657894937817328,0.09525679771873163,0.0,0.1721698612498642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06507493479559477,0.098838955012397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982463903973398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955189178520144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930646681434582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751578692830623,0.0,0.0624542091447415,0.1002353450857622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325541912076485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875069278481047,0.10170271097114404,0.11013527829334473,0.10007147318054364,0.08064424316992687,0.0,0.0,0.0993781711763058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13800700514215558,0.0,0.07785516469396328,0.0,0.0,0.2038341864638421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329989978678221,0.0,0.0,0.08975514592723714,0.11148763080138543,0.0,0.06476762872749216,0.12493454843440327,0.0,0.1547913956539487,0.1705405679775431,0.11204972967415427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985667196854772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500355375954935,0.077382551859913,0.0,0.0,0.08765468302166446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097344786827127,0.0,0.09935003235697501,0.06925367614095906,0.0,0.0,0.12555996089372373
anxiety,lavalamp360,2019/01/03,"Does it ever get better? I don't want to be a downer to anyone in this sub but I want to ask this to some other people. Does the pain ever go away? Were you ever able to say that you ""conquered"" it and can live normally without it coming out and consuming you? I have been struggling with anxiety and obsessive thought all my life but it has become particularly bad now that I am older now (25). I catastrophize on a daily basis about work, my career, and my life. I really struggle to hold it together sometimes. I've been seeing a physchiatrist and a therapist for the past 2 years and while i definitely believe they help and I have improved, i still get these waves of intense catastrophe and fear and it affects my ability to function. I know there is no ""cure"" for this kind of thing but I worry that I'll never be able to escape it. No matter how many therapy sessions I do, despite all the techniques I've learned, I can never fully overcome the feeling of being a failure, that my life has been ruined beyond repair, that i am trapped. I just want to be happy and live a normal life. I want to feel good about myself and successful learn to cope with intrusive thought to the point where it doesn't consume me anymore. Do you every reach a point where you've fully defeated it?",4.172412280701753,5.651142210317463,5.3627903091060976,80.23718045112784,71.34126984126985,8.003675856307437,28.34252297410192,8.532816995589336,2.177203174603175,1015,38,187,17,19,337,140,252,0.221,0.648,0.13,-0.9829,0,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,4,1,5,14,13,0,4,12,0,21,5,0,2,7,45,36,16,0,6,5,0,2,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,20,15,0,1,7,0,0,2,7,8,0,0,6,4,28,5,27,26,3,23,0,2,1,0,8,9,0,1,12,141,48,6,0.2275659716188017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704367270646404,0.0,0.112842147522582,0.07955970926412702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637173215774696,0.0,0.10690286067478448,0.0,0.09500404043235736,0.0,0.12566436835129907,0.0,0.12819446104489796,0.0,0.10063180447215088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980139672407002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19914451530363425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30876967459043275,0.09586707296435816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803749258862074,0.11506419284285566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889382773171835,0.0,0.06466549296541946,0.0954357700997283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112410418013113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626633694563774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184874703228922,0.06253215331869627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214731513593586,0.0,0.0,0.20094492214127305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535808866493218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17551290630956828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22296633535571064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107311919818725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861873476828032,0.07888279574623756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21512339900217212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07289229428936862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048479723028224,0.0,0.0,0.09067030815725872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253428238891107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086723944686216,0.0,0.0,0.2379013634056628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301207605585909,0.13211081634757948,0.07559235987902067,0.0,0.0,0.18066196209963112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26844861218357496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968273796494507,0.0,0.08283536881806437,0.115552145247013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327251233952686
anxiety,boston1993xo,2019/01/03,"Lexapro or Prozac Hey everyone! I’ve been on lexapro 5mg for about a week now & I’m still having some undesirable side effects (slight headache, nausea, dizzy, increased anxiety). My doctor said I can keep trying the lexapro for 2 more weeks and see if the symptoms subside or I can go on a low dose of Prozac. What experiences do you all have with lexapro or Prozac and which one did you find more beneficial?

I’ve read that Prozac is less stimulating than lexapro and I’ve also read that lexapro is less stimulating than lexapro 😂",6.8797058823529404,7.188729323529412,6.079215686274508,81.75647058823529,64.58823529411765,9.545098039215684,35.627450980392155,9.2995712137729,2.9542627450980383,429,19,86,7,6,130,69,102,0.068,0.826,0.106,0.5992,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,1,4,1,0,0,4,0,9,7,0,3,1,15,14,8,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,3,2,5,0,9,11,7,10,0,1,1,0,4,4,0,5,4,48,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18839370350004025,0.0,0.2552514583619451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18021849772719545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24112670448131895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22510733832453092,0.0,0.2304430101253585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21531638083155252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13388587170852428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093948424295476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596354968534607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4712886598667294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240910775471052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18772722033073824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881349542884665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24485842323643894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599437488747384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37793706011545625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AffectionatePeanut4,2019/01/03,"Social anxiety and quitting my job I keep getting double booked at my current jobs, and cant get anyone to cover because of my social anxiety, so I am going to quit one but I also cant bring myself to tell my boss, or call to let them know because i have bad phone anxiety. Has anyone ever just stopped showing up to work? What happened when you did? Can I still put that job on a resume, obviously not as a reference but as a job I have worked? (I'm just a cashier)

I know its not ideal, and actually pretty rude, but I keep having anxiety attacks over quitting so I figure this is easiest.",3.3701666666666696,4.617576350000004,5.540000000000003,79.09166666666668,73.0,8.0,29.16666666666667,8.515128840125781,2.299916666666668,462,19,88,8,9,162,79,120,0.204,0.733,0.063,-0.9428,5,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,6,8,4,2,0,4,0,11,0,0,1,2,22,21,13,0,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,4,2,0,3,4,3,0,1,1,0,16,1,12,19,1,12,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,5,66,20,8,0.0,0.0,0.12325962790999932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010094781757674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3865049855669057,0.0,0.0,0.17663675787519392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436950300640866,0.0,0.0,0.10546296512537648,0.1539939181645676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897588764769058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142539667257274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13198276147655422,0.0,0.07178446935931111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169487097180447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5013698454733753,0.22453896678665936,0.0,0.0,0.13883254385080304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915978704563422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559043076242717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850193734416365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697570394745586,0.0,0.40303637143942495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25751279003392497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087074677257353,0.10560020609263067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039986993243077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18390930686842266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ala91Ska,2019/01/03,"I had a doctor get mad at me The other day I went to the hospital because I had a serious panic attack while I was driving. This is the worst one I've had so far. 

The ER doctor asked me if I've ever had panic attacks before so I said yes. He asked me if I'm seeing any professional help for it, and, of course, I said no.

He then asked me when my first attack was. I told him about 10 years ago, and it happens every so often, but not all of the time. His response was ""You mean to tell me that you've gone 10 years and haven't seen anyone for your anxiety?"" 

I looked at him and was like ""nope."" I now have to contact my PCP and get an appointment for anxiety. Needless to say I am under strict orders from a doctor to get checked out. 

It also doesn't help that I have ADHD (also not being treated) and anxiety is one of the major symptoms.",1.96095770151636,3.105127988826819,4.162909018355947,87.98934357541903,76.37430167597766,6.678531524341581,22.282920989624905,7.1686216300943375,0.6571848363926578,646,17,142,7,14,224,102,179,0.124,0.816,0.06,-0.736,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,0,1,10,10,4,2,10,1,16,4,0,0,2,16,33,17,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,7,7,0,0,1,0,1,3,6,8,1,3,14,6,23,2,17,18,3,20,0,0,3,0,18,5,0,3,12,102,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14497078945322978,0.0,0.10692898274869707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19293150430272135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203082287287529,0.0,0.27683907601782165,0.0,0.0,0.0843455387243857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383112307803507,0.4116935184465679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353339216657742,0.0,0.10264510082167437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777947453189112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3704020115231347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911446168739793,0.10163385449618136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260567284081984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18906863870776608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667048216005144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16170811421292638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0589324935845007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129670236855046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139868884601946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634806045842394,0.0,0.0,0.28306071420713114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294887137349129,0.09592781370552564,0.0,0.0,0.09612448384446674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537813912710866,0.0,0.0,0.10543373436612068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033885363163131,0.0,0.0,0.11526472648945013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182288244819416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15536028434817847
anxiety,jimmyb27772,2019/01/03,"Needs some answers if anyone can help First off I'm looking for help with supplements or really any ideas besides actual prescriptions, any help is really appreciated. 
I've had anxiety as long as I can remember, just varies how bad it would get throughout my life. Went to therapists and had meds on and off and never had any I thought really worked besides ones I was too out of it on, I did have some luck with supplements but havent tried for awhile and am hoping someone could point me in the direction of some that actually work. I have really bad social anxiety and general anxiety and am a father of a 2 year old and his Mom (my gf) has a traumatic brain injury that brings along alot of problems with it without going into it, some add alot of stress and anxiety to my own life (not being a crybaby or over dramatic). Since having my son my anxiety has gotten worse than ever and my social anxiety is to the point I won't look almost anyone in the face for more than a second to speak to them and the dreadful thoughts alot of people with anxiety will have sometimes are alot more common now. So if anyone knows of any supplements or anything that works for them please respond and I really appreciate it. ",11.094358974358975,7.434965017094019,10.83803418803419,63.668076923076924,59.08547008547009,15.015384615384615,40.95726495726496,13.023866798666859,5.185362393162394,970,35,176,27,9,323,133,234,0.172,0.7490000000000001,0.079,-0.9755,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,4,6,7,0,2,13,0,24,4,2,1,2,53,37,21,0,7,9,3,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,8,19,0,0,6,0,0,3,5,5,0,3,9,3,17,2,35,23,11,22,0,0,2,0,14,11,0,16,8,132,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.1871935022215289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604250052459394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260895118721338,0.0,0.5136095266025137,0.0,0.0,0.2011927215445824,0.0,0.07892780397205215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16016583962837547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707005490244416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765783158605105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675833497447986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158311187117241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05011031546295256,0.0,0.05450927628264147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19286435350572112,0.0,0.0,0.09526274026804284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827352255302304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052710994156034426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549165112117406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487953220774096,0.16108466467219698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653715038485127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233154478175772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111789330732426,0.07397362227110618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10064402018132873,0.0,0.06499278296851105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06649364150951767,0.0,0.0,0.1052831080058232,0.18133660246495045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177529614885893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072199735970133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865014998448756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933979982036837,0.0,0.0,0.19554140252835,0.08126633841543371,0.0,0.09485990145140087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986742903088148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113617890776224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15228760122681012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06511828235375677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891183572940439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245621417229348,0.0,0.2094762970705091,0.0,0.09774301759817317,0.0681334784216476,0.0,0.0,0.06176449657894629
anxiety,leafthetrees,2019/01/03,"Waiting for a reply... Just trying to keep myself calm while waiting from a reply from my partner, we’ve been apart for a few weeks to visit our families and I’m gradually getting less able to cope when she doesn’t reply for hours. 

She isn’t often on her phone, and might be on a long motorbike ride, or at the local pub with her Dad. The idea of being on a ride kinda scares me though, since my anxious brain wonders if anything may have happened to her.

Anyway, I guess I just needed to let it out and I hope this is an ok place to put these ramblings. Maybe someone is dealing with a similar situation right now, or hopefully someone can offer tips to just shut my brain up. It’s 2am. 

If relevant, I have GAD and only recently started to regularly lose sleep over worrying about stuff. ",5.922222222222223,5.760354923566883,6.7712951167728255,77.58621372965324,66.64331210191082,9.52554847841472,32.09412597310686,9.150863307647796,2.6748958244869057,621,23,120,10,9,207,111,157,0.06,0.873,0.066,0.2247,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,1,9,6,0,1,9,1,13,3,3,0,0,27,25,11,0,5,7,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,3,2,1,0,4,2,2,0,0,1,0,15,4,24,19,2,24,0,1,0,0,12,12,0,12,8,85,20,0,0.15393738589584627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17390542952745824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667735227695842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436900656197884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15870268549068556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511846734610115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042593059928145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16957938561861646,0.0,0.13612632196167282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057891161415394,0.15159731678236918,0.0,0.0,0.1737765713534002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13682662157986622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574114066554891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13622974239079005,0.0,0.1722165591590991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15465079472333298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633032399121171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414262110823582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707631865806667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16083180435872127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15474959061660645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519945974275392,0.0,0.0,0.13146168645546594,0.0,0.0,0.15411817787583745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733859635809716,0.17303207147056718,0.15404855763493816,0.0,0.2608612950477039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895767404845697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17622147765384358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15124270005987067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451338030788512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347928560566987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16693852847480045,0.0,0.15633088767576242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lee_shewan,2019/01/03,"Kinda funny story that happened to me the other day. So at the time I didn’t find it funny because of how awkward and anxious I felt but now that I look back at it, I think it’s a quite funny. Still awkward but funny as well.

So basically I live in a residential home and I was visiting some of my family for a week so I was staying at my aunties house. I went to my cousins bed (he gave me his bed and slept in his sisters bed which is in the same room) at around 22:30 as I was extremely tired because it was a long drive down and for once, I got to sleep pretty fast. 

I stayed asleep until around 04:20ish, that’s when I woke up and started having a panic attack. I’m not exactly sure why it started, but it did. Anyways, when I have panic attacks, I shake like crazy and it doesn’t calm down until I start reducing my heart rate. 

The problem with me shaking was that I wasn’t sure if my cousin was still awake or not, and since I was shaking so much, it sounded a lot like I was masturbating which made me even more anxious because if he was awake, he would’ve been thinking like wtf is he doing in my bed. I couldn’t even try to slow my breathing because if I started deep breathing, it would’ve made it sound even worse so I just lay there shaking and I couldn’t think of what to do other than grab my phone and sit up so if he looked over, it wouldn’t look too bad but I still couldn’t stop shaking so I decided to go downstairs and get some water. 

When I got downstairs, the shaking calmed but it was still there. After I finished filling my glass, I went back up and got back into bed and went on my phone. Then I started thinking about what just happened, and that got the shakes going again so basically the whole cycle repeated itself until I put my headphones in and listened to some music which finally calmed me down.

I managed to go to sleep by 5:30 and when I woke up in the morning, my cousin didn’t say anything so hopefully he was asleep.

Sorry for such a long post, and thanks for reading it if you did. 

TL;DR

Basically I had a panic attack in my cousins bed and didn’t know if he was awake or not and I had extreme shakes so it sounded like I was masturbating which made everything worse. In the morning he didn’t say anything so hopefully he was asleep.",3.2603937728937744,4.463081980769236,4.248788766788767,88.41684615384617,73.2094017094017,6.801562881562883,26.832967032967034,7.110495986334442,1.1614079853479855,1789,63,379,17,35,580,189,468,0.165,0.7290000000000001,0.106,-0.9789,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,0,1,39,31,3,13,17,0,35,11,9,4,3,69,74,53,0,13,18,5,2,4,0,1,1,6,8,0,28,22,1,1,8,1,0,18,13,18,1,0,39,11,55,13,50,31,8,82,0,0,3,0,24,26,0,15,38,264,83,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693451942270899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12335555527970385,0.13344345955650838,0.0,0.255800636818994,0.0,0.17289665047202776,0.0625804377225363,0.18275622715311307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04833679546094597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148512059963593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06736056990177422,0.0,0.07065654909521643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196411985638411,0.08210447919017445,0.06850329068567765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0391584807767009,0.0,0.12778808680881892,0.0,0.23977866715640803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13255674934737496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881656273601103,0.0,0.0,0.07518134354434387,0.14888528036826731,0.0,0.08648267701225769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04119076945156891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14646788169149258,0.0,0.0661825598600481,0.1326574578341858,0.18881833071828374,0.0,0.0,0.06372013394711702,0.0,0.21275958908767695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05509715417147703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981970998978914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638143705510663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07178174710539735,0.07625148295073586,0.0,0.07171739265297722,0.0,0.07534583466065428,0.0,0.07971895635843128,0.07497066395745165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920710302711272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06199972994363055,0.0,0.15000901917770587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839008156094485,0.26525132832834536,0.15977426804275832,0.23942188535747305,0.06266187483929117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127969478521693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900424121798973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19210071194396106,0.0,0.0,0.043704170082591434,0.08614443768064284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05088638904392005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06012067495745685,0.0,0.0673893939854636,0.20843926313765385,0.06763106135507932,0.08367942411116094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276168351023514,0.10648520091622074,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,odutchie,2019/01/03,"Ways to calm chronic severe anxiety attacks? Lately I’ve been getting regular anxiety attacks around the same time every day on and off... also when the attack is over, I still have that knot in my stomach that won’t fully go away and it’s making me have no appetite and nauseous all the time.

Last night I got high with a guy I’m seeing and immediately felt like I had to puke... I also had to ask him to leave because i was feeling so shit. 

Then I got anxiety about asking him to leave etc hahaha it’s a vicious cycle and at this point, my heart literally feels sore as f€*¥. 

I can’t breathe properly and I’m out of Zoloft for another 10 days... any advice to calm down?",2.4307420924574217,4.268641021897814,4.366149635036496,84.0937986618005,76.73722627737226,7.194403892944036,25.2852798053528,8.07648339933343,1.5737206812652071,528,19,106,9,12,180,98,137,0.213,0.7040000000000001,0.083,-0.943,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,7,8,5,0,5,0,9,7,4,1,1,15,22,12,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,5,9,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,7,4,12,3,20,14,3,23,0,0,1,0,5,11,1,0,11,67,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270452612585354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172022482607395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923502836877828,0.1424006492498188,0.3116653754129697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208929210064038,0.2539138098187509,0.4634844792412033,0.12759081799196198,0.0,0.0,0.0827838779288157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17516261688009668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15145556525626225,0.0,0.0,0.11441937269787868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373315399956149,0.0,0.13039159335357475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095114498682217,0.0,0.07717962916269705,0.0,0.21722715795812586,0.0,0.0,0.13446571928798975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609264888453831,0.0,0.14348268362894592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069707510185606,0.1531910137519744,0.2875902504473769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634618927803906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064915144330067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744134575182464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12837715602110433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821692433995504,0.0,0.0,0.15341804878672444,0.13939920425569735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084519659858952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15837493419324264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779361799826462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,culture-d,2019/01/03,"Does anyone have anxiety at night from a constant fear of home invasion/burglary? Hello all, long time lurker, first time poster.

I've always had intense anxiety at night time stemming from a fear of someone coming in to my house. It's always been ""manageable"" up until SOMEONE ACTUALLY DID BREAK IN. 

Luckily for me my phobia actually woke me up the second he opened the gate (I think my brain had prepared me for it), which meant I was able to call the police in time for him to be arrested. It was a very traumatic experience because of my existing fear, the fact the police required that I keep talking to them which made me feel like I would be heard by him (he knew I was there - I heard him react to the sounds I was making), and worse of all I heard him slowly come up the stairs (where I was) and try and open my bedroom door while I was holding it shut.

Ever since then, like clockwork at midnight, if I'm not asleep, I will lie in bed listening for any noise. If I hear anything, my brain will actually convince me it's someone breaking in, even if it's just my dog farting, and I become paralyzed by fear. Sometimes, my brain even tricks me into actually hearing the creaking stairs that I heard when the guy came up the stairs, even though I live in a different house that doesnt creak. My mind is actually making up sounds. Occasionally I will sometimes get sleep paralysis where I'll wake up but not be able to move and am already in a state of fear/anxiety.

Am I going insane? Does anyone else have this anxiety? Do you have any tips or advice to cope? Financially, I am not in a place where I can afford a therapist. Does it sound like I need to see one?",5.534787234042554,5.7948779422492445,6.283858662613982,79.30967857142858,67.44984802431611,9.376352583586627,30.735714285714288,9.255337874911486,2.506777386018237,1309,47,259,23,20,431,169,329,0.087,0.872,0.041,-0.9063,2,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,1,1,2,11,9,1,4,17,0,27,6,6,4,4,38,51,15,0,5,9,0,1,3,0,4,0,10,5,1,13,11,0,3,4,0,0,5,4,5,0,3,19,12,41,4,40,25,2,50,0,0,1,0,19,28,0,4,17,169,54,2,0.15495114797722614,0.0,0.37802492113489394,0.0,0.0,0.07570823423307567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549622244862569,0.0,0.12893176799471226,0.0,0.0,0.10537209412578624,0.0,0.2370744081652707,0.0,0.0,0.1083454454593184,0.07938288119108296,0.06375579604590338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04722839080117932,0.08556568452371381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259465089845946,0.07911122333084034,0.08861141691456066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334766936700824,0.0,0.08372357177978647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094548498275153,0.0,0.0,0.20339819068834533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06472090061896972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15351565778981496,0.07008109223301992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578597775794342,0.0,0.4359078011444925,0.03917397808917477,0.055348565537816835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06590068365629898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04047778972265779,0.0,0.04403115412303202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07671299894111773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746412052767465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771431768276159,0.0,0.0,0.17879282062635854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886384994867535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355195602530052,0.0,0.06841235125026059,0.06856344496578949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733092613890355,0.1034310944901815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822824392500329,0.0,0.0,0.08234427406745512,0.0,0.05744715642312316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541115569799434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05249945401829879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094548498275153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06173800167254581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06408859541387146,0.0,0.07753152592158462,0.0,0.19693440726843425,0.0,0.15325064744007122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062271931649464124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995511283012328,0.0,0.049643219485337384,0.0761193580788376,0.0,0.18070652093928855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05260082910802568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06392546243910263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895422881785577,0.05503642487869892,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Daniaxime,2019/01/03,"If you want to help others with mental health issues or need help yourself, please visit r/MentalHealthForYou r/MentalHealthForYou is a subreddit where you seek non-professional help. It's a SFW subreddit. I myself made it because i have anxiety and depression, and I wanted to help others with problems similar to mine. 

Please join if you're interested! ",7.0618032786885285,9.7273991147541,7.54504918032787,62.69790163934428,66.04918032786885,10.781639344262297,31.872131147540983,10.793553405168565,4.3197580327868845,290,12,42,9,5,95,42,61,0.117,0.565,0.317,0.8955,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,12,6,5,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,1,5,5,0,2,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,3,0,26,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16816586440047704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400355145524007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18933533441290912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23366416945663085,0.0,0.0,0.5893774505757392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294406530425729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20800415203742148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22153234593849644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162997782713168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4826046544416637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21034326362093944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593174869079648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,canipetyourdog5,2019/01/03,"Extreme anxiety from feeling ""stuck"" Super condensed version: I graduated college, got a job offer in an industry I'm not in love with that I took. Now I feel incredibly stuck in a job that's a terrible fit because I need the money and benefits. The job offers no structure or feedback and I honestly feel like I am not qualified to do the job with the education I got. Now I dread going to work and have daily anxiety attacks. I live with my boyfriend who is incredibly supportive but I feel like I'm really not fun to be around anymore with how stressed and anxious I am. I literally have no one else to go to. 

I don't know what to do. I go to work, come home, and worry about having to go to work the next day. I'm looking into finding a therapist but I honestly have no idea where to go from here. I just need support or advice or something. I just can't keep it in anymore. 

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anxiety,WelshDynamite,2019/01/03,"Is it my anxiety or just me? (34/F) I've most likely had anxiety my whole life, now that I look back on it. But lately I feel that people are just ignoring me and speaking over me whenever I'm talking. Also I'm pretty sure I've been rejected by somebody who I thought I had a connection with and I'm pretty upset by it. 

So basically the question is this: Am I creating these situations or am I just making a mountain out of a mole hill? ",2.5991459627329188,3.7417854673913062,5.56832298136646,78.54934782608694,74.76086956521739,9.170186335403725,29.447204968944106,9.606745405546679,2.8420509316770195,341,15,70,9,7,125,61,92,0.135,0.745,0.119,-0.1179,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,4,0,8,1,0,1,1,17,15,7,0,0,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,8,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,3,11,2,7,11,2,6,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,4,4,52,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19095592904393965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3653390747678824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18361058992798496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073664990528453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26935938818713234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686605987956286,0.11665807618072473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20051889378857807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15939055023151102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16554315044943024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4858594910628438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674933593713633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684038538912377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22505162506218834,0.0,0.0,0.19192598702567812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18956827080875224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665944374966951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,getafterit34,2019/01/03,"Diagnosed/bridge burned for the better Got diagnosed with anxiety this week. I’m struggling primarily with a disconnect between my mind and heart- like, I’ll know something is true intellectually, but I’ll feel something that isn’t really true and it will be very hard to get rid of it. Which I guess most people on here experience!
Like, for example, I lost a friend a couple months back. I have no problem losing them, they didn’t really add any value to my life if I’m being blunt. I analyzed the situation, talked to others, and I know it wasn’t my fault. They have a lot of immaturity to work through, coming from a small town and sheltered family in early college. Basically just a completely irrational person. I know this to be true, and I know the friendship didn’t fold because of something I did. But, I still have constant worry that they could do something to harm me in the future, or I really DID do something wrong, you name it. Even though I know others who went through the same thing as me with them... it’s just a false fear that I can’t exactly place and just want to be gone. Every time I see them, I’m reminded of the fact that they ask and could play a negative role in my future... even though we aren’t in the same field, and they have burned far more bridges than me. So, it should be ridiculous to believe that they could actually hurt me. But the irrational worry is still there. Anyone have experience with this?",5.565161290322578,6.315536860215057,6.103745519713261,78.90895161290327,67.49462365591397,9.640860215053763,29.120071684587806,9.725611199111238,2.533983512544802,1140,38,223,24,18,370,148,279,0.201,0.6890000000000001,0.109,-0.9856,1,0,5,0,0,0,38.0,1,1,9,4,13,18,1,2,16,0,27,3,1,0,5,47,46,17,0,7,8,0,2,2,1,2,2,0,0,1,19,15,0,0,6,1,0,3,8,10,0,0,9,3,32,8,29,27,5,22,0,3,1,0,18,9,0,5,12,156,51,2,0.0,0.0,0.10465420558353694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729292712256975,0.0,0.08204099936135599,0.0,0.0,0.07498716281124009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025821451088628,0.0,0.0,0.0824636472328652,0.0,0.06537465447314406,0.0,0.0,0.12082672260602832,0.0,0.09484817850314267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238079660213026,0.1124427904634005,0.11589214630248085,0.0,0.2568756730184789,0.11866291521996758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884991547402227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166666721684382,0.0,0.09035729108498317,0.0,0.0,0.20980948221133194,0.10109964635009877,0.1206787756200984,0.05422554608518161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285607762371626,0.0,0.05603031295508923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577243993031389,0.0,0.1181408281650362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606912926276727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270840877119768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480640636286615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29469117001668044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574926983580638,0.1047875337125722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997806719589475,0.11706897073838418,0.09117460575031956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082853836406854,0.0,0.08560075460524598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434915363995727,0.09364090520248533,0.11204665291658243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261756521106476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20610883536849312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545920067859455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205462099539556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4128065062037479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712896274165276,0.0,0.0,0.11211421230494724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619827916849764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07124782945995314,0.0,0.2107324280461097,0.0,0.06253455901759715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848713555762157,0.0632550067567233,0.0,0.08602428301921743,0.0,0.0,0.09941581758776023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807455991911323,0.2178220008336,0.0,0.0,0.11725395389279075,0.0,0.0
anxiety,8-ball,2019/01/03,"Work Anxiety I want to start off by saying that I hope this doesn’t sound like I am moaning, but if it does please tell me. I have suffered from mild anxiety my whole life, but recent events at work have caused it to become debilitating at times.

So up until my manager and one other colleague resigned I quite enjoyed my software developer job. I’d be assigned tasks and id thrive on solving problems and learning along the way and just working on jobs that I was given. My opinion was valued and my manager would consult me before making decisions. I felt like I was quite smart and good at my job.

So my manager left at the beginning of December, and my other colleague left at the end of October. I was promoted to fill my managers role with a nice pay rise, to lead the team etc..., all positive stuff in theory. However I have found there is no real direction for my team from upper management or the business anymore. I wake up feeling sick and anxious. I feel sick and anxious when I have to make decisions. When someone asks me to do some work I feel scared and like I just don’t want to anymore. I feel like everything (even small things) become overwhelming. I am a 29 year old man and I sometimes feel like crying at work. I feel that I’m not adequate for the role. I'd much rather be typing out this post.

I'm certain that I want to leave my job for something else with less responsibilities, so I can just focus solving problems one task at a time as I used too while learning along the way. However, I have been thinking recently, do I hate my job or do I just not want to work anymore. I've also started to think ""Am I just lazy?"". I can’t answer this but I’m certain my anxiety is caused by my job situation.

I have been receiving therapy (CBT over the phone) over the last couple of months but I’m not sure this helps. The past couple of months have been really dark for me, I’ve even started looking into spiritual things, horoscopes and numerology for re-assurance that things are going to be OK. I even pray for guidance before bed. Anxiety has changed me...

Again I apologise if it sounds like I am moaning, the past couple of months have been really dark for me and I felt like I need to write this out somewhere. Has anyone else experienced something like this?

Thanks for taking the time to read the post",4.6692763157894746,5.80992698026316,5.571447368421056,80.49888157894738,69.76754385964911,8.857894736842105,30.258771929824558,9.188382445141503,2.565845614035088,1837,73,355,36,32,603,215,456,0.119,0.6920000000000001,0.189,0.9895,8,0,2,0,0,0,50.0,0,0,0,12,18,25,1,2,16,1,36,4,1,6,4,76,71,30,0,12,17,0,8,8,0,1,3,3,1,1,20,20,0,0,16,3,1,5,7,7,0,2,12,13,53,18,54,55,6,55,1,3,1,0,13,22,0,7,32,231,73,28,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052498133400915865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20088006253336246,0.14832555842875245,0.19531348700534415,0.045902128423537684,0.06726343117822553,0.0,0.0,0.06137137698592154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14500460164262938,0.11172205836184344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487575001568555,0.06944615383806353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21791251339576745,0.07211049202360535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057448406994319384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967981457105022,0.0,0.05814403517386056,0.0,0.07321410835112045,0.13007829556689296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058999572986768486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19915952706497436,0.09379690867871003,0.12606343289810726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197889155034552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03730888146933485,0.05506185248583078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06481313170891033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04400201088278666,0.0,0.0,0.06520259536515373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3908689784297738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05351132285529737,0.0,0.06951102695154851,0.14265199779150664,0.0,0.046368639399585417,0.2565756937233684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05512721017997081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876401838978648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15719717950654746,0.0,0.04825832937048345,0.0486766516215281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888581312422037,0.0,0.08896863805570525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533557899221387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206103740847702,0.0,0.0,0.12574396070693275,0.0,0.0,0.1256312275392021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396479985533612,0.06566507923662411,0.0747210155186663,0.0841107008686758,0.0,0.1296376059266945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05220537909525702,0.06572441372178675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379033160923643,0.0,0.0,0.05562275623816711,0.10107701932681233,0.06492687228302342,0.0,0.13939652050182522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751504687092569,0.0,0.0,0.06187181667393546,0.0,0.049358610325058096,0.0,0.057378646081818335,0.06043922686631144,0.07507342494050495,0.0,0.1308394755246907,0.0841282963585006,0.0,0.0,0.1148384303921728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05669820183914043,0.0,0.0,0.1548819469747233,0.10421556466850164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732928818377939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867521593027497,0.0,0.0,0.04663396845237938,0.0,0.0,0.0422747179751288
anxiety,Wanjis,2019/01/03,"Im in school now, anxietys bad! we have laptops so im on reddit, tips to get through the day?",-2.005714285714284,-0.14806204761904596,1.187619047619048,99.01571428571432,98.04761904761904,4.704761904761905,21.285714285714285,6.42735559955562,0.2668285714285723,71,3,18,1,3,25,19,21,0.174,0.826,0.0,-0.5848,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,9,1,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27635798823390595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016316369889248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23297866349748275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18874007738718854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7804316826907788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36560789392727056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kerusian,2019/01/03,"Lower your Expectations What do you expect from yourself ? What do people expect from you ? What does society expects from you?

Don’t we live our lives with this need - some kind of fabricated subsconcious need that we must archieve certain expectations ?

What  if we do not have expectations ?  Would our lives be better ? Would we  end as bums on the streets ? Would  be more serene and at peace?

If  you go to a party and you are sure the  event will be amazing. Most of  the time you are going to be  disappointed. You have raised the bar too  high, way too high. What if  instead of that you were to santo yourself.  Whatever happens Im going to  try to enjoy myself. And you do enjoy the  moment.

See the difference ? Lowering  your  expectations does not mean that you are not doing your best. It  does not  mean you are doing nothing. Lowering your expectations may  seem  counter-intuitive but its not.  When you lowering your  expectations. You tend to exceed  them and by always exceeding them you  end up doing much better and be  much happier. Every time you aim to high  and fall flat you are giving  your mind a negative nudge. [https://path2inspiration.com/blogs/news/lower-your-f-expectations-1](https://path2inspiration.com/blogs/news/lower-your-f-expectations-1)",5.8731884057971016,9.542221690821258,5.196687922705312,72.5525391304348,76.05314009661835,7.176734299516909,23.25584541062802,8.238735603445708,1.825406338164252,1018,31,158,20,25,308,109,207,0.061,0.802,0.13699999999999998,0.9364,6,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,6,22,2,3,4,10,0,0,8,0,27,1,0,0,3,44,39,12,0,18,9,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,11,11,1,0,3,1,0,4,7,1,0,0,1,1,31,9,19,27,6,19,0,1,1,0,31,7,0,7,7,122,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605874461253233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376369420693338,0.22545988036081915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317084924601835,0.0,0.0,0.3346290382328596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257873175506321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739238411981214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227333761660206,0.21731908292708246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271438489827447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4040123742552275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13768102711101354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273224614912052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33765432068961404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776873618607388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870046650208158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18739873669680976,0.18902318293024864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230339946493855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836622668529959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157085494313817,0.11603678160409912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013159627655758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14864844446176564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653845344002961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117354567482742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716364269899475,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,moonbreaker618,2019/01/03,"Are symptoms from increasing my medication an acceptable reason to miss work? I've only been on the increased dose for a few days, but yesterday I was so dizzy at the end of the day I had my husband pick me up from work. Now this morning I can't tell whether I'm just anxious about it or whether I'm actually still dizzy. Idk. I'm nervous about driving, and doing poorly at work due to my head being so fuzzy and the tinitus.

Also, I have increased the dose before, years ago, and had similar side effects during the first few weeks then too, so I'm not worried about it. I'm just worried about handling this adjustment period at work instead of school. Especially since we just had off for new year's and Xmas, it feels silly to ask for a sick day...",6.565200000000001,5.86621868666667,6.983833333333332,78.38775000000003,65.46666666666667,9.9,34.75,9.188382445141503,2.9238,593,24,118,9,8,194,96,150,0.123,0.7959999999999999,0.081,-0.8185,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,6,15,4,0,1,9,0,10,6,1,3,0,19,18,13,0,0,8,1,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,5,0,1,4,2,2,0,1,5,1,9,2,20,12,5,27,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,1,16,77,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.1661566041388646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15093194308178634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13616292831728347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923539092877816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917721000574145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448851762786451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294255244192635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080654454883655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609240827782486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448295230627518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17474366711573272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715266814854984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644454971442608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949617294924906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17506343811745997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17231988884125846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408471079899863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597591543047718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17697321784970999,0.0,0.0,0.14882137644240714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657838841979858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4958273267075229,0.34583000046141793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21929348799210507
anxiety,Litanya_,2019/01/03,"I have issues going to work. Is it anxiety or laziness? I have been in the same ongoing cycle ever since I started working in my first job at 15. I'm now 31. It always starts with me somehow getting an amazing job. I swear to myself I am going to succeed at the job and never miss a day, never take time off unless I'm really unwell, never be late etc. Usually the first few weeks to months I'm pretty good. Then it starts getting harder and harder to get up in the morning. Then one morning I can't get up at all. Then later down the track it becomes two mornings I can't get up at all... followed by a whole week. 

Meanwhile my boss, who is usually always very understanding in the beginning, starts becoming less and less empathetic. Oh, I'll be honest, I've lied to them. I tell them I'm sick with the flu, food poisoning, migraines, car trouble, sick cat, sick boyfriend, period pain... they know I'm lying and I know they know. With my last job I tried to be honest about my anxiety from the start. I asked for amended working arrangements, but I was denied. That was the start of everything going down hill.

Then I get pulled in to meetings with confused and frustrated managers who usually say things like ""You produce good work and work so hard when you're here... you're just never here"" and ""You have so much potential"". I apologies, I beat myself up, kick myself hard and swear to myself again that I'll change everything.

I always... ALWAYS... end up getting fired. Then I beat myself up more. What's wrong with me? Why can't I just GO to work!? It's so easy for everyone else. Even people with anxiety and depression seem to just be able to go to work every day, or at least most days. They're ambitious and successful. They make money and pay their bills. Meanwhile my amazing boyfriend has to support me while I feel like I use him because I'm just a piece of shit that can't go to work for no good reason? I convince myself I don't care and even say it out loud. But I do. I care so much.

What does it feel like on the days I can't go? I feel tired. Beyond exhaustion tired. I feel sad and stressed for no good reason. I feel irritable and worried. I feel like everyone hates me and I'm failing in every area of my life. I feel like I'm just a lazy loser. Those are the days my boyfriend cheers me up and we usually end up having a great day. He's always pissed off with me for having the day off though.
 Sometimes I just think I have so much other stuff in my life to do that I can justify having the day off to do everything else so I feel less overwhelmed. Those are the days I usually end up sleeping all day.

I've tried googling it to see if any one else with anxiety feels this way. Nothing seems to come up.

After I loose another job I'm back in the same position. I have no references, no job prospects, my resume is full of short term jobs. I have no skills and never finished school because study and school makes me more anxious than work. 

I don't know how I always land on my feet with a well paying job. But this time, I think my luck has run out. It's January and I have no job after being fired just before Christmas. I have no references. I have so much debt and bills. I have no idea what to do. 

I'm at my wits end. Please someone help. If you've been through this cycle, how did u get out? I have so much ambition and ideas about what I want to do with my life. I know I'm supposed to do something amazing. I just can't pull myself together!",1.6689517317612363,3.7471553658192094,3.1284057971014505,90.90920044215186,80.08757062146894,6.251240481454189,22.407762220584626,7.368576075095168,0.8035269958241216,2701,86,574,38,69,883,280,708,0.184,0.6809999999999999,0.135,-0.9856,11,0,1,0,0,0,98.0,1,2,6,20,33,41,5,3,22,0,47,18,4,9,9,100,113,47,0,3,16,0,13,5,0,0,13,3,0,0,27,36,1,0,25,0,6,13,21,17,1,5,5,17,86,24,86,103,23,111,0,6,1,0,20,40,2,10,62,372,113,29,0.04474092116041853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22336818315560789,0.0,0.0,0.0304253606206448,0.04691475686947842,0.13690672890573494,0.05054450591437956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04182672170458816,0.0,0.0,0.03440300668011461,0.0,0.054547300538349365,0.09882566461205912,0.03807122858296425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123270189826464,0.0,0.047329962153285776,0.03854034194780025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28854192824411545,0.0,0.03853528983595449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03915308161122942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212589579975996,0.0,0.1585087053566838,0.0,0.04989795382225765,0.05910191292955879,0.04047072465567536,0.07539231147551873,0.08550373499766857,0.1206307650832016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036011864767594,0.12785169206664698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611320936628367,0.05410089946129268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870022775431755,0.0,0.1779910758527902,0.15010624780292908,0.0,0.049327023528688375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015815469443775,0.0441723969043955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0299888963556867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101410821294343,0.0,0.04669789763523078,0.3995861455289456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229422009679694,0.03646982223694165,0.050469707846307096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948055072855103,0.10929077063879886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05972982458705176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035711776416959815,0.0,0.16444862504637955,0.0,0.1725347829460705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042930120522738084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060635212164880464,0.0,0.0476074945841727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031017721325293436,0.0,0.0,0.04911209598767367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045517601471647164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028662179752126163,0.0920022370856139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115955255169679,0.0,0.09056040163625068,0.03565272153826358,0.0814609085459261,0.0,0.0,0.0459259126268564,0.037010152323820336,0.0,0.04477323251860505,0.0,0.037908837309445706,0.0344437469529296,0.044249915050045725,0.0,0.19000712566560998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05125057402546601,0.0,0.051217650557075084,0.0,0.050771467128939714,0.0,0.0,0.033639604636295034,0.0,0.03910553713013183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02972387997747392,0.05733635144075925,0.043957727878046866,0.0,0.05217758185119425,0.1028462144370349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06075229719345392,0.0,0.04370537886361783,0.04657687680132668,0.0,0.038641790781724056,0.24637901854235236,0.036915945605663344,0.026389354497710783,0.03551326069867939,0.07177693644825171,0.0,0.04022746129184032,0.0,0.04037172234215952,0.04995164068519941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29314731119925536,0.04543657721440015,0.0,0.0,0.048917173741447835,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Princess_skittle_xo,2019/01/03,"My day so far.. Its only 1pm. Okay, so, today i had a panic attack. Over something as simple as a camera being aimed in my direction. I am also incredibly ashamed of it. While there is a reason behind it, it looks fucking stupid freaking out about a camera. I wasn't going to say anything but I am, because I've come home, and thought about it. Why should it matter what i have a panic attack over? Why do i always feel so ashamed over something you shouldn't ever feel ashamed about? What's that all about? Why the hell do people do this for attention? Because i sure as hell dont want attention while im struggling to breath, going fucking purple and making a fool of myself. I dont understand it. If you really experienced what it was like, you'd never do it again. It's hard. And It's even harder admitting to someone whats happening.

*Sigh* This is going to be a long week. ",1.0654721549636823,3.5106353050847474,3.1638095238095265,87.39186440677967,85.77966101694916,5.405326876513318,20.857949959644877,6.868970318607317,0.673127199354318,687,22,133,9,21,232,102,177,0.276,0.6779999999999999,0.046,-0.9934,0,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,0,3,0,0,12,19,7,6,8,1,19,3,1,2,4,24,34,14,0,4,2,0,3,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,18,5,0,0,8,0,0,4,5,15,1,0,4,7,14,3,20,25,1,19,2,0,2,2,5,6,4,1,10,95,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771485956065624,0.11207631924973796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084180513145372,0.0,0.0,0.3064680713622501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642166019254912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602707978673775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686658093367018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157210709518968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896421282813947,0.12183856606698205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13621081422802345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24904513432154066,0.0,0.0,0.2296493608912464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191095881065533,0.0,0.12065949781771512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351092103110842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549279086321015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06580475586873065,0.0,0.0,0.11920008026513393,0.11310915870396915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990938809515754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038844287058216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244096726803636,0.0,0.3160691167381326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337996097406268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628851870245471,0.1384880149396309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071141907963213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141259124551324,0.2073882676637678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408115661998243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694763817411006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693210611241424,0.0,0.0,0.12767430064150706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14022135579814274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794460968709998,0.0,0.10804351896265732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646215481688889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,YthoughFR,2019/01/03,"Can someone help me out? I’ve never dealt with this before. I don’t really know how to classify this problem I’ve been having, I can’t tell if this is just anxiety or something more because I haven’t had this happen to me before and I haven’t really had anxiety to know if that’s what this is.

So, these ‘attacks’ I’ve been having started after seeing my Grandpa. He’s got Dementia and the beginning stages of Alzheimer’s. I hadn’t talked to him a lot or been to see him at all in a year before I visited him this thanksgiving (he lives out of state) and seeing him genuinely messed me up. I don’t know how to explain it, he’s not all the way gone but the cracks in his reality are starting to show in big ways, and a huge part of me, as selfish as it sounds, worries it’s gonna happen to me eventually. The thought of that sends me into a spiral that’s hard to come out of. I will think I see something out of the corner of my eye like I normally would before but now my brain will immediately think of him, and how he looks/ acts now and how that could be me one day. I can shake it off but random thoughts come into my head and I can’t seem to stop them from reoccurring.

I just feel like it’s important to say that because my ‘attacks’ have only happened after seeing him and I feel like they are in some way a build up of the reoccurring bad thoughts I’ll have because of the thought of him. (I know I may sound like a bad person as it’s not his fault he’s going through this and I love him with all of my heart but I genuinely can’t help the way I feel, I feel horrible for even feeling this way and having these thoughts.) 

The attacks will happen at random but something small always triggers them. For example, I’ll lay in one position for too long and my arm or leg will start to go to sleep. I’ll have a simple thought like “what if this tingling only gets worse” and before I can rationalize that I’m okay or even react myself, my body will react in the worst possible way, to the point that I’m convinced something has to be wrong because of the way my body is reacting. It’s like I loose the ability to control anything regarding how my body feels and it acts on its own. It’s like I’m having a conversation with my body trying to calm it down but my body is telling me It feels like there’s definitely something wrong. It feels like I’m going to die and something going on with my body will make me die at any second. I don’t know how to explain it properly because it feels so surreal when it happens, but the best example is that it feels like, within a fraction of a second, someone else is coming into my body and controlling all emotions and rationalizing for me and all I can do is deal with it. I’ll tell myself I’m okay and that nothings wrong but my body will genuinely feel like there’s something I need to get ready for, like something horrible is getting ready to happen. My feet will feel cold, my head will start to feel flushed and I get dizzy, all because of a simple “what if” thought that I’m not worried about anymore because I’m worried about how my body is reacting over everything. Then once it feels like I’m about to pass out because of how intense the experience is, the emotions start, it feels like every ‘on and off’ switch for every emotion I could have is being flipped on and off repeatedly. It literally burns, and feels like I’m a battery being drained to 0% and charged to 100% within a few seconds over and over, or like I’m a pilot who’s only ever flown in auto pilot and then in the blink of an eye, while flying, I have to know what everything does and how to fly a plane I’ve never learned to fly. All I can do is cry when this happens and try to call my mom or brother who think I’m crazy trying to explain why I’m crying and shaking but talking semi normally and responsively. It’s out of my control. I’ve never experienced anything like it before. I normally completely stop worrying about my body at this point, because whatever made my body freak out moved to my emotions, and I just try to manage the emotions because the emotions are worse than the initial attack. Then just as quickly as it all came, it’s over. I feel like I’m in control again, of my emotions, rationality and body. I normally just scream into my pillow after this and calm down knowing it’s over but cry thinking about it happening again. This will all happen in about 5 minutes. 

This is hard for me to share and if you made it this far I really appreciate it, I never thought I’d have to reach out for help about my mental health and it’s really scary to do so. I’ve only had this happen 3 times since thanksgiving but each time is just as bad. If you know what this is, even if it’s just anxiety, or maybe you deal with it as well, any response will help me feel better and not so alone. ",4.200099474993092,4.882268668693008,5.306102514506772,83.65613636363636,70.51975683890578,8.251321727917473,28.834991249884858,8.391295532112219,1.909554002026343,3804,137,789,56,66,1260,311,987,0.129,0.738,0.132,-0.54,0,1,8,0,0,0,73.0,0,3,3,6,42,47,4,2,36,2,71,25,22,21,14,188,168,86,2,16,36,3,20,18,0,14,2,4,1,1,68,58,0,6,43,1,0,17,17,19,1,5,20,34,91,28,132,128,18,110,0,0,8,1,48,51,0,20,51,528,159,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03246431693190505,0.0,0.0,0.02608183225733819,0.0,0.0,0.04263180946538981,0.0,0.07193729337359173,0.0,0.031086152574669082,0.0,0.0,0.05158908479314471,0.0,0.0,0.14263938864175085,0.0,0.0,0.07851614385925987,0.1910782712156545,0.0,0.16003544378313148,0.0,0.0328949984008661,0.02772240422896525,0.0,0.4178112509074943,0.0,0.03499176375871765,0.03200709473979168,0.035850716204332465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100369960124912,0.032864990546507364,0.0,0.14062584776139486,0.0500534036350863,0.0,0.10329414586187928,0.02021514988935341,0.06463133426390663,0.0,0.0,0.06506302415326817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0274305165359354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026185007771817027,0.2468150041565596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06210990041667772,0.028353652795758393,0.05281959839448437,0.0,0.056342337310996624,0.030661755284734943,0.0,0.0,0.2852846050710361,0.2239311574631992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550658154241497,0.0,0.07125711180698463,0.0,0.025069730267661548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27718578893667856,0.0,0.056158532032513496,0.0,0.06433871988250675,0.03331862854375778,0.0,0.03714437647849994,0.08404047738027197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781262420576185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756474791844314,0.0,0.027678507747021297,0.027739637769588342,0.0263221894137326,0.0,0.0,0.02664868546677625,0.028290391368948557,0.059319433470782786,0.02092325653051192,0.0,0.03149060514331743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03158872822442718,0.0,0.0,0.03671128105086411,0.0,0.033315133686334465,0.0,0.023242170968297227,0.09670182824677237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284710406624234,0.030076697220964677,0.0,0.0,0.033381761992724565,0.0424808245354478,0.09535816816434728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03394394649740208,0.0,0.0,0.027369540115137786,0.0,0.0,0.05926295227964056,0.035337158896709873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02999325520710005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032250472168767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024927070905183236,0.0,0.0,0.1248908805464177,0.028535618487057605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025929187525941054,0.0,0.031367975250679435,0.0,0.05311760637387967,0.1930493808346224,0.0,0.0,0.11093195792923294,0.0,0.0,0.05241221227615837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050388390724258526,0.08219162109991329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803393077419923,0.0,0.1990775766526181,0.03655543734682203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512570782081906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17416329221771948,0.0,0.0,0.028183223305928637,0.0,0.028284292109798662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733084920278112,0.06388715470400644,0.022266828789452273,0.1028136193617897,0.0,0.020185369989170303
anxiety,4ev_uh,2019/01/03,"Therapist switch? Other advice-- I've already posted this exact thing on r/AnxietyDepression I am just desperate for anyones advice so I'm copy-pasting it here. I posted there first because it's smaller.

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My therapist doesn't specialize in anxiety or depression, he specializes in marriage counseling. I can tell. All he wants to direct conversation towards during sessions is my new boyfriend. I dropped out of school to work and to address my issues with anxiety, depression, and ADD, *not to talk about when Bob thinks my boyfriend of 2 months will want to have kids*. I don't even want kids. He never even asked. UGH. 

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The school I dropped out of wants some sort of letter to confirm that there was a valid reason for my dropping out, so that I don't have to pay them for the month I was there. Bob wrote me one and faxed it over. So I have a letter from a real therapist, but I've only seen him about 10 times and I am dissatisfied with the letter. I don't know how this works, but what if the letter doesn't provide enough support for my case? He didn't mention my diagnosed depression or ADD in the letter, but he did mention the wrong medication. (I've switched from buspar to xanax, he mentioned buspar.)

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Should I go back to see the old therapist, to ask for a letter revision, or is the inaccurate letter enough? Should I get a letter from my primary care doctor instead/in addition? I found a therapist close by who does specialize in anxiety (I intend to switch once I get the nerve to call), can I get a letter from him first visit?

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Should I see if I can get him to focus on anxiety? Does he even know how to address anxiety? I am starting to doubt that he does, last time I went I said that I was probably going to apply for this job I've been wanting, but have been afraid to apply for, and he said ""at this point, I have no confidence that you'll apply for that. None at all."" Now I also have zero confidence that I'll apply, thanks.  

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I just need advice. I am so stressed about this. The school emailed me this morning and I just don't know what to tell them. ",3.185445835462445,5.4320920898058285,4.133081246806338,84.74142820643844,75.91747572815535,7.2494634644864595,26.376085845682173,8.20500826718156,1.821732038834952,1679,64,320,30,38,541,182,412,0.083,0.841,0.076,-0.8288,1,0,0,0,0,0,77.0,0,1,2,4,23,14,0,3,17,0,33,4,0,4,4,55,64,23,0,11,13,0,0,0,0,5,4,2,2,2,21,15,0,0,6,0,1,4,11,8,0,4,13,5,44,6,53,46,6,38,0,3,3,0,43,15,0,8,14,215,65,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18040532171626564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790971362016546,0.04921264132042915,0.0,0.3333868975849339,0.37388253602819055,0.0,0.0,0.2353854752888053,0.0,0.0,0.04302943429818073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506114093177673,0.0,0.0,0.04731962055328022,0.0,0.03751354623856717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06283810403163231,0.0,0.06274301656273182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15901011006709784,0.0624606947464067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06298767846247967,0.16155933542918033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271722816688544,0.0,0.1219376021318616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046899249182984,0.0,0.06747423466388285,0.0,0.0,0.12860615495355854,0.0,0.06994795749384683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423063010978901,0.061067869124185666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146052094601488,0.05016242231220911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06199397410989625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982395361572211,0.0,0.0,0.04563031943699464,0.04746259847090446,0.05943465940202556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06457473044725866,0.06553692704418408,0.04170035570565754,0.04680311146709331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0587458495574295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05817415780539462,0.0,0.11787452306585175,0.0,0.06634934958632041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004474821488023,0.0,0.06327224520554132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707518475989626,0.0,0.0,0.18684197644810746,0.09807708207419813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04355755478252549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049260951440688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983362186373772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049462642018256835,0.10757543349254056,0.056656757122033975,0.0,0.3572570679736236,0.040883715048030886,0.0394316464737147,0.0,0.0,0.07176766256343985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814862074539923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0570471828872986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896021137606046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06728313375360141,0.37388253602819055,0.0
anxiety,chunkycarrotclouds,2019/01/03,"Has anyone else ever had constant anxiety/panic attacks about anxiety without the ability to move on? Honestly, I thought I had seen it all. But I've now got a form of anxiety seems to have broken my ability to move on. It's like I'm scared of my own thoughts, and it's so weird, because nothing is really wrong, but I'm in such a state of panic / total anxiety it's fucking terrible. It's like a meta-anxiety. 

Any advice/stories/help would be much appreciated. ",3.8278416149068306,5.275659641304352,6.2096273291925455,73.95152173913044,72.15217391304348,10.039751552795034,33.79503105590062,10.290406445055957,3.9332465838509334,365,19,67,11,7,130,62,92,0.249,0.614,0.13699999999999998,-0.7898,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,5,10,2,2,4,0,7,1,0,0,3,11,15,4,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,7,0,0,6,1,4,3,11,7,5,9,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,1,5,43,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773693431217637,0.0,0.5297875922999609,0.0,0.0,0.1210591921978857,0.1773960581470241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969647141587644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554076943351733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18709615202769805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463109019555473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15660945188989006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16005942634164913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847093157722526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604794974651388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691688778195944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680277009695037,0.12727327840890507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612656931237094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031352334878424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109139581547005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733371568181832,0.0,0.0,0.15761452687555108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27489782699002124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668948237606951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298929796318225,0.18929465268609544,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MarcendaSampaio,2019/01/03,Wisdom teeth removal anxiety I'm getting 2 of my wisdom teeth (in the left side of my face) removed in a few hours. It's the first time I'm doing something like this and I'm very nervous. How can I stay calm when entering the dentist's office? I feel like I'm going to pass out when the procedure starts.,1.6394270833333309,3.566702421875,3.504375,88.93645833333336,79.46875,6.141666666666668,24.729166666666664,7.1686216300943375,1.084716666666667,241,9,50,3,6,81,45,64,0.063,0.721,0.21600000000000005,0.8752,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,1,5,0,2,4,3,1,0,4,10,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,5,6,10,1,17,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,8,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546272685589567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16829759258504734,0.23778617305206445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831197378988868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738989731392527,0.0,0.18916478742033155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277875372119789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616395583916852,0.0,0.0,0.3252247497710253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25624210805880904,0.0,0.0,0.2355910275639055,0.3547709282332919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19408593358371368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746338758064455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,naylsonsb,2019/01/03,I feel so akward when trying to talk to a stranger... Is there a right way to talk to strangers?,0.7614999999999981,2.70192415,1.2900000000000027,103.625,82.5,4.0,20.0,3.1291,-0.8489999999999998,73,2,18,0,2,22,15,20,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342261078720969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3956011270750977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7446633143424259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145069271436277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676952810401941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Akatosh_,2019/01/03,"Heartbeat at night causing distress Hey folks,

So around a month-ish ago I had my worst panic attack ever. The following 2 weeks I had panic attacks every day. It then started to calm down but I have been obsessively checking my pulse several times a day (more like multiple times every 10 minutes) this entire time since then.

I ordered CBD cartridges in hopes it would help since weed actually is making the issue worse now. CBD seems to help tremendously by preventing an oncoming attack, assuming I can predict it. (went to the doc’s after my bad panic attack, he said it was just panic and referred me to psych again. psych took a total of two weeks to call me, then I asked to see psychiatrist and there is no longer a psychiatrist within 20 miles of me.... wtf am I paying for kaiser?)

It’s awful. I used to be able to sleep on my side, it was my favorite. I feel like a prisoner to my pulse. I can feel it when I’m standing, walking, listening through headphones. I can hear it when I’m trying to sleep, which is why I’m posting this thread.

It’s currently 3 AM and I’m dying for a solution. 

When I can feel and hear my heartbeat it drives me insane. When I can’t hear it, I’m constantly pressing fingers to my neck to make sure my heart’s still beating.

I just wanna sleep...  on top of it tinnitus just kicked in real bad ",2.899357707509882,4.829110022727273,4.30697628458498,84.62774703557314,75.66666666666667,7.167061923583662,25.87220026350461,8.04050195162591,1.63026370223979,1042,38,204,17,23,345,151,264,0.233,0.664,0.103,-0.9906,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,2,14,18,4,6,10,1,18,6,6,4,3,27,42,13,1,3,4,0,5,2,0,1,0,5,0,0,15,5,0,1,6,0,2,5,2,13,0,1,8,11,27,5,29,32,3,43,0,0,1,0,11,11,0,3,26,125,42,3,0.09315027047320776,0.0,0.09090122689379193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257209440879046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292348972533564,0.0870829285302433,0.4238875210917668,0.0,0.0,0.15555316991146295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511684097774106,0.0,0.0,0.09569098719891253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066235014168942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014843665122622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667527422011833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425975259664531,0.1569662408237998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129872681115455,0.06654657183836374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149613743362565,0.11038351901181703,0.1248733255495216,0.0,0.0,0.09251923667074607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722468117398113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101703390260904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435705772914132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435165718629587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741521866672895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4371670882133345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921221000030265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060254009880191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860723841732243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422870536097262,0.08480050775931851,0.0,0.10523329146437857,0.0,0.15410973264754455,0.0,0.27965262745356056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659322408827474,0.0,0.07438992632701343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779302753282901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16295001542267806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349337793867834,0.06324291910696543,0.0,0.0909942789886433,0.0,0.0,0.08045192565393823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494390564718169,0.0,0.0,0.08635123396128888,0.08405363050433504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949280836624423,0.06617127953234232,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nathwine,2019/01/03,"Going to work I work in my job since march 2017 and in the first few months I felt super anxious everytime I headed to work because I were so afraid of making a mistake. I think my coworkers like me and I do everything as they ask me to and complete my tasks but for some reason, today I feel anxious again. I have to leave in 2 minutes and I'm so stressed and dont even know why. I dont even know why I'm typing this. I guess I dont want to annoy anyone personally with it so I'm posting it where people can choose to open or ignore it... Sorry",1.4738983050847452,2.9190580847457634,3.612000000000002,90.18342372881357,78.32203389830508,6.07593220338983,21.969491525423727,6.742157984588678,0.4402481355932206,426,12,95,4,10,146,74,118,0.153,0.782,0.065,-0.7844,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,5,7,7,1,2,2,0,7,1,1,2,0,22,20,11,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,1,7,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,2,2,17,2,13,18,2,12,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,3,6,60,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256774999506745,0.0,0.100787015978594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134752748191446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786725751400473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112951196246266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5067979300262462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19040806608938654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295449930007705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288222110086262,0.0,0.1383983451549797,0.0,0.0,0.12260659833941225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819188774450193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878799903346974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793065773703945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303809477360968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584326839301072,0.0,0.0,0.15262492665725189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042020553058859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621550152728467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505228760149105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999294953293272,0.12585870774508393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804761361003345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14820136245207455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923525280901355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613544924981203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16511348283753058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235998678645377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366291899947826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501833030760204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260130381398322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148099603887078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,coughawk16,2019/01/03,"I have promise, but my anxiety is going to destroy any potential I have by taking over my life Long story short. I’m a college grad, finance major. Really personable dude. Athletic. Hard working. Have common sense. Am the last person most people would probably guess to suffer from crippling anxiety. Specifically, health anxiety, but general anxiety as well. For example, I get headaches and then I can’t stop thinking about them, so they get worse and then I have to get a brain scan to convince me nothing is wrong. Then I think they missed something. Or my stomach hurts, and I go get an endoscopy and figure out everything is fine, but still wonder if it could be pancreatitis. For the past 3 weeks I have had pain in my left leg and some twitching all over my body, and now am afraid I have als. If it weren’t for this ailment of crippling health anxiety I could accomplish so much with my life. I feel like I am missing out and I am my own worst enemy but no matter what I can stop being anxious. Does anyone have any advice, I could really use it. Even as a write this I think “what if you’re not anxious and something is seriously wrong”. I need help. ",2.701368687853382,5.22070507174888,3.906999415090663,84.32037044258142,79.0,7.286332618444141,25.83914993176057,8.321376580360154,1.9810906219535973,913,36,171,19,23,297,137,223,0.253,0.642,0.105,-0.9903,1,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,3,2,7,16,1,1,6,0,25,10,4,1,1,41,43,23,0,8,9,0,2,1,0,1,6,0,0,2,7,11,0,2,6,0,1,2,4,11,1,0,2,3,28,5,19,35,7,21,0,4,1,0,7,7,0,8,13,118,35,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703049730737338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489669882126913,0.0,0.4189470283817321,0.24747324807892826,0.0,0.07658524218646699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166205717742967,0.0,0.12227061728679332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26235004622661995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584958941970537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234288918132882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843762677838716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055381166908272085,0.07824755860141555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22889758335040464,0.0,0.12449574000886762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206585713864729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811649428252801,0.0,0.0,0.2328484672727988,0.0,0.0,0.07341499786362311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172530884785004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928077545288103,0.0,0.0,0.11900360805103488,0.0,0.15472718151575932,0.05351034994950493,0.0,0.0,0.09692974200406272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051643723905398,0.08121438550438573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050960551892484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165466068419261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455784950897466,0.0759336361639418,0.19127304286854208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809081596961064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403341983854037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686415918060282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874700222539832,0.18314234151102946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823521970670459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21054533327631506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945979123085966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785757857685503,0.0,0.09847974896346637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877955732443812,0.07973843596481353,0.0,0.11161943559374897,0.07780627806814633,0.2395055932121273,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jubelia,2019/01/03,Anxious about what other people think of me I'm sure there's plenty of other who worry a lot about what people think about them and I just want to know how others deal with it? I'm trying my best to help myself so any advice would be nice. Some events happened recently and i guess rumours went around about me and i'm incredibly paranoid and can only think of horrible things people might be thinking of me. It's really wearing me down. ,3.0640517241379333,5.268268551724142,4.113318965517242,84.9417025862069,76.12643678160919,6.189080459770117,21.219827586206893,7.1686216300943375,0.7315758620689654,352,9,65,4,8,114,59,87,0.114,0.745,0.141,0.3832,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,9,3,0,0,1,0,5,1,1,1,1,20,17,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,9,3,13,12,3,5,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,4,2,48,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18587787293869745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935409814802154,0.0,0.0,0.2148910923493057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16933347841282434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19962102969985865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19610539783909975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20954549558646687,0.0,0.16820828483229416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749846060697678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453830098403924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16171571033988774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20179020116996849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14466861715030585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3956175986210832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185789542547056,0.0,0.1878163618073797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17927729261959274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263717375739913,0.4875335496720399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914487213255038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121949282482316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17633308559899094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19317461974513545,0.0,0.13512471522065456,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,seandotosull,2019/01/03,"Chronic Stomach Noises My stomach has been rumbling, squelching and making strange noises since 4 days ago without any break in symptoms. Usually, this used to happen only when I was hungry, but nothing seems to help now. I'm a little concerned as to the volume of these noises - and I'm wondering if this the type of thing that eventually gets better? I'm assuming it might be made worse by my anxiety, as I tend to focus in on these things and get stuck on a loop -  listening out for any sort of noise. ",7.644123711340207,6.86026970103093,7.790432989690722,73.76255670103095,63.3298969072165,10.234226804123713,35.89484536082474,9.3871,3.3114635051546384,399,16,71,6,5,130,72,97,0.13,0.831,0.039,-0.7985,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,0,5,4,2,3,0,15,19,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,8,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,4,1,17,13,0,12,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,6,5,45,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19264275269945808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29557268980238044,0.0,0.16625065935642389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922035608738669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015464749168716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227083447184776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921770392540383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566628922781968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21781363721908814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20563523726041674,0.14506405638656564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305441937653959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085262251228028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16528309853846207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19784169654448966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17977092217149812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258806661103876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28875802873290296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876963461919512,0.2393493708403918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20949055732267868,0.23567633120026504,0.0,0.0,0.22146958335200612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dudenotrightnow,2019/01/03,"How do I stop myself from feeling guilty when I am having fun? If I take even a day off to have fun, my anxiety kicks in and I keep thinking about all the work I have to do. This happens even when I have nothing important to do and is genuinely keeping me from enjoying my life. ",5.858563218390808,4.6675723275862095,6.801724137931036,80.73235632183909,67.10344827586206,10.491954022988507,34.85057471264368,9.725611199111238,3.0547747126436784,217,9,47,4,3,73,41,58,0.132,0.685,0.183,0.6379,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,2,0,9,1,0,1,1,10,15,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,3,8,15,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,39,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23531787618351396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19838053041513248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4063419450637141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15553492081992712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720151180365751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5468289906499099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172713331014116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951564139018688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571725297236316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312815559012144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19710161154227746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22394095351283835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,unknown2091,2019/01/03,"You just gotta do it Sometimes, if you wanna get better, you just gotta jump on out of your situation regardless of how you feel. Or will always feel how you feel right now. You just gotta get up and get going, if anxiety comes, just say ""go ahead, do what you want to do, I don't give a fuck."" Get moving!!!!!",-0.08798701298701063,1.8188069545454584,2.211385281385283,96.00136363636366,85.51515151515152,5.58961038961039,15.48917748917749,6.868970318607317,-0.4570277056277052,233,4,57,3,7,79,42,66,0.027000000000000003,0.89,0.084,0.5673,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,8,0,2,7,2,1,0,1,0,5,1,0,2,0,18,21,6,0,5,7,0,3,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,0,4,9,1,8,17,0,11,0,0,0,1,10,4,1,3,2,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982383804022676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182256271826804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107077624372356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052264076274199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3613904978312443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202530579406177,0.4978913483734946,0.2285456847905273,0.27079950322097424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25321603481311483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20345936889087832,0.0,0.18946146557727767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26779662583447084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356297491039182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14052268738318224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThrowAwayAYkillme,2019/01/03,"How to See a Doctor For Anxiety? Heres the background. Im over 18, I live in California, I'm on my parent insurance, and I've never gone to a doctor for my anxiety. My panic attacks are getting to be too much and I can't have this affecting me at work anymore. I've tried for years and my parents are not supportive of me trying to get help with anxiety and panic attack. I'm looking to go to a physician because I feel they could run some tests and help me understand if I have some kind of disorder. The thing is... I don't want my family to know. I don't see a way around this because they'll know about my visit through our insurance if I go to a doctor. Has anyone here been to a doctor for anxiety? Do you have an idea of the costs or what I should do regarding keeping it private? Hell, even some first steps would help, I don't even know where to start. ",2.6087380952380954,3.882072683333334,4.502063492063492,85.685,74.94444444444444,8.031746031746032,26.190476190476193,8.634040054169528,1.7855476190476192,673,24,144,13,14,230,102,180,0.171,0.7829999999999999,0.045,-0.9615,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,1,2,2,9,7,3,2,10,0,19,5,0,2,1,28,38,9,0,6,4,2,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,6,0,1,6,6,5,0,1,2,4,22,2,25,31,4,17,1,0,3,0,10,6,1,6,4,102,27,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34812571830252603,0.0,0.11282627570637085,0.07954851879043455,0.0,0.0,0.10127673367777676,0.0,0.25885273114493296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870259214542655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083367755159756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303868172909007,0.4657813057933007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15028403684834615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724938530654247,0.0,0.05752400424239106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967701364817216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887710471621547,0.0,0.12931279487648406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287668291040321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842907452902766,0.12288786270438055,0.0,0.0,0.10112132057605974,0.0,0.11847080446360488,0.18757007356944466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045832911310637,0.0,0.09553561164751903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363182171644969,0.0,0.08774410976779269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669620810238507,0.25264953943672064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813151098437797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052485517406878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910142258752658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558172743299488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15448062537205026,0.0,0.0,0.11843544011568954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067102713383657,0.09030293462423633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282371760636263,0.0,0.0,0.08081679963677657,0.0,0.0,0.07326220619173797
anxiety,greenbeans98,2019/01/03,"I really need someone to talk to, I’m having a severe panic attack right now. Hi everyone, I don’t post much here but I could use some advice on how to calm down at the moment. 

So I started taking a different type of birth control and it has made my anxiety go through the roof. I’m talking panic attacks, nausea, hyperventilating, rapid heartbeat, and dizziness. I just woke up from an anxiety dream and I’m sweating sooo much. I’m shaking and struggling to control my breathing. Please help, I really need someone to talk to right now to help me calm down.",3.8461111111111137,5.797423981481483,5.151111111111113,79.50500000000002,73.07407407407408,7.392592592592592,29.592592592592588,8.167268648758528,2.2753814814814817,442,19,79,7,9,147,71,108,0.197,0.653,0.15,-0.5719,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,7,8,2,4,5,0,4,2,2,5,0,15,16,7,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,0,1,0,2,1,6,0,0,2,0,9,2,15,13,3,15,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,1,5,49,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402039494913078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195188455046798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.326451334728961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218430486574716,0.11455461622483845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990280519728424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370983102368173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815412190133017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19233906057291186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357612957844289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109440352774422,0.21277258145450229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366784166687478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574945321928224,0.0,0.0,0.1374111932038418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18382993032187714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24505694821015134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620880386758591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431349946670346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155367623188244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14999319024288518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787676006893517,0.34596385115108025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391796032871415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CBD212,2019/01/03,"Anxiety/Panic Attack ambulance called Was driving home from work at 7am, I started to feel my heart rate rocket high and started seeing red, sweating and really bad sharp chest pain.

I pulled over and called 111 and they dispatched a Ambulance. The ambulance crew were amazing, they done all the tests and everything came back all good, normal blood pressure, normal heart, lungs all good.

They talked me through how Anxiety can effect the body and how it can be really scary and there’s nothing to worry about.

They sent over my results to my GP and I’ve made a doctors appointment. 

I’ve had anxiety attack’s before but recently it’s been getting really close to one and my Anxiety has been playing up loads.

When I go to the doctors, what will they do to help me, medication? Therapy? What will happen?

Many thanks guys ",5.201078431372547,7.165827359477128,5.424330065359476,78.88198529411767,69.52287581699346,9.02156862745098,29.743464052287575,9.516144504307137,2.921440522875817,658,26,114,15,12,208,98,153,0.095,0.7909999999999999,0.114,0.7140000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,5,2,6,10,2,1,6,0,13,11,7,5,3,23,24,13,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,4,11,0,0,2,1,0,5,0,5,0,1,9,4,14,5,13,12,3,16,0,0,2,0,11,6,0,0,5,69,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29679783892146444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942497577306112,0.0,0.099442280806024,0.1079802548628639,0.0,0.0,0.1100453177996722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14364996528112892,0.0,0.0,0.26410881208972675,0.14791236359107598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647374740434708,0.0,0.13234349540112705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622819798657287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06539017084019495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756652539021824,0.0,0.0734978889262117,0.2169419054495816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805123071760655,0.1143609097285666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064994566768373,0.08668324487431142,0.1366380540902112,0.129722656668592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223696280088087,0.0,0.13111437953421728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028046526231782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534203977849809,0.12409000003264692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763338406579056,0.0,0.13761000278057084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24854506647564065,0.0,0.12769198627532674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305459577044083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18307258356100303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039458448625783,0.0,0.11906429268476976,0.14789342457566568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414951401990572,0.13133494151342934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Exprime,2019/01/03,"To anxious to actually function. That's...yeah. That's it, in a title.

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I'm anxious about everything: driving, health, work, relationships...the list goes on. I've dealt with generalized anxiety to some degree throughout my life, but in the last year, it's gotten so bad that I can't live anymore. There's no one specific cause I can pin down: I wasn't in any accidents, I haven't suffered from any kind of illness or injury, and hell, I even left an extremely stressful job. I should, by all rights, be doing *better,* but I'm not. Every little thing I face in my day to day causes me to completely shut down. Sometimes I just can't breathe, other times I completely space out and lose chunks of time. On some days, it's so bad that I genuinely believe I'm completely losing touch with reality and going insane. I've read about people in the early stages of the onset of schizophrenia experiencing similar things, after all, and for most people, it starts around my age. (See the bit about health anxiety.)

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It's awful. This is no way to live, but I feel so hopeless about the future. Hell, I don't feel like I have a future anymore given how often I think about suicide. I've been robbed of my peace of mind because of this and I can't take it anymore.",2.4662570356472777,4.997820272357728,3.7373983739837406,85.11934333958725,80.01626016260163,6.386241400875548,24.09568480300188,7.61054688173877,1.364530206378987,1001,36,188,16,26,326,144,246,0.279,0.682,0.039,-0.9971,1,0,0,0,0,4,55.0,0,0,0,4,14,12,2,1,8,1,13,6,2,3,2,30,25,13,1,1,6,0,3,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,14,9,0,0,3,1,0,2,9,9,0,1,4,5,20,3,35,19,6,33,2,4,1,0,0,16,2,5,14,116,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.09847448098211288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186738341020792,0.24523557539109456,0.1372457435859423,0.0,0.15439312326373011,0.22800118575081216,0.3002294891189298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983209458183541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16851277145083146,0.061514347490690235,0.0,0.0,0.11369202729173535,0.0,0.08924748984636179,0.11016856616006786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073265811932065,0.0,0.0,0.3174094734938874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952375453721704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666506971643333,0.0,0.08502178477138171,0.0,0.09069220936886883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020471652703445,0.07209076650393706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057349989470162004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145271339451004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013849658284484,0.0,0.0,0.10508317286002647,0.0,0.08225585119211175,0.0,0.0,0.10963998716987444,0.0,0.07127635234783608,0.049299968110237416,0.10113923117619401,0.17821234541654554,0.0,0.0,0.2257869682441385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018912416611274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837983684746894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991782318408616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093820705595344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617735649223986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041292163126093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980345952805997,0.0,0.07142525379225224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559309401510708,0.0,0.0,0.11038014515038484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587243763205688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408143491320282,0.06465962956123826,0.0,0.0,0.11768391357741873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009837471646011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07346433641221004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24523557539109456,0.06498331054819823
anxiety,Pookster18,2019/01/03,"Severe Anxiety Hi everyone, so lately I've been having really severe anxiety about one thing. World War 3. Now I know that's probably weird but it's so bad that I basically just lay in bed all day looking at news updates etc. I need help....  Anyone able to help me out? ",0.7438095238095244,3.2298950740740766,3.5889417989418,83.07166666666667,89.0,7.530158730158732,20.67724867724868,8.418075326091056,1.7633470899470902,210,7,41,6,7,74,45,54,0.276,0.665,0.059,-0.8771,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,5,3,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,4,0,5,4,2,8,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,4,23,8,0,0.22759767252078505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34822319303235233,0.0,0.0,0.1591415845360035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19003454979372325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678167009024032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25383156758834186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21747932957759109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051078446752972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508172862407238,0.0,0.2567400880602711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911247229788853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16876079029452515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542260731741457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24538878556780575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14580489698829574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.51424117369327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512057804287046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ACIFY5,2019/01/03,"Never really talked about this online but thought I'd give it a shot. (Story) I just want to start my story off by saying that before the night I mentioned I had never had a history of anxiety or at least not prolonged anxiety.

The day was Aug 10, 2016 the day before my birthday and I invited my friends over to play video games and hang out. One of my friends had to leave later on, the rest of my friends were spending the night. I remember the night very vividly because this night changed my life entirely. I bought a 12 pack of Blue Red bull on amazon and it got delivered the night they came over and I drank probably 3-4 of them my two other friends drank about the same amount. Anyways I drank the red bulls and at first I didn't felt the normal effects of Red Bull (i.e jitteryness, wide awake, etc.) but then about 2 hours after consumer the red bulls I started to feel anxious while playing a board game. And eventually it started to turn into a serious anxiety issue, and I was starting to get scared that I might have a heart attack or something. It only seemed to get worse and worse and eventually I was literally crying because I thought I was experiencing my last moments alive. Anyways, I eventually fell asleep and woke up feeling different but I woke up with little sleep as in like maybe 4-5 hours. Afterwards I started feeling just a broad anxiousness. My heart rate was threw the roof and I was scared for my life. Eventually after having this feeling for a day or two I started to worry that I might never ever feel the same again. I went to the doctor about 2 days after the incident and he prescribed me prozac. I took prozac hoping that it would be some sort of instant cure. While it wasn't a cure, it certainly did help. The prescription did not help immediately, but eventually after taking it for several months it was like a maintenance for my anxiety and to keep it in check. I took it for a long time (I forget how long). Being aware that taking non-natural drugs can alter the brain I wanted to get off it as soon as possible. I recently did get off of it, but at the beginning of December 2018 I started feeling just a constant anxiousness again and I'm just sick of it. I just want my life to return to before that night.

Does anyone have any advice?",4.469952332311884,5.9208815505617975,5.340551583248214,80.79147429349678,70.57303370786515,8.540006809669732,28.99046646237657,9.0124134603493,2.3848352059925104,1810,69,344,35,33,591,211,445,0.119,0.764,0.116,-0.3408,1,0,2,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,2,2,16,14,1,2,30,0,25,16,5,2,5,65,69,29,0,6,15,0,7,2,4,3,8,1,0,0,24,18,3,1,12,5,3,7,7,4,0,4,31,15,44,10,57,33,7,72,0,0,6,0,15,19,0,9,48,232,68,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708459228432892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04668477639309437,0.0,0.21007014856341155,0.2326669832381009,0.0,0.048002110392154455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809999208447785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369756270865156,0.0,0.1752498662776805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663679713158429,0.0,0.07851802166128125,0.0,0.0,0.07262325424404248,0.0,0.0,0.07418693269405219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540948355620722,0.17709588481877894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172528737901533,0.0,0.07026681954378643,0.06007662104358265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07961292520131473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656358935921394,0.0,0.062098416994100826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20827090011189886,0.0,0.06591536199099114,0.0,0.0,0.058394183131138575,0.0,0.0,0.21215719788018866,0.0,0.14346846403816765,0.0658559311515719,0.0,0.0,0.054906172947274304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16270263279042618,0.09203012829310192,0.0,0.0,0.06818555670651989,0.13521406609169132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165341230661006,0.0,0.06101982622806727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05595941877093975,0.0,0.07269109524536285,0.0,0.0,0.14546989150408726,0.06707845146314205,0.06880595738218176,0.0,0.1215072785076143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896877603999019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14565492017357615,0.0,0.0,0.05479627069710692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15884277321734508,0.0,0.0,0.3865437435865315,0.06726303264851674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04651943746468712,0.052211890766937434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739326020395375,0.0,0.0,0.07401698059100109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04397934569619339,0.0,0.06778420614017583,0.0,0.07776777092590527,0.0,0.0,0.05459372923347471,0.13746249558724444,0.0,0.0,0.062496946998623175,0.0,0.07755566107936694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870019963243415,0.0,0.0,0.05285060199242975,0.0,0.0,0.3401388400823232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323344659598988,0.055178768700390915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900184941072852,0.04003072916418498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254673177428715,0.0,0.07467216209871684,0.134123362734376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056643951979015325,0.1214757447819152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06363981342495385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697180379805432,0.13992169552028638,0.04876743145809097,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxietysucksvmuch,2019/01/03,"Anxiety from dysfunctional family. Trigger warning for physical abuse and infidelity. 

I'm 18, still in high school and currently living with my two parents and my brother who is 20.

My family has always been dysfunctional but I feel like it's gotten worse faster.

Growing up I've always felt like my parents hated each other. They would get into fights and break glass and threaten to hurt each other. I genuinely don't understand how and why they've been together for so many decades. We were poor and lived in bad houses with no electricity a lot of the time and no water, usually roaches and rats running everywhere.

 I'm the youngest of three; me, my brother and my sister who's the oldest. I've always felt like I was considered the bad child, and I will say I did scream and cry a lot. But when ever I had done something bad my mom would scream at me and I'd talk back and she'd get so pissed off that she'd chase me with a belt to wack me near my face. Of course I always ran and locked myself into a room and she'd put a hole in the door trying to get to me which only made the punishment worse. 
After many years of this I feel like I barely have any connection to my mom other than we playfully talk to each other sometimes. I don't talk to her at all about what I think about or what's going on with me because she scares me. She genuinely wonders why I don't talk to her about anything, and feels as though her disciple towards me is justified by the Bible. 

I feel like a lot of this has caused my anxiety and I feel a lot of resentment towards my parents because of this. But I also feel guilt when I start thinking about moving out, because my mom tells me I'm the only one in the family who actually pays attention to her. 

Anyways, as I've grown I've learned to just try and keep my mouth shut to not cause trouble. And it's been relatively okay between my parents besides the usual fight every now and again. 

But now since Christmas eve, they've been mad at each other, not sleeping in the same room together, and not even talking to each other. My dad started it because he accused my mom of not paying bills and spending all her money on stuff she doesn't need, which makes no sense because my dad makes a lot more than my mom, and my mom has to work double shifts just to make sure the bills are paid because my dads money disappears so quick somehow. 
My mom worked extra hours just to make sure me and my brother had a good Christmas. My dad spent absolutely nothing on anyone. My sister, her husband, and my mom even bought him gifts.

So cut to now, my mom has been working double shifts, and every time she does now my dad will just up and leave for hours. And this isn't in the middle of the day, this is at like 11 at night while my mom is working 10pm-6pm

He did it tonight, and I just felt it in my gut he was doing something slimey, especially because he took a shower right before leaving and when he came back he walked right to the laundry room, doing who knows what because he doesn't do anyone's laundry.
Doesn't help that my parents accuse each other of sleeping around every time they fight. 

This has started to make me super uncomfortable. I'm thinking of probably telling my mom about this but I'm too scared because I have anxiety attacks when my parents argue. I just want to move out but I don't want to leave my brother to deal with this on his own (he's autistic).

My mom has told me she would kick our dad out of the house if he doesn't get his shit together, but doesn't want me to get involved with it because he'll be angry and might possibly get violent.
This absolutely terrifies me, and prevents me from doing anything except just trying to ignore it, which is basically impossible for me.

I have no idea what to do and I can't stand not doing anything anymore. I don't want this situation to just keep piling up until it eventually blows over into something more serious.

Does anybody have any idea how I could deal with this at all? I've been stressing so bad lately. ",5.985757756240183,5.8333060946450805,6.397869132059128,80.28499905246632,66.5093399750934,9.174389517569985,31.52875087985273,8.716276077567194,2.3595959391412635,3186,113,631,44,46,1033,312,803,0.185,0.747,0.067,-0.9988,8,0,3,0,4,0,63.0,3,0,2,5,42,39,13,4,26,1,59,8,7,11,6,137,112,60,0,10,23,31,9,6,0,7,0,3,5,1,40,57,1,4,19,1,11,12,21,27,0,3,26,12,97,12,96,74,21,90,0,1,0,0,85,40,2,10,42,428,137,8,0.0,0.048963835457897405,0.040327624228391014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03304790342505775,0.13754415648531956,0.0,0.0,0.056205371372156185,0.0,0.09484144211267773,0.0,0.0409836873428804,0.05779135404914064,0.0,0.1020218367192114,0.03678836301359716,0.0,0.04701360270325567,0.0,0.06355335573122395,0.13801991453985435,0.25191577203741017,0.0,0.03516486735818358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04726524263198687,0.0,0.08490512847115524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032994965203557484,0.0,0.045394005880748746,0.026651460989412675,0.08520933523898268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232826324596743,0.042290226922429536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05459006725390609,0.037381185671617925,0.1044552828293724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687371352818444,0.0,0.1253721683085331,0.08856861126596433,0.11903657956842373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954487936645925,0.0,0.0234861743041324,0.034661780628656914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04080027190746269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02769954114477725,0.04366254870479281,0.0,0.0,0.08139437935218362,0.09536791467752193,0.04423969002485977,0.0933026815478931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07346381966863766,0.0,0.0,0.0227113563216939,0.0,0.04661684553084844,0.13127287906380794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113700332875765,0.0,0.07298216174527603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17566686495630845,0.0,0.03910308792449907,0.1379251101887943,0.08379492843965462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0438397134625056,0.0,0.5807976375067666,0.0,0.08784470960228043,0.0,0.030642256736224782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038781083717971586,0.0,0.0396528310233843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028003157139607656,0.06285965013280552,0.0,0.0,0.2753217634838392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04658817357116632,0.0,0.0,0.044555765319872716,0.0,0.0,0.041543436093019526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07058332300825038,0.0,0.03286361275805825,0.08274785927182149,0.041823505964653535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04241992407225832,0.034184793761966384,0.046451475409647384,0.08271047934704036,0.0,0.0,0.09544292406633208,0.040871872310473116,0.0,0.08775098177591653,0.0,0.033002513803236364,0.0,0.04733810031133908,0.0,0.0473076902236684,0.0,0.0,0.07789739138182103,0.0,0.0,0.16607893548369498,0.07224043338422463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943893334658622,0.04060199073508052,0.0,0.07229151040672115,0.0,0.0,0.03948818585234358,0.04591403436737232,0.08417169153829361,0.0,0.04036890606850538,0.04302119357950032,0.0,0.0,0.09102816829775866,0.0,0.09749915462358656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457948240833576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04481562801893037,0.1203415188776816,0.0,0.08422821599829658,0.08806912470422447,0.0,0.0,0.0266121994527759
anxiety,Sabr3cat,2019/01/03,"Went to Therapist Today Went to the therapist today for the first time ever! We talked for more than 2 hours since she had no extra clients today. At the end of it she said I probably to come back and tell her everything else we didn’t get for our next checkup. It’s funny, as we didn’t make a whole heck of a lot of objective “progress”, but when I left her office, I immediately felt much better about myself and much more confident. 

Nice to have some second wind. I feel like I can actually beat this anxiety thing now! ",4.612129120879119,5.444463317307693,5.6350549450549465,81.12423076923079,69.67307692307692,9.404395604395603,26.395604395604394,9.606745405546679,2.139018131868132,411,12,84,9,7,136,76,104,0.036000000000000004,0.778,0.187,0.9551,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,4,0,0,4,5,3,0,0,5,0,5,1,0,1,1,13,13,5,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,7,3,14,3,14,6,8,17,0,0,0,0,11,2,1,2,13,60,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.15546434495784645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187231420164445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225001597251534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14089744276608004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723213463189754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308371825861146,0.0,0.14110206925056729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14410572542714806,0.0,0.0,0.14317826082142138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055231947067029,0.11381165638313337,0.15296333652767982,0.0,0.0,0.13550967203621067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323330966755109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15688903216283712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17309163365529526,0.0,0.0,0.0778312022796338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544033209873307,0.0,0.0,0.10634118581993746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342235144977305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16942882681281174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17176397077894293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154103800125426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178352733166246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804797411344668,0.13924464768795922,0.0,0.0,0.3699441997040708,0.10583900642022936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289539967066428,0.0,0.4530239883708089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953653868671897,0.0,0.1778648017415091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PraiseBeForMayo,2019/01/03,"I can’t sleep without my boyfriend beside me. Home is always quiet and lonely. Typically when I’m here I distract myself with video games, books, etc. But of course at night when it’s time to wind down, my thoughts race and the fears I normally never think about during the day resurface. 

Recently my boyfriend and I started taking naps together and I can fall asleep almost instantly as opposed to staring at the ceiling for hours. I’m comfortable and I can actually relax when I’m with him. However I can’t rely on him to get good sleep; we don’t live together.

Any advice on how I can get some shut eye? I’ve tried a few things like tea, milk and white noise. I’m about to attempt melatonin supplements but again I don’t want to have to rely on something.",3.3048307692307723,5.311165093333333,4.25,85.14346153846154,74.73333333333333,7.282051282051282,26.871794871794872,8.139509932561175,1.7823641025641024,604,23,117,10,13,195,99,150,0.038,0.894,0.068,0.4588,1,2,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,1,8,7,0,2,4,0,9,6,4,1,1,21,20,13,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,9,2,1,2,5,0,1,6,3,0,0,1,4,17,4,20,19,3,19,0,1,3,0,4,7,0,2,12,70,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.19749190600276054,0.0,0.0,0.19776161097932204,0.0,0.0,0.2026525094169828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683948542938473,0.0,0.0,0.13762409926525682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051718094644946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257051620715368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22773171205497986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21146848782104646,0.0,0.0,0.16974521194292866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030018110551484,0.0,0.19930173700708276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887175409164768,0.0,0.17870363681291654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15608652525727282,0.0,0.0,0.18991820834620016,0.19828764315278968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998240333401725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4050486614371204,0.0,0.0,0.15580060689571246,0.0,0.0,0.14324431433891005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15216320179186574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344510673044491,0.12967576326501187,0.0,0.16066566558105727,0.11800834168646307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13740149679394484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936789141866976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19508533941607825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,originalusername1996,2019/01/03,"College anxiety Anxiety has pretty much ruined university for me. I’m repeating the second semester of second year because of it.
I can’t even bring myself to opening my college emails because I don’t want to have to deal with it. The idea of logging into my student account literally nearly sends me into a panic.
How did you guys get through it? I’m going back in a few weeks and I’m just freaking out about it.",3.439459930313589,5.407973085365857,5.527351916376302,76.29865853658539,74.24390243902441,7.612543554006969,31.22648083623693,8.418075326091056,2.7571651567944246,331,16,57,6,7,115,59,82,0.152,0.794,0.054000000000000006,-0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,1,4,0,5,0,0,1,0,10,12,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,3,0,2,1,0,8,0,15,11,2,13,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,4,45,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42229560350922185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21223556482039668,0.0,0.33650771418987896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845554130752387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18230278517809229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14420445270273766,0.0,0.1568635176398365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732944684797679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115830327090949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028999799068709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238396567474366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28080260389533396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627985486601273,0.0,0.22139952460866816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17774215435167146
anxiety,Taylor6534,2019/01/03,"Anxiety within the relationship. Advice? I'll save you the whole story, I moved in with my friend Sam, I was living with him for about 6 months and we starting being intimate, and we've been together for a year now.

I know I won't find anyone better than sam and I've accepted that fact. My anxiety has manifested in ways that I've never seen it before. I've gotten my worst anxiety attacks from Sam, I've gotten the most self hatred from Sam. 

Sam is kinda petty and a very angry person, when Sam gets angry, I get anxious and I just shut down. Then Sam belittles me, and makes me feel like shit that I'm not doing anything to comfort him, which leads me to being even more anxious. I don't know how to handle any kind of negative emotions. If Sam displays any emotion of anger, sadness, or anxiety, I just shut down, because I don't know how to handle it, or fix it. Communication is my biggest weakness. Emotions in another weakness, and those 2 together is a fucking shit show.

Anxiety has cause me to constantly question and doubt our relationship. We work well together, but there's always that voice that says no. It makes fun of me, Sam, and everyone else. It's like a little voice that hijacks my thoughts and makes me have thoughts I don't agree with. 

Me and Sam have never had an argument, but we have made plenty of double anxiety attacks; Sam gets mad, I get anxious, Sam gets even more mad that I don't do anything, Sam gets anxious, then I get more anxious. It's a fucking shit show. And every time we have these, I feel like shit and I constantly feel like I need to take pills to fix the way my thoughts are.",3.980116822429906,5.359928573208722,5.102262461059191,82.30423481308412,71.67912772585669,8.091433021806854,28.639797507788163,8.59863814320734,2.140957320872274,1276,49,248,22,24,421,150,321,0.228,0.6920000000000001,0.08,-0.9913,0,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,5,1,0,3,11,28,11,1,10,0,22,9,4,8,3,56,51,23,0,2,8,0,3,4,1,1,3,3,0,2,16,20,0,0,12,2,0,2,10,16,1,0,10,7,37,12,26,38,7,26,0,1,1,2,15,10,6,7,16,153,53,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459282320302463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06351610675316266,0.0,0.0,0.10381964481511227,0.08004298544733855,0.3503723787783416,0.4311791663551873,0.0,0.05337459485000828,0.0,0.12563296108529418,0.0,0.0,0.1736821736062327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046532573911975184,0.0,0.06495471784936452,0.0,0.0,0.06751133007405465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841617327364217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649801412213346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06376736620944974,0.25759684799992155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083593888574996,0.0,0.06431479232712531,0.07294052738195045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579048110284774,0.16359934182296673,0.0,0.0,0.0697680070704068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058975555391512974,0.14113933651474456,0.2791700070820856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949024426787721,0.1258537158828808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491719901796784,0.07650684664774916,0.06740443061983951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222919447707334,0.15286086295281978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060929170068895235,0.08113109412095652,0.0,0.05660078624201245,0.11774716564285648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666520133472967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551168955387597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16390856536732906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0607039597922349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963313992052691,0.0,0.3134235282322227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05402968635524528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05739376187855583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818023052320885,0.04451104197781265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629836472372558,0.0,0.12118095025837175,0.0,0.0,0.06863354546895144,0.0,0.0,0.08522432418353383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055572151919724685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049156673596944304
anxiety,RobfinityWar,2019/01/03,"Anxious about possible emigration. **To start off;** I'm a 17 year old Guy from Ireland. I've had to stop going on vacations out of the country due to my panic disorder, which my parents are really understanding about.

My issue is, my Uncle, who loves in New York has offered my dad a job where he would be making more money than he does here in Ireland. My dad wants to take me over for two weeks next month to see if the job could work out for him.  I'm really anxious about that, and that if we move, i would have to sit the last two/three years of High School again, and my older sister wouldn't be there. 

Would anybody have any advice/tips on how to handle this?",2.267444444444447,4.130421614814813,3.5693518518518523,89.50958333333334,77.2962962962963,6.5740740740740735,20.87962962962963,7.492282038375204,0.5938518518518521,518,13,110,7,12,169,94,135,0.092,0.8809999999999999,0.027000000000000003,-0.7778,4,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,0,1,8,2,0,1,5,0,13,1,0,2,0,17,23,5,0,8,2,4,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,1,1,11,1,24,15,1,26,0,0,1,1,12,10,0,2,13,69,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023357823315674,0.0,0.0,0.340013163347738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015099250039395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724702327236526,0.0,0.13169149537238756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552478037996247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14900500605537162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589969417943808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706850437454287,0.2986686835324797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266634524549218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13581967875691248,0.0,0.1004507128749636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011665608984815,0.15994302432973767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534051813487936,0.16004379021815293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15790996156200546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17656314188515487,0.16709712595774734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696505893800042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19281063747008287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15230007731474934,0.1199180248464185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065149130906754,0.0,0.0,0.1258132088285689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314690072872885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940063188648636,0.15666145047400204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876066487494164,0.0,0.1207109594587833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955575224094624,0.0,0.0,0.3207032550745845,0.0,0.0,0.19381636908195415
anxiety,runawaytardis,2019/01/03,"Anxious about wisdom tooth extraction next month I know February is still a long time away but I can’t help but worry about getting my wisdom teeth out. All of them are being removed at once and I’m going under general anesthesia for it, yet I’m still terrified! I don’t want to have a panic attack and embarrass myself in front of the people doing the surgery. I don’t know how to not worry about it for now and for when it actually happens.",2.8666573033707863,4.92693773033708,4.658862359550561,81.47570926966293,76.19101123595507,7.596067415730338,24.608146067415728,8.472884824447931,1.8308303370786518,354,12,66,7,8,120,63,89,0.251,0.637,0.112,-0.9485,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,9,5,1,2,4,0,8,2,2,1,1,13,16,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,0,0,7,2,15,15,1,17,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,9,50,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.21633463753516494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250443330013332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25220108783077844,0.20828233437809826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582236353077698,0.0,0.12598989160376095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960371764538006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485921947573369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436668726111891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196186113475088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17694853366863264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357667531194775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360895337098783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601020547319865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15368992687931365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540792197893018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926753476423505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075679933452006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45026803590714026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alfonsobaldwin,2019/01/03,Anxiety is ruining my relationship I’m a long time lurker on this sub but something awful just happened with my relationship. I really wanna talk to someone but don’t know who and I’m scared of putting the entire story of what happened on Reddit. I don’t know if this is how it works on the sub but if there is another male that has had trust problems in their relationship do to anxiety I would greatly appreciate having someone to talk to and get advice from. I’m scared and feeling like I’m shutting down. I can’t sleep and I feel like I am about to vomit. I feel weird posting this but I don’t know what else to do and I hope this works. I’m sorry if this isn’t how reddit works I just figured it was worth a try. ,1.1868999999999978,3.4258522733333336,3.327583333333333,87.90337500000004,82.93333333333334,6.15,22.708333333333336,7.413659706084162,0.9886333333333336,571,20,119,9,16,194,78,150,0.149,0.706,0.14400000000000002,0.3048,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,3,6,10,0,2,4,1,16,2,1,2,0,28,31,14,0,7,9,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,11,6,0,0,7,0,1,1,5,5,0,0,2,3,13,5,17,28,0,10,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,4,4,78,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13615399027671427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461021502384188,0.2131777804037732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163943257010421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21135191512062168,0.19907816185134786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279541841320446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15361444209233455,0.0,0.0,0.24642232897803956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838849292672162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297202984524025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614152694825538,0.0,0.0,0.12330477277373544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334419061037042,0.0,0.0,0.13332227150098838,0.0,0.14006752690665922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925989116720873,0.0,0.0,0.4487725009660566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789920405012383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943300531838862,0.0,0.23611174877692545,0.10726487416510293,0.0,0.1559711933751247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22398018028557332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124583192351657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459754077572133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043068987296681,0.0,0.0,0.09897772591988062,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dontbanmelulll,2019/01/03,"Can i get an anxiety prescription without my parents knowing I dont want to go into detail but i basically cant tell my parents about my anxiety/depression for personal reasons. I need anxiety prescriptions because my anxiety is basically ruining my life. Every time i get in an anxious situation i throw up. I mean EVERY time. I cant even go on dates because i always have to excuse myself to throw up.

Im 18 and want to make an appointment with my doctor with insurance without my parents knowing. Is it possible and will they find out?",4.092513484358143,6.332108262135923,6.630614886731394,67.90820927723841,73.1747572815534,10.40302049622438,36.687162891046384,10.504223727775694,4.939870334412083,433,26,69,15,9,155,61,103,0.135,0.85,0.015,-0.8148,3,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,8,2,0,2,0,18,19,3,0,3,3,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,5,0,0,4,5,1,0,0,0,0,18,0,16,18,0,13,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,0,3,50,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12252557838368035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33794245707089604,0.16635300696238553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795270782072052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268280542545446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15071880708785526,0.0,0.0,0.1725784139114052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972586511154729,0.0,0.24813256137160636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458579021852032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538663333202734,0.0,0.16737357161027153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15905758210570736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16185185268792754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400854275671924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829194831010404,0.0,0.0,0.16040075123520256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918559757172644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4905182331911389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285748907367921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16600466522198487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513997269296093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655175773883151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870486263129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17172781650444005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737062572112959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838916206361174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alltrades_jackoff,2019/01/03,"Does this sound like anybody else’s experience? I’ve always thought that there was something wrong with me somehow. I’m forgetful, I lose things and have no idea how. I didn’t have any friends when I was little. So I’m gonna preface this by saying that I’ve never been diagnosed with anxiety, and I may just be seeing a problem where there isn’t one. I’m trying to get a therapist to help me see if a do have a problem but my mom says she’s gonna take a long time looking because she wanted me to get the right one. At first, she wanted me to talk to a church counselor but there was no way I was gonna do that and I made that very clear. She says there’s nothing wrong with me and that she has all the same problems I do.

Now with all that said, I do think I have anxiety. I worry a lot about things and I go over them a lot in my head. I’m always worrying about what people think about me and everything I do or say, constantly doubting myself and it’s exhausting. But I don’t think anxiety prevents me from doing anything, it just makes me feel bad. I also don’t get panic attacks or anything. 

I’m going to tell a story as an example of my experience but it’s not really necessary to read. One day I brought these expensive art markers (Copic) to school. A few hours later I saw on the hallway floor, the box covered in scribbles, with one marker missing.  I wasn’t sure if I dropped it or someone left it behind after messing with them in the class I had been in. There was a notecard that was scribbled on as well. I told a teacher and immediately regretted it. I thought a multitude of things: *what if the scribbling was my friends? what if I just dropped it? that notecard looked familiar? why can’t I remember what happened? what’s wrong with me?*

That ate at me all day. I went after my friends that were there, practically interrogated them. My heart beat hard before I talked to the last one, praying I wasn’t out of line. And I wasn’t. He said that he didn’t do any of what I saw. I was still unsure about it but I felt a little better.



Does anybody relate? I’ve done a lot of late night googling on anxiety but I wanted to hear actual experiences. Whenever I do those tests with the symptoms it always puts me in the middle of the road.",1.3865259740259752,3.6009869653679694,3.156390692640695,89.57601461038963,81.94372294372296,6.1876623376623385,23.910714285714285,7.413659706084162,1.0850142857142862,1766,66,372,27,48,587,210,462,0.162,0.77,0.069,-0.9902,0,0,1,0,0,0,48.0,0,0,3,4,22,22,1,2,26,0,37,6,2,3,6,69,78,28,0,11,17,1,3,1,3,4,3,8,0,0,33,18,1,1,9,2,1,5,13,15,1,6,30,17,58,7,47,43,8,45,2,3,6,0,26,20,0,13,18,259,91,4,0.0,0.0,0.07424083753182477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06083929008691416,0.18990816289934545,0.0,0.0,0.10347085711829464,0.0,0.2327968559150998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521089037585034,0.0,0.0,0.08654933948776829,0.0,0.0,0.06352168177251494,0.04637624521993758,0.0,0.06473649897107356,0.0,0.0,0.06728452211909045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221294076891282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812761466408336,0.0,0.0,0.07721723981373357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315217405796492,0.07785387624996129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355313630303916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837370975714445,0.22325569614669294,0.0,0.0,0.03846715891193705,0.0,0.07304649962379789,0.0,0.0,0.06471163242194858,0.0,0.0,0.17633227149605069,0.0,0.11924233730776435,0.0,0.08647339307083098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727523772025894,0.0,0.06815065460248397,0.0,0.07807764408336225,0.0,0.08574507011593555,0.0901524124720815,0.050993262637766636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492118627254768,0.0,0.0,0.0858824361044822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062013459969438835,0.08581893234527327,0.0,0.08265861767728967,0.0,0.0,0.03716770970807251,0.15249963553926982,0.0,0.06732634931905722,0.12777217453461004,0.08511145963420293,0.0,0.194035558957101,0.0,0.07198653660216425,0.05078243954612375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910125476441083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05867579384428179,0.0,0.0,0.07139374537186557,0.0,0.07299858203924325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257761011137888,0.0,0.0,0.08926076104623958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052742681531386566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183881845244604,0.0,0.07647907727042076,0.0,0.0,0.07609826379441298,0.0,0.048737307386568486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618117655879877,0.0649699197036098,0.14473458315738874,0.24200008625969596,0.0,0.07699466980123246,0.12124811607527418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06446036807374422,0.0585683118767541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06075573040285767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170230937704658,0.07907383508442431,0.05720094443968893,0.12229670854771645,0.06649524216617625,0.0,0.0,0.08833204563244992,0.15162788256634455,0.14624250887889878,0.0,0.1207943537207954,0.044361504731349886,0.0,0.0,0.07269547974577792,0.0,0.05165174819856271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277205027700634,0.13461775339602156,0.06038691815972185,0.0,0.0,0.06840296737083547,0.07052476792951251,0.06864826955001793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15452114594511993,0.0,0.0,0.24953698780801215,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kris_cianna,2019/01/03,"Encouragement for you going into 2019 I want you all to remember this when you are going through hard times:

You are brave

You are strong

You are amazing

You are loved

YOU CAN DO THIS!

I know how hard anxiety is and how much it hurts but just know that you can get through this.  You've made it this far already so don't ever give up!  No matter how hard it is, no matter how much pain you're in, I promise, it will get better and you will be okay.  Your anxiety may not completely go away, but trust me, it will get better.   I believe in you.  You can do this!  I'm here if anyone needs to talk <3",0.40476571428571617,2.570311128,1.9577428571428577,96.9293,85.72,5.1714285714285735,17.728571428571428,6.5431188927421005,-0.2659028571428568,461,11,107,5,14,149,70,125,0.133,0.649,0.218,0.9095,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,13,0,3,9,12,0,0,0,1,18,2,0,5,2,23,32,11,0,3,5,0,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,11,3,0,0,3,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,1,3,18,10,10,26,3,12,0,1,0,1,17,6,0,2,3,77,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857963896967227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25759950477965576,0.0,0.0,0.11772562593932545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581856734275183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18969115533545408,0.0,0.2978126059148253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765288536517885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15229695008714902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26389331521256515,0.16151228879934987,0.2870593309016129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4524693808342077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802395976086598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18505942163106173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519571518103379,0.15931225622980832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24753719389678974,0.12484147200974666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17915360518367213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907261875647581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13532644774877414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098175738715678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930680112510262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Oliflower,2019/01/03,"afraid to be out of my house (So sorry for my really bad english) 
Over four months ago i was diagnosed with  panic disorder and I'm in medication since then. Like six months ago I  isolate myself slowly, I cut comunication with my friends and teachers, I stopped to go college and therapy. I only feel safe in my house. I mean, I feel that I don't belong  to the places where I used to be. I feel like something was broken between the life and I. 
I reclude myself in my house like six months ago because i think that don't exists something outside of my house for me. I'm so scared of leave my room and continue the life in the point that I left before the things gone worse but I know that I can't live like this for ever. I'm hopless.",2.8594812362030915,4.315928894039736,4.243327814569536,87.0523206401766,74.62913907284769,7.1525386313465775,25.166114790286976,7.793537801064563,1.2440988962472408,577,19,122,8,12,191,82,151,0.135,0.779,0.086,-0.4852,0,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,4,11,1,3,5,0,7,4,0,1,1,19,19,9,0,0,1,0,3,4,1,0,4,0,1,0,6,8,0,2,6,0,0,2,3,5,0,3,3,3,26,6,19,14,0,23,0,0,0,0,1,11,0,0,14,77,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32131547072552924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088484971994163,0.07365454438602355,0.0,0.10281421693903843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226360734952686,0.0,0.0,0.1384773200407942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092942366007754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832801070923332,0.08631827822103283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335004056495357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686683272647461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5576689579860782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640293256488068,0.0,0.0,0.12793752477250606,0.13127804538134355,0.0,0.17068626984857704,0.23611835856372074,0.0,0.10669176900240117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13161517882855614,0.0,0.12171970862751876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28932701657976256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189378762098874,0.0,0.14176353983017306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623768702196395,0.0,0.11421983570808993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774043727157115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096812804320405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099948700674998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186035859793423,0.0,0.13525506503594809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101613309833328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381753166987092,0.0,0.08027157404742725,0.07742056527906488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435506308096604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313224423441092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,A-Arond,2019/01/03,"Im breaking down I have know idea what is going with me. A year ago, I was fine happy. In the last six months i have noticed small things. More recently I have developed thoughts of suicide... tonight I am having hearing things that arent there i feel like something is going to happen... I cant sleep... I cant eat... I need help.",0.007446102819237409,2.340045731343288,1.5790049751243806,97.00127694859043,91.68656716417914,4.171807628524046,20.87728026533997,5.82211442006289,0.005233499170813172,252,9,55,2,9,81,50,67,0.07400000000000001,0.8320000000000001,0.093,0.2805,1,0,1,0,0,1,17.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,11,2,1,0,0,6,19,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,1,0,4,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,2,10,3,5,17,1,12,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,7,35,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970795917246145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274961642880863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241528020869984,0.15883055047204014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25270726998343324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966031522302766,0.23667137056326426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505788406589689,0.0,0.14902119289089186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25098027493512554,0.2401514585450381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218517965836648,0.18122628955090705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086178085341262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17745939893179868,0.0,0.0,0.16485275434110097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531209180546854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195212251796514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22248769812559552,0.0,0.0,0.1711582913115195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24318980176832855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954085404846123,0.0,0.0,0.1765029119025758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317138638416588
anxiety,Eyenrand,2019/01/03,"Dealing With Anxiety at College Does anyone have any advice for dealing with anxiety while at college? I go to school very far from my hometown, and support system. I worry a lot about making friends and my classes and just everything. I’ve tried going to my school’s mental support services, but it’s way overbooked. I’m really dreading going back in the spring.",5.93776119402985,7.792327253731344,6.191223880597018,74.54146268656717,67.50746268656717,7.748059701492537,35.78805970149253,8.238735603445708,3.2769725373134313,294,15,44,4,5,94,50,67,0.142,0.774,0.084,-0.6046,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,9,8,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,10,8,1,12,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,3,27,6,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18204815568269428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668896316460382,0.0,0.2850347733192697,0.0,0.0,0.13026382613657447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432515887121896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3841299174733209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163030551252038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674325435798217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14393329851808276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176321762835332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15838381592629214,0.0,0.0,0.12435529756387945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18774446952293086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934720774913232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3770868496882106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4228173075159311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648404791764525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537152815158082,0.0,0.1478746047616975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18919456465324305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dashy404,2019/01/03,"Some odd shit has been happening to me lately. I dunno for the past week I have had a feeling like I’m going to die, not like suicide or anything, just like I’m going to die, like get Into a deadly car accident or just drop dead. I’ve never had this feeling and I have no idea why it’s happening. I can’t sleep because I feel like if I sleep I won’t wake up. I’m not sure what to do, any help would be appreciated. Thanks peeps.",1.0803191489361694,2.448262936170213,3.5542021276595754,90.50875,79.21276595744679,6.402127659574468,21.324468085106385,7.1686216300943375,0.4414085106382975,332,9,78,4,8,116,63,94,0.241,0.512,0.247,-0.3339,0,0,0,0,0,1,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,8,1,0,3,0,11,4,4,0,2,18,23,4,5,2,7,0,3,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,3,6,1,0,0,3,3,8,7,7,17,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,5,9,43,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449237458435554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13854811453396038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263230802208577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494676968377109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553876418926111,0.2405566198844943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796253508525842,0.0,0.19136874646214336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977650686130279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284993455745375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900609373216994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18992040120574646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41126742938585614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298516539816338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607211989091731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17282183955560265,0.0,0.0,0.33696847658030743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18416141142212936,0.0,0.1586798040026803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15500570677860798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505036138790316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15192110340600995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959999514622392,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Br7an547,2019/01/03,"I am afraid of going back. I was doing just find a couple of days ago. Hell, even weeks ago. I’ve talked to my psychologist, and it helped. However, last night, I just felt like shit. When I first had a panic attack, I was afraid of having another one. I was afraid of starting over back to square 1 of my anxiety.

I just want to be told everything’s gonna be okay and that it’ll all be over soon.",0.3384523809523827,2.378589273809524,2.3785714285714303,94.63309523809528,84.83333333333334,6.114285714285715,16.476190476190478,7.3871296695380915,-0.03910952380952315,305,6,72,5,9,102,56,84,0.194,0.738,0.068,-0.9118,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,8,9,3,4,2,1,11,1,1,0,1,9,17,3,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,0,2,6,2,9,2,10,6,1,15,1,0,1,0,3,2,2,0,13,47,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3750160580775445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22180699451959165,0.16181939380274984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240645202786532,0.0,0.3253060667194072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340532313994094,0.0,0.13641894825283032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971315799136713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901089638252048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031013733767368,0.0,0.19333401765842184,0.17992677932600684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021701918424535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14178368201118965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17242467404328538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103342568444143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985059901598751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14333777972853254,0.0,0.0,0.2481841464068968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21713186489856007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14972158120186188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17001929998986232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20212538384026948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476550661306607,0.0,0.16967610632304067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iimlk,2019/01/03,How to deal with society when you have anxiety I live in the middle east and I always wanted to go to a psychiatrist to help with my anxiety but the problem is when I go to get help people will accuse you of being mentally ill and crazy and stuff you'll be shamed and no one gonna talk to you ever again ! Really need some tips or some stories how to deal with people like this.,4.296455696202528,4.5807029493670886,5.8074430379746875,81.56762025316458,70.13924050632912,9.357974683544304,24.66075949367089,9.3871,1.7778992405063287,299,7,63,6,5,102,54,79,0.248,0.66,0.092,-0.9273,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,4,0,0,6,3,0,1,3,0,6,1,0,2,1,17,12,10,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,8,1,12,7,2,9,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,3,5,46,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18577635228727504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34159788122516754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4603577465164455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20195813462966675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664799514166466,0.0,0.2537760034535841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29930284763248344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907716804302543,0.0,0.1971491939393936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22500101392520347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16554993909649976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129176022767438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30957098952961953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21363673727441665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303080575919094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25558774285921865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17945386915340236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13168889002562728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vanessawinters,2019/01/03,"Worried about going back to teaching I suffered a relapse last year and I managed to emerge from it with a higher dose of medication and another new medication that was added.
I was not a hundred percent but I managed to get past each day somewhat OK.

I've been on vacation for the past month (I'm a teacher) and I'm experiencing symptoms again despite being away from my main trigger which is teaching.

It happens whenever I go to crowded areas mainly shopping malls. My vision gets blurry, my face and chest feel hot and my knees feel like they are going to collapse. I've not exactly been taking my medication on time as I was on vacation mode. I really hope that it's because of this.

I start teaching tomorrow onwards and I'm very worried that I'm going to experience those symptoms again. It's really very demoralising and I don't want to start the school year feeling so jittery.


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anxiety,sasdms,2019/01/03,"Flying with anxiety/paranoia Going on a weekend trip to Vegas Friday, coming back Sunday. Ive flown before but I didn't have the massive anxiety like I do now.

I do have Ativan I plan on taking before we board. No caffine starting tomorrow and until after we get back. Also have some noise cancelling head phones I'm taking with my tablet with movies and shows pre loaded on it.

But I can't stop thinking that I'm going to have a total freak out once I'm on the plane. I'm slightly claustrophobic, getting worse as time goes on it seems. Fear of heights. Generally paranoid that something horrible will happen. Considering that I've lost 2 husband's in the last 4 years I can see where the ptsd, paranoia and anxiety come from.

But I don't want those things to limit my life. I've never been to Vegas, I'm going with my sister in law which happens to be my best friend. This will probably be 1 of the only times to get to do this and I don't want to miss out.

Does anyone have any tips or ideas or something to help me get through these 2 plane rides? I'm more concerned with the claustrophobic issue and well I guess all of it.

Thanks in advance. ❤️",2.5735417944001604,4.57246245064378,3.8796321275291232,87.00938483547928,76.85407725321888,6.15483343552013,23.54159002656857,7.07126945348624,0.8846731657469853,913,29,181,10,21,299,138,233,0.149,0.7390000000000001,0.112,-0.716,0,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,0,5,6,9,0,1,8,0,19,2,1,0,3,35,48,13,0,2,5,2,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,12,16,0,2,3,2,0,8,6,4,1,0,3,1,17,5,32,41,5,35,0,2,1,0,7,12,0,5,16,110,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004241203392827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357590034539323,0.0,0.21053440549861446,0.0,0.0,0.096216390983705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21161900855143104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23418289343060855,0.0,0.14440762101455268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370684931134468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041878184284956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15484352018660105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631303360666323,0.0,0.2875710612920075,0.0,0.23461173042974776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158706754220574,0.0,0.24336672628221664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14122209954431664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223351571201828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553389332253186,0.0,0.14362353399645986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121661791887722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719425418986044,0.06722669544976938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502117620982441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612921145868333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465444921412869,0.0,0.1046545590389547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14836111757996873,0.0,0.16085250596544673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965311337814812,0.1252701316375921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21186960921030326,0.0,0.0,0.09739730000184584,0.0,0.0,0.11504367312433865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20692318690010386,0.0,0.0,0.12668790059721782,0.0,0.0,0.09141843429008407,0.08817152203199134,0.0,0.0,0.1604767897560412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16232560970741286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372313202556333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023092373750276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861290169139764
anxiety,Creature_of_tea,2019/01/03,"What would you do if you've been trying different meds for 3 years and still haven't found the one? I've been on medications for 5 years now. The first med I tried worked for 2 years, then slowly stopped working. Ever since, I have been having the worst luck finding something that would work longer then two months or one that doesn't give me horrible side effects. I took a gene test and a lot of medications have a higher risk of side effects.
I started Lamictal and Clonidine 5 months ago and I thought they would work but they started to make me feel worse physically and they aren't working as good now. I'm getting nervous trying new meds. I feel like I need a break from taking meds but I'm afraid that I'll get a lot worse without them. I never been off anything for more then 4 weeks.
I don't know what to do...",3.4257599629286366,4.941053596385544,3.749036144578316,90.92724281742358,73.27710843373494,6.553475440222428,25.419833178869325,7.010146845296331,0.8620635773864698,651,21,139,6,13,202,97,166,0.127,0.8270000000000001,0.046,-0.9088,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,4,8,4,7,0,3,8,0,16,2,0,3,2,29,32,13,0,5,5,0,2,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,8,0,0,1,6,4,0,4,7,2,16,3,13,22,4,26,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,5,21,83,21,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967622411307517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982797482594602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404718375831192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873992608217172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038742626922812,0.07798270683034944,0.0,0.0,0.09976870287284054,0.09284998885793112,0.0,0.11968643480503473,0.0,0.0,0.11406140623195855,0.10471458192882,0.0,0.09155679777564164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059990543481679225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053329228503573495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18560495553293668,0.0,0.0,0.0728640086729892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4850010253009005,0.21993099373621347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17425821720141432,0.0,0.0,0.08093949163905187,0.08418960549701703,0.10542576026412724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479369697003313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902968685595668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403538748220475,0.0,0.0,0.15452560423144684,0.0,0.08717395435457223,0.0912612213182839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207345194535469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665949209830733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127888075553422,0.22233394825174768,0.0,0.10663179162475807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756019887960223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522469980429022,0.0,0.3973426894140922,0.0,0.2224832538690589,0.23262875982072376,0.0,0.0,0.2108830867432493
anxiety,Leilababy,2019/01/03,Fear of death I have had anxiety and panic attacks since 14. SSRIs help a ton. But in the last two years I lost my son and then became ill and was diagnosed with various chronic illnesses that cause pain in fatigue. Earlier this year I came off SSRIs because of a drug interaction with one of my other meds. I have come off SSRI before with few issues when I was pregnant etc. but this time my panic attacks and intrusive anxious thoughts got way worse than they’ve ever been. Pretty much living with CONSTANT impending sense of doom. I’m back on Zoloft because I couldn’t take it anymore I was to the point where I was begging to go to the hospital convinced I was dying. The Zoloft has taken the edge off so I don’t have tremors etc type panic attacks but the constant feeling like I’m going to die is still there. Thinking about what my family would do and how they’d get on without me. Or what if as I’m walking to my bar someone shoots me. All day every day. I know part of it is because I always had health anxiety and becoming sick and finding out I have health issues is hard to adjust to. But it’s literally every day I just want to feel normal again. Any suggestions? ,3.5140403135498346,5.226354365957448,4.699216125419934,83.40105263157895,73.42553191489361,7.330347144456887,27.68756998880179,8.032893268588372,1.855808510638298,936,36,178,14,19,308,146,235,0.229,0.7090000000000001,0.062,-0.9908,0,0,1,1,0,1,15.0,0,0,1,1,11,13,3,4,8,0,21,13,0,2,2,37,39,18,3,5,8,1,3,1,0,1,12,0,0,0,9,14,1,0,7,1,0,5,3,11,0,2,13,3,22,2,29,23,8,31,1,3,0,0,5,10,0,2,16,122,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08320031838183868,0.0,0.0,0.06799714233489795,0.0,0.15298530801458834,0.11296109208891672,0.09916396079693356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412617573707509,0.0,0.07688671865367759,0.0,0.18286030878663706,0.1104319331946945,0.08508476797029965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436278605688018,0.0,0.10271804926594616,0.0,0.08613318178000523,0.0,0.21610896791328085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19345729513971385,0.0,0.0,0.10148851169406314,0.2075492346943584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595753101673074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22303224672183444,0.0,0.09044736261699897,0.16849304756898434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426238501137256,0.1125173986347148,0.10111666038539653,0.07143341546225113,0.0,0.0,0.09138973872694398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05224104260257045,0.0,0.1136541008855573,0.0,0.07997174122724489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895720764335338,0.0,0.0,0.21257099390376774,0.0,0.0,0.067021695466133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20872873993734686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05495230404935445,0.08150581104011884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048850432240888905,0.0,0.08829366871794232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10915172101010913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106718767568376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350471012310357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796971000496477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06775632347451094,0.0,0.1063972133579684,0.35195282089004704,0.0,0.10828024380554667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945235834903152,0.0,0.0,0.10172654531859936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271338594065718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472184236106653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985274623057821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518060387398523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06407003845396678,0.0,0.07938149051780376,0.0583054134355771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976764385620314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05897713806190182,0.07936800725595683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638751979157012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018991219527456,0.07103056358761316,0.0,0.0,0.12878153598903458
anxiety,raptor4211,2019/01/03,"Anxiety for upcoming trip to a strip club for the first time So I had little to no experience talking to women and I have fear of rejection. I told my close friends about my issue and they ask me if I have ever seen a women naked.

I told them other than online porn, I've never seen it in real life. So they are forcing me to come with them to a strip club. But I am extremely terrified right now and I dont know how to interact with them. 

My anxiety is so bad than I'm about to burst into tears for even steeping through the doors of the club. I dont know how to handle this type of anxiety.

 ",2.177380952380954,3.4571183253968267,4.214476190476192,87.28885714285717,76.06349206349206,7.897142857142858,23.711111111111112,8.548686976883017,1.3818787301587299,463,14,103,9,10,159,76,126,0.185,0.79,0.024,-0.9559,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,5,1,10,4,0,1,6,0,8,2,0,2,2,17,17,10,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,3,8,0,0,2,3,0,2,4,3,0,1,5,2,18,1,23,12,0,12,0,1,2,1,13,5,0,1,5,74,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.426674515975979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738058835706071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552316659245168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16014972994204235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4357831322040921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279542573268712,0.16817120182648249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18186102064121912,0.0,0.20920661042285726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15813961824135028,0.0,0.0,0.1436378440493884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19404746603630496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20434857905690573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131760662076328,0.0,0.18633615969441653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338948487715322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116125262513504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15877081004705487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14943182607266392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840881554470114,0.0,0.0,0.35530043006518136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Emireth,2019/01/03,I feel so dumb I just feel so stupid when I talk. Im always stuttering as if my tongue is too big for my mouth and I'm always mixing up my words and not making any sense. Its like I can't think anymore or when I try to my mind just ends up blank. Has anyone else ever felt this way before?,-0.555758241758241,1.2757446769230754,1.6468131868131868,99.79461538461538,86.84615384615385,4.32967032967033,12.362637362637365,5.288315135182226,-1.4428901098901101,224,2,56,1,7,75,49,65,0.156,0.8059999999999999,0.038,-0.8298,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,8,4,2,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,1,15,9,9,0,1,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,3,9,1,5,8,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,5,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4194425450351946,0.0,0.0,0.17139895009281386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24996048633820675,0.1762354231747298,0.258249446485368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144713645049084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21055089598789892,0.0,0.22323667759809612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22798874274546246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25488261464855266,0.0,0.24200231238367514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722513858969403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313624529146275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16824170715830358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544931651513775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20258387751558746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614999828864881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711217179069203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000612473922761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,inconspicuous_male,2019/01/03,"Has anyone else been unable to buy a car due to anxiety? How did ya do it? I was never a bad driver, but I haven't had a car in a few years. However I need one and I need it bad. My social life is too expensive because I have to Lyft everywhere and I end up looking for dumb excuses to spend the night somewhere or to have people drive me places at inconvenient times.   
  
Here's why I am having trouble buying one: I've got to do the research, go to the dealer, haggle prices (which I really don't feel comfortable doing), get insurance, get it registered at the DMV, and find a place at home to park it. Then I have to get used to the traffic where I live. I've never been a regular driver in a place as heavily populated as where I am now, and I've never driven to a 9ish-to-5ish job like I have now.   
  
I'm terrified to start driving again and I have about a month before I can no longer rely on public transportation and lyft for everything. Has anyone been in this situation? Also can someone give me a car pls?^^/s",3.905242652084759,4.5269468277512015,5.701999316473002,80.771495215311,71.15311004784691,9.225017088174985,27.368762816131238,9.424239791934726,2.2425403964456603,793,26,164,17,14,274,123,209,0.127,0.828,0.044,-0.9566,2,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,1,10,6,1,0,15,0,24,1,0,2,3,17,38,13,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,6,6,0,0,2,0,5,8,6,4,0,2,8,2,18,2,25,30,1,35,0,0,1,0,5,13,1,1,15,113,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602349264815275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109887387829176,0.0,0.0,0.20289198547352455,0.14865553701115453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24227788876573006,0.08844176088572887,0.0,0.12345566001357768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119892970626073,0.0,0.12850121710061896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303919983287456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733587476586025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260399930739278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274009513623776,0.13917763737252278,0.08245448846363472,0.0,0.1160367987263113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14553091869741927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14397332218433592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247700525651053,0.07088063466721417,0.0,0.12811168681095433,0.0,0.1218338834294141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580453512829132,0.0,0.0,0.21515565471318385,0.3356927994717428,0.0,0.0,0.1361513534994122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966251265457792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058286535162747,0.0,0.4547451928498762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294442156011523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630803124291584,0.0,0.14789470176905706,0.12292906492855205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269108711675602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459955253760963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530585333405828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309155972409687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342923476407863
anxiety,SadElvenMermaid,2019/01/03,"i get anxiety to play even a single player game because i fear failing to measure up to my past self how stupid is that. i get so avoidant and anxious that i dont even play a game, because if i see myself doing worse, ill see myself as having become worse as a person somehow.  i know rationally its ridiculous, but its still how i feel.  ",8.189215686274508,5.721531647058827,8.520588235294117,74.34598039215689,63.411764705882355,10.243137254901963,37.37254901960785,7.793537801064563,2.9388372549019617,264,10,51,2,3,88,46,68,0.258,0.691,0.051,-0.8684,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,7,7,2,2,3,0,4,1,0,2,0,9,10,8,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,10,2,6,10,1,3,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,2,2,38,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16815808199921722,0.24832869028701546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679947000436869,0.24276869875262425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257621862573966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903718290592517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473532941365944,0.11114520661652738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22968881495077806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080472524193095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098385504643269,0.0,0.1919342175022012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3503286256180764,0.0,0.22931526941653205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17554476077171802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4480210845696126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,he_who_melts_the_rod,2019/01/03,Has anyone else tried the supplement 5-HPT? This was recently recommended by my counselor and I finally tried it. So far no drowsy feelings but otherwise I'm a noticeable calmer. Could be placebo effect but hey I'll take it.,2.40637630662021,5.24851117073171,3.9625783972125466,77.0851219512195,95.82926829268291,8.19651567944251,27.808362369337978,8.418075326091056,3.470167944250872,182,9,29,6,7,60,36,41,0.043,0.8420000000000001,0.115,0.4425,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,7,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329451909866483,0.3413500279911732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659919843513272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783028394336095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16844990149800065,0.0,0.0,0.3649479190405071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3792917976474116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289439717588405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250486225887302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4523719527176949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dellop,2019/01/03,Does anyone get a lower heart rate during a panic attack? This is the problem I have and I pass out because of it sometimes. I just haven't heard anyone else having this issue.,1.785,4.337196571428573,3.3310714285714305,86.76517857142859,83.28571428571428,3.5,17.32142857142857,3.1291,-0.5425714285714287,140,3,24,0,4,46,29,35,0.311,0.6890000000000001,0.0,-0.8834,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,3,0,4,1,1,0,0,4,6,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4008352940057956,0.29368526186181465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32608184341566543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17472636557961707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25083095162015034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394417330414271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14975181167424753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.339656720909122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29916618617181445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362973499151489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27426522340281506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834833899237813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,subhasutra,2019/01/03,"All my broken buddies, do we deserve to date the healthy ones? I recently asked one girl out thinking obviously she would turn it down, she didn’t, she seems interested, at least I think so. But now I have the feeling that I might ruin her happiness with all my mess, it seems very selfish to me.",4.66,5.678097931034486,5.323620689655171,82.72094827586207,69.6896551724138,8.558620689655173,31.74137931034483,8.841846274778883,2.4702620689655177,232,10,47,4,4,75,47,58,0.187,0.659,0.154,-0.5095,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,3,14,12,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,1,1,12,2,6,9,3,6,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,3,3,36,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25419599518634783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13748416245881995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894496646671458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288449966327192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3685019401818524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26847499494488386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4950671693293215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3484535799333092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29575633445523664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22435144685143515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19315466920288668,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ottsntatertots,2019/01/03,"Need advice on asking doctor for additional heart tests for peace of mind (without sounding crazy) For the past 2-3 weeks I have been experiencing chest pains that come and go (24 y/o female). Last Wednesday I went to my doctor for it, and they performed an EKG that came back normal. She told me I just am experiencing anxiety (which she already knew of my history with, including medications I’m on.) 

I thought that would ease my mind and the chest pains would go away if it was anxiety, but they didn’t. I’m worried the EKG isn’t enough, and I feel like I need more peace of mind (really just an echo at the minimum). How can I request an echo or referral to a cardiologist and be taken serious (since she already knows I have anxiety)?

Side note: My maternal grandma had a congenital valve heart problem, but it didn’t affect her until she was 60 or so. My doctor doesn’t know about this because I just learned about it this past weekend from my mom. So that’s not helping with my anxiety over the pains either. 

I’ve suffered from GAD/anxiety attacks since 2014, but never have I had chest pains outside of a full-blown anxiety attack itself so I’ve been in a perpetual state of more anxiety because of these physical symptoms, and I’m unable to sleep at night for fear of not waking up due to an unknown heart problem. I’m concerned it will start affecting my full-time job soon. 

Any help is much appreciated. I feel like I’m losing it, and I don’t know how much more I can take. ",6.043722144147763,6.02199962798635,6.878522385063242,76.44493073679985,66.37201365187714,10.170568159004217,32.934952820718735,9.916854025145753,3.0499152379040355,1173,46,231,24,17,391,158,293,0.175,0.75,0.075,-0.9796,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,2,2,12,14,2,1,13,0,22,17,8,4,1,48,46,19,0,8,13,1,2,2,0,3,9,1,0,0,15,12,0,0,8,1,0,5,9,12,0,0,14,5,29,2,32,28,7,28,0,2,0,0,13,9,0,3,15,144,44,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251205090047715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863593499423485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05742088480910755,0.0,0.4521650479080601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893833696459422,0.1921213292879078,0.07933248681060065,0.06492777877956843,0.0,0.1029455098302118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657482857556006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273604947796845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592782870128259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724725256187589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501647222472337,0.08538900178591183,0.12064536184703475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959763721082569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30017909018986555,0.11319431737638724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379190387992044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921511165596126,0.06882841875849803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250449787327538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944647692248888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506262285306115,0.0,0.0,0.2557755933676827,0.09889302222218806,0.0,0.0,0.12414361392182782,0.12521973977835946,0.06512396037395415,0.0,0.0,0.0792395490529636,0.08273152723492605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3593928757857475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16121166990288496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16159194497200394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05409328561279323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969633555709512,0.0,0.08449919982995173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05976580640401403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877636409371986,0.06348703264124797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703451448809937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068433730770902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677312464942338,0.0,0.0,0.07827507548023535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139543046865351,0.0,0.0,0.08575111068947781,0.0,0.11996497704572087,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DeadNote090,2019/01/03,"HELP So let me just say that last year in 8th grade the attacks affected me alot at school, it was hard to concentrate or even hear the teacher at times and this year it's gotten worse (ran out of my meds and the psychiatrist is closed for a month), plus I'm planning on asking out a girl so any strageties or eating methods to reduce this would mean alot.",6.017500000000003,5.584874638888893,5.688333333333336,86.34,66.5,8.866666666666667,29.11111111111111,8.07648339933343,1.6115444444444451,282,8,61,3,4,87,58,72,0.119,0.835,0.046,-0.5525,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,7,0,4,1,0,1,0,14,10,7,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,5,6,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,3,3,0,11,5,2,13,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,4,5,38,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16689699982937725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22943867296209935,0.2792056720127197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25113041923253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16210049364915954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21985204542297468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766111222244623,0.0,0.1645027939804312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000536326108885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509630647838877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26733910720242204,0.2726111681467595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19589540504982145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19517132398458006,0.0,0.2483825832811665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14310893431789226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501084186067744,0.1743424436952882,0.0,0.0,0.3160905186887233
anxiety,Lordkeravrium,2019/01/03,"[NSFW] It's gotten worse than ever/need help making it to my next appointment **Before continuing, please understand that I am not against the LGBT+ community in any way. I support them actively by going to rallies, protests, and other related events.**

So, to start, I am a 15 year old boy having a very very hard time. I have GAD and ADHD. The thing with my GAD is, it makes me fear the idea of me turning gay despite that being completely impossible. But today, the anxiety has been worse than ever. I'm going to attempt explain the following events in tons of detail: as much as I can remember. So also please take note of that.

It started when I was about to take a bath and my thoughts ran wild. I wondered about being a dominant man because I'm around many women that make fun of submissive men. I happened to be one of them. I have this thing where I constantly feel my thoughts becoming a reality so I felt it happen while in a dissociative almost a hypnotic state. I panicked as I got in the bath. Starting to think about confining gender roles and how I was really a submissive person. I imagined the dominance leaving me through the bath and thinking ""only girls are submissive"". 

My mind jumped to the idea of me having sissification fetish which also terrified me, then the idea of me liking guys. I felt the same dissociative state pop up again. I got out of the bath and during the time between me thinking about it and getting dressed I felt more feminine and felt the obsessiveness. I started getting obsessive and I feel like I've turned gay. Idk what to do because it feels more real than ever.

The main problem is, I don't see my therapist till next Wednesday so Idk how to get out of this. Any advice and/or support is appreciated. I just need help getting to my next appointment and I haven't had one in over a week.",3.0818070818070846,5.5891353247863265,4.4578949938949926,80.96369230769231,77.51851851851852,7.658152218152219,27.69238909238909,8.591530228387361,2.38807343915344,1453,62,265,32,35,480,184,351,0.102,0.809,0.08900000000000001,-0.3834,0,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,2,1,19,10,1,3,24,0,22,2,0,5,2,51,67,26,0,2,3,0,8,2,0,0,0,0,4,7,18,14,0,1,20,4,0,5,3,5,0,2,14,9,39,5,46,50,6,44,0,0,1,2,13,11,0,2,27,185,57,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046929748501704,0.08169160549025188,0.0,0.0,0.08371194373326936,0.0,0.0,0.13370757497513314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369985880934355,0.0,0.06395271670201998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442049715812434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192188758204622,0.09232810954347637,0.07113626964940706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765156421385152,0.09034041099166236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268592180369983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407169109661156,0.12680992481052453,0.059722871972508765,0.32107114698962386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747073175137449,0.0,0.09502204636884133,0.0,0.13372290914067494,0.0,0.0,0.08277577873734153,0.14785196997862726,0.0,0.07488794450796832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120687877459693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831180043705924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851886958289959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816841275653707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16740818720928724,0.08475588097659675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441077652455163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061454605854291335,0.06198731863969815,0.0,0.0,0.2667242474214661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772269056397558,0.0,0.11329717908657265,0.06358051882248901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729950918291236,0.0,0.18353236463663916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999259062762612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515353344454212,0.0535554176599223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470094169178392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661727786258037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366861385836792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18973345019899826,0.0,0.0,0.12571151892785107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706444303701713,0.11107841904793944,0.16069986346440554,0.0,0.13273593498233408,0.09749405707073627,0.0,0.07924171834346115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818625886975094,0.0,0.08702911334595052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795523594646467,0.0,0.06635669462795807,0.06705777165378828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065913904322567,0.0,0.0,0.1703882748742671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05383477141983043
anxiety,Smighter,2019/01/04,"Nostalgia I downloaded Instagram for like 30 seconds and looked at my really old account and now I’m depressed and mentally fucked, so I’m lying in bed wishing I could will myself to sleep or something other than just sit here.

I used to feel like I belonged with my friends and now I don’t talk to nearly any of them and I feel so damn alone.",4.0062857142857125,5.1012356285714295,5.041428571428573,83.85357142857143,71.28571428571428,8.457142857142857,29.714285714285715,8.841846274778883,2.3168,274,11,55,5,5,90,51,70,0.217,0.657,0.126,-0.8461,0,1,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,6,6,2,0,0,0,3,2,1,1,0,13,11,8,0,2,2,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,3,10,3,10,9,0,7,0,1,1,1,3,3,2,1,5,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729828387208518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17923913803698918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21044213313661508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270156209591593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26654154022228205,0.1882970868309688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036363682894972,0.24366961633385364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25753756898979285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221335505151102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26562027226302104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765762351444609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16885204606404633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26376402580152514,0.0,0.0,0.2029118928640799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21185053681146954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22764302971719744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030967196940467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,meow0915,2019/01/04,"I'm having a hard time I just started on some anxiety/depression medication. I've been on it about a month and overall, I think it is helping. The past week or so I've been having a hard time where I feel hopeless. I feel like I need a hug and just a long talk. I don't know how to fix myself",-0.3383736263736239,1.5471224153846137,2.3729670329670327,94.58846153846157,86.38461538461539,5.560439560439562,20.05494505494506,6.868970318607317,0.20049450549450576,227,7,55,3,7,79,43,65,0.102,0.76,0.138,0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,1,6.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,6,0,6,2,0,1,0,12,13,5,0,1,3,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,7,2,4,11,1,10,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,2,8,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307529158228885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709295392728955,0.19139696926414795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4799945193474505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17957631318834735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14723787713449696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13088866908639776,0.0,0.0,0.2370944114133391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698939762371861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21384545367399413,0.0,0.0,0.19865395833459745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557530978152793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18963007008689645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153381731237135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17166771463149372,0.0,0.0,0.3124442349857903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21490350072331305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,flumadiddlee,2019/01/04,"How long can anxiety/panic attacks last? I’ve been dealing with severe anxiety, panic disorder, and misophonia for several years now. I get panic attacks at least once a day, but they’re usually manageable. The past few days, I’ve had severe panic attacks that seemed to have lasted over 12 hours with very short, almost unnoticeable breaks. They were so bad that I had to leave school. There was also no clear cause of them as I wear earplugs during class whenever I need to block out certain sounds and was not worried about anything prior to them. Also, there was a period of about a month a couple years ago where I was constantly short of breath and couldn’t breathe properly, but every doctor I went to couldn’t find a physical cause of it. They even took chest x-rays and found nothing. Could this have been a very prolonged panic attack? Also, are there any tips for managing this besides deep breathing? I usually can’t get deep enough breaths to calm down during attacks so it isn’t effective.",6.037976141505556,7.4539843155080225,5.858502673796793,78.68060468942822,66.80748663101605,9.176306046894283,30.427396133278485,9.466822959209583,2.8183429864253395,805,30,140,16,13,251,119,187,0.248,0.677,0.075,-0.9878,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,4,1,14,12,5,4,7,0,18,7,6,4,2,25,25,13,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,7,0,1,4,0,0,2,6,10,0,0,12,1,11,2,21,10,3,29,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,2,17,86,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180727582683799,0.0,0.09241257254329427,0.0,0.0,0.2214067746058095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275864579049846,0.0,0.07059966365608786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594472624525639,0.0,0.0,0.5249516135837703,0.0,0.0,0.07705618446400536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18960931147437346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972997175837964,0.0,0.07368403707784084,0.10211433268969523,0.0,0.11903556967599285,0.0951443315425958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576943859029536,0.09446013838519046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535762881272172,0.0,0.06095500502581148,0.0,0.07775617568208032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843490776921498,0.0,0.0,0.1011884498582022,0.0,0.0,0.09643279043326516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908845702535777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504532146289584,0.0,0.09771910783537403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167150880854168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366297986228959,0.0,0.0,0.0684299912902247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855231861415583,0.0,0.0,0.09828314599055074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4331178568734059,0.0,0.0,0.08809883479124994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339984889247772,0.0,0.0840150486455864,0.0,0.3127757251150447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253477734699826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20328322477687627,0.15229365943587847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555141134832282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372240779280333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188602127084416
anxiety,darkstar1881,2019/01/04,"Two Monks and a Woman **I love this Zen story. I find it very helpful when I have had social anxiety about things I have said.**

*""A senior monk and a junior monk were traveling together. At one point, they came to a river with a strong current. As the monks were preparing to cross the river, they saw a very young and beautiful woman also attempting to cross. The young woman asked if they could help her cross to the other side.*  


*The two monks glanced at one another because they had taken vows not to touch a woman.*  


*Then, without a word, the older monk picked up the woman, carried her across the river, placed her gently on the other side, and carried on his journey.*  


*The younger monk couldn’t believe what had just happened. After rejoining his companion, he was speechless, and an hour passed without a word between them.*  


*Two more hours passed, then three, finally the younger monk could contain himself any longer, and blurted out “As monks, we are not permitted a woman, how could you then carry that woman on your shoulders?”*  


*The older monk looked at him and replied, “Brother, I set her down on the other side of the river, why are you still carrying her?”*

​

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anxiety,MysticSpaceCroissant,2019/01/04,When I drink alcohol (even just one beer) my anxiety goes away Should I just start drinking a beer every morning?,2.255714285714284,5.171803142857144,2.873333333333335,86.93000000000004,89.0,6.609523809523811,26.04761904761905,7.793537801064563,2.1173047619047622,90,4,16,2,3,28,18,21,0.091,0.909,0.0,-0.1779,0,0,5,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3653802846081971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26154767012264657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212202940152294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6698511404283327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258174999880536,0.0,0.28806010587192976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23167595334245866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24199405157925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WickerBasket4501,2019/01/04,"Managing severe work anxiety I’m a high school senior who really needs to start saving up money for college next fall (thankfully not for tuition (yay scholarships), but for daily expenses and the like). I think I’ve got a job as a cashier at Foodwise lined up if I want it, but I’m already feeling anxious over it. 

I had a bad time at my first (and last) job at Sonic last year. Management sucked, they were often high and/or would treat you like you were a complete idiot if you messed something up (even if no one explained it to you in the first place). My training was a whole 5 minutes long and I spent the first few weeks dealing with angry customers because I didn’t know how to input orders properly or make all the different kinds of ice cream correctly. The building was small and cramped and I could barely hear anything of the sounds of the kitchen and order siren blaring constantly. They would often tell me to clock out when I was legally supposed to since I’m a minor and then ask me to do “just one more thing-“ “Stock up the cups and straws real quick-“ “Clean off the dirty utensils-“ “Wipe down the ice cream machines-“ “Cut up some limes and lemons-“ and I’d be there for another 30+  minutes after already clocking out. They just “forgot” to pay me for an entire day I worked, and would have gotten away with it if my mom didn’t catch it. I felt like they would screw me over at any opportunity.

I had really bad anxiety every day I went to work. One time I flat out started hyperventilating in the car on the way there and my mom almost took me to the ER bc my hands had gone completely numb and locked up. I quit a couple weeks after that because it just didn’t feel like it was worth it anymore.

Now I’m worried that the same thing will happen at my new job. Or worse, what if I’m actually the problem, not the work environment? How will I function as an adult if I can’t go to work without having a panic attack? Does anyone have any advice?",4.2293626373626365,5.413466533333337,4.940091575091575,84.45288461538466,70.84615384615384,7.725274725274726,27.261904761904763,8.07648339933343,1.6342673992674,1548,52,309,21,28,499,219,390,0.145,0.772,0.083,-0.9792,4,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,4,4,10,13,21,5,1,27,1,25,5,1,3,2,61,54,29,0,14,16,2,4,4,0,6,2,2,2,1,14,18,1,1,6,0,7,7,8,11,1,6,20,8,34,10,47,26,6,63,0,0,2,1,17,26,2,12,31,199,48,17,0.0,0.0,0.08448247196297498,0.0,0.0,0.08459784551717175,0.0,0.0,0.08669005880578955,0.0,0.19107026579813424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177448164123164,0.090779029762378,0.1324557649587762,0.09780251487802638,0.08585686072840024,0.06053364835612684,0.0,0.07124195986543386,0.0,0.08093379285854804,0.09848895014896618,0.0813379062870615,0.0,0.14456918531090307,0.1055478350405708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18153966846903768,0.09355433874956023,0.0,0.06912126057667582,0.09579105160865893,0.0,0.11166446568033853,0.08925265761432018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045005082012154,0.0,0.0,0.07576035767941784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05718045526456055,0.0,0.07294123793853817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875475218845675,0.0618475578567864,0.08312337335655172,0.0,0.0,0.22091609632321613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04920126340518555,0.0,0.06924010087511095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765559572528782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757373061595093,0.0,0.0,0.1829376323233937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577301544197427,0.0,0.0,0.09015215024631816,0.04757809467828381,0.14113661880361647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691802031190286,0.0,0.0,0.07661411977307618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05778795293530711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027858118996414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06419256390952731,0.0,0.08361245810197641,0.09207105407232916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759917165853891,0.0,0.0,0.10157441636148247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045005082012154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828383869287744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208072837131602,0.0,0.09853869163723288,0.1109213834790493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761619950735028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780251487802638,0.0,0.07161383631724623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664789798371548,0.0,0.0,0.12255321258404775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566836014702942,0.07970451549182216,0.0,0.0,0.11503011696875733,0.05547229380712247,0.0,0.0,0.10096248114375313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961854608439294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051062824518571664,0.0687173837198732,0.1388868041715719,0.0,0.0,0.08025376500832578,0.0,0.09665533360978372,0.0,0.08345299840984832,0.0,0.3151298021235801,0.08791878441834232,0.0882249826603708,0.2459950633835539,0.0,0.0,0.0557499837185906
anxiety,SugarRaccoon,2019/01/04,"I thought I’ve gotten better but I’m withdrawing again This is my first post ever, I don’t normally post or make any comments at all...

I’m 21, female, living in Australia. 
I used to be very friendly and all, but 3 years ago, after my ex broke up with me, I started avoiding every single social contacts that I should’ve been making, even with my parents, that also included 2 gap years I spent home and literally do nothing. 

However last year, as thought I got somewhat better, I started attending uni, and even joined a club, but I rarely go to their activities, just something to tell my parents so they wouldn’t worry about me. 
Despite having troubles communicating to people irl, I have no problems dealing with online people at all, in fact, im pretty active online, especially on Discord. 

Somehow, I was able to make friend with a person from the club (mostly bout Japanese culture, and I’m a weeb, so is that person), called Abc. At first we just talk online, then I got an invitation to his place for gaming and singing, we became closer after that, but since I’m well aware of myself, I always refused to come to their parties or meeting with more than 5 people, which starts to make me feel sick. 

Everything was still under control, until the 31st of Dec, when a friend of his (L for short), who added me on Facebook, insisted me to come to his party. I thought Abc would also come, and I asked for the confirmation of the number of people that would be coming. When I’m sure that there wouldn’t be that many, I asked my mum, she encouraged me to go too, so I ended up coming.

I ended up spending time in my own space and tried not to communicate with as many people as possible, I must say I always enjoy spending time by myself. However, as couldnt be helped, the people from the party came and started asking me questions, and even questions that I always avoid: relationships related. I got scared and, made an excuse that I needa talk to and online friend, then sat outside the garden for hours, and when I realized it was already 4AM. L offered me his bedroom so I would come inside, as how tired I was, I unwillingly accepted. The next day 6 of us went have lunch, then I asked L if he could dropped me at the movies since I wanted to see Aquaman (he seemed surprised since I went all by myself). After coming home that night, my head hurt, and I got really scared of hearing noises. 
I went to see my therapist, was advised that I should still see people rather than shutting myself down, and was given a prescription in case I get worse. 

I’ve been shutting in for 3 days now, I can’t even voicechat, talk to my parents or do anything that is communicating related, I’m ok with chatting still, but seeing people creeps me out. 

If anyone has any advices or any suggestions that you think I should be doing, please let me know! Tysm...",6.8860109289617455,6.508792965391624,7.194358834244081,76.07689344262296,64.70127504553734,9.432932604735882,32.32550091074681,8.745826893841286,2.577965828779599,2234,77,411,29,30,728,267,549,0.09,0.784,0.126,0.9555,5,2,1,0,0,0,84.0,3,1,3,5,28,21,0,4,16,1,36,4,1,8,8,92,91,44,0,16,15,5,1,0,4,8,2,2,4,2,17,32,1,4,11,6,3,14,7,8,1,2,24,7,72,13,69,51,9,76,0,2,4,0,55,23,0,12,36,278,89,1,0.05950964711314721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0581521384201942,0.05275171155916216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567037539047639,0.095179686592281,0.14855038084972133,0.0,0.0,0.12140580212907805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041610528929726984,0.0,0.04897136902357288,0.0,0.2225339473557296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526289374280326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060766003279945024,0.06806318274655827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35883604150597104,0.0,0.0,0.06674512944539737,0.047513610875790833,0.0,0.0,0.07675759855541484,0.06135183311381881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541576788636957,0.0,0.0,0.15722224267753968,0.053829882805436116,0.05013944432286057,0.0,0.05348343362109962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03008986564523655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012377508678514,0.0,0.0,0.18390802295822095,0.0,0.03109133444651312,0.0,0.06764140770951489,0.0,0.19038120442442555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061074066471696824,0.0,0.06707169732592988,0.0,0.039888062050418616,0.0,0.11938605634905985,0.0,0.05860501510089765,0.0,0.06370630804242093,0.0,0.06428063078891443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0327049457416627,0.04850830504401051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06085264607514058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052548108668185455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05630946698153101,0.15889260619203502,0.12066688352855785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328918482705903,0.05584577252163611,0.0583068190764322,0.05710111138912286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19823526188167065,0.0,0.0,0.3300519707591797,0.10392305693021324,0.062174915250503116,0.06532372211860228,0.0,0.06708818563128942,0.1139875838971178,0.060542705218393264,0.0,0.056942695333888724,0.0,0.0,0.1333288483785404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03812340377228534,0.0,0.0,0.06389109013579923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04732445992671328,0.11915907660427298,0.0,0.18968593603677347,0.05417534770577208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14768098514316133,0.0,0.0,0.06066259100527877,0.0,0.04581343372600792,0.0,0.0,0.16848493808463333,0.0,0.142573443168913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056087138136396174,0.0,0.0,0.14349480049253796,0.052014054570763135,0.0,0.0,0.06909528700401445,0.0,0.038131378975871016,0.0,0.14173203754725455,0.06940110759116247,0.06839758513382561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04040314407399727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715827782475268,0.05139722816603162,0.0,0.0491016912227699,0.03510033170912528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05350631957602752,0.16549811722658825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060434935310413815,0.06064541445968299,0.1268218376819762,0.0,0.0,0.11496678492133675
anxiety,notmyaccount1987,2019/01/04,"Boyfriend didn’t die but still can’t sleep. My boyfriend woke up with a sore throat one morning. A week later he was put on a ventilator and ECMO (Extracorporeal membrane oxygenation) due to sever Acute Respiratory Distress. Miraculously he was extubated and taken off ECMO 3 weeks later. The doctors expect him to make a full recovery. 

I am of course very grateful for the outcome. However, my anxiety is out of control. I’m having these attacks where I break out in a cold sweat and feel like I’m going to pass out. I can no longer sleep. I can’t seem to turn my mind off at night. I constantly have flashbacks of the crash carts, the codes, seeing him lifeless, the Chaplin, etc. Its also affecting my ability to even be around him without feeling panic. 

I’m not sure if this is something that will go away on its own in time or if this is something I need to talk to a doctor about. I remember the doctor telling us it’s a possibility he may suffer from PTSD at some point in his recovery but man they don’t really talk about what it’s like for the loved ones. ",4.121537081339714,5.6786111387559774,5.369446770334928,79.83206489234453,71.58373205741627,8.287200956937799,28.85197368421053,8.841846274778883,2.2879973684210526,844,33,163,16,16,281,138,209,0.14,0.758,0.102,-0.7583,1,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,1,1,7,8,1,2,14,0,16,9,4,3,1,28,31,9,1,4,7,0,2,2,0,2,4,0,0,1,9,8,0,1,4,0,0,4,7,4,0,2,5,4,17,4,32,23,4,32,0,1,1,1,14,18,0,6,11,108,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602647588458246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142553518633964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802686644675126,0.0,0.15083215867438549,0.12456597383540224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14327498511871387,0.1487029661669358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760009035889345,0.0,0.0,0.4071125665483605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14786495043966374,0.08756973740194071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407576882959527,0.0947172311834818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506998045503906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954658975863773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966121954262847,0.0,0.0885000974568481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387090691374404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983085206073657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442004519063687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17968317245223828,0.0,0.0,0.15555743525258847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533366984915534,0.14946726871347288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154982283916694,0.1332824073111842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493598362044243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019054997293255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565138446504643,0.1206984683963174,0.0,0.1497809086250197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653572461495991,0.0,0.0,0.20413754657328026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588085388909432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249577890401696,0.0,0.0,0.21313018283208496,0.1158832750990299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773101396298825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442120940300527,0.0,0.0,0.15948087209247713,0.0,0.0,0.10939475568194268,0.0,0.0,0.21269996738618632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278051586393076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lauriscristina5,2019/01/04,"Anyone else have driving anxiety? I’m a mom to a toddler and honestly this has just gotten worse. I think because of him I get so anxious and my mind becomes my worst enemy and I go through every scenario. Tomorrow I’m driving my grandmother 2 hours away and then I’ll have to drove back another 2 hours. I’ve done this drive before and I’m always an anxious mess and I just hate this, I hate how I stress and literally feel that pain in my chest over this. I am a believe in the big man upstairs and I feel calming after praying but I’m still a hot mess non the less. I hate anxiety, I hate that I don’t go out with my child as much as I wish I could because I get even more scared with him in the car. I just hate this all and needed to vent. ",0.14706944444444048,2.2585850125,2.405416666666671,93.6490277777778,86.375,5.555555555555557,22.01388888888889,6.937597516519254,0.5832847222222215,582,21,132,8,18,197,91,160,0.281,0.664,0.055,-0.9881,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,8,13,5,2,8,0,7,2,1,1,1,25,27,15,0,3,4,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,7,12,0,0,3,0,0,7,1,11,0,0,3,3,22,2,16,23,5,21,1,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,7,84,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052754162671877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266805922133176,0.19357608597223008,0.2858649154941858,0.0,0.08846626435659685,0.1296354807175638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887042851721633,0.0972866627088642,0.0,0.15425177451774286,0.13973225057753444,0.1076598568404712,0.14254558223936262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101654000536557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12947467510239985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569186880503743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356577554528283,0.0,0.10659920578395196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12794540598710166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132203761071616,0.0,0.14380933888122907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6245653350356652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24919494617788698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774991099778565,0.14817959705434686,0.0,0.0,0.0930073238457442,0.09381354804750013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462701998955226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666936280916385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103965060471737,0.0,0.14492911492335234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106940093114358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549264186840502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893547391974713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MajorSummerJam,2019/01/04,"How do I help my friend re-embrace hobbies while he deals with major anxiety? Hmm, my post disappeared, so I’m reposting. I reconnected recently with an old friend. I had completely forgotten how bad his anxiety was. I guess it’s gotten quite a bit worse over the last few years when we were out of communication. He had a hobby he loved and was amazing at for as long as I knew him. And today he told me that he hasn’t done it in years because of his anxiety. I know he’s unhappy with his physical fitness and lack of hobbies; and he has high functioning anxiety with a high level job. How do I encourage him to re-embrace hobbies? (Top thought that comes to mind is to offer to do them with him, but that has never worked; it just annoys him.)",3.239004474272928,4.862186765100674,4.933036912751677,81.81060682326623,73.96644295302012,8.993512304250556,28.52404921700224,9.516144504307137,2.648516331096196,584,24,118,15,12,198,92,149,0.13699999999999998,0.7659999999999999,0.097,-0.4638,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,1,3,6,7,1,0,5,0,13,1,0,3,1,24,22,13,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,12,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,10,0,19,5,19,12,4,22,0,0,0,1,24,9,0,1,10,77,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48968712492911703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361756796745267,0.0975522203574826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747102697324612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13785085213158416,0.1677874087640796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16498291830877182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16376527369997862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24727608604419826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17629003465105167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107264095443583,0.3381589440129803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15880413405011126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794777788594255,0.13044503028175006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416206688033887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444324608583224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16158371606767216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342426480630253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16792356270598807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15326358877838173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17021058748013787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580093756651278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704518613167912,0.0,0.0,0.15168882273935802,0.15291461017426855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650305053117505,0.0,0.16308326828705416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20610691615044632
anxiety,BigBrownShoe,2019/01/04,"Don't know what to do about college presentations I'm in a business school and most classes require a lot of presentations.  I had severe panic attacks last semester and was throwing up before hand.  I get extremely nauseous sitting in class waiting to present.

I tried beta blockers but they make me violently ill so I cant even take them. I thought they were going to be the fix and now I dont have a solution.  I dont know what to do because even waiting to say my name to the class makes me on the verge of fainting and throwing up.

I cant join any toastmasters because the meetings run while I'm in class.  We also dont have toastmasters at our school.    I cant drop the classes with presentations because I'm in a full time program that doesnt allow that.  And also it's about 50% of my classes have presentations.  

I dont want to take benzos because every medication I've ever taken makes me sick or dizzy and I dont want to pass out during a presentation.  I'm a hypochondriac and I'll think I'm dying from a reaction to it.  Even though I know I'm like this I react like this anyways.

I dont know what to do because I cant drop classes and I'm already starting presentations soon this semester.  Everyone tells me to just suck it up and do it anyways but they dont understand how close to blacking out I get and what it feels like to be throwing up all night and before the presentation.

What do I even do I feel like I'm going to have to just fail these classes because I cant imagine doing these presentations.  It doesnt even seem possible...",3.0789304029304034,4.79115426666667,4.755952380952382,82.54359890109892,74.58730158730158,7.512820512820514,29.575702075702075,8.263242389622931,2.1723431013431016,1234,55,244,21,26,417,137,315,0.132,0.804,0.065,-0.959,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,2,0,4,2,19,9,3,1,13,0,31,5,1,6,2,49,65,20,1,2,5,0,3,4,0,0,4,1,0,0,18,16,0,4,11,0,0,7,15,5,0,0,5,5,31,4,34,58,4,42,0,1,1,0,10,15,1,4,21,163,49,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221098834515473,0.1336464565471191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056823943006230476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506202753606599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056258956712277,0.0,0.14220750578105626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672251125769809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6855252328569218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759543078011733,0.07558517316946779,0.07040324786628709,0.07984555096826959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450130622285303,0.11939114467415166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731372894507618,0.0,0.09497861129717974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18369046028329694,0.06811288536817384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329357865154534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104007093034187,0.0,0.0,0.167331664056124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417832029290095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784157825884082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098040134964485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420180509949612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06645059049526537,0.0,0.1691351884160705,0.0,0.07607025734492934,0.0,0.09439947677753817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05914448702964668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256540555386485,0.0,0.07303547986881832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05354213557364002,0.08209767682854133,0.06633763034800742,0.04872474601506223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056732032140252735,0.0,0.0,0.08698933188554972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857218750147716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GimmeTheCookie,2019/01/04,"I think I'm having my first anxiety attack. I always knew I was an anxious person, but I'm freaking out right now. I feel like just typing this out will help me through this. 

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I started taking 200mg of Wellbutrin recently, upped from my 100mg dose in December. I always thought I had an anxiety issue,  but reading what I'm feeling now comparing it to symptoms online, I suppose this is my first anxiety attack. It has happened 3 times in the last few days. It started with my chest getting tight, then sudden tingling in different spots of my body, one at a time. I started freaking out, thinking something was wrong with my heart, and thus, googling frantically. I started getting this sinking feeling in my heart and stomach every 10-15 seconds. It felt like my heart was being electrocuted and then set on fire. It felt like my body kept getting that sinking feeling like when you go down a steep drop but all over. This fear of impending doom. It felt awful. It felt like I was dying. I was getting brain zaps at the same time. I'm getting heart palpitations, and I feel like I'm going to die. I contacted a doctor I knew over the phone who said it sounds like withdrawal (I did forget one dose of my Wellbutrin yesterday and the day before,) however I took my meds over 12h ago. Usually I would feel better pretty quickly with Effexor if I experienced withdrawal. 

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Anyways. I'm scared. This is horrifying. I can't help but feel like I'm dying. ",3.8172043010752654,6.100072039426526,4.749496774193549,80.88824516129036,74.12544802867384,7.331383512544804,30.87326164874552,8.238735603445708,2.532170637992832,1165,55,205,20,25,378,148,279,0.194,0.654,0.153,-0.9451,2,0,1,0,0,0,44.0,0,1,0,3,6,18,2,3,9,1,15,14,9,1,1,40,54,13,3,2,6,0,13,8,0,2,5,2,0,1,17,11,0,2,16,1,0,3,1,9,0,5,17,16,33,9,26,34,3,44,1,1,0,0,8,16,0,1,31,126,50,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06745556663577511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663791458772405,0.16490254504757082,0.184932827854105,0.0,0.0,0.17464242396838967,0.08596816340317551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17314307654303115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06475310304396101,0.0,0.0,0.06730177972688851,0.0,0.16905364426396471,0.0,0.08494962981183099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981527831253386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369306040574204,0.07950536607803281,0.0,0.07788869748888982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06411516380484197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563049393958952,0.2693391766771725,0.21745538819939428,0.2922609404165623,0.0,0.0,0.129456460233777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19878820236948974,0.0,0.08649557237530672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729249294672904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607021415893885,0.10201268349734208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942569467966995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06202936561811773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974179419508311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452682213198236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313084939848392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644513025788154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741819867947201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611778201270919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513679373643391,0.0,0.0,0.06498658364588959,0.07238585285097722,0.0,0.07618656148362357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058583333889602386,0.0,0.0,0.2154479282695134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790941164981878,0.05721561574051307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752001212457778,0.0,0.06041266795340897,0.1331186486469316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454677699395705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381030278955474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05405725975376532,0.08320033027031587,0.184932827854105,0.0
anxiety,promemeridian,2019/01/04,DAE obsessively google symptoms/ anxiety-related feelings instead of actually talking to a therapist? Title.  I've always been afraid to see a therapist and/or talk openly to people about how I feel.,7.477272727272727,10.730520969696972,8.724242424242426,52.106363636363675,66.57575757575758,12.884848484848485,41.30303030303031,11.855464076750405,7.116321212121212,164,10,19,7,3,56,28,33,0.049,0.951,0.0,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,5,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.2723371027973094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322128925310002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28221757618049176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934755797422363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223867735693124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29006595116512623,0.0,0.4486200909742541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6480555497879189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Velkakrajina99,2019/01/04,"I (19M) am attached to my best friend (20M), trigger to my anxiety It's like 4 am and I can't sleep because I got this issue going on. I (19M) have a best friend (20M) and we've know each other for six years, and I feel like I got really attached to him. We enjoy doing same activities together which is fine, but when he chooses for example to go to see his girl instead of spending time with me I can get so anxious. I experienced the feeling of jealousy for the first time, because he can get girls rwallz easy and I'm not getting any, which triggers my anxiety hard. It's just like ripping me apart. I understand that we are grown man, but I feel like a brother to him and I don't wanna lose him and I am so anxious about it right now, how can I change my attitude and why am I like that? ",1.5974285714285728,2.9300600705882367,3.9304201680672257,88.51117647058823,77.70588235294117,6.974789915966388,26.26050420168067,7.7094869923839395,1.356285714285714,612,24,138,9,14,213,99,170,0.086,0.713,0.201,0.9504,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,0,4,8,12,0,0,4,0,13,1,1,3,0,26,27,13,0,1,4,1,4,5,2,0,0,0,0,3,9,11,0,0,6,0,1,3,3,1,0,2,2,6,26,11,15,25,4,12,0,1,1,0,14,3,0,0,11,90,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189408685955396,0.0,0.22924931442411156,0.3385456192370273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18267811015647947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.314488722513537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15850734966914246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272857966334654,0.2140867215841695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274510113951636,0.0,0.0,0.23152690897199196,0.0,0.2348504576720148,0.0,0.17031128706175008,0.0,0.2396761765894553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342242427094609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639057486056918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234632588469562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660131893017265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676289286131281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598921996887076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279597139892132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194004419699243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994489958939605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747419569995026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598527786128652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520430650904205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648991533603657
anxiety,vapeboy1996,2019/01/04,"This time last year I couldn’t leave my bedroom because of anxiety, today I talked myself down from a panic attack during a surgical procedure. I’m a 22 year old guy and my anxiety was horrible a year ago. I was unemployed, my life ruled by anxiety. I couldn’t drive, go out with friends, see a movie, and for a while didn’t leave my room. It got so bad I was severely underweight and stayed in a psych hospital for a few days. I began to see a therapist who did CBT 3 times a week, plus saw a psychiatrist and got on the right medication. 

Now I work in a big hospital operating room as a technician full time, I drive all the time, go on dates, and I start school to be an EMT Monday. Today I was assisting during a gastric bypass. I was fully scrubbed in, holding a camera where I have to be dead still, and it’s just me and the 2 doctors, all crammed around this patient. It wasn’t the first time I assisted during this surgery, but it was my first time with this doctor, who’s notoriously vicious, and at one point shit started to hit the fan. The room got silent, tensions where high, and my anxiety skyrocketed. My mask started to fog up and I was sweating, but I can’t touch my face and contaminate my gloves, so I was literally trapped. Then I remembered everything I had learned, I started to focus on my breathing and the work the doctor was doing. I thought to myself encouraging thoughts, and within a minute my anxiety dropped back down, and we ended up completing the surgery. The best part? The doctor told me I did a great job, something even the nurses had rarely ever heard him say to someone. 

The point of this post? To look at where I was a year ago, basically bedridden from anxiety. Now I live a very full life and do things that I want to, not that my anxiety lets me do. You CAN improve and get your life back. If I did it, any of you can do it. The biggest advice I can give is please, get help. I was terrified but it saved my life. I still go to therapy once a month, and I’m still on my medications, and there is absolutely no shame in that. 

I hope this post maybe inspired even one of you. Dealing with anxiety has been the hardest thing I’ve ever done, and I failed but didn’t stop trying. No one has to live like this, and no one has to do it alone. I wish everyone here the absolute best of luck conquering your inner demons, and I believe in you. If anyone has any questions feel free to ask, and my PMs are always open to help anyone! ",4.367636363636365,5.069040915151518,5.468888888888892,82.57000000000002,70.15151515151516,9.151515151515152,29.54545454545455,9.339509955726095,2.3818484848484847,1923,72,403,39,33,638,237,495,0.145,0.7240000000000001,0.131,0.6891,3,2,1,0,0,1,62.0,1,6,0,8,20,19,3,3,37,0,43,15,4,0,4,58,73,34,1,7,8,0,2,1,1,0,11,2,4,1,22,30,0,2,7,0,1,5,10,8,0,6,30,8,60,12,48,37,8,84,1,1,4,0,23,34,1,5,42,277,82,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06643190141521954,0.12052511212779075,0.0,0.0,0.07040956809525163,0.0,0.0,0.0565670470819982,0.0,0.0,0.09246112579153576,0.0,0.4160525964143057,0.0,0.0,0.09507016012793194,0.0,0.0,0.060519010500657736,0.06355464155700652,0.07734012830689083,0.0,0.1045489901637757,0.056762709543844624,0.04144161904561625,0.0,0.0,0.07659321566015095,0.14268728553612367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07127856084844851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043843213324822106,0.0700871720246982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783326704235949,0.0,0.06956989867278844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060212488225584164,0.0,0.0,0.08980385596797763,0.1229884769459046,0.0,0.0649603770998625,0.061098461487196026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034374092551812306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565208894908252,0.0,0.0,0.052523260461844884,0.0,0.0710363030811991,0.06521519438213387,0.11590839435884046,0.0,0.16311591130467615,0.07495115972944946,0.0,0.06731355491970688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911347330559171,0.07182744833126135,0.0,0.06752215414637817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06746233352820752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05541496883946132,0.0,0.14396771326080912,0.0,0.06951691020729765,0.1920727479979968,0.0332129101701793,0.0,0.12005992795576652,0.0,0.05708834077210818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06829775324858435,0.0,0.0,0.1369708233845847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05426313746446143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133640104697453,0.07239935000315124,0.18426733044436974,0.0,0.0,0.07976304328772528,0.0,0.07361863233849851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462458278836395,0.1285312388617733,0.0,0.13021725669477294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615617543835777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701113945113686,0.0580568489107385,0.0,0.05406256660181862,0.0,0.06880211537854172,0.1083468101516334,0.0,0.0,0.07680109329993258,0.06978325807585542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05760151570235095,0.052336398891944455,0.0,0.0,0.19247400183139046,0.07246050602667392,0.16287320085440812,0.0568365759400009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054641914002865104,0.0,0.0,0.07774413491887504,0.07893314707259322,0.09032936174123422,0.0,0.0,0.10794133000673654,0.23784753215552104,0.0,0.12887928911113325,0.0649603770998625,0.0,0.04615578647502702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056092841970173384,0.040097954075105316,0.0,0.05453161617885386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817674262874919,0.0,0.0,0.09898442126837366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17511450319579352
anxiety,underexposed69,2019/01/04,"Hate not having encouragement. I have my flaws and I accept them. Anger issues anti social social and general anxiety. But I’m truly trying to change. 

I hate when your trying to do better and all you get is “it’s only been a day we will see how long it keeps up”. Or your going to do XYZ any way, when you promised you would do ABC but are already expected to fail before it happens. ",1.5,3.704032012820517,3.643269230769232,86.30798076923078,81.43589743589743,5.951282051282053,18.724358974358974,7.1686216300943375,0.4380205128205126,299,7,59,4,8,102,58,78,0.194,0.718,0.08800000000000001,-0.8408,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,5,1,2,3,8,3,0,1,0,10,0,0,1,1,15,18,9,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,1,11,4,5,15,1,7,0,1,1,0,10,1,0,1,4,41,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23747016934110485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14633821424632734,0.0,0.1646216003498819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18311288646532567,0.0,0.0,0.1903201942565969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22764503034874176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13878129840730516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242914955417063,0.0,0.12229880252503222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19029393251714305,0.0,0.0,0.4249158958256083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22460496143998174,0.0,0.1912728965144499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19043850617399147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16366352047876853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17148048524331655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4387231129116661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922030339591025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17080971422184849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15286650990606093,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thunderlightningbug,2019/01/04,"How to deal with mean/rude coworkers? I have pretty bad social anxiety and self esteem. I have horrible anxiety around people not liking me, and due to this I have really changed my personality to be super super nice and giving to those I don’t know very well such as coworkers.

I recently have started a job as a server. I wanted to be more outgoing and “overcome” my fear and anxiety with rude and mean people by becoming a server, where I have to deal with these type of people everyday.

This has gone fine, and since I’m super nice not many customers have been rude to me. I have always gotten them to understand any problems I have serving them, etc.

But I have this one coworker that, to her, I can’t do anything right with. Every time I mess up or have a problem (or even an honest question) she talks down to me and makes me feel stupid, using that condescending voice where she emphasizes every word. Sometimes she will talk to other people about me too. It also doesn’t help that she is just naturally a very outgoing and confident person, which is something I’ve always wanted to be. 

I know to any normal person they would just get over it, or just say “fuck her, I’m fine” and let it go. But it makes me want to cry in the bathroom every time I have to work with her. It has ruined anyI confidence I have and really has worsened my self esteem even more. It’s gotten to the point where I am actually embarrassed of myself there and every time I inconvenience someone I have to hold back tears.

My anxiety leaves me feeling so weak and child-like. Like I obsess over the littlest things and interactions and I get so insecure and upset easily. 

Since I can’t distance myself from her since there are days we will have to work together, how should I cope? How can I let this not totally ruin me? It really hurts, especially seeing her be so nice to everyone except me. ",5.641577129243598,6.224707213698629,6.601870160810004,75.99588445503277,67.27397260273972,9.964264443120904,28.472304943418703,9.971965246562196,2.6897611673615245,1483,46,276,33,23,495,180,365,0.17600000000000002,0.677,0.147,-0.9013,1,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,1,0,3,5,23,29,4,5,9,0,38,2,0,6,1,59,62,30,0,8,12,0,2,2,0,4,1,2,0,5,19,23,0,1,7,0,0,2,7,17,1,1,4,5,51,12,38,48,4,22,0,3,1,1,28,11,1,4,11,205,70,4,0.0,0.0,0.08696638350696996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126769053113516,0.14830675115277228,0.0,0.0,0.12120669083356082,0.0,0.2727003267177686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333658047033438,0.079333978820943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852629696675075,0.07440986823011203,0.0,0.09842390963253904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427510426918098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789201818547973,0.05747378432956567,0.1837536395598129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993902083457623,0.11772329303574985,0.0,0.30034327948245226,0.08515613752450484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002826080730387,0.09012155049907744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238822217058095,0.09312102953336764,0.08549017584911868,0.05064785443539165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05973396559442955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540273999634348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843593599865683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795392422077634,0.0,0.0,0.09436317134273446,0.0,0.18225853451530605,0.0,0.08707717757527611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189740110648551,0.09035173807104356,0.0,0.1941514140309939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731678967581423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06038871244725017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24713300236023375,0.2334433908806113,0.0,0.0,0.08424538419691005,0.0,0.0,0.09066511844917367,0.0,0.1705479198076456,0.0,0.0,0.09983263703964608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712739580878439,0.0,0.08799334549502037,0.0,0.0,0.07610634714269092,0.0,0.07087026833903512,0.0,0.0,0.07101556577658351,0.0,0.18593917148612726,0.0,0.0,0.22115817194484333,0.0,0.0,0.09084465220190473,0.0755094537894809,0.06860744627033881,0.08814005263166798,0.0,0.06307823053678198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432594621880665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05920608757483312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558963945588187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927750565858636,0.0,0.07696940139729244,0.0,0.14706348633442615,0.15769244472311605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012784999679966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975803661600033,0.0,0.0,0.06330692191514972,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,-random-user-name-,2019/01/04,Not to be gross but does anyone suffer stomach issues due to anxiety (constipation or overly using the bathroom) Like I say not to be gross but I’m dealing with this (constipation) at the moment and it seems to happen when my anxiety gets really bad anyone else have this problem? If so how do you fix it? ,3.788983050847456,5.809154338983056,5.612000000000003,75.84444067796613,73.40677966101694,8.109830508474579,25.359322033898305,8.841846274778883,2.1686379661016955,242,8,42,5,5,83,45,59,0.245,0.645,0.11,-0.9048,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,4,1,1,2,0,12,9,8,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,3,1,7,7,0,5,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,3,4,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4019878713430996,0.0,0.0,0.3674251921746778,0.2692062435422356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21937534800022865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708714555177074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299238913853192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21948397781586615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726981881520892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323384437385244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274230326246558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836056955765113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514048885479461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683167616186883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089398913013235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23918690838489545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22692136968557686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Solar_tech_support,2019/01/04,"How to sea with anxiety if I can't afford a therapist Anxiety is getting the best of me again. It comes and goes and waves - I'm assuming mixed with some depression but I don't know what's going on. 

There are so many amazing things happening in my life, but I can't stop thinking about these made up negative events / fears. And my boyfriend is pretty exhausted listening to me talk about my anxiety every day. In fact, a lot of my anxiety comes from our relationship- but I'm pretty sure it's all in my head. I have had anxiety since I was 10-11 years old, so it's not him. 

I can't afford a therapist, but I wish so bad that I could. What do people do to get by when they have anxiety that is serious enough to make it hard to even get out of bed? ",2.661666666666669,3.846746796178344,4.544347133757963,85.784716029724,74.66878980891721,9.309766454352443,25.82218683651805,9.725611199111238,2.208265817409766,585,20,131,16,12,200,96,157,0.188,0.659,0.153,-0.507,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,1,1,10,8,0,1,4,0,15,3,1,3,3,28,30,13,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,10,8,0,1,3,0,0,3,6,5,0,0,3,2,18,3,20,26,5,16,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,4,7,90,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6016934682857424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945331389695014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756915744856896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258420478510074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046633971766763,0.0,0.0,0.08454115437505719,0.0,0.11290622152329925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135449328973499,0.0,0.08658263246601353,0.0,0.11044760603651044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751086167602268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054647895169544,0.0,0.07450054195204983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592101320707693,0.0,0.11742943168919474,0.0,0.13453448724476766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204274023183926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925915929076464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144664493067157,0.0,0.12403898585821435,0.08750250530205245,0.13290303266822573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375551935208831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088017061789408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667280000666823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14073985158516286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843765480091153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10959574758114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354923793560313,0.0,0.0,0.10536386675949833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044074038339329,0.08708928858600093,0.08399613477239276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074515679657965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441661277371196
anxiety,ComfortableSolid,2019/01/04,"How many of you guys are on medication and does it help you? I have Zoloft, Klonopin, and Propranolol. My favorite is Propranolol cause it basically blocks adrenaline and therefore the physical symptoms of anxiety. 

Anybody else on meds? ",6.632692307692308,10.111561948717947,6.0637820512820495,68.95413461538462,70.53846153846153,11.079487179487181,40.519230769230774,10.686352973137794,5.871353846153848,192,12,28,7,4,59,32,39,0.08199999999999999,0.779,0.139,0.5362,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,3,0,7,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565614951436013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445232308894946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29348953810949385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801633657272295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320746740670905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22479526457809276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.340018323957799,0.0,0.0,0.37252680144620304,0.3378557378702696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485837689044592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ferg2200,2019/01/04,"I don’t know what to do with my sleepwalking problems Hi.
So im a sleepwalker since i was 11 years old (now im 19). At the beginning it was okay (i just had some talking while sleeping), then i started to sit down on my bed with my legs crossed , after some months i started to realize that i woke up with muscular pain because i twisted my arms or hands while i was sleeping. A few weeks ago i realized that i started to walk and hit myself until i wake up. I had never seek for help because i don’t know where should i start. I stared to make some possible things that made me be on this situation. 2 years ago i got really depressed, i lost 29 kilograms and since then i had never been the same.  I don’t know if this is connected or not but im starting to get tired of trying and failing 

For those who asked. I already tie myself up with bandages and took sleeping pills, but isn’t working.",2.1219527027027034,3.8248150162162213,3.653429054054055,89.46338682432432,77.21621621621622,6.7871621621621605,26.697635135135137,7.6454224807358475,1.4158716216216214,698,28,150,10,16,231,109,185,0.108,0.884,0.009000000000000001,-0.9389,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,4,6,0,0,4,1,15,11,8,2,2,30,33,15,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,10,8,0,0,5,0,0,3,7,5,0,0,12,2,27,1,22,18,5,34,0,3,1,0,5,8,0,6,22,103,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22007180504764745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369832146027177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604705807514135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133994478753626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691507331412184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06485406720225967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992800377146046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08320334597526009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022529514929297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20465979862893185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355052023652301,0.0,0.0,0.11745709924500178,0.08285935569642383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990813150764048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914771529830724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302560957368374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132085649165649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399406547472031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877796355813805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952240822857183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053672447210262,0.13953004345340606,0.3726662073347539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.439307836557608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977293888031226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246806551865313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267195865692034,0.0,0.0,0.1379156884448521,0.08427776638102663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957154150515574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036988174311286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15987442006052385
anxiety,palilik,2019/01/04,"How do i stop overthinking (very serious problem) I cant sleep for about 3 hours from time to time. It happens often but not everyday, it sometimes hits me during the day for a hour or so. I tried to stop it but alwasy come back i think so much about negativity and bad thongs that could happen also about good things i fucked up. Last night i was so much into it i answered a question that i was asked with(in) my mind i didn't make it out throughout my mouth and there was a silence.  Most importantly, i though i actually answered the question.

To sum, my problems are overthinking anxiety and negativity. I know i can feel good cus i am happy for 2 days and next 2 days im depressed. And so on in cycle.
Please help... ",0.8069736842105293,3.3247351944444503,2.771345029239768,88.69236842105266,89.41666666666669,5.531578947368421,22.16228070175439,7.0608816371341465,0.8815749999999998,564,21,115,9,19,188,94,144,0.224,0.657,0.118,-0.952,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,13,9,1,0,5,0,10,3,2,2,0,29,20,15,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,2,7,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,4,1,18,3,15,14,3,20,0,1,0,1,4,5,1,5,14,80,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.13874243090588706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369741077649495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087635955179754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291456680564034,0.0,0.0,0.10932390929402888,0.1187103060437723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247129695491292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351528307422352,0.0,0.0,0.27507361682823805,0.0,0.12245524264250053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188802436660796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143862905423193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23849952958849602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25145001946075785,0.15134808384006268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952970016691054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280027754410775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357355220314686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813574058804199,0.11589171769993342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490301219918472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355636521356044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20903017849878544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512048779024918,0.13342174083263048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15606561301223418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27208482204113515,0.0,0.0,0.3185373977409443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227782054565866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406148521895286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377295720566697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445484776196117,0.09110009108278386,0.13968635648607186,0.0,0.16580693886790024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09652758971819778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730938305545212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Missjaneausten,2019/01/04,"Borderline having an anxiety attack before working out even though I successfully did it the last two nights So I have a weird fear of working out after having a heart problem scare when I was younger. I’m trying to get over it by slowly inching myself back into a regular exercise routine so I can lose weight because I’m obese. I decided as one of my New Years resolutions I need to get a lot of this excess weight off of me. I successfully treadmilled for 25 minutes the first night, 35 minutes last night and now I want to go for 45 minutes tonight. I’m not changing the speed or incline. I’m just trying to increase my exercise time because that’s what I need. So why am I feeling anxious about working out tonight???? I’m so tired of my anxious ass. I knows exercise is good for me. I know it’s going to help me, but it’s been almost 10 years since I had the health scare and now I’m probably close to having a real health problem because my weight has literally doubled since then. ",3.9288494077834173,5.406067502538072,5.165502538071066,81.42040270727583,71.94416243654824,7.689881556683588,31.40744500846024,8.238735603445708,2.396477089678512,786,36,149,12,15,261,114,197,0.154,0.7829999999999999,0.064,-0.9461,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,7,12,11,1,3,10,0,12,12,2,0,0,23,28,12,0,5,4,0,4,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,7,7,4,0,4,3,0,3,1,8,0,3,4,4,21,3,24,24,3,30,0,1,0,1,1,8,1,3,19,96,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025009005670328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422684340282931,0.2487652268694586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525560338861494,0.0,0.08466075201395372,0.0,0.2013493556034336,0.0,0.09368770793489684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11647209285940795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272056830096504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389405803590155,0.05567029429313386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365172066297454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504629226402972,0.0,0.12514569250616356,0.09234736326355976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340640947535841,0.0,0.13047002886400694,0.07379827412028088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210170876630396,0.17949376373428105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317468041768788,0.0,0.09360379932748712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632767597459149,0.0,0.10633608008337853,0.0,0.3099665476704175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460718053128187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870733040409405,0.21070327428222885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531886327834746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204603018328236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18215310987319605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817351906428746,0.0,0.06420068685951569,0.1265447223405113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14950249013979158,0.0,0.1075525251630802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494032971340177,0.0,0.0,0.40221949566789467,0.0,0.0,0.09934888556009124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24046417461667816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14180266596436705
anxiety,JoeAvaraje,2019/01/04,"I'm avoiding my best friend. My best friend, lifelong, is coming to the area this weekend and I""m avoiding his tests and calls.

What the hell, I can't even face my own friends now.",3.017500000000002,4.763005750000005,2.5288888888888903,98.305,74.83333333333334,4.800000000000002,25.88888888888889,3.1291,0.1169555555555557,141,5,31,0,3,41,28,36,0.18,0.478,0.342,0.8591,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,2,8,1,2,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,5,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,4,3,4,1,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,2,19,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6059340824303532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29478933766882964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24868472806114364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906799784585152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.669133907368528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FLcracker27,2019/01/04,Muscle tightness around chin and lower lip? I’ve had pretty bad anxiety lately and today my muscles around my lower lip been feeling tense one side feels like it’s doing a slight smirk but when I look it’s not and also been getting slight burning sensations in shoulders and arms. I may I’ve had something similar before but sometimes when this stuff happens it seems like it’s the first time all over again. Anyone else get those?,4.588240418118467,6.842083085365857,4.376132404181185,84.55231707317077,71.8048780487805,6.149128919860628,26.34843205574913,6.868970318607317,1.296921254355401,351,12,60,3,7,107,60,82,0.108,0.7909999999999999,0.102,0.2982,2,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,2,0,6,4,4,0,1,15,13,9,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,4,4,4,2,4,8,1,12,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,2,9,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17223549237191396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647614602499894,0.0,0.0,0.15059536744993898,0.22067737340550686,0.0,0.3834592310263956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17982931951953135,0.0,0.0,0.18326845626877192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17991836701736422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178003736033464,0.1538641062327678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831980592880377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250493351521216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19045560322339508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429526387668905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104429151872417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18086094825366908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14594382874682993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21911403611751915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19606951904546452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16580637313607108,0.2130116080591891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465531084938187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558702770607194,0.0,0.2041505333982888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CompleteTumbleweed,2019/01/04,"rant about anxiety and love life (or rather lack of) i’m so over anxiety. i think i have minor feelings for someone @ work who came home for winter break from college, and we vibe pretty well. (today our higher up told him someone else was working with him but he was like “.. can’t CompleteTumbleweed be with me instead..)  but my anxiety and insecurity gets in the way and i cannot fathom the possibility of him liking me lmao.

i wish i could shoot my shot without feeling soo dumb lmfao. i wanted to get his snapchat and number but i didn’t know how to ask for it without being so blunt lmao. i followed him on instagram but i feel weird messaging him on there. 

i hate that i can’t do literally anything without second guessing myself. my heart hurts i just want to be able to experience life and relationships and all the perks (and hell even rejection if that’s what would happen) but i literally can’t do anything without this feeling of overwhelming dread and anxiety. ",3.716798092209857,6.080390129729732,4.918982511923692,79.17860095389509,74.72972972972974,7.596184419713832,28.17965023847377,8.4952907291091,2.2823131955484905,774,32,140,15,17,255,120,185,0.206,0.621,0.173,-0.6436,1,0,0,1,0,0,20.0,2,0,0,2,10,13,3,3,3,0,15,4,1,1,1,41,35,19,0,8,13,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,6,13,0,0,6,0,0,2,9,9,1,1,5,4,27,4,23,25,2,11,1,3,0,1,15,5,2,3,4,102,33,3,0.12504302958575916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.382630301501132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20579951798493887,0.0,0.11689835309446288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301591400293412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099836684280307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445740604779848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258974173249509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223160768110606,0.0,0.0,0.2529020515248589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306596439956764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13774899456452114,0.0,0.11057513810173993,0.0,0.0,0.1234541039775622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481765921178385,0.0,0.0,0.12542835405996328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338611493730069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06872037890259806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766431795162749,0.12217941617641835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128562162069708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096722779750612,0.0,0.12721371486931465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342494177276367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21189710637609085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012252434231369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852617114961687,0.1194839733705023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475072372057289,0.09925333661123494,0.0,0.0,0.11242870066174816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379331296193862,0.4821480733990211,0.0,0.18206562958745467,0.0,0.0,0.08882698055793721,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lilnel92,2019/01/04,"How to ask psychiatrist for a certain med? So I’m finally getting to see my psychiatrist after being on a waitlist for 3 months. I’ve been taking Zoloft and Wellbutrin for those 3 months, since my general practitioner prescribed them to me. I asked for something to help with my anxiety and panic attacks. I have GAD and panic disorder. The only medication that has ever ever helped and not made me feel like garbage was klonopin. I took .5mg for 3 years and never became dependent. Was able to wean myself off easily the few times I had to.

I want to ask her for those but how do I do that without sounding like I have a benzo problem?",3.426202346041056,5.568103467741939,4.983782991202348,79.40931085043991,74.80645161290323,7.734897360703813,28.20821114369501,8.575989854853784,2.340687096774194,506,21,92,10,11,170,81,124,0.111,0.7959999999999999,0.093,-0.4784,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,5,7,1,2,5,0,10,2,0,4,4,21,21,9,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,6,3,15,3,18,14,1,12,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,1,11,66,19,0,0.15940708610904478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219459845570376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4470723214112719,0.1813485732031764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826943310632398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883856712270845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806010123837574,0.11388045416734345,0.0,0.1746226710756464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328362320712669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21369441932345992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15575650061988938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15083483917847448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17706533691197304,0.1605858687788443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544744305998556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294457194243576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123627214433545,0.0,0.3740597387471203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525310530091338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702680912389633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318631888967774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271936281234215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985429029736012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295155382801296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771071380145043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402242948230212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536627425539859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026529370876114
anxiety,defcrazy,2019/01/04,My overseas cousins went through my phone and read my messages I recently took a trip out of the country for the first time and took a ton of pictures. I had to stay with a few cousins for a bit before meeting up with my dad in another part of the state. I let them use my phone to see the pictures I took only to find out that they were not only looking through all of my pictures but read my messages to my mom and a friend that had extremely personal infornation. I didn't notice at first because I assumed they were just looking at the phone so why would I automatically assume that someone would look through someone's messages? I do have certain apps password protected but not all of them as that would simply be annoying. The information in the messages were extremely compromising and life ruining and I feel like I'm completely screwed. I'm not sure what to do. I'm not sure why anyone would look through someone else's messges. It's incredibly frustrating because a simply app like AppLock could have saved my memory of this trip but now I don't even want to go back.,6.7879999999999985,6.811878419047622,6.912142857142857,76.67535714285717,64.80952380952381,10.047619047619053,38.45238095238096,9.725611199111238,3.6890952380952378,868,44,164,16,12,279,108,210,0.099,0.804,0.098,0.1783,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,4,2,5,11,3,0,13,0,18,2,0,1,5,35,34,10,0,6,8,4,1,2,1,4,1,0,0,1,7,9,0,1,5,2,0,7,6,4,0,2,10,6,23,7,28,17,6,22,0,1,5,1,19,7,1,2,8,113,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023107385384005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017298229777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816651119942162,0.0,0.13979142080603096,0.0,0.09756726882757667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251790925199189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021889495974902,0.0,0.0,0.09154673063832418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578377009984627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573189048071056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057975573196676886,0.08191317219211643,0.0,0.0,0.10479722069132576,0.19505958268162674,0.0,0.0,0.08858608054435077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516395636366121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724768326771473,0.08098779366946256,0.11203423053239928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3851423014727053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134288480449926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305412421251411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744082899686402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416567510390435,0.0,0.0,0.10011674470261052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293821840522744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321297989916974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136922542906954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914532988593859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221237156109872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21613150558773134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06685920503135992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821746479334429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902948051606844,0.0,0.0,0.06762947612403783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629102748753567,0.2069257459451849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258048770819267,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LocalStormtrooper,2019/01/04,"Empathetic anxiety? Someone I deeply care about is dealing with severe anxiety and cut off communication to me. 

After my attempts to help and listen failed, I feel this constant feeling of dread. 
My chest is tightened up, my stomach sick, my throat feels tense, and I keep checking the clock hoping that time just passes by faster and faster.

I normally don’t feel anxiety unless it’s in social situations. But this is constant even when I’m alone. 

Am I just having empathetic panic attacks? Is that’s even a thing? ",4.536264775413713,7.262736361702127,5.304609929078017,75.63388888888889,73.68085106382979,7.582033096926714,29.59338061465721,8.515128840125781,2.6709919621749414,414,18,67,8,9,134,68,94,0.272,0.5870000000000001,0.141,-0.9126,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,6,7,2,2,2,0,7,4,3,0,0,16,16,7,0,2,4,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,5,0,1,4,0,1,1,1,5,0,0,0,5,10,2,11,16,0,12,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,8,46,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18945978226687302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4198216758423284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20810870263673345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18650880595223787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3953635820822653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18859227106089432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416464048664728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699785848240077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261378068933275,0.0,0.0,0.18169025842420666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625961351917453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17923205990538288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146283413326992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20665825409947816,0.0,0.0,0.2056204104178217,0.0,0.1864735774870737,0.15499556265486095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215302243059348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066676562905401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lolcatloverr,2019/01/04,"Hell on earth Hello (f18) here. i’ve always had anxiety but these past three weeks have been hell on earth for me. I’m desperately reaching out to this subreddit to see if anyone understands. I feel like i’m losing my mind. About three weeks ago i tried an edible for the first time (yeah i know it’s not smart to do this) first time every trying anything of that nature. anyways i had this panic attack where i saw my life flash before my eyes (really.. i saw visions of everything that happened in life) lasted a few hours. i was freaking out i’ve never experienced anything like this. I had the occasional panic attacks but THIS was something else. Anyways, from that day on i’ve been feeling sick whenever i eat (i can’t eat anymore) I’ve been feeling not myself, every time i walk i’m dizzy, i’ve had constant blurry vision 24/7 (haven’t had any previous vision problems) constant headaches and pressure in my neck, overall pains everywhere. 

guys not to be dramatic but i feel like i’m dying, i’ve realized it could be depersonalization and i still don’t understand it fully. 

I can’t do this anymore i really can’t. I want to have a family with my boyfriend one day. I want to go to college and work in the field i want to one day. i feel like this has ruined my life. really not to be dramatic or anything but i feel like my life is over. if any of you have ever experienced anything even sort of like this please comment or message me. 

and i have went to the doctor and explained how i feel they said nothing is wrong with me.. lol made me feel even more crazy like what?? also i have an upcoming appointment with a psychiatrist. but seriously will it get better? 


sorry this was so long!!! ",1.6573648648648602,4.270515633633636,3.3900833333333367,85.58512500000003,84.85585585585585,6.333003003003004,22.739414414414412,7.6454224807358475,1.3253183783783786,1338,48,256,25,40,444,164,333,0.18,0.672,0.149,-0.9489,0,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,1,1,5,12,23,4,3,9,2,31,11,2,2,2,47,59,17,1,7,13,0,8,7,0,1,7,1,0,1,18,10,2,0,13,0,0,3,10,14,0,6,16,15,37,9,30,38,2,33,2,2,4,0,8,10,2,5,27,163,55,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405837634524078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681160517576551,0.06951685980753572,0.0,0.0,0.11362811832796955,0.0,0.06391236486051884,0.0,0.16571011493112642,0.058417217571152376,0.0,0.2750045426087805,0.0,0.0,0.19009098527676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109138524689998,0.0,0.0,0.07388953618358607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18056681894691054,0.0,0.06670458212174321,0.0,0.0,0.16164053126878605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670742691868402,0.0,0.0,0.08551274208129749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17097657250567125,0.06979185727338964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036252354577576,0.07557202603661856,0.14078200413418515,0.0,0.07508564439477705,0.0,0.07875961452318099,0.0,0.3379464329430835,0.2387407560376225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421281553245615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04364927088542392,0.0,0.047481045454373205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827235502273424,0.07387934037774843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227585675951349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04591462738361253,0.06810103795002116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23604368593025066,0.28571405746664463,0.0,0.0,0.07393546936863467,0.0,0.09346646269030937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07905312594153803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435751639033125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443572839358233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016451925440314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322569268147856,0.0,0.08889870025464801,0.1960461641215772,0.0,0.0,0.07975399005288895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917082811901888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994211820823993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16056487840947256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947125789416759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657524477976275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06431769541246578,0.0,0.09352276583272906,0.0,0.0,0.06671984281937017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461488127925064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344432856959605,0.0,0.0,0.17394840227258568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14783256308045042,0.0,0.13403092127077393,0.0,0.0,0.07744786211817667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06082239122778441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134429786169093,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Citrusatwork,2019/01/04,"Anyone else struggling with shame of ""unwarranted"" anxiety? Hey Reddit,

Lately my anxiety has been getting worse. Today was a bad day. I read a lot of stuff on the subreddit that helped me feel a little more ""normal"" for having anxiety. It has been really nice to read things that I can relate to. One aspect of my mental illness that I haven't really seen mentioned has been bugging me a lot lately. A lot of people with anxiety and mental illness have some really specific trauma that has caused it. One of my good friends that I talk to about anxiety was molested as a child. Another one of my friends had his father commit suicide when he was 8 years old. Just today I read a post here about a guy with anxiety that set in after his best friend murdered his family. A lot of the anxious people are lonely. Etc etc. The list goes on.

I have very little ""trauma"" in my past - if you can even call it that. I have a normal life. A good life, even. A million things to be grateful for. Most of all I have an incredible loving and supportive wife that does her best to help me with my struggles with anxiety.

When my anxiety flares up I can't help but look around at all the great things about my life and feel a crushing shame that I am struggling with mental illness anyway. Why would I be anxious and depressed when I have so much to celebrate? My therapist always catches me saying stuff like ""I shouldn't feel this way"" and tells me I need to stop with that. But its really hard. When trying to relate to others with anxiety, I start to get imposter syndrome because I can see WHY they have anxiety. It makes sense. But when I look at my own life, it doesn't make sense to me. I feel like I haven't ""earned"" the right to be struggling with anxiety. It always turns into this awful shame cycle where I criticize myself for not being happier or more grateful for the good things I have.

Can any one else relate to this? Any tips for dealing with these feelings?",3.743908123627765,5.533029931937177,4.691722681979396,83.37313038338121,72.97905759162303,7.75625738895457,25.149805776051345,8.460557738077197,1.7171155885830092,1542,49,292,27,31,501,176,382,0.207,0.667,0.126,-0.9765,0,2,0,0,0,2,44.0,0,1,1,3,16,28,2,7,20,1,35,8,0,3,3,47,53,17,2,6,7,2,6,2,3,2,7,1,0,2,28,17,0,1,5,3,0,1,6,14,0,5,8,11,44,14,50,39,16,33,0,2,4,1,25,13,0,8,18,221,72,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350073891818476,0.0,0.0,0.08458807145049521,0.0652158055846562,0.5233604271053954,0.1405229778875471,0.0,0.04348747340499993,0.06372507713590432,0.0,0.0553658236423024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05192937128457481,0.037912869899056484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13053747940749974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06350700218273066,0.0,0.0,0.06389034444837292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04010996869863829,0.06411925730122403,0.05356757953753679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054426366644122884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391017111916896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872544472937756,0.0821570678500723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058630944512089236,0.0,0.15723571241032902,0.044431388170063424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441527324286447,0.0,0.06498756995625478,0.0,0.0,0.15649606638151511,0.0,0.06856907700633401,0.0,0.061581813377144086,0.0,0.0,0.0557135854622555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506193135809882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14031502556759404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757177753597592,0.06076966929622201,0.124669403795723,0.0,0.0,0.10445455010160323,0.0,0.0,0.211500373884478,0.05613249065634546,0.0,0.08302992251909097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880306958760956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04571972775869123,0.04611604440874217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187378094610175,0.0,0.0,0.0652621146143892,0.0,0.16857698822273304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059371186536627436,0.08623494263253421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05956463605158304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18663241673183106,0.0,0.15937221182217845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05311331483162319,0.0,0.0494591452068435,0.0,0.0,0.049560545797391706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04402121561872338,0.0,0.0,0.0519969479655028,0.0,0.2600745857371253,0.1423944432036956,0.06803011416416073,0.07057698580300682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049989161242608285,0.054360275464230175,0.0,0.0,0.0722119985802745,0.16527565373305494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11790523230704104,0.0,0.0,0.04222562650822486,0.06764918535524507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05131654285858499,0.0,0.04936668246721823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224077757490752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06338097390938324,0.04418081541078474,0.0,0.0,0.040050880793244016
anxiety,pthesing,2019/01/04,"anxiety about dad's remarriage hi all, first time poster on this thread. not really expecting to much feedback, just need to get out of my anxiety loop and share with a safe community.

My parents have been divorced for 20 years and my dad is getting remarried in March. It was a really rough, spiteful separation and there has not been a lot of love in my family since. I've grown up with extreme anxiety and depression that was exacerbated by my family situation.  I'm happy for my dad, his fiancee is already like family to me, but I have so much anxiety around marriage, especially remarriage. I had always thought to myself that, even though my parents were divorced, at least they weren't remarrying. Changing the family dynamic even more, in ways that I don't have control over, terrifies me. It doesn't help that my dad didn't talk to me or my sister about proposing to his then-girlfriend. I have a lot of emotions and stress around the whole situation. I thought at least that I would be able to bring someone to the wedding, a buffer of sorts, so I won't get to overwhelmed by anxiety or feelings of isolation and sadness. But I just found out that I can't bring anyone with me. Even though my sister was allowed to bring her boyfriend and my cousins are bringing S/Os, I don't get a plus one. 

I'm really freaking out. I know I have time to prepare for this wedding, but I am so scared that I am not going to be able to make it through the ceremony or party or speeches or toasts without completely breaking down and ruining my dads wedding. I don't want to make a scene and ask my dad and his fiancee to alter the entire table setting so I can bring someone. They don't understand my mental health needs and I don't think they would be receptive to my need for a buffer. I don't want to remember it as something I wasn't strong enough for or remembering it as one of the most stressful days of my life. I see my therapist in two weeks, but in the meantime, I don't want to revel in these thoughts during that time. If anyone has any experience coping with family events, any support is appreciated.

thank you for letting me share. i'm glad there's a place I can come to and find that i'm not alone.",5.9026429075511695,6.089079885321103,6.674311926605505,77.07890966831336,66.66055045871559,10.1939308398024,33.74170783345095,10.035473477838034,3.2516135497529994,1754,74,342,38,26,581,202,436,0.129,0.79,0.081,-0.9591,3,2,1,0,2,0,41.0,0,1,3,3,17,20,1,4,16,0,41,3,0,4,1,71,77,32,0,10,18,11,2,1,2,3,2,1,0,0,17,23,0,2,11,0,0,8,18,9,0,4,14,4,53,11,62,56,11,38,0,4,1,1,34,18,0,11,10,244,70,1,0.16256893667892952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418619508666146,0.08969943207894855,0.0,0.06763518922142941,0.0,0.0,0.1105524516680499,0.0,0.3109119789715846,0.0,0.0,0.11367198044195898,0.0,0.0,0.14472082026032707,0.07599000530074011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598818956728056,0.07001937205574535,0.08522521855220183,0.0,0.09116744300134293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05242175758266734,0.0,0.07001019347348278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143408629156342,0.0,0.0839885845026814,0.0,0.16106287417841306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951180730260002,0.38313881309011183,0.0,0.04109986951743544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429253146996494,0.06914052724535884,0.0,0.0891242240125537,0.0,0.0,0.16987111925864354,0.0,0.0461958365586258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652882802590732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864015888117502,0.0,0.0,0.054483265724887084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0446718180268756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311887606832469,0.057413623855480676,0.03971148539357454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821029644423552,0.07336240623389416,0.0,0.1085160276016672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191562577519176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195068738806084,0.18081420996586384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016091881079294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805135654453835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492496889755373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621873547808418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18415891433700546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137993299795628,0.0,0.06477319733096057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723935218092415,0.18273429619855375,0.0,0.0,0.1377441324919174,0.06257675492754096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862221677026114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224065140709478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533337665032499,0.0,0.07483581753424261,0.0,0.09437753274196853,0.0,0.05208380518895001,0.15972315487947294,0.1935923648949423,0.14219288148336226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07940311447246078,0.08461999819212425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14383105630371545,0.06451982748729708,0.06520149749837105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907512060652984,0.0,0.07835532683622705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548430828605255,0.0,0.0,0.05234453259463709
anxiety,laxplaya3538,2019/01/04,What do I do I need help. I’m going away with family on Sunday to Mexico for a week. I am really worried about myself getting anxious being away from home and the flight down. My doctor is not in the office anymore to call in another script and I can’t buy them illegally seen as how I’m going through security at the airport. I have six .5s left from when he prescribed them to me last month. How would I get more? I’m kinda freaking out ,2.1658516483516483,3.9544729890109913,4.40668956043956,83.72893543956044,77.35164835164834,7.187362637362638,23.46291208791209,8.07648339933343,1.355141758241758,346,11,70,6,8,120,69,91,0.083,0.858,0.058,-0.2878,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,8,1,0,2,0,10,17,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,1,1,1,11,1,18,14,1,16,0,0,1,0,5,9,0,1,5,50,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384993599661183,0.0,0.2569518231528081,0.22556758302025734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4273903045940664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322501307491591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328029590315584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21441800212358747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23766468421831136,0.0,0.25852820552008865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15245379203008652,0.0,0.22814917634912704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18540071060769828,0.0,0.0,0.2471232287760097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18154705229303095,0.0,0.0,0.16865002244550711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457091964716799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18244529595307166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309847755330812,0.0,0.16157273691230026,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,danimichelle2010,2019/01/04,"Anxious taking naps I no longer can take naps due to several times I’ve decided to take a nap I’ve been waken up to bad news.

One time I took a nap & was waken up to a phone call that my brother died.

Another time I was awaken telling me my cousin had shot someone & almost killed the person.

Another time I was informed my other brother was shot & hours later died.

& last night I was woke up by a phone call telling me my cousin had committed suicide

I’m so terrified to even sleep as I feel like life just hits the fan when I’m asleep.
The feeling when you get that call and the words leading up. You just don’t know who it’s going to be this time or what happened. It’s so awful. 
I’m just really struggling. I know it may sound silly to some.
I have a pounding migraine probably from being so tired from staying up last night due to my cousins death & then working 8 hours. But I’m just too afraid to shut my eyes.

Any advice? Anything would help :(",1.660507894736842,3.643640435000002,2.9112631578947363,92.93878947368424,79.65,5.810526315789473,23.02631578947368,6.8360192770164,0.5988499999999997,757,25,164,8,19,244,116,200,0.21,0.7340000000000001,0.056,-0.9893,0,0,0,0,0,1,25.0,0,2,0,2,11,6,1,2,9,1,15,6,3,1,1,21,32,10,5,1,6,5,2,1,0,2,3,1,0,1,9,1,0,0,6,4,0,3,2,4,0,1,10,4,18,2,18,17,1,27,0,0,1,0,18,6,0,4,18,87,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982180519586496,0.0,0.0,0.1006471104321107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5445173898056532,0.0,0.06835083343759117,0.21078880691228088,0.0,0.11354866579937625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271187608765879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392237218147436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30789848643278056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086288141466923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638647700612982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164262459336604,0.07180498054008262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052512777433321764,0.0,0.05712263966085075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888142412186015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737031272503241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19796590717353665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112003778776055,0.0,0.11047628332938322,0.16385953654231028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099379492691253,0.04910453061404146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886452720815581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810876194385289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776220860116134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836771005027844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06438983250264446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354866579937625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058345064495927,0.0,0.08516252796663655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713120645749596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507577715300133,0.0,0.10994257044141746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22671498051283498,0.0,0.17570184874361114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930434622250071,0.11552245116040925,0.0,0.0,0.11167126695818894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317310527112703,0.0,0.0,0.07140003320791702,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,crml_vllnv1999,2019/01/04,"Panic attack I just recently had the worst panic attack I've ever had, it felt like I was having a heart attack. Its been three days since it happened, and it's had an effect on me. My heart rate has gotten faster, I feel weak/fatigued despite getting rest, and I fear it happening again but worse. I have two weeks before seeing my doctor and psychiatrist; is there any advice you guys can give me to help me cope til then? ",4.2978571428571435,5.465226404761907,5.041428571428573,83.85357142857143,70.66666666666667,7.028571428571429,22.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.7462761904761908,334,7,64,3,6,108,65,84,0.215,0.726,0.059,-0.899,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,4,8,3,3,3,0,10,3,2,1,1,9,18,6,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,0,2,7,3,11,1,3,11,2,9,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,9,45,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15343984363741456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678017926446312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.535904750947931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361395000685186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126604317818448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607184218695124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203516887038814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17669313127030745,0.07939491831434684,0.0,0.15076551101830152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203738719769682,0.15062957729049292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554762263539858,0.27770764228291983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3721430761470179,0.1052483738395133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07671289899416116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36846239922041374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550400417901101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512601065239531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298900200072261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15338744043387725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12595338205782394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16001858512546996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Chibiwitch,2019/01/04,I'm currently staying at an acquaintance's house with their family I have been here since the first of January and my anxiety has made me (as it always does when I'm somewhere new) petrified of moving from the bed I was allowed to sleep in. I haven't been eating... I haven't showered yet (gross I know I hate it) and even going to the bathroom is a huge struggle for me. Does anyone else have anxiety this bad about being somewhere new? ,2.7392241379310365,4.862761586206901,4.113318965517242,84.9417025862069,76.816091954023,7.5683908045976995,25.81752873563219,8.472884824447931,1.9199666666666664,346,13,67,7,8,114,63,87,0.195,0.779,0.026,-0.929,3,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,5,4,1,1,5,0,10,2,1,2,0,6,16,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,4,0,1,4,0,10,0,11,11,0,12,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,6,46,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16732971946751388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30767897491988605,0.0,0.0,0.14061245941368072,0.2060487565914968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679085042289604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35196458527300584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20577354897861566,0.1679916488029731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282339101456156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895773807968352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17105393155514834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428867814082845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985427291693833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320401944650374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105182504046663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19028387391850626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21373544307603756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884435744620793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16635041709984028,0.0,0.201243319379272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143438056496328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102313854320564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Starfire911,2019/01/04,I am so sick of this I just hid in the bathroom because of my anxiety was so bad. im so sick of doing that. im sick of being like this. my whole body is shaking. what the fuck is wrong with me. i just feel like crying but nothing will come out. ,-1.5730649350649384,0.3181292000000013,1.2051948051948074,100.41636363636366,93.36363636363636,3.8701298701298703,16.948051948051948,5.288315135182226,-0.8247402597402598,186,5,47,1,7,64,37,55,0.32,0.623,0.057,-0.9008,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,1,2,0,7,5,1,0,0,7,10,4,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,1,6,2,7,7,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19467713104391346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124808553439841,0.1551291460963558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826708228447161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192126934831718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795352316856033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867314907581578,0.18180114892513574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352634177894025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5497659102707793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24865294902709176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24418121053759226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28411874791710673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27823482801400296,0.0,0.0
anxiety,brobro1147,2019/01/04,"Does anyone else feel like people treat you differently. In the past few months, i have had severe panic attacks which usually lead to me crying and distancing myself from the situation. My family, for one, has seen my go through these break downs and i feel like they think im this fragile human being waiting until the next inconvenience to break down again. Ive tried to handle these attacks by myself but dont usually have much success, but equally im tired of relying on others to reassure me of my negative emotions. In attempts to deal with my anxiety i usually leave for a walk or drive around at night, but usually have to cut them sort, because not two minutes out of my house and i get my family hitting up my phone asking if in ok and where i am. Just anything unusual and they automatically just assume im anxious and about to break down. Ive tried to talk to them but i feel like i dont have care free conversations with them anymore. I feel like they are on edge, calculating their every word to avoid saying anything to trigger me. I think this has affect how i see others too. When i go to the store or anywhere public where i have to talk to people, i automatically get the feeling that people treat me like a child ready to cry. They just speak to me with a softer tone and look at me like im not ready to take bad news. 

Obviously, it has gone through my head that it might just be how i perceive others to act around me. Maybe they can tell im unconfortable with the situation and therefore change their attitude when they talk to me. Does anyone else feel this way?",4.4434740668251065,5.870786102893892,5.429458968265064,80.21975954145115,70.60771704180064,8.366895009087097,27.34810568992032,8.841846274778883,2.0446129176569268,1262,43,244,23,23,415,160,311,0.139,0.741,0.12,-0.6853,1,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,11,3,15,19,3,2,9,1,19,2,1,6,1,51,40,20,0,1,13,0,7,6,0,1,1,2,0,2,13,15,0,2,10,0,2,7,5,6,0,2,3,12,46,14,48,33,3,39,0,0,3,0,26,16,0,6,18,168,59,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05997810821082342,0.08857311454085212,0.07775474453697442,0.10964245195759292,0.16066635196985188,0.1290380370923075,0.13959064952473785,0.07329625535729818,0.1783895449607214,0.0,0.0,0.06546326045700293,0.04779376324957798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993712084944417,0.0,0.08294001658891546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722441078196781,0.0,0.08083008781326101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819144857523135,0.0,0.0,0.1372220509209551,0.0,0.18377554937867505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309913528286153,0.08819286313594185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06605793962189026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782280996246466,0.0,0.2378575855637354,0.2240445793424843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192470105598429,0.0,0.08911650471518176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046413457380909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046657735718434,0.0,0.0,0.4234436664443742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830174949921279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22982257962785324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583880422649628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876638810003797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317323164050153,0.0,0.0,0.06258055560766303,0.0,0.0576352528877912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338251862353302,0.07357593844912375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053127926518724895,0.0,0.0,0.09198907028133203,0.0,0.0,0.07484456968657813,0.16306438063092324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06234924137466062,0.0,0.0,0.06247706909730288,0.0,0.0,0.08857311454085212,0.0,0.0,0.17625659563646467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058949325958528635,0.1890521722968003,0.06852770952546425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047499983716596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011275673418903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064610303452352,0.0,0.07658837410926696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453994713772622,0.0,0.0,0.06223268089536103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GoulishBeet,2019/01/04,"I wrote this and then cried. The steps to choose happiness are sometimes steep When the anxiety eats up you from the inside
Because you've been trained to put on a brave face
The emptiness inside of you
That darkness
That void


When the anxiety eats up you from the inside
Because you've been trained to put on a brave face
And your guts turn to liquid
And your heart into a jackhammer
And your brain into cotton

When the anxiety eats you from the inside
Because you've been trained to put on a brave face
The choices become
More
Difficult

When the anxiety eats you from the inside
Because you've been trained to put on a brave face
It's harder to believe that
You're worth
Anything

It's harder to believe
That there is 
A silver lining
An end 
To this 
Feeling

It's harder to choose
To see
That there can be 
Something
Good

It is
So much more
Difficult
To choose
To be
Happy

But it is a choice
And I will break this cycle
I am not my thoughts
I am a survivor

I choose to be happy",3.430984848484848,5.119835166666668,3.8968560606060616,89.16528409090913,73.5959595959596,6.566161616161617,26.01136363636364,7.1686216300943375,1.135160606060606,785,27,158,8,16,246,80,198,0.095,0.746,0.159,0.9488,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,8,0,0,7,10,0,0,20,0,15,11,7,0,0,16,20,12,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,13,7,4,0,6,0,1,5,1,2,0,0,6,2,14,8,27,10,3,20,0,0,1,0,9,8,0,0,6,107,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35201480693794457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466641469216727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805042180390412,0.12705035584073035,0.0,0.2592167072695362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284203754369876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636376456560403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.470850087403625,0.0,0.0,0.10188946109532546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05816663401491605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648835791867702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36738004747587466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632050117946334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845661151348812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4625795741838985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167033636268868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856181891690082,0.11377545448542085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913272667216068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512823409026216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,friendlydark,2019/01/04,"does anyone else get social anxiety really bad in public to the point where you’re nauseous and almost puke? i’m working, and just went out to lunch with a coworker. i’m hungry and i get canes fairly often because, well i like it. was normally eating, when i suddenly got extremely nauseous to the point of gagging, and almost puking up my food. 

has anyone else experienced this, where your anxiety just sky rockets? i usually feel nauseous every morning before work but i get over it. this nearly throwing up thing is kind of rare though. i always just feel extremely uncomfortable in social places. ",4.847706422018347,7.4855756513761476,5.765587155963306,73.14030733944955,72.30275229357798,8.396697247706422,28.33119266055045,9.120678840339163,2.9710579816513767,482,19,73,11,10,158,75,109,0.122,0.847,0.031,-0.8318,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,2,9,4,0,0,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,16,12,7,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,3,3,8,3,13,9,0,18,0,0,0,0,4,13,0,3,4,46,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30257154003258196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571147168084798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311530603500645,0.0,0.0,0.2112786570826604,0.3096006198008925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614630109656344,0.09209755834540284,0.0,0.12855877966813942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221197685327796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545935519249763,0.2524175319042945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729223511307944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278215799803266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18268771123411315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368007169481414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083325494522858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15732758353749954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381053160234284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14802727518838907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578474599606671,0.0,0.2856407047526116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678633941461563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080160500818241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037148469162337,0.0,0.14843628806648446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663943462744566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583993806652306,0.14005357480712874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21997749419527807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,blxckbutterfly,2019/01/04,"Am I blowing this up or did I really do some really bad stuff? (Anxiety ruining my education) Hi everyone! I mostly lurk on here and this subreddit is usually very comforting to read stories from other people dealing with anxiety.

My anxiety has become worse and worse since I entered university at 18 (I'm 21 now). In my first year I struggled a lot with assignments and that continued afterwards as well. In my second year I had some issues with plagiarism and mistakes that made me reflect on all my previous assignments as well. After this mistake it ruined all of my self confidence in my studies and for instance in my third year I only got 10 out of 60 points of the year because I was constantly thinking about whether I did or did not deserve my education and the opportunities the eventual degree will give you. This has given me a lot of anxiety, constantly overthinking and even talking with my professor a year afterwards if I really didn't do something wrong that required me to be kicked out or something. 

My mistakes in my second year made me reflect on one of my biggest coping behaviours to deal with my anxiety and perfectionism: making up excuses. I hate that I do it, but for some reason I can't ask anyone for help or fail because then I have to admit I am incompetent and don't know how to do it. 

Okay so now back on my reflection. I reflected back on a course that I had in my first year for writing skills and then I failed to hand in some assignments because according to me they weren't perfect enough. This obviously affected my average grade but I managed to get a passing grade in the end. Now I read back and some of that work was actually compulsory. I am so scared that the excuses I gave to my sweet professor made her sympathetic and made her pass me instead of judging correctly because of the uncompleted work. 

I am in this loop of whether I did or did not deserve to pass my courses and deserve my education and it is killing me. A lot of these mistakes are two or three years ago and I can't solve the damage they did anymore. I really want to do another degree in the future but im worried that I am cheating the system by having writing and research skills (course is very reading/writing heavy) that I did not deserve to be taught because I should've been failed before.

I explained this to my mum as some of my reasons to drop out, because the guily is absolutely killing me. She is saying I sound like someone who has gone crazy and that I am blowing up little details but they aren't little details to me? My old psychologist already suggested ADHD as well as GAD to me, but I'm feeling like i'm looking for excuses for my shitty behaviour instead of really struggling like people with actual issues in their life. I have such a strong urge to go to a study advisor and confess everything I've done to them, but everyone around me is saying I'm completely overreacting and I just need to talk with a new therapist about dealing with my anxiety and stuff. ",6.662607809154856,6.933051428076258,7.593520746253438,70.847287949842,65.04852686308493,11.294301152003268,37.59450504638597,11.027918880432845,4.408634865939443,2402,119,425,65,34,810,248,577,0.156,0.753,0.091,-0.9908,0,0,2,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,5,13,21,31,4,3,19,1,46,2,1,9,5,94,73,45,2,7,19,1,2,3,0,1,1,3,0,1,26,32,0,1,12,2,0,6,9,19,3,8,24,7,79,12,80,46,13,66,1,6,1,0,33,28,0,17,33,329,105,18,0.0,0.0,0.1320421888574998,0.0,0.08130763773365453,0.0,0.05997168826458067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465849286650507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709417084613584,0.31053333417403434,0.0,0.06709514740513205,0.04730564366047532,0.0,0.0,0.06022690487901159,0.06324788392949532,0.0,0.0,0.15606654918098845,0.056488734367772575,0.24744956280461056,0.07471914974336971,0.0575690503184827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093452236939156,0.14622109626505467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092466519784496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923410735149026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059921862087474985,0.06990524902590664,0.0,0.04468520095097279,0.0,0.0,0.12929366888626248,0.0608035590437044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03420817996351478,0.04833243349271287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509387385174913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03534671695087875,0.06490042180508454,0.03844964738616019,0.0,0.054109534580561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06679487462653187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045347427639065414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307853787454646,0.14122757361883054,0.0,0.0,0.14969950072289856,0.0,0.03718117863397289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04778641879562784,0.09915780669709423,0.13561529170481346,0.0,0.0,0.05681279387978413,0.0,0.0,0.1725524709355628,0.0,0.2560655342053672,0.04515994630528938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05016500139048755,0.0,0.06534119875410059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099208339205189,0.0,0.04584448296152265,0.051454343971178616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380631128565796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06395543014393311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534574304017474,0.0,0.216706228010448,0.13912031771322192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076032482787395,0.06773402023166743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057846436551703,0.0,0.0,0.05596455383050393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05732349188119457,0.10416757616157286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145447774636252,0.15489657738201326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087563504370886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855216239020361,0.0,0.04335031234910405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06608867768753422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451194323804879,0.11164420005493464,0.03990441426497045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824887320025481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985066555932794,0.06870649299523507,0.1378915596538861,0.0,0.07396964430560822,0.0,0.3485385646480061
anxiety,TisNeat,2019/01/04,"Any tips on reducing anxiety while playing competitive video games? I used to love playing games competitively, but in recent years I've developed severe anxiety and my motivation for playing high-pressure games has gone way down. I was wondering if any of you have gone through, or are going through, something similar and have any techniques for coping. Any advice would be awesome!",9.447923076923079,10.7826436,8.719807692307693,61.48894230769233,59.153846153846146,12.03846153846154,43.94230769230769,11.698219412168324,5.899384615384617,314,18,44,9,4,99,50,65,0.09,0.6729999999999999,0.237,0.8805,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,2,0,9,13,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,4,9,8,0,10,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,3,3,26,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226409698488156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6197514832783242,0.0,0.3485913830571816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948576805178866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24072369475449054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20563297961424976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22496285483136486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573924505166876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17540107026091334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19677915614625693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808474537777716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24708093960340846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16184980585178824,0.0,0.0,0.1467204084014556
anxiety,JerkOffTaco,2019/01/04,"Waiting for an important phone call. On December 13th I was side swiped by a metro bus and they broke my side mirror and did some damage to my front bumper.   I know it wasn’t my fault but I’m still exceptionally anxious about the “what if it WAS my fault”.  It’s not just dealing with a normal insurance  company because it’s the city/county.  I have exchanged emails and was told, “thank you for your patience, I’ll contact you as soon as the investigation is done” from the investigator.  

I have been losing sleep and can barely look at my phone because I’m so anxious about the response.  I am almost ready to just cancel the claim and pay for the damage myself.   How do people stand up for themselves on the phone and deal with this?   I do not even want to check my email in case he responds that it’s my fault.  This is crazy :(.   I’m really having a bad time. ",2.8070175438596467,4.744988532163745,3.830269005847956,87.90610526315794,75.95906432748536,6.431345029239767,22.511111111111113,7.3011,0.7193840935672515,673,19,139,8,15,217,107,171,0.218,0.742,0.04,-0.9845,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,1,1,9,9,0,0,12,0,16,1,1,1,0,22,25,12,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,1,1,0,3,1,3,8,0,0,8,1,18,1,21,17,1,12,0,4,1,0,16,7,0,3,3,94,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20759757512309285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4684173758632293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731006572235719,0.2527564857581036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116933739845778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4274685136743059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121568064670176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369306241209343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393575249863612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740936855704904,0.23193418670336216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20312619870249005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437271901822806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13281228872584108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20746626864654574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655632623282233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19086922272751095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12088794581861767,0.0,0.0,0.1980998451244061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228067087530385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,masterofyeet69,2019/01/04,"Venting about Anxiety from Intrusive Thoughts I'm doing this on a throwaway cause it's kind of embarrassing, but I suffer from this thing where I'm afraid to do things that are ""sinful?"" I guess?   

So, I'm afraid to say Jesus Christ or God Damn stuff like that out loud AND IN MY HEAD (I know that's weird but idk lol). 
  
But the thing is, I'm not even religious. I consider myself an atheist, which makes me super confused. I think it's because my mind is always like, ""Oh, what if?"" and ""How would you explain this?"" Honestly this just makes everything 10x worse because I think I'm crazy, and I can't tell if they are intrusive thoughts or not (which I do suffer from). So I'm always doubting my religious beliefs. 

But anyway, I just now said to myself these things out loud to try and get rid of these fears. I said (((btw sorry if u are religious, nothing against that this just helped me))) Jesus Christ out loud and stuff like that. I said some kind of cringy stuff that I won't type lmao, but anyways I'm not gonna lie I was scared that my whole family was gonna die right then, and that I was gonna die right there of a blood clot or something, idk I'm still kind of scared, but I think it kind of helped. 
  
On treating intrusive thoughts I've read to not ignore them or make them go away but to acknowledge them and then don't give them attention, which I'm not really doing so this might end up making it worse idk. 

anyways just wanted to vent because my mind is very annoying and I just want to be normal lol. ",2.36438552188552,4.189479029220782,3.1874603174603173,92.52791005291007,76.88961038961041,6.640885040885043,22.12169312169312,7.526774132740827,0.6773834535834533,1183,33,259,16,27,374,145,308,0.215,0.6990000000000001,0.086,-0.9924,0,0,1,0,0,0,44.0,0,1,5,1,18,25,2,8,4,2,19,2,2,6,0,64,52,28,2,7,24,0,0,3,0,6,0,7,0,0,31,11,0,1,11,1,0,1,8,15,0,0,9,7,31,10,27,36,2,17,6,2,0,0,15,11,1,12,8,160,62,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15603674200692305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172847863384113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809347445237492,0.0,0.0,0.17147125984841818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632048328954153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946224907404148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304623429636593,0.0,0.0,0.061929611972628425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426818584217287,0.0,0.08839146133716842,0.10550950190767236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04898732508053305,0.0899460638804915,0.053287703589424036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329057343018737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096227942656692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569479549730114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3905591627363542,0.051529721618870684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13742367410511236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25035026289440204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946778160563344,0.189347908662526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186788381253744,0.08996817781786777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378842626020037,0.0,0.0600670124655524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16014626929505635,0.2675704037695971,0.0745641428378948,0.18774634559194067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218337877559647,0.0,0.10496006094361532,0.0,0.0,0.07487929496219839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32200878799944604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195304078691032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491680234472141,0.18023873444931732,0.0,0.22331217110021276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365895797857876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736433809464703,0.11060775553571006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046830998082096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911051220970241,0.06660658240669705,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,momon80,2019/01/04,"Meds before a work presentation? Hi. I seek advise and encouragement. I have a presentation scheduled for later this month. Just the thought of it makes me anxious. I have some xanax (0.5 mg) leftover from a few years ago when I was under the care of a doc. I'm considering taking one pill the morning before the meeting. Public speaking is definitely panic inducing to a point where I feel like the room is closing in, my voice trembles and all I hear is my heart beating and I feel it in my head. 

I plan on rehearsing my presentation regularly until the day of the meeting so I can be prepared and confident in my speech. But I do feel like taking a pill will help. I just don't want people to think/know I'm medicated.

I want to improve my public speaking skills... Just don't know this will be ocassion for it. ",2.0044025157232745,4.59097777358491,3.8109748427672976,83.47294025157234,82.58490566037736,6.300628930817611,25.18553459119497,7.594959193182576,1.5524364779874222,642,26,122,11,18,215,93,159,0.075,0.768,0.157,0.9303,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,4,6,6,0,2,13,0,14,6,2,2,1,20,28,8,0,2,4,0,3,2,0,2,4,5,1,0,5,5,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,8,19,4,15,22,3,20,0,0,0,0,11,9,0,1,13,81,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638303338986136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087921518922244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145336410838843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18843464593904832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919255915029388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803491634633412,0.2640685612287574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896769679479028,0.0,0.20830373542913666,0.2190106585777088,0.12387985775513087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20314268571109628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805858403070668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12336769726071928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052915449964816,0.1861850641190179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14752025984034306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523771079880358,0.0,0.0,0.21684453611198035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281297871082543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17471309843545355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27792082695252923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842414899894378,0.0,0.14672514154323268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21802132647047034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454997469709418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190169709140704
anxiety,envirolution,2019/01/04,"Feelings hopeless. Will I ever get better? Living with anxiety is so hard. I'm crying for like the fourth time this week just because everything feels like too much. Even tiny, easy tasks, like making dinner or putting away a few Christmas decoration, feel totally insurmountable. The only thing that makes me feel better is retreating to my parents' home and staying with them. I know they are always happy to have me there, but in the back of my mind I just feel like I'm running away from my problems by going there. I'm in my late 20s and I feel like I should have my shit together enough by now to continue living on my own and being a productive adult but every few months I just crumble. I recently applied to grad school and if I get in then I'll be moving across the country from my family and I'm really scared about how I will cope without them.

I feel like I'm doing everything right to take care of myself- I'm on meds and see a therapist, but this has still been going on for years. 

I'm not really ask for advice or anything. I just needed to tell someone who I thought would understand.",3.9442884250474393,5.5903751013824925,4.885931146652208,82.76822445107075,72.17972350230414,8.055191108701546,26.58959067497967,8.671277953709913,1.962530712930333,875,30,167,16,17,285,131,217,0.08800000000000001,0.789,0.123,0.7079,1,0,0,0,0,1,18.0,0,0,3,2,15,14,1,1,7,0,14,2,1,3,2,40,42,15,0,5,12,1,8,6,0,4,0,0,1,1,5,8,1,0,10,0,0,5,2,4,0,0,2,9,25,10,28,34,6,28,0,1,1,0,8,10,1,3,18,113,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041944233918194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872199542878649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156916982005571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877447278249573,0.0,0.09968161515528973,0.0,0.2003586780175852,0.08198938698310332,0.0,0.06499867546907483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886053860794396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871307515361044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712447508232625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017393306790932,0.0,0.07042596095858343,0.096449997412544,0.08983763335850932,0.0,0.19165849024839746,0.0,0.10051820779944337,0.0,0.3773958104054513,0.3046966782515522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141614919569896,0.0,0.12119687538878875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350615519739585,0.09551662193660078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695532133684872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058599271775531474,0.0,0.1202796152676634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31255465678000033,0.0,0.18830674268414865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234836356123834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843827895015825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766261888537483,0.0,0.08510845240153372,0.11332735788900562,0.07838292788263909,0.0790623820465744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109444609278099,0.0,0.0,0.11839638443123432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202739689156848,0.0,0.10718933152305482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366156492847858,0.0,0.10528104939377728,0.0,0.0,0.09105865957969564,0.0,0.0,0.10675197521517386,0.1079119607791659,0.08496771257179482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945082381686114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903444969546858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364992546185115,0.08515225811433777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801700440932101,0.0,0.09319647688810126,0.0,0.0,0.12380187184957378,0.0708380729850879,0.0,0.0,0.08464972701821047,0.06217491380939182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100220431418348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552954504291772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278437939495257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574458199789733,0.0,0.0,0.06866412935401273
anxiety,peachy06,2019/01/04,"my rats once i had rats and they had this hanging metal pole you could stick their food to. one day my brain was telling me to swing the metal pole and bash it against them and eventually i did (quite hard i believe) and they squeaked. i cried for hours after on my bedroom floor and i felt horrible, and what i’m most scared about is the fact that i put one of my intrusive thoughts into action. this really scares me. i know i wouldn’t kill anyone ever and i know i wouldn’t kill an animal. but the fact i even hurt an animal scared me, and i’m not even a big animal lover person. but i didn’t want to hurt my rats, i loved them. has anyone else put their intrusive thoughts into action? what did you do about it? what can i do about it? am i dangerous? 

side note: it’s been one year. i get bad thoughts quite often now but i haven’t acted on any of them.",0.997,2.9959167000000018,2.404444444444448,95.635,82.0,6.0,17.777777777777782,7.1686216300943375,-0.0425555555555559,666,14,155,9,18,215,96,180,0.201,0.736,0.063,-0.9757,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,7,2,8,11,3,3,6,0,17,4,1,0,3,29,28,11,2,4,4,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,10,10,1,0,6,0,0,6,5,9,0,3,11,2,34,2,15,14,1,19,0,2,0,2,13,7,0,2,6,103,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826336494057377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815078967835498,0.13298777576231427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837133345704493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14623172469316495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14489137821172704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036287665703722,0.0,0.14257098954609662,0.08370543846894092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842499654216887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714534718135121,0.1174047658540998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462117418348533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569456313863789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678112351456903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626860481577073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278194883066331,0.0,0.2778911559656697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871923878763665,0.0,0.14266115016260764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714281748872672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13822479871586107,0.26385231351669713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332982285911478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26095466474082085,0.0,0.2761006447628609,0.0,0.0,0.08314841237206745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3898348675218353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344438404361748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30912229072472497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655499159464872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358212800050352
anxiety,namesjacob,2019/01/04,"Girlfriend So I haven’t been able to see my girlfriend for a few weeks as she went on a vacation with family. She got back yesterday and I’m meant to go see her today but I’m getting a lot of anxiety to the point that I want to throw up, I don’t know what to do and I’m scared i will lose this girl because of my anxiety.",2.064657534246578,2.38969190410959,4.3286575342465765,90.03243835616442,75.16438356164383,8.579726027397259,25.558904109589037,8.841846274778883,1.490777534246575,251,8,63,5,5,88,50,73,0.16699999999999998,0.812,0.021,-0.8765,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,17,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,4,2,9,0,12,12,2,10,0,1,2,0,6,3,0,1,4,40,12,0,0.25086680548921503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3838248390932147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929010883374432,0.0,0.15292607616472054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364948976412993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106755172255702,0.0,0.14257338678732207,0.0,0.20064110146854394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786983556312207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28065578609876457,0.0,0.2132779869450708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371502185048034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511614363627648,0.0,0.3998167282802118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23779239851813944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14796774161234594,0.0,0.20123021931101054,0.0,0.0,0.23255604201547705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TraditionalButterfly,2019/01/04,"How do I deal with anxiety in a relationship?? We've been dating just over a year, and I have a lot of relationship anxiety. I'm quite insecure, but it comes in waves and most of the time I'm 100% secure, then sometimes I'm 10% secure. Recently I had a bit of a wobble because a mutual friend of ours is interested in my partner and I felt threatened as I really don't like the friend. I know I was being stupid! 

We were also working throughout the holiday period and were incredibly busy, so obviously he wasn't as online or available as I am used to, and I overthought about it all. He recently told me his mental health isn't amazing (he has an ongoing mental health issue), and we plan to discuss this at the next available opportunity. I'm terrified he's going to want a break or just break up with me because I'm too insecure and needy. I know I'm being a nightmare but for the past week or so I haven't been able to deal with my anxiety very well. All morning I felt sick in my stomach because I thought he was just going to dump me. 

How can I better deal with my feelings and anxieties? I really don't want to lose a good relationship because I'm struggling.


Thank you ",3.516796838679685,4.826018338912135,5.584986052998606,78.67018944676894,72.72384937238493,8.993119479311948,29.17735936773594,9.444778638647367,2.6709021850302186,929,38,184,22,18,324,122,239,0.18600000000000005,0.644,0.17,-0.6348,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,3,1,0,6,11,18,2,3,15,0,20,4,1,3,3,39,41,22,0,2,8,0,3,1,3,0,3,0,0,1,3,15,0,2,6,1,0,3,5,6,1,0,12,3,27,12,26,27,5,22,0,1,0,0,21,7,0,5,11,119,30,1,0.11197481972343568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954622287744342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426417223994756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27303524316282085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903262850817306,0.12224750191394708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964563922636082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463233670110831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05661783331905184,0.0,0.21502677386226096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17302293590555276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272757410191233,0.0939191661746796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380479943747603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687261981978167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307686505095634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05470524085025514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527118122090225,0.0,0.09519698747141846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22568856304510385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119086491102507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689263564096928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909900402887487,0.0,0.0,0.14346787358792112,0.0,0.221123251467974,0.3606571529295469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074595989520443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706039391483307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309136970985472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889549915167094,0.06529341785838222,0.0,0.0,0.10699673882122182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671029215201332,0.0,0.0923909532236292,0.1320912996808472,0.0,0.08981944616513457,0.0,0.10067881056660767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151900237232758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210811266321909
anxiety,sniderka,2019/01/04,"My beloved cat just died and I am spiraling TW: pet death

I am sorry if this triggers anyone, but my beloved family cat died today and I am inconsolable. 

She was 18 and I know she had a good long life but it still hurts me so much. I feel as if I haven’t done enough for her, I should have been a better person, didn’t cuddle her enough. I feel tremendous guilt because a few years ago I developed an allergy to cats and I couldn’t hold her the way I used to before. It wasn’t that horrible but the hair couldn’t get in my face, otherwise it was bad. And I feel horrible because she died at night alone and I feel so guilty. I keep on blaming myself, wondering if I should have done more. On a Saturday, the last time I saw her (she lives with my parents) I didn’t even pet her and I feel so guilty. I am crying my eyes out, wondering is she knew I loved her. I am just so sad, I don’t know what to do. ",0.2934536082474182,2.2133756134020643,2.2435154639175288,96.25444845360829,84.10309278350515,6.148041237113402,18.978350515463926,7.365786028017652,0.21565443298969056,695,18,168,11,20,231,102,194,0.284,0.628,0.08800000000000001,-0.9931,1,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,8,7,0,1,8,0,24,6,3,2,0,35,39,18,4,7,8,1,6,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,6,9,0,2,10,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,11,8,40,3,11,24,5,15,0,2,2,2,14,5,0,5,9,115,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083524850453364,0.0,0.0,0.14118149334498475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953147955775732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138175437870361,0.1661930280719514,0.0,0.11599424166139903,0.0,0.0,0.1205597652452736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14973590642266882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4244211389430973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789956664184091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817001949503414,0.0,0.09003494011314665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850589038928398,0.0,0.3446254429709291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121909437892844,0.0,0.0,0.11433476821345552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592829950131328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116326168979985,0.0,0.0,0.14983059806842292,0.11111512633960556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628349571945774,0.0,0.0,0.12036886731612767,0.12063471082339534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302983947452012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020739684271754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12792263229244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15136195852759696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902522248429358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15259376734844327,0.0,0.0,0.10886153849334447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948652123697263,0.0,0.12921092253637118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117732612920461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820070423233363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956561578171522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778255475911137
anxiety,analuizaguigues,2019/01/04,"feeling hopeless during new year’s eve i had a massive panic attack, but after half an hour later i was fine again. but now i’m feeling very lonely and hopeless and not interested at anything at all like most part of 2018. sometimes i think i’d rather going through a panic attack every day but then feeling happy again than feeling this shitty all day long every fucking day ",10.456666666666667,7.792430222222228,9.831111111111118,67.32500000000003,59.27777777777778,10.155555555555557,40.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,3.3882166666666667,304,12,48,1,3,98,52,72,0.325,0.499,0.177,-0.9535,0,2,0,0,0,2,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,12,3,2,3,0,2,1,0,0,2,15,10,6,0,1,5,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,8,0,1,2,4,3,4,6,8,4,17,0,3,0,1,0,2,1,1,15,31,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14797630219234112,0.0,0.0,0.4091417663797615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34790651637471165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030117275792003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36368899954609535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16624042712129525,0.0,0.0,0.102195686862669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19142142825592368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17708619541313442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785082874260483,0.0,0.0,0.15913478743643622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17367099937330133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4219593778416016,0.0,0.19472722590991515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778462941662309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11522121130875627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837009549473926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579799957135865
anxiety,throwaway137198,2019/01/04,Natural methods for anxiety relief? I have recently gone through a very messy and drama filled break up which has caused my anxiety to skyrocket. I’m interested in trying some natural methods to help ease my mind while I’m still processing the emotions of everything. Does anyone have any essential oils or natural pills they recommend for temporary relief? ,7.447868852459017,10.2093541147541,7.738491803278691,61.31101639344263,65.22950819672131,13.40459016393443,40.0688524590164,12.340626583579946,6.758938360655737,295,17,40,13,5,96,49,61,0.08199999999999999,0.595,0.32299999999999995,0.9536,0,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,5,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,3,8,5,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,3,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013237844919184,0.0,0.4529540525315808,0.0,0.0,0.207004665640358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30412434557906826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590748771321085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33301579487446364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26607016490301205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19843571231054133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989255599748871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923131256753569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364254808538036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009981498668706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442718089719865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cattlebell,2019/01/04,"I don’t get it I apologized to my dad earlier and we had a short talk about getting over the past because I went on a vent about some jerks from last year. It was nice. Until he added some random comment immediately afterwards saying “yeah if you stop watching those stupid videos maybe you’d move on” and I just said “why did you have to add that comment” it’s so fucking infuriating and I just want to fucking slam my head into concrete. Why did he have to make it personal immediately afterwards. Why did he have to say that, why did he. Why did he why did he why",1.7468421052631555,4.088373070175443,3.434298245614034,87.36092105263157,81.45614035087719,6.60701754385965,23.535087719298247,7.793537801064563,1.1953298245614032,446,16,94,8,12,148,70,114,0.123,0.804,0.073,-0.7884,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,3,0,0,5,5,4,0,3,1,13,3,1,1,0,15,21,6,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,7,6,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,4,0,0,10,4,11,1,13,10,2,14,0,0,1,2,19,5,2,4,7,55,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063165602346845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445662785550042,0.13821310284516955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574901786455867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078191636551738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829244752559857,0.0,0.13288479248491405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14058398072592093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626839126851908,0.0,0.11549462584333395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582076307063272,0.21037567423152154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105851399218118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631505515007192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801732931017652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226172753283334,0.8354830240134709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851786966314085
anxiety,MaestroCatter,2019/01/04,"Just got into a relationship with a wonderful girl, but constantly worried that she doesn’t like me. This happens all the time with my friends, but I didn’t expect it to happen with a girlfriend. A few nights ago was the first day we made things “official”, and since talking about us all I can think about is that she doesn’t actually like me. I feel that she’s just agreeing with what I am saying because she doesn’t want to hurt my feelings or she feels awkward. I just want validation from her, but don’t want to annoy her by asking too much. Any advice on how to ease my mind? Or ways I can see if she really is into me? Thanks for the advice. ",4.065378787878785,4.8549432651515145,4.9693939393939415,85.55742424242428,70.89393939393939,7.987878787878787,26.03030303030303,8.167268648758528,1.4018121212121213,509,15,108,7,9,166,84,132,0.092,0.713,0.195,0.9146,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,0,0,1,7,7,1,1,7,0,11,0,0,2,2,31,26,8,0,5,9,0,3,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,7,8,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,4,5,22,4,16,22,4,10,0,1,1,0,17,3,0,4,8,80,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.1642687624122139,0.0,0.0,0.3289861923532688,0.14921708124098867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144722379867224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573686669114836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261425733968614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181908212290692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085608834384562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553427250306459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14318399583074196,0.0,0.0,0.13005368731898606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13463130772305115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977126985281411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180203998349288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644780387296752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15928079034547507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16996838166994202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374415131911415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15796915264030728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783845433132838,0.0,0.0,0.18072668555363755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386518793140076,0.0,0.0,0.13413963685390687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392468282483556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352997193196321,0.0,0.15497844480976875,0.0,0.0,0.11183299041528524,0.10786101353492926,0.0,0.0,0.09815634795120157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024839179907461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978615608909004,0.13361493002733016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18254999872303546,0.0,0.17095037081202796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Vanexxre,2019/01/04,Anyone else ever feel like you’re too fucked up for any type of normal or healthy relationship Just as the title says. Every time I start talking to a guy I get so much anxiety about whether he likes me or not. Whether I’m good enough. I just got out of a super bad relationship and I’m probably just not ready. ,3.147656249999997,4.5802397031250015,4.336375,86.77112500000004,73.84375,7.620000000000001,25.3,8.238735603445708,1.3878162500000002,247,8,53,4,5,81,51,64,0.196,0.6409999999999999,0.162,-0.36,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,14,7,7,0,1,9,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,4,4,8,6,2,5,0,0,0,1,6,2,1,2,5,30,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14789612306039415,0.0,0.166374153116032,0.0,0.0,0.15206940193820515,0.22283737384036645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18158949729565946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18167941639455892,0.0,0.0,0.22471841812381568,0.0,0.0,0.1967261242569371,0.18323908654389154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996610691490416,0.15537013528886573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010598352462151,0.11362606427634732,0.0,0.0,0.1824146998124022,0.1739412874683178,0.0,0.0,0.21534269060238773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21250274026718904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15987527240987906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130874885259565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23448381497795415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.466991413761618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17295147413909756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393582122805904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17480486352380126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681627939722462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Princess_Optimist,2019/01/04,"I keep waking up with a racing heart and extremely nauseous. I know this is anxiety, but I’m sick of it. Anyway of coping with these symptoms? Like the title says, for the past few days I wake up with my heart racing and nauseous. How can I cope with these early morning symptoms?

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anxiety,takofire,2019/01/04,"Forgot to come into work and now having a panic attack Forgot I said I'd cover someones shift in the morning and now I'm on my way in, I was supposed to cover a 7 to 12 and now I'm going in at 2. I have a feeling I'm about to be fired. Wish me luck. ",-2.765000000000001,-1.126246499999997,1.6916666666666664,96.2925,97.33333333333331,3.0,14.166666666666668,3.1291,-1.3178333333333327,190,4,47,0,8,73,39,60,0.166,0.7140000000000001,0.12,-0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,1,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,10,14,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,4,3,5,1,11,9,0,12,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,3,30,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3998090684553315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027309075227996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17769654929461695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997291194504535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4123343047413382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342960166299382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29777049558528074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278953457521635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4041339383514779,0.0,0.0,0.2558495190353372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheBadgerViking,2019/01/04,"I feel lost and need help So I hardly ever post or comment on Reddit but I decided to write on here because honestly I feel so alone. I'm going to just write a little background about myself: Last year I was laying in bed when this awful feeling of not being able to catch my breath started happening. I didn't recognize it as a panic attack at the time because I had not ever experienced that before, at that moment I thought I was having a heart attack even tho I am only 29. My wife drove me to the hospital while I sat in the passengers side freaking out because I couldn't breath and it felt as if my throat was going to shut. At the ER the doctor told me that I was having a panic attack. It scared the hell out of me but I was told it was nothing serious. I thought that this panic attack was going to be a one time thing but sadly it wasn't.

So now a year and 35k worth of medical bills later I am having constant panic attacks and major anxiety. I don't feel like anyone understands my issues. My family doesn't communicate well so I find it hard to talk to them. My friends think I'm just being lazy as I haven't been able to keep a steady job or attend church/meetings (I grew up in a very religious environment). Most of my friends have abandoned me because they do not know what to do for me and as I said before they are mad that I am not going to church. Even my wife doesn't know how to help me and has threatened me with divorce a few times. I know I have let a lot of people down but I'm having the hardest time doing simple tasks even at home when it comes to taking care of myself. I am in therapy and I'm on medication but nothing seems to help. I feel every day the anxiety gets worse and the panic attacks make me feel crippled. I've met many people who have said they suffer from anxiety  but up until a year ago I did not realize it could be this bad. I'm at my wits end right now. I have all these suicidal thoughts and it scares me that I can even rationalize that being an option. 

 Is there anyone that can relate to anything I've said? I can't seem to relate to anyone in my life right now. I am terrible at explaining myself but I would love it if anyone out there can at least say they understand or care. I am so tired of feeling alone all the time. ",2.946232748538012,4.151681816842103,4.634991228070177,85.3327441520468,73.98947368421052,7.383040935672515,23.931286549707604,7.8897218956490685,1.1742900584795328,1793,51,373,25,36,607,211,475,0.251,0.6709999999999999,0.078,-0.9985,1,2,0,0,1,0,28.0,0,0,5,1,25,31,8,7,22,1,49,10,4,2,4,73,98,36,1,6,19,2,10,1,2,1,5,4,2,0,25,14,0,2,23,0,2,9,13,23,2,1,25,15,60,8,54,64,7,61,2,4,0,1,27,26,1,10,26,268,85,2,0.1272564647742322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056402588903320026,0.0,0.0,0.13179931896437025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602627085403952,0.0,0.0,0.17796135806065375,0.0,0.052360613777841035,0.0,0.0,0.4343178000612956,0.0,0.0,0.05312691629019959,0.15514871954913895,0.0,0.10828587864135987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974644703611565,0.0,0.0,0.054810088172771367,0.0,0.06875951486679667,0.0,0.0508019660847211,0.0,0.0,0.04103494605735875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512619200727329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05635572803504636,0.0,0.0,0.16810338959815416,0.11511075795839568,0.05360953004930565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059983034726907074,0.0,0.2252064227657745,0.045456021930877714,0.06109308133092839,0.0,0.0581550516792024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983180290112622,0.0,0.03324312526382348,0.0,0.1446455631151554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056266235764462325,0.0,0.1139967967206774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539976173672698,0.1279459888305252,0.0,0.06382430501323788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641134347839225,0.06314120264689274,0.056555696486350684,0.0,0.0,0.10490523749377773,0.051865501742549065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06506417856046334,0.04494250224540562,0.031085540358183575,0.06377220458831036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945773195809904,0.05409444780840359,0.0574269639414236,0.0,0.04247233919972177,0.06450904079456321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819750020093335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047179528084641466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221060100767102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04311613697710701,0.04839213792836358,0.0,0.3732701061887619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822360959123868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06093825815889746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086763255996838,0.18157505915625624,0.05059972424448187,0.12740592130877915,0.0,0.0,0.11584950611189672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04503639037631558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959895895149544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047840512123887284,0.051141962998158125,0.0,0.0,0.07276442899010534,0.0,0.042271770307819145,0.04077040211824575,0.0,0.15154112751853024,0.1855106699480895,0.0731312930378836,0.0,0.12159900554776942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247846777024952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05249995540693761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05720942235953259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484260471444099,0.045199670704635216,0.0,0.0,0.12292348657127745
anxiety,forgetmeknot91,2019/01/04,"Severe anxiety triggered by small setbacks I’ve recently had some setbacks that are small in the grand scheme of life but have been very expensive and stressful. Overall, I’m safe and can manage everything financially but the resulting anxiety and depression has been overwhelming. It has been years since things have been this bad.

Has anyone had a similar experience (small problem, crippling anxiety as a result) and what did you do?

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anxiety,sonic1101,2019/01/04,"How often do you have a conversation with someone and then constantly think about the ""wrong"" things you may have said afterwards? You have a conversation,  then afterwards you think ""maybe I should have said that differently, I shouldn't have made that facial expression, I laughed at the wrong time, saying that may have made me look weird, that subject was the wrong one to bring up"" etc etc...",8.515,8.967823785714286,6.743571428571433,77.8839285714286,61.14285714285714,11.0,31.785714285714285,10.686352973137794,3.1294285714285714,315,10,58,7,4,92,43,70,0.111,0.846,0.042,-0.5994,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,4,0,0,3,5,0,0,5,0,12,1,1,3,0,12,20,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,5,4,8,1,5,11,2,9,0,0,1,0,10,2,0,3,6,43,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936478659599156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18722230899595532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3997031593363546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15048001382916773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33912031513475804,0.0,0.0,0.18002707232944035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142825513278888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409140081463224,0.14250433030375745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183269932598362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905025982680055,0.22964389378897085,0.0,0.0,0.10449097966393306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5877700604691072,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SunsetCauliflower,2019/01/04,"I have nobody to tell so I'm going to tell you guys! I finally sent a message to my crush and faced my fears and anxiety! About a year ago I met this wonderful guy online. We hit it off as buds and were friends for about six months. We didn't talk much towards the end, but it was still someone I'd consider a friend. Our first phone call was five hours and I've *never* talked on the phone with anyone for five hours hours. 

He told me he was moving. He disconnected from everything for months until he successfully relocated, in which he came back to the online world without saying a peep to me. I went back and forth about messaging him for months - was I ghosted, did he not want to be my friend, did I say something weird, what happened? After all, he did try to call me before he disappeared and wouldn't pick up when I called back. It was all confusing and since he disappeared I didn't even know if he got my call back or text message. 

So yesterday, I bit the bullet and asked how he was doing for the first time in almost a year. I was so anxious, my heart was pounding, but I hit send and threw my phone on the passenger's seat (was about to drive home) and drove. To my surprise he answered right away and matched my level of excitement! 

We ended up going back and forth for majority of the day where I learned he was flying back to his new state after visiting home (erg, I just missed him!). We were getting into good conversation when he left me on read due to the flight. 

I'm glad I did it. I have no regrets. It's just kind of sad that I don't think he wants to pursue anything further than ""catching up"" a couple times a year. But who knows... he's surprised me before and maybe I'll be hearing from him more often. He told me to let him know when I make it out to his state (which I never will haha but it was a nice gesture). The long distance thing is tricky. 

My hope is that next time he comes home here that we can hang out in person and catch up that way. Sending the first message eased my thoughts so greatly and I'm very proud of myself. ",2.7285398910157888,4.2397498859857485,3.645768478412744,90.9785507195753,75.08076009501187,6.66315495319268,23.308718736900936,7.285733465282438,0.7135004331423787,1606,46,351,18,34,514,214,421,0.08199999999999999,0.802,0.116,0.9713,0,0,1,0,0,0,49.0,6,1,0,5,25,21,0,2,18,1,31,2,2,3,4,59,63,31,1,6,10,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,3,3,17,26,0,0,8,1,0,18,9,6,0,6,29,3,48,15,53,27,6,83,0,3,0,0,66,22,0,7,40,223,65,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171429128878919,0.0,0.08101115798238072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06188941989756664,0.09139565819891676,0.0,0.05656820421836613,0.0,0.06657503461339963,0.0,0.07563197406597258,0.0,0.07600961479261513,0.3732495213082628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13768242193031405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832347589661113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304378744023229,0.09252975437687004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06968947179931619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951596206149066,0.0,0.05217476948835508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330941804904285,0.0,0.0,0.053434672426735115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727090443980483,0.0,0.0,0.0910366703869592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862362998742664,0.0,0.2064443031488136,0.0,0.0,0.18751287596582955,0.0,0.04226769045310993,0.0,0.09195636449110403,0.06785633309462932,0.06470431359697015,0.08919418047205313,0.0,0.16021039267160908,0.07154092214194127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118186115858484,0.095868657475307,0.0,0.0,0.2434523781631473,0.0803534358178514,0.23901501959132354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424645439931405,0.13338403264155035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789970770821544,0.08272725675321269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159527454609603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054002374080843234,0.0,0.0812764225540921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19372439706559905,0.08598548267374885,0.059471905221433086,0.0,0.12479243600699398,0.07813516504549922,0.08603965448642244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064006224666565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092338503344425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908943207917415,0.0,0.12867222707883835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692255014635354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06854757158614858,0.062281920985290465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460803596861499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005110945588186,0.14142293966766334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05374735642620988,0.05183840937657453,0.0,0.06422674781662797,0.1415229316296787,0.0,0.0,0.15460968501335084,0.0,0.054926802514378495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06675220354078369,0.0954355920640886,0.06421583864809588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499649354645657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798615125442833,0.08773421698316766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15629372505075306
anxiety,thevixenluna,2019/01/04,"How to stop distractions Hello lovely people, I hope you’re all doing ok.

My question is about being distracted: I have imaginary conversations in my head *all* the time, it’s my natural state. It’s been like this for years, maybe ever.

I don’t dislike it. It causes me to look a bit in my own world all the time, but I come up with a lot of cool ideas. My brain is overall a pretty fun place to be.

The problem is that it’s absolutely impossible to focus whatsoever. Mind that my thoughts are not negative or self critical or catastrophic most of the time, I’m just thinking about my own stuff and distracted. This has impacted extremely hard my education, since in the past year I took 0 exams and I have no idea how to stop this mess.

Seriously, I can’t focus (and also I’m a bit lazy by nature so I tend to give up after a few tries). I don’t know what to do.

I got tested for ADHD around one year ago, the doctor said she was pretty sure I had it but it doesn’t run in the family, so in the end I thought it made more sense to think my racing thoughts were caused by anxiety (which instead runs in the family, my sister, my mom and my aunt all have it).

I was wondering if any of you have the same symptom and if yes what I can do to make things a bit better.

Thanks and internet hugs, I’m crossposting to r/adhd ",1.6968131868131875,3.544563853479853,3.9266754578754615,86.35999120879124,78.96336996336996,7.591443223443225,21.909010989010987,8.488131031819089,1.2763185054945057,1024,30,222,22,25,353,157,273,0.13,0.708,0.162,0.9238,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,0,1,11,16,0,3,16,3,24,6,2,6,6,47,46,17,0,4,8,3,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,19,9,0,2,10,0,0,4,7,6,0,1,12,4,29,10,30,32,14,29,0,0,1,2,12,11,0,9,14,153,48,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25879131831844965,0.0,0.09544092474199316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610182529179597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321773191028752,0.0,0.08236550010628989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584708488848337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522333610506717,0.3526357465649592,0.0,0.0,0.12019276732946794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22120878422980086,0.0,0.0927461948487184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020245898203604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536162971867572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973916038334044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029990613721676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328467402644324,0.0,0.0,0.08611169982315832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644911615046482,0.0,0.11049812810860928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693832544157064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430874685926836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05917135525963541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0526010024641786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041375592331356,0.0,0.0,0.09153523309171403,0.09717430795755444,0.10187778636184608,0.07186902956042224,0.0,0.10816668182700392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871369007198672,0.1260991155558407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295842379595655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278100787718124,0.07464323045434497,0.0,0.11248983647872596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21907352772601196,0.0,0.10302345344516127,0.0,0.0,0.12061247121585338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024166437091515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232089842455023,0.0,0.0,0.0890638387032191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800300458922008,0.0,0.0,0.12325376367168385,0.0,0.0,0.10147553835985113,0.11190797137614528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912595773021488,0.0,0.0,0.07152963945635317,0.13797823667059528,0.0,0.25642839500868164,0.1883457149780955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962278256185925,0.07309930462789947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167610339572189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20800341720098095
anxiety,BuildingBrainWaves,2019/01/04,"You don't need to fight anxiety One thing that really helped me recover from OCD and anxiety was moving  my perspective from fighting thoughts and feelings to embracing and  accepting them. It really helped to realize that anxiety wasn't  something I had to fight or ""beat."" I could simply embrace the emotions I  was experiencing and continue to live the life I wanted. I made a short  video on it (link below) if you want to look a little further into it!

[https://youtu.be/2ex4nrVlcDI](https://youtu.be/2ex4nrVlcDI)",8.981686274509805,11.233238247058823,8.259705882352943,61.07700980392158,60.647058823529406,11.784313725490195,35.34313725490196,11.538034831475384,4.891431372549018,421,18,60,13,6,132,58,85,0.08900000000000001,0.784,0.127,0.504,0,0,1,0,4,0,22.0,0,2,1,1,0,4,3,0,4,0,6,1,0,1,0,17,13,6,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,3,0,1,6,3,10,1,11,6,0,8,0,0,1,0,8,6,0,2,1,44,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5139176325213781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17878992584688738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518911692957008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322576306646795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30019118836552483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15816841872673662,0.0,0.22443674149189444,0.19773433925574452,0.0,0.18804484616946512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118880304093098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238002207593474,0.0,0.16604129678125032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15174079916681876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869106518254868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723922949168597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14876917688870056,0.0,0.0,0.17777544873366866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26415949399767463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Carefora_biscuit,2019/01/04,"I faced my fear and sang at an open mic night for my first time! I've been reading How to Heal Your Life by Louise Hay. I'm still in the beginning of the book, but she talks about our thoughts and how we can control our reality via our thoughts. She says when we feel fear, it's an indication of where we have room to grow. So when I was working on my laptop at a cafe and they started setting up for their open mic (that I did not know about before hand) I felt few feelings: First, a desire to get up and play. Second, fear of fucking up & doubt that I would sound good especially not having practiced for it, then third I felt compelled again to just DO IT because this fear is showing me where I have room to grow, and I want to grow!!! So I asked a guy if I could borrow his guitar and he put me on the list and I DID IT! Afterwards all the other musicians were clapping and encouraging me to play more, that I sounded great and they hope to see me next time! AHHH I'm so glad I did it!! It was only one song and I was clearly nervous but I just had to do it. I want to face my fears so that I can live a life free of second guessing myself. I wanna proudly walk on stage with confidence that I can sing and play and it doesnt matter if I mess up as long as I'm having fun. My heart was pounding the whole time and I was sweating but I feel so proud of myself now. Thanks for reading yall :)",2.1022541581558234,3.205410057046983,3.4804931426903987,93.18614385760141,75.94630872483222,6.256434199007879,23.02363583309017,6.498293943080001,0.32931701196381713,1079,30,254,8,23,354,158,298,0.073,0.6940000000000001,0.233,0.9957,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,6,2,3,6,18,22,1,7,11,0,24,9,5,4,2,52,46,30,0,9,9,0,6,0,0,1,3,5,2,1,15,19,0,1,8,11,2,5,3,9,0,6,15,12,47,14,36,29,4,40,0,0,1,1,20,16,1,5,17,180,62,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245819855482715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056593716207671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06889654823054071,0.0,0.09617254054279216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12676265387364272,0.09023806620469672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6359001934249799,0.17144042968761788,0.0,0.2170357544271213,0.0,0.0,0.19227119759661315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044860867121745,0.05904880400505071,0.0,0.0,0.09479664657455616,0.0,0.12460604363818205,0.12450536574556045,0.11190855207635317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339304207256545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122553475687154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06211338192696456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596601393836747,0.0,0.0,0.09979960734466893,0.10002002212659727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019910811231062,0.10606254555634118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658594977490653,0.08595755799852449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361731444191045,0.0,0.0,0.22610315591130295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987882986060658,0.0,0.0,0.09006309844000747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799968404691486,0.0,0.09025871090104276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084199290967812,0.0,0.1040545453852922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17945208754252348,0.19771034949950106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333254197351989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12618390232686014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228062888279047,0.0,0.0,0.08028687060405043,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ImprovementPath,2019/01/04,"I am not always sure of who i really am!? Am i the only one? Its weird but in my pre anxiety times i never wasted a thought on who i actually am. Everything just came natural and yeah i did behave different in situation but always would say it was a side of me.
Now after my anxiety i have these deeper thoughts and often wonder who i actually am? I can have a grest time with friends one night and the next day i would think "" was i just acting? Did i really enjoy the time? Dobmy friends actually know who i really am?"" i dont know howbto explain. Its like i havent found my true self yet. Im turning 31 soon but ... Hmmm dont know lol...",0.11429511278195648,2.3466423233082736,3.3556343984962385,85.80984257518799,88.17293233082707,6.934022556390978,19.59069548872181,8.07648339933343,1.141917669172932,491,15,105,12,16,177,77,133,0.07200000000000001,0.73,0.197,0.9687,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,6,2,18,0,0,0,3,26,29,6,0,2,6,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,1,8,5,0,0,9,0,0,2,5,1,0,2,8,1,19,6,7,19,0,17,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,2,12,74,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.4003635418484024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275845515518257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20923653536233366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564128832988564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819656105308757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288132542090073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32055495232645925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290782951701155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499463281450757,0.21131530272247076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772037386793754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225473214232468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681226665283019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547496241177322,0.0,0.14544197730652125,0.1283366123604152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853393447604044,0.10400940070257443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628289450139405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087541741217312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14266674520769876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15371991759102607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889128362629473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762797578811389,0.0,0.21713860322141984,0.23923126067044195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14875168692360674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14830647649201012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19429563822545476,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cam_bagels,2019/01/04,"Help for dealing with anxiety Hey guys, so about a month ago I had a horrible panic attack, ended up calling an ambulance and it was just awful. 

I am now at this point where I’m having a horrible time driving and going anywhere. 

Has anyone had this happen? How did you deal with it? 

I have never had issues with driving or going places, I usually hate being stuck at home. ",4.774520547945205,5.772619876712335,6.268383561643834,76.1255890410959,69.41095890410958,8.579726027397259,28.298630136986297,8.841846274778883,2.383654246575342,293,10,51,5,5,100,56,73,0.292,0.6759999999999999,0.033,-0.966,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,6,3,2,1,4,1,10,0,0,1,1,9,16,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,3,0,0,6,0,5,0,8,9,0,17,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,7,40,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18918970085110656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327067626058447,0.0,0.0,0.1492327601852772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428034370572144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21793230290844334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4400666674275677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890325166894803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425903788042723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113257742499528,0.18873233515119486,0.0,0.0,0.21071446735382465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14305527354094694,0.0,0.21408416541272432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227617995928116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17035498350350484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16460766196217588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25040999393684144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229852505068636,0.0,0.20175701313182212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445069928377532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23505911971077054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,happiestunhappyhuman,2019/01/04,Does anyone else mistake the urge to use the restroom for anxiety? Whenever I have to use the restroom I feel like it’s an anxiety attack coming on but really I just need to go to the bathroom (sorry if this is TMI). I was wondering if anyone else shared the same experience.,2.984444444444442,5.196809296296298,5.229407407407408,76.80633333333336,76.4074074074074,8.764444444444445,27.46666666666667,9.3871,2.88076,218,9,39,6,5,76,38,54,0.119,0.792,0.08900000000000001,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,6,0,3,0,0,2,0,12,10,3,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,2,6,9,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,26,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207948824937191,0.0,0.0,0.293213128433685,0.4296646312992767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23853058566231905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18061266331072834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183484162029602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3503057773233161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20509808728559786,0.0,0.0,0.10601575931525847,0.14978872426855974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916063840272467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243446821043097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15546809912529178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13432036042476808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23470907970056276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621761715366141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22737883045580395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WorriedPlantigrad,2019/01/04,"I'm costantly worried about my heart rate. Anxiety? Hello there.
I'm a 20yo guy, I don't currently take any kind of medication and I haven't been diagnosed with anxiety (yet), but since a very stressful period that happened some months ago, the symptoms are totally there. However, at first it was simply paranoia, irrational fear, worrying and such, all in my mind basically.

Until I had a dizzy spell last month and I started noticing physical symptoms that could be related to anxiety: unsteadiness, dizziness, brief sensations of head pulsating. I kept thinking about it, possibly worsening my condition, until they went away after about three days.

Now, I'm having a similar problem with heart rate. After suffering from an anxiety attack a couple days ago, I noticed that I could feel my heartbeat accelerating and since then I cannot stop thinking about it. Yesterday, while I was measuring it at home, I went into full panic mode and it spiked at about 120. After that, I tried to calm down and it stabilized around 90 (still high imho). During the day I'm generally more calm and since I woke up today it's swinging in the 70-80 range. However, at night I panic and I really struggle falling asleep.
My main concern is that there could actually be an underlying heart problem. I've had my last cardiological visit 3 years ago and there wasn't any issue, but I'm still not convinced.

Should I go see a cardiologist or is it all related to stress/anxiety?
I'm fully aware reddit isn't a replacement for medical examination, however I thought I could find some experiences similar to mine on this sub.
Any suggestion is really appreciated, thank you in advance!",6.596767581204669,8.153328635761593,7.6013528855250705,66.17873068432671,65.62251655629139,11.712645853043206,35.9041311888994,11.491704259439757,4.865521728161463,1336,65,216,45,21,450,177,302,0.207,0.74,0.053,-0.9933,4,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,1,1,2,15,14,1,5,12,0,22,10,5,0,3,39,42,16,0,7,4,0,1,0,0,1,5,1,1,1,14,13,0,2,6,0,0,7,6,9,0,2,11,3,26,5,34,24,8,53,0,1,1,0,6,16,0,3,30,142,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.08447888947054959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23021467614718374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17660973513746525,0.0,0.3311253703784117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706479397911523,0.0,0.09848477370964456,0.08133445714043497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27647331791527885,0.0957869895741465,0.0,0.16748959579683284,0.0,0.0,0.08786574726677905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846811265671323,0.0,0.09741423089695003,0.04377190470911061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912252876429134,0.07363557611387657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04919917701792234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571695404426169,0.07655271088554773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884480407177255,0.0,0.0,0.30775416638319714,0.0,0.09146493741225396,0.08683579952997951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903555801760813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014832733029918,0.0,0.14113063388324115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17441838850237112,0.0,0.0,0.08741004630297015,0.0,0.13819715407652547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123917408088202,0.0,0.0,0.19711883801566746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031402181649679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759357862153853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656697483080636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091667984044956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689843119835807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21483239856397898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06127400784795856,0.0,0.13826828478882242,0.0723755887457364,0.19832907196809388,0.09050075051047243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17995674607647055,0.0650891399340704,0.0,0.0,0.07970113560938756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109398829916702,0.0,0.0687261431572021,0.0,0.0,0.08205732199980673,0.0,0.0,0.05877469155916441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142851930944076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605007236697592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17583011241710056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05574761963181914
anxiety,RobloxBestGame-IGN,2019/01/04,"I feel like my family gets annoyed by my reclusivity and introversion, and I feel slightly worried about it. I feel like out of everyone in my family, I'm definitely the biggest introvert. I spend most of my time in my room, and whenever I do go out, it's to go to the coffee shop in our local town, in which I just sit at a table in the corner, put my headphones on and just pull myself away from the world. 

(In case anyone is wondering btw, I do have friends, and I do go out and have fun with them on the occasion, so I'm not suffering from loneliness or anything)

I'm usually very quiet around my family as well (there are a few times where I am able to relax, talk a lot and have fun tho), and whenever we go out, I normally put my headphones on and just keep myself to myself. I notice everyone else in the car talking and having fun, and I think to myself ""am I annoying my family by doing what I'm doing right now?"" The same goes for all the other 'signature introvert' things that I do: I leave the dinner table early to I can be left to my own devices; I go to the coffee shop on my own a lot; I don't talk much when we visit family; etc..
Whenever I do these sorts of things, I can't help but to feel really bad for doing them, even though often times I almost couldn't bear to stay any longer. And the thing is, I really want to be able to feel more comfortable around my family, because I know they're all great people. My dad and my brother specifically, because they're some of the funniest and quirkiest people I know.

TL;DR I feel really bad for being overly reclusive around my family and I want to change that.

Just felt I needed to get that off my chest, that's all :)",6.037681159420295,4.981902579710148,7.447318840579713,75.80692028985506,66.68115942028984,11.260869565217392,29.60144927536232,10.62613485830676,2.8626231884057978,1310,36,270,31,18,455,164,345,0.053,0.818,0.129,0.9717,0,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,3,0,2,0,18,15,2,0,16,0,24,2,1,0,3,60,50,22,0,5,7,2,7,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,13,25,1,1,11,3,3,10,4,5,1,0,1,8,52,10,50,45,14,50,0,1,0,0,13,31,0,9,9,201,65,0,0.17102625279790298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562904374303383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058151858321339525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05979276625736976,0.0,0.07037001683576302,0.2283744369920322,0.0,0.0,0.08034239717180157,0.0,0.14279977731489715,0.1042560162973146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046154909416834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714352443016087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536974030893752,0.05648061349300468,0.0,0.0,0.16342291371744494,0.0,0.0,0.5642991556690373,0.0,0.2594280365356213,0.12218118917148303,0.08210601159196981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606722933134829,0.0,0.08935415823863528,0.0,0.2429954019164766,0.0,0.0,0.0942785237426999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057317646085874724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600799583420964,0.0,0.0,0.09399155581481476,0.0,0.0,0.09054605373576588,0.09291026204049176,0.0,0.0,0.08355478824734147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454004041721003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06286198716965928,0.06340689969193229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378470771509931,0.0,0.09735726118239184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185680694765766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17192862182988305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16434569537973978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302774270892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114561485777303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20619663545946007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17043336433334266,0.05479335852774029,0.08401621251311253,0.0,0.1495901750447243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418062752494613,0.07055728493821598,0.1008757150376191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688657034628407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273533783391193,0.0,0.08684273076407023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HotDogBurps,2019/01/04,"Medication and personality? I suffer from anxiety that just recently ruined the best relationship with the best guy because I didn't have it in me to fix it sooner. In my head nothing would help because my thoughts were REAL (obviously not) and just over the last 2 to 3 months I've really come to terms that I really suffer from this and my worries are completely illogical and not normal.

 I've been in the process of working on it for a few weeks now. I'm waiting for a phone call for therapy, and getting an IUD do help hormones because I believe I suffer from PMDD as well.

I'm worried about taking anxiety meds for fear that it will change my whole personality and who I am. I've seen my mom go through so many medications for her depression and some of them made her a zombie. She was a completely different person. I was wondering if anxiety medications have the same effect as antidepressants? Also, I'm not sure if Zoloft is an anxiety or depression pill, but I remember seeing a woman's comment who went through the same issues as me and she said Zoloft helped, so I'm leaning towards starting there.

Could I get some of your guy's experiences with any anxiety medications you've taken and how they affected your personality, if at all?",7.553341952165482,7.3377508823529425,8.506302521008402,66.68462508080157,63.28571428571429,12.197026502908855,37.63542340012928,11.661520659325953,4.604995733678086,1002,46,178,29,13,342,139,238,0.14400000000000002,0.8270000000000001,0.029,-0.9467,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,2,4,10,11,0,1,13,0,14,8,1,4,3,41,33,21,0,6,10,1,0,0,0,2,7,1,0,7,10,12,0,1,4,0,0,3,4,7,1,0,11,3,24,4,29,19,10,17,0,6,2,0,26,7,0,7,7,125,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683884159076433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534084132157987,0.0,0.3675223837452331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17571689059513004,0.0,0.0,0.10825447144225916,0.2016697764170271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811314719143503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164479512251992,0.08276839834667092,0.20148580689054973,0.0,0.0,0.0767157562753772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16551509708277234,0.0,0.0,0.10038798476649012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398920251449666,0.0,0.10812191862266857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004005038434259,0.0,0.05460710786149228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190277774498076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986105478372758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19321050053782754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028738713994342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783217953444171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091759740686373,0.0,0.09741473081772058,0.0,0.0,0.1067283599979522,0.3871806128182613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253315399637592,0.07669383266369505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414253387631287,0.09219579113514814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33558956096567943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936534126067954,0.12310854503683348,0.0,0.09487197754190464,0.10315893085540093,0.1088451519445254,0.0,0.09139848354614473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765670076933597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800919361802564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905586239425876,0.0,0.07224368171233375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988114496617434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628046117362025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707329213761252,0.0,0.08639161907769127,0.08907141196781983,0.0,0.10727505479588352,0.0,0.0,0.1041996794122256,0.06995075290330609,0.19515720579149626,0.0,0.06825576230103768,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,coalmines,2019/01/04,"Four months off Prozac Hello guys,

I just wanted to share a bit of my story.  For more details you can find my other comments on this sub as I utilized it during my darkest times.  Summer of 2017, I suffered one of the worst panic attacks I have ever had (and hopefully ever will).  It changed me completely, I was a shell of a person for awhile after that.  I had no choice, I had to seek treatment.  I was diagnosed with panic disorder and prescribed 40mg of Prozac.  After a month or two, I felt somewhat normal again.  

Now about me stopping Prozac four months ago...  I always knew I didn't want to be on Prozac for the rest of my life but was willing to accept it if that was what I needed to survive.  At the end of July, I moved across the country back to where I went to college and close to family.  I got a promotion within my company that led to a less stressful job and work environment.  My boyfriend and I got an awesome apartment with no roommate (had issues with former roommate the past three years we lived with him).  I just felt like I was in a really good place.

Then it was time to refill my prescription...  long story short, there was a mix up on whether I could go to CVS to pick it up or if my insurance required it to be sent to me via mail through CVS Caremark.  This whole debacle made it so I hadn't taken any Prozac for five days.  Finally, I got CVS to allow me to pick it up so I went as soon as I was able.  I parked out front on the street and ran in to find out that the override was only good for 24 hours and they couldn't give it to me.  I went outside to find my car gone.  There was no parking on that side of the street after 4:00PM.  It was 4:05PM when I walked out.  My car got towed.  After dealing with getting my car back and realizing I was completely calm throughout the situation, I thought maybe this is the time.  Maybe this is some sort of weird sign that I should stop taking my meds.  I have done tons of research and know that weaning off is the best way to do it.  Something was telling me that I would be okay though.  So I have been off Prozac ever since and I am happy to report that I'm doing great.  I actually feel my emotions more than I did on Prozac.  My happiness is more genuine, I cry more often during sad movies.  I feel normal normal, not the normal I was feeling when I first got on Prozac after being diagnosed with panic disorder.  I never thought I could be here feeling like this.  I was suicidal for a time after the bad panic attack and told myself I'd rather kill myself then go through something like that again.  I just wanted to share my story because I know when I was frequenting this sub I wanted so badly to see success stories and I rarely ever did.

My intention is not to discourage or make anyone feel less than for taking medication.  I wouldn't have survived without it.  I hope that those who wish to get off of them are able to comfortably someday.  And if not, it's perfectly okay.  There is nothing wrong with taking meds to help whatever mental disorder is going on in your life.  My best wishes are with all of you out there struggling.",4.370538302277431,5.177831454106284,5.092692661605707,84.88547101449277,70.20772946859904,7.782240625718888,27.34610075914424,7.8761006319780495,1.5444178053830235,2427,78,491,29,42,785,283,621,0.145,0.7140000000000001,0.141,-0.1846,2,0,2,0,0,1,61.0,1,3,2,10,30,38,3,6,23,2,56,13,0,7,7,102,103,34,2,23,16,0,7,3,0,5,13,0,0,2,34,27,0,4,17,0,0,16,12,17,0,7,45,8,81,21,94,45,16,93,0,3,1,0,21,33,0,12,46,369,115,8,0.12689182804425836,0.0,0.0619140599024712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056240974673219805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05279208301261438,0.0,0.0,0.04314539718814425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044362858275251466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14435777309941916,0.0,0.0975719832009319,0.10594937614175744,0.0386760403042066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316514492878426,0.0,0.06926650576450137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711736440743203,0.0,0.133043667486348,0.0,0.0,0.10131279941131888,0.0,0.06969235736270256,0.04091736579476421,0.06540995145607928,0.0,0.1287925344129257,0.0,0.0,0.21814354249671644,0.0,0.0,0.06492719799548853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136811368833113,0.056194248078625685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295618463205752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05981116119831637,0.0,0.16040080233002524,0.04532577365450213,0.12183605421840668,0.06950189759946547,0.17396524798974014,0.05396706205586288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629574288606167,0.06086310198435371,0.10817332515131528,0.10643084502151952,0.25371746669022344,0.06994934419315005,0.0,0.06282142983430086,0.0,0.13507871049706782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042526458786563866,0.0,0.0,0.12603221666207656,0.06248144510565714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622105047314422,0.06296027980182846,0.0,0.07019350357127266,0.0,0.06973643018513252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896274507848415,0.09298940644292193,0.0,0.056023904464569375,0.05614763738310366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06003405790576194,0.042350640275367696,0.0,0.1274798966913637,0.0,0.1409482152422201,0.06391508352860717,0.06393855869607018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15192576978940803,0.0674329658205082,0.0,0.047044341327151296,0.04893340021039794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24865409959454335,0.06087806564999668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04299259333455551,0.04825347659621086,0.0,0.2977604396765058,0.0,0.0,0.06056630398893428,0.0,0.05539852490113719,0.06628747637868439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0406450771480539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05055817910545729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05248311571109021,0.07131586564046456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768752860228784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608725008494103,0.07267708015098154,0.06632744492074985,0.0,0.06939953225166783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14311029420965285,0.0,0.05545452534720041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06233528839424155,0.1007379375124056,0.14798329073931435,0.0,0.0,0.060625289763057824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06197743894774425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14968817566880727,0.0503604133865534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17644499380777906,0.0,0.07083509722149416,0.14591933994822656,0.06115959704461084,0.0,0.046189381045299065,0.0,0.0,0.045070156969117946,0.06936814707675594,0.0,0.04085708847424998
anxiety,cinnanndet,2019/01/04,"Does anyone have experience with Beta Blockers? Looking for some advice... I've suffered from anxiety for a very long time. In my new role at work, I'm going to be required to speak more in front of large groups. No matter how larger or small the group is or how well I know them, I've had a really hard time managing my obsessive thoughts and anxiety around the situation. In conversations with my therapist, he mentioned Beta Blockers and I've been doing a bit of research. They seem like they might help based on my symptoms around public speaking.

I have no issue being prepared, but my heart pounds and my breathing becomes shallow. All of this causes me to get a really bad voice shake and quiver. I know the whole room can tell I'm a nervous wreck and I can't recover. I've become so obsessed with the thought that this is going to happen every time that I've been unable to overcome it and get past it.

It seems like Beta Blockers might reduce those symptoms so that I won't have to worry about appearing nervous?

Does anyone have experience with them? Are they simple to get? Can I just schedule an appointment with my doctor and get them or will it be more involved?

Don't love the idea of taking medication. I've been able to avoid it for a long time but I really think I need this to get me to the other side of this. 

​",3.9896601235914213,5.773501866412218,4.858920392584516,82.44800254452929,72.3206106870229,7.4332242820792445,26.59832788077063,8.11559375814309,1.7406373682297356,1067,37,199,16,21,346,142,262,0.142,0.805,0.052000000000000005,-0.9721,0,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,6,2,9,12,0,6,13,0,23,7,2,3,1,43,45,16,0,1,6,0,1,2,0,4,4,3,1,0,14,14,0,5,8,0,0,5,5,8,1,0,6,5,23,4,32,32,6,24,0,1,1,1,19,10,0,9,11,130,37,5,0.10745684449803494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500558478469756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642944611862545,0.1305718278028586,0.0,0.0,0.16440838383735865,0.0,0.0,0.15027264833821616,0.0,0.0,0.19131874755452732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972197668046593,0.0,0.23735528458515204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173150431131338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038777964959884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998663368011133,0.1880724175182536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053702606529487,0.0,0.0,0.2102268265418409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807088306626213,0.0,0.12214040214437295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502373270793353,0.0,0.09626022599496532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733687811470545,0.07202605777396487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130569774621508,0.0,0.11215702749127764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181109429937152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499597273373576,0.0,0.0,0.1901918518221309,0.09023668568050276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969839975547922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825146579836392,0.0,0.2279894614961779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967788861456025,0.0,0.10378249002218301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257971706877164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065188185256042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19564935086835705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078599548108422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223377611848731,0.08079417389322065,0.0,0.09392201844342622,0.0,0.0,0.12476567869778467,0.0,0.06885400703713085,0.0,0.1706174629708653,0.2506358006874269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866315050203079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661660825196043,0.0,0.0,0.11997172937690533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782298625994106,0.10912764166711407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305718278028586,0.0
anxiety,Jo9715,2019/01/04,What is your experience with Xanax? I was just prescribed Xanax for my anxiety and I’m not gunna lie I’m a little nervous to take it. Has it helped any of you guys and Is there any precautions I should take? ,0.8337209302325591,3.1842928372093016,2.582604651162793,91.86413953488373,85.74418604651162,6.2306976744186064,20.227906976744187,7.554174236665415,0.6833851162790694,164,5,36,3,5,54,33,43,0.097,0.903,0.0,-0.4342,0,0,0,1,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,5,2,0,0,0,6,9,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4782529915661376,0.0,0.2690027797906932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439702976599714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34817777458046456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356961282184805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524345353881588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5287773496920759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cbow10,2019/01/04,"How to stop anxiety from affecting my relationship..? I’ve (18F) been dating a wonderful boy (18M) for over a year now. I told him about my anxiety disorder fairly early on in the relationship and explained to him i was on medication to control it. he was totally okay with it, because he also struggles with other mental illnesses such as depression. however, i’m worried now that he will get sick of my anxiety and will eventually leave me because he can’t handle it. we hit a rough patch in our relationship a couple months ago when i had found out he was being flirtatious with a girl he knew from a summer program he did. of course, this combined with my already worrisome attitude did not sit well with me. ever since then i’ve been having him show me his texts, his snapchats, etc. i have panic attacks when he goes and hangs out with friends that include other girls and i’m not there. if girls are friendly with him or want to hang out, i freak out. i understand i could be in the wrong here, but i don’t know how to change—especially now that the has given me a reason to be like this. i had a bad feeling about that girl he spent the summer with, so now every time i have a bad feeling i think something is totally wrong. he went bowling with people from the summer program and left me behind, so i had the worst panic attack i’ve had in a very long time and self-harmed for the first time in years. i don’t know how to change my attitude. i am very serious about our relationship and i want to marry him, and i have felt this way since the day i met him. he tells me he wants to marry me too—(for the record, he claims he always saw that girl as a friend, but admits he was acting inappropriately with her. he told me he never planned on leaving me). but i still wake up at night having nightmares about him leaving me or being with another girl. if he left me, i really don’t know what i would do. he is my rock and the love of my life. i’m determined to make this relationship work no matter the difficulties it may bring. so, how can i calm down and try not to be so controlling? i can’t help it. my anxiety won’t stop. my thoughts won’t stop. every time something minor happens i can’t help but assume the worst. is there any advice for me? ",3.991440934065935,4.978676129670331,5.256411401098903,82.70186984890111,71.21978021978022,8.500686813186814,26.966002747252745,8.841846274778883,1.9005728021978008,1769,58,364,32,32,590,209,455,0.165,0.737,0.097,-0.9832,1,0,2,0,0,0,50.0,3,0,0,5,26,22,2,3,23,1,43,6,1,9,4,75,76,32,0,7,11,0,4,1,3,6,4,0,0,7,17,26,0,5,16,2,1,5,13,14,1,1,23,5,57,8,54,40,5,55,0,1,1,1,56,18,0,7,31,246,74,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789694893541116,0.07066287660631604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796790655225123,0.06374836237830127,0.06632958389121024,0.0,0.0,0.05420919348127985,0.08358852879262473,0.24392819689717216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813755107722928,0.0,0.0,0.13311802891613286,0.09718751424620696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432830452922158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788151590411682,0.06364624622029702,0.08820355423962221,0.0,0.05140982685685363,0.0,0.0686587419166696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136073426580753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890372300913116,0.0,0.07210712702936613,0.13432729526972806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061298488127194,0.0,0.07653926799329791,0.0,0.0,0.06780586341215551,0.0,0.08740380209517742,0.18476371973211164,0.0,0.04164799709021147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049204925222949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686308077692168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142846802804733,0.0,0.0,0.2532212394041733,0.17322199209930292,0.0,0.05630533194123016,0.03894490918379963,0.0,0.0,0.07054560478710296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719462447694367,0.0,0.053210636646412485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030486112494298,0.08033435604161876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06362805757620478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06148141708222055,0.0,0.0,0.07480748616573314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870576508440404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05526460894370879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05106771509304465,0.08196068952261654,0.0,0.4279224393928561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831605289569494,0.0,0.0,0.13188277589270506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273759158171865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366080723076685,0.1999368869177461,0.0,0.08333582558409891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967475767693179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051078398174412586,0.0,0.06328510920529501,0.18593072175699726,0.0,0.0,0.152342927719174,0.0,0.054121511886986516,0.0,0.0,0.08298652422754235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154707763916693,0.1410545934014473,0.06327435997782573,0.0,0.0,0.07167370206781963,0.07389695797228192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644793161056429,0.058033747677567124,0.08095484014316769,0.0,0.05662752039844311,0.17431251310186308,0.0,0.10266818518435104
anxiety,thehangryguy,2019/01/04,"Once you trigger anxiety can it ever be cured? Curious about this.  I had my first panic attack when I was 18 over 20 years ago now after smoking cannabis, prior to that never had any issues with anxiety.  Since that initial panic attack though I have always had anxiety issues, mostly general anxiety.  Sure you have good days, weeks sometimes months but the general anxiety always returns.  What I mean by general anxiety is feeling uneasy, like something bad is about to happen or that I'll have another panic attack, just living with fear of the fear basically.

I gave up alcohol 3 months ago due to terrible general anxiety I would get the day after drinking, I was reading a book on quitting alcohol and the guy said once you've triggered anxiety or once you start getting anxiety with a hangover you'll always get it, you can not unforget it, you can not go back to the time before you started having anxiety.  And I wonder how much of that is true not just for hangovers etc but for general anxiety in general, once you trigger it is that it?  As I say I have always had it since that first initial panic attack triggered it.",8.295601034037055,7.7923975260663525,8.891856958207669,65.47730288668679,61.89099526066351,12.222490305902634,39.56096510124947,11.567385478589935,4.960162085308056,902,43,143,24,11,304,111,211,0.271,0.672,0.057,-0.9938,0,0,4,0,0,0,18.0,0,8,0,3,10,16,4,6,7,0,21,3,0,5,4,34,33,10,0,1,9,0,1,1,0,2,2,2,0,1,15,5,3,0,3,3,0,1,4,12,0,2,8,3,19,4,21,22,3,28,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,4,24,105,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261970113901102,0.15214371803813995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23691634577673396,0.0,0.0,0.04840616838541136,0.074640483283004,0.598993984052494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239189868584008,0.0,0.05473452739265402,0.05943395676116831,0.0,0.0,0.060570598468962275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181294078308233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973121384076478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938669273056248,0.0,0.06438815095039367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601989718266484,0.03599173377815528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109466424658975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115688961924933,0.0,0.04045434378743936,0.05970404424656644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704813238248988,0.06294596519157751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485909287557873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034775906274210996,0.0,0.06285496784962585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753801358008669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363351015853193,0.0,0.052326925120112014,0.0,0.054899909715192666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032258235875985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33406673529142233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571076805597714,0.07120121498285156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06771033698405643,0.05660674537265292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776489276126804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05479934438958426,0.07040077077999371,0.0,0.10076590418626688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708814748408032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993590656279733,0.0,0.04150676872041238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0570978683740809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719379067236225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05056561648720986,0.0,0.0,0.04583884338340611
anxiety,Potatowoman_,2019/01/04,"Anxiety makes me unproductive and I feel I am going to die. Please help ​

I have been suffering from depression and anxiety disorders for many years now. Usually that includes bizarre, incongruent thoughts and fears that paralyze me and makes me want to never leave the bed. This is followed by many compulsive behaviours (like washing hands, checking the house, praying) to deal with the anxiety. This all makes me very, very depressed because I feel like I am not a normal person and I don't deserve to be in this world.

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My recent problem is that the depression and anxiety are really affecting my work and productivity. Some years ago, I could cope with all of this and I would keep working the best I could and no one would complain of the quality of what I do. People would rely on me and I would get the work done, I would be proactive and responsible. However, nowadays I feel this has completely changed. I don't feel like going to work, I forget deadlines, I take double of the time in a task than I would take normally and I feel completely empty of motivation. I start thinking that if I am fired that wouldn't be a problem, because then I could spend the whole day sleeping or I wouldn't need to leave home so I wouldn't be worried. I take medicine for depression and anxiety.

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I was wondering if this is me, or the disease. I feel guilty for this laziness but I am wondering if this is who I really am or this is part of the disease talking. I was thought of myself as someone other people could rely on and someone who would always try my best to achieve it. For instance, I have just completed a very demanding master programme (three months ago), in a different country where I don't really speak the language. I had to deal with the pressure of being alone somewhere new, on the other side of the world of family and friends. I manage to go till the end, I got recognition for my marks and my work. But now I feel empty and I don't want to do what I am doing anymore. I feel guilty because I have an amazing partner & family that always support me so I don't have real reasons to feel like this. Please help.

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anxiety,yella_fella,2019/01/04,"I can let go of my worries to feel better, but not really Every time I let go of a worry or an anxious thought, I feel like I’m forgetting something and eventually coax myself into worrying about the same things I just tried to forget. This has been a vicious cycle that I almost defeated.... except this keeps happening. Anyone else have this problem overcoming the anxious thoughts once and for all?",8.18756756756757,8.026266270270277,8.368243243243242,68.01695945945946,61.972972972972975,11.183783783783785,37.41891891891892,10.686352973137794,4.248740540540541,320,14,51,7,4,105,58,74,0.271,0.667,0.062,-0.948,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,2,5,1,0,5,0,6,0,0,0,1,19,15,4,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,3,2,7,2,8,10,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,39,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698606088785271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3832687382125363,0.0,0.11860970576159835,0.1738066633196434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15002453916812306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14170465489338974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292115219751314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17154072309990945,0.12118418166884515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19281003323161824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15000383771090406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15077552997998678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469176975845024,0.0,0.08287297502119095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806511231210554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623136382195754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866974826726968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058997407476455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269507701831435,0.0,0.0,0.26933560171532883,0.09891300546573972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516808735004287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5168045261089003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Coffee2Code,2019/01/04,"Got a nasty feeling in my stomach, probably ulcer, brain attempts to convince me it's cancer. And why does my brain do this?

- I've been really tired lately (but I don't sleep well)
- I've been losing weight (because the feeling in my stomach makes me eat less)
- If I press just below my chest in the middle, it gives me a really nasty pressure-y feeling
- My mom died of cancer in 2008
- I smoke.


Fuck. Anxiety. Attacks.

With a toilet brush, right up the bum.

But yeah, been feeling a bit weird lately, the feeling in my stomach is weird too, somewhere between hungry and full, all the time, and just a tinge of nausea.

Blargh.

It's just a feeling, this too will pass with a little time... :(",2.676990049751243,4.674077470149253,3.735149253731347,88.17247512437812,76.5373134328358,5.6606965174129344,24.59950248756219,6.42735559955562,0.8228129353233831,527,18,102,4,12,170,79,134,0.262,0.65,0.08800000000000001,-0.9839,0,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,2,6,7,2,0,12,1,7,14,7,1,1,19,17,6,1,1,6,1,8,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,6,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,4,9,12,2,13,12,4,16,0,1,0,1,2,11,1,1,4,64,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745473971101884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746695435681279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359421611894436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16762171771813286,0.0,0.0,0.34279425690639714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15934629053348326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436052548440056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15710581875793803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4657949647641343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194170292013294,0.0,0.14728587197623175,0.0,0.0,0.12279689039404094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463909448869083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15388356451706162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17176768643999166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248657689699722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17981969120915847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16553794528092722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19671838713811485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111903900654556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536470387840343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17905633547937855,0.17646722616947352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18696567611042195,0.1380474439213708,0.0,0.13854250049751168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,amianastronaut,2019/01/04,"The ... Silence? This might be a little bit silly, since it's only been 2 days and this could easily be placebo since I know medication isn't supposed to kick in properly for a number of weeks. But for the first time in a long time, when I do something, sit down to think, when I walk through town, there's no rushing thoughts, no anxiety, no stress, no worry. There's just silence.


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anxiety,countessloveless,2019/01/04,"Focussing on my shortcomings and downplaying my achievements Title says it all. I have a massive inferiority complex and can't stop comparing myself negatively to others (which makes me feel really guilty). I refuse to believe that any of my achievements are deserved. I can't stop thinking about the things that I can't do, the things others do better than me. 

The result? I constantly push myself to achieve more and learn more and to do more, but I'm still anxious and hopeless about the future. It all ultimately means nothing. I have no sense of self worth and the slightest thing that goes wrong can send me spiralling into a depressive state. I have terrible anxiety because I don't have the confidence that I can do anything. 

I know that it's a problem, a flawed thinking pattern, but I can't fix it. It's just too deeply ingrained into my psyche. I simply cannot justify my worth, so I have none.",5.767803921568627,7.221104623529412,6.038529411764706,77.00171568627455,67.47058823529412,8.725490196078429,32.990196078431374,9.075114841892004,2.9911372549019615,726,32,126,13,12,232,95,170,0.18,0.7509999999999999,0.07,-0.9673,0,0,0,0,0,1,19.0,0,0,0,4,7,7,0,0,10,0,18,0,0,2,2,26,25,9,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,16,8,0,3,7,0,2,2,9,6,0,0,0,2,23,1,12,25,6,11,0,3,0,0,4,3,0,0,5,99,39,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958487646910694,0.0,0.15702450564488596,0.23188709912820074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16891274656900246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251255211450536,0.0,0.0,0.23125944995302136,0.0,0.1815371394389572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218147892265153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17679145166164814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378639501751788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280636669469615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701366255701514,0.0,0.0,0.2235899764067716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969539702318004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964075593079534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149578964468095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16323220415316506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21413253760305376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16392211989464234,0.34321565365315104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4090999117383998,0.2630465956619471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22442125630171514,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tech_Assassin,2019/01/04,"Coming off tablets suck! So I’ve been taking citalopram for about a year now to combat my depression and anxiety, but about 2 months ago I decided to come off them. 
So I’ve been doing as my GP said and started weaning off them but I’ve noticed I’ve been having more mood swings (I was warned it is a side effect of coming off) and I hate it. Sometimes they are so bad that I go to being an emotionless drone to the point I’ve made my S/O cry yesterday. Luckily she understands and does forgive me but there is only so many times you can forgive someone who makes you cry. 
Anyway that is my ranting over. ",2.8503225806451624,4.384165967741936,4.1863225806451645,87.13448387096777,74.80645161290323,7.218064516129032,26.10967741935484,7.908726449838941,1.4844090322580643,476,17,98,7,10,157,82,124,0.214,0.716,0.07,-0.9644,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,3,1,9,7,2,0,4,0,12,0,0,3,0,17,24,12,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,0,5,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,6,1,15,2,14,17,1,18,0,1,0,0,10,7,1,0,7,65,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855376385423448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14546186651252244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15876472830052807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4913841813824582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4177349063956176,0.0,0.0,0.16377325587841632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16639884325358328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806487149758986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18773070844368656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17992160481311095,0.12692453965327566,0.19277912308578365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177345030763506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164835185368808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14461529421566696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17975029187302574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808732556307698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16111086069840452,0.0,0.1880601570908056,0.0,0.13458696233515946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429668130485529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087619296507346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19794964031343476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244837651683672
anxiety,duuuuubz4334,2019/01/04,"Feels like my life is falling apart again. So I signed up for Fall semester of my freshman year of college and was so excited to go. Long story short, I had a very very bad experience in the summer which triggered my depression so bad that I could barely get out of bed for 2 months straight. I decided to drop my classes and focus on my mental health because I knew that if I didn’t, school was not going to go well for me. I decided that I would go for the spring and summer semester to make up for the fall semester. So this morning I get to school right when registration starts and go to the Finanial Aid office to clear some things up. I knew the lady in the office was going to be rude to me because she had me almost in tears last time I was there and was making me feel so stupid for things that were out of my control. So anyway I get there and explain the situation to her. The first thing out of her mouth is, “If you dropped all of your classes last semester, what makes this semester different? Who’s to say you won’t do it again?” I was dumbfounded to say the least. I’ve been feeling so good lately. I’ve been in a good place mentally. I have very very very bad social anxiety and have been working through it the past few months and even managed to score two jobs. I felt like this was going to be a fresh start and I was finally going to be content with life. Maybe I’m just being dramatic, but if this is any indication as to how school is gonna go... I don’t know how to handle it.",5.063527508090616,4.83432184142395,5.921828478964404,83.18170711974112,68.44983818770227,9.455663430420714,29.46440129449839,9.150863307647796,2.154748867313916,1175,38,254,20,18,388,154,309,0.075,0.865,0.06,-0.6644,2,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,3,0,3,18,12,2,0,13,0,30,4,1,7,2,43,57,24,0,5,6,0,4,2,0,3,3,2,1,0,17,13,0,1,10,0,0,12,4,6,1,2,18,6,33,6,43,31,4,49,0,1,0,0,11,16,0,5,21,174,50,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925499203603178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285192057726667,0.0,0.0707045921243568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23151212673165025,0.1126823982100749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366208619159732,0.07379354968379477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960520193630605,0.0,0.0,0.09656407107466264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061045599158693474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040902706605897,0.0,0.0,0.1401980161816221,0.06602817708255443,0.0887421428732039,0.10124666899789908,0.0,0.07861634656722019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14486416992461792,0.0,0.4727434454716913,0.15504279608537413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824306409868998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171718800897692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05079416179928525,0.1506768251185785,0.10425901302091847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305645048000549,0.09030801536474907,0.0,0.0,0.08179289276246869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18508248289218893,0.0,0.09285296768858388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862845853737825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14754492234408195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822977133276033,0.0,0.0,0.09656407107466264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893013253875282,0.0,0.14699955741061305,0.0,0.2806159921351018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388916119110812,0.0,0.09421527517658387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13083726347405855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18420846019403453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053893547414518544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028543771052402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3813000131981142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310084582610391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06728623441134927,0.0,0.0,0.06565580828645941,0.0,0.0,0.059518434112539674
anxiety,41696,2019/01/04,"Dealing With Dread I’ve been spending the last few weeks struggling to come to terms with knowing one of my pets (a guinea pig-literally, a guinea pig) will most likely not make it to 2020. He beat the odds once before about a year ago, but never quite bounced back. I’ve had not quite nightmares, but anxiety dreams, about him dying. 

The worst part is I’m a veterinarian; I deal with this situation daily- I deliver this news routinely. I know this lil nugget is having the best life he can have and he’ll keep having the best life until he’s ready to leave me. It just breaks my heart knowing our time together is coming to an end, and I feel like because of my job, I should be handling it better than I am. I don’t feel helpless- I know this is normal, this is natural that eventually, he will die- and that’s ok. I just wish I could spend our time together focused on loving him rather than dreading the inevitable. ",4.967454212454211,5.7354834560439585,5.301923076923078,84.06391025641027,68.83516483516485,8.264468864468865,27.804029304029303,8.344100000000001,1.7039985347985347,727,23,148,10,12,231,115,182,0.128,0.6659999999999999,0.206,0.9618,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,2,0,0,6,6,12,0,3,11,1,18,4,1,1,1,30,32,6,2,5,7,0,2,2,0,4,2,0,1,0,10,8,0,1,6,1,2,2,4,5,0,1,2,2,18,7,16,24,7,15,0,1,0,1,12,1,0,1,13,92,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330822849724996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064149780071018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069631924889038,0.0,0.08479714377124478,0.0,0.1183681469783412,0.0,0.2919643234164432,0.1230271072755832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396533566197591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106405865202397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868223848183353,0.0,0.0,0.28873814789175506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320578052872545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067137989534878,0.09937667131621224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16484014705082556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804029203198362,0.12364295470751965,0.0,0.0,0.3057939773559953,0.1133891770634362,0.0,0.14729215654383992,0.0,0.0,0.19650801297840567,0.13591939618295634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554773334483546,0.0,0.09285369712069584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728638558186794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629340844346072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14814233209383518,0.09426117796480953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063720709797954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29591067440699625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15635989786750498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14542279506085862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16222653976289694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158167570882477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15996393569857129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957908767740684
anxiety,delayed_at_ewr,2019/01/04,"I've probably suffered with anxiety for some time, but now it seems to have manifested into physical symptoms either that or I have a cardiac issue, though my doctor is in the process of convincing me my heart is fine. Warning this is a long post...
I guess I'm basically just looking for some support as I'm kind of at a loss of what to think and I'd really like to stop worrying about the aches and pains 24/7.


One night in the middle of December I felt this random small pain in my left bicep. Normally I wouldn't have thought much of it, but earlier that day I read a thread that was going around on Twitter about the symptoms of a heart attack in women (bad idea!!!!). I ended up going to bed super early because I just kept thinking about it and couldn't enjoy the show I was watching on TV. The next day my arm felt fine, but I had some discomfort in my chest. After all this time I still can't come up with a right way to describe it other than it being a feeling that shouldn't or isn't normally there. If I had to assign a number to it I'd give it a 1 or a 1.5. The discomfort was on and off all day, but I COULD NOT STOP THINKING ABOUT IT. That afternoon while I sat there googling my symptoms, again a mistake, I could feel my heart rate increasing. I couldn't get it to slow down no matter what I did. I ended up going to an urgent care and when they took my heart rate it was 125. My resting HR is usually 55. The doctor examined me and said she believed it was anxiety and not cardiac related. When I left, my HR had gone down to 69. She gave me hydroxyzine to take when I felt like I needed it. I didn't take it until a few days later and I only took one at night.


Over the next week the chest discomfort came and went, and I couldn't find a pattern. My left arm also started to ache again, like I had been using it too much, but this time instead of an achy feeling in my bicep I felt it in my tricep. It felt like I was wearing a sleeve, not something super tight, but maybe like an Under Armour coldgear top. At this point I called my PCP and made an appointment, but I couldn't get one until after the new year.


I went to my PCP yesterday and they did an EKG, which came out normal, and after asking a bunch of questions they said it was either musculoskeletal or anxiety, though it seemed like anxiety was the probable cause. They asked if I had any history of anxiety and I said not really, but thinking back on it, especially this past year I think I should have said yes. 


In February 2018 my left knee/calf area started hurting kind of out of the blue. It was a kind of pain I never felt before and for whatever reason I got in my head that it was a blood clot. I scheduled an appointment with my PCP, and two days before the appointment I experienced some weird feeling. At the time I thought I was either dying from a PE (unlikely) or having a panic attack (most likely). I was lying on a couch in my basement when suddenly I got really lightheaded and felt like I was falling backwards and the world was closing in on me. I remember being kind of frozen, like I could only look straight ahead and I distinctly remember a white circle of light closing in on me. I thought I was dying until I heard someone from upstairs call my name. It took me a moment, but I kind of broke from the trance and was able to go upstairs. That was when the tears started to flow and I was like shit, I either need to go to the ER or an urgent care for this leg. I can't wait for my regular doctor.


About a week or so after my doctor confirmed I didn't have a blood clot my leg felt better, and it felt good for several months until about August/September when it started randomly hurting again. This time though it's more of my thigh. Also, in August I was in my basement again and I don't remember anything that could have provoked it other than a really severe bit of cramping, but I remember feeling like I had to throw up and I started to hyperventilate. A million things were racing through my head at this point, what they were I couldn't tell you. I'm sure there were tears because I was scared and my heart rate was also elevated. After about 30 minutes, though it felt like an eternity, it all went away. I haven't experienced anything similar since, not even during this current situation.


Of course when I saw my PCP I hadn't really experienced any aches or pains for about 3 days, go figure, so they said we'll see how it goes. I'm supposed to go for routine bloodwork and then go back to my doctor for a physical. I think when I go back I will bring up the fact that my leg still hurts, though this time in a different spot, and mention what happened in Feb and August.


TL;DR For the past several weeks I've had chest discomfort and arm pain. Two doctors have suggested it's anxiety, and while I guess I can believe it, I'm finding it hard to accept especially when I've been experiencing physical pain.",5.768548769961157,5.416453235649552,6.595424938857723,79.35953361027194,66.99597180261833,9.8320313623939,31.125899151201267,9.424239791934726,2.5736007912530567,3865,133,783,68,56,1285,358,993,0.13699999999999998,0.757,0.107,-0.9854,2,0,1,0,0,0,99.0,1,1,6,6,47,54,3,6,57,1,72,40,24,6,7,157,161,78,2,20,31,0,17,12,0,5,16,6,2,1,60,42,0,5,38,3,0,24,22,24,1,6,73,35,114,30,121,72,20,166,0,6,7,0,28,59,1,22,93,545,174,8,0.03747218667434348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989948243543297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050964743829174916,0.0,0.17199672143992506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06167283359151603,0.033358190705087866,0.07006287233427537,0.08526004400515405,0.03520635288950105,0.08644139559757877,0.031287710658793766,0.0456853943848353,0.0,0.06377214180581221,0.08443664473593697,0.0,0.03314110396850665,0.04090992263712335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652658447227838,0.08571639770202974,0.07641078340963964,0.038494257903429384,0.0,0.032278970805783284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196739676795298,0.0,0.0,0.14499876244976315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778042734533068,0.0391504595263113,0.0,0.2301262253621713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663784701184123,0.0,0.0,0.024750025889794445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473531747889644,0.02677013764744791,0.35979175630957017,0.0,0.06849779950889928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03915534185975012,0.03594673596067724,0.19166676510519168,0.03142989232658438,0.059939861665742736,0.0,0.08255967654693998,0.0,0.033136530922325005,0.0,0.0335677189726504,0.0,0.07691454850798737,0.0,0.0,0.2220236081532072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034425255925085,0.04230153762509548,0.0,0.03911122730827525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19510758022942104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628545618552506,0.0,0.0,0.21968421138989092,0.0,0.0,0.03316170602584692,0.06293439839014986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03545708907083317,0.0,0.0,0.037645848118593256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02990994189794676,0.0,0.05509273762140312,0.0555703032213448,0.028900860450285858,0.03619087139405576,0.07970419128170697,0.07033021751666033,0.1101443605268771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761763704350461,0.0569985730544795,0.2392382916426159,0.043965537228689504,0.0,0.0,0.07154288449392616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708466569767468,0.0,0.03588799656490093,0.0,0.08080271013973148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04197742498805822,0.0,0.037482327180234684,0.0,0.120028211568813,0.03852764888510268,0.0,0.0,0.1697947309432113,0.03200104267533984,0.17822315285852894,0.0,0.03751619593683698,0.0,0.029860481239088143,0.06822654278283102,0.0,0.12699871472438667,0.03846466113142166,0.030997380043909444,0.04212030784503788,0.0,0.0,0.03175006216732928,0.02884792002731205,0.0,0.0,0.1326150329819333,0.0,0.05985067336585505,0.06265685190639901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04252299337254248,0.035317092475455225,0.11684384939599302,0.05634884181586958,0.0,0.03275234280686103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02489485576767825,0.14406398496202494,0.1840811657542945,0.0892461916066789,0.13110200035891467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248989345272586,0.0,0.0,0.07320976291830432,0.0,0.0,0.03236393797999629,0.04127031959113198,0.0,0.0,0.029743677595374107,0.09017378358810538,0.0,0.0,0.10421127739466983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03805482451102258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04826171928875567
anxiety,fdddidhamd,2019/01/04,"My anxiety is ruining my life I’m 16 and I really just don’t know what to do anymore 

I’ve been diagnosed with depression, Ibs-d, and social anxiety. Was prescribed SSRI’s that made everything worse but my doctors kept saying “Just give it time” or “I’m going to up your dose and see me in a month”. These SSRI’s were Paxil and Zoloft and even with tapering I dealt with withdrawal for months.

My IBS makes me scared to go to school and when I do end up going I have no friends and I have a shit ton of stuff to make up because of the 2-3 days a week I miss. 

Had my first ever panic attack on New Year’s Day as well.

I don’t know what to do. It’s ruining my life right now and I fear for my future. 

Sorry for ranting but I just wanted to get this out.",0.10828550932568247,1.9985223536585368,2.7064992826398893,92.84079626972743,84.60975609756099,6.297847919655667,18.793400286944046,7.5105763829236425,0.3924394548063126,582,15,136,10,17,202,102,164,0.228,0.726,0.047,-0.9817,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,8,11,2,3,4,0,12,7,1,3,1,26,28,13,0,1,6,0,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,8,12,0,1,2,0,0,3,3,9,1,1,6,2,19,2,22,22,1,24,0,4,1,0,5,7,1,1,14,87,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23488598651375744,0.0,0.1522513832254938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17465207515614004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358485591628138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980164335468593,0.0,0.13222724172957115,0.15582038235200898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713504598911976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597386310485274,0.0,0.0,0.1013990417729431,0.13886835456013516,0.0,0.0,0.13797459767901016,0.0,0.0,0.17275358347323452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058471567922186,0.0,0.0,0.1186097907314996,0.0,0.0802082826609852,0.147271142159922,0.26174822884259497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687420356287511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168725650782481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14526509474573465,0.204952654768098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24507767882269416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14827134713415646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18012358313774665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834935682888532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311059260084462,0.0,0.1220859035532965,0.15370110463318165,0.1553712476182154,0.12233620271771076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575868970082729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15649512421763612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17185396880600862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17574458865785572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951921417579571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055054655383572,0.0,0.12314512706085586,0.0,0.1380336380249619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15645081279618014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886236305337523
anxiety,TotalSpergLord,2019/01/04,"Can't sleep at night Had a bad panic attack a few days ago and now I'm all wound up with bad anxiety.  
Couldn't sleep this night and now it's 7:15 AM. 
Any suggestions on how I could possibly get some sleep?  ",-0.7240000000000002,1.4216889333333356,1.2327777777777804,99.5825,93.0,5.666666666666668,14.166666666666668,7.1686216300943375,-0.3729999999999998,162,3,40,3,6,53,35,45,0.314,0.6859999999999999,0.0,-0.9337,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,1,2,0,5,4,3,1,1,8,7,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,4,3,9,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,6,22,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18718683367339506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360082367269822,0.0,0.1615422022628247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402329851112062,0.0,0.0,0.3526313042204557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685996930403737,0.0,0.0,0.13618526687847501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032605914968696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3963319112649389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24775901475789686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23805910128868396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6339586059464754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,introit,2019/01/04,"Something broke me. I've had anxiety for a long time, all my life probably. I've considered it crippling for a long time, too. I don't socialize, I can't get a job, I don't go too far from my house. Still, I had it under some control. I could go for a coffee, do my groceries, go to the library, answer the door when the mailman knocked. Now I can't do any of those things. I didn't get any Christmas shopping done. I went to the mall once, nearly fainted and had to rush back home. I tried to go to the gas station a few days ago. It's 6 blocks from my house and I usually like walking at night. I'm always nervous about going into a brightly lit store after walking in the dark, but I manage. This time, I only made it two blocks before I had to turn back. My heart felt like it was going to burst. None of my breathing or relaxation techniques worked. It took me an hour to slowly walk home and I wanted to flag down a car to help me because I didn't think I'd make it back. I haven't left my house since. Today, the mailman knocked and I yelped and hid in the kitchen. Everything is overwhelming me. I've run out of money and food. Rent was due days ago. I need to go to the bank and I have no idea how I'm going to do that. Of course, the pressure of having to is making it that much worse. I don't know what happened. I can't function at all anymore. ",0.7779807217004446,2.6140067474048467,2.562692782995552,95.0729368512111,81.87197231833909,5.235837864557588,21.74011369253584,6.18269132825596,0.15181552150271924,1046,33,240,8,28,346,153,289,0.07200000000000001,0.871,0.056,-0.0387,2,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,2,10,8,0,3,18,0,24,6,2,5,2,29,48,11,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,14,9,2,3,5,3,5,16,11,4,0,1,13,3,32,4,35,34,6,48,0,2,2,0,2,11,0,2,23,149,46,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18258442145556444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569385568349801,0.0,0.0,0.140070072217631,0.0,0.0787851606921213,0.0,0.10213593302055682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23757310670547294,0.0,0.06278022815363997,0.0,0.08763478276427288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550924590472372,0.08222714388415259,0.0,0.0,0.132836843680807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539197579360222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255853029729316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988841569742972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453290182927435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761344313599032,0.0,0.4682413869825114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107151200227992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220406912365803,0.06903035481883248,0.0,0.20660973250040954,0.0,0.10142194878920027,0.3565012658935015,0.0,0.11626035931671005,0.0,0.0,0.10219920910946746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05659924029460205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189622730418468,0.0,0.07274312164383444,0.1006289872910152,0.0,0.0,0.18228140510111634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744926891863433,0.13748992078959724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570766727644572,0.0763639312252718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664679841872356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967833342538948,0.0,0.07832663959621937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103795088805532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519232973799959,0.0,0.0,0.1049827934992435,0.0,0.07928481412754428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822459558388884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842032321233885,0.0659902358030984,0.0,0.0,0.1801585299800608,0.0,0.0976201142837801,0.0,0.11442290928134675,0.0699217567326054,0.11202083361976928,0.10060382931947864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342618860109654,0.0,0.060744699731888965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547045044504504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749761314108439,0.0,0.10495306773729646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DonaldsonsDairy,2019/01/04,"Shaky hands? I don’t think I have full blown anxiety-I’ve never had a panic attack or anything like that. I think I get anxious when normal people get anxious; in a room full of people I don’t know, before a big exam etc. Since about 11 or 12 though, I’ve just had this thing where my hands shake, to the point where most people who know me well pick up on it. When I’m actually anxious, it actually gets super debilitating. For example, I turned out for a university friends 5 a side team, where I only knew my friend. I was probably a bit more nervous than a normal person would be, but my body was trembling so much it made me pretty much useless for the whole game. I occasionally use recreational drugs, and have noticed some improvement whenever I have Xanax. Just posting really to see if there’s anyone who can relate, or have any advice-should I try to get a prescription for something? 

PS: I’ve spoken to my parents and mum said she had a similar thing when she was my age, so I don’t think it can be super early onset Parkinson’s or something",4.784142173615859,5.624143904306222,5.9278366370471645,79.15235645933016,69.28708133971291,8.650854408749144,27.84723171565277,8.841846274778883,2.0737844155844147,832,27,161,14,14,278,128,209,0.079,0.785,0.136,0.9273,1,0,3,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,3,14,13,1,5,11,0,18,5,3,3,1,27,34,14,0,4,8,2,2,1,2,1,2,1,1,1,10,3,0,0,6,2,0,1,4,7,1,0,9,4,21,6,15,22,10,21,0,1,1,0,12,13,0,8,7,106,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.23392413800810236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150612205169741,0.0,0.0,0.4062091542117789,0.0,0.08380603208674096,0.0,0.09863119333696273,0.0,0.0,0.13635338923923088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198854311805994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085160042256827,0.13313288535049214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389947923004481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13367101100544662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852007420895201,0.0,0.2504790435752021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173933630354795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0585555385974007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134105505991325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17621575463160413,0.0,0.09244025898199863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23486666841691306,0.0,0.13645673657928645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115581288356313,0.0,0.1406250742843389,0.13308579298952444,0.0,0.0,0.2492789694386859,0.104653548845225,0.0,0.0,0.11330256637522565,0.0,0.11478882099414126,0.12193653930041636,0.12922493198105225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678275864245042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401040764976805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550963452512426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914603905829676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845418549391553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925386847511094,0.23039646350281284,0.1177578132340132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813742885698245,0.13036880174031265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351701513158956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776484823840957,0.0,0.0,0.1338148320782044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514219254478235,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,absolut_chaos,2019/01/04,How to stop popping my ears I've been having a problem with constant ear popping lately and I feel like I can't stop. If I'm very mindful and slow my brain down I can control it for a short time but typically I pop my ears 30ish times a minute. It's driving me crazy. Does anyone have any tips on how to stop this?,1.345049019607842,2.9462477205882402,2.885882352941177,94.55813725490198,79.14705882352942,5.121568627450982,23.098039215686285,5.46131890053228,0.08934509803921564,247,8,57,1,6,81,51,68,0.172,0.8009999999999999,0.027000000000000003,-0.802,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,5,4,4,3,0,14,7,6,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,4,8,1,6,6,0,12,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,9,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16058469927817542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16511601977346374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636126371773393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551856771623485,0.26485340121248346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20664950909692414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940052142212325,0.1686999357108465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663785306675137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536708311028472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384361652860465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22595606089466705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5922760107358601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27539266978978666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19484193129439709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,say-crack-again,2019/01/04,"I'm so, so tired. I'm exhausted from always being scared all the time. I want a break but whenever I get happy, I get even more anxious because I'm not supposed to be happy and somethig terrible will surely happen soon. I'm just tired of this affecting my whole life. Don't know why I'm posting but it helps to vent and if anyone feels the same, you can talk to me. 

I'm SO tired of this. ",0.9518373493975892,2.8124082048192807,3.0996234939759044,91.31883283132534,81.40963855421687,6.077710843373494,21.218373493975907,7.1686216300943375,0.5589771084337345,303,9,67,4,8,103,57,83,0.24,0.581,0.179,-0.7378,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,1,3,0,5,5,0,1,2,14,17,8,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,6,3,6,14,4,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,39,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15380036785619475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088147960802184,0.0,0.12924331703781386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126757817945288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208402944172027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934598560806626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19314088517287029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16345199939308827,0.3935278583159023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389329292863835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158235859805367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055683839400525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17702410691377699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18505549811092306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17420801807513756,0.0,0.0,0.14856611591948682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778076585289507,0.6373336994827206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902248579623318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16678791919671127,0.206365488688748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,latnem-,2019/01/04,"I just wish people knew I’m a very quiet/reserved person, especially when it comes to feelings/emotions, but I honestly just wish that I had one friend who knows how I feel",14.687058823529412,7.194259470588236,13.287647058823529,60.35441176470592,57.235294117647065,15.952941176470587,48.70588235294117,11.20814326018867,5.354800000000001,138,5,26,2,1,45,28,34,0.0,0.616,0.384,0.9287,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,10,8,3,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,4,2,1,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,16,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617013459859052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417400463466472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15361307673531713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23471920393398266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669634354327447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058663187158859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21062032690938068,0.2652710501769353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506711711699271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6987221522282214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,usagikaychan,2019/01/04,"Anxiety medication suddenly stopped working after major panic attack? (19/f)
I’m on buspar for anxiety and on new year’s eve I took some adderall and had a massive panic attack, and every day since I’ve been crying and having panic attacks and feeling like I’m going to vomit. I’ve been miserable and empty every day this week even though I was making such good progress with my medication. This is the worst feeling in the world and I have no idea what to do. If anyone knows why this is happening or what to do about it please let me know. ",4.273574766355138,5.726274429906543,5.727184579439258,77.82386098130844,71.05607476635514,7.966822429906544,27.393691588785053,8.472884824447931,2.0922345794392534,432,15,77,7,8,146,75,107,0.3,0.596,0.104,-0.9756,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,4,10,3,4,3,0,11,3,0,1,0,18,21,10,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,8,0,1,5,0,0,2,1,8,0,0,5,2,5,2,10,15,3,15,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,3,10,50,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210659154712486,0.0,0.0,0.0962734026588673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46991383863190705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15124184156475226,0.17759243592728902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094044623770324,0.0,0.2320131484287905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13923657428663616,0.09836305926885927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825024877511773,0.1154846643841748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175546491400925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543097713499507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133748555039864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079348302309574,0.0,0.06726652968678483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190661744096576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774087519044041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329782041021572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4846353202773056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511381173097099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389545958233395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511184064189553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13527600683888572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529744506274927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044357630114372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242403930159236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023720411222138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886654080254512
anxiety,allyear98,2019/01/04,"Any advice on how to explain anxiety as an unfortunate (but real) excuse for being a bad friend? I rarely call friends back and even when old friends are in town, it’s rare that I’ll make the effort to see them because I build up the interactions as overwhelming and exhausting.

My anxiety is not crippling by any stretch and people are often surprised to learn that I have it at all, so I don’t mean to overplay it. But I am extremely introverted in my desire for alone time to recharge (or time only with my husband) and I replay certain social interactions over in my head a million times fearful I did or said something wrong. Being in a large room full of strangers is about a scary a scenario as I can imagine, and sometimes it’s not any easier with people I know.

I have considered saying something to my close friends who live out of town as a way of explaining the “it’s not you it’s me” nature of my aloofness, but I’m not sure how to do this without it either sounding like an excuse or sounding like I’m seeking pity.

Any similar scenarios navigated successfully would be a big help. Thanks for listening and sharing.",5.247671232876712,6.363289840182652,6.0528584474885845,77.67079452054797,68.40639269406392,8.945022831050231,33.77808219178082,9.21078282632365,3.0918734246575337,901,42,165,17,15,296,132,219,0.126,0.735,0.138,0.8299,0,1,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,2,8,18,0,2,12,0,15,2,1,3,3,38,26,20,0,2,12,1,0,2,4,1,1,5,1,0,11,10,0,0,6,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,2,6,19,12,32,20,3,23,0,2,1,0,21,16,0,4,8,116,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13763547858770656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458765200979706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831271129674652,0.0,0.2154973627324997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830376664302452,0.11760257538273892,0.08585990991198787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438220187684966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302907512701684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15849366832657052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4352766629676271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455114801436608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944077493862034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740662650808998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13762287964606884,0.0,0.1243717648552186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401743638069852,0.0,0.0,0.15342525694062056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14779675863041775,0.0,0.0,0.10712159571930796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19529316628913634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16031637567110466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397913319748528,0.11200834342243217,0.0,0.0,0.11223798168491853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14357726082317931,0.0,0.21686404138959675,0.13930272194272775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274800049892846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296743323456326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463895976311028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179894638877108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357728829321916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005470018777307,0.15399567308145531,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cecil314159,2019/01/04,"I can never enjoy being around people because I always question in my mind every single thing I've said, done, how I look, and whether I belong. Every time I am around people I get this feeling that I don't belong. I even get it around my parents. It feels like something is pulling inside you saying 'no one wants you here and everyone wants to have someone else. 

There have only been a few people in my life that have for the most part not made me feel like this. When I took anti depressants for about 4 years, it numbed me and I became oblivious to that feeling most of the time. Now that I am off them, I have this feeling all the time. 

My last relationship ended because I became obsessed with relying on him because he made me feel ok and he wasn't satisfied. But now when I think about it, I feel like I never really belonged when I was with him either. Because I believe in my mind that he always wanted someone else. Is anyone ever truly happy around others or does everyone feel this emptiness inside them. ",4.706489590811202,5.873458733668343,5.429953338119169,81.44971105527638,69.7035175879397,7.293754486719313,26.77709978463747,7.447530270364453,1.5098195262024403,804,25,146,8,14,261,108,199,0.096,0.7979999999999999,0.106,0.2824,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,2,0,16,9,0,1,4,1,15,2,0,3,4,39,34,11,0,3,5,1,8,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,15,10,0,0,10,0,0,2,6,3,0,1,8,11,32,6,18,25,7,25,0,1,1,0,14,9,0,4,17,113,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676385557502477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07043599215851233,0.0,0.0,0.35870069374694186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24562757022435905,0.0,0.0,0.11349342696749265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676258510393528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815354937868145,0.10308649592660823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16830170679214404,0.0,0.08922097833420407,0.0,0.0,0.06653426991447986,0.0911202356879585,0.16974653281247518,0.1925125025923085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4074756260306885,0.21589450917918265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525936803017956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723388171159827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211216443494193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711518448777494,0.14764154875684102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459171453073606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906350761106344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034265105401095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15538550614227298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06826038908940651,0.07661322176456184,0.0,0.0,0.1118538801803339,0.1090857826080677,0.0,0.20951011638985856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128458344612056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453318038075008,0.0,0.0,0.10815128861745736,0.0,0.0,0.09582169659215213,0.080108217175832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17070424212474605,0.07755043595166318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692360890869788,0.0645466803624055,0.0,0.0,0.17621751017652587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191987513966177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17824767571691758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06486979593461745
anxiety,relationshipanxiety2,2019/01/04,"Anxious over fight I had with my boyfriend! Help! So I’m a sufferer of GAD, and I’m very anxious about a (resolved) fight with my boyfriend last week. To sum up the fight in a few sentences: my boyfriend and I were discussing types of girls we think are cute (I’m bi btw), and I remarked that I think super buff girls are cute and he agreed. He then very rudely stated that maybe he would date a girl like that one day, and I was heartbroken. He has depression and it makes him very irritable sometimes and he had been snippy that whole entire day. So right after he said it, he apologized profusely and said that he only said it because he was irritable and wanted to say something mean. This is the first time in our 2 year relationship that he has ever said or done something like this. Well I got really upset because infidelity is a very sore spot with me and the thought of him being with another woman is soul crushing. He knows what he said was wrong and has told me that he did not mean it at all. Since the fight, he has done nothing but reassure me as many times as I need it (though it can’t seem to budge the anxiety). In addition, he wrote me a letter pouring his heart out to me and telling me how he wants to marry me and grow old with me. However, despite all this I still can’t shake the feeling that he meant what he said and I don’t know what to do. I had kept my anxiety at bay for the last few months but I feel like it’s back now with  full force and I don’t know what to do. Any advice is appreciated.",3.2964245034032515,4.398541370607031,4.194068620641758,89.23175857758022,72.99361022364221,7.6160022225309065,25.429781914154745,8.04050195162591,1.215996916238366,1191,37,265,17,23,384,159,313,0.122,0.7929999999999999,0.085,-0.8302,1,0,2,0,4,0,29.0,2,0,0,3,10,19,5,2,13,0,29,3,1,2,3,52,58,25,0,4,4,0,2,3,0,1,1,7,0,4,22,24,0,1,13,0,0,2,5,10,1,2,23,9,29,9,29,33,6,31,1,2,0,1,47,10,0,2,21,159,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942163551237965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655660163049735,0.10110032062400252,0.1475155698500274,0.21784470792174335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413776043784827,0.0,0.11754829272468645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436036507705475,0.0,0.08304274428177758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973335743715537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721356587134736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750140043945313,0.0688794311362428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201118778108099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711248310139046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142531280922787,0.06462544493526677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15896272429584193,0.1571834095405457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413115960536755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643582618723427,0.097750437551067,0.0968625801331022,0.21005003420925145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695813186993647,0.0,0.0,0.07149105701964244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251351256814357,0.0,0.1011721108550948,0.0,0.06533380752700878,0.07332852261117169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061766398380462585,0.0,0.0,0.10351443302024063,0.0,0.0823385237787215,0.550280743978472,0.07667367432439477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777327776874436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975610481561914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484511097487398,0.09535764219328104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699774257518964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427161528363937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235586391334888,0.09472798494378304,0.07654333583563283,0.11244159847650767,0.0,0.0,0.09212938102678207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182123652269324,0.1137370149098967,0.0,0.07733889902185458,0.0,0.08668933840602724,0.0,0.0,0.1076447417817509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684909825680528,0.10541548713636968,0.0,0.0620885819498847
anxiety,forangel_,2019/01/04,"Is it OK to tell what u feel? Disclosure issues? I've been struggling to tell how i feel since my childhood but recently i found out that it's ok to share my anxiety and fears. There is a girl that i like and wanna say everything in my mind but im scared to death because if i tell I feel like she is gonna leave me and i'll be alone with all of my pain. And i know that if she leave me it's not just gonna be about her but everything i've been living until now like my childhood traumas, my family issues im gonna re-experience everything and remember every person that left me including my family who was not with me when i got sexually assulted. The only thing i wanna do is to stay in my bed and try to avoid everything so i can deal with it but also i like her and want to tell everything to her, it's just confusing me.
I dont even know why im posting in here, it's my first post and i cant deal with social support it just scares hell out of me. Wtf am i supposed to do ^-^' ",2.042448156682028,2.8545367327188957,4.381402649769587,87.80638968894009,75.68202764976958,8.374308755760369,23.700748847926267,8.841846274778883,1.3917283410138244,769,22,182,16,16,270,107,217,0.211,0.682,0.108,-0.9787,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,12,17,1,6,2,2,15,1,0,1,1,40,27,19,1,5,11,0,3,4,0,3,1,1,1,2,14,14,0,1,7,0,0,0,4,9,0,1,5,4,33,8,24,17,1,16,1,0,0,0,17,6,1,3,11,117,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320528289901723,0.0,0.07968847512930324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623045254254446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060744500116945925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054654392032516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167867219665246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06581656876562186,0.0,0.08395774361046053,0.0,0.4477860163799262,0.09747487171774022,0.18787854495076825,0.11213171157607203,0.15115507915376786,0.0711885560517711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476054377797919,0.0,0.10925889622285996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969761414980853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229108414610239,0.20801325971173307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952787716159854,0.0,0.0,0.21102570257647166,0.10826785108092607,0.0,0.0,0.1947319310566352,0.0,0.08799101574339964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061608053205527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578679957117468,0.1060325050660442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700879603669638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19087049074548015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839038520492983,0.0,0.11288176661839586,0.0,0.0,0.0792440946781483,0.19953007731757824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242986105543118,0.0,0.0,0.10157859408197074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621151678379853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041737327310365,0.0,0.0,0.11307937736655307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34838700083491386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620170798363724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06765445562934852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0587749762701943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899168269861674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,maokai92,2019/01/04,"Propanolol withdrawals question Hey guys

I have been taking propanolol in the past 2 weeks (5-10mg a day at most), i jad 1-2 days break innetween, It has too many side effects and i dont want to be dependant on a pill. My doctor is away. Can i just stop taking it or I NEED to taper off ? I dont wanna take it as it causes massive insomnia horror dreams and it makes me feel like a have a cold. Please help, cheers and appreciate your answers :)",1.9313043478260887,3.6119188695652182,3.2602173913043515,92.17119565217396,77.69565217391305,5.9043478260869575,23.45652173913044,6.6274283507984215,0.5282347826086955,344,11,76,3,8,112,71,92,0.076,0.7190000000000001,0.204,0.8974,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,5,0,9,3,0,4,0,17,16,5,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,9,2,9,14,1,12,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,4,6,44,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18885121186169107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20648793919653705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25926373849845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20573756805201893,0.0,0.0,0.471153718138315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163438154553583,0.1435983145511346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19902697107083844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472969820940472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820109663653187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341726808694006,0.20378795015313814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14904297442866046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19188242075463707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206435939612648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22517207632126246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16804953428576594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45339318860985206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855820651910605,0.0,0.16123442609175564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Celsey28,2019/01/04,"Vent/ i want to start therapy but On mobile

I have really severe anxiety and I am pregnant with my first...I am terrified and my anxiety has gotten worse the closer I get to my due date..

I want to try therapy since I can't take medications while pregnant...also I don't want to rely on more meds,( I take zoloft for depression)

Anyway my husband is switching jobs and we wont have healthcare for 2 months...my anxiety is through the roof...i am so scared and i feel like crying all the time.",1.741515151515152,3.9578842121212148,4.004333333333335,83.98650000000005,80.61616161616162,7.5963636363636375,24.041414141414148,8.548686976883017,1.8632092929292927,383,14,76,9,10,132,63,99,0.281,0.6509999999999999,0.068,-0.9795,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,0,11,2,0,0,1,12,20,7,0,3,1,1,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,14,1,10,18,2,8,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,6,48,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741963067191102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4230673936804493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20249295380670104,0.0,0.0,0.15877500218262391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320973916188408,0.13169521218959346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15680270000178745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631200112763437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18293272766220914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006104493095286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20476434947983407,0.1857069346808476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809532696070535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18456025327606498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082559667006196,0.0,0.15249105536793134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047945541475853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27720711702377954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.421626288823884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749232336871828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515730594674454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261921606773053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18786203068494847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway92773885,2019/01/04,"Job anxiety I’m new to anxiety. I’ve always had a bit, and it runs in my family, but I thought I’d escaped the family curse.

Not so much. I took a break from work, thinking I’d clear my head and then find something pretty easily. I didn’t. It was a pretty difficult 8 months where I waffled between starting my own business, interviewing and doing consulting. I finally took a job and it was terrible.

I vomited every morning from anxiety and dread. I worked 18 hours a day because if I wasn’t working, I was having painful anxiety about work. I lost a ton of weight. I couldn’t eat. I genuinely felt like anxiety just took over my entire life.

Because I’d never experienced this level of anxiety, I assumed it was the job. I switched jobs. The new place is a better fit, job wise anyway.

It’s a little better, but I’m still having anxiety. I still vomit some mornings. I’m still getting into repeat patterns about getting fired and failing. I have some social anxiety and I’ve never had that before either. It’s like I’m a completely different human.

Part of my anxiety has been dealing with my ADHD. I got drugs for that, hoping I’d eliminate one of the stressors. It’s sort of helped, but there’s still the vomit.

I’m afraid my anxiety about losing my job is actually going to cause me to lose my job. I don’t think I can afford therapy right now. Any resources people can recommend? Has anyone tried online CBT?",1.9606451612903228,4.494348648745518,4.2877419354838775,80.35161290322583,82.2258064516129,7.470967741935485,25.845878136200717,8.460557738077197,2.33148458781362,1119,47,201,27,31,387,153,279,0.206,0.65,0.14300000000000002,-0.935,9,0,2,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,10,13,15,0,2,14,0,21,9,1,1,3,31,40,13,0,3,7,0,3,2,0,0,6,0,0,1,10,9,2,0,6,0,0,5,7,9,0,1,16,4,29,6,19,23,8,31,0,4,0,0,6,9,0,6,18,126,39,14,0.0,0.0,0.06903808300368998,0.0,0.0850231807160953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058866503257963415,0.0,0.0,0.04810983994579534,0.0,0.5412064705888859,0.0,0.0,0.04946738586860948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862524500891049,0.0,0.060199802937533166,0.0,0.0,0.12513852422341348,0.07723652401212262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267583224880249,0.0,0.0,0.07417604154457341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04562544437371853,0.07293622264483242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391471829735546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204312808100729,0.07239102133141431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05960672222516925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338643654966115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679274435986123,0.07749900075918527,0.06466074237629837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392393597462235,0.0,0.040206694097945764,0.0,0.056582196523495824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07260600839327891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04741968457866568,0.0,0.0,0.07026693653074584,0.06967075330207324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4914327893888416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049970131149855775,0.0691260366448049,0.07090627507993445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582937965179199,0.0772278311600363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05646893948182737,0.0,0.05200659495170685,0.0,0.109127656971608,0.13665423580684544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04793945400851453,0.0,0.07527894157845243,0.0,0.0,0.07661123717699192,0.0,0.04904650521810396,0.0,0.07391471829735546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439486321178752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060416865681480664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721168385558288,0.0,0.05446387879177751,0.0,0.0,0.0500745223604156,0.0,0.2259920172212099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090444185384976,0.0,0.0,0.09066261285393236,0.0,0.056164577985657216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23580488384862586,0.048032023856000514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614980880119692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20601629597655532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Strovvbe,2019/01/04,"Thinking of calling off - panic attack since 2am. Hey guys, it's 7 am and I've got to get up at 11 for work - I've been having a panic attack since 2 in the morning and am thinking of calling off. The thing is, I've already called off a couple times for this reason and I don't know if I'm going to get fired if I do it again. I work retail, so finding a new job isn't a problem, but I work an 8 and a half hour shift tomorrow and I don't know if I can make it through the day on only 4 hours of sleep. 

On top of all of this, I really have been struggling to hold down a job for a couple years now for this exact reason. I've finally got a job I don't explicitly hate and still I can't hold on to it. I feel like a failure. I don't know what to do, the only thing I can even do anymore is my art and my music. That's the only thing I have the energy to put work into. If I'm doing anything else i'm almost always panicking. I don't know what to do.",0.625149073327961,1.3945752968036516,3.6587751813053977,91.7758501208703,79.13698630136986,6.248831587429493,20.644910018802047,6.522977012572876,0.1132673113080851,726,17,181,6,17,264,103,219,0.114,0.8170000000000001,0.069,-0.8382,3,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,5,5,8,3,3,16,0,23,1,1,3,3,31,40,13,0,5,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,13,8,0,2,10,1,1,2,7,7,0,1,4,2,16,1,28,36,1,25,0,0,0,0,5,12,0,5,12,115,29,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491337409253212,0.0,0.11561779141566605,0.0,0.087178157302933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039050275440293,0.0,0.0,0.08621789498599645,0.0,0.0,0.2383850746740793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209497913150302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318550147635871,0.0,0.06756885404247576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752302000821767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920048938242845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05297554322189688,0.07484867427157882,0.0,0.11477189411773668,0.09575911695490076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947741350639444,0.0,0.05954397337551131,0.0,0.16759044128898526,0.0,0.0,0.10374010987180088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344001848543402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063573528111788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119081989105621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303183785709621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051185990018303686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699356905262431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118882391463993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23905000142423125,0.0,0.2458532129003732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002520334719166,0.0,0.10532414605365377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711921043835728,0.2154447974701187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17333588887243545,0.0,0.10484701587285357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367053645169832,0.0,0.0,0.10952976463196394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20881629092824527,0.13426650280617464,0.0,0.0,0.061093017466250635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050991661405014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06746931514516925
anxiety,Royal2000,2019/01/04,"Breathing Problem For 2 weeks now I became aware of my breathing.At first it was for one breath or two,but as days pass it gets even worse.When I say I became aware it means that I feel like I have to breath or else I stop breathing until I think about something else and I start breathing unconsciously again.
At night it gets even worse,I think about my breathing a lot more,I can't fall asleep easily.  I feel like I am suffocating and it's really frustrating.
I don't think it's a respiratory problem and from all the posts here I can't find something that is exactly like my situation.
So if you experience or experienced,something like this,what do you do to stop it?
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anxiety,clarenceappendix,2019/01/04,"Can I please be happy for once It seems like no matter how hard I try, I always end up in the shit, and it happens to be my fault. 

No matter what I say, or do, or try, I always fuck up

I always have shit to worry about.

And I have no one to talk to, because God forbid I try to explain how I'm feeling or what's going on to my parents. They'll just tell me the cold solution I already know and call it a day, _if I'm lucky_. Otherwise, they get offended or worried about some small detail or about me telling them that they just don't get it. Then they start blaming me. Then they start complaining about how bad their lives are. Then they say I need to give _them_ moral support.

Oh yeah and I don't have friends, because no one's ever available. And how do you start talking about shit like this to others without making it awkward?

Therapy only happens once a week at best and costs money.

Reddit is just text on a screen that responds when it wants to.

Alcohol makes me feel worse.

Drugs are illegal.

Food makes me fat.

Suicide is just burning the whole house to kill a rat.

Tetris makes me connect to the goddamn internet just to play a game for fuck sake.

I really just don't know anymore.

I'd really like someone to talk to.

Someone who gets it.

Preferably female, but I'll take anyone I can cuddle with.

Rant over.",2.1737205700123923,4.029649933085501,3.3448187732342016,91.04515876703844,77.55018587360595,5.970322180916978,23.8477385377943,6.816661863887847,0.7319701363073112,1028,34,216,10,24,332,145,269,0.156,0.727,0.117,-0.8751,1,0,2,0,0,1,32.0,0,1,9,1,17,21,7,1,9,1,17,10,4,8,1,44,45,21,2,4,14,1,3,3,1,1,3,2,0,0,14,7,3,1,7,2,2,1,8,12,0,2,0,7,31,9,30,42,3,20,1,0,1,3,26,8,5,9,14,137,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461890961336877,0.0,0.0,0.1080284582080082,0.0,0.2443669388820804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970845385316812,0.06844975772972382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173739712083024,0.11935054194850432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273370858865356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996071450426362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06313352846231192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135259553728973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670502344371596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855072337278519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899629091544432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118373807812309,0.0,0.07563265800647749,0.18100284260175006,0.15343671650642512,0.09390884058145982,0.05563541355161701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731346736577863,0.104209978430604,0.0876937915346259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295652718769306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830520170370793,0.0,0.1075999594410954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14347818400149615,0.0,0.08644219143589953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26138000834493536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258715717590195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20850782036493806,0.13267100959383274,0.07445279477111894,0.0,0.0,0.10869969691408858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745820992983628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542680033952133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556984686325064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911901676727807,0.0,0.0,0.30146033849876946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16589052924219885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20786962139698176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708014212494722,0.11108894587917212,0.0,0.0,0.07360410147982595,0.2360504560222548,0.171127333657411,0.0,0.1119503152817445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993907908299968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05774041483058679,0.0,0.07852465823198213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929514986363273,0.0,0.09436631820647527,0.0,0.0,0.1988322084247296,0.09976234462663504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PuroChanged,2019/01/04,School At 19,-4.979999999999997,-15.926153999999995,-3.2049999999999983,120.7125,255.66666666666663,0.6000000000000001,1.5,3.1291,-3.8942,10,0,3,0,2,3,3,3,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,phatcakes24,2019/01/04,"i over analyze every single second. i feel too aware. life feels almost like a movie. i have anxiety and for almost a year now i experience depersonalization pretty often. i think it just comes from me obsessing and overthinking every little thing. i’m just so tired of thinking too much, i feel like i’m going to drive myself insane.",3.3579262672811083,6.274826774193549,5.183640552995391,73.67403225806453,79.64516129032258,7.413824884792628,20.147465437788018,8.418075326091056,1.6749465437788025,268,7,43,6,7,91,46,62,0.16699999999999998,0.713,0.121,-0.4455,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,13,10,3,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,3,8,2,5,10,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,4,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4464632178591144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705403937375583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19203395313267652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37565529719645535,0.0,0.0,0.21806774652142896,0.0,0.0,0.33815943437996193,0.15926081997088526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669592503002206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15746163995676432,0.21782410498704047,0.223433841384748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638787720029143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267993615509953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14810439882050194,0.28568833769784124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562245704750685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355923545026425
anxiety,malkie-moon,2019/01/04,"My coworker found out about my self-harm issues and it's making me nauseous Background:
Coworker A and me have been friendly since I work here (4 months) and he's occasionally flirty, but even Though I was anxious at first I just ignored his approaches.
So today I was talking to Coworker B who mentioned how surprised she is by my attitude, I always sounded so weird when CW A talked about me. Apparently A has been telling B a lot about me and, even though I don't know any details, most of it wasn't exactly nice.
CW B also told me that A texted her saying that he thinks I'm 'a cutter' and how that totally turned him off.
Especially this made me extremely anxious, I'm nauseous and dizzy and took the long way to my Office to avoid running into A.

I don't know why him being 'turned off' by my scars is so hard for me. I really, really don't want a relationship with A but I feel so abnormal and somehow freaky. To encounter how judgemental people are just scares me because how many others will think the same of me? I've made an effort not to let anyone at work know about my  mental health issues because of stuff like this.
The talking behind my back thing just worsens the situation.

I feel so shitty avoiding him And I know I should talk to him but just thinking about bringing the subject up makes me shaky.

Has anyone experienced something similar and has advice for situations like this?
Thanks for reading.",5.5627070707070745,6.4234163272727285,6.2017878787878775,77.81023737373738,67.54545454545455,9.020202020202019,31.277777777777786,9.150863307647796,2.676717171717172,1130,44,209,20,18,369,154,275,0.163,0.778,0.058,-0.9832,1,2,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,4,27,12,0,4,15,0,19,1,0,8,2,51,42,26,0,2,8,0,3,2,1,2,1,2,0,0,12,13,0,3,10,1,0,4,5,6,0,1,10,6,36,6,28,28,4,18,0,0,0,0,20,7,0,4,8,151,48,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529522453179764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617023159306625,0.08965933228933888,0.0,0.0,0.07327590203862579,0.0,0.0,0.2434609936198893,0.0,0.150687149452133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285559467175976,0.0,0.13137075680238425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234000497542698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089665572176641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165485567958764,0.0,0.11814587210823133,0.08324989027342551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09652574318217157,0.0,0.0,0.1145366613263659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22493278651278165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368734632102724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018499415338516,0.0,0.10528558596765547,0.0,0.0,0.09535823157783167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160795613458217,0.0,0.20391745274244907,0.1438522563395783,0.10924487851920116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085899277522836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600761262888182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470253311480478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778240517972837,0.0,0.13805897664891967,0.0,0.0,0.11568666027067552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568970581654313,0.1078797965724637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124101352925323,0.0,0.0,0.08913459826913972,0.24223832552439398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295371282644788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12335168649807983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34643190883955205,0.09418108608944584,0.09920471146284736,0.0,0.0,0.07158646842658492,0.20713178672602967,0.21173403345935884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213747759255216,0.1029628438549137,0.11971782064119132,0.0,0.23440917822484555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355565605768794,0.08552951087333605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723054422787597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15689129229433196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Throwawayoftheday09,2019/01/04,"Directionless I feel like I'm not going to achieve anything in my life. I feel like I don't know what I'm doing or what I want. I stop liking things once I have to do it for school or work, so how am I ever gonna find something that I won't grow to hate enough to end everything?

I've been having this thought constantly since the end of 2016. That's when I decided to stop in university to take a year off and find out what I really like. I did take a year off, but I didn't find out what I really like. I ended up choosing a different program in a different college in a different city. Now I have the same feelings of ""this isn't it"" and I'm behind in many courses because of it. It's not that I'm not good at these programs, hell I'm more than qualified and my grades can attest to that. I just feel like I'm not going where I want to go with this and I'm too impatient to wait for the penny to drop. 

I'm also dealing with the feeling that I'm able to do more than I'm currently doing. I could do university level stuff if I wanted to, so why aren't I? The reason is pretty simple: I couldn't find any program that peaked my interest but for some reason that is not acceptable in my head. 

There are a hundred reasons why I don't like what I'm currently doing and they're all pretty shallow. Like, they feel like they shouldn't be reasons. Actually some of them are reasons to choose this program in the first place... It's like I'm trying to find excuses to stop so I can do nothing and make no progress every single day. It doesn't help that I can't deal with stressful deadlines and end up procrastinating literally everything.

So now I'm just sitting here, stressing about wanting to make the most of my last few days of Christmas break. I got anxious about the new year, because I feel like time is flying by way too fast and I'm still not doing the things I wanted to by now. I'm gonna be 21 in four months but it feels like tomorrow. I thought I'd have things more figured out by now but I'm still as hopeless and directionless as ever, if not more...",3.404,4.110137664367823,4.90316091954023,85.73543103448276,72.35632183908045,8.006896551724138,27.143678160919546,8.238735603445708,1.5882505747126436,1624,55,355,24,30,547,183,435,0.083,0.773,0.14300000000000002,0.9718,5,0,1,0,0,1,37.0,0,0,3,4,24,20,2,2,15,0,35,2,1,8,3,80,79,26,0,10,17,0,8,12,0,4,1,0,0,0,29,15,0,4,26,0,0,4,18,5,0,2,6,8,36,15,55,65,12,58,1,1,0,0,7,19,1,7,43,231,65,11,0.06628215236818542,0.0,0.06468181939592202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05300581330175581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04507413652221957,0.0,0.0,0.07487996571146628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054544563793623733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080996974989982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716274595439865,0.0,0.05292090523817067,0.0,0.0,0.08549300978365272,0.1366679773041108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077522253632592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348252536523601,0.06848718173250468,0.0,0.0,0.1199120030837228,0.055845572095986784,0.0,0.11914024930133643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26811398234558553,0.2841118973737916,0.0,0.0,0.3029034323104273,0.056379564944125285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300902399092155,0.05559432467101485,0.053011892238689635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06543990302719364,0.06802461073117942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04442752956458692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03642693751351807,0.05402880074110193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04681704441377312,0.38858533927509376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848770279022387,0.06719969910615532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05290578165166589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401571578742768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06359951283680884,0.0,0.0,0.07058832905667986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06925074178775308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13486555564471242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849240881171421,0.3407454595569136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708107683183301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054829281379826296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05102723914600657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586602500275907,0.16624454189435944,0.15185196318747976,0.0,0.07587720659555527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996718593304692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13210475045271636,0.0,0.0,0.1052412503841478,0.038649656072838566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04500123058324765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19547465389053725,0.05261168736962453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961866596597633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048254196340663684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805059893814996
anxiety,sssstellaaaaa_,2019/01/04,"How it feels Does anyone else feel like their anxiety, to best explain it, would be if you walked into your room and all the furniture was slightly changed, but not enough to pick out what exactly it is, so you’re kinda just walking around really slowly and looking around like what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck. Or it’s like the suspense before a jump scare- but there is no jump scare- and it’s like that forever. ",2.937981927710844,5.291863445783137,3.0996234939759044,91.31883283132534,77.19277108433734,6.559638554216868,22.423192771084338,7.6454224807358475,0.9089771084337356,338,10,68,5,8,103,57,83,0.25,0.62,0.13,-0.9423,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,1,1,6,10,3,2,6,0,5,3,0,2,2,22,12,9,0,2,6,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,10,7,0,0,3,0,0,4,2,5,0,0,1,3,3,5,6,9,3,9,0,0,1,3,4,5,3,3,4,46,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098318042814176,0.0,0.0,0.12886153004848974,0.1888293409395113,0.0,0.3281186138591187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15681925735377755,0.0,0.1934035022967054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19495692132147036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612755198589071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15395265106936512,0.0,0.0,0.19042331212217387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863675481052872,0.13165852631747646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5111260583174949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3601438277695641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15475919952010425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806242956078875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690176819507342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091603229285434,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,little-baby-bear,2019/01/04,"Anxiety is destroying my relationship Hi 
I’ve been with my gf for over a year now but recently things have been rocky (at least from my perspective).

For the past couple months my anxiety has been getting way worse than normal and I’m scared that it’s going to ruin my relationship.

I constantly have intrusive thoughts of her cheating on me or not loving me or being sad and I keep on asking if she’s okay. This has started to really annoy her because it’s gotten to the point where I ask her once every two hours just because I’m terrified that we are/she is not okay.

It would be greatly appreciated if I could get some advice or know if this is normal.

Thank u for reading this",2.6754015837104066,4.933638316176474,4.367941176470591,82.37977375565613,77.6029411764706,7.714027149321268,24.432126696832576,8.617729084823388,1.8688751131221717,545,19,105,12,13,183,91,136,0.258,0.6629999999999999,0.079,-0.985,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,3,11,3,1,3,2,14,1,0,0,0,22,28,9,0,7,10,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,2,1,0,1,2,6,0,1,5,0,16,5,14,19,2,16,0,2,0,1,12,6,0,7,8,73,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15667281607950725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453043286763666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997741884708024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19547160386661305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17325998810897136,0.0,0.12801061870204555,0.17740231703299936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508510868443474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675318244776159,0.0,0.09111934760555278,0.0,0.0,0.17676461177652714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578929511739359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425088486982836,0.0,0.0,0.0881132850532356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470426542276318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797403618977074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31417910981483943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17074643064063955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530533178664383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515638625244013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603735878660956,0.0,0.1027116317611783,0.0,0.1583067303544753,0.344269266304029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605185002667253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348254094269974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761050733640446,0.0,0.0,0.10651626084137203,0.0,0.0,0.12728426993095532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15661930874220065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272626501915264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633901714336247,0.11389397415013135,0.0,0.0,0.10324739232047382
anxiety,Foei,2019/01/04,"After years of anxiety I'm starting my first 'real' job this Monday. I feel underqualified and scared. TL;DR I was a mess all my life in varying degrees, picked myself up along the way, got to a stable and workable emotional level which enabled me to work on my professional future. Graduated and landed a dream job which starts this Monday. I still feel like a failure and idiot. Now I'm nervous, scared and full of ice cream. Help. 


To be honest I kinda doubted to post this for quite a while now, but here we go. I could really use some input in how to deal with my worries. I've had a history of anxiety and other psychological issues for about half my life now. Turns out that being emotionally neglected in an abnormal household isn't a great start for a stable and confident personality. 2013 and 2014 (age 19/20) was my lowest point after a very dear friend died by suicide. I started having panic attacks on top of my already present psychological issues and my depression got really severe to the point I dropped out of school for an academic year to start therapy. I was diagnosed with generalised anxiety disorder, agoraphobia, dysthymia, avoidant personality disorder and a panic disorder.


The therapy was successful. To this date the therapy helped me to have a workable emotional baseline. I can function again, don't have panic attacks and constant agoraphobia anymore. This enabled me to continue my education and build a social life. Things aren't ideal though. The old me died along the way a long time ago. I can worry intensely about mundane things like certain expected social interactions or my professional future and I still tend to be avoidant from time to time. So yeah, workable, but not great. The therapy I had was mainly focused on the debilitating issues like my panic attacks, depression and suicidal tendencies that prevented me from living my life. Looking back I feel certain baseline issues may have been overlooked. Dysthymia is also a constant persisting factor in varying degrees and I figure it will stay this way.  


This is the part I'm anxious about for posting this here. I'm really worried someone will think this is humblebragging and will say something mean. I really can't use that at this moment, even if it is from some rando or the Internet. Silly, I know. The language barrier also doesn't make it easy to express myself as accurately as I'd like, so please be kind. All that constant worrying about the things I should do? It payed off. After wrapping up my therapy I continued my education. The constant worrying kept me really focused and even more ambitious then before. I did well. I got my law degree last December. A day after my graduation I received a call I was accepted for a job I'm really excited about but now I'm also scared shitless. Feels really awkward saying this but it plays a big part in why I worry so much about it: it's a really prestigious job which isn't generally fitting for someone with my level of education and being fresh out of uni. If this plays out well I have a great start for my future career. Cue crippling anxiety. I really feel I'm in over my head this time. 


For the first time in many many years (!) everything is looking really bright and I can't fucking deal with it. I start this Monday and I'm so worried about it. Don't know why but it really feels like I cheated myself into this job and that I'll fail miserably once I actually start. I have a way with words (in my native language at least) and I feel like I don't actually have the capacities required for this job, I'm just good at giving that impression. I still doubt if this is true from time to time. The answer varies from day to day. Today I feel like a cheat.


Also really worried about the social aspect. I tried to keep this short and failed miserably already, so without further detail my social worries: not blending in well socially if the work environment turns out to be very masculine, not remembering names or addressing someone with the wrong name, not being liked, visible excessive nervousness (sweating, shaking) and mainly that people will think that I'm awkward. 


God I sound like an awful mess lol but I'm really anxious guys. For the first time everything is looking perfect and it's giving me greater anxiety than when I still was a drop out. It really sucks, I didn't work this hard only to feel even worse. My plan is to pick up therapy along the way again. There's still a lot of work to do. This is however the long term plan and my job starts Monday. I could really use some pointers on how to make my anxiety about my job manageable again. Any other person would be so happy graduating and landing a dream job and I feel really shitty that I just can't feel that way. I want to enjoy this. I want to be proud and feel capable. This is my shot at leaving all my past failures behind me for good and I don't wanna blow it. ",4.587123800112932,6.744191766304348,5.846261998870697,74.42859683794471,71.55434782608697,9.1270468661773,29.774138904573693,9.639378586414507,3.177931677018634,3915,164,664,100,77,1308,351,920,0.221,0.625,0.155,-0.9978,11,2,1,0,0,1,95.0,1,0,0,25,47,71,8,18,50,3,62,8,2,9,7,135,122,61,4,13,20,0,13,9,1,7,5,3,1,4,53,47,0,8,21,4,1,3,17,34,3,4,16,21,83,37,106,88,17,126,0,7,5,1,25,41,2,15,80,461,136,31,0.0,0.0,0.06699280215755662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030427179992446145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575732703711605,0.10979926034513464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02334228333909646,0.0,0.15755190367298952,0.0775553126878981,0.03404133159815312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714946187169074,0.0,0.026393926423970343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029208179838238705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035049822357836435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837319887081624,0.0,0.05481168847336245,0.0,0.0,0.06641065847922868,0.07077545785133695,0.059128413636268064,0.0348393110986696,0.07124818597798524,0.0,0.11801880871204005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583354237014455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06801432601007243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061698474354832514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082699645282961,0.09808759405722824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759088122378242,0.0,0.0,0.026519530604845385,0.031733053884804775,0.0,0.06585563531701558,0.01950777734492652,0.05758062510534576,0.08235888945097035,0.1135308179748885,0.0,0.0339873013235897,0.0,0.03653976714773127,0.030748597890851187,0.0,0.035227513164588116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04601485744009571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330618085782654,0.3065617904619074,0.030509776059003787,0.0,0.03574436818193947,0.037728416436638615,0.02797958369648838,0.0,0.036345384353120624,0.0,0.0,0.0969794920212521,0.15092583780789934,0.0,0.03030974187285485,0.06075336633949861,0.0864734588241471,0.0,0.0,0.02918202040121947,0.0,0.0,0.045824616729750516,0.06960064186985175,0.0,0.037390157967606544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025232939378557646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03601847741685905,0.03655517120027705,0.0,0.026105828111711492,0.0,0.1610927005676706,0.0,0.07434159860680879,0.032767245654190716,0.02379674143342297,0.08991420747650472,0.0,0.037678713958884405,0.06489673513603811,0.0,0.06574802275850072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03650902888475364,0.0,0.03906954259465042,0.35183318507588546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03888371079080386,0.0,0.0,0.05459348399039055,0.10309640856407916,0.03473889070128857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03877765634394905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17495087085995947,0.08725078061349595,0.02642518228986513,0.0,0.0,0.21865970065402535,0.036586049501114035,0.13706057077655284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509229957277258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355228461294099,0.0,0.06841232585759782,0.043988348327154515,0.033724291779668784,0.0,0.1601221973609806,0.0,0.03253623463071435,0.0,0.0,0.023304527960604702,0.07467182666035073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893774247116612,0.0,0.056643697526028186,0.04049173303165075,0.16347426816587166,0.0,0.0,0.0925873133792396,0.0,0.061946229236052815,0.0,0.0,0.033088225770524574,0.0,0.09995649036816627,0.3137297615857501,0.034980266742848,0.02438360619379789,0.0375291699532364,0.0,0.06631282577497316
anxiety,modularform1728,2019/01/04,"Dealing with the 'fear of missing out' Hello all,

I find it very difficult to deal with the fear of missing out. There are certain things I want to do and certain things I want to achieve, and I constantly feel that I am missing out on living life to the fullest. This in part also stems from comparing myself constantly with my peers who are doing better than me (in terms of hobbies, career, travelling etc). This creates a constant sense of being not enough. There is a big disconnect (in my personal self image) between where I am now and where I want to be, and this creates an impatience and fear that further generates anxiety.

Have you experienced similar emotions? How do I deal with these mindfully? On one hand it also motivates me to always keep pushing and exploring, but on the other hand it generates lot of negative emotions like anxiety, discontent and self-loathing.",9.294,8.591176400000005,8.877500000000003,67.03750000000004,60.0,12.75,43.125,11.93303328291395,5.436250000000001,704,37,114,19,8,226,96,160,0.138,0.7390000000000001,0.124,-0.5356,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,3,9,11,0,3,7,0,11,3,2,2,3,30,19,11,0,3,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,13,14,0,1,4,1,0,3,2,7,0,1,0,4,14,4,27,17,6,21,0,3,0,0,8,13,0,1,6,96,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020126889751464,0.10509617110593293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932464973752389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170681988783376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4094736446519137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.390645816075279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841530418833564,0.0,0.13050719232766214,0.14086385496774198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.426385908466296,0.06386378110209158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544080365766925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226600037806188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921320552194867,0.06170641513443911,0.0,0.1115299399764912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738029368226336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753240007064798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855877754302023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677638801997544,0.0,0.0,0.11028496167948182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26352805694828485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678233273107796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421514329659004,0.22349450748417504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HypochondriacAdam,2019/01/04,"Chronic tightness/pain linked to anxiety? Hi guys,

I suffer from chronic tightness specifically lower back/hip flexor/psoas/ and IT band and upper shoulder and wrist, and also have varying degree's of anxiety. I was wondering if any of you guys experience anything similar and if there is anything you do (readings/exercises ) that help? 

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Thanks in advance:)",9.281721311475408,11.079955491803284,8.734549180327871,59.6021516393443,59.65573770491804,10.69016393442623,44.758196721311464,10.686352973137794,5.739062295081968,299,18,37,7,4,95,48,61,0.15,0.7609999999999999,0.08900000000000001,-0.4329,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,10,6,8,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,5,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,1,5,5,0,3,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,3,0,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18178033624494586,0.0,0.2462911183655205,0.27620745926963336,0.15457911467775282,0.0,0.3477842253300318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3741147821010939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17478794684380733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22235354519625009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4501467892035172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523616139385859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418746800277488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20927721178656208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465088276714287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27620745926963336,0.0
anxiety,nirure,2019/01/04,"Starting again after sick leave at university This may just be an incoherent ramble, but let's hope for the best.

In October last year, I just crashed. I was crying all the time, I could barely eat, shower, get up. It was the lowest point, I've ever been at. A well-made mix of depression and anxiety. I wasn't getting any help then, but since I've started group therapy to deal with the anxiety, which is slowly helping, but the results are not overwhelming.

Since I am one of the most stubborn persons on this planet, I decided not to take the whole year off, but try off with a few months, in which I should have written the most important paper, I have to do for my education, in order to finish my degree. This was supposed to be group work, but as I had to take the sick leave, I now have to do it by myself. Which also means that I have to do the oral presentation by myself, which scares the living shit out of me.

I'm starting exams on Monday, another one later this month, lectures for about three months and then another exam (thankfully in a group), and at some point in between this I have to finish my bachelors degree. I am already SO stressed out. It seems like staying at home, just doing the regular stuff like dishes, washing clothes, taking care of my cat and boyfriend, making food and shopping is *enough.* I just don't feel like I can do all those things AND write papers AND go to lectures and socialise - but I don't feel it's a choice to extend my sick leave.

I have been given the choice of medication - sertraline, to be more specific. I've been on fluxotine in my late teenage years (I'm almost 24 now) for a couple of years, and it was hell. I keep reading about the side effects of sertraline, and it doesn't seem worth it, but somehow it seems like the only way to go, to be able to do all these things. 

It just seems so meaningless to keep pushing myself to get this education, because I don't have any particular plans with it. I just needed SOMETHING to do, something that would give me time to mature more and get better. I have no dreams of getting a fancy job, I just wanna get a decent pay to support my future family. I just wanna be happy, but I don't know how to do this. I feel like none of the choices I have, are good enough. I could get a job now, but I'm afraid that I can't keep it because of the anxiety. 

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TL;DR: Took a few months of sick leave from uni because of anxiety and depression, now have to start again, but it seems overwhelming. Have the opportunity of starting sertraline, but will it help? I have a major lack of motivation to continue (thanks, depression)",5.632173668417102,5.815723951550387,6.291922980745188,79.59946361590399,67.23643410852713,9.371242810702675,30.404851212803198,9.19923166143015,2.4449701925481366,2053,71,404,35,31,673,225,516,0.157,0.7240000000000001,0.12,-0.953,5,0,2,0,0,0,80.0,0,0,0,7,23,26,3,5,29,0,54,10,1,5,4,78,98,30,0,9,21,0,3,5,0,4,6,0,2,1,32,17,3,4,13,3,3,4,11,11,0,3,12,3,41,15,72,74,17,62,1,5,0,0,10,21,2,12,39,295,73,12,0.06909647815946443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06919014191111263,0.0,0.07624968184174316,0.05525642862025375,0.0,0.07486600521757608,0.08395978395016576,0.09397594913526576,0.14490736396622622,0.2114344666664512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636171526705806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251249091442181,0.061110219866307824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704484645224435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103358307574662,0.0764539388474286,0.07589923673751442,0.0,0.07123543496623327,0.1785380861720564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070294711181525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14279026518320148,0.0,0.0,0.06250172034326558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06513801017966618,0.0,0.1048117664228921,0.0987250756065011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355173566121593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527004059044804,0.06628363798986882,0.07853824173397539,0.05795484761995692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355448584454047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894173845711888,0.0,0.06930940137641109,0.0686283934923113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713518562356802,0.1842483737385911,0.0,0.0,0.03797361736742713,0.05632285188405399,0.07794383699462233,0.2926527745081136,0.0,0.07065583034767557,0.0,0.1687852451539503,0.0,0.061013456120970415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0461224357143886,0.0,0.0,0.07526632104233888,0.0,0.0696074324274751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22060859859212234,0.0,0.0,0.05123416303694719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364312366352637,0.05255098524682618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060332379553439286,0.0,0.0,0.13063701163232475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911517664775728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917762861569812,0.0,0.0,0.3145141931707302,0.0,0.0,0.07092654188761836,0.11431464151362515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638768927130232,0.0,0.0,0.2445342143944514,0.07364765213903222,0.0,0.0,0.07914978227903571,0.0,0.07909893630502343,0.0,0.07840986458504855,0.0,0.0,0.1558558572393306,0.0,0.0,0.12722950736924288,0.07901784459313023,0.0,0.09180925964014536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058142414788373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676872962431057,0.04691197305832934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05484556818665896,0.0,0.0,0.062126032018790564,0.0,0.0,0.07714375028755018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050303059035173216,0.0,0.0,0.04908415560967568,0.0,0.08395978395016576,0.17798346607068588
anxiety,puta_trinity,2019/01/04,"Too Late to Call Someone.. Need to Talk I just woke up from a terrible dream where I died in a car accident. That was enough to wake me up with my heart pumping fast. I tried brushing it off and falling back asleep but it didn’t quite work. 

I then texted my boyfriend about it thinking getting it out might be nice and relieve from stress. 

But now I’m just thinking about things that aren’t really related. I recently just started living by myself temporarily. But I’ve been so anxious about it. Making sure I locked the door. I just am unrealistically imagining someone coming in to hurt me but I know that isn’t going to happen. I know I’m being irrational but I can’t stop. 

I just want to sleep. Forget about it all. And wake in the morning so there is some distance to the feeling I have now. 
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anxiety,satanhoe,2019/01/04,Does anyone else get this? Do you ever get this random wave of anxious discomfort that almost covers your entire body but lasts like a couple seconds? Sometimes it’s brought on by overthinking ,6.124313725490197,8.91256711764706,5.488823529411764,75.89637254901962,69.0,6.886274509803924,28.98039215686275,7.793537801064563,2.3311098039215694,158,6,22,2,3,48,32,34,0.104,0.805,0.09,0.2982,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,4,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,1,3,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948880614477389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33268859675947904,0.0,0.2059134629968114,0.30173864530111594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32711074344748114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325846330041147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577091920161303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460076603723693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26638203998558485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077165568303952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400477314909113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387238519722065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912570195000702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,eddywap1738,2019/01/04,No autonomous breathing Sometimes when anxious I will unconsciously  concentrate on my breathing and it feels like my body’s autonomous breathing system is turned off and it is up to me to control it. It happens mostly before bed and I stay up for hours and this feels like torture because every time I fall asleep I’ll instantly wake up because I’m not breathing!! Anybody get this or know how to get rid of it?,6.478076923076928,7.405016294871796,6.681179487179487,74.94715384615388,65.53846153846153,8.804102564102564,37.3948717948718,8.841846274778883,3.4108841025641023,333,17,57,5,5,107,52,78,0.108,0.83,0.062,-0.5696,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,0,3,7,7,2,0,12,11,7,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,6,2,10,10,1,11,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,5,36,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701285083787299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29152092129401264,0.0,0.20346670727542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26559953681252185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681844489455662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014621794563096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418044313934687,0.3416433324144404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24985231026757446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21144595888987747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354771623169672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140970621231274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23363609807349345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364878898727897,0.0,0.0,0.2548615855364468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942813468340146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26008520183328643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spoon_spoon_,2019/01/04,I have never felt this much dread in my life I am severely depressed and anxious with several forms of anxiety. Over the past few weeks I have just been feeling this nonstop dread that something is going to happen and/or I’m on my last few days here. Now I’m not suicidal even though I have had some thoughts before but school is beginning very soon and that may make my situation worse,5.663599999999999,6.6868908266666685,5.5213333333333345,82.19400000000003,67.4,9.2,31.0,9.3871,2.6402,312,12,60,6,5,97,59,75,0.193,0.762,0.045,-0.8626,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,1,0,9,1,0,1,1,13,18,4,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,4,2,7,0,6,13,5,12,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,8,43,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586266462835396,0.2342530721562132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17644454317998615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372735951076387,0.0,0.1785952769187979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369565734553893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048453405656285,0.0,0.19909411942059355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178450995969355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833640801641147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16902268101040216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14646155856239745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841163006490084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15243039745698728,0.0,0.15992560310070866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19794460739217046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20985517530756026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4685061443124264,0.0,0.0,0.23307664650650795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15963265233936175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268136283710909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20372605516972336,0.1646173711873961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17109028000643872,0.0,0.0,0.16632834339548644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21131331085806074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AnimatedTurtle,2019/01/04,"I think/know I changed I changed and it makes me sad sometimes because I never feel like I belong anymore
I’m just always with people questioning if I even belong here, if people even want me here. 
It hurts. Mainly because I feel like they would be happier without me being around.",2.6950000000000003,5.4110996111111165,3.4348148148148177,86.4666666666667,80.66666666666667,5.0814814814814815,25.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,1.1464666666666663,225,9,39,2,6,71,35,54,0.217,0.6970000000000001,0.086,-0.7286,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,14,8,3,0,4,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,11,2,3,5,1,2,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,3,3,29,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17338271066031416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20664964578475092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18549580768947924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540440279254977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44086120150084096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27525629812187075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21071891323874292,0.2977228800430413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22306719736511468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145161415053743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036006718143077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909034063665546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16070980886049765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889186736934206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334250206111073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20608584739718624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133516759975334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290356891701773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20086376807585699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480219294117323,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,milankunderafangirl,2019/01/04,"Intense Anxiety for 2nd Semester Study Abroad So I was studying abroad this past fall, but because of the way my program works, we do trimesters, so late September-early December, January-March, April-June is about how it goes, and I'm about to return for the 2nd stretch.

Here's the thing: I don't want to go back. I fly out on Saturday (it's Friday 3AM here) and I want nothing more than to go back to my normal university, hang out with my school friends, and eat Trader Joe's and work with the professors I know and love for the next 6 months. 

I had a good time last trimester, it's not that I was miserable or homesick the whole time or anything, but I just really don't want to go back, like I feel like I did my time. After spending a month at home with my boyfriend and my friends and people who love me, I can't see myself being happy going back to having 4 people I'm close with and living on rice and spending 6 hours in the library every day. 

Looking at the calendar and seeing that I'll be gone for 6 months makes me want to vomit, I've been crying over it all day, and I just absolutely do not want to go back. Anyone else ever experience this? Anyone have any tips to curb this? I'm worried that I'll get there and feel so terribly homesick and awful and want to come home immediately. ",4.546495005549389,4.999587747169811,5.406392896781359,84.06577136514986,69.64150943396226,8.499445061043286,28.04106548279689,8.4952907291091,1.7887491675915643,1023,33,215,15,17,335,147,265,0.11,0.745,0.14400000000000002,0.9547,0,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,0,2,17,12,0,1,10,1,15,4,0,2,2,46,41,22,0,7,8,0,2,2,2,0,1,0,4,0,12,23,1,1,3,0,2,9,5,4,0,0,6,5,22,8,31,33,3,42,0,3,3,2,6,10,0,2,24,128,34,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096964664910434,0.0,0.07983654076832772,0.0,0.0,0.14594448452564165,0.1069310631976956,0.08588092235898448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4012391600212965,0.0,0.0636180240086027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989850552223529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146366078079172,0.1346095380512345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678824145427772,0.08718094645166677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440128136057586,0.0879293720161563,0.0,0.0,0.10208592905096152,0.0,0.0,0.1055369889302841,0.07455613692301848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612594354189548,0.0,0.05452476687659899,0.0,0.29655626336262864,0.0875337806116939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109514546812188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209366918681068,0.0,0.10277541453465576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05735455148583905,0.085068848641852,0.11772472895212095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197187104472168,0.0,0.09215343844015453,0.0,0.08763768205710226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18838131472220326,0.0,0.06966235500393242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499019339613411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099002696207493,0.0,0.10225246918647594,0.10013802373914528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962520855221227,0.14470275305941868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668568828012924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561977858965264,0.1663257886207335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933338557079706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18256272751314545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693319899839784,0.08283759047485653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165162948493097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15195336074581198,0.1059845393471752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,eggfart001,2019/01/04,"Starting Seraquil, I'm nervous to start, have you had experience with it that you could describe to me? What can I expect?  Hi,  I have been prescribed Serequil and I'm too nervous to start it,  have you taken it?  What's your experience with the drug? ",3.8024999999999984,5.742980916666671,4.331666666666667,85.38000000000002,73.16666666666666,6.466666666666668,30.75,7.1686216300943375,1.780774999999999,196,9,38,2,4,62,31,48,0.112,0.888,0.0,-0.6322,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,7,1,0,0,0,5,13,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,7,0,5,9,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,28,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24855292289067465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610167268894093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6090350180811491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6610330658745099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jimmyjamz33,2019/01/04,"Can't sleep So the past few days my anxiety has been rapid, much more than it usually it. It feels as if I have at least 3 panic attacks a die now, Its 3am now and I cannot calm down at all even tho I have no reason to be worried (beside losing my debit card but I'm canceling it tmrw anyway). Anyone else experience this? Any tips. I'm on zero medication besides marijuana ",-0.07088607594936748,2.1870908354430405,3.3239113924050656,85.30257594936712,90.01265822784809,6.197974683544303,19.292405063291138,7.554174236665415,0.8681584810126584,292,9,61,6,10,106,66,79,0.191,0.809,0.0,-0.8549,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,1,1,2,0,7,2,1,1,1,6,10,6,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,1,1,5,1,7,8,5,9,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,5,43,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16436348474292484,0.0,0.1848989345456821,0.0,0.0,0.16900143362871786,0.2476490021338014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27496729874663056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587574264761725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508452142155975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20190834868927895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15963979006190882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23642782279861865,0.0,0.0,0.12221018483875945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703991536678002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24348613157010646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17767644177380826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835814865163893,0.0,0.0,0.2307288709896501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485066402347835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241873370433274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661971015566849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454568824627957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fencing49,2019/01/04,"I want the 2-weeks-ago me back. So I started a new job which I was so excited for. The job is a systems engineering position for a large company and I was super excited to get the chance to futher my my background in IT.

First week was great (started December 17th) went home for Christmas everything was great, coming back the week after that, on Thursday December 27th I was sitting at my computer and had a massive panic attack, I tried everything to ground myself but being that this was my first one I've ever had, none of it was working, I somehow got home and my girlfriend was there to help me with a weighted blanket at that was nice but it was still about 5 hours of a panic attack.

The worst was that I've never had an attack before so I was scared shitless not knowing what was going on. 

I was hoping I'd get better by the end of the day but I couldn't sleep for shit I was like hallucinating or something with my dreams where half of them were reality and the other half weren't  it was awful. 

The anxiety then kicked in after that and I spent the weekend, New year's, and all of this week in a brain fog.

Went to the clinic, they couldn't do anything, called my doctor for a medicine adjustment (gonna lower my dose of strattera from 80 to 40 mg).

Also made an appointment with a therapist for the first time since I was like 12 gonna see em on Tuesday.


Things were looking good I was hoping g to return to work Friday (today) but here I am at 2:30 am writing this post because i was locked in anxiety almost the entire night. 

I had a massive panic attack yesterday (thursday) afternoon at 3:30 pm while just doing some work from my home computer but was able to control it pretty quickly but it still just added more fuel to the fire.

I'm upset, tired, and this is only feeding the anxiety and now I'm terrified that my job is gonna fire me cuz I'm still on probation cuz I'm new for 3 months. 

I think the main stem is that I'm lonely as fuck right now. Two of my roommates are gone leaving only me at my house and work I only know 1 or 2 guys well. I went from being a social butterfly to a shut in without me being aware.

I just want to fucking work, I've worked my ass off to become an engineer and to get the position I'm in.

 I've gone my entire life without a panic attack but now that I've had my first one my life has gone to shit so quickly after just one fucking panic attack. 

I was so fucking happy 2 Weeks ago and now the only emotion I feel is crippling anxiety. I just wish I could fucking restore the emotional state I had two weeks ago.

Just needed to vent really. 

Seeing the community here helps me know that I'm not alone. 

I don't really know what else to do in the meantime anyways, if I lay here I get stuck in my head and will trigger another panic attack. My chest hurts from how tense I've been.

I'm fucking exhausted.

I want the old me back.",2.7492342342342373,4.286684554054059,4.4085135135135145,85.42274774774775,75.08108108108108,7.163063063063063,25.34009009009009,7.8658589789855275,1.4118630630630626,2264,77,460,33,48,762,257,592,0.177,0.69,0.133,-0.9894,4,3,1,0,0,0,50.0,0,0,2,13,35,41,15,8,38,1,51,22,7,6,3,66,102,34,0,11,20,0,4,2,1,4,7,0,3,1,24,16,2,1,7,2,1,8,10,27,1,11,41,7,58,14,64,51,6,85,0,2,3,7,9,22,9,8,53,315,82,12,0.05226507169130757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389894976811086,0.0,0.05233591962488055,0.05413085195128852,0.0,0.04179635894868836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05480448474388578,0.15993054715223282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04300970072922946,0.0,0.0,0.4162134499571529,0.0,0.12056584200082013,0.0,0.031860302596164285,0.057722665424911765,0.044473726504878484,0.0,0.0,0.04622420863496152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05834510510449412,0.05336848178215649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04502173139634225,0.0,0.0,0.05861972209105255,0.04172940689791914,0.0,0.0,0.033706647459392065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053495515536767166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043660760890569285,0.11758234193278436,0.04629134042334238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04727674957661186,0.0,0.0,0.09394495272974002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026426790636818652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17782657312400788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899092995428124,0.10922537118970256,0.0,0.02970344469121987,0.043837462435137975,0.0418011523367016,0.11524485210315667,0.0,0.05175063807726032,0.0,0.055637140680455964,0.0,0.0,0.05363904202882956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006435170851076,0.0,0.15727838501955047,0.10382201818324098,0.05147056761897492,0.06030687548891955,0.055950840217468815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559505706228546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489406620733875,0.0,0.0,0.05534116444049013,0.0,0.0,0.07383273159474105,0.05106814803525732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043889496926030704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049454474550880784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04171748158613218,0.0,0.0,0.038753888410785815,0.04031004532780258,0.15143379577122235,0.0,0.04904722924923767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05484340080864576,0.0,0.10624849562615073,0.15899976870227822,0.0,0.3679308029457933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050055491280048416,0.05317236754250482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696468649819838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04463408565287665,0.0,0.0,0.05232645447847434,0.0,0.08329699071265792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729869004373103,0.04323420739539795,0.0,0.05230281690102302,0.053277658693608905,0.0,0.04023620562834389,0.0,0.0,0.07398697349991036,0.0,0.12521686129867088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060683776563656776,0.03472259125815378,0.03348934756869069,0.0,0.0,0.03047618360777427,0.06007101140651769,0.04954117676893223,0.0,0.0,0.03548455290898832,0.0,0.10211076126092776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248188027454204,0.0,0.2096194396512069,0.0636447770277204,0.046992576233262036,0.14535073523756625,0.0,0.0,0.06010225308506325,0.10076332805397564,0.0,0.2282975679916288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03365699259151613
anxiety,GoCommitScooterAnkle,2019/01/04,Anyone get anxiety for no reason and can’t concentrate in class? I’m in a college level chemistry class in high school and the curriculum itself is easy but I have no desire to learn it and I have no interest in chemistry. I hate it and it’s extremely boring. The only reason I signed up for it was because I thought I needed it for graduation. Anyways every single day I regret signing up. I always and extremely anxious and don’t have any motivation for taking notes or paying attention. Also everyone around me is paying attention and knows what they’re doing and I am clueless because I don’t want to learn because I’m so disinterested. Also almost every day I feel sick and either need to use the bathroom or feel like throwing up and my mind is in cycle of anxiety and I definitely wouldn’t take any notes or pay attention. I feel this everyday and an overwhelming sense of fear. I’m thinking of dropping the class at the end of the semester because it’s too stressful. ,4.088789682539684,6.178276724867724,5.811583994709,74.4357886904762,72.75661375661377,8.53452380952381,30.33101851851852,9.188382445141503,3.060949470899472,787,35,132,18,16,269,104,189,0.21,0.69,0.1,-0.9715,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,6,8,1,3,8,0,13,1,0,4,0,43,30,19,0,6,5,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,13,0,0,14,0,3,1,7,6,0,0,2,3,15,2,21,27,2,18,0,2,0,0,0,12,0,4,5,92,24,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14945917051083732,0.0,0.0,0.23872129060189154,0.12419365204733344,0.0,0.0,0.20299954614588814,0.0,0.22836215631676335,0.16861775097293427,0.0,0.10436385666284967,0.0,0.0,0.13287023664983766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639423502923007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19251663507932326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13219726320082478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25151065920373944,0.1426213119929913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16795544689118855,0.2264062370252939,0.10662912014057813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798054134597865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14736023404245005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15769805188115155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202765880033616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729193553832735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070686545916656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22134411920000044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351655665930095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069217914234572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15105589593631769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709732120615594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22444514491839354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563775977266133,0.0,0.118493263056056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890999204183148,0.0,0.0,0.08803555449862586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WorkAccount17,2019/01/04,"Running out of lexapro, can't get a refill. What do I do? I'm deployed right now and I've got about 11 days of 10mg lexapro pills left. I won't be able to get a refill for about 3 weeks. What do I do?

Should I start taking half doses or just go normal until I run out?",-1.4280414746543784,0.3001394677419356,1.1868663594470057,102.32887096774193,89.80645161290323,3.542857142857143,15.308755760368664,3.1291,-1.4053760368663597,205,4,54,0,7,70,44,62,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,8,2,0,0,0,7,15,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,5,0,9,11,0,12,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,5,31,7,0,0.3524549960368693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22730431456945666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682863767715333,0.0,0.20030829657632387,0.0,0.28189045770732285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3829433844634587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34533106283478915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30099464083410604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24946946027080505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26500229345426163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827181380631472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xiphoidantistatic,2019/01/04,"Does anyone else find themselves repeating certain phrases that don’t necessarily make sense when you get nervous or scared? This may sound stupid but I’m honestly curious if this happens to anyone else. I’m 20 and a lot of times if my anxiety flares up I end up saying something about chickens being funny. Socializing is not my strong suit, and sometimes if someone in my family asks a question that makes me nervous I sometimes answer half the question and then it just becomes “chickens are funny”. Or if I get a very obscene thought that I don’t want to think of I think that repeatedly occasionally.",4.776249999999997,7.281822696428572,5.529785714285712,75.36521428571429,72.03571428571428,7.694285714285716,33.52142857142857,8.548686976883017,3.111925714285714,490,25,80,9,10,159,77,112,0.158,0.7,0.142,-0.2365,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,3,7,1,3,4,0,6,0,0,2,1,25,18,12,0,5,9,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,7,3,0,0,7,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,2,10,3,8,15,1,9,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,10,6,51,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778983606377792,0.0,0.0,0.23360508324207255,0.3423170118507934,0.0,0.0,0.15616558667163313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18448933197964845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461831984587322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279091221832177,0.0,0.14795329370668936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15747622937014782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15267714111101455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17454942194440573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771834551853066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201665036641434,0.0,0.0,0.22300918451869667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3742598030493597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328417913076324,0.1672423225873924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702824980355391,0.14153764811598146,0.128600275873007,0.3304257977838266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21407283658510834,0.0,0.13261597197034314,0.09740594467872292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783055587677398,0.098528138450034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,heyoctavio,2019/01/04,"I can't breathe or function from when I wake up until I sleep It's been like this for 3 weeks. All day every day. I did xanax for most of it but I don't want to do it anymore. It won't go away. I've been clean for 3 days and I can't function. I usually make music every day and other than work and the girl I'm seeing, it's all I do. But I just can't. Not from lack of creativity I just cannot function. I don't know what to do. The only time I'm okay is when I'm with her. But she's been distant. We were talking a lot, and facetimed almost every day, then on New Years her friend mentioned she's more publicly affectionate with me than with anyone else she's been with. And she's been distant since then. 

I've never been on this subreddit I'm so sorry if I did something wrong or if I'm annoying I just don't know what else to do. 

The alternative has been facetiming my ex.  Just because she's been depressed and lonely, and I feel like I'm going to die 24/7. But we haven't been together for 2 years it's nothing like that I'm crazy about the girl I'm with, she just pulled back at a bad moment and I feel like I can't be alone right now.

I just don't want to rely on anyone. My music was going so well and I was finally making moves and being productive, then something happened. That I don't want to talk about but life-long type shit. And since then I just can't do anything. I feel like a slob and it makes everything worse. It's been almost a month of not doing shit, and nothing has changed. 

I don't know what to do guys. Before this I was at ""ok so I'm definitely going to have to kill myself"" and now I just want to be ok so that's progress. 

But the inability to breathe, function, shaking, and tight chest have not gone away. They won't go away, it's there the whole day. Being awake is torture",-0.16486005089058509,1.9069881374045816,1.988010178117048,96.36455979643769,87.47328244274809,4.81648854961832,18.402544529262084,6.199608861193314,-0.2830563867684477,1410,38,332,13,45,472,159,393,0.17,0.703,0.127,-0.9614,0,3,2,0,0,1,42.0,2,0,1,2,21,21,5,1,10,3,48,8,7,3,3,65,78,36,2,7,21,1,4,5,1,2,1,0,1,3,19,22,0,1,6,0,0,9,19,10,1,0,17,5,39,11,39,55,7,45,0,2,1,0,20,10,2,8,31,214,58,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18301130615981914,0.09464396527427713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062617121928196,0.12779253128772938,0.09363143310099407,0.07519941910275715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575685725957649,0.07026694852846592,0.07629996968130544,0.055705485205605684,0.0,0.0777591646023451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666980695618936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536021315012464,0.0,0.07870699362441626,0.0,0.0948398608157627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152675503474214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309792739549021,0.0,0.08212805196423174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13861612177796806,0.19584948670163224,0.0,0.10010427380973247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07060133691656463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596718587037965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904823296982918,0.08080860668552706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110040076398076,0.0,0.15066311013541636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06454565403335906,0.2232226103525924,0.0,0.0,0.08087000010789643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776895219207282,0.0,0.0,0.1829941441847264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294006534612105,0.0971243708078324,0.0,0.0,0.07047926261427095,0.08825709302353084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175366565901677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949996187580004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07803954122838097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281944780358221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18760416894256127,0.15118390625269065,0.0,0.09144777530902068,0.0,0.0,0.14070031824677404,0.0,0.1022944217108341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14689842733905267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05328545107071832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100644120878052,0.0,0.2155973669896584,0.0,0.07330095223705417,0.0,0.08216319516219628,0.0,0.0,0.10202449447443583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652702454121548,0.0,0.09312584127306844,0.0,0.09991163160268554,0.0,0.11769374111955873
anxiety,flyingfrog_23,2019/01/04,"Anxious for days Everything came to a head over new year and ended in a dumb argument.

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I have been feeling a stone in my Chest for days now. Can't stop thinking about it.

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Do any of you have experience with this? Something happens and it's painfully stalking you for days? Can't stop thinking about it?

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I just can't put it aside, my head is my own worst enemy.

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Would be nice to know I'm not alone with this. Every few months k have an episode like this.",2.599896907216497,5.092684092783507,2.790938144329896,92.32970618556705,79.20618556701032,5.5294845360824745,26.194845360824733,6.742157984588678,1.020963711340206,395,16,79,4,10,120,64,97,0.183,0.7,0.117,-0.8757,0,1,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,0,0,4,5,1,0,4,0,11,4,3,0,0,14,18,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,2,4,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,2,1,7,2,13,14,3,15,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,11,50,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762441323597073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4503666511390991,0.505071515678003,0.0706656401938816,0.0,0.0,0.11739416709820318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885086951540465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20104938445638715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203768592912756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755271667181226,0.0,0.09339193869623363,0.10164863250399757,0.0,0.0,0.052542454690291465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189153110546927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132931670865726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05710886682047345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05076753153902125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294381698315416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036157955811664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057269377226588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446309438749328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999870435235766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17375488307523967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331688400167521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381810583346822,0.0,0.505071515678003,0.06691773634394299
anxiety,3Ddicpic,2019/01/04,"Feeling like I’m going to lose control while driving and other issues Im using my throw away 


About a month ago I was overly stressed while driving on a highway and I nearly blacked out for no known reason. I was fine then all of the sudden I was having trouble feeling like I was in control. I got off the road, did some breathing exercises and made my way back home by residential roads. Since then driving is fine until I think of that instance and I again have that feeling like I’m out of control. That’s when I thought I might be panicking about things.

Then at work the other day they loaded me with more work than I could ever handle. I have to do the work. But my body just felt like it was struggling to stay up and going and my chest hurt so much. I’ve never felt pain in my chest but I did then. Since then I’ve been so stressed and I’ve had so many instances where my heart rate is terrifying (how accurate are Apple watches?). I’m exhausted from it all. 

Any advice?",2.078801904258132,4.184556060301509,3.2002644802962195,90.77305474742133,78.84924623115577,5.395503834964295,23.53901084369215,6.339386263674448,0.5414763819095474,772,26,159,6,19,248,117,199,0.126,0.795,0.078,-0.9247,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,7,12,14,0,3,6,0,19,8,5,7,4,35,34,22,0,1,3,0,5,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,8,10,0,3,9,1,0,6,2,8,0,0,14,7,21,6,25,17,5,39,0,2,2,0,1,14,0,2,21,112,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199623551233948,0.10882178587657117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348289128430658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533966071300587,0.0943969901405367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363617592679926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4130666458091176,0.0980160801635638,0.0,0.0,0.07917182881383109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104595106538624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18621763083241652,0.2631052358522957,0.2357430162126086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953781912648125,0.0,0.09818459937344076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547446999149372,0.0,0.0,0.1231410647794344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142008112863066,0.0,0.13260485457191248,0.1281324339946321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23990274790500926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13734013478920948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616109842835487,0.0,0.12446217737419732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023189576285168,0.0,0.0,0.09798806940561207,0.0,0.09024475902044148,0.0,0.09468221400586954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306282395217334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622057060056188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20310125893913825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13084877553122826,0.0,0.0,0.2812486696853232,0.1283382987376076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155812749918502,0.07866142415941982,0.0,0.0974599242751246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602761489284272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974433703194101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681182694514881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Whatthefuck77,2019/01/04,"My job makes me feel physically ill regularly. I feel paralyzed. What do I do? I've felt physical symptoms from stress and anxiety related to work since I started the job (I work as a paralegal) Honestly? I'm so tired of it. 

I recently came back from a vacation and immediately I felt the feel of sickness and psychosomatic symptoms come back.

Part of me thinks I should quit, but part of me also thinks every job I have will feel this way, whether that's because I have anxiety or because i'm lazy/stupid. I just feel totally paralyzed. I can't focus well, and I feel that I struggle with critical thinking because my brain is always on alert. And I am so fucking tired and terrified that I'm going to ruin a client's life because my anxiety is so overwhelming that I am not working to the best of my ability. 

When do you know when to quit a job, especially when it's due to anxiety and stress? ",4.270912646675357,5.611961932203396,6.120000000000001,75.43572359843547,70.92090395480227,10.417905258583225,33.389395914819644,10.560738912317856,3.8402493698391993,710,35,137,22,13,246,93,177,0.22,0.7070000000000001,0.073,-0.9766,4,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,6,11,9,1,4,7,0,12,9,1,1,1,30,33,18,0,1,5,0,8,0,0,2,7,0,0,0,8,10,0,0,12,0,0,3,2,6,1,0,3,8,23,3,15,28,4,13,0,2,0,1,1,1,1,1,8,91,31,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831884841667646,0.08655685155608328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183143250800566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997708716925793,0.0,0.25364987235592845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916746436478868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612592518290978,0.0,0.11897650019601674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960803485353548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764526380613083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155879664783645,0.0,0.19975997644650034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961691232659071,0.0,0.0,0.05911961234296596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4129137008239793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0571692334449407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347569474650187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943726927282211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22529714241043225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212860641703117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027118035387326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605027490050175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362919077592613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383197964230715,0.10874916230768597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21624290712559927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19996440814809746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391220913480768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256993429793863,0.0,0.0,0.09353066348998028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271935773579922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Woohoo97,2019/01/04,"Fucked things up again How do you get yourself out of the mindset you fuck everything up? I’m so down and my anxiety is ripping me apart. Everything I do, I fuck up.",-0.7263725490196079,1.2867577352941204,1.5435294117647054,94.08921568627451,104.0,5.79607843137255,23.31372549019608,7.1686216300943375,1.3757019607843135,129,6,28,3,6,43,26,34,0.327,0.6729999999999999,0.0,-0.9201,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,3,3,3,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,0,3,8,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,0,6,8,0,7,0,0,0,3,2,6,3,0,1,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21881649780113055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5141408169596817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7933060786136559,0.14944182722021998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19002938335369252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lamorphyse,2019/01/04,"I had a great interview, so why am I more nervous NOW? I've been applying to and interviewing for jobs for over a year now, but every time I receive an offer, I get cold feet and decline. Even though I dread going in to my current job most days, I've convinced myself that it's better to work with the devil you know than having to experience change and new challenges. I also like my current team. We're up against a huge project/trip overseas and I've been assigned so many responsibilities. Surely if I were to leave now I would be the absolute worst person and everyone would hate me. The guilt would eat me up. That's basically my mindset right now.

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But the place I interviewed at today is great. It's established, an industry standard, lots of growth, and the people I met seem awesome. They've followed up asking for my references already. Not to be too arrogant, but I could easily see an offer being extended. Everyone in my life is telling me to leave my current job.

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I'm so stressed and I can't sleep. I feel like if I received an offer, I'd be an idiot not to accept. I also feel like I would be screwing my current team over if I left. But it's been 5 years at this place and nothing ever changes, I don't know why I hope that it will.

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At this point I could receive an offer to earn a million dollars a day for doing nothing and I'd still feel this way.",3.5381363636363647,5.0998925928571435,4.7979220779220775,83.33253246753249,73.07142857142857,7.376623376623378,29.155844155844154,8.00094639256281,1.966928571428572,1106,46,216,16,22,366,150,280,0.159,0.69,0.151,-0.3324,8,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,1,0,6,14,20,3,4,16,0,24,5,2,0,2,39,39,22,0,10,9,0,3,3,0,5,1,0,0,1,10,10,1,0,8,2,1,6,4,9,0,1,6,5,32,11,27,21,4,40,1,0,1,1,17,16,1,7,20,146,42,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098682846763777,0.14302647687274395,0.0,0.2906762497463015,0.3259839369980754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360041836241959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908925410710553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18919984525864172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14279736801776735,0.0,0.0,0.11534361256747132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915042256840345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05906445025535453,0.08089014330457586,0.07534452287676932,0.17089907422915332,0.0,0.08747492948503201,0.0,0.0,0.1356480871148851,0.12777065126696824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046720935804358855,0.0,0.05082235811958101,0.0,0.0,0.19718302728558856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828879507602502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881932455406452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662219077235031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829141770096188,0.0,0.0,0.18937658626378687,0.09716065763312312,0.0,0.0631636088854705,0.1310657939642338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602604157615175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066303874393623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636734089371463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17161163437087198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06199612051257239,0.07808256798662035,0.18686044042641525,0.0,0.08453564584929775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763685663050749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126024500339287,0.08140927327177049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948970460629428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714150186247821,0.0,0.1024361760910638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842821199851927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781614989445261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785972916598432,0.0,0.0521445082728147,0.0,0.0847645602585745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098150012310421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613845283717633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06510255448436035,0.0,0.0,0.2541001661678947,0.0,0.3259839369980754,0.11517369439779072
anxiety,WrenchFriess,2019/01/04,"I (suddenly) have the energy to chat people on messenger! I have no idea how or why, but I suddenly have the capacity to message and reply to people on facebook’s messenger, i can now sustain a conversation for a while and i can also bring up topics to talk about! Compare that to a few months back, i just leave people on read or reply with just words or phrases like “oh cool.”, “Nice.”, “Ok”, “sure”, “bye”. I hope this strange energy lasts for a while!",1.4353409090909108,3.888693670454547,3.664727272727273,84.46209090909093,83.88636363636364,7.156363636363636,22.43636363636364,8.238735603445708,1.5972690909090916,345,12,68,8,10,118,57,88,0.06,0.742,0.198,0.9264,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,6,2,5,0,0,1,1,14,7,10,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,6,13,7,1,13,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,4,10,49,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215055399373254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067830464538003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267098452421952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035781904951906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192058681354249,0.0,0.2847476794603424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138083372833326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146495505593213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.559306252154396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689929893747842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534541207998419,0.0,0.0,0.21614788289928252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426586668462341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,penguinqueen111,2019/01/04,"Anxiety because of my anxiety. So I'm a teenage female and I soon have to make huge decisions about my future, what career to pursue and what-not. I'm extremely anxious about being anxious. My anxiety will prevent me from being a social worker or working in a market even. How do you deal with this?! I feel like I'm falling behind, like I barely have any opportunities due to my anxiety. I want to work from home as I'd feel most comfortable, but I also want to study psychology, which can't be practiced at home, at least not always. 
I'm so worried, so stressed out and I genuinely don't know what my future will turn out as.",3.4715999999999987,5.116423560000001,5.333000000000002,79.09150000000002,73.4,8.200000000000001,28.5,8.841846274778883,2.40532,495,20,93,10,10,170,76,125,0.153,0.743,0.104,-0.7899,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,4,9,5,0,1,3,0,10,0,0,2,0,19,21,12,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,4,6,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,2,13,4,19,16,2,11,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,6,64,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382269871237791,0.14382390694285094,0.0,0.0,0.1175429957692192,0.0,0.528914915987063,0.3905395054426988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536692064795064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781993479800308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141648900739416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747949219003907,0.12348309595285675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3467625386162721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499308677663433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688902195899598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537780285121955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17619741114931936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979975219014425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18800967492576975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20390120089305327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516717228081201,0.17553617424196213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Brookefahertyy,2019/01/04,"How to combat Nausea? My anxiety has left me with a decent amount of nausea almost daily, and I was wondering if anyone else with this issue knows any ways to combat it?",5.945454545454545,6.2817861212121215,7.293484848484847,72.16022727272728,66.57575757575758,9.024242424242424,22.560606060606066,8.841846274778883,1.6625878787878787,134,2,22,2,2,46,29,33,0.197,0.8029999999999999,0.0,-0.7059,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,5,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34017652046632657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23101854181354664,0.0,0.2598818241681298,0.0,0.0,0.2375373387974235,0.3480792065464736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837891418956801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545752621294864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18669903932508505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36910244789601937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696507628601897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3684075305486035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jeffersonstarship87,2019/01/04,"Too loud. I have dealt with anxiety and depression for over 18 years now... but recently my anxiety has produced a new thing. Or at least I think it's my anxiety.  

It's often too loud. Regular daily noises are just too much. And I LOVE my daughter with my whole being but I find myself plugging my ears because it's too much [talking, toys, tv shows]. 

In reality,  nothing is above normal volume... but for some reason I cant deal and it makes me irritable and to where I cant concentrate. 

Please tell me I'm not alone?  And if I'm not, how do you cope?",1.1094345238095258,3.3410648839285737,3.4321428571428565,87.07952380952383,83.19642857142857,6.947619047619049,22.72619047619048,8.07648339933343,1.3790154761904765,425,15,89,9,12,146,76,112,0.13,0.7909999999999999,0.079,-0.4105,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,1,9,2,0,0,1,0,8,2,1,4,0,24,13,11,0,2,8,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,7,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,3,15,1,8,12,5,8,0,1,0,1,6,4,0,4,4,63,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171575757175443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4811968865834455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127814468533332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161632399902248,0.18059069987148732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19163695438817985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189237704235932,0.0,0.13995808609842875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082669668914288,0.0,0.0,0.2025030999633815,0.0,0.0,0.2054346265693986,0.201186510955862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301575471295523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155783498160108,0.20702639365781306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16852689056942174,0.1832630907732738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929715621393216,0.1343497334371068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340919658181101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502227756722038
anxiety,anxiousmess95,2019/01/04,"I (early 20s M) had one of my worst anxiety attacks today After almost 6 years of university, during which my mental health gradually deteriorated, I finished my what were supposed to be my last couple of courses. While I was busy looking for jobs during Christmas break, I received a letter from my uni saying that I still don't meet the requirements. 

Although I was pretty sure this was an error, I had anxious and shitty mode until earlier today where I was able to reach my registrar to inquire about the letter. The lady puts me on hold, then transfers me to someone more specialized with graduation. I leave them a voicemail and hang up waiting for a response. While I was waiting, I double checked the requirements only to find out they might actually be right. Cue one of the worst hours of my life. Paralyzing anxiety, self hate, shouting, self insults, hysterical laughter, suicide ideation, and even self harm. Just imagining how I, a full grown man, was laying on my bed punching myself to the point of bruising sends chills down my spine. I started thinking about everything I did wrong in my life and how I deserve this. Started picturing how I'll go back to university after I told everyone that I'm done with this place and how everyone will judge me to no mercy. How the shitty news will affect my parents.

After about an hour, the lady calls me back and tells me that it was an error and I should be good to graduate. I fight back the tears on the phone and then breakdown crying on the floor after I hang up. 

Hours have passed, I've gone out with a friend, ate, and came back but I still can't shake how I reacted out of my head. What the fuck am I going to do for the rest of my life? How the fuck am I going to survive worse news? I have no clue. 

I've barely seen anything in my life and I can't imagine myself living until even 30. My existence feels like on going torture. 6 years ago I was a normal kid, how did I get to this point? Uni has destroyed me mentally and it's going to be hard to lead a normal life after all what I've been through.",5.354107006854534,6.032779418316835,6.125445544554457,78.82187738004572,67.93564356435644,8.591622239146991,30.38994668697639,8.617729084823388,2.321991165270373,1631,60,306,24,26,536,207,404,0.16699999999999998,0.79,0.043,-0.9925,2,0,0,0,1,1,43.0,0,0,2,4,21,18,8,1,24,0,32,11,2,11,2,51,54,27,1,3,2,1,2,1,1,4,6,2,1,5,13,18,1,5,6,0,1,16,5,13,0,2,20,6,52,5,53,26,7,67,0,0,2,2,21,20,2,2,31,220,65,7,0.09030551360728742,0.0,0.08812515455376503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800503890899595,0.0,0.0904279272732843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816694146502906,0.10201952593373748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743137431703697,0.0,0.0,0.10273555865552192,0.0,0.2777574629492611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221202615475126,0.10328544990341057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992133316814328,0.0991963662773672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241389382489767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929188009206068,0.0,0.0,0.17258157641905886,0.08116077269709818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045661181056928866,0.06451427696494094,0.0,0.0,0.08253760341474019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976981580047817,0.16697198433255495,0.04718090363718553,0.0,0.2566135223719959,0.0757439802977196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089600238156879,0.08915799867896759,0.09267951010238333,0.09599053808835108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26679822072815723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896142878858921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361104650628253,0.0,0.09562049982330716,0.0,0.0,0.31892727456073633,0.04411871244083547,0.0,0.07974142298894027,0.0,0.07583388740534046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18201343526533187,0.09579987907535163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17696045931823806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238670629071932,0.06868141242063566,0.0,0.0,0.10027358592387754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435004117081734,0.0,0.17073579936088756,0.0,0.0,0.09187317275678697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078198372554797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712041519968005,0.0,0.07181456901842681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28262503677931017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651556862698645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12783741466233148,0.0,0.14423619963833434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877957470841164,0.0,0.08511187785301369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893099926940281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05786412674272778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17119813550631385,0.08629078820952941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920290333816912,0.0,0.0987349027325444,0.0,0.1163075799610557
anxiety,DashUni,2019/01/05,"How to cope with a bad grade? I’ve just received my lowest grade in high school, I will not specify m, but it is significantly lower than what I usually get. The grade was on an inclass essay on a topic that we do not know in advance. We were Ill prepared and let’s just say that and a mixture of anxiety on the test day lead to a not so great test. I just took another test of the same type and I’m not sure i did well, but I at least did better. Worse is this test might keep me off honor roll for this quarter, and as a junior that is not a good thing.  There are no more grades left, and in just really anxious and angry frankly. I really need a good grade in that class and my parents are going to be mad when they find out. Can anyone offer me any suggestions to deal with how anxious I’m feeling.",2.9140980392156832,3.6586066647058857,4.442058823529415,88.44759803921568,73.52941176470588,7.549019607843138,24.166666666666664,7.793537801064563,0.9890784313725488,623,17,141,8,12,209,108,170,0.26,0.677,0.062,-0.9898,3,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,1,4,10,9,1,0,11,0,15,1,0,3,1,34,24,14,0,1,11,1,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,9,12,0,1,3,0,0,5,6,2,1,1,5,2,13,7,21,15,3,20,0,0,0,0,9,12,0,1,3,98,22,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895563434175672,0.18342509503770085,0.13381786156698866,0.3952330319763533,0.0,0.1223122810605645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460558491569449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547077744008212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281275688539392,0.18034095812796228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844780872865836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598791356414338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139158129405868,0.0,0.09941444009364464,0.29343915013356275,0.0,0.1928564610032724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848188545456176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554822084883587,0.0,0.0,0.09613471922888647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19005754032506647,0.17887362024625164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855687738370385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970536440673114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19423454985262548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241240665340298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910812461363145,0.0,0.17703438518284614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16486562367921834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621301853755042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19434915026878385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19265620417539586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727942342554604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17826447221938352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MitchKramer1989,2019/01/05,Getting over unreasonable fear of traveling Any advice guys? Even the thought of it makes me nervous. Having these constrictions just seems to really bring down quality of life.,7.115747126436781,10.740451379310343,6.0834482758620725,68.66471264367817,69.6896551724138,10.763218390804601,33.804597701149426,10.504223727775694,4.952990804597701,146,7,20,5,3,44,27,29,0.16399999999999998,0.836,0.0,-0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,5,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,6,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645031946676645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536610801106948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463710333173103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4197424169438842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948834735937985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693407126692485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263469540847086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489885330938896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389611602275604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395762881202659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961300127345006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,redsixer,2019/01/05,"30(M) Finally doing something First Reddit Post! I just wanted to say thank you to everyone on this sub for sharing your stories and experiences. It's been very helpful  for me to be able relate to others who have had been in similar situations.

I just had a heavy drinking night, where I stormed out of my house, and really upset my SO.  I've been considering seeking a therapist or psychiatrist for a few years because I've been  coming to terms with my own anxiety. I've finally worked up the courage to call my insurance network to setup an appointment with an in-network doctor and OF COURSE the psychiatric department is closed on the weekends, so I'm posting to keep myself accountable for Monday morning.

Over the holidays I was terribly sick - some kind of virus got to me and definitely had a weird moment with chest pains. Starting to think I've had a few of those over the past decade along with rapid/irregular heartbeats. Doctors have always said I'm healthy but I'm thinking I may have had panic/anxiety attacks and I just never understood that's what it felt like.

My anxiety has been seeping out into my life more and more in the past several years. I was always a bit of a workaholic and I'm starting to realize that it helped keep the buzzing  voices and self doubt out of my head. Right out of college I moved to NYC,and worked in the Times Square area for five years before moving. I was usually okay on the subway, but I absolutely could not function around the crowds in Times Square. Podcasts helped significantly, and I found myself listening more and more so much that I would panic when I forgot my earbuds (or they broke) and would HAVE to get a new pair immediately. It only got worse over the years and I eventually had to leave NYC because it got to be too much. I'm now terrified of crowded places and I have a pretty hard time in crowded grocery stories. So much so,that I often have to step out and take a breather. I can now see with 20/20 hindsight that this is is likely agoraphobia. 

I moved to break closer to family, but I feel paralyzed about seeing them. My brother lives 20 minutes away,but I can't work up the courage to call him to see him. Christmas this year was really bad,and I had s very difficult time with shopping and seeing family. FWIW - my parents, my wife and my nephew's Brithdays are all within two weeks of each other over Christmas. It has been very difficult the last several years.


I've been abusing alcohol for several years now, to help quiet my brain. For s while I wouldn't be able to sleep unless I was inedbriated. It's been a point of contention with my SO for a while now, and it's gotten to the point where any night that she is working late or out of town. I would do my best to get drunk and fall asleep early. Dumb to try and hide it, I know.

My work ethic has been really flailing lately.  I shifted careers recently and when things are slow I have a hard time getting even simple tasks done. I've been procrastinating on everything and I'm starting to worry that I may be let go because of it. (I'm also terrified that when my supervisors are behind closed doors they're discussing my poor performance, even though I just got a raise 4 months ago and a bonus.) 

So here I am, on a Saturday night holed up with my wife who is furious at me, and I think may be thinking of leaving me. Most weekends, I don't go out much - I've more or less drifted from all my friendships, and social interactions flare up my anxiety unless I'm inebriated. I guess that's why they call it social lubricant.

I've been telling my SO for years I'd see a therapist, but I always chicken out, and get nervous about finding someone who is a ""good fit."" I don't even understand what a good fit would look like. After a day of trying to find help, and just driving around to avoid my life, I felt that I had to accomplish something in achieving my goal of self care. I'm sharing my story here to help keep myself accountable. 

TL;DR - finally recognizing I might have an anxiety disorder and am finally doing something to help hold myself accountable in seeking professional help!",5.7326074259491016,6.440848251564461,6.337021276595745,77.53333333333335,67.11013767209012,9.620859407592825,32.06216103462662,9.676927794278756,2.9725017104714238,3279,131,616,67,51,1071,342,799,0.112,0.7909999999999999,0.097,-0.8888,1,1,5,0,0,0,80.0,0,2,3,12,34,29,3,5,37,1,70,14,5,0,3,106,122,51,0,7,16,5,5,3,0,9,7,5,1,2,32,51,3,6,14,6,6,11,6,14,0,3,36,18,79,15,104,70,21,115,0,1,8,0,42,46,1,13,58,413,111,14,0.10327129547044364,0.06117979904263581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045771886200567866,0.05518280402572811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0412930088384112,0.1288949860836033,0.0,0.0,0.03511401112175958,0.0,0.19750564592230865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193334775478224,0.0,0.05874300366295314,0.0485133907888239,0.0,0.04311360903646344,0.0944298347839091,0.0,0.043938133077514416,0.0,0.05418842663180937,0.0,0.05637275381134901,0.0,0.0,0.05764245980650218,0.15817730864752744,0.0,0.05264598420158263,0.0,0.0,0.04447953839118028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04122686308567811,0.0,0.0,0.03330072107866145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059178925807289964,0.10570254689347347,0.0,0.05284119514710929,0.0,0.0505832768841161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023145750251659,0.0,0.0,0.04934007420807506,0.046406790698631115,0.050509571589023285,0.09735498645960523,0.0,0.02610853497254789,0.0,0.09915663875339203,0.2262573126536556,0.09438809314272133,0.04392125558549681,0.0,0.0566158225525711,0.0,0.0,0.10790997903554636,0.0,0.058691457103791166,0.08661906296718115,0.16519097800018867,0.0,0.05688248743474665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251079619185663,0.0,0.052993071461069866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768822899534294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059580604751674586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13768840866530094,0.0,0.05377058120867947,0.028377601606428483,0.042089944622303865,0.11649451947167265,0.10934939070528008,0.0,0.05280094823143225,0.07294357008581867,0.07567970779835173,0.0,0.04559522295912137,0.0,0.0433609393273928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054777262333321364,0.0,0.0,0.04121508138943935,0.1646415654584732,0.15183256943665482,0.0,0.039824594770113186,0.04987003034476424,0.0,0.14536967251439795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03927123689403662,0.054943969774131185,0.12116661419093265,0.05733527614303952,0.0,0.09858413691719144,0.0,0.0,0.0539482617959094,0.0,0.0976247544521896,0.0,0.09890535423793982,0.05253201709716879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923735443652737,0.0,0.05098397276757343,0.0,0.0,0.04409656103349348,0.04911732544054863,0.041062739582193364,0.0,0.0,0.20573462977561469,0.0,0.10773448380832798,0.1750007533140378,0.0,0.0,0.058040631503220926,0.051672938382483734,0.1052720804712147,0.04375071676204312,0.11925493294823047,0.0,0.0,0.10964393170263108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038823580961237766,0.0,0.04513183205388513,0.04753916696653062,0.0,0.11990593367558808,0.03430442994988391,0.13234415245062547,0.050731761731352236,0.0,0.15054580718643648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011443071855937,0.0,0.050440524884246,0.05375453032128925,0.0,0.0,0.05686937095098282,0.12781445131216945,0.0304560428677356,0.0,0.04141900199893715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04659314066980271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18795683264418955,0.05243850672910521,0.05262113639899064,0.14672193060797062,0.0,0.0,0.2660133136021754
anxiety,grungequeen2312,2019/01/05,"Anybody know if Teladoc can provide me an excuse note from jury duty for severe anxiety/panic attacks/agoraphobia? I have jury duty in a couple of weeks and have a scheduled phone appointment with Teladoc next week. I know they can diagnose, prescribe medications, and provide excuse notes upon request. But I saw on their website that the length of excuse notes is limited. I believe for mental health conditions, the limit is 7 days and that for long-term excuses, I would have to see a doctor in-person.

Has anyone used a Teladoc doctor's note to get out of jury duty for any reason? Can I be excused from jury duty for a 7-day excuse for mental health? I can't go to doctors in-person at this point due to the severity of my agoraphobia.",7.236571428571429,7.371864228571429,8.092142857142857,68.21535714285716,63.85714285714286,9.857142857142858,34.64285714285714,9.516144504307137,3.4843571428571423,592,24,93,10,8,200,86,140,0.036000000000000004,0.918,0.046,-0.4291,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,9,0,12,7,0,2,0,18,19,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,3,5,0,6,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,11,0,22,16,0,13,0,0,2,0,10,6,0,1,6,62,14,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316901321356857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608019881315983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17092689302373185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16786587418928806,0.0,0.19568271600032605,0.0,0.0,0.15398396527344185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4658494049289697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792629900240539,0.0,0.08622113395801073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225244315542917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16675333074031884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425989145094328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15283336176868406,0.30577899089472355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16134688699861455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26493723641548245,0.0,0.0,0.14341639220772434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598467561174978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089441257057625,0.0,0.0,0.3427815935246856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13103001385793114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24338760671367246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777148717875873,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tasteful_slidechokes,2019/01/05,"My mom is drowning me with support. My mom discovered from one of my Instagram posts that I have been in the market for a psychiatrist. She was of course very concerned and texted me saying what's wrong. I eventually got to telling her what the general problem was (anxious thoughts, perfectionism), and she says that she wished I came to her first. And of course mentions that she is there for me over and over.

She ALWAYS comments on my posts on Facebook and Instagram being all happy and saying not to sweat things and such. And it's starting to get to me and actually make me feel worse.

How do I break the news to her that I love her but I don't want her involved with my mental health (and the social media commenting)?",5.692420634920637,6.446544607142863,5.732380952380954,81.67039682539685,67.21428571428572,8.793650793650794,30.555555555555557,8.841846274778883,2.2993174603174604,575,21,112,9,9,181,83,140,0.053,0.897,0.05,0.1323,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,5,0,9,3,1,2,1,25,20,12,1,3,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,8,13,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,6,4,26,3,19,13,1,11,0,0,0,1,22,5,0,0,2,85,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.16234933367429558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13842993843202897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18794636038913112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19027851985029107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411970857709047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415109359478298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691943073955115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305818330625738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17709982738433486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17683940500975934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15015191788604915,0.0,0.11105067637651883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16765791835898514,0.0,0.0,0.3896919760460628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273398791469755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186655085763119,0.0,0.0,0.1591899077767754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3969030461490472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16958930747845036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775479540527765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18879030046638376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541132100728196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052625715390113,0.0,0.0,0.13207611531713734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726947155563524,0.09812704746317967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19131282658659945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16954128845347646,0.0,0.18189523468291185,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sunag,2019/01/05,Question about anxiety and tingling/numb feeling Been dealing with anxiety this past year. Couple of pannic attacks but I’ve been getting better at dealing and preventing them. I recently started having these like weird waves of tingling/numb feeling that would affect my forehead and the top front of my head. No pain or anything just a weird feeling. Wondering if anyone has experienced this? I started a acne drug called accutane around the same time they started coming but it’s such a small dose I’m convinced it couldn’t be from the meds. Any insight?,3.8466538461538486,7.10617165,3.93,80.58730769230772,82.5,5.876923076923077,31.69230769230769,7.321109707123232,2.6548538461538462,455,24,68,7,13,140,75,100,0.157,0.6779999999999999,0.165,0.4234,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,2,4,7,1,0,6,0,7,5,2,1,0,22,17,7,0,3,5,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,6,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,2,4,6,3,8,12,1,13,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,4,8,44,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066564607415828,0.0,0.27148304175071497,0.0,0.0,0.12407054528056324,0.0,0.1460184384618501,0.1579596925586891,0.0,0.20186422065961027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15693173050666726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18118662164078245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528493061769909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19633457306529545,0.0,0.0,0.3658667930536955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20577468282982456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691577925621827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270535408944036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18210517685179808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668848079404509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19709642932520574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888092359396148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16938706507392715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987740043859085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17520111821159148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37677996430348826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034670008215041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924266872401569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260486625172788,0.0,0.0,0.11426588463089007
anxiety,friendtweet,2019/01/05,"Questions about side effects from Ciprelex My doctor has prescribed my Ciprelex for my anxiety/depression. I have been taking 10mg daily for about 2 weeks. I've noticed a significant disruption to my sleep patterns. For a while, I would barely sleep at all, but would feel tired all day while I was awake. For the past 2 days, I've been sleeping 13 - 15 hours and feeling groggy during the day. I'm wondering - are these side effects temporary? Should I just try to wait it out and see if my body adjusts? Or is this a sign that I should try something else?",3.8826687435098686,5.88937282242991,4.044797507788164,87.23880581516096,73.11214953271029,6.9985462097611615,28.71131879543095,7.793537801064563,1.78207455867082,440,18,85,6,9,136,74,107,0.063,0.905,0.032,-0.6111,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,5,0,11,6,4,2,2,22,18,7,0,5,4,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,10,0,11,11,2,12,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,4,8,51,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20038179901269548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490258612239341,0.0,0.1553767570205484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18464526326577668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506995980528965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824295612611204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17765594766373785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053846147116335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17221055168376578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020873373108439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375405699955185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5415856244768921,0.0,0.0,0.13887939402986554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13563704069935828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20734126224420776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449571538102232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470460273784927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19563421772402867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25629949608758673,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NahhhhhhhMan,2019/01/05,"I was going to post this my social media but I just couldn't bring myself to do it so I thought I'd do it anonymously. Thanks in advance if you read this. My mind is... I don't know... I seem to have lost it. I'm like an empty shell and it doesn't feel good. I am depressed and confused, I struggle to build a coherent thought, always seeking some sort of distraction to take away this feeling. Regret, resentment and guilt. Guilt that I never gave it 100%. At the same time I feel somewhat enlightened to find out how shallow and empty I am, holding back as if I have a badass poker face while holding the worst hand the cards could give. I have so many mental blockades, what was once a great mind is falling apart and in the most critical situation all I can to is freeze to feel nothing. I hope that one day I hope that I can find the strength to overcome my greatest enemy which seems to be Myself.",2.5022802197802214,4.374462346153848,3.498997252747256,90.23662774725277,76.63736263736263,6.308241758241758,25.111263736263727,7.1686216300943375,1.0178890109890113,705,25,147,8,16,226,111,182,0.272,0.5760000000000001,0.152,-0.9752,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,3,5,17,1,5,9,0,19,2,2,1,2,40,38,13,0,7,4,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,13,6,0,2,12,2,0,4,4,10,0,1,6,6,22,7,17,29,7,16,0,3,0,0,4,6,0,11,6,103,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278355608366811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443439355093884,0.11813484600956133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266402264886445,0.0,0.0,0.0990810384027368,0.0,0.13232449631606244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107272962821015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28083687014896863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473794617001734,0.08731358251187543,0.12886067367711976,0.0,0.1693817166288501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051858949501373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443307362331519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505767434648987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16770935187505331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15576047643283378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482665285338607,0.0,0.31025251855172337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849179465124135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741569608382488,0.0,0.0,0.16361489576162394,0.10410618348650927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14713863370011307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536752936104046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797247338394516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726907361947396,0.0,0.1566102280978548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606113196609825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551343609244095,0.0,0.0,0.14144528632634248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439360223075836,0.0895850565396219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ashlei96,2019/01/05,"Angry I feel like a piece of shit person. I have been lashing out in anger. I have been far more anxious. 

I had a uti for 4 months now. I have gastritis and nightmares every night. I have insomnia and migraines and anxiety. I am 5 weeks pregnant and I lost the last at 9 weeks. 

I need help. I’m just lashing out in anger at this point. ",-0.5702857142857134,1.6438925428571451,1.4685714285714295,97.00142857142859,95.0,4.514285714285714,19.857142857142858,6.2581,0.08282857142857125,258,9,58,3,10,85,47,70,0.287,0.6409999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.9371,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,3,0,3,0,8,3,1,0,0,9,12,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,1,9,1,8,8,2,14,0,1,0,0,2,8,1,0,7,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21030053692924505,0.3105628720392912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23161817845425586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899954346931948,0.1963912198022144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18426211935452091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240831625865155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343040356333433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000898038259751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21942546769501264,0.0,0.0,0.2038375703955196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579784495125439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400352603688433,0.0,0.0,0.25987280240785016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28218464239383106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4410222461628422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jesslj641,2019/01/05,"I’m feeling really hopeless today So in comparison to some of the posts I’ve read on here, my anxiety and depression is not nearly as bad as some, but everybody’s got their own struggles right? Recently it’s just gotten a lot worse and I’ve been having to fight off thoughts that I know are wrong and ridiculous and I’m just so tired. I can physically feel the anxiety in me making my chest tighter and my eyelids heavier and my stomach get tied in knots and it’s always there. It’s been a while and it’s there all the time and it won’t go away no matter what I do. I can’t get it to go away because I’m trying to get rid of it I just think about it more and then I’m in my head and that makes everything worse.

I also recently went to a psychiatrist where I was prescribed an antidepressant, but that’s not supposed to start working for about another month. Even though I’ve been dealing with this for years already, the closer I get to help, the longer a month seems and the worse it feels to have to keep going like this in hopes the meds kick in. 

And a few months ago I started dealing with it better and then had a setback and I just feel like I’m back to square one. Then even when I make progress one day, as soon as I go to sleep it’s like hitting a reset button and it starts all over.  

I’m just getting tired of dealing with this every minute of every day and I’m beginning to lose hope for right now that I’m going to get better at all. I’m sure in a week or too I’ll feel differently, but for right now I just want to give up. I just want to be able to be awake without feeling like something’s wrong and being nervous all the time. ",2.81245536698259,3.880162100286533,4.048438395415474,89.94524741018293,74.12893982808023,7.08842847696716,24.884394974652857,7.468242284971852,0.9516020718536478,1299,40,292,15,26,426,168,349,0.154,0.72,0.126,-0.9365,1,0,1,0,1,1,19.0,0,0,1,5,25,19,2,2,17,0,16,6,4,3,5,62,63,35,0,4,14,0,6,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,20,21,0,1,10,1,0,6,6,10,0,2,9,7,21,9,49,49,10,53,0,3,1,0,7,20,0,7,30,187,41,2,0.08421020033521398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464726164442445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292805008919264,0.06734286678376322,0.0700696326173963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883017374740989,0.12884114552596887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15823651049043375,0.06475244607232522,0.0703119998174858,0.05133375651352543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489541578543065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861722536031307,0.2604510566643519,0.07253012215430449,0.0,0.0,0.0879817361227992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124008623218884,0.0,0.14190145147715358,0.0,0.0756826981562272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554752451373799,0.120319567890941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26397812416382954,0.08078209747813457,0.23929298737665186,0.0,0.06735058995627245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642396018731442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05644432220985415,0.0,0.0,0.16727945963711394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748498952829233,0.0,0.0,0.04627972381723753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645634010490647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420967404007533,0.0,0.07159250093973747,0.0,0.0,0.1686328878800324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353854874167586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016473354861805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412602224851065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065009407174466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423298881137148,0.0,0.053947210660154385,0.0,0.16629482727351744,0.0,0.0,0.2157451529086657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666180367124129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427101593479079,0.0,0.0,0.06482912635620139,0.0,0.0,0.17881323967436075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803478538509316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936711722915403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053958496115945914,0.08273609427080737,0.06685349269550374,0.09820729003191113,0.19357447492884985,0.07982142347750522,0.0,0.0,0.05717319832488396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933871593753377,0.0,0.06754834322792759,0.0,0.0,0.07806369937663864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117562807513955,0.0,0.061306028782681224,0.0,0.2574521652608016,0.0,0.1841412690556797,0.0,0.054228608076008135
anxiety,aussiemamaa,2019/01/05,"Magnesium for anxiety? Has anyone tried this? If so, what dose should you start with? Also, there are so many different kinds of magnesium. Suggestions, please! And pros/cons welcome too. :) ",3.63978494623656,6.544172387096777,3.173387096774196,81.51341397849464,99.32258064516128,8.518279569892472,24.521505376344088,8.344100000000001,3.194027956989248,148,6,23,5,6,44,29,31,0.045,0.7140000000000001,0.241,0.8142,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,4,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30045222937309457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874143265430009,0.0,0.0,0.2627026129195936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3925331668325089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912403443898901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809072656748899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.412412745706063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659268856398045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550799471050012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jamesbond104,2019/01/05,"Buspar Experiences Has anyone taken this med before? Just started yesterday, and was wondering how long it takes to work and what your experiences are.",8.1816,10.99627456,8.165,58.7875,63.4,11.4,32.5,11.20814326018867,4.812200000000002,124,5,16,4,2,40,23,25,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,12,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22302019397080744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714065336663084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.623996823795981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822644317119659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542862151501087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257574257001938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398138654324206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3458922262041732,0.2322024576550065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lucyvlt,2019/01/05,"Does anyone find that alcohol makes their anxiety worse? I know a lot of anxiety sufferers turn to alcohol to calm their nerves, especially in social situations. While that works for me temporarily, I find that later on (when I’m in a disorientated state) my anxiety is a million times worse. Anyone else? ",5.339444444444447,8.136734796296299,6.977555555555559,64.27300000000002,71.4074074074074,11.727407407407409,31.170370370370367,11.20814326018867,4.794463703703704,245,11,39,10,5,84,39,54,0.28,0.6809999999999999,0.039,-0.9034,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,6,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,1,7,5,1,8,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,2,4,24,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40665199797111057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4366363776337033,0.0,0.0,0.2660630936061077,0.19493994287924268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649446782312585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15893462772389685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34778140889030745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455982252643492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16174900312811336,0.0,0.0,0.12699747949006426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21385592106995466,0.0,0.19394221900284334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093991028436184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20694409362352245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13850876713594626,0.0,0.3877746089557748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Eddie_Hearn,2019/01/05,"Prescribed Diazepram for GAD, will it help? First time poster here, I have had a really bad flair of general anxiety / depression the last few months, and it finally got bad enough that I went to the doctors about it. I have been prescribed 5mg valium, but I am worried about taking it (probably anxiety again....)

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I read that these can be really addictive, and stop working etc. Any advice guys and gals? Will these help

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Thnx",5.067160714285713,7.555151537500002,5.092142857142857,78.91000000000003,71.125,9.571428571428571,30.17857142857143,9.957137785484203,3.433982142857144,353,15,60,10,7,110,59,80,0.196,0.742,0.063,-0.8590000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,3,0,9,2,0,0,0,6,12,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,8,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,1,4,0,5,0,5,5,3,8,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,40,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666030691474865,0.0,0.14933995190334404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33117415457739346,0.3714010168886236,0.10392702741061056,0.0,0.23382318364418786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552069151294586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162894510902232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642404751592048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15791027321578927,0.17044156285531148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674135849395752,0.0,0.12999385109591613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222903870965456,0.0,0.0,0.15132192275094336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20487230323617836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457371541249472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198438049239205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647724454319001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528675139555503,0.0,0.19580869905784096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12776951037692116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490625063441708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911416115786236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416713786638089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112592624664258,0.15520238081915008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714010168886236,0.0
anxiety,th3d0rky1,2019/01/05,"Advice on Overthinking? Lately I have been overthinking on every little thing I've done in the past few days, critiquing it and thinking how stupid they were, and how I should've done things better. I am also stressing on what will happen in the near future. The little voice in the back of my head always tells me everything will be a failure. I have no motivation or inspiration. How do you guys cope with overthinking about small, stupid things?",6.0813821138211335,7.848253073170731,5.569268292682928,79.47552845528456,67.04878048780488,8.393495934959349,25.861788617886177,8.841846274778883,1.9351886178861788,360,10,62,6,6,110,59,82,0.16699999999999998,0.737,0.096,-0.755,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,2,6,5,2,1,5,0,11,1,1,4,0,10,13,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,1,8,2,10,6,1,15,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,1,5,49,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944320726425572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15911696663574226,0.16555973821490355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15299634977459914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759736026806128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831977794484709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40723264890274535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676415751110967,0.0,0.17882222620690172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19701248528434825,0.1759493205863116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042015590724629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22444785557474736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.398842251206413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18994024976540985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279205077235727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17390934729967888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3965622987528357,0.12749252647298734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,brownsugarhoneyqueen,2019/01/05,"I spilled water on my laptop and it appears to be working normally, but now I can’t stop shaking I can’t calm down. It’s been two hours since I had a brief minor spill on my Microsoft Surface damage and my roommate is trying to reassure me that it’s okay because my laptop is working normally as if nothing happened but I still can’t calm down and I feel so sick. 

What if it’s fine now but later it stops working? I’m trying to make myself believe that if there was damage it wouldn’t be working right now. I’m scared. This was really expensive. My dad is going to kill me if he finds out. 

I hate this feeling. I don’t even know if this is the right sub for this. I already posted to r/laptops inquiring if my laptop would be okay and describing what happened in greater detail and  I’m thinking maybe this post belongs in r/rant. 

I need to calm down but I can’t. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I’ve never felt like this for such a long time - two hours! Usually I begin to calm down before that point. I’m thinking maybe spilling water on my laptop released some trigger that let loose a bunch of other issues I was having and gave me an excuse to freak out. 

But besides that, I’m worried for my laptop. I’ve checked all of it’s functions (I.e. sound, typing, touchscreen, etc.) and it appears to be working normally but I’m terrified. 

I just need to be told to calm down in a non forceful manner. I feel like people get annoyed with me and just want to tell me to shut up and stop acting “mental.” 

I don’t know what to do. I don’t feel like I have anyone to talk to right now. I called my roommate but I feel like she doesn’t care that I’m freaking out. My teeth are chattering, they do that when I get nervous, or whatever this is. I tried to reach out to my friend but she hasn’t responded and I just want someone who won’t be fake with me and who will honestly care about what I’m feeling. I want to feel supported. I’ve been close with my friend since freshman year of high school, but sometimes I feel like I’m not connecting. 

I just need to talk to someone and hear their voice or just know that they really care. I hate being in these situations and not having anyone like that. I feel so alone.  

None of this makes sense. I’m falling apart, and my second semester of college begins Monday. I don’t know if I can handle any of this anymore. It’s like one thing happens and it sets me off and I start projecting how I feel about one instance on everything and I keep imagining the worst scenarios. I want to know that my laptop will be okay. (Any tech people here, let’s chat about what happened? I’m concerned.) I want to know I’ll be okay. Like during my life. I want to know that I find a good career and a good man and have children and am happy. 

I’m gonna stop this dumb ranting now. I can’t believe I spilled water on my laptop. I’m a wreck. Not even sure if this is the right sub for this, probably not. 

Thanks to any lovely soul who read this far. ",1.6020036826247086,3.5241662799352795,3.095937953353424,91.84427184466021,79.5663430420712,5.880191942863518,22.79109474389019,6.879701675869418,0.6124186139939733,2323,75,501,25,58,761,246,618,0.183,0.674,0.14300000000000002,-0.9898,0,1,0,0,0,1,65.0,0,0,3,5,23,47,5,3,11,4,49,7,1,4,3,111,119,44,1,22,28,1,11,8,2,6,2,3,0,2,46,29,3,5,25,2,2,7,20,15,0,5,9,14,70,32,63,93,7,64,1,2,0,1,26,31,1,13,31,315,116,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449100641543093,0.06871443285575607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270333965520099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061753255715471626,0.08707865241315099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03795807575642437,0.0,0.052985594683143816,0.1403097248327078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06358272550544873,0.0,0.1904595337957894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944542782439718,0.08225502879844901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055962582619640426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31484638853125474,0.17793746583814662,0.05978717236189127,0.0,0.11382389045415438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621640975902032,0.0,0.06506505865141159,0.0,0.035388414796531924,0.104455110874101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22025401649542886,0.06628558515554837,0.0,0.1229537793065371,0.0,0.0,0.07018071108959392,0.0,0.0,0.0657897009802536,0.0,0.0,0.12264313554526154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06499175279471968,0.0,0.055346777412657214,0.06889046306732226,0.0,0.2737674983405115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734676900999514,0.04398182363017372,0.2433685149112129,0.0,0.0,0.055105337996565466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056199420893309086,0.0,0.08312892422602212,0.0,0.12511341745358648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627516321643208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13851309425382452,0.048025022665096735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18302864787832085,0.05974795272916845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438899649097263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633776588298066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058863512263022374,0.0,0.11927131729513844,0.0,0.06713557875788892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06228498336469208,0.0,0.07978112057886852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127065804748001,0.0,0.0,0.062341263619955165,0.06301867465328179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301768570026394,0.0699919901138718,0.0,0.0,0.10551917357804047,0.0,0.06158477545572068,0.0,0.04407370483411961,0.0,0.04972741122813285,0.20823578855754515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706611391040405,0.05868697817895864,0.0,0.0,0.10009753281664703,0.05442509257951735,0.057328130624465415,0.0,0.0,0.04136818052679248,0.07979781034462792,0.0,0.0,0.03630904893821897,0.0,0.0,0.0594998692596521,0.0,0.12682792419533254,0.0,0.12165383551489205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06857955101957165,0.0,0.22036414795258485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266597111634927,0.0632363113479572,0.0,0.04423349492687451,0.0680804281180745,0.0,0.040098635933105975
anxiety,iwanttodie7728292,2019/01/05,"i want to make new friends but my anxiety won't let me basically i moved to another city last summer and one entire college semester later, i still have 0 friends (that i can physically hang out with). i also have a little less than one whole month until school starts again and i have nothing to do except work and stay holed up in my room all day when i'm not at work.

what do you guys recommend for someone who wants to make friends in a place where they know absolutely no one, but is too scared of people and socializing to go out and actually meet people? if you've been in a situation similar to mine, how did you make friends? before anyone asks, i *have* tried to make friends in college but the last time i tried it **did not** go well and since then i've been even more afraid of initiating conversations with people i don't know. :-) ",4.2273153692614756,5.416524461077845,5.1704341317365285,82.78024201596807,70.8562874251497,8.680439121756487,27.09031936127745,9.075114841892004,1.9646211576846295,663,22,138,13,12,217,106,167,0.066,0.7859999999999999,0.14800000000000002,0.938,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,1,2,9,8,0,2,4,0,15,0,0,5,1,27,28,15,0,3,7,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,1,4,10,0,0,2,0,0,4,5,2,1,3,4,0,16,6,23,22,4,31,0,0,0,0,14,12,0,1,14,92,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.1206854775835258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889999930071414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968027931572726,0.0946083067961535,0.0,0.0,0.08647394059366632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156160942835658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523527960013046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975784240574159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168381430731889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4777412070045324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140570649361917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245416104153667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593316922069595,0.2016174461881676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264624179749314,0.0,0.0,0.12395126427878027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33020656410850885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871335694004284,0.13144316004702486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194426394435041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866607421487857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514088884160565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572145972998727,0.0,0.12921032407130045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381667785184827,0.12516209144817844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023022863408051,0.13901187093302694,0.0,0.1260674503731374,0.10478640280499096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753527593619156,0.13181729125323405,0.09876416515993194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211380640111711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16792956832404798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458892293418774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111954694980487,0.0,0.0,0.13807473700348138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800685504882189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,colexthoughts,2019/01/05,"I wish I didn’t have anxiety so I could be brave enough to live the life I want. I’m such a coward. I wish I could live carelessly. I wish I could just pack my bags and move to the country I want to go to. If I were brave, I would quit college and pursue my dreams of being a writer. I would tell the person I love how I feel. I would put myself out there more and meet new people. Anxiety stops me from living the life I want to live and I hate myself for it. The worst part is that I feel like there’s no cure. I’m stuck being like this till the end of my days.",-0.06880952380952365,1.494183468253972,1.9907142857142863,99.49178571428571,83.36507936507937,5.152380952380953,14.468253968253968,5.985473137389443,-1.0247174603174605,431,5,111,3,12,144,72,126,0.16399999999999998,0.603,0.233,0.8492,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,6,8,1,0,8,0,13,3,0,1,0,23,27,8,0,13,2,0,2,2,0,3,2,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,2,1,0,3,2,3,0,0,3,2,24,5,11,15,4,9,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,7,75,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025204726332104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170523464648378,0.0,0.0,0.08536563271879953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723769233949315,0.13677028371132588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385725804722087,0.0945628652121291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522710032342045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068480665518553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18698916454196807,0.12933546043281546,0.0,0.4675292222851271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946620095776125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14068495567985614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784067600309312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433403405655624,0.0,0.09176646952289423,0.115577580277147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306518951446716,0.0,0.14078838045269693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066456809955916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569441364160893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23422009661956875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4566458472572506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820887213782969,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,clotholachesis,2019/01/05,"Sharp pains Does anyone ever get any sharp shooting pains throughout their body multiple times a day? I have one in my foot at the moment and it’s just a constant stabbing feeling. It always moves around as well, I feel pain in different parts of my body each time, and it lasts around 5 or so minutes. Just wondering if anyone experiences this at all? ",3.9072139303482594,6.209859447761192,4.087388059701496,85.64710199004975,73.92537313432838,6.854726368159205,26.092039800995025,7.793537801064563,1.5452009950248755,281,10,52,4,6,87,53,67,0.134,0.813,0.052000000000000005,-0.7691,1,0,0,1,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,0,3,0,1,6,3,0,2,14,5,6,0,1,4,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,4,5,1,8,5,3,14,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,3,7,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412780872022399,0.0,0.0,0.11546237311502623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237440896524352,0.0,0.0,0.3022964953610293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771947062447293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18348163930045186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094998879179928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773934145770774,0.0,0.0,0.14858353772580646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15358391207558506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16608626626190154,0.0,0.0,0.1717008857822549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870776838220522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13840073335739467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804588847767011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505345126689627,0.0,0.5420025456348571,0.0,0.0,0.1838649902327663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198010715437651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15266074256477635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18412897690662314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lumosnox13,2019/01/05,"Tips for getting over this anxiety ""trigger""? Not sure exactly what to call this, I guess it's a trigger but idk. 

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I have really bad anxiety surrounding my cats. So much so that just typing this right now is making me tear up. I'm in my early 20s and have had 11 cats in my life including the 3 I have now. All the ones before have died from being outdoor. Hit by cars, eating by wild animals, etc. I have anxiety in general, but being such a cat lover and having had so many of them die before their time in such traumatic ways has made my anxiety really bad when it comes to worrying about my cats. I've even developed weird OCD with it where I can't have my socks match in the slightest way or a cat will die. I know that's not really true but my brains tricks me into thinking it is. 

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Anyway, my mom helped me build an outdoor enclosure earlier this year when our last cat died. I had him since I was 13 and it was/still is really hard on me. I had a really strong connection with him, more so than any other cat I've had. I was finally able to convince my mom to keep our cats inside/in the enclosure, especially once she brought home a new kitten. 

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It was kind of a hard transition for our other 2 cats who were used to going outside, especially Spunky who is specifically my cat. It's gotten a lot better now but he still sometimes meows to go outside. I'll just open the cat door for him so he goes into the enclosure but if my dad is home he'll let him straight outside. He usually comes back within a couple hours, but that still doesn't stop me from worrying. It was pouring rain about a week ago and he didn't come back all day/night until it was bedtime. My mom was even worried looking down the street to make sure he wasn't dead. I've asked my dad literally every single day to not let him out and he still does. I've asked so kindly and I'm ALWAYS the one cleaning the litter box and feeding them so it's not like it's any burden on my dad. He just doesn't care. 

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I think I'd be able to live with this if it was once in a while and in the day time. But it's every. single. day. and he always lets him out at night for some reason?? I think he waits until I'm in my room, since I'm usually up and about during the day so he waits until I'm not around to let him out so I don't see it. But I still know it happens and I have constant anxiety until my cat comes back inside. It's really starting to drain me. I can have a really good mental health day but then this will ruin it. 

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Sorry this is so long...but I'd really just like some help. My dad won't change so I guess I have to but I'm not sure how. ",1.5750802139037423,3.3623654385026747,3.4657754010695183,89.80689839572193,79.10695187165776,6.89554367201426,20.803921568627448,7.861635385654353,0.7675333333333332,2085,55,459,35,51,702,233,561,0.161,0.773,0.066,-0.9943,0,0,0,0,0,0,73.0,3,0,3,2,38,20,1,0,23,0,47,6,1,8,7,78,85,44,5,2,23,7,2,2,1,4,2,0,5,0,32,25,2,4,6,0,0,8,13,6,0,2,18,4,55,14,55,55,10,78,0,1,2,1,40,29,0,8,41,290,87,1,0.10611007523826596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04703008969157012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829208289913612,0.2874255554708499,0.3223383893524948,0.07215848983154448,0.0,0.20293479280306406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047230231802202566,0.09919859654052646,0.0,0.0,0.12238814711125336,0.08859748060314837,0.0,0.0,0.09029185865143613,0.0,0.0,0.046922869302222885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059226968337365335,0.05417512531795185,0.0,0.054093146785606935,0.0,0.05612519495410466,0.18280886837920104,0.0,0.057333647518863225,0.0,0.0,0.05870439000262724,0.0,0.2052966607835328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202510109539028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04642882095209254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05428854868903497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05917039141115608,0.07008470394692094,0.0,0.08940231487825763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05811920040200915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02771906739007313,0.0,0.06030480106555,0.04450004837571834,0.0,0.0,0.1168922108306105,0.0,0.046916394549646814,0.0,0.09505378527065382,0.0,0.0,0.05639502402373036,0.0,0.0,0.07112334672781932,0.0,0.10643705715068758,0.0,0.052248524931364594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04715775516761296,0.0,0.11049731470234564,0.05831532233274748,0.04324693682113566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21700948221735294,0.037474342094261585,0.051840022934487716,0.0,0.04684857023104308,0.04695203874826347,0.04455286934740114,0.0,0.0,0.045105495717687315,0.0,0.05020195941236623,0.07082929917978023,0.05378948082836816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053466999242062524,0.0,0.0,0.18641225650267115,0.0,0.0,0.03900155724093162,0.0,0.0,0.051240885939423816,0.0,0.09957711751748452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300376707052955,0.07190293313178063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719073252055823,0.05454941497650621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045308712238939036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04227799592357236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777535074835556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05247278881912168,0.05939077093471293,0.03755262869960232,0.0,0.16947928630650233,0.044356387096919865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15001123522636034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019865775134452,0.0,0.0,0.06187363818605394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04582251796390724,0.1168652567564372,0.0,0.0,0.08422523870668049,0.04255755094753271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616398981651246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223383893524948,0.03416570474898538
anxiety,WazupSportySpice,2019/01/05,"Friends I dont have friends really. I am a mom and spend most of my time working and taking care of the kids and upgrading my education. My boyfriend doesn't really hang out with me after work and on weekends cause he is busy doing his own thing playing video games and I feel so l0nely all the time. He said I should make friends to keep myself busy and  I wont be lonely so I have been trying to join mom groups to meet friends but I am having a hard time connecting with anyone. I feel like I must just be some loser or something. Like why cant I have friends?  The one person I would consider my friend is from my work and she over thinks everything and is very negative and only talks about her self, if I start talking to me she just overrides me, so I have been trying to not associate with her much. 

Any ideas how I can make friends ",3.864689922480622,4.7655564767441865,4.406976744186046,88.99596899224808,71.44186046511628,7.826356589147288,25.96124031007752,8.07648339933343,1.304498449612403,662,20,144,9,12,210,104,172,0.132,0.759,0.109,-0.7333,0,2,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,4,7,13,0,0,5,0,23,0,0,4,2,34,33,16,0,4,6,2,3,2,7,4,0,1,0,3,1,13,0,1,4,4,1,1,6,2,0,1,3,4,28,11,16,24,5,10,0,2,0,0,25,3,0,4,8,99,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137076268479923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366685319857947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199813549982165,0.12292054817684807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402369395870583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753986321321854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100419948790615,0.08548287909976368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6471261101613682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718903654451226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135078021419321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635650811013003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691658773969275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15974375595008716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802813181711161,0.0,0.0,0.08796155423979256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108257977496364,0.09100442802055636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447974793605704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15331048697952215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382106755836376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482819300447826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211769070636287,0.0,0.0,0.0846937358373016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899670613538458,0.192351290508616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949469568743035,0.07667127933945572,0.0,0.0,0.20931861826804385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16247829628453445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872943452065903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079716976518403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613348404608662,0.0,0.0,0.08500079465970231,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,waterpanne,2019/01/05,"School / work dread Hey everyone.



Age 20, live in Canada. Have been diagnosed with an anxiety disorder for about eight years now. Have gone to tons of therapy and I take medication



I've come so far since that diagnosis eight years ago, but I still struggle of course. The main issue right now is dread about school and work



I am a university student and I constantly dread going to school. I dread all aspects of school, including the bus ride there and back, sitting in class for hours, assignments, etc. I love learning but my anxiety has me so stressed. For work, I only work about three times a month on average because the company I work for is an event company (I work as a cashier in food service for events) and I constantly dread my shifts (even though I've been there for a few years now).



Sometimes it keeps me up at night. Sometimes I start crying because I think about all the schoolwork I have to do and I feel like I can't breathe. Sometimes I feel like throwing up when I remember I have a work shift coming up. I never look forward to school or work anymore. Pretty much it feels like I get small panic attacks without the shaking I used to get. Its hard because right now school is my life so I have to find a way to deal with this feeling of hopelessness and dread. As for work, I need the money so I can't quit.



It feels like I have to drag myself to the bus stop every day for school, like I have to work consciously against myself to keep going. I've been in post secondary school for almost four years now so I should be used to it. Instead my anxiety has just gotten worse. 





Note that I am on waiting lists for counseling. 



Any advice? Thanks ",2.9715897435897465,5.168384953846157,3.5211538461538474,89.11301282051281,76.38461538461539,6.917948717948718,25.602564102564106,7.908726449838941,1.4459641025641026,1310,48,264,21,30,410,163,325,0.184,0.721,0.095,-0.9842,0,0,0,0,0,1,34.0,0,0,0,11,23,19,1,10,15,0,22,6,1,2,3,38,47,19,0,2,5,0,6,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,8,11,1,4,10,0,1,9,4,12,0,4,5,7,36,7,46,40,7,52,0,1,1,1,3,15,0,2,32,168,44,23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484734198506874,0.058825150247385674,0.0,0.06645109997445116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04512785361247036,0.0,0.1522982808072605,0.0,0.06581242318149667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549538162604873,0.0,0.051027623588316535,0.0,0.1213594125148887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432849925957725,0.0,0.14342564309981787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07289460072084426,0.04279744802769871,0.06841542566491551,0.0,0.06735516437617423,0.0,0.0,0.07605562040503219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401021745407753,0.043830909814957734,0.0,0.05591212604172699,0.06341091703734868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16777094194560402,0.1896336584347774,0.0,0.0,0.06065288347911614,0.0,0.08024415886579722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693419176800223,0.0,0.07542913497686865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05944655046162075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06535235950959098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06926379327983652,0.0,0.1179696679830698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0468728386140416,0.16210351489589886,0.0,0.05859810603785184,0.0,0.055726647567563216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0598935234674413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06685187114004316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052968832102923455,0.0,0.04878307652879196,0.049205947495371466,0.051181805369080326,0.0,0.0,0.06227543831601023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050470640440063816,0.0,0.07786050430078405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635556321387246,0.06751314081744894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07058324531109854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517423993984272,0.11334410895027015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5372881654989081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05489462416137495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19689860511178967,0.0,0.04697075935694742,0.0,0.05299609540499502,0.055480887927696364,0.07601646636217553,0.06937507636840769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049895321621201166,0.0,0.0,0.06109642559163364,0.07588975171592194,0.0,0.0,0.04252154159737452,0.06519948714991651,0.0,0.038695716790216994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462944347407987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05267438733409943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06396977481494323,0.0,0.4831170326636003,0.0,0.06762767523485617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709376042739828
anxiety,RawScallop,2019/01/05,"Im having a panic attack right now  I went to an event where some old friends were. I arrived to a party with a lot of inebriated people all over me. I couldnt break away just to chill. Eventually i freaked out and started panicking and crying and ran out. 
 
 I feel like the grossest, most pathetic unwanted loser. I had nomlm intention of making a scene. I didnt expect to accosted by girl after drunk girl. One even told me she was glad to see im comfortable gaining weight. Im trying to tell myself no one is thinking about you now and if its that bad, its okay to let them go. 
 
 But its not working. I feel like its the end of the world and im such a sack of shit.",1.4685279468732733,3.3440030359712267,3.4361151079136683,89.47151632540123,79.7913669064748,6.579081350304373,22.203099059214168,7.61054688173877,0.86102722744881,518,16,113,8,13,175,95,139,0.245,0.619,0.136,-0.9548,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,3,7,12,2,1,9,1,8,3,1,2,1,24,18,7,0,4,4,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,8,2,0,3,1,0,3,4,6,0,2,7,4,14,6,19,9,4,18,0,1,1,0,8,7,1,4,9,76,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17100717352765415,0.14122767512263507,0.0,0.12550833226377273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16511605566077986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13313615645510748,0.0,0.0,0.09928289438588976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15200948171531994,0.21477284594221294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613446360466692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542855798731147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6494721834760725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537092139251923,0.0,0.14687448850079546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12779405249265074,0.0,0.0,0.10033769758403403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15773229990350812,0.0,0.2037172425402504,0.0,0.0,0.17636449386886427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421081138610308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836981077600412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978310723281645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15429813712941098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639507507711883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138359556726292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631699960963776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363423907260675,0.0,0.10205530763694184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830454878692667,0.0,0.13934527171087327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10943249303393664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway392873,2019/01/05,"Im not diagnosed but i dont know where else to turn Ive always worried, when i was younger (8-12) i used to worry to the point of no sleep that my mum wouldnt show up to pick me up from school if something happened to her
Fast forward to now, inbetween the time ive worried about loads of stupid stuff but most recently its been about my girlfriend, i know it seems stupid because im only 16 so it shouldnt matter but idk maybe im being an idiot but it feels different with her, i actually feel like i know what love is because of her, anyway since ive been with her ive lost sleep over her thinking she'll break up with me, she likes other boys more, im not good enough ect. Ive told her about it multiple times and shes reassured me i have nothing to worry about but i hate telling her because i dont want her to think im unstable or something, she deserves someone who doesnt worry 24/7. All of this was bad enough but on boxing day i think i experienced my 1st panic attack (im not sure what it was) i was with family and i was feeling kind of down for no reason and my family kept getting me to get off the sofa on my own and come join them, i did it because i didnt wanna seem boring but after that i found myself backing into a corner, my cousins tried to get me to join in but i couldnt take it for some reason and i just ran out the door and started crying for no reason, i started hyperventilating and then after about 5 minutes i was fine. I dont know whats up with me.",1.0359583333333298,2.813346512500001,3.135625000000001,91.58020833333336,80.75,5.766666666666668,21.291666666666664,6.742157984588678,0.3348416666666667,1164,34,262,12,30,395,165,320,0.22,0.691,0.08900000000000001,-0.9939,1,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,1,12,17,5,1,6,0,27,4,2,5,2,58,57,20,0,6,14,2,3,2,1,3,1,0,2,1,17,15,0,1,16,1,0,3,14,9,0,0,15,4,52,8,45,37,7,32,0,1,0,1,22,16,0,6,16,178,69,1,0.0,0.0,0.07649035513135913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06522081065463924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917180804925709,0.0,0.060271573675403575,0.06544640603277181,0.1911258323297545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06751988513041067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609988059274304,0.0505504540585994,0.0,0.0,0.0795569432131463,0.0,0.08189339573198902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755923507224082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547881364413878,0.0,0.0,0.16198087504618006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477847509300738,0.0,0.11889817291489425,0.055996723989635996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859427497132323,0.0,0.0,0.12285541260838233,0.0,0.0,0.06574381606900359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693136957481564,0.0,0.0,0.07738683712145747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5080015740002976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816236768168744,0.17230865877174092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658780287253726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556414046346117,0.0,0.0707435827596316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874610860111105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521045895897678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059613689798099924,0.0,0.091965386419509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07409712920720668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417718745791779,0.07739360859556793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932762926864098,0.0,0.14271360630607366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06483910383950242,0.0,0.15687891512057167,0.0,0.06641353478461533,0.12068589535986092,0.0,0.0,0.11095956989931642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897296107789362,0.0,0.0,0.07387490888202633,0.0,0.0589341486370676,0.0,0.0685100661163235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15067369673264733,0.0,0.0,0.0914113408165108,0.0,0.0,0.07489817258345799,0.0,0.05321681023830028,0.08525803303651264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676976161329645,0.0,0.0,0.04623223599739799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3980079468924429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,heartburnarse,2019/01/05,Does anybody else get little moments of panic and you can only see what’s directly ahead of you? Also I’m not sure if this happens to everyone but my legs go numb with a pulsing sensation around my body. What is this?,4.4221969696969685,5.3003865227272735,5.684545454545457,80.43015151515155,70.13636363636363,8.593939393939394,30.57575757575757,8.841846274778883,2.50749393939394,173,7,33,3,3,58,39,44,0.155,0.845,0.0,-0.7148,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,1,2,3,0,1,1,0,2,3,2,0,1,7,7,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,6,7,0,5,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,2,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24218521976358764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695964602231071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363927772203449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26502190024044825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25298832810554683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893815939156967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15822413238084035,0.0,0.17211392238998866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678050353423333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30353047918691106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303274429525953,0.0,0.35532362391747113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24132843755788036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854280437728488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,princesslexie21,2019/01/05,"How ghosting feels for an anxious person This is something I feel like I need to address. Not because I’m placing blame, but more because it’s an important topic that no one touches on. In my opinion, ghosting isn’t a good idea in most situations. My anxiety causes me to want honesty. I would much rather a guy tell me straight up he’s not into me, instead of just disappearing off the face of the earth. It sucks when weeks go by and you’re talking to the same person and then they drop you and stop responding to your texts. I’m wondering if this happens to anyone else? I know in this day and age, I can’t expect much. Social media is so prevalent. But if we’re hanging out, texting, and hooking up- don’t I at least deserve the respect of a reason? I just wanted to hear any other input. It just makes my anxiety crazy. I start to wonder what I did/if they’re okay. I just started opening up to my therapist about it but it’s just so difficult. Especially as a single, overthinking female in a sea of dating apps. Sigh. ",2.1713106796116506,4.360818121359223,3.893019417475728,85.49700485436894,78.95145631067963,6.255922330097087,26.804854368932038,7.365786028017652,1.5447813592233022,807,34,156,11,20,270,132,206,0.13,0.758,0.112,-0.5944,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,1,0,12,7,1,0,11,1,6,1,1,4,0,40,23,16,2,8,13,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,1,3,11,8,0,1,7,0,0,3,6,2,1,1,0,4,20,4,28,22,7,28,0,0,0,0,12,15,1,6,10,109,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060798492184278,0.0,0.2386667711253696,0.17622645900798806,0.0,0.10907317172711764,0.1598321479161666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901824431442921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602466633741213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060187822576247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303112258686912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15774839528291082,0.11144065296261513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865379831416992,0.13083861463645335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544565177010324,0.13794313243853748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758142217517928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17609588102781695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572907518745754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620976865242401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041258124273189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22934400767313576,0.11566602603755305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10570415654191807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724122410003344,0.1629783466509184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038566575243332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17534144467444931,0.0,0.15901410956119008,0.0,0.12009019478326954,0.0,0.0,0.22082375612400773,0.0,0.0,0.13041622312496118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253803898407833,0.13634380653996991,0.0,0.0,0.1811186326819133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840161423880912,0.0,0.12512730236342307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33833314836755285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108121785201381,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,guitarist597,2019/01/05,"Things We All Can Do To Embrace Our Vulnerability Hey guys,

I started reading this book *Daring Greatly* by Brené Brown. So far it is really good. She talks about vulnerability and how it is seen as a weakness, when in reality vulnerability makes us feel alive and human. Vulnerability is neither good or bad, it is at the center of emotion and feeling, two crucial aspects that make us feel alive. 

I want to start living more a vulnerable life. I would love it if you guys comment/suggest things to do that will make someone vulnerable.",4.584648526077096,7.161346081632657,6.236258503401363,69.74604308390026,72.87755102040815,7.620861678004537,31.29705215419501,8.515128840125781,2.736336507936508,428,20,73,8,9,146,72,98,0.129,0.664,0.207,0.8735,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,4,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,3,0,9,3,0,4,1,16,20,9,0,3,2,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,9,4,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,5,9,4,9,17,3,7,0,0,2,1,12,4,0,2,3,51,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14655914604948206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19744618001958653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266257778624617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29445031821250955,0.0,0.1935210290988943,0.0,0.347602050919254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398112313604474,0.0,0.0,0.15499507209366106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15842151931980358,0.0,0.3515003428676386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17557621659795392,0.0,0.11244819016138263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487249114838607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484802573011951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108333303898046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332269587970302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714660502457705,0.0,0.4222788662175875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353138450939328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246905637060502,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jungkoook,2019/01/05,"I got myself back In January of 2017, I had an awful encounter with a newly diagnosed mental illness I had. I’d never had a diagnosis of a specific illness before, so navigating was hard. On the day of that awful encounter, my head pushed and pushed away the most important thing in my life until I felt I’d lost it completely.

In April of 2018, for the first time in well over a year (exact days were January 9th 2017 and around April 20th 2018) I felt I had finally gotten back what I lost all that time ago, even if just for a second.

Since then, I think I’ve held onto my important things better and have dealt with situations better. I never thought about how big this was for me until the end of 2018. I’m horribly scared of New Years now, the anxiety of coming up to a new year just reminds me of what I lost in 2017. But we just had reached January and it’s now several days in and I still feel okay.

Getting back my happiness was the biggest success I’ve ever felt in my life, I feel I can breathe again. Anxiety certainly doesn’t disappear, but for the first time in a long time I can say I’ve been better at being happy and being me again, it’s like I got myself back. Hopefully this year treats you all better than any year before. Hopefully every year after gets better and better. Happy New Year everyone!",4.071913875598085,5.232857818181817,5.428189792663479,80.8932057416268,71.1969696969697,8.891228070175439,26.394736842105264,9.276330184999452,2.155131818181819,1040,33,204,22,19,349,133,264,0.08,0.726,0.194,0.9886,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,1,0,12,21,21,0,1,15,3,16,7,2,1,7,37,36,15,0,3,6,0,6,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,11,12,0,1,7,0,0,4,3,4,1,3,21,7,27,17,35,13,3,62,0,3,0,0,3,17,0,4,42,140,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249234019798823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05561267081720039,0.0,0.12512175191981295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280083992799219,0.0,0.0,0.07683426489812734,0.2515326749257919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391761780042238,0.0,0.0,0.4339624219511776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07044555286128705,0.08574395145752019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582224855686214,0.0,0.0,0.08300418221653484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07243211150865109,0.0,0.0,0.054014400509490745,0.07397398229957054,0.06890251610347232,0.07814354490904478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270005701786147,0.0,0.2355626145021332,0.0895851331606687,0.0,0.13912271772567342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545252949293526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308126184963675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611664864919667,0.07325811394510134,0.0,0.08392906832938242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162450426566385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552615670558407,0.03995319382850333,0.0,0.0,0.0723720322085273,0.0,0.0,0.26781502227413584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241421447078204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261463449276098,0.2369486275655247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06503411448263251,0.08187526113903681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238723590106317,0.0,0.06764861208193775,0.09192326455153522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653089870762324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866095381466663,0.05240081914379428,0.0,0.06492356221975575,0.19074447265936784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352933595524214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686419344737056
anxiety,calicotacocat,2019/01/05,"Does anyone else think their anxiety is largely circumstantial? This article really resonated with me. https://www.buzzfeednews.com/article/annehelenpetersen/millennials-burnout-generation-debt-work

I’ve always been the “anxious kid” and worried adult so I think it’s definitely in my DNA to trend towards high strung neuroticism, but I also think an inability to relax or be okay with non-“productive” activities is a source of anxiety as well. I really resonated with the part about the to do list that just gets longer, the resistance to mundane-yet-complicated “adulting” tasks, and navigating as a millennial parent, and the expectations thrust upon you as such. The push to work ever harder, despite enormous resistance, if only to be more competitive in the workplace. The hamster wheel has been picking up speed every year.",11.886249999999995,13.954190125,10.562500000000004,47.83250000000001,54.0,12.9625,39.4375,12.38480682065935,5.817621874999999,688,30,86,21,8,216,96,128,0.087,0.812,0.101,0.5888,2,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,1,1,8,4,0,1,11,1,8,0,0,1,1,16,12,11,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,6,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,7,3,19,8,2,11,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,2,3,62,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16474100496349853,0.17141149829392432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31518438118696274,0.2327254320712525,0.0,0.14404250735370425,0.2110750331820498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18027513910868206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720895744869451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18634205066092505,0.17356691835817228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762837882238208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176541144041636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566750211252501,0.0,0.0,0.2287426195709371,0.22308182453291706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639423631212024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3959963675886989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18522197696683212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29994614943880443,0.20920665605026328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265956468558354
anxiety,bethster2000,2019/01/05,"Staying Home: not afraid to go out, just don't want to go out. I have something that is making me feel very anxious...husband traveling in the next couple of weeks...and I am just holed up in the bedroom with the cats, alternating napping and computing.

I'm not afraid to go out, I do choose to just stay inside and hole up.  I don't know if this is the most effective coping mechanism there is, but it's what I am capable of right now.

It will pass.  Until then, I'm going to remove any possibility for further anxiety because then I will get completely and totally overwhelmed.

Does anyone else do this?  Do you think it is okay to do this?",3.463307086614172,5.0185085984252,4.879535433070867,82.69883070866145,73.25196850393702,8.229606299212598,27.660629921259844,8.841846274778883,2.1376525984251966,500,19,100,10,10,167,81,127,0.026,0.888,0.086,0.8064,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,1,5,4,0,3,4,1,15,0,0,2,1,23,27,8,0,2,7,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,8,7,0,0,5,2,0,7,4,3,0,0,0,1,8,1,18,25,2,23,0,1,0,0,1,9,0,2,5,69,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552172924134526,0.0,0.1524537118673604,0.22513714563889864,0.0,0.13934583198605602,0.2041926834695628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148326829343264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089482199426234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22050684446936686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17439705616770682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16647839150790125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100765298363912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411902894392068,0.0,0.4530366941457776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19990071957014968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952270955573047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302536026190778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119435715498769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224665710426679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17018967682539413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15342056933402454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4248260225850171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769481342431027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16443232497511512,0.11754440644709913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BrandonPlaysPS4,2019/01/05,"The years just feel like a blur at this point It's honestly crazy. I do so little with my life, and it just all goes so fast. Weeks & months go by, nothing meaningful happens, it all blurs in to one. The older I get, the same I stay, still accomplishing nothing with my life, and my anxiety still hovering over like a massive shadow, questioning every choice I make and placing seeds of doubt constantly. 

I'm just can't seem to wrap my head around the fact it's 2019. It's really starting to scare me. I like to think this will be the year I finally turn things around, but I'm still scared of going anywhere in life, I'm still friendless, my anxiety still stops me from doing the simplest of tasks that involve going outside. Sometimes I just want to cry at how lonely I am. At times I'll just sit and look out of the window, and just wonder where it all went wrong for me. Why did my life have to end up this way?

It seems like the only place I can find solace and support is through online means. And the interactions are still very distant. I just want to feel loved again, and feel like people care about me and want to share life with me. Nobody should be this alone all the time.

I just loathe Anxiety. I just needed to get something off my chest, even if it's just text on a screen. Maybe you guys are feeling the same right now, up late at night, unable to sleep, thinking of the many ways things have gone wrong. At least we have each other in this moment. I really hope things get better for us. Life is leaving me behind, and leaving no room for me to catch-up.",3.802603192074852,4.969667493670887,4.1075013758943335,90.08471931755643,71.84810126582278,7.141221794166207,23.54925701706109,7.423996415210882,0.769049697303247,1232,31,263,13,23,384,175,316,0.13699999999999998,0.736,0.126,-0.4211,0,3,1,0,0,0,40.0,2,1,0,2,26,18,0,3,15,0,17,10,3,2,5,62,51,15,0,7,12,0,4,5,0,2,6,0,2,1,18,18,0,1,13,0,0,5,2,6,0,1,3,6,30,12,43,44,8,56,0,1,2,1,9,23,0,9,29,168,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498295925318924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890522515284993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18831272761339204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609050282663427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256989124188992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836592867729237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867097487466842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013221303136937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267528507610665,0.0,0.0,0.05419574099773949,0.0,0.06913383989479305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659554055348921,0.1172384588909189,0.0,0.08988589391398541,0.07499565894656572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860912402018834,0.0,0.13989914469542414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812461324459474,0.07255987753008475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421084019180343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814979075961155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256022619538788,0.17376618889731948,0.0,0.0,0.3477420248057732,0.20043663581729396,0.08223943350541152,0.0,0.0,0.0689045007505938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405673071782233,0.0,0.0547715284109068,0.08318964359426928,0.08243404040707708,0.08938061005457337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06549453610983767,0.0,0.0,0.060841830508785465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700190435799298,0.0,0.15746560999641898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05560175789483327,0.06240558931647565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056885752354216175,0.0,0.1714574500954651,0.0,0.07756733445783381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191900091477986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513149191149057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007347096171987,0.0,0.0,0.16430027566570354,0.0,0.0,0.14939734036214425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211302791846882,0.0,0.0,0.06316900067439447,0.08115327631044769,0.0,0.05807808049897139,0.08745840086392448,0.3931694786970332,0.06860062556647943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311364543732382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16353863564047896,0.10515348483364066,0.0,0.0,0.09569242590391352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925093906495123,0.0,0.0,0.09870058189561227,0.0,0.0,0.06770295334148352,0.14519231786897174,0.1302609261466554,0.06581858462004432,0.0,0.0,0.07606466654315644,0.0740407644773221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898381302474759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17942583222933398,0.0,0.1056798748544959
anxiety,taurustangle113,2019/01/05,"i have something very important to complete but I get incredible anxiety around it... haven't been able to start ... I nearly graduated college this past spring but a series of unfortunate events prevented me from actually doing so.  Within the last 2 months of graduating, my creepy roommate threatened to kill me by strangling me which triggered PTSD from a past abusive relationship - a trigger that I didn't even know I had until I was too in-shock to function for weeks.  Because of this, I lost my job, had to move without any money saved, and didn't finish my last quarter of college.  

It's 7 months later now and I was able to make up 2 of the 3 classes I needed to finish by doing online courses.  However, now I am left with my senior project to complete. 

I haven't even started it.  I have tons of ideas of what to do but every time I sit down to start, I distract myself.  A few weeks ago, my senior project advisor reached out to me asking what I want to do about it since I have a set amount of time to do it before I can't do it at all and will have to re-enroll to finish my degree.  

Part of the reason I'm so anxious about it, too, is that I desperately want to go to graduate school and need it to be a good senior project so that I can have it as a sample of work.  But I don't feel like I have the support, even with my senior project advisor, to be able to create something good on my own.  I'm working full-time now (I told them I was going to get my degree sooner) in addition.  

I don't know what's keeping me from starting this.  I feel like I have control over my mental health aside from this.  It brings me so much shame and anxiety to think about.  It brings me back to how terrible the end of my senior year was and the events surrounding that, the reasons I didn't get it done in the first place.  I wish I just had someone to push me to do it but I know that, now that I'm an independent adult, I have to be the one to get it done.  I feel like I'm failing myself and just ruining my chances at going to graduate school.",4.755985748218528,4.6208620047505935,5.916792399049883,82.63598669833729,69.09501187648456,8.731249406175772,30.141662707838478,8.364918446050245,2.0057548883610448,1588,56,338,21,25,533,185,421,0.151,0.7859999999999999,0.063,-0.9919,2,0,2,0,0,1,43.0,0,0,1,6,22,14,1,2,17,0,40,1,0,8,1,45,75,19,1,5,8,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,28,12,0,3,10,0,1,7,9,7,0,3,15,4,55,7,66,56,7,60,0,3,0,0,5,15,0,0,39,244,83,22,0.2760207944237743,0.10901316871261836,0.08978549295977574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155859337164473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625678684548392,0.0,0.1407701014880332,0.10394164383444936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190567561462292,0.08601406090595674,0.0,0.0,0.07074765105501475,0.0,0.056086571449447835,0.0,0.07829112205416941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192935034291968,0.0,0.10319359715693394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18831007004563188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149083218239993,0.0,0.0,0.18230913150279168,0.0,0.07751980799375897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139564407157574,0.19718931068790685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826104891052474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19227929699767635,0.0,0.1568689783727346,0.1543420977631805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779906571940887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386462651262396,0.0,0.0,0.0913026825861076,0.08177998815775847,0.10179203771563597,0.0,0.15169381004791446,0.14999585830670598,0.0,0.0,0.09996580025579177,0.0,0.0,0.1348498178065924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004364343451944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061415341204821415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927213466651552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687810981138122,0.09778880738028264,0.06763568108704307,0.13644394774562793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06234627792528536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996345407769632,0.17566205378759364,0.0,0.0,0.09612766071381658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755117927511104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18919689857735614,0.0,0.09878101177082482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18623185333585227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610908448917762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795717446464348,0.1416628618022274,0.0,0.0,0.2604919186191729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044083755058996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05895432661185378,0.0,0.0,0.10729996328595498,0.0,0.0,0.08791656589439928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591535421190328,0.1085361440022199,0.0,0.14760482131272734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580343051525276,0.08869139866649987,0.0,0.1339642838215354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05924944730389565
anxiety,SoulfurTrioxide,2019/01/05,"I'm don't feel like a person Basically, the title. For some background, i'm a 16 y/o kid who just got his license and a debit card. Today, my mom wanted me to head to the store and pick up like 4 things for dinner. This just instantly makes me scared, as I've never used my debit card alone and driving in big parking lots is really nerve-racking. Naturally, my parents are like ""you'll be fine, don't be nervous, etc."" So I drive there, and once i get to the lot i just kinda copy other people and manage to find a spot. The whole trip inside is just a mess. I feel like a fool the whole time, but eventually i get all the stuff i needed and head to check-out. i openly let the lady at the check out know that i'm new and that i've never used my debit, and it was generally just really uncomfortable and made me feel really stupid.

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The point i'm getting at is, i feel like a stupid kid, and not a 16 year old. i'm really short for a guy my age (5'5) and it hits my self-confidence pretty hard. i'm not dumb, at least i don't think. i've got decent grades and stuff, but i can't get away from this feeling. every time i get hooked on it, i irrationally want to just stop trying at everything. just kinda stop existing so i don't have to drag others down. i don't know.. it was hard to even post this because i was genuinely just going to give up on myself. and yes, i know. i'm only 16 and things get better and whatever but the point is i know many other 16 year olds who are just way better at this stuff and they seem like real people and i don't. i've never really called this anxiety, so lemme know if you think it's something else.",2.236252910052912,3.3698050485714286,4.198698412698416,88.04844973544974,75.65714285714286,7.242328042328044,20.10582010582011,7.793537801064563,0.5325788359788355,1277,25,287,18,27,437,166,350,0.138,0.782,0.079,-0.9462,1,1,1,0,0,0,50.0,0,2,1,2,14,16,3,2,19,1,21,3,2,5,4,69,59,25,0,4,15,2,7,6,0,1,0,0,0,4,22,19,1,2,14,0,5,4,12,7,0,0,6,7,32,9,27,48,8,38,0,0,0,0,14,18,1,7,20,168,54,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672724238972188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073001316148747,0.10175075163548067,0.0,0.0,0.06405928794947763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867454257913396,0.0,0.0,0.051045865458647234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14811879000777314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550578992655898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06995229626320258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933899280930331,0.0553081136183799,0.0,0.07055281838356235,0.0,0.07525825285379774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21170206957062748,0.17946718373275386,0.0,0.0,0.07653495181613873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624976764858913,0.08032905361698398,0.04759019588059157,0.0,0.13394574591721392,0.0,0.0,0.08291371686498072,0.0,0.0,0.1500254765886723,0.0,0.17187855102568894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301008844750741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562770777938385,0.0,0.24546073967394114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14238198873503544,0.0,0.07923485493060807,0.05589571912171307,0.0848971187602414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807285262812586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062090614734292025,0.1937515638049251,0.0808746154821592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757377445190891,0.08917816351447069,0.0,0.06368646983683744,0.0,0.0,0.0929810625655367,0.0,0.0,0.116106675415887,0.07311673135275419,0.0,0.0,0.15831882241254666,0.0,0.08019779051487906,0.0851915800705299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953120979478522,0.2682233138833288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383627704646475,0.0,0.0,0.07623186732863282,0.08735692450889186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644655502838249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140017319563212,0.0,0.0,0.2875796903210321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112635208902696,0.10731176988225263,0.0,0.0,0.0976565218387327,0.0,0.07937376728852627,0.0,0.0,0.056852558389402626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14464537264778607,0.0,0.0,0.09878160245775236,0.06646727188078405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18698081882623904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175075163548067,0.10784896410720578
anxiety,snrjalapeno,2019/01/05,I’m finally doing therapy I recently found a therapist that I believe is a great fit thus far for me. Things have been spiraling out of control and I decided that I can no longer do it on my own and it’s not right for me to put unnecessary stress on my loved ones. I’m very excited at the thought of working towards better mental and physical well being. I feel hopeful.,3.346,4.959627533333332,5.490333333333336,77.96350000000002,73.66666666666666,9.8,32.5,10.125756701596842,3.6458,295,15,57,9,6,103,58,75,0.061,0.679,0.261,0.9476,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,3,1,7,0,1,3,0,7,1,0,2,0,12,14,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,1,1,1,3,1,9,6,10,10,1,11,0,0,0,1,1,8,0,1,2,42,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25047698823051906,0.0,0.1966227799464664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24934927081724906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241098968527227,0.0,0.0,0.2435392149125771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437609253706509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24510709717054416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208125832510363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006512620909073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22404490992778905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15064887131705984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22349164870391766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195128467727504,0.0,0.0,0.1898589129073708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25466526315742793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542407522550094,0.2581290885869668,0.14769863285359308,0.0,0.0,0.1764961753639385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834361698602666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19989116631067053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618506254591316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,odettita,2019/01/05,"anxiety: a superpower in disguise Sometimes i can’t tell if my anxiety is helping or hurting me. unfortunately, i pick up on people’s routines and habits very quickly. when it comes to guys, i notice the smallest changes and my brain spirals and my anxiety is thru the roof. i find myself trying to figure out what causes this change, if there’s another girl, if he’s no longer into me, if something shady is going on etc. 8/10 i’m right. when i’m wrong i feel absolutely crazy. either way i still end up feeling down. ",2.7864356435643565,5.196680762376243,4.471772277227725,80.99142079207924,78.00990099009903,6.812277227722772,27.921782178217825,7.908726449838941,2.038076435643564,411,18,75,7,10,138,74,101,0.2,0.763,0.037000000000000005,-0.9259,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,4,1,1,2,0,18,10,10,0,4,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,6,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,2,12,0,11,10,2,17,0,1,0,0,5,9,0,5,5,49,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19432533613818034,0.4253104122686054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20687964159198105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903758230019516,0.39209031096261404,0.15963772176679636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16413949205236403,0.0,0.2066820185404367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874078370612189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693801318113946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532225421072157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834970292435943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421682970551988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198390074886823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109893053662801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284783195093016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15826321036041202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14266923993889352,0.18328731064532655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14799767315725498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161978813378884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582086491601396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529093193136922,0.0,0.14709926648097804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20261953518554604,0.0,0.0
anxiety,creampuff313,2019/01/05,"Exposure Progress Food background: I have been working really hard with my therapist to overcome a phobia of having a severe allergic reaction to food. I have been especially avoiding peanuts despite never having a reaction. 

Anyways I have been having a really hard time lately with this and was starting to think get really down on myself. But tonight (after about 2 hours of building up the courage) I ate a handful of peanut m&ms and lived to tell the tale! 😂 I know I have a long way to go but it feels so good to finally be taking a step in the right direction.",7.559190031152648,7.598152785046732,7.907056074766356,70.13603582554519,63.20560747663552,11.245482866043618,38.39408099688474,10.864195022040775,4.4400978193146425,456,22,76,11,6,150,72,107,0.099,0.831,0.069,0.3745,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,10,0,12,5,1,0,1,11,20,5,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,3,1,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,5,4,8,2,17,14,0,17,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,9,56,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20303679551504225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947499252160762,0.0,0.0,0.20527639214595267,0.0,0.0,0.4531850368955056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790344856995034,0.0,0.1064979551180092,0.15717369333546502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357289495590064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18454122938153172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029845463503734,0.0,0.2113838830794142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654686473266131,0.16583409701912055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445265841302978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36014015805133553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16002988542263308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21169716220764184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263548159180175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408938263508616,0.0,0.16378696531484532,0.0,0.0,0.2175740281994278,0.0,0.12007183245504442,0.0,0.0,0.10926851305526672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14874131964779513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642202333920975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OofyMcDoofy,2019/01/05,"A bloody man My friend with anxiety says she can't sleep because she knows a man will break into her room (she was quite detailed about what would happen). She also says that she unwillingly vividly imagines the deaths of her loved ones.

Is this unheard of?

More importantly how can I help?",3.305555555555556,6.173302518518517,3.216296296296296,88.03333333333335,79.37037037037038,5.822222222222222,23.814814814814817,7.1686216300943375,1.022392592592592,232,8,43,3,6,70,45,54,0.075,0.7170000000000001,0.208,0.8463,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,0,6,2,1,1,0,6,9,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,2,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,9,2,5,6,1,3,0,0,1,1,14,2,0,0,0,30,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507982359215696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399150315042581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19117712375030133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422985900727159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773291883804256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21020988731405213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17235490032775244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28305027135093913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21251400793924444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33356873300327555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4987993337865543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31384203175710057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22278348322523092,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,h0203throwaway,2019/01/05,"Can GAD alone cause self injurious breakdowns? (TW for self harm mentions) I'm diagnosed with mild GAD and OCD traits. Ever since I can remember, I've had pretty bad breakdowns every now and then, usually triggered by frustration and occasionally by anxiety (over exams, social gatherings etc), but the ones from frustration are much worse. I started throwing myself on the ground as a child, around three years old, then stopped and started getting the impulse to hit myself. It got worse lately. If I could, I'd break something or punch something else, but doing it to myself is more immediate and less damaging. When I'm in this state, I also yell at people furiously. It's a purely physical instinct to let out the anger and frustration more than the anxiety, anger over things not being how they should, over unexpected events. It's like I feel so much over so little that my body can't contain it, I can only express frustration through violence, that's the only way I can do it, because just vocalizing it would never be enough. It's too strong for words, it's too strong to just cry and do nothing else.

I have to say that after a couple years of therapy, I rarely get the classic GAD symptoms, more than anything I fall into obsessive thought cycles that can lead to self harm out of frustration. However these breakdowns are very rarely linked to feelings of anxiety itself - when I feel anxious I can't do anything, I just feel sick and struggle to breathe.

Can GAD alone cause this type of breakdowns or should I seek help to get tested for some other disorder?",7.057210727969348,7.869132268965519,6.847126436781611,74.66773946360155,64.24137931034483,9.892720306513409,34.731800766283534,9.861636050157227,3.4776743295019164,1258,54,215,25,18,397,168,290,0.268,0.679,0.053,-0.9971,1,2,2,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,1,3,14,17,8,2,10,0,24,5,2,5,3,45,38,22,0,5,9,0,4,1,0,3,3,2,0,4,19,13,0,2,7,0,0,3,4,14,0,2,3,6,19,3,36,27,9,36,0,1,0,0,11,13,0,4,18,149,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22374577600462625,0.0,0.08638104177223811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24789780058067934,0.12202830299392213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17777733988092378,0.09615790391714517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901895639938546,0.06584607364517288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998237782353158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22192613415782173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624267115719643,0.11951859810952692,0.11865144568357222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963483644135603,0.0,0.0,0.12379667662872065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18046844773852347,0.0,0.0,0.11161028833609808,0.12046734887692162,0.0,0.09770743152642744,0.09100886101974356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21846627441473448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16930304915271804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639094832535943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240142256300032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184771993847456,0.0,0.0,0.11045455497421733,0.0,0.052771580343637055,0.10826126807980403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588096374160774,0.0,0.08330925939210307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364508782791182,0.0,0.11334552136465215,0.0,0.07319501801729711,0.16430337483354765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488528827397498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989197665415414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236204271402955,0.0,0.0,0.08589934041891574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33805541935349165,0.0,0.0,0.08935266058931852,0.0,0.0,0.11010958315267556,0.0,0.16631330798001998,0.0,0.0,0.15290977513958293,0.0,0.0,0.09030692939301664,0.0,0.1129226722434877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227087366997207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235266901062354,0.0,0.07176160032487848,0.0,0.0,0.0857533191108918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896530782973976,0.08912521972825245,0.0,0.085738753568619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22015681149180905,0.07673207628406731,0.0,0.0,0.13911862928275004
anxiety,KShock08,2019/01/05,Does anyone have anxiety thinking about the afterlife? What do you believe in?,5.0076923076923086,8.594265538461544,5.098846153846154,70.08365384615385,85.92307692307692,8.753846153846155,37.269230769230774,8.841846274778883,5.167184615384618,64,4,8,2,2,20,13,13,0.147,0.853,0.0,-0.264,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4077520978518085,0.0,0.0,0.3726938139010609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6005210809556901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4664416801699835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415320455028243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThreeDog969,2019/01/05,I can trigger a panic attack on command If I focus on the idea of a panic attack really hard then I go into a panic state where my heart rate goes crazy and my brain goes into panic mode. Can anyone else do this?,1.5696666666666663,3.2593325777777795,4.268611111111113,84.49625000000003,78.7777777777778,5.3888888888888875,15.694444444444445,5.985473137389443,-0.3128888888888892,166,2,32,1,4,59,32,45,0.431,0.569,0.0,-0.9701,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,4,4,0,3,2,2,1,0,6,4,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,1,5,0,5,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,1,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835994953909328,0.1734406789729309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3851460298976032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18896518022287995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14140626768223952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620201676325997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15163578491999385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200589882920022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19108914926063986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7944238037184878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844092259357344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AwesomePanz,2019/01/05,"Feel like I'm on the edge of having a panic attack Okay, so I have dealt with anxiety and panic attacks for quite some time now. This past week / month, however, it's been worse. I have had a constant feeling of anxiety and for the past day or two I've also had the feeling that a really bad panic attack is coming.

That feeling tends to become a self-fulfilling prophecy, especially since some of my panic attacks have been really bad (I've had one that lasted over an hour) resulting in a fear of having one. At the moment none of the people that are capable of getting me out of a panic attack are around so I just cannot afford to have one.

Anyone know how to deal with this? I really don't want another panic attack, especially since the last major one I've experienced. Any help of dealing with the general anxious feeling is also appreciated :) ",5.239189485213583,6.112205000000002,6.929189485213584,72.26230558598031,68.27710843373494,9.650821467688939,28.94633077765608,9.800150414767053,2.869284337349398,674,23,118,15,11,234,95,166,0.294,0.596,0.11,-0.9897,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,8,17,6,7,14,1,17,0,0,2,0,22,28,8,0,1,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,15,0,5,5,6,6,2,22,23,4,19,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,3,13,84,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934732928000514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05499603548728415,0.08480180944578275,0.1237343973540094,0.09136284284723628,0.0,0.05654789356519134,0.0,0.0,0.07199362154974281,0.0,0.552024484393148,0.0,0.0,0.1350502262092706,0.0,0.08931726111360155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06966444999225678,0.0,0.08739438203110612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05215603628545082,0.1667518783435167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100398392883373,0.20445768939531092,0.057775290502519186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042252514358815364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05420709482347885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964306730896765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0444453804943987,0.13184367232096794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03951019135270735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06455161362355137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192050455261356,0.0,0.0,0.5693183320024543,0.0,0.0,0.15440379834650614,0.05606677021875759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601779950075412,0.0,0.0,0.1554268763921827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436759722752718,0.0,0.0,0.13379704358932126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04715737274091409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900062704064621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04770066309280991,0.0,0.06487099681898416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241593006122767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aestalgia,2019/01/05,"I’ve been diagnosed with anxiety and depression and today i’ve constantly been thinking about taking my life. I always have really bad anxiety and i constantly get lost in episodes of depression. I have been prescribed zoloft which i took for about a month but i have had a horrible time with it. The zoloft has given me multiple side effects including worsening anxiety and depression, an overheating sensation, insomnia, constipation, diarrhea, agitation, confusion, suicidal thoughts, and more. I have recently been told to stop the zoloft because of a bad anxiety attack, and to deal with the anxiety attack i have been prescribed ativan 0.5 mg. I have had many drug problems in the past and today im thinking of either killing myself or getting high with the ativan to deal with my ongoing mental disorders. I’m not making this post for sympathy or to make people feel bad for me, i just want to hopefully relate with people. I have had suicidal thoughts for what feels like years now, and today i think i might actually go through with it. I’ll update you if possible.",7.247740384615383,8.77771697916667,7.685624999999997,66.26610576923079,64.10416666666666,12.574358974358974,37.68589743589744,12.09199376347754,5.509519551282053,868,44,134,32,13,285,108,192,0.339,0.612,0.049,-0.997,0,0,1,0,0,1,21.0,0,1,0,2,4,14,3,1,9,0,17,7,0,3,0,38,37,12,3,4,7,0,2,1,0,1,7,0,0,0,5,15,0,1,8,0,0,2,1,12,0,0,14,2,18,2,24,22,2,20,0,4,0,0,4,4,0,6,14,90,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.10104473689301624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615752458240877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960572414976313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355941966052584,0.0,0.0,0.25936661688201923,0.06311991690995966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22379017385505348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135001757428184,0.26754881747117143,0.10509573894878273,0.0,0.0,0.11867125114614685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007903363108048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471067085180244,0.07397238818785286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819571366506013,0.0,0.058846866102116036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940071056425636,0.0,0.10284329757024098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184609549344736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455692149942742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313671722716893,0.050586733302386035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303132330553076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382338457731958,0.10497812181052256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434875133273597,0.10984461388542448,0.0,0.0,0.08264842945108908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098845177666988,0.14356978060993894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673114474000078,0.0991672455384728,0.0,0.0,0.09907833917937747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06633341655983907,0.0,0.10223794626538672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865680452018672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22652229519157335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785276369575922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19904187942260826,0.0,0.16440592665253168,0.06037777485788781,0.0,0.2944449399221739,0.09894144339461326,0.1150420241984372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061073374732152415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06667942243810919
anxiety,oitnbbeautyfish,2019/01/05,"Long distance  Sorry, wasn't sure where to post this and I think this is my first post here. 

Basically when you don't get to see your friends or family often, first I can get pretty anxious about the whole situation as I'm always overthinking and everything... Then when you do see them, have the greatest time and don't feel too stupid about what you said or how you acted, but at some point you have to part ways and you feel shitty/sad. Because you'd actually like to get to spend much more time with them during the year or whatever (even though social interactions take a good amount of energy from me) and you don't know when you'll see them again (which will probably be in months if not years) :/ ",6.205652173913041,6.216433442028986,6.01576086956522,82.65668478260872,66.02898550724638,9.798550724637682,26.67028985507246,9.516144504307137,1.8844898550724647,557,13,116,10,8,174,95,138,0.029,0.83,0.141,0.9404,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,10,3,2,13,5,1,0,4,0,13,0,0,1,1,20,26,17,0,1,6,0,2,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,4,0,1,1,5,1,0,2,2,6,17,4,13,20,7,21,0,0,3,0,17,4,0,6,14,80,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.15160372329929978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292675098038371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17550652885775042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470274961499453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261027780834316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13962273756037974,0.0,0.14645453305441294,0.0,0.1571039527482593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642891632718345,0.0,0.0,0.12002661331851135,0.0,0.24349916988771536,0.0,0.0,0.1303041054371972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537884999240528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589843225887467,0.0,0.0,0.13748397205975693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400259543345513,0.0,0.11420353937660635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16823394128682476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14686035454156768,0.0,0.2975736117534973,0.1580515249224449,0.16749858307266874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777784320810136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3713926145867682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17462513003408284,0.0,0.1583644962600393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17390680595520447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464199143235524,0.0,0.11680735888217655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995449835416524,0.15263514988984686,0.0,0.18117708560464948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12331328600191928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17344791305823853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000865956980468
anxiety,braindamage23,2019/01/05,"I had my first anxiety attack in almost two months, and I´m proud. I suffer from anxiety, and panic attacks followed by desrealization. Basically, I feel like I\`m in a dream, and nothing of reality is true. It went too far once, leaving me lying in my bed for 1 hour, shaking and feeling that I was in a dream, and in ""the reality"", something very, very bad was happening to me. So I decided to see a psychiatrist. He made me understand that it´s something very normal, and that I´m not going crazy (thank fucking jesus, I was very afraid of that). He gave me antidepresives (looks like panic attacks start depression on people) , and anxiolytics. 

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I been feeling very OK, until I saw Bandersnatch with a friend. You know, that Black Mirror movie. In the movie, they talk a lot about drugs, reality, control, etc. EVERY thing that triggers my panic attacks. I took and anxiolytic, and went to bed, because I was starting to shake a lot.

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A few days ago, I decided to see the movie, alone. I said to myself ""I want to fight this shit"", and watched it. I made every decision related to my panic attacks, on purpose. And I felt fine. I knew it was just a movie, and actually, a good one. My fears are just fears. I´m not in a dream, a coma, or anything like that. I´m in real life and I just suffer from panic attacks. Fuck that shit. I just have to keep fightning, take my pills, go to the psychiatrist once or twice a month, and everything will return to normal. 

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Yeah, it´s a stupid thing. Just a movie. But it scared me a lot. And I went for more, and won some of my fears. And I´m very proud of that. And I had to share it with you.

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Have a good night, and I wish you all a happy new year, with no (or less) anxiety.",2.8994441244239617,5.076318973214286,4.159715821812597,84.54442396313365,76.52976190476191,7.0735791090629805,25.42204301075269,8.049812674583475,1.5839584485407063,1349,49,264,23,31,442,161,336,0.229,0.624,0.147,-0.9869,1,1,3,0,2,0,92.0,0,3,1,5,8,43,12,12,21,2,13,8,2,4,2,60,46,25,0,4,11,0,4,3,1,1,4,1,2,0,17,22,0,2,10,3,0,9,3,28,0,4,20,11,38,15,36,25,9,33,1,3,6,2,12,11,4,8,16,171,55,0,0.0,0.0,0.058382823492841164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05303329974781522,0.0,0.059908408031201336,0.0619630492598179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25929145767629896,0.2907869159487987,0.0,0.0,0.13730318313105092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04923277777585087,0.0,0.0,0.40837320634242297,0.0,0.0,0.04995330411383644,0.03647017233305968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710141437997935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038583664982570265,0.0,0.051529173665839166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938068464760233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06672326428639283,0.0,0.0,0.10081417650234778,0.0,0.05376892773590993,0.0,0.0,0.20196706717351606,0.09075145527812684,0.04274064157827336,0.05744359891519207,0.0,0.0,0.05088907856144145,0.0,0.0,0.04622243060603323,0.1106187664452784,0.0,0.0,0.06800247696986493,0.1003606167786987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052905091858333565,0.06368728302596849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058917848174185515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053177261230832364,0.0,0.0,0.03287952446449832,0.0,0.0,0.06334848196011345,0.0,0.0,0.04225779772419555,0.08768580370295645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05023987175490098,0.0,0.0,0.1525891162673251,0.0,0.11322009287687528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550717468268197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05778158794062785,0.0,0.05614387678145074,0.11723612076374387,0.05740591663715936,0.0,0.0,0.1274282632881708,0.04054053299209781,0.0,0.0,0.3509722836010137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0414767231722849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680965756256913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05690947127425325,0.0,0.05989757337200278,0.0,0.09534923897683376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282374610834805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211597089293133,0.0,0.0,0.084692154627185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044982690846053684,0.04808692483995791,0.0,0.05508094817089219,0.0,0.0,0.07949321154204707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647034174721805,0.0,0.0,0.058442587747021074,0.0622823387010996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961827738030477,0.035287696981928025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663815447719308,0.0,0.0,0.0687984529023687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907869159487987,0.03852682554788051
anxiety,cherriessbaby,2019/01/05,"Childhood experiences Need advice for trauma
Parents beaten us and
Said that they do not
Want to live on.
I tried emdr it helped
I want to know other
Treatments. Xanax 
Temporarily helps.",5.621818181818185,8.414216030303034,5.5060606060606085,75.17909090909096,70.51515151515152,6.824242424242425,26.15151515151515,7.793537801064563,1.8229878787878795,151,5,23,2,3,47,30,33,0.18600000000000005,0.708,0.106,-0.4445,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,6,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,4,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,14,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29765732498717035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29796298433693097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4083417797315878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16740341675781414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689725586062977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22586138855627755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33822876436898425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28974993076549144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20680738684514072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664033493376988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35932886138104264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_Nothing_Unusual_,2019/01/05,"Does anyone have tips for sleepless nights? So I have had quite a few nights in the past few weeks in which I just can't sleep. I have this anxious feeling but don't even know what I'm scared of, just this sense of impending doom. It's like I just can't turn my brain of. I feel like I tried everything, no phone,no caffeine, going to bed early. I've even been prescribed multiple kinds of medication for this but nothing helps. I'm pretty desperate at this point. Does anyone have tips or experience?",3.5657999999999994,5.234020579999998,4.035,88.39750000000002,73.2,7.4,24.5,8.07648339933343,1.2182999999999993,398,12,83,6,8,125,66,100,0.205,0.72,0.07400000000000001,-0.9274,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,1,2,0,9,3,2,0,0,9,16,4,0,0,6,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,2,7,3,10,14,2,10,1,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,7,47,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20828696630601748,0.0,0.2578332467474344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20581922402301686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226889428556005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24355086520843874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657009378686056,0.1803504025519592,0.0,0.0,0.1864472274939748,0.13171481546759478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478239650452817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358012274118478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19199422329976,0.1013255846796911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18014890164452893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18573457778652164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34603974562999085,0.0,0.17690912998496525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17600316354808293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17429036923681634,0.0,0.0,0.1875717835706156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19610145599659734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18458772569433152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18450434135831734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517593603527685,0.2005429119498631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14789144807223187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,megaxlf,2019/01/05,"Anxiety disorder has a cure? Sometimes I just keep thinking that I will never get better, I go to the therapist 2x week, for about 2 years and I still struggle sometimes about it (it comes and go), sometimes everything is good and sunshine, and look like I will get better, and sometimes really gets me, and make me question if ever I will get better for good.
I know anxiety is a normal feeling so I will have anxiety in anxious moments, but I'm talking about the disorder, like this feeling that I feel moslty days (even when nothing is happening) this can get better and stop coming with the right work in myself?",4.7883237547892765,6.588867698275862,5.4073563218390825,79.25105363984676,70.29310344827586,8.259003831417624,31.854406130268195,8.841846274778883,2.8732118773946365,487,22,84,9,9,157,69,116,0.197,0.6890000000000001,0.115,-0.7893,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,5,9,10,0,1,5,0,10,0,0,1,2,25,29,11,0,2,3,0,3,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,2,6,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,5,12,9,9,25,0,16,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,2,11,58,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669451101591068,0.13140438805401894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4114895016883188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20039250389041988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501443494783057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666172705249952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682586426392526,0.10521481437547844,0.0,0.0,0.10453765171561807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17643915220229314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30385250830840005,0.0,0.13221054524632836,0.19512130229387906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285818035712148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338733256952344,0.0,0.0,0.06392443408815361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365260438055105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976764543556929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.077642079059304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897103539184519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396534464184065,0.11160869246465016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130300952760274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451524399115621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933354299615063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4601594498474944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289040198551274,0.09724569221058407,0.0,0.12159912315029996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349069086303127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350522686929132,0.0,0.07453083216488318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330197456427644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467970145200575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490392761064704
anxiety,HrSe12,2019/01/05,"Wife's depression still causing anxiety attacks after she got better For the last decade or so I've had anxiety attacks, some milder than others and time in between varying. It was usually busy/loud places doing the trick. But in the last year they've been worse/more frequent, and I've begun to realize events in my marriage could be cause. 

I met my wife when working in the US for a while, and when moving back we did LDR until we got married and she moved here - leaving everything behind.

The first number of months are generally very boring after moving - you don't know anyone, you can't work, ... This can all work into your mood, and so it did for her. So I tried to be there a much as possible, do everything I can for her. Try to get her past the ""I'll NEVER be able to find a job here"" days.
But yes, she found a job, where she felt good at first, her co-workers seemed nice, ... But after some time she started noticing toxic behavior in the office, which she tried to bring up to management and fell completely onto deaf ears. It got increasingly worse and she ended up staying home with burn out and depression. Luckily I convinced her to go to our doctor.

Good days where she was the sweetest girl you could wish for could suddenly change into days of depression, triggered by e.g. something not going according to plan, missing out on something, feel pressured to do something, ...
I tried whatever I could think of to help, but usually she wouldn't accept help - nothing was good/right and she couldn't sleep because of overthinking. She didn't want anyone to know anything, not even her family. I was walking on eggshells and I'd start to increasingly feel helpless.
This depression went deeper and longer with every episode, and eventually she started being suicidal. At one point I even caught her wanting to swallow a bunch of sleeping pills but got to her before she was able to. Probably important to note that my mother once attempted suicide this way when I was younger.

My feeling of helplessness started causing bad anxiety attacks, have constant stomach aches, lost weight, ... I also had to live with the knowledge that if she decided anything while I was at work, there's nothing I could have done - she's a diabetic so it would just be a matter of injecting too much insulin.
Eventually, after her contract ended with that company, and when she discovered that multiple other people left the company and/or had burn outs, she felt validated in her feelings and started getting better and better.

These days she's her old optimistic, happy self again. But I still can't help having anxiety attacks when something happens that previously could have triggered an episode of depression, but now she shrugs off.
I haven't told her about this, as I'm afraid she'll feel guilty. She's an amazing, caring person who deserves the happiness she's finally found again.

TL;DR wife's suicidal depression up to half a year ago causes me to have anxiety attacks to this day and I don't know if/how I should tell her.",6.069772893772898,7.506010457142861,6.087500000000002,76.99314102564105,66.75,9.243589743589745,33.108974358974365,9.532500598960619,3.2333562271062277,2416,105,414,49,39,763,273,560,0.16,0.7390000000000001,0.1,-0.9907,2,0,4,1,0,1,80.0,4,4,0,12,27,33,6,2,21,1,47,11,4,6,2,83,87,40,3,14,12,4,8,0,0,4,5,2,1,3,19,27,2,0,19,0,0,12,11,20,0,4,28,10,64,12,71,43,8,91,0,10,0,0,58,26,0,5,51,287,83,8,0.1095577446552216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048558165150401136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043806644409328896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20952843697127632,0.0,0.0,0.07660532240737475,0.0,0.09015668892642313,0.0,0.0,0.3115943770371549,0.0,0.04212157152193759,0.0457380702785293,0.0333926921318008,0.0,0.04661278569620708,0.0,0.0,0.14534238304778951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055850711158460915,0.22509196566122466,0.05794878350334885,0.0,0.05743460542384021,0.05919650043522811,0.0,0.262418832937127,0.0,0.0,0.17663920454134854,0.0,0.2830857748050196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056068497006876966,0.0,0.05605780520939237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970356433030964,0.0,0.0,0.07236185708107548,0.0,0.04615356252940272,0.0,0.09846343657195722,0.0,0.05164064563568202,0.0,0.1384892188489575,0.0,0.10519261581765756,0.06000757706477175,0.050066896904489434,0.0931897616361317,0.0,0.1201244121593331,0.0,0.0,0.05723939975319803,0.0,0.062264191046778786,0.13783775742721727,0.17524667338244687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0484407758893022,0.1166262564034673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015137029637864,0.0,0.054947675340837984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871915653298277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031510691994253,0.08930418437139752,0.0,0.058002916350177125,0.05951740506476639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04837074786074491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05979761009153142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04372397327097241,0.17466381636800313,0.08053754819725306,0.0,0.042248843349413166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512361078539832,0.06236610921690607,0.05748121170966354,0.05833771123991495,0.037119581577547786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052292631995307086,0.03797677276870277,0.047830798396866124,0.05723226249370394,0.0,0.05178374044587624,0.06175494787257025,0.0,0.0,0.05906088935957249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04678085766110628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0498686280164948,0.057146310665837335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963686594816437,0.0,0.0,0.1686858086854298,0.0,0.0,0.1938638388939574,0.058386989340349436,0.08749295640316809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17975758606696365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047879148890865086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03510008951361288,0.0,0.0,0.0638840019485038,0.0,0.0,0.052343560006033414,0.0,0.14876503412332287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658922386654625,0.0,0.12066237753614747,0.04519830657788675,0.06461999634093532,0.04348091910702892,0.0,0.06670590898090338,0.0,0.05078056345373273,0.0,0.0,0.06299299975696761,0.0,0.0,0.19939835733860653,0.0,0.05582435079182451,0.038913339218906516,0.0,0.0,0.07055159556620823
anxiety,SlowLorris2063,2019/01/05,"DPDR advice, anyone? Recently, I've been having episodes of feeling detached from my body - almost like I'm watching a movie. My brains almost trying to second guess what my body's about to do. My anxiety's been pretty bad the last few months, and I'm sure it's a consequence of that. I don't necessarily need to be in a state of panic - it randomly comes on, and intensifies the more I think about it.

Has anyone felt like this, and managed to overcome it? Any tips? It's more annoying that harmful, but very scary.",3.815767326732672,5.491485762376243,5.106027227722773,80.94141707920792,72.56435643564356,7.822277227722773,26.48638613861386,8.472884824447931,1.8818405940594063,406,14,77,7,8,135,67,101,0.13,0.787,0.083,-0.773,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,1,5,0,7,3,3,0,1,14,15,4,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,3,3,6,3,12,11,3,7,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,5,47,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18941865432324034,0.0,0.0,0.38820644147165984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318181600371304,0.0,0.1482874215204103,0.0,0.0,0.2710755136327049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16184868758058368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4306261062501533,0.0,0.21639006051914134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16697639269109166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801156095247812,0.0,0.18611724007569855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21353712072321504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580058466387699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18940131522873216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15472160601925058,0.0,0.0,0.14373024512584268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22743001483359485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972054349694261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19139406940154546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18269233977040705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420513998829602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316049484822885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15993868031484984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pigeonu,2019/01/05,"Help eating? My anxiety has been really severe this week. I haven’t been feeling hungry at all, so I forget to eat and I’ve been lightheaded. My vision is blurry today, which is really worrying me.

I’ve tried setting an alarm, but I keep snoozing it/ignoring it. Does anyone have any tips?",1.74642857142857,4.440179357142862,4.176428571428573,79.36857142857143,85.78571428571428,7.485714285714287,20.5,8.418075326091056,1.879742857142857,228,7,39,6,7,79,44,56,0.185,0.731,0.084,-0.5497,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,8,2,0,0,1,6,10,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,6,0,2,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18215322333741585,0.0,0.20491130966119075,0.0,0.0,0.1872931565807559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344051105260884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5481730095573593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13543749773776728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17954016071097756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23808527947829197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34319451426213193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30260429084459595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25389889785634323,0.0,0.0,0.1818585964669126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148602361423188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27202369431922185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fred2806,2019/01/05,"When your anxiety strikes back... Hey! 
Posting here for different reasons. For a couple of days now my anxiety is back. Not as bad as it can be but... mainly high anxiety right when I get up and more or less a constant tension all day long.
I wanted to post it because I know how to stop it but I'm kinda stuck.
My anxiety is linked to loneliness/low self-esteem. I've been moving around a lot and recently moved to a new place. I basically don't  have good friends and mainly old distant friends just on facebook. I feel quite easily lonely and feel crap because I can't get good friends nor keep my previous ones. 

I did meet someone who became quickly my girlfriend. We've been together for 2 months now but it has been far from great. 

The 31st triggered everything. Despite knowing I would be alone my gf didn't invite my with her friends. When she realised that I was getting overwhelmingly low she decided to cancel to be with me... out of pity and not to feel like an asshole (her words). I did manage to spend my night with unknown people and it was a much better night than expected. 

Here is the problem. I know I'm not happy with her. Since we are together she lowered my self esteem, increased my insecurity. Because of the 31st it got weird on her side. I'm anxious at the idea of being dumped, I'm anxious at the idea of breaking up with her. I'm so scared of being lonely. 

I've been in the same position 7 months ago so I know what I should do but I can't. 

Sorry if I'm not posting where I should. I needed to share that and wouldn't mind to know what you think about that. Thank you. 
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anxiety,adovest,2019/01/05,"Med management help/ideas? I've been regularly misusing my Klonopin for the last month or two, and my doc is unaware of this but wants to start weaning me off of it soon. The problem is that at my prescribed dose, it does actually help my anxiety, so I don't want to go completely off of it. Without it, my anxiety is so bad I can hardly function, and even if she does start to wean me, I have enough saved up to last me at least another month. 

I think having someone to help me manage my meds would be helpful, but I don't have anyone that can do that. Has anyone encountered a similar issue and came up with a creative solution? Or have any possible ideas? I know how I have been using it is really bad and am having trouble using it as prescribed. 

Any feedback/suggestions are greatly appreciated. ",6.222222222222222,6.134867726114652,7.2222505307855664,74.35309271054494,66.00636942675159,10.799433828733196,35.27883934890304,10.504223727775694,3.7041951875442334,631,28,120,15,9,213,93,157,0.138,0.713,0.149,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,4,0,22,1,0,3,0,23,32,13,0,5,6,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,10,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,4,0,1,3,1,18,2,18,27,2,15,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,3,7,89,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.1296953000479764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18075878864413286,0.13936161229107571,0.20334265534916496,0.0,0.0,0.18585937423770665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219388641327442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15200696649718115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934749555517673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326106727861921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13732553702404812,0.0,0.08778195204405477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553250362834618,0.0,0.0,0.14652731863457838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905603291916304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563314595094844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30006526568742503,0.0,0.13871742580175767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304065709293378,0.21666927704854672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29525314760269605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21216568394852964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498294845185998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12717134334002778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514181567956904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260927350049747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18814051374937765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515962687286527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12982806414560447,0.0,0.0,0.22957306504380326,0.0,0.0,0.1567806479463745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281148789468664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441131046045063,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,frickmeup666,2019/01/05,"I had a panic attack at work today It didn’t go as bad as it could have, which is fortunate. But it sucks that my coworkers/superiors saw me like that. It’s over now and I’m okay, I just feel really stupid for not being able to calm myself down and worry that people at work are going to see me a certain way. I just need some reassurance & a hug.",1.9015999999999984,3.1564732266666686,4.389000000000003,85.85950000000003,76.73333333333333,7.666666666666668,19.166666666666668,8.344100000000001,0.7100666666666666,272,5,61,5,6,96,58,75,0.215,0.589,0.196,-0.5709,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,3,11,3,1,3,1,7,1,0,0,1,11,15,5,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,3,3,7,6,9,10,1,9,0,0,2,1,1,4,1,1,3,42,15,2,0.2606302326252485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823927481592957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965045154132514,0.0,0.0,0.21761535770999288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080920330762148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317824766775991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29624433485399304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273307667191373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932540150579355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30579342206503696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18068818689563015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16696640083825776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207688551492352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470469858355289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068761473191653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37948382688454,0.26468265252349576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jerkstorecalled1109,2019/01/05,"Looking for some help with my wife Wednesday she had her first anxiety attack, she suffers from health anxiety mainly, so this is new. She now has anxiety over having another anxiety attack. Is there anything I can do to help break this cycle?",6.77719696969697,8.240312022727277,7.025454545454547,70.81651515151519,65.13636363636363,10.412121212121212,35.12121212121212,10.504223727775694,4.199539393939394,195,9,30,5,3,63,35,44,0.29,0.613,0.097,-0.8271,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,2,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,0,2,8,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,6,0,5,7,2,6,0,1,1,0,7,1,0,1,4,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255905972711245,0.6583188916486444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17703996527476984,0.0,0.0,0.4895002986233561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829959857719388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22868127488757745,0.0,0.0,0.2884044804581516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18066145264830816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077812949962688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hello_young,2019/01/05,"Anyone else?? Ok so I got diagnosed with anxiety last year. 

Before I was diagnosed I wasn’t as cautious and observant as I am now, sure I had moments when I got scared that I was gonna have a heart attack and die but not like this. 

I feel so ridiculous but whenever I read something and it says something about like a health problem I’ll get so freaked out and immediately think that I have it.

One time I was on Snapchat and I saw this thing about maple syrup disease or something and I got so paranoid (still am) so now I think I have a fungus growing in my bladder and I’m literally like a sitting duck waiting to die. 

Another time I thought that we had carbon monoxide leaking out of our boiler and I wouldn’t sleep for days until I just passed out from exhaustion. 

Also sometimes I’ll think that my family (usually my mum) is trying to poison me so I won’t drink anything and I get really dehydrated. Same thing with food.

Is this just me?
Is this something I should be concerned about? ",2.743484848484848,4.820973752525255,4.016161616161618,85.86090909090913,76.62626262626263,7.0262626262626275,27.66666666666667,7.984000788550335,1.8199575757575763,785,33,156,13,18,257,113,198,0.233,0.741,0.027000000000000003,-0.9913,0,0,5,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,0,0,16,12,3,1,4,1,18,10,3,0,1,32,32,23,2,3,6,1,1,3,0,4,5,1,0,0,12,15,2,1,5,2,0,2,4,7,0,1,11,3,28,5,18,16,1,20,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,1,15,108,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042786533609584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673291193258222,0.09975355813164358,0.0,0.0,0.09117680626574004,0.13360741743211188,0.10730584640178632,0.0,0.0,0.14834572458310338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095847644446144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409545459912071,0.0,0.0,0.2647009776913304,0.2706635678543399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277396863159434,0.0,0.0,0.10893019068892466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229269454026614,0.0,0.06593278002140217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15767690200536805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625438802571152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31287183746977903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860620521454722,0.0,0.15452139820172514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629118266548764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911165651998196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836056795540856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477258122517933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13043256192259847,0.0,0.08353583310143835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369714650000793,0.1305504198312478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304914459204254,0.0,0.0,0.4015447703881859,0.1289662387976351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041354319111974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228978880921798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17326031016473942,0.2506599249963909,0.0,0.10352087049024536,0.15207139885565307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853118992990902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436141755486925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397156957934483
anxiety,S0ffee,2019/01/05,"Does anyone have experience with abilify ? I was prescribed abilify because my other anti depressants seem to be losing their effectiveness. I am on Zoloft and Wellbutrin. At first I took a half, then the doctor said to take a whole one. But my anxiety got progressively worse. So he told me to take 1.5 and my anxiety was worse than its been. Finally I tapered back down to a half pill.  Since I’ve been on abilify I notice anxious thoughts more but am not having suicidal thoughts. I don’t know if I should just taper off of it or continue with the half of pill I take. I would like to know about others and their experiences with abilify. ",4.320737704918031,6.3055186147540985,5.417180327868851,77.9536393442623,71.86885245901641,9.47016393442623,29.41311475409836,9.888512548439397,3.0983645901639347,509,21,94,14,10,168,81,122,0.113,0.8190000000000001,0.068,0.1494,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,4,4,3,0,0,5,0,12,4,0,1,0,20,24,9,1,3,6,0,0,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,2,0,5,10,1,15,1,17,11,2,11,0,2,0,0,5,5,0,3,6,72,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24903626573506385,0.1838830729059024,0.0,0.11381213752848796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515960876653898,0.0,0.09922270541831436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401930315108488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16660136115419513,0.14244058439515206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184393801419791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17830590353313786,0.0,0.13845155446480292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018154526096573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789075927824922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952089898498396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18209730535443805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18531402195698854,0.0,0.0,0.11029674677270447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483095753398982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481791335591043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346445160537909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780432870225106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3671469585046493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25844141798442644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15553312127471258,0.1808427741445109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817262038617103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317518151530443,0.1156266999653939,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fetch-happens,2019/01/05,"Can't ever be happy Anytime I start to feel happy, or just feel like things are OK, something happens. It never fails, and its things that I cant control. 

So now I'm just scared to ever feel happy, and alright. Because I dont want to be disappointed when something happens. I know it sounds SO stupid, but it's just easier to deal with always being down. I cant remember the last time I was genuinely okay. 

I've had anxiety for as long as I can remember, but it didnt get this bad until I had got the birth control implant in my arm. I had a seizure right after it was put it, then the whole 9 months I kept it in it made me mood, and depression, and anxiety sky high. I ended up getting it removed, but the anxiety and depression never ended up. 

I fear literally everything. I'm scared when I'm driving, I fear the unknown. I have to physically make myself leave my bed in the mornings to care for my daughter. I hate myself for putting on fake smiles sometimes so she doesnt ever see me that way. Idk I just needed to vent. ",3.1202142857142867,4.4003580095238135,4.868750000000002,83.53312500000001,73.66666666666667,7.726190476190476,27.886904761904763,8.278499904357787,1.8938333333333328,802,31,163,13,16,273,119,210,0.222,0.657,0.121,-0.97,0,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,3,13,21,2,4,7,3,17,1,1,4,5,32,38,18,0,2,8,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,15,6,0,3,6,0,0,4,8,12,0,0,9,5,24,8,22,26,1,34,0,4,1,0,3,10,0,1,20,111,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899433523337563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480761803848088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902544616925113,0.0658934545000736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020963149634892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424745326102936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144076865734352,0.1862034118933105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266860462313216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914794327345879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29333321656959666,0.0,0.0,0.09714844122280797,0.0,0.0,0.2432729159192483,0.16396760713313105,0.07722279169459666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294991635780635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645311265438829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19117536552078304,0.3452060808471281,0.0,0.1067210218233489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420786174552257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05940595590006398,0.08811151233803688,0.0,0.11445655577293695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052809553186249,0.0,0.0,0.09566030441817923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228170805370293,0.07215397352170001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628006486932749,0.0,0.0,0.0801507636341307,0.16673841246085613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21732982368135173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244900181522184,0.09231218326452106,0.0,0.0,0.21644306967396013,0.0,0.08613738759936282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664329820361516,0.10690830655982242,0.0,0.07650990220823314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436264756298494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06303082062178939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637569856883641,0.08580044859790947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12068374164107865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,QuarantineTarantula,2019/01/05,"Every day that I fail to get over my anxiety I get more convinced that my brain is just hardwired to live in constant dread. Every time a day passes where something happened that I've been dreading for weeks if not months (dentist appointment, exams, job interviews, you name it) the relief of getting it is almost immediately washed away by the realization that my brain has already started to focus on the next thing to dreadfully anticipate. I can't remember a single day in the last 4 years when I was not worrying about shit. It's like being on a rollercoaster in that moment right before a giant drop, except the feeling of that moment has lasted for years.

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The fact that my brain does this on it's own, and there's nothing I can do nothing about it pisses me off immensely. What's even more infuriating is that I know all these fears are completely irrational, and that there's nothing to be afraid of, yet I can't stop fucking worrying. And every time this happens I get more convinced that I'm just hardwired to think like this, and that this shit is never going to end. ",8.85217391304348,7.652706512077295,8.501357487922707,70.98102173913044,61.17391304347826,11.17855072463768,37.12512077294686,10.125756701596842,3.68579845410628,876,34,154,15,10,281,120,207,0.121,0.745,0.134,-0.0402,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,1,10,15,4,5,10,0,15,9,6,0,3,20,28,6,0,1,6,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,23,4,0,1,4,0,0,2,5,10,0,0,2,1,14,5,25,24,6,36,0,1,0,1,3,12,4,2,23,109,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387603364379036,0.0,0.12549492015630734,0.0,0.0,0.12321760721181013,0.13818452915037094,0.0,0.0,0.08699692533691207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684544779939974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676894209625406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3808536775192868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923522534790368,0.12289294959223153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22002360984292368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951878172437932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072382939381128,0.0,0.0,0.07511222782835948,0.0,0.28744676079123715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796872922195154,0.057501198435521574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513404364539668,0.2376599500592504,0.0,0.0646307639425862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011277621414905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285141626012993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062498570019770834,0.1853970175202843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111753047374298,0.0,0.10041850168310812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077171798426067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770932298186472,0.0,0.12094450731252222,0.0,0.0,0.32735762687540204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288247189260557,0.09711786237631057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334677469113534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754865756965692,0.0,0.0,0.0804929305137556,0.0,0.0,0.09507658206817958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07555176251136955,0.07286838748177463,0.0,0.0,0.1326242830823728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122083086800367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309801744343877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818452915037094,0.14646632172211652
anxiety,Throwawayanx1943,2019/01/05,"work anxiety No matter what job or how easy the job is I get too much anxiety and just end up quitting, I’ve done this for like 3-4 jobs. I don’t want to quit my current job but I spend every waking hour dreading it. I only work 22 hours a week, and that’s nothing compared to what I see other people pulling off and it makes me feel like I’m just not cut out for life if I can’t even hold a simple job. There’s no solution I just want to run away but that’s what I always do I’m tired of being like this. If I quit my job I can’t even show my face to my family cause I have a history of quitting. I get so stressed out at work I’m holding back tears even if theres nothing stressful going on, then I come home and spend my free time worrying about how I just have to come back tomorrow. Quitting is the only relief but it will only bring more stress. I don’t want to be an adult lol get me out of here",3.378399339933992,2.904581608910892,4.936386138613862,89.65312706270628,72.01980198019803,8.11947194719472,25.744224422442244,7.492282038375204,0.9814640264026404,703,18,172,7,12,239,111,202,0.138,0.691,0.171,0.6137,7,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,8,17,10,1,4,6,1,13,4,2,4,0,32,29,15,0,6,12,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,1,1,11,9,0,2,1,1,3,6,7,5,0,0,1,2,22,6,20,25,2,24,0,0,1,0,1,8,0,4,13,105,33,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739782977253096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13602823743967624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835316758972781,0.13672900955930636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133266047714918,0.0,0.15317215822434507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098340716415143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874580008174993,0.0,0.0,0.17616801838841525,0.0,0.07490854049678705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381423194398809,0.0,0.04495438570709091,0.0635156520958179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13935175291265992,0.0,0.05052827366853835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918163491390914,0.0,0.1751122776204692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5293628201337157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06279811157420348,0.1303073794889009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05934655532345672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06535736203248127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17061860069132992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20285485176230594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061637378892893585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4728212164419574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07084789636770622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055302821787205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051842773177126725,0.10218627958634116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15732012917930527,0.0,0.0713163643008225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941775122929188,0.0902900472923023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thund3r3,2019/01/05,"29 [M] First supposed anxiety 'episode' This is my first post here, and it's a post I never really saw myself making. To my disbelief, I've recently been told by multiple doctors that I have anxiety.

Two weeks ago I had a normal day at the start of my Christmas holidays. At the end of the day I kicked back and played a few games with some friends online. I noticed about an hour into gaming my vision was blurring a wee bit. I thought, ""Well, that's strange"", and I packed the game in and went to bed. Pretty much as soon as I hit the mattress I felt shaking/tremors coming on and noticed I felt feint in the chest with a pulsating heart-beat. It's a feeling I'd never felt before. This pretty much continued all night, during which I found it hard to remain calm because of what was physically happening to me.  It very gradually subsides the next day.

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The next day I went to see my doctor. He did some regular checks like blood pressure and listening to my heart, but played it down and said it could be the flu. Basically wait it out. This didn't sit right with me, especially because I felt 100% most of that day, and I've had the flu - it doesn't feel like that. I demanded blood work and an ectrocardiography test. I had those tests done and they indicate I'm healthy.

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Fast forward 2 weeks later. I've been enjoying time with family and put that episode behind me. At this point, I put it off as a one-off event - maybe the doctor was right, it could have been the flu. I sense it creeping in again. This time I'm surrounded by family and starting to feel the same physiological effects. Shivering, pulsating heart-beat, feeling faint. Again, it lasts all night and into the next day. It very gradually subsides.

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OK, now I'm convinced something is wrong with me. I saw a doctor today and he was pretty much convinced I was experiencing anxiety related symptoms. This doesn't make sense to me especially because 1. I'm a healthy individual (pride myself with gym/exercise/eating habits, 2. I've never experienced this before in my life, and here I am at 29, 3. I can't think of anything overbearing in my personal life that could be the root cause (not ruling out something majorly subconscious but I can't find anything).

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My questions for this community:

Does this description resonate with anybody here? Similar symptoms? 

Is it normal for episodes to last so long?",4.1651012145749,6.3228170350877235,5.039736842105267,79.75546558704454,72.72807017543859,8.273414304993253,29.674763832658574,8.986495653885253,2.6350415654520916,1912,82,351,41,39,621,218,456,0.054000000000000006,0.8320000000000001,0.114,0.9771,0,0,2,0,0,0,84.0,0,0,1,5,11,14,0,1,26,1,29,16,4,5,5,64,60,21,0,5,3,0,9,2,1,0,12,2,2,1,32,27,0,1,14,6,1,6,9,2,1,3,26,16,39,12,46,28,12,68,0,0,3,0,12,21,0,5,42,216,71,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05478454125273911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678536622668904,0.3003891492384466,0.0,0.0,0.1418371463994249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171704034535976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047522614693663465,0.0,0.1130234213320277,0.0,0.10517943060531183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06747275922114042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348860196957846,0.0,0.05323772534119813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480337584215836,0.0,0.0,0.2391465433194999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25303154497195457,0.0540841336567103,0.06324582348858787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05473902470427927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652454627901986,0.0,0.12499761141452688,0.044152003606185486,0.2373619012537333,0.0,0.05648673030302871,0.10513902913906553,0.0,0.06776368910378458,0.04774876668771528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05465209974063946,0.0,0.05536325844305748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21971019970694666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06086340656097415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075522329938426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730643100390784,0.060387549622437635,0.0,0.0,0.054693621053533856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250783037551387,0.0,0.06208931921754605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629672634686932,0.0,0.14299861789592253,0.0,0.19718425362113398,0.11599566869300085,0.12110743862505036,0.0,0.14072602095172854,0.0,0.0,0.041879244034878485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05396390781670448,0.0,0.0,0.05842371629758347,0.0,0.1183801872534142,0.18862730138355546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425796773651356,0.06923339146998435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039592519842985896,0.0,0.061022907097916385,0.0,0.0,0.10555867662772347,0.058788709952454714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04924890909092288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515778258975503,0.0,0.0,0.0874888204396054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284737525530129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039600802377465334,0.0,0.04906459859053757,0.0720755351710187,0.0,0.05858192210969562,0.05905531878282004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06037245230013057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198772888558083,0.0,0.0,0.09914911584438503,0.0,0.05556822869733024,0.1145838136491191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04499324675679208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757176839899602,0.3003891492384466,0.0
anxiety,maia_jane,2019/01/05,"I have my first interview For a tattoo apprenticeship tomorrow. I’m extremely anxious... I feel sick I’m so anxious. This is my Dream career and I don’t want to mess this up...I’m scared and I’m gonna go and people think I will back out at the last second and choose not to go. Which doesn’t help, it makes me feel bad about myself and I don’t want it to be like other times when I get to anxious to leave the house or go out places... I want to be good enough for the apprenticeship and I’m afraid I’m not. ",-0.3288671328671349,1.7630746727272708,1.7627272727272754,97.4956293706294,88.63636363636363,5.202797202797203,15.734265734265733,6.67199483983844,-0.4912307692307691,394,8,96,5,13,131,65,110,0.166,0.7070000000000001,0.127,-0.7391,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,2,4,0,8,1,0,1,0,19,25,9,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,4,1,0,3,5,4,0,2,0,2,11,2,12,21,1,13,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,7,56,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6169361528326278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997207809330464,0.1519898834147028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18808866526110254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18408262612624715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548371074715905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510468677665293,0.0,0.3103605075754517,0.1526805755317091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201282817110487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21004154772396047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838112417507832,0.0,0.1927465771968649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893208913378868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150838659736506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261987055953991,0.0,0.19018565608486432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18224670730264392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663934399794698,0.0,0.0,0.10614485863842564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221031948978333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AvidCandleSnuffer,2019/01/05,"Relationship anxiety - how to progress First time poster here. I am 30F and have had anxiety issues for most of my life - which escalated until I was medicated from 2013. 

My history with relationships is not fantastic. I’ve not had a long term relationship since I was 20 and with each relationship I do have which subsequently crashes and burns my anxiety about them increase, which in turn leads to more problems in relationships going forwards. 

I started dating someone [29M] November last year, and warned them explicitly that Christmas and New Years are really hard times for me. SAD is a big player, the extra sensory stimulation around. In addition I have never had a relationship survive over Christmas even prior to the other factors.  They know about that later aspect but not about the underlying brain chemistry issues. 

Due to living in different cities and his being busy we haven’t seen each other since before Christmas and only really contact via text message, but this is every day. This hasn’t been an issue before but over the past couple of weeks, as my anxiety has been skyrocketing, I have become more defensive, passive and sarcastic in textual language. I know this simply means that it is not the best form of communication, phone calls would be more appropriate and I am trying to introduce that but it may already be too late - he snapped at me this morning about it (to be fair he has flu). 

I am trying to deal as best as I can with getting through the month. I have found working helps and so I went back to work early. I had taken time off over Christmas but having that time to myself and my own mind really did not work.  Going to the gym as well did wonders but that is short term - and less practical this week due to the early January influx. I have invested in an SAD light and I am being stringent with that. I am trying to be kind to myself. And finally I am going to Australia in two weeks to get some much needed sun. 

My question really is does anyone have any advice as to how I can manage this? I would love to be in a relationship with someone and I don’t struggle to necessarily meet people - OLD primarily as I like to get to know someone’s personality - I don’t find men attractive based on looks alone at all. But it’s just actually getting through the first few months just alludes me. When do I introduce the fact that there is a problem? Is there any coping strategies that people have found helpful? I have done cbt and so I do conceptualise how my thoughts are not rationale, but when I am at a more low ebb this doesn’t help in the short term. ",4.9037197287697785,6.74204983640082,5.861813044882144,75.95637471746852,70.06339468302659,8.910149607146701,29.228339253040577,9.414487439383343,2.764555010224949,2066,80,367,46,38,681,240,489,0.08900000000000001,0.828,0.08199999999999999,0.4083,1,1,0,0,0,0,43.0,1,0,3,10,21,14,1,1,19,0,60,5,1,6,4,72,83,38,0,5,16,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,0,2,25,26,0,1,11,1,1,7,12,7,1,3,17,4,44,7,63,56,21,67,0,3,2,1,27,24,0,5,39,278,69,5,0.0,0.0,0.06936354113555111,0.0,0.0,0.06945826750998757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361714043762498,0.07843822472002193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966732770354181,0.0,0.21750312669320307,0.0,0.0,0.04970058415993503,0.0,0.0,0.06327600943590334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05465590756846015,0.0,0.0,0.07850195246961407,0.1209671916060146,0.0,0.1491875354748087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934846102534493,0.07258032853122909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786483443759419,0.0,0.045840531051174666,0.07328005731888801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426316577862191,0.0,0.0,0.06220233101895275,0.07273921910581067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046947476426010784,0.0,0.05988771919984962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786434520258242,0.06496556492499835,0.1209207257535142,0.0,0.15587046091755385,0.0,0.0,0.14854485381940574,0.0,0.12118870739088974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367345643033379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292968889640228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225662425837791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401857730689289,0.11719064501857665,0.05793944848351304,0.08018100605867624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05020569947425463,0.034725954703096716,0.0,0.06276468395100737,0.06290330437741931,0.05968905240670984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415221114344408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742663918285701,0.0,0.07160532732794958,0.0,0.0,0.07177024201425093,0.0,0.1134702887511905,0.0,0.05225176353839163,0.05270470245338445,0.05482105233840188,0.06864922441595604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745861961130823,0.0,0.0,0.05405932051761693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06785362363221566,0.09855543880235326,0.0620640589049065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13602736108041324,0.0,0.0,0.07962553973990476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18214192286260705,0.0,0.0,0.5341910350163829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175957371001863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18067681647230568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05031058280404624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743079433237555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056429348063745915,0.16578859617249805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447753667659656,0.07731431069326818,0.06943454592866037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17104756165093188,0.0,0.0639091933598784,0.06589160095691204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708291071156563,0.15524062081575932,0.0,0.0,0.10098596964365376,0.0,0.0,0.0915460023628454
anxiety,ABTooWavy,2019/01/05,"How was your psychiatrist experience? Hello, I went to a ARNP to get diagnosed and I told her my symptoms and we decided I most likely had OCD. We didn’t really talk much after that she just gave me an SSRI and anxiety/sleep meds that don’t work. What if I have GAD? I have tried Luvox to help my OCD, but it’s not working much. I have tried trazadone and hydroxyzine for sleep/anxiety but that hasn’t helped either. How should I tell her that I might have GAD and OCD? I have all GAD symptoms. Or maybe they’re just alike? Any input would help. If so is there medicine for GAD? ",0.8658958837772417,3.261489076271189,2.297142857142859,93.60542372881358,86.20338983050848,6.083292978208232,18.59806295399516,7.447530270364453,0.3939181598062951,453,12,100,8,14,146,76,118,0.0,0.94,0.06,0.7476,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,1,0,2,6,1,0,0,2,0,14,3,0,2,1,24,18,13,0,4,9,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,6,0,18,1,6,9,5,2,0,0,0,0,14,0,0,5,2,68,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518711800910115,0.0,0.14082790210326054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868468858211436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18007477633866356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617912371958627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.370173772516734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899367916906877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849425652671363,0.0,0.2044818451636432,0.0,0.0,0.1952897827638828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27065380998175004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793239606148816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36844473351302215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38267878704546987,0.0,0.147964102274559,0.1609022667819196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17590532938677786,0.0,0.2499692638949474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17065273626297892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680385798962627,0.0,0.0,0.13077184188565266,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jentai420,2019/01/05,"How to stop doomsday thinking? Idk if this is the official or well known term for what I’m experiencing but I find that my anxiety manifests itself a lot in the form of feeling like everything has gone to shit and will stay shit forever and I’ll be pretty melodramatic about it and kind of start a cycle where I’m anxious about something, start doomsday thinking, and then get more anxious as a result, etc . As an example, today my boyfriend and I had a discussion/argument about me having to go away for school this summer and us having to be long distance. I started getting very  worried and started thinking “well, is the time leading up to the summer just going to be spent arguing about this??” Even though we’ve only had 2 discussions about it, and things like if I go away for the summer our relationship is gonna fall apart and he’s gonna forget about me and things like that. My boyfriend stopped me and told me I was being irrational and he’s right, I’m sure that we’ll have a lot of fun and be happy spending time together before I have to leave and that the distance isn’t gonna compromise our relationship, but I find that i often fall into this rabbit hole whenever something negative comes up. I can’t seem to stop myself from feeling doomed and like this one thing I’m worried about is going to ruin everything else. Does anyone else experience this? And if so what helps you recognize it and nip it in the bud or what calms u back down?",7.290105263157892,6.635889028070178,7.470526315789473,75.34368421052633,63.982456140350884,10.687719298245614,34.78947368421053,10.047579312681364,3.319168421052632,1163,45,220,22,15,378,149,285,0.198,0.6679999999999999,0.134,-0.9675,0,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,4,1,0,1,17,16,3,0,13,0,21,2,2,3,1,47,48,30,0,3,8,0,2,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,22,19,0,3,9,0,2,9,3,5,2,1,6,3,22,11,33,32,6,38,1,2,0,0,14,11,2,9,21,152,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722491866180536,0.22808493865785995,0.0,0.07058516587872363,0.10343312195633574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18968787652526214,0.07762275569150955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589928498543674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695773526709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883402464423226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16865814660296674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258366790627344,0.06667518032491815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18145104765597084,0.098746482395225,0.0,0.0,0.10208465080674306,0.07211724799457547,0.0,0.0,0.1845292265330184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548229285930404,0.0,0.2294842246062173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746098828846903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766329457538316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512177362949113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688932161279807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972723109352145,0.0,0.0,0.08933577439476495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17164470369450713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840495518227308,0.07677547800540918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270037417222022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21676067627133924,0.0,0.08620901248606352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021647322412497,0.0,0.09189923807042898,0.0,0.0,0.207243275501536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15542935416588555,0.0,0.0,0.2858059632660468,0.10759710156512788,0.0,0.2531910623883518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09514226449046934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011960316563404,0.1940501439966188,0.09918086531093054,0.0,0.11772714304503053,0.0,0.09568686944462818,0.09646010876531752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121427975241427,0.0,0.0,0.08329264513167588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18152869189488965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050351218058155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Am_not_laughing,2019/01/05,"Anxiety at the Barber shop Ever since I had social anxiety ,going to the barber shop has been a real problem .I hate the barber shop ,people look and talk and that's the two things I hate the most .I tend to cut my hair very low to avoid going to the barber shop frequently ,but it is still a problem. People often judge when someone going to the barber shop act shy or awkward .But how do I deal with my anxiety  at the barber shop?",1.7101388888888884,3.957646806818184,3.64378787878788,86.35373737373737,80.93181818181819,5.729292929292932,18.868686868686872,6.937597516519254,0.4031398989898993,341,8,65,4,9,115,53,88,0.257,0.743,0.0,-0.9533,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,3,2,10,0,5,1,1,1,1,14,12,7,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,6,6,4,0,8,0,1,2,2,7,0,8,10,1,11,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,3,4,45,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.438907569866568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971660353669821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17299278665932094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260682079372805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3776312926900529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605983162189697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651715329308928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3659928289759283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21767960394319494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15820051258424353,0.0,0.0,0.1949510219427425,0.16204195652464554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272915310226054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15371614002362635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705522007274767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868193699506284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577978243982853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,redpanda_cupcakes,2019/01/05,"A major milestone for me. So, a few mere moments ago I asked an old crush out for coffee. 

I did this with confidence in myself. A kind of assureity I haven't ever seen in myself. I bluntly asked if he wanted to meet up, and he did say yes. I am going to send my therapist the longest thank you email, this would have been unthinkable a few months ago. I would have had a full on panic attack before I could press send. However I managed to maintain my confidence. My friends are proud of me, and I am for once also proud of myself.

I kind of don't care if the meeting goes well or not, I miss talking to this guy and after high school we have kind of lost contact. If it goes somewhere, great, if not that is fine too. ",1.924807692307695,3.6497545472972974,3.4405405405405425,90.67285862785864,77.85135135135134,6.1754677754677765,22.87110187110187,7.010146845296331,0.6735076923076928,555,17,119,6,13,183,93,148,0.094,0.7240000000000001,0.182,0.9317,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,1,0,3,5,16,1,1,8,1,16,0,0,0,2,19,25,10,0,8,7,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,5,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,4,1,0,6,3,21,12,19,16,4,17,0,2,1,0,16,7,0,5,7,87,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28426129710319176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12822285935809544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29979021843626885,0.18240850228236208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364364868663851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16347606575398627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801746387376495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503560033331653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387733878349297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112422007306872,0.0,0.0,0.1767740639933338,0.0,0.1587605943383374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16940671756943254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5009044774797407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17502871201620362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798087940529634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682485710594972,0.17075556104443002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18812300395809994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750782833262445,0.0,0.16227139901111184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887423273405926,0.0,0.14761840058214099,0.0,0.18616567431608855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457196293240724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14416381342282514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278001289118209,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,unconscious108,2019/01/05,"I don’t know what I have I jus created a new account for this and I really would like to hear opinions or experiences that could help in any way

So , I’m a young man that is between introversion and extroversion - sometimes I’m silent , sometimes I’m the person who fills the room with energy , depends on my mood 

I’ve been improving my social skills for some time and I went from not knowing what to say to going very deep with someone , even if sometimes I don’t pick the right moments for that ( lack of social intelligence I suppose )

I have something that no one knows -  excepts two friends , and are these shakings and blockages that I have in my body . I’ve been searching for a long time about this but I cannot find a definite answer 

When I’m in places where there’s people , my neck starts to shake af and my body feels blocked . This always happens when I’m near a girl , but not when I’m around one that I know ( ex : school girls ) 

Even if I improved my social skills , this uncontrollable and unreasonable shaking is always there . Sometimes I feel my throat or chest blocked , sometimes not only my neck shakes but also the rest of my body 

I come from an abusive family and that made me repress my sexuality ( but even before that repression I felt this ) . I sometimes wanted to talk with girls in the street and it was a draining experience  , I simply couldn’t do it 

Normally this doesn’t happen around boys but depends in the situation 

Does this happen to anyone or have heard about this ?

Would love to hear anything that may be helpful 



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anxiety,Digital-Renegade,2019/01/05,I hear working out helps anxiety. What if you're too scared to work out because you're scared your heart rate will increase too much? I've heard from an EMT that people who are having a panic attack have had their heart rate go up past 200 and they've been fine. So I know it isn't a rational fear. I went to the gym and rode a bike for 2.5 miles and my heart rate didn't go past 100. So I know that it's just in my head. How do you guys overcome this? Like right now I'm sitting at work trying not to freak out because my heart rate was at 96 after I had sex with my fiancee this morning and it hasn't gone down from 102 now since I'm feeling anxious about it.,2.6785517241379293,3.2045054413793146,3.4925862068965543,95.84853448275864,73.89655172413794,6.3517241379310345,22.77586206896552,5.6839178017228535,0.02560689655172421,519,12,127,2,10,165,96,145,0.109,0.779,0.113,-0.2849,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,3,9,8,1,4,5,0,12,6,5,1,0,15,23,8,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,0,1,10,8,0,0,3,2,0,6,4,6,0,0,8,3,12,2,17,14,2,22,0,0,0,1,9,10,0,1,6,71,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539923494166692,0.15564909910449276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567415355479582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16797549078347354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15503773385343153,0.06966432778931204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566039959886667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642115926469986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14139922844035924,0.0,0.15528499738046508,0.6530669164135672,0.09234920030294924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15143756953527895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06731101504555524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128214679079307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16165194134779326,0.0,0.0,0.26304798933555124,0.09551741169919396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176610363411328,0.0,0.0,0.2758781667390379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139707820407012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935417228403387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772091023291327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30091048187882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throw_away_098655168,2019/01/05,"Crippling fear of pregnancy I have a crippling fear of pregnancy, even with proper, simultaneous use of condoms and withdrawal. I worry that there will be a micro tear in the condom, or that somehow semen will have escaped, or that somehow, I will get a girl pregnant. It's THE only thing holding me back from being sexually active in my relationship.

Has anyone experienced this? If so, how do you deal with it or cope with it? Thanks in advance.",4.817996515679443,7.128905085365857,6.102961672473867,72.1718292682927,71.3170731707317,8.10034843205575,31.22648083623693,8.841846274778883,2.9931407665505234,355,16,57,7,7,119,58,82,0.113,0.8079999999999999,0.078,-0.6072,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,7,3,0,2,5,0,9,2,0,2,0,13,12,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,1,10,7,0,5,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,6,1,50,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960938010817235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156450441745613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891266818294497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18523140641458205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6311576257606157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465210394853754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132912082095851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30109318584107914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25819625663759616,0.0,0.0,0.18631532616847332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422146051823305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28480570874648753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,VodSod15,2019/01/05,"Fears about Teeth Hello, hypochondriac here. I can talk myself into think I have just about anything.
This is specifically related to teeth though. 
TLDR@ end.

Along with the general dreams that I have probably twice a week about my teeth falling, breaking, decaying, no one helping everyone laughing, not being able to speak or eat, everything imaginable, I’m also becoming increasing concerned that those fears are because my gums are receding and my teeth are going to fall out irl. I have an activated charcoal tooth powder that I’ve been using to help fight yellowing (drink a lot of coffee), and my teeth feel clean, but my gums look pale. Maybe I’m sick with something else but he powder could be bleaching my gums which is fine but I feel like I can see more of my tooth than I’m supposed to. I also chipped one of my front teeth recently and that’s been more and more a source worry. I’m also concerned the chipped top is changing the way my teeth fit together and bringing back my underbite and undoing all the work my braces did. I’m terrified of the dentist every since I got my wisdom teeth out, the stitches situation there was terrible. In high school I went through a phase where I was brushing my teeth four and five times a day as a control thing related to other anxieties/issues. I’ve also been told I’m a perfectionist and I’m very vain so my teeth matter because people will look at them and judge me. Help?
 
TLDR- long history with teeth insecurities including anxiety dreams about tooth damage etc, but now I’m actually concerned all my teeth will fall out, too afraid of the dentist...need guidance. ",6.368465346534653,7.492729171617168,6.402328382838284,76.14487871287129,65.86468646864687,9.88838283828383,32.97178217821782,10.008157457239328,3.3501592079207927,1301,54,229,29,20,413,174,303,0.132,0.755,0.113,-0.8505,0,0,2,0,1,0,34.0,0,0,1,3,17,13,1,4,15,0,22,19,15,2,2,37,42,21,0,2,7,0,2,1,0,2,2,1,1,0,9,17,2,1,4,3,0,8,2,9,0,5,9,8,28,4,28,28,8,29,0,1,4,0,10,10,0,2,10,143,37,2,0.12479111272559446,0.0,0.12177812468575425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3991816310434826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546485966678377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269245288126147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595666279029737,0.0,0.15214300809658066,0.13782197966562712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201245055262856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399638441254484,0.09963554916612696,0.0,0.0,0.08047994399683245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224778199828602,0.0,0.1276924624537284,0.10424696183639633,0.0,0.11052788591025584,0.0,0.13917507772992868,0.0,0.0,0.10514189466787204,0.11924325601495506,0.11215420554036484,0.0,0.0,0.28084939162158845,0.12619627229492145,0.08915079586560799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092166517427663,0.0,0.09980685273175736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25093455712861723,0.13184866210211213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024949993657756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060966634235144826,0.0,0.0,0.11043620781484567,0.20958621048928305,0.0,0.0,0.10609294146687892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536944579843592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16912337520448914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865144448974854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454592598521511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321616890451045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629526835784474,0.09944236008246862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032284980023885,0.1402704392462293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960702953183157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030236940549707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290567026126668,0.07996110619027713,0.12260663465381005,0.0,0.07276670137383914,0.0,0.0,0.11924325601495506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777945434049382,0.0,0.1029657371811956,0.0,0.09905337673340084,0.10009990334458972,0.0,0.0,0.11568261172528504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908494163192121,0.12673143247760402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThrowinThisOut1729,2019/01/05,"Anxiety and Intimacy Does anyone else get anxious over the thought of initiating sex?

It's been a dry few months for the SO and I due to some anxiety and depression spells that have surfaced and I want to so badly start leading back into that intimate part of our relationship. The thought of it makes my body so excited but then a wave of anxiety crashes down for the fear of being viewed as inconsiderate of their current standpoint.

Have any of you gone through this?",6.241969696969697,7.57214713636364,6.62318181818182,73.70060606060609,66.27272727272728,10.412121212121212,36.25757575757576,10.504223727775694,4.049653030303031,380,19,68,10,6,123,64,88,0.202,0.764,0.034,-0.9337,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,1,1,1,4,4,0,1,6,0,4,2,1,2,0,12,11,10,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,4,1,6,1,16,6,3,12,0,1,1,1,4,4,0,1,6,50,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14635621395601542,0.0,0.4939255467891632,0.24313606711653984,0.0,0.15048604024016765,0.2205171689988068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549002883431965,0.17969876943641086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390596505202337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18536770013700812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18833948628507607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797877522887328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421810667755809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124429784235666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366026907313206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17178565129260867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330610667660477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310645264183416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15233302618722958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34171949030300475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269416675510959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tom921992,2019/01/05,"I need constant reassurance that I’m still ‘liked’,and I take things V personally and overthink. Any experiences with this?",5.924333333333332,9.7483441,5.300000000000002,68.93833333333333,83.0,8.666666666666668,36.66666666666666,8.841846274778883,4.580666666666667,102,6,15,3,3,31,18,20,0.0,0.857,0.14300000000000002,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,8,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888208232599648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4589661262466108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4154528515202797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149208554641431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3708448319426005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.339178017103934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193328889782129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821618317894061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shushybush,2019/01/05,"Panic attacks I used to get panic attacks almost every day but they’ve eased up, however when I get a bad one it’s hard to cope with it, how do people cope with theirs? Anything you do that helps it please?",1.689651162790696,3.5988876744186062,3.1466860465116286,91.64933139534887,79.23255813953489,5.230232558139536,20.05232558139535,5.985473137389443,-0.006669767441860318,162,4,34,1,4,53,33,43,0.281,0.547,0.172,-0.5803,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,0,2,5,2,2,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,6,5,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,4,0,5,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,20,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272262684664323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18673472969632776,0.0,0.0,0.5163054895985714,0.0,0.0,0.1894676100463944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634376886099648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191188765383434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23711127744756544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032745558732509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520988004544015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15376596267817652,0.0,0.0,0.5324803309496424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15731683321888654,0.0,0.0,0.2490885559418093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959848723874652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,uzername6432,2019/01/05,"Meds If you go to your doctor for anxiety is there a typical med they start with? Like I know not all meds work for some people and they gotta try a couple or more before they find one that works but is like there a go to starter anxiety med they typically prescribe first or is it more talored to your circumstances and personal specifics or some shit?


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anxiety,WhitneyMiller0518,2019/01/05,Blurred Vision & Tingling Lips Does anybody else suffer from blurred vision and tingly lips when an anxiety attack is coming on? This has been happening to me for about a year now and I'm curious if this is more common than I think. It started with lip tingling and then has slowly progressed into blurry vision as well if my anxiety is really high.,5.437272727272728,7.258912424242425,5.8276969696969685,76.79154545454547,68.69696969696969,8.31030303030303,29.86666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.6805248484848487,284,11,46,5,5,91,52,66,0.152,0.7090000000000001,0.139,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,2,0,6,5,3,0,0,11,11,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,3,1,9,10,1,10,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,4,6,33,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320089711657016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4519941812905142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360852764890901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544799725270877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585258622321377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24678724889835105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612407790041877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121296584371839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18925495590481728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20910127620224345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892945469867667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656199381481177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19024214050393626
anxiety,sofakinghot520,2019/01/05,"Cardiophobic husband may be the death of me. The past 8 years has been filled with hospitals, doctors and pills. A lot of mental anguish and anxiety in between. My husband never had a major health problem. In fact, he was the type of guy to push himself when he was too sick to do so. Then he had a heart attack, a real bad one. 

It was a piece of plaque that had broken off and traveled to his heart. It caused a great deal of pain and scared the living shit out of him, which is understandable. When he was released from the hospital, he was sent home with hardly no meds and no real change in diet or exercise. 

During the months that followed, he started paying attention to his heart more. More attention than I knew was humanely possible. By now he tells me he can feel the blood flow thru the valves and feels when his heart rhythm changes. This is insane to me because I don't even know mines beating unless my bp is elevated. Then he started having chest pains. 

Being new to all of this, I call an ambulance. We get to the hospital and that's where things get weird. When asked, he claims his pain lvl is a 10. I've seen him at a 10, this is a 3 at best. His ekg doesn't look ""right"" but the other test results are unremarkable. They always sent him on to a cardiac care hospital just in case. 2-3 days of tests with nothing found to be wrong, he's sent home.

The next 6 years of my life was consumed by heart issues that only he could feel and weren't detectable by any test. Over and over the same ol pains show up and we are in the hospital again. I have had my fill and let his cardiologist know, husband sitting right there. Doc says ""ok, next time you come in with these symptoms and we can't find a cause, we are going to open you up."" And, just like that, the pains stopped. 

Fast forward 2 years, he starts having pains again. But, this time I can tell he's truly in trouble and call an ambulance. The EMTs and hospital staff are even jaded by his shit by now. They send him to the bigger hospital where they find 2 blockages and put stents in them. 

Now, he's scared to get his heart rate up for any reason. He pushes himself to be at rest so bad, he never leaves the couch, like ever. His life has completely come to a halt. The chest pains have now returned which led us to another hospital visit.

This time they found pneumonia but nothing cardiac related. But that hasn't stopped him from driving an entire PLUMONARY floor insane. The cardiac response team has been called in at least twice daily because of chest pains that are over before the morphine has a chance to help. I'm no doctor, but I'm pretty sure pneumonia can cause some chest discomfort too.

I know he can't help it and doesn't mean to drive me insane. In his mind, he is truly in danger, but I can't deal with all this again. What can I do and what should I avoid? Where does my 20 years of experience studying this man come into play? What rights do I have in his care? How do I care for my own mental health?",3.6135166666666687,4.921368651666668,4.143666666666668,89.10266666666668,72.48333333333333,7.2,24.5,7.635375032292933,1.00245,2341,67,496,28,45,739,270,600,0.157,0.764,0.079,-0.9914,1,1,0,0,0,0,72.0,5,2,5,3,27,33,4,5,36,1,57,32,13,7,7,86,90,35,1,3,10,3,4,2,0,2,18,1,3,3,25,33,1,4,16,5,1,21,13,23,0,2,21,7,52,10,72,61,13,94,0,0,2,0,72,36,2,4,40,313,77,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04794610207444162,0.0,0.0,0.07836984258153999,0.060421668562203636,0.04408065579925997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05386877145946194,0.06555331907068343,0.0,0.0,0.0962238902754094,0.07025164647576483,0.0,0.04903205960537111,0.0,0.060470711394241636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17651544757580526,0.0,0.17624834201317766,0.1775809337311723,0.12191282560596454,0.1489086967191952,0.06041554810533144,0.0,0.0,0.04600646105270971,0.0,0.0,0.0371614091556922,0.11881145922763005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795707320056024,0.05042538165303115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611754664650618,0.052122378432451766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05636535171910063,0.0,0.0,0.08740621095970126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053308887941727,0.0,0.0,0.12635905039968154,0.0,0.0,0.09031531644877136,0.0,0.032747898254601546,0.0,0.0,0.06352843466933575,0.0,0.05705481798431877,0.0,0.0,0.051617974585050984,0.0,0.0,0.12249893714349415,0.0,0.4096939314442321,0.0772455950775014,0.0,0.11559908519725212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060142374846309125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500259724070566,0.0,0.0,0.0610133552262391,0.0,0.05892237697801968,0.08140021493327303,0.05630237614844311,0.0,0.050881262658743216,0.0,0.048387949435512896,0.0,0.0,0.04898814550040895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276722699857484,0.06400502811755962,0.0,0.11613880289595498,0.0,0.058181772059254636,0.0,0.04599331345649272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888324413252036,0.055651665856451836,0.122563255586513,0.0,0.0,0.11057968480053536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03904614386916716,0.04382411116030015,0.49051078181554997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05500669849740969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496012284588344,0.0,0.05862226756322767,0.0,0.0551364513626068,0.0,0.057926003643827675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117285307505158,0.0,0.0592449907779949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762656427653004,0.0,0.04582331004373739,0.11537930533636992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829626566654705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235539878597801,0.0,0.0,0.0963491082584109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054308032765087375,0.0598912986755311,0.0,0.0,0.10072829792115867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03828148207989674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079951706116007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059986511719156664,0.06931214527346283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06300058779007271,0.0,0.1484266596552217
anxiety,Samkebih,2019/01/05,Period after DPDR ? Can anyone describe to me period after DPDR peacuse I dont know if I am out or I am still depersonalized ?,1.38826666666667,3.9329323600000015,6.539999999999999,63.01666666666665,85.4,8.133333333333335,20.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.434733333333334,99,3,15,3,3,40,19,25,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4176961523655701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7001151333612208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282998402324534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4770617771745541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,preppyinthecity,2019/01/05,DAE worry they are annoying to everyone when they’re drinking? I’m a super lightweight and a smaller female so I usually get really drunk after two drinks. I start to get friendly and not think about my insecurities and anxiety. Sometimes I worry that my friends think I’m super annoying. Does anyone else feel that way?,4.242598870056497,7.10152786440678,5.645000000000002,72.10501412429379,75.44067796610169,8.679096045197742,30.17231638418079,9.2995712137729,3.485912994350282,260,12,40,7,6,87,42,59,0.257,0.5489999999999999,0.194,-0.3925,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,2,3,7,2,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,7,9,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,3,3,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,6,4,4,9,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611719567367612,0.0,0.0,0.1473144873234989,0.21586968229906026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843701569964721,0.0,0.0,0.41277836263867135,0.0,0.0,0.17599865418207364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20131668308815268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652768049757326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255464039224645,0.0,0.2201463962126844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13496895680479418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20837092379767114,0.0,0.14912254730999924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26999438311659746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058067265991248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23203761471619125,0.0,0.0,0.16723039875855547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4279177285498085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jimmy244,2019/01/05,"I feel like I'm in a deep hole and a mess sometimes due to anxiety. Sorry its such a long and ranty post but I just feel like I need to write here. I'm a 22 year old guy (on an anonymous throwaway account). A college student who feels like I'm not going anywhere in life due to the anxiety I have. I got about 1 year left (should have graduated last summer if i didn't change my major as a sophomore) and am not ready to graduate in my opinion and it's a waste.

I have always struggled since I was young to communicate, start conversations, or relate well to others that aren't in my immediate family. I don't really have any friends, never had any girlfriends, never even had a real job of any kind due to the thought of having to interact with people all day, as well as fear of getting fired easily for not being a great communicator and messing up, or fear of blowing it in the interview, even though I know I'm a hard worker. 

I have been making a bit of money to support myself by flipping mainly electronics locally for the past 2 years using mainly my financial aid money though but it probably won't count on my already lacking resume since it wasn't under a real job. I do have a few things on it like school volunteering for a year and a club I was a part of but haven't been able to attend in the past few months due to moving far. I did put the bit about selling things for 2 years as self employed but think I should remove it now.

Things haven't been going as well lately with reselling and due to not being classified as a ""full time"" student, my financial aid was significantly cut to the point I get no extra money besides money for class and as a result I had to move in with my parents this school year after my last apartment lease was up since I can't afford to live on my own with no random roommates and have no proof of income. I was sharing an apartment with a family member but they decided to move somewhere with a friend this year. I do help by offering to pay my parents a bit of rent each month & am fairly independent (I know how to cook a bit, I do my share of chores mainly without being asked, my own laundry, etc.) so it's not like I live here as a waste of space. 

I get pressured a bit by my mom to find a real job but sometimes I don't think she understands what goes through my head. I feel like to her it's something that should magically happen over night. I actually applied to a few different places but no response to most and even one rejection email (possibly due to my lacking resume). I feel limited to where I can work since I can't drive due to a minor disability and live where transportation is not reliable.

I also don't know where to even start for what to do after college, while I hear my peers are getting internships and are already a few jobs in. My school has career services and even many counselling and other help services for things such as anxiety but I still feel nervous and or embarrased get help. I just go to school & go home after, barely saying a word to anyone or anyone saying a word to me. It feels depressing and monotonous after a while. 

Sorry this was long, just needed to let this out. ",6.721389562818136,5.761216348508638,7.405999714571145,76.3460349174635,65.26373626373626,10.232986061557492,32.48984348984349,9.41862664789215,2.747082051282052,2502,84,493,40,33,835,275,637,0.114,0.7879999999999999,0.098,-0.644,11,0,1,0,0,0,51.0,0,0,1,3,27,26,1,5,40,0,50,3,1,5,4,89,88,45,0,8,23,3,9,6,3,4,1,3,3,2,25,24,1,1,16,2,8,12,24,10,3,1,17,12,56,16,91,63,24,84,0,2,0,0,27,30,0,8,47,349,81,23,0.056537335672429974,0.0,0.055172284007572715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478071160887763,0.04521288691086549,0.047043592390991984,0.12251635916005707,0.0,0.11534198101530793,0.0,0.1297527211197483,0.0,0.0,0.07906443932138843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05285477687441275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086206375636748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05980900455824886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03646190429163519,0.0,0.04869552436969445,0.0,0.0,0.05906948241919555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06305407424450091,0.1867118849766401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659673675589522,0.12724044189286926,0.2001088297099065,0.1615611356043112,0.0,0.0,0.05167410054440461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736121058718888,0.0,0.14769212198184498,0.0,0.12852588306421528,0.0,0.045218072121147285,0.06233261217318259,0.0,0.05598085110295778,0.049995779217711415,0.0,0.05064634769803656,0.0,0.05802361742164956,0.0,0.06372168631122599,0.0,0.11368735303602615,0.0,0.056711557452028986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244183272035164,0.0,0.0,0.058874934903219676,0.09321432331951222,0.09217094902140516,0.06377657723150565,0.0,0.061427980634106726,0.0578132562467459,0.039933992193093536,0.16572771839049524,0.0,0.14977050963228652,0.10006752588780432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03773911058095342,0.05731998448611949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621584422705172,0.09025512387217637,0.18027072110515213,0.0,0.0838434360382555,0.08721015737352858,0.0,0.0,0.05305645958442196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05932642318467754,0.0,0.038311161849386335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255560410433018,0.06122442501010054,0.10794256846442378,0.03919586984081666,0.0,0.05906948241919555,0.0,0.053446056692313566,0.06373735107988122,0.05414713921112176,0.0,0.06095681026188871,0.0,0.0,0.056835638067687114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930555967796493,0.03621926495297765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992151713841844,0.0,0.2288752083391788,0.0,0.0,0.05898077144108905,0.0,0.0,0.18707307323576092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04352520316494533,0.11183374127192618,0.12657783701087633,0.08003483437003131,0.0,0.04515078930025635,0.0,0.0,0.059105098816467486,0.0,0.0,0.0641578985233338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024357444479072,0.07245368364267035,0.11109529048486053,0.044884329242231784,0.03296737509180358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058857360331232615,0.0,0.04883010541014321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15250156389170672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05449997404869414,0.0,0.04115985372594702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548573336657756
anxiety,FishCustardThinks,2019/01/05,"Does anyone feel heartache? Recently, I've been pressured at my internship. Since I haven't been doing so well my supervisor is going to give me a C grade. Which will drastically effect my GPA to that will effect my next stage of academics. After thinking about it, it gets me anxious and it makes my heartache and my stomach flip. Any tips? ",3.9208333333333294,6.4147552500000025,4.241875000000004,83.64895833333338,74.625,6.7666666666666675,27.854166666666664,7.793537801064563,1.8434666666666664,272,11,49,4,6,85,49,64,0.068,0.889,0.044,-0.1328,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,1,0,7,1,1,3,0,7,13,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,1,9,1,6,9,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,32,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239562546456549,0.0,0.0,0.3720500926394509,0.0,0.2302757705851277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881996248069704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665195607093012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17206176374931528,0.31592413686894755,0.18716629762237366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21983088338616655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35024706920617393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32517445951670704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272425862150137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21102189525087225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961079632597855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Conflicted_Owl,2019/01/05,"I tried to help people in a thread. I was met with harassment, sexual advances and threats. My anxiety is getting worse. I made a thread in a sub. People were looking for friends, I gave up on that years ago. I asked if anyone wanted an ear. Talking to people is difficult for me, because of my anxiety.

I made it clear I didn't want sexual advances and that I'm not a trained professional. My anxiety prevents me from revealing too much about myself. I have self confidence issues.

I was met with sexual advances. Some of which turned threatening when I said no. I had people comment, comparing me to perverts. Some called me names.

I wish I was brave enough to ignore it. Instead I panic and hate myself. You know when people wish for superpowers? I would wish for thicker skin.",2.111482277121376,4.934367387755107,3.5620622986036534,83.30455424274975,86.00680272108843,6.904260651629072,25.423916935195127,8.032893268588372,2.1307768707483,614,26,109,14,19,201,90,147,0.225,0.626,0.149,-0.8915,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,3,5,8,3,1,5,0,10,2,2,2,1,23,28,6,0,7,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,5,5,0,2,2,0,0,3,3,6,0,0,12,4,25,2,18,15,4,11,0,0,1,0,13,4,0,3,4,77,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371915721812494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203088282478462,0.0,0.0,0.09758962161469616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047781581644066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507973303757706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251516189909993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442116896301584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783036670063666,0.0,0.07291884150897028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377951135680376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354990149291084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14567337430120106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670326145693081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172024863966548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26412639864940524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259899191532727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16375369943231555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4837965259040816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13276171494627315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14560050553401382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217996697737066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475792890987696,0.15181057634407816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646423719260486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4814910623023737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422323436402835,0.099145540565516,0.0,0.0,0.08987761292884411
anxiety,Scorpion1386,2019/01/05,The anxiety while driving a car. How do you deal with this besides obviously confronting the fear itself? Anyone else here able to relate?,4.550000000000002,7.94009066666667,4.738333333333333,75.34,79.83333333333334,6.533333333333335,28.83333333333333,7.793537801064563,2.597183333333333,112,5,16,2,3,35,23,24,0.255,0.745,0.0,-0.7059,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,12,3,0,0.40320799822310827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084530150118547,0.0,0.0,0.2819324074105176,0.41313424309633023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4156897413642356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3368285439951301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4537210964971747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,medicalgal15,2019/01/05,"Don’t roast me pls I need advice... this is a little embarrassing... Ivd had yeast infection for a while...  I’m so scared of it turning into a kidney infection... but I’m horrified of taking antibiotics because of my emetophobia - these meds make me sick to my stomach. Not only that, but I can’t swallow a stupid pill anymore because I choke on them... How the hell do I deal with this? I’m so fuc*ing embarrassed because I START MEDICAL SCHOOL SOON. How am I going to be a good doctor if I can’t even take my own medication... I feel like an idiot... I’m so embarrassed to tell my psychiatrist.. ",0.9476923076923072,3.4730627435897503,3.4878974358974366,83.94876923076923,88.23076923076924,6.880683760683763,24.03931623931624,8.021203637495839,1.839245470085471,459,19,90,11,15,159,78,117,0.269,0.667,0.064,-0.984,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,0,7,9,3,4,7,0,8,10,2,3,0,11,20,9,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,7,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,1,1,15,2,10,18,1,7,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,1,4,58,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19754989393506167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20048990168490835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697073517039119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084196463555611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069208781831085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13352577484233455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221893688216473,0.14442422759183304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489304849013587,0.16956348832947335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876590525964504,0.20261894900307287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13494438189654634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22455587048521453,0.4073129182724801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990020270874085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15375294284328514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20239894511256226,0.2045982473177398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430909617105169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30400060179470845,0.0,0.17669807581862704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21989367752256891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,amstartingfirst,2019/01/05,stuck in this vicious circle While I have been feeling pure guilt  for avoiding everyones calls and been isolating hoping that the floor would open up and hopefully swallow me then close back up.,17.73470588235294,10.998868941176477,13.634705882352948,57.86617647058826,50.764705882352935,17.129411764705885,54.58823529411765,13.023866798666859,6.7830352941176475,160,7,25,3,1,46,31,34,0.214,0.619,0.16699999999999998,-0.25,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,2,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,10,8,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,2,2,4,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,2,3,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28551201987381103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3791457707677736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35479957192302725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18774388122588867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7375828914794382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637657067148695,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,George_Harri98,2019/01/05,"Dizzy Is it common to feel dizzy when going through periods of anxiety?

Just not feeling as sure of your balance?

Not falling over but more the sensation of feeling dizzy.",4.703763440860218,7.51073141935484,4.807741935483873,78.99827956989247,73.51612903225806,8.004301075268819,36.13978494623656,8.841846274778883,3.7517655913978505,138,8,22,3,3,43,25,31,0.316,0.65,0.035,-0.7148,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,5,3,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,7,5,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,17,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3779226912323461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7493715752946453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28076201717465915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4656064553935428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cat_bakerstreet,2019/01/05,Stuck at Work (Again) New Year always brings more anxiety. I feel a clock ticking constantly. I hate this. Hard to deal with this sort of stuff here. Just want a hug. Preferably to stay in bed all day as well. Four hours left I hope. I need to get a grip.,-0.6080769230769221,1.5836739615384623,0.33346153846154003,104.24903846153849,97.84615384615385,4.138461538461539,14.192307692307693,5.985473137389443,-1.0018538461538462,194,4,47,2,8,59,44,52,0.165,0.6659999999999999,0.16899999999999998,0.0534,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,9,8,1,0,4,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,3,4,3,8,7,2,12,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,7,25,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21205463431206314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19495865026180773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754010384436909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643564062162198,0.2627379437381627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885922108179607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13314799030369015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22829448591186294,0.25161044889880674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25312238209495724,0.2509747529758104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768939893371805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18896717135024285,0.0,0.2461345790680621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716349341212705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917409276227329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503164373373191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291396958966501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18553297668366392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16411428496565458
anxiety,SuitableGeneral,2019/01/05,"What to expect at first doctors appointment? So I've been suffering with anxiety and depression symptoms for over 3 years now and I've convinced myself that this is due to work related stuff. I've even been at my doctor a year or two ago with complaint that I am constantly tired and moody, one of the symptoms of depression. He has done some blood work and concluded thah I was under stress and I should change jobs. Not very helpful.

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Now I don't work any more, I returned to uni full time, but I still feel like shit. I wasn't very anxious before, just mildly depressed, but this winter my anxiety skyrocketed, most of the december I felt sick to my stomach and not very optimistic about my life and alone, although I have my family and some friends, plus I've isolated myselft from my new classmates instead of making new friendships and connections.

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So because my mental health isn't getting better but worse, I've decided enough is enough, I need to seek profesional help. My first step is seeing my family doctor, but I don't want him again saying to me that I'm just under stress or something, so how should I proceed at my appointment? Any advice from someone who went thru something similar? Thanks!",7.719133355727244,7.913335733624457,7.202270742358081,74.80079946254621,62.842794759825324,10.539603627813237,35.955995969096406,10.214889679676881,3.6972355391333567,989,42,171,20,13,309,137,229,0.213,0.698,0.08800000000000001,-0.9797,1,1,2,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,7,13,13,1,2,3,0,16,12,3,3,0,36,26,21,0,5,10,0,2,1,1,2,9,1,0,0,8,12,0,0,4,0,0,2,6,8,0,4,7,4,25,5,24,17,7,26,0,4,1,0,7,7,1,5,18,117,33,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497483111106952,0.0861547835085537,0.0,0.0,0.10066153001783344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106148354707945,0.2361976711784828,0.13218769325152308,0.0,0.1487031239358666,0.1097992185970383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059247299655417786,0.0,0.08270317562347501,0.0,0.0,0.08595836565154992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281617688500784,0.0,0.0,0.105029950445295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511338058917179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984401823863543,0.0,0.0994610907727014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008504936318598,0.0,0.06419435445910232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18324780729270895,0.0,0.04914316111922562,0.0694339356536933,0.09331949646777253,0.0,0.0,0.16534281544837826,0.0,0.0,0.07509024558227674,0.0,0.050778773030467336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331047883574564,0.0,0.0,0.13029140662764704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644799556696504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686495358913869,0.04748306862999456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648763693298925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979466076880049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720665860770223,0.0,0.18773714716894765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06585976848252696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07729092533940837,0.0,0.0,0.07744938633667503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997661215311256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235040859930985,0.14964619527163547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761760245769915,0.0,0.22266605949925472,0.0,0.11126150919487206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20203926298612412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948127285450648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05667339715664585,0.11170782834418064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494239504174322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24058056803278335,0.057326319660482725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009789470520337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122706521787958,0.0,0.09904688206563066,0.0,0.0,0.2361976711784828,0.12517683531416327
anxiety,awesomebosslady,2019/01/05,over a day I dont know whats going on with me. I have been worrying about nothing for the last 24 hours. my breathing is erratic and forced. my mind is running in circles. Every feeling is magnified. my hands are shaking. Im trying to distract myself. I have dealt with some form of anxiety or the other but this just seems so much more amplified. i dont know how to react or respond. First I was thinking it was an attack but it hasnt blown over. It has been so long. i dont know how to fix it. ,-0.1215384615384636,2.09546261904762,2.2819047619047663,93.08835164835169,89.4761904761905,5.135531135531137,21.41025641025641,6.67199483983844,0.5102234432234432,385,14,84,5,13,131,72,105,0.123,0.8640000000000001,0.013,-0.836,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,1,2,4,0,15,2,2,3,0,19,22,9,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,6,0,0,3,4,3,0,1,4,2,11,0,12,18,4,12,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,4,5,64,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14409756124409426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21429067327306045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147887400121438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6622818542895101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587043720496387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524224483891958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16022189611577514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705131738164918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18550010368397554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203464902375434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105589589361424,0.15354139231439318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666957692569913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19019343770151276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384688452264095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807398575858448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17147905514970546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069572444370374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278864513895552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19129227672606472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kywindage01,2019/01/05,"Panic attack I woke up and was automatically having a panic attack about work, even though I’ll be there 30 minutes tops. I can’t take this anymore. It feels like my back and neck is all knotted up and stiff and I just don’t want to be alive.",2.584411764705884,3.899243470588239,4.190343137254903,87.72904411764708,75.07843137254902,5.8843137254901965,20.59313725490196,5.985473137389443,-0.039474509803921976,191,4,42,1,4,64,40,51,0.219,0.615,0.166,-0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,6,5,2,2,1,0,7,2,1,0,1,9,11,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,1,4,1,4,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,28,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24710341393958665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5669193029109899,0.0,0.19159148659705147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16457025782936513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598464092498152,0.17800257964920804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172878616523933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5846797760575656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18734007526528665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448020462249783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14696319148975473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18139412337745736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cephthelostone,2019/01/05,"Really bad anxiety with my insomnia? I have a super hard time falling asleep and I find during my worst waves of insomnia, I get the most anxious. I find myself having literal panic attacks about, say, the prospect of having lost a library book. I knew I saw the library book on the piano before I went to bed, but what if got lost between then and now?!?!? Or, what if my grandmother secretly hates me because I didn't post happy birthday on her Facebook timeline last year!?!? 

Stupid things like that, but I end up totally freaking out about them. I know anxiety gets worse at night, but during these waves of insomnia I get so freaked out and irrational, it's insane. ",5.195,6.585198023809526,5.790634920634923,78.48214285714288,68.76190476190476,9.092063492063492,32.253968253968246,9.444778638647367,3.1090539682539675,525,23,93,11,9,170,88,126,0.364,0.588,0.048,-0.9926,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,3,4,13,3,1,6,0,4,4,1,0,1,19,15,11,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,6,6,0,0,5,2,0,2,1,10,0,0,7,3,18,3,14,8,3,16,0,2,1,0,4,6,0,4,8,63,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27878141268594125,0.20584625569464451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20729100515201704,0.0,0.0,0.15213834491980258,0.11107396710030253,0.0,0.15504790702224666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613846198632859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330746043256259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28559275094982817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457305625201597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19396670558426732,0.16322502029392572,0.17989536831619726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001382495616216,0.1485260606966975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901895670357586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3978090625198893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17099242267230372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137850269847983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17450750741767712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167288565846583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490128239146402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105270963464568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062485393908417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16891116811223567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856882960730748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173377332660758
anxiety,Ejonesb,2019/01/05,"Mirtazapine and weight gain So my anxiety has been crazy this past month at the point that I just don't sleep anymore. The only drug that worked on anxiety and depression for a while was mirtazapine (remeron) but it made me gain so much weight ... I developped anorexia nevrosa while taking it. I was later introduced to lamotrigine and started taking it along with mirt. I had a bit more energy and I think my apetite was less strong but I had a few bulimic episodes. I don't know if my weight was doing ok because of control or because of lamotrigine. Aside from that the combination was working well for me, my sleep was great my anxiety manageable. But I had a panic attack about the weight stuff (you don't get rid of eating disorders easily ...) and stopped it cold turkey. I slept less but felt less tired (tbh i was staying home all day) . Nowadays I'm only on lamotrigine and feel so anxious it makes me suicidal. I just came out of a week of inpatient and hospital is not an option. I'm so scared of weight gain but I miss the sleep the anxiety relieve so much... It's the only drug that was effective on my sleep , I was prescribed tercian but the confusion is horrible , I'm really hesitating asking for a mirtazapine try once again. Has anyone tried the mirt/lamotrigine combination ?",4.531666666666666,6.590066477366258,5.610228395061729,76.48052777777781,71.46913580246914,9.633662551440333,30.256995884773666,10.008157457239328,3.31125366255144,1026,44,186,29,20,339,129,243,0.191,0.6709999999999999,0.13699999999999998,-0.9217,0,0,2,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,0,8,10,11,1,3,16,1,21,14,5,4,1,34,38,22,1,1,11,0,7,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,12,11,6,2,5,0,0,1,4,6,1,0,17,8,23,5,19,21,9,18,0,2,0,0,2,6,0,4,10,126,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855727348401557,0.10543041164216407,0.09255308189353026,0.06525484004524659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724604993521973,0.1061703839554644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377981138976585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188646380968716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673866007802726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046716506082938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06018674773937451,0.0,0.0803804765059331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695825686888367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21645417908105444,0.09549452502383186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04718780126488902,0.0,0.08960640205414103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04875833372670831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289087412431908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361234056706584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0512888458270956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830614162868344,0.06229500001636746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449093071541635,0.0,0.13720886904699314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993878204786448,0.0,0.2129330493569246,0.0,0.1094964944680548,0.0,0.0,0.08908904053043196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822206064927186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059786229089810176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934343624528656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735686203349685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06605574338717114,0.099471773772242,0.0,0.07802367570841175,0.0,0.0,0.10683451908154286,0.10208213700296898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403372058000568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059798736035712986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726307961445593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12672276809200578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485949085120777,0.56822206131758,0.08391016444996753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358830692647858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mrnitto88,2019/01/05,Anxiety episode that i'm having trouble getting through.  So for about 1 week now I have had the fear that I would forget how to use my arms and legs. As silly as it is I am finding it incredibly difficult to get past this.  I have had similar worries such as worry i would forget how to breath or forget how to talk which I was able to get over but this I just can’t seem to shake .  I am current seeing a psychologist and am having my second session next week. However in this current time between sessions I do not know how to cope and could really use some input and what you guys think about this. ,5.545187353629976,5.2980366803278685,6.392388758782199,80.27450819672133,67.44262295081967,9.266510538641684,31.362997658079625,8.841846274778883,2.3834833723653386,473,17,96,7,7,157,80,122,0.15,0.841,0.009000000000000001,-0.8859,3,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,10,5,0,2,2,0,16,3,3,6,0,25,26,14,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,10,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,3,1,12,1,17,20,1,11,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,3,8,74,22,2,0.19968917619717866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527616732175309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594355583372943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247058401174564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825122893697696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129880580886621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19772367952276546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974394891485124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21237170431001096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19062591398147066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279259996055027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15912641958435406,0.1817895262089584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605025957357365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795276101161554,0.0,0.0,0.11644036449839125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449346668710397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203572241599004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4055881031430328,0.0,0.2837069228162303,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,emmanuellera,2019/01/05,"Does my Fitbit worsen my insomnia? I’ve always had some trouble sleeping. It’s usually by cycle and it’s mostly because I’m having trouble falling asleep and then stress over it the rest of the night. 

However I think my fitness tracker is making thing worst. I do not feel anxious at all and I’ve been unable to sleep for several weeks without medication. Today, I decided not to take it and I’ve been unable to sleep for 8 hours. It never happened to me at that extent. 

Does anyone else experienced the same thing?",3.0223000000000013,5.524252629999999,4.712,79.09100000000002,77.7,6.8000000000000025,27.0,7.908726449838941,2.067400000000001,413,17,70,7,10,139,68,100,0.17,0.7929999999999999,0.037000000000000005,-0.929,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,3,0,6,6,4,1,2,16,12,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,3,2,7,0,12,9,7,12,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,7,50,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15039414302032694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20419016380905136,0.0,0.12638095849797107,0.1851943950339219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018034532906988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163419645003063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15098907795157046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138999573262856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598320193659562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17799720820054746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064854968981165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18208135888596488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940152329194927,0.0,0.0,0.16961673982235384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20419016380905136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5426259600432934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070425443132215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589758682758551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24015761206261196,0.11581396218150845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17132492536547972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19906484887000905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449825668086194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17423152601868247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fubuluv2001,2019/01/05,"Anyone else’s anxiety feels more intense than just anxiety? I miss the days when anxiety just meant butterflies in my stomach before a speech or talking to a guy I liked.

For the past 3 years, I panic over just about anything. I’m *slowly* trying to getting a grip on it but it makes it so hard to do anything. In all social events, I start getting shaky and my limbs feel weak. I hate when people pass me things because my arms are all wobbly and shaky, including my voice. My voice becomes faint when this panic comes on. People look so concerned when they look at me but they’re nice enough to not say anything though. I recently got a job after not working for almost a year. My last job I was having such bad panic attacks it felt like I was having heart attacks to the point I couldnt speak or move. One time during rush hour I ran to the back of the kitchen while there was a long line.. I felt so bad for my coworkers. They didn’t understand that kind of anxiety and I guess I don’t blame them. I’m holding it together for the most part at my current job but I catch myself getting the symptoms.

I always have a sense of fear hovering over me. This anxiety makes me clumsy, tremors, manual breathing, and talk like I had a stroke. When I’m nervous I catch myself holding my breathe and idk why I do that but it happens a lot. By the time I catch myself doing it, my head & hearts racing and I’m far from my “center”. I work in retail and when the anxiety gets that point it feels like my hands don’t function. I’ll try ringing people up but my hands barely have enough strength to lift/grip their products – and they’re not heavy at all. My doctor prescribed me propranolol for the heart racing but I try not to depend on it. I’ve had MRI’s for the stroke-like speech and tremors but everything was healthy.

2 semesters ago I prepared a speech for a class assignment.. I literally froze and started shaking infront of everyone. I want to cry thinking about it.

I quit self harm but sometimes the anxiety gets so bad it’s all I can think about. When I’m in public I feel only safe in my sunglasses and headphones so I can get to my destination at ease. Sometimes in public I forget how to walk because I’m so self conscious. Is anyone going through this intense type of panic? Its like I’m worried I’m screwing up. I’m hyper aware of myself to the point it’s unhealthy. It’s ruining my fucking life and makes me want to off myself. 

Thank you to ever takes the time to read this.",1.7690211320754727,4.135479644,2.957245283018868,90.66352830188679,81.56,5.613584905660378,23.633962264150945,6.892418011121327,0.850898490566038,1962,71,395,23,53,630,234,500,0.196,0.721,0.083,-0.9959,4,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,1,4,4,25,31,5,9,25,0,21,20,10,5,5,64,66,38,0,3,17,0,12,5,0,0,7,8,1,3,22,13,1,3,11,1,1,11,8,21,0,1,12,22,62,10,54,53,10,61,0,2,2,2,15,23,2,9,32,244,84,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06102810028065993,0.0,0.06893963510413974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057285645471803565,0.07459494862772309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686706734683587,0.0,0.0,0.09627788207048693,0.07054118095439729,0.16996394228649803,0.0,0.0,0.15664523426545615,0.0,0.05293856312028627,0.1724513805838624,0.08393614370512957,0.0760353409313163,0.05858313943737505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059305000398710575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562443927473106,0.044400174738300886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046711603132519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05751225822989085,0.0,0.0,0.14227328498327926,0.0,0.0,0.062275429343405825,0.0,0.06578559999540175,0.06187462461235688,0.0,0.0,0.07747123968944869,0.13924305268992834,0.049183817954040567,0.132206509183799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364730465242698,0.21581613415519008,0.0,0.039126944802460185,0.0,0.055062683710916896,0.0,0.07584197278149371,0.06816867136422022,0.060880564977873475,0.0,0.061672771385268735,0.06797147829085876,0.07065617670058405,0.0,0.0,0.24474962815772344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06779974777720703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20495801993669924,0.0,0.0,0.07169283799608735,0.0,0.056118931825569256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048628185110399264,0.1681741486644826,0.0,0.0,0.060926818296586374,0.11562712281247033,0.0,0.0,0.0585306711920072,0.0,0.0,0.13786634051201765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317273258914317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04665204172921696,0.0523607214440091,0.0,0.3231052462688561,0.0,0.07455384521219569,0.06572159346352244,0.1431880893575165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952460494573996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322652564192267,0.06886494125674393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06797742590575835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054749349372227286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14364343327975418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07018014350117918,0.0,0.0,0.13618152289568122,0.0,0.09745954579765577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071557677357077,0.05176385744241719,0.11067211300358147,0.0,0.06338443288484083,0.0,0.0,0.04573842952153489,0.08822787171064311,0.06764115048239147,0.0,0.12043451184267892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402263768505307,0.0,0.0,0.07167143719208834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812146753201176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06212308683823337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024186795170788,0.06991677015906303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866953345207994
anxiety,DariiMarr,2019/01/05,"I'm having some major anxiety about death. I have suffered from anxiety for years, but recently, it's been a lot worse. I'm 21, I shouldn't be worried about dying. But it's taking over my mind. All I can do is pace around my house and cry. I've had several panic attacks today. I scheduled an appointment with a therapist, but I'm looking for tips on how to cope in the meantime. How have you dealt with this feeling, if you have? Any general advice?

I've lost some people in my life recently, and I'm thinking that may have something to do with it. My grandma died recently, and some of my friends have split off from me. I feel super isolated and lost, and I've never really thought about dying before.

I just want peace from this fear.",2.7204158004158043,4.642972621621624,4.1581081081081095,85.52826403326405,76.16216216216216,7.526819126819128,26.249480249480253,8.384062270229773,1.8537779625779625,580,22,115,11,13,192,93,148,0.244,0.6409999999999999,0.115,-0.9694,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,3,7,8,1,2,4,0,15,1,0,2,2,31,28,11,4,3,5,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,5,3,14,2,20,20,6,13,0,3,1,0,3,6,0,6,7,77,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13876454918926173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656750871693892,0.0,0.21726516082838732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641356081341984,0.0,0.16154991517805106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083484379657156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598459547791846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4421328274024047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597938457464945,0.1436028581186872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971184633695154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638534130654315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030154082485183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192474955923759,0.0,0.31002802200712265,0.1207266216648423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338343922672253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952214742075736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16661095810888568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844761124794768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097132249541287,0.0,0.4206351035418345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604239659255936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932152540746376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676924603962028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487745098785825,0.0,0.09099035318904382,0.0,0.11273521966242088,0.0,0.0,0.13460307527221954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375756830842357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442118343617012,0.14471408664434354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144584369407634
anxiety,Cylius,2019/01/05,"Anyone ever experience tightness? Ever since my anxiety disorder was officialy diagnosed, I've learned about a lot of symptoms I never knew existed. One thats been happening for a bit, is basically it feels like my face is being squeezed. Its not painful just umcomfortable, usually lasts an hour or so. Anyone else felt this?",6.084736842105265,8.836814666666667,7.073543859649124,64.65347368421055,69.0,11.577543859649124,37.71578947368421,11.20814326018867,5.601606315789473,264,15,39,10,5,88,51,57,0.076,0.8320000000000001,0.091,0.2182,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,5,4,1,0,3,12,9,2,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,4,3,1,3,4,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,27,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16205748665111264,0.0,0.0,0.2962477598002409,0.2170557388882321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312750796466539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21501375972042466,0.0,0.0,0.2427876918215943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17696564668076478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3832439193058965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20722076539425646,0.0,0.0,0.10711297740465957,0.1513389739570711,0.20340020643597204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18732995161717106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20862032859544974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17267837096308125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349462145768963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18009931094601744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633845378243593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14354867966735674,0.0,0.2254133446831423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752367415133507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201835058858318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333125030605795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Soap-Taste-Ok,2019/01/05,"My half sister have her new boyfriend over and I went to bed with anxiety and I woke up with anxiety. I’m 20 and I never had a relationship. It’s her second boyfriend in a year. My stomach is filled with anxiety. She’s very outward as a person and has a network of friends etc. I don’t have any friends and I been isolating for a year. I use tinder that’s it.

I can’t help but think I don’t think I will ever be happy with someone else. Seeing them how they melt in with my family. I don’t even melt in with them. I feel pathetic. I can’t imagine how it is to be in a relationship, how it feels to be loved by someone. ",-0.46458333333333,1.5986922962962993,2.297662037037039,93.61760416666668,89.0,5.74537037037037,21.030092592592595,7.1686216300943375,0.5785648148148144,480,17,113,8,16,167,73,135,0.073,0.7959999999999999,0.131,0.85,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,0,5,4,0,0,6,0,16,2,1,4,2,23,26,10,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,5,11,0,0,5,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,4,3,21,4,19,18,1,14,0,0,1,1,14,7,0,0,5,82,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209418192860669,0.0,0.4081565968801253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485680536508466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19834602419868053,0.11746603371625172,0.16087247506153407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16765799182222635,0.0,0.1798492178819823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27480775821022835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893210638795604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920685933224565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16051354344943694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716629886362353,0.17176540090601058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15528883320024406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3818814854818005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172075260174047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013777754938392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279139018574356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15360240215007298,0.0,0.14674211023763345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648656244989166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290548208078797
anxiety,troydotraw,2019/01/05,Scared I might have schizophrenia Trying to sleep but whenever I close my eyes my thoughts just race. Random things that happened throughout the day that I heard or saw just pop up all at once and it’s awful. I’m scared I have schizophrenia or something help,1.8182142857142871,4.567981102040818,1.006913265306121,98.75281887755104,95.12244897959185,3.266326530612245,20.410714285714285,5.148860815047168,-0.2725326530612242,210,7,40,1,8,59,38,49,0.187,0.745,0.068,-0.7391,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,1,3,2,2,0,1,11,8,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,6,0,3,4,1,4,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,4,1,24,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19407262773429512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26610821450241323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017046172116665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31923534676642545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204767861622861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6025596305827117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30114371730727785,0.0,0.0,0.2316678383917501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999221232349552,0.0,0.0,0.2389019413374291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20430926674984712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,heinz_inthecity,2019/01/05,"Why do people ring when they can just text? I associate all phone calls with emergencies and urgent situations. Also, people who have insisted on calling me in the past have actually called instead of sending a written message because they know it’s easier to manipulate me if they’re speaking to me. If they send a written message, I have time to write a well thought-out reply and can’t be caught off-guard. Certain people have called me because writing is more my forte but it’s not theirs. They choose the terms of the engagement by calling me when seeking to manipulate me. Of course I’m not going to answer if I know this is their real motive for calling!

It bugs me that friends know I hate answering calls because of my anxiety and previous experiences with frequent, manipulative callers. I’ve had the same number for years and get a lot of scam calls as well. Why do my friends still call me for non-urgent reasons? Like asking me when I will get somewhere? That is easily done via text or Facebook messenger. There’s no logic to calling someone when they’re late for something either, as wasting their time talking to them when you don’t need to just makes them even later. Texting/messaging saves time and is far less anxiety provoking.

Getting calls from work and family I can deal with. But getting frequent calls from friends for no reason really bugs me. I get anxious every time I see/feel my phone ringing (I keep it on vibrate, of course).

Anyone else feel this way or have similar experiences?",5.8663780918727895,7.3521054169611295,6.148287985865724,76.18511749116611,67.26855123674912,8.910883392226149,33.93798586572438,9.255337874911486,3.2266043816254406,1215,56,208,23,20,389,156,283,0.093,0.7909999999999999,0.116,0.7113,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,9,2,14,10,1,0,8,0,19,0,0,8,2,47,38,21,0,4,12,0,1,1,3,1,0,3,0,0,9,9,0,1,11,0,0,4,6,1,2,0,5,4,33,9,30,31,7,26,0,0,0,0,39,4,0,6,18,136,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.06566767718639083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05381370946905141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295700649717444,0.07602126010046334,0.0,0.04705241201875285,0.06894901797124495,0.0,0.0,0.0629093119485729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306247079638412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8245567926972145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937551153585178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886349054319481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05621416699591608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04444599679007544,0.0,0.05669675087896156,0.0,0.0,0.13164976287073274,0.06343728761934184,0.0,0.06805012059902582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559698282927099,0.0,0.17578751294663936,0.0,0.038243822740772634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06643731526465692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05981257868747756,0.0,0.0,0.1109464326699512,0.0,0.07590876036809714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03287566848664564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057209593676857275,0.0,0.0,0.04491820078703652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049896463332950516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423821188568843,0.1399562356740528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659348551778875,0.043109235762906616,0.138375593326755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053623331919417316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756394791509889,0.0,0.0,0.0570166337383792,0.05180497857430375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0537397990642009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05408708363794353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053422650456196506,0.15695496274282034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05341357640656656,0.0,0.0,0.12100790156020864,0.0,0.1214418520610706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048989670015175915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04333410054080091
anxiety,LeafLight36,2019/01/05,"What makes you guys happy or centered? I've reviewed what makes me happy and the only thing I have constant access to is alcohol. I have interests but I'm not happy with just distractions. 

What do you do that keeps you happy or gives you peace?",2.504375000000003,5.00408235416667,3.641500000000004,86.05350000000004,79.625,6.34,22.1,7.554174236665415,1.1082449999999997,195,6,36,3,5,63,33,48,0.041,0.607,0.35200000000000004,0.9634,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,0,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,5,1,0,2,0,10,10,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,5,2,10,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,1,26,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20985558440257945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21220193536617046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18837220435217206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19443325812550136,0.0,0.836141229341968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17453916412346038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26215172097037515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493452265449908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045687550371365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NotMeUsee,2019/01/05,"Im experiencing panic again I was in a constant state of panic for about two years. I thought it was benzo withdrawals as I was using to keep me calm. After a long time of non use the bad feelings remergenced out of the blue. Those feelings came back while I was at work. I ended up in the ER, what a mess. I thought I was dying. It was just panic. I've been crying all night. I don't know what to do. I'm too old for this. I'm in my 30s.

I don't want to feel like this. What has helped you?",-1.3330144167758853,0.6278400825688095,1.3033093053735278,99.58571100917429,93.12844036697248,3.8482306684141543,15.125163826998687,5.288315135182226,-1.0862560943643509,375,8,94,2,14,128,69,109,0.189,0.7659999999999999,0.045,-0.9374,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,5,7,0,3,6,0,11,0,0,2,1,14,24,2,1,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,6,0,0,1,2,5,1,1,10,5,12,2,17,14,1,19,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,0,12,61,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284482274389432,0.1394766111870997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19105636722712085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18051761310789555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834924222221821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17336759696353876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479533636843157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25339075496679186,0.1193378486779378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196755607888943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18043857642285802,0.0,0.0,0.1484783503366542,0.0,0.0,0.09180423059305344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161034234315387,0.0,0.0,0.14783064277564728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15676155584298612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17528690142302827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5879782201278798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652320693877203,0.09740599074891594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16317987833964695,0.0,0.0,0.2885485897863632,0.0,0.0,0.0985281850509922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161163332209328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757228500780057
anxiety,hmmjam,2019/01/05,"Is there a name for what I'm dealing with? Need some advice. Hi everyone.

This is my first post here. I'm not perfectly sure if my question fits with the subreddit but it doesn't hurt to ask.

By no means I'm asking for some kind of diagnosis. I just want to hear your opinion on something I've been dealing with for a long time now. Many years, actually.

When I was in high school (around 6 years ago) I started dealing with random anxiety attacks in that I would fixate on a stressing thought for days to the point where I'd even experience a panic attack. That led me to visit a therapist during the last year of high school.

The therapist confirmed that I had some form of anxiety, probably an anxiety disorder, but he was never very clear about it. I went a few times and then stopped because I found him mediocre.

For these past 3 years or so, I don't deal with panic attacks but I have a different form of the issue I described. I basically overanalyse things, almost all day. In most cases, they are things that I might feel uncomfortable about thinking. Not necessarily taboo or offensive. Just a tad bit inappropriate. And the thing is that If I avoid the overanalysation I start feeling stressed. As if I haven't completed something important. As if I have to do it, otherwise my day won't be right. It certainly isn't tremendous stress but it is annoying. 

Do you have any idea what could be causing this? Is there a name for it? Is it something specific? I can't afford to go to a therapist in the meantime so I guess just having a possibly clearer picture of what I might be having would make feel a bit better.

Thanks in advance.",2.9685605599513103,5.370518235849058,4.255299249340638,82.82495130858189,77.33333333333333,7.751024548589977,27.8681274092108,8.654491914285503,2.3386075065936294,1301,56,248,29,31,427,177,318,0.197,0.741,0.062,-0.9921,2,1,3,0,0,0,35.0,0,2,1,5,15,18,5,6,21,0,32,0,0,3,6,61,54,18,0,9,15,0,3,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,21,8,0,3,9,0,0,5,10,12,0,1,7,4,27,6,36,38,10,41,0,1,0,0,17,14,0,17,21,175,48,2,0.0,0.0,0.07895639014818627,0.0,0.0,0.07906421700441196,0.0717217437462176,0.0,0.08101957655830527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05502150592049298,0.0,0.1856875541007781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202696411185472,0.15127966728796896,0.2761400723450092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04932192352522546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155823069872898,0.17666530871852182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311675405404707,0.0,0.0,0.0848324898524251,0.0,0.0,0.06459997074917834,0.0,0.0,0.15654057427100693,0.3336582130052812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453362378656074,0.09272975409683283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05344022528955094,0.0,0.0,0.07731287592703613,0.0,0.07914540673209612,0.0,0.0,0.12273142819709765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882191885891845,0.0,0.08871352819728137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045982960239445064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913137574373606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119133666097518,0.0,0.0,0.17097150136470374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661572042665844,0.09133742772009247,0.0,0.08444891362990105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425520918310432,0.0,0.06595236668345808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160271463545675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05400798593848888,0.08202993839720038,0.0,0.08813459969175681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17166523376268775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05999366499212151,0.062402702138667374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18986066721216024,0.0,0.0,0.0772376538562782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648600705929058,0.09121375432244724,0.07748931779541117,0.0,0.08723455589705234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063760411507543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06909661176459067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16377027496627874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18686517972858271,0.0,0.0,0.11453688607668125,0.0,0.0,0.06764429857006103,0.2780460482290001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625662239159403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449096452223243,0.0,0.2818278870259272,0.16125882534824107,0.051843796357775807,0.0,0.0642334221781153,0.0943584256744842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06675914034439984,0.04772275480437707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500428708614568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495214183334918,0.0,0.0,0.20841328919301502
anxiety,Zerp242,2019/01/05,". I just need to vent. Anxiety has ruined my life. I beat it after 7 years. And now 5 years later its back with a vengeance. I almost killed myself tonight. Only to realize that i am so mad at anxiety that i would rather destroy it than give in.
 Im so sad on the inside. The pain runs deep. But i refuse to give in to this puny fucking demon
 I hate anxiety so much. I wish i could eliminate it. Ive been to the brink so many times how do i escape it",-1.044282315622521,1.025528505154643,1.674639175257731,96.3460745440127,93.84536082474227,5.046471054718478,16.73988897700238,6.67199483983844,-0.15722458366375847,343,9,81,5,13,118,68,97,0.316,0.6409999999999999,0.043,-0.9824,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,9,8,5,0,4,0,7,3,0,1,0,13,13,7,1,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,1,0,13,0,12,10,1,15,1,2,0,1,3,6,1,1,8,55,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20633109664626506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4728871502260248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158441102378714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16451558221120158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190491553192535,0.0,0.3953272919637447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034334767689904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22257128440073606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279657688776058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455404680716646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20890416694710454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514717691931999,0.15278478628859427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15671166608892104,0.21925362493868664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015045174434234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23694938158795695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463732747926871,0.0,0.0,0.2653811852738068
anxiety,jpassc,2019/01/05,"Anxiety cause by certain sound frequency? I went to visit a new psychologist to talk about how I could work my ADHD symptoms, and she mention that social anxiety or anxiety in general could be cause by some certain sound frequency triggering the “fight or flight” response in some people. She didn’t talk much about because we didn’t have enough time. Still, it caught my attention. 

Never heard of this before so I’m quite curious.

You guys have any idea about this topic?",5.524485049833884,7.771666000000002,5.66654485049834,76.31848837209303,69.23255813953489,9.565448504983387,30.890365448504987,9.957137785484203,3.4467295681063126,380,16,63,10,7,120,63,86,0.091,0.828,0.08,0.182,0,0,0,0,1,0,8.0,1,1,0,2,6,3,1,0,2,0,7,1,0,4,3,18,11,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,5,3,8,2,10,3,4,9,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,4,4,42,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227339594890574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603263076328644,0.0,0.425337157749525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297712907335306,0.0,0.15770452664563098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807755894240253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959462531801729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914982815712032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18350856838336813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20921812498823805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624090178202958,0.0,0.14294004836288465,0.17899553254685546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284863988187751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971242011809297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889234072647683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14800697993373962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19263169819572687,0.0,0.2979269011821952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080690215896832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17180532342483432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492445511815915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bahobay,2019/01/05,"How to get into sports again? Hey guys, hope someone might have some helpful Tips or support.

Last year i was quite active, exercising like 2-3 times a week. Work related Stress drove me into health anxiety and panic attacks during the last three months and I have been scared to exercise since then.
I went to different doctors to have my blood and heart function checked and everything turned out to be fine.
Even though I am still scared to exercise again. The thought of running and having my heart pound scares me, I am scared to have a panic attack again.

Is there anything I can do except just go for it? I feel so weak since this last months and I want to get better again. ",4.634615384615387,6.347247846153848,4.275384615384617,87.56461538461541,70.53846153846153,7.353846153846155,26.07692307692308,7.908726449838941,1.3954461538461538,540,17,105,7,10,163,89,130,0.212,0.6559999999999999,0.132,-0.9208,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,11,15,2,7,4,0,14,9,3,1,0,19,25,11,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,6,0,0,1,2,9,0,0,2,4,1,4,0,10,0,1,5,1,12,5,14,18,1,21,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,4,15,67,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937305563781889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082684642284843,0.0,0.0,0.27877757068374875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836255788889017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801154544604407,0.0,0.12540854825504752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092597385358713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011670809704037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061951836813792675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12802750937230312,0.0,0.06963323634744234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131806427925867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023732662331736,0.0,0.29038315819611843,0.08212528231601363,0.0,0.0,0.12169401908390536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996203406454184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05985905774451115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299786457090919,0.0,0.0,0.19559504194245125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28751112682229096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031939990892005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4906717601006495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20270630650107596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038142227504714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784785780611956,0.0,0.14035087556334888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903883030932904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037924867717052,0.09727040287625743,0.0714447539061181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13327097347888645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07226785416032479,0.0,0.09828139554848016,0.0,0.0,0.1135810139787562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919896146033217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890146561223332
anxiety,Togetstuffoffsecond,2019/01/05,"How do i stop having anxiety over browsing history Not trying to be Vulgar, but I don't watch porn or anything!

Why does it give me anxiety to have browsing history, I mean stuff happened in the past but now?!",7.7748780487804865,6.418729048780492,8.522073170731709,70.47628048780491,63.39024390243903,12.102439024390245,40.012195121951216,11.20814326018867,4.578453658536585,165,8,30,4,2,56,33,41,0.141,0.8590000000000001,0.0,-0.555,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,0,7,8,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,4,7,0,5,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,1,3,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4640914520912693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24961378324353914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654451047663923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909806550427597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682326841627691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304140216761471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895616922836034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535964855138085,0.0,0.0,0.3472389415731704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059403657347139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737070908778905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SilentXwing,2019/01/05,"I just woke up with my heart beating fast and breathing was intense I never felt like this before. I'm completely afraid now. I'm back to normal, however, I am  still shaking and earlier it felt like my heart was going to stop suddenly.

I never had this happen before. ",2.9723076923076914,5.325965461538465,4.577538461538462,80.76746153846155,77.07692307692308,7.236923076923077,25.784615384615392,8.238735603445708,2.020995384615385,212,8,37,4,5,71,36,52,0.212,0.763,0.025,-0.8325,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,2,0,0,4,3,3,0,2,10,11,2,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,6,2,6,2,4,5,0,11,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,10,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16930551493400178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747154438762778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308554760652761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4228163704430534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513387495091055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947052355696065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5218308341186015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151385240550037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33963415514603945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21573052525544367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17583674470955665,0.18408108469595627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Anxiousone11,2019/01/05,This all-nighter is brought to you by anxiety. Providing tears and panic for 25 years. Anyone else with me? Laying awake with circular thoughts? ,3.5494000000000017,6.747739840000001,2.895500000000002,85.43525000000002,90.6,7.3000000000000025,30.25,8.07648339933343,3.1196,116,6,19,3,4,34,24,25,0.257,0.743,0.0,-0.7399,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,5,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091301442479231,0.0,0.0,0.28255131747578466,0.414041173036408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375679644046621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3792140356612571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4741162302976562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208048136497369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260222731930331
anxiety,Consibl,2019/01/05,"Am I a fraud? I have been diagnosed with GAD and depression and have been prescribed medication. 

When I’m depressed (anxious all the time but only depressed sometimes) I want to just hide in bed/under a blanket/in the toilets. But I have two young kids so often HAVE to get up and do things. I’m always reading about people with depression that can’t go to work because they can’t get out of bed. 

Is this not actually linked to my illness and I’m just being lazy, as I can force myself to get up, or is it just that I only have mild symptoms?",3.626148648648648,4.685665702702702,4.9167454954954986,84.52484797297298,72.15315315315316,7.351801801801803,28.289414414414416,7.6454224807358475,1.623098198198199,427,16,87,5,8,142,71,111,0.225,0.763,0.013,-0.9755,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,7,4,0,0,4,0,15,4,0,0,1,18,23,10,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,5,7,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,4,0,1,2,0,9,0,14,20,1,8,0,4,0,0,2,4,0,2,3,63,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.18294397593568695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15599031269259458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21178808470633745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428015862384147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.645871600113005,0.1902784145753781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938364923159094,0.0,0.10654369526910204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18885661062130135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851592312032535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12996830560707742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18752103832859954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854129264364055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948534292413692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454694128643808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931544314224632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18313124865777186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057484378567682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648061567511902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Boggzey,2019/01/05,Medication Anxiety Does anyone else get medication anxiety? I was gave medication for a sinus infection yesterday and have been too nervous/scared to take it. Same for my vitamins that I have been taking lately I can't even take them. Has anyone found a way to better overcome this? I was thinking about going and sitting in the ER and taking them but that just seems irrational and I feel like everyone would judge me for that asking for a ride to the ER just to take medication.,6.323,7.51006996666667,7.173333333333336,70.35000000000002,66.0,10.888888888888893,31.66666666666667,10.864195022040775,3.7616666666666654,387,15,66,11,6,129,58,90,0.071,0.868,0.06,0.1926,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,1,5,2,0,0,5,0,9,7,0,0,0,13,22,5,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,7,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,6,1,9,2,10,15,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,48,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22404358602532445,0.0,0.0,0.2047804511509719,0.15003918397361524,0.0,0.0,0.1368962475004639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295091856829799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281455904795133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232701772984356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671843465642957,0.0,0.0,0.13992419189729285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404155174655336,0.10461265052114332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605575862302316,0.0,0.0,0.07650584670042651,0.0,0.08322195333442121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16518420127213246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154037312584433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5900683657095149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330823267333036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5505016236549611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382914842148328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162326839882748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402268289743982,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nightmodegang,2019/01/05,"i think i just had a panic attack, i'm not too sure ok so it's like was like 1:30 when it ended and it felt like 20 minutes, not sure if it was. Staggered heavy breathing, not a lot of tears, i have a dry mouth and i'm lightheaded now. it might of been me just crying, i don't really know, i don't want to over-classify it

help much thanks",-1.0326461988304096,0.8880853552631578,1.5217543859649147,99.19283625730995,90.18421052631578,4.956725146198831,15.023391812865498,6.42735559955562,-0.6857204678362576,261,5,66,3,9,89,51,76,0.206,0.602,0.192,-0.0507,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,9,1,1,3,1,8,2,2,0,2,16,15,5,0,2,6,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,5,1,6,7,3,9,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,6,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805671652039827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709017564044847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184331407402792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367949824783951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16530496047058002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553653612412786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614599144823818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096684852345904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26162607037725066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812949242300353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893567858392824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579918258654898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4648750365874257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270556233128067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15802487687488226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14546354591875454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,loveamaj,2019/01/05,"I'm not sure if I got the job so it'll be a long weekend. Had a phone interview on the second day of the year that somehow went well. I was just trying to get into the idea of submitting my resume and not expecting a response. They invited me to an in-person job interview today. At the end of the interview, one of the guys pulls me aside, asks me when can I start, expected pay, and that HR has to make the offer. But he didn't say the words exactly, so I feel I can't celebrate. 

I also got some photos published in a small mostly online magazine, but feel like it's not something I should be excited about and I'm not sure why.

And all this without my therapist, not sure if this means I don't need her. As this is the most productive I've been in the entire year that I saw her.",2.2340732159406818,3.4533804518072317,4.317710843373494,86.85013438368863,75.80722891566266,8.240222428174237,24.215013901760894,8.841846274778883,1.600557553290083,609,19,135,13,13,210,104,166,0.063,0.885,0.051,0.0521,2,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,8,6,0,0,16,0,13,0,0,1,5,35,27,13,0,6,11,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,8,5,0,0,4,1,1,2,9,0,1,2,8,4,17,6,15,15,4,17,0,0,1,0,12,6,0,6,10,94,25,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479736571418208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758083977534107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870725103496758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14929412277527596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17045799451079496,0.12041929286768925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806563942328563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696256497233201,0.0,0.0,0.1669008942957614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19028371520217305,0.0,0.0,0.3345395681617879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823498984146632,0.0,0.0,0.1491702897649976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251510439352648,0.0,0.0,0.18361124771980605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12498509918934544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422061380260785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718008445610706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13404567214628071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976571791082078,0.0,0.0,0.11930763080579168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4765973964772513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957111439398636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15977516441159448,0.0,0.0,0.11444117085771292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15155567718573704,0.15625680248604792,0.15209917609097584,0.0,0.0,0.1624858184291207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21709421841112275
anxiety,Leuloup,2019/01/05,I just don't know what i'm doing wrong I feel like I annoy my friends and make them angry all the time. Everything is going smoothly talking and playing some game and then suddenly for some reason one of my friends acts cold with me and just leaves and at this point I don't know what i'm doing wrong. If she doesn't want to talk with me I just wish she would tell me or something so I wouldn't have to go to bed scared that I did something to upset her again and not being able to fall asleep and just panicking like now and I don't know what to do anymore.,2.6244166666666686,3.686599941666672,3.3766666666666687,94.60166666666667,74.58333333333334,6.333333333333334,22.5,6.42735559955562,0.2202500000000005,443,11,103,3,9,140,72,120,0.171,0.7070000000000001,0.122,-0.7447,0,0,2,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,7,10,1,2,1,0,13,1,1,2,1,30,24,12,0,5,7,0,2,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,5,10,0,0,5,2,0,4,6,5,0,1,1,3,17,5,11,20,3,11,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,4,7,70,22,0,0.1860028497512415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18446484649655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671673678234282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940486295945368,0.13288047302741365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874106806355818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114194119019703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066669054855673,0.0,0.0,0.19695016119522915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817431940432202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415834654475262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604034478302867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17583281444909776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19124190827515652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862213010604854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863881620311107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990040899346476,0.16257468909005054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845975748524354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097092999509452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21389409769338116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13213108778081065,0.4067298339729036,0.0,0.0
anxiety,purihuman,2019/01/05,"Does anyone else panic when people are over your shoulder watching you work on your computer? I can be at work at my IT job and do everything completely well and peacefully, but as soon as someone comes up to me and asks me to show them anything/how to do something on the computer, I freeze. I suddenly start to forget what I’m doing and get shaky. I think it’s because I have this underlying fear that people think I’m dumb or are constantly judging my intelligence. Same thing happens when people ask me questions over the phone or in meetings. I feel like everything is an exam and that everyone is smarter than me—waiting for me to fail. ",8.42704301075269,7.140484177419356,8.361935483870969,71.92123655913981,62.064516129032256,11.81505376344086,39.215053763440864,10.864195022040775,4.223853763440861,514,23,94,11,6,167,84,124,0.147,0.731,0.121,-0.6829999999999999,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,1,3,4,7,1,3,3,0,10,1,1,0,0,16,21,12,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,3,16,2,18,20,1,16,0,1,1,0,9,9,1,4,7,67,23,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338587101132947,0.18080549482494648,0.0,0.0,0.3299350624747778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756919427046918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15200581841143815,0.18501635640215847,0.19069201819115408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544225067256947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741080553326494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686163712968453,0.3171841460203856,0.0,0.0,0.19856806530936927,0.08922415496139073,0.1260640156890661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921937663437614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15604417911804958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17511065031622075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621009672549416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20703936034875475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36700822128369226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19767708451755595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495151197167116,0.13584855972030047,0.0,0.0,0.1249002438359464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723307251551685,0.2261386013980579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15865993572560008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25693191256469433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dorien_Green,2019/01/05,"Is this a part of my anxiety and not true? Whenever I go out with friends or family, afterwards I feel guilty and go over every situation worrying about what people thought when I said something or whether I talked too much. Did I ask them enough questions? Did I sound like I was boasting or annoying when I said this? I replay every situation and feel bad that it changed peoples opinion of me. It tortures me.",3.9475824175824172,6.2694545641025625,4.791611721611726,80.55576923076926,73.87179487179488,8.559706959706961,32.93772893772893,9.23628265651192,3.284111355311356,328,17,60,8,7,106,55,78,0.232,0.7020000000000001,0.067,-0.9165,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,4,6,2,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,16,12,9,0,0,5,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,6,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,6,5,13,3,6,6,3,7,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,5,4,44,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538967094228353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776734672964582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586859302597199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20105038454070315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963750754175515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32025491937802497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17916461805249215,0.0,0.1921925467354492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468341189777689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21602247357526075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285006986702136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971048274108638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058083775592027,0.0,0.2635169992247156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21290233749542226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36156696939061067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.427254029935682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14631172844553866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15275703052932468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15088048565017678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930075771365121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,guesswho0422,2019/01/05,"I have to swallow everything and face a big problem I created tomorrow. My husband of 7 months wants to add me to his bank account. I am terrified because my banking/credit history is less than stellar. He is not aware. I’m so afraid of being rejected in front of him. I try to escape it any way I can, (I’ve pushed it back as far as it will go) , and he says “it’s time. We will do it tomorrow.” 

I’ve already gone into slight manic mode and I’m hoping my body just shuts down to sleep tonight. 

Sigh ",1.09,2.9408134761904776,3.451666666666668,89.01750000000001,80.90476190476191,6.866666666666667,25.73809523809524,7.908726449838941,1.5309809523809519,385,16,84,7,10,133,76,105,0.097,0.828,0.07400000000000001,-0.6597,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,9,4,3,0,0,11,15,6,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,6,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,3,1,0,1,1,12,1,14,11,1,17,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,1,6,49,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33333840147213223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20541589095802934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322708465790737,0.0,0.18413721498895685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355282961780291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714783060473215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17167161437061254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000206483458888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24110696539800866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28903728546168456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24021577048561085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30228510891140115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17613767339746692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050836374848504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17816691915481586,0.2397666926022911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,morethan_nice,2019/01/05,"Needing support: insecurities are making life so difficult I wasn't sure where to post this, anxiety seems a good place. I've struggled with it as long as I can remember. Feeling insecure about things other people might not even give a second thought to. I am early 40's and it feels like I should be more comfortable with myself by now. Not stressing over trivial appearance related things :( I'm sad that I'm struggling with this. I could write so much here, I kept it simple and maybe some helpful replies will come my way. Thank you ✌",4.800882352941176,6.666232176470594,5.000147058823528,81.92316176470591,70.37254901960785,8.237254901960785,30.39705882352941,8.841846274778883,2.530623529411765,430,18,79,8,8,135,81,102,0.207,0.608,0.18600000000000005,-0.5369,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,7,13,0,5,2,0,9,1,0,1,1,23,23,6,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,9,6,0,1,5,0,0,2,3,7,0,1,3,2,9,6,10,15,3,10,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,4,4,53,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457922639968717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16416676529178342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15216166805465392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587550314607535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19272473986827515,0.1361495361930785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18282055524536453,0.0,0.15984845947442514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774095559535212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13461144587999838,0.09310717749374768,0.0,0.0,0.1686562450387961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272128320395143,0.0,0.1914620249040885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20217399492131274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009734976981122,0.14131176890709995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212334710450155,0.0,0.19911428833319175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825218141034052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158886346644415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17349578620536574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21830737694293012,0.3984686916396439,0.0,0.0,0.21626656916965614,0.17961826806967104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17545935834416929,0.0,0.0,0.2532241791955153,0.0,0.0,0.1512982831126923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512725844976261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nat_bear,2019/01/05,"How to calm my anxiety about sneaking out? Im 22 and Im planning on going to my boyfriends tonight once my parents go to bed. Yes, I’m an adult but my parents are strict and still don’t let me live my own life. I have a membership to a 24hr gym so if they called or anything I was just going to say I’m there. Regardless, my anxiety is still over the roof. What do I do???",-0.4468834688346917,1.4595846097560994,1.9218699186991903,97.51161246612469,87.04878048780489,5.595663956639567,22.52574525745257,6.937597516519254,0.5008168021680222,286,11,71,4,9,97,57,82,0.045,0.8959999999999999,0.059,0.264,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,7,1,0,0,4,1,8,1,0,1,0,9,13,7,0,2,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,11,1,9,11,1,9,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,3,45,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31759020008262123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708173917155131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21195834203164826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539107360264873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4484354800824461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21226056140148286,0.14661709359063435,0.0,0.0,0.18329344352129567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22106170471250464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4609772479421437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16507279600730054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33154098235495644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SpecialBlacksmith,2019/01/05,"Group for the anxious/depressed We are reading a book called Feeling Good: The New Mood Therapy by David D. Burns. He is an adjunct professor in the Department of Psychiatry and Behavioral Sciences at the Stanford University School of Medicine. You can google the book name to see the reviews of the best selling book that popularized the field of cognitive behavioral therapy.

In group call, one of us reads the book out loud to listeners. Sometimes we brainstorm since it helps to apply the advice given in the book. If you are interested in joining, PM me about your level of depression/anxiety, country (for timezone purposes), about yourself (just to check if you are not a psycho or weirdo) and if you have snapchat or discord. 

Why should you join? If you are too depressed to do anything, if you are procrastinating, if you are lost, if you feel bad, someone reading this book to you can help you.

Why I'm doing this? I'm too depressed to read a book about depression alone. My attention span also got shorter due to anxiety. Doing this with others makes me somehow accountable and I feel like I'm doing something good for myself.

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anxiety,drunkelephantss,2019/01/05,"I would not wish an anxiety disorder on my worst enemy I am on mobile in bed, so excuse any formatting errors. 
My anxiety disorder has steadily been getting worse over the past few months. I have made a doctor's appointment for next week so I will be able to figure out where to go from the point I'm at, hopefully some therapy will be involved.
I can't eat anything without stomach pain. My stomach feels like it's permanently in knots. I have diagnosed IBS and it makes eating nearly impossible. But, when I don't eat I am dizzy and acid builds up in my stomach. It's a vicious cycle.
I have been having anxiety at night that I can't pin point the cause of. 
I see other 23 year olds out with friends, having a good time and I can't do these things. I am going on a weekend get away less than an hour away from my home and I am incredibly worried. I am only gone one night but I am still very worried. 
I want to be okay.
I want to be okay so badly :(",1.0245878656030951,3.2215128172588834,3.2827846265409732,88.23516074450086,83.26395939086294,6.595020546289582,22.57892192409959,7.793537801064563,1.1743581822576752,743,26,157,14,21,254,118,197,0.154,0.722,0.124,-0.9001,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,6,10,1,0,9,2,26,9,3,3,0,22,40,10,0,5,4,0,1,1,1,3,3,0,2,0,7,7,3,0,2,1,0,3,6,4,0,1,4,3,23,6,26,29,4,34,0,0,1,0,3,18,0,2,14,109,30,1,0.12318701764505399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377139626146762,0.0,0.2827131939623149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013724193077354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23147651629235735,0.0,0.10285601420845554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654700054720236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503222984337953,0.0,0.0,0.2823659892878713,0.12608713244059325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.378153218170679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062287057477075136,0.08800483001955656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951739842539592,0.0,0.12872026472577522,0.0,0.1400200419472397,0.10332342583220576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356662275347233,0.12235250399561877,0.12131439824532232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060182954404764975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165625346332288,0.08222829084094226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832670221157999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310107907917602,0.23120534228490186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926405273166466,0.0,0.0834747112613634,0.09368927793867643,0.13107967210486546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759594724379333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329030984749838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981641039861681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837731141849787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408750905321614,0.0,0.08183998076695599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183134063258509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164219074532267,0.14531778934525064,0.0,0.09881319502850386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165899082711006,0.11874788907085608,0.0,0.0,0.2502047921173741,0.12553809514165487,0.08750852292684434,0.0,0.0,0.0793284005183926
anxiety,adrianisprettyfine,2019/01/06,"I’m doing 3 minutes of stand-up comedy tonight My heart has been racing all day at work. I haven’t been able to concentrate. I barely slept last night. 

I feel anxiety all the time, but this time I’m going to try and push through the fear.

Thanks for reading.",1.026855345911951,3.3706313396226477,2.326698113207545,94.1144496855346,84.66037735849056,5.79748427672956,20.154088050314463,7.1686216300943375,0.4508012578616349,203,6,44,3,6,65,43,53,0.108,0.785,0.107,-0.0129,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,2,0,5,2,2,0,2,5,11,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,1,4,1,6,8,2,9,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,22,5,2,0.3015859782780114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307124479055559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944980064038344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393680714556576,0.15249093226210314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17139826150699064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573808363393141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458328244408979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830180106194584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016675917268343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776598494443438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517144184482014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20475708262722875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195581840580579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jackdmarcus,2019/01/06,"Taking a trip with agoraphobia So I’ve dealt with generalized anxiety with agoraphobia for a few years now. This started out as just getting anxious in traffic which evoked the psychosomatic symptoms of nausea and need to escape. It turned into fear of driving to a location that i couldn’t retreat or be “helped from” (people in my family have agoraphobia). It also turned into emetophobia, vomiting freaks me out. 

Thus, I’ve been limited to the degree of where I go, spend time, and drive. 

Nevertheless, a band that i enjoy is playing a show in the city, which i haven’t been to in 4 years before this all developed. I bought a ticket and figure I’ll use motivation as my way to kick agoraphobia. I’m unsure of whether or not I’ll drive with some friends, take mass transit, Uber, or allow someone else to drive. All of the above are going to be tough for me. 

I have thought about using systematic desensitization and either driving a little bit further daily (or taking the train one more exit) leading up to the show, but i was wondering if anyone had some other ideas of how i can prepare for this! ",7.883535839160843,7.42597122596154,8.520122377622378,67.65669580419582,62.70192307692307,11.025174825174826,35.25524475524475,10.436869588844218,3.675878846153848,877,34,153,18,11,295,130,208,0.054000000000000006,0.885,0.061,0.3677,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,3,7,6,0,1,13,0,13,2,0,7,2,41,29,16,0,3,10,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,10,12,0,1,5,5,2,9,3,3,0,1,6,0,12,3,34,20,8,29,0,0,0,0,3,14,0,8,5,108,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378039959438802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318240932070499,0.1946722038286125,0.0,0.12048993572373952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663136648844005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188128473949766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395099161764538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244767015762165,0.19390756194213155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13313376707334645,0.0,0.09002992716945102,0.0,0.19586650486819912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550225763090315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19452795816133592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17270960202917335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777286863493906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676828339907284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194647778012758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600591637222088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196876537258253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17910614068103362,0.3886888902364979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680258765679182,0.100480998534502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748686854858605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29765777448117425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367793511932449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868733559981448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219364646694923
anxiety,UsuallyJustReadStuff,2019/01/06,"Anxiety about my child Ever since my son has been born I’ve had extreme anxiety about him growing up and that I could never be a good enough dad for
him. He’s now 4 and in pre school. I’ve just had 2 weeks vacation off spent with him, and he’s starting back school tomorrow and I’m having a super hard time. The idea of him starting kindergarten next year is making me freak out also. My dad sucked growing up and I so badly don’t want to do the same thing so I continually obsess about it.

I feel like I rambled, but these are my thoughts right now.",1.1367971014492753,3.301874034782613,2.717934782608697,92.64530797101452,82.56521739130434,5.5724637681159415,20.88768115942029,6.816661863887847,0.3335072463768123,434,13,95,5,12,142,81,115,0.126,0.799,0.075,-0.5432,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,11,7,1,1,4,0,11,0,0,1,2,18,20,9,0,2,2,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,3,0,1,2,2,4,0,0,5,2,14,3,12,13,2,22,0,0,0,0,10,6,1,0,15,62,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16645649220026848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184664710544809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600535520591331,0.17379552442852764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16618985166513622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150733159582971,0.0,0.0,0.1882824747202124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524626977474502,0.14870151933453893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17458530856413512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18646040889161455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349746197752008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169097259822116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894091696573088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605371595630439,0.0,0.2213685730161056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17775790803847835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42131532550501377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17218280939092884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946575344620009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828479050128756,0.0,0.0,0.16524686899894347,0.1213732187827482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277153456903027,0.0,0.16696438397498622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13404098026031555
anxiety,fireocity,2019/01/06,"Got invited to an event. Just found out I was asked because the original invitees bailed. Feels bad man. What makes it worse was I thought I was their first choice. The vindictive part of me wants to cancel because of that but I would ultimately feel guilty if I did that. I know it's not the healthiest way to look at it, but... Oh well. ",0.4085074626865684,2.8637932089552294,1.6409104477611969,95.23151492537315,94.52238805970148,6.2620895522388045,20.13283582089552,7.554174236665415,0.8895683582089551,263,9,58,6,10,83,50,67,0.14,0.7959999999999999,0.063,-0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,2,0,15,15,3,0,3,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,7,3,8,1,7,7,1,6,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,3,38,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570135180862235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22954710023632616,0.33517792076757164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27801608950428475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338472023964049,0.0,0.3014360937272892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21987900591363094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15108909474287208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308639454819985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835115414998831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977120668211493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182561359193045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16215520994888674,0.21821906424666268,0.0,0.0,0.2471865096986342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801674353291237,0.195295606566192,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,franki163,2019/01/06,"Anxiety about love Hello everyone, first of all I am not very good in english so I'll do my best to explain. My ex-girlfriend broke up with me 3 years ago. I did not see other girls since then and I have a lot of anxiety thinking about dating and seeing other girls. I am not doing well alone and I am on meds to boost my mood. I don't know where to start and I don't know if I will be able to date someone. I am seeing a social worker to help me with my mood and all, but I don't think he will help me with that. Is there something I can do to help my situation and start somewhere?

Thank you.",0.19992307692307776,2.0008649923076938,2.379230769230769,95.81576923076923,83.69230769230771,5.230769230769232,18.46153846153846,6.297961479604792,-0.27707692307692344,459,11,110,4,13,155,76,130,0.062,0.775,0.163,0.93,0,1,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,3,6,8,0,0,2,0,17,1,0,0,2,22,29,10,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,9,0,0,5,0,0,0,6,1,1,1,1,3,20,5,16,25,4,12,0,1,3,1,11,4,0,2,8,79,23,1,0.17388344837905295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413718546110805,0.0,0.0,0.1800908120164592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660407241400957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824799513175671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16615308653766045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14790517236282166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458451866560194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496512304280888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911235915681901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478294896809131,0.1569366010251799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931453119316866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4156877867764545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14383818536112816,0.19545228140894927,0.0,0.1772522779634434,0.14733088153845372,0.13386397373886502,0.0,0.0,0.2461511994717817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16008851728937054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22283498523076084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434720554606087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15634210265541684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197523976331596
anxiety,herbalteaa,2019/01/06,"Sugar and anxiety - is there any correlation? I don't have anything to be anxious about at the moment and I feel happy. I haven't had an anxiety attack in a while. Yesterday, I consumed an ungodly amount of sugar (lol) and while I don't feel anxious, I have that feeling of wanting to jump out of my skin 10+ hours later. It's like excess nervous energy. I recall that this physical feeling usually goes along with my anxiety attacks...

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I know caffeine has an awful affect on my anxiety and now I'm thinking that sugar does too. I can't think of anything else that may have triggered this excess nervous energy. Has anyone else researched this or experienced it?",4.258239083750894,6.498565346456694,5.8229634931997145,73.8785683607731,72.70078740157479,8.397709377236936,32.01789549033644,9.095868883498916,3.3246913385826766,537,26,86,12,11,182,79,127,0.16699999999999998,0.7290000000000001,0.104,-0.7236,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,2,2,5,2,13,4,1,2,0,19,22,7,0,1,1,0,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,7,3,0,7,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,9,12,2,13,19,1,13,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,9,62,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672331926281841,0.1875465731282595,0.10496017490502317,0.0,0.4722952799405799,0.3487327724662365,0.0,0.107921902852169,0.1581451173274492,0.2540262508667144,0.0,0.0,0.3511803830972309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506871275000829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578715780619682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121667174655973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643035642700389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15199914322287064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482420358265652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540537346314613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977966194278893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699896688263819,0.0,0.09103692469731793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875465731282595,0.0
anxiety,SpideyAB,2019/01/06,"I graduated college and... I don't know what to do next. Like every option makes me throw up. I went to school in Atlanta and I hated it, but i have to get out of my hometown. I've burned every bridge and there's nothing left for me here PLUS my parents want me to start going to church again like I never left (can never do that again). But all my friends are here and I'm terrible at making friends so the thought of jumping blind into a new city is terrifying, but the longer I stay with my parents, the more I realize that most of my friendships are already dead. I'll never start dating if I stay here and there's so much bad blood. I have to get out but I don't have anywhere to go and I'm just freaking out. ",-0.0823422795399118,2.165544920529804,1.8101359358661568,96.23994423143957,89.86092715231787,4.238550017427676,19.867898222377136,5.750287758089431,-0.1944781456953644,557,18,125,4,19,183,86,151,0.181,0.708,0.111,-0.9395,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,10,8,1,0,4,0,11,2,1,2,4,30,26,14,1,2,6,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,4,12,0,0,3,0,0,5,5,4,0,0,2,1,19,4,20,24,4,26,1,0,1,0,4,9,0,3,12,86,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713376198491719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12963890541123574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26163313365450475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399130714379784,0.0,0.1622380018486288,0.0,0.17648015153384422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15329099740999844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853290015072068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373894525294587,0.0,0.0,0.15170823784082926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20727977261207475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413686158178088,0.0,0.35924736920611544,0.14995488179271835,0.1651249627550508,0.0,0.0,0.1489799389447921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448044646110793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713539750533148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21979323325173666,0.3309814053040009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326222605615338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157869519092318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439312288913513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ashes_of_Roses,2019/01/06,"Panic attack I'm having a panic attack. My son graduated BMT and it was an eventful, social weekend. Everyone in my hotel room is super loud and noise is triggering. I'm trying to act calm but I want everyone to just please shut up. I'm not well. Please help. ",0.7619780219780239,3.283400692307694,3.645604395604393,82.15653846153847,90.15384615384615,6.048351648351648,18.96703296703297,7.447530270364453,1.025326373626374,204,6,37,4,7,72,39,52,0.264,0.596,0.141,-0.7544,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,7,2,2,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,7,8,3,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,4,1,0,1,1,3,3,4,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,20,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4822409128665474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4050491282932322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206369262907867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49734857764206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4653086012910004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21605340644938634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14389818772648272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501190779338814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905659224144296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sadlioness,2019/01/06,"I think I'm too broken to be fixed I'm 42, alone and I can't trust anyone not even my family. I'm trying my best to trust God but I've never been where I am right now. I don't know why I'm posting this. Its not like anyone can change my situation. 
I've not been happy in over 4 years and my anxiety has gotten so bad that I'm losing time/memory. I've had a brain scan...all is good and I'm not having hallucinations. But this nagging voice...my own conscience...will not let me rest. I'm always worrying, analyzing and trying to fix things but by doing this I make it worse. I'm on two different medications and it's like I'm taking a placebo. I need relief. I cannot take this anymore.",-0.13590209238057582,1.935682744966445,2.9544097907619435,89.49184366363994,87.32214765100672,5.921989735491513,16.818397157520725,7.285733465282438,0.14831117252270065,535,12,121,9,17,191,92,149,0.258,0.6629999999999999,0.079,-0.9789,1,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,2,5,11,1,0,2,0,14,2,1,1,1,18,30,9,0,1,8,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,9,3,0,1,4,0,12,8,7,24,3,9,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,5,67,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18216307254771952,0.0,0.0,0.14634981267699645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13455099454976882,0.0,0.17442994653381186,0.2459647594071197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468560290364546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18457970308517607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963450274811588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18606224925912326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18376163995145345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616990966077875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16580804806045776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14752339122735494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18723208907264066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666140178554744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17985359518544294,0.0,0.17185635215561793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19676952244648788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740412420494835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17718491046112278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041596671031447,0.13565280143859942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16844852354558504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15020421607631013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977013025776224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644861824543913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684970183169847,0.11269954620741895,0.0,0.0,0.1025595394381827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388277646803068,0.0,0.1718133868298971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587082077335978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786190263108043,0.1792411098872669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326371121414555
anxiety,OrielChambers,2019/01/06,"My daily meds lost efficacy when I went through sudden menopause - anyone else experience this? Has anyone experienced their regular daily meds and/or OTC meds suddenly lose efficacy when they began menopause? If so, do you have any suggestions or medical knowledge? I'm totally lost as I can't even find anything online referring to this phenomenon. I am baffled.

There is a longer question I posted in r/Menopause and I also posted here a few days ago - but with zero responses. It's a long post - sorry, I'm not familiar with Reddit and probably overshared, but it's complicated. I'm really trying hard to find solutions or even causes for this phenomenon. Thanks again!",5.020182072829133,8.045513084033615,6.3245588235294115,67.38134803921571,73.62184873949579,10.017086834733897,31.765406162464984,10.125756701596842,4.3179406162464975,543,26,81,18,12,182,86,119,0.084,0.863,0.053,0.2765,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,2,3,9,4,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,1,1,17,14,12,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,4,2,9,1,8,10,2,14,0,3,0,0,5,1,0,4,9,51,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793368725356638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154151012117676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981446317808443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018280824340979,0.14787603319150064,0.11876558359654993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148259541155437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930764359835987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205633998730403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19064804372702085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117564888338724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638173296085751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12928511636735404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277213690326928,0.0,0.16146059090974918,0.31509134351619905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48093116253369705,0.14539030225640776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4146647988680486,0.0,0.1556046717342369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16167486026693456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245704965942247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16155785294774114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287328584933314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798588605464477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13378892516485574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,redcar2,2019/01/06,"My Anxiety Attack Anxiety. 

I don’t want to live anymore, but I don’t want to die. 

Medications, therapy. 

Everything is a struggle. 

Hopeless, stupid, unwanted, unloved. 

Feel like I need validation from others who probably don’t matter or don’t care. 

Does it ever end. ",2.6048214285714257,5.608732458333336,5.030119047619049,71.2125,89.0,9.40952380952381,31.857142857142854,9.23628265651192,4.490889285714287,210,12,33,8,7,73,37,48,0.4270000000000001,0.399,0.173,-0.9555,0,0,0,0,0,3,12.0,0,0,0,0,1,7,2,1,1,0,5,1,0,0,1,9,10,2,1,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,1,4,2,3,10,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35848552603479816,0.0,0.2323677032214947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26655588085392584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23888966884961715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24317170564650525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050419752114465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075247764483888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119423805266524,0.0,0.0,0.21057831913485647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847170051677215,0.16738761290728302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144696384651028,0.0,0.2068956992450248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23603774184140114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17373426553228005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526205308477034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449465674905436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679483059854299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763984416089379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,twerkingpotato,2019/01/06,"Broke up with BF and struggling with so much shame I broke up with my boyfriend two weeks ago and since then I have been struggling with so much shame. I am ashamed because I let the relationship go on for so long and kept trying to communicate and work things out, and now I feel like I had no dignity and should have put my foot down and advocated for myself. I am ashamed that I care the relationship ended. Most of all I am discouraged because we had some mutual hobbies and now I'm afraid to show up and run into him there. Things ended badly and a lot of negative things were said. I felt like my BF was always putting me down and manipulating me, so I feel like he has told some of our mutual friends things that aren't true. I don't have proof but that's what my depressed brain has been telling me. So it's like I don't want to show my face anywhere or do any of my old hobbies. I feel isolated and like I lost a bit of myself and I hate myself for it. I have an appointment with a therapist this week and I don't even want to go because I am worried that she will judge me and think I am stupid for caring so much about what he thinks or does.",4.92270302311796,4.633564414937759,5.469629519857737,86.50855809128632,68.75103734439834,9.043390634262003,28.41760521636041,8.634040054169528,1.677834380557203,908,27,208,13,14,293,121,241,0.208,0.706,0.086,-0.9774,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,0,0,2,11,24,2,7,6,0,25,3,3,1,3,45,43,25,0,3,3,0,4,5,3,2,0,1,0,0,13,23,0,2,6,2,0,5,6,15,0,1,11,5,37,9,27,29,9,23,0,5,0,0,14,8,0,6,15,148,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252980670954508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624232329769702,0.0,0.0,0.07865598453458884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657522046807523,0.21152444244013607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627593118263666,0.0,0.0,0.12912009429382149,0.0,0.0,0.2358558072337016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962186477145847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121898701850422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048892440846408,0.0,0.0,0.07639546507458081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17545069253699594,0.16526181627394754,0.1110562820243504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893622855492258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13146986615287454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141949773772055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827502568994593,0.0,0.2825397296788549,0.0,0.0,0.1023596486642764,0.0,0.0,0.12626171902063335,0.09833401951392913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550806612219205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137068004460122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23255000631238554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483612731594055,0.0,0.0,0.11002364773525096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956790621186562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418357842045253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109607449113783,0.0,0.0,0.1342956694991199,0.30737003553933423,0.1482265807273292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105226087782632,0.0,0.07852876105676518,0.0,0.11298763708465175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13644411220824054,0.0,0.18555854353236603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420530295082303,0.11746315053552747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,brilittlepiggy,2019/01/06,"How to minimize side effects? Hey guys, this is my first post on here ever and I am not sure where else to go as I have already talked to a Dr about this. I was put on Zoloft for my GAD in November starting at 25mg. I felt fine but thought I maybe needed a little more so talked to my Dr and they upped the dose to 50mg. Since I started taking the 50mg I have had awful, frequent diarrhea. Non stop. I kept on the dose for a month with the hopes that it would subside. I was in the bathroom upwards of 4 times a day. Before this I rarely had more than one bowel movement a day. I tried taking Imodium, it did not help. I tried Pepto, it helped a tiny bit but not enough. I tried taking the Zoloft after eating rather than on an empty stomach. Kind of helped but not much. Finally talked to the Dr again, and he had to switch to Celexa 20mg. I am still shitting my guts out. I know Zoloft takes a few days to leave the system but I have chapped my skin and made my asshole bleed from the constant wiping...  I'm sorry this is super gross and tmi but I'm seriously considering stopping the meds just so I don't continue to hurt myself. Should I just wait for the Zoloft to leave my system and hope the Celexa doesn't give me the same side effects? Is there food I can eat that won't have me running to the bathroom right after? I have anxiety about bathroom stuff already and am now in constant fear of soiling myself at work or in public.

If this should be posted elsewhere please let me know as I am at my wits end.",2.0620952380952398,3.7079181301587347,3.1949206349206345,92.93619047619049,77.22222222222223,5.80952380952381,22.142857142857146,6.42735559955562,0.2778571428571426,1181,33,261,9,27,380,170,315,0.119,0.8140000000000001,0.067,-0.892,1,0,0,0,0,2,28.0,0,0,1,5,15,11,1,1,22,1,27,18,5,4,2,44,47,19,0,8,14,0,2,0,0,4,10,0,0,1,11,9,3,4,6,0,0,4,7,5,0,2,10,2,35,6,41,31,7,48,0,1,0,0,12,18,1,4,22,175,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22925223073536946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946233670559885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838802325160512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134020934809458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244989900832444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20096790893254216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125754226567136,0.08677231822152552,0.0,0.09200038753751684,0.10732827347557213,0.0,0.0,0.0939588104985874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688567394585644,0.0,0.0,0.0997340883398956,0.11378747349367532,0.0,0.08835407169170954,0.12560328987274222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964416574204107,0.05903325325644379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285031098431864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088710583058912,0.0,0.0,0.2063380714499437,0.0,0.0,0.11119788141760506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108167440199167,0.11417144675622976,0.0,0.0,0.2199723978066186,0.0,0.10621688071619458,0.0,0.0,0.1041077409664154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828686710162847,0.0,0.0,0.10435409583591408,0.0,0.11537916128766465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291020389373,0.0,0.07635839154819396,0.07702029623190908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038683465410475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402104013097167,0.0,0.0,0.1989626808828857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442076058298697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870672440879987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662384126290544,0.08592457679726863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162769915408019,0.14704327359005145,0.0,0.08295287815789308,0.17368446868348486,0.0,0.0,0.11890939843105165,0.0,0.0,0.0978987972649562,0.0,0.31239739482409346,0.25046684228800536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246332683288153,0.060569010897898415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21156824944150526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562056796880402,0.0,0.0,0.073788190950325,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sultanscurse1,2019/01/06,"Who has used Lorazepam (Ativan) for a long period of time? Hi all,

I have been prescribed Lorazepam almost 2 years ago. Dose is 1mg a day but I rarely take it daily. There are times I take 0.5mg or 1mg up to 5 times a week or sometimes not at all during the week. I have read stuff online about how benzos are not good to take long term but I feel like I may have to. I started a high stress commission sales job which I left this line of work 3 years ago due to anxiety and now I am back because of the money it can make me. My first week I have taken 1mg every morning and I feel it greatly helps me at work, but I am also scared of the long term effects. 

I wanted to hear any experiences people have had with long term use of Ativan bad or good. ",2.15388888888889,3.022568648148148,3.7330246913580254,92.34361111111113,75.48148148148148,6.387654320987655,20.907407407407405,6.42735559955562,0.07553333333333301,579,12,136,4,12,193,98,162,0.13,0.825,0.045,-0.9257,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,4,6,7,0,2,7,0,15,1,0,5,2,23,27,10,0,1,8,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,1,2,0,2,3,0,1,3,3,16,4,16,23,5,29,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,5,25,79,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22567990325867585,0.0,0.1274682491298288,0.0,0.0,0.1017983200329274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656543667720268,0.0,0.09738085703847596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788253074154447,0.10628658685646132,0.07759827318958419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209519134240119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072521119199744,0.0,0.0,0.12451961428789135,0.0,0.0,0.1287290547960259,0.09094006881021804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827765178935886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21353917626567104,0.0,0.1403439513827878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434714980473655,0.0,0.08532362001770004,0.1344948891109879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632133366619647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830714335705227,0.0,0.0,0.0621902458484985,0.0,0.0,0.4506107316399609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849708638214536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825080579107047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733014143700547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744519602120274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258986957294165,0.0,0.0901005469861383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14581678671908355,0.0,0.14572311373181068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871315579096282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226814275445748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198852158050876,0.0,0.0,0.07508229809357714,0.0,0.30632678069781183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853455617803295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394850601140928
anxiety,KasperAura,2019/01/06,"I'm not ready for classes to start back up tomorrow and I can't fall asleep I am not ready for classes I am not ready I am not ready I am not ready I'm panicking, I said to myself ""what's the worst that could happen?"" until I realized so many things can go wrong and now I can't fall asleep 

I failed my first class last semester and am so terrified of that happening again",1.5935357142857145,3.2187614250000043,3.17464285714286,92.65750000000004,78.5,7.571428571428572,21.42857142857143,8.418075326091056,0.9637321428571436,294,8,69,6,7,97,46,80,0.272,0.667,0.061,-0.9498,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,1,0,9,2,2,0,0,10,16,6,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,7,3,0,1,1,1,11,0,7,14,1,12,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,8,47,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24149800039137065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507568019961273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671450788624213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17849141295632828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5554565080070819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560063783593932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31841446337934953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987494688712723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22229811352932125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20865204152584071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433827674772744,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mvxn,2019/01/06,"Does anyone else feel like their anxiety makes them bitter and miserable? I’m sorry if this post comes off messy/confusing/cringy, but I just need to vent.

I don’t know what’s going on with me, but I’ve been so fucking angry lately. There are good things in my life and I could potentially be happier, but something inside me is just holding me back. 

I’m doing it all: self-care, eating well, exercising, socializing, working, finishing up my degree, meditating, blah blah blah. I’m in good health, and fortunately have a loving family and a few good friends, but I still feel like death.

I’ve always been an anxious guy and it’s really helped motivate me at times, but it’s turning me more into a fucking asshole. What gives? I’m probably just having a moment, but it seems like lately I’ve been having a lot of “moments”. 

Ugh, I don’t fucking know. End of rant. I just needed to let this shit out. ",2.963522727272725,5.095663761363639,4.589772727272732,81.74840909090913,76.1590909090909,7.581818181818183,24.06818181818182,8.472884824447931,1.7086886363636364,706,23,134,14,16,237,112,176,0.182,0.618,0.2,0.8222,0,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,2,2,9,16,5,1,6,0,14,9,1,2,1,33,34,13,1,4,11,0,2,6,1,0,3,0,0,1,9,9,1,1,6,1,0,2,2,7,1,0,3,3,15,9,13,28,4,20,0,1,0,4,8,8,4,3,12,82,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907531404138283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028159050321256,0.1480915798604167,0.0,0.09165943872663984,0.13431465076601246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007982078178196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292028726284738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466271438428296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471556813776734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341352543210945,0.1095067983608939,0.0,0.1161046298368428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357764305923058,0.0,0.13256357308315914,0.1872978944343656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127788924616256,0.36356488710255264,0.0,0.12575108962625742,0.07450005593301437,0.32984996561808577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979724982754992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13933989897569635,0.0,0.0,0.08786519838787214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408454049351987,0.0,0.2957448543552563,0.0,0.0,0.1340458659801719,0.09259098886805824,0.1921282156618052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144591788641853,0.1183116006757346,0.0,0.08750193446213488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19439946337798106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554560384777286,0.0,0.1413345130409225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839780190734448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933715074657684,0.136752867720444,0.0,0.13455945081278795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13362721374289552,0.0,0.10091757373615176,0.0,0.14674174123322276,0.0,0.0,0.1046866591566844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708872044178441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643818442630447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258557406242112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786341935113402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954332724793083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Fatal_Monkey_Blaster,2019/01/06,Small amounts of money giving large amounts of anxiety I recently started university and my parents are helping me pay for my first year which I’m super great full for but the anxiety of all the money spent is making it so I can’t sleep and I get nauseous just thinking about it. Recently I bought a textbook which turns out I don’t need and I was going to return it but it has some small marks from when it was in my bag so I don’t know if they will take it back and the idea of the $60 spent on the textbook basically going to waste is all I can think of right now and I was just wondering if any of you worry about things like this and what can help.,3.0723741007194256,3.9825774244604335,4.3475467625899284,88.65024100719427,73.31654676258992,7.5743884892086335,25.41079136690648,7.908726449838941,1.1875692086330931,518,16,116,7,10,171,85,139,0.087,0.8059999999999999,0.108,0.4497,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,1,2,9,3,0,0,6,0,13,1,1,1,2,23,30,13,0,3,6,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,0,5,0,6,2,3,0,0,1,6,0,15,3,16,23,6,18,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,4,10,83,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274206072807496,0.0,0.29865350733354784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009603530751378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16603622855750705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198345712080524,0.18725273392375036,0.22187225879936007,0.0,0.0,0.21520766292371946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616756429511891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22035598943232346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072763035443524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953644053330277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029689444718992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14473763646512394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21674546611178835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3854710637189442,0.0,0.0,0.16669893856073753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953400396491648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816290587507066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676540722641634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968158800939908,0.2501513635211011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123205344830726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21168506392977,0.0,0.19823412997699247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12570180072212922
anxiety,secretly-a-dog,2019/01/06,"In your experience, was an SSRI effective in dealing with generalized anxiety disorder? I've been diagnosed with GAD and am considering medications. What has your experience been?",8.300595238095237,12.318337392857142,10.38571428571429,37.22595238095241,67.92857142857143,16.590476190476192,45.04761904761904,13.023866798666859,9.551961904761905,149,10,17,9,3,53,23,28,0.149,0.753,0.097,-0.168,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,1,0,5,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573827678811278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34686442020352803,0.0,0.3414889231776857,0.0,0.0,0.3856000078727813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6582238841509684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389372396231904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bleptheblip,2019/01/06,"i don’t have any friends where i live. i moved to a foreign country about 4 months ago, and while i fit into the culture pretty well i don’t know anybody to talk to other than people back home. im pretty lonely and it makes me kinda sad, i worry it’s gonna be a long time before i have someone to regularly hangout with. im an extroverted person with a pretty significant amount of social anxiety. ive been completing all of my daily tasks of living well, but as i return from home from the holidays, seeing all my old friends is that i have absolutely not connections to any other people here in this country. i love it a lot, but like i do *e•v•e•r•y* thing alone, and that makes me a little sad. when i planned this move my social goals were a bit over stated, ill have to re-evaluate and scale back some social goals for year end kinda purposes. ",2.7243859649122797,4.641833251461988,4.382315789473683,83.94821052631579,76.13450292397661,6.899181286549709,23.68070175438596,7.793537801064563,1.2503782456140349,670,21,131,10,15,225,107,171,0.097,0.723,0.18,0.9257,0,3,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,8,9,0,0,9,0,12,2,0,2,2,19,18,9,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,1,10,7,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,3,2,0,2,1,18,6,20,14,6,21,0,3,1,1,9,6,0,4,13,87,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963470030560801,0.0,0.0,0.12809499631222968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16821304103540033,0.0,0.09461472574879028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19020429853168414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524241956805028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135026333466511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296759408702977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954361269156157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19110944825182155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481218925724937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671908639056869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679711959843623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06042371400449545,0.12395967408254507,0.21842309851887345,0.10945275100816644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514816232704144,0.11162586866306652,0.0,0.16511448392630534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987200544107436,0.2629041563168369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12978116861444272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17148803247301067,0.10799245052559513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774805297946662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855680571737023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782280112655577,0.10479351231766867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940915648312587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216737846961583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211869915444315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22240602770186346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560286339363774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964575074064348
anxiety,LimblessPeasant,2019/01/06,"My own personal savior I recently have come to a breakthrough point in regards to my anxiety. We all worry so much about the future and subconsciously predict negative versions of future situations without even fully realizing it. However, your body reacts to it as if this imaginary “threat” were real, creating the physical sensation of anxiety.

After about five+ years of suffering from anxiety I have FINALLY found a strategy that works for me at almost any time, any place. and can reduce my symptoms by up to 90%. This method is as follows:

Become mindful of when you become anxious. Whenever you feel your body starting to tense up, this typically means an anxious spell is beginning, even if you aren’t fully aware of what you are anxious of at the time.

Upon noticing the sensation, immediately tell yourself in a neutral, detached tone “I cannot predict the future. I don’t know what will happen, literally anything could happen.”

After this, focus on a future even that you are maybe feeling anxious about (walking into a meeting at work that you are nervous for) and imagine yourself feeling totally calm, competent, and performing in a successful way. 

Being able to tell yourself that you don’t know what will happen is the priming for allowing the anxious emotions to lose their power, then focusing on a positive outcome for a situation (where you are anxiety-free and achieving your goal easily) will help to effectively replace the anxious thought with a positive one. 

This has been working wonders for me. While it is not a permanent fix, it has reduced my symptoms of anxiety (and in turn depression) dramatically over the past few days. My goal is to get this style of thought to become a habit. I honestly feel much more relaxed believing that I don’t know what will happen rather than trying to predict negative versions of situations. 

TLDR: when you’re feeling anxious tell yourself you cannot predict the future and then immediately focus on situations you’re anxious for working out, as well as you feeling calm and confident.",10.249083333333337,9.783479519444443,10.073888888888888,58.460000000000036,57.97222222222222,13.111111111111116,46.38888888888889,12.261556223090626,6.220472222222222,1657,95,236,46,18,545,179,360,0.124,0.762,0.114,0.0148,3,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,1,13,1,13,12,11,1,1,22,0,28,4,2,3,2,43,52,20,0,4,5,0,6,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,19,13,0,0,17,1,0,3,10,5,1,2,5,6,28,6,56,41,9,44,0,3,0,0,21,19,0,4,21,187,47,8,0.06847634104367009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06856916416826536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313252012696978,0.0,0.2095368538816802,0.6188701949103057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05635019411655611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268802163095455,0.0,0.07714938724779573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521235560268942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058986304499514836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05467278635278768,0.0,0.0,0.04416157506681385,0.0,0.05897857220154761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702666701059811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568393233077225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077421730930976,0.0,0.0,0.07501248451623327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750807735279611,0.0,0.0,0.03577606193856735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422136089533133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04589824798225205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289841867971966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766075100581792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879368842416674,0.07459080992381371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06914158404354961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067597931176056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796076813635096,0.0,0.0,0.04640134087282621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06536841578567706,0.0,0.05979089974373127,0.07154320194438092,0.0,0.0647322757957068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794106748660151,0.0,0.0,0.06761212573328725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30788110551722625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04846790663650282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234627493415727,0.0,0.0,0.17955402086722003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087251318143106,0.07985821026942319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04649094066357435,0.07448259557918535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05435333220914817,0.0,0.0,0.06156845427621783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660087491821694,0.07425967085671631,0.19940636731631006,0.06954104825054097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0440965185470939
anxiety,punkcrente,2019/01/06,"Recently I discovered that write music helps me I have anxiety since I was a kid, and it was always very intense. One time I went to the hospital thinking I was literally dying, but it was only syntoms os my anxiety. 

Recently, during an episode of anxiety crysis, I wrote a song about it and realized that write my feeling could help. Now I have some musics on soundcloud that I wrote in these moments and I'm happy for doing nice things with my suffering. 

Write is an amazing way to calm down and I recomend to everybody... 

(sorry for possible english errors, I'm brazilian) ",4.4566666666666634,6.559626888888893,6.025185185185188,73.23833333333333,71.77777777777777,9.614814814814817,33.2962962962963,9.994966539143718,3.951862962962963,456,23,75,13,9,155,73,108,0.106,0.6829999999999999,0.211,0.9273,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,5,0,9,0,0,0,0,16,16,5,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,8,5,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,7,2,13,4,11,8,1,10,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,1,5,54,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17593627624019387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4852565338996533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688188422081968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21944290718362328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691118159191014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250834213010947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834495770436771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14327824070482895,0.1608107978226992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383685351494421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4175459692826353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17490660373234534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23669146175256814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047234529379998,0.1354831832785089,0.0,0.0,0.12329324603569752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17446139137608585,0.0,0.167832430461778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19600839999908784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,91betarded,2019/01/06,How do you get over something you absolutely do not want to do but have to? I’m in the military and a paratrooper my last jump out of a plane ended with me being sucked up mid air by another chute and watching another person get paralyzed/listening to his screams of agony on the drop zone. I have to jump again tomorrow and after not being able to sleep after learning about it and having non stop nightmares about it I’m told to either do it or get punished by the military judicial system. This previous jump has been keeping me from sleeping for months. Has anyone overcome similar situations where they ended up doing the thing they hated despite the insane anxiety surrounding it? ,8.171919642857139,8.121744406250002,8.411741071428573,67.32343750000001,61.96875,12.001785714285715,37.816964285714285,11.491704259439757,4.6839339285714265,556,25,90,15,7,183,87,128,0.19,0.778,0.032,-0.9741,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,2,0,5,4,3,0,7,0,13,2,2,1,0,16,23,7,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,6,0,2,1,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,2,2,9,0,23,19,1,24,0,0,1,0,7,10,1,1,9,70,15,1,0.2034522013438273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4266747448664529,0.15564037715486434,0.0,0.0,0.14225850967890652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603965251558955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318886134066628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20086692798768604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18083766461837628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16584069849880656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623936060654207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17764661469619653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22868879862354,0.4071982641809344,0.0,0.0,0.1566274443697153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17009515030996522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13516460227123786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19440729713657276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200013796173629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hellohelloidontknow,2019/01/06,"Dating with Anxiety I’ve been feeling a lot better in the past few months so I downloaded tinder and got myself out into the dating world. It’s been going really well, I went to meet new people and I was honestly surprising myself with how courageous I was being. Six months ago I never thought I’d be doing this. 
Anyways, I’m clearly feeling proud of myself and more confident but I met someone I really like and it’s making my anxiety come back worse. All I think about it whether or not this person likes me as much as I like them, what their text means, why aren’t they doing this or that and I’m driving myself crazy with all these thoughts. For example, I always drive myself nuts deciding whether or not I should initiate a conversation. On top of this, even though we’re not officially together, I’ve been worrying so much about possibly getting rejected by this person and how much that would crush me. Fellow anxious friends, how do you date without letting anxiety eat you up? How do you go with the flow? ",4.23188775510204,6.1732897908163284,5.201785714285716,79.58696428571429,72.01020408163265,8.573469387755104,28.5765306122449,9.188382445141503,2.6319755102040814,813,32,146,18,16,266,125,196,0.145,0.7040000000000001,0.152,-0.4915,1,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,3,3,13,11,0,0,5,0,15,1,0,5,4,42,31,21,0,2,10,0,2,3,2,2,0,0,0,2,12,13,1,0,7,0,0,7,6,1,1,1,10,2,25,10,19,16,8,24,0,1,0,0,13,7,0,4,13,112,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809714671629216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202417853249908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316434405889807,0.16325230058250498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111731900194873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780510759760744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448038366173518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14786721080143692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544581631603637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14613463033928542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164610731521746,0.0,0.0754991850024355,0.0,0.16425384260271164,0.0,0.11557581903209528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14776867142252947,0.0,0.21179714095267732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285507726121417,0.0,0.0,0.09645985355701706,0.0,0.0,0.15741099083486856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306889562965589,0.0,0.31868883726268893,0.0,0.1114530639360189,0.13956620808298592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794872463027136,0.10018327953900498,0.252356685258736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16291045169412166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851503620262988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224407043103426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259454722504304,0.14197784852476494,0.22944556769155516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299295637316393,0.13395986580055216,0.1303955085049239,0.0,0.0,0.13930003740606056,0.0,0.0,0.14675434306174884,0.14726545024041196,0.1026539554718726,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spacegurl2021,2019/01/06,"I am never at ease I’ve recently started to realize that my body is never at ease anymore. It’s always buzzing, always tense, always on guard. It seems like I’m constantly bracing for impact, if that makes sense.

I’m also more shaky than usual. I was out for drinks with some friends the other night and my hand was shaking so badly that I couldn’t even pick up my beer. I also feel like my face has been more tense and sometimes develops weird random twitches, which is hindering me from having good conversation.

Does anyone have these issues as well? Is there anything I can do to reduce this, maybe sooner rather than the later? 

I’m generally an extroverted person who can hide my anxiety pretty well, but now it seems to be manifesting physically and it’s tough to deal with :(",5.067827943868212,6.639242604026848,5.7692373398413626,77.82596095179989,69.26845637583892,8.371201952410006,26.968273337400852,8.841846274778883,2.123222818791946,624,20,111,11,11,203,105,149,0.142,0.762,0.096,-0.6324,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,9,11,0,2,3,0,15,6,3,2,2,23,23,9,0,3,3,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,12,6,2,1,4,2,0,1,3,5,2,0,3,2,11,6,17,18,3,15,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,6,11,77,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571456079819306,0.4013364549431795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299348201846873,0.0,0.15944695588670182,0.11241857525670937,0.0,0.13230525243498115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424155226082593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17858630122741534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737421377517985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16575337649975333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140696483733362,0.0,0.0,0.1574996331580574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061912752318238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129336282208835,0.11485866994935733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421542366210588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348515901122812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780875794800929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15709442527229492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731947457998328,0.0,0.16152147220764682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480012942352785,0.0,0.0,0.15087773076846142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14038372374630045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635673671520275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15874726792076868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292729535517572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15901193972062205,0.0,0.11379834130249332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17707245584798958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289114527917954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,geardog32,2019/01/06,"Workplace anxiety Long story short we had a bad management situation that was going unchecked. I really showed my ass, got written up by HR, but also my groups manager was fired and the other manager pushed out. We have a much better manager now but I still have a record in a sense. Somehow I was validated by their actions to make drastic change, yet I am a trouble maker. I am certain I could be fired at any moment (or so my anxiety says). Any advice?",5.01094696969697,6.035367897727273,6.62318181818182,73.70060606060609,68.88636363636363,9.957575757575757,32.84848484848485,10.125756701596842,3.53624393939394,357,16,64,9,6,123,65,88,0.22,0.6890000000000001,0.091,-0.9106,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,0,1,1,7,4,0,0,6,0,10,1,1,2,1,12,14,6,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,6,3,12,2,7,6,1,13,0,0,0,1,5,5,1,2,5,48,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548980852599044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20860041029536056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547717801712381,0.0,0.3990966987779233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177975591343727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23069925537458605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759430716026573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082662609672404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824618473060702,0.0,0.20862433349660148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23084266880137175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17411836512206846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19175362350456207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16710619573314214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074371562076428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293204585617684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083139081952632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jacobljlj,2019/01/06,"19 yr old student talks to NOBODY. Need help/advice First time using this sub but I'm getting kinda desperate.

First to correct myself, I do speak to a couple of friends I had since elementary school. 99% of my social interactions with them though are over discord when we play games.

I'm a business student in my last year, I'm done in about 6 months. But I'm on the edge and feel like I can't continue. I felt like this for a long time but I'm really feeling it now. 

I speak to NOBODY the first 8 hours a day when I go to school and I don't interact with anybody. The only time I stand from my chair is to go take a breather when I'm getting really anxious, usually 1-2 times every lecture.

I shiver the moment I hear the teacher mention group work because everybody finds a group instantly and I just sit silently with a dead stare like I just saw a ghost 

And even worse, because I'm so close to graduating there's a lot of events coming up like exams, student parties/gatherings, galla etc. 
which makes it even worse and I can't stop thinking about these things CONSTANTLY. 

I'm just coming off of Christ break and intended to drop out the rest of this school semester and try again next year after working on some self care.  

But now I'm unsure. I'm so close to done and just can't give up. I wrote an email to my school with all the details and were so close to sending it when I got scared and decided I would go to school tomorrow anyway and seek help where I can meanwhile. 

(Mostly Reddit and or my elementary school friends I talk to which probably will read this whole post because they stalk my Reddit account)

I don't want to make the post too long but a quick mention.
I felt like this for 2-3 years, I used to be into fitness and very close to having my ideal body but the anxiety and mood drops have caused me to gain a lot of weight and drop fitness. So I went from almost achieving my goals and ideal body figure to being heavily overweight which you can probably imagine took a hit at my mood and confidence a lot.

Besides that I'm getting stressed into the pits of hell because I'm hanging by a very very tight thread being on the edge of being kicked out because of my absence(due to my fear of attending).

I really want to finish so I can take time off after and focus on myself but I'm so close to giving up.

I really appreciate if anybody in the same situation or anybody at all can give me some tips to get through this ",3.866333333333333,5.044144395959599,4.886035353535355,84.52238636363639,71.7070707070707,7.843434343434343,27.48737373737373,8.256446698504663,1.7564040404040404,1936,68,391,29,36,634,238,495,0.114,0.75,0.136,0.9252,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,1,1,2,10,27,17,1,3,27,0,24,4,2,6,3,84,71,39,2,7,14,0,6,5,2,2,1,3,0,1,15,34,2,2,9,3,1,10,5,4,0,3,11,11,44,11,65,53,12,82,2,0,2,0,27,27,1,11,42,243,59,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000883191095787,0.0,0.0,0.07174024017022594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054806794002537865,0.08093633806755618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183649180646376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15915872064791856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304493999963912,0.07359722367489581,0.0,0.12342841575740696,0.0,0.0774207656946692,0.0,0.0,0.07927175437680925,0.0,0.04620388829320092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466315802645319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990102161209592,0.09463921585086006,0.0,0.06036242217515781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061843282475467,0.07244983257396906,0.05118186232319733,0.13757726896270428,0.0,0.06548051769619273,0.1828188148216812,0.0,0.0,0.1107026002494138,0.0,0.149722301967656,0.20617983909579626,0.12214931568823086,0.0,0.05729955123596471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074700796287565,0.0,0.09604175210767044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705540460385393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05839870839439821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17500605852334697,0.0,0.0,0.12680382107628407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18272526692211816,0.0,0.0,0.0956446835919732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057184858310262876,0.0,0.0,0.05312246889033731,0.0,0.0,0.0761932754789368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517740729435382,0.0,0.0,0.05448782440181421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13722861820363094,0.0,0.15448681064616124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166251195853293,0.0,0.18358567984427968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172726568002312,0.4350399998833517,0.0,0.0,0.07473940344185684,0.0,0.0,0.0592639327701942,0.0805298734555045,0.0,0.07303114300431197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05989685989126772,0.08206695684211532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10773342677102024,0.11516805905673495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04759650836455949,0.04590602123631884,0.07038900588416036,0.0,0.20887840962425994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795981472026239,0.04864097862940193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375331346767147,0.0789047797648901,0.1773392418961284,0.08451394185668228,0.0,0.0,0.08724202464149519,0.0,0.06641389399862374,0.0,0.0799869897704592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431409552870938,0.0,0.146020928633776,0.05089321996932223,0.0,0.0,0.13840746943376522
anxiety,weeepppppp,2019/01/06,"2019 has been horrible so far. This has possibly been the worst way I could’ve imagined myself starting a New Year. My anxiety has been taking over everything. My heart is constantly racing, I hate waking up, and every morning I wake up I’m drenched in sweat and I instantly have an anxiety attack, I can’t go more then an hour without having a cigarette (just a week ago I was having one cigarette maybe every other month) I snap at everyone around me so easily because I’m so in my head and all I want to do is have a cigarette all the time. I’ve never suffered from an eating disorder but I haven’t eaten a meal for a week now, I have no appetite and when I force myself to eat a little bit of anything it makes me feel worse. I feel so hopeless and alone it’s getting really hard for me to keep taking this, I don’t know what to do anymore at this point. I need to get anxiety meds, but I don’t know how I can handle waiting for them to kick in, or whether or not they’ll even work for me. (I’ve never been on anxiety meds) I need help...",2.590250944414464,3.8739428119266113,4.567139773340529,85.15856718834324,75.00917431192661,8.065191581219645,25.66756610901241,8.671277953709913,1.775149163518618,815,28,172,16,17,280,126,218,0.16699999999999998,0.809,0.024,-0.978,0,1,3,0,0,1,21.0,0,0,2,1,10,5,2,0,12,0,23,9,5,2,4,30,43,17,0,3,8,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,6,4,2,5,0,0,1,9,5,0,1,6,3,28,0,23,36,5,30,0,2,0,0,3,13,0,2,15,121,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989053871639128,0.0,0.0,0.12839391280668316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793420569967608,0.0,0.12294337723289032,0.0,0.0,0.10201546006036537,0.1103581909046281,0.0,0.14103199265274716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557000797267308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534142460528067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396583875860407,0.0,0.09897870876939886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420785678161492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537013176327592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187998282604184,0.0,0.2088975081462614,0.11845715318074053,0.11141483677611956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536433218666154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953678243811986,0.0,0.07045411905163702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105136880375363,0.1223931653186173,0.127227380265158,0.0,0.0,0.14690319358459009,0.0830934295308572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208393795331438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018884195225236,0.0,0.0,0.13625962077878573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424894058238582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827498936831248,0.0,0.12454295648608694,0.0,0.2754019714999135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989504229141689,0.0,0.0,0.1838420490411632,0.19122420056158504,0.11972948801749254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840042205847241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719024219143315,0.13975578502811992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941735451636367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774549708663641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864176716701232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228699197895946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07311979548405521,0.09840037426776137,0.19888000345076545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950114851245565,0.0,0.09025049788942424,0.0,0.12633442723804653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983160834082233
anxiety,CardiacSchmardiac,2019/01/06,"Does anyone else post something on Reddit, and then immediately remove it the second one person comments negatively? I feel like I need to be better at accepting you can’t please everyone, and Reddit should be an easy place to start.",10.265,9.249607404761905,10.019047619047623,60.634285714285724,58.28571428571429,12.20952380952381,35.285714285714285,11.20814326018867,4.074057142857144,189,6,29,4,2,62,37,42,0.0,0.72,0.28,0.9042,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,7,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,3,3,4,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20371420976128274,0.298515933768297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576697264797511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549567358817991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24338018213386706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783912821622652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14731207123309098,0.20813591641358986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423357600341874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21602757779354015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19742195424822465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543899820916564,0.30439203857806074,0.31980776914733644,0.0,0.0,0.27902662106765524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242905266526695,0.0,0.0,0.20621449006665474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Low_Piano,2019/01/06,"How do you tell someone they cause you to have extreme anxiety? Something that triggers my anxiety/fear of abandonment is when my sig. other or friends open a message or snapchat of mine and don’t respond. It makes me panic and feel like I did something wrong or said something that made them hate me and want go stop talking to me forever. I want to be able to communicate that this makes me anxious so that maybe if they are busy or don’t want to talk, they can just tell me instead of ignoring me or hours and causing me to panic. I don’t want to sound crazy though, because I know these thoughts of anxiety are not rooted in reality and make me sound obsessive, I just haven’t found a way to ease the anxiety otherwise. 

Any advice would be helpful ",6.882770270270271,6.397388628378379,6.85337837837838,78.8777702702703,64.74324324324324,10.372972972972974,37.41891891891892,9.827888789773867,3.5029972972972985,599,28,118,11,8,191,89,148,0.202,0.7,0.098,-0.9517,0,0,3,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,4,0,7,9,1,3,3,0,14,0,0,9,0,36,29,15,0,6,9,0,1,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,8,6,0,3,4,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,5,4,22,2,13,21,0,7,0,1,0,0,15,2,0,6,4,79,30,0,0.1350229497492549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13194286379807682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182023596373028,0.0,0.3098765609523437,0.15253750046201212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082308736929436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774115263515332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15193835708243109,0.06827166037892744,0.09646042227972874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480456951509122,0.1043183960373658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767366539475996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333072089897611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050303705529744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13297040720099718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420508202699529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596539297485418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12776197977108952,0.2703866022840461,0.0,0.13564870134107154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168406784220497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843774515591458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440450715651035,0.311841790024376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288523191784675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170526648600348,0.2360320189165287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326593625796824,0.10719313989106476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31856013634443864,0.10717493270997107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959164295041867,0.147626399293056,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spooky_bandito,2019/01/06,"Anxiety about a new job , anyone feels like this ? So tomorrow I'll be starting at a new location for my job and I'd been stressing out and so anxious  ever since they told me about it , two weeks prior they told me  and I'm a mess . But maybe this change would be a new experience and things will be better for me since at my old job there was co-workers who were bullying me and kept assaulting me , even though I reported it they never did nothing they just sugar coat it so they thought changing me locations will be better and benefit me . But now I'm anxious because I think I'll be going from a bad environment to a worse environment , like what if I fail and they don't like the way I do things?  or if they're the same as everyone else? I have no one to talk about it since people tell me ""get over it , or ""well , you didn't know when you first started that other job you'll get used to it "" they think it's easy for me , I hate environment changes and warming up to new people, so how can I better deal with my anxiety about working? Thanks.


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anxiety,brainquesada,2019/01/06,"Can anyone please help me I’m a sixteen year old male and I’ve always thought I was straight and have had countless crushes on girls. I’m really shy and have never able to ever date a girl because cause I’m really nervous. However, Ive also had a small history of cross dressing, and when I say small I mean small like maybe 10 times out of 4 years. I could take pleasure from dressing up like a girl and pretending to be penetrated. I always have thought this was a way for me to feel like there was a girl in the room and to act out what she would do. After I was done master bating I felt like crap and had a lot of self hatred, it’s like I was a totally different person when I was horny. Even still though I was obsessed with girls and it didn’t stop me from wanting to be with one. Today I feel like I’m stuck in a tornado. I’m less and less obsessing over girls and becoming more anxious obsessing about my past cross dressing incidents. Sometimes I’m able to be turned on by thinking about sucking dick or being penetrated and other times I feel ashamed and I feel like absolute shit for thinking that way. It’s this constant battle in my head that won’t go away. One thing is consistent though while I can be turned on from the concept of sex with another man and hate myself afterwards I have never taken pleasure in thinking about dating another man. I don’t want to kiss another man or hold his hand. So I’m just so confused why can I be aroused by it if causes me so much mental frustration. And if I just had to deal with this, because you can’t change your sexuality.I feel like it would conflict with my desire to fall in love with a woman. Does anybody have a idea of what I’m going through and if there’s any way to change it.",3.9384916201117335,4.864089251396653,4.959045810055869,85.01416648044695,71.29050279329608,8.186100558659218,28.28648044692737,8.488131031819089,1.889248134078212,1384,50,288,22,25,454,176,358,0.13699999999999998,0.7290000000000001,0.134,-0.3227,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,1,18,24,6,6,13,0,36,9,6,2,4,60,68,29,0,9,7,0,7,8,0,3,0,1,1,13,15,23,0,3,13,1,0,6,6,12,0,2,18,8,31,12,46,40,6,47,0,0,0,5,21,18,4,7,28,186,46,0,0.17925221239048367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167396474331461,0.1491522003042242,0.0,0.0,0.0609488256229039,0.2819423609696075,0.0,0.10125198894375724,0.0,0.06266865736247955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420667708143198,0.0,0.0,0.10927048491435527,0.09898499272710222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841413994194261,0.1896250727139694,0.0,0.0,0.09685398053950478,0.0,0.07155915285426426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240058001817776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936402050297261,0.0,0.0,0.07843240951112755,0.0917186241571599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059197197858018136,0.08107194424501253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22658826127745,0.2561156326960942,0.0860551171977718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187316317036746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848722451772355,0.09198224208858144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060074489745434966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117696456728728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502943063800317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619691042730682,0.0808910600780189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004147024057006,0.0976291044399898,0.0,0.0,0.09032203475965273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588550056545348,0.0,0.1382503567439098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404752171805396,0.0,0.1214659381995111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555825976866198,0.0,0.07825805888961243,0.0,0.09838255038781536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148335572725673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07127427697495141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349957548908906,0.0,0.09199991004766173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864251076069549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157552418228125,0.07493143797059777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06738767775228176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05954360246280585,0.17228636971907366,0.1761143885604575,0.14230623397162154,0.10452340655299804,0.0,0.08495506896756126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949749335122924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057275991325872,0.21342309403779197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087362039215909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733562868497622,0.0,0.0,0.11543254776483497
anxiety,hdbaker009,2019/01/06,"How do you best describe your lump in the throat feeling from anxiety? Is it painful at all to swallow? Does it come and go or last all day long? Does it feel like mucus is stuck in the middle of your throat? 
I’m just getting over a cold and have the lump in the throat feeling, but I’ve also been feeling anxiety lately, so it’s hard to differentiate between the two. ",3.032,4.567637466666668,4.074333333333332,88.11550000000004,74.33333333333334,6.6000000000000005,27.166666666666664,7.1686216300943375,1.231666666666667,290,11,61,3,6,94,53,75,0.124,0.768,0.108,-0.3021,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,1,4,3,0,0,6,0,5,7,3,1,2,13,14,7,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,2,6,3,2,10,12,3,12,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,5,40,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18180834635558293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3478378145951337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385853807866804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19583826776114632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14661922688782425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3979036662746375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4598114501852779,0.1624158780076207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187787920740506,0.0,0.12920585180649272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20365717283399296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853171625231841,0.2564559539305296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106966945530566,0.0,0.0,0.2011938702501217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241911949936518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22208380247607176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,handofthrawn666,2019/01/06,"Scaring the shit out of myself, fear of mental illness Last week I watched the most recent episode of the youtube series ""Down the Rabbit Hole"" about Temple OS. It's the story of a schizophrenic computer programmer that thought he could contact god through his computer OS. I've always been freaked out about psychosis and schizophrenia despite being under a microscope psychologically and considered extremely low risk (because of advanced age, no family history, lack of childhood trauma, lack of substance abuse, etc.) This video freaked me out so bad that I can't think about anything else. I keep thinking, what if I become delusional and think that songs on albums or radio are about me (which I know is impossible). I just think ""what if"" even though I know it's total bullshit. I'll listen to a song and keep thinking about how the lyrics apply to my life and it drives me crazy with panic. 

Anyone else get feelings like this? Watch the Down the Rabbit Hole video if you get the chance.",8.517653631284915,8.759242357541904,7.344072625698327,74.29108100558662,61.17877094972067,9.841564245810057,36.33575418994413,9.3871,3.394807374301676,798,33,132,12,10,242,118,179,0.246,0.7120000000000001,0.043,-0.9904,0,0,0,0,1,0,23.0,0,1,0,1,10,11,1,4,12,0,6,4,1,1,1,31,20,12,0,6,5,0,1,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,11,9,0,2,9,5,0,2,2,10,0,0,2,6,14,1,23,16,5,15,0,1,2,0,5,8,1,5,6,86,25,2,0.0,0.18871424754328112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252915009804364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136843950132058,0.16319555591636145,0.13106934924113225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13298756150737548,0.09709226191073808,0.1759061808250422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12716773457136918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661068280073158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776331790393365,0.10519931056071297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501498313316394,0.17922810275635376,0.08053397704638067,0.1137857405348474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16642871351957794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831410023494426,0.0,0.0,0.17506620871729608,0.12982998232800727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250029550009454,0.0778134794760626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16051124257512833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18687431784855835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572643618998268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15946156844398554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634929939061417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5102833683931356,0.15648639569746275,0.12644616843361592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12776040324643614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lucy-lou95,2019/01/06,"Does anyone else sometimes get a mess of emotions if they’re particularly startled by something (like a bang) Sometimes when something particularly shocks me, I find that I have a rush of emotions including laughing, rapid breathing and sometimes crying/ almost crying.  

I think I’ve seen it in small children when they’re scared and start laughing then uncontrollably crying. 

I’m wondering if anyone else has experienced it before and if there’s a name for it

Thanks! ",11.082037037037034,10.685535691358027,9.497623456790127,63.03680555555556,56.28395061728396,11.062962962962963,43.70679012345679,10.125756701596842,4.725738271604938,385,19,56,6,4,118,55,81,0.215,0.6779999999999999,0.107,-0.8122,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,3,4,0,2,1,1,0,0,11,9,9,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,2,4,4,5,8,0,7,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,5,5,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127236698795254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21125993903781135,0.3095731910091408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854739011731214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4978219531019088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220026365069287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523951691973931,0.3398614050856029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380730379490782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789265792663605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380399242389511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512450088157638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23259841835739795,0.4482291198089774,0.0,0.10692641581371568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908273779219826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679801008387533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16382635428770076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MapleOrangeHotDogs,2019/01/06,"Seasonal anxiety Has anyone moved to a warmer, sunnier climate because of seasonal anxiety?  If so, how did it work out for you?",5.003043478260867,7.446604304347828,6.851521739130432,66.42336956521743,71.17391304347827,11.556521739130435,41.934782608695656,11.20814326018867,6.227800000000002,101,7,15,4,2,35,21,23,0.125,0.66,0.215,0.5362,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,4,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,12,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6939459963851744,0.0,0.0,0.3171404652443474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764866352790405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4820636673235394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301978809202766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PossiblyTrueInfo,2019/01/06,"What's your reason to keep going? I once read a post about how there is no bad reason for staying alive, even if it's just because your fish needs someone to feed it or your favorite show has a new episode coming out. I'm feeling a little down right now, so I'm wondering what your reason is to wake up tomorrow?",2.968,4.26668518461539,4.003076923076922,89.51692307692308,74.07692307692308,6.430769230769231,25.30769230769231,6.742157984588678,0.8742923076923073,247,8,52,2,5,80,49,65,0.087,0.7979999999999999,0.114,0.1926,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,4,0,0,7,1,0,0,3,0,3,2,1,4,0,13,11,4,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,1,5,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,8,11,0,12,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,3,3,32,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17630595739205396,0.12871838537007366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18189169906377506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13946616476881474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676652586764206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000449239435065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876846410684647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21163320535165495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15656906986341412,0.0,0.20393522234866174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22487363304967825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20222852551467368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21121256364393434,0.0,0.0,0.6513088250683924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803255766440689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17891130382513035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250635847162584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289890478586589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,polo_-,2019/01/06,"just decided that from today things are going to change so for the last year I've been struggling with infrequent but bad anxiety and depression which has peaked over the last 6 months. I've had counselling for the past 6 and I have just realised that my councillor is really not good. He never challenges my thoughts and I have realised that things have got worse ever since I started seeing him. since I started seeing him I started hitting walls and myself more, and have thought about cutting more regularly. So for the last month everything has got a lot more tough and id been burying my guilts and bad thoughts. But yesterday me and my friend took 70ug of acid. I thought I could handle it but the trip grabbed hold of me and really slapped me about. It made me realise how badly id been treating my friends and family, how badly id been treating the girl I'm seeing, and it also made me realise how I was running away from the idea that my therapy wasn't working out. Today things are going to change, I'm going to get my life in order, I'm going to fix my head, I'm going to be the best person I can be and I'm going to change my perspective on life",5.614507389162562,5.831783948275866,5.928029556650247,82.07706896551727,67.27586206896551,8.869950738916257,31.226600985221683,8.634040054169528,2.315527339901478,924,34,182,13,14,296,114,232,0.171,0.772,0.057,-0.979,0,0,0,0,1,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,11,16,1,2,9,0,20,3,1,5,2,36,48,21,0,1,6,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,11,14,0,1,6,0,0,9,3,9,0,0,16,5,26,7,21,28,5,31,0,1,3,0,7,6,0,1,15,118,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872985879171257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531343465368864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249634535612672,0.0,0.3288041677684121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331645227312476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124388734097109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860374432539394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479422614557956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905301590665507,0.0,0.0,0.08847987059933425,0.0,0.09280922548690597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521233489682242,0.0,0.05143568881678589,0.0,0.3357059894673777,0.08257459056523214,0.1574777757478638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103737050006872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113726109451244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407479248823239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907528499782865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369806274552702,0.0,0.18631019045410765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15716256233966172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593015890311243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093980983669244,0.0,0.08596211954728518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613826765405142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23535400504502396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628765341684441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20904873495889487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292056981153357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258533897651064,0.0,0.19621599407686607,0.0,0.0,0.3126309461431379,0.0,0.0,0.1866368243311159,0.0,0.10938077964607656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167225304855727,0.0,0.10032823363305636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06339811267619849
anxiety,DeesusCrust,2019/01/06,Does anybody else have eye tricks or see stars? For the past couple months I've been seeing black figures in the corners of my eye but when i try to look at them they disappear. Same thing with seeing stars in the sky. After some googling I found that it can be a symptom of anxiety. Is this a common thing with anxiety? https://www.anxietycentre.com/anxiety-symptoms/eye-tricks.shtml,7.967846153846152,10.508373169230774,6.0,75.20000000000002,63.46153846153847,7.661538461538463,26.84615384615385,8.238735603445708,1.6692153846153848,316,9,52,4,5,91,52,65,0.126,0.8740000000000001,0.0,-0.7236,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,5,0,5,3,2,0,0,8,10,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,7,5,0,10,7,2,11,0,0,7,0,2,5,0,2,5,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656720260257075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644513655390772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20915241774253499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996556527438298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26205355347226794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007016364036324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19076925933068214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281546238346881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5713613796384162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24841477662816325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175648560032916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16226679125276805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Anxiousblonde,2019/01/06,"Who's Approval Are You Looking For? I was about to visit my family back home for the first time since I moved away. I had a really terrible panic attack the day before my flight. I couldn't breathe, I started crying uncontrollably, and I really didn't want to go. 

During the trip, my family was judgemental and I relived everything I wanted to leave. It wasn't all bad, but I was more uncomfortable than not. I was able to see my best friend while I was there. She was able to come with us to look at Christmas lights and she mentioned that she was mad. She was mad at the way my family was talking to me and I didn't even know what she was referring to. This is how much I needed a change in my life. I didn't even recognize the kind of language my family was using that made me feel the way I did before I moved. 

When I got back home, my wonderful boyfriend and I went to church for the first time in probably 9 months. Now I'm not here to convert anyone, but rather share the wonderful comfort that I got from the message that Sunday. I never felt like I was enough for my family and they always shared their love for me in such a weird way that I rarely felt it in the way I felt from others. The message I heard for so long was one that I finally understood. That God loves me and that I am enough. 

I could tell you in what ways I felt about all of this, but I also understood that there was nothing I could do to earn any MORE of God's love. It's been a long time for me going through these changes to realize that I had been trying to get everyone's approval around me. I was looking for approval from friends, family members, people who are supposed to be supportive of me, and I had no idea. 

I kept checking myself and second guessing my actions  based on the approval of others and I think that's what seriously triggered my anxiety. 

Let me know if you've had any similar experiences and what you did to help calm the nerves. ",4.100525869380832,4.952774913486007,5.069363867684482,84.64279050042413,70.85750636132316,8.773876166242577,26.769296013570823,9.049649993220411,1.908078201865988,1523,48,320,29,27,499,182,393,0.086,0.723,0.19,0.9948,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,3,2,8,17,22,3,2,17,0,37,5,1,4,3,51,74,20,0,8,7,0,5,1,2,0,1,1,2,0,25,14,0,1,15,0,1,9,9,9,0,4,39,11,66,13,46,30,8,42,1,0,4,3,28,10,0,4,19,237,91,1,0.15336189291004532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06132172517601873,0.06380469023312438,0.0,0.0,0.10429134618222484,0.0,0.05866071415311221,0.0,0.0,0.05361710068216235,0.0,0.0,0.06826229964969327,0.0,0.08723564661344436,0.07204427337689549,0.11792582918312795,0.06402538732467072,0.0,0.0,0.1304996752293019,0.0,0.08047192246610146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16223654763751874,0.06605384557598341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244699231786844,0.0,0.08423041902099082,0.0494528668070656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15846383159416913,0.0,0.10129408387662517,0.0,0.0,0.07327193042754218,0.06891589025780406,0.07500867955302294,0.4337278313299564,0.0,0.03877219053230554,0.0,0.294502935100102,0.08400022870642583,0.0,0.13044954776432524,0.0,0.0,0.11848701803167705,0.0,0.04006262963339875,0.0,0.08715909796698777,0.0,0.12265751563570347,0.0,0.0844727076065519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051397622043822144,0.0,0.1538344829532031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656345491083896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985140575094764,0.0842836855833686,0.0,0.0,0.08119405044125484,0.0,0.07841146304333248,0.054162020206182916,0.03746243713370833,0.0,0.0,0.13572044920806434,0.19317804729707688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20762264399907251,0.07255736560346228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06120599988149685,0.1629994215098624,0.0563693186672224,0.05685795017565479,0.059141073136513976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735774362201566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05196099383641571,0.0,0.0,0.08996856883208595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05316091324033416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267502966257068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982475556538792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06110478640904784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634312713066311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05427516857553046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701662932683235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06163324013792014,0.06702252705121749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04913405424746616,0.0,0.0,0.13413982958928067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052061329173439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223773710947944,0.06622771755716468,0.0,0.0,0.09045681790797723,0.3043288304586642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108400559733452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16631443088058653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,samrojas69,2019/01/06,"why am i like this so i have anxiety, like everyone here, but im only 15 y/o. and im so worried abt it getting worse bc sometimes I cant leave my bed in my breakdowns. i get worried that im easily replaced, so i become clingy in hopes others dont forget me, and this just causes them to not like me and this becomes  a vicious cycle. not too mention the fact i feel like im not good enough for anyone and im just wasting people's time… and i fear that it'll only get worse as time goes on. my family tries to help but i can't share this with anyone and im always reluctant to take anything, so i was hoping you guys could help me get through this",-0.5031772990886481,1.5677945563380289,2.2099005799502898,94.09620132560069,89.35211267605635,4.749627174813588,18.91632145816073,6.2272716619740125,-0.05219105219552578,505,15,114,5,17,175,85,142,0.22,0.5920000000000001,0.189,-0.8015,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,0,8,10,1,1,2,0,8,0,0,1,1,21,16,13,0,3,7,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,10,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,1,17,8,10,13,1,4,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,5,66,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734661853772932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030467671830542,0.0,0.0,0.14680025632198831,0.0,0.08638450063011911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318706497942087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078370184233664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381304485613363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302852258784892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846600618003734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030697325217892,0.0,0.0,0.09895996489169902,0.11812471981536747,0.05307791204570851,0.0749933102730814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21937793070830536,0.0,0.0,0.08804705071517578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394057507486984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072346311862302,0.0,0.0,0.2085253569103617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6803383652456001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115210692996354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20513960298880396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596746244076553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277562186972496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382178148023948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892724037280302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242214465260087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07127032579054432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472253517883886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132119976017268,0.2139545594931012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iminacookie212121,2019/01/06,"I don't know how to cope. I'm 22(m) and I have go completely blank and numb whenever I try and process things that happened to me as a child. There's really no easy way to say it, I was molested as a kid. By an uncle over a period of about 2 years. About a year ago my anxiety began to flare out of control and take over my life. I went to a therapist and was diagnosed with cPTSD and along with the therapy many different bad memories of my childhood resurfaced. I dissociated as a child,  as my only means of protecting myself from the things that had happened to me. And now as an adult it's happening again whenever the thoughts drown my head. I want to be able to put it behind me, and cope with it properly. Idk why I decided to post this on reddit, maybe it's because I'm looking for advice or maybe i just need to vent it. 

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TL:dr My mind goes blank whenever I try and cope with my past and i dissociate. Leaving me in an awkward state and unable to process my feeling or what really happened.",3.1387135922330103,4.535726888349513,4.839987864077673,83.29405946601943,73.80582524271844,9.033495145631068,28.408980582524272,9.516144504307137,2.536049514563107,793,32,166,20,16,269,119,206,0.102,0.868,0.031,-0.9182,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,7,4,1,1,12,0,6,4,1,2,0,30,23,19,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,4,12,17,0,2,5,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,6,3,24,0,36,16,0,20,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,2,9,109,36,0,0.13477256700533835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169819267854252,0.11946774893885727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602602004290036,0.16376342050405235,0.0,0.0,0.10310064487034608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125294639955729,0.08215610593271308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130647234970714,0.0,0.15115889384046574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679131857017,0.0,0.14080864764191187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06814505934044354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659435566415923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4767157436383321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383155356339995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406747821901317,0.0,0.0,0.14270468883619372,0.0,0.0,0.09519384977419183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317501294612844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663822955257532,0.2707943164421584,0.14680683540069078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608187333522706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999321507374626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250061029202133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865566504041995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907486461264014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548365427314973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17267751494485947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071765546573934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013321977351025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541241759162852,0.15648133788789226,0.17907380992712954,0.0,0.0,0.1069943639604189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830034525859638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949235185655447,0.1069761905422075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493551984251892,0.12161127919049555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16376342050405235,0.17357822891851854
anxiety,anuglyplasticbag,2019/01/06,"I go back to school tomorrow and I’m feeling anxious. Tomorrow I’m going back to school since it’s the end of winter break. I had two weeks off and I don’t think I’m ready to go back. I don’t wanna deal with the embarrassment I cause myself when I try to socialize with people. I don’t wanna deal with my grades. I don’t wanna feel lonely again. I mean, I have friends but I always think I’m the least important and I’m just annoying them (which I know isn’t true, I just can’t help think that way). As for my grades, I have about 3 weeks to fix them since it’ll be the end of the semester. I cant be happy with myself unless I get all A’s. If I don’t end up getting perfect grades I’ll just hate myself even more than I already do. What makes me even more scared is that I’m just a freshman. How will I deal with 10th grade? How will I deal with college? All of this plus the school environment in general causes me a lot of stress and anxiety. 

Apologies if this sounds really negative but I just needed to vent a bit. Thank you to everyone who took the time to read this :) ",0.31727272727273004,2.378385783549785,2.418794805194807,94.17847792207792,85.10389610389609,5.947082251082254,18.330909090909085,7.24861992348623,0.17759033766233756,840,21,195,13,25,282,116,231,0.154,0.736,0.11,-0.8813,0,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,2,1,15,11,2,3,11,0,18,0,0,5,4,43,41,14,0,6,10,0,2,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,10,11,0,0,7,1,0,4,9,6,0,1,2,3,31,5,30,34,7,23,0,1,0,0,12,3,0,3,14,129,41,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295641997119686,0.0,0.09271163192451423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523715919819723,0.12587460475181134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570288178582055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164344387777308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289211907060989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4594827858675205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960591899487382,0.0,0.0,0.14718572860690907,0.0,0.0,0.10646803893846377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126761385222456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608399134491186,0.0,0.11642629276715863,0.0,0.18997025563630784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861028182435783,0.0,0.11000568510254416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468349739355515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061234354453382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947265933578263,0.0,0.0,0.07437473099970704,0.0,0.0,0.12137070157192907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826176465931813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724565393392008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114516740400713,0.0,0.07137947997228013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155238095730276,0.3382935856996477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18433806845225756,0.0,0.0,0.11358020982574893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763297676085653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258196731423556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21418323648495524,0.0,0.0,0.06497078538615073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237934104424612,0.07564789939726191,0.0,0.10884263661228022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844121775503512,0.17875124788091362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,etiyeti,2019/01/06,"The Anxiety Cure Anxiety comes from Desire.

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Do you have anxiety over death?

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That comes from a desire to live.

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It often comes from thinking about what you don't Desire.

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Meaning, you desire the exact opposite of what you're thinking about.

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But because you're thinking about what you don't want, it causes the experience called Anxiety.

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Anxiety is cured by overcoming the Desire that is causing it.

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Having anxiety over death?

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Let go of all the reasons that you want to live.

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Suddenly, death isn't some bad experience because you no longer have anything to lose if it happens.

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But... that's easier said than done, right?

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Join us at our grand opening of our community at [community.etiyeti.com/register/](https://community.etiyeti.com/register/)

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Because, why not?

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Sometimes you just need someone to talk to.",8.219668367346937,12.258019142857144,6.134621598639455,67.44438137755105,68.45578231292518,7.484523809523811,36.39838435374149,8.472884824447931,3.8755037414965976,782,40,97,14,16,226,73,147,0.175,0.684,0.141,-0.4318,0,0,0,0,0,0,88.0,3,7,0,1,5,3,0,0,6,0,11,0,0,3,2,28,24,3,3,9,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,11,4,0,0,5,0,0,4,5,2,0,0,2,1,10,1,20,21,2,11,0,1,0,0,13,6,0,3,1,67,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.510700352821169,0.5727337950185214,0.0,0.0,0.16641987407209588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02983657221499505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030273233258456576,0.06630612650759643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03702263753757784,0.0,0.0,0.07449222867919672,0.0,0.09369705791546026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03710368633233964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093296416943352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.020605792589516825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03206210709781214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037075426015157786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403151352722114,0.0,0.0,0.040562513437558255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039494701336138936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026884241707695933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037278422647098026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030963436091227762,0.03448888374980784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030720593412669743,0.0,0.035859280982456145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02914215021782096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969641640546773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043612926800233584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04277085173197755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032716468123743986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5727337950185214,0.0
anxiety,aiko_ruu,2019/01/06,"Anxiety for the future and past mistakes Hey guys, 
So about a month ago my boyfriend and I were on a break due to him not being sure if he wanted to continue being in a relationship with someone (me) who is anxious all the time. During the break, I finally sought out help and I ended up being able to change most of my outlook so far. We got back together because he felt like we are making a stride to a positive direction. 
I'll be visiting him soon in a couple of days for 2 weeks and I'm extremely nervous of making the same mistakes again. Disappointing him and myself in the long run, and also giving in to my intrusive thoughts and such. Sometimes throughout the day, I think about how I wish I did not act a certain way or I hope I don't continue it after seeing him again. 
I'm just using this post as a way to vent it all out, but any words of encouragement are welcomed. ",4.9981562819203305,5.262548039325843,6.2332686414708895,79.19472420837594,68.60674157303372,9.394075587334015,30.78855975485189,9.339509955726095,2.6031280898876408,693,26,138,13,11,234,115,178,0.076,0.8190000000000001,0.106,0.8001,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,0,0,12,10,0,1,14,0,10,0,0,4,4,37,24,15,0,6,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,12,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,5,2,19,6,25,15,4,36,0,1,1,0,17,9,0,4,20,98,23,0,0.1735418769125458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538344029652924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13878137626800968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180144273050628,0.0,0.1327590608330921,0.19605292417981693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334429912449771,0.0,0.10578951740842203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18358429494177486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920207859844791,0.0,0.2238403076946415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15370659298646908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16662741683653834,0.1901066434977656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16647718164168035,0.0,0.0,0.13879729231912505,0.0,0.0,0.17183374235844145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116321461988714,0.0,0.0,0.17236624113695284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478379512067376,0.0,0.0,0.1535791000232143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23168110082776674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138519470465512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16566535818570485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16620514667664565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863190295696724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829040735675213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470414691433235,0.0,0.17163735372081032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635611652063224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119862741169396,0.0,0.13777286545280146,0.101193664014511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988446204489306,0.0,0.0,0.1023594953180088,0.2754989283674246,0.13920482577459742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995645938966429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RedTiger_,2019/01/06,"I'm 17 and I've never kissed a girl. I was never really put in a situation to do so.

Should I be worried?",-3.232999999999997,-1.7192455999999972,2.4235000000000007,88.81925000000004,105.0,5.7,14.25,7.1686216300943375,0.13960000000000014,80,2,20,2,4,33,20,25,0.215,0.785,0.0,-0.5644,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,2,4,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,2,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6247969079768827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4071857223636074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594845076920459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4552916019556401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4113465190593421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Emsaic,2019/01/06,"Im anxious for no reason I don't even know why I am anxious right now and I'm so tired of this, I want it to stop",-2.466666666666669,-1.2220041034482725,1.2006896551724149,103.67160919540231,90.0344827586207,3.866666666666666,16.563218390804597,3.1291,-1.2959747126436785,87,2,26,0,3,32,24,29,0.399,0.5579999999999999,0.043,-0.8702,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,5,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6528234671781656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19083733739971132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120969200595886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878986735844486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970709591271872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467469652504315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415606925202396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33208565936259976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042000498503382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26071684032294395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MooFog,2019/01/06,"my snow driving anxiety has gotten out of hand howdy friends. my anxiety surrounding snow driving went from like, a normal and manageable level of fear these past three maine winters to a 10/10 this winter. it’s been, in a word, awful. 

i only usually need to drive to and from work (20 minutes away via backroads). i also drive myself to and from school several times a week, but i can take the bus there if necessary. i plan to do that more this semester. anyways, even this minimal amount of driving has almost become too much for me. 

this is my first winter in my new to me vehicle, whereas i spent the other winters in my older first car. however, even though my current car is much newer and mechanically sound, it’s *awful* in snow and ice compared to my old car. toward the tail end of last winter i had just gotten the car and rearended someone (albeit verrry gently) because the brakes didn’t engage with the tires in time when it was slushy out. it’s very light and the studs on the winter tires are worn, but i dont have the money to spend on new tires. 

on thanksgiving my boyfriend and i were driving to his parents’ home (usually an hour and a half away) when it started snowing like crazy. we slowed to 30 on the interstate, almost a whiteout, and i was hyperventilating and couldn’t drive anymore so we got on a back highway but it was even worse. i went to turn and we slid and almost spun out and i just pulled over and started sobbing and panicking even more. we had to leave my car at a gas station and have his parents pick us up. 

ever since then i just haven’t been able to do it. i obsessively check the forecast and make plans around the slightest chance of snow. i’ve had to have coworkers and friends give me rides home from work like 3-4 times since then when the weather was unexpected. i’ve had crying breakdowns at work twice when i see it begin to snow. i’ve almost cried and panicked just backing out of my boyfriend’s slightly icy driveway. 

most of my coworkers are sympathetic and kind but it must seem so irrational honestly. like, we live in maine, deal with it. everyone is used to it and drives with minimal fear or complaining, even with cars like mine. but i just can’t. i get so down on myself and feel like such a useless baby who is a burden on people. idk why i made this post because it’s just a rant but i just want someone to tell me my fear is valid and it’s gonna be okay and that it’s not stupid to be afraid...anyone relate? ",3.726636295422871,5.249120560081469,4.469577125093796,86.03174054025084,72.5234215885947,7.36801372065602,26.566673812841678,7.94452939551167,1.5086179226069245,1949,67,392,27,38,625,239,491,0.124,0.773,0.103,-0.8738,5,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,6,0,0,7,29,21,1,4,25,3,34,5,1,4,2,74,57,44,0,6,16,2,2,6,2,2,3,1,3,0,24,39,0,1,2,0,4,19,6,9,0,5,20,5,45,12,60,32,8,85,0,2,1,1,17,28,1,8,43,264,69,5,0.0804950246680316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224165588912433,0.0,0.0,0.06437184214497348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231569470929458,0.0,0.07982943481233057,0.0562839928504338,0.0,0.0,0.07165763789081027,0.0,0.0,0.15125545081958916,0.12379141061674005,0.0,0.09813803981964976,0.08890043057293975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17684000968533148,0.0,0.08298683590806841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433956941527134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129469966675503,0.0,0.0,0.2658310231328833,0.07281235823936777,0.0,0.07691644560880323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27173784510150595,0.04070070307703055,0.05750566170650821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693805372345055,0.0,0.0,0.1243805127639583,0.0,0.04205532807942301,0.07721816244769839,0.0,0.0,0.0643792245874706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16148614581035706,0.0,0.07927138481005921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382318128362792,0.0,0.06561418863227278,0.0,0.08523260855941242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23595481855231445,0.0,0.071078581519088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616633862916446,0.05373105402002139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183462100144956,0.05968604084259136,0.0,0.15548519284126444,0.0,0.0,0.0788680334626782,0.0,0.0,0.08446598766848913,0.0,0.0,0.06122009350476894,0.0,0.0,0.17876039789985002,0.0,0.0768416092475289,0.055805114836001035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709198275199257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146526238831531,0.06414411293444505,0.0732796472760782,0.0,0.09093646587703363,0.0,0.13317263243605768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13640634636998986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394958553130205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06052224082093684,0.0,0.07035619952168955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908595304077785,0.0,0.1408118886233107,0.2775515686782526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755547211060813,0.0,0.0,0.0968256035846652,0.06952185653574723,0.17730779484082082,0.06641682547207944,0.04747805110338031,0.0,0.06456825340365557,0.0,0.0,0.14923938862481662,0.07263423956272994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17580400994833142,0.0,0.08203130701907152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WendlaGabor,2019/01/06,"Insecure Attachment -- want romance though Today my Therapist talked about Attachment Theory, I have an insecure attachment in romantic relationships. Which makes sense, I've been abandoned by 3 different mom's/stepmom's, and had to live through two of my Dad's divorces. I'm 28, and have only had one serious romantic relationship ( lasted 7 months - but we'd been friends for 2 years beforehand). I'm attractive (not ugly) and could easily settle down with a guy, but I have standards (not that high: must have job, vehicle, and place of his own (apartment or house/ doesn't live with parents). 

I guess, I don't want to ruin any potential relationships, anyone know more about this Attachment style?
 I've read a bit, the person (me) gets into a relationship, takes things quickly, is afraid of abandonment. When things slow down/get into a more relaxed relationship, partner pulls away, and breaks it off",9.967911392405064,9.569792088607596,9.215031645569622,64.1722943037975,58.493670886075954,13.722784810126582,40.636075949367104,12.815532586354998,5.572832911392405,722,33,115,23,8,229,113,158,0.07,0.7120000000000001,0.218,0.9705,3,0,0,0,1,0,36.0,1,0,0,0,5,11,0,3,6,0,14,0,0,1,1,24,23,10,0,4,5,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,6,9,0,2,1,2,0,1,4,7,0,2,4,0,9,4,18,16,4,18,0,3,0,0,15,9,0,2,7,70,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671406857962849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08916093455098761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980384357984986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392125446184251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180975965799327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322526033556198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851719997402504,0.0,0.13324187444817526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047133206436446,0.12625916389567465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472581535594702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14713433417040947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265382260063782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007850180637255,0.1039411399579328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251948532379788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511675785982876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14934315867005568,0.10178066475305377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640696180340518,0.09698033976887578,0.0,0.0,0.14158949401307613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111340532259777,0.13322526033556198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275487658890313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6845129649288773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958748532118945,0.10249113100460132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14805388253417376,0.16942961491607753,0.0,0.12528211176682585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086860741532995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456290222265515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042242714677306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211500189627635
anxiety,thisbetterbeanonomg,2019/01/06,"Feeling okay! Anxiety crept up on me only last year and it’s scary stuff. I go back to school tomorrow and have to leave to comfort of my home and family to be around the people who contributed to causing the stabbing pain in my head and chest, but I’ve been my own rock (as well as some great friends). Before going to bed I’ve set out some encouraging notes for myself to read in the morning as well as some water to chug down and start my day. 

This has really lifted my mood and hopefully will give myself confidence in the morning, so I thought I’d share this. ",5.139699248120298,5.386060789473689,5.770200501253133,82.69973684210527,68.29824561403508,9.321303258145363,28.56641604010025,9.23628265651192,2.1597258145363414,446,14,92,8,7,145,79,114,0.051,0.711,0.238,0.9794,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,11,0,0,4,1,5,4,2,1,0,16,12,12,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,5,8,1,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,2,0,2,1,10,9,22,8,4,17,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,4,6,61,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15336371588641393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17846628839027506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15415379461035336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17059044885557464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20594424299262826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929054008738314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889910844547421,0.0,0.101366771593846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548873861491715,0.0,0.0,0.1923150030336873,0.2278704466951337,0.0,0.0,0.22102567733350692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057463805034943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20109393720973592,0.19911806447147984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16341482995552156,0.0,0.21227531003181835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152471155682664,0.21332077193950716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389849290476181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200530414590685,0.0,0.12843016343534208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028925797601128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189805994142093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22949724301172325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15915567993302476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605042933217041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910007603445767
anxiety,RedSky_Knight,2019/01/06,"Undiagnosed Anxiety... and Resolutions So, as title says, I have undiagnosed (but almost guaranteed) Generalized Anxiety Disorder (henceforth referred to as GA). I'm really nervous about 2019, because so much is changing in my life this year.

First of all, I'm going off to college in late August, 450 miles from home and my family. I'm really nervous about it, but also excited. I graduate high school (and the International Baccalaureate) at the end of May.

Second of all, exams. Second semester of Senior Year is when all my International Baccalaureate exams and papers are. I never do well under tight time constraints, but don't qualify for extra time due to my diagnosis of GA being ""provisional"" by my high school counselor. 

Thirdly, I need a good journal software (with password feature) for Windows 10. My goal for 2019 (starting ASAP) is to have a journal entry every day that talks about the good and bad things that happen to me daily so I can look back in December and see how my year was.

Thanks for everything,

RedSky",5.774918032786887,8.120882448087436,7.1581639344262324,65.47167213114757,68.78142076502732,9.907322404371584,32.418579234972675,10.203070172399654,4.039156939890711,820,37,122,23,15,279,116,183,0.071,0.852,0.077,0.6391,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,2,11,8,0,2,5,0,12,1,0,1,4,21,22,17,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,5,7,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,3,1,4,1,4,13,5,28,19,5,26,0,0,2,0,2,9,0,2,16,90,18,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15581509458523796,0.0,0.0,0.12443659478207356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380735211132816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964999825330774,0.12992297844550987,0.09485485490878047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16460857452447816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003518138150693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17833585436065494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781910470359876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311032204282995,0.0,0.13984699036826714,0.0,0.14668975864043962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235682352428552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884334330464222,0.2610267825488097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376002494950898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288086878280606,0.15608366499646126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17552827611274005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990782372200764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306683089519437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143869655493299,0.11537851692591007,0.12001152498141712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19936802554296187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374267775028552,0.0,0.3149594452120761,0.12399637361476963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013742909834594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506873389706766,0.0,0.14325940934071008,0.0,0.0,0.10337649323662068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18146808025839728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13990683192483294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006119423346452
anxiety,OnionKnightSerDavos,2019/01/06,Incredibly anxious/nervous about another semester I’m currently a junior at University and I will start my 6th semester tomorrow. I have loved being home over break and I am incredibly anxious about returning. I feel like at this point in my college experience I should be excited to go back. I have never felt entirely comfortable during my time in college but I have never been this anxious about going back. Did anyone become more anxious the longer they were in school?,5.463571428571427,8.400675119047621,6.626428571428572,66.25607142857143,71.61904761904762,10.390476190476187,34.3095238095238,10.411451182825502,4.783338095238095,386,20,56,13,8,129,58,84,0.115,0.813,0.07200000000000001,-0.5551,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,11,1,0,0,2,8,18,3,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,2,11,4,10,10,1,19,0,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,10,44,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17302424571707498,0.0,0.7456438523433819,0.0,0.11537674366797655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537604233050563,0.0,0.0,0.18223728756137386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16140852607760775,0.0,0.0,0.08343250626343553,0.11788104670896735,0.15843261394314567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875545819622197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16551549301594592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061409422295596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14892527614992787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545271694554983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598496709721352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16699591163331376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679281670593022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621691921222776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nix2_0,2019/01/06,"What's the best way to motive someone without being mean to them? Hey, I want to know what's the best way to motivate someone to do something without being to harsh on them. I tend to think that the only way to motivate my boyfriend into doing stuff is by being ""mean"" to him, like, actually calling him out, but he gets really sad and so do I. I always make an effort anyways, because I think that in the end it's for the best, but I'm now wondering: is there an equally effective way to do it? ",13.394117647058827,5.5801827254902,13.056274509803927,62.01323529411768,59.98039215686275,15.952941176470587,48.70588235294117,11.20814326018867,5.354800000000001,386,15,78,6,3,133,61,102,0.041,0.748,0.211,0.9444,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,8,4,5,0,0,7,0,9,0,0,5,0,19,20,4,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,10,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,10,4,18,17,4,10,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,1,3,62,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.14971016002764953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765293066649636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351989180324267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4829963142975312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566530834698186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358794736726464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015260420862867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431244970220808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495044443526756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240519104846578,0.0,0.0,0.3342261468403477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166784364405868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828108532628206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599747616161959,0.11810577082807633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17562259144781867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966032903631115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048768877749527,0.4870923056272437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957716898293661,0.16637119024061514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,leaFypumpkin,2019/01/06,"Tell me I’m ready (21F) I left university in September and missed what would have been by 2nd to last semester. I’m supposed to go back tomorrow and do my last semester so I can graduate. I’ve tried 4 SSRIs in the past year with no real success, 3 in the last several months since I’ve been home. I’m extremely anxious to go back, I ended up hospitalized last time for severe panic attacks and full body tremors and lost 15 pounds in just a couple of weeks. My mom had to come down to basically rescue me. Everyone says I have made progress but I’m petrified to go back, what if the same thing happens? What if I can’t do it and I never get my degree? What if I lose my mind or become suicidal? What if I can’t care for my dog and something happens to her? I’m terrified. Someone please tell me I can do this or tell me you’ve been through something similar and lived to tell the tale. ",1.7978516624040917,3.706764130434788,3.7659590792838884,87.34042199488495,78.89130434782608,7.590281329923275,25.497442455242968,8.4952907291091,1.7495854219948854,696,27,150,15,17,236,107,184,0.172,0.748,0.079,-0.9584,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,4,5,7,1,1,5,0,14,1,1,1,1,23,30,15,1,5,8,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,8,9,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,5,0,0,6,1,19,2,20,23,2,27,0,3,0,0,7,8,0,6,15,89,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327339237225675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336655280581721,0.0,0.27103515892948066,0.0,0.0,0.12976205812229782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305085082341441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979219378740508,0.0,0.0,0.10121002700088973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300040408304973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406414122346484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226983065578236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06138537115539568,0.0,0.2003223562918356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20779777704458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178553045443168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830907051440098,0.0,0.0,0.12765675446841446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374868790723098,0.0,0.0,0.1314448875420399,0.12825775621342728,0.0,0.0,0.11117494928273924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186346838864859,0.1376066685109002,0.0937819872046189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061803376947533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137853007668604,0.0,0.0,0.11216059698617296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897230044598626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373303534995976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343534425412038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265467847445135,0.0,0.09719162640212893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955164520485853,0.18090408039655656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12851854009996014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41077709940254864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805729121879387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851125601263536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977020089291785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424599405225748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346383019905558,0.0,0.0,0.07566179760987259
anxiety,happyshakes,2019/01/06,Nostalgia sadness? Not sure if this is tied into my anxiety but I wanted to know if anyone else felt like this. So basically anytime I see pictures from whenever ago or think of things in the past I get really really sad and just start to cry. It's not that I'm not happy now with how my life is because I am. I don't understand why I get so sad? Like it triggers something in me and I'm trying to understand why. Maybe it's totally normal. But I feel like the pain it causes in me is a little extreme. My emotions are also very extreme though.,1.1179793510324458,3.327770053097346,3.7462168141592933,84.97619837758113,82.98230088495575,6.952507374631269,23.57595870206489,8.07648339933343,1.5884047197640117,428,16,86,9,12,150,75,113,0.219,0.701,0.08,-0.9558,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,3,0,6,2,0,3,2,26,19,12,0,4,9,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,3,12,5,10,18,1,9,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,3,7,57,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494461881408838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348225576880818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897203226475698,0.0,0.0,0.1178830932926119,0.17274190990886587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277181057815332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17318990609003088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851898408753498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14083656093347466,0.18964274014626895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524492550935839,0.12044179775617038,0.161874273933387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761641956217331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17946878143619005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265347663581193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190811588028653,0.2470958658011184,0.1689729686238315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693728170236499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16518386979388006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17939323732675827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609396585589088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21600805753322647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434559394740492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12978996953147648,0.0,0.0,0.11932992793827177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15889548889451674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200469803432564,0.10802662260746317,0.16564028790948304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446255850853256,0.0,0.0,0.3510193841092164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910563975320242,0.09943963184069017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042552031219378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,carlykerfuffle,2019/01/06,"Starting to feel anxiety while grocery shopping. I see a lot of posts on this sub about people having anxiety while grocery shopping. Usually it’s not a problem for me (I actually work at this store in the bakery) but after tonight I completely understand why, because I got super anxious tonight.

I don’t know what happened but I found myself pacing up and down the aisles trying to read my list and figure out what I need when I’m like “wait, what about this? Maybe try this recipe. Or this one, or this one OR THIS ONE!!!” until I was just confused like “okay, why the fuck did I come here?”

Maybe it’s just having too many options or that it’s Sunday and everyone and their mom is out shopping, but I’m just nervous as hell.

Since I’m a full time employee at this store, I actually got a $25 gift card for Christmas and I figured I was going to put it toward a grocery shopping spree. I don’t know why, maybe I just had this image of me walking out of the store with a cart full of everything I need (and some stuff I don’t), walking out in slow motion wearing sunglasses with “Formation” by Beyoncé playing in the background but instead I’m sitting around trying to figure out what I want to make for dinner this week!

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anxiety,callmeconfused2,2019/01/06,"Can’t convince myself it’s not an arrhythmia I’ve had 3 episodes over the last 2 years that medical professionals call “panic attacks” but I’m having a hard time being convinced.

These episodes all come from me having a rapid heartbeat. This has ranged from 110 bpm to 150 bpm (the 150 bpm was during a severe bout of the stomach flu). 

I become acutely aware that my heart is beating faster and I have the immediate “OH NO I’M DYING” thought which triggers a whole host of symptoms including dizziness, chills, my face, hands and feet going numb and much more. 

Eventually the major symptoms subside, but my heart rate takes hours or days to decrease (which is gradually does).

I’ve worn a holter monitor for a month (twice) with normal results, but one of these attacks didn’t happen while I wore it. 

 No matter what my doctor tells me I’m not convinced that I don’t have some rare form of arythmia that only shows up once in awhile and is going to ultimately lead to my death. 

I’m a hypochondriac with severe GAD on a daily basis and my symptoms are so bad I just can’t imagine they escalate that much more during a panic attack. Help! ",6.48599153140438,6.817318311926607,6.5389908256880735,78.04909315455191,65.42201834862385,8.909527170077629,31.90684544812985,8.617729084823388,2.4823016231474955,904,33,165,12,13,288,142,218,0.225,0.7190000000000001,0.056,-0.992,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,2,2,10,3,2,15,0,16,13,6,3,1,24,28,11,2,1,7,0,2,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,13,8,0,0,2,1,0,4,8,7,0,2,6,3,15,3,17,21,9,16,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,8,102,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4388799106842974,0.0,0.0,0.10736993175543018,0.0,0.1420210613418584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13130801166424286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077163587801124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293196114940207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334594158558087,0.0,0.0,0.13162056598797758,0.11253275608232396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461649322498411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371452205442073,0.0,0.11519422864088465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047670686484581,0.08619329615691565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663837657711355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482060265157764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954409750232512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264184731869533,0.0,0.18906156296121687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599401089654785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369475370616591,0.08713806499707849,0.09780090601317756,0.0,0.3017527733694025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905473756493853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4009726461774049,0.09668606575673153,0.0,0.11239610498682297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208861882695712,0.07498371583786001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435696901959112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828097901272461
anxiety,travellingcats,2019/01/06,"Im having severe nighttime anxiety due to a fear of bedbugs and mice. Can someone help me out? To cut a very long story short, I’m living abroad and I’m really struggling the the January blues after I went home to visit family. I’m constantly on the verge of tears and I feel very anxious and overwhelmed whenever I am on my own in this country. 

Its just bad luck that I’ve had such bad experiences with accommodation. I have a severe fear of mice and rats and I lived in a mouse ridden apartment when I was 18. The fear of them was so intense that my best friend had to sleep at mine for months on end as I could only sleep with him near me. When I moved here I was actually homeless for two weeks due to bedbugs in my flat. I moved from that place and I’m now in a houseshare with other people. I’ve not actually seen any mice or bedbugs for the two months I’ve lived here and I was sleeping soundly until I got back here a few days ago. This house is filthy and im constantly scared that a mouse is in my room. I turn the light on at the slightest noise and I sit scanning all corners of the room. When I do finally convince myself to sleep I toss and turn because I imagine bed bugs crawling on me and biting me. My skin gets itchy and I scratch myself raw. I think this is psychological and I’m really struggling as I work long hours and have to be awake early. It doesn’t help that I always seem to be upset and teary at night because I’m alone at really miss home. I miss my mum and my cat and my clean house and cosy bed. I feel that my fear is now holding me back. I wanted to be a camp counsellor in Canada this summer but I’ve given up on the idea after I read an Internet article about bed bugs in summer camps. 

I can’t realistically go home as I don’t have a job or anything at home and I feel that I would be miserable if I gave up. I have another three and a half months left on my work contract. 

Help me reddit. How do I make myself less stressed at night? How do I calm myself down and stop panicking as much? 

Tl:dr- I get severe anxiety before bed and can’t sleep because I’m constantly scared of mice and bed bugs. I also miss home as I am abroad and I cannot stop crying at night. Please help me to sleep soundly reddit. ",2.057500000000001,3.657893579617838,3.783566348195329,88.90885270700637,77.1104033970276,6.7482165605095545,22.603025477707014,7.554174236665415,0.8042895541401274,1760,51,386,24,40,590,209,471,0.141,0.7879999999999999,0.071,-0.9755,1,2,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,3,17,23,1,12,20,0,32,7,7,3,1,53,59,42,0,4,6,1,5,0,1,1,0,2,13,0,14,29,0,3,7,1,0,6,6,18,0,4,11,11,61,5,58,42,6,75,0,5,3,0,10,34,0,5,34,241,75,4,0.0,0.0,0.1295871712761928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05885665412023532,0.0,0.0,0.06876694031603127,0.0,0.053097404116941006,0.05524735992243979,0.0,0.0,0.04515202188329,0.0696227122903047,0.10158656287753128,0.07500935372899388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054638813475886665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210990297465776,0.11087691531063444,0.12142440667954275,0.0,0.05649868764202365,0.0,0.06967922339081109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21525368228719804,0.0,0.053012349337396326,0.0,0.07293363950311474,0.04282036824728649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058807754345076325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494869736741428,0.0625928844162652,0.2988589150046158,0.10071647511303046,0.0,0.0,0.07273432175526631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051297913267935986,0.0,0.06937905381904713,0.0,0.03773476556585085,0.0,0.0531034935579074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780171905129564,0.0,0.3330064379728697,0.0,0.06538735903642186,0.15322571723514658,0.0,0.07495377427765038,0.14343962465485452,0.0,0.06588846358265482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07214019131861613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758884649507884,0.1175179517185467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0443203020740807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15899159885476716,0.14113833441400714,0.048809202358198515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18692636998310225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05049767004614858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04603110048592611,0.0,0.06937040284938817,0.0728836203592937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641465177383156,0.0,0.12760624764913947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329493271345092,0.0,0.0,0.06044504732677825,0.0,0.22502806118698168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3986678086754937,0.0,0.056257694793097834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102120155448604,0.07605717706296733,0.1388244605312079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042544314054975066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14444105156526224,0.12971982468654994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956843566207364,0.03916248443602778,0.0,0.05325941482888977,0.0,0.0,0.06155039116428225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667515330261196,0.0,0.0,0.04716629922025891,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lolakih,2019/01/06,"New to r/Anxiety, searching for advice or just an ear to listen Hi there
I am new to r/Anxiety and reddit in general, have also posted in r/ROCD as I suffer from ocd and compulsions linked to dating and relationships. 

Just thought I’d post something here tho about my anxiety because i’ve been having such a hard time recently and sometimes it helps to know people can relate / that it won’t be like this forever. 

I moved back to my home country after a great year away studying in central Europe and ever since then I have been in the lowest most depressed mood. I have experienced generalised anxiety before and used to even experience panic attacks but never have felt so apathetic and unmotivated and disinterested. 

I have moved back to my parents house just for this year whilst i finish off my degree. I have a very complicated home situation with my parents who have marital issues but there is a lot of stonewalling - we don’t really talk about it all or acknowledge emotions etc. I can’t move out til the end of my degree because of money. I have been taking an SSRI for the depressed mood and I am back in therapy doing CBT. 

I’m just really struggling, I find it hard to concentrate on conversations with friends, struggle to find activities I actually enjoy, I can’t even cry because of how emotionally blocked i feel, and I experience disassociation almost daily where I feel like I’m watching a show. I just don’t feel myself at all. That said, I’m still doing sport, going to uni and meeting deadlines. It’s just everything else socially that I am finding super super hard.

So, can anyone else relate? Does anyone have any tips on what to do? I understand that until I move out I’m going to be affected by the negative environment I live in but I just feel so helpless as not even the ssri seems to be doing much, and it’s horrible to feel so unreal all the time. Any help or tips would be soo much appreciated. Thanks! ",5.650162162162161,6.768297745945947,7.052810810810815,70.85786486486491,67.48648648648647,10.028108108108107,31.28648648648649,10.17224662633116,3.338938378378378,1546,61,270,38,25,529,193,370,0.155,0.743,0.102,-0.9425,3,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,1,0,0,2,29,18,1,3,13,0,33,1,1,3,5,60,54,30,0,1,14,2,9,2,1,2,0,3,2,0,14,17,0,1,15,2,1,6,8,8,0,0,6,14,31,8,46,42,8,43,0,4,1,0,15,14,0,7,23,194,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.07959175667238345,0.0,0.0,0.079700451217402,0.0,0.0,0.08167154565989622,0.0,0.0,0.06522429075025553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092853416304722,0.0,0.24957572309374665,0.0,0.0,0.11405867509568103,0.08356886822097652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278739569328033,0.07662923083356422,0.1881460904971399,0.0,0.14915645947589565,0.0,0.06940239153038884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959091291824034,0.0,0.0,0.1404967148409106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137456816457273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362674756526008,0.1834902620760597,0.07223882469518059,0.0,0.09096205866303968,0.16161078538850845,0.07377658096719741,0.0,0.0,0.07330175481177728,0.1595645885668069,0.0,0.0,0.20619842486854734,0.05826718443887206,0.07831133668628712,0.0,0.22363578982320287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06301381518577348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270597542731926,0.0,0.0,0.08992127460521747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191878687734101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933721888728017,0.0,0.16362463734922572,0.0,0.0,0.0941104268426278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512847880030153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044823784704467316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969315555974388,0.0,0.07201984458788313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06934023334387128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.346745680431066,0.1199134179474311,0.0,0.0629048602019216,0.15754421634227042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569424335411916,0.18112764492575,0.0,0.0,0.056544117957931565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562257574113027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045001117805566,0.0,0.08053163373026001,0.08756597523207467,0.0,0.0,0.07758317462275126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425005811153901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06746809015053637,0.0916779651322735,0.0,0.08314115364429077,0.0,0.06278963145598422,0.08066590030834789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06513470848984268,0.0,0.0,0.1705305019618825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06132371081243033,0.06555563078333175,0.0,0.07509039751459391,0.09327209519132268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06475031214876878,0.09511773324714548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490786245534583,0.0,0.0704425045654719,0.0,0.067296354911573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057938584100652474,0.0,0.0,0.10504520134221576
anxiety,sighhchedelic,2019/01/06,"how to get anxiety meds from my primary care doc until i get a new therapist? my anxiety struggle has been almost life-long, and it gets worse with age. i’ve asked my doctor multiple times for anxiety-only meds because the antidepressants she keeps prescribing me don’t really touch on my anxiety much. definitely not enough to make it bearable.  
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no matter how many times i’ve told her my anxiety far outweighs my depression and that i’d like something for just anxiety, she just keeps giving me antidepressants and they make me feel shitty and fake after a while. 
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is there a way to demand i only get anxiety meds? that’s all i want. i have multiple panic attacks throughout the day, my mind is constantly racing with unwanted thoughts about the worst possible outcomes of every situation, and i always feel like i’m going to die no matter what i’m doing. 
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my dad has bad anxiety and takes hydroxyzine and used to take xanax but there’s a history of addiction and drug abuse in my family (especially my dad) and my doc knows that. would that eliminate any options of me getting anxiety medication? i hope it wouldn’t seeing as how they still give it to my dad and i only have the intention of using it as prescribed. 
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then again, i was very closed minded back when i took antidepressants and i’m more open to them now, maybe that has something to do with it? i’m not sure. anyway, i just need advice. any/all advice helps! thanks!",3.715,6.018567920289858,5.090237681159426,78.23157391304348,74.5072463768116,9.053681159420293,26.61971014492753,9.592334608150935,2.7707068405797104,1150,43,208,32,25,383,153,276,0.171,0.746,0.08199999999999999,-0.9548,0,0,3,0,1,0,36.0,0,0,3,0,15,13,1,2,8,0,14,5,0,8,2,50,47,21,1,6,6,3,3,2,0,2,5,0,0,0,12,16,0,2,4,0,0,2,6,7,0,0,5,4,32,6,25,40,5,23,0,1,1,0,14,5,0,3,17,128,44,1,0.0,0.10475506102579303,0.0,0.09638332461075144,0.0,0.17279250778881794,0.0,0.0,0.08853294413019032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356677827429535,0.0,0.0,0.06012393691186967,0.0,0.5410862099004041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265430961862145,0.10058266012385256,0.0,0.06798421320305803,0.07382124191858623,0.053895802537426214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014304352252617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554314715839787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05701913251410054,0.0,0.07615006980083047,0.0,0.09175883474198623,0.0,0.0,0.09049454986515193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253112174874393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913543622011929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449184637960178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833479980919354,0.0,0.08940863543658589,0.06316233325657755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309609670195823,0.16962779542905704,0.05024719978497883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059261434400960385,0.0,0.0,0.08781415327352678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15717124364559448,0.0,0.0,0.04858952521199692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06244878420125274,0.08638834531319357,0.0,0.0,0.07824280752478244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803285587984705,0.08963700208795816,0.08882283819036597,0.0,0.2946210541570529,0.08906689242037649,0.0,0.0,0.17854404589733802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06499379830405899,0.06555719020686956,0.0,0.08538991879465409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344842867014407,0.0,0.10373371817562138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967248112587576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05663969307250171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045379041616066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938002396605332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612944113478542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706068124592758,0.0,0.0,0.09242856420004136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833282964012227,0.0,0.132951289689593,0.0,0.0,0.08139889987581965,0.0,0.10265441858339064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019012217243023,0.1031087742410014,0.0,0.0,0.08448250183172519,0.09823020249772288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527210553123631,0.0,0.07295006334718268,0.052148334566944635,0.07017820010104876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010049789279848,0.0628061265122372,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bu-Sultan,2019/01/06,"I need to talk with someone ASAP I feel I might I harm myself now , I dont really, I care only what my mother will feel after I do that. I just found There is high probabililty I have genital herpes.

Ia anyone online to chat .",-0.6358358662613988,1.5605388510638318,2.59452887537994,88.42000000000002,96.65957446808511,5.238905775075988,13.097264437689967,6.868970318607317,-0.1244990881458965,174,3,35,3,7,62,36,47,0.153,0.847,0.0,-0.7465,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,11,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,11,1,4,8,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,26,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181760497167018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181316167464742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656925094439145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155397536076012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421207416906737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296729261222924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310106039678028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23136355391257465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373100678846856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998920429691976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643788784350893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507949272424176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shortncurvypixie,2019/01/06,"DAE get overwhelmed by free time? When I try to relax is when I get most stressed. This is a newer issue for me and I’m not really sure what started it. Lately every time I think I need to sit and relax maybe watch a show or movie, or color or play a game I get stressed out and worry I’m not doing the “right” activity? Like as I’m watching a show I start to think “I could be coloring right now” then I start to color and think “ I should play my game for a bit” and it turns into this spiral of lack of focus. 

Anyone got any tips for coping with just deciding to do one thing and being able to enjoy that thing?? ",2.1263358778625943,3.170926709923666,3.9312137404580163,90.21025572519085,75.79389312977098,6.461374045801527,19.20687022900764,6.742157984588678,0.0273047328244278,473,8,107,4,10,160,80,131,0.094,0.745,0.161,0.84,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,11,0,3,6,0,8,0,0,0,1,25,23,13,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,0,4,8,1,0,2,3,0,1,1,5,11,9,16,18,3,16,0,1,5,0,2,4,0,4,12,68,19,0,0.16742335147031875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385362019117085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170663001348642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18278293753772915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336739227869501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410613945236822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624153729977228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390374858503976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747464809827146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188860832906408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817945926482594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16819925977986452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414229370165784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345039590668055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725568607181493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859572547400029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35550932968185744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835657668895845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15779452738679772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22245727068010296,0.32183437009063204,0.0,0.0,0.1952518052505404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366946569092215,0.1821085295740738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17002654034098638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SourGomeyBear,2019/01/06,"I'm regretting a lot after finally getting help for my anxiety. A few years ago I could never talk to a girl or anyone really. I got a tinder and started talking to my now wife, we had great times together, I got out of my comfort zone and we had a child. I thought I was happy. After years of thinking my anxiety was something normal, feeling like I never belonged because I thought everyone talked about me and took every insult to heart, I decided to get help. I started thinking about it and it might just be my anxiety still fucking with me, but I feel like my wife manipulated my insecurities. I'm worried she has been using me for the benefits I get from work and the paychecks. I have been paying off a lot of her debt, buying things for her and trying to make her happy, but she is always saying it's not enough for her. 

Maybe my anxiety still makes me paranoid about what is going on. I just dont want to make a mistake and continue a relationship with someone who doesnt truly love me and make her live a life she isnt happy with. ",4.558783321941217,5.342811320574167,6.097214627477786,77.93800239234452,69.76555023923444,8.842241968557758,30.718045112781954,9.04235418022936,2.601296377306903,822,33,157,15,14,281,115,209,0.17,0.695,0.135,-0.695,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,2,0,0,1,8,14,2,1,11,0,16,4,1,6,2,43,41,11,0,5,6,2,2,2,0,1,1,1,0,2,6,14,0,0,7,0,3,2,6,5,0,0,11,3,36,9,25,27,4,20,0,1,0,2,24,3,1,4,17,117,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962339083279536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033251124463124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321993791674665,0.0,0.0,0.07590926830895432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06617855644837413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667814442803146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272341801677963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217385271401456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09146840066353544,0.1037359080512486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978469841140928,0.1551138248262942,0.0,0.11892466802127814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036407577943307,0.17015792704074745,0.0,0.061698443863672216,0.0,0.1736543406122286,0.1196902937012826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466996878671485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286468210060233,0.14553401181816286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668074684526814,0.10607608974410933,0.0,0.09586247958438414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18459153144081147,0.09798169358794014,0.0,0.2898646517113461,0.0,0.1090653990541106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516741999100125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16745984141931325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063679815507596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954777457139134,0.0,0.0,0.1165552572489684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633308007740352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919844650428342,0.08357654474268301,0.0,0.0,0.15368187691970187,0.0,0.1733959493684568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617747380698678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721239529560588,0.1391246471564045,0.0,0.1723726429003751,0.06330353677999648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061668432187365,0.07370665989894018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376295095361188,0.0,0.0,0.0640328437531056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903463065967793,0.11025026207814176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13982109412660235
anxiety,tom-412,2019/01/06,"Anxiety Media Hi,

I was just wondering, does anyone have a certain song/show/movie or something like that when they're feeling especially anxious, or any techniques they do when they feel on the verge of a panic attack?

Also, does anyone have any websites they use to help deal with panic attacks /  when they're feeling especially anxious?

Thanks.",7.81467213114754,9.248526491803284,7.187008196721313,70.6972336065574,62.77049180327869,8.722950819672132,36.56147540983606,8.841846274778883,3.509881967213115,280,13,41,4,4,87,44,61,0.261,0.556,0.183,-0.7762,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,0,5,7,2,2,3,0,4,0,0,1,1,10,10,6,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,4,3,4,9,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,3,4,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14294981079386526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431182123691593,0.0,0.136746609218029,0.4038831314508158,0.0,0.2499784334452525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4067178195681021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842879137235666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128583200294757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27115075210690337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981529099726465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873303594243133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4194594935163734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761385264912687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16457301403626648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15438638862379267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938514968261757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iamthesleepiest,2019/01/06,"Before work anxiety, how to fix it? Back story, I moved to Melbourne from a small country town in Western Australia and was unemployed for about 4/5 months. Now I've got an amazing job with lots of hours and lovely people there. I've been working maybe a month. With out fail, every single day before work I have terrible anxiety. Neasea, sometimes vomiting, diarrhea (always) and just a massive pit of fear in my stomach from the time I leave my house to the time I arrive. 

Once working or being there for about 10 minutes I'm usually fine. It's annoying and painful. How can I fix it? Really really needing something to help. ",3.7715177195685685,6.206194872881357,4.693636363636365,80.51800462249618,74.84745762711864,7.680739599383668,29.371340523882896,8.575989854853784,2.6210576271186445,497,22,85,10,11,161,83,118,0.161,0.743,0.096,-0.7399,3,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,5,9,8,1,1,6,0,5,4,1,2,0,13,9,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,3,0,7,3,17,5,2,15,0,1,0,1,2,5,0,2,9,52,10,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13463441845003912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24756020621719446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441777692438795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27536765429345594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435060399055072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632738379806944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820751990535986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940994796622546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845423633124117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15934497268668396,0.18670082480416447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16056613364821154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17132774601398132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756051472449696,0.14603500061276414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16255450415748673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583018323446212,0.17197272052016127,0.0,0.11997608683924695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17231665583860956,0.0,0.0,0.1721715400103766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121749609979244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073123852066096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456511329594595,0.16002892162335167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886991680575476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782049461715822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4711828062639756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheGutenbergMachine,2019/01/06,"Constant fears of losing everyone I know I constantly have anxiety over my parents dying and leaving me all alone. I already feel so alone and that would just put it over the edge. I wouldn't survive. I'm 19, and I barely know how to function as a normal human being. I'm a fucking mess. I can cook, can shop, can clean, but that's about it. I can't even drive. So if they left, I would be helpless. I don't know how to deal with finances and stuff like that. I'm just completely useless and I'm trying to be more independent but I hate that too. Sometimes I wish I just didn't get up in the morning.",0.9104395604395634,2.9859866984127024,2.799523809523812,92.25445054945057,82.80952380952381,5.464224664224664,23.184371184371184,6.67199483983844,0.6161887667887664,468,17,102,5,13,156,79,126,0.191,0.7390000000000001,0.07,-0.9166,1,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,2,10,8,2,1,4,0,13,2,0,3,1,25,25,13,1,6,6,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,7,6,1,0,4,2,2,2,4,7,0,0,1,1,15,1,11,18,2,9,0,3,0,1,4,5,1,1,3,69,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512256385831816,0.18711345892308345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297127851484968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777802273791737,0.3664678195232407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17480871149189767,0.0,0.0,0.17597630541801462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199265068958768,0.0,0.0,0.1620216580411191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908019187460901,0.08573453107179238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15675530557379205,0.08858799871677234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16740520133525633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795568999824115,0.0,0.0,0.17953934881755845,0.1842272220266797,0.0,0.0,0.08283835492319805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896940477792808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16613260593262627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18827609512229604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17045443469307467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16769898074704145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941054075463305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511997600290355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194985405357054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24090083820959116,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kangaroopaws_,2019/01/06,"Job anxiety Just a spirally rant: 
Just started a 3-month unpaid internship fresh out of college just to get experience, and ive been having approximately the same number of panic attacks in 2 weeks than ive had in a usual year. I diarrhea (sorry tmi) and either painfully gag / end up puking in the mornings. I feel like suddenly my life's been taken away from me. Feel so fucking isolated especially since most of my friends are away (international students, went home) and my partner's also working and lives really far from me so I barely see them too.
Working 9-5.30 i dread every single moment of that 8.5 hours, and am so sick of pretending to be okay in front of the people. And then when i get home, I'm all alone and I start dreading the next day again. Come the weekend, i start dreading the next work day again. So i'm constantly feeling like this and it's so tiring to be dreading and crying every single day.

People's been telling me to make some friends but that's also fucking hard with social anxiety and I dont know if I can even tell them about what I'm going through because no one there understands (im the only new person)
I feel so scared and so sad every single day and I'm so sick of it.
I'm currently on valium and am trying meditation under my GP's advice but while the valium's reduced my panic attacks, my chest is still so fucking tight and the dread is still so real and i'm still fucking sad. I'm also using my partner as a clutch and literally just been having them on my phone on call throughout my whole work day (we don't talk, i just listen to their background noise to provide me some comfort that someone's there).

Literally all i want is to quit and stop this but i know i shouldn't but i really want to.
People have also been saying to just stick it out for at least three months so i can get used to the environment but that's literally the length of the internship and each day already feels so long and so hard.

I just made an appointment with a psychologist for next week and I really hope i'm able to stick it out at least till then to get their advice, considering how every day's just so fucking hard. Obviously i'd be looking for validation and ""permission"" to quit but i recognise (or do i) that it's just my anxiety speaking coz i know i shouldn't but i really want to.

Sorry for the long ass text post. I am currently on my way to work and feel so fucked up and felt the need to talk to someone about this.",3.4366154880066127,4.977271965725809,5.000241935483871,81.86539495450789,73.29435483870971,7.909760132340777,26.22601323407775,8.5409612609427,1.8306547353184448,1949,67,385,35,39,657,219,496,0.174,0.773,0.053,-0.9961,3,1,0,0,1,0,43.0,1,0,5,7,41,26,8,8,20,1,28,13,2,6,3,84,76,58,0,8,19,0,11,2,4,2,5,3,2,3,14,31,0,2,11,2,0,4,5,19,0,2,10,16,47,7,57,61,14,65,0,2,2,7,21,19,7,6,42,255,61,8,0.06394674344545663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497603520620765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622954088071666,0.07056682152856969,0.20455275052003832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467572511175217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549730464165522,0.12016014093015707,0.0,0.0,0.038981341272136365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529677473234335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055084457246635216,0.0,0.06910371216773631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07024249496708977,0.2886825153815818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074945107067581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0566378342936453,0.0,0.0,0.04223622094962312,0.0,0.2155115574129074,0.0,0.0,0.06255218550768744,0.0,0.0,0.19400036922407896,0.0913671325891954,0.06139890189613927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881019071840827,0.3547064033473719,0.1336381365829891,0.0,0.03634240795333399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17185116511999252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828759514911547,0.06351354495374599,0.06297466120322989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06907345623736201,0.0,0.06345727572523316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054303735374182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0451674760254026,0.06248229754534752,0.0,0.05646614602098787,0.11318171132513118,0.05369915909530491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605079548156632,0.042684947804442964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208336106128907,0.0,0.0,0.047415699998562,0.0,0.061760163297002076,0.20402426134269144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04333196831336953,0.04863437994088953,0.0680438436066071,0.15005545067534742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13299786077757098,0.055835829835695315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061243303708199075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603046602895993,0.0,0.07278539376471915,0.1638636852044311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05085301702217205,0.06402184578849182,0.0,0.05095727531324524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05289740698549512,0.0,0.0,0.06518565193935114,0.1083637364126189,0.0,0.0,0.14316628778038487,0.13578550242832926,0.0,0.15320385575675285,0.05346234086602933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279594024373556,0.11178454467627798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349737464457655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04341564122498266,0.0,0.0,0.06657081512975302,0.0,0.11045890953081144,0.07042830357730534,0.0,0.11315233826136975,0.050757948471099934,0.10258844076768353,0.0,0.0,0.05927927182894616,0.0,0.0713942553869894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327699541516554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0411796062025352
anxiety,PublicyPolicy,2019/01/06,"Anxiety... Hello,

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This is going to be long. So I'll put the questions up front.

1. At this point I wouldn't mind getting checked out, but just the thought of going to the hospital sends me into a spiral.
2. Do these symptoms really seem like general anxiety?

I had really bad anxiety in my late teens, early twenties. I wasn't even able to go to a movie theater, or a shopping mall. It was fine at the time I was a part time university student so I was able to take it easy for a few years and got better.

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Last few years I have been living fairly normal but avoided things that would make me anxious. So no flying, and lived a fairly low key life. I was fine. I was cycling played squash. I never had as much drive and stamina as some other people but it wasn't that bad. I took the summer of it all because I injured my ankle.

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So I haven't had much exercise since.

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I have since a year ago slowly got to be more and more tired, though I always thought this was just down to me sleeping 6.5 h on average a night, and work was stressful too. Many times Id be exhausted and need a nap after work. 

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So in my off time in the summer I gained a bit of weight, about 5kg. 3 months ago I went on a keto diet. Things started getting worse slowly on the diet and 2.5 weeks ago I decided to stop. I managed to lose 8KG so that part is good.

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This is when my anxiety picked up big time. I was hungry every 2 hours, like insane hunger but at the same time nausea and having a hard time eating. This started up my anxiety and now I have chest pains and some fairly strong palpitations. A bulk of the chest pains I always had, I have badly healed ribs from a cycling accident so if I reach the wrong way or sit a certain way, it can hurt. Or if I lie on it when I sleep it will just hurt for a couple days. These Im ok with because I can reach for the pain and end up touching where bone is sticking out kinda. So I know what those are. 

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I also started getting burps and gas. Sometimes Ill have a crazy pain near my heart, and then a bit later a burp will relieve it, but then its too late my anxiety has started. I have never felt such pain from gas before.

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The hunger pangs and burping have gotten better but the palpitations now still send me into a spiral. I have to go back to work on tuesday but im worried i might not be able to. this is adding to the stress too now. I was thinking maybe I should go to the hospital and have my mind eased, it would sure be nice to hear that everything is fine, I really hope so. But I can't imagine how I would handle my anxiety if I went there. My friends just said go get it done but...

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Today I tried to drive to an other city to go to a friends house but my heart palpitated 5 times and I turned around. I was nervous about the drive to begin with as its a bit far and I have had an anxiety attack on the way back the last time I was there. It was a brutal drive back. Meanwhile I spent last night and the night before hanging out at various friends homes and I was fine. So I dont think there is anything physically wrong with me. But I dont know.

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I started reading hope and help for your nerves, and it helped a lot till I found a lump on my neck...",2.572910709468573,4.100321308605341,3.755444834097652,89.96458888589157,75.52818991097924,6.444844888049638,23.97561370380361,7.056908132695986,0.7867789910979224,2558,79,547,26,55,832,287,674,0.195,0.684,0.121,-0.9955,0,1,0,0,0,0,110.0,0,1,0,8,38,42,2,4,46,1,62,32,9,3,5,92,103,59,0,12,22,0,4,2,3,8,17,2,1,0,32,30,6,2,12,6,3,19,11,21,0,0,34,6,66,21,67,56,17,112,0,4,0,0,12,32,0,15,59,366,98,6,0.109006909709499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662804835689798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02905759543719153,0.060468320826515425,0.3936964704254544,0.4415177556595984,0.0,0.0,0.22237330016729134,0.0410489267961574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02990113290009084,0.032346420149458495,0.0,0.041337032180995915,0.0,0.08381958497162653,0.09101621638577126,0.04429973359556947,0.0,0.061837900949676665,0.0,0.0,0.06427183552366338,0.11900731286068253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0402046907496672,0.0,0.023433479615328802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03718397167450073,0.08517019089228775,0.0,0.0,0.0371804274125533,0.0,0.0,0.032182589012553345,0.0,0.0,0.023999345264824598,0.0,0.030614340953239238,0.0,0.032656127213594684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034887909295769716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03984015002428516,0.08421846803822798,0.0,0.0759354816385759,0.0,0.14455265732396608,0.03047660802217545,0.05812185577693274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03254959332020039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040952903207829836,0.08611580856904225,0.04871002254082458,0.0,0.03644760610625998,0.07217897151148933,0.03578328276467533,0.041926446085636816,0.07779610091903351,0.0,0.07849744544392033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03993823119958058,0.08885518037167273,0.08197636143939906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025664934681709408,0.035503513288247385,0.0,0.06417006558176848,0.03215589494850117,0.0,0.040650283025762485,0.0,0.030891258837011982,0.0,0.0,0.024254319561205537,0.03683863237813919,0.0365040307758955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038546368327559366,0.07337726961978844,0.0,0.02900275844784698,0.0,0.053421747421510506,0.026942414109351952,0.05604856588719186,0.0,0.0,0.1022956004317879,0.03560120905230825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19331839581581486,0.0,0.0,0.07869590704638849,0.0,0.025190555314209755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03434892127415188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03652735072284461,0.04070422875929571,0.0,0.03634546950912471,0.0,0.06983261764135344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034563511154961216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03307859886210582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06011442810534731,0.0,0.07272375546402107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035936873667386154,0.0,0.12859275291311428,0.0,0.02901768630132383,0.030378219174483887,0.08324469785088509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03424590745247208,0.037766639062815285,0.027319876674748618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04827956476060739,0.046564817490497984,0.035699578443757415,0.057692873412913875,0.19068841698586692,0.04176246904895256,0.034441934853734424,0.0,0.04037022919054,0.02466951209709041,0.039522738547276746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865246110733995,0.029146255924508962,0.04424701646457166,0.0,0.06736699826280095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935832853454397,0.036900602710437234,0.03702911790493724,0.07743538109659835,0.079454629050646,0.4415177556595984,0.07019687592099595
anxiety,pikachu42069666,2019/01/06,"I had a panic attack about driving in the snow to my new job and had to call my boss crying to explain. I'm very embarrassed. I have terrible driving anxiety, especially in snow. I was in a really bad accident when I was 16 in a snow storm, and 6 years later I'm still struggling with terrible anxiety. If I have to drive in the snow or be with a driver I don't trust in the snow I will usually have a breakdown crying and hyperventilating, and will do anything to avoid driving in the snow. 

It's been fine the last few years because I walked to work. I've moved, started a new job three days ago and today was the first day I would have to drive in the snow. I was okay at first, but when I got out to my car to clean it off and start it I broke down. I sat in it and cried for 15 minutes trying to get myself going. At my shift start time I had to call my new boss and apologize and tell her I have terrible anxiety and I could not get myself to drive and I was trying. She called my coworker who was super nice and understanding and picked me up. But when I was on the phone with my boss she said ""oh no ... What are you going to do when it snows?"" Because we live in Colorado and it snows a lot. And I honestly don't know.

I know I should see a counselor but you have to drive there and I hate doing unnecessary driving. I feel embarrassed and don't know what to do.",1.898861014994232,3.3490473564013854,3.805211937716262,89.22862528835064,77.16608996539794,7.308016147635522,22.768310265282587,8.07648339933343,0.9966019607843142,1062,31,242,18,24,360,132,289,0.177,0.753,0.07,-0.9771,2,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,2,0,4,7,18,2,5,16,1,31,0,0,4,0,43,51,26,0,4,6,0,1,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,9,22,0,1,6,0,0,13,5,12,0,3,14,3,39,6,37,31,2,53,0,1,1,0,15,17,0,3,23,167,48,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080159627530703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609752758946687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935778579208184,0.0,0.0,0.12936737003332016,0.0,0.0,0.09494737868178783,0.13863936828706958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3483475672454346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079227345471128,0.0,0.3747321722908208,0.1466736951647054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057497783467133065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19345205281834751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882291777483095,0.0,0.12925385110549492,0.0,0.09094837276168202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227014246553983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22568942813810386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874845747796965,0.092693003440502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041253787681884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667653195964196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208611805855159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329480326178116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13342019675790365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284882029627666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108169123454642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061623110578293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24146445023252805,0.0,0.0908130449427858,0.0,0.0,0.11887973783743318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939203059987176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630820329514459,0.0,0.1077886412207162,0.0,0.0,0.15441020952021686,0.0,0.0,0.11838145449527322,0.0,0.0,0.1252411435681784,0.09382688653659016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278596463499023,0.0,0.0,0.08077996146516013,0.0,0.0,0.14645762315804706
anxiety,littlebunnypaw,2019/01/06,"I got punched in the face and now I'm constantly anxious about it happening again. I've never been good at confrontation. If anything, I always try to avoid it. But sometimes there are things I find extremely unfair and I need to speak up.

About a week ago I was at a store where they had two rather huge macaws. One of them looked stressed as it had been pulling her feathers off and was almost featherless on her whole torso. The birds were not happy when people were close to the cages, which was usually followed by a lot of screeching and agitated flapping of their wings. As I was leaving the store, unable to handle the situation of those caged birds, I saw a woman harassing them for about 5 min by yelling and taping on the cages. I finally got the courage to walk up to her and ask her if she could leave the birds alone because they were already stressed. She was extremely rude, asking me if I knew who I was talking to. I didn't (she didn't look particular special, more like a very basic Kardashian knock off) so I said ""no, please stop harassing the birds and leave them alone""

She then proceeded to grab me by the hair (cat fight style) and punched me in the eye. Closed fist, I was wearing my prescription glasses which she destroyed. My family called the police. They arrived and upon telling them my story, they proceeded to tell me I could get arrested as well. I freaked out, she was laughing as she had managed to scratch her face to testify I had attacked her first. It was awful. 

In the end, I got a massive black eye, brand new prescription glasses destroyed, and a partially broken nose for trying to help. I didn't get justice at all and now I'm afraid of people. I haven't been able to go to crowded places or stores anymore. I can't look at people in the eye anymore. I'm just absolutely afraid that people will react irrationally for no reason and I end up getting assaulted again. I'm terrified. I really have no idea what to do with this irrational fear and I'd appreciate any advice. 

Thank you!",4.21033908093392,5.98936268797954,4.629799521491627,84.33418199818497,71.73657289002556,8.011913208481149,28.98118967081924,8.654491914285503,2.1994272914776007,1605,64,310,29,31,507,210,391,0.21600000000000005,0.727,0.057,-0.9958,1,3,0,0,2,0,43.0,0,1,9,1,14,24,9,6,21,1,30,8,8,2,2,39,53,25,0,7,8,0,3,1,0,1,0,3,0,1,12,17,0,2,4,0,3,4,10,16,1,3,28,15,52,8,51,22,4,46,0,0,8,0,36,22,0,6,21,208,64,1,0.09999426582984082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771323927877808,0.08863888334939553,0.0,0.10012981308681262,0.20712780541399792,0.11034615885816587,0.0,0.08320323954404955,0.0,0.0,0.06799952971377461,0.0,0.0,0.1129650581515464,0.198334884884888,0.0,0.0,0.08228676071434035,0.0,0.1869622806344668,0.11375791302236125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06095557633665071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210532544141744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080582777483156,0.0,0.15967456931532728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17713047930942385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426569456261416,0.11252134911927243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953883053549078,0.09139294741960792,0.08505507143276822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567286303549062,0.0,0.056829045639858876,0.08387044598226172,0.23992364710244826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842459903719402,0.1064457553616833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06702404859708144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288135477802134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176384684448249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04885214737899682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519099972930526,0.0,0.0,0.08501154897974568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414448109008527,0.07712174225892432,0.09657508504217006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06775870239824021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27729373389667605,0.0,0.1044727250975936,0.10976367616670143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06405888719010841,0.1028107592945328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951174452606472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239774438824468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889688575246927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359968368057881,0.2290861873254486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803716031585565,0.17479879152191036,0.09206128532281167,0.0,0.0,0.06643174701980155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577908540493036,0.0,0.09767986798065346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012955672810204,0.08250574155630802,0.0,0.0,0.08020936848756348,0.0,0.0899068538095849,0.0,0.0,0.11164002679791488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Elmaphelia,2019/01/06,"Looking for an effective way to reduce anxiety symptoms ? Hi everyone. I’m looking for advice or to help dealing with anxiety symptoms like nausea, diarrhea, headache etc. My brain always finds a way to invalidate me and stop me from overcoming my social anxiety by giving me new physical symptoms. 

I’m feeling especially sick these days undoubtedly because I broke up with my boyfriend, because I was too depressed and anxious and he couldn’t handle it. It was a bad relationship and I’m happy it ended but still, I feel like a failure because I’m afraid my mental sickness will stop me from being loved by someone... AND I have exams in one week... so everything is changing in my life suddenly. For the best, I still hope !

Therefore, it’s the perfect moment for me to start taking care of myself. I’m starting a therapy to understand better why I’m having this anxiety but maybe some of you have good recommendation to sooth these uncomfortable manifestations like physical exercise or hypnosis ? 

Thanks ! I’m waiting for your magical advices 



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anxiety,4thtimescharming,2019/01/06,"Looking for a Panic Attack Friend Sorry if this is weird. I've been having daily panic attacks (I guess that's what's wrong) and talking to people helps me.
I'd be happy to return the favor!! We can text. I don't use any IM's. Just kind of would like someone to talk to until it passes. Usually lasts about an hour for me but it's the first 30 minutes that really get to me. 

My name's Tiffany.",-0.3978896103896119,1.8141266785714296,2.138181818181817,93.33409090909092,91.73809523809523,4.006926406926406,15.96969696969697,5.565023196281405,-0.5870095238095239,307,7,65,2,11,105,66,84,0.135,0.748,0.117,0.1615,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,1,2,11,2,2,4,0,7,0,0,1,0,9,11,4,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,1,1,1,7,5,10,8,0,7,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,2,7,39,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252689849848679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4191304957046314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15668876698186907,0.0,0.0,0.14232003925596734,0.0,0.09624202071822352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20292786943812266,0.0,0.0,0.19609476398194114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234719500660322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814095527882673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989782011708086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19182616610506315,0.0,0.15015557814293626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999560647341437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15468984271543249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4322610345232079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770788538580202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800951876200258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560803709418815,0.0,0.0,0.20620779647214635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29612172883129506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15909812769613152,0.20288107647556514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085736102996148,0.20140450525216286,0.0,0.0
anxiety,icecoldcokezero,2019/01/06,"Anxie-tips. Or not really. Just a story of my anxiety and how im not taking shit from it anymore Eight years ago, i was diagnosed with chronic anxiety. That time, i shrugged it off thinking, ""hey, this is normal, right? Everyone gets anxious sometimes. This will go away, right?"" Wrong. Here i am, eight years later, cringing at past me for even thinking that anxiety goes away like a seasonal flu.

I spent some time going through therapy sessions, and while those helped, they didnt really cure me of my anxiety*, because for people like me, anxiety is ever-present -- an annoying, unwanted companion i am eternally cuffed with.

I struggled battling anxiety for a long time. It was hard to be a fully-functional human when every speedbump looked like a giant boulder in the middle of the road. Instead of looking for ways around it, my focus was on the speedbump-boulder and how impossible it was to conquer it. Anxiety paralyzed me and made me feel like i was always bound to fail.

The smallest tasks would sometimes trigger anxiety and panic. I would cross the road planning my funeral because what if the bus hits me? I would get invited to parties, and yes i craved to socialize, but i would bail because what if i spill the drink and make a mess of myself? Public speaking was the worst subject ever, because that triggered so much what-ifs. I was sweating with just the thought of mispronouncing words and forgetting my lines. There were days when i thought i was perfectly fine, then i would be attacked by constant panic and pressure that took away my ability to function, and i would shut myself in, because anxiety was crippling that way.

I quit a lot of things in my life -- school, jobs, relationships -- some, i didnt even get to start, all because i worried i wasnt good enough. I was scared of taking a course i wanted because what if i couldnt find a job after i graduated? I couldnt take these programs because what if i fail them and i had to retake them? I resigned from my teaching job because i feared no one would take my subjects the following year, that i might not be a good enough instructor. I was scared to build relationships and would stop talking to people i really liked or wanted to be friends with, because what if they dont understand me?

Because that was what i felt, that no one understood me. I craved validation and support, but instead, some of the people i cared about left me for being ""over-dramatic"" and a ""cry-baby,"" only because they didnt understand what i was going through. Well, same. How could i blame them when i myself couldnt understand it?

After years of battling anxiety, i got fed up with it and i internally told it to fuck off. It didnt. But i knew i had to do something about it, or else, i wouldnt be able to really live. I knew that there was only so much i could do to help myself. So i did. I read self-help books, which, if i would be honest, really didnt help that much because they all say the same things i already knew (still good reminders, though). I started reaching out to my fellow anxious people and asked for advice, because, you know, it takes one to know one, and they were the best people to talk to if i wanted to really get myself. Little by little, i gained confidence about who i was and what i was capable of. It took years and a lot of hard work, but i learned so much, and i couldnt be any more thankful to the people who helped me and made me feel a little better about myself.

Fast forward to a few years later. I cant say that i dont get anxious anymore. After all, anxiety is already a big chunk of who i am. Maybe i just learned a few tricks to manage it somehow. Or maybe it just doesnt scare me as much as it did before.

The fact is, there is no one-size-fits-all approach in managing anxiety. Some people fight their anxiety. Some people try to ignore it. If it works for you, then it must be for you. But if there's one thing i realized for myself, it's that fighting my anxiety is a losing battle, so i embrace it instead. I take a break. I breathe. I ground myself to my surroundings. This way, i know that i have control of the environment im in. I recognize the situation and try as much as possible to think logically. I acknowledge the facts, and while i cant really do anything about my emotions, i talk about the situation to the people who care to listen. If im alone, i express what upsets me through writing. I walk. I go for a run. Not to try to escape the situation, but to shake off the excess nerves. I look back to what makes me anxious and assess what i can do about it. If i need to take a break and feel the emotions as they happen, i allow myself a few hours, or maybe a few days to let it run its course. I think to myself, ""it will pass."" It always does.

To my fellow anxious people, you got this. It is a hard road, and you may sometimes feel alone, but youre not. Be kind to yourselves. If you need to cry, do it. If you need to rest, take as much break as you need. If it's too much to bear alone, seek help.

To everyone else, anxiety thrives in a person's inability to take control of a situation. When someone feels lost, it is important that they feel secured, heard, and validated. This is why it is important to show kindness and compassion to everyone.


(*Disclaimer: Im not saying that people should ditch therapy like i did. It just didnt work for me, but im sure it helps others. Please, please go/continue going to therapy if you feel that it helps.)",3.6004682878738064,5.218195457169461,4.7634630299047025,83.41576306276703,73.01303538175047,7.8846576843027725,28.09153247891335,8.530946873714473,2.069250599189396,4267,166,835,76,85,1404,375,1074,0.156,0.726,0.118,-0.9758,3,3,2,0,3,0,176.0,0,10,11,16,42,53,10,10,49,1,88,10,3,12,9,169,166,80,1,42,39,0,11,6,4,16,4,6,0,2,77,35,2,6,30,4,1,16,26,29,1,7,48,20,141,24,117,84,30,92,0,5,3,1,58,33,2,30,45,612,218,19,0.0333872152404929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03262560032390152,0.02959575184140258,0.0,0.0,0.10373725779560164,0.07368724448716862,0.0,0.05556167534827721,0.0,0.0,0.02270445125992981,0.0,0.3831169241122547,0.188590249643842,0.06622229221242013,0.0,0.0,0.027474833367822426,0.029721700064723838,0.03121253930709677,0.03798277727094835,0.0941051632750851,0.02567270765013361,0.0,0.28493551130346945,0.0,0.028410061085061982,0.0,0.03503782256740785,0.02952827869694825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808098215786919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03607971864946008,0.07489320172949653,0.05331394925420716,0.0,0.03667428819883229,0.04306398354943044,0.0,0.0,0.033887320673740645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029217377049428468,0.0,0.07825913521370705,0.032706760290090085,0.0,0.0,0.05578146835909037,0.07511224669847746,0.0,0.0689958366172618,0.0,0.04410388156803857,0.060401295278343176,0.028130168818901,0.09570874481990174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03756989934391496,0.11817105439416326,0.023851833238889168,0.032056962445394965,0.0,0.030515309869407512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02579487967423651,0.030865942495416767,0.0872172097833321,0.0,0.1138483429790956,0.0840108362940824,0.05340561201595754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02952420417419627,0.0,0.08972516081424209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17902997282727895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03287968166952431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18031960867316255,0.0,0.09939497818309284,0.0,0.0,0.06953529381973858,0.05504622103519244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03627530704846889,0.034140689636443816,0.0235823775016187,0.09786784147873236,0.1003882824213956,0.029481522739494094,0.02954663485344359,0.0841105560509571,0.037351753735198834,0.03644608941660751,0.056769232918703075,0.0,0.06318358065929314,0.044572450858008365,0.0,0.10062583576743443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035418559232288635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19634755827187264,0.09902478821182914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03271238215867765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574424668927934,0.05078496335186735,0.0,0.07834540681465997,0.0,0.0,0.03187187478920035,0.2546114032584353,0.02915242854307298,0.0,0.0732982726829878,0.0,0.03763906866238422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0355114131218212,0.033396250295099635,0.0,0.14972093508096362,0.0,0.0,0.07169074870357937,0.0,0.0570249987814723,0.0,0.079652560871808,0.10027928070757244,0.03378964428173055,0.0,0.0,0.03483014697691573,0.0,0.034271496657190904,0.0,0.15011451519918426,0.0,0.03403406138652397,0.02828887912766103,0.02570310944388644,0.09906242874519186,0.0,0.047263285580549284,0.0,0.026663073219081738,0.02791320692158783,0.0,0.0349035665109754,0.0,0.0,0.037887416198510465,0.031467055242702206,0.0,0.22592727693582046,0.08050613677521742,0.0,0.030738462079611388,0.1145435710564921,0.0,0.06654294678236004,0.08557271763777277,0.03280276945763352,0.05301143902563859,0.058405061098812286,0.0,0.0,0.03190291493996725,0.07418884921430638,0.06800318266178265,0.0,0.0,0.10427180558621743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059077933745284826,0.07950365223285813,0.0,0.0,0.030019116144561413,0.0,0.03012676870541408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07291887100467957,0.033906337730715205,0.0,0.21345587802759167,0.036503678652624064,0.0,0.12900163183216454
anxiety,irish-boyyaya,2019/01/06,"My story So I’m lying here in bed 8.20pm Ireland. 
Here’s my story.

I’ve had a traumatic childhood. My Mother cheated on my dad numerous occasions. She developed OCD and left 5 kids with their daddy. Practically my childhood was hell, except the times I was with my dad. He’s an angel! 

I’m the youngest in my family, now 21. I never spoke to anyone about what happened with my Mam, when people asked where she was I said on holidays! I put a brave face on. And I was good at doing it! 

I’ve done a lot of stupid shit in my life, got a DUI when I was driving home with my bro after being in Amsterdam.. That fucked me up a little bit as I had aspirations of being in the police etc.  So since then I’ve partied hard in college! 

I drank way more used drugs more commonly and I was loving it, this only lasted 4 weeks though! Woke up after doing MDMA and had a massive panic attack #Yikes. I thought I was dying and on the cold kitchen floor at 5am in the morning all I could think about was my dad and how I let him down, between everything. 

3 months on and I’m suffering really fucking badly from anxiety panic attacks etc. the panic attacks have kinda ceased, but I’m in a constant fear and stressed out about the anxiety - and its symptoms. This is all so new to me! 

Anxiety symptoms (Weird vision/headaches/inability to swallow/heart palpitations/dis realization) 

I’ve started seeing a guy in Dublin, he’s an holistic therapist. He’s helped so much compared to all the other avenues I’ve tried in my bid to feel ok again. He believes it’s all this trauma I’ve experienced coming out now and I don’t have any mental disorder etc. rather an emotional one! To my relief.

I’m very sporty and outgoing usually but I have now deferred college and stopped working. Literally isolated myself so much to this day, I just can’t seem to get back out there. CONSTANT FEAR is really starting to make me suicidal. That’s why I’m writing this tonight is the worst night I’ve experienced, I have been planning my death the past week. Getting money in order for my dad and writing letters. This needs to stop, I know I have the power to change this but I don’t have the courage or strength. 

I just cry. I’m so alone. I’m so afraid. I’m so lost 
I just want to be loved. I wish I had a mother who I could love now more than ever. I want my life back.

Thanks for reading. Goodbye ",1.3669182389937085,3.753154203354299,3.3317400419287218,87.20566037735851,83.48637316561846,6.115723270440253,23.88469601677149,7.427112045954479,1.2408482180293503,1853,71,370,30,53,623,248,477,0.188,0.711,0.101,-0.9904,1,1,1,0,0,0,59.0,0,0,1,5,31,32,9,7,24,1,34,14,2,3,6,56,74,31,3,7,9,7,2,0,0,0,5,2,3,3,16,21,2,2,5,2,1,3,4,22,0,1,21,8,50,10,54,47,15,67,2,2,1,5,29,28,4,4,34,240,66,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625852708248223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05663690844102656,0.0,0.19113924317958236,0.0,0.0,0.0582350680736826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786057943923404,0.2842473998603819,0.0,0.12808261921573125,0.06953980617860081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383409309396247,0.0,0.0,0.09092605470536494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810487955807468,0.07174297275879446,0.0,0.18000379734645802,0.0,0.13299318393433845,0.0,0.09148506956091512,0.05371217444262747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643706631445124,0.0,0.09545225098219508,0.0,0.0,0.08522985087302315,0.0,0.0,0.09658458931841718,0.0,0.0,0.093684832774827,0.0,0.0,0.2786556133807842,0.0,0.07533638649167486,0.0,0.0,0.07485152142620115,0.0,0.07851403582561915,0.18743839478166485,0.04211158615978236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539919673940021,0.08702633802382692,0.0,0.0,0.06985581797403496,0.06661091966849249,0.0,0.0,0.08246561166523145,0.07364897876035688,0.0,0.0746073337443042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869356595899233,0.055824428782348716,0.0,0.0835420180584283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04577146194965035,0.06788869353589946,0.0,0.0,0.09048979957512568,0.0851649348806482,0.11765384153882714,0.0,0.08347382186515609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091582111763613,0.07080624434113361,0.22550489774890864,0.0,0.055593632044577776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393206531230189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647758875933743,0.0,0.1224486616429412,0.061755047491981886,0.0642348127040993,0.0804375305570642,0.0,0.07815767903160398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056436323015253274,0.06334227783379366,0.0,0.2931523150507488,0.0,0.0,0.07950531081390178,0.057739589832762686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372480170077103,0.0,0.0,0.08330790947479662,0.0,0.10670948295941753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922346023637808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06636765790923455,0.07581987402489293,0.0,0.0,0.08549123676624236,0.06889451976225207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789962890545262,0.0,0.0,0.1392605993084271,0.09540311139848227,0.0,0.0,0.09110067840719398,0.0,0.0,0.17313078029835058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667798012336985,0.0,0.09670073526450172,0.0,0.0533659029942499,0.08182745441035759,0.06611928172254443,0.04856436975105324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05654530009732985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193182009539736,0.09172706998585094,0.06871915364786763,0.09824773964982918,0.0661080510996022,0.13361300227411602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515209336082394,0.0,0.09577406670268973,0.0,0.0,0.06063274220892183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kahvinpor0,2019/01/06,"Don't know how I'm going to make it I have suffered from anxiety more or less since I was a teenager. At times my anxiety (i.e. social anxiety) has been more tolerable and I have been somehow able to get through all kinds of anxiety giving and to me terrifying life events.  This haven't been easy and because of this I have not progressed in my studies at the same speed as others. 

About two years ago I had major changes in my life that somehow burst my anxiety in flames. 
I was diagnosed with GAD, social phobia and depression. My studies at the university have been mostly at recess since then. And I feel like shit. 

I have only my master's thesis to do so that I graduate and I have tried to do it as much as I can. Although I feel like my IQ has lowered since I have nowadays trouble concentrating, remembering things and most of my time goes to being anxious. I'm also terrified that I have to give three oral presentations within 6 months if I want to graduate. Feels like I'm between rock and a hard place. I have also bunch of anxiety about million other things. Don't know how I'm going to survive through my studies... and life. 

I'm not sure why I wrote this here. Maybe I'm longing to hear about similar experiences, dunno. And sorry for grammatical errors etc. English isn't my native language. 
 
Thanks for reading and wishing y'all nice upcoming week! 

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anxiety,lizzythinks,2019/01/06,"Any advice for communicating relationship anxiety to boyfriend? About six months in to first “real” adult LTR and I’m pretty confident he’s the one and this is it. We are very similar people but of course have our differences and something I don’t think he naturally understands is my anxiety. I feel secure in the relationship except some days all it takes is one little comment or look (such as widening eyes at something I say or joking about not seeing me the next day - pretty much anything that isn’t perfectly Prince Charming) and I spiral. For at least 48-72 hours it’s an exhausting, nauseating, and obsessive “he doesn’t like me he wants to leave me he decided I’m not right omg I’ll never be loved the way I need to be this is it the relationship is dying... etc.” (Lack of punctuation in there was fully for dramatic effect, haha). I’m googling, reading blogs, pacing and talking myself through it, and working to calm the thoughts until he happens to say something extra cute and I feel better. 

I’ve shared a bit of this with him but only after the fact. I’m scared that he’ll interpret my need for reassurance as a criticism that he isn’t doing enough, and I’m well aware the problem lies with me more than him. So I cope with it alone but I hate that. Has anyone else struck a good balance between self help and leaning on a partner? Any tips when I’m in this spiral? This is consuming my whole day and I need to be more proactive against revisiting this feeling. ",3.216820771820774,5.562721751748256,4.466985236985238,81.90309893809895,76.23776223776223,7.453820253820254,26.676508676508675,8.401726058763845,2.034333229733229,1175,46,219,23,27,386,167,286,0.123,0.7040000000000001,0.173,0.9531,0,1,3,0,0,0,29.0,2,0,0,5,7,19,1,2,13,1,18,3,1,1,4,44,41,21,1,6,8,0,3,1,1,1,1,2,0,3,16,15,0,1,9,3,0,0,7,5,1,4,2,8,21,14,35,35,12,21,0,0,3,1,26,9,0,3,12,142,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100911243541944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765587759353885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450449693957674,0.0,0.17380817224291706,0.0,0.0,0.07943212425105363,0.11639715643689592,0.09348354777210384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047042743586036,0.12402234450685895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21978881051823526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789940354665535,0.11868836375084972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489865675131516,0.0,0.0,0.11737970349330765,0.12669460766211887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17231950720932268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662854345607026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528272562422097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045656380883723,0.0,0.0,0.11215699375635382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614403331121937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187362816490687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028654703520178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05549947541534982,0.11385756399759114,0.0,0.0,0.09539582496536243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252890368708573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906748504794564,0.0,0.08350945253202881,0.25270003630662663,0.08761572352760741,0.0,0.12081544076070068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15395730340173064,0.08639831375954785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875629625774473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311451359594087,0.0,0.10870035462875376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363126094615232,0.12930226097751346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658933308999424,0.0,0.0970142225509417,0.0,0.18067938465099256,0.1137339373221653,0.0,0.0905249057600075,0.0,0.11851011670335612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623656887109569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541345255330073,0.09130779408702744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279062560801902,0.0,0.090186122810579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826214665016367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373232541049364,0.06700452941324171,0.09017080433896953,0.0,0.0,0.10214050948396554,0.0,0.0,0.12683092259120884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270253083120714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mophead2762,2019/01/06,"Work related... I don't know what! Just after some advice. I'm in constant fear of losing my job. No one else I work for has this mentality and if anyone does they don't show it. 
I had a career in the raf, I'm an aircraft engineer by trade and never had a care in the world as I always knew my job was safe. When I had children I left and joined one of the biggest companies in the UK. Virtually from day 1 the company has been room and gloom and all the old timers have said this is how it is here. But since the brexit vote and what is happening now I seem to be at a level where I'm constant agitated. I'm always down, I don't want to go out I honestly feel like bursting into tears with how I feel. 
It's gotten to the point where even work colleagues take the Mick and gang up on everything to what I'm wearing to how I do things. I've always been cautious and have a rainy day fund of close to 10k for emergencies. One work member found out about this spread it now I can't even vent at work as someone will always twist it and I get even more shit back. I try talking to my wife about it. But I don't really get anywhere as my shifts and holiday are always changing. I know it is down the the company I work for but leaving at this economical time I feel would be worse... or would it. I want to progress in my career and have started a degree which I'm on my 2nd module but it's again loaded up my time and it's another thing to worry about. I've never been to see medical help about this and I think I still hold a stigma about using the A word and D word as it's still not fully understood and in my line of work can be used against you. I suppose I'm just using this platform to vent to as work side no one understands that it's all beginning to be too much. I'm a double Afghanistan veteran that never saw the dirty side of war but people expect or think that I am. My family are brilliant but as the main bread winner I can't and don't want to pass my worries to them. Would riding another job help with this or would I be stuck on less pay worrying about something else instead?
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anxiety,Palonirya,2019/01/06,"Please tell me to stop panicking. Right now I'm worrying myself sick over something ridiculous and I just need someone to reassert how ridiculous it is so that I may stop worrying.

I've been dating a guy for about a month now - we'll call him J. J and I speak online every day and have met up a couple of times and it's always been lovely. J always takes the time to send me a quick message to let me know when he's on his break at work, always says good morning, etc.
I'd noticed that over time we've been speaking less and less. We still speak every day, and across several hours, but the messages are few and far between. We use snapchat so that isn't necessarily too bad, and because we use snapmaps I'm able to see his last activity (I'm not a stalker, I just get major anxiety about being ignored). He'll go hours without opening the app and obviously that's fine, but my anxiety tells me he doesn't wanna speak to me as much as he used to. We're not in a relationship but he'd told me he wished to be exclusive until he was ready to be my 'proper boyfriend', and because of this I've tried to justify the infrequent contact as simply being the end of the 'honeymoon phase' - we're still into each other, but we don't need to be OTT with the messaging anymore. 
So I saw J a few nights ago, and after a few drinks I told him I'd been worried that he didn't like me anymore. When I gave him my reasons he laughed and said I was being silly and that of course he liked me and wanted to keep seeing me. In that moment I was so relieved, but now I find myself feeling paranoid about the whole situation all over again. I know it's probably because I was ghosted quite a lot in 2018 and it's left me with many insecurities, and I always assume anyone who comes into my life is going to leave without warning. The worst thing is that I've been told by basically everyone that I have no reason to worry - especially seeing as J himself has reassured me! I just really need a hug right now.",5.930933660933661,5.20913864127764,6.904115479115482,78.51401105651105,66.76412776412776,9.66044226044226,32.259213759213765,8.97023862654752,2.5252515970515983,1565,56,320,23,22,527,205,407,0.09,0.7929999999999999,0.117,0.9518,0,0,2,0,0,0,33.0,5,0,0,2,22,16,2,1,19,0,30,5,0,6,2,64,62,33,1,6,12,0,1,2,0,3,2,6,0,1,17,27,1,4,7,1,0,4,9,6,0,0,17,11,44,10,47,34,13,50,0,0,4,2,45,17,0,3,30,210,61,1,0.08560168146564298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588072570938259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28490982554856986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097010403822254,0.0,0.16978773231189162,0.0598546860190083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147382843918837,0.15654597148612207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740888761817052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373826889177293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471663237173092,0.0,0.11041200578984288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385705893583532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581768185339803,0.0,0.09546850261677324,0.0,0.0,0.14424621721010453,0.0817960750198902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043282782191771466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823838605438149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04472334548668835,0.0,0.0972988165368968,0.07179862906911261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475912292817489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16860082619605793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608670764634455,0.0,0.0,0.09408889091229188,0.06977679549872948,0.0,0.09063982076504992,0.09300647737956068,0.0875335189899802,0.06046299916166074,0.08364131531233399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277548843699208,0.07725885963552405,0.0,0.0,0.08678666929098157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832644545819756,0.0,0.06292708533295407,0.19041768645542054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033137923857253,0.0,0.0,0.09745808171275913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396494054678052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229309080697193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910479251579568,0.0,0.0,0.0548386291032179,0.17602557097319302,0.0,0.09190417035911287,0.0,0.1462067365040357,0.08142680166163899,0.06807389290139336,0.0,0.0,0.2046403717231707,0.0,0.0,0.096705534506267,0.0,0.0,0.0962198765372404,0.0,0.0,0.07253002691788335,0.06590035651202289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672322678932447,0.14313367738968494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436181120146066,0.0,0.14963928529562284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056869953495855184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974508655931065,0.0,0.0,0.2453882250596706,0.0,0.058117922673224964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217971051981053,0.0,0.0,0.050490089591526836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557122034410727,0.0984377091136891,0.1650339324595063,0.0,0.0623190436180938,0.3477306509314426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Depthrowaway53727,2019/01/06,"How do I help my girlfriend deal with my anxiety and depression? So as the title says I'm wondering if anyone has any tips for how to help my girlfriend feel better and to deal with my depression.  
We have a very communicative and open relationship so on that part we're good. But my anxiety is the kind that is constant and also deeply connected with my apartment. Whenever I step in something just switches on and I feel bad. This makes it so that during long breaks from my occupation I get depressed because my body eventually just shuts down from the emotional stress.  
My girlfriend has never been with anyone with these issues and finds it difficult to not take it personally. With thoughts such as ""Why is he feeling anxiety around me? He makes all my troubles go away."". 
And so on it goes as she has her own bout of anxiety, though not to the point of being depressed.  
This last week has been mental hell for me. I had a depression attack that resulted in complete emotional shutdown. It made it hard to express love for my girlfriend even though deep down I knew it was there.  
I've put myself on a waiting list for a therapist but until then I need to know what others have done to help their partners cope. I always know that I can come out the other side of my depression but now I have someone else to care for as well and I can't just let her fall by the wayside as I go in to complete shutdown.",4.6553649635036525,6.052508660583937,5.213583941605837,82.08497445255477,70.05839416058393,8.545693430656934,29.75839416058394,8.982922981607832,2.415567007299269,1119,44,215,21,20,359,151,274,0.125,0.782,0.093,-0.7476,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,1,1,18,18,2,1,10,0,20,2,1,6,2,47,41,28,0,2,9,0,4,0,5,0,0,1,0,2,18,19,0,1,9,0,0,6,4,12,1,0,8,5,32,6,44,31,3,33,1,6,0,1,22,18,1,2,8,160,50,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779434139471601,0.08109940430305447,0.0,0.0,0.06628012782789983,0.0,0.2982444680118119,0.0,0.0,0.13630079261862232,0.0,0.0,0.08676528038486868,0.0,0.11088148768519887,0.09157238492914667,0.0,0.0813799229074146,0.059414284310823774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620063370682107,0.0,0.10826259963062472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937294120022014,0.0,0.0,0.08395820916245343,0.204382202097582,0.1053259705202084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200966046265392,0.503683220335438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974141537931767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142022044359,0.21927195049202103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06437528206627947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784500375469653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908203134694725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0509218896951212,0.0,0.11078418998490204,0.08174974009505838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731026734307458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19598793670736409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101729036613525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149569593555316,0.10712937666968783,0.07944768543137971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966544653866023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625422004480436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879667450079733,0.09222455444482112,0.1301184383031291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982226638226826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07226970105630989,0.07517168069761501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554602964519656,0.0,0.0,0.08510343052151642,0.0,0.0,0.09213674253592667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798011070591704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046418592934048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750876477865495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258250786260919,0.07503398166340705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164681464305153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328219780773115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131653769742186,0.0,0.0,0.1915194274347593,0.07737700670972097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041954289839763,0.0,0.0,0.07818123476336207,0.0,0.0876335143520334,0.0,0.08794777984176619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569756880047323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PaperclipGirl,2019/01/06,"Feels like I'm begging I have a pretty good job. It is exactly what I always wanted. But turns out, it doesn't make me happy and and often find myself thinking: What the hell am I doing here? I have anxiety attacks and go hide in an empty room every week. I know I have no hope for a permanent position in this organisation which means I will eventually have to change job or accept to live with the insecurity and lack of recognition of my work.

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 I decided a couple of months ago to try and pursue an other job opportunity at an other education level (I'm in the education system) But now, I've applied a couple of times already on different opening not too far from where I live. I got no call back, not even an interview. 

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The last one that I applied for is a 3 days a week about 3.5 hours away from my home, in an area that I fell in love with. It would honestly be the best case scenario for me to get this job. I can come back here 4 days a week, work a little, prep things for my husband and children for the week and spend 3 days in my perfect (and yet I can't just move my family there) environment, trying out a new job that I feel I would be perfect at, without having to drop everything. 

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The application ends on Thursday, supposedly for the job to start on Monday. I applied through human resources and was adviced to e-mail the head of the department as well to reinforce the seriousness of my application. I'm trying to write that email right now and it is the most difficult thing I ever had to write. I want this job sooooo bad! I feel like it would just be the perfect solution to so many of my anxiety related problems! And I want that person to see that maybe I'm not the perfect fully trained and experienced employee, but I'm certainly the most enthusiastic and I can bring something to the table. But everything I write sounds like I'm begging them to change my life. I just don't know how to sell myself without sounding desperate. ",5.025599055675785,5.871463242966758,6.300063938618928,76.67940143615976,68.74424552429667,9.493645484949832,30.895239032067682,9.661875296680813,2.8529857564430463,1572,62,302,34,26,531,198,391,0.068,0.799,0.133,0.9744,9,0,1,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,1,8,20,24,2,1,30,0,24,3,1,2,7,66,51,21,0,9,13,1,3,3,0,4,1,2,2,3,21,19,0,0,10,0,2,6,10,7,1,1,3,7,37,17,51,41,4,53,1,0,1,1,12,22,1,5,26,210,58,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150268173016071,0.06486242715755687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074695235996329,0.0,0.06088483812375864,0.2378449959659338,0.2667354083724997,0.0,0.0,0.11195252488138042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324353904509017,0.06874735863883062,0.1125292669581412,0.06109543559933744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678933876106563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471663657739144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15481222312305382,0.0630310668487132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619265132320907,0.0,0.14156936328518618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644900596144909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06480853761606525,0.0,0.0,0.048329314641206385,0.06618812450192431,0.061650436715490274,0.0,0.13152427532115138,0.0,0.06897990493543107,0.0,0.11099365276931088,0.1045479637971126,0.0,0.0,0.06687774225846192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038229269840969436,0.0,0.0415852467220184,0.061373073392100214,0.05852221017652692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789279143062881,0.0,0.0,0.07509542478623496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07339732830170058,0.07267615399846485,0.07205952964741814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5082823706977894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042666666772849,0.05964482117182046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051683439268500816,0.10724420472571387,0.07333741332115719,0.12922416240219894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604044846088578,0.0,0.048842775856886976,0.07418476777215675,0.07351095496868879,0.07970559211157621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05840506993094206,0.0777700930498531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706698254996162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04958313702207082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06389083416342572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744420738414396,0.0,0.07001557521232349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062488357272422114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05830848822411947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056331262437960335,0.0,0.0,0.05179140970337828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722424717460093,0.046885564811783964,0.0,0.0,0.042667092239623255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14903664233700634,0.07958995737825746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12947595299173548,0.0,0.2347761670404077,0.0,0.06579027776334329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14107009813898352,0.0,0.10653995173131058,0.0,0.0,0.15593754146553296,0.0,0.2667354083724997,0.0
anxiety,StuffCrust,2019/01/06,"About to be a dad! I'm having my first kid at 23, I'm very excited just a little nervous that my anxiety will interfere with how I am as a dad. My anxiety is mainly social, I lose sleep and have massive stomach ache when it comes to situations that aren't routine. I know there really isn't any routine when it comes to having a kid, I haven't told my parents yet not really sure how they will respond. Just looking for some advice if anyone has been in a similar situation. Hoping having a child will help with the anxiety, but I'm really not sure.",4.821249999999999,5.1344136250000005,6.769642857142857,75.02535714285716,69.0,10.32857142857143,30.285714285714285,10.290406445055957,3.1010035714285715,434,16,84,11,7,153,70,112,0.132,0.815,0.054000000000000006,-0.6318,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,2,9,6,0,1,7,0,15,2,2,2,2,19,24,8,0,2,6,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,4,5,0,1,1,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,2,1,9,4,10,18,2,9,0,1,1,0,11,3,0,3,4,61,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17080168479141425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886244203817965,0.0,0.4011390776618957,0.0,0.0,0.12221645909054288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011303115200312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486753443852524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171573116030085,0.0,0.0,0.17360481099077474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960594053020746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17518439099626482,0.0,0.0,0.14677864968634724,0.1955440636968805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19408238249010265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359227246591742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3929400816095223,0.17491512496629358,0.17817526627560787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294729290814361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16701827912455594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14421914335044486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,icinggenius,2019/01/06,"Struggling to sleep every night My head begins to race every single time I try to fall asleep and it gets so out of hand that I literally have to exhaust myself (usually by falling down various YouTube holes) to the point where I just collapse sleeping. This means that I usually fall asleep around 4-6am, regardless of how early or late I have to get up the next morning. I am just so sick of this, so if anyone has the same problem what are the ways you cope?",12.576666666666668,6.743195164835168,11.281758241758244,68.20490842490845,58.89010989010989,14.33113553113553,44.61904761904761,10.504223727775694,4.525524542124542,364,13,72,5,3,116,66,91,0.172,0.792,0.036000000000000004,-0.9058,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,1,4,0,5,8,6,1,0,12,9,7,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,9,0,14,9,3,18,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,2,8,51,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429439430540076,0.0,0.0,0.1819882490794136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444863623892219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21361506594165933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20980670287923175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23060874148243485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226869017595864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21741626132972705,0.19184603350323706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932547716738345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19561427380304394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4091602366575392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21371721476654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920622287871112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879623437303482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45030698863367175,0.0,0.0,0.1622689867870775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tashbil7,2019/01/06,"Paranoia making me ill Hi!

I don’t post very often so please bear with me.

I have suffered from stress, anxiety and paranoia sporadically over the past few years. The stress and anxiety are manageable now thankfully. But the paranoia just seems to get worse. I have a boyfriend of a year who is totally trustworthy and has never done anything to make me think bad of him. But whenever he goes out I just can’t help going in to full on panic mode that something will happen. I dread him going out and when he does go out, I just feel over the top anxious the whole night and even for the next day. I try to talk myself down like I’ve learnt in the past but even that doesn’t help. I want him to be able to go out on his own with his friends and not to think that I hate it. I want to feel relaxed when he’s out and not constantly worry. The worry often turns to anger at him even though he has done nothing wrong. 

Any advice is much appreciated. ",2.79671875,4.487387734375002,3.655625000000004,90.22687500000002,75.30208333333334,6.883333333333333,22.9375,7.6454224807358475,0.8157749999999995,743,21,161,10,16,237,112,192,0.16,0.655,0.185,0.8641,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,13,13,2,4,10,0,14,1,0,2,2,35,32,14,0,2,8,0,2,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,5,14,0,0,5,1,0,4,6,9,0,0,2,2,20,4,28,28,6,32,0,1,0,0,16,15,0,3,13,109,25,1,0.12358628838056553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207670906715381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404291405319238,0.0,0.1890863446811718,0.13961732843162766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170098510298993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031893885950579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355287290609066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970293196692001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815119379513356,0.2529433625123221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24488273371595465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497788151538612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548245983378152,0.0,0.06456873484290049,0.0,0.280947742935235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092869466649489,0.0,0.0,0.12201587362749675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16567456802868016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06037801791819205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16498961431456854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908501419803098,0.0,0.09531736445209962,0.0,0.13143541974860445,0.11597735968038707,0.0,0.11858437684178233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145001881261217,0.0,0.0,0.235954192678529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13566063237598916,0.0,0.0,0.1183615018631228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250831536528784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09514276267512063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831353515709113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933397723489787,0.0,0.11378164999932615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15837820679731485,0.12142290085204645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390697739337495,0.13442639306197485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019716309171338,0.1457887897943561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797967745610212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510157497433234,0.12594498613179433,0.0,0.13512220544357353,0.0,0.15917103556291348
anxiety,TacosRMySpiritAnimal,2019/01/06,"Sometimes my boyfriend seemingly puts me in anxious situations. Today on the phone my boyfriend and I were arguing and I said I didn’t want to fight anymore, and can we talk about something else. Out of nowhere he says, “fine but I have things I want to argue about but not now”. First off, he never ever argues with me. He’s never really expressed any issues in our relationship, it’s me who does and tries to resolve them. He tends to sweep things under the rug. For him to say that and then not tell me what it is that he wants to argue about completely set of my anxiety. 

You know that whole body tingling feeling when it starts coming. Yup. And then I started crying. And he asked what was wrong. And I said you know what’s wrong. I asked him if everything was fine and if he was mad at me. And he said it was and he wasn’t. But how can I believe him? Maybe he just doesn’t want to get into it now. 

I’m spiraling thinking about what he could want to argue about. What I did wrong, etc. he know how anxious I get and I feel like saying something like that he knew would be triggering. And he wasn’t particularly reassuring either. 

Ugh. I just don’t know how to get my anxiety under control when I have no idea what “this” is about. ",1.3613896296296275,3.676475216,2.7003111111111124,92.19445185185188,82.84,5.783703703703704,20.85925925925926,7.0931098945946705,0.4763081481481484,964,29,207,13,27,311,123,250,0.187,0.726,0.087,-0.9804,0,0,2,0,1,0,27.0,2,2,1,3,16,17,7,0,2,1,20,2,1,5,3,54,47,25,0,9,10,0,2,2,0,1,1,6,2,0,19,18,0,1,11,0,0,2,10,11,0,1,13,8,31,6,28,31,3,25,0,0,0,0,43,9,0,3,15,139,50,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151246168559029,0.0,0.1608943494120428,0.2376019195096434,0.10429054374307964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19662096174489435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184794010105838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680914418527265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058609892109154,0.11025834496480502,0.0,0.11794597363037886,0.08396176832685058,0.0,0.1155134118697656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09202629620422538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784775445851822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728128896793764,0.0,0.09512331447480876,0.0,0.0,0.094511100719295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634419408349634,0.07512638341704736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944911181891389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16482540718248329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871293217114046,0.0,0.10975980390421697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23117292303312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027518082082158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564743659758467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16221187592419756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571492757226336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06736824114941205,0.0,0.0,0.11290257274184945,0.0,0.0,0.3000939574934459,0.2508825534822429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573378889240024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820433792622098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16191473718199392,0.1040060097910503,0.0,0.1488656942429267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452369032077965,0.09191454657123843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972737115851086,0.06738233420997884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967946145719264,0.0,0.0,0.07139679262191756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31013070411143856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740747579533507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470270488790967,0.34492812327545536,0.0,0.0
anxiety,madreon,2019/01/06,"SSRIs anxiety/panic attacks looking for answers to help myself and others Hello friends,

i was diagnosed with anxiety (without panic attacks at first)and started taking SSRI’s it helped me with anxiety. I take SSRI(escilatopram) 10mg. I used it for 10days then gave up because i thought i managed my thoughts but i was wrong, anxiety came back after 2days. Then i started taking Escilatopram again and i felt big improvements after few days. I m using it second time for 12days everything was improving i was very happy. I also go to CBT therapies. But yesterday i was lying in bed with my girl watching tv and i got panic attack(it was first time), i thought that i cant get enough oxygen. It lasted for few minutes but as i recently read about it i used breathing technique and calmed myself. I constatly get nightmares when my anxiety started and i wake up at night because of those nightmares(i dont have trouble getting back to sleep again). I thought everything could be handled and i was positive, but today i got panic attack that came again from nothing(there was NO racing heart/there was racing thoughts/frequent urination/pain in head/tingling in my limbs/and feeling that i m deattaching from world) is this normal on SSRI to have panic attacks? or it was not enough time to fully work? After my second CBT my panic attack started. Sorry for bad English(it is not my native language). Hope someone could answer my questions and maybe share their experience.",4.2988832288401255,7.386135458333335,4.721708463949845,77.42454545454547,76.99242424242425,6.8231974921630085,31.07314524555904,7.990435384864732,2.868157157784744,1187,58,175,21,29,375,148,264,0.209,0.6709999999999999,0.12,-0.9785,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,1,2,8,18,5,5,0,0,19,4,3,3,0,36,46,17,0,4,8,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,12,12,0,0,9,2,0,3,6,13,0,3,20,4,35,5,30,23,4,38,0,0,2,0,9,10,0,3,25,127,47,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05943163146510586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274105586573473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5072809140905882,0.0,0.11429105101187748,0.06205195977393304,0.0906064456277914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699987103619506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867286023929627,0.0,0.0,0.04792860191937128,0.0,0.0,0.07543063919395712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709948846015722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357956764621966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358344958935506,0.07269671861128332,0.0,0.0,0.037577131631515104,0.0,0.07135639878860632,0.0,0.0,0.12642875628931302,0.0,0.0,0.057417471286439536,0.0,0.11648338821489927,0.0,0.042236314897667264,0.0,0.11887689468556258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911229886681015,0.0,0.0,0.0762711360076202,0.0,0.0,0.08806652651726761,0.09962682956890548,0.0,0.0,0.07381398856064153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605786341937035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06240793389919461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466185936662588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974188485422439,0.07281531400911659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790789979878764,0.4359775276154985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325254331256662,0.0,0.07433755329003633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337950818761416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437111310256987,0.0,0.06296892738213992,0.0,0.0,0.08319229178741946,0.21040907164489825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16763240224560705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498847168172917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23599899022964024,0.13000529411165238,0.0,0.07044424524378917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19255922552738966,0.0,0.06131967274836031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163936200104548,0.0,0.05410398284499462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125445620821625,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tomcatdriver123,2019/01/06,"Helping my wife during panic attacks Hello everyone!  Looking for a little guidance.  My wife has some pretty severe anxiety, even more so right now due to a family issue.  She has a couple panic attacks a day, or gets super close to having them.  I’m able to help try to talk her through them, but, she has a bad habit of having to call 911 because she is so scared something is wrong with her.  She has taken multiple ambulance rides to the hospital to have tests done on her heart just to be told she is healthy and getting discharged.  It gets bad enough during the panic attacks that she will nearly get physical to get her phone to be able to call 911.  I’m not sure how I can help her with this while also trying to help her understand that she doesn’t need to call 911.  I’m kind of at a loss here.  She won’t take daily anxiety meds because she is too scared of side effects, but she does have a prescription for when she feels like she starts to get anxious.  She usually doesn’t take it in time, though.  The 911 calls, and hospital visits are becoming too much and I need some kind of outside advice/help.",5.7430839160839176,5.809901154545457,6.081818181818183,81.6008041958042,67.0,9.132867132867132,29.65034965034965,8.841846274778883,2.1921293706293707,874,28,172,13,13,281,122,220,0.211,0.703,0.086,-0.9859,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,3,12,17,3,5,10,0,21,1,1,2,1,20,40,13,0,2,5,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,12,0,0,3,2,25,5,27,33,5,18,0,1,1,0,36,8,0,3,9,113,30,1,0.18625680317635346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447474910370018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248594462262135,0.10520858584902416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178410037773724,0.0,0.0,0.155516650700389,0.11354041844316035,0.10285300282722447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3803780416041458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304480502680982,0.0,0.06006011470393581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149729181103704,0.09530268831512063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622653363152617,0.0,0.06151043093411712,0.0,0.0,0.08898817864747594,0.0,0.0,0.08779316880184264,0.0,0.047088518038360026,0.06653094870252796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29193447658077265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035760427776067,0.31211002261050397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972018557397234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19395779853908168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045497832918718416,0.0933391241002965,0.0,0.0,0.07820440234678225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344465986916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846009065853338,0.13810705950388255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32779834088599263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474506467989956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953114611136164,0.0,0.0,0.1864755527415557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520858584902416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169479338462419,0.0,0.0,0.06591676197336391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777241636749487,0.0,0.14004193604345852,0.07485308155542203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149818172166232,0.0,0.05430391988483284,0.0,0.0,0.08898817864747594,0.0,0.12645614313908135,0.0,0.0,0.09694995040277367,0.0,0.0,0.10256777726790277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182128759526758,0.0,0.0
anxiety,empire169,2019/01/06,Help teaching girlfriend to drive So a little backstory I'm 22 about to start a job as a firefighter in a couple months my girlfriend and I live together shes 20 soon to be 21 and she is so scared to drive and really is so harsh on herself everytime I try to teach her in a parking lot she freaks out gets angry or cries so idk what to do because she needs to learn now I'm very patient w her dont yell or raise my voice tell her good job and everything but she doesnt want to practice but I'm going to be gone for 24 sometimes 48 hours at a time she needs to learn any tips?,0.0783333333333367,2.1445157222222235,2.061269841269844,96.31428571428577,86.22222222222223,5.504761904761906,20.11111111111111,6.868970318607317,0.2154349206349204,455,14,107,6,14,151,80,126,0.108,0.86,0.032,-0.7246,2,0,0,0,1,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,15,18,13,0,3,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,1,2,14,1,18,15,1,16,0,0,0,0,14,6,0,3,6,61,15,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14200493365239933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729488880092074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310556395204211,0.2293792438672773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447357827874448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18767417972639933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909996411573927,0.0,0.11867736276391624,0.17514852186831542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13996781469233802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056458868148503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4144437617300192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209292753823532,0.1843921102811319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17753151269384515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16667833469354693,0.0,0.0,0.3096751451725499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337756020308942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20906550350798445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20652857098897648,0.0,0.14780405076130107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825181063536108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176476955040355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177524532500407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17229857919549968,0.12316759631221247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BrownRiceBrigade,2019/01/06,"Natural supplements for anxiety I'm looking for some natural/herbal remedies to calm my anxiety but don't want to be drowsy as I have low energy most of the time.

 I used to take antidepressants for my anxiety and want to try something natural before considering returning to meds. 
I have anxiety going out with friends, to restaurants, bars etc and rarely enjoy myself now due to the effects of my anxiety. 

Does anyone have any suggestions of a herbal remedy that calms anxiety/panic but doesn't cause too much drowsiness?",9.315319148936167,9.272388829787236,9.316468085106383,61.75300000000002,59.638297872340424,14.328510638297873,41.14042553191489,13.348371206891418,6.163572765957446,426,21,66,16,5,140,63,94,0.16899999999999998,0.6729999999999999,0.158,0.4199,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,3,0,13,13,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,7,4,16,12,4,7,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,2,4,43,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13119707730963304,0.0,0.7379437059271416,0.0,0.0,0.1348991486028964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16416679433809833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19818932660825408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688318485064508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21516476951038016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14905503700880687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964494498165496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620102155070796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21429857061171853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182365325216956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14852474513484246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450572062287673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249737226312223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309848703357531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16662711334085328,0.0,0.0,0.2275868625095757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ProoTeen,2019/01/06,"Zoloft - restless & uneasy Hello fellow anxious human beings! 
I really hope you want to help a socially anxious soul on this lonely planet. 

So, to put things in context I’m beginning with some background info about my situation. I’m 19 years old and have been dealing with disabling social anxiety for years. Lately when I finished high school and started a new job, it reached a peak. So, I managed to reach out to a doctor whom got Sertraline (Zoloft) prescribed for me. 

I took my first pill of 50 mg (apparently a pretty low dosage) yesterday and just a couple of hours later the side effects started showing up, one after the other. 

Initially, I started feeling really anxious for no reason (social anxiety does make me anxious in social situations, but usually doesn’t occur in my own home where I feel safe). Next thing I feel restless like hell (legs on fire). Even after working out for 30 minutes it comes back within an hour. 

So finally to the part where I would really appreciate some input. Are these side effects passing soon? When can I expect to feel better from the Zoloft? I mean, tomorrow I’m off to work. Am I giving in to my anxiety if I call in sick? 'Cause, sitting still at an office for 8 hours straight feels like an impossibility right now. Anyone with the same/similar experience that has any input on my issue? 

And thanks in advance for helping out! 

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anxiety,bad-day-throwaway-,2019/01/06,"Avoidance I wish I knew how to work around this. I feel like I’m better/less anxious than I used to be partially because I’ve learned to deal with some of my small triggers (ex: texting a friend I’ve been out of touch with out of the blue without worrying that they’re going to think I’m weird or annoying) but when it comes to bigger triggers (money, driving, moving out) the reason they don’t make me anxious is because I just avoid thinking about them entirely. It’s gotten to the point where I’m starting to avoid seeing my boyfriend because I’m afraid he’s going to bring up wanting to move in together which will make me anxious. So logically, if I don’t see him, we don’t have to talk about it, I don’t have to think about it, and I won’t be anxious. This is an extremely unproductive way to live, but I don’t know how to deal with things that I know will me me anxious other than avoiding them entirely. ",6.130320855614977,5.350316176470589,6.531877005347593,81.53899197860963,66.37967914438502,9.405133689839571,34.20802139037433,8.548686976883017,2.5713191443850265,723,29,150,9,10,235,104,187,0.132,0.8270000000000001,0.041,-0.9347,0,4,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,3,1,10,9,1,5,5,0,15,0,0,8,0,40,39,9,0,3,6,1,2,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,11,10,0,4,10,0,1,7,7,7,0,0,3,5,21,2,31,31,1,20,0,0,3,0,11,10,0,3,3,95,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6834225336032308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770694455089573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212635398886945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700601477606468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422235874466096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494712021410601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061176289067468616,0.08643543520403657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934767415295843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752305709024884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13298611819787706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05910970857718344,0.0,0.10683657825978288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152381871180288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25718690616174866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437486256481752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439809397429975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928270765950738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563749833003825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724735340141497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038052403612232,0.2325769370597077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044967008036327,0.0,0.0,0.07136316473853772,0.09603640262827737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391327785075538,0.11663025164777,0.0,0.08808231896685882,0.12287143837443265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MakeupMua16,2019/01/06,Anyone taken Zoloft? What are the pros and cons you’ve had while taken it? I’m on it for anxiety and mild depression caused by anxiety ,1.91,4.431124444444446,3.653333333333337,84.90000000000002,82.33333333333334,8.044444444444443,20.11111111111111,8.841846274778883,1.6775777777777776,108,3,21,3,3,36,23,27,0.253,0.747,0.0,-0.755,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,3,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.711284883730647,0.0,0.0,0.3250645152831207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4775739361991568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4004123006892688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dr_foo12345,2019/01/06,"Taking advantage of the worst few days of my life. The last few months have been pretty hard as I've been tapering off the antidepressants I've been on for years in order to switch to a new one. 

While the meds were good for my anxiety, they allowed me to develop some extremely negative behaviors like becoming isolated, eating poorly, never exercising, never going outside and getting sunlight or socializing, awful sleep habits, etc. 

Long story short, the new AD gave me the worst few panic attacks I've gotten in my life that culminated in an emergency visit to urgent care for Xanax after having not slept for days. I'm going to stop the meds for a while - I've become dependent on them and ignored all the obvious bad habits the antidepressants were masking over the years.

I'm feeling better this morning after finally getting a full nights sleep. 

I exercised -  out of desperation - for the first time in months. 

I've already lowered my drinking quite a bit from in the last two months from near alcoholism / weekly binge drinking of the last few years, but I'm dropping the booze 100% from now on.

Went for a walk in the sun today which is the first time I've seen more than a few minutes of su light in weeks as I was holed up at home.

Gonna go out and do some errands. 

I'm determined to schedule an appointment with a therapist and get into some sort of group sessions. 

I'm meditating a few minutes each day now (mindfulness or whatever it's called). 

I may actually ask my boss if I can start working in the office a few days a week to avoid being alone so much. 

The last few days haven been so terrifying and awful, I'm hoping maybe this can be the catalyst for some change.",8.90576883384933,7.254771362229108,8.882303405572756,69.73408462332301,61.38390092879257,12.328503611971106,37.32280701754386,11.20814326018867,4.090141135190919,1342,51,245,30,15,440,184,323,0.131,0.805,0.063,-0.9608,2,2,3,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,2,6,4,13,1,2,31,2,16,13,3,3,4,34,40,15,0,2,5,0,2,1,0,2,6,0,1,0,5,10,5,3,1,4,1,6,4,7,0,4,12,4,13,6,49,24,21,68,0,0,1,0,8,21,0,11,40,157,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.09399190666754556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293402856109234,0.0,0.09975579792881152,0.10628866658702907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368256165042046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004378456095588,0.10957496857150667,0.0,0.0,0.08042102140844483,0.0,0.21275004329219047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518492966188541,0.10515367519525504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983508533953812,0.0,0.0982020275538367,0.0,0.10189105771923712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105838345055609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887088037453004,0.0,0.09855676496966063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074193821771845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048700980894329664,0.0,0.0,0.10551102419509613,0.0,0.1638550942343823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15096562770115474,0.0,0.1642182259983676,0.08078648103168076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628148845954117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661422416861744,0.09566492945435943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140462061237096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606368250263326,0.047055825581574805,0.0,0.0,0.08523788459081864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676379299530287,0.0,0.2139738778699457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725313584737348,0.0,0.2306389339826041,0.0,0.07080438514691104,0.0,0.1485718621181165,0.1860479262872243,0.0,0.09038737270120836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06526717560539097,0.0,0.0,0.11300773806243487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798944152476703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244543070128673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19277395591634994,0.09818347879583532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817396467787999,0.0,0.0,0.0805256748168953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07241871198942215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183194674062756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232692278164376,0.0,0.0912976507992961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940881225725818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317800704405733,0.0,0.0,0.08928721207030438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012022792690692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860757791991967
anxiety,1AnxiousThrowaway1,2019/01/06,"Extreme Anxiety / Paranoia Hey, posting this on a throwaway because I don't want friends to find this.  
While with friends or at school I'm not so anxious, but when I get home, I get in my bed and start having episodes of severe anxiety.  
I started thinking a while ago about how there's not a chance people are treating me nicely just because, and that someone is telling people to be nice to me.  
I know, this sounds ridiculous. And I think so too, but I can't seem to shake off that feeling. I feel that way for a couple of reasons, and no matter how I think about how dumb that is, I go through my daily life thinking that must be why people are nice to me, and not just because their nice to me.  
For example, one time in class, I was talking to this girl and she complimented my muscles (and it's not like I have really big or ""good"" by any measure. I have been training and there was an improvement, but this was after a couple of weeks I didn't train). Now, I thought to myself, huh, that's nice. Now, I got home, sat at my computer chatting with friends, while my brother comes by, randomly feels my muscles and compliments them. I immediately began thinking to myself ""What are the odds two people have complimented my muscles on the same day after no one has EVER complimented them? Also after a couple of weeks I didn't train.""  
I know this is absurd, but no matter how much I try to shake off that feeling, it still lingers, and I doubt I will ever shake that feeling off. ",4.484178082191782,5.410163308219179,5.09646575342466,84.52764383561646,70.02739726027397,7.4838356164383555,30.35342465753425,7.554174236665415,1.8288597260273969,1154,46,230,12,20,371,143,292,0.129,0.706,0.165,0.9073,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,3,0,20,21,2,4,9,1,23,1,0,5,3,54,48,27,0,2,12,1,5,1,3,2,1,1,3,1,17,13,0,0,16,1,0,5,11,6,0,3,10,6,39,15,35,34,2,37,0,0,0,0,13,10,1,5,21,172,56,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730361621236726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877822484015702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464670009220857,0.0,0.1679460049899503,0.12400775199816165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20074253358378627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945562940961993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643720098510023,0.0,0.07079193916620727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985847322274089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27751258225452485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032689880783832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25442182569136784,0.0,0.11469956841574434,0.0,0.062384265659791174,0.092069048921223,0.08779231565115479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22021456109663104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206523691700132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753310752466168,0.05362760021444162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069286242795567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487646622807176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044000786293802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512838151290048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032084722421253,0.11286083812071747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109211202880878,0.0,0.09992959632071742,0.0,0.12400775199816165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300693736272138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553901595644455,0.0,0.08766168392864941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822818307949948,0.09594296476857382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35167778976756797,0.0,0.08714434330740745,0.06400720031794678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452596150060638,0.0,0.10722838585634126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474461405334839,0.08712954149414306,0.17610017890649446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099049470192187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pageraina,2019/01/06,"I’m Missing Important Opportunities I’m not sure if I have anxiety. I keep thinking I might, and then someone or something tells me that I’m probably fine. I talked to my parents about it and they say that it’s normal. But yesterday, I nacelles going to a basketball game with my friend because I “wasn’t feeling good”, when in reality I couldn’t breathe every time I thought about being there. It’s the same right now. I’m so nervous about going to this jazz rehearsal that I’m sitting in my bed crying and trying to think of a way out. My parents are forcing me to face things that it physically pains me to face and I don’t know what to tell them to make them understand. (Usually they are very understanding with mental illnesses, but since I haven’t been diagnosed with anything, they figure that I am 100% fine and am overreacting) I really don’t want to miss anymore activities and opportunities, but if missing them means that I don’t have to face this feeling of a heavy brick in my stomach, or dizziness and short breathing, then I guess I don’t care. 

Anyone who has advice...please please share it. I’m really scared and don’t exactly have any idea what to do. Thanks. ",5.007065217391304,6.171645826086959,5.817989130434783,78.9539402173913,69.0,9.054347826086957,31.331521739130434,9.354420925462401,2.767108695652173,940,39,180,19,16,308,125,230,0.093,0.764,0.14400000000000002,0.8879,2,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,6,2,7,16,0,2,4,0,20,9,6,1,2,41,46,19,0,5,8,2,2,0,1,1,3,1,1,0,17,12,0,1,11,2,0,2,9,6,0,0,3,3,29,10,23,40,1,17,0,3,0,0,16,6,0,6,7,116,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280827807544928,0.0,0.10440367433198168,0.0,0.13534740038599258,0.09542710822842174,0.0,0.11230802040028603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319442947199067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391462548779688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991234531104533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138520144984564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498681470718655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13801261071955798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544092602468376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15512477491261326,0.1144694927420494,0.0,0.0,0.15034356779011793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540646561508479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130603246345965,0.0,0.0,0.07500357426758586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109870937587963,0.0,0.0,0.1486622421436568,0.0,0.0,0.13753558715271036,0.1447793411357777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371738542084927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521995814390806,0.0,0.3030806268964489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29961906569478003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471440809559256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17485988625415752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654965547446135,0.0,0.10853109718708176,0.13663616387475425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289425789593352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563556989180697,0.1050657997131129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12862690138362146,0.0,0.0,0.10969414239636978,0.23857186835119695,0.12564865380961632,0.0,0.0,0.09066851015592713,0.17489646596776795,0.0,0.1083466038871886,0.07958018289624343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265816372652276,0.0,0.0,0.2841524074577663,0.0,0.0,0.15030890019636728,0.11260689356838112,0.08049700974762829,0.10832820078564807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,email_user_2015,2019/01/06,"Podcasts about work related anxiety? Anyone know of any?
Would be very helpful right now.",3.678000000000001,6.505024800000001,3.666666666666668,77.68000000000005,101.0,7.333333333333335,31.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,3.8196666666666665,72,4,10,2,3,22,15,15,0.094,0.716,0.19,0.4124,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,0,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125935685640139,0.0,0.35164877322794025,0.0,0.0,0.3214142199106016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081092857370966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526243932281598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39255843848379535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3792785669057674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33464759607498884,0.0,0.0,0.32653868363479105,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,licuri,2019/01/06,"GAD: Anything more i [M26] can do A week ago one thought led to another and like someone flipped a switch i started feeling terribly afraid of dying, time passing, growing old, losing my parents (dad is 56) nothingness after death, etc. Since then i cant get those thoughts away from my head and keep feeling anxious all the time. Went to psychiatrist and got perscribed nexpram along with atarax just in case. Also got directed to a psychologist for a therapy. Im still waiting to get my date of therapy. Is there anything more i can do until meds kick in and the therapy starts to not worry that much? Its killing me...",4.910134099616863,6.740932810344829,5.203908045977013,80.70967432950194,70.0344827586207,8.259003831417624,35.30268199233717,8.841846274778883,3.2076946360153262,490,26,88,9,9,155,86,116,0.135,0.7859999999999999,0.079,-0.8718,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,1,6,0,7,1,1,1,1,16,20,7,3,0,2,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,4,0,0,4,3,4,0,1,5,2,8,1,16,15,5,19,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,13,57,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294276599199865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116762885444397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15310256526999114,0.0,0.16494796162591271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403049875904281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717972244070215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153369433125174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628379904677984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14765249439924014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15256675251906368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335525526386669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14984676840985853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15771415514848502,0.0,0.0,0.1297789976258076,0.16153669031523776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713323417264482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16334608107814486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16218244593639372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733299298457408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15321128172582155,0.0,0.09893908812061784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16212507803464238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077967871760208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371246545358924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20669103071282655,0.0,0.11660251753406604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5009200793466948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318287617373904,0.17027737462708473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711915216806534,0.0,0.0,0.1353512736092484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14827864392362206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Anto355,2019/01/06,"I need advice Hello everyone, I'm a 16 years old italian student and I have an anxiety disorder, and I have a big problem: I'm always anxious because of school and it's only getting worse, I can't stand it anymore. I just find myself crying everyday because of how I find school too hard, I can't concentrate and have trouble understanding what is taught to me and I'm starting to have suicidal thoughts ... I'm considering dropping out, what should I do?",2.8876388888888904,5.427609556818184,4.7165151515151535,78.66282828282829,78.43181818181819,7.547474747474749,32.505050505050505,8.515128840125781,3.125639898989899,363,20,63,8,9,123,57,88,0.275,0.725,0.0,-0.9678,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,1,0,15,19,6,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,10,0,5,16,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,39,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918810882745073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16338756415727734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502151513028982,0.2218313347822808,0.1947367308432728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393989271096981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21569265427828707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250460044464216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18763075551211528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35893965527960736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259019275260026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17590032910473985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455987318210223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20604718478439088,0.0,0.0,0.14934091540375935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878903621909798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3974543703606312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13898488583489338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147863823737552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15588820604452286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044180779673761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20010800017874308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264496451631013
anxiety,ItszaMeMario,2019/01/06,"First time post Hi, I’m a 36 year old female, been dealing with anxiety for most of my life, but had my first true panic attack at 18. It’s been on and off since then, including bouts of PPD/PPA with two of my three kids. I’ve been on and off Zoloft (which does help...when I take it) and in and out of therapy. Four years ago I had a week-long inpatient psychiatric stay (voluntary) following a miscarriage.

Now I’ve been having another resurgence over the last month. It’s been ramping up for a while, but Christmas always stresses me out. I’ve been off my meds for several months. So a month ago I try to go out and as soon as I’m out of my neighborhood I get a huge rush of anxiety. I go back to the house an get my husband so he can drive. We almost get to the store when I just completely lose it. I’m screaming, crying, writhing around in my seat, talking about how I’m about to die (all in front of my two young kids and scaring the crap out of them). I make my husband pull over and I call an ambulance. End up in the ER for a few hours and got sent home with a Vistaril prescription (an antihistamine that also reduces anxiety apparently)

I went right back on the Zoloft that day, starting with 50mg. Saw my primary care doctor about 1.5 weeks ago and he approved me to go up to 100mg. I’ve been seeing some improvement but still have ups and downs. 

New Years Day I had a bad stabbing chest/back pain combined with ear/throat pain. Googling my symptoms led me to believe I was having a heart attack so I begged my husband to bring me to urgent care. I had the whole workup (EKG, troponin tests, continuous monitoring, etc. ) and everything came back fine. The ear and throat pain ended up being fluid draining from my ear. 

Thursday and Friday were much better days. I went shopping (my husband suggested we go to Target before grocery shopping, which helped make me feel more calm, I love Target lol). Friday I made sure I was eating and drinking and felt great. Yesterday however was a bad day. We went out to Walmart and I didn’t eat before we went, so that made me feel anxious and I was cramping all over my torso (stomach, rib cage, back), feeling light headed, etc. Husband made me eat a muffin and drink some water which made me feel better for a while. But I dealt with waves of anxiety for the rest of the day and near constant chest/back pain and the nagging feeling in the back of my head that I’m dying. 

It’s causing a considerable strain on my marriage. My husband is trained as a first responder (he was a safety coordinator at a previous job) and he’s dealt first-hand with heart attacks and the like (we actually had a man have a heart attack in our front yard one day and my husband administered first aid to him until the ambulance arrived. Sadly, he didn’t make it). He constantly tries to reassure me that I’m not having a heart attack, that it’s just the anxiety like all the times before. But he feels like I don’t trust him because my anxiety just won’t let the intrusive thoughts go. He actually thinks that I should have had another inpatient stay when I went to the ER last month, even if it meant I might have missed Christmas. It’s stressing him out and he feels like he can’t help me.

To top it all off, I had my first period in 2.5 years (I’m on nexplanon birth control, implant in the arm) and I’ve actually been bleeding lightly for the last month (I’m calling my OB/GYN tomorrow about that). Which has seriously put a damper on intimacy. Which make me feel like an even worse wife. 

I just, most days I feel like I’m clawing my way back, that I can see the light at the end of the tunnel. Then I have days like yesterday where I’m dealing with a constant low-to-mid level of anxiety and nagging feelings in my head and I feel like a huge burden to my family. I just can’t get rid of the feeling that there is actually something wrong with me (other than the anxiety of course). ",3.8819649122807007,5.053396587261151,4.857995306738187,84.76247848921669,71.66242038216559,8.20940887249972,28.03944574812829,8.637753336247197,1.9436029723991508,3071,112,634,53,57,1003,325,785,0.152,0.726,0.122,-0.9807,3,0,3,0,0,0,104.0,6,0,1,11,31,46,8,5,52,1,44,32,14,12,6,104,106,49,2,2,12,8,13,8,0,3,11,3,2,3,26,50,6,1,17,5,3,21,7,26,2,10,39,22,78,20,97,62,15,136,0,3,3,1,45,46,1,7,73,386,104,3,0.0,0.0,0.16964826440449285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557775112096905,0.0,0.043520323434578775,0.0,0.0,0.03475607332158004,0.03616337416531811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114615425943387,0.2659828732932181,0.04909902171992355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038689868638141965,0.0,0.24721813690411626,0.0,0.2673531283623955,0.0725769227761081,0.026493671720052143,0.0,0.11094737471164068,0.048966125320768605,0.0,0.07687616935824755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875791636104939,0.049708273997013344,0.08862360668156886,0.04464683935568732,0.0,0.0,0.04556846077171585,0.14089903054087308,0.048745666137772634,0.0,0.0,0.04774031733448102,0.2242321082487582,0.08961360922531808,0.0,0.0,0.09021216238056942,0.0,0.0,0.044484594044523866,0.038033372166860764,0.0,0.0,0.08515127038137958,0.0,0.13341561562500212,0.0,0.0,0.11548172585198838,0.0,0.09694191976666566,0.057411701907484326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03906031227834597,0.0,0.04097154872938128,0.0,0.2637047329854472,0.1552441974688342,0.04172976859497507,0.0,0.0,0.2218095153316204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908271702400343,0.0,0.12350060239205753,0.0,0.03476005929905362,0.04791635719452615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381183370125724,0.0,0.0,0.20600791715490044,0.08739379959625855,0.0,0.04359533716282192,0.0,0.04280073353433996,0.050148631101132386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04312874253290215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628054790959546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04444223561818852,0.030698078700942558,0.16986439413918447,0.0,0.0,0.03846197958695068,0.0,0.04862220001790125,0.0,0.0,0.039225618747345765,0.16449694536127213,0.11604331278634784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0482758280680103,0.0,0.0,0.046105687126421435,0.0,0.0,0.1734524113188066,0.0,0.031949136575362906,0.0,0.0,0.0419752999350274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04560543807297148,0.0,0.029450575737339092,0.0,0.18498401504440792,0.05099259953939567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04162401627406995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043690720476524086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037115806080083136,0.0,0.0,0.0435124526216475,0.0,0.06926623250198123,0.0,0.0,0.04909902171992355,0.0,0.03595172689754128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033458716217786184,0.0,0.0,0.0307622092029787,0.0926481591960212,0.03470833761490683,0.0,0.09956979504350127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040961863928311484,0.045173045347613405,0.032677570960629405,0.03493263451299363,0.0,0.0,0.0497019092432876,0.0,0.0,0.02784831618989192,0.0,0.03450350430416885,0.05068539454999483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05901488807684707,0.0,0.08491096340865678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034497643746750045,0.06972424199045693,0.0,0.0,0.20144580924957006,0.0,0.04852311139618207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04429088909711314,0.0,0.04751822839216497,0.0,0.11195089062477497
anxiety,Agent_Topinski,2019/01/06,"Scared of every little muscle twitch and little pains. Hello guys, Ive been kind of anxious my whole life, but last year my first serious panic attack happened (had only few nocturnal ones which I didnt know were panic attacks) and it took a bad turn afterwards. I started therapy which together with passed time helped and theyve been kept to minimum, but some irrational thought of heart attack still remains. It feels like Im hyper aware of every little thing that happens to my body physically - especially any little pain around my sternum, muscle twitches around my chest or this weird tingle around my head. And dont get me started on feeling like my heart is pumping with the force of some kind of super pump. Often Im scared I will faint. I have never had higher blood pressure, visited doctors etc.

Anyone else who experiences something similar? Any ideas how to get rid of this? 

Thank you very much and everyone stay strong!",5.8599055330634275,7.807460982456143,5.756374269005848,77.22068825910934,67.83040935672514,8.302474134053082,29.528115159694103,8.841846274778883,2.5670131354026093,752,28,123,13,13,235,120,171,0.221,0.675,0.103,-0.9734,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,3,6,20,3,5,2,0,11,14,6,1,1,24,25,9,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,1,8,0,0,1,9,10,0,1,5,0,0,3,3,13,0,2,9,2,14,7,16,15,6,21,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,4,11,71,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13072623408163805,0.0,0.0,0.10858528505362196,0.0,0.06720750964618129,0.09848361840728427,0.0,0.2566945491536185,0.0,0.3280422003430573,0.0,0.0,0.08025400071016604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676474537246043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983802152387732,0.0,0.0,0.11264885805706605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029374071459586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719629050406597,0.0,0.0,0.16196608284762468,0.09184427931295527,0.0,0.09402124491010064,0.0,0.0,0.0971996745833148,0.13733255649151768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175739762284084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004347319523674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09517132159022827,0.16999257025699147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864416572209657,0.0,0.0,0.2277991253590565,0.06442545634419497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085048269471695,0.20764653682266612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001829287294285,0.052823600491181115,0.07834849647479912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06789055075995022,0.09391619736987326,0.3853394783437287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07065733655636433,0.0,0.07413165189348088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06513162685142859,0.07310160165245219,0.20455134644576586,0.2255460806610585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924605381449612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399585797780359,0.0,0.0,0.13606475804095902,0.10244834238633148,0.07675946692279383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849197329469516,0.109918605174605,0.0,0.06385611891668386,0.0,0.0,0.07630646638111632,0.05604681949328109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067899501027926,0.0,0.10454811285486652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930690792398384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731162654723632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06189644388355123
anxiety,MrAnonUser,2019/01/06,"Last night I went to a club alone (and loved it). A few years ago I could barely leave the house. Saw online that an artist I listen to was gonna be DJing at a club near me. The music is quite underground (techno/lofi house) and none of my friends are really into it. On a whim I thought 'fuck it' and bought a ticket.

Went to it last night. Music was blaring, place was busy af. There are I am, dancing and just feeling the music, not caring about what anybody thinks. A few years ago I could barely leave the house without being ridden with anxiety/panic. 

I hope this post gives some people hope :)",2.264973262032086,4.291894168067231,3.0072421695951133,92.77051184110009,77.9075630252101,5.335676088617267,18.38120702826585,6.11248444174946,-0.2354436974789915,462,9,96,3,11,145,79,119,0.08900000000000001,0.775,0.136,0.5725,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,1,0,11,0,11,2,0,0,0,17,26,4,0,4,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,0,3,5,1,4,3,1,0,0,8,3,9,5,11,13,4,18,0,0,1,2,4,5,1,3,8,60,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534280004346851,0.0,0.0,0.14805010954837353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457441195307086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282632931100033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227836081932942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044059316901708,0.13215231243428918,0.0,0.1371279065287226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839574957991433,0.0,0.4948253648781966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330419694153823,0.0,0.3027207281098071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901536016064927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682923841630384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099101536846839,0.0,0.1493493195141105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690383026259428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15204186175603984,0.0,0.0,0.09157558780759928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159474491016563,0.0,0.11348404886304232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650268315774658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137795926159395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18410652190461774
anxiety,MavisMadrid,2019/01/06,"Should you put yourself in situations that may increase your anxiety because they benefit you in other ways or should you always make sure to keep your life anxiety-free? I also because I just got a job promotion for the choice of 2 jobs and chose a job which I hate because it pays more and I would learn technical skills. 2 months in and I cannot sleep because the stress of it is on my mind all the time. I wish I chose the job that paid less but wouldn't make me anxious. 

I always consult friends and family on job choices and they make rational decisions but my anxiety is not rational. It's not just about calming it down and being rational during the decision making process but also realising that this is something I will have to do every day if I make the wrong choice. I wish I had realised that at the time. I would have chosen the easier path.",6.055088757396447,6.211417497041423,6.571414201183432,78.04954733727811,66.33727810650889,10.310295857988166,32.876331360946736,10.125756701596842,3.1861829585798813,683,27,132,15,10,223,97,169,0.087,0.7909999999999999,0.122,0.7161,5,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,5,2,2,5,7,1,1,10,0,16,2,1,5,2,35,27,13,0,8,9,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,0,11,6,0,1,3,0,2,2,4,3,0,0,3,0,23,4,13,16,4,14,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,3,4,93,34,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18544866433759533,0.19295762714181272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17740125636645399,0.1309893081706226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827256110564008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477747952060095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769198988997096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930634938827782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958186993372551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273496619801776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447558159033876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5753072005059243,0.10306075289754188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189817129435978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.386984117179029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170753845852686,0.0,0.09254934441985914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656071848726147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13033147610656196,0.11603268537453446,0.0,0.0,0.08926316525501288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13281912867671722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109280511696457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352215285333226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920348782849523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666711368803305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16473361245458,0.12677197313806313,0.0,0.0
anxiety,godurvetur,2019/01/06,"How to open up? I desperately want to and need to talk about my anxiety to my girlfriend or a friend, but every time i want to, i feel like I’m a burden, that they don’t want to hear it, that ill be annoying them, that they’ll leave because I’m too much, and many other issues. This in turn gives me more anxiety and makes it worse. I feel like now I’m just living in a constant state of anxiety because i can never let it out and its affecting everything in my life and I’m ruining everything. How do i let it out? Please help. ",3.854017857142857,3.9269442232142855,5.505357142857147,84.08964285714286,71.05357142857143,9.614285714285714,27.607142857142854,9.606745405546679,2.1452892857142856,411,13,93,9,7,141,67,112,0.214,0.633,0.153,-0.8181,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,3,0,6,6,1,0,3,0,7,2,0,4,1,22,21,9,0,4,3,0,2,2,2,1,2,1,0,0,10,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,13,3,14,17,2,12,0,1,0,0,9,7,0,1,6,61,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748132004914167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19911413126643351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17648861181438769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376023602951933,0.0,0.2935591649386964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16515685762644194,0.2333486565379752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261789913013441,0.0,0.0,0.1566693950889906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184071123756846,0.0,0.10946853440169096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704614385650621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729300568879037,0.0,0.3340072010462859,0.11535625066759815,0.159577736286944,0.0,0.14421268283768834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901595510657662,0.1655786996369273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005743562341348,0.121098140873259,0.12596081962075067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17927399212696685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312687280079439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523197096233572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776429588257941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889873564943589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664348754445176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aloe77,2019/01/06,Anyone trying to quit drinking or has? I know it's making it worse. The few hours of peace isn't worth it. How do you do it?,-1.9496428571428552,-0.07806382142856805,0.6257142857142846,103.04428571428572,97.92857142857142,2.8000000000000003,10.571428571428571,3.1291,-2.044242857142857,95,1,24,0,4,32,24,28,0.16699999999999998,0.718,0.114,-0.1596,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,2,0,4,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904174186590773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.406877927398255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40902910017853067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22826160022429656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772446164541396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4417683085037221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819905708840524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4232699072543748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,scatpack392,2019/01/06,"First time writing. Please help 34 year old male here

My wife and I have been going through a divorce for about 2 months. I started off with terrible anxiety, flustered, can’t think straight, etc. 

I meet a girl who works for a doctor friend of mine. We start texting and see ing each other and all the anxiety and bubble guts goes away. I was really into her, she’s telling the mutual friend she’s into me and things are going great. I vibed with this woman more than I have with any other girl I’ve met. Had more in common with her than any woman I’d ever been with. 

She told me she had anxiety problems. Out of nowhere 2 days ago she tells me we shouldn’t talk, and she’s scared to hurt me. The whole time she was with me her anxiety had been under wraps and she was feeling better but the switch flipped and she’s scared she’s going to hurt me and she was so into me and cared about me so much that she couldn’t hurt me. 

It crushed me. I couldn’t understand it. Because I felt like were helping each other. Then I found out last night that she was seeing one of my closest friends who’s married with 3 kids and another due in a month all the way up until the week her and I began talking. He never told me but tried to coax her into staying talking to him. 

The thought that those two were intimate is eating me alive. My anxiety has come back with a vengeance. I can’t sleep, eat, use the bathroom, etc. I feel disgusted knowing what they had done and that she went from him to me and lied to my face because I had questioned her about their relationship weeks prior. Idk where to start getting over this. ",2.2550458715596307,4.248960422018353,2.9869938837920493,93.06140825688074,77.80733944954126,5.950214067278288,22.82660550458716,6.88968998030894,0.5536267889908261,1266,39,271,13,30,397,174,327,0.133,0.773,0.095,-0.8945,0,0,0,0,1,0,29.0,2,0,2,3,9,15,1,2,13,0,26,6,3,1,4,54,51,20,0,4,2,1,3,1,3,1,1,0,0,6,16,33,2,0,9,0,0,5,6,8,0,3,24,5,57,7,41,24,10,48,0,3,2,0,54,16,0,1,26,190,73,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358951186075486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128251784786819,0.09887970394782407,0.360688665091194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859610104286067,0.0725093625638684,0.0,0.11496640477942932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339894237501004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614312378467607,0.0,0.0,0.08122940106987196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060814426728648265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651802701058863,0.0,0.09649962182312152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929808475512501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103344546908183,0.0,0.08529796463914986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535983219881593,0.0,0.09054089441311268,0.0,0.0,0.08020985411472037,0.0,0.10339292005636902,0.21856326665031456,0.0,0.04926682741978471,0.0,0.16077522657264245,0.0,0.0,0.10396390834367088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641196038261587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30284396663099056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051823729869163684,0.0768654782939868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04606925311393655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053557196870662,0.0,0.06931990036504485,0.0,0.07272845218348971,0.0,0.0,0.08849231099042018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894991734332012,0.0,0.0638987839621254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035109171519038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023047719801873,0.0,0.0,0.10563537204304316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06040973112733645,0.0,0.0,0.10124079160376297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888175521273584,0.0,0.15028663840017495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436612851993613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20023388787948115,0.1005091506827372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22737954794652285,0.16484126497365206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06264741945759447,0.060422368506390385,0.0,0.07486210073214514,0.10997187645058353,0.0,0.0,0.1802116128731984,0.0,0.06402217086354615,0.0,0.09211547093774937,0.0981675723428013,0.0,0.08144321930817483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748493851066259,0.15128037956224022,0.0,0.0,0.08741521632796992,0.0,0.10528038025225116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865008718572964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06072483809994233
anxiety,Longwave-Citypop,2019/01/06,"My anxiety to live [perhaps triggering] I've never labeled the feelings I feel as anxiety. As for many other inner chaos I deal with I am hesitant to give them the name they perhaps hold because I've never been diagnosed with any of it.
My hands are tied in that regard. I can't allow myself to seek professional help, even though I probably really need it and many I have trusted with my issues have desperately recommend me to do so.

Perhaps it is a mixture of not being able to do so and denial. Because everything is fine, isn't it? I don't have problems, others have it way worse.

I wake up terrified. Wishing I'd not wake up. Wishing I could just go back to sleep forever and that time would just stop running away from me. But it doesn't. It ticks forward to the eventual challenges I have to phase that make my heart race and breath quicken when I think about it.

My whole day I spent in low hanging dread. I feel like I can't enjoy my life anymore. Even when I'm with friends, having a good time or when I'm with my SO who I love very much. I feel happy, but eventually the nagging thoughts of the the tasks that I fear comes back. I can't stop thinking about it. The whole day I spent in bed, doing essentially nothing while I think I'm only wasting time.

I fear failure and social rejection so much it tightens my throat in extreme cases. Sometimes I'm even afraid of driving because I irrationally fear of failing in that. The thought of it causes intense inner panic. 

I'm miserable.
I'm exhausted.
Sometimes I wish for all of that to be over, but that's not an option for me to chose. Even though I think about it a lot... I don't even know if this belongs here. I just wanted someone to know what it feels like to listen.
That's all. If this breaks any rules, it's okay if it gets taken down.

Thank you anyway for reading.",2.779933943089432,4.6587941978319805,4.064911077235774,86.4576105182927,75.85636856368562,6.780521680216802,26.707401761517616,7.6454224807358475,1.5090954607046068,1445,56,289,20,32,474,187,369,0.185,0.718,0.098,-0.9896,0,0,0,0,0,1,42.0,0,1,2,2,24,25,1,7,12,1,25,11,7,4,4,59,60,24,0,11,13,0,6,2,1,1,3,1,1,0,29,11,0,3,13,1,2,6,12,13,0,0,6,7,41,12,44,50,7,36,0,4,0,1,12,14,0,6,18,197,70,4,0.0895140999029715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174531500660132,0.0,0.13695608282981486,0.0,0.08877393394758062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410144348282232,0.1376616348994978,0.0,0.1637008933830434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195563839399823,0.0,0.07710847094632779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146972494392134,0.0,0.0,0.11545837824139325,0.09228510644902684,0.0,0.09085492714451586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29561609379165044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044950109030928,0.0,0.0,0.3021847463759429,0.226305092543528,0.12789778171289146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915837153571026,0.0,0.04676742264107652,0.08587008124009289,0.05087292582810048,0.0750801800309083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528942385463736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607463937860837,0.059999414288717474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342946380542698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983892166214404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06322645600790512,0.08746413536151405,0.0,0.07904259018865811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610168668300149,0.08078997002622731,0.0,0.05975135677361072,0.18150649501615426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160632610605122,0.06637357084901195,0.13807758442877427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589119306552598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807950663603607,0.0,0.10502550934587744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965113396068645,0.08565290446388966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953832368967762,0.0,0.05734502453737025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957874591538459,0.09124835207466664,0.07584500636355412,0.0,0.1770634673472933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14967559138990005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824125565920488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294280831875477,0.1758942973335203,0.1421283930019448,0.15658917452023635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738585070948749,0.052797735353129586,0.07105212596459022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998785916177345,0.308810391698638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122251520462896,0.06358824828607679,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ASmallGardenFairy,2019/01/06,"My Anxiety/ Anxious Attachment is killing my relationship with my boyfriend. I am very anxiety driven and have a strong anxious attachment with my boyfriend. I feel that any little thing I say or do can end our relationship, I'm very jealous and think he's being unfaithful (he isn't), and I have irrational thoughts that cultivate into full blown panic attacks because I worry he thinks I'm ugly, not good enough, he has another girl, or he really doesn't love me.

I love this man with my entire being. I genuinely see myself marrying him and having children (and he has said the same!), but my anxiety causes *so many f-cking problems*. 

I just want to be mentally healthy and be a chill, cool laid back girlfriend for him but I'm constantly stressing about our relationship. I compare myself to his past girlfriends and have breakdowns when I think he's being flirty with another girl (he's not- he's being friendly). 

He supports me and reassured all my concerns and always comforts me, but I'm scared I'm pushing him away and he will get tired of me. 

I've cut out caffeine, workout everyday, sleep 8hrs a night, yoga, and am starting meditation. I read self help books and try and use my coping mechanisms I've learned. But I still have slip ups and get anxious. I feel like I should just leave him because he will be happier and less stressed without me.

Does anyone have any advice? ",5.3972716273442245,6.961482919540231,5.862387578140758,77.49900181488205,68.46360153256704,9.019641056664653,33.660213752772734,9.414487439383343,3.2929877394636016,1106,52,193,23,19,356,149,261,0.166,0.6970000000000001,0.13699999999999998,-0.5051,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,2,0,0,2,8,19,4,4,4,1,25,4,1,2,1,46,47,23,1,3,11,0,2,1,3,3,1,2,0,5,4,21,0,0,7,4,0,2,5,9,0,0,3,6,36,10,14,34,5,17,0,0,1,2,36,6,0,2,10,117,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379616168704467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838287389041384,0.0,0.0,0.1444653812095423,0.22276016116973654,0.2437721654492665,0.3599923468128507,0.0,0.07427092633232467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083966124142426,0.09979642413640244,0.08167599945265427,0.0,0.12950046286184505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911636603211766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478520773206735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929531276723238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407867350324214,0.109752815920014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741522649044463,0.07588300950227872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206468156245526,0.0,0.1109902839327256,0.0,0.0,0.08909161579530278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07119648306055013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751579441530495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124707838025958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05189333017241365,0.1064595316790973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917339294265833,0.0,0.0,0.1076895853983984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070439590083858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967951294084676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462533152553625,0.0,0.0,0.1013982343940354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163741819888007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624793294092093,0.0,0.06804673206367368,0.0,0.0,0.3421189711465894,0.0,0.0,0.10103877223193228,0.08446976203714976,0.10634393779576816,0.0,0.08464294100573509,0.0,0.11080977917059057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629589874761974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518248834161237,0.0,0.08482678116098387,0.0,0.24334744314494516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053627637815288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07056730905366418,0.2041829011822744,0.0,0.08432617088637978,0.0,0.12208333172987135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211585659441992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173927476989813,0.0,0.1752839094046491,0.0626508294333693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10239150729268937,0.0,0.0,0.10787074194415926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Faithhaining12,2019/01/06,"I call in to work too much because of my anxiety and it makes me hate myself Pretty much what the title says. I love my job and it’s given me some amazing opportunities, unfortunately work is still somewhat hard for me. I only started working again about 5 months ago, and I’ve already called in enough that I’m sure it’s annoying to management and talked about amongst my coworkers. I’m not too worried about losing my job just yet (although it’s on my mind, trust me) but calling in just makes me feel like such shit. I know I should’ve gone, but my anxiety was so bad and so convincing that I did it. Anyways, I kinda just wanted to vent. Now I’ll be at home today thinking about what I did. Oops. ",3.3338412291933435,4.7641091830985935,4.568489116517288,85.30128681177979,73.36619718309859,7.417157490396925,26.993597951344427,8.00094639256281,1.5750901408450702,552,20,114,8,11,182,90,142,0.14400000000000002,0.7140000000000001,0.14300000000000002,-0.0411,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,5,17,12,3,0,1,0,5,2,1,2,1,22,18,10,0,1,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,9,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,5,3,20,7,14,12,5,14,0,1,0,1,6,5,1,3,9,76,29,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215508706866774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16451929086371325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280996305814667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244799642097257,0.09088099030238778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4566981553917736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15404492584598056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538198660665238,0.10650653902372216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355110899247705,0.1471908283299649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954467073452304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958882312201568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193335958811752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283552710061007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16678827061041826,0.0,0.0,0.1345552671842223,0.0,0.19903113648100024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053361245040606,0.0,0.11899843160704195,0.0,0.2191896390923881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133860577273151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167330581371044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118558582029671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15303387624600304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055233138613989,0.0,0.1190596806483771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051109252701482,0.0,0.0,0.11982908416614073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552781435258208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14131539372285348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793434859371689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256075330747769,0.15140331757728262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gothicusmaximus,2019/01/06,"People tell me not to worry so much... ... but whenever I let my guard down, something bad always happens. It’s not worth it, and I’m kind of suspicious of people who tell me that, sometimes. It’s like, *why* do you want me to let my guard down? Are you going to hurt me? Exploit me? What do *you gain* from this? 

Does anyone else relate? 

(Yes, I’m aware I’m paranoid as well as anxious, but no, I don’t dislike that I am. It keeps me safe, honestly. Better to be paranoid than naïve, and I seem to only be capable of one, or the other.)",-1.3736936936936956,0.5899109549549522,1.3789639639639653,96.15961711711714,101.6126126126126,3.908108108108108,16.977477477477482,5.82211442006289,-0.36636576576576596,400,12,89,4,18,137,71,111,0.224,0.602,0.173,-0.799,0,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,3,0,2,2,8,0,0,1,1,9,0,0,0,0,13,17,8,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,4,1,0,1,1,4,2,1,1,0,0,15,6,14,13,1,3,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,2,1,61,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16026787104361154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175957266986116,0.0,0.13467816466884125,0.19735284117603352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16082222924013936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17034887204815227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685552779983108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16090186484765878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946533101416707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17032536609434915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20619417406279505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17120160213103655,0.0,0.20057482847710875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.393915814071161,0.0,0.09410005787329356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141591325997607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051827113407458,0.14648942650509886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670645796298945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17534591813605138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14828144054156406,0.1904973101918731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33670119495024153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360702147853093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17318051714396127,0.0,0.17380156561422794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956059290482104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,enragedwalrus,2019/01/06,"Had the worst panic attack I've ever had. My symptoms seemed extreme. Has anyone else ever panicked like this? Need some tips on stopping hyperventilating. I'm terrible at keeping things brief, especially when I'm anxious like I am now. What lies ahead is a giant wall of text describing the worst panic attack I've ever had.

I'm 25, m, had panic attacks for last 10 years on and off.

Taken zoloft everyday for over a year. It helps alot.

Maybe 1 panic attack a month for the last year (pretty good) and none of them have been much more than fear, trembling, and heavy breathing.

Two nights ago, for no reason, I had the worst one ever.

9pm, watching youtube at my computer, I'm relaxed. No thoughts really. Suddenly; impending doom feeling. Got some chest heaviness, a little twitchy. Soon, breathing becomes fast. Start hyperventalating.

20 minutes go by. Decide to go lay in bed and try to calm down. In bed, lips begin to tingle, then my face, then my scalp, then my neck. This is where my typical attacks climax.

This time was different. It didn't stop. 1hr into panic, my tingling lips were now locked and cramped in a whistling position. Lips are trembling, like a vibration. Next, my cheeks tingled and then those began to twitch and cramp erratically. The twitches were so bad I could see in them in a mirror.

Now, eye lids twitching. Gets so bad I lost control of my left eyelid. I couldn't open it. Suddenly, my entire face is numb but twitching, almost every muscle.

Then tingling spreads to body. Most notably in my hands and feet. Suddenly couldnt move my fingers. I would attempt to move my pointer, and my ring would move. Then they completely locked up and my toes began to curl and hurt terribly.

Now we're in full freak out, tears and all, I'm convinced I'm having a stroke. I scream for my wife to come in the room, I attempt to say ""Please help me, this is the worst panic attack ive ever had."" but my lips were so cramped and immovable what I said sounded like slurred nonsense. I tried to talk more, and the more i tried the more I couldn't control my tongue and lip muscles to pronounce anything correctly. My wife could also see my hands visibly curled. I was so scared at this point I was yelling at my wife the best I could ""I'm dying, Im fucking dying, this is it.""

My wife is fairly familiar with dealing with me in this kind of state, but I was acting so weird this time she decided to take me to the ER. I got up and could barely manage to put my pants and shoes on without falling over.

The room was getting darker and brighter over and over, I guess I was on verge of fainting, but I made it to the er. This ER is familiar with me and has done all sorts of tests on me before when I came in a similar but less serious condition. My heart rate was nearing 200 and my blood pressure was through the roof. I was sitting on the hospital bed with my legs crossed holding my jacket over my face, holding back tears, and shaking (because I'm embarassed as hell, even in front of these dr's and nurses).

The DR on duty comes in, tells me he's 99% sure I'm just having a panic attack, and gives me two iv injections of ativan and an injection of benadryl.

Whithin minutes, I began to feel wonderful, of course, and every symptom slowly faded away, and they discharged me 45 minutes after coming in the door and I went home and slept like a drugged up baby.

All night tonight/morning its been trying to come on again, for the past hour my lips have started to tingle and I'm feeling very anxious. Like I did the other night before it got really bad. So I took 2x .25 xanax and 2 benadryl. An hour has passed since then. I'm still hyperventilating and the tingles and numbness are coming on stronger and stronger still.

Have any other fellow panic sufferers had an episode this bad? The whole, not being able to speak thing, really freaked me the hell out and now I'm terrified of it happening again. My dr told me most of those symptoms are probably due to hyperventilating and he told me if I want to avoid this I need to not hyperventilate. But how?? I don't even notice im doing it.

Does anybody with experience with this know any good tips or techniques that have personally helped you curb hyperventilation? Assuming thats my worst enemy.

Thanks to anyone in advance that reads this manic wall of text. I know it will pass soon, I just would like some tips on avoiding this level of panic and terrible symptoms again.",3.4758391608391612,5.564036611888113,4.233604662004662,85.08563776223777,74.4895104895105,6.813762237762238,26.708065268065273,7.699297019823105,1.5508682331002333,3495,131,669,48,75,1117,396,858,0.201,0.7240000000000001,0.076,-0.999,1,2,1,0,1,0,122.0,0,1,4,8,33,66,10,17,37,0,59,56,27,5,10,123,119,63,2,14,13,4,7,7,1,4,28,7,7,1,36,53,0,11,12,2,0,23,11,50,3,3,41,18,80,16,99,66,24,141,3,4,4,1,26,56,3,14,67,425,116,5,0.047485980960101926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04209345698099008,0.0,0.04755035059580394,0.0,0.0,0.037974521817581125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06458419083308202,0.0,0.0,0.1072912842756291,0.0,0.06640660398270971,0.0486549991272324,0.039076916262367735,0.0,0.0,0.3781551104863553,0.044614642254921635,0.036513788223641916,0.15859524244374126,0.028947013244337776,0.0524445351863846,0.08081414457857429,0.0,0.04983360736541607,0.0,0.0,0.052746219898557614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05431131180868592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045248395051082,0.04978814757807185,0.0,0.10651913092334447,0.1516547673088141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04895596126743821,0.0,0.0,0.0985659023341123,0.04961274322746021,0.0,0.0,0.041555301940563914,0.04859464530263015,0.0,0.0,0.05506866211253999,0.0,0.03966844382417544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06272808514638945,0.2147689420106421,0.08001797402490196,0.0,0.0,0.04645040122433087,0.0,0.053434930468665036,0.07203101630253453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043900024218711184,0.049618930280132936,0.045552879906398926,0.05397475458897316,0.07965797574445327,0.1139366307021288,0.0,0.05231116164438317,0.0,0.04199169613815771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05627111607380486,0.09548655622811192,0.0,0.04763231067321056,0.0,0.09352825184651092,0.0,0.050834724746207635,0.0,0.10258601614430922,0.0,0.0,0.04220772172636926,0.0,0.049449341830319904,0.05219410653996832,0.07741482470386908,0.0,0.0,0.05159365725525584,0.0,0.0,0.1623947618129115,0.04759342793683232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05183655766558763,0.0,0.0,0.04493238334743434,0.0,0.0,0.04770605042407038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037902856959668975,0.15141024825896565,0.03490765981267191,0.07042050637847122,0.0,0.0,0.050501879467776886,0.13368712902745772,0.0,0.0,0.054063104058038686,0.0,0.0,0.0321777296454117,0.0,0.0,0.5014311050746552,0.0,0.0,0.04533074197716098,0.0,0.04146292695469077,0.0,0.05212534732173927,0.04488960083277035,0.0,0.0,0.04831031415473711,0.05119791898676472,0.0,0.0,0.04773652658085073,0.0,0.0,0.04749883134094198,0.0,0.09126220605323024,0.04882349720594552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045170042073279765,0.03776275800718937,0.047541750937418616,0.0,0.07568035758904178,0.04322945361735892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039280894156783715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06722164346512564,0.0,0.07584473146975926,0.07940081272823979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04475497508139504,0.19742446509967734,0.035703547978749736,0.0381674327587406,0.04150484038846348,0.043718711325314255,0.0,0.0,0.06309515146591932,0.0,0.0,0.03769856464677578,0.05537891473995732,0.0,0.0,0.09074977954877024,0.05275867208250603,0.12895945604101727,0.0,0.0927738068302384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03918090742632107,0.028008461889611036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04401998009169994,0.0,0.0530164019198089,0.0,0.045774791104356026,0.05149652073490037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101198035304111,0.0,0.0,0.09173824454779247
anxiety,JohnEThree3,2019/01/06,"Anxiety about my anxiety on a plane Just as the title says. I don’t get anxiety about the plane crashing or being claustrophobic, but my anxiety itself while on a flight.

I’m sure this is common for many. I fly a good amount for work, maybe 30 times a year and each flight is a mental battle. I just constantly fear losing it while in the air.

For those with this same issue, what have been some tricks you’ve used to help? I do take a small dose of Xanax prior to some flights when I feel I’ll need it, but I’d love a medicine free alternative if good suggestions are out there.

Thanks!!",4.293382352941176,5.03779198319328,4.7877205882352944,87.23099264705883,70.34453781512605,8.639075630252101,24.118697478991603,8.841846274778883,1.3364697478991592,462,11,101,8,8,147,84,119,0.141,0.645,0.214,0.9426,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,6,10,2,1,10,0,8,3,0,1,1,17,16,9,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,7,7,14,14,5,14,0,1,0,1,4,6,0,4,8,61,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5855229056803528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20677925298568545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21531974227848874,0.09675131810027307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999714530022429,0.0,0.0,0.3209873140525544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825655738527458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19971763938184808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21406951118742387,0.0,0.0,0.17269907631034856,0.0,0.0,0.19399687871800605,0.1922348245303528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19283381820461412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418821466739331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521676411013788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18034326265021,0.0,0.14386991209280622,0.0,0.0,0.17616756628577473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157658057085436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16526326938090746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393036516480045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322186379996702
anxiety,TheSacredEarth,2019/01/06,Racing thoughts before bed I've had this issue for as long as I can remember. Right before bed I'll start feeling a panic that I can't escape death and I'm trapped. I immediately shoot up from bed and feel so uncomfortable and scared. It's been getting worse as I work in life claims and my entire job resolves around death. I'm tired of this routine and want to be free from this plague. Please help. ,2.298055555555557,4.578627246913584,3.072330246913584,91.06923611111117,79.0,5.531481481481482,21.23611111111111,6.6274283507984215,0.2708629629629629,321,9,67,3,8,101,60,81,0.241,0.561,0.198,-0.7232,1,1,0,1,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,2,1,0,5,2,0,0,0,12,13,9,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,5,6,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,5,3,11,9,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,33,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055581770263135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3929735077828102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23350929710946036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064054619582125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547735945761244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241009251905398,0.2291417883947189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630980232834178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20434740894732986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27092223809768906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534690020941203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26157515308553925,0.19719522720639687,0.0,0.0,0.2311804292359892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634387468256357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833161418075344,0.0,0.2653962004498431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13619625096272694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16810467505669485,0.0,0.2353162401978739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,saryl,2019/01/06,"Is anyone else watching Marvel's Runaways? Because I *love* what they're doing with Gert's anxiety. It's so nice to see anxiety portrayed on TV as the legitimate medical issue it is. It's not perfect, but having representations like this helps to combat the stigma in such an important way. I really, really appreciate it, and wish I'd had representation like it when I was in my teens trying to navigate what was happening to me.",3.7517592592592592,6.393396074074078,6.4229475308642,67.0470138888889,75.91358024691358,9.975925925925926,28.64351851851852,10.125756701596842,3.8256777777777793,346,15,56,12,8,124,60,81,0.085,0.667,0.248,0.9509,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,3,0,7,2,0,0,1,6,11,5,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,5,5,9,8,0,5,0,0,2,1,2,3,0,0,3,38,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3984594873643215,0.0,0.0,0.18210008828065172,0.2668433289758637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15875691124417626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175574924511796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302991303637147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17456205935263042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718233136011501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544678105478466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350500202377389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623578102386962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33367877655275185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075305612927302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17681621195241726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20671877512133788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994839119873625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Slippers15,2019/01/06,"Social anxiety affecting a friendship So, I have recently become really good friends with a co-worker. We've been close for about six months now and her birthday is coming up soon. She originally only invited me to her party. She planned on inviting her boyfriend and his friend for a double date kind of thing. I put off plans for this dinner just to be there for her. She just messaged me saying that she would be inviting three girls from our office who can be quite insufferable. She knows that I have pretty bad anxiety and I have a hard time controlling when it hits me. She also knows that these girls trigger my anxiety, (I had panic attack just the other day because they were around being just awful), so I tend to avoid them when it's possible. My anxiety can be quite severe and it can take me couple of day before I am feeling like myself again, which really sucks for me. 

I want to be there for her because its her birthday, but I feel duped over her inviting these people. I'm not sure that I can go and remain in a good and healthy head space either.

Does anyone have any advice? Should I go or not? If I have a panic attack her party will be completely ruined!",4.874765283842795,6.036509541484718,5.450390283842797,81.4781181768559,69.3056768558952,8.170414847161572,26.102893013100434,8.472884824447931,1.7456045851528383,931,27,174,14,16,300,139,229,0.155,0.7090000000000001,0.136,-0.6741,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,2,5,16,15,3,3,7,1,24,2,1,4,1,33,37,14,0,4,10,0,3,1,2,3,0,1,0,2,15,10,1,2,4,0,0,4,2,8,0,2,3,4,38,7,21,23,2,24,0,1,0,0,26,8,1,2,13,134,53,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083516946836985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888762366931886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840902907055499,0.0,0.3783858727846092,0.0,0.0,0.0864631198694838,0.0,0.0,0.11008001779442766,0.0,0.28135300395082746,0.0,0.0,0.10324755849368088,0.15075904659484646,0.13656828870515306,0.10522211121752864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651865720476504,0.12965091764798653,0.0,0.13869066979869007,0.0,0.1368229637991924,0.0,0.15949572417112975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821216076145317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504833401827276,0.08833983997042387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19107257036855904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055305936642862,0.2074334988473854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077144844261927,0.0,0.12690668602596378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876864991485645,0.13591615952596833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06041205420069335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870100466372414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404592700432493,0.0,0.29016724337735417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572747044115009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940351120892175,0.0,0.12580256279273175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430839020129865,0.0,0.2630466615195399,0.0,0.0,0.15843434414220828,0.0,0.12209533899396488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833617972778892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969603348019372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605167520319008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654427551289813,0.0,0.09297389005034128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215152284856253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721047826003806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729354869088576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002300900537091,0.0,0.0,0.08784164357442334,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,unhingedlizard,2019/01/06,"Had a Skype call with my dad where I finally called out his xenophobia right wing b******it Background.  I don't speak to my family much.  They live around the world from me.  But occasionally I see them on Skype and I always dread it.  Mostly cause my dad.  Always arguing. Spouting right wing nonsense (he doesn't own a cellphone and doesn't read anything on the Internet that doesn't confirm his views) and making sexist remarks and jokes.  Also constantly interrupts when my mum wants to talk.  I actually noting it on a piece of paper today and it was, no joke, 67 times she tried to say something and he interrupted 52 of those times.

Tonight I could take his Muslim bashing anymore.  When he said it was a fact that 20% of all Muslims are terrorists I asked him for his source.  When he stated it was ""security firms"" I asked him which.  When he couldn't tell me but told me I had to respect his opinion I told him I want to read what he had formed this opinion on.  He got quite upset and started raving about antifa and how I had to listen to Ben Shapiro and Jorden Petersen. 

I sat through all this and calmly insisted that I would not respect his opinion unless he could back up that opinion with information on how he had come to it.  All the while trying to keep my face calm while my entire body was shaking.  I made sure the camera only showed my face.

I feel happy about calling him out but I am so so tired and so drained.  I feel so frustrated and disappointed with him.  

It was late here when the call finished so I had noone I could talk to.  Ive had a cry which helped a bit and now I'm trying to fall asleep but its not happening so I'm typing on reddit.

Thanks for reading.  
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anxiety,ffianxiety,2019/01/06,"Fatal Familial Insomnia Anxiety I haven't been getting a lot of sleep this past week and my anxiety started to play in. I first thought I had insomnia (which is temporary), but then that thought evolved to FFI, which is freaking me out. ",9.694545454545457,7.977319363636365,9.080909090909092,69.14136363636364,59.90909090909091,14.254545454545458,49.27272727272727,13.023866798666859,6.4524909090909075,188,12,34,6,2,60,36,44,0.195,0.767,0.038,-0.7140000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,3,1,0,0,6,9,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,0,5,1,5,5,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.471559963803531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29055317429408745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621634636997876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16102712396655575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26202931535518104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294221538700721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084328151668527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21815278673648586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4893689894937666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24722765509042915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chasingcitylife,2019/01/06,"Anxiety about interview I have anxiety about not feeling good enough to be employed anywhere. It's reared its stupid head up again because I have a phone interview on Wednesday (also have anxiety about phones).

Even though I know I probably could do the job and I have the skills to do it. I still don't feel like I deserve it or that I'm good enough.

How do people believe in themselves? 

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anxiety,prisonertrog,2019/01/06,"Worrying excessively because it's my last day off work after Christmas and new year. Taking my teenage kids back to my ex wife after them spending Christmas here with me. I see them lots, they only life a short drive away and I live with my eldest son. Back to work tomorrow after intermittent work days over Christmas/ New year, I've been shifted out of my usual job at the company into another (company 'needs' but not my choice) and out of my comfort zone. Been drinking too much, sleeping badly with horrible nightmares and having an ever increasing dread that I used to get on a Sunday night before school from years ago. It's excessive and I am annoyed I struggle to control my feelings instead of just being able to shrug it off somehow. I don't particularly even hate my job, my head seems to over react when I've been off for a while.",7.202829537612146,7.123756267080747,7.36430641821946,74.12622498274672,63.96894409937888,9.888474810213944,35.28019323671498,9.444778638647367,3.2767675638371294,673,28,119,11,9,218,109,161,0.125,0.83,0.045,-0.9245,2,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,3,4,10,6,2,2,5,0,7,4,2,3,1,23,15,8,0,1,3,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,11,1,1,2,1,1,2,2,5,0,0,3,2,20,1,28,11,3,35,0,0,1,0,7,12,0,3,21,84,24,6,0.14883362854880205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13193203160123174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560650365765512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13983409332505534,0.2288877468048195,0.12426986305343204,0.09072759853955377,0.0,0.12664645578031347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692956999779154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19197075543018632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14580029442366016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830320797310232,0.1346285379084333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525475454444606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775942803526703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14694239507065066,0.15274624139394674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29538882185811444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131927182705865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512559337733277,0.0,0.0,0.13142282076707115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126533028651268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940984200015574,0.11035824970487706,0.0,0.28748889178695003,0.0,0.13967027812654953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131946812115254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506275779395908,0.118601132398548,0.13549254563066848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489411144153759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559322380449686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190436609508687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285444686095471,0.16391921478984522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250579625504661,0.15114777434756185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875319312497152
anxiety,notmasturchief117,2019/01/06,"I'm giving a girl chocolate for valentines day !!! # I know it's like i'm planning Christmas in October, but yea i'm gonna give her some chocolate not any expensive chocolate or anything. 

# A little background i'm working with her in the same part-time job.

I don't know will it be awkward ? How should I give it to her ? I keep thinking she won't accept it.",0.15671232876712082,2.5379052876712365,1.9665890410958904,93.96522602739726,92.013698630137,4.015890410958904,25.10821917808219,5.6839178017228535,0.6321353424657534,278,13,57,2,10,91,51,73,0.092,0.855,0.054000000000000006,-0.5365,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,3,1,5,0,0,1,0,13,17,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,4,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,8,2,5,12,2,4,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,2,2,31,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690754481222578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20459951709765745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16034437990138853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7155194004061427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467247543226231,0.2209918363318724,0.0,0.0,0.2732787030000445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214669975602097,0.2491903994552316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692397079577595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15931067234358032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18100401914644093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whoistosayyourewrong,2019/01/06,"Anxiety about sharing opinions?? Does anyone else get really scared and stressed out at the thought of others knowing their interests and opinions on things? But simultaneously get scared over people thinking their too ordinary and so being stuck in the middle. 

If anyone else is similar, what do you do to try get around this?? I mean I sometimes feign ignorance on interests of mine but even letting people I enjoyed a certain band or something can leave me on edge for days. 
Anyone else out there???",7.526515151515149,9.175742863636367,6.8913636363636375,71.7778787878788,63.54545454545455,9.503030303030306,36.25757575757576,9.725611199111238,3.8328348484848496,404,19,62,8,6,125,66,88,0.134,0.742,0.124,0.5988,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,2,0,6,9,0,3,3,0,6,0,0,0,1,18,14,8,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,8,5,14,10,0,11,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,4,1,46,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034800381899866,0.0,0.0,0.33000166111947155,0.4835733065926302,0.0,0.14004656468197907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145723401564496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767023002991113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39425754581308653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390719725476863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465768226858657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645797669621767,0.0,0.0,0.1665772746489088,0.0,0.16086853339632567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17136565546874769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21812928403735632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078207684429484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150059550495157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111124772211695,0.15559173717750524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18020748367421655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451523163649674,0.10080315989305463,0.0,0.12489309003559293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680874129546836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,accicc,2019/01/06,"Should I get help? I been dealing with anxiety and some depression for years, and it has always been very on and off. But I’m getting tired of not feeling in control of myself and my actions, and I have a very hard time moving on in life I’m 19, and I’m so scared of moving from my parents and living an adult life, just the slightest thought about it gives me a panic attack. I also rarely enjoy things, nothing really matter enough to I enjoy doing things for fun, everything is just kinda meh.  There are many other things but you know how anxiety is, so there is no reason to write it all. 

So recently I been thinking about going to my doctor, and get some help but in Denmark it’s a long process to get help, so is it even worth it? Does drugs work? Or is it just worse? Getting a therapist wouldn’t work for me. 

Thank you for your time. 

(Sorry if anything sound weird or are spelled wrong)",2.860500000000002,4.567010716666669,3.7744444444444483,89.37500000000001,75.16666666666666,6.355555555555558,23.666666666666664,7.03164865440522,0.799233333333333,699,21,143,7,15,224,107,180,0.171,0.742,0.087,-0.8494,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,3,0,3,14,10,1,2,6,0,15,5,0,3,1,34,30,20,0,3,10,1,2,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,11,9,0,1,5,0,1,4,3,6,0,0,4,3,15,4,21,24,4,15,0,1,0,0,11,6,0,6,5,100,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126634405496736,0.10536669826104332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19374393153121103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420609022652708,0.0,0.0,0.144060444784573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202684384462125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305504580430248,0.10906664143079664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961165560843954,0.11081518086879352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14685114695910173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13084312977514787,0.0,0.08363823358800862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380730456732817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640281723147717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33079598009981226,0.12147548905172327,0.07196701639517239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134360316612372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25463321176418946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959279666388075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17888569694240655,0.0,0.0,0.11181702824102048,0.11206398438194497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838342487707458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269176306635182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150535474280245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857357680872965,0.14060815532014892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112272400072773,0.1301972172230225,0.12503231594902664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677919502268173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14175244789994335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658432682776765,0.0,0.14702773999032467,0.2523829798532163,0.08113969442244544,0.0,0.10053045134412693,0.14767849508116432,0.14554310140484594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20896680521110444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18437698600759814,0.0,0.1290472710282786,0.0,0.13845054418894118,0.0,0.08154587330949603
anxiety,TheGreatNano,2019/01/06,"I think I had an abnormal panic attack I haven't had a panic attack in like 3 months. But last night I went to go to sleep and I randomly woke up and shot out of bed scared for my life and I could barely walk straight and things were visually spinning and my heart was racing and body was shaking. I keep getting paranoid that I have a brain tumor but I had a CT scan and all types of blood work done 3 months ago and everything came back fine. 

Has anyone else had a panic attack like this? I don't recall having a  nightmare either.",2.664747474747476,4.22875872727273,3.7657575757575783,89.83308080808081,75.36363636363637,6.343434343434343,21.313131313131315,6.937597516519254,0.4352828282828281,420,10,88,4,9,136,73,110,0.21600000000000005,0.706,0.078,-0.92,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,11,3,5,6,0,14,6,5,0,1,18,21,10,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,10,0,1,1,0,0,5,2,8,0,0,11,1,12,3,8,9,2,15,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,1,8,56,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997400406611145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025234423008223,0.150234395270873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5004205002709423,0.0,0.11274539083810692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286705562489734,0.0,0.16368172533772554,0.0,0.1676996656522164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117067940937607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004803784606466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248617359292073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317768810428492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660538606865462,0.0,0.08333023081927872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17375104811857903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13032682484980793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951875021077582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356540511993648,0.14326690414290535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23406897118562026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375974058521629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5160976959695575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14679696496395395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467306519552944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974109762104698,0.0939512265966563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592262270149566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067445725234117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ohgraceg,2019/01/06,"Anxiety about my weighted blanket? Hi,

I have depression and anxiety as well as Crohn’s, related arthritis, and Degenerative Disc Disease in my lumbar region. My fiancé got me a weighted blanket for Christmas and I was thrilled. I often sleep with a lot of blankets on because I love the weight, but I get really hot and thats not really conducive to a good night’s rest. 

So it’s been less than two weeks since Christmas and my anxiety has convinced me that the weighted blanket is essentially worsening all my symptoms. There are legitimate reasons that my symptoms could be worsening, but I’ve gotten myself so worked up about this idea that by sleeping with my weighted blanket (15 additional pounds) I am creating stress on my body, and therefore responsible for the aches and painsomnia I’ve been experiencing. 

This is nuts right? I know this whole rumination issue just perpetuates the anxiety and actually stresses my body, which actively worsens the Crohn’s. I know this is cyclical, and I know I am essentially responsible by doing all this additional worry and creating these theories, blaming my pain on something that does make me really happy, with no basis in fact.  But I can’t stop. I can’t turn off my brain. ",7.0357616892911,8.530613601809955,7.615728506787331,66.70329110105584,64.56561085972851,10.780211161387632,38.26274509803922,10.793553405168565,4.6959698944193065,990,52,156,27,15,327,128,221,0.208,0.66,0.132,-0.9616,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,8,10,0,2,8,0,16,14,5,3,3,34,25,17,0,1,5,0,6,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,13,15,5,1,5,0,0,0,4,4,1,1,5,7,27,6,21,18,6,11,0,1,0,1,2,8,0,2,3,113,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.09994115619430964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31338529725748004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062430539866209764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275174268497559,0.0,0.11432774058658332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817691355275286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820890950114488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962306102375604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053507016057666335,0.0,0.0,0.08589988867587971,0.08190972133843255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902146076011536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561278464007795,0.0,0.1068934642488792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16885194104241874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870686033441231,0.09243250919914754,0.0,0.06836204831918329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610847203128277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897557016512624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19682682787312847,0.105298507414052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746087879526952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471780518203005,0.0,0.20497564866489998,0.0,0.0,0.0788431946609244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562257464350763,0.2346294664106077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21289443292360152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139687326446224,0.10004346211760168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215022280078874,0.6235624689238655,0.0920823615874812,0.0,0.0,0.11434141981004055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455851147281121,0.10400624841823072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,esonsyd,2019/01/06,"My Anxiety *Someone give me a good method to help me deal with it* Hey guys,

I decided to post something on here because honestly I have no one else I would really like to talk about it with.

Ever since a kid I think I’ve had terrible anxiety even though I have not spoken to a professional about it I can almost 80% confirm I do. My first time that I can remember experiencing anxiety was around the age of 12 years old. Me and some friends cut through an ally way on the way to school and some man said he would call the police. Ever since that for the next 2 weeks or so I would stay up all night not being able to fall asleep because my mind would be racing thinking “The police are going to come to my house soon” Etc. One night I even heard a police syrin nearby and literally looked out my window expecting the police to come to my house. In my mind I knew it was way over the top but I felt no control over it.

At first I thought maybe it was insomnia for sleep. But shortly after that I was sleeping fine and it was all good. Later on in my teenage years (I’m a teenager but almost an adult) I’ve experienced lots of anxiety and it continues on to this day. I’m currently writing this because I can’t sleep. My childhood has been some what ‘rough’ around 13-14 I started to get into drugs and doing other bad things, at the age of 15 I was at court. Think how bad my anxiety would of been like then... holy sh*t! I’m currently at the stage to have a normal day and to sleep early and feel good I need some sort of high

Sorry for ranting on.

Please reply with your thoughts and ways I could deal with this it would be greatly appreciated:)",2.4181034482758608,4.1849607857142885,3.819096880131365,88.31785714285719,76.55952380952381,7.015435139573071,23.490968801313628,7.873277556716777,1.0817078407224954,1288,40,275,20,29,424,176,336,0.08199999999999999,0.835,0.083,0.3482,2,0,3,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,4,13,13,1,0,17,0,29,7,5,2,4,62,50,17,0,10,6,0,3,2,1,6,2,2,1,4,18,19,0,1,10,0,0,4,5,4,0,4,15,8,33,9,48,25,8,58,0,0,1,0,17,21,0,9,28,184,51,2,0.0802936707767732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080502577244968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071221918539503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295678047617266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340837224594734,0.14683882933983902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198881523366155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833177537339675,0.0,0.0,0.09005617928555754,0.06410796255979845,0.0,0.0,0.10356555024273707,0.16555849777520135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311516654771784,0.0,0.06707505887519583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954866758942494,0.10606642456082853,0.14526044423399334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0405988924996028,0.0,0.07709451567473485,0.0,0.0,0.1365955106893651,0.0,0.0,0.06203469086507282,0.0,0.04195012898181588,0.07702500544763792,0.04563274347080938,0.20203956462045009,0.0,0.08852405549295132,0.0,0.07950335782194211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05381915500373119,0.08483467160409179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18529623128359726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784548635031229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742646097475857,0.0,0.0,0.06826280756557351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066578449814184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621474366639091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059536739483569134,0.0,0.0,0.08539322978293287,0.1507003415631471,0.07867074940072406,0.0,0.0,0.08425470063098367,0.0,0.1088181386697484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881383387760956,0.0,0.0,0.07689914138352344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05143818153654627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095707667441487,0.0,0.07637766797430677,0.0,0.0,0.0812614815005906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13283950839689235,0.0,0.3214066316221693,0.0,0.06803256668634974,0.061813990557791715,0.0,0.08988219069494875,0.05683227344505552,0.08558236963519941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453701110017812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05334354705309526,0.1543468263522881,0.07888812386494601,0.12748841141339742,0.04681988513453236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549335139994517,0.06440673945756756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.342229919891166,0.0,0.0,0.10341298289767566
anxiety,sadfuckinloser,2019/01/06,"making progress! for a while, things had gotten so bad to a point where i had trouble holding down food, and i was surviving off of snacks throughout each day. since last year, stress and anxiety have been a factor in me losing around 40 pounds in total(and i’m hoping to gain some of it back). however, in the last week or so, i have been able to hold down all of my meals, and i have felt a lot healthier. small progress, but it’s good to see that things aren’t as severe as they once were. ",3.7521571428571434,4.647915730000005,3.9054285714285726,92.50700000000002,71.7,7.314285714285713,24.285714285714285,7.447530270364453,0.7723714285714287,383,10,86,4,7,118,73,100,0.126,0.743,0.132,0.1522,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,5,5,6,0,1,5,0,10,3,0,1,1,15,16,10,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,3,2,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,8,2,7,2,17,8,4,17,0,1,1,0,1,10,0,4,7,58,12,0,0.2132350962910762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312426501254876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898244441647632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16396462683085608,0.17804239856712625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13751899660836395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047391321679542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578447248481877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17885148189833508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117905642146015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476301271728192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385555293244668,0.0,0.181284853507469,0.0,0.0,0.1423360825719522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270884183093008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20157608966920695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16992076410300366,0.0,0.0,0.24089496385185236,0.0,0.17639027516266284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24426008235524094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833278459518312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17104433210197048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373164108242024
anxiety,IamNoWallisSimpson,2019/01/06,"Don’t you wish sometimes that they’d invent a tranquillizer shot that instantly calms you and makes you normal again? Have you seen a wild beast getting shot at and instantly goes down? I’d really like it if someone shot my inner beast. The one that keeps me up at night and early morning. The one that makes me fog up, and can’t think clearly. Oh how I want to be normal again. ",3.4954385964912262,5.073296263157896,4.100000000000001,88.22833333333338,73.21052631578948,7.171929824561403,23.192982456140356,7.793537801064563,0.9589192982456148,300,8,62,4,6,95,51,76,0.014,0.826,0.159,0.8765,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,4,1,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,3,1,15,13,6,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,9,3,6,10,0,10,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,1,5,38,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049568192886458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390217851586507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137706386177256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3590023628417803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25235616395845784,0.5269543075636617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644441380683989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17227223294808985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278486880007661,0.0,0.2659613378800748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723082713390511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586115593683038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30923610295565657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,migeldyhiggens,2019/01/06,"Dealing with change I know it’s pretty common that change makes people anxious, but ever since I was young I had such a hard time dealing with anything that wasn’t in part of my routine. If my parents went out I’d cry for hours because I thought something would happen as it wasn’t what happened every night and I wasn’t used to it. I was diagnosed with OCD when I was 8, and since then have been working every day to focus on my triggers and find ways to work with it. 

My OCD has got so much better to the point where some days I don’t notice it all that much. However, the last few months have been really challenging, in February 2018 I got into a relationship with my SO and it has been lovely, he’s amazing at dealing with my anxiety etc, but he’s due to start a new job this week which means that our routine is going to be messed up. We don’t live together yet, but talk whenever we can and see each other in person around 5 times a week. His new scheduling means that we’re only really going to be able to see each other one day a week, and talk for like an hour or two max each day. The thought of this triggers my anxiety to the point where I start asking all of the stupid “what if” questions. 

Sorry for the longwinded post but needed to get it off of my chest. Any advice would be really great.  ",4.975803903345724,4.909569040892193,5.7059084572490715,84.09893703531601,68.62825278810409,8.806784386617101,27.59316914498141,8.472884824447931,1.7034849442379183,1028,29,217,14,16,336,148,269,0.07400000000000001,0.823,0.103,0.9177,3,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,3,0,0,4,9,8,1,0,12,0,23,3,1,4,3,45,45,18,0,5,7,1,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,19,20,0,0,7,0,0,3,5,2,0,2,15,3,22,6,34,25,11,45,0,0,2,1,17,14,0,5,27,145,41,4,0.09340939800306787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127858264885184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06352159378682969,0.0,0.1429158675991628,0.10552603181540156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686797556000681,0.08315416816513778,0.08732517779101723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056941502027983384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082613021699501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19762951488614605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260583753894913,0.2409653365811488,0.28890296324478176,0.0,0.09480857272073284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417617043266003,0.0,0.08449414828273484,0.15740289306377153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537449752087653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04880255512587674,0.0,0.10617342701113038,0.0,0.14941605738791036,0.10298419106252582,0.0,0.0,0.1652032443296773,0.0,0.08367647313516083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18397888228532772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269441421148504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051335362275687135,0.07614112655877538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04563511357335706,0.0,0.08248220977621266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430562864415594,0.0,0.062351498502910524,0.0,0.0,0.20350043665742187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455849030840936,0.0,0.1373333107106805,0.06926188503309041,0.0,0.18043075732432828,0.0,0.08765839229972239,0.0,0.0,0.10634721873981418,0.0,0.0,0.06329662554110004,0.07104205637001429,0.0,0.0,0.10372008222543844,0.10115327535793772,0.0,0.06475831523526633,0.08156148336783835,0.0,0.0,0.17660414739710975,0.0,0.08946038254444344,0.09503093905387854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463990350843744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17952135673530115,0.0,0.0,0.10028673596396216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488703929058335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15453843858844513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191111815305012,0.0,0.10456417352438198,0.13223130536420893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150157871659513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14831325616685773,0.10893554230813833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124740893261388,0.0,0.0,0.08067572864088918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414403228524452,0.2247821541300917,0.0,0.0,0.08659144777755684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360063084935886,0.0,0.0,0.1327107125896458,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,staringspace,2019/01/06,"Health anxiety rearing its ugly head today, really could do with a hug. I was diagnosed with GAD a year ago, and health anxiety is a major thing for me. A lot of my family (including my mum) has been diagnosed/died of cancer and it’s something that worries me constantly. I stupidly looked at some breast cancer stories this morning on the internet and now I’m checking my breasts and freaking out that I’ve got breast cancer. I know rationally it’s not likely - I’m a healthy person who exercises, tries to eat well and live a balanced life, but my mental health just rears it’s ugly head like this when you’re least expecting it. I know I can’t go to the doctor every time I freak out, and I need to learn to deal with this myself. Ugh. 

Happy Sunday and here’s to managing anxiety, it’s an uphill struggle!",4.106104166666668,5.536303068750001,5.540000000000003,79.09166666666668,71.4375,8.833333333333334,28.333333333333336,9.2995712137729,2.540458333333333,641,24,120,14,12,216,104,160,0.226,0.7020000000000001,0.071,-0.9673,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,5,10,1,1,9,0,7,17,5,0,0,23,15,9,0,3,3,1,0,2,0,0,10,0,0,1,13,12,1,0,3,1,1,1,2,5,1,0,3,1,14,5,15,11,4,13,0,0,1,4,4,4,0,2,10,75,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13392441816512346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3467302430828457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16326516567592975,0.0,0.120626089720859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15575814149493428,0.0,0.15334429511119316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546380678878871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15459384287568545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729247468171356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424259627399225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586295973740116,0.0,0.12083348235782618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16082880688791668,0.0,0.0,0.3101059122234093,0.4817769323416806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16606061491149374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671315946893373,0.1476213410329165,0.0,0.13340751742569987,0.0,0.126870204672541,0.0,0.0,0.12844388155873554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15225437186040086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202483735048524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13191832569935352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678652157004022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630973241542925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15794293255057046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037167359442226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880966956279474,0.0,0.1432073656935716,0.0,0.0,0.10257425592880008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358401937222462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534303496336185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729137579189898
anxiety,ahype7819,2019/01/06,"Will it ever get better I turned 40 last year and I didn’t imagine my life to be like this,staying in all the time being reclusive,my social anxiety has definitely got worse the older I’ve become,can’t keep a job cos I hate being around people that much.Ive tried meds also cbt but nothing has worked.Just really fed up of this shit....sorry just venting and just want to get it out..always trying to keep the faith but sometimes it’s so damn hard (that’s what she said) 😂",0.7718728522336775,3.2096796494845385,2.4037371134020624,92.2262929553265,87.55670103092785,4.470446735395188,16.330756013745706,5.985473137389443,-0.4173841924398629,374,8,76,3,12,122,76,97,0.133,0.754,0.114,-0.4223,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,2,0,4,0,7,2,0,1,2,14,17,6,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,7,3,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,2,5,3,7,9,1,8,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,6,40,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498377868986695,0.15590483716569192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14333568668148244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16679687139858654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16571139920364658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16948470408675242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19578365560912486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14985497094698655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16784454990753112,0.18498669549012348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18593341293362176,0.3330818301752036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272958620121282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234326363716245,0.09153833581545416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20812314358653486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13773673088678146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797842473815092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989708894489724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003247026339525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782294763550269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19233012943802727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909976531590568,0.0,0.0,0.18531132866851752,0.2097426670135091,0.0,0.19970891138539487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925554330013498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544205768497167,0.20380212426383265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105142538498557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19094357238466506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065857913051428
anxiety,HailToTheThief225,2019/01/06,"I was anxious about getting to sleep, and now I have to work in 3 hours with no sleep and I want to call in, but I’m anxious about that too. My anxiety normally keeps me up in bed for a bit but not to this point. I’ve been on my phone because I know if I shut my eyes I’ll just get even more anxious. 

I don’t have a very long shift but I don’t want to drive in this state, and I especially don’t want to work in this state. I’m mainly anxious about calling work because they’re already usually short staffed, especially on Sundays, but I don’t feel like it should be my burden to make sure the place is staffed up. I’m pretty sure they just lost an employee a few days ago, too. Plus, my family is doing Christmas late due to weird schedules, so we’re opening gifts after my shift and I sure as hell don’t want to be exhausted through that. 

I know it needs to be done. I know I have to call in. I’m not well. But I just don’t know what to say to manager. I’ve never called in a single day at this place and I’m so afraid they’re going to be pissed. I hate how managers seem to guilt people for things like this. I hate it so much. Sorry for the rant, I’m just exhausted and I just want to sleep for a week.",0.9669450369155044,2.3993208905660417,2.7517801476620214,95.85515176374079,79.71698113207545,6.1181296144380655,21.333059885151762,6.8959733430537185,0.2036989335520918,936,26,231,10,23,311,126,265,0.214,0.691,0.095,-0.9887,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,4,17,17,4,2,8,0,20,7,5,2,4,43,46,18,0,9,13,0,1,2,0,1,2,1,1,0,12,9,0,1,6,0,0,2,10,11,1,0,4,3,25,6,40,37,6,36,1,1,1,0,7,18,2,2,16,140,37,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447172429519867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515848074664118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07289908218327873,0.43061703336467344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161797722173044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040355579153368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3892202868017185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291253707403925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751808890584956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06294029873151706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983400355125136,0.0,0.04818313491143077,0.06807752315560088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957358931909444,0.0,0.05415735503263375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18816472895985145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384466459191433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470102691752047,0.0,0.0,0.2094827316972115,0.0,0.10749494665341867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311094564133346,0.0,0.0,0.08433153536918943,0.0,0.0,0.1040238488731674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06360899023980568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005150983009738,0.07065874397316589,0.07349603586026737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336716098833324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606434713921162,0.0,0.1991223467025364,0.0,0.09008293110684083,0.0,0.0,0.09694750278496612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578102422070483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675140388319161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860862354748537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667300149707368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26943830612116904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06330860686258105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495206168176664,0.07862691846019174,0.28103216513439155,0.0,0.07643850424047187,0.0,0.08568008395723749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20812388211768906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ameerxz,2019/01/06,"Anxiety and sleep disorder Hey 
guys I had Anxiety for long time somehow I could manage my daily tasks with calming my thoughts through meditation and breathing but lately its gotten worse and even the worst part it has  been almost a month I started having sleeping problems , eg  yesterday I was really tired at 12 am cause the day before that I had shity  night  so I went to bed then I stared having all of this thoughts it was until 4am with struggles and convincing my self to stop  I fall a sleep  +  I always wake up at 9 no matter how many hours I was sleeping , now it's 11am where I live  I feel so tried 
Don't feel like being productive need some advice If someone been in similar situations 
Or can help with anything 🤲🏻
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anxiety,splitoys,2019/01/06,"How to deal with heartache and anxiety I have been with my date (same age as me) for more than 2 years. We are doing great for the first two years, survivng college together, helping each other out. Recently, she confessed that her heart is wavering and she doesn't want to commit to the relationship yet.  
  
She said that she had a crush on someone, and it's more like serious admiration. She advised me to date other girls as a form of consideration and kindness, rather than me waiting for her like a dog on a leash waiting with uncertainty. She said if she'll commit now, it would look like cheating if she liked someone else while having a relationship with me.
  
I felt blasted and very sad because while I want her to know herself and explore the world more, there's this heartache that haunts me because I am anxious whether she'll come back or not.
  
I really don't know what to do right now. I am working and I feel demotivated of everything. Should I wait for her? Or should I follow her advice instead?",6.159386873920552,6.762477300518137,6.212033678756478,79.17155656303977,66.15025906735751,9.127633851468048,33.699913644214156,9.075114841892004,2.8100918825561307,801,34,153,13,12,254,113,193,0.131,0.7490000000000001,0.12,0.6717,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,0,2,8,10,1,0,8,0,17,1,1,1,2,41,31,17,0,8,7,0,2,4,0,5,0,2,0,1,9,15,0,3,7,0,0,3,3,3,0,2,5,5,31,7,23,21,6,21,1,1,1,0,25,5,0,4,17,117,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15662092286158005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261153945090215,0.181067496988096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324319321639494,0.0,0.19540685970236127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13806452597191582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16523864783963105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338909470820429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440467188156536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104091533289763,0.0,0.15389114659933298,0.0,0.0,0.13633161565600652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17670606374790115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899291300127504,0.10743035869730053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16690393098330308,0.17616820028817126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132131720427017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345923935020098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026776115831792,0.0,0.15825429595096355,0.3441552373326413,0.0,0.13687576391953152,0.3049204420386846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27160452599844304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15656743324699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224538946110326,0.189071167264993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11668363450169406,0.0,0.0,0.1138562501532756,0.0,0.0,0.20642638937539773
anxiety,Multi-tunes,2019/01/06,"Too anxious to sleep I’m just dreading going back to uni tomorrow—or today I guess since it’s 5am. 

Feeling horrible for many reasons all year, and the biggest impact is sleep.

My heart keeps beating too fast, I can’t sit still, and dwelling on anything makes me cry.

Spent most of the night working in an attempt to keep my head occupied, but now I’m just lying in bed trying and failing to sleep.",3.782291666666669,5.132063312500005,4.507500000000004,86.4941666666667,72.125,6.833333333333335,30.833333333333336,7.1686216300943375,1.8154583333333336,315,14,62,3,6,101,64,80,0.226,0.747,0.027000000000000003,-0.9497,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,4,7,3,0,2,3,0,2,5,5,2,1,14,11,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,1,1,5,0,9,10,2,13,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,2,7,33,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21656682828399787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577530527516045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740573491343562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105738310913176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969294560692552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894772569514513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111795461795754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19673986294373075,0.0,0.0,0.2271658357783816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407841553985269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796147109133468,0.19435406465244345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17989779077483126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970998857364969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857650911960233,0.0,0.5755163761023743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15309214580991154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18170951528836515,0.0,0.0,0.1301519529782374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956013672814213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234487391850524
anxiety,pikaaaaachu,2019/01/06,"Has anyone experienced this kind of need to articulate? I had the worst anxiety spike I've had in a very long time about 2 days ago. It lasted 9-10 hours at work and then slowly came down when I was on my way home.

I realize how completely altered I was. I still can't really even remember or understand how my brain was perceiving the social cues I got. I thought that I had somehow did something wrong with zero evidence to back it up. It also led me to believe that I had lost 2 of my very close friends who are Co workers and a person I'm trying to become friends with that is also a coworker. 

Anyways. I would sit at my desk doing my work. But I felt this need in my brain. Like the ultimate itch. I do have very good willpower and pain tolerance, but I couldn't say no to scratching this itch. (it wasn't a physical itch that I scratch). It manifested with me needing to twirl pencils between my fingers. When I normally do it, it is casual, but this I needed to use as much force and create as many revolutions as possible. Also I would move my fingers very quickly, almost rhythmic but also with a some sort of influence of a muscle spasm it felt like. 

I want to know if this is a documented condition and any help is greatly appreciated.",4.430878809355068,5.320763148594377,5.997854949208603,78.14895818568392,70.12449799196787,9.553602645877627,31.11292227734468,9.773937934552695,2.9623818095913066,980,41,193,23,17,335,145,249,0.041,0.833,0.126,0.9607,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,4,15,12,0,0,10,0,23,8,7,5,0,43,38,23,0,10,6,0,6,2,2,2,4,1,1,1,18,11,0,0,8,1,0,3,4,4,0,1,15,8,28,8,28,20,3,25,0,1,0,0,7,8,0,6,14,138,46,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981286014657589,0.0,0.11084975523108022,0.0,0.0,0.3541060283048804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527958948715167,0.0,0.08468496461352762,0.0,0.0,0.07740380149647341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512123331236553,0.0,0.0,0.122259117246793,0.0,0.12472064952782295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24715494314884065,0.0,0.1266109617455266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116066525341775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139214610757783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07311610532273581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21257813681261656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17105262140151814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928496530817922,0.08853665968062265,0.12204680589202616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419967292998972,0.0,0.11104082121493536,0.0,0.10901690202565452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152766986898449,0.060837657997951426,0.09023502731479473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816455983552928,0.0,0.0,0.09796574764260027,0.0,0.0,0.12084179521820862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223211696751498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176562580414462,0.08137701399547535,0.3283296883195265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084621985292452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779228169202108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665870485710397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479727455838804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091706002928819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540117620653254,0.0,0.0,0.08803284159837188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128443995596468,0.0,0.08522203445163044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840492040169863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788319352637776,0.06454988309201698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515782721768975,0.0,0.0,0.11524228780441655,0.0,0.09560899485683533,0.0,0.3653553711818535,0.06529354896357792,0.08786826621646543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16118139455724848,0.0,0.0,0.15727577613720514,0.121032739892298,0.0,0.0
anxiety,infp_arvvays,2019/01/06,I can't resist OCD and it hurts so much! The exposure. It's so fucking hard. Most of the time I give in. It's so painful! It feels like if I do one more ritual it'll never come back ever again. Help!,-3.020666666666667,-1.8574299555555531,0.257777777777779,102.12000000000003,115.22222222222223,3.7777777777777786,11.666666666666668,5.82211442006289,-1.148333333333333,152,3,39,2,9,53,35,45,0.202,0.6890000000000001,0.109,-0.6693,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,2,7,7,5,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,2,3,1,2,6,3,7,1,1,0,1,2,1,1,2,6,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384884533988416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671692805822737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28055107568959226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568226370590187,0.2215733103570848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867313798274493,0.0,0.2975269454432049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27783609900920825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20788896672626672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33202511909813753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15152505188147022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279980852577413,0.0,0.23920905474867696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101676476299308,0.0,0.3300245777685397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808526637437104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mastengwe,2019/01/06,"So I just absolutely lost it over a tree.... I swear, next year we’re getting a fake tree. I just completely lost control over stripping our tree down of all its decorations. It was SO beautiful, and now... it’s so empty. I feel so bad for it now. Is this guilt? Grief? 

What the hell is happening?!

I actually feel like the tree is scared. Like, how I would be in the same situation. How insanely irrational, but my god!! I’m about in throes of a panic attack over it. I feel horrible!!!!",-0.1750000000000007,2.1156123333333383,2.393500000000003,89.30150000000002,97.54166666666666,6.726666666666668,19.941666666666666,7.793537801064563,1.2420591666666674,368,13,80,10,15,126,62,96,0.29600000000000004,0.618,0.085,-0.9613,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,0,3,11,12,2,3,6,0,6,0,0,3,1,13,14,8,1,1,3,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,3,3,9,2,10,9,2,10,1,3,0,0,1,6,1,0,6,53,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.2151046030159469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507671240081068,0.0,0.0,0.18404703657505048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23111313749669216,0.0,0.24722721921429286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343629957039434,0.15747283514763016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516382125172504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19492254914845736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215378643548834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4812434308923176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23442623156396014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586231676268743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22068551966115615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247768778069074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565847601979268,0.0,0.0,0.1419475287274802
anxiety,polartex,2019/01/06,"Working at a job for awhile but still making mistakes I’ve been working at my job for the last three years. In the beginning I was making mistakes as I was still new to the job. After the initial hump, I’ve improved as the years gone by and rarely made any mistakes. However as of recently I’ve been making a ton of mistakes (e.g. cash discrepancies). I do not know what caused this recent string of mistakes as I am usually really careful when counting my cash. Due to this issue, I’ve been extremely anxious during work causing me to make even more mistakes. After every shift I’ve been over analyzing each and every move/transaction that I’ve done. I am worried about going into my next shift and getting reprimanded or getting retrained over this. I feel disappointed in myself since I have seniority/more experience yet am still making dumb mistakes. I’m getting even more anxious about not being able to fix this issue.",7.530173410404623,7.843681815028906,7.663358381502893,70.93330346820814,63.21965317919076,9.925780346820812,36.37514450867052,9.642632912329526,3.620739190751444,746,33,123,13,10,242,97,173,0.213,0.752,0.035,-0.9867,4,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,9,10,1,0,7,0,13,1,0,8,0,26,29,10,0,7,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,2,2,2,9,0,1,9,1,12,1,25,19,4,26,0,1,0,1,0,7,1,1,17,82,18,6,0.1192894406034771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112091021958359,0.0,0.0,0.26952622698522355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162353491970394,0.24508623057698936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207451414651567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15757910094617567,0.0,0.2010129972396305,0.0,0.0,0.11668796275922196,0.0,0.0,0.060316325415767084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18697142767567096,0.0,0.06779493812119353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24901436724075734,0.35512908940892285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655583568672869,0.09723681544138156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128745529970184,0.39813313950253976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678579692549072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521048507439235,0.1268656733909957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641987023128725,0.0,0.2355678628211797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867745797026203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857941040751672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313804657395033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26053240046913584,0.12114421738007385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536369773813999
anxiety,hmonks,2019/01/06,"Recurring anxiety that everyone I interact with can’t stand me I’m 26 and have pretty constant anxiety about anything and everything, this includes social anxiety that results in paranoia. When I’m interacting with new people (particularly people I’m attracted to, authority figures or people I perceive to be threatening in some manner) I get anxious and immediately retreat into my own head. Conversation rarely feels easy and natural, I often end up stumbling over words leaving awkward silences OR on other occasions, I’ll end up word vomiting, cutting people off and usually put my foot in my mouth. I sense that most people don’t really want to engage after this, which is understandable. In these interactions I get so anxious it feels like it’s out of my control.

I find this incredibly frustrating but what concerns me more is the recurring feeling that friends and loved ones are getting fed up with me. 

I’ve experienced paranoia about whether coworkers, classmates, friends actually enjoy my company or if they are just tolerating my presence. While it’s somewhat easier to engage with them than strangers, I’m usually still anxious when interacting & I’m sure it shows. I fixate on awkward interactions & if I offend anyone, I feel like I’ve tarnished their perception of me and that makes me even more uncomfortable talking to them.  

These insecurities have made their way into almost every romantic relationship I’ve had. Paranoia and doubts start creeping in that I’m ruining things, and often it’s a self fulfilling prophecy. I’d imagine it gets tiring having to constantly convince someone you love them. 

It’s difficult to know what’s real and whether or not to trust my own perceptions :(

Wondering if anyone else experiences this? What has helped you to cope? 
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anxiety,Azzurri999,2019/01/06,"Crippling anxiety has sucked everything out of me This is a throwaway account because I'm pretty embarrassed to discuss my anxiety so that's why I have no post history.

About May-June of 2017 I started having panic attacks. I was always a ""nervous"" and ""anxious"" person but not to the extreme of having a panic attack. My symptoms usually stayed within my gut, adding to my severe IBS which I've had since I was 13. From age 13 to 18 I also dropped 100 lbs without any exercise. From that May and June and it gradually got worse. My dog ended up with Kidney disease and I was having panic attacks through June into November of 2017 because of the constant obsessive thinking and worrying. I was supposed to start college in August in August of 2017 as well and I had to take a medical leave for the entire year due to my anxiety. The night before school started I had to sleep in my parents bed and I had a panic attack while my mother was constantly reassuring me that I'm fine. The next day I try to go to school. At this point I had no sleep because of the night before and I was so high strung and nervous that I had to call my parents to pick me up because I started having a panic attack because I couldn't find my class and I was too afraid to interact with anyone. The second day of school I couldn't even make it because my IBS was sending me to the bathroom about 20 times a day and I was constantly rushing to my primary and GI dr thinking I had Crohn's disease (I was tested multiple times before this happened). The third day of school I had a night class and I went because my mom wanted me to try it out. So I went to my 6 pm class only to come out feeling sick to my stomach after reading the syllabus and reinforcing in my mind  that I could never do it , I'm going to fail, I'll lead to nothing in life. I was never a bad student in either in high school I was in all AP classes but I just always held such a pessimistic view on everything and putting myself down. Anyway, I went home and started crying and had a panic attack that sent me to the hospital. Since this was a Wednesday, for the remainder of the week I went to the hopsital on another 3 occasions due to anxiety and or severe IBS symptoms. At this point I already missed the first week of my university and I had to be medically excused by my primary who then recommended that I started going to a psychiatrist as did my GI dr. I couldn't find any psychiatrists that weren't very expensive or booked for months so I started going to a psychologist for CBT. I did this for a few months starting in September of 2017 and everything got worse with it. I just stopped going all together because I couldn't handle talking about anything. At the same time I went to a new GI dr because I was convinced there was something wrong with me. After going through every test, my new GI confirmed what my old GI dr told me, I had IBS. He prescribed me Donnatal with helped with my anxiety for a while. One of the main drugs in Donnatal is a barbiturate and so I was mostly sleeping most of the time and very relaxed for the next 6 months. There were a few instances of anxiety but nothing too severe because I was so relaxed everyday with the barbiturates. The only big exception was my acne that caused a lot of anxiety and led to me taking accutane after desperartion although looking back now my skin wasn't even that bad. It caused it to worsen during the fall of 2018 so I'll discuss that in more detail later on. At this point I enrolled in a community college for the fall 2018 semester but mostly took online classes due to the anxiety of socializing and being afraid of having panic attacks in school. We now enter the fall of 2018 and I handled school decently well but at this point I was on 4 donnatal pills a day for almost a year and the effects were definitely wearing off. I started to have IBS symptoms in school that lead to anxiety and panicking which only worsened my symptoms. After being on since August, in October/November I was breaking out everyday no matter what. I started having daily panic attacks and it was struggle to finish school. I kept my hoodie on in every class and became mute. Around this time as well my mom's friend wanted me to do a presentation in front of a crowd of people and I had a very bad panic attack because my skin was horrible and I hate the thought of a lot of people looking at me. Everyday From mid October through December consisted of panic attacks. There was one day where I had to get a new phone and I dreaded it because I must've returned 4 phones because I would buy a phone look at it all night and have panic attacks thinking to myself what If I made the wrong decision and reading about issues with whatever phone it was. In November of 2018 I was hospitalized because of a panic attack once again and my primary recommended a psychiatrist this time. I was prescribed Zoloft for GAD, Panic Disorder and slight OCD but held off of taking it for about a month because of the extreme anxiety it was causing by looking up side effects and thinking I was going to get them. She also told me it takes about 6-8 weeks to work which really didn't help my panic attacks I was having which made it a struggle to get to school. I had about 2 or 3 internal panic attacks in class and thankfully they didn't become noticeable. I was still able to end with a 3.9 GPA and was slightly relieved that break was starting for the next month. Fast forward to January of 2019!!! My dogs kidney disease has worsened, I had a panic attack in the vet. It took every last bit of life out of me. I haven't slept in 2 weeks, I'm waking up every hour with heart palpitations, I have no appetite to the point of not eating for 2 days at a time. I lost about 7 lbs last week from a lack of appetite. I'm having panic attacks everyday more than once. I called my psychiatrist out of desperation and got an emergency appointment last Thursday. I was in a very bad state and she wanted me to take my Zoloft which I was still anxious about and I was already there for the issue with my dog then she also told me she wanted me to go to the emergency room because I said I didn't eat for 2 days. I freaked out at the thought of going to the er, I took the Zoloft and with my dogs issues on my mind, all three combined and I had one of the worst panic attacks to date in my psychiatrists office. I was sent to a psych er where I had another panic attack because I was literally put in an area where the patients were allowed to walk around and half of them were from prison and they were saying that "" I looked like fresh meat"" and "" I'm such a nervous little boy I shouldn't be here"" and a lot of other anxiety inducing things such as putting it out there that they ""just want one punch on someone just to release their anger."" After a few hours I was released after seeing a psychiatrist because they just confirmed what I already knew. I have GAD and Panic Disorder. I went home and had horrible insomnia, my IBS was acting up, I was having heart palpitations, extreme headaches, embarrassing sexual issues and felt like an emotionally numb zombie. That same day which was on Friday I went to my primary with the notion that my symptoms were from the Zoloft. I stopped taking it and now I just feel lost because my psychiatrist wont do anything else but shove ssri's down my throat which now I'm even more scared to take because of the side effects. I had another horrible panic attack yesterday and at this very moment I'm up again with insomnia and and heart palpitations and don't know where else to vent. 

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There's a lot more to all of this but this is already way too long and I apologize for that. I just really needed to vent somewhere.",5.086244294439091,5.990264101639347,6.1109151398264245,77.87968932819035,68.63934426229507,8.86563805850209,31.803439408550304,9.061647067312856,2.763990806814529,6165,257,1139,110,102,2051,464,1525,0.22,0.733,0.046,-0.9998,3,0,2,0,0,0,100.0,1,0,7,10,61,81,22,33,89,0,110,42,16,15,7,177,205,88,0,15,24,5,5,2,1,4,24,2,4,2,63,84,2,5,18,6,3,38,22,68,5,9,104,14,165,13,226,88,26,237,0,4,7,0,47,84,1,13,112,819,228,32,0.021507027320966564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.021536181178288098,0.0,0.09493415781920013,0.051597485934906026,0.035791139246162264,0.023302855116726168,0.026133392256423228,0.029251032171298583,0.06765598013487151,0.18098098736538654,0.048593638281503294,0.0,0.015038213566112662,0.0,0.03539690193533117,0.03829162814048174,0.0,0.4648796202245907,0.0,0.01653757646025406,0.07182987785550292,0.2622096846770152,0.02375282195468717,0.05490268854819321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02348010356325584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0439221590490324,0.0,0.0,0.0662809243259002,0.0,0.0185263996746682,0.0,0.06972436806759591,0.0,0.01717161127305103,0.0,0.02362445961988063,0.12483228051041008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04929783318258478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024941323663052992,0.044014116369211216,0.03593272321039726,0.024192510969349813,0.03809768516493088,0.0,0.0,0.04261556612367872,0.0,0.07248239243358638,0.0,0.05798738812487264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.021749198454693745,0.0,0.02065011898039719,0.0,0.03931406667742315,0.01829386645234416,0.0,0.0,0.01661627595769079,0.0,0.03370960231616316,0.0,0.11000645330529964,0.0,0.05160340335873946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.019018593231882253,0.0,0.0,0.02123373686583537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645779278293365,0.02883141412912988,0.045446710364678435,0.04314660395750232,0.0,0.0423601793008181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979099528787737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.011819699758247645,0.05259329331385815,0.0,0.02277283656330803,0.0,0.0,0.030382098870320336,0.021014494374224903,0.021555691474415085,0.0,0.019033042392374525,0.090302431331842,0.0,0.04695492182736448,0.07313802211884245,0.0,0.04070093853852815,0.0143561077415493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04333213474368616,0.0,0.0,0.04343193325972803,0.05037754092704876,0.08583352009293088,0.0,0.0,0.01594718824394304,0.03317509067221415,0.06231486301607843,0.06861890264325961,0.08073155285896247,0.0,0.0412731455244038,0.024485893152537724,0.02256800730194798,0.04580856436678063,0.0582948732757155,0.04907119026408978,0.0,0.5299111148782258,0.04776201730969595,0.0,0.0,0.029820529514147924,0.018779106691952426,0.0,0.0,0.10165546251943776,0.0,0.02059778708202652,0.02188037870131384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06486150821513109,0.0,0.0,0.04302569485600154,0.0,0.027555904841440042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.020458108041939285,0.01710325135450097,0.02153228627953893,0.2176625985420736,0.01713831625059628,0.0,0.0,0.07289045742225495,0.0,0.05337250574217451,0.0,0.06456767831665848,0.021923705909909785,0.018222834456113345,0.01655716036996736,0.0,0.0,0.1674506309722648,0.022923629523109758,0.03435107960056731,0.03596167572252544,0.0,0.04496762926428717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117701814008408,0.11319425573954366,0.017286533888877385,0.0,0.019800781196896763,0.0,0.0,0.01428831329754147,0.055123338766296166,0.0,0.03414835466916679,0.08778644410051463,0.0,0.0,0.061652658805773926,0.07168529609926821,0.02920371958517072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023686952104111446,0.08872774968955177,0.06342700970884843,0.017071277217662918,0.08625820016494883,0.0,0.05801220135508546,0.13956060857355698,0.019406746953065608,0.0,0.0,0.020732006857352055,0.0,0.01565737203712279,0.021841430220391318,0.04383499647362515,0.01527797514205536,0.047029116291531683,0.026133392256423228,0.02769964091822705
anxiety,OneDayIllOwnALambo,2019/01/06,"I feel anxious all the time and don't know why? I can't tell if it's the feeling of anxiety or depression but I feel like it all the time and I don't know how I should go about it. I'm 23, male. ",-1.7982978723404273,-0.3080082765957446,1.382382978723406,101.89400000000002,89.2127659574468,5.4621276595744686,17.910638297872342,6.742157984588678,-0.3677880851063828,149,4,43,2,5,53,30,47,0.125,0.767,0.108,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,2,14,11,6,0,2,3,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,3,5,1,2,10,2,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24044308921347585,0.3550761088796458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27071113906382804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4767673937361922,0.22454013800038228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17862723861102764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3454685137154484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15355394566768274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747171370779076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665484981860407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28361211211177834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mrchoon,2019/01/06,"Enjoy your time off while it lasts I'm not sure why, but, today, I'm ok. I'm not worried about much. I don't have butterflies. I don't hate myself, and it's just occurred to me how easy it is to take these moments for granted. They don't last long",0.5121818181818156,2.0354685818181832,2.4309090909090934,97.22636363636366,81.36363636363637,5.127272727272729,20.090909090909093,5.6839178017228535,-0.29925454545454544,192,5,47,1,5,64,41,55,0.026,0.672,0.303,0.9442,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,0,3,4,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,7,10,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,5,10,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,7,28,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204256655754863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5291026922982695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28721629711422536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385813939302729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058842786235049,0.0,0.2440210054394503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18924755689592945,0.0,0.30763519441713044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928556498736872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295960037420429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cookedspacecadet,2019/01/06,"An obsession with time? I didn't really understand how to tell time until I was like 10 years old. Before I understood it life was great I would wake up, mum would cook me breakfast then take me to school, I'd sit in class until I heard the bells for lunch and then home time. When I got home I'd do whatever I wanted until dinner then mess around until I was told to go to bed.

Once I learned how to tell time I became somewhat obsessed especially in high school. I no longer really enjoyed the moment and was constantly watching the clock counting to when class or the school day would end. When I got home I was counting the minutes until I had to sleep to wake up and do it all over again. I would sit in front of my computer at home wasting time because I had homework to do and thought if I'd never really have time to enjoy a video game or movie.

When I graduated and entered the workforce I was constantly waiting for the day to end and would just go home and sleep for the next day. I knew I should be working out, hanging with friends etc but all that was on my mind was getting enough sleep for the next day.

Friday night was always my zen period because I knew I had the entire weekend ahead of me. When it hit 1pm on Saturday I would start thinking about my work responsibilities on Monday again and put everything off.

Over the years this attitude of there never being enough time has pushed most of my friends away and left me without any real hobbies since I always ditched and wasted the days in front of the TV watching movies I barely remember.

How should I tackle this problem? I'm 25 now and while I've had some great moments I don't feel like I was ever fully invested in them. I guess I've always avoided things because I never felt like I would have enough time to enjoy them and didn't want to feel any kind of sadness when they ended so I've just been living completely apathetic.",5.232705061082021,5.69039821727749,5.691845549738223,82.60419066317628,68.13612565445027,8.565619546247817,29.005671902268762,8.472884824447931,1.9539106457242583,1517,50,303,21,24,488,186,382,0.075,0.841,0.084,0.7314,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,3,3,20,17,0,3,15,0,35,10,5,3,6,63,59,35,0,13,7,1,3,3,2,9,1,1,7,0,7,16,4,2,11,5,1,8,8,6,0,0,26,6,43,11,50,21,9,84,1,1,2,0,11,19,0,7,58,200,50,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17746654898841835,0.0,0.0,0.09669208344345878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328831888158605,0.0,0.0,0.06679471641693527,0.0,0.0,0.1300138772642193,0.0,0.060495362024421524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454021886805498,0.15365370985323235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292472433653379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889033110727959,0.22037587855805832,0.07928808428593967,0.0,0.06430817261650709,0.0,0.0,0.06389428514753957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07189405486596995,0.050789235630733,0.0682609425840741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985337761838364,0.0,0.03714343777582964,0.0,0.08080818861763775,0.0,0.11371998896334296,0.15676174670603826,0.0783175439917729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511422306533101,0.3565630612391029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403297656602749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724333382718553,0.0,0.050215466277441966,0.10419813042777368,0.0,0.06277689392560556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717842038918027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16449515097810144,0.0,0.15121756208637016,0.06671646661769964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460070579436466,0.07571229456517957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802691163227066,0.0,0.07146863887148339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092000721995206,0.13663301698305047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053511633282356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21585135885975035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05880930683729914,0.0,0.21343463379287594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050320370010790365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05345349064310725,0.0,0.1242777663815854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0472313856667174,0.04555386661622318,0.0,0.0564403255890528,0.33164169596137744,0.0,0.0,0.06793291936786536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401087721461054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386561786157683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853163079039651,0.0,0.10351388044379864,0.0,0.0,0.35351965258598483,0.0,0.0,0.09156381133268406
anxiety,fuckiscrewedup,2019/01/06,I fucked up really bad I went over the allotted time in my law school exam. I already get extra time on my exams due to my anxiety. I don’t know what I was thinking. The timer went off and I panicked. I fucked up so bad. Tomorrow I have to meet with a student representative as the first part of the procedure. The fact that people are going to know about it is even worse. I fucked up my whole future. I hate myself so much. ,0.6325000000000003,2.8864463409090924,2.9942727272727296,89.26890909090912,85.5909090909091,6.247272727272727,19.027272727272727,7.554174236665415,0.6038599999999992,330,9,71,6,10,113,61,88,0.325,0.675,0.0,-0.9864,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,4,0,6,0,5,3,0,0,1,8,16,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,6,0,1,3,0,15,0,14,13,5,16,0,0,0,3,1,7,3,1,6,53,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110347330130184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629574558525266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193497355180204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631020383954694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16266605450479749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5303864444150619,0.0999134149138714,0.0,0.10868436743146996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18880689915148646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101976561503853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14058116444046878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20709098416398028,0.0,0.1325796242130305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251128897610175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19354200606162106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253691765493024,0.0,0.0,0.2230236103299742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35455714265274085,0.0,0.21350922852826332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19488679290874086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,deathizclose,2019/01/06,How do you guys sleep at night? Literally impossible for me to sleep. Had his problem since high school (where i developed anxiety). Unless i am absolutely physically exhausted i can't sleep. I feel so fidgety and my mind races. I try some deep breathing and it helps a little. I've tried sleeping pills and benzos but i don't want to rely on them. It sucks. I can't remember the last time i actually had a proper sleep? my memory is fucked.,1.538160676532769,4.207661906976746,3.9242071881606764,80.8530338266385,86.90697674418604,7.778435517970403,22.93446088794926,8.575989854853784,2.0952232558139534,348,13,67,10,11,120,64,86,0.201,0.777,0.022,-0.933,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,0,3,4,2,0,3,0,8,9,6,1,0,12,12,7,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,1,14,0,6,10,1,9,0,0,0,1,5,6,2,1,3,41,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.15383896668764432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205981402983208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971014572518861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457404396370977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560935249081196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566624910263,0.16656080054836062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850187200992344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15800189714688284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917670421148106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793933340609816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084515818593666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17858127131240578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15954535046295082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130405731787909,0.0,0.7887952067872227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192417913731707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21406147437577205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929832186199793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Rodentlove,2019/01/06,"Ughhh my life is such a mess and I'm so overwhelmed and I feel ill never get out of this thousand foot hole my life is in I can barely function. I know almost all my flaws, I want to be different, and I just can't do it. I can't even do basic things. I want to be a successful, happy, disciplined, fit, well-adjusted, not too sensitive person, but I can't even take a shower without getting stressed out. There's just SOOOO much I want to do and I know I'm wasting my life, and the thought of all the hard things to do to get there overwhelms me so much that I never do anything and just keep wasting my time and life and feeling awful. ",2.6688805970149225,3.7115351417910425,4.07779104477612,89.69370149253733,74.44776119402985,6.852537313432838,26.086567164179105,7.1686216300943375,1.073017313432835,495,17,109,5,10,164,74,134,0.141,0.738,0.121,-0.7709,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,11,6,0,3,5,1,13,6,1,0,4,31,28,11,0,3,6,0,3,0,0,0,5,0,1,1,5,10,0,2,5,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,1,3,17,2,11,25,4,7,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,1,3,79,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16999660392204474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13970334546670704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773698354322737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242583138043164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17167806328876808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660879320186861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18071957147981693,0.1520774177890417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15089624498799484,0.0,0.0,0.1865984318803945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4796443329688593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495957882398421,0.0,0.26186874554937245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823353945127876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19446692573475227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764326294769401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255706075508898,0.0,0.0,0.1347756195777254,0.09899219791990307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30039799976158665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264045088842884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16364882562334312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cautious_Confusion,2019/01/06,"Anxiety levels are creeping up, any tips? I've been learning to manage my anxiety through CBT over the last few years. Since this summer, it's mostly been better.

But I can feel anxiety creeping up again, and I'm worried it will reach debilitating levels (which in my case means inability to swallow).

I'm trying what usually helps me - little mantras mostly (breathing doesn't always work, can trigger an episode of manual breathing), making sure I""m eating decently, getting enough sleep, adding in some exercise, but nothing's really worked. My anxiety levels have been slowly increasing over the last few weeks.

Does anyone have any advice on how to stop it from getting worse? Anything that works for you?",7.1476792114695336,9.127497620967745,6.817204301075268,70.72636200716846,64.7258064516129,9.382078853046597,33.939068100358426,9.725611199111238,3.700983154121865,571,25,84,12,9,179,91,124,0.133,0.8170000000000001,0.05,-0.8621,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,4,2,2,0,0,3,0,10,6,3,3,1,14,17,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,1,2,1,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,6,2,14,13,7,20,0,0,0,0,2,11,0,3,8,51,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15656251356072634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13331364731698944,0.0,0.0,0.21790654718880148,0.0,0.490263253650956,0.0,0.0,0.11202767734448553,0.0,0.13184520526897694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14169920209955625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020725887329755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394231952935456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16554732324894644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101069240278938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674138768803348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739029424085804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611970040167402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605798480528747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069463070811204,0.0,0.0,0.17452363385373024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15373284231775702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263931958874882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253342506551974,0.0,0.16033302984074582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339488559229016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510029306508267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087770452442126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17645674573829226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12851667219529814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3499203575463215,0.16270846844374195,0.16327513968846205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317470295600403
anxiety,Cowmandonthavea,2019/01/06,"Dunno Sleeping over at a guys house, we watched some movies and had a few drinks, normally he'd be all over me but tonight he fell asleep and we didn't have sex so I'm paranoid that he's gone off me suddenly in the last few hours. Lying here awake can't fucking sleep, can't tell the difference between my anxiety and reality, can never just enjoy myself it ruins everything, I'm thinking of every single flaw and wondering which one he noticed to make him realise I'm shit",4.245293233082705,5.6003778,5.229172932330831,81.7442105263158,71.0,8.375939849624057,30.413533834586467,8.841846274778883,2.4916165413533835,381,16,73,7,7,125,76,95,0.21600000000000005,0.784,0.0,-0.9711,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,2,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,4,0,8,7,4,1,2,16,16,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,6,1,0,2,1,0,2,4,3,0,1,3,1,8,1,8,11,5,12,0,1,1,2,9,5,2,3,5,45,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705451106877154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329202346704659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21839199874170606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18783284369387127,0.0,0.20036012690677546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20610035401956545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207412769155412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195466421654161,0.2572377307181485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181722254848205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14881123268339014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719416650457183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21842953749842212,0.0,0.25381363869519746,0.0,0.0,0.15106692056535528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288401721371776,0.0,0.0,0.4461931685470257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19485552570474213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14284811975351233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24176412981829665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Eyelessjack1080,2019/01/06,Fear of pregnancy Why is it whenever I have sex. No matter what precautions I use.  I'm constantly scared I got her pregnant. Even when on top of the fact I never even finished?,0.19209523809523787,2.4784991142857145,2.5307142857142857,87.30845238095242,100.71428571428572,6.904761904761906,22.97619047619048,7.793537801064563,2.012619047619048,139,6,27,4,6,47,29,35,0.229,0.691,0.08,-0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,1,2,4,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,3,4,0,6,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,4,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826385008728749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4677376586505516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3984424075633848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831929416984269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27309104362547604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3544993796593803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.305814479606608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195053078318834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ivygirl5,2019/01/06,I can’t live the life I want. I have such bad anxiety. I want to do something fun spur of the moment maybe with a friend? But I get so anxiety ridden that I chicken out and sometimes have an anxiety attack. I fucking hate it. I want to do fun stuff live a carefree life but I can’t or I’m just to scared too. Why do I have to be like this.,-1.094619883040938,0.8107188947368407,1.6770175438596482,98.07967836257308,90.31578947368422,4.956725146198831,18.970760233918128,6.42735559955562,-0.13072046783625746,260,8,65,3,9,90,47,76,0.194,0.608,0.198,-0.1893,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,9,3,1,5,0,9,3,0,0,0,10,16,5,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,10,4,7,15,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,2,43,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4670151027330378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23150283259322396,0.0,0.0,0.16990827831217406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572183010312566,0.1881261358898555,0.10631677073894336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20090735391562034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28746645628165435,0.09941647307010923,0.0,0.35937635495520565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044362180789349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037321403909934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566589667803085,0.2012599262597641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329509686664279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36007659229934896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18362091435369432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Yvsh,2019/01/06,"My legs start shaking/trembling when i take a new task. I(19m) tried learning a 2 wheeler today, (i know its late cause i am 19 y/o. I have been scared of accidents and traffic). Other instances my legs tremble are when I play cricket or try to give a speech in front of more than 5 people, its really embarrassing as people can clearly see it. How can i stop it, I tried playing cricket a lot thinking it would get better with time, but still hasn't helped yet. Any advice will be appreciated. ",3.246632653061223,4.943320959183676,4.479336734693877,84.76655612244899,74.10204081632655,6.53265306122449,27.556122448979593,7.1686216300943375,1.4122816326530612,386,15,76,4,8,127,78,98,0.094,0.782,0.123,0.5652,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,3,4,0,10,2,2,2,1,13,17,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,1,3,2,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,2,9,3,7,13,2,12,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,10,46,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142474904330406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909677234461824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19390783755154034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252290181793129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454850260616675,0.210323525848593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14695791805262134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049346318564134,0.0,0.24732231229345966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863975768398432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21175195665769106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30399916653399234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045646139370935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195064000941229,0.0,0.17471298936879776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15518550194821182,0.0,0.17509245707996066,0.1833019001494718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16484788912632947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048584410258888,0.0,0.0,0.12784579844029015,0.0,0.2078223238581628,0.0,0.0,0.44656683960150667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557481300695338,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Advilthedestroyer,2019/01/06,"Does anybody else get anxiety when because your scared you don’t have anxiety? I mean I’ll sometimes tell myself that I’m pathetic,  y’know the norm but afterwards I’ll tell myself I’m doing it all for attention and that I don’t experience anxiety or depression and that I should fucking die. ",5.6716071428571455,7.180182946428572,6.937857142857144,70.25714285714287,67.75,11.314285714285715,35.42857142857143,11.20814326018867,4.673657142857143,239,12,40,8,4,81,39,56,0.332,0.6679999999999999,0.0,-0.9577,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,1,1,0,5,1,0,0,1,8,10,5,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,7,0,1,9,1,2,0,1,0,1,4,0,1,1,2,24,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5481287186013397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559275591600793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20570986985118805,0.0,0.2478749921285668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090077785013616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19951758098534605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336283149688162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22080086317823752,0.12478242131771408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312585127450783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601633988202888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23911739983762104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362157986775544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4175079511660805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bjg2213,2019/01/06,"Social anxiety So my boyfriend (a bartender) asked me to go to his staff party tomorrow. He really wants me to go and I want to but I don't know anyone he works with, I also have the worst social anxiety. This staff party is well known to get really crazy to. I guess my issue is how do I go and not be socially awkward?!",0.7897441364605521,2.8722122388059717,3.641364605543711,86.00358208955225,83.32835820895522,7.410660980810236,20.01918976545842,8.418075326091056,1.2753428571428578,248,7,52,6,7,88,45,67,0.172,0.706,0.123,-0.6890000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,11,15,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,2,1,0,0,0,10,1,7,14,1,4,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,1,35,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637441435709607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31327717453124376,0.0,0.0,0.14317089427536306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914202070307318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697711063561073,0.0,0.3491044603700221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225562981511882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21371316873383472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252912302481992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623452261381603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6261720982653712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24154203320242784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18410118352546231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149065575289366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ForgeFinder,2019/01/06,"Do you experience this too? First time posting here. March of 2018 I was diagnosed with anxiety, and have been taking a prescribed medication, lorazepam (.5 mg) a day for the past few months. Months before I was officially diagnosed with anxiety, there was many internal family issues going on, which included my parents ultimate divorce. My major problem with my anxiety is the excessive sweating in my hands and feet (hyperhydrosis). First my hands would get extremely dry and inflamed, then when I would touch certain textures or objects my hands would become hypersensitive and eventually my hands would begin to sweat profusely. 

For awhile, over summer break, my hands had stopped sweating and all the other symptoms had just stopped. I stopped seeing my therapist, but am still on the medication to this day. 

So my question is: do any of y'all experience this as well, and what are your ways of dealing with it? ",9.347651195499301,9.9779587721519,8.807299578059073,63.18699718706048,59.379746835443036,12.338677918424757,41.60618846694796,11.855464076750405,5.433516736990155,738,38,112,21,9,235,103,158,0.079,0.894,0.027000000000000003,-0.501,1,0,0,0,1,0,24.0,0,3,0,2,8,3,0,0,6,0,17,15,9,0,2,24,22,12,0,5,3,1,6,0,0,4,6,0,0,0,7,10,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,6,7,17,2,16,12,3,25,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,2,17,84,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999895180337167,0.0,0.3037300588637209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14616435179279047,0.11261561396279453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17070279900428487,0.13644160100985642,0.0,0.26865422160137364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25891707348879284,0.12476282905723547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251447122276024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06914465687675843,0.0,0.07521455752858268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813350944278305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341767795834447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26664677564170114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21127259490110434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14695315600195788,0.0,0.1263380158453214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267496638064187,0.0,0.0,0.126636028996211,0.0,0.0,0.14825638135228755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054616116925819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569066893983704,0.3319383501922112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13755684394369602,0.09950676325894052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15366242706348449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717127387235864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050490831596685,0.0,0.0,0.11899380241099695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760555840657457,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sssona09,2019/01/06,"How do i stop being nervous on my dates with crush My anxiety makes me throw away my sense of humour and i can’t even think of anything to say to him when we meet which is so unlike me but we text a lot and have chemistry when he does the talking - however i need to also come up with convos and i just can’t

should i pre plan convos

i’m not usually like this and on text i could initiate convos AND KEEP THEM GOING when we message",0.9560215053763448,2.8321403010752704,2.9045161290322596,92.64344086021505,81.47311827956989,5.853763440860216,20.010752688172047,6.937597516519254,0.2678946236559141,340,9,76,4,9,114,66,93,0.097,0.88,0.023,-0.5291,1,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,3,0,1,1,8,3,0,1,2,0,8,0,0,2,0,23,15,12,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,11,0,2,1,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,1,16,2,11,12,1,13,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,1,7,55,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304977854865174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22049550413884533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371891002442535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27080199428006063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24828500966712466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23012855955812894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522324077847645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19037349283169264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638080061244734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561924659668823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081483802782127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450432200493968,0.0,0.0,0.19239606248301924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21371922536707155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292124213264113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24097356100499706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316687164845949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846864331280161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174451180709161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Raizelmaxx,2019/01/06,"The Cliff  A man stands at the edge of a cliff.

His breath is ragged, but it’s not because of exhaustion. It’s fear. When he looks forward, he sees an amazing sunrise, the golden rays painting the sky with a marvelous color. An ocean stretched forward, its calm waters reflecting the gold and blue of the impossibly beautiful morning. However, as soon as he looks down, he remembers why he was afraid. The abyss that met his gaze was cold, nothing on top of nothing, a darkness that expanded forever downwards.

It beckoned him.

The winds around him spoke of relief, end of suffering, a chance at the beyond, everything he would have ever wanted. The darkness extended its velvet hands, caressing his face, a comforting yet deathly cold embrace that pulled him ever so close to the edge. It went on and on, promising the world, but he knew better. The abyss wanted him to jump.

The abyss wasn’t the reason he was afraid.

The cliff wasn’t the reason he was afraid.

The urge to jump, to let go of everything he ever accomplished, made him *terrified*.

He screamed, the guttural sound echoing across the vast expanse before him, tears flowing through his face. His fists were closed tight, the knuckles completely white from the strain. He kept on screaming, hoping and praying that someone would hear, and at the same time, wishing that no one would. These conflicted feelings tore through him.

He felt weak, powerless. Useless. But his feet stayed firm.

The abyss kept on, promising everything, yet offering nothing but death. It repeated itself, like a machine doing its duty, saying the same things over and over. The man shouted at the abyss again and again. **It** wouldn’t claim him! **It** wouldn’t do it with him or anyone near him! He didn’t want, to, he didn’t!

*So why his body wished it so?*

He looked behind him. Everything that is filled his vision. He looked forward. Everything that could be filled his thoughts. But when he looked down, nothing was there. Anger welled inside of him. He set his foot down, the hands drawing him downwards, like chains that sought to restrain him, to make him give up. He tore through the chains, and stepped away from the cliff. He saw his beloved beside him. Family, friends, connections that the abyss had tried to make him forget. He knew that the battle wasn’t over. It was never over. But seeing the sunrise once again was a victory on its own.

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*Thank you for reading. I'm making a story per day for 2019, and this is the way to cope with some unsightly feelings. I hope you like it.*

*5/365*",2.824612903225809,5.822902262365595,2.5314247311827955,90.7171370967742,84.44086021505377,5.508602150537636,24.52419354838709,7.03164865440522,1.2018322580645164,2012,78,364,28,60,595,228,465,0.075,0.742,0.183,0.996,2,0,0,0,0,0,111.0,0,2,0,3,18,28,2,5,45,0,28,11,8,6,4,63,63,22,2,13,8,0,6,3,1,5,2,7,0,2,29,14,1,6,10,1,0,12,10,13,1,1,25,27,31,15,53,30,4,64,1,2,11,0,61,35,0,4,22,225,60,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18389667897598874,0.20623412977766603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059337740347421924,0.0,0.0,0.07554549874195203,0.0,0.0,0.0797309875537362,0.0,0.0,0.051731311427192485,0.0,0.07221162414284904,0.0,0.0,0.07505386758814396,0.0,0.09426295919193664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889765775143679,0.0,0.0,0.06775569495589727,0.0,0.0,0.05472920640428325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516286892110095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302886089889999,0.0,0.0,0.38134411875141344,0.0,0.08000068731016358,0.0954937563275408,0.08581792544676374,0.0,0.08148118078089793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556445444692782,0.0,0.0,0.0814077154334522,0.04822923897674705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564605552859563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16857495748591805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677752014059648,0.0,0.12437839826134844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563150768908023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029882380237599,0.16993886737064126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06545108924194122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257109206065765,0.0,0.0,0.09037565154046534,0.057504936321276685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848853322373976,0.0,0.0,0.17450529473326395,0.0,0.0,0.09613251919343463,0.0,0.0,0.06748596058357559,0.0,0.0,0.13524863910185342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190360840382856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045199221854112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781298661687574,0.0,0.0,0.056378785999066976,0.0,0.0,0.06737124039841925,0.0494839288034846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0576159768680465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15016206878181507,0.06735979712531719,0.0,0.0,0.0763014597413658,0.07866826466416116,0.1531501739387522,0.0,0.19517506856282427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18085137267697235,0.0,0.20623412977766603,0.0
anxiety,bathingape96,2019/01/06,"Internet & anxiety Lately I haven’t been on social media. Social media just been giving me anxiety & I haven’t been on it as I use too. My mind just telling me that I don’t need it right now and i should just stay distant from people & I have! I been working on myself a lot lately though. I had a rough year in 2018 back in April. Got a dui , lost my car, lost friends , low motivation! I been distant and just been going to the gym by myself, plus I been feeling lonely lately but keep note that I’m not completely ghost on people I do have about 2 friends I talk and see(barely) I just lost a big hand full of people. I always think people wanna see me fail another reason why I stay distant... but I do see some good in this year but anyways what your guys thoughts? My mind is just everywhere ",1.6734146341463436,3.756453597560977,3.157499999999999,90.68125,80.09756097560975,5.807317073170732,21.22560975609756,6.9077264865688965,0.4762390243902441,626,18,131,7,16,205,92,164,0.105,0.758,0.138,0.8101,0,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,6,12,9,0,0,5,0,17,1,1,3,0,28,32,9,1,3,10,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,1,5,1,0,2,4,6,0,0,13,5,25,3,15,18,3,23,0,6,2,0,9,11,0,2,8,89,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190227950427944,0.3590138032973728,0.0,0.0,0.11581523485886508,0.16898611460450844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492833735861742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580350327039746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05584625014672116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17066499357632814,0.0,0.0,0.10595258779099537,0.06277061884820898,0.09263924350841736,0.08833602391976503,0.0,0.0,0.10936171247705584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817200034026488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3737732937894268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36170385526435145,0.09389965076170008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22304367806759476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189641247361862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30628526457633753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355979873513325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943227025444358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640402675302804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251773585014559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354475271877557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887745907270138,0.09653715097807004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07077115444226094,0.10851542068568497,0.08768403860610667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539233225066596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966289535981722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040806811772219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225085847794233
anxiety,402266,2019/01/06,"Anxious about work, so now my home is spotless. I work in corporate finance and have dealt with a bit more stress lately.  The healthy thing would be to work ahead on things on Saturday.  Instead I went grocery shopping, took my wife lunch at work, cleaned my home top to down, and did tons of laundry.

Now to lie awake and worry for the next few hours.",4.417794117647058,5.802469897058824,3.7698823529411776,92.25747058823532,70.61764705882355,6.616470588235294,29.776470588235288,6.742157984588678,1.325096470588235,275,11,57,2,5,81,54,68,0.11,0.828,0.062,-0.5413,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,6,5,1,0,1,3,0,5,1,0,0,0,5,7,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,5,0,13,2,4,15,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,7,38,7,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257013124876805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181145672144786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4008032938871833,0.0,0.19674896557493052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22536730937833965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124746768747736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288541872956341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654578811990549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22196959640334094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18520362300547147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5817863479848411,0.20289238022446365,0.0,0.14192224182681126,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Britney630,2019/01/06,"Normal med side effects? Hi everyone,
I posted on here last week to get opinions on Effexor as I was starting it and needed some reassurance. Fast forward to now and I’m taking 37.5 mg of Effexor each day. Today is day 3. I’m also still weaning off Zoloft- my doctor has me taking 50 mg every other day. She said I can discontinue it then next week but I may take 25 mg every other day for a week instead before stopping, just to make it a little easier on myself.

Since I started Effexor, I’ve been keeping track of side effects and this is what I’ve noticed so far-

(1/3) Day 1: very tired for several hours, nausea, surge of energy and jittery, shaky, lightheaded, hot and cold flashes 

(1/4) Day 2: nausea, upset/sour stomach, tired for an hour or two, hot and cold flashes, poor appetite, heartburn/acid reflux 

(1/5) Day 3: took 2 hours late- mild heartburn/acid reflux, stomach ache/gassy, nausea, headache, some nervousness,  

The nausea, stomach upset, and headache/lightheadedness is most concerning to me and I was wondering if this is a normal side effect? My doctor said it’s okay for me to take Dramamine so I’ve been taking that each day and it helps so so much, I just notice these symptoms when it wears off and some of the nausea is still there through the day. I’m just wondering if I’ll deal with these symptoms forever now or if they’ll wear off...I notice my anxiety isn’t nearly as bad today, it’s just physically feeling like crap I don’t enjoy. ",4.191323482171541,5.854842795053006,5.271341150016063,80.1812359460328,71.57950530035336,7.6896241567619645,28.411339543848378,8.296473431620573,2.1196869257950532,1153,44,208,18,22,380,153,283,0.116,0.8059999999999999,0.078,-0.919,0,0,0,0,0,0,55.0,0,0,1,3,17,9,1,3,7,1,15,13,6,4,0,42,35,25,0,6,10,0,3,1,0,2,7,2,0,0,15,13,0,2,6,0,1,2,2,5,0,1,7,7,17,4,23,26,7,44,0,0,0,0,8,12,1,14,32,118,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976833643726245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06674079095030003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284440792511443,0.0,0.0,0.07423751712967169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5063816804486451,0.08994388376300512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17859417517377307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14701227732676406,0.08336459352379144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044112771219382056,0.06232654246481512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045580958702667006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05847726195790395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577508640883802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754574353303223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111483274386718,0.09841410272864973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042622609037856966,0.08744058209476174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0582354975263093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690750112283578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064133772789746,0.06468970965186628,0.0,0.0,0.09278410757474463,0.0,0.1709595782695516,0.0,0.2979808028300986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355484649861994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659764779866092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855995625285884,0.0,0.07216845684724804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350233821691685,0.0,0.13934502632041434,0.07293920174198477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813581296452812,0.3279800545417404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20054639396133714,0.16539265980350296,0.0,0.09693037878179,0.0,0.0,0.0852239061572726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198475715818574,0.0,0.0,0.20994364041131086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18922300595330285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,matthewchow63,2019/01/06,"Headaches I would consider myself as a hypochondriac for sure, but recently, I’ve developed on and off headaches every day. They feel like tension headaches, as if someone is gripping onto the front of my temporal part of my head. I don’t know if I should be worrying about this because my brain is telling me it’s a tumour or something but realistically, I think it’s mainly stress from school and work. Any ideas? ",5.238461538461539,7.1010748974359,5.364615384615386,79.75538461538463,69.25641025641025,8.78974358974359,33.51282051282051,9.2995712137729,3.13834358974359,334,16,61,7,6,105,61,78,0.126,0.8109999999999999,0.063,-0.705,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,1,4,0,2,3,0,6,2,2,0,1,14,9,9,0,4,5,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,10,2,10,6,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,3,41,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660905087421607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888548092965834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726508641013309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575135830041429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057814124924408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349428953207198,0.17448398429570888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250659093552674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757154604083684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422705458942394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932256069237154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644864205000333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411559860051216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471823319894065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20694243046300506,0.18802667701222087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797742981373746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301918312864894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21347515441351572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15649812501734614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778084870292326,0.2480359828478593,0.0,0.17349997422545022,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RubberyDuckery,2019/01/06,"I got a gift today It was a small box of chocolate wrapped in gift wrap. I don’t even like chocolate, but the moment i got it i was so happy i couldn’t hold in my smile.  What when wrong though was when i asked “did you wrap it purposely for me?”, and “why did you give me a gift?”...etc. I guess that’s why i don’t typically get gifts ",-0.0411776061776088,1.5031330675675676,1.9274517374517368,100.0725675675676,83.18918918918921,5.3096525096525085,17.328185328185327,6.18269132825596,-0.6688084942084944,253,5,67,2,7,84,48,74,0.058,0.722,0.22,0.8939,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,5,14,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,7,0,13,2,4,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,5,41,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23972936469641146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859895368789693,0.1693709602561507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397516995483855,0.2459930027889265,0.0,0.0,0.4101842952872968,0.0,0.2824888296573124,0.0,0.0,0.27297670119222595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527975392126633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25194320157646866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430676135072229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4627801058443538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803682073533125,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Letmf2,2019/01/06,"Help I’m hope this fits here.
Why do I continue with this self destructive behavior? A have so many things to do, as I’m in my masters, still EVERY day instead of studying and doing what I need to do I just start procrastinating. A mobile game. Some series. Reddit. It’s like I can’t stop myself from starting it and once I do my brain doesn’t have an off switch. It’s messing with me and I know but I can’t stop and every time I hate myself for it. I can’t keep on like this. ",-0.17318770226536984,1.931015038834957,2.192451456310682,94.63165453074436,87.93203883495146,4.986731391585762,17.321197411003233,6.42735559955562,-0.2854006472491908,371,9,86,4,12,126,66,103,0.124,0.7859999999999999,0.091,-0.631,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,2,0,3,0,11,1,1,0,0,15,20,7,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,6,0,3,1,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,14,3,11,20,1,12,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,10,59,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509254868259301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14496257925785228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787686591758077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22192076646293546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066329497662564,0.0,0.0,0.22325429364830848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997921387035777,0.0,0.0,0.12353156895018795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21962939108766066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278886129387983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16666930839285046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23938018491694085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344914485631959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31819665610324144,0.0,0.179507214437907,0.3758472985730113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14933186082544062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310692849842539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20282629409927566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,girafeee3,2019/01/06,"First Solo Flight Hello! 

I'm flying in the next few days and I've developed a fear of flying over the last few years. This will be my first solo flight so I've been concerned about how to handle my stressors without others around me to help. I wanted to know if anyone had any advice about how to quell any thoughts before and during my flight. 

Thank you so much ❤",2.3138223938223947,4.443058567567569,3.0436679536679527,92.0698648648649,78.18918918918921,4.769111969111969,17.328185328185327,5.288315135182226,-0.5325922779922783,290,5,58,1,7,91,53,74,0.087,0.8440000000000001,0.069,-0.3382,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,2,7,2,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,2,0,10,9,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,6,1,11,4,3,9,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,6,38,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24706669276871399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438719060019741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767875790351754,0.0,0.0,0.2250760772385032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21514331579980636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630571681038074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28450881168167674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4301213501303865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16946946130407267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389510859116891,0.20609365063138774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18586225760535974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688920821838478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327757984959565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20072214440418645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491281852405084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437231845882981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16281696082279046
anxiety,WhiskeyDelta89,2019/01/07,"Can't drag myself into work, no desire to do work. Doc prescribed ativan to use if necessary and I'm using it. I've struggled with a few anxiety episodes since coming back from overseas a little over a year ago. Did some online counseling and that seemed to help. 

Last week was first week back after holidays, went to work one day and was feeling a little anxious, enough that my stomach was bugging me, but I toughed it out. Next day, hopped in the shower and just thinking of my workload and what I needed to do made me dry-heave. I got so overwhelmed, I just went back to bed. Woke up and made my way to a walkin clinic as my doc wasn't available until Saturday. Same thing on Friday.

Doc has me taking ativan only if needed, so this has me working from home which seems to help with my anxiety. Started feeling really anxious this afternoon when I received an email from my EVP- nothing bad, I think I was only ccd and yet... sent me over the ledge, racing heart, shortness of breath...

I want to leave my job as I think its too much on me. I know if nothing else that this is seriously impacting my ability to be effective.

I've got my first face to face with a counselor on Thursday... there's a part of me thinks that if I can hang in there until then.

Anyone else have similar experience?

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anxiety,Julibug1,2019/01/07,"I’m seeking help for my anxiety. It’s interfering with my daily life. Any tips? I’m seeking help for my anxiety and depression that are now interfering with my daily life. Does anyone have any tips to help me? I’m 16 and in high school. My mom is the sole income for our home and just started a new job, but my dad is essentially bedbound/disabled most of the time. I also have a habit of stress eating and have read that writing a journal may help me. Does anyone have any other tips, especially for in the moment that an attack starts to happen? Thank you so much.",2.296275140788413,4.526217823008854,3.9756556717618663,84.8559694288013,78.73451327433628,6.586967015285603,22.662107803700728,7.686295010490155,1.1016265486725672,446,14,88,7,11,149,68,113,0.112,0.785,0.103,-0.2709,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,1,0,0,4,4,1,1,7,0,8,3,0,0,0,11,15,7,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,5,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,11,1,12,14,2,9,0,1,0,0,9,3,0,2,6,54,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025903635072952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33230205643487737,0.0,0.24921308313805304,0.0,0.0,0.22778588980434644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18530514643354973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14029256949450658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850834363125758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16667196899811795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403862410603713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4367133963651448,0.17209689358359548,0.16338688653555214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16163818016422465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23010091573957164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907688858083729,0.0,0.0,0.11973918066171885,0.0,0.0,0.15731530053697518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16292902983685384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16484826627864174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305816131600556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865841608745993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499625784647708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497952473013573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gammarayskillbays,2019/01/07,"Anyone ‘over’ anxiety? I feel like anxiety is just a never ending anxiety attack about dying until you die. I feel like I had went through a remission phase of sorts. I began to be able to manage it so much better with hypnosis and some therapy. 

And now I’ve had another allergy issue, my anxiety is through the roof. I’m just sitting in a hospital, worried I’m going to die or something is seriously wrong with me. I work here, so i feel almost not allowed to be anxious— I have to be the one taking care of people. And I can’t show weakness to anyone in a room full of nurses. 

I want to just not worry about dying all the time. What life am I living just doing that? Its tough! 

I don’t know what I need — support and love. And not feeling like I’m the only one. And also any tips you used to get over it.

Thanks everyone :)

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anxiety,ohjulian,2019/01/07,"Anyone else get anxiety about teeth? I feel like this is a weird thing to be anxious about, but I get so much anxiety about my teeth. They're sensitive, and there's some areas where the gums have receded a little bit, and it drives me crazy. It sucks because I don't have dental insurance. I always brush twice a day (sometimes I'll drink too much and fall asleep and forget to), and I usually floss. And I clench my teeth at night ( I do use a mouth guard for it), so I know that doesn't help my teeth situation. It's all just too much sometimes. I'm worried I ruined my teeth at 23 and they're just going to fall out, and then people will think I'm weird and gross. ",2.0678260869565217,3.782349333333337,3.1747101449275377,92.7842391304348,77.40579710144928,6.6289855072463775,20.195652173913047,7.492282038375204,0.3847565217391304,520,12,117,7,12,167,84,138,0.228,0.759,0.013,-0.9782,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,11,6,1,0,5,0,8,8,7,1,1,21,18,13,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,10,1,1,3,1,0,4,2,5,0,1,0,2,14,1,10,16,6,14,0,1,0,0,1,6,1,1,5,69,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15477042286137108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845854592085719,0.21013183999185508,0.0,0.13005848496182915,0.19058331830835934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133864543866395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030684484402688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995734293939245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18221333639752105,0.0,0.0,0.15538266964860878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404932932079736,0.13288146166442932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19435907005095396,0.0,0.10571049243620634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467471699535827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222306236729173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087227311059776,0.1864251071539836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4102035408991365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17455237298120546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128951915475827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090765518621808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679258863347235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357294780849228,0.11918400238272744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16064793691521542,0.20485738485362492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18889632810274745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheTexican11,2019/01/07,"How do you cope with dating/relationship anxiety? I’m a 20 year old college student who has only been in one relationship which ended 2 years ago.  I’ve talked to girls since then, and even had some dates but I always get this weird feeling and push them away because my anxiety says they can do better or I’m gonna mess up and they don’t even really like me. 

Does anyone else feel this way? And if so how do you cope",2.6498029556650238,4.121493356321842,4.041050903119871,88.22689655172415,75.20689655172414,7.270279146141214,21.623973727422005,7.957251820313856,0.8015628899835798,330,8,72,5,7,109,69,87,0.1,0.792,0.108,0.3993,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,3,1,6,4,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,2,0,13,14,11,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,2,3,8,2,5,11,1,12,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,3,8,41,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17970124229433868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16868133875336228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101642766204756,0.0,0.0,0.14174826787961795,0.20771313201817174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19046443824624876,0.0,0.0,0.12357773900745135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17929155485186646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17740380377900794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693486148763409,0.0,0.17955194141280992,0.0,0.0,0.2677925653063361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20500514872790346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591412599686106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903996125659358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212723135662491,0.0,0.13736999539152234,0.15417957707423674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986920833241614,0.0,0.0,0.4352961422328889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16121304860793595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676941259919401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629406462156057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16091166450444422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610932544470461
anxiety,butionlyhaveone,2019/01/07,"Today was the first day of the new semester and I lived The past three semesters have all been the same: sit in the back, keep your head down, don’t. say. a. word. By the end of the semester, I would leave and no one would notice. I was invisible and it was okay.

But I decided this semester would be different. I got up this morning, I put on a big sweater because I have to hide at least a little, but I went to all four classes and I TALKED. I read aloud, I chatted with the people in my class, I even flirted with a cute boy (just a bit). I got home completely exhausted and mildly dissociating, but I did it, guys. I did it and I’m going to do it again tomorrow and I’m going to be okay.",1.2188092729188609,2.828830849315068,3.418767123287676,90.55494731296105,79.54794520547945,7.232033719704952,22.874604847207586,8.139509932561175,1.0610722866174918,528,17,124,10,13,181,87,146,0.068,0.873,0.059,0.1927,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,1,4,5,0,0,13,2,15,2,1,0,2,22,23,10,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,2,6,9,0,1,1,2,0,4,2,1,0,4,9,1,17,4,15,9,5,22,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,9,89,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13819261694859886,0.0,0.10955487523178163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19620631628998664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884316785948248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590371892261685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18776783111653172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917745944452402,0.0,0.0,0.11870253217031833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15286866762088924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20427660203657275,0.0,0.28747498646440195,0.0,0.0,0.17794980699279062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844432751159176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18027254863075684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15974227283896514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19029619530949865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18012539032821862,0.15869493917518712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735734780663874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20461097556860414,0.0,0.0,0.12178206873327894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715618720160492,0.12459434495306099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18066697138734011,0.0,0.0,0.1797673734864588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14291955466924852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14445111481818096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17035235065248347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16660107161815846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830011075015469,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Stock_Magic001,2019/01/07,"I have no one else to turn to My girlfriend and I broke up (she dumped me), and I was upset and told her I wanted to work on my anxiety so we didn't talk for a while, and I reached out to her and I told her I wanted to be friends again and she blocked me on everything. She hates me so much and I didn't do anything wrong I treated her like gold and she honestly wants me to die. I'm sorry if this was long and drawn out I just didn't have anyone else to turn to ",-0.6881298701298704,1.0350710095238114,1.5060606060606077,101.26636363636364,86.5238095238095,4.961038961038962,18.11688311688312,6.11248444174946,-0.5418571428571428,356,9,94,3,11,119,57,105,0.2,0.6859999999999999,0.113,-0.8246,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,1,4,9,2,1,1,0,9,0,0,0,0,18,18,13,1,4,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,12,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,7,0,25,4,14,10,1,8,0,1,0,0,14,5,0,1,4,68,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14942386458630091,0.0,0.0,0.1365764891803049,0.20013458190388392,0.16073666506109965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20271756250608636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263396387601845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17554642493523326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15090839238155254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19284399842872127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542642318893517,0.0,0.0,0.1728573741117828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14358709335464528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235796084099108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186514789121604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15699564966675306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732847500494009,0.0,0.0,0.424917223664909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34562502788603094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14219966309288734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21355833138397248,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TurtleLad2018,2019/01/07,"Chest/rib/hip pains caused by anxiety or not Hi so I have being experience chest, rib, hip pains mainly on my left side for about 3 months and have thought I am having alsorts from heart attack to Pulminory Embolism to cancer but after 2 chest xrays amd numerous blood tests I am told No and instead being put on sertrlaine/Zoloft

11 weeks in and I'm 20lbs heavier...... yes we have just had Christmas but I am 28 years old, 250lbs and 5 foot 11 so my BMI is well over now I think I have some issue with my liver, arteries etc because of the excess fat/weight. 

I am not sure if it is just the anxiety or if I have actually got physical problem but after asking 2 different doctors for MRI or CT scans I have being told no..... CT too much radiation and MRI will Probably pick something up that isn't a worry but I will worry. All tests so far dont require further exams so not being reffered. I am waiting for a cardiologist but because it isn't ""urgent"" it could be a bit of a wait ",2.600227608631389,4.363727698492461,4.510972509606859,83.5706148389004,76.03517587939699,7.094413242684009,25.776234111735143,7.928766900206844,1.5434295595625185,768,28,154,12,17,262,125,199,0.1,0.835,0.065,-0.3869,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,0,1,11,6,1,0,6,1,26,15,8,2,2,34,35,19,0,4,15,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,0,4,7,0,3,2,0,0,1,8,4,1,0,5,1,15,2,18,22,6,17,0,0,1,0,5,9,0,6,7,104,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.14812121712475254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23223171227142195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189939790095832,0.17267846016387128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850546442100274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657109735006592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15592600865918604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12118875084883185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15858403885652994,0.0,0.15535937809454872,0.0,0.0,0.1778920333558026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16928148598104192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14847580991215004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139711087001348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798671123069322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15842512364417394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649159069758786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115411787064262,0.0,0.11158015703230204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15927384859699553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32302196020904994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16365095428701626,0.14523867982838762,0.0,0.15258682938506288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685225986854095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14305648600786536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725832453167144,0.0,0.12050111023634567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900760093067813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175355430814246,0.18483442731189356,0.1364738211307171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082920528622992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774519200505632
anxiety,PrincessNiah,2019/01/07,"Anxiety isn’t cute, anxiety is thinking someone died because they haven’t messaged you in a day. Either that or they hate you. ",2.587500000000002,5.490152750000004,3.7550000000000026,82.39000000000001,84.0,6.533333333333335,33.0,7.793537801064563,3.0013500000000013,102,6,17,2,3,33,19,24,0.36,0.539,0.101,-0.7717,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,12,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6091415059415014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24269825932260616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25676293065025896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4131993294632964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3930740378716632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373369071299144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25510763233458744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Rejected_By_Everyone,2019/01/07,"Does alcohol actually help with anxiety? I looked online and they warn against it, but looking for actual experiences people have had.",7.620000000000001,10.908698272727275,8.545454545454547,53.38818181818184,66.27272727272728,13.490909090909092,38.27272727272727,12.161744961471696,6.81829090909091,110,6,14,5,2,37,22,22,0.114,0.804,0.083,0.0772,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.5882014339716527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220806202935526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305527675631616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26373725809519777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948047754255013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20200681460233927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5061619640990508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20893703478879155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RonSwanson29,2019/01/07,"Anybody else have a great time with someone, and then after they leave think they secretly hate you? Had an amazing time with family and cousins for two weeks, haven’t seen them in awhile and it was super fun. Everyone was super nice and cool. But after I left I get a lot of anxiety thinking they were fake being nice or were exhausted by me or something. Can anybody relate?",5.329583333333332,6.562238347222222,5.431555555555558,81.76899999999998,68.30555555555556,8.537777777777778,29.677777777777766,8.841846274778883,2.360041111111112,299,11,55,5,5,94,55,72,0.131,0.578,0.292,0.9521,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,4,2,0,11,1,0,3,1,9,1,0,0,0,13,14,8,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,6,2,8,8,8,7,1,8,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,3,6,39,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20101527195292376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195072768865178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510841750573313,0.0,0.0,0.2477124006729509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728439053583624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897004443389988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594270259035486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782312552112416,0.28549602951189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22339425790483414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226407803936119,0.20229010556780028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3367396875164063,0.0,0.0,0.3064419372077889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566842021074009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21077503663136102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JeepLover171,2019/01/07,Explain. Im military never had anxiety before i joined. I don't want to blame it on the service. But ever since ive been in i have a constant state of panic. Usually around mid afternoon its like clockwork. Idk how to explain it. But its fucking me up. Any experiences welcome in comments. Im curious. Thank you.,0.6144262295082008,3.0610082295081966,3.425065573770496,81.37136885245904,97.85245901639344,6.374426229508197,29.050819672131148,7.554174236665415,2.719838032786885,246,14,43,6,10,86,49,61,0.093,0.69,0.217,0.7865,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,3,5,1,1,2,0,5,1,0,1,2,9,10,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,6,3,8,8,0,12,0,0,0,1,5,6,1,0,6,29,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682729563588341,0.0,0.18929685259632945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202809607968078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21055981113076355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26740311193754784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238306578747307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24205138245901464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287614589334764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5345720677152351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089047230978192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908469606198524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903266207782187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20469133708785725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22781664391901785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27252873911231884,0.0,0.14595109497955985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OrgasmicTown,2019/01/07,"I’m sick of this... So to set the scene. I’ve just posted in r/whatsthisbug asking to identify this annoying fly. I then got a comment which said “Seriously?”. Welp time to delete my post... and then stress over this for a long time. What did I do wrong? It’s to do with me, isn’t it? Heck, they’re probably laughing at how stupid I am while mocking me. Admittedly, I may of posted in the wrong sub. But still.

I’m sick and tired of not being able to take criticism. I ALWAYS think simple things like that are attacks on me. I ALWAYS see the world as dystopian where everyone is out to witch hunt me. I ALWAYS stress about things. 

What others just shrug off I seem to hold for a lifetime. I’m always stressing about everything.

I’m sick of brain playing tricks on me like this. I’m sick of how I seem to coward out every time. I’m sick of living like this. I’m sick of how I always think like this. This has impacted my life for far too long!",0.6537300843486413,2.9085329484536118,2.325379568884724,94.09691658856607,85.49484536082474,5.589128397375821,18.096532333645733,6.980632752743323,0.06960618556701093,728,18,162,10,22,238,107,194,0.275,0.6559999999999999,0.069,-0.9922,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,0,11,18,5,3,6,0,10,9,1,3,0,19,27,11,0,0,4,0,0,4,0,1,8,1,0,0,16,5,0,1,5,1,0,0,2,12,0,0,3,2,17,6,31,22,0,25,0,0,1,0,4,12,1,3,13,96,33,0,0.11713799068378145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.487340959888461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950820882292568,0.13326137499219626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307647374625365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869380927119753,0.11193036993666278,0.1052760729253413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368595190891586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827380270018964,0.22891082151856454,0.0,0.10343499184125328,0.20732687127509425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365574454311664,0.0,0.12629456601811706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142505347023378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334381266819466,0.21327605464651994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354655067337896,0.0,0.40254351768093977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807319099139348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556425520790331,0.15011458921081472,0.0,0.0,0.20491231309944247,0.13463288859646366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561440083657425,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fireflywithoutalight,2019/01/07,Embarrassing red face I can just feel my face turn red hot when I speak at meetings sometimes. I’m not even saying anything that I should be embarrassed about but can’t stop it. It’s a job I’ve had and people I’ve worked with for years. Seems silly that it still happens. Any tips to prevent?,1.8605000000000016,4.073889383333338,2.666666666666668,93.755,80.16666666666666,5.333333333333334,21.666666666666664,6.42735559955562,0.2301666666666673,233,7,50,2,6,73,49,60,0.116,0.8420000000000001,0.042,-0.6187,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,2,1,0,5,2,2,0,0,10,10,3,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,6,4,1,5,7,0,5,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,4,27,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21523098938434704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604526971925933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20904539724181725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600320109836463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27988008177112744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140776119077306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21942138772090525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516936625799072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28812989533788325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31302679087827384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527574687126788,0.26460833930068417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442613324876609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23041591523839486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20381575205646765
anxiety,penguino_the_penguin,2019/01/07,"I stopped a panic episode on my own after drowning in my anxiousness for so long! I stopped a panic episode on my own!!

If you feel like you are drowning in your anxiousness constantly, there is hope! I promise we are all gonna make it through, I think this little win of mine is proof:

I am extra proud because my anxiousness has gotten so out of hand that panics come daily and I feel unable to function the way I used to at school and since I am not allowed to go to therapy I have no mechnasim of coping. I was in math class and we have exams coming up. Usually at school I suffer from panic episodes which include shaking, not being able to breath, excessive worry and other symptoms of panic attacks. My mind goes deep into self doubt and deprecation and it seems inescapable. In fact it has been so much that for the last few weeks I have felt suffocated in the frustration of not being able to control it. I constantly feel like I am drowning in my thoughts and doubt and there is no way out. All of this and worse feelings hit me like a truck when I realized how horrible I am at math and how torturous the next week would be. Instead of letting my anxiousness suck me in completely I decided to tell my good friend how I felt and focus on my breathing. My friend is awesome with dealing with my panics and the breathing helped me escape for just a second from how I felt.

I am so excited! Though I really have no clue how to manage my panic episodes with the help of a good friend and some breathing I somehow managed to calm my less than nice thoughts.

I know tomorrow the cycle will repeat again and the panic will get bad again. But this is a message to those who feel they are suffocating in their anxiousness or don't have access to therapy that is needed, you can make it through!!! We are gonna make it through this!

If anyone who has had therapy or professional help has any advice for me, because I have been searching for ways to better deal with my panics, please let me know. Also feel free to share your tiny victories, I love hearing other's stories and am happy to even give some advice if wanted!

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anxiety,asherdillo,2019/01/07,Ughh my roommate has a guy over I need help on keeping this from turning into a full blown panic attack. I hate having random people in my house and I can hear them talking. ,1.3812857142857131,3.8332093428571454,2.9939285714285724,89.18232142857146,84.14285714285714,3.5,20.17857142857143,3.1291,-0.2654285714285716,137,4,25,0,4,45,31,35,0.26,0.67,0.07,-0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,8,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,0,5,8,1,5,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,0,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380312343067873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942079946492524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29335693246025324,0.0,0.0,0.33489004143247103,0.0,0.19916172223602616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3428511330559516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26410511226106426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203200620865042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34862109185579404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059943362274193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388239331848655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231949510991363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,-kitie,2019/01/07,"How long after taking ativan is it ok to drink? I took an ativan last night around 9pm because ive been having really bad anxiety.. would it be ok to have a few glasses of wine 24 hours after taking it?
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anxiety,drac92,2019/01/07,"Big city living and anxiety issues Does anyone have experience working in a big city with anxiety issues? I tend to get weird and random panic attacks being in crowded areas, and I received a great job offer today for a company located near downtown Nashville, TN. I've only visited the location once, but it seems filled with traffic, crowds, and overall daily fast pace. I'd appreciate insight from anyone with similar experiences/issues relating to big city-living and anxiety. I'd also like to disclose that I am actively working to manage these issues with therapy and medication but not having much luck. Currently, I tend to stay in a lot and have my boyfriend drive most places.",10.201912568306007,9.540781868852463,10.52360655737705,55.82945355191259,58.18032786885247,13.379234972677596,43.284153005464475,12.45797560212912,6.002110382513663,556,28,76,16,6,188,82,122,0.108,0.792,0.099,0.4367,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,1,6,1,1,5,0,5,1,0,0,0,20,9,10,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,11,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,3,15,8,3,17,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,5,4,47,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981156660020365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438372961815985,0.0,0.0,0.2095162460237812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704426849397569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110911178711399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14655340142607207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827513666198002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16517786022987158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6254955808663287,0.14867393564725426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731948305232375,0.0,0.13229443060434767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737220887787648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509286020540375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013545946921936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595541651219479,0.0,0.11394540012849495,0.0,0.17578232095736854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15653075285502774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639114630717228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15968894117000515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17133303737629232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201251375006804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21814252054565567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ineedglass,2019/01/07,"Anxiety attack after a big event, good or bad? I had an enormous interview for a new job today that were it to fail, I’d likely have to move out of the city I’m in because of cost of living, etc. 

It went great and I feel confident about it but it’s still not in the bag. But good enough that I felt like walking on sunshine most of the day.
 
Then I got home and was just sitting on the couch watching random TV and I felt anxiety wash over me to the point that I was as close to having a panic attack as I can remember (I’ve only had two in my life). I couldn’t figure it out but it made me remember a few other times in my life, I’ve had anxiety (I think) after a big event. In graduate school, I handed in a stats final and my teacher congratulated me on a job well done (I’m really bad at math) and told me I was getting a B+ which should have put me over the moon. It did kind of but I remember I started shaking and had terrible anxiety at some point after when I was eating at a restaurant. Similarly, when I defended my thesis and finished grad school, I didn’t feel good.. but almost bad.

I have tried to google but it’s hard to find specific stuff because the words you search are too similar to other things. I’ve termed it “aftershock anxiety” which doesn’t make sense really but.. anyway.

Thanks in advance. First time posting here and I should have posted long ago.",2.2818427230046967,3.9139333345070426,4.148943661971831,86.39318075117373,76.57042253521126,7.550234741784037,23.453051643192488,8.344100000000001,1.359589671361502,1073,33,227,20,24,364,151,284,0.145,0.773,0.08199999999999999,-0.9451,2,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,0,3,9,19,2,2,17,0,23,5,1,2,0,41,38,21,0,3,10,0,6,2,0,2,3,0,2,0,18,11,1,0,10,1,1,6,4,9,1,2,18,8,28,10,36,17,6,53,0,1,2,0,3,23,0,5,23,155,46,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744708793997198,0.0,0.0987835162126416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3773341022462566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22445675866023754,0.0,0.0,0.24710536578943176,0.12027199447744667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06362095439698219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095298713788113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094336460928402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193160532791684,0.11002059437070112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997605973118016,0.0,0.1894385403062619,0.10806602457886304,0.0901641222012325,0.0839114622191662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05154044441697535,0.0,0.0,0.24822829400271976,0.0788992500591622,0.10876174334714048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883708363528806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895378424502918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19578939221966846,0.0,0.0,0.10272857716491618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13935853025587044,0.09639061022617766,0.0,0.08710957320564712,0.08730196111270255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933448179300194,0.06584950182660439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484911626126182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527658331619214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502761173389631,0.0,0.11574427499135582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18651187871722186,0.0,0.18895846179203124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917028767082928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639516496093936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352529492841611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19967771123362893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982483014187946,0.0,0.07878185088973415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129304094639389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082347395733144,0.0,0.0,0.06553853798843208,0.06321080306248841,0.0,0.0,0.11504697343989333,0.0,0.09350846748512316,0.09426410328234963,0.0,0.06697673285780897,0.0,0.0963665118794314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886980098846946,0.09144934501181846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,meditate03,2019/01/07,"Yep, there really is no hope for me I have a severe fear of driving that I cannot overcome no how small of steps I take towards it.

The other day, I was in the passenger seat with my friend and out of nowhere he pulls over on the side of a two-lane country road. I was confused and then he just says that I am going to drive. Immediately my brain goes in a frenzy and I told him that I can't do it, I can't do it right now, and every other excuse in the book.

I somehow get a single thread of courage enough to make me sit in the driver's seat. I told my buddy I need to sit in the seat for a few minutes otherwise I will probably pass out. Soon, a truck comes flying down the oncoming lane and I just lose it. I started hyperventilating and I had no clue where I was anymore or how I got in this situation. My buddy rightfully got really scared and told me to get back in the passenger seat. I did and I calmed down.

I really don't think I'm ever going to get over this. My heart is pounding just writing all of this. I have my own obligations and responsibilities but I'm a burden to other people who I count on to take me places. This has been a part of the deep depression I've been going through the past year. I don't know what do to anymore. I'm 19 if you're wondering.",1.9237762237762224,3.223561326007328,4.118409923409924,87.63757492507494,76.76556776556777,7.307958707958707,22.66550116550117,8.00094639256281,0.9451113553113548,994,28,227,16,22,344,141,273,0.102,0.855,0.044,-0.9251,0,0,0,0,0,1,22.0,0,0,0,1,12,10,0,3,18,1,22,2,2,3,2,32,46,15,0,3,6,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,16,13,0,0,3,1,0,9,8,6,0,0,12,1,35,4,35,33,6,44,0,2,0,0,11,24,0,6,9,160,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685963085459241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104127994891595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15117114529575496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665051740319285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733333312864425,0.0,0.11663522611538887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13992287492095073,0.0,0.0,0.12249323000716494,0.11409540882840942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523827692923756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462352220702473,0.0,0.2122507675904776,0.0,0.2308833146409885,0.0,0.21661210694896024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604708460045146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450051523232506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442212823656327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149797501435955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903924899254717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100410646021291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14664437332318545,0.12927169430132696,0.0938817109138297,0.0,0.14148286783352884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600338409319938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602564945467227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312922681445117,0.0,0.10768973760764598,0.1355769269523152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15298366513682796,0.0,0.0,0.15221537678100708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584947615499798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20363479345240387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677031291827464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3881927776182904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322835968774942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468549199873677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720467823578099
anxiety,lurkingtheweb248,2019/01/07,"New job I just started a new job and in training. Already there is some drama and i’m just like idk wtf is going on. My anxiety was kinda of bad to the point i’m like I can’t do this. I’m overthinking everything. I always bail out on things when my anxiety is high, but I really want to stick this training out because I think after the anxiety of training and learning all this new stuff, It will not be as hard as I thought.",1.0493333333333332,3.0612483777777797,3.256666666666668,89.525,81.8888888888889,6.666666666666668,24.44444444444445,7.793537801064563,1.3444444444444446,334,13,72,6,9,114,58,90,0.121,0.8,0.079,-0.3874,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,0,1,16,16,7,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,1,8,2,12,12,2,14,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,2,8,48,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20307315894308048,0.0,0.1531212763846705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4223296152026946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15365091488347818,0.11217827217520504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653873569623959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045841009530765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648478147521346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19442963943289865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652274301238845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798079786747678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.533189586234305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17396053325259134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788938296252327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025191499109998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106614805008268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225622405904295,0.11791404476437425,0.0,0.14609313264427334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085411069715881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheBearyGoodOne,2019/01/07,"I stole my sister’s mask and wore it to school with my hoodie just to hide myself. I’m afraid that people are watching me. I’m pretty sure the anxiety and paranoia is getting to me greatly. I stole my sister’s little face mask and kept wearing it everywhere at school. My bf and friends kept asking if I were okay and I kept saying I was. I felt like I was being pressured a bit too much so I guess I started raising my voice at some of them. 

My reason for wearing the hoodie and mask was to hide my identity. Everyone kept saying that they could recognize me, which sucked. But anyway, I want to hide my identity so that people can’t see me and what I do. And not just people...but other creatures. Ones that aren’t made of matter you could mention. 

My friends think I’m crazy and that I shouldn’t be worried, but no matter what I feel...I just have to hide. I’m literally going to cut my hair too, which is better for hiding who I am. I don’t know why I feel this way or why I’m even going this far. I’m just too anxious and paranoid.

I think my main point is that I’ve always felt like people have been watching me since day one. Even when I was just very young, not even knowing creepy thoughts like these, I’ve always felt this way. I think it’s been getting worse now. Throughout all my life, I’ve kinda just been aware of it and kinda lived with it. But the anxiety of it now makes me wanna take action. Now I’m trying my best to hide away from this world. I don’t want to be watched, I want to feel safe. 

I’m trying to put all these in order to help any readers to understand but I’m so lost that I don’t even know how to describe how I feel. ",2.664002644919549,3.6948372836676233,3.879383954154729,91.15728179413708,74.44412607449856,6.400749393872602,22.878664315627066,6.490185161304077,0.4056421864668285,1288,33,287,9,26,421,155,349,0.114,0.768,0.118,0.6557,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,2,3,23,16,2,2,4,1,27,5,4,5,3,67,71,23,0,8,14,2,7,3,3,1,1,3,0,0,25,13,0,5,15,0,0,4,9,5,0,2,19,14,46,11,28,46,7,22,0,1,4,0,14,8,1,6,10,181,71,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17371708088757828,0.0,0.0,0.07098689827666617,0.0,0.1597118956024481,0.11792786105397272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758797195242906,0.0,0.09807524196084563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954796123252128,0.0923220249698206,0.11396382277449275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16668942354555044,0.0,0.0,0.06732112977789922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27578713254364423,0.0,0.0,0.0997464748936456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21112528669224448,0.0,0.30068434239408204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16129863510293285,0.0,0.1090760420145594,0.0,0.11865134064830135,0.0,0.0,0.11508729330050295,0.11499430626858445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06996856213385781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17210548048066626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373179002056722,0.15299498825300267,0.10462343133853062,0.09217583952108947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395099632137047,0.0,0.0,0.09877372418448488,0.06967928884903876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767366274698082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414709817773466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171068921035441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867967646236288,0.0,0.0,0.10619934421658696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049380014757556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732746156492046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16602583553184938,0.0,0.21129090626076266,0.0831831099285549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863501981446449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388582105150264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838373207117282,0.0,0.07848620833646293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20066137249916186,0.0,0.08287180312201768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417441585891746,0.0,0.0,0.10867079134296613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613039983881145,0.1847108844499386,0.1657154540333894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883864834267297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060103025556236,0.10637950884634054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,the_write_vee,2019/01/07,"Surge of overexcitement? Anyone else get this? When I’m feeling particularly anxious, I get these brief spells where it almost feels like I’m going to burst out of my own skin. I’m not really sure how to explain it. It’s a feeling of building energy, almost like butterflies in my stomach, that creeps up my shoulders and builds to a crescendo where I want to literally shake my arms to release the energy.  This “excitement “ also catches in my throat — kinda of like I want to giggle from the burst of excitement. I can usually stop the feeling by concentrating on my breathing.  When it happens, it’s not uncomfortable but makes me worry I’m going to have a seizure or something.  Anyone else experience this?",5.506030534351146,7.390056435114509,6.3632748091603055,72.7736145038168,68.61832061068702,9.209465648854962,32.18396946564886,9.642632912329526,3.364327633587787,567,25,94,13,10,187,78,131,0.076,0.754,0.16899999999999998,0.6344,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,1,6,0,2,6,6,2,1,20,19,7,0,2,4,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,1,5,0,0,5,2,1,0,0,0,5,11,7,19,19,1,16,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,4,7,60,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35175054369681763,0.0,0.0,0.1404569948338042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19842002795460292,0.0,0.24561920956728614,0.35992210745302977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934446646118249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17180687083131127,0.0,0.0,0.3552297558269627,0.12547524134908136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18352636189849067,0.0,0.19963732164625714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553153842429498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257422373091132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723918603895825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251767931593873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352140872608123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684055268349666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655359699851238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934395474333574,0.0,0.2071907267630464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17836808883471347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CoraPatel,2019/01/07,"Terrified of getting an injection tomorrow I have bad health anxiety. I also faint when I have blood drawn (vasovagal syncope) and it absolutely terrifies me. I'm getting an MRI on my neck tomorrow because I've hard a knot for a couple of months. They ordered contrast, which has to be given by injection in the inner arm where they draw blood from. I've thought about asking for no contrast, but my health anxiety tells me that it could be a tumor or whatnot and the contrast is needed for that, so I'm conflicted. 

I've been practicing a bit of applied tension to help fight the vasovagal syncope, but I'm still scared out of my mind. Any words of advice will help.",5.2570486111111085,6.556971093750002,6.089479166666668,76.73538194444446,68.53125,9.75138888888889,34.53472222222222,9.994966539143718,3.6757680555555554,532,26,95,13,9,175,82,128,0.198,0.7490000000000001,0.052000000000000005,-0.9423,0,0,0,0,1,0,13.0,0,0,2,0,6,4,1,2,9,0,9,8,4,0,0,12,18,8,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,1,10,0,16,11,1,11,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,5,60,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20444436632288632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16731070637131032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227468933788864,0.0,0.3201007634090809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19558959089229971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17468740072525918,0.1275367009626857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22841070499806376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670426975019024,0.23149455787925485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186144255992805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18741727829038726,0.0,0.0,0.44477563440755097,0.0,0.0,0.2804674012439721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112494620936788,0.0,0.16699496051262966,0.0,0.0,0.15513170543404453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20946264892230515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16708091358865815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828648217502332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16609487567836675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iridescentlichen,2019/01/07,"Dealing with anxiety and distrust. I am having a really hard time trusting anyone recently. I don’t know why. And I feel very anxious all the time. 

Today I realized how bad it had gotten. I gave someone a ride, and then a few hours later they needed to get stuff out of my car. So I unlocked it and went back inside while they got their stuff. 

I suddenly because extremely paranoid that this person had gotten into my backpack and looked at my journal or took pictures of it to send out. I was suddenly terrified that they were going to circulate around d and ruin my life. Why? I don’t know. I have no reason to believe this would happen besides my own anxiety of having my journal read (it happened in the past and I felt very violated). It’s a literal conspiracy theory as I have no reason to think the person would do this, nor any evidence that they did. I know it didn’t happened, but I am still terrified and anxious. 

Why do I get feelings like this? I am constantly feeling this way and worrying that people are conspiring to “expose” me through my journal. I’m afraid people are hacking my camera even though I know it’s not happening. 

I almost feel like the 1 thing separating me from a paranoid schizophrenic is the fact I know these anxieties aren’t real. They’re hurt anxiety. But that doesn’t stop me from feeling it, or inventing these scenarios to scare myself, or performing checks to make sure things are okay. 

What’s wrong with me... anyone else experience this? ",3.802296819787987,6.019064466431098,5.1279802120141325,78.45968763250885,73.94699646643109,8.485597173144876,28.987844522968196,9.174902378510234,2.8318736113074214,1176,50,207,28,25,391,155,283,0.187,0.753,0.06,-0.983,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,5,1,7,13,2,2,10,1,25,2,0,4,3,47,54,21,0,3,6,0,7,2,0,2,2,0,0,2,26,15,0,1,15,1,1,6,9,8,0,0,13,8,37,5,23,39,3,28,0,2,1,0,10,6,0,4,17,150,63,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550687237188976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06486002725373438,0.0,0.29185436053698954,0.2154990418689552,0.0,0.13338044770982094,0.09772560525156368,0.0,0.08490627032363111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333947422035028,0.07963629809808355,0.05814128949279155,0.0,0.0,0.107457875137041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306928399723342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833010032580072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967573222985502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06299599421605441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329757795196407,0.0,0.0,0.2411288593608095,0.13627552907708212,0.09157743713232933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966170137791874,0.0,0.05420527854412946,0.0,0.07628216624135402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373683275513101,0.0,0.08543958053470896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392770716036458,0.0,0.102103675526309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26208512710300924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06736800770703014,0.09319333894638188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009314848053421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366527744535977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072126946258521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104869542050917,0.13224561415007044,0.1665600536361171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540339378893203,0.10856057056061984,0.06110132211918343,0.19612808141141388,0.09417385703222267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954895995975451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081311678454389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616866119596775,0.07973993033112886,0.0,0.0,0.21836902789247734,0.0,0.0,0.08989224347555272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267292565214519,0.061114104175218224,0.09370799129486003,0.0,0.11123087161064167,0.0,0.09040679672272862,0.0,0.1059680043986665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15739298987674294,0.0,0.0757062861309975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841597522946787,0.25819030157518336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686056553895807,0.0,0.13550699726321422,0.10428041467134223,0.0,0.0
anxiety,minusvminus,2019/01/07,"Just realized my new doctor is 1.6 stars on Google I tried to come off my meds for a few months because I couldn't afford a doctor that made me see an in house therapist. I got close with my 2nd therapist at that practice and surprise surpise, just like the first therapist I had, he quit. I got a third therapist and I didn't connect. I realized I was dropping so much cash on the doctor, the therapist and my meds so I decided I was all better. Told the doctor I needed to come off everything, that I was better. I am not. A few months later, I flip out at work. Realize I am in a constant state of panic. Enoughs enough, go on the insurance website for a doctor in coverage- okay set up an appointment. A few hours later, realize I never checked the guy out, I had booked the 1st doctor that said he'd accept my insurance. So I google him and it's baaaaaaad. But he's so close and doesn't require me to see a seperate therapist. Do I bite the bullet to see if it's not that bad or cancel?",2.106960784313728,3.8974000882352975,3.984901960784317,86.6787254901961,77.52941176470588,7.670588235294117,25.549019607843128,8.515128840125781,1.7845901960784314,774,29,162,16,18,262,106,204,0.029,0.875,0.096,0.8873,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,6,6,8,0,1,18,1,13,6,0,1,2,31,25,12,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,1,7,12,0,1,6,1,2,3,6,2,0,2,11,4,28,6,21,12,7,30,0,0,3,0,7,15,0,2,10,112,35,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356745940291287,0.053710519656825696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15585076500862935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517964609312085,0.0,0.09521468912096807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.541100687311515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18208060872037865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918682214364367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494559744414397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050074460063517116,0.0,0.14093787135145885,0.0,0.0,0.08724191037773123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867697638935718,0.10166612861295657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04304567981748538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337100752466974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19573880432993465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406557648347617,0.0,0.06477036275613142,0.06533181783140174,0.06795520775145218,0.08509636550509075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337710260976847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371492592531816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838119778437279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21063475355528785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6138090805889151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419206805835573,0.0,0.05982032878624768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641445101167794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shygirlneedsadvice,2019/01/07,"Take Xanax before having sex with a new partner? Has anyone taken Xanax to reduce shame related anxiety before having sex? I am have gained lots of weight since my pregnancy, and the woman I am in love with is just perfect. Our relationship is at the breaking point because I avoid having sex with her due to the fear that she might find my body appalling.
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anxiety,lonersart,2019/01/07,"Does anyone else keep their constant anxiety at bay by snacking? I've realized that any time that I don't have food or candy in my mouth, I get mildly anxious. Either that, or I have a low-frequency constant anxiety.  Problem is, I can't be doing that! I've been making myself sick from sugar consumption, and the artificial sweeteners found in gum make me feel terrible. I've just found a weird Turkish gum, no sweetening at all, it tastes piney but I haven't eaten anything since I started chewing it. ",5.10120535714286,6.6024177812500024,6.106488095238094,75.70875000000002,69.10416666666666,9.235714285714286,32.464285714285715,9.606745405546679,3.3136535714285724,401,18,69,9,7,133,70,96,0.156,0.8440000000000001,0.0,-0.8172,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,9,8,1,2,1,15,18,4,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,1,6,1,4,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,3,10,0,6,13,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,4,42,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811357745780484,0.0,0.3107387672898547,0.22944288548334685,0.0,0.1420108160305036,0.20809786122539106,0.16713231617202956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4389534861952366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17773239361886276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16966228478113712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102692431085045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455868596414948,0.4453728607841271,0.0,0.0,0.10611030164224362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805227988081053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27113893102214404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943373189271052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16800473142897415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437537815648517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842805385971368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tatoestatoes,2019/01/07,Ticking? Does anyone else get ticks from their anxiety?  I get a tick sometimes when I’m anxious in a group setting like school or anything like that and if someone says something my back will tense up kind of idk how to describe it. It’s like if the teacher says something and my brain assumes it will lead to tension or an awkward situation /conversation in a public setting I get nervous and tick. Can anyone relate to this or have any tips? Thanks ,4.538671096345514,6.5409995116279065,4.706079734219268,83.20453488372095,71.32558139534882,6.309634551495018,33.21594684385382,6.868970318607317,2.135334219269104,362,18,64,3,7,113,61,86,0.155,0.733,0.112,-0.2342,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,3,8,0,3,5,0,4,1,1,2,0,11,9,10,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,2,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,5,8,7,0,8,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,6,5,38,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367510346594982,0.0,0.15383660577717995,0.2271793444398637,0.0,0.2812196509925909,0.20604489693777567,0.16548349251575958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15462912067214787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244877690425105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17597899618025709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16798850202546695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151904498753884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094087909533309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947335839322501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198365521014896,0.0,0.2035181896009116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260384432537138,0.0,0.0,0.1703865663070462,0.30962446704194485,0.19888742625396072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185140633662758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hebegems,2019/01/07,"I need help I had had a horrible first week of the new year, Im not working right now, cant sleep at night and want to sleep all day, I don't go outside unless I'm with someone else and it's almost impossible to get me out.. ",3.1394117647058835,2.519435882352944,5.153725490196081,88.39176470588238,72.52941176470588,8.368627450980393,26.803921568627448,7.793537801064563,1.1766156862745092,174,5,44,2,3,61,43,51,0.075,0.8390000000000001,0.086,-0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,2,2,0,1,10,9,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,0,4,0,7,7,1,11,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,7,24,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26025260434554404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676141901764456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171133479820776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210710593655304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13578717789079894,0.0,0.14770732786070614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17420569022783952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280736919249408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19271277661143474,0.0,0.2510133258246076,0.0,0.24389882206213706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22195343307239612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.520175986613532,0.0,0.22021267774912895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15329592861356164,0.0,0.2084763408446736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189210511192041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16736726972915492
anxiety,Laniemarie94,2019/01/07,"Literally losing my mind🤯 I’ve been told by doctors, psychiatrists, therapists, ect. that anxiety CANNOT cause you to lose your mind but in my case I disagree. For years now I have struggled with this crazy obsessive fear that I am going crazy and that I am going to forget everything in my life and basically turn into a potato in a mental institution drugged up on so many different drugs and completely unable to function in society. My brain feels like it is literally self destructing. My memories are fading, I am constantly stressed/anxious. I get panic attacks so bad that I want to go to the hospital and beg them to admit me because I can’t take it anymore. I think I am also severely depressed but I don’t really have a reason for it. I feel like I am going to die because of this. Has anyone else experienced anything similar with their anxiety?",6.643888888888887,7.307744376543213,8.063802469135805,66.10311111111109,65.1111111111111,11.665185185185187,36.57037037037037,11.407655852321104,4.6828992592592575,687,33,114,21,10,238,107,162,0.319,0.625,0.055,-0.9943,1,0,2,0,0,1,14.0,0,2,2,2,4,12,2,4,4,0,14,5,1,2,0,18,27,9,1,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,9,7,0,0,5,0,0,4,3,10,0,0,2,3,23,2,20,25,0,15,0,3,0,0,7,7,0,0,6,80,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041945877717079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19934628101323565,0.0,0.1292148053427847,0.0911033029005002,0.13349970807921305,0.1072193404015931,0.0,0.0,0.14822613375268953,0.0,0.0,0.10878850554300593,0.15884977442004625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14544913307694984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13384593187306645,0.0,0.0,0.13660884362768766,0.14079953038043735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222044055780342,0.0,0.1352226844538503,0.13612756873255832,0.0,0.1333595396630445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021950651817877,0.0,0.10884237520251118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709818593199525,0.0,0.0,0.14661489562759347,0.13175925491083765,0.1861614804359544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680722723915643,0.0,0.2961921327932805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920292009408946,0.12730832940090764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.291527183784203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209579309514574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313038452970708,0.0,0.26311586505405193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152869768666191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346848960584394,0.13396203352826475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592313136024775,0.14719304683147666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620964789372708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796348408292307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127923203174304,0.0,0.08348595074865195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449973584762547,0.0,0.0,0.14172044825401106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684968765970104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390387480913579
anxiety,chelseajazzy,2019/01/07,"Overwhelming Anxiety I just started the winter term of my third year of university and I’m in tears, heart racing and feeling nauseous constantly. I finally told my family a few months ago about my anxiety that’s been controlling my life since high school. I live alone near school and I never went home during my first two years because I felt I needed to stay to ensure my grades were okay and I didn’t want to want to become like my siblings since they always came home and my parents would jokingly remark that they spend half their time home. I developed depression from my anxiety and isolation and it all blew up in my face when I finally told them. The apartment became a nightmare being alone all the time and school was hard to deal with when I was anxious. I took a semester off to get help via medication and counselling, it was working well and I was pretty chill. I finally got out to see friends and became more open to social situations and I was at my family home enjoying my break.Now going back to my apartment triggers my anxiety and school just seems unwelcoming. I think I want to take a leave of absence from school but I don’t want to disappoint anyone or become a failure.",4.7377923338185335,6.599743917030567,5.3969941775836965,79.02849466278506,70.52838427947599,9.106356137797187,28.87942746239689,9.586721724236666,2.8065660359049014,963,37,174,23,18,311,133,229,0.117,0.789,0.094,-0.7140000000000001,1,3,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,4,3,7,10,0,1,8,1,11,4,2,2,3,36,32,17,0,6,4,1,3,1,1,1,2,0,4,0,4,17,0,1,4,1,1,4,3,4,1,4,15,4,35,6,25,15,5,34,0,3,1,0,11,11,0,2,19,113,39,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903566588326401,0.0,0.0,0.18468739006227675,0.0,0.0,0.07418892468542729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728310591837514,0.10072632072039744,0.0,0.0623433015633517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06855914845576419,0.0,0.05435159360114133,0.19694218805863836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197619776706936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635114538133513,0.10000141406341542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192086550350732,0.07679406283335649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16810572647529629,0.0,0.045082377373519895,0.0,0.08560834631415487,0.2930138811875804,0.0,0.07584012741833876,0.0,0.0,0.06888540971545523,0.0,0.04658283586540101,0.0,0.05067213500368715,0.0,0.07131003345013204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987056013352145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565597239723312,0.05976260204206085,0.09420327610295566,0.35774219193409207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440840902263044,0.0,0.0,0.06297690692025372,0.04355946117582374,0.0,0.07873061625381163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982012164652806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116729661900731,0.0,0.0,0.06611160038450471,0.0687663023628683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990025123436956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070858328347048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4511774274355849,0.0710496106204195,0.0811686399138148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14750946341012028,0.10022047024763653,0.0,0.0908882031046361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06310847022416027,0.09503354517495463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703782229551575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057130637837695335,0.0,0.0,0.10398075416665578,0.0,0.0,0.17039392270954706,0.09906092486157113,0.0,0.0,0.08709714199364305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103573899203527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801662632673302,0.08265295103433189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06491012129256946,0.0,0.0,0.06333727123711555,0.0,0.0,0.1148332585762034
anxiety,JJD14,2019/01/07,"I was ready to start the gym, got to the car park and couldn’t force myself to get out of the car and walk into the gym. I just froze. So I’m a slightly overweight 23 year old guy and pledged that I would start some sort of fitness routine to get my body in reasonable shape. I got the membership sorted (online, of course) and drove there straight after work.. I get there and I’m immediately overcome by this sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach telling me not to go in. I sat in the car for 30+ mins debating with myself whether to go in or not. In the end, I was too afraid to come out of my comfort zone and the “safety” of my car. How can it be so hard to walk out of my car and into a gym? I can go to work just fine but outside of work, I really struggle and at 23 it makes me feel like a failure. ",3.2383168831168803,3.2044953771428624,4.572259740259742,90.61755844155846,72.37142857142857,7.506493506493506,27.33766233766233,6.980632752743323,1.0172857142857143,621,20,150,5,11,207,95,175,0.064,0.8540000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.2154,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,8,5,0,2,12,0,7,3,2,3,0,32,25,14,0,2,7,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,15,1,0,3,3,0,12,3,2,0,0,6,4,18,3,33,16,1,34,0,0,0,0,2,15,0,4,8,96,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21455894069393186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16639157457807682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17108380294311598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19533657052836845,0.1379946523583908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027568176377274,0.0,0.32933448665413384,0.0,0.30897787982658154,0.0,0.0,0.19126030670146785,0.0,0.0,0.1730348110681699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436897803382947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893683683155707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20269055704304897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374423730478475,0.19860224792653386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734414834147562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20193439550369494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16883171162874105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4218717342971718,0.0,0.0,0.1372164254734959,0.0,0.0,0.12438970735185947
anxiety,laneybrasi,2019/01/07,"Trying life without medication I took lexapro for three years and decided to ween myself off of it bc I was doing really well and I wanted to try functioning without it. It took two months to fully ween off of it. I was cutting my pills into quarters lmao. I was doing totally fine and now I’m completely off of meds (for 3 days so far) and I’m suddenly not fine. I had a panic attack last night and I’m having one right now and although I know it’ll go away, it is taking forever and I really thought I would do better. There are other factors (having nothing to do, and I’m about to get my period) so I’m not really sure if it’s coincidental or it has to do with my meds but I’m just disappointed. I thought I was going to do a lot better. I don’t really have anyone to talk to either. This just sucks bc I just want to relax during my break but I cannot. ",-0.3732377049180329,1.8462203169398919,2.9881215846994564,87.22021516393445,91.73224043715851,6.110109289617487,18.007513661202182,7.492282038375204,0.6894628415300548,670,19,142,14,24,242,100,183,0.07,0.8140000000000001,0.116,0.7097,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,10,12,3,1,2,0,21,3,0,0,2,32,39,15,0,4,12,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,10,10,0,0,4,1,0,4,6,5,1,4,9,0,19,7,24,28,3,21,0,1,0,0,1,7,1,3,9,106,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116091820043904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645899908601539,0.13592799224809313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559085706754821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15169017604960186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933041389817465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558730978877859,0.0,0.16444556433831614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951022075469316,0.11793036053173983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021890334601962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299847718578895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32140514446000895,0.14574598634954636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547911148892205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13576875303465713,0.0,0.13882065445850408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980362940222895,0.0,0.0,0.16974627341722512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707329495420352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355262967331287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13635554603727376,0.0,0.1087784491278656,0.11628519790691352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297133830544565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214810209112217,0.1964511991478312,0.0,0.14132756263730445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17066746692077664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300812211971223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278925264707445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277377607514053,0.0,0.0,0.09316668821038168
anxiety,itsjustin808,2019/01/07,"My life problem Hello everybody! I am new to this but I will try to do my best to tell you everything in detail. I am a 21 years old man, having a full time job, living in a great apartament that i rent. I handle life decent, I have a good car and a lovely girlfriend. The problem is I just can't seem to pack on any weight. I think this is the cause to all my problems. I am 5'9 (175 cm) but I only weight 115 lbs (52 kg). I look like a 14yo boy, because I have little to no facial hair either... If you see me in a pic I look very lean and muscular, but I am very small, and I mean VERY SMALL in size. My thighs are like the smallest I have ever seen at a man like 18-20yo. Clothes never fit me. I tried XS and it is quite* fit but I look sooo smmoall I always think having this kind of body is nearly impossile.. Now, the serious part is I feel anxious and intimidated by almost ANY man, and often think to myself that from a kick any man could kill me. Also, I am very sensible. One little punch and I can barely move because of pain. Over time, in my childhood years, I have developed some kind of fear of pain because I was so skinny I was even scared of bees and spiders because I felt threatened. I am very evasive in social encounters with other men, many times been a victim of getting influenced by men to give them money or so... I could never play football in school because when the ball would hit me I would have been seriously damaged... Somehow I've been bullied because I was so skinny, even by the teachers, but I've managed to escape it and moved on. :) Now I have a way more serious problem: As I can see, I have a memory that records almost everything I see or hear and can't forget things no matter what. And in the last few months when a situation from my life matches a situation from a horror movie, I seem to think I am haunted or some ghost will appear and scare me and I become so anxious and scared I often sleep in the car. I searched the web for answers and this seems to be called 'magical thinking' when you belive something that's a verified unreal thing. I am sure there is no explanation to these phenomenons, but my mind keeps creating theese out of nowhere!!! It's very annoying because my rational self knows it is not real but when my mind creates these things my emotional self seems to take control of my feelings and I am asking, is this thing normal?.. Anyway, two weeks ago a friend of mine convinced me to try experiencing sleep paralisys.....big mistake! I was not scared that day or so, or even while the thing was happening, because I knew it is just some form of augmented reality of my mind. :)) But the thing is the more I think of that ghost I saw, the more it scares me and makes me anxious. I can't sleep alone for about two weeks, only with my girlfriend. (Kinda lame, ik, lol.....) Because I am scared of experiencing that again even if I was not scared while I was experiencing it... What the f**k??!! I think this anxiety is likely correlated to the thing that I am self aware of me being so sensitive and skinny and my lack of power over anything in this world that has even the slightiest will to take something from me or do something bad to me... Back to my weight problems, I just can't eat any vegetables except carrots, watermellon, broccoli, potatoes and no fruit except apples, bananans, lemons, oranges. The texture and smell and everything makes me vomit if I try to chew or smell garlic, onions, tomatoes (or anything that has seeds in it, even small ones like strawberries, any taste-provoking sauce like ketchup or so...). But I like meat. A lot. I usually eat meat with fries with little broccoli or so. Also, I feel even the finest taste of a food I don't like, so no condiments or so on the meat.. only plain salt and pepper. (Like those a lot). It seems like I don't like tasty foods (?) or so. BUT! I love a plain cheeseburget at McDonald's! (Bread, meat and cheddar). That's my favourite food to be honest. I like plain rice with only a little of salt or plain pasta. If there would be a pill I could take 3 times a day that could have 1000kcal with micros and macros, I would 100 times choose that over eating. I don't like eating. I eat to survive (really). I tried along the way shakes with peanut butter, oats, milk, protein powder, eggs and so. They were great but I got sick of eating that all the time. I also tried GOMAD, drank like 3L of milk every day for like a month, that's like 1800kcal which was a great calorie boost. But the difference in KGs was .... well... inexistent. :( I hit the gym 2 times a week from when I was 16. (Yeah, a lot) but still haven't gained a pound!!!! I was 52 kg (114 lbs) when I started training. For the first two years I had a personal trainer who made me improve my lifts a lot!!! I managed to bench 50kgs with the bar at max. My phisique changed and I look very lean but my abs area is a palm tight.... so very small. I have like 70cm in waist. I searched the web and this problem with my eating is called Selective Eating Disorder. Oh what a long text I wrote.. Thanks for reading till the end and sorry for my English, this is not my first language. :) Is there any fix for all this? I want to fix my eating (gain weight) and after this I think most of my other problems (severe anxiety and fear, unreal magical thinking, etc..) would vanish because of my increased self-esteem. I just don't know. Thank you guys for the time and I hope you could give me some advice!",2.6675902881369247,4.5182799935424365,3.71187485279108,88.98988498076473,76.0940959409594,6.53158514563869,23.80128758734396,7.378060373470096,0.9301564654157182,4219,133,876,52,94,1360,423,1084,0.151,0.725,0.124,-0.9825,3,1,3,0,1,1,208.0,0,5,2,9,49,64,3,10,61,2,86,50,13,6,7,169,143,89,3,26,42,0,10,17,3,8,8,1,1,12,52,43,31,3,24,5,2,7,20,29,1,7,24,30,129,35,100,100,24,94,0,2,9,2,35,37,0,39,65,582,181,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03399960361667912,0.030842155281603032,0.0,0.06968091489528952,0.036035358842095265,0.0,0.08347255245664864,0.028950807331752,0.0,0.0,0.1419637957018003,0.0,0.05323354841735647,0.1179195540349416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057263831755820616,0.0,0.03252703256877272,0.0,0.0,0.02675389495383384,0.029050946662460938,0.21209668709882376,0.03842645897723372,0.0,0.0,0.03651341483548656,0.0,0.0,0.038647505367962035,0.0,0.0,0.07105568534588913,0.0,0.0,0.035742296563626416,0.03680669097883976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039023637068854485,0.1388980680728531,0.0,0.0,0.06731638757447703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03635158621584983,0.039876128572657724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204200276237588,0.0,0.03913777201266614,0.03081653074549522,0.0,0.03880371931978723,0.16086449497761562,0.031472525823427966,0.029314850302148494,0.0,0.0938099058388995,0.0,0.0,0.07830425634656267,0.05277760367597622,0.0,0.033407017969864575,0.0,0.0,0.059190315163986436,0.12621656542001936,0.0,0.02688121216336585,0.0,0.01817805975520164,0.06675379483475839,0.0,0.029182963737548657,0.027827375150526787,0.11507918637541208,0.0,0.03445083064828953,0.030767594436727767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03921457034824339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03455759096781194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034526974994724034,0.030925877818856,0.03849362407895493,0.07246372185551589,0.038242968246044284,0.0283611779105372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372659624042548,0.2889701764312882,0.13948808200518958,0.03072311550462358,0.03079096976762408,0.11687041412551835,0.0,0.0,0.11832005527541645,0.06280461140776282,0.032922255470723936,0.04644958702218816,0.03527493847247975,0.0,0.03790009650341832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539392360773113,0.0,0.05554334967044574,0.0739595291518114,0.0,0.0,0.05366946559923539,0.033603579565230836,0.0,0.0,0.03409004020494796,0.0,0.0,0.03650970854918095,0.0,0.04715367211495233,0.10584746987083686,0.07404503454963295,0.0,0.0,0.037677746157925664,0.0,0.0,0.030380161746844905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330473798503784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03700695030967862,0.03480270894770182,0.03960238509729008,0.022289474677790917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24383909494612166,0.035212670434321185,0.0831772503829728,0.15837253778034546,0.14518797255764282,0.0393065180116472,0.0,0.0,0.07821823910077064,0.10445526206627002,0.035467380986697584,0.0,0.08035673129067708,0.0,0.03894824337940527,0.024626872140393104,0.0,0.02778596904428896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03279226725683372,0.0,0.07848067964781798,0.0,0.03041087199792708,0.0640659798512564,0.0,0.0,0.16180582672681007,0.20064723760495395,0.0,0.0,0.16230599340014049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173417391369225,0.0,0.1019639759315518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038319897107835066,0.22966488715097866,0.020521985903613604,0.055234593594388634,0.08372724377115992,0.16947543191693307,0.031283349262708315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358078677374545,0.0,0.0,0.06721722059754992
anxiety,Antares_1,2019/01/07,"How should I react? Hey!

So next week is the first time that I have to close the shop. It’s alot of responsibility because if it’s not closed properly then the chances are that the boss will fire me and also thieves stealing. 

My colleague guided me for the most part but I had to interrupt sometimes to help the customers. For some reason she likes to laugh and I have no idea why? I didn’t care much and kept doing my work but I see it as a negative way to maybe say I’m not clever at this job. I might overthink but help me see it in a positive way? 

Remember when we were walking to the train station and she said that she missed the bus because she had to help me. Which you know in reality she was saying «Why didn’t you learn faster so we could go home?» 

Should I just ignore her?",0.8686366734833015,3.1166029018404906,2.2030163599182018,95.39698534423997,84.39877300613497,5.340013633265167,20.098500340831627,6.691623216298621,0.09375146557600587,615,18,140,7,18,197,105,163,0.14,0.695,0.165,0.8263,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,2,0,2,6,7,0,0,11,0,16,0,0,4,0,32,25,15,0,4,7,0,1,1,0,4,0,3,0,0,9,8,0,2,5,1,1,2,6,3,0,1,8,6,24,4,14,12,5,16,0,1,2,0,17,5,0,5,8,98,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366234930802574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20828923575021407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17418634438616054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13640464092961416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453194021787884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709430372183267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34353841022033005,0.0,0.1713699700793909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928615274450766,0.0,0.0,0.16953582191189506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389112505416927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346550925981429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716352685442335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18123796574471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558963722504474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18169401087261156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850068725582754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756555820429644,0.0,0.0,0.19353239267599573,0.0,0.16251130061041455,0.27172323233300444,0.0,0.0,0.2722803162880345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896859967077715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962022446407542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27121525197110635,0.13704035845721838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083193892118025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12437610988649175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fuckmeup5gum,2019/01/07,"Anxiety vs excitement I'm powering through depression and as I'm coming out the other side for the first time in years, I'm noticing I get excited for everything. This is amazing, and overall I think I feel better, but, I'm noticing that as excitement starts to fade, anxiety takes over.

I don't know how to handle this. I like feeling excited and happy. But when the inital burst of energy goes, a panic attack wants to set in and it won't go away. The only thing I can do is to find something else to make me excited and happy again but it only lasts so long before the energy wears off, panic sets in, I can't breathe, I feel awful. I can't relax. I'm either excited or panicked anymore.

What the hell? Is this a problem for anyone else? How do you cope?",2.3201680672268914,4.319520013071898,4.482600373482729,82.3895588235294,77.62745098039215,7.770121381886089,25.30765639589169,8.634040054169528,2.02487152194211,594,22,114,13,14,205,91,153,0.191,0.575,0.234,0.6265,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,3,5,18,2,2,8,1,10,2,2,3,0,24,27,15,0,2,6,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,0,6,1,0,2,4,6,0,1,0,3,11,12,19,26,1,21,1,1,0,0,1,8,1,1,10,73,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344537599789712,0.0,0.1519712171382585,0.10714778225587876,0.15701074710888838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17433068833201146,0.1439724270495426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039450667820238,0.0,0.0,0.1355268234804867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320012267148474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13198392315895152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560218729094462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772070308474996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324456661708871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005702995992667,0.13034441961051293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006068701856198,0.0,0.08708885720943628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262500393897955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421576209560086,0.12490966685944233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486449296413622,0.0,0.0,0.1356110732807089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228775509610524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489256401785521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330892645077494,0.0,0.35958425578578346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662835771692231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797032980663524,0.0,0.0,0.1084628573802532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521613078077166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180471738070278,0.09818891508259972,0.0,0.0,0.08935448497966836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038391954666143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986804410186146
anxiety,Piggy141,2019/01/07,"I’m 16 Hi, I’m 16 years old. And I had a panic attack at school today. My resting heart rate is around 52-75, but when I start walking etc, it elevates to around 110 bpm, also, I have a kinda long walk to my first period class, and my heart rate was 150, I think I was worried because of that, is this normal for anxiety??? Thanks. ",-0.2335714285714268,1.8172604285714336,2.31964285714286,94.01660714285715,87.57142857142857,5.214285714285714,17.32142857142857,6.6274283507984215,-0.1337142857142859,250,6,57,3,8,86,52,70,0.14,0.804,0.056,-0.5775,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,1,2,0,6,2,2,0,0,8,11,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,3,0,8,1,7,8,2,13,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,8,34,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16677223141941475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595352734759137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3712960130108068,0.0,0.237248436883983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271262351867336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325812258476633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17738706882318755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4942503100984196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18455451227688174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043284375582994,0.0,0.0,0.2188314140644593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24468096647101426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21105724395877573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14760822445918315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19199891647163128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336263101211157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19767493639916164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21178613585019054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13429523285137748
anxiety,notreallysureanymore,2019/01/07,"Help, constant throat tightness, choking sensation, inability to swallow normally, and chest discomfort For about three weeks I’ve been having all of the symptoms listed in the title pretty much non-stop. I went to the doctor and he said very mild post-nasal drip and acid reflux could be causing the difficulty swallowing and chest tightness, buy my symptoms are being exacerbated by anxiety. I’ve been taking the meds (for allergy and reflux) he gave me for over a week and I’m getting worse not better.

I feel that food is getting stuck in my throat or that my swallowing reflex just isn’t working right. Like I feel that I have to force myself to swallow and then the food feels like it goes down wrong and i get a choking sensation and I lurch forward in a panic. Also my voice is very hoarse sounding and it almost feels like I’m getting spasms in my throat.

I got a referral to an ENT who can thoroughly examine my throat, but it is over a week away. My psychiatrist said to take .5 mg of Xanax until then because he believes this is mostly anxiety after talking to my regular doctor about my initial exam. My psychiatrist said I need to take the Xanax because I’m only able to eat about 600 calories a day with this problem and I do feel calmer on the Xanax. The Xanax doesn’t make the throat tightness go away, but I don’t feel as alarmed about the sensation in my throat when I’m taking it and I can eat some.

I do have GAD and panic disorder, but can this really be caused by anxiety alone? It really came out of nowhere and feels like these issues have s physical cause. I know anxiety can cause a tight throat sensation, but this really feels like I can’t swallow food. How do I cope with this for the next 7 days until I can see the specialist? 
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anxiety,lex_xb,2019/01/07,Oversharing Does anyone else just hate when you’re having a good day but then when you get by yourself you think you’ve overshared like every answer you gave to someone that day? I am trying to work on it like sometimes I hate my response to a question I wish I just said yeah or something... anyone else?? ,1.9312142857142836,4.5607432166666655,2.5028571428571422,92.38500000000002,83.5,4.095238095238095,21.904761904761905,5.288315135182226,0.10297619047619078,243,8,46,1,7,75,43,60,0.109,0.664,0.226,0.787,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,1,4,5,2,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,8,9,5,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,8,3,5,7,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,7,26,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27919632295056485,0.4091248771891173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25751221897923643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17471285693101773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335597060727423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16821161434127313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430756921827064,0.0,0.0,0.1674548357218156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3942211107308777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19507535027864256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22365087135390874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899104742303284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16916066364918872,0.15369838556537588,0.19745646470726347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12792604507716265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355475350980591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295847514386031,0.0,0.0,0.14534574471280412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,duuluu2018,2019/01/07,When i sleep and wake up i feel shitty. Because first thing comes in my mind is the problems i have. I cant even sleep. I am kinda scared. Title says it all.,-1.9731372549019603,-0.2696734117647068,0.1552941176470597,104.04215686274513,106.64705882352942,2.266666666666667,11.549019607843142,3.1291,-1.9537098039215683,120,2,29,0,6,39,29,34,0.263,0.737,0.0,-0.8363,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,0,4,3,3,0,1,7,6,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,2,6,0,2,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,20,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877123416510052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265255943507813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20338602208667647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15569954923640011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619265961781851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109232942580316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29464910546038564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448796935592769,0.3082934090409947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6163082855727045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045761773161396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rings-of-saturn37,2019/01/07,"Concerned about the GRE I'm taking the GRE on Thursday for grad school applications. I'm really panicking about it because I waited way too long to get prepared. I had an anxiety attack during a practice exam I did online today. I have ADHD as well as GAD and I definitely qualify for the GRE's disability accommodations, but I waited too long to apply for it and now I have to take the exam without them. I am so mad at myself for procrastinating so much, and its hindering the very little amount of studying and preparing I am able to do at this point. I have a very strong application aside from GRE scores, but if my GRE score is really bad I'm afraid that I won't get in. 

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anxiety,Onzkid,2019/01/07,"I'm in the Army now and more anxious + depressed than ever. First off, going to the army is mandatory in my country. So I didn't choose this. Its currently 0:35 am and everyone else here is asleep, I'm the only one awake. I can't sleep because the anxiety and depression is getting to me, I would really just like to go home and continue my life. I don't know what to do, I just want to get out.",1.0339285714285715,2.870815250000004,3.3954761904761916,89.42035714285717,81.02380952380952,7.533333333333335,23.595238095238088,8.472884824447931,1.5054809523809531,307,11,69,7,8,106,58,84,0.136,0.799,0.065,-0.7841,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,4,0,9,3,2,0,1,12,17,5,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,2,0,2,1,0,8,1,10,15,1,11,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,6,47,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19074541807459494,0.28168470575760884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15199614700007902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42951460628035937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20829266798166632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255434880646029,0.0,0.2382563049957799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120895891328654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605410844008579,0.0,0.2834128227168135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250109661882126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703146198923674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17611713967592238,0.12181556832927358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689601232441308,0.1896353004158189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597344265967479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495213792214014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14706796361632096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17712491118822196,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Klauzorus,2019/01/07,"Lack of tickles when anxious? Hi everyone. I've been having anxiety attacks the last few days and am currently under medication called adepsique(Amitriptyline Hydrochloride, Diazepam, Perphenazine)

I'm more calm now but I still get anxiety at intervals. Something I have noticed is that I have reduced tickling sensation, and I'm worried I might have some kind of actual infection in the nervous system or something. Should I worry? Anyone else feeling anxiety has reduced sensation when being tickled?

Thanks in advance!",7.347380952380951,11.128367547619051,6.7333333333333325,63.41166666666669,69.95238095238096,9.923809523809524,42.66666666666667,9.994966539143718,6.096009523809526,430,28,49,13,9,133,64,84,0.225,0.695,0.08,-0.883,1,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,1,2,0,11,2,0,0,0,9,16,6,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,3,6,12,4,13,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,7,37,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.1874797625994991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4409099566882265,0.21703901229360614,0.0,0.13433359322229496,0.1968479177971676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21856231906536014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961742803158916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239004199931828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049020057781307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18357728357998165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714079286343827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037389049607603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20006166170683776,0.0,0.15660206888237366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935389910683624,0.0,0.2038071726177791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187279756320052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29580413076025264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15342593498630966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17687673307030816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3902109502196182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Rosandito,2019/01/07,"I don’t know whether I should start taking anti depressants or not Little background: 
I been diagnosed with GAD at 18. I dealt with a combination of anxiety and depression at that age too. Most of it was because of circumstances, and after some therapy sessions I am able to crawl myself out of that dark hole. I’m reality a happy and optimistic individual but sometimes when life happens and I get into a funk, I know to go to therapy and it really has helped me. 

Now: I had started experiencing panic attacks out of the blue — I was just my old happy self when this happened. I really thought something seriously was wrong with me so I saw many doctors and they did a lot of tests and reassured me I was fine. My anxiety has been spiking again ever since then with the fear of having another attack. Though I haven’t had an attack in over a month, I have still been experiencing the symptoms. I often feel detached from my body, or my brain feels foggy, or this sensation that I’m going to faint. I also have tunnel vision and when this happens I feel an immense amount of pressure in my temples. It’s very uncomfortable.  In the beginning of it I had to quit my job and also failed one of my classes because I couldn’t show up to class. 

I haven’t seen my therapist since she is busy, but I did see a last-minute one who did ask if I wanted to take antidepressants to which I declined because I thought I would be able to manage this like my other times with anxiety. 

But since these symptoms are new, I’m wondering if I should give them a try when I see my therapist at the end of the month. ",6.704610644257702,6.159158546031747,7.557105508870215,73.88478991596641,65.12698412698413,10.840336134453784,34.402427637721765,10.328600350310266,3.4178478057889823,1262,50,243,27,17,425,171,315,0.161,0.773,0.066,-0.9826,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,2,2,15,16,3,3,15,0,29,8,2,0,1,46,58,27,0,7,11,0,3,1,0,3,6,0,0,1,15,17,0,0,8,1,0,2,5,11,0,2,17,10,44,5,38,36,4,34,0,3,5,0,9,12,0,10,21,181,59,8,0.18872345495553647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509220787440363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989464988110242,0.2165593897232604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821547729483274,0.32205026252172264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725660997096744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481460689907683,0.0,0.10533889516213314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16254723521401612,0.09577516709117576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658322652224896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357648250073126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535558481449271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061831775343163,0.14313637399630244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04930010797045814,0.09052036733044874,0.10725588858495756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25033129192259945,0.20089962709855394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324867686850001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936394542682766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037174752988302,0.07691740218637799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666504787253633,0.04610037365067583,0.09457524064800396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022296629429114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566798100368708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506372612187241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113514440317036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901675963682152,0.0,0.1278838972792751,0.0,0.0,0.11071315582519203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003653123872294,0.0,0.0,0.12090107778476665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15038815949148046,0.0,0.09843986128738944,0.0,0.0,0.23417098823038796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264426790928304,0.09332616129863676,0.0,0.1335794327718206,0.0,0.07535739745575824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19615593061910647,0.14189655120280262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21582171815384435,0.21912247706239785,0.0,0.0,0.09270991814624842,0.14982534262021274,0.05502308212919773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640654188909357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785830752871194,0.05565699169444433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233126824783786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703186382998258,0.1031697358447942,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whyevenbother483,2019/01/07,I’m constantly missing out on things because of my anxiety and I am so sick of it a journalist offered to interview me over the phone for an article of theirs and I turned them down because I was too nervous to speak on the phone. I’m so disappointed in myself :/,2.4433962264150964,4.594525415094342,4.574188679245285,81.14769811320755,77.86792452830188,8.768301886792452,31.35471698113208,9.3871,3.250150188679246,209,11,41,6,5,72,39,53,0.284,0.716,0.0,-0.9396,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,8,0,12,5,0,7,0,2,0,0,7,6,0,0,1,33,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34687048574190305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5528098957553642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4899936055697115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30123681336421176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4931984732854399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,phmsanctified,2019/01/07,"The way anxiety works on me (Leg/Arm sensations?)...Looking for some advice. I've always had anxiety, but it would usually take some kind of event for it to flare up. Lately, I have been finding that my anxiety has mutated into a sensation that is in my legs and arms. I can't even explain it, it doesn't hurt, it doesn't tickle, it doesn't itch. If I had to describe it, I would say I almost feel the blood rushing through my arms and legs and they feel weak.. I'm wondering if anyone else experiences this and found a way to counter this besides medicine.

Thanks all

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anxiety,2sacred2relate,2019/01/07,"Anxiety about future financial disaster  No matter how much I make, how steady my job is or how much I have saved, I'm frequently anxious about something horrible happening and running out of money.

I support my wife and daughter and I worry that the local economy will crash or my firm will go under and I won't be able to find employment.  I constantly worry about going broke and losing my home and finding a way to support my family.   Other than my mortgage, I'm debt free and worked hard to put $10,000 in an emergency fund last year.  My wife is doing some employment training and should be working in 18 months. I thought all this would help, but the worry is still there.  

I grew up relatively poor and worrying about money was common.  We never ended up totally broke, but were always one big event away from being financially screwed.   

I plan to talk to a professional about this, but thought I'd vent here and maybe get some perspective from people who are going through (or have gone through) the same thing. ",6.527338568935428,7.306587628272254,6.680327225130888,75.51727966841187,65.38743455497382,10.136300174520072,32.670593368237355,10.125756701596842,3.3345912739965105,811,32,143,18,12,260,126,191,0.208,0.7390000000000001,0.052000000000000005,-0.9816,6,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,4,11,8,1,0,6,0,17,1,0,4,3,36,30,19,0,2,6,3,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,6,12,0,0,4,0,6,7,3,4,0,1,5,1,17,5,23,17,7,28,0,3,0,1,7,9,1,5,11,101,23,6,0.13280442046531735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050391656745327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159501815428397,0.15003119385041713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247741246813575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351439888828865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176252980919024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251961883239572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427616687007296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938482839281222,0.0,0.2264274378885314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174385104241462,0.0,0.11896667529033593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901600364086433,0.0,0.13321366193729148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178789525358078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825332784911468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857417644554358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864798190382484,0.0,0.13341989048475314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060032213873392,0.0,0.19525305942894816,0.0,0.10242695619567734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999171231271516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920698635146692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350512339470666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223933111114927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605778173406588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014097650809152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674316262798404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822935585602831,0.0,0.0,0.21086375090348825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541396742841956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19336639958352986,0.5394773418500272,0.0,0.0943404499535922,0.0,0.0,0.08552169261570478
anxiety,phoenixselk,2019/01/07,"Part Time Job Anxiety... At the end of last year, I had an awful experience of a panic attack (full on meltdown, hyperventilating style) at the part time job I have alongside uni. I'm away to phone them up about going back because I'm desperate for the money, but my anxiety has me lying in bed instead. The work (waiting in a chain restaurant) makes me anxious, amplified massively by the fact that I am terrified to go back after the panic attack.
Anyone got any words of wisdom?",7.234615384615381,6.997517736263737,8.235472527472528,68.4345274725275,63.94505494505494,10.796483516483518,34.683516483516485,10.355215969177356,3.6713367032967033,378,15,65,8,5,129,67,91,0.279,0.6779999999999999,0.043,-0.9735,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,4,5,2,2,9,1,4,0,0,1,1,5,11,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,7,1,16,9,3,18,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,8,44,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562826739791365,0.0,0.2601495518140961,0.19208888657831288,0.0,0.1188910236894531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3868741575403474,0.15975159610955075,0.2614897555561789,0.0,0.10365053566863767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15059876525706167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16632489605354386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19326733913816316,0.0,0.1359909190500616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374630223765199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859958506806014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11349834460623935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3989941683616728,0.0,0.36825832835722855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19829521370973166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378604556959648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949567414108648
anxiety,prinkes,2019/01/07,"Skipped out on a concert with a coworker and saved myself so much anxiety To be fair, she is a very very nice person. But we don't hang out regularly as I'm no longer her coworker (I was a couple years back, we've only remained in touch via Facebook since then). We actually went to a concert together a few months ago and I was so anxious the whole time that none of it was enjoyable, even though it was my favorite band. So this time, I worked up the courage to tell her I wouldn't be going, and told her she could give my ticket to someone else and I'd pay her back regardless.

It feels like a weight is just lifted off my chest and I can breathe a little easier. She took it well, and that helped too - I worried she'd be mad or upset with me, but she understood. Crisis averted! Feeling good today! ",3.4104674796747965,4.513947323170734,4.633902439024394,86.18162601626018,72.71951219512195,7.90569105691057,27.081300813008127,8.344100000000001,1.6779325203252031,627,22,133,10,12,207,108,164,0.112,0.75,0.138,0.5148,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,2,0,0,1,10,9,1,1,10,0,14,3,2,0,0,24,23,15,0,3,4,0,4,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,7,12,1,1,3,4,1,4,4,2,1,0,8,6,22,7,14,9,4,20,0,0,0,0,17,7,0,1,10,91,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.16914622802815754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536476325666148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259787801415232,0.1958148962608004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665619561318036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13839084287472114,0.19178765348575705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447959592375334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448360944234655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17528290491401605,0.1238278293846964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662750616412994,0.09850810382127816,0.1453819698594899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618023606387785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468085908744025,0.1737233777574158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383512939313638,0.0,0.12741836079369795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318261727360618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15134610038676066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433813429725018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14686294604780864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149909090675573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17029700396876266,0.0,0.20214160950823173,0.0,0.16429769123797364,0.16562537011283948,0.19257731828716948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28603275186377103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21107068113827246,0.1558455467551832,0.16067974007869484,0.0,0.19351807208083505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261871631592969,0.17602622664380288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111619596817237
anxiety,demilegodoh,2019/01/07,"anxiety and proposal Hi all, 

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i proposed to my fiance on Friday and have had insane anxiety since then(especially during) and I'm finding it hard to get sleep and maintain an appetite. was wondering if anyone knew a straightforward way to get rid of the stomach pain until I am able to see my doctor and get back on my medication?

no throwaway because I love that woman and am just a little worried about the future and my past coming to haunt me.",4.8672757475083035,6.951221674418608,5.940963455149504,74.35104651162794,70.62790697674419,8.170099667774089,30.890365448504987,8.841846274778883,2.9238225913621263,368,16,59,7,7,122,63,86,0.19,0.765,0.045,-0.8558,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,0,5,6,2,0,1,14,14,9,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,2,8,1,10,11,1,9,0,0,1,1,3,3,0,2,4,42,10,1,0.20064543185337216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21739924158435275,0.24380616143877,0.0,0.0,0.30698641235426416,0.0,0.0,0.14029595119053906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15428395199186978,0.0,0.12231159293424795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17283827318097794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053691015768488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18338628971549856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144868704257553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17973889616139074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20109943416334916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18109033596834792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20212916362224345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135008860467783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19153876820789026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15988843153550308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597597464179148,0.0,0.20079033558465334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592630045291016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21759141188389255,0.0,0.20376517560813506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24380616143877,0.0
anxiety,GenocideJuice,2019/01/07,"How do you guys deal with intrusive thoughts? Overall I think I've got my anxiety under an ok handle, but one of the biggest red flags for my mental health deteriorating is intrusive negative thoughts, almost always of some past situation  or another with negative feelings associated with it (typically completely inane stuff but that made me feel like I seemed like an idiot or asshole to someone).

Sometimes I can just ignore it but often it's like a sudden unexplained pain, like getting jabbed with something, and can often make my anxiety worse or generally make me feel bad about it again, or just generally tank my mood.

Is this something anyone else out there experiences, and if so do you have any strategies for dealing with it? Often it's not really something I can reason out too much, so I dunno how much something like CBT might help. ",9.219754901960783,8.976971784313726,9.144566993464057,63.56430147058825,59.915032679738566,12.094444444444445,39.38643790849673,11.45678717892309,4.771000653594768,685,31,109,17,8,224,99,153,0.189,0.6940000000000001,0.116,-0.9478,0,0,4,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,0,13,11,1,0,4,1,9,2,0,6,0,43,21,14,0,1,11,0,3,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,9,9,0,1,8,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,4,4,13,6,14,16,3,7,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,13,8,78,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331101817538683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060839920490884,0.0,0.0,0.09039695052192406,0.1393886832881345,0.20338215466561507,0.0,0.0,0.0929477387131576,0.13620248212495245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099098788163354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13937456381005914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740899623490509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104594816163274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13003103598685992,0.0,0.0,0.20164018880635373,0.09496521032236188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945043249169915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631625516358137,0.0,0.0,0.13162158780655034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129836165521525,0.0,0.0,0.08910016922634811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247143890624845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12578156920128486,0.17746359904162387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339621629090024,0.1410177110128902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19543767328928996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007680044120547,0.0,0.1414468799912296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268967153346304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851583544796299,0.1366741676036429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101446900025276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941887658646316,0.0,0.0,0.11263114785500307,0.40934399797791626,0.1314711576060706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15217303357500814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517616913275093,0.0,0.21106312483992887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135467014775742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ILikeNoodles7810,2019/01/07,"Third week of Sertraline My work anxiety is like 10x the usual. I made it into work and am just sitting staring at my email. I want these pills to start working, I hate feeling like this. I used to be able to handle everything thrown at me, but now I am just crippled with anxiety. Just looking to commiserate with others. So stressed out.",2.560087912087912,5.165492261538461,3.643736263736266,85.47769230769231,80.23076923076924,6.791208791208793,27.747252747252745,7.957251820313856,2.04510989010989,267,12,50,5,7,86,49,65,0.138,0.774,0.08800000000000001,-0.6586,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,5,4,1,1,1,0,4,1,0,2,0,13,11,3,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,8,2,11,9,0,9,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,0,6,36,12,3,0.23584615191844024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3608433213566029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21196331389662956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192509007939336,0.16848853805482308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23284924763981424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23044503355612575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19805136824029465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22316333146661493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16693312022135404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27016097018160395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036953514307532,0.2597512162447943,0.0,0.13910817096458836,0.0,0.18918155704839146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5150964225322109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tackykcat,2019/01/07,"Health Anxiety is Exhausting Last month, it was losing my mind over the possibility of developing Paget's disease because of a painful itch that I found on my boob. This weekend, it was considering writing my will because I may die in a few weeks from hantavirus after sweeping up a bit of mouse poo.

The scientist in me is well aware that [insert incredibly rare disease] is very unlikely, but anxiety don't give a damn. Many thanks and many apologies to my physician for humoring my morbid curiosity. ",8.632087912087911,8.742088912087915,8.754153846153853,64.71584615384619,60.97802197802198,12.115164835164835,42.37582417582418,11.602472056035307,5.2710070329670335,405,22,66,11,5,133,70,91,0.121,0.7509999999999999,0.128,0.5707,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,1,7,1,0,6,0,8,6,2,0,0,6,11,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,3,0,8,3,12,6,2,10,0,1,0,1,3,5,2,1,5,43,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231534022959959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575059077945936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305889422282377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21920484458879008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315831984981144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026139207168437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245086172029458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17216607585610327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362923472231225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4282718970297725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132640412404424,0.0,0.16858750688756033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247445976195427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23810994109082084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19445575183196026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742721269698572,0.0,0.0,0.1694216303685596,0.0,0.18990507020497704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,poetryiscool,2019/01/07,"Anxiety around sexual desire has taken a turn for the worse, and its scaring me. For years now I have had anxiety centered around loss of control. Whether I am anxious that I cannot control when I go pee, or take a shit, or during sex I worry endlessly about if I can control when I orgasm.

The control over the orgasm has legitimately been something I can hardly control during a sexual experience, so sex makes me anxious.

Not only that, but intrusive thoughts about my Mom and other undesirable sexual objects started consuming me.

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So I stopped having sex, pursuing sexual partners, and began only masturbating once every week.

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In short, sex makes me extremely uncomfortable.

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Recently some weird things have been manifesting. I was at work and I checked out this girl, I found her very attractive. But I suddenly felt unrealistically aroused by just looking at her, which made me very anxious since I was in a public place. I however was able to reel myself in and calm down, preventing any lengthy time of discomfort for me.

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Then about a week ago I was performing my job, (I work at a car wash) and some air hit my crotch region (like it has for over a year almost everyday) and I felt suddenly aroused.

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From then on I have been obsessively worried about becoming aroused at the wrong time. At first only at work, while working with certain people. I would get these intrusive thoughts of sex, almost like these thoughts were fighting against me trying to arouse me, and I was running from them trying to avoid their effect on me. 

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I have done this in the bedroom before, but it as never seeped into my daily life like this.

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And over the last few days I have been carrying an irrational fear that I have no control over sexual feelings and that I might spontaneously ejaculate. I tend to avoid looking at attractive people, or even thinking about sex. The other day before a musical performance (that I was extremely nervous to perform) I saw an attractive lady and felt like I was about to ejaculate. I became disturbed and tried to distract myself.

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I have been thinking this a product of my sexual repression due to insecurity, frequent sexualized intrusive thoughts, and a product of me repressing my anxiety with various methods.

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I have been feeling a constant low level of arousal since yesterday morning and I am scared that I have developed PGAD. I can't talk to my mom even somewhat comfortably, I feel constantly uncomfortable and gross, I do not want to tell anyone, I fucking hate myself for this and I have NO IDEA  what to do. 

I don't want another constant worry, problem, anxiety.

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I feel extremely trapped within this problem, and I could use as much help as you can offer. In any capacity.

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TLDR: Anxiety and suppression has manifested into a constant feeling of unwanted sexual desire. I am losing my mind and need some advice.",7.7135731926358355,9.04170957824428,7.737763807813206,67.03671531207904,62.950381679389324,10.973866187696451,39.26672653794342,10.905449154742897,4.869461562640323,2385,125,361,63,34,769,245,524,0.235,0.6920000000000001,0.073,-0.998,2,3,2,0,2,0,104.0,0,1,2,17,16,35,4,13,21,0,45,19,10,11,2,91,81,37,0,11,11,2,9,4,1,2,2,0,1,2,22,26,0,13,17,0,1,3,8,25,0,1,28,12,69,10,63,49,7,66,0,3,3,14,15,31,2,11,36,271,91,5,0.03694684398570988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03610402833613263,0.03275114794832897,0.0,0.07399385458226422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4403507902451711,0.4938390542385928,0.05025024174309642,0.038741987373688565,0.14132117260554486,0.1252182516084724,0.0,0.02583409237171974,0.0,0.0,0.0657810486661722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04080488641610795,0.06287808593639248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15970565096704112,0.2486341631033096,0.02949904853053215,0.0,0.0,0.04765531566928293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03780944906762502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048806083997153686,0.0,0.0311293095622752,0.0,0.0,0.036141102961544366,0.0,0.04157547131798337,0.0934071722381225,0.0,0.10642429279540144,0.0,0.0,0.03142696661994082,0.0,0.04051030740814416,0.0,0.03415676191127643,0.01930320105778386,0.0,0.020997742877432696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033097115111454765,0.036477359307152166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024764690717575186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04170848967455997,0.0,0.0,0.03666404166426622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030116609077931008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02609664855509398,0.07220144685696821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06205208729511956,0.041334067783326565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034959997116593235,0.04932461051481345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03919476280749773,0.0373057800642813,0.08654339427006108,0.0,0.0,0.027160181487851383,0.027395616663643617,0.028495683782462162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0393471830302378,0.0,0.0842992192190571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051228579156376144,0.0,0.03860158823018073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070627982810543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03648055113541851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07398047251748345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03792540441091656,0.06112562228626035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02844348555968032,0.0,0.0,0.02615116633744782,0.0,0.0,0.030889215942213374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0277794285857866,0.029696473674137493,0.03229317014157895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024545841428702076,0.04734809155573825,0.0,0.11732666848852925,0.04308800369343239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525344543528699,0.040187556703123066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03191021057035933,0.0,0.060970031349467935,0.04358441168498242,0.0,0.0592730592921248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759096982553956,0.1125639405299226,0.03765199047862616,0.02624597791070759,0.04039557388563678,0.4938390542385928,0.04758511235386882
anxiety,rizlasays,2019/01/07,"How to deal with anxiety at work Hello,
Do people have tips on cowing with work and the feeling of being overwhelmed?

Thanks
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anxiety,abbynormal11,2019/01/07,"Unmedicated I was diagnosed with GAD and prescribed Paxil at the age of 6. I took it for 12 years. I went off it a few years back because the side effects became unbearable. It completely screwed me up phsychologically and physiologically. It is no longer legal to prescribe it to children (increased suicidal thoughts). I don't blame my parents or doctor for originally putting me on it (it worked well enough, and there weren't any long-term studies available at the time concluding that it was, in fact, dangerous). But now everybody around me wants me to be medicated again. Apparently I'm too miserable to be around, and any time I discuss a problem I'm facing my with parents, I'm told I ""wouldn't have these problems if I were medicated"". I am so reluctant to go back on medication, and after I'm kicked off my parents' health insurance plan in a couple years, I won't be able to afford medication and I don't want to go through the same physiological withdrawal I went through a few years ago when it eventually becomes unfeasible for me to pay for it. I see atherapist, but I've had little and less success there. I don't want to medicate myself, and I'm tired of being told the only way for me to be happy is by taking expensive pills, otherwise my family won't like being around me or being supportive of me. I feel trapped and I don't know what to do. Anyone else have adverse experiences with medication? What did you do instead?

TL;DR
I am unmedicated after years of taking meds that did me more damage than good. I see a therapist, with little success. Does anyone have any favorite alternatives to medication/therapy?",5.9162013339537785,7.1886179087947895,7.330972545369942,68.54129207383279,66.98045602605863,10.538172793547387,34.488754459438496,10.608840637214634,3.9869269117418953,1306,61,228,36,21,448,161,307,0.115,0.784,0.101,-0.278,5,1,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,0,6,14,14,2,1,10,0,30,13,1,3,1,35,53,16,1,7,5,3,1,1,0,3,11,0,0,1,15,16,0,0,5,0,2,7,9,7,1,0,13,3,32,7,43,30,7,40,0,2,2,1,8,15,1,3,18,162,47,6,0.08776109635160173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779491671414644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179041664925948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272919823233525,0.08992161433876325,0.0,0.23437794655752736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13496573185039412,0.0,0.053498349766890135,0.09692523588118346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201583979992294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710598387031673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890756654403104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982720087192853,0.07680032682887852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331313474384395,0.0,0.0,0.09068067255101643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584719226594892,0.08273335110273301,0.0,0.04437464724126977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975330702374867,0.07360984382270948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342331897723563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328594152787212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04823120340389081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04287563869318737,0.17591934842313886,0.0,0.07766580859052127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748279372367737,0.5304604298317767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06674626844185395,0.0,0.0,0.2923449350187589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16795103362705932,0.0,0.08822414161082216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986846264955652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599639520632312,0.09959025212375346,0.0,0.0,0.13197084490640645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036246213344402,0.10189739705011996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967250749358161,0.1023484020773212,0.1008684700773568,0.0,0.16771897696623142,0.09750580719614206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552913053193274,0.06966067334111181,0.0,0.0,0.07890776530405484,0.1627108311174699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06389112337357894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825763434493143
anxiety,maju2581,2019/01/07,"Online School as solution for anxiety at school Hello! 

I have just started my second semester in grade 12 and am so anxious that I can't go to school. I try every morning but think ill faint throw up freak etc and then turn right over. Im working on solutions but for now I also need to focus on graduating. Has anyone switched to online high school to solve the daily anxiety of going to a physical school and leaving the comfort zone of home? I am seriously considering it as I have so many absences already and dont want to redo this year at my school, especially because I can't even go to school with this anxiety. 

Im in for it, but I'm concerned that my anxiety will get worse if I give in and stay home instead of confronting it at school. I have anxiety in general and not just school so I would still be confronted with it and fight against it but I'm just wondering if anyone has experience with this? Of coarse my parents are also concerned and dont really take online school serious although its accredited high school and I can continue to college after. 

If you know anyone or have yourself changed to online school for anxiety or whatever reason, I would really appreciate hearing of your experience with it. Thank you!",6.164556962025317,6.9127957510548566,7.151746835443039,71.92964556962026,66.17299578059071,10.70818565400844,34.787341772151905,10.650279960617883,3.9376460759493668,991,45,175,26,15,333,126,237,0.154,0.78,0.066,-0.9516,1,0,0,0,1,0,14.0,0,3,0,1,12,8,3,0,3,0,18,2,0,1,0,35,35,27,0,7,13,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,2,0,12,13,0,0,4,0,0,4,5,6,0,1,0,1,19,2,37,31,1,26,0,0,0,0,8,14,0,6,7,124,31,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297521123969915,0.1057669869176254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035319196549844,0.07470716757716979,0.0,0.13871721245937027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040311743566192215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06995592003602291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550058483907868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073751533040444,0.04367770970834353,0.0,0.0557166990312729,0.0,0.0,0.12937408408228362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034549775076928635,0.0634371497324512,0.11274823663186286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453240904230791,0.0,0.0,0.13973825081286328,0.1326659491337509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286175714848795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036342876219142936,0.0,0.0,0.07002126934752008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06704462448077991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049033960273701424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07342864533642725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472811147847724,0.06799182640218546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05647397132275949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8031153113680478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046806584682690965,0.07048492324608617,0.05281086065854648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04972092486274488,0.0,0.0,0.0608828781440926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04237291806358021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04489738266328739,0.0719295748320628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03900471263985485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171429124289587,0.048142841654261005,0.0,0.06739129941925502,0.093952565771295,0.0,0.0,0.04258503353705664
anxiety,AdamJohnsonsLawyer,2019/01/07,"Best way to combat random anxiety? Another redditor painted my feeling quite well:

""I think i’m just recently developing an anxiety disorder and damn is it exhausting. There are days where I just feel a knot in my stomach all day long. It’s exhausting and I really overthink everything. It’s a new feeling so it’s been really damn hard to adapt to this tbh""

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anxiety,shadowslayer978,2019/01/07,"If I’m taking medication for anxiety, will a weighted blanket help me any? I take 20 mg of Lexapro daily to help with my anxiety, but I often have trouble sleeping. I’ll wake up and have a hard time falling back to sleep. It used to cause me panic attacks, which the lexapro helps prevent as I haven’t had one in a while. But I still end up waking up sometimes to full consciousness. Would a weighted blanket really help me if the anxiety aspect of my insomnia is handled by medicine?",5.52498245614035,6.0975023578947365,6.359736842105267,77.66732456140353,67.52631578947367,9.280701754385962,36.88596491228071,9.2995712137729,3.484754385964912,384,20,71,7,6,127,66,95,0.198,0.688,0.114,-0.8253,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,1,6,0,7,8,4,2,0,12,11,7,0,3,4,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,2,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,1,3,9,0,14,8,1,11,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,3,5,49,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316377819631415,0.0,0.38190712585076897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18931418042925607,0.0,0.12795819467109726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709478096394041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14738891839951945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14906971443277095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4461615897159759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16763948896541125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276299705807008,0.0,0.0,0.1952450234972468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660582112843177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330582152856694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16458268594954106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289438574194273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502376096794948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703438478592856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14372388533545422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40528248964526253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821212873033465,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SeaOption,2019/01/07,"Killing Distance Anxiety Building this, [Lune](lune-care.com) to help tackle my own worry and hopefully the anxiety of others.

Anyone want to share a distance anxiety story? Be it with a parent, grandparent, sibling, partner and anyone cherished.

Cheers",8.32346153846154,12.222277692307696,7.274038461538463,60.27721153846157,66.94871794871796,9.028205128205126,45.64743589743589,9.516144504307137,6.214943589743588,206,14,20,5,4,63,32,39,0.235,0.474,0.29,0.4404,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6238297572880558,0.0,0.0,0.3801288294097369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771408668116672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821967026693605,0.0,0.0,0.26998079502913824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007310099268487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018264046185426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16032778659238742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27604865650468324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Natty789,2019/01/07,"Airport anxiety I went to France last summer, before that i hadn’t travelled for 5 years (i was 12 last time, 19 now) so i don’t remember much of the traveling we did, however i do remember getting anxiety even as a child when going trough the airport and especially the security checks, especially since it often bleeped on me.  

I was really nervous about this when i was going to France this summer. I’m scared of it bleeping on me and having to be checked, i’m scared of even looking nervous... because what would they think if they saw me shaking? I probably have drugs under my shoe haha. 
And guess what happened? It bleeped on me, and i had a panic attack. I was shaking so bad and i was trying so hard to keep myself together and not show that i was nervous or panicking, because i know how that would look. The last day there i couldn’t stop worrying and i basically ruined the whole day.  

This is stopping me from traveling and i really want to travel more, i love traveling. Me and my family are planning on going to New York this summer and i want to go there so bad, but i don’t know if i can. I just can’t handle it.  

I really need help, any advice would be much appreciated. I’m going to ask my new therapist if there is something i can take in these situation, i mean a lot of people take meds for airplane fear so this should be pretty much the same, i guess? ",2.977206324110675,4.730876858181824,4.863588932806326,81.4889486166008,74.96363636363638,8.12806324110672,26.50197628458498,8.841846274778883,2.1081667984189725,1076,40,212,23,23,368,139,275,0.13699999999999998,0.782,0.081,-0.7477,1,0,2,0,0,0,30.0,1,0,2,1,17,16,1,9,9,1,28,3,1,1,0,41,56,24,0,11,7,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,15,11,0,4,6,6,4,13,6,13,0,0,11,4,38,3,23,37,7,36,0,1,3,1,7,6,0,8,17,152,53,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010563929808313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032606070566914,0.0,0.15822509136516613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667949729148212,0.11765001803152507,0.0,0.0,0.17269518289011,0.12608221203423942,0.0,0.0879989416016397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338883581256594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992910415849695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13660987517383902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749089421907532,0.1163711464204844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05403031079307976,0.0,0.2938669524874947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22784758201244185,0.0,0.09144995187377704,0.0,0.09263994145184233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931720454859631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192041464290293,0.0,0.0,0.1136688671843753,0.2528922136245595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17368588514818786,0.0,0.0,0.08792012796849526,0.0933364924336609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126497558454468,0.11487126538962378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280667920194482,0.07668125500396543,0.0,0.1997585960349668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133576303123472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169526041357682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521070380015346,0.11149935958701628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987517799710576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23429911854044044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070738376900806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554633917091402,0.11624331268612835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07961427538508165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729199144241779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551111503746948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007332260332193,0.0,0.06626445257855683,0.0,0.0,0.06030238777600956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07021231060670904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219942382625472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586716972864813,0.0,0.11545967060096125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502342198269758,0.0,0.22039013208309435,0.0,0.0,0.06659616718249953
anxiety,fhawk83,2019/01/07,"Graduated! I’ve had anxiety since I married my very violet ex-wife.
This has crippled me when it comes to actually finishing stuff that I start. I started studying 11 years ago, but couldn’t finish. I started getting my drivers license x amount of times etc etc
Today I got an email from my college that my diploma is in the mail, I am a certified teacher!!!

I have actually finished something other than my dinner!!",2.8302564102564105,5.661571769230772,4.733589743589743,76.5614102564103,81.30769230769229,7.056410256410258,33.02564102564102,8.167268648758528,3.2061179487179485,330,19,54,7,9,112,63,78,0.037000000000000005,0.963,0.0,-0.3649,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,0,0,3,12,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,13,0,5,9,3,13,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,11,37,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.42348139151728176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923392380698387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16598872628813316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18690862959786908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.483979004716031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133628350865938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17353833041390804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794876875099568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670414224634377,0.0,0.0,0.4607376281208149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483896196305501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652249340115154,0.0,0.20567119858254065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17903081432980994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972768630966073
anxiety,ClarkHasEyes,2019/01/07,"Any Ideas for Coping Strategies? I've recently really been struggling with paralyzing panic attacks. They happen nearly every day, and keep me from doing the things I need to do. 

The coping mechanisms I've developed over the years aren't working anymore, and I'm afraid my anxiety is just going to get worse if I don't do something. Does anyone have any suggestions of coping strategies I could try? 

I really really appreciate any input. I'm sorry if this is gibberish I'm in the middle of a panic attack right now and can barely bring myself to write this. ",5.363071428571431,7.200287057142859,6.723035714285718,70.23883928571429,68.90476190476191,9.44047619047619,27.410714285714285,9.827888789773867,3.0195000000000003,451,15,70,11,8,153,72,105,0.202,0.768,0.03,-0.9507,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,2,6,2,4,5,0,11,0,0,0,0,12,20,5,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,1,0,8,0,11,18,0,11,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,4,45,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.346596124501708,0.0,0.12996652761867372,0.0,0.16848671048154204,0.11879208252482135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3865522006883908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13564453347231767,0.0,0.0,0.1095659586231289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486731909601231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314091074902902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876129341240847,0.0,0.09655325098479232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15023448674773526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19178681705225176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15100736558698385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12597238984437695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3986621252311326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32651052343213666,0.0,0.16774735410381747,0.0,0.0,0.1450864072944642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079077194900432,0.0,0.19017961790493296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17760747654714992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112868359324731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153451722088461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12368303076550324,0.0,0.17313394625224068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940455179067292
anxiety,lalisbk,2019/01/07,"My neighbor yelled at me. I feel trapped in my own home. I need to vent. I have a neighbor who doesn’t have a car. I have one and because of that he expects me to give him rides everywhere. I’m a huge people pleaser and I can’t stand saying no or upsetting people. 90% of the time, I take him where he needs to go (despite having severe car anxiety) because I can only imagine how badly not having a car would be. BUT some days I’m busy or I really just don’t feel like it! He comes over and expects me to leave right that second with no warning. It’s so hard for me to say no but I’ve been trying to speak my mind more lately. He came banging on my door today while it was pouring down rain . I do not drive in the dark, rain, or snow unless it’s an absolute emergency. I told him “I’m really sorry, I just can’t right now” he threw a huge fit about it (mind you, he’s a grown man almost 50. I’m half his age) and made me feel absolutely terrible! I KNOW I shouldn’t feel bad but now it’s literally all I can think about all day. I know I upset him but after he yelled at me today and got mad, I don’t ever want to give him a ride again. Now that it has stopped raining, I really need to go to the store but I feel like I can’t even go outside my own home because he’s constantly begging me for rides the second he sees me. I really hate this. ",-0.10694206714943988,1.7789242482993188,2.4774171604125534,94.19254443712973,85.42857142857143,5.562255870089972,18.667544437129692,6.828538100315305,0.03243791968400345,1035,27,245,13,31,358,148,294,0.166,0.778,0.056,-0.9829,0,1,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,0,0,13,9,2,2,12,0,20,0,0,2,3,48,50,17,0,8,13,0,6,2,2,2,0,5,5,1,12,8,0,1,9,0,1,14,12,7,0,4,7,12,41,2,25,40,6,44,0,0,1,0,26,13,0,5,18,150,53,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503696785475175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878838345805902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19184207454116212,0.2100916138591296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139353448293056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896001645768562,0.0,0.12414580873126566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14817779253979754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587797591561933,0.10391665915690423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904370350976613,0.16414236241332167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204091080643349,0.1958689693394524,0.0,0.09188102267267073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291102656176652,0.11342144111110825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304705022404275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627145080977945,0.0,0.1295910432203678,0.1216426462058127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225034251888354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087034075250817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231994607999774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555489526492704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784650174976349,0.08737236018883987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15928837460696907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943834576066019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19621590346662127,0.0,0.18271634696898145,0.0,0.0,0.09154547499776984,0.0,0.0,0.12978310218179268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860014333533318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604586114519326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637639575037037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361126024629155,0.0,0.0,0.0669881752179308,0.0,0.21778796667002254,0.10977394847745796,0.0,0.07799682133398347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06775993214949184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160833718626917,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WreckDotNet,2019/01/07,When you can't tell if your stomach ache is from dairy or from anxiety And you get anxious thinking if you're anxious which makes you feel worse and now you gotta go to the bathroom but you're in public pls send help,1.0884782608695645,3.352185673913045,1.8501739130434809,98.18395652173916,83.56521739130434,4.549565217391304,22.243478260869566,5.6839178017228535,0.003239999999999909,175,6,39,1,5,54,36,46,0.17,0.726,0.104,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,9,8,7,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,4,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,3,2,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462643249494603,0.7273453235438321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16277004919046836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16818745875847393,0.0,0.1829518846976512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157730412826525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21488096383352875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813681629854371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20627032718524205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32805919478545875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sekundez,2019/01/07,"Fiance is leaving me after 5 years together No friends live close, no family, only thing I have is my full-tine job that I actually love. I dont know what to do, where to go, I dont even have a bed. I've never felt so alone and so screwed. ",1.4578301886792455,2.2683207735849082,4.049198113207549,89.63153301886793,77.11320754716981,7.564150943396226,22.683962264150942,8.07648339933343,0.8828528301886793,183,5,45,3,4,65,41,53,0.192,0.675,0.133,-0.298,1,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,0,7,2,0,0,1,5,11,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,1,6,2,3,10,0,6,0,0,0,2,2,2,1,0,3,28,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.23867064798811816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253306713060457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5732819064968141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16153997383302526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305642469999644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348310711204225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18895861495428531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389980329161785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24270368962213476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344124340003055,0.0,0.0,0.2589704014629888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21596486488603708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207391599796633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18863189322222831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18601087612472125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16248525828596952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15749876193578294
anxiety,iiike___,2019/01/07,"I just skipped an exam due to intense panic I was five minutes late to the venue and had no idea where everybody was... couldn't see a single soul. This made me so sure that I had already missed the exam, so I walked back home feeling defeated and dead inside. 

But I truly can't accept the possibility that I've failed my first year at university... everybody is expecting me to get a 1st but I realise this is pretty much impossible now even if I retake. 

I don't want to lose everything, I'm scared I'll be kicked out of uni and that I'll end up back in the hell I've been living in for the past 18 years... my family will literally disown me if they catch wind of this.

This is the third time I've felt unable to function in life (happened once before uni) and I'm convinced this is a mental breakdown

somebody please help me, I wish I could cry this feeling out but my body won't even let me

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anxiety,dontforgetthespaghet,2019/01/07,"Does anxiety make your heart beat faster? I was diagnosed with general anxiety back in December. I recently got an Apple Watch and today I noticed that my BPM is 105, which is on the higher side. I’m taking medication for my anxiety but is it possible that my anxiety is causing the fast heart beat? I’m fit, young, and eat pretty well. ",4.344769230769232,5.985410861538463,6.3630769230769255,72.59692307692309,71.15384615384616,11.353846153846154,31.461538461538463,11.20814326018867,4.255215384615385,266,12,48,10,5,93,47,65,0.08800000000000001,0.7609999999999999,0.152,0.8156,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,0,5,5,2,2,0,7,10,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,7,1,4,8,0,10,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,6,28,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5740004970298102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14423938904640987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926989333085609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903923223452703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16415473866568284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19194376122071405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15002688757668362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4445724093995788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521279733473684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18896966724621214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21356395703239908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21147112108799776,0.0,0.19083887313033188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18521512114553132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410387198310368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17780630777021494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686592248629537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,joshowa,2019/01/07,"Anxiety about getting a job. I kinda of need to get a job while I'm in college but I'm really nervous about applying, the thought of it puts me off completely. I was basically let go from my last job because I was told I was too slow, could this be the reason I'm hesitant? And what can I do to help get over this fear?",2.398695652173913,3.1885677101449303,4.841275362318843,84.93234782608697,74.79710144927536,8.998260869565216,28.29275362318841,9.3871,2.2933744927536246,248,10,57,6,5,88,49,69,0.17800000000000002,0.772,0.051,-0.8349,3,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,4,0,8,0,0,1,0,7,18,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,5,0,7,0,10,10,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,37,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16187795775758668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289930112699876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218647923169164,0.0,0.0,0.1689501170940299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23811550193365036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316660951582922,0.0,0.12026052684990075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183499485419795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6299587045229785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17248707614841088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21638140083171356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569031163291642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21272240625509864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13556017765495465,0.21756613962784727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16799147232556402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20219853491056106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GarnetsAndPearls,2019/01/07,"DAE hide when people knock on their door? I'm doing a project today at an apartment I have.  My morning was slow to start, but otherwise I was managing.

Then I kept hearing noises.  It sounded like the neighbors were bumping against the wall to get my attention.  It made me jump and the irrational fear kicked in, and intensified as the bumping noise got closer and closer.

Then someone is knocking at the door, and with the peephole being too high for me to see who it is (even on my tip-toes) I bolt to the back room and hide.

WTF?!

Someone knocking on the door can make me cower, yet when there's a major emergency, I run toward it naturally.

Anyone else out there do this?",3.0121501272264624,5.187852244274811,3.9804770992366407,85.96832379134865,76.17557251908397,6.504071246819338,26.947201017811715,7.492282038375204,1.542251399491095,528,21,101,7,12,170,89,131,0.113,0.863,0.024,-0.8953,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,0,8,2,0,1,11,0,10,0,0,2,0,12,19,11,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,5,0,6,7,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,6,3,12,1,16,12,1,25,0,0,1,0,4,14,0,0,10,71,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18177940790964087,0.2663734147734836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19990345555269898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21717437117949795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17170994288738406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925422906678327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582534306047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20792443347597367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930088547538725,0.0,0.0,0.27467611313049417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700984488859546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24599306547861616,0.1735342268995605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18023278412699892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071650975633065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4405491441260291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840104720757158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24642433372271266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Vidabonita9,2019/01/07,"How to deal with my scary and impersonal boss? Hello fellow anxiety influenced friends,

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I \[24 F\] am seeking advice on how to deal with my boss. I work at a small non-profit, and it is just him and I that work there. I have worked there for a few months, and really enjoy the work, but he somewhat scares me and makes my anxiety flare up a lot.   


He is quite impersonal- I will ask how he is doing or about his life and he will reply shortly and not ask me anything back. He has shown no interest in getting to know me personally, and not that a boss should be super involved with that, but I just feel so strange not having at least a small relationship. He is also a negative and pessimistic person, and that makes me uncomfortable as well. He is not very supportive and does not give me too much guidance on things either.  


The office we work in is a small room, and I get really nervous to be the first one to speak, ask a question, or even get up to get a drink or snacks. He just frightens me and makes my anxiety increase.   


How can I handle this situation? Maybe I should talk to him but the thought of that freaks me out too. Thanks for reading.",4.830927536231886,5.482219947826085,5.473478260869566,83.1307971014493,69.08695652173913,8.742028985507247,28.3768115942029,8.841846274778883,1.9837768115942027,908,30,187,15,15,294,125,230,0.171,0.738,0.091,-0.9479,0,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,1,0,0,8,17,10,0,2,13,0,18,3,0,11,0,52,34,26,0,2,15,0,1,0,2,4,1,1,1,2,8,18,2,0,4,2,0,1,7,3,1,2,1,2,24,7,24,27,7,18,0,0,0,0,28,14,0,6,3,137,32,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11542915890161208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446351816402687,0.0,0.12798703101753509,0.1435332824481018,0.0,0.0,0.2710930304559185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720577936113324,0.0,0.33128927501409805,0.0,0.0,0.09082987045025906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435607936626083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033708874210683,0.0,0.0,0.11571630232703947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801962114342198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05972691593549431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047599924295277,0.0,0.0,0.09126211426626553,0.0,0.2468591306725496,0.11331506211276753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649177223992166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834342961627572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042458594233138,0.0,0.0,0.2365455560194311,0.0,0.11867118123082675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428524825348986,0.0,0.08683454587310578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004370834313537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20628220006735226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323256310408618,0.12563914555946193,0.11815571342014405,0.0,0.15134619470410685,0.0,0.0,0.12682069818985967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826247805830956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327760413321108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340454287838954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494339375750492,0.0,0.1087524762319635,0.0,0.0,0.07847616903767697,0.0,0.0,0.09377706092982953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974644625712127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062074350551646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4299774749768637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435332824481018,0.0
anxiety,TheShortestAvenger,2019/01/07,"I feel like shit today I've gone off the bandwagon in the name of vacation and have had far, far too much caffeine and sugar. Hanging out with my boyfriend's friends has only made my mounting insecurity worse (kind of a ""gotta prove I'm cool enough to be around"" complex). I feel like I have a fever, I can't get enough sleep. My boyfriend is off at training all week so I can't even talk to him about how I'm feeling. I feel unsexy and physically weak. Ugh. 

I haven't had a day like this in like six months. I have a hard time believing such small things could trigger it. ",2.2913445378151245,3.8981901092437,3.2308319327731105,93.09431512605043,76.47899159663866,6.440672268907564,24.50504201680673,7.1686216300943375,0.7322430252100838,449,15,103,5,10,143,81,119,0.139,0.72,0.141,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,7,11,1,1,6,1,12,5,2,3,2,18,22,5,0,1,0,0,5,4,1,1,2,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,6,0,0,2,3,4,0,1,4,7,12,7,13,15,4,17,0,0,0,0,4,10,1,0,9,59,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16461721835509693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20834051982242946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14764286710787658,0.0,0.0,0.11925753183295845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821417576142245,0.0,0.12213733209376895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3740026449572237,0.26421250681523284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286805029760324,0.0,0.09661260584663314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16565120610574685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925648031771847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3613685577779369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17497493870131314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147600674147222,0.0,0.13593682731448806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14063932048039832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18981681519856186,0.0,0.0,0.18505266235812254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863098081638848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228520438670398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078278236104582,0.0,0.17528169992821105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14833096069330415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18844837726983305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lavendertealatte,2019/01/07,Nightshades Anyone get significant relief by cutting out nightshades?  I read that those foods can cause anxiety.,8.863529411764707,13.230456823529416,6.466176470588237,63.8427941176471,69.0,8.105882352941178,37.911764705882355,8.841846274778883,4.71384705882353,94,5,10,2,2,27,16,17,0.159,0.597,0.244,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34682760790780337,0.0,0.0,0.3170075755301664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4657369492300114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5482180662935906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368676584124196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4534937328771945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,data0x0,2019/01/07,"Exercising causing full blown anxiety attack? Seems to be something chemical going on in my brain, everytime i exercise (pretty intensely for my standards), usually around 10 minutes after i'm done i just get an extreme wave of anxiety that fucks me up for a good hour, i remember just hopping into a game of league with 130bpm somehow managing to destroy everyone while still feeling like i was about to faint on my keyboard.

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I've actually taken alot of stimulant drugs myself, even when i used to be in my 8 month chronic anxiety phase where i couldn't leave my house and was having 3-5 randomized panic attacks a day, i've taken caffiene, modafinil, adderall, and a few others and none of them really spiked up my anxiety **nearly** as much as exercise did, which is very very interesting to me.",5.35882882882883,7.544439837837842,6.361891891891888,71.41801801801802,69.54054054054055,10.06846846846847,35.306306306306304,10.317481424215053,4.375106306306307,648,34,103,19,12,215,107,148,0.149,0.7759999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.8855,0,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,0,9,8,4,1,6,0,9,8,1,3,0,19,18,7,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,5,0,0,6,1,16,3,25,9,5,20,0,0,0,1,2,11,1,4,9,74,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.14470809488450034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606704275991514,0.1801866461179704,0.0,0.0,0.4537609034937783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200812166537734,0.0,0.33739894233865514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16553890471877306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15233304245002918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956337552597842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15175052553355314,0.0,0.0,0.17196747427551054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794309462901724,0.0,0.0,0.1416959281502834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497907441277919,0.10593726796532188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709024326934569,0.07747457255352545,0.0,0.0842757193041794,0.1243772807361715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146034210987176,0.17110491270120615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15701601241326066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244622557995439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836239213256587,0.0,0.10900904181376432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739844957083752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508626210977944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499735100223436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679818586284475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13499619688771589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415966082889673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842331380145132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280735727007657,0.16331873086043042,0.2447069324530664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801866461179704,0.0
anxiety,eternalplatoon,2019/01/07,"Tight throat due to anxiety? Hi,

The last couple of days I’ve been experiencing a feeling of a tight throat, like there is a band around my neck, but only in the front. I got exams this month and I’ve always got very much stress/anxiety (especially health anxiety) in this period but I have never had this in my other exam periods. It is very annoying when studying because I don’t have mich time and it makes me lose my concentration and scares me a bit. 
I dont know if it got anything to do with it but I just started taking 1.5mg of xanax a day to be able to relax 
Does anyone else have this or knows what causes it?",4.490078125,4.720986601562501,5.9531250000000036,80.87937500000002,69.703125,9.2125,26.15625,9.188382445141503,1.846684375,487,13,103,9,8,166,83,128,0.099,0.845,0.055,-0.7579,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,1,7,0,11,5,3,2,1,19,20,9,0,1,6,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,11,5,0,2,3,2,0,1,3,3,0,0,5,4,10,2,12,14,2,16,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,2,12,64,21,2,0.16209885094145585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487922945149747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3720155318584432,0.0,0.0,0.11334328556427956,0.16608942874547666,0.1333935426076055,0.1443023442900116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881395498677273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769699619937574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16652017210039907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17935929539730056,0.0,0.20908069750777386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418537968237479,0.0,0.1899786460541394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354127898913416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196204956150817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3889357773291841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172303498466766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17817057845247955,0.13213219856271946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791933106407672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181347150923228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820224172162793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938575630822385,0.0,0.11916130677480705,0.0,0.12502062692322938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328348059495292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16228922816558145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147344010145695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856836860785892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187816245706655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452114354839122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26749705678341185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThouShallNotBeACunt,2019/01/07,Just had a panic attack at Walmart Currently sitting on the floor in a stall. Sweat beading down from everywhere. I know I’m fine and I’m panicking but the feeling just won’t go away. I’ve had symptoms of anxiety all my life but I keep trying to blame it all on an acid trip I had a year ago even though my panic attacks didn’t start until about 6 months after.,1.7850187969924818,3.678225960526316,3.549548872180452,88.9518421052632,78.86842105263158,6.448120300751881,24.01503759398497,7.447530270364453,1.0837353383458654,287,10,60,4,7,96,58,76,0.269,0.691,0.04,-0.9505,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,2,2,6,0,5,3,1,0,2,10,12,5,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,4,2,5,1,12,7,2,17,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,7,38,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20021467124753334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17278522363964174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5139054621841166,0.21220651789016687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918093982211386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420354676619272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836362846817165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20075816375378214,0.0,0.0,0.12412886267190938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15953431370906018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802823666621052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5300051153695587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986759240476694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23475901726248705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219100814928808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15334672504549482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14544891130591472
anxiety,Jayskerdoo,2019/01/07,"Excessive yawning feeling post anxiety attack I had an anxiety/panic attack Friday night: lots of hyperventilation and irrational crying, weird disconnected thoughts, staring off into space, etc. I used to have consistent anxiety in high school (about 5 years ago) and it was a physical pain/feeling localized to my chest. I haven't had this anxiety in years. I have also never had an actual attack before this, just long periods of consistent lingering anxiety. As the attack was coming on I felt my traditional anxiety returning but as it progressed I felt like my stomach was sucked up into my throat. It was really hard to breathe, etc. 

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After the attack my traditional anxiety went away no problem, but there is one thing lingering and I am really worrying about it, though. I have the constant feeling of needing to yawn or like the roof of my mouth is almost being lifted or something by my tongue or sinus muscles (the same ones you use to blow your nose). It's very hard to explain but I think excessive yawning is the best way. I don't actually yawn, but I can initiate a yawn at any moment because that initial tickle or muscle movement is \*always\* there. It's starting to get painful and sore. I feel like it's psychological because sometimes I forget to worry about it and realize that it's not there, only to have it instantly return (often this is the first like 30 seconds upon waking up in the morning). If I really focus on my breathing I can get relief for like 3-5 seconds, that's it. 

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I have heard from multiple sources that this type of feeling can often linger after a panic/anxiety attack, which is a bit of a relief. But, it's still here and it is day three now. It's still just as bad if not worse. Am I overthinking this? Do I have to just let it run it's course? Anyone else experience something like this? If you've read this far, thank you. It means a lot to me.",4.8371033938437265,6.6320395966850825,6.0764522494080495,74.52465469613259,70.16022099447514,9.149329123914761,30.88437253354381,9.606745405546679,3.1912151539068674,1522,65,260,36,28,510,182,362,0.16899999999999998,0.7170000000000001,0.114,-0.9235,0,0,2,0,0,0,57.0,0,3,0,3,17,21,7,0,16,0,30,16,8,2,1,49,51,23,0,5,17,0,8,6,0,0,8,1,0,0,30,9,0,0,11,1,0,4,6,11,0,6,12,11,30,10,41,37,7,42,0,0,1,0,5,17,1,12,25,195,60,3,0.0,0.0,0.14243693169026786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06469283293925744,0.0,0.07307945481139026,0.0,0.0,0.058362500305033836,0.06072564401122866,0.15814873894133274,0.17735865450435706,0.04962926031435947,0.0,0.3908093186353098,0.0,0.0,0.05102968068715534,0.0747771733649548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4981553050707097,0.06856760658422152,0.0,0.060935690842685575,0.08897650258338888,0.0,0.062101052388163026,0.0,0.07658855953568634,0.0,0.07967583264240145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06286626104388536,0.0,0.0788660218396505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016568095067524,0.047066401765892864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06096586484775191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16278515612520822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138895832965714,0.0,0.0,0.1845057339200112,0.052137302383373337,0.1401454997415402,0.0,0.0,0.06207719816536032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625862538890482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075243298676265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710793266751906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462753245523994,0.0,0.21392759179890844,0.0,0.0,0.06458546897994538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124090866857512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949718782914901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054114135323902746,0.05628708078682139,0.0,0.0,0.06848727984975661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890698638770948,0.05550497867995649,0.15531285042709825,0.08562692277221706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989517026320118,0.0,0.0,0.06983250718253674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730002756042882,0.0,0.1402595812583423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738601885942606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236794889911424,0.07217960635828513,0.0,0.051655991958033436,0.0,0.1165646847326382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719066313240718,0.0,0.0,0.04848501864440899,0.046762974260331616,0.07170299628945304,0.05793838566989321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606348484283347,0.0,0.0602165771199123,0.0,0.05792854460467914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06765367879734548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823053350019222,0.07437339093295976,0.0,0.0,0.17735865450435706,0.09399413201520156
anxiety,xodreaming,2019/01/07,"Anxiety causing me to have intense stomach aches I don't really know what has caused this but whenever I am somewhere quiet I have started to get really intense stomach aches and cramps. It happens when I am somewhere quiet amongst people where I am ""trapped"" for example during class and at the cinema. As soon as the class ends or film ends the stomach ache just vanishes and I completely forget about it. I'm not sure what has caused it but I am dreading going back to university as every class I get a really intense stomach ache that immediately vanishes as soon as class is over. I have had anxiety for around 2 years now but this type of physical manifestation of anxiety is really new to me. It also means I can't focus on my breathing as that causes my awareness to focus on my stomach which increases the pain. 

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Has anyone suffered with this? ",5.007250712250709,7.0501947962962985,6.241604938271607,72.5087606837607,70.17283950617283,9.42905982905983,32.831908831908834,9.851270322608157,3.699495156695156,695,33,114,18,13,233,90,162,0.204,0.772,0.024,-0.9846,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,1,5,0,15,8,6,4,1,19,23,15,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,12,5,0,0,2,2,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,2,15,1,22,22,1,18,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,1,10,85,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502081435084305,0.0,0.15583976565875496,0.17476921624878913,0.0,0.0,0.33008871291173203,0.0,0.0,0.10056929360502133,0.0,0.0,0.12803921077940467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059640663001337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5910121978818484,0.0,0.0,0.15080303859938246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547814119130122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211829944727278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15029049728274185,0.0,0.08174191444770698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718841092945468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07904521704552986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15667305607059434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389119287577868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304528114720534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997136253911038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3685647729854896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180362784425022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13555809089162724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17476921624878913,0.09262181668094713
anxiety,Ailidh0309,2019/01/07,"Anxiety about leaving home before travelling I love travelling, but in the days before it's like I have a big cloud of impending doom over my head. I have trouble sleeping. I get nauseous. I get a permanent lump in my throat and have trouble eating and drinking. I become snappy with my people and I'm constantly on edge and picking fights. Once a few years ago I actually just dropped to the floor and didn't get up for ages because I physically couldn't. It was like my brain had shut down, and I'm starting to feel like that's going to happen again. 

I'm not afraid of flying or strange places or anything like that. It's mostly leaving my home behind that scares me and the further away I'm going the worse I feel. 

I've noticed that as soon as I'm far away enough from the house it starts to lift and I feel great, but every time I go away it seems to get worse rather than better. 

This time is particularly bad because it's our first time boarding our dog, so I have the guilt of that thrown in with it. The place we're boarding her seems great and she'll probably get more attention there than she does at home but I feel like a terrible person.

I've never had any bad experiences with travelling apart from becoming very depressed and homesick when I went away for a couple of months once as a child. 

Does anyone else get this and how do you cope with it?",4.832023519870237,5.538857660583943,5.20433090024331,84.8625466342255,69.1094890510949,8.278669910786697,27.99594484995945,8.344100000000001,1.7248635847526357,1085,35,223,15,18,345,149,274,0.17800000000000002,0.7090000000000001,0.112,-0.9641,0,0,1,0,1,0,18.0,2,1,0,2,9,21,1,3,13,0,12,8,4,2,1,35,37,22,0,2,8,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,4,2,15,15,2,0,7,4,0,7,4,12,0,1,5,4,26,9,36,30,4,44,1,3,0,1,10,20,0,5,21,132,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.08780306294558407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975781021519833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06118639338286476,0.0,0.06883097521861016,0.0,0.0,0.06291292872287413,0.09219048433496388,0.07404213135682007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33813959935806737,0.0,0.1502514898404973,0.10969640196961654,0.19874163750005067,0.153124966878164,0.0,0.0,0.07957597633988918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044236213991024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723150025321384,0.0,0.0,0.09955612730774308,0.0,0.05802672365702472,0.0,0.0774957257671923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15747625038768207,0.0,0.0,0.08814168985974863,0.0,0.09206735074491518,0.07516294552594438,0.0,0.0,0.0929686948324136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580819970387577,0.0,0.0,0.08801325790236526,0.0,0.0,0.181977169847242,0.12855696310377807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765330742991713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28205076333962703,0.0,0.1534053701575298,0.0,0.0,0.19839650899547429,0.0,0.0,0.07956499587843267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234077262605828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707581463195805,0.0,0.0,0.10381959234688147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19054202644834636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197873073321776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120635914649467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181754811367318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939461611115474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243764951528928,0.0,0.1916418417809076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062377650096337826,0.07856309498438999,0.1880103960279703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700875620179183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008112472865548,0.0,0.0,0.16382054621349534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004043212710433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273701773714265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15739623050256568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423917165983901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340814629257451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833853467094695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05794124172649651
anxiety,bigtiddygothbf,2019/01/07,"Should I go to a therapist? Self diagnoses is shitty and probably dangerous but just from what I’ve heard from other people suffering mental illnesses I think I might have major anxiety issues and possibly some sort of depersonalization disorder

I’ve always known I most likely have some sort of mental illness, I’ve attempted suicide 6, maybe 7 times since I was 14 (I’m 18 now), but I’ve always been stubborn and think it’s a weakness in myself if I can’t overcome the anxiety or depression I feel. I’ve never felt the same way about other people, I don’t think people should try to suffer their way through mental illness, but I’ve never gone to a therapist because it feels like I’ll be giving in to my mental illness and admitting defeat

But I’m also scared of what my options would be, my anxiety gets so bad sometimes that killing myself seems like the natural course of action, but would medication be any better?

I haven’t looked into it much but I’ve heard medication for mental illnesses can just leave you feeling nothing, and I don’t want that

All in all I’m just scared of going to a therapist and wondering if anyone else has felt that way and if they went to therapy and felt so much better after doing so, sorry if my post seemed like me rambling on",10.408340080971662,7.330106615384616,10.477008097165992,63.941018218623476,59.769230769230774,13.604696356275305,40.08461538461538,11.792908689023552,4.695528259109311,1022,38,178,23,10,344,132,247,0.303,0.612,0.085,-0.9968,0,0,0,0,0,2,14.0,0,1,2,4,9,17,3,2,7,0,20,9,0,0,4,55,46,23,2,9,14,0,6,4,0,5,9,2,0,1,10,9,0,1,14,0,0,5,6,11,0,0,9,9,20,6,22,29,9,19,0,4,1,0,8,5,0,15,9,116,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139441128183369,0.1485704547006167,0.0,0.0,0.0607111039447869,0.0,0.2048889104299633,0.0,0.0,0.06242422774072241,0.09147435839465046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454217607243475,0.05442214595550576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579156771293493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689374715860119,0.09061380186116663,0.0,0.0,0.10231864151232786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457908770775654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13542269281639074,0.06377917309966294,0.2571584166772574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04664330380250317,0.08564218553513782,0.10147582230191853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318150580643572,0.0,0.0,0.09877125647913404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945309580609756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17446401820343949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496980295189434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969027710129376,0.0,0.0,0.17987342950275464,0.4498487366044731,0.09470829338743132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125704826642015,0.0,0.13771113213261418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566324133064443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856793213059784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10064587704790202,0.08550224041642664,0.0,0.0962552024347758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17876276814172498,0.0,0.0,0.16254800552183846,0.0931348945331997,0.0,0.0,0.07385047075561119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829677405133028,0.0999377696511088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765403706628427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102095496150436,0.3109708078236733,0.0,0.17161439278583945,0.0,0.0,0.052057864405492565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06061290572335375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052657612309753285,0.21259066953174013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827602406261226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681659188737456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126838975320031,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Awkzey,2019/01/07,Can't get out of a negative mindset So i'm 18 and i've been unemployed for about a year and a half now. After entering college i really suffered with anxiety and it spiralled out of control. I finally feel like i can get back in to work or at least have the resolve to try now but i can't get out of a negative way of thinking. I hate myself all the time for still being unemployed and being a burden to my mum. Even after checking my cv and applying for jobs i can't relieve the guilt i feel. I feel panicked all day and can't calm down. The issue is i know a lot of my thinking is inherently illogical and wrong but i can't stop thinking it and feeling guilty. I'm not really sure what to do about it and was wondering if anyone could offer me some advice. Thanks for any advice.,2.5976313320825533,3.9750095792682965,4.871463414634147,82.6059943714822,75.15853658536584,8.21688555347092,27.24953095684803,8.841846274778883,2.1339264540337712,617,24,127,13,13,216,94,164,0.227,0.695,0.078,-0.9819,6,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,8,11,1,1,10,0,15,0,0,1,3,36,31,14,0,2,5,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,13,0,2,10,0,1,1,8,5,0,1,2,4,15,6,24,26,5,19,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,5,12,96,19,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331139028945259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159084935938018,0.0,0.13039001335247308,0.0,0.0,0.1191791572059668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131061739221715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911686411951075,0.1360865205427266,0.0,0.0,0.10992297070337073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125773623785567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447285982926433,0.12176599330763835,0.0,0.18671424480195425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671515453698361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682792209911197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17790037187675736,0.16914043359599645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367215390462494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327085253907117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490630481995806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183829549043685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13611765446449106,0.14249971199979267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16064246298044346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569229220406612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32764295910204244,0.0,0.0,0.09938789201459017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572101540315224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352913643822131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18484040960212308,0.12408604221777453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18635492903213893,0.0,0.10976103793941426
anxiety,allicat4,2019/01/07,Had to call off work... So I've been on high alert since yesterday with my anxiety. Today it finally peaked and I'm feeling on the verge of a major panic attack. Nothing major set it off. I ended up having to call off of work for the first time ever because of my anxiety. And that is making me feel guilty on top of everything. Anyone available to talk? Just need to take my mind off things.,1.75129746835443,3.9781348101265843,3.646060126582281,86.51060917721522,80.64556962025316,6.481645569620253,21.26740506329114,7.6454224807358475,0.9948341772151896,306,9,60,5,8,103,57,79,0.14800000000000002,0.787,0.065,-0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,4,3,2,1,1,3,0,4,0,0,1,1,10,10,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,2,5,0,18,8,2,19,0,0,0,0,3,11,0,0,7,40,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30510383607459546,0.0,0.0,0.1394355944476482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22686333441780626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121561524220064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072499921284933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17662248759460414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803822710520991,0.0,0.0,0.1792213305592386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20166041677475766,0.0,0.0,0.21844936921991215,0.0,0.16962228474242075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106928807577475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311105126264394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20135228847019926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14786368492421542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19134405677971664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23397051905269364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16495813665196232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149935251548274,0.16028221158971775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13248245541521025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628048166176512,0.0,0.1890220892130529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903529688398421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheCutestOfBeans,2019/01/07,My boyfriend of two and a half years broke up with me last night and I feel so empty and alone. He was my everything. We talked about marriage and children. I thought I was going to be with him forever. He ended things last night and I am so incredibly broken. I have severe anxiety and now I don’t have anyone to go to. I feel so alone. So broken. So angry. I just want to die. He took away all my future plans we had together. I don’t know what to do. ,-0.6639423076923059,1.5070450416666683,1.7941666666666691,95.3521153846154,93.375,5.037179487179489,16.759615384615387,6.67199483983844,-0.14154230769230747,348,9,80,5,13,118,59,96,0.282,0.7020000000000001,0.015,-0.9794,0,2,0,0,0,1,12.0,2,0,0,1,8,1,0,0,1,0,10,0,0,0,1,17,18,11,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,10,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,1,0,2,5,2,16,0,11,12,1,13,0,1,0,0,9,2,0,0,8,56,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4258579413970417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727559035566582,0.0,0.0,0.14375312821688288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19315833076156072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133696943716264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18209148966410266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18477080413463334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20790470226579025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23368277706005466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112986745889901,0.33516615981267045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3858640927747662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322578903303705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16524524749089894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658468969299406,0.0,0.0,0.16321529101748453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284177686425185,0.0,0.0,0.20083130515013256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126215682474173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239305370195048
anxiety,world_citizen7,2019/01/07,"Can you help me reduce my paranoia please?? Help! I have had issues with anxiety in the past, which I have worked on a lot to minimize. Never used medication, but I have benefited from self help, nutritional supplements, mindfulness, mediation and other techniques. I have really got a lot of this under control, but I still have mild anxiety, OCD and some mild depression during stressful times. One area that really still affects me from time to time is *extreme paranoid thoughts*. They haunt me. Its debilitating. Its drives me crazy. Its something that I cannot get rid of. For example, the following thoughts can come up:

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\-What if I get diagnosed with some major disease like cancer?

\-Will I wake up blind one morning?

\-What if someone does something to me to make me publicly shamed and ridiculed?

\-Is there a hidden camera in my hotel room?

\-Will I be framed and end up an innocent man in jail?

\-Is somebody conspiring to harm me?

\-Will some hacker get into my bank account and rob me of my life savings?

\-What if my house burns down?

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This is just a partial list, because the list is endless! I know that logically most of these things wont happen. **This is not an issue of logic and reason, its much deeper than that.**

Can anybody provide some advice? Do you ever experience thoughts like this? What are some of your 'paranoid thoughts'? Sometimes hearing from others helps as it makes me realize I am not the only one to experience stuff like this. I know its irrational - so don't point that out, lol. Any help would be appreciated.",2.9355196158376384,6.009762876325091,3.5014840989399296,82.88317115158105,86.31448763250884,6.294790250973996,25.98432545075655,7.61054688173877,1.9702152577693213,1246,53,211,24,39,390,168,283,0.17600000000000002,0.713,0.111,-0.9758,0,0,2,0,0,0,71.0,0,3,1,2,6,10,1,2,10,1,27,6,1,6,2,47,44,13,0,4,8,0,0,3,0,5,5,1,1,2,26,11,0,1,10,1,2,3,6,5,0,3,6,2,30,5,31,31,10,26,0,1,1,0,13,14,0,11,12,156,56,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748140215864493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161733717967351,0.2424313884397259,0.06783819215854044,0.0,0.15262768943160054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06081095145901639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593183678278847,0.0,0.0,0.11188597672167712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592057229398023,0.10125127206489487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729803755027135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835510733019783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023593278707703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195163008374078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15635677169407286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978479921857808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821480040047884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124334079212705,0.0,0.33432512747592746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510620361914405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20824081546163112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964769499560002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046133104892295,0.1462087182898149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16961969647901656,0.0,0.0,0.13317716652413036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049469933803867,0.0,0.0,0.10072614932136707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333288545171325,0.0,0.07693876109120408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202793808709564,0.0758697064110208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522936016597648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950324784843522,0.09430262508309667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781379862350858,0.10256682765814988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406832459766396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452379651204685,0.15359565025944205,0.09866224028014413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15933216476942874,0.0,0.11427132556699934,0.0,0.1141979174452986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627412922892527,0.0,0.0,0.3167837131187409,0.17450735595821534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615803313180773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262429624581272,0.0,0.0,0.07086452248321765,0.0,0.2424313884397259,0.0
anxiety,markdemaco,2019/01/07,"Bad driving anxiety, boss is asking me to drive someone somewhere I have pretty bad anxiety over driving (and also in general) and my boss has asked me to drive the person I'm training over to the office supply store we get things at so she knows where it is. He's almost 70 and doesn't grasp that anyone can pull up anything in GPS and also this store is in a relatively popular part of town that she most likely knows where it is anyway. 

I'm so anxious about it already. I barely can handle driving with people I know without my anxiety skyrocketing so having to drive a stranger around AND deal with the social anxiety part of it too is terrifying to me. I don't have to do this until tomorrow and I'm already so anxious about it. When people are in the car with me especially I get so panicky every time I come to an intersection or have to turn off somewhere that sometimes I forget where I'm going or just basic things like putting on a blinker. I'm so scared already. ",6.301016869728207,6.13189625257732,7.2242642924086224,74.68048266166825,65.85567010309279,9.528772258669166,33.6157450796626,9.095868883498916,2.9328721649484533,779,31,143,12,11,262,105,194,0.159,0.799,0.042,-0.9659,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,0,18,6,0,1,8,0,16,0,0,2,0,26,31,18,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,12,12,0,0,4,0,2,11,3,3,0,0,0,0,16,3,28,31,3,31,0,0,0,0,9,16,0,4,6,106,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269558178259196,0.0,0.41972774371329546,0.20277816728967185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38795751664609934,0.28645956486402274,0.0,0.08865028976685238,0.0,0.1043323929275436,0.11286460041861708,0.2370517681878496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117186146417387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921315170019917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070869136157587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682095090589168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247876817794596,0.0,0.07205424381667001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090314392569251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388047339458633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745893382430439,0.0,0.17579206272128706,0.11070285991652916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12898486270010756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745289353924247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12693285739240748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292402766546929,0.10742363431705283,0.0,0.1253925741402874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16845925329334846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392874419461773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379045369774108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221520909200136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,snozberry45,2019/01/07,Anxiety sucks Anxiety just sucks.  At work trying to get through the day while dealing with panic attacks.  Anyone else dealing with the same thing?,5.156266666666667,8.636813159999999,4.18,79.93666666666667,77.4,6.533333333333335,32.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,2.955533333333334,119,6,17,2,3,35,20,25,0.435,0.565,0.0,-0.9118,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,2,11,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4145580652560093,0.0,0.0,0.1894573041287686,0.27762434499536043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082492380422866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17474288440633115,0.55868325657347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263472599161548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156225737842226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.317906083887174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18000976685152908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18395994839462812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19725770503612128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jaktwy,2019/01/07,"I need help to apologise to my flat mates, but I physically can't before we broke up for Chirstmas I told my flatmates I didn't care about them and was really horrible cause I was in drunken rage.

But I know I need to go confront them all and apologise but I physically can't do it. I feel sick and unable to move when even thinking about leaving my room and talking to them. It's been 3 weeks since I last saw them and I got back yesterday.

I really want to apologise to them for what I did but it feels I just freezeup and unable to move when thinking of doing it. It's gotten to the the point where I'm scared of going toilet incase I run into them and last night I stayed up all night so I could put my shopping in the kitchen at 4am because I didn't want to run into anyone and stayed up until 10am so I would wake up late and not have to be awake in my room all day and wake up really late.

I just really want to talk to them but I just can't any advice? ",1.709116239797357,3.0050519521531136,3.714753729242897,90.326805516465,77.32535885167464,7.022910216718267,21.385026737967927,7.724431198458867,0.6556960878131166,754,19,174,11,17,257,101,209,0.116,0.7909999999999999,0.093,-0.8678,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,7,0,12,5,2,1,3,0,15,4,2,1,3,38,33,20,0,7,9,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,3,0,6,13,1,0,5,1,1,7,6,4,0,0,10,3,34,1,31,20,3,37,0,1,1,0,13,15,0,0,13,118,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328400545021752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244459911444113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505316710708868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045303028788631,0.0,0.08286842338396214,0.0,0.11567585042059543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860099570010692,0.1396489405310544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853789438882204,0.0,0.0,0.08767075341133553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978780425633417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747179384510086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15451690222995254,0.0,0.10872450377142122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111844346077724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470966490381813,0.22162025545106268,0.3066949291052278,0.1439419801985222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889677183960497,0.0,0.20159718338560015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551429979026882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850826494421547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366583371552328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3483493589401801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13610074075146653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245186991862396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897902171932512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21852858881383214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17421111584226034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989753191755865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405447213441816,0.0,0.10904373818857836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656864612617212,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheRealPacman20001,2019/01/07,"Help Im a 15 year old boy.Generally im ok in the mornings .But when something happens such as school starting next day ,when that day comes in the morning I have like  stomach cramps and feel like dizzyish in the morning so today I got in school and just vomited loads in the toilet.I felt better throighout the day but its always the mornings either before school or finals.
Also I went on a trip with my brother and in the morning I felt ok and next I felt nauseous and vomited.
Is this anxiety or...?
Is there anything I can do because I hate constnatly throwing up in school toilets.
Thanks",3.0075548589341707,5.318416620689661,4.0865203761755495,84.54688087774295,76.75862068965517,5.942319749216303,29.510971786833853,6.980632752743323,1.7577689655172408,472,22,86,5,11,153,72,116,0.063,0.804,0.133,0.6355,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,7,7,1,0,9,2,5,4,1,0,0,17,16,14,0,0,6,1,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,4,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,5,4,8,6,11,11,1,25,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,2,14,53,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901198835247483,0.11342596981023488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428149354329856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112176589369762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309706928738059,0.0,0.1159950167356171,0.0,0.0,0.12056057082634765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742430637586272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637379489028099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892554915204098,0.0973842959167316,0.3926546885147458,0.14932769629467604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902449032086184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054393501787855,0.0,0.0,0.13458399187228795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136985235661976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29448970156281923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319438579892462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899475771026341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14304088491301034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5518369484971958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494284405705284,0.0,0.0,0.09648528360220003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255016105976062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292117859245301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636645117176706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778314132266847
anxiety,Shdjdjfn,2019/01/07,"How do I come out of my shell? Hi reddit,

It's been a pretty rough little while for me, but I've made a resolution for New Years. To come out of my shell a bit, and work on myself in hopes of being a bit more social, making friends and eventually finding a boyfriend. 

I've talked to a few different people and they all say the same thing, just go up and talk to people. But for me that is kind of an issue, for all my life I've dealt with an inferiority complex, severe anxiety, and extreme lack of confidence, so making new friends has always been a challenge. And as much as I try to stay positive, and have hope for the future, the thought of spending one of the most important nights of my young life alone is enough to make me seriously consider suicide more than I already do. As a senior in high-school spending most of my time alone is extremely tough and takes a toll on my moral.

I have tried, Reddit, Yubo and much more for making friends and looking for someone special but they never seem interested in taking to me and often we fade apart after a few days.

Sometimes I feel like giving up, like no matter what I do I will never be happy, but there are other times where I have hope, where seeing everyone else around me doesn't hurt, and I'm just not sure how to feel.

So to you, the lovely people of reddit, what is your advice for someone Like me, to get out there and find my niche of people so I won't have to be alone, especially on prom night. How can I find myself some friends and eventually a bf? And if anyone else was in a similar situation do you have any tips to make it easier?

Thank you so much even for reading it means a lot ♥️",6.608975388374938,5.336237504451038,7.232571129341945,78.51649153429918,65.64688427299704,10.065910281026355,30.80275789841159,9.007467420416297,2.267446639902252,1297,37,271,18,17,431,176,337,0.106,0.691,0.203,0.9917,1,3,0,0,0,1,34.0,1,4,2,2,16,22,0,0,20,0,25,3,0,9,5,65,51,31,1,5,8,0,3,3,5,2,2,1,0,0,8,23,0,0,9,1,2,3,6,4,0,1,5,6,32,18,50,41,19,37,1,2,2,1,19,17,0,10,19,193,40,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413672375903905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26752344527050864,0.09501439471505607,0.0,0.07164277873750981,0.0,0.0,0.05855150939116392,0.0,0.06586689080850562,0.0,0.0,0.06020369453537028,0.08822046391160991,0.0,0.07664798327596381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18799958869669414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14833646323088154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05552790526290835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995703015035872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385237199034998,0.0,0.0,0.08896516214810525,0.0,0.05686877886309628,0.0,0.0,0.08227302225135437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707032217617329,0.061510442243016474,0.0,0.0,0.2360837659458697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660851164732658,0.0,0.044984124207507234,0.08259575110346855,0.048933079588623175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165592278275142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097024245612607,0.0,0.2565526220085372,0.0,0.0,0.09217270743756628,0.0,0.0,0.08986688526155191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966075335828999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163110941940193,0.1261935330176453,0.08629564005851735,0.0,0.0,0.07230300285074083,0.0,0.0,0.07319983725470781,0.07770935067926038,0.0814706766965352,0.2873648260777145,0.0,0.0,0.09378903312816007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18988202638887294,0.0,0.13281251900251334,0.1663134148897981,0.0,0.16159957186136234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058344143209566574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23876586695088906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759548664879302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612411902833335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847082704213805,0.0,0.08713862545436173,0.06861120517177133,0.0783829518277449,0.0,0.0972694177603084,0.0,0.0,0.0967809279534007,0.0,0.08776894196114866,0.1459058889330644,0.0,0.08515591150801123,0.0,0.0,0.09177201689442717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418032117438684,0.0,0.08114900287447195,0.0,0.12947420090334674,0.13840915362000966,0.0,0.07927006605531442,0.0,0.0,0.05720155824420956,0.0,0.0,0.0683544326708028,0.10041215983798184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169136084863244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06268242163242907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05544610446077938
anxiety,MadRita,2019/01/07,Thought I had my anxiety under control. Broke my headphones and am realizing that I've just been drowning out my anxious inner monologue with podcasts. Well shit... Gotta start really working on myself. Or buy new headphones. ,4.449999999999998,7.845259641025642,4.698153846153846,75.27184615384617,80.7948717948718,6.196923076923077,36.0051282051282,7.554174236665415,3.47967282051282,182,11,25,3,5,57,35,39,0.16,0.7879999999999999,0.052000000000000005,-0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,8,6,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,5,1,4,2,0,6,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,1,2,17,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707051727152903,0.3997658643289074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3968888314519634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417642851360968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266944914165133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632365540869982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504669282586797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809286771376779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31816644642509234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576173790190225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aa12bb,2019/01/07,"Non SSRI treatments for GAD I am currently taking 15mg x 2 of Buspirone, I have been taking it for around a month now (started at 15mg for 1 week, then up to 22.5mg, then 30mg).  I'm not sure I really feel any better honestly.  

I have ADHD and GAD symptoms, my doc started down the ADHD route because I refused to try SSRI after reading the side effects.  After a year or so of ADHD meds, I feel like my symptoms were not improving.  

Are there any non ssri meds that are typically used to treat GAD that users have had success with?  I saw some old posts about pregabalin, gabapentin, but I am wondering if there is a newer information.  I am still giving buspirone a try but want to start gameplanning next steps with my doc.",4.282916666666669,5.25560479166667,5.513500000000002,81.1815,70.52777777777777,8.26,28.98333333333333,8.548686976883017,2.135596666666667,566,21,110,9,10,189,91,144,0.036000000000000004,0.8540000000000001,0.11,0.8332,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,7,6,0,0,6,0,12,2,0,2,1,20,25,8,0,2,6,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,5,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,3,12,6,18,21,1,23,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,4,17,66,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5236305106046745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19752871976600492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12928939122645494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853353109248467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284480083030207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14686973442625378,0.10375547133493213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13932205286617133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095418284664036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32264531473300984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592469788879665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544584126296317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523990525844659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909439121665113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452736842272508,0.0,0.09304086388213538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083929287405021,0.0,0.11598436486521695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688168601253253,0.30190826376082835,0.21839636085473946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19720922353380613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543587498845565,0.0,0.0,0.08566300124388802,0.0,0.11649826062972547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15750049171411099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352618014491984
anxiety,Knight_Of_Cosmos,2019/01/07,"Are my symptoms something medication would help, or do I need more coping mechanisms? Hello friends :)


I was recently switched to Effexor XR 70mg after taking Zoloft 20mg because Zoloft made me gain a ton of weight (I'm talking I went from 145ibs to 180ibs in a month). I've been on Effexor for about a month now. Recently a lot of things have been happening and I've noticed my anxiety is a lot more noticeable. 


I compare it to whenever I feel anxious, it's like I have the stomach flu. Cold sweats, shaking, rapid heartbeat, tightness in chest, hyperventilating, tingling in my hands, dizziness, throwing up. I also get AWFUL IBS pain. Today is one of my anxious days and I have used the restroom 5 times as of 11:30am. :') 


I thought this feeling was a side effect of my increased Vyvanse dosage (I went up from 20mg to 40mg because 20mg isn't really a lot), a medication I've been on forever for ADHD. But it sounds like anxiety to me! Also, the anxiety isn't really random. It has a reason. It just feels way worse than it used to. 


Anyways question is: would I benefit from increasing the Effexor or do I need to cope better? Are my symptoms anxiety? I go to my psych this week but I wanna know what to explain to him, I suppose. ",2.4503769017980623,4.796546601659752,4.33703838174274,81.85349671507608,78.83402489626556,7.502143845089903,29.95867911479945,8.472884824447931,2.617410650069156,965,48,181,21,24,327,134,241,0.081,0.8240000000000001,0.095,0.6388,0,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,3,6,7,0,1,13,1,20,14,4,5,0,29,38,9,0,5,5,0,6,2,1,2,9,1,0,0,10,2,1,1,9,0,0,7,2,2,0,1,9,8,25,5,32,27,8,26,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,7,12,118,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355192456425822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18035310439023688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450536289673567,0.25478024826854395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747858963228846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972973406047038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727228239588011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17104912426483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712043517454708,0.0,0.05891402764419802,0.0,0.06408582704203855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997159726396084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755826802594958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06197161079853234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018063852076124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876012801103921,0.0,0.1066991029312999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22719377347393835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800127451445766,0.0,0.0,0.16722471186206966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567629079486002,0.0,0.0,0.07641114563150296,0.0,0.11998781143637748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632039761199998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14447776550698874,0.11593917272453508,0.22267977126011146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681048752194563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344079231224458,0.08478376300096152,0.09063464995966808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491474476962612,0.0,0.0,0.08952124792726522,0.06575302803740309,0.0,0.10688616484980693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19478210085951014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950604238729874,0.09045169874258503,0.13731498872025574,0.0,0.20906491207109584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491515843805496,0.16020723853538502,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DifficultPeach,2019/01/07,"Finally trying to take care of myself. For years I haven’t properly taken care of myself. I don’t go to the doctors appointment so should, I don’t eat what I should, and I don’t move my body. I’m not great at keeping up with life in general sometimes. So, today I scheduled three appointments that were looong overdue, and paid off a balance at my eye doctor. It’s a small win, but it feels good.",2.4397883597883587,4.217994777777779,3.9277954144620817,87.51222222222223,76.53086419753086,7.097707231040566,25.151675485008816,7.957251820313856,1.4318416225749562,311,11,64,5,7,103,59,81,0.029,0.831,0.14,0.8076,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,3,0,7,6,2,0,0,10,16,5,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,4,3,1,1,1,0,1,2,5,0,0,1,3,2,10,5,11,11,0,12,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,4,42,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24798422304023754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4552434857252208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.457018675095563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284439860571733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288363821417767,0.0,0.0,0.2445632113383846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268800646404239,0.1872543782467957,0.0,0.2461376859877611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19843789941236076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576904943972525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372830561573307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22080334300403853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16785878916665675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116181397864209,0.0,0.0,0.1515744188471118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14376788416315014
anxiety,nsyrax,2019/01/07,"Any experience with taking Buspar with Effexor? I looked at the drug interaction and saw the possibility of serotonin syndrome, but wasn't sure at what dosage that becomes an issue.",8.958387096774192,10.5515585483871,9.106612903225805,57.37991935483874,60.29032258064517,11.361290322580645,38.08064516129032,11.20814326018867,4.9269225806451615,149,7,21,4,2,49,28,31,0.08,0.92,0.0,-0.3491,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,5,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23320861794929396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787464830648625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3976975299349506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354577562398625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3579366668627173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879803363523495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.386609439847803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32321364564471555,0.0,0.2578456112125046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mushroomofsass,2019/01/07,"(Anxiety Rant) First day of spring term and I already want to knock myself out with my heaviest textbook. Fortunately, I only have three classes this spring. However, one of them is chemistry and it's taught by one of the most obnoxious, prolapsed anuses of a person. I had him before and I literally had to run out and deal with a raging anxiety attack/sob fest in the bathroom. He makes fun of students, especially ones with emotional health issues. You can never ask for help because he'll just tell you to go stand in front of the class and show everyone that you can't do it. He's incredibly proud of this method and says it makes his students do better, but I call bs. It just made me want to cry and give up on everything. So now, as I wait to leave for class, I'm incredibly anxious and scared that he's going to make it his goal to make me miserable again. I already have self esteem issues about my intellect and I only just started to kinda get myself to work through it. Hopefully I won't get into too much trouble if I just ignore him when he calls on me or something. That seems like the only solution at this point, otherwise I'll just have panic attacks every round of class.


End note: many might wonder why I would take a course with this ignoramus again and I can explain. He's one of the only two people at my college that teach chem. Sadly I couldn't get into the semi decent professor's class.",4.469408602150537,5.703021702508964,5.4992455197132575,80.48220161290327,70.32616487455196,8.447383512544802,27.57007168458781,8.841846274778883,2.1028880286738345,1121,38,214,20,20,370,163,279,0.16,0.759,0.081,-0.9789,1,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,0,3,1,5,12,13,2,3,9,0,15,2,1,5,1,45,39,16,0,6,8,0,1,1,0,4,1,1,0,2,14,18,0,2,3,1,0,4,4,8,0,7,4,2,29,5,39,30,3,29,0,2,1,0,25,12,0,8,13,140,43,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405193863661103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16673541105656262,0.12311387522942872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187951596396398,0.2479559208725724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06643184487703115,0.0,0.09273206653822832,0.0,0.0,0.09638199286817133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22255700129487874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970697716255395,0.07028165437501806,0.11235130883012803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258533759966812,0.09652196920827588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181848215094156,0.1041329415701968,0.09794220421926354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926964463467647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17080918080445426,0.10454141938929948,0.1238691706762481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158382870460574,0.0,0.0,0.07304551063287612,0.0,0.0,0.10823952763712484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274889837751818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539173679623245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0532410399775034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311741302277287,0.29097406488224925,0.1104863669821832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560820589519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801112094750985,0.0,0.08405038433392244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953846638692052,0.331530058072494,0.0,0.12786194749721294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07555147298525614,0.09515519643949727,0.0,0.0,0.10301922944322302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666350690094696,0.10910577187353948,0.0,0.0,0.0992092805080312,0.11368759459295524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389642134360238,0.0,0.0,0.07713503554512369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193773018526848,0.0,0.09525138552495316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645545866815118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855583958105485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833549853369414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818175672534682,0.07933712377049236,0.0,0.0,0.07741469014940072,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Usernamewastakentoo,2019/01/07,"Living with anxiety is like doing a challenge run IRL  I just wanted to share this kinda funny rationalization that I had that made me feel a little better and maybe someone else will like it. Anxiety makes everything harder, including simple tasks like just going to a store. Now imagine a game where it's really challenging to just go to the merchant in a safe town. That sounds like a challenge run to me.",5.2307017543859615,7.23955715789474,5.963157894736844,74.87043859649127,69.52631578947367,8.750877192982456,27.14035087719298,9.2995712137729,2.5789192982456144,328,11,54,7,6,107,54,76,0.041,0.657,0.302,0.9546,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,4,5,10,0,0,7,0,4,0,0,2,0,12,10,1,0,1,3,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,1,2,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,4,10,7,7,0,9,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,5,34,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3872991401333169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22387963495957688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114639817293686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22750375122183425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799397578976096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28772786169377856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4946809768225061,0.2537103754379891,0.2235251372662147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23952491641348986,0.1689713127161711,0.0,0.2543107418070149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16216642762662664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21448266583757528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14930711422772927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Astruix,2019/01/07,"Does anyone have experience with Propranolol? I was prescribed 40MG tablets by my doctor for Anxiety. I was told to take 1 a day and see how I feel. I took one this morning at about 0800 (My first one). Within an hour I started feeling very tired and was having difficulty breathing. 7 hours later, I still find it hard to breathe, and my throat feels a little tighter than usual also. 

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Any recommendations on what to do? Should I call the Doctor? I won't be taking another tablet. ",3.033913043478257,5.780819782608695,3.902347826086957,83.47091304347828,79.43478260869566,6.288695652173913,25.50434782608696,7.554174236665415,1.5518269565217393,388,15,70,6,10,124,74,92,0.109,0.873,0.018000000000000002,-0.7739,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,0,9,6,3,1,0,10,18,5,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,5,5,11,0,11,10,0,13,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,8,47,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411561413137438,0.0,0.1817109885317048,0.20378294920578024,0.1140468398570661,0.17585591935420106,0.1282957660021337,0.0,0.0,0.11726497200284408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124809168808228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815745289860852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433114319022834,0.1467619491548984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16405009961088418,0.0,0.0,0.25439382842864205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15328160183316522,0.14265189996982086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15023296429675534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303161787075178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16808695701364748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272858625305849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336411513552915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870422015520557,0.0,0.13393141312692725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25219031259122354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927550817564873,0.0,0.16025168763067013,0.1863291851597514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18470609977108812,0.13837623780881336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20378294920578024,0.0
anxiety,LostRex,2019/01/07,"The never ending cycle Hello everyone!

It’s been a rough couple of months, I’ve been battling my own mind over a condition I don’t have but my mind says I do. 

My whole life I’ve been an overthinker, but since October, my mind started doing more than just thinking. I would create scenarios of different outcomes of my life and the actions it took. 

In March of 2017, I dated a girl who struggled with insecurities and other medical conditions. I tired boosting her a lot but nothing was working so she decided to end things late July because she thought I was lying to her about being beautiful.

I started feeling odd early October and went to the doctor for different test. The doctor send me to get blood work. As I was getting blood drawn, I looked away and closed my eyes to avoid contact with the needle (I hate needles). Once I felt the needle in, I look at it and began a conversation with the nurse. She was having a hard time finding the vein, so she moved it around, no blood came out. She then removed it and tried again with a new one. Jackpot! She was able to draw the blood and the test was completed.  I went home and proceeded to get ready for work. 
As I was driving to work, I got paranoid and thoughts started to race my head “Did you see if the first needle was new?” “What if it wasn’t?” “What if you now have something because of the needle not being new?” I freaked out. I did the worst thing, I googled possibilities of infections of used needles.  The days waiting for the results came an eternity, more thoughts came and I was so depressed with nobody to talk to, I was so scared. The results came back all being negative, just a few vitamins deficiencies, nothing big. But my mind would not let me sleep! I still was thinking that the results were wrong and that I had caught something that day. 9 days after the first test, I went in to a private lab to get another one. It all came back negative. That day I got my results back, I was told I had anxiety.

It’s been almost 3 months of non-stop thinking that I have something, even the slight cough or sore throat would freak me out. I don’t go out anymore, I don’t socialize, I don’t have any friends to talk to, it’s just me now.

I just wanted to share my story to let some of it out from my mind. If someone went through the same as I did, what did you do to overcome it? ",3.0609254979641243,4.838644738197427,4.009914163090127,87.59546329921865,74.79399141630901,6.925409926268296,27.399361725541983,7.702957570686157,1.5474608341586888,1832,72,373,25,39,590,212,466,0.157,0.7909999999999999,0.052000000000000005,-0.9951,2,1,3,0,0,0,55.0,0,3,0,6,18,13,2,4,31,0,44,19,9,5,3,76,82,28,0,8,15,0,4,0,1,3,10,1,1,1,23,28,0,2,10,0,1,17,11,11,0,4,43,9,58,2,55,31,11,65,0,1,4,0,24,14,0,8,34,269,81,9,0.0689997253456767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06909325794401917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04692217933646184,0.07235222822182341,0.05278460102888927,0.0,0.06842918676362593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614243843489311,0.0,0.0,0.06482751329432801,0.15916958907588008,0.0,0.0841231842768563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3945865202944195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723448992502313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07634688369924038,0.0,0.17799645857242044,0.0,0.05942936233394335,0.0,0.0,0.1441800542866152,0.0,0.14124828532001074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222265529055064,0.0,0.0,0.0455736678389112,0.0,0.0,0.06593219448606304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0348883343445495,0.0,0.06625055693372857,0.0,0.06306449893052689,0.11738226226101313,0.0,0.0,0.053309016640850616,0.0,0.14419803453790142,0.0,0.03921413401324264,0.0,0.11037076720761092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06181020098246823,0.06812294372159496,0.07081362462590844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06921235041543973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783469560641378,0.0,0.0,0.1411137880807478,0.09747309315191233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588478253095748,0.0,0.0,0.05866109903536585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06950996414649617,0.0,0.0,0.3483502649424162,0.0,0.11014984495028177,0.07333578832573218,0.0,0.0,0.053216841884725474,0.19992109411007347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13241419480412042,0.0,0.0,0.07348245558572072,0.09351199924231618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778682292801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054871351041070014,0.06908076217043174,0.0,0.05498384767594862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057077285829431335,0.0,0.06904955612212453,0.07033653064960999,0.05846324337281988,0.15935807877804758,0.0,0.0,0.14651508221792192,0.0,0.055103269791636184,0.057686859992165315,0.0,0.07213349437784099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091873113942433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168070309951452,0.1326367137441356,0.0,0.16433422374106404,0.0402342947301567,0.07930503401521374,0.0,0.06593219448606304,0.07666123368819466,0.046846284248788936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595936087512401,0.0,0.0,0.040697825730119784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25585374669643823,0.0,0.07703572922619831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20093048733766108,0.0,0.0,0.14704627556020405,0.07544036790714738,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thatsnotsoraven,2019/01/07,"Coping mechanisms for generalized anxiety disorder Hello,

Thank you for taking the time to read this. I have been on reddit for years and it never occurred to me until just now to look for a sub on anxiety. I was diagnosed with GAD a year and a half ago unexpectedly while I was getting help for an eating disorder. I know it's something I have struggled deeply with my whole life and I truly worry that it'll only get worse with age. 

I'm currently in my mid-twenties but I have had extreme anxiety and some depression for as long as I have memories. I remember being little, probably no more than 5 or 6 years old, and feeling extreme worry and fear over going to play-dates or birthday parties. I never enjoyed playing games like hide and seek or tag for fear of being It and somehow embarrassing myself. As I got older and went into elementary and high school, it seems like my symptoms only got worse. I remember crying and panicking every single Sunday night before having to go back to school on Monday mornings. Every morning when I got to school, I would lock myself in the bathroom and hide until the bell rang. Of course, during this time, I still felt a deep sense of dread every time I made plans with anyone to do anything. 

When I got to college, I think I got a bit better. Although at that time I hated being away from my family, I felt like I had much more control over my schedule and environment. I lived on campus and chose the classes I wanted to take. I made time for social activities on my terms. It's the only time I think I ever really felt comfortable. While going to class still was a stressful experience, overall, I know that my daily anxiety faded somewhat. 

However, it came back in full swing when I graduated, moved back home, and began grad school. It's even worse now that I have a full time job. Even though I really shouldn't complain - I have two degrees, a full time job, I have my health, a wonderful relationship, and a supportive family - I still feel intense dread and anxiety over every little hypothetical scenario that crosses my mind. Every morning I go into work with a pit in my stomach, fearing I will be pushed out of my comfort zone or will somehow mess something up. 

I am just starting my career but I just can't see myself living like this for the next 30-40 years of my life. I don't want to suffer through each week just for momentary calm on Saturday afternoons. Can anyone relate? Does anyone have any recommendations on coping with this kind of anxiety? Any medications? Should I consider a different career perhaps? Any advice is greatly appreciated. Thank you.",5.291293297345932,6.836012908906884,6.386767881241567,73.71342217723799,68.69635627530364,8.970670265407106,29.91655420602789,9.372597083632963,2.874031668915879,2083,80,352,43,36,696,248,494,0.181,0.701,0.117,-0.9855,5,1,2,0,0,0,53.0,0,2,0,4,22,28,1,8,19,0,31,8,1,3,3,68,70,35,0,5,10,0,5,4,0,6,6,1,1,0,17,28,1,1,13,3,0,9,6,13,0,2,19,8,59,15,62,41,13,84,0,2,2,0,8,27,0,10,52,250,76,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05982660321846176,0.05427067348307151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490162786297715,0.0,0.2810134860672558,0.0,0.0,0.12842605645906632,0.0,0.05038147767616315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05752121246478688,0.14123058692068602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052096434550602914,0.0,0.0,0.05414694582745458,0.0668398785671922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07002303163025103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866702557421313,0.0,0.0,0.06725081122212047,0.0,0.0,0.05273145310907136,0.062140260039886874,0.0,0.06396521410709825,0.14033418441586973,0.0,0.053576835566755236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062646618773099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087469339321382,0.05537989018781761,0.2579159359044527,0.0,0.0,0.05988803816093774,0.11543156991490845,0.20667936577638668,0.061912579717937025,0.0,0.17635162144784358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397319101228749,0.0,0.1391782235395853,0.0,0.2448289324945457,0.06749879498210512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0604452356786517,0.0,0.06507739948900072,0.0,0.0,0.041036620944193435,0.06468567299692629,0.061411862203607226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150915973207248,0.0,0.0,0.06375454231849023,0.0672933400326447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648751457325554,0.11964225356503225,0.12272346216023082,0.10812241587595407,0.054180606096702034,0.05141206918684976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158617457609181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06167593376499528,0.0,0.0,0.0618179800016197,0.0,0.0,0.06507057339072972,0.04500609699524599,0.0,0.09443821344367652,0.0,0.06511156857738999,0.05745382654613033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06424345035369783,0.0,0.0,0.1396890090183461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06600896537431647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06123976863425374,0.0,0.07844230024152246,0.0,0.0,0.0657308054800966,0.13870790343776782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478445909061288,0.048786964416487,0.0557353025953367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06240934316211377,0.0,0.09426522209024613,0.0,0.0,0.043334096616712135,0.0,0.14667878165241133,0.0,0.07013096962658183,0.06400378242332379,0.0,0.0,0.06947536270222864,0.0,0.06363434754143245,0.09206445531033354,0.0,0.0,0.1127321953389718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845870993352927,0.060151483906054126,0.0,0.2855979256877265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059806171069998325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222206010119814,0.0,0.04910955872845625,0.0,0.0,0.05675452047967582,0.0,0.06835351724940597,0.0,0.0,0.0663939496245258,0.044571219322915176,0.1243502644468171,0.18717501607672613,0.04349120524517657,0.0,0.0,0.15770293604892402
anxiety,SaltySpitoonReg,2019/01/07,"Anxiety really affecting my ability to simply enjoy the good things in life (TLDR) So maybe it's just going through a transition period that's causing this (those periods are historically bad news for my anxiety). I've had these thoughts before but its ramping up again.

So I got my first apt (lived in dorm in undergrad, then moved home for a brief period- then stayed at home off and on for grad school to save living cost).

My parents for the first time are empty nesters permanently. My grandparents downsized to a condo due to their age. My sister had her second kid and they moved into a new home.

In all of this: nothing is wrong or going bad, but I'm finding right now that I cant get my mind to enjoy spending time with my family. Like I cant stop thinking ""wow my parents are older now"" and that's sad to me. My grandparents are healthy but they are really old. And I play with my toddler nephew and all I can think is "" I'm gonna miss this"".

Like instead of enjoying the moment I just constantly get sad thinking about people aging. Moving on their life. I get anxious because I dont want to think about one day losing these things. But that's all my mind thinks about.

My apartment doesn't feel like home yet. And living there has been the trigger for a lot of these feelings of being sad and anxious that all it means is one step closer to losing the people I love. Missing what once was when I was younger. And all I want, if I'm being honest with myself is to go back, but you cant go back so it leaves me anxious.

I try to practice mindfulness, spend time in prayer (I'm religious) but to no avail. 

I dont want to constantly be in a state of missing the past, anxious about the future and missing the ""now"". But I'm having a really hard time this go around with that feeling.

Any advice from anyone whose had similar trouble?

TLDR: I constantly find myself missing the past and how things were , and very anxious about the future (worried about potentially losing people and things) and because of that missing the ""now"" and not living in the moment the moment. 

It's a Recurrent issue but I'm having a really hard time this go around with that feeling more so than ever before.


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anxiety,UlasAnilGunes,2019/01/07,"Thinking about future I am a freshman in a good college and I do my best to get good grades. But sometimes there are problems requiring just some practical thinking and ıt's just luck that determines my success. I cant accept that.I am always thinking that I will not be able to achieve the life I want and then It will not worth it.Thinking about gpa and how to find jobs,making careers makes me so anxious. I feel like my brain is going to blow [up. Like](https://up.Like) someone is compressing my skull and I am so tired. I was never happy and never will be. Can I just terminate this waste of time so-called ""living""? I was not the one who wanted to live in the first place. ",2.4278632478632503,4.65168225925926,3.1444444444444457,91.01461538461538,78.25925925925927,5.635327635327637,24.45868945868946,6.67199483983844,0.8116039886039887,535,19,107,5,13,168,86,135,0.135,0.7190000000000001,0.146,0.3835,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,5,9,9,0,0,5,0,16,4,2,2,2,29,25,11,0,3,7,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,6,0,1,1,6,1,0,2,2,1,15,8,11,18,2,11,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,7,76,20,7,0.1731205966904583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14405020484831058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955769974415058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816793855345961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19325984032539695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753497537860938,0.12367738886679425,0.0,0.0,0.15822908903102842,0.14725629110620606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044836648163904,0.0,0.09838842466490376,0.2904106857057588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18429009434140767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228019722676327,0.16915595776769554,0.0,0.3057373171880737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555934259434544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670425534278653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731099671371233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18087417670080225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16565303058548833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14668451977825475,0.0,0.1712206968090584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4437147522237204,0.0,0.0,0.10094801212916596,0.1989766588271084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042220266560548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,madthescientist,2019/01/07,"Last first-day of college I’m not sure how I feel about this, but I’m going!
I’m a graduating senior studying neuroscience and I’m heading to my Anatomy lecture.

The first day always makes me anxious - I don’t know anyone, everyone else seems to have friends and knows who to sit with, I don’t want to be a weirdo sitting by myself.
I’ve got my game plan, though: sit in the 2nd row on the right 3 seats in & say hello to whoever plops near me.
It doesn’t help that I’m sick and pretty fatigued, but I’m going to power through and give it my best shot. That’s all I can do, right?

Wish me luck!!!
I hope everyone going back to class this week has an encouraging first day! 
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anxiety,motoman111,2019/01/07,"Every night as I try to fall asleep, all I can think about is 1) what if my house catches on fire during the night, and 2) what if someone breaks into my house during the night and tries to hurt me/my family. How do I deal with this? I am currently 19, but I can recall having these thoughts back to when I was in elementary school. This happens every night without exception. Eventually, I am able to fall asleep, but that is all I can think about if I wake up during the night. I am relieved every morning when I wake up, but it happens again the next night. 

I cannot pinpoint any event in my life that would trigger such thoughts. 

Has anyone experienced something similar? Is there any advice about how to deal with these thoughts? 

Any help is much appreciated. ",4.39186732186732,5.8373751891891885,4.8059213759213755,84.57052825552827,70.75675675675676,7.543980343980343,26.96805896805897,8.00094639256281,1.543991891891892,600,20,119,8,11,190,82,148,0.027000000000000003,0.8909999999999999,0.08199999999999999,0.8762,1,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,0,4,0,16,5,4,3,2,24,23,13,0,4,8,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,5,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,4,2,15,1,19,18,3,23,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,3,13,82,24,1,0.11502912875010522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124051333174961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346712562009168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043104138253407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884502996844559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371799616585293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907510064128177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843922525530582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20343975732837305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710160029122604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26545634094232845,0.12314106141601602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124847545168415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455964505251512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233478340275047,0.6476822702705458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641561940719855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746380750633234,0.08855504312659797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741204206084074,0.0,0.2739608380476528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15619445542200575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088397529106954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171339271713968,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,galayoung,2019/01/07,Violence. I know that is a common case in woman but my ex is doing me psychological violence. He's being doing that for years. I don't know what to do. I wanna disappear. I feel like the worst shit in this world. Someone can give me some advice? ,-0.3127999999999993,1.9262620200000036,2.895500000000002,85.43525000000002,98.8,5.7,16.25,7.1686216300943375,0.5298000000000003,191,5,38,4,8,68,39,50,0.344,0.603,0.053,-0.9631,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,8,1,1,0,0,6,12,1,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,7,1,5,11,2,6,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,1,3,29,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3901192521558548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20186077764104046,0.2852072989714374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3829741783625673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4388085914345177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19504177061747455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40979998876435547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33826308972238256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25708860341582795
anxiety,FirnenLavellan,2019/01/07,"Ongoing Stomach Pain So, for the past year or so, I’ve been having chronic stomach pain, nausea, vomiting, etc. It definitely flairs up when I get anxious, but it really never goes away. I’m tired of being sick all of the time, and it’s getting to the point that I might be expelled or be unable to graduate if it doesn’t get fixed and I keep missing class. Does anybody have any advice on how to curb some of the anxiety causing and stemming from this? Even just general tips on how to get some food to stay down would be amazing",3.032285115303985,4.8736506981132095,4.36559748427673,84.74093291404613,75.0377358490566,7.352620545073376,27.815513626834374,8.167268648758528,1.9225463312368984,418,17,82,7,9,138,76,106,0.183,0.757,0.06,-0.9081,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,4,0,10,9,2,3,2,20,17,12,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,6,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,15,10,4,12,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,6,5,57,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899574346454549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321931021514236,0.0,0.1487092086196407,0.21960742279580608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18263751190432395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996939446738966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17011358982757016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167982621148282,0.12839396237000347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23505935782131065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40624680650523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17278437951396505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20621899930756812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14992695383986696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41369319977549135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855689860781586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18376310090374048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453237623367175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071958132269428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133514322750369,0.2234247984843448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13809037006238226,0.0,0.0,0.12518195734145207
anxiety,IsaacWills,2019/01/07,"How to get over driving anxiety? I have really bad anxiety when I drive anywhere other than to my work. When I drive anywhere else, even in this tiny city, I almost always come close to an accident, I have to follow my GPS and am anxious itll quit working and I wont know my way back. I'm 20 years old and other people I know or am friends with can drive anywhere no problem. But with me my heartbeat races as soon as I start driving anywhere I'm not used to driving to. I had to drive my sister to a concert the other day and almost killed us multiple times and I felt so bad. 

It's pretty ridiculous and pretty damn dumb.

I feel mentally challenged or something because anytime I wanna hang out with anyone I have to say ""hey bro wanna pick me up?"" ""Hey bro you wanna drive?"" And anytime anybody wants me to drive them or pick them up from anywhere to anywhere I have to spend like an hour deciding whether I can do that or not.
I feel like such a little bitch and I cant figure out how to shake it.",2.5313963449457444,4.106669655339811,3.9145231296402048,88.5802484294689,75.74757281553397,6.2062821245002855,26.19531696173615,6.794906146795322,1.0787890348372349,783,29,161,7,17,258,113,206,0.188,0.742,0.069,-0.9713,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,1,1,2,4,9,13,5,1,5,0,13,0,0,5,0,42,26,21,1,5,8,3,3,2,1,2,0,2,0,0,8,15,0,0,7,1,1,13,5,9,0,0,2,5,29,4,29,22,0,32,0,0,0,0,11,8,3,6,12,109,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146760644056986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307406213912845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404004530580057,0.17750657281098628,0.0,0.10986548222039236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12081945801439282,0.26238569274643825,0.0957819667982812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534931028322206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133265301207596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312578101662998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377960790111006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15889428392721094,0.1122501609041332,0.1508646801507206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139441714756227,0.0,0.08209134898550477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15473651525716725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17383557819354667,0.0,0.17270362705399606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15352671697950565,0.15748056961813675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15834508543241052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487629957384498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893071975390907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31970530896058397,0.0,0.1503474443295816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671218223326477,0.0,0.0,0.10065832487730256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495213938397065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096253323240015,0.0,0.0,0.11121391295459464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09162087515168756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18900207839515076,0.13570558708323652,0.0,0.0,0.09267642033177301,0.12471854422010033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22877780284207666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011833750542816
anxiety,mooncakesandmachines,2019/01/07,"Getting all 4 wisdom teeth out in 2 days, very scared of the process of being injected with general anaesthetic and the after-effects of waking up from it For a bit of context, I’m 17, getting all 4 wisdom teeth out and I’m petrified of not being in control of myself. A few years back I had a weed induced panic attack that lead to a few months of intense anxiety and depersonalisation, so now I don’t like taking any drugs except for birth control and ibuprofen. 
Alcohol makes me feel nervous, coffee makes me feel nervous, so the idea of having a shit tonne of stuff that will make me pass out and be all wacky when I wake up is super scary. 

I’m not nervous for the actual procedure or the pain afterwards, only how it’ll feel to have the anaesthetic injected into me, as in that period between being injected and passing out because I won’t be in control of myself and I’m scared that I’ll freak out or see shit or.. I don’t know anything bad like that. 

I’m also scared for after, I’ve heard of people getting emotional or paranoid which really scares me. 

I’m mostly scared that the drugs will make me anxious and depersonalised afterwards like the time I flipped my shit on weed, can someone explain to me what it really feels like to be injected with the anaesthetic (please only positive stories I’m aware that I’m irrational here and need support lol)? ",8.936002506265666,6.936453063909777,9.202368421052626,68.56741228070177,61.593984962406005,12.325313283208024,39.083959899749374,11.038039088145766,4.2890862155388465,1089,45,196,23,12,364,135,266,0.213,0.684,0.104,-0.9842,0,0,3,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,5,8,24,4,9,14,1,17,12,7,10,3,47,43,19,0,1,7,0,4,4,0,4,5,1,0,0,13,17,1,3,8,0,0,3,5,16,0,0,2,6,16,8,39,31,7,28,0,0,1,0,2,13,3,5,16,127,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.09873974541250627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10813356314129673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091578993413691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06880772381571426,0.0,0.07740450892689396,0.11430768058007852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326476269401549,0.0,0.0,0.11510995876062778,0.0,0.07780327114575812,0.08448335033536902,0.0616800510129165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104653313895796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34045509499094384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06525448804180509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23467967901516976,0.0,0.0,0.11381694864231245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20464410715080625,0.07228496012570151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585913955121225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422298236772033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05560738040199307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977310771887686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27016102290391303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807630870609754,0.0,0.0,0.07502570971858627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15390804614924056,0.10766555505288357,0.11871612867047923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014736255567676,0.0,0.0,0.11106824924328804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12964049122904747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5065078041578164,0.0,0.08062953295675407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31158784456961897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573179592794272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158300142424507,0.0,0.11482095911646295,0.0,0.0,0.07607681808423394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05900046159112232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348634618670238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06515835854729128
anxiety,twelvepenises,2019/01/07,"gad - feeling like something's off today - and many other days in my life over the past several years with no discernible source other than i sometimes get more anxious when i drink coffee - i just feel like something's off. it's like i am in a movie where everything is perfect right before the villain strikes. it is a vague sense of feeling like i am not in the right world... i am in my house as school is off today and having a wonderful time working on homework other than the sense that something just feels off... however nothing is really off. is there an explanation or name for this phenomenon?

tldr: something feels off.. i feel like i was transplanted into the wrong timeline",4.442478693181818,6.691842210937505,4.7122443181818205,82.00377840909094,72.203125,7.154545454545455,29.60511363636364,8.00094639256281,2.18356875,545,23,95,8,11,171,79,128,0.11,0.723,0.16699999999999998,0.7787,1,0,5,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,5,8,1,0,9,0,10,2,0,0,1,18,18,5,0,0,4,0,6,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,7,4,1,0,8,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,6,10,6,19,17,1,24,0,0,0,0,1,17,0,2,12,66,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512043228720953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389040677432312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086317565264691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111503782254227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028932272643025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4060497968440309,0.3824694331711581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06992736460653402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15443667802310396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453716267358526,0.32694427755614364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13569564173823914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842582367812494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277681443040235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574315651239885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286021240180305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545610903418362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512043228720953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4121550574867812,0.1323740003240673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07804484177051431,0.0,0.2537347426316262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514686072702934,0.09743918836103213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14633614472207174,0.0,0.08619040674785085
anxiety,liliuuum,2019/01/07,"MUSIC :* [https://open.spotify.com/user/11125534133/playlist/08IfRzOgXGO2tmSIW0F6gQ?si=h7rsNGVpRaCECJCoLMqVHg](https://open.spotify.com/user/11125534133/playlist/08IfRzOgXGO2tmSIW0F6gQ?si=h7rsNGVpRaCECJCoLMqVHg) 

For my anxious internet fwends. It'll be ok <3 ",76.34,96.35934633333336,21.37,-51.024999999999984,-39.33333333333334,8.266666666666667,29.0,7.793537801064563,4.0813000000000015,244,3,8,2,3,36,12,12,0.117,0.528,0.355,0.6199,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,princecoconuts,2019/01/07,"Sickdays guilt Hello
It's that time of year I guess and unfortunately I've gotten a bad flu followed by a sinusinfection. It's day 7 now (third sick day) and still no sign of becoming healthy anytime soon.

Sickness has always been a very big trigger for anxiety for me. I've always been a hypochondriac, so I never know if I'm really 'that' sick. 
The worst trauma was when I had a bad cause of mono which kept me in bed for a year that led to me losing my job. That's 6 years ago now, but everytime I can't go to work because of sickness I kinda revive parts of the traumatic experience.

Anyways: I'm really struggling with that feeling of sickday guilt. Always wondering if I shouldn't just stop staying at home and go to work. I'm clearly still very ill (walking 5 min outside for groceries makes leaves me short of breath) but in my head I'm beating myself up for it. How dare my body take this much time to get better! How weak am I! I'm letting my colleagues and boss down!

It's hard toning these internal speeches down when you're sitting all day on a couch and you can't do the stuff you normally do to get some stressrelease (fitness, having a drink with a friend, ...).

It's a pitty really. I love doing my job and I'm loved there for who I am and what I do. But that leads to not wanting to dissapoint obviously.

Anyways, felt like putting it to words. Thx for reading :)",1.7117725130240655,4.0187913705036005,3.4291962292235176,87.55104316546766,81.33812949640287,6.280525924088316,24.33440833540065,7.503015589744147,1.2361591168444557,1083,41,220,17,29,360,161,278,0.16399999999999998,0.696,0.14,0.4174,3,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,2,0,6,14,14,0,3,13,0,16,16,3,8,4,42,39,17,0,5,7,0,3,1,1,1,10,1,3,0,18,9,1,2,4,2,0,7,6,9,0,1,7,4,22,5,32,30,5,38,0,1,0,2,7,10,0,6,20,136,40,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723210003867506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019687670644672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254128217019547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20200884084034165,0.07374184119492744,0.13360123037953275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698762958173844,0.0,0.13436976514849902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426892627082232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340458226969072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118503986996591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833131389454447,0.0,0.0,0.0611657780885763,0.0,0.11614962249655535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346068086176484,0.0,0.1264030677740289,0.0,0.137499428622875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13326146439155825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836484767564132,0.0,0.12414953395998785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134220065340964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400869850282815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648163462139457,0.0,0.0,0.1280891588331713,0.0,0.12369943720649207,0.0,0.05909955266696632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13533384840555482,0.0,0.0,0.21835926548831314,0.0,0.08074803328173147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892644932534184,0.0,0.09329908126738927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185243562974966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099810335396558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160768824780555,0.0,0.0,0.12100216516719654,0.0,0.23248834168383334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289373159490085,0.19321268471830735,0.10113585939819436,0.0,0.1264635125969514,0.13848105466197316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095395586829454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410764938624597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996248959377584,0.0713509035058005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118618567209578,0.17613437027905732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23370103864750186
anxiety,Tsutrova,2019/01/07,"I can’t keep doing this Why do I have to wait until the last minute to do things, even if I know it’ll give me anxiety in the long run?? I had 3 weeks to do an assignment but I got so distracted and ended up not doing it. I don’t know if it’s due today but I’m scared about going to school if it is and I won’t have something to present. I hate that I procrastinate but I can never seem to do anything about it. It always leaves me feeling anxious when I have school and don’t have an assignment that’s  due. How do I stop???",0.23228438228438364,1.8210714358974407,2.6778399378399382,94.8083216783217,82.5042735042735,5.963947163947164,19.18337218337218,6.980632752743323,0.04399829059829097,406,10,100,5,11,140,66,117,0.18600000000000005,0.799,0.016,-0.9635,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,2,4,0,19,0,0,1,1,19,30,13,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,3,4,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,2,1,14,0,11,26,0,16,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,12,72,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17447396960477218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16040776345358576,0.23688335009960304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17255214900794982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18571787608551926,0.0,0.0,0.1384943712355684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602258184668656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20114809645099474,0.11916830685886501,0.0,0.16770353070149727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070196388578346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18637686350978347,0.0,0.0,0.23047379656451225,0.17092052860617588,0.0,0.22202518712991715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18556383114904984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617213054261774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209930364944187,0.4244230097391776,0.0,0.1908885305081849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16142506530807213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753052975988003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13930479959483374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19875601017731434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681959379971998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18920728701753955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,7653278643689432,2019/01/07,"Love & Anxiety For context, I'm an early 30's female and my boyfriend is a mid 30's male. We've been together about six months.

I'm an anxious person by nature, I've had diagnosed GAD for over 10 years and in the last few years I have learned to deal with it without medications. I have a history of relationships with really awful men - cheating which left me with permanent baggage, lying, borderline emotional abuse. I took years away from dating, simply to work on myself and because quite frankly, I was afraid of another awful relationship.

Fast forward and I've met a wonderful man, who also has some anxieties. I don't really think either of us are very good at expressing our feelings verbally. He has said things like he's really happy he met me, the way I handle his busy work/life is appreciated and doesn't go unnoticed, etc... and I've reciprocated. 

I have fallen in love with this man.

While this should be an amazing feeling, my anxiety is getting the best of me. I need to tell him how I feel, and I am petrified. I've never been the one to say it first, and quite frankly it has been well over 5 years since I've felt and said it. I keep playing all of these scenarios through my head:

I just need to blurt it out, but what if he's caught off guard and it's a terrible moment? ..... Shouldn't I find a good moment to say it? Most of our heart to hearts where I feel this would be appropriate are in bed at night, often post-sex as we are winding down, and that's not the right time, is it? ..... Am I going to be okay if he doesn't say it back?..... Should I preface this by saying I'm not usually the one to say it first so it's okay if he doesn't feel the same way yet? ..... What if he doesn't feel the same and this scares him away and I get my heart broken?

I realize a lot of this is my anxiety talking but I just can't shake these feelings. Does anyone have any suggestions on how to get past this fear? Advice on how to do this in a way that will make it easiest for me while being genitive? HELP. ",2.5369676684233013,4.101178322033899,4.1759243697479,86.75851979774961,75.70702179176754,7.9580971371599505,24.25359635379576,8.671277953709913,1.5334700754878217,1569,50,340,32,34,526,208,413,0.097,0.7909999999999999,0.112,0.6699,0,0,0,0,1,0,67.0,4,0,0,6,13,18,1,4,18,4,38,8,4,4,2,64,68,27,0,10,12,0,8,1,0,5,2,7,1,5,29,19,0,2,13,1,0,7,11,6,1,5,12,15,36,12,48,47,10,52,0,0,0,2,39,21,0,9,24,220,65,2,0.0,0.0984435466438606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119086148987986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644399467243406,0.0,0.0900238501841888,0.0,0.05650145711183186,0.08712311272899803,0.25424282617507515,0.09386374310456816,0.0,0.058095794628266036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15612441765763818,0.06388815010907717,0.0,0.05064856913877448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719382848852386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565821171529762,0.0,0.08433073205611444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270928318765309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934607786116668,0.0,0.0,0.09266306266698598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349506104216736,0.2940761124447632,0.0,0.07977577031076365,0.0,0.07593927076685132,0.14134613844921504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302273122103674,0.0,0.09443959093371164,0.1393775053022767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844679230312934,0.0,0.0,0.08527039944252998,0.0,0.0,0.2953725991268821,0.055690920557972784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385082163757696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06772633273567492,0.0,0.0,0.0902733865686888,0.0,0.0,0.0405917147011701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063690600372634,0.14997705747463227,0.0,0.05546067578756316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370059348493106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06631860271989838,0.0,0.0,0.1232147115141552,0.06408119042843426,0.0,0.0,0.07797075919782409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126027028016936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931516801966727,0.0,0.07254765473848644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957360113642098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767447768292222,0.0,0.0,0.15968141908209707,0.0,0.0,0.1784069439431556,0.0,0.07095515073381216,0.1580679830170299,0.3303673583961314,0.08318376887478185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06872975345468173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678153081332945,0.07262099064469417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055198771534195466,0.05323827451499112,0.0,0.0,0.04844822449144515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231181220962156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994245425267932,0.0,0.09150769795629082,0.06855480674124878,0.0,0.1978498465099093,0.0,0.0,0.07470446142737032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800921204717186,0.09010342686591752,0.1209754690991767,0.0,0.0,0.05902204422662954,0.0,0.0,0.21401912441093435
anxiety,skrdub,2019/01/07,i’m going to the pub tonight but i’m panicking so much idk what to do it’s with a couple of old friends but i feel sick to my stomach and i really don’t know what to do right now,-0.7201162790697673,0.5905918139534876,2.323430232558138,97.5516569767442,84.34883720930233,6.16046511627907,20.05232558139535,7.1686216300943375,0.1391441860465119,140,4,38,2,4,50,32,43,0.222,0.6890000000000001,0.08900000000000001,-0.7325,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,3,2,1,0,0,6,8,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,6,8,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.472532023101893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21593357071952446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32994427882750965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427071437841891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23470014115212626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139370794306339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.448125976769708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27358456171222445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3647055604776609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,soydip,2019/01/07,"Mom vs. my already threadbare ability to cope with a bad situation: who will win I'm so sick of it. 

Parents should be a source of support, but my mom is my biggest source of anxiety?? Situation background: Exam results come back, I didn't do as well as hoped, trying to go through procedures to still get where I want to. Yes, I'm worried. Yes, I'm feeling tense/on-edge. Enter mom, calling me every 15 minutes complaining, sighing dramatically about my prospects, ""You're SO unlucky "", ""the chances of things working out are ... \*DRAMATIC TRAILING OFF\*"", ""I was SO blindsided by this"".Pestering every fifteen minutes: ""have you emailed? Are you sure?"" ""has the school replied?"" ""check again"" ""check again"" ""are you sure"" ""why isn't this working"" ""check again"" 

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YES I KNOW. I KNOW. I KNOW. THINGS ARE PRETTY SHIT. I'M NOT OPTIMISTIC. I'm THIS close to going into a panic spiral OKAY. FUCK I KNOW ALREADY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M ALREADY WORRIED, in fact IVE BEEN WORRIED SINCE early 2017 OKAY HAHA, but when THERES NOtHING MORe TO BE DONE I AM TRYING TO DISTRACT MYSELF. I told her several times: okay, there's nothing more to be done now, I've sent the relevant forms off, etc. etc. no endless staring at the marks can do anything more right now, and combing through your memories of the past to think about how you could've, would've, should've done things will 100% not help. I'm looking at some other stuff because I don't want to continually think about it. At the VERY LEAST don't involve me about your worrying. Don't want to discuss this. Don't go on and on about this to me. Don't... please. STILL, it continues. 

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It was supposed to be such a peaceful day. watch a movie with a friend. Chilling, drink in one hand, popping popcorn, eating noodles. It was CONSTANTLY disrupted by calls, which ALL lead to nothing productive, except of course productive in fucking putting me on edge on my few hours of relaxation. 

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Situation now: End of the day, it's like 10:30. I'm fucking checking my email yet again. Sent a confirmation email, a second one, to fucking please her. Explain the situation. She starts berating me for not sending it earlier. Me: Okay I didn't know, and it's probably going to be okay anyways, this is mostly just to please you. KEEPs berating me. 

Okay i lose my cool here and tell her to leave. She doesn't. I state again, ""leave, I'm not talking about this right now"",  trying to be firm but i can still hear myself being cringinly shaky. She starts yellling about me being RUDE and disrespectful. Okay great im blocking my ears to have a moment to stop and think, and relief. She continues yelling at me. Now I am trying to get her to leave my room, I have to forcibly close the door, bc she's pushing back on it like a fucking kid with a tantrum who didn't get what they want ???? What the fuck are you trying to achieve by yelling this shit at me, by trying to force the door back open what the fuck give me some decent respect to leave me alone for a bit so i don't get a full blown anxiety attack . I'm tell her to leave my apartment. its 1am now and I'm not sure she's  left yet, still locked myself in the spare room. I'm angry but don't fucking want to encounter her, trying to get to my bedroom. Fuck.

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Okay well this is not very coherent, but numbness is leaving whcih is good, hopefully no fucking stress-hangover tomorrow. Watching (more lsitening to) mindless youtube gaming channels while looking at calming shit is the best distraction.

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Yeah i know, The world isn't fair, blah blah well fuck it i'm sick of it.",2.2457653487983045,4.94249655800294,2.91609844049146,89.50923158423019,82.68575624082231,5.562638710756706,26.535084295247124,6.985505028888363,1.3438246844736894,2800,122,535,36,79,874,294,681,0.195,0.639,0.166,-0.9817,2,1,1,0,2,0,180.0,0,8,1,7,44,56,17,4,28,14,53,21,5,3,5,65,116,22,0,8,14,4,2,4,1,3,3,4,5,1,31,17,2,3,11,4,4,12,21,25,4,3,13,12,66,30,81,92,16,83,0,1,5,11,49,32,14,6,40,334,97,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04559193312007853,0.14573305649611445,0.0,0.0,0.23848081514307484,0.2674484588496688,0.0,0.0,0.06735108119288152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036225097674911916,0.0,0.0,0.050079641910257024,0.0,0.10154707725667897,0.0367552553899551,0.026834471152549638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04619676952461819,0.0,0.04805895422994634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989964740705653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03791973879552648,0.0,0.04757049168096995,0.0,0.03514676491961597,0.0,0.0,0.05677912544415763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514467933546306,0.0,0.043123303798670055,0.0,0.04504393258660189,0.0,0.0,0.03898907223036188,0.0,0.09818892514933944,0.0,0.0,0.07417829250749079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022258073314204943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03401010747552632,0.4476583873799254,0.114994398729811,0.04222844793850802,0.10007139477625104,0.03692228338277965,0.0,0.04853272579423526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049614271262957484,0.0,0.02950599447493126,0.0,0.0,0.08744452264785066,0.04335129767860461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04754966371907006,0.0,0.0,0.03912741813881769,0.0,0.0,0.1451550010832826,0.0,0.0,0.2796679428096126,0.04782837163835929,0.0,0.0,0.04301235812591528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393221929431881,0.049247648175784885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15466873434615513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267164903898016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059658822182163625,0.0,0.0,0.0516485391603069,0.0488795246927415,0.0,0.04202252155143288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14496377749391282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044784645677027966,0.04746151419921185,0.0,0.0,0.04425273290353458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518648514133977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04455106781247173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04973060343932967,0.13555914577368966,0.036414189339646415,0.19792341968782212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062315833318131265,0.0,0.14061922323514586,0.03680308570456264,0.050425301954991834,0.0,0.05039290864298339,0.0,0.04995390996796641,0.12446632171866905,0.0,0.0,0.03538198793382053,0.07695166563087533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773573671935644,0.0846196229810382,0.0,0.0,0.02566869123085737,0.0,0.0,0.0420634474590925,0.0,0.20920907639414704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264299920600553,0.12982207460575734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873907294282345,0.0,0.03972162904038756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06409485580556652,0.17881970451288784,0.0,0.031270880305115815,0.0,0.2674484588496688,0.0
anxiety,soosbear,2019/01/07,"I’m going through a rough time right now, i need some reassurance I can’t go into details but I just need some good luck",2.4607692307692304,3.6334704615384577,4.003076923076924,89.51692307692308,75.15384615384616,6.7384615384615385,24.538461538461537,7.1686216300943375,0.7724461538461541,96,3,22,1,2,32,21,26,0.0,0.639,0.361,0.8625,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,6,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,2,6,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,2,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4954126455720501,0.3655743208560698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6463616117044686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722176112206498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541504344869796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RealBillyMemes,2019/01/07,"Anyone else get a random crushing feeling that everyone you know secretly hates you? Whenever I'm not keeping myself busy and I have some alone time, my brain races with random thoughts and keeps telling me that everyone I know secretly hates me and it gives me a tight feeling in my chest that makes it hard to breathe. Anyone else get this?",6.881875000000001,7.7068484375,5.9531250000000036,80.87937500000002,64.625,9.525,34.75,9.516144504307137,3.18910625,276,12,50,5,4,83,43,64,0.18,0.775,0.045,-0.8426,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,3,3,1,0,19,15,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,3,7,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,10,0,3,14,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,3,1,27,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916586189107068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587860724424468,0.3792163843254363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20657983130563287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30917529768078666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35365125779596945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18713624534315115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933646251408148,0.1775192552007145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16577072470029974,0.36540213653890585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289663942205143,0.0,0.0,0.20340006905996685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352400508421915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16174407344001054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14691104342870648,0.10790562219843462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,deodatta,2019/01/07,"Freaked out about working for the first time ever I've never worked a ""real"" job (personal circumstances made me unable to), but now at 23, I'm going to be job hunting. I really want to work! But I'm also so terrified. It seems like a huge step too late in life.

Was wondering if anyone has stories about overcoming work anxiety or just advice in general. Looking at helpful tips on this sub really helped me, but it couldn't hurt to get some more input, right?",5.014666666666667,5.876778022222222,6.255555555555558,76.93000000000002,68.77777777777777,10.0,29.44444444444445,10.125756701596842,3.007111111111111,362,13,67,9,6,122,72,90,0.107,0.738,0.155,0.6022,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,5,8,3,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,1,2,17,13,7,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,2,1,3,1,13,9,2,16,0,1,1,0,3,8,0,5,7,41,6,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741224780765074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424962464169512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13631272693262658,0.0,0.0,0.12459263937922894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16118053167578106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515659486898668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309546213785236,0.0,0.1012678970277906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388702599275863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19075309226460985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.353646619786926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20100293269763211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125858895123818,0.08705326958531319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14963237770939752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686050452546489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13742896023935328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15558619763233686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20281605364062247,0.2283025772698464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15217090262804364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16221494255333632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390239433423024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509943236030517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932364268734172,0.5188896405204965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kai246810,2019/01/07,"Skipped school because of Social Anxiety This is my first time posting here. I'm looking for some insight and support. As the title says, I skipped school today. Today was the first day back to highschool after Winter Break. I started developing social anxiety in 5th grade. It progressively got worse and worse to the point where I only left my house a handful of times during last Summer Break. 

I stutter severely and it perpetuates my social anxietu even more. It also began in 5th grade. t's not the stutter where you repeat words, but the stutter where you know what you want to say, but you either prolong the beginning if words, or can't get the words out at all. The worst thing is when people ask me my name and I can't say it. I have had peers joke if I was mentally slow because I couldn't say my name. 

Last night was miserable. I got a job at Freddy's over Winter Break. I regret applying every day because whenever I go to work, my anxiety flares up. I feel guilty because I blessed to have gotten the job, but I feel physically sick every time I clock in. The night before my interview for the job, I was hoping I would just pass away in my sleep. 

There was a new supervisor at work last night. She was very pretty haha. I get especially nervous around girls. She asked me my name and it took me 10 seconds to get it out. After that, I was shaking and feeling nauseous for the rest of the night. 

Anyway, so today should have been my first day back. I skipped. I was about to go out the door, and I couldn't do it. Just being around people makes me want to die. I can't even talk to my dad without severely stuttering and getting nervous. My mom is the only person on this earth that I feel comfortable around. I feel like in going insane and I'm going to go off the deep end and do something crazy. 

Every day of school for the past 7 years has been a struggle. Everyday, I have to fight myself to just get up and go to school. It is so exhausting and I can't put up with it anymore. I just want to live out the rest of my life alone. But I also desperately want someone to be intimate with. I want a friend or girlfriend or someone who I can cuddle with and take care of and share my life with. 

I don't know how much more of this I can take. Each time my anxiety flares I get detached from my body and I feel like I'm in a dream. It got so bad that just last month I I accidently skipped a class because I was hallucinating and thought I was in a dream. All my inhibitions went away. Everyone thought I was stoned, but I wasn't. I feel like I cracking up. I feel like something is very wrong with me, and if I don't do something soon, I will end up doing something I regret.

If you made it to the end, thank you. Sorry for the long post. I went on a tangent. ",2.1711138923654545,4.084029836879438,3.61939507717981,88.81029411764708,77.75886524822695,6.4802670004171885,23.824780976220275,7.436932879493709,0.9808969962453062,2164,72,456,29,51,712,229,564,0.16399999999999998,0.718,0.118,-0.98,3,1,4,0,1,1,59.0,0,6,0,6,27,30,1,5,29,1,44,8,3,3,2,87,97,37,1,16,20,2,9,4,2,3,4,4,1,2,20,30,0,0,13,3,0,12,11,16,0,4,26,14,79,14,67,64,11,97,1,3,1,1,31,34,0,9,50,307,99,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06029944682619349,0.0,0.09311870155758513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17815576840668104,0.0,0.05773963481624991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15548722798816714,0.10885764059623454,0.0,0.10940118159199776,0.08953678375905239,0.048612142901080416,0.17745505132568973,0.0,0.04954182337563887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646704589542795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05936023831850585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501910369336783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060424255552804486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469970191208735,0.0,0.0,0.07690890576693367,0.0,0.14716123111952714,0.05563270604704648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23550648834801685,0.1663725123248761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14856838019136434,0.0,0.0,0.044981436998346176,0.0,0.18250856650246952,0.0,0.1985301785375307,0.0,0.13969407122219987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057826637113175997,0.0,0.06717927209182625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17332621844172705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06399353036369182,0.18983169800955585,0.0,0.0,0.06325733863477162,0.0,0.08224649552599048,0.1137754521113121,0.0,0.05141025174257243,0.05152379506932707,0.048891016688618255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055090163021666416,0.03886300140670704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05867312230444484,0.0,0.0,0.0681877873571549,0.04647148478079336,0.0,0.04279916902949635,0.0,0.0,0.05623025062806845,0.0,0.21854603690686075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885594605722058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05557857784006225,0.08072628746738637,0.05083637312597153,0.0,0.0,0.0550377087441114,0.0,0.11151933974792816,0.0592317363143915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05852823365928447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18519885568301075,0.0,0.2356912340200987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154642378626166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058263094204049334,0.1780470784189948,0.09866100949527908,0.17928562764594405,0.0,0.06517369622767813,0.04120915719563725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06086528015864821,0.0,0.0,0.06606855493362022,0.0,0.0,0.08754996428265467,0.046795872734793915,0.0,0.05360211844062488,0.0,0.0,0.03867947704061316,0.0,0.0,0.09244201697537133,0.13579664436658104,0.0,0.16556023671898842,0.0,0.06468572618011059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607692344128008,0.17170141182516513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794298894455297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05612301232103888,0.0,0.0847712322112136,0.0,0.11866444305701805,0.041358561814001535,0.06365557592272368,0.0,0.0374924458408308
anxiety,Spongemage,2019/01/07,"I'm afraid my girlfriend is pregnant again (though its nearly impossible). Let me preface by saying that my girlfriend has had an IUD for over two years now. 

We have two beautiful children, but we also lost one due to an ectopic pregnancy and our newest child (2 years old) was a nightmare pregnancy. After the ectopic, she lost an ovary and was told she'd likely never become pregnant again.

This last pregnancy was 9 months of Hell. She developed severe hyperemesis, to the point of having to stab a long needle connected to a ""mckinley pump"" to feed anti-nausea medication directly into her body. She had to do this every day. We were in the ER upwards of ten times for multiple days at a time. I missed so much work. Our relationship nearly collapsed from the stress and when the baby was born, somehow the release of everything caused me to have a massive mental breakdown at the hospital and I ended up having to commit myself to a mental hospital for four days after I started having intense suicidal thoughts.

I'll never forget how she sounded when she was so sick. Yesterday, she started saying she felt nauseous. This is now a trigger for my anxiety and I always annoy her by immediately asking if she thinks she's pregnant again. She has Mirena so the odds are incredibly small. But just the sound of her weak, sick voice when she's puking (which she is currently doing nonstop as of this morning), makes my head go into a tailspin. 

I'm sitting at work absolutely horrified at the prospect of having to go through this again. I know that logically, with Mirena, she is not pregnant. But she sounds exactly the same as she did. I can't focus on work. I am thinking about faking a stomach bug just to get out of here but I've done that before for panic attacks.

Someone please help me calm down.",5.354467455621304,7.008852470414205,6.091084023668637,75.47314674556212,68.67455621301775,8.366579881656804,31.271479289940828,8.841846274778883,2.7972303905325435,1437,60,240,25,25,470,196,338,0.205,0.741,0.054000000000000006,-0.9966,1,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,5,0,0,5,20,13,3,3,23,0,29,8,3,4,4,37,47,21,1,1,8,0,1,1,2,0,4,6,0,2,10,12,1,0,6,0,0,2,4,11,1,5,15,7,39,2,48,30,2,51,1,3,0,0,34,16,1,2,33,187,49,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975086979980291,0.10145690214913568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09327737998704316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398963499412758,0.13871485669844946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13466392987649534,0.10375485510436376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13543857777413604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252573941543959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23590748502845635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247784136926712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799525238083688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273267562247472,0.0,0.10958430655896652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707350729199352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370425559158402,0.0,0.1385931354189507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251370521655659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172821608169373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06701044711412914,0.09939057032609078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246833752235332,0.0,0.05956964612876665,0.0,0.0,0.10790567499527416,0.0,0.0,0.2662056033754246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139032447998948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283331146199072,0.24575685303547976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09732468127700768,0.0,0.08963379380634884,0.0,0.18808241363708145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279467575919774,0.0,0.08262404296567215,0.0,0.0,0.14306052190119295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338443384344267,0.11526482286942702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309089625290224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19392988719035986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13774806021927938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331229299956034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17260770163371708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13967229532506126,0.0,0.0,0.13337343690664422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15625775834853994,0.1197972289432404,0.09680011173701683,0.1421986535808619,0.0,0.0,0.11651091868801315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23821901315289365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663030844183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703997231706426
anxiety,troubledaries,2019/01/07,Procastinated I had to edit videos during this vacation and I procrastinated because I didn’t understand it and my mental state was really bad. And now it’s too late to ask for help and I just got an email asking where the videos are. And I’m panicking. ,1.953466666666668,4.638514480000001,4.18,79.93666666666667,84.2,8.133333333333335,20.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,1.8461333333333327,204,6,39,6,6,70,39,50,0.136,0.81,0.055,-0.6115,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,9,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,5,0,3,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,26,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6086802497684116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718160261488421,0.1984488812580848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603676437623007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182055893954518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672283306661727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280722468662194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20855211715669225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33890326386438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Furriou5,2019/01/07,"Has anxiety risen because of our society developing at a high rate? Have we adapted/evolved to deal with with society changing? I want to know with society rapidly changing has anxiety gotten worse? If it has , have we adapted/evolved enough to deal with it naturally with out the help of drugs. Obviously we have become more intelligent which brings more worries. We have constant news whether it be good or bad which in return scares people. I know our body can handle anxiety/stress to an extreme level but i want to know if we have changed genetically over time to deal with this.

If this isn’t the right thread this can be removed and i will post elsewhere. Thanks.",3.9022326454033767,6.790457772357731,4.217073170731709,81.68031894934335,76.96747967479675,7.361851156973107,30.59974984365229,8.384062270229773,2.653473295809881,538,26,95,11,13,168,75,123,0.086,0.812,0.103,0.4922,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,7,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,4,0,14,2,1,0,1,26,22,7,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,13,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,11,2,18,18,3,13,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,4,3,65,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328911609035709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709482825612894,0.0927900640682097,0.16811170599522873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690787606455529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4830761754153223,0.0,0.0,0.16449248974351566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4707870975339694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17652338230690146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572808404823863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767238903857436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202783957100564,0.16082560686582975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25096343009277283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552809472213512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14578179942963193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999247746802614,0.0,0.0,0.15239576111572892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743640473651722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014095307912236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875895076590859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17956304861244227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545837417857279,0.15512211672225734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,brvtalbadger,2019/01/07,"Experiences with Duloxetine? Hey guys,  I'm just wondering if anybody's had any experiences with Duloxetine at all?  I was prescribed it to help with my GAD and depression and I've only taken two so far but I've noticed I'm suddenly getting tremors quite a lot and my jaw and throat are really tense and achey, which isn't something I usually suffer from even when having an attack.

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Has anyone had any similar side effects, and/or can anyone recommend an alternative or way to help deal with these effects?  I'm having a hard time eating with it which obviously isn't ideal so I think I'm probably going to have to go back to my doctor about it but I was just curious to see if it's a common thing or not?",4.186537717601549,5.869084262411349,5.9793036750483575,75.02454545454547,71.6241134751773,9.382591876208897,29.130238555770468,9.800150414767053,3.0072780141843967,575,23,105,15,11,198,89,141,0.105,0.7829999999999999,0.112,0.2574,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,4,8,4,1,0,5,0,12,4,2,2,2,27,23,14,0,3,9,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,10,1,0,4,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,5,2,7,1,14,18,2,12,0,2,1,0,5,3,0,6,6,68,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836166624293256,0.20592010035013103,0.2304857869562744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23698955085783036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19279237824016204,0.0,0.1303091221694143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17471231137801213,0.14596107362818594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17345593628954148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17340632954649546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193089115718978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315411137779732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853914592738728,0.0,0.19262320432818514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16779827787813198,0.0,0.0,0.15180851589622602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22717937390035484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407418587631354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19293850280358707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888675561561325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18271333117242555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802482673024891,0.0,0.0,0.1085644495462185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504269815135295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046343511179245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258587783760396,0.10858716062397193,0.0,0.0,0.09881716082510196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16554394814252146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18664318456661605,0.0,0.0,0.13451445886831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837789705807359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20592010035013103,0.0
anxiety,NerdyshyIdiot,2019/01/07,"An improv teacher poked fun at my speech impediment. She asked me to do a monologue in front of her and then she laughs to herself saying ""I'm sorry. I'm just laughing at the way you talk. Go on"".

The school email me asking if I'd be interested in their upcoming courses. I replied asking them to take me off their mailing list and to never contact me again.",2.160357142857144,4.352071305555562,3.6630952380952384,87.12000000000002,79.0,5.780952380952384,25.563492063492063,6.868970318607317,1.089215873015874,282,11,56,3,7,93,55,72,0.017,0.8190000000000001,0.16399999999999998,0.9022,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,3,0,2,4,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,9,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,14,4,11,8,0,12,0,0,0,0,16,6,0,1,3,38,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7623338531104902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15447930703529267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096412700120555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161590074143232,0.0,0.2750923217864953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042757782523357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043718176195421,0.21847541906530213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21575490309879936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cultmovieaddict,2019/01/07,"I am just absolutely HYSTERICAL right now after losing another job! I worked SO hard at this job. I didn't have enough hours at first, but my dad said to just keep working at it and they would give me more hours. GUESS WHAT HAPPENED INSTEAD? Our sister location closed and all those employees came to MY location, effectively pushing me out.

I don't know where to find solid ground anymore! I am just falling apart! My mind is going everywhere at once and I just want to jump in front of a train and get it over with! What the HECK am I supposed to do?",1.908455657492354,4.407341183486242,3.1084633027522948,88.95486620795107,82.11926605504587,6.569113149847095,22.844801223241593,7.793537801064563,1.1787792048929662,435,15,89,8,12,140,78,109,0.065,0.8540000000000001,0.081,0.5792,3,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,1,5,9,1,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,1,1,22,19,6,0,2,5,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,1,3,0,0,6,2,1,0,1,3,2,14,0,15,15,3,23,0,1,0,0,6,12,1,1,5,63,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200857265366078,0.0,0.0,0.1899664967114421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21908259459173893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979227376759096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17507356868170207,0.1629326475471241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007716279189192,0.1837525699282356,0.10886249000446226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21101432901361936,0.0,0.16938736029175067,0.0,0.17159150790772085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772770607040689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3801683726196168,0.17025877077305715,0.0,0.0,0.10527107431554578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21429586823554425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19341126963323574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039948933719264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635829700479445,0.18220826722232647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298137159556652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789019025895238,0.0,0.0,0.1360718875661878,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,imk0ala,2019/01/07,"Struggling right now. I just want to express this somewhere. I’m having a bad morning and I’m just very upset at the moment.  I just cried through my whole drive to work.

I’m not expecting today to be particularly anxiety-inducing, but I still woke up 40 minutes before my alarm this morning with my heart racing and a pit in my stomach. I then proceeded to lie there, willing myself to calm down so I can fall back asleep, but the feeling never went away. In 3 days events are happening at work that I know are going to make me insanely anxious, and it’s like my body and mind are already making me suffer for it. 

Just the thought of a whole new year (and my whole life) of these fitful nights/mornings...and anxiety in general...it’s unbearable.

This probably isn’t well-written since I’m about to go into work, but I hope it makes some sense. ",4.916298312465976,5.664111179640724,5.663843222645621,81.4961132280893,68.94011976047904,8.707457811649427,30.750680457267283,8.841846274778883,2.4117233532934126,665,26,130,11,11,217,110,167,0.124,0.7979999999999999,0.079,-0.7466,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,3,10,8,0,3,6,0,8,5,4,3,1,27,25,10,0,3,8,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,3,0,0,5,3,5,0,0,3,1,16,3,22,20,4,28,0,1,0,0,1,11,0,2,13,84,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16255921321781175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126910293860716,0.1664173104369078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13840171306170793,0.11327157599178055,0.12299691383958873,0.0,0.0,0.12534916211344688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16362715966157065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16181208773422354,0.09500215854915307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448388799416962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16743826958233868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026491721440658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17456194798131933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14631113705716509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095720812442495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404874708365856,0.071967766926421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949898286912789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14874015973630902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136138300900163,0.1422720102208311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15882408408600665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580113424212808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185557850785568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764120736574928,0.0,0.0,0.15399941604568307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694694081079934,0.0,0.0,0.13963176657612947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154540377417973,0.0868867015361555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244853803167414,0.1365569764926551,0.0,0.4933959217342017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217282551884791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486220634428402
anxiety,Krs1218,2019/01/07,"Anxiety panic attacks through Acid Reflux/GERD  So, i've had anxiety for 3 and half years now which was all to do with my heart and being concerned of anything happening and I used to get panic attacks and heart palpitations. It was really bad where I couldn't leave my house but I recovered and had small bouts of it. However, over summer I was just randomly anxious of various things like upcoming events or even at the gym. Then I had a really bad panic attack on October 1st where I had to go A&E but basically since then I've had a big stomach acidity issue with increased anxiety. Like I had been wary of my heart palpitations but I don't know how to perfectly describe this but now when I'm anxious, I have like this acidity going up and down my stomach, random muscles pulls on left and right chest which then leads my mind to worry about my heart. Which is all a vicious cycle, like it's stopped me from going gym in 3 months, even showering and during it on a few occasions. Like I carry a fitbit and I don't really feel or care much about heart palpitations anymore but the physical symptoms of anxiety are now so of this weird acidic feeling and my senses have much more heightened of any weird feeling in my body. I have taken gaviscon, H Pylori triple threat antibiotics and I have had an ECG, 2x blood tests done and nothing came of it.  
I personally feel like this is purely anxiety correlating with me randomly looking at heart attack symptoms to constantly make me anxious and a slight stomach issue. I don't know if anyone feels like this?   
I'm thinking something is going to happen to me anywhere I go",5.316101398601397,6.649983955128207,6.203729603729607,75.8443006993007,68.42307692307692,9.518881118881119,32.13053613053613,9.800150414767053,3.2741487179487185,1302,56,230,30,22,430,158,312,0.191,0.6920000000000001,0.116,-0.9726,2,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,14,22,6,3,9,0,26,14,12,4,4,48,50,28,0,2,9,0,5,7,0,0,2,0,1,1,14,17,0,1,8,2,0,9,4,13,0,1,14,10,28,9,34,34,9,38,0,0,1,0,1,16,0,6,20,156,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963863156692358,0.0,0.04998340680516472,0.0,0.2811414797420866,0.24910665471326265,0.07289354262143308,0.05139382035451684,0.0,0.06048531001282732,0.0,0.0,0.3344733746152022,0.0,0.0,0.12274103643904015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164337843724488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406591016280596,0.07493947746047523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942879720042292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521735252491166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709383542744528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858223374274447,0.10501869172521304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03840139739210907,0.0,0.20886242291106155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999391977748742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5225963908164818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481063569394487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15343252910296729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078878828913083,0.0,0.0,0.07782726759079844,0.07985938124767017,0.0,0.0,0.2513631691601153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06172258311190435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04906269079206835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421536360641097,0.0,0.058668039161146365,0.0,0.10806383039109548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052648299020532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25871382853311337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06417850308492401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126045127312434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276971153204529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060801037745708726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0565848943356237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614503808449576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15279199483776065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04883100000904714,0.04709666739073519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348152688821095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464414147980968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047332429579399135
anxiety,ofthenight7,2019/01/07,"Things are hardly ever okay I just made reddit two minutes ago because I realized it was getting difficult to rant on a word document without anyone to see. I don't even know what I'm doing or if I'm doing it right, but I'm filled with so much anxiety that it's hurting my body. I have a sharp pain in my heart and every breath I take hurts. I'm tired of being this way. I'm tired of feeling anxious for absolutely nothing and creating things out of thin air for myself. I really want this to stop.

​",1.9871428571428569,4.0607850952380975,4.013571428571428,84.98892857142859,79.0,6.866666666666667,24.785714285714285,7.908726449838941,1.5320285714285715,405,15,80,7,10,138,77,105,0.295,0.662,0.043,-0.9832,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,1,7,6,3,1,1,17,19,6,0,2,5,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,2,5,9,1,13,16,1,11,0,2,1,0,0,6,0,2,3,51,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006540654003414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834256881694169,0.2057059289440919,0.0,0.0,0.12950641762679022,0.19124955928775264,0.0,0.1183715325176173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319763740462276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18804307130444928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181447514778814,0.15313253368358515,0.14263416055350042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559813108098417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844705898036011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15165062434876211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006095131100909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36245697942250377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930373789500286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16018632959727028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444765854027058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16243835965182465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18013653894333184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845153487316987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457276961478005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490224423505626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153405417679907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12728504206181904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22493756119185607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38914799600209066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653717707782201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985165204947896,0.13437455435806825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16318955792731746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057059289440919,0.0
anxiety,charles098,2019/01/07,"How do I deal with my elder brother bossing around me? For the record, I am not diagnosed as having anxiety. But I feel there is a little amount of anxiety problem in me. I feel anxious and tensed when going out to a new place and my body too starts having some reactions. I get headaches and acidity while in a new place all alone.

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I am an Indian. Male. In my twenties. Coming to the point, I have an elder brother bossing around me and my mom. Few years back, he got into a relationship and married a girl. But for the marriage he had to struggle a lot. He and his wife were from two different religions. He didn't have a job before marriage and he was not ready to try for the jobs, which mom asked him to try, before he fell in love. Once he fell in love and had to go forward with the marriage, he started trying for the job mom asked him to, just because his lover also asked him to try for that field. Then he came up with the idea of converting the girl so that the family may be satisfied. He said that he would take care of the family and mom.

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Now after a few years, he got a good job and now he started behaving badly. He talks very rudely to mom and recently to me. He once said to mom that he would beat her if she was his daughter.

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Sorry for the digression. I am an unemployed youth who feels like I am a bit high on anxiety. I used to get anxious before interviews to the point that I skip the interviews altogether. Now, once he said ridiculed me that I am a no job guy who is just eating and drinking his time away. I felt very sad about that and cried a lot. He said that because he couldn't deal with a situation involving his wife. He and wife were not ready to come and stay at my mom's place, where I also live, just because there is some problem between he and wife. I was away at that time, for some educational need of mine. He said that leave the educational shit and come back because I am a no use guy with no job and there is no use of me taking care of my educational needs.

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Now, I went to some counsellors for therapy for my anxiety. Brother once got angry at me for some thing and said that I am a psycho and needs to be given shock treatment.

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The thing is I know that he is a guy who can't control his wife properly. So he just gets angry and showers abuses at people with whom he can deal easily. I do a very low paying private job, and society practically considers me as a jobless guy. Now, I do meditation for the past few months, although sometimes I miss my meditation sessions. And recently I have taken up running and working out. Now when I am at my job place my mind goes into all these abuses brother showered on me and gets all angry and tensed which is not good for my health. I think of situations like I may end up totally poor and my mom may die and I may have to ask him for money and shits like that. How do I deal with this?

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Also, is it good to take up any kind of martial arts classes to conquer my fear. My brother even threatened me that he would physically handle me.",4.287108350586614,5.0736795040257645,5.320711985277203,83.25068840579713,70.38486312399355,8.490775247296986,28.634345525649877,8.704169506293173,2.0121311709224754,2416,86,499,40,42,797,238,621,0.151,0.7879999999999999,0.061,-0.9933,14,2,1,0,2,0,81.0,0,0,0,4,30,25,4,2,37,0,46,10,3,8,4,97,95,46,1,10,11,19,4,3,1,7,2,6,2,7,25,46,2,1,7,2,3,11,11,13,0,1,22,11,66,12,77,63,16,74,0,3,0,3,93,35,2,12,32,336,91,17,0.0,0.09584242653188517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04188926113454736,0.0,0.0970325718898946,0.0,0.2629355973513265,0.2948736997822668,0.027504274971806526,0.0,0.1237625533601351,0.0913836326422963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201000384029994,0.15124404529182406,0.0,0.0759996136837616,0.06220006838273692,0.03377023928864186,0.09862061927105173,0.0,0.10324822957889633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04415592728409437,0.044925747837044484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046258789799699815,0.08247360978617535,0.0,0.0,0.1045204534128492,0.0,0.0,0.045362981696951535,0.0,0.0,0.044427398639498364,0.0,0.16678982306227327,0.0,0.041051253571288825,0.041975964174393615,0.0422568592787796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03962111738164869,0.0,0.04138576554053042,0.0,0.0,0.03582264046031625,0.0,0.0,0.02671382082931416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625669161453814,0.0455123460324196,0.06135126424371879,0.02889421869190378,0.03883394933288268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452425800356178,0.0,0.04597213257924626,0.10177110715385812,0.09704370000676148,0.0,0.0,0.16018931268612374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042991593959668506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042732810627471036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04565796019580154,0.0,0.0,0.3210867366305682,0.0,0.0,0.042117684756353836,0.022227747064188886,0.0,0.0,0.04282586372044778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059278772961997336,0.040536939828159084,0.0357140500217982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877050558320197,0.07300714776399822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04083834812861159,0.3789535302403582,0.03228315123526453,0.0,0.0,0.0899693073228939,0.0,0.07812488426335026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722922244971431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03860973330882715,0.028039764161443083,0.0,0.16902743711511842,0.0,0.07646799681179697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740161619791143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986995283973508,0.04342324865516317,0.0,0.0,0.2308371584400514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830332921913252,0.0,0.09092470141712992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04000155811430919,0.04527534039000426,0.0858824369589145,0.04310944010885768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04228233837603759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122977512697507,0.03250849943378446,0.0,0.0,0.046252866725308935,0.0,0.053740284516114366,0.02591579431989911,0.0,0.0,0.047168103494076984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983915083286556,0.0,0.039509301894560415,0.0,0.0,0.10479558013939158,0.0,0.10011513073999176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03749331287047376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02944475007397877,0.0,0.0,0.08619380544085473,0.0,0.2948736997822668,0.05209105346940636
anxiety,expired_void,2019/01/07,"I’m not ready for the morning... I’m not sure if I should tag this as “Need a hug/support” or “School/Work”, but all 3 tags apply.

It’s currently Monday at 3:30 AM, getting back to school. I can’t sleep because of it. I’m backed up harshly on homework in my English and French classes, and I can’t get myself to do any of it. I’ve been absent a lot from school due to anxiety or genuine illness.

 I’ve been delaying this as long as possible, and I need help. My mom, English, and French teacher have all spoken to me about my grades which I can’t think about without being struck by fear. When I am talked to, I get flushed and have to think of an excuse that’ll (hopefully) stop the questioning.


Info:
I’m 15 and a (Male) Freshman, I really do want good grades, but I rarely do homework as is. My English teacher is very laid back and chill, while my French teacher and my mother are a bit stricter. My mom will blast me when she sees my grades. The only way I can forget and be relaxed is video games, which is the only way I spend my free time besides sleeping. Games are the main reason I barely do homework, as it’s the only thing I look forward to everyday.

Is there anything I can do? I’m looking for anything at this point.",3.3207817303469485,4.219145059288536,4.35016469038208,88.90853205972772,72.71541501976284,6.887044356609576,27.88954765041721,6.937597516519254,1.2445355292050944,952,35,204,8,18,310,137,253,0.08,0.826,0.094,0.6638,1,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,1,11,0,28,3,2,1,3,34,45,22,0,6,8,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,1,11,9,0,2,5,4,2,1,6,1,0,0,2,3,27,6,27,38,5,23,0,0,3,0,11,7,0,6,15,130,38,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539155016309309,0.0,0.09606030602876788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20666596033453627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896655300801468,0.0,0.07654598754404278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708934642133488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413005717566147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19681460676679946,0.0,0.0,0.10532171950954722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841665733866378,0.0,0.0,0.12471882347420825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112503549870964,0.21089347000858133,0.0,0.0,0.10675467874119272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941309071059958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18621635187685698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865037363782492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870374318754352,0.14156071789536934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066655190497718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044302220781377,0.12910633568435395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38124904297097545,0.10006261544915432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513203230848192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498170520704024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249475417073318,0.11834774580014815,0.0,0.0,0.10092798893889768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342278074482297,0.16091970087940954,0.0,0.0,0.07322057170641884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360796903307863,0.07406413079074163,0.1993424117608381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104449464714905,0.0,0.0914160746123733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,immapizza,2019/01/07,"DAE have anxiety over the thought of not having enough food or possibly running out of food and having to go hungry at a later point in time? I’ve struggled with this for many years, since as early as ten years old. When dinner time comes, or any sort of meal really, I end up taking double and sometimes triple servings at once knowing probably won’t finish it, but my brain tells me I would rather have too much now than risk being hungry and not able to have more. On top of that, when I do get large servings I will spend the rest of the meal anxious and scared of wasting food, and when I don’t end up eating the whole serving I battle extreme guilt for being wasteful for hours. If I know I have food put away I will obsessively check over the course of the day to make sure it’s still there, if I try to fight against that feeling I only end up on the verge of a panic attack. This whole thing has caused me tons of stress and guilt and panic attacks and I feel so alone in the way I feel. It’s tiring constantly worrying over food. I just want to know someone knows what I feel, too.",7.8947297297297325,5.6177509954954985,7.419351351351348,81.41010810810813,63.81981981981982,10.141261261261262,32.10990990990991,7.908726449838941,2.05147963963964,859,22,182,7,10,270,133,222,0.232,0.732,0.036000000000000004,-0.9934,0,1,0,0,1,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,11,14,4,9,10,0,15,11,1,2,1,35,30,19,0,5,9,0,4,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,9,11,9,0,9,0,2,4,4,13,0,1,1,4,18,1,36,23,9,41,0,0,0,0,2,17,0,5,19,124,27,0,0.09604782800550564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947658330436278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06531581666410732,0.0,0.0734763255297458,0.1085067067189141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185365405418352,0.09024009611233016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722114097801216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866757695353892,0.0,0.0827366991708372,0.0,0.10379358045793152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061942903224991415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828090641618062,0.0,0.0,0.2552096013214671,0.09924308153250004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19425867101564198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5807070743771856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05018102590496802,0.0,0.05458619407859384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458776322381376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21114149761648532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06411267101728246,0.09737742229487042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07060620498877901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078603850804424,0.10228780216386377,0.0,0.07304870127907757,0.0,0.22538286300767685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907962428668016,0.10827949462486308,0.0,0.0,0.10355580357942414,0.0,0.0,0.09655459573363646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061530698065523415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961606315125804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945175585702242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138101298208221,0.0,0.09499375783404793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670391951523416,0.0,0.11002246246856996,0.10041004405060408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905239412158349,0.0,0.07221601336046007,0.0,0.08395003515619798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06380990908739713,0.0,0.0,0.07625124678987329,0.11201252181236533,0.11039284908604767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06521017047072396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056651497471062164,0.07623829521237183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144679398049287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754123161211102,0.0,0.06822962126829975,0.0,0.0,0.123703304367615
anxiety,dubstep666,2019/01/07,"Help through Medicaid? Has anyone here had any successful help through Medicaid? I’m a full time student with Medicaid. I have sought help a couple years ago. They told me all I could get was medication and no therapy. So they prescribed me some SSRIs. I told them they weren’t helping. So they gave me stronger ones. It gave me headaches and dizziness to where I would fall and hit the wall. I told the psych about it and she told me to not worry. 

Anyway, I still had anxiety. Fast forward to today, I can’t hold a job. Going to school is so hard. I can’t speak to anyone. I can’t raise my hand. Etc etc you all know the story. 

Is it hopeless while I’m on “free” medical insurance? ",0.8549592099613577,3.3175691459854018,2.2814083297552616,93.05967367969086,87.46715328467155,5.85126663804208,21.927436668097897,7.285733465282438,0.8452090167453838,531,19,113,9,17,171,85,137,0.062,0.752,0.18600000000000005,0.9544,2,0,0,0,0,1,19.0,0,1,5,1,8,3,0,0,6,0,13,3,1,0,2,13,25,8,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,1,3,6,1,0,1,10,3,22,3,10,12,6,14,0,1,0,0,18,5,0,1,8,75,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310031637212658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004993879373306,0.0,0.1130557056585252,0.0,0.0,0.20667048604843674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11799490785372735,0.1635221379569193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296403865832505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721196253966403,0.0,0.08399005592992377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13238701728831193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39623073215014337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466545679682731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121919146993083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977572206174265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014345903735623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14956708400732086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802190277001348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690059018463616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617506798813186,0.0,0.1400836250109002,0.5648625264142748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15008361797085915,0.0,0.10498276722042596,0.0,0.0,0.09516918726365996
anxiety,Ambassador_4Chan,2019/01/07,"Quitting my job today I haven’t been able to sleep at all this night. I’ve been stressed out at this job since I started three something months ago. At first, I thought it was just a transitional period, but now I am not so sure. I already knew that I had anxiety issues for a while now. And I even thought I had everything under control. But I guess not. I can’t work or live like this. 

Every day I come in I am afraid of what others say about me — the morose and all too quiet guy. Do they dislike me? I don’t know — maybe I’m just another fucking weirdo and they’ll be glad to be rid of me.

I’m going to do my best. I’ll give my two week notice, but I’m just so confused and tired. I’ve already signed up for an Improv class for anxiety managment and I have an appointment to see a psychiatrist so I can get on medication to help. I am also looking for a therapist.

I just don’t know whats going to happen. I though after my last crisis four years ago thigs would start to get better. Instead they stagnated. Because I had to leave school due to my crisis by the time I had come back I found it hard to further improve my relationships with my peers. I did ultimately make some good friends, but even now since they’ve all moved away I haven’t been in contact with them frequently. I guess that part is my fault. I just want to feel normal so bad.",1.271309100152518,3.3265944519572983,2.9794445856634475,91.57615213523131,81.34875444839858,6.149517031011692,21.77948652770717,7.310402129719878,0.6476333502796137,1055,33,233,15,28,349,157,281,0.162,0.7240000000000001,0.114,-0.9234,2,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,4,6,20,13,1,3,8,0,26,4,1,2,4,43,53,17,0,3,12,0,2,1,1,2,2,2,0,1,10,10,0,1,7,0,0,5,7,6,0,4,13,6,40,7,32,36,6,38,0,0,2,1,11,11,1,5,23,157,50,6,0.10968133262425267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194451767156954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24207215589994965,0.08771212207284082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501044054809245,0.1678118384930883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304922248917137,0.08433817456343001,0.09157933134892664,0.06686072234242088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510379178867608,0.09700422554719787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889615124137768,0.0,0.0,0.12301694093111334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07073538583238688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448869715380692,0.0,0.0924112532530195,0.0,0.0985745094695241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0554581773301281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932948854994546,0.0,0.1202599199883464,0.08473952550918833,0.10139862462967376,0.11460793873222293,0.10521632852450297,0.12466885787533002,0.09199549800964332,0.0,0.0,0.2416527069367853,0.1086017633725607,0.09699084021146304,0.0,0.0982529304220598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07351708527477137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144788151548898,0.2176835970446193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205559839912731,0.08940492506122433,0.0,0.11613669451486415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053584758902102465,0.0,0.0968506261623808,0.0,0.09210469545487494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321314121619447,0.0,0.11018964079415752,0.0,0.0,0.11049240355750806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754659327972743,0.11657389869770553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292850065062306,0.10746441841984013,0.0,0.12487292415568957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877419486422773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665959818798652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775670414557934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722299798914816,0.0,0.11100336422262667,0.08740182161152367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18145906352479868,0.0,0.10976054317094863,0.0,0.0,0.08443804839923688,0.0,0.0,0.15526602351633387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256395959465408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337335797310426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734848086473086,0.0,0.0,0.1077613524207856,0.17414945315982927,0.06395606708711395,0.12606255707574845,0.10396507862618824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071427246529362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06469289172712372,0.0,0.08797974915517917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984931644882283,0.0,0.0,0.07791447178510065,0.0,0.0,0.07063118216627351
anxiety,erin0125,2019/01/07,"Started getting night time stomach aches and panic attacks out of nowhere ): I’m Erin, 21, about to graduate college next semester and hopefully head to grad school. This winter break has been terrible for me though. I haven’t been able to sleep a full night since I got home and I feel like it came out of nowhere. I have panic attacks in the middle of the night that I need to call my friend or boyfriend and have them talk me down and then I’ve been giving myself stomach aches before bed every night. It’s like I anticipate it now so I just get one and then I can’t sleep. I’m actually missing work today because of a stomach ache I had last night and a panic attack that left me awake all night. I so desperately need sleep but for some reason I now associate night time with just utter stress and despair and stomach aches and panic. I started journaling again and I’m seeing a psychologist, but it’s early so neither of those have helped very much. I was much busier during the semester so maybe I didn’t have time to get all worked up about the unknown future after graduation. That’s all I seem to do now during winter break though. I’m so tired of feeling sick and tense and having no appetite. Any advice would be greatly appreciated! I just want to know this is normal with anxiety. I honestly feel like I’m going crazy and losing control or that there’s some more serious health issue going on. It doesn’t help that I spend the entire nights I’m awake googling symptoms or reading articles about possible illnesses. I can’t break out of this cycle though. I need to and don’t know how ):",3.569814814814812,5.60516055095542,4.353198867657465,84.56595777305971,74.06369426751594,7.072234017456948,25.64236848313281,7.921354282810032,1.5167670677046474,1279,44,244,19,27,410,162,314,0.199,0.7020000000000001,0.099,-0.9843,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,4,20,20,3,5,9,0,21,13,8,3,3,50,50,31,0,7,8,0,3,3,1,1,5,0,2,0,14,21,0,1,7,1,1,3,8,13,0,1,8,4,26,7,30,40,10,43,0,3,1,0,7,10,0,7,30,151,40,8,0.07597821668464326,0.0,0.0741437794946921,0.0,0.0,0.07424503400539857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05166779274962381,0.0,0.05812312780222794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593085701508227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04631561568664735,0.0,0.06465186633855133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758225410890425,0.08689883905935647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521603057072424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640149244704274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525060773720387,0.10855770636134933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058700581738439964,0.0,0.11908644699743155,0.07288522865402927,0.08636034292114672,0.0,0.0607667206248931,0.08376625212148679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797557003448817,0.08076129143418878,0.0,0.0,0.1018531941832893,0.0,0.07621234621982778,0.07546351261845853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930151845835763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351128177570992,0.06193238727548035,0.0,0.0,0.0825505547371266,0.0,0.0,0.1113573565924582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500018999495551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633033082614361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170546285773968,0.16901065486552516,0.0,0.0,0.08080369539819343,0.5704032756238965,0.0744425206480975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05148480595721722,0.0,0.0,0.3565762674325326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565402337510361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599877746911493,0.0,0.0,0.07811826090593288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768940115682568,0.060544801764785536,0.06916771492744543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06284996597876419,0.0,0.2280992617322322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075555456542513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870327905086606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897045867493059,0.0,0.06106841256741977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22394463639055665,0.0,0.13291052744834664,0.08732578323180892,0.07201846551734786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06268998584738474,0.0448139207283183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106260932852273,0.0,0.0,0.053972745211238585,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dometastic_,2019/01/07,"How do I build up the courage to call someone? I need to call a few companies to ask if they still have some jobs open but I don't know how to go about this? I mean it should be pretty simple. Dial the number, call and just ask. At least that's how it should go but my mind is running wild with anxious thoughts and irrational fears that I don't know how to fight. Normally I would just apply via email but that hasn't gotten me that far in the last few months so I need to try something new.",1.6733333333333316,3.2225970952380933,2.5580952380952406,97.50190476190477,78.04761904761905,5.80952380952381,20.238095238095237,6.42735559955562,-0.1249047619047623,385,9,92,3,9,121,69,105,0.122,0.804,0.073,-0.7359,1,0,1,0,1,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,9,3,1,1,4,0,10,0,0,4,0,26,21,11,0,7,6,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,2,0,10,1,11,15,4,12,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,2,4,60,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026217567581744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353481719882768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5494290204556119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018258902745029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20386482777694295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17798361907568444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19713924818688985,0.14619945959754982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19537177351988871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810989036365201,0.0,0.14316062139012725,0.0,0.0,0.26598109642438433,0.0,0.1732235941848778,0.0,0.0,0.1757312574020567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18247000750639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196815308297393,0.1380773714310089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323430682193228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14238900107427252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177126832819933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740968869455105,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,noidontknowhy,2019/01/07,People who take chlozepam or Paxil what are your dosage amount ? And from how long you are taking it and still working ? I am on 12.5 mg paxil  and 0.5 mg chlozepam . I think I am building tolerance .,2.407894736842106,4.913615315789475,2.399210526315791,94.78197368421051,80.05263157894737,4.852631578947369,22.657894736842106,5.985473137389443,0.2615578947368422,154,5,31,1,4,46,29,38,0.0,0.93,0.07,0.3736,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,7,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,7,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,20,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3917399452309375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068845315899192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535086447015206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.665650078122353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28363849121024903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222615669022148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Carbuyerwantsadvice,2019/01/07,"Gabapentin or kratom I am today taking 600mg whereas normally I take 5 or 6g of kratom. Do you find any difference between the two and which do you prefer for anxiety for yourselves.

I think this is allowed as im not asking for a diagnosis just which you find works for you.",6.322797619047622,5.608580446428572,7.0721428571428575,77.6061904761905,65.96428571428572,10.323809523809524,34.73809523809524,9.725611199111238,3.1433880952380964,219,9,44,4,3,73,42,56,0.035,0.965,0.0,-0.1779,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,11,8,4,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,7,0,7,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,29,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18483563947216228,0.0,0.20792886484443898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540994977737713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839767132522015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4968467855779009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935943247154885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26630963266784663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40872467623744696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17416065031555195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25763785173114023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655124371853287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19787611978867573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,saynotoraptor,2019/01/07,"Anxiety induced memory loss For the longest time I felt I have been getting better and learning to deal with my anxiety. A couple years a ago I was on medication to help deal with it, but went off it because of not being able to afford health insurance. Since this I have been getting into the habit of meditation and severely limiting my alcohol intake. 7 months ago I met a girl that I thought I would never meet. My dream girl. Before her I would drink 3 to 4 times a week. Not good. But since meeting her I wanted to make a effort to drink less. Cause I know with my anxiety/depression it is not good at all. Since being with her I drink 1 or twice every 2 weeks. And I feel much better. But an incident happened were after a night out of light drinking something happened that scared the shit out of me. We left the bar and something triggered a panic attack. I lost all memory of were I was and what was going on. Before that point I was alert and normal. It was such an extreme switch that I was crying and hyper ventalitng. Complete memory loss. I have never experienced this before and sacred the shit out of me. I thought I was doing better. Maybe I was fooling my self. My gf has been very understanding and supportive.  I'm just scared of it getting worse and putting her through that. I don't want to lose her. I really love her. This has been an disturbing wake up call. Maybe I've been fooling myself that I've been getting better. Any words of wisdom and encourage meant are greatly appreciated.",2.7513124560168905,5.140118187074833,4.177398545625149,83.16948979591841,78.01360544217688,7.048369692704668,24.423645320197053,8.104835398774808,1.6405722730471497,1193,42,223,22,29,394,154,294,0.17800000000000002,0.6579999999999999,0.16399999999999998,0.0901,1,0,7,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,0,10,2,24,3,4,15,0,29,12,3,4,4,51,52,15,0,5,8,0,2,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,15,20,6,1,9,6,0,3,6,13,0,1,23,4,38,11,31,25,4,26,0,4,0,1,20,11,2,1,12,155,53,1,0.08989302167519443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15936947976099616,0.09606830195719772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06113033730219348,0.0,0.13753583106700695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226628953349737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054797951656336816,0.0,0.2294770215350885,0.0,0.0,0.3180122903711528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917908257727215,0.0,0.0,0.09234489543287716,0.0,0.0,0.09425112294013324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946491869100436,0.09874326325909198,0.0,0.18535151631557895,0.07742472784730997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35224375444366074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573874781558496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04545261274206687,0.0,0.08631139791646311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878615745105744,0.0,0.051088275803510434,0.15079600327125434,0.0,0.0991073737471464,0.0,0.0,0.15898420438222266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955520784535286,0.0,0.0,0.06025339756531035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04940285380707347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766903107353037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056729751011076,0.09812885208616176,0.0,0.08113196171975222,0.0,0.060004289998945325,0.0,0.18061924543212268,0.0,0.0,0.0905577621122296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175175227168781,0.0,0.06608171415490738,0.0,0.13866208008982348,0.0,0.0,0.08435851132187833,0.08807607514599773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547009240232434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497796147544069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036731540275836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05758777152750276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799971933225866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377802654678276,0.10155352746163288,0.18454778990430912,0.223081309375726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13840807972249844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200953571650838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273003612428942,0.1048346876786736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358180581155816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741711572408571,0.10604246646382252,0.0,0.14421351944872174,0.0,0.0,0.08333173169255123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916086688627168,0.1277148468825344,0.0,0.0,0.0578881587003392
anxiety,deadinsideyou,2019/01/07,"Tremors after panic attack, is my anxiety getting worse? Hey guys,

I have been dealing with an anxiety disorder most of my life, stemming from my childhood and getting progressively worse through my teenage and high school years. I had my first panic attack in high school and at present day I have had more panic attacks that I can count on two hands. 

The thing is, my panic attacks never have had external symptoms, only thing that would indicate me having a panic attack to anyone would be me doing a repetitive action like scratching my chest or running my hand through my hair constantly, as for some reason that seems to comfort me. Other than that, to the unknowing onlooker I would probably look semi okay, while inside my head I would be screaming.

However, the last two panic attacks I have had have been different and they've managed to make me even more anxious, namely when I had these attacks I had a lot of involuntary muscle contractions and overall shaking, especially in my legs, the muscles would contract and it would be very hard to relax them. This still seemed normal to me as I know most people shake during panic attacks, however, the effect persisted for about half an hour each time, the anxiety and panic was mostly gone but my legs were still contracting on their own.

My health has not been the best lately and my anxiety levels are higher than normal, and this sudden new symptom is not helping. Is this normal for this shaking to persist for about half an hour after the attack? Why has this started happening, is my condition getting worse? My mind is immediately jumping to some horrible condition that I might be developing, because you know, fucking anxiety.

Any answer would help, thank you in advance.",10.108949624866023,9.20312686173634,9.304360128617363,65.2832711682744,58.51768488745982,11.894619506966775,41.31211146838157,10.93419730881044,4.763221050375132,1398,64,213,28,15,443,169,311,0.228,0.726,0.046,-0.9938,3,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,2,7,6,28,10,11,14,1,40,12,7,3,1,44,54,15,0,10,4,0,5,1,0,8,4,1,0,1,15,11,0,0,7,1,0,8,3,22,0,5,12,7,36,6,32,30,11,39,0,0,1,1,10,9,1,11,23,172,51,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03834210086126117,0.0,0.21566267010518103,0.06369628836664487,0.0,0.03942402428389112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5772901156679265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03437030911528095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0591700592742129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06092955939194986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03636211203337971,0.058127983968318614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0589078156834857,0.06461934338108452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03724017497924061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04795901003086432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052124804373748855,0.08837274284409986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055827637614546836,0.04985894621876896,0.0,0.05050773416406547,0.0,0.057864813104454675,0.05993206632342389,0.0,0.0,0.0755841354273012,0.11914262323534724,0.0,0.0,0.11105100549899473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061972803917016275,0.0459593435895797,0.06360202769029595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039824697208656334,0.027545689947841803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04734718296252022,0.0,0.0,0.04793446953344405,0.0,0.0,0.037635822748280055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05981302762607098,0.05693035226558731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043485736338686264,0.054454665597807324,0.0,0.0,0.16572892801250852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0428815073480611,0.0,0.5292226543093326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03908859501681357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060789978115563324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0579707024311272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412440091892842,0.0,0.10265720136110834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039907893875467615,0.0,0.0900544330213761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720621804949435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05190952205290846,0.0,0.0,0.07491618707789523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032877146979117734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101552133079008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04652154915924798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0508765259773314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723760562911598,0.2803680651646319,0.0,0.0,0.03630854527415566
anxiety,xx_hannah,2019/01/07,"Anxiety/stress related loss of appetite? Tldr: not eating and I'm worried about it. 

I've been a very anxious person all my life, from being selectively mute in primary school and having my first panic attack at 4/5 years old while my family was driving down the motorway. No need for medication so far, but I have had counselling a couple times which I didn't get on with, and I've helped others get medication when it became necessary so I'm not too scared.

Since Christmas, I've had a really small appetite, mostly because I was ""saving"" my stomach for really great Christmas food and leftovers every day. During and after a relationship breakdown at the new year, I just haven't eaten. Too much stress and upset, and my mind was in overdrive all the time. Usually, I'm quite a food driven person, loving comfort food and unhealthy stuff.

Over the last week I've eaten 1 crumpet, 2 single pringle crisps, a doughnut, and a couple tablespoons of mashed potato. At the minute, I thought an apple for breakfast might be nice, but it's taken me an hour to eat a few slices. I think this is anxiety and stress related because it's making me feel nauseous all the time, and tense so everything is sitting right at the top of my stomach. I know for a fact I'm hungry, my stomach has been so loud for the last week or so, but I just can't eat and I'm worried about where this will lead? I've already lost some weight noticeably but was already pretty small.

Has anyone been through something similar? Should I be worried or just wait it out? Looking for a little bit of reassurance I guess. ",6.09171052631579,6.720426065789473,6.525657894736844,76.7746052631579,66.30263157894737,9.031578947368422,32.11842105263157,8.99025400887824,2.754311842105264,1260,49,224,20,19,409,172,304,0.13,0.772,0.098,-0.5998,0,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,7,14,14,1,5,20,0,24,17,3,2,4,44,46,25,0,2,11,0,2,0,0,3,3,1,0,2,10,14,10,1,4,0,0,3,6,8,0,1,16,4,19,6,27,24,9,39,0,2,1,1,6,17,0,6,18,143,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20744553880074426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719038030704576,0.106184472556159,0.0,0.06572155665538483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692973731013376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459358900131435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261517764877186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20800124216336527,0.0,0.060617216266470576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885325670378378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791925124599952,0.0,0.08447416082573399,0.0,0.08860751475773174,0.0,0.04752529853912884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799497477016196,0.3409673536333943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821412757184278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362677172137344,0.10354304444225056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630010143429651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256341890649936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05165567465152805,0.15323243420388527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638949578142672,0.0,0.0942049128544178,0.0,0.0,0.07892980546929136,0.0,0.10260362846821873,0.0,0.08483166245419804,0.0,0.06274054721587084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18937457803986368,0.0,0.09971090864671456,0.094905363919498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06909510815167583,0.06969405182741488,0.0,0.09077828697712798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701078336249448,0.0986290402096954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027963687840654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16414078959136671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562389456285633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997231243888892,0.0,0.0,0.12042766604326377,0.0,0.0,0.1009124855688726,0.0,0.08026885575422914,0.0,0.0,0.09410262505046284,0.09512516057144284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775134869030216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235981511521979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230033654090745,0.0,0.1075986224730601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060226429419893965,0.0,0.07461933614026874,0.16442288557069434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351916854085223,0.0775534381459654,0.0,0.0,0.1507898039673242,0.11445722147147674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863610336467265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105583631577987
anxiety,poksim,2019/01/07,"Best smartwatches for anxiety tracking? This morning I woke from a nightmare with a 90+ BPM pulse. I've decided I need to buy a heart rate tracking watch so I can better monitor when I'm going to have an anxiety attack. I think I need one that can give me an alarm every time my heart rate rises. And maybe one that can even wake me up in my sleep, because I'm tired of having nightmares. (Although I'm not sure if that's a good idea) 

I think I want one that is as cheap as possible while also having good battery life so that I can wear it when I sleep.

Which watches do you use, or recommend?",3.159372759856633,4.14859153225807,4.533333333333335,87.10055555555556,73.19354838709677,7.769175627240144,26.681003584229394,8.167268648758528,1.5574347670250903,466,16,100,7,9,155,82,124,0.111,0.7490000000000001,0.14,0.6784,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,2,6,7,1,1,6,0,9,8,6,1,1,14,21,12,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,4,0,2,2,1,2,0,3,1,2,14,5,10,20,1,8,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,2,4,63,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142261250862328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514392503959917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18696043773898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018011874296494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724646567546725,0.14534534616778974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854499850193217,0.0,0.13846351040990704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764987149407253,0.09339819065622264,0.2756811350982651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3894873051316005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18551981959900687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607817904355215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16510158598749686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437120068791525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340830450672058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18526862064373684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289173034010577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548884743357626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106048306308156,0.0,0.0,0.09582795654385264,0.18888461707326806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14193696666005784,0.0,0.0,0.09693197063976512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawayaccounthe,2019/01/07,"Has anyone had the heat amplify the fuck out of their panic? So i live in sydney australia, we have muggy brutal summers, sometimes even winter is a bitch like last years. im also not skinny. everytime summer comes around my anxiety is a fucker and i came to the conclusion it was the heat possibly reacting with my weight overheating me. so ive lost quite a bit of weight, exercised more for the anxiety.

But this summer again has been evil. i thought maybe the mind wasnt reacting well to the weight loss or even the exercise. but nope. these last 2 nights have been so peaceful in my head i actually had a panic attack yesterday about the fact i wasnt having the much expected panic attack. and these attacks are about nothing, it's just the humidty doing my head in.

i am honestly moving to a colder climate, i love the cold but now its actually become a cure for my panic(along with my pills).

And i mean even my sleep. when i sleep during muggy nights i wake up so fucking tired even after 8 hrs. last night i slept 5 hrs, tried to go back to sleep. i was TOO refreshed, i couldnt get back to sleep. what?",2.863493150684932,4.9897166621004585,4.252189497716895,84.07965410958906,76.44292237442923,7.667671232876713,23.73538812785388,8.548686976883017,1.6810911415525118,875,28,169,18,20,289,130,219,0.205,0.722,0.073,-0.978,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,1,4,20,18,9,3,18,0,20,20,9,2,1,25,31,13,0,2,6,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,7,10,4,0,3,2,0,4,5,14,1,0,12,4,24,4,21,18,3,28,0,2,0,4,3,6,4,1,19,117,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.17522141871568775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179570622512585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13736036904388868,0.0,0.0,0.06277510292102723,0.0,0.0,0.07992175689501825,0.0,0.3064074684122109,0.0,0.1380680038613342,0.0,0.0,0.09915312322936798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980146951165277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268250397065826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733609056823718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23719098794022545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165997257699413,0.04690547729225288,0.0,0.051023099680600766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842769562021803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697601346085873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195439894651436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04386116214455126,0.0,0.0792759192155818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980036637132139,0.0,0.08102845721454467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019440976401914,0.09779493190446722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065053067813927,0.0,0.0,0.0954201675507014,0.06599741007816759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527526715897229,0.0,0.08614473876097271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4213421536215708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121158913652883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549031584129626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35937270819043315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879307408798069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07127397378406887,0.0,0.10318699513714154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06095359979349611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279774958284433,0.08072150978861736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057814307592876125
anxiety,Bitemyrooster,2019/01/07,Can I die from biting my arm ? This sounds stupid but it’s just anxiety. But basically I was bored and started chewing on my upper arm near my shoulder on the underside of a it but I bit down a little to hard and I bit some fatty flesh. I didn’t bite down too hard or anything but I felt it in my teeth. It doesn’t hurt or anything but there is a very small red mark on my arm. Am I being irrational or can something bad actually happen?,0.06727272727272647,2.259078913978496,2.55243401759531,91.82137829912024,87.81720430107526,5.532355816226785,20.282502443792765,6.980632752743323,0.4407505376344085,341,11,76,5,11,117,61,93,0.257,0.743,0.0,-0.9703,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,4,0,8,7,6,0,0,13,11,10,1,0,9,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,5,12,0,10,7,3,12,0,1,1,0,0,11,0,4,1,53,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.2202723994692014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17267693814513935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37150043264181626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18846868822503415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4928605700103672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23426410566151354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167288015583436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996054803550669,0.0,0.4044056805865333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24164038571578295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22623303935663466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17377205078569993,0.0,0.0,0.15976740246413546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18624453324883825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pluralizes,2019/01/07,"Does anyone else have this? So I have a history of health anxiety that triggers panic attacks. This causes an issue that I can best describe as a snowball panic. Just around fifteen minutes ago, I was gaming. After I stopped, my left hand was tingling, clearly from having it in the same position for so long. It only happens to me while gaming so I know this isn't a real medical symptom.

Despite this, I still managed to get freaked out by it. Knowing that numbness in the left arm is associated with heart problems, my hand tingling immediately made me super sensitive to my physical state. Here comes the snowball panic, as my anxiety symptoms start causing one another and manifest consecutively in the course of thirty seconds.

After becoming really tuned in to myself, I notice the heavier part of my sweater near my neck is weighing on my chest. My brain is convinced my chest is tightening but it's simply an external cause. I take a deep breath because I'm worried about my chest. I draw a breath in fine, but on the exhale that brief pause in breathing makes me feel like I'm suffocating. Not sure how to describe it, my brain is just firing so fast at this point that the pause in breathing freaks me out. My palms start sweating too. After this, I check my pulse. It spikes all the way up to 120 BPM because of how worried I'm getting. Anxiety is a bitch. I hate how many panic symptoms overlap with heart symptoms. I almost want to get my heart checked again, even though I've been checked many times and doctors say I'm fine.

Within a minute or so, I came back down from it and now I feel fine again. I've had this problem for years now and just wanted to see if anyone here has had similar experiences. ",4.731067073170732,6.413569826219515,5.320092682926831,80.28832195121954,70.25,7.687024390243902,31.71756097560976,8.238735603445708,2.4681152195121947,1365,61,245,20,25,439,180,328,0.149,0.7809999999999999,0.069,-0.9786,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,2,24,20,3,4,17,0,17,29,18,9,3,43,40,20,0,5,8,0,5,1,0,0,10,1,0,0,19,11,1,1,4,2,3,3,2,12,0,2,7,7,33,8,42,33,4,45,0,0,1,0,3,22,1,3,19,166,52,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626048364434962,0.0,0.08614670768266998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902100500147971,0.19743834913674232,0.0,0.0,0.120308477851731,0.08814799332907812,0.0,0.07658501915458421,0.0,0.09787164659172444,0.0,0.06615182855805432,0.0,0.10488628819768986,0.09501347488810433,0.0,0.0,0.09028327136793564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920760636357303,0.0,0.0983955037895784,0.0,0.2651298001986056,0.0,0.07410730453897578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805544208090582,0.07528551112838168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186710069492559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05682206279123105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415393547841228,0.0,0.0,0.08699879640211186,0.06145991317772381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484151311641213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607612408713962,0.0,0.0,0.08493690258493901,0.0,0.0914459622635011,0.0,0.30583821107401665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979306219107082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945597746918308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869438880747434,0.0,0.0,0.04202995621574186,0.0,0.0,0.07613392205953236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140375087073846,0.0574257528219063,0.17444201573296556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666626441631578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794582717790973,0.0,0.0,0.05829621516817754,0.0654297597815382,0.0,0.4037510955637306,0.0,0.0931622034322079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132624202509364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16463835420031914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792107631306092,0.0551130783042498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841458022023121,0.0,0.0,0.0685548430332545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178508038276925,0.0,0.06870374065940664,0.07192500705210045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108234129450022,0.35767281358068903,0.06468392077914466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845241262029274,0.0,0.05016483706334224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014855515811252,0.0682866807288223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17473546391450356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055400557075159014
anxiety,SubstantialChipmunk,2019/01/07,"Panic attacks Haven't had a panic attack for a while and then today I start to feel all panicky and it felt like my ""fight or flight"" sensors were on full. I felt as though something was explode. Went for a walk, took deep breaths, tried everything I could think of and nothing worked. The worst part is I now feel low, as though my body is sluggish and I'm watching the world from a far.  Hate this feeling, ",3.8692592592592585,5.163995864197531,3.660185185185188,92.86583333333336,71.83950617283949,5.893827160493827,27.08024691358025,5.46131890053228,0.6776320987654318,319,11,67,1,6,96,62,81,0.21600000000000005,0.645,0.139,-0.7978,0,0,1,0,1,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,9,4,2,6,0,7,2,2,0,1,13,18,11,0,1,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,6,0,0,3,1,8,0,0,7,6,6,1,8,10,4,14,0,1,1,0,1,6,0,1,6,43,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4021784313588335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963397290352472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112791389402612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15885985669595307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681244314791142,0.0,0.33943328520842736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17451320906343676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863556630013661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696053106223364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4147778951513055,0.0,0.1914130912428421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607794084469493,0.0,0.0,0.1251111386619734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326021890517142,0.3473302194462493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675471435852887,0.0,0.1963860803837804,0.12000795841067745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638576371911286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286828718356598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,scapegoat101_,2019/01/07,"Using OTC cold pills for my anxiety attacks I cannot afford to go to a psychiatrist for some actual meds and so I have been using OTC pseudoephridine/antihistamin OTC tablets. I know I should not use anything without a doctor's prescription, but my anxiety gets so bad sometimes I cannot function in the day without help. I only use it in very bad episodes and for the rest of my mild anxiety phase, exercise and sleeping help a lot. Again, please don't tell me to stop using these but I want to ask if there are any worrisome side effects or precautions I should take. I have no medical problems whatsoever and the only issue I sometimes have with these pills are dry mouth and a sliiiightly fogged mind (but that means it is working because I feel super calm). Appreciate any input.",6.019324324324322,7.229150932432437,6.606324324324322,74.058945945946,66.70270270270271,9.974054054054056,33.71891891891892,10.125756701596842,3.561992432432433,630,28,111,15,10,206,95,148,0.224,0.693,0.08199999999999999,-0.9681,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,4,6,1,0,7,0,12,7,2,6,0,31,25,12,0,5,8,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,4,1,0,1,7,4,0,0,1,2,15,2,13,22,3,7,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,4,3,71,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.1259229882684586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755012464864649,0.0,0.2961423597602021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618771288189376,0.0,0.12063360377422748,0.14679995300819731,0.0,0.0,0.21548356011485734,0.07866068833426079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321917478948385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207640016026884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06524575639805183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06741730446073597,0.0,0.07333556855769767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17298360919361488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13468269687031004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091619976076008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970394114849497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056078478513534,0.1433327137839482,0.1299927403570108,0.0,0.0,0.13029212746684474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962792288830176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416455530448364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234724432540476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291317170274017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552448053132928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788198649000136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702091322092148,0.0,0.11278536015451544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5572392824869364,0.0,0.10647029873861767,0.07611026646597703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24877707045164385,0.0,0.0939415844584666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,identitycriisis,2019/01/07,"i need advice, if anyone’s still awake. it’s around 3 am where i am, and i can’t sleep for the life of me. i know everyone else i could possibly talk to will be asleep soon, if they aren’t already, but school starts up again after break tomorrow and i’m so nervous. i’m so anxious and i’m so pent up full of stress and i feel like i’m going to break if too many more bad things happen to me. i feel terrified of going back to school and i’m i’m going to end up not sleeping at all and i’m going to wake up late if i do at this point. my sleep schedule is so weird that i’m barely awake during the hours anyone i talk to is anymore, and school is going to be an even more jarring shift because of that, i could go on for hours but i know nobody’s going to read this anyway. if you’re wondering why my post history is blank, it’s because i only signed up for reddit just to post this because i don’t know where else to go at this point. i apologize for the incoherency of my rant but i needed to put myself out there somewhere.",1.2795859649122825,2.6591168088888892,3.2933099415204694,92.54326315789477,78.68888888888887,6.159064327485383,20.28654970760234,6.8360192770164,0.17051111111111128,802,19,187,8,19,272,111,225,0.125,0.853,0.022,-0.9752,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,16,5,0,2,4,0,15,6,5,0,1,31,41,19,0,9,10,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,9,0,0,6,1,0,9,4,4,0,0,0,2,22,1,33,36,4,41,0,0,0,0,4,16,0,6,13,118,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024869992837045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573709752463965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848394259891892,0.10401224724081892,0.14666832087242965,0.0,0.0,0.0933649595104084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064583469510722,0.08756997238420691,0.1918006450649592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16747543722665142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17522667019168675,0.0,0.09289207603851206,0.0,0.0,0.06927189743326731,0.0,0.0,0.10021682323513216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606041747070888,0.07492591068977911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4768433348663546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274456445284357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065702931598962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729170332437202,0.0,0.11830860464984448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407946772234053,0.05123880889010768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633131593887876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15553358862027966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797655591160533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982899887634758,0.11823583826027136,0.20089107204969586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543283014018373,0.0,0.0,0.10490784678572908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184308532181725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31486562282488795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423422507708853,0.0,0.08375687615787637,0.0,0.12013907270715675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16859628226714884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696772562191818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463740412678713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373730583974218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nummoth,2019/01/07,"For anyone else who deals with racing thoughts at night. So, if you're anything like me, you have those nights where your brain wont shut off and you're trying to sleep. You start thinking about something stupid you did earlier, if someone misinterpreted something you said, about work problems, about the fight you had with a significant other/friend/family, maybe that exam that's tomorrow, or anything else. Well, I found a way to silence that. It might not work for everyone but if it can work for at least one other person, I'm happy.

Lay down with the lights off. Invision a piece of paper and a pen (feel free to get creative). Now, gather every single thought or topic you can't get out of your head and write it on that paper, creating a list. Take that list and now invision a candle/lighter/fire. Hold it above the flame and slowly watch it burn to pieces. Breathe. It does not exist any longer in this moment. Let it be nothing. 

This has worked for me over the years. I hope it may work for some of you too. If not, I'm sorry. Keep working towards finding a way that works for you (ASMR, fragrances, white noise, weighted blankets, etc.)",3.710829127613554,5.822882899543385,3.722614756068253,88.90291276135545,73.88584474885845,6.254361932227829,24.31170391732757,7.0608816371341465,0.892656621004567,901,28,175,9,19,275,142,219,0.035,0.863,0.102,0.9401,0,0,2,0,1,0,41.0,0,10,0,7,9,8,2,0,11,0,11,5,4,0,0,33,25,13,0,6,10,0,2,1,0,3,0,1,0,1,19,9,1,2,6,0,1,0,5,3,1,1,6,6,14,6,29,14,6,22,0,0,2,0,17,12,0,10,9,112,33,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895683127599809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118480635340057,0.11896547768946927,0.1910925534137771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296139582998294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970135489465432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160613368755228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19398522056902334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949014376803286,0.0,0.0,0.09782526641016803,0.11094534033390684,0.0,0.0,0.10945547082493116,0.0,0.058707254592555325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611981523402196,0.0,0.0,0.12730547738720424,0.0897040822042603,0.0,0.12132236870008672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359820106867707,0.0,0.0,0.1191594143898799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532058011812715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320135376492667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872740901817527,0.0,0.05672407992098645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166452200016773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317131884522825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21791735622884986,0.0,0.1114079246269344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867719755206881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138026924364964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109884475945248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044447084356196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619098323041042,0.0,0.09837719620257147,0.17876988546392453,0.0,0.12997242849707266,0.08218122566385865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729811358939088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743967620159865,0.0,0.18435218710756665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882912118842743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18432087415545886,0.0,0.1413872073912415,0.10439425561734776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5916916247226062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476918631719832
anxiety,Thesurveyoer,2019/01/07,"Telling friends about my anxiety? So I've been thinking about telling this friend I have about my anxiety, but I’m not sure if it's a good idea. I'm a guy btw and don't have any friends I can talk about it with (nor do I talk about it with my family), and whenever I've talked with therapists I've felt less like I could vent my thoughts and more like I was looking for advice with my problems. I've kinda been craving the whole supported venting thing.

So this friend I've been thinking about sharing with... I've had some trust issues with her in the past, where she would blab things I didn't want her to, but never specifically told her not to. Our situation is different now that we go to different school, we used to have a lot of the same friends, but now we share none, so it doesn't effect me in the same way if she tells anyone. Plus I would tell her that it is between us, which I think she would respect. I'm just really nervous about the idea of sharing that part of myself with a friend, like, is that a thing people do. In the past year I've behaved pretty strange (sometime I feel so weird) and I feel like if I could tell her what's been going on then she could understand me better, and I could get some of this shit off my chest. What do you all think?

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Tl;Dr: protocol for telling friends about your anxiety?",4.786617647058826,5.091179426470589,4.879411764705882,88.57735294117647,69.07352941176471,8.458823529411765,28.867647058823533,8.313332769828598,1.6759720588235292,1052,35,232,14,17,328,133,272,0.076,0.688,0.237,0.995,2,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,5,2,0,2,16,24,1,1,11,0,26,2,2,2,3,56,46,18,0,12,9,0,3,4,7,3,0,0,0,1,18,16,0,0,12,0,0,2,8,4,0,0,10,4,37,20,32,29,11,16,0,0,1,0,37,6,1,7,11,159,55,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090603500123475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970803659788422,0.10060463823951553,0.056303243774306164,0.0,0.1900131857441008,0.0,0.0,0.057891988179050335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322519512480255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26441936403266275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17300570558929446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805148657429646,0.0,0.08372698886789551,0.05914855928200166,0.07949590811790581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4477689274496681,0.0,0.04325682014973243,0.0,0.09410828644228086,0.06944427682773358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197978251972249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18693030561808224,0.0,0.08641616929660809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16179725797255426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952670627025644,0.0,0.0,0.07038910395388229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385638655121212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965860554695836,0.15807384334080207,0.05739942894601194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423198803240854,0.0,0.07922335836489884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05304041302281008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379266943125616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498758277437901,0.0,0.09306472601517952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081886087896179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395445878791636,0.07803303686604485,0.0,0.0,0.19964176153344806,0.4341973692438026,0.0,0.0,0.0961310428237986,0.16501538448366282,0.21220603512635985,0.0,0.0657297536090402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911389605552982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619221581260406,0.09959184511035712,0.07150804861070001,0.0,0.0,0.04883446667590244,0.06571858914899713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243733993795232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17644496517527394,0.0,0.10060463823951553,0.05331708043485588
anxiety,NervousPresence,2019/01/07,"How do you guys cope/distract yourself from panic attacks? I haven't had a panic attack in quite a long time, but today I've found that I've been very anxious and jittery and had a bad feeling that something was off all day. And now that I've been trying to sleep I am wide awake with the feeling of panic making me up and pacing. I've been really good at keeping myself calm for the past few months, I usually just distracting myself from feeling panicky by immersing myself in a book (if I can focus on it) or going on a walk or a run. It always helps. But tonight, there's nothing to distract me. I can't go out and walk because it's dark and thatd wake my parents and my mind is so unfocused that I can't get into any of the tons of books on my shelves. I feel like I'm trapped with this feeling and it's making it hard to breathe. Im not sure why I feel this way today, it's kind of a big disappointment, I thought I was doing good at keeping my anxiety at bay. So I was wondering if anyone has any advice on anything that would help? I appreciate you taking the time to read this. ",3.768136826783116,4.1886438340611365,5.204174672489085,84.94282678311501,71.35807860262008,7.678719068413392,28.8037845705968,7.554174236665415,1.6092460553129548,854,31,181,9,15,288,131,229,0.179,0.675,0.146,-0.8831,1,1,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,1,6,15,2,5,11,0,19,3,3,3,2,38,37,17,0,3,8,1,7,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,15,12,0,2,9,3,0,5,4,9,0,0,10,7,23,6,27,25,3,32,0,1,0,0,6,15,0,5,12,118,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356375248498313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670001906877078,0.0,0.0,0.15806009131431026,0.0,0.08890399994840463,0.1312896389277738,0.0,0.08126008667127126,0.0,0.09563487399996508,0.0,0.0,0.2644222128553555,0.0,0.0,0.0970344993849196,0.07084346025951806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494892845300563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525701527690058,0.08302387264487839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274235240665628,0.0,0.0,0.060717433708087076,0.0,0.13209509214181578,0.19495091225377756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507091814226747,0.0,0.0,0.10410562925252953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15579265453895447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12553192097155702,0.0,0.0,0.20659409877816864,0.0,0.12101982519736584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056776678516206165,0.0,0.0,0.1028464363551483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15514855593874394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734381366079635,0.0,0.09276154047671026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115112299663931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4090590655576658,0.129042776561123,0.0,0.1109401716400444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236087394598544,0.11624624420047155,0.0,0.07445017341576253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629872376147993,0.0,0.0,0.08946782679862397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095310687783901,0.0,0.08737906259987334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226156577370337,0.1355315628759321,0.0,0.2203160737125041,0.0,0.0,0.0789022171477218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799417779886627,0.09588937672978677,0.0,0.09224589477985302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486577627592432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602998759811507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255565587940163,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,quietcranberry,2019/01/07,"i don’t want to live like this anymore i want to die. i don’t want to be jealous of every single persons success. i don’t want to have a panic attack every day. i don’t want to keep crying. i dont want to keep failing. i wish i was intelligent, capable, worthy of something. the truth is, i’m useless. i hate myself. i wish i could leave this world that i’m only a burden to.",-0.7301219512195091,1.3138806219512205,2.573853658536585,91.21443902439024,90.34146341463415,4.255609756097561,19.175609756097558,5.6839178017228535,-0.120789268292683,289,9,63,2,10,104,45,82,0.308,0.386,0.307,-0.7269,0,0,1,0,0,1,12.0,0,0,0,2,0,10,3,1,3,0,10,0,0,0,1,12,23,0,1,9,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,1,0,12,3,9,20,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,38,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16254325454232424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18645818584389767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085960232977042,0.0,0.18003478776421233,0.10570096270948344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010074937442846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920878017103431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761830820342169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16181582019614968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913610051762497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17354482868315324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007252008109489,0.0,0.14472536346430348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465218205595405,0.0,0.19229955618644126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14310983370989108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617705975702492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5800294312852787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769503341887557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,applpc,2019/01/07,"Is a therapist the right choice? I am a senior boy in high school, and believe I have anxiety and possibly depression. I say “I believe” I have them because I have not been clinically diagnosed with them and don’t want to say I definitely have something I don’t have. I get extremely nervous when talking or even thinking about talking to most people, sweat profusely and sometimes shake when thinking about embarrassing past actions and conversations, and can’t sleep at night because I can’t stop overthinking about how I have and probably will mess something up. I go through periods of time where I feel alone and don’t like myself, but my life is very good in reality. I am considering going to a therapist, but am not comfortable at the moment talking to others about my emotions, not even my parents. ",11.620968468468465,8.863110331081087,10.932702702702704,60.61454954954958,57.17567567567568,14.731531531531534,48.31531531531533,13.023866798666859,6.2836585585585585,651,35,108,18,6,212,86,148,0.122,0.813,0.065,-0.6007,1,1,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,0,10,8,0,3,5,0,18,5,2,1,0,22,25,14,0,1,6,1,1,1,0,1,3,2,0,1,1,9,0,1,3,0,0,4,8,5,0,0,1,3,20,3,16,23,1,21,0,1,0,0,10,8,0,2,10,81,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127978122798608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173968870208208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17808031585914993,0.0,0.0,0.32913154339877315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125805979727376,0.1482533826379046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16430399968462395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929497375397396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738550930196574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631318214330474,0.0,0.16602475123240187,0.1225127905384809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543261940624017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317036477800316,0.07136021311325616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370725536952672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16218842448664172,0.0,0.1394360236975656,0.10126340912060276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646668765070842,0.0,0.0,0.15748328692041555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473911770231505,0.0,0.23231425697946026,0.0,0.14782605893005585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14617096190383955,0.0,0.0,0.2248966777902424,0.14446248982225346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211727761657735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522056882261715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391865493230782,0.0,0.18718571724008928,0.0,0.0,0.08517195319587577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205193142247963,0.08615320167800962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,queenizabel,2019/01/07,"I hate anxiety. I lost my best friend because of my fear of her anxiety. Ironically enough, I lost myself because of anxiety exactly a year later.                         Anxiety fucking sucks. I hate anxiety. Bye.",2.1827450980392165,4.918430411764707,5.361176470588237,66.71862745098042,97.8235294117647,10.501960784313727,35.07843137254902,9.2995712137729,5.7551137254901965,150,10,22,7,6,54,21,34,0.531,0.321,0.14800000000000002,-0.9336,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,0,9,4,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,2,0,8,2,3,4,2,2,0,2,0,1,3,0,2,0,3,14,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6973690827169653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22228038750268828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19133292720637152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883846429046218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051599754091623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14085949049809735,0.16855131671695478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600052579661058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3980462518690453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174076946199186
anxiety,BigPaxa,2019/01/07,"How do I deal with my parents. My parents (especially my mother) have a way of communicating issues/worries by ranting about all of the negative problems in my life, while making me feel horrible for them, all the while putting all of their own negativity on to me when they need to vent. (That's a jumble of confusing words). 

To make sense, an example of this (which just happened) was when I called my father about an interest we shared, and then adding the note that I'm a bit nervous for winter break to end soon. My mother, somehow picks up this info and interprets it as if I didn't do my work for break. She calls me, rants about how I'm irresponsible, to which my reply was that I actually did do my work. After all is said and done, she then drones on about negative things not even relating to this, such as my health, and how she doesn't like what my hobbies are, etc, to the point where these issues are magnified and I feel like a shitty excuse for a human being.

At a certain point, she just makes me feel horrible about myself and makes me want to curl up into a ball and cry.

I love my parents, but I don't know how to deal with them when they are practically my #1 source of stress and self loathing.

Sorry to waste your time with this poorly written post. ",8.658950216450215,6.170431583333336,8.515974025974026,74.81084415584418,62.53174603174603,11.703318903318904,34.81385281385282,10.018931242160765,3.0679000000000003,997,30,205,16,11,324,139,252,0.159,0.8009999999999999,0.039,-0.9799,3,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,1,1,5,2,19,10,0,3,13,0,16,3,0,9,5,44,32,23,0,4,5,6,3,2,0,0,2,1,0,2,13,13,0,0,6,1,1,1,7,4,0,0,7,4,37,6,39,24,7,27,0,0,0,1,27,10,0,3,14,156,50,2,0.0,0.0,0.12777323220742834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14294661566671965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673976276092695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382545377277467,0.0,0.2699755412337497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399150304669508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596914690754255,0.0,0.14602663302757635,0.08648103468666407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19861332622660827,0.0935396679084016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578498918948425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13917730272343531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666165120577356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195820385061202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924829440948543,0.1279360136828217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817354242386065,0.0,0.34959931250264153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970863089564524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4361619645400918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475509410261516,0.0,0.12539910421038572,0.0,0.0,0.12528668021667064,0.0,0.1316253860268532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454873973025232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365932902846862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14657050774338834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14998508340298006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698709628630462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763489884213646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722858934854572,0.10392975042887374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906438220693335,0.1329703901396602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AllBlackEverything2,2019/01/07,Having An Anxiety Attack It's 2am. I have no one I can text or anything. I feel alone. I'm crying and can't think straight. It's been a little awhile since I've had a panic attack and I forgot how much I hate them.,-1.8775510204081631,0.011933897959185202,1.3481632653061233,97.86469387755103,97.77551020408166,3.6163265306122447,13.122448979591837,5.288315135182226,-1.1850081632653064,167,3,40,1,7,59,38,49,0.469,0.531,0.0,-0.9677,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,1,4,3,1,3,0,6,0,0,1,0,7,11,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,1,6,0,0,8,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726978959477211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014226736419559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21667227600179775,0.0,0.0,0.5990802338990129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892210987562639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13313166047703118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599528118675048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638943227905613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19355473320170904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17841791486387434,0.0,0.0,0.3089241230612884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21780328527439294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16871108230223394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jirenlagen,2019/01/07,"Work anxiety? I’ve semi sort of got a handle on mine but was wondering if anyone else had dealt with work anxiety? I work in an animal icu and the stress comes and goes but it has gotten to the point that somedays I don’t sleep knowing I have to go to work. Also I want to sleep all day unsure if it’s anxiety related or more of the fact I have to work 10-13 hour shifts if I go into work. Just to be clear, on days I don’t work or even if I work but don’t have to do icu I’m fine. Never taken meds and am not interested in taking them just for work, but if you’d like to share your experiences that’s fine too! TLDR: have you experienced work anxiety and how do you cope? Only other time I’ve had any sort of anxiety is driving on giant interstates with heavy traffic which I feel is fairly normal but it didn’t hinder my function enough to become a panic attack. ",3.565306306306308,3.8606634,5.53925675675676,82.80762387387391,71.75675675675676,8.761261261261259,24.065315315315317,8.841846274778883,1.4635315315315318,679,16,148,12,12,237,107,185,0.147,0.772,0.08,-0.9148,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,4,1,10,6,8,1,2,6,0,19,2,2,1,4,35,31,18,0,7,15,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,3,0,0,4,6,3,0,0,7,2,16,5,21,22,3,17,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,10,6,95,23,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186152981247723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06961194519702088,0.0,0.3915460456047439,0.0,0.0,0.07157622968617841,0.10488539344124104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645535844692692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305448166760347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817868110080129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203435874704458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551311093070563,0.0,0.0,0.10577076588281052,0.0,0.06761134527194232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001329502684255,0.0,0.0,0.05175899441910392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635316971551038,0.0,0.08187091804833363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080924538854036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05625731680153896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050010537137797864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370482223484366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895046507269445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029630436886022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785345801160387,0.0,0.12010367709801407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676833890086634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20487854505584852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725915741343128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696600029129225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05969005616113925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06037773297033374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110108505810652,0.7452319068911486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tailopez10,2019/01/07,"Just beat my anxiety with this technique I'm not sure if this advice would work for everyone but it has helped me overcome my severe anxiety that I've been having for the last 7 years.

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When your brain thinks you've done something correctly it releases dopamine which relaxes you and makes you feel good.

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When your brain suspects a possible obstacle in your way it releases cortisol which stresses you out and causes anxiety.

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In order to convince your brain that doing an activity is fine and isn't an obstacle you have to repeatedly do that activity over and over again until new neural pathways are created that begin to release dopamine and stop releasing cortisol.

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Took me 6 months to basically get rid of 95% of all my anxiety and live a productive life.

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1st week was hard for me just push through the pain lol.",9.816923076923079,9.518142615384617,8.958589743589744,65.56557692307696,58.74358974358975,13.184615384615386,43.21794871794872,12.38480682065935,5.697771794871796,712,37,113,21,8,224,103,156,0.192,0.7090000000000001,0.099,-0.9304,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,8,0,2,6,7,0,1,6,1,12,6,4,2,3,23,19,11,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,11,8,0,1,3,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,4,2,14,5,17,14,1,21,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,1,12,75,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809544410242355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4488085442607925,0.5033241496138771,0.0,0.0,0.2535024939966989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27744473935445346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510386391126552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477842932669699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916122984307837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04188854133279072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04328270067435677,0.0,0.0,0.06948582528899908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421217456449639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05552875362035357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06752911976332891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058515342850793274,0.0,0.0,0.07315298937719669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055299179301948435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06612548893038801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001149162757193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815212156834003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339444282972673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935904203506931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637775500513992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06926150143130115,0.09489780698188778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780797239763117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05308324946143254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204300853853607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06575790853398336,0.06645265921736651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06031159972227445,0.0,0.0,0.058850177357338086,0.0,0.5033241496138771,0.05334898000602907
anxiety,DarthDoughBoi,2019/01/07,"Finally submitted a questions to Stack Exchange! I'm a grad student in a STEM field so most of the time I, of course, have no idea what the fuck I'm doing. Whenever I face a complicated problem, I typically brute force my way through it instead of asking for help out of fear of looking stupid in front of my peers. Well, for my research I'm dealing with a particularly nasty math problem that none of the folks in my lab know how to deal with. I've browsed Stack Exchange before but have always been really afraid of posting my own problems because, *duh*, my problems are small compared to what other people are dealing with. Well, I finally told my self to stop beating around the bush and post the question. Who cares if I end up looking like a fool? I just want to figure this thing out dammit! 

Anyway, just thought I'd share. Feeling good about myself right now. :)",3.910153977758772,5.9071943053892255,4.324418306244657,85.30474550898207,73.01197604790418,6.687596236099231,29.892643284858856,7.447530270364453,1.8308343883661249,687,30,130,8,14,216,111,167,0.16699999999999998,0.6890000000000001,0.14400000000000002,-0.5074,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,11,15,2,2,11,1,6,2,1,1,0,26,19,5,0,6,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,7,0,1,7,0,2,1,2,9,2,0,3,3,14,6,27,16,3,19,0,0,2,1,11,9,1,4,7,82,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645715849678043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389461223948437,0.11960756126500133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799164415825331,0.0,0.10886836499718458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13044437308209228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3957046495643688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331774828593562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396919114093118,0.06469081219082823,0.0,0.0,0.2803062166274196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827938994964016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731083801613643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575615329037632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14442981238216154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07031302590811207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06250550849862765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21487642913673025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869817792363133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450642175978633,0.0,0.0,0.4896890206044903,0.0,0.0,0.2866463942301117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196227868164133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926091222960474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13347036258159364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696440216311956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499831329236765,0.0,0.0,0.10157086032989474,0.07460342412206973,0.0,0.0,0.12225310525589493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546291476347153,0.10155360811534304,0.0,0.0,0.2300686424808409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jaspersiancat,2019/01/07,"I have a phone phobia, and I got a job.... answering phone calls I got my second job a couple of days ago at a pizza place. At the interview I noticed that the phones were ringing off the hook (I can't believe people still call in for pizza lmao) and I'm like... I'm going to be working here for 20-25 hours a week where *this* is my main responsibility. 

I was prescribed some anti-anxiety meds to use whenever I feel anxious enough to and I have only taken them a couple of times, prior to now. Hopefully they'll let me power through this.",1.0513333333333321,3.3149265272727315,3.4322727272727285,86.78174242424242,83.72727272727272,5.848484848484849,20.984848484848484,7.1686216300943375,0.7191212121212125,418,13,85,6,12,144,77,110,0.048,0.923,0.028,-0.2263,3,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,2,4,2,0,0,9,0,9,2,0,1,0,8,18,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,3,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,2,13,2,13,10,3,15,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,2,9,57,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15582100213208874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447349554049098,0.1985847283037064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19804721870790895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3589881445277304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890010391114336,0.0,0.11336547739065693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18163080401295345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888115437927104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990151621053116,0.0,0.28117940805823594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17459215825578964,0.17311082262698635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488749599465631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17975000267400465,0.0,0.08587868295784085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952552589582878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20013008331673587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336908743716907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186578245354066,0.0,0.1836557964748804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14038051174312316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250046694507296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15182005214486094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14100250032311978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797210013087704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DuskulI,2019/01/07,"I'm finally coming back to school after a 2 year break and I'm terrified to fail Tomorrow is my first day of classes and I am beyond nervous and I just need to rant to get my feelings off my chest. Even though I'm only 22, I'm considered a 'mature student' and for some reason it's making me feel nauseous. 

​

One of the reasons I dropped out of college was because mental health horrible and was missing classes and unable to focus. I could have been in a lot of danger if I didn't seek help and it's one of the few things I'm proud of. I've come a long way and won a lot of battles with my anxiety and PTSD and my girlfriend always tells me how much more confident I've become since I met her. It makes me happy that I'm taking steps towards being more mentally healthy and happy. But now that school is starting tomorrow I'm panicking I'm going to fail again.

​

I have so many fears that I know are irrational (I won't make friends because I'm old and unlikable, I'll get lost on the first day and show up late to a class, I won't wake up early enough, what if I get a panic attack in the middle of class, etc) but they're still swimming around in my head and it's making me so anxious I want to stay in my room all day just so I can save myself from humiliations that won't even be true. I'm just setting myself up for failure. I know everything is probably going to be fine, but what if it isn't? I don't know, I'm just very nervous and very scared and I don't want to fail again....",3.299164772727273,3.957268268749999,4.832727272727271,86.32136363636366,72.5625,7.6931818181818175,27.04545454545455,7.84624498591911,1.4590625000000004,1186,40,257,15,22,400,164,320,0.19,0.73,0.08,-0.9844,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,8,18,21,3,5,11,0,22,4,3,7,2,53,58,27,0,7,10,0,2,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,12,21,0,0,7,2,0,6,7,13,0,4,7,2,30,8,36,44,10,46,0,5,0,0,6,15,0,6,20,163,42,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146581779083242,0.21216269601129686,0.2379335463088292,0.0,0.0,0.07489798999441885,0.11060616022327492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715729274645212,0.0,0.11138245896830372,0.0,0.07528383946356086,0.0,0.11936544544152672,0.10812972742051598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16867507791090938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817014962972309,0.0,0.0,0.18942423614089696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116329680404744,0.10919131516741326,0.12933226930860314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799179712529337,0.0,0.0,0.11017171657212067,0.09900865274059244,0.0,0.0,0.10725147792713988,0.0,0.16655796071160742,0.0,0.0,0.0756421023774243,0.0,0.15345587639457056,0.0,0.1112847216693437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20844598259449834,0.0,0.0,0.10048002722985497,0.10406973310789988,0.0,0.0,0.0656244752071583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16142009343013522,0.0,0.11044248017631532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866439233955723,0.0,0.0,0.10687620418176594,0.16647273344768893,0.0,0.0,0.26141264728454106,0.09926153966111016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973328830877115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197233662225774,0.0725962212502901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273610784601146,0.0,0.1326875764349503,0.07446209181065687,0.0,0.11487185359880675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555946401015606,0.0,0.11444713137356086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013277999636382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802120567352712,0.19817264234872328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098903656810097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929852613633422,0.10435500323083173,0.07818803342389448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361329254167549,0.0,0.08557435130060427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06504454186999108,0.0,0.09619236363624573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16156576943774528,0.11549524993703475,0.07771339993990482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379335463088292,0.06304839542534914
anxiety,UsualLetter,2019/01/07,"everything hurts so bad i have to go to school tomorrow after it being winter break and i cant stop crying. i feel so sick and hot flashes just keep coming over me. my stomach is twisting all around and i dont know who else to go to because i dont want to be a burden on anyone. i dont want to be alive because of school. it just hurts so much. its too much. im crying and puking and i cant stand any of it. i have to be up in 5 hours. i cant do it. it hurts so much. 
thank you for listening. ",-1.7220733249051818,0.09832923893805656,1.4463527180783835,99.06904867256641,92.89380530973452,4.290518331226297,15.151074589127688,5.773587663045528,-0.8715633375474083,376,8,96,3,14,133,63,113,0.215,0.6809999999999999,0.104,-0.921,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,0,1,0,14,2,1,0,1,16,24,9,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,7,0,2,2,0,0,3,6,5,0,0,0,3,12,1,16,20,4,15,0,3,0,0,3,5,0,0,5,66,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958340007065996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853820959760387,0.0,0.0,0.12545334799749272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766669505621127,0.17181344548429836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139462218738375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095995336706321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4954900208888464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772496099861166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665452537399474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125603937218479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16018213134501705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13878298137559592,0.0,0.452590175806841,0.0,0.15222344999366486,0.0,0.0,0.1252608349372364,0.0,0.0,0.07744883041051426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107888155291172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852477478445895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781981696989842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974503382322092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16624272422686084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,llCaptain_Starll,2019/01/07,"Anxiety getting worse? Over the last year or so I've started having more and more trouble being around people or doing things. I've always had anxiety but it was never this bad. I love people and I love doing all these things. I'm not sure what happened? It's actually ruining my life.( Not being melodramatic)   I'll be around people and I'll be all agitated or slouchy/apathetic all the while on the inside I'm wondering what the heck is going on, why I can't act like I normally do. I'm kind of lost?  I've sort of been here before its the ""I just don't do things I  need to and I don't know why"". Time moves crazy fast and my head is numb/fuzzy all the time, like I can't process thoughts properly and it feels like it's going to implode from pressure haha. It's a scary feeling, like I can't help myself even though I know I can and I should. It's like I'm waiting for some miracle or person to come and save me which I know is crazy and not going to happen. I don't know how to psyche myself out of this and get myself moving again, im just not sure. I don't really have access to a therapist/someone to talk to and I'm not interested in meds. 
I've worked my butt off to get where I am as well as got help from others and was finally where I wanted to be. Then because of all this garbage I've thrown it away and I'm backed into a corner. I'm going to keep pushing but I'm just lost and upset. I always do this, I work so hard to get somewhere that when i get there I'm not prepared or I don't completly finish everything and end up right back where I started or worse in this case. ",1.2321816638370109,2.922028792397665,3.445329183172987,90.01094227504248,79.78947368421052,6.401207319373704,20.973778532352387,7.359569317364363,0.5532192793812492,1245,34,279,17,31,427,161,342,0.221,0.688,0.091,-0.991,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,4,21,21,0,2,9,1,30,5,2,1,8,63,70,32,0,4,17,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,22,20,0,2,8,0,0,9,15,7,1,0,8,3,29,14,33,56,8,43,0,3,0,3,6,17,2,9,22,181,51,3,0.0,0.0,0.09460149513675027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613271684087194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483208660143584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725980248680109,0.0,0.0,0.09108028407858552,0.14908496565733398,0.08094259532975757,0.05909499788110524,0.0,0.08249057791080294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350702613197537,0.10164193627837684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858619172236073,0.0,0.0,0.06402933573011664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712529904177513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803366631396804,0.13851089599681327,0.0,0.10619532038615867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532412027293289,0.0,0.22037769362560805,0.0,0.07753344467803434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714511389042075,0.0,0.08684107068673005,0.0,0.09949055146198814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299564780735614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471409183924718,0.0,0.0,0.08616658323027386,0.0,0.10095026820276204,0.21310734819862212,0.07902074150493127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847306462294428,0.2368050406008091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211647484288272,0.0,0.17498804101245033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768080723323972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060681983437767,0.0,0.07188133090097182,0.07476771559352789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498266480416724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20162231581446427,0.08464609318583696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06210358477882647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278801461852298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821387177135145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723221959395246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18273354389135787,0.0,0.0,0.07791837931487433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255723754106772,0.19321204975693945,0.0,0.0952451105801317,0.0769611904039079,0.11305542377004404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05717895597893303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716258059854794,0.0,0.1749503145138541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512956062257983,0.14114999123654498,0.0,0.1975845420750172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062427527167286674
anxiety,Johah5,2019/01/07,"I have the hardest time falling asleep. Any tips? This isn’t every night, but when it does happen, it’s for about a week or more straight. And I can take naps just fine, but I get a lot of anxiety at night.

Whenever I lie down and try to sleep, my breathing becomes super heavy and forced. My chest hurts. I can feel my heart, and it feels like it could stop at any time. Sometimes I’m hit with sudden chest pain and I have to sit up in bed, and that helps a little bit. I usually just end up passing out after a while and only getting a couple hours of sleep.

Pls help :( ",1.3546371275783071,3.15545237815126,2.51144385026738,96.32513368983959,79.84033613445379,5.335676088617267,20.06187929717341,6.11248444174946,-0.15485546218487434,439,11,101,3,11,140,84,119,0.16699999999999998,0.6709999999999999,0.162,-0.1557,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,6,0,6,8,7,0,0,19,14,12,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,6,9,0,1,2,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,2,10,3,15,12,3,25,0,1,0,0,2,9,0,2,14,59,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23049505936125125,0.0,0.12964646910655636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18716974069089048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850207484278568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353104921744892,0.18751877831714855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14830706499552052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15010287760432148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14278840870287235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17138139808253186,0.1210716272182088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17708541568508254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14986451590079322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20082645725603432,0.2271885132888829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16689688051547916,0.0,0.1814244747336543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279600357122396,0.16985658341462725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407998195691274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180780760073679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889194070841226,0.1803313431028575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391910129133669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16761324415116266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168711264361486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12742269129047912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19764227244618085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506112057744915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18665069319097127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359411103921528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whit123walden,2019/01/07,Help Ok so right now I’m dateing the prettiest girl I’ve ever know and I’m worried she’s gonna leave me. Even tho she tells me she loves me everyday and would never hurt me and we’re gonna stay together along time but I still worry should I even worry about it?,-0.8327586206896562,1.3059308103448295,1.4788793103448263,97.37280172413796,94.34482758620688,4.968965517241379,15.870689655172415,6.6274283507984215,-0.3064206896551722,209,5,49,3,8,70,42,58,0.172,0.662,0.166,-0.3318,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,2,10,8,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,9,2,2,4,0,9,0,1,0,1,7,1,0,0,7,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925783043604415,0.2003464085859362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484571312580921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23710491933821276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172269529218313,0.0,0.0,0.23452127402813103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199899404464292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17082335151392866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18914749514621249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360741836513509,0.176878688997989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19358817976458467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915003649581974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6747881443283791,0.0,0.15733701793908028,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,skitzzxo,2019/01/07,"Do I tell my parents about my recently developed anxiety? Physical symptoms are becoming hard to hide but I also don’t live at home so could get away with not telling them ever My parents are pretty old fashion in their thinking (don’t believe in things like therapy, a lot of medicines especially not ones for mental illnesses). They are super foreign middle eastern folk and very close minded on these type of things. I’m staying with them for about another week as I’m usually away for college but I’m on break right now. I’ve recently been having panic attacks where the physical symptoms are pretty bad my body starts shaking a lot heart rate speeds up a ton and it basically probably looks I’ve been pulled out of a freezing lake or something and I can’t really coordinate thoughts or words right when this is happening. I’m trying various things to help the actual anxiety, but I’m here to ask a different question which is how to hide these panic attacks from my parents for the one week I’ll be at home. Today I was watching tv with my mom and I could tell I was starting to get hit with a wave of pretty bad anxiety cause it started to feel like I was gasping for air. I had a drink in my hand and my hand started shaking pretty badly, but I managed to get it onto a table without my mom noticing this too much or it spilling. I told her I was cold because the shaking became too obvious and her being there just made the panic attack so much worse. I really don’t know how I got through it without her fully noticing what was going on, but I’m really glad I did because trying to explain what was going on is something she could not begin to understand. Has anyone been in a similar situation and if so have you ended up talking to your parents about it? I can really get away with not telling them because I won’t be living at home aside from short periods of times like maybe a week at maximum after this because I’m a senior and plan on not moving back home after graduation. For anyone that might not understand just how closed minded my parents are, it’s probably a 9 on a 1-10 scale of close mindedness lol. Telling them will most likely just lead to them thinking it’s something I can just get over if I don’t think about it. Any advice would be appreciated!",4.908797849462367,5.980890873333338,6.014401433691756,77.79712903225808,69.15555555555554,9.006451612903223,32.07168458781362,9.285337120503966,2.94271899641577,1823,79,335,36,31,608,216,450,0.128,0.754,0.118,0.5383,6,0,4,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,7,3,24,18,3,6,18,1,41,8,4,6,2,68,76,27,0,6,22,7,5,4,0,4,3,0,4,0,21,17,1,0,10,2,0,8,14,12,0,2,15,8,41,6,62,49,7,65,0,0,2,0,31,31,0,10,28,236,62,6,0.0,0.0,0.059012332589156814,0.0,0.0,0.05909292282751107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048359751054237926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0411233011139755,0.06341057703432487,0.13878364600631232,0.0,0.0,0.0845674068626301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0565335245394301,0.2063882322866282,0.17044741233499944,0.046499537690688535,0.1514757673541333,0.1474536386248111,0.06678700729799815,0.0,0.0681316789929978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717119640372644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621218057811784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14484685604086794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06318078007994864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05923992332929653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05356059128471216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054700741827422884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030576659032140917,0.04320148983887846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15797164790195525,0.0,0.06873570937048316,0.0,0.04836529716057009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05347553766026227,0.0,0.05417138638618595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166007719453267,0.04053337050913715,0.0,0.2426349642910457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033234045854432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817502710309725,0.0,0.10679646233550766,0.0,0.05078157998988075,0.0,0.0,0.10282293249894003,0.0,0.057220440678452736,0.0,0.0,0.060752647087207436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060941949162878574,0.06415165289209837,0.1221197569331853,0.14164907226469878,0.0,0.06427258384834562,0.08890833420028925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769644110466098,0.06345560419102322,0.0,0.0819553174424568,0.0,0.0,0.2128539720109138,0.3357371815352149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460886567154596,0.13039893582273904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774292022576753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15496065446531376,0.0,0.11941838583108505,0.0,0.0,0.1032861868832421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06797350373546962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396638082716222,0.0,0.0,0.17121068484002228,0.06445552512359161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12570794215789582,0.0,0.04860541906119599,0.26427768575649496,0.0,0.06915545193171571,0.0,0.12052551309054185,0.1162448035279078,0.0,0.048008325428765014,0.03526193882497177,0.0,0.057320757973697664,0.057783963262095464,0.0,0.0821135710436548,0.0,0.0,0.1259077881463023,0.0,0.0,0.06660179771744762,0.049896057633536814,0.0,0.0,0.14552191874090512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658645831013685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06162653504869173,0.04295785314509693,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bar1792,2019/01/07,"Losing insurance, therapy help. Hey fam,

Minor win last week when I found out my paid internship was ending I didn’t lose my s***.

 That being said the more I thought about it the more I realized this would be impactful. As of 1/16 I will be losing my insurance as well so my therapy will jump from 20 a session to at least 100 dollars (if not more). Since money is a trigger for me I’m reaching out to see if anyone has any insight on this and what I might be able to do to keep going to therapy sessions without breaking the bank. I’m open to any insight and ideas.",1.3094540229885077,3.4920143706896525,3.3368965517241382,88.356091954023,82.01724137931033,6.625287356321839,25.18390804597701,7.793537801064563,1.5230770114942525,441,18,91,8,12,149,81,116,0.068,0.843,0.08900000000000001,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,4,4,5,0,0,5,0,13,0,0,1,0,19,22,8,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,1,6,0,4,2,3,3,1,0,6,2,11,2,17,8,4,12,0,3,1,0,3,5,0,3,4,63,16,2,0.16069286613826395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21855331873439449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236018829911283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232618322890628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17619143351119868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132545899492876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770904091223578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814026862672085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14283120281489478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13098613329382613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5393226406963221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17046973688963185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15285571399356673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805140933668244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329267994238317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5512988908537637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275721861464527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889812437185072,0.0,0.144482185095704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15490218861898586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415160160105715,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThrowawayAccount5824,2019/01/07,I have no pain tolerance and need my wisdom teeth out tomorrow What the hell am I supposed to do? No one ever believes me when I tell them I can't handle pain. I hate it more than anything. I don't want a needle put in my arm or mouth. And I don't want to deal with the pain after the surgery.,1.5187692307692338,2.457500261538464,3.4584615384615383,93.42153846153849,77.15384615384616,6.430769230769231,22.23076923076923,6.742157984588678,0.3242923076923079,227,6,55,2,5,77,46,65,0.293,0.59,0.118,-0.8944,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,2,6,2,0,4,0,6,6,3,0,1,9,10,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,0,0,11,1,7,10,1,7,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,1,4,39,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18796194733531052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573398244702961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354806544026453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20660989877720048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255075620911483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16936310202121993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15477651011078694,0.0,0.7291329513438309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22961511176872096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996403854100883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694442418788312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nowthatsrad,2019/01/07,"Why the fuck can't I do any of my work I have so much school work I have to do but I just... can't do any of it.

I want to get things finished, none of what I have is all that hard, but I can't.

I'll open a book and stare at it for a full half hour, doing absolutely nothing.

I can't muster any motivation to finish anything.

I know I'll never have a future because of it, but I can't put the effort into caring.

I don't even have a job yet.

I'm such a fucking pathetic excuse for a human being.",0.4793859649122823,1.3081285175438635,3.5307017543859662,92.3099122807018,79.6140350877193,6.119298245614036,19.684210526315788,6.42735559955562,-0.09143157894736877,377,8,96,3,9,137,65,114,0.118,0.8059999999999999,0.076,-0.6458,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,4,5,3,2,0,8,0,17,2,0,1,2,12,24,5,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,8,2,0,1,0,2,12,1,11,23,4,11,0,0,1,2,2,4,2,0,6,69,18,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4425443246323145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17850877841748738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223397512709642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22116700028283373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14327530065024172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4010828102793297,0.11333308098340104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19431999988058404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21362501934066586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21526216251265246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921496231286027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15946303614991836,0.0,0.16730404600396062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081430403844064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180670805400256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195372049447016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441137056034057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12794654224243726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19573886426434373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31584440476528003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ndecisiv,2019/01/07,"Anxiety due to lack of conversation. This happens to me with my closest friends, and even my immediate family. I feel like I lack closeness and ability to relate to the people I'm around because I'm not able to keep a conversation going. The silence is getting harder and harder to deal with as I get older, and  I was hoping to find others who feel the same way and could provide any tips to deal with it. ",7.5277499999999975,6.386232275000001,8.435000000000002,70.21000000000002,63.75,11.0,36.25,10.125756701596842,3.61625,322,13,59,6,4,110,53,80,0.076,0.795,0.129,0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,20,13,6,0,4,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,7,3,14,11,3,7,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,3,42,11,0,0.23759968650864924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16157593446630286,0.0,0.18176310984017607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115140950514994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483856357511396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897040160147038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4899096876463864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569323520829504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239878386097738,0.0,0.24027508114112495,0.1697412635164412,0.0,0.0,0.2171618089876512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835689284050766,0.0,0.2482720592707075,0.0,0.13503337732978965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101086180945837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359900998388565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21118951841503905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607920520438557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16472170603457068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885955717954919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,itrytomakebeats,2019/01/07,"advice pls? (is a really long and sort of depressing post so if you don’t want to deal with that shit then don’t read(but this is also why i am in need of your help)) So, to give a little background i was crazy popular in middle school. Probably about midway through my 7th grade year i became the most popular guy in the middle school and probably one of the most popular in the whole school itself. But at the beginning of 8th grade i began to see issues with acne and my journey with anxiety began. I didn’t decline socially speaking until the beginning of 9th grade. With the beginning of high school came the introduction of partying and alcohol and things that i didn’t get into as of late. Sports in high school hurt me a lot as in middle school i could get by because i was taller and more athletic than almost anyone we came across. But once the entire high school lifestyle came along, my anxiety just exploded. My mind was overwhelmed in the everyday class setting. Sports became so bad i went home crying after every practice. Any smart ass comment by any body would resonate with me for days. I am now 17 and still remember things like this that bug me from five years ago. I won’t even mention sophomore year because nothing happened and i just shut myself off in school. But this year i decided that i was going to try to make a comeback i guess the term would be. After i made this mindset i was slapped in the face by my anxiety telling me to stop trying and that it would always win. After this i told my parents this shit was happening and they took me to a doctor. The doctor officially diagnosed me with anxiety and depression and put me on some pills. The pills just ended up making me super down and depressed all of the time and suicidal though. I had to quit the one thing that has actually kept me in this world(basketball)because the stress put me in a deep and dark place i didn’t want to see again. I am now struggling horrendously with a masturbation addiction which is a real and extremely difficult thing to shake, and am just working on trying to find a nice girlfriend. I don’t even care about sex or anything which may seem odd with the masturbation addiction but i just want someone who can always be there, who i can lay my head on when i just can’t take the world by myself. But my anxiety tells me this person is nonexistent. I’ve begged for the attention of so many girls over the years because my anxiety will not let me slow down any relationship and have embarrassed myself upon so many occasions. I just need to know that this may eventually change. My dream is to be in the the public eye spreading awareness for things like anxiety and depression. Because if i tell someone that i’m depressed they don’t worry if i am suicidal, they just think it’s normal sadness that’ll be gone in a day or two. They don’t think that i have anxiety they just think i’m weird and awkward or some other stupid shit that doesn’t matter. Maybe it’s just that high school is so fucking stupid and worthless and just puts people like us in the worst possible places. I don’t know though. I don’t know if i can actually make it or ill end up being homeless my whole life. Who really know except God i guess.",5.37352380952381,6.324766669841273,5.806031746031746,80.15285714285716,68.01587301587301,9.301587301587302,29.285714285714285,9.48565724429506,2.524095238095238,2582,90,493,52,42,830,285,630,0.165,0.775,0.06,-0.9969,1,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,2,2,5,4,30,35,6,6,34,0,51,20,8,4,1,105,96,49,2,14,26,1,0,3,1,8,10,1,1,3,37,36,1,2,12,3,0,12,14,24,0,4,21,4,68,11,78,60,11,87,0,9,3,3,30,41,5,20,35,346,105,16,0.0,0.0,0.09965181068277214,0.11132299317495448,0.0,0.04989395012815352,0.04526043817493696,0.05456619984987953,0.0511278915464201,0.0,0.0,0.04083160710044867,0.08496982220531563,0.0,0.0,0.10416495766548056,0.0,0.31247799707609125,0.0,0.0,0.03570141548749865,0.0,0.042016942285325286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04263186419154052,0.1556244838581579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05671468194590047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17519257955650105,0.05205772606078175,0.0,0.05401331217813653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040766200450196334,0.0,0.05608556128352793,0.06585724787294772,0.05263925600694102,0.21988382676531296,0.051823484346239033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452144287088776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044566904210442,0.0,0.0,0.06744755178655233,0.0,0.04301913914879178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04666670754419695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04720292593042516,0.053352104752638484,0.04898013735543282,0.02901782388869685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249378251512993,0.05055611958358213,0.09030204232359168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052400935020545686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03422355622198688,0.2157851904598016,0.051216018045936416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054659371824812085,0.0,0.0,0.053291995350967736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224205858003844,0.0,0.057596413802597626,0.0,0.0,0.05221095854636503,0.03606425491907539,0.07483407436816743,0.051174209893027664,0.0,0.04518532413800457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04340826295821836,0.0,0.04831295655919978,0.1022461940065736,0.10353097293500127,0.051295305747023394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051554710535065336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571872694205081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0500266645761135,0.04899217950206414,0.0,0.0,0.05437582669491957,0.06919736451599641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05669462057438183,0.0,0.0,0.03539765908900497,0.04458246902439535,0.1066909044106108,0.0,0.0,0.05756098879613102,0.048900100501003366,0.0,0.11009978334791506,0.0,0.0,0.15398422450604887,0.0,0.05430718998854341,0.05107249614255599,0.05811595479986121,0.06541899432091469,0.0,0.0,0.05481791300321167,0.05783952994316985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4650669808104834,0.08137431304971852,0.046481903676108036,0.0,0.0,0.15723300059355785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05204789320715484,0.08652370594651455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04077552695579284,0.04268734184922386,0.058487544215245366,0.05337761725467745,0.0,0.11169981520045837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0383897722310592,0.0,0.1338826076849219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16960558759471814,0.09814901941486384,0.1003297856368005,0.0,0.02977272629229404,0.0,0.0,0.04878875579773851,0.0567280709935616,0.10399647425941844,0.0,0.04987691020708825,0.0,0.06141730407417832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034719516876333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04733190691137856,0.04607251607288107,0.11401038324948146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03717132637345311,0.05185256690971229,0.0,0.1088118617193952,0.0,0.0,0.16440057606054048
anxiety,TheBlackHammer77,2019/01/08,"I [23M] live in a shitty country that has Mandatory military for men I am going next week I would be a Slave for a whole year to some illiterate people that has power cuz they are officers.
not being able to even start looking for a job as a fresh graduate who just finished university and wanna live my life.

I am mortified I can't even sleep, I would be tortured
No enough water (which is not clean if available), No clean food,
No freedom of course u are a prisoner there and a slave, 
No normal toilets they have those old fashioned ones that look like a hole in the ground, 
and of course no warm water so u can't shower, needless to mention having to shave everyday adding my sensitive skin to that my face would bleed.

and I can't do anything about it I am just here crying in my bed out of fear and can't sleep 😭",3.69144710578842,4.7475593772455085,4.817140718562875,85.31317614770461,71.9940119760479,7.961876247504987,26.491516966067863,8.344100000000001,1.6176750499001995,644,21,134,10,12,212,105,167,0.19,0.738,0.071,-0.9602,3,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,1,8,4,1,1,9,0,21,9,4,1,0,18,25,9,0,6,5,0,2,1,0,3,2,0,4,1,8,6,3,0,0,0,0,1,11,2,0,1,0,4,14,2,18,19,3,13,0,0,2,0,5,5,0,2,8,95,22,2,0.1770681751725066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571202098067493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194501075946038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18295875825998653,0.0,0.233903719463416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992509249520615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21411154027103912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063192448823363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757128417910696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506848865239928,0.08650656633028543,0.0,0.31270888543335185,0.0,0.2973853427708622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18831401309061085,0.0,0.17348921653572447,0.0,0.0,0.18580326377044573,0.0,0.11998597805728235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275677770215301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543921033819665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253297657519962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203340953570587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976902941110177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3773524539252431,0.0,0.0,0.11402609940293068
anxiety,wishywashytangobrush,2019/01/08,"How does anxiety feel to you? For me, it just feels like I’m running or being chased all of the time. I sweat like crazy through shirts, sweatshirts, even light jackets. It’s insane. I also compulsively bite my nails and cuticles. I can feel and see my heart beating wicked fast even when I’m just laying around the house chilling. 

It makes it so that when I am ~~actually~~ nervous, I have a full on anxiety attack where I’m hyperventilating, my head gets tight, and I start seeing things blur and zoom.

Can anyone else relate?",3.8604555555555535,6.172916490000002,4.201333333333333,84.73122222222226,74.1,6.844444444444445,24.11111111111111,7.793537801064563,1.2138777777777778,419,13,80,6,9,131,74,100,0.206,0.746,0.048,-0.9268,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,11,4,1,1,3,0,5,4,4,2,1,16,16,10,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,7,11,2,6,15,2,10,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,2,7,48,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.20409014698016545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16724891675265074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199825468015926,0.0,0.0,0.14623531844169926,0.21428830460910128,0.0,0.18617864449646715,0.0,0.23792656446693375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18301953262966306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17470935620274575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762695562329516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172418998996837,0.1494094204403454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092668444864455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21463763592386265,0.0,0.0,0.2478315132713371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24131909697304635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20435015523592232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960235223015832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333144756113939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803013328096862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389431022424867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195102213120156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,surrrah,2019/01/08,"Anyone else struggle with lack of ambition? Like it honestly worries me how I have literally no ambition. There’s not one thing I can picture my self doing as a career. 

My current job is closing so I have to find a new job and looking at job listings, everything just seems so unbearably boring. 

I was looking at the classes at my local community college and nothing interested me at all. 

Like, I have no idea what I want to do. Can anyone else relate? Or does anyone have any idea how to fix this? Could it be related to depression? ",2.503371579876436,5.072566786407768,4.673468667255076,78.23382171226831,80.16504854368931,7.628949691085613,29.751985878199463,8.575989854853784,2.8642893203883486,421,21,74,10,11,145,70,103,0.189,0.728,0.083,-0.9,4,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,1,3,0,12,0,0,2,1,17,16,8,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,2,11,4,11,13,2,8,0,1,2,0,1,6,0,2,4,57,16,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068300677585601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295336789814605,0.32192502756525593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542766936092412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13530579556968042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747499704723065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624656273895793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14118696316411167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14358209250252282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3546825347285093,0.0,0.0,0.467677995499515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349747966248686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638406686355268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15172344459249695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15073700330162484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645171810607064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301349601309546,0.16388447000925307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16422992710524725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436701643845793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265877122199773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15953771865033511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,asdfghjkatiiie,2019/01/08,"Fear of sleep (F 25) Does anyone else out there suffer from a fear of sleep? It could be 5 in the afternoon and the thought of having to go to sleep sends me into an anxiety attack. I can’t even pinpoint what my exact fear of sleeping is, but I can’t fall asleep because of it. I literally have to stay up until I pass out because I’m terrified to sleep. My mom says I’ve always hated sleeping, even as a baby, but now it’s to the point where I’m avoiding sleep. I know it’s not healthy and it’s causing a lot of other anxiety flair ups. Does anyone have advice or can anyone relate? I feel like it’s such a silly thing to have anxiety over.",2.6441605839416056,3.541769364963507,4.6537299270073005,86.09884306569346,74.32846715328465,7.231824817518247,24.64890510948905,7.554174236665415,1.10534802919708,501,15,108,6,10,173,83,137,0.239,0.73,0.031,-0.9804,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,6,9,2,4,8,0,10,8,8,1,1,17,17,7,0,1,4,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,1,3,0,0,4,3,7,0,0,1,2,9,2,22,14,1,17,0,1,0,0,3,9,0,2,4,71,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230038663326683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871092150595115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402592385938033,0.0,0.0,0.21960189151260395,0.10726573562539364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190982774768024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763427090779705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075439231246252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358524544383836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832272165963344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745380504041989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382915284820914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35341098926903725,0.052933649094868016,0.07478948243177569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05949688480156413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033582160345154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057534059539077136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05114551110600745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890024155693883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122609901199336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896446699476674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325249387616836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7333487051803512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158400744604682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955038493258778,0.0,0.0,0.08311097197398881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ShadowofStannis,2019/01/08,How to deal with an irrational problem/thought? Hello. I've been dealing with a recurring irrational problem/thought in my head that causes anxiety as I can't really work out the problem as there isn't really a solution yet I will find myself caught ruminating for hours over it everyday. I have been doing a lot better by trying to observe the thought without answering/ruminating over it and move on with my day. However sometimes I will encounter the thought and have an extreme desire to ruminate over it and as a result of not ruminating I will get a strong feeling of anxiety. My question is should I just accept the feeling of anxiety and not ruminate over the thought? And if so do you think it will eventually subside and I will stop getting anxiety from the thought? Sorry if this is not very specific or confusing haha,6.822727272727271,7.9354756883116915,7.656259740259743,67.6001038961039,64.84415584415585,11.614545454545455,40.724675324675324,11.407655852321104,5.329880000000001,672,39,108,21,10,225,88,154,0.14300000000000002,0.746,0.111,-0.292,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,3,5,6,0,1,13,1,16,1,1,3,0,37,26,14,0,5,8,0,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,1,10,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,7,2,12,4,23,13,1,15,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,6,6,88,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3871799632013031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190537215669052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998101272282386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160128727968598,0.26089344394701136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279545903954489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156459928619443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221325116090335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985613248172667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246064171699213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075711558065502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344812088745129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632159417076366,0.0,0.0,0.1417423924662304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621165269289036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251412594375397,0.14163981067131715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578462228378466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107522040138461,0.0,0.6027034159636498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590546417901741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440037955317263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219702625379108,0.0,0.0921152395502114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PriorBlueberry,2019/01/08,"Today is a new beginning Today I vowed to make a change. I feel like my anxiety has taken over my life. Every day I worry about dying, spending hours online convincing myself I have this disease or that ailment, badgering my family for reassurance that I’m okay, monitoring my “symptoms” and checking my pulse. It feels ridiculous even writing it down, but it’s true. 

I’ve started to wonder how many of my symptoms are directly caused by my anxiety. I wake up on the night with my heart racing and I lose hours of sleep worrying that this time it will kill me. 

And what makes it all worse is the loneliness. I feel crazy. But I can’t be that vulnerable to admit to anyone I know that I’ve lost control. So I bury it inside my head. I want help but I’m afraid to ask for it. 

I’ve vowed that I will do everything I know how to do to help myself before I seek professional help. I’ve made a list. Meditation, cutting out caffeine, implementing a regular exercise schedule (god, I hope this works. It worked in the past and if it doesn’t work again I’ll be crushed), journaling.

If you read this, thank you. It feels good to get these thoughts out of my head. ",1.9957241630276563,4.3866638471615715,3.641293668122273,85.95108169577877,80.83406113537117,7.135443959243085,23.952147016011644,8.212053250817874,1.5959998544395928,907,33,182,19,24,301,137,229,0.154,0.7,0.146,-0.4566,2,0,0,0,0,1,28.0,0,2,0,6,6,14,3,1,7,1,13,9,5,7,2,34,36,13,2,4,6,0,4,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,22,7,0,1,9,2,2,0,2,6,0,0,4,4,30,8,23,28,1,20,0,2,0,0,9,7,0,5,14,111,52,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18548885401906628,0.0,0.0,0.0847703160875305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133383397349357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316203764994264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454171902309392,0.12825053247197996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597533763497388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818653185893285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258227675441869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800745601568403,0.0,0.1021456985293341,0.0,0.10895818174202716,0.0,0.11428954845256258,0.0,0.2452001921038559,0.08661029313675865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06334027267630157,0.0,0.0,0.10168614833109556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488441292491188,0.0,0.0,0.14366403369811087,0.24378375246155776,0.0,0.0,0.12041368905231792,0.2387840665427556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412854167576188,0.0,0.1332551476492117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563185092820229,0.0592292868661249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13563093066167412,0.132342300755072,0.0,0.0,0.11471546835672645,0.1618505796167332,0.12291324000336602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708949806661625,0.0,0.11377081499748387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157325053660852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126778678844438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132253333323716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581074204525911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520191262042065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161688012087873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624703115327067,0.07069309113161225,0.0,0.2298331686911117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715075316342354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147416305890858,0.2647815255818431,0.246240011879938,0.12354880087414336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sosomething,2019/01/08,"You people need help. I know because I'm one of you. Nothing fixes everything, but let me tell you what helped me. The first full-blown panic attack I can remember having happened when I was 6 years old. I'm 37 now. I have struggled and dealt with abnormal levels and triggers of anxiety for my entire life. I spent hours as a child pacing around my room, terrified that some bad thing I did would make my family get hurt for some reason. I've spend the first hour of my workday in the fetal position on the bathroom floor. I've pulled over my car on the side of the highway in rush hour traffic because I thought I was having a heart attack or pulmonary embolism. I've ended up in the emergency room over this shit.

But I've lived a life. I've handled my shit. I get out of the house. I remain gainfully employed. I maintain good relationships with friends, family, and members of the opposite sex. I express my artistic side and perform in front of crowds. I own a nice house and a nice car and I pay my bills. How do I do that? Am I special? Am I some kind of self-help guru? Far from it - I'm just a regular asshole with the same fragile psyche and insecurities as the rest of you.

An anxiety disorder is physiological problem, not a psychological problem, right? We've all heard that. Mostly, we believe that. This is never more true than when we're having an anxiety issue and someone says ""just relax - what are you upset about?"" And we're like ""Motherfucker if I had a good reason I'd just be worried! This is something else!!""

Right?

But there IS a mental aspect. This is undeniable. We can have all sorts of triggers for anxiety, but in each case, what that thing - whatever it is - actually *triggers* is a thought process that spirals into an anxiety episode. If you're on this sub, you know this already. It's like a mental trap that snares you and hangs you up the air so all your worries and insecurities can gather in on you, completely robbing you of your normal ability to affect your mental state with rational thought. There is a chemical thing that happens at that point and makes it as bad as it gets, makes it a physical disorder, but it starts in the mind.

I tried everything I could to try to control it. Meditation. Medication. White-knuckling through it. Giving in to it. Of all of these, a good medication was probably the most useful at the time, but they were *all* band-aids and didn't solve the root problem.

Actually, nothing I know solves the root problem. But you know what's helped me more than ANYTHING ELSE?

**Fuck it.**

I'm not an expert on anything but my own experience, but from where I sit, you folks all need a healthy dose of *fuck it.*

I'm not being glib. It sounds trite until you think about what it means. My anxiety has taken every form this problem can - soul-wracking guilt over nothing, fearing I was losing my mind, debilitating hypochondria, you name it. And the one and only thing that has ever set me free was looking right at the thing I was experiencing anxiety over and saying ""Alright then. I've done everything I can, and I can't do any more. I can't prevent or fix whatever this is, so I'm just going to release it. Do your worst. *Fuck it.*""

Am I having a heart attack right now? Fuck it. If I die over this, then I die. Not preventable. At least I'll be vindicated posthumously by the doctors who told me I was fine.

Am I losing my mind? Alright. Bring it on. Let's One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest this bitch. Being on nurse Ratched. I'll kick her in the snizz. I'd rather go nuts and not give a shit then spend my time freaking out about it. 

Does everyone I know hate me? Are those people laughing over there laughing at me? Am I stupid, ugly, unfunny, boring, low-class, whatever? So fucking what. I am what I am. I've worried enough about my inadequacies, real or imagined, and I'm just a shitty, frail, pointless little human being in a giant swirling sea of other pointless human beings on a rock hurtling through space and everything will be obliterated and disperse into entropy anyway, so **FUCK IT.**

It doesn't mean stop trying. It doesn't mean giving up. I'm not saying you'll never be better or never be more equipped to handle the anxiety and take more control over your life. Im saying the opposite. I'm saying that if you can really - *really* - look the triggers of your worst anxiety in the eye and say ""Okay, I guess. This is real. And I don't care anymore,"" you will find release.

At least, I did. Usually. Most of the time.

It takes a little work. It's not a silver bullet that kills the anxiety in one shot. You have to remember to do it, and that's not always easy. And it's not a 100%-of-the-time thing. But if you try, if you really release your fear of the CONSEQUENCES of the thing that's causing you anxiety - if you really can just say Fuck It, you'll find relief in that moment.

And maybe the next one.

And maybe the time after that, when you're in the car on the highway or you have a deadline or you get that text from that person, you'll realize later that you didn't even have to do the mental exercise. And that's because just by demonstrating that the trigger doesn't HAVE to equal a full-blown episode, to yourself, you pry away a little bit of its hold on you.

Give it a try. I'm not selling anything. I'm just another person who has lived in your shoes, and still does, but I have a weapon of my own. And I wanted to share it, because if this helps just one person who reads this tonight, I can feel good about that.

Anyway, if you made it this far, just have a good night. I'm rooting for you.",2.04644055643195,4.414746035422347,3.5133636885128365,87.07528861322244,80.47138964577655,6.369969883837659,24.008485109230836,7.573540080772713,1.2416982742960945,4359,158,866,69,114,1431,405,1101,0.208,0.705,0.087,-0.9994,1,0,1,0,0,0,190.0,2,39,1,10,36,66,18,8,69,3,86,23,7,20,11,170,152,73,3,21,47,0,2,2,1,6,8,9,2,6,88,43,0,6,21,5,7,11,21,41,0,8,23,15,107,26,109,111,31,117,0,3,3,8,77,68,11,23,37,597,195,6,0.0,0.0,0.08009813392629735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0452886006517998,0.0,0.03414852250081422,0.0,0.0,0.027908570425869743,0.04303396145174915,0.34534990779479896,0.0,0.04070059841601665,0.0,0.0,0.10131713555282096,0.03653425268625,0.0,0.14006658900942726,0.03855837997922767,0.0,0.068533280913722,0.1000702800270272,0.0,0.0,0.046237965092803084,0.0,0.03629649693507005,0.0448049915000828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04184295985537834,0.04215932925280217,0.0,0.0,0.0430296022953178,0.0,0.09205957769943417,0.032767057226092286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518596862165563,0.0,0.0940706667143819,0.04200612348075256,0.07182866616840541,0.04199811326130056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685672170771905,0.0,0.036349210628244435,0.04240523462293549,0.0,0.02710649710720268,0.03712298050700843,0.03457792432796858,0.0392154268869725,0.14753622785620885,0.040144941886152925,0.07737761677229131,0.09236269749297872,0.0207510296807448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501953381807745,0.06981711376977191,0.0,0.0,0.031707360278104835,0.265585379722493,0.0857667111605323,0.15747702223346136,0.04664789386488033,0.17211179681665512,0.0,0.0,0.045210127121806484,0.0,0.07258297697046931,0.0,0.0,0.04051844989634395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726506661340056,0.1375410527375786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212482390719891,0.09470917452079998,0.04393411072768368,0.0,0.04433018389395586,0.04283504084446491,0.0,0.0,0.04540461939230237,0.04273678809574804,0.11277240446898243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393225013000376,0.08696318212388364,0.040100088965924686,0.1233984216493362,0.07247804795786067,0.0,0.0689264365016107,0.09182640335274617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03883298896768746,0.08218344739428361,0.0,0.0824602832876725,0.13411359656390853,0.0,0.08268685543233974,0.16543445044823632,0.0,0.12431593808509862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060861199508356084,0.09495760857135588,0.0,0.043646447887159406,0.03851320895891235,0.040210433223931724,0.11813680438551072,0.0,0.04306451939675238,0.0,0.16685837615113105,0.031212728069367705,0.0,0.048151533780718056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569038619361224,0.10750349291841943,0.0,0.0,0.03879601401118205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04424800277804797,0.196348427558066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041051051736523805,0.09342488608927367,0.10516496052682753,0.08439179883702574,0.0,0.04406154295850092,0.09298051653813116,0.14019155770891567,0.0,0.22845628455105302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042813613890955234,0.0,0.126380743640152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034773012849537835,0.031594555264347755,0.0,0.0,0.02904828482929897,0.0,0.032774553684904374,0.03431123228940866,0.0,0.0429038620195482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06171386343098389,0.0,0.035870721489401326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19085581453485986,0.02629674011260635,0.0,0.09774339814379036,0.09572288959214817,0.0,0.0,0.0392154268869725,0.0,0.13931714613814694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03544533630545395,0.04519970215754954,0.0,0.02420642330835241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02987756928528829,0.12503417108931025,0.0,0.02915359996322552,0.0,0.0,0.02642837951189206
anxiety,eldrummer89,2019/01/08,Heart palpitations Chronic for years Anyone have chronic palpitations ? I have anxiety and I been getting them 7 years . Now its daily but my anxiety is also worse. Anyone have this ??,3.33591397849462,6.164827161290322,4.695967741935488,70.59728494623658,99.96774193548387,7.227956989247312,27.747311827956988,7.793537801064563,3.3046731182795703,146,7,20,4,6,48,23,31,0.237,0.763,0.0,-0.7958,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26208301654934363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5014202348044432,0.0,0.0,0.4583084198976968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712237350642319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3883578551973567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339816242422445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.422090649436356
anxiety,figuringoutthefuture,2019/01/08,How to stop sweating waterfalls. So I just started work last week and can’t seem to shake off the feeling of being on edge constantly. This results in me sweating through all my shirts. I am getting very sick of my body acting this way and it’s been getting worse. Any tips for those that experience this?,2.96531073446328,5.5069919999999986,3.245000000000001,89.31179378531073,78.15254237288136,5.967231638418079,28.477401129943495,7.1686216300943375,1.5662519774011292,244,11,47,3,6,75,50,59,0.171,0.805,0.024,-0.8439,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,0,4,5,4,2,1,9,9,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,9,7,1,11,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,5,31,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015467076275723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32920833483319845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202785402156546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899138415758604,0.0,0.0,0.14985725346072826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096897833653825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415870329777093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698107365511683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20977735800276875,0.0,0.0,0.2477846696212372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445422878810996,0.0,0.2352504826543219,0.23773596975745626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21576618327188535,0.0,0.3020337595742754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ian_Campbell,2019/01/08,"Anyone else unable to tackle forms of organization? For some reason the idea of keeping a schedule on a calendar is so aversive that thinking about transferring things from appointment reminder cards to a calendar pains me, and I have never really done it in my life. I don't even know why, and adhd medication did NOT help me despite me pretty much having most of the symptoms, other than forgetting where things are. (On stimulants I would hyperfocus on the wrong things and never be able to be on task or initiate changes in my tasks.) I usually get things right but with bad luck and mistakes, times come where I miss things I wouldn't have if I made myself check. This appointment I missed because I wrongly got the wrong date in my head, even though I knew I was unsure and needed to check. All I had to do was find the card in my wallet and look.   


I think having to ""vacation"" with family for like 10 days and do what they were doing so as to not offend my brother did damage to my behaviors lasting weeks because it obliterated my motivation and positivity and I have regressed since returning, sleeping to 2 pm if I don't wake myself with an alarm, and I feel my limits were broken through because I could not expend what it took to check the appointment card, for an appointment I truly don't think I was worried about. It's almost like the act of keeping track worries me and I have no idea why. I know this stuff is related to anxiety and low tolerance for frustration but I have no solutions in mind that are realistic. I know the stuff I ""should"" do in a day and ideally I would just make myself do everything I don't want to do and push on and it's supposed to get better, but in my experience rather than adapting to exposure as I should, I regress after effort to push myself because I am experiencing no perceived intermittent rewards for the investment, there is perhaps some hangover effect, and all of the sudden things feel different and I'm stuck in a rut too anxious to do things. I think I have such a pessimistic view and so much hatred for the way things have gone that I can't allow myself to succeed because I don't know how to manage it or something. There is this sense that things that are actually my decisions and possessions that I should be taking responsibility for and changing so I can be happy, are just someone else's rules I have locked on me indefinitely and that attempts to change are like some imaginary abstract. ",8.083539007092199,7.308668442553191,8.241117021276597,70.8579166666667,62.446808510638284,11.407801418439714,36.1790780141844,10.686352973137794,3.804099290780142,1968,78,356,42,24,645,223,470,0.163,0.727,0.11,-0.9693,1,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,1,9,21,22,2,1,19,0,54,7,3,8,4,89,83,36,0,14,13,1,2,3,0,6,4,0,0,0,30,25,0,3,19,0,4,6,15,13,0,0,15,5,57,9,57,57,9,38,0,4,2,0,3,18,0,11,16,279,87,4,0.08034478530624453,0.0,0.07840492058427867,0.0,0.09655881858005716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045369670401191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06146354084592901,0.0907667381621484,0.0,0.05617894199543312,0.08232272725370296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708453972678992,0.24488717694675416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07105843345365022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25498238854697186,0.06920991832784819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06414877335235421,0.0,0.0,0.10363147952855607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394320012917708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222061048193081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13423551701139194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613394589011496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220871237158936,0.07859261698507347,0.07574191308395062,0.0,0.08124947508304656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343367820139518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839536684275805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06425906444522259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552851796370939,0.0,0.0,0.08245692919532893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05385341599538779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18139896601974148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428282736001658,0.0,0.0,0.1766215712266085,0.06549172350023581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05674989793938842,0.1177572111862996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674693843059913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602417851240574,0.05363076807940075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809389184959258,0.0,0.0,0.08112532943560617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812532357914356,0.059574640259502286,0.12393370305415374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549251629440019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173953112816243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051470926812987934,0.08260782069991594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861400765508423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646203666542784,0.0,0.08040280934931555,0.0,0.0680758758612979,0.06185334101980872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839511137083597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350899540203845,0.06040927951839223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4803975474770365,0.20592677697600148,0.07893834363062896,0.0,0.04684969042771925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926601274327778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884884299890591,0.0,0.04738943603523065,0.06377395083417177,0.06444774044992857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14499734381390994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16318805901435907,0.0,0.11414926055409992,0.2635332299900365,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxiety_throwaway90,2019/01/08,"Today I went to the dentist for the first time in 8 years. It was a big day. 

I have a very sensitive gag reflex. I think it would be manageable if I didn't have really bad experiences as a child. I remember being very young, needing a strep throat swab test, having to be held down by several nurses, and the doctor inserting the swab so forcefully that I bled. I remember another time a dentist giving me some kind of pill to sedate me and having a bad reaction to it. 

The dentist has been my worst nightmare for a long time. In college, I had a dentist become very impatient with me while trying to take x-rays. For two appointments after, I would drive to their office, park, and simply drive away. They called and told me not to come back. That was late 2010 and the last time I've talked to any dentist. Later that same year I definitely got strep throat and saw no one about it. It got to where I couldn't swallow without the aid of water. I got better but it really could have had a worse outcome.

This Thanksgiving I acted in a short film and when I saw the footage all I could think about was the stains on my front teeth, and how they'd be in this forever. I made an appointment last week. I was very close to canceling multiple times. The only reason I got through the door was by repeating to myself, ""I'm better than this."" I was shaking while filling out forms. I told them about my situation and damn were they so understanding. It was embarrassing how much I panicked and gagged, but I got through it. Now my teeth are clean and I'm going back for fillings in two weeks.

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I didn't have anyone to tell so I'm making a post here. I confronted my worst fear today and I feel fantastic.",3.2690581542351467,5.031987156342186,4.377803413400758,85.24005530973454,74.19174041297936,7.910703750526763,24.79150863885377,8.634040054169528,1.664476527602191,1342,43,271,26,28,438,180,339,0.12,0.815,0.065,-0.9591,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,5,3,14,12,2,3,23,0,31,13,4,5,1,42,56,24,0,7,5,0,1,0,0,2,7,0,2,1,14,16,2,1,7,1,0,10,6,9,0,4,25,3,40,3,39,21,7,51,0,0,2,0,12,13,1,2,27,187,54,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423565452805976,0.11689688809555215,0.06542117840762246,0.10087698605701302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672672093674641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903856635161684,0.147947974444137,0.1606505789834482,0.0,0.10624839449643904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701670537276858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823377808917684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287016275320586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15362015782033042,0.0,0.0,0.062042824080543686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846760534533147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410476298933534,0.0,0.10825485538478842,0.04864300801403615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183002185600448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922864572551403,0.054674247736554715,0.0,0.3847106930338365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001803745558048,0.0,0.1568361852341241,0.1085209080136078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513641875606312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102938131870092,0.06421609195182472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072010072247029,0.07133313047534902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518948258794073,0.07316653703343795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213565494743056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12325990797577276,0.09891246387058876,0.0,0.0,0.2179579558555766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868174021595788,0.0,0.0,0.10813593739822837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233250589574443,0.07732413755322558,0.08408545598569936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232856932615235,0.0,0.0,0.2804830264566442,0.0,0.1823779430286549,0.18385172723326626,0.0,0.06531536179507112,0.0,0.18795224310796527,0.1001504700267006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175094216520751,0.0,0.0,0.15433610873119494,0.0,0.0,0.089180925979921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273603142754797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803883527954224,0.13667936661139055,0.0,0.11689688809555215,0.12390285168237615
anxiety,Nerdy_McFlirty,2019/01/08,What is something that helps with your anxiety? I take a couple of pain pills and then l lay down on my back.,1.7265217391304368,3.3562731739130456,2.7471739130434787,95.84945652173916,78.13043478260869,6.339130434782609,20.195652173913047,7.1686216300943375,0.17345217391304324,85,2,20,1,2,27,23,23,0.203,0.691,0.106,-0.34,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374162759841812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391545321240065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4880340227767589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29563898896973856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4693280939489524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395561612110699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33162869970471986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Heidi751,2019/01/08,Any advice going to psychologist for the first time. So it’s my first time going to a psychologist and I’m going to see her about taking medication for my anxiety. What happens do you have to meet with them every month or.  ,4.957424242424242,5.96855140909091,6.757272727272728,72.73924242424245,69.0,9.503030303030306,26.03030303030303,9.725611199111238,2.3577212121212123,178,5,33,4,3,62,34,44,0.041,0.959,0.0,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,9,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,0,8,9,0,8,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,5,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658806601912541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18502876361934156,0.0,0.20814611777689135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292453711995459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4628748102524574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4639006224015194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406059909863432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740994324459431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21717756839328453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168184321014557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20457586459217547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31731270432412256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,eenak,2019/01/08,"It all gets to be too much-- nothing in particular, that is. I can sit, doing nothing, and just begin to think. Soon a strange sense of existential dread will creep in if i begin thinking about any anxiety or worries I have-- if i try to see it from a different point of view. Then, there's the strange dissociation.

It's like its all just too much, and I start to zone out in a way. I can snap back into it quickly, but sometimes I just get lost thinking about my own mental health. I don't know if I should talk to anyone; sometimes I think it's my own doing.. which one could argue it probably is, but that's a story for another time. 

I just need to get my thoughts down somewhere, some way to try and organize them. To be entirely truthful, most of the time it feels just like a runaway train of confusion and overwhelming thoughts. Maybe I exacerbate them by thinking about it too hard-- overstating what issues I have up in my head. Other times I think I'm going a little fucking nuts.

Or maybe I'm just dumb. I want to not give a shit as much as the next guy, believe me, but sometimes it feels like it just trails. I'm sure I overreact often, its just that my mind wont stop running. Writing this down helps, I guess. Maybe it's just this time of year, and stressful events are happening in my life,

Thanks for listening, fuckers, if any of you do. At the end of the day, it was helpful just to write i guess.",3.9565789473684214,4.9202126842105285,4.707149122807016,86.6954605263158,71.28070175438597,7.945614035087719,28.285087719298247,8.238735603445708,1.7179508771929823,1105,40,235,16,20,356,153,285,0.12,0.764,0.116,0.1619,1,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,1,2,1,21,16,5,4,12,0,18,6,2,0,4,56,50,17,0,8,20,0,3,3,0,3,2,1,0,1,22,7,0,1,11,0,0,2,3,10,0,1,4,6,28,6,37,40,9,35,0,2,2,2,12,13,4,12,20,161,50,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452622530730782,0.10371717909201343,0.07566691521136146,0.0,0.0,0.06916111864248357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605672592681714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143922484936834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897266781835471,0.0,0.0,0.06378964071051046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334131290396507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760610135346279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002510524877628,0.1413245823716533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144195309818028,0.15503130042205926,0.09488478382461944,0.0562136019905318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21792401597620087,0.09793779145390087,0.08746698383692107,0.0,0.08860514517061321,0.0,0.10151158530960946,0.10513814418426004,0.0,0.0,0.13259639148287314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032377557818001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054359093499030016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986401460985038,0.1449692743328224,0.09913516182814558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797342733144713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981092495742593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967938080931156,0.0,0.09987227125891099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181336786140357,0.07334151581931994,0.0,0.0,0.10519334728963804,0.0,0.0,0.18981622396919184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06702489343474087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350320067014144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664316911052528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881954318103833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153108366597367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934775753066583,0.0,0.07000996557879663,0.0,0.0,0.08269432104730456,0.1133026220205337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932227807418576,0.0,0.0,0.0795011997901164,0.0,0.09106428576452463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3802704113382713,0.0,0.15704913341846855,0.2307040241732225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430863354562106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05834047939705605,0.1570224579986081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044928143579293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06369566915237347
anxiety,Agent_Smith_Clone,2019/01/08,"Does anyone have anxiety and depression from realizing things about existence? Watching brutal nature videos... animals being eating alive... things being tortured just by nature... society is so cruel and predatory, even most ppl you meet are predatory and just want something from you... having to eat and kill other animals just to live... (dont say to be vegetarian because I do not think it is possible, if someone can link me a diet which actaully will sustain an athletic human for long term pls give me but otherwise...) 

What else... you suffer even if you dont want to partake in the usual shit... nothing leaves you alone... if you dont suffer physically you are suffering mentally... who knows if even the cells in your body are suffering (probably not lol but..).. its like existence is BASED on suffering rather than not. Are we in hell? I mean all life forms want to exploit each other in one way or another... space is all black with fiery balls of fire... so much horror... Can't remember the last time I was ""happy"" and wanting to live... it actually was when I was willfully ignorant of the fucked up-ness of the world due to the religion I was following... but if you don't kid yourself, if you don't lie to yourself... then life is just hell really.

Sorry for all the ...'s its a convenient way to articulate thought chains lol. ",4.073104212860308,6.41108575609756,5.271722099039174,77.1830155210643,73.5528455284553,9.350776053215077,28.66149297856615,9.800150414767053,3.1756162601626023,1040,43,184,30,22,344,151,246,0.247,0.723,0.03,-0.9967,0,1,1,0,0,0,70.0,1,10,0,0,12,17,8,0,10,2,28,8,2,0,3,42,39,19,1,11,18,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,0,2,11,8,3,1,7,2,0,1,9,15,0,1,5,4,18,2,25,29,8,18,2,6,2,1,18,7,4,8,9,130,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.12031371364042814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769174423103394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12928080745759046,0.09431687192023824,0.0,0.0,0.086207563115829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515672603663719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694791807785367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618990096153644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078923209435989,0.0,0.433486537085177,0.0,0.0,0.2523138601673049,0.10299336721298724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244296577527159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398005263471507,0.0,0.11827145296154995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124499765693648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13640263780788495,0.0,0.06775721786631587,0.10049818822985243,0.0,0.13054680575768113,0.0,0.0,0.17416740987483825,0.06023349589194332,0.0,0.21773548720231384,0.10910818602977296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13429946542928906,0.0,0.0,0.12424779530947308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063268127098724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830053091550766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354481310482817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138991479942569,0.0,0.0,0.13292797907870127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898303197346755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13966406821913505,0.0,0.0,0.09804553008553704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655589549669885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446361495122587,0.09491502706340607,0.0,0.13801358697839194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16381741953608278,0.07899955478353889,0.0,0.0978788613255772,0.0718916644039501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13578703411542625,0.0,0.290879653686806,0.19572447242347726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mannermule,2019/01/08,"What habits do you have that help? By habits, I specifically mean small (2 min or less) things you do throughout the day that add up to relief. For me, I know it's getting up to go on a walk (which leads usually to a 10-15 walk), grabbing a cup of water from the break room, doing some small breathing exercises at my desk at work, and taking a break to just look out the window and count everything I see.",10.165140562249,5.303190253012051,9.701204819277114,74.78706827309237,62.13253012048192,12.99437751004016,37.30522088353414,9.725611199111238,3.1756859437751004,313,8,70,4,3,102,63,83,0.0,0.925,0.075,0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,7,0,4,3,1,1,0,10,11,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,6,4,1,0,2,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,1,14,11,2,18,0,0,2,0,3,9,0,2,3,44,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23022014734683174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32082723275858505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865053553575753,0.0,0.2028778276379921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23927365356531544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19618480956461792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29977014063656604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38885178405433296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844638509142561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684017114318619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371591563755049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931589027435907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598829593147563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ehside,2019/01/08,"Question for anxious pet owners Hey guys,

I have been thinking a lot lately about wanting to get a cat. I’ve heard many good things about their benefits in helping soothe anxiety, but my main worry is whether I will be able to handle taking care of one. I live alone, and have a very busy work schedule(6-10 hours a day 6 days a week). When my anxiety gets really bad, which it has been for the last number of months, I find it incredibly hard to keep up with things like laundry and dishes, and worried that adding a cat to my responsibilities would be too much for me to reasonably manage.

How do you manage to take care of an animal and yourself at the same time when dealing with chronic anxiety?

Thanks a lot!",6.368579136690649,6.354143654676262,6.551717625899283,79.03678507194245,65.69064748201438,9.539928057553956,31.044064748201446,9.188382445141503,2.468085611510792,564,19,110,9,8,181,100,139,0.151,0.691,0.158,0.2989,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,1,6,7,0,0,10,0,11,2,0,2,0,19,22,9,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,1,1,6,6,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,10,6,19,15,5,13,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,3,11,72,16,3,0.14662989316298308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518643480548169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33651440077804623,0.16565004273443334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242983605636178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29899789689953016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18912830140343945,0.15116898135403278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134017065926475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15321613450400087,0.0,0.0,0.12298619757694915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14518664735031656,0.0,0.0,0.1313515832278556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828292656165284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14440090842281544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13033138627988788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952293335897235,0.16540490623643994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163595923744391,0.0,0.12947688204708913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493189832651358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14865969719549588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703858179191258,0.0,0.10778984292653547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993602104186992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16425903817004706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393486423320574,0.15075995134576722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204948626864074,0.0,0.0,0.13499710527703435,0.0,0.0,0.19482877117613476,0.09395451488325073,0.0,0.0,0.08550106986970056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209850181841512,0.0864861100370608,0.0,0.11761765571653378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674830857625073,0.2978195481828029,0.0,0.10416166908582372,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Futuron,2019/01/08,"Has anyone here actually confronted their bad boss about the stress they induce? I have always had to deal with some anxiety and depression, due to genetics and childhood trauma. I learned it isn't something that will completely go away, and I have accepted that. While in most circumstances I am pretty stable, certain kinds of stress can trigger anxiety. I found that my main trigger is my boss, who took charge over the group 5+ years ago. 

I used to think I was just not up to standards because of the way he treated me. I learned I was not special in that regard as I started talking to other employees I have/had good relationships with. Those that left our group/company have told me they quit specifically because of him. Other people in the company who only have minor contact with him cannot stand him. People I know outside the company who have met my boss at various conferences have politely said ""He seems a bit stiff"" and that is the best they can say about him, and that is my boss in a relaxed social setting. The problem is that he looks good to upper management by being ultra cheap and staying way under budget. I wont go into details as that might give away my identity.

This person is anal to the point where once he is in his mode to find a problem, he will root through my report to find some of the most inane detail to complain about. Like making sure the numbers/stats around a pie chart form a perfect circle around it, or about certain formatting on our Excel sheets where we use our formulas... stuff nobody sees on a regular basis except when there is a review and the basic data & formulas need to be checked for accuracy. Sometimes he will go deep into 'bitch mode' and start pointing out all sorts of little things so I have to scramble for an explanation, only to find nothing is wrong. When I point that out he just goes 'oh, my bad'. If he changed his approach and was not so condescending or accusatory on every turn, I might be able to deal with him a little better. But he just does not act like a normal person. An ex coworker said that he felt like he worked for a sociopath. 

So anyway, I had a minor meltdown tonight in front of my wife from a stressful day. She suggested I simply talk to him and tell him he is stressing me out, and to try and point out some of the things he does that causes such issues. I know she is trying to help but my boss just isn't the type you can talk to. Bringing up anything that does not specifically align with his ideals is shot down, usually really quick. It is like he does not understand what it is like the be (a decent) human. 

So my question is: Have any of you had a bad or toxic boss and successfully been able to have a good talk with them and help them understand they are causing major issues for the employees under them? Anything remotely like that at all? I can't just go to HR because my boss does his job well and he does not actually say anything mean or derogatory, just comes off as a brutish thug with a superior & condescending attitude when the mood fits. 

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anxiety,Ratchet450,2019/01/08,Feeling your heart shake your body. Scares me! Does anyone know if this is normal? I always have had anxiety but like now when I try to sleep my body shakes with my heart somewhat. It freaks me out. I did a stress test and they said its normal but I'm not sure. I am prone to panic attacks so it isnt helping:/ ,-0.2831965811965809,1.9936332615384629,1.0235897435897456,100.5875213675214,93.30769230769228,3.5042735042735047,14.914529914529915,5.033348758259628,-1.138982905982906,242,5,55,1,9,76,51,65,0.279,0.659,0.062,-0.9302,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,1,0,3,9,1,5,1,0,6,5,5,0,1,13,10,6,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,7,0,0,3,2,11,2,4,7,1,5,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,3,35,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16190972390728334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14885645550558116,0.0,0.0,0.1360578655963929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213677302789168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4322785787717313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17028203061607794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838766776281824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4611666604557699,0.13042575340779372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693844145964483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950640592572572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38130259611225104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283027483828151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18509422692327032,0.0,0.1948128279815264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19472482463110224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22289565613126566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18339339822225575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13210996561412106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cozyhappiness,2019/01/08,"Whenever I hear people mumbling around my house I get this overwhelming feeling that I am about to get yelled at? Does anyone with anxiety have this problem? Whenever I get texts and calls from my parents I always get this overwhelming feeling that messes up my whole day even if nothing happened. I get too anxious to focus on any of my classes. I have really great parents too, I do not understand why this is such a frequent feeling, when this rarely (if ever) happens. I get similar feelings regarding my school calling or emailing me too. ",6.336883116883116,7.94287504040404,6.493391053391052,73.69818181818184,66.27272727272728,9.293506493506491,38.38528138528139,9.606745405546679,4.146958441558442,435,24,68,9,7,139,67,99,0.066,0.84,0.095,0.4316,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,2,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,14,19,5,0,3,4,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,7,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,6,15,1,10,19,1,8,0,2,0,0,6,4,0,3,4,51,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602245198438708,0.0,0.0,0.10299439679603108,0.0,0.11586243904202152,0.17110071308317076,0.0,0.10590065513321714,0.0,0.0,0.13482680267729374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093043863028647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767575878690288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253903786166166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003440793304973,0.1369994566631766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30632020949145305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4747730112845702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16697935309380152,0.0,0.0,0.2678618007536562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17070046621393498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17475840130775594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14532487955525236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363450652794755,0.0,0.0,0.10499962638793807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14492170361722845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970257658154616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153280252885533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576696950484339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666431902293255,0.16909377560025665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,briiJK,2019/01/08,"New to the group / My life with anxiety recently / need advice Hello everyone, I’m new here. I actually made a Reddit account so I could finally speak out about my feels. I’m hoping it helps me. I’m also hoping this is the right place to do it. 

TRIGGER WARNING

I do talk about what it’s like having a panic attack for me and some of the suicidal thoughts that went through my mind. I know when I read about other people’s attacks it’s freaks me out. So just a warning!

I’ve relapsed into my agoraphobia along with sever anxiety. 

It started off with a short panic attack while I was working at my second job. I blacked out and panicked and had to have my boyfriend come get me. It had been about 7 months since my last attack. Usually they only last an hour tops and then I’m fine the rest of the day. I’ll usually take it easy for awhile and then go back to my normal routines. Well, it happened again the next week while I was at work again. I decided to take a medical leave from my second job, assuming I was just over doing it with my 15 hour work days. 

For my New Years resolution I decided I was going to finally take control of my mental health and seek help for my anxiety attacks. I met with a super nice doctor who made sure I’d been through all the steps to help anxiety, like therapy, eating right, exercising, you know. She started me on my first antidepressant. I’ve always been on the fence about taking medication, for anything really, not just anxiety. But I figure, what have I got to lose, right? 

The first two days were fine. The third day I actually set up an appointment with a therapist just because it’s always nice to talk to someone without them having a biased opinion. I showed up for the appointment, the building made me super uncomfortable to begin with. No idea why? But I waiting alone on a couch looking out some windows when BAM anxiety. You know the pins and needles feeling you get that flows through your body right before you freak out? (Maybe you don’t, idk that’s what’s it’s like for me). I talked myself out of it, and felt pretty okay. Then the therapist called me into his office.  As soon as I sat down it hit me again. Real bad. The therapist was super nice and tried to talk me through some exercise to get rid of it, and it mildly helped. But I just couldn’t shake the feeling. I was so focused on my anxiety that I couldn’t tell you a word that man said to me during the half hour I made it through. Finally I said I was sorry but I needed to leave and I didn’t feel good. I went home, and had a pretty anxious night (it was actually New Year’s Eve). I didn’t enjoy myself at all. I couldn’t wait to go to bed and be alone. 

The next day was the worst day of my life. I have NEVER felt so helpless, alone, afraid, sad and panicked all at once. I wouldn’t wish that feeling on my worst enemy. I sat in the shower fighting back my anxiety, overwhelmed with thoughts as to why this was happening to me. I’ve never thought about killing myself but I convinced myself that God lets good people die and I might be one of them now. I spent the whole day wrapped in blankets crying and trying to watch to get my mind of things. 

Way to bring in the new year right?

I took the next day off to calm down, and the tried to go to work the next day. I was at work for maybe 20 minutes before I had my next attack. I don’t have a stressful job at all. I have a quite office to myself, I don’t have to talk to anyone and I usually just put my headphones in and go about my day. But yeah, 20 minutes. I panicked, I grabbed my stuff and I sped walked to my car and went home. I called my mom in tears, who made me group call the doctors office and schedule another appointment to try something different because this medication was clearly not working. 

The next day I went to the doctor completely panicked. I’m surprised I even made it through the whole appointment. I cried the whole time, I was shaking non stop and super dizzy and sick to my stomach. She prescribed me a different category of medication because the kind I was taking clearly didn’t work and insisted it didn’t have the same side effects. I forced myself to go to the store to pick it up. If it wasn’t for my boyfriend being there I probably wouldn’t have gotten it. I took the new medication for two days and felt awful. So sick to my stomach, anxiety every hour of the day, shaking, bad thoughts, you name it. So I decided that maybe medication wasn’t for me. I’d much rather feel the way I did before and just take on less of a workload and not have panic attacks everyday. 

Well here I am. 4 days off medication. I’ve barley left my house. I still have constant anxiety. I’m barely eating. I haven’t been to work in over a week now. I just want to know when this will stop again. I went through this when I was 16 and I can’t remember for the life of me how I got over it. I feel helpless most of the time, I can’t focus at all so I’m sorry for how messy this post is. But man... has anyone else had such negative effects from medication? What do you do to feel better? And I guess has anyone else been through this? I’ll take all the advice I can get. Lastly, I’m sorry for how long this post is.

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anxiety,artistatlarge83,2019/01/08,"Listening to my anxiety is helping? Anxiety sucks.  No way around that.  I hate the feeling.  I’ve had attacks where I thought I was losing my mind.

In recent years I started to feel like sometimes anxiety was a positive.  Not always, but often.  After a number of times of my “over reactive fears” actually being CORRECT, I learned it was my body warning something was wrong when I refused to listen.  Anxiety from ignoring being unhappy in a relationship, or anxiety patterned around a certain friend that turned out to be less than honorable, or any situation that was NOT ok that I was afraid to speak up about or made me uncomfortable.   It’s taken me years of ignoring my anxiety to realize that, had I paid attention to my gut feeling, it was often right if I listened properly.   Which helps me recognize when it isn’t, too.

Maybe it was just unconsciously reading people’s body language or intuition.  But beginning to recognize that the anxiety isn’t always an overreaction or inability to cope, but can be a warning that I need to speak up or remove myself from something that isn’t ok even if it’s hard has been huge for me.  Go self care.  And a hugs to everyone on here dealing with anxiety.  <3",5.6716071428571455,7.180182946428572,6.937857142857144,70.25714285714287,67.75,10.957142857142856,36.32142857142857,10.9516,4.6020946428571445,956,50,161,30,16,324,127,224,0.254,0.613,0.133,-0.9767,0,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,2,12,17,3,2,9,2,21,4,3,1,2,36,39,14,0,3,14,0,4,1,1,0,0,5,0,1,15,5,0,3,7,1,1,2,6,9,0,0,15,9,21,8,30,20,1,24,0,1,0,1,12,12,1,10,10,121,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.10634634938333024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813560704491672,0.0,0.0,0.07410845760850851,0.0,0.6669400992109062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940262131053328,0.0,0.12397767323297107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24209893789419706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110985512115104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235104856073627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197863097717894,0.0,0.0,0.10413270033920763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226300191539208,0.16530694119712716,0.07785356942711227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.084195769585873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619344418624759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762246178798313,0.10759274949182936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609068283603885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053240916641039984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191798104249756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311717414432414,0.0,0.0,0.10948257677049462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100362396097708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080545787445911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07555129796516848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090070211758636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760216403239928,0.11700108384909437,0.0,0.0930662154403254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368733122796733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249531004625284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16779245398375695,0.10778156402331307,0.0,0.07713485685660645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651598615666603,0.06354567429695371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853625929001985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650129107236251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191498218130012,0.0,0.14035591309995166
anxiety,stressedmama85,2019/01/08,"How to make work less important... Anyone have any tips? I want to retrain my brain that work isn’t everything. It seems to be the major source of my anxiety and perfectionism. I want to care less. Still do well but without obsessing and dreading and making myself sick over it. 

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anxiety,seanninetwo,2019/01/08,"Quetiapine/Seroquel alternatives I was diagnosed around a year ago with severe anxiety, and I’ve been taking quetiapine ( 25mg twice daily ) ever since.

Since then I have gained over 14lb in weight, struggled to wake up in the mornings and lost pretty much any and all motivation I had previously. I also have a condition called “Addison’s Disease” which can bring on fatigue, so that mixed with the tiring effects of the quetiapine is leaving me completely drained lately.

All of this aside, quetiapine really has successfully treated my anxiety so far, I’ve not had a single panic attack since I started taking it and I feel a lot calmer in general.

So my question is, are there any alternative prescribed medications ( available in the U.K ), that anyone can recommend instead of quetiapine, that would not make me gain weight?

I understand that I can’t exactly pick and choose my prescription drugs, but knowing what might benefit me can’t hurt.

I plan on discussing all of this with my GP once I am back at home.",11.009467213114753,9.12411499453552,10.741086065573773,58.79720286885247,57.524590163934434,14.395901639344265,44.18647540983606,13.023866798666859,5.910683606557377,816,39,131,24,8,270,122,183,0.109,0.7959999999999999,0.095,-0.1517,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,7,9,9,1,2,8,0,17,8,1,4,5,30,26,11,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,2,5,0,1,0,9,9,2,0,7,0,0,1,4,6,0,1,5,3,17,3,18,19,6,19,0,3,0,0,3,11,0,3,7,93,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533794813931046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130733607443221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923066087185924,0.0,0.21633325135309114,0.0,0.0,0.09886652324435463,0.0,0.0,0.12587133860587038,0.0,0.16085698357266293,0.0,0.10872386406304016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14437988726096768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824974489291576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435127333120725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639730640103962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12789968059796675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149345316562421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183050082131704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15136604477018245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770687759903627,0.0,0.15949947939739095,0.14971666451789736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434911367208354,0.12020879228888065,0.0,0.0,0.0943821188260487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424403732541079,0.0,0.14999752545618394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394143814895697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15058083441388273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16589631831133206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14384933156843824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583945220886488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058112170532548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597358638233484,0.0,0.3508896888829178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007995858211594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14781653234129435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21262256730165374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16251250859875727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14719696068760987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443615192022947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044280046084912,0.0,0.0,0.09105360755327012
anxiety,JustMe0912,2019/01/08,"Overthinking SUCKS I hate overthinking so much. It affects me every single day. I will think about a text or something I said WAY TOO MUCH. Or an application/assignment/test that I took that I submitted that I cannot resubmit or retake. It varies how long it takes me to finally let my mind rest - it can be a few hours or a day or even longer. One time, it took me a whole weekend to let my feelings resolve over an assignment that I had submitted on a Friday night.

I have tried breathing exercises, telling myself that it’s finally over and to just move on, distracting myself with Netflix or Hulu, and journaling. Nothing seems to work, only time. Which is frustrating.  ",4.109892627057982,6.313373188976378,4.9867430207587695,79.87384395132428,73.01574803149607,9.027630637079458,29.65569076592699,9.573946990214177,3.0398094488188963,533,23,97,14,11,173,81,127,0.101,0.878,0.022,-0.8567,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,6,5,3,1,7,0,9,2,1,2,0,17,18,10,0,0,7,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,12,3,0,0,4,3,0,3,1,4,0,1,4,2,15,1,10,10,6,18,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,7,10,73,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21753512053301907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113940513871035,0.0,0.14209785440796124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527628108679444,0.0,0.0,0.3695033484659932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665104226499187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16608973266157276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449192769925451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14925304731298975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17029196531149207,0.0,0.0,0.17925198827853495,0.2479594677185915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15826989230236505,0.0,0.16182758948137935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428398176913356,0.12826859260863172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16042810731831084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15353581944835318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298377100792657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268064487849486,0.0,0.14741059964627812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806635795956868,0.0,0.0,0.1966864335140606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747605057835752,0.1145046611861453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386930443037445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882956186541413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278176243594348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rebetzels,2019/01/08,"Falling asleep when I get stressed When I get very stressed out or start to feel very anxious and dizzy, sometimes I get super tired and if I’m someplace I can lie down, I will and I’ll be asleep in seconds. Then I’ll nap for a couple of hours. I don’t usually feel refreshed by it.
Why is this? I always hear of anxiety causing insomnia.",1.4680000000000002,3.583901800000003,2.8071428571428565,92.74785714285716,81.0,5.7142857142857135,27.142857142857146,6.868970318607317,1.1869999999999998,266,12,57,3,7,86,50,70,0.223,0.721,0.056,-0.8204,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,2,1,0,5,4,2,1,0,9,13,8,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,3,7,1,8,11,0,10,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,6,32,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721877334067506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583058451211147,0.23377932666886936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125807740529868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22897128538978426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092666097924711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243473183092636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332324590263845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20379075419605472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046654756716369,0.0,0.14647070964758224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4740900903200989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23784304868130102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279113031898555,0.3414885456257415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18672799139832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ab_b_normal,2019/01/08,"Triggers Sometimes I am amazed at how many things trigger me. Phone calls, voicemails, emails, social networks, apps that remind me of my old career ( I still have some on my phone), any notification on my phone, my husband walking around in the morning, the anticipation of anyone coming over. I try so hard not to feel like I have to be busy when my husband comes home. Like why can’t I just be watching TV or playing a video game or reading without my heart jumping. Like he doesn’t care! Why do I think he does? We’ve been together for over 20 years! I can only pay bills/paperwork about 2 days a month. I have to give myself a week long pep talk just to get up the nerve and energy to sit down and knock it all out at once. I fucking hate anxiety! It is so stupid! I just want to cry and curl up in a ball but the anxiety that I might be judged for it keeps me from relaxing enough to do it! I even fucking cried when getting my hair done last week when I declined my usual blue because I can’t deal with the idea of someone judging me right now. I wasn’t always this bad but we had a particularly rough couple of years that have really left me damaged. I am hoping I will get better and I made a couple of tough decisions this week that should help. It is making me sick though! I have to get better! Just needed to vent that our for a minute. Hang in there everyone!! ",3.293179723502301,4.5432373655913985,4.267414234511012,88.13064516129036,73.19354838709677,7.034715821812598,24.755248335893498,7.447530270364453,0.9822495647721454,1071,32,229,12,21,347,168,279,0.126,0.762,0.112,-0.7297,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,2,0,0,2,17,17,4,0,12,0,25,5,2,5,1,37,44,15,0,4,10,2,4,3,0,3,1,0,1,0,13,10,0,1,4,7,1,5,6,7,0,0,5,6,36,10,35,33,3,38,0,1,2,2,17,16,2,5,19,148,49,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272703511949508,0.0,0.0,0.07578304419913985,0.0,0.17050264115494135,0.0,0.0,0.07792146250996564,0.0,0.0,0.09920525644474476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304777309163814,0.06793281005248916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19711930704660136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379273391249713,0.0,0.11362054120850408,0.0,0.0,0.19199144251380196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24661255481584804,0.2448232878853284,0.0718696023822689,0.11488978118902918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752192426810573,0.11404184538995188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514734437010014,0.0,0.07360509108896714,0.0,0.0,0.10648572763543687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05634742931926934,0.07961278217559703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20604903043893336,0.23289127187498804,0.10690343462742427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982838093311196,0.1100239615472735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205697622123733,0.07469590537784282,0.0,0.11178343983233946,0.11068509815969696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580223325675002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990530221057132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083850097873876,0.0,0.0,0.12107992243103376,0.0,0.0,0.16333191389537502,0.0,0.0,0.09862092280495327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544725417376004,0.07438708768526478,0.11298270273065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182202647860286,0.0,0.0,0.08895037151342433,0.0,0.0,0.08263137276424437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169375688922302,0.11867999863311368,0.0,0.0847551671318869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114701907227199,0.0,0.07139133902410373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516917968282076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359908014527187,0.09442277872001248,0.0,0.11021704261314128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899615467970665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957127762733345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403580645070085,0.07140627369432291,0.10948926706937384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566046760817698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227354527345621,0.0,0.06573021905054427,0.0,0.26817141866409694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20111459363116246,0.0,0.0,0.10742421551532086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352745569546255
anxiety,ww1superstar,2019/01/08,"How to Deal with Extreme Death Anxiety? Since about July, I have had extreme anxiety about death and what could come after it. This is an endless hole as no one can say with 100% certainty what comes after, and there are so many theories and such. I feel like my anxiety is more concerned with my loved ones than myself because I don’t seem to care what happens after I die as much as what will happen to my parents and other loved ones. Does anyone have any advice or tips to deal with this existential dread? Or just some ideas on how to control it? I have tried the whole “dont focus on death because regardless of what comes after you won’t be able to stop it” thing and it doesn’t help me in the slightest.",6.085985915492959,5.803266577464791,6.12404929577465,82.77086267605638,66.32394366197184,9.071830985915494,29.72183098591549,8.472884824447931,1.974208450704225,562,17,114,7,8,178,89,142,0.175,0.7140000000000001,0.111,-0.857,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,8,5,0,1,3,0,15,2,0,3,0,25,25,13,4,2,3,1,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,13,12,0,2,3,0,0,3,5,1,0,3,1,2,11,4,24,20,4,11,0,0,0,2,8,3,0,4,6,87,24,0,0.14466577295593114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136571903379902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983776864107676,0.0,0.3320067610309624,0.0,0.0,0.10115367209754804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763738249095534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749639699692582,0.0,0.0,0.3738502614557432,0.0,0.0,0.16225496555043245,0.11550384814422912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982881193295823,0.0,0.0,0.1501402325482524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659799279917586,0.0,0.16954720848989446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314736152664197,0.10334925710530543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25585493051775576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696641818874302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16331004888884185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067638931582215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611330164432052,0.0,0.0,0.14666838758640174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063459885797848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29408781520371097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16063422082757653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504402911351595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316982864326276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966902232399496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094706389566907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610951139724737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982185637263402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16151416919270495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sevlepo,2019/01/08,"Social anxiety keeping me from earning college degree I'm nearing thirty years old and feel like wasted potential, honestly. I want to make my son proud and help ensure he doesn't grow up poor like I did. I really want to overcome this but don't really know how. Has anyone else dealt with and overcome something like this? I've been on meds before and end up quitting them each time. Mostly due to lack of health insurance and partly because I hate the side effects. I started a job at a university recently to help overcome this a tad. Immersion therapy of sorts? I'm pretty much anxiety ridden every day but am sticking it out. Basically, I'd like some tips/advice on overcoming my fears and anxieties. It'd be pretty cool to read some of your success stories as well, especially if you were in the same boat. 

First post, so don't really know what I'm doing. Hope this works lol. Thanks, ahead of time.",3.231440162271806,5.7064871609195436,4.609810682893848,80.2427281947262,76.816091954023,7.772278566599053,26.32724814063557,8.671277953709913,2.2972607167004737,722,28,128,16,17,239,122,174,0.092,0.632,0.276,0.9879,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,1,8,3,13,1,1,5,2,11,1,0,3,0,28,25,12,0,5,3,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,9,0,1,4,1,1,2,3,2,1,1,3,2,11,11,21,20,8,23,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,6,15,75,18,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13676078521523813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211917687378393,0.0,0.0,0.09785863021117497,0.14339873693154306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531425776668802,0.0,0.11908998527023353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025832699240148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691305811251787,0.0,0.12395711990877326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179167260591898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15748641814161826,0.07076461441415427,0.0999826948834306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904424048921995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817494975849776,0.0,0.14876385713195622,0.0,0.0,0.1876155489695636,0.0,0.0,0.13900524633135716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888209593916914,0.12439696008404146,0.0,0.0,0.15382939240281898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734965326833934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341994197487738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15545661179825462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288180898499737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14685748885366498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515558301147522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13403661414748713,0.2847657241731578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14885760551308708,0.13999121451434116,0.0,0.2689730821574439,0.0,0.13818704029133005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14266480656525207,0.0,0.10774291952089822,0.0,0.0,0.0990596952037172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885023320894298,0.1600488426626442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16321583740209614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16509621335570016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583486141678768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188769919535473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012536315175522
anxiety,quietwreck,2019/01/08,"How to have a panic attack, An explanation! I’ll guide you to having a perfect panic.. then I’ll break it down into what that means and how you can work to beat the devil out of it. 

Firstly, you must fear a thought in your mind... this could be a random thought, an upcoming situation or simply a bad memory, the more triggering the better. Now instead of distracting your attention you pick apart this thought... and get creative here, make the thought as crazy and as unrealistic as you can, worst case scenarios and most embarrassing responses. This will really get your heart racing! Now you may be panicking.. to keep this going, focus on every little bodily sensation going on, your hands might tingle, your heart might feel like it's suddenly a blender.... hell am I sweating? Is this how I die? The feelings of doom may be facing you now and instead of the initial thought your thinking about all the ways panic has ruined your life and how stupid it is to even be this emotionally sensitive (wait that pain in my leg is new, perhaps I really am dying) I'm going crazy this whole situation is unbelievable I could be doing something way more productive. After about 20minutes you might feel a bit tired of all the tension and palpitations and god damnit why am I still shaking?! At this point I have calmed down enough to do some productive worrying.... let's google my symptoms, just incase. 


I'm going to break down this entire cycle for you now so you can better understand what a panic attack is, why they happen and what you can do to greatly reduce the amount you have. I went from having panic attacks once a week and In a crisis, multiple times a day for about a month. Now I get them once a month... if that! And daily worries are pretty managed, I can function just like your average joe... with a bit of anxiety sprinkled in. 


The fear response system used to be pretty great at keeping us safe from lions, but not so helpful when it comes to answering the 3rd phone call from your crazy aunt trying to make dinner plans. 

Initially what causes panic on a basic level is the anxious persons unique ability to highlight a thought and create an emotional response. This triggers a chain reaction in the body to release stress hormones that prepares you to fight or flee, and the symptoms are the same for anger or fear as they are closely chemicaly triggered. Your heart races to prepare you for movement, you sweat as a response to that, high levels of stress can cause tension headaches, shaking and tingling in the body, and hyperventilating is also common. This also effectively shuts down the rational thought in the brain, making it extremely easy to focus in the unpleasant thoughts and feelings and the fear obviously creates a lot of avoidance that would help you de-escalate the anxiety. 

A good link to explain the symptoms further: https://www.nomorepanic.co.uk/articles/symptoms

As for repeated panic attacks this becomes a bit more personal to each person, but your brain thrives on patterns and repeated behaviour. Ruminating over previous panic attacks and thoughts makes the connection to fear much greater in the brain... the more time you give the worry, the more your brain sees it as something to fear, and thus triggering panic. Luckily this is extremely treatable and by no means a reflection of your character. If you have not already, talk to a doctor about it... if your not comfortable with medication, push for therapies or charities near you, they are just as effective as medication in a great deal of cases. CBT therapy helped tremendously in my recovery as it gives you the tools to take power back. 

But what if your panicking right now? Firstly accept it's a natural response to high stress, and has no health threats to you. Whatever caused it has happened and focus on what you can do to make it more comfortable. Slow down your breathing and keep doing so even if the anxiety rises, deep breaths in through the nose and out through your mouth. Find somewhere comfortable to panic... somewhere where you can focus on relaxing muscles and where there is not too much stimulation like bright lights or noise. Remember what I said about the shutdown of rational thought? Your going to feel the need to rationalise and examine why your worried and why it's a threat, but this will only feed your panic attacks. What helps me most is something that will fully take my attention away, a movie, audiobook or calling a friend. Make an effort to focus on something else, and don't beat yourself up if you find an anxious thought pop up, just know it's your brains quirks of anxiety... keep looking after you. Don't feel guilty for taking this time out, your emotions will be naturally high and all over the place... look after yourself and do what it takes to get back to baseline. I have a few posts that go into way more detail.. or send me a Pm. 

Remember you are brave, and the reason you panic is because you care deeply. 

A link to a previous post to calm panic:

https://www.reddit.com/r/Anxiety/comments/7svz85/all_that_my_anxiety_is_and_this_stopped_a_panic/?st=JMNRR4QY&sh=e075554d

A link to my post explaining fears and anxiety disorders in the long term: 

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anxiety,bnporter94,2019/01/08,I've been constipated. Is it safe to take a piece of chocolate equate laxative tonight if I take 50 MG sertraline every morning? Someone help please :(,4.177777777777777,7.2621638148148175,4.527407407407409,78.63333333333334,77.51851851851852,8.044444444444443,34.925925925925924,8.841846274778883,3.7201703703703695,121,7,20,3,3,38,25,27,0.091,0.66,0.248,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36449226398924733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899691099343079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4748754536228058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665487279987881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6505371921150265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ddppat92,2019/01/08,"Success Stories? Advice? So I have not always had issues with anxiety until the past year and a half, and wondering if anyone else has had success in dealing with it? 

If you want background on me, well its been a long year. And to preface this, I have on and off had issues with Crohn’s Disease and depression since 2011. But never anxiety/panic attacks. 

So here are some reasons why I think I have been having issues with anxiety lately.
1. Last year my best friend died tragically and dealing with that and his family since has been one of the hardest things I have had to deal with. 

2. My brother now lives with me because he broke up with his girlfriend. His extreme depression and at times manic behavior has caused me to almost put myself into the psych ward, he drives me nuts. (Half joking) Ive had to call the police on him twice for being suicidal and one of the times physically apprehend him because he was randomly just kicking everything until the cops showed up. 

3. I just have an issue with involving myself with others lives, the good and bad, and worry too much and wish I could help. Ive gotten better with this. 

4. My job is stressful at times, but getting better. 

5. My Crohn’s has probably caused some of my depression and anxiety. It has been active for most of the past year probably because of stress. I think it is a circle of pain with that situation. 


The anxiety I have causes brain fog, at times constant fear, I can barely drive sometimes, hypochondria with my health issues, panic attacks, trouble sleeping, and a lot of different weird horrible sensations. The thing that really sucks is some days it is absolutely horrible, and others I feel 100% okay.

The steps Ive taken so far is seeing my family doctor, a naturopathic doctor, and trying to deal with these issues on my own. I am looking for a good behavioral psychologist to go and see. I am trying to do this without any medications, I didn’t always have anxiety, and my goal is to get back to where I was without it. 

Any advice, stories, or encouragement would be much appreciated. Thank you 🙏 

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anxiety,Papa_johns_dick,2019/01/08,"If you havent yet, please stop cafeine. I did. The detox was shitty but I was having near constant panic attacks daily and now zero. Its worth a try guys!",-0.09774193548386734,2.187767612903229,1.2925161290322578,96.83877419354843,98.67741935483872,2.4800000000000004,15.877419354838713,3.1291,-1.114811612903226,120,3,24,0,5,38,29,31,0.333,0.565,0.102,-0.8618,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,1,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,4,5,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,3,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4244497558329639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40318346554922707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36942299651412347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4377469366695204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4095465916215162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31192436977073995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25330721229044223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheMrsJuliet,2019/01/08,"How long does your physical pain last? Long time anxiety sufferer here. Been to therapy when I was younger but haven’t been in about 15 years. My kiddo just got over cancer and it has been a major trigger for my anxiety. She is cancer free but I live in constant fear that it will return. Every single fever, bruise, and 

I’m so anxious all the time. I had a job from July - November. I quit because of the severe and constant anxiety. I couldn’t handle it. 

Now I’m Anxious because I don’t have a job. Every job interview elicits a panic attack. I’ve been on 7 interviews since leaving. That’s 7 major panic attacks.

I find it hard to answer the phone. The extreme fear of bad news, Uncomfortable situations, or even just social interaction cause panic stricken attacks. 

Last night, I noticed when I lie on my left side, I get bad heart palpitations and it feels like I can’t breathe. I did a little quick research and decided I’m dying, obviously. Now I have been in a state of panic since then. I also had an interview today. All of that aside, my chest hurts like never before. I feel like it’s crushing and I’m smothering. I would say this is definitely the worst. Now I have developed a cough from the tightness (that’s new). Is the “nocebo” effect in place here?

What is the longest your physical pain has ever lasted from any given attack? Have you ever developed a cough from an anxiety/panic attack? 

Feeling incredibly defeated today. ",2.4418302945301487,5.119720485507248,4.385156615240767,79.48083450210379,81.46376811594203,7.184478728377748,25.207573632538573,8.259297600419973,2.1351410939691444,1138,45,198,25,31,386,150,276,0.359,0.584,0.057,-0.9987,3,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,3,0,3,17,24,6,6,18,0,25,10,3,5,6,32,35,15,1,2,5,0,5,3,0,2,7,1,0,0,12,6,0,1,7,0,1,0,5,20,0,0,11,6,25,5,19,21,6,37,0,3,0,0,11,11,0,1,28,130,37,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567371105672776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05584643709247061,0.0,0.18847154645183012,0.18555116602312832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46713368166773706,0.0,0.0,0.1371385027210514,0.1001228030149296,0.0,0.06988060054903378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436291408157996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17749151607351735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523067941489176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186636623443092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05424144850111773,0.1485698596476964,0.13838429172854538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18482235014270826,0.12457152652242195,0.11733733524461686,0.0,0.0,0.07505890864610938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04290586338144097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06568124280320717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356605233717316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731611725416704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791434005852566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444831338516456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20082354901788352,0.0,0.08695636975147715,0.0892268493917627,0.0,0.0,0.12036340781694828,0.08230879244608788,0.07251608885906582,0.14535249196259487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06333829874491456,0.07931487812062057,0.0,0.07706684608106529,0.0,0.0,0.0934975479557888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17476926466541848,0.3854144531456475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580102678062873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734788946309263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06530748352757684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277558301156416,0.0,0.13586594218590956,0.09230966137170457,0.0,0.08371402798790524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093914775596491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577313080433099,0.0,0.15568595018180315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058337803102094514,0.0,0.0,0.0528845014755292
anxiety,youngbossken,2019/01/08,"Does anyone else stop overthinking on weed? It just changed my life completely! I suffer from SAD and I have tried weed again after years of avoiding it because it would make my anxiety worse X100. i tend to overthink everything I do because of low self confidence and perfectionism and sometimes avoid situations that make me anxious. This time I was in tears in how it made me focus. For example if I thought about taking a shower or cleaning I would procrastinate and say ill do it later but with weed I can instantly start cleaning or doing anything I want. It makes me focus on a single thought and organizes them. Does anyone know why this happens and has anyone had this happen to them? My life is completely changed now, I have never been this happy. I can finally get things done. Sorry for my rambling l am just so excited. If anyone else has this happened to them can they please PM me i will be forever grateful ",4.456262042389209,6.750645069364167,5.005109826589597,79.72057418111757,72.29479768786128,8.081541425818884,30.03044315992293,8.841846274778883,2.7107721772639697,739,32,128,15,15,236,109,173,0.115,0.759,0.126,0.8748,1,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,4,0,7,7,0,2,2,0,20,3,0,5,1,29,35,13,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,3,1,13,7,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,7,1,24,2,15,24,1,15,0,3,0,0,6,5,0,4,10,93,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937008111047011,0.13837336525145294,0.0,0.3425778833778137,0.25100103931073675,0.10079484915069252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493316316843542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591461137821056,0.0,0.2568467169174775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214375175481507,0.12534484322978742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20464126618665868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100817626990348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417650426533226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06399344000208591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32493966382168665,0.13038772897694806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06731463992615104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17302977973101602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589841867453733,0.24527938351964346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446810531541754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445192258637598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740511434660808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277787334843777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767845024086434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114095383458458,0.13711210709236465,0.0866956257146381,0.0,0.0,0.10240307714727014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209359583290054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137369683226499,0.0,0.0,0.1944790684739235,0.07142208100385097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315938258111479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722449200482333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052380432692284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482284085630807,0.17401988485714548,0.0,0.0,0.07887642633193978
anxiety,Afuroh,2019/01/08,"i feel like i'm going to explode I don't know what to do i have an essay that I was sooo confident that I would get an A or a B on but instead I got a 66. We have to put this essay in a presentation and present it, I don't want to embarass myself tomorrow. I haven't even finished the presentation and i don't know what to say on this presentation. I have to study for a damn math test tomorrow to I don't even know how to do this shit in math and I've been staring at a blank goddamn slide for 5 hours not knowing what to do. My dad wanted me to present this garbage ass presentation to him in an hour and I haven't even fucking  finished. I'm not even close, how am I gonna present something that I got a 66 on? I have to study too! It's 8:00PM I've been trying to do this shit for 4 hours, and I only did like a slide! I'm so frustrated I can't do this shit. Why am I so bad at concentrating I can't calm down, I don't know why I haven't been so mad at myself for these kind of things before but it has gone too far this time and It makes me want to punch myself in the head.",0.4750068027210865,1.7266350040816365,2.831020408163265,95.5451700680272,80.59183673469389,6.136054421768707,21.054421768707485,6.868970318607317,0.12113605442176835,836,23,216,9,21,288,104,245,0.222,0.748,0.029,-0.9947,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,0,13,12,7,0,13,0,28,6,5,3,0,26,48,14,0,4,5,1,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,19,8,0,0,6,0,0,5,12,8,0,0,8,3,29,4,30,38,0,33,0,0,1,2,4,13,6,1,17,143,48,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423241773574636,0.0,0.0,0.1164170498460121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614524983621841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917632599326183,0.09773861628726133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264806138668405,0.07147869361051826,0.0,0.07775348892422332,0.0,0.21884232411550786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040872039084934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4041971815950784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424687849567139,0.3759418561204769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13367899662538793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132316220228157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405179334638766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13753398302781175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879850066275157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42130707033947146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053246652433202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089190303942213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797762558933146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288645880205253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420860249836108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469033434019325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718741508064044,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kri__am,2019/01/08,"Winning a contest 😱😱😱 Just subscribed to a newly launched youtube channel by some people on IG I like....but then read that they were going to choose 1 person out of the first 10k who subscribe to win a double date with them. 

I unsubscribed just in the off chance i got chosen out of 10 Thousand because i would be too anxiety ridden to go but also too anxiety ridden to respond to the message that I won. I literally started thinking of nice ways to turn down the win, what excuses about work and life things I would make up...

Like holy crap...I just had to make fun of myself for that one. Kinda half laugh, half cry internally.

What are some crazy anxiety spirals your mind has gone on lately? ",4.259999999999998,5.558944525547446,4.998255474452551,83.62877007299272,70.8978102189781,7.523795620437956,29.028467153284673,7.908726449838941,1.8623553284671528,548,21,106,7,10,177,95,137,0.083,0.6990000000000001,0.219,0.9712,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,2,6,7,8,0,0,7,0,7,1,0,3,0,19,17,4,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,2,2,0,5,0,0,0,5,5,0,11,8,24,9,3,19,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,3,6,73,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162949312249461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4676347411887565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242121210241834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22382424516852906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17332082577940028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316065803634349,0.0,0.1629679999844635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22985370118007234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392393425503944,0.19909675889267836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720269610828528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057426886049908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380751794757666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126370753922302,0.177918117404404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038182847131016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422460174138962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537117843162902,0.13056319476777195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216357880821423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617376989266947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483419952845275,0.0,0.0,0.2894949818023706,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SmellyPigeon,2019/01/08,"Is anyone else self conscious about extremely specific things? For example, I hate being seen under certain types of artificial lighting/daylight because of the way it illuminates my imperfections, I love night time and the dark for this reason. Also, I hate how my face looks from the side. I try to avoid being seen in these ways so much to the point where it ruins my social life. Does anyone else have specific things that most people wouldn't think of or am I just strange? ",6.4560606060606025,7.83941309090909,6.220909090909089,76.58469696969699,65.81818181818181,9.048484848484847,29.43939393939393,9.2995712137729,2.579993939393939,384,13,66,7,6,120,67,88,0.154,0.779,0.066,-0.8105,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,2,1,4,0,6,3,1,2,1,11,13,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,7,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,3,8,2,11,8,2,9,0,1,3,1,3,5,0,2,2,45,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150811466444465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26372622613493185,0.3864555189650826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495974952724247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16503212480999602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150773675798636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723775610547134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320325984702686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583640192450842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17020544958413567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13863177505651345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17697437657658735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307411893629684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17827391118227376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19389693031412855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967354274588212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922387987473968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505751715273881,0.12083774147176325,0.0,0.0,0.1099655103249954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803692941053835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993802087012967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NorthernBCGuy,2019/01/08,Any advice how to calm nerves before meeting a girl? Meeting up with a girl tonight after talking for a couple days. I’m feeling very anxious and nervous does anyone have any tips or tricks on to how to calm the nerves down? Thanks!,2.4333333333333336,5.084441222222225,2.6044444444444466,92.42000000000004,81.22222222222223,3.6,24.555555555555557,3.1291,0.17668888888888867,185,7,34,0,5,56,35,45,0.177,0.632,0.191,0.401,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,1,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,6,4,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,9,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,3,18,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30702371396875816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4273211760238164,0.0,0.0,0.3549462893501388,0.0,0.2196895845840946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673533170828697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476462580113078,0.0,0.20262713998168866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749505763904473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15886436086782546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525347463813173,0.0,0.2892647704770741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25924039959512196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AdmiralAckbarPlease,2019/01/08,"My social anxiety has changed how I act with people to the point where I don't know what the real ""me"" is if you remove the anxiety factor. Advice? I don't know how to tune in to my own genuine personality or what my goals are when communicating with people because my motives now are often driven by over analyzing what the other person is thinking and on how to prove myself to them or how to not lose them. I've lost sight of a personality that has it's own emotional needs and desires separate from pleasing others. The only reactions that feel genuine are the ones that are just about not fucking things up with people. How can I start developing emotional needs that are more selfish so that I can start weighing that in more when I interact with people? It needs to be a two way street where I honor my own emotional feelings, but still continue to be sensitive and compromising to the other person.

FYI I am seeing a therapist

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anxiety,bluspy88,2019/01/08,"Feeling very lame/like a loser compared to friends, boyfriend, everyone really. I'm 19 and a sophomore in college, and the last year was full of lots of ups and downs, but the downs were so hard. I lost my grandfather who I was very close with, got out of a toxic relationship, transferred schools and switched majors, and somehow have made it this far. I just feel so vanilla or not accomplished right now. My boyfriend is part of two groups at his (admittedly larger) school, and while I like having a partner who is involved and happy, I feel so boring next to him since I'm still figuring things out at my new school and getting used to the social setting. My friends from home have internships, jobs, write and perform music, they're all so talented and smart and I feel like I'm failing. I know deep down I'm doing well in school, and my field is just different than others but I just feel like I have nothing to show for myself and am so less of a person. I fear I will lose contact with people because I'm just so far behind in life it seems. I don't know what to do right now, I was having a perfectly fine day until a few hours ago and this all hit me. Any advice or comments appreciated, I feel like I'm spiraling.",8.300392817059482,6.185682765432103,7.981833146277591,77.18309764309767,62.90946502057614,10.976281331836887,36.494201271979044,9.339509955726095,3.097818106995885,964,35,195,13,11,308,141,243,0.099,0.713,0.188,0.9776,2,0,0,0,1,0,28.0,0,0,0,7,15,18,0,1,10,0,17,1,0,2,3,47,39,26,0,0,9,0,7,4,3,1,1,0,1,2,9,19,0,0,11,1,0,0,2,6,1,1,7,7,23,12,28,30,8,31,0,4,0,0,16,18,0,5,16,130,32,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135548874758988,0.10300936187381096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902387641690589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083793008016925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494307779276363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141024727377253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103954809092473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13076374534489887,0.3525426304519041,0.2490521749160019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795605064600998,0.0,0.06071269398621615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294033217544716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370315283374518,0.10409750256308102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656381487598898,0.0,0.11443922916848015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531624911314226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772725249636596,0.09472317391180114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820795386759107,0.2270889856696348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000447962089093,0.1268522737222233,0.09879395002969138,0.0,0.109956664718199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223221127334752,0.12358610459941965,0.0,0.0,0.11150252518123918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583947370521212,0.0,0.08056241657431068,0.10146635494803856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444436168931623,0.0,0.0,0.1247614575866351,0.0,0.19847810479059372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4704255818951584,0.0,0.1057893257208287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612657479641924,0.0,0.0,0.11845710033612035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280204039452933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720191873016037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351610589387945,0.0,0.0,0.10036443404358177,0.0,0.1917637828342253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044829006080942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483267557520408
anxiety,blameretrograde,2019/01/08,"Developing anxiety in my mid 20s? Hi there!

I was wondering if it was normal to sometimes get burst of anxiety. The feeling i have when it occurs it's feeling sad, worried, agitated and feeling like i can't control myself. I need to get busy with something so my mind calm itself... Often it will be to text my bf tons of msgs. Recently i've lost control of myself when I was angry (litteraly felt like the anger was controlling me and was seeing black) and the anger stayed for couple days after the 'trauma'. 

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PS. I've always been a very calm person. 

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I was wondering how you guys deal with anxiety. Thanks!

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anxiety,rammie_pulse,2019/01/08,"OCD/Anxiety about numbers and insecurity so i read that the number 13 is the UNLUCKY number. today i washed my phone 13 times (yes im in therapy) and right now my anxiety is driving me nuts because what if i get a call from someone bad or what if i end up having years of bad luck until i clean it one more time. another thing is, im pretty sure i ended up doing it 9 times but it seems ocd made me believe it was 13 and not 9. do you guys have insecurity as well? should i just accept it and move on? its just that the though of having doing it 13 times might get me to be unlucky for the rest of my life. 

sorry for my english

since i know i did it 9 times and not 13 (insecurities) im just accepting it and move on. in fact im doing everything 13 times now to beat it. (tracked 13 grams of cheese lol",0.5380040802448107,2.3640738034682123,3.2481876912614744,89.90010200612036,82.64161849710982,6.151513090785447,20.58109486569194,7.285733465282438,0.4796850731043856,620,18,143,9,17,218,97,173,0.083,0.79,0.127,0.7757,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,9,10,0,3,5,2,15,2,0,1,2,25,20,14,0,3,9,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,15,6,0,0,4,1,0,3,2,5,1,1,3,0,17,5,18,14,2,23,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,6,13,93,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294532160560817,0.18888530538347165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061593523316128,0.07525695488002074,0.0,0.0,0.1390913846466001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606124544399314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186887778017884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095329442412284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900016888676027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223975032997768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5334098632648051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678475787419921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719983957344861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681600162638885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309661285324714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262426020154292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365622828254775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12559800563513548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348829832308188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542980123779226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123886949202229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212316048814417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460292739675632,0.0,0.0,0.1381976415923106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635477249162575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14118142554555738,0.0,0.0820179430419747,0.0,0.12129380229258582,0.0,0.4319252338102311,0.0,0.11702080021209595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100077215551313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795009013242035
anxiety,JJ32Moose18,2019/01/08,"I just had such an awkward conversation with my dad So I talk to myself a lot. All the time actually. I don't get to have conversations about things I want to talk about that much in general and especially in person. He told me he heard me say something last night (I was really happy it wasn't me saying I want to kill myself), and I don't remember exactly what it was but it was definitely me talking myself through anxiety. It's so embarrassing having to explain myself and what I was doing. ",2.9025056689342392,5.0613992959183705,5.3934013605442175,75.78890022675739,76.44897959183673,8.845351473922905,26.19501133786848,9.444778638647367,2.633581405895692,393,15,74,11,9,139,62,98,0.104,0.809,0.087,-0.4005,0,0,1,0,0,1,8.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,2,3,0,11,0,0,0,2,14,17,6,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,8,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,8,3,17,1,11,9,3,5,0,0,0,0,14,2,0,1,3,61,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.2106808067724794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16515785330838104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11279538620805947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298225294071901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23885405004740096,0.0,0.0,0.17598192869946605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835448407403684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15870648351185435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026013225807948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885097817613965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830683464096138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24456512627872745,0.0,0.0,0.3433741799474361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662052801089063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5205807897454033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342997596431278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12588917255190665,0.0,0.0,0.20629538715787826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546790314177589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RustyDaCat,2019/01/08,"Anxiety about Food For a while I had really bad anxiety about food because my brother growing up would puke whenever we ate out. This was because he had a dairy allergy and he was worried that the food would have dairy. I picked up this kind of anxiety for quite a while, though it was never as bad as his. 

Fast forward and this hasn't been a problem for a while. However, just 30 minutes ago I picked up some sushi from a high quality restaurant in the area. I ate the sushi and I immediately panicked. When you hear about 5 foot tapeworms pulled from a guy's ass it's hard to eat it completely carelessly. I've had worries like this before but this is the worst it's been. I feel like I might throw up because of the anxiety, not the food, but of course my stupid self would think it was food poisoning. And as a cherry on top the sushi had romaine in it, which I'm still stressed about. I just feel hopeless and I feel like I'm going to wake up tomorrow with food poisoning or in a few days with E-coli. I hate my stupid food worries.",3.0131809311402296,4.582392715639814,3.958645107332032,88.78776972400335,74.45023696682463,7.808307778087538,27.103707833844442,8.4952907291091,1.7538015611931983,817,31,176,15,17,263,111,211,0.28,0.6629999999999999,0.057,-0.9943,1,0,0,0,0,1,18.0,1,1,0,2,9,16,5,1,16,0,17,15,3,2,1,28,28,16,0,4,6,1,4,3,0,4,2,1,0,2,13,9,10,0,4,0,0,5,3,12,0,0,12,5,16,4,29,12,3,28,0,1,0,1,9,14,1,3,14,112,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876035497695344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27188068614223754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483724370531761,0.1624867997662608,0.0,0.07560498912030245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315776032994404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057301038494484265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091595176562944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477601556698993,0.12694922317317145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7520662314270383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050495624927424085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797568219004062,0.0,0.0,0.07959234097699065,0.087721192923858,0.0,0.0,0.100140650116584,0.0,0.0,0.09387513071401653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252382662919746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022318164105598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425603758458542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852676350638408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501765658943139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450314079520042,0.0,0.0,0.056919723081732175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269015210364527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095589673696416,0.0,0.10177762146973296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056931630370554764,0.08729488544690894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27069511968644505,0.0,0.18934993120478494,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Deanopls,2019/01/08,"Health I quit university at the beginning of December just because the course wasn't great at all and I've got another place at a new Uni in September. Since then I've been focusing on getting my diet right and I've been working out pretty consistently around 6 times a week. I work Friday night for 3 hours, Saturday for 7 and Sunday for 4. In the last two weeks, I've been feeling intense anxiety about my health and cannot get it off of my mind. I always worry about testicular cancer despite not finding any lumps and I had an ultrasound last year that revealed nothing to worry about bar a hydrocele. However I worry about that and every other health condition under the sun. I'm showing no symptoms of anything apart from when I think about those symptoms then I all of a sudden think I've got them. Any ideas on what I can do?",4.062326454033773,5.803499829268298,5.231219512195121,80.02672607879927,72.04878048780488,8.460787992495309,29.07879924953096,9.057496981413335,2.548987429643528,668,27,124,14,13,221,105,164,0.129,0.833,0.038,-0.9359,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,3,8,1,0,0,9,0,8,9,0,0,2,19,17,9,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,6,8,2,0,6,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,7,1,12,1,25,10,2,30,0,0,0,0,1,14,0,0,16,75,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093713293714324,0.0,0.0,0.17877186037907425,0.13782972812321698,0.10055374088271496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816661055885538,0.11701237685442215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012659666949355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107466230951733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646166615129527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201367664195812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13734736569084982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102543793169236,0.14491666792607275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4191541446216989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294451425722495,0.0,0.0,0.14838345118502586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21428761519981016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272023125939275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694872811567925,0.0,0.12335060359040627,0.0,0.12612336149173167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733023965888594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372505911332067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398060960777757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225183339125726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873123027756017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27323977009660305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16844707844576592,0.0,0.0,0.07664562709644665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284009741978145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108717234473423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913845303872894,0.4004610597300929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464515559287937
anxiety,theanxietyguy1,2019/01/08,"I am overwhelmed My father's alcoholism is taking its toll on me, he wont stop and i worry for his health, the news depresses me all the time, I dont know what im doing with my life and I fear that my anxiety/depression will prevent me from ever living a normal life. I am taking prozac and seeing a therapist (though the process is taking a while) and it doesnt seem to be helping. I just want to stay and sleep in bed all day )=",7.271739130434781,4.387030956521741,8.129999999999999,77.74000000000002,65.52173913043478,11.37391304347826,32.78260869565217,9.516144504307137,2.660817391304348,336,9,74,5,4,115,65,92,0.075,0.807,0.118,-0.0788,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,6,0,10,6,1,0,3,17,17,7,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,0,4,6,1,2,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,13,0,7,14,2,8,0,2,1,0,4,2,0,1,5,51,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201292000731478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147205800922005,0.0,0.3244562057819849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22074823155919002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17037600888596782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21194941184510813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20021035715330304,0.0,0.0,0.12624899888616986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20345348627401624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035138446508731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660784898901755,0.0,0.0,0.1663190882609062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18454588060287427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009289933137634,0.17146943372477289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18848895655673947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20075916256955348,0.0,0.15747148363599653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4248538883746017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21869226940589997,0.0,0.0,0.18505579772233732,0.0,0.10983010836551373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109543836068722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19128154361187136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Smelly_Spam,2019/01/08,"Anxiety is like an anchor, and I cant help but admire its weight Anxiety makes me feel so stationary. Like my life is on hold and it causes me to fear any step in any direction in my life. So much so that I feel like the safest place is where I currently am in life. My anxiety needs me and tricks me into staying into it's cold tight freezing arms. It keeps me up at night, it tells me terrifying stories, and it constantly wants me to know how horrible life can be. It doesn't want me to be happy because it doesn't want to lose me. I admire your dedication anxiety, but you're a fucking dick. ",4.140182926829269,4.599132398373985,5.659908536585367,81.86839939024391,70.54471544715446,9.727235772357725,28.383130081300806,9.827888789773867,2.454805691056912,467,16,100,11,8,159,75,123,0.267,0.601,0.132,-0.9489,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,5,10,2,1,3,0,10,8,2,3,0,21,20,10,0,4,2,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,9,6,1,3,3,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,6,17,6,12,18,1,15,0,1,0,2,3,10,2,0,6,63,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21102044849807225,0.0,0.4747703683171645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094580603065648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15938617477621947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16766664659564348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17459168950654644,0.15690132182365665,0.11084224168092004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343762274038524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16516460578247444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399663684914932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13790824432250973,0.0,0.0,0.08526872930471519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4383601981894198,0.2274016179244601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17357794150484065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356668019670397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405624092630028,0.1150449254512802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456017722082299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16210318952723718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16537380817339953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356116709157275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745420255382103,0.0,0.0,0.18893610238294475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bell4maria,2019/01/08,How many unread text messages do you have on your phone? I am currently at 90 (this is over a long period of time). I should probably do something about it. Don’t even ask me about my emails.,0.3438461538461546,2.7192356923076986,1.9750769230769265,94.79492307692308,89.51282051282051,6.196923076923077,18.056410256410253,7.554174236665415,0.4809548717948715,148,4,33,3,5,48,35,39,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,1,0,2,8,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,6,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4093205337475248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891886521335122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3874739004623355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44390021170662536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4720646947621818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370699952679125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255307549607016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ravensymoneswife,2019/01/08,I just need a hug I suck at my job i suck at life. I have no friends and i will always have these stupid mental illnesses. As soon as i start to gain some confidence in myself someone just HAS to go and crush it,1.1121739130434776,2.589336086956525,2.7471739130434787,95.84945652173916,79.43478260869566,6.339130434782609,20.195652173913047,7.1686216300943375,0.17345217391304324,164,4,40,2,4,54,34,46,0.279,0.499,0.222,-0.3182,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,3,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,6,9,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,8,2,7,8,1,6,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,1,2,29,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431382167287782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31860842772176673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23436848716612405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4092295075907907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29128045226883925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4155881291127582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057790196746252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494133492654859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.291888958156758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jimiisalive30,2019/01/08,"I don't know if my decision will be bad for my anxiety I'm not sure if it's a bad idea to just drop my courses prior to the upcoming semester, but I went and did it without second guessing myself. Those actions didn't show up on my records with the school so that's hopeful at least.

I dropped my courses because I don't know if I'm ready for another couple of years of school. I'm already stressed out from the previous couple of semesters,  registration, and my constant concerns about what my classes will be like and how they will turn out. I felt relieved to finish one degree already, but I completely dreaded everything about continuing on the next month when the next semester started.

A lot of setbacks with registration happened already and added on to all that stress. I just felt tired and noticed that I was becoming depressed again. All the hobbies I put off doing to focus on school started helping me get out of that little slump, but it felt like I was going to give it up again with the next semester starting so soon. I didn't want to give up what was helping me again, and I worried that I might worsen my depression and anxiety if I just went ahead with keeping my courses.

My sister suggested taking a break from school and just come back in the summer. I thought about it and it made sense because it would help me be better prepared for school. Yet, I'm worried about the break not helping at all. Either way, I don't really know if what I did was a good or bad thing, but I felt relieved just doing what I did because I think I might have a mental breakdown later on.",8.084100106496273,6.6012466964856245,7.891769968051117,75.64830457933975,62.865814696485614,10.64698615548456,39.07752928647497,9.3871,3.5812868583599577,1268,57,240,18,15,407,144,313,0.155,0.718,0.127,-0.8263,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,2,19,16,0,3,14,0,24,1,0,2,4,61,55,23,0,8,19,1,4,2,0,6,1,0,0,0,18,17,0,1,11,1,0,6,8,8,0,2,17,4,36,8,42,29,6,49,0,2,0,0,9,16,0,11,24,178,54,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728121354726589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641016909725167,0.12608115638549264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06336534223023102,0.20641740358428468,0.1507023091827155,0.09101126127578764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288165746288272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098571296107296,0.0864014161163118,0.08905191267511625,0.0,0.0,0.18236196154936632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14195281540946206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406145034613983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164918050556377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04305387979797238,0.15810322430323187,0.04683338764215863,0.06911847742966502,0.0,0.0,0.09077980733620693,0.0,0.07287160073134809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220940768154824,0.0,0.0,0.0818480293096147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930266589270887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324648747943546,0.0,0.0,0.1358650081600473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051909123554668,0.08259274087520088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005887187794538,0.0,0.07797481407822364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304614748151408,0.17484007979532287,0.0,0.0,0.06577590602329916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26292003909418377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938200952934302,0.0,0.0,0.05584062761949151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828410715741514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05279157272342866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4169977711210533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749827661275765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887922292848053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776669431056694,0.0,0.06195926652831148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054747070356255034,0.05280261642620485,0.0,0.06542138098080848,0.0,0.0947138957283825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896343684392573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04860535866909756,0.06541026889908264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278289321251431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943671267630396,0.0,0.0,0.16737515367370162,0.0,0.05853905654120424,0.0,0.0,0.053066942144042666
anxiety,dominiqueporus,2019/01/08,"Work anxiety So let me give a little bit of background first. I’d been on antidepressants (4 types), a few benzodiazepines, Gabapentin, and a mood stabilizer (bipolar type 2). Have GAD and mild depression as well but the anxiety takes over it all. I got off of those medications about a month ago since I found out one of the side effects of every SSRI I’ve taken is something that makes my anxiety worse (heart palpitations, akathisia). I did therapy for 6 months and it helped but the psych got so expensive that’s also why I stopped going. I was fine for awhile. I had dealt with a lot of work anxiety these past 6 months or so, maybe less. I would vomit before work, have panic attAcks a lot. 

Since getting off of my medication I’ve actually notice some improvement and haven’t experienced this too much. However, I recently graduated college and work part time retail while finding a job. I got a job offer the other day and will be taking it, this is my last week working retail. Have work tonight. I started experiencing the chest pain, akathisia, etc all of the sudden earlier today. Hadn’t felt like this in a very long time. I’ve called off about 6-7 times or so from my anxiety at my retail job. They’re pretty lenient but it doesn’t make me feel any better or less lazy ... wanted to call off so so so bad today because it was horrible. Didn’t, but I’m calling in late so I can try to get myself together. 

I guess I just want to know if anyone else gets anxiety this bad to the point where they have to call off. I’m getting nervous because I know this new job is a start of my career and I don’t want to jeopardize that. 

Thinking of going to my GP tomorrow to talk to him about getting back on benzodiazepines for this reason. He was the first one I went to for my anxiety. 

Is this a good idea? He knows my history, and I know if this keeps up I’ll lose a job I actually need. 

TLDR; anxiety has made me call off work many times and wondering if it’s a good idea to get back on a medication for this new, likely stressful, demanding job. ",3.3567895167895188,5.045141992628995,4.847027027027028,82.27882882882884,73.79115479115478,8.373136773136771,26.82964782964784,9.0124134603493,2.128165274365275,1609,59,324,35,33,539,211,407,0.168,0.7559999999999999,0.075,-0.9912,7,0,1,0,0,0,49.0,0,0,1,12,18,17,1,3,22,0,25,8,2,5,2,52,63,30,0,8,11,0,2,2,0,2,6,0,0,0,21,11,0,2,14,0,4,3,5,9,1,4,16,4,33,7,46,43,12,52,0,2,0,0,13,19,0,11,32,197,54,19,0.0,0.0,0.1200728222480915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05453537181727766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04919896856749917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0418369399095776,0.0,0.3765121249908574,0.0,0.0,0.0430174794262598,0.06303636380759259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998993950970515,0.0,0.0946129474769886,0.10273628178159308,0.07500624769272587,0.0,0.05235052830987653,0.0,0.0,0.05441104069569589,0.06716588160676748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141032285753526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03967647734354734,0.0,0.052988644090911585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051393577256940125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861307978240258,0.0,0.0,0.05183477764114319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031107275240814344,0.0,0.059070584712987324,0.0,0.056229819021509767,0.10466083890626447,0.0,0.06745548829069607,0.0,0.0,0.19285563643950773,0.05901732528561805,0.06992852384600534,0.10320314930173896,0.14761383275682427,0.0,0.0677732088328719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290364008458677,0.04123677186380135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13890126818930434,0.0,0.0,0.3663054157929635,0.054683410748308535,0.0,0.0,0.13524310954613472,0.05014848568153369,0.06939928044721852,0.0,0.0,0.06291021810829947,0.0,0.060112896749487464,0.0616610151493647,0.0,0.054444865138642086,0.0,0.06882716779395467,0.0,0.10460728423435757,0.0,0.05821342337350479,0.08213257069375489,0.06237345827046524,0.06180692640629206,0.0,0.0,0.18593025095409846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14731836338598714,0.0,0.04522560853138858,0.04561764196090234,0.0,0.11883629332963325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004298750594004,0.0,0.0,0.08337754018354279,0.0,0.06546354256889539,0.07218258744885593,0.0,0.06662212407655978,0.05872952819232676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058157995273467024,0.0,0.0,0.06258979741739687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06325466627149492,0.06074536451082675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178295259155226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04736249438412976,0.0,0.0,0.08709090636567796,0.0,0.0,0.05143498723191278,0.07047302454584149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925134880271994,0.049448899807608616,0.0,0.0,0.07035555046682812,0.0,0.0,0.03942069117553537,0.0,0.0,0.14349544669352338,0.0,0.11663096307713693,0.0,0.0,0.041769270030059966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05076193565184573,0.10886147107398222,0.0,0.049349084379323234,0.0,0.055315494917736636,0.057031333462922225,0.05551386367230127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671777770217922,0.3135202685881482,0.0,0.06269597950129996,0.043703328088734186,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kitkatboy,2019/01/08,Anyone having one of those days where you feel completely useless and like a child? Yeah...fuck these kind of days. They really take me back to a darker time where I felt like this on a daily basis and just couldn't deal with anything at all. These are the kind of days that really make me hate myself and I think it's because I feel like I am still stuck in the same place. End of rant,2.1234107142857157,3.880244662500001,2.8796428571428585,94.77250000000002,77.375,6.071428571428572,16.42857142857143,6.868970318607317,-0.3695178571428568,303,4,68,3,7,95,59,80,0.138,0.7609999999999999,0.1,-0.488,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,0,5,7,1,0,5,0,4,0,0,1,1,13,12,3,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,3,9,5,9,9,2,13,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,10,44,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934239173236887,0.0,0.1639918516219126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15323531929493672,0.0,0.12148026904145855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20894306130333126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38556061319507134,0.2054506727776112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765044281027763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20152562121927395,0.14236687972068052,0.19134167470334312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842327119554812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19674941224192935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41504242933563057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920769040429157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302207605182706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13503843113183872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20820695193261715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553299080422869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591466156897168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498350305636987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769166081797506,0.0,0.0,0.11620275648213794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nosmoke_Nopoke,2019/01/08,"Going Back To Work Sorry for ranting here a bit lol.

Ok so I’ve had a few jobs working in fast food places, but after the last one where the boss was a complete asshole to me and I was overridden with stress, I quit. Haven’t had a job for a year now.

I really want to get back to work to keep myself busy and of course bring in a bit of money. 

I’ll be honest my self esteem is really low and I’m basically doing fuck all the past year apart from college. Didn’t really look for a job during that time so that I didn’t have to confront my anxieties.

I’m living in a pretty rural area so I don’t really have much of a choice in terms of jobs, so just the thought of working behind a till and dealing with customers again spikes my anxiety. 
Just sending job applications makes me feel anxious. 

I don’t know what to do really, but I really want to power through with my life but this shitty illness always holding me back. 

What should I do to get through this? Should I see a doctor? I’m already seeing a counsellor which helps to a certain extent.",2.7939197614529694,4.154282460829497,4.4509081051775565,85.88711846028734,74.6221198156682,7.317863919761454,23.82461371645433,7.928766900206844,1.1869546760639742,822,24,171,12,17,277,120,217,0.141,0.759,0.1,-0.8719,6,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,6,13,7,2,1,17,2,18,5,0,2,2,25,36,12,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,7,7,1,2,3,0,1,3,5,4,0,1,7,4,17,3,31,26,7,26,0,1,3,1,4,9,1,0,14,114,24,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158689586235367,0.0,0.08736754246666066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16064782749265644,0.11861893322169155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422131472959725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292633303539571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008940740467058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824931287927622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747088038660928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053090626887771775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696515406250755,0.0,0.0,0.09706984265100804,0.10971524140414804,0.0,0.059673326248932686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037858674953269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5209763098365267,0.09332789627231962,0.0,0.0,0.05770468011479168,0.08558816295204942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416386762719815,0.0,0.0,0.09271600158847396,0.0,0.0881726781588644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07008761828671063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718631380359765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115000980376428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023338413332757,0.0,0.0,0.1097015608597724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682168579356584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167931400643208,0.0,0.0,0.403590118193835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16734114692832347,0.0,0.10953681025819073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753773455982235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027594904574185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335744236039994,0.06122573547123504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386220904919197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30576196124102073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352317699411563
anxiety,Golden_Bearclaw,2019/01/08,"Keep worrying about my family dying and that I won't be able to cope This particular 'trigger' comes up every couple of months and then sticks onto every thought.
I have a small family and I'm also friendless so if anything happens to them I will be left entirely alone. It upsets me more than I can describe however I've tried making friends and such but I get nowhere at all.

Sometimes I think that once my family have all gone I should commit suicide just so I haven't got to exist afterwards, which seems ridiculous but I don't think I could manage without them.

Can anyone relate to this? This loop has to end, I've confided in my family about this and they agree that I'm gonna be in a bad situation. ",3.285,5.200533617021278,4.6421453900709215,82.70875000000002,74.53191489361703,7.820567375886525,25.22517730496454,8.59863814320734,1.8422241134751767,564,19,108,11,12,187,92,141,0.151,0.7909999999999999,0.058,-0.9206,1,1,0,0,0,2,8.0,0,0,3,0,7,4,1,1,2,0,14,0,0,2,3,23,28,12,2,3,5,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,1,4,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,3,0,17,1,15,17,3,13,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,2,4,74,26,1,0.15515637670374366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16069521355015245,0.0,0.12407849839352884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848894615670496,0.0,0.12768047784710984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295490936614414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365348004578387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387974160866128,0.17167757970124234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16102782298574952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13742249690704778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614518784251185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5850704935695324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987343175927882,0.0,0.08106280298441762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240927282547383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13720427150731748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379101166191698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16857785727004865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356808625875907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384433960674965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16523647743314626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14124853808511398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17440226821235652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15345362389828193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16971589321493116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19883588250370876,0.0,0.12317683196731458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534099504978928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14956521037419446,0.0,0.0,0.15756883201240413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,andrayabruno,2019/01/08,"I would really like your input and your help. I was in a car accident (went straight into a semi) when I was 14, now I'm 18, and ever since then I get very bad anxiety while in cars. Everything about driving gives me anxiety. Going fast (or even the speed limit), having cars next to the one I am in, going by a semi, the freeway, I always thing we are going to crash or someone will run into us, etc. This has prevented me from getting my license and if asked to go anywhere I hesitate just from the thought of getting into a car. 
I want to be able to drive because it brings a lot of freedom and I do not want to have to depend on other people taking me to the store, work, etc.

Please leave me any advice if you have some and let me know if you have been in the same situation and what you have done about it.",3.670457235072618,4.018407804733727,5.274007530930607,84.61487358795054,71.54437869822485,8.0389456697149,26.01452393760086,8.00094639256281,1.3984153846153844,625,18,134,8,11,213,107,169,0.097,0.795,0.108,-0.0146,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,2,5,0,2,7,2,0,0,11,0,17,0,0,1,1,29,34,14,0,6,7,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,2,2,0,1,13,1,1,0,1,6,0,22,1,23,24,5,30,0,0,0,0,10,9,0,8,9,104,28,1,0.15559715898711562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520477429483649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946930090580328,0.0,0.0,0.10581140376517252,0.0,0.23806280147398184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14546233958044336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991712845656875,0.09485058391792983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15922991582355225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34706392504418204,0.10277045603923368,0.14074653840931314,0.0,0.0,0.13984069353489026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243879280604585,0.1492629730671931,0.35371780476125514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429349582171782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551212936206835,0.0,0.0,0.16475492491118449,0.0,0.15910863709437947,0.0,0.07601691236502249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322831403637849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16547934379407972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543666181579503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787147853226234,0.0,0.0,0.17079895561795042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967952434010954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12871157781081705,0.17489772596692038,0.0,0.0,0.1318369678779172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698969925294997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337183854543794,0.0,0.0,0.12352676386445313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871642240886215,0.0,0.0,0.12838395161711014,0.18355047150796072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442401252422858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327658489583972,0.0,0.0,0.11053175744386197,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CookieMonster8929,2019/01/08,DAE Not Get Work Done Until the Work Day Is Over? I find my anxiety keeps me in a state of uneasiness with no ability to focus until the work day is actually over. I get most of my work done at night because I spend my day dreading the next phone call or email. At night I know that I can silence my emails and no one will call me. Any tips?,0.8177103718199632,2.6261782465753427,2.7018003913894333,94.2664383561644,81.60273972602741,6.36320939334638,20.01761252446184,7.447530270364453,0.3505749510763203,264,7,63,4,7,88,48,73,0.16399999999999998,0.805,0.03,-0.8466,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,10,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,11,0,11,7,1,14,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,8,40,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.17502447842238292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196746023563684,0.0,0.13720598271619971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933306251197132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662827455731694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470071556247897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3670846002503413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639270996011116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18741103133174145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15941884708605247,0.0,0.0,0.0985687446390878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19074593631529624,0.3366247866202932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153549995363586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5222899185639415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RealWaterWarrior,2019/01/08,"Very scared of Constant Fatigue Syndrome For starters i'm a bit of a hypochondriac with slight health anxiety. Around 5 weeks ago i got a moderate case of the flu which lasted about 1 week. However, for the past 4 weeks since it went away i've constantly felt slight fatigue and brain fog. After reading up on this i've found out about constant fatigue syndrome (CFS) which has much worst symptoms then i have, however, i'm worried that my symptoms could develop into it. It says it could start due to a viral infection such as the flu and could last years which is giving me so much anxiety.

Is it normal for the body to take this long to recover from the flu or am i going to be stuck like this forever? :(",5.383840579710146,6.172463326086955,5.6102898550724625,82.14992753623191,67.91304347826087,9.321739130434784,32.0,9.444778638647367,2.809965217391305,561,23,109,11,9,178,91,138,0.21600000000000005,0.7509999999999999,0.033,-0.9709,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,9,0,9,12,2,0,0,13,20,6,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,10,1,0,0,12,6,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,5,0,0,5,2,5,1,22,11,4,25,0,3,0,0,2,6,0,1,18,66,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194681379895054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20620196124196447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997654878453808,0.0,0.0,0.1266236754959447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14713721653662387,0.14970242715183754,0.0,0.1504512466897701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4369252211602496,0.0,0.3228158358874754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940322089041212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777164461743333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292865479054087,0.07659460509619405,0.0,0.10779028456392872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14325740299823694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21971597543846266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584328303361289,0.0,0.0,0.11926986915935173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19814733302966211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320489307600954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865608401181866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480947738606067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717690368136366,0.13493129024349929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148562318350627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539302724648857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28016151357780195,0.10133252772673253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120184443572073,0.0,0.0,0.3243203278436382,0.0,0.0,0.12493592669914258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686852952541478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678939709086095
anxiety,killastan,2019/01/08,"Zoloft ruined my dreams I just want to warn everyone who might consider taking medication for anxiety or any mental disease. Some professions that are allowed to look at medical records like the FAA look down extremely on SSRIs or even a diagnosis of anxiety.

I really hate how seeking help for my anxiety so many years ago ruined my chances of ever even touching an airplane. I should have never seeked help.  Seriously fuck the FAA and fuck Zoloft and doctors who prescribe it so easily without telling you that it may disqualify you on certain activities or professions. ",8.946133333333336,9.941661880000003,8.964000000000002,60.480333333333355,60.2,13.06666666666667,42.66666666666667,12.45797560212912,6.156266666666669,468,26,68,16,6,153,73,100,0.194,0.639,0.16699999999999998,-0.6438,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,7,8,3,0,4,0,5,7,0,2,3,17,12,8,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,3,5,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,3,8,2,11,9,1,8,0,2,2,2,7,4,2,6,5,48,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15783145236753995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108077323954608,0.0,0.4086255411469628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18224272451916054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352019884553679,0.16105730663218296,0.0,0.17013534329913788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292105271628556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757884825003264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23868763986865096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698671599581652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29903596282113803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18051574931950468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3587352644624845,0.1794335115976079,0.18888395450652395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13732389364451664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406401818499623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387217958138042,0.0,0.15562440599147104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050190821964232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17163479267298054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465899463635258
anxiety,wasabicupcakes,2019/01/08,"My ""Just Stop"" technique. With my anxiety, I am seldom ever *in the moment.*  I no sooner accomplished one thing than I am on to the next crisis.

I got this technique from my therapist.  She says ""Find a visual  trigger: a red car, person wearing flip flops, an antacid commercial, a bird singing and when you see it/hear it/encounter it, JUST STOP.

Take 3 minutes and reassess where you are, where are you going, where is your phone, what are you doing, what have you just accomplished, etc"". 3 minutes.

This technique belongs in the Mindfulness category but it does seem to work with anxiety.",2.1875,5.079218305555556,2.9513333333333343,86.72700000000002,88.16666666666666,5.842962962962964,25.71851851851852,7.3011,1.7115251851851851,459,20,81,8,15,144,72,108,0.116,0.846,0.037000000000000005,-0.6389,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,6,0,3,8,0,0,0,7,0,8,2,1,1,1,15,13,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,7,4,0,2,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,3,14,0,9,12,1,14,0,0,2,0,10,6,0,1,6,59,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474922858793321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19875420203303434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25329878484404195,0.0,0.2054430010007284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075835230734207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907750367936136,0.0,0.18164857479095828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25598069441570515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22932640863432965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415446473988553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15390235854995998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983123831616112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806149031240477,0.0,0.0,0.1809851977937593,0.20676147583601576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797649021332449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17076593976899074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637037715355722,0.15088840528338202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16534603129234185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Fegumag,2019/01/08,"I keep feeling like people don't actually like me  

i just want to start this off with that I don't actually know if i have any anxiety disorder, because i've never really brought it up or been diagnosed. I just thought here would be the fitting place to just unload everything i've been feeling for months.

for months now i've just been feeling really low, i would just occasionally start crying alone, not wanting to eat and really low energy. When im with people, i try to act happy and funny, but as soon as become alone i almost break down sometimes. I just feel really low and unhappy. I went through a real low slump about a month ago where i'd cry everyday when i was alone for hours, but i got better, i started calling people up like my family or friends, i thought i was getting better. but now i just find myself anxious and crying again, and i just can't say why. whenever someone sends me a text i feel briefly really happy, but if it goes for a little while where someone i care about doesnt message me as much as they had i start just feeling really paranoid and anxious. I feel like they suddenly don't care about me anymore or dont like me. i feel really bad texting them because i feel like im being needy and that would make them dislike me more. ive tried talking to people and it has helped a little, but eventually i get to the point where i just keeping unloading about every little thing, and i started annoying myself with how much i go on about things, which in turn made me feel too anxious tell others because i felt like i was annoying them too.

i find myself sitting alone thinking, i wish i was with this person right now or doing this right now, but too scared to ask because if they say they can't or they're busy i feel really bad about myself. I have a small groupchat with a handful of friends, and whenever they suggest doing something from time to time, i make myself feel like that im not included in that offer even though obviously i am.",6.755158124318433,6.122638852417303,7.261752090149036,76.33160305343513,65.05597964376591,10.335587059251182,33.47255543438749,9.725611199111238,3.03397768084333,1571,58,302,28,21,518,174,393,0.17,0.6679999999999999,0.161,-0.5820000000000001,0,4,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,8,2,34,25,2,1,9,0,27,3,1,4,2,76,67,33,0,9,26,0,14,8,2,3,1,2,0,1,14,15,1,2,19,0,0,5,10,9,0,0,15,16,58,16,37,47,3,54,0,4,0,0,22,23,0,9,32,203,72,0,0.0,0.0,0.11993987052305945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05447498703059054,0.0,0.06153699215477279,0.254589951660964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04179061557716916,0.0,0.047011903564300524,0.20827552802505025,0.060945545981382326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0574509031923723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262252609874567,0.1498463926849035,0.06787077087524239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870158715154896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275108698346855,0.0,0.12531226237988452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20251197381571728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06237420032766431,0.0,0.0,0.07043125122067627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202326534290007,0.0,0.0,0.06288246535653226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0405895817293713,0.0,0.05177738311193153,0.0,0.05523061274691135,0.0,0.057933068363310275,0.0,0.3728739771269345,0.17561010962750648,0.05900517827055344,0.0,0.1123351160854744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495793472250473,0.0,0.06421403176039264,0.0,0.034925547425832516,0.0,0.049150128665766034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308371884589779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0411911120729228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06051950435709556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19914158754548147,0.0,0.0,0.10924572408833592,0.0,0.0,0.03377334009561262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401853447902667,0.18477822128777585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05814896603076375,0.08204162865749216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715524378761044,0.0,0.09035106412962716,0.0,0.04739687313942341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17041699970590235,0.05365899049648394,0.06420602482443923,0.0,0.0580935993039941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699477515386921,0.314950452172998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496222855519548,0.0,0.09774087947255046,0.06152586296005685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413902183309066,0.047310051831249804,0.060779269381085875,0.0,0.2174861854178108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04939414706333835,0.053713232507592856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165420006608963,0.03937704225652425,0.06037793702109081,0.09757472859178247,0.07166828002722044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344604125148275,0.06684396631371968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249395547970329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05696818499999105,0.05545239544160392,0.0,0.07066870904512451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096481154309372,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,methoxyme95,2019/01/08,"I feel like all my work was for nothing For five years I was afraid to go to a doctor, I was afraid to speak to anyone. I isolated myself, I learned to hate myself in completely new ways. I thought I was just weak and pathetic. Then in January of last year I was ready to quit life, instead I went to my doctor and got diagnosed with generalised anxiety disorder. I got propranolol which didn't help so I started sertraline back in April of 2018. I started CBT in the August and I swear to god I was a new person. I was happy, I was confident and I woke up in the morning feeling like life was worth living and everything happens for a reason etc etc. 

However, the past few weeks (since Christmas really) I've been in a bit of a flunk. I thought it was just the Christmas period, it's always been a bit of a trigger for whatever reason, but it just keeps going. I'm letting little things get to me, I'm struggling to wake up in the morning, the nightmares are back (when I actually get sleep rather than tossing and turning), and I generally just feel so low. I probably should mention I'm also realising I have some other issues I need to work through (family issues I never thought I had considering how close my family is and nothing traumatic ever happened). 

I guess what I want advice on is has anyone ever been getting help and thought they were getting better and then just everything has gone to shit again? Or can anyone just tell me there's light at the end of the tunnel? I just want to feel normal again. ",4.245948749237339,5.613228335570471,5.531653447223917,79.52931665649788,71.01342281879195,8.773886516168394,29.65283709579012,9.218907990703514,2.6332899328859067,1196,48,225,25,22,400,158,298,0.109,0.805,0.086,-0.8244,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,4,21,12,2,3,15,0,25,9,3,4,4,48,58,19,0,6,10,0,4,2,0,1,6,1,0,1,7,12,0,1,11,0,1,4,2,8,0,1,25,6,36,4,36,31,7,42,0,2,0,0,7,14,1,3,25,161,43,5,0.0,0.0,0.09001920848980519,0.0,0.0,0.0901421432925889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07376943634772395,0.07675641905585902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07056826608202403,0.0,0.0,0.19350254503940936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186362051469806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158447057091597,0.20141841880816705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671862627461016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362818417585972,0.0,0.0,0.10572240006900713,0.18883625882929053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170295635088429,0.0,0.20575830628176667,0.0,0.16688435339072047,0.0,0.0,0.16581028551062282,0.0,0.17392344803134735,0.0,0.18657026581197927,0.13180173534068287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19277980834232794,0.0,0.10485154341540304,0.0,0.14755579309429734,0.0,0.10161984205458073,0.0,0.1631464259261662,0.09819803952384852,0.0,0.09107425129926043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236616744523324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925626120576193,0.0,0.0819928650117805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519315201381044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432822405605013,0.13031276242132478,0.09013389181837532,0.0924551563709401,0.0814552872861711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839955862796461,0.07114613324653052,0.17818435288033604,0.0,0.0,0.09038191514377084,0.1770258740207203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805965486393796,0.0,0.08054602413343093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945725304910877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811543261640523,0.0,0.0,0.05909542484596207,0.1896893863053096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468963427044616,0.07630719973513851,0.0,0.0923130487735406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058499518732974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096435996966155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062744531365441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06128442883723476,0.0,0.0,0.2929334440043806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033762607278088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881866828968133,0.07322092202349638,0.07399452153035231,0.0,0.0,0.08551336432890416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13431299865915838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880735236692587
anxiety,Mtaskofa,2019/01/08,"Please don't just suffer in silence, reach out I know this seems like a stupidly obvious thing to post. But today I contacted CALM (Campaign against living miserably, UK mental health/depression organisation). This is something that I've meant to do for months and months, but I've just been too anxious to do it... ironic, I know.

I spoke on their web helpline for about an hour and it was so so helpful. I've never told anyone about it before. Tomorrow I'm going to contact the student support at my university and talk to them.

What they said to me really didn't amount to much more than reassuring me and encouraging me to take action, but it was such a massive help. I feel like I might be getting my life back on track :)
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anxiety,peaxchiie,2019/01/08,"I don’t really know what to do anymore I hate making these sad posts but I need help. My anxiety/depression literally consumes me. And for me, I’m more anxious about losing the people I love around me. I latch on to anyone, especially my boyfriend. This leads to people using me. I don’t even want to say he’s using me. Because he loves me and he says he’s going to marry me. But I’m so nervous about him all the time and I know he will be mad at me and then completely ignore me if I tell him that I want him to do better in life. Like he needs to wake up earlier, go to work more, and take care of his stuff. Right now, I have to wake him up by calling him so he can go to work. And if I ask him to set an alarm (because I work all day and I can’t always call) and he’s gotten angry at me for asking before. And right now I’m paying for his speeding ticket that he got driving my car when I told him now to because he can’t pay it. And I’ve snuck him into my house for weeks because he gets kicked out. I’m just so anxious about him and tired all the time. I’ll probably delete this soon. I just wanted to write it out. I love him more than anyone. But I don’t know how to talk to him ",0.915865883166262,2.158373391634981,3.160485655029383,93.69581316972004,79.34220532319392,5.9985482198409965,19.559108192188038,6.574015621080383,-0.06152319391634986,914,20,222,8,22,314,128,263,0.136,0.741,0.123,-0.1975,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,6,16,13,2,2,4,0,11,7,2,5,3,40,41,22,0,7,7,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,9,15,0,1,3,1,2,6,5,7,0,0,3,2,44,6,35,36,6,31,0,2,0,3,38,12,0,2,12,138,53,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942711264811608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559838617658181,0.11235892449062047,0.1584380227062737,0.0,0.0,0.10085722320191284,0.2118324346682076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762561110867426,0.0,0.09640632486689144,0.0,0.0,0.10020086969523996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313752229320821,0.0,0.11551255140770594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878842138248387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306637560015301,0.0,0.09758144953659892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483076367926005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05919234481883474,0.0,0.193165729315714,0.0,0.09061294810859663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185608147198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593974221676575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13072806546701668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18679311712581265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002412735923774,0.05535057276229671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267489462328922,0.0,0.0,0.3067614694354916,0.0,0.07562578208939698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16801470214445147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570899931532558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850599517867823,0.0,0.12215196327538495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258014819656149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19350787531221927,0.0,0.18019462980375853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969650947208414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518429201445904,0.09106281928893728,0.09902546508175332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212730699649494,0.13021677956544128,0.0,0.10825892885955322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957022756658979,0.0,0.0,0.20047427761805495,0.0,0.09087900378761037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474419307285608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,A-HumanBean,2019/01/08,"Alcohol anxiety? I know this sounds lame as shit,  but anybody avoid drinking because your afraid of getting a DUI or hurting somebody else. I know this can be a good thing, but I have this fear after 1 or 2 drinks.  I know some people avoid it based on principle and I admire that greatly, but I used to go camping/drinking with friends and it was such a great time. I know it’s ok as long as you do it responsibly, but I seem to have anxiety and avoid drinking anything altogether. I do enjoy a good beer here and there. Just recently I’ve had this fear after hearing awful DUI stories from victims and victims families. I feel like this anxiety is barring me from good times with the guys as they say. However, some part of me says why would you do this if it could lead to tragedy. This might be just analysis paralysis or just over thinking and worrying about this way too much. Let me know what you think. Just wanted to let off some steam about this. ",3.4048729946524086,5.3757263422459935,4.049408422459893,86.84705381016045,74.34759358288771,7.4557486631016054,28.79979946524065,8.278499904357787,2.0208077540106952,754,32,150,13,16,239,112,187,0.217,0.626,0.157,-0.8689,1,3,6,0,0,0,18.0,0,4,1,1,10,21,3,6,5,2,16,7,1,2,0,41,30,18,0,4,12,0,1,1,1,2,1,4,0,1,17,8,6,3,9,5,0,2,0,11,0,0,2,5,18,10,21,21,5,12,0,2,0,0,10,3,1,9,7,104,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288759548600765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263897360971226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462562944319428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009584201463227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180885537581172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4505792975067989,0.0,0.0,0.09605802670538448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840079990331612,0.2587877659486726,0.0581415740117678,0.08214771326865643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888397280852933,0.0,0.06007667645178536,0.0,0.0653505395964689,0.28934036315892525,0.0,0.2535501639270393,0.0,0.11385656303392334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960024814161258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309742648024295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159729999809349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351667945150695,0.0,0.05617750845044095,0.0,0.0,0.10176108744702148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198448727450835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452968141050628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245211973029456,0.0,0.07971845617339332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135371413676278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828867314887147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468109181295217,0.0,0.0,0.11803390760305985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763931624259972,0.14735980672265594,0.0,0.0,0.13410128450171452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931303052820764,0.0,0.0,0.0678231188522033,0.091272414465642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375911706813302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677626964755428,0.0,0.08168443764234974,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawayfailedstude,2019/01/08,"Betrayed a lot of my dreams Basically, I have made easy way out choices these last two semeters and missed many opportunities. I want to seize these opportunities this upcoming semester, but am frightened of failure. I know that the dragon gaurds the greatest treasure, and I should not waste my potential, but I also am a senior who needs to maintain his GPA. These last two days my thoughts have been racing about the upcoming semester, but they sometimes die down. I am also paralyzed with how I should spend my free time (prepare for the upcoming semester/apply to  jobs/work on website), and end up browsing reddit. I am just terrified when I compare myself to my far more accomplished peers",8.660126728110598,9.035693975806453,8.162119815668202,68.09532258064519,60.854838709677416,11.27926267281106,39.48847926267281,10.914260884657429,4.592554377880184,559,27,89,13,7,177,85,124,0.158,0.6459999999999999,0.196,0.3894,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,3,6,5,0,0,6,0,9,0,0,2,0,19,15,10,1,4,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,17,5,13,10,3,13,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,1,7,68,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3742418868390671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15090356745797348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24284367190132425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072448296944882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859425200420632,0.3814645804582381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989291064876004,0.0,0.22140607859260744,0.0,0.237228151234424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17349990149869604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23142113457822405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18576115365331786,0.1364408855688758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4571465663764757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380127928322628,0.1857296013826392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17034680124259682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ImTotallyNormalish,2019/01/08,"Xanax and anxiety I have had anxiety for all my life though it was drastically worsened by my time in the military.  I was recently diagnosed with cancer and put on xanax (thankfully, obviously).  It is amazing the difference. I don't know why I didn't pursue this earlier. 

I take .5mg a day-ish. Some days I feel I need two pills. Most days I only take one. Some days I go without. I don't feel like I have an urge to take it but some days I wonder how I made it without it. I've heard it can be addictive and now I'm worried about becoming addicted to this amazing thing that helps me feel like I have control over the uncontrollable.  

Has anyone else dealt with this?",2.07897435897436,4.216137740740741,4.018518518518519,84.74794871794872,79.0,8.301994301994302,25.94017094017094,9.057496981413335,2.2453076923076924,525,21,109,14,13,178,86,135,0.103,0.784,0.113,0.5011,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,1,5,0,13,8,0,3,2,23,27,6,0,1,3,0,3,2,0,0,8,1,0,0,11,5,0,1,5,0,0,2,5,1,0,2,6,4,17,5,12,20,5,12,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,5,9,72,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30517643933592564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21415369771955986,0.0,0.0,0.09787044479305758,0.14341604962144774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15458613083099504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569885236888794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4513461199058769,0.0,0.0,0.14206684509381698,0.0,0.14623910743393967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692717315679385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123194737156132,0.19998953181203385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954831180034959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938191000023216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692398219871283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988651184235558,0.13676477611284835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244322341707346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378615782863734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484745564303117,0.10645367320520743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14070874910452955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13820372376726994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157205981152409,0.0,0.0,0.12886578944172036,0.0,0.0,0.09299000653402917,0.0,0.13752004804549214,0.0,0.08161777131635325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673058393386214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263013687053137,0.0,0.0,0.2698526289258265,0.15179175224596256,0.0,0.14214657088014745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sheldonnn95,2019/01/08,"Can you get physical symptoms of anxiety when anxiety isn't present? Recently, (about 4 months ago) I had a big panic attack, and I've been anxious ever since. My one symptom I get when I have anxiety is that my stomach feels weird, not like diarrhea or anything, but I get really bad butterflies and tightness in the stomach, along with burning and bad rumbles. I've been able to deal with some of the components of my anxiety, and mentally have been able to not feel nervous ALL THE TIME anymore, but I'm still having those symptoms. I'm getting really worried that it's not just anxiety anymore, because I don't know if that's possible when I don't feel super anxious.",11.076744186046513,7.5289912480620185,10.845643410852716,63.25730232558143,59.0,14.66108527131783,49.05581395348837,12.688352899677879,6.197597209302328,537,30,93,14,5,179,78,129,0.274,0.7090000000000001,0.016,-0.9832,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,7,8,1,2,4,0,12,5,2,0,2,23,22,11,0,1,8,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,4,4,10,2,10,18,2,12,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,11,61,15,0,0.2530441225849176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215417343141844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4839451529131021,0.28586783237506125,0.2509517746201597,0.0,0.0,0.10411687606541463,0.0,0.0,0.14393711003798565,0.0,0.0,0.21128127269834465,0.07712667422856709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13043868962745678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444644796373885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19192006725615746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26441022007922504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06953321604857945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061812288271325413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275044794763946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098870223276617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573462314845287,0.0,0.0,0.14844637822571347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263461381821246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16210654449297238,0.0,0.12492527179109793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466035654402764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104068158336686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39451459834471103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737760314030974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284892947694977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,privekolol,2019/01/08,Slept nothing last night - worried it will happen again How do I stop these kind of thoughts? ,3.3223529411764723,6.312985058823532,1.6073529411764724,98.67808823529413,80.76470588235293,3.4000000000000004,26.14705882352941,3.1291,0.1420823529411761,74,3,14,0,2,20,17,17,0.122,0.774,0.104,-0.0803,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34181885344532664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4025252343333314,0.0,0.31508427919754456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627445849786997,0.0,0.3708986019424311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231674029086357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306872103991672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3925533578910971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,D1rtykev,2019/01/08,"I’m losing grip I don’t know why but I’ve started doubting everything I know, it’s manifesting mostly in language. If a word is over 4-5 letters long, then I start to question if it’s real or not. The English language fucking looks and sound wrong to me, I mean I’ve always had a pretty wide vocabulary and I can express myself, but it’s scaring me how I have to mentally confirm every word I use. A few days ago the  word that stuck out to me was ‘remind’, I can’t remember the context but I had to mentally prepare for a good 5 minutes before I actually said it, a word I’ve used all my life- I had to picture it in my head, I had to mentally spell it, use it in a sentence in my head and the scary thing is it still didnt even feel right. This paragraph I’ve written I’m not convinced it’s like I know it makes sense but I’m still mentally doubting it, what the fuck is wrong with me- can anyone relate?",1.5135112189205593,3.1255385257732016,3.823474833232261,87.9757701637356,78.69072164948454,6.420375985445725,26.360218314129767,7.285733465282438,1.273768708308066,710,29,154,9,17,246,106,194,0.194,0.7559999999999999,0.05,-0.9811,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,4,11,2,3,11,0,14,5,2,5,1,35,34,12,0,2,9,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,15,5,0,0,7,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,9,5,21,3,15,25,3,16,0,1,1,2,4,8,2,7,9,96,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.12246864012767295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124703659449754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442498240700984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775161786684704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679016103792346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093628740200454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289071609080048,0.0,0.10573807811254332,0.0,0.11279015071526052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345591992413281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320430751488932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526236591459867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575957710919644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20691243117277885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864345217403005,0.06131233181005667,0.0,0.0,0.11106241147038627,0.10538731095740618,0.14040095811437922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837713651992885,0.0,0.0,0.13670488927100766,0.0,0.0,0.5058927389071816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767730835438024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14058727988413044,0.0,0.0,0.1428450101467302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216557690684167,0.10717521487947076,0.1193780146346857,0.0,0.1256461047779948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17765726948690266,0.0,0.20044686805188336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337576820115329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32517178042060146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324306807967653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744262823032102,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kim_Jong_Grill,2019/01/08,"17 yo Brother won't leave his room- Help! Hello, I posted an earlier version of this in r/relationships. Someone suggested I might get more insight here. It's kind of a long story, but the tl;dr is that my 17yo brother is refusing to go to school or leave his room due to what I suspect(kind of know) is depression/anxiety. I went through similar in JH/HS, but I'm not him and I'm not a guy. Maybe being his big sister is clouding my judgement, please give me some advice on how to proceed! I am 25 years old. Sorry if this is a garbled mess...

My little brother is the 4th child in my family. I am the oldest. Us oldest 3 ""kids"" are what you would probably call high achieving. He's constantly comparing himself to us. He's also ""lost"" the genetic lottery and is VERY short. Not the end of the world- but he's 17. My Mom homeschooled us all beginning when I was 12, so he's been homeschooled his whole life but has participated in sports at the Jr. High/High School for years. He's also an extremely talented piano player. At 16, he started going to the public high school half the time and homeschooled the other half. I had advised my parents to let him do this, as it's what he really wanted. Anyway, on and off for years he's refused to get up for school(homeschool or public) or leave the house or even his room. Even for the things he likes like sports and music. Recently, it's taken a turn for the worse. He's gone a week, almost two where he refuses to leave his room and go to school or do anything really. He's failing all his classes. When I check his phone records(He's on my plan) I notice that he is getting up for school, but pretending to be asleep/not going when my mom goes to wake him up. 

I gently spoke with him over Christmas, I hoped that would help. It was just very short, I just let him know I'm here to listen. I talked about how I am in therapy myself and that it's nice to have someone to talk to. But it doesn't appear to have helped. My Mom is of course in full panic mode like he's a problem or object to be fixed- I think that's a relatively common parental reaction. However, he's obviously far past the age where it's productive, possible or helpful for Mom to fix his issues for him.  

I've suggested that my Mom try the following approach.

1. Without letting him know(because he's ashamed already) find a therapist who specializes in teenage depression/anxiety and meet with him just herself and my dad to discuss strategies on how to best support him, and how to approach the discussion to try and get him in therapy. Their approach to helping is actually quite damaging in my own experience. They mean well, but they come from a generation and culture where mental health is hidden or shameful.
2. Hopefully get him going to therapy...
3. Stop saying xyz in the meantime and simply be there. Don't push or interrogate him. Act normal and be there if he wants to talk and just listen. I told them that it's like he's on the edge of a cliff. Depression and anxiety are trying to push him off, it's important that Mom and Dad aren't added in to the pushers. 

My Mom insists she needs to bring him in for a MRI, blood tests, etc to rule out other disorders. I've advised her that he already feels like there's something wrong with him so a battery of tests would make it worse. The tests would be fine- after he's gotten to a spot where he can mentally handle it. For now he's not talking to anybody about this. When he's out he acts normal like nothing's wrong. Should I advise my Mom to do something else? How can I/We best support him? ",2.9900266709585464,4.857424516129033,4.260530200262114,85.33524291265263,75.22720897615709,7.424357942657441,26.555284758466893,8.249195462096736,1.769040806566574,2812,106,560,49,61,924,317,713,0.081,0.8009999999999999,0.118,0.9677,3,0,2,0,0,0,99.0,3,1,4,7,35,29,0,3,35,0,47,5,2,6,3,87,90,49,0,15,27,16,1,6,0,7,3,4,4,3,31,23,0,4,7,3,1,18,9,11,1,3,11,5,71,18,87,63,11,89,0,4,0,0,113,44,0,17,32,354,102,14,0.0,0.0,0.050104505549374866,0.0,0.0,0.0501729308067352,0.0,0.0,0.051413771775214064,0.0,0.11331914148059954,0.0821198318640491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783445351833888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042251878886668336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03129893079378922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776508201170752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05242814040537127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04422845799839737,0.0,0.055484809761482415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044222660252314167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058844869554154224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04289146750547894,0.0,0.04547569678250205,0.0,0.0572623241854671,0.06782468295611807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05022445255378656,0.04840271600499559,0.0,0.02596115616752878,0.03668028685534589,0.0,0.0,0.04692764318277464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412605402420175,0.04925400847450327,0.14590038134784736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05083880276484274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05457645405207163,0.0,0.0,0.17207458157509753,0.2169917475415265,0.0,0.10199269615160524,0.0,0.059244281080513016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05358997610790917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693410851624573,0.08465224277107462,0.0,0.0,0.21746425924769985,0.0,0.15750868414537206,0.036265907229305866,0.1505050141596834,0.051460349109609414,0.0,0.045437976661157696,0.0,0.0,0.056048229130542464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034272633615681294,0.0,0.05158212206781185,0.055928855550002654,0.0,0.0,0.10348569853285984,0.054468052817222834,0.0,0.4810693911566874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038071053082384884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061277464791436,0.049266117954473214,0.05845568031931471,0.05387707167013862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06024132331839021,0.11402325403726606,0.0,0.049013822047834416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05636048267413112,0.0,0.05788283951496431,0.04917352409615753,0.0,0.05535770166085178,0.04912943858216008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05461084717896337,0.0,0.0,0.06578478286603696,0.0,0.05069617580809208,0.055124425887615236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040830946511582616,0.0,0.3117782602068108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870075009183771,0.07905450436731397,0.0,0.057475597131966,0.036341669326995084,0.0,0.0,0.04292602697167571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652951623889216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16507400282149615,0.0,0.0,0.17614960668673102,0.059614541237920475,0.034110786534112335,0.0328992723379782,0.0,0.0,0.029939199689628125,0.0,0.0,0.0490615568119827,0.0,0.10457796774479043,0.05584771546779495,0.05015579560741016,0.0,0.18528215182813415,0.0,0.0,0.08472863846940487,0.06056824605176798,0.0,0.041185197879858616,0.0,0.04616457696556234,0.04759656199430516,0.0,0.05732393461865685,0.0,0.04949394974818839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464819578757947,0.14589370708543914,0.11227358424345374,0.0,0.09919189047273176
anxiety,angelshotdown1,2019/01/08,"I don't feel what you think don't feel sad right now, but I do feel lonesome in the absence of others.

I don't feel happy right now, but I do feel calm in the promise of tomorrow.

I don't feel stressed right now, but I do feel pressured into making a change.

I don't feel loved right now, but I do feel a connection lasting when you left.

I don't feel suicidal right now, but I do feel disappointment that I hadn't cut hard enough.",5.022934782608694,4.129341510869569,5.6946956521739125,87.00682608695654,68.67391304347827,9.099130434782607,29.269565217391303,8.238735603445708,1.6446321739130436,337,10,79,4,5,110,39,92,0.188,0.618,0.194,-0.358,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,6,9,1,2,4,0,12,1,0,1,0,19,26,6,1,0,5,0,12,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,12,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,1,12,13,4,5,25,1,17,0,2,0,1,3,9,0,0,8,49,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735709645873467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341629375036538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7221799467081117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13822070958147398,0.11631417906757928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583969779246352,0.0,0.0,0.14107522978428466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718873440903595,0.0,0.08667147515030714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5544277541052759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14873517154276336,0.0,0.0,0.14202760090245514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319840537727471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,teapsycho,2019/01/08,"Calling a potential employer Today I got a call from a job I applied to, I freaked out and let it go to voicemail. They asked me to call them back to schedule an interview. 
I have absolutely terrible phone anxiety and avoid talking on the phone at all costs. I really want this job because I feel like it’ll be a good step forward for my anxiety but I can’t get the courage to call them back.
Any advice is welcome I have to call them back by the end of the day.",3.2368303571428565,4.274976760416672,4.8773214285714275,84.52125000000002,73.0625,8.81904761904762,31.42261904761905,9.23628265651192,2.670424404761905,363,17,78,8,7,123,65,96,0.08900000000000001,0.769,0.142,0.7867,3,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,4,0,3,7,0,1,9,0,7,0,0,0,1,8,13,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,3,0,0,1,1,14,4,13,9,1,13,0,0,0,0,15,4,0,0,9,52,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413048733185928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833534332553512,0.0,0.22124257389058505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135184758868936,0.0,0.0,0.3335735127843542,0.0,0.08814895561632383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7382817406907279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325729917049604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280757864769497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07311587791408047,0.10330477418888424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554936404101137,0.0,0.08218150533364657,0.12128656088132884,0.11565263421204007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869933357287909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14786688294446018,0.0,0.07064596924308099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263670927440253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622682132490306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706721645232614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529089488953602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Givemeallyourtacos,2019/01/08,"Trouble Sleeping In My Bed Gives Me Anxiety...Why? I've been sleeping on my couch for the last couple of months, unless I'm extremely tired it's difficult for me to sleep in bed. Generally what happens is I'll wake up around 2am or 3am and I'll be super anxious and can't go back to bed.

I find comfort sleeping in my sofa because it's more so like I'm cradled in there. But it's not good for my back and overall sometimes I'll sleep in the wrong position and it'll mess me up.

I'm trying to find ways to work through this issue, I'm not specifically sad or upset about anything. I find sometimes hugging pillows helps while I sleep, but it's not a solution that works long term.

Is there anything I can do to get myself slowly back in bed without being anxious? ",2.1234107142857157,3.880244662500001,3.912142857142858,87.37000000000003,77.375,6.321428571428572,27.67857142857143,7.1686216300943375,1.4353571428571428,606,26,125,7,14,204,94,160,0.13,0.7929999999999999,0.078,-0.7152,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,8,11,0,1,3,0,9,9,7,0,0,18,17,11,0,0,9,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,7,0,8,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,1,0,12,5,23,13,2,20,0,1,0,1,2,10,0,2,9,73,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569175384541758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871455860424988,0.10122509029129312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623055354418764,0.0,0.06931593221710534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581681164296354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117838135171557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0594082432434672,0.10908000453219548,0.0646234276217769,0.09537368848121834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005524659357792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621672517396698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868262132932793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926879864336629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05555245869025681,0.0,0.0,0.10062885953127207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076141437027067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6827465307585845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249221561433812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069173283270816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720092603545588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025688703577198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026046584061301,0.0,0.0,0.10961138859679567,0.0,0.16556296769283135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432290748946273,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TemporaryRegret,2019/01/08,"Thank you. I’m fairly new to this site and just wanted to say that finding this subreddit has helped me in my mental health journey in so, so many ways. It’s really so much more than just a sub. It’s a community. A support system. A family. A place of honesty and vulnerability, love and understanding. Thank you for letting me know I’m not alone. That my thoughts aren’t ridiculous ; that I am valid. It’s a hard, sometimes exhausting daily battle, but one that’s incredibly worth it. Thank you for the hope. We can do this :) ",1.0885714285714272,3.6970279611650514,3.088994452149791,86.01992718446604,89.7766990291262,6.049653259361997,20.949375866851593,7.447530270364453,1.0176385575589455,412,14,82,8,14,138,70,103,0.073,0.688,0.239,0.959,1,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,3,0,0,5,9,2,0,7,0,6,3,0,0,0,14,18,7,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,11,4,0,0,4,0,1,1,2,3,0,1,1,2,9,6,8,16,2,8,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,1,1,54,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19923246532876926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813449110427272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17581842468399486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17232154937297428,0.0,0.0,0.20447534812052573,0.0,0.0,0.12893842438606107,0.0,0.0,0.19106217519603466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571895341095797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196706580899658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736172188490462,0.0,0.0,0.19502824953093084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938590056878117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14141064982482104,0.0,0.0,0.18578763236378856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303517246204305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20098082475412252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232341548310568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15297662970336404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902542280349049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182938944377927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5313124464252003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527165829153743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20025909044325094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346205439316935,0.1526906433964463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,general_shinobi,2019/01/08,"I don't trust my own thoughts. How can I get my head on straight? Lately I've been going through a breakup. My anxiety greatly contributed to my relationship falling apart: I would feel very anxious about something and would tell her, without thinking about how what I said would affect her. I watched in front of my own eyes this person going crazy from my own projections. 

 I have different thoughts when I am angry. I have different thoughts when I am ""normal"". I had different thoughts about whether I want to be with her or if I don't. This was the breaking point of our relationship and is what led me to ending it. 

One day I'll feel fine, and the next day I will feel completely different. I will feel cathartic one day, happy that I am on my own again. And the next day I will feel like crap, thinking about all the hurt I inflicted upon this person. And guilt, always so much guilt. 

This is causing me even more anxiety. How can I trust myself to do the right thing? How will I be able to trust myself in the next relationship? One day I am happy I'm with the person, and the next day I am driving myself crazy thinking of all the ""what-ifs"". What if someone else is out there who is better than the person I have? What if I am a horrible person for having these thoughts? What if I will never be happy with someone? What if I just hurt the next person in the same way that I hurt my now ex? I don't trust myself to make the right decision, I don't trust my own thoughts. And I am the one person I should be able to completely trust. Has anyone experienced problems like this? Sorry if this comes off as an incoherent rant, I just wanted to put this out there and hear what others have to say.",3.5957794417971414,5.033096448377584,4.288510324483776,87.5390146358067,72.71681415929203,7.339278420694351,26.01781257090992,7.882392219407189,1.3535853415021566,1332,44,276,18,26,425,141,339,0.17,0.7609999999999999,0.069,-0.9841,5,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,1,0,0,1,18,21,1,2,17,0,40,3,3,8,3,60,64,24,0,14,11,1,5,2,0,9,0,3,0,7,21,14,0,0,15,0,0,8,6,7,0,4,10,11,50,14,34,41,10,42,0,3,2,0,20,14,1,7,20,207,71,1,0.13529300420606175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05628730879801979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349877790440022,0.0764212925651294,0.0,0.04730000712995557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05982783387544671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949159174641549,0.0,0.05827147173111556,0.14185214085293352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617583856057855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827047874945123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05650997229752261,0.0,0.05991472231770713,0.0,0.0,0.044679876649695985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17102052006629376,0.048326674618815485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03534250534242255,0.0,0.07689013211881032,0.0,0.0,0.0745805073817228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160328781108152,0.0,0.0,0.06942482717403889,0.0,0.07624252426813652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21725093879858745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630820084645368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06609732794147248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04515456543747059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049727962552018175,0.0,0.05217315269643032,0.0,0.3597141120970377,0.0,0.06627920934862215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183356082120994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4134642147240163,0.0,0.0,0.06394780976915293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06472856665293769,0.0,0.06800341870279808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178810817858859,0.0,0.11553948636356083,0.0643473143930931,0.05379521360411417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463332342140295,0.0520775822279878,0.0,0.07572472080364416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05912602447832276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04494133015717321,0.13003544130475236,0.0,0.3222225988931816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05581544874981555,0.07979931920160405,0.05369464468389202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520881405626484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14416240266309205,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,October_Sunrise,2019/01/08,"Could we become text support pals? I’m very respectful and conscientious. Would receiving words of support help you during the day?  I think it might help me.  I know it’s hard to find the right chemistry with someone, so I’ll tell you a little something about myself.  I’m older (45F) and value maturity and good character in people.  I work in the corporate world as a business analytics manager and do well but my anxiety has always held me back from realizing my full potential.  I take an occasional Xanax and beta blocker for presentations. I am in a relationship and it often makes my anxiety worse because I am ultra sensitive.  I like to hike with my big dog and stay in shape.  I like to do projects around my house.  I live in the Northeast, about 60 miles north of NYC.  Please message me and tell me something about yourself if you think we could help each other.  Hope to hear from you! ",3.2724225548207437,5.855709301775152,4.485875391576752,80.6074277758441,77.28402366863905,7.763452836756005,27.100939784197703,8.671277953709913,2.3487031674208145,708,29,129,16,17,232,109,169,0.053,0.765,0.181,0.9628,0,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,2,4,0,1,8,8,0,0,8,0,9,1,0,1,0,31,21,12,0,5,2,0,1,2,1,2,1,1,0,0,4,14,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,25,8,21,16,2,20,0,0,0,0,16,14,0,4,6,83,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358948317866435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22725123556232615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13222385851993182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421097907463787,0.0,0.09054296704776628,0.16404054474065904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371794368416325,0.0,0.0,0.0957900465946558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13575441532879584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458054673969872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305437826397445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674049509872333,0.0,0.2986710940120139,0.0,0.0,0.14752454944243848,0.0,0.17138454425113867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162861620033206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14512924448192238,0.14886683268498405,0.13115537412631648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914542948925814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575676544313271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297252080800502,0.0,0.0,0.1630421613818411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15946644022931905,0.0,0.12684444958668178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12584962311435194,0.2286924569745228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158314017659781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.337101871575876,0.0,0.0,0.11167663968788276,0.0,0.2596448458357293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903450153501183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255342477161768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354698275496407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10813215554246812,0.0,0.15136552435655728,0.10551198378104527,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WackerNicker,2019/01/08,I think i might have recently gotten a panic attack from sleep deprivation I'm quite unsure on the causes I'm quite concern with the fact my hands are tingling to those who have had this how long does it generally last.,8.817209302325583,7.162891767441863,8.711279069767446,70.9008720930233,61.55813953488372,11.390697674418604,33.127906976744185,10.125756701596842,3.068404651162792,178,5,33,3,2,58,36,43,0.253,0.747,0.0,-0.8883,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,2,1,3,1,1,3,0,5,3,2,2,1,7,9,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,3,0,4,6,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30429778891289355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27477624959114805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340740691643853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21803238318422274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23671190738852035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837546392140557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138308435836363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.568997070280464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641048161613164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267673763953927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17139076338921616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheBrunkster,2019/01/08,"Question on hydroxyzine and libido Hello - my wife was recently diagnosed with GAD, and was prescribed hydroxyzine in response. Leading up to this, her anxiety has been mounting for the past couple of months, and it has been adversely affecting our sex life.


I love my wife dearly and her health and mental well-being are paramount, but does anyone know personally or anecdotally if hydroxyzine hurts libido too? I'd like to mentally prepare myself for the road ahead. Thank you in advance.",6.830357142857142,9.522885130952384,6.64952380952381,68.76214285714286,66.73809523809524,10.038095238095238,34.61904761904762,10.290406445055957,4.419019047619047,397,19,56,11,7,125,66,84,0.075,0.805,0.12,0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,1,0,3,1,6,0,0,2,0,7,5,0,2,0,13,10,8,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,4,0,8,4,11,6,0,11,0,1,0,2,10,5,0,3,5,39,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17793742611815533,0.0,0.0,0.16263847157400815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573661202847752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23608286031861134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20354875533672634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472416208686371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24900179921145424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12783020368036904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16429139344762647,0.1136360123793618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20992947557492928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4688097144892506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18565812297264472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220418497052124,0.0,0.20309627845602365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26056386057516484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22966322925038585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21414570126145016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20913423259031488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Stew_a_jew,2019/01/08,After all my therapy my brain just goes white forget everything while talking to new people And now i feel so insecure and worthless stuck in a place with no one i know with no family or friends or connections to anyone and my cat ran away today im alone,6.0023529411764684,6.093462960784315,6.7733333333333325,76.78000000000003,66.45098039215686,10.72156862745098,30.72549019607843,10.504223727775694,3.1440666666666672,205,7,39,5,3,68,41,51,0.289,0.659,0.052000000000000005,-0.8996,0,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,12,4,7,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,2,2,5,1,7,2,1,9,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,2,5,26,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816230957409001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19013007416542368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554741466074881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035483190924487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443806762988895,0.0,0.2563383189603904,0.0,0.1374889609410691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100817205647356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937160717167722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14943798887872695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26261828407494514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842574008317007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885124008663341,0.0,0.2840944720450745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21855587805732746,0.0,0.0,0.3109597820843379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577446883871139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BathingisNice,2019/01/08,"Am I Anxious or just stressed? Hey :) 

First of all
I smoked weed for 2 years. The last time I smoked weed was 5 months ago. I met with 10 friends not everyone smokes but a few of them . Of course we also got drunk that night. A week before we decided to make a fun rap battle. Me against a friend of mine.

So 10 minutes before the battle should start I smoked spontaneous a joint. My heart instantly started racing. I started panicking. And then I had to rap... my opponent didn‘t want to start so I did it even though I was panicking I didn‘t want to be the looser. When I finished my fun rap about him it was his turn. He dropped lile 5 lines and stopped because he failed.

So the Rap Battle was over and the smokers went upstairs.
I went upstairs 5 minutes later and when I came no one talked anymore . I‘m pretty also sure they made allusion‘s about me. 

And Lady‘s and Gentlemen , since this day I‘m not the same guy like before. It has been worse the last few month‘s I‘m feeling better but:

I can‘t trust everyone from my friends group anymore. I still go out with them sometimes but I don‘t feel good in there nearness. I always think of that „special day“

I sometimes think people make hints about me.
But I also ask myself why should they.

I‘m afraid of being schizophrenic and stuff,...

When I look in the sky I see tiny flashy things flying around also also I see flashes and movements in the corner of my eye. 

I also went to my doctor he said I could go to the psychiatrist but there is no high chance of finding one in my area.
She also said : the people out there aren‘t fair always. You are just to nice 
I often think about this sentence. Am I sick or just stressed because of that day? 


I just wanted to write the whole story down. 
I would be very happy if someone would give me there opinion, tipps and other advise :)
Btw: 
I am also very stressed because my 3 colleagues quit there job in my department 

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anxiety,onicchr,2019/01/08,"Expressing what’s wrong. Does anyone have any tips or tricks for organizing your thoughts and feelings so that you can properly communicate them to friends and family. 

I feel like shit. I’m sad and depressed. I really don’t know what else to say beyond that. I have so many thoughts and feelings going through my head but when I try to talk about it or even just write it down I am unable to put it into words. 

I feel like I need to start communicating better with my friends and family however it is extremely difficult when I don’t know how to convey my feelings. It’s not just that I’m afraid to talk about my feelings, I don’t even understand what they are so how can I talk about it!?",3.580335968379448,5.2323707753623205,4.523017127799736,84.97962450592888,73.1304347826087,8.496442687747034,26.31357048748353,9.095868883498916,1.9896289855072469,549,19,114,12,11,178,77,138,0.097,0.792,0.111,0.593,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,2,1,15,12,2,1,0,0,10,2,2,2,0,29,26,15,0,1,6,0,6,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,12,7,0,0,11,0,0,2,4,7,0,0,2,7,18,5,16,24,0,8,0,2,0,0,12,3,1,2,5,76,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410198846050094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703950041544873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538986223345814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185054231050147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339643497050151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278815706432928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20222033633388264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886268857706674,0.0,0.4644215205733353,0.2187256798387216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365437715666405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700084659884738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15710777372022292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16826130997825325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495776722023073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552025804742722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350943083487736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538911388425603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806917140643594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173809558011665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571379509985133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835324654586943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691280104339815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430623030938929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393360690506467,0.0,0.0,0.1593652595199749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16737270988653935,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hailes159,2019/01/08,"I convinced myself that I was dying Hi I'm new to this subreddit and I guess I just need to vent or some advice anyway here's what happened: so I was already feeling anxious and frustrated because it was my first day back at work from my vacation and no one had taken care of my section that I worked so hard to make spotless and as low maintenance as possible for them while I was gone and I get back and it looks like a disaster. Not only that but someone has been stealing from the registers and 70$ was missing at close. My boss is on a war path accusing all of the lower level workers and now I'm worried that I might lose my job over something I had nothing to do with. So I get home and vent to my fiance and he suggests that we smoke a bit to help me calm down and it worked at first but after I started eating I convinced myself that I inhaled a bite instead of swallowing and thought I was actually going to die. What really happened was I swallowed a big piece of hunnybun and my throat widened to accommodate for it but it hurt alot because I was hyper focused on it. My fiance and my roommates tried their best to calm me down but I refused to listen I wanted to go to the hospital and have an ultrasound. Eventually I calmed down but it was absolutely terrifying. I've decided that I'm done smoking cause this isn't the first time this has happened and its getting worse every time. I'm so worried that I'm going to lose my fiance over it and that my roommates think I'm an absolute nutcase. 

TLDR: already anxious smoked got more anxious had a full blown panic attack because I thought I tore my esophagus or broke a cartilage ring in my trachea refused to listen to logic worried my fiance won't put up with me much longer and that my roommates think I'm a nutcase. Decided to stop smoking.",4.540247933884294,5.518929173553718,5.74111955922865,79.76331570247936,69.9366391184573,8.342435261707989,32.977300275482094,8.608573733854374,2.72244096969697,1442,67,272,23,25,482,183,363,0.219,0.6990000000000001,0.081,-0.9951,3,0,3,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,2,10,11,19,3,1,15,0,22,4,1,3,1,52,56,32,3,2,9,0,2,1,0,2,0,3,1,0,24,22,3,3,8,0,0,5,4,11,0,4,19,7,45,8,41,35,10,37,0,6,1,0,11,18,0,6,15,198,69,6,0.0,0.0,0.09657688349337272,0.0,0.0,0.09670877379017606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21842366079346384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354114243558194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258851265727512,0.0,0.15219803173394558,0.0,0.1809869088375804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385908069527176,0.0,0.10804562433393704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090279163529944,0.10166570505008596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06382510976410598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20542289722788912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127693848923583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012672850825911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338341995177237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05004036118216844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525421853869088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15511750271826916,0.0,0.16873457558244087,0.0,0.07915243245031449,0.0,0.10902259430365513,0.0,0.26254685472183303,0.0,0.08865441242792789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06633505963080556,0.0,0.09927132028865368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594552669695592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820883361080704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04834996060831467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310681037531538,0.22143606657238304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606080845266415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498765995916373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275165594139638,0.07338229601695699,0.0,0.09558231946915592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496088389039654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706216139096374,0.0752683702978496,0.0,0.11611569059140943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115696919230858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948851845939743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06340037927556537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838538688997048,0.07618913283541685,0.0,0.0,0.0700488933293479,0.0,0.0,0.0827403016998463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682728456308662,0.0,0.15713645769351234,0.1154161514461292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719165669249427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058372918544972126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161460488394559,0.3015154032201047,0.10085516762967853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vanillacupcake18,2019/01/08,How to deal with new antidepressant anxiety? I just started Zoloft today and I’m really anxious already. What will help me? When does this usually taper off and the anxiety is treated?,3.1363636363636367,6.264692939393939,4.8627878787878815,71.95418181818181,89.30303030303033,8.700606060606061,30.842424242424244,8.841846274778883,4.124580606060606,149,8,22,5,5,50,30,33,0.173,0.7509999999999999,0.075,-0.368,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,5,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316939805319698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4598808688527244,0.3395662358077543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098814894456484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630367891125556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014702976576601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29029895294339325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19255719909423086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21274981085717645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849116672476148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33104288743134885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Wassercow,2019/01/08,"Can barely function Just started this semester and I found out that all of my classes are requiring presentations and public speaking and I honestly don’t think I can do it... I’m so close to graduating but I feel like this is a hurdle I just won’t be able to overcome... I can’t eat, I can’t sleep, and I’m in constant panic mode. I kinda just want to drop out of school because it all just feels pointless but I don’t want to disappoint my parents. To be honest, even if I do graduate I don’t know what I want to do with my life anyway and at this point I just don’t see the point anymore... I don’t know what to gain from posting here, maybe it’s just a way to get it off my chest even though I don’t feel any better while typing this but I just couldn’t keep it inside this time. ",2.6679980276134145,3.391038911242603,4.2859319526627235,89.41852317554243,74.0887573964497,7.290138067061144,24.734220907297825,7.492282038375204,0.934407889546351,612,18,141,7,12,206,90,169,0.067,0.799,0.134,0.8223,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,13,6,0,1,3,0,19,4,2,0,2,36,35,12,0,5,11,1,3,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,13,9,1,2,7,0,0,0,10,2,0,0,1,5,20,4,17,30,2,16,0,1,1,0,3,8,0,2,6,97,33,6,0.17865371017756226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149064921750585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17717647481217252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890564352045508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15800468851229052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193061192808648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18280734645928676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23599818129802105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709980514274427,0.12763024624754968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19588457194605727,0.0,0.0,0.09333918990781352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587956262479575,0.0,0.0,0.1963668138308644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261883989163109,0.08728117864528903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17948166456409553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20961163580114808,0.19837380291100712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33777100420026784,0.0,0.17110086990330384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18080709256607333,0.14236387663768635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787827317504575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264520155892785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447408376113592,0.17552636317502393,0.0,0.10417441509961628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31612376106224555,0.14180699949322925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,higgehuggehagge,2019/01/08,"murmuring voices in my head: throwing a question out into the void I have been diagnosed with depression and anxiety, but recently what I think is a new symptom has cropped up. If I'm not taking care of myself, I get a voice stuck in my head. It's always a voice I recognize. Only, it's like the person is murmuring, babbling or muttering, so I only hear vocal expression and no recognizable words. It's like listening to the person speak a foreign language. It's not distressing, only distracting. It happens when I'm having a bit of an attack, which includes when I'm sitting in silence, listening to music, or listening to white/ background noise. Has anyone else experienced this, and/or should I be alarmed? 

Thanks in advance for any insight you might be able to give me - I really appreciate it.",5.63301597051597,7.386795385135138,6.799164619164617,70.27998771498773,68.12162162162161,10.246683046683048,35.076167076167074,10.436869588844218,4.278654054054053,639,32,102,18,11,215,98,148,0.128,0.746,0.127,0.2183,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,1,3,9,1,3,10,0,11,4,2,0,0,17,26,9,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,2,2,8,0,2,9,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,2,10,12,4,15,20,1,14,0,1,1,0,11,7,0,5,6,69,21,0,0.1701396490954272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156981765051174,0.0,0.0,0.1157007957220591,0.0,0.13015636586530346,0.0,0.0,0.1189655985914056,0.17432817667178438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19355841300328572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18574843102943064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17346871146598958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14654103045782144,0.17268816242038074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14212984497630116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889094439731003,0.1632134547051424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504539298002663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492247305237214,0.0,0.19175974990359687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662432769247893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18049128074445026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16432193330362305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3881966097698695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29711875799586623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19059534527478894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899581588523524,0.0,0.16799237768152878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768402407182757,0.1279238419791758,0.0,0.0,0.1566417299043048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901861720242256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,graybagss,2019/01/08,"Having difficulty socializing at my new job. What can I do to make this better? I’ve struggled socially since I was a child. I somehow got this far in life and I just started working full-time at a prestigious university doing program coordinating.  

Everyone here gets their shit done and can socialize and mingle with everyone else really smoothly. I know I just started here (about a week ago) but I can already tell people either don’t like me or won’t talk to me unless I initiate. Half the office was out for vacation last week when I was introduced to others, and now that everyone else is here, I feel like I have to introduce myself to the ones I haven’t met yet. I don’t even know where to start.  
  
I’m deathly afraid of losing my job over this. I have a 3 month probationary period and if I can’t perform well or get accustomed to workplace culture (and I’m sure my office can tell since everyone here is basically a lawyer who attended a top school) then I’ll lose my job.   
  
I’m trying really hard despite my shyness to talk more. I also have a stutter, which I plan on going to speech therapy for once my health insurance starts after my probationary period. My stutter makes it super hard to even initiate conversation, because it comes out when I’m nervous (which is 90% of my existence).   
  
I know I shouldn’t just sit at my cubicle all the time but this is the busiest month for my job so I’m piled with stuff to do.   
  
At least I know I’m doing a lot better than my other job, where I didn’t even start socializing til 5 months in. I’ve made improvements since then but I have this urgency to get better, and to get better fast. ",3.8665230769230767,5.38837983692308,5.4916923076923085,78.8443076923077,72.16923076923077,9.261538461538462,27.76923076923077,9.692545771848811,2.6434307692307693,1297,48,252,33,25,441,165,325,0.079,0.794,0.128,0.9625,5,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,11,21,17,1,3,12,0,28,3,1,3,2,36,55,21,1,2,11,0,4,2,0,2,2,1,0,1,15,12,0,0,5,0,0,3,7,8,1,2,8,5,38,9,35,45,5,43,0,2,0,0,14,14,1,5,27,170,53,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719519647888641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957268680216626,0.0649113105138052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04948024294226986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28715170751045177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06992043469922432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306469600064538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561359308431742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16083529237444882,0.0,0.0,0.3102441762214566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041041795411312684,0.057987588034630576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696310914064181,0.0,0.04613056185225242,0.0,0.0649187548248784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454240605470978,0.0,0.0,0.08627950338674176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4027415831357642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17843478703334045,0.06616406848865396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057332498418251235,0.07931074614779543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18161607003324465,0.0,0.06900750266366222,0.0,0.07680465080248433,0.10836269447976313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19436643304856752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839411842594207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644298918618852,0.0550026307289954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05627278972722513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399866562732213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214798220419532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833194417210322,0.20143302897552992,0.0,0.0,0.3309687957417553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872613507270633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485610374291004,0.09291978768828904,0.0,0.0,0.07650140003082452,0.0,0.0,0.13048212120845618,0.14189163962213047,0.0,0.09282452692999844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04733065432490398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05510883938829733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302187355949707,0.0,0.07298123052933203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059092445283906024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Juaninthemorning,2019/01/08,"Fear of a brain tumor I keep thinking I have a brain tumor, I have like a tension headache (mainly right above my ears) that’s been going on for 3 days, my inner ears hurt every now and then. I keep feeling dizzy from time to time and just out of it like I’m not functioning right I have this fatigue through out the day and constant panic attacks. I’m so worried and I don’t know what to do.  This all started when I came back to my boarding school and I’m panicking a lot. I’m seeing a gp tomorrow and I’m just so scared. Plz help ",0.5073684210526324,2.5410438596491254,2.2957017543859664,95.52407894736844,84.08771929824562,4.852631578947369,21.780701754385966,5.985473137389443,0.11910175438596535,416,14,94,3,12,137,71,114,0.276,0.633,0.091,-0.9703,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,7,9,1,4,6,0,6,5,4,0,1,19,20,10,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,9,0,2,3,0,0,2,2,7,0,0,2,4,10,2,11,18,3,19,0,2,1,0,1,6,0,1,13,56,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205799205820948,0.0,0.13910048778112838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4038871596627408,0.0,0.20690074440782447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19548800740227545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23333032102256995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524155635392924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203562140614306,0.09146818220818033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280930925610787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125306807863652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19365657063866268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32158343277385115,0.0,0.0,0.09941759034343266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17675663812976594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15379421792136114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122464924979081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089742326489574,0.0,0.0,0.1811118776517966,0.18307987087271926,0.14415341667110024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280415406116885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591304398417256,0.0,0.0,0.21096781319802635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18371214215067871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,erictapz77,2019/01/08,"Does your anxiety make you ask ""what if"" questions all the time I hate this so much",5.078823529411763,4.940550999999999,4.92235294117647,90.05058823529413,68.41176470588235,9.15294117647059,28.764705882352942,8.841846274778883,1.7462235294117652,65,2,15,1,1,20,17,17,0.278,0.722,0.0,-0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,10,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318179268626154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888310188218385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639762331944592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4106369658479513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27763123192231204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30575060064351217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4659279410569941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425275216899705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SadShelter,2019/01/08,"Stress eating I gained over 22 pounds over stress eating. I'm disgusted by my body, it was the only thing I liked about my looks and now I look like ugly whale. I tried exercising as a stress reliever, but I have chronic joint and muscle pains that are getting unbearable after exercise so I only go for a daily walks. Do you have any tips on how to overcome this? I lost the only thing I liked about myself due to my stupidity and now I'm even more stressed and depressed than ever. ",3.3609375000000017,5.1917448854166715,4.454583333333336,84.49875,74.10416666666666,7.3000000000000025,23.458333333333336,8.07648339933343,1.2722333333333329,383,11,75,6,8,125,67,96,0.269,0.631,0.1,-0.9613,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,8,13,2,4,4,0,5,7,1,1,1,7,12,8,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,9,0,0,2,2,13,4,12,10,1,10,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,0,8,51,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229112389398222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16708330769451585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955698885703448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078355255459869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935134661553807,0.13606398824485633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858852266013182,0.0,0.08548745811614072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22046363031036267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526307348663573,0.0,0.1642017860411782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3432047917853931,0.16005805773382786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6892248716643868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998654429964292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212567135264937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Swxfty,2019/01/08,"I need someone to talk to Look I know I'm supposed to ask for medical advice here and I'm not, just wanted to get that out the way. I want to know if anyone else has experienced what I'm going through. I've always had anxiety. That fear and worry that something bad had happened I used to think my mom had been in an accident if she was a few minutes late. I rather miss school than being a few minutes late and I constantly need my friends to text me. I pretend everything is okay even though it isn't. I could live with those things... For the past 3 days though I've been getting panic attacks, I've been getting dizzy my heart races and feels like its in my throat and I feel like I lose control. Can anyone who has experienced this talk to me?",2.5072977022977017,4.190089500000003,3.5884415584415583,90.43453046953049,76.07792207792208,6.556643356643357,24.83316683316684,7.321109707123232,0.9729496503496504,589,20,127,7,13,190,96,154,0.179,0.7490000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.9423,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,6,10,1,2,5,1,14,3,2,2,0,24,35,9,0,8,5,1,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,10,7,0,1,5,1,0,1,2,6,0,0,7,5,17,4,16,26,2,10,0,2,1,0,7,3,0,2,7,78,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333353785541775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135356429018642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438232471816747,0.0,0.0,0.1908151884835252,0.139807071470571,0.0,0.0,0.12756043422440888,0.15522926584283242,0.0,0.0,0.1139283567616719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14745178315476565,0.15303800243671106,0.1089426023652373,0.0,0.0,0.08799765355440257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398477156171087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012259830012846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263063856255567,0.0,0.0,0.15354190272457185,0.1379843883800742,0.19495691619740207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541936430221337,0.0,0.21386530026937509,0.0,0.07754652664461302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066049056554275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169150319141587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499764734204204,0.0,0.3078385102004197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13332317323713366,0.0,0.12048605867166948,0.0,0.11458193075495872,0.15265037806205745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745697622525768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15980621509779827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023488838732356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16009229519005708,0.0,0.0,0.1302550282005411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13809263176116698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561192345621772,0.10504431470060444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193434218586939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064996925983967,0.08743035060555884,0.26811887841676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178472376137664,0.0,0.0,0.16096109766406042,0.10830604864141796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13856953839401634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Grantlondon1991,2019/01/08,"Light therapy, does it make a difference? I've been struggling with a lot of anxiety, feeling isolated at home and the winter darkness is definitely not helping me feel better. Someone suggested to check out using specialist lights to counteract this. With the lights themselves not being that cheap, I was wondering whether they are worthwhile. Has anyone seen/felt anything noticeable using light therapy? If so which lights do you use/recommends? Thanks!",7.414342857142856,10.758573520000002,6.5245714285714325,67.36800000000002,67.13333333333333,10.685714285714287,38.714285714285715,10.608840637214634,5.507628571428571,374,21,49,12,7,114,64,75,0.129,0.7120000000000001,0.16,0.5489999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,1,1,3,0,1,4,0,7,0,0,3,0,15,14,4,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,7,4,2,7,11,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,1,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499286702009728,0.0,0.0,0.13703789190711346,0.0,0.16127968923753305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733335939915303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20476354265579608,0.0,0.0,0.17150857396596206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981927104438059,0.0,0.1881771900807105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313652115521274,0.0,0.1965898284158914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16662019603191536,0.0,0.0,0.13082210411790668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22313123592338907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660582094714597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048870064036292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804374769255365,0.44825389346513533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5078066522276315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125383386236444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SpookyDorito,2019/01/08,"Going to get my first tattoo in 1h!! The thought of a needle repeatedly piercing through my skin is terrifying and I've been a pool of anxiety and fear for the last, like, 5 hours, but it's worth it.

One year ago I would have *NEVER* even though about doing this, I even stopped myself when I had the opportunity cause the good ol anxiety kicked in, but now there's no turning back.

And for those wondering, it's gonna be a little semicolon on my left wrist. I know, I know, but it means a lot to me. It's going to be a good reminder to keep going, to not give up.

Wish me luck!!",1.3919008264462782,3.133688685950413,3.3280991735537206,90.79396694214876,79.49586776859505,6.383471074380165,21.743801652892564,7.348242739294969,0.5606462809917367,445,13,102,6,11,150,81,121,0.125,0.713,0.162,0.8308,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,8,6,0,1,9,0,8,2,2,1,1,20,22,8,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,5,1,1,3,3,1,0,2,3,1,11,5,15,15,1,20,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,3,12,69,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583507997274544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733134207792119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13736072019230494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835092649417437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359759250181923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20101613362179607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15194842346066692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333038736908993,0.1713647554850291,0.30457033588795857,0.2996642487572578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759213252987782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878065070927366,0.0,0.0,0.19634829506629747,0.14561288477867873,0.0,0.0,0.194089473119862,0.0,0.0,0.08727294741941675,0.17904106519385954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15187067185796388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19458791178072488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13777576049708398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210489607699812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14934841536304336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17550980981077913,0.14181771440369048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19430560886207496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20542357516704388,0.0,0.1937240565733432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689850133945305,0.0,0.0,0.11503628221282475
anxiety,BentLikeDrums,2019/01/08,"Are there any groups in the Northern Virginia area that are good for overcoming anxiety? I just moved from Massachusetts to the Northern Virginia area a few months ago, and I would love to start going to a group (in addition to meds and counseling). Any ideas?",7.247588652482268,8.332114468085111,6.337021276595745,77.53333333333335,63.8936170212766,10.521985815602838,34.815602836879435,10.504223727775694,3.712339007092199,208,9,37,5,3,63,34,47,0.035,0.8140000000000001,0.152,0.7757,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,6,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,8,5,1,9,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,3,23,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27563765227654125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42291215814016825,0.0,0.23787524208566085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17671956289817065,0.26080938694603656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35102373181037283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806437404019915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453943976582043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24819663805837844,0.3304897273350369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200914027477688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208893485023176,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sapphluid,2019/01/08,"My family doesn't understand my anxiety I've struggled with anxiety my whole life. I've had full panic attacks over little things since I can remember, shame spiral after shame spiral. It's like the two halves of my brain are at war. However, my family (who should be a source of support) loves to disregard my worsening mental health. They continue to uphold that I'll just grow out of it and provide stupid solutions like meditation (which makes me even more anxious) while continuing to say:
""Get over yourself!""
""Suck it up!""
""Just calm down already!""
I'm sick and tired of having to deal with this. Everyone always says to reach out to loved ones if you're struggling. I always just thought that eventually they would believe me, but that's just not the case, is it? I just want help, but by the looks of it, I'll just have to find it myself.",5.430293619424057,6.5736083478260925,5.8026538678712605,79.52940146809715,68.00621118012423,9.581253529079618,28.92207792207793,9.800150414767053,2.668721739130436,668,23,126,15,11,214,109,161,0.158,0.726,0.116,-0.794,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,2,0,7,15,4,5,4,0,10,7,1,1,0,25,21,6,1,4,10,0,0,2,0,2,4,2,0,0,13,6,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,9,0,2,2,3,14,6,23,16,3,14,0,0,1,2,9,9,1,1,6,83,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618752297553734,0.0,0.24411440610082802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22443374216874096,0.16571709366082266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16688019318058747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165268546943302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16375371070750835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15123017071489134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688686300616403,0.0,0.0,0.1401678600337025,0.0,0.0,0.2765711307629047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407131262797906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663907625020744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15592380816660473,0.0,0.0,0.09832270899192228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103610952012657,0.14332991130544034,0.14702116035419988,0.0,0.0,0.1231820213512601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647855418764845,0.0,0.09791621024255556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782825749937334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940042890608887,0.0,0.0,0.17210822329785538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16617031947072458,0.0,0.0,0.2333063509424261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213428594877805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067028974997134,0.0,0.0,0.16646121712528686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745381645502946,0.0,0.0,0.11645487535407152,0.0,0.16859770851647046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329407779537495,0.15270867754428216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652111741588225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16377330370907753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420383108162627,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,minuzii,2019/01/08,"Driving test Sorry if formatting is goofed, I’m on mobile



In about 4 hours here I will be taking my drivers test. I am crying and feel like I am going to puke, I’m so nervous. I really wish I was on medication right now but I just got on a new insurance plan and haven’t been able to get back to my physiatrist to refill :/ 



I am 19 but when I was of drivers ed age a few years ago I was way too scared to drive. I slowly got over my fear, now I’m not scared of driving at all. But it’s the test that freaks me out. I’ve been putting it off for years now. In the last year I’ve canceled at least 2 tests. And I would’ve canceled this test as well if I didn’t absolutely need my license. 



I’m taking the test in a city I’ve only driven through a couple times, as my local dmv was booked many months in advanced for tests. I am not familiar at all with this city so that freaks me out. It is a small city though with about 10,000 people and seems to be mostly residential, so idk if that’s a good thing or not for me.



I am a decent driver. I’m not pro obviously but I’m not reckless or dangerous, I have common sense, I know the major rules of the road.. but there’s still some things that I’m not 100% on. The main thing is parallel parking. If they ask me to parallel park, I’m screwed. I’m terrible at it. And I just looked at the city in google maps so there’s a shit ton of parallel parking downtown (where there’s virtually none in my city, & where there is parallel parking nobody is there so it’s not that hard to park) I can just imagine them asking me to do it, and there’s probably going to be many cars parked there at work :/ my parents said they weren’t asked to for their test but they took it like 40 years ago lol. 



I’m terrified I’m going to get some stereotypical mean old strict person conducting the test. There’s a lot of people on reddit who talk about how driving tests are too easy & they pass everyone, but then there will be people who say they were failed for the smallest or stupidest things. 



I wouldn’t be as nervous if it wasn’t crucial that I need my license. Honestly otherwise I’d be okay to maybe fail and then know what I need to work on and then try again. But here’s the thing, I’m starting a new job on Friday, and I’m training in a city that’s 40 mins away so I’m not going to be able to get a ride there (I mean if I really really have to I guess I could but I really don’t want my mom driving me that far for a short 4 hour shift)  I wish I could’ve gotten an earlier test but again I didn’t sign up quick enough & they were all booked :/ 



So yeah, I may die today




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anxiety,brown_paper_bag,2019/01/08,"Anxiety has been taking over my life My first experience with anxiety was about 8 years ago but I didn't know what it was. I just thought I was sick. A lot. It came and went after I left my previous job and I figured that was that. 

In 2017, I began experiencing similar symptoms but was able to assign it to gastro issues and after some scopes, biopsies, and some PPIs, I was pretty good. For good measure, I tried psychotherapy and learned a few exercises to help when I felt overwhelmed and stressed but I didn't really click with my therapist and just stopped going. 

I had a rough second half of 2018, having spent 2 months, aside from weekends, on the road. I was working insane hours, I was tired, depressed being away from home, and just wanted to hunker down. My travel wrapped in October but the feelings I developed while on the road have remained. Between my usual migraines and what I've assumed is my crappy immune system, I ended up taking nearly 2 weeks of sick time between October and December plus the time I had off over the holidays. I was back to work on the 2nd and immediately woke up feeling nauseous. Same for Thursday. By Friday, I was throwing up bile upon waking and called in sick. I figured I'd picked something up and I'd be fine by Monday. Except I wasn't. I spent a good hour on my bathroom floor with my head in the toilet yesterday and called in again, hoping I'd be better by today.

To be sure it wasn't related to my previous/ongoing gastro issues, I made sure to take some OTC acid reliever pills that works similarly to the PPIs I was on. This morning was an exercise in forcing myself to work. I work from home so I honestly really need to feel like useless garbage to even call in. Upon receiving a few emails, I immediately began dry heaving involuntarily. It was at that moment that I realized that my illness is anxiety and is at least partially work-related. I called my doctor to make an appointment to get on the anti-anxiety medication he previously offered when providing the therapy referral. 

I let my boss know what's going on and he was good about it but I'm so worried about this impacting my work that I think part of it is imposter syndrome in addition to my work load that my boss has been helping me cut down as it was becoming impossible to look after everything on my plate. 

Sorry for rambling. I'm just at my wits end. I like my job and my career. My life is pretty great. I hate feeling this way because it's not me. It's not who I am. I just want to feel normal. I don't know what I'm looking to get out of this post aside from some hopefully cathartic release. Thanks for reading.",3.8266943521594685,5.652184825581398,5.34638981173865,78.61383720930233,72.83720930232558,8.40265780730897,29.14617940199336,9.04235418022936,2.6009737541528244,2094,87,387,45,42,706,249,516,0.108,0.736,0.155,0.9777,2,0,1,0,0,0,51.0,0,0,0,9,15,22,2,2,17,0,39,17,2,5,2,73,78,29,0,6,13,0,7,2,0,0,15,0,2,0,27,24,0,1,16,6,2,7,7,6,0,3,33,12,59,16,80,40,10,76,0,3,3,0,12,37,0,8,31,272,86,16,0.07568596366149426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06709104015618189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23159822015780254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07110945428954485,0.05819783423996318,0.0,0.0461374609563302,0.08358920051995368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669380843039938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30913532438568897,0.08656457945796774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518820959791605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746779089642088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407059803978613,0.0,0.0,0.049989865187093294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802166387984161,0.07403539545872294,0.0,0.0,0.1913454866800484,0.0540700675625421,0.07267039425909995,0.0,0.0,0.06437844202627456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908558438036105,0.0,0.08602815466508844,0.2539271816921497,0.0,0.0834440421317212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472421980227073,0.07767563411773808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014614121013144,0.0,0.15183838521750867,0.1503464788471083,0.14907085686038052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579929644638185,0.1502132807965112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478507880822735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822330209723544,0.07739402572480295,0.10691846886795356,0.07395267759862507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271142949572301,0.0,0.0,0.06434549974932909,0.0,0.07161588882654821,0.050520968455186985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624564582173532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060411814108392026,0.0,0.0,0.056120183041634665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415617473660369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196052310208178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07248623165497482,0.15399966927767372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757064453581473,0.0,0.09697273274282957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05826675250824779,0.0,0.08472423981793173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06327685461412197,0.0866980156580633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14266625008874093,0.0786666958821948,0.17071927631714248,0.0,0.0,0.0696814666095926,0.08655349554405724,0.0878772373061344,0.0,0.04849650944901749,0.0,0.060086200943046474,0.08826618812282827,0.0869898813738556,0.07174144382365165,0.0,0.0,0.05138580116901911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335739614073097,0.0,0.08928308464650057,0.060075995062866885,0.060710714742299485,0.0,0.0,0.07016164657942765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4408022636883557,0.07686276998235139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04873927913621008
anxiety,wood_lander_,2019/01/08,"New subscriber reaching out for some support Hi All,

I am new to this subreddit, but I have been suffering from generalized anxiety disorder for most of my adult life, beginning in my teens and becoming progressively worse in the past few years. I also am prone to major depression and insomnia. I am 26 years old and a current medical student, the latter of which definitely exacerbates all of my problems. Typically, I manage my symptoms with counseling when I have time and money to cover copays and medication, which definitely has improved my quality of life significantly. I also exercise 4-5x/week and eat pretty healthily. In other words, I have been doing everything I can to deal with anxiety and make it through medical school, but this year has taken such a heavy toll on me. 

The stress of being constantly evaluated, needing to be in so many different hospitals at random times with little consistency in my schedule, and the pressure of board exams has left me feeling constantly drained. On top of that, I am extremely noise-sensitive and feel constantly hyper-vigilant in my own apartment due to city noise and loud neighbors (I really can’t afford to move, and unfortunately need to live in a big city for school). While I am passing all of my exams and rotations, I have this heavy sense of unease and anxious fear constantly that has just made me feel so miserable. All of my coping mechanisms mentioned can maintain my stability normally, but as soon as the stressors start adding up, I start losing sleep again, can’t focus, and enter into the negative mindset of anxiety all over again, shaking, rapid heart rate, panic attacks, etc. It then seems like any bits of free time I do have are either spent worrying and ruminating or trying to numb myself with medication or binging on video games. I just feel like crying all of the time and feel so scared of my life falling apart. 

I am not even sure what I need right now, but I guess I wanted to just reach out to others here for some support. Anything would be much appreciated. I hope you all are doing well. Thank you.
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anxiety,rheomet,2019/01/08,"Success: I scheduled a dentist appointment for the first time in years. I wanted to share a rare success story.

Not only do I have crippling phone anxiety, I'm terrified of the dentist after a few bad experiences at ""cost effective clinics"" before I got insurance. I've been putting this off for two entire years and my teeth are suffering. I'm in pain. It's probably going to cost me a few thousand dollars to get all of my cavities taken care of but I'm just elated that I'm taking this step forward. It will do wonders for my self esteem.

Even if they judge me, I know I am doing the right thing and going now before they start looking really bad. My smile is at least normal looking until I open my mouth and you really get back there.

I encourage anyone else who is putting this off to just make the fucking call and get it done with. Find a sedation dentist and just do it. I feel a lot of relief already. ",3.3392449355432774,5.136674011049728,4.892795580110501,81.4757311233886,74.0828729281768,7.699594843462247,28.08876611418048,8.447377352677275,2.1895079926335184,720,29,134,13,15,242,112,181,0.08,0.769,0.151,0.9376,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,2,4,7,11,1,0,10,0,12,8,2,2,1,23,34,8,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,10,7,0,0,5,0,3,6,1,5,0,3,4,3,19,6,20,29,5,24,0,1,2,1,9,9,1,3,11,94,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16730407872063996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598031559278894,0.0,0.0,0.10600839672794213,0.15534112997617755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165778075041972,0.2531740274584398,0.0,0.0,0.2580158413746127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15480953376369666,0.0,0.15457527388342018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15514843793054456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266496968159426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001361813038048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14830249601208492,0.0,0.0,0.0766579636658236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13856769485972795,0.12895836623428106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015989087335667,0.23762801879111234,0.0,0.17232554759918034,0.0,0.12125540558647965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083320230535958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25462641354409776,0.0,0.0,0.12889237858249555,0.0,0.0,0.10120005000890793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14854443256507108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153053227268548,0.16132245041822915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16345992663642694,0.0,0.0,0.30481743348986035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19424895648585389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12947308522089138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15816104109286055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730948763786699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399094824098778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007221488084271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840430939134927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14809976614648246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894227971816299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16441327436636852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952621906034017
anxiety,HeroJournal,2019/01/08,"I'm making a journalling/mood and symptom tracking app for people like myself, suffering with anxiety, depression and the often accompanying symptoms. quite simply, what features do you want me to add? As someone who has suffered with severe anxiety, depression and the associated random physical symptoms for 15 years, I have trawled through the app store and found that the best current apps are either too simple (i.e. only recording mood and what you did in the day and then journalling a bit about that day), or overcomplicated (i.e. trying to do too much, like wanting to be a meditation app and a journal app and a therapy app.)  I also find the most of the current apps for recording symptoms are too clinical looking and just not visually pleasing, which I think makes a huge difference if I'm going to use something every day. 

Journalling has helped me tremendously, but I'm tired of just recording everything on an excel spreadsheet.  So I've decided to create my own app.  

I started by trying to create something for myself, as I thought that would probably apply to most others, stuff like wanting to see my anxiety, mood, and physical symptoms alongside factors such as:  Sleep, Activity level, Diet, Medication/Supplements, and Social (I feel like this is an important one often forgotten about).   However I thought it was a bit narrowminded to just make something for my own needs if I wanted it to help others too.  For that reason, I'm asking you guys what features would you want from the perfect app?  

This is everything in my life right now, something I think about in bed, while going for walks and throughout the day, as I feel it has become somewhat of a purpose and meaning in life for me amongst the mayhem of my symptoms.  I left my job half a year ago to start designing something and I probably shouldn't have waited this long to ask for the opinion of others, but here I am asking for your preferences.  I am not asking for any money,  I plan to make the app free and if I did charge something it would be just for some cosmetic or extra premium feature that hopefully would be able to at least keep the app maintained.  

Please help me to help you with the best journalling/tracking app out there, it would mean the world to me. 

I really look forward to hearing from you guys.  

If you have any questions ask away, even if you are wondering what the benefits of journaling are, I'm all ears.  

Thanks

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**TL;DR -** Making an App for people like myself, suffering with anxiety, depression and the often accompanying symptoms.  Would be hugely appreciated if even a small percentage of the 200k users on here told me what would make the perfect journalling/mood & symptom tracking App.  ",9.61768027210885,8.765363853061228,8.96474489795918,67.15412414965989,59.44897959183673,11.758503401360546,41.02891156462585,10.864195022040775,4.620585034013605,2168,101,349,44,24,689,221,490,0.066,0.7829999999999999,0.151,0.9935,4,0,6,0,0,0,72.0,0,9,0,7,23,22,0,0,32,0,31,15,2,8,3,90,77,34,0,22,17,0,2,5,0,8,12,2,1,2,24,22,1,2,15,0,3,4,3,6,0,2,7,7,41,15,61,58,15,35,0,6,3,0,25,17,0,20,21,254,65,2,0.05851823125888006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051872881222964004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04679700839567175,0.0,0.12680895824067553,0.07110605611913416,0.07958880786338553,0.0,0.17906514696640305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735332342324768,0.0,0.05497980457009606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462878888149938,0.0,0.0,0.12282254683645845,0.0,0.12777350489135922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15095767227796944,0.0,0.15120500050700747,0.0,0.0,0.06113909669490211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730147969581416,0.0,0.04930413370622532,0.0,0.10518482595629526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059177152001211424,0.04180543610383939,0.0,0.0,0.053484603223470616,0.0,0.0,0.06416222013969551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665145187551802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588449833900764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06595429960426127,0.0,0.1568941476058106,0.0,0.0,0.058121807482577184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05807031501322756,0.05201369269320515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.063580229484807,0.0,0.08266631465569095,0.14294525961527216,0.0,0.0,0.05178679320276165,0.09828115212862212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343682426008909,0.0,0.0,0.12748701809651927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043017633169262506,0.04339052699664365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03965346796474563,0.04450575180487034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811383468448926,0.0,0.0,0.12847089045442078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12618510148324302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555381153631379,0.06224134209528288,0.0,0.0,0.03748827738938798,0.06016648793178204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04997424975690015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04663145393238582,0.0,0.0,0.06610894477023382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05856049242565104,0.05965196739379596,0.04958230744681103,0.2703011601911808,0.0,0.0,0.0828390105534373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06698937442725172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4865827880683554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05387572517085613,0.0669206973589532,0.0,0.0,0.07499223945614858,0.0,0.09291387813937793,0.0,0.06725809845250935,0.0,0.05591667771156771,0.0,0.07946007557439146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0505409631847874,0.0,0.0,0.17257784475789728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346052557963508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909877076136181,0.0,0.07110605611913416,0.0753676446702863
anxiety,king_bobbyb,2019/01/08,"Post mentions eating disorder I (22F) need advice and idk if this is the right place to go. I don’t *think* I have an eating disorder (i day in my title just in case my eating habits trigger someone I’d hate for that to happen. 

So lately my anxiety has been THROUGH THE ROOF. Ive recently started hanging out with a boy which I haven’t done in a couple of years. I started talking to him right before New Years. The beginning of December I started losing weight (in a healthy way) because I could tell I was starting to gain weight. Well then I started talking to this boy and we hang out and stuff and it’s like my anxiety has been so bad I can’t eat. Like at all. When we go to dinner together I eat a few bites. When I’m at home I can’t eat. I know I need to eat bc I feel ill when I don’t but I feel so anxious and eating is so hard. 

He’s never said that I need to lose weight or anything. He’s super nice and never mean. I don’t think I can’t eat because he is pressuring me not to. And I can tell I’m losing weight faster which is scary. I don’t want to be ultra thin I just wanted to get at a more healthy weight. It just feels impossible to eat. I try to eat a protein bar or have a protein shake so I can get some nutrients but even that is hard :/ 

I see my therapist this coming up Monday but it’s so scary. I hate this. I don’t want to not eat. I love food. We’ve gone to my two favorite restaurants and I get my favorite meals and it’s like I can’t even eat it :(",-0.5084734734734724,1.4724709320987657,1.9924190857524198,96.3746696696697,88.1358024691358,4.984184184184183,19.559225892559226,6.382479282647008,-0.038308541875208935,1138,35,272,12,37,389,144,324,0.187,0.7040000000000001,0.108,-0.9753,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,2,0,0,5,15,15,2,2,11,0,28,24,0,1,3,45,62,25,0,8,11,0,11,3,0,0,1,1,1,2,15,15,22,0,7,1,0,7,14,8,1,1,6,13,44,7,30,54,4,43,0,3,1,1,15,14,0,4,23,167,59,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05521902918432275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645703334614874,0.06383803145735772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04650132443572967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0471818756969179,0.0688935864479473,0.0,0.04808420309848351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048676696252778005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0451170934875156,0.06252510146138224,0.0,0.036443028492982366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295262810847125,0.0,0.0,0.0578273718398037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7516841788608221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464609077747089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571652983132648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832977905712986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856939834831687,0.0,0.0642296735399727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049969897128436636,0.0,0.10124025763780338,0.1115800347482457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056682198701833414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03105535587240635,0.0,0.06374356102311017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282096177800755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18965421869144028,0.0,0.0,0.051000736792913816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061553850995022814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257000472624517,0.08716500994080267,0.054575843343065235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05903890300546681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054119108023030174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05579489909138025,0.0,0.0,0.09651516112159417,0.05375211204288284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04502961336600146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04787910189035542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19998350374470872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468821740928969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083808771790494,0.09878108270359062,0.0,0.0,0.06561022127861912,0.0,0.07241617542222316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03836526828368012,0.0,0.05520017062739983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999897661726844,0.04485347344132742,0.0,0.34405801191664354,0.050807538681816485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277868506373496
anxiety,Kennytonia,2019/01/08,"Too anxious to even listen to music? Does anyone ever get this same feeling? I always feel like my brain is in constant overdrive and listening to music, especially loud and busy music is just hard to do. ",5.106754385964912,7.0848242368421115,6.118421052631582,73.75728070175441,69.78947368421053,7.171929824561403,28.456140350877188,7.793537801064563,2.157866666666667,163,6,25,2,3,54,31,38,0.083,0.81,0.107,0.2406,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,7,8,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,1,5,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,18,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26663044134103303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620042137315597,0.0,0.2240579989665049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3577152602713741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34628010212669463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804178271689942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21164655913679886,0.2898549029827636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32404659392955804,0.22892127652428435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16741585268115464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28704989038261985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565500296322375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Rosenrot1791,2019/01/08,"Cancelled Flight Hey All. 

I've struggled with anxiety my entire life. Tried therapy, medication, and things have gotten better over the years if I'm being honest. I've been able to pick up on when I'm about to have an attack and generally talk myself through it without it getting too bad. 

That being said, flying is a huge, huge trigger for me. I've never \*not\* flown somewhere because of my anxiety but in the days leading up to it, I'm generally very restless and when it comes time to board I break into a cold sweat. I just \*know\* that there is going to be catastrophic, mechanical failure and I'll perish in a fiery explosion.  But again, it's never actually stopped me from getting where I need to be. And my therapist has been helping me work on what it is about flying that triggers me so badly - namely, my lack of control. 

I thought I was doing better and then today I up and cancelled my fight to see my newborn nephew because I'm so worked up about the government shut down and hearing about TSA, Flight Control agents and maintenance crews not getting paid. I'm sobbing just so disappointed in myself. 

I'll get to see my little nephew when he's this young ever again and my anxiety is holding me hostage. 

I've never posted here before. I'm not sure what I'm expecting. Maybe just a sympathy ear? What a crappy day. ",3.78479915433404,5.833777007751937,4.945651867512332,80.49228329809726,73.49612403100775,7.326568005637772,28.7815362931642,8.150884317080207,2.151924031007752,1060,44,191,17,22,349,144,258,0.2,0.731,0.069,-0.989,0,0,0,0,1,0,34.0,0,0,0,7,20,12,2,2,9,0,15,4,2,6,6,45,37,20,0,4,10,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,14,13,0,4,2,0,1,3,7,8,0,0,7,6,21,4,31,26,2,39,0,2,2,0,11,17,1,1,17,128,35,5,0.1309680806823028,0.0,0.12780595437316164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30057066973968266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899509894213214,0.0,0.0,0.21870575365867626,0.15967385276431198,0.0,0.1114441904056991,0.0,0.0,0.2316612487106217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112817404801413,0.0,0.0,0.2937836778542863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689271546422002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846812704126655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27370166659326656,0.0,0.0744321784123564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476105453991293,0.0,0.08778514379269102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197663203178574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250662857220446,0.0,0.13126442339299293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157504035187242,0.0,0.0,0.13193656274651666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711117233540292,0.30303197324477954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543121837232624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458063611757003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087292076184558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949517981285696,0.0,0.13691627414811802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343586609950105,0.0,0.0,0.10526718226971164,0.0,0.0,0.1497734142416233,0.15206403603609028,0.08700937330107651,0.0,0.0,0.1039740267851748,0.07636854106325627,0.0,0.1241424267911,0.0,0.0,0.08891872981268187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806238264989697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624855617088193,0.0,0.1906926451180582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433915000220818
anxiety,StudBoi69,2019/01/08,"Anyone else a single dog owner? Just wanted to see if there were fellow dog owners/former dog owners who also suffer from anxiety. I've re-homed my friend's dog little over a week ago, and so far it's been a bit stressful. The dog is a bit older so he's fairly low energy and well-behaved for the most part. It's just he gets whiny and apparently has separation anxiety. And I get so anxious for leaving him at home while I work at my 9 to 5 job, even though my friend insists it's fine. Not to mention the lifestyle adjustment since I've gotten so used to living alone. At first I was so excited at the prospect of owning my first dog, but now I can't help but feel exhausted and worried all the time. And I feel like shit for feeling that.",4.1312987012987,4.575560831168835,5.510805194805198,82.98192207792209,70.55844155844156,8.237922077922079,26.43896103896104,8.238735603445708,1.5675423376623372,584,17,121,8,10,197,100,154,0.16899999999999998,0.742,0.08900000000000001,-0.9046,2,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,12,10,1,1,9,0,6,2,1,1,1,20,15,17,0,2,6,0,3,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,5,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,4,4,10,5,14,11,7,16,0,2,1,0,11,8,1,2,9,74,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268701329833694,0.0,0.0,0.16671265932505686,0.0,0.12872478261954656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462777312931749,0.181846229844535,0.0,0.11255145888656144,0.16492911263223806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35146726693749564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13446678361486572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631679792306234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441683653042345,0.11499443787692623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738358979722224,0.0,0.0,0.24872450335644916,0.0,0.16819661468831096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789239385815612,0.0,0.16146243701315144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15973432774855922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17044019004766034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864005884689172,0.1613306335947441,0.1421362920505573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743109396214633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12826939106720647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652297101787957,0.13315308052391114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18438648267106414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15814868386873926,0.0,0.09386081009592928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390232991890565,0.0,0.0,0.09494216110389164,0.0,0.12911754746416518,0.0,0.1447281369122455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718546603693175,0.16346920627684194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WoollyNinja,2019/01/08,"I've quit teaching; I want to get better I've put in my notice and quit teaching. It was no longer worth the sleepless nights and the anxiety and the depression, or the sheer fear I felt about going in. Last night, I scared myself because I was going to swallow all my pills or jump down the building stairwell to avoid going into work. 

I want to get better, and I can't do that while I'm a teacher. There's just so much stress and pressure from the volume of kids I'm responsible for and my heart isn't in it anymore. I'm absolutely gutted as quitting was never what I wanted to do.

Might be a difficult month or so but I'm happy that I've done the right thing. Spare me a kind thought x",2.3633333333333333,3.9463597777777792,3.84,88.90500000000002,76.22222222222223,6.188888888888887,23.805555555555557,6.816661863887847,0.7229972222222223,544,17,115,5,12,180,89,144,0.115,0.748,0.13699999999999998,0.7190000000000001,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,6,5,11,0,5,10,0,10,4,2,0,2,21,24,14,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,7,1,1,2,0,1,5,4,7,0,0,6,1,12,4,15,16,2,17,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,4,6,72,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530580460092013,0.0,0.14948076302875024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188182973406954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666117093251313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12982101422125975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15424613544739854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16960987103338182,0.0,0.0,0.14472163516631945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15749735784840005,0.0,0.2569850213502921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16045178075325545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17861231700824073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569590606175576,0.0,0.12286268849732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15989761400704028,0.0,0.0,0.12030891823647173,0.0,0.11080174760171936,0.0,0.11625001709267142,0.0,0.0,0.2828943104481927,0.0,0.0,0.17160378101971036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15152234775916182,0.0,0.4809504128294213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872010383188326,0.0,0.0,0.1509041028868804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17265736232246895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001363752989424,0.0,0.0,0.11966046613708615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667082131823535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973111030357036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Whywonderwhyth,2019/01/08,"Full blown panic attack please help me I’ve been in a full blown panic attack since yesterday evening. Have not eaten, have not slept, my hands and feet are tingly and numb. I throw up even water and I’m starting to feel like I can not handle this. Please anyone who’s been in the same boat help me ",1.8756284153005431,4.037247737704924,2.3028688524590173,96.66009562841532,79.81967213114754,4.722404371584699,15.084699453551913,5.46131890053228,-0.953985792349727,236,3,51,1,6,72,44,61,0.208,0.616,0.17600000000000002,-0.5228,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,2,2,2,0,6,6,3,0,0,8,11,3,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,4,2,5,1,4,7,3,8,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500186246507549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4881640953712389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28341702470094604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848312617337368,0.15327484497709112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28761721433023063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048184855831641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5034573218718094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4710238106249957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17747830375385232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15185987378645738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Marxism_Gothism_313,2019/01/08,"anyone else afraid to speak loudly one reason is that I don't want stares, or to sound sort of ""snappy"" or something. or that I'm afraid of saying something considered stupid and don't want my voice to be loud enough for people to hear it. Anyone else have this problem?",6.509937106918237,6.376670056603775,5.771698113207545,85.14861635220126,65.41509433962264,7.821383647798742,25.213836477987428,6.42735559955562,0.8315081761006295,215,4,42,1,3,65,38,53,0.166,0.8340000000000001,0.0,-0.7887,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,9,9,4,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,8,2,0,7,8,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,4,0,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32433098733848903,0.4752636924483393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3874827134670537,0.0,0.0,0.2396377755626911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613933345202717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715658082627787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607857498791371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22191835905936996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23845479371667944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844339546754277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3570902984390417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735876118843599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RagAppled,2019/01/08,"I’m leaving my girlfriend for good but she’s playing off on my anxiety I have anxiety with a touch of agoraphobia and I’ve been with this abusive woman for a year and a half, so it’s time to go, I deserve better. She’s truly playing off my anxiety issues and I know I have to just fight through all this and hopefully once I do I’ll be a bit happier. ",-0.041067251461988974,2.1259487236842105,3.074385964912281,88.06125730994152,88.07894736842104,6.535672514619884,25.549707602339183,7.793537801064563,1.7015163742690065,277,13,60,6,9,99,49,76,0.189,0.5579999999999999,0.253,0.6858,0,0,0,0,1,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,1,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,1,11,9,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,10,5,11,7,2,6,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,2,42,13,0,0.0,0.30531974838580256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5913949544922533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279052938822875,0.28133003505783233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14645079908514852,0.2161376052585865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25594367393460765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26896073716373153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416193305281901,0.0,0.0,0.2728558198843549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744307533511653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15026073537334728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659434961523997
anxiety,fattymaggo,2019/01/08,Having anxiety over uni i don't really know what to do i am considering dropping out of uni again because of the oral exams - i always had anxiety issues with oral exams and it is not because i want a good grade; it is the sheer idea of having to sit down in front of 2 people who have to judge me that i have a hard time dealing with. So i haven't really been sleeping lately and i have been having panic attacks for the last month or two about this oral exam so i am kinda worried how i will hold up because i have an oral exam every semester. And i just got the date for the exam and it is on my birthday which is fine but that also means that i won't have a single day off since the next semester is starting the very next day and i need at least a week or more to recover so i basically just broke down and cried. But i also don't want to drop out since i am already feeling like a failure bc of the anxiety and if i drop out i feel like it will have taken control over my life. I have considered starting on a new bachelor but there really aren't any uni-degrees without any oral exam here so yeah i just really needed a place to vent since my family doesn't 'understand' what anxiety is.,4.575710491367861,4.451190980079684,6.214884462151396,80.30883399734398,69.47808764940238,9.40249667994688,28.28711819389111,9.21078282632365,2.1784308632138107,940,29,196,17,15,325,127,251,0.123,0.804,0.07400000000000001,-0.7837,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,14,7,1,1,16,1,31,2,1,2,0,37,44,20,0,5,11,0,3,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,12,12,0,2,6,0,0,1,8,3,0,1,5,3,24,4,30,36,3,33,0,1,0,0,2,14,0,4,16,144,36,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286396104659967,0.1864444619770257,0.09699687270685166,0.0,0.0,0.15854531058927934,0.0,0.3567076842039745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261697344110454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21318281515596585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074491201406482,0.0,0.0,0.1280483801735049,0.15035801942295374,0.12018015530151875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821656337919593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989328812458192,0.0,0.11788416230490276,0.16655748538866347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777469023308147,0.0932329221189325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442521693292424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159509726281746,0.0,0.12167041792464925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640646784109776,0.09502137650536714,0.13149779234520326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823379372314178,0.11390194773049064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698059829535646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304630361357083,0.0,0.0,0.1728726629785392,0.0,0.11258553491212804,0.24795034395506235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677160388583767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081603900453851,0.0,0.12179246473046627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987148943032177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892875865120451,0.0,0.11665574229762116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650198942500485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06797381158057593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387347142325445,0.12135510061521235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618374182515768,0.1375138476502134,0.0,0.09350667050609522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237081984283458,0.0,0.0,0.11838407334575378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Carnegie118,2019/01/08,"Job Travel causing major anxiety - what to do? I have recently been diagnosed with panic disorder, but suffered for years, after having a major panic attack between changing jobs.

My job is a particularly demanding and potentially   requires Monday to Thursday travel away from home. The job is great for my career and pays well but I've come to realise the prospect of travelling, especially whilst I get to grips with the problem, isn't't something I need. Luckily I spoke to occupational health and they put me on a travel ban for a month but they said I could get laid off if I refuse for much longer as I am on probation

Unfortunately, I got an email today saying that I could need to travel very soon. It caused me to instantly have a panic and has left me feeling super shit. What do you think I should do? ",5.074116997792494,7.08062704635762,6.118824503311256,73.60596302428256,69.9271523178808,8.741942604856513,29.80187637969095,9.2995712137729,2.8957545253863137,648,26,109,14,12,215,99,151,0.266,0.634,0.1,-0.9841,4,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,2,2,2,10,2,3,9,0,14,3,1,2,0,24,24,9,0,7,4,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,4,7,0,3,2,5,1,7,0,7,1,0,4,5,18,3,22,17,3,21,0,1,0,0,8,5,1,1,9,78,22,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788609939438336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14556858535422176,0.1202190086905509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628924126252641,0.13536063323399916,0.11022288744312747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20432513708042307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987279199550045,0.0,0.0,0.14664882582404487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646984707052339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13370360736009493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023382168144607,0.1410720997149182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13601139683062172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835044463775852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5079069130802503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13902472409184627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021333728105483,0.0,0.09406248814924563,0.18975571786351195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4503868934197465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243674828504525,0.0,0.1286312657420655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263412547662144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217155939418326,0.10175586093699236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13134514231993802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850689048515346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198912998506905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128746233081872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557721887524382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504793974321133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239956107930259
anxiety,sixtyfourdev,2019/01/08,"Angina? I've been told that it's anxiety causing my chest issues, but I'm now five days into taking something for anxiety for the first time, and the issues seem to be present. I'm almost certain it's angina, or something heart-related. However, there's one particular thing when I have these attacks, and that I don't sweat, which is a symptom of things like angina and heart attacks. In fact, I've been checked out even during moments of these symptoms, and they told me that it wasn't a heart attack, and that my EKG was practically perfect.

Seems like, on a constant basis, there's this mild pressure about two inches to the left of the center, which I'm pretty sure the heart is located. Around that, I usually have a bit of pain on the outside of my arm, as well as some throat and neck pressure/sensation. I usually feel a bit nauseated. Occasionally, whether I'm at rest or moving around, I will randomly get a feeling that someone is squeezing that spot I mentioned earlier, for about a few minutes at a time. What follows, is a few hours of palpitations.

Based on how I eat, I'm 99% certain that it's angina. The doubt comes from the fact that I don't usually sweat, and that I can still technically do everything I usually do. They say a heart attack (or something similar) would ensure that I wouldn't be able to look up the symptoms on my desktop, that it would be that severe. However, I do rub the spot on my chest all the time, because I feel that would somehow soothe the symptoms.

Aspirin, I'm not sure it helps. I usually take about 325mg daily in a single, chewed tablet.

Has anyone ever experienced anything similar to these symptoms?",7.294359210768949,6.76854098432602,7.560210215747745,74.28161349806383,63.92163009404389,10.515286741655913,36.63304444034667,9.916854025145753,3.5550920523695377,1310,57,242,24,17,428,158,319,0.086,0.777,0.13699999999999998,0.9474,2,0,3,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,2,2,15,15,4,2,23,0,25,20,11,2,9,43,44,16,0,4,6,0,5,2,0,5,7,1,0,0,29,12,2,0,5,0,1,3,5,7,1,4,6,8,22,8,33,30,8,38,0,0,1,0,7,17,0,10,20,165,51,0,0.07419917463147213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429975534485006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352433100200852,0.0,0.0,0.05188178811906674,0.0,0.061059598542293925,0.13210599312110366,0.0,0.3376490915357696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045231128163505566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16201256255964744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762229914498451,0.0,0.06391601890108982,0.0,0.08018294803691296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04785232929273588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592427949224988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04900785505500498,0.06711740143708275,0.0,0.0,0.06668543376836783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125519963882558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06311378003686427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038766006286948165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4396318959669569,0.049734142704001054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730712407264617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15488932152896626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061762034094938,0.0,0.0,0.07249993755971694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0623086191507822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886198006523837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05027928102001825,0.0,0.07895315323867261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548723568499963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590061618037479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509628371677024,0.0,0.08382394737818676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06286871987982368,0.17136644902499046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05925555670767488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986368795800005,0.3856067639932486,0.11157709024329733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985892692403776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979840626470274,0.0,0.0,0.14180098219228926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07248181205319408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4085995403806679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671396895633615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812689433962776,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheSadMan23,2019/01/08,First day of the semester Back to school i go. My schedule isnt the best to take my partner with me. He usually gets me through rough days. I hope i make it through this semester,1.0166216216216206,3.248656000000004,2.368851351351349,94.55435810810816,83.5945945945946,6.943243243243244,28.16891891891892,8.07648339933343,1.866194594594596,140,7,32,3,4,45,29,37,0.09,0.8320000000000001,0.078,-0.12,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,7,2,6,6,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,21,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575988480637254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35156800969446983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4321021649350947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849558359461753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17502674885484235,0.0,0.19039156552974854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327364348453533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22361903062336727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390438422809499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518827346749766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689616547397059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mattoobattoo,2019/01/08,"Is anyone like me? Well sometimes when i get an interest in something and I really enjoy it all of a sudden I fear losing interest in it and feel anxious which may sound a little stupid I'm not sure?

But after that I don't actually lose interest in it but instead I don't really enjoy it because all that fear is covering up all my enjoyment which causes me to fear losing interest even more and leads to like kind of a cycle and it really sucks cos i can't enjoy anything in my free time and i spend my time fearing about this when I'm in school etc.

Anyone have advice or smth? Sorry if I made any mistakes I'm new here please forgive me thanks 😁",1.0726666666666669,3.385817600000003,3.5659259259259284,85.52666666666669,84.1111111111111,6.562962962962962,20.85185185185185,7.793537801064563,1.1296518518518517,516,16,102,10,15,179,80,135,0.199,0.516,0.285,0.942,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,4,7,26,2,4,4,0,7,0,0,4,4,22,15,11,0,2,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,10,5,0,0,2,0,2,1,4,10,1,0,1,2,14,17,12,13,5,15,0,3,0,0,1,7,1,3,9,68,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.1270870339272517,0.0,0.0,0.12726059043496066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856179945058948,0.0,0.0,0.14712438258105848,0.0,0.1821216080359709,0.0,0.10716932353056906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938783620481453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337834939333579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524240598164204,0.08601659361207696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5861860043183298,0.06584889519370926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804051728044562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561593441524428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272489411947493,0.13052604873540646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4370867834091903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322807397670975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577827154730664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429549397849102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502886568879802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13180110217711688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025847344936274,0.12880215788498084,0.14578335985176386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274152780882618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989955110337733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15187792175540207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170936444683235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mitchopolis2099,2019/01/08,"I never know how to walk past people I always get a huge surge of anxiety while walking past people at work. Do I smile and say hi? What if I already said hi and now it's the 2nd or 3rd passing? Will it be weird now? If it's a girl will she think I'm a creep? If I say nothing am I a jerk? 
It worse yet, what if I say hi and get ignored and left hanging.
Or what if I've committed to not saying anything but then they try to say hi and I respond awkwardly?
Why is this such a big deal for me?
Surely most people never worry about any of this.",-0.9544391971664724,0.942305462809923,1.8236894923258584,97.3815082644628,89.41322314049587,4.448878394332938,17.733766233766232,5.773587663045528,-0.5005754427390792,415,11,101,3,14,144,76,121,0.08,0.794,0.126,0.753,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,6,5,1,1,6,0,6,0,0,1,4,23,12,16,0,5,9,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,0,1,9,5,0,1,2,0,0,4,3,4,0,0,1,6,11,1,8,8,1,17,0,0,0,0,15,4,0,8,9,64,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17354792188915355,0.0,0.13085864942408612,0.0,0.0,0.10694687693147573,0.0,0.12030873906419323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12941724903464555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16213525623515052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164330916333867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642976890590771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17087093425644367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425878388519324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15090182080153725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30025807993622056,0.32708717572472257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14959682449489314,0.6253247088944373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822218101243045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10077027184147744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677389386215036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190890535933234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144921676963963,0.15971215894935756,0.16026839482800856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,VladJongUn,2019/01/08,"Keep having severe anxiety where I can't do anything but I dunno if they are justifiable Just started my first job as a physician after years and years of training and I'm 3 months in. I work in a very dysfunctional clinic and every day it's a new crisis, that I'm just thinking i need to survive. For example, a meeting was called yesterday where my staff blamed me for the dysfunction in front of the hospital leadership and said some pretty hurtful things that I know are not true. I dunno how I could be responsible because the dysfunction goes way back to years before I started working here. I've been shutting down at work ever since, just outa fear. I know I need to get outa here but what do I say to myself in order to survive till then because I feel like my anxiety is justified? Thanks so much for any support/advice ",5.9751851851851825,6.472950716049386,6.752691358024688,75.50311111111111,66.53086419753086,9.442962962962962,32.86666666666667,9.3871,3.0266029629629627,664,27,119,12,10,220,107,162,0.195,0.7040000000000001,0.102,-0.9468,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,6,11,5,0,1,7,0,11,2,0,1,2,25,25,12,0,4,7,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,4,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,3,3,18,3,19,20,2,27,0,1,0,0,5,9,0,4,16,83,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15095541768907994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505124470715647,0.0,0.23635253595932385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271233297104748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878507270551016,0.0,0.18833833683735327,0.0,0.13145053562511588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577406722369931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333917841240867,0.0,0.0,0.09962639092494333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397354020643717,0.13015550186246289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17383219899995286,0.07810939305213277,0.11036006735450082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131400042916156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070907631927103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16537332248186534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15329690282954153,0.13730833030231798,0.0,0.0,0.16979560439404054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07547079973027353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330393089111714,0.0,0.11356008539652615,0.2290889380989904,0.0,0.14919710377532688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15716101939762295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14694522241632058,0.1228481670532396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17451767706611576,0.0,0.12778690175263369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186825359637365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17530131800260526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422238161529956,0.0,0.0,0.10262920555298206,0.09898411987484723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746162925625926,0.0,0.1226185052174723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373883858272932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984388796293049
anxiety,jtolos,2019/01/08,"I have been on a fight and I feel bad Sorry because English is not my first language. 
A little context. Months ago, I had some remodelations at my home and the guy that did them was awful. Nothing was really “finished” and even left me without hot water. After several weeks of delays, I finally had enough and told him to get out of my house. I refused to pay what was left (only 15% of the total amount) because the job was not finished and it will never be. 
I had to call another company just to finish everything that he left undone and end up paying far more than that 15%. Anyway, at least now I have a home where I can live in.

Since then, every time that I find him on the street (we live at the same town), he yells at me telling me names, claiming what I owe him. I always respond the same: “go to the police, report whatever it is your complain and let the judge decide”. He does nothing of the kind of course because he knows he is not right. The job was awful and incomplete. He just harras me and my wife in case we concede, and pay.
He even harassed my wife (carrying a stroller with a nine month baby) in the supermarket. He is that kind of a man.

Anyhow, today he yelled at me again on my way to work and I had enough, I talked back and instead of just leave letting him speaking alone, I confront him. The argument got heated and he started throwing punches. I douged a couple leaving me a clear shot, at least two times. I didn’t strike. I charged my right arm ready to go and then just stopped. He hit me three or four times in the head without harming me really. Just my glasses end up on the street. Then one of his guys came and separated us.
I called the police and they came really fast, explain the whole situation. They spoke to me, then to him. They told me to go to the police station and file the report and now we have a trial next week.
I feel proud that I didn’t hit him. I really could have. I am not the fittest at all but he is fat and out of shape. I could have take him.
That is what I did right. But I also did wrong... I took the bait, I let him affect me with only words and I didn’t do the right thing: just keep walking. Let him bark whatever he wants.
I am ashamed really. Just leaving the scene would have scalated down the conflict and now we have a trial. Who knows what can happen now. I have to little kids and I feel that I let down my family, because somehow now they are a little bit in danger.
I just had a fight and I feel bad. I could avoid it, just walking. 
I don’t know how to shake off this feeling. Any help would be much appreciated. 

Many thanks
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anxiety,antonvesterlund,2019/01/08,Help Anyone how Any tips on wht to do under pancic attacks? ,3.017500000000002,4.763005750000001,4.823333333333334,81.855,74.83333333333334,4.800000000000002,20.333333333333336,3.1291,0.03223333333333312,47,1,8,0,1,16,12,12,0.18600000000000005,0.6409999999999999,0.173,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4142495431475345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4259386857213024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6930071972157215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4083069637114691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jaypp_,2019/01/08,"Scared to go back to therapy Had a pretty long break over Christmas and the new years and now I'm incredibly anxious about going back. I have my session in less than 3 hours.

I've been going since October and I feel like it has been helpful, to some extent at least, but now I feel like I can't face her. I don't want to talk about anything that went on over the holidays. Some of it is related to dating or whatever and I'm really not comfortable discussing that with her but I feel like I'm obligated to. I don't know.

I'm really scared of digging deep into my wounds again. I've been doing deep breathing for 10 mins now and my heart is still pounding.",2.7260093582887706,4.244656213235299,4.3288770053475965,86.04767379679144,75.10294117647058,7.886631016042781,24.863636363636363,8.575989854853784,1.5913911764705881,519,17,110,10,11,174,83,136,0.097,0.7879999999999999,0.115,0.3528,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,2,3,0,12,4,3,0,0,18,25,8,0,1,4,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,4,1,0,4,4,2,0,0,5,3,12,4,19,20,5,26,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,3,16,70,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19757948803657086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439221677938349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26896408714688724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26529370805642194,0.3748311226831709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981874376074899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072492352043593,0.11722719772501895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17223453183127382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611670620141533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563318895214635,0.0,0.0,0.1547749419328876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16891290255542654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17792921768104894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240820717895732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35019712454727264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467342821953644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396699025017646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057249617348738,0.0,0.0,0.20000556912815332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031565163601674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621277103469944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262546014183406
anxiety,nameiscurrentlytaken,2019/01/08,"Overthinking or Anxiety Didn’t know where else to ask this so I thought I’ll ask genuine people with anxiety. I’m 17 yo and I have always been very quiet. Never put my hand in class incase I’m wrong, practice rehearsing my orders for food to make sure I don’t stuff up and extremely awkward around others but have always thought I was pretty normal.

The last year or so I’ve noticed myself to really spiral under it though or just become more aware. It’s to the point even in my own friend group I’ve known for years i don’t talk in fear of being criticised and have dodged some events in fear of what could happen. Even if someone I know says hi or asks how I’m going I will just spit out some answer which normally doesn’t even make sense to get out of it. I do try and push myself to go out to some events though except in every scenario I’ve been in I just crumble. For example a party I went to I literally didn’t leave the side of 2 of my friends the entire night. I was told by a friend that a girl was interested in me and instead all I did was practically hide the entire night and not speak a word to anyone I didn’t know. The next two days though I spent the entire time in almost these anxious fits. Just the thought of the party would send my tensing and it developed into either literal leg spasms or just slapping or punching myself because I was scared of what everyone thought of me.  This sort of thing has happened a few times as well. A friend got me a formal date and at max I spoke 10 words to her that night for no reason other then being anxious about what to say.

While I have been thinking about going go to a therapist or something with this I just wanted some initial advice since honestly I just don’t know if this is just some really bad shyness or confidence issues or I have genuine anxiety and should go see someone.",4.252444762684124,5.187896114361706,5.0824468085106425,84.38153846153848,70.56914893617021,7.9122749590834704,26.16366612111293,8.139509932561175,1.515735188216039,1473,44,296,20,26,479,197,376,0.121,0.765,0.114,0.6331,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,24,14,0,4,17,0,30,4,3,4,3,72,62,30,0,8,23,0,1,0,4,3,0,5,0,1,19,16,1,0,12,0,1,9,10,6,1,1,21,7,33,8,48,35,10,46,0,0,1,0,18,20,0,18,16,204,52,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843218158803083,0.0,0.0,0.08640720260176275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436007709346767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980353735404333,0.19496680090989066,0.0,0.06033613645884844,0.0,0.0,0.07681660093994831,0.2420091553700948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204873925115347,0.052601724420095516,0.0953007816014946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06889572863387178,0.0,0.0,0.05565006093186671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208441619176288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17098165294736006,0.0,0.07270324200261971,0.08245401442137693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19420100189227565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434249087510676,0.0,0.26667047630718643,0.0,0.04508308464476948,0.0,0.2452036366037532,0.0,0.06901418117486202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15261233409797978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006458314758511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18969141896568945,0.07033805596332919,0.0,0.09136889620553433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519879963188435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655234642843305,0.0,0.09177064051609904,0.2429326113978831,0.16909221212824818,0.0,0.09824200089147946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059822781812835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815721605680806,0.0,0.0,0.08778818769196499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674551653337317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055946422431014,0.08872072996183142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724291161026644,0.08639157553666026,0.0,0.06876214275218454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713801714867508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14622686685188185,0.06643043623908483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878167071361883,0.0,0.0,0.08132752231770504,0.0,0.0,0.06935681974687019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018960999938596,0.057327395777242676,0.055291296324007436,0.25433914402590263,0.2740192215127058,0.1006330562413035,0.0,0.0,0.08245401442137693,0.0,0.05858540318802932,0.0,0.0842930180584684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07119847832217223,0.05089621444921449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758528147532329,0.07999190943178304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061298104920066834,0.0943448224627923,0.0,0.11113616035280664
anxiety,alcazars,2019/01/08,"Going bouldering for the first time My friends have invited me out to do this. I am very nervous about doing bouldering. I'm just imagining all the scenarios where I somehow embarrass myself. I've never done it so I'm very nervous about it. Does anyone have tips on how I can calm my nerves? Has anyone done bouldering before? Got any tips on bouldering? 

I'm really anxious about but I don't wanna skip out. It's a new year and I really need to put myself out there and do new things because for years I've just trapped myself in my bedroom afraid of really putting myself out there. ",2.488362318840583,4.989135626086959,3.949239130434784,83.81748188405798,79.69565217391305,7.659420289855072,24.36594202898551,8.59863814320734,2.0216811594202904,467,17,87,11,12,154,70,115,0.117,0.8490000000000001,0.033,-0.8063,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,11,6,0,4,3,0,11,0,0,1,2,16,17,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,4,0,1,3,0,13,2,16,14,1,18,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,1,7,62,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456649533639773,0.0,0.0,0.20693762807833088,0.0,0.2561629345700814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166286807317023,0.0,0.15586995259845313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602992391360996,0.3749068977644176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155810079916195,0.0,0.0,0.14152192985674725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410358834048564,0.0,0.14650320864314534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135823265202036,0.14127722923773586,0.3538265611881365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682865257894322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35204321732853305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169451671449676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681185651947672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022800632316133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359196879654617
anxiety,Q-Long,2019/01/08,"Have you ever been ghosted by someone you were really in to? If so how did you deal with it? Happened to me not too long ago. I'm getting over it, but I imagine anxious people like us deal with ghosting worse than average.

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Tips and tricks?",2.4061224489795947,4.819486755102044,3.4034285714285737,88.11657142857145,79.40816326530611,5.5526530612244915,28.16734693877552,6.742157984588678,1.4664171428571433,197,9,37,2,5,63,42,49,0.162,0.779,0.059,-0.6898,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,3,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,9,7,5,2,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,6,1,8,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,4,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21232544825409894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595264449005314,0.2910504464593456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27059633089614066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4938818128201469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166650836212483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514250870837254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21181215193398786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11702036057397534,0.0,0.0,0.2119730738139709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605724858803197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15344656231379838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20294969945598787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881204235740118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440975738818724,0.0,0.0,0.2910504464593456,0.0
anxiety,LambsAnger,2019/01/08,"I cant make it to work today Its 6am and I just got done searching the house for my car keys while having a panic attack. I'm part of a 4 man crew so when one guy cant make it, the other 3 have to pick up the slack and they hate that.

After searching for about an hour, I muster up the courage to tell my boss and coworkers what's going on. My boss texts back ""Lame excuse"" which worries me. I know my coworkers will be saying mean things about me today.",0.8166666666666664,2.415580161616166,2.5262626262626284,96.5427272727273,80.71717171717171,5.208080808080808,17.060606060606062,5.82211442006289,-0.6333757575757573,352,6,84,2,9,116,72,99,0.158,0.7959999999999999,0.045,-0.9042,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,6,5,2,1,7,0,7,0,0,5,0,11,15,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,8,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,4,0,1,2,1,11,1,12,11,1,12,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,7,55,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457849323216769,0.0,0.1661269966461497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22109134302268446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278462891414492,0.0,0.172792719201443,0.0,0.0,0.213920740790878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21330192737574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21276301825573535,0.2492895152348213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873391647295445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884264291523022,0.0,0.0,0.2353387877008867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14639920547665505,0.0,0.0,0.2534848936176102,0.0,0.2339581141517205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17180944180280386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18883481598189344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435321905216662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40957505560568624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15728496845653622,0.21940646585614154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tatilopespt,2019/01/08,"Is this anxiety or am I just lazy? [long post]  I’m doing an academic internship in a company, it’s a month and half away from finishing. According to the initial planning by now I think I would have to be done more a huge project in the company. I’m working with my mentor and also a group of 4 professors from uni who are involved in a project in this company. At the beginning of the internship I would have regular meetings with them, they would tell what they needed and what should I do, and then my mentor would help me lay out the best course of action and with any doubts I would have. 

Since December I don’t have any contact with them. They asked me to change some graphics and as soon as I did that they would meet with me so we would all work together, they would help me moving forward, what would I do etc. The thing is I emailed them the graphs as soon as I did them, and I got no answer (normally they would reply back within a few days to make remarks). By the end of the week I contacted my mentor saying I didn’t had any reply if it wasn’t best to schedule a meeting. She said she would talk to them, but until yesterday I heard nothing from anyone. Yesterday she emailed me asking if could meet her Wednesday afternoon to see where I am at and take a look at my work.

What I am stressing about is that since the beginning of December I hadn’t done visible work in the company, I had just been working on my essay (that I have to present at the end of internship). Because 1) they told me they would help getting started and 2) even though I know theoretically what to do, I haven’t done anything like this before, and I have a lot of trouble talking to/asking for stuff with the people in this company. I get really nervous, I rehearse it in my head a thousand times before asking a simple question, and when it comes to this project it would require constant help from people and I hadn’t done anything because I’m so overwhelmed. 

I’m meeting with my mentor tomorrow, and I’m starting to get nervous when she sees I haven’t done any advances in the project. She is really understanding and as helped me a lot, deep down I know she will help me, but I feel like I could have work harder and am a failure. 

I also have a record of making things harder for myself (overthinking and not talking too people), and simultaneously thinking it's too hard for me so failure is my best option. If I finish this internship and pass it will be the first time in a lot of years I succeed at something academic in my life. 

**TL;DR:** Sometimes I think I am just lazy and use anxiety as an excuse for myself. ",5.0714032634032655,5.569567953846158,5.850069930069933,81.18644522144524,68.5,8.995337995337996,31.334498834498834,9.0124134603493,2.516705128205128,2056,81,408,35,33,674,213,520,0.07,0.848,0.08199999999999999,0.8043,0,0,1,0,0,0,52.0,1,0,13,14,20,12,0,5,32,0,60,2,1,3,1,77,95,41,0,21,10,0,2,2,0,16,1,3,0,0,25,29,0,1,9,0,0,6,9,6,0,3,18,8,76,6,65,57,11,62,0,1,3,0,52,24,0,11,35,319,101,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981142818529952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16686534021636995,0.0,0.0938566849774024,0.0,0.0,0.042893471386934966,0.0,0.10096252415051622,0.0,0.2293951494739461,0.0,0.05763513765884142,0.04717010166058725,0.0,0.07479002447747607,0.0,0.10439923110789548,0.0,0.19313167216255564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06489430261491316,0.05284281878660137,0.0,0.0662915661165783,0.0,0.09795711619203724,0.0,0.0,0.03956210053141627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31388339454752623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866596363632043,0.0,0.06841528638285113,0.04051743597797041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0310176011766246,0.043824493076557926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05217956466572998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614984227059807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04906276701252986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054952585118777056,0.0,0.06295711181926282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467073828063176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742661967841869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04332940488043576,0.059939607134115676,0.0,0.0,0.05428791496240682,0.051513894751852286,0.0,0.0,0.15645859356530575,0.0,0.0,0.08189580417018624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048964561142321186,0.06519945067587593,0.0,0.0454861383392666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060104544211439036,0.05886166195262538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758556963914022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058751033621972176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06871983233662103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859766126216458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058352627329695726,0.04878357521474423,0.0,0.0,0.09776718151838576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148953920341527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04722596081348721,0.06067123756917087,0.0,0.08683984626905039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702698694164434,0.0,0.07022472791571763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04612339802942806,0.147919055042423,0.05361776018798956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150906421181832,0.11792115518224648,0.060270618555395214,0.0,0.07154089359715944,0.0,0.0,0.058617258510303284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638617442417073,0.0,0.05298191569327669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04920682399405714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679569763455069,0.0,0.0,0.5665054580735626,0.0,0.0,0.039503819716714995
anxiety,BananaWaffles7,2019/01/08,"Anxiety since I left home for college Welp, it all started when my mum (who is great and probably didn’t mean anything by what she said to me) said I looked pale like her, boom come the thoughts...

I’ve had my music on since, I managed to relax a little but now I’m feeling the tingles (no idea why because I’m not breathing quicker etc.). I’m a little tired (was tired when I left), so don’t know if it’s deciding to contribute to the anxiety or not!.

I’m going to stick it out at college today as my dad is waiting for me as I’m only in half the day. Wish my appointment for the help and assistance with the mental health team would hurry up.",4.451944444444443,4.223101629629632,5.763101851851853,83.80020833333336,69.74074074074073,8.824074074074074,30.949074074074076,8.472884824447931,2.159240740740741,500,19,108,7,8,169,91,135,0.075,0.8109999999999999,0.113,0.6335,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,8,0,7,5,1,0,1,20,24,10,0,3,5,2,1,1,0,1,4,3,1,0,5,5,0,1,6,2,0,2,5,0,0,1,6,5,12,3,17,17,2,17,0,0,1,0,9,9,0,2,7,64,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23697147857722986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745623092589256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944157717030058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13341874266137235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988728518174207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17273646065096246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831394017925587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802407460802675,0.0,0.0,0.17076001731741675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16463431482977328,0.0,0.0,0.10381539559241766,0.0,0.15536115357560018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17484504064707648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512012631016341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365635634749441,0.0,0.0,0.07566843710349196,0.3104686613929946,0.0,0.0,0.13006344523629146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687139440005179,0.0,0.0,0.1560865154081144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779616512832768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16699101181600845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946600634896357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562430813633097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962760284337153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296049485924827,0.0,0.3560324564908086,0.14681180197820487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13975860518467434,0.0,0.17810881076813062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002505989611464,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Creative310,2019/01/08,"Is this a panic attack? I have had panic attacks most of my life. I have never had anything like this. I wake up disoriented, my body starts to vibrate. My left harm and hand gets slightly numb, my heart starts racing really fast and then I start to panic. It only lasts 2 to 3 mins but usually less. Sometimes I feel like I need to remind myself to breath.  I also get a burning sensation in my colon and I feel like I'm going to have a bowl movement. Once the panic goes away I start to shake like when your scared 

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After it goes away the numbness goes away and after around 20 to 30 mins I start to feel normal again. Does this sound like a nocturnal panic attack?  I have been under a lot of stress lately because I'm dealing with homelessness so I'm sure that has something to do with this ",2.8381987577639727,4.7440640931677045,3.9198447204968936,87.44200310559009,75.77018633540372,6.090683229813665,22.05900621118013,6.868970318607317,0.6199118012422358,633,17,124,6,14,205,95,161,0.304,0.665,0.031,-0.992,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,5,20,3,8,7,0,10,9,6,0,2,17,25,9,0,2,1,0,4,5,0,0,3,1,0,0,7,7,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,14,0,0,3,5,18,6,23,22,3,28,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,2,22,79,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846064530047507,0.0,0.1063050078898273,0.1192176004224036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073834559461207,0.08734105351465027,0.0,0.33485188684018496,0.2765401738028231,0.0,0.0,0.059808556631268474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089810286560496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011498270024282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585903521247844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14882610103412466,0.14018338377708742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251961321856866,0.0,0.055759676123492065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626395455714768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997489910823087,0.11067533498810886,0.0,0.10659967388410324,0.0,0.06929986141055898,0.23966440797304306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341186068664679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274928173398415,0.07567051886968361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612955902559008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448676293182957,0.0,0.07461908626013539,0.0,0.5755702360838223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285347153615563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822787170785054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553190606670153,0.09703591283454427,0.0,0.3472231691137709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238770126973023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247000507764684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080572152081976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192176004224036,0.0
anxiety,obviousdscretion,2019/01/08,"I'm convinced I have a pulmonary embolism In the past 8 days I've spent 6 hours on a plane and 18+ hours in the car. The last two nights my calves have been so sore and of course I foam rolled them. Now I'm awake, trying to decide if I have chest pain or not, and if I do, is it real, and is it worth waking my partner up at 5an to take me to the ER if it's really just all in my stupid head? And if I don't wake him up, risk dying instead? We just got engaged and I'm convinced I will die before we can get married.",2.7040336134453797,1.9759202436974803,4.426554621848741,93.60521008403364,73.45378151260505,7.136134453781513,23.72268907563025,5.288315135182226,0.14412268907562975,395,8,104,1,7,135,79,119,0.13699999999999998,0.78,0.084,-0.8075,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,0,1,0,5,6,1,1,6,0,10,6,4,0,1,19,17,12,2,4,8,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,3,8,0,0,1,0,2,1,2,3,1,1,3,0,14,3,11,13,1,15,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,5,7,63,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974697422946124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14966236271411565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4816924916907033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124408946537232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18560312859415634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381650614593984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4570734463801448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891634881959585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177767522820315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469329211780528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215317623649459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641401330196422,0.14866641975895822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17448357475372592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755651862473966,0.0,0.2266932332451415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,liannus95,2019/01/08,"I wish my anxiety could just disappear Sometimes I get up in the morning and just know it’s going to be “one of those days.” I hate those days. I often wonder how my life would be if I didn’t have this fucking condition. The only thing I want right now is being able to function like a normal human being, without the constant doubting myself, constant doubting everyone around me, everything I do and think and feel. The constant battle every day that leaves me completely drained at the end of the day. The constant fear of every little thing that I do, like taking the fucking bus line I’ve taken for the past year. Or going to my job that I’ve been working at for 3 years. I’m just so tired and so very sad right now. My anxiety, depression and other shit made me cancel an important appointment and I feel like absolute shit about it. But today, I just couldn’t do it.. ",4.08015205724508,5.550722453488376,5.0746511627906985,82.24530411449018,71.55813953488372,7.850447227191412,27.76565295169946,8.384062270229773,2.0073590339892657,690,25,129,11,13,226,103,172,0.201,0.706,0.092,-0.9703,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,12,14,6,3,11,0,14,6,2,2,0,31,31,12,0,7,8,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,12,7,0,0,5,0,0,3,3,11,0,1,4,2,18,3,15,20,0,26,0,2,0,2,1,8,4,6,18,90,30,2,0.11460372149154258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753430665137002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202160952739847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015982155683615,0.4953836368576266,0.0,0.09150174622130584,0.0,0.0,0.2956396777308725,0.0,0.09870801739018747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150488105480282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931171563492045,0.10950876711975822,0.10299843518597784,0.0,0.0,0.1289610484091321,0.11589417008533336,0.08187292153246432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21189858763833155,0.059875714385162176,0.0,0.13026387193488365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131474484911536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372650993603255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06298320818550897,0.0,0.0,0.12134879358847996,0.0,0.0,0.08094799772417408,0.16796876838958402,0.11486303641243815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084408122773576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228731438766897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07765844765029363,0.08716129443579314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940221984506276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957419039393633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352781464226757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334601096470627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616773595252226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227524039447354,0.07343343723632567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317201189660436,0.10863092771255596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09456007250318313,0.06759624421574921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178862384915388,0.11047389787450858,0.1242828472901216,0.08343287416957834,0.0,0.0,0.08141119560618729,0.0,0.0,0.14760207841989958
anxiety,cryptomir,2019/01/08,"Anxiety - Pooping Connection? Do you guys often have gastrointestinal problems? Like morning diarrhea, loose stools and similar? How anxiety affect your bowel movements?",10.114565217391302,14.843979478260875,8.713369565217391,42.833532608695656,80.30434782608695,12.734782608695653,49.22826086956522,10.125756701596842,9.351617391304348,140,10,10,6,4,43,22,23,0.313,0.603,0.084,-0.7059,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,2,0,5,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7232124746058772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4680370034708039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309322538549327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4523000929537769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,helplesscause,2019/01/08,"So anxious I lost my job. I’ve always had anxiety but I have always usually been able to cope with it but as I’m entering adult hood my anxiety has gotten waaaaay worse, so bad that I lost my job because I would fear and find It so hard to socialise with any of my workmates incase I ever came across as awkward or weird (workmates are all over the age of 30 and I’m 19) i worked as a tradesman installing fibre optic lines for internet companies so I would have to travel to job sites in the van with my boss which I had no problem with but for reasons that are beyond me it started to become a big deal and something I feared, which I’m guessing would be my extreme social anxiety beginning. I was fine with most of the socialising and enjoyed the job when I first started out but as time went on things changed a lot and more and more negative things started happening in my personal life, the worst of them being drug addiction and kicking the addiction while trying to maintain my job and going to work. In the end things got so bad and my anxiety was so bad that I started making a lot of mistakes at work because of how anxious I was, I could not focus at all so I ended up leaving that job and I’m currently the most depressed I have ever been and my anxiety is at its worst also, I fear leaving the house and having to socialise with anyone, which finally brings me to how for some reason I find it so difficult to make simple eye contact without freezing up and start sweating, and if I have 2 pairs of eyes on me I just die lol. I honestly hate having to deal with any of this, I use to find everything so much easier than I do now. I just don’t get it.",5.329247787610619,5.279250029498527,6.301325958702067,80.07499778761064,67.87905604719764,9.375870206489676,32.87920353982301,9.120678840339163,2.7535532743362827,1316,54,262,22,20,439,168,339,0.272,0.6779999999999999,0.05,-0.9982,7,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,6,19,20,1,4,13,1,25,7,3,8,4,60,50,38,1,7,10,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,17,23,0,0,5,1,0,6,5,17,0,1,13,4,38,3,50,31,12,41,0,3,2,0,7,16,0,8,19,198,55,10,0.07571356617755395,0.0,0.0,0.16507792575129013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06054811151763188,0.1259995046941043,0.0,0.0,0.102975642659101,0.0,0.2896033544434245,0.17106955754168676,0.0,0.05294068589944445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18965299560145665,0.09230857438784583,0.08361968533032206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659614938294588,0.0,0.0,0.08009491375524475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060451121723825066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15611472431504742,0.06521198360455191,0.0,0.07857872806180853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780369929959651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341194933125223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697451058213198,0.0,0.0,0.06804647124145556,0.0,0.0,0.2555964347223784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294051089763325,0.20760248345814206,0.06440192071233419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03955721336556988,0.0,0.04302976447852118,0.0,0.06055505543808986,0.0,0.0834070291675033,0.0,0.06695325652291878,0.0,0.06782448363509674,0.07475147157231313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736328987091423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4508041898178406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603394688122016,0.0,0.0,0.05347873090737314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16530060282539594,0.12873793284281548,0.0,0.0,0.1010787866979878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05565818285508158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06611016557785199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244765749145557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15569231221433072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718044588379616,0.0,0.05828800227364748,0.0,0.0,0.2679522591802957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15090218721641696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0441491893105021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05140454146554691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06539221159710004,0.08338779641251662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07018723438835278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07298517595025228,0.0,0.16536113376444092,0.0,0.07715859232584787,0.16135423525258902,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aidxn-1872,2019/01/08,"Weird anxieties about parents dying or catching HIV I’m currently abroad in Asia. I’ll probably be here till the end of next month, though have an option for another 1-3 months which would be beneficial professionally for me. 

I live with everyday anxiety. My dad, who is someone who’s ran multiple marathons, had a stent fitted in his heart after a minor heart attack about 3-4 years ago. He’s been relatively fine since and is only 59, but I live in obsessive fear he is going to die. Even when I have a grandparent alive who is 86. 

I am constantly consumed with symptoms for HIV. So much so that I cause myself stress and cause symptoms. Even though I ordered 2 tests for myself and am negative (I don’t even engage in high risk behaviours). 

I’m away in a foreign country and I can’t exactly just find a psychiatrist. I need some help. I don’t know how to handle this. ",3.6824060150375963,5.502560152046787,5.1139223057644125,80.15328947368424,73.21052631578948,8.862322472848787,28.003759398496236,9.424239791934726,2.5954741854636603,690,27,133,17,14,231,117,171,0.18600000000000005,0.738,0.076,-0.961,3,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,13,8,1,4,7,0,16,6,2,3,1,19,22,13,2,2,3,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,2,1,0,3,4,6,0,0,3,0,15,2,19,16,2,24,0,0,0,2,9,8,0,3,12,83,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130612435361705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434954385560311,0.20937432501521674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15568259686782945,0.12857174795151174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811580080603091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14788240084552295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840500273229653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120533978991785,0.0,0.0,0.2711573760977382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539903059800031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507517949008715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777299325977023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32432741302518864,0.09172529330894236,0.1445857917151179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752072321040619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416758515029888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218459067488014,0.0,0.1005978892168941,0.10146991143599088,0.0,0.0,0.1455377559884469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407789456859344,0.0,0.0,0.1519517921367688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14754362251738276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320080062457237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159495561279805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15675715034595133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28447172591031616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689018918859906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721179438478353,0.0,0.0,0.08812462948911333
anxiety,XXXFISULELE,2019/01/08,"changes Earlier on in my life i used to like people and thought they’re good. I liked hanging out with em, but now sth changed. For like a year now i hate everybody without a special. With my close ones i feel so bipolar, like i hate them and love em at the same time. Ik most of them try to fuck me up and always lie to me about fucking anything cause they dont wanna spend time with me. Girl who is my most important person ignores me despite the fact i try to do anything to make sure she is happy (she not my gf tho). Idk what to do, when people tell me to socialize o try to explain them why i dont want to and cant do that. Some of them understand some of them not, who gives a fuck. 
PS sorry for my english, especially grammar probably, i dunno speak londonese",4.114750000000001,4.252435975000001,5.105,86.96000000000002,70.5,8.15,30.375,7.908726449838941,1.8134500000000005,596,23,132,7,10,196,98,160,0.162,0.6829999999999999,0.155,-0.3348,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,6,0,6,15,5,0,5,0,8,6,0,3,2,31,22,8,0,2,4,0,1,4,1,0,2,1,0,2,4,9,0,1,4,0,1,1,6,6,0,1,1,2,26,9,25,21,5,13,0,0,0,4,19,6,3,5,10,86,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139363311699587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22536265825776336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066433766017447,0.2897065553012084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209607590444977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923568039485775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797674088104778,0.0,0.13135527427594268,0.0,0.11484998614444593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14576402194176966,0.0,0.2703791079554408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671737059608744,0.2675873907140472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358423933323852,0.0,0.09140151894595848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278698760287267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898593784913846,0.11956157664691835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14763318377855794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958240333420527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532813888508415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290544536176255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968243729503485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087067449777414,0.1596894104108947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788984706381538,0.0,0.0,0.14254846106890826,0.0,0.11826314229649232,0.0,0.0,0.08076457956372454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355759522313392,0.0,0.0,0.13199517248506695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817812250238613
anxiety,FunkDrSmooth,2019/01/08,"At wits’ end, laying in bed at 3am. It’s time for a change. I’m usually a lurker and don’t really post much. To be honest, I don’t care if you really read my post or not. I’m mostly doing this to get these thoughts out of my head, but I appreciate any support. 

Most of my life I’ve struggled with some sort of anxiety. It hasn’t really been until now, my senior year of college, that I’m coming to terms with the fact that I struggle with anxiety. Overall, I have a great life. I’ve been blessed with so many things: a loving family, friends, no college debt, several amazing job opportunities, and an amazing girlfriend of about 5 months. On the outside looking in, things couldn’t be better. 

On the inside, I’ve struggled more this past week more than I have in a long time and it’s time for a change. 

I just got done texting with my girlfriend, who also struggles with anxiety, about the unstable state I’ve been in the past week. Communication was difficult over text as she wasn’t in a place where we could talk over the phone. Things ended poorly as my struggles have really been starting to affect her. I’m terrified that these anxious feelings are going to destroy what has the potential to be a long loving relationship. 

The pressure has been building for me for what has seemed like the extent of this whole school year. As a D3 student athlete, a triple major, and the president of the senior class, I’ve really come to realize I’ve bit off more than I can chew. Even typing this out makes me realize how ridiculous this sounds. Going into my final semester, I am hoping and praying that I can make it out alive. I’ve only made it through one day of my senior season of volleyball and things are already going south. 

I haven’t even been able to explain half of my story and I already feel like I’m rambling on. I’m tired of this anxiety destroying my life. Tomorrow, I’m going to come out to my family and coach that I’m struggling with anxiety. I started attending counseling sessions at my school before my winter break and am anxiously waiting for my next one the day after tomorrow. In the morning, my girlfriend and I are planning to talk. This time, it’ll be over the phone. 

I doubt I’ll be getting much sleep tonight. I’m hoping for this to be a turning point in my life where I am able to find balance and peace of mind. If you’ve read this far, thank you. I’m happy to answer any questions. I appreciate any support or wisdom. ",4.334017119244393,5.591172419421492,5.382068476977569,81.10602479338843,70.67355371900827,8.341345926800473,29.117827626918537,8.759644201051973,2.2796578040141684,1937,74,370,34,35,639,219,484,0.139,0.679,0.181,0.9854,2,0,0,0,0,0,54.0,1,2,0,3,11,32,3,8,26,0,37,10,2,5,1,61,78,23,0,6,7,0,2,2,4,1,5,1,1,0,29,27,1,1,10,3,2,8,8,12,0,3,12,4,39,20,71,57,14,74,2,0,1,2,19,28,0,13,36,241,68,14,0.13735436899982262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15157396172405785,0.054921119632195724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14010852150283348,0.0,0.2626892908235593,0.15517134060304769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058439225695774075,0.0,0.0,0.06073938869797089,0.07497769823906447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07002096669207153,0.0,0.14530270986242785,0.177477940059515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05483314350981552,0.0,0.0,0.08858220496144972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028060395257581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165520199720024,0.0,0.0,0.09072126530447663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294854748672391,0.0,0.06945049600332492,0.04906299432908695,0.0,0.07523249870539496,0.06276970244081742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05305982238350945,0.0,0.07176198870989085,0.0,0.15612330647054987,0.0,0.05492741822477988,0.07571683836291197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310813994721224,0.0,0.0,0.07048260466511691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642388056093382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815150855275054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19403490575170412,0.06710440665614642,0.0,0.0,0.12155429427491828,0.0576715381890236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396768069494565,0.06498401251866792,0.09168510788153653,0.06962788577256787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06934437868031976,0.0,0.05481747344927012,0.0,0.10097126541112364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303896484132674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307487519328954,0.052232093524640096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13112028718114016,0.0,0.0,0.07175304060880239,0.0,0.06492213778019686,0.0,0.13154751724736738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769341641519395,0.0,0.13739153904277016,0.0,0.21998181485228688,0.0,0.0,0.0737335944340923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13900995442760522,0.0,0.06252112943405737,0.0,0.07758567030152384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06872678234121775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972201293371319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4307778279283279,0.0,0.0,0.1558681102180846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104002389110321,0.0,0.06322872441678468,0.0,0.0,0.18250427897511803,0.0,0.0,0.054522013176979064,0.16018487427674455,0.07893432076068163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747010555859255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563821608710891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017738972383907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667562389049892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845171029600374
anxiety,384ChubbyDumpling,2019/01/08,"Having serious anxiety about leaving the house These days, I [22F] usually only leave the house to go to therapy and even that is a struggle. I've missed sessions because I absolutely could not bring myself to go through my front door.

The thought of getting on the bus, interacting with people, making a mistake and looking stupid drives me to stay indoors. The only person I have any prolonged social interaction with is my dad. I spend most of my time reading or browsing the internet. I feel like I'm withering away in my bedroom.

I desperately want to be out in the world. I bought a gym membership that's going to waste. I'm going insane.",5.299990817263545,6.975707520661158,6.2318457300275485,74.32938475665749,68.83471074380165,9.014141414141417,34.105601469237826,9.444778638647367,3.4605970615243358,514,25,87,11,9,170,85,121,0.18600000000000005,0.7829999999999999,0.031,-0.9413,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,1,10,0,6,0,0,1,0,14,21,3,0,3,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,5,0,0,2,2,2,7,1,5,0,0,2,2,13,1,17,17,1,17,0,1,1,0,5,6,0,2,4,55,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186260483320986,0.0,0.1334470973298939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16389331940784066,0.0,0.0,0.10633778167377077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927716306815915,0.0,0.0,0.11250019072082228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521681644332045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820274963159927,0.12462088117492648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113836599440743,0.0,0.39655598461442493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4025636190875389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694162441855509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522319522650705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14648673620738825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644090511656212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653408993748611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093561535599788,0.15231539215624795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744884805302095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17782091118408672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18593118819402105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823638951010872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19948879980580825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848688647031726,0.10171810983124224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921224187021696,0.0,0.10288998316668034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,matiascamachox,2019/01/08,"Am I overthinking? I feel horrible. My night has been ruined. It's amazing how the smallest of things can make you feel miserable.
Today my mum gave me a liquid to clean my glasses. I was happy.
Its expiration date says 00/18. Hours of deliberation passed until I used it.
I wonder if that product has expired. I think my mum said she bought it today. What if my glasses will suffer from that arguably expired product? Will using it cause damage to other things not sprayed over with it?
Also, today I saw three cockroaches, basically in my room, so ughhhhh.
You can laugh. Who cares about expiration dates?",2.6375675675675687,5.627297621621622,3.9860900900900913,79.66454054054056,86.2972972972973,6.203243243243244,24.51711711711712,7.554174236665415,1.7945322522522522,480,19,80,9,15,157,79,111,0.153,0.715,0.132,-0.3939,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,0,4,8,0,1,2,0,9,0,0,5,0,13,21,6,0,2,3,2,2,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,13,1,0,0,4,0,1,1,1,4,0,1,6,5,17,4,10,13,0,12,0,4,1,0,9,3,0,3,8,58,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16622334395242586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21192428902185936,0.21352662212279327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21019771195741954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22126787606572512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046974923164677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13874630856736794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950599205882589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19771981530037835,0.1652964043358978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27618220222049833,0.13318651384171593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5910730221247116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3590438019507599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22541228878641398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,houndric,2019/01/08,"My dog died recently and my anxiety has been at it's peak. Hi there,

I'm posting because lately my catastrophic thoughts for the last while have been growing more and more persistent.

I realised the reason is because of my dog passing away very  suddenly recently. The circumstances just felt so perfectly coincidental. She was only 5 and died of meningitis, the exact cause unknown.

My family dog when I was a teenager (who was basically my dog and best friend) died at only 3 - he was hit by car. This was 9 years ago.

4 months ago my boyfriend and I were having conversation about his coworker's dog passing away recently.

Catastrophic thought. 

 I went to go give my dog a nice big hug. Instead, she was hiding and the way her head was turned around very strangely. 

Catastrophic thought. 

We rushed her to an emergency vet. There was a lady there who was waiting on the results of her own puppy. We had a bit of a conversation and eventually she was called in. She came back out in tears - the only thing she said was ""it's over"". 

Catastrophic thought.

That night I stared at my dog sitting on her dog bed while I tried to sleep on the couch beside her. 

Catastrophic thought: this is the last night I'll ever sleep with her. 

She spent 2 nights in intensive care. The first night they said she was doing better and they hope she can come home in a day or two. 

Hope. 

On the second night she died. 

Catastrophe confirmed. 

Now it seems all my fear will come true eventually.

Hand in hand with depression, I keep thinking that I deserve unhappiness, that if I feel like if something was too good to be true it only amounts to suffering in the end. 

I've brought this up with my therapist but I'd like to hear input from other people or anyone with anxiety who have experienced grief.

--

Tl;Dr one of my catastrophic thoughts became reality and now it feels like everything else is bound to happen",3.0600251330573656,5.7661069747191025,4.006942637492607,83.02099645180368,78.97191011235954,7.567593140153756,26.22235363690125,8.532816995589336,2.1442932584269667,1497,60,281,34,38,481,192,356,0.131,0.77,0.099,-0.8876,0,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,2,0,2,5,14,19,0,1,19,0,28,6,5,3,6,51,59,18,5,4,6,0,5,3,1,1,0,3,3,0,16,20,0,3,12,0,1,11,0,4,0,4,30,10,41,15,39,26,7,60,0,3,1,1,33,20,0,7,29,180,57,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431159244227593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350901586631448,0.0,0.0,0.05644489190477775,0.0,0.0,0.07186248558531892,0.0,0.0,0.15168784478754932,0.06207264656551454,0.0,0.09841858704102603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471604967778291,0.07139482255718134,0.08813094066754615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242938926381903,0.09232804993449584,0.08230465599713481,0.08292695122942685,0.0,0.13907511320065288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052061034367619885,0.0,0.06952844117748196,0.0,0.3351197844235148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743549253834212,0.0,0.07149850982973689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302050693301852,0.0,0.0,0.07255054687090545,0.0,0.07610047367983909,0.0908382206995082,0.08163410835959334,0.11534010629139492,0.07750878976049956,0.0,0.0,0.06866475927365946,0.0,0.0,0.06236803967229864,0.0,0.0,0.07743890601415125,0.04587795498704828,0.06770841393153867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138497098974429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284727853380733,0.0,0.0909830949716054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097389313340561,0.1603565487568918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175220979564502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160351983591687,0.09106146932266213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831467130440255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443403323343594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787753573916468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054701441201520484,0.2455804135616108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05596464492173125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773123656085404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299888435554845,0.2391189985508681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535761800332017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734891318089313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16156686905678996,0.0,0.0,0.06214615341271953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372810455396392,0.053630193243079834,0.0517254074829968,0.0,0.3845204444437316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05480706827162414,0.08780576694492577,0.07885672785632876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332133825115117,0.0,0.06407585535284847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483300963781897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051984340778139584
anxiety,Saltnurse,2019/01/08,"Feeling extreme guilt over everything that I do I have an eight month old, and every since I got pregnant, I have felt guilty over everything that I do. It causes me so much anxiety and obsessive thoughts, and spending hours googling how such and such will effect my baby. Today I bought an e-cig because I had been using my sister’s and decided I wanted my own. Immediately after, I felt extremely guilty for spending money on something so harmful. I’m going to sell it now, but I won’t get back the money I paid for it. I also feel guilt if I drink, which is very rarely. I feel guilty for not drinking enough water. For not having a schedule. For taking too long in the shower. I’m just so sick of feeling this extreme guilt. What can I do?",3.963654916512056,5.344589904761907,5.034063079777368,82.77294990723564,71.72108843537416,7.250216450216451,27.649350649350648,7.686295010490155,1.6645020408163274,584,21,111,7,11,192,96,147,0.16399999999999998,0.812,0.024,-0.9569,1,0,3,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,11,5,0,4,5,0,12,4,0,4,0,23,29,12,0,2,5,1,6,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,8,5,3,0,9,2,7,1,3,5,0,1,8,6,19,0,12,19,3,14,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,9,80,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453255232858174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13901922941911368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13973541013205262,0.0,0.11077795442699356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18668177018703916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3560428939175557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877706406839988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15311126237876793,0.0,0.3266456638548724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36754275010177,0.0,0.34896925216781816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494388161728437,0.0,0.10327858099893956,0.0,0.14534218984814146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17896265036455558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16082102423841738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450512674827472,0.0,0.13358888239143546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906899577323202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15032490799730147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13990088574828666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663468412049634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14426945678827446,0.0,0.0,0.1722541776181725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15695216796973266,0.0,0.14994226660431906,0.10718619183913314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,waterspencer,2019/01/08,[Article] 7 Ways To Improve Your Life In 2019 [https://www.reddit.com/r/GetMotivated/comments/abqgky/article\_7\_ways\_to\_improve\_your\_life\_in\_2019/](https://www.reddit.com/r/GetMotivated/comments/abqgky/article_7_ways_to_improve_your_life_in_2019/) ,94.581,119.9861491,34.74000000000001,-145.1,-92.0,10.0,35.0,8.841846274778883,5.4330000000000025,241,3,7,2,2,41,10,10,0.0,0.7340000000000001,0.266,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6647690680581162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7470489181794883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CSThr0waway123,2019/01/08,"Anyone else seem to have very obvious hair thinning on anti-depressants? I'm at the point where I know for a fact that the medications are having an effect on my hair. I've tried Zoloft, Prozac, Celexa and Wellbutrin and within a week or two my hair gets notably dry/itchy and starts falling/breaking. Anyone else have this problem?",6.603387096774192,7.611633048387097,5.8711290322580645,80.57669354838713,65.29032258064517,8.135483870967743,30.01612903225807,8.07648339933343,2.0567612903225805,267,9,47,3,4,81,49,62,0.062,0.938,0.0,-0.54,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,0,4,6,3,1,2,10,9,4,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,3,0,6,9,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,2,2,26,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3376228273404901,0.4947411065882059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207940772838396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4033626584368821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613567421058744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326819982024912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432123633326648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282266076321573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310130907910787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21978612787483398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17088331554403344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16391312591514362,0.0,0.2358391566998443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19920260862134728,0.0,0.0,0.1936582247150524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,patheticdude99,2019/01/08,"DAE get that nightmare like feeling that nothings right/ somethings going to happen I can't explain it but since I woke up today I've just had this feeling, like in a nightmare where you can just feel that nothings real, or like somethings going to happen. It doesn't feel like usual anxiety, there's no real panic or stress just confusion for the most part. Does anyone else get this way sometimes? ",6.354399999999997,7.549268973333334,5.836000000000002,79.93800000000002,65.93333333333334,7.066666666666667,31.0,6.742157984588678,1.9134,323,12,53,2,5,99,51,75,0.181,0.653,0.166,-0.5106,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,3,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,15,16,3,0,0,6,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,2,4,3,4,5,14,2,9,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,4,6,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12205922675399533,0.0,0.0,0.11156464670671998,0.163483071339073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13962775693204216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133287825463919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32270344227854664,0.2279724130081257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667219250696734,0.0,0.18135769835086185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821881236685002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118022802740121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30619487339116386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18720355015018852,0.0,0.1727826417211097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36321730534973184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625919697444516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319856404663208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24566664637672225,0.15780408919586167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18276984590155484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15123959335030493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17572741811627976,0.0,0.0,0.1266474241270775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,oofouchsweating,2019/01/08,"Does anybody else’s parent/s rip into them during/after panic attacks? Whenever I’m reduced to hyperventilating, being numb and shutting down and everything for some reason my parents get angry and tell me how if i wasn’t so lazy or unwilling then I wouldn’t be in such a position. It really hurts to experience and never helps, and I don’t know why they do it.",6.749366197183098,6.631414605633804,8.45080985915493,66.08917253521129,64.91549295774648,11.043661971830986,33.24295774647887,10.686352973137794,3.7071661971830983,291,11,50,7,4,103,59,71,0.281,0.7190000000000001,0.0,-0.9624,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,3,4,1,1,1,0,6,1,0,2,1,14,9,10,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,7,0,6,5,1,6,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,3,2,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788737985381445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21451724983068585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047768895145151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203094359005967,0.2397867867360793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280717016382028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16430726029581064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624195912245703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471850365012508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18906142563812964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876103693071909,0.5443816370025596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703826420690792,0.252037209661374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21425675663551533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211941050710101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,seasquiddd,2019/01/08,"Conquering riding on an airplane Hi ya'll, long time lurker on this sub. First time poster on here! 
I hope everyone had good holidays and have been managing their anxiety. 
So, I haven't been on an airplane since I was in 4th grade. Bad experience, i had a head cold and by the time we landed my head felt like exploding and as a kid it scared me. Haven't flown since. 
Now, at 16 I got diagnosed with anxiety and panic disorder. Whole other story of it's own but I currently take I believe 50mg zoloft and it's just enough for me where its not a high dosage but still has taken the edge off. 
Anyways, so obviously I have definate anxiety about flying again. My friend in Florida wants me to come visit her this spring and I more than 100% want to... but flying??? Oh my God. It makes me anxious even coming up with the plans to go there.
My questions are, how was your guys first time conquering your worst fears, how did you prepare, give me all the advice please! 
And also, about xanax. My doctor has prescribed me some before but I never took it and ended up throwing it away. I'm nervous to know how xanax feels especially taking it while having a panic attack.

Just give me all the travel advice. I'm really nervous to go!:(",1.794788689104042,4.306251601659753,3.2653849700322723,87.54945904410637,82.77593360995851,6.557922237590287,20.544183187336714,7.793537801064563,1.0050911633625326,960,28,189,18,27,314,151,241,0.156,0.769,0.075,-0.9679,1,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,1,3,1,5,18,13,1,6,11,0,15,7,2,4,4,36,35,20,0,3,7,0,2,1,1,0,5,0,0,2,11,13,0,0,4,2,0,9,4,9,0,2,11,3,28,4,25,24,8,38,0,0,0,0,14,14,0,3,16,131,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293292194230095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383783565023024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692974360077646,0.13256232624761352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133492726211742,0.11024606149412797,0.0,0.09797512636784644,0.0,0.0,0.09984884672948388,0.1322035195910898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20215836679196447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909900080448267,0.0,0.0,0.13448335372199802,0.12010384447904232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392960783993792,0.12124498245080866,0.0,0.07750285537361744,0.0,0.0,0.11212468901516974,0.0,0.11478235688956087,0.0,0.1320416422196692,0.05933131255727848,0.0,0.11266609812064328,0.0,0.0,0.19962098568849096,0.0,0.0,0.09065763636645488,0.0,0.0,0.2251290314377218,0.13337558731382576,0.09842035762880036,0.09384859738086676,0.0,0.0,0.1161863854373108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408521573142943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397757935603022,0.0,0.11654643758699842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06448773752748901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057327056744071826,0.0,0.0,0.10384340273047596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783262626707059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905008834182762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753495845564803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12880556597091872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13144916745916868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517187386706954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747916227675186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19413195551401674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370895413487597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17645218462284432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27369074058756576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303705580226827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13842193754214702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100742740134572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,teitei_1,2019/01/08,"I get super overwhelmed by negative or sad energy. Hi there. I am 20(F), and naturally I am pretty energetic, witty, and fun. I am a lover of peace, and a bit of a perfectionist, and have always become overstimulated when too much is going on. Moving away for college and being around a lot of negative sad souls has really affected me. I feel drained! It’s hard to be happy when everyone around you is sad.

Even now when I go home and am surrounded by my favorite people (my family), I often find myself to be extremely overwhelmed when something goes wrong. I don’t even feel like myself! I’m working on gaining a better sense of self-awareness, and doing well. I am comfortable being me, it just feels as if everyone around me is stressed, sad, etc, and that makes me feel hopeless and I shut down... I even get plagued with sadness, then feel ashamed that I wasn’t a light to everyone’s lives. I want everyone to be happy including myself! I want to go back to being happy and energetic, however, I am not sure what to do. Do I fake it until it becomes a habit again? 

(I’m also slightly impatient and overthink , so I know that is something I need to work on)

Thanks.",4.169466182948948,5.606422220264323,5.784166882612077,77.37603783363565,71.29074889867842,9.041616999222596,29.211972013475,9.478462496947786,2.755717491578129,912,36,170,21,17,311,126,227,0.177,0.581,0.242,0.9478,1,0,2,0,0,1,40.0,0,1,0,5,20,24,0,4,7,0,23,1,0,2,1,34,41,22,0,4,4,0,6,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,8,15,0,0,7,0,0,4,5,12,1,0,1,7,28,12,26,34,4,23,1,8,0,1,3,10,0,4,10,129,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948771307561454,0.09311114121579253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29884859243925666,0.0,0.0,0.10513528845098502,0.08604546541908646,0.0,0.0,0.247173172564894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896792025714456,0.12216762498691187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479992519310645,0.22172996327621855,0.0,0.0,0.4277073071754038,0.0,0.0,0.1054909213430026,0.0,0.2829041951860233,0.07994256469196283,0.0,0.0,0.1022760854018118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692799233542245,0.0,0.19078886793573333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35736417765522777,0.10024190315616696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224648386959753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06149822310763535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05466949626273043,0.0,0.09881121149953764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513478544108513,0.0,0.0,0.07469522364398386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893375000211252,0.08226059199542864,0.08297365928276912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07757851784556598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384421250751353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168706559949416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673783101052465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17229472208050595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281829677278043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546598553706993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302400946373637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200499078339406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006130266947108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16293147516650375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223468931278646,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Yukon__C14,2019/01/08,"Any advice to stop the overheating and sweating that anxiety brings about? I struggle a lot with this, didn’t used to but about a year and a half ago it seemingly started overnight. 

I’m in school but I struggle with it every day I have class, sitting in there sweating. To the point I need to leave the class to try and calm down. I take antivan as needed but I end up needing it everyday and I’ve become dependant on them. 

My final semester started today but I didn’t go, I didn’t want to deal with he anxiety and the meds and the horrible experiences again. 

Does anyone else experience these symptoms? What do you do to combat it? ",2.2930523076923066,4.7356004960000035,3.830400000000002,84.72658461538464,80.04,7.366153846153848,26.415384615384607,8.384062270229773,2.0769323076923083,502,21,97,11,13,166,79,125,0.157,0.807,0.036000000000000004,-0.9168,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,2,8,0,6,3,2,2,0,22,18,11,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,9,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,3,0,11,1,18,15,1,20,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,3,11,65,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15557937998016366,0.1411311570000124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826910201624487,0.0,0.2435923239073716,0.0,0.0,0.1113242000621852,0.16313072893400046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17583630473793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102678077852686,0.1641397963308557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393268280389809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300056053424658,0.0,0.14101390123771354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13414233547070534,0.0,0.0,0.3114782837088052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17440812999600505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904834160731165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16858171367308775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535570183778212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17684779477775786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3541593487869893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505060823504876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611302736167789,0.0,0.14493993230946872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22538106865302085,0.0,0.0,0.1331077247009972,0.0,0.33288431066175583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16548143807842386,0.11970703754557448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509136383653223,0.0,0.0,0.10809398029116757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375073919550541,0.0,0.0,0.09390691370529916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252681788547413
anxiety,subway_surfer_1989,2019/01/08,Attack Just woke up 30 minutes ago into a nearly full blown attack. I took some extra anxiety and blood pressure meds so I'm just hoping that everything thing can stay settled down. Lord knows the only thing I need is another  hospital visit.,4.605,7.048569888888893,5.579722222222222,75.09625000000003,72.33333333333333,8.055555555555555,26.805555555555557,8.841846274778883,2.5635555555555563,195,7,30,4,4,64,40,45,0.205,0.732,0.062,-0.7216,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,1,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,8,8,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,1,4,6,3,9,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,1,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21995462865269055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26018872558272194,0.1898208031685276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5645734370661875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230056321112216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464517158108796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636721886542078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756194440352072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18398722082871727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887160666682882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264476396888713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296966228442358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275684511522953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,please-hug-me-i-cry,2019/01/08,"I had a panic attack today I spoke with one teacher about my missing first few days, which for some ungodly reason turned out to be me walking away thinking I’m a failure. I go sit down in my next class, letting the panic attack takes its course. The teacher ask if I want to step out, I say no. I focus in on class and the panic attack finally let down. I talk to THAT teacher. She was very accepting and understanding of what I was going, telling me she and her daughter have anxiety. It help me feel better :)",4.2801260504201695,5.169290009803927,5.479131652661064,81.73323529411769,70.47058823529412,7.789355742296919,29.27731092436975,7.957251820313856,1.9486957983193285,399,15,77,5,7,133,72,102,0.242,0.65,0.108,-0.9414,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,1,9,3,3,5,0,7,0,0,1,0,14,19,4,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,6,0,0,5,0,0,4,1,7,0,2,4,3,16,2,15,12,2,18,0,1,0,0,10,8,0,2,5,57,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336065390974832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853240264320005,0.5057434138217928,0.13922411375934893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105705221734973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556667353773124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492648079229566,0.0,0.0,0.16232875770783028,0.0,0.126045567721837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16843320921617774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932487403896792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303057160245658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15759578149048295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041357873212968,0.0,0.0,0.5215873659929711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15235823455202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178421758179563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141622064351477,0.11910500077402306,0.12951968967474148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495057465873527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14046147640922851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611820657481006,0.0,0.1542651775693986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222676421240358,0.08740299344019575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RagingRamenT_T,2019/01/08,"I feel weakend I get panic attacks when I have a light cramp in my abdomen (in a bathroom way). I have had 3 terrible panic attacks and a handful of light panics. Every time I have a attack I feel weak. Lately I’ve been more anxious now and getting fed up with it.

Does anyone have a similar problem",2.737868852459016,4.329503114754103,4.836852459016395,82.1142950819672,75.22950819672131,6.191475409836067,30.2327868852459,6.742157984588678,1.833036721311476,234,11,43,2,5,81,42,61,0.457,0.5429999999999999,0.0,-0.9821,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,9,3,3,5,0,6,5,2,0,0,6,11,3,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,3,5,7,0,5,8,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19800996109566252,0.0,0.12255579900909265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5981991325582255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15338363737787075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14767607667851892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17724780823892344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18314707519274695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197716936912695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6169395415997807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677137422636904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220379807374308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13912450506960197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,1883456,2019/01/08,"Going back to school anxiety Hey,

I'm about to enter my final semester at college for a B.A. in computer science. I am insanely anxious, as I get every semester before it begins. And I don't know if this is idiotic, but I decided to take a very hard final semester-even though I do not need to-just to confront what scares me and hopefully overcome my fear of failure. I should have done this earlier, and I'm not sure if this is appropriate now, as the last semester should also be for interviews AND I need to keep my 3.12 GPA abouve a 2.8 for a job offer I received. Should I play it risky not that my core classes are done? Or should I focus on GPA? The latter approach has the significant downside that padding my GPA with unchallenging courses  may leave me unprepared for the real world ",6.324982078853048,6.379974129032263,7.5705376344086055,71.46025089605736,65.7741935483871,11.017921146953404,35.286738351254485,10.746095033038511,3.9399103942652327,630,28,114,16,9,216,100,155,0.187,0.757,0.055,-0.952,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,2,2,8,0,16,0,0,0,1,25,27,12,0,9,7,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,2,1,0,4,4,4,0,0,2,1,17,3,17,19,0,14,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,5,6,81,25,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579534262187935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13946866129170413,0.2059613762412768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018715732778414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15513461833866266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37313823176072575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204157712619067,0.0,0.15360625204065215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20515239225602333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3994291448721011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525082337407988,0.0,0.1036124678018717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633163047017809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18107757581591474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18091715183864251,0.1620478403900787,0.0,0.0,0.1001942523778469,0.14860912463798145,0.0,0.1930427490251092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703650069479514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20751168380414575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825267451703888,0.1845101125883062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17182749416490986,0.0,0.1370764070548103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17912123120836346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504270112971361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cork-bored,2019/01/08,"My New Years Goal is My Biggest Fear I have a LOT of anxiety about a bunch of little things, however a big source of my anxiety/fears are needles. I’ve avoided shots for years as an adult and I usually have a panic attack and sob when I need to get blood work done (it’s really embarrassing but I can’t help it). 

That being said, I love tattoos. I love the time and effort that goes into them, the artistry it takes, and how it shows apart of someone’s life at that moment. 
I’ve wanted a tattoo since I turned 18, but I can’t bring myself to get one. I’m afraid of regretting it, crying/having a panic attack in the middle of the shop, and just embarrassing myself while getting it. 

I’ve talked with a few of my friends that have gotten tattoos who tell me that it doesn’t feel like
a shot and they can ignore being poked with a needle after a bit, however my issue is just the thought of a needle going into my skin. I feel that if I get a tattoo
done it’ll be the only thing I can focus on and I’ll have a panic attack in a tattoo parlor. 

I guess my question is; should I get a tattoo despite my fear??? Is there anyone who has had a fear like mine who got over it??? Any techniques you have used?? 
How do tattoo artists deal with anxiety/fear-riddled people like me??? Would you even tattoo someone like me?? 

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anxiety,elf1n,2019/01/08,"What are your ""unorthodox"" coping methods for anxiety? Does anyone else have weird, unorthodox ways they manage their anxiety - either cognitive or behaviourally? Ways you wouldn't even necessarily be comfortable recommending to other people, but work for you?

Examples:

When I have a catastrophic thought, like ""I'm going to die of a heart attack,"" instead of consoling myself I say ""Maybe. Bad things happen to people all the time. Not much you can do about it."" This seems to diffuse the thought for me, where rationalisation doesn't. 

I also make my various anxieties ""battle"" against each other. So if I'm being scared of dying, I start to think about how I'm also terrified of growing old. If I'm worried about a heart attack, I think about how earlier I was worried about a brain tumour or going blind - it seems statistically unlikely to have all of these going on at once. Therefore, it must be merely anxiety. Again, this imo can help neutralize the thought instead of me having to spend a lot of mental space dealing with it. 

ps. also aware that my definition of unorthodox may be a legit technique I haven't heard of it yet. ",5.7002500000000005,7.761289278048783,6.502484756097562,71.26348323170734,68.41463414634146,9.61280487804878,30.86128048780488,9.978442167317967,3.4502743902439024,902,37,146,23,16,297,124,205,0.204,0.747,0.049,-0.9878,0,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,4,2,1,18,8,3,1,9,0,18,4,3,4,3,26,36,12,2,4,7,0,0,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,13,2,0,0,7,0,1,4,4,6,0,0,5,3,18,2,28,24,7,16,0,0,1,0,10,4,0,8,7,112,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874522798293776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36663800029174376,0.0,0.0,0.08377867052657655,0.12276643878408858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726177433250153,0.0,0.0,0.10004199708237027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375513961045488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352582735308815,0.0,0.0,0.24870177848439226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485246168641224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009153566452246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913784568189508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20428389242611103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595357282618503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28396689551765125,0.08031065440454592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05853642098912836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018639320275973,0.0,0.0,0.07997862347383841,0.0,0.12037204858851308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074712160579056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880791112601124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257275433600601,0.12760094822792326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16613172210318994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528310353238044,0.1199574876341999,0.0,0.0,0.2181533723721586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480692555195406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960093709752153,0.1535474947381058,0.0,0.2853633919622883,0.06986612134730248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19020994790355794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722803459621484,0.2433594892397032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,emotionalcircle,2019/01/08,"I don’t know what’s for me, and it scares the living hell out of me. Every time a new semester starts I get so much anxiety. It’s like I can’t breathe, think, or sleep. I feel like a constant worry and rush of anxiety. It stays and last for forever. Every new semester is a reminder that I still don’t know what I’m doing with my life. I don’t know what I want or where to go. I don’t know what’s for me, and it scares the living hell out of me. ",0.8312128712871285,1.7656395841584178,3.2367202970297013,94.34339727722772,78.9009900990099,7.030198019801983,20.54579207920792,7.6454224807358475,0.3720386138613861,342,8,88,5,8,119,52,101,0.212,0.723,0.064,-0.9388,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,2,2,5,0,7,3,2,0,0,16,18,7,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,7,0,0,6,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,0,1,13,2,10,18,1,13,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,9,54,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27274994508827866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926449993675574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003979275435709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013794829565296,0.1273551061709748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313797309115973,0.0,0.10131413982785004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3918869885337373,0.1453126824665291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591636711537438,0.17418604288420403,0.0,0.3148288369255042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13104791505792546,0.0,0.0,0.3443458027381094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35695588715977034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17839731923304628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617941549427594,0.19001058241360985,0.14236551491246188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422730520277767,0.0,0.0,0.10394984014665366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051474247861345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18104039208708086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,maxnotcharles,2019/01/08,"In a rut I’m not too sure how to explain this, but I’m ",-1.056000000000001,-1.7016966,2.846666666666668,101.37000000000002,81.66666666666667,6.0,21.66666666666667,3.1291,-0.5543333333333331,41,1,14,0,1,16,13,15,0.119,0.8809999999999999,0.0,-0.1232,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HipHappinenGrandma,2019/01/08,"Does anyone else feel this way and is there a name for this type of anxiety? Sorry if this isn't the place to post this, honestly not sure where to ask and Google isn't helping.

Basically, I have OCD and I'm pretty sure I have some type of ADD. When I'm nervous, I'll pick at my skin, which is an OCD known as Dermatillomania. I am always at least mildly anxious about stuff, usually nothing too bad but it's not shrugged off as normal either. I realized that, despite the fact that I feel like my mind is racing when anxious, I have a different ""type"" of anxiety. I *feel* just as scared, but my mind is blank.

Well, not ""blank"" per se, and this is where my possible ADD comes in. Often, in the middle of a conversation while focusing on only the person talking to me, I will either not hear them or just not understand them at all. It's literally ""in one ear and out the other"", my mind reboots and I hear muffled noise but my brain doesn't seem to process sound into words. It's basically just ""Wah wah wah waah"" trumpet sounds, and I completely forget the conversation. This not only happens with talking, but it happens to my own thoughts too. So, I don't think about anything, I can hear muffled sounds as what are supposed to be my intrusive thoughts, but I still **feel** anxiety.

Does any of this make sense? If so, is it a specific type of anxiety or am I reaallly weird?",3.314759358288768,4.979637588235296,4.589171122994654,84.1814973262032,73.85294117647058,8.033689839572194,27.437165775401073,8.710501217029153,2.0203617647058825,1072,41,218,21,22,354,141,272,0.105,0.853,0.042,-0.8948,1,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,0,2,0,17,9,0,2,11,0,19,3,3,2,4,59,38,25,0,3,20,0,5,1,0,1,0,7,0,1,18,13,0,0,11,0,0,1,10,4,1,1,2,12,25,5,30,34,6,22,0,0,0,0,13,14,0,7,6,148,43,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057807532221704,0.0,0.0,0.07402676335731816,0.0,0.33310244532820804,0.2459557488891349,0.0,0.0761156235756868,0.11153726817917227,0.08958036310664076,0.0,0.10176697223884312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090891380154643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152085720521448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377100927914876,0.11413491045468828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373281154512292,0.0,0.0,0.1905236847169912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093638755387562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22016628442899666,0.07776774671183675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19252447466753966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680705963770388,0.0,0.07296481910433679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05318222594691362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266315829761393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329744819951014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066571371926684,0.1044516090527945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07376458997505972,0.16558191260026878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505008090012138,0.11373281154512292,0.0,0.0,0.12272035985197295,0.1042552960918582,0.1107471084647716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898524548624118,0.0,0.0,0.09909968652449792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185694450802448,0.0,0.0,0.08693365846948521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461567653314007,0.0,0.0,0.2051936182324078,0.0,0.0,0.1749909057521476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975142501675237,0.0,0.17284122866724508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332439013246115,0.0,0.0,0.11989104437741575,0.0,0.0,0.08640593544860246,0.0,0.0,0.09787587383585886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ImElkay,2019/01/08,"Cramping hands/feet, hot flashes, dizziness, shortness of breath, racing heart, phobia of sleeping, all post panic attack? My girlfriend has always been a relatively anxious person, but she had her first full blown panic attack during an exam last semester.  During it, her arms/hands/feet drew up frankly like a T-rex and she couldn't move her arms or walk for at least 20-30 minutes.  

Ever since this, it seems to have opened a can of worms as far as her physical and mental health are concerned.  She is having all of the symptoms listed in the title intermittently since it happened, but she said she has felt light headed and hot for days now.  

Doctors wont help.  They tell her ""it's just anxiety"" and ""try to calm down"" but completely disregard the fact that all these symptoms are happening in completely unstressed situations (like walking through the grocery store).  

She is scared to go to sleep every night because shes afraid she wont wake up.  The way she describes it is an actual feeling of doom and not just some silly thing like being scared of a bug.  

I'm sorry if this is not the place for this but we are desperate.  Please tell me where to go for help if not here.  Thank you.",6.943046153846152,7.106684897777782,6.5262222222222235,79.09969230769235,64.46666666666667,9.056410256410256,31.52991452991453,8.617729084823388,2.3812017094017093,942,32,173,12,13,293,146,225,0.187,0.7559999999999999,0.057,-0.9823,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,1,1,1,6,14,2,5,12,0,19,12,7,0,5,30,29,14,0,3,12,0,4,3,1,2,5,1,0,1,11,7,0,1,3,0,1,5,6,8,0,1,4,6,19,6,24,21,6,25,1,1,0,0,24,12,0,5,9,112,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.11814066225688638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073465798972504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261336362666048,0.1367674691519779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27545476653864226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379927955315081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538658749027501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807604121608851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391377935039136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095090056925174,0.10200134957784647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06121342080831225,0.0,0.11624009275762236,0.0,0.0,0.1029766818939239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376065284905861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21411237809255088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424623544301712,0.12868500256908966,0.0,0.14346101239687764,0.16229283017133594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868303582229727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17743675794071276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220036883383743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286715045424254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361003781262707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840842257210789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10570811266753537,0.12648575091104491,0.13289153690336528,0.0,0.0,0.1159455150495441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151592578569609,0.0,0.24241167392723115,0.0,0.0,0.11021180339085523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20029021056542007,0.13608061899767826,0.24230216861534504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552084856099694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251662981039543,0.0,0.0,0.2116299386594759,0.11145914680615532,0.0,0.0,0.08042931203606285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219427395721825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609469316646307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,stutter-182,2019/01/08,Have an appointment with a therapist but I’m nervous the title really explains it but I have an appointment tomorrow with a new therapist and I’m really nervous and scared. It took everything in me to even call and make the appointment and now I have to actually go. I really want to cancel it but I’m pretty sure if there’s not 24 hour notice I get charged. I can’t sleep because I’m so anxious about it. anxiety is the worst because I’m doing something that is supposed to help me but my brain is in fight or flight mode.,1.8774681393373,4.182350102803738,4.19429056924384,82.31695836873408,80.6822429906542,8.376890399320306,26.549702633814782,9.095868883498916,2.5973813084112147,419,18,82,12,11,145,64,107,0.239,0.657,0.104,-0.9475,0,0,1,0,1,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,3,7,0,8,2,2,1,1,17,19,11,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,1,0,8,1,9,18,1,8,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,4,53,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.18537961014732252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14532362452997669,0.2146077364717985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316032670101088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120651069691324,0.19397673168372528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547088477283444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17072937321958684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924949995206754,0.0,0.10796217033997686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733034085016814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18707844314156732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680391491212487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18347054159585585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21627778000548048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19326392146364915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650916399917755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19018930802197426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19010339326731354,0.0,0.0,0.14624526316860653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17904089717847899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.441130804211082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21105944012744646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204698776359784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wooden_mallard,2019/01/08,"How do I help my partner support me through my anxiety? Despite struggling with various levels of anxiety for quite some time, the past three weeks has been particularly unbearable. I've been with my partner for about five months, and it's been wonderful. He's been incredibly supportive through all of my ups and downs, but I can see how these past few weeks have weighed upon him and affected things between us. Anyone have tips on how to still accommodate for his needs and maintain a healthy relationship during the rough times?",9.537684210526317,9.441712663157897,8.34,69.11000000000001,59.21052631578947,12.231578947368426,42.15789473684211,11.602472056035307,5.033168421052632,433,22,73,11,5,133,70,95,0.047,0.8170000000000001,0.136,0.8304,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,3,0,9,1,0,4,1,15,14,8,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,2,10,2,16,10,4,13,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,2,8,56,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065522138556456,0.0,0.0,0.14009751800614487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342981844998002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599267502603852,0.0,0.0,0.14856561800583049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38253571539546016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21310926817305728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21511341915045185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15966228694367313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600090652960122,0.0,0.0,0.2094614903176832,0.0,0.0,0.4547360315588882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311137128618422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336649682300272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410103842082683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32143604551588745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21728365277615966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,UnluckyWorker,2019/01/08,"A Therapist told me it might be best to start medication, I need advice I went to my first therapist ever (I'm f/20) today. We met for 50 minutes and I told her about how I have a lot of general anxiety in my life and have had for a long time. (Panic attacks twice a month, fucks up my social life, makes me generally just really sad and stops me from living my life etc) Unfortunately I'll be back at college in 2 weeks and therapy there is super limited. You have to make an appointment a month in advance to get help and even then I've heard they're not really good.

She told me that because of the level of anxiety I've described that medication might start help. I'm cautious though of the repercussions of medication and long term effects. Is medication a good idea? Is there anyone who takes/took medication for anxiety that can tell me their experience?

I just want to feel like a person again. Anxiety has done everything it can to fuck up my life and I want to make the best choices to improve my life.",4.123766666666668,5.558352510000002,5.716999999999999,77.82266666666669,71.4,9.733333333333334,28.333333333333336,10.047579312681364,2.8450333333333337,802,30,158,22,15,273,114,200,0.153,0.727,0.12,-0.4875,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,1,1,7,11,11,3,1,11,0,15,12,0,5,1,29,35,10,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,2,10,1,0,1,6,8,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,5,0,2,8,2,22,6,24,23,5,25,0,1,0,2,16,7,2,3,17,103,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006792141948873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820406443434485,0.0,0.0,0.064447739183475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485722146321616,0.0,0.07087340592362247,0.0,0.056186266058641264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934544540717218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432239682043722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279444377886726,0.06087772945061175,0.08337347148796591,0.0,0.0,0.08283687973470667,0.09016041066797792,0.0,0.0,0.04660416156797779,0.06584660574957099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840015894140326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042023782649016,0.04815526898634444,0.0,0.0,0.15461644284652126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355985303148195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404924723522477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32551366145199445,0.045029838369716066,0.0,0.08138821805777846,0.16313593986135394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836004178933917,0.0,0.0,0.1845735233143923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4642602836345699,0.0,0.19555661677055672,0.0,0.0,0.14713918755919672,0.0,0.0,0.0683432393174273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814219316282046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047970358053981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809353287731322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939561919509509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304774731938697,0.0,0.0,0.07705864421252298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056105771961823,0.0,0.10540497088790464,0.2140340510048542,0.0,0.0,0.09055702370286473,0.0,0.05374534518214394,0.0,0.08736683308000087,0.2642185161963621,0.10240478910576832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10872906840783128,0.0,0.07393359539983745,0.0,0.0,0.0854429537324422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kennyv777,2019/01/08,"Losing for winning. Scared of the calming effects of what I'm taking. This is weird. Several times after taking Klonopin, when it clearly starts to work, the sensation freaks me out. It's clearly doing what it is supposed to a do.Calmer, slighlty drowsy, which goes away, slower, etc.

It initially freaks me out. Today after not having too much chamomile tea, I started to feel drowsy. Terrified, I've checked my BP over and over gain to see if its interacting with klonopin and/or magnesium supplements and lowering my BP to a deadly level (I've been gradually upping my powdered magnesium doses over this fear). Really, that was probably just the tea working (or is there an interaction? I have a checkout with my awesome GP tomorrow so I'll ask).

Either way, this is terrible. I lose for winning. Thought I was getting better too.",4.0443,6.992961880000002,4.664916666666667,78.31537500000002,76.86666666666667,7.75,31.375,8.660442795831766,3.1483000000000008,662,33,107,15,16,211,102,150,0.13,0.718,0.151,0.7579,2,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,9,6,12,0,2,7,0,10,3,0,1,2,16,20,6,1,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,12,6,2,0,3,0,1,0,1,8,0,0,4,2,10,4,20,16,3,17,0,2,1,0,3,8,0,2,8,73,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18889124223409373,0.0,0.18983440188124875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786984772121024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253412674556273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273645501206756,0.1021635066096242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556377318790812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4520887642781101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485313876047422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21784611143766255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943961462612333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022891902175135,0.0,0.16100919665549834,0.0,0.0,0.2282611240179589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860267355224385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038357513597115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16040663131648905,0.11781808196985767,0.0,0.1915215664981204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16037938561225856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941923648241342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,proplockandruckit,2019/01/08,"I’m so anxious that... If I were being attacked in the middle of the night, I’d probably stay quiet to avoid waking anyone up. Just a random realization.",2.41,4.759872000000001,5.223333333333333,75.42500000000003,79.0,6.666666666666668,23.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.6363333333333334,120,4,20,2,3,43,27,30,0.246,0.754,0.0,-0.7574,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,4,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4522995258902266,0.0,0.279945157709163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4554740285907717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3757162909984198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43166217350499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4267367964885377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sarai098,2019/01/08,"Intense Anxiety About Choosing a Career I have had pretty severe GAD for a long time now, mixed in with a healthy dose of fluctuating depression. I had always planned to be a lawyer, but then went to a very rigorous undergrad and started to burn out. I switched from a PoliSci major to English, which I love. I also took the Fall semester off of my junior year, but I am still going to graduate on time because of AP credits. In high school (also very rigorous) I was extremely driven, fearless, barely slept, and had a one track mind of getting into college and then law school. But everything changed when my anxiety and depression skyrocketed in college. I dropped law as a possibility and started thinking about being a professor or journalist. But then recently I returned to law as an idea to try and give it a fair chance so I took a practice LSAT and did well. 

Now I'm so confused and spend every day agonizing over whether to pursue a career as a a lawyer, something that will keep me on my toes and make money, or a more creative job like professor or magazine journalist that doesn't pay as much but offers a more peaceful life. My problem is I need something to keep me occupied, something dynamic and stimulating because I hate monotony. But I also get overwhelmed with things like tests or applications or decisions to the point where even though I'll do really well, I'll be physically sick in the interim. For example I studied straight 12 hrs every day for a week to pass a Geology midterm, but was so stressed I had horrible anxiety dreams and felt constantly ill

. Reading everything online about how lawyers are miserable and regret it and how professors or journalists are ALSO miserable and regret it has be so stressed and confused I literally wish someone could just pick for me and tell me what to do. I genuinely don't know that to do. The reason this is all coming up is I need to start studying for the GRE or LSAT asap and I need to decide what kind of summer internship I want.

**TL;DR** Anxiety rant about how don't know if I should be a lawyer, professor, or journalist, scared will make wrong decision and regret it deeply. Please help.",6.500980056980055,7.4452025481481465,7.004999999999999,72.58442307692309,65.49382716049382,10.773979107312444,36.81149097815764,10.727762888450028,4.267214624881291,1732,86,299,46,26,567,216,405,0.197,0.65,0.153,-0.9803,1,0,3,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,0,2,25,25,1,8,25,0,30,7,2,8,1,78,59,55,0,12,18,0,1,2,0,3,4,0,0,0,12,23,0,2,10,2,4,8,3,16,2,1,13,1,29,9,47,37,5,45,0,8,0,1,5,15,0,11,23,207,41,26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30018200892683633,0.07808415385475814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871558321136485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441055966232233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992725103774278,0.08083666924498069,0.0,0.1014099839287219,0.0,0.07492528960070964,0.0,0.0,0.12104079641208172,0.0,0.1616521453259351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061981829244058914,0.0,0.15813205172428216,0.0,0.1686784767159426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010314293123774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980572595742016,0.0900219038200963,0.05333263425172928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264965638226348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629003888707069,0.09914934252026336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593632077455482,0.0,0.0,0.09312381505404696,0.1668223600142945,0.0,0.09772211775332357,0.10314634000246516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628345821305325,0.0916930305353649,0.0,0.0,0.08304731516193149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469616898340354,0.0,0.12528067552550098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475378069240506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898474916839589,0.20874820862669669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06358984304044861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301045757872204,0.0887111273094835,0.10579288007284847,0.0,0.09547116369574404,0.0,0.08979422653626258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386750596948763,0.0,0.060117659246535275,0.09648531944995567,0.0926577633778828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395232396110433,0.18994645256851544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601487429160908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951211608853806,0.21673272518673392,0.0,0.0,0.19926578742378115,0.0,0.07494243103466876,0.0,0.2149916420940556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202214123884302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062344528693360636,0.06013023552577964,0.0921993975572746,0.0,0.10944017911985958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085240763546189,0.06371263338492911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485913896833145,0.05535050841036317,0.0,0.07527448094445997,0.0,0.16875065547773968,0.08699257702521036,0.0,0.0,0.10791379635635467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260161675504728,0.0,0.06043124272475664
anxiety,rkdektha85,2019/01/08,"Going on 14 hour flight tomorrow...so nervous! I will be flying over water alot...can anyone help me relax :( Ill be flying from Toronto to Seoul and I hate flying. I keep thinking I wont make it. I hate flying over water it terrifies me...and the thought of being 30,000 feet in the air is so scary. I have ativan prescribed and I will take the pill for the first time on the plane and Im scared it wont help. Does anyone have any tips? I have many crazy thoughts going through my head and its all morbid.",0.12828016643550555,2.4982233883495155,1.5996740638002755,96.69759708737864,91.81553398058253,3.7195561719833563,16.095006934812762,5.288315135182226,-0.7709051317614426,391,9,83,2,14,125,67,103,0.248,0.679,0.07200000000000001,-0.9648,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,2,2,5,0,11,6,2,1,1,10,21,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,4,4,2,1,3,1,0,2,2,4,0,1,2,0,10,1,10,12,1,11,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,3,47,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477353825292666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038082513787521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901142787148988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18479015321231992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24693290767500706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4289727924853211,0.2229580567299656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912321158640065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21394449455206552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346639965870701,0.0,0.0,0.1930990799606007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501403276361685,0.2202543192015562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21750210601858164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633426772172475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139203079933018,0.0,0.3449396390698685,0.12667844944141432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hedgehogsweater,2019/01/09,"Why are my anxiety symptoms worse in the morning? Like increased heart rate, upset stomach, upset bowels, shortness of breath, tight chest, etc.
 I feel amazing at night.",5.777380952380952,9.168417214285713,4.485714285714288,79.5259523809524,73.28571428571429,5.161904761904762,34.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,2.5169619047619043,134,7,18,1,3,39,27,28,0.26,0.521,0.219,-0.1531,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,1,6,5,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,2,3,2,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27857069576626026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4061190512600663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18412316060071926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4315147671326549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17790334345739026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417263561128674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3784871263795421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32858512863545736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3710958871637597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PeaceAndABasket,2019/01/09,"My first therapy appointment ever is tomorrow. Does anyone have advice for me? After years of putting it off, I have finally scheduled an appointment with a psychologist... While I am relieved to get over the hurdle of scheduling and happy to begin this process, I'm also incredibly nervous and anxious to meet my doctor for the first time. I want to tell myself I will be cool throughout the process, but I know even though I've discussed things with a couple close friends and my spouse and kept it cool, I will bust up at different points crying.

Obviously this is going to be a very vulnerable time and completely new territory for me. Do you have any advice for me? Thank you in advance!",6.918671875000001,7.752784773437501,7.243750000000002,71.62625000000001,64.546875,10.4625,34.75,10.411451182825502,3.795903125,553,24,94,13,8,180,86,128,0.077,0.79,0.134,0.7707,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,3,4,7,0,1,7,2,11,1,0,0,2,14,19,9,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,1,2,15,6,19,14,0,24,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,14,70,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506484502693334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14347971763113335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200971889362547,0.0,0.0,0.20269015165086135,0.0,0.12545254465680322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881153208510362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985215083842062,0.19708116010098928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18745258790556488,0.0,0.18364091171602245,0.1570090340347144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850324261593215,0.1622929568601321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965425640122392,0.0,0.3052240331564268,0.0,0.0,0.1386171364336343,0.0,0.0937379822707383,0.0,0.10196682113387676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19099274279933373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860289623050428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17328206573958485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16960706662745384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803636498021829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15681837437923854,0.1651830768609973,0.20517898664712947,0.0,0.11919668876557747,0.0,0.1762763008292429,0.0,0.20923900208083804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480378228609439,0.10582480070475128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553867166449505
anxiety,SunnyG24,2019/01/09,"Everything was going amazing and then this happens I am a senior in college graduating in June hopefully. Winter break was amazing, I just had a little anxiety (nail biting) thinking about coming back to school. I wake up for my first class Tuesday and immediately I feel like I’m going to be sick. I’ve had constant anxiety these last few days that I can’t get rid of. I’m in pain, I can’t eat, can’t stop shaking or crying. If I take medicine I’m too tired to pay attention in class or work and just want to sleep. Which causes me to panic about homework. My senior project sounds insane which I think is making it worse. I didn’t see my therapist all last quarter cause everything was under control but tomorrow I will have to call her. I struggle with the fact that anxiety will probably be in my life forever.",3.3597857142857137,5.423705550000001,4.7233928571428585,81.55375000000002,74.75,7.821428571428572,28.30357142857143,8.634040054169528,2.3237946428571434,648,27,121,13,14,215,106,160,0.16399999999999998,0.774,0.062,-0.8725,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,6,8,0,3,3,0,16,7,2,4,2,24,32,8,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,2,4,1,1,0,7,5,1,2,4,0,1,4,4,4,0,2,6,3,17,4,18,22,2,27,0,0,1,0,2,8,0,4,15,77,24,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429728129757379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491323151375794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15259905958759873,0.0,0.0,0.3070403623051399,0.0,0.12873279588748468,0.0,0.1614959013524652,0.1676141828597386,0.0,0.0,0.1641572454229526,0.09637903369913164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15291854753822107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686213090729684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556338993411656,0.10676284217312597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711701233686687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780783356115059,0.0,0.16986496804965878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215285881663585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14843163802109724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436336547527196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555673528554524,0.07301080248891477,0.14978217460048227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997550479361934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15901898045740198,0.17534036522411214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16112593635900507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15124533294382847,0.11908754029310263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955195288217865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494189755848208,0.0,0.15623134395450844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123633091591452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17351603280822805,0.0,0.1915153953992781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17176392400533658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814595861026545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879703093879392,0.0,0.15229623005174805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Patellas,2019/01/09,"FOMO and The Digital World I didn't think this is something that I would struggle with when I left high school.

Since the day that I started exposing myself to the digital world, I compared myself to others, developing an obscene fascination with people who are given extreme amounts of attention (famous people) whether their work is seen as laborious (in some way) or not. It seems like anxiety developed from that point on. There has always been some sort of discomfort seeing others have the energy to get themselves out there and known by others, it could be music, drawing, whatever else. It's weird because of course, I've had my own high points and low points, however, I always find myself back in the same place one way or another. I figured out a few years ago that these feelings were more or less FOMO, and seemed to spring while I don't accomplish much. Much of my high school life consisted of idolizing group chat owners, digital artists, and celebrities, knowing that they were able to experience things that I would likely not be able to experience for a long time. High school was definitely a point where I saw myself as far away from these people as possible. I missed out on things in person just because of the perfect image I was trying to build (it never worked) online. I even got to a point where I would become too anxious to look at group chats because people that were accomplishing things or seemed to be even a bit higher than me, the FOMO aspect was that my high school had a very strict cell phone policy, excluding me from the ""free"" lives that these ideal people seemed to have, everyone seemed to be experiencing amazing things and I felt like I was never going to be included within these things. I'm older now, and I've learned to cope with these irrationals fears, but in a way, I am still met with the slight anxiety of missing out and feeling that I am not being productive enough on a day to day basis. I still have fears of certain people I shouldn't. The best way I could describe these fears is that the person is so aware of environments that they can shape them in any way, grabbing the attention of others and creating a fake self-concept. I suppose in authentic people gaining popularity is something to expect in a lot of communities, and is actually the base of a lot of my anxiety. I know this is more of an unorganized ramble than anything, but I'm curious as to how much certain people might relate to the ties of FOMO, general anxiety affecting that, and the internet.",11.838470449172574,8.299384142553194,10.937588652482267,63.15222222222225,57.57446808510638,14.274231678486998,42.28132387706857,12.161744961471696,5.012565011820333,2017,76,349,45,18,651,232,470,0.102,0.8320000000000001,0.065,-0.9095,1,0,2,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,4,8,15,21,0,5,28,0,40,1,0,2,5,70,65,26,0,8,11,0,4,3,0,5,1,0,0,2,35,19,0,0,17,3,1,1,8,10,0,1,17,9,37,12,65,35,17,60,0,3,4,0,15,36,0,15,21,260,72,9,0.1272823908025985,0.0,0.062104626358863574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056414079833249885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105909145527498,0.0,0.0,0.04327819522246372,0.06673334235631086,0.19474136115352786,0.07189643605739889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05237128123399338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05979299801956614,0.04893615092704757,0.0,0.11638524606123732,0.07028670028595009,0.0,0.0,0.06678750822392747,0.0,0.06947970245312131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162463199347258,0.0,0.0,0.12312991838731045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05316405249795629,0.0,0.0,0.06575836721341441,0.0,0.08406881869629884,0.0,0.0,0.060811889489454485,0.0,0.12450660178085728,0.0,0.2148421143959359,0.06435780119772473,0.0,0.06110552785741631,0.0,0.058166899639321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033249897903705514,0.0,0.03616875795848192,0.0,0.050899677696260484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362020854278117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06995107326301772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06914634501513622,0.0,0.04495165840568506,0.09327562029637898,0.0,0.05619634150009726,0.056320455258522535,0.05344257569245407,0.0,0.0,0.10821093699900068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06751325118606374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035080380924908,0.0,0.09816802649745812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04312492105100297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.352966333739666,0.11113807413814912,0.06649150385639425,0.0,0.3008075015323988,0.0717458855496434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576331495495233,0.05071379308149045,0.28968277048601976,0.06639164643253853,0.0,0.0,0.05264465448592178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798820289482807,0.0,0.0,0.045045565664474686,0.0,0.1016478817123221,0.0,0.0,0.06653159541839156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114019117921854,0.040778708294310746,0.0,0.0,0.03710969282743391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04320819415970019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05251065125123538,0.0,0.252577093278693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266309643024977,0.0,0.0,0.13562663777395162,0.0,0.0,0.04098284327988399
anxiety,I_found_BACON,2019/01/09,"God I hate driving For me, anything with multiple lanes is just awful. Occasionally I'm forced to do it, but I wouldn't dare drive on anything that has odd structures or unclear rules. The idea of exit ramps, merging, and one way roads is terrifying to me. How do I approach getting over this fear?",5.196052631578947,6.467541894736844,5.700833333333335,79.57125,68.64912280701755,7.805263157894737,33.54824561403509,8.07648339933343,2.50479298245614,236,11,44,3,4,76,49,57,0.314,0.6629999999999999,0.023,-0.96,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,1,1,6,0,0,1,0,9,9,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,0,0,5,0,7,8,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5975438111831254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4085495358458045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18968669704736774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3584519367161445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4098566668563634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460225248896663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28818443119803283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mlg2433,2019/01/09,Timeline of anxiety medication. How do I know when it’s time to come off anxiety medication? Is there ever a time to stop? It’s been working well. I’ve been feeling much better the past few months so I have no plans to stop in the near future. Just curious when to think it’s alright to come off it. It’d be nice to be able to have a beer with my friends again. ,0.15855699855699967,2.351303961038965,2.4583549783549827,92.67578643578643,87.31168831168829,6.01962481962482,21.542568542568546,7.3871296695380915,0.7360083694083692,283,10,65,5,9,96,51,77,0.123,0.672,0.205,0.7771,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,9,5,0,0,4,1,9,3,0,1,1,11,14,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,5,3,1,2,3,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,1,3,5,13,9,2,17,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,11,45,8,1,0.2176118944368272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329450072284499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19246003658634733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37490675676671625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19684241703418565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003111233309476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16812640983224886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959380613978705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4384421794253629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17369573800090118,0.0,0.15996978115655486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20773517653905565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638665755295985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394369151719384,0.0,0.0,0.2537824912692249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956592272366083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15842405089516426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TwoNothing,2019/01/09,"My panic attacks are getting worse as my overall life gets better I feel so dead today. The past month, I’ve had panic attacks so bad that my chest and arms hurt/go numb. Last night my whole face was drained of color and my lips were blue. Literally the worst. I know this is typical, but it’s kind of given me an indirect fear now of having a heart attack, which I know would be rare at my age (22). Anyone have any tips on how to calm themselves down from the impending doom feeling? I’m exhausted. ",2.414873487348732,4.325297198019804,3.624290429042905,89.06622662266226,77.01980198019803,6.469086908690867,23.103410341034106,7.3871296695380915,0.8777911991199119,391,12,81,5,9,127,83,101,0.307,0.637,0.056,-0.9799,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,4,14,3,3,5,0,9,8,5,1,0,10,17,7,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,11,0,0,4,4,10,3,9,11,2,10,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,1,7,46,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11427572564608833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750031640760952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5735231455276483,0.0,0.0,0.1403097738045235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486213181962683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890962904509172,0.16993625531406828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17559217481564807,0.0,0.09550331385533133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991330243300177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798946455303858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17499203280214298,0.1847052451185596,0.13697834028243086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869449169263012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413116823962426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576979699633605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3943270027663704,0.0,0.0,0.16041707317829265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15928612330691516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18761519568121576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17125125709691674,0.1193736812798266,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bi113,2019/01/09,"Noise Anxiety I was just wondering if anyone else gets extremely anxious when there is loud noise. I’m fine with loud music for the most part, but every night there are at least two cars that are loud for no reason that drive down my road. There is also a train that comes by and will be blaring the horn at 3 in the morning. 

I’m a pretty light sleeper so the noises will wake me up, but sometimes if I hear them before I go to sleep I’ll start panicking. My body will clench up and I’ll instinctively shut my eyes and cover my ears.

Does anyone deal with this or something similar?  ",3.5264877589453865,4.9138213474576276,4.223333333333333,88.13569679849344,72.81355932203391,7.278342749529191,23.280602636534837,7.793537801064563,0.959720150659134,461,12,96,6,9,147,83,118,0.08199999999999999,0.8690000000000001,0.049,-0.4491,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,6,0,9,5,5,1,0,15,17,11,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,7,9,1,12,12,3,15,0,0,1,0,3,8,0,5,3,60,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16800221192250075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16071187988250651,0.23733245628344385,0.0,0.29378793520953983,0.2152534668831034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17876400273116155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23335334296179835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809667312995349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21658494659211447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18384385922379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17549625346169642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17700284277861428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109758986305804,0.0,0.11939423756908862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367772769923481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19714738818895355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274979442400589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137285539935132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159989153726059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102333588420188,0.0,0.0,0.1617311104354577,0.20777611412308514,0.0,0.14869686635498738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052192366084632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278245775242593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Atmt44,2019/01/09,YouTube 21m Help me brainstorm/ be a part of the journey with me?,-1.6023809523809551,-0.3014888571428571,0.5585714285714296,99.36976190476193,116.14285714285714,4.723809523809524,26.095238095238088,6.42735559955562,1.2638380952380963,52,3,12,1,3,17,13,14,0.0,0.8029999999999999,0.197,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5263039074047817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8502965347750506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mmrojas9898,2019/01/09,"How Can I Find Myself Again? I'm 20(female). For about a year, I've been incredibly detached from myself. I distanced myself from friends, opted out of going to family events, including funerals, and constantly feel secluded in my own mind. 

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I do have somewhat of a life though. I do live with my mom still but have trouble getting a job. Also, I'm a writer and am about to finish my first book, though I can sadly feel myself slipping away from that too. 

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I rarely feel emotion. no, seriously, I never seem to care about real life issues and I hate it. I miss my old self. I'd spend time with my family and friends and did some photography.I've also had frequent bipolar episodes lately. Just last week, my sister and I were heading to clean her car and we were chatty and fine, until she invited our younger sister along. I felt annoyed and made her take me back home mid ride, which I felt bad about afterwards.

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There are moments when I start to cry when I'm alone. I get sad at my life; sad about not loving writing anymore, and about always being alone. Then, the feelings gone like the wind. I zone out and literally do nothing, and when I wasn't doing that, I'd read.

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I should also mention that I was suicidal when I was fifteen and was hospitalized. I also saw a therapist and was on medication for anxiety, bi-polar disorder, depression, and OCD. It passed over the years but recently, I've been feeling it again.

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I don't talk about my feelings to my family. That's not something I grew up doing, so that's why I'm here, I guess. I just want advice, maybe a little encouragement. Just something to keep me going.

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I don't want to kill myself. I want to publish my book and make it a career. I love writing. It's the only outlet I have these days.

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Anyways, anything is always appreciated. If anything, I want to know what's wrong with me. Why do I feel like this? Why do I act like this?

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TL;DR: I feel empty. I can't remember the right way to feel something. I become self aware of my life and cry but zone out again in minutes. Why?",2.8796341463414628,5.2622690975609725,4.03530487804878,84.38783536585369,77.53658536585365,6.441463414634146,25.61585365853659,7.554174236665415,1.491995121951219,1670,63,310,24,40,543,209,410,0.182,0.7040000000000001,0.114,-0.9873,1,3,3,0,0,1,99.0,2,0,0,1,31,22,3,0,12,0,31,9,1,3,1,66,69,35,3,6,9,3,11,3,2,1,6,0,2,2,15,25,0,1,15,3,1,8,8,12,0,1,16,12,58,10,41,51,3,51,0,5,1,2,19,13,0,5,32,211,73,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047548366561998144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079073101761317,0.0,0.1556482272292254,0.08097527340587167,0.4217703272838173,0.4730016708174312,0.0,0.0,0.037223496810160336,0.0,0.048255998256453915,0.0,0.0,0.08008333549320054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04571611203429085,0.03741525985326576,0.04062768132397036,0.0,0.05373931348519513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04961042039694962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052582379198138164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689780303603674,0.03138060380651584,0.0,0.041909356822772484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05576667304191624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054734083110464425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761225701964827,0.0,0.22142806788060052,0.0347615277193076,0.09343927382701236,0.0,0.04447284111307463,0.04138875902889599,0.0,0.0,0.07518662534921669,0.0,0.05084394855722482,0.0,0.05530731175011605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053602647146962314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04804003684581571,0.04993749462908202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04880828223941267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05078666498161851,0.04828589420732884,0.043249768184390386,0.05383324372370083,0.0,0.026741351062247752,0.03966304132906783,0.054888726771647835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747529776841125,0.07131602108564376,0.048768439545565416,0.042966205559638135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878321029464942,0.0460416976861988,0.03247981969561794,0.0,0.04888384251606862,0.0,0.0,0.04901815829327499,0.0,0.0,0.049131052326437934,0.056988059558912674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03752831139253512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04668898941959895,0.0,0.05105874247064925,0.0,0.0,0.037006860093286784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048671507499106884,0.05538384342844537,0.0,0.0,0.04804424042717228,0.0,0.05512041368638148,0.04155395637689673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0442967251302872,0.10152252092988398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237870176988543,0.0,0.0,0.034440623396927834,0.0,0.03885861306777287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05322432624012608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036585015970584035,0.039109730435356434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056496082920184626,0.0,0.0,0.09561314372368046,0.0,0.02837306927312687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479979817723387,0.0386227253226064,0.03903078521091828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17562633361681065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05320025612416973,0.4730016708174312,0.06266875108867656
anxiety,FairyBread92,2019/01/09,[Meds] How to take meds over different time zones?!  I am new to Pristiq and I will be going on holidays soon. It is a large time difference of 17 hours (Sydney to Mexico). I was wondering if anyone has advice on taking them at the perfect times so it will still be morning in Mexico. Should I just start taking them at 4pm here so it is 9am there? The doctor suggested I take them in the morning though. Plz help,0.7128571428571426,3.0763331428571448,2.99790476190476,88.53042857142857,86.61904761904762,6.6933333333333325,19.114285714285714,7.908726449838941,0.9623371428571432,320,9,66,7,10,109,58,84,0.0,0.868,0.132,0.8736,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,1,9,1,0,0,4,0,10,1,0,1,1,7,17,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,1,11,11,0,16,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,2,8,47,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17884742014061994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279735526833864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38243901229099575,0.0,0.1873312331336681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040158762186254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267609044019252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802402464095424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40659336549088254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17676422291533184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954423228280024,0.0,0.14616196517186325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5504404205861215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17981862809333013,0.0,0.32016558766660963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198480040057304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,radchicken23,2019/01/09,Does anyone else hyperventilate? I found out about a year ago that I have something called hyperventilation syndrome that occurs sometimes especially when I'm very stressed.  I never even realized I was hyperventilating but I went to the doctor because I was feeling numb on half or my body and some of my face. She told me that I needed to go to the emergency room because she thought I had a serious problem. I was panicking because I thought I was dying. This made it worse because apparently it's caused by stress and anxiety lol... anyways i called my grandpa who is a doctor and he told me about hyperventilation syndrome. I'm just curious if anyone else has this? Also if you didn't know about it maybe it will save you a trip to the doctor haha.,5.058629961587709,6.9172940563380285,6.230460947503206,73.38579385403331,69.70422535211267,8.543918053777206,31.923175416133162,9.095868883498916,2.920723943661972,604,27,107,12,11,202,89,142,0.184,0.7290000000000001,0.087,-0.9254,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,0,8,7,0,2,7,2,10,6,2,2,1,22,23,9,1,4,5,1,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,10,4,0,0,6,0,0,3,2,5,0,1,13,1,21,2,11,9,1,10,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,4,4,74,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730467899932001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582616424152984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012339159192541,0.0,0.0,0.18505976753452916,0.2711803431545073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226743860120218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469914527671638,0.0,0.0,0.27025233108621405,0.0,0.0,0.1359418168676303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13734012793013195,0.0,0.0,0.4063434248181248,0.115804966008354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22109346216439013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740429534763945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06691123238131387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509563494303668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752075466738922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272642059420703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521610680789472,0.0,0.0,0.1329456721468193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812279019310227,0.10206289697819287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662422507384488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187593877515766,0.13088011715464534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30317261061900663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101142715183632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528985386977156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091880804805916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267345104359875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13485801058787147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521772028607566
anxiety,RelishThe3rd,2019/01/09,I can’t help it. I can’t stop it. It won’t go away. My anxiety goes through the roof when I get put on the spot or when I’m the center of attention. I just started high school and it feels like my teachers always call on me for the worst questions. My mind has become a black hole and I don’t know what to do anymore. I don’t know what to do and it is taking over my life. I’m falling apart at age 15. I just can’t go on with this and how my mind is. I have severe social anxiety as well and that is a handicap in high school. I’m not myself anymore and I just can’t love like this. ,-0.4139386928860631,1.157229526315792,2.063157894736843,98.49287449392716,84.5639097744361,5.2953152111046835,18.501445922498554,6.297961479604792,-0.3617838056680158,449,11,116,4,13,154,73,133,0.108,0.784,0.109,0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,6,0,14,2,0,1,0,21,26,11,0,0,5,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,10,7,0,1,5,0,0,4,8,1,1,0,0,2,16,4,14,25,1,20,0,0,1,1,5,11,0,2,7,76,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13836528037988846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544203609930263,0.0,0.3298268445627252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562334375284584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836524871125059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697990614356056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408041782420253,0.11879647519576003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687883228846144,0.0,0.18901107401034845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145961776429024,0.3513856755831865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18277552550735265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745442356021465,0.1624802376997818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500817847151062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358077864798473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16716578384246053,0.1862810790160857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365855025552831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18785857413633555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16951009546398565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769979432828985,0.0,0.0,0.13902455884556394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250281914356709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951325337339616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sr1213,2019/01/09,"Getting over Anxiety attacks First of all, I don’t believe I have an anxiety disorder.

However, ever since I tried smoking cannabis, it launched me into a panic attack. I had never had a panic attack before in my life, but I now know what it feels like.

However, the symptoms have carried over to the following days and even more than a week after my panic experience. 

Just tonight, I was playing drums and I guess the loud noise freaked me out a bit and I lost all sense of what I was doing and a rush of fear came over me and I felt like I was sinking into everything.

I dont understand why this is happening. Its definitely not just “nervousness.”  I truly believe that this feeling will pass with time, but everyday it seems like it wont just go away.  If I could just forget what it feels like to panic then it would probably never happen to me again, but I just cant seem to stop thinking about it.

I think the reason I feel like im going to have a panic attack is simply because im scared of having another panic attack, which in turn makes me feel like im panicking.",5.398666427030912,5.619006537383179,6.54495327102804,77.45831416247306,67.73831775700937,9.57526959022286,31.414809489575845,9.466822959209583,2.803397268152408,845,32,161,16,13,285,121,214,0.259,0.608,0.133,-0.985,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,10,23,5,9,11,0,19,2,0,3,5,45,42,10,0,3,10,0,6,6,0,3,2,1,0,0,15,10,0,1,13,2,0,6,7,16,0,1,8,7,24,7,22,30,4,29,0,1,0,0,0,9,0,4,20,117,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172444843453427,0.11924421710129912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4433267875240264,0.07322501182850061,0.0,0.0,0.04751008368743718,0.0,0.06631922160065581,0.17561814280943872,0.0,0.0,0.08508775613334645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913993811468246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062226892163476835,0.0,0.0,0.050263353173910334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932332850325223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134237541718053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051477099721861576,0.07049908964534611,0.0,0.0,0.07004535742764137,0.07623800185722686,0.0,0.08770155307457317,0.19703815287943804,0.2227147642401245,0.07483239088767388,0.0,0.0,0.06629374709696664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040719218770374335,0.0,0.08858755429742311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585713650432797,0.0,0.13784005837573213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25255819163641724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04283250829323404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055049685205446584,0.2284584692434408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507817963715006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05202400369513584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202206803396056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5486584186191971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402999629537314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013291107404863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802920966728309,0.0,0.0,0.14190306556236154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06447085068685643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06515938666499717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100708680772026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998786311475722,0.0,0.0,0.04544608543213818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05291456580579658,0.08477381074479481,0.0,0.08113586897576087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251690228165949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032662984792383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05536468864357416,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ry-kage,2019/01/09,"Any tips for fast heartbeat and chest pain? So I was just diagnosed with anxiety a few months ago and my main cause is my heart racing and chest pain in my left chest. EKG says I am good and I am on acid reflux meds, but I still find myself dwelling and getting anxious sometimes because of it. Any tips to help against it would be very much appreciated! ",4.41,5.605222857142858,4.367142857142859,88.68785714285715,70.42857142857143,7.314285714285713,28.285714285714285,7.554174236665415,1.3917999999999997,280,10,59,3,5,86,54,70,0.106,0.741,0.153,0.6868,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,6,7,4,1,0,11,7,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,8,1,7,4,3,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,36,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18824651307571605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888275184819081,0.0,0.16245670538777296,0.23990914024267346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945418832347436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21815475072957072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155434330067009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19409544684399252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095062365631332,0.0,0.0,0.17811956118661593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25165054494232914,0.1423420846908036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307324408995853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23588682626643395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16950569447141414,0.0,0.1561108474016863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.451937273425687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16887915673416545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100319091742796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16959293983378587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752212750185453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085620301761227,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DiscombobulatedSink6,2019/01/09,"Is my anxiety diagnosable/how do I ease my symptoms? I (17M) am an overthinker. 

Here are some examples: If I get invited to a party (happens once every few months) in a few days, I make a spreadsheet of people that will be at the party and what I can say to them as small talk. I plan my outfit days in advance and ask my friends if they're DDing the day before when most people figure it out the day of. 

Another example, when I had my first college alumni interview, it was at Starbucks. I very very rarely go to Starbucks, so I looked at the parking lot on Google Earth and figured out my exact route even though it's a 5 minute drive (did this days in advance). I also figured out exactly what I would say to the cashier (fucked this up anyway). 

Right now, my chest feels insanely tight because of my impending alumni interviews and a community service form I need to get signed by a coach. I feel like I'm on the verge of a breakdown. I feel like I act super chill at school but I swear I can't hold this front for much longer. How do I help myself?",4.8484327821710975,4.932108056074767,5.717850467289723,83.38822070452912,68.90654205607476,8.827606038820992,30.01294033069734,8.617729084823388,2.0918084831056785,820,29,172,12,13,270,136,214,0.014,0.8959999999999999,0.09,0.9137,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,5,10,5,1,0,14,0,13,3,1,2,2,28,26,14,0,4,3,0,4,2,1,2,1,2,0,0,9,7,0,2,6,1,0,6,1,1,0,1,3,7,28,4,25,20,7,32,0,0,1,1,9,16,1,5,12,114,37,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221409652391985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602503365581595,0.11691070597071518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287074425073634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316070094883497,0.0,0.13004281809614907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4927974074436877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093947054380344,0.0,0.1287616529854542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318187341871509,0.2183564197104421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999286611888838,0.0,0.0,0.1180722151650901,0.14128424902993916,0.15968950876590884,0.0,0.08685396881202691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514264194515702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243537544863728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14932515009120498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833450924012915,0.0,0.0,0.1299263491162732,0.0,0.0,0.10201187356959322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198345620396216,0.0,0.11234395856947722,0.11331780035499076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16275363631689668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21189922375487036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051171416472768,0.0,0.2430651463773477,0.0,0.15466705797310265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15884368965710466,0.0,0.1228349453260888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15014978562900347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521932586852615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856249455972276,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wednesday58,2019/01/09,Really wanted to go get tacos... So like the title says I really wanted to walk to go get some breakfast tacos from a gas station by my mothers house. I walked to the window and looked out and told myself that I can do this. It’s not even 1 block there and I could see it from the window. I get dressed go back to the window.... nope can’t do it. Shit I thought I had it this time.,-1.0454101995565388,1.0247656341463411,1.1319068736141915,100.22473392461201,93.8780487804878,3.9574279379157424,13.552106430155213,5.565023196281405,-1.1572585365853656,290,5,70,2,11,96,52,82,0.047,0.885,0.068,0.1528,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,5,0,6,2,1,0,0,11,18,4,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,7,4,1,1,1,0,0,5,3,1,0,0,3,3,9,1,9,14,1,8,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,1,3,46,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890622565053105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19631072200437646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16239773933336846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3853777181383045,0.0,0.41920830705417067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837060756223733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012182484107703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064725926020193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150269062633999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955292120602408,0.0,0.0,0.19593008388059707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523865647567952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19519682963259133,0.1433713549443821,0.0,0.0,0.234943550553609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900462134281772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NeverBackDown,2019/01/09,"I am absolutely gutted and desperate for some form of help. I’ll have to write this in segments, as it is lengthy, but worth the read if you can spare some time.  

Rewind to January 30th of last year. My friend, his gf, and me were at a bar. Said friends wanted me to find a girlfriend/get laid so they bought a drink for a pretty girl sitting across the bar,  pretending it was from me. She came over to thank me but because I was a bit embarrassed, I came off as disinterested. And the girl was a bit too young compared to what I was looking for.(She was 21 and I was near 30).  

2 nights later, the same friends and I wandered into the same bar for a night cap and lo and behold, I found myself sitting next to the same girl. My friend’s aggressive but friendly girlfriend insisted that the girl come back to their apartment to play some pool and have some drinks with us. The girl ended up coming back to party.  

One thing led to another and we ended up having sex that night. At one point in the night, she was rubbing my arm and felt some things and asked what they were. They were scars on my wrist from self-harm. I normally play it off as a construction accident if anybody asks but with her I felt the strange sensation that I had to be honest. She then decided to drop a bombshell on me.  

Her father died a very violent death at the family home a couple of years prior. He and the rest of the family had just dropped the girl off at her first day of University the day before he passed. Obviously unimaginable hell for a young woman just starting college. Some time had passed and the girl’s mother was found dead in the family house as well. This time, said girl was home on break.",4.1642114427860735,5.318085564179106,4.542108208955226,87.35923196517416,70.97014925373135,8.090796019900496,25.898631840796018,8.472884824447931,1.4971019900497518,1324,40,279,21,24,417,175,335,0.12,0.754,0.126,-0.1628,0,0,2,0,0,0,35.0,2,1,4,1,7,14,3,1,29,0,22,9,3,1,1,49,39,25,3,4,8,2,3,0,7,0,0,2,2,9,12,21,5,0,6,10,2,7,0,4,1,3,24,6,34,10,48,14,14,58,1,0,1,1,40,22,1,8,24,186,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003617407201336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17895446460770414,0.0,0.0,0.14719230650724985,0.0,0.0583447767708093,0.0,0.08144334590863406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20898410409838425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21893667141824613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164893780291413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590283582036518,0.0,0.12345186087136277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933331498409544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18752145473261111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695437709839336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27068454948365844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18379589353246176,0.0,0.08747847918250573,0.08141206193445985,0.0,0.209885204358425,0.3697319237875645,0.0,0.05000525246532972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415332917328724,0.0,0.19201266188316798,0.0,0.0,0.11043809698686323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801755966968509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803734645332801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017901522061216,0.35927463439948604,0.09377684362127094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971303376317972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047820297767784,0.0,0.0,0.09737289547954148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573729379502276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820869047350908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998478567080956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774501654167832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811819138134598,0.0,0.0,0.12717279314885951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16743024872926274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115129021065184,0.0,0.0,0.07897192287752187,0.05645305934845369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605603672279616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326999805489637
anxiety,Jay_Jay416,2019/01/09,"I fully blame society for this The love and togetherness within society is growing so cold. Everyone's on their phone barely socializing with anyone. Not even a simple hi when walking by. No comfort when going outside, making the vulnerable susceptible to feeling alone or opposed. Fear of rejection exists because there's no willingness to impose acceptance. Which leads to isolation and an ""every man for themselves"" type of atmosphere. It's unfortunate for people who have absorbed this bitterness and unknowingly created a false perception of themselves; believing they fall short of the untruthful standards of society. And anxiety grows like a planted seed, being watered by the unhealthy silence and dullness of eyes staring blankly at others. Those with such eyes have no intention to bring warm verbal exchanges that do bare fruit for one's heart and self esteem. 

We as a society are feeding the very things that destroy our bodies physically and mentally. To the point where the community is sectioned off into categories we don't even want to be placed in and labeled as. 

All from the lack of love we originally had and were to show...

I apologize to not only myself, but those with low self esteem, social anxiety, anger, depression, mood issues, and other impacting mental issues: I apologize that people don't care to.......basically give a fuck.

~Jay_Jay416",9.471834975369454,10.647179163793107,9.132339901477831,59.103793103448325,59.08620689655172,12.490640394088672,41.57142857142857,12.031772070788634,5.8738894088669955,1114,58,149,34,14,359,158,232,0.208,0.711,0.081,-0.9825,0,2,0,0,0,0,35.0,4,0,2,1,8,18,4,1,14,0,12,10,4,4,1,34,22,17,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,13,17,3,1,3,1,1,7,7,9,0,1,2,8,10,7,33,18,3,22,0,4,3,3,20,12,1,2,4,111,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557165267887778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300335985140701,0.0,0.0,0.10512772295625597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165153482488443,0.0,0.0,0.1693921698546375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16700417307679505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532911266492186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949562759403505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19860858292235706,0.0,0.12667576566633404,0.14366519458258148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691847566232794,0.0760211211130151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899550065951974,0.0,0.1442287438733167,0.08544696922822434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17816463864306445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138512043033363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345307116855865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713922177822565,0.0,0.10035932198653344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303033453936515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188057345636642,0.1143474139517419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20846654101498954,0.0,0.15708301320375628,0.0,0.14212868109301666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31369420958520394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065243449215371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988539099092046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405391434145488,0.08867990968875725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,goooooogly34556,2019/01/09,"I feel like I can barely get through college because of anxiety I've always been a VERY shy person and around 13 developed daily anxiety and social anxiety I believe due to being bullied and insecure and having low confidence. Being shy didn't help that. Now, at 21, I am much more confident, feel a lot better about myself, etc but the anxiety has not gone away.

I took classes 2015-2016 at a community college and dropped or failed multiple classes because speaking in front of the class and so on was too difficult for me, I would have panic attacks and have to leave class. I am behind now about 2 or so years because of anxiety and dropping or failing classes. So I then took all my classes online. 

Now this week I started school at a university and on my first day went into the wrong class and sat there 15 mins before realizing it. It was so embarrassing and a couple people laughed. I was so anxious I didn't even realize I went into the wrong room. When I walked into the correct class, my mouth kept getting watery and I couldn't stop swallowing all the spit (this sounds gross, but I think it was just something my body did from being anxious). Then during introductions I left to go to the bathroom because I was too anxious to introduce myself. I hid in my car between classes to avoid people and now I just feel so discouraged and lame.

How can I get passed this?",5.843966703662595,6.619320286792455,6.519600443951166,76.0846392896782,66.88679245283018,9.25416204217536,34.0788013318535,9.325443323948027,3.1837302996670367,1096,49,195,20,17,360,146,265,0.265,0.6859999999999999,0.049,-0.9958,0,1,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,4,21,17,1,4,12,0,22,4,3,1,3,43,38,29,0,2,8,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,1,1,7,18,1,4,6,0,0,10,4,14,0,1,16,5,28,3,28,17,6,42,0,5,0,0,4,15,0,4,16,144,35,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460985501441384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4349117314722644,0.3853554680796193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121961644529882,0.0,0.129353372738449,0.10682754251925326,0.0,0.0,0.2772487355604652,0.0,0.09675272544825082,0.12810414194310524,0.0,0.1005609045743111,0.0,0.12629820086300148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581000797552847,0.0,0.07332891267975503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680870059325255,0.07509964043685714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17247468696031454,0.08122931752558292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671556084345176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17821509205341748,0.0,0.06461993304657418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621260367983354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039486928332616,0.12353844692213375,0.0,0.0,0.05554945463659186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666607174912199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358465571859346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13340576095515594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15765443812125102,0.0992809169446225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507332442531427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590570633973996,0.0,0.08753398606729047,0.0,0.0,0.08047944141805387,0.0,0.0,0.09506064902777064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285617611555778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526560339966197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938167346520975,0.0,0.0,0.09120554397871146,0.0,0.0,0.2108073070752461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077122123228674,0.24863236921271864,0.0,0.07322088836570881
anxiety,spottedredfish,2019/01/09,"What are the psychiatric symptoms of GAD? I believe I've been misdiagnosed with GAD. I don't even know how it got on my record. I have a medical condition which causes all the somatic symptoms (POTS)

The danger is that I have some serious congenital health complications (connective tissue disorder/heart disease) and suddenly doctors treat that like it's all in my head. The more I try to explain that I have a genuine medical condition the more it confirms their bias that I'm blowing things out of proportion. It's a weird type of gaslighting which creates the anxiety they expect to see.  

**Does anyone know of any online tests that specifically address the psychiatric components of Generalized Anxiety Disorder?** ",5.382812307692305,8.592782752000003,6.096,68.48338461538464,73.48,10.566153846153847,36.015384615384605,10.389873798559362,5.157812307692309,584,33,86,21,13,190,83,125,0.096,0.843,0.061,-0.3094,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,0,2,5,1,0,10,0,7,7,1,2,2,13,13,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,1,0,13,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,10,2,11,11,5,4,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,2,59,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663153931261604,0.0,0.3074043615435897,0.0,0.0,0.14048695827328278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22636646194735394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063987500720668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23027012493330745,0.20564870303822394,0.17582522278289378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270484186811068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16069296047138162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20620045091181846,0.2135670787989748,0.0,0.23808951103447465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22083921862653874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815868026168156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4048087080866037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16010611296260704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.417662716163065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13348139160296466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641054227450627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pr3ttynp3tty,2019/01/09,"I have anxiety about even applying for simple jobs I first had a job at 14. Unfortunately they didn’t keep me long. I searched again and finally got a job at 16. They fired me for a really stupid reason completely out of my control. I did trails at different jobs but even when I told them I wished to have training for my anxiety I was never hired because “I didn’t have enough training” and I couldn’t find anyone who wanted to train me. 

I have really bad anxiety but have done volunteering so I can talk to people so I can do customer service jobs. I have finished school, I have my RSA and RCG, I have a diploma, I have plenty of volunteer work. 

However I cannot work anywhere I have to wear long pants, so fast food is out. However around here a lot of waitresses wear shorts and skirts, same with some other stores 

My other problem is that to me it’s embarrassing that I am 19 and have never had a proper job. I have never been kept for more than a week. I also worry that because of my age everywhere will just hire someone younger because it will be cheaper. 

I feel like I will never get a job and it’s embarrassing enough.",2.0128002298410266,4.306331030837009,3.6978969546063993,86.12928557747559,80.10132158590308,7.119632254357402,23.96648151695077,8.18289091462,1.5449710400306451,892,32,180,18,23,297,121,227,0.14400000000000002,0.841,0.015,-0.9757,10,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,3,4,12,6,1,2,8,0,32,3,2,2,4,30,40,13,0,4,3,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,10,1,3,3,0,1,0,8,5,0,1,11,2,35,1,22,24,6,21,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,2,15,135,44,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787369371940657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259606176819816,0.0,0.0,0.068844219186943,0.0,0.0,0.08764861694305882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220843242974828,0.18005750076779165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323148419603252,0.0,0.11042917356229744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286779821193986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075685886292507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034671516488988,0.0,0.1300613428182431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049783392787069836,0.07033851328801974,0.0,0.1078560773194217,0.0899889541923245,0.08374844168059005,0.1190559709970291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0514403132693931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874596708806696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6839315657026698,0.08751411671851894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04810167279649475,0.0,0.0,0.1742647072399202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370558782652401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037479423661363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825847568653029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421114077357808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614960842646336,0.10123136379611797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964489184138926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342326061461425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913692160285131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408096995968926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058073160612747865,0.0,0.07897717920709106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322199936578385,0.0,0.0,0.14335739383887905,0.09998901816618047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,courtiecat,2019/01/09,"Calm causing panic? I’m seeing my psychologist next week but I was hoping someone on here could help. I’ve been through a few really stressful years and I’m noticing now whenever I start to feel really calm, I start to panic - as if something bad is about to happen.

Can anyone else relate? Or have any ideas why this might be happening?",1.6008034188034197,4.34557366153846,3.2020512820512828,84.96905982905986,89.30769230769229,5.965811965811964,21.068376068376068,7.3871296695380915,1.202094017094018,268,9,48,5,9,88,53,65,0.212,0.632,0.155,-0.7572,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,3,1,0,8,0,0,1,0,10,17,5,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,4,3,7,12,1,7,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,4,6,28,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624140374375625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980363764716896,0.19020987364687367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15500144675439465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907031719845998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14821824398929134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15507820003929185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386504131352097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283212561887152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443041907937367,0.0,0.0,0.1843821703503723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095646946921121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969344506447816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19742999249421408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21135209898876964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43561652382295457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378511697119593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793085513082282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15729196757624772,0.14291455801454386,0.0,0.0,0.26279355748010363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126497196966011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14890901913427584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16751101042231042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954592002897285
anxiety,brawlerbren1,2019/01/09,"I don't know I just want to talk a little to just say things that I don't know how to say normally.

I had a project last year for my last year in Uni and due to some circumstances I couldn't do it that year because it ended up giving my a lot of anxiety, so not knowing how to deal with it I pushed it away until it was too late and deferred it to this year. I know that I can do it but just starting it is so hard, every time I think about starting it my anxiety just comes and makes me think that it's too overwhelming to start and I just push it back.

I had to take out a loan to pay for Uni this year, which is just the project, but I'm not working at the moment and my dad is putting so much pressure on me to get a job to pay for the loan. It isn't forceful or anything but, to me, it doesn't make sense why it is such a big deal that I pay for the loan, my parents should be in a much better financial state than before but here we are. I wanted a job in the area that I am studying, computer science, but without my degree nobody is really willing to take me. I don't want to get a job that I hate that will give me more anxiety and give me less time to do my project.

I don't know the point of the post, just a vent I guess. I kinda wanted to get this out to where somebody might understand or sympathise or something.

Thanks for reading and good luck to each of you in your endeavours. ",4.259564628482973,3.4529301151315783,5.280170278637772,89.05678018575851,70.21710526315789,8.73188854489164,28.40866873065016,7.928766900206844,1.4257846749226006,1081,32,262,12,17,358,138,304,0.08,0.861,0.059,-0.0028,4,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,1,2,0,2,21,7,1,2,17,0,26,0,0,4,0,56,56,21,0,7,18,2,1,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,27,13,0,0,8,1,6,4,10,3,0,0,3,3,35,4,41,47,7,39,0,1,0,0,13,15,0,9,18,188,62,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319435937160623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316797284339646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495399612810557,0.0777128299225057,0.0,0.06160835198045,0.0,0.08599896338475732,0.0,0.0,0.08938387534157681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705864190282553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083873778511901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951368825955403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851517126633602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15840704336861747,0.2908525831637104,0.0,0.08476861785860385,0.0,0.0,0.11133461099734616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905344858458457,0.09978087089361544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30087457622155633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777137022632608,0.16476310452491075,0.11400584427307238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129378929489714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859219409725823,0.0,0.0,0.1349234891762428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072141087426248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14858896663361787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902234800091664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222084254197767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553919449386307,0.0,0.09679243679584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159834823347212,0.0,0.0,0.1010924579752694,0.0,0.06474489631084322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16074206118757747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780485798045153,0.0,0.0,0.21460321154794088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519767674999051,0.08123230579067095,0.0,0.09304717321703304,0.0,0.0,0.06714316718897627,0.12951688116458238,0.0,0.0,0.11786375481283864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521234201530386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238443277579072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119554058826854,0.0,0.0,0.09742315790525882,0.0,0.07357660253778366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325413081047002
anxiety,mre1989,2019/01/09,NAC (N-Acetyl Cysteine) was suggested To me by my psychiatrist today for my extreme anxiety and phobia. Anyone have any success with this? Pros? Cons? ,3.377307692307692,6.558932500000001,4.645000000000003,73.33750000000002,89.38461538461539,7.215384615384615,29.57692307692308,8.07648339933343,3.299492307692308,119,6,17,3,4,39,25,26,0.158,0.72,0.121,0.2359,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,11,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4357884531845871,0.0,0.4902355338058718,0.0,0.0,0.44808537286872585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6074348064493438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,happylittlebirb,2019/01/09,"Can't get over a (past) pregnancy scare, how to move forward Short version: I had a very late period 2 months ago and it sent me into a spiral of fearing I'm pregnant. I've had numerous negative tests and have since started taking a birth control pill, but I can't seem to shake the feeling. Some days I'm okay, but other days I'm so convinced I'm pregnant that I struggle to function (pregnancy is something I hope to avoid for YEARS to come).

Long version: Honestly, my post history should speak for itself. I had a two-week late period back in November that gave me and my partner a bit of a scare. After a few negative tests, I relaxed enough that my period finally came and it should've been the end of it (especially considering I started birth control as well). It was far from over when it came to worrying. I've fallen into this vicious cycle of anxiety I just can't seem to shake. When I got the initial negative, I felt fine for a few days. Then I had (what I thought to be) ""pregnancy symptoms"" that would send my brain down a path of convincing myself I'm pregnant, struggling to make it through the next few days, then caving and taking another test. I'd temporarily feel better until something else convinced me otherwise and the cycle began again. 

Random stomach ache? More like morning sickness.

Random cramp? Implementation.

Peeing more? Ignore the 30oz of water you drank with lunch, clearly pregnant. 

I'm getting sick of it, but I'm not sure what to do and how to start feeling better. My partner can only tell me I'm being irrational so many times before it doesn't mean anything. Nevermind the increasing sum spent on too many tests (which only act as a temporary fix anyways) that I can't continue to afford.

I've never considered anxiety as the root of my problems, but it seems to be heading down that route with how debilitating it's becoming. I've also heard its possible for birth control to increase feelings of anxiety, so I'm wondering if that's a factor in what I've been feeling? Either way, I'm just hoping someone could provide any advice on my situation. Or even just general support/well wishes...

\[Additionally, I really hope this type of post is alright for this subreddit. I'm a first-time poster here and honestly didn't even know it existed until about 10 minutes ago. Seems like exactly the type of place that could help me, so I'm glad I found it!\]

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anxiety,Odd__Otter,2019/01/09,"Fuck This I’m so embarrassed of my anxiety. 

I will tell you why... I’m 24 and on paper my life is going amazing. My wife and I just bought a brand new home and she’s pregnant due in June. From the outside looking in we look like a god damn magazine. Except I’m not. My anxieties have anxieties. New home? Anxiety. Baby on the way? Fuuuuuuuccck me anxiety. Want to see a mental health professional? Anxiety. 

Who can I tell? Who will understand? I feel like everywhere I turn or go I’m just whining about some 1st world problem I’m having. No one gets that this isn’t a choice. I don’t get to choose when I’m happy anymore. All I do is worry. Worry worry worry worry. How can we afford a new home? What if I lose my job? What if my wife loses her job? What if we have a baby? Oh shit here comes a baby. When will I feel normal? I can’t take meds, it’s all in my head I’m fine. 

I get glimpses of joy and think, “Holy shit, that’s what that’s like...” I’m terrified that I’m going to be a garbage father because in my eyes I can barely take care of myself. I’m supposed to be on a date night with my wife right now but I had a panic attack at work and now I can barely keep my eyes open from exhaustion. 

I need to get help but I have no clue where to go or how to afford it. I shouldn’t have this issue. This is bullshit. I am supposed to be normal.",-1.7276159793814436,0.1306636632302407,1.5345124570446735,94.85888208762888,103.0893470790378,4.349398625429553,15.340850515463915,6.21433560688645,-0.4126902061855673,1030,27,239,14,48,364,142,291,0.196,0.725,0.079,-0.9826,4,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,3,1,0,3,12,20,5,2,12,0,25,9,5,2,2,39,60,17,0,9,11,4,2,3,0,4,3,0,3,0,16,11,0,1,5,0,1,5,7,12,0,1,2,7,36,8,24,51,3,29,0,3,5,1,15,12,4,6,14,143,52,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4074863352951465,0.0,0.08804322345916774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099699165166334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05411781625410881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051437099485796,0.0,0.0,0.07647378049204161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977693765164264,0.06342251872001692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207318054424337,0.1855298941524426,0.0,0.20181673504972272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945050834705949,0.0,0.0,0.09111111897951947,0.09436611530438964,0.0,0.0,0.05950555083837985,0.0,0.26715260206774466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266043300895772,0.17619553743468608,0.07890934064981679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06270603033230722,0.13011630900874158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14910114070380218,0.1986381739944143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098611563565278,0.0,0.08946663473949598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06582724083730572,0.0,0.25722499996581605,0.0,0.0833114793016107,0.17396580372299333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060157794026138675,0.0,0.0,0.10416102989997103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494788359941217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581532657267788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074401167882405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822572392263561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13349895775597412,0.0,0.15519054120295758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056884907251652475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656420610053608,0.0,0.0924202970833481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0523631499149112,0.07046728612075706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010770212318201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06463092955326749,0.4507882723134559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,paininthemembran,2019/01/09,"I got a job interview tomorrow I’ve been working this job that I seriously fucking hate it’s been killing me faster ever since I started. I got a call today at lunch, at work, from someone trying to set up a job interview tomorrow. I feel like this could seriously be the change to everything, but something in my head, the anxiety, comes into play.

What’s the worst that could happen? It goes wrong and I just look weird? I seriously hate my life right now and my current job hasn’t really been helping I would say. Anybody have any thoughts on this? should i go for it",3.136160714285716,5.234374580357144,4.370857142857143,83.67414285714288,75.51785714285714,8.051428571428572,28.164285714285718,8.841846274778883,2.3271042857142854,451,19,89,10,10,148,76,112,0.247,0.6859999999999999,0.067,-0.9675,5,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,3,12,4,0,6,0,10,4,1,0,1,13,22,3,1,4,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,9,4,1,0,2,1,0,2,1,10,0,0,6,3,13,2,10,11,1,18,0,0,1,1,5,7,1,0,9,55,22,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886390412523267,0.0,0.11121588573260556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14845001351636014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15379357040055255,0.1252326543894965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321494189515044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315052232946248,0.0,0.0,0.13065885553434034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350888195102087,0.1038600461003992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13440217271347796,0.0,0.0,0.08262323788585521,0.0,0.2325485538341667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855972854992306,0.0,0.0,0.28706681028291003,0.14920260513850062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744566091086536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5770718984352007,0.0,0.1608422742528694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268673229199564,0.07102569731170548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122083225797776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313463943338243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415437721286768,0.0,0.11561261785491884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026046943613475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318064866968392,0.1119212139808662,0.0,0.0,0.1029012522871553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541608659401607,0.0,0.0,0.1378039643507956,0.0,0.0,0.09870399499958303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116778538092164,0.0,0.0,0.10327432282228377,0.15895104203203214,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway_1961,2019/01/09,"I almost caused a car accident with kids in the car I started a new job recently as a babysitter for my neighbours. I drive their kids to ballet dance which is 20mins away. Whole ride goes smoothly, then at the turn literally at the end of the drive, I make a left turn at an intersection. I didn't yield very well and misjudged the speed of another car. Almost get hit, swerved out of the way immediately.. I'm such an idiot. Don't know why I did that. I texted the kids after I dropped them off and I hope they respond. Everyone is okay. I am freaking out I don't know how to calm down, I'm 18 years old and a college student. I am just freaking out. I was shaking the whole ride home and still am shaking. I'm so so so so so stupid. I feel so bad. ",0.617647058823529,2.7546716114649685,2.44233795429,94.00130385912328,84.47770700636944,5.477557137504684,22.611090295991005,6.794906146795322,0.4965934057699513,581,21,133,7,17,192,93,157,0.17,0.784,0.046,-0.9578,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,3,0,11,11,2,2,15,1,10,0,0,3,0,19,23,13,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,8,0,1,3,2,0,10,3,7,1,0,3,2,18,4,19,19,2,34,0,0,0,0,8,12,0,3,10,82,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3486405058907246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182542538882849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163557904946995,0.0,0.14535309641420224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788325020468612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418699489022947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663449830280902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802223905423301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095184755666502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17462071973994792,0.1729049627934371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17275177926589955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19134432744029767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18914307193154914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620260398536797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16813167560969086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18267216034170974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17188721786191835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321774440583955,0.0,0.13902392525732732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787073988397772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363775676951213,0.0,0.13817999291738645,0.0,0.0,0.1565226680691035,0.0,0.15708397926720766,0.38871774769751627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210456420725726
anxiety,Knoxvilleborn,2019/01/09,Best books on overcoming Anxiety and Over thinking. Would love to see what's out there that has helped some of you. Thanks!,2.676811594202899,5.64890943478261,1.7652173913043503,96.06202898550728,85.08695652173913,6.544927536231885,20.71014492753623,7.793537801064563,0.937736231884058,99,3,20,2,3,28,23,23,0.054000000000000006,0.575,0.37,0.8977,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,5,5,2,3,0,0,1,1,3,3,0,1,0,14,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307921827968454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.453787228313311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28983505966302936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3902665727710135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34457449022569664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3981046905208019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27707063046922764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071713941602303,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AnxiousFeline,2019/01/09,"I'm 18 and I need to get a job, and it most likely will be in a supermarket. How do I overcome the anxiety and how can I make it easier? I get anxious talking to ANYONE, even with people I already know. ANY KIND OF SOCIAL INTERACTION makes me EXTREMELY anxious. I've had panic attacks merely from social interactions with people I'm acquaintances with many times. 

How should I deal with the massive crushing feeling of anxiety I'll probably get in this job, and how can I cope with it?

Keep in mind I'm BARELY able to walk alone on the street without being anxious, and even small classrooms drive me crazy. What should I do to even be able to stand a job like this? I kinda need the money. I really need help!!

Also, book suggestions are appreciated, since anxiety-related books have helped before, but in general any kind of advice is good enough! Please help!!",3.566545454545455,5.848462866666669,4.9339393939394025,79.28090909090913,74.87878787878788,8.036363636363637,26.15151515151515,8.841846274778883,2.250806060606061,683,25,123,15,15,227,98,165,0.098,0.772,0.13,0.8824,3,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,8,7,1,1,7,0,14,0,0,6,0,30,28,11,0,5,2,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,1,2,2,1,2,1,2,0,0,1,1,12,5,20,21,2,11,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,2,3,75,18,6,0.2287498483322122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176585216949148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845792776373495,0.12621557292995736,0.0914655855331131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15555774103244355,0.0,0.17499300785827404,0.38763332633961256,0.0,0.07997360632638767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011798793910676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09732463635414104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791552462918847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817987100801194,0.0,0.2266306761483381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05783139824033556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17926853167764895,0.0,0.0,0.09593225990900756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22998930224583666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34049839168363,0.10166168780915988,0.0,0.23820776606294444,0.06285746715901608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175562129397144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526923000334345,0.11595822125023245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548606878194838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544226710892976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419433005484135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15858634254157414,0.0,0.0,0.12554932058927132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12331551298253075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732715051581219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461211918805718,0.0,0.0,0.23318166322701744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919302315995904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06669293806003201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025334541743942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,barnowwl,2019/01/09,"Does anyone else always worry that they’re not “living right”? I don’t know if that’s the right wording for it, but I always find myself second guessing how I spend my time. When I’m alone and just want to relax I start thinking “I’m not going out or being social this isn’t right”.  I have friends that I hang out with and I am active with volunteer work and working out, but I still always feel like I’m not social enough. It drives me crazy. I know I’m more of an introvert, but the thoughts that me being alone a lot is “wrong” are always on my mind and making me anxious. For background I’m 19F in college and went through a breakup 5 months ago, so I feel that this may be ripples from that. I have always had feelings like this but never as intense. Why can’t we just be happy with ourselves 😫",2.260378657487095,3.877297240963859,3.3222375215146296,92.36265060240964,76.59036144578313,5.224784853700517,22.098106712564544,5.288315135182226,0.04896006884681592,626,17,133,2,14,201,102,166,0.106,0.7490000000000001,0.145,0.8597,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,2,6,6,0,0,5,0,14,0,0,2,1,40,32,15,0,2,11,0,3,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,11,12,0,0,8,1,1,4,7,1,0,1,3,3,18,5,15,24,3,19,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,5,9,88,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244509164258262,0.0,0.0,0.2627572029500623,0.0,0.0,0.5277478428181377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330467438528413,0.0,0.08869664320847677,0.12997307011876458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100750734376943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596710560366836,0.0,0.0,0.1310702159715262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19241789128663644,0.18124368583456715,0.0,0.0,0.11593882909800478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800418737196227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209191952188575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13973985001253428,0.0,0.0,0.1350344483631182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394271583761808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394524798592715,0.0,0.11201109348294198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078435451180646,0.0,0.0,0.08467352592225512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808259010475911,0.0,0.10125065817878644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783473175939464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249882575172789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25861570755727803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897852588255544,0.0,0.10130277235932016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128051728883022,0.0,0.10070492804653512,0.07396740003812823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481956317741753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759145127356173,0.11446261903156416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18469698346198588,0.12882258487047593,0.0,0.0,0.13869083351494865,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wedontshow,2019/01/09,"What's your BIGGEST REGRET in life? I have asked many people about their biggest regret and the answer is either a mistake, or something they wished they did. My biggest regret is acting irrationally when my mental illness was out of my control. I know accept my actions and have moved on. I'm interested in what you consider your BIGGEST REGRET. Comment below!",5.145435897435898,7.882162338461541,5.699615384615388,73.49455128205129,71.76923076923076,6.17948717948718,30.833333333333336,7.1686216300943375,2.360794871794873,292,13,41,3,6,94,47,65,0.268,0.6629999999999999,0.069,-0.9367,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,3,1,2,7,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,1,0,15,10,4,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,2,0,12,2,7,8,1,13,0,4,0,0,8,9,0,1,1,34,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206250983145309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38466335486760733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18848407747928292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24224565744408105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477117253738031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3456271053505424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645165179986579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377680952299929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640304882391121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39439174192760695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BeLoWeRR,2019/01/09,"allergies and anxiety anyone feel like their allergies make it harder to breathe, in turn giving them anxiety? my hands are so numb right now because of my anxiety- pins and needles- that I can't even text because its hard to move my hands. I went outside and it got better, but in about 5 minutes it'll be back. same with my feet",4.127384615384617,5.714033123076924,4.547692307692311,85.61230769230772,71.61538461538461,8.276923076923078,29.92307692307693,8.841846274778883,2.365984615384616,263,11,52,5,5,83,51,65,0.113,0.804,0.083,0.0237,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,1,5,3,0,0,0,0,4,5,4,1,0,8,10,5,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,4,8,2,7,6,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,32,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5604869986968647,0.0,0.0,0.17076555280099906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18779148027182074,0.0,0.2977506706949948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21599432525575168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613061878448168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234858741953109,0.1744720943411788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23427979304344845,0.0,0.0,0.1953264741681232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21877475224610102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193144296319377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630199400865459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595691110320976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085640727813088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656431755908237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263960444839293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mitchr90,2019/01/09,Anxiety Can we just make anxiety disappear forever? I want to be able to face my problems like a normal person and not feeling like this is going to be the end of the world.... ,5.756285714285713,5.5239110571428585,7.417857142857144,73.04964285714289,67.0,11.571428571428573,34.64285714285714,11.20814326018867,4.0567142857142855,137,6,26,4,2,48,29,35,0.23,0.615,0.155,-0.2663,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,4,1,1,1,0,9,8,1,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,4,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,18,4,0,0.32273948844326306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4937896505645398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28585139260542153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631867825935185,0.2305651550302661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834202888167362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31534842370425603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21543111464907744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162161745927117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28180367266626977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088181035202229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903601121756481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Benji_Boy13,2019/01/09,"Wrong spot! So, recently I started college again and this was the first day that my mom would not be able to drop me off, so instead I took the bus, but you see there are 2 buss stop, and they are separated by a street which you can cross easily, now my mom and I chaised the bus yesterday and we figure out that it would take me 20min tops to get to the university.

Anyways I was standing on the wrong side of the street, I took the bus and suddenly I realized, ""This is not the route my mom and I followed"", and then I thought well, the bus gotta go eventually to my university right?, so I relaxed, I listen to some music to calm my nerves down, but then too much time passed, like 40min later I was like, ""well, this is taking to fucking long to even get to the other part of the street, and suddenly, 10min later the driver told me,""you lost?, you gotta get down now, we are at the bus station now!!.

So he dropped me off in the middle of fucking nowhere, by this time I was shitting on my pants, I was litteraly about to cry, but I asked a random guy what should I do and he told me that I should wait right there till other bus starts the route again, and so I did, and I took the bus again, and it took like 30min to get to the bus stop that I should have taken in the first place and then I took like 20min to get to my university as expected.

This is by far my most frightening experience I have ever had , Im on my university now I lost my first class but I feel so relieved now, I feel safe, but gosh, my ANX rush in that fucking bus, I would never forget that experience, never, in fact Im afraid to take the bus tomorrow even tho I now know the right bus stop, thanks for reading, I'm fine now but an hour ago I  was shitting on my pants so badly.

TL;DR I took the bus and I ended up in the middle of nowhere by accident, and after one hour I ended up on my destination. ",3.227422524565384,3.8807462244897977,4.491099773242631,88.72268329554045,72.72448979591837,7.84822373393802,24.72260015117158,8.045849151850463,1.0770371126228264,1448,40,334,20,27,479,165,392,0.101,0.774,0.125,0.9074,1,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,2,3,1,6,29,23,5,1,25,0,25,5,2,0,4,52,63,34,0,7,8,3,2,4,0,8,0,1,0,1,17,18,0,5,6,2,0,11,4,11,2,4,20,4,53,12,46,34,4,86,0,2,1,3,16,30,5,3,46,230,70,3,0.07800981509980172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915099424306904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292864656734893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06513493713618086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569011882841626,0.05030987714838801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818708327716714,0.0,0.0,0.10304949429066096,0.07056434390397089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526171361550357,0.0,0.0,0.07888821289428212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19906532661767648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21635645107905924,0.2037845432663257,0.0,0.04433477565811176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724198163446233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15364790798539596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16852797371853342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042872154245937474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524466209191976,0.0,0.0,0.06903623153760408,0.0,0.0,0.17031385672753807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27409245784543523,0.0,0.0,0.05734619002272096,0.0,0.12033195711504187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05286146962150883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447702775209925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150365323651942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07803092566365713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702528123683744,0.0,0.0,0.19985986757052754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06216372266973332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16015190833756193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043149728390893,0.0,0.0,0.19565909541517887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17596101754132454,0.0,0.0,0.07182095679469884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06193107940833802,0.09097630104601888,0.0,0.0,0.14908344273008647,0.5200306495753434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028038475377416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16624780330788305,0.1705829732513949,0.0,0.0
anxiety,namelesssfaceless,2019/01/09,"Mindfulness Hi guys! I've written a little blog post about mindfulness - it's brief but to the point. Mindfulness has helped me **massively** with my anxiety and I couldn't recommend it more, even if it can feel frustrating sometimes.

Just thought I'd share this in case it helps anyone!

[tinylittlethoughts.home.blog/2019/01/09/mindfulness-changed-my-life/](https://tinylittlethoughts.home.blog/2019/01/09/mindfulness-changed-my-life/)",13.933933236574745,18.54465798113208,4.701886792452832,68.61390420899858,91.83018867924528,7.668505079825834,24.83164005805516,7.61054688173877,2.889680406386068,375,11,41,8,13,84,46,53,0.16,0.732,0.108,-0.4495,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,11,6,3,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,1,3,1,4,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,0,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16068147750870548,0.0,0.0,0.1468661792090676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873069306405095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620349497823782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20797450234087744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815733142586433,0.0,0.4213783001037165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14835880464854706,0.0,0.21051716237031526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6362473240731166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19855748570566026,0.0,0.2011620779023894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20773680845947698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166749805569927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cozy_Owee,2019/01/09,"Finally built up the courage to go to the clinic for my anxiety after months of trying to make myself go. Only to have my appointment canceled an hour into the wait because they say ""they can't see (me) for that"". Despite being seen for it 2 years ago. I'm gonna be crying and drinking over here. Don't mind me.",2.853281250000002,4.2127490156250005,4.52075,85.44925000000002,74.46875,6.995000000000001,25.3,7.554174236665415,1.2898475,243,8,49,3,5,82,52,64,0.075,0.875,0.05,-0.1531,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,5,2,0,1,0,5,13,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,2,1,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,3,7,1,12,9,0,11,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,6,32,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538458436798116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21906891536426384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745658239079315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31455918670616706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805292869180179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136995390992952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32549636211243793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820124515859737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19115127491202585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891476423816209,0.0,0.22857430567291184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21779395802117485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22772943477511634,0.0,0.0,0.2281963231346873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944234583417888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844100703145394
anxiety,_littlemoose,2019/01/09,"What are some of your hobbies? I feel like i need something to occupy my free time and give me something to look forward to. I’ve taken up hobbies in the past and get super excited in the beginning, then lose interest after a month or two.

What hobbies do you enjoy and/or how do you stick to a hobby or find pleasure in one?",3.439090909090908,4.7644301818181845,4.9337575757575785,83.20063636363638,72.93939393939394,7.704242424242422,28.35151515151515,8.238735603445708,1.9926460606060608,256,10,50,4,5,86,49,66,0.035,0.679,0.28600000000000003,0.9621,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,2,1,8,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,10,6,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,1,2,7,8,10,9,1,11,0,1,1,0,4,5,0,3,8,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15100267931077332,0.2133503437713885,0.0,0.0,0.2729539396709174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15602844027700252,0.2864852088424341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459016966293904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507845814693456,0.33410469627449274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23837368601343556,0.0,0.0,0.22143971487730613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023679648022916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28508816805861714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4598193506489721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17414091038089774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29173044030894485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ares_godofwar,2019/01/09,"Just feeling really hopeless and need some hopeful stories Hey, all! 

As you can gather from my title, I’ve just been feeling really hopeless lately and worried that nothing is gonna get better. I just moved to a new state in the US in August and I’ve been going through some really tough personal issues. I’m worried I’m going to start spiraling down, as I have before in circumstances like these, and I just need some help. Someone’s previous post about them traveling alone and beating a substance abuse issue sparked a hope in me I didn’t know I had. I’m worried the spark is gonna go out so I was just hoping that those who felt comfortable in sharing their triumphs (big or small) would do so here. 

I appreciate all of you for taking the time to just read my post and I appreciate you all for still being here. Please don’t feel pressured to share but I thank you in advance if you do. Have a great day. ",3.0402279005524875,5.070664469613263,4.142316988950277,85.51303349447514,75.5745856353591,6.955939226519338,26.229627071823202,7.8658589789855275,1.597886464088397,723,27,140,11,16,235,110,181,0.097,0.698,0.205,0.9521,0,1,0,0,1,2,15.0,1,5,2,4,12,15,0,1,7,0,15,0,0,0,3,33,37,13,0,7,9,0,4,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,5,2,0,6,2,4,0,0,6,4,20,11,20,27,6,26,0,2,0,0,15,10,0,8,8,93,25,1,0.0,0.15574935286083932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361448274967028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118561338844417,0.0,0.0,0.11625878189468684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477578937757459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19939853463485974,0.0,0.1262147192321954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867834507882438,0.0,0.22412193090087065,0.0,0.0,0.1449265062702732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810963372244181,0.0,0.0,0.3916850625767887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744038731834184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07224268721222547,0.0,0.14828379876585626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06422090133638372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971287731909895,0.0,0.194940270190494,0.0,0.1269573466224451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613192396463302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11477898412140905,0.0,0.14429503298459226,0.0,0.0,0.2517897272970109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148776530477638,0.0,0.2526349215750053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137901610525652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304253841425678,0.0,0.10497789071394993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883568931371033,0.0,0.0,0.12102351767158633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665083054247962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812080226540282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4004882468977312,0.0,0.09337986598631637,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,__bibiana__,2019/01/09,"Being left on read I was texting my friend about possibly seeing him sometime (he lives in a country nearby) in the future and as we were talking he left me on read. He does this quite often and then texts back within a week, but I’m scared I offended him somehow or said something inappropriate regarding the likely encounter. 

We reconnected in November after being quite busy. We’re still really good friends and he’s one of the few people I trust, but I think I get on his nerves because I text him quite often. Right now I feel shit about it and I’m genuinely terrified that I made him angry or annoyed. ",4.484453860640301,6.109723245762716,5.5233333333333325,78.81535781544257,70.77966101694916,8.295291902071563,28.365348399246702,8.841846274778883,2.332855743879473,485,18,88,9,9,160,81,118,0.195,0.691,0.114,-0.8955,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,0,3,8,9,3,1,5,0,4,1,1,1,0,16,12,10,0,0,4,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,0,1,4,3,17,5,12,6,1,17,0,0,1,0,15,10,1,5,8,58,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12637361231431082,0.0,0.10018513025796086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382220724062586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309938219382393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539500054353866,0.0,0.08586514524686191,0.0,0.0,0.13784746302979264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571295752672146,0.0,0.0,0.0802922233318813,0.0,0.1451224614049222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551022968989292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113665858622427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393834050852515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18527788871490986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5244135853235963,0.3287853268194441,0.0,0.10528565790070687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035245495806367,0.15633276257799394,0.0,0.16454120741760758,0.0,0.13096422796763504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16870105370301686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652326479934425,0.16254456075514842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124867559806386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320968484820917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530768307352267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183020344938742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AlarmedSpeaker4,2019/01/09,"I have awful anxiety about college as a CS major... Current freshman with a high GPA. My tuition is paid for.

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With my current roadmap, I can take 3 classes/semester (which is low) and graduate in 7 semesters after taking 4 classes this upcoming semester. I have to take at least 3 to be a full time student, but I can't help but get super anxious about next semester when I have to take 2 super hard weeder classes. Last semester I found myself getting worked up despite having an easy workload. Thinking about coding/internships is making me anxious, despite doing well in the traditionally easy intro CS course. The thing is, the high salary is really attractive to me.

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How do I stop being so anxious about school? And stop worrying about graduating early?

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Thanks.",6.252714468629961,8.407960507042258,6.5628553137003856,71.00269526248401,67.16901408450704,8.82560819462228,36.85275288092189,9.339509955726095,3.995723943661973,640,34,94,13,11,206,94,142,0.202,0.679,0.119,-0.7181,3,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,3,9,6,0,0,7,1,15,0,0,2,0,12,26,8,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,2,1,12,5,18,22,3,18,0,1,0,0,1,8,0,0,10,65,15,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3700656847908804,0.4150166000191245,0.0,0.0,0.08709409171305428,0.3858505306977868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482943509734568,0.0,0.0,0.11896269555975865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198624614445977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631051330935854,0.24057521289921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280204320271154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759950202910942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107958955185825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729345162792259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11522115806461655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19036554513487772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424007961977258,0.0,0.0,0.10481676481729256,0.0,0.0,0.07563614584958471,0.07294977377352584,0.0,0.0,0.06638620519875628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023638277282109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288335021494804,0.11561907744543218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4150166000191245,0.0
anxiety,Poule780,2019/01/09,"Please help me Solve my anxiety! Eating in front of others and exercising around other people are two things that have always caused me anxiety. Even as a child 🙁 

I recently decided that I want to start working on and conquering these fears ...they’re abnormal and impact my life negatively. 

For context, there are very few other things that make me anxious 😟 

Does anybody have any experience in overcoming these fears ? ",4.771891891891894,7.9366453108108095,5.239121621621624,73.97597972972977,75.62162162162161,9.105405405405406,28.16891891891892,9.516144504307137,3.3982216216216212,339,14,53,10,8,108,58,74,0.14400000000000002,0.753,0.103,-0.4926,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,2,1,0,4,3,0,2,0,8,7,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,10,4,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,7,0,8,7,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,38,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17083164885411062,0.0,0.0,0.1396156188865483,0.0,0.31411817799354624,0.2319381703486724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18276652015899064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109065694033413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796653058159046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21008004300995486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560316102613815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008293804043919,0.0,0.4620543071801357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761277562582985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501421734492456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13704383868580533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14233383831588428,0.0,0.0,0.2253651406676181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027156307081273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14531716251134058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727933417458737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20055484616260075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169399556402287,0.1210952305924164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14946574700668327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fcampos2015,2019/01/09,"Do you feel worried with the possibility that your anxiety may have caused some permanent ""damage"" in your brain? Since I was a child, I clearly had problems with anxiety.

I couldn't read ten pages of a book without getting anxious about whatever was making me like that.

I remember standing in front of my math teacher trying to ask something, but at 11 years old, I just gave up on math and studying.

Now, at 23, I feel like I can't really learn something new, not just because of the anxiety, but because my brain simply shutdown in some way.

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anxiety,imbadatdecisionmakin,2019/01/09,"I’m at work and I feel a panic attack brewing. Need help getting through it Haven’t had one in about 2 years. Does anyone have any suggestions on how to distract myself? Only have about half an hour left on the clock. 

Feeling tightness in chest, overheating, and my hands are shaking. ",2.7822222222222237,5.5199857407407436,2.997777777777781,89.60000000000002,80.48148148148148,5.0814814814814815,25.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,1.0253555555555556,226,9,41,2,6,69,47,54,0.179,0.748,0.073,-0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,3,3,0,5,2,2,1,0,7,10,3,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,2,1,4,3,0,9,9,0,10,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,3,26,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20678135176294746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21261623255481998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459290840320418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660979845793998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074988007182191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15886657932860104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038149885428179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29945251454540817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.330378256722579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22546767735166254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20604901437683226,0.23126265530284704,0.0,0.3567663657686547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22137014078213915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958142590961076
anxiety,NateUrM8,2019/01/09,"Tetris Effect? Hey guys, I've posted here before on other accounts but wonder if others have had this problem.

When I play a video game for a prolonged period of time and go to bed. My dreams and when I wake up in the morning makes me feel like I'm still in the game or situation until I fully wake up.

Anyone else have this issue? Sorry if it's the wrong place to post.",2.7256277056277085,4.0385870389610385,4.279935064935066,87.2351406926407,74.71428571428572,6.172294372294372,19.326839826839823,6.42735559955562,0.06748658008658026,290,5,60,2,6,97,60,77,0.118,0.759,0.124,0.1211,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,5,0,3,2,2,2,0,11,8,9,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,2,0,0,3,5,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,2,10,7,0,15,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,4,7,38,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16324853690452204,0.2392189012610724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986668504698384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19503528345650595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805008656665347,0.16679191830366938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268710019751506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311732585639304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24368334283032675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406226694742044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558438822635648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24392778000848844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.447201868736448,0.0,0.0,0.22340046953876302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624314838248398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26135196649620346,0.0,0.0,0.1864504537467138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361389720969948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531896275808571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552641772492716,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BowRainCessPrin,2019/01/09,So nervous about starting driving lessons I'm 28. I have had like 2 lessons in the past but didn't do anymore cos I was so nervous. I have no idea wtf a clutch is or what the gears do. Plus I have severe social anxiety and am so nervous about meeting my instructor. I might just cancel.,-0.19035781544256025,2.1090426949152565,1.5666666666666664,95.50653483992468,96.6271186440678,3.9781544256120527,25.199623352165734,5.82211442006289,0.6902414312617697,225,11,47,2,9,73,44,59,0.362,0.612,0.026,-0.9701,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,6,4,0,3,3,0,11,0,0,1,0,10,13,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,0,6,1,4,9,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,33,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715756477644751,0.0,0.3520667080756565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4007541790026911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173436102480232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3766011455385954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33888968993219937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40105134479063503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618799517347729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512723255457291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pucky_the_whale,2019/01/09,"Worried about interview So I have an interview for a new position at the company I currently work for. It is on Monday. I have felt pretty good about it all week until I found out a coworker of mine is also being interviewed. I don’t know why but this has shot my confidence and now has me nervous for my interview. 

I know I was not going to be the only one who applied but putting a face to it and having it someone I’m friendly with has made second guess my ability to get the position. Has this happened to anyone else?",4.4926549865229095,5.154549801886791,6.345902964959572,76.53669811320755,69.84905660377359,10.208086253369274,32.123989218328845,10.290406445055957,3.4302819407008087,413,18,79,11,7,144,72,106,0.04,0.813,0.147,0.91,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,7,0,13,1,1,1,1,14,23,7,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,4,1,12,2,15,17,1,11,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,6,65,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846902134044292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614852442375178,0.2366350316448371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929286533350545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22174771573916746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532241811251837,0.1784309931195713,0.0,0.12066156970137955,0.0,0.13125391007391124,0.1937094640754194,0.0,0.0,0.2544168865099911,0.0,0.20422785988524908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253847585537136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21852997936540874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22305244412928701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15649734270859772,0.17564748432351304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349586460557503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321680131682857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956827424951914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852537398792399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20839598119775932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681339699304489,0.23454040455872666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,manydog1,2019/01/09,"My anxiety has taken over my life Since 6th grade (11th now) I’ve suffered from anxiety that I’ve been able to control for some time now but now I feel hopeless I also suffer from ibs and I get so anxious going somewhere that I feel as if I can’t leave my house anymore. My life is just so sad right now and I hate it I wanna be able to do what all the other teens are doing. My anxiety also gets so bad that I’m always nauseous which doesn’t help my situation. I’ve misssd school, missed trips, also misssd my chance to join sheriff explorers program in my home city Modesto. I just feel lost and I don’t know what to do anymore.",1.0181493506493524,3.1996810530303037,2.6583549783549785,92.7968181818182,83.16666666666667,5.286580086580087,21.549783549783545,6.5431188927421005,0.3558510822510823,497,16,107,5,14,163,82,132,0.282,0.659,0.058,-0.9872,0,0,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,0,0,2,12,8,1,0,1,0,11,2,0,1,1,16,23,12,0,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,8,3,0,1,5,0,0,3,3,8,0,0,3,3,17,0,11,19,2,11,0,6,0,0,1,3,0,2,5,67,25,3,0.3202166042463309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3841156540870773,0.13322293337513869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36744723866558177,0.18087680838285855,0.3175688266440211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368374454459567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795750751163933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428667048090418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729995926576213,0.0,0.09099323779386527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15807380102245472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731721997499584,0.0,0.16060168146254727,0.0,0.0,0.1847434840980027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799133565305624,0.0,0.0,0.169531574134613,0.0,0.0,0.22617845750923216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747771251207817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673161519628313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16203814952294104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244324202982435,0.1799684398613285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336043852487652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bickingbackbeinbool,2019/01/09,"I spent the last 6 months losing sleep at night and trying to find another job to avoid the performance review I had today. I had horrible anxiety about my 9 month performance review. When I found out it was a thing I got scared shitless and started looking for another job off and on to avoid having to face the performance review. I realize that this sounds ridiculous, extremely dramatic, and is counterproductive. However, at the time it made complete sense. 

I had the performance review today and it lasted all of 15 minutes and was no big deal at all. This has made me realize that I have a really big problem with handling criticism even when its meant to be constructive and I need to take some serious steps to start dealing with this issue. Whether it be medication or therapy, I need to do something about it. 

The reality of how severe my anxiety actually is has finally hit me. This is embarrassing. 

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anxiety,nick_430,2019/01/09,"Believable excuse for not going to a party? A good friend of mine invited to his birthday party but I really don’t want to go. 
I’m very afraid that I will have a panic attack because for multiple reasons I don’t feel comfortable with the whole situation (location, other people etc). 
It’s far from home so it’s not that I can leave whenever I want, that specifically scares me the most 

I need a believable excuse so that he does not get offended and everyone does not have any suspects on me

Any good ideas please?",4.0489356435643575,5.782567495049509,5.690185643564359,76.75329826732674,72.06930693069306,9.802475247524754,27.476485148514854,10.125756701596842,3.000553465346536,411,15,76,12,8,140,68,101,0.134,0.617,0.249,0.8370000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,9,2,3,6,0,6,0,0,1,0,15,14,4,0,3,5,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,0,4,0,0,2,6,5,0,0,0,1,10,4,9,13,3,4,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,0,49,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23636180072936305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19770743475989716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593874581244624,0.0,0.0,0.3915961485890324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30416378589953325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19381808428158365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16606061818887732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787176604687101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342671562417368,0.0,0.09079636641719356,0.0,0.197533947921514,0.2915280403229975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17432220762381334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19618400595128305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18401499907071506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12886061961283501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20390122207301467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048180066587733,0.0,0.0,0.19076558516389835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133219591889347,0.17868164900180425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17399078189951056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19534350732533529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433922096729594,0.20500777055480784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19402661958472506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Stitch82,2019/01/09,"I cannot get out of the house. Trying to walk to the park, but I keep procrastinating.

I wanted to go play basketball, but I don't know what I would do if I walked over there with a basketball and the court had people on it.
I could go with a basketball and if people are there, I can go sit by the pool building... But that would look weird because it's a huge court with 2 basketball goals. Also every time I see people at the basketball court, they're black and if I walk away, it would look like I walked away because I'm racist.

So instead, I decided I'd go to the park just to draw and cjill, but I would likely pass a lot of people because school is getting out but I feel like if I wait until later, I'll be too tired or lose motivation or something.",5.98485849056604,4.528842855345914,6.707161949685537,82.37508254716981,66.9874213836478,9.962578616352204,29.308962264150942,8.841846274778883,1.90998679245283,590,15,133,8,8,196,87,159,0.097,0.8009999999999999,0.102,-0.0772,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,7,6,0,0,10,0,13,1,0,1,0,34,28,18,0,10,12,0,1,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,5,9,0,2,4,2,0,9,2,2,0,0,1,5,15,4,19,21,1,21,0,1,4,0,0,8,0,7,6,85,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824328828641653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778379689037552,0.0,0.0,0.2704015641215759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805387871008978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457811076821808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476226882801673,0.1056309452811698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450110223273592,0.0,0.3361281281018149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17061015465111753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142442798827653,0.0,0.0,0.08125978275781914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21671023154670604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24832969035133146,0.16541709877987848,0.0,0.12570496523328833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4100289854404986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14964183383498694,0.11782497727038088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382956270197085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621813609716121,0.16994288732464796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038697926972842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721143743643173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42014093975830014,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CammysComicCorner,2019/01/09,"Fiancee feels helpless with her anxiety medication, weight gain. Is exercise pointless? ***NOTE: I'm not looking for a diagnosis or where to find prescription drugs. This is primarily about the side-effects of her medication (Cymbalta)***

Hi there, my fiancee has been battling with anxiety for a few years now, trying all sorts of medications (I'll have to ask her for a list of what she's tried). She's currently on Cymbalta, and when she started taking it she definitely felt that it helped her anxiety. Only problem is, she started to notice some weight gain (even though it's not a typical side-effect of the drug). While she would love to switch to something else in that similar class, her doctor hasn't been very helpful, and told her there's no miracle pill out there that will help with her anxiety without any side-effects.

She's a very tiny girl, having been the same weight practically since high school (she's 25), so she's very unsettled about gaining weight. I for one don't see it, but she noticed when certain outfits weren't fitting, or when she looks in a mirror. She does yoga and wants to start working out again on a regular basis, but is scared that the workouts won't matter if the pill is making her gain weight. She's already cutting back on the little she already eats (to which I've scolded her for).

Can anyone share their experiences working out while on medication that has weight gain as a side effect? Does the pill counteract the exercise, or are the results of working out noticeable? ",5.575493984070494,7.348827786476868,5.795831215048299,77.3423013048636,68.28825622775801,9.053448568039316,32.59803423148619,9.48565724429506,3.1780959498390096,1212,54,212,26,21,385,152,281,0.081,0.816,0.103,0.9064,1,0,3,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,1,9,15,8,2,1,17,0,20,20,0,3,2,35,35,17,0,4,9,0,8,0,2,3,12,0,0,1,12,10,7,0,4,4,0,0,8,5,0,1,6,11,26,3,34,26,4,28,0,1,3,1,35,15,0,7,13,141,38,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17984200393777866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055412765687071146,0.0,0.2493439793344373,0.0,0.0,0.05697638290581671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761777110277537,0.0,0.0,0.06265712909257648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340360836624901,0.14261658649184156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889940451977975,0.08337975572990894,0.06807047218353701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05382024051674026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970821236319754,0.0,0.0,0.04120139182760507,0.0,0.07823862062506427,0.0,0.0744760442039891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638535405733815,0.08609364271108093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166962956381263,0.0,0.0,0.13685417838414826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735436214311178,0.0,0.05439203853061867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283512752932545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783144988432038,0.0,0.0,0.05521651568853548,0.06197320610012006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797038145110151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158095258503544,0.08246742543113139,0.06493319600510049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06740544259551344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627313280879367,0.0,0.0,0.17302704254946633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06126676862629817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005884648050639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778626503703676,0.0,0.11064627470833993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20170160046437607,0.04806211290795586,0.0,0.0,0.5953625089335498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854887523158474,0.0,0.17796670207481452,0.0,0.0,0.057884785176934635,0.0,0.0,0.05247383076361309
anxiety,SwedishLibertarian,2019/01/09,"How do you get rid of it? I'm sick of it. Constant muscle tension. Constant flashbacks. Not being able to sleep properly. Constant fear that something will go horribly wrong. I can distract myself from it now and then but just for a bit and then it all comes back. I'm sick of having to alter the way I live my life because I'm not in control. I just want it to be over. 
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anxiety,RedSaucin,2019/01/09,"Can anyone relate? My anxiety isn't everyday life anxiety, My anxiety isn't social anxiety... It's more deep psychological. Does anyone have reality Anxiety like why am I here? Why am I human? Why am I anything? Why am I on this planet...why does my own reality feel so foreign.... please help me, I've been dealing with this for months now. I'm scared :(",0.8792647058823491,3.45399780882353,4.241411764705884,76.7653529411765,92.97058823529413,8.014117647058821,24.44705882352941,8.548686976883017,2.7074011764705883,273,12,50,9,10,99,44,68,0.189,0.698,0.112,-0.5451,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,9,1,0,0,0,2,11,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,8,1,3,10,2,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,28,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5575097000241711,0.0,0.0,0.20383013844295111,0.0,0.11994369195202158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15026668680946004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25510182540848403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07369795143143122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976962972963968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029508490436614,0.0712083798846149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634000412796675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599948818907135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592587324473688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148578552603792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6576046916710359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Juliahejhej,2019/01/09,"Generalized anxiety disorder Anyone have some advice on how to cope with it? I got the diagnosis for not so long ago, just wanna know if somone knows some good advice! Sorry for my bad english, not my first language lmao ",2.8885365853658564,5.831327121951222,4.300682926829271,78.83395121951222,82.65853658536584,7.182439024390242,22.83414634146341,8.238735603445708,1.8892107317073168,176,6,30,4,5,58,36,41,0.189,0.6759999999999999,0.135,-0.1759,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,12,4,3,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,3,1,6,3,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5420205246089937,0.2458422953143733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21216185462982234,0.0,0.0,0.1939203039858995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315646018686287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178519428050721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23590249785454145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326169077293548,0.2218115341524242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30483404961164445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454342964527977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31045578570727456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Crimsonmoon99000,2019/01/09,"Just created a new account because my friends found out my username I have this really bad thing with being paranoid people will find private info about me out. I accidentally sent a screenshot to my friends in a group chat that had my Reddit username in it and I had to create a new account because I didn’t want them seeing all the crazy stuff I post in anxiety sub Reddits.

I didn’t want to delete my old account so I went through the whole thing and deleted every post I’ve made to an anxiety sub Reddit so they can’t see them.  Then I also have this ridiculous thought that if my friends facebooks were to be hacked the hacker would find my Reddit and use my posts and comments to black mail me. I sound and feel crazy at this point. ",4.824081632653062,5.785857836734698,4.9933401360544245,85.44511224489797,69.27210884353741,7.240544217687075,31.026530612244898,7.1686216300943375,1.7781461224489794,590,24,116,5,10,185,87,147,0.145,0.75,0.105,-0.7156,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,3,0,5,5,1,0,8,0,12,0,0,2,1,22,23,10,0,4,2,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,9,8,0,0,6,1,3,2,3,2,0,0,10,5,22,3,15,9,2,16,0,0,3,0,11,7,0,1,4,79,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222785865231027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23384774180339465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276168595977415,0.1863423829393642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12877615241269336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728161284471488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793900185926373,0.0,0.0,0.16758359226181782,0.3542565326694341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446229929394131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952319141392362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038218664646428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596154251557792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14448528968720997,0.0,0.4391417578115408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791463230142107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435909027264458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17496776117547969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20308314327350044,0.0,0.0,0.12133964064579225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320065943547188,0.0,0.0,0.1803005887661792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168625823314013,0.0,0.17064286711066315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857471942601077,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mrmojorisin17,2019/01/09,"Physical symptoms/shortage of breath Hi,

Just curious if anyone else has physical anxiety? I have GAD and lately I have been better mentally. But I feel like my body is still on fight or flee mode constantly.

The most annoying thing is the feeling of tight chest / troubles to breath. I feel almost all the time a feeling like someone sits on my chest. And that I can’t breath easily. Don’t know how to describe it but my chest feels tight on the upper chest/ throat area.

It might relate also to my issues with upper back though. I do exercise and play all kind of sports and can run up to 10 miles etc. But the feeling just is there. Some days better, some worse.

Anyone else with similar issues? ",3.091084959816304,5.506384514925376,3.752388059701495,86.51896096440873,76.98507462686567,7.108151549942595,22.99425947187141,8.139509932561175,1.4000133180252583,551,17,104,10,13,174,85,134,0.08,0.775,0.145,0.7239,0,0,0,0,1,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,8,9,2,0,6,0,12,10,9,1,2,30,19,12,0,1,7,0,8,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,2,7,3,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,8,10,6,13,17,6,17,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,7,8,68,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15018781564449507,0.0,0.0,0.11994255374491425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473773511473664,0.0,0.0,0.2097453051673672,0.3073536976086433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532882566586995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26529821103897805,0.0,0.1665989724746136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620799659663309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967275972393256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505856151771468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16727236869029408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4550200308338134,0.2142979194019634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31308971017635656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15618578078810355,0.08242756102250104,0.0,0.16918905349567978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465497053916059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511491034060614,0.15910985700083122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708138361011198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197778187211897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964304003745034,0.0,0.14735901377030836,0.0,0.087457170487097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15284702321772595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,musicforcars75,2019/01/09,"I can't show it. Hey there
it's my first time posting and I thought 'do I cry again or do something different? And well, here I am.

Also, there's a very very very few usage of curse words if that would cause problems for you.

I was diagnosed with bell's palsy since May. I have recovered with a 80 percentage, but still there is some residue. I can't fully smile and if I did, my eyes would just close. There's a very visible asymmetry in my face still. Doctors say it probably would be another 6 months till the nerves recover.

Anxiety makes it worse for me now to handle life. I can't have a decent conversation with someone and not think about how fucked up my face looks. Whenever I'm the center of the attention in the room or it's one-on-one meet, I rest my face on my hand as if I smiled or made an expression that I know will look fucked up, my hand would push my face in the direction I want to help with the asymmetry thing. 

I'm beginning to have more breakdowns and attacks. I can't be happy with the world anymore. I lost myself, I can't show happiness or that I'm sympathizing with someone for example. It just won't show on my face. 

Few days ago I said screw it and took a photo with my friends, but then when we all went to see it and they brought the phone up close: I looked hideous.

My mental health is in its lowest and I just wanna get better. I can't mive on; accept that this may be the end of the line for my recovery and if I did, i just would avoid every mirror and not take any pictures, and then I'll be fine but that is just plain denial.

I don't know what to do. I hate being angry all the time at the world. I hate that people would take my bell's lightly. I hate that I can't smile without my hand or freaking take just a damn picture.

I just want my face back. God damn it.",1.959289473684212,3.4940308631579,3.294407894736846,92.59398026315792,77.21052631578948,6.9605263157894735,22.40131578947368,7.756953410329674,0.7570000000000006,1408,40,324,21,32,459,184,380,0.213,0.6940000000000001,0.093,-0.9945,2,1,1,0,0,0,39.0,1,1,1,3,23,20,9,1,19,0,36,17,10,4,2,70,66,30,0,14,22,0,3,0,1,10,4,2,1,0,20,21,0,1,6,3,0,4,12,13,1,1,10,11,48,7,35,41,7,39,0,1,5,3,12,17,5,12,17,214,68,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744593194151648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888915970649568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670843542101821,0.10344154032413123,0.07546582282280156,0.0,0.09783279182854628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222689573774047,0.0,0.0758545975773272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724657049162153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133917050215707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083607311963008,0.0636201133658312,0.0,0.0,0.10012613814293404,0.0,0.10306667303803788,0.0,0.10097090691422016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737327938464885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311560528088309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391035295957837,0.0,0.0,0.07621557663141948,0.18239787394007706,0.05153976308297617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21002629832620848,0.0,0.29218487404581683,0.0,0.10485872905964837,0.0,0.0,0.06612200166108304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084292575519174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967834400952216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485196523950355,0.0,0.10768647715854228,0.0,0.0,0.09334358396708364,0.06584863133538278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941447289386236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787402814546948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06684676808264857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839044013719255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447798193681564,0.0,0.10635975423177506,0.09439327964077963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938373017621075,0.07844923661442088,0.0,0.0,0.0786100723686073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160304815513934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16716908643885955,0.07594442510398224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15756161888111006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22251415663225824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06553767160796732,0.06320996745329394,0.0,0.07831587982625404,0.11504545258737847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096020992130709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255813335318359,0.11637086748620265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886968373497955,0.09144813610590652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509362154209317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053123640280094,0.42046233037191255,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,un1c0rnthug,2019/01/09,"I feel like I can’t escape this. Today I had a panic attack in class triggered by an overreaction from my boyfriend. 

I ended up going to bathroom to try to contact him but no luck. I’m not sure where he is but I know deep down he’s probably sleeping and just ignoring me to brush it off. But the anxious part of me is telling he’s off doing the worst possible thing to destroy us. 

I feel extremely pained because he’s the only person I have since i’ve shut everyone out. 

I’m only on speaking terms with my Mom, grandparents, an uncle and a close cousin but I can only talk to them about so much you know? 

I’ve cut my Dad and sister out of my like recently because of how toxic and annoying they can be...

And I know I made the right choice in doing that but I’m so depressed about the whole situation because I feel completely alone right now. 

I don’t know what to do.. I have this grow project i’m supposed to start, I have classwork and homework to catch up on but i’m just laying in bed crying to myself and beating myself up about the way I am because I don’t understand why I am like this. 

I don’t know how to feel about anything and i’m struggling so hard to not go back to self harm and i’m hopeless..",2.2069579831932766,3.690981964705884,3.907282913165268,88.67705882352944,76.41176470588233,6.739495798319329,25.47619047619048,7.447530270364453,1.1663837535014006,951,34,205,12,21,319,134,255,0.238,0.7120000000000001,0.05,-0.9948,1,1,0,0,0,1,19.0,1,1,2,1,14,17,4,2,10,0,18,2,1,4,1,40,39,20,0,0,10,4,5,3,0,0,1,1,2,2,7,13,0,1,10,0,0,4,7,12,0,0,2,7,31,5,36,36,5,31,0,2,0,0,19,19,0,1,10,134,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774586545223954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934217176287056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150055364806523,0.0,0.0,0.14032015664952374,0.0,0.094842942457489,0.0,0.3007543226831005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12932250104782628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548619229078926,0.0,0.0,0.1062349087821622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924504477863384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178592600014176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24946315229351795,0.08811606777946601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019702673097462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049085511437826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389296813624699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807770762691204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670986921974055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444575094415159,0.0,0.0,0.09067109527669344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28142310245536817,0.13124535629619188,0.14471611276056212,0.0,0.13356815211207004,0.0,0.0,0.10769811040139124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390503904749371,0.0,0.0,0.13298431964013266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217860613054206,0.0,0.0,0.2106680273765908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867336279974778,0.0,0.0,0.10203037716525834,0.13864239137818402,0.12343180219339152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730261598730463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12894459732393485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162490591316612,0.0,0.0,0.09913821065937764,0.1078069786832346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194342618159434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691448173704545,0.0,0.0,0.08374161422073452,0.0,0.0,0.1284041272145887,0.14836611204994565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790371441195887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129762507706498,0.1377077482562565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EverybodyGetsCheese,2019/01/09,"I've been unable to work all week while still showing up. I just sit in my office panicking for 9 hours. I feel trapped, alone, like no one understands me and that I'm the reason everything in my life is so fucked up.    


I can't talk to my wife because we're separating.

I can't talk to my best friend because I just cut him out of my life yesterday over my anxiety/depression keeping me in the same spot in life where I can't ever get any fucking better.  Long story short, argument escalated very quickly.  

I can't talk to my dad or my brother because they just don't understand.  They're masculine men and don't believe in having feelings.  

I can't talk to my mom because she doesn't understand and she's got to take care of her cousin who's on his death-bed.   

I have a therapist that I see through the VA but I only get to talk to her during my appointments every 2-3 weeks.  

I've been off my medication for a month because my MD figured out it was causing my gout.  (Gout's gone now though?)

I have my first appointment with a medication-providing pyschiatrist today - the last appointment was over 6 months ago due to work shuffling me around where I can't make a reliable appointment.    


I just feel helpless and I'm worked up into a panic.  I just wanted to get all this out.",4.077069927069928,5.003979463320466,5.375334620334623,82.15228549978552,70.96911196911196,9.153238953238953,29.83290433290433,9.444778638647367,2.564065465465465,1007,40,207,22,18,337,145,259,0.095,0.8590000000000001,0.046,-0.8925,0,2,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,6,14,10,3,1,9,0,17,6,0,3,3,33,38,9,0,1,7,5,3,1,1,0,4,0,0,1,5,10,0,1,8,1,0,1,10,5,0,2,6,4,39,5,33,32,4,39,0,1,1,2,20,20,2,1,18,130,44,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504708010031718,0.0,0.0,0.11105111192898068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07291559305877819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545156419434048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268119660190952,0.0,0.0,0.12080406108682835,0.11252434964150214,0.09483038936037798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932140867958763,0.1101479742071943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235136263837587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698970955778097,0.09034034422552513,0.0,0.09636548368148136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626461276227833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120417453300028,0.0,0.0,0.08284053764585866,0.19825262250169134,0.1680594127594835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575635297742479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559345659008962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095305090042613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740138696500553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272051883017187,0.05238394020264557,0.0,0.0,0.0948893403573351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157245623748616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080163012653955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557875742733346,0.1711693997052074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265735500020838,0.08154823208180835,0.0,0.12580356459449255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024351959989497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544317247493878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562875069216633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061865733988771,0.430910561739061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449463883384325,0.0,0.0,0.10534645218204312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163525176753016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348700418515277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847053945306674,0.06324314303552657,0.0,0.17201629766436566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341797502001902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sdeaner6,2019/01/09,"Panic attack has been lasting for days - Could it be something else? This past Sunday night I had a severe panic attack - I've had panic attacks before, but this one lasted for hours with so many symptoms that I couldn't help but associate with a heart attack (heart pain, numbness in left arm and jaw, heart palpitations, trembling, trouble breathing, nausea, bloated stomach). Even though I knew it was an attack, after two and a half hours I brought myself to an emergency room (which I've never done before) because I couldn't calm down and was afraid something else might be wrong. They did an EKG/ECG, a chest x-ray, and blood tests and said that everything looked fine and normal and gave me some atavin to help calm down (the first time I've ever taken medication to help with anxiety). 

It's been three days since then and I'm still having symptoms that scare me. They're not as severe as Sunday, but still pretty bad. The panic symptoms come and go as well - like sometimes I'll feel like I'm finally going back to normal, but then everything comes back. And now I can't get it out of my head that something is still wrong with my heart and the doctors missed something. 

Please give me some advice on how to calm down (deep belly breathing barely works for me right now) or if you've had similar experiences so I don't fell alone in this fear.

I don't know if I should go back to the hospital because I'm sure they'll just re affirm that nothing is wrong except a panic attack..",7.451562500000001,6.7288318645833325,6.934805555555558,79.54075000000002,63.6875,9.207777777777778,30.65833333333333,8.021203637495839,2.0284691666666665,1179,33,223,11,15,367,159,288,0.28600000000000003,0.643,0.071,-0.9971,0,1,4,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,2,2,16,31,6,9,12,0,24,19,12,1,3,44,43,27,0,8,10,0,1,2,0,3,7,1,1,0,13,18,0,0,3,0,0,7,7,23,1,5,14,3,18,8,26,21,2,44,0,1,1,0,8,11,0,6,28,137,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06608355410428975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004036319237812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05173386896893048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4616074907857649,0.0,0.15600115383240898,0.0564650643340967,0.08244862531491329,0.0,0.11508985521688375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165079914643554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0539940294596308,0.0,0.0,0.08722662751281796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06921829607873907,0.0,0.06920509672360366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298604916778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04466647685982151,0.06117178266251513,0.0,0.0,0.12155616200541172,0.06615141420542538,0.0,0.0760982924862063,0.03419384597673336,0.048312181130162835,0.0,0.07408121240930836,0.0,0.05752282348183613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0353319058918256,0.06487322708764401,0.11530060839112102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06940400621019653,0.0,0.0,0.32054955902081833,0.13598527818069375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331963979800265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03716559889475188,0.11024878148831986,0.0,0.0,0.07347607989395455,0.0,0.0,0.06607750491660998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05678898805797901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06856236711912865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06812629644054277,0.0,0.07174072667126451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05215750562361715,0.0,0.0,0.06346262115526644,0.1325186635526506,0.0648891766736439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045825273105474414,0.0,0.07195906019937018,0.3967239589968749,0.0,0.0,0.06455687377786773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423327571766752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06880017217957357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057752417654545675,0.06432801620884307,0.0,0.06770563817358399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15279674663028542,0.0,0.055941103440109295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20824785526955533,0.06688405530926322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16201914669772308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06373690681517903,0.2108685913500649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644241236033269,0.0,0.039433389493425466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606098506450123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06080408839094286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049232689558933666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22181594814784544,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ohhh-no,2019/01/09,"How to tell someone who invited you out, that your anxiety is particularly bad today? When you deep down want to go out, but your anxiety is preventing you, telling you it's a terrible idea.",7.3258333333333345,7.218166583333337,8.474444444444442,66.36500000000001,63.72222222222222,13.866666666666667,40.22222222222222,13.023866798666859,5.698488888888887,151,8,28,6,2,52,28,36,0.276,0.696,0.029,-0.8379,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,6,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,5,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,2,20,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4923824535221261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26870604759721683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18289757942490004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632953240485696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726768285793745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5625692899782179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050474922047392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18981762574131145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lunalavendermoon,2019/01/09,Is using the word “cute” ok Ok so I’m a little anxious right now because I referred to someone’s song that they made as “cute” and now I feel like it came off as condescending and I don’t want to come off life a dick I was sincerely trying to me nice and thoughtful; now I’m anxious about it ,1.9157142857142841,3.1304599365079397,3.7462222222222223,90.64600000000004,76.61904761904762,6.309841269841268,25.29841269841269,6.742157984588678,0.7939422222222219,228,8,52,2,5,77,44,63,0.102,0.578,0.32,0.9254,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,0,3,2,3,2,1,2,0,12,12,6,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,2,6,7,8,8,0,9,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,4,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5920802761727979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15974229138739288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997135947444147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22573152008748584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249956046709174,0.1872074515779473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850925566186276,0.12802362688552607,0.2626413706117845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24795656162626314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22378792839933848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22203278533959128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20803718324444676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17791368344446912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22632570784855302,0.0,0.0,0.15456295413683496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheAnxiousZombie,2019/01/09,"My [23F] anxiety cripples my ability to apply for jobs and just to plan for the future I'm posting this because I need to vent and I just hope I'm not alone in this situation.

In May it'll be almost a year since I graduated college. I have GAD and mild depression. I currently work at a doggy daycare, live with my mom and younger brother, and have been on 20 mg of Prozac for almost 4 years now I think. I also own 3 rats and had first adopted rats while in school to help calm me down during panic attacks or overwhelming anxiety.

Anyways the current job I have now is just temporary. My boyfriend [24M] (we've been together for almost 3.5 years) just got done applying to grad schools and is waiting to hear back from them. However once he starts receiving responses we're either going to stay here in Massachusetts or move to Texas depending on what schools accept him. 

The thing is though now that it's 2019 all these major changes are most likely going to happen in the Fall. Because of that I'm trying to look for jobs and internships (I want to work in animal care and management at an AZA accredited zoo) in MA and TX. Unfortunately every time I get into it my anxiety starts overwhelming me and just trying to look for jobs and internships and plan for the future makes me freak out and panic and then I panic even more because this isn't stuff I can keep procrastinating on. I hate it and end up getting mad and upset and anxious over the fact that I can't even do these simple tasks and try to prepare myself for the adult world.

I have no idea if any of this makes sense and I just am currently hating myself and this stupid condition I have. I never feel normal because of it...

tldr: my anxiety prevents me from making a clear cut plan for the near future and I hate it",4.850378787878785,5.834918431818185,5.785113636363636,79.70912878787881,69.22727272727272,9.048484848484847,28.87121212121212,9.2995712137729,2.422692803030303,1416,50,273,28,24,467,197,352,0.15,0.779,0.071,-0.9822,8,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,6,16,20,7,6,12,0,21,1,0,4,4,60,49,29,0,5,11,3,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,19,25,0,3,4,0,0,5,5,15,0,1,5,4,33,5,47,41,6,47,0,3,2,0,10,19,0,10,22,183,52,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676668511865154,0.09228228463163528,0.0,0.07125443908660008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06059207689012485,0.0,0.27264962108626484,0.100659335707573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013658218185408,0.0,0.06851355525424847,0.0,0.2172617948282098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908449197568843,0.0,0.09425757484868268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767429932494886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118177209141624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891748418759402,0.0,0.0,0.1177014036820115,0.0,0.07507185848685036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04505239669314833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757896922205534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310371470039476,0.0,0.10127687404594557,0.0,0.07126261085521339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879216409867004,0.0,0.0,0.26390785992881244,0.0,0.0,0.10042386863528363,0.0,0.05972285871940616,0.0,0.0,0.08849789618717238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058475046755824,0.0,0.0,0.35367796922953754,0.07919750908735244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04353049326510666,0.0,0.07867825882328383,0.0,0.1496456420568432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17842783373074814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435460244655144,0.0,0.09470079582551952,0.0,0.0660676348512863,0.06872057139987152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730055407751228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489019184292882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31362424438418235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533460914006195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705264312670617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737056833370289,0.10015382163546846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613300366482516,0.09497034597144192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199990262662888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059195078852931377,0.057092644823745674,0.08754177348006577,0.0,0.05195580244533092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18148221357315808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05255437451482757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297339095338347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17213533825239552
anxiety,Userur,2019/01/09,"Having an anxiety attack I can't stop the anxiety. First, this morning I woke up feeling rather calm. I went down to have breakfast and my mom stressed me out and triggered my anxiety. I got an anxiety attack during breakfast, which actually happens most of the time that I eat breakfast at home. The anxiety is tangible but intense. My chest feels very tight. I find it hard to concentrate on anything as my focus scatters. I feel detached from myself, though not depersonalized or anything like that. I'm at a library where people are really noisy and I am noise sensitive, and anytime I engage in something that I'm emotionally invested in, and am exposed to loud triggering noises like people talking in the background, I get anxiety. I still want to do what I set out to, like writing this post, but can scarcely enjoy the process and find relief in it due to the environment I'm in. I feel like I am suffocating, not just psychically but mostly emotionally. ",5.89413298565841,7.638351259887012,6.786666666666665,70.65606258148631,67.47457627118644,9.73993915688831,36.21425467188179,10.035473477838034,4.100362364189482,771,40,125,19,13,256,109,177,0.114,0.7170000000000001,0.16899999999999998,0.9448,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,5,11,2,1,9,0,10,5,1,2,0,30,23,12,0,2,8,1,6,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,9,8,4,2,6,0,1,1,3,3,0,1,3,7,20,8,21,20,2,21,0,0,0,0,3,13,0,3,9,89,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.12226396802818836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5750743450960961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20620430488990046,0.0,0.0,0.2850685964165531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282019015087496,0.0,0.2818664705227626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533994843648264,0.0895064699306815,0.0,0.0,0.22902370965752694,0.10657073950839263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06545831917172434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020503996821016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107926282511638,0.0,0.11223431378783112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567505898780512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448394615419457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14673693516883507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17371920206880967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999220652923825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026332662986238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645357526704644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000559385704662,0.10474719452266086,0.14351809941003446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070253354443236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309578340148965,0.0,0.07305700981391901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337652703394948,0.07389868453545888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614413654254722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ColtAzayaka,2019/01/09,"I can't get away from it My school keeps pushing me and pushing me. Why did I think going to one of the UK's top schools was REMOTELY a good idea? 

I'm so fucking stressed all the time. A* A* A* A* is all they ever need. 

It's always on my mind 

""You should be doing more work"" 

""Why are you relaxing? Work more"" 

I want to end it and escape from the constant feeling of being chased by my own thoughts. ",-1.5277728085867643,0.4429194069767489,0.8481395348837246,100.76457066189629,99.11627906976744,3.5763864042933813,18.243291592128802,5.369823440869387,-0.5864658318425762,303,10,73,2,13,101,61,86,0.034,0.816,0.15,0.7953,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,1,3,4,4,1,1,8,0,9,1,0,0,3,14,19,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,4,1,0,3,1,2,0,1,3,1,11,2,9,13,5,10,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,4,50,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17214719268637818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943778641608997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235721741465271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18324115094200466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871418266567834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460866952023336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19126440363429156,0.10809031746451886,0.0,0.1175790837419072,0.17352764032170967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335511025551311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838913501399692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20889766408891308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534046551888046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019250286226412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.418762923796653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369892341176403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325653251053693,0.0,0.16424577465178533,0.12063791865902496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220277632044438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37336805449727506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30123351173583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tkgehrig,2019/01/09,"Wellbutrin? I have GAD, and what I think to be components of BPD...My Dr. currently has me on 5 mg buspar 2x daily.  I am intrigued by wellbutrin-I've heard a lot of success stories---However, I've also heard some horror stories with prescribing it to someone with an anxiety disorder.  Anyone wanting to share their thoughts?experiences??",4.258692493946731,7.496974966101696,5.497142857142858,70.66305084745764,79.0,8.11719128329298,33.85230024213075,8.841846274778883,3.96595205811138,269,15,39,7,7,89,49,59,0.151,0.7509999999999999,0.098,-0.4871,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,7,8,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,5,2,9,5,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,1,26,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869010230088954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744511647813518,0.0,0.0,0.2508540161309604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4518468904352301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4111711602591051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509370755068812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30500575250723216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039770108669456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298795473824244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21160651890854845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kimoly,2019/01/09,"Can (relationship) anxiety change your perception of someone? Hey guys,

Do you think that (relationship) anxiety can change the way you see someone? If your brain associates them as a danger or as something that is a threat, that it does everything it can so you break up with them? :( That you're no longer able to see them in a positive way?

Does that make sense? Or did anyone every experience that? ",4.172778864970645,6.814565260273973,4.641526418786693,80.35958904109589,74.4794520547945,9.102935420743641,26.866927592954998,9.606745405546679,2.7882461839530333,316,12,58,9,7,100,48,73,0.196,0.76,0.043,-0.8924,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,5,3,0,1,2,2,0,4,0,6,1,1,1,0,7,10,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,8,0,7,9,0,5,0,0,2,0,12,2,0,3,0,38,16,0,0.18238648939058932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279050330340053,0.0,0.0,0.1275288740790031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20360364099344475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38588144437956395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192152918931351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15366848357635687,0.0,0.1639172163155362,0.1784089838474268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18059129925969747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174439792251887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3916296667345459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29067683677183004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090709611882349,0.14041003013054354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168658979578251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28953981177191884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,space_redmorning,2019/01/09,"Returning to Work After FMLA Leave for Anxiety The latter half of last year, I was having a rough time at work (overtime + part-time Masters, dealing with a difficult coworker, personal issues, and not taking a significant vacation in three years) which accumulated into walking into my boss's office and having a meltdown (i.e. oversharing my feelings of incompetency, etc.). I went to a psychiatrist, who diagnosed me with GAD, prescribed me lexapro and lorezapam, and recommended I take medical leave for my anxiety. I resisted at first, but I kept panicking and finally look the leave for 6 weeks. 

During my leave, I was able to finish my masters, and return back to ""normal"". I returned last week and it seems like upper management was just worried about me and are still giving me a chance to grow in my career. But I'm trying to wrap up the project I was on so I can start fresh, and I think I've poured too much negative emotional energy into it because I'm panicking again just looking at it. I'm receiving so many chances, I don't want to  get fired for being a troublemaker.",8.842537313432837,7.9725224328358255,9.39128855721393,63.53200746268659,60.99004975124378,13.015124378109455,40.00049751243781,12.161744961471696,5.147113034825871,863,40,143,25,10,292,127,201,0.175,0.726,0.1,-0.9112,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,5,9,2,0,0,10,0,10,2,0,1,0,26,26,13,0,2,5,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,14,0,1,3,0,0,4,3,1,0,3,6,5,21,1,27,19,2,33,0,0,2,0,5,11,0,1,19,99,26,6,0.13299886423403073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20348753421026747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226791706601986,0.0,0.08107487318623786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371159890647546,0.0,0.13499104759344274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496058211055572,0.0,0.0,0.14832889028296214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06724822192546517,0.0,0.0,0.14569375483525593,0.0,0.11312876597496525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948641723659438,0.1275846295611043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881626007059672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168236509453604,0.0,0.5633063748153657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06497652703262416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22337109867337598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483997333612754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13398236352561707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977694682574652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303106486166909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402480932074985,0.0,0.0,0.11612947824381673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107717091065665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941372806462444,0.0,0.10621306477893364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19999718798222527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522030194240279,0.0,0.0,0.07755270728339753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029749854017176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844617600698305,0.0,0.21336733304143665,0.0,0.0,0.1232912796035491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936495143424048,0.13506680254816034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17129381605533364
anxiety,kathrinprince,2019/01/09,"Help Everyone thinks I’m going to fail my GCSE. They all pennend  they think I can pass but they don‘t Think I can really. They think I will only be able to get 2,3,4 that’s it they want to force me to do BTEC that I don‘t what to do and I need help to pass these exams
I feel like giving up like it’s all for nothing ",0.02692152917504842,1.7373965211267617,1.8276861167002032,100.02450704225357,83.78873239436619,5.183903420523139,14.368209255533195,6.18269132825596,-0.9875649899396386,247,3,63,2,7,81,44,71,0.031,0.746,0.223,0.9217,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,5,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,2,11,19,2,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,5,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,1,13,2,8,17,2,4,0,1,0,0,8,1,0,0,2,39,19,2,0.2475104280774877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365068208544127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514870929223226,0.17682149927347915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931398305429848,0.2374345560065057,0.14066588015648962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318020452888677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418421858480536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18352584622621065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374929311335092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18824283379997528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15856151809316665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6343787531159917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14598806325416902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,solyy,2019/01/09,I made a new account to overcome anxiety After 2 years of lurking on reddit I finally made a new account to start actually using it. Right now only 12 hours have passed and this account has already more comments and karma than the old one and no one is hating me yeat. I feel like that is a battle against anxiety that I have won and I am proud of myself!,5.9520833333333325,5.5032100416666685,7.1633333333333375,75.765,66.6388888888889,9.422222222222222,34.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.9641833333333336,281,12,53,4,4,96,52,72,0.174,0.705,0.121,-0.2481,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,1,5,2,0,4,0,6,0,0,3,0,8,13,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,2,0,2,3,1,7,3,8,10,1,12,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,10,38,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.20862339824880224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359171507941809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32709000057970633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809615947213512,0.15272810316354082,0.0,0.23419110432720994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21106850546424108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21053523910354827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444459090455653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4045772217391137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4129499229808203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224331477903564,0.0,0.2897326046817932,0.16259318611439916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182571289375724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131817927153593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846416676553224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767058166556753
anxiety,hooisthere,2019/01/09,"Too scared to get out of bed in the morning I don’t even know what I’m scared about, but it feels like something heavy is on my chest and I feel fear in my head? I don’t know if that makes sense, but I can’t get out of bed in the morning because of it. 

Anyone feel like this? ",0.7195238095238103,1.6371644444444478,2.0605079365079355,102.73171428571432,79.15873015873015,5.04,18.949206349206353,3.1291,-0.9552641269841272,212,4,58,0,5,68,40,63,0.132,0.769,0.1,-0.264,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,3,2,0,4,2,2,1,0,12,13,4,0,1,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,3,6,2,11,13,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,1,2,34,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17339703672146886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15116949271527766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16379190368518048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27905232446750905,0.3761663458094412,0.3543213915584497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591240918781023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545043867288261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725723908637632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24230611147202244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16553206471599974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4965529473692035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19091114327196074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NeverSure88,2019/01/09,"I have a question for you guys. My question might seem a little bit silly but here it goes When you say you have “anxiety” do certain things trigger it or are you just always anxious? I was diagnosed with it and I have specific reasons that trigger it. 

For example, I wake up with palpitations and nausea constantly because of these reasons ",5.2052380952380926,7.2370225396825445,5.993841269841273,74.53171428571432,69.63492063492063,8.84952380952381,36.40952380952381,9.3871,3.878862857142858,272,15,44,6,5,89,45,63,0.092,0.865,0.043,-0.2475,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,7,2,1,4,1,16,8,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,7,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,9,2,6,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,5,2,38,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834345742317237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16864595824365738,0.24904916513641664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438611589688415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24067760293517015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23823139915702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22375517659167368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182831511219131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209518428952331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23386581819035826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.493915674841627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.453324845546392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17531309124380226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20069215137826826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464591919356147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,siskseshs,2019/01/09,"I can’t get over this, I can’t get over anything I’m still in school and I’ve been having a fu***ng hard-ass time with anxiety. My entire life I was the kid who was a “pleasure to have in class” and stuff like that, since my brother was the “problem child” with ADHD and like probably some other shit and my sisters were failing math so my dad would always joke about how I was the golden child and that’s not like a brag or anything it’s just now I feel terrible because ever since like, well always actually, I’ve been becoming more and more consumed by anxiety, I was always a shy kid I guess but it just kept getting worse and worse and worse and now I feel like I can’t do anything and none of my family understands it at all. I can barely get myself to school anymore because I get so swarmed with anxiety in the morning about going to school I get crazy physical symptoms and I feel like I’m dying. Now since I miss so much school my math teacher basically kicked me out of the class before break even though I wasn’t failing, she just didn’t want me to have “gaps” in my math but I knew not being in that class anymore and having to deal with telling people why I’m not in math is going to actually kill me, I haven’t been able to get to school since break ended and I feel horrible. I don’t know what I’m going to tell people; if I told the truth literally 0 people would get it and I’d only become more socially outcast and if I just told them I got kicked out of the class well, that’s no better! Everything in my life just feels like shit right now and honestly I’m starting to feel kinda suicidal, it just seems so much fucking easier to not feel like I’m dying every morning and not have to go back there and face all this crap. I don’t know what to do",3.768861788617887,4.439277289972903,4.908405420054201,86.16091707317074,71.49322493224932,7.9636205962059625,26.14211382113821,8.109356740369918,1.4069370406504067,1396,42,300,19,25,461,157,369,0.16699999999999998,0.7190000000000001,0.114,-0.9768,0,0,0,0,0,1,20.0,0,0,1,3,25,25,5,0,11,0,29,8,4,1,4,65,68,29,4,6,16,3,7,8,0,2,3,0,0,4,16,24,0,1,12,1,0,4,15,10,2,0,16,7,37,15,35,49,9,29,0,3,0,1,16,13,4,7,18,189,53,15,0.07166680228108549,0.0,0.13987292193164874,0.0,0.08612956937149624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17889756181708102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644747227530992,0.0,0.14214842083720056,0.0,0.0,0.17692701561010135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05510734722645512,0.0,0.08737483496668047,0.15830070508952962,0.06098317023179917,0.0,0.0,0.06338346267670744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388532627307112,0.0,0.0,0.14875765207779434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06347551498715069,0.0,0.0,0.047335247000947066,0.06482672566510488,0.06038237188565153,0.0,0.06440950078815208,0.0,0.06756108300854173,0.0,0.2536582200585133,0.2047951114772467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662548038853968,0.2995435700294836,0.0,0.16291958119379024,0.0,0.0573184886711667,0.0,0.0789490624993475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06419937804929625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928869840387942,0.0,0.07877240056977422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124076378054198,0.2801022365162226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536669152911113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054505832564559806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14905421102926744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726893417891867,0.06857545096993722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061203057567292087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3626531500821337,0.0,0.06524276517984706,0.0,0.0,0.14712988532382448,0.23713407772485634,0.0,0.0,0.07305527971234091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0507261315215593,0.0,0.057233200877457376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204134247962121,0.07839184970280902,0.0,0.0,0.07448924829854285,0.0,0.0,0.12527988807169158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704122693689366,0.0,0.04178948873925815,0.0,0.0,0.13696140158583453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460766864014053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04227093680820453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887412417529093,0.0,0.06466814200066331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21910378257190424,0.10182008023894702,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,darthcjd,2019/01/09,"Mornings Does anyone else have anxiety that is significantly worse in the mornings?  I’m not sure what to do, because many days I will go to bed feeling pretty good, but in the mornings I will wake up with horrible anxiety again.  Anyone have tips  or ideas for this?",6.779533333333332,7.23693042,6.958000000000002,74.86233333333338,64.8,9.866666666666667,34.66666666666667,9.725611199111238,3.309066666666668,211,9,38,4,3,68,39,50,0.214,0.6920000000000001,0.094,-0.7744,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,6,1,1,0,1,7,9,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,7,7,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40682428420313105,0.0,0.0,0.3718457731205552,0.2724451286705811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16208966990955154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17148297144887265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326901610775093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22212464239445864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444661293350246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511166295625858,0.2230236136124876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300167804728164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695800302821276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705150548165722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25060682691235925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709739770919716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ssrithrowawayyyy,2019/01/09,Is anybody just on Buspar? I’ve experienced sexual side effects on Lexapro and Zoloft.  My anxiety is mild so wondering if it might be worth trying Buspar on it’s own since it doesn’t seem to have the sexual side effects?,3.442209302325584,5.7867392093023255,5.067616279069767,77.87723837209303,75.51162790697674,8.951162790697676,27.02906976744186,9.516144504307137,2.8503069767441858,178,7,32,5,4,60,34,43,0.041,0.906,0.054000000000000006,0.1431,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,2,0,8,8,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,4,0,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469868590729593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4811758701098434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4129214833997315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752054149945077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079505142386102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4918873118313357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NW_Inlander,2019/01/09,"Issues with Dieting? * *Likely most people, I am doing a new years resolution diet.   I  started out thinking I would do the Whole30 which will be my 4th time and I did it last year for 60 days for the new year and was planning to do the same, I have borderline IBS & prediabetes which the diet helps me out a lot with.*

Although this time around I noticed my emotions/mood is highly affected.   I am not sure if this is because I am more aware after seeing a counselor for the past few months.  Overall my anxiety is a lot better but since the new year, I have been struggling with an increase in depression (I was not able to see my counselor for 3 weeks over the holiday).   I am not sure if this is a 'transition' phase, missing being off schedule with the counselor, or it is the diet.

# Anyone else had issues like this?",3.0654107142857145,5.056214862500003,4.2808928571428595,84.72625000000002,75.375,6.821428571428572,27.05357142857143,7.7094869923839395,1.6574821428571431,638,25,122,9,14,209,96,160,0.116,0.8220000000000001,0.062,-0.8262,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,1,8,0,1,15,0,23,4,0,1,2,25,28,7,0,3,7,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,9,4,0,1,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,5,2,16,5,17,19,7,25,0,2,2,0,1,7,0,6,19,95,24,0,0.14406976711142871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560995324735201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021297750394947,0.0,0.0,0.10073693095324578,0.14761650178305788,0.0,0.12825263729354636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782359282389424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274180013046183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291308119241104,0.0,0.1240870793055758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203518037928616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096566928034437,0.15221761893232022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300742812727466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743608893148318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407704219312326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24496592802902065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149951136025891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4174304364952807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640243847443486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13753089454180312,0.09987983643965764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296099032243619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917600013046804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197332268449108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15061300148494358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715681010137245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231408948277386,0.0,0.0,0.16801647956210172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556407702239975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234302899240433,0.0,0.0,0.3711048260276097
anxiety,couldhavebeenacareer,2019/01/09,"600 words about anxiety It is the same every night. Standing in my bedroom, I take off my clothes. My jumper first, over my head. Then my t-shirt. Belt off, pull the jeans down. I fold the clothes carefully and place them on the shelf at the top of my wardrobe. Standing in socks and underwear I notice my slender figure in the large rectangular white-framed mirror leaning against the wall as I turn to the bannisters, where my pyjama top is hanging up, pull the t-shirt over my head and stretch it onto my body. I make sure the lamp in the corner of the attic room is on before shutting off the main light. The room looks soft like this, the slanted wooden ceiling alight with gold. I slide open the top drawer of the large pine chest at the back of the room and screw the top off a small tub of Nivea cream, scoop a bit onto my index finger, rub it thoroughly between my two hands and spread it vigorously over my face. Instantly the smooth coolness makes me feel fresher, healthy. I slide closed the drawer with a soft thud and turn to look at my double bed. It’s time to sleep. 

I lift the covers and remove the top two of my four large pillows so I don’t have to sleep with my neck jerked at an awkward angle. I reach across the mattress to the cable plugged into the grey wall beside the white metal bedside locker, connect it to my phone and set my alarm for the morning. 7 a.m. I need to start waking up early, I think to myself. I grab the wireless black over-ear headphones from the locker and hold the power button for three seconds. As I place them over my head and onto my ears the beep tells me I’m connected to my phone. I shift the headphones around to find the most comfortable position, swipe to open my phone, scroll through albums on Spotify and select the music I’m going to sleep to. Something relaxing, of course, and probably melancholic too. Saint Sister, maybe, or early Verve. I nestle into the bed, head on the pillow, and pull the duvet up around my neck. I leave my t-shirt on even though I’m hot and I know that, like every night, I’ll drag it off me in half an hour and cast it across the room. I readjust my position one last time before reaching across to flick the lamp switch. Darkness, now. Black, except for the silvery light passing through the two large ceiling windows. If I stand up, open the window, stick out my head and look straight ahead I know I’ll see the moon, round and bright, and the sea below it. 

Finally, I close my eyes. But I know sleep won’t come. Not now, anyway. Not for hours. I never did understand sleeplessness. I could always sleep and sleep. How couldn’t I? I held it with me all day long. Weariness, fatigue. But I understand now. It’s not as if, when I try to sleep, I even worry, as such. There are no real focused thoughts circling my mind. I have no elevated heart rate, no clench in my jaw. But the feeling I carry in my body is insidious, a strain on every sinew. I am still not but relaxed; tired but unfalteringly awake. I close my eyes but I know they will soon open again, staring forward into the dark, scared. If only I could see the moon and the sea on the other side of my window I would remember how vast the world really is. In here, in this bed, in my head, the world is hopelessly small.
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anxiety,enzanurOz,2019/01/09,"Unwanted Thoughts of being unwanted? Lately I’ve been getting the feeling everybody in my life wishes I weren’t in their life. Even if they haven’t given me a logical reason for me to believe this, I just have this gut feeling everybody wants me gone. It’s so weird I can’t explain it. Has anybody else ever had that? Like sometimes I think .. would my husband be happier if I disappeared? Are my friends only friends with me because they’ve been friends with me for so long and don’t know how to get rid of me? I’m by no means suicidal by the way, I have no wish to die whatsoever, but sometimes I think I’m just an annoying burden to everybody. I have a huge fear of asking for help for that reason, I don’t think I would ask anybody for help with anything unless not asking effected mine or somebody’s safety. ",3.0291586327782625,4.924852288343561,4.4427388255915865,83.94756134969327,75.1963190184049,7.601928133216478,29.43426818580193,8.418075326091056,2.296102892199824,645,29,125,12,14,214,94,163,0.15,0.674,0.17600000000000002,0.5251,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,1,7,8,1,1,5,0,17,3,1,4,1,34,38,9,2,9,8,1,2,1,3,2,2,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,13,0,0,2,8,4,0,0,7,2,22,4,20,27,0,9,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,3,4,85,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404169386353848,0.0,0.3886681463770829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447868302887776,0.0,0.0,0.1561351640435203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438268872586977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576800216951105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153251800730848,0.12535591995912346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15594398343032734,0.14014308011921342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32120578112418674,0.0,0.14480740544751255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857780271151499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616138744863332,0.0,0.15632723928146428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957700153889704,0.06770447138285653,0.0,0.0,0.12264126379017345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15095710749052574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053983324650042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849720425390801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27412352293690245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515869008649099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663944546251681,0.0,0.11001912586133844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173962384743376,0.11000043867528934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187263631517247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19689024391888235,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ooChivalryoo,2019/01/09,"Anxiety and participation in class I seriously hate talking in front of a full class of twenty people. Yes, even twenty people in class makes me anxious. Part of my grade is participation, so yeah I have to at least say one or two things each class period.

Does anyone's anxiety make speaking terrible? You absolutely know what you are going to say, but you hesitate to say it? Then of course after you say something, you feel that people are judging you in class. It may even feel that you dragged out your sentences and they took forever to say. When you compare yourself to other classmates, they indeed used better vocabulary than you when explaining and answering questions. 

All of the things I just said represent how I feel when talking in class and other social situations. 

How do people maintain and build their confidence when speaking to others? ",6.315241228070175,8.593470217105267,6.428947368421053,71.53096491228072,67.22368421052633,9.27719298245614,31.74561403508772,9.725611199111238,3.430827192982456,691,29,108,16,12,220,94,152,0.09,0.8270000000000001,0.083,0.6153,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,10,3,1,10,4,1,0,2,2,6,0,0,5,1,24,18,15,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,10,7,0,0,7,0,0,3,0,3,0,2,2,11,19,1,20,15,5,18,0,0,0,0,26,8,0,3,7,82,29,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21518646087321408,0.15888909816535635,0.0,0.0983424281876492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438929322682007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307960509379536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857897208676332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133433912645126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993193611427755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885806540142406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07729495059801278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18776359152244929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530486057439153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15230509876662446,0.0,0.39002282676330413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575548669322648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337858391307348,0.5592337350147474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809115255542386,0.0,0.1433701193678267,0.0,0.10827558389941193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260906470182194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18687690771362436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15626204652478504,0.0,0.0,0.13738997160994815,0.0,0.0,0.12147233765036762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sonax5k,2019/01/09,"I got a Jury Summons but can't do it and no proof I got a jury summons but with my social anxiety it is impossible for me to go. I haven't left my house in years and I don't go to a doctor or even have money for one. So there is zero proof my anxiety exists. I also have never even called someone on the phone that I don't know so I can't even do that to hope that I could explain my situation. I am not sure but I think I have been in a nearly constant anxiety attack with palpitations, chills, chest pain making it impossible to eat. I don't see myself eating much until I calm down which won't happen until this is resolved. 

There is no where on the paper to really try to write down any explanation but there is something that maybe could work..

**Directions:** You must report for jury service **unless** you: (1) claim an **exemption**, (2) are **disqualified**; or (3) choose to **postpone** your service.

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**If you are Disqualified:** Circle the qualification(s) that you do not meet. Sign the form. Mail or take the form to the District Clerk. NOTE: If you claim to be disqualified because you are not a resident of this county, you may become ineligible to vote in this county. If you state that you are not a U.S. citizen, you will no longer be eligible to vote if you fail to provide proof of U.S. citizenship to your county voter registrar.

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QUALIFICATIONS FOR JURY SERVICE

To be qualified to serve as a juror you must

1. Be at least 18 years of age;
2. Be a citizen of the United States;
3. Be a citizen of this state and resident of the county in which you are to serve as a juror;
4. Be qualified under the Constitution and laws to vote in the county in which the person is to sere as a juror
5. Be of sound mind and good moral character;
6. Be able to read and write
7. Not have served as juror for six days during the preceding three months in the county court or during preceding six months in the district court;
8. Not have been convicted of, or be under indictment or other legal accusation for, misdemeanor theft or a felony.

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I think I will circle the ""be of sound mind and good moral character"" section since there is no way I will be of sound mind during jury duty.",1.1748788508134282,3.738341967289724,3.5193354101765317,83.94766182069921,87.27102803738319,6.5348563516787825,19.841813776393217,7.793537801064563,1.1096540671512627,1694,51,329,36,54,581,182,428,0.1,0.85,0.05,-0.9686,0,0,1,0,0,0,89.0,0,15,0,3,11,9,1,0,28,0,50,5,1,1,7,57,63,32,0,9,22,0,0,0,0,7,2,3,0,4,17,9,2,1,6,1,1,2,18,3,0,5,4,4,37,6,60,38,5,37,2,1,1,0,27,19,0,13,12,246,54,13,0.12381868783979964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901775993102796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842009536547886,0.0,0.2841628718723841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086163246392275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07547872286363128,0.13674801277880996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643272404365372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338040141601023,0.0,0.19771829404350585,0.0,0.0,0.07985281039219842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673367365107335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533948580588429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453432266689925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14073802740427827,0.20770648164433794,0.19805823143576667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949245673923864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297989502678425,0.0,0.14287014155187855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804751269832154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345293666265334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264993560093442,0.0,0.12439251429786685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3750647339339219,0.0,0.1976617906690816,0.0,0.09102098232307138,0.0,0.09549660524203317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390274733307618,0.0,0.1317518137281349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811370231228452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385219493519255,0.0,0.07932142198887923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866746334876454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242409808809752,0.1391773929315904,0.0,0.1262175593976366,0.10491117239983308,0.09532167513284934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669764795503068,0.0,0.09309624382969962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15867603117651152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406476137109375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828151112170964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014147942082901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15947035082737587
anxiety,HarejeDV,2019/01/09,"Does any else fears dark? Last night i had terrible fear that someone is watching me. Does anyone else get these episodes? This is  first time this is happening to me.

Ty",1.4931249999999991,4.198059562499999,1.2872500000000002,97.23275,94.0,5.0600000000000005,22.025,6.742157984588678,0.6719550000000001,134,5,27,2,5,39,26,32,0.242,0.691,0.067,-0.782,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,3,0,1,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,13,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634852612677449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16809842876371428,0.24632576925382835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4207642339204277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4016590325915029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5410502759767474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044903932992355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560293279262322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125914508076794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19596410018387686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256060390349005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20369639161107908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018347568037562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tesseracts,2019/01/09,"Who has a fear of making decisions? I've always been afraid of making decisions. As a child I was extremely reluctant to choose soccer over gymnastics even though I knew I enjoyed soccer more. I was terrified I would make the wrong choice. Small decisions can also paralyze me, such as what shirt to wear. When other people depend on me to make a decision this worsens my anxiety and my inaction ends up hurting people. For example I run a small internet community and I delay making important (but often easy) decisions for extreme amounts of time, sometimes months. I don't think I need to explain why this causes a lot of problems. Right now I'm 30 years old and I feel an intense fear of deciding what career path to pursue even though rationally I know if I make the wrong choice it won't be a big deal to choose a different path. I'm a chronic student and although I have money I have not moved out of my parents house even though I want to. I relate to Chidi from The Good Place. I asked my therapist if there are any therapists who specialize in a fear of decisions and she told me it's a normal anxiety thing. So let me know if anyone has this issue.",5.339306784660764,6.249166234513275,6.471840707964603,75.49808554572273,68.07079646017701,10.274454277286136,31.438348082595873,10.355215969177356,3.391624542772861,923,37,168,24,15,310,136,226,0.175,0.778,0.047,-0.9808,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,13,11,0,4,14,0,14,3,2,9,0,43,32,18,0,8,5,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,11,6,0,1,15,2,1,2,3,8,0,0,5,1,26,3,25,23,3,20,0,1,0,0,9,10,0,6,8,116,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796219499774409,0.09152385370677084,0.0,0.0,0.07479971986376599,0.0,0.16829028088273326,0.0,0.0,0.0769103910870148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028295804060248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299417955248428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339902664198195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492036200246328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742207253086048,0.0,0.0,0.2179500804771397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37132162949840175,0.05561629217545394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225778311598354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269183554475021,0.11775089604189225,0.0,0.0,0.1148052016504926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089969688772145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247635943832418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351300039332028,0.0,0.0,0.4405312596615661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779619427135085,0.11690625841179955,0.0,0.08155918781095965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077708064173276,0.0,0.0,0.11542024323678378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213536582134897,0.0,0.0,0.15251203723580645,0.0,0.11492036200246328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524944239652208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393431017673742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878691927460604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554231192169155,0.07307515343205596,0.07047974022811003,0.3242057609888616,0.0,0.06413840996497182,0.0,0.0,0.10510402004556016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06487733533961798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992525136928772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813661097625385,0.2405224337689329,0.0,0.07083255622833333
anxiety,flutel00p,2019/01/09,"Too scared to quit my job, or work towards my intended career path It's been about 4 months since I realized I cannot work at my current job anymore because it makes my depression worse and is just not a good path for me.  I work in sales which is awesome if you have terrible social anxiety (heavy sarcasm). I am frequently scared of getting a call from my manager reaming me out for not selling enough each month or telling me I did something wrong. 

I also want to work towards getting a job in my chosen field but I have imposters syndrome.  I have degrees in music and every mentor or friend of mine says I could make it in that field because of how I play and such, but I read the audition postings and freak out then I don't end up taking the audition.  My only audition I took I got on stage before the screen and started having a panic attack then totally bombed the audition.  I cried in the car while my boyfriend consoled me. I am planning on submitting entries to some competitions in the next few weeks but then I think, ""what's the point? I won't advance. They'll think I'm terrible. I'm not as good as \_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_.""  So I continue showing up to a job that barely pays me enough to live and makes me depressed because I'm too damn anxious to do what I always wanted to do. 

Or on top of that, I just sit there thinking about specific people I know who are successful and think ""well even if I got into \_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_ orchestra, they would realize I'm not actually good enough and I would probably get anxious and bomb anyways so why should I even try?""  I'm literally shaking while typing all of this out.  I hate being this way and I just want to be normal for once.  My anti anxiety meds help but not enough to really combat all of this.  

Sometimes I really wish I had never been born because my existence feels so useless.  I want to retreat into myself and just give up.",3.4068292682926824,5.121915414634149,4.7484634146341484,82.92610975609756,73.71544715447155,7.846829268292684,28.831165311653123,8.548686976883017,2.2424814092140934,1464,61,282,27,30,486,194,369,0.2,0.716,0.085,-0.9928,5,0,1,0,0,0,52.0,0,1,2,9,19,21,3,4,12,0,25,0,0,5,4,64,54,33,0,12,19,0,1,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,13,17,0,0,8,4,7,4,9,14,1,0,7,3,51,7,44,39,10,46,0,3,1,0,11,22,1,7,16,203,64,15,0.0,0.0,0.08319778448935157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817937826962735,0.07094001511362917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13044156890013908,0.19263055084147432,0.08455127353451765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699127237502334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20788563187098802,0.0,0.0725467743771307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705614552617745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807016423017176,0.0,0.09364996799677763,0.0,0.0,0.14686213612435306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551171653984935,0.3523699140981937,0.0,0.1126218748946842,0.0,0.07183205289088365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04310811277824112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065868753685856,0.0,0.1336285878656103,0.08178554677603332,0.0,0.21452664841560165,0.13637439475381538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417287886932535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0571454554715546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384146217252167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0468545956987695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528281519960905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17072759151151032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470045458457264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13610142266262534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06575486232769863,0.0,0.09067097039696202,0.0,0.08353300616632182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907951050723126,0.0,0.0648412065536876,0.0,0.10002981927159862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059105936804090736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059469689314384,0.0,0.0816519036656793,0.0,0.09192063831598528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068049758317584,0.08527930397427698,0.0,0.10923465120664416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06779917796053922,0.17071272345881194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052483647719418,0.0,0.0,0.08690799238878806,0.0,0.06563441296494693,0.08432059386650137,0.0,0.060344800123236376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06410207651604925,0.0,0.07451770496173707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21851500497369908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947228112099906,0.0578833854518431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011453391929893,0.06767242894956553,0.06838740707625901,0.0,0.07665559181375574,0.0,0.07693048900668736,0.0,0.09804045976765637,0.0,0.0,0.24827021041467526,0.0,0.08688338448679826,0.12112716279063646,0.09321430641131698,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hendy77,2019/01/09,"Catastrophic type anxiety over fear of losing job? Who else feels anxiety over the idea of losing their job and inevitably leading to a ruined life? I love my job (chemist) and my boss and I get along well, but I always fear/am convinced that I’m going to screw up in one way or another.  Otherwise, my imposter syndrome will kick in and I’m convinced I’m not good enough for this job.  I’ve always been bad at organizing, so sometimes when I go to look over data, I get overwhelmed and lost, which leads to my fears of losing my job.",3.8128301886792464,5.208246273584905,4.7171226415094365,84.84285377358493,72.11320754716981,7.564150943396226,27.400943396226417,8.07648339933343,1.6797396226415096,419,15,84,6,8,136,69,106,0.266,0.631,0.103,-0.9507,5,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,6,3,15,1,3,2,0,2,3,0,3,0,14,13,9,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,10,1,1,2,2,11,5,16,10,1,13,0,6,1,2,3,7,1,1,1,48,15,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038346409523981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843618755492978,0.1874013581716808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226984716546142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232048892965297,0.0,0.0,0.12655973290882735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4134889865387453,0.06193208921800818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798669967828258,0.0,0.13922208050006765,0.10273459505300267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827064034698272,0.0,0.0,0.6077372446452688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651476797118224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285653966506966,0.4110881068919778,0.13370683126068728,0.0,0.110547482059471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299899649600515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114078315419748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722288073393166,0.0,0.0,0.11012871233057124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,___girlbutt,2019/01/09,"Book recommendation Not sure if these are allowed, so please feel free to delete if not, but I am currently reading ""I Thought It Was Just Me (But It Isn't)"" by Brené Brown. Every page is making my anxiety better or at least validating it. It's all about processing shame and becoming resilient to shame, which is a huge part of my anxiety. Definitely recommended if you want a self help book! ",3.6504440154440134,6.111664932432432,4.957181467181467,78.350945945946,75.35135135135134,9.093436293436293,28.138996138996138,9.606745405546679,2.917272586872587,311,13,59,9,7,103,58,74,0.14800000000000002,0.584,0.268,0.8844,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,3,5,0,2,2,0,6,0,0,2,2,17,10,8,0,4,9,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,3,2,0,0,2,2,6,4,6,8,4,3,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,4,1,40,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43212404676418703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.311927298662779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497908304509015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379636924357376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428076363935903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18931024581171305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885275743520496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30584961226083074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100288471266768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825114589568425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946413310231289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661916714343165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22422186395477448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665874971696559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,olivialolz28,2019/01/09,"How can you tell your medicine started working fully? I started taking an antidepressant for my GAD on December 24th. The first few days of awful side effects are finally over, but now I can’t tell if it’s working or not. I still sometimes get anxious or wake up in a panic attack, but will the medicine get rid of my anxiety completely? I can’t tell if it’s just not working to it’s full effect yet or if it’s not right for me. How do you know when it has begun working to it’s full effect? Any advice on this would be very helpful to me. ",3.3471017699115038,4.219005159292038,4.85149336283186,85.43794800884956,72.6283185840708,7.419911504424777,29.169247787610626,7.6454224807358475,1.7186469026548674,425,17,89,5,8,143,72,113,0.129,0.835,0.036000000000000004,-0.8608,0,0,0,1,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,8,7,2,1,1,4,1,9,1,1,5,0,19,15,11,0,4,12,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,11,0,12,12,3,19,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,6,10,65,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709188868340838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189440040029845,0.0,0.13380477814246314,0.1975971949443216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989840476670528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18338858313276035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280172713814685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19160407656549397,0.0,0.1487773636017363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18276529180701045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723770352800805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612532009988688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052178287661284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937118729894813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17298930778401464,0.0,0.2476027438376607,0.0,0.13968241960110386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150967439325273,0.0,0.4586340871623841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431810477587434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5093428529574032,0.0,0.0,0.12425021625303255,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,XholdmebackX,2019/01/09,Really need some help ! My anxiety is killing me. I been with my girlfriend for 3 years now but before I was with here I slept with a handful of other girls. I definitely had safe sex but I'm afraid to get checked by a doctor just because I had oral sex without protection. What should I do ? All I think about is death/ suicide. I just need some advice please. ,1.0175000000000018,3.5302024166666714,2.2800000000000007,92.96500000000002,87.33333333333334,5.4222222222222225,21.88888888888889,6.937597516519254,0.6594055555555558,282,10,59,4,9,90,53,72,0.136,0.698,0.166,0.3234,0,0,0,0,0,1,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,1,2,0,8,5,2,0,1,16,14,2,3,3,5,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,5,1,11,1,9,8,3,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,2,41,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27755637563042984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21728651497307716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17314551198323894,0.0,0.24169344036351975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907225503732658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839691775618286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903831266468311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31424339250218997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42121771003108144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117858783269151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18196052742329474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106889290785382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18199859255146186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738002561711562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18290966309829487
anxiety,BEEPBEEPBOOPBOOP72,2019/01/09,"My anxiety turns to guilt and I dont know how to handle it My dad had an affair and my parents divorced turned ugly as he continued to date and be with his mistress turned girlfriend. Shes really an ugly person to our family and has taken my dad away from us and creates a TON of drama. Being around her makes me so uncomfortable (I have tried to explain this to my dad but he does not click with him). He knows this and will often not tell us she will be coming on vacations or to dinners in an effort to force us to be with her. I live out of state so already my time with my dad is limited. There's an opportunity for me to fly and make a 15 hour road trip with him which I wouldn't mind doing just the two of us. I can't trust that my dad won't pull a fast one on me and she will end up coming. 15. HOURS.

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This is where my guilt comes in. What if I don't fly up to make the drive and something happens to my dad? Would I be mad at myself for not sucking it up and spending that time with him? What if I don't fly up and she doesn't end up going with him and he has to make the drive alone? My guilt anxiety takes over me and I never ever know what to do. Sometimes I feel like I live my life based on the fear of something happening to my loved ones and i hate it. ",1.3987657784011205,2.6873128566308253,3.2670344397693647,93.2451893408135,78.13978494623656,6.285865669315879,20.374162381175005,6.8959733430537185,0.1382266167991273,993,23,237,10,23,334,138,279,0.135,0.8170000000000001,0.048,-0.9701,1,1,2,0,1,0,21.0,5,0,0,3,9,11,3,4,11,0,25,3,0,5,2,51,48,22,0,4,8,7,1,1,1,6,1,0,0,1,12,26,1,1,5,1,1,8,11,7,0,3,2,2,46,4,45,35,1,37,0,0,1,1,34,17,1,4,12,172,58,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539578745211353,0.11229801119098262,0.0,0.0,0.11026017799257117,0.1236531947398438,0.0,0.0,0.1556968470579901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059065323210963,0.0,0.0,0.09560969701194312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629794652361138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905349515245388,0.0,0.11926548893487035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18026364264587888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205046789744407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593310843311532,0.11451167719269853,0.05145443510673108,0.07269951413239899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05783426327907441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799773859822422,0.0,0.0,0.1004699035610427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004321310032508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677788656327829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187822291408663,0.04971626606524275,0.0,0.1797172030827355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184508892988556,0.0,0.2717103954746877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275162995674728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848590621439523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379144974132635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299577891790967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885553448383866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06519198950824502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566842724034947,0.10064621820918293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651311838375366,0.0,0.08894535545967079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867765808552375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06909040337282157,0.33206679619966706,0.09940767328135572,0.0,0.4896334814549065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228952203886703,0.0,0.1236531947398438,0.0
anxiety,Momentumjam,2019/01/09,The first step is telling yourself that you're ok and not scared. Eventually we will start to believe it. Then we can start to feel ok. I'm working on step 2. Just a thought I had. Let's have a great day guys.,-0.7240000000000002,1.4216889333333356,0.7083333333333357,103.34250000000002,93.0,3.888888888888889,20.833333333333336,5.46131890053228,-0.4409999999999994,162,6,41,1,6,51,38,45,0.0,0.762,0.238,0.8722,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,0,0,2,1,4,0,1,3,2,6,0,0,0,0,7,11,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,2,1,3,3,3,7,0,8,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,22,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422524459647811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959109154778954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15359868563134746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583924044878123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349150120439077,0.0,0.300786807542804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31063237584814035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041335870896257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4300295877621422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265514326671351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411648596882033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211531399975851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mizzy3030,2019/01/09,"Fear of taking medicine I'm sure this is something many here can relate to, but I'm terrified of taking medicine for fear of adverse side effects. I was prescribed a pretty powerful antibiotic for a tooth infection, and just took my first dosage about an hour ago.  Trying really hard to focus on therapy and the benefits of healing myself, but it's so difficult sometimes when you look at the information packet that comes with these drugs. Any helpful tips anyone can offer? what helps you deal with this fear? ",8.83709677419355,8.783302602150544,8.158623655913981,69.69793548387098,60.61290322580646,11.310967741935485,36.879569892473114,10.793553405168565,4.12255440860215,414,17,67,9,5,130,73,93,0.218,0.615,0.16699999999999998,-0.7942,1,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,3,5,7,0,3,5,0,4,4,1,1,1,11,11,6,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,1,2,2,5,2,13,9,0,9,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,0,4,42,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579956408281344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120673080673296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124626898144843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535347077693064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837537001605587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20669741057257573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.601695846873513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15160762420406335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15966462976646995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389359411771994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17552675814554905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14967352155691338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18070353573690906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18133029669987089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418267638191505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13721493779324972,0.17628016339935915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16798551307927945,0.0,0.2680228875137604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20382863289291767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980269809790491,0.12101068289098806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,blissful123,2019/01/09,"Am I the only one who takes a lot of days off from work or school because I'm really overwhelmed? Lately I've been taking a lot of days to the point where I just say ""screw it"", make up a lot of excuses just to stay at home and procrastinate a lot. That's also one of my other problems. I keep putting off stuff till the very last minute and it just makes everything a lot worse",3.997,4.105439700000002,4.9575,88.01750000000001,70.75,8.4,24.75,8.238735603445708,1.1230749999999996,296,7,68,4,5,97,55,80,0.098,0.882,0.02,-0.6915,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,1,1,8,0,2,1,0,2,0,15,8,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,1,1,4,0,12,7,5,13,0,1,0,1,3,6,1,6,5,47,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439766974488695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482518334181804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20064084548648808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398032448020207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15603484043263538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826486751362124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12679848666865506,0.17547336907605238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.661238577554828,0.0,0.0,0.20766899595553145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108168526676212,0.11830696030736505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705021872821744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488455964111837,0.0,0.15637623290949293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996528305946395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370396977743045,0.0,0.15743046134113994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16580145581322547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780738205732951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339167398350215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12834957095017185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324624991636482,0.0,0.158524334542393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,saltinefarmerrr,2019/01/09,"don't know what to say Hi all, 

Some days I struggle in particular with not knowing what to say and I may go days, even months without being active on sites like social media, or not talking to anyone that thoroughly. Does anyone know if there is an actual condition that may trigger this feeling, or do we all innately have things that we want to say that are on our minds but just don't say them? It's a real struggle because I often get pissed off at myself for not knowing what to say in many scenarios or what to comment about, and I don't know how to fix that. Any advice would be greatly appreciated.",5.936080283353008,5.861157743801655,6.657213695395516,78.12140495867772,66.60330578512398,9.228335301062572,31.33530106257379,8.841846274778883,2.4435185360094445,481,17,93,7,7,159,80,121,0.096,0.831,0.073,-0.6029,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,3,0,1,0,6,5,1,2,2,0,12,1,1,2,2,33,21,8,0,3,10,0,1,1,0,3,0,5,0,0,12,5,0,0,6,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,0,6,9,2,17,16,3,11,0,0,0,0,13,7,1,8,4,70,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.1446874838286144,0.0,0.0,0.1448850764045562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082683913431437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20734386823938075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038236169433267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19124026791540288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974970158774232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792914440322888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496839499713051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746353769921467,0.0,0.0842637157492864,0.0,0.0,0.16346520681588553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4074191157295572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07243590692289968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15031975705869838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497076931311743,0.0,0.11834553354645162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16876063189774226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5895404862622516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113982686569635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100023202962746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917162863838432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850219697652067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745188706140274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429243732731458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532482634630276,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LeVoltsX,2019/01/09,"Bad Moment Why am i all wrong?

why i did it wrong all my life?

Why i am the way i am?

Why i wasnt aware of how real life is?

Why i thought life is simple?

Why i thought i could avoid everything?

I always did what i wanted, what i though it was correct, what was easy for me.

I raised doing certain things, things i knew i was good at, hopefully those things were going to make me succeed, i never knew how, it was just false hope that those things were enough.

Eventually i started to reallize what i was doing wrong, tried to change a little bit, wasnt enough, i just started to convince myself i was doing right, i was doing totally fine, and that its how everyone should be, i just ignored my problems thinking that they were not really problems they are just me and thats good, mabey i was right, but thats no how real life works.

Why i was ignoring how real life is..

I always did what i was good at, if i had the skills for it then why i should not do it, right?

Life its not always easy, for me, it was, for a very very long time, i never felt that i needed to do other things that those were i was good at, it is amazing, living just doing what you want and what you can because no one needs you to do anything else. 

In real life we need some skills, tragically those skills were not the skills i developed doing just ""what i want"" this skills we need are big part of what i always avoided because i just felt that ""i was not good at it \*therefore it was bad for me to do so\*"".

Because i just felt i wasnt good a it, it was bad for me, so i will just ignore it and do what i am good at, big mistake.

The skills i developed now feel worthless, a very selected group of people can live from those skills, of course i never wanted to be like them, but i kept.

Now at this point of my life i just realize this feeling, that i never did anything good, i was just too afraid of doing things i was not good at. so i never tried to learn from them, and the skills i would have learned never came.

Now in real life, there are people that expect me to do something, and i just dont know how to do it, i feel like a waste of time, and dont feel capable of doing anything, every future achievement looks so hard to achieve.

I though all my life i was smart.",3.0380419084461643,3.7771573638297897,4.099439071566732,91.0389393939394,73.23404255319149,6.888459058671825,22.96582849774339,6.850034144686104,0.4798652482269498,1731,41,393,14,33,563,156,470,0.125,0.736,0.139,0.6881,0,2,1,0,0,0,65.0,2,3,4,12,29,36,0,3,10,0,69,10,0,8,12,97,99,23,0,19,21,0,8,2,0,4,10,0,0,0,50,10,0,6,16,0,0,2,19,17,0,1,40,9,73,19,37,52,9,36,0,2,1,0,10,16,0,4,19,302,123,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17578622134384908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303874597780057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322956925277566,0.09658713854870586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05766062172203085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0604066258828231,0.0,0.0,0.055871577718014466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04216871443116675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379826182906377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04412040080861247,0.0,0.0,0.1091446337010255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0444991628801965,0.05046727651747241,0.0474669804629719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681999774617516,0.03773125640026218,0.15213289360106702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0300161485608957,0.3986906632540377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04731212920938277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491500747054243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02902590419979363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3730500390177929,0.051605769434856265,0.05293479940216697,0.09327374398545957,0.046739872958801686,0.04435154486927657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03525461868837726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15664748434976875,0.24440646294739324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03578900990821124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0571938163067253,0.0,0.07323094922616738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04992752399511655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107420649433936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30057683507246497,0.0338348295822046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13531191682618288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040659793442210296,0.0,0.0,0.07476587349482793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105288060274196,0.03384190763997238,0.1037815158816951,0.08385888740669342,0.06159404501730997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717162351239347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13073444579952784,0.12460731457776793,0.04192232182058965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3812607016493842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03845016286923282,0.0,0.0,0.037518469327504564,0.1732356978602305,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kidneykidknees,2019/01/09,"Please can someone tell me I did the right thing? Today my doctor signed me off work with stress and anxiety, which ironically and predictably, has made my anxiety skyrocket.

I know it's the right thing.

I know that my health is important. I know that life is short and that I need to make sure that I am in a healthy place to make the best of it. That taking time off to get back on track is necessary sometimes. I know all this. I know this. 

But anxiety doesn't follow the rules of logic and I am in a state and I would please really appreciate it if someone could tell me this is the right thing? 

I'm sorry. This is new and I don't know what the right thing is.",1.6822234699606966,3.6664078905109503,2.9039416058394174,93.01291409320608,79.5839416058394,6.843121841661987,20.02751263335205,7.882392219407189,0.5724322290847841,519,13,118,9,13,167,73,137,0.068,0.7929999999999999,0.139,0.8946,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,8,0,15,3,0,3,2,25,29,8,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,18,7,0,0,7,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,17,2,11,25,2,17,0,0,0,0,2,11,0,1,4,80,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872559205008353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962452557385219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313544422145738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993520649106603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811314104201765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06539429167186753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304605807807698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4127291669559232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840874848484649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184354989333886,0.1670991229356904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928093191005007,0.0,0.12088651445205555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077227513536435,0.2747902985421703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018481773749657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4275657765442702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21210621359478615,0.0,0.1237927960773611,0.14011356668199373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337771839803018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796787547480635,0.0,0.09410957540040787,0.0,0.21880194698548155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.332620047610743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07298554971924215,0.0,0.11864313677701772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112264904883856,0.0,0.0,0.08891463802135062,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,history_geekcr,2019/01/09,"Any advice for being home alone? I’m returning to uni today, actually on the train right now. I’ve got 4 days by myself in my flat until my flatmates get back, and I’m really worrying about it. Unfortunately I don’t really have any friends in this city to meet up with, so it’s really a case of keeping myself busy and sane until they get here. I worry about intruders, having an accident with no one to find me, getting anxious, and going to sleep. Any advice? ",2.904021739130436,4.826235923913046,5.312391304347828,77.45815217391308,75.63043478260869,8.513043478260869,23.45652173913044,9.188382445141503,2.074539130434783,363,11,68,9,8,128,69,92,0.184,0.7809999999999999,0.035,-0.906,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,4,1,1,0,0,7,12,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,8,1,17,10,0,13,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,7,44,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.17862750319258938,0.0,0.0,0.3577428919652706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18958152616304824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.373434786191262,0.0,0.0,0.2067910494649632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407518725810136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805019571725528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673016755786817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142168666544291,0.0,0.28690356542656,0.0,0.10402984940877348,0.0,0.14639943709914804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18361110278538748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627006169279979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403740951931165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.351793857136669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15632116938745402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18317923131240105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735071878827866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717863026370421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,foxphace,2019/01/09,"(TW/CW) Triggered by Jurassic World movie So I’ve only ever seen the most recent Jurassic movie, and then last night got about halfway through the Jurassic World one with my boyfriend. 

I haven’t had a panic attack in a while, it’s been several months and even the last one I had was a one off. Ever since graduating college my anxiety has improved immensely. 

I haven’t ever had a panic/anxiety attack triggered by a movie. But I just can’t describe it...there was just something about the impending doom of the killer dinosaur roaming the park and nobody doing anything about it, on top of the multiple, multiple people dying at the hands of the flying dinosaurs that just triggered me immensely. I was breathing heavy and could feel the panic setting it. 

I finally lost it when the assistant lady who was watching the boys gets picked up by the flying dinosaur, gets tossed around in the air like a toy, and then dropped in the water, and then scooped up again by another flying dinosaur that dives in the water to get her. Her screaming during all of that. It wasn’t gory- there wasn’t any blood. But for some reason I just couldn’t handle it- it was too much for me and I wasn’t enjoying the movie so I just started crying and asked my bf to turn it off. 

It took me a while to calm down and the images of the scene kept replaying in my head. 

Anyone else experience something like this before? ",3.9056699531275214,5.997585304832715,4.36833037013092,84.57506545983516,73.27509293680295,6.908744140940683,27.30903507354129,7.7425588080867325,1.7047137869726838,1113,42,204,15,23,351,140,269,0.11,0.8320000000000001,0.058,-0.9345,0,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,2,19,11,2,2,26,0,19,6,4,5,4,33,31,19,1,2,7,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,14,11,2,1,2,1,0,1,7,7,0,3,17,5,18,4,32,12,4,37,1,2,2,0,6,17,0,2,19,147,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409418609986895,0.12967005861337305,0.18920170055619845,0.0,0.0,0.0864671251826195,0.12670600958272274,0.1017630298061514,0.11008511713553304,0.1156069820446559,0.28136603733296994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052269855212186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987337927478307,0.0,0.13583655387945126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283413050015416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033034696018414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167737642827053,0.3355772205850152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096485640171804,0.0,0.0,0.06252706337544606,0.0,0.0,0.13546533099548164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19382437884086126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989035459221492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691256484478636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016015557851103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082970545119498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349913367614299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870557688400816,0.0,0.09090556691140204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160481139690258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513890737192401,0.0940502835830299,0.0,0.4352710276048085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573144167609935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714480764169026,0.12210099493219399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13970250475209262,0.0,0.10229422342465193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904016128092204,0.0,0.0,0.0875283768763996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13739268174636968,0.0,0.1345084025493574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,djmonixx,2019/01/09,First day of work! Wish me luck guys!,-2.9450000000000003,-2.618145499999999,-2.2299999999999978,118.175,129.0,1.6,4.0,3.1291,-3.4762,28,0,8,0,2,8,8,8,0.0,0.488,0.512,0.7418,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235835503212843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4267834256006706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4968057182372109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.576981156580557,0.0,0.0,0.36527580931646897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tbrownie49,2019/01/09,"Would you tell your partners family about your anxiety? My boyfriends family thinks I don’t like them, that I’m shy, and hence doesn’t invite me to certain events. Should I tell them what I’m dealing with/ going through? Thanks in advance",4.395666666666667,6.7872431777777775,3.744166666666669,88.25625000000002,72.7777777777778,7.166666666666668,26.805555555555557,8.07648339933343,1.6975555555555553,193,7,36,3,4,57,36,45,0.08,0.715,0.205,0.6966,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,2,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,6,9,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,9,3,5,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,2,21,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351532767014724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169066276406173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5795617629637037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746973914073498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15017571763993007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5373465726233644,0.2830043372085542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19696374346486836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21836174976994205,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,reddittori,2019/01/09,"How to accept and embrace loneliness? My anxiety and depression is the reason why I dropped many friends or just started drifting away from most. I feel lonely and I don’t know how to cope with it?

I move back to college in less than a month and I’m extremely nervous... ",2.8877358490566034,5.1492283396226455,3.9062641509433966,85.9363773584906,76.9245283018868,7.258867924528303,31.35471698113208,8.238735603445708,2.519961509433963,214,11,41,4,5,69,43,53,0.194,0.669,0.13699999999999998,-0.5169,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,3,0,14,6,7,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,1,5,2,8,6,2,8,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,29,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532797694183175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110660552338709,0.2545845823322789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851637578994041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16740695403457534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557961068100549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181956124797272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356690864380549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642695671338093,0.3518918623082154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3404113965948032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343442690804905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29875348297549353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway__04848,2019/01/09,"Can anyone relate to this? I’ve had severe anxiety ever since I reached puberty. Only over the past few years have I began to realise that the way I think isn’t normal. 

The constant cloud of rapid negative energy, infecting everything. It’s impossible to put into words how it feels. 

But today was very strange. For around 3 hours it was almost completely gone, like my anxiety had given me a day off. 

I find it very fascinating, it hasn’t happened to me before, and I was wondering if anyone else can relate?

It felt amazing. Like that thing that holds me back wasn’t in full effect. It’s made me depressed realising that the state of mind I was in today is how normal healthy people are every day. I wish I could live like that.

Nothing out of the ordinary happened to trigger it, so I’m a bit confused.

I find it very fascinating, it hasn’t happened to me before, and I was wondering if anyone else can relate?
 
Also if you’re reading this hang in there. ❤️",2.7347619047619034,4.994094777777779,4.55050264550265,81.1394047619048,77.41269841269842,7.374603174603175,25.314814814814817,8.344100000000001,1.9155735449735447,759,28,140,15,18,257,109,189,0.091,0.764,0.145,0.8933,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,8,6,0,1,7,0,18,1,0,5,1,31,32,10,0,7,4,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,18,5,0,1,8,1,0,3,5,2,0,0,13,2,16,4,18,18,3,25,0,1,0,0,0,9,0,7,14,93,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624171595171827,0.0,0.0,0.09283261896519276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17760843190796574,0.0,0.0,0.24350664613682885,0.23788428549159585,0.0,0.10333968972461337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926170566213086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19755847688350567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673405309519548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217122405201187,0.1254459510212137,0.0,0.09268391380583599,0.0,0.0,0.14972961467927204,0.0,0.09998328724361406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19394717058777694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050049475540782,0.09780607809498912,0.0,0.10432913559730883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05869573923107715,0.0,0.11145918791343136,0.0,0.21219799990497648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30795904259347345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431970898614445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17013886067092004,0.0,0.10250461467123216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984182612035423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172121094129048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274760471352018,0.11138607208873423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828738504239722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081565470633498,0.08047827729105676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669684226939366,0.0,0.0,0.1161157718416398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13114228217660395,0.0,0.09602618032652936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712128914649104,0.07438216917540205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22006879554860706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28734525748267914,0.0,0.09214235991240632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13349128249292996,0.0,0.2517770683396936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475452042600912
anxiety,to7mbenfell,2019/01/09,"Anybody else struggle with guilt about normal daily things? I’m almost afraid to do things I like in case, idk, something bad may happen. I look at other people doing normal stuff like getting married, going on holidays or even watching a movie and I get this feeling like as if I did things like that I would be selfish!? 

It’s really hard to explain and a new symptom I’m experiencing, like in the last month or so.",2.8213888888888903,5.231944024691358,4.092083333333335,83.75812500000002,77.8888888888889,5.531481481481482,24.939814814814817,6.6274283507984215,1.074196296296296,330,12,59,3,8,108,62,81,0.126,0.675,0.199,0.7494,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,3,3,0,6,1,0,0,0,13,15,7,0,4,3,0,2,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,5,5,5,9,11,0,8,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,5,8,38,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18662376621965107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15561210947191986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556891651434755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309637417057435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423484354704438,0.13314357306619348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19474244729303525,0.0,0.10591900854527507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480737544647486,0.0,0.1669519261559196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519173462071701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4552576026423528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565048110844263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14875965850233588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17999839945698026,0.0,0.0,0.3652082756483319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920627576733926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11939411868164455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14347760174218965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19483557139951002,0.2133503558379157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19371096510933586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37145009392869616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239270405540038,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Julietcakes,2019/01/09,"I'm trying to leave my rental house, but the anxiety is killing me.. any advice needed. Basically I'm leaving my rental house earlier than the contract because I can't handle these unhygienic housemates. I moved in because they were mutuals, but I did NOT expect how disgusting they could be once I'm under the same roof.. 

Now I need to find a replacement to get my deposit back. It's been 3 months and I still can't find a replacement because every time an interested tenant comes for viewing, they get disgusted over the condition of the house (even when I've cleaned up after them!)

So at this point I don't care about the deposit money anymore... I just want to leave. but the housemates, they can be so sarcastically bold and mean...

I've told them that no one wanted to move in and asked for them to help ask their friends or spread the ad around. And that it's also not fair if I need to pay the upcoming rent when I'm not even staying there anymore. One of them only replied with ""ok but who's gonna pay your part? You're leaving, so its your job""

I wish I could go MIA (because I didn't sign any contract regarding the house), but because I see them alot on campus, anxiety goes NUTS. 

I'm afraid they will badmouth and spread rumours about me being selfish and irresponsible... I know they're the bad people, but people on campus won't know that (I don't have the courage to expose them because they outnumber me and might gang up on me..)

If I want to stay on good terms, I need to find a replacement, but honestly no sane person would want to live in such dirty condition :'( I just want this anxiety to stop....",4.263490489130433,5.4633925093750015,4.954836956521742,84.31951086956524,70.78125,8.190217391304348,28.60054347826087,8.587818076936951,1.9896358695652168,1273,47,258,21,23,410,169,320,0.193,0.698,0.109,-0.9825,4,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,2,13,0,19,14,3,1,17,1,20,0,0,1,0,51,48,24,1,16,15,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,1,10,10,0,1,6,0,6,4,11,6,0,2,5,2,39,8,34,33,4,30,0,0,2,0,23,14,0,5,10,162,49,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384682319839756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861754847359597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669952992180326,0.0,0.1969198217439126,0.0,0.17018932285698446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638388583633236,0.16043059676286844,0.0,0.0,0.06597809566703743,0.07164288195873261,0.3138324838954919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748305038822785,0.0,0.0,0.07391267838058127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701526509079973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334566486089336,0.0,0.07229369783493422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23527031834477136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629207413802488,0.0,0.08965825481780547,0.0,0.04876447631322963,0.0719684508235596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057512713673599634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960258794056429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514737996939288,0.0,0.09492958002693808,0.0,0.09431143472316768,0.0,0.0,0.3634168266420007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576663724857076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346587467759164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102464458611204,0.0,0.0,0.06848805462808392,0.1823924665282426,0.0,0.2544907626840903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091378620362692,0.11628622655583155,0.06525792324166975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291753386995118,0.0,0.11897158896618272,0.07492087494446001,0.0,0.0,0.08111265695192882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837479916548864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18291161650517007,0.06852330574553335,0.07173611220695486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050033090407801836,0.0,0.0,0.08198954323992243,0.0,0.05825538612790571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530475565450673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098670538969665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06095280695716058,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alf984,2019/01/09,Chest tightness from anxiety/stress. Does anyone else get this? What do you do to relieve it?  For me its not painful but it just feels like something heavy on my chest. Sometimes its all day off and on. Other times I don't notice it .,0.5933229813664589,3.08836497826087,1.0815527950310546,99.01282608695654,94.86956521739133,3.4981366459627328,19.614906832298136,5.288315135182226,-0.3651701863354031,183,6,38,1,7,55,39,46,0.0,0.85,0.15,0.7238,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,7,5,2,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,4,2,6,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,26,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21736964314826795,0.31852614539419905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20048737946934345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720470739955559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25969451714631353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15718673917196255,0.22208774699701084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16241832169582932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15187685435456094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539309927561823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307908105544589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23932523802418554,0.30746136494309145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35610399310745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18127255744168355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Benjamn1,2019/01/09,"What are your symptoms of anxiety/panic attacks? For me, it only really happens when I feel confronted: I’ll“lock up” and have a very difficult time speaking my mind/opinions, and I’ll end up making short jabs at my legs with my fist.",9.37340909090909,7.576420431818184,9.61727272727273,65.29590909090909,60.59090909090909,13.345454545454546,42.45454545454545,12.161744961471696,5.351354545454545,185,9,31,5,2,62,39,44,0.172,0.828,0.0,-0.7574,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,2,2,1,1,0,5,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,6,0,6,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,20,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4107421504114957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197797500059197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18255579609527486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31927194331239195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410011277470754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36455371763253996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27459188814596885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312954270905135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752652216190575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21052893016496704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29790090911277195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kfishman,2019/01/09,"Intense anxiety after crying? I find that if I have a day where I cry for an extended period of time then no matter how I handle it or feel afterwords I will get intense anxiety that night and the next day. 

Am I the only one who experiences this? Does anyone know why this happens?

Hoping that I'm not alone :(",3.230161290322581,4.858347500000002,5.4234193548387095,78.26512903225809,74.0,8.830967741935485,25.30322580645161,9.3871,2.318280000000001,243,8,46,6,5,85,49,62,0.184,0.657,0.159,-0.5710000000000001,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,10,9,5,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,6,1,3,8,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,8,32,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330311026551685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442472306242917,0.0,0.0,0.15732452877884848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4943016616984264,0.29021147612232223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19689813675050136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22009219101488847,0.0,0.0,0.11376625232643403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056450052133635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755268838721178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989658681922762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234747699786544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365356341022248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23928898372164575,0.2111463149409866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246514201978048,0.17112187452707672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13119872336817998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030265966165975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iGameDude,2019/01/09,"Ehat had worked for you? Ive always had anxiety but started to experience large swaths of it recently so I'm wondering what medication has worked for others.

I'm currently on 20mg of Celexa and am wondering if I need an increase in dosage or if I should try a new prescription.",4.627545454545455,5.99442334545455,6.2925,74.43875,70.0909090909091,11.31818181818182,31.931818181818183,11.20814326018867,4.040181818181818,224,10,43,8,4,77,44,55,0.027000000000000003,0.915,0.059,0.3818,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,0,9,12,6,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,7,9,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,5,4,27,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22652291859825305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20826049195553226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662999373630819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742500473014435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018602201851437,0.0,0.2629281052938448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268801106946558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19269068697333144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848309926336633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5904586347873108,0.3963834274214149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EuphoricRelease,2019/01/09,"No anxiety when hungry? When I haven't eaten in a while I don't seem to have a lot of overthinking and am pretty calm. I don't do this on purpose, I just sometimes am not hungry for a while and have noticed that I feel like this when I haven't eaten in a while. Does anyone else have this?",3.3411904761904765,3.4134373650793686,4.787420634920637,88.79160714285715,72.17460317460319,7.56984126984127,23.686507936507937,7.1686216300943375,0.7030031746031749,226,5,52,2,4,76,35,63,0.069,0.782,0.149,0.6662,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,10,2,0,0,0,7,14,8,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,1,6,2,6,12,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,7,42,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24881055333208102,0.0,0.0,0.2274179692727614,0.3332506236688197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846229685921024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716993912549261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644529958339759,0.23235417646599502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588976514687001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765105774327856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37029212759208013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33088978749342585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960896647264339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216743526486596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,g_bay,2019/01/09,"Three years ago I was too afraid to leave my house or look out windows, I hid my anxiety with daily binge drinking and dropped out of college. Yesterday my partner had to leave unexpectedly during a vacation for a work emergency, and I travelled the south coast of Iceland all by myself! Hello all—

I wanted to share some details from my journey with mental illness and progress.

I am 22F. I have had troubles with substances, anxiety, depression, behavior comparable to cluster b personality disorders, and severe depersonalization-derealization symptoms for quite some time. I’m a massive hypochondriac and have a horrible fear of flying and being alone.

A few years ago, when I was at my worst, I was using drugs and dropped out of community college twice because I was too afraid to leave my house. I lived with a guy who was really bad for me and who I was very terrible to, and gained 20 pounds in a year. I remember being so severely anxious and depressed that I had to start doing therapy over the phone because I didn’t want to go out to see my therapist, and if I went outside (something I only did to smoke cigarettes) I couldn’t look out at the trees or up at the sky because everything was so overwhelming. I thought I’d never get better, I thought things would only get worse tbh.

Fast forward over the next year, the boyfriend ends up moving out and we have a very dramatic breakup. I begin to have to force myself to drive to run errands, and I grow so lonely that I decide to start seeing friends again—they were so welcoming. Over the next few months, I started to pick up the pieces. I moved closer to a city to go to massage school, I got a job, I started dating, got on a plane for my birthday, supported my family through my grandfather’s palliative care. 

Then I finished massage school, which was a huge triumph for me. I moved to DC, and got my dream job. I met an amazing man and started a new, better relationship. I stopped using drugs, I switched to a significantly better therapist. Tried psychiatrists as well, but ended up not going that route. My boyfriend became my husband when he needed to move to the Middle East for a job and I decided I’d go with him for some time to enroll in esthetician school there. We moved to Qatar, I picked up exercising and meal prep and ended up at my lowest weight as an adult. I’ve been writing and reading more. I’m back in school, adding modalities to my work. Since I moved in August I’ve managed to get on 11 planes and will fly again tonight, though it is still very scary for me I know I can do it. I’ve travelled 7 new countries that I’d never thought I’d see, and truly enjoyed it. 

That said, I still have my struggles. I believe I always will; however, the difference in the quality of my life is remarkable. I still have panic attacks sometimes, I still go through extremely obsessive-compulsive behavior and hypochondriasis, I still have DPDR episodes, and I still struggle with impulsive behavior and the relationships in my life—but everything is not so severe as it was. 

Yesterday was a new milestone for me and I’m super stoked about it. My husband and I, on vacation in Iceland, received news that he had to leave immediately for work. We’d already paid for two flights and accommodations for another day in Iceland, then 2 days in London, so we decided it’d be best if I took the trip myself. I was TERRIFIED. I’ve never travelled alone internationally, and the last time I flew alone was 4 years ago—which was my worst panic attack on a plane. But I decided to try anyways, and I’ve surprised myself so far. Yesterday I woke up alone, drove [5 hours away from my hotel to sightsee](https://imgur.com/gallery/4YwRY43), even through some scary weather, and even did a 2 mile hike alone. I loved it! I can’t believe what a great time I had! 

I am sitting in a cafe now writing this to you all because I feel so grateful for the departure I’ve taken from the life I used to live, and how much less my life is dominated by the limitations of my mental illness. Also—I haven’t had a cigarette in a week! Tonight I will fly alone for the first time in a long time, and I’m terrified, but I know I can do it. Whatever is going to help you live the best version of your life, you can do too. 

Thanks everyone! I’m around for a bit doing some reading and planning if anyone has questions about my symptoms and experiences or wants to discuss.",6.344365874009178,6.734240171394799,6.794068975107777,75.8979411764706,65.725768321513,9.992268112918927,35.027951606174376,9.86955202708333,3.3978437213183152,3499,156,651,71,51,1141,362,846,0.141,0.767,0.092,-0.9839,5,8,7,0,0,0,103.0,4,4,0,16,32,37,2,8,45,0,59,15,0,6,5,100,113,60,0,9,11,2,2,0,2,4,11,1,1,5,20,50,3,2,12,9,1,26,9,18,1,4,39,8,99,19,113,64,19,136,0,4,5,1,36,47,0,12,62,434,119,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275157184636816,0.0,0.0,0.2979736423016627,0.05291458704807237,0.0383460105218607,0.039898670756579935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0502802971716786,0.07336402737132337,0.054170434791788034,0.0,0.03352811586771712,0.0,0.0,0.04268612556316687,0.0,0.10910126919353708,0.04505108845226399,0.0368709871882714,0.04003667817516264,0.11692075858397435,0.0,0.0,0.10804762318182283,0.1006422169872758,0.12722500489984975,0.052349544671238465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048888747052254634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0618482322692876,0.0,0.0825994187687708,0.0,0.0,0.05009808373512637,0.054955445861524385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04697325097376316,0.1112147511395185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740977479333002,0.0,0.0,0.06334172750336002,0.0,0.0,0.045818773152037306,0.08618966427848056,0.046904805876138864,0.04520347923475837,0.05395766181939618,0.024245221768300924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04078668462754713,0.0,0.0,0.0370464499091052,0.0,0.07515649696968242,0.0,0.1635083004330599,0.0,0.11505122462678273,0.05286561344689342,0.0,0.04747854985789149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03214022028952615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04722159961125735,0.11065691558815667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275046547917425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05270469943440171,0.0390860706146958,0.0,0.20309069280721675,0.0,0.0,0.16934433846650326,0.0,0.0,0.12702355303137974,0.042434697967363884,0.08053271400941309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043277213029651804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664568459839716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03827364459691903,0.3057828615062552,0.03524914670157956,0.03555470022131303,0.11094718256493782,0.138932722181314,0.10199183603931768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07293705668376542,0.0,0.11251919860927503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04186854125272008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053715552192264836,0.051001276378624116,0.095926984683325,0.0,0.030718328553516267,0.0,0.0,0.10296181894758198,0.054318587517852,0.0,0.0456119215124117,0.0,0.0,0.19411392960749133,0.11463105983328067,0.0,0.0,0.16251130437536412,0.0,0.039665162549769525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03691465006026905,0.04742428666374047,0.0,0.1696981110119656,0.0,0.22976006530941556,0.04008877866780355,0.0,0.10025658151756774,0.0,0.0,0.05441367760228108,0.0,0.0996778926190461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04414639300886595,0.054835594261919036,0.11134849030619932,0.03185619233881178,0.0,0.04711113875851468,0.1142020613359015,0.16776198980268514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053274787883136526,0.06511050595972019,0.0,0.04684068689468487,0.0,0.0,0.12424155127711632,0.0,0.11869259307408905,0.08484737051958782,0.0,0.038463011805979205,0.058390810849398934,0.043113272735125566,0.04445060896031962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472564075580718,0.0,0.0488656725869531,0.0340626709771716,0.0,0.0,0.15439280173099468
anxiety,Kapt-Kaos,2019/01/09,"Coffee just gave me the worst anxiety attack ive had in my entire life Drank that shit thinking id be even more energized, and i thankfully i was. Except i didnt know itd cost my fucking confidence and comfort for like an hour. Felt like the whole world was like shunning me and viewed me as a nobody, when in reality that wasnt the case. Think next time when considering putting caffeine in your bloodstream. Worst hour of my entire life without a doubt.",4.243434991974318,5.9861022359550615,4.748346709470308,83.6648314606742,71.58426966292134,7.782343499197433,28.4446227929374,8.418075326091056,2.023637560192616,365,14,70,6,7,116,62,89,0.158,0.627,0.215,0.6153,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,4,12,3,1,6,0,8,5,1,0,0,11,16,6,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,4,0,1,1,3,6,0,0,8,2,11,6,8,6,4,11,0,0,1,1,2,4,2,1,9,45,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16847417369751067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25054167328762983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14545882476829144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114538637945006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20359766810196694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.433761354725789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103180544116734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111077569293597,0.3227775129530161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342154720275423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213904358395842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260613555800059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20275678286444354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822270171530583,0.0,0.0,0.1284169895544988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458772174760916,0.0,0.21229238235201944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,0087621,2019/01/09,"I don't feel anxious when in small groups of people, but panic at parties. Used to be an extremely shy guy 1-2 years ago, now growing some confidence. I'm actually extremely comfortable in small groups of 5-6 people, always leading the conversation and . But in big social events I get completely lost, becoming the opposite person of who I normally am. 
A lot of friends noticed this and associate my behaviour with being drunk/high/tired but the truth is that I can't manage to be comfortable. I don't even know if it's related to social anxiety, since I have no problem talking to strangers in 1 on 1 situations and drinking doesn't help.
I feel like it's deteriorating my relationships with other people, don't know how to help it.",8.385642857142859,7.45720513571429,9.235714285714286,64.46928571428573,61.92857142857143,13.142857142857144,40.0,12.28987398476788,5.145071428571429,589,28,103,18,7,202,93,140,0.17600000000000002,0.644,0.18,0.3981,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,4,8,0,1,5,0,11,1,0,3,1,21,19,9,0,3,4,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,7,5,1,0,4,1,0,2,6,3,0,0,1,2,9,5,17,15,2,16,0,1,0,0,13,9,0,3,6,63,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.1618247735226973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699703110288673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13798266323941674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685841020148805,0.18733909475356125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18314463868935685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17386811164961244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244887730512833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952821346382384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16769582579984715,0.1184679710543112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281187499506101,0.0,0.08663858899703407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16419636624252446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22230280400602,0.17520699993535782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822701021184372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101546811467332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810214847137922,0.1409815290680269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16247680016365376,0.0,0.18879693802120195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19456410947114333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448939738915657,0.14479512019951088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15867555591424282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780378358597203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717511542759778,0.1863982724444575,0.0,0.3380827090997345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328673154328233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14322265048880842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067881689483331
anxiety,lkozler11,2019/01/09,"Getting everything together Exercising your mind and body along with a healthy diet was what put me in the right track.

[This resource pack](https://twitter.com/ierywgvnyigh/status/1082666542544900097) might be useful for some",15.643548387096779,18.897153516129038,8.725967741935486,60.10895161290327,46.096774193548384,11.361290322580645,44.532258064516135,11.20814326018867,5.763696774193548,193,9,21,4,2,48,31,31,0.0,0.823,0.177,0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,3,1,1,0,7,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,4,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4214849594801383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34102644732943554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19824769299857964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4025379666798661,0.3831377402699683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814534579036747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32404941868004444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277241743343738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CaffeineFrog,2019/01/09,"New roommates I recently moved in a new place and have two new roommates. It's been super awkward these past few days, but I still manage to hang out at least a tiny bit. However I am too anxious to get up and go make myself food, or clean up something with them... I want to do it but I struggle really badly to even get moving. I'm scared they'll judge me or say something mean (even though they're not mean at all) or even ask me not to cook because the place might smell or not to clean cuz I make cleaning harder for them.",3.0432727272727256,4.016655281818181,3.8252272727272754,92.12784090909092,73.45454545454545,6.590909090909091,23.75,6.6274283507984215,0.5138181818181815,411,11,92,3,8,131,74,110,0.132,0.773,0.095,-0.6357,1,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,1,6,5,0,3,3,0,6,2,0,3,1,21,16,10,0,1,9,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,3,4,2,0,2,1,0,4,3,4,0,1,1,2,12,1,14,13,4,19,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,5,7,59,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16502493239423302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13656186358344358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219678249683806,0.0890469144052717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15947776870252545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420729580787174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894465682014573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17663635472450165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15263794576113696,0.0,0.08301867469642968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950144745918545,0.0,0.0,0.31824039266760845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15496414458986912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31051252859819284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4232449522224209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13944660427297415,0.0,0.0,0.3052378262514206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358038406544852,0.0,0.14423297899855356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616594263420035,0.14624811861130954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249137432242342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665692854511588,0.0,0.0,0.15271093586940931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351947734076134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269557218445322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615973908794765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,QueenThrowaway970,2019/01/09,"I start work tomorrow Been unemployed for awhile by choice, been trying to figure out what I want to do and just needed a break, now I'm going back. I was suffering from depersonalization and intense anxiety. Doc put me on 20mg Lexapro and buspar. Depersonalization pretty much went away but the anxiety persists, but I figure I can deal with it. I'm just worried the depersonalization will come back. It hasn't but I cant live like that again. I don't want to see these people. Everyone is a Trump supporter which is whatever but that's all everyone talks about at work, that and religion and they're all Christian. I always feel more alone surrounded by my coworkers. 

It's been two years since I quit smoking cigarettes. I keep telling myself that as long as that goal is met you're doing good, but how long can I keep telling myself that until it's pathetic? 

I just don't want to be a fuck up anymore. How can so many people I went to school with have their lives together but I can't seem to manage to hold down a good job and be happy? I've been thinking about selling my gun because I find myself thinking about that gun far too often. I want a way to shut down these Intrusive thoughts.",3.265791286727456,5.3998986510638325,4.340243161094225,83.8766666666667,75.25531914893618,7.710233029381965,25.23302938196555,8.563005593585519,1.7658348530901722,953,33,188,19,21,310,136,235,0.13,0.772,0.099,-0.8797,3,1,1,2,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,5,15,7,1,0,7,0,22,1,0,2,2,40,45,18,0,5,9,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,15,10,0,3,8,0,1,5,5,2,0,1,9,2,23,5,27,33,4,27,1,1,1,1,6,10,1,2,11,123,38,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968034960872898,0.0,0.0,0.10418519301244897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19157142849405293,0.0,0.12417520264877535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763941647218848,0.1925583406126921,0.0,0.07632717813177024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785778640103183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908656049351544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392880581692748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06331020712371686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444015784802965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11575511919821392,0.0,0.0,0.07116003080105314,0.2100413072997236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328893957117596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242521326863334,0.2225857477973097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0611715412962834,0.0,0.2211263874000757,0.2216147613100958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694382685580047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204414791243518,0.09284202292494582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17361043479486715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738412502062466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587116801908016,0.0,0.13317681322784206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671974303320735,0.09977658292440199,0.11398696573425147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357544594230324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862465898924167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208742787692746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063948271342296,0.21887904765308488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16045970622387995,0.0,0.09940317623854868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500973217801923,0.0,0.12231249594082334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954096634150549,0.09938629221376033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321428351488652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823095170607371,0.12715737308772052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063147740541554
anxiety,anxietysocks,2019/01/09,"Freaking out over someone I've only been talking to for 3 weeks. I'd been talking to this guy for 3 weeks of pretty consistent hanging out before he had to go out of the country for a month (he's currently there). He was already not the best at texting, which doesn't really go well for me anyways, but it's been almost nonexistent since he's been gone.

I shouldn't even care. It's only been 3 weeks (even though we did hang out a LOT) and it's all I can think about. Anxiety makes me think I like people more than I even actually do and makes it so hard to tell how I actually feel about them. This is the main issue I still have with my anxiety and I hate it.

Tonight I felt myself start going into a panic attack because I went on a thought train that he's not over his ex (I have basically no reason to think this, though now that I'm already anxious I'm starting to pick up on all the microsigns that point towards it that probably are nothing to worry about).

I was doing so well for such a long time because I was without any romantic interests for most of 2017 and it was honestly great. I don't think I'm ever going to find someone if it's the one thing that really still causes me anxiety. And then of course I just judge myself for feeling this way about someone I've been talking to for THREE WEEKS.",5.626469864698649,5.061174918819186,6.478140221402218,80.79622632226324,67.33948339483396,9.440688806888069,31.719803198031983,8.841846274778883,2.3933112423124223,1037,37,215,15,15,345,142,271,0.159,0.769,0.07200000000000001,-0.9643,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,1,1,22,12,2,1,10,0,22,0,0,6,3,40,45,13,0,2,6,1,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,19,12,0,0,10,0,0,8,7,4,2,2,16,4,23,8,40,28,7,38,0,0,0,0,14,13,0,4,17,152,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.1916132416826269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983101157167534,0.0,0.21668159186196004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06676374826596408,0.0,0.22531548184124764,0.11091210096636983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116905469825311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969561469253877,0.0,0.08354142299185452,0.0,0.10303073784506717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009802708840324,0.10085485577888613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19453501074635904,0.08880674601500886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992825143476778,0.0,0.09426534675396646,0.0,0.08973202844917869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22318507867715145,0.0,0.0,0.10824052416798746,0.0,0.09721069686473284,0.0,0.0,0.087947336569157,0.0969294932605736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247131401797772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047964338629866,0.0,0.0,0.08688358370250991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346660160259453,0.0,0.0,0.1310678621831764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783639701287382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094203509872707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652729759729642,0.14933611343887487,0.0,0.11518959340805217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06806359221722938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280902868333332,0.0,0.0,0.09988133663275288,0.1058514454042735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12578944109055618,0.10094234006418976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812130552482556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24955524137313395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13898041686174262,0.0,0.1568086088508483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23673293787160685,0.08581105313144195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06522445748620814,0.251631511081072,0.1929168705663464,0.07794159677777608,0.05724781676829376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792835808760704,0.3150067718889453,0.0,0.1765458843728454,0.091011092083222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463915521111987,0.0,0.0,0.09970354143151522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,666spaghettislut,2019/01/09,"does anyone feel like their school/academic part of the brain has literally been turned off? it’s like i know that i’m smart enough and capable of doing the work and i have the motivation to but for some reason i just  can’t. 

i’m studying my first year of a levels (junior in us high school) and it’s so so important to me that i do well but i can’t even focus anymore ; and then i get anxious and stressed that i’m not getting anything done.",1.4118279569892491,3.401158139784947,3.158279569892475,90.82408602150541,80.50537634408602,6.2838709677419375,22.161290322580648,7.3871296695380915,0.7197225806451608,349,11,77,5,9,116,64,93,0.062,0.769,0.168,0.7559,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,1,3,5,5,0,1,4,0,8,1,1,2,0,14,16,10,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,2,1,10,4,8,14,3,7,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,5,53,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260986499646965,0.1984828337503175,0.1399409431120156,0.0,0.16469628584195706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22341987841915734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17514186228770895,0.20481036782469875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067957588185027,0.0,0.13218907260010074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119564169971414,0.14297842292166474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17023703734831805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091273904450554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114564832389104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099904535999756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195554355497251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21672964106093626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20577490295410455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.405100102964738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292570752734768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21769236191781385,0.0,0.0,0.2407410277205266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17994784052295207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570263947229334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888212608895966
anxiety,Severin_,2019/01/09,"Is it a smart idea to live alone with anxiety/panic attacks? So Reddit, here goes...

I'm 30, single and want to move into a place on my own. This would be a first for me.

I've had generalised anxiety disorder (or whatever the latest buzzword is) and panic attacks for a long time but only became aware of these conditions in the last 5 years of my life. I'm not on medication and never have been, I do have a full-time job, I don't like to socialise that much but I'm not quite at the Elliot Alderson-level of social ineptitude and paralyzing agoraphobia (I definitely can be awkward and shy though). I have seen a psychologist and I do meditate and use mindfulness techniques regularly to take the edge off life and remain calm. I haven't gone as far as serious cognitive behavioural therapy though.

I've never lived anywhere by myself and while living with people presents its own set of anxiety triggers (which I won't text-wall you with right now but they certainly can make me miserable and irritable), living alone does terrify me to a greater degree.

However... the prospective freedom and lack of intrusion or oversight, to structure my life and organise things how I prefer, to better deal with my anxiety and mental issues so I can make the most of my life; seems like a tantalising proposition.

What I keep coming back to as a major obstacle to overcome in my mind is: **the idea of being alone with my thoughts for prolonged periods of time in complete isolation.**

Now I have been alone with no one else at home for periods of hours or even a week or two in certain situations, but there's always the expectation that it's temporary and you will eventually have company. This knowledge psychologically pacifies the darkest depths of my mind from overwhelming me.

If I was completely alone, I wouldn't have many opportunities to be around people outside of work. I have one family member who lives close by and a few friends I see from time to time but that's it.

The thought of having crippling panic attacks with heart palpitations and shortness of breath, late at night in an empty house does keep popping up my mind as a reason not to go through with this. I don't have them very often if things are going right in my life and I can go for a year without really experiencing a full-blown attack, but when I'm stressed, sleep-deprived and overwhelmed with responsibility, which I'm sure living alone for the first time would present; then I can definitely give myself a run for my own phone to dial an ambulance. I often do have a hypochondriac-tendency to wonder if I have some life-threatening condition or if my anxiety will give me a heart-attack (despite the fact I rarely see doctors, have no chronic health conditions and have been in a hospital maybe 3 times in my entire life).

On the other hand, coming home to a place where there's no expectations or pressures to conform to, where unsolicited social interaction can't come knocking by any time you don't want it to, where you have true peace and quiet to still your mind and meditate in silence, where I could learn at my own pace all of most important lessons of being self-sufficient like a real adult, and so forth, really pique my interest.

​

I feel as though I would either sink or swim, and of course, this is an experience I could easily back out of, if I discovered that I really can't be on my own for that long and perhaps it would teach me something about my own strengths and make me realise that my fears were unfounded but **taking that first step to committing to this is absolutely daunting for me. It's almost as if I can't do it on my own unless I'm pushed into it by someone else or given an ultimatum.**

I was extremely close to doing it recently, but then gave it a second thought and decided not to. Since that time I have been ruminating on this for about 3 weeks and my indecisiveness is just frustrating to say the least.

I can see an equal amount of positives and negatives for living alone and living with other people, but I can't see an obvious choice for my future here.

I don't want to get pigeon-holed into a routine existence that basically keeps me living life on a safe, ""emotional plateau"" where I retreat into my little bubble and never break out of it for fear of meeting my inner demons but I don't want to find out that every night I'm freaking out in my own house when I live alone because I hear a bump in the night or because I convince myself I could die in my sleep or some other catastrophic scenario.

I feel as if I just need a little kick in my backside to get me over that edge, so I can take the leap of faith and once I'm locked into this choice, I will have to make it work for myself because I want those positives to be there for me and I feel the more self-sufficient and self-reliant you become, the less your anxiety and phobias can trample on your spirits.

​

If anyone who has been or is in a similiar situation could tell me, what it was like as a fellow anxiety-ridden, walking-tension-spring of nervousness, when you first found yourself living alone and having to do everything for yourself and how you managed to see that as your new ""normal"" baseline in life?",8.17321321321321,7.20301597997998,8.360758558558564,70.70665135135138,62.37337337337338,11.715723723723723,36.29631631631632,10.920247168421348,3.89554588988989,4160,163,760,93,50,1368,407,999,0.14,0.767,0.093,-0.9921,2,10,1,0,0,0,111.0,0,11,2,11,36,37,5,12,51,0,80,16,4,9,11,173,134,90,1,28,38,0,4,4,2,9,12,3,2,1,46,61,0,4,18,1,0,12,24,19,0,8,18,14,100,18,139,96,25,117,3,3,6,0,30,57,0,29,50,558,146,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04059375033326552,0.3778737193630276,0.0,0.0,0.033731527392762715,0.08784754129151824,0.0985181534122723,0.027567772743041133,0.0,0.15506034737454716,0.0,0.0,0.0283456701031352,0.0,0.0,0.036088124902943414,0.0,0.2305936752153616,0.0,0.06234366663126348,0.0,0.07413622489492673,0.04477191736811549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03585327243945771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047617546595445,0.08500831674281606,0.0,0.0,0.12946772597564676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04179372063748301,0.0,0.0,0.042072872025017916,0.0,0.04646097457153479,0.04149317748142673,0.07095155055061039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06772992773053688,0.045600691324729915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02677549371782189,0.0,0.03415568569989928,0.0,0.03643365764388439,0.03965472318403666,0.038216370849998085,0.09123483630893793,0.061492902899742075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0370517269073125,0.13792912332019874,0.0,0.0444486995341423,0.031320174738089734,0.0,0.04235969750711299,0.07777701786471218,0.06911739928193299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04309084654498699,0.04569017156376288,0.09607734152335826,0.0,0.0,0.08132743935795397,0.0,0.039922550065267855,0.0935526599904326,0.0,0.09152673698026237,0.0,0.04231197275316164,0.04022850172977499,0.10809823879915048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033044530973444494,0.04572952983737511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577037668236146,0.07922083594533612,0.08126105094764638,0.3937615142802856,0.07175112101466129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082398496917245,0.041099978308980135,0.04072667132914432,0.0,0.0,0.04083857404036846,0.040853573510159016,0.0,0.2046631481042123,0.0,0.0,0.043086326660120564,0.029800680949747086,0.030059005017326324,0.09379806035823543,0.03915262367679439,0.0,0.11412874711780913,0.03971941479270645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04317249677731004,0.054940277291348726,0.030831582591885995,0.0,0.09512708965309427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431349457095258,0.0,0.08470883123632117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043118001642892034,0.0,0.04614202714350135,0.07791057607290869,0.04168063602353193,0.040027172342122073,0.0,0.0,0.06923982390423497,0.0,0.03223807924088453,0.0,0.0,0.1615208669656433,0.03690499912615588,0.12687242234666132,0.0,0.0,0.03353411258356983,0.09113461481772232,0.0811361491772573,0.08264839868491099,0.03434839195268576,0.03120874721113018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03237433641181883,0.0,0.046437056089510084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03820733731426977,0.0,0.0914403928362852,0.0,0.03543269623126604,0.0,0.046359648451178063,0.0,0.05386435207636764,0.0,0.11948748948798076,0.09654983204237796,0.18910799272881929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03960051508290701,0.0,0.0,0.03501250551922413,0.0,0.0334487538780675,0.11955416678525853,0.0,0.06503555691150832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03907795459686023,0.04396259711129966,0.05902545544990055,0.0,0.0,0.11519039580511753,0.0,0.0985181534122723,0.0522113135307954
anxiety,Zrayn_lhuv,2019/01/09,"Hi i guess I have such severe social anxiety that i cant have friends because what if they want to hang out or talk to me?? Im also house hunting atm and the idea of ""what if a neighbor says hi"" made me start crying and having a panic attack. I also have severe OCD so i got stuck in that thought cycle which just made everything worse and i feel horrible. I hate myself for having this and i desperately want to be normal but everything is too much...",2.4432608695652185,4.251033108695655,4.158043478260872,85.73423913043482,76.6086956521739,6.773913043478261,22.369565217391305,7.6454224807358475,0.9856260869565214,354,10,71,5,8,119,65,92,0.255,0.72,0.025,-0.9444,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,6,4,2,1,3,0,8,0,0,2,0,19,19,11,0,5,5,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,5,2,12,1,7,13,1,4,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,4,1,51,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27372371571516324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092283850792846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19469825143785344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043263172892388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879909869176944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076220295341872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653432391583588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13222355839853206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13687755376998706,0.0,0.1885317425122637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896687643174088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974744027615448,0.0,0.1931980098025936,0.1848622719617479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238765977061951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580875141424053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676824093516938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007977669219649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360986517096164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38668253858275625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17445728610143146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211348895592634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13755711743017002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358672959966853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018874733095774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744078887136908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LesserAnnoyingDog,2019/01/09,"Super cute girl asked for my number, yet all I can think about is how inferior I am I was in a vintage clothing store looking around, and one of the girls working there started chatting to me casually but also giving me flirty signs. I swear this woman is a goddess and 100% my type! We talked for quite a while while as I was looking through the store, she would occasionally go help another customer but then she'd come back to me. I think I did okay with the talking, not great, but could've been worse. Meanwhile this girl is smooth as hell. I think I managed to maintain a relaxed exterior somewhat (while my interiors were having a crisis). I have many years of practicing my psssh-I'm-totally-not-dying-inside face. Anyway, I gave her my number, and she gave me a hug when I left the store.

Even though she was so amazing and we hit it off, all I felt during our conversation and after leaving the store was absolute shittyness. I'm not even sure why.

I've never been good at relationships - I avoid them at all costs! Even if I like someone I always feel like I shouldn't go for it, because it's easier to play it safe. Single is safe. I'm so scared to try new things and be vulnerable. I usually stick to friends with benefits types of deals (sorry if that's tmi, not proud of it, it's just all I can handle). And I cut things off as soon as things start to get messy, or feelings get in the way. If I like someone I can be really confident and flirtatious and want to be around them, but if I find that they like me too I get scared and end it. I hate this about myself. Especially because it's not fair to the other person. I'm so sick of this cycle repeating. I wonder if I can ever be in a functioning, mutual love, relationship. Or if I even want to be in one at all.

So I don't know what to do. This girl is the whole package, and she came onto me! I'm very attracted to her. It's not everyday you come across someone you vibe with so well. Yet still I feel nothing but shittyness, like I want to run away. I don't want to ghost her, but I really really really don't know if I can do this.",2.7974928347208925,4.197684554524365,4.493962740548657,85.42128258495977,74.6844547563805,7.854810973113143,24.50941722396616,8.4952907291091,1.470654374232291,1637,51,350,30,34,553,209,431,0.128,0.6609999999999999,0.212,0.9887,0,1,0,0,0,0,57.0,3,2,3,4,28,31,3,3,15,1,34,4,1,1,8,73,71,43,1,13,21,0,5,5,1,2,1,0,0,6,22,21,0,3,11,4,5,6,10,7,1,2,12,7,62,24,47,50,8,45,1,1,2,2,36,17,1,11,26,249,84,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617123601530876,0.07925546948786152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987772732186558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695850442119638,0.08904571149757419,0.0,0.0894903288384493,0.07324122194234893,0.0,0.11612679619059225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089404040412471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409854897737408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07604922011274863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819836831577723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436305710696528,0.0,0.0,0.2516463960455665,0.08615890332595012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14448349263117588,0.06804648094733727,0.09145475160850428,0.0,0.08705659773963087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358976438884149,0.0,0.1492922781497148,0.09137229385521584,0.10826532037492616,0.07989101877411059,0.0,0.10501324816206722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403946450036206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06384393765974268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469360554326887,0.0,0.0,0.10085579232233273,0.10348919369048074,0.0,0.0,0.2326712215311511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997169672363368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596666935891835,0.0,0.0,0.09656835395832204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07346252290112945,0.09199285686220304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139475844229243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908746822574604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316845726518306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101309893969373,0.0,0.0,0.2440778607632997,0.0,0.0,0.20452529232866845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19072334596500826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421145563909992,0.0,0.0,0.10662436039829268,0.13483660687857416,0.0,0.07606661867992337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977181559152415,0.0,0.0,0.1531163732741713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898392176003835,0.18309669036853965,0.0935824514855073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466836639637677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049042053026652,0.07859106590468103,0.22472321534609774,0.07560486305494647,0.0,0.0,0.08564101527660753,0.0,0.08594813539847095,0.10634300762798816,0.0,0.0,0.10329435229515667,0.06934299370654101,0.0,0.09706769045884553,0.06766272983821331,0.0,0.0,0.06133775263537225
anxiety,pineapplepowered,2019/01/09,"I give up on dating. I [25F] recently went through a breakup. 

He got a girlfriend right away and is flaunting her on his social media. I stopped looking after I saw. It hurt too much. 

I’ve been dating this guy. We had a few dates, had sex and now it just seems that’s all he wants. We don’t talk as much and now he just said to be safe if I have sex with anyone else. 

I just can’t do this whole dating thing. I can’t fuck multiple guys at once. I can’t keep up the whole going out and meeting new people all the time only to be disappointed or ghosted. I give up. 

I can’t sleep anymore.

I’m exhausted. 

I feel so anxious all the time now.

I just want to be in bed, alone, away from everything.

I miss having a best friend, someone to cuddle with, tell everything to, and spend my time with, but my ex was an asshole so it’s for the best anyway. 

I guess I need a hobby, a distraction, but part of me has no energy for anything anymore. ",-0.0935309617918314,2.024781232323236,2.0704216073781296,95.55171936758894,87.68686868686869,5.059639877031182,19.21475625823452,6.498293943080001,-0.003201844532279452,716,21,165,8,23,240,120,198,0.103,0.816,0.081,0.0009,0,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,2,0,0,2,11,10,1,1,11,0,17,6,1,0,3,31,35,12,1,4,8,1,1,0,2,0,1,1,1,2,7,11,0,3,2,0,1,2,6,6,0,0,8,4,22,4,25,24,11,27,0,3,2,4,19,11,1,4,14,114,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13310503210169594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14518782412219164,0.2549090033250078,0.08986219528163214,0.13168103082450655,0.10575868270833952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414922284401589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697416876083697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735960677569498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310058958639149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498214399477624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929204877953336,0.1188120552057549,0.0,0.2465707652121693,0.07303927088961433,0.0,0.10278692322580572,0.0,0.14157615481497987,0.2545044127055538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758029136442906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423196804809756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079220571389426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889498185287629,0.09529385507593884,0.0,0.12412268617502895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686659451275998,0.0,0.0977431009968392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13917157405996974,0.0,0.08909762568609206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689520355285153,0.0,0.0,0.10975296322700076,0.12224926131519892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699720720224825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286099862031467,0.13100707295531874,0.10889218332223836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744611094347124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329723522249476,0.11232967350934504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538109890141145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248181906189311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15160551637410666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913670659393613,0.0,0.2869696672751289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ayupbois,2019/01/09,When should someone start medication for anxiety? When should a person start medication for there anxiety ,8.769375,13.2074571875,8.180000000000003,50.66500000000002,70.875,13.2,39.25,11.20814326018867,7.309475000000003,89,5,10,4,2,28,10,16,0.207,0.7929999999999999,0.0,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4866444154080377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6408428823510821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777259170736517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694991563775626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4502622933241328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dewberrypanda,2019/01/09,"Big couple days coming up, long time lurker first time posting Anyone get to the point where you literally wake up with a beating heart that's as if you have run a mile?? I know I'm not going to be able to sleep tonight as there as some big changes in my life coming in less than 24hrs (or at least milestones)

A friend finally convinced me to see an MD about my depression/anxiety and now I'm already running the race of talking myself out of it, or getting prepared mentally for it to be unhelpful and awful. 

Does anyone have any tips or tricks to help with this? Otherwise it's gonna be a long couple days for this gal 😬",7.474120734908134,5.672603196850396,7.624055118110237,78.10201443569557,64.2755905511811,10.671391076115487,35.33989501312336,9.2995712137729,2.9683186351706032,494,18,101,7,6,161,89,127,0.059,0.853,0.087,0.5484,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,2,4,3,1,0,7,1,5,4,3,0,0,14,15,9,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,1,0,1,0,1,7,2,23,11,3,27,0,0,1,0,5,11,0,5,10,62,13,0,0.1745374009712768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19260636211922036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869141780297444,0.0,0.13352063401315215,0.0,0.0,0.2440812179116477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18463742739413275,0.3006970326781893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862446288405895,0.0,0.2251243690151034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273885577675367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19119719144327385,0.0,0.14846142410369542,0.0,0.0,0.13484716303166558,0.0,0.18237717648385302,0.0,0.0991936271879604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20682766051578388,0.11698874078053488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592119102644348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328092799018582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089202149757521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758926485442255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649942593914771,0.0,0.1671585835366428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908371114062634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746634497948919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028655154146896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035483241978989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kafka0002,2019/01/09,"I said hi to a random stranger in college today! I think I took a leap today in battling my social anxiety. I initiated a conversation with a stranger going down the stairs and we talked about what we were pursuing in our careers. She said she liked modelling and acting and that was great! To be honest, she was one of the most interesting people I've talked to in a while. And she actually liked the fact that I approached her and pointed out that it was rare for people to do that. I hoped it wasn't too weird for me to randomly talk to her out of the blue and she thought that it was okay. We parted on friendly terms. Today was a good day. Here's to many more of such interactions 🍺",2.727278177458036,4.5720872374100745,4.123183453237413,86.13259292565952,75.90647482014387,7.223261390887291,24.53297362110312,8.07648339933343,1.3358340527577939,542,18,113,9,12,179,82,139,0.026,0.774,0.2,0.9747,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,4,0,0,0,4,11,1,0,10,1,9,0,0,0,1,19,16,7,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,9,12,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,2,0,1,11,3,19,9,22,4,4,20,0,0,1,0,21,10,0,4,8,83,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.16976205226957744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308063774574005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219125351698887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13440279539632916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886675017725452,0.1459112736598084,0.0,0.19179398417492954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17278375692323306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16997832696856432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17637040730611006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788131626907235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883841538500188,0.0,0.2412070272006493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16445054673752488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33095585513360537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773325965000641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4194727777681987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146797935701012,0.0,0.13810658710193746,0.0,0.0,0.4946875890676447,0.0,0.193278449978555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thoughtsaplenty,2019/01/09,"You will love somebody else It's been a few months since we broke up and I'm doing a lot better, but I still check on you everyday via your social media and I'm sure you do too.

I thought I was fine with all of it, but here I am, the panic creeping in, anxiety taking over me and I'm unable to breathe.

The thought of you finding someone else and loving and being loved by them is a knife straight to the heart. When that day comes, it'll probably be the worst pain I'll ever have felt, even worse than when we broke up.

I fear that day, I know it's inevitable, but I just can't take more anxiety attacks like this. Part of me wants us to start over and do all the things right this time, knowing all we know we can avoid this time around. Part of me still believes in the forever we thought we were going to have, a happy one.

That is why it stings so much. You're the one that got away and it hurts to think that you'll find someone that'll make you happier and feel more loved, and someone that you'll love more than you loved me.

The day that happens is the day I'll know our forever is truly over, it's the day I know I'm not the love of your life, I'm just another ex.

Why does love have to hurt so much?",2.437731397459164,3.266863900383143,3.3757975398265785,95.3265880217786,74.74712643678161,6.720790481952008,22.93224440411373,6.8360192770164,0.33846666666666714,942,24,229,8,19,301,128,261,0.151,0.636,0.212,0.9735,0,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,8,10,1,1,13,23,1,3,15,0,23,12,2,1,5,46,56,16,0,1,6,1,2,1,0,5,2,0,0,0,19,18,0,1,13,0,1,2,2,10,0,2,8,2,31,13,25,41,13,29,0,4,0,8,29,12,0,1,16,149,50,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877666116209012,0.1280603429064646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451062970275629,0.0,0.09522068543033718,0.07863878309605299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094301091220499,0.0,0.07402573321703904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210002671184933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698974591619659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324632028030001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984100250420242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05528297474259696,0.07571132432281491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941856236987864,0.042321169171603085,0.0,0.08036500109221405,0.0,0.15300032965765106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04756856498515039,0.0,0.06694243216748272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401551861776216,0.08910006800755113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991847489489308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792048839133565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299962980559408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05911969348009261,0.0408915286381664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115863633815846,0.6043392042874276,0.0,0.055870313165012134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06680843769050562,0.0,0.12305807016066295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343439616305895,0.0,0.08906256295940804,0.09820376330032736,0.0,0.18127760543400184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024261638510266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147923165151374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923739739442983,0.0,0.0,0.08532147689162567,0.21275588470347154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05924319878672879,0.0,0.1336856486027484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888613692754272,0.0,0.1258637713250158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05560647446403867,0.05363149704325177,0.0,0.19934504224092245,0.09761213458682176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100680637916591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04936835191473973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15105222798570442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852973182097454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JoseVegaMaravilla,2019/01/09,"I just want to give up and scream😪  I have had anxiety and I have been stressed for almost two months now and I can’t deal with this pain anymore. I lost my friend 10 months ago from lung cancer and it’s been very difficult to know that he’s no longer here anymore. When I started to get pain, I panicked and thought it was cancer, but thank god it wasn’t. My parents tell you’ll get through it but it’s to hard. I overthink a lot of things and that causes me not to feel comfortable at school, home or even to go to sleep.

 My chest has been hurting again recently and I can’t stop checking if it’s okay or not. I talk to my little brother about this and he helps with it. He gets me distracted and I’m thankful for that. The thing is that when I’m at school, trying to workout I start to overthink and start feeling my chest hurt. I tell myself, “it’s all in you’re head” but I feel like I’m going insane and that’s when I want to scream.

 When I’m telling my psychiatrists my thoughts and my pain I feel relieved, claim, and peaceful but when I leave I start to feel low. And I just turned 16!! I need man. I want to graduate and make my parents proud but i feel like i can’t do that with my anxiety and stress in the want. If anyone can help please tell me please.",0.6265396825396792,2.6467846962962973,1.849973544973544,98.97416666666668,83.51851851851852,5.042328042328042,20.383597883597886,6.18269132825596,-0.1545291005291003,988,29,236,8,28,313,131,270,0.195,0.629,0.17600000000000002,-0.3655,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,2,12,21,0,3,3,1,16,10,5,2,1,52,49,30,0,7,13,3,7,2,1,1,5,1,1,1,18,19,0,1,9,1,1,2,7,12,0,1,9,8,37,9,27,39,2,25,0,4,0,0,18,7,0,6,18,142,55,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263508696903256,0.0,0.09334769911311347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14262812903229186,0.0,0.18490102584948173,0.06518252347279946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957639878938678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610710089252908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061571811194002436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828130414337729,0.13319467771108734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720225705587362,0.0,0.1461128966264595,0.08942639694466432,0.10595966355546113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350800374918434,0.0,0.09567198191817876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496858885292488,0.0,0.09350859770900552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995907298536588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05123200661743065,0.0,0.0,0.09870793145104684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108646893428916,0.0934322656960834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176209696451384,0.07925344361145273,0.0,0.0,0.06222596359119725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14881675708657258,0.0,0.0,0.06912243714761067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975822124183883,0.0,0.2070225163853872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046580593828736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204481994065056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18868993150343644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932886562391442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639301569576765,0.0,0.0,0.07793720848555064,0.21356944376682094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492777622963118,0.3259182154305277,0.17165135732011325,0.0,0.0,0.12386422267634553,0.0,0.0,0.148014650809074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06329116583511561,0.1013980410236259,0.09106369666106544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691736257637019,0.21993742972092686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,northlaney,2019/01/09,"DAE also feel like everyone is always talking behind your back about you? It doesn’t matter who it is, as soon as i turn my back to them, i think they’re talking about me. Or if I approach them, i think they’re doing it too, but not in a good but in a bad way. 
I always have it, does anyone else think this too? ",3.555,3.0382462647058834,4.92235294117647,90.05058823529413,71.64705882352942,7.388235294117647,22.882352941176467,5.985473137389443,0.2738705882352939,238,4,57,1,4,80,45,68,0.126,0.831,0.043,-0.8136,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,2,0,8,3,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,10,10,7,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,11,2,8,10,0,7,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,4,43,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17798673506632892,0.3703871169284543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556240087301519,0.2280461747724199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422805417826516,0.18583413331188864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19476986577016436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18592615426057252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126722891662152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253655347115807,0.15900189638691956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866786248534672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873498509568924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3577818188323721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42783580554734985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420889646603818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766633106436968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tigrblsmASMR,2019/01/09,"BREATHE Lately I’ve been thinking a lot about “anxiety,” this term we’ve given to energy. Just energy that may spike depending on the situation or circumstance, but just energy. I’ve been breathing it all in, literally in the midst of conversation at the gym or an uncomfortable encounter at the store with my three sons losing their shit I’ve been just breathing in really deep, and getting ONTO my ENERGY. Riding it like a wave and USING it, directing it toward sharper focus and attention, seeing where I can truly be of service and if the situation calls, just shutting shit down, “Hey it was nice talking to you I’m gonna get back to my workout.” I’m not going to let “anxiety” lead me I’m going to control and direct my ENERGY. ",5.96156349206349,6.782536092857146,7.586666666666666,68.3761111111111,66.64285714285714,11.079365079365079,31.984126984126984,10.980518767755715,3.893960317460317,583,23,99,17,9,203,90,140,0.126,0.723,0.151,0.4676,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,3,7,5,2,0,8,0,8,5,5,4,1,24,20,9,0,1,9,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,2,2,1,4,1,3,0,1,5,1,8,2,18,11,3,19,0,1,1,0,7,12,2,6,4,68,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106033300980863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15610172744084444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20729533486855745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22769234789866824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21212810577349134,0.0,0.230749884890853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22900348947689805,0.0,0.0,0.20759090552113535,0.0,0.09918015741292058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271156342552441,0.0,0.17259136521299268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005304487276234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16177223903244625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4167725432843297,0.0,0.4563822300297104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16317129707631922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300802512448899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753349743097143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NateG_,2019/01/09,"Having a gastroscopy in a few weeks, super anxious! So abit of background, i always get severe anxiety when having anything to do with doctors or hospital appointments. Absolutely hate needles, even a blood test is terrifying to me. I have been having some gastrointestinal pains lately and after much hesitation went to see a doctor. After a blood test, the doctor scheduled a gastroscopy and honestly so freaked about it. I feel so pathetic but i'm really in need of some advice right now, i almost don't even want to go and would rather risk not getting fully checked out. Anyone have any knowledge they can share!? Thanks ",5.505945945945951,8.23137711711712,5.748009009009008,73.62255405405405,70.62162162162163,8.043603603603604,30.01891891891892,8.841846274778883,2.939028108108108,504,21,76,10,10,160,82,111,0.182,0.737,0.081,-0.8235,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,9,8,1,1,7,0,11,6,2,0,0,17,22,9,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,1,2,2,4,0,0,2,2,6,4,13,19,4,13,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,4,7,56,7,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792846204307572,0.0,0.0,0.18371855917963334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526616181222442,0.0,0.0,0.12476579391071163,0.0,0.14035393808982718,0.20726871529513446,0.0,0.1282863895938606,0.0,0.15098005930452393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5633675174199628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24236021982578165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927678721294511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19171085522774545,0.0,0.10427014754792893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18113849947193053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20696198958488224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487145488434746,0.13604057390162108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19522486296723895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753548812693602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156682255040542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462017217564441,0.0,0.0,0.20726871529513446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16891439396843966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821527493955194,0.0,0.14716845220181696,0.0,0.0,0.1700783951375727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13033172209334934,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anacheth,2019/01/09,"Specific question about contacting new people through phone Hi, this is my first post on Reddit and I've just joined sometime ago. I was feeling anxious about posting how I felt also. I started small with a comment and then two more. A small start, but yeah, significant nonetheless. So now, I wanted to ask your opinions about a specific emotion I've been feeling. I've always been this incredibly introverted person who was awkward, shy and couldn't initiate conversations with strangers. But I worked really hard putting myself in such positions for the past year and I guess I can finally say that it's not bad as before.

But for the past few months, I've been noticing that anytime I have to pick up the phone and call a stranger for information or anything, my heart beat quickens, I feel sweaty, I have difficulty breathing, and somehow I feel everything is just too much. Like, I start feeling claustrophobic.

I don't know what to do. Like it just sucks. When I worked so hard on trying to easily communicate with people in person, I can't do it through calls.

Am I being paranoid or has this happened to anybody?

",5.090988917306049,7.277082173913048,5.348195510088097,78.40631713554991,70.25603864734299,8.348849104859335,32.466325660699056,9.007467420416297,3.0107609548167096,898,42,156,18,17,284,128,207,0.092,0.794,0.113,0.6481,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,4,15,5,1,1,7,1,18,2,2,2,0,34,33,18,0,2,9,0,8,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,10,9,0,0,9,0,0,1,4,3,0,2,6,9,20,2,22,25,3,24,0,0,0,0,16,7,1,6,16,107,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158974792241418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455666198638522,0.10879024376273956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14770453987518675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075919255742432,0.0,0.12222884707447665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091665435347364,0.0,0.0,0.11125429358940482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670103545274776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14707043257196822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750509990534252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33054278955147226,0.0,0.12553562277835967,0.14322466457730265,0.0,0.11121155865006027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403026514568815,0.0,0.11561729731431855,0.0,0.2342435274061636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15493335482111484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185398648857111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775072342899968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043593444701564,0.0,0.09611255686910304,0.0,0.0,0.12627425447278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14885395329228618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496216325917632,0.18128412469161526,0.2283228349467035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504349763459344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143475243991967,0.14646422815684718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375854102281921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039736048184651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931006493672506,0.0,0.2776257731847908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876721555573504,0.0,0.1277187848281022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711673886555206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903677118391961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.084195439181428
anxiety,sammyaxelrod,2019/01/09,"What's it called when someone jokingly shames you or points something out sarcastically? One of my triggers that makes me anxious and angrily annoyed instantly is somethjng my wife does all the time.

If I do something that, she points it out and pretends to be angry about it. It's all in good fun but I HATE it so much.

For example, if I open a YouTube video, let's SAY a video game review of something, some annoying asshole trying to be original starts the video by yelling as loud as he can ""HEY THERE YOUTUBE!"" and my volumes really high and I forget... For a second before I quickly lower the volume, she heard the douchebag yell... And she'll shell say in a joking sarcastic tone ""what do you think you're doing!?""...or if Im eating a late night snack she comes downstairs and acts like she caught me in some horrible crime and jokes ""what's going on down here!!""

I know she doesn't mean anything by it and I don't want to say anything and sound crazy but... It makes me instantly so annoyed and anxious at the same time..

I can't stand anyone who does this... But what is it with me? 

Anyone else have thus issue or know what it's even called? Sorry I know it's really weird... ",2.063589743589745,4.4076039273504275,2.9372863247863243,91.36951923076923,80.23931623931624,5.951282051282053,23.42521367521368,7.1686216300943375,0.8660547008547009,925,32,190,12,24,292,132,234,0.221,0.7190000000000001,0.06,-0.9904,1,0,4,0,1,0,42.0,0,2,0,0,8,12,4,1,10,0,13,2,0,5,2,40,27,23,0,4,8,1,0,1,0,1,0,8,0,0,19,15,2,0,5,8,0,4,3,6,0,2,2,8,24,6,21,21,6,25,0,0,0,0,19,12,0,7,9,119,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954284448980223,0.0,0.1828517561144247,0.1339723988366679,0.21519795723843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126158671602007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670278580346262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263255107057467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288465146531415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379345951819924,0.10922776020085988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636144478716977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431021969598488,0.10966982107070236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909199811933667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814823754283856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123620302623585,0.13647266927243248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21557609034204264,0.0,0.14749562819695278,0.0,0.0,0.13370429895088112,0.0,0.06387954897851951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17455793535380293,0.0,0.0,0.14242887869350385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611885739939224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227032897658344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860194650174652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472086163504086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16752806340420145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119412620077581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078700495354464,0.3019812662528197,0.0,0.14636782339353796,0.09254799085717684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378155467066804,0.0,0.0,0.15248681915052809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877303457198553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712179415036452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,burchette,2019/01/09,"Fear of abandonment and being angry with the fear itself Hello people,

I dont know I have ever write here something for this time but even its the first time wish you and myself like real, non delusional feelings. After I wish this for myself, I say again to myself all feelings are delusional itself. So, my father was a real hard working guy, he was working like 5 am to 10-11 pm on his normal days, some days he was sleeping at the company. He has his own deals, Im not at mad at him or something. His family did not care about his education, all lived in some way they know and could not take the precautions. My grands, even they passed, they were real wonderful people. But because father hasnt attended any school, make it directly in companies, he has always been discriminated by wages, titles or something like capital created. He worked hard and because of the stress of this work and his unbalanced character, I just like had a pairs of scales all the time in my hand and was always thinking the importance of me in the family. This is not important for me now, I know what are the definitions. After the maturity I started to not care about these things, but because father was away I sort of had a mission like being a father of the house. Because mom needed a man and I was standing there with my big head logic to listen her. So, this gave me a huge responsibility, mom was working also. I have always been an overthinker, this being a wonderful guy think made me a person with anxiety. There are two of me, one is fearful to be abandoned and other is the hateful of the fear of something social. Now, I dont have a balance, words are just mine if I am not calculating anything, but can not prevent this. I always found the problem in some other places but lately I figured out this, this is that simple with me. I will go to see some expert when I am back in town, but before going there talking with you people who are more sensitive to these issues will help me for drawing sharper borders I think.

Thank you.",5.651611253196932,6.35315955242967,6.383768797953966,77.1506813299233,67.28644501278771,8.915846547314578,29.70649616368286,8.954980946260402,2.4174504552429674,1599,55,291,26,25,526,192,391,0.111,0.757,0.132,0.9308,1,0,4,0,0,0,44.0,0,3,3,6,19,19,2,5,24,0,41,3,3,2,4,70,68,21,0,7,18,6,5,5,0,2,0,2,0,4,21,14,0,3,13,0,1,4,10,10,0,3,16,8,45,9,43,45,9,38,0,2,1,0,38,16,0,10,21,227,66,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06199076343041517,0.2580032734982053,0.0,0.0,0.052714597888956334,0.0,0.05930071998605306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379034562297177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283029782028784,0.059606217521141286,0.0,0.1890159363867023,0.0,0.06596173274369456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580686340863532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06189146270554796,0.0,0.0,0.09998482457540242,0.07991719890553821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817000022021578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10239923244938597,0.07011906951896581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615331030987352,0.34891521736767395,0.07839041331821782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659363955584326,0.0,0.08499400167250777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811002964073343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535091401793579,0.0,0.0,0.1388810126171807,0.07653254039088,0.079555378714337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051958385382322864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944485466427059,0.0,0.0,0.08373226513054352,0.08090819125511045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780486847959832,0.0,0.08744318228017768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893558173075268,0.0,0.06844942423732281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334898803560366,0.0517435721525657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18157525498943247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0574782873175876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595074867666687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05252790372868038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16122274383019922,0.06768534198607963,0.08098934973615744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741738343950289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646958565702385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06164507375099858,0.0,0.07845190754580719,0.061771457796994465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07757354063391178,0.07901938875241568,0.0,0.23870721442567006,0.0,0.0,0.0548673268022701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887961012201595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05828355672282521,0.06230567711317336,0.0,0.0713677529441712,0.0,0.0,0.051499221332119455,0.14901036416485294,0.0,0.0,0.13560333501375862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572339079579588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0615298296969499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17828273305840284,0.0,0.16812897077159408,0.2821685286526677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,getTrickshotted,2019/01/09,I can’t live like this anymore I really need help with this.i have a lazy eye and when people make fun of me I can’t sleep or even eat sometimes I need something that would make me not care what people think of me .,1.7265217391304368,3.3562731739130456,2.4906521739130447,97.68858695652176,78.13043478260869,5.469565217391305,18.02173913043478,5.985473137389443,-0.5291565217391305,170,3,40,1,4,53,35,46,0.107,0.71,0.183,0.5647,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,4,3,2,2,0,10,10,3,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,7,3,3,9,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,23,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579984902340475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26523984633511466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26619797825974195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17182635148774086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17437278729313446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127095949618621,0.0,0.2297168552303195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473037445007274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857952511285405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36070994136117895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16665848966220267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603374681680244,0.0,0.0,0.200275865099078,0.2572945977486008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16669335368935714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18480280556365586,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,eidrevenlliwI,2019/01/09,"Can a class/coursework trigger anxiety? If so, care to share your story? If you overcame it, how did you do it?",0.4343939393939422,2.8821730454545467,2.2881818181818185,91.71893939393942,91.27272727272728,4.751515151515153,25.51515151515152,6.42735559955562,1.0620424242424251,85,4,17,1,3,28,19,22,0.067,0.675,0.258,0.7,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,4,4,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6001618028477315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7998786222937583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cutiebear214,2019/01/09,"Daily existential crisis breakdowns.. anyone have any advice? Hi!
My anxiety is all health/existential related. I kind of always have random symptoms so it freaks me out not knowing what is happening with my body, but my sister told me she thinks it's just how sensitive my body is to everything and not to worry. I kind of refuse to take medicine unless it is serious, so that's why I am not really looking to be put on anxiety medication, but I've been having existential crisis breakdowns pretty much everyday for a while now and it's getting to be too much. I'm usually freaking out about dying or the world ending or 'why am I here' and 'what is life' etc. 
I go to therapy, but I think there's just maybe a mental block I can't get through because a lot of the advice is genius but doesn't work often. If anyone has advice I would be grateful, it's kind of my new years resolution to get this shit figured out. 

Oh, ps. I have always been an anxious person overall (different triggers throughout my life) but the existence issues and hyper phobia of death have only been around for about 1-2 years.",4.939501557632396,6.139292140186921,6.240355140186918,75.73283800623052,69.18691588785046,9.071152647975078,29.687227414330216,9.3871,2.754265171339563,874,33,156,18,15,295,128,214,0.184,0.7659999999999999,0.05,-0.983,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,13,7,1,0,7,0,23,7,3,2,1,36,35,17,2,2,14,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,9,9,0,2,4,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,4,1,18,3,24,27,5,16,0,0,1,0,6,6,1,6,8,112,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34439718790257795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19550378184749345,0.0,0.0,0.0798897091972947,0.0,0.17974213840559286,0.13271776559587575,0.0,0.1642880157675089,0.0,0.0,0.10458116550962808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161407274412468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609852420288494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219245944350776,0.12274049044496495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405147316144422,0.0,0.1310200746707114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558249813265932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18413369555124115,0.0,0.06676599013608234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388624057701126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124874621959195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261749363365668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3670087203568381,0.06456335427453866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16595770223349302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865272359158957,0.0,0.0,0.0998763955425959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802338764855234,0.0,0.0,0.11834767482044012,0.11839114236099375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17272107958432198,0.0,0.0,0.11346189440130905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934802932093623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025780809250976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951831862465462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809878477813553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526001857161947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059044591538405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210560279378528,0.08832954407390099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434740875787055,0.0,0.0,0.15055152509607525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225616368884186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938645749564345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21201294524808795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552606906411686,0.11930556833288,0.0,0.08345366987903552,0.0,0.0,0.15130517411265787
anxiety,rainbowlandx,2019/01/09,"Lately I've been struggling with a lot of things. Mostly, the fact that I have to get up and go to work. I'm having a lot of money issues, so that's a factor I know. I moved back in with my parents a couple months ago and ever since, my family has been super loud and invite people over all the time.. My transgender mother transitioned 3 years ago and still acts like the same irresponsible nasty man she was before that. The dishes are literally all over the place and the house looks a mess. We have dogs (not mine btw.) and they poop all over the place, and I'm usually the one that ends up having to clean it up. They invite people over for dinner even though we can't afford to feed extra mouths. I actually sacrificed paying my insurance to make sure we eat, and my 16 year old sister brings people over. On top of that, today they invited my other sister AND her bf and told us that all of us can only have one burrito. Why invite people over to eat if you can't afford to do it?? 

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All of this is just building up on me. On top of the fact that I feel absolutely worthless and anxious all the time. I look at pictures of fictional characters and I think ""wow I wish I was perfect like that. I'll never be that thin."" And I have hormone issues because I suffer from PCOS and apparently have had it my whole life. Just got diagnosed when I was 24 and i'm 29. They always say ""eat healthy"" but never specify WHAT. I try, I really do. But i'm always hungry and I can't tell if it's because I'm stressed or because i'm actually hungry. This is pretty specific for my situation, but I would love to hear what everyone else gets triggered by. For me, it's money issues and a dirty house, plus big social situations. ",3.78269340974212,4.84102035816619,5.373597707736393,81.40084355300863,71.77936962750717,8.220103151862466,24.275186246418336,8.608573733854374,1.5330375014326654,1351,36,271,23,25,459,185,349,0.061,0.8370000000000001,0.102,0.8815,4,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,5,1,4,5,9,12,0,2,16,0,25,11,2,2,13,56,46,27,0,4,9,4,2,2,1,1,2,3,1,1,20,23,6,0,3,0,3,4,6,5,0,2,8,7,39,7,38,36,12,43,0,2,2,1,24,21,0,6,20,187,59,2,0.0,0.0,0.17986741920616262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16338645832701146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15336703393307027,0.09985403780651034,0.11198304779881682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411322925477674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086444029362622,0.0,0.16853747514512876,0.0,0.07842036394981389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197197617184332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353925753845298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829044263848654,0.07698686457022362,0.0,0.08162535611503194,0.0,0.0,0.06087002829401919,0.08336292457425233,0.0,0.08806169733889285,0.0,0.0,0.08687912908159612,0.0,0.04659826604675288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629835449375274,0.0,0.05237597850032005,0.0,0.07370782341358711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386968267157227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21267779860985603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28856957848882897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050648074693410136,0.0,0.1039591577435776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509449666235402,0.09004828400715538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547803880179017,0.0,0.0,0.15670025816935826,0.08317692887240763,0.0,0.0615167247960985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356028707635465,0.09795023578374702,0.0,0.0,0.14215711944412926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670517381060348,0.0,0.12489839658791167,0.07009093182354044,0.0,0.0,0.1023314580609986,0.0,0.0,0.2555652744352833,0.0,0.1925726938389246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937586467888878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059039296902608986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328838886101795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623472430755117,0.2071807392603537,0.0,0.09394430630157494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359814889522838,0.0,0.10556761148266032,0.09634440351050216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685859270676123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805508665819664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06122622181090119,0.059051647594461326,0.0905455680551856,0.0,0.10747709257333528,0.0,0.08735578099792393,0.08806169733889285,0.0,0.062569786082892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217114150306633,0.0,0.1014999148849893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315899636529349,0.102892026031871,0.1059780893471446,0.0,0.0,0.06709271509924347,0.0,0.0,0.06546697817928368,0.0,0.11198304779881682,0.11869451093527593
anxiety,ImaPhilosopher,2019/01/09,"Why I *SHOULD NOT"" use Sound & Introduction to IamPhilosopher  come over watch my videos !! you won't be disappointed ! :D ...maybe a lil bored :P YouTube Channel: ImaPhilosopher, i want to help with your anxieties, insecurities or come challenge my philosophy and be brutal :), right now i only have 2 videos but i will eventually put up a lot of content about a lot.",3.050034188034189,6.1547585846153865,3.565128205128204,82.36598290598293,86.23076923076924,6.581196581196581,25.68376068376068,7.793537801064563,1.8971709401709411,288,12,52,6,9,90,54,65,0.155,0.7240000000000001,0.121,-0.5114,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,1,2,5,1,1,3,0,6,0,0,1,0,12,10,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,3,2,4,0,0,0,2,8,1,7,5,2,7,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,3,1,31,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29706256568365114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20973893611444108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.472345538147163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18377005329573665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4661782513520459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27544013865208794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20851827823933294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27561609865662706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341392762288061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367944410883115,0.0,0.0,0.16171228927418624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473953518817131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hufflepuffin,2019/01/10,"I have anxiety about the human body I experience bad anxiety and intense physical discomfort when thinking about or discussing the human body and some of its functions. Discussing delivery of a child, surgery, broken bones, suicide, injecting drugs, on and on. It all triggers intense anxiety that leads me to rocking back and forth, not wanting to be touched, etc. Writing this now, I’m tense and hyper-aware of certain parts of my body that trigger me most (my wrists, collarbones, spine). 

I do not experience this level of anxiety or reaction to anything else, so I’m not sure what to do to make it better or more manageable. Does anybody else experience this? ",8.263040293040293,9.064239333333333,7.973015873015871,67.67,61.64957264957265,11.472039072039076,43.21001221001221,11.20814326018867,5.379714041514042,530,31,82,14,7,169,75,117,0.196,0.745,0.059,-0.9495,0,0,1,0,0,1,20.0,0,0,0,2,6,5,0,1,3,0,4,7,6,4,3,23,9,10,1,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,9,5,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,1,7,3,14,8,6,7,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,5,3,58,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4697413222199252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632629631161407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804031821828885,0.1281750935516783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13576781465074456,0.0,0.5115476277210473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433832268176502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780237744658557,0.0,0.256477126040742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17120510432087482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4504890132164157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246964119931792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16623722093190504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16791588327803986,0.0,0.14468209839259832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836351270795846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054463848026192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,freeslurpeeday97,2019/01/10,"Anxious about ranting to people? Hi, I (22F) tend to rant a lot to my friends. Today a friend and I got into a big fight because I said she was ignoring me and being a bad friend and then she said I ""emotion dump"" all of my problems onto her and now I feel like shit and really sad and anxious and angry. I don't know what to do. I feel terrible and ashamed and angry at my friend. And anxious that I do this to everyone, now I feel like a burden. I see a therapist who isn't very helpful but I have to see her until I graduate because it's too late to find a new one now.",1.4449193548387098,2.629694298387097,3.9008387096774193,89.18125806451616,77.79032258064517,6.895483870967742,25.30322580645161,7.554174236665415,1.1710219354838711,439,16,100,6,10,154,72,124,0.264,0.64,0.096,-0.9298,0,0,0,0,1,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,5,16,3,1,7,0,7,1,1,0,1,21,17,13,0,1,1,0,3,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,5,11,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,10,0,1,4,7,20,6,13,12,2,12,0,1,2,0,14,4,1,1,10,71,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4878792929857703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019512314343518,0.17550538177194272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619282628300968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13755369656783156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183615786003445,0.20568075601257568,0.0,0.0,0.13157085120116446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4448723332511004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513272947136385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648896740772216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911305492229337,0.0,0.16238576897599455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406567748416953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238408079609565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903114520953774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754658759271133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997992012283746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13774401642362516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222027030056897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738654040681163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22942453404756755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14776615431472326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16714105807723967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13645104461922974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118776677545009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FreeThePapaya,2019/01/10,Do you ever feel like you're going insane? Sometimes I feel like I convince my brain that I am literally insane and belong in a mental hospital. I know I'm fine but my anxiety makes me freak out and overthink dumb stuff,2.91,5.0288472727272815,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,76.27272727272728,7.127272727272729,24.63636363636364,8.07648339933343,1.673972727272727,176,6,32,3,4,60,34,44,0.29,0.578,0.132,-0.8641,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,6,1,0,1,0,2,1,1,1,1,9,8,3,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,8,4,2,8,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,19,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23020264837078944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33592576161805743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721989801870495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043079537141997,0.4299540036880673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17101952704871032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653775266450025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940282049786919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008661505035204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032561508047118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976171504825509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444809147309757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,favoritenobody88,2019/01/10,"Anxiety sucks I have really bad anxiety, but i dont know how to stop it...I have a ESA and take meds..i now go to a counselor. Any suggestions on how to make it better without more meds?",0.29050000000000153,2.113939049999999,3.3550000000000004,88.82000000000002,83.5,8.0,22.5,8.841846274778883,1.6555,142,5,33,4,4,51,29,40,0.241,0.664,0.095,-0.4471,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,3,0,8,8,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,8,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,19,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20922078559309465,0.0,0.4707213454555211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568850115438026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721021351919013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605777026231161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17485146769873308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16908305008953115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20536684805900365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417432477481645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19709622637903307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572193009070446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313236183722051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965752959564065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,squishiebutt2020,2019/01/10,"Can’t Play Video Games I want to play video games. Like shoot em up games, Call of Duty, SOCOM, hell Red Dead Redemption II would work. My only problem I have anxiety over video games. I can play the sports games cuz I can see the full field of play basically. In first person shooter games someone jumping out from behind a bush or around a corner or what have you and I have a panic attack as if I’m legit in the game fighting for my life. It started when I had a Star Trek video game that dealt with defeating the Borg and then they had these huge ass 3 foot tall cockroaches running around and it just gave me panic attacks every time I tried to play it. So I just couldn’t get into it. Then, I tried SOCOM a few years later and I was on the bridge of the ship my team was supposed to scuttle and bogies where everywhere and I ended up dying cuz I turned a corner and got shot. 

Then now. I tried a game like my sister has some shoot em up game don’t remember the name. I legit had to take a Xanax to calm down I was in such a panic. It sucks. I want to be able to get into a mind numbing game and void the world when not studying. I can’t even play Mario anymore. Tried the online game nope. 

I’ve always been a reader and I have over 500 books on my phone in my iPhones Books reader and yet I have yet to crack one open during my month off. I’m just so ready to get back to school. But I’m staying bored all the time. Then my family is so screwed up right now. I can’t even go shoot the shit with my cousin cuz I cussed her out for calling me a gossip and almost making her lose her son. Like bitch that wasn’t me. You the one who keeps opening your damn mouth to anyone who will listen and then posting bullshit on fb, leave me out of it. So that didn’t go over to well. 

I’m just so bored. ",0.9446228951464556,2.8210353612565484,2.306119994339891,96.91759091552288,81.5130890052356,4.967426064808264,17.392387151549457,5.78547306074238,-0.6003174755907734,1396,27,324,8,37,449,193,382,0.181,0.7240000000000001,0.095,-0.9883,0,0,0,4,2,0,29.0,0,3,1,5,23,30,9,3,24,0,26,8,4,4,1,49,47,32,2,6,9,3,0,3,0,2,3,1,0,1,13,23,0,2,1,26,0,4,9,19,1,3,11,3,41,11,46,32,4,59,1,2,2,2,34,33,7,5,23,204,54,6,0.1156987608859144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585559637585947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627063749157157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850923539628992,0.0,0.114742081614364,0.08089926374161452,0.0,0.0,0.2059928535004457,0.0,0.26324808664632554,0.0,0.0889652054629682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23628274152295625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007704732098234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024747609333043,0.0,0.0,0.15283588076828925,0.0,0.09748119609302232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090704948372128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984133069048194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813434818179116,0.0,0.13150854418091215,0.0,0.0925348683634174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283837471234857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250828219591307,0.0,0.0,0.08172145643258114,0.1695737111961253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943731883445728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722982130694989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682276648552732,0.0,0.09234964710857148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568009493675245,0.08799412123957785,0.0,0.4072427016269423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101023695296335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108074308372274,0.0,0.0,0.1107080887088568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106414195823654,0.0988061096292816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709332287859095,0.09219693285700473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876311541352158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803118464196504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189217845330439,0.12331948489440832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699106929775577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492975579473024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.314207455901638,0.12584702810833132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648425364408426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402708089903062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423007589053727,0.0,0.0,0.08218908017373394,0.0,0.0,0.07450620867764844
anxiety,nasawesome,2019/01/10,feeling unsettled in a familiar place? Not sure how to describe. I’ve experience this in the past and I’m currently experiencing it now. Has anybody laid down in their bed at night and looked around and felt unsettled or uncomfortable in your room? Like it is unfamiliar and makes you anxious? I’ve experience the “feelings of dread” symptom of anxiety before but this does now feel quite the same... anybody who has experienced something similar would be comforting right now :) ,5.718584337349397,8.763100783132536,6.227334337349397,68.89473644578315,71.28915662650603,10.415060240963856,35.6762048192771,10.411451182825502,4.7687361445783125,387,21,61,13,8,125,63,83,0.131,0.754,0.115,0.5660000000000001,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,1,1,5,4,0,1,4,0,5,1,0,2,1,19,12,7,0,1,3,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,5,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,7,3,3,10,9,1,16,0,0,1,0,4,10,0,3,7,39,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16939990409796668,0.2501625602484566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19712727983471376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18842791796702568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937823896047901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43321883499855307,0.0,0.0,0.33589799166256085,0.0,0.21261575861619544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108183702659365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18595263262872685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14781196859654275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20780510237817568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113881765425868,0.0,0.0,0.2313561805234147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355271823801179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18910733349522402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704742338740223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20870323672247815,0.23015946718533106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15730361060055245,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ProfessorDoctorMF,2019/01/10,"Today I hit the anxiety overload jackpot On mobile. I'll try to keep it short. Started a new job last Wed. It's working on an office doing transportation logistics, something quite new to me. Worked in offices and call centers before so it's not office life isn't completely new to me. This place has no documentation for training. First few days I sat with people and while I understood the bare bones of what was going on, I was completely baffeled at the software/procedures I was being shown. They whipped through stuff so fast and semi explained what they were doing. I'm pretty hands on when it comes to learning so I caught about 5% of what they were doing. 3 days ago they threw me to the wolves. I am dong my best to take notes and ask questions but the explanations I get are short, never seem like it's the same process when dealing with similar situations, and leave me with more questions than answers. I know it's only been a week and it takes time, but o feel so lost on 90% of what I am doing/ being told to do. My co workers are nice and tell me I can come to them for help but I litteraly feel like if I did that I would be asking them a question every 2 minutes. I don't want to be that annoying guy and I know they have work to do as well but for the last 3 days I have been mostly sitting there trying to make heads or tails of what the fuck is going on. If I see something I know how to do I do it (or at least try to make an attempt) but there are tome sensitive things and I have 6 delivery companies I have to keep tabs on and people sending me questions to check on things that read like a foreign language. I know I'm not dumb, but I sure feel like it and my brain is full of new information, confusion, fear, and frustration. Its also screaming every negative thing it can at me. Talked to my mom and she said I was at the point in every job where you get so overloaded and frustrated that things just somehow start clicking into place. I hope she's right because this anxiety is horrible.",4.1993172268907575,5.0684102132353,5.074229691876752,84.63617647058827,70.6421568627451,8.181512605042016,28.542016806722692,8.418075326091056,1.8907546218487403,1589,57,327,24,28,518,212,408,0.154,0.7959999999999999,0.05,-0.9914,2,0,2,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,7,9,16,18,5,2,15,0,39,6,4,3,2,64,78,35,0,5,13,1,4,4,0,1,1,2,0,1,27,20,0,2,17,1,2,8,7,9,1,1,16,8,47,9,46,56,7,54,0,1,2,1,29,24,2,13,25,227,74,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07254925236879102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06545015222133113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521998230521586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15302509653385835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04989098828672164,0.0,0.06964272110801871,0.0,0.0858896183992103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136432231206447,0.0835712809518087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14100171628710514,0.17162253436430328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15834670262519498,0.08437697076180113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068698299427045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920965996599122,0.1241474745700528,0.11693790908773083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06961596998348843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566292161457923,0.08551961642847562,0.0,0.09302700165461372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103785173885332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399495922846273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05485791824881935,0.0,0.0,0.08128898144406635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624339284691506,0.14549238171723294,0.0,0.0,0.1799160097134251,0.1334266191789176,0.0,0.08666036295607665,0.0,0.0,0.05780842689820154,0.15993824087272338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934175935486803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926223477348687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585402260794333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631226898494284,0.3161795344214309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06224560779023985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347984270884612,0.0,0.1710179057397237,0.0,0.07736848463222483,0.0,0.0,0.08326417987504435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667334379551507,0.08705054990166818,0.08186556651151028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698938322313452,0.07785183296689645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06521860825742279,0.07450717439689246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199543152143327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260141241688963,0.0,0.0,0.11585838574861528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09369113333921766,0.0,0.0,0.07713645337814473,0.0,0.123072130376051,0.06578263963288299,0.0715347551812838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174925223659028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047723555506421884,0.0,0.07757799105733447,0.07820489371862732,0.0,0.16669892649623108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048273368733024916,0.0,0.06564985361794137,0.0,0.07358706224901983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17874895029918275,0.0,0.0,0.058139216314303015,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheSkonz,2019/01/10,"Every Time I Try To Plan A Vacation... It happened again just now.

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**Me:** (plans a trip for May)

**Guilt/Anxiety/Self-Loathing:** ""EXCUSE ME JUST WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?""

**Me:** (stops planning trip, starts ruminating)

**Guilt/Anxiety/Self-Loathing:** ""That's more like it.""

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I hate this. I absolutely hate this. It's not the booking of the hotel/flights/things to do that does me in, but rather the negative thoughts which creep in. Like feeling scared about being away from the house. Feeling guilty for leaving my cat behind. Not wanting to be away from the job, despite the past few months being absolutely brutal there, because I don't want to return to a massive pile of work and/or have to deal with coworkers emailing/Slack messaging me while I'm away without my work computer, which would only make me feel even MORE guilty since I'm such a damn people-pleaser.

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This is the worst. All I want to do right now is curl up into a ball and fall asleep for a day or two...",1.1500713012477704,3.6292652192513373,1.6381818181818204,93.41060606060609,100.01604278074863,4.405704099821747,21.70944741532977,6.273863323946077,0.5824666666666669,784,30,149,10,33,238,120,187,0.212,0.736,0.052000000000000005,-0.9876,1,0,0,0,0,0,72.0,0,1,0,5,10,9,5,1,14,0,13,2,1,1,1,23,28,4,0,5,8,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,1,4,2,0,3,5,7,0,1,1,3,14,2,25,22,5,22,0,0,0,1,4,8,2,2,13,99,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591878366540384,0.4028174479906742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31146186101007145,0.0,0.0,0.06736122313274889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126489127703273,0.11392309813722062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967013744298688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07298577757521381,0.0,0.09310301821857676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16761996551001002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215766656023224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977168866925615,0.0,0.0,0.2181964390405284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750490626969396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965655798455637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700606154163788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797175903763599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07376119444920377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820194275236135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404203683629695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548702207451054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129842627195855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436842584638913,0.0,0.0,0.11063215627758946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23055615694482576,0.0,0.0,0.091408707828141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821415091400064,0.0,0.0,0.09238493481110313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772654378954102,0.06443482443525378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502386014864673,0.0,0.1079447653202813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19553149421938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065203477612198,0.0,0.1608940924915493,0.0,0.0,0.07849771787249284,0.0,0.4028174479906742,0.0
anxiety,hopeingforthebest,2019/01/10,"Sleep anxiety? I (21F) haven't been able to have sleepovers with friends since i was a kid and I typically for the most part avoid all situations in which i know i will have an uncomfortable sleep, such as sleeping on the floor at a friends house, sleeping on a couch, sleeping in a hotel, etc. because i get crippling anxiety and i won't sleep because i convince myself that it will be impossible to sleep. Does anybody know any good ways to overcome this kind of anxiety?
(I sleep with a fan on EVERY NIGHT. I have tried listening to other white noise such as rain sounds and it doesnt work on me because i get anxiety that the feeling of headphones in my ears will also make me not sleep) ",6.09172222222222,6.270160866666673,6.287546296296295,80.04020833333338,66.25925925925927,9.416666666666668,34.65277777777778,9.188382445141503,2.9262777777777766,547,24,108,9,8,175,80,135,0.106,0.7959999999999999,0.098,0.3903,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,1,9,0,12,10,10,1,1,13,19,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,4,0,3,1,1,7,5,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,5,15,5,19,12,4,11,0,0,1,0,4,9,0,1,1,73,22,1,0.09416518365773648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530386335014805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403555394899876,0.0,0.2881444310269063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17220666584436164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240458678685984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501907122053077,0.0,0.0,0.07933822854271208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04761274620454505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550357461425914,0.0,0.09839484387307708,0.0,0.0,0.07898128841523105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086539790814603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805854825066396,0.10350144461198116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628559912961736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836764593830451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197171757116942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789441299783789,0.10584561179783032,0.8480986976449169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06393197853860931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07474393975899392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06855337520475674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RedFox9500,2019/01/10,I’m getting bad again. My depression and anxiety has been getting so bad lately and no one notices. I was doing so good and now I’m having bad thoughts again and I just don’t know what to do. I’m getting so frustrating to my boyfriend that I feel like he hates me. I’m literally crying while he’s sleeping next to me right now. ,1.2463975155279527,3.353548173913044,3.132546583850935,90.16043478260872,81.7536231884058,6.2616977225672885,25.799171842650104,7.447530270364453,1.3086215320910979,260,11,56,4,7,87,43,69,0.335,0.59,0.075,-0.9666,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,8,8,2,0,0,0,7,1,1,0,0,8,18,8,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,3,1,7,2,3,15,0,8,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,8,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678593036653789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5496314060466589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24102774213423855,0.0,0.0,0.1889901824434259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094772708267332,0.1567570577011195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439210659307753,0.0,0.0,0.1840430374271181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166364749159373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059008295951155,0.0,0.2475206319803129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071998304428874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333606699433374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24981648832000675,0.0,0.0,0.14868786323289312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18738750465978515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195831773497678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741987109110867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TrynaFix,2019/01/10,"Wanting to Feel Acknowledged Honestly I am quite unsure of where to post this or if I’m just grasping at nothing. Sorry for the long post if anyone reads it. 

I kind of think I need to rant about some issues I have but as I talk about them. More and more problems arise. 
I feel like everyone I know or gets to know me finds out I’m a total fruitcake, and kinda puts me into a place of “odd people.” I have a few friends I don’t see often, as I am living in a new city, but I get the vibe I’m the burnt out/ok with anything/he’ll be fine type of guy in their mind. I’ve tried talking to them about stuff that’s troubling me, but the responses they give me don’t seem genuine and thoughtful. Kinda like they’re brushing me off like I’m the problem. I can’t seem to connect with anyone around me. It’s been this way for years. Maybe most of my life (didn’t make friends till later in life). I consider myself out going but I can’t get passed the “ acquaintance” part of a relationship with anyone new. I also don’t enjoy being touched in any way. Obviously intimacy would be nice but that’s been a while. I have been to a psychiatrist in the past, but I end up just bullshitting around and not assessing the things I need to. Might see if it helps to go again. Unsure of price and such. Which also makes me not wanna go. I tell myself that these are all normal thoughts but it’s starting to get to me. It’s starting to turn into something worse. Like not wanting to be around anymore, but I could never hurt my family like that. So I’ve been having thoughts on moving away and discounting. Then they won’t know what happened to me. Either way I feel guilty having these thoughts. I hate going to bed because these thoughts fill my mind and I hate waking up because the thoughts ruin my day from the beginning. Starting to feel slightly insane. Pretty sure I’m the problem most of the time though. Anyways, I’m not sure what will come from posting this. Thanks for your time in reading. Hope your day goes well.

TL;DR: Not able to connect with people around me for quite a while and keeps getting worse. Life is too long to live this way. Unsure of what to do or who to talk to. Nothing seems to excite me anymore, I’m seeing the worst in everything more and more. ",2.1777171645208893,4.252768177242892,3.1176845962037563,91.63979695689787,78.38730853391685,5.6516004274591625,22.444099536919236,6.613842558306772,0.4645243397282579,1775,54,370,16,43,564,212,457,0.134,0.728,0.13699999999999998,-0.3704,0,0,1,0,0,0,48.0,0,2,5,2,20,27,2,0,21,0,29,4,1,2,6,94,84,33,0,15,22,0,5,5,2,4,3,0,1,1,23,22,0,1,20,2,2,9,13,9,1,0,11,9,47,18,69,64,13,61,0,2,3,0,18,23,0,17,27,247,70,3,0.06811941022996558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895013550007683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04632353487048669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135112301433137,0.14289202646390986,0.0,0.0,0.242562869033222,0.0,0.0,0.06400042826491585,0.0,0.0,0.08304992042936031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058678840208322536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05438780614176928,0.0,0.0,0.08786276844024785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060333578551602624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509101566792558,0.0612213335497654,0.0,0.06421691749255351,0.0,0.13777288228614512,0.04866452027918915,0.0,0.0,0.06225990686301994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525777473233656,0.0,0.17794790160091398,0.0653463454004991,0.15485532258445686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067448925846086,0.06023776949855152,0.0,0.0,0.13450762959406315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04565900478160456,0.0,0.0,0.06765794457623754,0.0,0.0,0.07292323753033128,0.0,0.0,0.07109896630169132,0.0,0.0605476617102322,0.0,0.07093588325724097,0.11230993915772523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443442619271555,0.16639851497022182,0.0,0.12030137447701725,0.1205670689213797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909404705687826,0.0,0.06843510344703846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07226392943285752,0.1375623713424909,0.0,0.0,0.07240015267410743,0.0,0.10101935909521312,0.05253788859778363,0.13158030175802668,0.0,0.0,0.06674255890511557,0.1307248226126109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07376668309098534,0.06502768493643271,0.09445084403964693,0.0,0.07117028521291087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957186951683742,0.06930192957391074,0.0,0.19554322758832984,0.0,0.06847882198846858,0.0,0.14490675552702426,0.13627568861960088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313475360936393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16284705151052736,0.18604005806170595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052441650008302816,0.0,0.07625410273418896,0.14464580750834985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798042728720128,0.0,0.0,0.12840347596327267,0.0,0.0,0.16425540487634252,0.05953936702553315,0.0627152008083552,0.0,0.0,0.045255509303261415,0.04364816753413064,0.0669269746898045,0.3244752162637962,0.07944195181375786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046248608070622935,0.07409435734913816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035718613339038,0.2162800685719655,0.0,0.0,0.06124753060903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388389972567241,0.048390074586008094,0.0,0.0,0.0438666668055046
anxiety,rrj75,2019/01/10,"Extreme anxiety when in public alone? When I’m with at least one other person I know, I am outgoing, likeable, and funny. If I’m by myself in a public setting I become a completely different person. I am withdrawn, incredibly awkward, and feel very insecure and paranoid thinking that’s everyone staring at me. I had teachers tell me all throughout high school I seemed like a different person in different settings. I know it’s normal to be more outgoing than others around different people, but I feel like I am extreme case. I go from a mute to the loudest person in the room. Now I’m in college and I have trouble going to class and going to the grocery store alone. It just feels very mentally and emotionally taxing and I feel very awkward and stressed out the whole time. I went to an event tonight with a friend and they had to go do something so they left me alone. I didn’t know anyone else in the room and felt awkward standing there so I went to go sit in the bathroom for over twenty minutes. I feel like this is a very abnormal thing for a twenty year old to do but the thought of going into a loud room filled with people I didn’t know was overwhelming and extremely unpleasant to me. Even though I am known among my friends for a love of partying and going out. 
What can I do to ease these fears? I talked to my parents about it but they don’t want to get me medication because I am already on my ADHD (which actually alleviate my anxiety a little bit). But my anxiety about being alone in public has worsened so much as of lately that I don’t know what to do, it seems insurmountable. I haven’t been diagnosed with anything anxiety related by a doctor but I feel like this is abnormal. It’s not anything I do necessarily (the bathroom thing doesn’t happen often) but it’s a mental war I wage going to class by myself and going to the story by myself every single day.

TL;DR- normally known for being outgoing, but I turn into a shell of myself when I am alone in public. ",3.7452884615384616,5.592456564102566,5.28979166666667,78.8446875,73.1025641025641,8.054487179487179,28.59775641025641,8.751876143730069,2.43123717948718,1580,64,286,31,32,533,180,390,0.135,0.755,0.11,-0.7845,6,5,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,3,0,15,16,1,7,23,0,29,4,0,0,1,55,64,29,1,4,10,1,7,4,2,0,3,1,3,4,18,22,0,0,18,0,3,12,7,9,0,1,10,9,45,7,55,51,7,52,0,1,1,1,17,25,0,4,15,211,63,7,0.0,0.0,0.0706647107588798,0.0,0.08702643833232906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749905101986162,0.07990962357946124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22158320185659688,0.0,0.0,0.05063290233908078,0.07419574775299913,0.1191795734857976,0.06446298489902973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044142335451764686,0.07997454677857306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07905631778689746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592372633964611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046700439665189664,0.0,0.0,0.07349774192266477,0.0,0.30262498389635384,0.0,0.07411784570663055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06049182827104808,0.08145495738992037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04782814989246615,0.0,0.061011134754441934,0.06919379172562977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148483595456671,0.2196853442335688,0.15519573535945788,0.06952790323319817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189231674443566,0.0,0.03783284041595878,0.0,0.37038614875288695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403463878891573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650838437062046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989816479549145,0.0,0.08168509722448915,0.0,0.07867701259957667,0.0,0.0,0.14150947340620051,0.07257691988992986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06535562300856344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294854993830566,0.14595068595775032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053231938517472425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189886799974472,0.0,0.0,0.0759853359365859,0.0,0.0490689704010066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040614489638652,0.0,0.0,0.1004042103772192,0.2529131990229063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732858929446646,0.0,0.13184427884608965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05574711918669497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829489272026248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05820288283104848,0.06329221504943625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621605233946927,0.04639937144275141,0.07114547376458866,0.05748788908346261,0.042224643536998466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876462639047407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389934663474148,0.042711104934496716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425528301562606,0.0,0.08084660680657813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046631643023099516
anxiety,Corn_Pops23,2019/01/10,"I am so exhausted For as long as I can remember, I’ve always lived with someone that is mentally abusive. Whether it’s been my parents, friends or romantic relationships. I don’t know why I attract people like this or why they treat me like they do. All I know is that there are moments like right now where I just want to give up. I’m so tired and feel so broken. ",4.093599999999999,4.726940493333338,5.049333333333333,85.57800000000002,70.73333333333333,8.666666666666668,31.0,8.841846274778883,2.2950000000000004,287,12,62,5,5,94,56,75,0.168,0.606,0.226,0.2673,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,7,7,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,1,12,14,9,0,1,4,1,1,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,10,6,6,13,1,6,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,6,40,14,0,0.0,0.26280262733439713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845595088742444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215126061228016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17136597463290615,0.0,0.0,0.21277554454730152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437964287663313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250881231474117,0.0,0.1958578579050932,0.1962904244069834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22352724722481784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462881775540529,0.0,0.0,0.15377164285406714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381355365658487,0.25126180007849364,0.1894202380092422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879346368041391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549321916566501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308263219085119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4002889834682843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kj9219,2019/01/10,"Taking my driving test tomorrow..... Nervous as fuck My history with driving hasn't been very bad, except for one little incident that set me back mentally and killed whatever confidence I had. All of my lessons (about 8-10 hours worth I think) have gone relatively well and I haven't made many mistakes, but for some reason I just can't drive when my parents are in the car. I feel as if the car's controls just stop working only when I'm trying to work the car. For some reason, the family cars just don't fit with me. That little incident was when my mom asked me to drive her van out of a parking lot of an auto shop, while she drove home in her car that had been worked on. For some reason, the van didn't move the way I wanted it to, and it fell off a curb and hit the front of a parked car. Since then I didn't drive for about 2 weeks and I feel as if even if I pass my test, the only way I can safely drive is if I hire someone to be in the car next to me and keep me calm or give me directions, so I can just focus on the driving. My lessons have gone alright to really well, but it was a while since I've practiced, since I just for some reason can't drive properly with my parents. I'm all over the place and I'm worried as fuck for tomorrow's test. Any tips? Also when I get my license, I don't think I'll even drive on the freeways or highways, since I feel as if I'll mess that up badly. Is it a bad thing if I'm too limited as a driver that I avoid freeways and highways, and that I can only drive a certain type of car? Is it a bad thing that I need everything to be perfect, otherwise, if everything isn't perfect, everything will go wrong? Fuck.",3.8315941282513535,3.875817337110483,5.0750927118207585,87.2553792171002,71.09631728045326,8.457841874839042,27.37689930466135,8.296473431620573,1.5407178470254959,1292,40,294,18,22,431,156,353,0.113,0.769,0.118,0.1565,2,1,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,9,19,21,4,2,21,1,27,3,0,6,5,62,52,35,1,10,17,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,14,13,0,7,11,1,2,26,9,13,2,1,12,3,37,8,41,36,7,57,0,0,0,3,8,14,3,14,14,188,51,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540348018194065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412026433068027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814818944049564,0.0,0.0,0.07250299871884831,0.3149120159564513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575397389016494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245549831518101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542246463398914,0.0,0.08888798610978617,0.0,0.14302719429474495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615080675983471,0.049262503475355414,0.09045132138207038,0.053587038666679236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945803086374782,0.0,0.09285641197060314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380906345595357,0.10431763980894157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18900620355219774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016177486353508,0.0,0.08921924266856865,0.0,0.09559500862550696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502189229216997,0.0,0.0,0.1104310173280503,0.0,0.10021508375871062,0.0,0.0699146559714272,0.0,0.0,0.10027822037870313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638931758317581,0.215134814547972,0.0,0.0,0.20939522112790268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851272173206252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060404429216617525,0.3877822737746375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119898271065171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989140043589396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788304542417168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089415859857448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528384230856493,0.12083413097308257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401655190402399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779891978161156,0.055614538378259686,0.14968563177512947,0.07563355115642342,0.0,0.16955562062490648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059321861597498,0.09575581954784924,0.0,0.0,0.10309104137563296,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Codyisahere1996,2019/01/10,"Severe anxiety! Please read throughly! I graduate in May 2019 with a bachelors in Criminal Justice. I constantly go into panic that the degree isn’t good enough, I have the highest GPA in my class. Decided to enlist in the Army! But I can do officer! Tried, missed the GT minimum twice by 2 points, beat myself up to an extreme level with this one. One of my worst panic attacks. So I went to take the ASTB (Navy officer test) completely bombed that and sat in a blank phase all day thinking of ways to punish myself for being such an idiot. So for a week I was extremely happy with my job in Human Resources with the Army! I mean I’m going in as an E4 (2 years worth of rank) with my degree, and get to work behind a desk (desired job) .. also a very marketable job. But today I found myself looking at the promotion points system with my MOS.. it’s rather high. Which means a promotion to Sgt will be very hard... so I’ve wasted my entire day stressing over something that won’t even matter until 3-4 years down the line. I need help, I need meds. But my career path will DQ me if I go on anxiety medication. I’ve been told I have some of the more severe undiagnosed anxiety. There is much more to me than this thread. Cringe worthy stories. What are some things I can do.. I try to control my mind from wandering but I can’t. ",2.19456603773585,4.283891777358491,3.9062641509433966,85.9363773584906,78.39622641509433,6.956981132075473,22.675471698113213,7.976525956113202,1.2482256603773587,1031,32,205,18,25,345,164,265,0.116,0.82,0.064,-0.8857,3,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,0,6,8,10,3,3,18,0,18,1,0,1,1,30,35,13,0,5,6,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,9,9,0,1,5,1,1,4,3,8,0,3,6,2,28,2,40,23,8,31,0,1,1,0,3,17,0,4,8,139,37,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230903549082584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649100589946116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131787105126566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102577364592225,0.12473842571800565,0.12946414814764934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888512755025132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926966676696572,0.0,0.07624018369296269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265626342173003,0.0,0.0,0.060307218853840425,0.0,0.19680396085944066,0.0968168993074428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287699031356535,0.10340227812383393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737004958305811,0.1219577443740242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436382978285794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693181969255243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514734185268902,0.12821630007645474,0.1162832110365144,0.0,0.0,0.1165510236418862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.084854061468597,0.17117921994643012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643621279135347,0.0,0.0,0.27086360631705314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267070737324308,0.2182366259328528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546086950313705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26080525821052164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886337056112205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322242541532735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678871832410986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668631884220485,0.07396264772914828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941379487708114,0.11029796058253098,0.0,0.15673828707773996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19048307133677087,0.0,0.09162266955488883,0.09259068866781046,0.0,0.0,0.10700442586505247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403414729689761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486657977772116
anxiety,BlueberryPancakes5,2019/01/10,"I did really bad on my job interview and I really hate myself for it Graduated university last april. Had my first interview earlier this week. I was really excited. There aren't that many programming jobs where I live, let alone junior roles, let alone python developer jobs. 

So I went into the interview. The day of I was feeling pretty sick. Everyone was pretty friendly. They seemed pretty impressed with my experience from school and my personal projects I've worked on the past year. I was there with three interviewers and eventually two left and the other one handed me a paper for the techincal interview. I was so anxious my mind went blank. The question was pretty easy but I screwed it up so bad. All she asked me to do was write a few simple classes that only had one function in each but I was so nervous I completely forgot how to do anything.

I feel so dumb right now. If I chosen to write it on my own at home I know I could've done it. But the pressure was so much for me and I wrote a bunch of gibberish that doesn't make any sense. I'm honestly so embarrassed that I even tried and so mad at myself for losing this opportunity. There's no way she's even going to believe any of the experience I said I have is real.",2.646944444444447,5.014171765432104,4.432001028806585,81.32108796296298,78.25925925925925,8.16522633744856,24.52829218106996,8.959647251330699,2.1334144032921816,981,35,189,25,24,331,139,243,0.189,0.713,0.098,-0.9815,3,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,4,16,15,4,3,11,0,21,3,1,2,1,28,35,19,0,1,4,0,3,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,11,10,0,1,5,0,0,3,3,10,0,5,18,4,33,5,22,15,6,23,0,1,0,1,17,11,2,3,8,136,44,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22458684807555135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474625776921823,0.0,0.0,0.12248701376533107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892228070984615,0.0,0.10136077392599534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810571825612407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215547797291733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113679346070254,0.0,0.0,0.08656686186741926,0.0,0.0,0.0699237998222422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095426862099117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432246035765632,0.0,0.0,0.10360272571847544,0.0,0.21211679858555427,0.0,0.0,0.10964375028156778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222446193424176,0.0,0.0,0.08376726229749794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061619231729353414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704516524192784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875700729083958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32277899000370736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595863894200997,0.08837913315291893,0.0,0.0,0.11780179627999407,0.22173951884333468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573940562767706,0.0,0.0,0.12129748973138245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237312655492427,0.1099238012629236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094762194224135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970330557337654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14694032383429714,0.08246049990521245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350192476557774,0.0,0.09467069275828828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4412202653611347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145845987899867,0.0,0.0,0.12340899509629275,0.2083754549974316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259256276378576,0.10313500490863538,0.0,0.0,0.1097297615353444,0.0,0.09870413456314528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361203090218611,0.0,0.1059134172081001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606105002627817,0.0869703090743747,0.0,0.0,0.20101822599457495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893316129695811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982079174213755
anxiety,Address007,2019/01/10,"Propranolol for Anxiety + Stage Fright Hi everyone. I have issues with following:
1) Socializing in large group setting and talking to a girl I find cute (shaky voice, trembling hands)

2) Public speaking. This has been very bad as this semester I am required to give a lot of presentations.. I rehearse and practice a lot, but the moment I go into class, my anxiety takes over. My heart rate increases significantly, I start sweating. My hands are trembling. And the audience can tell because my voice is extremely shaky. I feel like my heart is going to explode out of my chest

3) Trouble falling asleep. Probably the most annoying issue. I'll lie in bed, and start stressing about major and minor things. My heart will just be beating fast for an hour or two until I finally fall asleep 

Will Propranolol be a good medication for me? Thanks",3.739798761609912,6.73049013157895,4.587848297213623,78.09523219814243,78.60526315789474,8.05015479876161,29.993808049535602,8.841846274778883,3.126675232198143,668,32,111,17,17,215,108,152,0.192,0.7290000000000001,0.08,-0.9406,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,2,2,13,1,6,8,0,12,10,9,0,0,19,21,9,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,2,1,3,1,1,3,8,0,1,2,0,0,6,0,9,0,1,1,6,16,4,17,16,5,21,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,6,9,68,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345056307573625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797588689311734,0.09343331201539797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464581578130066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749903089221565,0.10949769208250076,0.0,0.16790220593928792,0.14008801631375545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14703266294069406,0.17421624966619015,0.12855745149635342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5448848937746873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15094224511641305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199527160577369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748810560575337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606130909785537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15440561895290647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16525335788020054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562417084126859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21697370761708806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755727900970302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524162130985237,0.12319439051183236,0.1339666607201055,0.1411124512809006,0.0,0.0,0.10182724075561013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497246705084759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646561901601214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,milmakingaway,2019/01/10,"Am I being judged? So I do this a lot. Whenever I say or do something that seemed questionable or odd to me I can’t stop thinking about it even hours later. I’m a 22(F) and today at work one of my coworkers was asking (in a small talk/friendly kind of way) about my husband.,how we met, length of marriage,etc, They knew I’m married based on past small talk conversations. Now I am well aware that I married young( at 19) but I feel very self conscious when people ask me about my marriage because I am almost certain they are judging and thinking up some theory of why I married young. I mean I am so proud and happy of my marriage but I can’t help but feel judged. Am I crazy??",1.751686813186815,3.6692427071428613,3.191428571428574,91.3628021978022,79.07142857142857,5.736263736263738,24.340659340659343,6.67199483983844,0.7375439560439565,529,19,113,5,13,173,87,140,0.059,0.802,0.139,0.9304,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,2,2,9,5,0,0,3,0,12,0,0,0,1,23,24,11,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,4,0,1,9,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,3,22,5,14,20,2,17,0,0,0,0,14,7,0,7,9,72,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18514636901915066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457051035639048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271072303326705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206207617890578,0.12212188821803327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18697767675836188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428499850887308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19682494648851045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393171276524692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18208505313963186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925404539725611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571917407320771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20140565788000772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529013419416474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765038990639108,0.12818342110111694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071255369549473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14703650849205185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16832213162781773,0.19288657435607834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234176887672845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15458111233253893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29722437380669875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23694744059549155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752595361168192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525583440282555,0.0,0.14676162710574298,0.0,0.0,0.16624346954835725,0.0,0.16683964083920172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460629612355904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dodekahedron,2019/01/10,"National shortage on lorazepam Been trying to fill my monthly all week and they've been out. Almost out myself. Stopped taking it at night to save it to be functional during the day but not taking it at night means shitty sleep or no sleep. 


Fucking big pharma. 

Ugh. ",2.707066666666666,5.5792906400000035,3.2360000000000007,86.70466666666668,82.6,4.933333333333334,22.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.7537333333333338,212,7,36,2,6,66,40,50,0.245,0.72,0.035,-0.9102,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,3,3,2,0,1,11,7,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,8,4,1,14,0,0,0,1,0,7,1,2,6,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527999660815674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16281436144683226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333931189657623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27500049690650585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20150936499392214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.473828987031216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5052801377455198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110659807240117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3796336138398959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17140223838824548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025063765524048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Taytayhope999,2019/01/10,This week has been crap I’ve had a panic attack for hours this week. It only happens at school. They get so bad that I can’t sit in class. I will be balling my eyes out and nobody will say anything to me. Today I had to leave school because of how bad it got. I was balling my eyes out. I hate being a 16 year old in high school. It really brings me down and not only that but it brings my grades down. ,-0.4914772727272734,1.4833000795454545,1.2510909090909088,101.76663636363638,87.97727272727272,3.974545454545455,14.481818181818182,4.935628992294339,-1.3080718181818185,309,5,77,1,10,100,59,88,0.172,0.828,0.0,-0.8988,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,2,6,3,1,2,0,10,3,3,1,0,7,16,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,6,0,0,5,3,11,0,11,7,0,17,0,0,2,0,2,8,1,0,6,48,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503741614025129,0.0,0.0,0.207885820575951,0.0,0.0,0.3051498028245485,0.11139269057207277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547075030777576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461487320700733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615906959046722,0.0,0.0,0.18041157276843714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19306805358494072,0.0,0.0,0.17995576140697664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934884701051106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19174814670257184,0.0,0.0,0.2779542344681987,0.0,0.21439847681279947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706380659497745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14531707234651314,0.0,0.5548083973719646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17321006157243496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29315570131175483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767443043006963
anxiety,pinkcolored,2019/01/10,"does anyone have any hobbies/activities that help them i’m an reader but lately my anxiety’s been causing me to lose focus and i’m just wondering what other kind of hobbies people have tried/like.

ps. have tried the coloring books. it can be relaxing but usually i end up messing up a section and go nuts. ",2.802500000000002,5.249859583333336,4.830000000000002,78.245,78.16666666666666,8.0,28.33333333333333,8.841846274778883,2.7663333333333333,245,11,43,6,6,84,50,60,0.105,0.795,0.1,-0.09,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,1,4,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,1,0,7,10,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,2,4,8,1,7,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,1,3,27,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975182572023554,0.0,0.2221960392672168,0.0,0.0,0.20309175536922774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983756284096467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541777085364824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25725548189731146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650713482946963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946847768692699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30246249715728524,0.0,0.0,0.3276440617946357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249430350359788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20136380090769332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19719877789301052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198933610712346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149842986755305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cloudrea,2019/01/10,"I ordered on my own today I always go to the same place for lunch, so they know my order so I hardly ever have to talk more than a ‘hello, just the normal please’ today there was a new staff member who didn’t know me and usually I would not order and go without for the day but today I actually did it and ordered without freaking out too much about it. I know it sounds silly bu this is really big for me and I wanted to share it ",1.4705434782608684,3.036716054347828,3.9015217391304375,87.57336956521742,78.67391304347827,5.9043478260869575,19.108695652173914,6.6274283507984215,0.1420391304347821,335,7,71,3,8,117,61,92,0.0,0.919,0.081,0.7139,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,0,5,0,6,1,0,0,1,18,12,7,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,5,1,0,3,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,3,2,12,2,12,8,4,17,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,7,57,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.18661031545458576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15911647984330354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332582535468435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729760922870358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21735782752260568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17130215089982526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152806629711468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057411022171878,0.0,0.0,0.1846885729051732,0.0,0.0,0.18736220834777506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19979188729022387,0.2099102133764804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250514148518275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15370130591107548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5437835241340621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106099172256596,0.0,0.1127908496284164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686726961710566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584242775943536,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,regularkev,2019/01/10,"Start of the Semester I am in my junior year of the chemical engineering program, which is notorious for being the most difficult. This semester in particular has been so overwhelming for me even in this first week. I've been having near constant panic attacks and gotten very sick. While I know this is a normal feeling, to feel stressed at the start of a semester, I have extreme generalized anxiety disorder. I'm having trouble expressing how intense these past few days have been for me. 

I've come to the conclusion that in my current state, I am not able to attend school full-time. I've contacted my advisor to see what she says about at least going part time, as that is at least SOMETHING instead of giving up and dropping out. 

This week has made me realize how little progress I've made in my fight with anxiety. I feel like I am all the way back at step 1. 


I guess I am just looking for some support. People to tell me that what I am doing is okay, going part time, and that maybe they are/have been in a similar situation. 


Sorry if a lot of this is rambling. ",5.772307692307693,6.321691230769233,6.648076923076926,75.89692307692309,66.98076923076923,10.246153846153844,33.30769230769231,10.214889679676881,3.405921153846154,848,36,159,20,13,282,121,208,0.14300000000000002,0.7879999999999999,0.069,-0.9411,1,0,1,0,1,0,21.0,0,0,1,3,8,10,2,3,10,1,22,1,0,4,1,26,40,9,0,2,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,13,6,0,0,6,0,0,5,1,7,0,1,7,6,19,3,30,32,9,36,0,1,2,0,8,14,0,5,15,117,32,3,0.14333539603972945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193023712883231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630647055648191,0.0,0.1102160719885714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347075190489595,0.0,0.15489464228661518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092439472604168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642747818578756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467167725592568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21742404895337,0.10239883557054906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192101464847288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375003727441142,0.16292161746975242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15790009851319858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877338511898918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07002643435449969,0.14365972239145552,0.0,0.0,0.12036563273141687,0.0,0.0,0.12185862799070965,0.0,0.27125483487535895,0.0,0.0,0.1439996709085728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043825513276975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16817320391629076,0.0,0.3104365319573009,0.13682985425804736,0.0993707160044826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398605999233286,0.0,0.14506307310378505,0.11421975294737985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16111499066633006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034659060524818,0.0,0.16045224082476198,0.20290706212031034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16419021188375826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626553088245938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528145390204026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671600442069746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826671302981655,0.0,0.113772965662823,0.2299500176905256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230329561402946
anxiety,Spicy_Chili,2019/01/10,"Panic attacks and guilt My brother was mentally ill and committed suicide twelve years ago. I’ve been on therapy for many years and on meds (that it actually has helped me a lot).

But I keep punishing myself because I feel extremely guilty. Like subconsciously I know that I’m not worth of anything: love (haven’t had a steady relationship on many years), work, friends (I tend to get social anxiety and fear of walk outside or hang out with friends) or eat and also drink too much. I’m tired of feeling this guilt that I can’t seem to get off... please, any tips will be very much welcome. <3",3.1289234449760737,5.534196342105265,3.667607655502394,87.22643540669857,76.80701754385964,7.303349282296653,27.03030303030303,8.296473431620573,1.8794666666666675,469,19,93,9,11,147,85,114,0.247,0.613,0.14,-0.9274,0,0,1,0,0,1,20.0,0,0,0,1,2,11,2,4,2,0,8,5,0,0,1,18,19,9,1,0,4,1,2,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,5,7,2,1,4,1,1,2,3,6,0,0,3,2,8,5,12,14,3,11,0,0,0,1,8,5,0,4,5,49,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.1547736577360178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14059199765812058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683476875887706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785548464761316,0.0,0.12133086754301295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305167623112184,0.0,0.0,0.18043381907452208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668292200603663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15537056773385685,0.0,0.16229047318869266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17847247905310173,0.16038889337585888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450725821858287,0.0,0.16572705190009354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630825352633344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409736415041466,0.0,0.0,0.08716406575669093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774854187053443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483860630285247,0.14314540763022238,0.0,0.0,0.3215971141985286,0.0,0.0,0.17617218818121172,0.0,0.1598345289478403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23318292098698534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18608645778686156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17409847596732878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17028027582902047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443862224116762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616757940258411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17348594921216995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18137636284225947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822908270601077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086409243156452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546487928920796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30640541280437184
anxiety,RandomGuyOnTheReddit,2019/01/10,"Palpitations I (15/M) am having these palpitations all day. They come in intervals of time and last for a few seconds. I'm scared to sleep, I've never had this symptom before. I'm also having trouble sleeping this week. What can I do? My anxiety started last year, and by the end of 2018 it seemed like all my symptoms had passed. Why would they come back like that?",2.487440476190476,4.760394291666671,3.6630952380952384,87.12000000000002,78.30555555555556,6.336507936507938,24.174603174603178,7.447530270364453,1.1324103174603175,287,10,57,4,7,93,55,72,0.105,0.826,0.069,-0.3939,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,8,4,2,0,3,9,14,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,2,0,6,2,6,11,3,14,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,12,37,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622537402048005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552128588539667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15601246374586408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17264729865873532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34954931449987786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13084942702222213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797032878390638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307703232140879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19824688639087693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15648386095761255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20313164027545347,0.0,0.0,0.18470648742123408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4060797580887917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436089587556124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4217677581857588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830874511342535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16274880854955487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18307969204054664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412961588952844,0.0,0.0,0.13065666649870056
anxiety,JLogic6ix,2019/01/10,"I need to find a way to live my life I wish i could just express everything ive been mentally going through in one text. I just want to be a normal person with a normal mindset. 
Why do i have to keep up with ocd everyday? 
Why cant this feeling of worriness just go away?? 
Ive been trying to make a post reaching for help but the ropes of my own mind wouldnt let me, giving thoughts i dont want to have.",2.6559469696969704,3.0954423977272763,4.343636363636366,90.0437878787879,73.88636363636363,7.684848484848485,26.03030303030303,7.793537801064563,1.1809030303030301,313,10,74,4,6,106,59,88,0.049,0.846,0.106,0.3516,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,0,13,1,0,1,0,20,24,1,0,8,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,3,1,11,0,15,17,1,8,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,49,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17660828031392753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15008238496445578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203047761876714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16893940759262885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504558201443956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17180533602164802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18032231969154694,0.21366054072244095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599538056130502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670804196404951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19221671613698446,0.1327719858718124,0.0,0.0,0.1659849741773893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547447379267276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18943413736574666,0.0,0.1898007130369565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938074925352345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683503023821201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737642195160145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16413212918774736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800276608353089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492307981430925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762238253244734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22174452325757288,0.1492054506985703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392355930731784,0.0,0.21616145915539994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908972831021136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,msbeliever8,2019/01/10,"Question about Meds Hello, I recently started taking 10mg of propranolol twice a day for my anxiety. It’s been two days and I can’t tell a difference yet, but I was researching about this drug prescribed for people with anxiety and it’s usually taken before someone has a public speech, so I would guess it would work pretty fast? 
My anxiety is constant and I just wanna know when I will feel the effects, assuming it works for me.. any advice? Has anyone here taken propranolol daily and had it help them? ",3.773645833333333,6.2310099062500015,5.040833333333335,77.92083333333336,74.9375,8.433333333333334,27.333333333333336,9.150863307647796,2.769508333333334,405,16,68,10,9,134,71,96,0.059,0.8490000000000001,0.091,0.7131,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,0,4,0,10,1,0,1,0,16,17,7,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,2,10,0,8,9,0,9,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,3,9,50,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807781233724736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580513615760106,0.0,0.4245694049191702,0.0,0.0,0.12935505962133015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15741986283367396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19991735828621374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386170998761913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19328376918165624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21453920675387086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935406606128649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20379640058485965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400040993050344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167018577124597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054913219641291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825447505063514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18820970183743493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20724034967659494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18266342781629186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15674839482609532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094269510513085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909564111083575,0.0,0.16169660187475854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18071638352336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037494073484534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693618207337264,0.0,0.0,0.2628348608969296,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Muchflamingo,2019/01/10,"Student loan debt anxiety I just need to be talked down a little. I am currently a junior at a university and I am working towards a bachelors degree in Public relations. However, I checked my student loan status and I've built up a lot of debt. $30,000 so far... I admit I was irresponsible with my loans the first year or so. I took out the maximum amount and did not save any of it. However, I had to take out loans considering that my parents are low income and that I work as a bartender in a small restaurant. Even though I have started being more responsible and only taking out what I need to cover tuition and receiving nothing back extra I am still feeling extremely overwhelmed. I am sure that a lot of it has to do with my anxiety and the fact that I am coming off of my medication however, I still wish I could turn back time. I am so stressed because I want to graduate by next year, but I am not sure I can afford to pay tuition without help. (I don't qualify for hope and I just got my pell grant back but only get 700 a semester.) My stress has gotten so bad I almost want to drop all of my classes just so my debt does not build up anymore. Does anyone have any advice on how to deal with this kind of anxiety?",3.6835341365461858,4.776889261044179,5.490943775100401,80.33392570281127,72.05220883534136,8.746184738955824,29.49598393574297,9.150863307647796,2.4890176706827307,962,39,193,20,18,331,140,249,0.157,0.7659999999999999,0.078,-0.9611,10,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,3,16,10,0,3,12,0,21,1,0,1,4,43,38,19,0,7,10,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,15,0,0,2,0,11,3,5,5,0,1,6,1,32,5,33,29,6,32,0,2,0,0,7,16,0,5,12,142,40,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037034860541793,0.0,0.0,0.12334726180419073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16753363529990387,0.0,0.2826977419829606,0.0,0.122161742924607,0.08613051916914076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841541064819265,0.10285039250758712,0.07508955825477738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610890816911396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834943408779324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699346473090767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155917945331511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135941632478777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06228365311411393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477708726666483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06435661469389391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851852643362737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256514832713517,0.0,0.0,0.12234581669412008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827331105583126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345900592374145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20944694622156446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240911776446336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18267324063464385,0.0,0.0,0.1310036302627232,0.0,0.0,0.11819480539134684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18736831451034666,0.0,0.0,0.13677712879140194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718763953900803,0.0,0.19674386901144086,0.0,0.2822051999563508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232191921162912,0.0,0.18523248828629885,0.09900764688161234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102400432907423,0.0,0.07182741461704653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13685782872811422,0.0,0.13398477767960593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453098468525452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165124830978731,0.11874139878328024,0.0,0.1793534287105322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15864812948672527
anxiety,ThatDummGuy,2019/01/10,"How can I (M14) tell my parents I think I have anxiety? My best friend has diagnosed social anxiety and I explained to her how I feel, how I always feel like people are watching and judging me for everything I do in public, how I almost get panic attacks from just dropping pencils. I told her everything, she said that I most certainly have anxiety but I don’t know how to tell my parents. I’ve been hiding from them for years but I finally feel like I want to tell them because I’m sick of just saying I don’t like going in public places because I like home. I wanna tell them it’s hell for me when I go anywhere with people. Any help?",2.666937062937066,4.400927707692311,4.3590909090909085,84.85954545454545,75.76923076923076,7.18881118881119,26.433566433566433,8.00094639256281,1.697153846153847,502,19,99,8,11,169,74,130,0.158,0.669,0.172,0.221,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,1,8,10,2,1,0,0,9,2,0,5,1,23,22,10,0,2,4,2,3,4,1,0,2,2,1,0,2,3,0,0,6,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,3,6,28,7,13,19,2,9,1,0,1,0,21,3,1,2,7,66,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495344312166158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214006407472966,0.0,0.0,0.0916487346038622,0.0,0.3092977751211292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153321189478222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643100021961331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143359224210128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678947900162686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24224652830506346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20443242877871398,0.19256050800791652,0.0,0.14763477410537176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041235506790209,0.0,0.07041215681287237,0.0,0.15318665124777045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033399595270968,0.0,0.13518605538436732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406648216016658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633687326257782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581244425241966,0.2992939478461534,0.0,0.0,0.18686614401733448,0.0,0.14080675404835996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128197849802549,0.10717511334795528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738181221802992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4711823190748398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635565773347523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287792314797256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949128284405117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678794731995165
anxiety,tinysugarmilk,2019/01/10,"Looking for guidance to get back on meds I am looking to get back on my anxiety medication Lexapro. I’ve been off of it for about a year and am looking to get back on it. I got on it when I was seeing a psychiatrist and it helped me out a lot. I got promoted at work and I became a more confident person. Unfortunately I quit my full time job to go back to school which was how I was able to have insurance in the first place.

I tried going to a therapist about 2 months ago, and while that was very useful and insightful, I still feel anxious all the time and have been depressed even though I try very hard to be my best and put myself out there. 

Since I don’t have insurance anymore and can’t afford to see a psychiatrist, should I go to a general practitioner and explain my situation and ask them to prescribe the meds I was on? I still want to go back to seeing a therapist, however I know they can’t prescribe rx so for the time being, what can I do to get back on my anti anxiety and depression meds? 

I’m about to start school again and so I would like to do this ASAP. And yes I have tried going to my school’s health services. I cried for an hour and then they told me to go on to an online therapy service, which is better than nothing, but not what I need. Thank you for reading. 

TLDR: Was on lexapro while seeing a psychiatrist and everything was great. Lost insurance and would like to get back on it, but not sure how",5.207977190876349,4.9477977448979615,6.2458623449379775,81.08555222088836,68.14965986394557,9.910844337735094,30.21928771508604,9.627879704456738,2.449297559023609,1123,38,242,22,17,376,140,294,0.08199999999999999,0.8290000000000001,0.08900000000000001,0.7161,3,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,3,7,21,10,0,0,15,1,27,3,0,3,2,38,59,27,0,5,4,0,2,2,0,3,3,0,0,1,11,18,0,0,4,1,0,7,5,3,0,1,13,9,33,7,44,41,5,46,0,3,7,0,9,16,0,1,25,177,44,9,0.08206163626688552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274268923478901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555385426318327,0.09270629106547566,0.08138309255729947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07671655240291997,0.0,0.0,0.4417023304870802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861186244614706,0.07257684860992374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014085412159333,0.0,0.0,0.14135913414114992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0542009368125538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07375170731182447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04149282897282282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980158588740651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21436908990157472,0.0,0.27982511400972554,0.0,0.13126437399153446,0.09047324368726664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07351110754709994,0.0,0.0,0.08722768197658777,0.0,0.0,0.05500418500464039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081418166505504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143351167668464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04509892919508888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018234077328798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20673332013889845,0.0,0.08957996980319216,0.0697658686022228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734559352625809,0.0826684652168898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550081515455061,0.0,0.0,0.06084766349267805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874035321264572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165305552337849,0.08573694396994698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249461002424402,0.0,0.0872826513363016,0.08208384331109239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491522708912711,0.2615699981953767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788223352151836,0.09224071741175753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05808364851862548,0.0,0.13106905745214348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734212102196575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755513293460076,0.09384463281369937,0.1905597692118336,0.0,0.0,0.08062514098253028,0.0,0.14355240008825612,0.0,0.0,0.07841341012717329,0.0,0.16714339307381534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087490596050272,0.0,0.1354188882199464,0.04840207921389126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05974184855166355,0.0,0.0,0.11658846388125765,0.0,0.0,0.05284500325944466
anxiety,TomOfBlades,2019/01/10,"Anxiety nightmare today, worried sick I have a tumour or something and that I could die Basically, this last week I have been noticing sudden quick (less than a second) vision jitters once or twice a day. Since yesterday however they started getting more more frequent, particularly later on the day at night. Basically it looks like my vision keeps quickly distorting a little/shaking/moving/jittering and it got more frequent since yesterday. Today it must have happened a countless number of times, however it didnt start occurring until around tea time. My anxiety seems to correlate with it a little and so does my computer/tablet usage. I want to believe it's related to my poor sleeping schedule (going to sleep at 6am in the morning and getting only 5 hours, I know) and eye strain (I am actually supposed to wear glasses and haven't for 2 months). Since it's gotten more frequent though in the past few hours the movement has been very small and just a little bit jittery (like not even moving that much). It has been occurring pretty much a few times a minute or once every few minutes in these past few hours and it did the same yesterday. However if I distract myself it seems to be less there.

Also since I started worrying today I have also been seeing tiny little flashes of faint light, like grey pixel flashes on the screen, and black floaters that suddenly appear and disappear when Ive been on the computer. I know anxiety can sometimes make floaters but I don't know for sure. I'm so worried though, and the only thing that makes sense to me is that I noticed it less today when NOT staring at a screen. I am honestly on computers and my tablet (mostly my tablet actually) all day until I fall asleep, and I know that's bad but I talk to friends a lot because otherwise I'm bored and just have my usual anxiety around.

So yeah, thank you so much for reading this and please help me out. I'd love it if someone could help me out here. I saw a similar thread where one person mentioned having it when he reads (a few others too) and it being fine but I can't find much else. Thing is some say it could be a sign of tumour etc. which is literally one of my worst nightmares.

Also, I am 18 if you're wondering and on no medication. I have dealt with bad anxiety for 2 years now as well as OCD. Please help me out on this. Thank you very much and have a nice day. <3",5.325679098733467,6.328464028199567,5.925946399832064,79.06331047512424,68.15401301518439,8.898495556644043,30.923028479462598,9.11188708381993,2.637846630746623,1891,74,350,34,31,614,226,461,0.103,0.769,0.128,0.9406,3,0,1,0,0,0,51.0,0,2,1,0,25,18,0,2,23,1,35,10,5,2,3,62,64,43,1,8,13,0,0,3,1,1,3,1,0,1,29,25,1,1,8,2,1,6,7,6,1,4,10,11,37,12,40,47,25,71,0,0,9,1,13,22,0,13,46,244,66,4,0.0,0.0,0.13628366989279678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16752373765643827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670902810903626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432304696272667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660654967705253,0.042566363099769966,0.0,0.0,0.07867198974973086,0.0,0.0,0.0762338443086013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672553875400467,0.0,0.0,0.1801325508823203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247020534719542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06110675585739815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058332145329465686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787642649118882,0.04612058636855722,0.0,0.058832911501123325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06382132068009208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053948765214547736,0.0,0.07296426008094116,0.0,0.03968473332053722,0.0,0.05584765000213945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061748470210192176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041225563564694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20629887587611767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062066134196767826,0.0,0.0,0.15350207442095612,0.05691895584934844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234297016830307,0.20995732281134905,0.0,0.0,0.05863774384379445,0.0,0.0,0.05936507665123924,0.06302229257067951,0.0,0.09322116314337232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034413636017724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055735863256272285,0.07421587332708238,0.256657243012816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552863592425696,0.0,0.0,0.15899876772849894,0.0,0.1487286014105408,0.09463421405527887,0.1062143378414653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13331702350737373,0.0,0.06097091914233459,0.0,0.15329985460470846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103995000854678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396933413894615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055529848810816115,0.0,0.0,0.05564369549051349,0.1271371663631725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310490259492801,0.0,0.13975640618163893,0.0,0.05916484657089515,0.05375683213816335,0.06906145428149983,0.0,0.1482733741688975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658118509068793,0.0,0.0,0.05612491995913945,0.0,0.12857606584965134,0.0,0.0,0.09278094097181692,0.0,0.13721086744392327,0.0,0.12215141021604325,0.0,0.2647542611839648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690542820585994,0.11523045351930992,0.04118623046170258,0.0,0.05601162860291109,0.0,0.06278355508084445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572524258285528,0.0,0.21274048298971074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044966797260400884
anxiety,mrsthairyan,2019/01/10,"I powered through today! I struggle with driving anxiety more than anything else. Today I had to take my son with me to the grocery store to get water, cat food, and ingredients for dinner. I buckled him into his seat, then my anxiety took over and I puked my entire lunch out of the driver side door. I took a few deep breaths, drove a few blocks to the store, and bought everything we needed. My son had a blast using the kid-sized shopping cart. 
We made it home safely, and I puked again in the kitchen sink after I brought the groceries in. 
I’m proud of myself for accomplishing what I needed to do, despite my body not wanting to cooperate. ",5.486259999999998,6.154285736000007,5.89095,80.65722500000003,67.64,8.17,31.625,8.07648339933343,2.2301400000000005,507,20,96,6,8,163,83,125,0.11,0.8390000000000001,0.051,-0.636,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,0,3,1,3,0,1,9,0,3,7,2,2,0,18,16,5,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,10,5,2,0,1,4,5,1,1,0,0,8,0,20,2,20,8,3,17,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,5,64,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198829731713689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17205057056899636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23223473336467199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17465498934741244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18790275734521167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528138201715325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923284233077372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20971885738941404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19783142917538232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100523137707669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218570153009164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571980695671513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3963565235394281,0.0,0.46457911741614705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18057331473363544,0.0,0.0,0.12331760818875795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nevergreene,2019/01/10,"I finally quit my job for an amazing new opportunity! But i can't help but feel extremely guilty for leaving. After nearly six months of feeling incredibly unhappy at my job that wrecked havoc on my mental health, I have finally found a new job that is almost perfect. I put in my two weeks today. My direct manager was kind and understanding about it. But instead of celebrating, I feel extremely guilty and anxious. I feel like I'm letting my current coworkers down and that I'm selfish. Has anyone felt this way about quitting a job before? How can I get over it so I can be happy about the future and enjoy my final two weeks? ",4.160661157024794,6.1480588264462845,5.8050330578512455,74.9948223140496,72.30578512396694,8.476363636363638,30.28181818181818,9.120678840339163,2.91423570247934,502,22,87,11,10,171,80,121,0.174,0.604,0.223,0.8184,5,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,4,6,8,0,0,4,0,9,1,0,1,1,17,19,9,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,7,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,3,5,15,7,14,14,0,20,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,13,61,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598817646077395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213810294401766,0.0,0.0879746083457128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706153140951173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544686850566476,0.08988413596979061,0.12080465020702733,0.4134811726507598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795253097791213,0.0,0.0,0.06573451578798539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13393520068174766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373825117865695,0.0,0.0,0.08433290147504245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4994183127278181,0.0,0.0,0.13101969441498168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332226975478334,0.0,0.12865704529499947,0.0,0.06146813596003198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12679457271611655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004264273799833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430308912183447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648146352517894,0.0,0.2676450613713781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192603964079646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458110739334332,0.13098058413732272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986817387467163,0.20184661809079724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Beekerboogirl,2019/01/10,"I just resigned from a job I had been with for many years and the release of anxiety over it finally being over is amazing. Long story short, my husband was recently offered a great new job. I had been working in hotel management and despite the subpar pay, I enjoyed the business and especially the owners. 

When my husband and I sat down and crunched some numbers after his offer came in, it just no longer made sense for me to keep my 9-5. I would have basically been working just to pay daycare. 

Now I will get to be home with my two littles and keep my freelance voice over jobs. I knew I had to tell the hotel owners ASAP and I finally mustered up the courage to do so tonight. I had been so anxious about it. They were disappointed and blindsided, which I expected...but...The weight lifted from finally telling them is the best feeling. 

I gave them a month notice. I doubt they will keep me that long. But that's ok. I just wanted to share in a group that understands how having severe anxiety can make a situation like this seem just horrific. But I did it. I fucking did it. ",3.4273670352817263,5.389632781990521,4.5845102685624015,83.07248946814116,74.260663507109,7.532490784623485,29.73170089520801,8.344100000000001,2.285761242759346,851,38,162,15,18,279,124,211,0.104,0.75,0.145,0.8392,3,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,4,3,11,12,1,1,12,1,23,2,0,3,0,32,38,14,0,2,7,2,2,1,0,3,0,1,1,0,10,11,1,3,4,2,2,1,1,4,0,1,17,3,29,8,23,16,2,24,0,2,0,1,16,10,1,3,14,121,39,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19699203837410548,0.14545472422383726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13511877810678907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14725962010246288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06510160126291986,0.0,0.0,0.4231292573487693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903046849077285,0.06726835146867502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14195110772874134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291501851225344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3833037277420073,0.3433258851513271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06290242081070414,0.12904475852175973,0.0,0.22788546239619376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182960568783772,0.08594391226184799,0.13053576625655294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027697569953778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243508620414071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465866299306263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12712847616321926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721228423562435,0.0,0.14545472422383726,0.0,0.0,0.1447242464253065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22507234034590226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577338950497666,0.13403685816656136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594210708898405,0.0,0.0,0.15678698762434698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18746805650044124,0.0,0.0,0.09146274037407004,0.0,0.0,0.08291298559535211
anxiety,purple_grapes12,2019/01/10,"I want to get some help I don't know how to explain this and I have been anxious if whether or not I should post this but I am tired of always feeling anxious. I do not know where to start to get some help, but if it helps I am currently a college student. Thank you ",1.1798275862068976,2.633553879310348,2.56503448275862,97.33341379310345,79.17241379310343,5.329655172413793,25.393103448275863,5.6839178017228535,0.3681406896551721,207,8,50,1,5,67,38,58,0.125,0.637,0.238,0.7269,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,1,0,18,16,8,0,4,8,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,8,1,5,14,2,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,5,2,37,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058996056428405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5590998872708532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511899534881366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25856656030749137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4975848987497482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719859239239969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369902901461405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751475599218372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22782024410124765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844092837477984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595340144202684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,the-quintessential-,2019/01/10,Is an Apple Watch good for bad anxiety? I have Emetophobia and thinking about getting an Apple Watch because I usually have a high heart rate 125-130 when I’m finished eating lunch the only time I usually eat a meal. So I really want to know if to get it for my anxiety to calm down and breathe,6.939000000000004,5.651250900000001,8.140000000000004,72.32500000000003,65.0,12.0,36.66666666666667,11.20814326018867,4.058666666666666,234,10,46,6,3,81,45,60,0.115,0.767,0.118,0.0442,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,0,3,6,2,0,0,6,9,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,2,7,9,0,7,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,5,26,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3495816988619217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19077592213445185,0.1392826937210477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4675955960365623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23874857867505986,0.0,0.0,0.191642870792958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707565219006617,0.0,0.2414075684561297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556970375297954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17377358563241505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463737183836012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464043389496628,0.0,0.0,0.13323178379790646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5032891899726665,0.0,0.13476671966256865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cronicasmarcianas,2019/01/10,"Crippling anxiety I moved to London to pursue my career but it seems so difficult and I feel I’m going to fail and have to go back to my country. 

I want to work in mkt and I have my degree and master but I feel like I’m dumb and I will never get a job although people tell me I’m intelligent and there’s proof to support it but I still feel deep down that I’m not intelligent and that I’m a fraud. 

Has anyone gone through that? I feel like I can’t breathe (not going into a panic attack yet)",-0.09611111111111016,1.9267434629629645,2.6700000000000017,91.95000000000002,86.5925925925926,5.0814814814814815,18.259259259259263,6.42735559955562,-0.08677407407407411,386,10,87,4,12,135,62,108,0.231,0.612,0.157,-0.9045,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,5,8,2,1,3,0,5,1,1,0,2,21,22,12,0,1,5,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,5,0,0,5,4,5,0,0,1,4,13,3,11,20,0,13,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,1,6,56,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16240234917089091,0.0,0.0,0.14843909134463493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415121286196173,0.0,0.16323899191951038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4293636663551412,0.3033220544096582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110913500804731,0.0,0.3619503052206788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21066646938303965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074297213736961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225632174350996,0.0,0.0,0.1637322243433303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490782313310547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14717613515181086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19326212844603768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695361959117836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409057786566423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18555205127706115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521497512317298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154550676369746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,h0ldplay,2019/01/10,"Health anxiety is mentally exhausting I’ve been freaking out since yesterday about “symptoms” I’m feeling. I fucking hate that I can’t tell what’s natural and will pass, or something that’s more severe. 

I’ve been worried sick (not literally. maybe?? IDK) and am so, so torn between just seeing my gp to quell the anxiety, or save my money & time and just not. 

What do y’all do in situations like this? Advice would be really appreciated. ",3.5621987951807235,6.0711208072289224,5.232153614457832,76.02967620481931,75.86746987951805,8.969277108433735,29.65210843373494,9.516144504307137,3.248615662650602,349,16,62,10,8,118,65,83,0.251,0.613,0.136,-0.8833,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,5,6,2,0,1,0,10,5,0,0,0,13,15,7,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,4,0,0,2,2,5,2,5,10,1,5,0,0,1,1,2,2,1,2,3,38,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270041078452148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517005414260853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3554227955760318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174595344477874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21476066859804815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293514266324224,0.0,0.2469275575941195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11349166411782885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23337990052585755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341071001082239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14881945009171393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18511566320087036,0.0,0.0,0.2624366199774937,0.0,0.19216370018867604,0.26111865574196985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17883843884039874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414520884498016,0.0,0.0,0.20304333381398246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545792932294534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359152895409197,0.0,0.16502160769087162,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawayjoblife,2019/01/10,"Feel embarrassed and ashamed at my performance on an impromptu ‘role play scenario’ we had to do in front of co-workers today. I hate myself for being so anxious :( I just want to vent. I work at a front desk where we have to pick up calls sometimes. My boss is working on trying to streamline the phone process so that calls are handled quicker. Soo he schedules a Conference call for all of us who work the front desk at all these different locations to go over some general guidelines. No biggie here, we have these group conference calls every day and I calmly joined the call at 1pm as stated.

Well, he decided to do a little ‘role play’ in front of everyone to see how we answer phones. First he asks for volunteers. Dead silence. Then he calls my name.

Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck. I’m usually fine with calls but I freaked the fuck out. I went red immediately, my mind was racing about how the fuck as I going to do this? How can I get out of it?!? What am I going to do?

The first few lines went okay like “hey how can I help you today” etc. . Even he had said he was going to pretend to be “the worst customer you’ve ever heard on the phone” to see how I handled it.

Then started throwing questions at me I simply didn’t know how to answer to. I began stuttering and just saying stuff that made no sense. They were nice and didn’t say anything and just carried on but ohhhh man I just felt like WHY!! Why am I like this?!? Why can’t I just do what I do every day on the phone on a group call.

I hate myself for being so shy and awkward. For being so embarrassing. I hate that I have to live thinking of all these cringey things I’ve done cause I have so much anxiety around these that I screw up. I wish I just had more confidence when being put on the spot.

That’s all. ",1.5334166666666675,3.665566397222221,2.8633333333333333,92.345,80.8611111111111,5.8888888888888875,21.666666666666664,7.054809383877858,0.53525,1373,42,296,17,36,444,181,360,0.19,0.721,0.08900000000000001,-0.9905,1,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,5,1,1,6,25,27,10,4,15,1,31,7,0,10,5,51,62,24,1,2,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,4,0,1,18,14,0,0,8,3,0,12,5,17,1,2,16,9,38,10,49,41,10,49,0,0,3,7,40,22,7,2,17,198,56,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05724941154778498,0.08454349157853715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061583733725389174,0.0666199950386416,0.06996165122634324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6113282009734159,0.0,0.0,0.0768772890956437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965261867308954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818779628853156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658331268270807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834620333593592,0.049428538153086066,0.06769353675947166,0.12610528355177034,0.07150910043471538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03783938065601146,0.0,0.07185439172104695,0.0,0.0,0.12731109660017784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4151086104959861,0.039098773424108536,0.0,0.17012432056731314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216554657008602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05016106025037487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04112796334299642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968341480395552,0.07500543219586148,0.06608164722608863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708117271367268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755631274717924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05501314413978782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523095021602777,0.08383355887502776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118626824922689,0.1190253405993888,0.0,0.0,0.11926936503160462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401481630311524,0.0,0.052969376651223365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566942994515743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04971777943212806,0.047951951032889815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14187174459955915,0.0,0.0,0.050808799425718996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001861379038173,0.0,0.08242139121727056,0.0,0.04414027062643668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672866412170245,0.13874762861852918,0.2025838203044565,0.0,0.08605782155026855,0.0,0.0,0.21792628792997845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Oracolex15,2019/01/10,"GAD patient for the past 10 years Hi. I’m a 28 Y.O Male living in the middle-east.

At around age 18 I was diagnosed with anxiety and depression following a rush to the hospital post severe panic attack. 
Ever since I’ve had ups and downs , but since age 20 until about a year ago I never went back to the hospital due to anxiety. 
For the better part of my 20’s I’ve been treated with Xanax XR, and about a month ago I started taking Prizma (Which is an SSRI) due to lack of functionality and a “zombie” state of life (for about a year now). 

For the past 3 weeks or so I’ve been at peak performance after I started taking this new medication, and I couldn’t be happier. 

This last Saturday I was sitting in the living room with my girlfriend, we were discussing music and general talk really, suddenly I felt a very sudden, and very sharp headache in my right temple area,
So I sat back up and waited for the pain to dull out, trying to dismiss it as a stress headache. 
Afterwards I felt the need to head to the bathroom and I did. 
Upon reaching the bathroom I was suddenly “attacked” by a sharp pins and needles feeling in my tongue , going all the way down to between my legs, I instantly went into a full-fledged panic attack, and rushed to the ER. 


After a few hours I was discharged with a “it’s anxiety / panic attacks, see a psychiatrist. “
The next day, I woke up feeling a little under the weather. And I tried eating a bowl of cereal, 
Followed by my daily dosage of pills, immediately followed by the same symptoms stated above. 
This time I went to my GP, since the hospital dismissed it as “anxiety”. 

 (Note - I almost completely stopped eating/drinking from the evening before and the doctors suggested I stay hydrated, but I couldn’t bring myself to drink anything. Or eat anything. Now I’m an overweight person, and usually consume large quantities of food.)

The GP said “you don’t seem to have anything out of the ordinary, I’d like you to head over to the psychiatric center and talk to a psychiatrist. 

So the next day I did. The psychiatrist told me that what I get on Saturday and Sunday might have been side-effects of the medication I started taking a month ago, and to take another Xanax if I feel anxiety building up to help me relax. 

For 3 days I barely had anything to eat or drink, I tried forcing down small quantities of food and water to stay hydrated. 

__________


Today, I woke up feeling a little ill again, but a little better than Saturday/Sunday , 
Went to the bathroom for a #2, and after about 20 minutes I suddenly felt a surge coming out of
my stomach so I figured “hell, I’ll let it out” 

Next couple of minutes triggered what I felt on Saturday at 900%,
And after trying to calm down for about an hour I went to the ER again. 
This time they put an IV of fluids since I said I barely had anything to drink or eat for the past few days, 
And felt ridiculously weak and lightheaded. 

I just recently got discharged once more (in less than a week) with the same kind of “it’s anxiety we can’t do anything for you” kind of attitude. 

Now I’m back home. Still feeling unwell (to say the least) with a girlfriend who is stressing over me not taking care of myself enough, and I’m becoming increasingly frustrated by the way I’m feeling and utterly convinced it’s nothing psychological, even though I went to the ER twice within less than a week. 

I am not sure what to do anymore. 

I’m very frustrated and anxious about my situation. 

Needless I have 0 appetite / thirst.

I’m just not sure what to do any more. 

If anyone felt anything similar to this before and have any tips / insight it’ll be invaluable to me. 

Thanks for taking the time to read. 


TL:DR -
Went to the hospital twice within less than a week and was dismissed with anxiety diagnosis, not convinced that’s it. Frustrated. ",5.025926430517711,6.047577647138965,6.066807629427795,77.71327411444142,68.85013623978203,9.141754768392373,31.301253405994547,9.3871,2.8622889155313347,2979,122,551,60,50,991,307,734,0.145,0.7909999999999999,0.065,-0.9957,2,0,4,0,0,0,88.0,2,3,1,3,26,32,9,5,63,0,33,29,5,1,5,90,88,44,0,6,15,0,14,1,2,2,14,3,2,2,21,43,12,2,15,5,0,17,9,18,3,2,34,18,57,14,119,47,15,129,1,2,1,0,21,39,1,9,66,368,78,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821440688985444,0.0,0.04827860382037487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06557332434400606,0.05055579467207803,0.25818102108725666,0.054467247265464,0.0478145870641711,0.0337118242512042,0.0,0.27772776742544303,0.04292001282231006,0.0,0.21939812109616585,0.0,0.1112190358351956,0.0,0.0,0.053247744865851786,0.08205184652278417,0.0,0.0,0.08528140029230456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0491566199242977,0.0,0.0,0.04153144434970461,0.0505506735860787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05334704225443058,0.0,0.12437422637980433,0.0,0.04152600014523298,0.04893543218131508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049348302643343216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18892251358030535,0.0,0.19733675799823813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04981717374595277,0.0,0.06368879163344211,0.04361164338152258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462684020317572,0.0,0.27775367550398194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116599302532856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025189432327726448,0.0,0.02740070010475323,0.0,0.03856053905928399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896140463282094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032316324068742464,0.0,0.04836181915015944,0.0,0.0949606755856056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041335777721797,0.0,0.03930023233132245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049301312972262916,0.034054443135685265,0.023554557792296274,0.14496702272592618,0.08514636317874229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713955081742208,0.0,0.05114663740927235,0.0,0.0,0.07696670968300601,0.0,0.0,0.03574951273415435,0.0371850293700992,0.046564655679797784,0.15382600972184707,0.0,0.0,0.046261912098005495,0.0,0.0,0.051345535968873666,0.0,0.0,0.05130229551749696,0.16970357639696212,0.0,0.0522102496023947,0.13807500294175215,0.0,0.042097948776329386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04617496453420163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048467631167393735,0.0,0.0,0.048226295526883116,0.0,0.03088664145556708,0.0,0.04760476624332936,0.0,0.0,0.0411738506472232,0.09172367978283537,0.038341110215802825,0.0,0.0,0.03841971673441322,0.04389153052318218,0.0,0.054467247265464,0.0,0.15952998898584678,0.05419371118688825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237675597581226,0.10277781550120092,0.03850316240164955,0.04030843445621976,0.11045622614931401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090880831954837,0.0501120255453902,0.2175021752205436,0.0775039654560461,0.0,0.04438828141465772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04736927169922953,0.0,0.08434059847821553,0.0,0.045700521996471885,0.04606982491952498,0.0,0.13093452328077534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0531000815269652,0.11934293753399128,0.0,0.07653886477610447,0.1546950385510524,0.0,0.0,0.3128591496549043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314325358708024
anxiety,pinkregret,2019/01/10,"Feel like I’m losing friends I can’t help but feel like my anxiety is disconnecting me from my friend group.

I’m in a weekly DND group, other than that I don’t have many set social events outside of that other than the occasional trivia night. 

I don’t cancel too often, but I did cancel for DND tonight because of actual pain (I get frequent headaches), but can’t help but feel anxious that they will think I’m a flake. I’ve had these friends since early high school (I’m in my early 20’s now), and while they know me well I don’t think they know how anxious I get sometimes. 

I guess I’m just scared to look like the crappy friend that doesn’t care or interested, but in reality I love the time I spend with them. ",7.122171814671817,5.246526101351353,7.166525096525097,81.33986486486488,65.01351351351353,10.078764478764477,31.277992277992286,8.418075326091056,2.0193424710424703,565,15,124,6,7,182,86,148,0.156,0.5870000000000001,0.257,0.9623,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,4,1,6,14,0,1,5,0,11,2,0,1,0,19,29,9,0,0,7,0,3,3,4,1,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,7,0,1,0,6,3,1,0,2,4,19,11,11,26,0,15,0,1,1,1,14,4,0,3,13,67,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.14629336992070702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146829618677395,0.3387178228993365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138551534504746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15284619764881766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22740140718739715,0.21419561833371734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46328935359639006,0.0,0.1566466106967667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16514596600411371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009669201625776,0.1583912147459025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16477642387033892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21971961872457307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12588908353001851,0.16771419427239495,0.0,0.0,0.13530224960255122,0.0,0.0,0.15198815574004695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406831058072841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595179003882135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15008897025573892,0.15171986315922065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400950403524315,0.0,0.0,0.15281732750018387,0.0,0.0,0.14826769614309382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921162723986596,0.0,0.0,0.08741542037588931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025108965017713,0.0,0.13478970526115133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Psy1996,2019/01/10,"Side effects HELP!! Hey everyone! I recently have been suffering from horrible social anxiety and panic attacks. I cant be out in public without fear of panicking. Been making some progress and with the support of my amazing boyfriend I am making small strides.

However, this have really taken a turn for the worse. I was prescribed Celexa (20mg) for panic attacks. I've been taking it for 3 days and have been having the WORST side effects. Awful nausea and vomiting almost every morning and evening. I cant leave the house. I feel like my anxiety has gotten worse and everyone keeps telling me to keep taking this medication that feels like its poisoning me.

I've also experienced racing thoughts, bouts of hysterical crying, general fatigue.

Can anyone else relate to this at all? When will these side effects go away? Please help I feel like a prisoner in my own house and in my own body. I'm so scared of losing everything because I'm not getting better. Any response is appreciated! Thank you for taking the time to read this :)",4.536264775413713,7.262736361702127,5.304609929078017,75.63388888888889,73.68085106382979,8.22033096926714,30.657210401891252,8.998388855275968,3.1525345153664306,828,38,132,19,18,268,123,188,0.254,0.575,0.171,-0.9672,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,6,4,18,3,4,7,1,17,5,1,5,1,26,37,10,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,8,9,0,2,7,1,0,1,4,11,0,0,8,4,14,7,20,27,5,15,0,3,0,0,7,10,0,2,7,83,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556647123405606,0.0,0.0,0.0922933570051488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848277603177964,0.0,0.17657670973769138,0.0,0.0,0.08069737439114062,0.11825121132811404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625911340021547,0.10843151956120567,0.0,0.0,0.070352881345712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207079030650504,0.0,0.12819452282124216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677249557286996,0.07442991987018498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641026858192886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622723446625168,0.0,0.09723792545677158,0.22055845343536454,0.10372309070943388,0.0,0.0,0.12986836642684393,0.17506433221170106,0.2473468393405536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602969758059958,0.0,0.0655901780472071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15471381690224528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663353521390206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20516346978000768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220255484591888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16915052902081926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911429962491247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15407417857529804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626346059010335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27081760073212313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668555281597738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544125872961808,0.0,0.0739346186267505,0.0,0.11395347862859898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155455706063854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764598873897905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309659311246313,0.0,0.0,0.2603219323563114,0.0,0.1008734506207978,0.10625404716180532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09162267012183227,0.06729651492657218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12553296870174624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125114774386756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352253548145917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,YURRANON,2019/01/10,"If my girlfriend is on the pill but gets PMS does this mean... (please read first before assuming anything) Okay so i figured that id make an ANON account for this to make sure my other reddit doesn't have this on here.   
This post is about my anxiety towards this topic but please read first :) Im also not sure what other reddit to go to so i hope this is correct.

So, Im 17 and my girlfriend is 17 and she is on the mini pill ""cerelle"" which is of the two "" **progestogen**, **desogestrel** "" hormones.. Now basically I ended up ""finishing"" without withdrawal, like a few times, and basically my girlfriend has been on the pill for 9 months so its been awhile now, and she hasn't had her period (she has had missed periods before in the past due to the pill, but yeah she has has facial spots and what not now bascially PMS symptoms, and im wondering that is there chance that anything bad to come out of this (i dont want to say it because it scares me so much thinking about it) even though she has had PMS and she is on the pill? im not sure if this makes sense but basically, could she be pregnant (i hate the thought of this rn) even though she missed her period but still had PMS and shes on the pill? she tells me she isnt pregnant and she even got annoyed at me for asking a few times, to make sure 100% and she has reassured me she isnt, any thoughts? and advice for a guy, i have tried googling this but nothing has come out of what im actually looking for",0.5203156176310557,2.9006110134228216,2.0436985307455124,94.75543714855795,88.19463087248323,5.369272628333032,20.47016143660439,6.885778809224403,0.3776445492472345,1134,37,250,16,37,366,134,298,0.09,0.8,0.11,0.8197,0,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,0,2,19,14,2,1,13,2,31,12,1,4,5,46,52,27,0,5,12,0,0,1,3,0,11,1,0,1,23,15,0,0,7,2,1,3,9,6,0,3,9,2,31,8,31,41,3,32,0,2,1,0,24,12,0,5,17,173,54,2,0.0,0.0,0.09296092614700484,0.0,0.0,0.09308787830881783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07618013132167879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06478069905136656,0.0,0.07287435072611377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15678325730148926,0.0,0.08905611029016501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795388975165723,0.05807017876135805,0.0,0.16212007029920447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16411771246932186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605810117005443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08336348181423442,0.0,0.1116451005192678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437290905736726,0.0,0.0,0.1887568375566888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16205779682510074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04976990418654502,0.0,0.054138981820433515,0.0,0.0761888679900755,0.0,0.0,0.09432329762375344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405044646535783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461559784419003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5144907564065235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04653967859325845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999518914009045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25434964201142224,0.0,0.0,0.10376707949241837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07603636550118678,0.0,0.07002774442917853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091405431557493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093733670480296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20913578968727364,0.0,0.0,0.09123363840775184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19057341796488325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575531504716933,0.09537280935551726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607550176904057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35912919671532634,0.09901258105139987,0.0,0.0,0.08326225163458467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06103935749025964,0.1871867601606933,0.15125307537647922,0.11109482872774004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467591839318867,0.0,0.09305608667687766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05618736465250149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182813714688606,0.10330641504952466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bastilleonfire,2019/01/10,"Terrified of wearing my hair down Hello, I'm 16 and when I was much younger I could read my hair however I wanted without much care in the world as most children are. As I got older the idea of people perceiving me negatively or even judging how I look in anyway began to make me increasingly uncomfortable. For the past 5 years I have worn my hair in the exact same hair style every single day. I so desperately want to wear it in a different style or even wear it down but even the thought of doing so creates a pit in my stomach. It sounds like such a stupid thing to be worrying about but it's really holding me back.

I'm mixed race so my hair is quite curly, I live in England so already my hair is looked at more often than I would like due to it being relatively unusual. I am also very tall for a girl at 5'9 again drawing even more attention to me.

What do I do? ",3.5052299097550517,4.584353240223464,5.139776536312851,82.73744305973358,72.46368715083798,8.412720240653202,27.17705199828105,8.841846274778883,1.9591706918779552,686,24,143,13,13,233,112,179,0.099,0.8370000000000001,0.064,-0.6365,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,17,4,1,0,9,0,13,10,10,2,1,21,25,14,0,4,5,0,6,2,0,1,0,1,0,2,7,1,0,1,4,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,5,9,21,3,25,16,8,22,0,0,2,0,3,12,0,4,11,104,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19399757644779994,0.14058567821618878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13517788864655056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17923788075848598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036047918684486,0.0,0.0,0.11337523202176725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18367159929763666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4644519520677784,0.0,0.14811748258233598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14060180119248972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984546583196255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717721449276309,0.0,0.1552329443516777,0.0,0.2952522586710627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734659781311275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584636643104449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16781917980470226,0.12187626850079385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869829203090784,0.17584567491383465,0.0,0.11262076535711148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679244709913295,0.0,0.0,0.13956405571353678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14505184476358252,0.20738055001499725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16946309642879834,0.0,0.0,0.1785315054663158,0.0,0.12488192737678808,0.0,0.0,0.11320821356722573
anxiety,lenaperez7,2019/01/10,weird habit I just realized that when I'm really anxious and overthinking I start to pull my hairs out. I do it unconsciously but then I'll start to realize what I'm doing and feel so bad after.,1.939,4.171886900000004,4.240000000000002,82.47500000000002,80.0,9.0,22.5,9.516144504307137,2.221,156,5,32,5,4,54,31,40,0.229,0.7709999999999999,0.0,-0.8494,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,8,7,6,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,4,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5242635952776847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3874765436859355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346462084236609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29729319010060745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6569379930799568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,charlievarls,2019/01/10,"In what ways do you experience anxiety that might be different from me? Here is what I know about my anxiety..

It’s been there for a long time. I can remember it in childhood, but it wasn’t until my late 20’s that I started to understand what it was.

I relied a lot on substance abuse and addictive behaviors to try and manage it (or distract myself from it). This didn’t work long term and I probably started to wake up to the downside of this in my early 30’s.

My anxiety is strongly linked to how I feel physically. What I mean by that is the overwhelming sensation is physical. Like my body gets ‘locked up’, my movement and breathing become tense and difficult.

Paying attention to my body (how I am moving and breathing) let’s me know if I’m starting to become overly anxious. Physical symptoms are far stronger and more prevalent than thoughts or emotions.

Coping strategies that target my senses are effective. Coping strategies that relax my body are effective.

I generally experience anxiety as soon as I wake up in the morning, and again around 2-3pm in the afternoon (no idea why - so far).

Some major external triggers for me include planned events (particularly weddings or anything formal), hot environments, a lack of alone time and being constantly in the company of others.

My anxiety isn’t concerned with what people think of me. It centers around what I think of myself. While I am more likely to feel anxious in large crowds, I can front a presentation for a large group of strangers with little effort.

Being anxious makes it difficult for me to be creative. Being creative makes it difficult for me to be anxious.




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anxiety,mbllxcactus,2019/01/10,Faking anxiety Does anyone ever feel lile they are faking their anxiety? I haven't been diagnosed but I sure as hell feel anxious all the time. The fact that I think I'm faking it just makes me more anxious. Does anyone else get these thoughts? Or does anyone know how to cope with it?,2.328988095238099,4.863526303571426,3.010714285714286,90.10095238095242,80.60714285714286,5.8761904761904775,20.047619047619047,7.1686216300943375,0.542497619047619,227,6,44,3,6,71,42,56,0.33,0.626,0.044,-0.9531,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,3,5,1,0,2,0,3,1,0,2,4,15,11,4,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,2,6,1,3,9,2,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,25,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963922145445151,0.4376993931784388,0.0,0.4063628811395711,0.1984901545066552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19662283340934855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5085799065282455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618291169445764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17523182097464396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19590241238142564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121127648161944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646404744930507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931033503766748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18257983923948973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412865542299405,0.0,0.15379291040269494,0.11296032823267127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AnotherTrowaway12,2019/01/10,"I’m so anxious that I can’t sleep! I feel so anxious right now, I’m tired too, but I just can’t put myself to sleep. I hate feeling like this, I can’t explain it very easily.

I just wish I could fall asleep peacefully :(",1.1531249999999993,2.435564729166668,3.1025000000000027,94.1925,78.79166666666666,6.466666666666668,22.416666666666664,7.1686216300943375,0.4955666666666665,169,5,41,2,4,57,31,48,0.242,0.461,0.297,0.6409999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,1,0,0,0,4,4,3,0,0,8,11,3,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,2,8,1,1,10,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,23,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5392020711897159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19053869377831967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413322662845537,0.17048810726388333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356126295962885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658994152635573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23990423991638546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20380161163308647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4776348936674916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274287436563379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19690720059880615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744300877310813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,karlos42,2019/01/10,"18 years old everything falling apart and no hope at all 2018 was a year that shook me from all points of view . I m struggling with loneliness for at least four years and it's all because of me . I started to become  distant from my friends and I felt like I looked myself alone in a room and close the door behind me forever . I considered my friendship I had inappropriate and since then I have begun to fall apart more and more , day by day .
Lately I realized what a failure I am for myself and my family because in the last few years I do not think I had any achievements that would give me the happiness I need. 
Time passes by me and I do nothing but work for highschool and watch tv series all day long . I m not able to organize my day at all or to impose some type of lifestyle . I know all of this should come from myself and i hate myself that I m not able to do it .
I have had countless failures in 2018 personally and emotionally.
This year is important to me because it will dictate my future : college and all of this kind of stuff. 
Loneliness destorys me and I have nothing to do because I can not attach to people or express my sincere feelings to them because I lost my trust in people because of my old friends . I do not consider me to be an intresting person at all so I get it why others do not even have an interest in me . 
There is still much to say , but frankly it has been hard for me to say these things too . I KNOW THERE ARE PEOPLE WITH MORE SERIOUS PROBLEMS THAT NEED MORE HELP THAN ME . Thanks for your time .  ",4.616747572815535,5.1565917993527535,5.36689158576052,84.10276456310682,69.51779935275081,8.380647249190938,30.013106796116503,8.395991825355821,2.0371720388349512,1202,45,248,17,20,391,153,309,0.126,0.758,0.116,-0.1183,0,1,0,1,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,3,6,16,1,2,8,0,25,0,0,0,8,48,41,19,0,6,10,0,3,1,2,3,0,2,2,2,17,17,0,0,6,1,0,5,7,6,0,1,7,8,49,10,42,30,16,40,0,1,3,0,11,14,0,4,22,189,66,5,0.2117344166933879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964649996766772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07199333201701495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3872140055054563,0.11692201405478946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119522586741548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731023648319612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908636005334887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06992429265556985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09514662050500744,0.0,0.09980218208900443,0.0,0.05352964149378263,0.0,0.10164912220809316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635854851073816,0.0,0.05531124685326118,0.10155747297069867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126976118777958,0.0948362242397244,0.1045219504865186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096055816981296,0.0,0.0,0.10515002538308428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024440620813762,0.11636369808131487,0.08629590471062792,0.11942282226608912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05172137043894618,0.0,0.0,0.0936891479400611,0.08890179167347148,0.0,0.11556656384479168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782457937193513,0.1569983871010949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20316488332610272,0.0,0.22217965275711216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201849770287886,0.18487832567949453,0.0,0.0,0.10007873119343948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130062070899586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16837970655178905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757444874593001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493335496332093,0.0,0.08454568933991781,0.0,0.0,0.11067539239926052,0.12119262504928073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746830173761832,0.0,0.0,0.0703334690665971,0.0678354323780461,0.0,0.0,0.123464041096989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552868894200252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707258854875917,0.0,0.0,0.07520502733089454,0.0,0.0,0.34087505591251105
anxiety,plzignoreme00,2019/01/10,"Does anyone else disappear and not talk to anyone for a while It’s the Christmas holidays (6 weeks break from school) and I haven’t hung out with or really had a conversation with any of my friends. It’s not like I barely know them or anything because we’ve all been friends since the start of HS, but it terrifies me to message them how they’re doing or if they wanna hang out and even when I have the small amount of courage to ask someone to hang out I deeply regret it and find a way to cancel it later. I hate myself for it and was just wondering if anyone else is the same ",5.157178571428575,4.963701408333336,5.6490476190476215,85.09500000000001,68.25,8.857142857142858,27.97619047619048,8.418075326091056,1.6661190476190475,459,13,99,6,7,148,79,120,0.155,0.765,0.08,-0.8858,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,3,0,4,6,1,0,7,0,7,0,0,1,1,27,12,14,0,4,9,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,0,3,1,0,3,3,2,0,0,3,0,11,4,17,9,3,14,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,6,6,68,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13298245723137536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4102047231729708,0.4007334461928736,0.16092310760770648,0.0,0.1828152605834637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920703506807427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17112937676436066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267181684085761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291606319222151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17873151141831195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021668697293357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19306768308804428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747058144027782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553711072463937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252759873767548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19790964662021576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16176311136932126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16569106276340634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841311955471386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15717775291444042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15522053233460506,0.15686048064377048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212068426587322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,happilyhapless,2019/01/10,"2 year relapse, first time posting As of about 18 months ago, I genuinely thought I’d conquered it. I’d got out of the bad relationship, I’d started taking my fitness (my blanket) seriously, and I’d started exercises to help stay on top of things. 

For 2 years everything was genuinely perfect. It didn’t surface once. I was off citalopram and I felt unstoppable. Until tonight. 

I’m currently in the French Alps with 9 friends skiing. We are 5 days in, having the time of our lives. And then during dinner tonight it just hit me like an absolute freight train. I haven’t felt it in nearly 2 years, and all of a sudden it’s there again. I’m sitting in the bathroom, head in hands, bawling my eyes out, gripping hair, grinding teeth. This is as bad as it was at its absolute worst. 

This is my first post in this community, and I’ll be honest I’m only posting here because I have no where else to go. I’m in a bloody brilliant relationship now, and she doesn’t know the half of it (self harm, suicide), so I’m just typing to take my kind off things as a group holiday doesn’t seem the right time or place to bring it up. 

Where the fuck has this come from? Has anyone else had anything like this happen? I feel like I’ve taken 100 steps forwards over 2 years and 100 steps back over 60 minutes. Any kind of response would be so unbelievably appreciated. ",2.800012437810945,4.8276556679104505,3.8672388059701497,87.22546019900497,76.27611940298506,6.705472636815921,27.21144278606965,7.6454224807358475,1.5205741293532342,1061,43,216,15,24,343,159,268,0.095,0.758,0.14800000000000002,0.9329,1,0,0,0,1,1,36.0,2,0,0,5,12,14,1,0,11,0,18,8,5,0,2,24,41,16,1,1,3,0,6,3,1,1,1,0,0,1,16,12,1,0,6,3,0,6,5,6,0,3,10,7,15,8,37,27,2,58,0,0,1,1,9,25,1,2,27,123,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615208443813287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143482349023923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837327216484709,0.12269910684750256,0.09854491439223056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208116910955057,0.19997425698460888,0.07299913132657178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315492995810087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722952338697649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20007327980949108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076245261809362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605497312655528,0.08555017725337287,0.22995958356247345,0.0,0.0,0.2037203715446898,0.0,0.0,0.09251936764182796,0.11070792023105294,0.0,0.0,0.06805728392946803,0.0,0.095775857740795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589546199950267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289913008439025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026660757918302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24940459092028455,0.06581204778578513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17551294908978834,0.0,0.10574237505362187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558414920034486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753096477772713,0.0,0.09107607312704484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251143642268958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440652238508464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571356338773339,0.0,0.10226674622381207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901686247049357,0.12492646656517302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16952082544331434,0.1276386906990438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309882172268586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18007577954420725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15911455904113098,0.0,0.0,0.09506896094060906,0.20948340865266613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850677132824272,0.0,0.0,0.3084630115900196
anxiety,thru_glass,2019/01/10,"Social anxiety, agoraphobia, or what? Hi.   

I have dealt with depression and anxiety for the greater part of my  life.  Mostly depression, and then later anxiety sprung up for some  reason.  I've always not enjoyed being around people but I assume that  is normal but my ""anxiety"" with people got worse.  Also last summer I  was dealing with PTSD but I don't think I am suffering from it anymore.

Right now the only time I will go out in public is early in the morning, like  the grocery store.   Otherwise if I go to the store when the general  population is out I get extremely anxious (just very tense and just  other dreadful feelings). But even if I go when it's not crowded it  still makes me anxious going out in public.

I  was reading just a little bit about agoraphobia and it seems to be   majorly linked with panic attacks, which I don't think I have ever  suffered from.  I mean panic attacks seem way more extreme because I  only experience anxiety (albeit crippling at times) when in ""crowds"" but  I don't consider those panic attacks, right?

I  recently quit my night job because working nights was messing even more  with my already fragile mental health.  I was working nights so I could  work alone, which I like a lot.  Now I am just at home, applying like  crazy for jobs of course. But mostly I'm just lazy.

This  morning, I finally got around to taking a walk around the block for a  little exercise since I am mostly sedentary.  I had been wanting to do  this for quite some time and it has only been day one and now I am  scared to do it again tomorrow.  But I know I need to push myself but  it's just tough.  Why the hell do I get so nervous walking on the  street?  During the day is a different story, I hate walking on the  street during the day but this is morning and it is dark and mostly just  cars but I feel like I am in a fishbowl even though I know no one gives  a shit about me.  I don't want to take my anxiety medication so early  in the morning just to walk out of my apartment building.  Even though  it calms me, I would eventually probably feel sleepy when I get back  home.

I think if I get a regular job  again my anxiety of being out won't be as bad.  But even with a regular  job I am anxious.   I also get scared to death when I get invited  somewhere.  I usually try to get out of it but if I can't I will take  some anxiety medication to mellow me out, but I hate having to do that.

I  just moved back in with my mom so I am home all day and then when I  spend some of the time with her after work I get so irritable and will  usually get angry and yell at her.  It must because I'm so isolated and  have no contact with anymore except her.  I don't want to be mean to  her, i feel so bad afterward.  And I hate telling her sorry because  after awhile it just gets old, I mean who wants to be told sorry and  then it just happens again the next day, it doesn't seem right to me.   That's why I wanted to walk every morning.  I just feel hopeless.  It's  like either I spend some time with her (and risk getting irritated and  yell) or I go in my room and be alone but then she's all alone.

BTW,  I am currently on wellbutrin, abilify, and then I have clonazepam which  tells me to take it every day but I only take it when I feel extremely  anxious.  It feels just like a short term (8 hours max) solution and I  don't want to grow a tolerance to it in case I really need it in a  situation.  I was taking zoloft too (I was seeing another doctor out of  state and just came back to my psychiatrist) but my doctor took me off  of it because she didn't think it would help my depression (she kept  asking why did that other doctor put you on that?), she said I didn't  need to be on a SSRI since she said it mostly deals with compulsion.  I  always thought SSRIs were for depression and anxiety.  Any other drug  that helps with this (social?) anxiety, instead of a last ditch  (emergency) solution like clonazepam?

I  don't know what exactly I am asking anymore but I am just trying to  figure myself out and figure out how to get my life together because it  seems like a mess, better than when I was dealing with PTSD but still.    I am trying (it is hard to concentrate on books at times) to read  self-help books...of all kinds.

Any thoughts would be appreciated.",3.3145725171812117,4.746818709753229,4.802208631556461,83.59865034006341,73.41833137485311,7.9307837481750525,26.52496172061389,8.530408385264376,1.8312191931061497,3306,116,666,59,66,1108,302,851,0.208,0.716,0.076,-0.999,6,3,1,0,0,1,90.0,0,1,0,7,60,40,8,8,30,0,69,12,1,3,6,156,143,72,1,19,43,1,9,8,0,8,11,4,4,0,45,49,0,2,28,4,4,17,16,28,0,2,24,14,104,12,98,101,22,123,1,7,1,0,35,45,2,22,67,476,149,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949528767464924,0.04599191807064852,0.06665861618292229,0.06935767616960938,0.0,0.0,0.0566839631175275,0.0437022650481394,0.3188300735607497,0.1883338669189205,0.1239979969022126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11130485368076427,0.07792526701626702,0.1422417781393908,0.0,0.09614177393502037,0.06959758074952534,0.1524365089913742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036860169871972985,0.04550079862416812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04766770870265582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03327591909817152,0.0,0.0,0.16127039763681605,0.1289023459334783,0.14358633082575992,0.0,0.0,0.04354389009119855,0.0,0.1279753952509597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048332416522587546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376372614956467,0.03769948846827005,0.07022981676877295,0.0,0.0,0.040768379936806834,0.0,0.0,0.1475130055369326,0.05954851848741796,0.0,0.04565542626652227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612959218951327,0.039980647449543265,0.1184308016766148,0.0,0.06666626088260015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03685508364252065,0.0,0.037334659241355934,0.1234430652192123,0.0,0.044301002823589536,0.0,0.0,0.08380621266035174,0.0,0.12541713877228888,0.0,0.0410437284243161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16543308954108887,0.0,0.0,0.043400476685388566,0.06871423420888616,0.06794509634107251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05887579493649904,0.16289132186054706,0.08354317299664046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0354325355426366,0.0,0.0,0.027819909976773482,0.0,0.0,0.13619633763363287,0.0,0.08397095573348429,0.042000898579186256,0.0,0.0,0.04881193003955784,0.0,0.04429635600301661,0.0,0.09270953157696436,0.0,0.0,0.04432426320112611,0.11733392016423486,0.04083488833402179,0.0,0.0,0.043733297548211585,0.0,0.0564832110427866,0.12678980683592767,0.0,0.1466979348939659,0.0,0.045132435977978086,0.0,0.057787560631234275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04493516004621654,0.0,0.09743702686111663,0.041897180674775436,0.0,0.08865784108163545,0.08337712276411992,0.0,0.02669953464471099,0.04285118818076015,0.04115128889606248,0.0,0.0,0.10677651567197644,0.07928928011241508,0.0,0.08345246172222465,0.0,0.033211398509162215,0.15176573231491566,0.043478495560514516,0.0,0.042781131996067485,0.06895175822087089,0.04684701220886492,0.0,0.0849694827805918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330861211325144,0.0,0.0,0.06656706394916134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880167797121949,0.0,0.07285556454083263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682048015418767,0.08189543771845399,0.06617421447748402,0.1458141529738187,0.0,0.0,0.0398244298683022,0.04630499482735079,0.08488841799664994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180327802268362,0.034388123205024566,0.14749404771510918,0.03308148726199747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282179603885654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136623335165865,0.0,0.04247271188272751,0.0888190380145811,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,antszn,2019/01/10,"Experience with Ativan Hey, I was just wondering if anybody has had any experience using Ativan for anxiety. ",6.3583333333333325,9.984317055555554,8.89777777777778,47.30000000000004,72.8888888888889,12.488888888888884,36.77777777777778,11.20814326018867,6.7159111111111125,89,5,10,4,2,32,16,18,0.096,0.904,0.0,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,5,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26083698855474396,0.0,0.2934257651528193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7503992922248011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312765447725945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4159592995212679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jeenieinthebottle,2019/01/10,"I'm on 3x 5mg Buspar daily (4th day) feeling like crap I just recently got prescribed these alone. I take it with food but after I began I've just been a whole lot more anxious, depressed and agitated in general. Kind of horrible actually, almost puked at the local grocery store an hour ago. Head is all mushy as well. Wonder if anyone has experienced the same and seen improvement after a while? Please share your story.  ",4.0662857142857165,6.3056832000000025,5.387142857142859,76.79500000000003,73.25,8.071428571428571,26.42857142857143,8.841846274778883,2.303732142857143,336,12,58,7,7,112,71,80,0.237,0.605,0.158,-0.8663,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,3,6,1,0,5,0,3,3,2,0,1,14,10,6,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,4,3,4,4,8,6,5,12,0,1,1,0,2,4,1,4,9,35,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.2201464176804514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19997475727919686,0.0,0.2258989995340827,0.2336465163384723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548560996175941,0.0,0.15774000837203006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548894895323194,0.0,0.19430308967430004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406669852259473,0.16116382473305324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727881888066113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804274876588495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315237033595331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22216385637084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23492059905177384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102134407106006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19179126846783692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476335855110722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22274606588526807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16961800843017158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20283537640516305,0.0,0.0,0.2518667476163362,0.0,0.0,0.24464619856087225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jtg6387,2019/01/10,"Registering for the LSAT just caused me a crippling anxiety attack. So, I just registered for the upcoming June LSAT and I have been researching prep courses, setting a 3 month study plan, making an appointment with my school’s pre-law adviser, and looking into potential law schools. I even came down to a top 5 to shoot for. I was feeling pretty proud of getting that far as I usually struggle to do things like that.

As I closed the browser and finished my last sticky note in a series of probably 16 of things to remember, I got hit with what felt like complete paralysis. Couldn’t move at all. Fingers shaking uncontrollably. Racing heartbeat (legit thought a heart attack might’ve been coming but I’m only 21). Vision went blurry. Still have a lingering headache. Thankfully didn’t vomit but I felt that coming too. It subsided after give or take 6 minutes, give or take a minute or two. I wasn’t exactly staring at a clock,

I assume I’m not the only one this has happened to, but I’ve got no idea how common it is or any regulation strategies as this was my first experience with what I’m thinking was an anxiety attack. 

To those of you that this has happened to, or something similar, what do you do to prevent this or mitigate its impact? I’m at a total loss.",4.877160493827162,6.4222355843621415,5.8453703703703725,77.19916666666668,69.69958847736626,9.021399176954734,32.43004115226337,9.444778638647367,3.1805127572016465,1009,46,179,22,18,333,149,243,0.107,0.8170000000000001,0.076,-0.7269,0,0,1,1,0,0,28.0,0,2,0,5,7,11,3,3,15,0,16,3,2,3,3,40,42,17,0,1,12,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,17,11,0,1,8,0,0,6,5,7,0,3,14,6,16,4,28,26,2,26,0,1,2,0,5,9,0,7,12,118,33,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08336667582779972,0.0,0.18756489084281194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4183978520601948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402124410612888,0.0,0.12593562053891194,0.0,0.21120408290409426,0.12853524386285772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097077430625625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991837293272868,0.0,0.0,0.06198613322322439,0.0,0.2354148413994706,0.0,0.0,0.10427658246303384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06404919256907625,0.2352025858460834,0.0,0.0,0.19609583571734127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168151725215139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452719568576041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13839129991623858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992873661657073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978439119150945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029462957097368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183102553304357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005060162000406,0.0,0.0,0.09785166147767607,0.13029575732380005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307142418666127,0.18647328350779552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247200049215183,0.13217477095157049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887269147527798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24813903572672444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437721124564907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790202617893827,0.0,0.0,0.12815964064676227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843476598128764,0.0,0.0,0.11286612366442192,0.0,0.0,0.1628891829630501,0.07855192060512829,0.0,0.09732425157121474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975444423104355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13501762576089033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364389219447064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Uhhhhletmegetuuhhh,2019/01/10,"Bad place in my life I was plagued with frightening amounts of anxiety and fear as a teenager, mostly through my experiences.

First of all, I got on the internet at a young age. Saw some really disturbing sexual shit, that honestly gave me night terrors. It was so bad that I almost questioned my self after seeing them. 

Got worse after that, I went back on old memories of mine, wondering “if I was a perv” for stupid gross shit I did with friends as a kid and early teen. 

As I grew older, the complex situation of women entered my life. I started questioning everything I ever said to a girl, and the reaction I got, mostly due to some bad things that happened in my life with some girls. I basically lived in fear that the second I said something, I would be viewed badly and my reputation would be ruined forever. 

When I turned 16, I created a personality of just not saying anything. At 22, it’s pretty much still the same thing. Started working out a lot, and now I have the reputation of some sort of “quiet tough guy.” I’m asked so many times by people “why don’t you say anything?” 

I tell you what happened when I said something:

My words were purposefully misinterpreted as something bad, then spread across to other people. 

I was viewed as “an asshole” for ever having a disagreement with someone for whom I had a different view. 

I got fired from a job, because a bunch of girls I didn’t even know went and told everyone I asked for their numbers. 

“When in doubt, leave it out” has been the best thing I could have ever learned.",6.08931972789116,6.547117659863948,6.633741496598643,76.5934013605442,66.27891156462584,9.93469387755102,32.31972789115646,9.861636050157227,3.0388585034013595,1208,47,228,25,18,395,169,294,0.239,0.7120000000000001,0.049,-0.9953,2,0,3,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,2,3,13,19,3,5,19,0,19,5,2,0,4,40,42,18,0,4,3,0,1,0,1,2,3,6,0,8,14,12,0,0,6,0,0,4,3,16,0,2,21,12,37,3,40,16,13,39,0,1,5,0,26,12,2,14,23,165,51,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950360875363643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683773268085624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14710827493895334,0.0,0.16712104319106913,0.0,0.0,0.06872958399533602,0.3731530459820981,0.0544867096781442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938013629874294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136461029600523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338563235361458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05903626282939198,0.2425546199003113,0.0,0.08540875788966998,0.08033117936752705,0.08743318367875125,0.0,0.20116020388994574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602866320574111,0.0,0.0,0.06905665632860497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859492303573969,0.0,0.0,0.08850267457641371,0.15808120423755245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886982860663695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049122254961997916,0.0,0.0,0.0946431048800662,0.0,0.0,0.18940039563362415,0.0,0.0,0.07892633769091058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598975954171497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061977147096432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06570638254461432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387937096813174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379184170029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393306800146102,0.07804530451265973,0.09338563235361458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093408150922064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002575920955267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0572606839012657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25506952456427673,0.142161017775208,0.0,0.0,0.07122623735799158,0.0,0.09324538513207314,0.0,0.1834995934395741,0.0,0.10046961467704583,0.0,0.0,0.07573345673682255,0.20643292209838807,0.0,0.0,0.12653071115336798,0.0,0.07138093711650767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812419780221297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17814517706906496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05211962326228908,0.0,0.0,0.08540875788966998,0.0,0.0,0.09722243481509517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657168465049364,0.08065375528225759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693145026856603,0.06507148548386059,0.0,0.09108834898844048,0.12698945076120527,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway-5682,2019/01/10,"Anxiety about my fiancé leaving me. I can’t stop thinking about it. I love my fiancé with all my heart. We’ve been together long distance for 3 years and moved in together 6 months ago.

We’ve had our ups and downs but still going strong. I love him and he loves me but I can’t stop thinking that he’ll leave me.

Did I gain weight? I’m not good enough. Do I do something like blowing my nose funny? he’ll leave me. Do I have a lot of acne? nah, hell leave you for someone prettier.

I’ve been having a lot of irregular periods and the doctor told me I might have PCOS and i’m scared as shit he’ll leave me because of that. I know it’s my anxiety but I can’t stop thinking about it.

We’re apart because im visiting family right now so texting is our mainly form of communication. If he texts differently i just get so scared he’s mad at me, I texted him a couple hours ago and he hasn’t responded and i’m just freaking out thinking he got tired of me and he’ll dump me.

It’s so bad, I just want to cry. I know he loves me and he tries to tell me and show me how much he loves all the time. 

We were on a break like 4 months ago and I dated other guy and I still feel so shitty about it, i can’t forgive myself cause I know that hurt him. 

I don’t know what to do, i’m on vacation but i’m just terrified about our future together and I have no reason to be terrified. ",-0.7823781024467493,1.3035614548495005,1.8439016018306624,95.8572482837529,91.64214046822742,5.287836648477381,17.567417708149975,6.8360192770164,-0.04384816053511687,1061,29,254,16,38,364,142,299,0.258,0.596,0.146,-0.9893,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,4,1,0,2,17,19,4,2,6,0,22,11,3,3,2,48,50,24,0,2,10,0,2,2,0,5,2,0,0,1,10,16,1,3,11,1,0,3,8,9,0,0,7,3,46,10,25,37,8,31,1,1,0,5,31,9,2,4,20,149,56,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429084251086185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13975328346261373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626704032475222,0.11136288793380104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383374679627153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106856423209064,0.10033527374803307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543330632235138,0.0,0.09349275769902976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943810567901894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610943092064884,0.0,0.04618543272235535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04772260375828581,0.0,0.051911958030091236,0.07661362288904026,0.07305481530072283,0.0,0.0,0.09044327955307094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824111524636852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995380750607035,0.0,0.09778386646098787,0.0,0.09866540394878627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007974497525172,0.0,0.0,0.4835917577297527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925050899111361,0.0,0.0,0.08083509842865416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15531198572915408,0.4122001501766621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689979031265168,0.0,0.0,0.14581717209792472,0.09708245410655854,0.06714713146632212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09391514077787448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800586111174276,0.0,0.0,0.1828992385891849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376160159431632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739407008829861,0.07031979757169801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589222486862582,0.22909886423525844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983723311756301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341139384355508,0.0,0.0,0.05326245426449761,0.1049845853023928,0.0,0.08728152231632809,0.0,0.06201545445240759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053876079999738966,0.0,0.0,0.11123036497090703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058821473569573485
anxiety,throwinitaways,2019/01/10,"Went to target this morning! Let me start by saying its very hard for me to leave the house. I’ve been dieting since September 30th, and I recently added exercising after getting a stationary bike for Christmas. I’ve been steadily losing weight except for a break I took between December 11th (birthday) and New Years. Well I started back up on the first and it’s been great. Welllll my scale was telling a different story. I’ve been using a mechanical scale since I started, and it hasn’t been moving since the new year, and I KNOW I should have been losing at least a little. But the scale hadn’t  budged. This morning I got so fed up and discouraged by the stupid scale that I actually got dressed and went to target before 9 am and bought a digital scale. And guess what? I was down 3 lbs! I’m so happy I actually went out and bought one because I’ve been putting it off for soooo long. Also it was so early so target was mostly empty and it was super nice. 
I’m still riding the adrenaline rush and I went like 3 hours ago lol ",3.012542005420052,5.005963687804883,4.220447154471547,85.08893631436315,75.53658536585365,7.287262872628727,24.55962059620596,8.167268648758528,1.4907831978319788,816,27,161,14,18,267,118,205,0.079,0.804,0.117,0.8893,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,4,8,10,1,0,12,1,18,4,0,1,0,21,37,18,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,10,13,3,1,1,2,2,9,2,4,1,2,23,3,14,6,19,12,2,34,0,3,0,0,2,8,0,2,17,98,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.2365000447627308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741496397319283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690417906937038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317664853087666,0.0,0.07386759386800411,0.0,0.10311161224358742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660283589431998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030720050666167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06330931207237098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938305849231817,0.13359665848809374,0.13348871645217675,0.0,0.0,0.12899380661424456,0.10854964329563048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933367467425784,0.13982051088868538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665950063941721,0.0,0.0,0.12830759051123092,0.0,0.12391038304992008,0.0,0.059200335704182074,0.12144990489862464,0.0,0.10723669854103354,0.0,0.27112926904524376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879061282813206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23406452988858584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211180355564465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181506701155805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964640421506599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636379574864837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007134219879756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573063937568563,0.0,0.09677108608660838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591291984056617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13463068294854466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465691536064246,0.0,0.09998265909915507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14755938136850347,0.10895152440980672,0.4493244237731313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15606638085526842
anxiety,Diesel626,2019/01/10,"Feeling anxiety Yesterday was one of the toughest days Ive had in a while.
This morning I actually felt pretty good but for the last couple of hours I cant stop thinking about yesterday, and it just feels like a load on my chest(literally the best way I can describe it)

It just feels like I need someone to tell me that everything is going to be ok.",9.009380952380953,6.366575842857145,9.187142857142854,70.75452380952382,62.0,12.761904761904766,40.476190476190474,11.20814326018867,4.3390476190476175,279,12,55,6,3,93,55,70,0.032,0.6729999999999999,0.294,0.9649,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,5,1,7,0,0,0,0,11,14,3,0,1,3,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,4,7,5,8,10,1,11,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,9,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.22252193102440346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17444040112165934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393007762806627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25230807389441423,0.0,0.14705886293719522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049363993225403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3458926421097083,0.32580576026390673,0.21894214412509932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295932740528757,0.1912586348888604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245611391016397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858728338832211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228054211389896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16907949006056092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15451732455636213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23198592858871106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932069472164104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906411870191997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19930607173457604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14611080440122187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18099760299382006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kyungsookitty,2019/01/10,"Does anyone have tips on distracting yourself from anxiety? I’ve been finding it harder and harder to distract myself from anxiety, so far I’ve only been able to have some peace whilst drawing and for some reason vacuuming. I’ve vacuumed everyday for an hour at least for like 6 days so far. It helps make time go faster.

And so I was wondering if anyone else has any strange or useful ways to distract themselves. 

Thanks in advance :)",5.6137037037037025,7.341718456790128,5.8453703703703725,77.1991666666667,68.1358024691358,8.85679012345679,32.01851851851852,9.2995712137729,3.0744222222222217,349,15,59,7,6,111,58,81,0.125,0.688,0.187,0.8344,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,3,1,0,6,0,0,3,0,12,11,8,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,3,0,2,2,11,8,3,14,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,5,7,33,4,0,0.2402476804283161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16337666113525695,0.0,0.36757763588168624,0.0,0.0,0.3359735283845665,0.2461621397561677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15493987868155434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21024236414336786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006961090888382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21958202745777206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653829329738015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16103295598734416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365955710119902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737288127819548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16036719223971327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18271918694083705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470146286749807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211877858445605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009035447841858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20749685885141145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19069742611495194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605383611445971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ProEnt,2019/01/10,"New anxiety symptoms So i’ve been dealing with mild anxiety for a pretty long time now but its been pretty under control. I used to have heightened anxiety when i would smoke weed 75% of the time but I’ve stopped smoking now. A few months ago I went on a road trip with my wife and her family to mexico. I started having anxiety linked to not be able to use the bathroom conveniently. Like telling her family to stop for me to use the bathroom is inconvenient to them. Now in the car with someone else driving I feel the same way sometimes. Even in class, at my job, situations where it would be awkward or impossible to use the bathroom makes me feel like I have to pee and gives me even more anxiety realizing I can’t right now. I’ve never taken medication so idk what I should do. It goes away once I get out of the situation and I don’t have to pee. It can be after I just peed its just this weird feeling so i know its not my actual bladder. Please help.",2.3376002290950737,4.39752675773196,4.123642611683849,84.69452462772053,77.81443298969073,7.61008018327606,25.7262313860252,8.515128840125781,1.8322506300114547,757,29,156,16,18,255,114,194,0.118,0.777,0.105,0.3691,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,13,4,0,1,10,0,17,5,3,6,1,33,31,10,0,3,7,1,3,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,8,7,0,3,6,0,0,4,5,2,0,0,4,3,21,2,25,21,3,31,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,1,18,106,29,2,0.11658209246986467,0.0,0.11376730508157012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334299081358862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4459249082011352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109532713523247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075672988148704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019101823392858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738937877120624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540027451288904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198064424801268,0.0,0.17684222655810936,0.08328627015467485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060909331567084585,0.11183616617246442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814251913751054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568973786436745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06407046913632396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139122431836496,0.0,0.0,0.1031714832113274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781945199841887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744419310520553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305471395140573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991529677078586,0.11259571137639544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415612365251225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797212858659618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23721180012129986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956046997553336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620863130686464,0.0,0.0,0.09877962862652677,0.0,0.11530267044908178,0.0,0.08251740509490711,0.0,0.0,0.1949356990106958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211734325621414,0.0,0.0,0.10189788738239088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359599112950619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4027579861365535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253743855284363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807276770556894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16563314717390193,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LadyBadWolfBeauty,2019/01/10,"I NEED your approval or I'm going to cry all night So, a couple of days ago I applied for College, and this is a HUGE deal because of my chronic anxiety and depression. People here on Reddit were very excited for me, and my first post got a lot of attention. 

Now, I've been trying to post my results of my application, and it seems like no one cares whatsoever. I'm crying in my bed, and I feel paralyzed. I feel stupid and I feel silly for even applying. No one cares besides me that I overcame mental illness to apply to college, and I ACTUALLY GOT IN. I can't stop crying. 

It means less when you have to ask for it, but I have to ask you anyway or I might just give up on College. Please send me words of support, positivity, comfort. I know I'm being pathetic, but I'm desperate for approval about my accomplishment and no one seems to think that I accomplished anything. 

It feels like I wasted my time applying for college, only to get an ACCEPTANCE letter that no one cares about. I'm ashamed of myself and I'm ashamed to have to write this post begging for people to fake that they care so I don't go into a panic spiral. ",3.9978947368421065,4.971790324561403,5.649078947368423,79.94230263157895,71.19298245614036,8.50701754385965,29.60087719298245,8.841846274778883,2.3466350877192985,886,35,175,16,16,303,122,228,0.173,0.616,0.211,0.9064,0,3,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,3,1,5,10,17,1,3,5,0,10,2,0,1,1,34,39,16,0,1,5,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,10,10,0,1,11,0,0,3,6,6,0,5,4,4,29,11,32,33,3,21,0,1,0,0,11,7,0,6,10,119,39,6,0.0,0.0,0.1069691019541636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716769604994137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385570342035907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020437365516297,0.0,0.2049517477096872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06682070768741318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4470420090388086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128767693153987,0.3612230675181123,0.07069305227747216,0.1130089639920862,0.09441183385299673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240012995430442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22169994737864426,0.07830947140015064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323905058582437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057269674215170464,0.10515335889241427,0.12459424633714565,0.0,0.1753393630118278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602419169583088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710537923178096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931913404125139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940362220743572,0.0,0.0,0.11046683442720286,0.11628492550053655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127864578284041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286690023262424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971137158133225,0.08336767231536224,0.0,0.12861039511802974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519874361775186,0.0,0.0,0.12032511150946228,0.0,0.0,0.31494459359372057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995800160292641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164362576326522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439058689985355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023730856840861,0.0,0.0,0.06391779080366257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744218586811387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044442478271614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GingerWorth,2019/01/10,"How I cured my anxiety I randomly about 8 months ago started getting panic attacks, when driving, when at home, in school...
I constantly was short of breath and on the verge of panic, sometimes my tongue felt swollen. I had heaps of symptoms and didn’t know how my anxiety started or where it came from.
I tried a few medications; Zoloft and busbar.
About a week ago I was looking over my blood tests from the doctor and noticed I had a low red blood count and my b12 wasn’t out of range but was 300 when the max range is around 1300. 
I decided to try some vitamins and began taking b12, iron, and vitamin c.
Within two days I stopped having all symptoms, I felt clear no more brain fog or anything !
I just wanted to share so people keep their eyes out that this could possibly be the same for you!",7.2225,6.210967898089173,6.870119426751598,80.76148487261149,64.28662420382166,10.14299363057325,33.63773885350319,9.188382445141503,2.6878286624203818,628,22,127,9,8,197,107,157,0.105,0.836,0.058,-0.4997,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,0,11,5,1,2,7,0,11,13,5,2,2,30,23,16,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,8,2,1,0,3,11,0,2,4,0,0,2,3,4,0,1,11,7,18,1,19,10,5,27,0,1,3,0,3,12,0,4,13,83,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659978355257054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22955608204229386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346782481542536,0.13356491039198565,0.0,0.17068896569123976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16749112627476584,0.0,0.17160257700141426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621369025960516,0.0,0.11979248897731605,0.0,0.0,0.09676157641346322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15356942337930946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881184661129317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838824013419035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15049953661306473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335994982255595,0.0,0.0,0.0824565167758709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599345324013353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15114668597795167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975825501889233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17081833725053466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520726344063842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401689731724796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16914439019912958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518456481573523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839061908471796,0.0,0.2123941931198392,0.0,0.0,0.12543781052618172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118921808919765,0.11280929583931056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20373080900063972,0.0,0.14656453508598755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849582302548042,0.0,0.1203507851203154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anclaycomb97,2019/01/10,I am working two jobs. I am 21 years old and working two jobs to pay for some expensive bills and i still am not making enough. i am so exhausted and don’t know what i can do anymore. ,1.9571666666666687,2.853621050000001,3.770000000000003,91.78166666666668,76.0,7.333333333333335,25.833333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.163583333333333,142,5,34,2,3,48,27,40,0.127,0.873,0.0,-0.5634,2,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,0,7,9,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,5,0,2,9,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,25,6,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25754206511699845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26832852885681224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.515403239368826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271848113035013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17334466473125865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725002995126997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073882588413378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5073575419612946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3781138948257473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16723143398574614
anxiety,kyfry87,2019/01/10,Rough day I've been in bed all day. My anxiety  has been  so awful. I woke up this morning and went straight into a panic attack. I calmed down but couldn't get myself  to get out of bed. Fell asleep again and now I just woke up from a nightmare. My whole body hurts. I'm still very panicky.  I hate my life. Why do I have to have such bad anxiety?  I really need a hug.,-0.7863291139240509,1.2939489113924092,1.3821392405063302,99.22409493670892,91.53164556962022,4.678987341772152,15.49493670886076,6.2581,-0.6489301265822784,280,6,68,3,10,93,58,79,0.309,0.605,0.086,-0.9651,0,0,0,0,0,1,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,2,1,3,1,7,4,2,0,1,9,15,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,5,1,10,2,10,9,2,14,0,1,0,1,0,7,0,0,5,42,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655641458033449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718192669339871,0.0,0.0,0.19949796354320207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653992211171637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308182320533382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496638711615853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23589555709215745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557812935087288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16876450395725626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17716480516960806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803348330230482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15306574544136986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19081113960988316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19714364998303247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22149205103984512,0.21559866794835286,0.26675867584468466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TexMexxx,2019/01/10,"Anyone else have a strong heartbeat when feeling stressed? Hy there.

Some months ago I realised a quite strong heartbeat when beeing stressed (and thats quite often). It feels as I could feel my heartbeat up to my throat. I visited the doc and got some tests done but they could not find anything physically. Got some mild sedative. Got better but now its already empty. When I have these strong heartbeats I just cant calm myself down and think of the worst (heart attack or  stroke, I know its silly but tell tgat to my brain).
Just wondering if someone has similar symptoms sometimes. 
The psychological effect of my anxieties are bad enough but now these physical symptoms ontop just suck even more. It's getting harder and harder to calm down...

Thanks for reading.",4.488788819875778,7.401271688405796,3.8166045548654246,85.25608695652177,74.8695652173913,5.971842650103519,27.248447204968944,7.1686216300943375,1.545940372670808,615,24,104,7,14,182,94,138,0.193,0.6890000000000001,0.118,-0.9175,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,7,11,14,2,2,5,0,8,6,3,1,0,28,20,14,0,3,10,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,8,1,0,1,2,6,0,0,4,4,12,8,10,14,6,11,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,7,7,70,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305241192479353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624889061449698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264229036811715,0.0,0.0,0.102957372935704,0.15087026259114572,0.12117037762838788,0.0,0.0,0.16751284361512878,0.0,0.0,0.12294371751309648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022654705581854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437450850419325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351268623728507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15068311640823634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230045965201909,0.0,0.0,0.15214380858614054,0.0,0.09725416552909354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22335502084487735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457958309781146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692961848873463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532966745684197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17448644970995586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809221940257712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752983424182767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31322711082413385,0.14728519752802813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476050794167864,0.0,0.14562941703950025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373381038054967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060885975315305,0.0,0.0,0.12869892674001293,0.13556373602121666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434887531474538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596813019251766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,boringusername,2019/01/10,Whenever people comment on me doing ok it makes me anxious and sends me on a downward spiral Basically when ever a see my mum lately she goes on about how I seem to be doing ok seem happy and not anxious all the time. Then I start obsesseing about it and overthinking ectect until I just want to hid under my blanket and sleep all day. I just don’t know why am I maybe not any less anxious but use alcohol to mask it at family parties? Am I just better at hiding it? Or maybe I’m just happy around my family. I still get very anxious but am doing so much better than I was a few months ago. I don’t know why people saying I seem like I’m ok makes me feel so much less ok!,1.8532284382284383,3.3443307272727303,4.2407167832167865,85.88363927738929,77.39160839160841,6.724708624708625,21.00757575757576,7.492282038375204,0.7055086247086244,526,13,111,7,12,184,81,143,0.07200000000000001,0.715,0.213,0.9735,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,13,10,0,1,4,4,10,2,1,4,3,28,25,13,0,1,9,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,5,1,0,6,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,3,18,9,14,23,7,20,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,4,12,77,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904711115195978,0.1314677166219934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365575010404888,0.0,0.0,0.5558965901671994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951117403441346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175970055734569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933576119177176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127588167443704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319388801924969,0.0,0.06220107038391914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427128339616515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619076792929602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13521380626712504,0.0,0.13876848725172294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0600998720194924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16422954987171426,0.0,0.2471741385158259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819096249862436,0.0,0.18086323778853947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17056893927003086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978280228130049,0.0,0.0,0.09802858873956743,0.33597005604311964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310579971845607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707203627952714,0.0,0.09824150183968622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173217768559939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624715458640764,0.0,0.1015018740105433,0.07255858928980759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220073416802228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,uniSean,2019/01/10,"Feeling better but isolating more I've only had 3 suicidal thoughts this year (normal is 3-25 per day). But I am isolating more. Not even talking to my gf who I live with.

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I also attend a -A meeting (think alcoholics anonymous) and have not been sharing there. I genuinely am feeling better, but am talking to people less. I'm just trying to make sense in my head: is this actually getting better, or am I just hiding my emotion from myself again?",5.363793103448277,6.556696356321844,6.476494252873567,74.4554310344828,68.19540229885058,8.558620689655173,34.04022988505747,8.841846274778883,3.1630781609195404,361,17,60,6,6,121,61,87,0.129,0.736,0.135,-0.3395,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,6,4,0,0,2,0,9,2,1,1,0,16,16,6,1,1,8,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,2,9,4,6,13,3,5,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,3,45,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.1867399416779532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20450584706366293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15303067503364653,0.0,0.20733868622335805,0.232523576611745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5077276127560576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341149189967388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21525445769213003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263916009216977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935149238760244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997780132284306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963907626477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16897455390205054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773441295085355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874923568629348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14553804773146922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266506144799287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093169891550985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076161447103341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261588314821315,0.0,0.1519186159448823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12992100799010006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232523576611745,0.12322968855266253
anxiety,Beanini666,2019/01/10,"Trying to get off medication for anxiety! Any tips or advice? 😁 I have been taking Xanax (Klonopin now) on and off since 2012, and it's time to finally to get off , as I am terrified of long-term damage it may have caused. 
I would say I'm more psychologically addicted to it. It's really difficult for me to be without it and I'm not sure if I'm going through mild withdrawals or just anxious about the whole idea. I'm trying to taper extremely slow - I'm on less than 0.5mg of Klonopin which doesn't sound like a lot. 

Has anyone successfully got off benzodizapines with ease ? What has helped you get off of them ? 

Thank you very much ! 
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anxiety,Fethah,2019/01/10,"How to stop assuming I caused an issue? First off, I was able to go almost a full year without any anxiety and then in the past month it’s decided to make a grand entrance back into my life with very common anxiety attacks. Now to this week, my best friend, who I also sit next to at work just seems to not even want to talk to me. I don’t believe I actually did anything nor am I acting any different than I use to (just feel awful inside). I’m assuming they are just having an off week themselves since they’ve kind of hinted at just feeling off the past few days so why do I keep telling myself I did something? I’ve had friends suddenly lose interest in me and  stop talking to me so could these past experiences be the cause of my feelings? How do I stop them? ",3.736363636363638,4.634421292993633,5.008210770121597,84.57748118123914,71.7388535031847,8.256861609727853,28.28546612623046,8.575989854853784,1.9370050955414009,601,22,126,10,11,200,105,157,0.102,0.764,0.134,0.7438,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,4,12,8,1,0,7,1,12,1,0,6,0,30,22,9,0,2,6,0,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,4,7,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,4,3,19,6,23,16,3,30,0,1,0,0,8,9,0,4,18,86,23,1,0.1289667006204972,0.0,0.12585289613538408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291415214701203,0.0,0.0,0.10313462389182604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17540355775708652,0.0,0.19731834595459544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612860593562014,0.0,0.0,0.14671824019322147,0.0,0.0991674321378188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530130811013914,0.13534259568808166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649686540998618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296941632952744,0.0,0.0,0.08317285275127696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347427529854219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518128944591671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615417997647693,0.0,0.0,0.1956283165485055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969900966512536,0.0,0.0,0.1992787059673262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329474800141064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460772884706282,0.0,0.1146315291734522,0.0,0.1342989727656625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091092994646711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442807495899083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608627410702442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293999002118677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371575492052178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693399258858425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740644059437015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668258745838677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099284866880579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234658093959617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20731709757392325,0.11272258077974433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138582161324184,0.0,0.10641103449743117,0.07606790143796406,0.0,0.2068986161726032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637238782292472,0.0,0.0,0.12431929721071534,0.0,0.09388929403771312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830503268602282
anxiety,English_Muffin7,2019/01/10,"Anyone else freak out over small problems at work? Last night I was at work and someone snapped at me over a salad. 

They first said it was too small and I took it back to the chefs and told them she thought her salad was too small and I joked that it was a decent size they should just change the box they used. (Obviously a joke, I wouldn’t actually mean that).

Showed her the salad, she said it was fine and left. Great. Came back 5 minutes later saying the lettuce was wilted. Offered a second/another salad free of charge she said no. She was about to leave but she found my manager and complained.

I started getting anxiety that it was my fault. Like somehow I’m the Salad God who should have righted it somehow. 

I got anxiety over a salad last night because someone made it such a big deal to the point of crying on my way home because I was worried I’d get in trouble at work. 

Anyone else find themselves getting scared over their job for really small issues?",3.0726037151702816,5.164156805263161,3.6119814241486097,89.07298761609907,75.6842105263158,5.944272445820434,24.86068111455109,6.794906146795322,0.8998637770897829,763,26,150,7,17,239,109,190,0.162,0.762,0.076,-0.9528,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,5,4,9,12,0,1,12,0,13,6,0,2,1,23,30,7,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,4,1,0,11,8,6,0,4,3,1,2,2,6,0,1,19,4,23,7,18,8,0,31,0,0,0,0,21,19,0,2,10,94,34,5,0.0,0.0,0.11756610189561136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632841363479258,0.18432590332618698,0.0,0.0,0.16847767129419364,0.24688149846998544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852754889152373,0.0,0.1468807344401474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779116518053974,0.0,0.0,0.12744644617585624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13233599605574922,0.0,0.12420430884335328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012826025887947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101118556036885,0.10247586940124273,0.0,0.13209448501870694,0.0,0.0,0.1888294534956725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963547652619971,0.13282397794454495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084612522383385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574447193131585,0.11955272650861212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19640620973709166,0.0,0.12756550025313895,0.1308963070928837,0.0,0.0,0.058857939808297774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399624221176513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13123246020294432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261150230019981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388770031968805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527818744229633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717929157077236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288488726639147,0.3437975913998724,0.09580645823047887,0.1206163695597252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20415594578759486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527273849541908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564359569533333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151189084508758,0.13385202193668785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405161307866803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562735025025122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631214373772689,0.12234808626332648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Katzeaby,2019/01/10,"Terrible treatment in previous jobs and now my anxiety is worse. Hello. I'm new here so I'm kinda lost on how to do things, but I really wanted to get it off my chest.  


TL;DR: I've been mistreated a lot in my previous jobs and my anxiety is stopping me from getting a new job.

I've had jobs in the past, I would say about 5 including an internship. However at my previous 2 jobs I've gotten really bad treatment, and I'm not just talking about a shitty manager. My last job I had a really aggressive owner. I came in to work one day and did my usual routine. After a couple of minutes she stops by and grabs me really hard by the arm and starts getting upset because I didn't say hello to her husband (i didn't even know she was married, nonetheless know who her husband is). When I apologized to her, she got even more upset and ended up scratching my arm that she had grabbed with her nails. I was then cursed at and called every name in the book. She then told me to hand her my apron, which I did and she ended up throwing it at me.  
The job before that last one I went through a similar situation. However, this time I was on the night shift when we ran out of waffle cones. I had written in down in our inventory log so the morning shift can request some more to have it be delivered on the same day. When I came in the next day during my evening shift the manager was upset and started getting loud with me for ""forgetting the waffle cones (?)"" she then started slamming things on the floor and threw plastic cups at me.  
More things happened, but I really don't want to go into details because it'll be too long.  


I know that every job is different, but those 2 experiences have drove me and my anxiety crazy. I'm a 22 year old college grad who now sits at home all day doing nothing and I really want a job. I don't want my mother to be paying for my things anymore, because its not right. But I'm terrified. I have started applying for jobs, but deep down I'm so scared of going in and getting similar treatment.  
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anxiety,kelscrawf,2019/01/10,"How do you overcome work conference anxiety? This is one of the most disappointing things I find about myself. I have been looking forward to this annual conference for a long time. 
I love the sessions, the vendors are amazing, and it’s held in a beautiful location on the water. My work is even paying for me to stay in a NICE hotel right on the water next to the convention, and paying for meals. I’m so lucky! 
As I drove here I could feel my anxiety building, but I used breathing strategies and it seemed to be helping a little. 

I got in my room, met my roommate, checked into the conference, and stepped into the convention center. 
All the anxiety that had been building became completely overwhelming. I tried sitting and just breathing for a few minutes but all the noises, people, and crowded atmosphere made me feel hot, nauseous, and at the same time, extremely exhausted. 
I walked out and tried sitting outside. I eventually went back to my hotel room and am laying down trying to feel better before my first session in 45 mins. 
I don’t want to miss this, but I’m so overwhelmed and I don’t understand why. 
This happened last year too. 
Help!",4.9384131326949365,6.8832885813953535,5.5330506155950765,77.91916552667578,70.16279069767441,8.593707250341998,32.181942544459645,9.168548406835145,3.110611491108071,915,42,156,19,17,295,128,215,0.058,0.82,0.121,0.9273,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,4,9,10,0,2,16,0,13,7,2,3,2,34,32,17,0,2,4,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,8,13,3,1,6,2,3,5,2,5,0,2,9,5,22,5,25,21,5,34,2,4,1,1,6,17,0,3,11,112,30,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694674642046959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379027912617292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698942237178255,0.0,0.0,0.1423813145004059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687934609281105,0.0,0.0,0.12853627964447634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633143734308743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24420198636249024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471406435906637,0.13693680206862816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287572722841541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236166770990571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158145004635368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131227177797876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16135284821138274,0.0,0.14246982537223166,0.13518985937518752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529847691324066,0.15233128489203693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17121317890715684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909002676071132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116092095210769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13748336584768822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465579549563114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17159240376429016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695365766536837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877474687473029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279020303542617,0.0,0.0,0.16759478709732326,0.0,0.139042442170315,0.0,0.0,0.0949552342795482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14923802453210913,0.14526715132805446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344032040627057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036713659103291
anxiety,Strings805,2019/01/10,"I'm a working musician. I have GAD (general anxiety disorder,) & have struggled with bouts of depression and Intrusive-Thought OCD my whole life. A year ago today, for the first time ever, I managed to catch myself before sliding into another depressive state, & turn things around for the better. Potential Triggers: I'm going to be open with many of the things I've struggled with over the years. Not too open, but if mention of days of not getting out of bed, or even suicidal thoughts trigger you, then just know they'll come up briefly. However, I should mention that this post has a happy ending; this is meant to be uplifting and maybe help anyone who's dealing with the same things as I am. Still, if the mentioning of those things triggers you, I don't want you to get upset.   


Here we go...  


I've mostly been lurking in this sub, wanting to post something about a victory I had, but would get nervous and then delete it. Today's different, because while I am sharing my story here, I'm also going to try to pass on some of the things I've learned, and I hope that it helps anyone who comes across this thread.  


As the title says, I've had a nice a hodgepodge of mental health problems throughout my life; mainly anxiety, but the other things crept in along the way. I've been in therapy for years, and have gone through great pains to gain the perspective necessary to stay in the present and keep my afflictions from taking control of a situation and running amok. Medication helps, too, but I've strived to make sure the medicine isn't the therapy; I need someone to talk to and bounce my anxieties off of and help me put them in their proper place so as to keep my depression and OCD from piggy-backing on it.   


I haven't always been successful. I've had the days—even weeks, where I couldn't get out of bed, wouldn't bathe, eat anything even remotely healthy, and suicidal thoughts were a constant for a long time. The day I decided that that just wasn't an option anymore was my first big breakthrough, and since then, I've had several little ones along the way.  


I'm a working musician. I play, I teach, I compose, and putting yourself out there that often when it comes to something that's so near and dear to you is basically opening up your chest, revealing your heart, and being like ""go ahead, poke it!"" Therapy helped me develop perspective on how to deal with some of the nasty things people have said, as well rejection from a project or opportunity, but last year one incident took the cake, and with some friendly advice, what could've been a slide into the abyss turned into a mean to set a course, begin moving forward, and never look back.  


So, as far as the story goes, this time last year I was in a band that was playing out a lot, and was en route to play SXSW, then go and record an album with a great producer that was fully financed by a wealthy entrepreneur. I've been a working musician for years, but hadn't made much headway as far as making a decent living off of it (i.e. no need to to hold two or three side-jobs, have roommates, etc etc.) This felt like it was going to be the beginning of something significant.  


A week before we were supposed to leave for SXSW, the singer (it was her project,) told me I was out. I didn't get much of an explanation as to why, just that there were no hard feelings and that she still loved me. This kind of communication (or, lack of,) is common in music, and you can't take it personal or hold a grudge, but it felt like it came particularly out of left field, and I was crushed. I also have GAD (general anxiety disorder,) and have dealt with depression on and off in my life; this was prime material to send me into the abyss and never come back.  


I called my girlfriend, and she said we'd get through it. Two weeks later, she broke up with me. More fuel for the depression fire.  


I knew I couldn't go back to the place where I didn't get out of bed for days on end. These events were awful, but I'd gotten into that band and been in that relationship BECAUSE I'd actively worked to keep from slipping into a mindset where there's no way out. But I needed something to strive towards.  


I spoke with the producer who was going to work on the album (he'd experienced a similar situation with this exact same artist, but there was less of a history there then with me.) We talked, I asked him if I'd secretly sucked all these years (only half-kidding,) and he confirmed that, no, I didn't suck, and that, among other things involving the project itself, this is the nature of the business we work in. He then reminded me that I'd long talked about music I'd want to work on AFTER playing with this artist, and that now was that time. In a nutshell: ""You've got nothing going on now, now's your chance to make it happen.""  


It's been a year of reinvesting in my playing and songwriting ability, looking for ways to further my journey as a player, but also maintaining a disciplined, focused mindset. I've also had panic attacks, sleepless nights, and times where I just wanted to break down and cry. Hills & valleys, right? Nevertheless, I changed my diet, started working out every day, restarted my YouTube channel, and went to work putting myself back out there and hunkering down to become the best player I could be, and to always keep improving. When I started, I had about 110 subscribers. As of this post, I'm at 208!  


Which brings me to the 2nd part of the topic: the video. [I made a tutorial on how to deal with these things to share with anyone struggling with them.](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vlk2hwzW7Ug) As I've acquired knowledge in striving to improve myself, I've passed it onto my students, as well as fellow creatives who find themselves in similar situations, some of whom also are struggling with some personal/mental health demons. I wanted to share the wealth and hope that it helps anyone else that's in the same position as I was.  


Whether you're a creative, or just someone looking for a light of hope, I hope that anyone in this sub looking for some foundational concepts to build on find something useful in this video, and can see their own vision slowly come to fruition. This is a long, hard road we're on, and while we all know that, it can be difficult to remember that just because we can't predict when our successes (or, more importantly, breakthroughs,) will come, we can always be prepared for them, and be in a place where we can make the most of them. I hope I didn't violate any rules with this post or trigger anyone. My intent is only to share my story, and connect with the people who's stories I read when I come here.  


Have a great day, and I hope tomorrow is even better!",9.604055944055943,7.070953912198918,8.856745920745922,73.24204195804198,60.771561771561785,12.00180264180264,39.095415695415696,10.230975488527342,3.7849469774669773,5283,202,1010,85,55,1671,489,1287,0.096,0.757,0.147,0.9976,3,0,5,0,0,0,201.0,10,8,6,23,56,58,4,7,77,1,83,12,2,17,7,217,175,102,2,25,31,0,6,3,3,5,7,4,4,1,79,99,2,8,18,14,2,34,22,21,2,7,55,17,100,37,192,102,27,196,1,7,5,1,75,81,2,28,74,695,179,22,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0367632394717557,0.033349139984867736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504292750919527,0.09391216510968987,0.12228845593306027,0.0,0.02558387188149644,0.03944936410337455,0.11512120614479858,0.0,0.03731036307077905,0.15783472950244049,0.03854761507448717,0.03095924269653568,0.0334910611954825,0.035170971435818967,0.0427998235358524,0.0,0.14464284026350924,0.0,0.06880104886124283,0.04154992891560135,0.0640261554551185,0.0,0.039481384214433465,0.06654621954216569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038415700454213005,0.04302890924562558,0.0,0.0,0.03979849911997777,0.22685279825238155,0.0,0.0406554154901464,0.04219564824330465,0.06007532318666816,0.0,0.04132538945259242,0.12131359454829925,0.11635816983187287,0.16201647210886824,0.0,0.0,0.03930640145980599,0.08623486793851767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03849612921598261,0.03142788882062431,0.0,0.06664286514973315,0.0,0.08391570924364021,0.09939443526695296,0.03403074978968562,0.03169768900505257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01902253238557847,0.0,0.07224497176554648,0.0,0.06877063613520683,0.06400156176276235,0.0,0.0,0.0290662341595092,0.0,0.13758956134099362,0.0,0.1924302015066748,0.0,0.03008930539494105,0.12443332383024144,0.0,0.0,0.033268518509797916,0.04004872649804167,0.06740284808877989,0.0,0.0,0.07997967101281002,0.0,0.04458159204879636,0.15130116453786913,0.0,0.0,0.22419949478941764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03733347789218553,0.1337586714182888,0.0,0.03917694437887733,0.041351523258652594,0.061332995936144226,0.0,0.03983567688155636,0.04087580877269975,0.0,0.07971941507266739,0.05513981133138896,0.03770657020025546,0.03322042413638023,0.09988138166817713,0.12637015037292815,0.0,0.0,0.03198440616722088,0.03395482187300372,0.07119663955298558,0.10045042349982852,0.03814223909890063,0.03779579696758992,0.040980781407530746,0.0,0.03789964665663937,0.037913566697151485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03998564089277337,0.05531217995056464,0.08368747164487475,0.0580319535013027,0.0,0.0,0.03530517646424405,0.0,0.036098789986590316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050986527945409095,0.057225606601367524,0.0400318687172457,0.04414065831195462,0.0,0.04074035745758904,0.0,0.0521639443053181,0.03284959360355687,0.11791920437941796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412377454932435,0.0,0.0,0.035998640834160864,0.0,0.11345982640877687,0.0,0.0,0.03763162470172196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040391351213977814,0.04261776196859382,0.03212850744916414,0.07157321656448755,0.029918082127708905,0.0,0.0,0.02997941984762162,0.0,0.0,0.04250152298111432,0.0,0.03112084708454708,0.126864237339668,0.0,0.0,0.06375305449909878,0.1448141272916421,0.0,0.0,0.05325730312299514,0.04009945340346552,0.06008906724011745,0.0,0.0,0.15732040622361113,0.0,0.08230350662991855,0.0,0.03545776555446039,0.0,0.05657328738941509,0.0907160743658404,0.0,0.0,0.12907019919614815,0.0,0.22494614015644765,0.0,0.0,0.08960167207471352,0.10968683213087883,0.0,0.07132145953384904,0.035948901786976024,0.041798808339496056,0.02554249080698293,0.08184265518000823,0.07350136797526402,0.0,0.0,0.03249284821821996,0.0,0.0,0.11095051147014408,0.11944860383251435,0.09053295878894332,0.0,0.06765239226843968,0.034875455320102874,0.0339475013925165,0.04200299846876894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464997324316996,0.0,0.0,0.026725194266926214,0.0,0.0,0.19381581074208398
anxiety,keepit-ethereal,2019/01/10,"after feeling so unstable for the past year and a half, i am finally seeing some light and stability. i need to really remember what this feels like for the future. ",6.2235483870967725,7.137451516129032,7.96467741935484,65.56701612903228,66.09677419354838,12.651612903225805,31.62903225806452,12.161744961471696,4.608858064516129,131,5,22,5,2,46,27,31,0.101,0.775,0.124,-0.0622,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,5,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,4,5,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3775003226149376,0.26668342565614617,0.0,0.4089285774295235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18237404064303936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767949687631101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563541915515908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23914359394116375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42287269029615976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974693493718468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24039100578191586
anxiety,Toffy-y,2019/01/10,"Stressed bc of apprenticeship I'm sorry if it's chaotic at best, but I'm really stressed and need to vent 

I have an apprenticeship, have to go there at least twice a week, and even though I'm not paid, my brother works there so I should feel safer, I'm only learning... but i'm so, so stressed, that when I got back home from my first day, I cried a lot. 

I feel shitty, bc other people have more stressful jobs and way more responsibility, and I've been stressed to the point of crying today bc tomorrow I go there again.

And on the first day nobody yelled at me, nobody was rude, people were helpful and kind, and I got a pretty simple task. The company wants to hire me too, bc they need workers, and that stresses me out even though I have to find a job. The fact that I won't be able to leave whenever I want and I'll have to be there give days a week makes me want to vomit.

I haven't been working (or more like had a job outside my house bc I was sewing for some time, until my mom died a year ago) for a year now, I only helped my sister at her farm, so maybe what stresses me out is the unfamiliar environment and what I wrote earlier - I got used to a lot of free time.

I've been on meds since 2015, citalopramum, and it helps a lot, so I decided to take a higher dose as my psychiatrist told me to if my stress gets worse.

I hope tomorrow will pass quickly

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anxiety,throwaway950397,2019/01/10,I need to escape my abusive family I come from a fairly religious family in a place where mental health isnt taken seriously. I have been held back twice at uni leading me to drop out. Another year i wasted on applying for a study permit since im not from a visa exempt country. This has changed my parents perspective of me. Theyve always hit me ever since i was a kid usually for getting bad grades. Its getting worse now. They treat me like shit and favor my little brother and call me a disappointment. Today i feel was the final straw. They hit me cuz i got mad at my brother for taking my stuff without permission and berated me in front of him. I tried to restrain myself from reacting. I got really mad and yelled at my mom and my family ganged up on me to hold me while my mom splashed water on my face repeatedly while reciting quranic verses. They think i am possessed which i am not. Idk what to do. I was hoping i would get my permit in time so i could move to canada and start a new life for myself there. I got rejected once. Idk how long i can wait. I just need to leave this place and idk what to do. I have a friend in canada who i can stay with. But me leaving this place is an issue. I have mild anxiety and depression which is made worse by my family. Me reacting to it being triggered is seen as a sign of possession by the devil or sth. Idk. I apologize for the formatting. Any help is appreciated. Please. I cant stay here.,1.8347958102859856,4.007523860068261,3.895737319053784,85.12744027303756,80.02389078498294,7.3178298222902205,22.39013769565729,8.326086129247049,1.4371293162292569,1133,36,229,24,29,386,166,293,0.161,0.7390000000000001,0.1,-0.9712,1,1,0,0,2,0,26.0,0,0,3,1,9,14,3,0,13,0,23,5,2,9,1,39,44,16,0,5,6,5,1,1,1,1,2,1,0,1,11,11,1,4,2,0,1,4,5,9,0,1,11,3,50,5,37,28,0,38,2,3,1,0,15,17,1,2,15,159,61,2,0.0,0.12322411582077132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653711923666121,0.0,0.0,0.07072421029667278,0.1090540609271486,0.07956043978315848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997030863888244,0.08683644661301161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619659487830553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001921188047388,0.0895876069574796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303629353630865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957586324718883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940748107177592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3921713478943515,0.0,0.05258600367624374,0.0,0.0,0.1139279538998685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803508736578782,0.0,0.16300860696224048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24953717392226285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054814334533447,0.0,0.0,0.06970964252057438,0.0,0.0,0.10329640675800572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233886939977884,0.10854996836177408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202439726192616,0.0,0.0,0.07345894453144172,0.05080960940787713,0.10423627091167016,0.0,0.09203756536595577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840821067829784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480849328070638,0.0,0.0,0.2436093043068616,0.0,0.11053654773001982,0.0,0.15423076880164469,0.0,0.10044476267249694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075761431912018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548074394854085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32597656238960543,0.1141618088952334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662566973733529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675547755001684,0.17206131613018102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361240556845777,0.2217023434470424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905620229336528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819576905786689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663960745610148,0.0,0.0,0.06064378854250557,0.0,0.0985807372336352,0.0,0.0,0.0706098162037946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454234996480962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025320161454908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21197170006168328,0.07387928880774901,0.0,0.0,0.06697320005566293
anxiety,TheWorldlsYours,2019/01/10,"Weird feeling after a panic attack Hello, 

   I had my first panic attack 4 days ago and ever since then i feel like something is off. I can’t explain what it is, the closest thing I could compare it to is the feeling when you are drunk or high, and its starting to wear off. It’s very weird and frightening, and it makes my even more anxious and panicky when I think about it. My heart sinks when I think like this will never pass. 

   Does anyone have some advice as to what I could do? 

   I just want to feel normal. Thank you very much in advance.",2.7503838383838364,4.335665109090908,3.4439393939393947,92.14035353535354,75.18181818181819,5.252525252525253,22.222222222222214,5.033348758259628,0.02546464646464619,422,11,88,1,9,133,73,110,0.226,0.6759999999999999,0.097,-0.9486,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,2,7,9,2,2,3,0,11,3,2,1,2,22,22,11,0,4,2,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,5,1,0,7,1,0,2,2,6,0,1,1,4,13,3,10,18,3,18,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,13,65,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15790688950027834,0.14324251720432873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825541869923752,0.0,0.11298964014490645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36767091816810976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580378540204221,0.0,0.0,0.10421416961330153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14141119499499685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067307066254284,0.1461701940271064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268252703065237,0.11544213005248813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374509929801231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914885801835889,0.0,0.17073196318497932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15789243494462582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786463701076876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187895083917125,0.0,0.1246305467184917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15832691087792594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3791893290519368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13367146726854934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440224922990716,0.0,0.0,0.1143764151386412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14877319916954254,0.0,0.0,0.10735526335421093,0.20708464417690775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666624320559189,0.09531178648266554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxiousbat23,2019/01/10,"Throwaway - Want/need to share the worst year of my life. TW mention of suicide. Going in to 2019 I am positive that things will better, because they have to be. Nothing can be worse than the shit show that was 2018. I've made a throwaway because my brother knows my main account and while he knows some of the story he doesn't know everything. I just want to kind of get this all out.

In 2017 I quit a job that I was good at because the management took me for granted and I was so stressed that I had a bit of a breakdown. I started a temp job at the end of the year and decided to try medication. The doctor put me on prozac. I felt sick, anxious, and couldn't sleep then two weeks in while working a busy Saturday shit my body went into shock. I sat down behind the counter and my whole body froze and shook. I was allowed to go on lunch early, spent the hour crying. Then I told my employers about the medication and boy were they amazing. They never got mad if I phoned in sick or asked to take an early lunch. I worked as hard as I could because I was so grateful, but the medication was kicking. my. ass. When my contract was up I thanked the manager for being so understanding and his words were, 'No, I was going to say thank YOU for coming in even when you clearly weren't ok.' And it was so sweet and gave me such high hopes for the year ahead. I spend the end of the holiday season a complete anxious mess and no pharmacist, doctor, or nurse would offer me new medication, they told me to stick it out. 

In January I was supposed to fly my little brother home and stay with my mum for a week but on the day that he was dropped off I was a wreck. My dad took one look at me and said he'd change the flights and take him, again I was so grateful. He forked out for a change of flight and flew to France and back that day. He also forced me to make another appointment and beg for new medication. I finally got a nice doctor who changed me to citalopram. I felt instantly better than I had and decided to start living my life again. I went out with some friends and my purse got stolen. The police couldn't find the thief. This was the start of a series of bad luck bullshit. I couldn't get another job despite having management on my cv, I was scammed on ebay and lost about £600. I applied for a masters and got an interview, but the interviewer spent the time telling me he hadn't read my portfolio and watching the door for the next candidate. Obviously I didn't get accepted. I had two phones break on me, and my mental health went down the pan again. I started doing minor sex work for money, no contact stuff, just online, just to be able to survive since I couldn't find a proper job. 

In May my dad got married and I decided that weekend to come off my medication, it had helped me recover from the prozac but still wasn't enough to help me leave the house. I got a job that month, low paying but it was something, and I started to feel productive again. I felt great. But the job wasn't really working for me. The people were snubby and the customers were awful. I made some friends but had some issues still with anxiety. I would often come in and have a panic attack as soon as I logged in to the till. I spent a lot of time hiding in the toilets and trying to breathe through the panic. In August I quit. Management hadn't shown themselves to be supportive and I felt miserable going in to work. I had spent a weekend with my dad and cried the whole train ride back thinking about having to go back to work, so I quit. I did some minor flyering work for local shows but the work died down in September. I spent the next four months fielding debt and bills. My dad helped support me as best he could and I appealed my masters decision to no avail. I applied for a few jobs, only one got back to me but it was a group interview lasting 3 hours so after throwing up twice mid-interview I had to leave and couldn't bring myself to go back for a second try. 

My flatmate of 8 years moved out, and I had to find a replacement. The replacement turned out to be awful. She'd leave food lying out so we got rats, she would bring people home for after parties at 3am, she gaslighted me. I felt unsafe in my own home. I stopped sleeping.

In November I decided to try medication again because I had begun to feel better and decided to keep momentum going. I felt sick but it passed, I couldn't sleep, but my mood was elevated. Then it crashed.

In December I went to a party and had an argument with a friend, my brain went into overdrive. I began to convince myself that I'm a complete burden on everyone I love and I swallowed the contents of my medicine drawer while hacking away at my wrists. I woke up in A+E and got asked to give up my bed. I had messaged a friend of mine during the episode and she appeared and took me home where I slept all day. I decided to stay there for a week and felt so much more love than I thought was possible. We watched the Muppets, he boyfriend made us food, I got my appetite back (!), and the mobility only built up. I feel supported, I feel loved, and I'm so so grateful for all the people who helped me all they could this last year.

But I still don't feel better. I still panic over everything. I'm still unemployed. I still have building bills. I owe everyone in my life so much but I can't seem to switch my brain off. It's been a month since I tried to kill myself and I'm happy I failed, but I can't work past my own bullshit. I'm still stuck with my awful flatmate but she at least is moving out at the end of the month, although if we don't find a replacement our bills will only increase.

I've definitely missed some things out and I don't know what I want to achieve by posting this but I just want to share my story and know that I'm not stuck like this. I don't think I'm suicidal any more but if nothing changes I'm scared of what my mind will do. I don't want to keep letting people down, there are people in my life who need support too, I'm sick of being sick.

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anxiety,yunietheoracle,2019/01/10,"Currently experiencing my anxiety nightmare. Reported sexual harassment at work and have a meeting with HR and the CEO in an hour. Willing myself not to puke. Long story, but over a couple months, one of my bosses had been sexually harassing me. I kept trying to brush it off, but I didn't know how to stop it and it was making me extremely uncomfortable being around him. I had worked for this person for two years without incident, and he knows about my anxiety, need to please others, and my conflict avoidance. Literally one of my weaknesses in my performance evaluation is ""trouble saying no to people"". I am also half his age and he is many levels above me in the company. I was the perfect target. I finally confided in my supervisor, who gave me the courage to step forward. 
I wrote out a log of days and times and what occured, which was a good idea timeline-wise, but also kept me from having to repeat out loud what was said and done to me when I went to HR. HR was very professional and took it seriously, telling me it wasn't my fault and they were glad I came forward.
My harasser is on unpaid suspension while they conduct an investigation, interviewing others in his department to see if anyone else has observed anything else. 

I have a meeting with HR, the CEO, and the VP in an hour and I can't stop panicking. I don't know what they will ask me. And I am completely mortified that they all know what I let happen. I also feel intense guilt for ruining his career. He was the face to many of our projects, and I'm throwing such a wrench into it. I really trusted him, so when this all started, I had no idea what to do. 

I've been crying for days. Sweating constantly. I just want this over with and this has been the longest day of my life. I can't focus on work AT ALL and just want to go home and hide.",4.07388422035481,5.546787238095241,5.531372549019611,78.9556209150327,71.57703081232494,8.986367880485528,28.908496732026144,9.444778638647367,2.6308535947712413,1432,56,276,33,27,483,190,357,0.147,0.758,0.096,-0.9569,1,1,0,0,0,0,42.0,1,0,4,5,12,15,3,2,17,0,34,4,2,3,4,58,57,30,0,4,8,0,1,0,0,2,2,3,1,1,20,26,0,6,7,0,0,9,9,10,0,4,24,7,48,5,45,29,3,47,0,1,1,0,24,20,0,1,22,207,68,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27761377244427826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17704461840211,0.0,0.0,0.08091121346838666,0.11856456390128532,0.09522428565128653,0.10301164047530817,0.10817870008856613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234810636137526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132586806980188,0.12504772600069594,0.0,0.0,0.12803738805683568,0.12710842860263724,0.22388145266765708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841749114366325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933314901663848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058509411081229985,0.0,0.0,0.12676105850162167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06576398473244119,0.09705696562343663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023271447827309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607243333437485,0.0,0.2279136078829876,0.0,0.0,0.261258221341389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543776216682701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832729752167047,0.08173352760641665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240488667034872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772412290160018,0.23463542095878265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236328818513276,0.0,0.0,0.08580183720317798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15682411062284246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022280102128025,0.10103861762690353,0.0,0.12702125545709758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413053715251383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007227285764336,0.09202188912025283,0.0,0.0,0.09221055137596168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190427484469329,0.0,0.0,0.1934872655102413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114075405863733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06747484321497497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856456807481725,0.07856346696496137,0.0,0.11303757214675125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547769572681593,0.13650441389603604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072697530806131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154595092619668,0.0,0.2527275528466382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745172140786292
anxiety,lozbrudda,2019/01/10,"Friendly reminder Caffeine, nicotine, and alcohol are all known to worsen anxiety symptoms!",12.605384615384615,16.297764923076926,10.35692307692308,43.96307692307696,53.615384615384606,11.353846153846154,66.84615384615384,11.20814326018867,10.001676923076925,76,7,5,2,1,23,13,13,0.28600000000000003,0.541,0.173,-0.2714,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5791938357686335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41460036207790063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.418719421393694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5633072754014642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MJSinging,2019/01/10,"Break down So yesterday I had a mini break down, I was sitting in my car after work, my mum called me to see if I was alright and I just balled my eyes out. My anxiety is so bad at the moment, I feel like I can't do anything without feeling fear. It all became too much, I have lost all of my self confidence, I can't talk to people normally anymore without sounding like a moron. I worry all the time what people think of me, when in reality  I shouldn't care. I get worried my partner will leave me because I am so anxious and negative at the moment. 

So much has happened over the past few years with family, relationships, grief, now that it has all calmed down I feel like I lost myself along the way, I don't know who I am anymore and everything makes me anxious. Even doing small things like getting petrol, or making a phone call. I never used to be this bad. Every morning I am waking up worried, its exhausting. 

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Sorry I just needed to post this and get it out. Anyone experience anything similar? Anxiety is a bitch. ",4.524648083623696,5.439865468292683,5.777299651567946,79.72274390243903,69.92682926829268,8.393728222996515,30.25261324041812,8.634040054169528,2.36845644599303,811,32,154,13,14,272,123,205,0.198,0.68,0.122,-0.9408,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,3,10,16,2,1,9,1,19,3,2,3,5,30,36,11,1,4,6,1,3,4,1,2,1,1,0,2,10,8,0,0,5,1,0,1,8,9,0,0,5,6,30,7,22,28,7,28,0,3,2,0,9,12,1,2,14,115,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052533244240506,0.1351652307743349,0.0,0.0,0.17019212732599506,0.25133248175500755,0.2206345911398544,0.07777955449307412,0.0,0.1830772818101941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18575663506610066,0.067809093042491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22717099662062945,0.0,0.11341361919803772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347104390641819,0.0,0.0937220396440651,0.0,0.09997271716575427,0.10881121143293784,0.10486442155855703,0.1251726435913902,0.16873443367630206,0.1589355879653861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17435035343547314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836658471150972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06113299145518401,0.0,0.0,0.11778400902811186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173792788802558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24285683169304775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14850323271222407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16354410951852555,0.08248088721296898,0.08579289559255697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089887230064328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618838200917756,0.15423557393709492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653437629010576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942699731675616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864155285948441,0.0,0.11604453698072913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452080677361616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940815334848783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390097486343387,0.0712762309260384,0.0,0.0,0.06486323736574934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960731240807866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829481844902536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21445715610076074,0.0,0.08098192090608346,0.3388999706444671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351652307743349,0.07163303409564324
anxiety,LucySparky,2019/01/10,"Is the app Headspace (guided meditation) a good investment for your anxiety? I was considering buying it, but it's $13 a month. Did you end up really utilizing it?",3.3363440860215086,5.803677903225813,6.330322580645162,68.08215053763442,76.41935483870971,11.8752688172043,29.68817204301075,11.20814326018867,4.682088172043012,129,6,23,6,3,47,28,31,0.049,0.868,0.084,0.2406,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43304542568232623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5013739670370885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4747964142956982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.451835247075474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36264180529180384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,VoidsAndRosebuds,2019/01/10,"No insurance, medication almost gone, and I am having bad episodes I am not sure if aomeone may be able to give an opinion on this, but if not then at least I have typed out my toughts and fears. 

I recently moved cross-country and landed a new job. This job is a 1-year contract with no insurance, however. I have sever anxiety, depression, mild insomnia, and BPD. I know I was taking a risk moving and leaving my insurance and doctors behind. 

But now I face an issue where the only medicine I have been taking (Ativan .5mg, maybe a couple times a month, usually) is running out. I have a few pills left and they are mostly powder because they are old. (I was doing good for a year, less attacks and breakdowns)

Now I am trying to settle in and I have really bad anxiety coming in and my sleeping is starting to dwindle. I know Ativan could help me but I have just a little left.


Does anyone know if it's possible to see a doctor and request a perscription even if you don't have insurance? 

Also... what do you do when you have no support person near you? The closest one for me is 5 hours away by car. I don't have anyone and I may be freaking out like... a lot? I spent the whole night with severe nausea and pain which made sure I didn't sleep.

And here I am ranting. Sorry. I figure someone here at least gets my troubles, though.",3.0239348198970823,4.751970818867925,4.4699914236706695,84.46924099485423,74.77358490566037,7.0823327615780425,26.007718696397944,7.84624498591911,1.5649245283018869,1037,37,201,15,22,345,154,265,0.201,0.759,0.04,-0.991,3,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,4,2,0,10,14,1,2,16,0,34,9,3,1,2,44,48,25,0,5,10,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,0,1,5,20,0,0,4,0,1,6,8,9,0,1,7,1,33,5,20,36,7,36,0,1,1,0,10,16,0,10,15,153,38,5,0.10877218797942463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10891963415139336,0.0,0.0,0.08698507942883676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16642085216337804,0.0,0.0,0.15211208582911004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374406668949905,0.10219505116814376,0.0,0.1816404670909848,0.06630651620530921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13699476300913285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936976085965374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684574122808025,0.12035435711915302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368532612123008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22266588693837847,0.09518727470363422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07184300430547304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239895194517728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056828978812750224,0.10434419413902624,0.0,0.09123295061563706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290770478328976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711869467099472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352990434888345,0.21587922549127567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17933504962507668,0.0,0.0,0.11517404160611502,0.2363626010055431,0.0,0.0,0.053140596751309305,0.1090183078344732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247422448985523,0.0,0.10292287426761007,0.0,0.0,0.109276282801082,0.0,0.0,0.10957653597471144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682092269797154,0.2312152436382312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050528569529332,0.0,0.1020753299885992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141381138329345,0.0,0.07370684962120899,0.08272615042086325,0.1157412770195774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497567900475982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262429862523888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06968224889067441,0.0,0.10739941325514857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866773510369497,0.0,0.0,0.24576322328874484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21770148390546187,0.0,0.09216232189587492,0.0,0.0,0.12176155913277276,0.07698951449921583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343338991030617,0.2050329998092775,0.0,0.16356629698941938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686812242322152,0.0,0.06342593753356714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384917564408977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979719784036832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144026340025313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009144564496456
anxiety,wackmypeepee,2019/01/10,"Physical symptoms and how to cope? Bad title, but here goes... For those here who have extremely visible symptoms of anxiety, what are they? How do you cope? Whenever I get anxious I start shaking really bad, enough to keep me from doing certain things. It’s recently become more of an issue and I’m considering actually doing something about it. I want to keep medication out of the picture for now but that may change. ",3.2781673881673896,6.245750727272732,4.91030303030303,75.09656565656567,80.68831168831169,8.617027417027417,29.334776334776336,9.150863307647796,3.427826551226552,334,16,55,10,9,112,59,77,0.174,0.777,0.049,-0.888,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,0,6,4,0,1,2,0,6,3,0,2,1,12,12,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,11,11,2,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,43,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.20741416819207825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16259705518092735,0.24011640283690455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35493394808107426,0.0,0.2347402815135946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22484541203954345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21961676346665576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104647625312272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22184273042874092,0.0,0.37784117810877704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21411766416054603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361623657218764,0.0,0.2098634647814815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16362824146648045,0.0,0.0,0.1504411036796329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4418332086505037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120607194453647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253650967705969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,96sr1b38u9o,2019/01/10,"My flying anxiety is so much worse now during the federal government shutdown I have two flights coming up in the next few weeks. I keep reading stats to remind myself on the safety of air travel, but then I wonder how much of that safety is because of properly funded inspections and air traffic controls.  Then again, planes aren't crashing everyday in third world countries that have much lesser standards and funding, so maybe it's still ok!

This has been the tape running in my head for the past week.  I usually need 1mg of Ativan to make it through takeoff (the worst part for me), but I'm probably going to need to chase that with a couple of shots of vodka too (not really serious).",9.26147582697201,7.530450732824428,8.868511450381677,70.36729643765905,60.7557251908397,11.78676844783715,38.62722646310432,10.504223727775694,4.059426463104325,550,22,95,10,6,177,96,131,0.071,0.866,0.063,-0.2689,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,7,1,7,1,1,3,0,15,15,9,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,1,3,2,4,2,2,0,2,1,0,8,1,19,14,6,23,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,1,11,69,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439380936411266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469756841777427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16207891000195046,0.0,0.0,0.2110318809708628,0.0,0.20818997739691172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069328475281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19310135785421664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16724084829081878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255949529040129,0.0,0.18902703143395685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4149468201647539,0.2790291620134225,0.0,0.0,0.2001050238443708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20375357705434788,0.1796152796651971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028629608956553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882059614063181,0.0,0.12053693915836505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15026086117161072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838001379705396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20722619859875968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018532538857225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204046119038686,0.0,0.0,0.1917460643499733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sareuh,2019/01/10,"Just emailed my internship site and currently reading the first chapter of my textbook. I know it may not seem like much but it's a very big step for me. I'm very nervous for the future but doing it anyway I recently quit my full time job to go back to school, which includes an internship class. Despite finding a part time job and internship by myself, I still struggle with feeling like a failure. Today I made a huge step by reaching out to my internship site to set up a meeting to discuss the next steps. I am very anxious for the future but I have to remind myself to take things one step at a time, no matter how small that step may be. ",4.321085271317831,5.3353094806201575,5.0015503875969,84.73317829457369,70.47286821705426,7.593798449612403,30.6124031007752,7.793537801064563,1.9980449612403093,509,21,100,6,9,164,82,129,0.154,0.785,0.061,-0.9246,3,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,2,11,0,6,0,0,2,0,18,13,6,0,0,5,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,1,0,6,2,2,0,2,1,1,13,2,17,9,3,28,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,3,14,70,19,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006731104240881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658771084109478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981585774357344,0.12690002729207456,0.0,0.0,0.16235203459917666,0.15109332054571206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095211331351693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525438434242846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976216640139595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17356362269628162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680792840904649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057964063957028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18891318718911396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036774725786165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19235767749867208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889330371047453,0.17767963709352472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17538974324332698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797726295750672,0.0,0.16170910764836022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185679923651998,0.0,0.0,0.18569908226642448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355683221509956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801052045213535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107351863986005,0.0,0.16837395604626842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4396939387329558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WWEnos,2019/01/10,"Does anyone else cry a lot at films? Specifically films where someone that is misunderstood succeeds, or meets their potential, or is finally understood? I am definitely going to cry when someone is recognized and finally loved for being amazing. Mulan when the emperor bows to her? Hell yes. Some random Goldberg's episode, where he makes a copycat of Die Hard? Abso-fucking-lutely. When Nick on New Girl writes an amazing novel? Goddamn. Don't even get me started on Mr. Holland's Opus, or even watching Dave Chappelle's return to standup after a decade of being a recluse.",4.245882352941177,7.465897019607843,4.73088235294118,76.28397058823529,78.80392156862746,6.929411764705884,33.009803921568626,8.07648339933343,3.22041568627451,464,25,69,9,12,147,79,102,0.177,0.631,0.192,0.4137,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,7,5,1,0,6,1,7,1,0,1,0,10,13,7,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,4,4,10,10,2,15,1,0,1,1,8,5,1,6,9,41,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536354683133712,0.21301083988729866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4567211693359752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157600042858431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18192847450233451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736678386102435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27462259462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4554730123060102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861545784474913,0.0,0.11815032385102815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862312007428129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17674310609907046,0.18763145557555247,0.0,0.1387701225833747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20078425469228614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35229395276445435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147147662007629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JosieJosieJosie2121,2019/01/10,"Dead anyone here ever gone from being a very anxious individual to a normally super chill, carefree person? I’m either anxious if of my mind or a total lazy vegetable. I literally need anxiety to get shit done and it goes haywire. Then I’m exhausted and don’t sleep. Then my memory is shit. I’ve forgotten my life due to my anxiety. ",3.188974358974363,5.439762692307691,6.062692307692312,70.89147435897438,75.92307692307693,9.256410256410255,29.294871794871803,9.725611199111238,3.4484871794871803,265,12,45,8,6,96,49,65,0.338,0.5770000000000001,0.085,-0.95,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,2,0,3,0,4,6,3,0,2,10,9,6,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,5,1,5,6,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,4,28,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441815066865772,0.5082725835139297,0.0,0.15729449226261658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23020812994892306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034856153531905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753024514037512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15889310238446747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271414706287723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680205177427895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22040915455711865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964229354284748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4618282806172692,0.0,0.0,0.2251184985668944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18561229065760992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,meowb_,2019/01/10,"Can't keep myself calm This last night has been quite the ride. I'm been experiencing some symptoms of (possibly) diabetes all night and my anxiety has been making it worse. I have this tingling sensation all over my body and half of my face feels weird? I really don't know how else to describe it. I keep getting this sense of panic and I know I need to calm down. Everytime I start to not feel well or my body feels unusual I automatically get myself in this bad state of mind where I'm panicking and I think I'm going to die. I can feel my heart beating in my chest and it only makes me freak out even more. My poor husband has been awake with me all night and he's finally getting some rest. I don't have a way to keep my mind distracted and I'm trying to hold off on going to the doctor until the doctor I'd like to see is in (4pm, currently about to be 10am). I don't think I can hold off that long and I'm really freaking out. Had anyone experienced this when they're not feeling well? I feel like I'm going to die and my heart won't slow down cause I can't calm down and get over this feeling of panic. ",2.5425738396624453,3.6603714641350216,4.332341772151904,87.453111814346,74.8649789029536,7.79831223628692,22.87130801687764,8.344100000000001,1.0779434599156117,875,23,198,15,18,297,119,237,0.228,0.7509999999999999,0.021,-0.9924,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,7,14,0,3,4,0,20,11,6,4,3,44,52,14,2,1,3,1,7,2,0,1,5,0,0,0,10,13,0,5,11,0,1,4,8,7,2,1,5,10,27,7,31,45,7,31,0,0,1,0,2,14,0,3,13,119,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112079998086168,0.0,0.0,0.07414608162864747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853950576369274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355744935982168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893294836040776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22010688702494832,0.0,0.0,0.21707417841072932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858334856679449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003884316812725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753213391414028,0.07575545498931821,0.0,0.11616233879210425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22160743264840466,0.0,0.18079601965561548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513173398735927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827613815003204,0.0,0.0,0.11655432598403745,0.08643727532362648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361220156941876,0.0,0.0,0.09384263022082533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156590233207195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21414163687783055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786277915315217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985358740570529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064868571745339,0.0,0.2488316885383443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195448896248404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278727431193868,0.0,0.0,0.13586469966943068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450066160503199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505611136017112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021682804758473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589312180735005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07199463442591386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417012489690971,0.0,0.0,0.19068654213132907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806447230038413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,minghinshi,2019/01/10,"HELP Hi. I’m a 14yo guy and I suffered.

Recently, I learned that I am suspicious of having anxiety (in fact I think it is the case). The psychologist told me that by setting up high hopes for myself and forcing my way there, I harmed myself A LOT. She told me not to measure my value by academic results and not to force myself anymore so I could recover.

So I let go of stuff. Matters turned worse.

Currently, I am having exams this month. I watched YouTube instead and didn’t study the exam materials, and performed poorly in one of them. I guess this counts as procrastination. 

I was developing a game, but then I thought it was too much trouble and delayed the development for a day. Then, two days. I suddenly lost motivation to continue.

Even worse, today I quarrelled with my Mom. She said I was disrespectful toward my own family members and found that I always slack off playing games and yawning when I see her.

My emotional problem has been going on for 5 years (I think I got really emotional when I was 9). 

Now, some people may say “hey take a look at other posts, there are useful tips out there”. I’ve tried quite a lot of them, but then I found myself forgetting the tips/giving up following the tips because they were too troublesome.

Any advice will be appreciated. Thank you.",3.0213061224489763,5.587467293877552,4.463020408163267,80.51983673469391,78.10204081632655,7.675102040816327,26.942857142857147,8.608573733854374,2.320988571428571,1017,42,186,23,25,337,160,245,0.121,0.769,0.11,-0.5836,1,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,3,4,12,8,0,0,12,0,19,1,0,3,1,35,41,18,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,9,10,0,1,7,3,1,3,3,5,0,2,15,5,39,3,23,21,5,32,0,2,3,0,18,10,0,6,16,136,48,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281367288788783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910897055498338,0.0,0.0,0.08917151214244473,0.0,0.10031253360655652,0.0,0.13004370523021838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993438981611514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469500933663864,0.0,0.0,0.16913337776884674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950026204923261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660878357615621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12361577444267788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875500888061521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490460876611532,0.0,0.10487501164056702,0.0,0.1444522359291716,0.12983730034624455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789231026254835,0.13854389347308224,0.0,0.1302396555699082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408722746100846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011446440376536,0.0,0.14314166274052864,0.2229606117572848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357548671019786,0.10466508989321274,0.0,0.09639414137416262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885570207755455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090761974116424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558434246943556,0.0,0.0,0.1254717524041604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13947073065696458,0.0,0.0,0.08400393151170761,0.0,0.129473045131448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473272183969207,0.10427822012582748,0.0,0.0,0.10449201017532904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15011014677862905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859190991008376,0.0,0.0,0.12072501172532712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16804300933195598,0.0,0.10410095634211364,0.0,0.0,0.12429397755543138,0.2505967780837233,0.0,0.08902728014325631,0.1426295705739586,0.12809296726569575,0.0,0.0,0.11325245931712115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408327438069263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672611959414735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444210966697614
anxiety,fangirl00,2019/01/10,"Anxious to hand over my resignation Hey all, just want to get this out of my chest. My job has been very bad lately and I know it's the thing that has made my anxiety even worse in the past months. I have finally decided to quit as part of my New Year's resolutions having saved enough money, to spend time dealing with my mental health.

But, my anxiety is holding me back! I'm anxious about how my boss will react. Will he end up talking bad about me to my co-workers when I leave? Will he dismiss and mock my reason? What if I don't get a new job after taking a sabbatical for my mental health? What if he refuses to give my remaining pay? What if he insists a random rule like, that I can only leave after 3 months of notice?

Whew!",2.250738665308201,3.964229000000003,4.022119205298015,86.91425878757003,76.88079470198676,7.030259806418747,22.873662761079977,7.882392219407189,1.0602711156393272,573,17,121,9,13,193,99,151,0.179,0.76,0.062,-0.9396,3,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,1,0,5,0,11,4,2,5,1,22,19,9,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,8,4,0,2,3,0,3,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,19,2,20,14,3,18,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,4,15,77,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20718317407906228,0.3059592834128529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412525635254956,0.2261306081774471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960622178492374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993689776041735,0.13991919498591768,0.0,0.08943988372785837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14833977269130413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414967903005164,0.12990175844804744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878781878186886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687556431396189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442017095404542,0.0,0.15275325544649462,0.2867684331773888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06615659855282577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281323073335167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729315771446679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161728426120508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615679954362348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541701051334072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298869523099373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466405166145015,0.12926829448955987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440298018090694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392284780603902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181471895528424,0.10884090404373199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996325964253121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896118116403016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173099884633876,0.07987087662430112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858324048211872,0.0,0.13799876469200634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720238477553965
anxiety,Sammo7802,2019/01/10,"Dealing with stigma after therapist suggests disability. What should I do? For the last year and a half my anxiety/PTSD, and the physical symptoms associated with it, have kept me from holding down a steady job. I’ll go weeks without being able to leave my house in the morning and make a shift. It’s damaging my self worth and my finances. My current company is very understanding with benefits in place for chronically ill employees, but I think the job itself may be the problem. I work in a call center for an insurance company.

Yesterday morning I was speaking with my therapist mid anxiety attack and he said, “At this point it’s become clear your symptoms are too severe to work full time. I want you to contact DSHS and get the process started for going on disability.” I’m ashamed to say the stigma against being on state disability runs deep, a leftover echo from my judgmental mother. 

I know vomiting, dissociation, and daily anxiety attacks are difficult to live with. But do I really qualify for/need disability? I’m unable to trust my judgement recently so any support/advice would be much appreciated. Thank you!",5.9579371921182265,8.138252044334976,7.029060960591135,67.26556188423646,67.9655172413793,10.592241379310343,36.332820197044335,10.686352973137794,4.694724384236453,907,48,142,28,16,304,132,203,0.14800000000000002,0.758,0.094,-0.8972,4,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,3,0,2,2,9,2,1,13,0,14,5,0,1,1,27,28,10,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,3,5,3,0,1,6,12,0,2,3,0,2,3,1,6,0,1,3,3,19,3,27,18,2,26,0,1,0,0,13,13,0,1,9,93,25,6,0.13693681311269784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381306892661107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312172868004266,0.0,0.20951257443734803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115707875117946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15123595150396654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13982779664161496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411758414439054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154383299285184,0.0,0.15564869320408548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15800669684358964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27177731463492016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525689127969254,0.11162177939982927,0.0,0.14499631297141885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091771477722844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140638608450613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006643137894908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14306982418779968,0.0,0.1294495502810707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13103003642828412,0.16007180655202416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772522894749306,0.0,0.13520858276856254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025826748484912,0.1088976500284438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14285496088577926,0.15469962130315465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692458113107663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15539427274563655,0.0,0.28465956198676395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607301947310756,0.0,0.3179883888555816,0.0,0.08774358057644611,0.0,0.0,0.07984895694269432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425560517864125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298721200120125,0.0807688802843582,0.0,0.10984245157777044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200220123906925,0.0,0.19938326171123366,0.0,0.0,0.09727598312615407,0.0,0.0,0.08818281799480289
anxiety,SKyPuffGM,2019/01/10,"I hate phone calls. so if i have to call someone or somewhere, i’ll end up just sitting there for like 20 minutes playing out a conversation and repeating “hey what’s up” over and over trying to get my voice to not sound awful. there’s been times where i just sit there for like 30 minutes before i can get myself to actually press call. i think i’ve gotten better at it (called today and only played out a conversation for like 5 minutes before calling, and i’ve got like a huge ass crush on this chick and the conversation was short and easy) but it just kills me every time i have to do it",5.430047225501774,5.229438214876037,6.072089728453367,82.31644628099177,67.67768595041322,8.567178276269184,28.029515938606853,7.957251820313856,1.5597995277449823,468,13,98,5,7,153,78,121,0.08900000000000001,0.7809999999999999,0.13,-0.0541,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,8,9,2,0,4,1,6,1,1,0,0,16,12,10,1,1,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,8,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,3,9,7,16,8,0,18,0,0,0,1,11,11,1,2,9,58,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.14650531276736772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25549930050710723,0.0,0.0,0.13277786572968808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7664980448046971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13297070008742085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12649107713737184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568735528241428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120072748808746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482223838167061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16609670260916268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29338391735107644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418069969852787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720473932820706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619730063885323,0.0,0.0,0.17508412732309145,0.0,0.14230577248089005,0.0,0.0,0.10192847732311612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spiritualgrape,2019/01/10,"What do you do for income? Hey friends--I've been struggling with very bad anxiety/depression for the last couple years in particular, and 2018 was a DOOZY. It resulted in me being severely underemployed for about 5 months because I kept on having major anxiety about the food/service jobs I was getting hired for and quitting soon after starting.

In December I got hired for a full-time admin position with a real estate agency, and not being in face-to-face customer service jobs has made a huge difference. The issue I'm having is that this agency is small, not so organized, and not super great at training me for my position--so I'm still having flare ups of being super anxious about everything. And for other reasons beyond that, I'm hoping this job isn't permanent (although I am SO grateful to have it now so I can try to keep my head above water).

All this is to say--I'd love to hear from y'all about what kinds of day jobs you've found that you feel comfortable and confident in. I'm particularly interested in those who have found jobs you can do from home. My main work is theatre-making so I'm not looking for a job to fulfill a Greater Purpose, but I am looking for day job ideas that I could pursue this month to try to find a better situation than the one I'm in. I wouldn't mind service-based jobs that are via phone or email (if you do that type of job and enjoy it I'd love to hear details), I just can't stand behind a counter and take people's crap in person anymore.

Sorry if this is the most rambly, but would love to hear from any of you and thanks for being here and reading this and you are great <3",6.86737737556561,6.044314716923079,7.224036199095025,77.3204343891403,64.90769230769232,9.985520361990949,32.65610859728507,9.168548406835145,2.6731321266968324,1293,44,252,19,17,423,173,325,0.076,0.795,0.13,0.966,11,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,7,0,5,14,17,1,1,13,0,33,6,2,3,1,41,59,21,0,6,10,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,20,13,1,2,6,1,0,0,7,3,0,1,8,6,21,14,47,44,5,26,0,0,2,3,18,14,1,5,11,169,41,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054367383256942035,0.0,0.06116000311120232,0.09031848656923527,0.07928693584460107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06675324268559124,0.04873556029419365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070751133580781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06383197459522306,0.08846094416855728,0.0,0.10311969540239707,0.0,0.06885909743357646,0.0,0.0,0.08352864658308723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185210960059467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04042411224988689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307102593588749,0.0,0.09667344200882157,0.17531771647786687,0.0,0.0,0.04176953159189623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394172101546068,0.1762859100699503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204971559917103,0.0,0.27032162789896497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019436510328387,0.07940640569501951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025156355656899,0.0,0.08344494350234044,0.7140245070224577,0.07106145804104272,0.0,0.08325354190906546,0.0,0.06516829258296343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342723734191973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21646858099605384,0.07564873305949964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072469194569055,0.0,0.12762746574840308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05417483558760504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05542587856477192,0.06980751207447439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503454168905654,0.07996963759889872,0.09099832972891166,0.0,0.08219986192596873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635778604928926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031848656923527,0.0,0.0,0.08986490453820964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949524339743736,0.0565876076836743,0.0,0.06384657809669546,0.0,0.0,0.08357901082090427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060110948253887825,0.0,0.0,0.07360537938041224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855889159173933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596547492270906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0582030980208649,0.0,0.0,0.05679276717989964,0.0,0.0,0.05148389243366888
anxiety,Adhdddh,2019/01/10,"The threat I'm at my desk at work, the day is going well, I have a plan, I get started. Then suddenly.. something is wrong. I don't know what but it's something. I stop doing what I'm doing, I shouldn't be doing it. Why not? Gut feeling. I sit and stare at the monitor trying to make sense of things.

I'm convinced something is wrong. Am I sick? Maybe. My skin is dry, it's winter so it's just some dermatitis, but what if it's more insidious and will end up killing me. I feel too warm, I analyze that and go outside for some air, I feel cold when I go outside, that feels bad, I feel too cold, should it feel like this?

The people nearby must dislike me, they're thinking about me, if someone interacts with me they're trying to catch me out. There are threats everywhere, I'm trying to keep aware of my entire environment in case something happens.

I get up and go to an empty meeting room, a common hangout for me, lock the door, turn out the lights, lie down in there . If I can nap I do. Naps reset the feeling. I don't know why but when I wake up the feeling is gone. I slept fine though. Shouldn't I feel ok then? I don't feel ok so maybe there's something bad going on inside me that's destroying my body. 

End of the day, I drive home. It doesn't feel right. I hope I don't have an accident, I need to concentrate on the road.

My partner talks to me, ""How was your day?"" I say fine, she makes small talk, I don't know what, I give one word answers and put my noise cancelling headphones on when the conversation is over. I can't do this right now I'm busy, analyzing the threat. She doesn't understand the danger, but I need to figure it out. There's a threat and I need to find it. I try to occupy myself - watch TV, play a game, read a book. I cannot, it's in the back of my mind. Something ominous. Something bad. What is it?

They say it takes 10,000 hours of focus to master something, I have focused on the threat well beyond that but I have not mastered it. It remains unknown.

Rationality can only take me so far, this thing is instinctual - it's beyond the scope of conscious reasoning. A product of a bygone era when we *were* under threat most of the time, we had to stay vigilant or we would be eaten. 

Knowing what it is grants no solace.

The threat is still there, and I still need to figure out what it is.

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anxiety,xelanoit7,2019/01/10,Celexa aka Citalopram for anxiety? Grew some balls about my anxiety issues. My doctor prescribed me Celexa 10mg very low dose. Should I be worried about taking it? It says it’s an anti depressant and I don’t really wanna fuck with my natural brain chemicals. I’m scared that it will make me go crazy. Anyone have any feedback on it? ,2.1459374999999987,4.938916718750004,3.3862500000000004,85.03375000000003,84.9375,6.95,22.0625,8.07648339933343,1.6480687499999995,266,9,48,6,8,86,52,64,0.308,0.657,0.034,-0.9517,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,1,0,5,4,1,1,0,6,10,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,1,7,0,6,7,1,4,0,2,0,1,1,2,1,1,0,27,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18602720972738704,0.0,0.41853861797707625,0.0,0.0,0.1912764577062296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30537855451614143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356130641670872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27999577991085683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25289777287689946,0.0,0.0,0.15546796921026007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28552100681832515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18260050791141672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17524674203450213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21754241751960168,0.2738769088336141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20567979012141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22571204466874145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778090220242951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,odee07489,2019/01/10,"My anxiety is ruining what should be an exciting time of my life Yesterday was the last day at a job I absolutely loathed. For the past few weeks I have really been looking forward to this day... dreaming about it even, but for some reason, after leaving yesterday, my anxiety just blew up. I was supposed to go out for drinks and dinner last night to celebrate but all I wanted to do was stay at my apartment and be a hermit (ultimately decided alchohol was probably not the smartest idea). My coworkers threw me a really nice going away party and even though there were a lot of people at my o was jit sad about saying goodbye to, I realized how much I am going to miss a lot of people. It's also especially difficult leaving a place you've created comfort and routine at. 

I have a new job lined up, but I dont start for another couple weeks (which means I am without health insurance for a few weeks - cue health anxiety). The new job us an incredibly amazing opportunity but I know it will be challenging and quite the learning curve so of course I am psyching myself out right about now. Severe case if imposter syndrome and questioning my abilities, even though I was honest and genuine in the interview and o know they wouldn't have offered me the job if they didnt tujnkno was capable.

Anyways I'm getting on a plane today to fly away for vacation for a few days... can't stop thinking about things that could go wrong from being on a plane in general, to getting sick/injured while away, etc. 

I start therapy (CBT) when my health insurance starts to again and am really looking forward to that. For now just trying to keep the intrusive thoughts out. But easier said than done. Going to try to enjoy my vacation nonetheless. ",6.508282674772032,7.010166294832832,7.252247720364746,72.36682142857143,65.38297872340425,11.200060790273557,35.598936170212774,11.00357731598739,4.168844255319149,1377,63,244,38,20,458,184,329,0.094,0.765,0.141,0.9658,4,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,1,0,2,3,20,13,0,0,21,0,30,6,0,2,1,46,53,23,0,6,11,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,9,12,2,2,11,2,0,8,6,5,0,0,14,4,28,8,49,31,9,54,0,3,2,0,8,21,0,6,28,180,37,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07048690586334358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092424284176853,0.20228453575881813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484361570520276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037399548027118,0.09752714254220253,0.0,0.17053236307180553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901995871169404,0.10330144558527046,0.08634533487115396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830132290234976,0.17465033479319492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210082708865876,0.0,0.2504648685232845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28107159684584776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950127919578262,0.0,0.0,0.3498682474045205,0.07834441529834901,0.0,0.0,0.09688077421953996,0.14369454044850016,0.0,0.18665872082654505,0.0,0.0,0.062257107227223475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803370035234695,0.0,0.0,0.1498698857137847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601217846437017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479430979921567,0.0,0.0,0.17025565504655707,0.0,0.0827150382930028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414125022583868,0.1222127484647551,0.0,0.09208934290983463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503168764980764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873890449738412,0.09374957441690096,0.0,0.0,0.16939753864068158,0.0906243735735843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527255179268337,0.08384296499524281,0.07009383769411026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957506102410248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18716150045285956,0.09394735152096767,0.0,0.07369042906100913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079774448757534,0.0,0.05855744574185327,0.056477658553872025,0.17319759513930294,0.06997468434770975,0.051396148828953735,0.0,0.08354804942597936,0.0,0.0,0.1196848913834484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602364290994036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051988273244721835,0.0,0.2121059261831006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496547782711437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636913987610166,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Semi921,2019/01/10,"My mother decided to have a third child. Despite always complaining that our house is not spacious enough for when there was only 4 of us living together, she decided to bring another child into this amazing world.

I love my 1 y/o brother to death, but my home life was already my most consistent anxiety fuel and now it's in overdrive. I'm already on edge everyday and my anxiety has gotten so bad that I don't even know how to talk to anyone about it.

His cry is piercing. No, I am not exaggerating. Not even a *little*. His daycare has voiced this same opinion. Not only is his cry piercing, but I am always being forced/expected to drop whatever I'm doing to help out with the baby. At first it was no issues with this. I love him and will always love him so it is my duty to help out, but man does it get fucking tiring. Especially knowing I help out twice as much as my father does. 

I barely get sleep, and have college and my job to fuel my anxiety even more. I am depressed as is and this is just ruining any progress I've made in conquering my extremely apparent anxiety. 

Feeling guilt whenever I hear the baby crying is the worst. If I don't get up and help I am reprimanded and scolded for it. It has gotten the point where I cannot be at ease at all anymore. Everything is my fault. If it isn't my fault, I'm ungrateful and unappreciative for letting my mother struggle to neutralize the crying. My drug addicted and relapsing grandmother was just sent to a psych ward 2 days ago. My job cut my hours significantly around Christmas time and I failed my remedial class for the 3rd time last semester and it is the only thing holding me back academically. My girlfriend is always mad at me it feels like.

Basically what I'm trying to say is I don't know how much longer I can do this. With my depression being so strong for the past 5 years as well as my anxiety, I am getting back to the suicidal abyss I once climbed out of. Anyways, since I don't have anyone I can tell this too without them virtue signaling or dismissing it, I am taking to reddit to vent.

**TL;DR** My mother had another child last year, whom is now 1 year old. His presence alone and the demand for me to be essentially another parent has been fueling my anxiety. Being the oldest [20M] sucks. I am stuck with the responsibility of this child far too often and am truly suffering in silence because of it. This is my ""rant"" about it.",2.8091959511077143,4.971288716386552,4.792116119174941,79.9738731856379,76.75210084033614,8.108785332314744,26.784568372803673,8.906399129114982,2.3539680672268912,1903,76,361,45,44,652,235,476,0.217,0.685,0.098,-0.9966,4,1,1,0,0,0,54.0,2,0,1,6,25,23,4,2,15,0,51,9,1,3,1,54,77,31,2,2,13,6,2,1,1,1,4,3,1,5,26,24,0,2,7,0,0,3,13,16,1,3,11,5,57,7,53,59,8,44,0,5,0,4,36,20,2,6,21,261,83,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574206570485879,0.0,0.0,0.0697200704570928,0.0,0.0,0.08145953920788772,0.1735884225873056,0.0,0.2617783755421853,0.0,0.0,0.05348591750649431,0.24741979367588984,0.3610104461687527,0.0,0.07800144601194414,0.1099903272516127,0.0,0.0,0.07001677246523776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095675053523727,0.06567096331818835,0.04794540405244137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34558121326173924,0.05072390090508151,0.0,0.1354853511156858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13765743119983273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121111160335538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812683289138835,0.0,0.15584630592421542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07068716161310343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953742128262685,0.05618885787587316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06690117642446702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271231685672383,0.16436926606901245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864628890753866,0.0,0.21087456041558972,0.0,0.07889416299711723,0.0,0.07745617461892393,0.09075361113502496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209203932820094,0.15609954021198516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967490839686813,0.12822342045260754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042678894126706,0.05555408863303595,0.03842529405315626,0.07882976089488362,0.06945097572092973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21295894656516226,0.07442222990150192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563623784717088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253182792109069,0.08376159447859212,0.0,0.17945470225053428,0.0,0.0,0.08733351024367429,0.0,0.07508203771306456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435136853371141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06254706402718127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06506157737211701,0.0,0.07870859612307356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222393299516544,0.0,0.08603229774002348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0591363613060054,0.06321733333300476,0.0687451353187956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05225275756861071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091724988024881,0.0903986679043986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05339940578739208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460842492920406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707174091698725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581752343115206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519475313317842
anxiety,The_Talking_Mags,2019/01/10,"What do you think about when you’re alone? I spend a fair amount of my time by myself. I usually see my boyfriend one night a week and my friends once or twice a week. This leaves me with 4 nights per week on my own and I’m starting to find this time very difficult, largely because I have a tendency for negative ruminating. 

Any advice would be wonderful. Thanks. ",3.41,5.252993333333336,3.84,88.90500000000002,74.0,8.133333333333335,27.277777777777786,8.841846274778883,1.955011111111112,288,11,61,6,6,90,57,72,0.113,0.7290000000000001,0.159,0.5434,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,10,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,10,2,7,8,2,11,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,10,36,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20093584854329266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21296705362018847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13983307998417438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253480136883609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18793890752345446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15886653376360085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177287870031571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3859331056102262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21898552528158072,0.13933784677569125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16385770820184456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14554350416219342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893132662560592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317571666114652,0.0,0.0,0.2398049465164967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264685532297563,0.16966340806706776,0.0,0.0,0.4948235562692242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22299318176613234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607117502892633,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wtfareperfectplaces,2019/01/10,"I solved my anxiety disorder practically overnight. Can I try and teach it to you? I would like to know if what I have found is a very personal revelation, or if it can be taught, and possibly help others.

If for no other reason than I think it'll be an interesting exercise and experiment.

If you're interested please start a reddit chat with me.",4.672388059701493,6.212665791044773,6.543462686567171,72.01608955223881,70.19402985074626,11.330149253731346,29.817910447761196,11.20814326018867,3.7962262686567163,276,11,53,10,5,96,51,67,0.093,0.6940000000000001,0.212,0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,8,1,0,1,0,14,13,8,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,8,3,5,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,5,2,38,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22175121882918528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322183238227674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28355035143683394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31782958905863473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19429503199348067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15930602171620706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161677392860056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531049721793163,0.0,0.3181923118481979,0.0,0.326787026081633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980366030481055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20517283087227525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18573821632917967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968040001685698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23917468477168005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205916689048012,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OverlyLiteral1,2019/01/10,"I have a forensics tournament starting tomorrow. (It’s public speaking, not forensic science btw) I have to do impromptu speaking and act out a skit as well. Very scared. I’d consider myself as a decent speaker, (with almost 5 years of debating experience) but when I’m nervous my mind is completely blank. 

To fellow speakers out there are there any tips?

I also need some comfort ",3.6338043478260857,6.674217217391307,4.875199275362321,75.47192934782609,79.72463768115942,7.507971014492752,33.26268115942029,8.472884824447931,3.5456507246376816,304,17,46,7,8,100,57,69,0.07400000000000001,0.852,0.07400000000000001,0.0138,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,10,8,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,4,5,2,8,8,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,4,31,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312656357114542,0.0,0.0,0.2645543924096657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249670377311449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34685553632492244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236026968850137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340310629436512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452967593328885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33120572508479795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341541142917316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27295883297813656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974443890774767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21303542818924415
anxiety,feynman11,2019/01/10,"Diagnosed with GAD today Hey guys I was diagnosed with GAD today. Any tips to manage it. Like diet,exercise,breathing techniques e.t.c?",3.9710869565217415,7.1746086086956575,4.609021739130434,72.2596195652174,93.34782608695652,7.517391304347825,27.48913043478261,8.07648339933343,3.43944347826087,110,5,14,3,4,35,19,23,0.0,0.884,0.116,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,6,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218476119310244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6622332405344763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230190262487997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15937951746653778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6184558596255024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ssb_jp,2019/01/10,"Stay away from hallucinogens if you're in a bad place They won't help at all they'll just make it way worse. When I was 16 I decided it would be a good idea to do synthetic acid (25i-nbome) I was thrown into some sort of ptsd trip I felt like I was in a war zone I heard explosives, helicopter blades and I trusted no one. Everything had a reddish tent too it and there was no where I could escape too. Ever since then ive suffered with ptsd/early symptoms of schizophrenia. I'm positive to this day that it set me off in a horrible way.  Does anyone else remember the first time they had an episode? have you been the same ever since?",3.0611450381679397,4.33792003816794,4.021290076335877,89.5644541984733,73.80916030534351,7.9880916030534355,24.55038167938931,8.548686976883017,1.359060458015267,499,15,111,9,10,161,96,131,0.17800000000000002,0.72,0.101,-0.8865,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,3,1,8,6,1,0,8,0,15,1,0,1,3,19,19,5,1,3,2,0,1,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,3,0,2,9,4,14,3,13,5,3,21,0,1,1,0,6,9,0,3,8,73,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233566075030456,0.18076261306666885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16575191572699938,0.0,0.1473029028790327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408566052538238,0.0,0.0,0.1137759745119728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15438588223807914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14737584401543882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191630530041761,0.0,0.0,0.1585544596237957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16939037411306865,0.0,0.0,0.15006232580445353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479722958119366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825026359843735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991561273490572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618965022007988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776137771685533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954641039140207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18432081529278846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4124498797220808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998488882284972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918720459867927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18803970014095572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833673971578232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287162179382373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800671547929461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17978652953431049,0.12532334208144807,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NotInVogue,2019/01/10,"I’m terrified of seeing this person So I won’t go into the story because I’ve posted about it already, you can see in my post history if you want more info on it, but I basically told this guy I’m crushing on him over text and he sort of stepped around it in his response, now I’m going to run into him in person at any point since we’re back at college and I am terrified. 

Terrified. A lot. My anxiety is going crazy and I’m kicking myself for saying anything and putting myself in this position. It’s obvious he doesn’t like me back because he would have said something when I said what I did. 

Fuck. I wish time machines existed. I’m on meds for anxiety so I can’t imagine how I’d be feeling right now if I wasn’t... 

Advice or just reassuring words would be great, i really need it right now :( ",1.137213807678762,3.227956275449107,3.7154279675942234,85.92160267699897,82.05389221556888,6.80366326171187,24.79358929200423,7.928766900206844,1.5736019020781966,626,25,129,12,17,219,106,167,0.173,0.722,0.105,-0.9209,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,0,12,4,1,0,2,0,13,1,0,1,1,25,31,12,0,7,5,0,1,1,0,3,0,3,0,3,9,7,0,0,3,0,0,6,4,1,0,0,5,6,19,3,19,21,2,31,0,0,2,1,16,16,1,5,8,82,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14695578033212722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16595505380176792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226786078389423,0.0,0.2300902603371233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375513513863458,0.13387571669015685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312756086330181,0.0,0.1833482208197053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760398466180745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13902973799925808,0.0,0.0,0.2564040495180676,0.0,0.0,0.16580145879003447,0.0,0.1489061095561047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347116411214667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785307917096825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16704530950627816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150955752093852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626230838722881,0.0,0.0,0.1421636901970384,0.0,0.2880570653951684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15117979777108054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634133331075267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568582067815797,0.2861036742748255,0.11959324499942285,0.0,0.0,0.2396768674858727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244011255161571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577474338521852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769147789784014,0.0,0.0,0.1437005821602524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870175330370574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17293685672226888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136602668565798,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Syr_Enigma,2019/01/10,"I hate this feeling. My leg is restless. My heart is beating faster than usual. My mind is racing. I'm tense, and my back is aching because of it.

It's making it hard to study, and I have 3 exams this May, so it's not something I can keep for later. I also have to go out today and that's going to be a whole different bunch of fun paranoias.

I need to be OK. I *need* to feel better. My life is slowly going in the shitter because of this, and I don't want to ruin my life because I lost the genetic lottery.",-0.5429580419580411,1.4958087181818205,2.29909090909091,93.65017482517487,89.0909090909091,4.1118881118881125,19.37062937062937,5.369823440869387,-0.25004895104895164,389,12,86,2,13,136,68,110,0.187,0.695,0.118,-0.7284,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,3,7,1,1,3,1,12,4,2,1,0,15,25,6,0,3,1,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,1,3,14,3,13,21,2,10,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,60,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15836381587004167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227216981806493,0.0,0.3621501408840621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17514066414235244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20689828224890672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20025894655479914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3376335377606328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17739519480704705,0.19551275809230145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23466546089826185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17601738091338165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797476480141749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161721775701035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321859754481854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19995295963549456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29367216680611963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524524915497729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18770845100292108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181010985459848,0.0,0.1168027058456841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22109244066461653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AnxiousAdy,2019/01/10,"Massive anxiety over online uni tutorial Hi everyone, I'm a long-time lurker on reddit but decided finally to make a post.

I have a online tutorial for my law degree on Friday and I am so anxious I can't even think about it without tearing up. Usually we are meant to use a mic to participate but I just can't do it, so I have been avoiding the tutorials like the plague but it has gotten to a point where I really need to attend to get the grades I want.

I've only attended 2 tutorials before which left me in tears even though nothing bad really happened. I hate being like this :( my husband said he will sit with me during it to help keep me calm but I don't know if I should just email my tutor and explain my situation so I can just participate by typing. 

It just sucks though like I've come so far with my anxiety but these silly things trip me up every time. Can anyone relate?",3.2237332280978706,4.617946988950276,5.554905288082086,78.26388121546964,73.58563535911603,8.707340173638517,25.63575374901341,9.23628265651192,2.152126756116812,699,23,138,16,14,247,113,181,0.136,0.745,0.119,-0.6514,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,0,14,9,2,1,8,0,15,0,0,2,0,30,32,14,0,4,11,1,0,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,9,6,0,2,5,0,0,4,4,4,0,0,4,1,21,5,19,25,0,19,0,0,0,0,8,10,1,1,6,93,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25889546373324035,0.19116289465773156,0.0,0.11831789252435992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14128605985648007,0.0,0.0,0.1439880779806995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14576229789090275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22352761296276594,0.0,0.14256952596402073,0.1616905852625204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853649284586367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840697924542354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14963478607891886,0.0,0.0,0.1670631278999637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342012610935095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15040457976796762,0.0,0.0,0.09299521911418444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838507747107634,0.0,0.0,0.2480072525794731,0.0,0.0,0.14974846941043132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295120962109335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546953774911251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623647508006833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869436009767188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15996128843378374,0.0,0.16205959221796334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168047802425102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609606232759217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19020286911579412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241781543137773,0.10842506729708007,0.3325024689321845,0.0,0.09866965165127232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14614598455281966,0.18636457322293373,0.0,0.09980640432961968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16311560867110084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,STELLAWASADlVER,2019/01/10,"Does anyone else feel like when they are anxiety free that all seems so simple? I struggle with anxiety on a day-to-day basis. I work pretty hard to control it but when I'm my most anxiety-free it's when I'm just not thinking about everything.

Easier said than done right? But on occasion when I find myself completely at ease it all seems so simple. If only I could stay there. ",2.5906766917293207,4.683989947368421,4.1706015037594,84.49921052631579,77.15789473684211,8.027067669172935,22.69924812030075,8.841846274778883,1.7199195488721806,300,9,59,7,7,100,54,76,0.075,0.743,0.182,0.8761,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,2,9,3,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,2,16,10,9,0,2,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,5,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,7,3,7,7,3,9,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,4,5,37,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31081413738289504,0.0,0.0,0.1420452609390366,0.2081483356328776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21299599709209224,0.0,0.2278468832850631,0.16219652642256954,0.0,0.0,0.26202630431040896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17777550284260127,0.20789013918101484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16970343658945805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18257562400744487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271733926805968,0.14512841589400435,0.0,0.0,0.1856728804661071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819800086138256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924747124269992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545026163958462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066737573854308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17348661749863115,0.1932395282432111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36987520222708814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165279089144925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21237358428826544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130168537048405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478935969924248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,focusrunner79,2019/01/10,"Literally my thought process minutes ago before hanging up I decided to practice the meditative art of mindfulness while having anxiety. This is the conversation I had with myself while on a discord call with a friend.

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Alright so we just talked for like 2 hours, and officially met an end to the conversation. I'm getting anxious. I don't know what to say right now. I could just not say anything, but that seems like avoidance of the problem rather than a solution. My friend just told me that it's ok to not say anything sometimes, but the way our conversation ended just feels extremely awkward regardless. I feel awkward not saying anything. Now I'm anxious because I'm busy thinking about my problems rather than thinking of what to say. I'm practicing mindfulness and awareness at this very moment, but it's just making me more aware of my anxiety. My subconscious is not delivering anything that would resemble a fix to my problem. Now I'm getting even more anxious because I have proven to myself that I don't have a solution to a problem I have clearly identified.

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If I could get any advice on how to resolve this, I would appreciate it.",7.033698264352468,8.25581808411215,7.134045393858483,71.1405607476636,64.42056074766356,10.039519359145526,40.51935914552737,10.125756701596842,4.514509746328439,946,54,153,21,14,304,113,214,0.14800000000000002,0.706,0.146,0.1583,0,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,2,0,0,1,14,14,0,3,12,2,13,0,0,2,1,44,31,10,0,12,15,0,2,2,2,2,0,5,0,0,12,5,0,1,9,1,0,1,6,7,0,0,4,7,22,7,23,23,2,17,0,0,0,0,16,5,0,2,12,109,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951265960367788,0.08629245444900932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21095138721281465,0.2365751029843598,0.0661994612144442,0.0,0.14894074392731965,0.3299240164087137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32043393519339364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868394762397268,0.0,0.08283533107095079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940241586668043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15544769945933695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17244152046782169,0.0,0.0,0.06429693375639055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844337875772333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042047191332594,0.0,0.15257974474301175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958674220533298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05349949712066887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511788829336876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498003845208472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19658592315363435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3725926456655393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313401085694141,0.0,0.3870721614378207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862127096893442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627890928301087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824402386947363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475236105516513,0.0,0.07728283457555109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930194593129578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803216678279375,0.0,0.07726970777876183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830537219047284,0.0,0.2365751029843598,0.0
anxiety,notanaccountiventon,2019/01/10,"I made a big step So these past few months have been really crazy for me, I admitted to someone I liked them and it went really well!
One thing led to another and he came over, and we had a really good night.
It was extremely nerve racking at first, but to my surprise; I didn’t have an anxiety attack. I’m so happy that I managed and I hope my path of improvement continues. ",1.9924675324675327,3.8834217532467576,4.17792207792208,84.70116883116887,78.22077922077922,9.075324675324676,23.98701298701299,9.606745405546679,2.2773168831168835,293,10,62,9,7,101,59,77,0.092,0.642,0.266,0.934,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,1,1,3,7,1,0,3,0,6,0,0,2,0,11,12,7,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,1,1,2,7,0,11,6,7,5,1,12,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,6,43,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446077955126664,0.17845372854457242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653824902222047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26680294785757325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19842247508899505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956588972095888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483241726306483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316934016637369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396573811609845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207291986168668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18619682773794333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21891154854802045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15807228437054366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226861253265357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44832328279526107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19765203410325008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15497666918749636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20974105552851768,0.21624704066195888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,blissfultomorrows,2019/01/10,"Three Days Into A New Semester and I'm Already An Anxious Wreck I'm currently a high school senior and his last semester, I elected to take two college classes that were being offered at my high school. The US History class hasn't started yet but I'm not worried about it at all. Yesterday though, we had the first day of college algebra and during the class, I emailed the counselor about dropping it. She said that the vice principal said it was too late to make any schedule changes (two days into the semester). I could still drop the class through the college that I took it with and still can today. 

I cried when I read the reply saying that. I completely broke down because I had been told we'd have a small amount of time to drop classes so I felt less fearful. Nothing made sense and although it's very similar to Algebra II, I struggled a lot with that class and only made a 70. During that time, I was struggling with physical health problems and was in and out of the hospital often and couldn't remember things well or focus so I didn't do the work (until last minute) because it stressed me out, on top of everything else. 

The counselor said I should be fine though because I passed all my math classes, but two of them, I felt like I barely passed. I'm so afraid of failing but after that first day, it feels like that's all that is going to come of this class. I don't need the class to graduate and I'd just switch to the other chorus class and I know for a fact that my choir teacher wouldn't have a problem with it. She also said that I had two classes where I don't really do anything, but in choir, we're getting ready for a judging in March and in my internship, I have to get all my hours in.

I can't be in a class where the teacher doesn't explain everything, assumes we know everything, when someone asks a question, he explains it but it makes no sense, The online textbook doesn't make any sense, and he zips through everything so fast that I can't absorb anything. I know I'd be fine if I had a good teacher. 

I tried to read more about everything last night, but I slept most of the day after I got home because I walked into my house, my parents asked me how my day was and then I ended up having a panic attack on the couch. ",4.344995391705069,5.198776112087913,4.8906770648706175,86.1409358383552,70.2967032967033,7.805033676001417,29.842254519673872,7.941651935203635,1.8727348457993624,1781,69,363,22,31,569,210,455,0.118,0.825,0.057,-0.9818,2,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,4,0,1,5,22,17,1,6,31,0,35,2,1,6,5,68,69,35,0,8,10,1,3,2,0,2,1,7,2,0,25,26,0,0,11,5,0,6,12,11,1,7,23,10,48,6,48,37,9,67,0,2,0,0,24,23,0,7,37,246,73,25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350439422296706,0.06051375543357184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029172124331756,0.0,0.0,0.08548624480379055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245409206287518,0.0,0.14148360168107635,0.08608623728544297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18451239369542105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004946646513471,0.06518352582479472,0.07933918958882452,0.0,0.0,0.060416820673512985,0.0,0.0831206063115924,0.2928076806901793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06321308058960676,0.0,0.06702169575367442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34003930226823964,0.0,0.0,0.08515046824088436,0.038261331506265935,0.05405909529070521,0.14531129496081227,0.0,0.0,0.128730755815682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906953578694664,0.0,0.04300534861866274,0.06346891325833014,0.06052069541392485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043431453698521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15990029745275036,0.07590378656144403,0.0,0.07452030318587151,0.0873137183738793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475975655753314,0.1850449279480026,0.08535973835482209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393767061013297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06433244231577008,0.0,0.14320271207077082,0.15153214917321595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05610879474619456,0.0,0.07308314178696174,0.0,0.07101173667128348,0.0,0.07260798628993917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057550904906909964,0.0,0.08878315075751418,0.08402325177643065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14481309878331905,0.0,0.0,0.08476839556722286,0.0,0.15138216496595913,0.0,0.0484765271828176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572004429713656,0.0,0.2879202947783912,0.060176302246056114,0.0,0.1531653841254321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06411545800748232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05356004365284837,0.0,0.12086128570975352,0.0,0.08668042229747765,0.1582146922716085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056894877593865675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05027218753660686,0.0,0.14869197031094378,0.0,0.08824827653784698,0.0,0.071726885554001,0.07230650581520134,0.08407282637388443,0.05137537360707218,0.0,0.29567674263997273,0.0,0.09102242067012108,0.0,0.0,0.062436173944502786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06803696151772902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05508910163077816,0.07684717245779851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,maverick9759,2019/01/10,"Anxious mom driving me nuts. Anyone been in such situation ? Help ? My mom has only 2 reactions to everything. She either is afraid or crying.
If something fucks up in my life, I go into depression immediately, not because I fear the consequences of what will happen to me, but because I can't bear the kind of reaction I'll have to tolerate from my mom. Its really dragging me down bad.
I used to call her before my exams and she would speak in a very fast and scared manner like "" yeah !? You're gonna give your exams !? O lord ! Take care of my son. "" As if I am going to some war where my survival chance is negligible. 

If I do badly in some exam she would say something like "" you won't fail right !!? How bad was it !? "" 
Even if I was relaxed before the exam, her reaction and voice starts ringin in my head, I start ruminating, brooding over negative thoughts and sometimes I feel like I am actually clinically depressed.

How do I detach myself emotionally and not let her anxiety rub on me ? I can't block her out, she's my mother and as much as I love her, this is getting bad. I understand she loves me, me being the youngest son, she thinks am still small and need to be taken care of, but this extremely reactive nature of her is killing me.",2.781725037257825,4.834014676229515,4.50102831594635,82.54657973174369,76.41803278688525,7.7150521609538,25.435171385991048,8.575989854853784,1.8796049180327872,967,35,190,20,22,326,149,244,0.183,0.643,0.173,-0.7934,0,0,2,0,0,0,38.0,0,2,0,2,6,22,3,3,5,1,23,6,1,3,0,32,44,19,2,7,10,6,2,3,0,5,2,3,0,0,5,9,0,1,4,1,0,3,6,13,0,0,5,5,44,9,26,31,4,21,1,3,0,3,27,14,1,7,7,130,49,5,0.0,0.0,0.11062355309677008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672051732998612,0.12806516483500405,0.0,0.07926433859558431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3786053266624683,0.1382070891459809,0.0,0.19292297256629665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11575380517792312,0.0,0.23115728990873574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452125102596101,0.0,0.0,0.19527456666273146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275153709263105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487358007029904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018811608705286,0.0,0.0,0.12756214495180518,0.057318504718544064,0.08098480597814699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048000100993656,0.05922621327690824,0.10874577768936704,0.12885083611466927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024436791751763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163406380245108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598319313906407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541666273535831,0.1180475777736746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591885195891563,0.08006991526999932,0.16614672914810946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20462466072294208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3982995497536396,0.0,0.0,0.08333305427549112,0.08405541808927602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621581331854526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262167683871422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968092979681733,0.0,0.09014886645202698,0.11349369543763012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12742201790267624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17454099318071228,0.1121164914425812,0.0,0.16047437420406832,0.0,0.09052988882665124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523303244924738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263686888874682,0.0,0.08999562132427626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180123397618298,0.0,0.09790712593697287,0.0,0.09353433322778484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16105617723685994,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,therewillbeniccage,2019/01/10,"Has anyone ever had 5-HTP? I've heard its good for sleep. I've decided to stop taking quetiapine but would be keen to try some kind of more natural sleep assistant. For some reason theres a connection in my head to 5-HTP and tripping. I think its cause a friend of mine started using 5-HTP who was also into psychedelic drugs. Does 5-HTP have any effect on your mind or a noticeable physical effect? I liked quetiapine cause it wasn't real heavy. As in, i knew i was ready to go to sleep but it was a really sluggish feeling. ",3.406591154261058,5.475819281553399,4.912168284789646,80.22859762675297,74.63106796116504,8.461272923408847,24.06580366774541,9.150863307647796,2.0460839266450916,418,13,79,10,9,140,72,103,0.051,0.7440000000000001,0.206,0.9522,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,2,3,5,0,0,4,0,9,5,4,6,1,22,17,6,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,5,2,0,1,7,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,2,7,5,14,8,3,9,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,3,4,49,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14368699571829982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218598033019315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12563377977432327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691539119497188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723585725948705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083673536479846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16252741350817929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084968759462074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388173897890411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102114127582398,0.1507038755445579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18439962226834125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871051175305755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778071765882604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18142174648395665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045625495594513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045108566985796,0.11510517739064773,0.1847370631204428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5394178931235459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12717574224040396,0.0,0.0,0.15021735221995786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509414470561204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115129256752211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198834851042913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15518255140007975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127636820421266,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,romeoandjulietta,2019/01/10,"Changes give me Anxiety Hi!  
First of all, I'm very happy that I have found a place with people who understand the struggling with anxiety. Anxiety is like a part of my personality and I don't think that it will ever go away. I feel like nobody really understands the whole thing with anxiety.

But anyway, I try my best to live a decent life.  
2019 holds some major changes for me and I'm so extremly anxious. I hate this feeling because I actually should feel happy and grateful about these changes because that is what I've wanting for a long time, but this voice in my head (metaphor) keeps telling me to quit and to stay in my usual lane. 

I'll start going to University to study design, so I can be a professional graphic designer, because I can't picture myself in a boring desk job for my whole life. The thoughts of being not good enough or creative enough gives me anxiety. Failure and comparison is also a very big fear of mine. What if I'm not even really creative? What if I will never find the right way for me? I hate these thoughts.

Added to this, the whole new situation also brings new people with it. I have always been a shy person and it really takes a while for me to get warm with unknown people. I'm not a person that needs to be surrounded by a ton of people (my list of close people is very short), but still I don't wanna be a loner in class. I have a hard time with small talk.

And there is more. I have a long distance relationship with my boyfriend (we only see each other on the weekends). Of course I will probably have to study sometimes on the weekend, which means less time. Just the thought of breaking up because of my future degree is breaking my heart. He is very supportive, but still I am scared that the lack of time could harm our relationship.

​

That is everything for now. I would love to hear your opinion on everything, some advice or maybe even some supportive comments xx",4.929740847387908,6.070489962566848,5.479893048128343,81.39504319210201,69.16042780748663,8.534594816947758,29.357877416700944,8.841846274778883,2.2555354997943238,1522,56,293,26,26,490,193,374,0.129,0.7709999999999999,0.1,-0.8842,1,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,2,1,0,3,14,17,2,3,23,0,29,5,2,0,3,57,62,20,0,9,12,0,5,2,0,5,2,2,0,3,21,17,0,2,12,2,0,3,7,7,0,1,5,8,37,10,45,47,17,43,0,0,1,1,18,16,0,8,22,205,58,4,0.0,0.0,0.07134834029824323,0.0,0.0,0.07144577721521528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693786107313045,0.060836383686846185,0.07921857000023548,0.08884104344463374,0.0,0.0,0.2796585721617092,0.0825975726254743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869264691330561,0.0,0.0,0.17827752141338504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672822692624423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320335266273594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05837527130633152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15109181510211034,0.0,0.09658170472124228,0.06613544951087791,0.0,0.0,0.131419603371658,0.0,0.0,0.0822731423138583,0.11090531985899156,0.05223238030387165,0.0,0.0,0.06682451844374927,0.062190402543840125,0.0,0.08016530374549838,0.0,0.0,0.03819884555471359,0.14027448107349938,0.08310430324707235,0.061324230399256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15566160285360328,0.0654954369829366,0.14436911372850522,0.07503566103166406,0.0,0.08240435648245477,0.08663998437528889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725539800757626,0.06498673930854396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328461529956433,0.07143923717781625,0.0,0.06456066048440189,0.12940649491448222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06598789099596959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345245219460465,0.07964215941300044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054212818209686285,0.056389726269949376,0.14122716760577006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055606197916644035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917491887023125,0.0,0.2534388697144015,0.19151996232648646,0.07638816497622962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882884169638024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776532800349424,0.0,0.0,0.1405153595342866,0.0,0.0,0.15699331841920275,0.0,0.062438626694850986,0.0,0.0,0.07319948218175283,0.0,0.05826208414305134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218276524580756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231123355342596,0.0,0.05175019215773946,0.07792938422950905,0.11677725284263413,0.0,0.0,0.07643422380592038,0.0,0.0,0.1659369249978732,0.0,0.0,0.05497233847226397,0.058765953273877874,0.06390452106972376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04857343623675266,0.046848251521442966,0.0,0.17413212744973133,0.17053254467166748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0496393444630856,0.0,0.0,0.1522277009011524,0.0,0.0,0.0805243161815358,0.24130555383146954,0.04312430372464962,0.05803418347179979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24488621629300975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05193781350784134,0.0,0.08884104344463374,0.0
anxiety,Error_X,2019/01/10,"Is this social anxiety? Whenever someone brings up anything just the slightest bit embarrasing for me, I want to sink into the ground. I get really hot and red in the face and sometimes I get slight tears (not really crying). I start to sweat. I feel like im burning.

Same happens when I dont know what to say in a conversation, or when I make the slightest mistake in front of somebody. Or in front of my crush. Or whatever you wanna call her.",2.2433333333333323,4.657846896551725,3.9133333333333375,84.22333333333336,80.0344827586207,7.085057471264367,25.75862068965517,8.167268648758528,1.8670137931034487,348,14,67,7,9,116,63,87,0.092,0.862,0.046,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,0,2,2,2,1,0,15,11,7,0,3,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,4,11,1,13,11,2,13,0,0,1,0,6,7,0,3,4,43,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18704058296445816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20120132496925933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26692889428422245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24966017117320305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26856997744530303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865502673873768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362572165491995,0.17466968357416016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25548061287359985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21620910012390868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26410019451087313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436990934647516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944955294047367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632045597819992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31326383167395644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19443491637176688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24923529665783226,0.2071626745167676,0.0,0.24181513862001575,0.0,0.1730572039127292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14421147269411708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KingOfBeezzz,2019/01/10,"I just had a presentation but my anxiety started up and I forgot everything and now I'm just sitting here shaking and avoiding everyone around So I thought I fixed this problem, I was always nervous when I had to present something, but today my phone wouldn't connect to the laptop so I couldn't show them the presentation, I had to go blind and just talk about it. 

That's when it started, and I started shaking, I forgot everything, even normal words. Somehow I still did it and I got 9/10 points (I alrdy had 6 so this is +3) but I feel like I'm going to faint and my hands are shaking so much",1.6721346153846142,4.0723225083333325,3.2516666666666687,88.19076923076923,82.25,5.6923076923076925,26.73076923076923,7.010146845296331,1.3713846153846152,471,21,93,6,13,155,70,120,0.187,0.785,0.028,-0.9472,0,1,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,16,7,0,5,3,0,10,3,1,0,0,25,22,16,0,4,6,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,8,0,3,2,1,0,5,2,6,0,0,10,3,18,1,7,10,1,20,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,12,69,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18240042579262086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676951835316973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951435306118533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478625287469832,0.0,0.0,0.20946471583514706,0.39402394027688864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083925078494733,0.15660379250399506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491643878027309,0.0,0.17532240182401565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070950185550816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16114470094556588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21477942833913288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20722446994675572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097545320705976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16875870201435844,0.0,0.0,0.4654742694606884,0.0,0.17506152856678145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17619283477532194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17402839258438324,0.0,0.0,0.20778561390737696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Joemd1,2019/01/10,"Badh night habits Good day

Now that ive got you attention :P

I need advice on quitting grinding my teeth(while awake and asleep) and snoring(while asleep).

I just cant keep my mouth by itself

When im in class, i keep on chewing my pens, and when im not, i tension my teeth together.

I get ashamed when i sleep at my girlfriends, and her family tells me in the morning that i was snoring and grinding my teeth at night.

Today i woke up with jaw pain.

Any advice ?",3.5464055299539154,4.859358387096774,3.802181259600616,91.4661290322581,72.65591397849462,6.604608294930878,27.264208909370197,6.868970318607317,1.0761563748079879,362,13,77,3,7,112,61,93,0.071,0.841,0.08800000000000001,0.1518,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,5,4,0,2,1,0,3,9,7,0,0,12,9,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,18,1,9,6,0,15,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,8,44,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3986871624213817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872500670163154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156123744415388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923102875119385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658005228290864,0.0,0.0,0.1711030683584449,0.1631550967693669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4407036952400212,0.0,0.0,0.3626439476177149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512612466498795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38287487244233853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21706727120124694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169760002966168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20414439975389054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783024355270064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19336537482739755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dyllaann,2019/01/10,what do i do i’m in a hospital i’m waiting and i can’t think it’s getting closer it’s so loud i can’t life helpnme what do i do i fent do this i can’t i can’t i can’t yelpnkwnim having w panic attack it’s never been this bad it’s so fast help me ,-5.093072916666667,-5.0038970781249965,0.08650000000000091,102.04183333333334,129.15625,2.956666666666667,12.079166666666666,5.2151,-1.3027070833333334,193,5,54,2,15,76,33,64,0.2,0.743,0.057,-0.8199,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,1,0,12,1,0,0,1,4,17,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,8,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,1,9,0,1,16,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,35,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4809769181140902,0.0,0.0,0.35300630730620525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208867691209235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833826630365173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986242730914558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.326076462953352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4960449844057565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709023994642425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Atrocis,2019/01/10,"Went to bed yesterday, thinking today I would have a great day. But my brain does not like that... Once again I was awake for multiple hours with my mind just racing, barely being able to breath calmly. Especially after realizing that next Tuesday would be me and my exes three year anniversary.

So I am at work now. Feeling like complete shit. Already sent her two text messages again after not contacting her for 3 days, sharing some stupid songs with her.. I just wish everything would end. But I promised her I would not kill myself so here I am.. Tormented by losing the love of my life.",3.5232727272727296,6.149654963636365,3.8645454545454534,85.16681818181819,76.63636363636363,6.90909090909091,24.54545454545455,8.00094639256281,1.564,466,16,85,8,11,145,82,110,0.11,0.7,0.19,0.8755,0,0,0,0,0,1,17.0,0,0,0,2,8,11,3,0,2,0,10,5,3,0,0,20,16,5,1,5,7,0,1,2,0,4,1,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,3,1,0,2,3,4,0,2,3,2,17,7,11,7,1,17,0,1,0,1,9,1,1,1,16,59,19,1,0.1712913816492996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890242990800348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912178313817285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795957547043765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22093754116270967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14989824239355326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15171332216561653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539456488943421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661006929203723,0.12237059727589605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18884935298005168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16868750690328085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895085348653764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209881685468773,0.1673686336239166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916312414270146,0.0,0.0,0.15459715960053566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729554657817917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18217032764238653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18241973111056814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17582814173970973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975660091802174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16236420122798614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16732679026014854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587888268838189,0.0,0.0,0.19697663540923774,0.0,0.0,0.12470216591119945,0.0,0.0,0.4867219317353255,0.0,0.0,0.1103060337736008
anxiety,ApaxHoqpuJL,2019/01/10,"Do you have a go-to song/piece to help with anxiety? I've always resonated with music more than anything else and right I'm making a go-to anti anxiety playlist. So far it's helped me a lot and I wanted to ask for some suggestions, if you have any :)",1.1992452830188682,3.0413572264150983,3.4609811320754718,89.12883018867926,80.50943396226415,7.258867924528303,21.92075471698113,8.238735603445708,1.1729803773584906,195,6,43,4,5,67,40,53,0.113,0.774,0.113,0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,7,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,6,7,3,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,3,0,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499821252276973,0.0,0.0,0.20430294596082252,0.0,0.4596568038428162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24722858670164505,0.0,0.2808618300593782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509710141265445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414829922864395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40274427297491294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554151472864753,0.0,0.0,0.2005395971638483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565658846163879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772016093123479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Deathamong,2019/01/10,"Its 3:33am and welcome to my panic attack Hey all-
Its my first time actually expressing my problem like this but i just cant do this anymore. 
There will be some cursing below, just letting you know.



For all my life ive had anxiety amd depression. Just constantly being more anxious over the stupid shit. 2018- present has been the worst though. Im in my last year of college and everything is hitting me at once, even moving towards the future. I feel so stupid, i gotta move out, i gotta be prepared for work life, be the best artist so i get hired. I have to finish my short film in 2 months, its not done, my partner is slacking off and im fucking losing it. 

I just worry worry and keep worrying. Its embarrassing sometimes and some nights I just cant take it. Grab a drink. Just escape and then I just cry myself to sleep. So masculine, I know...

But hey, sometimes things work out for a few days and im like wow, i got this shit. But it rerolls back. 
Im only 22. I shouldnt be like this, my whole life is bracing for impact and i have no idea why. Hey It looks so normal to others and i feel like they dont really understand what im going through. Sometimes i just dont know what to do and im so afraid. I feel so helpless to my own suffering, sometimes convinced I deserve it. I feel like I'm falling apart. 

*crazy cursing mode active* (sorry)
Fuck all this, fuck problems, fuck anxiety, fuck life. For fucks sake a person shouldn't need to think about ending their own life because of anxiety/depression. Its horrfiying sometimes. Ive somehow managed with the helps of friends, bless them. 
*crazy mode off*

Idk where this is going. I just needed some place 
/ someone else to confide in. Sorry I spilled too much? Any advice on how you cope with it would be nice. 

Well if you've gotten this far, thank you. Have a great day and I beleive in your strength, you can get through this day and all those that follow. 
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anxiety,fluffy_lulu,2019/01/10,Hospitality work anxiety I work for a part time recruitment agency in the hospitality industry and have been called in for work in 2 days time. Problem is that I have severe workplace anxiety due to another hospitality job I worked in for 5+ years and the last time I worked this job didn't go too well as I had no idea what to expect and all the plates came straight out of the oven and to us. The three layers of gloves and six teatowels did nothing to stop my arms from burning. The people were also unfriendly as you are just a hired help for a few hours and I'm not in a position to refuse work due to a lack of money. It's only six hours but it feels like a lifetime when you are there. Thank you for listening.,3.4830426716141005,4.74460510884354,4.7932467532467555,84.49948051948053,72.74149659863944,8.33865182436611,25.608534322820034,8.841846274778883,1.6816448979591838,569,18,122,11,11,189,92,147,0.101,0.82,0.079,0.2232,3,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,3,0,6,6,4,0,0,12,0,10,1,1,0,1,19,16,11,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,8,0,2,2,0,1,2,3,1,1,3,6,2,10,3,23,10,4,21,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,13,82,15,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300217986615076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14817142924107854,0.21619706728013527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442889985927804,0.16161616610351445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113053707781613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07144844727965488,0.1009488762624806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030733020936562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471428460658826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783154555176776,0.0,0.0,0.15951702391920766,0.0,0.0,0.2804483622767519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151830691577405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903486565415838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355867053311787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746941189081173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15302038776759466,0.0,0.09796363462687396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13521054608526864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15963530840527684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813795792526754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009537564241985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471896070593694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699734527913821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705086484696113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6172337373421953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099628834294823
anxiety,arkham777,2019/01/10,"Advice for confidence around friends? I have decently bad social anxiety (sweating/stuttering a lot) and I’m also generally not that popular. I have a couple friends, and idk but I feel like it would help me a lot to be in social settings with people I feel comfortable with. However, I can never build up the confidence to even consider asking anyone stuff like this. Any advice?",3.6338043478260857,6.674217217391307,5.217228260869568,73.01975543478262,79.72463768115942,9.247101449275364,28.91485507246377,9.516144504307137,3.775650724637682,304,14,47,10,8,102,51,69,0.08199999999999999,0.595,0.32299999999999995,0.9686,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,1,14,9,4,0,1,2,0,2,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,6,6,8,7,2,5,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,3,36,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886841620400727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15904332038076208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524441734303347,0.0,0.15214175282965267,0.0,0.0,0.13906069500170515,0.0,0.0,0.17704431442446594,0.1859248498920948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605550740053565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22005563142793905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131357584839819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011182139117298,0.14207906863839956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073065657510684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330428075956566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943242912425629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381593213244075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15338760635832704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787753250495374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4054638228725638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276686673869869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127780750903302,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thedemoncowboy,2019/01/10,"My favorite poem, I hope it helps you I hope it finds you well ❤️

After a while you learn the subtle difference 🌄 

Between holding a hand and chaining a soul, 🖐 

And you learn that love doesn’t mean leaning 💕 

And company doesn’t mean security, 🔒 

And you begin to learn that kisses aren’t contracts 😘 

And presents aren’t promises, 🎁 

And you begin to accept your defeats 😢 

With your head up and your eyes open 👀 

With the grace of a woman, not the grief of a child, 🧒 

And you learn to build all your roads on today, 🛣 

Because tomorrow’s ground is too uncertain for plans, ☀️ 

And futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight.
After a while you learn ✈️ 

That even sunshine burns if you get too much. 🔥 

So you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, 🎄 

Instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. 🌸 

And you learn that you really can endure... 💗 

That you really are strong, 💪 

And you really do have worth. 💰 

And you learn and learn... 🏫 

With every goodbye you learn. 👋 

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anxiety,SubstituteGuard,2019/01/10,"It's probably not a good sign when your psychiatrist tells you to take MORE Xanax I saw my new psychiatrist today, the one I met while inpatient in the psych ward after having basically a breakdown at an appointment with my old psychiatrist. I liked her so I switched.

Me: Before I go, can I possibly get a refill on my Xanax, just in case? Sometimes I use it to fall asleep if I'm having really bad sleep anxiety.

Psych: Well, I'm hoping this other medication will help with the sleep anxiety, and I'm concerned about you using it every night, since your body adjusts to it over time, and there's a potential for addiction.

Me: I just used the last of the prescription I filled in May, for 60 of the .25mg tablets.

Psych: ...okay, I'm gonna go ahead and say you're okay to use it more often.


The funny part of that didn't hit me until much later.
My psychiatrist thinks I'm bipolar, my therapist thinks I'm OCD, and I feel like I'm one high functioning giant ball of nerves. Like I'm about to break at any moment.
BUT, for the first time in my life, I have a therapist who is pushing me in the right direction AND a psychiatrist who is actually listening to what I have to say, and acting around it instead of dismissing my concerns like most of them.",4.4803411764705885,5.353873900000004,5.768494117647059,79.89812941176471,70.0,9.72235294117647,27.90588235294117,9.916854025145753,2.5243835294117645,985,33,201,24,17,331,143,250,0.036000000000000004,0.888,0.076,0.8029999999999999,0,0,0,0,1,0,33.0,0,4,1,2,12,10,0,0,16,2,10,10,4,4,0,27,35,12,0,2,5,0,1,4,0,3,6,3,0,0,12,9,0,0,4,1,0,6,2,1,1,3,3,5,29,9,33,28,5,35,0,0,1,0,14,13,0,5,19,126,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.12293668985044885,0.13733498861088936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566959299630117,0.0,0.19274617464765287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121474339349834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518665400964848,0.0,0.0,0.10719829086786918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13993353892074126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614218709992028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06369843527906788,0.0899989531743301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715711391810592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06581848448015894,0.0,0.1431927906215716,0.1056646568286947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444062758147486,0.13310303572066864,0.0,0.1251249195688091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268916338057296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898222904925865,0.24618661926458565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690992664508324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260857711553462,0.0,0.0,0.12167066837037133,0.0,0.1182221405877939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13219307879278874,0.0,0.1707323706751709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642226861055282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202165276538192,0.0,0.0,0.13582596066550184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807049521735277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758481630527646,0.0,0.20036606898148807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421058687999217,0.0,0.2521386454427084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459580215742988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472003548882847,0.0,0.1101106242128458,0.0,0.0,0.2925411312370274,0.0,0.16144367039941532,0.0,0.0,0.14691796940246973,0.0,0.11941273858915255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43521935929624017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326965945008352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cryptidkelp,2019/01/10,"Trying to sleep after a panic attack I had a panic attack earlier this evening (about 6 hours ago) and with the help of my partner was able to distract myself and calm down. But now I'm trying to go to bed and I just have that feeling that I'll be up all night tossing and turning. I have to get up early tomorrow so just staying up isn't an option. Now that I can't distract myself my brain is all funky and being mean to me again. Anyone have tips on how to get to sleep after a panic attack?

Notes: I'm not on any medication, I share a bed with my partner, I have a weighted blanket that does help when I'm awake but I can't fall asleep if it's on me.",2.586197183098591,3.2333594507042283,4.4902535211267605,88.1614366197183,74.2112676056338,6.525070422535213,24.059154929577463,6.2581,0.5845921126760558,510,14,113,3,10,175,80,142,0.129,0.809,0.062,-0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,10,10,3,5,7,0,12,6,4,1,2,19,21,11,0,1,6,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,2,2,6,7,1,0,2,0,0,2,4,8,0,0,2,2,14,2,21,17,2,21,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,2,11,80,20,0,0.14681453966912358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13014223113424864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983892146008873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265613974472676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5010682011262111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16389358075419172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847839303017386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696961881055544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742338425400478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15340907486091068,0.0,0.0834380862363573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19681338244507504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445827480371576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599240738568071,0.0,0.14790020304370008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13777549998980307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5167656880260394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938411347477113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15648476499120553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993548705516927,0.15969206030365773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17878055724972475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,baby_no_money,2019/01/10,"Social anxiety I would love some tips on how to deal with this sorta thing. When I am out in public (at work is the worst, I'm a cashier at a grocery store) I have these awful anxiety attacks whenever I make even the smallest slip up in front of someone. For example, at work sometimes I will be handing back change and I will drop a coin when handing it, and my brain stops. I get all hot and start sweat to panic. The second the person walks away its over, and I get in my own head thinking how awkward and pathetic I am and its a hellish cycle. Things like this happen all the time and I hate it, but I have no clue how to deal with it. I know others deal with the same thing, so does anyone have any tips on how to manage this kind of thing? Thanks in advance",4.117594936708862,4.357417468354433,4.761873417721521,89.06382278481014,70.51898734177216,7.5858227848101265,26.559493670886077,7.1686216300943375,1.0634055696202531,592,17,131,5,10,190,96,158,0.161,0.787,0.052000000000000005,-0.8859999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,9,10,3,2,10,1,10,6,5,5,2,26,21,15,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,14,11,0,1,2,0,2,3,1,6,0,1,0,3,14,4,23,17,6,23,1,0,0,1,7,13,0,2,7,96,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329708978828456,0.0,0.2324059005368056,0.0,0.0,0.1062118894059646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17280797977663595,0.1427148857152883,0.11680158911942055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16957044085914916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606898735296061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4698061486704258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292856039112694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032840173472736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15872277813597968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13432451348833113,0.0,0.0,0.14996962915538928,0.15589304343185525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581802926421947,0.08348017123281361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421058168195717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370955225232202,0.0,0.10139431263175633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17822171585614074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263306803961356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15484274227355296,0.12870422869092346,0.0,0.15023281087906026,0.0,0.10751547787723163,0.0,0.0,0.12699505522720742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398489503683876,0.0,0.0,0.40366197622728417,0.09733127433976868,0.0,0.0,0.08857400943608199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22116976326793966,0.0,0.0,0.10790527737893567,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gootgootspa,2019/01/10,"Anxiety worsening at night My (20F) anxiety gets very bad at night, much worse than during day. My chest gets very tight and I cannot take deep breaths. This happens every night and i try and slow my breathing down but sometimes it just makes anxiety worse. Does anyone have any tips on how to control this? ",2.527339901477834,5.364242275862072,2.493152709359609,91.94568965517244,83.13793103448276,6.0729064039408875,23.802955665024644,7.447530270364453,1.207612807881774,244,9,47,4,7,73,44,58,0.242,0.758,0.0,-0.9071,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,3,0,9,7,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,6,7,1,10,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,5,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247139136352228,0.0,0.42088672779555786,0.0,0.0,0.1282330453796735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15312596715971036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056914784115911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827367822473694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16048894537349978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15451698895785174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19163113776936472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16217432464565898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241662930269505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481537245970476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.516307314486969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18138092602172065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378891379347282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451219296616554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30263779676638125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3737874227751934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lexilynn42,2019/01/10,"Talking through a panic attack I just need to talk through everything that’s overwhelming me. 

My piercings. I’m on the verge of ripping out every piece of metal I have in my body. I took out my earrings and my left ear started bleeding like crazy. This freaked me out as I’ve had it since I was a baby and it’s already been infected twice. My belly button piercing is probably infected. It hurts a lot and is pusing and red/swollen. I’ve cleaned it twice today but I still feel like I should clean it again. My nose piercing has literally caused me problems since the start. It hurts and it has a keloid that just won’t go away no matter how much aspirin I use. I’m freaking out I just wish they were healed and they all hurt!!

My skin is broken out so badly which is causing my face to hurt too. I’ve been off my birth control for a while and I couldn’t remember to call the doctor for an appointment. So I’m just gross. I’ve had to wash my hair more and my bed sheets because there’s just oil and dirt everywhere and my acne makes me feel awful. If I wear makeup it just makes everything worse so I have to deal with awful pigmentation and probably MORE acne scars than I already had. I’m so upset. 

I applied for leadership and they’re concerned I might not be a good fit because of my social media and my fashion choices. They feel like I’m seeking attention and aren’t true to my beliefs despite the countless hours I’ve put into the organization. On top of this I’m a nervous wreck about everything I post, wear, or even say to people especially men. I definitely can’t date anyone because it’ll look like I’m just seeking attention and I feel like my life is under a microscope. 

I have feelings for my ex which is just a disaster. I mean he literally still has a crush on the girl he ended our relationship for. He stopped seeing the value in me and it definitely showed in the way he treated me. Since I found out he’s been liking her pictures I’ve been stalking her social media’s again and trying to recreate some of her pictures. Which I guess is why leadership is concerned about me because honestly she’s kind of slutty. I thought I could be that and get him interested again because I genuinely loved him but even if he came back that’s just not who I am. 

I haven’t seen my therapist in almost two months because of Christmas break and I’m nervous about going back and if I even should go back. Something feels just not right when I’m there and I feel like I never talk about what I need to talk about and even if I do does it even make a difference?? 

I’m pretty sure I’m going to fail college again this semester. And if I do I’ll have to drop out. I’m not sure if I’ll be able to keep my scholarships or maintain the work needed in these courses. 

I got fired from my job and now I have to start a new job which is horrible and I’m just a wreck 

I’m a wreck and I can’t even put everything else into words. I really need to go to bed. ",2.397351984385168,4.197497802955669,3.868989063419775,87.78980946184592,76.71756978653531,6.895076989806984,25.447873098491183,7.771483598077405,1.337519850048022,2338,85,490,35,53,773,263,609,0.187,0.7070000000000001,0.106,-0.9948,4,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,1,0,3,4,41,32,1,5,24,2,43,17,8,8,5,108,94,44,0,16,25,1,10,7,0,5,8,2,4,2,25,37,0,3,14,1,1,9,12,16,0,3,15,17,73,16,58,69,7,62,1,6,3,1,31,25,0,13,31,311,98,7,0.06648805328975703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657818119029242,0.0,0.1467424402708554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04648999278443797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563975914412031,0.0624677147186033,0.15337562675166408,0.05551474728910587,0.24318300099382026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385323854623836,0.0,0.0,0.06789173621884828,0.07604462034398222,0.0,0.13660309141154245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457200535838662,0.05308530036973512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685462634611166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946586442701817,0.0,0.06805333988211383,0.05818414348895081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05554223696293729,0.0,0.0588886805149711,0.0,0.0,0.2634883928047175,0.0,0.05601905250284478,0.0,0.2390207004896348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23532850240042685,0.18999631422057453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729007186318509,0.0,0.0,0.034737263650698486,0.0,0.18893346451179127,0.05576702459512605,0.0531765700150776,0.0,0.07324408662807534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547733949198052,0.0,0.28470734474124504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131958267230319,0.059097636705451165,0.0,0.06923707604398331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223946444073936,0.0,0.0469624783238928,0.2273789307725629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05583321931927787,0.0,0.0,0.05652576527166565,0.06000806396091975,0.0,0.1331438755773235,0.0,0.0,0.07242498167327396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053331752049581,0.0,0.0,0.05307012980285497,0.0,0.04887636938143308,0.1972001961891626,0.05127968555552952,0.06421457618053139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800940488416584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04609444452447771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636771760561143,0.06764225308231203,0.14337073372357131,0.06362008759056421,0.0,0.13367771535949727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042593949461324235,0.0,0.0,0.07138328677387164,0.07531800330591447,0.056780434224901324,0.0,0.05287396861106808,0.0,0.0,0.05298237023465796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649988142496152,0.0,0.0,0.1355523945818406,0.0,0.051185751734841266,0.0,0.0,0.14118175899186672,0.0,0.10619489048663937,0.05558698968818663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253284067436123,0.0,0.0,0.21376231484644184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719775443566751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05278408752444562,0.0,0.0,0.06302290027467543,0.0,0.0738706736176678,0.045141023793303314,0.0,0.06494916697209233,0.0,0.0,0.05742433052495687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05277512193726905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05999512653886688,0.0,0.0764579799977344,0.0,0.0,0.048404094663835946,0.0,0.06775700653556704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ak-volar-words,2019/01/10,"Plz check it out Hey everyone my new post is up

"" Word of the day(poetic)""

Check it out and learn a new word also.

https://volarwords.blogspot.com/2019/01/word-of-day-poetic.html?m=1",10.5202,15.449919320000005,5.255500000000001,68.51525000000001,75.8,7.3000000000000025,18.25,8.07648339933343,1.3016,153,3,21,3,4,39,20,25,0.0,0.947,0.053,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,12,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851596937640081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4599337123662661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34073081248514503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6887811269343157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415084213950058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,birthcontrol13245768,2019/01/10,Health anxiety nightmare came true. I need help. So my biggest health anxiety nightmare isn’t dying. It’s chronic pain/insomnia or having my quality of life be ruined by something. I suddenly yesterday developed what I think is restless leg syndrome but in my arms and shoulders and it’s constant. It’s frustrating and distracting and I can’t focus on anything else. I was doing my best to have a good attitude about it today but then came time to go to bed. I can’t sleep because of the tension and crawling and uncomfortable feelings in my arm. I literally just ran to my dad mid panic attack and he calmed me down but I’m just so scared of the future. Will this get worse? Who will help me? Will I ever sleep again? Will I ever be comfortable again? Will this feeling ever go away.,2.1899853801169584,4.911141302631581,3.7730701754385976,83.05204678362574,83.34210526315789,6.798830409356724,26.86549707602339,7.984000788550335,2.171582163742689,626,28,112,13,18,207,95,152,0.213,0.637,0.149,-0.8856,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,10,13,2,5,3,0,15,10,6,0,4,23,26,14,1,1,6,1,2,0,0,5,4,0,1,0,8,9,0,0,3,0,0,5,3,8,0,0,4,2,17,5,14,15,1,24,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,1,12,79,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315495187191516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454000416353593,0.0,0.0,0.17217120759708107,0.1421890021944618,0.0,0.0,0.0922555179576322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15882209402356978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461855051901685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16354487944176002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706712633942668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12642523084098806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4106873442001165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304419980311965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906895393418037,0.0,0.17202012861260638,0.12693689241321868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217348905646256,0.0,0.0,0.20288015274571064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689598560686166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221676371145817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610365326306184,0.1775649948494117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515178377928931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30289878442196544,0.0,0.0,0.11650899986554288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697262280191553,0.0,0.0,0.08824762714104313,0.0,0.1434527154678908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15422848737744438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BatteredRose92,2019/01/10,"Im taking a placement test for my ged tomorrow I turn 27 in March. I left high school at 17 and in 11th grade because of my anxiety. This means so much to me. I don't expect a miracle or anything, but I hope to at least have it before the fall semester to start college. My anxiety is too bad for a fast food job. I'm hoping a desk job is more my style. I have had my car and driver's license for about 4 months now so it's time to start. 

I'm hoping I don't start throwing up everything I eat and feeling constant adrenaline again. But if i do I'll ask to be put back on meds. I'm so hoping this works out. I could really use something to devote my time to (and also something I can make a decent amount on money from) besides just my house and my son while he is out of school. (I'll be going to study at a center when he is in school.) 

I have zero social life. I am bad at making/keeping friends. I'm hoping this will be something good for me, my family, and my marriage.

Sorry, I know most of you probably don't care, but I'm very excited and dont have anyone to tell. Sorry if this isn't relevant. But the whole reason I'm without a diploma or job is because of the anxiety/ panic attack disorder so I'm hoping this is okay to go here. I don't really have many in my corner rooting for me. (Actually just one and I'm not even completely certain his reasons are pure.)",1.5277551020408138,3.0027305782312936,4.007284353741497,87.27819183673472,78.25170068027211,7.016925170068027,23.66476190476191,7.839951260653429,1.1737890068027204,1066,35,232,17,25,374,156,294,0.118,0.747,0.135,0.7973,3,0,3,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,0,1,15,17,1,1,10,1,27,3,0,5,2,41,55,23,0,10,12,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,7,10,2,0,5,0,1,6,8,4,0,2,1,1,30,13,35,49,6,38,0,0,0,0,10,17,0,11,15,148,37,11,0.0,0.0,0.08600769114889366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704820560418676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20227061765766494,0.0,0.0,0.06162650323739596,0.0,0.07252813913439309,0.0,0.08239494534129174,0.10026703775551757,0.0,0.06777088281038278,0.14717919055820994,0.1074533614686636,0.0,0.07499695578162095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986018004635171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240856342248364,0.09524333848017064,0.0,0.07036915342754592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101110291016087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032943379733933,0.0,0.0,0.09018478401685164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058212772683815216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792106488423668,0.0,0.08308645706168857,0.0,0.0445640382445181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106573990797346,0.0,0.0680933928487091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017905415795904,0.07392401065077996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312016454298272,0.0,0.5252315862935204,0.0,0.10169671916011117,0.0,0.0,0.09520163774185607,0.0,0.26238313115180434,0.07833902484428974,0.0,0.0,0.048437054189607975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575965326273808,0.0,0.0622528236535304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058831237920747924,0.08935572653952252,0.0,0.0960055723874064,0.0978988503066716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034904353006137,0.0,0.06478985165438245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597230046783097,0.0,0.0,0.10340820797568763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950251490350959,0.0,0.0,0.08860068226475792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292392221021988,0.18123627640447326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675939819861304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984320692700623,0.0,0.20355341264227791,0.0,0.19732131282497192,0.18714862288569648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06626704824935276,0.0,0.07703445221301246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278522507773616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586629008028057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612091289001333,0.0,0.07272115041392484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840031769722403,0.0,0.0849596318136735,0.0,0.06416381070084022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lmass3,2019/01/10,"Seeking advice; can never seek professional help for fear of being brushed off??? (On my mobile so sorry for any autocorrect typos, also brand new to reddit so sorry if this isn’t the right place for this!) 
So for the past few years, I’ve been struggling with the idea that I could have anxiety. I’m generally an anxious person but I’ve found that it’s been escalating the last few years due to a lot of life changes that seem to be happening faster than I can process. It’s getting to the point where it’s affecting my life and I believe I experienced my first panic attack a few months ago. I don’t want to call it anxiety because my family will brush it off as it’s nothing (they’ve done this with other issues, ex: I am very obviously lactose intolerant, dairy has destroyed my body for years now and yet they think I’m making it up). I don’t mean for it to sound as if they’re not supportive because my family is awesome and supports me and trusts me to make my own judgements about life in general. But all of this has led to me wanting to talk to someone professionally about it but feeling like my problems aren’t big enough to warrant professional help. So I guess the point of writing this is to just ask for support? I’m not even sure what I’m expecting out of this. Anything is appreciated!",3.3145489645489623,5.22809687644788,4.7195103545103585,82.19456212706216,74.44401544401545,7.643453843453845,27.602843102843103,8.438071523408619,1.9904656370656368,1037,41,204,19,22,345,148,259,0.141,0.76,0.099,-0.7526,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,1,12,12,2,3,9,0,20,4,1,4,4,39,40,16,0,7,8,1,1,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,20,7,0,0,6,0,0,1,7,6,0,1,4,5,20,6,37,32,7,27,0,0,0,0,9,12,0,5,15,136,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850282826039227,0.0984264733033081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879523151477033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550810257421847,0.0,0.16988405590664565,0.12543876750491184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137294323463467,0.0,0.10380341689920124,0.12631917016598834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537269830753176,0.0,0.0,0.12509924219601812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333566252447263,0.0,0.0,0.11337989276185748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746107734477332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865299369793705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362810046043767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472958867948277,0.0,0.07333805109921285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20934920474374888,0.12494606369853152,0.0561430002950608,0.0793239462238721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444693346021732,0.0,0.1217449445407896,0.0,0.0,0.0580115850161915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223183726007863,0.0,0.0981885275131848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14884981580637768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253458215251302,0.0,0.11589245197799836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905089380094961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352834550745718,0.05424644803855027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439860521646416,0.0,0.0,0.14823442120843458,0.0,0.0,0.12095045896197874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862765869633298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563759852018027,0.10723899794855307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654177560528026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027650274949892,0.0,0.0,0.10599616626995406,0.0,0.0969521147865317,0.11600870294370948,0.0,0.2099293056380804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062461959326884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482390496891943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108275650315793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940802119560982,0.0,0.0,0.24859081359209925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160786512805126,0.0,0.0,0.3780060846885333,0.10464985952635188,0.0,0.0,0.08924631215679323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114721103556366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161610414981576,0.13098349834700035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21451010502543105
anxiety,enjoythsilence,2019/01/10,"Tips to avoid spiraling? (Nervous over a simple mistake at the doctors’...) So, yesterday at the doctor she ran some regular blood tests because I had complained of something completely unrelated to what I’m worried that I have now. The appointment was a regular checkup, so she hadn’t known about it beforehand. So, the blood tests were simply done at the end of our regular appointment.

This was in the afternoon, and somehow, she forgot to ask me if I had eaten at all (I just had before the appointment). So you can picture my anxiety spiking when the nurse called and asked if I had eaten and mumbled something about diabetes.

I told her I had eaten, and she relaxed, because my blood sugar level was 130 (this was about one hour after I ate). She just asked me to
come in again for the tests after fasting. 

Seems okay, right? But all day I’ve been anxiously obsessing over my blood sugar, despite Google telling me over and over that 130 is pretty normal an hour after eating. But I’m so scared it will still be high after I fast. I’ve literally been thinking about it the past 10 hours.

How do I not spiral as soon as I hear something mildly concerning?  This always seems to happen with medical issues especially. Any tips or words of comfort? I guess the reason I’m so worried besides, well, anxiety, is I do have a family history of diabetes and am a little overweight. Otherwise, I have no reason to freak out like this.

Any help at all is appreciated.  TIA! :)",4.297391304347826,6.3607913478260905,5.421884057971016,77.56369565217392,72.1159420289855,8.568115942028985,29.7536231884058,9.20300075937882,2.875457971014493,1156,49,201,26,23,382,151,276,0.109,0.7929999999999999,0.098,0.5424,0,1,3,0,0,0,43.0,1,1,0,0,20,12,0,4,16,1,26,18,4,3,3,35,46,21,0,4,8,0,0,1,0,1,7,1,0,0,10,9,8,2,6,1,0,2,3,7,1,1,21,3,28,5,34,23,4,37,0,0,0,0,17,16,0,8,20,148,38,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942805113527753,0.0,0.0,0.162519170037281,0.0,0.1828241925519002,0.1349934887144046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351304943382097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145684091008792,0.0,0.10168005153248093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201608464774563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293295228947001,0.12528651853817402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706333424257128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446130425314573,0.0,0.1222831984262336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227154276742486,0.0,0.0,0.10583565285982396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126477087987899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13163541207945945,0.0,0.10566758701783396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467770556977854,0.0,0.08009388297526371,0.12625129954626724,0.0,0.0,0.35303067985517217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472002650666975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058378421733152185,0.1197637426086804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203769927373278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170781257275602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097179585592347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406993674880375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156770967309972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457181592546437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204667982548823,0.0,0.0,0.11963370299764865,0.0,0.0,0.21756454118055066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759754882231012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542755472483096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444246688630393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656652262319652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418102993231025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743888467538204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427026226669799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Samantha_505,2019/01/10,"Is there someone who speaks Spanish?? I need someone to talk I feel very desperate and there are so many things I wish I could tell someone but I can’t, this is leading me to start having panic attacks, so if there is someone who would like to listen to me I would be very grateful 
I don’t feel like I express well what I feel in other language than Spanish, sorry :(
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anxiety,failednirvana,2019/01/10,DAE have a random bout of extreme anxiety to the point of wanting to scream and cry for no reason? There’s honestly no triggers for these attacks. I just have this INTENSE feeling of wanting to scream or sob so loud and my chest gets tight and it’s hard to breathe. I don’t know what’s wrong with me and it often triggers more depression. ,4.1407352941176505,5.4565963088235305,4.464000000000002,87.28100000000002,71.20588235294117,7.2047058823529415,31.24705882352941,7.554174236665415,1.9446552941176483,271,12,54,3,5,85,50,68,0.342,0.575,0.083,-0.9596,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,0,2,0,3,2,2,3,0,17,8,6,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,6,4,1,10,8,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24192849733639274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3597772240595791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473830654460571,0.0,0.0,0.27238353699485146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15990425499147007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652262834928064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832956724550169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17380137369223914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.298956139167068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32515513514364225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37306197761568816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457670322504064,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Verita22,2019/01/10,"Anxiety workbooks? Hey! Has anyone tried an anxiety workbook? There are a few on Amazon that have good reviews. I can’t afford a therapist right now and I lost my health insurance after moving to a new state, but I need something that might help me. ",2.3287943262411366,5.192532553191494,3.5330851063829805,83.6841666666667,85.17021276595744,6.5375886524822695,24.854609929078013,7.793537801064563,1.9236695035461,198,8,34,4,6,64,41,47,0.095,0.742,0.16399999999999998,0.6312,1,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,0,5,1,0,0,0,4,7,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,3,5,1,7,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,24,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4215532039803203,0.0,0.0,0.19265415454801274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310980994307359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928712067725792,0.0,0.0,0.18467924029180305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30076912815307605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29228949802991305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928404869273813,0.0,0.20429900500136552,0.0,0.2661046849605096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352976607501028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212113341705685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31990687077041285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18706403794585386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lilkko,2019/01/10,"Constantly second guessing myself when it comes to fitness Should I walk more? Maybe I should do dumbbells. Are dumbbells better for beginners or are machines? What is the right way to lose weight? How will I know? Should I hire a personal trainer? Should I do body weights? What days should I work out? Should I do two full body days? Should I split up into groups? How hard should I work out? How many reps?



.... This has been my brain for the past 5 months, 24/7. Help. Please.",0.5803921568627466,2.7832083333333344,0.3724836601307207,101.82147058823531,104.55555555555556,3.450980392156864,16.405228758169933,5.5289334501034215,-0.7013790849673199,370,10,77,3,17,106,61,90,0.073,0.805,0.123,0.755,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,3,0,17,5,3,3,0,18,20,5,0,8,1,0,3,0,0,9,0,0,0,1,4,4,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,1,3,11,1,8,10,2,17,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,2,7,52,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021114668455466,0.0,0.4024303414952906,0.0,0.202221659780929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15604341157452492,0.0,0.1957571979122343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23365162108051002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995555196661604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16227349436831487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142003573902604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955449015738574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026588599359761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18365616875589244,0.18198803819944634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14459102187097064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729267614739787,0.0,0.15817190204209106,0.0,0.19884667909464535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469984786836255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17695578392306707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14378726486296067,0.0,0.44118019579816986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26375656272869064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mootgod,2019/01/10,"How to deal with the anxiety caused by embarrassment and shame from a blackout ? I got blackout drunk at a party and said awful things to people, things I don’t mean AT ALL and just flat out LIES in order to hurt some people and it was just an awfully messy night and I have no recollection whatsoever of it. My anxiety has left me literally bed ridden for the past three days and I can’t face my family of my friends and I don’t know what to do. Mind you, the day after the party people were just laughing about the absurdities I spewed throughout the night, the person I hurt the most says she’s forgiven me and the family members were talking about it behind my back (I overheard some stuff) but nothing that awful. I just can’t seem to forgive myself for the way I acted because it makes absolutely no sense to me at all, I said stuff that goes against everything I believe in and it’s been eating me up and I’ve been in bed ever since, I haven’t even been able to work this week (I’m a freelancer). IDK what to do. ",3.809420289855069,4.94968250241546,5.012289855072467,83.70626086956524,71.80193236714976,8.03207729468599,25.87729468599034,8.447377352677275,1.5916836714975853,806,25,166,13,15,267,115,207,0.142,0.802,0.056,-0.9264,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,10,7,0,2,14,3,15,3,1,3,3,32,23,12,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,14,12,2,0,5,1,0,2,7,4,0,1,9,3,24,3,28,14,5,22,0,2,0,0,10,9,0,4,9,122,38,1,0.1391600770646941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129141561132202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700550942382857,0.0,0.08483069134150029,0.0,0.0,0.15678575273247053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429557325528907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17949347456158152,0.14346792895522106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14239550018850716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191391845128592,0.1258782567697834,0.0,0.0,0.12506810417217848,0.0,0.26237547145379514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751473033868607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129902614360848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297947481349855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647873900433429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511978309076803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289043203639114,0.0,0.0,0.1515861200979779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140512007756653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611846107261266,0.0,0.13352784711160726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328440398491864,0.2894282266466412,0.1215092116384946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647462012510394,0.11066567875835216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668610767272173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511465378847215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31860998896467363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185159865456996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849035433801647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045879180554104,0.11162581981484757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131019349161598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LoveSteak1978,2019/01/10,"Sore throat from anxiety? So I have on and off anxiety. Usually its heart related. I had a cold about two months ago and usually it takes me forever to fully recover. Well, my throat would hurt for some time, going outside in the cold would seem to make it worse. Anyway, the last week or so its been sore, the last few days i have the feeling of something stuck in my throat, hard to swallow feeling. First time. 

Well i have an ENT appointment Friday. Went to my regular doctor for an std panel (do it every 6 months). She checked my neck and lymph nodes and said everything is fine. 

Freaking out that its either esophageal cancer. Maybe oral gonnorhea as when i perform oral sex on the woman i am seeing my throat gets scratchy the next day. She just had her panel and it was negative.

Whats going on? Can anxiety cause a sore throat? ",2.4670953598830856,4.996206217391308,3.1283741322616017,89.50185604676653,79.99378881987576,6.769601753744976,23.756302521008404,7.928766900206844,1.3835134088417975,655,23,129,12,17,205,105,161,0.195,0.7509999999999999,0.054000000000000006,-0.9748,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,8,5,0,0,10,0,13,16,7,2,0,17,25,10,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,2,7,1,0,1,9,6,1,0,3,0,1,3,1,2,2,2,7,7,15,3,17,16,3,25,0,1,1,2,5,7,0,3,15,83,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321376592516154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448903648344627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437850839479866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938357726169853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381750140095699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661701397408276,0.0,0.13506158182724642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15197172566765402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782772016576802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851486950548707,0.0,0.1708146785599169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134620971216382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780820066260835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087738116329073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449958040247437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031277575119883,0.0,0.15097602074536445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399034280886217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15982402094556866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295027881167044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975335555775495,0.13680887074340806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156925501793378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299152942669692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17525844429194307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680129732099328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310234162944073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054520132648057,0.0,0.2702387513445461,0.1393106611940728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531477142159846,0.2135085807306703,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,daylightbreaker,2019/01/10,"My anxiety won't even allow me to get help for my anxiety I even had the number for the suicide prevention hotline up on my phone today because I was spiraling out of control, but I couldn't even press ""call"" because all I could think to myself was ""wow I'm being so melodramatic. Nobody wants to hear me whine. Stop burdening people."" 

I need help for my anxiety. I can't bring myself to get help BECAUSE of my anxiety. It's a vicious cycle. ",2.6959090909090904,4.761581318181824,4.925000000000002,79.34500000000003,76.72727272727272,8.036363636363637,28.04545454545455,8.841846274778883,2.555904545454546,348,15,64,8,8,121,55,88,0.234,0.613,0.154,-0.6102,0,0,0,0,0,1,11.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,0,3,0,8,0,0,2,1,12,16,2,1,4,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,2,15,1,12,9,1,6,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,45,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.553526170489434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308094344835082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18471050009972892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202885257769608,0.14442718547704333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3584314934040644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18901674042724906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20387792658561973,0.0,0.36374338404646056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412879418950735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254074262070761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15123343776695078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978659986649598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159080028297658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17146404077730512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669452446609498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,trashley42069,2019/01/10,"Does anxiety cause anyone to self destruct?? assault TW I’m not sure I’m describing this sensation correctly, but bear with me!! 
imagine things are going good for you. Maybe you have a decent job, and partner who loves you. And then you start to feel almost, too good. Suspicious. And it’s like, “fuck, Something is gonna happen, anything. Something is going to ruin it. I’m going to ruin this this. I don’t want to, but I will somehow” 


Well that happens to me. I’ve gone through some traumatic shit in my life. But I’ve managed to pull though. NOT WITHOUT LEARNING THE HARD WAY. 6 months ago, i got a really good job. And I had a partner, who although we had small differences, were good for each other. I was happy, and then so anxious once I fell in love. So anxious I would lose my partner. Separation anxiety to the max. I remember saying to him “ this is too good and I am too happy, something is going to happen.”


Well. recently, the worst happened. We got in a fight, and I got too drunk. I was alone at a bar and was assaulted. My partner and I made up a week later, but I didn’t tell him about what happened. Anxiety of losing him. Anxiety of being honest with myself about what happened, all of this was too awful to accept. Bad turns to worse when I find out I’m pregnant. I tell partner, partner breaks up with me. I think he thinks I cheated? Haven’t had any closure on what he thinks happened... anyways, I have the abortion. Anxiety about morals come into play. Anxiety about being unable to perform job duties. Ends up mentally NOT being able to perform duties because ta da! I know I self destructed like a pro and I DONT KNOW WHY. I knew I was going to fuck up, then I did. Why wasn’t I fucking honest with myself, why wasn’t I honest with my partner about what happened?! I was anxious about losing this amazing thing, that I ended up being the reason it all ended. I omitted a big truth and in turn, ruined it. 


I don’t have a “fire escape route” (as my therapist call it) for when I start to feel the world tumbling down. This detail about “feeling like I’m going to mess everything up” in the end, keeps coming true.  Now I’m stressed that I’m going to fuck up my job somehow, inadvertently.   Which is making me overthink simple job duties, and affecting my performance. 

So I ask, do you self destruct by accident because of your anxiety? Am I making sense? I wanna be “chill” but I’m overthinking everything all the time! ",1.6884276729559744,4.196522360587007,3.4399056603773595,86.1333176100629,83.25576519916143,5.881341719077567,24.34696016771489,7.2427474758485975,1.3093966457023063,1894,74,356,28,54,630,214,477,0.241,0.596,0.163,-0.9925,5,1,3,0,1,0,79.0,2,6,0,6,24,45,12,1,17,1,37,10,1,6,7,71,92,28,0,3,9,0,5,3,7,3,1,1,0,10,25,24,2,4,15,3,0,12,11,22,2,0,20,6,58,23,59,64,6,52,1,6,0,6,33,20,5,4,21,243,83,10,0.0586991054036236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052033215238957736,0.0,0.05877867499352089,0.060794570474206035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03991740455255708,0.0,0.3143325847707869,0.1989398432100468,0.0,0.041043779320394616,0.0,0.04830436225926443,0.0,0.0548757397556158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049011301148755015,0.07156485965730061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0599383495705255,0.0,0.0,0.060300150662271436,0.0,0.1011281634624467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06132807167905981,0.0,0.0,0.051367982705001904,0.0,0.0687949143649215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079599382802887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550994199322188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904009420854404,0.04193465262898454,0.0,0.0,0.0536499189149548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170655083234676,0.0,0.0,0.2335203802560591,0.24617012326183396,0.14084111056981816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4152594004132141,0.12497257841517426,0.05258286876233766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912490234627357,0.052174461943718164,0.0,0.0,0.064518986431211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04146091408536179,0.08603225368161052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19700785289096126,0.0,0.0,0.105956468785711,0.05554251281790112,0.07836421732588444,0.0,0.05897114107395032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05915489206991877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046853065911040666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251263152330175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03760414999805787,0.060352456677124675,0.05795828507323773,0.0,0.0664946437155718,0.0,0.0,0.046679884626538035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18370790620555166,0.0,0.06025378816800906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13556831735559471,0.0,0.0,0.0830950578546445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723962691627562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055323212167537286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261121078113504,0.0,0.0,0.06815418560676073,0.07799415472679004,0.11283604972994422,0.05767157302742356,0.0,0.034227920406554264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769554161341165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0346222532084367,0.04659261765093807,0.04708488167933048,0.0,0.10555509047403948,0.0,0.15890043769492734,0.0,0.0,0.05658384292663202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05981940321116293,0.04169816031912424,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tanxious,2019/01/11,"Does anyone else's teeth chatter when they're super anxious? It's a new symptom I've developed over the past year, when I get really anxious my teeth start chattering like I'm suddenly in the middle of antarctica. Sometimes it comes in a severe, sudden burst of uncontrollable chattering for a few minutes and other times it's more of a slow burn, a constant tremble that goes on for hours.  


I've had a habit of grinding my teeth in my sleep during stress in the past, and they have a lot of pressure fractures, so clenching my jaw to sop the chattering helps keep things together in public/at work but overall isn't doing much good.  


Anyone else have this problem? Any solutions out there, or ideas of why anxiety manifests itself this way?",4.9847792207792185,6.905846828571428,5.387922077922081,79.1025324675325,70.0,8.519480519480519,30.584415584415584,9.095868883498916,2.821857142857143,596,25,103,12,11,190,97,140,0.155,0.787,0.058,-0.8869,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,2,4,8,0,4,11,0,5,6,5,0,0,10,10,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,0,6,3,17,9,4,24,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,2,14,60,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894826822961234,0.0,0.12256018268144953,0.3619833109985566,0.0,0.22404506148027695,0.32830807832371234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13800669660233378,0.0,0.17313005366518935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020081768568116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676697316950086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370309290392611,0.0,0.0,0.13437651530642392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738536068007848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15777454107237815,0.0,0.0,0.18085754666604198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240197573706664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827049508492928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362047808248884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117772756319522,0.0,0.0,0.15473177996612816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058770743904915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15329929713798388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263460428998608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809916554992783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16032566406571672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584517493192418,0.0,0.1133974359453066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18351997057544625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665194941774341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064363801299786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341971741888247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12716721095106856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456457195253491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663476068000615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316996306147687
anxiety,MaNotfound,2019/01/11,"Is anyone else afraid to tell someone about their interests? I don't know if this is an anxiety or introvert thing, but I think one of the reasons I don't want to socialize with people is because I'm afraid people will start judging me for liking something and then I just look down at the ground when they're telling me it's dumb or something like that. Like I don't know how to break the ice with someone because I assume they're not gonna like my interests so I respond with the typical I don't know, I'm not sure, or wait until they walk away.",3.7913157894736855,4.713902122807016,4.562236842105263,87.73440789473686,71.63157894736842,7.805263157894737,28.285087719298247,8.07648339933343,1.6787403508771923,438,16,93,6,8,141,72,114,0.085,0.762,0.153,0.8282,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,5,10,1,2,5,0,8,0,0,2,1,22,19,11,0,2,8,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,6,0,0,1,6,3,0,1,0,1,13,7,13,17,0,10,0,0,1,0,6,4,1,5,8,57,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509397820323125,0.0,0.0,0.13261888386480514,0.19433524052447207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17819745943990214,0.0,0.0,0.2312372780685094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15844161360775566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127064360400173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706449275561584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592716794565754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12852259669803467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629810597540326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950082466953076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933406115806379,0.32140678888464186,0.2920283208616862,0.0,0.0,0.13424657779855748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17875796944042388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33155290451160985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12600566905769975,0.12153032057213728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186992653734493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xoxlindsaay,2019/01/11,"Date/Meet Up Tomorrow Hi everyone, 

I did a thing that I was kind of putting off for a while. I re-downloaded dating apps, and then I would always delete it instead of messaging someone. Today, I messaged someone and held a conversation for multiple hours, and arranged a meet up/date with this guy. Now I am nervous/anxious because we are going ice skating and I feel like I will look like an idiot because I don't skate frequently. But I did the thing, and am kind of excited and proud of myself for doing it and (hopefully) following through with it tomorrow. ",4.8017990654205605,6.38569697196262,5.837464953271028,77.03320677570095,69.93457943925233,9.46214953271028,34.87032710280374,9.827888789773867,3.7241971962616818,444,23,79,11,8,147,70,107,0.034,0.86,0.106,0.7102,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,1,2,8,1,0,6,0,10,0,0,0,0,15,16,10,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,10,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,4,2,12,7,12,10,0,14,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,1,11,59,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852918728791556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27149358519548417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127851913203412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259629618307708,0.15908630633370946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655709511129887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22049329609067864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22117658686481148,0.2193000033936344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4637846048485375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21758541930883796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869994303555172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238600686851481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37736078779913135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958842201670888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21107947194167456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15818913214259672,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,me_florentine,2019/01/11,"How to date/have a relationship with social anxiety? I have been diagnosed with near crippling social anxiety a couple of times now, yet I still want to be with someone. I’ve tried exposure therapy but that hasn’t worked and I can’t go on meds because of some personal complications. Nothing I seem to do makes it any easier/better. Any advice?",5.141846153846156,6.980462569230774,6.544615384615388,71.29538461538462,69.46153846153847,10.73846153846154,31.461538461538463,10.793553405168565,4.007830769230768,277,12,47,9,5,94,50,65,0.055,0.924,0.021,-0.2287,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,2,0,10,10,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,10,8,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,4,31,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086343745806372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903811081962984,0.0,0.3266611048169638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13015051634831487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362389493564285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21670283105257845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133967190730012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251608117497327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371556504732612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048635697013662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18642411591534547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292242038536729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194366709347996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43528241879518703,0.18090188520034595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17050517232584145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24416129330292136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449633900700625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495571313405967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259306356163713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543400372868296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Burner-1292736,2019/01/11,"Advice Lately I’ve been getting waves of a strange feeling that I’m trapped in this dream and need to wake up. Short term memory is affected, tunnel vision, and racing heart occurs. Not sure why this is happening but I know it’s basically a panic attack. Has anyone else experienced something like this? (It’s difficult to accurately describe what is happening)",3.4123418803418817,6.6070548153846165,4.8358974358974365,73.2552136752137,85.46153846153845,7.811965811965813,27.222222222222214,8.515128840125781,3.0945555555555564,293,13,44,8,9,97,53,65,0.251,0.6459999999999999,0.103,-0.8941,0,1,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,2,0,5,2,2,1,1,9,12,3,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,1,2,5,11,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475578106900797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17713899648997697,0.2595735123531601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882072081976774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116304075167897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809470924815786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323580335325895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4480498305115573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002053541325536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139227292176968,0.0,0.28577497007047736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237675748129676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18784604367731755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972361764398261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19503106268345047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387669568501476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285970780563661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,disgabby,2019/01/11,crying on my kitchen floor Do you create a purpose in life or does life create a purpose for you?  Is happiness a feeling or a choice to be content?,1.7819999999999998,3.975891866666668,3.6500000000000017,86.70500000000001,80.33333333333334,5.333333333333334,30.0,6.42735559955562,1.6380000000000008,116,6,22,1,3,39,22,30,0.092,0.622,0.28600000000000003,0.6767,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,3,3,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,4,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,0,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4745976733808087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3780986585143893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21846254158992032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.459935953891962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6103535771097812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,a_beautiful_soul_,2019/01/11,"I just am so anxious and depressed after being dumped. I want help. I don't want to live like this. I am 20(F). I have been suffering from depression and anxiety issues since the last 4 years. I got into my first relationship a year ago. I was in love with him. My depression and anxiety had greatly reduced when I was with him. For the first time in few years, I was able to experience happiness and excitement. I finally was able to see a future for myself. I saw a future with him. We had so many plans for our future. But he left me 3 months ago. Unfortunately we are classmates and all our friends are mutual. We are going to be classmates for the next 2 years. Spending at least 6 hours per day in the same class. He doesn't talk to me anymore other than when absolutely necessary. Seeing him in class everyday makes me so anxious and depressed. I go to the washroom and cry after every lecture. It has been 3 months already. I don't want to live like this. I have the support of my parents and I'm also in therapy but nothing seems to be working at the moment. I cannot concentrate in lectures at all and my grades are falling a lot. At home too, I keep crying all the time and mostly stay confined to my bed. My parents are so tensed because of this. I understand that I need to move on but I don't know why I'm still like this. I have forgotten what it is like to be happy since the last three months. I don't see a future for myself anymore. Nothing I do keeps me engaged even for 10 minutes anymore. I constantly keep having thoughts of self harm and dying but I can't die because of my parents and my family cause they love me a lot and I'm their only hope. I really don't know what to do. I had thought that time would heal me but it's not. Please help😭",1.2053074089814435,3.4752457596685105,3.1222651933701684,89.20985054540306,83.11602209944752,6.143759739339851,23.370449072106535,7.419758726546812,1.078644057231903,1383,51,288,22,39,463,173,362,0.115,0.752,0.133,0.8563,3,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,5,0,2,4,11,21,1,0,15,0,37,3,0,2,3,52,65,25,2,6,7,3,0,4,1,1,1,0,2,1,12,20,0,4,6,0,1,4,9,7,0,3,13,4,53,14,41,47,9,50,0,5,4,2,23,13,0,5,36,200,65,6,0.15876440422918972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14073506505317804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760023399695838,0.06348191835104182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145433467804613,0.1793585862879932,0.2361774415909847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678130722019072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154738840564096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578395944192185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17439524304367388,0.051194953238184585,0.0,0.2734870974456813,0.0,0.16477238592307952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05243119582531116,0.0,0.06688292900784938,0.0,0.0,0.07765102591840703,0.07483447531857353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695932224515365,0.0,0.1350449211325153,0.0,0.0,0.06133049243766961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022946965057976,0.0,0.06348919873321232,0.08751915807513266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16900766051407318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641643354481573,0.0,0.07962682115007652,0.07884443821338791,0.07817547875595708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285439486404786,0.0,0.21167564589395585,0.0,0.0,0.0872527645164934,0.1294141794495483,0.0,0.0,0.08624899486669596,0.0,0.0,0.15512853681312636,0.0,0.14019187763309812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349758190068346,0.14329107339303407,0.0,0.05298823632439362,0.08048109341490324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19008634913245545,0.08437071802737517,0.0,0.058860897019741384,0.0,0.0,0.08442387252031969,0.0,0.0,0.15233872775756827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06037374180717552,0.0,0.0,0.26443362359401146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713781989392604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050854271372065864,0.0,0.0,0.08522677711125798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18977201231093302,0.07226657541812155,0.08281294942050851,0.0,0.0,0.13133155580447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461086531608175,0.06339472915088623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008198223798708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06380440711533847,0.0,0.0,0.09078046634555316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604120280193332,0.13886520128333807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263967196501308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404650385873754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163009029672897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057791188576889224,0.0,0.0,0.05639083879556299,0.0,0.0,0.2044781420562757
anxiety,Awkward_rambler,2019/01/11,"My sister signed me up for a gym membership and now I'm freaking out. So for the longest time, I've wanted to join the.gym. Today my sister told me she signed me up for a membership and now I am having anxiety. 
It isn't the gym that I mind. I'm studying for this exam, that is 8 months away. And basically, I feel like I'll waste time if I go to the gym (I'll waste time at home aswell, but I can control my surroundings at home) 
It is half and hour away from where I live. Sometimes there is traffic and it cab take even longer. I feel like I can't do anything because of my anxiety over my studies. My fear of failure is crippling to the point where I don't leave my house for months at a time.

Can please someone tell me it is okay. And that my brain is tricking me and that I should work out even if it means upto 2hrs can be wasted in the process 😩",1.7340983606557356,3.0764201147541,3.224830601092897,93.67167213114756,77.36065573770493,6.191475409836067,23.67540983606557,6.742157984588678,0.5179547540983607,663,21,155,6,15,218,96,183,0.122,0.799,0.079,-0.8714,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,8,6,1,1,8,1,17,1,1,1,0,21,26,11,0,4,3,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,10,9,0,1,3,3,0,1,3,3,0,1,1,2,24,3,22,23,0,26,0,0,0,0,5,15,0,2,12,100,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23328744149561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547475415141454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286512437721738,0.0,0.0,0.09294795284931084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17021364005794135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710147965014877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014179166361709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715778880461594,0.15419289146144824,0.21785776617049285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665562319404971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058917152651881,0.0,0.15015814359376825,0.17593682930394375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614500655640323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14898414104372576,0.0,0.13463909928857726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16609106115564554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15395729146130524,0.0,0.2434097730086613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16737285758013995,0.14413910224208956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919241788448654,0.0,0.1508026603357234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464297425334792,0.0,0.13327074247287615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3556399213036194,0.0,0.14452941708634173,0.14569734983339586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993429384658584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110043421655644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OVOXOKing,2019/01/11,"One of the worst panic attacks of my life happened around an hour ago. We went grocery shopping and on the way home, I started getting dizzy. I don't know what caused it and I didn't think much of it until we got home and I sat down for a little bit. Then something just snapped and I got that ""impending doom"" feeling from Googling my symptoms(Thought it was a heart attack) so now I'm breaking down in front of my girlfriend telling her to take me to the hospital, looking like an idiot. I was only in my mid 20's, how could I be having a heart attack?

In my head, it was probably from lack of exercise and all the fast food I eat so that sunk the feeling deeper. I was getting terrible derealization and my heart was going nuts. I was begging her not to let me die. I couldn't control myself. I still am in shock of my emotions at the time.

Finally after sitting in the parking lot of the hospital for 20~ minutes, I began to come down and now, here we are. I'm almost back to baseline but I'm a little shaken up.

I haven't had a panic attack like that in YEARS and I thought my time was up lmao",2.0683039647577104,3.842572251101327,3.651477973568284,89.098890969163,77.59030837004406,6.1259030837004405,25.887444933920705,6.961326702584282,1.0824556828193832,859,33,180,9,20,285,128,227,0.14800000000000002,0.795,0.057,-0.9383,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,3,0,0,1,10,13,5,2,15,0,18,8,4,3,1,30,39,14,1,3,3,0,2,2,1,0,2,0,2,0,8,13,2,1,5,2,1,4,5,11,0,1,15,3,31,2,32,20,6,40,1,1,1,0,7,17,0,2,18,130,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961303489744159,0.0,0.1085924541359193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653944304729033,0.0,0.4934894242444409,0.0,0.08338785778278585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839434522728018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140335072036804,0.0,0.0934161535102314,0.0,0.0,0.12163079445740205,0.08658486823506813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254925667705926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110966769679092,0.0,0.12198653587296172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966655676473444,0.0,0.0,0.11879669065909935,0.0,0.0,0.13113266965723358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331654431995285,0.0,0.06163204885725691,0.0,0.17346746748647407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589795405998004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129631910855366,0.0,0.0,0.3855251442853215,0.0,0.0,0.21755925865349654,0.0,0.1067969244368852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595987837059918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089282092125533,0.07659822906426914,0.1059619390100222,0.21738166283290106,0.0,0.0,0.09106686604820384,0.0,0.0,0.092196444285806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971988428481444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07348544410155684,0.0824776521277347,0.0,0.2544747414424504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692253789429205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348660624704411,0.0,0.0,0.0767582482932517,0.0,0.08660467715150501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815374828532623,0.0,0.09478610398932788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948746608373378,0.0,0.17218714903676194,0.12647082899797754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607895118237407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053001942731914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698353148381413
anxiety,ronfaures,2019/01/11,"I feel like I can't do normal people things? Husband is in the military and left to train for a short period of time, recently moved to a new state away from all my family and struggling with it all. He left me to take care of the housing situation and getting our car here. Well, I tried. I found a company and placed a deposit and then realized they weren't the company I wanted to use and felt like a huge failure for the time I spent getting it together. Husband's service is spotty so I can't tell him. In my panic, I called another company that I REALLY like and chose to go with that instead and dropped another deposit (I'm a stupid idiot I'm aware.) 

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Why? Because my anxiety gets the better of me and I don't wanna be a failure. I don't wanna get scammed, but I have no idea what I'm doing. The first deposit was only $100 and I can probably get it back since it's only been a day but I feel like such an idiot. He probably can't rely on me because of how impulsive and scared I get. I'm too embarrassed to tell him or anybody else. He'll find out eventually but I'm so nervous that everything will be our fault and we'll be screwed. He was relying on me, and I'm having a panic attack.

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This is all jumbled up, idk. ",2.4954377289377305,3.949354650000004,4.714725274725279,83.31217948717949,75.57692307692308,8.183150183150184,28.150183150183157,8.841846274778883,2.262710622710624,979,41,202,21,21,341,138,260,0.19,0.7490000000000001,0.061,-0.9877,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,3,0,1,2,9,19,5,6,16,0,22,1,0,2,3,36,45,21,0,4,4,2,3,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,16,0,0,7,0,4,3,7,12,1,1,7,3,28,7,24,32,3,26,0,0,0,1,15,12,1,1,13,131,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22771874575267076,0.2553791489105445,0.0,0.2203812202668984,0.08038960977389252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195491683126043,0.09873065997961418,0.08080375023691565,0.0,0.12811747792225445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293899534363396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073033638935501,0.0,0.10714099099203786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777102396748384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778489395357746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444347217773076,0.0,0.0990646284373668,0.0,0.10626809823131647,0.15014525168074608,0.10089791938165116,0.0,0.096045633779375,0.0893851054436787,0.0,0.11522009562753095,0.0,0.0,0.32941492880621953,0.0,0.059722132392747915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212537885616627,0.0,0.11862798572139595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283499575080193,0.0,0.0,0.20535656586090267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116885472477057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149158673683636,0.0,0.0,0.10296082492064554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15984350191647384,0.0,0.24658881995364396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285259193162222,0.0,0.1097912845352005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265984473108033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732003500365764,0.0,0.10375859526365692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052082502380703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692725994593853,0.11811975540713406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985748403190933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901071660317795,0.0,0.1836975520497197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981369378857613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255162262626045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134570379827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075955599073757,0.0,0.0,0.06198175727992344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448388523465613,0.0,0.0948227170695389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553791489105445,0.0
anxiety,LiL-UZi-HURT,2019/01/11,"temporary memory loss during anxiety attack (?) so i had what i would consider probably my worst anxiety attack yet, i don’t know where to ask this and i decided to use a throwaway but. i am diagnosed professionally, it’s not a self diagnoses but the episodes haven’t been as frequent within the last few years. I was at a family dinner tonight and my hands started sweating, which is normal for me in social situations. but my breathing started getting heavy and i felt claustrophobic, i actually can’t remember much after that, i remember coming out of it and my hands were pruned from sweat and i was shaking so bad i kept my hands hidden so it wasn’t noticeable. i couldn’t wait to leave, i never cry but i wanted to so badly out of what felt like frustration. but anyway, my main concern isn’t how intense it was, but the fact i can’t exactly remember most of it? like i can but it’s very vague and foggy. i know i should see a professional but im just curious as to what redditors have to say about this. ",2.290105288346496,4.773606160804022,4.471543431442928,79.8819932998325,80.35678391959799,8.413591768365638,26.0591050490548,9.107695989026183,2.615398947116536,802,33,151,23,21,276,116,199,0.165,0.763,0.07200000000000001,-0.9468,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,10,10,3,1,7,0,19,9,6,2,3,40,33,21,0,5,10,0,5,2,0,2,2,1,0,1,13,9,1,2,8,0,0,2,9,8,0,0,10,7,25,2,20,20,5,17,0,1,1,0,4,6,0,1,11,114,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.13325956409794742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20893088341925367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12766200735521055,0.31070574192165323,0.0,0.0,0.2280381500315171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763143791096335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15000103656167174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772041927467164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128733429564059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26223154324129105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134519859029274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14750458450195972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500958958733505,0.1113118725282491,0.0,0.144593744996018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13342933509050492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003848292414572,0.0,0.1053208849837962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379649539754174,0.0,0.15547061871959794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14723113444398345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4640760962624134,0.0,0.0,0.10859530643363456,0.0,0.0,0.10881794732556832,0.0,0.14245833816344086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349536411416587,0.0,0.13920227868375404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19331095916453087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179410763730458,0.0,0.1126735141405496,0.0805446334470067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700590594432984,0.0,0.0,0.08793798708994872
anxiety,Human-Butt,2019/01/11,"Side effects with Sertraline/ Zoloft I've only been on this medication for the last six months or so. I think it's doing a lot of good for me, but I think I'm  having a post nasal drip as a side effect.  I keep getting chest colds and congestion frequently...I think caused by the drip. 
This is all speculation... but has anyone else experienced this side effect before?",3.791032863849765,5.7979700985915485,4.813732394366198,81.62698356807516,73.36619718309859,8.11361502347418,23.10093896713615,8.841846274778883,1.6209981220657277,291,8,56,6,6,95,53,71,0.0,0.969,0.031,0.2382,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,5,0,5,5,2,4,1,15,11,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,4,1,7,10,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,2,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18679202796328054,0.2737187391752098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273183245130265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27442861293965115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231630176418742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13957076640762836,0.0,0.0,0.22406619131781547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374482495455152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177565367538241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22711473362080556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26911764782323033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21323034434774335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20317367050069396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25584836946840656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5135217785840879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pathetic-nightmare,2019/01/11,"I Need Help rn Please... I'm freaking out. Bad. Big time.

I'm stuck on a 24 hour bus trip headed to a place where I have no medical insurance.

Basically, I'm scared I have meningitis. My mom told me that a girl contracted the flu virus going around and within 48 hours she was dead due to meningitis.

And I didn't get my flu shot.

I was too embarrassed to tell my mom that I didn't have the money. Now, I'm scared that might have cost me my life. I'm terrified.

And I have a headache. I know it's real. Sometimes I can trick myself into having one but this is real I know it and now I'm scared I have meningitis and I'm freaking out in the middle of nowhere in the middle of the night on a public bus please help me please anything please. ",-0.254999999999999,1.9646018917197487,1.9020732484076461,95.40737738853504,90.59235668789809,5.4329936305732485,17.404140127388533,6.961326702584282,0.0366282802547766,575,15,132,9,20,192,84,157,0.194,0.715,0.091,-0.8765,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,1,4,10,0,14,5,1,0,0,16,28,6,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,6,9,0,0,2,0,2,2,3,8,0,1,6,0,20,0,14,21,0,23,0,0,0,0,9,14,0,1,7,76,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778923767668364,0.1166041427637432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936674331837287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06843409333170318,0.0,0.07444161678303046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13442807906044954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17559255077166688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579870658186232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14397151805391478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251835887311592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195329295932545,0.0,0.1389540547214405,0.0,0.30681536720209085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712348651538052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292025662331513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875861455796448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13685112038093455,0.5751274142226495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981785024807712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3934155697153221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954720578761325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448639077166105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763782249743518,0.0,0.0,0.1251614826923953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Imveryveryshy,2019/01/11,"Approaching a girl you find attractive There’s a girl in the halls I keep seeing eyeing me, and I eye back. I can’t just go up to her and ask for her number for some reason. I want to really badly and beat myself up for not doing it.",3.785882352941176,3.32647425490196,5.847843137254902,83.41529411764708,71.15686274509805,9.15294117647059,20.92156862745098,8.841846274778883,0.9854392156862746,181,2,41,3,3,64,39,51,0.071,0.8140000000000001,0.115,0.0276,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,0,2,2,2,1,0,10,7,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,3,9,1,8,7,1,7,0,0,3,0,6,4,0,1,1,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649695316322679,0.0,0.0,0.3001920476451275,0.3259661137072616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568167985652785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22187224182228404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470037765972112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25009902505808546,0.4013942763122894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110967475083846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302669192945831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FuckYourHighFive,2019/01/11,"Today was a surprisingly good day. I am mildly agoraphobic. Today I did grocery shopping at two stores, pick 3 kids up from school, and took my nephew to therapy, without panicking. Other than being extremely tired I haven't felt anxious most of the day. I also have only smoked 3 cigarettes today (I'm about half a pack/ day smoker).",3.868118279569895,6.467532048387097,5.378709677419359,74.9047311827957,75.29032258064517,8.004301075268819,26.46236559139785,8.841846274778883,2.54934623655914,265,10,43,6,6,89,51,62,0.054000000000000006,0.7909999999999999,0.156,0.6191,0,0,3,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,1,0,5,9,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,1,2,0,0,2,4,1,5,2,8,4,1,9,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,6,28,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16777270970351107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370082443297319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4059005895388387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20143576887129114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17596580286570104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15955828873850905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123233911313882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23991847163030625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411280937335875,0.5965824065173908,0.0,0.2330895809079824,0.0,0.0,0.2049388934532032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20223456075579796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RiggensBros,2019/01/11,"Just need to vent My palpitations are acting up tonight and I’m having a hard time calming down. My wife and kids are out of the house for a few hours, which is nice in the sense that it’s good to have a quiet house right now, but it also means I don’t have anybody to talk to. Not to mention, I feel a little guilty dropping all my anxiety on my wife. Anyways, it’s times like this that I’m glad I have you guys, just so I can get stuff off my chest. ",1.3614393939393956,2.5362642727272764,2.824128787878788,96.8561931818182,77.98989898989899,5.758080808080809,20.455808080808087,5.985473137389443,-0.2405464646464645,349,8,87,2,8,114,70,99,0.067,0.8,0.133,0.7535,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,6,0,9,1,1,0,1,11,15,5,0,1,4,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,8,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,10,5,13,15,2,15,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,6,58,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908343707991025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825532540694572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065979167247927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467566260899997,0.0,0.0,0.20015366820610048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23628375065038934,0.0,0.0,0.21376790018477426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23500500123224205,0.5506998661254889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658381427611875,0.23917251461723216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25994081371399397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769430184090959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037909010738665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731771871176374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918038112637718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782971277611749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ryonur,2019/01/11,"Question: thinking about your possible future reactions is a bad habbit or a relief? Do you think that planning your reactions beforehand or sort of making up your thoughts to go through a future possibly anxious situation [those moments where you know you’ll end up finding yourself with reduced perception, and a messy, narrow thought amplitude; where you end up not doing whatever you’d do with a slower, clearer mind] is more of a bad habbit (because thinking about the future over and over again and end up getting you more anxious about it) or a relief (because you’ll be more prepared to the situation by foreseeing your possible future thoughts and making sure that’s how you’ll probably want to act)?

Sorry if it’s a confusing question, I’m new to the community and English is not my first language..",17.9504794520548,9.767369184931509,15.698424657534249,47.5231164383562,52.35616438356165,18.709589041095885,61.842465753424655,14.191785591663535,8.285402739726027,655,37,99,15,4,211,81,146,0.115,0.804,0.081,-0.6208,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,12,0,2,7,6,0,1,11,0,11,0,0,3,1,32,24,10,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,11,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,3,0,13,3,19,16,3,22,0,0,0,0,14,9,0,8,11,74,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29884265646634395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22087079987342986,0.16125452114975386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514414800745648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208874303084252,0.11250418451873806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691027842384651,0.0,0.07516900907836183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268915436887219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765752689332862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354952180794552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774195594069238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4473253238394543,0.0,0.0,0.1426035881558444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29633320043291306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973418600709881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14805936909433454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246578017376491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542494075271451,0.0,0.3150099082159005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801307637557066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GremoryDraws,2019/01/11,"I did a thing I suffer from social anxiety to the point that I typically can't start a conversation with a stranger no matter how much I want to. I've been working the past few months to get over this and through little steps I'm seeing some results.

This week I worked up the courage to talk to a cute girl I'd been seeing, and trying to convince myself to talk to, for weeks. I had all the typical symptoms before I did: mild hyperventilation, tight chest, twisted stomach, spiralling thoughts of the possible (sometimes impossible) negative outcomes. But much to my relief she was really cool. She was nice, and we ended up talking for 10-15 minutes on the bus, getting to know each other.

At the end of it I asked for her number and she have it to me, and the next day we picked up where we left off on the bus. Who knows what'll happen next, but the important thing is that I took a leap of faith and it paid off. I'm always afraid that people are going to be unreasonably mean to me if I talk to them, or the stupid reasoning that I'd be annoying them either way. I'm starting to learn that people aren't mean by nature, they're nice. And anyone who isn't, isn't worth my time anyway. 

I'm sure it's still a long road to get to being able to talk to anyone without all the negativity and physical reactions, but it's not impossible. I know I'll get there one day. Sorry for the long post, but I wanted to share just in case someone reads this and gets something positive out of it.",6.9269545957918055,5.599516003322262,7.485833887043192,77.1337785160576,65.04651162790698,10.418693244739755,32.35902547065338,9.3871,2.6134357032115174,1171,37,241,18,15,389,171,301,0.057,0.8079999999999999,0.134,0.9589,0,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,3,0,2,2,6,14,2,1,19,1,17,3,2,4,3,44,43,16,0,3,10,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,19,15,0,1,8,1,2,3,9,4,0,1,10,4,26,10,44,30,8,37,1,1,2,0,21,16,0,3,16,159,45,4,0.10692426269920983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896955208983907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179676830031861,0.0,0.0,0.14952786118445194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995975190928076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098467221295932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791460763487662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18940631989785306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793175706207063,0.0,0.060767522562561814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455277238211092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762883354053219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617352427886178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716620123630798,0.0,0.1892492155569541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23294373600231796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534592636953962,0.0,0.1572032718945339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22743033281984526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724546476266533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207130747890644,0.14825564147081738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107798922672827,0.12054104052767213,0.10240388706968986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069531979232264,0.0,0.06849842063733769,0.10993595026559287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17040958768062214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899582053193124,0.09059658080269313,0.08231552127268944,0.10575082985583636,0.11969295807344332,0.15136308694932116,0.0,0.08538985431128977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10077485219733368,0.11113524951345756,0.0,0.4297083606926973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420714580174046,0.0,0.0,0.08488592102712972,0.062348397442052436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879679011266728,0.07259455567982509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261334009042297,0.0848715028158709,0.17153638793040807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030711736408259,0.0,0.15568427341369465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,littlebro41,2019/01/11,"Feeling Low Everything in my life is going great, I'm an excellent student (in University) and have an excellent girlfriend.. I'm doing well in my career apart from school and actually am being recognized in the internship I'm a part of (was awarded intern of the year out of 50 ppl)... despite all this I still feel super unhappy. Over the past four years I've been in an out of the hospital for a panic disorder + anxiety with psychotic tendencies. All that mingled with depression has made it hard to cope. I don't question the fact that I have an illness but question the fact that this world is my reality. I feel so existential and even find myself getting anxious from thinking about trivial things like gravity, why humans are here, why I live in this body. It gets to the point where when I sit in class it feels like I'm being crushed by the air around me. I've been on prozac for the past year and a half, this was after a short summer stint at an outpatient program. I've been on and off different medications (Mainly SRRI's) for the past four years, I don't drink alcohol or smoke at all and I've been doing all the right things in my life. Yet regardless I have crippling anxiety, I still feel panic welling up inside me whenever and where I go and I cant escape this reality. The side effects of my medication is still overwhelming and there never feels like a constant. As in a time where I feel or have felt consistently well. I've never been admitted due to my logical nature, I think about killing myself but never to the extent where I actually would. I don't want to die, I'm just sick of living life this way. I'm not sure what to do anymore, life bores me yet at the same time scares me. I don't want to live a life and waste it, I just don't see the point in the mundane trivial lives that most live. ",5.154829192546586,5.639079387362642,6.142613473483037,79.21108217869087,68.3131868131868,9.737028189202102,30.661251791686567,9.761364909221204,2.755929431438126,1443,54,288,31,23,480,179,364,0.154,0.755,0.091,-0.9549,1,0,3,0,0,2,37.0,0,0,0,5,22,20,1,4,28,0,29,13,1,2,10,55,54,17,2,4,7,0,9,3,1,1,11,0,0,1,17,15,2,0,16,1,0,2,10,8,3,3,9,10,29,12,46,42,9,60,0,3,1,0,5,34,0,5,25,197,46,8,0.0,0.0,0.16292377238160194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921193767739241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771994237001189,0.0943056843750923,0.08278713506893577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431257105519533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272455632004167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020939750925283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07189894954613359,0.0,0.0866363464509146,0.08721610027095422,0.095672315572683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177605731669793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055136025626016605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502409115861246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29546071917858857,0.11927252132292117,0.0801513807874192,0.0,0.07629681774607193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722697672267174,0.0,0.09488424348457493,0.0,0.0,0.09203411187635782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747793405034837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235535851249138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948127294069984,0.122348501399132,0.0,0.36856030251013305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898832026836505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16818936663124945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193148717035236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19588545063317864,0.0,0.0903978733522339,0.23906582948926075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15782622256561854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870275522265314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128923084215172,0.0,0.0,0.08357542532579884,0.08448357046022856,0.06652066814533847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19999544294182997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867644763014305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110917330888828,0.10697787552520747,0.0,0.0,0.09735266922679288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847424922262528,0.06626046281376809,0.0,0.0,0.2251685835583721,0.0,0.15065071212004513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05929993935793055,0.0,0.0,0.2150267966028824
anxiety,DanVman1337,2019/01/11,"I’m lonely I just want someone to talk too, anyone, I feel like I’m always alone when I’m get ultra depressed, idk",-1.3490000000000002,0.6326948000000029,1.4794999999999978,95.58725,101.0,2.5,14.25,3.1291,-1.2775999999999996,90,2,19,0,4,31,19,25,0.341,0.519,0.141,-0.6597,0,3,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,6,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42334137602338395,0.0,0.0,0.3401124619437574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858072666549733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520554838025153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20667610999620306,0.2920108392664613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21355482718858668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996944374685487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463322610568651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285374940978277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410911402114159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,I_ATE_TODAY,2019/01/11,"Anxiety is taking over my life House flooded in November(pipe burst).. decided to remodel the house while fixing the damage.. delay After delay on the work has everything taking longer than expected. We have to move back into the house in 6 weeks. Every time it rains water gets into the house. No floors though. 

Found out that my work might be getting bought. Don’t know what that means for my job in Finance.

Just can’t stop thinking about the worse possible situation on everything",5.067155172413795,7.76889483908046,4.927112068965517,79.1072198275862,71.8735632183908,8.02816091954023,25.81752873563219,8.841846274778883,2.2927252873563218,389,13,63,8,8,120,66,87,0.15,0.85,0.0,-0.8957,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,6,0,7,2,0,0,0,15,16,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,4,1,3,5,0,2,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,15,12,0,19,0,1,0,0,1,10,0,1,8,41,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409795235366095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468574695734968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566377754140856,0.0,0.2680895408985702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635332851853664,0.0,0.0,0.15584754031949954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6883879162454892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480065584573968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196794124242629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105347773038239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624660964226182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15822265329644788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852091555315542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681421672833189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16764880763043774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469456005201315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242817449611684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556813382525378,0.14653733329522245,0.0,0.08696950537889046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196376765469753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21716330827340116,0.0,0.15199474135562846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,floradelicada,2019/01/11,"Tips to fight overthinking I’ve been having problems with overthinking for the past few months. It’s like I can’t stop thinking on one thing, not that I’m thinking of increasingly worse scenarios. How does anyone else deal with this?",4.8661627906976745,7.56436858139535,4.24436046511628,83.77956395348839,72.48837209302326,8.020930232558143,27.02906976744186,8.841846274778883,2.248213953488373,191,7,34,4,4,57,38,43,0.23,0.716,0.054000000000000006,-0.7964,0,0,0,0,1,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,8,6,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,6,5,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21036248553178086,0.3082580929034157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31016486542505056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26327732722235664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513229690891613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698093125626172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24013693580438294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20386488032849606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871969648018223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28787442100401023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25152547061591835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199872483929924,0.3855472095375333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065935581686349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shirobeans,2019/01/11,"I’m too anxious to sleep after accidentally seeing a dead man. Long story short, I’ve got two cleaning jobs to pay my way through college, and one of them is causing me no end of stress and anxiety. My anxiety and depression are chronic at the best of times so bear with me please.

One of the jobs includes cleaning a funeral home, and honestly, I’ve accidentally seen the deceased once before in here, I’ll get to that in a minute.

Basically, I clean the meeting rooms, the staff rooms and the chapel of rest. When I started, I was told about a whiteboard where if a room in the chapel of rest was occupied, it would say there. The first time I opened a door on an occupied room because the board wasn’t filled out properly, I opened the door a little and it was dark inside the room but I could make out the coffin inside there, so I quickly shut the door and went into another room to take a few deep breaths and try to stop shaking like a jelly.

Three days ago, I went to do my normal clean, and the board was empty. After my first scare, I’ve taken to asking whoever is in the office if the rooms are empty and I was told yes. 

So I went up there, polish and cloth in hand, opened one of the doors... to find it occupied. However, all the lights were on in this room. I could see everything in sharp detail, including the elderly gentleman in the open coffin. 

So after a few moments of being literally frozen in shock and fear, I think I blurted out an apology and shutting the door a bit harder than was needed and went to the staff toilets having a full-blown anxiety attack. It was awful, quite frankly. I later got an apology from the office when I told them about the incident, and I appreciate it but that doesn’t help the fact I haven’t slept in a few days because of it. Every time I close my eyes, I keep seeing the man in the coffin. And it makes me so, just, I don’t know. I’m shaking now, typing this out. 

I basically work seven day weeks, I don’t get time off so my sleep was pretty important to me. And now I can’t and I don’t know what to do. So this is basically getting it off of my chest. I can’t afford to quit cleaning this place but I’m *this* close to tearing my hair out over it.

TL;DR: Accidentally saw a dead man at work and now I can’t sleep because I keep seeing him and it’s triggering my already chronic anxiety.",3.6643914169441385,4.660495079664571,5.070569120730057,83.69703385127637,71.99790356394129,8.211345418670613,26.608028116907143,8.583994105835817,1.7409692193858683,1831,60,382,31,34,614,209,477,0.13,0.789,0.081,-0.9538,4,0,0,0,0,0,57.0,0,0,2,7,22,11,1,5,44,2,30,11,9,4,2,57,64,34,6,7,6,0,3,1,0,1,2,1,19,3,18,33,0,3,4,0,1,7,10,8,0,8,23,12,43,3,57,37,8,80,2,1,7,0,15,46,0,2,27,253,61,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838238811759966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757789272698512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272009321818413,0.2705759448280293,0.09989375652284893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266434261292112,0.1005948693511793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16170703404006426,0.0,0.07524216469807073,0.0,0.09279535191372253,0.0,0.0965359183394158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083562857021264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119846270231587,0.0,0.0,0.17107816134641993,0.0,0.07615931327790693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783172658096352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450088857320966,0.0,0.07946963478614934,0.0,0.0,0.09950138951341933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081777663666766,0.15042652543656773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385934013314919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414412254544146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059268627850839514,0.0,0.08869630887792809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17549401005560702,0.1571903218787664,0.0,0.0,0.09719084650411898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043199415781728936,0.08862390518499191,0.0,0.07825230502885099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804718329938126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556514786713775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663657704501143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416849071904633,0.1797548223432131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238407995308663,0.09706280969943634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995882176818791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18809925024611895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07031817690448314,0.08852767724565616,0.0,0.2818493698012006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265463059162006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06258684040094313,0.0,0.0,0.07392627936128414,0.10128919594205893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648371399169123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05665841842864128,0.0,0.0,0.2062425802014371,0.0,0.0,0.2534782702234714,0.0,0.06003397475411981,0.0,0.08637723123333647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07018671868265476,0.07092826098313706,0.0,0.0,0.327879096842521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874719945877006,0.0,0.0,0.06281375023460797,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,natashaslater21,2019/01/11,"Anxiety after a car accident I have suffered from anxiety for a long time, however on Wednesday evening I was in a car accident. I was a passenger and took most of the blow. The result obviously wasn't life threatening but I am suffering from severe whiplash. Since the accident however my anxiety is at an all time high, even sat watching a film in the house I feel like I can't breathe. I feel scared, nervous.. like a weight on my chest. It's making me shake and has completely put me off food. Does anyone have any tips to try and calm me down other than tablets? ",3.746396396396397,5.531517873873877,4.953333333333333,81.51666666666667,72.96396396396396,9.618018018018018,31.25225225225225,9.994966539143718,3.3147009009009007,448,21,88,13,9,148,76,111,0.207,0.6709999999999999,0.121,-0.8049,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,3,11,0,9,5,2,2,2,11,14,4,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,2,1,0,5,2,5,0,0,5,4,12,3,14,9,2,18,0,2,1,0,0,8,0,1,7,56,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321876829210542,0.0,0.44610933694415017,0.0,0.0,0.13591770676228732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038077672068821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010661605422467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567773977692528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19657262911474932,0.13886786045486174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23504972160890786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053772087190044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22429286309243368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13729906105285067,0.18993225967677005,0.0,0.0,0.1720235893251553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975272851960784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19540945726890493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19461214323082116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21959842003245766,0.0,0.1607963284721586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22669357091047834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21596760837656445,0.13197387367505495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367071605798875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ScribbleBats,2019/01/11,"how to cope with break up agony?  

I've been surfing plenty of places on here for help because I'm at a loss, I recently got dumped by the man I thought I'd spend the rest of my life with and I'm in so much agony. You know in movies when you see the guy/girl collapse on the floor in the kitchen and sob? That's what I've been doing almost everyday. He promised me everything and then, bam, dumped. He just turned so cold, and up to recent, really bitchy towards me when I brought up something he did that REALLY hurt me that I found out about, and I just got it all twisted on me. He was so cold and bitchy towards me and it just broke my heart even more.... what do I do?

Anyway, I'm losing my mind! I'm so heartbroken and in agony. It feels like my life has ended and I'm just here in this painful limbo. Ugh. Any help is awesome.

Thanks guys",0.9643706868222176,2.773493435754194,2.1622806441012195,98.31412750575092,81.12290502793294,5.5525468287873805,20.026618468616494,6.522977012572876,-0.10219185014788046,651,17,157,6,17,207,102,179,0.244,0.6729999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.9869,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,0,2,16,12,2,0,6,0,9,5,1,1,1,24,24,17,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,1,2,9,12,1,0,4,0,1,1,0,9,0,0,9,4,17,3,24,15,4,26,0,5,1,0,10,17,1,1,8,94,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17258931448950324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720777116335825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506642137775726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526559725658614,0.0,0.0,0.1138392995950896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15490216955762168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714820935329202,0.12313093058646978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889791044081245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756971608934097,0.0,0.0,0.3413184372861444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042423079335668,0.2310527553197825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845103177217116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472217297300167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434798246435309,0.0842042781021797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19282191647026092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174030101395306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670125460722625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18339859305057188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18007499915945327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208309211066992,0.0,0.34036087716777985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13734516016129872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268782122925032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15868195130965676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683115577699664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18747348415776527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TwoBals,2019/01/11,"Anger Problems and Venlafaxine So I've been on Venlafaxine 225mg from the longest time, started lowering my dose a month ago....
 I am becoming impatient, randomly very angry and outbursts of rage with small amounts of stress 

I really don't know what to do to manage this
I don't want to up my dose again because it has too many side effects

I feel like a total mess...",3.671666666666667,5.5796517222222235,4.659444444444446,83.03000000000002,73.44444444444444,8.688888888888886,30.055555555555557,9.2995712137729,2.8111222222222234,292,13,56,7,6,95,57,72,0.282,0.6859999999999999,0.032,-0.9539,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,2,1,3,0,6,2,0,1,1,10,10,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,1,6,1,9,9,2,9,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,6,33,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823471560904406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19416573151837266,0.3517783148352014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161052366662033,0.2275494577273305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17504926659856973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556118980763862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32292745004467355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542381794657147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30477888986818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20405090787471888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22544881344237536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3648615091188615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18573051734932786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628108636898269,0.18787028028062794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EN1010621,2019/01/11,"Best anti anxiety medications? I’ve had anxiety since I was a child. It’s always been there constantly and mostly quietly eating away at my solitude. About a year and a half ago my anxiety just went freaking nuts. Pure misery. 
All while This was going on I saw a therapist and basically after thousands of dollars he tells me I need to be medicated. It’s the only solution. I refused. My family agreed with him as well and I still refused.  I come from a family of addicts and that is the only reason I can make sense of why I’ve tortured myself and never taken medication. 
Here it is a year and a half later and I’m still miserable. It’s gotten better but that’s because I’ve picked up some handy dandy “avoidance patterns and behaviors” yay! I’m not living! I will hardly go anywhere besides work. I’ve tried everything so I guess this is my last shot. Any medications you’d recommend with minimal side effects ",2.3938135593220373,5.0730139604519815,4.6615,77.40479237288137,81.71186440677965,7.833785310734463,26.36412429378531,8.697196308434329,2.62562395480226,729,31,126,19,20,252,118,177,0.136,0.764,0.1,-0.2924,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,4,8,8,1,2,9,1,11,6,0,4,3,29,23,13,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,8,12,1,3,2,0,1,4,2,4,1,3,8,3,17,4,14,12,4,20,0,1,1,0,7,5,0,3,11,85,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466186877755203,0.0,0.0,0.11922112160468387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191006886316356,0.0,0.0,0.09146076636718513,0.0,0.30866341658198565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263618640784388,0.0,0.0,0.08198650416510446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14114351706478911,0.11894931827280213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158549689697804,0.0,0.14534060657153455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13762129112327362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208748447228284,0.0,0.2535785968850668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528724709719383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481606836545595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048051542169826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096308416079179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876097037343948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977601941721068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5419556108344632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972585238369346,0.10373032990469197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20457801930182207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828258629802526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125511171775647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148147147361732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755398529920436,0.0,0.0,0.15615830028524247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131283157429552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092656795862215,0.12467760492844372,0.12136022678632312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791348472253317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17321989676403374
anxiety,sleepypanda18,2019/01/11,"Social media is killing me I have suffered with anxiety for many years and have managed to learn to overcome my social anxiety and am in the process of working on my fears that cause a lot of my general anxiety as well but something I’m lost with, and no one seems to be able to help me with, is social media. 
I can’t bring myself to delete my accounts in case I miss out on something important/funny/exciting and I’m even more scared to delete any accounts because of the memories attached to them (e.g. photos, posts, messages etc). At the same time just opening them makes me feel sick with anxiety and I would just like to start again but don’t want to lose my old stuff and it’s an endless cycle right now. Any tips/advice would be greatly appreciated as today this has effected me so much I feel nauseous and sick and when I do nothing (don’t use my phone) but I get even more anxious that I’m missing things or I get restlessly bored when I don’t. ",4.046361607142857,5.285576151041667,4.815863095238092,84.96187500000002,71.34375,7.777380952380952,29.86011904761905,8.192908349453996,2.0319869047619052,759,31,152,11,14,245,115,192,0.22,0.71,0.07,-0.9781,0,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,4,10,13,1,3,5,0,15,2,0,4,0,34,31,17,1,3,6,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,6,14,0,0,5,0,2,1,5,10,1,1,1,2,22,3,25,26,6,19,0,5,0,0,8,8,0,3,10,103,28,3,0.1329363806322856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990389260601787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18080259482537464,0.0,0.4067838692832954,0.15018027127812308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103678376256586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13656228192072306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14825920455022215,0.1756064513095182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14959038672509556,0.13443325667800135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13890754426719626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656282895374534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910445375918223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14707440900622482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494600070098012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14872180611827762,0.145115763035196,0.11301775696361098,0.0,0.0,0.08873606633996366,0.1347766247711471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772353562072718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755604253069028,0.0,0.1394943691673856,0.0,0.09008113193700884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731630563604984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352694270792844,0.0,0.0,0.1330925079520235,0.0,0.0,0.12102028818634784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4065356969443431,0.0,0.20468184098934386,0.0,0.0,0.09409305443132786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15218035107355474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883170243273749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751627259274015,0.0,0.1260081449964114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481435058643664,0.0,0.0,0.07840932155977948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952577120592738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09677926836495583,0.0,0.0,0.18886838134016865,0.0,0.0,0.08560667063674833
anxiety,shouganai_,2019/01/11,"It sounds silly, but I always dread upcoming events or plans. Even if I know that it will be okay. It's like a kneejerk reaction. I just get tired of the inevitable nausea and anxiety. It makes life miserable...",1.9987500000000007,4.755171375000003,3.1650000000000027,86.62000000000002,85.25,7.2,23.0,8.238735603445708,1.80885,165,6,31,4,5,53,35,40,0.217,0.637,0.146,-0.6428,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,2,2,1,2,2,0,1,0,7,5,4,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,19,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38006885008994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494274494894963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016919746748974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386432332907105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510285947942948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226298358803899,0.22315452595965016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048972162395185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5249893951542294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sebson8,2019/01/11,"I want to go to a rather big party but I don't want to go at the same time. Should I go? So I've been in the band program at my highschool for 4 years now (I'm a senior) and you would think I would have a lot of friends but no one is truly my ""friend"". I've tried to be friends with people but they enever seemed to like or accept me. 

I got invited to a sweet sixteen birthday party by someone in band. This was after they told me about it back in August and after everyone else got physical invites. I was sent a picure of an invite and was told ""I've had your invitation in my backpack for months. I just forgot to give it to you."" So now I'm thinking, as per usual, I was forgotten and probably invited out of either pity or maybe spite to annoy me. And since a bunch of other band people are going I'll probably just end up sitting alone at the party and wish I'd never gone. I'm very conflicted because this is the one thing I've wanted to change but also don't want to go because I'll just be alone as usual. Should I go? If you've read this far all I have to say is thank you for hearing me out.",2.90803870292887,3.277672887029293,4.8004785564853565,87.25084335774059,73.26778242677823,7.648640167364018,24.560930962343093,7.6454224807358475,1.0260228033472805,856,23,194,10,16,295,125,239,0.084,0.738,0.177,0.97,0,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,4,2,0,11,10,2,0,11,0,20,0,0,0,2,40,47,18,0,11,12,0,0,1,3,4,0,2,0,0,7,9,0,2,4,4,0,8,4,3,0,2,13,3,23,7,36,28,5,35,0,1,0,0,18,12,0,5,15,129,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476037592282119,0.0,0.095591841109944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191479115822752,0.0,0.1457344639625768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645184263387707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985588751676497,0.0,0.10587224748325452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422051012334593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770565937788861,0.0,0.0,0.11466855801451713,0.4076058829182113,0.0,0.19120560799509265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472427286337618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05839860714612096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162411108023917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008865349318025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541144184794374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219251497099294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16199958668703304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657405937991085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577572068163222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956702865838938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505877600347484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088198840609783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988803232580369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128134720163702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005147415987004,0.0,0.0,0.07941353050752115,0.1531859938131014,0.0,0.0,0.06970163369130655,0.0,0.0,0.22844102024669186,0.0,0.08115620185235922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633011265050737,0.09862863040730396,0.2820186072701059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745898379115404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16982801535371245,0.0,0.0,0.07697641538576505
anxiety,aDeamon,2019/01/11,"Is isolation a good idea? I'm deathly afraid of offending somebody. I always worry about what others think of me. I can't read human emotions and have problems expressing them between normal boundaries. 

I feel like the only way to escape the constant worry and anxiety is to never talk to anyone ever.",4.965272727272726,7.594600436363642,6.078181818181817,71.07727272727277,71.9090909090909,7.309090909090909,31.0,8.238735603445708,3.003472727272728,244,11,33,4,5,81,45,55,0.256,0.632,0.112,-0.8442,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,2,5,1,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,2,9,7,2,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,5,2,7,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,25,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19688037812106574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18100775258243812,0.0,0.0,0.165444813186776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25569382512968525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26615697670782257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140293606854149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963828214966205,0.16903586573001747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19845916106942046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26710647245590835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559681210382365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824899830883844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318298045647739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17995430708138527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264060043018669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366763185130933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901799942738468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15161160008014668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18781182071388786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4805825275267373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ArtisticAnxiety,2019/01/11,"I have tinnitus in one ear and it's driving me insane and I'm really anxious. After a shower today, I noticed a ringing in my head. And I can't stop hearing it. I've never noticed it before today really. And I didn't listen to anything really loud recently. 

And now the more I hear it, the more anxious I get. And the more anxious I get, the more I hear it and focus on it. 

And my ocd makes it really difficult to just distract myself because I remember I'm distracting myself from it and then I think about it again.

What can I do? Any recommendations? Do you think this'll go away and I won't notice it anymore again soon? Reassurance really helps me.",1.310454545454547,3.732788530303029,4.2010909090909125,80.61663636363639,84.15151515151516,7.156363636363636,23.95151515151516,8.238735603445708,1.9424206060606068,514,20,96,12,15,183,72,132,0.138,0.804,0.058,-0.8414,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,2,6,0,7,2,2,1,1,17,19,11,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,11,10,0,1,3,0,0,2,4,3,0,1,1,7,19,1,9,17,4,17,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,11,74,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667489699216491,0.0,0.0,0.4319692277378706,0.12640275447278754,0.0,0.0,0.10488596816412406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974972425625988,0.0,0.0,0.0776963947003152,0.0,0.1084562269265112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331816847255126,0.0,0.07243655504282143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130807300660116,0.0,0.43095874491817454,0.0,0.08543151007959254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507830782998083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830243082981913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4353307440904184,0.0,0.0,0.08636792894614008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4082599888562636,0.0,0.12584807165884748,0.0,0.14438354545294932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655947183887543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16333815782818656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24162801420602026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Super_Tired_123,2019/01/11,"I accidentally overcharged a customer today 😭 Quick background: I don’t have a job yet so I help my mom at her nail salon as a receptionist( I take phone calls, schedule appointments , take payments, and do turns) And today I didn’t sleep at all last night because I felt very nauseous all night and my stomach pains kept me up all night however I still needed to go into the salon because my mom and dad need to leave for a bit to sign some papers. I also have been suffering from anxiety and panic attacks for a couple years now. 

Anyway I finished eating lunch and a employee gave me their ticket, and in my exhausted mind the ticket looked like it said 45 and not 15 and I thought my mom and the employee say it was 45. After I finished the transaction a part of my brain always wants me to triple check to see if it was right I had a sick feeling in my stomach that I was wrong. So I kept looking at it and I showed it to my dad which he then tells me it was 15 not 45, I start to fucking panic I ran to the employee and asked how much and they said 15, my mind starts to melt and I went full panic mode one of my worst fears now at this time the customer is gone and I’m like Fuck! I start to panic and I feel so horrible that I inconvenience this customer and overcharged them. I just really hope she comes back to the salon so we can refund her. 
Also a side note this is the second time I accidentally overcharged a customer and luckily that customer was a regular and we were able to refund her the money.
I feel so horrible that this happened a second time and I want to curl into a ball and cry. I hate that I made this mistake twice and I know mistakes happen but I feel like a piece a shit that I overcharged a customer. I have been working at my mom’s salon long enough that I shouldn’t be making these rookie mistakes. I hope to God that woman comes back so I can refund her and apologize to her. Now I’m anxious to do payments because I don’t want to make that mistake again. ",2.9945125305623463,4.397371320293402,4.368281632029344,86.5089750152812,74.18337408312959,6.970690709046456,25.49518643031785,7.531066641456977,1.2195066625916873,1566,52,324,19,32,519,187,409,0.158,0.778,0.064,-0.9839,6,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,2,0,3,1,20,24,5,5,25,0,23,12,5,4,3,66,68,36,0,13,5,6,5,3,0,1,3,3,0,1,22,29,2,2,7,4,5,7,6,19,0,4,21,11,61,5,34,45,12,48,0,1,3,2,30,13,3,4,31,228,83,3,0.08205350403807876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13123631506827418,0.06827508852884161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277070599881336,0.09269710396167093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670894986675585,0.0933477064717661,0.0,0.12618815948949175,0.0,0.1500571634055693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958117473835685,0.0,0.0,0.0915988472295534,0.08378580175460876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136365643005375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907906415355444,0.09013192125010913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396121931069442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478320395555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233300427486113,0.16595486829436795,0.0586190396798688,0.07878423158429677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15171428458130948,0.0,0.0,0.04663289726858275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511928527002907,0.0,0.0,0.08101084764819197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05499873414309125,0.0,0.0,0.16299528753266546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142544169441741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045094459934812835,0.06688455732633185,0.0,0.0868828131856358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026159217127125,0.0,0.0,0.0726147690005092,0.13780855537784525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764100949155779,0.109542702202637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657012965076059,0.3844002889098762,0.0,0.0,0.06031876666516708,0.12168326709612187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23100496524880285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055601577897577636,0.0,0.08731071349870002,0.3850884302944171,0.0,0.0888559488176429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05256557578684468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007324411579012,0.15610334480714042,0.06525223979758031,0.0,0.0,0.0653860192153684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422674275455089,0.0,0.0,0.08211276209738262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742336774556591,0.0,0.06552803431764183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338804670412318,0.0,0.0717183791838696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06514131674089249,0.1435381741842115,0.0,0.15555425512739998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892506501366025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06770273416953174,0.14519184784392675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606442030217869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05973592819223785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897126256907792,0.0,0.052839766370718716
anxiety,jamessnellv,2019/01/11,"Girlfriend has anxiety and has been v distant - can’t tell if it’s b/c of me or anxiety. Hi,  i’ve made very few posts to reddit before.

My girlfriend and i have been together for two months, but we’ve been close for quite a while longer. She has pretty bad anxiety that i’ve been familiar with for a while, and i’ve done my very best to be as helpful with that as i possibly can. Usually, i ask her what she needs me to do - what i can do that would help - but other times i try just to be a body to hold or cry on when she has attacks. 

The last week or so, she’s been very distant and distracted, and has just seemed wholly uninterested in me. She had an attack early in the week and I guess some things really started getting to her, but at this point, she’s very much like her normal self in almost all regards - except with me. She has been much more distant and distracted around me and I’ve been trying very hard not to take it personally, but at this point she seems to have a pretty strong hold, and she’s been normal with other people. It’s an incredibly upsetting feeling.

I haven’t mentioned it to her with the worry that she’ll see it as a significant relationship problem and add to her emotional stress and anxiety.

Has she been like this because something changed? Is she losing interest? Or is it more likely that something made her anxious about our relationship, and that’s been impacting her? Am I just having relationship anxiety?

Any advice that y’all can give would be so so so helpful.",4.753,5.550119633333337,5.678666666666667,81.06600000000002,69.33333333333334,9.066666666666668,28.666666666666664,9.255337874911486,2.2839666666666663,1190,41,239,23,20,392,142,300,0.16699999999999998,0.6940000000000001,0.139,-0.7571,0,0,2,0,0,0,31.0,1,1,0,4,10,15,2,4,10,0,38,1,1,2,1,51,51,31,0,7,14,0,2,3,2,3,0,0,0,2,21,20,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,9,0,1,14,3,36,6,31,31,8,22,0,1,1,0,36,10,0,10,14,176,57,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986490993967232,0.0,0.0,0.09208738449096644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625378061230194,0.0,0.3517561622356777,0.10389170241461174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186632193902138,0.08597273325161943,0.20924175033259448,0.0,0.0,0.07678503358208477,0.05605962322245548,0.0,0.0782535050832247,0.0,0.0965092056005973,0.0,0.0,0.1021498552877582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728436858505517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101673450818308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410979582935668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344568709713688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04649911662349136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04804672787355088,0.08821902497142785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130730888744488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238053773565276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18492202700756472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749618944811213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347850257644651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288276544120503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740347067714707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340376923444067,0.0,0.13520636759019153,0.06818919488151036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802078887387148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06375537390681996,0.0802983037718002,0.0,0.0,0.17386899906046593,0.10367415409917627,0.08807486912293952,0.1871183038065437,0.0,0.08799590740630621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781367730680696,0.0,0.0,0.05891367608590766,0.0,0.0,0.2962006497257498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328238488667331,0.16743882081691416,0.09593717786621196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159479625895072,0.0,0.0,0.06509168965448116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534299008187474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06914452384081746,0.0,0.08037947454010792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0610959477664777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05362420413784413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248733065413296,0.0,0.08983421902488255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128394852238168,0.3793943936967504,0.0,0.0,0.1475339008031097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339261059734773,0.0,0.13065536173778736,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FrogginBullfish_,2019/01/11,"Subconscious therapies? So my anxiety is mostly subconscious. I can be super anxious and logically reason with myself that I have absolutely no reason to feel that way, but it does nothing. I never find talk therapy helpful.

Has anyone tried subconscious therapy (any kind) and what were your experiences like? ",6.9429411764705895,10.351863686274516,7.8232941176470625,57.140823529411755,69.0,11.92313725490196,35.69019607843137,11.20814326018867,5.942989019607843,252,13,31,10,5,84,43,51,0.084,0.743,0.173,0.792,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,1,11,7,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,6,3,2,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,25,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13172903401406594,0.0,0.14818716015925285,0.21883648387397012,0.0,0.1354461158676644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695164005984372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18948496230791573,0.0,0.0,0.09794529253665762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17704688149989548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983932704488782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20171853043029087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463662779486036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14940063044571228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858693928751819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3983310492036544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556962774713697,0.0,0.0,0.6645707396779373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151596661764614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15375750463093724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bonechild33,2019/01/11,"DAE live in an apt alone and get paranoid that your neighbors can hear you through the walls? The walls and are a bit thin in my apt.  But the front door is the worst.  I can always hear my neighbor when they leave; opening and shutting the doors and it makes me paranoid that they can hear what I'm saying even when I'm sitting on the couch, 10 feet from the door.  Any of you guys ever feel that way?  ",4.5750602409638566,4.519402168674702,4.105686746987953,95.19322891566269,69.48192771084338,6.6400000000000015,26.23855421686747,3.1291,0.27461638554216883,312,8,73,0,5,93,56,83,0.136,0.8640000000000001,0.0,-0.8645,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,2,0,4,1,0,0,9,0,5,1,1,1,1,9,13,7,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,4,6,1,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,6,9,0,6,13,2,14,0,0,0,0,12,8,0,0,3,44,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248098212167285,0.0,0.0,0.18061221060266508,0.0,0.0,0.14760898071816464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369744858118129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433667990792249,0.19634417780068145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975260621690064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340545772115515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21492459982839007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7339308528362217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298363472089415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916689142483847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488995932865015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17261568649065412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17229298541669755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,a_VENTi_account,2019/01/11,Hate The Time Period After Arguments I just had a spat with my roommate over the cat and everything is resolved but afterwards my anxiety is so high. I am worried that we aren't actually good and he secretly hates me. I'm an only child who grew up without many friends so I'm not used to arguments. And I've had so many friendship ending arguments sometimes I feel like *every* argument is friendship ending. I'm so worried about being wrong all of the time. ,2.0905107252298265,4.854534067415735,4.005903983656793,80.75306435137897,84.73033707865169,7.7307456588355485,28.31562819203269,8.575989854853784,2.8869011235955067,368,18,65,10,11,124,63,89,0.268,0.565,0.16699999999999998,-0.8866,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,1,6,7,2,0,5,0,8,1,1,1,1,14,15,8,0,0,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,1,7,4,8,12,1,11,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,8,41,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.185961590582454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457798532714851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375637705150441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16055719382889774,0.0,0.17126536072564044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635416698236177,0.1361379463154068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14722817777285171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15983485220007726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37628219391941575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013398299895608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309925164377647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3864010953665544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449314303261582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884712657976924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222371474981424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16458488593897558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18369552834547415,0.0,0.0,0.38705110332652426,0.0,0.0,0.20835026787891625,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MereOfDeath,2019/01/11,"How to see the anxiety wall before you hit the anxiety wall I have extreme anxiety, mostly stemming from PTSD.  One of my coping tools when I'm getting intrusive thoughts or flashbacks is to come on Reddit or FB and read/post a bit. But sometimes when the intrusive thoughts don't go away I keep reading/posting until I trigger my social anxiety (I can count the number of times in the last year I've left the house without my husband on one hand). It feels like the social anxiety just appears. I've been trying to notice 'tells' or some indicator it's about to get bad before it does and I panic but I'm oblivious. If you have the same issue,  how did you start to recognize your anxiety before it was past the point of no return?",3.112003205128204,5.251687604166668,4.54527777777778,82.20442307692309,75.7361111111111,7.486324786324786,27.743589743589745,8.384062270229773,2.1870615384615384,581,24,107,11,13,193,93,144,0.115,0.8640000000000001,0.021,-0.8442,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,4,0,0,6,3,0,1,10,0,8,1,1,3,0,22,22,13,0,1,8,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,3,0,0,3,3,2,0,2,5,3,12,1,16,16,4,20,0,0,1,0,8,8,0,7,10,69,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5764998746756749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800491229522694,0.0,0.10487037847394938,0.0,0.0,0.3206279002099286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13712217928253229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819289151795557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991301315112456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06350690663951981,0.08972834406145767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312411625410747,0.0,0.0713811190621567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14492501810113914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13109329906330766,0.0,0.11163865154498924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023803973069254,0.0,0.0,0.13646427925183774,0.0,0.0,0.06136159615632177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429959208531547,0.0,0.0,0.17021901208890472,0.0,0.0,0.14736401072180386,0.0,0.0,0.11989898295558668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187321727017649,0.0,0.24057930114967724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468191533995435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12563353964572727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008658041835032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560658494727105,0.0,0.0,0.1242211671389076,0.0,0.08890000838870453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977954326928917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994240271783407,0.07323810801343603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527385030237282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107348477070864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088199265855835
anxiety,MyUserIdWasTaken,2019/01/11,"A nice message for all of us We are all here because we worry. Sometimes too much. You know what though we are not disabled or broken. Just because our bodies react physically to stress more than most. Far from broken we are the strongest of them all.  Every day we fight a battle that no one could ever truly understand, a situation that is fine for most is a life or death truly terrifying experience for us..

People without anxiety won't ever get it... Ever. That's OK though because they are just living their lives. Most of them will experience what we do at some point but if they haven't yet be that a partner or a parent then forgive them for not understanding sometimes. We don't even understand why it happens to ourselves but that's OK too!

Forgive yourself for today.. Yes today you know the day you couldn't complete a task or you avoided something because of how you felt? Or the fact you haven't been able to escape some dark scary thoughts today... Just forgive yourself it's OK not to be OK today and any other day. Hopefully nothing bad will happen but even if it does we will survive because we always do... We made it this far and boy have we had some bad days before!

So smile when you read this and keep on surviving minute by minute of you have to. ",3.1037352578771364,5.368195251012152,4.029030100334449,85.30401337792642,76.24696356275305,6.07702869213167,25.31402922020771,7.079830092131019,1.1837809892624542,1005,36,188,11,23,323,129,247,0.075,0.7140000000000001,0.211,0.9883,1,1,1,0,1,0,27.0,14,8,6,2,17,16,2,2,10,5,23,2,1,3,7,62,36,19,1,5,17,1,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,15,14,0,2,10,1,0,0,10,6,0,1,5,1,28,10,21,23,11,19,0,0,0,0,36,5,0,14,14,144,43,1,0.09940870913453964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271600946559013,0.0,0.0,0.06760133108137513,0.0,0.07604739039432061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16600423964557212,0.30299313205067924,0.0,0.08458948967610083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042066575917957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422814019772657,0.0,0.0,0.07936976528364757,0.0,0.0,0.2564415740578387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699323126710493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131702967499734,0.26976260600458585,0.08375612490831813,0.0,0.0,0.1944815851386493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954479501364991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051936947579635184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758135863707397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873527839296148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835902823306074,0.0,0.0,0.1092648535560072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07021531112652077,0.0,0.0,0.1755594228355547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940629241851329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307683932655798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953853374823023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06736191402717773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103816072663321,0.0,0.0,0.06891748219011094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397336186652253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943561054302627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173955412886236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652968096188019,0.19663551041634086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387234044664635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953371039982016,0.07891941099226116,0.0,0.0,0.3769113308171097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104639161364369,0.2391528744346577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970089795832419,0.0,0.0,0.0958264481976382,0.0,0.0,0.10095436953969733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lookingformywheezy,2019/01/11,My anxiety has changed me. I used to be a popular person who was fun and had friends. Now I feel so boring and alone. I’m 25 and haven’t had real friends in years. My anxiety got significantly bad about three years ago and I ended up cutting everyone off. Now I’m scared to reach out to old friends because they’ll find me boring now. I’m not the same person they knew. But I don’t want to feel so alone anymore. Does anyone else feel this way? ,1.4118279569892491,3.401158139784947,3.0313978494623655,91.73376344086022,80.50537634408602,6.2838709677419375,23.23655913978495,7.3871296695380915,0.8240236559139782,349,12,78,5,9,115,62,93,0.207,0.625,0.16899999999999998,-0.4606,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,6,10,1,1,2,0,8,0,0,1,0,16,18,7,0,1,2,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,5,3,10,5,9,11,1,13,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,8,43,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151427306382279,0.0,0.0,0.35384928674113786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613634738691306,0.0,0.16941389740534665,0.11944579856719492,0.17503184552402715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263291786147422,0.10413419466549888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18071169219147212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14949134355022686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427035465246872,0.0,0.1513014962874697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16323195643044902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591248986652907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561322449825612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3959401844348808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662548626252888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179253582375362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983180662167764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944378545157449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17102703843976744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14753917146306875,0.0,0.0,0.1007578432384376,0.1355940538323402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22001321599513926
anxiety,xeuveux,2019/01/11,"How I Reduce the Impact of Embarrassing Moments on my Mental Health Whenever an event occurs which leads me to feel embarrassment, I complete the phrase ""well, at least I didn't..."", essentially thinking of a worst outcome possible to a similar scenario. Then I try imagine this worst outcome as vividly as possible, as if it really happened. Overtime, the real event which lead to embarrassment becomes less heart-rending, as it's not as near as bad as the worse outcome. ",6.9370281124497986,8.838473084337352,7.291746987951808,67.4230823293173,65.14457831325302,9.870682730923695,39.13453815261044,10.125756701596842,4.611427309236949,378,21,56,9,6,123,59,83,0.257,0.743,0.0,-0.9726,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,2,7,0,3,7,0,1,1,0,3,0,9,4,10,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,6,1,0,1,2,6,1,15,3,4,9,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,4,43,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20184541935001155,0.0,0.26698629881201674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534630767406797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223259216576722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21377265510928167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25696164712203623,0.0,0.28646677784774993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24362022057357136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5450581222325174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27515661090494803,0.15486684188655814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15489923916671952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16412771961291414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173561097326848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24635690633427146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dddulcie,2019/01/11,"I would like to hear about experience with exercise relieving anxiety. Does it help you? More or less than meds? What type of exercise? I have been lifting weights for a few months, 3 times a week, but I don’t notice any change in anxiety. I also have ADHD so it’s really hard for me not to get bored while exercising. I work weird hours so it’s hard for me to find people to join and keep me motivated.",1.2762872628726285,3.610749609756102,3.5047967479674824,86.1628319783198,83.39024390243901,8.034688346883469,21.30623306233063,8.841846274778883,1.642158265582656,316,10,68,9,9,108,62,82,0.121,0.7040000000000001,0.175,0.6799,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,2,4,4,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,1,0,9,8,7,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,2,1,1,2,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,4,9,2,12,6,3,6,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,6,43,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488453665025405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16558546407580307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408076086175363,0.0,0.3168000100512419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190415709400203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811992258834108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20254399200037126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18924869664291813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081800797499032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709694098435675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333711850857596,0.0,0.13878766577570653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039119684060524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18404406046812968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115884738059536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299965050805043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16527297406441294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357386939019787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435490352615964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326476632104196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207381009467345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660906981709427,0.2521427752372869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074183371522834,0.0,0.0,0.14708917836969965,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Wannabeawebdev00101,2019/01/11,"Haven’t slept properly in two days I haven’t been able to get a proper nights sleep for two days now. I’m freaking out because I have never had it this bad. Essentially what happens is that I get ready for bed and feel anxious, try going to sleep, and either struggle to fall asleep or sleep for an hour or so and wake up in a sweat, and repeat this until morning. The last normal sleep I had was three nights ago where I used Lorazepam (not prescribed) to help me fall asleep. During the day I feel ok, not necessarily dizzy but a little slow. I don’t feel drowsy or anything which I think is weird. As for going to the doctor, I really want to go but I feel that because this is an anxiety episode I feel I would be wasting the doctors time. To make matters worse I read about FFI and sporadic fatal insomnia and that’s not helping either. Any insight, tips, or kind words would be greatly appreciated. ",5.467425088877604,5.801842273743019,5.786531234129001,82.55952260030472,67.60335195530726,8.073336719146775,29.680548501777547,7.686295010490155,1.7474201117318438,713,24,142,7,11,228,110,179,0.14300000000000002,0.754,0.103,-0.8143,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,9,1,15,12,9,2,1,34,32,15,1,4,11,0,5,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,9,7,0,0,7,1,0,5,7,5,0,3,5,5,14,3,18,23,2,25,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,4,14,89,23,3,0.12305257679056107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907868475720216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836799718702391,0.0,0.09413488443506536,0.1390143862498869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126178593959093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027437617105522,0.15002341735760227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238076196432676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25189905305854593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110954007077391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285797851305134,0.0,0.20980084541346244,0.0,0.0,0.13566590032535128,0.0,0.0,0.10881498726851756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16495909677143514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12118200108469465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814032288667884,0.0,0.10030427369295128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233310090159823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213855052661789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490573317161234,0.0,0.0,0.2309530150155651,0.12056539871887305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308587656542384,0.0,0.07883063163334245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4925657755595264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864127084031848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884712256211204,0.0,0.0,0.07175294708918556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354462225751083,0.0,0.2404089745713044,0.0,0.0,0.10627791748953823,0.0,0.0,0.07257959797340298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540108842532305,0.17482604000221824,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anybathsam,2019/01/11,"the universe is cruel sometimes In 2017 I had a really bad breakup; he did not take it well and I experienced a lot of trauma as a result from it. He harassed me via text/email and said a lot of scary, hurtful, detrimental words towards me. 

I found a new job and moved away. I was so happy to get away from him and be out of the same city. I haven't heard from him since. Fast forward about a year later, I work in property management and am on-site staff. Yesterday I was helping a tenant with their HVAC, low and behold I saw him. He is their new staff member. I was shocked, still shocked. I thought I would be ok. But this morning, I woke up and went to work in a blur - lost, not knowing what to do. I had a headache from grinding my teeth all night from the stress and anxiety.  Today I am riddled with flashbacks, fear, and anxiety. I had to tell my boss cause I was obviously crying....she asked if she can take this to HR. I don't know what to do.",1.2314186481431977,3.1637277817258926,2.769420251135454,93.6745044082287,80.82741116751271,5.9747795885653225,23.05877638258081,7.0608816371341465,0.6331177664974614,731,25,166,9,19,239,118,197,0.206,0.748,0.046,-0.981,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,2,3,4,14,2,2,12,1,20,1,1,3,2,31,34,13,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,6,12,0,0,4,0,0,3,4,11,1,0,16,4,27,3,26,15,4,21,0,3,1,0,14,10,0,4,10,111,33,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413895320282262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749505534526652,0.0,0.29646303640917643,0.0,0.13173261276608778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16207479113481027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17753680110822934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17298830683470826,0.0,0.0,0.08242909721303827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16795069599130485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575091107941816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16889765435273568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565638696669957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17341418114583335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17222623006513307,0.2682633754616893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16768613648496544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047533965659751,0.0,0.1480578654493688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107246316634204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15007682624976693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051021554815814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15604004816408787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259965240709905,0.0,0.1807267207253679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372490668843861,0.0,0.1378992454644722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252529481194919,0.0,0.0,0.14954893470097436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185552651114655,0.14625576157362585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297190627721889,0.0,0.0,0.11207634724296593,0.0,0.0,0.10159967355592367
anxiety,daginhgcvk,2019/01/11,"Hope my depression will not turn suicidal I reside in West Africa, i am turning 21 this year I've been going through depression for two years, last year it was pretty terrible and it affected my grades and i will not graduate with my mates this year because of that. Which made it(depression) worse, i stay with my mom in her house which is link with my secondary school because we own it and i see my school teachers and students most times which makes it hard to leave my room to avoid akward conversations when am on the holidays. I feel bad that i feel this way because my family is financially good yet am still sad.

I have series of troubles

I have never been a relationship or made out or kissed a girl in my life because am shy and afraid of rejection so never really gone far with a girl.

I'm afraid to drive so i haven't fully learnt even tho my mom has a car

I am introverted but i am good at public speaking 
And people say i frown alot, i believe i am averagely good looking.

I sometimes have conflict believing my religion (Christianity), i don't go to church again and my mum just started her own church in which she spends lots of time and money illogically  and i still don't go


I lost my Dad 3 years ago and people expect me to fill up his shoes by managing the secondary school we own 

I don't know what i will tell people when they find out i did not graduate this year especially my teachers because i have to go to my house which is linked to my school. Even my doesn't know. 

I love photography and told my mum to get a camera for me but she wants me to make money from it but i can't assure her that. i don't know how to save that large amount of money to get one myself.

My chest is most of the time hot and i spend most times lying and watching YouTube, anime, movies
I think am also addicted to my phone. And listen to really sad music. 

I watch alot of weird porn mainly rough, hentai, rapey and started masturbating once a day or twice.

 I feel like a pending disgrace to my family.these are all my problems can anybody help me  with at least one, this is a new year i want to be happy",3.2545650372825183,4.832680145539912,4.365015189174262,86.08384424192215,73.83568075117371,7.640872687103009,24.501242750621373,8.313332769828598,1.380903562551782,1666,51,347,28,34,544,212,426,0.122,0.787,0.091,-0.8603,0,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,2,0,1,1,14,24,0,3,13,0,35,7,2,6,4,68,67,28,1,5,10,5,6,1,1,3,2,3,1,2,20,24,0,2,10,1,5,8,12,14,0,4,9,13,67,10,43,54,13,48,3,6,4,3,28,13,0,10,26,232,87,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920817133220274,0.0,0.0,0.07253849017399089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06544044313040454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832569869969632,0.2494179364668317,0.0,0.0,0.18439165493303464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05277440431811015,0.0,0.2114434784601913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809757416882057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714324572232154,0.0,0.1241290581252013,0.05846028106677205,0.0,0.0,0.07479230522610715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855069301671954,0.0,0.186026403446216,0.20590857957194747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711091664964164,0.07330475142695575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05484978044473115,0.0,0.0,0.08127692276909948,0.0,0.18884461494121965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491699028543436,0.06670341311761215,0.0,0.08664750747270321,0.0,0.0,0.05779985140595241,0.039978628776959665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06871766344853132,0.0,0.08932850610433038,0.06957002589975746,0.07385592293870541,0.1548614669217503,0.10924602645408267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916796066136957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262266520438559,0.07903315782724786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714763995802938,0.11090198302121636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17019451310340586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325182819264336,0.0,0.07830148110598004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484642367797062,0.0,0.0,0.08785616763966947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650755164130231,0.0,0.331270486770888,0.06520893351448964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093322596490847,0.0,0.11584119893447258,0.08722125392167666,0.1307011279912868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951013593856277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715241434803344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05243417848271755,0.0,0.0,0.19086590414870636,0.0,0.0,0.07819329254738099,0.0,0.0,0.1780178631677508,0.07993726766369151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653241540535314,0.06495385922495579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339306291413134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36887661880563744
anxiety,anxiousmess321,2019/01/11,"Terrified of the World Hating Me My anxiety is completely destroying me at the moment. Right now I am particularly plagued with a very specific fear. I'm afraid of making a mistake and then being villianized for it. I'm afraid I'll do or say something wrong and then someone will tell all their friends and they will all hate me. Or worse, on a larger scale. Maybe they'll tell the media or social media or something with a large audience and then a TON of people will hate me. I'd never be able to handle that. I'd never be able to handle people constantly criticizing me over how awful I am. I know the fear is completely irrational but for some reason I still cannot let it go. Like, I get my friends gifts a lot because that's a thing I like to do, but then I think what if me getting them gifts makes them feel like they have to be friends with me? And then they'll tell people I pressured them into being my friend? Or whenever I bring up me being a lesbian. I'm afraid they'll tell the world that I made them uncomfortable by talking about it. Or how I talk about my issues with some of my friends. I'm afraid they'll tell the world that I pressured them into being friends with me because I made them feel guilty about leaving. Obviously none of this is true and I don't do any of those things with those intentions. But that won't stop people from saying it. I mean people are so metaphorically crucified for every single mistake they make nowadays. I'm so scared of that happening to me and then my life being over. I just want to be free. I want to stop worrying. Stop overthinking. But it's like I can't. I'm so scared. Please, does anyone know how to stop this?",2.2365353835086768,4.472376676557868,3.4140922578904807,88.77414800827265,78.97032640949557,6.577430087222372,22.378293318946138,7.686295010490155,0.9769177052423346,1328,41,272,21,33,429,146,337,0.16399999999999998,0.68,0.155,0.5938,0,0,2,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,14,0,12,29,4,10,14,1,31,2,0,10,6,60,58,30,0,5,12,0,2,4,6,8,1,2,0,0,18,15,0,4,7,0,1,2,7,17,0,0,2,4,48,13,36,38,8,29,1,0,0,1,30,11,0,10,20,186,66,0,0.16814245078863585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05717131619329641,0.0,0.06431425731359011,0.0,0.0,0.058784555549061736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249807735894792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17629416060788727,0.09085112780126416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735712958885579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083363335693182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892070035211168,0.08501787523409972,0.06006050021992585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38971932115175106,0.0,0.08784749071333177,0.0,0.04777961481374038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434390696670971,0.0,0.0,0.24900878927200654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774851692158472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924066936484595,0.0,0.0,0.08901928876592839,0.0,0.08596852396547909,0.05938199277752069,0.16429181650415914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147434941477858,0.0,0.15910045245058538,0.16835458732341374,0.0,0.08446084584931587,0.09157821077867524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129681823701487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914220106697164,0.0,0.0,0.09228495936779826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643922174817564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179636712937618,0.0,0.1337136256109339,0.16833992592712638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857000269504438,0.07123327645516732,0.12944427331399666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06713938919913136,0.2811492355597132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514653282106978,0.36740978291945703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117063729743059,0.05386944658538188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06936756560130401,0.09917477389581966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853784103023245,0.08567576108253278,0.0,0.09191868724662174,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxiouscatmomma,2019/01/11,"Valium prescription? I (22,F) need help on how to go about asking for a Valium prescription. I’m on regular antidepressants but when I have to go to the dentist my anxiety becomes straight up uncontrollable. I’ve never had to have a medical procedure before but I imagine it would end the same way a dental procedure does: hysterical tears 
I just don’t want to come off as a druggie or something. I just want to not be embarrassed anymore in medical environments and procedures (BIG triggers for me)",4.4841269841269815,7.312321637362636,6.24783882783883,68.27771672771672,74.38461538461539,11.07741147741148,34.28693528693529,10.746095033038511,5.053599755799756,403,22,64,16,9,138,65,91,0.099,0.79,0.11,-0.009000000000000001,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,6,0,6,3,0,2,1,17,14,7,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,1,0,7,0,15,11,1,14,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,3,46,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869574321271359,0.0,0.2423688877154502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22847135554806394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699091948482626,0.20795761291461426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21052006490706954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21386705113492804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164567129763702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27778456804827323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16380924735544244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4923937720762826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812118470482188,0.1884883831790032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18814311128828184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882947239668085,0.19398514827589344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17360741293689552,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lex-bean,2019/01/11,"Advice for humans. Hey! So I've had anxiety for literally years.
So that's years of learning different coping skills, on my own, through multiple therapists/groups, friends or even strangers. 
Please, feel free to ask me for advice on anxiety things. If it's too much & you don't wanna share with the world, you can start a mini chat with me. I love helping people, especially people with things similar to what I've got. ",4.245262206148284,6.585512151898732,4.793707052441231,80.79518987341773,73.0506329113924,8.564918625678121,27.74141048824593,9.23628265651192,2.5808321880650995,336,13,61,8,7,107,61,79,0.069,0.748,0.183,0.8904,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,8,8,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,6,5,13,6,2,6,0,0,0,1,10,3,0,2,3,37,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4360816826405999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417621352065569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413889118898805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085971832762422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331242014228369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14737579304465687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282163990419695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723903073074197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17845808904018948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955987594584078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013842641304396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16402681625685606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093816123482561,0.0,0.0,0.2449306201948259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579331330187798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964763857484921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873778470192158
anxiety,Mosaic-Dragon,2019/01/11,"Well I'm not sure where to start I don't even know why I'm writing this, I guess I need to just get it out there. 
I'm almost halfway through my second to last year at secondary school and I haven't been in to a proper class once this year. I was top of my class in everything and school finished for the summer and my anxiety went up drastically, I was in and out of hospital because I was scared to eat. I haven't spoken or contacted any of my friends in almost 6 months. Like every day I'm sitting here thinking of how much work I've missed and how I've gone from aiming for GCSE 8/9 to not even knowing if I can bear to take them. And my friends must think I'm crazy or something, they've tried to message me and I just can't even think about responding, I'm so scared what they think if me, I've just cut them off completely. My whole life outside of my house has just disappeared. I don't know how I can go on like this. If I so much as think of my old life, my friends, my school, going out the house I just get a full on panic attack. I literally have had one or two hours of sleep in the past week. I overthink every little thing to the absolute extreme and I cant go on. 


You can say anything, advice, how you overcome things, even just support. I just need to know I'm not alone. 


-just to note, I have a therapist, psychiatrist and I'm on medication but none of it helps much. ",2.045102040816328,3.4433589693877567,3.3956632653061227,92.53594387755103,76.65306122448979,6.668707482993198,23.47448979591837,7.333567415737692,0.69289387755102,1083,33,251,13,24,354,145,294,0.07400000000000001,0.867,0.058,-0.5149,0,1,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,3,2,23,14,2,3,7,0,18,5,1,4,2,51,49,23,0,6,18,0,0,2,3,1,3,1,0,0,8,12,1,0,9,0,0,6,10,6,1,3,7,1,36,8,40,41,6,38,0,1,0,0,14,19,0,9,14,159,44,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621663376372584,0.0,0.0,0.1971923891933971,0.10197768666201218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695802835795274,0.0,0.07532371391388352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102643180896536,0.0,0.0,0.1120155624333651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0600219623003956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323629217677953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06350031098963649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075194730706287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601348007859887,0.0,0.16591818229178326,0.0,0.08849194689908185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228216167606622,0.0,0.10288541817842496,0.0,0.1678759043860675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846779063547207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599748800496617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696594876591058,0.22722552594251666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164501510813109,0.080260261233968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909426688396548,0.09620782623992596,0.09868551595491198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919083504428552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785920064466597,0.0,0.21714429294508314,0.14601772360228402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332006501904116,0.10485958696929742,0.06672088962639389,0.0,0.0,0.11552479095739142,0.0,0.0,0.09399381079615636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830150966990845,0.19715672621379754,0.2989485983324634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985338320237939,0.0,0.0,0.07580141494406817,0.0,0.0,0.06969242242329844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117343317037852,0.09279995156723438,0.0,0.07403171417659356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432281090726193,0.13082851659543634,0.3154546870930843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06684972594096159,0.0,0.09618377359049264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898085754960486,0.0,0.08852981325453244,0.09127593106846707,0.08884729299186929,0.1099301143946462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168203533695279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681353131378514
anxiety,WaldtheWise,2019/01/11,"I need help to understand my case Firstly I am going to mention that I am still at school and coming up to exams at the end of last year, I did not have any anxiety as to how I would fare. This was concerning for me but I just did not care.

Over the past 2 months I have started a new job where the people who I work with have let off homosexual vibes. This isn’t a bad thing. I am not a homosexual myself nor am I against their beliefs. I am close to turning 18 however have never had an intimate relationship with a girl nor even kissed a girl however I knew that I liked them and/were attracted to them. 

My anxious thoughts started to grow, “am I gay” “oh god I think I’m gay”, and it got to the point where yesterday I had to call my mum, in tears, while I was working as I couldn’t handle the constant battery in my mind. I am not attracted to men however my mind keeps questioning that. 

Something I find interesting too is I don’t dream often. Say 1-2 times a week however over the past week I have had a dream every night and 2 out of the 5 that I have had have been intimacy with girls that I know with the other 3 being about other randomness. I have no idea what this means. Perhaps the light at the end of the tunnel?

I also hallucinated on the way to work where I was listening to a song by Connan Mockasin (great artist) and I saw a beautiful beach with a white rock cliff side as if I were in Italy or Croatia and next to me was a stunning woman, I also burst into tears after this encounter. 

My question to all of this, what is my mind telling me? And does all this mean?
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anxiety,PapaNic1,2019/01/11,"Can’t do the simplest things Hi everyone, I’m new to this subreddit and am so happy I found it. 

I moved abroad last year and over the past 7 months my anxiety has increased significantly, especially when it comes down to doing work.  I struggle with doing the simplest tasks and end up overthinking everything and end up working in circle. It’s always 5 steps forward followed by 10 steps back.  My confidence is so low right now. 

Im currently working on my master’s thesis and am really struggling. Does anyone have any advice or little tips on things I should do?

Thanks in advance",4.108909090909093,6.525536618181821,5.112727272727274,77.99909090909094,73.72727272727272,8.036363636363637,28.272727272727273,8.841846274778883,2.5853818181818182,468,19,80,10,10,153,81,110,0.084,0.802,0.115,0.6762,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,5,5,5,0,2,3,0,11,0,0,0,0,10,16,9,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,1,0,0,8,1,3,0,0,1,0,7,2,12,14,1,30,0,1,0,0,1,12,0,1,12,50,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17211955977069446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656053844412606,0.0,0.0,0.1197795631926317,0.0,0.13474473146699414,0.0,0.0,0.12315945923535025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13543889139184795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15172688933290085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413914304951076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120111496225016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16830696202841305,0.1583010582237172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931257147360239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18750168029984765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19025876216666127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14357559904449274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17653608214577754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405912992582212,0.1872063236674434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17011472800376035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16814320666354088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283821459551875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504204917112413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682743883731746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16216377656336753,0.0,0.0,0.2340359021201691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846906678099288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134267970561905
anxiety,its1995,2019/01/11,"Cymbalta Just started cymbalta today for anxiety and depression. (I made a post in r/depression about this) I didnt read too much about side effects and such because i knew reading about a 0.1% chance of death would keep me from downing my pill.
I am absolutely mortified about the stories of withdrawal people have experienced. My psychiatrist told me that if while taking it I feel significantly worse to just stop altogether, but then I also read that that is a horrible idea because the symptoms of withdrawal are so severe. I do not want to take anymore of this after today.
I am prescribed 60mg once a day.",7.148685208596718,7.967122831858407,7.831378002528446,67.66769911504427,64.04424778761062,11.41289506953224,37.381795195954496,11.20814326018867,4.603200758533502,492,24,82,14,7,164,81,113,0.177,0.79,0.033,-0.9435,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,10,1,0,0,6,0,8,2,0,2,0,16,17,8,1,3,5,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,4,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,2,12,0,15,12,1,12,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,8,61,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359795828233204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007884914786613,0.0,0.16863232247346516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073075628893808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966064928114272,0.0,0.2929075111796319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597648351535657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19195256579513936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511378713297534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16089436944569835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249977298323191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810852610199388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788316105226535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16284970733056972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5102530034239646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920949017667924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120353997859347,0.0,0.0,0.1421596490731844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17673492066819466,0.2556953097545043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223528900154201,0.16247890129635478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029300649439417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17328357454465168,0.12079034367038667,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FancyPotato22,2019/01/11,"Talk to yout doctor. Its worth it. I've been having anxiety issues for at least 6 years, probably longer. I had thought about discussing it before but the thought seemed like too much to me. I don't like talking about it to my closest friends let alone someone I barely know. I finally decided my life has been taken over by this enough and it was time to do something. The conversation with my doctor was amazing. She was very understanding but in a clinical way. Didn't feel an ounce of judgement or doubt from her like I was expecting. I know not all doctors are great but mine handled this conversation amazingly. She then started discussing possible treatment, gave me her recommendation but let me decide how I wanted to handle it first. We decided together that I would take some medication every day that over time should help, and another that I can take in the moment for faster relief. It hasn't been long enough for the first to start working but the latter....I'm honestly amazed at the difference. I feel like myself. I can breathe. I can think clearly. And then at night I got the best sleep of my life. Seriously. I know first hand how discussing anxiety with your doctor can seem so daunting but it wasn't that bad and it was all worth it for how much better I feel already. ",3.7974235104669916,6.2973821687242815,4.263768115942032,83.3113043478261,75.04938271604941,7.5182680264805875,27.43764537484344,8.456263369488248,2.129117516550368,1029,41,189,20,23,324,137,243,0.04,0.71,0.249,0.9963,0,1,1,0,0,0,26.0,1,1,0,6,7,16,0,1,9,0,25,11,3,3,3,42,45,17,0,4,8,0,4,4,1,2,8,0,0,0,16,7,0,0,15,0,2,0,5,3,0,3,16,4,30,13,25,25,9,25,0,0,0,0,16,8,0,5,20,136,46,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105639881521772,0.11780467017691874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193990457349393,0.16333161665756651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891343565266715,0.0,0.0,0.0908390020314747,0.0,0.11203076353301923,0.09441441750184752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06884690035367394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153423961431476,0.0,0.4370651732083773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22060892174336788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994406787211942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16193268320431822,0.07626441638244445,0.0,0.1169427729639902,0.0,0.27241232700879003,0.0,0.0,0.08247715906396487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538018422214054,0.117695639392477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155433429313837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142247245602396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760060905701478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21832449891292446,0.15080570445537786,0.20861663582922485,0.0,0.0,0.09447310991127872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754248963294294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15695158302661938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018052696620726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034804939166065,0.0,0.0,0.11509786785713312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19436797582624796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10683016837374104,0.0,0.09045153197142927,0.08218373075642832,0.0,0.0,0.15112074845636742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16053004999485546,0.1716081520128652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840305841003344,0.0,0.1695000303914649,0.12449715021539845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113371340657778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808246496587223,0.06296572808526395,0.08473562006861954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771750826223747,0.0,0.0,0.07583431986656285,0.0,0.0,0.06874547870547094
anxiety,_--Ali--_,2019/01/11,"Just another day of fear It’s just so bad you know? My father raging around the house with my mother. Seeing what he has done, a little raise of voice from him makes my stomach squirm. For the past 12 hours today, the same sensation of fear mixed with sadness fills me. Yet I can’t do shit about it

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anxiety,fluffyzombiedan,2019/01/11,"When will this stop? So I was diagnosed with General anxiety disorder about 7 years ago. It's on the chronic side however and I was put on klonopin. Then after 5 years of it my doctor said he's no longer allowed to prescribe it and that I need to see a therapist. So I went to a therapist. Then about a month later I lost my job and therefore my insurance, since then I have been self medicating with klonopin bought off the street. It still works but for some reason every day lately I've gotten severe anxiety attacks when I eat. Doesn't matter how much. I could eat a single bite or a whole pizza and my anxiety goes crazy. Anyone else experienced this? And my health anxiety is getting stupid as well. No matter how many test results I get back negative I still think there's something wrong in the back of my mind. Any advice appreciated. And now that I have insurance again I've made an appointment with a therapist so I'm gonna go off the klonopin I think. ",2.8613040935672522,5.132220615789478,4.1771929824561465,83.91479532163747,77.05263157894737,8.011695906432749,25.818713450292396,8.841846274778883,2.1210994152046783,767,29,150,18,18,252,119,190,0.226,0.737,0.037000000000000005,-0.9846,3,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,17,5,2,0,11,0,9,8,0,7,0,28,24,19,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,8,9,3,1,3,0,1,3,4,4,1,0,9,3,18,1,18,12,4,30,0,1,1,0,3,7,0,2,20,97,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759153934123916,0.10667114114195288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183301907236783,0.0,0.3682286989912123,0.0,0.0,0.08414215336835447,0.1232990742838372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690026247499035,0.0,0.18506284522986552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607898856914003,0.0,0.0,0.07760715612079433,0.0,0.0,0.1221391227322812,0.0,0.0,0.13791617675000398,0.12316961605350793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462687814366571,0.10052579363964416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138878121792444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257418205783175,0.0,0.06839006674437317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791218572601298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941551390423645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574493384841768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136162139298874,0.0,0.0,0.11386540687459035,0.0,0.12200243161398212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212264711946081,0.0,0.0,0.12150566865399423,0.0,0.09605153138774117,0.0,0.08846125203008258,0.08922806908658197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097152692477058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237260737185634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446766977496756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589269550490907,0.0,0.12553732522422265,0.1359461131148681,0.0,0.09954368458434536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264099895040666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922019391074948,0.10060679151566107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4191602259568106,0.0,0.15421367718507584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819706126652777,0.11155324000944608,0.0,0.13435152390977176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760648287784135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156918866670758,0.0,0.15498565864511055
anxiety,ChuggingButt,2019/01/11,"Just broke up with girlfriend of 5 years. Been together since we were 16. A week of Physical panic attacks preceded my final realization that it just wasnt working out. I spent so long being anxious that she was unhappy with me that I never assesed if I was happy. Anxiety kept us together. I love this sub, it has helped me get through my bad anxiety many times, so I was just hoping someone here has been in this kind of situation before and could give me a few tips.

After 5 years of coming home to someone at the end of the day, coming home to empty room and being alone is something im just not used to. All i knew was our relationship. I have one good friend but I cant lean this all on him.

Whatever advice you guys can give to deal with the anxiety and lonliness, I will take it. Thank you all in advance <3.
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anxiety,fallingquasar,2019/01/11,"Bought a house a couple months ago and we are still fighting to get back some items The offer they accepted included a patio furniture set they didn't leave behind and its been a month of trying to get them to return it. Our realtor only ever says ""I'm going to get a hold of them"" but nothing has come out of that!! I am in tears right now because we have a housewarming party tomorrow and our house won't be complete. :(

We're going to open a small claims case by the end of the month if we don't receive it so we can finally resolve the problem but I'm so freaking anxious and tense over this email to our realtor explaining to him our intentions. 

I wish I was a strong willed person who doesn't tremble in fear when asking for what we deserve.",4.514210526315793,5.153136736842106,5.553789473684212,82.3175263157895,69.78947368421052,8.71157894736842,29.01578947368421,8.841846274778883,2.192821578947368,592,21,118,10,10,196,102,152,0.112,0.725,0.163,0.8094,0,0,0,0,2,0,10.0,9,0,4,2,7,8,1,2,12,0,13,0,0,1,1,24,25,10,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,7,12,0,1,3,0,1,4,4,5,0,0,4,1,17,3,18,18,2,25,0,0,0,0,23,7,0,2,13,83,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15219600236424602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19396487870610327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16051032363136253,0.0,0.0,0.13202176768999296,0.0,0.10466281489217492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14789881938622532,0.18001745568024433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18997568446553376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15206955361504418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553066759082303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932030150817748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880819283952542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691084329437575,0.0,0.1951548403530467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3962226866471836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18179871431760214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41113254086382056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647446239584733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058070705195254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991621457165116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642875716732615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662538218111335,0.0,0.13653762886565038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371147175593129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656867292566625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974391476746973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EmmettLBrownPhD,2019/01/11,"Rough case of medication induced Anxiety I recently got a run-of-the-mill stomach bug. I rarely get sick, and it kept me in bed all day, so I figured I would visit the doctor to make sure it wasn't anything more serious.

While I was there I had a bout of nausea, on the verge of puking. So they offer an injection to help with that. Phenergan with Codeine. I've had cough medicine with Codeine before without issues, and the idea that it would knock me out and make me feel good seemed like a great idea. 

The shot did that, and I went home and slept for a little while, but within 2 hours I started having intense restlessness. Like I was tired, but my mind would not let my body stay still. This got worse, and ramped up into pretty bad anxiety. Not full on panic attack but as close to (what I imagine that is) that I've ever felt. 

Freaked me out, which freaked my wife out, and we went to ER. Lying in the bed hooked up to everything not being able to move was torture. Docs did a bunch of tests and said I was normal, and it sounded like a bad reaction to the drug. So just have to wait it out for 8-12 hours for the half-life. They didn't want to give me any other drugs in case that risked making the reaction worse. I went back home and was able to sleep for a few hours. When I woke up I felt better at first, almost back to normal, but as the day wore on it built up again. By the time I got to 24 hours after the ER visit I had another mini-attack because it occurred to me the medicine should be gone, why do I still feel this way? 

That kept me awake until 3:30am, and finally got some sleep. Again felt better right after waking up, but 4 hours later now, 36 hours after ER, and the generalized anxiety is still there. This sucks.

I've dealt with phobias before (fear of flying) so I'm familiar with the feeling, but it's scary how this time there is no target and no limit I can focus on. On the plane I can tell myself, we will land in 2 hours, or this turbulence will pass in 30 mins. With this it's like, who knows? Drug should be gone but anxiety is still there. How do I deal with that?",3.530625000000001,4.3164619236111115,4.3116481481481514,89.7981666666667,72.125,7.426666666666668,23.196296296296296,7.554174236665415,0.7472401851851855,1629,38,361,18,30,523,211,432,0.159,0.752,0.08900000000000001,-0.9888,0,0,3,0,0,0,59.0,2,0,2,4,22,21,3,4,23,0,33,14,6,6,3,78,66,33,0,8,13,1,7,4,0,7,8,2,4,0,27,28,0,4,13,0,0,9,8,12,3,1,30,9,35,9,59,25,6,73,0,0,0,0,14,28,1,4,38,234,62,2,0.14150846707276812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085014445882955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04811530507079232,0.07419198303816735,0.2165071799699212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058224705549040766,0.0,0.0,0.16098631012087158,0.0,0.10881127638257324,0.11815365919314295,0.0431311240467271,0.0,0.1204132828878445,0.0,0.0,0.1251527395622629,0.0,0.0785920030587487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912612545585404,0.07294450796804305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07241995613807206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461573437592421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640012549899758,0.0,0.0,0.06358934284318676,0.0,0.0,0.07961818357626395,0.10732639920853128,0.0,0.20380547982130096,0.07750780439949602,0.0,0.060183514901231326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03696616674946489,0.06787390800371683,0.0,0.05934529417844595,0.22635449632515045,0.07800679225825041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04742507130420524,0.0,0.14194453036914606,0.0,0.4877506737483749,0.0,0.0,0.1597458348553437,0.0,0.0738490372850063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03888467636853365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235099753693898,0.0,0.13826777828597794,0.07091432980754983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416870009034917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07127744656501052,0.0,0.0,0.07144160610703444,0.0,0.0,0.07520055286856005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13864825263889552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301484820369869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198249211261556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986126976284437,0.0,0.0,0.060423728845507965,0.0673034786495494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06441199686835596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161066279532866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05008021066709408,0.0754145987994571,0.22601768919650286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668502776608275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06184231872988113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251472513107858,0.08132158308185053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041732680118738735,0.05616141724269643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196769650033682,0.06384469064955853,0.0,0.0,0.06820455625836247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14420921735370998,0.150785332398342,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,skeletowns,2019/01/11,"Realistic 2019 goals with anxiety Hi everyone.

Like most of you I've been dealing with anxiety for a long time, but it amplified itself after my diagnosis of GERD, a chronic illness that affects my gut and overall quality of life. Without getting too much into it, I have horrible emetophobia and my main symptom with GERD is horrible nausea, although it's gotten a lot better in the last few months.

The anxiety associated with it makes me terrified of being sick (v* I think is what a lot of people shorten it to) and I ended up calling off work a LOT last year because of the anxiety alone, which made me feel sick to my stomach, which made me have panic attacks.

So for 2019 I'm trying to make it a goal of mine to learn to ""deal with it"" to put it simply and not call off work unless absolutely necessary. I'm actually going to track the days I call off this year and compare it to last years.

What are some of your goals in living with anxiety? ",4.23011520737327,5.7128851451612945,6.0226113671274994,75.54677419354842,71.20430107526882,9.185253456221199,31.027649769585253,9.606745405546679,3.09395207373272,751,33,138,18,14,259,110,186,0.226,0.747,0.027000000000000003,-0.9915,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,6,2,4,1,1,10,0,7,8,2,5,0,29,18,9,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,16,12,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,4,1,14,2,34,13,8,21,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,5,13,99,30,6,0.0,0.0,0.1175032172970768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470889905587774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4605682744174031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698425533508046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340108491050996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649324665687307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3688575572388332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07765477068988423,0.24827574710629366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066479076518296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150573328246966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06088313497935596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06290948368175994,0.0,0.0684320263228558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944517318655892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504945275712683,0.05882645745194048,0.0,0.10632462207292946,0.1065594478303784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30710594337951025,0.0,0.22787053417068776,0.16074980367256586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611046219394588,0.0,0.0885155259476838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127570418130952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347743606955384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104574697630432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515254858830727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715414620019917,0.0,0.0,0.07021229424895181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175078291308215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607136460853748,0.0,0.1753204647323291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326211212450665
anxiety,fatboyslimzzz,2019/01/11,"Wow. Went outside today downtown and my hands were itching to fight Today was bad. I was going down town to the central city to a store Friday night, and on the way from the home and to the city my hands were itching to fight. I had to really calm myself down due to the rush of rage inside. Kind of scary. I guess it’s just the anxiety on full blow or what do you think trigger this?",0.6180694444444441,2.8465701125,2.036666666666669,96.2927777777778,85.375,4.555555555555556,17.63888888888889,5.82211442006289,-0.4679027777777778,299,7,66,2,9,96,54,80,0.19,0.74,0.071,-0.8692,0,0,0,0,2,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,1,7,3,0,7,0,6,4,4,1,0,8,10,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,6,2,7,3,14,4,1,14,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,4,43,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237021289842808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24416026399181076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661902352967708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221359440549831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933232389398196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045126491684029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27441835969936834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18733310431499708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18737229335630548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5543639742592856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321110755904001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710782440757349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fduerr,2019/01/11,Freaking out Damn I thought this would be easier. I’m currently at the airport about to board my flight for NYC. I took my Ativan but I’m still freaking out. I’m so nervous and  sweating like no other. I don’t know if I can do this. Why isn’t my Ativan working yet. Usually it works immediately. I’m so confused. I’m so scared. I want to board that flight but I’m so nervous. I don’t want to have a panic attack on the plane and be stuck. Please someone help. ,-0.9574149659863948,1.1499863877551064,1.6477959183673467,94.88529931972788,98.3877551020408,4.245986394557823,19.798639455782315,6.079149491110277,0.058291700680271674,358,13,80,4,15,122,59,98,0.314,0.5539999999999999,0.131,-0.9734,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,7,10,2,5,3,0,9,1,1,0,0,13,21,9,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,9,0,0,3,0,9,1,9,15,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,2,5,47,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924557189892432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723094754575567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127966504089934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255920533904713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016177847665068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28218709344575504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25737322058585205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178156806613456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20529747451389274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20408589930515195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856156763258822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831277213089575,0.0,0.30325462979579104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319668659222433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743019403317579,0.0,0.0,0.18261607779559846,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mcnuggetfly,2019/01/11,"Anxiety in a Relationship Hey guys, I'm new here but I feel like I don't really have anywhere else to go. 

I've been dating this girl for about a year now. She's really great but she suffers from pretty bad anxiety and mild OCD. She often gets into spells of hypochondria and fear over irrational things, diagnosing herself with appendicitis and cancer and, most recently, pregnancy.

So far I've been trying to be supportive and reassuring to the best of my ability. I know that that's what people with anxiety need when they start to spiral out and I try my best, I really do. However, it's been getting harder and harder as her anxieties are starting to affect my own mental health and there are nights where I can't sleep because she's afraid she might be terminally ill or that I'll abandon her forever.

This most recent pregnancy thing has me so worked up and I'm just really scared right now, even though it is exrtemely unlikely. I feel alone because I can't really talk to anyone about this, least of all my girlfriend and I just don't know if it's healthy.

She's a wonderful person and I love her but I feel sick to my stomach everytime she comes to me with a new anxiety because I know I will bear the weight of it too. 

Any advice or reassurance would be super appriciated. Thanks.",3.6232251082251103,5.7422347857142855,5.078860028860031,79.05149350649351,74.15873015873015,9.026262626262627,26.137085137085137,9.573946990214177,2.577144444444444,1034,37,194,28,22,346,146,252,0.16699999999999998,0.63,0.203,0.9501,1,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,4,16,16,0,3,6,0,19,9,2,1,1,41,38,22,0,3,8,0,4,1,1,3,5,0,0,3,13,17,1,1,7,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,3,4,32,10,25,29,7,22,0,2,0,1,22,8,0,8,13,133,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748943199199393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392545328570593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480287091704067,0.0,0.4207434259243028,0.0,0.0,0.0769136310555619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184429885664183,0.2011625136634139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308736457638648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475411843972456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164633952443836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918897781201193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265308731986148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377909066443435,0.1668559052919736,0.0785830752955587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493953516826315,0.0,0.0625147818408494,0.0,0.0,0.12127392735764746,0.0,0.10891598207399088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692344760148694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18135718496017592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05373979628672492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927809869210627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085279228992727,0.11669121107526105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156262361722068,0.0,0.2124748112411811,0.0,0.1032263048373161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625923102000334,0.09604660003716303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190819756550724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523398389474656,0.0,0.217220842161629,0.11809741093994686,0.0,0.09393826730406657,0.0,0.0,0.11012786295435616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007811458298117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15571525644562034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482519268277333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841276817311973,0.0,0.10127200101891512,0.0,0.0,0.1461564636706331,0.0,0.1080731395517722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14936375944849248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339487521584839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928887065149395,0.08008034537271391,0.0,0.0,0.07813990260120025,0.0,0.0,0.07083554015873658
anxiety,GaysMibble,2019/01/11,"How can I stop the constant worry?? So for the past week I've all of a sudden been having relationship anxiety that hasn't been this bad since when I first started dating my boyfriend 9 months ago. I've been worried and having these random intrusive thoughts (ex: ""what if he's mad at Me?"" ""What if he doesn't want to be with me cause I'm worried all the time?"" ""What if he doesn't wanna be around Me?"") And I know they're irrational, my boyfriend is a sweetheart and always tells me that he loves me, he wants to be with me, and that my anxiety doesn't make him mad, in fact he always tells me he's never mad at me. I know the thoughts are irrational but I'm finding it difficult to stop them. another thing to note is that my anxiety/depression medication (zoloft) has been counter productive and making my anxiety worse but I need to take it for my depression. My boyfriend has told me and shown me that he loves me and there's no reason for me to be so worried, then I feel like I have to apologize, I gotta apologize for being worried, and for everything even though he always tells me I don't have anything to apologize for. I want to stop these thoughts, I need to. I don't want these thoughts to hurt the wonderful relationship I have with my boyfriend. I'll take any advice, I really need it.",6.317715376226825,5.57654582061069,6.616205016357689,80.95984732824428,65.98473282442748,10.691821155943297,33.218102508178845,10.125756701596842,2.97776902944384,1023,38,217,21,14,331,116,262,0.212,0.7040000000000001,0.084,-0.9792,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,1,1,8,11,3,0,7,0,26,4,0,5,4,47,52,19,0,11,5,1,1,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,16,12,0,3,10,0,0,0,8,7,0,1,9,1,37,4,26,37,2,20,0,2,0,2,24,4,0,5,17,138,53,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270493083098652,0.08409568253486675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23681593068996776,0.0,0.0,0.06451420242726721,0.09947846335303066,0.21772367464446168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806913900955527,0.08445356166093235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921168820912193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745664002524147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251973262080558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16342113541841027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06266010815972163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852621786428734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047968638628543434,0.06777446326354747,0.0,0.0,0.08670858658980987,0.08069555949837301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155927264265907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427508996845873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04634822238155661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124603045570233,0.0,0.1266516457241109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557058007692457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572356500641622,0.0,0.0,0.2110325798742172,0.07316885444029624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056323618425753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06077553819627327,0.09754117660441616,0.0,0.20370769683333734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784766527060588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06714879691240604,0.0,0.0,0.2379443036676696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426594274518861,0.0,0.2487591752712188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06302677669790288,0.0,0.09320835305540393,0.3012616926176576,0.05531890188064286,0.0,0.0,0.09065143609479588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22382487809659984,0.0,0.07609822386935884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288143027378656,0.0,0.4817205910162596,0.0966796596898499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,deftones5554,2019/01/11,"Daily anxiety about the fact that my girlfriend hooked up with one of my friends 4 years ago I was at the party they hooked up at but didn’t really know her. We could all hear them having sex so I still have those sounds in my head. I made the mistake of asking her all the details and now I even know what position they were in. 

They don’t hang out at all and it was just a one night thing aside from them also meeting to make out once, which I was also there for :/ 

This stuff was all in high school but I still wake up every morning and picture them having sex on the floor. I’ve tried meditation and therapy and it helps a little, but I still wake up with these thoughts. 

My legs shake nonstop and I don’t really eat most days. Kinda lost at this point.

TL;DR

My gf hooked up with my friend years back and the thought of them being intimate gives me daily anxiety ",2.1786797752808984,4.068083089887644,3.0015589887640464,93.35773174157305,77.65168539325842,6.247752808988763,20.11376404494382,7.1686216300943375,0.2649876404494385,682,16,150,8,16,215,106,178,0.081,0.855,0.064,-0.2397,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,7,1,12,5,0,1,8,0,13,7,4,2,5,32,23,13,0,2,4,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,11,13,1,0,4,0,0,2,3,3,0,2,10,2,25,2,25,11,5,31,0,1,0,2,19,19,0,2,10,110,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13488307927718204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433689606034061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328081441074569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422516122030632,0.0,0.0,0.1170037470171186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148955840640145,0.0,0.0,0.0981323728185074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15570046037949184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050204816305944,0.0,0.1282036628504357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23512109566874426,0.0,0.0,0.14596835594884985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15616286005133384,0.0,0.17149845569507904,0.0,0.10199147054642456,0.16076827868487478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672493141490286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525070301632805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16610359468031552,0.0,0.0,0.14398005437998992,0.10156980391774573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427944144311468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16204834152300746,0.20621880786279434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438429633038233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949586825279061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15399680646141173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645520584901897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17418992137262904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17401134300509985,0.0,0.10109015661301987,0.0,0.0,0.2416004219460251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330850552722687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959756186918017
anxiety,thegilmonster,2019/01/11,"When will it let up? I’m so tired of the constant stream of frustrating problems that cause my anxiety. I’m not joking when I say that as soon as one thing is resolved, another pops up.

Yesterday, I resolved financial aid stuff with school, I had meditated and tried really hard to be positive about it; it worked, everything went smoothly, and I even got a little more aid. Then last night at work, there was an incident and now I’m worried for my job. Seriously. One thing got resolved and as soon I turned around, there’s another fucking problem. It’s exhausting.",3.6843925233644867,6.107423093457947,4.683934579439256,80.53898598130844,75.07476635514018,9.139813084112149,30.326168224299067,9.642632912329526,3.2739465420560734,449,21,83,13,10,146,75,107,0.21,0.715,0.076,-0.924,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,5,11,10,2,0,3,0,6,3,0,1,0,13,14,11,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,9,6,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,6,0,2,5,3,7,4,13,6,1,16,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,10,56,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512082577674154,0.1281120721497879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490814556912102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17203510989943566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809727224713783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061061196832006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050886496079666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482087594172994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678778927208353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15001786076823714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16618551432862255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650825010729745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124672203202082,0.0,0.0,0.16784629014189426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715677296706598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269604346776401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32048729343850363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728387917011316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331767664528244,0.0,0.16948590914512926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191710061176862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225157455258584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924790950686142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369934470747692,0.18215639839915213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552439206589253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24383646545709384,0.1700712333091702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WexiWexi,2019/01/11,"I keep nitpicking my appearance and it's starting to really affect me. For the past year or so (I'm 17M btw), I have strongly suffered from anxiety and I believe the root of it, is how I keep finding things about my body I dislike and then proceed to  bully myself for it.

Every single damn day it would be something different I'd find to hate about myself. I'm about to list a shit ton of things down I hate about my body.

Dermatitis
Large bushy eyebrows
Big forehead
Large moles over body. Especially forehead.
Weak chin and jaw
Crooked nose
Bad smile
Psosis
Obese
Hairy stomach and chest. Grows on back, ass, thighs, etc so I have to shave and trim a lot.
Large nips. Ikr
Stretch marks
Keloid scar on shoulder
Dandruff
Sweaty hands

FYI there are more... personal things I won't mention.

Some positive things that I really seem to think are good are:
Strong legs and arms
6ft tall
Hazel eyes
Thick black hair
Dimples
Will have straight teeth when braces are off
Looks like by mid 20s I can grow decent facial hair

Anyway, just wanted to share this. I just want to know if I am alone with suffering anxiety because of shit like this. I'm really unsure if I am overreacting or not.

Any advice would be sooooo appreciated. I just don't know what to fucking do. I fear I won't ever get to feel normal again.





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anxiety,Walkure__,2019/01/11,"[rant] To anyone who reads this: Thank You. Hi! I'm new to this sub and just wanted to introduce myself and thank you all for sharing/giving advice.

I'm not in a good phase in my life. I just feel like I'm in an endless cycle of anxiety/depression/IBS that I can't get rid of. 

I don't have any friends at all, I don't have a boyfriend or a normal social life like I should have, and I feel terribly embarassed for that. I'm a 23 y-o female currently in college, although I'm always very discouraged about my future, I'm afraid in 10 years time I will have accomplished nothing or doing anything remarkable in my life, and I'll still be living with parents and just ""surviving"". I just don't know what to do when I wake up in the morning, I see all these people with my same age going out, travelling and enjoying their life and i always think why I have such a shitty life instead.

 I'm too coward to talk about this with anyone else, although my parents have surely noticed that there's something wrong with me, I'm sure to have failed them in many ways, they certainly didn't want me to become a useless good-for-nothing person and i surely do not deserve them. And it's also pretty obvious for strangers/relatives as well, that I'm a weirdo with no friends who just gets out to get to uni or grocery shopping.

I live with anxiety and fearing I'm not good enough for anything, I feel ugly and deformed and worthless. Sometimes I just wish I was dead, but I'm too coward to do anything about that. 

I really hope to find the strength somehow to talk to a therapist and sort my life out, in the meantime I just wanted to thank you all for reading this, I'm sure I wouldn't be able to talk about all this to someone in IRL without crying/looking pathetic. I really appreciate it. ",6.412684210526315,5.569064011111113,6.910029239766081,79.26842105263158,65.83333333333334,9.801169590643276,33.94736842105263,8.99025400887824,2.7701666666666664,1404,54,280,20,19,461,174,360,0.116,0.747,0.13699999999999998,0.887,3,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,3,4,4,21,26,0,2,12,0,22,7,1,0,11,66,52,22,1,8,15,2,3,2,2,3,6,0,0,1,16,22,0,1,6,4,1,2,11,8,1,0,2,4,37,18,50,45,7,26,0,4,1,0,19,15,0,6,10,184,53,5,0.08981324253671995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776446114747595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182361760798417,0.1494636251588033,0.0,0.0,0.0610760847522876,0.0,0.0687068847109356,0.0,0.0,0.1255990148871554,0.09202428061683326,0.22172593807051866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919167011370916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502743955586323,0.0,0.0,0.09280108813349708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106486742155066,0.13623682203767778,0.06416259841376712,0.0,0.0,0.0820876765744839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877897678497786,0.0,0.14077113696165958,0.0,0.05104293548060442,0.2259932600381111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892048149748734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04935900927897261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3806264957809221,0.08775642732265687,0.0,0.1586134772296102,0.0,0.07542050368770102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910565311864051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674218930370223,0.0,0.0,0.0879979085290077,0.17235645698105811,0.10225297190621913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19945395431273175,0.0,0.0,0.06226519383310145,0.07842145912480591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137235610337544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796750945513423,0.0,0.11507332593706884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156952614205524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155329031785302,0.07609846894637462,0.06914262198279551,0.0888275933874812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172497150631953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385916727791707,0.0,0.0,0.2165654468575621,0.0,0.24806390081437205,0.0,0.10428009694019562,0.0,0.05754869931774278,0.0,0.0,0.0523708239821255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410533109646837,0.15892253228709846,0.07128957146331627,0.0,0.0,0.08075289117732529,0.0,0.08104248183314716,0.0,0.10328079649855088,0.08657676081236408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819668159488616,0.0,0.057836783550823424
anxiety,sunnyshineyellow,2019/01/11,"I really need help Hey everyone, I’ve had pretty bad anxiety for 6 months now. I’ve been seeing a therapist, and I thought things were getting better, until suddenly they weren’t. I’ve seen myself change. Things that make me happy, don’t anymore. I feel disconnected from my surroundings. Work is agonizing, and pretty much the root of my anxiety. I can’t focus anymore, but I want to be at this job until I find a new one. Except even looking for new jobs is hard with my mental state. I’m too afraid to quit because again, i fear the unknown and am afraid I won’t find a job. (I’m currently working at my first job after college) I’ve dug myself a whole and I can’t climb out of it. Only recently have I been having depressing thoughts. and I’m so afraid of these. Please help, any advice. I can see myself spiraling, and I need to stop. Any words of advice or something kind will help thank you so much ",2.0256105006104974,4.243168642857143,3.7192673992674017,86.40628815628817,79.60439560439559,6.901587301587303,22.74847374847375,7.984000788550335,1.2854678876678869,711,23,142,13,18,237,112,182,0.105,0.728,0.16699999999999998,0.9057,6,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,1,6,6,10,0,4,6,0,17,0,0,2,0,23,33,12,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,1,5,0,0,1,5,6,0,2,8,6,22,4,18,22,3,19,0,1,4,0,6,4,0,1,13,88,28,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21918124704433206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15253021833173647,0.0,0.17158722875503132,0.0,0.2224431802810222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936396610543558,0.06836493874517753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991866032136776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11863868354570888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09659369769583878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407330183665897,0.0,0.0,0.10716309602690363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261987106409906,0.05670586202578143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20500415639006772,0.09539381132832712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05859318024573845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938460732115333,0.10046340114959484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255131647752891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4451619802002415,0.0,0.0,0.11678583889411916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417684467522858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486027280640861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301973041527592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951619541687451,0.0,0.16488471571744054,0.16631400152864734,0.0,0.21662824535541236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599500845213293,0.08529430484079349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231058329452646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228191533272948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928417768676396,0.0,0.0,0.07184546783134609,0.0,0.11073352558173356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17873633342120426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633771524352261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376151613060152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325165489596208,0.0,0.1302135362675399,0.14901351406017754,0.0,0.0,0.17806742554775112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06614833679963318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521026052476816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329149421721353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fortheloveofbrunch,2019/01/11,"Zoloft v Prozac? Hello friends! I’m not sure if this had been previously discussed so my apologies if it has! I’ve been on various amounts of Zoloft for about 6 years. The past year my anxiety and depression have become worse again, and my psychiatrist had decided to switch me from Zoloft to Lexapro quickly because my panic attacks were super intense. I had super bad migraines from the Lexapro, and after figuring out that I probably have PDD, I was switched to a small dosage of Prozac with Abilify. Has anyone had success from a transition like this? I’m very nervous to be switching medications 😓",6.254636363636365,8.0256446,6.077954545454547,75.97693181818181,66.63636363636364,9.5,37.38636363636364,9.827888789773867,3.987,486,26,82,11,8,152,78,110,0.185,0.67,0.145,-0.6248,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,4,11,1,2,4,0,13,7,0,0,1,11,15,6,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,7,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,8,0,8,6,15,6,2,9,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,2,7,54,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19774659487314053,0.0,0.0,0.18074445972808584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29407333883353376,0.0,0.0,0.2158310295343695,0.1575750589791291,0.2854854369731581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226398193402556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997112095437509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262867233341871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604047099304739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30328608147725505,0.0,0.0,0.24676101400603195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27869939588762865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24362678727967715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21328396634378166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634266603535137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33292229894305914
anxiety,hnngrm,2019/01/11,"Invited to a party and...freaking out I used to like going to parties but only if I spend a short amount of time there (maybe 1 hour max), but now I just can't. I'm too frazzled. Im invited to a party tomorrow by a college friend. We were not close but we are mutuals on twitter and she saw my posts about recovery and living well after 2 years of suffering from a mental health condition. Have no beef with her or the people going to the party but am freaking out. I have work tomorrow, it's almost midnight and I can't sleep. Thinking about going to the party, socializing, and having fun is keeping me up tonight. I keep doing breathing exercises but I still worry. 

Ditching the party means going back to old habits of isolating myself, and I feel like I've improved so much (thanks to months of therapy), but going also means I have to make sure I'm constantly breathing right so that I don't panic and pass out. Idk. My limbs feel heavy now just thinking about it and Im just scared of what state I'll be in when tomorrow comes. 

I enjoy being alone as I am an introvert, but I cannot live my life just being by myself and with close family members and friends. I need to go socialize. How do I cope? ",3.300786224821312,4.776071415637862,4.936989387047866,82.44627680311892,73.52674897119341,7.9141433831492325,26.36972059779077,8.532816995589336,1.8889555555555555,946,33,185,17,19,320,143,243,0.086,0.7090000000000001,0.205,0.9853,0,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,2,0,0,1,19,13,0,2,10,0,18,6,3,3,1,47,40,24,0,2,14,0,2,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,4,19,0,2,6,1,1,8,6,4,1,0,2,3,25,9,31,35,2,36,0,1,1,0,8,10,0,3,18,125,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360131879943168,0.1278403959817936,0.0,0.09871012345059373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491312518742104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632745951742473,0.0,0.13338830089802825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636258778773295,0.0,0.12482387613551806,0.08818127269643082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19072960102847045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4209023129470767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13120456763463265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155762395424125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666597980233469,0.0,0.0,0.21942761740053424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718508302790992,0.12060723287265285,0.0,0.2179889629580883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239315201671576,0.0,0.12400604145382732,0.26891161905596106,0.0,0.0,0.12439243780309707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985238394203284,0.0,0.09073819088578736,0.09152474534720803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952321686484372,0.0,0.0,0.09387711748100884,0.0,0.14482320108569754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557359228947216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821564959042333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541195969507028,0.0,0.0,0.12357896503958908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235231403637804,0.25165083270822897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857455009467643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163350821515137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364144129985318,0.1411575338716108,0.0,0.0,0.15818304349637796,0.0,0.0,0.07197535675103978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660734278355492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109819878554828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986142049514255,0.12535321640160546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948744764497087
anxiety,imalwayshigh710,2019/01/11,"Nauseous before everything Hey, I have been struggling with severe anxiety since I was avout 8-9years old (I am now almost 22). I am pretty used to my symptoms and what to expect at this point however one thing gets to me the most. EVERY SINGLE TIME I try to do literally anything ""big"" that I am anticipating or happy for, I get nauseous or feel super sick. It ruins everything and i have no idea why it happens. Do any of you experience this issue?",2.514022988505744,4.9957693678160915,4.72712643678161,78.38885057471266,79.45977011494253,7.085057471264367,24.60919540229885,8.167268648758528,1.868278160919541,353,13,63,7,9,122,67,87,0.161,0.7290000000000001,0.11,-0.4522,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,1,4,0,1,1,0,9,2,0,1,0,11,14,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,1,11,2,8,12,2,6,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,4,3,45,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20271468585790045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13766632413926122,0.0,0.15486625083413255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16659109144655568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17226175754597148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17056465687631586,0.0,0.3638805187153147,0.1980254272403744,0.0,0.0,0.10235988209574574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21153336911946602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17901726032779702,0.21550142953270374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285304213361657,0.0,0.2112950440466292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21242700703434755,0.0,0.13717876471904905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913714876353529,0.0,0.0,0.20595453103637495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286998803868349,0.0,0.16746068156041152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116345224954385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210412951334142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13449231865073946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180445481894359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744365337059905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748433933587868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826708542032788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,figurehead00,2019/01/11,"Anyone finding Clonazepam just not doing much at all? Last year I went in for some psychological testing and was diagnosed with ADHD, chronic depression, and Generalized Anxiety Disorder. Yay? Sigh...  
  
I was put on Prozac and Adderall for the first two, which I think have helped a lot. I was also prescribed 0.5 MG Clonazepam twice a day as needed, but I’ve never noticed it doing much of anything. I’m taking it as directed (no abusive doses), and I just don’t notice a difference. My anxiety is pretty bad and ever present (though thankfully I don’t think I’ve had a full blown panic attack). I’m always terrified of the next bad thing happening, when things are going good it makes me more nervous because I know it will get worse any moment. I literally never stop thinking about it.  
  
When it gets bad I take my Clonazepam, and nothing. Took a dose about an hour and a half ago and I’m just as nervous and uncomfortable as I was before. Always been this way. If I take it before bed I might have a slightly easier time sleeping, but just as likely not (got pretty bad insomnia).  
  
Anyone ever had this experience with Clonazepam? I’ve read all about it and seen people talk about how it can be a miracle drug and it turned their life around, but for me nothing. Obviously I’ll talk to my psychiatrist about it next visit, just wanted to hear some anecdotal experiences.  
  
To be clear, I’m not looking to get high or anything, just to be able to calm down and relax even a little. 
  
Thanks.",4.021487043580681,6.10283630035336,5.186841872791522,78.87776575382806,72.92226148409894,7.826207302709068,27.339369846878682,8.59863814320734,2.202397055359246,1175,44,209,22,24,388,164,283,0.175,0.6940000000000001,0.132,-0.942,0,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,1,1,20,17,1,3,12,1,21,9,1,2,8,52,49,27,0,3,14,0,0,1,0,2,8,1,1,0,16,15,0,1,5,2,0,5,8,9,1,4,11,3,18,7,28,33,9,32,0,1,2,0,6,8,0,6,19,145,34,2,0.0935957134091831,0.11089561550556498,0.0,0.0,0.11248385911420096,0.0,0.08296695269504377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484845819812384,0.15575826270542995,0.0,0.0,0.06364829465201556,0.0,0.14320092915058372,0.0,0.0,0.13088859804886455,0.0,0.1540425945282764,0.08332002837774029,0.0,0.10647863591884378,0.0,0.0,0.31259404480442804,0.05705507817023416,0.0,0.15928611692237624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06036149216874254,0.0,0.08061385081218707,0.0949976789360313,0.0,0.09778759968046766,0.10726879631925716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085413128822804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061819085984569075,0.1693253624686487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18310913464699785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554478642667766,0.07961246601245879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14669969170706146,0.0,0.053192600844500684,0.07850364378907743,0.07485704214446179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276638026315028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548917134140287,0.0,0.06273523378521095,0.0988890099780519,0.0,0.0,0.09217292428730682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05143775635031925,0.07629299848194528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610942033499426,0.045726137869630284,0.09380749331216524,0.0,0.0,0.07859682658093801,0.0,0.0,0.07957172852610236,0.0,0.0,0.062475865483255275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992902611191997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760723723312066,0.06940003554593091,0.1443735683477373,0.0,0.1990802060617685,0.0,0.0,0.17961522261292204,0.21311868012913315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981440336265856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06488748287856919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19044097760699055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408954328573622,0.0,0.0,0.09362104173847076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366330711405664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825020734869745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21111698506035706,0.15045737819137953,0.0,0.17234071585299887,0.0,0.0,0.12436166621628765,0.17991706177001202,0.09195731321312936,0.0,0.05457641316568377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398828143051812,0.0,0.1018052595035076,0.09142941201170113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05520517675005264,0.07429192078235047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676416402563983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538202806945582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06027257077951083
anxiety,490918075,2019/01/11,"New here - just some things I wanted to get off of my chest Ok so I just needed somewhere to release everything I’m feeling right now. I thought it might help to express everything and put my thoughts out there whether it helps me come to terms with stuff or if anyone can give any advice. Don’t feel you have to read but any advice/things to think about would be appreciated.

I’m female, 22 years old and I just feel useless. I’ve had anxiety since my teens, always been quite shy but middle/high school is where it became something completely different. Throughout those few years I had 2 friend groups - the first I didn’t fit in with at all but we were in the same tutor group and just got a long, first few years was light hearted enough but I gradually felt isolated from them as they had different interests and often felt left out. I didn’t speak up much and just kinda went along with whatever. I felt like a burden. Finally came to an end after I found out one had been tweeting horrible things about me behind my back, with another finding it quite amusing and joining in so I decided to cut them off. Fell into another group through another friend who turned out to be completely toxic - a lot happened but I’d rather not go into detail. 

Through this I’ve been left being completely unable to trust anyone to the point where I currently have no friends, never had a boyfriend (at 22 years old this is one of the things that upsets me the most, I feel like something is wrong with me, it feels like I’ll never find anyone), find it hard to speak to just about anyone - whether it’s being served at a till, speaking on the phone etc. also I’m in a lot of fandoms so thought twitter might be a good place to make friends (kept online) but even feel intimidated by this as I see all of the nastiness and subtweets or “tea/shade” and it puts me off it completely to the point where I no longer enjoy the things I’m a fan of so I’ve been put off of doing that. I’m in a job I hate I can’t do many hours due to anxiety which makes me feel like people must think I’m lazy and don’t want to work - that is not the case!, I can’t get a drivers license as my last set of lessons gave me panic attacks before each one so it’s difficult to change jobs. Basically I’ve just become a recluse and I hate it, but I don’t know how to change as the world in general seems so unsafe, I hear news stories and see things happen that make me never want to leave the house again. I just feel utterly worthless and it’s been getting to me more and more. I just fear that I’ll never have a normal life and I really don’t know where to go from here.",4.245595903165736,4.957684728119184,4.862136871508381,86.77167830540041,70.4338919925512,8.126815642458103,26.834729981378022,8.256446698504663,1.5122137802607076,2077,64,443,29,36,666,253,537,0.14,0.738,0.122,-0.9387,5,0,2,0,0,0,41.0,1,1,3,6,33,26,4,3,25,1,39,3,2,4,7,108,92,39,0,9,24,0,12,4,4,4,1,4,0,0,29,30,0,1,25,2,0,9,16,12,0,5,26,19,43,14,71,57,16,69,0,2,2,0,23,33,0,12,30,291,72,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061613538265106176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050422541812132515,0.0524641903314885,0.0,0.0,0.08575484053037258,0.19834608753002486,0.0964689856205017,0.0,0.0,0.17634927870874184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173058204492598,0.0,0.04848298083304768,0.0,0.0,0.06963581479593657,0.053652480518376684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211451940593963,0.0,0.0,0.13340099423536672,0.054313585941148254,0.26443466122506243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317515270800875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05584522448238018,0.06514941606202927,0.07031947995903351,0.04164515239036522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333387467720513,0.0,0.0,0.07095086091478472,0.2550472795931957,0.13513276310939815,0.18161899208138932,0.06907021992647462,0.17288474636277354,0.10726374311290232,0.0,0.06913309928701067,0.19485481218110176,0.0,0.09882596805596812,0.0604850800433267,0.07166763898004089,0.052884900459562616,0.05042832448826983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151308577154262,0.0,0.056482073119342086,0.12450129678365933,0.0,0.0,0.07106401762624982,0.07471674605085303,0.08452465220473968,0.06661774150617969,0.0,0.0,0.062093371603207576,0.07275336960887455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513846449505042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693032958255717,0.0513956733182952,0.0,0.06676280537638275,0.13701203942426254,0.0,0.04453538644969237,0.12321579651170753,0.0,0.0,0.05579890328681823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720885654186056,0.0,0.0,0.12626279881036614,0.06392467970735959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13377609808790672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04635036472409918,0.046752147984337473,0.1945178955406466,0.06089586980864685,0.0,0.0,0.0617774260049366,0.0,0.0,0.13232462061053593,0.0,0.12817669643814478,0.0,0.0,0.07397776091086976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04371221394926072,0.0,0.06587576354004375,0.0,0.11920875716583162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19015357341836625,0.0,0.13412680775264732,0.0630689129101095,0.0,0.04039262976276208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05384593554767294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06381183856382656,0.10048832249215844,0.057400036345625974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05215714203203994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09708078941265763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217928343768039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20944423791666056,0.08080215935155452,0.0,0.15016837825823964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858230720561832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156884456687986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0584496968100167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04590249787785767,0.0,0.0,0.04479022532474928,0.0689373001309308,0.0,0.16241329712952074
anxiety,bluesyre,2019/01/11,"lost & confused I’ve recently been getting very constant and scary physical symptoms of what my doctor keeps telling me is anxiety. 

It’s been happening for weeks now. I’ve convinced myself i’m going to die on multiple occasions and have had my mother drive me to the hospital twice. I think i’m going insane. 

I’ve come to terms with the fact that it’s probably just anxiety. Where do i go from here? I’m scared this is going to impair me forever - I hardly sleep, eating makes me nauseous and my chest always hurts. ",2.5138793879387933,5.1366027821782225,4.113681368136817,81.92337533753377,80.5841584158416,7.633123312331231,26.013501350135016,8.575989854853784,2.363269306930694,415,17,74,10,11,138,71,101,0.225,0.7490000000000001,0.025,-0.9605,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,2,2,0,7,5,2,1,1,11,21,3,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,5,1,1,1,0,0,6,0,4,0,1,4,1,11,1,9,17,1,13,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,1,5,42,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15836198628180226,0.20621229164799545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29118947764041153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394434560758378,0.0,0.20566895702846166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975227360706896,0.0,0.0,0.1948011996786103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19474548839386424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943465881954093,0.0,0.43265433391028896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682998789042156,0.0,0.17048987570336202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037421396546434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691656948554598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20775741825780264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270404790186207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051977976138588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879186330205281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19054412327944056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19045804824307888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19781597687603544,0.0,0.0,0.16634859397760116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219497562996874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703442779523838,0.0,0.0,0.15266370614541733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tomtanks88,2019/01/11,"Drained. I hate it when all of the sudden I feel sudden bouts of anxiety and I feel drained from energy. Especially right before I decide to go our or something.

I have Panic Disorder and GAD. How do you fight this? ",0.5221428571428568,2.9273831190476187,2.764285714285716,85.9307142857143,98.76190476190477,6.2095238095238106,20.285714285714285,7.447530270364453,1.3324857142857147,169,6,32,4,7,57,33,42,0.379,0.579,0.042,-0.9423,0,0,1,0,1,0,5.0,1,1,0,0,2,3,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,8,6,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,7,0,4,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,22,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27673429548737444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30781875235656364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4145916503931748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658187591598072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20558828782968155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571487606206188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.424430368283093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30892865604004155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784893371757448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,52-hz-whaleh,2019/01/11,"Scary head sensations followed by extreme anxiety, anyone get this too ? It\`s very hard feeling to describe, but sometimes I get this really weird pressure/tingly feeling on the top right side of my head, usually followed by extreme anxiety ( it feels like something is very wrong), there is also this physical restlessness inside my head that just keeps growing, feeling like my head is about to explode. It always happens in roughly the same location.

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I\`ve also been having constant visual desalination and extreme lack of mental clarity for months.

Blood tests and MRI (without contrast) comes back clean. 

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Im just having a hard time to come to terms with that this might just be anxiety...",6.750295454545455,9.857309741666667,5.676212121212121,73.79727272727277,68.25,8.03030303030303,36.74242424242424,8.841846274778883,3.920583333333333,579,31,79,11,11,173,84,120,0.123,0.7090000000000001,0.16899999999999998,0.8151,2,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,1,9,5,0,1,3,0,8,6,5,0,0,18,20,5,0,1,5,0,7,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,8,5,0,1,4,0,0,5,1,3,0,0,1,7,4,2,14,17,3,16,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,8,50,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870541896038321,0.09731408069670597,0.2534365735268841,0.2842208542655352,0.0,0.0,0.26840566657239745,0.0,0.0,0.08177610209286107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992946768821676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20148892613452124,0.0,0.12638440544348606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365393556155867,0.1671021768169634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220599955339367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034209558838598,0.0,0.2095334355385622,0.0,0.4801091669322775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263290700982268,0.0,0.0,0.10395300328567716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11427444023330845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786089325351495,0.1240684162126824,0.0,0.0,0.09335059209328124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492294472571673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987703391528173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003596277109689,0.11566928852179514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681961057178248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12880696267670064,0.1929965812809829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127383051120592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12786950385714846,0.2842208542655352,0.0
anxiety,Pain--In--The--Brain,2019/01/11,"Brain Pain - Does anyone else experience what feels like actual pain inside your brain? I am curious to know if anyone else experiences what I do, since googling around hasn't helped. One of the manifestations of my anxiety, I think, is that I get this subtle pain that feels like it's right at the center of my skull, just behind the back top of my throat, and directly between the ears. I know that your brain can't actually feel pain itself, but it sure as hell feels like it.

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It's only ever been intensely painful a few times. The vast majority of the time, it's subtle. But it definitely feels like it's the epicenter of where my anxiety is coming from. Like that specific part of my brain is broken and is just buzzing and messing everything up. It's always worse when I haven't eaten for a while. I see how people get fat from stress eating, if this is what other people experience.

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I guess I should give a more background: My anxiety saga started with panic attacks that were totally indifferent to where I was or what I was doing. They would manifest themselves as emotional overthinking or, AFAICT, just random hyperventilating (while sitting on the couch alone reading, in bed, whatever). I wasn't sleeping properly at the time and making several other stupid decisions like drinking too much too frequently. I let a lot of things get out of control for a long time, and I paid for it.

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I fortunately only had a few 3-4 months of that (ativan briefly and now mirtazipine have really helped), and in the year and half since then I've basically got my anxiety down to some stage fright and what I've just described above. It's really frustrating because I feel like I'm so close to being back to normal, if I can ever have that again.

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Anyway, I just thought I'd post this here, in case someone else is googling the same thing I am. You are not alone!",7.052105613194996,7.379087304469277,7.176448523543499,73.97468342644322,64.22346368715084,10.729662144187284,32.69007714817771,10.504223727775694,3.374942910348497,1517,56,276,35,21,489,192,358,0.17600000000000002,0.743,0.081,-0.9899,1,2,1,0,0,0,58.0,0,3,1,2,21,21,4,3,17,0,27,17,9,3,4,53,50,24,0,6,13,0,6,7,0,2,6,1,2,0,30,14,4,1,11,2,1,1,5,13,0,2,10,8,30,8,35,36,10,40,1,0,1,0,7,17,1,9,26,190,60,1,0.0,0.0,0.1243716995510056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199857911550286,0.0,0.0,0.05302382930031824,0.2761815662633482,0.3097286220508169,0.0,0.0,0.19499605326973932,0.0,0.0,0.08911520403159988,0.13058641503515425,0.0,0.05672825165434973,0.0,0.07249573688131132,0.0,0.09800030395662772,0.0,0.0388458200941316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845501481878883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054892952534580784,0.0,0.0,0.0714723650675925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05576567673890228,0.0,0.0,0.06242567970520844,0.0,0.06520599909139918,0.15970074900658418,0.0716814048953431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528478759077924,0.0,0.0,0.057271407286171375,0.18700415625230768,0.0,0.0,0.1933259142742849,0.2276237219685873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988015115699367,0.06113027837024562,0.0,0.0,0.0509662467422513,0.0,0.07019964225670958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542628222898427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004255864021286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516254551831371,0.0,0.21792775815472665,0.0,0.0,0.056394113858066176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05417623023285337,0.0,0.0,0.042536550796522035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050864230795794094,0.0,0.0468447871130693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06243640987122545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04318132189640568,0.09693059868742164,0.339036423708802,0.07476688655201481,0.0,0.06900734607519739,0.0,0.08835699002080953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061030387364313016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374167315215679,0.0,0.08164700120212012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05442031368360095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050780119018643856,0.0,0.0,0.07199046567359882,0.0,0.10542701139292987,0.0,0.06377044943691307,0.0,0.053993501403983284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045104478421256665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299611744909539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060059519635217815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846713573510564,0.04083204064985314,0.0,0.05059007807522575,0.1486329066724997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494063668696373,0.045268005604136345,0.0,0.3097286220508169,0.0410364426129763
anxiety,Tndyank16,2019/01/11,Today I work Sales A bunch of sales people called off and now I'm next in line to sell to customers. I work in car sales and usually I assist with deliveries but today I will be a full fledge sales person. I'm out of my mind since I don't like dealing with customers and I'm not prepared with the workings of sales. Please help. ,2.0678260869565217,3.782349333333337,3.260217391304348,92.17119565217394,77.40579710144928,5.759420289855073,21.644927536231886,6.42735559955562,0.22316231884058,260,7,57,2,6,84,44,69,0.07200000000000001,0.8290000000000001,0.1,0.4284,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,12,4,2,11,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,6,32,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430304732913257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453734692777264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595302319642006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627758344129692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403179516809638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25312180680835883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16500321383406524,0.20781743366661945,0.0,0.26125883301057073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19688080932427696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4512032284039362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621296996928017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5198130445863155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,caninesapien,2019/01/11,"Day to day worries and (trying) to deal with them. Hello r/anxiety. Never posted here before and really not posted too much anywhere about the anxiety problems I deal with on a daily basis. I feel like I just needed somewhere to vent a few issues as I'm having a very tough day today, sat at my desk in work. I am fearful of writing this stuff on my personal social media, as I have family members, work colleagues etc on there and I don't want to feel like a burden to any of them. I hope it's ok to post here.

I first started to take my anxiety problems seriously in 2016, when an issue in my workplace caused me suffer with feelings of utter, inescapable dread and panic every single hour of every day. It came to a head one day in Spring 2016 where I physically couldn't walk through the entrance of my office. I just couldn't do it. A ball of molten terror, deep in my gut, was telling me to run away and get home. That afternoon, I went to see my doctor who immediately signed me off work for six weeks, citing ""stress"". 

That was a huge blow to me, as I'm not the kind of person who wants to feel as though they are getting preferential treatment, and basically having a doctor tell me to take time off work immediately made me feel as though I was somehow ""chickening out"" or not facing up to the problems before me. There was also absolutely a sense of guilt involved with this, having been brought up in a proud working-class home. To be perfectly honest, I felt worse than I ever had before. I got home, doctor's note in hand, and burst into tears. 

Thankfully, the seriousness of my being signed off with mental health issues meant that my manager simply had to make changes to my role and fortunately, within a few weeks, the biggest issues and stressors were identified and removed from my responsibilities. At the same time, I began taking an SSRI (Citalopram), and this was my first experience with medication for combating depressing and panic. On that note - whilst there was a sense of relief (amongst feelings of shame and embarrassment) to have the time off work, there was no real diagnosis, other than ""stress"". My doctor and I chatted about anxiety problems and so on but I felt pretty disheartened that I wasn't able to be told if there's anything I should be worrying about, in terms of an actual disorder.

I stopped taking the SSRI in June 2018 as I generally felt I was able to handle problems and triggers a lot better. 2018 was a very good year for me for many reasons and I coped fine with things that would definitely have set me off previously without taking the medication. However, lately, some of the same kinds of problems that initially caused me to be off work sick have started to arise again. 

Today, I'm sat in work and completely worried about a number of tasks that I feel like are getting on top of me. I had an interview for an internal job earlier in the week for which I was rejected. I took this very badly and was upset in work for a while, so generally I feel as if this has been a low week.

Lately I feel as though my problems are wrapped up in a bunch of different things that I struggle with quite a lot: social media, awful global news, post-truth-type worries and concerns, worrying about whether I actually have anything to be worried about, dealing with the subsequent recursive spiral, worrying that my free time is really just extended breaks from a job I no longer enjoy, worrying about friends, my health, money etc etc etc. 

I don't really know the purpose of my writing this here. I felt like I just needed to get some of these things down. Is there anyone else in a similar situation today? I'll be happy to chat, if I have the time between these piles of work I need to complete before the end of the working day. ",9.341949549237171,7.237257201109571,9.301487083911237,68.50614186026355,60.900138696255205,12.174774618585298,37.64914181692095,10.75352987622681,3.9336674410540913,2986,109,540,57,32,984,313,721,0.152,0.758,0.09,-0.9873,5,1,0,0,0,0,84.0,0,0,3,17,32,49,0,12,43,2,48,13,4,6,3,103,96,42,0,20,14,0,14,4,1,2,9,0,3,2,29,32,0,1,16,3,2,7,12,29,0,4,33,15,69,21,121,52,16,94,0,5,1,0,24,43,0,10,43,387,98,19,0.08753270847302287,0.0,0.08541929672467209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03499993767058993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02976262169306416,0.0,0.13392456478860712,0.0,0.0,0.030602452500591307,0.0448438019837642,0.07203196080317889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041119930505484084,0.0,0.036543077665649286,0.0,0.0,0.14896777564385985,0.0,0.0,0.03870778368714265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050057049756764095,0.0,0.0899202035960522,0.04629899957075464,0.0,0.09177637945449424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16935406669440894,0.13536356833103327,0.037695896772440216,0.0,0.0,0.04572652498350003,0.05016003369415183,0.17918687240116005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0365611729886919,0.0,0.03876399931137753,0.0,0.1952442163478772,0.0,0.03958917307799203,0.07375008214328174,0.0,0.0,0.04281189254825042,0.041259023668404775,0.04924931628684063,0.19916625360407567,0.09380007663448453,0.1680902541916805,0.0,0.0,0.0744552771110484,0.0,0.0,0.03381377671599295,0.0,0.0914644547956876,0.0,0.0,0.03670914145297352,0.03500395161548643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04659009791681655,0.0,0.0,0.044916906040163664,0.09304317589284147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170366536887204,0.04346986503907325,0.04310104286226443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18272281186843056,0.08686270664098558,0.0,0.0,0.09115184597856428,0.02405284369934145,0.0,0.0987407078139852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855281198240622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441717854448722,0.0,0.04141278260476137,0.029214381304181705,0.044372213794895685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881799948785847,0.044106191114027485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03217330618509673,0.09735659131473703,0.03375531049735184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029657214312810543,0.0,0.0,0.1027007734174653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643018474468509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16766427688337493,0.044526116546900085,0.0,0.2931494316036525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04655090503755898,0.0,0.049815692795486685,0.0841135416763769,0.044999101431138486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03487611787751462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049195215900197715,0.0,0.08922857303434051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06195610158558359,0.0,0.0,0.03659063186933886,0.10026842181369673,0.04575409614229434,0.05010200459229516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16453425797933527,0.0,0.07650744536572211,0.040294178785843085,0.0,0.0,0.08722926305294047,0.0,0.1290006624703641,0.0,0.1276025655750365,0.0,0.1244561590522028,0.04182062703889305,0.04862602992978054,0.029714481627647057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833547748560496,0.0516290593516641,0.0,0.14042691769095292,0.0,0.0,0.040571848853586064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04218920367800396,0.0,0.3186242713894352,0.35557485757254603,0.044601654031252866,0.03109036233156932,0.0,0.0,0.028184097192024412
anxiety,downtherabbithole_x,2019/01/11,"Please help, I am spiralling. Things will never end The thought of having to get through the day is terrifying. I am currently overseas and I have placement for uni soon. The prospect of so many days ahead of me to get through is enough to send me into a spiral of anxiety that I just can't tear myself out of. I get really homesick and emotionally I just want this to end but logically I also want to make the most of the experience. I don't know how I am going to cope. I feel like I am spiralling. I can't even think to write this.

How am I going to cope with this? Time is crawling and my lungs and heart are filled with so much anxiety that they are going to burst. I was so terrified to leave my home country that I seriously considered on multiple occassion crashing my car to get out of it. Because there are too many days to live and I just can't live feeling this anxious",2.4511801675977662,4.384112005586593,3.9351361731843575,86.77577688547487,76.98882681564245,7.380027932960894,26.27129888268157,8.278499904357787,1.6900751396648048,695,27,146,13,16,230,97,179,0.128,0.81,0.062,-0.9126,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,13,3,0,0,6,0,19,2,2,3,1,28,34,12,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,9,10,0,0,6,0,0,6,5,2,0,0,2,2,23,1,29,31,3,20,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,1,11,109,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309667737763792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355099757588492,0.1738955485648142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383346991178597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29781371479398483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17314900118424406,0.2726701722734348,0.15904943229973087,0.0,0.10166841463961783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057174599960527,0.0,0.0,0.15566189031635422,0.1099666507994502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32168544382772124,0.0,0.26244357930663825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18240617891888414,0.10317512236561173,0.0,0.15440297597051084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845951546753906,0.0,0.0,0.1629882036661857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520175801302424,0.0,0.27184361752488784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274856212701186,0.3121189607506969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315526127255705,0.0,0.1187192561650204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896742224390102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861062801765982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226334832342326,0.0986312568114278,0.0,0.1222021457496203,0.08975702754092592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815821994352596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vq42,2019/01/11,"Morning diarrhoea issues as soon as I wake up, fear of going to new places or flying etc - is it just me on this one? So, for a while I’ve had this issue and it seems to be getting worse recently. 

So basically, if I’m going to somewhere new with my friends etc, which is rarely - I’ll take an Imodium and I’m fine. Without it... it’s game over for me. 

If I’m going to the airport, I can take the max safe limit of Imodium (I think 3?) and my anxiety will break through those like nothing else, if I take diazepam - I’m all good. 

But recently, I’m starting a new job away from home and moving across the country and every time I think of it, my stomach goes. I wake up every day and it automatically springs to mind... if I have a shower and take a probiotic, I’m fine until the next morning. 

I know it’s not IBS as it’s only when I stress or worry, the moment I get to work or the place and calmed down, I’m fine and back to normal and won’t need the toilet again until I worry again. 

Is it just me who has this? It’s so fucking annoying, I’ve just recently started taking St Johns Wort and Probiotics but feel probiotics are making me constipated. I feel more relaxed but who knows, I guess I’ll see! I’m going to try meditating too but can anyone suggest anything please? So bloody annoying. ",2.5607285003553666,3.864411753731343,4.621471215351813,84.65927860696517,75.11940298507463,7.492821606254443,25.82160625444207,8.11559375814309,1.5089397299218197,1002,35,213,16,21,346,143,268,0.09,0.828,0.08199999999999999,-0.6117,2,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,2,13,14,3,2,12,0,12,4,3,1,1,43,45,33,0,6,16,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,17,12,0,2,7,2,0,5,3,5,0,1,1,3,20,9,29,41,4,36,0,0,1,1,5,9,1,9,22,132,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073653170670655,0.0,0.0,0.07379485251318599,0.0,0.08684905112757668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915673284505623,0.08115245939584376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06806349030349063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816373028787372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23540626603645215,0.0,0.0,0.1778411855877783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11875995989839147,0.10672669896514976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153865006807177,0.09756848320051358,0.11027884042490248,0.0,0.2399194547196392,0.0885205419191655,0.0,0.0,0.11626236629555076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586354760460373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22030918849338835,0.10473050526495904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600220951450352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05156069589540917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07044765315996851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106563625232936,0.0,0.0,0.11217053996782646,0.0,0.0782553326090311,0.0,0.3057887232040155,0.11224120865851332,0.0,0.10340515309298104,0.1012668716712459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151550210309175,0.08026665384300398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22053017920917933,0.1158493910879068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126190986587474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410038296616756,0.09607812966159887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14940114288917755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208937976348252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3967584395635264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524939768975278,0.0,0.0,0.061540247512724786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165359669051427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173518161679722,0.0,0.07683315941377704,0.21435858916418665,0.10755257216776523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mista_steam_ya_hams,2019/01/11,"Medication and therapy have legitimately changed and saved my life, and it might work for you too! For over a year and a half I was struggling with fucking *intense* chronic generalized anxiety and health anxiety. There literally was not a moment of the day I wasn’t anxious for 18 months. Constantly worrying about dying, which started turning into tension headaches, brain zaps, insomnia, derealization/depersonalization and more. I can’t express how bad of a place I was in some days, constantly fearing panic attacks, etc.

Now, I feel like a 90% normal human being. I wake up in the morning and don’t immediately feel anxious. I can fall asleep within 15 minutes most nights. I’m much more open discussing my issues with my S.O. and the physical symptoms like brain caps, chest pains, numbness, etc are all nearly gone. How?

Medication and therapy. There is a reason research points to this combination being the most successful. *The shit works.* I take Klonopin and Zoloft daily for a month now (I’ll be tapering off the Klonopin) and literally from the first day I finally felt like the person I’m supposed to be. Sometimes I want to cry just knowing how terrible I felt then, and how I great I felt now. Therapy has helped me realize there were a lot of habits and family issues I had growing up that probably contributed to my full blown anxiety disorder.

I’m posting this because I feel like there aren’t a ton of big success stories on these mental health subs, because people get better and then stop following the sub. I’m here to say IT CAN GET BETTER. But you NEED to put in the work to do it. So, how do you get help in a fucked up healthcare system (USA)?

1) Call your PCP— if you don’t have one, find one through your health insurance network.

2) see your PCP and describe the problems you’re having. They should write you a temporary prescription for  as-needed medication to deal with panic attacks, and refer you to a psychiatrist (if they don’t, ask them to)

3) make the appointment with the psychiatrist! Go and be 100% honest with them about the problems you’re having. Ask them if they can recommend any psychologists for therapy (psychiatrists, by and large, do not provide consistent therapy)

4) GO TO YOUR THERAPY APPOINTMENTS AND TAKE YOUR MEDICATION! If you don’t like your therapist, find a new one. This needs to be consistent. It won’t get better in a week, it’s going to take time. 

5) Radically accept  that you have problems in your life, but that these problems don’t define you and you can get better.


I know the same medications don’t work for everyone. I know not everyone’s insurance covers therapy and appointments can be expensive. But please make the effort. This is coming from someone who was completely convinced they would never get better. I know it sucks to hear, but this is on you to take life into your own hands and take the steps needed to get better by asking for help. It’s not a sign of weakness to seek help— its a sign of weakness to keep living like you are because you are too scared to do something that will change your life for the better.

I hope this post helps someone. Please feel free to ask questions. ",5.115620432568093,7.035070005093377,5.7113357200856285,76.92109968996826,69.66213921901527,9.060618587141064,30.800952240348416,9.54385415503706,3.034936192514948,2519,106,445,58,46,814,272,589,0.091,0.77,0.139,0.9888,1,0,1,0,0,0,83.0,0,22,7,15,19,44,6,6,34,0,48,29,7,8,2,96,100,38,1,16,13,0,8,6,0,5,20,2,0,2,22,31,0,2,18,0,2,10,15,22,0,5,11,11,53,23,64,77,14,58,0,0,1,2,48,22,4,11,29,294,75,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03440358218189465,0.0,0.11610581936620125,0.11430675118366207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18918284328720492,0.11510902284116352,0.0,0.0,0.04224133171515948,0.0925193242704696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132051005536799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295246767696428,0.05165901837584799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703703814124403,0.043579625498991616,0.053043650614543233,0.10934169264394497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055571785178432746,0.09788093622002626,0.0521570500468431,0.0,0.0,0.052505420870694715,0.0,0.05798161395995261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284456913668255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668364528291633,0.0,0.0,0.04769264704431226,0.05692888609578686,0.10232122162999548,0.07228437240156467,0.14572574285534168,0.0554199150243976,0.09247842714886104,0.043032637907073706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354103978164044,0.1850217904034015,0.0,0.08625601163209866,0.0,0.0,0.05577670315618159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16132744863533707,0.057019679716257626,0.0,0.16955024349277922,0.0,0.0,0.050248230472792636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056076198436407,0.0,0.044967562630818816,0.0,0.0,0.11121385655503607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429355421336725,0.14829710212906586,0.0,0.044672737464729065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04301061822111967,0.0,0.0,0.06753970657940019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25482530839272555,0.05098378047372795,0.053669005225546816,0.0,0.0,0.08076243040410584,0.0,0.0371901707724955,0.15005019942071526,0.0390188609977744,0.04886105667137755,0.0,0.04747618130516015,0.04956839146109758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028452150908412,0.0,0.05383233983065208,0.11871516343048835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035073396105805094,0.04417406788216398,0.05285677708052542,0.1110673461855731,0.047824802058883766,0.0,0.096904294725981,0.0,0.054545602900111116,0.1936348343380027,0.0,0.050857880051390414,0.056673444497301974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052015924543312685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040231955584085835,0.05065036859171548,0.0,0.0403144386928835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05193088519267919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573109887221116,0.038947386482033546,0.05003574511235627,0.0,0.03580853619938602,0.0,0.0,0.042296301165485495,0.0,0.05288864747948463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05258337003344645,0.1901904988245121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4049861384146529,0.058739994542357885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02949999093933588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0550284281931994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029839854242289774,0.0,0.040581010076614896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732326229778694,0.051377567475697834,0.0,0.035938360759001614,0.0,0.0,0.03257891438354976
anxiety,ticketbroken,2019/01/11,"Less sleep is my cure to anxiety, and it’s killing me I am a 27 yo male who has had anxiety induced depression for a long time. I’m not on meds because i fear they will hurt me more in the long run. 

For the past 7 years, i’ve had bad anxiety when i get more than 7 hours of sleep. Circadian rhythm and going to sleep/waking early definitely helps, but i think a large part of my feeling good is sleeping less. I slept for about 4 hours last night. I am happier and calmer than i’ve been in a while, but definitely slower. This can’t be good for me in the long-run. Any help/advice would be appreciated massively. ",3.270017361111112,4.0764089531250045,4.89104166666667,85.32756944444445,72.75,8.813888888888886,25.940972222222214,9.150863307647796,1.749986805555555,478,15,109,10,9,162,83,128,0.116,0.669,0.215,0.9538,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,2,7,1,1,7,0,13,4,4,1,0,10,19,7,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,4,1,12,2,15,11,5,19,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,0,13,63,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672965626014574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515140826607786,0.0,0.3211186603235424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682859588520365,0.08529483886897858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051417044978442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745057169901208,0.07074850724936459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731032011380807,0.0,0.07952060471315904,0.23471900704923945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875728446520261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755889564014292,0.0,0.14978884417461605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548023926355662,0.0,0.0,0.11405468577104995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714783348396277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15542122737223027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13130683561954726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15152133356939962,0.13357089037534806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5600901405755678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965603813953059,0.0,0.0,0.08158934342574213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939620877017152,0.0,0.0,0.09010484916905308
anxiety,RuffeMuffe,2019/01/11,"An endless cycle of anxiety Hey everyone.

So I have a problem, I can’t stop eavesdropping (I know it’s rude and I really try not to do it).


I subconsciously think that people are talking shit behind my back all the time (Teenage-syndrome? Don’t know what it’s called) ,which they inevitably do since I eavesdrop. To top it all off I’m not really stealthy about it, shoulders rise up and stiffen.


To avoid this I listen to music with headphones, problem then is that I can’t hear my breathing which makes it uneven and loud.



And I have to take the Commuter-train to work every day because gas is too expensive.


So no matter what I do I’m bound to annoy everyone around me, which makes more anxious.


And I know myself that this is stupid train of thought, but I can’t stop doing it.


So any here got any tips on how to solve it? (I got an answer before that I need to improve my confidence, but it’ll take a lot of years before that changes)",2.4704108309990644,4.435103809523814,3.5427077497665738,89.46487394957985,77.04232804232804,6.351820728291317,24.874260815437285,7.285733465282438,1.0769922813569872,736,26,151,9,17,237,109,189,0.122,0.8,0.078,-0.4761,0,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,2,9,7,4,1,6,0,15,3,3,3,2,31,31,12,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,21,7,0,4,6,0,1,1,7,7,0,0,3,3,20,0,19,27,4,13,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,1,7,102,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21262229294246326,0.0,0.11959358091978416,0.1766107044244382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916865784514187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020968716928605,0.0,0.09529855914358352,0.0,0.2660540993211391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15963248943317954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16537856696895178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008212312719062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171648428449634,0.29876392291654874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500660234600968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17619756832321662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25774799840629264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13290790794250554,0.0,0.0,0.20870569816899212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591822505802996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083809508827847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29917729389926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20030061288709733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604725901189744,0.12931947705331334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261401167158787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23508447313501016,0.1256537701287392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017125732946183,0.0,0.12411017545382537,0.09115846835572253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613919167509606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381158533109165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067270671383716
anxiety,BlueMonday700,2019/01/11,"When will I be me again? My anxiety has gotten so bad lately, I’m not me, I don’t feel like. I am a complete different person than I once was, I’m more timid, everything offends me, I freak out over the slightest amount of confrontation and I feel like I get more angry. What is wrong with me and how can I feel normal :( ",0.7194456289978639,2.784453268656719,2.7607675906183395,92.31701492537312,83.4776119402985,6.216631130063965,20.01918976545842,7.447530270364453,0.5513130063965881,247,7,55,4,7,83,49,67,0.34700000000000003,0.588,0.065,-0.9663,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,2,1,2,0,8,0,0,1,0,10,15,5,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,3,13,2,5,11,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,38,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963757428498127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143348095679831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26914636190739777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26819815545412845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23070651864565536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893875736573532,0.3667748284524472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411580081075786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895701752265417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508225147717904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515127083598263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27337843842329274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241416177693305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806625038336673,0.0,0.0
anxiety,potatobunny1,2019/01/11,"How to stop these random thoughts and overthinking? Hey all!
I didn't know where else to post this and I thought it had something to do with anxiety as I suffer from it too, so let's just post it on 'Anxiety' sub.

So, I get anxiety now and then especially after I've been overthinking about something unpleasant continuously.
I also have this ever-going dialogues running in my mind about everything. For ex: If I see someone walking and eating, my mind would just come up with something about them. This happens all the time. And I'm tired of it. And it wouldn't be a problem if it didn't happen when I really need my mind to be quite, for ex. while studying or trying to sleep.

Sometimes, these thoughts take a turn for the worse and I end up thinking not-so-nice things like 'this person is fat etc..' which let me tell you, I would never say to anyone or even think about consciously, let alone care about anyone's appearances.  Or sometimes I overthink stuff like if I ask a person X to do something, but if they're busy they don't do that thing, my mind will constantly think how they don't like me and reach to various conclusions and sometimes it would trigger my anxiety. And from then on, it would associate their every behaviour with that one time they refused me something.


I want to know if this is normal for everyone or does it have anything related to anxiety. 

Any idea I can avoid these random thoughts? Would love every little piece of advice or suggestions I can get.
Thanks!

P.S.:Please be nice.",4.164224336793541,6.177072577854672,4.540160034602078,83.9594211361015,72.35640138408304,8.000057670126875,27.958621683967706,8.72156446121922,2.1855985005767016,1201,46,226,23,24,378,151,289,0.083,0.8220000000000001,0.095,0.8212,0,2,5,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,5,2,17,10,0,1,5,0,28,5,2,3,3,65,53,31,0,15,13,2,0,3,0,7,2,1,0,2,23,14,2,3,12,0,0,4,6,3,0,1,8,2,28,7,33,32,5,26,0,1,1,1,17,7,0,13,16,160,51,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800824484002052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487745320769832,0.0,0.06553690498187352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055730102386691384,0.0,0.3134648967055493,0.0,0.0,0.11460534819345268,0.0,0.06743943111051266,0.0,0.07661396399405909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355542406216887,0.0,0.0,0.07059430550550644,0.0,0.08856089017073407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717166601295014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385725321934834,0.06846029677930439,0.0,0.07258505896488758,0.0,0.09139803172994844,0.05412845717560185,0.07413018556611553,0.13809602095066115,0.07830855261303406,0.07365308361111181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563297082955645,0.0,0.04657515346618254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14493958939385754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251372010670278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007724224561604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514041110981446,0.0,0.12011267666266202,0.08213733353750245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396478954669004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33099222936708217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060766295589857924,0.06320635760895907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029546216045909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05553272850765519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14311447644572445,0.0,0.08995857672631466,0.0,0.0,0.15697453358886326,0.0,0.0,0.07841690064593021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716593352194099,0.0,0.0,0.05250048576672848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06517144034779829,0.0,0.0,0.06530505411145124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201108488265202,0.0,0.06943757909585171,0.3154528829093916,0.24315757440864616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851545813073315,0.0,0.0,0.09381531890914634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06161762991089927,0.0,0.07162957295138944,0.07545029911951588,0.0,0.0,0.10889040199907027,0.15753440572720712,0.0,0.26024261857221553,0.09557362409318254,0.09419165366885472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05563996077207608,0.08914013433751121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04833735403872917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351598765093879,0.2910813929374827,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fuzzypuggjes,2019/01/11,"I've been having anxiety the last couple of days, and I'm stressed to go into work today having a small attack. Does anyone have any tips on how to make it through my shift? So, for whatever reason, I had a terrible anxiety attack at work yesterday. I ended up leaving early, but I can't do it again today. My anxiety hasn't really come completely down if that makes sense, and I'm nervous to go into work. It's been insanely slow for 2 weeks and I'm constantly getting called up to the front desk to do walk through and consults when someone needs them. Does anybody have any tips on how to maybe bring myself down while I'm at work to make it through my shift?

I was on medication for anxiety, but my insurance was canceled and my prescription ran out, so I can't take my medication or get any new medication (I can't afford it) until my job insurance kicks in in March. I just need coping skills, because my anxiety hasn't flaired up at work in a long time. ",5.158816925734024,5.513389782383424,6.39545336787565,77.856530656304,68.27461139896373,10.163903281519863,31.627374784110536,10.125756701596842,3.093407944732297,760,30,150,18,12,257,106,193,0.105,0.895,0.0,-0.9187,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,6,7,5,2,2,5,0,16,3,0,6,0,22,33,16,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,1,0,0,7,5,5,0,0,6,0,17,0,32,27,0,43,0,0,0,0,3,18,0,2,18,93,23,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228831914558408,0.0,0.4290366689218816,0.0,0.0,0.07842967003054678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552119712459581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837587110204878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453489558784333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966218099610257,0.1176048089131934,0.12121251762138928,0.0,0.0,0.12411048687082467,0.0,0.0723383393804634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19631593388312749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934653685017364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720509996724987,0.0,0.12749401229718388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113082917076834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914309540445396,0.0,0.11876849929466145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992641331996468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22461673153051448,0.0,0.11268667779471628,0.0,0.0,0.338988904638725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663405970913842,0.0,0.10833144337841978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185695676570822,0.11532620389973987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503860861737284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848674852415773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433551240241799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06540539267503445,0.0,0.21264211830832644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997348184508565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4082940161138056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,immenjake,2019/01/11,"New here. Having the worst anxiety attack. Its 3 AM. Girlfriend is at work, and roommates are asleep. I just need someone to talk to. I have panic disorder and depersonalization. I am just not in a good place at the moment. Feel like the world is collapsing in around me. ",1.3363235294117644,3.9997876078431385,2.860955882352944,85.90555147058822,94.49019607843138,5.6872549019607845,20.100490196078432,7.1686216300943375,0.9240372549019606,212,7,40,4,8,69,40,51,0.325,0.633,0.042,-0.9433,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,1,4,0,7,1,1,0,0,8,9,2,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,4,2,7,9,1,9,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,3,30,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252099702165037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620723373890573,0.0,0.3349147322746823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374000792804441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14885403290893742,0.21031454036334826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24692302465487284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382563309915786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21828880623935096,0.0,0.2843267592729585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3454069559093589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30757820556350396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494383786579513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23662207963540785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21432173487555506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,the-drity-jew,2019/01/11,I felt like I was having a heart attack I woke up twice  today with chest pains. The second time I woke up I grabbed my stethoscope to make sure my heart wasn’t skipping beats it wasn’t but it was pounding extremely hard and fast. I woke up my boyfriend and he felt it and asked me did you do any drugs (that’s how giving fast it was ) I was like no and he held me for a minute and that helped and I started crying. I’ve only had this happen to me a few times(10 about)  in the past year but when it does it takes everything out of me. I’m a alcoholic btw. Should I get medication for this I still feel panicky rn. ,0.39872410032715777,2.4470357480916043,1.8409651035986911,98.52986641221376,84.64885496183207,4.96423118865867,18.517448200654307,6.18269132825596,-0.3772032715376228,477,12,114,4,14,153,81,131,0.127,0.797,0.076,-0.7535,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,4,5,1,0,6,0,11,7,3,2,1,18,26,10,0,1,2,0,5,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,10,8,1,1,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,14,5,18,3,12,11,1,14,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,11,72,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19522193638387106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422393835222005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17077464301213954,0.20781696629152446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20065776812512928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15985841735833228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21184274353107824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16417475881297866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236498295937336,0.0,0.3507895505586855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954391292468593,0.17523663522807484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16153717512241936,0.0,0.1636391724545897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4329368883619951,0.12244189505553972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784896504410017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193567957673047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840238800308561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893108634112014,0.19437700496194107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17438209642929473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929692523869607,0.0,0.145882933964297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17216718809205991,0.0,0.13734739990876754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651812466690336,0.0,0.17315269231650401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176354552432093
anxiety,Markygz11,2019/01/11,"Interview anxiety stopping me from moving forward in life. So I’ve been putting off pharmacy school interviews and rescheduling them for months now. However, I can no long reschedule and I finally have to go to one today. I’m literally shaking and I’m not even at the interview location yet. These interviews will pretty much decide my future. Me sitting in front of a panel of much smarter individuals who decide if I belong at their school or not. I have the grades and am confident about that but my interviewing skills are terrible and everything In my head is saying I’m going to blow this or end up running out halfway throwing up.  I want to take my anxiety pills but every time I take them I forget things. And this will just make my interview worse. Anyways I’m just venting here. Thanks for reading",4.2688836329233695,6.805560774834441,5.261461684011357,76.55107615894042,73.70198675496691,8.817596972563859,31.315515610217595,9.424239791934726,3.3874442762535475,651,31,110,17,14,213,101,151,0.118,0.807,0.07400000000000001,-0.7003,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,1,9,3,0,1,3,0,9,3,1,1,0,22,20,12,0,2,9,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,6,7,0,1,2,1,0,9,3,2,0,1,1,1,17,1,19,17,2,29,0,0,0,0,11,10,0,3,11,79,23,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282224860696141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16337800795466167,0.0,0.0,0.1218349841292678,0.0,0.15541664587128295,0.0,0.16578197016995738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020683960924575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20966727593811071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18931056554256934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029050897516706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16324249297147134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312938566439945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472352923051399,0.1960532261382802,0.27120063807728445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499578686374925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18766351131511053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18543460859012306,0.0,0.0,0.1845112711181023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14669107184592947,0.0,0.3733694748338524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15421795095482635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773839623000131,0.0,0.0,0.16982723091391186,0.0,0.0,0.12254792665110545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756089848260143,0.0,0.17484779438697234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880008537937576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18798187794236007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pigsbert2709,2019/01/11,"Anyone just feel perpetual unremitting terror I am constantly terrified and the themes of my anxiety change every year or so. At the moment I have maddening health anxiety - I stupidly read something about someone’s first symptoms with a brain tumour and I’ve managed to pick up every single one. I feel unbalanced, my muscles are spasming and jerking and I keep hearing my heart beat in my ears. It’s so weird how my symptoms always seem to match up with what illness I’ve read about. I’m able to read about MS and suddenly experience a whole range of neurological phenomena- like tingling all over my body. At night at the moment my heart is racing and I’m having dark dreams. I’m sick of being scared ALL THE TIME. Even sometimes when I feel a burst of happiness I worry its mania and I’m descending into lunacy. I’ve seen therapists, and I seem to get temporary relief when I’m talking to the therapist, but it comes straight back after I leave. I had a lot of trauma in my teens, one event after another and it’s like it broke something in my brain, so I became a nervous twitchy person. Does anyone relate? ",5.845193591455272,6.7721173644859824,6.6929238985313795,74.3031775700935,66.94392523364486,9.665687583444594,32.10814419225634,9.784248007369934,3.196892923898532,892,36,156,19,14,296,125,214,0.154,0.782,0.064,-0.9353,0,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,12,12,2,3,10,0,7,13,6,2,2,27,22,17,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,7,3,0,1,6,13,0,1,5,4,0,1,0,8,0,3,2,7,20,4,27,19,5,26,0,1,1,0,3,11,0,4,16,98,26,4,0.11766894142877975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790998553110818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233861448320806,0.1800328362379213,0.0,0.0,0.1645537195723306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048015268844448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070366736337907,0.0,0.2627149081798173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244781376868113,0.1013613739207695,0.0,0.12715832302722754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297288360132842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771922605149198,0.0,0.19828231634715293,0.0,0.0,0.1151028036169557,0.0,0.0,0.1784908570274637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008914146811347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06147716529008121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12526077619601111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507658229102586,0.1326214489084088,0.2788765242939356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458956170317514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245944189191944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497420218857855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003792612158288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042433041821194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594710400165621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274398095295892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35310235294636705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780713788301066,0.0,0.0,0.2142427698807821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970051222245736,0.18117459979244074,0.11637759186010473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446061695549761,0.0,0.09457783790017124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732454206633632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861370601568215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137317090507572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949852180726685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757749403523473
anxiety,DiscombobulatedDoor9,2019/01/11,"I don't feel allowed to enjoy anything I feel like I can't listen to certain music, watch certain videos, wear clothes I actually like, go to the mall, or post anywhere because i'm not 'cool' enough or I haven't earned the right to like it. I feel unwelcome everywhere. I always feel like I'm the one out. I lurk internet communities or subreddits because I feel like someones going to ask me what i'm doing there/make fun of me/ask me to stop talking. I don't even have any social media, which is pretty abnormal for a 16 year old. I'm even struggling to post this now. I have no interests in anything now because of this. I don't even feel worthy of eating certain foods because I feel like they are above me. ",4.952083333333333,5.297742819444443,5.973611111111111,80.7325,68.72222222222223,8.622222222222224,31.972222222222214,8.515128840125781,2.4261722222222213,562,23,111,8,9,187,79,144,0.134,0.684,0.183,0.8463,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,5,15,0,1,4,1,10,3,1,1,3,17,25,3,0,0,4,0,7,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,2,1,7,2,0,2,7,2,0,1,0,10,17,13,13,25,1,12,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,3,11,61,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.12203786524201952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405767482680932,0.0,0.0,0.08504323858190402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20582297121811208,0.0,0.2338233500252139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.304935027822415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279648177007336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12921759983152326,0.0,0.24779746136377265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44262902711303204,0.35736378237522953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512197589947517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214586798100834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665800197981765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122657812949992,0.0,0.08474204922165053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395406098243372,0.12722821234213125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679823354868716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274801478031526,0.10596062724996068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045534855100474,0.0,0.13073702157210446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051630432436152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053278795246273
anxiety,SQUID_DIUQS,2019/01/11,"My Cat Left The House and.. [Might be triggering, mentions of cat death] My mind has immediately gone to the worst possibilities my imagination can torture me with. 

I start thinking 'what ifs', like what if he's lost, what if he's cold and can't find his way home, what if someone took him, what if someone stole him with the intentions to kill him (my neighbor doesn't necessarily like cats because of my previous cat- i know its an irrational thought because they keep to themselves but I can't stop the cog wheels from turning and turning), what if a car hit him (my previous cat was hit by a car. I haven't really recovered even though its been a little more than a year. I still remember his terrified and frozen face.).

I don't know. I know he must be safe and he's definitely a smart cat, but I'm still terrified if he gets hurt or if he's lost or if something happens to him- I really can't lose anymore loved ones.",3.3129528985507264,5.018992070652175,4.521173913043482,84.49628985507249,73.94565217391305,8.384927536231885,28.027536231884056,9.029198982220553,2.1837040579710147,727,29,153,16,15,239,104,184,0.172,0.726,0.102,-0.9421,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,3,4,12,2,0,10,0,14,2,1,2,1,36,33,19,2,10,13,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,0,8,7,0,3,8,0,0,4,6,7,0,1,7,1,23,5,11,20,2,12,0,4,0,1,17,2,0,12,7,91,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461945424800679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797237555928216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736520093191836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347332330534711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701744928890228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13035723703098298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14786772109257185,0.0,0.0,0.17009534228720996,0.1578091592524297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102785768690028,0.16309115386193165,0.0,0.24304374948795054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601651570822629,0.0,0.0,0.14403754214769435,0.1477470151781026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16491795634707462,0.3218384135878197,0.0,0.13304640427376924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15638238693575388,0.14884557310898094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989117650082734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16618652839205386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888736761558732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166990715172178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498058948534368,0.113486084517,0.0,0.0,0.10434000667613974,0.0,0.23544916131097796,0.12324425442608412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445659373811212,0.14483297731691794,0.11702982206813015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16378177960402998,0.0,0.3206870302145637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170099440874504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492943596893673
anxiety,Throwaway162806,2019/01/11,"I can't control my eyes Does anyone else have this problem? I feel like I am always checking peoples body out and I can't help it. Like my eyes will just gravitate towards a womans chest or behind I don't have control over it, it just happens and ofcourse i catch myself doing it and look away quick but I'm pretty sure there's been a couple times people have seen me looking",0.8318181818181856,3.3415641948051977,2.2779350649350683,92.44547402597406,88.87012987012986,3.5994805194805197,20.687012987012988,4.935628992294339,-0.11496259740259696,301,10,58,1,10,97,55,77,0.073,0.8029999999999999,0.125,0.6959,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,2,0,10,4,4,2,1,13,16,5,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,2,1,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,2,6,10,3,5,13,0,7,0,0,5,0,2,4,0,1,4,41,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737215211627637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459836926848158,0.21391958070975114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19615549760325854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23190729518291955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4683286041194321,0.0,0.2310108810512233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18270461261640544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17440873543303304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556534156775574,0.14915233303557593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18462329035657588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13994070111425966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20399853181807484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35064490409806026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894832552519181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124041174250776,0.0,0.19977407521798715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967724935941639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217411821378712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,W-interBird,2019/01/11,"Going back to Uni tomorrow and freaking out about it This time tomorrow, I'll be on my way to the airport. As I'll be walking past security I will leave my parents behind me and I'll struggle not to cry, while my mother will be freely bawling. Then I will fly to England, where I am studying at a university, and will once again have to deal with overwhelming social situations, including in my own house as I live with mostly very outgoing people. I'll be on my own.

I've been doing this for a while now (I'm a second year),  but I feel this way after each vacation. I'm afraid that somehow I've become less capable of living alone, and that for some reason I will never go home again, and even that something will happen to my parents while I'm gone.

There's also this big and important group project that I will have to do before my next break and that makes everything worse, because it feels like a ransom 'YOU CAN'T GO HOME UNLESS YOU DO THIS' 

I feel horrible, my head is racing with all of those overwhelming problems and I can't make it stop and I miss home already although I haven't left yet.

I chose that degree, that university and that country, I could've stayed and went to uni at home, but I was just as if not more misreable here.

Also my mom literally just came into my room as I was writing this and told me her uncle has cancer that's spread pretty much everywhere and it's very unlikely he will survive the surgery. I'm not really close to him but it's a person who's been this constant during Christmases through my entire life, so that's another thing to occupy my head.",5.207821316614421,5.642412501567399,6.018587774294673,80.32098510971791,68.18495297805643,9.138620689655172,29.429623824451408,9.120678840339163,2.3221848275862067,1264,43,249,22,20,416,176,319,0.08900000000000001,0.84,0.071,-0.8118,2,1,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,0,1,16,9,0,4,7,0,27,4,2,3,2,45,45,30,0,2,10,4,3,1,0,8,2,0,5,1,25,21,0,2,4,0,0,7,7,7,0,1,8,3,33,2,33,25,9,43,1,3,0,0,16,12,0,4,21,176,58,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114432791903784,0.12192683651294095,0.17671526951820915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585685375383978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495885686287101,0.0,0.0673527802640038,0.12202589692555987,0.09401759822472956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263694398874036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11939884542627055,0.0,0.0882160979124261,0.0,0.12136645826744558,0.0,0.11390881933229588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297662974042597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929996331673532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16759895648876544,0.0789330254399289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883795275327277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770463912919856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267862083503479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44331600323111786,0.0,0.0,0.1274889251586344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699139632663685,0.12004610737549234,0.0,0.07804131383219275,0.05397911307851797,0.0,0.19512678636459446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14750389885163426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940282691998542,0.0,0.0,0.08122177998289283,0.0,0.08521556307259877,0.0,0.11750580144491166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766667481430773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453688665838578,0.0,0.105473800623945,0.07659883250295166,0.09647431963738046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240655283789848,0.0,0.10572259810148912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078177932472074,0.11360060712569316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419373312363095,0.0,0.11262913866371264,0.0,0.08505946571484799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776606833002945,0.0,0.09237335553979008,0.0,0.1155065975751967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340366753104241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442674835319917,0.0,0.0,0.10557652199490224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18232921138732489,0.0,0.17540129910662058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242397104378413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259724784758343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115098858591834
anxiety,idkimbored35,2019/01/11,Just met one of my favorite youtubers in a video game and was to afraid to talk He was talking and I didn’t say anything cause I was to scared I know it’s a small thing but it still pisses me off ,-1.2783333333333324,0.7440454090909085,0.4109090909090938,105.17803030303033,94.9090909090909,2.9333333333333336,16.424242424242426,3.1291,-1.3681848484848484,154,4,39,0,6,49,35,44,0.123,0.828,0.049,-0.4678,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,2,2,0,4,1,1,1,0,6,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,0,1,5,1,5,0,6,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,1,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29480736222761145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680191089835227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19688358684143836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427579375901923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284892978857195,0.3586684807838832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860971049165694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5758919203888205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380038773803211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cottoneyedjanedoe,2019/01/11,"Terrified of going on a date I’ve been on dates before, I’ve done things that give me awful anxiety and have managed to do them and feel proud. I haven’t felt this intensity of fear over a situation for a long time but that’s probably because I’ve been avoiding and bailing on dates for a few years now. We met online and I’ve bailed on our first arranged date once and I’m determined to go this time. I’ve felt sick and haven’t been able to eat properly ever since I agreed. 
I’m afraid this anxiety will ruin it and I won’t be able to show any of my personality.
I’m worried about every little factor such as looking ugly in real life, the first introduction, the journey, worried that we’ve spoken so much already I’ll have nothing to ask, that I can’t live up to the expectation of how I am over text, that I don’t know the area very well.  Every tiny thing.
If anyone has any advice on how to overcome the anxieties of getting back into the dating game that would be greatly appreciated! ",4.149556650246307,5.040872699507394,5.64332512315271,80.4288300492611,70.77339901477833,8.361576354679803,27.80049261083744,8.634040054169528,1.952404926108374,790,27,159,13,14,268,122,203,0.166,0.759,0.075,-0.9532,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,1,3,9,7,0,3,10,1,18,3,0,2,1,22,32,13,0,3,2,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,12,9,1,1,4,2,0,3,5,4,1,2,7,4,11,3,26,20,2,29,0,1,1,0,8,12,0,1,14,98,23,1,0.2687242354701166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312971064019862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14827193804634914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18274169506636245,0.0,0.3083599569060927,0.0,0.0,0.093949116795197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256104425296285,0.0,0.0,0.10331617485969337,0.0,0.08190589986720273,0.0,0.11433226595495305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13749909597384832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13748598998242995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215382278677722,0.2264117583648131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119473734422384,0.06793752385676928,0.0,0.2580174076388716,0.0,0.0,0.22857669741304185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019866092466799,0.12889238654029495,0.15272217577010386,0.0,0.0,0.14813470914284635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384190603424301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490393731616603,0.0,0.13466614016538053,0.11864421158816672,0.1189062460662579,0.11283033893338346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877161643867867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892407573314296,0.0,0.0,0.14309127028269292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731981861777516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448650881713804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15293350559359262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114573225025376,0.15102864988625678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17852844141301685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566952627256819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086281867073534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080768008546265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729025053047071,0.0,0.09544699340149816,0.0,0.0,0.08652479858630685
anxiety,Anna_0512,2019/01/11,"Scared of going to sleep Hi all, 

I'm very new to this anxiety thing but it has been very difficult for me so far. I can't seem to be able to do any school work and I feel so bad about that. Besides that my sleep is completely wrecked.

I mostly feel anxious when lying in bed and my mind starts to wander off, it goes to crazy thoughts. They are all very dark and depressing. I get scared of my own thoughts and I can't sleep for most of the night. At the moment it is affecting me so much that I'm scared of going to bed and putting the lights off. Does anyone recognize this? If so, any tips? 

I've been to my gp who described propranolol but if anything that seems to make my thoughts worse. I haven't seen a therapist yet due to the long waiting list.

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anxiety,Somuchpain01234,2019/01/11,Stress rash I have so much stress on my plate atm I can't get rid of. My body is now covered in a rash. I don't know what to do to control it or get rid of it help ,-3.2,-1.7694558780487808,-0.016390243902437263,109.78517073170731,95.58536585365854,3.28,13.078048780487805,3.1291,-1.9817648780487804,123,2,39,0,5,43,29,41,0.256,0.682,0.061,-0.8214,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,1,0,5,3,3,1,0,3,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,6,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491004382855707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524980118258154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284024967356812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21065900516171532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727231401991423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310360697612875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7200261596905504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sailorsvenus,2019/01/11,"I’m going to fail everything, it’s completely my fault, and there’s nothing I can do about it.   I’m up at 3am having a breakdown, and trying to figure out how I let myself get to this point. 

For the last couple months, I’ve been struggling really hard with my own mental health, and instead of getting help, I pushed it aside and let it get in the way of my school work. 

I found this sub back in October when I came to the realization that maybe the issues I’ve been facing for a really long time, like complete lack of motivation, and extreme anxiety when talking to new people, stemmed from mental illness. After reading all your stories, I decided that it was time for me to reach out to someone before I let it get to far.

The problem though, is I DIDN’T. I didn’t speak to anyone about it, not my friends, not my family, not my teachers. Every time I felt like bringing it up to someone I felt like a mental illness hypochondriac of sorts, using anxiety as an excuse instead of just dealing with it like everyone else.

But now it’s come to the point in the school year when there’s only a few weeks left, and University applications are due. I’m extremely behind in all my classes and tomorrow is the last day to hand in everything. I have two whole books to read, and about five assignments, none of which I’ve actually started. 

I’ve realized now that I could’ve prevented this a long time ago by reaching out to a professional and getting some help but it’s too late now. What do I tell my teachers? My mental health got in the way of my work and I need an extension? They have already been pretty generous with me up to this point. I have no  idea what to do, and instead of actually doing my work, I feel like I’m putting it off again by writing this post, but I feel like it was time to get these feeling out. I feel like a hopeless failure right now and I don’t see how this will work out for me. ",4.953716450216454,5.278576859740261,5.929626623376625,81.122058982684,68.71428571428571,9.117965367965366,30.84686147186148,9.075114841892004,2.443634199134199,1501,57,305,26,24,498,183,385,0.08,0.8109999999999999,0.109,0.8768,0,0,0,0,0,1,38.0,0,1,1,6,23,13,0,1,18,0,24,6,2,4,2,53,50,22,0,3,7,0,8,7,1,1,4,1,0,0,26,22,0,1,12,3,0,6,8,5,0,2,12,10,37,8,57,34,8,60,0,2,1,0,11,22,0,2,36,210,63,14,0.0,0.0,0.15186228785331804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06897369594587659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858650529235309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904857326391124,0.0,0.0,0.05440642371058025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05983093590785352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621041173698329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899368633005747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06702625588473457,0.16316419695864984,0.0,0.0,0.062124796579577424,0.08609506750430758,0.0,0.05018088615342101,0.08021849069615121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06500010641108449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555811528013898,0.07435060162175566,0.13986086819518506,0.0,0.07335215775744497,0.0,0.15737189810337876,0.16676201730439924,0.14941922695566642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531443326052608,0.060115661097087526,0.0,0.24391446479535786,0.0,0.04422110440411702,0.0,0.06223160784580933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970230045019332,0.0,0.0,0.16541636494350145,0.0,0.0,0.10430854212759612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783779700526838,0.0,0.08121321913587146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685074982649733,0.08777284740016311,0.0,0.08454057907068302,0.2386973872789797,0.0,0.2660975773395209,0.0,0.0,0.13771845496787197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817040587126166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136559230948229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06210704273105699,0.0,0.0,0.05769498330223734,0.0,0.07514919299455773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466060491151852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05917786173544596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053943520514850254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22066624371356955,0.0,0.07452028304813713,0.07916054319471671,0.0,0.07445347341751174,0.0,0.07822034363646625,0.0,0.0,0.15566171969074266,0.0,0.09969390499348788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644914696447958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574953502311135,0.06200433924658619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185598784967226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0550741793367032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134370084110716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06254057259599644,0.06800919778408476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644773678593858,0.0,0.2268576104839439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052827748944068484,0.0,0.07600887172251257,0.0,0.0,0.06720268751865716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352360039331894,0.062414330878523036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868718667562209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22658585436384315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05010696229982962
anxiety,SopaSoph,2019/01/11,"I don’t want to tell my bf when I’m anxious anymore I’ve always had anxiety, and I’ve been with my bf for about two years. I’ve always confided in him, but I’ve noticed if my anxiousness is on the ‘serious’ side, he shys away, becomes distant or finds a reason to be busy. I might be paranoid about this though. 
A few months ago I had a bad experience where he completely rejected to be with me while I was having a very scary panic attack and it felt like my heart broke when it happened. He said cruel words and accused me of ‘going too far to seek attention’ and that he ‘didn’t want to be around something that would bring down his mood’.
I love him so much and we do have a good relationship, but now I’m afraid if I ever feel sad or anxious around him he won’t accept me, or his love will start to fade because I might be a burden or an emotional downer. 
Since then we have talked a bit and it’s gotten a bit better (before this, there was never an issue, so it was scary). 
I don’t know how to shake the fear that I will drive him away. Spooky. 
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anxiety,idkanystories,2019/01/11,"I'm tired of being so alone I push every one away. I don't want to lose my friends but I can't stop being like this. I have severe social anxiety so I can't make any new friends either. I always ruin every good thing that happens to me.

 I'm just a fucking loser. I feel like everyone hates me and I don't know what to do about it",-1.3722972972972975,0.6214785270270262,1.6473513513513502,96.43210810810814,94.81081081081079,4.0410810810810815,15.508108108108113,5.6839178017228535,-0.7144767567567567,257,6,60,2,10,90,50,74,0.339,0.501,0.16,-0.9406,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,5,10,2,0,1,0,8,2,0,1,0,9,17,4,0,1,3,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,0,1,11,5,6,15,1,4,0,3,0,1,3,1,1,0,4,38,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21416356117520466,0.0,0.0,0.17205900527407442,0.0,0.0,0.14061870073535698,0.0,0.1581874951351373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19427828843978576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3484451348763705,0.1975888515062343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045550806831134,0.14772494440895667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195181793992604,0.19116642287399496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734387457349067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18285644447826746,0.0,0.0,0.2041541968395891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364185806185935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20204626477512694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313359182435012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13802844333228478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997111309328015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401206851703292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23360455245246636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21078798329588785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17287882652324404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737662587998914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376652364125581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196525092934778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxietyridden2themax,2019/01/11,"anxiety might be physically killing me *new to this* hello fellow reddit people. i go to my boyfriends every weekend and i think it was the 29th of december when i went to started packing, i opened the drawer and seen that the mice chewed up some wood and crapped everywhere. one shirt had a massive pile of crap on it and got all through my clothes. so i just started taking them all out except for the one shirt that had the most droppings. i’ll admit i let them go for about a week. i haven’t open the closet till i needed a shirt tuesday, put it on and forgot about the mice poop but i didn’t think much of it. i got really sad cause pretty much all my clothes were destroyed with mice feces and urine. last night i put gloves on and put my clothes in trash bags. i read that if you vacuumed the poop up it can become airborne but i didn’t worry about that until after i started overthinking. i threw away the shirt that had the main crap on it. then i started vacuuming out my drawers with a shirt tied around my neck cause i was scared to breathe it in. then of course i got online and started reading about the virus and began to go into panic mode. this morning i was so frightened with getting the ‘hantavirus’ that i immediately went to the ER and they took my blood, urine and an EKG. the tests came back fine turns out i’m just dehydrated. yet my anxiety still is causing me to freak out and constantly i have the virus. i’m scared to death (literally). my boyfriend and many people have reassured me that i’m okay and that i didn’t get the virus yet idk if it’s my anxiety mimicking the symptoms of the virus or what but i’m very positive that i will be dead soon. i just need some opinions from strangers i guess?",2.6810105047875794,4.668680391930837,3.43196802082365,90.39400948219765,76.492795389049,6.437073533513062,24.738216974993033,7.359569317364363,1.0061290136655203,1364,47,286,17,31,431,173,347,0.165,0.7809999999999999,0.054000000000000006,-0.9915,0,0,0,0,0,1,25.0,0,1,3,0,16,13,5,3,23,1,20,17,15,3,3,54,53,27,3,4,10,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,0,20,26,1,1,3,3,0,11,4,10,1,2,21,1,42,3,43,27,9,53,0,1,1,0,8,17,3,9,24,192,62,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23924802960501998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280271543046044,0.0,0.0,0.0979443153087558,0.08016018522481819,0.0,0.0,0.11513359361185388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923180327721378,0.0,0.3212738688528909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265492402337215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878333354493979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893042972017547,0.0,0.1777394185512691,0.0,0.25012965965171496,0.0,0.11484079332048333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533483410427213,0.0,0.0,0.08497593634219232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660052076533208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569098841971944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059052699654276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15326837408433794,0.15459696486021615,0.0,0.10068325254375032,0.0,0.09782957385283972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14128212349220093,0.0,0.0,0.12231242624196267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14454470853702905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605757220242293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143937399159938,0.0,0.0,0.20855218280457802,0.0,0.06678386163281158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087406290310976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689359317004679,0.0,0.08325249198610954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835346358320372,0.07838143228608294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335956648888812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582323095172152,0.0,0.11339175839205858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601541908863845,0.0,0.0,0.08362136155802259,0.0,0.0,0.19327765917526726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586878290476023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dirtycinnamonstix,2019/01/11,"Need help with travel anxiety! I’m 20 years old and never been out of the country. The longest flight I’ve been on was 4 hours and riddled with anxiety the whole time. I have a 12 hour flight tomorrow and on top of that, I’ll be living by myself in a foreign country for the next 7 months. I’m obviously thrilled at this life changing experience but with panic disorder, pretty damn terrified as well. I pushed myself to go through with this because if I can manage living on my own thousands of miles away from home, I can do anything without my anxiety getting in the way. Travelers— any advice for long flights/ travel? I tend to get incredibly anxious in small spaces, especially in the air lol. Also, any tips for anxiety when away from home/familiarity? I have medication but don’t want to rely on it too much, however I also don’t want my panic attacks getting in the way of my adventures! Thank you so much! Hope you all have a great day :) ",5.435036231884059,6.23637475,6.679130434782612,74.48688405797105,67.80434782608695,9.611594202898553,33.268115942028984,9.725611199111238,3.2627550724637686,750,33,137,16,12,254,115,184,0.161,0.653,0.185,0.6327,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,1,7,10,2,2,10,1,12,2,0,0,3,19,24,11,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,4,8,0,0,0,2,0,4,4,4,1,1,3,0,15,6,33,20,5,36,0,0,0,0,3,18,1,2,12,93,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060589356739505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973999832642496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16786147105192914,0.0,0.3776679132511345,0.13943097046849195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156523699317012,0.0,0.0,0.14040957859641487,0.23191680139563084,0.0,0.0,0.0752364961622348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130563400232827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079596546346853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145153492773166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072974175089494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19344764999160916,0.0,0.07014318510537831,0.0,0.0,0.13607245014082714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272671473405074,0.0,0.2476033108434339,0.12258522732202932,0.2430902940387807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717613416427206,0.0,0.0,0.2179665881040844,0.10922399168233796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433400365667595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851372672245128,0.0,0.18145775464709926,0.09151535105133587,0.09519013705067107,0.0,0.13125998280690546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12950992232447733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896166722443685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556386162604208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362977689894325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196796904628018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559419430811318,0.19593221119246165,0.0,0.0,0.11097059642656992,0.0,0.0,0.1377955053914044,0.0,0.11897375615854384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947928888311401
anxiety,rinlei,2019/01/11,"I was let go from ""my dream job"" a year ago and I'm only starting to heal now. A year ago, I thought I had my dream job. When I came back from winter break, they let me go. I was devastated. It took me months to feel some sort of happiness again. I felt used, betrayed and heartbroken. 

Today, I listened to a meditation about forgiveness. I felt so uncomfortable listening to it. Trying to not listen as it brought back that horrible day. I struggled through it and I'm glad I did. It really helped!

I'm in a way better place today than I was a year ago. It was a job, it doesn't define my happiness. 

My GAD is under control, I'm getting paid more than I ever did at ""my dream job"", I'm 10 lbs lighter, and I'm happy. 

Today was the first step in forgiving and moving on. My heart still hurts but it's open now to let forgiveness win. ",0.5741344691207786,2.735763462427748,2.8986248859142094,90.49836020687559,84.89595375722544,6.416671737146332,21.24399148159416,7.669130373188453,0.8799433526011557,641,21,142,12,19,219,97,173,0.092,0.7509999999999999,0.157,0.8463,4,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,4,10,11,0,1,7,0,13,2,1,2,1,21,35,9,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,9,7,0,1,7,3,1,7,2,2,0,1,15,6,21,9,19,17,2,38,0,1,0,0,8,7,0,2,22,88,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29692165624063954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17170894247499446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874824224342196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277015939565114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252286342639763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200712109144021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009967732826012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05645524716559457,0.0,0.21440929392699776,0.0,0.0,0.0949722128227287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0583342242727473,0.0,0.1269102506436066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3565709402857959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13230966030887728,0.07483883206934318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195271327877046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4431945608992588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34251909417179804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912057337715207,0.1186697540537571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491734169238581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665390099615562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07152794260146023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902875784985162,0.0,0.0891664441471183,0.0,0.0,0.1167242383600708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864022309429716,0.0,0.0,0.31750272870453744,0.0,0.12405088913516947,0.07580523993884095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643257480610007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886251671999022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157031319146256
anxiety,cigolsdrawkcab,2019/01/11,"Anyone have nights where you lay down and immediately realize you're not going to sleep at all tonight? I laid down for bed at about 11, almost four hours ago. As soon as my head hit the pillow I knew there would be no sleep tonight. These kinds of nights feel different than other anxiety nights, where it just takes a while longer to conk out. On nights like this it's less of a question of when it'll happen, and more of just a fact that it won't.

Anyone else ever get this sort of thing?",5.131033333333335,5.178982570000001,4.952000000000002,89.24433333333336,68.3,8.266666666666667,23.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,0.7486666666666668,387,7,87,4,6,119,75,100,0.045,0.929,0.026,-0.1926,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,9,2,0,0,4,0,5,3,3,0,3,16,12,6,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,10,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,1,4,2,18,6,3,21,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,3,13,57,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15240662917321776,0.0,0.1721642547340318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315268923190004,0.0,0.0,0.2404365759841546,0.17616382547900974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17963150336519948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362645031792126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15552160763475667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693357731383433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982695232885213,0.0,0.09771245933865776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15203818647094905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764510065310986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16931759255159226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790398803927362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399689649245705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6453831120949549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19260228485791264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441107200101369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12927086030075713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422344518338245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213498681134832,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Throwmeawaypeel,2019/01/11,"Questions about weighted blanket I experience sleep disruptions/insomnia when I'm especially anxious, but when I'm not having a particularly anxious period, I can sleep all right. So, if I were to start using a weighted blanket, would it mean I wouldn't be able to get quality sleep anymore without one? i.e would I become dependent on it?

Thanks! ",4.345506912442397,7.507698758064518,5.7546082949308754,69.58048387096775,77.54838709677419,8.704147465437789,34.66359447004608,9.23628265651192,4.234623963133641,281,16,42,8,7,94,44,62,0.092,0.841,0.067,0.2302,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,7,5,3,2,1,12,14,5,0,4,4,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,5,1,5,9,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,4,29,7,0,0.1736706649475537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3923968360026383,0.1722346329282002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918056048233997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16988323510655112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073575444274133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18917826742792648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768373720059855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945508911401113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14831379894481922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5213882634743345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229249905278854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598926148940017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14999569355678172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4229681655131568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16741232355731067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24674131504787666,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RichBluebird,2019/01/11,"I cope with (life) anxiety by obsessing about death Though I'm also depressed, it's almost always the anxiety that makes me think about how nice it would be if it all stopped. Emotional pain comes in waves and is not always as bad, but anxiety is always there. Worrying, wanting to run away, feeling the pressure, breaking out in sweats, the expectations, and feeling sick about the things that may come. That's synonymous with life for me. If I feel bad, I just tell myself ""That's life, deal with it."" I just wish I could escape all of this. And it feels soo nice to think that nothing matters, that I would not have to worry about anything else ever again. I overcame my anxiety many times, but I don't feel like it made me stronger, it's just wearing me out and making me tired. I guess usually there is something positive in life that makes up for it? But for me there is no counterweight. No good feelings. There's just anxiety and feeling tired. Therapists and doctors act like they don't even understand the concept of anxiety and expect me to do things I can't do or even yell at me for having (medication) anxiety. I don't know why I'm writing this.",5.276175595238094,6.236046290178575,5.563464285714287,81.77320238095241,68.24107142857143,9.187619047619053,31.45119047619048,9.3871,2.735246190476191,915,37,177,18,15,291,116,224,0.203,0.6459999999999999,0.151,-0.8192,0,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,1,0,19,11,0,2,5,0,17,12,2,5,3,58,39,17,1,9,12,0,7,2,0,3,10,1,0,0,19,14,0,1,11,0,0,4,8,6,0,0,1,8,22,5,27,33,2,18,0,1,0,0,4,8,0,6,7,124,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957355729770892,0.0,0.0,0.07645606308227552,0.23865548828280006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5119681604207282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867557066730939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982495998293834,0.0,0.1596539901025649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16471216260429927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633359092570842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856556142818368,0.08234528554599158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785676583740496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986652361196335,0.10754385284147784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629368864790594,0.08648107727258889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33838877260333017,0.06830092712150393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018975522299589,0.0,0.0,0.10532075937131127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052542543146590896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701173081260174,0.09341649956810767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046468451007472,0.1914531906534552,0.09692945195880913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631296081845522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173651081950243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173149734571983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360214987838336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993087544190876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083563835515922,0.0,0.0,0.11100590495735647,0.12703272219824713,0.12252089582441572,0.0939323843022837,0.0,0.05574861243974753,0.21977000643291392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952919094090204,0.0,0.0,0.10529647354815924,0.0,0.056390880689857585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626952122069773,0.0,0.10994215211185733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19418501539133948,0.0,0.1358314821040766,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tiny__vessel,2019/01/11,"I went out to a restaurant by myself and I had fun. For context, I'm a 22 year old female who lives in a college town. I have anxiety that has worsened over the past year and I have isolated myself in my bedroom during the times that I am not at school or at work. I live with a roommate but she has severe depression and often doesn't talk to me/isolates due to her own anxiety, which I understand. I also have a boyfriend but he is on the other side of the world right now, so I don't go out very often. 

I have started doing a lot of things on my own — going to the movie theatre on my own, going to coffee shops and burger joints on my own. However, tonight, I really wanted some sushi, and didn't want to eat in front of my tv. So, I put on a nice outfit, and took myself out on a date. The waitress looked puzzled when she saw just myself enter and asked if there was anything she could help me with — so I politely asked for a table for one. 

I was seated at a rather large table, actually, but it wasn't too bad. The tables beside me must have thought I got stood up but was being a good sport about it — and, honestly? I'm fine with that. I thoroughly enjoyed myself, and it felt really good to leave my house and come home feeling wined and dined all by myself. The staff was more than excellent so I left a hefty tip, and I'm grateful to them for making my venture outside of my comfort zone a little less intimidating. 

Take that, anxiety! ",3.8041919191919193,4.439354494949498,5.17995117845118,84.37437121212122,71.3905723905724,7.960202020202018,26.29781144781145,8.07648339933343,1.4826001346801343,1123,34,235,15,20,377,168,297,0.083,0.764,0.153,0.9809,1,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,2,14,11,0,0,21,0,22,3,0,1,2,43,46,24,0,6,9,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,11,19,3,0,4,4,1,9,5,2,0,1,14,4,38,9,40,29,9,43,0,1,2,0,11,23,0,7,11,174,49,5,0.0,0.0,0.1350191965806476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064627422273912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175345823518316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385831830391073,0.0,0.25869545324797816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552464551197965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918470803109313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046903402393904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916908454554925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14157660691849844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06995886716395694,0.0,0.13284709628990835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23589917179384956,0.23209925514239166,0.11065896361812927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273965086164047,0.0,0.1387861507230551,0.0,0.0,0.1596486213321933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650304022906593,0.15032831687102668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386728581862194,0.24434845920401985,0.0,0.1161873769516006,0.0,0.0,0.11762854582216582,0.0,0.0,0.09235623432970726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451853251770258,0.0,0.09375617460870952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320800754679436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908980436616136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17727364899453596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815850483273728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002749434363956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15630718036026728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979317716267067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040293431305964,0.11120835837480908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192009664742183,0.0,0.0,0.10984221846816412,0.08067870631669365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15372281781217614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440374211024135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416131711186925,0.16321637805905306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12826091166869616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072757511165496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781983371501531
anxiety,ashleymcglamour,2019/01/11,"I don’t want to be alone forever. I feel like I’ll never be with anyone because of my anxiety.

I always ruin good romantic opportunities because I have a massive fear of rejection and I can’t explain or understand it. I previously have had therapy to help cope, but now that I’m out and haven’t dated for some time, I just feel like I’m more self aware of this shit. 

I’m still wondering about this person from a few months back and if I should try reaching out again. I just hate this!!!",2.9534999999999982,4.469639950000001,4.8610000000000015,82.47550000000003,74.5,8.6,26.5,9.188382445141503,2.1563000000000003,385,14,80,9,8,132,68,100,0.207,0.648,0.145,-0.8859999999999999,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,7,9,2,1,2,0,9,1,1,0,1,20,19,6,0,3,5,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,2,10,4,11,15,3,10,0,2,0,0,4,2,1,4,10,53,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22172050020557826,0.0,0.0,0.17813025009904815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16376927221030368,0.0,0.0,0.1496884871504491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16461295689061126,0.0,0.26100022348362384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24089754401313765,0.21648878698958104,0.30587508339385283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17955867584734495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21135794714074108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434921356989725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20917563494361816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17087521350888416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16511034079849124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18692486699946986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233302992789248,0.0,0.21974824310273064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17096316376901796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448171313725956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12483074679765699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534507654954645,0.0,0.0,0.22286300393121794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626889605011266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23215872578956198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,emojaye,2019/01/11,I’m finally starting counseling soon and I’m so excited!!! I’m also very nervous. Is there any advice for anyone here that’s gone/going to counseling for anxiety? ,2.3485483870967734,5.228594741935487,5.3228225806451634,70.70423387096777,85.45161290322581,9.551612903225807,30.330645161290327,9.516144504307137,4.360800000000001,131,7,20,5,4,47,25,31,0.16,0.74,0.1,0.2262,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.404509363755974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310374778287304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815017361337075,0.0,0.3166723507066722,0.0,0.0,0.2894450494888129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4534644739395945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352586124901005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929975447102917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415539723121779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BonzoGodDoodahBand,2019/01/11,"Can't deal with the anxiety and it won't stop. Exhausted, need help, don't know what to do anymore Im so tired of being this way. Sometimes I feel like I can't stop. Other times I realize I probably CAN but I'm afraid to stop.

I'm afraid to stop because I don't want to stop worrying about bad things happening right before a bad thing happens. If I keep worrying maybe my bad luck won't kick in. Maybe I can keep it at bay. Bad things happen when you least expect it so maybe by always expecting it, bad things won't happen.

I'm exhausted from living this way and I believe the only way out is suicide or somehow figuring out how to never do the wrong thing or have bad luck.

I wish there was a reliable suicide method. I don't want anyone to save me and I don't want to accidentally not die and end up disabled.

If I choose to leave it's for a good reason. People need to trust me on this.

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anxiety,notjoj41,2019/01/11,"Guilt over Anxiety Can anyone relate to this?

Recently I have become much less shy than I used to be, but my anxiety has also become a lot worse. Sometimes I'll have a good day and I can talk to everyone just fine and even embarrass myself a bit in front of the waiter or whatever and all is good. And then I think about all of the stupid things I've done because of anxiety and I feel like shit because I just had a good day where I was able to get past my anxiety so why couldn't I do that when it mattered more?

Tldr: do you ever feel guilty about times you're able to work past your anxiety? ",3.1486844444444486,4.083073984000002,4.55306666666667,87.15697777777781,73.16,8.435555555555556,24.288888888888888,8.841846274778883,1.4948222222222225,468,13,103,9,9,156,82,125,0.233,0.647,0.12,-0.9208,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,10,9,2,2,6,0,13,1,1,1,3,19,18,11,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,3,2,13,5,13,13,7,13,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,2,10,71,17,1,0.2735553940333446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938107488781199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5231728192036719,0.0,0.0,0.09563814599391736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667568291533567,0.30212044055404624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14932582002926298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17642059847840127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997107225015276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034037889832887,0.12372325762251588,0.0,0.13069695097886486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831782664317951,0.09771401407818682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146070139995317,0.0,0.0,0.34416792865111145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668226738540062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628350678684272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005473451507794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611395770428564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350514748196462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140400340439293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13527663974614565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993673181492236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086902424609866,0.08764162540693933,0.0,0.0,0.0797561750675241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813201459964873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342059714770208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995757924426467,0.0,0.13938815850555553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Iatio,2019/01/11,"Can't stop thinking about this shutdown and how it will affect my life. I don't want to get sick because the FDA is missing inspections, and I have travel plans in a few months. I can't cancel them because of some stupid political stuff. Nobody seems to care and nobody wants to do anything about it. It feels like everything is collapsing and I can't stop thinking about it. This could go on for months and lives will be severely impacted just because one person is throwing a tantrum. I hate life.",4.195,6.232968500000003,4.331666666666667,85.38000000000002,72.33333333333334,7.3000000000000025,28.66666666666667,8.07648339933343,1.947754166666667,400,16,75,6,8,124,63,96,0.208,0.685,0.107,-0.8911,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,5,6,3,0,3,0,13,3,0,2,0,18,24,6,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,7,5,0,2,4,1,0,3,4,4,0,1,0,1,7,2,10,20,2,9,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,2,5,50,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16500486748659166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36669204287604334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044360613388238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16009307525373634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18020788581853706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138524596058693,0.1432463130970071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047596100051586,0.0,0.11395598834844176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19796477918849487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832561000519567,0.09796037703671606,0.0,0.1770563878516696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32009464861567705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587259497427956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17507995569122314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18253923154421053,0.0,0.2265222775704989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352751914860808,0.0,0.0,0.2295390695014769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569608838979344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365351713819444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EbenHSHD,2019/01/11,"I have work in 3 hours and haven’t been able to get to sleep I’ve been in therapy for a couple of months now and I’ve made a lot of progress in dealing with my anxiety, depression, and PTSD. I’ve had these issues since I was a kid and a few years ago I tried counseling but it didn’t stick. I was doing somewhat okay until mid October when my girlfriend of two years suddenly broke up with me without an explanation and ghosted me. That really messed me up a lot and I decided I needed help. I found out on the first of the year that she had been cheating on me and is now with someone else and she did all of that just so she didn’t have to face what she had done. That messed me up a lot too, but I now have my answers and at this point I’m doing okay. I mean clearly I’m not “okay” but I’m able to function. In our last session we discussed some of my deeper issues and one of the primary issues, what is causing the vast majority of my problems, is a deep seeded, subconscious feeling of inadequacy. My mother abused and neglected me up until I was 10 when I was taken to live with my dad. I never consciously thought about it this way, but if I wasn’t good enough for my own mother then I can’t be good enough for anything or anyone. I believe it’s why I was so incredibly torn up by the break up. I clearly wasn’t good enough. Logically I know what she did is reflective of her, but I can’t logic away the feeling I didn’t even know I had. I hope that makes sense. It also explains why I pretty much stagnated after high school. I’ve been to college but never settled on a major. Now I know it’s because I didn’t believe myself to be good enough to actually do anything worth while like earn a degree in a specific field. All I was good enough for was barely passing the easiest classes, but then I stopped that all together too. I’ve worked low pay, dead end jobs because that all I thought I could do.

I’ll stop there though, it’s getting out of hand. If you haven’t figured it out yet I have a lot on my mind.

TL;DR: Can’t sleep because I’m in my own head about all the problems I’ve been having and how they relate and their causes. I hope you all have a good day/night!   ",2.121305491990846,3.5999540847826097,3.8554004576659047,88.98207093821512,76.6304347826087,6.842105263157895,24.71395881006865,7.573540080772713,1.0789782608695644,1709,58,376,23,38,574,207,460,0.121,0.7340000000000001,0.145,0.8655,1,0,0,0,1,0,37.0,2,2,2,5,19,21,1,0,21,3,47,5,5,5,10,82,69,35,2,8,13,3,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,20,21,0,3,17,0,2,1,15,9,0,3,30,3,60,12,55,36,23,57,0,4,0,0,21,27,0,11,28,273,80,9,0.15572221521093385,0.0922526805699428,0.07598120942313531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901917402183802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062265499621648526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05956353420295895,0.0,0.0,0.05444229679866649,0.0,0.12814611472596202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315307362626733,0.0,0.0,0.1423902255468593,0.0,0.0,0.17544561086771848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15996961068000026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06216575880697715,0.08615183462351397,0.0,0.05021397311680613,0.08027138307147431,0.06706165788959008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796789458795559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06504296448525793,0.0,0.06896183093732572,0.4022566887122725,0.0,0.051426527247816135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873783093969025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622861835384491,0.0,0.08537068566549323,0.0,0.0,0.08135843025030139,0.0,0.0,0.3918372177854176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990795933329707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05218865918623555,0.08226453505662096,0.0,0.1546672963030969,0.07667750706562182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24380030216783566,0.07726513513243198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12837128548826407,0.06346719468205518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0380390042595731,0.0,0.06875278449724583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647789173864445,0.0,0.07367406261911548,0.05197289392805828,0.0,0.0,0.08481357194820288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861752297474564,0.0,0.062147993252387325,0.0,0.05723687290388129,0.057733024714941565,0.12010257234072745,0.0,0.0,0.07306737503165105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05276070157476738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736039136212316,0.0,0.0,0.07921273800822044,0.0,0.1490051292123266,0.09101546816553553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049879819279667566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879959770287905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06440751280572743,0.0,0.15583467593241154,0.0,0.0659714638052678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13019074469556322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890409622096644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649814289993542,0.12362604453724906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052862581126778184,0.0,0.0760589884691148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061802523080975585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405150781867143,0.0,0.0,0.0750553292515658,0.0,0.11336762731619182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042000156369895
anxiety,HistoricalBrief,2019/01/11,"Possible misunderstanding led to me worrying the rest of the day. Today I took my son to the kids museum and while there we were playing with these traffic cones they have. I kept picking one up and yelling hey (sons name) then I noticed a man staring at me from a ways away. He was looking at me and I was just kind of spacing out and then it hit me. My sons name can sound like a certain racial slur when heard muffled through a cone and from far away. 

When I realized this I felt horrible and sad that this man thought I might have been calling him something so horrible. After a few seconds he turned around and continued walking and we spent a few more minutes at the museum. 

When it was time to leave we headed to the car and I noticed that the man had come around the corner and looked like he wanted to say something to me but never did. We drove home and my anxiety started to take over. I've been thinking about this ever since, pretty much all day.  My thoughts have been all over the place from paranoid (he's going to track me down) to wishing I could some how tell him that I was simply playing with my son and I didn't say nor ever would say what he thought. Just needed to get this out there. ",3.0779629629629635,4.775297650205765,3.6192818930041177,90.75460185185189,74.55555555555556,6.506090534979425,26.141769547325104,7.1686216300943375,1.0761507818930034,951,34,200,10,20,298,136,243,0.063,0.872,0.064,0.29600000000000004,0,0,2,0,2,0,17.0,4,0,1,0,14,7,0,0,14,0,18,1,1,3,6,51,40,22,0,5,3,4,1,2,0,2,0,6,1,4,11,23,0,1,6,4,1,7,3,1,0,2,20,10,29,6,33,16,8,41,0,1,3,0,29,17,0,2,18,144,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859075712463923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22945618384276684,0.0,0.0,0.24216887098179915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159809977982348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101635464805708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289801151025582,0.0,0.0,0.16623035197855213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23315373420005495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374238775529425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733305321942175,0.0,0.07324392127614447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226525786918927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12927440762694026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342058422593381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646241820591207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592584642273913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21644889278784574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13671841484423952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947396206513225,0.0955608610856882,0.09939809396921953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934552471966191,0.0,0.0,0.08733057204025099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13464931473678413,0.0,0.0,0.1452897552942654,0.0,0.1311145135803271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307465128359887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660860771616393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984320342727327,0.0,0.0,0.09121999348596542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689966642178456,0.0,0.11264441256441085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257934937881728,0.0,0.3069424647399348,0.075149371265514,0.0,0.12216058066369034,0.0,0.14318738655032048,0.0,0.1401814593418827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601515165120051,0.102296776447219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482024976982727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13088112131593538,0.0,0.09155071338516801,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PNWMulti_Millionaire,2019/01/11,"Sharing My Story (Warning: There are Triggers from my past) Okay, so this is a pretty long story, but bear with me, it might help people who can relate. I have a lot to get off my chest.

I'm 22 years old, and I live in a small town in Oregon. I drive a 2000 Honda Odyssey about 3 times a year or so. I have never been on the freeway or on any highway. The only one in my family who knows how to drive well is my Dad, and he gets angry when I make a mistake while driving. My Dad's Mexican, and he says his Dad got angry at him as well.

I have a driver's permit that is expired, and I get embarrassed when I have to provide my state ID. I have spent the last eight years of my life in and out of mental hospitals and clinics for severe anxiety and bipolar disorder. It got to the point where I was paralyzed from the waist down, and I was confined to a wheelchair for about 3 days. Every day, I take 200 mg of lamotrigine to help calm my emotional fluctuations. 

My Dad would yell at me at 15 because I wanted to get my instructional permit. At age 16, my Dad would hide the car keys and lock doors so I couldn't learn to drive. By age 17, I was morbidly obese, and on two different anticonvulsant medications. I failed the permit test in Oregon 4 times, and I was able to get my permit on the 5th attempt, two years later, when I was 19.

I did not graduate high school on time because of my severe anxiety and bipolar disorder. I earned a G.E.D. and I'm currently taking community college courses. I am able to drive a car and get my driver's licence, but I refrained from doing it all these years partly because of my Dad and partly because I was scared of crashing.

I know there's lots of stigma associated with bipolar disorder, and I let it get to my head. My life has kind of spiraled out of control since my senior year in high school, and in a sense, I became a shell of my former self. 

I've never been in a relationship, or went to Prom, or even been on one date. That little voice inside my head is pushing me to change. I'm making it a must to overcome my anxiety of driving and get my driver's license by this Spring. 

I feel that learning how to drive well would open many doors for me. So far, I've been teaching myself through videos and my state's driving manual. Driver's Education was never something I could take because my Dad would yell and scold me if he found out I was taking those courses. 

Slowly, my Dad is becoming more patient when I'm driving, and he has apologized for yelling at me in the past. I know this is a long story, but I felt it could help some people out who were in the same position as myself. I'm looking forward to 2019, and I'm starting to understand that everyone takes their time to learn things in life. Any advice on driving with anxiety and bipolar disorder would be much appreciated. :)







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anxiety,gothichillbilly,2019/01/11,"I got a job. Today was my first day.
But 20 minutes didn't even pass befor I had a panic attack and walked out.
Then the owner of the cafe came and insinuated I was incompetent but ""atleast i tried""

Wow I think this might be my wake up call that my social anxiety did NOT 'get better with age' and maybe I need to be medicated again.",1.9313043478260887,3.6119188695652227,4.115289855072465,86.04076086956526,77.69565217391305,6.918840579710146,20.195652173913047,7.793537801064563,0.5960608695652176,258,6,57,4,6,89,54,69,0.162,0.765,0.07400000000000001,-0.4954,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,2,4,1,1,4,0,8,2,1,0,0,12,13,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,7,0,9,2,5,3,0,11,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,6,38,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850247860203883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275154455260692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20580788039852665,0.0,0.0,0.2139084612398548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246969502644852,0.27662721725999895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598183948441802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597484488978856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057288255863329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636360777991654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19344020024246847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24001203565258605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429842243870317,0.0,0.0,0.24365186042519096,0.0,0.2565787725884112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17933859511750058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28377450627805073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246549207139748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549762563361029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22925815722107834,0.0,0.0,0.16420932525829976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BetterButNotReally,2019/01/11,"Is this anxiety justified? I'm completely stressed about money all of the time.  We own our own business and we see it dwindling down because of Amazon.  

I'm in my mid 40's, haven't worked for anyone since I was 29.

We have some money saved up, but I'm worried about it if it dries up.

I'm trying really hard to stay focused and keep pushing forward with the business, try to grow it back against the tide.

Also trying a 2nd business that requires more time, but in the long run would probably do well.  Just need time to grow it.

I'm stressed, have been stressed for 3+ years, I have anxiety all of the time.  I'm always scared to check my emails and voicemails because I'm worried about getting bad news.  It's all generally focused on the lack of money, and the lack of making money in the future.

Is this anxiety, stress justified?  Or is it amplified more than it should be?  I think the only way my anxiety would get relieved is if we make consistent money every month that we can comfortably live on... but with retail, and seasons, it's just too hard.  Some months are always better (or worst) then others.

I'm just so tired...",3.820975995779481,5.278498130044845,4.659514639936692,85.02013980480086,72.18385650224215,7.578897388551834,27.91585333685043,8.124751697461798,1.8141450276971776,885,33,174,13,17,286,120,223,0.177,0.7090000000000001,0.114,-0.9299,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,6,0,0,3,12,12,0,5,10,0,17,1,0,2,3,41,33,15,0,8,10,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,14,12,0,2,1,0,7,5,1,7,1,0,2,3,12,5,26,27,12,28,0,0,1,0,7,10,0,6,13,112,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136367074443576,0.19012611578284905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3495960466301001,0.0,0.0,0.07988449638256548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784926222171381,0.0953918760443453,0.13928841025542946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104261434187103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978631210024494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625843173966303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937918877773357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20468660825016305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015484120960131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088262045175264,0.10110542714787957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525221638734803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18238250162420197,0.0,0.0,0.08471306089548153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689035888263819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317810966987496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318986297630306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438166094956133,0.0,0.09104045214580143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450669839971186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177261558784362,0.0,0.0,0.5234804223293565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320517388770884,0.0,0.0,0.2664745039735131,0.13131067503195898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326996243240029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068433408960333,0.0,0.0,0.10272220763725842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831735281827987,0.2320477290417855,0.0,0.16231626776716082,0.0,0.0,0.07357163319307969
anxiety,QuietOpportunity,2019/01/11,"I'm scared of the future I just started my second semester of college, and I have no motivation for the future. I'm currently undecided in my major, and I still have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. I'm only 18, and I feel like I'm making one of the most important decisions of my life. This past week I've been crying myself to sleep at the thought that I feel worthless and lost in my life. I can't drop out because it would not be like me to do that. I'm blessed enough to have a full-ride scholarship, and I should be happier that I can be secure in college. But, I don't know what I want in life. Do I do something that is interesting and live scrapping for money, or do I work in a cubicle bored out of my mind? I don't understand how everyone around me is set on their major and their goals but I'm not. I feel like I have no passions. I planned on just doing accounting, but I really thought about it. I don't want to burnout in less than 5 years of my job. I finish my gen eds this semester, and I have to declare at the end. I'm dreading the day my advisor tells me what I chose. I've talked to my parents, and they've made me feel a little better by saying to choose what I want and they'll support me either way. But, I don't know what I want. I feel so defeated.",3.2196706349206363,3.3596228321428616,5.0580952380952375,86.50468253968252,72.46428571428572,8.65079365079365,27.341269841269842,8.680891452615391,1.6965317460317455,1003,33,234,17,18,346,129,280,0.096,0.763,0.14,0.7734,3,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,3,8,7,15,0,2,10,0,26,6,1,4,0,49,53,17,0,7,10,1,5,3,0,3,4,1,0,0,13,13,0,1,14,0,3,0,10,6,0,2,5,6,45,9,34,42,7,28,1,3,0,1,7,14,0,2,14,159,58,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552077547778562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910519239491745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476899525152832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425437375250719,0.08368943842309498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493567518244405,0.13408473494799628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399860929358625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280722697777234,0.1854121578727332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649195076423682,0.0,0.0,0.12877443005507916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263388090764903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3666350889302253,0.1901938468751788,0.13006133800049982,0.11458726660035601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165678623263955,0.0,0.0,0.12278934615667952,0.08662095500677514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310283958743179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793395964365454,0.09869419205904954,0.0,0.0,0.14409168651061913,0.0,0.12387796403171596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831325188001048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319649258134587,0.12992011724841362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298614280659618,0.0,0.0,0.099901524094589,0.0,0.0,0.0918502540232102,0.0,0.10363266193326076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14725886105338473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430237089109126,0.11342269948668947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20604213527824047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509276404734105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3827017916773818,0.10300356910108993,0.1040918305987454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447243940825888,0.0,0.0,0.09218325894451576,0.0,0.0,0.08356615152508723
anxiety,Peachyplants,2019/01/11,"I cant calm down. I start my first day at a new high school tomorrow  don’t click off- I’m not an attention-whore “I-have-anxiety” teen.

It’s a long story but to make a long ass story short, I went to a year and 3 quarters of one Highschool year until I couldn’t take it anymore. I slowly stopped showing up because I was getting dangerously close to killing myself. Maybe I’m just a pussy but that’s the situation.

We moved states and we went to the nearest Highschool to look at options for maybe an alternative school or something. Apparently the person we spoke with didn’t know that and we talked for a while for him to say “alright! See you tomorrow!” I was under the impression that I had to wait at least a few months to jump back in.

I’m so fucking scared to go back tomorrow I really don’t want to go back to that dark state of mind. My biggest fear is that this time I wont hesitate to “get rid of the problem” if you know what I mean.

I can’t calm down. I have to go back in less than 10 hours. What do I do??? Please, any advice will help. Sorry for any typos I don’t feel like proofreading right now ",0.9704327610872668,3.0559168068669536,2.781657725321889,92.4110845851216,82.6480686695279,6.115092989985694,21.725500715307582,7.333567415737692,0.6497783977110161,868,28,195,13,24,288,136,233,0.156,0.763,0.081,-0.9664,1,0,1,0,0,2,23.0,4,2,0,1,7,11,3,2,14,1,16,2,1,1,0,27,39,10,1,4,6,0,1,1,0,2,0,2,0,1,10,9,0,2,4,1,0,7,9,6,0,3,7,6,25,5,33,29,3,47,0,0,3,2,12,16,2,3,23,120,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329426130542462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17160319004994826,0.0,0.0965215815863914,0.0,0.12512917033285606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3880753143554511,0.0,0.07691355656966765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137079452766748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197908822948574,0.06379658355298923,0.09013762599839696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073222245008601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664440015468915,0.1318397987665932,0.0,0.21512013892616133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457073598695843,0.13330812448230686,0.0,0.0,0.1242544512025926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959112580521962,0.0,0.13868216150936966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061641487568464014,0.0,0.0,0.2233173018825728,0.10595308360445144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422109246346125,0.0,0.2535143765635221,0.13743879059522066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739821032228044,0.0,0.10070964863671253,0.13410135035804094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185814183082748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549771986752214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101689197070239,0.0,0.13849946507791722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120729998047563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082930454918708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077505859034502,0.0,0.10033739922307053,0.12632063692655587,0.2553865179570027,0.10054310984529702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182312416444798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713371894079198,0.0,0.14123973181416485,0.08930551200083323,0.0,0.0,0.10548582076331532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486598268436428,0.10141263880419864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357217229400469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441978209608067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339262569440305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16250184666884587
anxiety,Komobbo,2019/01/11,"Rarely do I post to reddit but anxiaty has been getting worse recently and I could definitely use the help. So I've been diagnosed with Dysthemia which is mild depression for extended periods of time. For me, it's like life has its normal ups and downs but more downs mostly sometimes, but for the most part everything is grayish. Like, nothing is good or bad alot of times. It's just, things... That's my back story that's relevant right now I'd say. 

I used to go to the psychologist and felt alot better before I stopped going about 2 years ago. But recently I've been feeling not great again. Like, I get overwhelmed so easily recently and my mind isint racing, it's the opposite. My mind is completely and utterly blank. To the point where even I don't know what I'm thinking anymore. 

I space out (which is normal in me) but to degrees that it hasn't been in a while. Sometimes my concentration is so bad I find myself talking to myself and interrupting myself with random thoughts. Like I might be planning tomorrow and suddenly I'll remember a song (I'm a musician so that's not out of the ordinary) but what is weird is that the song will persist in my head and be super louder than normal. Or I'll be thinking about X or Y and suddenly, I start to wonder how venous a puffer fish is or someother non-prompted random thoughts. 

All of this combined with the lack of interest in most things haven't been kind to me and well, I could use a virtual hug and support if anyone is willing. Advice is also always appreciated. 

Anyway, thanks for reading if you've made it this far, that alone helps I guess. ",4.031150159744406,5.806249916932906,5.013566773162943,81.41729584664539,72.19488817891374,8.458479233226837,28.49444089456869,9.065960079200117,2.4311555015974444,1276,50,242,27,25,417,169,313,0.122,0.7,0.179,0.9639,0,1,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,4,16,19,0,1,15,0,30,4,1,5,1,65,52,30,0,8,15,0,2,4,0,3,2,3,0,0,20,16,0,1,10,3,0,2,5,5,1,0,9,5,23,14,32,35,9,34,0,2,0,1,4,14,0,16,21,167,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320576608608684,0.0936213345152756,0.0,0.0,0.10938529923510737,0.0,0.08446028587642439,0.08788014952087267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047417109862734,0.07384847113289372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121142398091309,0.1763682447376825,0.0,0.0,0.08987059516842981,0.0,0.0,0.09340789422622307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073532927950402,0.0,0.0,0.1686499840992724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096605393225607,0.10719701265316244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975771846970176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094919961496431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05340212277156175,0.0,0.10140697289012406,0.0,0.09653020637659533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035896795419724,0.0,0.12004688892709015,0.08858486008109473,0.0,0.11644092211917804,0.11634684139635278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083914708803758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158303076858972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998178113874883,0.0580432477939636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459900544428688,0.2063926375755633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993547676159063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204083612082524,0.2132821066462545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104408588044122,0.1013404511919877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437076444968405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984032287298106,0.0,0.10114998553792523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056435915934218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31284624464513394,0.0,0.11964121867504095,0.09019464204293033,0.0,0.0839892955621846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089118922460808,0.0,0.07475484815083358,0.0,0.0,0.08829887804858128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985066251562808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488934495233028,0.0,0.09723611200221603,0.0,0.0,0.1403318402750934,0.13534766858228056,0.0,0.16769304232415286,0.12316992411205195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736523772822065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949605784466432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453497383862378,0.0,0.0,0.10763071881714867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06801260414836588
anxiety,ChasseA,2019/01/11,"Is 5 Months To Long I've had constant anxiety for the past 5 months, with only a few anxiety attacks, so that's good, but honestly don't know what to do about it, any suggestions?",5.768918918918921,5.0068833243243285,6.9331081081081125,78.30614864864866,67.10810810810811,11.724324324324325,34.71621621621622,11.20814326018867,3.761983783783784,141,6,30,4,2,48,32,37,0.127,0.708,0.166,0.5329,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20418401799256156,0.0,0.4593892303650022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415839470820469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244694988462228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25184004541750954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165012555726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26571664531626393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4793221082493334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22835781741816294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28662782380915697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Roxas-WeAreOne,2019/01/11,"Someone’s offering me a night in a hotel room, but I’m anxious Hello, I have symptoms of PTSD and anxiety. He’s pressing to know why I’d need this. One night away would be nice. But he’s pressing, and I don’t want him plowing too much into my life— why? B/c I’m just that secretive. I don’t know if he’ll do it if I don’t tell him. ",-2.331948051948053,-0.5553244545454525,1.2387012987013009,98.64948051948052,98.74025974025976,4.358441558441558,18.688311688311693,6.11248444174946,-0.1951194805194807,255,9,65,3,11,92,52,77,0.069,0.852,0.078,0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,0,0,14,14,6,0,5,5,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,8,1,5,11,1,6,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,2,2,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825500700091635,0.26958216493804665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241992334833147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622878518613802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855029338151786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17541932821021333,0.17693993220150112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4478731695793528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16170077707927386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789438254103787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021890658002689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24802627292903096,0.0,0.0,0.20857173633201814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407492107819089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4306500227626437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16951476614306846,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Topkek489,2019/01/11,"Anxirty attacks whenever I try something new? So I have a history of feeling ill whenever medical topics are mentioned.  About a month ago I ended up passing out at the doctors office which was extremely embarrasing.  Soon after I moved into a dorm away from home.  Ever since I passed out at the doctors I have been feeling extremely anxious about it happening again in public. 

 Whenever I try to go out anywhere new my body reacts poorly and I get really anxious, lightheaded and start to panic (basically how it feels to start fainting).  Lately even going to class has made me feel dizzy and I end up having to leave to avoid panicking and fainting.  Its really been affecting my life negatively.   I have never had this happen before the incident at the doctors.

 I was wondering if anyone knows any methods to help with this?",4.786126558005755,7.503622785234902,6.062727708533082,70.55196308724831,72.8255033557047,9.08935762224353,32.11936720997124,9.606745405546679,3.8768347075743055,661,32,98,18,14,221,100,149,0.147,0.815,0.038,-0.9376,0,1,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,8,3,1,2,7,0,11,9,1,4,2,23,25,7,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,8,0,2,0,6,9,0,1,6,0,1,5,2,3,0,0,6,4,14,0,24,19,0,30,0,0,0,0,3,11,0,2,14,75,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893062299412888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912379096687046,0.0,0.0,0.30314020743184444,0.0,0.09381242773852952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15263391138324414,0.126053966069698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416592091507255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149028881043289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4119756950485129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376636241284745,0.0,0.0,0.08861579424396072,0.12136139868317755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713547190205676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009652703487285,0.0,0.15249997623433034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23728621693137006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992906446958332,0.0,0.134580069904289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373447149070865,0.0,0.15134580335467826,0.14206308981479138,0.0,0.0,0.09476585906585044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269517100136187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13515876541874042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107090524627297,0.14259789560854888,0.0,0.0,0.1034775767322328,0.2591579360155509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15741563335047895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719011583618324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098402338260126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328802712730213,0.0,0.0,0.18992766357030536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18218067067844584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549798786537493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WYenginerdWY,2019/01/11,"What happened to me? So a few days ago at work I ended my day by fighting with this stupid file I couldn't get formatted correctly. I had been trying over and over to run this program and it kept spitting back an error that didn't give me enough info to solve the problem. It was like 7pm and I was essentially just spitting the f bomb at my computer in livid rage. 

Got in my car to drive home and over the course of the 30 or so minute drive I cycled from f bomb anger to just periodically laughing uncontrollably to finally sobbing while I was driving. By the time I got home my face was partially numb so I'm assuming I must have been hyperventilating. After parking my car at home, I just sat in it and cried for another 10 mins or so. 

Pulled it together and went inside and ate dinner with the husband. 

I've been diagnosed with GAD and I've noticed that my anxiety sometimes manifests as anger. However, I'm not sure if I should think of this as a panic attack or some sort of breakdown. 

I've been struggling at work and am living under constant stress that my coworkers are unhappy with my performance and discussing my termination. Things are not great....",4.053201754385963,5.76959440789474,5.18684210526316,80.43622807017546,72.02631578947368,8.575438596491226,28.89473684210526,9.150863307647796,2.477778947368421,927,37,179,20,18,306,135,228,0.21600000000000005,0.723,0.062,-0.9881,1,0,0,0,2,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,8,17,6,4,9,0,17,7,3,0,3,35,29,21,0,5,9,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,3,0,12,14,2,1,3,0,0,8,4,13,0,0,16,0,21,4,31,10,3,31,0,1,0,0,4,11,1,7,13,118,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879132123971574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641790273589774,0.1197768841325163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17812285594360272,0.0,0.12039393469904633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691983311709801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17198660611558986,0.20195152353958856,0.0,0.0,0.15891692952374428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867600947923447,0.16178036928180134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17151659004036587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180222516757292,0.15019779419253812,0.0,0.0,0.2504493041106372,0.17262079750267473,0.0,0.0,0.13845579351545326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4711623947888927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649299973017455,0.0,0.13825563598114002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17825786192671453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837030967001508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14981792413460293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548533659429503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17935229673042166,0.16368268452838172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475669277152173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401924745370436,0.10032479160070526,0.0,0.0,0.09129818856469056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630187310566454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514348870495913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22797205275229016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yaVadaSultenfuss,2019/01/11,What helps you calm down during an extreme anxiety attack naturally instead of taking a pill ?? I use essential oil( lavender oil ) and certain rocks . It sounds crazy but has seems to work a lot . ,4.992761904761903,7.366492085714285,5.48,76.55333333333336,71.0,8.095238095238095,31.666666666666664,8.841846274778883,2.9925238095238096,153,7,25,3,3,49,33,35,0.146,0.721,0.133,-0.1179,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,1,3,1,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,6,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,2,3,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,15,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198187150442531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4756094911007169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802202747733386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3554240621484747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3805908344422385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31433298320301645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610740822923034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043564269737295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kristoffersonsilver,2019/01/12,"Blech, I feel lonely. I have trouble sleeping off and on. Usually it’s a psychological thing, I get too in my head and can’t relax enough to go to sleep. My SO works in research and has to work one weekend per month so it’s bedtime for us already (I don’t like staying up late w/o my SO because I tend to make a lot of noise when I’m going to bed late - our house creaks a lot). In any case, I’m going through a few days of rough sleeping. I’m feeling lonely and my thoughts are running on a track in my brain. Any suggestions about how to relax/wind down without making too much noise?? Much appreciated.",1.4264285714285698,3.360802833333338,3.208174603174605,90.7632142857143,80.19047619047619,5.469841269841268,24.785714285714285,6.42735559955562,0.6746476190476192,471,18,103,4,12,157,81,126,0.064,0.848,0.08800000000000001,0.4329,0,4,0,0,0,0,17.0,2,0,0,2,8,5,0,0,5,0,5,5,5,3,0,13,18,9,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,3,2,0,4,3,3,0,1,1,3,12,2,21,17,6,21,0,2,0,0,3,9,0,2,8,64,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16839211084465605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075393373622456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930203486310261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703462169372899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841099557645806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15767117699043376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15431299001736146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972446335649809,0.0,0.2601693539206045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15660624611759594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760738638905001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442670689721054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455009129060172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594612141827876,0.0,0.0,0.20371637283320349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121799680635099,0.0,0.2243494109916959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340215774615663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4581148827290438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16264570950190166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013771772712208,0.0,0.0,0.12114319348709655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835527063390908,0.0,0.1680615683928632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14709590212636114,0.0,0.22218160360215125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HaroldBearLee,2019/01/12,"I have a huge fear, but I’m not sure if I’m overreacting I have a 2.5 yo and a 10 mo. My husband is a medic and works 1-2 nights in a row. I don’t see him leave and he doesn’t come home until the morning. I work at a job where I set my schedule (I work constant hours, I can just decide what buildings to go to when I want). 

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On to my fear. I’m terrified something is going to happen to me and my boys will be alone for over 24 hours before my husband gets home. I’m shaken from thinking about this hypothetical fear they would experience.

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I spoke to my husband and he thinks I need to speak to a therapist. I agree, but I also think it wouldn’t be crazy to set a time that my husband and I will connect so that I feel a little better. 

.

Am I overreacting by wanting to talk worst case scenario and figure out what to do?",2.16576058772688,2.94813444382023,4.201685393258426,89.32607173725155,75.34831460674158,6.825237683664651,24.36646499567848,7.010146845296331,0.7137920484010367,633,19,149,6,13,218,105,178,0.187,0.7659999999999999,0.048,-0.9759,1,1,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,4,6,6,0,3,10,0,15,1,0,0,1,26,33,14,0,6,5,4,1,0,0,4,1,2,2,1,6,9,0,0,6,0,0,3,4,4,0,0,1,4,25,2,21,26,1,21,0,0,1,0,12,8,0,1,8,94,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14894011425288428,0.0,0.11500196750596355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236869859075725,0.0,0.0,0.127185120262576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387652468629333,0.0,0.15540368616020073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067030410285047,0.0,0.4854667163652726,0.07271286290352079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513293564521828,0.0,0.16345704109721507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12716757035147072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884991927265534,0.0,0.2832407747333985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270571365903656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227026838726954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441318439605738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14486987092871734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663066180521426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495261324803473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459512335801506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070923230214247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355358788917765,0.0,0.0,0.11558617862238885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669703743591716,0.0,0.2764361028877144,0.0,0.0,0.08385469847432782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696415422737369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140784287944263,0.0,0.0,0.1021559773121591,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anonymousjimbo,2019/01/12,"Can anyone please share some anxiety success stories? I just need some motivation tonight. I’m feeling really down, alone, anxious and depressed 😔. I hope you’re all having a good day though. ",3.303529411764707,6.4803917058823535,3.720823529411767,80.49770588235297,87.8235294117647,6.249411764705883,30.329411764705892,7.554174236665415,2.712842352941177,154,8,24,3,5,48,31,34,0.21,0.396,0.394,0.8104,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,9,6,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,6,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,3,2,12,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332835406071471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24617300986736845,0.36353781154961495,0.0,0.2250072002335036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207531756887408,0.0,0.2771623677185366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16270969387750547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699071631971204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196159728303195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386076087157083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532353036790521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061507163405721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161628727867805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hopefulbum,2019/01/12,"Anxiety at work I recently started on a new team at work around 4 weeks ago and I was really nervous about it because I was really worried that they are gonna find out that I am an impostor and how did I even get hired. I find myself constantly anxious at work and even though it seems like I am working, I am not able to fully absorb or accomplish tasks because I am too anxious. I also find myself anxious after work about how far behind I am already at work and cannot relax.

Tl:dr; I am way too anxious about work that it's hindering me from doing work and I get into this cycle of getting more anxious because I am behind. Any advice on how I can snap out of it and be less anxious? Thanks in advance.",4.617823439878234,4.767083917808222,6.173652968036532,79.69410197869104,69.41095890410959,8.680669710806697,31.290715372907147,8.515128840125781,2.410711719939117,556,22,109,8,9,191,82,146,0.149,0.7929999999999999,0.058,-0.8319,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,11,13,4,0,1,2,0,15,0,0,3,0,19,22,12,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,19,3,21,17,2,21,0,0,0,0,2,12,0,2,8,84,27,11,0.09458785583831723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243015800649906,0.08384642709602247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438005099361863,0.07564187414025123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06432298552584033,0.0,0.07235945081796621,0.64114412240728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420324548607963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17297963695890367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221586920981536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494877340378813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259354759898192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14825475211722322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046210848545455374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135354058288354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119080502099715,0.0,0.0933940964763848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610923148378381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694977120338315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708378937670692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929320881123714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507943726216834,0.07587267250198677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5508886846897673,0.09605855900759573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SpiritPug,2019/01/12,"Almost ran someone over with my car tonight... Freaking out now I was leaving the parking lot at work at about 6:30. I was on the phone with my mom, but my phone was plugged in to the speakers and my phone was on the passenger seat. It had just stopped raining, and I was driving maybe 5-6 mph when all of a sudden this dude came out from out of my blind spot. **He was looking down at his phone.** I slammed on my brakes before he even noticed me but when got out of the way and was very upset with me. My boss happened to be standing there and came over to my window and asked me if I was okay, then asked the guy if he was ok. He seemed fine so my boss told me to go. I managed to make it home in one piece but now I'm just sitting on my bed having a full blown anxiety attack thinking about what a careless useless embarrassing piece of shit that I am. I can't think of myself any other way when this kind of stuff happens. I wish my brain wasn't like this. ",1.756450304259637,3.213312660098527,2.7852854245146332,96.36199652274703,77.57142857142857,5.367603593161404,23.763836569110406,5.5289334501034215,0.1380671689365407,742,24,174,3,17,236,117,203,0.16,0.79,0.05,-0.9749,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,12,12,2,2,9,2,15,3,2,3,1,33,32,15,0,3,7,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,1,9,14,0,2,3,0,0,6,2,7,0,1,16,3,26,5,33,15,5,36,0,1,2,0,14,17,1,5,10,119,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559499271826035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590773497320227,0.0,0.11913976749348833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29118953838013906,0.17717538568559116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252226118670507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17385602388806734,0.0,0.3562474310127867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286401875391044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885099577855904,0.0,0.12455855767476465,0.0,0.0,0.15420591245262627,0.27543864021888353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621872999779393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16217801048866645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16490491858276235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760861185255897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078138110028886,0.0,0.0,0.13240357156741486,0.0,0.0,0.10395686860107424,0.0,0.15646057277356654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18239941831313064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17730967354551225,0.0,0.0,0.10553265185696188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177876838548004,0.0,0.0,0.15986365596558286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195699288398222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020462318422132,0.0,0.0,0.17828368343046566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19958228888166332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14881511214048662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285008329806573,0.0,0.24723644521458216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17909195174761225,0.0,0.0,0.11337971244047301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,haybugg,2019/01/12,"How to push through work when you want to hide This last week my anxiety has been off the chain. It got so bad I didn’t eat which caused intense stomach pain,I already take medication for too much stomach acid. Anyways, I was in intense pain which also led to a panic/anxiety attack about calling in sick to work. Went to the dr and she took me out of work for a week because she thinks I have an ulcer but that kind of makes me stress even more because this is a pretty new job and I don’t want to risk losing it. I feel fine until I eat or am up walking for too long then I get anxious because I don’t know how I’ll manage going back to work. This seems so small but if anyone has some advice for me I’d really appreciate it. ",2.3793655913978458,3.5691802645161315,3.91201612903226,90.02135752688173,75.38709677419354,6.456989247311827,23.884408602150536,6.816661863887847,0.6520860215053754,571,17,127,5,12,190,102,155,0.151,0.753,0.097,-0.8251,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,5,13,8,1,2,6,0,10,9,2,5,0,19,23,14,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,9,3,2,0,4,0,0,6,3,6,0,0,6,2,15,2,21,17,3,21,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,4,9,82,24,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289263959753128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15007375078696242,0.1087550701568142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208071448246386,0.15363552442691414,0.0,0.09509079416072813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15471382842520592,0.0,0.10457168148236552,0.11355005865090766,0.2487036812213936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388659951816983,0.0,0.0,0.13970422094238605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783134619967294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982334700182856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876310621351016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07105172080433668,0.0,0.07728903408209539,0.0,0.10876754266070644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349539511135925,0.0,0.0,0.14161775797463572,0.07473923892701248,0.11085399221470743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035120451169015,0.0,0.15214350381871936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077764989833052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370005515396444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997189721503533,0.0,0.0,0.13134471915309254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894163179468338,0.15956071012607687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383557014999388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712181349434478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12380464679926502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578169526319938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225123792022096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714003889214822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15109533468982014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16042662774907485,0.0,0.2181738068953444,0.0,0.0,0.12606863217848244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960236194104943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shutupaboutthesun_,2019/01/12,"What to expect from video session with psychologist? I have a video appointment with a psychologist in a couple of weeks. (It's one of the ""mental health"" options through ""Doctor on Demand"" - a service offered with nlmy health insurance.)

Has anyone done this before? What can I expect? How does it differ from an in-person session? I've never done any kind of therapy before.

I guess I'd say the reason I'm going is anxiety. Here is what I wrote on the pre-appointment questionnaire:

*""I worry a lot, and have a hard time relaxing and falling asleep. I am regularly thinking about things that worry me, such as issues at work, things I said in past history that may have been misunderstood by other parties, things in the future that may be out of my control. I get nervous in social situation and often try to avoid them - although I can ""fake"" my way through obligations when necessary. I believe I'm introverted, as spending time with anyone other than my best friend or fiancee really wears me out and I need some time to ""recharge"" afterward. I have very low self-esteem. I find myself lying sometimes for no reason, about my past - stupid things like ""I was in a band in high school"" and other things, usually from my past/childhood. Sometimes I wish I could just move to a new place where I don't know anyone and start over as ""myself"". I am not passionate about much and don't have any real hobbies. (Exclusion: I have a wonderful fiancee and I am very passionate about our relationship - he's great.) I feel as if I'm a very ""empty"" person. I work and do the things I need to do in order to live, but not much outside of that. I don't even know if seeing a professional on here is appropriate, but I thought I'd reach out.""*",4.020656565656567,5.921443106060607,5.1245454545454585,80.09126262626263,72.48484848484848,8.04040404040404,27.07070707070707,8.735056554316923,2.151585858585859,1355,49,249,26,27,446,175,330,0.08800000000000001,0.86,0.052000000000000005,-0.6739,0,1,0,0,0,0,61.0,1,0,1,4,13,13,1,2,17,0,28,7,2,4,1,52,47,21,0,8,8,0,2,1,3,2,3,2,0,1,19,16,0,2,9,4,1,3,7,5,0,1,7,5,36,8,46,36,5,37,0,1,1,2,14,19,0,11,14,180,55,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257025659517649,0.0,0.07070387486153656,0.0,0.0,0.193874392690234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572915168199363,0.10412985631048044,0.0969929674067674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036610345914387,0.07379280108504085,0.10226506227043404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656309148032698,0.0,0.09459956971358778,0.08088059965525718,0.18916306072004047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06104497988153905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046732197980892516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447358422107047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140631866296378,0.0,0.04828756678329037,0.0,0.0525265166361375,0.0,0.0,0.10189745169547644,0.10181512165432688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279347821609971,0.0,0.0,0.19648413494361508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765070978439143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964663267346502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624505738195566,0.10158729303569902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045153549617489054,0.0,0.08161181730606534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857532167699302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314134780479057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982317626653436,0.13588410269519094,0.1370619997434755,0.07128285249488764,0.08926338202565208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06262868870470606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646866288572153,0.0,0.16140161370282216,0.09656309148032698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051984007597826,0.05920898663347746,0.19005390633097446,0.0,0.09922846145755022,0.0,0.0,0.08791610020221853,0.07349903308671264,0.0,0.09353771514194352,0.07364971998856965,0.0,0.09641807232757033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388810728738687,0.0,0.09421431940961104,0.0,0.0,0.18281879824833067,0.0,0.06541796809764057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569455177342672,0.0,0.3684131829821751,0.05922137282347571,0.0,0.0733740912082596,0.1616790020740851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06274962308498941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179164419315533,0.2287776870598017,0.0,0.07336162832707549,0.07413671443535699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628268974726346,0.0,0.10022955634290376,0.134571103652126,0.18772150033416926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,theglowingembers,2019/01/12,"Physical symptoms getting worse Not sure if the physical symptoms I've been dealing with (muscle tension, malaise, nausea, flu like symptoms) have gotten worse from anxiety or from increasing the dosage of my antidepressants. I've upped my dosage to 20 mg of Lexapro and have been at this dose for 70 days.

When I have shitty days where I feel gross, it makes my anxiety worse which makes my physical symptoms worse.

My doctor prescribed me 1 mg of abilify to help manage the anxiety more, but I'm not sure if I want to take it.

Anyone else on this combo?",7.299455128205133,7.5381413173076925,6.941153846153848,76.17051282051283,63.71153846153846,10.394871794871797,35.6025641025641,10.125756701596842,3.5832294871794867,443,19,79,9,6,139,65,104,0.23,0.737,0.033,-0.9288,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,3,0,5,7,0,2,2,14,13,6,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,0,7,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,1,9,3,13,10,2,8,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,4,45,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163036777726541,0.0,0.0,0.09636935827845904,0.14121640805939142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17776944215905785,0.14208992143240767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410681374710921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513380434982752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696876756316571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200706229165152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923801509291562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733357418044164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18399644137879492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25979393431927,0.5730053298638086,0.10362607935416024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129183956978951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.561815465877009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cilantro10,2019/01/12,"I get anxiety and insomnia the night before an important event or just a day when I have to wake up earlier than normal It's weird cause I have a negative relationship with anxiety and sleep. I have anxiety so I can't sleep and that gives me anxiety when I go to sleep which fuels the insomnia. Headspace and meditation apps as well as breathing exercises work but only up until I actually try to go to sleep, in which case my anxiety takes over again because I focus too hard on sleeping. Anyone have this problem? What are some ways you deal with this?",4.058743509865002,6.109180336448603,5.5887227414330205,76.16964693665629,72.73831775700937,9.989200415368641,29.645898234683283,10.25414643259724,3.4417007268951183,444,19,82,14,9,150,74,107,0.166,0.8059999999999999,0.028,-0.8846,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,7,3,0,0,5,0,6,10,7,1,0,13,11,12,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,1,0,0,1,11,1,15,11,1,15,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,7,59,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.13098168087848228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5133987658395317,0.0,0.0,0.09385140878533146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182071692195253,0.0,0.11421335926853655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788335731572926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656233103369823,0.13837737989388796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012565362360815,0.1287583371845876,0.15256334319811318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202368883429651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259586109734917,0.1315094340991475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020821681336704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843269034490598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14410460458702698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6715965680116498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091852543198238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112818529909134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653947755157152,0.0,0.0,0.1206820389043608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771549107876394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ArcadeInvasion,2019/01/12,"I keep getting the feeling my therapist wants to stop our sessions. I've been having these intrusive thoughts that my therapist wants to stop seeing me, and then I think that there's other people with more pressing issues than me and I should quit. I really don't want to, I like my sessions, but I can't shake the feeling each week and it's ruining the experience for me. Should I bring it up? Is that awkward? i'm not sure how to handle this..",2.8137359550561776,4.860871988764046,3.9959410112359572,86.22851825842697,76.30337078651685,7.146629213483148,25.73174157303371,8.07648339933343,1.6121786516853929,353,13,70,6,8,115,59,89,0.151,0.792,0.057,-0.7033,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,1,2,5,0,2,3,0,7,0,0,1,1,21,19,6,0,5,2,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,3,4,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,2,4,14,2,8,15,2,7,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,5,50,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138677662597841,0.0,0.0,0.22109766047224733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422818214165882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281989728377765,0.0,0.1943335456014285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681440862813983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15157453557096046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325460867335781,0.0,0.0,0.14006369258457474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17422442649248854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36557863893122267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20606165495631065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5077060325347282,0.0,0.14009299312840856,0.0,0.17357240410622835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.386871180193322,0.0,0.1753764516218403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dimmyfarm,2019/01/12,"How to stop the cycle of gradually more negative thinking that spiral down I'm sure like quite a few of you I suffer from winter blues. Though it usually comes when I just start thinking negative and just ruins my mood and mind. 

What has usually happened more than I would like to admit is I get feelings over someone whether in person or on a dating app and just have thoughts and then I just start assuming the worst to try and not get hopeful but inevitably see something that just makes me feel bad and too many times I'll remove them on the app or just feel really sad even if I turned out to be wrong on how I interpreted the situation.

TLDR: how to not always think the worst out of a situation",4.5294244604316525,5.801524136690649,5.281359712230215,81.9552769784173,70.22302158273382,8.437697841726619,27.56906474820144,8.841846274778883,2.026274244604317,561,19,110,10,10,182,90,139,0.225,0.733,0.043,-0.9831,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,1,13,12,0,0,8,0,5,0,0,4,1,41,24,17,0,3,13,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,9,0,1,10,0,0,2,4,7,0,0,1,5,11,4,18,21,5,20,0,3,2,0,4,8,0,5,12,80,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351621529877398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562967181656801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13992670364121013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728934198772723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464019210460789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697352108697932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436441567472539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16133845055700105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587188540735564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842920743741473,0.16468751892874706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164016953118756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418353561876589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17277373380467198,0.0,0.0,0.1040624999466504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294427487811104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651761927956634,0.0,0.0,0.13763392786618542,0.12505337857933824,0.0,0.0,0.2299501372591176,0.0,0.0,0.13580616929439204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15309671308965134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31225280772491865,0.15959536554873502,0.12895831860307233,0.09471941170495714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028533032250834,0.1766868456409657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3578069333965074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153919130257802,0.17760140484368062,0.0,0.0
anxiety,barelykristen,2019/01/12,"New and afraid of her own shadow I just joined this (thread?) and am not exactly sure what I want to say but long story short I have anxiety 24/7. I also have agoraphobia ( the fear of leaving your house) that I got because of my first panic attack, ptsd, and depression. It’s gotten to the point after a few years where it feels like I’m a shell of who I used to be. I like to think that some of it has to do with the fact that I’m still becoming myself (I’m only 19) and growing but I don’t want to grow into this person that’s anxious all the time to the point of complete isolation. I just feel like I don’t really know what to do to change it.
I guess what I’m getting at is does anybody that has or does suffer from agoraphobia or extreme social anxiety have any tips to help out?
I used to be in school plays and not be anxious even when infront of a huge crowd making a fool of myself and I would give my right boob which is my favorite one to be as carefree as I was before my anxiety got this bad. I just feel kinda lost...",4.263076923076923,4.002327109589043,5.527945205479451,85.43478398314015,70.14155251141553,8.564945556726379,26.435194942044248,8.139509932561175,1.381265964172814,803,21,180,10,13,270,123,219,0.195,0.679,0.126,-0.9633,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,2,8,14,1,3,9,0,18,1,1,3,4,36,39,14,0,3,9,0,3,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,17,9,0,0,5,1,0,2,4,9,0,2,5,4,23,5,29,29,4,20,0,3,0,1,9,10,1,5,11,122,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175277515995562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652670704182229,0.0,0.2920118656549959,0.28748712038993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447524366007644,0.0,0.0,0.1062390339194834,0.07756355548997866,0.1405251927285094,0.10827079696419996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346017166599849,0.0,0.13340739905766982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10959054112722236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226949592873953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403998837399555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431789580336121,0.19300719154761312,0.18179876390266414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822920804397254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647699055599958,0.12205899442974252,0.0,0.0,0.2035288892204774,0.0,0.14016781816835694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528544597480874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14681642364486489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699270844403019,0.0,0.0,0.13472745483204435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18648726523928244,0.0,0.0,0.11260228176259007,0.0,0.0,0.13889611625789222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493284760273996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288796887502867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622026382572028,0.0967707960824395,0.0,0.14928724737532875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109996076214054,0.0,0.0,0.2405634747686197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14873527916101287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151239558059548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866118954244178,0.0,0.10118535378492642,0.0,0.12877239878387284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970387283626691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161302287599422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992100752769085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152944751943585,0.0,0.0,0.0741939330692033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21978683850162148,0.0,0.0,0.15009741209751515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903867509062454,0.0,0.0,0.08193757747963608
anxiety,Riothegod1,2019/01/12,"Do the meds make you feel any different, aside from lessening anxiety? I'm just looking for encouragement to try and talk to my doctor about my symptoms. I know I should because that's the only way i'll get better, but I don't know if it's bad enough, how my parents will react to finding out I need two different types of medication (I'm already on Concerta right now) or if my psychiatrist will not take me seriously or take away the Concerta which has improved my school tremendously.

And that's just the tip of the iceberg of a long list of fears about getting medication, so i'll just start at square one, will it cause any drastic personality changes? will I become emotionally stunted? will it be obvious i'm medicated?",7.046276978417264,7.2001653812949655,7.8250989208633115,69.90728866906476,64.25179856115108,11.55431654676259,37.518884892086334,11.20814326018867,4.352905755395684,584,28,107,16,8,196,92,139,0.078,0.851,0.071,-0.4557,3,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,8,5,0,1,6,0,10,5,0,4,1,23,24,9,0,4,9,1,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,0,3,12,2,15,17,1,9,0,0,2,0,5,5,0,4,3,66,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620794477573775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19975912778144464,0.0,0.11235844126307316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799324429345072,0.0,0.12263390967739968,0.08953321305072233,0.16221113047326746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989838710173768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15088036955816325,0.15537353978400895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069047761108036,0.0,0.1503320746987579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16521382431154755,0.0,0.1517604189749738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652744265399243,0.07426406165451717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342404538587426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534715246309244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16143655379537894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997913800315672,0.12333742490695665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803973904217343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314424234153302,0.4438812307861119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890543607217763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952583016124217,0.11170452731317207,0.0,0.0,0.163086534228846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824497786371855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542985390742348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14864463783972198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395838899130744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15265863999502485,0.2208623971575632,0.11805200280743565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971801196868006,0.0,0.14347485425086234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165819868217047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,checklistmaker,2019/01/12,Hypnic Jerks: What’s your cure? I lead a stressful life and lately I’ve been unable to get to sleep without suddenly jerks awake. This happens for an hour or two. Any known remedies or cures?,1.0025225225225218,3.5563222702702717,1.4852702702702736,95.39745495495498,96.56756756756756,3.547747747747748,19.68018018018018,5.46131890053228,-0.13123063063063034,152,5,29,1,6,46,33,37,0.153,0.7979999999999999,0.048,-0.6054,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,0,3,2,1,2,0,1,2,1,1,0,6,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,4,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,15,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338602936761474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796708677081435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30410508405096875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33866715928006835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3879283748136755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429031058699708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441432111909511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3939303938614289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359353029110075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315023677635245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rosemaryreborn,2019/01/12,"What do you use for an energy boost? (Coffee, energy drinks, black tea make anxiety worse) As I’m sure all of you know, if you have GAD and panic, you should avoid caffeine. I used to drink around 4 cups of coffee a day before I started suffering through really bad anxiety, derealization and depression as a result. Now I cant have any coffee and even small amounts of caffeine psyche me out. I’ve had some success with small amounts of black tea and green tea, same with matcha but always in small amounts.

Besides getting a good amount of sleep, what do you guys do/take for an energy boost that doesn’t require caffeine? I’ve also experimented with L-Theanine and it works sometimes.",5.61045299145299,6.89144966923077,5.7464102564102575,79.590811965812,67.69230769230771,8.854700854700855,29.82905982905983,9.150863307647796,2.4834188034188043,547,20,101,10,9,173,86,130,0.099,0.7559999999999999,0.145,0.7972,0,1,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,5,0,3,4,8,0,2,5,0,8,6,1,4,2,24,15,10,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,10,5,2,1,2,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,3,9,3,17,13,7,9,0,2,3,0,6,6,0,2,3,56,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15945890321309275,0.16591552007418098,0.0,0.0,0.1355978132472548,0.0,0.30507860350315474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17750693415260302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664894131937774,0.0,0.0,0.16967343157745388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859553248318795,0.0,0.1717416302720508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3906692236658863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317008243862844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950499882163283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417748298562908,0.0,0.0,0.16724599595227715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974358579537611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958419730775164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13310004276745838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23395116931945864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773978082780355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995424967096104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972102086800452,0.0,0.14113527999933714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879307203416717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444325538349965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451644780942656,0.0,0.20320409996871644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hai_alvis,2019/01/12,"Anxiety is having an effect on my relationship with friends/family... This is the first time I've ever reached out to ask for help, mainly because I feel really awkward talking about it. I used to talk to my friends, but I feel like I'm annoying them. My boyfriend gets upset because he thinks I'm doubting him, but it's hard for me to explain that I know I'm overthinking but just can't stop. My family thinks I'm distant but I don't know how to tell them what I really feel without feeling guilty for being annoying or fear of sounding dumb. I know that's just anxiety, but I don't know how to cope. Has anyone else gone through similar issues, or any ideas of how to help? ",3.8130656934306586,5.001002459854021,5.08438686131387,83.01125182481755,71.84671532846716,8.691678832116787,29.75839416058394,9.120678840339163,2.4742531386861306,535,22,108,11,10,178,81,137,0.208,0.6759999999999999,0.116,-0.9262,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,2,7,9,3,4,2,0,8,0,0,5,1,32,27,10,0,0,10,0,5,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,1,13,0,0,1,4,7,0,1,1,6,16,2,18,25,1,7,0,0,0,0,13,2,1,3,5,65,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783705127335327,0.0,0.2426202622337551,0.0,0.0,0.11087995786895576,0.16247975140382928,0.0,0.0,0.14824706235341775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19333279622610855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324698182456923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434409821523205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989824953394552,0.1784419766636106,0.3207229632347054,0.11328665619349194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348845813752175,0.0,0.0,0.12251534865014925,0.0,0.08284936390357024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420528608606887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21258016917276085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17901289162206127,0.0,0.16551204255016194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34859667485277873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747217582087397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031755669932035,0.0,0.0,0.1702511735532884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325765547709737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25491460682779354,0.13860232801029246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032180701894051,0.0,0.0,0.09246688378754828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369586650353614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528615108952946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,InfestedBroodlord,2019/01/12,"I snapped out of anxiety This is real

I'm gonna try and make this short. I've had diagnosed generalized anxiety disorder for a couple of years now, and undiagnosed basically my entire life.

This semester I started university and it was the worst time of my life. The reason for that is the insane amount of work I had to do every day. My workload was impossible, the classes insanely hard and at one point I basically studied 24/7. I could not stop thinking about university, and I've never felt anxiety this terrible before.

This went on for a couple of weeks. One weekend stood out because I could not sleep and my heart was pounding for 2 days straight. My thoughts were spiraling out of control, wondering about my future and what to do if I fail my classes, I was a mess.

Then things seemed to get better, until the next weekend. On saturday evening I suddenly felt really anxious and just started throwing up for 6 hours straight. At one point my stomach was empty and I only kept throwing up water and dry heaving for a couple of hours. (Mind you, my mom and I ate the same food that day and the day before and she was fine.)
Then I just collapsed next to the toilet and I remember not caring about anything. My parents could get killed and I would not care in that moment.

Since then my anxiety is just gone. It's not like I don't worry anymore, but I just don't feel anxious at all. I dont spiral anymore, I don't google my problems for 3 hours, I actually can stop worrying when I want, and I feel really healthy. I feel like I can finally live in the moment again. I've been in this state for 2 months now and I have never felt so good in years.

So yeah, I don't know what happened but I think my body did me a favor",3.3474792358803995,5.0539441715116284,4.774684385382064,82.71267441860469,73.8546511627907,7.937541528239202,28.27408637873755,8.634040054169528,2.1678051495016617,1361,55,268,26,28,454,169,344,0.125,0.789,0.086,-0.4701,1,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,0,4,14,14,1,0,14,1,28,10,4,3,3,64,56,27,1,7,12,2,7,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,14,20,3,4,14,2,0,4,12,6,0,3,20,7,42,8,37,31,4,60,0,1,0,0,4,19,0,3,38,182,56,4,0.0,0.0,0.08297747023845793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601922988142639,0.19212045005251274,0.16865475027720495,0.0,0.0,0.06997282947703277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05183378360810111,0.0,0.14470932967079062,0.0,0.0,0.07520253835030333,0.0,0.0944496803621682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17338845667907532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536889930230763,0.20366972730838548,0.2822537841027509,0.0,0.21935046791112653,0.0,0.0,0.0863041343760883,0.0,0.0,0.09745228215662312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965507433690374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05616182167368327,0.0,0.07164183598763385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289818773557753,0.06074578278949878,0.2449277493384538,0.0931467206101568,0.0,0.0,0.10281917851127223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884981926447816,0.0,0.0,0.0713195216816542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519216136705077,0.0,0.07617059696538214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076151309069774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512136464582049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940736136944218,0.0,0.0467305210588538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011906732918347,0.0830831824819104,0.0,0.0750834604074392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05675849715823107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585653245566686,0.09958665555535837,0.06787050771673618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311614766022728,0.0,0.18086173312869794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728565356323766,0.06466950195918911,0.0,0.0,0.0944162711978645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16076255164425235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813626735377333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678328726281203,0.10894538929300146,0.0874254821318649,0.0,0.0,0.09632294368928092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774085438585596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703380811854128,0.0,0.08509187523122108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037000473041234,0.0,0.0,0.1421785560576958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05649046414908712,0.10896818006122674,0.0,0.06750469299692649,0.049581949247284034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05773010571268556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0501531726443599,0.0,0.06820631186497372,0.0,0.0,0.0788240950196274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221191456997874,0.06190319286211305,0.17270513392817394,0.0,0.06040320428734061,0.0,0.0,0.1095136661444101
anxiety,cerealkiller1036,2019/01/12,I feel so uncomfortable I want to scream I feel pain/discomfort in my neck and stomach and all I'm doing is lying in bed shaking and I just want to stick needles in the muscles in my neck or batter it somehow. I don't know what to do,1.937941176470588,3.092205098039223,4.190343137254903,87.72904411764708,76.45098039215686,6.6686274509803924,26.47549019607843,7.1686216300943375,1.1669960784313729,184,7,41,2,4,64,34,51,0.21,0.728,0.062,-0.8194,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,4,3,3,0,1,12,10,5,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,3,7,0,7,10,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5154861051592302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801432432198739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5424060180058693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6013231662733726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,emza555,2019/01/12,"Health Anxiety I’ve suffered from generalized anxiety since middle school (19F). Im in college now and recently my anxiety has affected my life so powerfully that i can’t even enjoy things anymore. I always think something is wrong with me. I’m always googling my symptoms, convincing myself that I have some disorder or disease. Recently I’ve basically convinced myself that I have HIV, which I know is irrational and sounds so stupid coming out of my mouth. I’ve only hooked up with 2 guys recently without a condom and they’re clean but I just can’t get the thought out of my head for some reason. I just can’t get out of my head and I can’t stop worrying about my health. It’s been so bad recently that every night this week I’ve sent myself into panic attacks just from worrying that I have a disease. I don’t know what to do or how to get out of this mindset. I’m also constantly worrying about dying and I worry about getting older. I shouldn’t be worrying this much at 19 years old. My mom is against meds but I think I should go back to therapy. It makes me cry just thinking about how much damage I’m probably doing to my body just from worrying so much :(",4.314736308316434,5.65194329310345,5.601318458417853,79.21082150101422,70.8103448275862,9.251926977687628,30.026369168357,9.627879704456738,2.871314097363083,932,38,177,22,17,312,124,232,0.264,0.705,0.031,-0.9952,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,19,10,2,1,3,0,18,10,4,5,0,40,35,16,1,2,10,1,0,0,0,2,5,1,1,1,13,13,0,1,7,0,0,3,7,7,0,0,3,1,28,3,28,29,5,25,0,2,0,2,3,9,0,4,13,119,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07376162314955241,0.15349657899025218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21168237579546845,0.0,0.09147398133500027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493251571508014,0.0,0.07092429760281829,0.07701375782058688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245413525969853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945371482894645,0.0,0.0996750610723736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013176391845046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09572709010384957,0.0,0.10571120261239356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609214435890392,0.0,0.0777133636279643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927593903085104,0.0,0.052420219097244834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132879417295617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18932284551823106,0.19608651139433916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963141997679048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138171155183123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06514948025352155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0615686863384651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245413525969853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802646064238593,0.0,0.0,0.20341367250157186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655785650739098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678685810056993,0.0,0.0,0.0701501357706871,0.0,0.10821984623635704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994467191577556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483464779485064,0.3642902943367583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334842353172483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629911775291166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100828663495194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711397729196824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586920583975866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105480658459204,0.0,0.06127793797311756,0.17730458085490686,0.0,0.07322560458067771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07398668449256338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891284813034316,0.0,0.0,0.5620248289990705,0.0,0.0,0.10084630743430292,0.0,0.0593973845169257
anxiety,omgitsphe,2019/01/12,"i’m stuck kinda having a hard time with my mental health lately. i am trying to take care of it but that means disappointing people and disappointing people only makes it worse. every time i’m invited to do something i’m super excited up until the last minute. it hits me that i’m not going to be home- in my safe spot. i then frantically try to decide if i should go or not. i weigh the pros and cons. then i sit paralyzed. i can’t force myself to get ready. i can’t get dressed. i don’t want to tell someone for the 5th time in a row that i’m last minute flaking. they say it’s fine and to not worry about it and then after the night is over, after i’ve stayed in bed, i kick myself in the ass for just not going and throw myself through another cycle of guilt. i’m stuck. sigh.",1.4395381526104387,3.1677487771084394,3.440457831325304,90.1071526104418,79.30120481927709,6.113413654618473,18.29558232931727,7.03164865440522,0.0695635341365457,611,12,135,7,15,207,98,166,0.157,0.701,0.142,-0.5792,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,2,10,0,2,7,0,9,3,1,1,0,21,28,12,0,3,8,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,8,6,1,1,2,0,0,4,7,4,1,0,2,2,16,5,23,23,0,25,0,2,0,1,3,6,1,3,13,79,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18690290395879766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18173020664086992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501770753085573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18624880022807375,0.0,0.30389812601903304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15967035628096504,0.0,0.0,0.18946354535388765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17879185756103266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905830121600845,0.20106541284377294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897831741223812,0.0,0.0,0.1941584414769566,0.0,0.0,0.17962661442563066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16726860257249507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13556152675328434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471419475117711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174566707574054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102437381374384,0.13721985912949913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18998289221161596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13401625019695587,0.0,0.15579188592673365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31180407467529364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24203004609433645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513210167415576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810140091090264,0.18164443378719272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ugafan2148,2019/01/12,"Anxiety at college My high school years were more or less miserable due to severe social anxiety. I stayed at home, didn’t get out, and kept to myself for the most part, 

I just started at a very large university, and my anxiety is already starting to have a negative impact on my college experience. It keeps me from going to dining halls, exploring, going to activities, and meeting new people. I don’t want to ruin what are supposed to be the best few years of my life by being alone in my dorm. 

What strategies could I use to put myself out there and truly enjoy everything that college has to offer?   
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anxiety,manggaeteokki,2019/01/12,"I feel like I’m dying.. So, I (22F) recently started to feel the “upgraded” symptoms of my long-term anxiety. At first, I didn’t realize I had it, especially as a child. However, towards the ending of my high school career, I noticed I would fidget and rub my hands together a lot. When I entered university, my anxiety went through the roof and beyond, and now, being in the second semester of my last year, I feel like I’m dying with the symptoms I’m getting. My heart is beating fast ALL THE TIME, if I hear the word homework or see what all I have to do for the week, I go into a full blown panic attack that lasts for hours, I pick at my eye half of the day, and my thoughts will literally not SHUT UP. At this point, nothing triggers it, but I will feel like I need to crawl into a dark, dark place while I try to ride it out, but my heart is starting to become weaker, and I’m not sure how much I can handle anymore. Does anyone have any tips that could help me calm down when I’m in these intense moments? I’m desperate to try anything. I just want to not feel like I’m going to die at any minute of the day.",7.629482758620689,4.719881603448278,8.309724137931036,76.80768965517244,64.86206896551724,11.34896551724138,36.131034482758615,9.3871,3.0463244827586204,860,30,187,12,10,292,136,232,0.103,0.812,0.085,-0.624,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,2,7,8,1,1,14,0,13,6,4,3,3,36,36,15,3,5,8,0,7,4,0,3,2,1,1,1,8,9,0,0,7,0,0,5,4,2,0,3,4,10,27,6,31,27,5,42,0,0,2,0,3,18,0,3,23,120,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15326087138838693,0.0,0.17240916905344075,0.0,0.11175436584679736,0.07879276538926898,0.0,0.0927310872875994,0.0,0.0,0.1281967459960219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445298235597102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899707091168132,0.0,0.0,0.1453464690399497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35085125057812394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861239575918096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980646823100657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848874774439576,0.3220119882707041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958507685174986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05887385437519069,0.0,0.1280842542822891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700546346303626,0.26706722410620765,0.07553114069467945,0.1190590880936602,0.0,0.0,0.11097314367904366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18370847941965307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22021101345888555,0.0,0.0,0.09972368308731476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580172193509373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283727475732416,0.08355534095851519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081253853020703,0.12829391111070212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322128993586782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773302662660284,0.0,0.1065248205661994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112639633521956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404438423185348,0.08979625974612336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595196521119436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620534826653984,0.2342480811810677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946020370199897,0.06570819127799248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15301297695050414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646520177893768,0.0,0.09039002004616824,0.0,0.0,0.10446117572007403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800489968904085,0.0,0.0,0.07256617611665682
anxiety,RaelynnCassie,2019/01/12,"Is it a good or bad idea to repress my anxieties, obsessions, and intrusive thoughts? I have OCD, and I wonder if anyone has had experience with this ""coping technique"" Is it useful or not for getting rid of obsessions, anxieties and intrusive thoughts and/or reducing the distress caused by them? What are some negative side effects this can cause?

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anxiety,jfcredditwtf,2019/01/12,"So I got sick on the 31st; still having symptoms; causing major high anxiety overall and attacks and/or use of my PRN med (lorazepam) - could use some talking down. So I got sick on the 31st of December... perfect timing. My SIL and niece were sick around that time, so I'm guessing I got it from them. Typical respiratory infection, nothing was off putting, until about a week later, when I just couldn't kick it. 

I was feeling better for the most part, but it was lingering in my throat and bronchials. Steroidal mouthwashes have helped me the last couple years get over persistent colds, so I went to the doc and got some. Most of the sinus and throat issues have passed, however I'm left with a pain in my chest, to the left of my sternum, when I swallow a mostly dry swallow (swallowing after not swallowing for a while, without drinking or eating anything.)

If I swallow multiple times in a row, the pain reduces the more I swallow in a row, but it's almost always still there. Once in a while I can swallow without feeling it, but it's almost always there. I'm still taking the rest of the steroidal mouthwash, and it helps for a few minutes after I take it (5mg 6x daily) but unless I'm eating or drinking, the pain will always come back when I swallow.

Normally one would think, oh it's just some odd left over of the illness, but I've never had anything like this. On top of that, I've had GERD, IBS, and a lot of gastrointestinal issues, as well as Barrett's esophagus (pre-cancerous cell formation on the esophagus caused by repeated exposure to stomach acid) and my father passed away from esophageal cancer 3 years ago at 56. At 37, I know I'm ""young"" for this kind of cancer to present, but it's not unheard of.

So now I'm left with this persistent pain when I swallow, and nothing is helping. I can take any pain reliever and it'll go away for the prescribed time, but I don't like masking bearable pains that are telling me something is wrong...

I guess I'm just having an anxiety spike and could use some talking down... Has anyone ever had anything like this after an illness? Why would it persist for so long, and in such an odd/unique manner? I'm 99% feeling well, minus this pain to the left of my sternum when swallowing dryly (and honestly even when swallowing some food/water it presents, and only trails off after many many swallows of food/water in a row.)

Thanks for any tips/tricks/conversation...",6.8283722084367255,6.658564982795697,6.763064516129031,78.42921215880895,64.76344086021507,9.476426799007443,35.0889164598842,8.950670267944501,2.973802315963605,1907,80,355,27,26,606,220,465,0.156,0.78,0.064,-0.9938,1,0,3,0,0,0,80.0,0,0,1,6,29,20,1,0,29,0,25,37,4,5,3,68,55,42,0,7,18,1,3,3,0,4,17,0,0,0,21,18,16,0,5,2,0,6,7,9,2,1,12,5,27,11,62,36,14,70,0,0,0,0,9,29,0,16,38,233,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05855204606347349,0.0,0.1322851824537572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16488429446510952,0.0,0.0,0.08983668217933655,0.0,0.10106080948611317,0.0,0.0,0.04618583046137597,0.0,0.16306810358051296,0.05880122122256516,0.0,0.07514488350574794,0.12411803523741465,0.05079072053854178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058418557626237363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570936114546478,0.0,0.05689885641483821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054759760551529,0.0730864467855364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12941369054279678,0.0,0.1351775267453621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04362741853946076,0.05974876803912627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019522479347596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15974322773425148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034509993948640134,0.0,0.03753947220806168,0.0,0.2113146421529224,0.0,0.14552976951353674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282190724405918,0.06978867704938707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378844524016199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878409017261085,0.03630103048735373,0.05384205417131376,0.0,0.0,0.35883417671742723,0.0,0.0,0.09681055566865253,0.0,0.0,0.058454873328788966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056155943573529314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339348565927768,0.0,0.0,0.07337005127825938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0509441865083092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471796754023837,0.12675937161135611,0.0,0.0,0.07034434569710872,0.044759258173236095,0.050236323264315985,0.4919957382834659,0.0,0.0,0.0715290195663674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640156223173799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05085086725276505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582501603287657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865441332006411,0.14899102633637049,0.10618188389818213,0.057733279720407225,0.060812776686684264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042324129251332034,0.0,0.0,0.15406426553483246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17114588980135104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05298377485074628,0.0,0.11877925458357415,0.061231841879996064,0.05960260642932259,0.0,0.0,0.12734557194950966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384438738044704,0.07221864426382438,0.0,0.08507200098375317
anxiety,mayasmomma,2019/01/12,"Rapid onset of panic attacks for the span of about two months, now they’ve left as quickly as they came - anyone else experience this? I (25/F) will try to explain this as simply as possible. In the beginning of October I had a really bad panic attack, which is the first time I’ve had one in about two years. After that first one, it was happening two, three, even four times a week. I couldn’t even drive 5 minutes up the road to pick up pizza or grab something at target. It got so bad that I actually left my job (I was already on the fence about it and have my own business - so I was financially stable). 

I was taking Xanax almost every day for the span of about four weeks. Now I take it maybe once a week, but haven’t had a panic attack for more than a month. I only take it because I’m scared of having one in certain situations. 

It feels so they left as quickly as they came. Has this happened to anyone? I’m just confused as to why it hit me so hard, and now I’m all the sudden doing so much “better”. I know I shouldn’t question it - but I’m just perplexed.  ",3.0801414027149328,4.0334061628959255,4.64031391402715,86.39540299773756,73.34389140271495,7.1539592760180994,23.76725113122172,7.413659706084162,0.8946309954751128,826,22,177,9,16,278,121,221,0.156,0.813,0.031,-0.9769,1,0,1,0,1,0,28.0,0,0,3,3,18,12,3,5,12,0,16,2,0,1,2,21,33,17,0,2,5,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,14,4,1,1,4,0,0,3,3,10,0,11,10,3,17,2,32,19,4,35,0,0,0,0,5,13,0,4,19,125,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.09671803933116092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924535021742224,0.0,0.1093714533505736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860143167052216,0.10155093217412926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382592128116401,0.0,0.0,0.16550709071464811,0.0604171458503647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765562556999626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22671316167735284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06391839592653734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827945230809264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309237618822324,0.0,0.08350529235099664,0.0,0.0,0.09694957617526594,0.0,0.0,0.050113499689546134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16860753239985213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926812087917404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17528706044168668,0.0,0.08878398885871781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983523746910852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0544688137725499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230531753690601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995703211964261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582189096849753,0.0,0.07285798905728733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554998065585218,0.20148053639012847,0.07537838181907533,0.0,0.3488562124813907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173276110450392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110270029218836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634930446560272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992274013254055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140491689311648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630049013425201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235574130636321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558484257554205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06728986336731888,0.0,0.29045113762051805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23850259840288016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943226201494038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638242346929588
anxiety,gabiromero_,2019/01/12,Boyfriend has anxiety and I want to know the best way to support him when it hits him the most I just need some help with what I should do when it’s bad. Can y’all help?,1.2643859649122788,2.2881036842105296,2.0815789473684205,102.69938596491232,77.94736842105263,6.119298245614036,20.561403508771924,6.42735559955562,-0.3218701754385962,132,3,36,1,3,41,30,38,0.116,0.58,0.304,0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,9,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,3,7,3,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831709637982109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090676766900371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884595026228791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4962201494205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20342995157553526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744685396909137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4200525538887169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21832963235209946,0.2938153395392654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Fartsss,2019/01/12,"Dogsitting Rant So I thought my anxiety was under control....

But today at a family gathering I got an intense migraine and came home crying. I was venting to my husband that I think dogsitting has really affected me. Now I smile as I think about it.

We've had some family issues and on top of that I have to dogsit my brother's dogs this past week (and 2 more weeks). They're basically puppies so that's a headache in itself. So that's 4 dogs and a cat in my house. It's soooooo much activity. It's also soooooo much poo and pee clean up a the damn time.

I didn't realize how stressful this was and that's what sent me over the edge crying. So here I am laying in bed ignoring and yelling things at the dogs like ""I DONT NEED TO GIVE ATTENTION"" lol.i already see 2 pee stains in my line of sight...and I bet there's poo elsewhere. But at this point I consider myself sick and I don't give a fuck. Lol. I'm just gonna lay here and read my book.

My oldest dog understands me and just lays next to me. The younger ones keep jumping on me and I just ignore them. It feels so nice to ignore them right now!",0.7813043478260866,2.9687171304347832,2.517130434782608,93.40221739130436,84.21739130434783,5.940869565217391,21.80869565217391,7.24861992348623,0.6625443478260875,860,29,192,13,25,283,136,230,0.128,0.7829999999999999,0.08900000000000001,-0.8322,0,0,0,0,1,0,28.0,0,0,2,2,16,8,2,1,10,1,10,5,2,3,0,34,26,21,0,1,5,2,1,1,0,1,2,1,3,0,15,12,0,5,7,2,1,3,3,6,0,1,9,3,29,2,21,16,4,27,0,0,1,1,8,15,2,2,10,118,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693649583489334,0.12273497417607244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174089805214386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17553604715100227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17213676640796627,0.0,0.0,0.33717310704180875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798731282210052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28936766985883994,0.0,0.07760224928559709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188640385506973,0.0,0.2944569817529162,0.0,0.0,0.1227490499560882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15394928337758704,0.0,0.0,0.17709109099333248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601894252435762,0.0,0.13641682339021374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498078765690963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256455391979081,0.1138007619075024,0.0,0.0,0.16322382944269387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399954042991573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14651053336959302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450847498607215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15351787353712293,0.0,0.09832087381289807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310679563428894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230077285695536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17580662968323765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019628610862421,0.1966828839834028,0.0,0.1218430710101762,0.08949328846269755,0.0,0.14547762542789516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15977428326058954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462189258540764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,brittenmc,2019/01/12,"Am I paranoid or does everyone hate me? hello, im sure this type of post is made a lot but i feel like, narcissistically, that mine is different. 

the thing is, most people say, “ugh, all my friends must HATE ME!” when they hang out with their friends every day and don’t feel like a nuisance around them.

i can’t recall how many times i asked someone to make plans with me directly, they make up an excuse, then later that day or the next day i see them hanging out with someone else who i also consider a friend. 

my texts are also mainly left on read, or sometimes i watch my friends scroll past my notifications on their phones. 

it really hurts and at this point i don’t doubt they talk about me behind my back or something. i imagine it’s something like this:

“thank god she left. i mean she’s nice, but she’s just so not fun to be around. she’s always too emotional and annoying.”

i just don’t know what to do. whenever i bring it up im either a. ignored as usual or b. am told “oh no no we love you!!!”

i’m convinced they just talk to me out of moral obligation and pity. ",2.1814908311502705,3.871219823529412,3.469392712550608,90.90587044534416,77.00904977375565,6.643581805191713,22.49130745415576,7.475848149327749,0.6893022624434395,835,24,186,11,19,272,134,221,0.156,0.644,0.2,0.9077,1,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,1,1,8,1,13,21,3,1,7,0,13,1,0,4,3,41,29,18,0,1,12,0,2,3,4,1,0,1,0,0,11,13,0,1,5,1,0,3,7,8,0,0,2,5,37,13,22,25,5,28,1,2,2,1,28,13,0,8,14,120,48,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18660756812177395,0.09708172792750072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20772836536260192,0.10907400577624757,0.0,0.0,0.08971474685130484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22573433440662816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189901173739225,0.0,0.0,0.10210179702782374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974657675580982,0.13124202343245225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830248561487584,0.11148656295484194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798729023392004,0.1667031939231656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36056673593943306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303819223093557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249014326842393,0.0,0.25205487889945943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412072374801442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535322750648628,0.0,0.0,0.17100238788218372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919166746359342,0.10530242088609586,0.11039932018970317,0.15576098165273328,0.11828865220241044,0.0,0.12709168400756354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408362846978276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137809137069003,0.08088673883877377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029420311860573,0.0,0.11174099531466038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670510885874892,0.0,0.07474405433740501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278347823764008,0.0,0.0,0.09297370189490442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977142157525455,0.17964197532064005,0.11539310978889625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996342628629438,0.0,0.0,0.1875555363876228,0.0,0.10741731576008567,0.0,0.0,0.07751271254901716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06803327672227652,0.0,0.0,0.11148656295484194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12849941566750553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ehlkel,2019/01/12,"Anxiety or IBS making me have extremely painful bowel movements This is my first time posting on Reddit, I have read so many helpful posts and I don’t feel like I can go anywhere else to get more genuine and honest answers. I’m 24 years old and was diagnosed with GAD at 17. I was put on Ativan 1mg and stayed on that for about 5 years. My symptoms when I first went into the doctor were that I was having extreme abdominal pain constantly and could barely make it to the bathroom in time without having diarrhea. The type of pain that usually caused me to sit with a bucket in front of me and get sick on the toilet on the worst occasions or feel extremely nauseous. The Ativan helped in the sense that if I took it. It knocked me out shortly but it was a quick fix. I couldn’t manage to function while taking it. I was told this was my body’s flight or fight response and that I would need to learn to deal with it and take the Ativan when necessary. 

I’ve tried meditation, exercise, deep breathing and laying down in attempt to focus on unclenching my stomach as well as antidepressants such as cipralex and trintellix with no help. I chose to see another doctor who told me I had IBS after only running blood work. I took viberzi for about 6 months and ended up in the hospital because it had me so backed up that I hadn’t gone in almost two weeks. 

Honestly I’m asking anyone out there what medications work best for their anxiety, especially those of you who end up in the bathroom in extreme pain. I am currently taking clonazapam 1mg as I work and can function on it but it doesn’t do much for the bathroom situation. I work an excellent job that I absolutely love and just want to stop calling in “sick” when I know it’s anxiety related. 

If anyone can offer any help or a place to get started I wouldn’t even know how to begin to thank you. ",6.199430387958998,6.089680446866487,6.787567146749714,77.52609445958224,66.05722070844685,10.042247307642404,33.00752562605423,9.725611199111238,2.9983541974828065,1472,57,285,28,21,484,196,367,0.09,0.797,0.113,0.9101,3,0,0,0,1,0,20.0,0,2,1,9,15,14,1,0,15,0,26,18,5,4,0,48,55,32,0,8,10,0,2,1,0,2,12,0,0,0,23,20,0,1,6,2,0,9,7,6,1,3,16,3,33,8,55,35,4,64,0,0,1,1,17,27,0,7,25,195,56,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287792438831444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06307467261245382,0.09725876275160178,0.2128655238923884,0.0,0.0,0.12970898145459986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671078087991461,0.0,0.0,0.07132071202994678,0.0,0.05654087664313436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733770537730796,0.0,0.0,0.10302677818615176,0.0,0.0,0.09471036051740307,0.0,0.0,0.09528205313290508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023217102720564,0.0,0.07405507969313699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562343940647243,0.0,0.09414152461732024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18987160186541205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748255648884718,0.0,0.16430182736786986,0.0,0.0,0.06126194945200075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379659248121452,0.06626218601481539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15778993787846687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453775796721647,0.0,0.052713209395714264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24867936235539825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204224076954493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194836042202783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04531403695460242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371247648417418,0.0,0.1238256196204698,0.0940361668090238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343807755401347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740339164420774,0.0,0.06818353488523904,0.06877457668402166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09732782513449624,0.0,0.0,0.07054222320509855,0.39477949625462455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690630156118206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17766192579209433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324157342234747,0.0,0.0,0.0927772941848006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391149004962222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425735235975753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06565048039375675,0.09886149786386418,0.0,0.07754498745583316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640504387547748,0.2092143204843689,0.0,0.0,0.08539375869891906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816910057396197,0.0,0.0,0.17725739258651585,0.20610220093474052,0.06297265139614297,0.0,0.09060541623803868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215343789609432,0.0,0.05470764722070918,0.0,0.07440021540001772,0.0,0.08339536160801675,0.08598221319724192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940980526558802,0.0,0.2700988079817399,0.0,0.0,0.0658884975150994,0.0,0.0,0.1194587440311948
anxiety,maybehypo123,2019/01/12,"Palpitations after eating I've been having heart palpitations after eating certain meals for a while now but not sure the exact cause. They seemingly happen randomly, although I have noticed they are more common after carb heavy meals. I'm wondering if this is anxiety or something different, I have been to my GP (not specifically for this but I did mention heart palpitations as I thought they were caused by something else) and although he didnt do a EKG he took my blood pressure and pulse and everything seemed  fine. Any thoughts?",9.68642105263158,9.627392168421053,8.71263157894737,66.43842105263161,58.89473684210528,11.810526315789476,40.05263157894737,11.20814326018867,4.728536842105264,436,20,68,10,5,136,67,95,0.079,0.88,0.041,-0.5489,1,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,0,1,4,0,1,3,0,11,7,3,2,3,20,19,11,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,5,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,8,0,9,3,8,11,1,7,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,6,6,47,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163897112529375,0.0,0.136836452424193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36750126254333504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868829805885069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660610537629532,0.14942445297131698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16075845776304099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15817575936664327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42392793499448816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20364675220459671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32567637327311005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754085312771249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16858457314140393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28400848922212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987331731580833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19397885822909566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AnonymouslyAnon0,2019/01/12,"Just made a new acc. because I don’t feel comfortable putting this on my actual acc. So I’m pretty sure everyone in my school thinks I have autism or something similar just because I’m a very quiet person. I don’t respond to random classmates in conversations a lot and it turns into awkward silence.  My friends know I’m not, but they are all in some way socially awkward. I have also noticed that I don’t express my own emotions much unless I’m around my friends or family. Anyways, the reason I think this is that people will make a sarcastic joke and always, always follow up with “I hope you know I don’t mean that”. It really ticks me off. I understand sarcasm. At the moments I build up courage to finally say something, someone else cuts me off and says something like, “He probably is thinking ....(etc.)”. Then I lose that courage and the people who are talking act like I’m not even there. Then I just... stop. I shut them out and i just don’t. That’s the end of it. Maybe there’s a moment I did something really neat or played really well at a school band thing. For instance, recently I played TAPS after a 21 gun salute at our Veterans Day concert. I made one minor error but it wasn’t big. Afterwards back in class one of my friends told me they overheard other people in the building say stuff like, “Does that kid even know how to play trumpet?”. It really hit me then that no matter how hard I try to prove that I’m just like everyone else, everything that goes even remotely well gets put off as a fluke.

Probably didn’t type this out very well but if you have read to the end of this, thanks",3.3379069206655387,5.049047667711598,4.3241536050156775,85.91339221123707,73.89028213166145,7.6663129973474815,27.002773088979982,8.384062270229773,1.8386410899445376,1262,47,252,22,26,409,171,319,0.08199999999999999,0.7040000000000001,0.214,0.9936,0,0,4,1,1,0,39.0,1,2,3,1,20,25,1,2,14,0,16,0,0,6,3,49,41,21,0,2,15,0,2,4,3,1,0,5,0,2,22,10,0,1,11,7,0,4,10,4,3,2,6,7,34,21,31,33,6,40,0,1,0,0,23,20,0,8,19,162,56,5,0.0,0.0,0.0881344605098473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222491270136518,0.15029871285575747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039954223143107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944669848687134,0.0,0.11011043217769367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0582457355483756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903530870918221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508932702806882,0.1015922749603997,0.15998465440540496,0.0,0.10072515424092612,0.17895671584958334,0.0,0.0,0.1725998009155593,0.08116934321921697,0.0,0.08514099112519555,0.0,0.04566600284643645,0.0,0.0,0.09893572249968137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20933155033600506,0.0,0.04718588590835877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090454494412322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970322282103291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489043682952853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17649348538684625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103943903987564,0.0,0.07678262564984309,0.0,0.170916567709367,0.06028599705455859,0.0,0.09073360669969542,0.09837956600480137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06639195339154835,0.0,0.0,0.08722683789306587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282428281029464,0.0,0.0,0.12239963024324528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18783925143431185,0.07885961787830023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188287450102953,0.1947497981448545,0.0,0.0,0.18158314048194935,0.0,0.0,0.09033949034292074,0.0,0.23143253422357946,0.09285891315271802,0.08917521599640481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21546645776347734,0.0,0.1828073041917544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920648196366346,0.07652364861873068,0.2781157509446179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755074256795454,0.0,0.0,0.10338912434357267,0.0,0.0,0.08512086560913612,0.0,0.0,0.07259181596222285,0.0,0.08314996365339714,0.0,0.0,0.06000130598610535,0.17361071146487506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629990045777965,0.0,0.06131799038392272,0.09823683957146588,0.0,0.0940211519812172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14903874929722882,0.0,0.07168788271789008,0.0,0.0,0.2436122285359579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Shockbooms,2019/01/12,"I [20M] feel like I’m imploding All of my relationships are falling apart because I can’t get out of my head. I have no confidence, everything I do feels like I’m doing it wrong, like everyone else gets something I do not (particularly in socialization). Every time my parents and I “talk” to each other, I find it hard to answer with anything but one word answers, but didn’t think this was totally abnormal. I thought this was just me growing apart from my parents. However, I find people that are extremely similar to me and still have nothing to talk about and fail to connect. These emotional connections are SUPER important to me as well, so that I feel I can’t make them make me feel extremely dissatisfied and lonely. All of this has come to a head recently, as the one place I typically feel safe, with my girlfriend, now feels like it has been “invaded” by this sickness of negative thought, lack of confidence, and inability to talk and be positive. It hurts so bad, because she is the one place left that feels like home, but I feel like she is slipping and becoming frustrated with me because I’m just sad all the time because I have nothing to talk about. I really don’t want to lose that relationship, and I want my relationships to get better, but I just feel so helpless. Could someone give me a response? Share similar experiences that have been resolved? I feel like I’m about to fall apart all the time and I just don’t know why.",6.237203227861543,6.751850108303253,6.867232958165218,74.84953918029308,65.96750902527076,10.99418135485241,35.427691654279045,10.843485225782073,3.9348277341261415,1148,53,217,31,17,378,132,277,0.17600000000000002,0.636,0.188,-0.4582,3,2,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,5,13,22,1,0,6,0,25,3,2,2,5,56,52,18,0,4,9,2,11,7,1,0,1,0,1,0,15,15,0,1,19,0,0,4,8,9,1,3,7,11,34,13,29,43,7,18,0,6,0,0,16,8,0,0,13,145,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882325758017352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983049243452707,0.203928860232027,0.09236664760266633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396704844220457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204286856360463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06677455715592957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986507094842206,0.09407644866754963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046484426232688,0.07991540851502364,0.07516441140547266,0.08180962660155486,0.0,0.0,0.4228761856459614,0.3584868029842801,0.0,0.0,0.15287903683817666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310851806957046,0.08022888925695497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491920298442076,0.0,0.17166423124609484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389123554660417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895314085619069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04596279315451801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086805977577182,0.0,0.0,0.28601377976911346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935645117105415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116520426279647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049722830317814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17001670455742124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18573024418122186,0.0,0.0,0.05798094951018395,0.0,0.1747584473389361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05357777186890508,0.0,0.08257800736693356,0.26937329144571553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525383728250154,0.07086240665385035,0.06438516653352101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678983386246934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688858085210222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053588980040160564,0.0,0.1327913394019012,0.14630212712034052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865842914066092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519657481038405,0.0,0.07546623977342642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144012066969437,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HotKenny,2019/01/12,"Has anyone else ever got this feeling before? What I'm about to describe could sound a bit strange as it is a bit hard to put into words but I'll try to be as precise as possible.

I'm not sure if this even falls into category of anxiety but the closest I can name it is ""flash of insecurity"". The earliest memory of having this kinda feeling was when I was a kid just chilling &
jamming I'd be in my undies or whatever and if we had somebody coming over I'd get this felling from the thought of them coming to greet or smth and here I am mr. chill ft. undies.

Generally it starts from a troubling thought, if I had something happen that I'm not happy of and I get this flash of insecurity in my chest and kinda travels up around the body a little sorta like a shock. All of this lasts for 3-5 seconds accompanied by the troubling thought. I have no closer words of putting it. It is not the same as being just nervous. Sometimes I can have this 1-2 times a day for a week and then forget this for years. Now this feeling rose not too long ago hence I was wondering.",3.8655606060606047,4.605495040909093,5.255454545454548,83.50651515151519,71.31818181818181,7.866666666666666,29.21212121212121,8.021203637495839,1.8153121212121213,839,32,176,11,15,282,128,220,0.16,0.7929999999999999,0.047,-0.9758,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,1,0,10,9,0,3,14,0,19,2,2,0,4,45,36,18,0,4,13,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,16,11,0,0,7,1,0,7,5,6,0,1,9,5,12,3,30,23,4,29,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,9,13,120,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13363995021084327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16334877170916134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533125190322745,0.0,0.0,0.1054151391501104,0.15447179032618907,0.0,0.13420867082939672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828595026882642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32918250209681504,0.16746075771911162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25973337738154545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036986865642693,0.0,0.0,0.0972279509617911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259409237877175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957578655954624,0.1363713639870431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22868688206469884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575321165744819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057682077209128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333168759151,0.16048719150282445,0.13505165750512382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288980355876293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365388976852938,0.15110147267576654,0.0,0.13341816189944908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699596377540499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30311157567241626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606267969646725,0.14910583694822208,0.0,0.10670894873076717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208984176011674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3590606234615471,0.08790957003033438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235637864289764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093085569307617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16349316403620007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970847198361008
anxiety,SLICK_LIBERTY,2019/01/12,Does anyone take lexapro and magnesium? Does anyone know if its okay to take magnesium while on an SSRI? ,4.1431578947368415,7.079876210526319,4.262368421052631,81.4240789473684,76.36842105263158,8.010526315789475,25.28947368421053,8.841846274778883,2.3886631578947366,84,3,14,2,2,26,15,19,0.0,0.888,0.112,0.3094,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5078649939096891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.635613987200874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995852672043314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5461077992033204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gurrenlagoon,2019/01/12,"Smoking made me realize how I anxious I really I am Always noticed that when ever I smoked, it felt like there was such a weight lifted off my shoulders that I couldn’t describe and felt so much more at ease. I could sit and enjoy a movie without constantly worrying that I could be doing something else and my mind was racing. I forgot that feeling of being totally at ease.",7.051164383561645,6.741746410958903,7.530239726027397,73.57974315068493,64.34246575342465,10.03972602739726,34.688356164383556,9.516144504307137,3.3044821917808225,300,12,52,5,4,99,53,73,0.028,0.7659999999999999,0.206,0.8955,0,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,9,2,1,2,2,17,14,6,0,3,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,4,11,2,5,3,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,44,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18803279881742804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552921757519222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442032366978901,0.0,0.3608520092830403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18877662618988664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044111256939794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426187440820992,0.0,0.43395094423693975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040202340981077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21382698480926893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281745745143912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612071491457026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572788191708565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14476806328086544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739698299862187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27518178879232075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21783588656837827,0.0,0.0,0.22949284884560364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SalmonMan123,2019/01/12,"Tomorrow I'm going to play my switch on the coach back to university It probably sounds stupid but i get really bad anxiety doing anything out in public, constantly worried that someones watching/ judging me. Normally on the coach to and from uni I do nothing, check my phone constantly, and listen to music. For 8 hours. I recently picked up a switch since I had some money saved and I honestly love it, its amazing how I can either play it on my TV or as a handheld. So I decided that tomorrow I'm going to try to get over my fears and play on my switch during my coach ride tomorrow. I know the battery won't last the entire 8 hour journey, probably not even 4 hours. But it'll give me something else to do than staring out the window listening to music. I just need to try to ignore my fears and keep thinking that I shouldnt care about what strangers on the coach think of me. My only worry is if the coach is full and I have to sit next to someone, I know my anxiety will flare up and I'll constantly be worrying that they're looking over my shoulder.

Wish me luck. ",3.4706456908344734,5.050962920930235,4.874445964432288,82.64102599179208,73.27906976744184,8.407660738714089,28.461012311901502,9.007467420416297,2.3859138166894667,848,34,166,18,17,283,125,215,0.146,0.7120000000000001,0.142,0.2922,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,6,14,1,2,9,0,13,2,1,2,0,32,32,14,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,1,0,10,9,0,2,5,9,2,4,3,5,0,0,1,6,26,9,30,26,3,31,0,0,3,1,6,13,0,4,13,107,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873604798686036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10077272054803896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941628492920488,0.10224753880094968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485436577144085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39700165124627396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229816951853302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088253116659416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755991941364312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795878163569024,0.11747312930592475,0.13919171165718816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3617901802969946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088465353290158,0.0,0.0,0.1345997232046709,0.09981983281100552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028341033239304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052336807481188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080125415325044,0.0,0.0,0.13023575741205795,0.0,0.11998310241247333,0.11750201098582035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313503109165072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640614498878968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844990228546142,0.0,0.12091276630008245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129874484366012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207516986384182,0.09427435757400986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15693262713554695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16628225137309138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14082096484648335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3730869466469416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,princeyes,2019/01/12,"depersonalization derealization Sometimes i feel like i’m outside of my body, like, watching myself from outside. I get confused and everything just sorta melts together into a 2D mush. I don’t know what i am or who i am, i just know i’m something inside of a flesh shell. the closest way i can describe it is like if my body was a SIM character. It’s not really me, but something is controlling it to move and function as I watch everything unfold. My therapist says it might have to do with my anxiety or ptsd but sometimes it just happens randomly. For me It’s very distressing when it’s over and I feel scared.  I’m not sure if this is the right sub for this but hopefully some of you can relate. Do any of you know why this might occur??  ",2.1842117117117112,4.521245574324325,4.044486486486488,83.63925225225226,79.74324324324324,7.46018018018018,26.082882882882885,8.447377352677275,2.0146390990991003,587,24,116,13,15,198,86,148,0.1,0.838,0.061,-0.7609999999999999,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,1,4,8,0,3,5,0,14,3,3,1,1,31,25,12,0,3,12,0,2,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,12,5,0,1,5,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,5,18,5,13,22,1,7,0,0,2,0,4,4,0,11,4,79,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843545930740198,0.0,0.1219833037993151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542390487611147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17884331657185745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866173076575804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16125135757203293,0.11391530510790684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330911057125358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14100629888222124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583756575665225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26289832741398383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337062503884351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383149581014375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694763543216706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863953785187226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021515131710294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617444139216128,0.0,0.1268057076013208,0.1596431427777968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455138374645628,0.3154118646343616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15028527002173206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18514055467360305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156779199524035,0.0,0.1265686472341045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388412054621666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Freckles93,2019/01/12,"Shutting down. What do you do when you reach a real low? I recently got caught out without my meds, and ended up going a few weeks without them (remote working, packed a box but the box was empty). It's been a few months, I haven't been to the gym. I had signed up for a few meetup activities, but I couldn't show up.

 I only went into work over the holidays because I knew no one else would be there and I had to get work done. I took last week off as holiday and am now dreading going in on Monday. Part of my job is contacting workers from the industry to take me offshore with them to collect data. I stick to whatsapping, but I've had no luck so I'm going to have to call folk up. But I can't do that. So I'm avoiding work like the plague. 

I wish I could go back to my docs to explain and get more medication, but that seems like an impossible task. I'm not looking after myself and I know it.",0.989377545084352,2.7753507329842932,3.2519982547993003,90.6469211751018,80.93717277486911,6.129261198371147,21.605875509016872,7.1686216300943375,0.5661934845840606,694,21,156,9,18,238,119,191,0.08,0.804,0.116,0.7771,1,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,2,5,6,6,0,2,11,0,19,1,0,0,0,28,39,14,0,4,8,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,4,4,0,7,8,3,0,1,12,1,22,3,28,23,5,31,0,1,1,0,7,13,0,2,13,110,27,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707826013530212,0.0,0.0928160596759518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15547410998236832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215669282860368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558144690185916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12719338669446342,0.0,0.1348568426883057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15909874898193732,0.0,0.34613063535353994,0.0,0.1217759385083161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15109419271821214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367791292413028,0.1241119235491965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14877273250227802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785974500833527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16912612891912185,0.15338556274954068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153218723337003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317506852246236,0.11580031275432626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16488234605097635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17330479739117455,0.0,0.0,0.15033801985594136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386114523401624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114480295838019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16916605575505125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442669885030952,0.0,0.0,0.14114620616082502,0.0,0.0,0.1750910648812854,0.29354570759573595,0.0,0.4433873078810983,0.0,0.0,0.10816087546571246,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anne2630,2019/01/12,"In need of suggestions on how to control my anxiety I’ve been on medication for depression for about 6 years now.  I was in an extremely abusive relationship for years where I was made to believe that I was the most selfish, and worthless person on the planet.  After ending that relationship, things got better for awhile but lately I’ve had episodes of extreme anxiety.  I’ll go for months without any issues and then all of a sudden I feel paralyzed. Sometimes I feel that way for a couple of hours, sometimes it’s a day, sometimes it’s reoccurring.  Mornings are the toughest. 

I have issues with social anxiety as well stemming from always being told that I wasn’t good enough, smart enough or had anything of value to offer anyone. I’m introverted which I feel magnifies the issue. 

Recently (last two weeks), have been super tough anxiety wise.  I’ve been stressed about work and have been sick which I’m sure has added to my anxiety. 

At this point, I hesitate to discuss this with my doctor as she seems to be a bit of a pill-pusher.  I did discuss this years back with my old primary care physician (the one I had before moving to a different state) and she suggested therapy.   It makes sense as I’ve never received any type of therapy to help me work through the years of mental and physical abuse that I dealt with. I’ve looked into therapy awhile back and at the time my insurance wouldn’t cover it and I couldn’t seem to find any therapists that could work with my schedule.  I may look into it again. 

I’d like to explore more natural things such as yoga, meditation etc. first. I would love any feedback!  ",4.4398371335504905,6.420063706840395,5.265649511400653,79.18252638436482,71.54071661237785,8.560208469055372,29.218110749185676,9.174902378510234,2.69007267752443,1286,52,230,28,25,418,170,307,0.116,0.737,0.147,0.9539,1,0,0,0,1,0,31.0,0,0,0,7,10,15,0,1,14,0,24,5,0,4,3,38,41,15,0,5,3,0,3,1,0,3,4,0,0,1,18,14,0,1,7,1,0,4,5,5,1,3,15,5,24,10,48,19,7,41,0,2,2,1,15,11,0,5,25,156,42,6,0.0,0.2042469740471976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717186917070587,0.0,0.0,0.23445420320132024,0.0,0.3296834181226726,0.0,0.0,0.060267486606400064,0.0,0.07092871450179422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13255273486295047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733430876432866,0.09710892655966062,0.0,0.07622986539667778,0.09409939689938872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787854109668025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966717150288173,0.0688173397630785,0.09536986579553343,0.0,0.05558674284927252,0.0,0.07423708782181372,0.0,0.0,0.0900523489725883,0.0,0.0882212171742687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07634057464066993,0.1781188599662131,0.09612692147382143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307438733469546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877797374363235,0.0733149151359554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04898492927181811,0.0722938036030537,0.06893565752995262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057772715397074674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848818088476146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698863256977105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025802602692978,0.09722838856740047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042109082726847234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475923079270298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777916918122501,0.08155700334533607,0.05753386379506725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682942421354703,0.08686131551621921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879767333851053,0.09160851041657267,0.0,0.0639103141923272,0.06647662383446946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044405918454283,0.0,0.058405964892712776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525957495295497,0.0,0.0,0.08147934857985008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510425275689956,0.1850760140795377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15693201342231092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786194227654467,0.0,0.0,0.25573842913824874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873270399790796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812349886764284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957043684565875,0.10007561526344508,0.11452433847968363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05025927847833245,0.0,0.0,0.08236019906865437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419711030580529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841523872144313,0.06913806484099617,0.0,0.07749700571823898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308606205825038,0.0,0.18824652051725976,0.0,0.0,0.06122836054952701,0.0,0.0,0.22201942148277015
anxiety,mmcca,2019/01/12,"How do you help a person getting anxiety attack when driving? Hello, I’m wondering if I could get any tips to help calming someone down when they get anxiety attack while driving.

I was out with my mother today, and we passed a street where my late brother had spent time with her before. My mother started remember him and having anxiety / panic attack. She was trying to breath and she mentioned she was getting dizzy as well. I didn’t know what to do... she recovered on herself eventually but I wish I knew what to do.

I have GAD myself but it doesn’t trigger the same way so I didn’t really know how to be the person to calm one another in that situation. 

Any tips would help! Thank you so much!",3.2558515815085163,5.298687912408763,4.7106751824817525,81.62372566909977,74.98540145985402,7.486374695863748,26.015206812652067,8.344100000000001,1.905107542579076,552,20,102,10,12,184,88,137,0.097,0.7559999999999999,0.147,0.8802,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,2,1,0,8,8,3,1,4,0,15,1,1,3,0,22,28,14,0,4,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,7,0,0,5,0,1,3,3,4,1,1,8,0,22,4,13,17,2,17,0,0,0,0,21,6,0,2,7,76,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948772760270164,0.15024669942597302,0.3288376438439243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4890217397744435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192488716494836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440132472215707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29944176268640904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28812252247655795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15749125561487687,0.0,0.16163159591761686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533088003460273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970935490736156,0.0,0.0,0.16811394486567946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502216767543172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091791968955349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16231384759267245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610582187123933,0.0,0.0,0.12140482152910542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141778196462876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319174749205748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355057108129955,0.0,0.1358173209728274,0.0,0.0,0.09728103420909548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373287557847304,0.0,0.0,0.12883032309429274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16477055110170888,0.0,0.15538635006859386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178547414862184,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kopatopie,2019/01/12,"I feel like all of my progress goes out the window when I have a mental relapse. It’s getting hard for me to remain hopeful at this point. I struggle with intense anxiety, dp/dr, and agoraphobia due to ptsd. I had four really bad years with it. It took so much out of me to get better, but I felt like it was all worth it. I felt like myself again for an entire year and I thought I had beaten this thing. A few months ago I had a huge setback when I lost a loved one. I’m now experiencing extreme anxiety again and it’s ruining my life. Despite everything, I do count myself lucky because I have such a great support system. But it doesn’t change the fact that I just don’t feel good. My psych tells me that I won’t ever go back to how I was before, that this is a setback that we can overcome together. But somehow I still feel very small and afraid and alone??? I spent christmas and new years alone, crying in my bedroom feeling too afraid and too defeated to leave. That’s something I hadn’t done in a long time and it really broke my heart.

For several months I had a ymca membership, and I would swim every day after work. I loved it. I have always loved to swim, and I felt it was great mental release for me. I stopped going a few months ago because of the anxiety, and today I decided to cancel my membership. I could barely get myself to go in the building, and in the middle of cancelling my account I had a panic attack and walked out of the building without saying anything to the girl helping me. I probably looked extremely rude. I had to call them from my car and apologize. This is wild to me. How can I go from enjoying swimming every single day and comfortably chatting with employees and strangers to being utterly terrified and incapable of even being in the building for five minutes? It blows my mind. This has been happening a lot with many of the places I once found solace in.

I am not totally hopeless. I know there are more sunny hours in store for me, I know I can find them again. I really don’t want to give up and I want to keep going. I have goals and dreams and I can envision a beautiful and simple life for myself. But I don’t know how to get there. I am so tired. I don’t feel like myself. And I am afraid that I won’t be able to get better again. I feel really stuck and frustrated. It’s almost like the one good year I had never even happened. ",2.9587052078356457,4.526107068322983,4.362567287784682,85.84349737219303,74.59006211180126,7.521133938525241,25.42809364548495,8.222332236545338,1.5499312947921644,1866,63,381,31,39,619,220,483,0.15,0.6509999999999999,0.199,0.9833,1,2,1,0,0,1,49.0,1,0,2,8,24,34,4,5,23,0,41,7,1,3,6,75,82,34,0,5,7,0,10,5,0,3,3,1,2,1,24,31,0,2,16,5,4,11,11,15,0,4,22,13,70,19,50,53,9,59,1,5,1,3,14,17,0,5,35,274,94,4,0.07786810243130139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805074902579326,0.0,0.0779736565608564,0.1612957406557072,0.0,0.0,0.06479249910647071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17870665567672991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06407881350864499,0.0,0.0,0.08858620791986269,0.0,0.059875764258557125,0.06501661297732521,0.09493534499304966,0.0,0.06626001991229492,0.0,0.0,0.13773601743252406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951203875813598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237412743039729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06217134360623181,0.0,0.08553445411638291,0.10043696840160372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968610401493623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286229452862004,0.07043615668210895,0.13121446944418153,0.0,0.06998282950102414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23623471358374815,0.11125797587140852,0.22429676904951226,0.0,0.07117003492259052,0.0,0.0,0.08537835513098073,0.0,0.0,0.20341434816474208,0.07469817927047892,0.2212711854141665,0.13062413978455792,0.0,0.1716997156581203,0.0,0.0,0.13771701163328473,0.0,0.06975452492440583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227407630138766,0.052193347670547785,0.0,0.0,0.07734059559188933,0.0766843955600684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06921274726412921,0.0,0.0,0.12838281800830845,0.0,0.0,0.08245107720834294,0.0,0.0,0.1100010871612036,0.1902121078907676,0.0,0.0,0.0689108202854189,0.06538959445956029,0.0,0.08500223224579617,0.06620067609739826,0.2108370078538388,0.0,0.0,0.078946033983386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15694546495520048,0.0,0.07862458575483773,0.0,0.1864607293669016,0.0,0.0572420149057046,0.0,0.06005668101126459,0.07520549855500963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292698774939364,0.10553088289956064,0.0,0.0,0.09136144058320476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135559365994055,0.0,0.07361052599257267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395498459388481,0.0,0.09102364474261797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19953720137683947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061923840450151174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796879147321536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0599466695428999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062185567187965765,0.06510122033538679,0.0,0.0814046476388382,0.0,0.0,0.08836379986027865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06806015370050285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0517321072233372,0.0,0.0,0.06181857537900745,0.04540551672638381,0.08949792888416812,0.0738098562266396,0.0,0.08651432694023474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06424933951322456,0.09185724861389707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506207201405929,0.0,0.056688905974611375,0.0,0.0,0.05531526582219348,0.0,0.0,0.200578019838944
anxiety,TheOldChap,2019/01/12,"I’m So Scared Of Beginnings The start of everything (the new year, dealing with a new client, etc) always scare me. I’m currently in bed thinking about this new work week I’m gonna start on Monday, and am having anxiety attacks. I need help. 

I’m just so scared. I don’t wanna do this. I need techniques or something to cope. It’s just the uncertainty of it all. ",0.2825675675675683,2.6873721216216246,2.2851891891891896,91.85913513513515,91.29729729729729,5.662702702702703,20.913513513513514,7.1686216300943375,0.7710637837837848,283,10,60,5,10,94,51,74,0.226,0.738,0.036000000000000004,-0.9251,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,1,3,4,0,4,0,0,0,1,10,15,4,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,9,14,2,12,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,10,33,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151047269303515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388697391343447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20651626328320413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871491706503696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20245362331038014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314720747061734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167554501162765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26920397484413644,0.0,0.5259676050468557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5452287543042608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397504474000284,0.0,0.0,0.25697534066440003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631691489723135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561219189298175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215579836175234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689918816525888
anxiety,noonespecial425,2019/01/12,What the hell just happened? I was playing Red dead 2 and I was really into and it and there was a long cutscene and I suddenly started getting anxiety so I got up and went to splash my face with water and I now feel like I just woke up (like a huge amount of time has passed without me acknowledging it) and feel lightheaded.,0.577121212121213,3.0603503484848464,2.2881818181818185,91.7189393939394,90.96969696969695,5.963636363636365,22.484848484848484,7.3871296695380915,1.1067393939393946,257,10,54,5,9,84,47,66,0.155,0.748,0.097,-0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,3,0,4,2,1,0,0,15,12,8,1,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,9,1,0,3,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,6,3,8,3,7,6,1,11,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,7,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610028176471077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450231086129853,0.2437400421225564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17825318644053414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728739127088713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017055627120718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333679716992248,0.0,0.0,0.30193478009129043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21856952496071036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24148993293041324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19894560318581714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31627855232244506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288866699437204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lukelad1234,2019/01/12,"Anyone else wish that social media or the internet in general was never thing I we reflecting on this very recently and from posts on social media I saw how being online can make people so anxious and depressed in general, Like for example on social media sites of seen serious posts from like 11-13 year olds commenting on how there life is stressful, at that age you shouldn't have a bit of stress in you, back then you could just wake up, do what you wanna do, go to bed and just repeat. I personally think videos on like YouTube and the amount that kids at this age are exposed to online has caused this negative affect on mental health as a whole. I'm a 17 year old boy commenting on this by the way so I'm no git 😂. Like to know what you guys think about this ",6.7597402597402585,5.837970785714287,7.012305194805197,79.0741720779221,65.16883116883118,10.557142857142855,29.63961038961039,9.827888789773867,2.4615220779220786,607,16,123,11,8,197,100,154,0.131,0.792,0.077,-0.8415,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,5,0,0,9,8,0,2,6,0,11,3,1,5,1,24,21,11,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,1,4,11,5,0,0,4,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,3,2,9,4,25,15,3,29,0,1,2,0,15,14,0,1,15,80,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080820186362976,0.0,0.0995302335173496,0.14584824805017166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945374858947383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15540277975095346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14622649707028818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365010028366808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260067745663145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189101456872585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089737475027145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094293795289314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15130501425713205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822853903965732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054177585708626,0.2781683506648457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501572441665956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14344927097118065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978446698633564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987321634859279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868340588148032,0.12428928915526775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726524063781723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14054752615673613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4353053424569255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261091390417325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09456702771384884,0.1824165734694928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744870635392693,0.0,0.11298604055884648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15892199109299868,0.16368857355440755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18332973639571304
anxiety,ALifeSoChanged,2019/01/12,"I turned my job to a comfort zone that I can't leave First of all I'm really happy to find this place and read your threads that made me not feel alone.

I'm a guy who's suffering from social anxiety since I was a teenager. I'll not talk about what I went through in the past because it's the past, the bigger problem is what I'm going through now which is gonna affect my whole future. 

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I suffered a lot during high school and collage but after graduation I entered a new level of suffering, which is working in an office for 8 hours a day.  It is very normal for everybody but it's hell for me. After I got hired to work in a company I was happy to start my career and make decent money, but when I first saw the office, It's a room with three other guys working with me which I thought was better than a crowded office! I thought I will be less nervous with less people in the room but guess what ? I got even more nervous. for some reason the more people around me, the more I get distracted and less nervous. but to be only with three guys in a quiet room for 8 hours it was torture. 

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Those guys are nice and friendly, but it doesn't matter I'm forced to get nervous and scared all the time without any reason. My office became like a prison to me, it's like going to suffer for 8 hours then go back home. I'm supposed to go to work thinking about the work I'm doing, but I'm thinking about how much I'll suffer instead! I wish it was only about feeling scared and nervous I wish it was just feelings, but it started to affect my body.

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I noticed that when I go back home and change my cloth, I see my stomach looking really big! I couldn't understand why at first but then I started to get worried so I searched and found that being super nervous for a long time makes your stomach bigger and gassy. It never happened to me before. because of this I couldn't eat much there . So I ended up always feeling scared, tired and hungry. lucky me! 

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whenever there's a birthday in the company or anything with food I eat nothing no matter how hungry Iam, I lost a lot of weight. my stomach started to hurt more and more, usually the last two hours in the office are the hardest so I started to leave two hours early once or twice a week and it wasn't right, my boss started to get annoyed and I WISH I can stay and finish whatever I'm doing but I couldn't. I had panic attacks a few times and had to leave as fast as possible. 

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Then I felt that I can't go on like this I'll get fired sooner or later, and I was SO tired of all of this I couldn't take it anymore but also couldn't leave my job it's not the answer. so I had that thought to ask my boss to work in the meeting room it's always empty I can take my laptop and just work alone on the table. luckily my boss is a very nice guy when I told him I'm having some problems and need to work alone to focus more he said no problem as long as the work is done it doesn't matter from where. 

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So I moved to the meeting room, I was so happy to escape my suffering but even tho I was alone I couldn't really relax until after two days. it's like my brain forgot how to relax it took me time to get comfortable, but then I stared to finally enjoy my job and relax like normal people. I even started to eat my lunch there. all the normal stuff that everybody do I was finally doing, I started to feel like a normal human being again. Ironically to feel like a normal human being I had to be alone in a room.

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One day my boss told me he needs the room for a meeting. Oh the horror! after tasting freedom noway I was going back to suffering! I tried my best to convince him to only leave the room when the meeting start because he wanted me to leave it the whole day! I found myself thinking about working in the kitchen and here when I realized that I'm really fucked up! I can't even work with people for one single day! I would rather work in the kitchen or even the bathroom at this point. I turned my job to a comfort zone I want to be alone in a room to be able to do my job. I can't go anywhere else. I feel that I'll never be able to work anywhere I'm totally fucked I have no future at this point and I don't know what to do ? I'll be stuck in this meeting room. I used to be a smart guy I was doing great! everybody thought I'll have a successful career but here I am. I'm very tired of myself should I start medication ? I always hoped I never have to take medication and to control my problems myself but can I ? is there other ways to help ? Please if anyone have any opinion share it with me. thanks for reading.

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anxiety,saltyman420,2019/01/12,"Has anybody else gotten to the point where their anxiety has completely consumed their life and everything they think about? What's up everybody. 

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Recently come to a realization. When I am in the moment and focused and having fun I am a normal person, but for some reason almost all the time I literally cannot stop thinking about my problems or what's wrong with me. It's like I try to focus but I am literally always thinking about my anxieties and sometimes its subconscious. It happens so fast I can't even catch it, but it's always there, lurking at the back of my mind. It accomplishes nothing for me, it's just annoying. I want to get rid of it.",2.7987064116985363,5.5218649842519705,4.300613048368955,80.38655511811025,80.25984251968505,7.4080989876265475,27.18166479190101,8.418075326091056,2.3986719910011254,531,23,94,12,14,176,84,127,0.125,0.763,0.112,-0.4055,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,3,1,10,5,1,0,6,0,8,1,0,1,1,23,16,10,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,10,6,0,1,4,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,0,15,2,15,15,2,14,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,3,8,71,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17805605654167644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959126811085017,0.19266249916347086,0.21606471132062535,0.0,0.0,0.2720560061864415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672877400557604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531718943427199,0.1864356647046213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14854163193280406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744514326001865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15980867380325395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290100856035002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157241234358354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12559600677399618,0.08687143666547574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795424801683241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17422096524885233,0.1706183067533574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552612162417853,0.0,0.0,0.16809266816885196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17014495906451113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18282345493013788,0.1755708798334866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758636008445377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486613181969063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418100536099017,0.0,0.0,0.10368536772707476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207247260467596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048799054344313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19441280977781208,0.21606471132062535,0.0
anxiety,anonymouschic,2019/01/12,"Dad seems to be having a hard time with me relocating out of state again... This will be my third time not only moving away from my family, but will be doing so on the other side of the country. I'm so excited and ready to start this adventure and new life, until feelings of doubt and shame come up due to the fact that I feel that I'm abandoning my family, particularly my Father since he and I have grown so close these past couple of years after a turbulent upbringing. 

This is triggering my anxiety, causing me to overthink. Can anyone else relate? Advice and feedback is greatly appreciated!",7.785339233038349,7.344377814159294,8.462964601769912,67.93155604719765,62.893805309734496,11.781120943952804,32.992625368731574,11.20814326018867,3.7634023598820048,475,16,83,12,6,160,80,113,0.109,0.763,0.128,0.6585,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,2,5,0,11,1,0,2,1,19,18,10,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,9,0,1,3,0,0,3,1,3,0,1,0,3,9,3,16,13,0,20,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,2,10,60,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20778869398861585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16266850676747174,0.0,0.0,0.1486823648686488,0.2178741239290752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997816518356408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184391679044856,0.0,0.1831699559273833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23528137611399497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776328763920291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4009148751114928,0.0,0.21503367045726404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344356139345191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19048307462459566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501934485054675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260019579011919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20536839164138052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16172179368931708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20298830279499566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19357886144823808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17589745257584166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050721345958826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24798340868447294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369327579911141
anxiety,IcedTerror75160,2019/01/12,"Idk what to do about this teacher I currently attend high school and I used to love this class, but the teacher (Mrs.C) this year is acting different. This is a art class and last year she was really supportive to new ideas and what we wanted to do, but this year something is up with Mrs.C and the class is miserable. We don't know if it is menopause, pregnancy, or a mid life crisis, but either way she turned into a bad teacher. Because of the mood changes with Mrs.C a student who was in that class for 2.5 years left the class. I was very close to the student and we talked often in the class room. That student was Mrs.C's favorite out of all of the other classes so she was obviously upset with the sudden change. Since I was close to the student, Mrs.C went to me asking questions, but I'm not about to be the one to tell her why the student left. I don't want to hurt my teachers feelings, and its not my place to tell her anyway. Mrs.C is bringing all of her frustration all out on me. She is calling me out in class, pressuring me with an upcoming art project, all in the same day because she knows I know why the student left. Mrs.C doing that caused me to have a anxiety attack in class so that led up to her calling me to stay after class to have one of those talks. I still didn't tell her why the student left and I just wanted to leave. I left the class to my next hour and I had one of the worst panic attacks I've ever had. I am shaking just from writing this and I don't know how I could handle the situation. Any advice is helpful.",2.8952777777777783,3.9481007499999983,4.060802469135801,89.99361111111116,73.9074074074074,6.881481481481483,25.537037037037038,7.1686216300943375,0.965348148148148,1209,39,267,12,24,395,146,324,0.15,0.799,0.051,-0.9872,2,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,3,0,0,0,11,14,3,5,23,0,28,2,0,4,6,57,44,18,0,5,11,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,17,22,0,0,7,2,0,6,6,11,0,3,10,1,35,2,44,32,7,45,0,2,0,1,26,23,0,4,14,183,52,20,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185825628103307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06392499392653175,0.0,0.07191173444844907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787974493614617,0.21388306447585007,0.0,0.0,0.07848824750468106,0.11460622929335673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19197433676918416,0.0,0.0,0.09656656809385976,0.198884580591548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505342990362038,0.0,0.0,0.06062390267295354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821271331526647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085030736696049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047530540836347834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630079636952561,0.0993189117918892,0.0,0.0,0.09257362915174623,0.0,0.10063173134914268,0.10611749741472054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20664549020619846,0.07662466828466404,0.0,0.0995351842953266,0.5106705192318348,0.0,0.06639681890152914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484101984493173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078830031267754,0.09997283535222133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19109579099337887,0.0,0.0,0.11029180131822047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821271331526647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530442952513927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060220474932763376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095135653390637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775992508417114,0.10566286498771099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236779679380373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019426798051344,0.0750706006535628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667304057051452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15111146401753994,0.2464872566053872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022478391767033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811880678040644,0.0,0.07756199270923197,0.16633551335920074,0.07461489126718876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871413552979458,0.2544681857057456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421383788572361
anxiety,satanaintwaitin,2019/01/12,"I’m at my breaking point and need some guidance before it escalates. So, I recently tried Prozac for a week and it made me want to kill myself. My anxiety is super heightened now and I can’t function. I start classes next week again and I’m just a mess. 

I’m diagnosed with panic disorder, GAD and bipolar type 2. 

Ativan isn’t cutting it. I have to take 1mg daily to even curb the panic slightly. 

I can’t sleep properly. I either don’t sleep at all or have broken up sleep. I’ve noticed my appetite has decreased too. I’m also getting daily migraines. It’s probably all stress. 

My psych doesn’t want to start me on any new meds til February. Do any of you have any med suggestions? I’m desperate and I want to be well. 

I’ve tried the following: lexapro, celexa, lamictal, Prozac, gabapentin, risperdal, Xanax and Ativan. 

Just send me some good vibes if you can. Every day is a nightmare. ",1.2494318181818187,3.8197405340909154,2.7493181818181824,89.6002272727273,86.8409090909091,5.927272727272728,24.47727272727273,7.348242739294969,1.3736227272727282,698,29,137,12,22,227,109,176,0.158,0.77,0.07200000000000001,-0.9442,0,0,0,0,0,1,27.0,0,2,0,1,9,9,2,3,5,0,14,9,3,1,2,23,29,12,1,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,6,1,0,1,0,17,3,13,27,5,19,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,4,11,76,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116987248993496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836039500748356,0.0,0.10634573789062793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829112939644562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896528739434945,0.0,0.0,0.1410968256180205,0.0,0.0,0.15932269943884475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181778852621887,0.0,0.11712574041067812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.072629356319841,0.0,0.0,0.11659879548789115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15379898498091482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315389131533593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308827617033163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307751539805908,0.0,0.13426110304026811,0.14784353382787205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582689681627459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262072062211441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141366795019807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988117961958308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726008133195494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4173447854313836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19679040511636126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15924067883644027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452162887797774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18876348665190976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459831214095005,0.0,0.22301814764338546,0.0,0.1249907608995025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dysphorickz,2019/01/12,"Food and Medicine Anxiety With my anxiety I can’t take two completely different medications, I can’t eat things with the simple thought “what if this is old, what if it has mold on it, what if I’m gonna get sick from eating this” even if I checked the expiration date and for molds and stuff five minutes earlier and as I was making it, I can’t leave things out for more than fifteen minutes othetwise i think it went old or bugs crawled on it, i can’t do the most simple things that most people do due to my anxiety, i took one bite of my sandwich that I carefully made and carefully looked for signs of it being old (mold, smells, textures, expirations dates, etc) and the moment I took one bite of it the fucking thought of what if it actually does have mold on it and I’m going to get sick, I spat it out and pushed it aside, I don’t know why my anxiety with this stuff has gotten worse, I’m tired of it, I can’t finish my food most the time because I always think I’m going to get sick from it. I can’t take two medicines for two  different things. (Ex. Antidepressants and cold medication ) without going into panic attacks. This isn’t even half of my anxiety oh no I have social anxiety too, I have anxiety about every little thing in my life. ",6.60088780784433,5.5243299644268795,7.204743083003951,78.07126178169656,65.56126482213439,10.946670720583763,33.295530556400124,10.214889679676881,3.0403526299787167,983,35,206,20,13,326,118,253,0.139,0.8370000000000001,0.023,-0.9732,2,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,2,1,6,0,18,14,1,2,0,33,46,16,0,5,7,1,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,30,15,5,0,5,0,1,7,10,3,0,7,8,3,24,2,29,36,5,24,0,0,1,1,2,8,1,9,9,138,54,0,0.0,0.0,0.08641187408340252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368056362436165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4741827169651414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073823079666523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05397916289250333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180564934590204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284282649638932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18503147980165874,0.0,0.0,0.077490565039059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18121719340685447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875648293468277,0.11697267339711118,0.0,0.07460706252765416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21414964523122004,0.0,0.0,0.08186290372289717,0.13879091588146691,0.0,0.1509747505959519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048664678375768586,0.0,0.0,0.09376149899950012,0.0,0.0,0.06254537340820511,0.0,0.08875020636947456,0.0,0.0,0.07435956694665723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378800325225222,0.059107708339450726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17840930343137504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787544961533239,0.0,0.1200073316980546,0.0,0.0,0.103894162573394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06138931222802376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026541441259704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20273677158032516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331569247519671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941429077637424,0.11347832884623325,0.0,0.14059736973243164,0.05163412602063423,0.10177501924354676,0.0,0.0,0.1967642692733298,0.0,0.0,0.2595009918005951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208659234850135,0.07990246098525959,0.0,0.0,0.0853588895177525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090239855860272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alicehearts72,2019/01/12,"Drinking and work function Hi All, 

Not sure if this is the right subreddit. But last night had a company party and I feel like I embarrassed my self and partner. We each drank a little too much. And got in a tif at my work function. We left very shortly after exchanging words and I am really worried people over heard us. We were fighting about dance. I wasn't comfortable dancing and my partner wanted too.  I am worried about now my perception will be on Monday in office or how my coworkers are going to perceive my significant other.

My partner and I talked this morning and we are fine. But I am so worried now how my coworkers are going to think.

Maybe I am over worrying about it and hoping no one noticed.

Not sure how to process this.  ",2.6025000000000027,5.1265792500000025,3.96927777777778,83.70350000000002,79.41666666666666,6.895555555555553,27.65555555555556,8.021203637495839,2.1202588888888894,588,26,107,11,15,193,89,144,0.156,0.768,0.076,-0.878,0,0,1,0,2,0,13.0,5,0,0,2,11,8,1,1,4,0,13,2,0,3,3,33,22,17,0,3,6,0,1,1,3,1,0,1,0,4,5,14,2,0,4,3,1,4,4,2,0,1,6,2,21,6,13,14,3,20,0,0,0,0,13,10,0,3,7,84,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15425051614827415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07961633257997558,0.11248920882255566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17897590091868704,0.0,0.12593487012487642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639296580502718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835063448966375,0.0,0.0,0.17108037561760112,0.0,0.0,0.07692683372141655,0.15781594020518966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581893872226079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11575096378877038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14776521938282947,0.0,0.0,0.17926886057996025,0.0,0.0,0.10669873715335154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916269859117482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008726868242254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13446968482020474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642647605894904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296807722305883,0.0,0.0,0.12656010603046935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100893788828088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18940457718048848,0.0,0.0,0.12992070568617467,0.09287378401649926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292650080016075,0.6396316907297229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hnnhbll,2019/01/12,"Struggling. Should I go to the ER/Urgent Care today? Hi all, this is my first post on reddit, but I'm feeling pretty bad lately and would like some quick advice if possible. Im sorry if this comes off as rambling, but I'm just gonna start explaining. 

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I've always struggled depression and anxiety. Recently I was also diagnosed with ADD. I started some medications around September of last year and went through several antidepressants before landing on Zoloft. It gives me the least bad side effects but I feel really tired a lot. Which is exactly the biggest depression symptom i wanted to alleviate... Im also on Concerta (methylphenedate) for the ADD. Which DOES help me focus better, but doesnt necessarily wake me up. Like, I could go back to sleep with no problems after taking it. My depression has been causing a lot of issues for my work life and such, so I've been trying to work on things for months now.

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I've dealt with anxiety before, but I thought my anxiety was mostly under control. Now, as of a few weeks ago, I think I've started to have some sort of long-winded panic attacks. Which i very new. Last weekend, I stayed in bed all day, no food, no water. I just had a bad day due to my depression.. doesn't happen that often but it as unfortunate. I eventually started to get nauseas at 9pm and couldn't stop throwing up and ended up at the ER at 4am due to dehydration. I feel like, I caused the nausea bc I WAS really dehydrated.. but I definitely panicked about being sick. I vomited for the entire night, had chills, hot and cold, couldn't even keep water down. Then I was okay for a few days. Weak and all that still. 

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Now, I keep experiencing that same throwing up spell for the last two or three nights. Its like, I just suddenly feel like there is nothing that can help me feel better. And I feel like I'm going to feel like this forever. I can't eat, drink. When Im feeling like this, I can't even lay down without feeling like the room's spinning and Im gonna throw up again. So I can't even sleep. I've also developed this huge knot in my neck.. like you get in your back or neck or wherever and they're super sore.. So like, Im just so uncomfortable.

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At the moment, I feel okay. Not great but okay. I feel very on the edge, like I could go into one of these throwing up spells at any time. Im trying to drink water and eat to try and stay as hydrated as I can. But, I dont know how many more of those days/nights I can handle. My body is like, so weak feeling. Should I go to urgent care today? The emergency room? I've never been to either for anxiety.. What should I expect or what are other's experiences? 

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anxiety,Xxx1982xxX,2019/01/12,"Anxiety apps Hello, 

Has anyone tried Calm or Breethe? What did you think? Would you recommend either app? Or recommend one over the other?",2.1575000000000024,3.7516930833333366,2.6866666666666674,82.92500000000003,118.16666666666666,6.6000000000000005,20.666666666666668,7.1686216300943375,2.0579666666666685,110,4,17,3,6,34,21,24,0.057,0.6679999999999999,0.276,0.7622,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4484907244480813,0.0,0.0,0.4099297575031809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3972679859967232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756546080738143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3980351002168445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4164654676294321,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ChipSwanson,2019/01/12,"I have no friends I honestly have no idea how to start this or what I should be including or if I'm overreacting.

I (f18) had a lot of friends in middle school and was an easily approachable person. I got into an abusive relationship at a young age (14-15) and I broke up with her before it got too bad but it still left me mentally scarred. I had to move to a different school district for high school in a city 1 hour away from the people I used to know, and my previous relationship left me too scared to make new friends. A few people in my classes would talk to me casually but I would always cower away from them so I wasnt able to maintain anything. I also got sexually harassed a few times in my first two years of high school which didn't help. 

I met one guy who insisted on getting to know me and be my friend and that actually worked so he was my only friend for three years and now we've been dating for a year. Problem is, he usually works 10+ hours a day so I only see him once a week and we dont talk to each other as much as I'd like, but he needs the money so I'm not really complaining much about that. I spend most of my spare time with my older sister (24) who still lives with me and we're pretty close but not enough to talk about life and our feelings and stuff. If my sister is out or working then I have nobody to talk to or spend time with.

I appreciate alone time but sometimes it just gets really really lonely when its every day for prolonged periods of time. It helps to have someone listen to me when I'm feeling stressed or angry or anxious or out of the blue sad. My boyfriend is part of that group of people that doesn't really believe in mental illnesses like anxiety and depression, he believes that if you want to change, you just can. He comforts me and respects that I'm upset when I get triggered I guess but it's really difficult to confide in someone who doesn't believe what's happening to you is a legitimate problem. 

I dont tell my parents about what I go through because it isnt severe enough to lead to any extreme thoughts or behaviors, and they're the type to think that mental illness is caused by a nutritional imbalance, or satan. I dont have health insurance and I cant afford a therapist or medication (not that I would take it anyway, as I have a phobia of pills and other forms of medication). 

It makes me feel gross to say this but I want a friend so that I can talk about my problems. I just want someone to listen to me. But it's not just that, I want to hang out with people, talk about my interests and their interests, share jokes and stuff. I haven't had an inside joke in years. I dont know anybody that has the same interests as I do and I want to indulge in those interests with somebody but I'm not able to. 


I started my first semester of college and nothing has gotten better. I dont know what to talk about with people anymore. I cant do small talk. The thought of trying to initiate a conversation with someone makes me feel like I'm choking. Any time I talk to anybody it ends up with one word responses and I give up for weeks or months. The idea of going to social events run through my mind a million miles a second but I can never get myself to go to them especially since I would be all by myself. I can barely even talk to people online. I dont know the first thing to socializing with somebody. It's so infuriating getting the courage to finally speak to someone and literally not be able to. I find myself at a loss for words every single time. 

I get so lonely it feels unbearable sometimes, and I dont know what to do. I follow the social media of all the people I used to he friends with in middle school and they're always with their friends doing fun things or just being happy together and shit. I feel trapped in a tiny box. I want that for myself and I feel completely unable to do it. I have no idea what to do or how to start. 

I dont really know where else to go. I want help and dont know what to do. I cant even organize my thoughts so I apologize for this mess of a massive post.",3.602813620071686,4.621185317801674,4.991718637992832,84.12091129032261,72.16606929510155,8.208434886499402,26.97270011947431,8.59863814320734,1.792613237753883,3209,109,672,55,60,1074,326,837,0.135,0.737,0.127,-0.9505,4,6,0,0,0,0,61.0,2,3,4,9,34,45,2,3,34,0,59,8,1,10,3,141,123,71,0,19,37,3,7,3,8,5,7,4,0,2,47,45,0,0,23,3,3,10,28,19,0,9,16,13,94,26,116,97,15,85,1,6,2,0,63,32,1,19,45,465,141,12,0.12198562969738568,0.048177674651206315,0.039680125982004884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04211344114181513,0.0,0.032517287998935065,0.06766787731551707,0.0,0.0,0.05530294083980335,0.0,0.03110622427638294,0.04593634657633819,0.04032565538109996,0.0,0.0,0.03346125979723053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640634308138095,0.0,0.0339509684847202,0.02478710254461543,0.0,0.034600262068770204,0.1374360317848755,0.0,0.035962125470096105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041770948062468685,0.043014873834186,0.0,0.04263320395466058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05244709302363864,0.0,0.035022014703688036,0.0,0.0,0.04248300657199165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4288987485113165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033967780252682434,0.0,0.03601435355291414,0.08402917619443412,0.0,0.053713571960833,0.0,0.06851876947807689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439190658104854,0.02904885274323122,0.0,0.04454309824100418,0.037164218529131904,0.10376091430420843,0.0,0.0,0.2513221197486995,0.0,0.1274649134913797,0.03900657715224993,0.09243632602261842,0.0,0.0975630516683468,0.0,0.04479364129772217,0.040261650651264164,0.03595716315922315,0.043285323708811434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043221673354370056,0.0,0.0,0.08176439623944158,0.08592301016740195,0.0,0.0,0.08008751541202813,0.0,0.0,0.13770692778646956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17877363168496724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835849572756327,0.0,0.028720685932974194,0.059596016937983484,0.0,0.03590518196770988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03456927337377278,0.0,0.0,0.08142635505694333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192512558732304,0.12293282340865913,0.0,0.041056903933424434,0.0,0.03245592193788692,0.043217139746818574,0.0597823157826827,0.030150266248770013,0.03136094593271786,0.03927149376743564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03901616722175595,0.0,0.0,0.04330357148248158,0.055107079797239264,0.061850378845240236,0.0,0.0,0.045150201917652816,0.04403284984981139,0.0,0.19732877782095765,0.03550438221555908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03894283776918795,0.04136774667591271,0.0,0.11672377310125588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562942360094251,0.0,0.0,0.08731127629832698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032335956293342065,0.04070963196408075,0.20575994959284488,0.032402251112032786,0.0,0.0,0.04593634657633819,0.04173883196792148,0.03363592448346418,0.0,0.0,0.1243489874639007,0.17226338030710708,0.0,0.08043127129012613,0.0,0.08634205655639995,0.0,0.0649452543010626,0.0,0.046578042223978114,0.0,0.09309624079820078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03057267074450163,0.3268247613907707,0.035540272363262806,0.0,0.0,0.04721157270675077,0.05402788799841735,0.026054488648746887,0.0,0.09684296405266206,0.16597187053765208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0276067450724971,0.0,0.03972074500303202,0.0,0.0,0.0702376118459448,0.044783312370572516,0.0,0.16788399817980498,0.0,0.06523300938899215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880699126153453,0.0,0.0,0.11554012186443326,0.0,0.0,0.10473966142552706
anxiety,theuntruegoat,2019/01/12,"I feel lost This is my first time posting on this subreddit, I’m sorry for any errors or if this would be better elsewhere. Long story I’m sorry. 

My boyfriend (M17) of 2.5 years broke up with me (F18) a few days ago. He was my best friend and my confidant, my support when I felt like I couldn’t handle the weight of existing. He has been with me through some of the craziest parts of my life and was someone I thought was worth sacrificing everything for. Throughout our relationship there were definitely red flags that he didn’t care about me as much as I did him, and that his respect for me was definitely limited. But I ignored because I was comfortable and trusted him with everything. I was never anxious around him, I never worried about anything and felt completely free to be myself with him. I felt like we were so unbelievably happy and in love with each other.

He left me completely out of the blue, days after we promised to not let our crazy parents stress us out to the point of breaking up, promising that we loved each other like crazy. Now that he’s gone I don’t know who I am and I’ve been panicking nonstop. I’m barely eating and I keep imagining all the worst things. Memories and ideas that I can’t get out of my head. He’s already doing someone else, and has been even before we were apart. He’s happier now that I’m out of the picture. Etc. 

I’ve had my anxiety under control for the past few years but recently the doubt and the heartache of the situation have caused me to lose my grip on it. I have intrusive and obsessive thoughts, and the panic makes me so nauseous that I barely want to move. I know it gets better and that I need to be patient, but I almost don’t even know who I am anymore. ",3.2002070976173727,5.062769740524782,4.2285895244797445,85.81192419825075,74.6268221574344,7.529868302000603,27.27948125062833,8.326086129247049,1.8484324721021408,1363,53,274,24,29,442,179,343,0.092,0.755,0.153,0.9387,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,7,0,0,8,11,27,0,4,12,0,32,6,1,3,3,63,57,24,0,5,6,1,6,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,18,30,2,4,11,0,2,2,8,9,0,1,22,8,49,19,41,29,11,34,0,3,2,2,26,14,0,5,19,194,67,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095708359450164,0.0,0.10274853918611723,0.0,0.11323207622135276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977794253321642,0.0,0.07849594603911514,0.11591946840131323,0.1017609993633998,0.0,0.0,0.08443883192337226,0.0913441622245226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06254976645575684,0.0,0.08731308178574107,0.0,0.10768228404235727,0.18149943466432175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461716969572372,0.10540816705946708,0.0,0.0,0.21516810573763184,0.0,0.11508521977873935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234920919083354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049950806752942,0.08571702634470699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144366568977348,0.1355451439153563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844375091920753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051882419431483806,0.0,0.2955634810587133,0.0,0.0,0.08727954313178253,0.0,0.0,0.07927580415637282,0.0,0.10721840193353598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922966426086553,0.0,0.0,0.10530689536570004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583357590746435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912039910414726,0.0,0.0,0.1691744056745048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148546430937474,0.10492511147805292,0.07247608688119657,0.15038937828471516,0.0,0.0,0.09080613159288882,0.0,0.1147937246230374,0.1120103324126922,0.0,0.18521806397050086,0.0,0.06849260259427069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905760337190101,0.07542974988021385,0.07608360473132947,0.15827746227234998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039007751979705,0.11393564779490302,0.1111160317963594,0.09795232758572148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699909364331964,0.0,0.09827148627810403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131444993722888,0.11016414547816486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533731750496737,0.0,0.0,0.17388130278953412,0.0,0.0,0.2297257501347637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753877476531065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643998438744425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06816915713153647,0.0,0.0,0.1629208785354961,0.05983239366215388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234265306763514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06052171031230048,0.0,0.0,0.12495066320217255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420487412797257,0.0,0.07289080708285453,0.0,0.0,0.1321542392667623
anxiety,furbertooo,2019/01/12,"First anxiety attack in over a year It happened last night.

I was driving home. I hadn’t felt it so badly in a long time. I started feeling it creep up but I did my best to stay sane. When it happens to me I lose breath and my hear beat speeds up. Finally got home and just went straight to my bed. Started crying. My gf was over so I told her I wanted to shower. I told her this to get a moment to myself. After showering I sat in my living room by myself. I started sipping on water(usually helps me). I thought to myself “maybe there’s an anxiety subreddit”. And I found you guys. It really helped me. Knowing I’m not alone. Knowing thousands of people deal with this shit. I’m bummed because I had been getting better. I think what might’ve triggered it is that I’m back in school after over a year of not being in a classroom setting. I’ve had a lot of stress lately. A lot of work and my car was stolen last month.

Eventually managed to sleep. Woke up feeling okay. Anytime this happens I have some lingering effects the next day. Kinda like an anxious hangover. 

Thanks for hearing me out.
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anxiety,SilverWatch222,2019/01/12,"Can't say certain words as I am worried they will have negative effects. Firstly I have no idea if this is the right sub to post this in. Since as long as I can remember there are certain words I can't say or think to my self as I am worried it will have negative effects. For example certain illnesses (one in particular I don't want to type), if I say, hear or read the word I get all anxious and worked up as if that word will make me catch it. It makes things quite hard and uncomfortable at times and I don't know what can help. Reading this back it sounds crazy but it is real and I know it's stupid but that doesn't help.  Can anyone give some advice? ",3.04717391304348,3.9981124130434793,4.07171014492754,90.44973913043479,73.42028985507247,7.548985507246377,26.118840579710145,7.908726449838941,1.2155484057971018,515,17,118,7,10,167,81,138,0.202,0.759,0.039,-0.9275,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,5,2,4,1,0,2,0,19,1,0,4,4,31,28,16,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,3,1,5,0,1,13,4,0,0,7,2,0,1,8,1,0,2,0,6,13,3,13,25,2,11,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,6,4,80,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15931260802702976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841793206619911,0.0,0.11399549638705855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253612491495502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867460904883294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517729033322265,0.1563947814028275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460443050145657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18374847969619626,0.0,0.2185533109196696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840428498742518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17919582471200846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427784960866988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176497389120462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104744421049552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15613922176113376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17340419127914095,0.32615146878618684,0.18556567085520334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846830394995002,0.13922810903741473,0.0,0.3889478532973701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17007753107280296,0.0,0.0,0.13486143724789668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831096125389647,0.10446407642686954,0.0,0.0,0.09506504619332333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616027095665186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868895794316385,0.3311330390183337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,prozaczodiac,2019/01/12,"High DHEA-S from trauma I’ve been feeling like something is wrong with me for awhile, so I did some blood tests and my DHEA-S is 500. All of my hormones are normal, but my DHEA is out of whack. Apparently this is very common for people who have PTSD. Prolonged stress raises DHEA, over time. There’s a small chance I have adrenal hyerplasia, but given my history, this seems more realistic.

Have any of you been diagnosed with Cushing disease or experienced high DHEA?",2.8804545454545485,5.6927388636363645,3.396545454545457,86.38481818181822,80.81818181818181,6.247272727272727,23.572727272727274,7.554174236665415,1.2305645454545453,372,13,70,6,10,116,65,88,0.087,0.851,0.062,-0.4854,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,11,2,1,0,1,12,14,5,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,2,8,1,10,10,3,7,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,3,3,42,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17724966974082745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26455237032848744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13179152860816942,0.1862070796561267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5507781302056308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273395128687686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25537983136788983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807005980823364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30468372149372025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372842727582294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006596683656339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985715578956106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15198602353991048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21506200857761615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849778182889637,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawayfor-news,2019/01/12,"Just looking to vent Hey everyone,
I just want to get my feelings out there since I don’t know what else to do. My anxiety is causing me to think everyone is talking bad about me even if evidence points to the contrary. I hear things that are said and they take a life of their own. I hear someone say one thing which leads to me thinking they were talking about another and another and so on. Sometimes I believe my conclusions are absurd but still can’t get past it. It makes super depressed and don’t know what to do. It sucks because I believe these people are good people but sometimes just feel like this friendship is just a joke to them that I’m not in on and they laugh behind my back. I am going to see a doctor about it but I just wanted to get my thoughts out there. Thank you all for listening, I appreciate it.",3.454133456904543,4.976474385542172,4.175542168674698,87.86941149212238,73.21686746987952,7.2763670064874875,27.829471733086194,7.882392219407189,1.6227864689527345,652,25,134,9,13,208,98,166,0.062,0.757,0.18,0.9731,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,5,3,14,9,1,0,4,0,13,2,0,3,1,31,37,10,0,3,10,0,2,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,14,7,0,0,8,1,0,2,4,3,0,1,3,9,23,6,21,34,2,11,0,1,2,0,14,6,1,1,4,99,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846420160576627,0.10383035618197142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436525555399227,0.1133259092833009,0.08273757891858605,0.0,0.0,0.3058344423433124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942844290098053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690098510782702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13892176400881334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338202576468598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964603448727777,0.0,0.0,0.25938486239955544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725473380418984,0.09696299686546388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21273439120932547,0.0,0.07713646447254813,0.11384089956052205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30594712754136416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918340529589616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586759947832556,0.06630908346742792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397602720985092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059845357682007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197174932992236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295662460964622,0.18819124984723465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830535779893135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910692682689354,0.10793511387273956,0.0,0.0,0.10815640124521256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227431489586374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150005733609862,0.0,0.26847384214879244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839131143807462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204939257915173,0.2181835447644208,0.0,0.12495867183135427,0.0,0.0,0.18034123347122089,0.17393604652895464,0.0,0.10775163369195416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16010994339343054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SureMulberry,2019/01/12,"I feel inadequate and hurt in family interactions. Any advice? So....I used to be normal and social anxiety-free around my family, but a few years ago I went through some rather hard times and a switch just flipped and caused me to be anxious even around my family. It’s the root cause of a lot of pain for me.

For example, I’ll hear my sisters chatting it up and laughing and it breaks my heart that I can’t be that way with them. I do laugh with them and it’s not bad, but I just know that my sisters will always be closer to each other because I feel like I’m not able to form those deeper connections because feelings of anxiety are always clouding my head. 
This hurts so much. I get very emotional just thinking about it.
Why can’t I be a normal person, just around my own family for goodness sakes? This isn’t fair. What’s the point of life if you can’t be fully comfortable around the people you’re supposed to be closest to? ",4.18081807081807,5.061289629629634,5.064126984126986,84.64989010989011,70.6931216931217,8.355067155067157,26.707773707773708,8.617729084823388,1.7329207163207168,736,23,152,12,13,240,110,189,0.094,0.7509999999999999,0.155,0.9446,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,2,0,12,9,0,0,7,0,14,4,2,4,0,37,24,11,0,4,10,2,4,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,13,14,0,0,5,1,0,1,6,4,0,0,1,5,20,5,23,15,7,15,0,2,0,0,10,9,0,3,4,103,33,0,0.11860489106214535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589932686450392,0.1051360797169623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973775412068604,0.0,0.0,0.08065539305727397,0.0,0.0907324170266785,0.13398976736018706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4223339949697808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903012990728204,0.14460088148137062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24367978868339465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13341453866300929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783374119571787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44724054291360427,0.0,0.1799105897977723,0.08473135787317443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619661603436182,0.0,0.0,0.0994801554519852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062466860169073,0.0,0.12172283574166096,0.0,0.13367633216795918,0.14054736696892775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539379778534604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518214634188807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377414212053287,0.0579443588085096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083363702999466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718824178434942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324152220762423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262039663567056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222569771399843,0.10356121607155344,0.0,0.0,0.11211995854244408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090275017172862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759972251370217,0.0,0.0,0.06915946577360517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024365450518972,0.0,0.09786145643530657,0.0,0.09414304192187166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109947922266165,0.10702246637288984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637766122992062
anxiety,Beastkyrie,2019/01/12,"Dont know what is going on... I have this state where i know what i did today and where i have been but i just do not care like before. I went on holiday in Turkey and got back home and I had like amazing nostalgic feeling and not only that time every time i went somewhere and got home i could easily remember everything and i felt good.
I had dpdr for 1,5 month and now I dont feel normal like I now I am ""back"" and everything is real but I just dont feel completely normal if you know what i mean.
Please for the love of God tell me did you have similar simptoms or am I the only one ",0.865714285714283,2.6608205714285766,3.208174603174605,90.7632142857143,81.38095238095238,6.73968253968254,19.230158730158728,7.793537801064563,0.5683777777777776,456,11,103,8,12,157,68,126,0.085,0.7,0.215,0.9608,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,8,7,0,0,2,0,17,1,0,0,0,29,32,12,0,4,8,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,8,0,0,9,1,0,3,5,0,0,1,10,4,20,7,6,21,0,17,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,2,11,73,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20305273393864726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235161972982978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13461795445163782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384356427433426,0.0,0.0,0.10541879045894802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4642302901209986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112447460290346,0.0,0.23732815831097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20028180449295055,0.0,0.1267738088832269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503823908814776,0.11074425951000656,0.21120007432193091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648827025772164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21768809559377986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19351613635528744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916627534333216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382425857687792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538866417540166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25873151836910946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894699823587329,0.20083634714542867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14493421247275098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502841470068559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495693299838471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154039572797318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15398073697024375,0.0,0.12515325093571353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447945759776599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BlanketCop,2019/01/12,"I actually engaged a conversation with a roommate! (sort of) I needed to dry my clothes at my apartment complex, and someone had clothes left in the dryer. I kind of knew who it was, but thought I could just wait for a bit for them to take their clothes out. I didn't want to wait all day so I KNOCKED on their door and told them face to face that their clothes might still be in the dryer. She checked and got her and her boyfriend's clothes out the dryer. I even got to say thank you straight to them! I have hard time trying to get someone's attention, but this kind of made my day. :)",3.173916666666667,4.372582558333335,3.2783333333333324,95.30666666666669,73.41666666666666,6.333333333333334,29.16666666666667,6.42735559955562,1.0031666666666679,457,19,106,3,9,139,74,120,0.025,0.871,0.104,0.8779,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,6,0,4,4,0,0,6,0,7,2,2,1,1,23,20,7,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,4,7,0,2,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,9,2,21,4,19,8,2,13,0,0,0,0,14,9,0,2,4,68,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.1957544061038684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190007200332044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16016093041486604,0.0,0.0,0.2587378263711345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249288048730887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480401217686726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208725907385722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17969612629410775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4177832447466486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21794997404020866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18981038183991894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21280244588707686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14874064326504627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595233322312148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33993153873307097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601975720885408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15082449605409856,0.0,0.0,0.18468339918765792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925215662591752,0.1169701245468412,0.0,0.0,0.19167968650637046,0.0,0.13619266200360275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831771319380617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,therealhorseflaps,2019/01/12,"Has anyone any experience of taking codeine whilst on Citalopram? I've just started on Citalopram 10mg this weekend, but I often take codeine for back pain relief.
I forgot to ask my doc about taking codeine with it and I can't find any info on the net.",3.9425999999999988,5.704408660000002,4.388999999999999,85.85950000000003,72.4,5.8000000000000025,28.5,5.985473137389443,1.1920000000000002,203,8,38,1,4,64,40,50,0.08800000000000001,0.83,0.08199999999999999,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,8,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,8,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3875288103429658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19923197851039695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26637415912380136,0.0,0.0,0.21909610895325807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787194279934801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260423861285054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031891054578837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016772462835856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6427031117717704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,maxentiusrex,2019/01/12,"Loss of Appetite Due To Anxiety Hey all.

Been struggling with depression and anxiety for as long as I can remember.

One of the worst things for me is getting so fucking anxious I can’t eat and it makes me anxious that I’m not eating and yeah, the cycle just goes on and on in my head.

If you could share your experiences and tips I would really appreciate it. This community has been so thoughtful and caring. You people are easily some of the best on this site.

Lots of love, xoxo",1.7777607655502408,4.354597589473684,3.552918660287084,84.97224880382775,83.6315789473684,7.244019138755982,23.3732057416268,8.296473431620573,1.7319473684210522,381,14,75,9,11,127,70,95,0.189,0.593,0.218,0.7574,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,2,3,9,1,1,3,1,9,5,1,1,1,18,16,11,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,7,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,3,0,9,4,14,11,5,7,0,2,0,2,6,5,1,3,2,58,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979968220781879,0.4400690092119012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043989534360988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19858085466353345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555078859444008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677549964236316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3985963855953717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19052229808129686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18006159859804158,0.1017592138725682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998900691397579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723651984932472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16558637132243872,0.17578740444500152,0.0,0.13001039505139644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13198109892474505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502889824222644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477456072810444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206362851124354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036157484474196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939644156160487,0.0,0.0,0.1546255141302823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383589214822703,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,4hkyle,2019/01/12,"Caffeine Withdrawal Causing Anxiety!? I’m 20, healthy, no medical complications before, and work out 3-5 times a week w/ cardio. About a week ago, I upped my dosage (above recommend amount) in my preworkout to 1 1/2 scoops due to lack of effect. 1 scoop is 325mg. This was a mistake, that I regret. My diet wasn’t the best as I was drinking some soda and tea on top of this. I tried to stay towards water though. I got to the gym and still felt tired and left. That’s not like me. Later on that day, about 6 hours after consumption, I started feeling strange - like a heart attack. Heart pounding, shortness of breath. I was rushed to the ER and my heart rate/blood pressure was through the roof. I thought I was going to die on the way to the ER. The MD told me to get off the caffeine, which I assumed all. 

So I quit cold turkey. They next day and ever since, I began having SEVERE anxiety, slight headache, dizzy, chills, mental fog, lack of focus, chilly hands, cold feet, all the signs of anxiety, the whole 9. It feels like severe drug withdrawal. Everything else has improved, but the anxiety keeps me up at night - insomnia, nightmares, fear of impending doom/death. I’m having issues with my eye sight that kind of goes in and out of focus, but the ANXIETY is the WORST. I tried walking up the street to get some cardio and almost had another panic attack about 3 days ago. I tried yesterday and did a lot better. The anxiety last all day, but has flare ups and my heart races and pounds and this fear sets in that makes me take a swallow because of what’s about to happen next - nothing ever does. 

So, I’ve seen stories about people having some of the same issues and I figured these are withdrawals that I am having. I have been to the ER three times in the past week, and 1 doctor visit because I have never felt this way before. All test come back good, even great, but I’m still feeling awful. All doctors say stay away from all caffeine, meanwhile they probably have a mug of coffee every morning and are discrediting the withdrawals that I am going through. I’m just looking for guidance and help. It’s been 8 days, and I cannot deal with this anxiety. Last night I slept for two hours, woke up with fear and couldn’t go back to sleep. I’ve realized now I’ve started grinding my teeth causing a little jaw discomfort. I recently bought green tea with 20mg of caffeine in hopes that it will reduce symptoms, and it did a little. So, should I intake caffeine and then attempt to taper off instead? I just need help. It doesn’t feel good and this makes me not feel like myself. I’m in college. I can’t live this way. ",4.1405876341338805,5.47837496116505,4.611642820643841,86.13810807358203,71.23300970873788,7.2851303014818605,26.950689831374554,7.669130373188453,1.4589223300970868,2055,69,405,24,38,651,256,515,0.147,0.769,0.083,-0.9813,0,0,2,0,0,0,80.0,0,0,2,7,20,22,2,6,28,1,32,28,12,5,9,77,68,31,1,8,8,0,8,4,0,2,9,1,0,0,23,28,7,1,12,2,1,7,9,11,3,2,21,16,40,11,62,44,17,78,0,1,5,0,8,27,0,7,42,248,63,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867511987220927,0.0,0.06702993721175096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019158538982892,0.3584581214720428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15230600222168916,0.06289157980122285,0.10294422233807334,0.0,0.08161102729732163,0.0,0.1139206539814917,0.0,0.07024855823110705,0.059202280664451365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752999070485047,0.0,0.0576621916704884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21585122407475335,0.06901137360250864,0.0,0.0,0.06947231894077921,0.0,0.0,0.13703021073255614,0.058578943056986674,0.0,0.0,0.06557492978820212,0.07762821761538004,0.0,0.05591911028006152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044212708803317326,0.1211006734345962,0.0563991611785719,0.0,0.06016063468426878,0.0,0.0,0.2259756230616498,0.16923234843206267,0.09564275251278667,0.12854425463941402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994593603448755,0.0,0.11412926610801268,0.1122908463483982,0.053537391462514884,0.07380070184894308,0.0,0.0,0.059194111511009936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31729308659146965,0.08973586648453262,0.0,0.0,0.06648572729685548,0.1318432518423887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397342622283202,0.0,0.05949863464138681,0.0,0.06970687358804137,0.0,0.10912876086379394,0.0,0.0,0.07272963423006971,0.0,0.0,0.1308124431884964,0.13418132343189834,0.05910853800696885,0.0,0.056212067052483536,0.0,0.0,0.05690931216904995,0.0,0.0,0.08936486859530343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743419938463056,0.06745896707694814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049634566957169536,0.05162763598484507,0.0,0.14238119245746295,0.1256358050284001,0.0,0.06422996561296937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853872571806024,0.0,0.0,0.06390103859211749,0.04640721129727677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721717769071084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07119807652880958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660943821851738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05323273680316075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15124447997231322,0.0,0.05537279611946741,0.0,0.06698754045026073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475981742047764,0.14269655654165786,0.10691545960354494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06957545703597118,0.050329946031218535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657674219324819,0.05314224584223156,0.07806556905180456,0.07693676067384947,0.0,0.06396327207807273,0.0,0.136341963828555,0.0,0.06538986956780453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593996582613212,0.16108376020399262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473522376491873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04873253321287257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HeatherRG18,2019/01/12,"Major Anxiety New to this sub. 

I have anxiety very badly. It ruins my everyday life. It is also ruining my marriage with a man I love very much. I know it is not fair to him and I wouldn’t blame him for leaving me. I constantly accuse him of talking to other women. I feel like it’s inevitable. He’s going to cheat and I’m going to be alone.  Not only that my anxiety is ruining my whole life. I wish I had the guts to kill myself but unfortunately I don’t. I need some kind of relief from the war raging inside me everyday.",-0.03161038961038898,2.242444072727274,3.350649350649352,85.0345454545455,90.0909090909091,6.4155844155844175,19.67532467532468,7.7094869923839395,1.0873506493506495,408,13,83,9,14,148,71,110,0.29600000000000004,0.621,0.083,-0.9607,0,1,0,0,0,1,11.0,0,0,0,0,1,12,4,0,3,0,8,4,1,0,0,12,16,4,2,3,3,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,7,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,8,0,0,1,1,20,4,11,13,4,6,0,3,0,1,9,0,0,1,5,58,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022550757101804,0.0,0.15616834834197751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4481746142443004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16305377844065366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110323633605232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874133416257112,0.13951075361168838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22196851659685826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216052541243282,0.20335797978800768,0.1073228446520997,0.0,0.0,0.20677729982659987,0.0,0.0,0.2758693828063483,0.0954057785433008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17625121329979446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355602958256922,0.14480042992193828,0.0,0.18860626749634046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14852209552197415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15696168507450284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32225909933515706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21802733850404504,0.22456668073524627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whathefuckisreddit,2019/01/12,"Tapering Zoloft. Horrid side effects. Mid-way through November I decided to quit Zoloft (100mg, on it for 2 years). I knew not to quit cold turkey, and thinking I could come up with my own tapering schedule, I decided to forgo my doctor's help.

So I went from 100 > 75, then 50 and then two weeks of 25. It was very quick, and now it's been 5 days of nothing and I feel like shit. The last three days I've been so dizzy that it honestly feels like I could pass out at any moment. Now when I get from work all I want to do is lie down and sleep because I can't do anything else. My muscles ache and I'm constantly fatigued. I've also had a pretty upset stomach so I've been very careful with what I eat.

I feel like I'm in the homestrech to clearing my body of this shit, so I'd hate to taper up and back down again. How can I fight these withdrawal symptoms? What am I supposed to be doing? 


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anxiety,jamesthelamb23,2019/01/12,"Help me I literally feel anxious 24/7 for no reason i can't escape from it. Last night it was so bad i couldn't move out of my bed as if i was paralyzed and my whole world was crashing down. For context i havent every experienced anxiety my whole life apart these past few weeks. The worst part is that i feel anxious for no reason, no thought behind it. At the moment im currently on summer holidays, im doing my best to keep my self occupied and go outside. But my anxiety keeps gnawing at me all day. Please help me 


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anxiety,Haki_User,2019/01/12,"Over-reactive body. I found that thoughts almost immediately translate themselves into a physical reaction in my body. If I read the word ""Attention!"" I immediately feel pressure in my chest. If I worry about something, I immediately feel pain in my body somewhere.  
Today I laid back and meditated, then I got to the part where I started introspecting my body. And lo and behold, the simple fact that I was feeling my body from within made it overreact. If I was scanning the pelvis area I felt like having an orgasm, when I started scanning the abdomen area my stomach literally started moving left and right as if I was possessed.    
Then I understood where the pain is coming from. Words, sounds, events, and toughts in general provoke a physical response in my body, this response is repressed, the repression causes the pain, tightness and cramps.    
Anyone else? ",6.4860000000000015,8.879528200000003,6.670333333333336,69.50350000000002,67.0,9.0,36.5,9.516144504307137,4.0174,690,36,103,15,12,221,88,150,0.165,0.809,0.027000000000000003,-0.9633,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,3,11,0,6,15,11,3,1,31,19,14,0,4,4,0,5,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,8,0,3,8,1,0,2,0,6,0,0,9,8,21,1,12,10,1,24,0,0,2,1,0,13,0,5,10,71,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124418451889424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851552082148225,0.11505399667894699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634379497228936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.748370796575228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535238258406486,0.0,0.09672757425664928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938035779647395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17033103399676072,0.0,0.10781565507388767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311978447017745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980827572060697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200301257797168,0.0,0.0,0.054859041711923504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062511638508983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193461070313419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35845225300288985,0.0,0.0,0.12159872776998053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123200181149702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589473128785601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644604387732724,0.0,0.0,0.23843753620564065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914542409771754,0.0,0.0,0.10643744045498886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403557089416845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HeyYouGuysssssssssss,2019/01/12,What is your fear/phobia ?! I have trypophobia. I instantly get goosebumps and the chills when I see clusters of holes in various formations. What is your fear or phobia ?! ,3.515000000000001,6.713554833333338,3.855,80.7825,84.0,8.333333333333334,27.5,8.841846274778883,3.155000000000001,135,6,22,4,4,42,23,30,0.206,0.794,0.0,-0.7746,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,5,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,17,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.920862373904672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21377498542441334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260563508558663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bfdhilysm,2019/01/12,"What are these crazy symptoms I am experiencing? Since I can remember I grew up in a physically abusive household; my step dad would be violent towards me frequently and had a really bad temper. I grew up constantly on edge. 

Now I'm 24 and I genuinely think that growing up in that environment has messed me up physucally. Now when I try to fall asleep the slightest of noises startles me. It literally feels like something physical hitting me in the stomach, even if it's something really quiet.

This weird physical sensation makes my body jerk and it goes on for as long as the noise does, so if a dog barks repeatedly the sensation will stop when the bark stops, and start again when the next bark starts. 

Another thing I have is internal shakiness when I wake up; it feels as thought my whole body is convulsing, and feels like I'm in a state of half sleep and half awake. 

Any ideas and or advice would be brill, thanks. ",7.155828571428572,7.271066782857144,7.283000000000001,74.01650000000002,64.02857142857142,11.8,35.214285714285715,11.407655852321104,4.073228571428571,737,31,139,21,10,238,112,175,0.16899999999999998,0.779,0.052000000000000005,-0.9614,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,9,11,3,2,10,0,13,7,6,1,0,23,25,18,0,4,3,1,3,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,10,7,0,2,7,0,0,5,0,8,0,2,2,5,15,3,19,17,1,34,0,0,0,0,1,12,0,4,18,89,25,0,0.0,0.18787651856952528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15495029299953073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783131467905452,0.16627181429860902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239721109730213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522654174432149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17135509908085356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13876345843573792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473231608825992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405294263311296,0.2265612593944666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790033686953737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15493610908620925,0.0,0.0,0.14032721795887376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584501513518313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16863829945157674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031647586876583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17962602857920834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13116864681767032,0.0,0.15868198195278646,0.0,0.0,0.2441459651187769,0.0,0.0,0.22446973775564336,0.0,0.0,0.2651390042247254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648123120140005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459876188730671,0.0,0.0,0.10534517882291287,0.10160362981141133,0.0,0.12588485618350104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765690106065104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17703491349272454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252835572507741,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,karimM96,2019/01/12,"Have You Ever Tried A Weighted Blanket? Does It Really Help Your Anxiety And Sleep? Hello guys,

Weighted blankets are trending right now and I am curious to know if the hype is real? does it worth the investment? And what would you recommend me to look for when buying one?",3.710588235294118,6.316671823529415,4.584078431372549,80.36435294117645,75.86274509803921,8.00156862745098,27.84705882352941,8.841846274778883,2.643969411764706,217,9,37,5,5,70,43,51,0.035,0.777,0.188,0.8266,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,5,3,1,0,1,8,7,5,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,3,6,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,1,3,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18185116845756705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41605164021522667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150266426137873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23537502172906336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15933521709628856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064183522587244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996205588271084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16108169802885555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270571480495208,0.152286185496515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20300713712395813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378864710071851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16139274262724973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5789451621244298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16886577086703292,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheEstherCutie,2019/01/12,"Going out feels like a chore until after... Is it just me or do you sometimes wake up when you know you've gotta leave the house mid anxiety attack? I have a thing today with a few friends and I have the worst anxiety. 

My body acts as though it's some kinda threat, makes me nervous and triggers my Crohns. I always say ""no, I can't come out today."" 

Tired of being controlled by anxiety. Does this happen for you guys? 

I feel pathetic. ",2.1606818181818177,4.093416431818183,3.45,89.92000000000002,77.86363636363637,6.218181818181819,21.227272727272727,7.1686216300943375,0.5690863636363637,338,9,70,4,8,110,69,88,0.269,0.672,0.059,-0.9522,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,1,3,6,2,1,5,0,6,3,2,3,0,16,14,7,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,1,1,1,1,1,4,6,0,1,3,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,0,3,12,2,10,12,3,12,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,3,6,47,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16061184914330495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4429896487753939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21959323777930195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21440670827567374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16627351754585126,0.0,0.0,0.21649339302023002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689170431096934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19519797663706007,0.13789674331965648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14913025199254135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970027315384463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911246049734868,0.1706909302924458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22272436018657868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060812186745011,0.0,0.0,0.20438507785489704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430202199047763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884535443324766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153500832008508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19090616882542089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282369026631684,0.0,0.1896455938949798,0.0,0.0,0.22185327083867176,0.3659293176539368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fealslike,2019/01/12,I need help Recently I’ve been waking up in the middle of the night having a terrible panic attack. I can’t relax and everything is frightening. I have to watch tv until I finally pass out. I’m on latuda and lithium and I’m not sure if one of those medications is causing this but I can’t tolerate it anymore. My psychiatrist won’t give me medication for anxiety for some reason. He says once my moods get in order my anxiety will go away. Idk about that but I can’t live like this,1.3390909090909098,3.718415232323232,4.249292929292931,80.62727272727275,83.54545454545455,8.044444444444443,23.141414141414145,8.841846274778883,2.1366686868686866,384,14,75,11,11,137,73,99,0.161,0.7659999999999999,0.073,-0.6685,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,1,3,0,10,3,1,2,1,13,16,7,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,2,0,2,5,3,0,1,1,2,10,3,13,13,1,14,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,2,5,50,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152064540683472,0.0,0.20431452444566373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23437524784996475,0.1935607184033665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21163726437606176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18515571887197424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256826788911325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763591621503588,0.19763126440966106,0.11708479263592605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808954106569435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100650001795521,0.0,0.18191769258400986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4150829767386812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527597568424085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19333396263333785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21940247543723115,0.1396031471275132,0.0,0.0,0.2417177660430961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118208443799651,0.2034179478178756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16383380431471967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941695526634859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dhhdjdh,2019/01/12,"The shakes When I get really anxious, I began shaking like crazy. Like it’s hard for me to write or hold a pen or anything. And on the inside it feels even worse than it looks on he outside. I feel so shaky and nervous like I’m going to jump out of my skin. I’m on anxiety meds, what else could I do to help this?? Does anyone else experience this?",0.31648648648648603,2.3746240945945982,2.368851351351349,94.55435810810816,85.08108108108108,5.321621621621622,18.70945945945946,6.6274283507984215,-0.0567783783783784,269,7,62,3,8,90,55,74,0.221,0.655,0.124,-0.7229,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,4,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,11,10,6,0,1,2,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,1,5,6,3,10,8,0,10,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,3,5,34,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799540583685927,0.2657484855632082,0.0,0.16448171497756398,0.2410259588267085,0.1935782834051389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18781593030997284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20585565048241566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3930171566906434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553704361214314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23010487501403226,0.0,0.0,0.2378836718529291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229005288382678,0.0,0.13368941743503365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21072426993027502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576729982035196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447716770542291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197538074676307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26129294941079595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15069750360149456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397244647550618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheHipsterYisus,2019/01/12,"I'm not able to deal with social anxiety anymore. Help. I've started to skip friends birthdays and farewell parties of old friends, its getting harder to participate in class and to help in group projects. I feel like i shut down whenever someone i dont know strikes a conversation with me or with my small group of friends, and most recently i've been afraid of leaving the house because of how i get when i walk past a stranger on the street or on campus (I start flinching noticeably specially around women and people tend to insult me for this). Have been taking fluoxetine 20mg (Neupax) for about a year but i feel like its getting worse, it wasnt like this a year ago. What can i do about it?",5.38114379084967,6.2794286176470635,5.400392156862747,83.25898692810459,67.97058823529412,8.691503267973857,33.49346405228758,8.841846274778883,2.671430718954248,556,25,110,9,9,174,88,136,0.057,0.784,0.159,0.8706,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,5,9,1,1,6,0,7,0,0,1,0,17,18,9,0,0,4,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,7,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,2,11,7,22,15,1,19,0,0,0,0,12,9,0,3,12,64,18,3,0.165895281135002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705615717768827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690943599292412,0.0,0.1645235414941049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476819720522093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112822359556736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17103075041283716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944280339666388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16776327747465825,0.2370312439805799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3845108480515944,0.0,0.2600203119534455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22239222004469533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914208809029871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117170797538583,0.0,0.0,0.17565914933434196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24314416400471295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18887287711871967,0.17407919096116067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15836581728569216,0.11501089977510345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638015763649749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16910934743175532,0.1405625333551518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23484306769136085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473260549104608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690614643069382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136622439209959
anxiety,RingoKingo,2019/01/12,"Where do you Get Oil Diffusing Jewlery? I've found that the scents from oil diffusing bracelets really help make me feel at ease and reduce my anxiety. I've been buying mine over at this site [astrogearunlimited.com](https://astrogearunlimited.com). ([https://astrogearunlimited.com/collections/bracelets/products/multicolor-balance-chakra-healing-reiki-lava-stone-bracelet](https://astrogearunlimited.com/collections/bracelets/products/multicolor-balance-chakra-healing-reiki-lava-stone-bracelet)) They're really good quality, so far mine has held up over 9 months and is still in perfect condition and they have excellent customer service with a 24/7 help number. I wanted to know what other sites are good and where you guys get yours at.",22.60453488372093,26.714628523255826,14.44358139534884,22.14444186046515,31.209302325581387,11.531162790697675,32.31627906976744,11.20814326018867,3.6638632558139537,647,13,67,10,5,170,67,86,0.018000000000000002,0.737,0.245,0.9677,0,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,0,3,1,2,4,4,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,1,12,14,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,9,4,10,11,0,14,0,0,0,0,7,12,0,0,2,39,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21433933032979904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166901092309392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072063442875521,0.0,0.0,0.2927682463755983,0.0,0.0,0.4700086385754113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27742535262038376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756016969265786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15398132281950844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18702441735380254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22363950415816367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35898497980142463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22375461244194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16525927150796346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Matrixblackhole,2019/01/12,"I need a reason why I'm not going to the staff xmas party. I changed my mind as soon as I put my name down. Heck idk why I did it in the first place. So I put a ? next door to my name.

My boss (I work in a kitchen for context 
) said I don't have to go but they said there' no pressure to drink and its just a meal - the rest of them are going drinking afterwards. There's like 1 other person who'd be going home afterwards the rest of them are older than me...

 The people who aren't going drinking would go home after the meal etc. By train...fml. in a city I have never been to before. Heck i've never used a train before. I can only just use a bus without panicking.

That is why I now WON'T be going tomorrow.

I can't think of a reason apart from college work - my college HAVE given us a load of work to do but it sounds kind of lame excuse.

I'm gonna strike my name off that list when i go in tonight (if its still even up) but the other person I work with kinda wants to know EVERYTHING and why I dom't want to go will be one of them...

Any suggestions would he helpful I just don't know what to do.

(I have a gp appointment next week as idk what is normal for me anymore - like too many symptoms which i think is anxiety or panic or whatever but yeah)
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anxiety,vitalogy95,2019/01/12,"Does anyone ever feel like sounds or your thoughts are in slow motion? It comes out of no where but is usually triggered when I’m alone in silence and randomly hear music. It’ll sound all weird and slow and then even my thoughts feel slowed down and strange. This goes on for up to an hour or two and I usually feel extreme panic the entire time. 

The slow thoughts thing first happened to me when I was very young. I’m 24 now and it still happens but the anxiety that comes with it is getting worse. 

I’m starting to worry it’s something more than anxiety and I’m not sure if I’m overreacting or not.

Does anyone else get this?  ",1.9608358570563311,4.273298433070867,2.7144881889763792,93.00112053301031,80.41732283464567,5.797456087219867,23.942459115687466,7.010146845296331,0.8073130224106602,499,18,105,6,13,156,84,127,0.203,0.784,0.013,-0.9749,1,1,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,7,4,0,1,4,0,5,0,0,1,3,30,24,16,0,1,8,0,3,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,9,11,0,0,6,0,0,3,3,2,0,2,4,6,5,2,13,19,2,27,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,5,18,63,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15677463302161146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23159669518317996,0.0,0.0,0.21168414845549266,0.15509740659276308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26078530683428874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649314428844915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645098902605378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997907205068354,0.1369236728806283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296130721028259,0.1081394230688273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875603624387194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15817012727163715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677136280458533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17060604009482813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14906987529293356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07395219065206506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17760117237480047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653273769350965,0.0,0.0,0.10714112378340307,0.0,0.1208850207141429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14266531069287364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005641201981284,0.0,0.0,0.3605148318076109,0.0882656069279606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14786740414362046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334273890725849,0.12489687059458375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15372452774817053,0.15425991026584926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pwrtrip269,2019/01/12,"What's it like dating/loving someone with anxiety? My (now ex) gf has bad anxiety and possibly depression. She's tend to push me away at times but coming back. I'd give her space but some of those times, she'd tell me that she wanted me to reach out to her more. So I get pretty confused as to what I should do. 

This past week, she broke up with me. We'd been having a problem, never explicitly discussed it yet, as she's had multiple bad things happen recently and I didn't want to add to her stress, so it was a bit out of the blue. Especially because she had told me she loves me a few times just the night before. She told me her anxiety's been through the roof. It might be worth to add - she's not typically used to a SO treating her well as she's had a few abusive relationships, so I'm not sure if that's a factor as well. 

So I'm wondering, is this one of those times when I should be patient/still reach out even though she's distancing herself from most of her friends/family? Or should I just treat this as a normal breakup and ask for my stuff back? If I keep trying, when should I stop? She can be very closed off and cold when she wants to and it's taking a bit of a toll on me, and I think I'm quite patient and positive of a person. ",2.488698113207548,3.5552315584905685,3.960141509433964,90.27002358490569,74.9245283018868,7.564150943396226,23.438679245283016,8.07648339933343,0.9684000000000004,973,27,226,15,20,323,139,265,0.14400000000000002,0.736,0.12,-0.6806,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,0,1,19,14,0,2,13,0,22,1,0,1,3,46,42,26,0,11,9,1,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,1,16,16,0,2,2,0,1,2,4,7,2,1,9,2,39,7,33,23,7,29,0,2,1,1,32,10,0,8,18,160,55,0,0.0,0.14641607160303685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283603423821762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155258676470046,0.0,0.1161027040067983,0.19004296939436985,0.20635979086328832,0.07533012349140762,0.0,0.10515315413667543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698236113116609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644885043532988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643489644657234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162006837408953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649543551498501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456279468219571,0.11854432233728004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927689254157627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983906571294702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060372463292871575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153118886228182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13109346041533476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530859549504668,0.0,0.0,0.11596669005589633,0.12107718293917764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373756309163026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796624274404628,0.0,0.10790085254902863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931215342221298,0.0,0.12572011835787236,0.0,0.1182445080900986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143713723211362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201532408012795,0.13267321611928698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047046276443524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331416539677732,0.14155465191644515,0.0,0.14146371693285562,0.0,0.0,0.1164678984763938,0.0,0.09291295981448824,0.0,0.10800992577587233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820976850274265,0.07918181820093131,0.12141173025150645,0.0,0.28823011555412403,0.0,0.0,0.23616226111217475,0.0,0.08389925816314407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672905323591274,0.0,0.10196224978435414,0.2186630663902594,0.0,0.09912434590013054,0.0,0.22221738542164354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13401172803541944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AtwellJ,2019/01/12,"Anyone add Wellbutrin to Lexapro for sexual side effects? I increased my dosage from 10mg to 20mg of lexapro  a bit over a month ago. Since then I’ve had troubles orgasming. I’m a male age 31. 

I googled and talked to my doctor and they said adding Wellbutrin will help. 

I started that just shy of two weeks ago, and haven’t seen improvement yet. Does anyone have experience in adding Wellbutrin to lexapro for this reason? ",3.2865740740740748,5.812670049382717,3.072330246913584,91.06923611111117,76.90123456790123,6.0253086419753075,27.40895061728395,7.1686216300943375,1.3507395061728396,338,14,66,4,8,101,58,81,0.064,0.8320000000000001,0.104,0.4871,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,4,2,1,2,0,7,8,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,2,6,0,11,4,2,12,0,0,1,1,5,3,0,0,8,33,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44975677960368105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35476796744407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769607101232908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25965959147061485,0.2220033719811508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481547533074883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004117783276165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20249069697053326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608326857337019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24131461412893485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098526674096482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17956110077984036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20390415606710102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478155251681147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20349256388312534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kkkimchii,2019/01/12,"How do you deal with a high stress job? I have a very good job. It pays over 6 figures, and is with a very large and well-respected company. I worked my way up and got an advanced degree in order to get it. I know that many people in my field would love to have it.

But the thing is, it terrifies me. Almost every day is a struggle...feeling like I’m going to fail and embarrass myself, or that I won’t be able to accomplish what I need to. 

I get through each day, and without medication. But it leaves me so exhausted. I spend my free time with this feeling of impending stress. It makes it hard to enjoy weekends, or vacations, because I know I’ll have to go back into that environment that causes me this stress.

I’m just curious if anyone can relate, and how you have learned to better cope with feelings like this. ",3.1281538461538467,4.60350083636364,4.449696969696972,85.76685314685317,73.96969696969697,7.743589743589744,26.025641025641022,8.384062270229773,1.6504871794871794,638,22,132,11,13,211,102,165,0.124,0.706,0.17,0.8007,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,0,5,5,13,0,4,6,0,12,3,0,4,0,32,26,14,0,3,7,0,3,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,16,12,0,0,6,1,3,3,2,6,0,0,1,3,17,8,20,22,1,16,0,1,0,1,4,6,0,4,7,88,33,7,0.14287278694914546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14306645819825314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989997459260228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986035415306727,0.0,0.08709392482693454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635936962263986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467697083172283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18428225602287296,0.14729556982154635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037648505742833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21672232178522835,0.20413669508760432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14929026864822126,0.0,0.16239579465573326,0.1198349151394791,0.11426841940070676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279859540311252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15095294367209672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835583908286911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703829452215415,0.0,0.0,0.15128165217725653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960085384025614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12894826834763098,0.0,0.09536869471392713,0.14485058119580266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392930187174052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593836118828133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905000110898828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4909808842004617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491833116481756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331027102256401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357700241634829,0.0,0.11340576809939815,0.0,0.0,0.12845979379921044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772426819168435,0.0,0.10401309050565784,0.0,0.0,0.10149272862815688,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mysterious_Buffalo,2019/01/12,"Statements to handle episodes of Anxiety Found this post on tumblr and find most statements really helpfull! Give it a try on your next episode :)

If you have some sugestions, please share as well :) 

Stay strong, we got this!!

​

1. I’m going to be OK. Sometimes my feelings are irrational and  false. I’m just going to relax and take things easy. Everything is going  to be fine.  

2. Anxiety may feel bad but it isn’t dangerous. There’s nothing wrong with me. Everything is going to be OK.  

3. Feelings come and feelings go. Right now I feel bad but I know  this is only temporary. I’ve done it before so I can do it again.  

4. This image in my head isn’t reasonable or rational. I need to  change my thinking and focus my attention on something that’s healthier,  and generally helps me to feel good about myself. For example  \_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_.  

5. I’ve managed to interrupt and change these thoughts before –  so I know I can do it again. The more I practise this, the easier it  will become. Anxiety is a habit – and it’s a habit that I can break!  

6. So what if I'm anxious. It’s not the end of the world. It’s not  going to kill me. I just need to take a few deep breaths and keep going.  

7. Just take the next step. Just do the next thing.  

8. Even if I have to put up with a period of anxiety, I’ll be glad that I did, and persevered, and succeeded.  

9. I can feel anxious and still do a good job. The more I focus  on the task at hand, the more my anxiety will ease, then disappear.  

10. Anxiety doesn’t have a hold on me. It’s something I’m working on, and changing over time. 

source: [http://onlinecounsellingcollege.tumblr.com/post/181933398044/coping-statements-for-anxiety](http://onlinecounsellingcollege.tumblr.com/post/181933398044/coping-statements-for-anxiety)",2.42775495231108,5.386880407523513,3.1479303675048342,84.58232108317216,89.75235109717869,5.975081704795572,20.893817114653505,7.378060373470096,1.0218631494697532,1386,45,258,26,47,435,163,319,0.097,0.725,0.17800000000000002,0.9838,1,0,2,0,0,1,98.0,1,2,0,3,15,17,2,0,16,2,28,3,3,1,0,54,60,24,1,5,12,0,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,22,17,0,2,17,1,0,11,5,5,1,0,5,8,26,12,29,48,6,38,0,0,0,0,7,13,0,7,11,163,48,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013621884835256,0.10108483067313262,0.0,0.0,0.4454803055439524,0.18796180952244704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389201786176588,0.0,0.09187670554741986,0.1415769505654788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640116419190165,0.07166073029177149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513214774015516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368155684015355,0.0,0.0,0.05494614251099828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495314309566084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29444318116988755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07603405891905969,0.0,0.0,0.09121342839724857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798033297296483,0.3309511497927187,0.13955147768907478,0.06653456032410593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537683480225368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05576043451828825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255313654877272,0.07394300296683395,0.09203729563139187,0.0,0.09143798378307096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12336850934117373,0.0,0.0,0.2654201982892296,0.0,0.0,0.07982294999717222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.063269665492883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913175256567009,0.0,0.0,0.23901877708770836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362882387913781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05329357833859643,0.08553306956852387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104371765787934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808729429411791,0.08227693548048852,0.0,0.0,0.0886693616358829,0.06643555935623292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876453487279675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105353423784202,0.053304727058149336,0.0,0.0660434859667018,0.04850869804657605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05648047946333976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07479770827829364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06056323594078328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095509320777312,0.10108483067313262,0.0
anxiety,clayinablender777691,2019/01/12,"My struggles with anxiety I [21 M] was diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder last summer, and my anxiety has affected my life in many different ways. I see a therapist once a week, and I’m currently on Zoloft to help keep my anxiety in check, and I have been since last November. Growing up, I was bullied at school and subject to verbal, emotional, and psychological abuse from my mother, who I have not spoken to since my dad (who deals with similar anxiety issues) divorced her two years ago. These two factors have only exacerbated my anxiety, and I need to let go of the pain that they caused me but I have no idea how to do so. 

The venn diagram between my anxiety and my anger problem is a circle - when I’m feeling anxious, I usually express it by getting angry and lashing out. Because of this, I’ve hurt people that I should never hurt. I’ve said terrible things to my own family in angry rages that were sparked by my anxiety. 

For example, my family was discussing places to possibly go to on a vacation next summer - I’m the type of person that is a homebody; I don’t like to travel when I’m on breaks from school, I’d rather relax at home. Oh, and words cannot describe how much I hate commercial air travel. I objected to the idea of going away, and my family (understandably) interpreted this as me not wanting to spend a vacation with them. I became anxious because this made me feel backed into a corner. I lashed out as a result, cursed out my whole family, and I called my own sister a whore before the dust settled. 

If you couldn’t already tell...I’m a fucking asshole. I’m an asshole because of my anxiety. I’m an asshole because my brain is always forcing me to fight made-up wars with made-up enemies. Although I have made progress since beginning therapy two years ago (specifically I got my college GPA up to a 3.1 from a 2.4 as well as getting a job at the front desk of one of my school’s dorms), my anxiety has already cost me relationships. Except for no more than two people, I completely ceased contact with everyone I went to high school with, including my brother’s closest friends (who were also guilty of participating in the bullying I dealt with growing up). 

I hope and pray that I will continue to make progress as I continue school. Participating in therapy has really helped me, but I hope that I will one day let go of the pain I felt when I was bullied at school and mistreated by my mom. ",7.282089552238808,6.7557656695095964,8.155824307036251,70.00298166311302,63.94669509594882,12.024255863539445,37.94976545842218,11.446984129993634,4.489987565031983,1925,90,351,53,25,653,229,469,0.223,0.6970000000000001,0.08,-0.9972,3,0,0,0,3,0,59.0,0,1,2,2,10,20,6,1,23,0,27,8,1,8,1,58,58,29,1,9,7,5,3,1,1,3,5,1,2,1,15,25,0,1,7,3,3,10,8,14,1,6,13,5,59,6,68,39,5,58,1,2,1,2,25,25,1,3,22,235,74,12,0.0,0.07343324488057304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987869135266816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678750310217644,0.0495634127168927,0.05157027442102293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4741264498826242,0.14003394773536054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05822993474202099,0.04765689912513182,0.0,0.15112372145118005,0.0,0.05273831781676467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918742677692681,0.06328599321032484,0.0,0.0,0.06366800141708702,0.0,0.0,0.06498226675968506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03997038309924551,0.06389611763661203,0.0,0.06290589387680139,0.0,0.06475333331153092,0.07103162512102232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697163854462528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05922219112263241,0.0,0.0,0.23370761829573536,0.0,0.06267540829207385,0.0,0.059508153418728935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04788369015582213,0.05729723284168434,0.06476140850064306,0.0,0.14089304670310535,0.0,0.049569096864373205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06118998501967701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308447117926339,0.06548266901815704,0.062168521407492634,0.12311535420188065,0.0,0.0,0.13269646712335698,0.13993018720953715,0.0,0.0646884447528326,0.06150314065517847,0.05508848121414082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103992686557983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267524582322713,0.04377656619011012,0.030279093220370843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345785704320823,0.041370486184166576,0.06283549319936678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258734046982843,0.0,0.0,0.04556061979101315,0.0459555572303855,0.047800896141964776,0.0,0.06591381208337839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06600405253882148,0.08399516404021018,0.047136708533368564,0.13189693494490926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593483877938976,0.054116393380213325,0.06475333331153092,0.0,0.0,0.06987035893729812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059304131187897624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0397043962422915,0.0,0.0,0.06654067864076417,0.0,0.0,0.05895482893693424,0.0,0.0,0.3763474482599359,0.04938807150444624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538053733764115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479237683027278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05417109776402197,0.0,0.14175342639256575,0.0719606955892173,0.04117512061853545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421721858320046,0.06452080017086237,0.0,0.0,0.06825949919085822,0.0,0.03655595619791208,0.04919488283271855,0.049714640520104866,0.0,0.055725247582895036,0.057453796299397286,0.0,0.06919570499764957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982300164809279
anxiety,pepperpotin,2019/01/12,"Making an anxiety plan and could really use some tips Hey there! Hope you’re all having a good day. I’m on mobile so I apologize for any formatting mistakes. This might be a bit lengthy so please bear with me. 

I’m 20 now but I’ve had anxiety for as long as I can remember and I’ve only recently accepted that it’s a severe problem that is affecting my daily life. I have tried to define what my attacks look like so I have a better grip when they arrive. So far, I get nervous and paranoid. I feel very cold and get body chills and cold sweats and I become very quiet and spaced out. It feels as though there are six trains in my head all waiting to collide with each other at the same station. 

With that being said, I want to get better. I have a boyfriend who isn’t very experienced with mental illness. But my attacks and overall anxiety has placed a strain on our relationship, especially when it comes to communication. I am unable to vocalize my feelings and emotions and in tune, that makes him feel as though he’s blinding going through an abyss, in the sense that he doesn’t know what’s going on and how to help. 

We’ve agreed that I should start an anxiety plan because it’s gotten to the point where the strain is so strong that our relationship can not continue without some solution. I would like some tips and advice on how to communicate better during attack spells and how to handle and monitor my anxiety. Any help is greatly appreciated help. I feel so lost but I truly do want to get better. 

Thank you so much for all your help! 

P.S. has anyone tried cognitive behavioral therapy before? If so, and if you don’t mind, what were your experiences like? ",3.8082333560554416,5.719028573619635,4.864287661895023,81.69331174733016,73.079754601227,8.142513065212452,26.184503521926835,8.841846274778883,2.0287238354919332,1329,46,254,27,27,435,178,326,0.131,0.67,0.199,0.9844,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,2,4,1,8,19,22,3,3,13,0,25,6,3,7,3,62,53,39,0,10,7,0,6,3,0,3,3,2,0,0,17,22,0,1,8,0,0,3,5,9,0,1,5,13,29,13,32,42,10,25,0,1,2,0,20,14,0,7,11,166,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020209825614554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554491706316276,0.0,0.35307601075311296,0.0,0.0,0.06454374887968023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.315040291067876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05626996839488365,0.10194669524322927,0.07854712544800173,0.0,0.0,0.3265549347646101,0.1007761926902479,0.1025331387935847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951498248042739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370025442149575,0.0,0.0,0.05953088428814294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383383278272333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902947252885937,0.0,0.0,0.2333679458039766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929080292383644,0.0,0.10492128183335836,0.07742338975883067,0.0,0.10176965780448023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473441724490868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474878475712003,0.0,0.0,0.09168245756974293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05072994406387843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06519971774913683,0.13529076194061915,0.0,0.0,0.08168948413912465,0.07751529030337638,0.0,0.10076485048462584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323232528738637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930245353129122,0.0979239716126075,0.0932045479122542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06785684235601125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07020422932791086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964419876354166,0.10132622739378244,0.08726069245202768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883260829096788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05913473014660822,0.0,0.09114280066809424,0.19820802971951548,0.10456672501620908,0.0,0.08780584091369747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428152162498246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533592466529599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498460562323046,0.10556199577910616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18138385833921186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534185227328862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972428789507674,0.0,0.228490767315333,0.1088910453050626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898140982570447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06557280135859392,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tatertotswithranch,2019/01/12,Any tips for overcoming flying anxiety??? So tired of not being able to get on an airplane. ,2.491176470588236,5.275364294117646,4.383823529411767,78.77220588235295,82.52941176470588,8.105882352941178,26.14705882352941,8.841846274778883,2.8032588235294122,71,3,12,2,2,24,17,17,0.266,0.7340000000000001,0.0,-0.6633,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,0,0,0.5240241918454761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563544200101449,0.0,0.4008770724445021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737810119383483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6022887214536464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,talanat,2019/01/12,"How to stop the self doubt? I want to stop feeling useless for once I  would like to not think that i am useless and cant do anything. I want to stop the hesitation, getting scared of doing something. For once i want to think that yes i can do it instead of getting into the never ending cycle of self doubt. I want to change i want to believe in myself but i don’t know how. ",1.6219710669077756,3.310658430379746,3.3000361663652846,91.50405063291142,78.62025316455697,5.020614828209767,23.943942133815554,5.288315135182226,0.2909587703435803,292,10,63,1,7,97,44,79,0.202,0.6609999999999999,0.13699999999999998,-0.7184,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,3,3,1,8,0,0,2,1,22,19,4,0,6,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,3,4,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,1,10,1,14,18,0,7,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,2,6,45,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14122626991636816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19335372944417992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815481610476622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520018327626842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677477416071211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17932572758951149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431628290172824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384345782781623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236170550557727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655332711073748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718186794757537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3580681762350236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13211924612665835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4304387992638117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199306462899776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5061211294420659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219118806007047,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,greenhazydream,2019/01/12,"I've made my anxiety 1000% worse by listening to True Crime podcasts! Every where I turn, they're recommended as essential listening when it comes to podcasts.  I love podcasts, so I thought sure why not, it's not my thing but I'll give it a go.

Now, a lot of these podcasts are well done and entertaining, don't get me wrong.  I understand morning curiosity, I think we may all have some tinge of that somewhere in us, but it has been nothing but negative for me.

I've stopped listening to them, but the damage has been done.  I'm finding myself dwelling on the events and victims of these crimes.  I'm not only filled with sadness for these people but most of all I'm filled with fear.

I'm beginning to feel paranoid and I'm losing sleep.  I've always had a fear of home invasion and stuff like that, too.

How do I trust people if the person next door to you could just as easily be a fucking murderer, rapist, torturer, kidnapper, and you wouldn't even know it?

Do other people just listen to this stuff and go ""oh wow that's fucked up, I'll go about my day now"" and forget about it?  This is crazy.  I can't help but feel a resentment towards my own species because of this (particularly men, who perform the vast majority of these evil acts).

Not only fearing for my own life but the lives of my family and friends.  There doesn't seem to be a universal trait you can spot with psychopaths, either.

I'm just freaking out and need to vent.",3.4569153318077817,5.145175091228076,4.396292906178491,85.61361556064074,73.52631578947368,7.903890160183067,27.12814645308925,8.587818076936951,1.8835629290617848,1131,42,231,21,23,366,165,285,0.235,0.63,0.135,-0.9909,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,2,3,1,2,15,26,8,4,11,0,21,6,1,2,4,54,51,22,1,4,16,0,2,1,1,2,1,4,2,2,21,15,0,1,8,1,0,7,9,17,1,0,7,6,22,9,32,39,9,22,0,3,0,4,17,7,2,6,9,150,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264563463962398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437027608252252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751992813283077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062639576301024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849314517677668,0.0,0.0,0.07955717486619443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25248079118329153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147830109954565,0.0,0.10393635587251547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162930926265416,0.4164438315435913,0.12474932764396685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274906050388694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530784584942656,0.2280891809926628,0.06445065447426204,0.11833842070272885,0.2103254688507371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268579495299762,0.0,0.1237404184120018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06779558340352246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713301353105789,0.06026760134226278,0.0,0.10892938676773392,0.0,0.0,0.13800859830161008,0.0,0.10487649813326932,0.1113374684576483,0.11672647908695775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091470084076332,0.0,0.0,0.1311950566246587,0.0,0.0,0.11836751512122505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18764210260856015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565674556669132,0.1077134377368194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230256526989653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344936870990394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313471727890823,0.0,0.0,0.2824360124298825,0.0,0.0,0.11626560341749755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195508817245506,0.079044285964272,0.0,0.0979342823598843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341805601819267,0.0,0.12842240138041056,0.1483872271573239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091570614688566,0.0,0.11131346468674387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257146636633924,0.0,0.13487510009345574,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SenseOfficial,2019/01/12,"3 Hour exams are going to determine my life. So basicly this year I have to give some exams that if I write well on those I can pass to the university I want to. But in order to do that you have to study a lot, for years in your school life. Be a good student etc. I have always been like that and especially now that its my last year in school and its time for the exams that will determine my life , I am getting too much pressured. From my teachers, slightly from my parents. Everyone has huge expectations from me. 

The thing is sometimes I am getting so pressured that I start crying , having suicidal tbougbts and questioning if its worth wasting ny time studying , destroying my mental health, making me a lot anxious, not letting me spend enough time with people that I want to. And having all these shit for preparing for a fucking 3 hour exam that will deternine if I get in a uni I like. 

TL;DR This year I am having some serious exams and am getting too pressured out of it and I feel my time is being wasted. A lot times I wished I was just hit by a truck. 

Thanks for reading...",4.455295950155762,5.534821476635518,5.302971962616823,82.45339875389408,70.21495327102804,7.949657320872274,28.752647975077892,8.238735603445708,1.9530034890965728,852,31,165,12,15,278,118,214,0.141,0.769,0.09,-0.9081,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,0,0,7,12,3,3,10,0,23,6,1,1,1,28,38,12,1,7,6,1,1,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,17,8,0,0,2,1,2,2,1,7,1,0,2,1,27,5,24,30,9,24,0,0,0,1,6,7,2,9,16,128,44,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223851810296614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880926038600952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13496802803106886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126958592353568,0.13703364865363848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740850959521565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06212727135176725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359226304109732,0.256780112562963,0.11786906291504308,0.06983042298910731,0.10305836836222748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060613126896295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24200637641094144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015626742290323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564392608983987,0.2603622710075444,0.1200571319469383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133816004144459,0.0,0.0,0.08201734910575112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382507220190113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032432546814163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643370885086112,0.0,0.0,0.0851832830914752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764364453956165,0.0,0.12290425437909702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24870403111036585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612531963583418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215225645027654,0.0,0.08696872886109751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13440093532119465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312311200425786,0.0,0.0,0.08163003517068446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582353519175583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449450029681396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104757885770249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129559043261206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164995916990799
anxiety,wandering_odyssey,2019/01/12,"Why does my mind downplay my pain why won’t my mind allow me to suffer? why is it so mean to me? i shame myself for having anxiety. i shame myself for the people i choose to be vulnerable with. i shame myself for being traumatized and feeling sad about things that have happened to me. as if i don’t have a right to be upset or hurt. i’m new to anxiety. this is something i’m just recently dealing with. and the hardest part so far has been trying to explain to people who can’t understand. it brings me literal physical pain to try to explain what goes on in my head. it hurts so bad. take that physical pain of feeling crazy trying to explain to someone else and turn the dial up a 1,000,000x... thats what it feels like trying to explain to myself and make me understand. it’s exhausting and no one will ever know just how exhausting because my mind will shame me if i try to share. like now. 

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anxiety,SlamDunkhorse,2019/01/12,"Does anyone else pick at the skin around their fingers? I’m not sure if this has been asked before, I’m somewhat new to this sub. 

I started doing it a few years ago during a really stressful time in my life, but it’s gotten so bad. I do it all day every day, usually without even realizing I’m doing it. I really want to stop but I’m having a hard time with it. I’ve even tried hypnosis with no luck. If you do/have done this, what helps you stop? ",0.9280208333333312,2.678599927083333,3.3200000000000003,90.25833333333335,80.97916666666666,6.3500000000000005,19.0,7.3871296695380915,0.3402375000000002,347,8,78,5,9,120,66,96,0.205,0.706,0.09,-0.8974,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,1,0,4,4,0,1,4,0,7,3,2,1,2,18,15,5,0,3,6,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,3,7,2,8,12,3,14,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,4,11,47,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17190619516732514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13559953783086098,0.1987029903390775,0.0,0.17263776231842395,0.18129726531520007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619224616812511,0.0,0.0,0.1650191396311168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501360871114817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16970841451339688,0.1984565103135511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620026420995176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561763091237126,0.0,0.16339339230121844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17372212842131735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998639810947868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697765851758406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18729765978796628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484715318467409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726381473257215,0.0,0.0,0.3242663489356386,0.2221448045169645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18277561485448007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261629053118897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166493683846733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21358519373451945,0.0,0.11438424071718553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18694045910467008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248837998635806
anxiety,abradolph,2019/01/12,"Constant anxiety/intrusive thoughts are getting to me Want to give a quick content warning for pet loss. I haven't lost my pet yet but I've been focused on it.

I have PTSD and GAD. I've been off medication for about two years and it's not doing me any favors, but my insurance is impossible so it can't be handled until I can get a job. Hopefully that will be soon but that's a whole thing of it's own. 

Lately, I've been struggling super hard with the idea of my cat dying. I know he's fine. He's almost 8 but the picture of health (minus his asthma that my fiance and I keep in check). It just seems like my Reddit and Facebook constantly have posts showing up about cat deaths. My cat is my baby. I got him when I was 17, when my therapist told my mom I needed a pet. He honestly saved my life. He can calm me when nothing else can and is just the best cat. But him dying has always scared me. When I was first given the okay from my mom to consider a pet, that was the clouding thought.

""What will I do when they die?""

I still don't have the answer. I don't think I ever will. I cry about it a lot. I don't want to lose my cat. Ever. But I know, someday, I will. And it seems like everyday that ticks by the faster our goodbye is coming. Even though he's fine! I wish I could just shut out the paranoia and thoughts of the inevitable. I want to enjoy what will probably be years left with him and not focus on the goodbye that could be a decade away. But my stupid brain won't let me. If anyone has tips or something I'd appreciate it. 

[Here's my cat Tax](https://imgur.com/wPaN5Io)",1.1160276480820317,3.1345319274924464,2.6885855534193905,93.65182550581345,81.68882175226587,5.703964112423327,20.906435960816623,6.850034144686104,0.30448358509567,1232,36,276,14,33,403,168,331,0.077,0.743,0.18,0.9893,1,0,1,0,0,0,48.0,1,0,1,6,21,19,1,2,17,1,39,5,1,0,2,50,62,25,4,9,14,2,1,2,0,6,4,0,4,0,17,12,0,1,10,1,1,1,8,6,0,2,13,1,45,13,26,36,4,31,0,3,0,0,15,9,0,7,22,187,62,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929614520754642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090820037215693,0.0,0.0,0.07422451160672748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631895181309924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254831683001198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454429081132797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184547678452877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940215004811049,0.0,0.23590083415850774,0.0,0.17429189544885804,0.0,0.11989416079334532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398357647957897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117930660950943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209134966247878,0.1974615722319209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284139410001957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405084801665155,0.10470488891223964,0.0,0.0,0.08729577789749851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777533876548446,0.0,0.0,0.1160194212762242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840877982491293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321502020928138,0.0,0.0,0.10831273608480664,0.0970159257478125,0.0,0.0,0.11996998078651235,0.0,0.12312391174369508,0.0,0.11858982708860265,0.11161141862319288,0.07709459403109739,0.1066485840537038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210890485350863,0.11914814218377966,0.09279388740647147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995531779500367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556660803872152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093199938897537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473063142121117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453379404798664,0.0,0.11768020882679732,0.0,0.1275883924379604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927637859174144,0.0,0.0,0.1987288245240696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402760865723886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871658850048277,0.0,0.0,0.11410538611793287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12672946042760722,0.07251320705424824,0.06993775252271517,0.10723754185761598,0.2599544111109252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042957723637739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662192113962438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931352900264689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186005549915775,0.1255150311214345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057571075078085
anxiety,Bkutcha,2019/01/12,"Biographical books based on anxiety? I enjoy reading self help books but I relate most to individuals and hearing about their own personal stories. That being said, are there any good biographical books that revolve or at least pertain to someone’s anxiety? ",7.1663953488372085,10.435923720930234,7.811802325581392,58.202819767441866,67.6046511627907,9.881395348837213,38.656976744186046,10.125756701596842,5.112632558139534,212,12,28,6,4,70,36,43,0.073,0.752,0.175,0.6966,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,2,5,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,0,19,5,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21834127191118946,0.0,0.4912413314535278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693015661815115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618736365124265,0.0,0.215209076899832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803493576886516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211608015986481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054148178166838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349501163771778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720448857786887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,g1234z,2019/01/12,OTC anti-anxiety meds Are there any OTC meds available for this? Preferably which I can walk down to my nearby cvs and get asap?,4.0368,5.82200568,4.388999999999999,85.85950000000003,72.2,6.6000000000000005,24.5,7.1686216300943375,1.0602,102,3,19,1,2,32,23,25,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27188517534610857,0.0,0.3058543040681388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088847345717607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8881997319144469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nekopaw,2019/01/12,"Exhausted, Angry and Tired Hello, I am an occasional lurker on this sub, this is my first post. I apologize for any errors that occur in the following text, I just need to vent. 

The title of this post is how I have been feeling the past month now. At the beginning of December, I began to experience severe anxiety attacks without any warning. It has persisted into the start of the new year. It is not continuous but rather sporadic. I have days where I do pretty good then it is subsequently followed by a day where I suffer from anxiety related issues. The thing of it is, the anxiety will flare up at any time of the day whether it be during the morning, afternoon or at night. If it occurs during the morning or afternoon I can deal with it through it is thoroughly unpleasant. The ones that flare up at night are the worse ones as it prevents me from being able to sleep. There is nothing like having your mind override all function and logic regardless of how tired you feel. 

To make matters worse in the whole ordeal is the fact that my anxiety is amplifying my phobias, with emetophobia taking center stage in all of it. Nothing like having anxiety giving you nausea making you feel like you are going to vomit and having a fear of vomiting. It is worse at night as most incidents involving vomiting occurred at night. I am aware things are alright but my mind does not accept the reality. 

So as you can imagine I am exhausted, angry and tired of this. I have tried different coping mechanisms (i.e., breathing methods, different distractions etc) and nothing works. As I said in the previous paragraph my mind does not accept the reality. I know going into the therapy would help me but at the moment I do not have the funding. I am currently looking for a job as I need an income but I am afraid my anxiety issues might cause me to mess up my interviews if I get called in for one. If anyone has any advice that could help it would be appreciated but if not just reading this helps as well (i.e., listening).  

Thanks for listening. ",5.869875477003411,7.0764001540470005,6.822885117493472,72.38300813416349,67.04177545691905,10.278730668809,32.74643502711388,10.389873798559362,3.681561638883309,1621,69,277,42,26,541,189,383,0.195,0.71,0.095,-0.9916,6,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,6,0,3,11,17,1,3,26,1,40,10,2,5,3,59,63,27,0,11,21,0,3,3,0,4,8,3,0,0,23,9,0,1,8,1,1,4,6,8,1,4,3,7,35,9,50,52,5,51,0,1,1,0,19,21,0,8,26,217,58,4,0.08031173396443353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847969693696538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21845893241008266,0.0,0.3686295399594545,0.0,0.0,0.056155831728756885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913661915629026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200725976784819,0.0,0.0,0.08250227366675758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412238454533026,0.0,0.0,0.15538327314923764,0.08279787124092655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16781733702320814,0.0,0.0,0.14056267920700075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956881281845422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856028643072703,0.0,0.09037302870110524,0.12182407737006574,0.05737471879123453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06831311988287883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04195956625183782,0.07704233330317721,0.09128601839324613,0.06736167208495737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149378713299273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676491692306462,0.07969700365585583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04413722865356004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770876953793627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06744162950306318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721741210418803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519805817818489,0.24327587100676645,0.0,0.06410405983177521,0.0,0.0,0.1191002662166829,0.0,0.07756557311694051,0.0,0.30146848743823546,0.0,0.2311838242749508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632639282549354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766666375311691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15383288184835156,0.08170590603136875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033346746022536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763948502022001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072939955359237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036973413822075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056845058662252215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06038442902264057,0.0,0.0,0.07394025441269875,0.09184346702534764,0.0,0.1067110948646953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046830417924517385,0.2769195715763498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05452639556117747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220989388553313,0.0,0.0,0.08966518287392321,0.0,0.07741764561080404,0.0,0.058467898834242665,0.0,0.2455335543994266,0.11410230310423344,0.0,0.0,0.0517181235494662
anxiety,Vanitaskitten,2019/01/12,"My fear of going to prison (long) So awhile ago I was browsing though 4chan (stupid, I know) and I saw this post that said something like ""Got what I wanted, time to selfdestruct"" with a facebook login and password. I thought I was just someone hacked someones account and put funny stuff or something idk so I went on facebook and logged into it. All there was was just a normal looking facebook, nothing out the ordinary. I didnt wanna go into the messages so I just logged out. Then a while later I remembered that facebook keeps up addresses in its settings so I wanted to go back and erase mine but when I tried to log in the account wasnt there. I thought the person either changed the email and password or just deleted it all together. So I had the fear that people from 4chan were doing something bad on there and my IP adress was on there. So I felt like crap for months til I found that sprint only keeps ip records for 2 months. I was ok for a couple days until i had the random thought of what if there was some fbi guys who wanted to get away with something so they made that account, when i logged in it they got my name from my IP address, and used my name in their wrongdoings. Now after that thought I have the fear of going to prison for something I didnt do. Since that day I logged in I haven't gone back on 4chan and I stay here where it feels safer. And if anyone has advice please comment. And thanks for reading.",2.932377622377622,4.8855922657342665,3.1471244755244747,92.87514825174826,75.64335664335664,5.41516083916084,24.37706293706293,5.927762680638738,0.4690617062937061,1132,37,232,6,25,346,144,286,0.101,0.828,0.071,-0.8640000000000001,0,0,5,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,3,0,24,10,2,3,12,1,18,1,1,2,2,51,46,30,0,7,10,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,2,17,17,0,2,9,1,3,7,4,6,0,0,26,5,33,4,37,20,4,44,0,0,2,0,12,16,1,6,20,163,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268368651177552,0.09314773901452207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347489919176359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872681768248442,0.16160121120122495,0.08773803170149483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116149354614543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626984415365856,0.0,0.1355367730505311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547351522923508,0.05313198130000248,0.0,0.10089399274137427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521561161169624,0.0,0.0,0.054900351496443886,0.0,0.23887923275567924,0.0,0.16808533997146413,0.0,0.0,0.1040464569599814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18680118620530287,0.0,0.0,0.057749628597584174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267428700383772,0.0,0.0,0.09299315141018953,0.08824135938366469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942994036430476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16774889406581428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295681799835664,0.1008278075517603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991864064666425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284975673022752,0.09175245218034564,0.0,0.115347101345452,0.0,0.0,0.10063830539258152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563517083952016,0.0,0.0,0.10510917996682913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190359982606714,0.0,0.09995585043578144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692387700125391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780691461475542,0.4044814511168317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200209126669657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029231110326973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674423068698547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103241297087737,0.3336894912219551,0.06127342664484198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134292724038027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075602390474163,0.0,0.0,0.18593803541509304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741090209953288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,seriously_a,2019/01/12,"Alcohol and Zoloft Hello, been on Zoloft 25MG daily for last 9-10 months just to take the edge off. It’s worked wonders for me. 

I used to drink once in a while, socially (like 1-2 drinks every 6 months) but haven’t drank since starting Zoloft. 

I have a dinner party tonight with my wife’s work and am really craving a Blue Moon. 

Does anyone else have experience with low dose Zoloft and 1-2 drinks per sitting?

I know the rx label says not to drink, but I’m looking for others’ anecdotal experience. 

Thanks ",4.505757142857141,5.588691890000002,4.967428571428575,84.89300000000001,70.1,8.114285714285714,25.285714285714285,8.418075326091056,1.4525714285714288,399,11,81,6,7,127,74,100,0.028,0.892,0.08,0.6956,0,0,5,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,5,0,5,13,0,1,0,12,14,6,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,0,2,5,7,0,2,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,5,2,11,12,0,11,0,1,2,0,4,4,0,1,7,36,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17256939367678792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290820399863948,0.1654518748900798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130927429904072,0.0,0.0,0.6327424331686503,0.0,0.0,0.13489299193118626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360510128949498,0.0,0.0,0.3159102295681885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874332483973826,0.1316249935391847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788893177804026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13559968800236105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577781876542171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719673253631769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344605466354832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12841268575448128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13357512490347725,0.0,0.0,0.1646050741598922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429397948825078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141031876014913,0.0,0.0,0.14866597238315185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394639499184322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17511450125864558,0.2351137983614947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tryingmybessst,2019/01/12,"Don’t know where else to post but re: being too TMI. Hi all! I don’t really know where to post but I wanted to ask if anyone feels like they’re TOO TMI sometimes and feel TOO comfortable sharing details about things that may not be comfortable for other people?

I am completely comfortable talking about things that many people don’t dare to, for some reason. Trying to understand why that is or how I learned to be this way. ",4.7806425702811275,6.146493108433738,5.017048192771085,83.73151606425706,69.72289156626506,8.424899598393575,25.88152610441768,8.841846274778883,1.838535742971888,340,10,65,6,6,107,55,83,0.054000000000000006,0.726,0.22,0.9552,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,2,1,18,16,6,0,2,5,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,7,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,4,5,10,12,2,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,4,1,44,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527530618363506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20423161334072948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229052278827291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18249619432440112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22092096523534668,0.15606863432623022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240120985131802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672904545787087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22148523937735068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30290680264922304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4184506397652005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13995175749087205,0.22461436786342845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160635874044542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17559073545904147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902716596065332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14832072852381267,0.0,0.0,0.2274256816178801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885400108937312,0.17340423135972444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19712713909344606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lizzybunny,2019/01/12,"Agoraphobia My name is Lizz and I am a 19 year old college student. 
I attend Meredith College, which is roughly only about 40 minutes from my home (twenty if you take the freeway but doing so I almost impossible for someone with agoraphobia) 
When I was 16 my agoraphobia started to develop and I became completely housebound for a year. In the first 6 months of that year I couldn’t even step off of my front porch without having severe panic attacks. However, I was eventually able to get better with slow exposure therapy. 
I went back to high school and made straight A’s , got accepted into college, financed my first car, and even took a trip to the beach the summer of my senior year with my mom and one of my best friends (still avoiding highway of course). 
Since I started college, I have experienced yet another anxiety attack that completely traumatized me, and since then my agoraphobic symptoms have began again. 
I have gone from being able to drive almost anywhere alone, to being unable to drive anywhere except work, and that’s only if my mom was following behind me. Typically though, I prefer that she stay in the car with me. 
Last night while she was following me home from work, I had to pull over and she had to leave her car to ride back home with me. She took an Uber back to her car afterwards. 
In that moment I felt so defeated and embarrassed. Almost helpless. 
Some days are worse, some days are better, but lately I have felt so trapped and confused. I missed my first two days of class of my new semester because of this. 
I have started therapy again and I have seen her twice so far. 

This is the hardest and most degrading thing I have ever gone through, and I was just wondering if anyone else has gone through this or could share their stories and struggles with anxiety. 

Thanks for listening and reading 
I appreciate you guys 
:) ",5.661565217391306,7.261855794202901,5.935768115942032,77.08539130434784,67.86956521739131,8.998260869565216,32.35072463768116,9.3871,3.08508463768116,1479,64,257,30,25,472,182,345,0.154,0.733,0.113,-0.9533,1,3,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,2,1,9,18,18,2,5,11,0,27,1,0,1,1,49,50,29,0,6,9,2,3,0,1,0,1,1,4,1,10,22,0,1,5,2,1,20,2,11,0,6,19,6,48,7,43,27,4,66,0,3,1,0,17,9,0,12,36,189,58,12,0.17668655343053932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653890914113809,0.09149699173877356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263562842815548,0.135164729761999,0.0,0.0,0.06177167316281192,0.09051812692023346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20100646182627285,0.0,0.20379158006702547,0.0,0.05385324151297935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271081856563172,0.15626489822884612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18525248966956767,0.0,0.0,0.0705349178992913,0.0,0.0,0.17092231507324368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737994717339359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669980217029895,0.07991155153700392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16964679944494382,0.0,0.0,0.2254342381314736,0.0,0.0,0.0682537964452443,0.0,0.04615571584944729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07065618870111574,0.0,0.0,0.08747373325829644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333952223214696,0.26584652884774906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720115615430188,0.0996550640971071,0.09354277427930084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359254447905683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069331559371022,0.07051476063010521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532248715340872,0.0,0.08290418065959164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927014079739689,0.0,0.059863690644238514,0.1343780856849507,0.0,0.10365180060305773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836718366059322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940811245829983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998027567742829,0.0,0.146156942826206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748529716760792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18758947787825314,0.09416217853148644,0.07055105490247708,0.0,0.0,0.0923555742046187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182249054367783,0.0664231496334413,0.0,0.0,0.08133461990586917,0.20205647223364026,0.0,0.058691347558228885,0.0,0.0867968208294371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19630526200274154,0.0,0.0,0.08629854457064935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818951025884706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515976621633865,0.09580451512582927,0.12862991522412773,0.0,0.0900293463501375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275606950261281
anxiety,kseoudy,2019/01/12,"Cipralex and weight gain? Hi everyone,

I want to know if anyone has experienced weight gain while on Cipralex.

I have been on it for around 6 months, and it's been great, however, for a few months I have been putting on some weight and given that I've always been on the skinny side, I'm wondering if it's related.

Thanks guys

Best",2.7672727272727258,4.8506699696969715,3.1818181818181834,91.8427272727273,76.57575757575758,7.4303030303030315,23.12121212121212,8.344100000000001,1.1781393939393945,262,8,57,5,6,81,43,66,0.0,0.725,0.275,0.9601,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,2,0,7,4,1,0,0,10,13,6,0,3,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,3,3,8,8,3,10,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,4,3,33,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393486429990806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775965516593933,0.0,0.0,0.17538790313039576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20675836903576605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882592631943452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172131803443256,0.0,0.19507892068876134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082760100262386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145159783160988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19805763421692005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813878209475269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162063957568374,0.0,0.0,0.7197450043905929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21365775429602216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mdmeray,2019/01/12,"I just can’t go outside Since my depression I did not leave my house for like weeks because I just did not want to be confronted with my anxieties. Whenever I do “too much” my body reacts with physical anxiety and I just want to stay home and do nothing - since one year. 

Now I am seeking help. I have been suffering from Depression and anxiety like 10 years. Since my childhood. Now I am 23 and I don’t know what to do with my life. 

I need advices. I take medication but they just help me stay stable so I don’t fall into a dark hole. I did therapy 5 years long but nothing ever helped me really. I am afraid that my life will go on like this forever. I just want to cry. I wish I did not exist. 

Am I the only one that suffers so much? Or are many people dealing with those mental disorders? ",0.8686366734833015,3.1166029018404906,3.07172801635992,89.16876448534425,84.39877300613497,7.057805044308113,22.552488070892977,8.167268648758528,1.4035060668029995,615,22,132,14,18,209,92,163,0.149,0.732,0.119,-0.2001,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,11,9,1,1,2,0,19,4,1,1,1,28,28,9,0,5,11,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,5,9,0,0,1,0,0,3,6,6,0,2,5,0,28,3,12,21,2,16,0,4,0,0,5,2,0,1,12,91,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274203115818365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882677956559387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656906377479153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952142976553328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797375619499325,0.0,0.12949564394785815,0.21637082208714284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395688464237913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361902299798783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277108285637066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525758409598841,0.0,0.12599439544565624,0.0,0.0,0.14493399682667849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903050478115957,0.0,0.0,0.13300002837779898,0.0,0.0,0.1774403465592132,0.1840961933099878,0.0,0.0,0.1111585362352395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273461198520591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653617248249588,0.12658264755027587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18467168324856648,0.09313624515304687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410472455078885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702295578856977,0.0955300361099485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708030860795272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046727327311651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117110491953708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677614067637138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444108167898682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14364293099086906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22225937645697585,0.0,0.10075462525595502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444422329508228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426610109331865
anxiety,rejectorcon-,2019/01/12,For those of us with anxiety/depression how are you doing career wise? I haven't worked in about a year. The whole process of finding a job and getting an interview is frightening. But I need one and I need move out. Has anyone overcome that feat? How?,1.198367346938774,3.851836591836737,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857146,91.24489795918369,6.06530612244898,23.3265306122449,7.447530270364453,1.389889795918367,199,8,39,4,7,63,42,49,0.08,0.8540000000000001,0.066,-0.163,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,2,0,10,8,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,7,8,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,30,7,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132616086809729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26269422642538737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27876253607381035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15934880355160724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026633331475979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241644774054885,0.0,0.4523041256050896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066744563437896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36687489526274303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.340519240009301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220420885548336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19640863444770906
anxiety,mynameisslimshady12,2019/01/12,Foods that make anxiety worse? I’ve noticed raw kale smoothies give me the worst panic attacks- like serious guilt/fears over unrealistic situations. Anyone else? ,6.2757692307692325,10.177302346153848,6.460384615384616,60.32211538461542,83.23076923076924,10.292307692307693,33.42307692307692,9.516144504307137,5.2868,135,7,17,5,4,43,26,26,0.462,0.469,0.069,-0.9226,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087962369046968,0.0,0.0,0.1908440600800596,0.2796564504051572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105055061091305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22800403641886385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30713026925427184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33003678667846875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618262651088154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13334334591257413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821877230496247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107408498604521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202330364204082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30679288657428444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781463590686396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mo1s7,2019/01/12,How can I stop being irritated and annoyed all the time. My mind can process situations properly. I know what is the ethical and moral thing to do. My body however just wants to cuss at people and bitch slap everyone.,3.5689024390243915,6.122735097560978,5.1001829268292695,76.75320121951222,76.07317073170732,9.953658536585364,29.76219512195122,10.125756701596842,3.6490439024390238,173,8,32,6,4,58,34,41,0.234,0.667,0.099,-0.7717,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,2,0,5,1,1,1,1,10,7,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,6,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4186155519904455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3601136643714116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071168773980185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3805293949974097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26127292070240593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42361558689417134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150786455659453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250374450620573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21975484695475775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222865971603684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fifipie,2019/01/12,"Anxiety about dating/new relationships I recently met a guy I really like but this honestly gives me so much anxiety. I’m very afraid of going on dates and getting physical. I also get really nervous around them and I’ve ended new relationships because of this in the past. I really don’t want to do that again though, do you have any advice? ",2.9092857142857165,5.560530318181819,5.2507792207792265,74.21045454545455,79.15151515151516,9.832034632034633,24.58008658008658,9.957137785484203,3.220245021645022,275,10,48,10,7,96,51,66,0.105,0.777,0.118,0.2161,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,0,6,4,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,11,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,7,2,7,10,1,10,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,7,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903419799841338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557697661033286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246071074138333,0.0,0.2980205040499403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17340024957853614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873933539231242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725219959759172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20353460146680005,0.18685584725566293,0.11070099760830188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19286811080575775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516227818490193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431896372613975,0.0,0.0,0.3762497905041845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18594464754533369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743534298937216,0.0,0.1923270242694419,0.4182531177759628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19137560766827846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16071830515291952,0.11488944030465233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LITE0SPEED,2019/01/12,"Anxiety after psychiatrist visit So last week I visited a psychiatrist and was diagnosed with depression, been getting Diazepam injections everyday since then. Thing is, I don't feel anything, just fatigue. This brings me so much anxiety knowing that the one thing that's supposed to be helping me cope with my mental illness isn't doing anything, my anxiety has been off the charts these last couple of days, especially today. Starting to experience thoughts of complete hopelessness for this reason.. Also I could really use a hug right now. I love you all.",7.750580357142859,9.909833968750004,7.827321428571429,63.37125000000003,63.47916666666666,11.31904761904762,39.75595238095238,11.20814326018867,5.471570238095239,455,25,63,14,7,147,74,96,0.173,0.7340000000000001,0.093,-0.7490000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,1,12.0,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,4,0,10,5,0,2,1,11,18,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,3,0,1,4,1,9,2,9,12,2,15,0,3,0,2,5,2,0,0,10,49,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14710140989569212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4221541582192269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027434817577562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928636979291309,0.0,0.0,0.1468657735553197,0.20353255679672133,0.0,0.11862983974802001,0.0,0.15843226964280935,0.18670114047397676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17993431341000338,0.0,0.0,0.09300853613748318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610410154453043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329500917056575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109181489048648,0.2998807968003103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16601828890097242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18537412720749374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352213465457223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464645166094085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784040577794308,0.1891269443637314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570887295949324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15216188738816874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13019780178834894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444108653376633,0.0,0.0,0.1460324382022158,0.0,0.0,0.17435913399892786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588701328749067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14755024547517506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TriHard_9891,2019/01/12,"I just got prescribed 25mg of Sertraline (Zoloft). This is the start... I hope this helps me out in the long run to make me feel that I actually exist in this world. I will be taking this for 2 months, until upping the dosage (if needed).  Today i'm calling and setting up an appt. with a mental health specialist.

I had an episode of brain fog or just not feeling normal for the past 2-3 weeks. I felt like I was high from marijuana without smoking marijuana. I went to urgent care last night because I was panicking and I had a reading of 138/83 for blood pressure.  I'm 5'9"" 123 lbs. and I never really talked to anyone about my mental health since I was 14, i'm 29 right now. I have had a huge issue with health anxiety for the past 3 months and severe depression for around 5-7 years. I rarely ever go outside or exercise and I feel like laying in bed all day as well as never being able to sleep (insomnia). One thing that i've noticed is when i'm around animals it makes me happy and whole again. That's another thing that i'm going to start doing. I'm looking at being a volunteer at a local adoption center for animals as a start. I just want to feel normal again. I have had suicidal thoughts in the past but never thought of planning to kill myself, which is a great thing. Wish me luck. ",2.4764537006306,4.3357670801526735,4.075509459010957,86.13236807168937,76.67175572519083,6.999269830733489,23.60504480584136,7.893859768569023,1.2368398274145371,1013,32,205,16,23,338,153,262,0.077,0.802,0.121,0.8525,0,0,0,0,0,1,34.0,0,0,0,1,12,11,1,1,15,0,17,9,3,2,5,41,46,15,2,7,9,0,5,2,0,1,6,0,1,0,13,11,0,0,7,2,0,4,5,3,1,1,12,6,23,8,37,30,2,46,0,1,1,0,3,17,0,5,26,131,36,1,0.1021293663679129,0.0,0.0996635292368696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709154546025218,0.07812868573108485,0.0,0.0,0.07141122759049039,0.0,0.0,0.18183357750100207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06225711380737273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401014907595144,0.10428550180934007,0.0,0.10412769557755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586499235562819,0.0,0.08796387360105687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238185889634754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065587051189031,0.07296123973964927,0.09806020773656576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11608494495811288,0.0,0.08168218397959172,0.11259798696896005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087186095864942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256762219938426,0.0,0.0,0.06845516148176338,0.10790528285900912,0.0,0.10143750490498044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659652444570196,0.0,0.0,0.11299101216159498,0.0,0.0,0.08324906461479813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979049930760983,0.0,0.0,0.09038127541186736,0.08576294581085335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13634429019621724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20584476043105526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16303737172775554,0.0,0.0,0.07572763108530503,0.2363053902559756,0.0,0.0,0.09584149190327244,0.2001301898457731,0.0,0.1162749605187514,0.0,0.0,0.06920550177967408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924821091305638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215700402488546,0.0,0.06542668726717124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721792085282032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537711402736175,0.0,0.08448246723528909,0.0,0.10220312297489567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168630735165179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171295053957696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678857335220271,0.0820877160948879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20355063883536548,0.0,0.0,0.16215861787039507,0.0,0.0,0.09680669764341487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060238546364435715,0.0,0.08192201735192578,0.0,0.09182656560857813,0.09467494581339286,0.0,0.11402379029983635,0.11744373108517744,0.09844906468373024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06576796349813033
anxiety,tjgt1789,2019/01/12,"Exercising and health anxiety Hello everyone. This is my first post in this community. I’m fairly new to Reddit and only uses it to read stuff. 

So here’s my story, i developed PTSD from a workplace robbery that eventually turned into GAD—one of which is health anxiety. I used to workout, hike, etc., but since my panic attack episodes, I gradually stopped. I’ve been thinking about going back into working out, mainly at the gym, but I’m really nervous about it. I have so many what if thoughts going in my head that’s stopping me from starting. For example, “what if my heart beats too fast? What if I faint coz I’m not used to it? What if I get dizzy?” Thoughts like that 😑 

How did you start exercising again and how did you deal with the intrusive thoughts when you feel physical sensations that are the same as anxiety symptoms? ",4.206705370101595,6.1500586981132095,5.2101886792452845,79.49246734397681,72.08176100628931,8.665892597968071,29.84083212385099,9.265573868473778,2.770424866956942,659,28,122,15,13,216,105,159,0.149,0.831,0.02,-0.9568,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,0,3,11,4,1,2,4,0,7,8,2,6,0,28,24,15,0,4,7,0,1,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,15,7,0,2,5,5,0,2,1,3,0,1,6,1,15,1,18,18,3,19,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,4,11,82,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241503977232192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16068374410161604,0.0,0.10860677082728427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561482455439814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15752273299579805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13496326989838694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07141645627226811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201408057649678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379338123755892,0.0,0.16054274528294438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495556241328786,0.3002683639475397,0.0,0.16737305289146132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900395532676608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319773495552895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641289506126486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742129251410658,0.0,0.16571765158642798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352712803199027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165104934305917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14128073095054447,0.0,0.09048356780830133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683726277445955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999443492889419,0.0,0.0,0.2361701234245681,0.0,0.0,0.16168888051227884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680504735261096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050249646637026,0.0,0.33639232495128657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15363129068190132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36596453514736144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282622853960792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,popandlockandtwist,2019/01/12,"""Does she have any interests besides work?"" Apparently my best (and only) friend's boyfriend asked her this about *moi*. And she then asked me because she couldn't come up with anything.

Well I guess I don't, but at least now I know it's not just my anxiety telling me I'm a boring POS lol.",1.5283615819209049,3.7131391525423725,2.4450000000000003,95.04738700564974,81.20338983050847,5.967231638418079,23.39265536723164,7.1686216300943375,0.6850655367231635,226,8,51,3,6,71,48,59,0.051,0.758,0.192,0.7333,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,10,9,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,11,4,4,8,2,5,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,2,31,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18864531935956186,0.0,0.21221452326329052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282811707575104,0.0,0.5186735744635081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16910387782350034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.291120060653373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389603596033043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24275950831128815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214322876967116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055935413042134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524548619393061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21097945773929885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424647198967064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494209477758624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20195457931038024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,loreloc,2019/01/12,"Weird anxiety symptoms Hi. I'm writing this because I have some uncommon anxiety symptoms. I have social anxiety and I feel the anxiety when I am in front of strange people or when I try to socialize in group. My symptoms include: headache and tingling arms and feet. However my heart doesn't start racing or something like that.

My weirdest symptom is dissociation. When I am anxious my mind just go blank and I go on auto-pilot mode. It is very annoying because I don't feel myself anymore. Is this survival ""flight"" mode ?

Anyone just dissociate when anxious like me ? If yes, how do you cope ?

What are your weirdest anxiety symptoms ?",2.780948275862066,5.8171958017241385,4.021982758620691,79.14004310344829,86.67241379310344,6.693103448275862,33.11206896551724,7.8658589789855275,3.2430620689655174,507,30,81,11,16,165,75,116,0.197,0.7390000000000001,0.064,-0.8765,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,1,7,4,1,0,1,1,11,9,3,1,0,15,17,12,0,1,5,0,2,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,2,16,2,5,17,1,11,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,4,7,53,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4847274851395657,0.2863299583338193,0.12567872812725905,0.08861018059310681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450271011477554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815354658671124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404328680451142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15017162325523464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238244245825166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279577335676545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785626344558467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25836360567785743,0.0,0.0975603228429937,0.0,0.0,0.08969773501384172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6585872660546981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860390383158175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045627113758767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,613throwaway321,2019/01/12,"Help applying for disability Throwaway because I’m embarrassed.

I have severe anxiety. I can’t fathom working. I want money, yes, but I am so fucking scared. Interacting with people fucking terrifies me. I interned at a law office my senior year of college and I quit after the first day. I left the office shaking and crying, it was all too much. I managed to go back for another month but every day I was completely drained, depressed and suicidal. I never want to feel like that again so I avoid interacting/working/leaving my house at all costs.

I live with my parents who despise me for being worthless. I make a little bit of money through eBay, about $200-400 a month (varies). Other than that I have never had a real job. Is it possible for me to get disability? I feel stupid even asking and I feel like a burden... but I don’t know what else to do. I would rather kill myself before I work. Not an exaggeration. 

Please someone help me figure out what to do... Should I even apply? How do I get the documentation they need from my past doctor/therapist?",1.957241379310343,4.6831067536945845,3.910790147783248,81.48679605911329,84.91133004926107,6.203665024630543,24.376157635467976,7.554174236665415,1.6368511921182267,833,33,148,15,25,281,128,203,0.273,0.654,0.073,-0.9941,2,1,0,0,0,1,36.0,0,0,1,4,10,14,5,4,9,1,15,2,0,2,4,31,30,10,2,6,5,1,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,1,5,0,3,2,5,12,0,1,3,3,31,2,21,24,4,20,0,2,0,2,7,5,2,0,15,107,39,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663966827305435,0.09968553217739703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182071825640108,0.0,0.0,0.10019907879826973,0.0,0.07943476155579955,0.0,0.1108828094067813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226297019884268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662582725845482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14313760524149952,0.16807621306801715,0.0,0.11223439214743956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333761193303689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088559068206932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17213487430970112,0.0,0.10979040623629044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976634534387742,0.18618462460263369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084021716174096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409359422799356,0.13616147069083814,0.0,0.0740572390771013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746858823681503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15035834202071724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293109318898064,0.0,0.14416688407328387,0.0,0.07161406209035004,0.0,0.0,0.13797772912802994,0.14158040511017336,0.0,0.0,0.12732415676319775,0.13060320136913986,0.11506466167592475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698183644315254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080217658009201,0.0,0.09579163177510044,0.09662199145721387,0.20100366776196069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14469200331379833,0.0,0.12439406614109327,0.0903394035327814,0.0,0.0,0.14303943901105287,0.0,0.14690308705229588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385989717221258,0.0,0.148319432060645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304613922611777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472113463228748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040984330347728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14253618656757014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129803953022805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15371848369752936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897320636179105,0.0,0.0,0.09256731412949086,0.0,0.0,0.083914305996399
anxiety,oMc_fRie,2019/01/12,"Does Anyone Ever Experience Very Specific Symptoms? For example, right arm numbness or right leg tingling. Does anyone ever get symptoms that seem to effect a very specific body part from anxiety? Every time I have a new or different feeling somewhere in my body, I start freaking out and immediately Google my symptoms. Right now, I'm having tingling and numbness in my right arm/right leg/abdomen. I can't stop the spiral. ",6.3603999999999985,8.722732173333334,6.749000000000002,68.93950000000002,67.26666666666667,8.733333333333334,36.5,9.2995712137729,3.9974000000000007,343,18,49,7,6,111,50,75,0.125,0.828,0.047,-0.688,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,3,11,4,1,2,11,8,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,6,0,6,8,1,14,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,3,7,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582976472415312,0.0,0.0,0.1934611684260726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30732923292660536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453591507414293,0.0,0.0,0.242124631755388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502730028105548,0.11655746432971699,0.0,0.0,0.1353231208308544,0.0,0.0,0.06994888932248428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227696985186692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336096888148919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14980880026887558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5907082627342448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259395919329424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791780416651127,0.0,0.0,0.11565848186111567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4313648651272004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066719956459087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282900698449648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,imadedesk,2019/01/12,"In stressful situations, I overreact and say things that I wouldn’t have said if I weren’t in panic mode and end up regretting them. Example: My cat got attacked by a dog, vets are closed. Only thing noticeably wrong with her is a big cut in her mouth.  I tell my girlfriend how I think she will die and I hope that she is still alive when I wake up the next day to bring her to the vet. Hours later, with a more clear mind, I can see that she is fine and is not gravely harmed in any way. 

(Bringing her to the vet first thing in the morning btw don’t worry about that I love my kitties.)

I always feel like a fool after overreacting so much in these situations and saying crazy things. I like to consider myself a smart person who can think clearly in a stressful situation, but I lose my critical thinking when I’m panicking.

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anxiety,JesterParapet,2019/01/12,"Do I need medication? Hi! This is kinda a rant/messed up jumble of words. I’ve been struggling with anxiety + depression for past 2-4 years. I believe it stemmed from an abusive online friend but it’s honestly kinda hard to remember when it started because for the longest time I didn’t know that it wasn’t normal to constantly feel like shit. Didn’t know that it had a name haha. I’m 16 and I haven’t really been to school since Halloween. I went a couple days because my parents insisted. But I’m honestly just terrified of going. Plus being depressed all I want is to lay in bed and chill. I ended up going to ER because I didn’t know what else to do after being told by my dr that I just needed to keep trying and exercise more and stop worrying about my grades. Which honestly just pissed me off more because when I tried to explain how I felt he just told me I don’t listen. I get panic attacks but not super often. Usually it’s something to do with my OCD... like when my mom sprayed some ant killer stuff in my room. Chemicals are perceived as “unclean” by me. Same with Lysol wipes and other cleaners. Which sounds bonkers but I was hyperventilating, thinking all the worst case extreme scenarios (im going to die from the poison oh no) and just entirely ruined my mood for the whole day. I’d say I have a panic attack a couple times a week. I saw a psychiatrist and a social worker/therapist. But it was just intro getting to know eachother stuff. It takes months to get appointments where I live! Also because of my age they don’t want to put me on meds untill after I start therapy and see how it goes. Things have gone so slow though I finally am getting therapy starting March and I don’t know how I’m going to last that long. I can’t bring this stuff up with my parents either as my dad thinks it’s all made up and my mom is bi polar/depressed/who knows and when I tell her she freaks out and tells me I’m too privledged to have mental health problems. It’s all so tough and I’m afraid to open up to the drs. Basically they know my symptoms and that my parents marital problems have stressed me out but there have been months at a time in my life where I have been suicidal and I even went through a month recently where I self harmed. What do you guys think? I’m terrified and don’t trust telling anyone this stuff. Because of my anxiety I have no friends, I get so sick to my stomach I won’t eat for a few days at a time, I’m constantly exhausted and melatonin didn’t help fix my sleep schedule which is all over the place sometimes sleeping at 2am or 7am or taking naps in the evening after an all nighter. My hands are so dry from excessive habdwashing that they are bleeding and it’s hard to play video games because it hurts so much. But honestly my worst fear is that I’m messed up and I’m not really sick or suffering and just being lazy/exaggerating like my whole family says. I want help but I’m afraid of meds because I know people who got addicted or had really bad problems with it and my family keeps telling me it will mess with my brain and Il never be normal if I take them. Sorry for all this craziness x.x I’m not sure where to go or how to get help. But I think my problems are pretty bad and I wish it didn’t take so long to get treatment. 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anxiety,Sea_Grab,2019/01/12,"Inability to communicate what I want to say/ Organize thoughts I'm a student in a technical field. I just messed up a check-in with my professor. I knew the material. I had worked on the stuff for months. I just couldn't explain it.

Often times, I just come off sounding like an idiot. I freeze. I forget words. 

Has anyone come out ahead w/ similar issues? How'd you do it?",0.2387387387387357,2.6028329189189168,2.6014864864864857,87.39475225225227,98.18918918918921,6.250450450450451,21.03153153153153,7.492282038375204,1.3072828828828826,292,11,59,7,12,99,57,74,0.158,0.769,0.07400000000000001,-0.7691,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,2,4,3,1,0,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,15,11,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,3,3,10,1,10,7,0,10,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,4,38,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23036103187339066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.567588766736556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438630897965269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609539785780345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629660520647089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619940602048033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37714459246635423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615486933931486,0.19210655534872206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19431977529696465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398455350457919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gryffindor3,2019/01/12,"anxiety about bathrooms? This might seem like a weird one, but I wanted to see if anyone else struggles with the same thing. I’ve got a lot of bathroom anxiety, and start to freak out if I’m in a place without a bathroom. Like most of us, my stomach is super reactive to how I’m feeling and being anxious about whether there’s a bathroom or not makes it worse. It makes long car drives super hard. To make matters worse, I live in an apartment with one bathroom and I get very stressed out when my roommates shower because I’m afraid I’ll have to use the bathroom. Sometimes I get the feeling of needing to go, even though I’ve just gone. 

I dunno, I just want to be able to do normal things without feeling like I’m going to lose it if there isn’t a bathroom. It sucks, y’all. ",3.926329331046311,4.784156578616353,4.518970840480275,88.40891938250431,71.26415094339623,6.5365351629502575,30.806746712407087,6.11248444174946,1.4364540880503152,612,26,126,3,11,195,95,159,0.166,0.66,0.173,0.3088,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,1,0,3,10,12,1,3,10,0,7,1,1,5,0,37,31,12,0,7,11,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,7,0,0,4,0,0,5,4,7,0,2,2,5,10,5,22,26,3,14,0,1,1,0,2,6,1,9,6,79,17,0,0.1417437145299688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21686710729163708,0.1601300516745802,0.0,0.09911050090487268,0.14523318603317548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864056527598758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840868533359995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936203866302346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21500964296533026,0.10126173798194306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481104811716728,0.0,0.1611124389051289,0.0,0.11336539704436285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697452691596728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077464575033076,0.0,0.12516229679519514,0.12543872694444902,0.0,0.15857495992102272,0.0,0.1205054372901806,0.0,0.0,0.2838450903202072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036768154282867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510116829588656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388787451991877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920984186433436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14809201307203385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295138885980036,0.12903815418647085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401881580475349,0.0,0.10032693069520683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16236694609205793,0.1481813062866407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18833645123862292,0.0,0.13926247985354714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705002361363003,0.122421059277096,0.0,0.11695340908989127,0.1672082305655718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732717653412828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888979092207001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,slates07,2019/01/12,"Cannabis induced anxiety disorder I told my story here a few times, in short:
29M smoking daily for 1 year 3-5 grams a month. 
I quit 3 months ago, since quitting I experience anxiety all day every day. Never had it before, never had it during smoking.

Found this link that describes exactly what I’m going through: 
[cannabis induced anxiety disorder](https://www.google.com/amp/s/www.epainassist.com/amp/addiction-and-rehab/what-is-marijuana-induced-anxiety-disorders-and-how-is-it-treated)

Has anyone has experience with it? Is it curable?",8.926959706959707,10.678435120879124,8.867857142857146,58.49797619047621,60.42857142857143,11.780952380952382,42.63919413919414,11.538034831475384,5.868229304029305,440,25,59,13,6,143,65,91,0.122,0.878,0.0,-0.7319,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,2,4,9,9,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,0,4,0,4,5,2,12,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,9,27,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547640626209759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37833775744410497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40068407082342056,0.0,0.0,0.12207783055057478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485637701112009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22519303048855666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000959920976095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14710013896442706,0.0,0.0,0.3415662822418397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191429618357206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922388060135004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787131563306505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693101198342279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37139725955239816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14442317640563168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180520255876174,0.0,0.0,0.16682883246282712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124306439545133
anxiety,itsajillsandwich,2019/01/12,Can't sleep alone anymore I've been with my SO for almost 2 years and we've lived together for 8 months and I've noticed that it's very difficult and sometimes impossible for me to fall asleep without him. So if he's out late with his friends I'm not able to actually sleep until he's home. And if I have to stay somewhere else without him I take sleeping pills to help me sleep. Anyone else experience this anxious need to sleep next to your SO?,4.615905797101451,5.213791967391302,5.268260869565221,84.60210144927538,69.54347826086956,8.307246376811595,30.55072463768116,8.344100000000001,2.0127550724637686,359,14,76,5,6,116,62,92,0.058,0.856,0.086,0.3605,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,7,6,0,0,14,6,10,0,3,5,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,9,1,15,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,3,5,40,12,0,0.13891398572834565,0.0,0.1355600114875166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910229062327373,0.14387299494846176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15693326357902648,0.13776534654105307,0.09713188873230597,0.14233379447403385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320896200454257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358845335463146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732460078267922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311111645256366,0.0,0.13934205403961178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567010265688972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266359442032695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108798180916358,0.0,0.0,0.10300296024484644,0.0,0.0,0.14773659976690376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815449346741964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6950715387375389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373894839067515,0.0,0.0,0.1480638256924871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444602920888464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461858647537802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678162501699688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08945605233512954
anxiety,JoseGatsby,2019/01/12,"I feel weird being alive.... Lately I’ve been overthinking literally everything. Life, death, my health, my every movement....

   Suffering with anxiety, any time I have a physical symptom (dizziness, panic attack, heart palpitations, headaches) my mind races. That I’m dying, that I have a brain tumor, that death is NEAR. In result, I’ve developed this weird feeling. That being alive feels weird. Feels numb. When i start thinking that, i feel like my soul leaves my body and that I’m going to pass out and die....

   I don’t know what to do. I’ve watched several videos on how to get rid of anxiety but it’s so difficult. Does anyone else feel like this? ",2.7162142857142832,5.540718383333335,3.486190476190476,85.33500000000002,81.83333333333334,7.095238095238094,23.57142857142857,8.192908349453996,1.7431428571428569,506,18,93,11,14,160,81,120,0.211,0.722,0.066,-0.9138,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,0,3,10,1,1,2,0,8,7,3,2,0,16,21,6,4,0,1,0,6,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,8,1,0,3,1,8,0,0,1,7,11,2,9,18,0,11,1,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,6,46,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107610333333392,0.0,0.24211017441702626,0.0,0.0,0.11064684248482567,0.16213815198054465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18002370003402468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757717556616885,0.0,0.17665097537348834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32846148472753806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138479087092727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13219131207415782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333261398247898,0.0,0.14221816467210835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4800730070113869,0.2260969618745393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267518038418127,0.0,0.08993286527222805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16820438863689505,0.0,0.18751813654812852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696594523140724,0.0,0.17850444411478322,0.1675559699345571,0.0,0.0,0.1117713647729409,0.15461859473539666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15977982547839373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18566349051881526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787689946369062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200486322103544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644745581194198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139541101238478,0.0,0.0,0.09227248027633013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,universemessages,2019/01/12,"Been diagnosed with GAD for 12 years, still can't figure out this symptom. Catatonia? I've been having severe anxiety attacks since I was 12/13 years old. They used to happen everyday, but I've mostly got them under control. They happen maybe once a month now, sometimes more, but they happen very randomly. I'll explain an example because I had one today.

I was in Walmart grocery shopping with my SO. We were in a good mood and things were running along smoothly. We finally come to the end, vegetables. I push the cart around the corner, come up to the carrots, and freeze! First, my ears start ringing. Then I become incredibly dizzy. I feel like I'm going to faint and my face gets extremely hot. You know, the common symptoms. Heart starts racing. But then I completely freeze. I go into a trance and become absolutely dissociated. I zone out. I can't move, I can't blink, and I can't talk.

This usually goes on for about 20 minutes. I've had it happen for around 2 hours in the past. I've gotten good at snapping myself out of it though, so now I can stop the attack in only a couple minutes. I usually need to leave where I am, though. This time, my SO was with me, he stood there with me, and waited for me to get our of the attack. I was able to quickly and he did the rest of the shopping for us while I ran to the vehicle.

I don't know if it happens because of overstimulation, or because of the nature of GAD. I also have Bipolar, but I'm not currently having an episode. I do have anxiety attacks more frequently while hypomanic, but I also have gotten my bipolar way more under control in the past year as well.

Does anyone else experience this? Is it full on dissociation? Catatonia? Neurological overstimulation?

Will very much appreciate replies. It's been a long time since I asked any questions, but I've probably told every single doctor and psych I've ever seen about it a billion times already! No one knows what it is, they always brush it off.",3.0839944297859887,5.420164651715044,4.550134124890062,81.19152191439463,76.62532981530345,7.16625622984462,26.095060099677514,8.167268648758528,1.8662734681911468,1549,59,286,28,36,515,207,379,0.084,0.86,0.056,-0.8543,1,0,0,0,0,0,57.0,4,1,5,3,20,9,4,0,21,0,28,12,3,3,1,48,59,28,0,2,9,0,5,1,0,1,8,2,0,0,14,23,1,4,7,2,2,8,7,4,1,4,19,9,41,4,45,39,8,64,0,0,1,0,17,21,0,5,35,198,55,2,0.08241602913017408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094813754953784,0.13181613743861806,0.06857673844674454,0.0,0.0,0.056045725974580185,0.0,0.12609607340398293,0.0,0.0,0.0576272038359423,0.0844449613195897,0.0,0.14673547827742786,0.07704786189057479,0.3750405243993844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15072013919948446,0.18204405815144126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419882229634032,0.08641163851241558,0.0,0.18487316929338088,0.0,0.0911917686546104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365053472334245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435629808090638,0.07212282248363483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06884801694438661,0.0,0.07299613943588074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455001675495662,0.06943905911636113,0.0,0.0,0.0806186908854059,0.0,0.0,0.04167202065281562,0.058878027678097626,0.0,0.0902827314484277,0.0,0.07010303227587808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861179472487144,0.0,0.0936778572656291,0.13825331006474528,0.06591562734294326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36440111188348456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766339133696512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116318724838822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588108273373464,0.0,0.0,0.08726667491367371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04026430883857182,0.0,0.0,0.07293559229901421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279797872848448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657836881569224,0.08759519601937843,0.06058526432052884,0.06111044131031085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648175870377497,0.08777038125542251,0.1116944685644091,0.06268110396200463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15735085074565913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885841878601546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232481442013728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310665412707372,0.0,0.13635078192045091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151156018215029,0.0,0.11666897922262234,0.0,0.0658175473244819,0.06890349069832148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17132362160039416,0.0,0.0662428823511362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0547535476371129,0.0,0.16194666034272087,0.0,0.14417234807386253,0.0,0.07812075896205996,0.07875204769521801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913633542558167,0.07118098760841139,0.18153922487598834,0.1360037106744188,0.0,0.06541800777314276,0.0,0.0,0.07410190795522388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15921966193252818
anxiety,rainbowluigi281,2019/01/12,"Can anyone else relate? I think have anxiety problems in general (not diagnosed), but every other year or so I will make a mistake that I completely obsess over for months.

It becomes distracting and I obsess over it every day. It's always something so insignificant, I don't want to be like this.

I'm having one of these right now. Usually the cure is time but I can't take it anymore.",2.4742999999999995,5.0330115466666685,4.428916666666666,80.00737500000002,80.2,7.4833333333333325,25.375,8.472884824447931,2.2193000000000005,306,12,54,7,8,104,60,75,0.268,0.6920000000000001,0.041,-0.9435,0,0,1,0,0,1,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,3,2,0,8,1,0,1,0,11,13,6,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,6,1,6,11,0,10,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,7,39,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19391662885691952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17828294273271772,0.0,0.23112340620608235,0.16295428087462452,0.2387877083971345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573858925032933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443489441735888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15029824897665406,0.0,0.0,0.23654128299243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19468373171038889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39271008099336985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385666933246183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556297314824752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860186315374529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579210042396205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229977894505356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19902379571813847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17941360850824148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752249215172835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14932930677869202,0.0,0.0,0.13589358114769018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566721259322377,0.0,0.13745918302987598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500768374671318
anxiety,iJeax,2019/01/12,"What the hell is going on with me? Hi! So I’m experiencing or think I’m experiencing some really weird physical symptoms of anxiety. Basically for the past few days my neck is constantly tense to the point where it causes my head to shake/jerk/twitch very subtlety. No one would notice unless I told them. It’s driving me absolutely insane. The more I think about it the worse it gets. It’s making me thing I’ve got like Parkinson’s or some sort of brain disease. I know it’s silly to think that but I’m a hypochondriac and I can’t help it. 

Something to note as well, whenever I go to the barber and get a haircut and he needs me to be super still for something, I’m focusing so hard on being still that the exact same thing that’s happening now happens. I will shake ever so slightly from trying so hard to be still. Also, if I’m taking a shot of alcohol or a spoon of medicine and trying not to spill it, I’ll start to shake from focusing so hard on not spilling it. 

Does anyone else experience this? Is there anything I can do to make it go away? Like I said the more I think about it the worse it gets and when I’m finally not thinking about it and it goes away, my brain will remind me “you’re feeling normal” then I’ll think about it and it happens. It’s a viscous cycle. It’s literally been happening almost all day. I’m really starting to get very frustrated and worried by this. 

Thanks for reading! Hopefully someone can help. ",1.3820805998125572,3.817788257731962,3.339125273352078,86.8288753514527,83.94845360824742,6.5513277100905976,22.56388628553577,7.793537801064563,1.2605683848797251,1137,40,230,22,33,382,152,291,0.124,0.775,0.102,-0.3898,0,0,3,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,1,19,12,2,2,14,0,14,6,4,3,3,41,51,23,0,5,9,0,4,2,0,3,2,1,0,0,26,9,1,0,8,1,0,6,5,5,1,1,4,7,18,7,33,41,7,27,1,0,0,0,7,7,1,9,16,146,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299110023961128,0.0965014572717941,0.0,0.0,0.0770677113560441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372341487971451,0.0,0.0,0.06738471931864068,0.0987432954858198,0.07930497499505554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18108711878307895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215163417691546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989993805280463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414262197765056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430241497205273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433475556724294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050545555967017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717292562960542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426915580729738,0.0,0.0,0.04872798310889381,0.0,0.0,0.1055695246865006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201399107274844,0.0,0.16430927664441872,0.0,0.07707654981597492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34088159770617354,0.0,0.25898798145703805,0.0,0.09890426612441278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919066085275152,0.0,0.0,0.09571797078748978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05296288333309042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416383128254407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286565437336756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145774323628043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944229438771022,0.0,0.10971881933290656,0.0,0.0,0.065303362931546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199685397048887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110157638025383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639690108851803,0.0,0.12347523229061295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916707202046246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165468455523943,0.14838193371027866,0.0,0.0,0.13642352734118518,0.0,0.2308855882715261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016618355335814,0.0724588644784211,0.0,0.0,0.08872530486263146,0.0,0.0,0.12804898359220704,0.3705031878630307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208645008732264,0.0,0.13085892407735708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15903204146742492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664894244659054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786924746402548,0.1964202011577354,0.06845906677535589,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jakesoares,2019/01/12,"I am so scared someone is going to come into my house and hurt me and my family. I am currently 14 Y/O and have anxiety. Ever since I went to Portugal in July, I’ve been having these irrational fears that don’t seem to be going away. Before I thought I was going to die on the plane, then die in my sleep, then someone breaking into our house. I feel like I hear these noises downstairs, but my parents tell me it’s nothing. It really scares me at night and keeps me awake at night. If anybody has anything that could help me, it would be greatly appreciated. 

Jake",3.956578947368424,4.920212684210528,5.390307017543861,81.79756578947371,71.28070175438597,8.156140350877193,27.407894736842106,8.472884824447931,1.8781263157894728,442,15,88,7,8,149,78,114,0.119,0.772,0.11,0.4446,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,3,1,0,13,1,1,0,1,16,23,9,2,3,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,1,3,0,0,5,1,4,0,0,4,2,17,2,12,15,0,20,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,2,7,60,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548641282112496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242298270636408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183486881672602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12845853979220873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004140486083976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053180827816624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133518755452722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365548312230436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231464250003828,0.16987553794444954,0.07633151533249087,0.1078481197228403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573875475499575,0.0,0.0,0.1664374292776729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701464656961966,0.0,0.10118743153866086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3483824618963449,0.16160919714462926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13418300296809085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07375298004072024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28333741943210683,0.0,0.1448532343377579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16762673641423112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671087315179212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30228094036918435,0.0,0.0,0.13743120134871098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487829528917745,0.0,0.15107219507202005,0.0,0.2558212102548669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13194846566560706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198478952426086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399443722073642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723990552888947,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,masamuels,2019/01/12,"1 week after suicide attempt Hi,

Not sure what I'm doing, but I think putting it down in text will help.

I've always had anxiety in some form (social, esteem, self belief), for as long as I can remember, although I could never admit it to myself. I was able to contain it, most of the time, but the last five years has been overwhelming.

Last Saturday, I finally got tired of existing, after something most would find minor - realising a friend is moving on, making new friends. It was the straw that broke the camel's back. Just feeling totally rejected and dismissed put me over the edge, as I don't make friends easily, it takes time for me to trust and show my full personality.

I took a massive overdose of meds, whilst I was still talking, but feeling so marginalized. It wasn't an attempt, I really meant to end it. My wife and daughter came home early and found me, they basically saved my life. The doctors said they don't know how I survived the overdose.

When I came round, I was sincerely disappointed to still be here, but my family rallied round me and I realized what I'd done to them.

Might say more later, but I'm still here, getting help, I'm out of the family home, because of what I did, they're too scared I might do it again, so I'm feeling abandoned right when I need them the most.

Haven't told my friend how I'm feeling about setting then move on, because it's ridiculous, I shouldn't get so affected, but I am.

Anyway, I'll stop here. Thanks for listening.",5.057820326678768,5.8003983827586225,5.702631578947372,81.36289473684212,68.6206896551724,8.863883847549909,30.780399274047195,8.99025400887824,2.453172413793104,1161,45,228,20,19,377,170,290,0.15,0.7020000000000001,0.14800000000000002,0.081,0,1,1,0,0,1,47.0,0,0,4,3,19,16,1,2,12,0,25,3,0,5,3,51,53,23,1,4,8,2,6,0,4,5,3,3,2,2,13,8,0,3,13,1,0,7,7,7,0,1,17,9,32,9,27,29,8,43,1,5,2,0,22,9,0,6,26,151,45,1,0.10581053692107828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804284302372171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094477112844949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136177159764847,0.0,0.12900224241838512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242038131978092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448110384973062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830156811507106,0.0,0.10828091590401913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371672948082646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994975146251234,0.0,0.21400394687282207,0.0,0.0,0.1159102712188565,0.0967089138263638,0.0,0.0,0.11601579229207097,0.32699583340335875,0.0,0.11056327674480763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846263523522879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184514501561032,0.0,0.2122731915913736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05815070390722488,0.17249941986983347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473711141669309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093638995511737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14125871005420865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753165324125725,0.0,0.0,0.22449651714553406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249197108945439,0.0,0.07845717240653445,0.08160760908622583,0.1021924759055664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238967953681844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21273762934416587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778493938528818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986271180013795,0.09036162039164937,0.10065005098109207,0.08414478588362047,0.10593480625540903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038346642932287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786051735592056,0.0,0.08145812075696526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25350129439864705,0.08846234674823282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157395536465822,0.0,0.09972517883184788,0.0,0.07955635548085517,0.08504650154525999,0.0,0.09741612630295757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06779911961680342,0.0,0.0,0.12339794996895695,0.12161364683200028,0.0,0.10110650243903327,0.11755939979387725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487483032489022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751647695761198,0.0,0.0,0.0681385166424514
anxiety,spicyfartgames,2019/01/12,"I think I have social anxiety and anxiety I need help please During health class today (I’m 15) . We were learning about disorders and one of them being social anxiety disorder as she listed symptoms and effects it connected EXACTLY to my day to day experiences. I’m even to anxious to tell my mom in the case I’d feel and think I’d look weird. I don’t know what to do. When I got home I took a bunch of online tests and all of them said I was in the highest range. I just thought I was weird... but here’s the catch all of this started happening like 7th grade so could it just be hormones? I have no idea what to do in class today there was a way to like ask for help but like no one in the class would know and I said I didn’t need help because it made me feel like I look weak and shit and I was scared on how they were gonna approach it. Idk how to deal with it cause I’m having a real hard time trying to tell people about it. I can’t hold a conversation, people say I’m boring, im not very outgoing but like I really wanna be but I just don’t express myself idk I just always get held back idk if it’s just puberty or if I have the disorder but I need Reddit’s help. Also I frequently have nights where I stay up till the crack of dawn thinking about death, sometimes the thoughts just come to me like at work and I’ll shed a couple tears, when i get deep like that with my friends they get it but don’t get nearly as upset I don’t show I’m upset to people but I really do when it comes to those thoughts about what happens after we die and that life as we know it isn’t forever",0.5523323615160365,2.505259685131197,2.5777725947521866,94.03610495626823,83.34402332361516,5.902507288629737,19.12944606413994,7.110495986334442,0.18697107871720145,1244,32,288,17,35,417,166,343,0.173,0.713,0.114,-0.946,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,3,0,4,2,22,16,1,3,12,0,26,5,1,5,3,64,64,31,2,8,17,1,3,7,1,2,4,4,1,0,17,17,0,2,14,1,0,5,10,8,0,2,16,9,39,8,38,42,3,31,0,0,2,0,25,10,1,3,21,178,56,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120336452136118,0.07408644495570024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043406411482143,0.10058718396693196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323816950471259,0.0,0.0,0.0684644453308186,0.0,0.054276515863512745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09146617766500724,0.0,0.15339607720050788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108930646950491,0.09851844957732117,0.0,0.11484381731865775,0.09179389203013487,0.0,0.0,0.09240700787473044,0.0,0.3061345306220015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05880851816727169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709589198851397,0.0,0.0,0.09004020705024325,0.06360850421693758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879025591453804,0.0,0.18607395752699735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121153043252149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15747137311476114,0.0,0.07976023216407943,0.0,0.0,0.09464284239125978,0.0,0.0,0.2387201995646803,0.0,0.0893120075652705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051265218897172,0.0961759247082307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14679826694137094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06288991473877112,0.304495036889997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953837735578146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842495630536078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427980197069396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19806083442729644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355578884954125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120668411542779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851824556244028,0.0,0.0,0.09773658570294463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134432142094152,0.11407957780828475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16939036054957898,0.0708063010413735,0.08914220535131431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139585279698254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18152531216716192,0.0,0.0,0.08806049767703414,0.0,0.06302129630973191,0.09490227204940622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254419464091154,0.0,0.0,0.1556456349221212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17115516393019747,0.0,0.2120578097102256,0.05191856097580917,0.0,0.16879453411844006,0.0,0.09892408857705333,0.06045070956439168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07346537363012805,0.0,0.07067393028264655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06482045869515593,0.0,0.0,0.06324978127192803,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kaitalina20,2019/01/12,"Sounds weird, but do any of y’all have an anxiety about drinking? Not like getting outright addicted but just a fear of drunkenness easily overwhelming you or doing something you’ll regret.",9.085454545454548,10.201686787878794,8.366212121212126,64.4693181818182,59.90909090909091,12.660606060606062,40.74242424242424,12.161744961471696,5.779860606060607,156,8,22,5,2,49,30,33,0.342,0.583,0.075,-0.8740000000000001,0,0,2,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,0,2,5,0,2,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,6,5,3,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,3,1,3,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4620636588533571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882354015734789,0.0,0.3242473152272173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4152157688575988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4769538316735337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214463340092616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20707376031542704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32630368324825965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,taleof_twowolves,2019/01/12,"Thoughts on trying SSRI for General Anxiety Disorder The last 9 months I've suffered from moderate anxiety (constant thoughts that myself or a loved one would die, imaging the worst happening in completely normal and safe situations). These feelings also coincided with the start of my graduate program, I am overly stressed and constantly worried. I can't remember what it feels like to not have this severe tension in my chest. Anyway, after a reoccurrence of shingles ( 2x in 3 months at the age of 25), my doctors were concerned and recommenced that I start an anti-anxiety medicine. They have prescribed me Zoloft and I am terrified of starting an SSRI, more afraid of weaning off of it eventually. What can you tell me about your experience with Zoloft to treat GAD?? ",8.778166666666667,9.62385365925926,8.385324074074077,65.00020833333339,60.55555555555557,11.787037037037035,42.800925925925924,11.45678717892309,5.493092592592593,624,35,93,17,8,199,99,135,0.207,0.713,0.08,-0.9538,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,1,0,3,9,0,3,8,0,8,5,1,0,0,17,17,6,1,2,2,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,8,6,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,3,2,13,4,21,13,2,17,0,1,0,1,5,7,0,1,11,69,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805714525146578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675005997286023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16789488691480453,0.3460906424961479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16619127072454076,0.0,0.18352463313064385,0.1639014300696357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15663938587948473,0.0,0.0,0.16193464943985808,0.11439801361202773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14160380366474876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13052858834328285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823218834328066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14452497872907355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556309560629001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15689492300192442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850928469511804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813978340109865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809030754975772,0.0,0.0,0.1799945750618433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400258126727938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18343015317883246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399620355931297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25425313276802924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871881332123164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16262136525959595,0.0,0.11375286100466266,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sydskywalker9,2019/01/12,"I’m just fucking done Seeing the love of my life unable to take his eyes off a gorgeous, outgoing, bubbly woman he grew up with really made me realize how futile all this shit is. ",15.148333333333332,6.570072722222222,14.511111111111116,55.14500000000002,57.88888888888889,17.733333333333334,47.111111111111114,13.023866798666859,5.836144444444447,142,4,26,3,1,49,36,36,0.142,0.632,0.227,0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,2,0,2,5,2,2,1,6,8,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,2,3,2,5,6,1,3,0,0,2,2,4,2,2,0,0,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39315558693672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35517369621194583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713618799736655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3467427961894952,0.3635260106831179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461193406704808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061464408496275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3943613302674068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28886000245275895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sonic-Oj,2019/01/12,"I think I had social anxiety for my entire life. One of my earliest memories was from when I was 4 years old and I was hiding behind my father whenever I had to socialize with other people. 

I even remember how in pre-kindergarten, I was afraid to ask the teacher to use the bathroom and...that led to some issues.

Fast forward to today, and I still have trouble talking to people.

I guess that's why its so hard for me to overcome it. For some reason I always had it.",2.081052009456265,4.1977076489361735,4.174822695035463,83.73388888888887,78.8936170212766,6.73096926713948,24.274231678487002,7.793537801064563,1.4998217494089832,365,13,69,6,9,125,63,94,0.1,0.9,0.0,-0.7555,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,2,0,8,1,0,4,0,12,12,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,7,1,14,0,15,5,2,9,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,3,7,54,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18271164042962135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679813078400303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20528158026287868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503328958492126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24189674649203416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19670430762955834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291888493967904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15509881052155675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304166741945063,0.0,0.1487959331440526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044640646130946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225769123743962,0.0,0.0,0.24874608710040705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4476768670084417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17536022145540234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17649345791739204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14070068547800774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081401411741041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896502415820389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19814058148916727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414050219712803
anxiety,datkaynineguy,2019/01/12,"Incredibly embarrassing day When I woke up this morning I just felt off.. I took my medication and drove to school as per the norm. I had my first test of the quarter today in my first senior level math course, and I was super nervous. While I was reviewing in the library for it, I started having a constant panic attack and couldn’t stop puking. I just couldn’t stop, and it lasted up until class time. As soon as I walked into the class I sprinted out to the nearest trash bin and puked in plain sight. I couldn’t stop gagging and I started just crying over the basket. I was also so shaky that when I went to go back to the class that has stairs my legs were so bad that it looked like I was about to pass out. Funny thing is, I aced the test, and had no issues other than putting all of my strength on my left hand to be able to write. 

I just have had a fucking rough day. I’m not a public person AT ALL, and today I had no choice but to show a ton of people that I am not okay. I hope I can just get a little sleep tonight...  I just had to tell someone who might understand. Thank you for reading",3.7455797101449297,4.127297760869567,4.652608695652172,89.01601449275364,71.3913043478261,7.0028985507246375,24.46376811594203,6.42735559955562,0.5922985507246388,855,21,190,5,15,278,133,230,0.14,0.7979999999999999,0.061,-0.8897,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,5,14,13,2,4,13,1,21,5,3,0,2,34,36,19,0,4,9,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,11,11,0,3,2,2,0,7,7,7,0,3,15,5,29,6,32,16,3,46,0,0,2,1,6,17,1,3,23,139,40,10,0.14685295250529692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743825306197556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670664338553413,0.0,0.1129208557847901,0.12261608128999887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15869587119106546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16131107264366082,0.18941601104854636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14100186402333134,0.0,0.0,0.24982609276228004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357631882341963,0.07672460655192458,0.0,0.08345991713637878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14585811720797165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532763288206651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970475649429195,0.0,0.0,0.15955616258294505,0.0,0.0,0.07174493476493587,0.1471852380651948,0.0,0.0,0.12331949424325978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479388999349094,0.0,0.15578777562846965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17230029852875467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180934675604346,0.12822633374519068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476277783254721,0.0,0.0,0.14689269299983926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862302804031638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14695900795131991,0.0,0.1244280301018948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078865512624952,0.0,0.0,0.3683269318030683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283559532955234,0.13520246835046915,0.0,0.0,0.09756257630356513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563113756599948,0.0,0.2783988558199761,0.0,0.16315903365425946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15287910260554655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13613415822918387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HearIAm07,2019/01/12,"Are your significant others supportive? Are your significant others/partners supportive and understanding of your anxiety? I don’t expect my SO to always understand what I’m going through, as he isn’t experiencing this anxiety like I am, but oftentimes I feel that he doesn’t even try. In fact, he’s poked fun at it before, which is apparently his weak attempt at normalizing the situation. We’ve been together for 2 yrs too....

Any advice on improving relationships? Starting to feel helpless. ",5.906744186046512,8.863405430232561,7.537383720930233,60.170261627907,70.27906976744185,11.741860465116279,35.168604651162795,11.20814326018867,5.446120930232558,401,21,59,16,8,138,68,86,0.116,0.703,0.181,0.598,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,0,1,3,6,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,0,1,9,17,4,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,3,8,4,10,16,0,6,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,0,2,38,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21314214057524875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18149144077209506,0.0,0.0,0.14832754935033607,0.0,0.3337189629624201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18560213983579985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440647165379861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22057377587408555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396134366163343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656131493450904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21370908389103752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23417683485395954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451734894018929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15438486586065206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4950348750211245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808763439920972,0.0,0.0,0.4541365394792085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GalaxiasFeathers23,2019/01/12,"Does anyone know how to calm down after reading r/nosleep or r/threekings? I love them but they make me too anxious to sleep. So, I love the nosleep and three kings subreddits because the stories are interesting. Problem is, I’m incredibly superstitious and have severe anxiety. Lately, I’ve been too afraid to sleep after reading some of the threads. Does anyone know how to combat this fear?",4.604245472837022,7.45161791549296,4.81923541247485,78.57661971830989,74.07042253521126,7.437424547283702,31.269617706237426,8.418075326091056,2.801308249496981,316,15,52,6,7,99,51,71,0.226,0.62,0.153,-0.7569,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,1,5,7,0,2,3,0,4,4,2,3,0,11,10,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,5,4,8,9,1,4,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,2,3,32,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532986694518475,0.2263849429960589,0.0,0.28023628123542565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221565756709672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507272645495012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254957384435909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22025945375816355,0.0,0.2260499282190724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36172164548442,0.0,0.13376263838853172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917472523701888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4008907265150925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263849429960589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4010717093028336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nobody2204,2019/01/12,"I need advice on how to cope with anxiety and depression Living with anxiety and depression is so hard. I have no energy to do anything, yet my brain is telling me I have to do this, do that. For example, my room is a huge mess right now. The clutter makes me anxious, yet I have no motivation or energy to do anything about it so I end up laying in bed, heart beating out of my chest. Any advice/ coping strategies? ",3.872690763052209,5.01302785542169,5.585722891566267,79.65440763052213,71.65060240963855,9.388755020080325,30.700803212851405,9.725611199111238,2.9692586345381526,324,14,64,8,6,111,57,83,0.257,0.6509999999999999,0.092,-0.9328,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,7,3,0,0,2,0,10,3,3,3,0,10,12,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,10,0,13,12,0,11,0,2,0,0,1,7,0,1,4,49,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4256599965464096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14811032669044444,0.0,0.33323023837208965,0.2460501085501088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3584589206131102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243134956117028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37517874893101094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929046661630029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19510451538642684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580920586732211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923199074176496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538207029086794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149469507759676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18599857583768292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19036533213082368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,trexfight,2019/01/12,"I think I might flunk out of grad school I've been crying basically all day, freaking out about a class I took that I probably failed. I was a model student throughout my undergrad, but once I hit grad school the first semester was just disastrous. My health went downhill and I started having panic attacks and suicidal thoughts regularly. I'm really terrified of failing because I could get kicked out, but I won't know my grade for another few days and I'm not sure how to tolerate the wait. Help?",3.778514619883044,6.277244231578948,4.798245614035089,79.4621637426901,75.10526315789474,8.853801169590644,30.555555555555557,9.444778638647367,3.2460994152046787,402,19,72,11,9,131,70,95,0.364,0.605,0.032,-0.9901,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,3,7,1,1,4,0,7,1,0,1,2,19,18,6,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,6,0,1,6,0,12,1,8,8,2,9,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,43,13,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21325656778641694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313685829054828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397559820234748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623785011828961,0.0,0.22339804246281847,0.2623202820852592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17299079091276845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062551170947375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161782644732116,0.0,0.0,0.1363180699477732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176965869173668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215748885334838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165878875586853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386169081654524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21927279956390844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028732294661716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41165300044154207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394997145973307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22245939496882336,0.0,0.19167866340519374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031457832841198,0.0,0.16145714461121832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259572646262424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188530793096294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,e4stbysoh,2019/01/12,"Afraid to ask for more hours at my job. I need to make more $, but I wouldn't be able to handle having another Hey fellow anxiety sufferers. I am in a pickle and would really appreciate advice, or any kind thoughts.  



I have finally landed a job that I actually don't dread going to every day. I have been working there for 4 months (I passed my 90 day new-hire period, got a dollar raise, my bosses seem to like me). It is 20 hours a week cleaning two office buildings after hours. 



They will occasionally offer me an extra hour or two's pay if another employee calls out, but it's on rare occasions. The problem is I'm only making *just* enough to cover my bills. I absolutely know that I could not handle the stress of having two jobs at once. 



Is it too early in my employment there to maybe ask them to consider giving me more hours? I am terrified of the conversation and possibly being shot down. Or, does anyone have any suggestions of ways to supplement income? 


Thanks all who took the time to read this <3",4.090670016750419,5.547496994974878,5.771939698492464,77.31003685092129,71.51256281407034,9.32676716917923,24.824455611390285,9.725611199111238,2.3056992294807377,798,23,151,20,15,273,133,199,0.084,0.795,0.121,0.8258,6,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,2,1,4,8,0,3,9,0,18,0,0,3,1,23,32,8,0,6,8,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,0,3,1,3,3,3,5,0,3,4,0,20,3,23,22,6,26,0,1,0,0,12,8,0,5,15,99,27,8,0.1092784684074797,0.0,0.10664002155711948,0.0,0.0,0.10678565458632414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862621167088227,0.2291760045808557,0.08359772922340067,0.0,0.0,0.07641004596145741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20432123290420534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158553430926403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724996495346883,0.0,0.0,0.14095114348138685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563032411798883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291386984085235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207182277499708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970922065105738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482986445838914,0.06210547191926341,0.0,0.08739997396353348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5380863945510146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32532605385039265,0.0,0.0,0.1137967086226048,0.06005658835790759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0533879397952448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458884524464132,0.0,0.10978490953977796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722503090544806,0.0,0.0,0.0810285996617008,0.0,0.1055418257451818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637800239057547,0.0,0.08311119950026896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319505373783883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456473588643356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093080407129952,0.0,0.07000658509693776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948301342592768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517811634736348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060893168434662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675489739216657,0.06372115372256541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141239927701687,0.0,0.0,0.3202475545548276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674016172783965,0.08765659578087888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955602650092244,0.0,0.0,0.07762828860424419,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pallbearer776,2019/01/13,"Extreme social anxiety? what's wrong with me? I think I have extreme social anxiety:

It has gotten worse and worse to the point I start shaking whenever I am around people I don't know, like today I went to church and we had to introduce our self by standing up and saying our name and where we are from and more stuff, as it was getting closer to my turn I started turning red and started shaking uncontrollably it was so bad I had to run out of class and throw up in the bathroom, I just went home afterward, I don't know what to do this anxiety is interfering so badly with my life that I can't even go to the store anymore because when its my turn for the cash register the same thing happens, with no insurance or money what can I do?",7.653285714285714,5.749875166666667,8.028476190476193,75.66900000000003,64.0,11.23809523809524,36.76190476190476,9.957137785484203,3.414190476190476,585,23,118,10,7,194,94,150,0.217,0.7829999999999999,0.0,-0.9828,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,4,0,0,0,7,7,0,3,5,0,15,1,0,0,0,21,30,12,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,11,14,0,0,3,0,3,7,4,6,0,0,7,2,20,1,20,23,2,22,1,0,1,0,9,8,0,1,7,88,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271040047164753,0.0,0.1413509533308972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688146237184347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380123381241644,0.08688465300514922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941393826302197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07446577481908824,0.0,0.08100279265285394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603835557283807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14296869765950335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566609583296469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067279250831247,0.06963270841930276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881200087853476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13473643581027547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334516961309833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14868934056374855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905817278131109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026493157137245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16316216393740235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469025863136414,0.0913271408547398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510128913696026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4650934638808046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642525267306502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904994499180462,0.0,0.1558336205301391,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chemisecure,2019/01/13,"Spouse of a Person with Anxiety and Depression Hi everyone, I have a question.

So my wife has diagnosed anxiety and depression.  Every now and again, she encounters something which reminds her of her late parents, and she has a panic attack, which is understandable.  There are times where she brings up an idea for a plan for a date and she knows full well that this will bring up the possibility of panic attack due to memory of her parents, but she's all for it anyways, which includes an after-event meal.

For example, last week she brought up the idea of watching Gone With the Wind at a local theater (the local theater does classic movie nights sometimes).  I said sure, and the plan was to go to dinner afterwards.  The dinner didn't happen, because as the movie was ending, she was developing a panic attack due to the fact that her mother loved the movie.  Now she is apologizing for her -- and I'm quoting her right now -- ""stupid emotions preventing us from eating out as planned"".

My question is how to get her to realize that her panic attacks and her emotions are valid even though she knows they are derived from anxiety and depression?",8.496501507970706,8.043196857819908,8.052994398965964,71.49152089616547,61.46445497630332,11.085049547608788,37.191296854803966,10.436869588844218,3.901109952606636,911,38,156,18,11,289,117,211,0.198,0.76,0.042,-0.9863,2,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,1,3,12,15,5,4,18,0,14,6,0,1,3,26,27,15,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,8,12,4,1,8,0,0,5,1,12,1,0,7,2,24,3,27,19,2,29,0,3,1,1,32,10,0,2,14,115,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312659452924183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4585609424982474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061428356482691335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26037873528233924,0.10227926196682027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818436222777333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311269905720494,0.0,0.22670500364884655,0.08925216428826513,0.0,0.0,0.0665575260446387,0.0,0.08490293267796621,0.09628989633218787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0526480799903255,0.0,0.05726981982512086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911043284205385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275137573388566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076093259672992,0.08214086560181694,0.11367276380544615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094871096490484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945656643943232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4729267601084254,0.22378595430191306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798833359040058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360284871651916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22577055631134585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605688902320639,0.09585518973562318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07757754262969067,0.09966394410707796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497437751066316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900585186111628,0.0,0.058759701520088414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490495272046588,0.1212137047893157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808314837922887,0.0,0.0906041841939191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gusslover91,2019/01/13,"I don’t want to complete my 4 weeks notice at my job due to extreme anxiety. Tl;dr I started a new job two months ago and was trained it was ok to use the computer for personal use sometimes. Boss claims I wasted 20 hours and needed to make it up UNPAID, but I know it was around 5. Put in 4 week notice, feel taken advantage of, feel insane anxiety now when at work. Called out tomorrow and feel like I can’t go back for my mental health. Please help!

So to start off, I recently lost my insurance and got medi-cal. I was doing outpatient therapy 3 x a week and it had been helping, but I haven’t gone since the new year. 
I’m feeling really anxious about a problem at work and haven’t been able to feel good about the decision I’ve made to quit. 
I was hired in November and was told on my first day that it was ok to use the computer for personal reasons when in downtime. 
I never took advantage of that and maybe watched a few music videos here, a 30 minutes episode, or cooking tips / meals. 
After reading the manual, I cut my computer usage and have been a great employee and loved my job. 
The girl who trained me was fired for spending hours on Netflix which was backed up through cameras. When they went through her browsing history, they saw activity for the days I was working and typed up the date and time I went on sites. This was given to me to sign a week later without a verbal warning or a chance to improve, and they said it didn’t matter what I was trained on, I should’ve used common sense.  
After I signed it, my boss asked me what I thought would be fair since I was paid for the time I used the computer. Docking my pay wasn’t an option, and the write up wasn’t enough for them. They “asked” me to come in UNPAID for “training” that would involve regular duties too. I agreed because I have social anxiety and was in a pain since I found out the night before. 
I didn’t feel comfortable working unpaid and for a week and  I was agonizing on what I could do to keep my job, but refuse to work unpaid. After a week she txted me and basically said they went through all of my web pages and determined I had wasted 20 hours. I swear it wasn’t even more than 5! She wanted to take advantage of me! 
So I told her so and put in a 2 week notice, but said I’d stay 4 since they had me sign something saying I’d give 4 weeks notice.she took a week to respond to that and said she wasn’t taking advantage, she just wanted me to improve through training but accepted my resignation. 
This may be TMI, but I think I’ve had IBS for the last two weeks due to stress. I can’t calm down about work, I really don’t like the way the manager treated me and have 0 desire to work for her, or help her in any way. 
So I just called out tomorrow knowing it’s policy to fire someone for calling out without a replacement. I guess I just want some advice on if I should go to work on Tuesday and possibly being fired in person, or should I continue calling out on them?
If you read through all of this, I love you!❤️ ",5.376943736976154,4.982427777957863,6.125985644825192,82.54070340356566,67.81685575364668,9.579791618430194,31.24283398934939,9.159459690764724,2.4061438203287797,2357,84,501,39,35,776,266,617,0.099,0.748,0.153,0.9867,5,0,1,0,0,0,54.0,0,1,8,15,20,22,1,1,31,2,48,6,0,10,3,97,104,42,0,14,17,0,9,2,0,5,2,5,0,4,21,30,2,3,14,5,3,11,15,6,0,3,49,16,75,16,84,46,7,93,0,2,2,2,46,32,0,10,49,320,96,25,0.054887823343604265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05363574572357498,0.04865474365235122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03732560205731321,0.0,0.12596710386983465,0.0620076171805014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048861799670120366,0.10262541102951477,0.0,0.0,0.08441069625618339,0.0,0.03345910765990365,0.0,0.04670549498619602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241864178414625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0472809997104935,0.057548838491229534,0.0,0.0,0.04382346067703375,0.0,0.0,0.07079621060058565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056713793953971886,0.0,0.03625288965905992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16651759606253727,0.03921187196377656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04668755449661224,0.0,0.06018166524516475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05265340158384038,0.06238802979311125,0.046037302085475136,0.04389880642596641,0.06051401900736216,0.06046512552090001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05834318954391905,0.0,0.0,0.11037045300467334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16216034905019688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21787078135378934,0.04878681933094031,0.0,0.0,0.06032982453811125,0.04474090180523183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05363083598927537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059916542995708234,0.0,0.09907680706260323,0.05193618557976586,0.0366380482927891,0.0,0.05514219597353417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05531401617652665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04381093693248507,0.0,0.0,0.04069862552819832,0.04233287308956442,0.10602200362585787,0.0,0.05150850400484865,0.0,0.0,0.18747045201221127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05840451391687941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377779066478505,0.0,0.06025034752727365,0.0,0.061877773772911926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05252023417737036,0.0,0.11035484515770992,0.0,0.05837995640164378,0.1098053535362274,0.0,0.0703250902339095,0.05643382395129407,0.05419510383546232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20884355673936406,0.04364900015874999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18161509865978206,0.0,0.0,0.05595122371222155,0.046506274601316816,0.04225532798633426,0.05428546076483342,0.0,0.07769976773735891,0.058503116627004526,0.0,0.0,0.0628738161935014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253762456098615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276900951464823,0.0,0.0,0.03516990092541228,0.0,0.043574800705459264,0.06401106237567711,0.0,0.0,0.10489533474161676,0.12196478263935695,0.0,0.0,0.10723485578807472,0.0,0.0,0.2370272818593824,0.0,0.0,0.1294970412100964,0.08713479870454434,0.440277011037729,0.0,0.0,0.1526446864112766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581980605338172,0.0,0.3196719128397191,0.0,0.0,0.07798146978942183,0.0,0.0,0.03534595866530453
anxiety,noreceptionplease,2019/01/13,"What’s re you most favorite/reliable tool to calm yourself down? Hi everyone, 

Over the years I’ve heard different tools working for different people and I’m hoping you guys will share what’s been working for you!",4.058499999999999,6.817819850000002,4.240000000000002,82.47500000000002,75.5,8.0,30.0,8.841846274778883,2.8735000000000004,174,8,30,4,4,54,32,40,0.0,0.8079999999999999,0.192,0.7644,2,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,3,5,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,1,15,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6523037385480249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982924175381377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090980059924571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100558755492287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21641981092167054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4545278774069668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20102765268727849
anxiety,kathvrt,2019/01/13,"DAE feel completely pathetic? I posted about this on r/offmychest already but I wanted to put it here as well with some more details about my anxiety.  I'm 25.  It feels like everyone my age is completely independent, with a serious career and a serious relationship.  I still live with my mom.  I've never been in a relationship.  I'm currently unemployed.  I have the full financial support of my parents.  Lots of people tell me I'm lucky and that I should drag it out as long as possible.  But I absolutely hate it.  I feel pathetic every single day.  I desperately want to be independent, and be a real adult.

With my anxiety, I almost always compare myself to others.  It seems like everyone else in the world is better than me and I'm constantly envious of everyone else's life.  All of my closest friends are married and/or have their own place to live and a real career.  I don't have any of those things.  Not even close.

I also can't STAND to be perceived as younger than I really am.  I get incredibly anxious when people refer to me as a ""kid"" or imply that I'm not a ""real"" adult.  I almost had a breakdown at Thanksgiving a few years ago because my family told me I would be sitting at the ""kids"" table (all the ""kids"" in my family are legal adults, but it still felt so demeaning to separate us from the rest of the family).

Anyways I'm rambling now but I just wanted to see if anyone else shares similar feelings about not being independent enough (financially or otherwise).  

tl;dr Does anyone ever feel pathetic because anxiety prevents you from being independent?",3.766363636363636,6.097911090909097,5.823905723905725,72.90030303030305,74.45454545454545,9.517845117845116,29.181818181818183,9.906371001090498,3.475008080808081,1242,54,211,38,27,431,164,297,0.131,0.7659999999999999,0.103,-0.8643,4,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,1,1,1,1,15,12,2,0,15,0,20,1,0,4,4,53,41,20,0,6,11,2,6,2,1,2,1,0,0,6,12,11,0,1,9,0,0,1,6,4,1,0,4,7,32,8,37,29,11,29,0,0,1,0,17,12,0,9,15,155,44,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550850591571815,0.0,0.1931872422382419,0.0,0.10644916565913164,0.07714131497804168,0.08026482771353406,0.0,0.0,0.06559805323671196,0.0,0.22138147358051333,0.10897557570919944,0.0,0.1348981503719851,0.09883760040376602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760572928774493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531356145873517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20227894865631293,0.10424208352966767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062210565080821935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441529958964622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24174702721176136,0.0,0.0,0.09967192141565576,0.0,0.06371280983460284,0.0872561802501666,0.08127412068296194,0.2765231921281944,0.0,0.0,0.27280980072990313,0.0,0.24387260417543685,0.06891308707201342,0.09261947382148696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452696701335636,0.0,0.05039786344118129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523710433070612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06813457137057469,0.09425376257700728,0.0,0.17035694684044494,0.08536659635119821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200927475795551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297613678432025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439810504136607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071105913742223,0.0,0.0,0.13375040382577874,0.0,0.1007831585245224,0.0,0.0,0.10874738180758703,0.09238475590553827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969718183844567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32938756219686965,0.061796578739132565,0.0,0.0,0.20713002468977876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768684110160965,0.0878161656345445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540707305766508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946491136641703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431279216365255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06408563847361386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217439737606478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603294445484348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17068888380392933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673169663630385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852444869969983,0.0,0.0,0.062118919734209035
anxiety,gitzyy,2019/01/13,"My anxiety is keeping me up I'm having trouble sleeping some nights because of my anxiety... It's gotten to the point where I probably know every technique of falling asleep, but none work. How do you guys deal with this? Do you have any solutions?",3.0119148936170212,5.696945936170216,4.144085106382981,82.09400000000002,79.0,7.164255319148936,30.676595744680853,8.238735603445708,2.7375310638297874,197,10,34,4,5,64,41,47,0.104,0.853,0.044,-0.2047,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,5,2,2,1,0,6,9,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,5,8,2,5,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,24,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20063277063444376,0.0,0.4513993553164032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17984956980613073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041663918510356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24857829171636164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921293659184693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622391654333887,0.0,0.0,0.1621425935794055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27686877907179874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27890184491216485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31809581275332083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952463835177225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147877664121929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Wwtkm,2019/01/13,"Anyone else have a problem with jealousy and insecurity Like you feel good about yourself and confident then you see someone you think is ""better"" and start doubting yourself

I know ima get over it when I consider it rationally but I just needed to get it off my chest",4.725192307692307,6.4603219038461575,5.818461538461538,76.50153846153847,70.34615384615384,8.276923076923078,32.230769230769226,8.841846274778883,2.828792307692308,217,10,39,4,4,72,40,52,0.13699999999999998,0.7509999999999999,0.112,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,0,1,3,6,0,2,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,12,10,6,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,7,3,5,10,0,5,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,4,25,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287879447118947,0.3352581394819372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893844626983036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733361198478206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16544366761732218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419001242873431,0.0,0.0,0.274442351474992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17982221112319174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598548576232718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24261687774451196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130890802613375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607384270450926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27723803919330736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315959667587613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096584698467356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cantsquathelpme,2019/01/13,"Please help me open my email I know this is a dumb post, but due to my anxiety i cant open my school email. I fucked up bad last semester, and am afraid to confront it. But at the same time in order to do good this semter i need to actually check it. 

Do any of you have any wise advice or sweet nothings to whisper into my ear?",1.2038497652582194,2.5681927887323965,2.985563380281693,94.73402582159626,78.85915492957747,6.423474178403758,20.284037558685448,7.1686216300943375,0.1617023474178403,252,6,62,3,6,84,54,71,0.195,0.628,0.177,-0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,0,8,3,1,2,0,6,2,1,0,0,10,9,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,10,3,10,9,1,11,0,0,0,1,4,6,2,1,3,37,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.2709642237827413,0.0,0.0,0.2713342662877911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3776479551591141,0.0,0.21241550290652825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318414469325661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566998852781123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23289501086849426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18611522025015975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15259924566616534,0.2263367386918012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20588753913346744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664302394356101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30479643042814364,0.0,0.0,0.2659294935910906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810151613545062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16191062890706018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JakeFromStateFarm100,2019/01/13,"How do I get through pain? First off, I’ve experienced a lot of pain, i mean a lot.

For two years I have been miserable. My anxiety and just a the way my thoughts keep me feel like shit, as well as severe dpdr and major depression has made my life a living hell for years. I don’t even remember what it feels like to not be in pain. For real.

I feel like I’ve done it all professional help wise, and honestly at this point I feel like there is no way out, it just never gets better.

My life has felt so weird, Just so painful. So my question is what are some tips to get through this? Maybe there is stuff I missed, and honestly I could use any help I can get. Any feedback is appreciated ",1.1996603396603405,3.1772296503496515,2.751613386613389,93.52763986013987,81.16783216783217,6.603196803196802,20.7037962037962,7.7094869923839395,0.5527586413586416,532,15,125,9,14,174,87,143,0.241,0.5870000000000001,0.172,-0.9186,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,11,19,2,1,5,0,15,7,1,3,2,29,30,10,0,1,4,0,5,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,9,0,0,0,4,10,1,2,5,6,15,9,14,23,5,11,1,3,0,0,3,5,2,4,8,81,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582017353562753,0.0,0.08898367041926697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287464952269874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928712083167304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018533223840287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903466028966415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682756257938424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352574034304801,0.33239309478316115,0.1116844232668786,0.0,0.0,0.09894083060687807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24308738022674606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15593226663909862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338961805380464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643190140061723,0.2273102335786377,0.0,0.1027117547334169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19778040569590014,0.0,0.11006379312902044,0.0,0.0,0.1168580091618336,0.1267054252960153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971233705892613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4950862113410824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995899553110304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030383319806033,0.0,0.0,0.13239641872775035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176668355090773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140729288438754,0.11939971995696565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331573567858151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923442450951282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136267021915956,0.0,0.0,0.10046221695059916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18465712011573265,0.0,0.0,0.10458469604840558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14981116687940346
anxiety,Happydogs757,2019/01/13,"Panic attacks take the form of crying outbursts or unprovoked anger I’ve been dealing with depression and anxiety for almost 20 years.  Therapy, medication and all.  Some works for a while but now I find myself in a situation where I don’t have health insurance so my meds are going to run out soon and I am not able to get therapy.

I find my panic attacks take the form of crying outbursts and suicidal ideation (although I think I am far from going through with it). That or I become enraged at things instantly and burst into a crying jay. 

Has anyone every experienced this type of lack of control and what do you suggest to cope.  

I wish I could just be completely unemotional in all forms of life
",4.411619958988382,6.4651856917293244,5.538988380041012,76.88603554340399,71.78195488721802,8.746138072453864,30.13602187286397,9.339509955726095,2.968930827067669,559,24,98,13,11,185,92,133,0.277,0.7,0.024,-0.9891,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,2,5,7,4,2,5,0,10,3,0,1,2,26,17,12,1,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,10,0,1,3,0,0,3,2,7,0,0,1,1,13,0,19,14,7,14,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,4,4,76,18,2,0.13709715737825848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728299947097286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487895014294632,0.0,0.0,0.09586152010656177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119356170120446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141303914766913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14374376112853127,0.0,0.15376611960762715,0.1094609244693122,0.0,0.4517843693803698,0.0,0.14134114934100536,0.11808158075946143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551026804309525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506086362386133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162760625364177,0.0,0.1558309478865918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572786734098594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683577670088996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15228403550548153,0.13811096270612022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217079499013214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541029490388827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14996203840275502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061600007933941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135650951955584,0.0,0.0910812595152676,0.0878463227073997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576549650339663,0.0,0.0,0.09980836339063597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882860744447307
anxiety,beautynsc,2019/01/13,"I have started to feel like anxiety is keeping me from living my best life I have been anxious my whole life even as a kid. I have been off and on of so many anxiety and depression medications. 

It has gotten so much worse a year ago in October my mother had a major stroke and lost her memory and vision. It was really bad and I had just went through a painful break up with my exboyfriend of 3 years.

I am with a wonderful man now who I've been with for 8 months and it works much better. I still have my issues though.

I get pathetically jealous of his friends because I was cheated on by an ex and he used friends as a cover and my previous ex always put his friends before me even when I was sick.

I hold myself back from so much. Dancing, friends, school, and work. I am fearful of rejection and embarrassment. I have severe social anxiety. Now I know these are my issues to fix but I feel like shit. I have so much I want to do but so much fear

I'm looking for low cost therapy but I just needed to vent I'm sorry.",1.6358530805687224,3.604388639810427,3.512177725118484,88.67272156398106,79.66350710900474,6.874028436018957,23.82014218009479,7.908726449838941,1.2283912796208538,797,28,172,14,20,268,121,211,0.205,0.688,0.107,-0.948,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,5,15,20,3,3,7,0,20,7,1,1,0,27,36,22,0,2,5,3,3,2,5,0,6,0,0,2,5,13,0,2,4,1,1,3,0,12,0,0,11,4,30,8,24,25,8,20,0,4,1,0,16,6,1,1,12,121,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828184269928114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225485917625396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544516353077287,0.12525444428267546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525416176132823,0.09257396391646704,0.06758688894520673,0.0,0.09434439001927734,0.0,0.11635392081095736,0.09805777726566006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549438116677966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14646057224448836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24952492893800984,0.11212100441029224,0.15841477081143793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426394869338859,0.0,0.05792634117579098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23144431275590174,0.0,0.09854863356268068,0.0,0.0,0.06093266432247816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15662514867061514,0.10833347359079536,0.0,0.09790250965561964,0.0,0.09310503394144637,0.0,0.12103050621055618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240738276961566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169244882345772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849742674368295,0.0,0.40752047666914415,0.08221060500944681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179762304518756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114575549959706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102780671877862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220895897349586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525444428267546,0.11380909873757575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302062152476501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124112763659916,0.078476174955294,0.0,0.0885429767772042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12679244522564087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089317360549654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575830137999816,0.0,0.0,0.06539551377133804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277998219418708,0.0,0.12378526373630165,0.0,0.0,0.12023657151070855,0.16143310135173905,0.0,0.11298861986069632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14279659859767366
anxiety,mementomori229,2019/01/13,"I'm genuinely scared of time. Is this weird? It's not that I'm scared of dying, or that my time on earth will just abruptly end so I wouldn't say it's like the typical chronophobia that most websites talk about and try to inform us about. I don't really know how to explain myself very well (English isn't my native language, so that doesn't help much as well), so if there's someone here who can relate and could do a better job at doing so, then please, do go ahead. But nonetheless, I'll still give it a shot. (woooow I just got done writing this and wow, it turned out way longer than I had anticipated lmao, sorry about that...)

I'm scared of what feels like routine now, will change as time goes on. I'm scared that what makes me happy right now, will one day cease to make me happy. I'm scared that I'm taking time, and everything in life for granted and I can't seem to shake that feeling.

I'll try and give an example. I have a girlfriend and we're very much in love. We're currently in a long distance relationship, but we visit each other at least a week every month and we have plans of moving in together this year. When I visit her, we have tons of fun together, and we do loads of different things. But when I do have to go back home, it feels like I took the time we had together for granted. It's like one second I was having lunch with her at a nice restaurant, laughing and having a chat, and the next second we were at the airport and I was an emotional wreck because I had to leave her. And right there and then, when I'm feeling sad and thinking about the week we spent together, it feels like that week didn't even happen, sort of. It happened. I was happy. But it feels like it ended too quick, like time just flew by. I visited her in December for a whole month, and again, as soon as I had to leave, that whole month we spent together just started feeling like a second, or like a distant memory or a dream (it doesn't help that I usually have very vivid dreams too). Be it 1 week, 1 month or 2 months, in the end, they all feel the same.

As I said, we're very happy with each other and we're very much in love, but what if one day, for whatever reason, we have to go our separate ways? We talk everyday. We still do stuff together pretty much everyday regardless of the distance, such as watching films or playing video games together. The thought of having to look back at all of this stuff that we do on a daily basis, as nothing but a distant memory, genuinely frightens me. I used my relationship with my girlfriend as an example, but it's really about anything in life. It's about having to look at things, and think about things as just a memory, be they as trivial as they may. It's about having to look back at the time that I spend with my family, in the future, time that I take for granted right now, and think about all of this as a distant memory. It's about how right now I'm young, just sat in my room writing this long ass post, and in a second I will be an 80 year old man, sat on a couch, watching TV.

I'm 19, and I've always been really self aware of this kind of stuff since I was about 5, but lately it's getting worse. It's starting to feel like everything is meaningless, everything happens and everything ends, and in the end, all that is left from your past life experiences, moments that made you happy, are just memories. Maybe this is normal, maybe most people know what I mean but they just cope with it and go on with their lives, but I can't, and I'm not sure how I should deal with it.. This sub probably isn't meant to be used as therapy session or something, and maybe I should go see a therapist, but right now it's 3 AM, my girlfriend is sleeping, I'm sad and I just wanted to write down how I feel somewhere.",5.702773763201782,5.001033002594038,6.170063924402447,83.52234435797668,67.2230869001297,9.729368167500462,29.25208449138411,9.107695989026183,2.051707281823236,2939,84,639,46,42,954,288,771,0.098,0.8009999999999999,0.101,0.8072,3,0,1,0,0,0,101.0,14,2,5,3,53,36,0,6,34,0,58,8,2,10,5,130,125,72,1,9,30,0,10,10,3,8,3,2,3,2,59,49,1,0,22,8,3,12,11,9,2,7,23,19,64,27,93,89,17,109,0,2,7,3,54,33,1,13,71,424,123,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04066881283853726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04022084823763741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274806268211003,0.0,0.02979440390885247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04322691971553701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051704410501277935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039023571739181785,0.0,0.0,0.06304205465640042,0.05038909097239956,0.0,0.0,0.05072565312688152,0.05106509947219776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05001719789647699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054979009968912605,0.2164484925860841,0.0,0.0,0.032282189003488886,0.0,0.0411802042915833,0.0,0.1757066718609826,0.04781018352823261,0.04607601711507937,0.0,0.24713213939871626,0.20950248222746504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025535733821876242,0.09377277660300104,0.1388870093030771,0.0,0.0390906650310691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12966286486943152,0.26014747298205537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655212105445159,0.0,0.04902669202278339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04850196638216903,0.0,0.0,0.05089691468627268,0.053722029239672266,0.0,0.05513434563741504,0.10350542033613294,0.05310400248974481,0.0,0.10356785941633424,0.2387838321445679,0.0,0.04315847292120007,0.08650758317355582,0.12313078899582665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822513850720992,0.04624772741632403,0.06525032408892073,0.0,0.14730777126122316,0.0532403781904048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950620984665377,0.051947536630567163,0.14371816631893866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051980264157769435,0.0,0.04788817972729533,0.04689791568368898,0.0,0.05128722272790343,0.0,0.0993590874988925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04665774753876187,0.033884518880940566,0.0,0.0,0.05365125717406809,0.0,0.0,0.04680977277451703,0.049724543279826686,0.05269667943661701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393380262797016,0.05025274917719578,0.0,0.10494923427001668,0.0,0.2086995206699992,0.046492343329217464,0.03886821950442619,0.2446674062721459,0.0,0.038947906696649666,0.04449494636848365,0.05098840953458944,0.0,0.0,0.04043079735133037,0.0,0.04891137639438003,0.0,0.0414125428523646,0.03762719323308774,0.0,0.05471276853304161,0.06918948009976791,0.0,0.07806499913114465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16785424975013466,0.0,0.0,0.0460651257264527,0.0,0.07349745692095143,0.0785694812918444,0.0,0.0,0.05589405555723116,0.0567488944649828,0.0974132846590076,0.09395345305593324,0.0,0.0388021469568965,0.2280002762107333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05430312179196448,0.06636729822037074,0.05316313847897753,0.0,0.0,0.058791904693053065,0.08442647837376542,0.053830095500008286,0.20163941811915825,0.028828377537983306,0.07759111251585678,0.15682176861351682,0.0,0.08789092901960774,0.0,0.0,0.10913679275023833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04980889976993274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06294918440288852
anxiety,klc_18,2019/01/13,"Does anyone have any coping methods for anxiety? I've been struggling with anxiety for years, and I'm fed up with it and refuse to feel like this anymore. Usually it's just small not important things in having anxiety about, but I moved out and pay my own bills and the financial stress has been killing me. I've made an appointment for the doc to see what I can do, im going to start going to counseling, but some at home things I could do would be really nice too! ",6.509361702127662,5.769498872340428,6.8058297872340425,79.75300000000001,65.59574468085106,11.349787234042553,31.56595744680851,10.793553405168565,3.0981472340425533,370,12,77,9,5,120,69,94,0.202,0.7390000000000001,0.058,-0.8921,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,2,3,0,11,1,0,1,0,17,19,6,1,2,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,7,1,1,1,0,2,3,1,3,0,0,4,2,5,2,14,12,2,11,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,1,4,50,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383137967683375,0.0,0.4667838546152716,0.0,0.2017105932607872,0.14221668505654125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16239226964005174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779900471961916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284130137084332,0.14530356084748616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23118515972847306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040191462671721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21969867865851309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22502353947693876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936724581356468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19245479299093946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21617391744737316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302983703168715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16207739794990178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439621773182683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329852904096396,0.2126298825556433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702497265771869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240079775785887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14448411505310274,0.0,0.0,0.13097802778661727
anxiety,pistachiosandstuff,2019/01/13,"Unsure of what my anxiety stems from I [19F] recently started recognizing my anxiety. Everything in my life is stable. Im in a LDR with my bf [20M] of 2ish years, long distance for 5 months. I am at a great college with great grades. I have a loving family. But I just want to cry every day because I start overthinking and I feel like I have lost control over my thoughts. I feel distant from myself. My mind can’t relax. I try to read and paint and that temporarily distracts me but usually I’m ruminating on something. Tasks don’t fulfill me I just try to fill my day to keep me busy. I am so worried I’m going to fuck something up, like my relationship or my grades. ",1.2506862745098033,3.5906130882352976,3.5636470588235305,85.66174509803925,83.55882352941177,6.861960784313728,25.243137254901967,8.021203637495839,1.7313878431372554,524,22,107,11,15,180,86,136,0.132,0.7140000000000001,0.154,0.4589,0,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,3,9,1,1,3,0,7,3,0,1,0,17,20,7,0,1,5,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,3,2,0,2,2,3,0,0,2,2,24,6,18,18,0,17,0,1,0,2,3,6,1,1,11,63,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493159587063541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933414257473007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18276473722458306,0.0,0.0,0.17899532910257032,0.21018136374200733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13729424817058528,0.0,0.14645092118107747,0.0,0.1536168223867405,0.0,0.16478704688927365,0.11641307711680494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506466739061086,0.0,0.0,0.0926094848287306,0.0,0.0,0.3593107295596388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17601632796857994,0.0,0.0,0.14483939369951435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509795088695655,0.1592204180311958,0.0,0.0,0.14420756037015608,0.0,0.0,0.17788156471527866,0.0,0.14707071358032134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16453525948258646,0.0,0.13006688342735415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16299628720683676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608956289559223,0.17494966893747976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508971140175707,0.0,0.0,0.2306767976270784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936583694754766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212676811353548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17946881560602113,0.0,0.09611342362534524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16548585886298145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493586778189608
anxiety,housesoftheholy,2019/01/13,"I talked about my anxiety For the first time. In public. I haven’t even told some of my closest friends. In yoga class I was asked in front of the class to explain why I practice. I was honest - I started practice at the recommendation of my therapist to help with my anxiety. Learning breathing exercises has been so huge for me, learning meditation, and just having that hour of practice to take my mind off things. When I responded, no one looked at me like I had 3 heads. One lady smiled and waved and mouthed “Me too!” Everyone was kind and accepting. It made me feel like I’m not so different! ",3.569565217391304,5.657084434782611,4.5941304347826115,82.60771739130438,74.21739130434783,8.078260869565218,29.76086956521739,8.841846274778883,2.511278260869565,470,21,91,10,10,153,76,115,0.045,0.737,0.218,0.9704,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,3,0,8,4,3,1,0,15,17,7,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,0,0,3,7,2,17,6,17,10,1,14,0,0,1,0,8,8,0,1,7,64,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241429857289478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19805949006223114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213474780904708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13993081766251295,0.0,0.0,0.20244027576032486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071222349048608,0.15135205379684227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18020708795392326,0.0,0.0,0.16368167499061134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21742837180836336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420045673597429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20863835911594086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206184620187804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20700713246531405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779081336125655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20046603133696536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21391711362203106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871221724239042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499548330343761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15929154063797465,0.17028417371726404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24598453354791056,0.140749651684121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235366391743086,0.0,0.0,0.20244027576032486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19116972151190564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,riseupgamers69,2019/01/13,"I’m here for y’all. Hello all of you wonderful people. I just want you guys to know that all of you are great and amazing. I just wanted to say that anyone here, can freely pm me. I mean it. I’ve dealt with people with anxiety, close family and friends have it, and one thing that rings true is that having someone to talk to can make a huge difference. And that’s what I’m trying to do, no matter how different we are, I am willing to hear you all. ",1.101251461988305,2.935013136842109,2.9350877192982487,92.82005847953221,80.78947368421053,6.3274853801169595,18.976608187134506,7.3871296695380915,0.2812573099415205,348,8,79,5,9,116,62,95,0.038,0.718,0.244,0.9648,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,5,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,10,0,0,2,4,22,19,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,1,9,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,11,4,11,18,3,2,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,1,0,56,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17031747687749438,0.0,0.0,0.15567368105742682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4652186922605826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20988331216826375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17200958294864838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454592044213564,0.0,0.22044664414808915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509292307995083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223560339977023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14861260800419054,0.0,0.0,0.24251807372552026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15086528512363562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086983424021861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770506905424833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188640472926638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17894800811112094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147910808511349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15115660209258447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626353465837622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414414369552565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,subjackway1234,2019/01/13,"I Still didn't told my parents I had anxiety,but,how should I tell them? So,in my family,I am the only one who has anxiety,and because of that,I just make it more harder to tell them since if I do tell them,I just simply don't know what will happen,but I wanna get better,I really do,so,how should I tell them?",6.452523809523813,3.174656728571432,8.007142857142856,79.21452380952383,67.42857142857143,11.61904761904762,29.04761904761905,9.725611199111238,2.163761904761904,241,4,58,4,3,86,45,70,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,1,0,8,13,1,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,11,0,3,7,1,1,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,1,1,33,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359838610594951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197290855779834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165469760935388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19726363217872656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259565558536273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14890365036567302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511607391193482,0.1696578554962115,0.0,0.0,0.24769731651075896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14290693877088206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18452914669369744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17814721227406555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.779906154882537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21315679979097085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mmkay33,2019/01/13,"Anxiety attack every time I have to call someone at work Help me please, I have work in under two hours and I feel sick already. I have the worst job for my anxiety, I just call people all day, there’s a script to go by but i feel sick to my stomach every time I call someone. How can I deal with this? We all sit within close proximity of each other in a dead quiet room, people can hear me stuttering and choking on my own words every day, I hate it so much, I go to work every day and hope I get hit by a car on the way just so I don’t have to go. Any tips would be amazing. ",0.7350107372942034,2.1002516062992136,3.1284753042233366,93.19667859699356,80.18110236220473,5.878024337866857,19.419470293486047,6.574015621080383,-0.04318267716535429,442,10,106,4,11,153,77,127,0.227,0.684,0.08900000000000001,-0.9601,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,3,6,6,2,0,5,0,9,3,1,1,2,18,19,7,1,2,3,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,3,7,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,4,0,1,0,4,18,2,17,16,6,21,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,1,6,69,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481809360201892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913147685989808,0.0,0.20544713381618476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276249038286596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4113436168449542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597978022732477,0.1384364259120487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4525455959169746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579165428920326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015557643773114,0.0,0.2289426636102205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325733572094544,0.0,0.0,0.15134292793551538,0.0,0.09000482082701157,0.0,0.0,0.13336999367891478,0.1322384095034079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325183578587732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871099527636404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18618520783382025,0.0,0.0,0.14739873543133408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22754942825029906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15659909087694512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117170926000574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658493824703467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932715596629588,0.0,0.0,0.09538841272935712,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yolandajpeg,2019/01/13,"Lithium Orotate and Anxiety? Has anyone had any experience with this supplement? 

There's minimal research although some people claim it's helped immensely with quelling their general anxiety/panic. 

I'm just not ready to go on the journey of finding prescribed medication again, so I was looking into more 'natural' supplements. ",9.278207547169814,12.031092245283025,8.947311320754721,54.51455188679248,60.50943396226415,12.847169811320756,49.099056603773576,12.161744961471696,7.728324528301887,271,19,31,10,4,87,49,53,0.083,0.917,0.0,-0.4888,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,9,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,6,4,2,5,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,1,23,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708952141688805,0.0,0.3047406578881655,0.0,0.0,0.27853923655430457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38966784984321706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640894601620272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263944552914189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670091113217491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345180618906546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40130098155317606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761693564198728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sparzail,2019/01/13,"How do I stop caring about what everyone thinks about me? Hello, guys.
This has been a problem to me since I was a child. I'm now 20y old and I still lay in bed every night incapable of sleeping because my head never ceases to be drown in this anxious state. 
It takes only a little thing to make me think someone's mad at me, or someone doesn't like me. 
How did you manage to get over this? 
Sorry for my rusty English ! ",2.4332512315270947,3.851155379310349,3.76978653530378,90.17172413793104,75.66666666666667,5.890968801313631,22.773399014778327,6.18269132825596,0.3961605911330044,326,9,69,2,7,107,68,87,0.221,0.7440000000000001,0.035,-0.9364,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,6,4,1,0,3,0,7,2,2,3,1,10,14,4,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,6,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,11,2,12,10,0,12,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,7,46,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399172196372511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945854793839418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165249791589984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17893056252119965,0.2029282708192912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109543601286555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21027931044114004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21795249661862195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037530681102712,0.21285014865283625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14175836903639938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637925415088943,0.0,0.0,0.1992945001022143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228461895884631,0.0,0.0,0.16151666416702198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20320904320274896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756743425076395,0.0,0.21252298871478129,0.0,0.35988017619045104,0.0,0.0,0.2377304003008609,0.0,0.0,0.16959865119716752,0.17755050986023488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15967552294818696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410889376009926,0.2721557521031732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sushiful_,2019/01/13,"Every time I look at a random mutual friend's Instagram, I question my life and habits as a person I'm currently 15 and in Sophomore grade. I do have a few friends that are close to me, but sometimes, I wish for more close people. I don't know why I am not content with the amount of friends I have, and sometimes I just want to have more. Looking at Instagram feeds sometimes make me feel miserable, either because I don't go out often or don't hang out with people enough, I don't know, I'm just really unsure. I'm sick of just having some mutual people and would really prefer them being closer to me as a friend, but I just don't know how. I wish I knew how to connect with others properly sometimes. I blame my inability to connect to my awkwardness when I was little, and being raised in an Asian household with a single father. I sometimes am not content and just want better people, I don't know why I'm so greedy",5.431443850267382,5.380753748663103,6.4367914438502725,79.19283422459895,67.66310160427807,9.15294117647059,29.299465240641712,8.841846274778883,2.2177743315508027,729,23,142,11,11,244,94,187,0.132,0.7390000000000001,0.129,-0.3446,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,10,7,0,2,7,0,18,3,0,3,0,44,36,15,0,6,11,1,1,0,4,1,2,0,0,1,2,14,1,0,8,0,0,2,8,2,0,0,2,3,24,5,21,31,8,15,0,1,2,0,8,10,0,5,3,100,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325423219500707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062801868298508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416725135627868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124801476955124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060761326783864734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3713707336844812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682951151463367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641681314349532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487929528459562,0.0,0.1204414421485442,0.0,0.0,0.20182428519235546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021409668459713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332416948516992,0.10492740142085842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13461737951175154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15396736044168807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5942537063601274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007182131064693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14175820858394822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216868625459162,0.0,0.2763780657542377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536498870392599,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LargeFabric,2019/01/13,"Nothing helps, anyone have any tips? First of, I apologize if this is confusing, I'm not good at writing...

So I've had pretty bad anxiety over the past two years. It's mixed, but mostly physical effects from it. It's got the the point where I have anxiety of anxiety, I've missed a lot of school, and I rarely leave the house. I've been to therapist after therapist, and tried every medical scan possible to make sure my anxiety problems aren't physical. 

I'm not really comfortable sharing what it actually is because it's very embarrassing, and the only people who know what it truly is, is my family and my girlfriend.

I'm from the UK and most people who live here understand that any kind of medical help (physical or mental) can take months. It's painful and slow to find therapists to help and took me over a year to find my first one, who I only had about 4 sessions with before she got moved to another area. She was probably the most helpful out of every therapist I've had. All of them I've had have said I've helped myself more than they could, and honestly I have no idea what I'm doing right or wrong to help myself. The best piece of advice I've had is to breathe when in anxious situations. But the thing is with what I am experiencing is that the breathing doesn't stop the physical effect or concequence of the anxiety, only suppresses the feeling. The physical stuff is separate.

Like I said earlier, I've had countless scans and tests to see if these physical problems are anxiety based or something medical. All of the tests said I had nothing wrong with myself. I did get some tablets that my GP had given to me which help with a medical problem similar to my physical problems, but they didn't do much to help. I have also had hypnotism recommended to me, which might sound stupid, but I've heard it could work.

I'm up to try anything at this point, I've missed so much school and I'm under so much pressure to catch up on work since I'm in my last school year, and my GCSE's (finals) are upcoming in a few months, and I am nowhere near ready. 

Any help would be appreciated, thank you.",6.192026104417671,6.177548173493978,6.9344728915662674,76.14419929718876,66.06024096385542,11.157630522088354,33.195281124498,10.864195022040775,3.5538293172690762,1672,66,327,44,24,555,197,415,0.165,0.698,0.13699999999999998,-0.8565,0,0,1,0,0,0,46.0,0,1,3,7,8,23,1,3,19,0,40,7,2,3,3,58,65,27,0,9,12,0,1,1,1,2,5,5,0,0,25,17,0,2,8,0,0,3,6,14,0,4,21,10,31,9,46,39,14,35,0,2,3,0,26,18,0,13,15,211,56,8,0.0,0.0,0.06535790989432895,0.0,0.0,0.06544716597531443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053559859663907285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663582970748847,0.07022909616215232,0.30741401441073285,0.07566265293039988,0.0,0.04683045657765116,0.0,0.055114694035243765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05592130277146437,0.040827320341350726,0.0,0.056990766905236315,0.0,0.07028609945003264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694812818764793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285860240588325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06313804151161341,0.0,0.03386455742743315,0.0,0.0,0.07336780640691656,0.12242781925751473,0.11393775128508295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03499165776521688,0.0,0.0,0.05617542759957275,0.10713200428256957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4040271982305554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728012365671927,0.0,0.07560658940594586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.069744125327691,0.03680769220732474,0.05459353993926499,0.0,0.07091682327421693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03272058752081634,0.0,0.05914012593733449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569397248209369,0.0,0.0,0.04470631283822727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26988094637835136,0.06749501752289748,0.07104985967059434,0.0,0.0,0.10691756485429432,0.0711837942940038,0.1477029285379859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12852858092527428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04538397329636679,0.1528124490833487,0.07126609063525094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06393518766136197,0.09286402313648368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662599057976195,0.07550421599748007,0.0,0.06813762287453103,0.07221034590475536,0.2563440061770532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042905881056340266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057196258811197526,0.19112560200857487,0.0,0.0,0.20334673712653387,0.05337038016245377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05540238764866013,0.07528267291642289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05156060434613155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05599407422894564,0.0,0.0,0.07667031753312653,0.0,0.0,0.0631231170239887,0.0,0.050356842633370216,0.0,0.0,0.061661554410584477,0.0,0.3110524111074379,0.04449519435980182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441165648819008,0.09094321715320372,0.0,0.0654248142765754,0.06972330622779288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05526136479977326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751715229751844,0.0,0.0,0.04757709739517987,0.14645323253945475,0.0,0.1293890553091354
anxiety,rm20010,2019/01/13,"Back at it again. Insomnia and poor sleep due to anxiety. Quick refresher: dealing with anxiety and panic symptoms since the spring of 2003. Back then it took one and a half months to bounce back, but back then it was pure hell to wait until seeking out a psychiatrist to prescribe me the right meds. Following a stepdown in the fall of 2014 there was an approximately 2.5 year respite that I was somewhat stable, without requiring medications.

Summer of 2017 - it was months and months of stress buildup, combined with a weekend of terrible sleep and freaking out over the increasing levels of anxiety that led to two nights of no sleep. The following week was hell again, but keeping notes from my prior occurrence meant it took about under two weeks to be somewhat functional again.

Which brings us to now. I discontinued escitalopram in the beginning of December. Beginning of last week I felt the panic return, and opted to grab another script of escitalopram, starting with 2.5 mg for first four days and 5 mg from today onwards. Once again, on Thursday I had another sleepless night. So far I've managed some passable sleep by combining a new script of 0.25-0.5g of clonazepam, but still groggy as hell. At least this time around I'm more functional and not as bad as last time. And hell, I can still fucking drive on the highway!

But it's a constant rollercoaster ride and it sucks. Just a reminder to be vigilant about one's health and physical health. A little bit of stress, poor appetite and poor exercise habits led to now.

For now, it's just waiting until the escitalopram fully kicks in so I can get peaceful sleep at night without requiring clonazepam to calm my panicking head down.",7.564419002050581,8.451527642857148,7.052884483937117,73.36962747778539,63.15584415584416,10.640054682159946,36.34039644565961,10.5429385540328,3.9829,1366,62,233,32,19,426,170,308,0.207,0.747,0.045,-0.996,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,1,0,0,3,22,14,6,4,18,0,10,13,6,2,1,40,27,25,0,0,9,0,2,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,12,18,0,5,2,2,3,11,4,13,0,7,10,2,10,1,55,15,7,76,4,0,0,1,2,18,6,3,47,156,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19082306531282295,0.20882258122236155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100088687303614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798644873697704,0.07597331444006337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993381219266448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832846715940516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058681381821926996,0.09380726891365652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736520397144155,0.0,0.0,0.07739652132525478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411930376985058,0.04753881055025165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933825622868074,0.19343741442045206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087658784981902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14833889665097036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119644221882904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106999650508086,0.09166341351335194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21788338355699388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787924697544798,0.0,0.25616542170349804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690197362402128,0.12331511259225353,0.0,0.0,0.21351562732268733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770543853773965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526832904382494,0.0,0.4552813465991947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06440358459006681,0.0,0.14533035275930714,0.0,0.20845875130056696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457402841387076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061146510591125,0.0,0.08624840881572877,0.0,0.20218771366921812,0.0,0.0,0.17776910554213296,0.0,0.10945043673258907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21896140914560205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754232999382989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05859493548327362
anxiety,16bamch,2019/01/13,i think imwhaving an anxiety attack iwwas working on my school project due tomorrow it’s late and it’s an art thing for math  and i kept thinking if I don’t do good then I’ll fail math this year and my heart is beating super fast I feel so sick and nauseous and My arms and legs keep shaking a little and everytime I look at what I drew i start to tear up because I don’t want to go to school and show up with it because I know I can do better it’s just it’s late and I want to sleep and midterms start this week and i haven’t studied for any of them and I don’t know what to do I missed ttwo days last week and I’m gonna have so much work tomorrow ,-0.9417687074829928,1.0557447891156464,1.0807142857142864,101.86011904761908,90.90476190476193,4.355102040816326,18.37074829931973,5.82211442006289,-0.5513700680272109,512,15,130,4,18,168,83,147,0.138,0.774,0.087,-0.7987,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,6,3,7,1,1,3,0,10,5,4,0,0,25,26,17,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,10,14,0,2,5,2,0,2,4,4,0,0,1,2,18,3,13,24,1,21,0,2,1,0,1,5,0,1,14,73,28,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766511362400685,0.0,0.13236610416421585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19684456374548376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21095277705180748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15302938741927113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158887874971174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748825998398957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983359170350751,0.14512785011511445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20503925747668794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537954198599255,0.0,0.0,0.19018355412709026,0.14104108184161687,0.39036670640325183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17341971877968684,0.0,0.0,0.14530011496293202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271956404570226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502275644724734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17315316512768064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24494050987675836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495225179098267,0.2217389759543283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20411303807721495,0.0,0.2775855802687169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519331897777078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142449185726223
anxiety,kinkchip,2019/01/13,"I accidentally missed jury duty I guess my summons notice got lost in the mail because I never received anything until today when i get a letter saying I missed it and have 14 days to respond

I responded but my anxiety has me dry heaving/gagging and unable to feel anything in my fingertips at the mere thought of getting in legal trouble since I didn’t show up. I know I couldn’t have done anything differently since I never received a notice but I can’t help but worry 

What if I get fined or taken to jail? I have a whopping 7 dollars in my bank account and am on the verge of being homeless

I feel so fucked. My more rational side of me knows I shouldn’t be this worried but the physical symptoms of anxiety are so crippling

 




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anxiety,gothclout666,2019/01/13,"My anxiety makes it hard to feel or stay in the moment during sexual situations Hello there, i swear this is anxiety related: I (female 21) have a lovely boyfriend (also 21) and he’s super sexy and he makes me wet and then will either eat me out or put his dick in and I feel it but it’s not a pleasurable feeling it’s empty of arousal, if that makes sense. 

And I try to focus on the moment by feeling the sensations but I almost can’t feel anything but empty friction and I cry every time after sex because I want it to mean and feel like so much more. I try not to focus on orgasm as the ultimate end, and I try to focus on my breath but my mind cannot stay present and I really want to stay in the moment. 

I’m pretty sure this is either anxiety/depression related because I’ve been struggling with feeling slightly existential angsty/depersonalized. Tips and tricks to stay feeling sexy during sexy times? Anyone else had their anxiety really effect their sex life?

P.s i haven’t had any negative sexual experiences! 

TLDR: I can get aroused but once the sex or oral starts I don’t feel anything in a sexual way. I struggle with on and off depersonalization and I think it’s making it hard to feel in the moment during sex.",2.9908754208754225,5.1125069670781915,4.888097643097645,79.6905303030303,76.03703703703705,7.874971941638608,24.21417882528993,8.710501217029153,1.9028699588477358,975,32,182,21,22,333,123,243,0.16899999999999998,0.716,0.115,-0.7708,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,2,3,8,1,2,10,0,12,12,5,5,1,50,34,25,0,3,13,0,13,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,10,15,1,0,13,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,3,13,23,5,25,30,4,28,0,0,0,9,7,11,1,5,12,112,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010486928053234,0.0,0.0,0.08069921128851623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862355353641057,0.0,0.23159198565544664,0.0,0.0,0.07055994795005513,0.1033961684540101,0.1660837936081923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230299172270177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084698550120778,0.0,0.0,0.08691527302076979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325806806858676,0.08429894509354165,0.0,0.08937799261983731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502262943209701,0.0,0.0,0.09871120328638808,0.0,0.0,0.5102408953603209,0.07209148269965758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05272230362533189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18079448551617705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07127706045264616,0.04930045788760967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107693109996393,0.0,0.2694379117721098,0.0,0.0,0.10992264423109413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189225391380237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07418185878264981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746788184569983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026636824583472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144433320933717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929349638377882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342920549399114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714259633763444,0.4302346415991453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21099005984829008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510827305885038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466027193129792,0.0,0.0,0.11768508272458365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20553767156104247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904090825705348,0.08009917046487522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,stinkmuffin98,2019/01/13,"Can anxiety cause leg pain I get this weird pain in my left leg behind my knee. It’s not constant and has been coming and going infrequently for the past few weeks. I feel like it could be stress related as the more I worry about it the more frequent it comes. Like when I first got these pains I was super worried about them and it would last for a minute or so at a time, starting off small and growing in intensity the more I thought about it. I could feel the muscle in my leg tense as it happened. I went to the doctor because I was worried it could be dvt but they said it wasn’t likely, but they also told me I could come back to get test done if I wanted. A few days after this the pain stopped coming and I thought it was over with until a week ago when it came back. I’m now worried about it again though I feel like the anxiety could be causing it. I might go back to the doctor if it gets worse but I don’t want to waste their time, and it seems pretty likely that I don’t have dvt as I am a otherwise healthy 19 year old guy. Anyways, is it possible that this pain could be caused by anxiety? Like I said it’s not constant and it only comes and goes a few times a day",4.237941567065075,4.0295283585657415,4.9455617529880485,89.40923240371849,70.19521912350598,7.9682337317397085,26.295086321381135,7.3011,0.9917376361221776,922,24,214,8,15,298,128,251,0.163,0.747,0.08900000000000001,-0.9337,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,4,2,15,14,0,1,16,0,25,11,4,3,0,43,52,23,0,11,8,0,3,6,0,2,7,2,0,1,24,15,0,1,6,0,0,10,5,7,0,1,14,5,26,7,24,26,6,45,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,5,33,149,50,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06799692460733713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061343279507688635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760439994513841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17695091943333574,0.0,0.046760423551616026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773340179801814,0.0,0.2364004288163033,0.0,0.3303853161415838,0.0,0.16578797673450196,0.0,0.367470095781076,0.0,0.0,0.09894049856864376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15702757103835194,0.0,0.07849881359127825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635745638865574,0.10960027744405244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06524770011923954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023013444388615,0.0,0.08718973402786569,0.0,0.061350314621466034,0.0,0.0,0.07595288049305639,0.0678325421865448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06252717615063637,0.0,0.0,0.08334335723926818,0.0,0.0,0.2248536301484548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137495930917021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049203685629967,0.0,0.0,0.05833981415184841,0.4081130668275865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322636974215957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864766311003517,0.0,0.07803951076814515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14593355669286756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698319907477172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05429424607182659,0.0,0.0,0.0641312387253163,0.08786863969590535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753651217808313,0.121795007677763,0.13418697918216665,0.0,0.0,0.07329768520671702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048861310371573,0.0,0.12306090004208453,0.0,0.0,0.07110899133002019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31160238168520743,0.07817190291865618,0.054491090939952094,0.0,0.0,0.049397372303751165
anxiety,somenerdwithapencil,2019/01/13,"Astraphobia... Hello, I am 17 years old. I have a high phobia of it, so much I would skip school to stay ""safe"" indoors. I tend not to think too rationally whenever rain is around. I live in LA so already, you know it does not rain here often and if it does storm it is never severe or dangerous. My problem is, Monday through Thursday is rain more or less. I need to get to school, which is a minor problem I'm sure that the activities will distract me. And I doubt I will see anything. The classroom has no windows. 

I am okay with a rain in the day more so than night. At night if it is just rain I will get anxiety and be unable to sleep. I think it is the dark and the ""possibility"" (irrational) of seeing a flash. When it happens I get clammy and sweaty racing heart and I hide in the covers. Recently, i invested in earplugs which helps a ton. It still gives me anxiety none the less.

I obsessive check my phone on rainy days... I spent one hour today scrolling through the weather in hopes it changes. I know with a fear this bad therapy will be the only way to help me out. After my classes I will look into them afterwards. 

Another thing is it does not say any storm or thunderstorm. Only in the Oakland and San Fran area on Wed. So I have nothing to worry about. If anything just a rumble. But I still am panicking. I automatically think that rain means thunderstorms and bad ones. I think heavier rain means that as well. There is no chance of a thunderstorm. Yet I react this way... what gets me is not the fear of being struck, I know while inside that will never happen. I fear the noise, and even the flashes being seen which I never see since I hide under covers and being by myself at dark.

I never had this big of a fear (or much at all) of them until perhaps twoish years ago? I can't recall any instances I felt petrified and with a phobia created. It just sort of happened. I want this to stop I want to be able to sleep soundly and even find the beauty in weather. Sadly I have no pet, or anyone who can stay in the room with me to sleep. I feel like being alone(night rain) is what makes me fear that more than rainy afternoons. I do have a plushie and earplugs that's it.

What do you think I can do? Anything comforting to help me? No rude answers please. :(",2.131357015077945,4.211688252747258,3.396963966266295,89.55466394071048,78.56043956043956,6.342448249424994,22.88908765652952,7.397020576406223,0.859242269358548,1765,56,369,24,43,573,216,455,0.163,0.747,0.09,-0.9868,0,1,0,0,0,0,67.0,0,2,2,0,20,22,2,8,26,1,40,4,4,2,6,70,73,30,0,10,16,0,2,1,0,7,0,2,3,0,30,20,0,2,14,0,3,0,14,15,1,2,4,9,51,7,49,55,10,52,0,1,5,0,13,21,0,12,28,261,81,4,0.0747633209258854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627317304014177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825031837494608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168324394623547,0.07839586072482847,0.1143874717441882,0.0,0.0,0.05227625232517519,0.0,0.18457152862264964,0.06655520636853966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484850021422594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908968027700332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964323139639479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962776578901138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876093672374904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4206476074104673,0.03780258144657349,0.053410931407870406,0.07178451254321316,0.0,0.06833232087449984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624299776599793,0.0717197899397277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983388733553042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859489526852961,0.15033683422035826,0.07899155334935233,0.0,0.07425684700531751,0.07362681118784159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326389785333172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03652558216317877,0.0,0.06601738210509242,0.0,0.06278235995421443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049905097264729824,0.0,0.0,0.16287834821370922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991928651697043,0.05543605514394436,0.2306483284423173,0.0,0.0,0.21048093624806566,0.0,0.07173742280630288,0.0,0.07845152876745562,0.0,0.10132312229866706,0.11372174905680855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206767537271213,0.0,0.08428441094854619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307680223806638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738197599000705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059454793580239584,0.0,0.15132894440040964,0.17873006141441894,0.0,0.0,0.08446127211301528,0.0,0.06184499165273333,0.0,0.22445194230639606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593755050612297,0.11941216933426155,0.06250548397394606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046354518508739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549837316677679,0.0,0.04966942835062527,0.23952658619360084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086688639207787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819468746587839,0.11868728840964984,0.0,0.0,0.06722120422625996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592578149819644,0.0,0.05310971812127919,0.0,0.0,0.09629025492901663
anxiety,betticusjm,2019/01/13,"Hey World, anxiety is hard. Had a full on panic attack in Aldi. Too many people,  too many trolleys. couldn't stay in the shop for more than five minutes. I'm 29 and my anxiety is getting so much worse. Cant seem to find a way past it.",-0.30733333333333235,1.8161860000000016,2.056000000000001,95.16466666666668,89.0,4.933333333333334,18.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,-0.0920666666666663,180,5,41,2,6,61,44,50,0.272,0.728,0.0,-0.9114,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,1,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,8,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,6,6,3,8,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,1,24,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3755253657463286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27922604228040365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243298098770664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823346819963316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21986808537296515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4976799242350792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804283268196197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879736481570805,0.0,0.0,0.2343024417082808,0.17015878238269105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223441446013949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616088279447656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19482066833835007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25012666599910105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pwoody5520,2019/01/13,"Hope   

I had severe anxiety for 7 years. At one point, I forgot what life was like without it. Every day, by the time I had my first thought in the morning, I felt like my heart was going to explode or I was going to spontaneously combust. Having a cup of coffee in the morning was like the scariest thing in the world for me. It was an everyday, all day occurrence. My Dad once asked me how I could have a conversation while I was feeling the way I was. I told him that I got so accustomed to the anxiety that I could be feeling like I was going to die and carry out everyday tasks at the same time. My world was reduced to not just my house, but my bedroom. I am posting this because I want people to know that there is a light at the end of the tunnel. There can be a life without anxiety. I never in a million years thought that this was possible, but it is. Early last year I went on some medication. Within six months, my physical anxiety was gone. It felt like I was high (and I’m an addict) without the anxiety. I now have three cups of coffee a day no problem. I am not saying that medication is for everyone, but I want people to hear that it can work if you give it some time. Unfortunately there are some side effects (weight gain for one). This may deter some people from going on medication. But I say I would rather be fat and anxiety free then skinny and feeling like I am going to drop from a heart attack every day. Like I said before, I want people to have hope for a life without anxiety. Just thought I would post this because I know how it feels to have anxiety run your life. If one person reads this and gains some hope for the future then it was worth it.",3.4953097345132766,4.6694125368731605,4.909609439528027,84.01496283185844,72.59882005899705,7.901876106194693,26.539351032448373,8.364918446050245,1.6795476342182885,1306,44,269,21,25,437,150,339,0.101,0.759,0.141,0.9186,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,2,0,5,10,13,1,0,22,0,37,13,4,3,2,57,69,18,1,14,16,1,7,7,0,3,9,4,1,1,22,6,3,1,12,1,2,8,8,2,0,7,26,12,39,12,37,35,7,51,0,0,0,0,13,16,0,12,30,200,61,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874328413471131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4420568115867713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06752694839633598,0.0821740588130131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806362532133369,0.0,0.061463910704360365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534237136788048,0.0,0.0,0.18633404775380555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496516669391022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397590302790028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217167523298721,0.06902054554574616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609019999491826,0.10320477269943046,0.13870764102177865,0.0,0.0,0.06144030122007815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929128947646282,0.20525487918274385,0.0,0.0577703398495415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141044722390525,0.17118997530103194,0.0,0.07631682404431495,0.0,0.2152273181131296,0.0,0.08334575717425723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939337650347446,0.05887852798053168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20407772311593345,0.24702153789971484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21829770798561351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057654704575735474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055709589036686616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692447084617518,0.14683833716794573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20030564021710184,0.06306998986809023,0.0,0.0,0.06828236397298393,0.08143046043911824,0.13835612565375205,0.0,0.0,0.06911604265416872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225131054286131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687089480927411,0.1148831951737132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160133291594325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04798757415304655,0.0,0.0,0.17203185580062186,0.12635676668599735,0.0,0.0,0.06902054554574616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781249689841634,0.0573342118352606,0.0,0.0879588287165823,0.0,0.0669595685179422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785153700625632,0.0,0.052585584178263416,0.0,0.0,0.10262274486435484,0.0,0.0,0.13954466264449486
anxiety,ThatsWhatSheSaidXD,2019/01/13,"I just wish there was a cure for anxiety :( I can’t enjoy my time with my family without my Panic Disorder taking over 24/7. I can’t enjoy my time with my friends, I always end up just wanting to go home and relax within an hour of being out. I can’t keep a job because jobs cause stress and stress just makes my anxiety even worse which triggers psychosis, just a snowball effect. I lost my girlfriend because of anxiety. I’m just always consumed by anxiety. I’m on so much medicine for it and it does help, but I don’t want to depend on medications to function. I’ve tried everything under the sun to, not even help, but to just have a little less but it’s always there no matter what I do. I know it’s not possible, but I just wish there was a cure. I just want to live my life :(",1.734259259259261,3.636108104938273,3.6269382716049385,88.29522222222225,79.06172839506172,6.542222222222222,23.14567901234568,7.554174236665415,1.0232908641975311,611,20,128,9,15,206,88,162,0.132,0.705,0.163,0.6162,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,14,8,0,3,7,0,9,2,0,5,0,34,22,8,0,5,15,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,6,6,0,1,2,1,0,1,8,4,0,0,3,0,19,4,21,18,2,13,0,1,0,0,4,8,0,1,4,88,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32142813552617555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39401918385575707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15698777562973967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322770221019006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475757309313899,0.0,0.1126830316172154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404748184743352,0.0,0.0,0.1700960039214207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157255892043731,0.0,0.12138808782519317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948344223291998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318005999065749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726167962852787,0.0,0.12916169342885006,0.0,0.12680748866892072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555585887638049,0.11445215940400785,0.0,0.0,0.07076582148154821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095045681645092,0.0,0.12905625743372864,0.11370176567725306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056209902441527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595157054640509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971708987558528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465701729180914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510778660628029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14516307733410816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949995155250149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968151797210026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15016769724101794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742291466918682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278466224000045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961465602431431,0.12412476849912127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312224336719002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,___no_identity___,2019/01/13,"Am I paranoid... and do I have a different mental illness than I thought? I was sick all week at work, but it was worst on the last day I was there. I just started this job about a month ago. It’s been a weird situation where the owner had to go out of town for personal reasons. I was trained by a temp who’d been there only a week or two, but there was another employee who’d been there for years who knows my job and could have trained me. The temp really didn’t know what was going on and would give me wrong methods and wrong information that would later be cleared up by an employee. This happened multiple times, so I felt frustrated by working under the supervision of the temp.

My position is an administrative support role. The previous admin still works there and told me repeatedly she doesn’t know what’s going on with her job and that no one talks to her. The temp (who is friends with the owner) always tried to keep me from talking with the other admin. The accountant repeatedly showed me paperwork that was done poorly by the other admin. 

All of this bred an atmosphere of distrust in the workplace. I feared that if I did something inadequately I would not be told directly. I considered that I should speak with the owner about my concerns, but once I got sick I delayed the convo because I’m extra emotional when I’m sick. 

Well, it all came out anyway. Last week I was told to build a thing that had been delivered to the shop. On Wednesday I opened the box and found the instructions then asked the owner if I could build the thing the next day since I’d be working in a different area then. She said it was fine, but something seemed unsettled. The next day I went to build it and couldn’t find the instructions anywhere. I became convinced that the owner took them to make my life difficult for having tried to delay the project the day before. Normally I would have kept such a belief to myself, but since I was sick I was emotional and started crying and told the accountant what I thought happened. 

Today on my day off the owner called me because the accountant told her what I said. Owner said she would never do such a thing and that I’ve already had issues multiple times in the month I’ve been there so how do I want to proceed. 

Well, I surely don’t trust anyone anywhere ever. But at this point I’m wondering if I’m actually just a paranoid schizophrenic person since I think someone would intentionally cause me harm. It was just too weird. I’ve never felt so paranoid at a job. Is this because I’m increasingly mentally ill or because there is something seriously fucked up about this workplace?  

Please help! I don’t even know what’s real or true anymore :(",5.623223439087732,6.476188082533593,6.013815626058488,79.23939115953485,67.40690978886757,9.277204471039855,30.870554363780066,9.402419484367199,2.6717966128485946,2145,81,407,41,34,690,220,521,0.17,0.75,0.079,-0.9951,9,0,4,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,1,4,28,21,3,1,43,0,53,9,0,5,9,82,97,30,0,15,16,0,2,0,1,7,8,4,0,2,34,19,0,4,16,2,5,7,9,12,2,2,41,6,49,9,47,41,6,64,1,0,0,1,38,22,1,9,35,285,83,12,0.0,0.0,0.06589882087255741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059860618436695726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745202225227347,0.0,0.056189757664375034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081032174244689,0.0,0.0,0.06697088466233038,0.04721803182476751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06313074646371074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16466085125617771,0.0,0.057462430266664824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895492920991328,0.07723548850939932,0.0,0.06937115636411703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783324548609298,0.0,0.07417772604906638,0.21775394501132145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14110741692125575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910588317421892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15192266659198456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04460244227396618,0.061084085802493686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598919673954725,0.0,0.0,0.12967736771591548,0.0,0.06172052429547505,0.0,0.0,0.07404235290738541,0.052172942186920736,0.062429716815721625,0.0,0.0647802237768458,0.11513531156839728,0.0,0.054009321682330025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943181103757393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04526344249326335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07048300741376738,0.2680495000510336,0.060023113009830875,0.0,0.0,0.14844927075693934,0.11009072704660028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04769791654624222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04507630838198642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13610723099079644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780242920642316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416546355479656,0.0,0.14363627765340567,0.0,0.06616434132335848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191646270377733,0.045759577250522036,0.051359048586069586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792789795450775,0.0,0.07412685368930423,0.0638369822758815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686308696156569,0.043260975981062655,0.06943133081965845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19270738356361716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06147610611749501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16758271610003694,0.07590572258733058,0.0,0.0,0.0572173266128613,0.15596198082436008,0.0,0.0,0.0955951218729966,0.0,0.05392895780685436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663140901994525,0.06364553255155805,0.0,0.0,0.10855492957544548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13459032797469994,0.04327002593611978,0.0,0.1072213857346469,0.07875371429303113,0.0,0.06400984669231648,0.3226355303412414,0.07502749750831607,0.0916958756245826,0.0,0.06596627896459825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039830509785164815,0.0,0.1625037078757978,0.0,0.1214338373267886,0.06260030467562258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323260667142177,0.19664843510589894,0.0,0.0,0.28782511166134045,0.14766529947069104,0.0,0.04348663226058877
anxiety,detap_rettiwt,2019/01/13,PSA that I'm sure has been mentioned. Dont have a buttload of caffeine if you're already anxious. Been having a terrible week and just downed 2 monsters to try and stay awake. Now I'm trying very hard not to hyperventilate at work. ,3.364782608695652,5.4014387391304375,4.542826086956524,82.9755434782609,74.65217391304348,7.208695652173913,28.89130434782609,8.07648339933343,2.006278260869565,186,8,36,3,4,61,40,46,0.154,0.794,0.052000000000000005,-0.5413,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,1,6,8,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,5,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,20,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423128847019512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504371636178425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3635515280253013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778778411598588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306314157161027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923593772075637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4212102250599977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25594709130668963,0.0,0.0,0.2488233445659969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258289455345095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,slashslays,2019/01/13,"(22F) What are some jobs I can do that don’t require me to be a cashier? i’m TERRIBLE at math, i’m a slow counter, and i second guess my self a lot. I know i’m stupid it’s basic math yes but i HATE attention. I don’t want anyone standing in line staring at me waiting. I can do anything else just don’t wanna be cashier. All the jobs i can do are fine with me except that if they need you up front, you are expected to go and they train you to be cashier regardless of the position i’m applying for,  id rather quit the job then go through that. 

Last time it happened to me i was employed and quit within 40 mins. That was my only job ever. I got a panic attack really bad, just started crying but i didn’t WANT to cry, the tears just wouldn’t stop despite me not wanting or even feeling like i had to cry. It was so humiliating. I just had to sit and wait for my ride to come get me, tears still flowing. i kept telling myself to stop crying and it’s fine but my body reacted differently. 

Please any advice or help, any experience i’d like to know about. I have nothing to put down for when i apply for a job. I’m embarrassed about that alone. But i’m 22, and i just can’t stay home  depressed all day anymore. I’m ashamed of myself. ",0.3758766233766265,2.3978831893939407,2.5242640692640705,93.75818181818184,84.53030303030303,5.58961038961039,21.92857142857143,6.868970318607317,0.4648662337662333,958,33,221,12,28,323,141,264,0.236,0.6779999999999999,0.086,-0.9937,7,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,3,2,3,13,13,3,3,9,1,24,1,1,1,3,48,50,16,0,10,15,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,10,8,0,6,4,0,0,7,7,9,0,1,8,2,33,4,29,38,4,28,0,1,1,0,8,6,0,6,14,136,43,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244047615215104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857418691454812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14257851348326572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396503173548287,0.07330087099641094,0.0,0.08626768502214527,0.0,0.0,0.11926136992386688,0.0,0.0,0.0875302207144943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164445590784668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030336127430348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4606114840286651,0.0676078744301326,0.0,0.09029152373840868,0.0,0.0,0.109526976926602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757356374198398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924045202438843,0.09482641525506516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254567057103922,0.0,0.0,0.053006136107659765,0.07489189868802137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05477031784957605,0.0,0.1191567189377547,0.0,0.08384361160863837,0.0,0.1154841079470261,0.0,0.09270246381956264,0.0,0.0,0.1034997541384613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026658314275254,0.0,0.10515489877564148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5201472050129761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11522569265114925,0.0854519541506077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243109890731836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912429492866526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773149271259608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058899291461734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972935019564266,0.0,0.12299759542735662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150738971885614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053849697729084,0.0,0.22300316517823893,0.0,0.0,0.06715797116099552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936248851644033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420052706033355,0.11173680989804856,0.08371885541187704,0.17528825091908873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09162766256902767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06112829811823803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18549763384793674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hobbit_lamp,2019/01/13,"apple cider vinegar and anxiety so I know acv has many benefits including reducing anxiety but is that supposed to be a long term or short term effect? I've taken a shot of it when I feel anxiety symptoms that won't go away with breathing techniques and... it seems to help me pretty immediately. is this just a placebo effect or one of the touted benefits? my whole body feels more relaxed and ""softer"" after the bitter shock wears off. i don't drink but I'd imagine it's similar to a shot of whiskey or something similar. I also tend to get a rather dry mouth during an anxiety attack and a few minutes after drinking it my mouth feels much better. i usually let it stay in my mouth for a few seconds before swallowing.

just curious if anyone knows if this is a real thing or I'm just benefiting from the placebo effect! also just wanted to share if it helps anyone else!",4.936627450980389,6.183483858823532,6.3855882352941205,74.51348039215691,69.23529411764707,9.19607843137255,31.22549019607843,9.516144504307137,3.086078431372549,696,29,121,15,12,237,107,170,0.105,0.7240000000000001,0.171,0.9467,0,0,4,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,4,9,9,2,0,12,0,8,11,6,3,0,31,20,17,0,5,14,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,11,5,4,0,10,4,0,1,2,3,0,2,1,4,9,6,16,16,7,13,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,8,7,85,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24290229101679414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4647234506065257,0.0,0.0,0.2123834017388111,0.15560973768408695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17277513279277254,0.14268775876458714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923099439536606,0.0,0.0,0.13431751545217774,0.0,0.16869439090479324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29755143032491604,0.0,0.0,0.12686869280737362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23037154974856466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934630421907568,0.0,0.08631176193416197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035917957530339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692860698858564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15529833807295304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344010134900759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15397330831997294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164262427403727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029116875801042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450735685753753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17286239224906272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13825761089899066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691767865409085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16187422784343422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15785206955942174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10089631224815032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672643975489139,0.0,0.08957742237709157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16955849437222786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tommy523,2019/01/13,"Midterms I have midterms this week at school, and I have a concussion. My notes from my doctor don’t get me out of these midterms, so I have to take them, but studying is killing my head, so it’s hard to study. But if I don’t study, I’ll fail my midterms. I’m getting way to stressed out about all this, which is making my head hurt worse and ahejeieiwjwkej. If anyone has any tips on how to not anxiety over midterms, please let me know, and thanks for listening to my TedTalk",4.813539518900342,5.039820680412376,4.096443298969074,94.48768900343643,69.0,8.116151202749142,30.59965635738832,7.793537801064563,1.5313656357388317,374,14,88,4,6,110,64,97,0.222,0.701,0.077,-0.9592,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,4,5,1,1,1,0,9,3,2,2,1,14,17,10,1,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,2,13,1,14,16,1,7,0,2,0,0,2,5,0,2,1,54,18,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15160167165477242,0.0,0.17054267015665944,0.0,0.0,0.1558795123517821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22818075029439336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23294594789090706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19970363539738825,0.0,0.4575859016368862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23865373709033855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466416622451281,0.0,0.1225178127947273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279634755791781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14880910316801807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447128217487395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256194831174401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553683025290185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16761741496689214,0.0,0.0,0.2052461952071123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17695335660798575,0.17882291828005148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271871537204496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kirby223,2019/01/13,"Anxious over husband leaving for a week on a work trip—being alone Hello! I’m dealing with a little anxiety over my husband leaving for a week on a work trip. The last time he did this was four years ago and I broke down into a horrible panic attack. Since then I’ve done a lot of work and therapy and I can definitely say that I’m in a better place now. I think what I’m nervous about is sleeping in an empty house as my living situation has always been with people. I’ve only lived on my own once in my life and it was only for a quarter in college, and even then my best friend lived next door to me, so if anything were to happen or I needed anything I could just knock on his door.

So now I’m trying to look at this and figure out why I’m feeling anxious...my husband is a huge support to me, and in the 6 years we have been married we haven’t been apart for longer than a couple weekends. I know I’m not going to break down again, but I still am not looking forward to sleeping by myself in bed as I tend to wake up every few hours if I’m alone. I also feel like I’m going to be a little sad, as I have fun things planned, but I’m not looking forward to going home to an empty house.

I guess I just need some support, but suggestions would be great as well! Thanks!
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anxiety,geener_neener,2019/01/13,"Husband going on a work trip and feeling anxiety over being alone. Hello! I’m dealing with a little anxiety over my husband leaving for a week on a work trip. The last time he did this was four years ago and I broke down into a horrible panic attack. Since then I’ve done a lot of work and therapy and I can definitely say that I’m in a better place now. I think what I’m nervous about is sleeping in an empty house as my living situation has always been with people. I’ve only lived on my own once in my life and it was only for a quarter in college, and even then my best friend lived next door to me, so if anything were to happen or I needed anything I could just knock on his door.

So now I’m trying to look at this and figure out why I’m feeling anxious...my husband is a huge support to me, and in the 6 years we have been married we haven’t been apart for longer than a couple weekends. I know I’m not going to break down again, but I still am not looking forward to sleeping by myself in bed as I tend to wake up every few hours if I’m alone. I also feel like I’m going to be a little sad, as I have fun things planned, but I’m not looking forward to going home to an empty house.

I guess I just need some support, but suggestions would be great as well! Thanks!
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anxiety,gullywasteman,2019/01/13,"Always takes me so long to formulate a response I used to have social anxiety. Not such a big deal now but I still overanalyze everything. When I'm presented with an unfamiliar situation I don't have an immediate response, or I don't communicate it particularly quickly. If I'm having an argument with someone it takes a lot of time to formulate a response, especially if it's a sensetive topic. Sometimes I can look back over how long I spent going over one message, it's silly. If I have an argument over the phone/in person it's worse, I end up failing to communicate everything that needs to be said.

How do I go about changing this? There's this filter on everything I do/say that I just want to get rid of.",4.712785714285712,5.983213278571429,6.811428571428577,71.16357142857143,69.78571428571428,10.457142857142856,33.285714285714285,10.577609850970193,3.8643,569,27,105,17,10,201,84,140,0.131,0.8490000000000001,0.021,-0.9418,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,12,2,0,0,10,0,9,0,0,3,0,15,22,9,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,9,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,1,2,2,12,1,16,19,1,18,0,1,1,0,5,6,0,5,10,75,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14966561847482615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375994779039399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383083445304997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902778083607416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18543729060176087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15931076050561818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4849646303661282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939742551825396,0.0,0.20444767077898898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31835723825614304,0.15104486216107055,0.0,0.0,0.1529183974720194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333707639228127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188405351831727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15705488434583278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710968389054545,0.14303924076271304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021805643773774,0.0,0.18335404088142745,0.15240262515706407,0.0,0.17789527970892685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436438091097689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704785701533334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488320155480202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15534927404479906,0.0,0.0,0.1060915392582982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18330212438740398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,akemp11,2019/01/13,anxiety towards college:/ ahh okay so I’m a high school senior and I am having some MAJOR anxiety about where to go to college and about failure while in college... does anyone have any tips to combat this ?,2.396923076923077,5.28224766666667,3.487897435897441,83.94876923076926,85.15384615384616,5.171282051282052,25.748717948717946,6.742157984588678,1.4855702564102566,165,7,27,2,5,53,32,39,0.217,0.738,0.045,-0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,7,5,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,2,19,2,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26628918337448115,0.0,0.5991183061613783,0.0,0.0,0.2738032344623008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426760411764591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222545070812801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4137278752830256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3963018828019917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bxbx19,2019/01/13,"Favorite magnesium taurate brand? I took Cardiovasvular Labs for several years and it did wonders for PVCs and my anxiety but quality has degraded recently so I'm searching for a new brand. I went to a combination of Doctors Best Magnesium and NOW Taurine, taken together and not happy with the results.  Wondering if taking a true ""magnesium taurate"" is different than taking Magnesium and Taurine together. 

I have the PVCs largely under control so anxiety is my main focus when selecting.

Yesterday I picked up Natural Rhythm brand and will see how it goes.  

I see they also make a ""triple calm "" which is a blend and I might give that a whirl also but curious about others experiences with any of this.

Thanks! ",6.289285714285715,8.590321579365082,7.2113015873015875,65.80314285714289,67.33333333333334,11.706666666666667,37.99682539682539,11.407655852321104,5.544735873015873,573,32,85,21,10,191,85,126,0.08,0.736,0.184,0.9469,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,2,8,6,0,0,8,0,8,1,0,5,1,22,21,16,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,9,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,2,9,5,12,15,3,11,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,4,7,64,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896690320022956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316178812690876,0.0,0.2770990580666273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19006497140458306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031315475973016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892225973866425,0.0,0.18537492968015346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17716145081964896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737383118448429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19279617997429632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089309461884022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921303024674373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17491827094051968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17882540476775094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886442656172689,0.0,0.0,0.20460404088627607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27234608066252997,0.0,0.0,0.1667428078597757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012211443409232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16789184447372804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3928146188231557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662963843407785
anxiety,ihateme2oo,2019/01/13,"One of the biggest things that triggers my panic attacks is the thought of death I’ve had such bad anxiety throughout my life and ever since I was a young child I have been absolutely horrified by the idea of death. 
I’ll be ok and then all of a sudden I’ll think about death and I’ll start panicking. 
It scares the shit out of me. One day I’ll die. I can’t stop it. I can’t do anything about it. It’s inevitable. And when that day comes and i die? I’ll stop thinking, stop feeling, stop laughing, everything just stops you’re just nothing. For eternity. Forever and ever. 
Nothing I do will matter because one day I’ll die anyway. 
I’ll feel nothing. Everything will just be nothing and that scares me so much. 
I have such bad anxiety and I just want to curl up in a ball and cry. 
I don’t want to die. What do I do? 
I can’t just stop thinking about it and “live my life to the fullest” it doesn’t just go away like that. I’ve tried. ",0.4049377018920168,2.5639252690355328,2.0982118135671435,95.96847138901708,85.6497461928934,5.4092293493308725,22.152514997692666,6.7829847944221076,0.4459563451776649,726,26,167,9,22,237,94,197,0.324,0.604,0.07200000000000001,-0.995,0,0,0,0,0,2,22.0,0,0,0,0,16,10,2,3,8,1,19,3,1,1,3,38,30,13,7,2,6,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,12,12,0,6,7,1,0,2,5,7,0,3,4,2,16,3,17,22,2,24,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,18,101,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15132146751895256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138896724592498,0.0,0.0,0.112516752106493,0.09292288144731048,0.0,0.16516020488858138,0.06029051773155479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851964128985786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864060214749707,0.19135328864388135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4105839336335609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789273469726649,0.0,0.0,0.17777577037276354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001693390501687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056209009736770336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116497575909914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397166144278169,0.04831914378942562,0.0,0.08733340277196562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270528621168375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3796014346520031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010582539247653,0.0,0.0,0.11604168192289943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19803886181191893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152278929442733,0.08181381013925998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000424625969262,0.0,0.0,0.4961253930363464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06570694040386428,0.1901196729673962,0.0,0.07851815180742996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06714883074001994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166714267849019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ultradowney1234,2019/01/13,"Does anybody have panic attacks when you wake up in the middle of the night? And if so what kind of coping strategies do you use in order to calm yourself down? So for the past couple of nights I've been going to bed around 10-11ish and then I suddenly wake up around 2:00am. My stomach suddenly starts hurting and then a sudden panick attack happens (which last about 1-2minutes). Throughout that panick attack (which I have no idea what is actually causing it)  makes me vomit. Now since I've had those experiences it's hard not to think about it but now I start to worry that I might have the same experience of those previous nights. 

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anxiety,joophaha,2019/01/13,"Had my first shift yesterday, Im really really scared I could really use some help here

Yesterday I had my first shift at a new job, it axtually went very well, but Im very scared.

So a little background story, Im 22m and got diagnosed with ADHD, mild autism, an anxiety disorder and severe depression at the age of 12. All of which I am still struggling with to this day. Last month I got hired for a job in the Service Crew of a semi-big concert hall. Im into the metal/ rock scene so it was pretty cool to get hired there.

Well, yesterday I met my new colleages, and I found that it was a very close team of friends wirh very outgoing personalities. I almkst got some kind of culture shock because thats totally not me.These people are outgoing and easy to talk to and I am just kinda awkward.

The shift itself went pretty great, 4 colleages told me I was doing very good and I was working hard. But thats not what scares me.

I just want to fit in, I want to be part of this group and I want people to like me.

Tomorrow there is a new years opening party exclusively for the crew, and I am just really really scared. People expect me to come but I dont really know any of them. Just a few by name.

Does anyone have tips? I could really really use it.",2.0989409575367968,3.9496500428015584,4.103234647267809,85.54639654880735,77.75486381322958,7.8936897310099825,21.29064456098799,8.716276077567194,1.3407490779901878,979,26,206,22,23,334,136,257,0.124,0.6679999999999999,0.208,0.9725,2,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,4,12,16,0,6,13,1,17,1,0,2,2,39,33,13,0,6,9,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,12,14,0,0,2,3,0,3,3,8,2,2,14,3,24,8,25,16,6,28,0,1,0,0,11,10,0,3,16,124,36,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841172365547454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05568566400337507,0.0,0.06264298885970232,0.0,0.0,0.057256981767311775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049917282623900563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705380146200845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075949869364722,0.0,0.0,0.05281005233569931,0.0,0.07052876805087344,0.08311312752768027,0.0,0.0,0.0938490839784263,0.0,0.07165947429462015,0.0,0.09597043017719384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13930532018455294,0.0,0.08978437869160176,0.06326534766696071,0.0,0.04278234416418592,0.0,0.0,0.06868255551825338,0.19647647057630865,0.09028021369256344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335426726900081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05488683033592972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3538061158787892,0.0,0.16251953696541688,0.0,0.0,0.08527224383651315,0.04500270797311369,0.06674846989228915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040005633513067004,0.08207183840729447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653610653071146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23725962926768315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886751570391308,0.0,0.1703094759736662,0.0715001795087199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16661612615824153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4196689810666013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279308988387489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250849673265417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06539470694874497,0.0,0.0,0.08560560460141414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06581730943932347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824611049775106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14144738034754634,0.0,0.3378249101128112,0.14489643158034002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14725169053123432,0.15181930990864345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05961438579870481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05273225533217325
anxiety,Sohtak,2019/01/13,"Should I try to get disability via GAD? The long and short of this question, is that I used to have anxiety about 5-6 years ago. And then after seeing a therapist and taking some meds it went away for another 3-4 years.

But Sept of last year it came back and has been the most intrusive and most intense anxiety I've ever had in my life.

I'm fairly young, 26. And I've had probably 12-14 hospital visits, paramedic calls, ER visits, Chest Xrays, Heart Monitors, Blood work, EKGs...

And every single time I've gotten the green light saying ""We see nothing wrong, there's no signs of anything, you're healthy""

Now, admittedly since I've been on meds again it has kinda died down? And I've gotten some sense of normalcy back?

But I haven't been able to land or keep a job. I have issues even leaving the house to go to a simple doctors visit or interview and even cleaning up around the house I get too focused on my heartrate so I've been unable to do any physical type of jobs.

While I do live with family, I don't have a source of my own income and we're hardly well off.

So I've been looking into seeing if I qualify for Disability and how likely my chances would be?",4.6939240506329085,5.076892907172997,5.707864978902958,82.28154430379746,69.29535864978902,9.020421940928273,27.61434599156118,9.029198982220553,1.9976882700421943,917,28,189,16,15,304,152,237,0.03,0.898,0.07200000000000001,0.8017,3,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,0,0,1,15,3,0,0,9,0,20,6,3,2,1,35,36,21,1,3,5,0,1,1,0,2,3,1,1,0,5,16,0,1,2,0,0,6,3,1,2,0,11,8,13,2,26,22,6,33,0,0,5,0,9,11,0,9,17,111,18,7,0.12403881724778898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995292741619063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843506492007804,0.1300655150280158,0.18977871137077174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207337780275648,0.1104208451069204,0.0,0.0,0.11653855191247647,0.19075638800858705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665750078115412,0.1418673626135156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873270909952084,0.0,0.0,0.12695898542783213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16385293790843586,0.1122002115569304,0.10450805328158304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693275772917995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961032499716907,0.0,0.07049411831758368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111441654736767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698659566224995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862482826671164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946429891024988,0.2461787732298976,0.1102514000092252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110819129735236,0.0,0.1313391976740644,0.0,0.0,0.08761228488574205,0.06059910066460144,0.0,0.10952854812627544,0.10977044999034596,0.10416136651374257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275558326825174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901859049465427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373482422111435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13895186293442394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864064602902094,0.0,0.0,0.2965286339600446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260619140914086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326175374906476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401862711568714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232803183093081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421421478944469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712971258942068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115257931688595,0.11498522628043352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030173625157384,0.0,0.0,0.08811361692530274,0.1356169747207107,0.0,0.23963079460562084
anxiety,ShanReds1987,2019/01/13,Anxiety after multiple injuries Some of these things might not make sense to people.i have fallen multiple times & have had  multiple surgeries.i am now scared of walking down stairs & i live in a upstairs apartment.there have been times when I'm about to walk down the stairs & i get nervous & that i feel like i'm about to fall again.about once a week I get so nervous that I turn around & go back in my apartment & have to calm myself down before I feel comfortable enough to walk down stairs.even if I where to move to a down stairs apartment.i will still have to deal with stairs at places like the metro link stations etc.every time i walk down steps anywhere i get really nervous & walk like I'm 70 years old instead of 48.i have had people behind me on stairs get really impatient with me because how slow i walk. I have no fear or anxiety about waking up stairs at all ,9.144166666666667,7.64103332163743,7.513501461988305,79.26569078947371,60.812865497076025,11.123099415204678,35.994883040935676,9.827888789773867,3.1817654970760225,722,25,139,11,8,214,97,171,0.131,0.794,0.075,-0.7841,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,12,10,0,5,5,0,13,1,1,2,1,14,25,5,0,1,3,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,11,2,5,0,0,3,2,15,5,31,20,3,45,0,0,0,0,1,22,0,4,15,83,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7872575347296296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15881075653663454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240245031796193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981444829882323,0.0,0.06327445067722716,0.0,0.08832466690081629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701143950243934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072513407929108,0.11576248822070642,0.06855776615310223,0.0,0.08745450364763757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116801890538464,0.1049670294661986,0.07415349159197725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21692120911860727,0.0,0.058990938343586485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15213174785210198,0.0,0.0916557577225278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692861388646677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011354171088364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032111447471042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10891880417531992,0.1105417502099809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196063815247591,0.0,0.10844708045732207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13299163559910282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392015747556033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289341770777582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895894605263657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815767854714968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290269118407142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326069631739846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06684267078907392
anxiety,CDSnipez,2019/01/13,"Relationship anxiety Idk if this is the best sub to post on but it seems relevant. 

So I started dating this guy about three weeks ago and we’ve gone on a date and plan on doing more. Over the weekend, he went on a trip with his friends to a ski resort. No big deal, typical friend stuff. However, over the course of the weekend, the way he talks to me seems more reserved than before and it’s causing me to flip out internally and have small panic attacks. It makes me think that maybe he’s not interested in me anymore and I don’t know what to do. I have no evidence except for him seeming more reserved and even though I tell myself this, I can’t seem to keep the what ifs out of my mind. 

The reason this is a big issue for me and is causing anxiety is because for about two months before, there was this other guy who did a 180 and completely seemed uninterested in me but wouldn’t tell me. I ended up not speaking with him anymore and we just stopped talking all together. 

I don’t want to bring up the topic for fear of him seeing me as super clingy or needy but I do know that he also suffers from anxiety and depression and I’m wondering if maybe he’s just going through something right now and he’s reserved for that reason. I don’t know how to a.) keep myself from thinking constantly about it (my hobbies only do so much) and b.) how to bring it up. ",3.722870036101085,4.818165935018051,4.8490451263537935,84.96569765342961,71.96028880866426,7.850469314079423,27.568411552346568,8.238735603445708,1.7169654873646207,1072,38,222,16,20,353,147,277,0.145,0.795,0.061,-0.9703,1,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,0,3,14,10,1,2,14,0,17,0,0,7,1,55,40,27,0,5,12,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,18,18,0,3,13,3,0,6,9,5,0,2,4,2,26,5,41,35,6,37,0,2,1,0,23,17,0,10,12,159,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160089332383632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263754919456666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23715466114342035,0.0,0.2049625620973019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755931552554498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06299250435609847,0.0,0.17586219729926658,0.0,0.10844447758906904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21230852803770053,0.0,0.0,0.10834555111855078,0.11166921782807447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653460436023783,0.08900291632757439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091524788707377,0.0,0.0,0.06825227776490157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628142986301405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15967386360061836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058728079039904076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20463724628310093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785565889332392,0.0,0.1836990968475396,0.0,0.0,0.17037185093136048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06897740490097429,0.0,0.2076292682623019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043396336953461,0.0,0.08248159704723784,0.0,0.07596365449693025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859148224005512,0.0,0.12124221899311148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896706859540964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124926903142296,0.0,0.1109439060628256,0.0,0.08824815227140367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234520112418367,0.4703648563528228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955289660750015,0.0,0.0,0.07314156443461943,0.0,0.0,0.08639330074303539,0.0,0.0,0.11829469264230295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16611469750070687,0.18063997255266875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324267317447022,0.10152683405094684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094399690836438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06095009328584373,0.08202309581527525,0.08288969274850061,0.0,0.0,0.09579326075114776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206319558207456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thecrocobear,2019/01/13,"Why does driving have to suck so bad? My problem with anxiety nowadays isnt panic attacks anymore, its just if something is stressing me out its all I can think about. 
I’ve had a dentist appointment scheduled for about a week and its ALLLL I can think about. Its 30 minutes away which is a shitload of driving for me.
 I’ve been going over google maps over and over trying to find the easiest way back and forth. Sometimes I feel excited for the challenge and sometimes I’d rather just die. All this for a goddamn dentist checkup lol ",3.818144552319312,5.9895926699029145,4.224789644012946,85.1567529665588,73.75728155339806,6.519525350593313,32.80366774541532,7.3871296695380915,2.3035596548004316,427,22,77,5,9,134,69,103,0.187,0.687,0.125,-0.8461,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,8,8,2,2,6,1,8,3,0,0,2,17,13,6,1,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,6,0,0,2,1,6,2,16,11,2,13,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,1,3,54,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16858292525365587,0.0,0.2185484450479621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507034001342513,0.20704545672509087,0.16945140826929325,0.1840002673257377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287099171352846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19284781934307646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114260096010336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20141475926938526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524170486053665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585574474086633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108649268092382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169652073771177,0.4359043667750648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524338068464412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824091971669323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496171891420146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749199450379469,0.17676802314842469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988502129696133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,candysirling,2019/01/13,"I have a date! Yay right? No! My anxiety is being an ass and I want to through up. 

Thanks for coming to my tedtalk.",-3.1442666666666668,-2.6750637600000005,-0.2769999999999975,104.46983333333336,126.6,3.2666666666666675,16.166666666666668,5.46131890053228,-0.7255333333333334,86,3,22,1,6,29,22,25,0.234,0.507,0.259,0.1984,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,3,1,1,0,0,3,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,5,5,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.424208602045604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.477672491650658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4735596398696171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5105303057821766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270720517489722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jordynnntaylor,2019/01/13,"existential anxiety? so i’m 21 and i’ve had generalized anxiety disorder as long as i can remember which i’ve dealt with but lately i’ve been getting thoughts of “what’s the point of anything if everything’s going to be gone one day” and i’m struggling a lot with doing anything because i feel it is all pointless, i don’t know what my purpose is and it’s all making me super anxious, it’s all i obsess over all day which just induces panic attacks and it’s getting very hard to remain positive. i was wondering if anyone had any advice for existential anxiety/depression?? i really don’t want to feel like this forever and it’s so unsettling. (i’m not on any meds but i am in therapy) ",2.1709763617677282,4.48477966906475,4.8360996916752335,78.07404676258994,79.64748201438849,8.575745118191163,29.35303186022611,9.23628265651192,3.1321794450154155,550,27,102,16,14,195,85,139,0.16899999999999998,0.723,0.108,-0.6968,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,1,3,2,0,12,0,0,2,4,29,26,13,0,3,6,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,7,0,0,2,3,4,0,1,6,3,9,2,13,19,5,10,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,5,5,65,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16704765633871765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324999591593334,0.0,0.2615483286796513,0.1931217136149245,0.0,0.11953027911887555,0.0,0.2813500120657818,0.0,0.0,0.1944771547912066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042078457634838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204936446570552,0.0,0.14723660016330511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959203376905273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15363634910198767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728721134642971,0.1221247364763245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17862574594263433,0.0,0.09715325125001993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15313514213615045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09394812788058143,0.0,0.192835923283811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835161825256101,0.0,0.0,0.15128292065012916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14533322325212142,0.0,0.0,0.1141086045801926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18988383711300014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115838268342384,0.0,0.0,0.2005697437497342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16160038897556056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951317397475728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19364988933373067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17871116318584718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19549305763667066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571300697091335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410493691867867,0.10082910634090783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853849806472948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Feelofme,2019/01/13,"Do I have a panic disorder? I cant live my normal life that I used to live. I use to Go workout,go hang out with friends. Go play sport activates.  I Convince my self to apply because I Start to panic and my heart starts to race and it feel like its the beginning of a panic attack and then I start to get dizzy and and start to sweat and breath fast then I get chest pain that hurts really bad like im having a heart attack or something that im dying and Im trying to stay alive. I get really sweaty and nausea ",1.197272727272729,2.890719636363638,3.1818181818181834,91.84272727272727,79.9090909090909,6.218181818181819,18.272727272727273,7.1686216300943375,0.11156363636363677,400,8,90,5,10,135,63,110,0.251,0.626,0.123,-0.9501,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,13,2,3,4,0,4,7,5,2,0,15,17,11,1,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,5,10,0,0,1,2,0,3,1,8,0,0,0,1,12,5,11,17,0,13,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,10,47,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767343503638508,0.0,0.0,0.10155266027085344,0.07414210304324644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622862375681865,0.0,0.13939397517426516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06149777857832388,0.08688966487713201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939679742010781,0.0,0.19063375264345545,0.0,0.20736863848564924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882548780481595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020318775187062,0.0,0.39413097210928777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590806658755157,0.11884067586707885,0.0,0.21479603728954208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191676922537694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12941867825737655,0.42810584460794776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558335069675656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688248186772938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363366511544294,0.0,0.0,0.3443501389562264,0.12963717219836116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082576095135345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21009168964465516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MLSScout,2019/01/13,"I'm anxious!!! Hey,

My name is Aaron and I have anxiety about relationships I have or lack thereof. I am a 28 year old from Wexford Ireland and I am a virgin. Yes, I have never had sex before and doubt sometimes that I ever will. 

Is there something wrong with me, I have a nice car, will inherit a house worth ""a lot of money"" when the time comes. All I need is a job, as I recently got let go from a call centre. Everyone does, it happens!

I just want to know, is it me! Is there something wrong with me!

Help!",0.13817610062893235,2.2612254905660407,2.43801886792453,93.31633647798745,86.54716981132076,5.420125786163523,21.097484276729556,6.816661863887847,0.4214616352201266,386,13,87,5,12,131,71,106,0.151,0.741,0.108,-0.6671,1,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,8,1,15,2,0,0,3,18,23,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,3,0,0,2,0,14,1,8,18,3,10,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,7,61,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14707611270885587,0.2171957363409132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16359658435453606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963159379232671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16561242011867455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16824543512151627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739075035520141,0.0,0.1837098448857683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092641088781801,0.0,0.1537655213942522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17001226939367936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12886584423356026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22183881627277827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19078545078404727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565944362714193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19659585367689567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16345006394249098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425561623167769,0.14828048488542206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20174142694557096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18983063724817534,0.20641211545813504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960177311636685,0.19014713287727092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210662865965733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339818597496798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4204057939942201,0.0,0.12380723317651315
anxiety,VioletFury43,2019/01/13,"Does anyone know how to switch off.... My brain feels like it is constantly on the go thinking of different scenarios and questions (most of which are negative). But it gets even worse at night, I know my brain and body are exhausted but it still doesn't stop and because it's so quiet there is nothing to distract it.

I've tried mediation and hypnotherapy to listen to me and focus on. I've also tried music with and without lyrics,reading,  laying silent, watching t.v..

Nothing is working and i just want a good night's sleep! ",3.8604555555555535,6.172916490000002,4.437333333333335,83.03922222222225,74.1,7.2444444444444445,28.11111111111111,8.167268648758528,2.056977777777778,419,17,76,7,9,133,69,100,0.038,0.8420000000000001,0.12,0.8023,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,1,2,0,6,5,4,1,0,21,14,12,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,8,0,1,5,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,4,5,2,12,14,1,10,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,2,6,49,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227949825970293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440312403639582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845604693340932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19762475847130406,0.0,0.3972265761411529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19226417577103733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18588453193958204,0.0,0.0,0.15569564084403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751195346570802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995976221365973,0.12710334863910816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295385651402764,0.0,0.10111386047861054,0.14922764367841518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19555615015491976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692085461832631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339245496086045,0.0,0.3414307304169957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993068303755182,0.0,0.17796431838103266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17804466066966332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208408457382146,0.14874588613195322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400149890969492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415868037720151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049395677402556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17150484060223875,0.0,0.12952509199679424,0.0,0.1813117788050208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DapperDeveloper,2019/01/13,Maintaining eye contact How do you maintain eye contact when talking to people? When I speak to people I get so nervous I just... can't. Then I stare at the ceiling trying not to forget what I was saying. Anyone find any useful tricks for managing this? ,2.1950000000000003,5.000165166666669,3.509166666666665,84.1525,84.83333333333334,4.866666666666667,24.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,1.1823916666666676,200,8,33,2,6,65,38,48,0.09,0.8059999999999999,0.104,0.1741,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,5,2,1,1,1,0,3,2,2,2,0,6,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,5,6,0,5,4,0,4,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,0,3,24,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26740000554483595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749454014076546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35939181858505675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20543885525062647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5452121970080277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31270072660996623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160517024265813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669674947972205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396119177724448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anon829482,2019/01/13,"Yesterday I panicked. It’s been a few weeks since the last debilitating panic attack which was nice. I’ve been forcing myself to do things that would put myself out of my comfort zone. And surprisingly it’s been ok, uncomfortable, but ok.

But two days ago I got an invite to a very ritzy event for this coming Thursday and knew I’d need to go get a new dress for the occasion. I have a plus one joining me and it’ll be a night of networking with the “1%” looking to get service within the industry I work in. So yesterday I head to the nearest mall. I have a terrible history with this mall. 99% of the time I go to this specific mall (with or without someone) I panic. It’s overwhelmingly big, I get lost usually, it’s always busy, and it’s in a high wealth area so I already don’t feel like I belong not to mention I always feel like people are watching me. But like I said, it had been a good few weeks and I was riding the high of not being super anxious. So I went alone.

Poor decision. In my first 10 minutes I already went through two stores and I moved on to find the third. I got lost. Super fucking lost. I started twisting my skin on my wrist. I started CRYING as I was walking through this mall. I spent an hour at this mall, most of that time was spent trying to find the exit by where I parked. My chest hurt and my skin was sore from being twisted and now because I was crying EVERYONE was staring. So I broke my streak of calm. I’m angry at myself for being this way. I’m angry at the sadistic designers of that mall for making a three story maze. I’m angry that I walked away empty handed. I’m angry and I’m anxious. Yet again I prove to myself that I’m not superwoman and I can’t do quite everything.",1.7890600924499225,3.7313423333333375,3.7269696969697006,87.44851309707245,79.05649717514123,6.324807395993839,23.721623009758602,7.348242739294969,1.0198994350282482,1342,46,278,18,33,454,175,354,0.207,0.685,0.108,-0.9918,0,1,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,8,8,24,2,3,21,2,25,8,6,1,1,35,56,20,0,2,8,0,5,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,20,16,0,0,7,6,5,10,6,11,0,6,23,9,41,13,42,27,3,50,0,6,3,1,2,18,1,2,24,182,61,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087764481280207,0.0,0.0,0.10617962693116917,0.22626636645773615,0.0,0.1706094247770143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316364566662554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663110842158725,0.09632075631431383,0.0,0.0,0.06249513764570186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831175699508151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252264415890487,0.06611680997667167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796209226053504,0.09213821391437264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036742142292747,0.14648037602380645,0.0,0.0,0.1874025371293413,0.08720331618716551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477793211479787,0.16068714161534212,0.0,0.11652876547084415,0.0859887705288794,0.16398894901554545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521492395300927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21663566113383084,0.0,0.0,0.1009613828475534,0.0,0.10974959984229253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356734570245397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502580333853475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609083806765593,0.0,0.33573751934741675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06843278351597022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896235622011716,0.0,0.07601715593340942,0.0,0.09901429197424942,0.0,0.09620791685262987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694700909673139,0.0,0.0,0.2405698659514011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107434261819821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306074668969603,0.0,0.10904246007262793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751983643369293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480546391619978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868647204265122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14512812861427318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810962053935461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956027622366867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960423591866315,0.0,0.2002939570598225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291111035635627,0.08458959762179964,0.0,0.08137547023253018,0.16447044964091734,0.0,0.0,0.19007382155600894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882545900757313,0.0,0.07463565823934089,0.0,0.0,0.07282714676435117,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Devin2019,2019/01/13,"I'm not sure if I would be able to afford therapy to treat my social anxiety? I'm currently looking to get a part-time job. I planned on using the money from my part-time job to pay the copay for my therapy sessions. I plan on beginning therapy once I find a job. I'm on my father's insurance that he gets through his job. I believe I'm on his insurance until I turn 26. I'm 21. However, I believe I have to be in school in order to be on it. My father will have to ask his employer to be sure. I thought the age 26 rule was regardless whether or not I'm in school.

My father and I are with Blue Care Network. We have an HMO plan. We live in Michigan. Like I said, he gets the insurance through his job.

I'm not sure if our insurance will cover therapy for mental and behavioral health. If they don't I may not be able to afford it.

I really need to speak to a therapist though. I really feel like I need to consult with a professional to take the steps to overcome my problems with social anxiety and my lack of self-confidence.

What should I do?",1.829291866028712,3.4528327999999995,4.265789473684212,85.10236842105266,77.81818181818181,8.44976076555024,26.578947368421048,9.134995656068208,2.237545454545454,816,33,176,21,19,286,105,220,0.079,0.866,0.055,-0.2186,10,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,3,0,1,3,1,8,0,0,10,0,17,1,0,1,3,32,39,10,0,10,9,3,1,2,0,5,1,2,0,0,4,8,0,0,3,0,2,1,5,1,0,0,3,5,32,7,33,26,1,15,0,0,2,0,19,9,0,5,6,110,36,12,0.1977548874290571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15128194760429908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243706239932002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22280203874618232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081214370314093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049995406476831615,0.07063806554630662,0.0,0.0,0.09037219223915108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15497814997455295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510209895082552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4906030292340759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661304901263858,0.0,0.08731059431867387,0.0,0.08303214979965916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964520704128706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663274328556575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530125054530663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21414927201256992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946123599443466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668684469034938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940550916792942,0.0,0.0,0.20013850370777012,0.0,0.0,0.10315073816344733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20158620387371684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795724616033878,0.0,0.07434353222362534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4522998965689198,0.11480433313087615,0.0,0.0,0.09714658642132178,0.07849764559169564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755026538868603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539836449386075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023969908234877,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,harold_the_cat,2019/01/13,"Just moved in with my bf now I'm worried my anxiety is going to ruin our relationship Every time he goes out I panic. I fear the worst and the thoughts just circle through my head over and over again. I fear he's going to die in a bad accident, cheat on me, or just lie where he's at.

He's never given me any reason to believe he would lie to me or cheat. It just doesn't help my anxiety.

But, just the other day he mentioned how cute one of his coworkers is and my jealousy has just gone crazy since then. I feel insecure lately and his comment did not help my self esteem or my anxiety.

 I just don't know what to do, I'm supposed to trust the man I'm living with but I just can't. What do I do? ",1.667214912280702,2.790985677631582,3.7894736842105283,90.45464912280704,77.09210526315789,6.908771929824562,22.535087719298247,7.492282038375204,0.7032614035087721,541,15,126,7,12,186,87,152,0.235,0.7390000000000001,0.027000000000000003,-0.9685,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,0,12,11,2,4,5,0,11,1,1,2,1,28,21,11,1,1,14,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,7,0,0,4,0,0,4,5,9,0,1,4,1,20,2,17,16,1,19,0,1,0,0,17,8,0,3,7,83,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065815423507245,0.0,0.4071992790346424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14814623344265612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19990230379238305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442735852977988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841438236314724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14949201851003366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3993150644987888,0.08971369373455981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016745640067881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820938703803536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378545271452801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751062103321192,0.0,0.20014822073749716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15667351203790653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18857949447119698,0.0,0.0,0.13684457983052514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023083099469005,0.0,0.0,0.20817530604089046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18242709183725112,0.0,0.1904928975220484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850976796513836,0.0,0.0,0.14677152797068152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408592155113467,0.10346057680484264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801882846946084,0.0,0.12604083645967845,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AngstyOwl,2019/01/13,"Anxiety about minor things (entertainment related). So in general my anxiety is reasonably under control thanks to medication, and therapy in the past. It's still very frustrating when talking about hobbies though; like I used to paint miniatures but would get massive anxiety over colour choices.

Like, right now I was trying to play Destiny 2 with a friend, but the character I made shared race / class combination with one of the big NPCs so now I can't play anymore...

Iunno, does anyone recognize this / have tips to deal with it?

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anxiety,probablyjohn,2019/01/13,"I am participating in the r/books monthly book club I haven't participated in any discussions yet, but it feels really good to be a part of something. I feel a little irrelevant to the whole thing but reading other peoples' thoughts who are reading alongside me gives me the social experience without the discomfort or anxiousness of an in-person book club.",15.985781249999995,10.009541015625004,14.774375000000004,46.133125000000035,52.90625,17.8,55.4375,14.554592549557764,7.6347749999999985,291,15,45,8,2,97,49,64,0.04,0.8440000000000001,0.116,0.6992,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,8,3,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,5,1,7,6,2,5,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,33,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15729480085723305,0.0,0.0,0.2613079296366637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262599102372629,0.0,0.0,0.2339087263452022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218880837841269,0.0,0.1940070049619006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318275934983906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18462482104327732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504799290282066,0.0,0.16035722171840547,0.20196592243919126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4627336269356945,0.0,0.14817940574172742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23578552270955366,0.0,0.17806928848895168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536682453843655,0.0,0.0,0.1836297131613423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582429004551922,0.0,0.2229690132574361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Prodigy8013,2019/01/13,"Can't Sleep I'm laying here in bed and can't sleep.

Thinking about tomorrow, about work, going outside, meeting people.

Even though im doing really well with my colleagues. Sometimes it just hits me and everything feels so heavy.

Any suggestions? What do you do when you feel this way? ",3.2485534591194964,6.1441459622641545,3.4399056603773595,86.1333176100629,79.94339622641509,6.552201257861638,23.927672955974842,7.793537801064563,1.5521220125786166,228,8,40,4,6,70,45,53,0.0,0.946,0.054000000000000006,0.4124,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,1,9,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,2,0,0,7,11,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,4,10,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,25,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18550738351086365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801760275704002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451671581975608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27586287384057395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15503353638538686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29466132801629874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891190838218028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17475704028063854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5459764516456808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26979749110819257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17479359847944456,0.26801598789287273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21652897246782346,0.0,0.0,0.2452720670291825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19859525655390664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,unicorn-pig,2019/01/13,"Why do I get anxious when people ask me if I am happy? I feel happy and I think I live a happy life, but as soon as someone asks if I am happy I get a sudden rush of anxiety, it's almost like I am afraid of saying Yes or that I am lying if I say Yes. Anyone has any idea why this happens?
Thank you",2.6219565217391287,1.7426337681159438,5.502717391304348,86.33494565217394,73.63768115942028,7.4797101449275365,23.047101449275363,5.985473137389443,0.4349971014492753,226,4,55,1,4,84,46,69,0.103,0.5710000000000001,0.325,0.955,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,7,0,1,2,2,6,1,0,0,0,10,14,9,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,12,6,4,14,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,5,4,35,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16115911800136415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094453679213226,0.0,0.1231193896336748,0.18181746849853772,0.0,0.1125336574097076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009161339435525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137658230069028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681700122064517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423195544977531,0.6852985547553041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18168274776517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367735571214853,0.07862762089894157,0.0,0.14211381134761436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157619345436208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255973413339023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636474842591095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14817280775140354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312446509577576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904483572403085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jascms,2019/01/13,"Does anyone else feel like life is too LONG? We all know the common expression that ""life is short!"" but... does anyone else feel like that's BS/overwhelmed by how LONG life is?

When I think about the fact that I had a solid 60+ years left (I'm 20), it kinda freaks me out? Like I don't know how the hell I could possibly do this for 60 more years? I'm already so overwhelmed all the time and I haven't taken on real responsibilities. I guess part of it is just not really enjoying day to day life but I genuinely don't understand the concept sometimes... like life is so dauntingly long to me. ",2.092561983471075,4.008377264462816,3.5231404958677714,89.39561983471077,78.00826446280992,7.044628099173554,20.917355371900822,8.00094639256281,0.8003157024793391,463,12,101,8,11,152,73,121,0.051,0.841,0.108,0.6716,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,0,0,8,8,1,1,6,0,11,5,0,2,3,22,21,8,0,1,4,0,2,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,2,10,5,8,18,4,14,1,1,0,0,2,4,1,2,14,56,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14995478713657592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900308311379756,0.2784647721353984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849478722490408,0.0,0.0,0.17527186777983916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23783142315216044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270324605613285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741719522602178,0.1941555340301836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14969495394860716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493599860772387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476417250943427,0.0,0.4799053653099206,0.2655502805783436,0.0,0.0,0.36076740588299183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715248056488406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531922809318681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15466926229944292,0.08705275192356889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13439581046535307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707096287407662,0.0,0.0,0.07923685721297563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414632570385631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17501366644292302
anxiety,itsMaddMatt,2019/01/13,"Assisting with test-related anxiety My S.O is getting her A-Level results soon, and doesn't feel confident with her performance in the exams. Her anxiety fluctuates from severe levels (having a panic/anxiety attacks in public and not being able to properly assess her situation), which I have learned to help in assisting her to calm down and rationalize a bit better, to more mild levels of over-thinking scenarios and having the ""everything is going to go wrong"" mindset.   


I, however, have never been in a situation which affects more than just the 'here-and-now'. These marks do determine her possibilities of studying further and hold a large amount of significance for her future.   


If there is anyone who has dealt with a scenario like this and can lend any nuggets of information to help me with the unlikely, but worst case scenario, it would be greatly appreciated. ",15.55375,10.420241085526316,14.27652631578948,46.85268421052636,52.618421052631575,17.949473684210528,53.426315789473676,15.112257680678324,7.7791957894736825,703,35,103,22,5,232,104,152,0.102,0.799,0.099,-0.1216,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,2,3,7,1,0,9,0,15,0,0,2,1,22,19,8,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,1,11,4,22,15,5,13,0,0,0,0,12,8,0,1,4,79,17,2,0.18881582551881398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840123612334056,0.0,0.4333307691307545,0.0,0.0,0.13202441538936865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21480525986525734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16699225371608392,0.20613797859648375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696954890615978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547095466308628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864847574777436,0.0,0.2146167698094972,0.0,0.0,0.2081701142129129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253118535556954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224587489275167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14562640476652602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215346886040405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128614731733607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21330813854827832,0.0,0.0,0.42447379791223466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098555694357685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412934505787655,0.20644046439995836,0.0,0.0
anxiety,delightedpacha,2019/01/13,"Feeling like my friends don’t like me I always am afraid and anxious that my friends secretly don’t like me. I always feel like I am either talking too much or too little and whatever I say is annoying. When I see that my friends have gone to do something and not invited me, I feel awful and like all of my thoughts about being secretly unliked are true. ",6.218661971830986,5.968896183098593,6.622640845070425,79.19621478873242,66.04225352112675,9.916901408450704,37.46830985915493,9.516144504307137,3.479842253521128,283,14,55,5,4,92,43,71,0.092,0.597,0.311,0.9468,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,11,1,1,0,1,9,0,0,0,2,15,15,6,0,0,3,0,3,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,5,13,9,3,12,3,3,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,1,6,39,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3368401472350942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22866397407544914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070314342051794,0.28920132338174565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4691408788297512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4944328071258569,0.20286647597491012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14879352544487198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16096335086809693,0.0,0.0,0.16129335614348905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155823940066755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16268827265503313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16068972735803214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lionheartedxo,2019/01/13,"Any tips for dealing with flight anxiety? I'm flying to Thailand soon, it's a 12 hour flight and I'm terrified. I fly once or twice a year and I've flown 14 hours to Japan, yet every time I get on a plane I am terrified. 

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Well actually - it starts a few weeks before the flight, I make myself sick with anxiety and worry. I don't know how to cope when I'm 30,000ft in the air, I try read, watch movies and listen to music but I'm just constantly in panic mode. I worry the plane will plummet into the ocean, we'll crash and die or something else ridiculous. I've tried CBT and I've got even worse anxiety surrounding medication. 

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Anyone got any tips? I feel like I'm eventually going to give up flying but I love travelling so much :( ",1.3866666666666667,3.777807666666668,3.1905882352941184,88.21764705882354,83.44444444444446,6.475816993464052,20.764705882352946,7.724431198458867,0.9394078431372552,595,18,122,11,17,198,99,153,0.253,0.682,0.065,-0.9817,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,0,0,8,5,1,1,8,0,4,3,0,2,0,18,20,13,1,0,5,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,9,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,2,1,1,2,3,11,3,13,16,2,19,0,0,1,1,5,7,0,2,11,58,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.1294403270228773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874370325715245,0.3223512605467065,0.1804034279245324,0.0,0.30441434419396474,0.0,0.0,0.09274699303944227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286933008453574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14333984222738275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367489956297874,0.0,0.0,0.13766237858042674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110806114530544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760937809686087,0.0,0.11175735596794213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706823083815143,0.09476010737537666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930043557888138,0.12724314698295264,0.07538401134731282,0.0,0.2121732731565723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26125305625501105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07289706362973719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06480261617794855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971538727269593,0.0,0.08854015930318652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336237572963168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750778650003147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126034923611272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15562785232835413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267878540836134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211497734323287,0.0,0.0,0.09388532050491817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734513605387812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801116312907775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063981257497376,0.0,0.11926188820298082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694105875962424,0.13517443727440778,0.0,0.0,0.3223512605467065,0.08541767252285233
anxiety,Rekdon,2019/01/13,"Wall of text, I'm sorry but does anyone else have chest discomfort all the time Okay this is going to be long so please bear with me. I had a full cardiac work up with stress test, heart ultrasound and the works in 2017 and everything came back normal.  About 20 days ago I felt like I was having a heart attack and went to the hospital. Again everything came back normal. They gave me 15, 1 mg of ativan for emergencies.

I had run out of my medicine zoloft and wellbutrin so I think that caused the spike of panic but since then my anxiety has been out of control. I lost 30 pounds since May but I still feel uneasy exercising. I'm back on my meds.

One of my anxiety nightmares is becoming an agoraphobic but now even the thought of leaving the house gives me chest tightness, arm feeling funny, jaw pain yada yada. It's never all at the same time accompanied by nausea and cold sweats and it goes away if I'm distracted or wait but I do keep a baby aspirin on me.

 Does anyone else have really bad anxiety and panic symptoms when they drive or leave the house? I also don't like to be alone either so I have to go places when my family goes places. How do you guys handle recurring issues?",3.2501271186440666,5.136459521186445,4.212,85.88172881355933,74.55084745762713,7.601355932203388,22.81694915254237,8.395991825355821,1.3157989830508479,941,26,188,17,20,304,150,236,0.193,0.737,0.07,-0.9856,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,2,4,15,12,1,5,12,1,17,12,7,3,3,40,35,23,0,3,9,0,4,2,0,1,5,0,0,1,4,13,0,4,5,1,0,7,2,9,0,1,11,5,22,3,24,21,5,35,0,1,0,0,6,12,0,4,18,116,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894392399987731,0.0,0.0,0.10449902344673473,0.0,0.08068741828962027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23155814190421856,0.0,0.0,0.1410992733097531,0.20676211725950186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147850796411901,0.09479619832363513,0.23275105223647066,0.0842449098323959,0.0,0.1114329804576869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307989317056565,0.0,0.10364917144322716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316473863641376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650703178723199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17659156030648998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16857325209333873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664161920230384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18135971380686533,0.0,0.09511685798661614,0.0,0.10203326623656164,0.0,0.09687709145386114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967897447915401,0.11468435656729715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990404634099574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23912722862352434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328435399977444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053104157716286,0.0,0.08968202718515178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213671037198546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858650670637824,0.0,0.0,0.08929080700414528,0.0,0.0,0.11014116336076904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207399341578604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781810594149925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977155785397947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837052337305845,0.0,0.10736168655100972,0.2367621434470647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21083210393112967,0.11075477719099863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06463730102359766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692633828775855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294610429573705,0.0,0.0,0.08057659820657882,0.0,0.11557734999797024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487077673172453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06465082278671122,0.0,0.08010107063848322,0.11766788478635745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353267340196868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690866083700374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chad2215,2019/01/13,"Why couldn’t it always be raining? rain is ultimate anxiety calmer for me, makes so calm and happy",2.9036842105263148,5.532547000000001,4.262368421052631,81.4240789473684,79.0,8.010526315789475,25.28947368421053,8.841846274778883,2.3886631578947366,79,3,14,2,2,26,19,19,0.068,0.557,0.376,0.8296,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4343085495256835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3992943086925689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5556310291238495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3484091572041962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4709833940869405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CaseyS447,2019/01/13,"Anxious about learning to drive? Okay so I feel so stupid for posting this but I just need some advice 

I’m (20F) so anxious about learning to drive. I know I need to because I have a son and I need to be able to drive in case of an emergency. 

But every time I get behind the wheel I just feel so anxious. I sweat, my heart races, and I even have gaps in my memory and I do things I don’t remember doing. For example, apparently I almost crashed into a guard rail on a bridge and I threw my hands up and my fiancé had to take the wheel. I have no memory of this at all. 

I just need to know how do I deal with this anxiety about driving? I really need to learn how to drive but I’m just so nervous and anxious and scared and a million other emotions and feelings. Any advice would be greatly appreciated. ",0.5637787582729281,2.803200215568868,2.74687677277025,91.02386385124493,85.76646706586827,5.671478096438702,21.36432398361172,7.0608816371341465,0.6249592814371256,624,21,135,9,19,211,86,167,0.185,0.777,0.038,-0.9739,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,15,5,1,2,7,1,11,3,3,2,1,39,26,19,0,6,7,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,11,0,1,9,0,0,6,2,3,0,1,2,4,22,2,24,21,2,14,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,2,1,97,27,3,0.13274765605086192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594389462585337,0.0,0.0,0.13292760217575025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027295822567756,0.0,0.10155159353259664,0.5998682648777228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092173900940823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368570044584219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14932324571118938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767857484863269,0.0,0.11184562558230964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20136361056028101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06935517132912407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14635475943646942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573066115753154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590928022885866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4921535246113594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713555965533868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504154766418381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15037721669663515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13290356172274895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980971670061384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819164410136382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774062257716291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943001261422137,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anon82022,2019/01/13,"After 5 years, I can now say that I feel physically and mentally ready to go to a mall without feeling uncomfortable. Sure, I’ll feel a little uncomfortable in certain situations but 5 years later, I think I’m ready.",5.277235772357724,6.844376073170736,7.296097560975614,67.09504065040652,68.7560975609756,10.34471544715447,33.178861788617894,10.504223727775694,3.907871544715448,173,8,30,5,3,61,30,41,0.07200000000000001,0.6709999999999999,0.258,0.7128,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,9,7,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,5,7,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4697627064301168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176002839444355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103887556159109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.312092686383074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462763447514852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481023117093649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918772953604543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19843557959359365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985282015894436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3988578647927303
anxiety,geckoak,2019/01/13,Does anyone else scratch their chest? Whenever I have anxiety in public I start absentmindedly scratching my chest. anyone else? ,6.033000000000001,9.444950300000002,5.240000000000002,66.40000000000003,96.0,8.0,30.0,8.07648339933343,3.9804999999999993,106,5,13,3,4,32,16,20,0.108,0.892,0.0,-0.264,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,6,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23279821477611,0.0,0.0,0.42556472421044056,0.6236081968724395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663059025638801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5084280581578304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21539394010915847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ksmith29,2019/01/13,"I want to travel abroad!! But my anxiety is holding me back Basically my title says it all! I really want to travel abroad some day but being on a plane for more than 3 hours causes me anxiety. I think it’s because I have no escape and what if I get sick?? I have emetophobia and my biggest fear is getting sick and getting other people sick. (So stupid I know). 

What are some tips on how to handle an 8+ hour plane ride??",1.0522988505747115,3.1709880229885066,3.506436781609196,87.1405747126437,82.5632183908046,6.16551724137931,20.011494252873558,7.3871296695380915,0.6391977011494251,326,9,68,5,9,113,59,87,0.304,0.652,0.044,-0.9833,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,1,2,0,6,3,0,2,1,16,13,8,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,3,0,1,2,2,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,1,12,0,7,12,4,10,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,4,46,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824410950025154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19220565199802594,0.0,0.1523747555292278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567802343088054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16120506548337266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812771873269784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39178510269289896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4923252146912188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737279485388382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17329245104228305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601323104740819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987801287436937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16016580926092433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29486859298093426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DwellerGaming,2019/01/13,"Having Minor Anxiety, looking for reassurance? So I went to my local Dollar General to buy my dad some cough medicine and some coffee. When I was paying and went to take my wallet out, I sort of fidgeted with a pen I had in my pocket as well. I'm sure it doesn't seem like a big deal but I'm having (paranoia, anxiety? I'm honestly new to all of this so I'm not sure what the correct term is) and I'm freaking out thinking they might think I stole something",2.1834375,3.7217821354166674,4.331666666666667,85.38000000000002,76.60416666666666,7.3000000000000025,25.541666666666664,8.07648339933343,1.542441666666667,359,13,75,6,8,124,66,96,0.091,0.78,0.129,0.5581,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,0,4,20,19,8,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,0,3,2,2,1,1,0,4,1,10,6,12,14,4,10,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,5,4,47,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3623000997326921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441286475159456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568768728544487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988509311905597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512055733112152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22870127184475156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21557227702683385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822988987605746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44635918704748,0.0,0.1780428502252746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30346157579440336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212910108283454,0.4390287893545393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,couragemagicstrength,2019/01/13,"Back to school Tomorrow is my first day back on a college campus for classes since January 2015. Because of my anxiety issues I ended up finishing my last degree online. Recently I’ve decided to change career paths so I have to go back to get a different degree.

I am terrified. I feel like I’m setting myself up for failure and I can’t help but agonize over how stupid I may seem compared to the other people in my classes.

I know I’m not supposed to compare myself to others, but I’m just having a really hard time not doing that. 

Not sure how I’ll be able to get any sleep tonight 😱",3.4879166666666706,4.764572625000003,5.638333333333333,78.38666666666668,72.75,8.666666666666668,29.16666666666667,9.150863307647796,2.6496666666666675,465,19,87,10,9,163,83,120,0.16699999999999998,0.8029999999999999,0.031,-0.9426,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,7,3,1,0,4,0,8,1,1,2,1,15,17,6,0,0,6,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,2,13,2,16,15,0,19,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,13,58,16,6,0.20313049877966216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813570481177945,0.0,0.15539427557381666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4685844451924797,0.0,0.12382646666695707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148851335659343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100236714599725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21222813710195426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17991332959247733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270888357157787,0.14511646891558344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17278269849271724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21225460342043345,0.0,0.11544374360066335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18196502801045752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361540915248614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120154657655533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116352098078236,0.1655784679719427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923930118592668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408251113387778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301305989719425,0.0,0.20056686169894936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20557890938477552,0.0,0.1849223770410142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16803164768319162,0.0,0.2032771971965576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19144809114912328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844702737062053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tori_117,2019/01/13,"Does anyone hate messy places? Does anyone get anxiety when you see a messy room, or messes in general? I’m helping my boyfriend clean his grandmother’s house and her place was beyond messy. It gave me so much anxiety that I automatically try to organize and clean things up. My anxiety won’t go away until everything is cleaned. ",4.192021857923496,6.928977737704924,5.011065573770495,77.24370218579237,74.90163934426229,9.31256830601093,28.19945355191257,9.725611199111238,3.1819158469945354,266,11,47,8,6,86,51,61,0.237,0.655,0.108,-0.7941,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,9,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,1,7,0,6,6,1,10,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,1,2,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4918519808986401,0.0,0.0,0.29970855919835115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013563312596733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3750976235707408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926128223295526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197092767380562,0.0,0.12180035539204552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21159204364529755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365106517313184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472911456395995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15754644568431936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4478278634592243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17078159077772925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423815991492055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550605830980212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nervouscat-,2019/01/13,"Hypochondriac Hey guys, I am new to reddit. Hope everyone is well. I suffer with panic disorder and hypochondria. Recently I have been getting this odd feeling that has led me to panic. Out of no where I just feel weird or off and it comes with a feeling of impending doom as well. It makes me think something bad is going to happen to me. Has anyone else ever experienced something like this? ",3.05337837837838,5.7912942702702725,4.122905405405408,81.97868243243248,79.27027027027026,6.943243243243244,25.466216216216218,8.07648339933343,1.9575459459459463,312,12,54,6,8,101,55,74,0.277,0.586,0.13699999999999998,-0.9316,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,2,1,0,7,0,0,2,1,16,17,4,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,6,2,0,1,4,7,4,11,16,0,9,1,2,0,0,2,3,0,2,4,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358813689896815,0.19911597621590416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16225900261453674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16739970736395415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22272117069042768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16233934968042282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17578431123790025,0.0,0.185692439321387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947801127567033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153038658660386,0.0,0.1104432858265326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924191140888709,0.17184703975939605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19301540525851116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494074052220597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971803896181408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18768694073498732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4560131802506559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19187928720132405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29921235095671483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452002197463323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494553970159167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Omphalie23,2019/01/13,"Does anyone else need to pause TV shows/movies mid-scene to take a break? Whenever I watch a cringey/awkward scene in a comedy or reality show it’s become like a reflex to pause to wait until I’ve calmed down, and in some cases do something else or even resume the next day. Same thing happens for scenes with lots of suspense or a most of the gags like jump scares in horror movies. I get tacchycardic, stop breathing, and my body gets really tense. If I’m watching with someone else or in a movie theater I will cover my eyes/ears and wait it out.

I’m curious if the overreaction is an anxiety thing or a me thing. I definitely didn’t do this when I was watching stuff by myself in high school before my GAD diagnosis (although I have never enjoyed horror movies, even back then).",7.187922077922077,6.372502694805196,7.3187987012987055,76.8767694805195,64.25974025974024,10.297402597402598,32.23701298701299,9.516144504307137,2.7152233766233764,621,20,121,10,8,201,104,154,0.135,0.767,0.098,-0.6903,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,11,0,7,2,2,0,1,22,16,14,0,3,7,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,3,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,3,11,4,18,13,4,18,0,0,3,0,0,8,0,10,10,75,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452461825794834,0.0,0.0,0.1229582712296932,0.18017890452354404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13521764423294755,0.0,0.0,0.19421229200763396,0.14963523072005327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953294890464972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340857548405275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15388734796226086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4406998384916159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322942732971937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18374852865839533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15550340036948146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18579497208729745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718226628223594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14950121437889272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039040101600274,0.13562620915744256,0.0,0.18701826085926584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265388693203825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760563304221872,0.17796938918599473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899696774340893,0.13537776988029787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14701830965244014,0.0,0.0,0.20130595316475794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221716735812933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504803866756257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lov3lyleslee,2019/01/13,Microdosing Has anyone tried microdosing to help treat their anxiety? If so please share your experience as I’m really considering this. ,6.643030303030303,10.632885727272726,8.188181818181821,49.41893939393941,78.0909090909091,13.842424242424245,30.06060606060606,11.20814326018867,6.3465878787878784,114,5,15,6,3,39,21,22,0.06,0.568,0.3720000000000001,0.8304,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35837780410552844,0.0,0.0,0.3275646926974707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4582529595003479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31400515984569943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5142387158253151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30011348960115664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180599673453223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThundrousProphet,2019/01/13,"Breathing issues? What kinds of things do you guys do when you're feeling short of breath/panic attack coming on besides breathing exercises?

Breathing exercise tend to make me focus on breathing even more consciously and it makes it worse for me.

I like listening to music, watching videos to get my mind off of things but i cannot always do that like when i'm driving for instance so any help is appreciated :)",4.635808270676692,7.237083144736843,4.946917293233085,78.93342105263156,72.8157894736842,6.974436090225563,29.27819548872181,7.957251820313856,2.2361037593984965,333,14,55,5,7,105,57,76,0.048,0.731,0.221,0.9426,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,5,6,4,2,0,8,13,5,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,6,2,0,0,2,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,3,6,3,11,13,1,8,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,4,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21988443889671594,0.0,0.0,0.17970500329422834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30063246349609496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276355032581155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17454040381192484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361715774879793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13806428344813962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616576967895737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17712706138747286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758174653377317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751848098393524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582069418016696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35278951852082724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26682599314127503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35112352592098844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693022297320726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_happy_go_lucky_guy_,2019/01/13,"I’m drunk and I feel much better. + need some advise? I know it’s sad, but yaa.. At this exact moment, I have literally zero friends, I use to be funny and somewhat charming, but I don’t know how, I have lost it all! I can’t keep in touch with friends and people, I avoid starting a conversation due to fear of being judged and seem desperate(which I am actually, lol) from morning I have been feeling this depressed feeling that I can no longer make friends or maintain a relationship!

My best fucking friend just suddenly ditched (almost a week ago) me, and out of ego I’m not calling him. I’m this close to breaking up with my gf, I feel lonely and feel like nothing can fix me, this anxiety have taken over me and now I have turned to drinking to feel better. Lol, what a loser i am. 😂

I don’t even know why I’m writing this, just sharing I guess?
Anyways, If someone knows, advise me how to make and maintain friendship? Idk how I use to do it. Idk anything. I want to die too.",1.1043353129282778,3.413499773869347,2.8211443581544096,90.94733097304706,83.92462311557789,5.025216994061215,24.62334399269073,6.351523495107088,0.7422241206030149,761,31,158,7,22,251,117,199,0.172,0.583,0.245,0.9655,0,3,1,0,0,1,33.0,0,0,0,5,9,18,1,2,4,2,16,3,0,7,2,48,44,15,1,3,7,0,7,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,10,12,2,2,11,2,0,0,5,8,0,1,3,7,25,10,18,39,5,14,0,5,0,1,13,6,1,7,8,102,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.13088492053977446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889214683674837,0.0,0.13430503623706447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260390036445834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037198651303236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075405037342587,0.2372421870197453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695480906887764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552013755485101,0.0,0.139198732699671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138969970426126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858712546917512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509259171172625,0.40690039646345616,0.09581765906674987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41449308512923977,0.12399476070366353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14775185402884905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921488537761045,0.0,0.0,0.2948424683468154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655258331332958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14641134436337425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17905658895513102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859600312822372,0.09945067220837284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869485215097248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298415684401404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399814992668306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221007471414991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364217368479967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493310930808804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14588755484528418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316788069052274,0.0,0.0,0.07910935338846052,0.0,0.10758556127468734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210253494432294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,M-danger-B,2019/01/13,"Tips for dealing with health anxiety? Hello! I've visited the GP a few times recently about chest pains, and more recently I've been told I have anxiety. Yesterday I had what I now believe was a panic attack. I phoned the non-emergency number for advice as I felt like I couldn't breath, my heart rate was really quick, and I had chest pains. They sent a paramedic over as a precaution which was a relief as I was convinced I was having a heart attack.

I've found it difficult to believe I had anxiety, as these pains are so bad sometimes, but I've had a few tests now including an ECG which suggest that, physically, I'm fine. I don't feel particularly anxious about anything in my life apart from my health; I'm always symptom checking online, checking my pulse, and convincing myself that I'm really ill or something and it's starting to take over my life. I've never been this way before, this only started a few months back.

I was wondering if anyone had experienced anything similar. I'd love to hear some ways you have of dealing with this as I've not been sleeping properly because of it. Oh, I'm also only 21 and physically fit, so there really shouldn't be any health problems to worry about.

Thanks.",6.3039209726443755,6.581469595744686,7.1249392097264455,73.87750000000003,65.80851063829788,10.458966565349543,33.381458966565354,10.290406445055957,3.460422492401216,965,39,175,22,14,322,133,235,0.136,0.745,0.119,0.1258,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,1,0,11,16,2,1,11,0,22,17,6,0,1,20,38,16,0,4,4,0,2,1,0,1,10,1,0,0,12,7,0,0,4,0,2,2,5,9,0,0,18,4,20,7,22,17,5,21,0,0,0,1,12,5,0,4,13,110,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385268541462736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498970388764232,0.0884310040852646,0.0,0.0,0.07227202597960533,0.0,0.2439049151699512,0.12006279531463243,0.0,0.07431137165842433,0.0,0.1749138834682172,0.0,0.0,0.2418109325150921,0.0,0.08172047732031401,0.088736882310405,0.06478549212248214,0.0,0.09043392633961073,0.23947564231620844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21913390623542486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053736860516516834,0.0,0.10204261693695654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165272797854916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389025450126665,0.11978193875319296,0.2518775886376365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501332210099066,0.051921589449157125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591917047995546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482931279483641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196739865099885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16165694333326994,0.33925876458567983,0.12469319808413107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169276635092256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20425136373951835,0.0,0.20987149497815127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635378374381144,0.0,0.0,0.08181725126136973,0.10511070188999644,0.0,0.15044686014444214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046252872912762,0.07990710153056657,0.0,0.0,0.09784561205896572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06197099186630078,0.0,0.0,0.10155225823209699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687155220171099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525290745008775,0.0,0.10792948454439316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Calm_Blue_Ocean_,2019/01/13,"Almost daily panic attacks during the week= feeling sluggish by the weekend How common is it for people with GAD to feel like their brain isn't functioning as well as it should after dealing with a few panic attacks? I went through a few this week, and now I can't think straight.",7.282222222222224,7.163723518518523,6.726296296296297,78.89833333333333,63.814814814814824,7.940740740740741,34.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,2.292933333333333,226,9,39,1,3,70,43,54,0.289,0.645,0.066,-0.9099,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,3,6,2,2,4,0,4,1,1,1,0,9,8,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,4,1,0,1,2,3,2,9,6,2,8,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,7,29,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21903857358663764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4977013385814956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24418847876278266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255134565827705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212051136982264,0.15626936974534394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686632031623104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5132933482617151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15164820063276427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016107817289322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509233687786597,0.0,0.19667537975967184,0.20277607899381087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sweetnibletsmiley,2019/01/13,"I need some advice or input I don't really know where else to turn. Hello, this is my first post here so I apologize if it is out of line or anything but I just need some validation for some things and was hoping I could find some here or if anyone could relate to the way I am feeling.

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I went to a friends birthday last night and there were maybe around 10 people there, a mix of people I know and some I didn't. We were sitting around and there was a mix of conversations going on but in every single thing that I heard it was either making fun of me or was speech against me. This has happened to me before where I think everyone is talking about me but never addressing me directly so I never speak up because I feel like a fool and am ashamed to say anything to fix it. I left after sitting there for a little bit and my friend was with me and told me that nobody was talking about me but that didn't necessary convince me because I know what I was hearing, and that it was negative towards me. I don't know if I am just hearing what I want to and there's no truth to any of it or if I have shitty friends that won't tell it to me straight. If you have ever felt this way, how were you able to cope with it? I plan on going to talk to someone to try and get this all straightened out but I have to wait until I get my insurance card so in the meantime I am looking for support elsewhere because I feel so confused about why this happens to me and need to know that I'm not alone in this.",4.503574283810792,4.413833854430383,5.310239840106597,86.61344103930716,69.63291139240506,7.918454363757495,28.97335109926716,7.273561745256523,1.4490594936708858,1182,39,258,10,19,386,147,316,0.08199999999999999,0.7959999999999999,0.122,0.8672,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,2,0,2,22,12,0,2,7,0,29,0,0,2,5,69,61,32,0,12,19,0,4,1,3,1,0,6,1,0,23,18,0,1,11,0,0,3,10,3,0,1,17,11,43,9,43,41,9,32,0,0,1,0,19,16,0,17,9,202,66,0,0.1054526021252051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304706233419776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092170929608994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425785034502793,0.12813645394461062,0.07171138556894939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373491130106914,0.0,0.17355701281006353,0.1877503462827728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928487824395768,0.0,0.08973239745740427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11512692953622708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16839064408129065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809211769325201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538791589765604,0.08884836542392101,0.10076448040261776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15996001239202434,0.07533536002867272,0.10125103521652593,0.0,0.09638176790747127,0.0896979294972127,0.0,0.0,0.24441725644633114,0.0,0.11018926442954796,0.0,0.11986228788784735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865027755935044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23770549331356686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473822785489434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897699615210829,0.08595794530335928,0.0,0.0,0.1145745607591849,0.0,0.0,0.0515188147816959,0.10569121072205027,0.0,0.0,0.088553626868666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039043077144973,0.0,0.10594131262785368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23457530487230946,0.16266309541133636,0.0,0.0,0.09896012353932704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621511318548186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099444304434976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06755563718960755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386014176749138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934964757405797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966636322181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25427642134399864,0.09217022226901443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011604623173948,0.06756976945238151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076448040261776,0.0,0.07159539475241307,0.11470214963523445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06219867691615616,0.16740673430477435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775561865447707,0.09515457131498127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813645394461062,0.0
anxiety,CrazyPanda562,2019/01/13,"Quitting Prozac and trazodone. Hi,

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I've been on 10MG Fluxotine for about two months now, and take 25Mg trazodone to sleep at night. At first I thought these medications were a godsend as I couldn't sleep for days, and they stopped my manic attacks. Now the medications have made me lose feeling and stop caring for the people around me. I started to do reckless things and hang around the wrong crowd, and don't feel any accountability for my actions. They also make me lose all motivation to do the things I love. I've stopped doing anything physical (used to lift weight on a daily basis). Has anyone been in this position before? I have a friend who got hooked on Zoloft and Xanax, he's tried to quit and he can't. I don't know what to do as I'm a twenty year old male in my junior year of college. My doctor basically diagnosed me with anxiety without really knowing much about me. College is a recipe for this stuff to go out, as people get stressed out, but this stuff is ruining my life. I eat like garbage, don't work out and have lost motivation to do the things I love. Please help. any advice is welcome.

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Thanks",4.501451871657757,6.207381450000002,4.689786096256687,84.48879679144387,70.86363636363636,7.5401069518716595,28.395721925133692,8.124751697461798,1.8206283422459888,909,34,176,13,17,284,129,220,0.097,0.743,0.16,0.9623,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,2,9,7,14,1,1,10,0,20,14,2,5,1,32,39,14,0,1,2,0,3,1,1,0,8,0,0,1,11,15,2,3,7,0,1,3,6,7,0,2,7,3,20,7,33,31,2,28,0,4,0,2,13,12,0,0,14,111,31,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033724392352696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211277942324254,0.0,0.2225064459007347,0.2495337245663417,0.1396511967044768,0.0,0.07854955594021844,0.0,0.0,0.07179591162823222,0.0,0.0844965006012736,0.1828130939881188,0.0,0.1168127835225192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873727134726721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104688619450827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621979946453961,0.0,0.0,0.10421755696752454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050968452251044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506678852997156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383570650684153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733915191302208,0.0,0.0,0.07932994667245373,0.0,0.05364581411823728,0.0,0.05835514057659711,0.0,0.08212219647349575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882392153269101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285996379618488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252558543553107,0.05016402960268117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297442491965144,0.11208683143138294,0.0,0.18534456123046208,0.097157849689112,0.06853938057245516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20687763895911646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195781761231029,0.0,0.07548126567988726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635777895409832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774488942803316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423701088092936,0.0,0.0,0.11271128488597032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21842462882517252,0.0,0.0,0.06577913327717877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20550735879555465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267709661803068,0.0,0.0,0.2575340429393498,0.11761904951080937,0.0,0.2350869816094775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720222453068341,0.0,0.0,0.09453351162573267,0.0,0.0,0.20464714262439354,0.0,0.0,0.08151607381084662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971265773473732,0.0,0.10030297646801438,0.0,0.0,0.08868214238700152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250360000002503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897939842804873,0.0,0.07475191745120348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226394220219472,0.2495337245663417,0.13224449584757916
anxiety,cravingcrackers,2019/01/13,"My anxiety makes me physically sick almost every weekday morning. I am from New Zealand, aged 18 with self-diagnosed anxiety. Haven’t had a chance to go to a doctor and get professionally diagnosed. 

Almost every morning I wake up on a work day, I will lie in bed thinking about how much I wanna stay in bed and not go to work. After a while of those thoughts clogging my head I begin to start feeling ill and that impending doom feeling coming on, despite me knowing that I’ll be fine as soon as I get to work. This gets so bad sometimes that I throw up. It’s awful because most of the time it’s pure stomach acid. Some mornings are better than others, but the start of the week is definitely the worst.

Not only that, but sometimes if I have something I’m anxious about coming up I think about it so much I make myself cry and almost hyperventilate. 

I am going on holiday soon and one of the worst things about my anxiety is that whenever I am on holiday, I start to think about “what if my boyfriend was cheating on me?” which slowly manifests in my mind until I have fully convinced myself he is out there, right now, cheating on me, even though he really isn’t. Then I feel like I’m going crazy; sitting alone in a room being attacked by my own thoughts, pulling my hair, wanting to yell and scream, feeling completely trapped and isolated, and feeling like I might die. I do not ever want to experience this again. 

This is pure hell. I am suffering almost everyday. Please help me. ",5.769791666666666,6.318550284722222,6.424305555555558,77.50125000000001,66.9861111111111,9.177777777777775,33.013888888888886,9.150863307647796,2.8754430555555563,1174,49,218,20,18,385,161,288,0.241,0.649,0.111,-0.9938,0,2,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,4,16,15,4,0,10,1,20,8,4,3,3,47,50,21,1,5,7,0,6,2,0,2,4,2,3,0,16,12,0,0,11,2,0,8,5,10,0,1,4,9,32,5,40,42,7,45,2,2,0,0,3,16,1,9,21,154,48,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4025236307610819,0.10408218303889688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306344702073369,0.11353038609208654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432720876514578,0.0,0.0,0.08390886188271628,0.06126062544651448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887937969832191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731345404332067,0.10536676218409707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103886894133988,0.06481075623293424,0.0,0.0,0.20399997385770186,0.10429761394932333,0.0,0.0,0.10286056544738004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06637578973508952,0.09090319338304588,0.1693422079283878,0.0,0.0,0.09830308250543482,0.0,0.0,0.2540656539700454,0.14358684193531274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15751297088703214,0.0,0.22845377493924365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313653654480913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735946707054623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05522924911581183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819325097721117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416196130332342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660897665868448,0.1014709811012348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477503088106499,0.0,0.0,0.09705839018827232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809779740962932,0.07643073419620758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031298295243508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06437946666274406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582190941456122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104837870499698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736571600182053,0.19878362046643386,0.0,0.21339195968801972,0.10711395986915566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06676420134987245,0.1931788034650392,0.09873551491786896,0.15956310443524493,0.05859925728576833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854873445280655,0.0,0.08061077222993372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21948397635070008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CosmicKalaki,2019/01/13,"I don't know what to do anymore So recently my social anxiety has gotten so much worse. I can't go a single day without my brain convincing itself people are talking about me and every laugh is directed at me. It's starting to become crippling.

I'm 15 and I've had my second anxiety attack in the space of three months. I know that can't be normal. My school doesn't even have a damn counselor for me to talk to since the one we had left (She was only in on Wednesdays and Thursdays anyway). I really don't trust the teachers after unrelated topics and any friend I've tried to talk to about it just says ""Talk to a teacher"" ""Try this and this supplement"". I'm getting so sick of it. I need a physical person to talk to.

And to top all of this off, my mother refuses to take me to a doctor. Even after knowing what's been going on. She bought me these natural pills from a store that clearly haven't worked. Her excuse is ""What they'll give you is basically what you're taking already, so what's the point?""

I just have no where else to go.",2.518089304257529,4.185864588785051,4.210218068535827,86.05282450674973,76.00934579439252,6.9985462097611615,23.571131879543096,7.793537801064563,1.1612334371754929,818,25,167,12,18,275,127,214,0.108,0.816,0.076,-0.6929,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,1,1,2,12,6,2,0,10,0,20,4,1,0,2,18,36,10,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,1,15,7,0,1,3,0,2,3,8,2,0,3,6,1,22,4,29,28,3,22,0,0,0,0,19,11,1,0,8,118,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476513830894346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098843779940896,0.0,0.20471292916915326,0.0,0.13269342753370514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522165643908706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777134361125982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14936480342625222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628978837064914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136949743222243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117725464060937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17674698405278189,0.0,0.11273208440772335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337337722513903,0.0,0.06990486206036807,0.12835293982886714,0.22812449319136824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22059857784770834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14537385119979673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067977069437307,0.0,0.09835823264541953,0.09921084063715352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310953748778044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066619290577316,0.1017607610548552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275991968262333,0.11682880598283665,0.0,0.0,0.1264840389119081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571556446243828,0.0,0.13211113987642478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064029544614584,0.0,0.13541251941280788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068055970313136,0.0,0.0,0.1363920247213487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947041721248542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20120156419571614,0.5377159699201371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18168253396500386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289782121430933,0.0,0.09740783254136404,0.0,0.1363534054702962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,roycetheassassin,2019/01/13,help me with my wife fairly newly married. my wife hid her anxiety from me before. now it is all out in the open. neither of us are coping well. any advice is appreciated.,0.3944117647058789,2.848719029411768,3.3737647058823548,82.98594117647062,94.0,5.072941176470589,18.564705882352946,6.742157984588678,0.5216658823529414,133,4,25,2,5,47,30,34,0.077,0.721,0.201,0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,6,1,5,3,2,4,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4193036693519607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917972276187335,0.0,0.328254153131845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36512562960420936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876112768240204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5161447609151476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3858051783003041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Martin-CZE,2019/01/13,"Tomorrow exam Hello everybody,

even I am anxious even to write to some strangers on the interenet, I need to vent a bit. I am really anxious about tomorrow exam I take. It´s last chance to make it, so naturally I care a lot about that. I was trying to prepare more than I did, but it went in vain. It was just few hours each day, few examples or exercises I just copied down to my notebook. Without my brother I didn´t make any whole exercise on my own. I feel I wasted whole semester and I rememeber nothing from this subject. But I took part, I even was saying answers and things like that. But now; I feel just empty. Like I did nothing, I had time to prepare, but no, I spend time on reddit or some other websites. 

A slight nausea comes, headache and sweating starts. I feel like I need to knock out some thoughts from head to get school stuff in.

Something about me, M/23; I take SSRIs, recently friendzoned (with first step I ever made for relationship). Christian.

PS: I don´t take these SSRIs recently because I simply forgot, or feel bad after them",2.68780383795309,5.241704432835822,3.7000710732054003,85.58268656716419,79.29850746268656,6.415636105188344,25.989339019189767,7.62386473244151,1.6171339019189768,825,33,153,13,21,265,121,201,0.106,0.826,0.069,-0.8053,0,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,1,1,12,6,0,0,4,0,8,4,2,3,1,36,28,11,0,2,11,1,4,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,10,7,0,1,6,2,1,4,2,2,0,1,11,5,29,4,26,17,13,25,1,0,0,0,6,7,0,7,17,110,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694756454427721,0.0,0.0,0.2888854298323174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067557702660656,0.07794081709348866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958740383019227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13035936263423745,0.0,0.0,0.11013801646745637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245758609911834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533462521548328,0.11565453530780305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25859461305181386,0.09134150772001808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087556244042767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06680032818402921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312188028101865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591399859998606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422102345479443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873943211919644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086999744415603,0.0,0.12098196945213067,0.17069190545525165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896096070757452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453656652806677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384573404685709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190886395892619,0.0,0.2524879454848293,0.13727123216435086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167750952197947,0.0,0.12939873522946432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843104075829782,0.0,0.0,0.09049827997477268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14636638274045027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883990495784213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849429199893898,0.0,0.0,0.10150466671708007,0.14910961031280862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14205451789338894,0.08680692970746126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185252926727186,0.0,0.28549692848155794,0.0,0.12325018097178418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,theog06,2019/01/13,"I become a mess when i feel better When i'm anxious, i become very aware of my health. I start eating healthy, going to gym, meditating. But when i feel good, i do none of these. It's like my brain returns to monkey mind state. What's your experience?",0.8288235294117676,3.2001227647058847,2.76421568627451,90.3839705882353,86.05882352941177,4.968627450980391,18.303921568627448,6.42735559955562,-0.052231372549019994,195,5,41,2,6,65,37,51,0.08900000000000001,0.693,0.218,0.7579,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,6,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,9,3,4,6,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,23,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28415195991176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5555797960844221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224536602609161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807853843707753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573731433247343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460399767920261,0.0,0.0,0.2543574667782568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14294760665565776,0.21096746192580812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673595988723308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228825412989005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25396881968407914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17803087984327334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20753468860917096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RealTacoCheetah,2019/01/13,"Have trouble carrying on a conversation, never know what to talk about. Title speaks for itself. It doesn't matter who I'm with whether it's friends, coworkers, or people I've just met I have a hard time carrying on a conversation. Nearly certain it comes from the anxiety because the more comfortable I'm feeling the less I'm stuck thinking about how anxious I am. Then again, it never feels natural and feels like a struggle. Not necessarily looking for any answers but wondering if anybody's had the same experience and how you learned to be more open. Am I just boring and have nothing to talk about?",4.046894609814963,6.711649168141597,5.019903459372486,77.36924376508449,75.01769911504425,8.002896218825423,32.396621078037015,8.841846274778883,3.1938389380530965,488,25,83,11,11,159,76,113,0.133,0.784,0.083,-0.3452,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,8,7,0,1,8,0,8,0,0,2,3,28,21,10,0,1,7,0,4,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,0,8,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,3,6,4,4,13,17,4,10,0,0,1,0,9,4,0,3,6,60,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15505315822077295,0.0,0.17442538285072515,0.2575839731350733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389914704108689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19640857547831814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22303543073161267,0.0,0.0,0.3458628628304821,0.16288885517228782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17615830101447513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042502502680024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530715265055506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139311946514413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914691706059546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517074237150893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21877968359501704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15807193585193538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383633129353276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36652814963443625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609822513843188,0.0,0.0,0.13295321221042436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472647895508761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,slaaro,2019/01/13,"Yesterday at the barber... I have always been extremely anxious about asking people, specifically strangers, for help/favors. For example, yesterday, at the barber, my haircut was finished and as I left, I realized my car was boxed in by 2 other vehicles (my worst nightmare!). I genuinely considered waiting it out but thought that was ridiculous and went inside to ask. Despite jumbling my words a little bit, one of the car owners was super helpful and apologetic about boxing me, and moved it immediately. This was a small victory for me and perhaps it can be a springboard for similar events in the future! ",10.809339622641508,9.817602009433964,10.378,58.417000000000016,57.20754716981133,13.38566037735849,45.72830188679245,12.340626583579946,6.095489056603775,487,26,69,13,5,159,75,106,0.068,0.843,0.08800000000000001,0.6355,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,7,0,9,0,0,0,0,11,14,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,2,0,1,8,0,10,1,15,5,2,17,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,5,55,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22083009246923765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998210691567101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4962174303190527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897428553698268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557776579485285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883526948980583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26599574318070085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820731296785465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17983867693369232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18399163672324365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21069416839177627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24602403791616245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Seigardreight,2019/01/13,"Questionnaire on behavioral reactions to stressful scenarios Hello! I'm a psychology student in University of Warsaw and I need your input in my master's thesis survey. I'm studying the differences between certain behavioral reactions to day to day scenarios, in hopes of creating a model for how these different reactions interact with each other. Apart from demographic information in the beginning, we take no personally identifiable information therefore this survey is completely anonymous.   
[You can access the survey here.](https://goo.gl/forms/xipfeGdgfu0z5MGE2)  

Your input might help in achieving a better understanding of anxiety and how daily functioning is altered by it. It should take around 10-15 minutes and everyone is welcome. If you have any questions at any point of the survey, feel free to contact me at a.durak@student.uw.edu.pl  
Some people may find some of these questions trigger their anxiety. Below are some helpful things if you find your anxiety acting up after participating.

Name 5 things you can see Name 4 things you can hear Name 3 things you’re touching Name 2 things you can smell Name 1 thing you can taste

[Here is a useful breathing gif](https://thumbs.mic.com/MDM5NDYxMGJmMCMvd1czRURsZGxOc0FRM016WmZtZ0E4VFNRVWQ0PS9maXQtaW4vOTAweDkwMC9maWx0ZXJzOm5vX3Vwc2NhbGUoKTpxdWFsaXR5KDgwKS9odHRwOi8vaW1hZ2VzLm1pYy5jb20vZnh1NWxjNGh2d2RseXdwYmdobDU2YnV2ZGp1a2VqbXd5YnhpZXYxanRmaGlvZGNhcWtpaXR5d2N5NWFlc2dlNy5naWY.gif). Or, if you prefer, [a nebula to create](https://29a.ch/sandbox/2011/neonflames/) and a way to safely [burn those troubling thoughts.](http://pixelthoughts.co/)

If you're in immediate crisis, you can find help [here](https://www.reddit.com/r/Anxiety/wiki/ineedhelp).  
Also please keep in mind that, although the questionnaire involved might have a self reflective effect, it is in no way designed for diagnostic purposes and the emotions it may evoke are not indicative of your affective state.  

I appreciate your time and effort in this. If people are curious about the results of the study, once my paper is done I can report the outcomes here.  
Thank you very much in advance!
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anxiety,yeetyoinkyote,2019/01/13,"Can’t do my work So I’m a college student and am working on research under my favorite professor and alongside one of my friends in my major. I love what we are working on and hopefully I can make a career out of it down the line. But it is very computer heavy and I have always struggled with computers. Last semester was really rough anxiety and depression wise so that has made this research even more difficult. I get so psyched out to work on the research that I freeze and nearly have a panic attack every time I try to work on it. I just received a text from my friend asking how the project we are supposed to be working on is going. I haven’t been able to work on it since before Christmas because every time I see the open tab I spiral. I don’t know what to do. I can’t just tell him “oh yeah I haven’t been okay so I haven’t worked on it” but I also can’t lie to him. I also have to deal with being behind with my professor who is my mentor and one of the people I look up to the most. I just don’t know what to do

TLDR: my anxiety has been so bad I cant do the work I need to and I don’t feel comfortable talking to my professor or my research partner ",2.3926315789473662,3.500985730923695,4.353984358486578,87.18857958148384,75.22489959839358,7.330458676812514,26.358275206087505,7.85451343220497,1.4451156626506023,913,33,198,13,19,313,121,249,0.086,0.8240000000000001,0.09,-0.2709,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,0,0,9,12,13,1,2,11,2,32,1,0,3,0,31,46,19,0,2,6,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,12,16,0,0,3,0,0,2,10,6,0,2,5,5,35,7,33,39,3,20,0,1,2,1,14,15,0,3,3,150,47,24,0.112866518675532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18051862841454572,0.0939139850863404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17268515571507045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551495910154876,0.12840195893309175,0.0,0.0,0.0942388286564346,0.06880238219545268,0.0,0.09604109438097642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636042480226938,0.0972117671503058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454727111569949,0.0,0.19018981975434046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057068703101787424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744007847024222,0.0,0.058968097614198724,0.0,0.0641446435732484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210191983874256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405697389921615,0.09200127681413617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477944952834366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186643970776448,0.10679702896904153,0.07533927763879844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368909347144171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529625481260052,0.0,0.0,0.1324245412157715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824743282958659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230518197593007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994000250696504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336435057882203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179925912681635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071783240365136,0.09865031211559984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162674937640526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662895742782125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312669824537756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7395135284658325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Psylocker101,2019/01/13,"My fellow anxious gamers! Hey guys, I just want to ask what games do u play when things go south?  
As of late I find it hard to play any game that is not online and face paced, and its annoying as f, so I am stuck playing Overwatch and Dead by daylight, as only those do make anxiety almost none present with my current situation.   
Last offline game I played was shadow of the tomb raider ( was bad but it did made me sink my brain into it ).",3.9799250936329607,4.666900044943823,4.5141011235955055,89.11849250936329,71.02247191011236,7.281647940074906,26.069288389513112,7.1686216300943375,0.9958074906367044,340,10,74,3,6,108,72,89,0.149,0.768,0.083,-0.6369,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,1,0,7,2,2,2,0,13,13,9,2,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,8,5,0,0,1,7,0,1,2,2,0,0,5,1,8,4,10,8,1,8,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,5,43,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585990455635803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17561815947372791,0.0,0.1975597598478378,0.2917478353294921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24142793159188944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21562710796550488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882912653770606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360348855686196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676884446009358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557070881720718,0.0,0.0,0.23134035730533906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21050738354239407,0.2913160935594977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443614253723038,0.17238319687407447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19640998345853086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902826693294547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17156914454187114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15232193709622147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,grizzmane,2019/01/13,"can't fell while sober? i can't find the depression sub Reddit but anxiety and depression are related. anyone have the problem where they drink and use to feel emotion rather than the majority drink and use to not feel. i want to feel while sober. things like sad tv shows and emotion in art bring these out while sober, but i have to engage in something to feel. any ideas on what i can do. i used to just drink and use everyday now i don't even have the desire to do that anymore. i just stay numb and sober. i'm on valuim for my ptsd and anxiety which i wish i was not dependent on but if any of you have experience with being on benzos you know its almost not an option to come off of them especially in the state im in. just looking for advice guidance. thanks \^\^",2.848461538461536,4.519672229299367,3.851210191082803,88.96163645271929,75.11464968152866,7.378539931406173,22.904948554630078,8.139509932561175,1.05266918177364,608,17,131,10,13,196,91,157,0.096,0.767,0.13699999999999998,0.8427,0,0,4,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,2,0,7,8,0,0,6,0,13,4,0,5,0,39,29,14,0,6,11,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,10,3,0,7,6,0,3,6,5,0,0,1,5,14,3,24,27,1,21,0,3,1,0,4,11,0,4,6,87,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305311365232986,0.0,0.0,0.13634368790718926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18518573782000966,0.0,0.2083227042157837,0.0,0.1350332573896262,0.0952056207256846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728902326626882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23454729655815376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001522961300531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063213610611423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993181287889003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13318974367883546,0.0,0.0,0.2753845634738481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444696655024826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15370707017151355,0.1470752117867228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482949004068963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652046708669213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433936604491125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028588663729807,0.15916272185178718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048219406877945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14512750257459292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535702172444446,0.0,0.0,0.09045806741838486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4703910415934036,0.0,0.0,0.08031017518879274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15657626532376934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jellashi,2019/01/13,"I don't want to go to work bc of anxiety I'm dreading to go to work everyday to be very honest bc of my social anxiety :( i want to quit so bad but even handing the resignation letter is giving me anxiety by just thinking about it. I don't know how to say goodbye to my colleagues whom i worked with for the past 5 years..i know right?? It's a long time but i still feel anxious around them. 

Anyone who is experiencing the same? Please help?? 😣",0.6925806451612928,2.8301185268817237,3.135924731182797,89.1438870967742,84.16129032258064,6.300645161290323,22.203225806451613,7.554174236665415,0.9296374193548388,345,12,76,6,10,119,64,93,0.193,0.685,0.122,-0.2573,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,4,7,4,0,1,4,0,5,1,1,1,0,13,15,4,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,4,9,1,15,14,1,9,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,0,5,45,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4356967063101692,0.21447277695296726,0.0,0.1327452538232209,0.0,0.0,0.16900384724774808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15851409687228696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253919803935485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959922153195698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18211829073891692,0.21578855319343904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725026712208984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20866960528589312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680083895800786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18123019365121967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083947091361404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019253752552028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621280775053221,0.0,0.1509737464675775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935248420939216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15161185072389238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164612445397817,0.0,0.0,0.11070116001601583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15664344174821274,0.22395305043471148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4146320604109635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tswanzey1231,2019/01/13,Hello everyone I have a question. How can I stop worrying about getting in trouble at school? I said something really really bad on my snap and people screenshotted it and I’m worried that they are going to show the school so I can’t stop thinking about it. How can I stop worrying and not assume that?,2.1032687651331727,4.806195694915257,3.8971428571428617,82.13423728813561,83.57627118644069,7.439225181598062,25.37772397094431,8.418075326091056,2.3171384987893457,242,10,43,6,7,81,42,59,0.325,0.675,0.0,-0.9567,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,2,0,12,10,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,3,3,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,7,0,6,9,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,3,31,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602102693631572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18334782812054493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002484319605204,0.0,0.10904879412857757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302417346788253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149474801096812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24584415672116694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825200931931456,0.0,0.0,0.3883819333549241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771720080591744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4812562621236526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294779297426164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5845848312744836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bluegirl7643,2019/01/13,"I feel so lost and alone. Not sure where this belongs. This is also cross posted from r/depression. Mods I’m sorry if this isn’t allowed. 




I don’t know what to do. I’ve been feeling so so low the last few days. It got better for two days and then the lows came back. I feel like I don’t matter and I feel so alone. I’ve always been the quiet kid in the corner that no one really noticed and forgets about. That’s the way I feel now.  None of my friends call/txt to check in on me and ask me how I’m doing even though I’m there every single time someone needs me and I am always listening and helping everyone else with their problems. I’ve tried talking to my SO but it’s so hard for me to fully verbalize everything. I blame my mom for this. She always made me feel like my feelings don’t matter and that every time I tried to open up to her, she would either shut me down and tell me I’m being dramatic or use it against me later. So I learned how to internalize everything. 

I also keep going over and over in my head conversations I’ve had with people in person and through txt message. I keep thinking that I should have said this or that instead of what I said. I keep questioning everything and creating these scenarios in my head and fixating on them. My mind keeps telling me that people hate me and everyone makes fun of me when I’m not in the room and that no one takes me seriously. 

It’s like I’m screaming and no one can hear me. I want to cry but no tears come out.

Sleeping is almost nonexistent even though I’m so tired all the time. The minute I get into bed my brain kicks into overdrive and I can’t turn it off.  I haven’t slept well in 3 days despite working 12+ hour shifts and taking a sleeping pill. 

I don’t know what to do and I feel really lost.  I haven’t tried therapy because I don’t know where to start and I’m scared that I’m just going to be told I’m fine and that there’s nothing wrong with me.

I’m sorry if this seems jumpy or doesn’t make sense, I’m kind of all over the place. ",1.023996003996004,2.9579345081585084,2.7791192141192163,93.33043706293707,81.54079254079255,5.950516150516151,20.470695970695967,7.07126945348624,0.33637169497169506,1580,44,358,20,42,523,201,429,0.152,0.773,0.075,-0.983,1,2,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,2,4,27,20,1,1,10,0,25,8,6,7,3,80,80,44,0,7,11,1,9,3,1,2,2,6,2,2,24,30,0,4,15,0,1,5,17,10,1,4,12,15,50,10,43,64,6,48,0,4,0,0,22,27,0,8,17,223,74,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787276437383717,0.16285543306473665,0.0,0.12574648082840298,0.19625708264400135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350008638057827,0.0,0.0,0.06045474901425658,0.0,0.047926673882216435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06953394639064242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776711446875524,0.0802809017347612,0.08992155795829529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06772508929356537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636155245297546,0.15211225589335192,0.0,0.06771621146040194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567781465150507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385694906382,0.0,0.13248328293618658,0.15025160117918912,0.2119786417016271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31802539797770785,0.1123338146983061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060742442823353726,0.0,0.04107626354828735,0.0,0.08936433058648573,0.0,0.062880450990542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704290350049434,0.07762202859312581,0.16137579779168265,0.0,0.08861165868356076,0.0,0.052698045239328285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742591588267474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795280739213022,0.0,0.08187174474919487,0.1296242500875645,0.06408666458804746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11523084891930015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17164836824063573,0.0,0.0,0.07439315639462211,0.10496034801990034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938486726671387,0.09208004570741632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05829652640383735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07543903605535883,0.08951060806789045,0.0,0.0,0.15982701309822694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901189975343872,0.06864888482919153,0.08214228338496153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529725115924754,0.0,0.0,0.07522974495380537,0.0,0.0,0.08807359047274302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073333992158626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14957328118233634,0.0,0.07871340555015333,0.0,0.0,0.07157366834835123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15735569624115206,0.0,0.06661537656502269,0.0,0.0,0.1760196997193271,0.055648397245437575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07409942701954961,0.0,0.11822651863748455,0.06319263708864319,0.13743655920843112,0.0,0.08991004420967721,0.0,0.0,0.05037720638742674,0.1544896020754114,0.0,0.13753373263192367,0.09036335310266903,0.0,0.07512580058959456,0.0,0.16013563493242675,0.08551714638197645,0.07680136025146415,0.0,0.0,0.06790336045020234,0.0,0.0,0.046372743453539145,0.06240574500302287,0.0,0.0,0.07068978297424862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057237074549710415,0.0,0.0,0.055850151615554115,0.08595979672716672,0.0,0.0
anxiety,haveyoubeenscrombled,2019/01/13,"During periods of high anxiety/attacks do you get a sense that you’re not actually in control? First post here, so if somethings wrong ill fix if in the morning (2am currently).
I first realised this feeling a while ago, and when I really pay attention to it I feel like I’m watching ‘me’ do things, but not actually control them.  Its kinda like Im a character in a game, and someone else is pressing the controls. Does that happen to you? Or something somewhat similar.",4.4142380952380975,6.136015566666668,5.944285714285716,75.34500000000001,71.1111111111111,9.142857142857146,36.19047619047619,9.606745405546679,3.8743809523809527,371,21,65,9,7,126,68,90,0.065,0.856,0.079,0.3058,1,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,1,5,3,3,0,0,6,0,3,1,0,3,0,16,8,9,0,2,6,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,3,3,1,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,4,7,2,6,8,1,12,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,5,9,43,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.33747021891131457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327418412436916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19670996121943224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5817994312020675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513146093906762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144444025240781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17485687083396573,0.12352685950173825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941541271026491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033828059365592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152903644109849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18268879151153825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867723519855997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16895007584253913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16559987729065734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077050272932874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650598813372312,0.26622896087132203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487364731660978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890498201566873,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cluedo_fuckin_sucks,2019/01/13,"Need some help from sufferers as to how I can help my friend My friend is a young lady who suffers very bad from anxiety and related illnesses. She’s going through some emotional trouble at the moment as well as self image and self esteem issues and she barely seems to eat, and is constantly run down with coughs and colds. I try to include her into group activities etc. but unsurprisingly she never feels up to it, but the only support she can handle is when I physically sit with her and reassure her, of which her mind doesn’t always let me do. I do feel like I am helping but only on a short term. Is there any specific methods I can use to alleviate some of this for her? 

I’ve been trying to help her with colds and buying her medicine and bring her take out food of which very little she eats. It’s tough as I’m fortunate enough to not suffer with anxiety-related issues but on the contrary myself and her realise that I don’t fully understand what her mind is going through. I know it isn’t an instantly fixed thing, but any help at all would be really appreciated. Thank you so so much. ",5.8646791917759655,6.081570576036867,6.743963133640555,76.44253810705425,66.74193548387098,10.179227224388516,30.056362991846857,10.035473477838034,2.796829422190713,873,29,169,19,13,291,129,217,0.058,0.7440000000000001,0.198,0.9871,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,6,13,0,0,6,0,18,5,0,2,2,37,32,22,0,2,6,0,2,1,2,1,2,0,0,2,10,15,3,0,5,0,1,4,5,6,1,0,1,4,28,7,31,28,8,21,0,3,0,0,28,10,0,4,7,122,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055608086498256,0.0,0.0,0.17254341017800545,0.0,0.09705042684721098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059259379744125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709465211845134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25962658992139515,0.0,0.1427046512059922,0.0,0.13108417377870218,0.14148662395072895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829225471548436,0.0906314933340468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15340415851003686,0.0,0.19602924788492976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419919333466322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4251705106474497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648256040935424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06972100306153596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972678679306512,0.0,0.06197922352382933,0.12715081279729834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25619245951293634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325945851019184,0.09406786831476023,0.09784515028438824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929712077640258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127217125260844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11549199968377265,0.2646931329718808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143963488015711,0.0,0.0,0.0953857568585029,0.0,0.0,0.11679910274254855,0.0,0.0,0.08428264300596472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722643268654223,0.0,0.0,0.13206964510535055,0.0,0.10956955350497308,0.0,0.20935177150948486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140657532484284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901203730585484,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MidnightRanger_,2019/01/13,"It's been a few weeks since I did one of these! (Weekend Check-In): How is everyone? Anything you want to talk about and just don't know where to put it? Any achievements you're proud of? I'd love to hear about it, whatever it might be. I'll do my best to respond to everyone!",-0.2118159806295381,1.9160994406779643,1.4971428571428582,99.34101694915256,88.49152542372879,5.405326876513318,20.292978208232448,6.868970318607317,0.17493510895883754,213,7,52,3,7,69,45,59,0.0,0.7709999999999999,0.229,0.9316,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,3,5,3,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,1,0,6,11,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,3,3,9,7,2,4,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,2,32,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871953914537692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22652660170182415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888825118962112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5260711727698398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31025319423483266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512830938856379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484450438816125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292021638590233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18653241975684745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767258570457551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22770904964459704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212543789399956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16236341803815116,0.0,0.2208077643402808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sleepimust,2019/01/13,"I was prescribed Zolpidem and I'm really scared, need help. So, I've been going to a therapist and a psychiatrist for four months now. Things are okay, I was prescribed anti-anxiety meds and they're working fine.

However, I've been having trouble falling asleep and it's been a real problem because I feel constantly drained. I cried doing the dishes a few weeks ago because I just wanted to be done with it and sleep. Really sleep.

So, I was prescribed Zolpidem (Ambien). I was happy because she assured me I'd be able to sleep, and she warned me to only take it when I'm about to go to bed. 

I made the mistake of searching the med online and I found out that some people wake up, get in their car and drive around and then have no memory of doing so the next day.

That scared me a lot because I sleep with my cat and my dog. I love them a lot, and they sleep cuddled to me and won't sleep anywhere else. So after reading the side effects of Zolpidem, I'm now terrified of taking it because I fear I might 'wake up' and unlock the gate or something like that and put my girls in danger.

On the other hand, I really, really need to sleep properly. I can't take it anymore, I'm drained. I thought about giving the keys to the house to my parents for them to keep in their bedroom at night, and they agreed to help me, but I'm still a little scared.

So anyone here with experience on taking Ambien, could you please tell me how the first time taking it went? Am I being way too dramatic about this?

I need to sleep, that's all I know. But I'm really concerned about the safety of my pets. Like, I fear I'll walk around in my sleep and let them out or something. :/ ",3.671311637080868,4.643551550295863,4.774689349112425,85.91438116370811,71.9585798816568,7.645167652859961,25.917652859960555,7.9370924344782425,1.3854138067061157,1296,40,269,17,24,426,168,338,0.114,0.794,0.091,-0.7703,2,0,2,0,0,1,42.0,0,1,7,3,19,16,1,5,18,1,22,16,13,3,2,50,49,28,0,7,5,1,2,2,0,2,0,0,4,1,13,23,1,1,5,1,0,8,3,9,0,2,12,2,42,7,41,30,5,39,0,0,0,2,17,15,0,6,17,178,55,2,0.07243804731635753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06421195828427664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05541490792535903,0.0,0.07183907825386705,0.05065036695208895,0.0,0.0,0.12897043973885305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22078780649202231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827979506121495,0.0,0.057835886444555236,0.0,0.07956979354836202,0.04671654786891462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741292723574806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06051269348560434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085831004689534,0.0,0.16302588441366062,0.036626853242941605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616157660423001,0.0,0.07942457997133187,0.0,0.0,0.03784588995265016,0.06948917561224148,0.08233642325068295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711164834827916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710739237530057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358378088467412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06438626478200538,0.0,0.0,0.03981005638647246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407281120883576,0.0,0.07077914186334051,0.0726019535688352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316847483856296,0.06537816587320328,0.068542631849448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16092468115930922,0.0,0.0,0.0768453209129597,0.0,0.0,0.0578193582686333,0.0,0.0,0.16113568267774311,0.0,0.0,0.07703868511267573,0.06797820031850084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0550923991675165,0.0,0.0,0.08043387907987634,0.0,0.0,0.050219421208407215,0.0,0.0,0.07951522321601029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931342830977542,0.0,0.07282024507585959,0.0,0.0,0.07245765008072093,0.08245035655280182,0.23202833996534525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21756936684960226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6524132508703104,0.0,0.0,0.1115326956538514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05784911815888345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723219827784056,0.0,0.06331404619067453,0.0,0.0,0.08410615609630022,0.04812461988687956,0.0,0.0,0.057507718160784226,0.04223920792151355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04272583711227782,0.05749795024615924,0.058105432161524674,0.0,0.0,0.06715079558800448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052735761179287965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,your_nameless_friend,2019/01/13,Anyone out there lurking but feeling too anxious to write a post? Want to talk? You are not alone. Writing a post is  personal and can feel really daunting. Sometimes it is easier to write a comment instead. Want to comment? We can chat here or pm me if you ever need someone. ,1.0779716981132097,3.6963578113207554,2.8012971698113245,86.77854952830191,93.52830188679243,4.914150943396227,27.379716981132077,6.6274283507984215,1.675341509433963,216,11,38,3,8,71,41,53,0.065,0.745,0.19,0.7391,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,1,16,10,4,0,4,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,5,10,0,4,0,0,0,0,11,1,0,2,1,28,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27876064252075083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040655225383942,0.0,0.18819756773653776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24346369238984886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721830110603154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995730428054159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23501343348749645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5155470644901236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17242587509279053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280518963791136,0.0,0.26619853728046605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163344481164276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31750603629956753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SeudoIntellektual,2019/01/13,OCE and anxiet came back I am currently on 75mg zoloft and until recently on 0.75 xanax. I stopped taking xanax without dr approval(I know I shouldn't have done that...) because it was making me completely joyless and numb. For about two weeks I was doing fine and then I started experiencing anxiety and OCD again...I am so disappointed in myself for not being able to control this...I thought I will really manage! I had absolutely no withdrawal symptoms for those two weeks I was off them. Do I need to go back to the med or should I stick it out? :/ thanks,2.053608914450038,4.783306280373832,3.610654205607478,83.83590941768513,84.32710280373831,7.0306254493170375,24.11861969805895,8.139509932561175,1.833707979870596,440,17,83,10,13,145,78,107,0.17600000000000002,0.768,0.056,-0.921,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,1,4,4,0,0,1,0,14,6,0,2,0,18,23,9,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,4,7,0,2,2,0,0,2,4,2,0,2,7,1,13,2,14,12,0,17,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,1,10,60,17,1,0.20033103806715635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15325269579121065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30808440515328017,0.0,0.12211994140026845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291253387513405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21004328195591526,0.0,0.22468829368623755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20500820539351589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385274556414887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009669941245293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372252350583144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22252262189286487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14854292634143013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283371927552229,0.0,0.1978027319748067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14179533984212753,0.0,0.0,0.16748571805422818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20822065393627365,0.15062400912119864,0.0,0.0,0.18443790452843895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15904046703122346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3913886299065644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213869499110703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19311197186697426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,siberiangold,2019/01/13,"Unable to cry it all out Hey everyone. A lot of things have been making me feel anxious/sad lately. I’m at that point in time where I just can’t express what I’m feeling into words (so talking about it to someone isn’t really an option) and I just want to cry it all out but I can’t. I’m unsure how to let out all the bad energy that is accumulating inside of me. Normally after a good, hard crying session by myself I tend to feel better but now I just couldn’t. Have any of you guys faced a similar situation and if so, how did you get past it? Any suggestions would be greatly appreciated. :)",1.3991666666666696,3.3853520887096806,4.141612903225809,83.77408602150537,80.53225806451613,7.036559139784948,21.623655913978496,8.07648339933343,1.163539784946237,465,14,97,9,12,165,82,124,0.127,0.71,0.163,0.7147,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,1,10,4,0,0,5,0,12,1,1,3,3,28,22,9,0,5,6,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,4,10,3,17,16,4,13,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,3,5,70,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347152935413112,0.0,0.0,0.1949618394094603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440938115205528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15262951134070446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5687001342683525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16490383227568578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617789418346043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016387474767007,0.0,0.0,0.14474862128479934,0.0,0.19026572850543733,0.0,0.17087744354216505,0.0,0.0,0.1545942630181063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19467332597616285,0.0,0.0,0.1764707258938062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671800494188264,0.0,0.0,0.1151958680615284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16908790908239973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16474338800827296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631401694517937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055665071541136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19398273545797798,0.0,0.0,0.14622314568161374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871010951951487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465187382800587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063049533888567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017898384923833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225930900210412,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dogmama1230,2019/01/13,"How to go about dealing with anxiety in a summer program? Hi everyone. 
So I got into this summer program at my dream law school!! I applied back in November and I’ve been an anxious mess ever since I applied and I finally heard back on Friday. Anyway, this program is a month long at the law school. They provide housing and food for free plus a stipend,  so it’s an incredible program that will help me in law school. Anyway, my best friend also applied and she hasn’t heard anything back from the program yet (it’s rolling admission and she applied after me, so it’s not terrible). I was excited to do the program with her, but if she doesn’t get in, I don’t know how I’m going to do this. We get assigned roommates and I would have been able to room with her, but ever since I’ve never had an actual roommate in college (always had a single room), I’m not entirely sure how I’m supposed to deal with all this. I won’t know anyone going into the program and I’m sure most people don’t, but it’s still scary. I’m just very anxious just thinking about it. I’m sorry if this is all over the place, I’m just worried and looking for advice. Anyone have any ideas on how to deal with all of this? I know there’s not really much to worry about yet since I don’t know for sure if I’m going to have to do this alone, but just in case I want to prepare the best I can. Thank you all in advance!! ",2.744976569821933,3.88551275257732,4.328773820681036,87.58663776944704,74.39518900343644,6.802936582318026,26.285691971258977,7.1686216300943375,1.1771841924398625,1085,38,230,11,22,364,132,291,0.119,0.81,0.07200000000000001,-0.9085,0,1,0,0,0,0,32.0,1,1,1,3,26,11,0,0,13,0,22,1,0,4,10,57,47,24,0,5,14,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,13,17,1,0,6,1,2,5,10,2,0,0,8,3,24,10,39,36,9,37,0,0,1,0,16,17,0,4,15,162,37,13,0.10367058238722103,0.0,0.10116753374863073,0.0,0.0,0.1013056932705611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737145794138153,0.0,0.08290532727991086,0.08626222942336897,0.0,0.0,0.07049955103905957,0.0,0.0793077117673618,0.2342364988789627,0.0,0.14497776333249596,0.0,0.08531205599859289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23914883595786746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175917604974629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206394548436845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875519540441881,0.0,0.0990616841761958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356605562716712,0.0,0.0,0.12535887973148374,0.0,0.0800956347863683,0.0,0.10832720090365924,0.0,0.23567352424066534,0.0,0.08291483522299521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948820609206624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962193299602265,0.0,0.11703146868851425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278985634402513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174520308971533,0.08705717910189892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274886978643099,0.0,0.07620980654470025,0.0,0.07995714422570273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071872128483633,0.0,0.108313693435963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641402971423169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147604922523323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257272131158843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605072934690246,0.0,0.0,0.0827914610111853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931248910270272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544594368014074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664279231590846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553908773116307,0.06114759550415377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21056501740809205,0.0,0.07364460727356266,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,epibrat0r,2019/01/13,"Depression after panic attack lasting 2-3 weeks Hi guys. I got a panic attack last week (at least I think thats what it should be called). Some thought popped into my mind, I gave it too much attention, and it freaked the shit out of me. My head and neck felt tensed, appetite was lost, I feel the urge to go to the toilet and let’s just say it’s been more solid there, and immediately a sad mood arrived. This mood stays for around 2-3 weeks, along with a reduced appetite (which in turn scares me cos I don’t have a lot of spare weight on my body). I’ve had this before in November, and I remember having it when I was still a kid. I’m just now finally starting to connect it to intrusive thoughts, and getting a clear diagnose for myself.

Does anyone else recognize this? How do you deal with it?",4.046784511784511,4.802202746913583,4.867216610549947,86.3979292929293,70.91358024691358,8.113131313131314,27.07295173961841,8.296473431620573,1.5790049382716056,623,20,133,9,11,202,113,162,0.175,0.774,0.051,-0.9605,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,1,9,12,3,3,9,0,11,6,4,2,1,28,24,8,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,13,12,1,0,7,0,0,1,1,10,0,0,10,4,14,0,19,11,5,20,0,3,0,0,8,7,1,2,11,85,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812924061953404,0.1437952802990057,0.0,0.12493267152350873,0.0,0.3193148323284565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941930716525605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558864990459104,0.0,0.0,0.14330319538632805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446847456383661,0.1208749437542768,0.14244250811107104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281279205919697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172363601077539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096030120399245,0.0,0.13474875092980984,0.1537360012002857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332204414504931,0.0,0.07975865897043458,0.0,0.11224300374763184,0.0,0.0,0.1389590176093842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402969437220942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22879224370103174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14350752327920466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15319807775079775,0.11931235281678346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141703753929234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316631008911124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293183416035028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15897826664888118,0.0,0.0,0.1116042846554706,0.14050517982900002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144057359611594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933362694088904,0.14958414757556707,0.11207599030448503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992443400556505,0.0,0.22282913441546956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15265000855802907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377177073133786,0.17089674679057662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mazie780,2019/01/13,Can I take double my dosage if I’m feeling double as anxious? I take propranolol 40mg could I take another? I’m feeling nervous about starting a new job. ,1.1330645161290356,3.71121383870968,3.4195967741935505,84.34939516129033,88.03225806451613,5.680645161290323,30.330645161290327,7.1686216300943375,2.277251612903226,123,7,22,2,4,42,22,31,0.162,0.728,0.109,-0.3527,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,10,2,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,9,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,12,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30864461080056604,0.0,0.33252414372416256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23500917144164202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29765762962378395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920903040077005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842785900721123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083377003443068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6639285828128577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,burner446,2019/01/13,"Can someone help me? For a while now, I've been feeling trapped in a loop. Every week is the same. I feel like I can't wake up anymore and do what I want. My thoughts are on how I'll be doing the same thing next week. For example, I play football on Mondays. I'm anxious about it, but it's like I can't do anything else on a Monday. Because I'm worried I'm going to start doing something and I won't be ready for football. So I end up sitting there, anxious. When Tuesday hits I'm usually recovering from Monday. Then Wednesday I float around maybe collect my money if not I'll do it on Thursday. Thursday I begin to think about how I'm in a loop. Friday I try to relax. Saturday I'm anxious about Monday while feeling like I'm stuck. Sunday I'm anxious. I need help. I don't know how to fix this. It's driving me insane. Please let me know if you have any ideas. Thank you.",0.2685714285714269,2.418150311827958,2.4556835637480816,93.23209677419355,86.20430107526882,4.403072196620584,23.910906298003074,5.622346879071545,0.3901615975422428,682,28,147,4,21,230,103,186,0.118,0.721,0.161,0.7926,0,1,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,0,0,11,6,0,0,6,0,17,1,1,3,0,22,40,13,0,4,4,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,8,2,1,2,5,0,0,0,3,3,19,6,20,32,2,34,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,2,25,87,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945754479425392,0.0,0.0,0.6284585214931739,0.13792456109310788,0.0,0.0,0.11444648642507918,0.12380581521456878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847785412766846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617892228613715,0.0,0.1231787520846041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717628786924647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21096077986562128,0.1987097408339357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903925909722756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864374487786329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15699821362631372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15286344668267024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221312721758606,0.0,0.20383436800685634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971905601748974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312200012379608,0.0,0.0,0.1479073380341427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15266206817872652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783739605337465,0.107066366032895,0.0,0.0,0.0984376665580426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804113990522356,0.0,0.0,0.09239493653042824,0.0891133418024502,0.0,0.11040964026240624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442247525425393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15317094402145046,0.0,0.0820297597669876,0.0,0.22311439463861016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412369337739864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lcrazy162,2019/01/13,"Anyone get anxious about calling out of work? I just sent the message to my manager saying I can’t make it. I’m on my period and these cramps are really painful and I’m sweating like crazy. I almost passed out a few months ago from period pain and this feels even worse. I’ve been having really bad headaches for like two months now and today it feels a lot worse (most likely because of my period).

I just feel terrible for calling out :( I love working with everyone there and hate letting everyone down. But I did what I had to do, so now I’m just gonna wait to see if my boss replies back. I’m anxious knowing that I’ve done this. ",1.2920109890109899,3.582455453846155,2.917582417582416,90.68384615384615,82.92307692307692,6.483516483516485,22.362637362637358,7.7094869923839395,1.0721098901098904,499,17,105,9,14,164,85,130,0.23,0.705,0.065,-0.9697,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,10,9,1,0,3,0,9,5,1,2,0,24,25,8,0,1,5,0,3,3,0,1,3,1,0,0,7,9,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,5,0,1,5,5,11,4,15,18,3,17,0,0,1,1,6,5,0,4,13,65,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314296411057195,0.0,0.14846786083832478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349987384615608,0.0,0.1036716482141008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400807692774648,0.12379664970774995,0.09038211243861437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027941185777517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15172849297383115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979288743350566,0.0,0.0,0.2833507108219813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249045647497605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746332407092073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14638284587114744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148359843050804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516129277629096,0.0,0.21730712147929104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260511972855924,0.13381664578464275,0.0,0.0989692921278518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366904143482655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31553282277661404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18996711679773512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179077720864896,0.0,0.0,0.11814950529214435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053966360036932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483519542260676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158801055263231,0.0,0.3021932301932818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ApplesauceOfDiscord,2019/01/13,"Awe! What are you scared of? A flight attendant asked me this, when I came up to the gate asking to be added to the preboarding call because my anxiety is really bad on flights.

I hope my face didn't visibly twitch. 

Like, you seem like a good kid, but I can't explain the deep seated fears born of years of pain in a single sentence at a airline kiosk. 

Second, ""scared"" is just the wrong word all together. I'm scared of centipedes. As in, I see one, I jump a foot in the air, then I stomp it into goo. I have anxiety at the thought of entering a steal tube full of strangers, and I have to sit and wait in it and trust some other strangers to take me to where I'm trying to go. And that thought gives me heart palpitations, hyperventilation, and uncontrollable sobbing. 

But at the end of the day, I didn't yell at her, I got on the plane without being crushed in a crowd of people, and after many hours of travel, I arrived at my destination safely roughly around the time I was expected. So I guess it's a win, but good grief.",4.640096153846155,4.908265509615386,5.45673076923077,84.43826923076924,69.38461538461539,8.9,28.98076923076923,8.841846274778883,1.9577000000000004,798,27,174,13,13,261,128,208,0.18,0.696,0.124,-0.9136,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,0,1,5,19,0,5,18,0,11,5,3,0,1,26,28,13,1,2,5,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,1,1,7,9,0,2,4,1,0,6,4,11,0,2,7,3,22,8,34,19,4,35,0,2,1,0,10,19,1,4,11,112,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328807865858267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549935647804048,0.2845919971567718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708916671823778,0.0927859306626978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15542364154472224,0.17408792987188815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816299279014616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481306682004612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17127880211964358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14601390204939688,0.08650456947934361,0.2553334035455786,0.1217364088312522,0.0,0.16767670558102696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18036983056820108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15117908173243946,0.1498963954861767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14872443939820695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15431726162292275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314157687222587,0.0,0.16196239402924195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552339389114893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750975747197024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4571669175843658,0.0,0.12129182987744976,0.1385664576883824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444313439890312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416758078544203,0.08875499692947136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334074059317334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14672520987425344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664179692191407,0.0,0.09801838420980093
anxiety,pingpong14,2019/01/13,DAE really like to shower when they’re anxious A lot of times you read about people suffering from depression having a hard time willing themself to shower. When I’m anxious or going through a depressive episode I’ll shower once or twice a day cause I feel like it helps calm me down (really drys out my skin tho). ,4.2049180327868845,6.160932114754104,4.836852459016395,82.1142950819672,72.11475409836065,8.158688524590165,26.95409836065573,8.841846274778883,2.198610491803279,253,9,46,5,5,81,48,61,0.217,0.63,0.154,-0.5129,3,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,4,0,2,1,1,1,0,6,5,5,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,3,4,3,8,4,1,8,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,3,7,26,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5159266469540582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23457182362280385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147262760661682,0.0,0.3933440937803427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545740789838835,0.163128745652112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12977295566580546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20455105470602966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305393200253362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22311434178114745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941296013792672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24317852965259745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15830473233453174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22840543808771405,0.0,0.29256557219015145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662980314443936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iHeartFennikin,2019/01/13,"Advice needed, in an LDR and my boyfriend has anxiety My boyfriend and I have been together a bit over a year, he’s from brazil and 18, and I’m from canada and just about to turn 16. Recently he’s been really stressed and anxious about a test for a university that’s today to tuesday and he’s been letting his anxiety control him more if that makes sense? He’s lashed out at me twice this week and the stuff he’s done and said while lashing out at me hurt a lot, but the rest of the time he’s happy and supportive. I want to do everything I can to help him, and it’ll probably get better after the test, but I don’t know how much more of him lashing out I can take. I’ll admit completely that I haven’t been the best girlfriend either, mood swings have been extremely bad this month and I’ve been trying my best to not let them control me, and I haven’t been succeeding too much. Is there anything I can do to help him more? Obviously it’d be easier if I was there physically, but he doesn’t get here until the 24th of this month, and I don’t know what to do until then, or if a situation like this happens again. He also gets upset at himself after he’s calmed down, and doesn’t forgive himself for hurting me by lashing out even though I said it was okay because we know now that it’s something he needs to work on, with my help and the help of his therapist when he gets back home from the trip. I just don’t really know what to do in this situation, any advice?",8.128408920070157,5.105883188925084,8.341172638436486,77.32206213981459,64.01628664495114,11.921723878727136,35.34176898020547,10.035473477838034,3.0758375845652712,1157,36,255,19,13,383,148,307,0.063,0.748,0.189,0.9927,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,1,7,16,16,0,2,15,1,33,0,0,4,1,48,53,31,0,6,11,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,1,0,16,22,0,2,6,0,0,1,8,5,0,1,12,2,30,10,38,36,11,31,0,2,0,0,30,12,0,5,19,181,46,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098659140343408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587376348852606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302379678853832,0.0,0.16429466975343313,0.1213116838511446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836666544730312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257053055334253,0.08965991991579206,0.06545938829683022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22538266226154666,0.09497111374309168,0.11723390143199244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258853054659773,0.0,0.24087725712137165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988960170644974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092514257092349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650848608079082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244117413195231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495800895064174,0.11431069069525406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879049620078151,0.0,0.10771342430096266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299104199826483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360585016469165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21961180683826287,0.0,0.0524616758072218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912927795751843,0.0,0.0,0.07167866680765526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17142340802759706,0.0,0.15787701749563496,0.15924555781206345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157765200387242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758398566461832,0.0,0.106027285061277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20429073621523614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414049061881857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266831113317673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300631534313285,0.0,0.12292729584701807,0.0,0.12185641263242565,0.0,0.0,0.08073829209901802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467938373807935,0.0,0.0,0.1055027819678258,0.0,0.06261561171823155,0.0,0.10178607428511556,0.0,0.0,0.07290568318985544,0.1168013475087369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06333699324878182,0.0,0.08613578137418118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817575442710528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915082304387263
anxiety,alienshoes,2019/01/13,"I’m an idiot. I drunk texted a girl, now crippled with anxiety. Help? This is an awful story.

I was in a nightclub last night with some friends, and two girls from my uni course saw me and I basically spent most of the night with them. All was good. I can’t remember much but at one point she told me, without reason, that she no longer had a boyfriend. Nothing happened on the night but I left about 2am, got back to my room and decided ‘I should definitely ask her out on a date’. I should not have. It wasn’t over  the top, I just gave it a classic ‘hey if you wanna go for drinks sometime they’re on me, if not I understand’ but with a few extra words mixed in. I left it at that and went to bed, and when I woke up...

‘Loooooooool thanks’

I have never had a worse moment in my life. It doesn’t even make sense. What is she thanking me for? Being weird? In pure panic and terror I messaged back basically saying ‘oh my god please ignore that, that is so fucking cringey’ and now I’m just sat here feeling awkward and awful.

Drunk me obviously had hopes of it working out a lot better than it did. It wouldn’t be that bad if I didn’t really know her, but SHE IS ON MY COURSE.

More to the point, I am deathly afraid this has been sent to some sort of group chat and now about 10 girls think I’m the weirdo who asks girls out on dates after a night out. Fuck. I hate this. ",1.3865826856070775,3.1124143763066208,2.652979094076656,95.70273854194588,79.45296167247386,5.669740016081481,20.09769498793889,6.490185161304077,-0.07323682658804563,1054,26,248,9,26,339,164,287,0.16699999999999998,0.736,0.097,-0.9739,0,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,1,3,13,17,4,4,16,2,24,6,0,2,4,53,51,18,1,8,12,0,1,0,1,3,1,1,2,4,17,17,3,1,7,4,1,3,10,11,0,2,18,3,33,6,37,28,9,42,0,0,1,2,25,23,2,9,16,169,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635055444513692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354904165234611,0.0,0.0,0.19369384074561372,0.10516206044125324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139155614910427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338196082135308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318805255294734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06368354202250928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097307798300111,0.23287543455274815,0.0,0.0,0.0715796554414411,0.10563995149902013,0.1007328312396285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137618554675503,0.0,0.0,0.12434845144359807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442088461722418,0.0,0.0,0.12509566425789218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06921821489797116,0.10266515374753704,0.0,0.0,0.2736876702760959,0.0,0.08896142421848723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707724044982747,0.0,0.0,0.08407186062908169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258692441256844,0.0,0.09713954678953042,0.0,0.0,0.4727779968301881,0.0,0.12085135472370775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853462259697597,0.0,0.0,0.14777388265306418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13825405708533942,0.23812481853655115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806860826431695,0.12949643343674264,0.0,0.0,0.14267553763187926,0.0,0.0,0.10015961081276904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456667055883527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319136282760712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070296172194888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034955973314948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230337623110926,0.1311172340468555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675588083717575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141023336206636,0.0,0.09169229037707187,0.0,0.1283526768032318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aaronartio,2019/01/13,"i was planning on sleeping until, I pick up my phone and saw that it wasn't working! The screen would turn gray to white..to black with the lines going through it. I was messing around with it and my loving mind decided to say ""What if you accidentally called the police through all this pointless button smashing you're doing?"" 

Now I can't sleeping, my mind is imagining i can hear a police siren and its coming for ME. I ranted to my friend on discord but they're asleep and I couldn't help but have a mild anxiety attack because there was no one to talk to, to cope i'd usually, go on to reddit or insta but on my phone LMFAO first world problems..

I felt like I needed to do something, so I went onto reddit on my laptop to type this up lmfao! I'm sorry if something like this doesn't belong here.

I hope your night goes better",3.8664003944773206,4.8870956745562175,4.914334319526628,84.91319773175546,71.54437869822485,7.053451676528598,25.325936883629193,7.1686216300943375,1.0901475345167664,655,19,131,6,12,215,107,169,0.109,0.7440000000000001,0.147,0.8954,0,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,4,5,9,1,0,5,0,13,4,3,1,1,26,25,12,0,7,6,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,9,8,0,0,3,0,0,4,5,3,0,2,7,7,20,6,24,16,1,19,0,0,4,1,11,10,0,4,7,89,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177571982456854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533447692051578,0.0,0.19596659012441345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500593872018166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15234683991658066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17589310430092805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483836869976856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16539321428123624,0.0,0.0,0.14652125622409753,0.0,0.0,0.13308491310075962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19579463086455706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19414554877074905,0.0,0.11545987361179168,0.0,0.0,0.17108953134154298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16831160994023292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15546817979659375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34785983805195403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772598186564788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616510180151333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672543480670147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648261677404945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698525024800676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.344761721570272,0.0,0.0,0.2652228760094177,0.0,0.1928270032643632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384532169706635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18736556295517626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18971615363299613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596834634701673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254047538842353,0.0,0.0,0.12236604635799345,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LittleSnowxx,2019/01/13,"I did so many things today! I called a friend I never called before and had a wonderful conversation without wanting to get upset or pace. 

I took Pokémon stickers with me while out and handed them out to people during the community day event without shying away.  

I also cuddled with my friend who I have a crush on and he was very snuggly and didn't make me feel foolish for asking for more cuddles later. 

I normally don't have such amazingly good days but it was awesome! I got a little anxious at the beginning of the day but it dissipated before I went to hang out in my town! I hope everyone gets anywhere close to these good moments in their own lives to help you feel better ",6.147462406015038,6.469426857142861,6.774953007518799,76.10047462406017,66.14285714285714,9.056015037593985,32.41447368421053,8.841846274778883,2.707030827067669,544,21,98,8,8,179,92,133,0.047,0.727,0.226,0.9805,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,2,1,3,8,0,1,7,0,8,3,1,1,1,23,21,10,0,3,5,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,0,3,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,8,3,17,7,20,13,2,24,0,0,0,2,12,11,0,3,10,71,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610051250463966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17813899012908765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741404293252725,0.0,0.14815010128586067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683563758336585,0.0,0.0,0.13945943009404071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32202771119782675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30508103765645844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15067462555229508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15946038970747345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436538381145233,0.0,0.16476764522048432,0.0,0.0,0.2645171311099224,0.12611497425921128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569282685119867,0.0,0.0,0.15661662919305025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15804163864174428,0.13923860587170864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052558575856796,0.15986768185600245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161627239256635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449766712406224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931881622016767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475880347658174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14946679418450515,0.0,0.17519366328368438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13010651011195906,0.09300660626387293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461754298493225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30400512458222656,0.17100248656377612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,A-36ApacheInvader,2019/01/13,"What are your opinions on taking benzodiazepines daily? Hey there everyone, 

I’ve been taking 0.5mg to 1.5mg of klonopin as needed for my anxiety for over a year now but I’ve been so overwhelmed lately that I feel like I need relief more than usual. I’ve been taking it several times a week now. I was wondering if anyone has benefited from taking it daily.

I have taken antidepressants before and I’ve tried quite a few. They’re very bad for me and I can’t take migraine medications with them so klonopin has been a life saver for me. ",3.5654926624737944,5.539294207547172,4.810880503144657,81.54848008385746,73.90566037735849,7.7299790356394125,24.041928721174003,8.515128840125781,1.615659538784067,430,13,82,8,9,142,74,106,0.065,0.841,0.093,0.4185,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,1,5,5,0,1,4,0,10,3,0,0,0,10,20,7,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,1,10,3,12,14,2,9,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,3,8,51,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769107935219047,0.0,0.0,0.12585248187385598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15028328266965454,0.0,0.0,0.15315736772767855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17198718652578196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100783787438248,0.12858416542682505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030354126051037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713154160754134,0.08793352550465347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813199645825668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669191005416227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19144043871443908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033363189757013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6766465765961905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495302342699173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220070467758165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198232436135044,0.14850976095558774,0.0,0.0,0.14437630540363255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19519037425985966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590700388871485
anxiety,SushierKat,2019/01/13,"Everybody else is having a good time so it must be me. I’m the asshole. I’m the rain on everyone else’s parade. I pushed myself to go to a party tonight but everyone’s I spoke to seemed weirded out and made excuses to leave the conversation.
Even after the party switched venues and there were more people to interact with, I feel like all I got back from people was dismissal and a reluctance to engage with me. I used to get upset by this and blame society for pushing a singular look as hot ( a look I don’t fit Into) but now i realise it’s not about how I look at all. It’s because I’m weird. I act weird and I say weird shit and it freaks people out and they don’t want to spend the time to get to know me before they write me off as some crazy hillbilly or whatever. I just want to feel seen and valued. ",1.404100877192981,3.2653299473684214,3.3453764619883053,90.11350328947373,79.93567251461988,6.848099415204677,21.79861111111111,7.8658589789855275,0.920604970760234,635,19,140,11,16,214,101,171,0.15,0.716,0.134,-0.4497,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,0,10,10,1,1,10,0,8,1,1,3,3,32,28,15,0,3,5,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,5,13,0,0,4,0,1,4,3,7,0,0,6,9,18,3,26,20,4,17,0,0,4,0,8,7,1,3,7,90,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135718996056754,0.0,0.10759386433148448,0.0,0.15019003920124493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948892258440037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657777999487755,0.0,0.0,0.33731008399605555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17848923549374746,0.1260929273768404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184429820367678,0.0,0.10031004534996547,0.14804134303641628,0.14116462013629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970007781210878,0.0,0.0,0.18688993052669006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622986826288251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4446511984859463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16701027899380091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3670923914336463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036132251409286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16068061766407374,0.0,0.0,0.18117657019524167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058392480447468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244089272470673,0.0,0.0,0.20821067950931554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pharrey,2019/01/13,"I have this ""fear"". Even when I'm writing this post. I don't even know where to start. Is it fear of embarrassment? Fear of judgement?

I always think that everyone is going to get me. Right now, while I'm writing this post, I can already hear people telling me:
""You're just indulging in self-pity""
""It's not a big deal. You're just exaggerating""
""You just want some attention""

I'm not quite sure what it is, or what caused it. But this ""fear"" is holding my life back. Every time I go to work, I see all my colleagues talking to each other, joking and laughing like there's no boundary. They seems free. 

Even when reading this subreddit, I feel like everyone is so open. Talking about their own problems and personal experience. How is that possible? Don't you worry what people might think of you?

This is my first post on Reddit, and I hope that this can be a good exposure therapy for me. I need to convince myself that opening up is okay. That everyone is not here to embarrass me. It's okay to make a mistake, everybody does.",1.931316146540027,4.42168526368159,3.17815694255993,88.54965061058346,81.93532338308458,6.4406151062867485,24.55924920850294,7.686295010490155,1.3814557213930343,802,31,161,14,22,259,117,201,0.098,0.7509999999999999,0.151,0.8432,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,3,2,3,16,19,0,6,3,2,16,1,0,3,2,35,34,10,0,5,8,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,21,6,0,1,6,2,1,2,6,8,0,1,0,3,22,12,15,32,4,21,0,0,1,0,13,8,0,5,10,107,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509116874352674,0.0,0.0943212757517981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871637697166247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644784104113402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686506226182435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919860263928668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22461171386722406,0.0,0.09550732203378257,0.32494955760171623,0.0,0.11088392282838758,0.0,0.5102280755606595,0.057316201384836174,0.0809815516184188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642055875062096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05922383328227821,0.0,0.1288456582672085,0.09507763767696893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12776045451583318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258808881015007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622974950606345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006669767498817,0.11076003504797133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566601262397021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025280631440413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405204033755752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571735600827613,0.09897808999494237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277918620017164,0.32569115085359585,0.0,0.0,0.10846638637847196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056806309038612,0.11338667934021658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968054077041069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033005861456872,0.10319504831983586,0.11825503377616167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023396278523481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106836691875815,0.0,0.0,0.18222252368235944,0.09907814351080936,0.0,0.12963246918543547,0.0,0.0,0.1452678999787106,0.0,0.0,0.06609879728152704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06686030787356677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252452068120772,0.1151185240828613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FuckMeInThePancreas,2019/01/13,"Day 1 of not being a complete hermit complete For some background I'm 21, M, and live in England. I have debilitating anxiety that makes it unfathomable to go outside but god damn it I'm getting through this and become a more functional person whether I like it or not. Here was my first day, yesterday:

It was a cold, dead January night. The wind was especially rowdy and kept blowing my hood down, followed by the constant frustrating fumbling of fixing it. At around 10:30pm I walked to the pub. I knew where the pub was, but because I had never been there before, and because it's near a rail track on a steep hill obscrued by a wall, I ended up taking the wrong path before quickly realising my mistake and awkwardly walked back the way I came.

I ventured towards the entrance, which was to the back of the etablishment. The pub itself was very old fashioned and isn't exactly a hot spot for clubbing. Entering, I noticed two gentlemen stood at the front of the bar, socialising with the barman. I awkwardly stumble behind the other two customers and ordered a strong bitter.

They didn't have strong so I settled for a normal bitter. He went on to say ""Are you sure you're in the right place?"" to which I either assume he meant I'm young and should be living it up in the clubs, or that this place has a narrow range of choices. I asked the barman if I could take my drink outside onto the benches and he allowed.

Here I was, sat on an old wooden bench in ice cold weather, alone, on a friday night, with no company besides ethanol and the encompassing darkness leering at me. After finishing my first pint, I went back inside and one of the barman's friends gave me the classic ""y'alright?"" greeting, which I reciprocated in what I hope was a relatively normal manner.

I ordered the same, barman obliged and I was on my way back into the darkness to gulp down a second. Feeling moderately okay compared to when I did before drinking the two pints, I returned the glass and thanked the barman. He seemed like a friendly man, despite so few words spoken.

Very lightly buzzed on alcohol and wanting to continue the walk, I decided to venture into the woods that was a 10-15 minute walk away from the pub. Arriving there to the entrance of the woods, I notice that there are benches imbedded into a hill, besides a dark omnious path. Since the woods was pitch black, I just decided to sit down and relax.

I pulled out my dry herb vape (Mighty), loaded some crumble hash into it and went to town. It was satisfying being able to relax while outside. Following my date with mary jane, I walked smoothly back home where I'm typing this now.",5.824137575757575,6.812452998000004,6.131090909090911,78.09221212121214,67.02,8.38060606060606,33.35151515151515,8.484438967287268,2.7213733333333336,2089,91,370,29,33,670,264,500,0.08800000000000001,0.802,0.11,0.9211,2,1,3,0,0,0,62.0,0,1,1,4,19,20,4,2,50,1,27,5,0,2,3,60,54,26,1,8,10,0,3,2,2,1,1,2,1,2,22,26,5,1,7,11,0,15,6,8,0,7,26,11,39,12,61,23,6,85,0,0,1,0,13,38,1,8,29,257,61,1,0.09538457874055384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193710637091907,0.0,0.09878965709138526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296894165745073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491249778413451,0.08917170515076628,0.0,0.08961695159507722,0.3667242665640833,0.0,0.11629110774518008,0.10534477323318857,0.24349575330608195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909454733747703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20001783208383428,0.10307684362613667,0.0,0.07615682461052027,0.0,0.0,0.12303032463668034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868811477547153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448242512121994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04822930899714024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622681478989609,0.0,0.0,0.14738777784654794,0.0,0.04983450553863459,0.0,0.05420925423673642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956785096599513,0.09473840892147456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320017422291983,0.0,0.16845266110880278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366994698271218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356646739747133,0.0,0.0,0.1790239312388806,0.1869132702041676,0.0,0.21719195020170345,0.2001801399500252,0.0,0.06463505912689979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328613500153846,0.1993131664223453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145790907194916,0.0,0.07585364547114755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683453809116047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789031092112255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989883663285045,0.0,0.14343466491121154,0.0,0.0,0.08781730478198864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795306205244541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15740453388432016,0.056260295870397665,0.1514236776351304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26526738032908603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428806313076894,0.0,0.0
anxiety,skyesdow,2019/01/13,"please make the anxiety stop I don't want to experience this anymore I'm so sick of it I can't take it anymore it's consuming me from the inside I just want to wake up one day being at peace

I don't want to feel like all hope is lost all the time I just want to stop worrying

Why isn't there an easy way to stop worrying? Only alcohol seems to work",-0.4305128205128206,1.5909056923076932,2.313076923076924,93.91525641025645,88.23076923076924,6.543589743589743,18.923076923076927,7.793537801064563,0.5839384615384611,276,8,67,6,9,96,50,78,0.306,0.5670000000000001,0.127,-0.8669,0,0,1,0,0,1,1.0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,4,0,6,3,1,1,2,15,17,1,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,1,6,2,10,15,2,8,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,6,37,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18718552676349653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339917353728354,0.0,0.3474098621903721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295933809030954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17133346033089905,0.0,0.0,0.08856273178109972,0.12512949675511378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739666703327265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557101691158005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19120043234061987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691613573566087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868835619126472,0.13321191799599408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922656401707368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594529149642001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4393078091655704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316934248155698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021332522613038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4132396334677557,0.13902847486891154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580485394648743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275136316411089,0.35575319805069305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Express_Hunter,2019/01/13,"Was curious to hear from you guys, at what age did you start to suffer from debilitating anxiety? I’ve always had a small amount of anxiety in my life but I was always able to kind of push it aside and lead a normal and functional life.  However it was that age of 20, where it became AWFUL and completely fucked with my life.  It was so bad that I had to drop out of college, completely let myself go (I don’t mean to brag but I was in AMAZING shape before the anxiety hit me like a fucking truck), and lost pretty much all contact with my friends.  I read somewhere that a lot of mental illness first appear in a person at their early 20’s, not sure how true that is but it definitely happened to me.
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anxiety,Catradorra,2019/01/13,"How has going to a counselor helped you with your anxiety? Haven’t been to one in many years and my symptoms are getting worse and worse. Would like a push to try to find help. Hello. I am a college student with extreme paranoia and a fear of pretty much everything. I was assaulted 4 years ago and almost killed. It was a very horrible situation that required police charges for the perpetrator and a crisis counselor and I somehow got through it.

I thought I got better but this year has been really hard for me. I had to quit my part time job working with kids because I felt like my untreated mental illness prevented me from being a good role model to them. Since then, I’ve struggled with trying to find help. 

The thought of being attacked again keeps me up at night. The thought of getting in a car crash keeps me up at night and I sometimes shake when I have to drive. The thought of my mom dying keeps me up at night. The thought of falling off a building keeps me up at night. I am so afraid and paranoid of everything. I used to be only afraid of getting attacked again but now I’m afraid of everything. It’s obsessive and awful.

So I’m trying to get myself to go to a counselor. I find it very difficult to talk to people, let alone counselors. Especially I know that finding the right counselor can be difficult...I don’t want to open up to someone who can’t even help me or might even make it worse. I tell no one in my life about my problems. I don’t want to just go blabbing about it to a stranger just because they’re a counselor. Unless they can really help me. The last counselor I tried, told me that she couldn’t help me if I didn’t tell her my sexual history. And that I needed to be open with her about that. But I didn’t think it was necessary to bring this up in my first session, I’m not trying to talk about romance, this is about me not my past lovers!

Anyway. If counseling has helped you or if you have any recommendations, I’d love to hear stories of how you’ve improved through counseling.",3.5009900990099005,5.098525423267329,4.258997524752477,87.01418935643564,73.23267326732673,7.228217821782177,28.46658415841584,7.8658589789855275,1.7217910891089108,1597,64,324,22,32,511,188,404,0.173,0.7170000000000001,0.11,-0.9701,1,1,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,4,2,5,20,20,4,7,19,1,32,5,0,4,0,61,65,25,2,9,13,1,2,2,1,2,3,1,0,1,16,17,0,6,12,0,0,9,10,13,0,3,17,3,49,7,62,39,2,44,0,0,0,2,29,18,0,8,19,219,65,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06580649402849703,0.0,0.07433748822171724,0.07688699459572387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05048360806184085,0.0,0.05679099197279575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168910282736574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905081972747743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06565646671709735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704613648497037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806548705346643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20015789921412225,0.0,0.0,0.08353710255699341,0.0,0.0,0.07127902406532217,0.0,0.27140456744737124,0.06314583215439412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15514277388310513,0.0,0.1265715488924893,0.062266353028653375,0.1187479915039653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650164175553891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367033256560495,0.0,0.3483158001290106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366862507068865,0.2639405158856071,0.08213208253308868,0.0,0.040798634831730726,0.060512946250684464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591221539932122,0.052435687140309814,0.07253675640527198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700166132735014,0.0,0.04955367812483995,0.07526452048341373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481329058522103,0.07875357311778,0.0,0.08694530901975933,0.0,0.0,0.05457263127732228,0.055045688390139014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786650432633067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006096303621566,0.05646047455494745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039128118350786,0.07086747953665504,0.05146648895576282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552557161969987,0.0,0.07103464569587492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896003480727487,0.0,0.0,0.09511606234323756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633978697668754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061409494780383565,0.08344533702828963,0.0,0.0,0.06290064754439016,0.0,0.07342214923955495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760848088895515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716051861414233,0.0,0.11933754631060227,0.12977256928128408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04756798004667183,0.0,0.2946788583355512,0.04328810798059962,0.0,0.0,0.0709364976682785,0.0,0.2520097623994738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06411680850574811,0.0,0.12250636253257648,0.08757364266462879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054045315636835685,0.0,0.22696109679897414,0.05273573284753112,0.0,0.0,0.14341830476754322
anxiety,miscaccounts,2019/01/13,"New Mediciation hi! i’ve been diagnosed with gad for like 2ish years. i was originally given prozac which is an ssri i think. my mom is like really against ssri’s but it was sort of a last resort thing ig, took them for a bit, stopped when i felt better, then it hit me again. ssris really didnt do anything horrid to me, just weight gain and drowsiness
so i went to the psychiatrist again, and got new medication because panic attacks and anxiety arent very fun
i got prescibed 10mg buspar for morning use for now, and then hydroxyzine for if i get a panic attack. can’t take benzos because i don’t want a risk of addiction and i’m a teenager who doesn’t want to rely on drugs 
anyways, took the buspar and idk nothing was bad, felt weird for like 45 minutes (my eyes felt odd? sort of alertish? it was a weird feeling i can’t explain) and i was sort of dizzy. then it wet away and everything was normal. not helping with how late im sleeping, though. today was nice though, only felt anxious like once or twice which is cool 

havent tried the hydroxyzine since i didnt have a panic attack today, heard it makes you super sleepy and relieved physical symptoms which is good (especially since the physical symptoms are the things that REALLY screw with me). i think its like 5 or 10 mg.

has anyone had any experiences with these medications? i’d love to hear them! ty

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anxiety,LosDulces,2019/01/13,"our dog's barking has become a huge trigger please forgive me for any mistakes, I've never posted before but I don't know where else to go

back in may of last year, my dog of 14 years passed away. recently we got a new dog since having a pet has helped with my anxiety, and my family missed the companionship in general.

the dog we got is pretty sweet, loves to play. however she barks A LOT, and she's not a small dog so they'll echo in our house and makes my head pound. even if she hears a barely audible car honk from down the street, she'll freak out for the next 2 minutes or so. i completely understand it's a dog thing and part of her breed, and that there's training that could be done to help cut that back. i don't hate her and I'm not saying i want to give her away, or wish i didn't have her.

i wish i didn't get so freaked out by it. when she starts barking i feel my heart skip a beat and then sink into my chest. i feel i can't breathe and that anxiety is just welling up into my throat until i start crying, and it takes me a while to calm down but leaves a tight feeling in my chest. I've never had this problem with dog barks before and i don't understand why it's so severe.

i guess my mom thinks im being dramatic or that i hate the dog, and im just not understanding. she makes me feel bad anytime i bring up the issue or after i start crying by saying ""do you hate her? do you want us to just get rid of her?"" she adores the dog and i guess she has some issue with me... having issues. 

I've actually stopped ever leaving my room, whenever possible, because I'm afraid that being in the living room (or anywhere outside my room), she'll start barking. now i eat dinner in my room, do my homework, everything. i had stopped doing that when my anxiety was getting better

at this point it's literally ruined some of my nights, on new year's day she started barking so bad i had to go back to my room by myself and try to calm down. i dont like to pet her as much because she'd be chilling with me when she would hear something and start barking. i dont like coming home from school because before i can unlock the door and come in shes barking behind it. ive stopped ever inviting any friends over because I'm afraid of the way she barks at the door when there's strangers.

now when im at school if i hear a knock or any door noise my body jumps and i feel dread for a second before i remember im okay. same with car honks. even when people sneeze, i guess my brain hears it similarly to our dog's initial little gruffs/barks and for a second i freak out. i dont know what to do anymore. im hoping it gets better with time but im getting so tired of living in my room and isolating myself.

tl;dr: our dog's barking often gives me intense anxiety and sometimes panic attacks. mom guilts me for ""hating the dog"". i no longer feel safe in my own home and hide in my room, it even follows me into school and i jump at little noises. ",3.2643909369625383,3.9527062347266906,4.469401779705379,88.78313205713008,72.66559485530547,7.265146190084502,24.91527705077395,7.3071595529392575,0.9227635833395648,2306,65,512,23,43,760,260,622,0.156,0.718,0.126,-0.9546,1,0,1,0,0,0,59.0,7,2,1,3,30,36,6,5,25,1,41,12,8,3,4,99,98,48,0,11,17,2,7,2,1,5,1,7,15,0,20,37,2,5,14,1,0,11,15,20,1,2,9,15,94,16,68,78,7,95,0,2,0,1,47,43,0,17,41,321,114,4,0.0,0.0,0.053628411318731764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112114394237463,0.0,0.168162509445974,0.0,0.0545008560319543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251954761993249,0.1032645611051409,0.1267716199646708,0.09177070170561387,0.1340008780481251,0.060693772656976765,0.1870515317215903,0.0,0.0,0.09720693212923663,0.0,0.061042910718161585,0.0,0.06134825061857396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467818957694107,0.0576195498611267,0.0,0.0,0.04387730740998875,0.0,0.12073155636398125,0.035441599636289366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05623831622994277,0.19322148413948506,0.0,0.0,0.056232955766409014,0.04590807226270573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088923028553464,0.0994203670132438,0.0,0.0,0.04939024871145738,0.0,0.05180693301726535,0.0,0.1667221994505163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042458301472792566,0.0,0.14355928902801182,0.10543619567162524,0.06246468717087099,0.0,0.08790549147539813,0.0,0.18161826056706987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170277873427611,0.05639995655901885,0.0,0.24775431105607906,0.06512225371051679,0.07367071154201321,0.0,0.110249223292835,0.0545829781249379,0.0,0.06341099745884929,0.0,0.0,0.3561666998965472,0.17207705672959087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06040395295930251,0.04479587581582918,0.0,0.11637938159639685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053696733233788985,0.11015922573813708,0.0970530117727699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046721001145992286,0.04959927232497415,0.0,0.07336613234140102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872588452339576,0.0,0.0,0.040398443062327566,0.0,0.08476977661749474,0.10615227491042548,0.05844554785877961,0.051571793499042194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06447816278956663,0.0,0.05951119672232271,0.0,0.03809906128827792,0.0,0.0,0.060324378293525924,0.051950488605225074,0.061953804189239715,0.052631952901353495,0.05590926135343015,0.0,0.05258476680397702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05426169440678216,0.0,0.0622536024387696,0.0,0.0,0.08740526505738996,0.0,0.1668529865256602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06208380713793313,0.0,0.04545956316023461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042307247924350436,0.05435216235945839,0.0,0.2333857168302197,0.0,0.0,0.1378351870041388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04131952006759858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03650983620333634,0.0352131148622837,0.0,0.0,0.03204485700246682,0.06316299295507481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03731101762606959,0.0,0.0,0.17163110712680898,0.06610441741922254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06482807836348142,0.04362093145772944,0.0,0.0,0.049411383162433285,0.0,0.04958857898349255,0.0,0.1263916854173054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039038643564112165,0.0,0.0,0.10616816678316897
anxiety,sopita_de_pumpkin,2019/01/13,"Every time I try new medicine I get really anxious about the possibility of experimenting a negative side effect. I've been having a lot of pelvic, stomach and back pain for the last to months, I don't want to go into detail about how this has shited in my mind because I'm afraid it could be something really bad. But, for the moment I was prescribed birth control pills to treat a possible menstrual issue. I started taking the pill today but I'm kinda anxious because I read it can increase the possibility of cerebrovascular accident.

I know it's a small possibility but I can't stop thinking about it and know I'm kinda afraid to go to sleep, even knowing sleep deprivation is a terrible idea if you are afraid of ever experimenting a cerebrovascular accident.

I'm actually like that with every medicine I took. I'm an anxious person and using medicine for medical issues that make me anxious... gives me anxiety!

I'm so fucked up. ",6.1349242424242405,7.438514159090907,7.494772727272728,67.45174242424245,66.5,10.184848484848484,33.984848484848484,10.317481424215053,3.8307325757575743,756,34,126,19,12,259,107,176,0.219,0.725,0.056,-0.9837,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,2,8,10,1,3,12,0,11,8,3,5,1,27,32,9,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,7,5,0,2,6,1,0,4,3,8,0,0,3,0,13,2,19,27,2,20,0,1,0,1,3,5,1,4,12,76,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.1042706188164388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174029628364353,0.4828423464031728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216139503316812,0.08921565659657013,0.13027007636849186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984185728387495,0.08531138408048665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057370974247082,0.09665234282082356,0.18005221297079702,0.0,0.0,0.209040472112414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878151260853818,0.05582494627645362,0.1025006810568287,0.12145113803151188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062114404675035,0.0,0.22304820334464215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761666269561558,0.08709737202506626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05220172913040176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908404254651967,0.0,0.0,0.07132350027992157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764057988977467,0.0,0.0,0.10788848759620152,0.0,0.08528700403462053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319682348875288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369640466135544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932976852440089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4818312787563869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687935805275137,0.0,0.13690225944625284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21385521783474207,0.0,0.0,0.08225869111195666,0.0,0.0,0.07562929337390592,0.0,0.0,0.08933175463146774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033823528801587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846544931794729,0.0,0.0,0.06230535246835514,0.0,0.10128172608521817,0.0,0.11871477349450996,0.07254443681762482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228447579383743,0.0,0.0,0.06302315956616569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Leetips,2019/01/13,"Been writing my feelings down. Hopefully someone feels the same way So earlier this year I was sitting in the doctors office totally broken. Wanting some help. I finally said the words out loud, everything that was building up and controlling me. 
I knew if was only the first step. I knew the medication was the next step and I knew counseling was soon to follow.
What I didn’t know is none of that would magically fix me like I thought it would.
I thought I’d go back to the mental space I was in before this had all consumed me.
I soon realized its gonna take work. Every single day. For the rest of my days. 
I don’t know how I got here.
Either way I hope to feel okay one day. Even if it’s just a little bit. ",1.1941465517241383,3.5211306689655184,2.9995474137931017,89.69863146551725,83.6896551724138,6.383620689655173,22.85560344827586,7.6454224807358475,1.125146551724138,557,20,117,10,16,185,98,145,0.025,0.882,0.093,0.8078,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,8,4,0,0,9,1,13,2,0,2,2,31,32,6,0,7,4,0,3,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,8,3,0,1,11,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,16,5,18,4,11,13,9,24,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,5,11,81,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12593170362685235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13935917634173572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17879823262871913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18368589344754874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31686105458243097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16762910529574407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081708446594476,0.0,0.13798622766838262,0.0,0.1471890514104293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484263900911402,0.0,0.0,0.17940585161573586,0.0,0.1393056457699625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930762477533029,0.0,0.1309846198550317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977391723565916,0.0,0.0,0.3253280549487137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18001125261508294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001145402905037,0.16414406045238664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16498455995579675,0.1650451566093557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741749631339886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097715439087896,0.1245571180236346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578609144426256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13876474545613104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313728159204837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600357126013909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09659784682222393,0.2599915445015015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192290502597635,0.0,0.0,0.23267997487198636,0.0,0.0,0.10546475715676944
anxiety,ZenicAllfather,2019/01/13,Sitting & standing feel weird/off I don't really know what's going on. For the past few days I've felt just really aware of my butt and lower back when sitting and my legs when I'm walking. It's getting to the point of being constant and extremely hard to ignore. Any advice? I was out walking today and had a panic spike where it felt like gravity shifted and I was going to fall down the street but I pushed through. Any help is greatly appreciated.,1.8564835164835185,4.338023054945055,3.5194395604395616,86.03806043956044,82.18681318681318,5.837802197802197,23.385714285714286,7.1686216300943375,1.0831134065934065,362,13,69,5,10,120,66,91,0.077,0.81,0.113,0.736,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,4,0,6,2,2,0,0,13,14,8,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,4,0,0,6,1,2,0,0,5,4,6,2,10,8,1,22,0,0,0,1,1,6,1,0,8,41,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163987934612268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23994144421070016,0.0,0.30118776727909696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17028170838903242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239309238961155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142817204729008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197198930140156,0.0,0.4252542743333504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569870763322565,0.0,0.25171076101433354,0.0,0.0,0.24414987661721066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19837608453232625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14843355267258135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170336278214995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818949232298077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598243609252609,0.0,0.0,0.21139948939659756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20934223181358694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28373362710571765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099091104699317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,duckinterpreter,2019/01/13,"Anxiety and event planning So my sister is having a baby and I'm pretty good at event planning so I volunteered! Which was good and fun! And our sister-in-law wanted to be a part of it so I was like ""oh sweet, help is always welcome and doing stuff together is great too, and she wants it at the end of January so with an extra person two and a half weeks is plenty of time to get this all done!""
And then a few things happened in kind of quick succession in the first week of January. My sister-in-law completely pulled out, my anxiety spiked terribly, and I realised I don't know anything about baby showers.
So now I have a week and everything feels like it's a shambles and I have no idea how many people are even coming and my anxiety is real bad and I am having a bad time.
Has anyone been to or planned a baby shower before? What're the most important details? If no one turns up how can I make sure my sister still has a nice day? ",1.7791981672394035,3.7004310206185593,3.7586941580756026,87.31101947308136,79.0,6.785337915234822,22.117983963344788,7.793537801064563,1.0495702176403203,734,22,151,12,18,249,118,194,0.097,0.706,0.197,0.9681,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,5,13,15,0,0,13,0,21,0,0,3,2,30,31,23,0,3,2,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,7,16,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,3,0,4,4,2,15,12,16,26,5,22,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,3,16,111,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210542473872996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338843230988656,0.0,0.0,0.10172571556187306,0.0,0.11972084191432995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429459354147808,0.0,0.0,0.12379607135032235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532148552123812,0.15253708622709275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938250707056297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888052601432708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885554083986048,0.0,0.0,0.09609073442460636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075153562697087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356102391997142,0.10393371702499003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237485188700579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600932566097547,0.0,0.0,0.24404996180574706,0.0,0.16039649760578026,0.0,0.0,0.12865091967127365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751478192713883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16423359861460338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149907931032536,0.07995413885753508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421521557724211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711162341671366,0.1474978255178392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858364611412053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15754487092990474,0.0,0.1008602082263421,0.12703091743266354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14800941417480346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16559251242146075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618361906246885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16654424243079854,0.0,0.0,0.13711684055682485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665302916298152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16966564742352735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582446909102076,0.14211661670972095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17162033030630353,0.0,0.3500951930074334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cuprouschloride,2019/01/13,"Just had my first panic attack in two years :/ It wasn’t cool, that’s for sure. And for the worst of it, I was in a car with a person I really like and want to make a good impression on. Luckily, they were really cool and kind and I think figured out what was happening without me having to say it and were really supportive. But I’m upset — I thought I was finally at a point where this wasn’t going to happen anymore. The worst part is I have no idea what triggered it. I’m really discouraged. I thought I was making progress. ",1.894166666666664,3.8357326759259287,3.9182962962962975,86.20633333333332,78.72222222222223,8.023703703703704,22.837037037037035,8.841846274778883,1.6797414814814813,411,13,86,10,10,140,69,108,0.197,0.579,0.225,0.1332,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,2,14,1,2,6,2,12,0,0,3,1,21,24,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,8,7,0,1,5,0,0,2,4,6,0,2,11,3,11,8,13,13,3,12,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,4,64,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756080625095098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20144521436636406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939739628866544,0.0,0.1506175407274956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063422382675874,0.14851977784242734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131687604853635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19989298420721066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18439346956678726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650854291854654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363941650152413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20775609900530484,0.0,0.1917519597839359,0.0,0.0,0.15461263338558442,0.0,0.0,0.1673904836473962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4537479958706881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081493729987582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20093945799308927,0.16688847273137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346072935560693,0.0,0.28115112863421665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17297383031959246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444178373043274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17069130220964382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402870478491615
anxiety,artificer_nine,2019/01/13,"Today I tried going off my meds Actually I forgot to take them for 2 days straight,  noticed yesterday and figured I'll wait til next morning to take them again. 

That was just the worst idea. I woke up from the most vividly disturbing dreams to the weight of the entire world on my back. It was 2017 pre meds me all over again.  I swallowed those little life savers before I did my morning pee.

This here's a shout out to modern medicine (specifically Paroxetine in my case, not an ad promise) for getting people like us through the day and then some.  If you're still unsure about medication for whatever reason well get on that stuff ASAP because the suffering will decrease or maybe stop altogether. 

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anxiety,AntonZ1999,2019/01/13,"How to deal with difficult circumstances? Right now I’m in a bit of a difficult spot in life. Im a sophomore in college and don’t have any true friends at the school in stuyding it. Back in high school in my home town i didnt have a problem making friends and understanding me, and to this day i still have a close group of friends from my high school. In college however, i have nit been able to find that group of friends to connect with for almost two years and im feeling very lonely. My roommates that im living with   make fun of me and dont understand me. What shoule i do?",3.173916666666667,4.372582558333335,3.9666666666666686,90.37166666666668,73.41666666666666,7.666666666666668,28.333333333333336,8.167268648758528,1.6490833333333332,457,18,102,7,9,146,69,120,0.063,0.754,0.183,0.9303,1,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,0,6,0,9,1,0,3,1,19,15,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,0,1,0,5,9,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,1,10,6,21,13,1,18,0,1,0,0,7,13,0,1,5,61,15,5,0.1352572947815542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135440642847975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919795986217274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040045107524673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14766593456924051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722976557728812,0.13944433179189875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585205421402138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839015226853835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362271703784032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41799780171200895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858135161550058,0.13567409487162427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43830326589718394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553622733763653,0.0,0.0,0.11943466932062638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805705891135884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294229642092848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550899071014438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4106628100838051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801665033151957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212672334796796,0.2816152279445936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160143348461893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871012632547179
anxiety,everytingirie865,2019/01/13,"Funny Anxiety Story I have struggles with anxiety from time to time. Mostly centered around health issues. 

I was recently at a friend’s house drinking a beer and started noticing a warm feeling in my chest.  Part of me was engaged in the conversation, but the other part of me was fixated on this feeling.  I was running through the usual suspects. “Is it a heart attack?” “Did a vein near my heart or in my chest burst?” “Is it my lungs?”  I was running through all of these thing while engaging in conversation with my friends.   My chest is still getting warmer and warmer, specifically on the left side. It felt like it was radiating down my arm. 

I was going through all of my calming techniques “It’s your anxiety, ignore it, you’ll be fine.”  “Breathe and focus on your friends.”  “Worry about your body issues later.”

Finally I casually reached down and felt the area as to not arouse suspicion that I was checking myself out. It was warm to the touch!  WTF?  I reached into my left chest pocket and pulled out a toe warmer packet. Apparently my wife took one of my kid’s toe warmers ( went sledding earlier) and put it in that pocket while I was otherwise engaged.  She wasn’t trying to mess with me, just needed an easy place to stash it.",3.243371897742115,5.756912866952792,4.009796603844002,84.35775891024446,76.98283261802575,6.798955028923308,28.15618585557007,7.893859768569023,1.9733580518753504,970,42,179,16,23,309,129,233,0.113,0.67,0.217,0.9725,1,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,0,4,0,0,4,16,1,1,13,0,18,17,14,0,2,27,28,11,0,1,4,1,7,1,3,1,1,0,0,1,15,13,2,1,5,3,1,7,2,4,0,1,16,7,29,12,35,10,5,39,0,0,0,1,12,22,0,2,11,128,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30205873956680995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716657101661683,0.0,0.14973274613611035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619623784765973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893404293520214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13309849327625425,0.0,0.25274492096724466,0.14417941986499894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050596965821241,0.0,0.06876417823809902,0.0,0.07480067836931731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13990216298180586,0.0,0.3119323236926106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186774610819986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747468190031743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28600338003468123,0.0,0.0,0.06430116364973508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759195179919566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498462341918068,0.0,0.0,0.08918673273052773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28505564260476945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13751120787624418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231091455382246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12995539511766366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315882157468912,0.0,0.10510909049757353,0.0,0.0,0.1375941213132421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744014062510957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349325518755266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14623075145735054,0.08935895000787035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495695746817933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200979505095108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366292368835095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bot_bot_bot_,2019/01/13,I have an interview tomorrow for my dream job I really want it to go well but I’m worried anxiety will ruin it,-1.16,0.8274363333333383,3.4666666666666686,80.89500000000002,102.33333333333334,9.066666666666668,22.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,3.0623666666666667,88,4,18,4,4,34,21,24,0.342,0.51,0.14800000000000002,-0.8273,1,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,2,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,12,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609837931849767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681779641531605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4682640466903243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30229580242169457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783246480995317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4242731291119773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4792129100824404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,meme_maam,2019/01/13,"I drove today! Fun fact: reading posts about driving anxiety in this subreddit is what actually inspired me to take the initiative. It was an hour on the highway, which is super nerve-wracking tbh, but having a friend in the passenger seat to kindly check me if need be was really comforting and useful - would definitely recommend that. I’ve had my license for nearly 4 years now but have only driven a handful of times, so I’m going to make a pact to change that this year. I wish the best to those of you facing this same anxiety about being on the road - You’re not alone!",7.169189189189186,6.7549471351351364,7.677252252252253,72.97101351351353,64.13513513513513,11.003603603603604,32.914414414414416,10.504223727775694,3.3858576576576587,456,16,83,10,6,151,85,111,0.026,0.655,0.319,0.9912,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,3,4,7,0,0,9,0,10,2,2,2,1,13,19,5,0,4,4,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,1,1,1,4,1,0,0,0,5,1,6,7,15,11,2,17,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,6,58,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.22099970366331115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23455212860977895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34649417949341826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376637682450588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23957268620520414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749683015550606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128706752770822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230249619320236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358311496588105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15116887772423696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16792285158998474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722388104622014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168933538845608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265288796162693,0.0,0.14508093992288507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17027544665042066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205507542239509,0.0,0.21466479920624612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955952888230748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604265568927495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608760812959776,0.0,0.0,0.2916754113549752
anxiety,Bunnla,2019/01/13,"I started anti anxiety medication and could cry I started lexapro 3 days ago and I could seriously cry from the relief i feel. I feel happy for the first time since last year when i went off it (after being on it for the first time ever for 5 months). I didn’t even realize how miserable i have been until i got on this, I feel like my head has been pulled out of a dark red bag of anger, worry and stress.
I slept through the night for the first time in 6 months and finally feel rested, I lay in bed this morning and felt PEACE. I touched my stomach and felt joy at my soft skin. Plans changed today and I had no anxiety, I just went along with it. My muscles are started to loosen up and my headaches gone. I’m not irritable finally. I can be me and live my life again.

Anxiety is literally like being in a prison in your own head and I’m so grateful for modern medicine. I just wanted to share my experience. Thank you guys for being here ❤️",2.489288461538461,4.024496297435899,3.988766025641027,88.17237980769232,75.76923076923076,7.336538461538463,25.008012820512814,8.07648339933343,1.2997243589743592,738,25,162,12,16,245,119,195,0.159,0.6940000000000001,0.147,0.1414,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,4,9,11,1,2,7,0,15,7,5,1,1,28,33,14,0,3,3,0,9,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,5,13,0,0,7,0,0,4,3,4,0,3,11,10,27,7,26,16,2,39,0,1,1,0,4,10,0,0,27,106,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779293715964848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790758535004188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12863891292653082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941787866207182,0.0,0.26714842483989537,0.07842330374749995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031704955218427,0.1099960741188466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895020127417875,0.0,0.0,0.2459427306355073,0.08687257466003097,0.233514198721698,0.26641834441688195,0.0,0.3103040885766412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972563192659859,0.0,0.0,0.12040521128508345,0.0,0.12944771171569014,0.0,0.0,0.2495977026976439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912195306622072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589116943976319,0.1188173012464738,0.0,0.10737689466578623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250133683464495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19412329475670656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411534659506613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059052544268833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582118068757208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929481093064752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195488896810407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21272151201181794,0.0,0.11526458567080032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172407753938384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22545275622938296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234928496463428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830777464331752
anxiety,kay-tuh-lin,2019/01/13,"How do I explain my anxiety to my logical-thinking partner? Am on mobile - apologies for formatting.

My partner and I have been together for almost a year now, and while originally I thought they had a good understanding of my spiraling anxious thoughts, I’ve recently realized that they do not... at all...

My partner is essentially only a logical thinker. He doesn’t understand that even if -logically- there’s no reason I should think a certain thing, I still worry and even panic over certain things.

Ex: he is in the process of eating healthier and trying to lose weight which is great! I’m super proud of him! However; I expressed the feeling that my anxiety is making me worry that he’ll find someone prettier, smarter, etc. Then today, after virtual radio silence, he told me it made him extremely sad that I would think that lowly of him.

I keep trying to explain to him that while, rationally I know he would never do something like that, I cannot help the situations and scenarios that my anxiety cooks up. 

All in all, does anyone have any recommendations on how to better explain to him how my anxiety affects my thought process? Because honestly because of this I just keep feeling like I’m broken.",8.387247360482654,8.320320692307696,8.731866515837105,65.26154034690799,61.53393665158371,12.072549019607846,42.39856711915536,11.538034831475384,5.297750829562595,967,53,155,26,12,321,127,221,0.16,0.703,0.13699999999999998,-0.3643,1,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,2,4,9,13,0,1,7,0,17,3,0,8,6,46,38,12,0,4,3,1,3,2,3,4,0,0,0,3,14,5,3,2,19,2,0,0,5,3,0,0,7,3,29,10,21,27,4,18,0,2,0,0,23,7,0,2,13,113,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291549172111947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347359666323274,0.0,0.3756108994614661,0.13867154288966602,0.0,0.08582902417952626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14965342304329982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856160309228308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741856385165616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560297276952534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689769280346745,0.16214924461930458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413126544895615,0.08769198095421743,0.0,0.0,0.11219045282930848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295612056961892,0.0,0.13533131514758898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227613371561839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182100785975137,0.0,0.0,0.06745969472274335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199380190895977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13732484393749775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614816555819665,0.08193597684035496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946716725010405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335622118453124,0.0,0.14401962007347874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262065177526381,0.12119992684209199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797513042242282,0.0,0.0,0.10400491336801508,0.0944982534987079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802758913710703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630980943458355,0.2359579990184124,0.0,0.29234722053644063,0.0,0.0,0.11635179331216546,0.1172920245282546,0.0,0.16667716171127986,0.0,0.0,0.2555722823747835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494753339563796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24931533712564355,0.0,0.17439487637501833,0.0,0.0,0.07904639536081759
anxiety,dank9190,2019/01/13,"Brain zaps back again... I had panic disorder with agoraphobia where I was at home off work for about 8weeks. I was getting cogni

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anxiety,knit221,2019/01/13,"Well, this really sucks.... Long time lurker, seldom poster. I actually joined reddit because of this sub, but then my anxiety got the better of me and so I don’t post often here, maybe a few encouraging comments here and there... 

Fuck, fuck, fuck. My mom has been seriously ill for most of my life. She is an absolute badass, a tremendous advocate with a good heart...and our family is having the conversation about whether or not to do palliative care. She has a genetic kidney disorder and had a transplant about 20 years ago. She’s done well for the most part but now various complications and symptoms have caught up to her. We all knew this could happen, she knew—but of course no one is ever ready for it. She’s been in and out of the hospital this past month. It’s broken her spirit and now she feels she’s had enough, and has some PTSD from all the cumulative hospitalizations. (That started this summer after she had a bad stint in the ICU, hearing her describe her PTSD from that stay honestly broke my heart.) She has had tons of surgeries and inpatient stays over the past 20 or so years. There have been plenty of earlier “close calls”. But these last 3 hospitalizations have just done her in. Now she is in pain and they can’t find the cause. It got to the point where she couldn’t move, couldn’t eat, etc. Tweaking medications thankfully brought improvement, but still...fucking HARD. It’s now considered chronic and—in addition to the sequelae from her kidney transplant starting to crop up, other conditions and deterioration—something for palliative care to handle.

I don’t want or need advice, we have a good medical team and very active family (my dad, my brother, sister, and myself) working on this, more just needed to vent. (We’re all very close by, she’s in a good teaching hospital, someone is always there with her.) This is so fucking sad. I absolutely love my mother. She saved my life. She was a special educator and worked with a town child protective team. She adopted me after being involved with my birth family’s case. She has always told me to keep going, to fight like hell, that I am a survivor. Her favorite phrase is “the best revenge is living well.” She’s been a relentless advocate for others as well. Running meetings for area parents to teach them to advocate for their kids in the special education system. Raising absolute hell whenever it needed to be done for me, for my brother, for whoever. Funny and sweet and kind, but never saccharine. Never met a fight she didn’t take on. And yet, now we’re all facing the reality that we very well might lose her, and sooner than we hoped. It’s just so, so desperately sad. If you feel the need to “do something”, do what she’s always advised us to do: to start where we are, do what we can, to make things a bit better for someone. But damn if I haven’t been crying and messed up and burnt out for most of the week.... ",4.694091774891773,6.378602592727276,5.350597402597401,80.02551515151521,70.34545454545454,8.656277056277059,27.640692640692638,9.172331337620626,2.3099601731601727,2286,80,428,47,42,738,267,550,0.156,0.6679999999999999,0.177,0.8703,1,0,2,0,2,0,90.0,8,1,3,8,30,42,10,0,30,0,50,18,4,2,7,80,83,38,0,11,16,7,3,1,0,1,8,1,0,2,23,34,1,2,4,2,0,5,11,18,5,1,21,5,61,24,64,56,17,57,3,4,0,5,64,21,8,12,28,309,84,7,0.0,0.0,0.07169376180294257,0.0,0.0,0.07179167044506382,0.06512457829673371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18339273973712453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056202498824506716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06134236188228344,0.044785155834048636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709969428605931,0.12995221126817275,0.0802075711562908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750186149684659,0.0,0.14981019157135095,0.0754714438666811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05865788578576547,0.0,0.08070068860155173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420021343157222,0.0,0.0,0.22554853008929815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517567716543863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591165090193175,0.08193577374773586,0.0,0.06645563364394283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077760924189536,0.0,0.07429483340853063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06714803859313412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395979766821134,0.0,0.0,0.041753319677022775,0.1848633653683441,0.11751747277299045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496713976704556,0.0,0.06581252259836952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280330390983663,0.1741188758266202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296988547594115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06530136214607075,0.0,0.07650518072689955,0.0,0.059885884580968086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378465113893964,0.03589254937256325,0.0,0.06487322052988699,0.06501649781460317,0.0,0.0821914315163751,0.0,0.0,0.06630736074823691,0.0,0.04904018119450005,0.0,0.07380806041835393,0.0,0.0,0.14802171853479906,0.0,0.0779374940782504,0.0,0.08604434362266764,0.05864112270119851,0.07808441243906411,0.0,0.2179011233699112,0.11332545610540087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04978353463936508,0.0,0.07817468665830041,0.0,0.08157705505035319,0.07955823149525214,0.1402662393100134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945061142075183,0.0,0.0703616348451354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17175934272655452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04706521400962907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449768693484815,0.11311786721405145,0.0,0.0,0.15600219714871907,0.15661333359811813,0.058671305557390474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763609475035584,0.055238478200147705,0.0,0.0,0.06763907844450838,0.0,0.0,0.0488085967094866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042839537634070335,0.0,0.0,0.07020142259050209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837245482453174,0.0,0.0,0.18185534687076474,0.04333308309946637,0.0,0.05893126245295278,0.0,0.3302808947432003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697054878014384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462142762560832
anxiety,Oodles_of_noodles_,2019/01/14,"Freaking out over getting teeth filled tomorrow. When I was 11, I had to have eight teeth pulled because my mouth was too small to hold all the permanent ones trying to come in on top of the baby ones. They also had to cut my gums on the front and attach two little chains to pull down on my eye teeth which were trying to come through the gum instead of going downward. 

I also had a pallet expander placed, which had to be tightened, but that wasn't a big deal to me. 

My pediatric dentist afterwards was kind of rough when I had three cavities filled. She was very pushy and if you told her something she just kind of dismissed it and pushed it aside with ""well we have to do it"" and that was that. Valium didn't help. Laughing gas didn't help. The numbing shot was painful and she numbed me in 6 spots. It wasn't exactly fun. My stomach hurts just from explaining this.

When my orthodontist took my pallet expander out, tears were rolling out of my eyes (I wasn't crying) because it was embedded in to the roof of my mouth from swelling and they just yanked on it to get it out. They said afterwards if they would have realized then they would have numbed me. I'm not sure how many more clues they needed? A new tech was trying to get the glue from a bracket off my tooth and used a metal bit which cut my gum open  and I then had gingivitis for three months from said cut. 

I am NOT a fan of the dentist. I take excellent care of my teeth but of course, just my luck, all the care in the world with good toothpaste, flossing, water pic, mouthwash, and an electric toothbrush every.single.day without EVER missing one has not stopped decay. I'm quite aggravated. 

I am going to take clonazepam tomorrow before the appointment but I am petrified. 

...and yes, someone is going with me to drive
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anxiety,findinghappy1,2019/01/14,"FINDING HAPPY 10 keys to Living an Extraordinary Life I know so many people who are experiencing real depression and need help. I wrote a book to help. If you buy it and don't LOVE it than I will buy it back from you with no question asked.  

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anxiety,gosox129,2019/01/14,"Big trip this weekend/looking for advice Hey everyone, I've had a lot on my mind the past few days and I figured what better way to help the situation than to ask strangers. In all honesty though, I have been amazed at all the love and support on this subreddit. It's great to see such a friendly community for those suffering from mental illness. 

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Anyways, Ill try and keep this to the point with a short preface. I have been suffering from panic disorder and agoraphobia since I was 13. It was only triggered at first by easily defined things (school and big events/trips). My anxiety has been a fickle beast to describe over time as I would have crippling anxiety where I would avoid leaving my house for some time and some years where it felt like it had just gone away completely. However, things have changed over the past 4 years or so. I feel myself getting anxious over nearly everything that causes me to leave the house and every discomfort feels like a trigger (felt dizzy for a second,  had an upset stomach, feeling very hot/sweaty, etc.). It has been so bad where I have been severely depressed over this time (I feel tired/want to sleep all the time, have no motivation or goals, and overall feel like a failure). There have even been a couple years (spaced out) over this time where I was doing nothing: no job, graduated from college, and still living with my parents. I am 26 now and I worry about living out the rest of my life like this.   


On to the topic at hand. My girlfriend (has been a huge support for me but does quiet understand anxiety and the ""fear"" that most people reading this will get) is a big fan of the Boston Red Sox. They have been having a yearly event at Foxwoods Casino in Connecticut where past and present players have panels, sign autographs, and give back to the kids/fans. The resort is about 2.5 hours from where I live and we are staying for multiple nights. There are so many worries going on in my head for an event that is supposed to be fun; like meeting some players and fans or doing some gambling at the casino. I assume those with agoraphobia or panic disorder can see where I am coming from already. 

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I have never been to Foxwoods (let alone the state of Connecticut), some of my biggest triggers involve leaving my ""safe area"", and I have had several panic attacks upon waking up in new places. We also sent a moderate amount of money to go on this trip and I cant stop thinking about everything that can go wrong, even if I understand that my mind is the only obstacle in the way. I want to be able to go on trips like this and have fun. To top it all off, I am starting a new job on Monday morning. It is a great opportunity and obviously I am nervous to impress as well.   


I suppose I dont know exactly what I am looking for in this post: advice, tips, moral support, anyone in the same boat that has since seen improvements, half the US that hates New England Sports (Go Pats) that wants to put aside our fantasy teams/lives and come together. Like I said, this subreddit is full of love and support and I could really use some form of guidance for this weekend and maybe even going into the future. Likewise, I am here for anyone the needs help even if I created a throwaway account just to post this. ",6.768795555555558,6.861071216000003,6.6624333333333325,78.21827222222224,64.84,9.504444444444443,33.52111111111111,9.150863307647796,2.8560017777777778,2590,101,479,40,36,820,303,625,0.109,0.74,0.151,0.9843,4,2,0,0,0,0,86.0,4,0,1,6,30,39,2,8,38,0,60,10,5,6,7,90,103,37,0,8,9,1,8,7,2,3,3,2,0,0,34,33,0,4,14,6,5,14,5,15,1,3,22,15,47,24,82,74,19,102,1,3,5,2,19,51,0,15,38,342,81,8,0.05971386508439295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670339571633112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06184555546797575,0.06589573499994762,0.047753156333963806,0.0,0.1293998957415009,0.14511776417155206,0.0,0.0,0.13704283003657328,0.06745967066942546,0.0,0.08350664576705268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05582440307464745,0.06793314210695676,0.056103141907024194,0.045916276332979636,0.04985858309565723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05281206107137108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06134258838284039,0.06316935148333662,0.10287641468648677,0.06260885143715998,0.0,0.0,0.047676662308463,0.06607225594001484,0.0,0.038510502974629685,0.0,0.05143146449760401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13687452550673931,0.0,0.05225600573998797,0.0,0.06998420515324742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665967442164682,0.15776177885346868,0.0,0.05031150677148399,0.05705915706960722,0.107333943131209,0.0,0.0,0.06719469966263772,0.15096562193780932,0.08531919429536948,0.11466934973109826,0.0,0.0,0.050792583135942516,0.0,0.0,0.04613478403755512,0.0,0.06239605981540618,0.05728298057529318,0.2036205938041284,0.0,0.0,0.1316694941280114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05895507917116509,0.0612836530270811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004989010362913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058806128665997034,0.13780356594079066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185135941914466,0.05307642697337688,0.0,0.0,0.03281717859789802,0.0,0.0,0.18968508336872172,0.0,0.061061472786930214,0.04217766885789823,0.2042122475148192,0.0,0.15818531063472638,0.0,0.1002892146993364,0.0,0.0,0.05076659270672778,0.10778818924722587,0.0,0.0,0.06054048673384406,0.05999060356625454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060177531154110175,0.0,0.12058796245157707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04427707432844026,0.04605501399609671,0.1730160689974566,0.0,0.05603741725354548,0.0,0.05729706404032229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083017041299303,0.0,0.21018406381667212,0.06630518051672442,0.0,0.17101092296317652,0.04139807537271868,0.0,0.0623882795648754,0.0,0.05644890373166145,0.0,0.11437875262790212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060028927490020624,0.0,0.0,0.05973002450433651,0.0,0.03825423103396538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056801560032769524,0.0,0.0,0.060433619436512785,0.09516843858417272,0.0,0.0,0.13491934133885092,0.0,0.0987918525277304,0.06712088626772822,0.059756989723613624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0422657810523102,0.06364703499739936,0.04768756979194029,0.04992346502043373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27105034582581106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934247720987077,0.03826223360588503,0.05866856926156312,0.0,0.17409817468446026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04054179467125344,0.0,0.0,0.12432847895082524,0.07182842732223982,0.051573606924315375,0.0,0.04927019243648377,0.07044156951934241,0.09479617330471513,0.0,0.0,0.05368993605776983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128465714638018,0.0,0.0848380329629304,0.0652877374301987,0.14511776417155206,0.15381508527351465
anxiety,Scollins9,2019/01/14,"Poem about depersonalization A dream I had recently about a slightly altered version of my first depersonalization panic attack

 

Outside beside the cracked rocks, must have been stoned as fuck

Soon to be a dream within a dream, soon to be without luck

Although here I was young again, at least of my shadow because

The rocks were bright, daytime it probably was

I must have felt the happiness now, or at least the one from when I was that way

And the rocks were white and gray, aware I was about to fade away

I didn't see myself, must have been first person

But in a second I got that feeling, that perspective began to worsen

The outline of my vision, my consciousness began to profile

And I stepped outside the movie, the spectacle went on for miles

Those cracked rocks were part of it, but mostly that familiar, yet terrifying contour

I became the alien to myself, like the one humanity has been searching for",6.728506493506494,7.881284404761907,6.380649350649352,76.51889610389611,65.07142857142857,8.728138528138528,31.93939393939394,8.841846274778883,2.6352666666666664,732,28,127,11,11,228,99,168,0.091,0.8220000000000001,0.087,-0.5632,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,10,7,2,1,15,0,21,1,0,0,3,15,29,9,0,3,4,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,7,3,0,0,3,7,0,2,2,3,0,5,17,6,15,4,24,7,5,23,0,0,4,1,2,7,1,3,14,105,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555001695130185,0.21100690801095284,0.0,0.0,0.13690616918856974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355795065395208,0.0,0.21563876913064872,0.0,0.0,0.38206722665072856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20762709065484727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17962276462416987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390770700364845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972187872289052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043719683100986,0.0,0.0,0.26350449019196,0.0,0.24320586807362546,0.0,0.0,0.19610073221708185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421428041553049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217525981358248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789667858455745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782667310633632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20819442721920847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21649388289585425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Rad-Rona,2019/01/14,"Every day I worry one of my children might die Just typing the topic was really hard. I know saying it or writing it doesn’t really make it more likely to happen but I’m having a hard time seeing those words right now. 

So basically daily I think what if something happened. Then I think that I’d have to die too. There’s just no way I could go on.   I have two kids. So I know if just one passed I’d have to be here for the other. But I’d be less then half a person. Just a shell walking around. 

And just about every day I get this moment of panic and I resolve to kill myself if it happened. 

I avoid the news because that’s a big source of anxiety for me. 

And normally I’m more descriptive but this was hard to write. I’m not really sure if I’m venting or looking for advice on how to move past this. ",1.059825581395348,2.8126285290697686,3.2838953488372127,90.66561046511627,80.56976744186046,5.927906976744188,18.88953488372093,6.9077264865688965,0.14199302325581442,625,14,138,7,16,214,99,172,0.209,0.7709999999999999,0.019,-0.9851,0,1,1,0,0,1,13.0,0,0,0,1,14,6,1,2,7,0,11,0,0,2,1,35,27,17,3,6,15,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,3,12,4,0,1,5,0,0,4,3,3,0,4,2,6,13,3,16,21,3,18,0,0,2,0,6,5,0,7,9,94,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723519842080426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743531986525208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502033266182785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085610206714655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212897742662686,0.0,0.0,0.1811428531130122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29150666435302874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366515411913775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337349180702002,0.0,0.07981462299290278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3725687783063267,0.0,0.37741681763508417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15537475665803685,0.0,0.15436301536385455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861131806010103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179332460229697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937440089511407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14898340431336704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926424985259096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760023453344544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19032997037031607,0.0,0.0,0.16477470671538508,0.0,0.0,0.13406475336285498,0.0,0.12262576859393436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699061301939588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993399270860715,0.0,0.11168259370397554,0.0,0.0,0.1119115641180047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811667186332967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236193440360985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17997506203470298,0.0,0.0,0.08189101062867636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718832947291654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147380565195526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14262244801633914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Omnicidalstick,2019/01/14,"New guy here. been dealing with anxiety for almost 4 years. I’ve decided to join this thread because my anxiety has been a problem I’ve been dealing with for a while and seeing the amount of people on here and their stories helps me feel like I’m not alone. I’ve never actually seeked medical/professional treatment because I’ve I felt like I could master it on my own. I’ve always blamed things like the stress of college or my video game habit or too much social media but even when I cut back on all that stuff I typically feel the same. (I’ve also tried working out) 

Have you guys ever been on the fence about getting help with your anxiety or have you been able to deal with it on your own? If so for seeking help, what made you? ",4.555405405405402,5.401629675675673,5.171189189189189,84.34813513513515,69.81081081081078,8.082162162162161,27.63783783783784,8.238735603445708,1.6813167567567566,584,19,119,8,10,188,94,148,0.08900000000000001,0.794,0.118,0.6463,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,5,1,2,10,6,1,1,6,0,9,0,0,1,3,26,16,11,0,3,6,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,7,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,7,4,14,3,18,8,6,13,0,0,1,0,16,6,0,5,10,78,21,2,0.14508537626612272,0.0,0.14158239841859938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14528204679134124,0.15026469435159398,0.0,0.11602472298211565,0.12072265560058053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329697471823377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111561698762835,0.0,0.17688539747610468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583886724398497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4487299567586373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582752269100182,0.13123802912725685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671905113588726,0.103649021793947,0.13930471364075442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580112092097492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873146655876484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917430083281187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126441588945996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728329104064452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665444529295123,0.0,0.11189878640616834,0.14012436048202495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005839319504042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882711087861999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561426061711155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14789627007104805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16619480832052574,0.0,0.16608804445255893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638827719166553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985034468304756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056238818802289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343022550447126
anxiety,FluffMaster2369,2019/01/14,"Anxiety over... Praise? Not sure if that's the correct word I should use... Lol but ever since I was little I hated being the center of attention, even if it was for something good. Like I can remember thinking ""I know I should say thank you to this person, but I don't want the attention and praise from my parents telling me how good that is, so instead I say nothing, and then feel guilty for not being polite."" 😂 This is coming from like 5 year old me. It sounds ridiculous to me as I'm typing this out, but I still have trouble with this today. I have a small business, and one of my clients mailed me a thank you card. So the next time I saw her, I literally stressed forever over whether or not to bring up the card and thank her for it. 😂 ""Has it been too long to just now bring it up? (2 weeks later at her next appointment.) I should have just thanked her in an email. ""  Lol there are plenty of other examples but those were the first ones I thought of. It makes no sense to me, but anxiety never makes sense I guess. Anyone else like this?",1.8213207547169823,3.81794132075472,2.7930566037735858,93.9175094339623,79.18867924528301,5.93811320754717,21.92075471698113,6.961326702584282,0.4415181132075468,808,24,178,9,20,256,125,212,0.117,0.698,0.185,0.9608,1,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,2,0,3,12,16,2,1,9,2,18,0,0,4,4,42,37,18,0,6,14,1,1,3,0,3,0,3,0,1,15,7,0,0,7,0,0,3,6,4,0,3,6,5,28,12,23,26,0,28,2,0,1,0,15,10,0,4,18,127,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20402863519290945,0.0,0.0,0.09324318697032102,0.13663542203852405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487139354402225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139892427814337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880780859252779,0.1206249945895769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742704407840941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134295907241161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223699544339032,0.0,0.0,0.14690284198577302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165801163518687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732870609694523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19544792532120486,0.1336542642905822,0.0,0.11801278939177745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17802769357229992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028496891837346,0.0,0.28364384908420304,0.0,0.0,0.12795534549587004,0.0,0.13993104401343232,0.0,0.18072624598534007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14807219921797207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643828229432182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15106241674521145,0.0,0.0,0.21209456254056536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031058775949527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266128973945242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649549973960258,0.0,0.1527548682938547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568317784939356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655598571257984,0.4910923588586652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544691429632925,0.0,0.10586701023853844,0.07775893046203328,0.0,0.12640260240458756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517376680635676,0.0,0.0,0.07865477504026841,0.0,0.10696735287531614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587465478509781
anxiety,sean7755,2019/01/14,"I’m depressed about turning 26 next month- I have no romantic or sexual experience due to my anxiety and depression, and now I’m feeling really ashamed of myself I hate talking about dating/sex etc with people due to my lack of experience, and I feel like I’m an incomplete person because of that. I know my mental health issues are to blame, but I still find it hard to accept.

I like to think as I slowly improve, things will work it for me eventually. It’s just embarrassing being this age and being the only person I know who’s a virgin and who’s never been in a real  relationship",5.858128078817736,6.135914172413795,7.657339901477831,69.6787931034483,66.75862068965517,10.421674876847293,30.364532019704434,10.290406445055957,3.179880788177341,468,16,83,11,7,165,79,116,0.171,0.6990000000000001,0.129,-0.2492,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,8,1,2,4,0,6,2,0,0,1,20,16,8,0,1,3,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,8,6,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,3,13,3,14,12,2,9,0,2,0,1,6,1,0,2,10,59,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583376511731918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823960616591127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058662521640655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19802757668672827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34737767881828713,0.0,0.0,0.179560467269549,0.12684969430531234,0.0,0.0,0.1622876401070503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15905988031455912,0.17530483808175526,0.0,0.1887391595402487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18532766970786468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19516588769906534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17349478129640186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17893983866093732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417275860292748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694607631682285,0.0,0.1888382576153944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504322732701796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230985184336803,0.3100790293063858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20210341919033228,0.11375019543068199,0.0,0.0,0.19063418451921765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14180053387117325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271689639614468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796371335452893,0.11377399133757135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19313550252967487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292666047006525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,state_farm03,2019/01/14,Anxiety friendly minimum wage job I am coming up on 16 and wanting to apply for jobs over the summer. Is there any recommendations for anxiety friendly jobs that I should try to apply to?,4.723619047619049,7.0305006000000025,6.491428571428576,69.30190476190478,71.57142857142857,9.23809523809524,31.666666666666664,9.725611199111238,3.638809523809525,151,7,24,4,3,52,27,35,0.08800000000000001,0.747,0.165,0.6124,4,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,8,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,17,3,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17214908585825947,0.0,0.3873145255832194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21806428912059134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3911624998028991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.753629957281512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17187064035234348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14931304544958854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ilikeshowercurtains,2019/01/14,"New therapist? My therapist has cancelled on me 3 times now due to migraines. And stopped a session early because one came on. I like her, and don't want to go through the hassle of telling ANOTHER therapist my life story. But I am also starting to feel like my issues are not important because of this. Should I find a new therapist?",3.405677083333334,5.771646546875001,4.6106250000000015,81.00520833333336,75.71875,8.016666666666666,34.104166666666664,8.841846274778883,3.3609666666666667,265,15,47,6,6,87,48,64,0.112,0.809,0.079,0.1645,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,5,2,0,0,0,10,10,4,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,1,8,2,8,8,0,12,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,10,32,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130742659646429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17143321275339535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993236159004356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869886706899001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266530819152719,0.11679707937057653,0.0,0.0,0.14942663036163814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291496812816416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17064077818220608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547761504187565,0.15974562534367912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157987556410515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107848566318786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157188561142801,0.0,0.0,0.13668471566338408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289721004665676,0.0,0.0,0.7592966033297122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533216291986008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964304650798272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,peybeh,2019/01/14,"Feeling pretty alone tonight... Anyone else have a non-supportive spouse?  I realize the key here is to change my thinking, but sometimes reassurance is nice.  ",5.728717948717951,9.279941615384622,5.036153846153848,74.39217948717952,75.15384615384616,8.082051282051282,35.5897435897436,8.841846274778883,4.034835897435898,126,7,18,3,3,38,25,26,0.05,0.604,0.34600000000000003,0.8316,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3574450902808358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413192048271767,0.3536210255024577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36509615562649494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28830738951427193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17450541095327313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35111587997506105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413371390251391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3916434034800089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22114196310653086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PM_ME_GAME_CODES_plz,2019/01/14,"one of my triggers is my dad's voice. He does not yell or express anger violently anymore, however I still get triggered. Idk how to fix this. can anybody help? One of my triggers is my dad. He used to have some anger issues. Now he knows I have anxiety, and is way better at expressing his emotions and won't burst out to me ore my mom anymore. 

However, I still get triggered whenever i  hear his voice get a bit loud or a bit too small.

I don't get triggered when I'm talking to him directly, but i get triggered when he's talking to someone else, like my mom, or someone on the phone, or when he's just talking to himself. It usually happens when I'm in my room and he's in the living room, and then I sense his voice being a bit different than usual. Even though I can hear he is not angry nor emotional, he's just talking about a tv show or the weather or the furniture etc, my heart beat will rise and I will start getting anxious. I try to reassure myself that nothing is happening, and there's nothing to be anxious about but of course that never works.

I tryed to get rid of my anxiousness by going out of my room and see what's happening. Nothing's ever happening, he would be just talking about normal stuff, he's not angry nor agitated. He's just not using a super duper calm voice. Then I'd bug him a bit, joke a bit to check that everything's fine. and everything is fine. And I would go back to my room. but my anxiety is still fucking there and it takes a looooooooong time for it to go away.

For some reason, whenever I'm triggered by my dad, it's one of those anxiety moments which takes a super duper long time for me to recover. Also, I get easily triggered by my dad which makes it worse. it's also a bit weird cuz i wasn't triggered by my dad when he had those anger issues. i guess it made me more rebellious or something so it was easier to brush it off? but now since he got calmer, I get more triggered. 

I want to stop getting triggered by my dad or at least make those sessions? shorter. My dad's just being a normal person now, and I've already talked to him tons of times about my anxiety and how his actions caused them, and he already feels super guilty  and is trying his best to help me. He changed his actions a lot, and I doubt there's nothing more he can do. so I am the only thing that has to change or do something but i don't know what to do",2.9016668453210386,4.219248490835032,4.2532838460713895,87.58245337120809,74.27494908350306,7.36801372065602,27.381337763961838,7.94452939551167,1.5943002036659872,1863,71,395,27,38,616,198,491,0.124,0.777,0.099,-0.8961,3,0,2,0,0,0,49.0,0,0,1,7,34,18,5,1,17,0,32,2,1,21,2,77,70,46,0,5,23,9,1,1,0,5,0,8,4,1,23,17,0,1,4,3,1,6,11,7,0,3,5,11,54,11,48,56,16,46,0,0,1,1,51,14,1,14,26,256,77,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831539532263498,0.1002340545445171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19176894339374545,0.2123971532524168,0.12430323036610393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058880352815839365,0.04818921826082125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657681029245062,0.05542635729683901,0.4105152304931045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06437916173401048,0.1325927060787641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547661659378767,0.0,0.0,0.05484277618205537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05235258762531249,0.14099021028639894,0.0,0.0,0.06989340815083502,0.04139282081180402,0.05668843429121592,0.0,0.0,0.1126471749328101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03168774075965941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05793723280021285,0.32742390990667103,0.0,0.10685009783967843,0.0,0.050122774910661236,0.0,0.06903786510779218,0.0,0.2216748366890688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412668691999206,0.07426403082726007,0.08401251002986572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082200648272685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888338116488706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030617305337156,0.0,0.055338593549070066,0.05546081290798212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053279634405928034,0.0,0.059299692895366164,0.08366517439796095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14679625645339048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04833482369886812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280622248021493,0.2405335053496197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740006275353666,0.047663217232137324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054720863924449664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443500599564023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049939727529475994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05184111739947718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061998593381523,0.09649256851696147,0.0,0.0,0.0443580166066504,0.0,0.15014458221962038,0.05239477031542724,0.0,0.0,0.07174194291942455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423980090456184,0.3022297335572464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04163503943452925,0.0,0.061572773643339324,0.0,0.10962981681492476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276460689841605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082531946863714,0.13804389145192922,0.0,0.03696427976417011,0.049744380974448166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045624370674939775,0.0,0.06386589406273263,0.08903767495477351,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,txbluelacy,2019/01/14,"The mind keeps going back for more punishment I get anxiety from an unexpected stress factor. Like my yard flooding, or the cost to fix it, or a high doctor bill. Things that are reasonably stressful, but I seem to over react.  The. I get this panic attack, which the first few times was very debilitating.  I’ve learned to recognize it and have tried to observe it and sometimes meditate through.  I am learning to calm myself down, but when I think I’m over it, and actually feeling pretty positive for working through it, it’s like my mind wants something to be upset about and it will go and grab that issue that had me upset and then dwell on it.  The intensity of the anxiety is not as bad as the initial surge, but it is far more difficult to get to dissipate.   Does anyone have any recommendations on resources for working through this?   Thank you. ",5.136416666666669,6.822520475000005,5.6875,78.03416666666669,69.25,8.833333333333334,31.458333333333336,9.2995712137729,2.8844583333333333,676,29,123,14,12,218,104,160,0.158,0.693,0.14800000000000002,-0.2355,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,3,3,14,2,6,9,0,10,1,0,2,0,23,22,15,0,1,6,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,16,6,0,1,6,1,2,2,1,10,0,1,2,2,10,4,24,18,3,14,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,3,7,88,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.15796575647052405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007992878810388,0.0,0.2476664641129922,0.0,0.0,0.11318612408366778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841551407383951,0.0,0.12447117957491012,0.13515809959948047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16568498532405346,0.14165710274850354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184840121437464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769001411916515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537175851236846,0.0,0.18399354593960815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17102885844507587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689544886693089,0.0,0.14388112452953095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15816700283844995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268933617359112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18992436118139994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16468413936248766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16643351960565844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14736408753796632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246185791862475,0.16009760930437406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3708524352046403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14903190911956507,0.0,0.0,0.10754194936333124,0.10372237756297653,0.0,0.0,0.09439008079689934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990187811005478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356307305884665,0.09547752942329686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23569252377309316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,makeuplover1648,2019/01/14,"I am terrified of death and being nothing after death, but at the same time I fear existing forever in “heaven”. For as long as I can remember I have been afraid of death or something awful happening to me. Most of it is probably because I watched dateline and 48 hours way too much as a teen but even before then I was always scared. I’d have to have blackout curtains and if you could see in through the corner it would have to be covered somehow so nobody could see me at night, I’d double check all the locks in the house before bed, and the stove and unplug unnecessary things. As I grew up I grew out of a lot of that but fear got stronger in other ways. I saw a loved one close to me die when I was rather young and then another and another, they just kept dying. It was really hard. For a while I was numb to it all but now in my mid twenties I am TERRIFIED of after death. Death itself does not scare me as I feel it will end at some point even if it hurts and I won’t feel it anymore, whatever causes it. But I’m soooo scared of being nothing. I know I won’t know but the thought of never remembering my life, my loved ones or animals .. it’s heartbreaking. Then I think well maybe I believe in heaven and I panic more because I don’t want to exist in heaven forever either. It’s like there is no win with my mind. I am on wait list for therapy but panicking tonight. ",3.8523157894736855,4.425727073684211,5.123859649122807,85.04368421052634,71.24561403508774,8.526315789473685,27.280701754385966,8.6894789155246,1.7974912280701751,1076,35,231,18,19,359,157,285,0.232,0.642,0.127,-0.9901,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,1,1,11,18,0,7,10,1,25,4,0,1,3,51,42,31,7,7,15,0,3,1,0,4,2,0,3,0,14,12,0,2,8,0,1,2,6,10,1,2,9,7,31,8,39,24,10,37,3,2,4,2,4,17,0,8,17,169,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337481212083452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23534184035496716,0.0,0.0,0.11129063432277267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681475671722207,0.0,0.19097941878322786,0.1264318625582483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527934914393274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17919474039710198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329302480125968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820319763768814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939231523331757,0.0,0.0,0.14823857017993355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525541046519576,0.113482127826011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975141510636325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923448133995892,0.0,0.10052576685908368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051265388382044,0.1294851245290066,0.1201322644280024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334474593394094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926327112252989,0.05482430862320162,0.0,0.0,0.09930987361160416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540418687522813,0.2025632212366695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273860324752885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330873209370045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249353645790125,0.0,0.08654985350715824,0.0,0.0,0.10530949474089653,0.0,0.2153534249061547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520843693264514,0.0,0.0,0.13166427390811306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608278935772443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099056250600244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07189006808898805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542434526249015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33705099556442136,0.0,0.17884728943222614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639131200418565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128331676585907,0.0,0.07455300936388122,0.0719051070905479,0.0,0.08908898315694072,0.06543553115011863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06618940039004331,0.17814770207772904,0.0,0.0,0.10089794134038274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971682871922918,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,baskingshark327,2019/01/14,"How do I filter subreddits on mobile? I know burying my head in the sand isn’t the way to handle things, but seeing bad environment news on /r/all is literally killing me. I feel like I haven’t slept in days. “Don’t use reddit” you might say, but this is where my happy place is, as embarrassing as that is to type.",2.8230769230769246,4.085766692307693,4.547692307692311,85.61230769230772,74.38461538461539,7.661538461538463,22.23076923076923,8.238735603445708,0.9699846153846154,245,6,54,4,5,83,48,65,0.191,0.698,0.111,-0.7876,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,2,5,1,1,2,0,9,2,2,2,0,8,14,5,1,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,4,8,2,8,12,0,8,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,1,2,34,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25025204078155183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19329333812866675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154644449205634,0.2141186247640647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190554224953922,0.0,0.0,0.3075971735328233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315935998493318,0.0,0.16471719425039122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464270930189068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179534720868861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131415558281269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383478119828547,0.0,0.0,0.23883647002152195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991193452523462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25886015169170873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23790222620519005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,swiftkill96,2019/01/14,"Advice I've been experiencing anxiety attacks and I'm just hoping to hear how others handled their own personal situations.

Towards the end of the summer I started experience an anxiety attack that lasted almost a week. I experience anxiety in the form of extreme nausea, dry heaving, and loss of appetite. It became so bad that i was bathroom ridden and taken away from my job. Eventually after only eating crackers, chex mex, and drinking water for so long, I went home to my family (it should be noted that I'm in college and spent the summer working for my school). 

My visit was short but we hoped it would be enough to send me off to finish another semester, this time abroad. Though the fall had its moments, I made it through. I eventually was back home and spent a long winter break with my family at home which was extremely relieving. 

Now, entering my final semester of college back at my home campus I had an anxiety attack on my first day back. 

So after this long story, I would enjoy getting some different opinions and suggests. 

I know I can't keep relying on going home. 

How can I continue to improve my mental health stability and become more comfortable being away. ",7.393422724064925,7.950133642201834,8.379357798165138,64.85459774170786,63.495412844036686,11.11136203246295,35.57657021877205,10.891193690592663,4.3084025405786885,946,41,146,24,13,322,136,218,0.08199999999999999,0.821,0.097,0.8549,2,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,1,3,11,10,3,0,9,0,15,4,0,3,0,25,30,15,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,5,1,12,10,3,1,1,1,2,7,1,5,0,1,12,2,23,5,26,12,5,42,0,1,0,0,7,11,0,5,23,111,35,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638196768365576,0.0,0.0,0.09876561743665027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034241647576612,0.3018125858815008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366241333602768,0.18533586540627706,0.22752556776168045,0.08235353076373317,0.0,0.10893120311332652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.063609426793443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304936043980502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662172901097954,0.0,0.10092507448619238,0.0,0.0,0.08735860288023004,0.10191313614358173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19296188144219548,0.18596278649794973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804644388726213,0.0,0.08389625813934651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05153110570435929,0.0,0.05605479135459861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484111544126028,0.1111653387093813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4946792730892218,0.19592749688709288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787695838087307,0.08766857961436443,0.0,0.0,0.054205522087456236,0.08039817651000017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618584281055303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933279046022686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939777377302134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501401733609518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612158543731399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998207656218393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086640712459113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981217844611827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690535758460386,0.0,0.057513063928346236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791165743614211,0.0,0.0,0.09143277512846466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718052102125145,0.0,0.0,0.14013056777291075,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gbthrowawayacc,2019/01/14,"I forced myself to get up early and start the process for therapy Hey guys. I’ve been a lurker for a long time. I’ve struggled with huge anxiety lately, and I’ve realized my symptoms getting worse as time goes on. I knew if I just let this go on, it would ruin my life.

Today, I woke up 2 hours before class to stop at a therapists office, fill out paperwork, and do an intake session to match me with a therapist. This is a huge step for me. I was shaking the entire time we talked, but getting it off my chest was huge. I felt so good afterward. 

Some of the answers I gave even surprised me. Feelings I never even thought about just kind of spilled out to the therapist. 

I’m ready to leave this phase of my life. I’ve let it burden me long enough.

Also, I’m a college student, and my parents have no idea I have taken this first step through my university. From past experience, I think it is best that I work this out on my own before getting deep into it with them. For the time being, I am paying for it myself for the sake of privacy from my parents (the university provides it cheap). I know normally they would happily pay, but I need to crush this by myself.",3.652659521435696,4.715301080508478,4.924117647058826,84.48508973080759,72.09322033898304,7.925822532402793,27.86540378863409,8.313332769828598,1.8165531405782656,909,33,187,14,17,302,133,236,0.097,0.79,0.112,0.8895,2,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,2,3,7,8,0,2,14,0,14,4,1,0,1,33,32,10,0,5,5,2,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,14,12,0,1,9,0,3,5,2,4,0,1,9,2,32,4,36,18,4,36,0,1,0,0,9,15,0,2,16,130,46,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628884583752753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211046241108063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20491372468620228,0.0,0.12635894561587058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441185735884992,0.0,0.1590544036172073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778043036502915,0.0,0.0,0.06088102489341603,0.0,0.11560889568564718,0.0,0.0,0.10241750666830962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25162921346673994,0.0,0.06842965460765693,0.10099106162590436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192211316285333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185759160676612,0.0,0.0,0.135924016181025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253845953647393,0.06617213381114563,0.0,0.13582351034553886,0.1274928483081859,0.0,0.24624712547477665,0.17009301023128165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131115093922044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927971911074814,0.09286473362518424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797257407196594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26739381415353514,0.0,0.11494140326261572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522417340304794,0.0,0.0,0.10066502815875177,0.0,0.12587477015945595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251482110548801,0.0,0.09677799411338747,0.0,0.0,0.13769505642014626,0.4194028585277245,0.0,0.07715147219402063,0.0,0.09558912412397763,0.2808394433331136,0.0,0.11413105955879235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765719424035401,0.0,0.122704269634251,0.17106631067476938,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,coffeelily,2019/01/14,"Mental fog and paralysis at work? Anyone ever feel so overwhelmed by all the things to be done at work? This has been happening to me recently. My heart starts feeling like it’s sinking. I kind of forget how to breathe. And I get fixated on the thought of how I can’t do things etc, which is not helping the problem. 

I’ve tried thinking about all the things to be done and categorising them into the 4 quadrants based on urgent/importance but somehow everything ends up in the “urgent and important” quadrant. Any tips on how to deal with this? Is it helpful to accept that some things are just beyond my control?",4.065128205128204,6.194875384615389,4.504623931623931,83.60565384615388,72.93162393162393,7.4150427350427375,29.648717948717948,8.238735603445708,2.244829743589744,488,21,89,8,10,154,83,117,0.025,0.8220000000000001,0.153,0.924,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,3,9,5,0,1,6,0,11,2,2,4,3,25,18,9,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,2,7,3,20,12,4,13,0,1,0,0,4,9,0,2,5,71,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962036070928073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299576443436905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19729064805380805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813487068628208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600205514481801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15579822328763065,0.0,0.19617881639251367,0.0,0.15911471820626424,0.0,0.0,0.158090655706672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17788411356238973,0.12566544167702354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919022792041832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15555081743837432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20844640508569867,0.2358087152404277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18317634796624152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593752803138556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772692790636099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16831582105993134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736834106391793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450534929749565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46744967646131297,0.11271181181076753,0.0,0.1396476705243334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942687869519104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561195762080193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,milica22,2019/01/14,"I just don't understand anymore Doest anxiety meds help or not. I see people saying it works wonders and others saying it's addictive as shit and withdrawals are crazy. What is the best way to beat anxiety, is there even a hope?",5.492651515151515,6.636716295454544,5.952727272727272,78.50742424242426,67.86363636363636,9.503030303030306,30.57575757575757,9.725611199111238,2.9472666666666667,183,7,33,4,3,59,38,44,0.184,0.625,0.191,0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,3,3,3,1,0,2,0,4,2,1,0,0,8,8,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,2,2,2,8,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,3,0,22,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656623749238889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728504078408613,0.0,0.24167891483230636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557417646920367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16095755494336403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16334291712738053,0.0,0.0,0.2420430775218684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706890404055484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16894670026617498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3875904187140644,0.0,0.0,0.19419252614429236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501483366121076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536939951766059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19343291364997006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642756923389651,0.17741209721019655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,miniondi,2019/01/14,my daughter started lexapro today... I have anxiety but I am on celexa. My daughter was prescribed lexapro and took the first one today. She his having a pretty strong reaction. She is very giggly. Is this normal after one dose or is it something else? ,2.231583850931674,5.133530543478262,2.877204968944098,86.13891304347828,91.3913043478261,4.367701863354037,26.13664596273292,6.18269132825596,1.3278732919254654,199,9,32,2,7,62,37,46,0.026,0.7490000000000001,0.225,0.907,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,0,0,4,9,3,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,7,1,2,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,5,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168856347152818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368376024847751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411548629576828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777812198184768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3842296600492364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28843327029433985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182611177571057,0.0,0.0,0.2006710036815723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5374717843161875,0.0,0.31499187267553197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23392680134259566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Julie2k3k,2019/01/14,Essential oil. Does anyone use essential oil diffusers in necklaces? Im really looking into it. Also the crystal anxiety necklaces. Any input is appreciated thank you. ,5.168888888888887,8.554869592592595,7.493777777777782,50.954000000000036,93.8148148148148,9.567407407407408,38.73333333333333,8.841846274778883,6.360102222222222,137,9,13,5,5,48,24,27,0.056,0.754,0.19,0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,2,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062696086875609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604400780722027,0.0,0.29297926497398274,0.0,0.0,0.26778908123917783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351490803588644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4136849855840356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216074171803227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453473083010263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525972670373264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307724478116195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Magameme,2019/01/14,"Anxiety - What has really been helping me. I've had general anxiety for almost 2 years now, I try to avoid medication and have been looking for my own solutions. 


I always thought I had a good diet.  I ate a variety of veggies, fruits, meats, etc.  I started reading about how certain vitamin deficiencies effect anxiety so I've started to take a combination of vitamins.  A multivitamin, B100 complex (effects mental health), Omega 3 - 6 - 9 (effects mental health), Magnesium (effects mental health), Vitamin D (effects mental health) and Vitamin C.  



My anxiety levels have dropped drastically over a period of days.  I must have had some sort of deficiency and now that I'm taking these supplements there is a huge difference.  If you're lost and don't know what to do maybe give it a shot.  I hope it helps.",5.722495297805638,7.623234641379312,7.291598746081505,66.26373040752352,68.10344827586206,11.341692789968656,36.63009404388715,11.20814326018867,5.0283793103448255,633,34,101,22,11,218,95,145,0.081,0.7509999999999999,0.16899999999999998,0.9058,0,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,6,6,5,0,1,7,0,13,12,0,6,2,22,25,7,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,0,0,6,4,3,1,8,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,8,2,10,3,11,16,3,11,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,5,7,60,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252187140197341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405095482350334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826491937165564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064639121722983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306498023272631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13946291720503626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995859063714273,0.0,0.10488533900542706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5316858231709893,0.0,0.0,0.16763569041013301,0.0,0.0,0.12420207476070085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06872377194334046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500983652225604,0.0,0.1365059775325287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256287327057023,0.0,0.0,0.12597391671752114,0.5040807411046878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508304362487402,0.0,0.0801097218520328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17702093977281608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18804287698503064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927509947477947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490020075459549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052758717700641
anxiety,Never_Stop_Believing,2019/01/14,"Xanax, Adderall, Valium, or Klonopin I'm going to my psychiatrist this week for my bi-monthly appointment. I'm already prescribed xanax and take about .5 to .75 mgs around 1-3 times a weeks. I've heard good things about Klonopin and that's much better than Xanax (As far as it being safer and the the effects lasting much longer). At my current dosage of Xanax it does cull my anxiety to abou 90%. I can get anxious if say I were to present something or a teacher is calling out random students to give inputs on the lecture or question at hand, not much a but a bit. It hasn't unfortunately helped me with socializing despite culling most of my anxiety. That's probably mostly my fault but I think it has to do a bit with the sedating effects of Xanax. I mostly feel like I don't really care about anything while I'm in class. Xanax also doesn't last very long either. I'm not sure how different the effects of Klonopin are. And the reason why I added Adderall to this list is because I've heard from some people when they use it they don't necessarily feel high but want to socialize a lot. I'm not sure if this means it makes you just talk more without the anti-anxiety effects. Should I try upping Xanax to 1 mg/half a bar?

I've also heard some good things about Valium/Diazepam on the internet.

My first choice is probably to try Klonopin but I'm worried that it won't be as strong as Xanax despite having a longer half life. I feel like I need something as strong but with better effects. ",4.207575757575757,5.586342063973063,4.772643097643098,84.8900757575758,71.12121212121212,7.6895622895622875,29.324915824915827,8.150884317080207,1.9328734006734007,1191,47,237,17,22,380,155,297,0.093,0.818,0.09,-0.2276,2,0,2,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,2,10,10,12,0,0,16,0,17,11,1,9,2,52,40,24,0,5,16,0,4,2,0,2,9,4,0,0,15,9,1,0,12,1,0,1,9,1,0,2,4,8,20,11,38,32,13,22,0,0,0,0,14,10,0,13,13,142,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375126275292715,0.17935951080204687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573645057343119,0.12668831192556906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228314471133042,0.09982997572432796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836059924105592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983606145730698,0.2448595980432027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450931403434997,0.0,0.11433603699162485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716431081832696,0.0,0.0,0.09813604320147366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701067877649419,0.16022824589668366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538775615084824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0585894610096528,0.1075766311802966,0.06373276815204547,0.18811843937942346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516628339880436,0.11848396667312185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18282106558724026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920906840395461,0.10957363607216446,0.0,0.0,0.09924196239554048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533894649063553,0.0,0.0,0.07485552100719177,0.0,0.0,0.12215529359307435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951051332447317,0.0,0.24731137434677705,0.08315172232548967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774500281268375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418156507055095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256244786947779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07184090739862288,0.11530044560625995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917965886761747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22862888156586644,0.0,0.172664469813986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21138463507499475,0.0,0.08431667592982299,0.09013532943301436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490040553409816,0.0718559361160403,0.0,0.0,0.06539078427518495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227383941742187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685450783138254,0.0,0.09252872784709712,0.06614413799560515,0.0,0.17990677224586102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011905302174671,0.0,0.0,0.10810069155027677,0.0,0.0,0.11388543943270613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Decahedro,2019/01/14,"Having a MAJOR anxiety attack due to the IPCC report and need help [Warning: really bleak stuff, probably NSFL]  

The IPCC report about global warming is worst than horrible: basically we're 12 years away from doomsday.

I  wont go into details since there's a bunch of articles about it and it  came out last october, its just that me being me I try not to read news  because of my generalized anxiety disorder and major depressive disorder  so I missed it when it first came out.

This  is not the first time it happened: last decade I was OBSESSED with peak  oil, they were saying the world was going to collapse because we were  going to run out of oil in 2007. It didn't happen but I was freaking out  about it, must have wasted 2 or 3 years of my life reading everything I  could about survival thinking I would have to live through something  like The Road or worse. Nothing happened, it was all bullshit, now oil  reserves will last longer than I might live. I'm never getting that time  of my life back and I pretty sure that was a trigger for the  development of my anxiety issues.

And  now this, 12 years? what the fuck I'm supposed to do? I'm not even that  young anymore and frankly while back then I had the drive to prepare now  with my crippling depression a part of me just tells me to ""let go"".

So  what, what if they are wrong again? what if the world doesn't go to  shit until long after I'm dead from old age? what if I end up wasting  was left of my youth on yet another alarmist bullshit? I'm going to be  in my mid 40's when this ""event"" supposedly happens, what if nothing  happens?

And what if something happens?  why I can't learn to live my life like everybody else? why I have to  obsess about stuff when I have ZERO chances of doing anything about it?  I'm a walking failure living in the third world, if this is real then  the fuck can I do about it?

Sorry for  the rant I'm having a panic attack despite taking my meds, I'm lonely as  fuck and I needed to talk to someone so I came here.

Pathetic, I know.

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edit: accidentally deleted it, shaky hands",3.298031065727024,5.100883909535458,4.363573277721848,85.203631166403,74.20782396088019,6.8655544369336985,27.188335970084854,7.618777277803332,1.5694961311664026,1625,62,316,21,34,529,210,409,0.247,0.703,0.05,-0.9982,0,2,2,0,0,0,46.0,1,0,2,3,25,21,6,4,18,0,35,8,2,1,4,50,68,28,1,11,14,0,2,2,0,5,3,1,0,0,29,19,0,0,3,2,0,12,8,17,0,4,13,6,34,4,53,46,6,64,0,4,0,3,7,18,4,10,36,219,63,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262066876324145,0.09265638628667508,0.0,0.07995847571146572,0.17500122704036405,0.0,0.07562301261848885,0.0,0.0,0.06275015862637359,0.0,0.0,0.17349879920390066,0.07164270229919137,0.11726851667104972,0.0,0.0929668892318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26164117518788416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06088223953740182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13135410868502345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17478630518542618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370004034390951,0.0,0.06753799504161848,0.0,0.0,0.050364737929119614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853175662684931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972242868842473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21148548147428886,0.0398393225944981,0.0,0.2600198329011466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4045844727308916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051111134339690695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958887486577366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04190694632548272,0.18647041507516127,0.0,0.0,0.08284968432884958,0.07797440157761486,0.16158037166624112,0.07450724686837262,0.0,0.2693330589028308,0.06748197519918464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470048259062714,0.0,0.0,0.08089294593308287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308205376620666,0.058811423833900235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14633463874309588,0.0,0.08001525334989146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946708865258035,0.0,0.08257514300389981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07757725446260719,0.08221420329560694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254833217644884,0.08679321207264798,0.0488499644136283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060639868284655514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827315357335711,0.06307770865987515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460936919464674,0.11740738684034074,0.0,0.08535958476190736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17458409853683024,0.0,0.0,0.07186805035538317,0.0,0.057333165292484015,0.06128969962450415,0.06664894692948305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0488601835539149,0.0,0.0,0.08892809404807886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05177114199987262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376139021377172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770886240642888,0.05416832045952877,0.08337126544982115,0.09265638628667508,0.14731432129466168
anxiety,phoenixlemon,2019/01/14,"Up for a promotion, but scared shitless that I'm gonna get it. I know, it sounds insane. Long story short, there's a lot of pressure from my team to move up to a position with more liability and I'm scared I'm gonna fuck it all up. Everyone I've talked to says I should go for it, and everyone at work seems to think I'm fit for this. Not saying I'm not, but I'm not sure I am either. I would also be on call 24/7 unless I'm taking paid time off.

I feel like I'd be an idiot not to take it... And it's not the first time I've been nervous about these kinds of decisions, but going for it has (usually) paid off.",1.5113043478260837,2.080769695652176,3.9862028985507263,91.06278260869568,76.68115942028986,7.548985507246377,21.046376811594204,7.908726449838941,0.5339542028985509,470,10,119,7,10,166,82,138,0.217,0.737,0.046,-0.9763,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,4,3,9,2,4,5,0,7,1,0,0,2,24,28,8,0,2,10,0,1,1,0,4,0,3,0,0,10,4,0,0,5,1,2,3,5,6,0,1,3,4,6,3,22,19,4,17,0,0,0,1,5,9,1,2,6,68,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14931128131002988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906509704887784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35681728734122936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440578246874112,0.13338509114967628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588147517629079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17260964857238675,0.09754785185905472,0.0,0.2122222843196644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19442890220159254,0.1026104945014326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121668500640824,0.0,0.0,0.16523176829305722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15873348667834025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984423335169719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969573026325042,0.3738569655880104,0.0,0.0,0.1699730451102626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17597121318609416,0.0,0.2807641671765924,0.15006978407516305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963571759580413,0.0,0.0,0.21774327421691864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056338078248248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592652268523134,0.0,0.0,0.1326328600870751,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sunsetsands36,2019/01/14,"Constantly think everyone’s talking about me..... I constantly feel like everyone is mad at me, whether it’s my friends family or coworkers. I always think they’re talking poorly about me and then my mind just goes crazy. This is most prominent at work, I’m a year in and constantly think people are talking about me or I’m not good enough. I thought this at my last job too, then when I quit I realized this was ALL in my head.",3.3151932773109247,5.074476317647061,4.2774789915966425,86.02294117647061,74.05882352941177,9.092436974789916,28.61344537815126,9.606745405546679,2.647403361344537,337,14,70,9,7,109,53,85,0.095,0.8079999999999999,0.097,0.0482,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,6,4,1,0,1,0,4,1,1,0,1,16,11,8,0,0,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,6,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,13,3,8,9,3,13,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,3,9,44,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958535153606952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5438497143333737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17333545197074995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205936155817326,0.0,0.0,0.15814420430526718,0.0,0.08482181835694683,0.11984399342030587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960686748876304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14070468590015606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17216472262322854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16647065786071746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674247295609954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195647432188026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693844286501805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629998884906695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17842777609137378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4045046277722818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224713203433587,0.0,0.13317849588666364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212742181248985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802852874844444
anxiety,italkaboutfightclub,2019/01/14,"Help dealing with anxiety attacks It's almost 2am where I am, and the middle of exam season at university and I can feel myself spiralling out of control. Not being able to get to sleep, the rapid heart rate, feeling sick, struggling to breath normally.

I've been working on methods to reduce my everyday anxiety, doing mindfulness, being on a CBT course, actually talking to people about my anxiety for the first time. And it's not perfect but it's working to help me get through work and go out and meet people and not feel incredibly anxious.

But I still don't have a system for dealing with the full blown anxiety attacks. My current system is just to try to remember to breath until I can go to sleep and hope its better when I wake up. I was just wondering if anyone had techniques that worked for them for managing to work through an anxiety attack",5.801544896820973,6.9483843803681005,6.622219743446737,73.97736754043505,67.15950920245399,9.362855549358617,34.45008365867262,9.573946990214177,3.4837042944785286,686,32,116,14,11,227,100,163,0.14,0.763,0.097,-0.521,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,9,6,7,3,1,7,0,12,7,6,1,1,30,21,12,0,3,8,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,11,0,1,5,0,0,2,4,4,0,1,3,3,12,3,29,16,1,21,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,4,8,85,17,7,0.1164987313450742,0.0,0.11368595664876145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665665123521465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4456060530396587,0.13161040637442556,0.0,0.08145862168689869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39760237562382666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303366070573387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306632332916942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402101531492886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17671577688986248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909376136871564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173155763997022,0.0,0.13241782747544611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380515575634348,0.15617328786548115,0.0,0.0,0.11570952657895613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176305086033353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414402169544115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615311035128422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319703525435435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331657306711884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930360373397224,0.0,0.0,0.12178976858828977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363726736165884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793134710529321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909499140573892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633790464056838,0.424062319562039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Indisurtes,2019/01/14,"What are some clear, liquid anxiety meds? I know this question is kinda strange, but I'll explain. 

I've been trying to handle things off meds for awhile, since I feel terrible because I can't handle these things myself. I wanted to cope on my own, and conquer it. Turns out that was a terrible move, and didn't go as I thought out in my head. My anxiety has been terribly bad, I'm nervous all the time, my back hurts from the uncomfortable slouch I stay in all day out of fear- and I find myself having panic attacks far too often.

One time, I was in a short stay institution to sort out some depressional and anxiety issues I was having. I ran off to the panic room (It's a empty room you can sit in and try to calm yourself down) and eventually, I was confronted by one of the staff. They tried to calm me, but it didn't work out. She told me to come out and she'd give me something that would make me feel better, and desperate for it to go away, I did. She handed me this small medicine cup filled with a clear liquid, and told me to take it. I did so with no questions. Very soon I felt so much better- best hours of my life. It wasn't high- my mind was just clear. I forgot what made me so distressed. 

I still to this day have no clue what this med was, and my therapist said there was no way that it was a placebo. I've tried all kinds of meds, and nothing has worked that well. I want to know what it is to push for getting a prescription. I think this could be my way to conquering anxiety. Thinking maybe it's Valium, but I'm not sure. ",2.6826332288401247,4.017437539184954,3.84972288401254,90.18892915360502,74.86206896551724,7.235661442006268,23.41830721003135,7.839951260653429,0.9248356363636364,1201,34,268,17,25,391,164,319,0.218,0.6920000000000001,0.09,-0.9927,0,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,1,1,7,12,20,2,5,10,0,29,3,2,2,7,57,56,18,0,4,5,0,4,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,25,20,0,1,12,0,0,7,8,12,1,2,23,5,40,8,40,29,8,41,0,1,0,0,12,21,0,7,8,182,65,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930460899503749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894883191174994,0.08997628532662097,0.0736389414218332,0.07996147713135889,0.05837869792038272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050159876987123,0.16939632662710755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249482405594291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646218777544325,0.0,0.0,0.12352363471761785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776454337087912,0.09684538449912714,0.0,0.0919513754392035,0.0,0.08752933841517467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05003432508745999,0.09186846991819836,0.10885323010286067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828461050827383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118313437288752,0.0,0.0,0.09431124232889486,0.0,0.10252059564055904,0.0,0.0,0.09995590735594588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997266337879838,0.10526211990168276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764309160900757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906170875779662,0.06392524198247815,0.0,0.096210862349542,0.0,0.4255023634954528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669740898361803,0.0,0.0,0.10178520630724368,0.07039979254889367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189105649400812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297884478013067,0.0,0.0,0.22472397153108284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21456200134429115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109638424485073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792194840505682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372614515350782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20414984211080134,0.07647968082150429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902593006282638,0.0,0.07200489475524836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111929131867135,0.12724673031302106,0.12272730300425146,0.0,0.07602833145407954,0.1116850608203934,0.0,0.0,0.18301901898826392,0.0,0.26007813188353873,0.104167037919546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901783647178502,0.11297176133969468,0.15203083547926868,0.0,0.0,0.08610606895969777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943908952228926,0.0,0.0,0.06803015660934124,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ColoredUndies,2019/01/14,"When it comes to girls, Is there really anything to talk about anymore? I’ve heard the answers: “what are her hobbies, stuff she doesn’t like.” Or “you just gotta find something to talk about”

Here’s my issue: I’ve got no conversation starters for girls in my head. I see conversations these days really just being the same old story. Like... do some of you guys walk up to girls with a “hey, what’s up” and it works? Give me some advice, I work tomorrow and the girl I like might be there. ",2.1815873015872995,4.1614221020408175,2.9852380952380955,93.05420634920635,77.9795918367347,6.396371882086169,20.072562358276645,7.3871296695380915,0.3211324263038557,378,9,84,5,9,119,70,98,0.024,0.918,0.058,0.4871,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,2,8,3,0,0,4,0,7,1,1,0,0,13,13,4,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,0,5,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,2,10,3,12,7,3,10,0,0,1,0,16,3,0,4,8,52,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20577903746337806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088415142526452,0.0,0.0,0.17329167000048326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18139840286503453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13580846016875414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192468829093793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020101734566355,0.0,0.0,0.16842227157020714,0.0,0.0,0.20851004178004892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21611866655200765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219793692013914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30864030114655194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233950319626921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209711844885544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269809418749227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780719677039518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16211689803923618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24106688057247905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385168941164832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066135169782893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,InkDeva,2019/01/14,"How to cope with an anxiety attack I started to get anxiety attacks when I left the military, they are few and far in between (3 in the last year, 2 recently within a week) but significant enough where they leave me confused to why they occurred in the first place. I do not have PTSD, nor do I think the military has much to do with it. 

They all occurred in some type of social setting, the most recent one was when I answered a question in class (and got it right) but the teacher continued to talk to me and I just started feeling extremely anxious and became extremely red (fair skinned). Knowing that I'm pale made me recognize that others probably saw me get red and that only made things worse.

I'm a pretty confident dude who workouts regularly so this is a huge mystery to me as to why this happens, I'm afraid to talk to approach girls for fear that rejection with induce another anxiety attack and turn me into a tomato, lol. I know I need to be more social/active so im actively working towards that.

The only other pertinent info I can add is that my mother was recently diagnosed with cancer and I've dealt with on/off again bouts of depression since I left the military in December of 17 (miss my friends, camaraderie, etc). 

Thanks for taking the time to read this, does anyone have any similar experiences or ideas of how to deal with this situation, im honestly clueless.",5.924093321539142,6.689767026315793,6.837164971251661,73.91263379035827,66.70676691729324,10.46934984520124,34.81999115435648,10.46071229359064,3.8552859796550214,1103,51,196,28,17,368,160,266,0.159,0.7240000000000001,0.117,-0.894,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,4,2,9,12,3,3,15,1,13,3,1,5,1,38,34,18,0,1,5,1,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,16,15,0,0,9,2,0,1,2,9,0,2,6,5,22,3,36,27,8,32,0,3,3,0,13,16,0,5,14,133,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715440742441079,0.11031826016670898,0.24144821074126366,0.1188534765078977,0.0,0.07356287884626475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35906297923166075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846335248393876,0.09061426325941496,0.106782452412527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206697703950004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870650871425153,0.11733313394045194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029122115178644,0.0,0.11838663869179206,0.05319560212029836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948865339271897,0.0,0.0,0.08128233382096338,0.0,0.10993217956542566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841433036055129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303382104480902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187654100110386,0.22728229496300295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156375572793461,0.08575739503375768,0.0,0.11139856537663603,0.22861448893801564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990979977426252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733893304571983,0.07800933745024663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129069356022484,0.1600286722164775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991847197073226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703290257442558,0.11343047485412365,0.0,0.12298084855893428,0.0,0.11785543433666375,0.0,0.10523503885796208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116363824367382,0.0,0.0,0.08984583463138124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702796061008626,0.11825659093865618,0.0,0.21448969515183294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14893150131150742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791022463677383,0.1691221091586152,0.0,0.0968600732956103,0.0,0.0,0.06989456928534765,0.0674121210182226,0.0,0.0,0.06134679612156961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443453566479755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439036326136247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18986512841199368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659163484772179,0.0,0.10721448131585776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774958075952185
anxiety,tyman54,2019/01/14,"Feeling Anxious and Homesick for the last week For context i'm a 22 year old male in my third year of university and it's my first year on my own.
I've been living on my own with two roommates since late August. At the start everything was fine and my first semester of school was going well. I went back home for Christmas holidays and went back to my place in January. One night my roommate screamed at me for something stupid but we have since then resolved that issue. However, since then I've been feeling super anxious and stressed about everything including school, my future, and my parents. 
I feel like I've been missing my parents much more lately and i've been more stressed than usual about school and i don't know if it stems from the fight with my roommate or the fact that i've decided to take on extra courses this semester. I've always been the type of person to worry about everything and my family has been telling me ever since I was little that I need to relax and not stress so much.
This last weekend i was able to spend some time with my dad and it was super nice. Now ever since he left to go back home i can't shake this feeling of really missing him and wanting him back. 
I believe i will be able to ease stress off school by being productive and working hard but i can't shake this anxiety off of really wanting to see my parents. I call them at least once a day but it doesn't feel like enough at times. 
It's weird because for the first few months of being on my own i felt perfectly fine but ever since the new year started and the fight with the roommate happened it's been different. I'll be able to see them again for the summer in April which is nice and brings me some ease when i think about that but i'm hoping i won't feel this way every time i move out for school.

Please share some advice on how i can deal with this.",4.600185676392575,5.319878970822284,4.8768763925729415,86.95691671087532,69.63660477453581,7.941814323607428,27.54684350132625,7.976525956113202,1.5243600848806365,1480,47,307,18,25,466,176,377,0.08900000000000001,0.735,0.177,0.9893,5,0,1,0,2,0,18.0,1,0,2,8,17,28,3,6,12,0,26,0,0,1,5,54,54,27,0,5,8,4,8,2,0,2,0,1,3,2,17,22,0,0,11,3,1,8,6,14,1,6,15,11,39,14,49,33,14,67,0,3,2,0,18,18,0,6,42,201,56,7,0.20642794647271573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723966672862224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0572548626877696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0526389380111638,0.15546988142351134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116404650677588,0.0,0.04194552005827985,0.0,0.0,0.07752453542571873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026200445889337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0443763160389918,0.07093938286421919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07189108937174317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109841679155915,0.0,0.0,0.1867258958075422,0.05797481602252996,0.0,0.1855241277388498,0.0,0.06486729877257158,0.0,0.2087523444048064,0.09831477747090807,0.06606773361289532,0.0,0.0,0.17558750581592664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782118394095584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060847850442353364,0.0,0.06163963115290001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804270761206672,0.06834317616808383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181904815109832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03781580027473957,0.11217755196417484,0.15523980999312414,0.0,0.07476152261420843,0.0,0.0,0.0672335117121574,0.06896501097767634,0.06075988622356866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054922939145678286,0.07313341278387755,0.1011655283742581,0.0510212355568355,0.0,0.06645646567910066,0.0,0.06457288131734919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220380163496265,0.07327967530469454,0.04662697297571918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292138054575117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060081640187633865,0.07189108937174317,0.07553196535937944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816201893339096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481935041541271,0.10966423134828557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415186609795396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05297277278389563,0.0,0.0,0.09740717532813184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152833536496901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051736041824188735,0.0,0.0601423746323997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04409023096818729,0.0,0.0,0.12036979563781194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06721670285002439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578373970636293,0.0,0.08117103412885271,0.05461763182667866,0.05519468237287637,0.0,0.06186783829290575,0.12757384966220345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050094001192371236,0.06987919996467258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17724377269646902
anxiety,Faketanandeggstands,2019/01/14,"Does anyone else here lie a lot because of anxiety? As the title says. Does anyone lie to just avoid being asked questions. I have being asked personal question ( I swear I feel like my head spins) so when people ask me questions I usually tell a white ie so they don't talk about it.

For example right now I don't like talking about my job so when people ask me about it I tell a lie and change the subject quickly to something not about my personal life ",2.890467032967031,4.859065450549451,3.8880082417582433,87.44761675824181,75.8131868131868,6.747802197802199,25.660714285714285,7.6454224807358475,1.3916252747252749,360,13,71,5,8,116,58,91,0.06,0.8809999999999999,0.059,0.2263,1,1,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,13,3,0,1,5,0,5,2,1,0,0,9,10,7,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,12,2,9,8,1,6,0,0,1,0,15,1,0,4,7,45,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519942085463692,0.0,0.0,0.1923088738724121,0.1409014695715728,0.0,0.0,0.5142358666797628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382852284447215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547377320002502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24068248759411465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487703485160115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06953225933489221,0.09824151134278716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14113116617450702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646348520036805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713167049305846,0.13436681592326888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169112492076905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19067266281107995,0.2401474646162232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4621484275593704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743797653838835,0.0,0.10935830220394703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058665928394722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22106042388029706,0.2403902213532204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514545283116678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gayslp23,2019/01/14,"Anyone else feel terribly anxious when good things happen? My anxiety always gets worse when good things happen. First I feel happy, and then this impending sense of doom kicks in and I feel like it’s only a matter of time before I lose everything. It’s like I’m waiting for the other shoe to drop. 

This may have to do with the fact that my best friend, my best friend’s mom, and my aunt all died within a week of each other when I was a kid. 

I just can’t shake the feeling that I’m not allowed to have good things or that if I do, terrible things will happen. 

Anyone have any advice on how to get over this? I’m finally in a good place in my life. I came out a few years back, I have an amazing girlfriend who I’m about to move in with, and I have a great job/family. I just can’t let myself feel all the good because I think it will lead to something terrible. 

I feel so guilty and anxious and I hate it. Any tips??? 

Tl;dr I always feel anxious when good things happen to me ",2.0838507890961253,3.5727708829268323,3.44562410329986,91.83724533715929,76.75609756097559,6.384505021520805,20.35150645624104,7.048011613610866,0.27616212338593904,761,17,169,8,17,249,107,205,0.172,0.617,0.211,0.8994,2,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,5,10,22,1,1,11,0,14,2,1,3,3,33,35,15,1,1,5,2,7,2,3,3,1,0,0,1,18,11,0,1,8,0,0,4,3,7,0,1,2,7,21,15,22,29,6,25,1,2,0,0,7,9,0,3,13,112,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131959974082192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555180564759463,0.0,0.0,0.12710027590651538,0.0,0.07149004425263178,0.31672035349272354,0.0,0.1306867451514733,0.0957519748027072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185833712171774,0.0,0.0569670893537045,0.0,0.0795202350652076,0.0,0.1961429001078988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688347452659956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698777069157936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806663039048563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839880679151012,0.0,0.0880976371296914,0.0,0.3307627532088705,0.06676167925910886,0.0,0.1023714108181373,0.0,0.07948968979533501,0.0,0.0,0.14440059731181373,0.0,0.09764897024243002,0.0,0.0,0.470295465407693,0.0,0.10303046820568136,0.0,0.0,0.33055496065508,0.09948072385570314,0.0,0.0922638831467331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273606752382288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556036000942608,0.0660074681539915,0.0913112404840422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045481820059338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944911813406637,0.0,0.09932401970489144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107397994370827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763679425800398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194343224975673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104246974467757,0.059879866162117074,0.0,0.0,0.05449224688007192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496105420117016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523493245523217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06017962003187945
anxiety,noidear7272,2019/01/14,"My house is causing extreme anxiety? Please help. I've been serioisly losing my mind the last month. I can barely manage it. I went away for 2 days and I was so much better, 2 hours back home and I'm back in this state. Please help.",-0.7675000000000018,1.3174239166666697,1.2541666666666664,96.7575,101.5,4.066666666666666,14.333333333333336,5.985473137389443,-0.7097166666666661,180,4,40,2,8,59,38,48,0.084,0.66,0.256,0.835,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,5,1,3,3,1,10,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,6,21,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167003289921382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20510542443334112,0.3357272703650581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930736823829632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242601251629184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078913924005987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926514652736681,0.0,0.2189784519967071,0.0,0.2149871748592904,0.2518955081656046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17794831109026962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24422827727719054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22042656061198135,0.0,0.17424955510186865,0.0,0.16047983397340665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4792682825998122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20237160366918205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,izzymariexx,2019/01/14,"Overwhelming anxiety before work or school Sometimes other occasions that I have to leave the house for, as well. My first day of a writing tutoring class is tomorrow and I've felt this lingering anxiety for the past couple days already. It usually comes to a head the morning of, exploding when my alarm goes off. I immediately burst into tears and cancel whatever is happening if I can. I wish I knew how to calm myself in the moment. My body is just saying ""abort! Abort!"" And I hide away in bed. As a result, I've missed out on several opportunities, job or otherwise.",3.3741036533559914,6.050713971962619,5.186813933729823,75.20107051826679,77.50467289719626,9.498385726423107,27.48428207306712,9.800150414767053,3.3528018691588777,453,19,79,15,11,154,79,107,0.141,0.77,0.08900000000000001,-0.3987,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,4,6,0,2,7,0,5,2,2,2,0,16,11,10,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,2,2,10,3,16,9,0,16,0,2,0,0,2,7,0,3,8,53,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21791843456160215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021354769974668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855341450911178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16803657350857434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193500680729415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010711878247686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21850219262920428,0.0,0.2547099147590628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18960684773921765,0.0,0.0,0.1679720273904438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17462637937121722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026661927648052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278594917170852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959633420925464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20909737900048567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18851211248143146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570399462829661,0.0,0.1998551156991716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230903992243824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19530770032418635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21749067524859436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17755362797654534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22708636002092905,0.0,0.0,0.14376406056823227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Chunt1907,2019/01/14,"Having trouble sleeping... I've been pretty bad recently. Lost my job a couple weeks ago and my final pay hasn't been enough to cover my bills.  Feels like constant noise in my head 24/7 and I'm starting to lose control over my alcohol consumption (I'm fully aware that this isn't helping my situation but it's the only way I can get to sleep). Only getting 2-3 hrs a night... Then this leads to me getting migraines the next day because I'm constantly on edge.

Has anyone else experienced this? What can you recommend to help combat this? Thanks",2.2265723270440283,4.86832923584906,3.6625471698113214,84.53709119496857,82.11320754716981,6.174842767295598,24.87106918238993,7.492282038375204,1.5227823899371065,433,17,79,7,12,142,79,106,0.12,0.746,0.134,0.6722,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,4,0,6,0,0,4,0,8,5,3,2,0,6,18,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,2,1,1,1,0,2,1,2,4,0,0,3,2,9,2,8,15,1,16,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,12,41,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14187729315099964,0.17104794041796026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191275195895824,0.16399317303764047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13363753727037847,0.09756679965172536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34592078262218906,0.1795130056795538,0.0,0.17709555742451094,0.0,0.10322091918856313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13370371162026906,0.0,0.0,0.16537749387821968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092758628761397,0.11434186753412992,0.0,0.17533019577922604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508631990135436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16426051357614366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21456025237799475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15882786751500624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819379230472939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17905832373480288,0.1747167140769793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17021814010576666,0.1501988618968338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434549786654176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628314017222186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158032990352446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799062344594717,0.3203370992727073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132863097975148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735526297321574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704259082927646,0.12838483131053796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Libergos,2019/01/14,"I physically can't make myself get better. I'm very self aware of my problems but it makes me feel sick to try to get better. And I get a panic attack, help ",1.1372549019607874,2.6868425294117664,3.753529411764706,88.33754901960786,79.58823529411767,5.7098039215686285,17.215686274509807,6.42735559955562,-0.2447725490196073,122,2,27,1,3,43,28,34,0.322,0.476,0.202,-0.7615,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,0,5,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,6,8,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,5,2,3,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,13,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052593484979455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4746247517919393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356735930917689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4205674868851503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17985313605760309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582191268640902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148225269501531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567515643760148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799223421293415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18217561332286653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22139689667010454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Avoidthehive,2019/01/14,"Parents Death So, I have never gotten diagnosed with anxiety, but I feel like i have it. 

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Basically, my dads really old for my age. im 23. and he is in his 70's. he isn't able to retire and unless I make a ton of money he probably will never be able to retire, which i hate. he is the best guy i know. he has tourrettes and that obviously effected in me socially when he was younger, acting out, been to jail, he finally decided to buckle down and go to college wants to be a doctor, gets in to med school, but cant finish because doctors cant have tourrettes. gets a phd in psychology. was made fun of his whole life. now hes in debt, especially since he couldnt finish med school. he has his own business now and is successful. at this point in his life im pretty sure he knows he is nearing the end and will just buy stuff because you know its near the end and this debt will never go away so why not anyway. he sleeps walk a lot from stress and anxiety, typical of people with tourrettes, and im sure that anxiety gene has gone to me as well. and also I'm poor. I decided to move to new york to pursue acting cuz i think im really good and also i think i saw it as some way of making a lot of money so i can give it all to my dad. cuz personally i couldnt care less about money other than i just want to get my dad into retirement and comfortable before he dies. i also want to marry have my own kids before he dies. which i havent had a serious girlfriend like ever. but im also still really young at 23 but i feel this immense pressure to start succeeding because you know they say ""its not race"" ""things happen in their own time"" well i want my shit accomplished so he can see it and be part of it and if hes not well whats the fucking point anymore. but i find this pressure just debilitating and not motivating. I just hide in my room all day playing video games which adds more stress onto I need to succceed. I left college to pursue this. I dont live near my parents anymore which every night i lay awake thinking is tomorrow the day im gonna get the call that my dads died. on top of that Ive had a major death happen in my family every year since like 2011. 2018- my grandmother- cancer, 2017- my cousin- car accident. and every year it seems death just wanst to get closer and closer to my heart until eventually it lands on a parent. also on top of this. if my dad dies. my mom is screwed. she doesnt have a degree and she is very healthy and exercises daily and all that. but she's already trying to find jobs that she can do at home and all that. and they dont pay well. because its prep for when my dad passes. but the thing is my dad isnt in any deadly situation right now. but its like ominous. he constantly has this severe neck pain that it makes it hard for him to drive and the neck pain could probably go away BUT he has Tourrettes so he cant sit still so he is constantly aggravating it, so thats a hell I cant even imagine. AND HE IS STILL WORKING. part of me wants to go home because when im home at least im there. the other part of me is like I need to follow my dreams here i was sort of raised to do that. but if I go home what am i gonna do... ill work some telemarketing job or something and idly sit by as my dad dies. maybe ill go back to school to find some job that probably wont let me get my dad to retirement. Oh yeah... also im $4500 in credit card debt myself, but i also have school loans for a school i never finished and I just had to go to the best school... but those are my loans but my dad graciously said he'd pay on them until im established, which our original agreement was i pay him and he pays the loan, but i just dont have the money to pay those fucking things. I work at some catering job and i suck with food. I like people but I dont enjoy the stress of interacting with people while im working... idk. anyways thats my rant. maybe someone read it. who knows. also i saw a counselor, ridiculously expensive. I can't pay for that. and he honestly rubbed me the wrong way in the sense that I felt like he was pretending and not actually engaged in anything i was saying. I'd love counseling but its way to expensive. 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anxiety,yayaxuxu,2019/01/14,"Feeling like I don’t have options I’ve been living with anxiety since I was 14.

I’m 32 now and I have had a rough couple years. 

On the one hand, after years of experimenting with different pills, I found a medication that is super helpful, and talk therapy has been a weekly lifeline. 

On the other hand, I often stop my meds suddenly for a few days because the side effects become unbearable. 

My job was causing me stress, so I found a new better job that should make me happy. But then comes the problem. I have three weeks off between jobs and not having anything to do has driven me insane.

I’m one week in and I feel suicidal. I don’t like who I am, being free to think my thoughts all day and only having negative thoughts when my mind isn’t occupied by work. 

During this time off I can’t stop sleeping allllll day until my boyfriend leaves work at 6 every day, and then I just pretend I feel ok with him until we go to sleep. 

During the day I keep failing at every task I want to do. Doing the laundry: a broken drain flooded my kitchen. Taking a train to therapy: took wrong train 3 times and was 40 minutes late to my session.  Having a conversation with anyone: forgot that I told that story already 30 minutes ago.  I forgot the names of the people I was talking to.  It’s like my brain doesn’t work anymore. 

I’m at the end of my rope and all I want to do is take all the pills I have at once and never wake up. ",3.2213228840125367,4.5008310068965525,4.809529780564263,84.05890282131664,73.41379310344827,7.065830721003136,26.285266457680247,7.520522993642371,1.370137931034483,1112,38,224,13,22,375,164,290,0.113,0.7609999999999999,0.126,0.3947,4,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,0,8,5,12,0,1,18,1,30,10,6,3,4,46,54,16,1,4,3,0,6,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,8,15,1,5,9,1,1,4,8,4,0,3,16,6,34,9,31,36,4,42,0,1,0,0,9,11,0,2,30,148,42,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715171010593492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849478338081857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521190943401812,0.0,0.09750362221536044,0.06874523399247562,0.0,0.08090616267202254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05993287051340315,0.10858293081674064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695301943043084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975381099297928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009982032770448,0.0,0.08469102231285923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878541829299897,0.0,0.3170302811040911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027198934331408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707930199690113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656719066488622,0.0,0.0,0.09617247411243696,0.0,0.0,0.1491354405571729,0.07023737957630673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155980958656457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055875574285827234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465982041674664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06589952662686346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926920853715371,0.0873882876806661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090537699754492,0.10410305528209747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14409753458798868,0.0,0.08681533542525313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562707608687804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920754899886258,0.09904360412399102,0.0,0.0,0.09927171208067212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758278023169641,0.0949547590968001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470394180828736,0.13324370897788435,0.07477418427314261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06816033268237287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407568265958392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132848537006533,0.0,0.1967751526121809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16439411512797106,0.11262130248393723,0.0,0.0,0.10754237371289443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784365487503595,0.15804627482982675,0.0,0.0,0.2248671397775595,0.0,0.0,0.06299729029109506,0.0,0.15610475418967934,0.11465836900917148,0.0,0.0,0.09394569900713697,0.1092333304196223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159793243980358,0.0,0.2365908740971041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21472690881809764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749373885758763,0.0,0.1266252994785275
anxiety,Greewt,2019/01/14,"Anxiety affects me everyday. I'm not sure how to word this, but I'll give it a try anyways. I'm 15, in high school. I get severe anxiety attacks every day. It happens when I have to either speak out in the classroom or get up from my seat. I can't even answer my name on the register without experiencing anxiety. The most common symptom is trembling, feeling sick. I'm looking for advice on how I can cope with this. Any help would me much appreciated. Thank you.",1.8564130434782624,4.310857032608698,4.158869565217394,81.63178260869569,81.93478260869566,6.723478260869566,27.67826086956521,7.908726449838941,2.079653043478261,365,17,69,7,10,126,70,92,0.209,0.667,0.124,-0.7834,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,5,4,1,1,4,0,5,2,0,3,1,17,15,5,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,4,9,2,12,14,3,11,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,2,4,45,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20640866958134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14364166579651366,0.0,0.4847644415123461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24030131080093084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13622399991209858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139513502088154,0.0,0.17796793509893352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680276434267373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207148749111066,0.20262827379829929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18678741980355815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415810672431906,0.22317301979379295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17737755831684526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15527621666761776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137730939071559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386264904770536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990790343719867,0.21954582592197847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19446952699230305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340933010850276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20361537896203324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500496657041647,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PsychologicalBlue,2019/01/14,"Need some advice Hey it’s my first time posting here so I hope I’m doing it right
I am 17 and this year going to a formal (will be 18 then) which I am quite terrified of. It’s just not my thing I can’t relate or get on with a lot of my peers because I don’t majorly drink or smoke like they do
I don’t like to diagnose myself but I feel like I am ‘depressed’ but I’m too afraid to talk about it to my parents because I feel like they wouldn’t believe me
So I have a lot of problems rolled into one with anxiety depression and feeling alone.
I don’t know where to start I just don’t do parties last time I was at a major party I felt alone and isolated and really really down.
I also really don’t like taking photos because of my Acne - I wash every single day and have changed products multiple times so maybe a visit to the doctor for multiple reasons would help 
I’m just looking for advice or the push of encouragement from someone to help me improve to when it happens later on this year

Once again I’m sorry if this is a lot or doesn’t belong here because I go off topic a little. Thank you for even taking the time to read this ",3.5517148760330564,3.9887421363636406,5.326931818181818,83.81039772727273,71.85123966942149,8.033471074380165,26.28202479338843,8.07648339933343,1.5066272727272718,895,27,189,12,16,308,131,242,0.092,0.738,0.17,0.9597,1,2,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,2,2,16,12,0,1,10,0,21,4,0,1,0,34,41,18,0,6,11,1,4,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,11,8,1,0,6,2,0,4,9,4,0,2,2,5,28,8,27,35,7,28,0,2,1,0,10,9,0,10,19,132,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21904810886117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23216380095155936,0.0,0.08963097022928185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574150040289805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27329364617607,0.0,0.0,0.12627667343951768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856661835312053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228283972464251,0.0,0.19307004676272732,0.11375964632468175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471944162319272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979650822350144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07402830718059085,0.0,0.09443290269836872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700142508393179,0.1601410828300699,0.10761513856885242,0.0,0.0,0.09533586586585524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05855758874478297,0.0,0.12739619592674578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991126757175847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15025078691254126,0.0,0.0,0.11132151765121708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061596673052272476,0.09136080609084997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27378507191452084,0.11233439996973772,0.0,0.0,0.0941196384399093,0.0,0.0,0.2858612482732885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260022195557527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310648835895935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936238737052725,0.0759488464857643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445245753765614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734241837290212,0.0,0.0,0.10724618273035504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921172039896515,0.11211112435587303,0.0,0.2154054793134642,0.1152377229548028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571638542188728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496569278721786,0.0,0.0,0.12546527235891086,0.07933136265848391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16854161647304686,0.09008629643212457,0.0,0.1031889363106511,0.0,0.0,0.07446149907851653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26142084854846104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07961898009035813,0.0,0.0,0.14435271286098533
anxiety,kd_pierce,2019/01/14,buspirone for anxiety ?? today i went to a new psychiatrist and she said i should try this bc it’s not sedating like the hydroxyzine i’ve been taking but i was wondering if anyone has had success w/ this ??,1.0965833333333317,3.721496825000002,3.5300000000000047,81.62833333333334,93.25,7.666666666666668,24.16666666666667,8.344100000000001,2.4756666666666667,163,7,30,5,6,56,36,40,0.069,0.787,0.14300000000000002,0.7274,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,9,3,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,1,4,2,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,20,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868847037011878,0.0,0.0,0.2622185267361396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18321291058571426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36219088351162254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35672421640922314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819638767457059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3554694477430822,0.0,0.0,0.2546099073261905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34764175953358994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40668671455201977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Galaxygirl181,2019/01/14,Is it my fault that I'm anxious? I blame myself a lot due to anxiety.,-1.828125,-0.02220756249999667,2.2800000000000007,92.965,93.375,5.7,20.5,7.1686216300943375,0.6363499999999997,53,2,13,1,2,20,15,16,0.494,0.506,0.0,-0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,9,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4758740728705162,0.7027505538391734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5288530285895707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_crunchwrap_,2019/01/14,How to make phone anxiety better? Hi everyone. I have anxiety about everything pretty much. Phone anxiety is something I HAVE to work on though. I have to call people because it’s apart of my job. I not only have to call them but I have to help them through the process of going through grief. I’m not so much worried about that as I am about feeling like I’m gonna vomit per-phone call. Has anyone gone through this? What helped you? I’m desperate. ,0.8983333333333334,3.4469709444444483,2.150555555555556,93.0025,89.55555555555556,5.666666666666668,23.055555555555557,7.1686216300943375,1.0342222222222222,355,14,73,6,12,113,58,90,0.12,0.7120000000000001,0.168,0.6685,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,2,2,6,3,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,2,0,6,16,5,1,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,1,10,2,15,14,2,4,0,1,0,0,11,2,0,0,1,46,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4193938106272971,0.0,0.0,0.12777819303498594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139847016071903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16162138167967507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5598032731222256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746188203222136,0.16423767448263404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240037941615888,0.13055167499692005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038570894647997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24497763539980702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813442843592152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927902595868144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198240822729113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686743442025481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13898432803549693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669102483192327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185915384236546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406845317473302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795441236881342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13303912049024286,0.185584442898876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,abbie1606,2019/01/14,"So I’m prone to panic attacks, but I’ve started having strange shaking/ irregular breathing fits. I can stop them but it’s a struggle, and it just feels better to go along with it. Does anyone else experience this? I think it may be my body’s strange way of dealing with stress although I could be wrong. I should add that it’s the breathing which I struggle to control, the shaking is more ‘optional’ although it feels better to just let it happen.",4.165665024630544,6.013859195402304,4.583579638752052,84.33724137931036,71.98850574712644,6.3507389162561605,31.968801313628894,6.868970318607317,1.923976683087028,358,17,66,3,7,113,59,87,0.274,0.648,0.078,-0.9468,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,3,3,10,1,6,3,0,9,3,3,1,0,18,16,6,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,0,2,7,2,8,10,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,46,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649001703180955,0.2000078685333081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22207084569216856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34528121918461385,0.0,0.21682579805442811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21893602626820527,0.15585318726978303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012450445121706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17082288596195475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16306650990906926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19094534802273752,0.0,0.0,0.19740033977165525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093799006880156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17261678740819253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19960762126464787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290278910270182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816522320355584,0.0,0.0,0.1631978994805804,0.2236036245925011,0.40813574412809817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507777958440794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549425340948837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21342311888982587,0.0,0.0
anxiety,valueyoghurt,2019/01/14,"Ran out of Melatonin and I'm feeling really disappointed. Dreading sleeping tonight. It isn't sold in my country so I need to buy it from an eBay seller in USA. Doctor won't prescribe it for me for some reason.  
I didn't even realise that I'd run out until just now when I went to take it. I found the empty foil from last night and went hunting for the box. I finally found it under the bed - empty.  
I hate the loneliness that comes from being awake alone all night. And then the emptiness from being over tired the next day and the strong feeling of being disconnected from my loved ones. I doubt I'll sleep much tonight just from the disappointment of not having it. I've ordered more but it won't arrive for a long time.",2.7920265251989385,4.822643131034481,3.652413793103449,88.74281167108755,76.3103448275862,6.116710875331565,23.56763925729443,7.010146845296331,0.7846816976127315,574,18,116,6,13,183,91,145,0.147,0.8029999999999999,0.05,-0.8685,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,1,2,10,0,8,5,2,1,1,20,22,9,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,9,7,0,0,5,0,3,5,5,5,0,1,7,2,10,2,22,10,4,26,0,2,0,1,1,6,0,2,14,77,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18505537296178545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15391432047721754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11523181313499975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828833691431266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801440137424525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806888094752436,0.0,0.0,0.1957318004507099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39181997707807054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17640643828740166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456455138650937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812342591539524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16126287015361626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13134807372341395,0.13248665068177765,0.0,0.0,0.1900249006407627,0.33535231662814474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107608554679893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446499166819556,0.18370960255873345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576118586598522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434278543066036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418793203298678,0.20536280179052646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33127053611820195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,queerandnothintofear,2019/01/14,"Overthinking. I have a tendency to overthink relationships. For example, if my girlfriend only texts me goodnight and doesn’t say I love you my brain instantly thinks she’s going to leave me. How can I overcome this? This has been a problem since I can remember and it’s made my life such a living hell and constantly triggers anxiety attacks. ",4.603809523809524,7.327368984126988,5.362142857142857,75.32035714285716,73.44444444444444,9.279365079365078,34.3095238095238,9.725611199111238,4.09012380952381,278,15,45,8,6,90,49,63,0.204,0.731,0.065,-0.7845,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,2,0,3,0,6,3,1,3,0,10,10,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,1,11,1,3,8,0,2,1,0,0,1,6,0,1,1,1,32,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20171116618519827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999691405970402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943492510063901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849397272626379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14985295992717046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791944632494116,0.0,0.0,0.18624192385758406,0.0,0.0,0.23283044777302925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23797758717015366,0.2494962947944895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20053722906096846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25230200644727235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830889922025197,0.2986931341242435,0.0,0.0,0.20968547631143344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181152393486748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16895272286993418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vinnie765,2019/01/14,"Fear of Health problems Ever since I turned 30 it’s like I hit the magic number and suddenly all I think about is getting ill/dying. I feel like I’m constantly hearing “so and so has cancer,” “so and so is dying,” and I’m constantly worrying that I’m next. For reference I have a very healthy family history, I eat a clean plant based diet, exercise 6 days a week, and try to take care of myself. The problem is I made a lot of bad choices in the past including drugs, and smoked for about 9 years, which is constantly making me feel like every twinge is cancer or a heart attack, and I’m constantly checking my skin for spots. It’s to the point that I’m waking up at night to make sure my heart doesn’t hurt. I think part of the problem is also that I don’t have insurance right now, so I can’t even go to the doctor for every ache and pain and mostly I have to ignore them until I can get insurance again. 

For the record I’m not afraid of dying/the afterlife per se, I have a pretty strong spiritual connection and belief system, but I do worry about leaving my only child alone and also missing out on grandkids etc. Sometimes I’m not even sure if I should go back to school to finish my degree because my mind says “You’re already 30, you’re just going to get sick and die soon anyways.” Anybody else have these fears? How can I overcome this?",3.255400865800865,4.582575378181822,4.6640519480519504,84.94769696969699,73.4,7.565367965367964,24.731601731601728,8.11559375814309,1.40492380952381,1059,32,214,16,21,353,159,275,0.17800000000000002,0.745,0.077,-0.9815,0,1,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,1,20,19,1,3,13,0,19,14,4,4,4,41,45,24,2,5,6,1,3,3,0,1,8,2,1,1,8,13,2,1,6,1,1,3,5,12,0,0,1,5,24,7,27,42,5,29,1,2,0,0,5,7,0,4,21,130,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998628938698535,0.10640277609250724,0.1542153950059828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096926061887426,0.0,0.07414166136341913,0.08050735989849872,0.0587772388966887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983074553963428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4167866231564841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06218345428915261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001391832607476,0.0,0.0,0.09869079827837653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181754336409573,0.09866257365155813,0.08054722536078956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075347055975698,0.12737008875699327,0.08721815480992905,0.1624774043384485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089697090990548,0.21700046544173449,0.097506530695667,0.13776611076590212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511277015484833,0.0,0.16439452758498907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249082625497598,0.10867327543479058,0.2285182795568927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322048549308337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209572973519816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14131903148219732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197353587083837,0.0,0.09123571430038097,0.1287232964550546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735754497766072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254463937794793,0.09048441087782297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733323809568681,0.1025985540926792,0.0,0.0,0.10441435541995664,0.09204458601879843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114884391884004,0.0,0.0,0.09809464113892642,0.0,0.2767851177501088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234285620596206,0.0,0.07667770868279752,0.0,0.09758302077316802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976030136305824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536265965081699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18175096960575465,0.0,0.07249645935118544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356514045011945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546340974567187,0.10487816774035796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795572771721583,0.0,0.0,0.07734296838255597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19584005274109248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06209184888073824
anxiety,hawkeye4ever101,2019/01/14,"Anxiety and Friendships In the beginning of my anxiety, my friendships were like rollercoasters. But now I have a better control of my anxiety and better friends! 

Has anyone had friends who just couldnt understand what you were going through and made your anxiety worse? or what was your experience like with friends and anxiety?",6.878928571428574,9.906756178571431,6.056571428571428,71.5884285714286,67.57142857142857,10.90857142857143,39.77142857142857,10.793553405168565,5.477461428571429,270,16,40,9,5,82,38,56,0.154,0.503,0.343,0.9464,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,3,2,7,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,2,0,12,11,6,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,0,7,7,5,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,4,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6968293696876264,0.0,0.0,0.1273832786123589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32224374133353806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20432841491920925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17820530025463752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42225142644363534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353610619255632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17800619601532294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17238147905150536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18965399853112486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856552157682574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,brirayjohn,2019/01/14,"Help. Im not sure what is happening. Not sure if its anxiety. 1 year soberiety Recently I've been getting these weird intense feelings of panic.  They come out of no where and sometimes last up too 10 minutes. (I just had one 5 minutes ago and still feel on edge).  It feels like a pulsing sense of fear and my head starts to pound with the pulsing. I'm not sweating or hyperventilating. Nor show any symptoms physically and can talk to someone normally as it's happening but on the inside I feel distressed and 
Freaking out and my body feels like it's humming.

I have no worries in my life and been in a steady incline of feeling extremely happy and setting goals. Ive gone over 3 years without smoking cigarettes, one year of sobriety of cocaine and booze. New job, basically zeroed my debt, uped my credit .bought a new vehicle truck, joined a volunteer at a fish hatchery and also got on with the volunteer fire fighter in my community. I also ended a relationship that felt like was dragging me down and recently started a new relationship with a new woman. And a dog i truly adore 

At times I feel intense satisfaction of joy and feel at most happy where it makes me feel warm and smiling . But these feelings of (panic?) are scaring the shit out of me And I only feel like these are small episodes of something that could be much bigger.

Now that I think of it.  It reminds me of the times when I use to take mdma/ecstasy and have this weird feeling of axiety before I peaked and had a great time.  Or after a bender of cocaine and it's 7am in the morning and youre tweaking and feel like shit.

Anyone relate?",4.076293929712463,5.862606316293932,5.164365495207669,80.33614568690099,72.09904153354633,7.691706070287541,31.050351437699682,8.364918446050245,2.464861571884984,1279,58,235,21,25,421,177,313,0.105,0.6729999999999999,0.223,0.9937,2,0,4,0,1,0,30.0,0,1,1,1,9,24,2,5,17,0,14,8,5,2,2,59,42,30,0,3,10,0,16,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,16,27,1,0,15,1,3,2,7,10,0,3,9,16,23,14,39,31,2,44,0,0,0,0,7,20,2,4,26,153,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429932019621525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405794430696616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05699889981105283,0.0,0.0641202993586044,0.0,0.0,0.05860727398420675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132267619571375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931025523314178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722015136239929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692160090729063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423759021671901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431819796475313,0.5509496175584653,0.23951748272247586,0.08047812165786736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04379128079623177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703665932719251,0.0924092932585122,0.0,0.0,0.14823940349495004,0.17845096784377842,0.0,0.0,0.08602112588093644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05618122723784523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053748263776908,0.0,0.08317611876073744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832260000888328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0592029094705963,0.20474543469130554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05594895537670328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06161564242379936,0.0,0.0,0.3238065686473405,0.0,0.0,0.08212353480368162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359406471135874,0.06374712616617596,0.0,0.1966839868782094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16551970355488915,0.1799776508999548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391612447471873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17207529765633234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101845222792315,0.06452694862571798,0.08289783335793052,0.0,0.11865317724288547,0.0,0.06693691125455124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15799435173252388,0.08711866759738889,0.06302046763733553,0.06736947998568688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053706987931075006,0.0,0.0,0.14662429793689327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239156796690996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079725698731191,0.0,0.0,0.08512092739645148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16192752258322146
anxiety,ImHidingFromYouANX,2019/01/14,"Travel Anxiety Tomorrow I'm supposed to drive 5 hours by myself to meet up with my fiance and stay at her grandmas place. Overall I don't like traveling. Doing new things/ traveling to new places seem to give me anxiety. To make matters worse I also get anxiety when I'm in the car too long. I tend to feel claustrophobic and trapped. Usually when I'm with someone it isn't as bad. 

I've been putting off going since Saturday. Now I've run out of excuses and know if I want to get out the dog house I need to show up. My biggest issue is my thoughts always go to a place of negativity that I can't seem to overcome. 

In other words I'm stuck and have no clue what I can do. Any help or advice someone could give me would be welcomed ",2.3265485829959545,4.027612039473688,4.185789473684213,85.8778340080972,76.63157894736842,7.571659919028341,27.481781376518217,8.384062270229773,1.9035722672064777,578,24,122,11,13,196,101,152,0.14,0.792,0.068,-0.8708,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,12,0,0,1,0,22,32,10,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,5,4,0,9,5,1,0,0,3,1,14,2,24,26,0,32,0,0,0,0,7,12,0,4,11,71,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020184881614134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473669234272448,0.11938247158388447,0.0,0.0,0.09756773856713104,0.0,0.3292733346821562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979540931877375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114552899853521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07254513606375773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499192528420716,0.2752680753823637,0.16307999456314262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616808937880124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129371146548278,0.16555057888218988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149750345605346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884996120487271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009450747644501,0.0,0.0,0.1269706240382477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577049854284614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638469674191914,0.0,0.2771375828378462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44970167761261465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442317349018363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26122801723036565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868378197003185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24313135177646525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292497572206162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531823753882247,0.0,0.0,0.1139029119159805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15801714871543973,0.0,0.08462511497204475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621301056946262,0.10192033400843976,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,impossible_blueberry,2019/01/14,What do your anxiety chest pains feel like? Achy? Sharp? Like something is crawling inside?,3.3670000000000013,4.9245295333333345,1.6058333333333332,90.22875,120.33333333333334,4.166666666666667,23.75,5.985473137389443,1.2380000000000004,73,3,11,1,4,20,14,15,0.21,0.513,0.278,0.3527,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3810304013134342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25184458681776073,0.3558289787954715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4866741791781909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.529993022605176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834468861862752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bangtannnnnnn,2019/01/14,"Am I the only one who's terrified of taking the bus/public transportation? Especially when it's time to get in, oh boi, my heart literally starts POUNDING like crazy! And I also keep thinking that EVERYONE is secretly judging me, in their heads of course. I also start sweating, not a lot, but enough to make me feel really uneasy. Am I the only one who has terrible bus anxiety ?? T.T",4.203059360730592,6.172773712328769,5.965958904109591,73.95980593607307,72.15068493150685,9.798173515981736,28.605022831050228,10.125756701596842,3.302828310502284,303,12,53,9,6,104,57,73,0.189,0.7879999999999999,0.023,-0.9122,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,4,3,3,1,0,9,12,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,1,8,1,6,12,2,7,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,5,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3750298028829949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17937783063563256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422822391096325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22405727779364576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856097436051062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250699121119732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24064583452831975,0.0,0.0,0.2778619000199617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20841807614088398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455589657208158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19934792501144244,0.0,0.0,0.1565183310463771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177816869982045,0.35666774220729386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502149577692401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319346563374693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17630102921394689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024638190117173,0.0,0.0,0.13672814353375898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hotm0ms,2019/01/14,"Starting on Celexa for low mood/depression and long-standing anxiety. Thoughts and experiences? I'm starting on Citalopram (Celexa) for low mood/depression and long-standing anxiety. I've also been prescribed a very low dose of Alprazolam (Xanax) for the attacks as needed. I'm a bit nervous on the Celexa because most of what I've read gives me reason to believe that this is a very long term drug and any sort of stoppage once you've begun can cause serious withdrawals and can almost be worse than when you started. Has anyone had any experiences they could share regarding this? Any professional opinions out there? (I've of course talked with my doc but I just wanted to get some other opinions). 

Also, I wanted to ask if anyone else is a fairly standard social drinker and see how they were able completely stop drinking while taking Celexa or if they were able to have a beer or two with no issues, as I've heard that even drinking a little bit while on Celexa can prove to have terrible, if not fatal, side effects. (I'm okay to not drink at all while taking, just curious though  because I am in the process of starting a home brewing hobby and this would obviously affect this) Not sure if this is against the rules to discuss but thought I'd ask as well. 

Thanks in advance!

Tl;dr: starting out on Celexa and Xanax, wanting to know some opinions or experiences while using. ",7.4428145265888475,7.822019766536968,6.794723735408564,76.86412191958497,63.39688715953307,9.187963683527887,35.42127107652399,8.841846274778883,3.0353353566796364,1108,47,193,15,15,342,143,257,0.105,0.828,0.066,-0.637,0,0,6,1,0,0,32.0,0,1,3,2,10,13,1,1,11,1,17,8,0,6,4,55,42,29,1,10,14,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,9,12,4,1,6,5,0,1,4,8,1,1,7,2,9,5,33,32,7,30,0,3,1,0,12,15,0,15,14,119,18,2,0.19688578142694785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857633500344244,0.0,0.0,0.1574494882742566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008336243071767,0.0,0.15061708389153322,0.0,0.0,0.13766711619615665,0.10086637497855803,0.0,0.0,0.18406162800735426,0.11199299986371036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001974493011335,0.0,0.0,0.11091142694967772,0.0,0.0,0.21494828034791036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101127966105009,0.0,0.0,0.1032154979587036,0.0,0.0,0.07859863786378679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16957743504346853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893096658978733,0.11416249967831266,0.0,0.0822364032752731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06502060087923524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888881104824924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05143234731731364,0.09443539098576108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987462459283065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274880163891137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05410163823211968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866563837023287,0.0,0.2613565813929374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299415609870194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483846578145918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846953075777937,0.0,0.0,0.10121568729374686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844623845461228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035012987683303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3483919236488733,0.0,0.0,0.08230266461731678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278125947369212,0.0,0.148033604895241,0.07912466660506574,0.0,0.09063298754948132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671964030413167,0.15630531809779902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096164399915584,0.0,0.0,0.08502305022417649,0.0,0.16245138922431918,0.1741925025304706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851198126730955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032171584847044,0.06993100509833426,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Megb0mb,2019/01/14,"I posted this in the depression and mental health subreddit but no one even replied. This doesn’t necessarily “belong” in the anxiety subreddit but I do have severe anxiety, OCD, depression and PTSD. As the title says, I posted this in the depression and mental health subreddits but didn’t get an answer which didn’t make me feel any better 😔. 

I am currently coming off of suboxone. I wasn’t an addict prior to suboxone and if you don’t know what suboxone is, it’s for opiate abusers. It is kind of hard to explain but it is an opiate but it basically blocks the receptors that cause you to crave drugs mostly opiates. 

I’ve been on it for 4 years and have been tapering off of it for a little over a year. I am currently down to 0.25mg and I plan to go as low as I can before I officially jump off it and stop taking it. I’ve been on this dose for about 2 months and on Thursday when I see my psychiatrist, I plan to go down on my dose a little bit more. I am on Luvox for my anxiety and depression but it has really stopped helping. I am hesitant to switch my medicines around right now because I worry that I won’t know if the new medicine is making me feel better or making me feel worse or if it’s the decrease of the Suboxone. 

I don’t know why my depression has suddenly hit me really hard the last few days (currently in tears right this. Ughhh). I’m scared of what’s going to happen when I get off of it. I know for a few weeks I’m going to feel sick and very off chemically. The only way to lesson feeling really shitty is by doing what I am doing and tapering very low. 

I have a therapist that I will be talking to on Friday but I’m wondering if maybe I should ask to talk to her tomorrow or Wednesday. I just need encouragement. I need to know I’ll be ok and this will pass but telling myself isn’t helping today. I have a great support system but I just needed to write this and hope someone can sympathize and understand. Thanks!",3.1725708946128215,4.608480015113353,5.0982188998131175,81.32058259527099,73.78589420654913,8.85054034289429,25.904688388721862,9.370254747372089,2.2150800195010967,1534,52,310,37,31,528,180,397,0.194,0.715,0.091,-0.9921,3,0,1,0,2,0,29.0,0,2,0,5,8,17,0,1,19,1,37,7,0,4,0,63,74,35,0,9,18,0,7,0,0,4,7,1,0,0,25,16,0,3,15,0,0,7,9,8,0,1,6,9,39,9,51,61,5,57,0,7,1,0,13,25,0,10,21,213,64,0,0.0,0.10357407032292182,0.0,0.09529671543729022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059446109895039914,0.0,0.20061978607358924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781907732926421,0.08172247902011896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05328819044597021,0.0,0.07438486814997408,0.0,0.0,0.1546253005927595,0.09543600434980884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980066272187588,0.0,0.07530143788227661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056376308532848175,0.0,0.3764578344670441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137520335821948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057737669157381585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22100164430015712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134286097755684,0.0,0.19872288567624935,0.0,0.0,0.0963768251769528,0.0,0.0,0.07730198214481285,0.0,0.15661574343726445,0.0,0.0,0.18583896661221652,0.0,0.0,0.11718666218085615,0.0,0.0,0.08682415147713618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910306677459169,0.24020867593335704,0.07125598567527702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17522827868056962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17505326037141736,0.0,0.08782146465214974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17619022349950605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977488983283238,0.0,0.0,0.19445432885541294,0.0,0.08442724740457601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059235575393915475,0.06648406688777235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16744138221204147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218502532404704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680034404805194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493061561153273,0.0,0.06951698344373454,0.08751900780587779,0.0,0.06965950639161089,0.0,0.0,0.09875558389069387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406758252723512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14616795157804036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919902847203764,0.0,0.0,0.0657262097553573,0.14052388814789862,0.07640573555486467,0.0804812225527773,0.0,0.10149711016536794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286047047456994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100349446706807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442552735341791,0.0,0.06938702303473816,0.0701201163271806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887965151596585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479929349059872,0.0,0.08877553814461428,0.08908472023686964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125865158149028
anxiety,P1Yeezy,2019/01/14,"public speaking class might prevent me from graduating high school. so, i’ve put it off for as long as possible. it’s now my last semester in high school, and that half credit needed for public speaking isnt done. today was supposed to be the first day, i skipped. hid in the bathroom. i don’t know what to do, i have crippling anxiety when it comes to presentations. ",3.791032863849765,5.7979700985915485,4.647535211267607,82.81853286384978,73.36619718309859,7.550234741784037,28.734741784037556,8.344100000000001,2.125223474178404,291,12,55,5,6,94,55,71,0.046,0.898,0.055,0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,6,11,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,2,2,5,1,11,7,0,15,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,8,37,10,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17699460796213598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19930160535715852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921214137069833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23676808264489554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19680008075864613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4889024577326272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271528833462114,0.1885944377130139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20475191997600214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454431119335964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715552008897042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26083077186143755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325870638686065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4683101528351638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193082263853837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,imperfect727,2019/01/14,Rude doctors Does anyone else have experience with going to the docs for anxiety and them being extremely cold and rude?,11.274285714285718,10.50957547619048,10.58095238095238,56.60571428571429,56.14285714285714,14.114285714285714,40.04761904761904,13.023866798666859,5.690961904761906,99,4,14,3,1,32,19,21,0.307,0.693,0.0,-0.7884,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.314541515114215,0.0,0.0,0.28749742187896643,0.4212890276468521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4208466939773327,0.3598148815568037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434771437000589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022000763874565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336755964048397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Toria83,2019/01/14,"Today, I Accepted a Part Time Job. Big deal right? 

Huge deal. A little background: I'm a mom of 3 who has NEVER in my adult life, had a part time job. Never. I've always done the 40+ hours a week, sometimes between two jobs. I have to. Even though I'm in a relationship I still maintain this ""don't worry I got this"" mindset, which sounds good but isn't always. It causes a lot of stupid tension when I'm confused as to why he's not helping out, but oh wait, ""I got this."" It was literally giving my relationship and myself all this overwhelming,  unneeded anxiety. So I decided after a recent job loss that had me working sometimes 65 hours a week, that for once in my life I needed to be a little selfish and not ""got this."" There's two of us. So we won't have as much spending money, wasn't I already finding fault he seemed to have money for himself while I paid the biggest bills? Wasn't I saying no don't worry, I've got the rent? And where did that get me? Arguments that were unneeded and unfair. Gotta realize sometimes when you're being just unknowingly negative and down and just let it go. Depression and anxiety truly do warp your mind in the oddest ways. 

So anyways, I accepted a part time position at a place I previously worked for  (and left due to NOT getting full time hours, go figure) and I'm ecstatic. I'm about half terrified honestly, giving up this control and depending on someone fully be a teammate and partner is scary for me. I'd be lying if I didn't say I had an anxiety attack. But I'm also excited, because I realized an issue. I accepted my part. I made steps to change it and I acted on it. Granted I'm sure the guilt is going to hit me as soon as $20 dollars would be nice, but I did it. There's nothing wrong with stepping back sometimes and accepting that especially in a relationship, you have to have it TOGETHER, there's no reason to be the one to ""got it."" 

End of anxious, proud babble, I am so stinking sorry lol!",2.2320454545454567,4.182505083333337,4.433333333333334,82.87000000000003,77.71212121212122,7.4303030303030315,26.40404040404041,8.344100000000001,1.942482828282828,1527,61,301,30,36,528,206,396,0.174,0.6679999999999999,0.158,-0.9175,5,0,0,0,1,0,59.0,2,2,0,5,20,22,2,4,22,1,33,2,0,5,4,54,59,31,0,5,10,1,0,0,1,3,2,3,1,2,21,16,0,2,11,0,7,6,15,12,0,4,18,4,34,10,37,30,8,50,0,3,0,0,21,21,0,6,22,205,55,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375092121885526,0.06069240800001185,0.1262997830158102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741761171950073,0.08573862274530307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634038656300834,0.0,0.058357804823477924,0.0,0.04626428073661002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796404861431495,0.08028579360305046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085121579474547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15648677234432115,0.06536739489001235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766591646606684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06721956147639759,0.0,0.0,0.05012727421628208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06936574520130777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930296991104535,0.14560888935669078,0.12939693525111787,0.06365629023008669,0.3034968423450864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05087015145708894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242209203264384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921362284415516,0.3012523554217619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245905798079163,0.07760676160436683,0.1072123596987152,0.0,0.15213146121166266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645223686530585,0.0,0.07181274212313778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663130962293946,0.08888614084334576,0.0,0.0,0.05579082580298445,0.05627444270688455,0.11706827001545513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282234421570002,0.0,0.0,0.08082463790825738,0.05142774161936243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287432443413528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07929308151463749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07803167678174157,0.07493617354889072,0.24444527496911966,0.0,0.06481306518774828,0.0,0.12070791712336774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690910513413664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06430474374986345,0.0,0.3002444443251137,0.08495712453363496,0.0,0.0,0.06060905005106367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07152920109747972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456547411227803,0.0,0.17701761745103925,0.0,0.07193864223800052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14827482918424206,0.0,0.09129114286294797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060241128217922275,0.12175518515058747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848253452780886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050347837689822,0.15414809115841005,0.0,0.05391292331018599,0.08297817990918874,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IdontNeedItSquidward,2019/01/14,"Want to get my first job, but too anxious. I'm 18 years old and I need to get my first job. My sister works at a chiropractor office and she told me I could work with her. It's a great opportunity since I don't want to work in retail or with food. Also, I don't have experience so it would give some before applying to other jobs. But, I feel too anxious to. I want to give myself time to fight my anxiety. In social situations I'm very shy, stutter when I get nervous, and start to have digestive issues. I believe I have sensorimotor OCD (never diagnosed) because I focus on bodily movement and functions which could make me look awkward. I'm currently focusing on blinking my eyes and it makes me look weird in front of people since I shut tightly and many times. My fear or embarrassing myself just causes me to embarrass myself more in public. I also have some depression giving me no motivation to do anything. What should I do about this? ",3.8505072463768113,5.6900620217391324,5.547260869565218,77.13976811594203,72.80434782608695,8.384927536231885,26.94057971014493,9.029198982220553,2.3093018840579713,748,27,138,16,15,255,110,184,0.217,0.701,0.08199999999999999,-0.9727,4,0,0,0,1,0,20.0,0,0,0,7,8,11,1,5,2,0,12,4,1,4,1,30,32,14,0,8,5,1,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,7,8,2,1,2,0,1,2,4,9,0,2,1,5,29,2,21,27,3,20,0,1,3,0,10,8,0,4,10,95,36,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897049574341205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073642538210268,0.2679913734573632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760603137834792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230363481258717,0.0,0.10092848522884856,0.13363300039309398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184527695595328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18940107603725306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215873182348208,0.12038678599896525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602346738412199,0.0,0.13346937268555947,0.05997284594852757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017794332669023,0.14342384092615892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859066936103185,0.3413449358950529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307680878947527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379816063526425,0.35310675881118475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992052742292497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583463666117021,0.12025205599568285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794790905590945,0.09147944492564747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446137986228885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222933026157338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19623105169784874,0.13332275654524148,0.0,0.1209080913850494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395286103575991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383250421685043,0.0,0.0,0.11333706286779956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786577973576054,0.2098779846164088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590487635019479,0.0,0.0,0.0842572338018442,0.0,0.0,0.07638103542431232
anxiety,CryptoLyf01,2019/01/14,"Anyone else has the anxiety/tics combo? Because I do and it's really hard getting up in the morning knowing that you will push the remainings of you'r friends away. And the fact that every teacher in the school asks me how am I , they don't care about me but they are probably afraid of me, which makes it all much worse. If you have tics you have to be a fucking psychopat because you are totaly not trying to fix this shitty life and fail every single time, while you know that you are just making things worse by smoking and staying up untill 4 am, but you just don't want to live anymore because you just can't continue like this, and then you get fucking depressed and anxiety gets better and then you fall in the trap of beliving that the anxiety got better, but in fact it's just that depression got so bad that it made anxiety better, and then you actually feel better for some time, until anxiety comes back and you just can't do this shit anymore. And also you feel guilty for not talking to ur dad because he is a piece of shut that fucked me up, but still it would be nice to have a normal dad, and maybe this time he won't act lika a fucking 14 yr old kid. Oh fuck I want to die, I'm just going from one corner to the other while shit just keeps on gettng worse.",6.132625482625485,5.460925872586877,6.386389961389963,82.22583976833978,66.33590733590735,9.253281853281852,30.083011583011583,8.418075326091056,2.003566795366796,1007,30,207,12,14,324,138,259,0.281,0.654,0.065,-0.9972,0,0,0,0,0,2,18.0,0,13,2,5,14,20,7,1,12,0,21,8,2,4,3,43,46,26,1,5,14,2,3,1,1,3,1,0,0,1,19,12,0,1,4,0,0,5,7,12,0,1,3,3,22,8,27,38,5,31,0,3,0,5,24,11,7,2,15,142,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.09257213081389948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586151918257011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902782581028816,0.0,0.18815624964438685,0.0663300763349093,0.09719785721988013,0.0,0.0,0.08868364627221216,0.0,0.089126455772204,0.072943418723279,0.0792062378343109,0.2313092352880422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33559274331672856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671865656538364,0.0,0.0,0.08171565719753486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634098907844401,0.0,0.09845231398285556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924545900976074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15985152099084832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959306760328077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732905439751946,0.4384943338300584,0.1486852467562427,0.0,0.05391255353122333,0.0,0.15174043862228526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497818077832996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431816223463634,0.0,0.0,0.10426791503838677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700419994780156,0.046345033266547014,0.0,0.08376533893866847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976120562107724,0.12664293111449662,0.0,0.09530214696988634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973486373886674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294512373820166,0.0,0.0,0.09954225217536623,0.0,0.06428129540308831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10227783596537514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060771356370711925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600592991367213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19475001741204515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111081941058657,0.07575732722757055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624689643981633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06302243996977726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659452865411797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06440542092422187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119047386097331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900190221518085,0.06738760910398063,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KokoMelon,2019/01/14,"Constant anxiety, goosebumps, increase heart rate, temp intolerance since watching a video over a year ago. I finally signed up for reddit to hopefully get some feedback or advice on what to do.

Background:
30yo male. December 2017, one evening I was curious enough to click on a reddit link describing a man who daringly climbs up buildings and towers to do pull ups over the edge. I watched a video of him fail, watching his body leave the frame of his own cell phone camera. As I was watching the video, I remember my heart rate pumping, my body shivering, my palms sweating, and my feet having the feeling of being on the edge of a cliff myself. As soon as I closed the video, I looked at my palms and they were profusely sweating. I had never experienced or seen my palms as sweaty— literally looked like I wiped a wet counter with my own hands. My heart was still pumping and I felt so uneasy. I remember going to bed and feeling my body tight, cold, and tingling. I couldn’t sleep well and even told my wife. Days and days after, my palms sweat every time I touch something with my hands. My feet sweat at random times. My heart and chest feel right and feels like it’s pumping harder. I begin to notice that I am colder more often than before. I tried ignoring it thinking it would fade away but months had passed and still the same. I start noticing a strange feeling with my hands- each time I tough paper, cardboard, or anything with a dry texture, I start having sweaty palms, feet, and my heart begins racing. Never had this before. I begin researching these symptoms and came to a condition called Tactile Defensiveness. I can relate to these symptoms and would diagnosed myself with it. But how in all of a sudden did I get this? It has been over a year now and my symptoms are still here. I’ve been able to get by day by day. I dread touching paper and even writing on it. Another big issue is I am so sensitive to touch and cold that I get goosebumps almost all the time. Even if I just move position on my chair, the texture of my clothes on my skin causes involuntary shivers and goosebumps on my skin- people have even commented to me about it saying “are you cold?” I give a giggle telling them about what I’ve been dealing with. Summer of 2018, even wearing a t shirt on a 100+ degree weather gave me goosebumps each time my wife grabbed my arm.

I’ve checked in with my GP and got my thyroid tested for low levels for cold intolerance, but results showed normal. I talked about anxiety and was referred to a pysch and was told I have general anxiety- she said that with all the stress I was having prior to watching the video, the video tipped my bucket and caused an anxiety/panic attack. She recommended immersion with paper, meditation, and acceptance of my symptoms. I’ve done most of it and to no success today.

What I have been feeling has affected my life significantly. I look at my 5 month old daughter and think, “will I always get goosebumps each time she touches me?” I try to remind myself that there are worse things than this. I’ve been getting by, but I feel like there must be someone who knows what I’ve been going through. I hope someone can shed some light on me and provide some help. I’m not sure where to go now.
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anxiety,Surfnscate,2019/01/14,"Advice for conquering time management related anxiety I hope this is the right sub to post in.

I have a planner, Google calendar, and wall calendar. I feel like I plan too much in an attempt to stay organized and get things done on time. I get anxious about work (only 3 hours for 4 days a week, 4:30 to 7:30pm) and planning my day around it. I really enjoy my work and don't want to quit, but I'm getting really burned out about it because I spend my whole days and weeks planning around it. And I get it, it's my responsibility which is why I haven't quit, but I am getting really tired of getting really anxious about going to work in the two hours prior to it and my mindset of everything revolves around it when it isn't much time of the day. It's not my main priority in my life right now and I don't know how to not make it so in my brain.

Any advice on how to change my mindset and fight the burn out?",4.188492063492063,4.471188338624341,5.536626984126986,83.42017857142856,70.37566137566137,9.262962962962963,27.91931216931217,9.2995712137729,2.0710455026455032,712,23,156,14,12,240,96,189,0.079,0.887,0.033,-0.8022,0,0,0,0,1,0,18.0,0,0,0,11,12,4,1,0,7,0,9,3,1,3,0,25,22,15,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,13,14,0,0,2,0,1,1,6,1,0,1,1,1,20,3,28,21,4,32,0,0,0,0,1,15,0,1,15,101,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185756149239488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605437672229362,0.0,0.08555655318139843,0.2526925443536749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29868134856079065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817603571003904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484934683542075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831086627829125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28850769309816504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445015917546646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051371032571056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05654917484601605,0.079897826637604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505876686604947,0.0,0.06356069908211028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108139349563352,0.22027783605731813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06146380701329361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899521560694152,0.054638901711442325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465342214576316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16442911341867936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505862331514319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711087726464263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23790915363583556,0.0,0.0,0.28658779019646685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19101984409412398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920552720211802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430088318891162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956427164190965,0.1285425148247639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092504831850277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659655585829015,0.0,0.1794210505069035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091733071702752,0.12486428496071815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24426044135855404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaybeaches,2019/01/14,"Help, please I'm babysitting two kids right now and I'm about to have a full blown anxiety attack right now. they're running around screaming and I'm crying and I dont know how to calm myself down, I don't want them to see me freak like that and every loud noise they make is gradually making it worse help please",3.330307692307694,4.71898141538462,3.640000000000004,92.12000000000003,73.30769230769229,6.430769230769231,20.69230769230769,6.742157984588678,0.12475384615384626,252,5,55,2,5,78,48,65,0.235,0.569,0.196,-0.4445,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,0,5,5,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,3,0,10,12,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,3,6,2,6,12,1,8,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,3,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16775798325186042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952166093900029,0.0,0.24947661062130094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408822570168265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570089025349234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847631920931728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939739668190014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051729439906304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071351242817607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927585807593261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4814341116476005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.374548793923155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17474754412743038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21421667945824047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934426014670278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223477553704672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kmmgan,2019/01/14,"Dating anxiety? Does anyone else’s anxiety heighten when you are dating someone new? The uncertainty of things, waiting for a call/message, before a meeting. Anyone have any tips on dealing with this? 

I mainly feel it in my chest all day, when I’m thinking of it or before meeting. So distracting. 

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anxiety,Snow01234,2019/01/14,Feeling sick Does any one else feel really sick when they are anxious?,5.721538461538457,7.7041365384615395,4.910769230769233,83.0092307692308,68.23076923076923,8.276923076923078,28.384615384615394,8.841846274778883,2.2670615384615385,57,2,10,1,1,17,12,13,0.45,0.471,0.079,-0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012842030557139,0.0,0.0,0.5005121015040884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3877096195339882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3701052944958517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4480313641685805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30021717411977505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838244743301235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IamJlone,2019/01/14,"What is helping me :) My situation: Hi guys, I'm a 20 years old dude that started suffering from anxiety this year. I've been a ""depressed"" or at least sad boy for a long time, and I'm kinda sure I brought to myself my own sadness, i mean i had no trauma or external input to be sad, but for some reason i started to build a wrong mind set and a wrong view of life in my head. I was seeing a therapist, to talk about my troubles etc, and she first told me i was suffering from anxiety, but at the time I wasn't really feeling it; i mean I was sad and all but i had no clue i could be suffering from anxiety. Then, one day while i was talking to her, i had my first Panic attack (at the time i had no idea that it actually was a panic attack): I was talking about some uncomfortbale stuff, and while i was looking for the right words to say i had this insane feeling i can't really describe, I thought i was on a dream and that i would have waken up soon, but obviously had not haha. Following days i had one panic attack a day, every time the same exact feeling that last some seconds but leave me with a unbearable agitation and headache. I was scare as hell, mostly because i didn't know what i was going through. I had a neuro exam and a EEG but nothing was wrong with the results, so i put my mind at ease a little bit.. I still had to face headaches, nausea, ears plugged, stomach ache, and random agitations, but It all mitigated with the time (i still have to face them sometimes).

Anxiety as motivation: I already know that not everyone will relate, but anxiety really helped me change my view of life. When i stared having panic attacks i was terrified, and that fear made me rethink about my whole mind-set, about what it could have brought me to and how it could affect the people around me. I decided that i no longer wanted to be sad, no matter what i promised myself that i will always be positive, mostly in order to spread positive vibesto the people around me; I no longer wanted to see them sorry because of my sadness.

SUGGESTIONS:(most important) -KEEP A JOURNAL. Write everything that crosses your mind, if you don't know what to write about write about your day, and mostly about what makes you feel anxiety. Write down your thoughts and write down POSITIVE sentences, in order to convince yourself everything is going to be alright. If you want write down your dreams too, and a list of things you would like to do.

\- Make a list of your values, of what you like and what you don't about people and the world. It might seem easy but it is not, it gon take you some time to think about those things; if you're seeing a therapist ask him/her to help you with this. 

\-(Related to the previous one: Find, or even better create, your own creed. Create something to believe in to, related to your values, in order to focus yourself in a path to follow.

\-when you're having a PANIC ATTACK, to put your mind in ease think about how life goes on, how things don't change because of your panic attack, how it do not affect your concrete life. It's all just in our heads, and the world doesn't care about it. You have to be strong. Keep doing what you're doing. Keep fighting.

\-Drink hot water (really hot) after your meals.

\-Get out of your room every day, go running.

\-Listen to energetic music (I suggest ""semphiternal"" by Bring me the horizon) and try to stop listening to depressed songs for a while.

Thank you for your time, I hope that some of these things may help you.. i can guarantee they helped me.

Stay positive. Love

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anxiety,guross,2019/01/14,"I keep failing interviews I don’t really know what to do, my therapist is trying to help me get on SSI while i’m recovering from PTSD, BPD, and severe anxiety but i keep applying for jobs and i keep failing and it makes me feel so like useless?

what should i do?  are there jobs that are work from home that i could apply to?  or something some kind of advice?  yeah lol idk what to really write",0.7035000000000018,3.1382123500000034,2.7225,89.79250000000002,88.0,6.7,19.25,7.908726449838941,0.9579749999999998,308,9,65,7,10,103,56,80,0.18,0.68,0.139,-0.405,2,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,1,0,15,16,7,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,9,2,9,14,1,2,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,41,15,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18948864403010365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14834221334226547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442254813251808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482302014023724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804777597282437,0.13853083140843134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131106035664422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997518227631874,0.0,0.1945096306710276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38485564408180495,0.5170739093964823,0.0,0.20192959527681487,0.1065690100144916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473564926442224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943782168499926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22667284902962195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24845009256319495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219065459807833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14928299579245755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251468750582503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165357617315104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117030648434506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pawpatrol_,2019/01/14,"What are your guys' tips on being less uptight? This doesn't happen all the time, but sometimes when I'm having a conversation with someone I'm not 100% comfortable with I look and act very uptight. Even if they crack a joke I just laugh nervously and don't say anything back. It's very irritating and it ruins my whole day as I think about that one awkward conversation like it ruined me. I know being more confident is one thing, but whenever I think to be confident midway in a conversation I just shut down and blank on anything I was about to say.",5.516785714285717,6.2908935092592575,6.160476190476192,78.37500000000001,67.6111111111111,9.504761904761905,30.243386243386244,9.606745405546679,2.665027513227513,441,16,85,9,7,144,75,108,0.196,0.6409999999999999,0.16399999999999998,-0.2447,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,0,7,10,0,4,4,0,9,0,0,0,1,18,16,9,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,7,6,0,2,3,1,0,1,3,6,0,2,1,3,11,4,11,12,4,10,0,2,1,0,8,5,0,1,5,61,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716010460382368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17361351913777967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561163228275922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491278245951432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22356109106319585,0.19965953947198328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408466712841508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103063780227629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18960121427584245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059933878888441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591040880130623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19130556561263046,0.0,0.22330558328283429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15000047679847273,0.2893458074960777,0.0,0.0,0.13165613240602958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3725899476456291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520791338588453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AgentJ9,2019/01/14,"Worst Anxiety Of My Life...Looking for Hope I have had anxiety since I was a teenager but have always been able to push through. This last year I have slowly felt myself begin to lose control. I started to worry about my health and upon experiencing some chest pain, had my first panic attack. This resulted in a trip to hospital and a diagnosis costochondritis. I continued to focus on my health and every single noise or pain became a serious issue in my head. Of course, tests have been run and nothing is physically wrong. From there I lost my Grandma (someone I was very close to), took on more responsibility at work, and had a few coworkers come to me for support with various things going on in their lives.  I could feel that I was getting overwhelmed but thought I would be fine if I just pushed through. Christmas was coming quick and I could have some time away. Then my sister had a grand maul seizure in my living room and I broke.  I started having regular panic attacks and stopped eating. I am seeing a psychologist and my doctor and have also started taking medication.  I am not sure what has prompted me to write this but I just left work crying and panicking. I am down 10 pounds. I just need to know that there is a light at the end of this tunnel and that I will be okay. Tips on eating again would also be great. I can’t afford to lose anymore weight. ",4.280802100307806,6.116250395437263,5.13230852797393,80.57276299112802,71.66159695817491,7.595075140322287,26.972478725330443,8.269060116576782,1.844608328806808,1086,38,201,17,21,353,156,263,0.215,0.7020000000000001,0.083,-0.9903,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,7,12,21,2,3,9,1,32,11,2,2,1,42,51,20,0,7,9,1,3,0,0,3,6,0,1,0,9,16,3,2,4,0,0,8,2,14,0,1,14,6,34,7,33,29,7,38,0,5,1,0,3,16,0,5,14,153,43,4,0.10753739837013328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17199523724880733,0.08947973008532188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16453163082069786,0.0,0.1066482030222366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24467863049782854,0.10103492568342616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18526789336775396,0.0,0.0,0.12061233636268855,0.17171972440161212,0.0,0.1181247825423814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100690839815638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22007521054716145,0.0,0.0,0.09524621616505588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060489617679776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05437413975322872,0.0,0.10325276655136656,0.0,0.0,0.09147125611812994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05618385220595717,0.0,0.061115981694064674,0.0,0.0,0.11856036134343816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036439526793763,0.228614451583994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068089009320087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224110480519532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059099741798297085,0.0876573324970239,0.0,0.0,0.11683969797933084,0.0,0.0759568447275209,0.0,0.0,0.189914985874594,0.0,0.09030433064505426,0.24061368354996066,0.1173897735524156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833261534980584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973761829002676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031850340358154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288547476323016,0.2523439335209996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569338358709414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895604719258647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111608866696608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283465721749965,0.0,0.0,0.08990608024337993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203216529460124,0.1013527253110164,0.0,0.08085474037998552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714430691040725,0.0,0.0,0.08537268226192389,0.06270592178247435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947800640325028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872961588279586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309515804710273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15657701355538034,0.10920944803440794,0.0,0.15278296480690606,0.1175752636141274,0.0,0.06925055879826622
anxiety,passepar2t,2019/01/14,"I'm moving to another continent to start a new job and I feel that something very bad is going to happen It's too late to back out of the move, but I have a very bad premonition about this.",0.8118292682926835,2.680871097560974,3.373353658536587,89.13368902439026,81.92682926829268,7.0268292682926825,20.006097560975608,8.07648339933343,0.8083121951219518,149,4,34,3,4,52,33,41,0.187,0.813,0.0,-0.8218,1,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,7,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,7,7,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,21,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25162950989870964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845221479894566,0.4007299190293233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133606231705996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363805036190755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21220471350919712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381332363231012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706966570332885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5101003501333339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317645595981701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847406603630813,0.0,0.0,0.16985202915121178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960008287389751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NonSentientHuman,2019/01/14,"Read something today in NatGeo that may help some people down the road. On face value this is gonna sound horrible, but in a way it kinda makes sense. Anxiety is caused by past traumas, and our brains gearing up for something similar to happen again, thereby running our fight-or-flight systems all the time. But, perhaps to alleviate some of the symptoms, if you experience a trauma, however terrible, whatever it might be, DON'T go try to sleep it off and make it feel better (which I myself have done). As perfect as that sounds at face value, sleeping can actually dedicate the trauma to long(er) term memory, thereby making it a chronic issue. Hope this helps somebody out there deal with something in the future. As much as we'd all love for terrible things to never happen, they inevitably will, it's how we deal with them that makes all the difference.",10.334285714285713,8.534144885350322,9.541856232939038,66.59993630573251,58.7452229299363,12.283530482256598,40.89990900818926,10.914260884657429,4.5402800727934505,685,29,112,13,7,218,113,157,0.128,0.715,0.157,0.7427,1,0,3,0,1,0,25.0,4,1,2,2,3,9,0,0,9,0,11,8,5,6,5,27,22,10,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,13,6,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,5,0,0,1,3,9,4,24,15,7,21,0,0,0,1,12,10,0,7,7,80,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.14369667536832487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264734930037287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023239572311124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438189080705987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126832929617745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036206178385972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15384696124237082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15068988381038606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404067608373686,0.0,0.0,0.0744550173499978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368668447988703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604288506543555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973997748635252,0.0,0.0,0.14625442550665255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15369279300014138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031335425988172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329006464768701,0.0,0.3931673172055911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562110636120007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824713645927787,0.0,0.11356979231822625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056866140367244,0.10208597098358076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14729181232460342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947166149183392,0.0,0.0,0.3400852675597993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305117221211514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782766171238512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586380429098198,0.0,0.13957764401141834,0.0,0.0,0.0999744175826904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688175489091725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dm3official,2019/01/14,Just curious Do you guys ever feel like you don't deserve to be happy or move past an experience? ,6.939,5.651250900000004,8.730000000000004,68.09500000000004,65.0,12.0,35.0,11.20814326018867,3.897,78,3,15,2,1,28,18,20,0.0,0.653,0.34700000000000003,0.8176,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435057571895632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714685208891178,0.0,0.0,0.19201308907838446,0.27129358730892955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760123586534929,0.0,0.4042511024648986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855267442899461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4036143175354047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625144935075812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kkikker,2019/01/14,"This is killing me! Need some strong advice. Please help me friends. Hello Folks,

I am 21 years old Indian Guy and i need a very important guidance at this stage of my life. My father runs a business related to mechanical engineering and we're a middle class family. I've multiple differences with my father, biggest of them is ; i want to live life on my terms professionally and personally.

 My father is a very adamant and narrow minded guy i feel. He forced me to opt for science whereas i wanted to choose commerce after my High school and then this engineering thing happened which was again obviously forceful decision. I just finished my college time span of 4 years doing engineering which i didn't wanted to.I wanted to do Bachelor's in Journalism & Mass Communication considering my interests.

All my life I've been a dreamer and I've always thought that there will be a time after graduation when I'll get to live life as per my wishes. My father has a always imposed his likings and dislikings on me. During my school time my interest was developed in subjects like Economics, English and Hindi (National Indian Language) but he would continuously force me for studying Maths and talk about maths and what not. I was a playful kid and didn't studied much in my childhood but I managed to get average scores like 70 % . He didn't liked this,he wanted me to score top class and he started beating me with kicks,punches or even sticks. He couldn't bear that his kid is an average. This developed a fear in me and fear lead to lying. I started lying about my test scores and grades,he would catch me and then beat me more. 

With all these things happening around with a 9-10 years old me,i started loosing interest in studies completely. I would study very less and then fear while sitting in examination hall that i would be beaten when he would see the result. These things continued for around 4-5 years. I got some brain,i started studying right before high school because i realised that i can get rid of maths forever and study the subjects which i really wanted to. I scored well considering my records back then, scored 86% and i was happy that i can finally study what i wanted to. I was wrong,he forced me to choose science, was promised again that I can choose my graduation once I'm done with my school. Again a false promise,i waa forced to do engineering. I cried,a lot but that didn't changed anything.

College,i unwillingly started my engineering college.I was seeking a vent for emotional balance ,i started smoking, drinking and i was least interested in studying engineering because 60-70% of it was maths and i hated every bit of it. 4 years passed,i cleared 36 exams out of 48 exams and i've lied that cleared them all.
Done with college without any knowledge of my course,i started finding a escape from all of it.

 I knew that if i sat at home,he would ask me join buisness with him which I didn't wanted at all so i found a job at a travel company as a customer service agent.I was discovering this new world of customer service and how people working there are making good money. One thing lead to another,i found a job at one of India's leading start-up related to food home delivery. I was putting my bestest efforts at the job because this company had much better opportunities as an employee,one can switch departments and i was targetting management department.My pay was double as compared to my earlier job & while these life sequences took place,my interest was developed in Entrepreneurship. 

But again, my father said that I've to join factory and i was given no choice,i took a stand. He asked me to leave home if i cannot live as per his terms,i left home. 4 days out of home,i stayed at my friend's place and i searched for a place which i was going to rent for my living. I got a call from Maa to come back and he has agreed  for me to do anything i want professionally. 10 days after i went back to home,he created a scene and asked me to leave the job and this time he created extreme pressure on me. I'm his elder son, I've a younger brother and he said that it's my responsibility to handle the buisness and all my life I've been a faliure and much more things that emotionally drained me at that moment. I decided to leave the job and join factory - Dad's buisness

Today, 14th Jan,2019.
I've spent 6 months here in the I've been doing market job of bringing work and delivering work.I handle the accounts. Even i work on the machines because of shortage of workers.,still i get all the curse which my father says all day. He says I'm a looser and I've always denied what he has asked me to do. I don't talk to him now on a personal level.   I've tried talking to him and making him understand what i want to do but I've got no positive results. He becomes violent when me Maa are arguing for the right thing or making him understand something. I want some time to figure out yhe right thing but i can't think of anything staying here in this place and around him.

I have a partner with whom I'm in relationship for last 4 years.My relationship is suffering because i don't get much personal time to spend with her. I'm most of the times in the factory & in self doubt about how I've lived my life. He didn't let me take any decision on my own,i fear he will not even let me marry my partner because she's from a different caste and we're Bhramins. 

Being a guy who wants to go out in the open and have my own experiences,all this is killing me. I've got one life and i want to live it doing things which i like,which make me feel happy. I understood his point to giving me a secure professional option & everything but that's not something which i seek. I want to have my own journey and i want to know how does it feels to become something on your own. 

My father has kept a condition that if i want to do anything else than joining his buisness wether it be a computer science engineering Job which was my college course,i will be kicked out of the house. I'm not very sure about leaving the housing or you can say I'm way more confused than ever. I love my mother & younger sibling but the things happening around are acting like slow death.

 What should i do? Please tell me 
 I am shattered and lost now.",4.475482622006124,5.822762564829823,5.344043219881146,81.16943778137944,70.43435980551055,8.499031154330991,30.32375292634612,8.936278230431713,2.462692267242931,4991,205,969,93,90,1630,445,1234,0.11,0.799,0.092,-0.9902,11,0,4,0,0,0,120.0,0,2,2,15,34,39,6,7,50,0,84,11,0,12,13,165,168,73,3,30,20,11,3,5,4,10,8,5,4,11,59,61,2,2,22,3,6,17,18,15,1,3,48,9,137,24,130,102,28,140,0,2,1,1,80,59,0,14,63,582,196,44,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03506868439081556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958340249694524,0.1944195400703373,0.0,0.04880923125376645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812886205935015,0.1277893321539519,0.13419923975401735,0.0,0.0,0.08278542676016105,0.0,0.1312595028588638,0.07926947486341626,0.030537475351401826,0.0,0.0,0.03173942780966089,0.03917967058290175,0.0,0.0,0.04006212991411897,0.03664497727181843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037964037579955895,0.030913757871007794,0.03762718364182055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694330785968655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498924507953865,0.0,0.0,0.0314052450928614,0.07345039860918676,0.0,0.03515592181207924,0.0,0.0,0.029979259987870713,0.08073683387288515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07110973075274107,0.03246214536872271,0.030236624073632732,0.0,0.03225321896579041,0.0,0.03383138166227288,0.1615328980440237,0.05443713835853058,0.0,0.0,0.039312816819311515,0.03280037026979126,0.0,0.043395102949925865,0.07869721194791755,0.05545292562982568,0.0,0.09374824594717113,0.03442639786837092,0.040791194325051884,0.030100590478609524,0.11480950749671888,0.0,0.0,0.10660229930565644,0.09520514453029448,0.07640546208627373,0.0,0.03543130946617034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024054521415873446,0.07583387085017375,0.21598751367578625,0.0,0.0,0.0828183230186895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28490110713304223,0.0,0.07940802893486329,0.0,0.0197227385164366,0.02925296448481198,0.0,0.15199800671832278,0.03899169000518658,0.07339445453012043,0.20278626491564625,0.10519642277091466,0.0,0.19013502391639703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03917526097118599,0.03051012537041685,0.03238971725344153,0.0,0.09582028812628512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03623597385996285,0.0,0.028644925122686245,0.0,0.10552526978176616,0.05322000224044785,0.0,0.0346602077912649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531543371780902,0.03821883615059421,0.07295455252555001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024879756595290032,0.09400629925456408,0.1499784901590773,0.07878702508436322,0.03392512749131856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03607667968091693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022990343108855147,0.0,0.0,0.0770591258112503,0.0,0.09194275345743053,0.06827413956443805,0.08561713778143971,0.0,0.1452795791317083,0.028597556362347024,0.0,0.03743831284306956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288346182153446,0.0,0.0,0.2032099000591276,0.07650223951187562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03382338464455018,0.0,0.026982806587739976,0.08653463151835468,0.031367108986577116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21457753199739701,0.022995152560495214,0.0,0.02849053206434257,0.14648333863760676,0.0,0.03401699347804276,0.0,0.07974429014592893,0.024365141960723254,0.0,0.0,0.07471995415993737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844322560276685,0.3386764409799366,0.02848569283417095,0.0,0.0,0.03226702035559571,0.03326791526482062,0.0,0.0,0.041268659417319234,0.034594106325180146,0.0,0.10450561718448312,0.0,0.0,0.15295998119264387,0.039237162628845086,0.0,0.11555132236928635
anxiety,sleepyeyeslee,2019/01/14,"I need help to get my blood drawn I’ve had anxiety since I was about 5, I’m 17 now and I have two doctors who want blood tests done. My mom and I went to the lab today to do it and I wasted their time and couldn’t do it, so we left. They understood, my mom understood, but I feel terrible about it. And I still have it dangling over my head that I still need to get it done. 

I really want to get it done in the next week but I keep tips on how to get through it. I’ve tried 5 or 6 different anxiety medications, and right now I’m on Valium. In late December I had to get an IV and they gave me 5 mg Valium in the ER and I did fine and was able to do it. My psychiatrist then prescribed it to me since it helped so much, but it’s not helping like it did that day. I took 10 mg (highest dose my psychiatrist told me I could take) before going to the lab today and it did nothing. I did my breathing exercises, took my medicine, distracted myself, did positive self talk all morning; honestly I was surprised that I couldn’t do it. I went in there confident that I’ll just get it over with and leave, but I was sitting in the chair and all of the sudden I am getting panic attack and can’t control it. I just couldn’t bring myself to let them draw my blood, even after minutes of me fighting with my brain that I can do it. 

I’ve gotten my blood drawn dozens of times, I’ve gotten a few IV’s too. There was even a time in October that I got 6 IV’s in the span of about 3 1/2 weeks. But but can’t get a 30 second painless blood draw now?

 I don’t understand. What am I supposed to do? I need this bloodwork done, soon. I did everything I knew to do but nothing helped. If anybody has any tips or advice I would really be grateful. Thank you",1.4902527169225444,2.8293417513368984,3.5338778678626888,91.21464981887185,78.01069518716577,7.178747628083491,22.759703294807657,7.941651935203635,0.8959571502501293,1341,40,317,22,31,457,168,374,0.085,0.823,0.092,0.5463,1,0,0,0,3,0,37.0,1,1,4,1,19,10,2,2,11,0,40,15,8,2,2,49,74,27,0,11,13,2,1,1,0,1,7,0,0,1,26,16,0,2,5,1,0,6,7,5,1,3,29,1,52,5,35,38,4,40,0,0,0,0,18,14,0,3,20,212,78,2,0.09274461328216176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906289627135116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06306951738017409,0.0,0.14189875061536802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551038665555333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891883493957934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353366090806204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402097003048134,0.07404902700793865,0.0,0.0,0.05981260299657053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689838119515834,0.0,0.0949280416200501,0.0,0.3796397585184541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251388475517587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833528782108203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04689446313929053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3876418603774463,0.0,0.05270890102870434,0.0,0.07417633962340656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518273004907764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24865903724195695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243567364275868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461996345328824,0.09820315420080833,0.1007672936981448,0.0948376507208076,0.0,0.04531033333829563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934304406535967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21724274032193103,0.0,0.0,0.06817796209436391,0.2063068667579854,0.0,0.0,0.09863494839027664,0.0,0.0,0.17798191556057336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881582074336564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882914826020452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920339299500853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675285850187053,0.0,0.0,0.15343860500678655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14813193594047064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973240697864999,0.07454460705268982,0.0,0.0853867792784465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16224038951175512,0.0,0.1758220980969972,0.08862145247419209,0.2060853557467249,0.06296750450228256,0.0,0.0905980108572866,0.09655041324119053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940635168778308,0.0,0.1487882690122318,0.0,0.0,0.17195037136216748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588311230269663,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ricendbeans,2019/01/14,"Crippling anxiety at work I am so anxious at work that I break out into tears multiple times randomly throughout the day. Even when I leave work I am constantly thinking and stressing about work.I have this feeling that everybody’s secretly hates me and are plotting against me behind my back. The slightest negative or unenthusiastic tone of voice, facial expression and even body language sets me off. For example, if I say or do something to somebody And it isn’t reciprocated or acknowledged in the same exact mood and energy that I had, I immediately start brewing very deep and strong hatred towards that person. I almost feel paranoid in a way like they’re out to get me and I need to get them first. Anybody else ever feel this way? What did you do to help it? I am craving some insight from an outside perspective.Should I seek therapy or is this something that I can fix easily on my own?",4.83982142857143,7.03794810119048,5.6661904761904776,75.81214285714287,70.96428571428572,8.847619047619046,32.83333333333333,9.424239791934726,3.3779476190476183,723,35,124,17,14,236,116,168,0.133,0.7809999999999999,0.086,-0.7958,0,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,5,7,5,1,1,5,0,12,2,2,0,2,29,21,14,0,2,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,11,10,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,5,20,2,20,19,3,23,0,0,0,0,7,11,0,8,9,91,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661967801914356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696797047547975,0.1875008886978332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762206712092586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843572508839352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17935655007396736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703807860740497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13864813941802087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192456132978357,0.15013099251655007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25176098248273376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117552580291762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17342682747388896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638627883615595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124739704219323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17574016866385048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108543649020407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306598450806328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14492017137283494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13198743465199714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555463960691428,0.0,0.0,0.1174756922198846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19012013278608625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898032145376518,0.0,0.0,0.10634802591645444,0.0,0.0,0.09677948958266064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369441145573361,0.0,0.26348137432938457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4833177799326212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NotAlright_HalfLeft,2019/01/14,"Started a writing a journal So, I started writing a journal after years of folks suggesting it might help. And so far it has. I've only made a few entries so far. I've found thaf I'm a lot more forgiving and understanding of myself, once I write down the problems I'm having.

I've also used it to start writing down goals I want to achieve. I've done this before, but with the Journal, I've been able to review my goals and maybe re-work them, if I am struggling to accomplish them.

Anyway, just wanted to share this here, in case it was helpful for others to do something similar as well. My anxiety is still a prominent piece of my life, but it's been easier to manage my thoughts over time with the journal and allowed me to focus on long term ideas.",4.576184210526313,5.230503197368424,5.553789473684212,82.3175263157895,69.65789473684211,8.185263157894736,30.989473684210523,8.238735603445708,2.2157163157894733,594,24,117,8,10,196,95,152,0.05,0.79,0.161,0.9432,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,4,9,5,0,1,9,0,10,1,0,3,0,27,22,12,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,7,0,12,3,21,14,5,16,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,3,9,80,20,6,0.18663201301209334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14924955337748194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277297911996792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15881009697601178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909893465622757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046323692016803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25019100857602833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21068482576395292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182371015478628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16516345854875336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15866786343893854,0.0,0.1765957232853326,0.0,0.0,0.18749694211816856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19798707259337467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19875700284789746,0.0,0.1419420558562953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17858163124866086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367844163189494,0.0,0.0,0.3962972981989768,0.0,0.14904456667385707,0.0,0.0,0.19510830215466207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14816497133345094,0.10882662764224317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19429050747703816,0.0,0.16119013674589822,0.0,0.0,0.22016079348650724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780459330158307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587032824935102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018489740888405
anxiety,snaredrum_,2019/01/14,"I need to go to therapy again. I 25F, have been battling ruminating thoughts and anger ever since I started dating my boyfriend. He has never ONCE broke my trust. I went through his phone for the 2nd time in the year and half we have been dating Saturday night. I was definitely consuming alcohol which led to that decision.

He did not have any messages or texts. I went to the Facebook search bar and there were names of 6 different women. I was/am pissed.

I am pissed that I don't feel the need to do that with other men.

Every person I have dated I have never trusted. Due to emotional abuse, etc.

I don't seek out other men to fulfill things/desires/whatever it may be. I don't think it's fair that this is what my boyfriend does in his free time.

I used to go to therapy and my therapist really helped me understand my ruminating thoughts and anxieties.

I know I am selfish. Immature. I invaded his privacy. I take full responsibility knowing this.

​

Is this what happens in every relationship? A man constantly looking at other women online and more?

I just don't feel like this is right and my heart really hurts.

​",3.166610808546295,5.748619253456223,4.4614264767490575,80.64460724759114,77.66359447004608,8.185085881860076,27.835986594051107,8.97023862654752,2.654660829493088,906,39,166,23,22,298,128,217,0.152,0.775,0.073,-0.9542,1,0,1,0,1,0,34.0,1,0,0,0,4,11,4,0,5,0,23,5,3,2,3,31,42,8,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,6,16,10,2,0,9,1,1,5,7,7,0,1,9,3,30,5,18,31,3,27,0,2,1,0,17,7,2,2,16,111,46,0,0.0,0.1444980017798176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303339507337723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642787040414335,0.29637995014510754,0.08293431036006803,0.0,0.09329606053827348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13179118710784066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741813721177486,0.0,0.0,0.10672457961584406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371841650832477,0.0,0.0,0.13601325684269758,0.0,0.11031624837383787,0.20550649954929198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332930777698475,0.08712544151999631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386208913032468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784535085585588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14451853137972154,0.08174458369544625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055649640534253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13404773443518636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05958157607176499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241238425346463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808577627549593,0.1881200806809452,0.0,0.0,0.11444751114159045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987923544357713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648733716845596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15625636394567155,0.0,0.0,0.13093517951304756,0.0,0.10414981831275816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088332222476247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632113478760024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169578780287106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789347916257895,0.14160039824249274,0.0,0.07814452595305155,0.0,0.19363899556318653,0.1422271315380415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696057096601193,0.0,0.10533088858068564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261089993620558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29637995014510754,0.07853571126384963
anxiety,liftsomeweight00,2019/01/14,"I dislike my job very much, it gives me bad anxiety. I miss days sometimes because of this, now I'm having repercussions due to having time off which is making my anxiety worse Fuck, I really hate my job. I work in a factory in maintenance. It gives me anxiety going in, sometimes so bad I don't go in. I got in trouble for being off 3 times in 12 months last week. I had a disciplinary with my manager he made it very personal and told me I disappointed him, made me very anxious. 

My parents have always been harsh towards me. I have not told them because I'm afraid of what they'll say. I woke up this morning in a bad state. I was meant to go into collee today, ( its an apprentiship scheme) but I didn't go in again, I know I really really should of but mentally I was just all over the place, I received an email shortly after saying my attendance at college was low, this will go to my manager. 


I will probably now loose my job, I'm really in a bad place, I'm afraid of what my parents will say. It's eating me alive. Why should I have to be afraid? Fuck sorry for the rant, I have nobody to talk to.

Tl;dr: I'm an anxious fuck that hates his job so doesn't go in sometimes, now it's biting me in the  ass and I'm terribly afraid of losing my job and having to tell my parents and other people I lost my job in fear of letting them down. :/",1.9480833333333327,3.565588403571425,4.089285714285714,86.52404761904764,77.46428571428572,7.523809523809526,23.809523809523807,8.344100000000001,1.428416666666667,1043,34,223,20,24,359,138,280,0.276,0.713,0.011,-0.997,10,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,3,3,7,21,5,5,10,0,25,5,1,3,1,18,55,8,0,2,4,3,0,0,0,6,0,3,0,1,14,6,1,0,2,0,0,8,4,21,0,0,14,3,44,0,37,32,2,46,0,5,0,4,21,24,4,0,13,145,58,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664585978132816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18330198587740995,0.1804617081687778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26675389853022785,0.0973765481833086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05150982120336862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172739173710518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987644144031867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215167824482512,0.0,0.15323799273009947,0.27235324314211345,0.0,0.0638796808716232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15771103218972468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4755544780335632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043894700702568464,0.06510506234484531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167292823314205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935458348036614,0.08718801163652531,0.0,0.0,0.15115066812214836,0.05331413364619658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049060985389965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637518169122373,0.0,0.05871395762013711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26605998853275675,0.0,0.0,0.05537210100883711,0.0697397805836534,0.1668952040273065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611383466435896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20466817606926985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905485201659441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23698169895403304,0.08940840967314953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06419682790229987,0.06981027810733305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314618254388683,0.0,0.07570783064813898,0.1526392413314699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19770441362950655,0.0,0.0,0.06406724293890206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207064194002763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0581466258378261,0.0,0.08139479385528761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aharrin1,2019/01/14,"Heart Palpitations, no rhyme or reason About a year and a half ago, I started getting heart palpitations. Mainly PVCs. I went to Cardiologist and had thyroid and other blood tests done as well as 24hr Holter monitor. Results came back PVCs, about 500/day. He wasn't worried said that 500/day is a very small amount and everyone gets them. This past year, they'd sometimes go away for a week, then come back, sometimes go away for a month and then come back. I've keep a very extensive log about what I've done, eaten, even worn and found zero correlation. Went to 2 other docs and nobody seems to be concerned. The one absolutely positive thing I can point to is I've twice for other reasons, taken steroid anti inflammatory medications and day after taking them, palps totally stopped (only to come back a month or few weeks later) any ideas? Or things to try? Also, FYI. This past fall I went 2 whole months without palps, but last week they came back.
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anxiety,lulu2489,2019/01/14,Anxiety over returning to work after maternity leave Due to go back to work in a couple of months after maternity leave. Getting even more anxious than I normally am. Keep waking up at night (which is annoying when my baby sleeps through the night!). ,7.003333333333334,8.359381777777777,7.56666666666667,67.53000000000003,64.55555555555556,11.333333333333336,35.0,11.20814326018867,4.4816666666666665,200,9,32,6,3,66,38,45,0.198,0.802,0.0,-0.7495,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,0,2,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,12,5,1,14,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,9,23,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791943242582221,0.2646265426012542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801174736630786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591840795806871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547144897030248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238166460821097,0.0,0.1331250044312828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20820486112984307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4960564566136209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18696955786604172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43964009420610783,0.2295072149077161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344109514603005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410616183462426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ImBrent,2019/01/14,"Does anyone else get extreme dandruff/itchiness when they're feeling anxious? The semester is starting today and for some reason my anxiety levels are going off the charts. My scalp is also itching like mad, and it looks like I'm going to lose all of my hair by the end of the day. Has anyone else ever had similar issues when anxious?",6.36671875,7.063739734375003,7.0593749999999975,72.948125,65.71875,8.9,33.1875,8.841846274778883,3.0417625,269,11,43,4,4,89,50,64,0.16699999999999998,0.742,0.091,-0.6662,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,0,4,0,5,3,3,1,2,7,12,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,3,3,2,6,11,2,11,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,9,27,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15582244763508915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490606474805266,0.44025282546153205,0.0,0.2724890025324618,0.3992961960183757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256629151631007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17051561285482686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255463776608409,0.0,0.17258034313299242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17625408099070813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852262981147468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180171856312327,0.0,0.22147687365119756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20337404634887216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19038892437530344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636259475348736,0.2179886705293617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003395032406484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791669410751756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846961701217731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,madebylipsum,2019/01/14,"Anxiety Stomach Pain, is that you? I've been having stomach issues for the past 2 or 3 months. It all started with a sharp pain on the left side of my stomach. Of course, being the overly anxious person that I am, I began to worry and panic day and night, which led to more pain. I couldn't stop thinking about it to the point where my body would wake me up and literally a minute later my anxiety would kick in and I would have to use the bathroom. Since my body was in constant stress and anxiety, I had constant diarreah which gave me hemrroids and ocassional bleeding, worsening my thoughts. For a while there I started feeling like I had colon cancer. 

After a couple of weeks my doctor finally saw me. He knew how anxious and stressed I was so he declined to refer me to a GI until I went through some anxiety classes. He assured me that I was healthy after looking at my bloodwork from earlier in the month.

Since then my stomach has gotten better. The pain is not completely gone since I'm still anxious from time to time.

I guess what I'm asking is, has anyone experienced this type of pain or found themeselves in a similar situation? Does this still sound like it could be stress / anxiety related? I think my rectum discomfort/issues is what has taken longer to heal, but mostly because I still have anxiety and get diarrea-ish bowl movements.

Any thoughts are greatly appreciated :/",6.148183851487364,7.058097703422058,6.505886826213378,75.97341757995973,66.26235741444867,9.382151643927534,34.481995079400576,9.478462496947786,3.310427600089465,1108,50,194,21,17,358,153,263,0.157,0.78,0.063,-0.9427,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,1,8,14,0,4,13,0,25,17,8,3,2,35,48,16,0,5,4,0,2,2,0,3,9,1,0,1,12,9,0,1,8,0,0,4,2,9,0,0,17,6,28,5,30,24,4,40,0,0,2,0,7,12,0,5,26,133,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05745348542292386,0.0,0.3877900833235448,0.2863359356658122,0.0,0.059074686927132324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789831540768216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051501978487863934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472114213450473,0.0,0.18769015370268127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858213052491773,0.1825990477161048,0.0,0.0674553234352109,0.09348232822364738,0.0,0.0544865833308381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647516394597791,0.07393440727492827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04271874062629194,0.06035692902735084,0.0,0.09255045777382928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926347128060028,0.0,0.0,0.04414053115442047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931462888015445,0.09307102943379428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763632000632019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179445919485914,0.0,0.0,0.08255133966754966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094709536122659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487209248762774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792845371778635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4494961506319405,0.09912630428384604,0.0,0.0,0.08065159878293568,0.0,0.07377005544715602,0.0,0.0,0.07986672880216271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20966347188608014,0.09496598279372244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195994766864923,0.0,0.2024122676630944,0.07063421214706167,0.2903358298100779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827063885218424,0.0,0.1341451464490122,0.09852911772085593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729689153425195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06776970079910208,0.0,0.0,0.07831951602683539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579979574289003,0.0,0.18004963044903774,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lableni,2019/01/14,"My anxiety Hey all, my anxiety started last year in August... My hand started aching and I was worried that I, 15 year old teenager could get what my dad had... A tia... that happened in November 2017... i connected my pain with that.. now, as I've been through all physiological tests and everything came out fine, it must be psychological.... I've been diagnosed with gad and am taking medication which doesn't help... but the main problem comes now... today my chest was hurting for about 3 hours and now I'm worried it was something different than a panic attack..... thanks if you read it and sorry for my bad English, as I am not English speaker... have a good day 😉",2.62996336996337,5.132598968253969,4.110634920634922,82.8544505494506,79.1587301587302,7.051526251526253,27.946275946275946,8.139509932561175,2.1054744810744808,514,23,98,10,13,170,87,126,0.209,0.711,0.08,-0.9423,1,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,0,0,4,9,1,1,4,0,13,5,2,0,3,18,22,9,0,4,3,1,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,8,10,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,6,0,0,7,2,12,3,12,12,3,18,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,13,63,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630134031386645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19556652712168374,0.0,0.0,0.1435333276337154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19661329537847386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808076381400054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725199487665912,0.0,0.0,0.11086437474951334,0.0,0.0,0.17447975355638934,0.0,0.1796039280560516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449694986430818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981316295486218,0.0,0.0,0.1441855903744782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201484702371582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11522416392422405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16929160053531828,0.0,0.18402764395042812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14012535592760572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17317600082087067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803851702282921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18291882751957692,0.201693243985052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16448967746655127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17195132000246366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234071364271033,0.0,0.1924333496834935,0.24335020463124746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925101587553206,0.0,0.0,0.1582668438142116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16294565021512966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491553379632749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214021103168317
anxiety,Wolfenstein2999,2019/01/14,"Looking for help with my plan. Without giving too much background I'm looking for help tp create a recovery plan. I suffer from Social Anxiety and low-self esteem. So far I've started walking and journaling and I'm unsure where to go next. 

My ultimate goal is to ne confident enough to volunteeer then eventually go back to work",3.2059907834101367,6.085154161290326,4.802995391705071,76.40306451612905,79.96774193548387,8.058986175115209,29.82488479262673,8.841846274778883,3.242204608294932,266,13,43,7,7,89,47,62,0.136,0.7070000000000001,0.158,0.3536,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,9,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,9,9,2,9,0,1,2,0,4,2,0,0,4,24,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986287084919841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19965197736386847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682840352922227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490763897798677,0.29512595120000945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.348070882992545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4360749961035159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19086990547402752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27613678522145235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708677172109347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646767043875651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18377898723161687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502897672908495,0.0,0.1890255984633726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kolix32,2019/01/14,"Two car accidents in six months Man guys, I hit a fire hydrant today from turning too sharply due to being worried about getting hit by a construction truck. No damage to the hydrant but my car is another story.

I also totalled my car in october of last year due to being cut off and spinning on a 5 lane highway. I've had anxiety over driving ever since and have been trying to work through it.

Doctor wanted me to try and get off my daily anxiety meds but I feel like I'm on the verge of a panic attack right now and have chest pain. Do doctors still prescribe kind of an ohshit pill? I dont want to be on a daily med for the rest of my life due to the side effects but I need something to help calm me down and my doctor has dismissed it when I say I need something for at least just my attacks.",4.688554216867472,4.661085325301208,5.7406265060241,83.47154216867473,69.24096385542168,8.085783132530121,31.057831325301212,7.554174236665415,1.933953734939759,628,24,129,6,10,209,109,166,0.181,0.763,0.056,-0.9523,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,8,9,3,1,10,0,11,7,1,1,2,17,22,10,0,4,4,0,2,1,0,0,6,1,0,2,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,6,0,2,2,3,15,3,28,15,3,28,0,1,0,0,4,13,0,0,12,87,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283140083184973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794749928126033,0.21587033087193008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210255478499302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4332416106134173,0.0,0.0,0.1653590361298954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762599460049556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134046797480267,0.10079631326217116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474297277047819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13970348458744358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945711438806413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14692583979674648,0.0,0.11500899416784305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965761064622633,0.0689305339704379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134433085597775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261846737221365,0.0,0.0,0.2092361931544457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15013207444237586,0.16554132524847562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049198867407275,0.0,0.11220219982474368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671294598331405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172393748832453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267643261654525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133738931196358,0.0,0.0,0.19158471758405096,0.1534678244330044,0.13782660168103725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664396989819206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027168197219577,0.14328600259982827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085876658658393
anxiety,Dr_Elizabeth,2019/01/14,"Does anyone else get anxiety when they are sleeping? I was diagnosed with anxiety when I was 10 years old and with depression when I was 19. I’ve done a pretty good job of managing it on my own through years of figuring out what worked and what didn’t work. Recently I’ve been changing meds a bit to deal with the depression side of things. I started Zoloft a few months ago and it’s been very helpful to me so far but I had a weird occurrence last night and I’m unsure if it’s a sign that the medicine isn’t working/is wearing off to early or if it’s just a generic thing that can happen sometimes from regular anxiety. 

The best way to describe it is that I had an anxiety attack in my sleep. I was having very vivid nightmares and I couldn’t seem to wake up, I couldn’t seem to move, it felt like sleep paralysis. Then when I did finally wake up everything was sore and I was exhausted. My whole body felt kinda tingly and shaky and just nothing felt right. It was a really hard sensation to explain but it’s happened to me multiple times in the past year. It first started happening when I was on Prozac so that was when I switched to Zoloft. This is the first time it’s happened since I’ve been on Zoloft. I’m just wondering if it’s something medicine related, something anxiety related, or some other thing entirely like a sleep disorder or something. ",4.185000000000001,5.535036900369008,4.934352398523983,83.81975738007381,71.14022140221401,9.257638376383763,30.89317343173432,9.642632912329526,2.8659474538745378,1084,47,218,26,20,350,139,271,0.13699999999999998,0.795,0.069,-0.923,1,0,3,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,5,11,10,1,1,14,0,25,15,8,0,0,37,41,25,0,5,11,0,4,2,0,0,7,0,0,0,22,12,0,0,8,0,0,1,4,6,0,2,20,5,19,4,26,19,6,39,0,2,1,0,4,12,0,12,27,141,41,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174696564661106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35273807990946165,0.0,0.0,0.06448197372972088,0.09448970998000948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491292146825708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09677860839956966,0.0,0.10067973928424294,0.10243500380553827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755593523022617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507418898223173,0.1588569298719959,0.09360078614717453,0.0,0.0,0.10569146295989564,0.0,0.0807018497365033,0.09437250074179863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703750528292001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288088256593194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656353609600558,0.10102188428365146,0.0,0.1568836099858645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04818084899588367,0.0,0.0,0.07734928743915244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261973701232621,0.0,0.08261050074600726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06181274392373954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151356035285503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517114855241748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010751631002506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243500380553827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736086738418697,0.09801466586252162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654169339538206,0.0,0.08848703583531795,0.0,0.0967687849077762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803388633097743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382031970830522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05907813199595813,0.0,0.09105556743053493,0.0,0.0,0.07875489430658326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679062216902711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628487027456385,0.0,0.3691441423499773,0.0,0.0,0.21298508137047134,0.0912073800647564,0.0,0.13054678263973535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18379948628411194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754778926421672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521813850940774,0.0,0.07319949568761669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295970674023752,0.0,0.0,0.10000804432235252,0.13427369520131124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17815887939343114
anxiety,hihoohi,2019/01/14,"I made my first cut. This night was unlike any other. I just got home from a trip with my friends. I was happy. I enjoyed the trip, the food, the climate and all. I thought I was happy.

But tonight, I made my first cut.

I grabbed the blade near the mirror and sat on the living room chair. I felt numb. I felt stupid and useless (maybe because I am). I was always against self harm, but tonight was different. I felt immense emotional pain that I felt numb. I wanted to distract my mind. I wanted physical pain. 

It was as if tranced, I let the blade touch my skin, added pressure and swiped. Good thing my skin was very sensitive and the sting from the cut kind of woke me up. 

I bawled and threw the blade away. It scares me so much. I just don't know what to do. Everyone thinks [my] anxiety is not real and I just received a message from the one i love most saying that he's tired of it. 

Maybe I am too. 

Help. ",0.2379943899018251,2.542576946236561,1.3940205703599808,99.47190042075735,88.67741935483869,4.525105189340814,19.914913510986445,6.046907544983943,-0.17748452547919547,696,22,160,6,23,218,106,186,0.193,0.687,0.12,-0.8885,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,2,5,20,4,3,13,0,13,9,2,2,1,30,29,12,0,3,7,0,8,0,1,0,5,1,2,1,9,8,1,0,7,0,0,4,2,13,0,3,18,9,31,7,14,10,3,14,0,1,0,1,8,5,0,2,5,102,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630443099554034,0.0,0.0,0.08687944548553482,0.0,0.09773409787046113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003232771502485,0.0,0.0,0.0778797543699282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13347934115201712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437099330793646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207771628677133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4906687396795759,0.0,0.0,0.2173408396474414,0.15448481298448336,0.0,0.09870508724511184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071568857936874,0.10217930186118823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720003576212554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856331242410109,0.0,0.12815113683714394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330397220256646,0.07021215215849097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064064619534674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281216702192833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530608461263618,0.24177437228610305,0.0,0.0,0.25669905614270955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899860271161204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09391642408467403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989171022236485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657175301002111,0.0,0.2718858640329155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541594524780113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159785028965697,0.12790749270295462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332788809071385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487637146917723,0.08186181392303478,0.0,0.1014251428984318,0.0,0.14683839235274498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541327426758457,0.15070930557362958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,blairstein666,2019/01/14,"Do you ever feel like your anxiety is pointless, but you let it get to you anyways? I’ve had multiple multiple instances where I feel my anxiety coming on, and in my head I know it’s about something stupid, like my boyfriend not saying “I love you” enough, and I can’t help but have an anxiety attack over it. I hate it. I hate knowing how stupid I am, and how stupid my anxiety is, and I especially hate the part where it gets to me anyways, and then I sound like an idiot when I say it out loud. Anyone else feel this way? ",7.076111111111112,4.933298833333335,7.584,79.161,65.29629629629629,11.232592592592594,34.56296296296296,9.888512548439397,2.9772607407407414,406,14,89,7,5,135,64,108,0.35700000000000004,0.5579999999999999,0.084,-0.9913,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,5,0,0,9,12,8,0,3,0,8,2,1,2,1,18,20,11,0,0,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,7,7,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,8,0,0,1,7,20,4,7,18,2,11,0,0,0,1,9,6,0,0,6,64,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4847839429632087,0.0,0.0,0.11077562664473196,0.16232686794588666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802332333605205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364705670929393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234517229004888,0.0,0.0,0.1636971229517573,0.0,0.0,0.14330601300587206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403158869815939,0.1131800604140919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16554281549028269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.469240677487657,0.16259149208533316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619007215076197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741343334055242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16200202629839572,0.0,0.23219783779763595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14298627491362395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715606688586883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519745285073725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196460752316432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575173394757058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ubermensch900,2019/01/14,"Feeling physically stuck during spiraling Need some help, really 

This constantly happens to me, where I begin fixating on something, whether it’s a big deal or not, so much that I can’t move or do anything I want to do. This past hour, I knew that going to the gym would make me feel better, but I couldn’t get myself to get up and go. I’ve just been here spiraling and using YouTube to get my mind off of it, but I feel worse because I’m wasting time. I don’t get a panic attack, but it’s definitely some sort of physical feeling that’s caused by the mind. 

I feel like a burden telling my friends or boyfriend about it because I’ve been so stressed and negative recently that I don’t want to put this on them, especially if they don’t really understand it or can’t really help. ",10.126792452830193,5.9364553584905675,10.107264150943395,69.79787735849058,61.45283018867924,14.122012578616353,42.22327044025157,11.855464076750405,4.6664289308176095,618,25,128,14,6,207,91,159,0.182,0.6809999999999999,0.13699999999999998,-0.9301,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,1,6,7,1,2,5,0,11,0,0,3,0,34,33,14,0,6,11,0,5,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,0,7,1,0,4,8,4,0,0,4,5,16,3,14,27,3,16,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,8,7,80,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009135179163133,0.0,0.0,0.16602113673274518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17792017811756292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290668757594579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991454741506985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577029467974823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15045167657017086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36894339617354893,0.10425536919621316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274834419958685,0.0,0.3049782317410949,0.0,0.16587545439079626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290490661902918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19563313779026364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14371571850172235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129604283530043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741216269710404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947037334291981,0.0,0.0,0.15510488141252948,0.10727837444080256,0.10820830574323048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712222542913915,0.0,0.0,0.13931063662250862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467041045010072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804674150547914,0.0,0.1440923443852095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234722034673478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671670489509835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755285894825275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509536278684858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519225724254804,0.0,0.12604022987044766,0.0,0.0,0.17215145777339666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14871934249829385,0.10366741647618732,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Foksorie,2019/01/14,"It's my birthday and I want to die I just want this off my chest because this is probably the worst birthday I had in my life.

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So I got 4 hours of sleep tonight so the whole day I felt exhausted, I went on the bus to go to school and it was jampacked, so I had to stand. The ride is around 40 minutes and I broke down and had an anxiety attack right there.

I arrive at school and I just feel sick, around noon I puked in the bathroom. I couldn't go home because last week I was late one day and I had detention, I forgot to go and had to go today. If I didn't come to detention, I would've been suspended for 2 days. Because of the detention I couldn't hang out with my friend. I then thought, ""Well I'll just hop on Discord and play some video games with my friend"", he couldn't because he had a lot of homework to do.

Now i'm just feeling miserable, I'm feeling so fucking lonely. I want my life to end.",0.789629430719657,2.630501561224495,2.400504833512354,96.22569817400648,81.85714285714286,5.758968850698174,23.070891514500538,6.8360192770164,0.4910755102040821,710,25,168,8,19,232,105,196,0.22,0.7070000000000001,0.073,-0.9851,0,2,0,0,0,1,24.0,0,0,0,0,13,11,2,1,8,0,16,7,2,0,0,33,35,14,1,7,5,0,4,0,2,0,4,0,2,0,4,14,0,1,5,3,0,8,4,7,1,1,15,4,26,4,25,17,4,33,0,3,0,1,5,11,1,3,13,105,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14409017284540707,0.16159243098765286,0.0,0.0,0.10173385356580067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23677130075506456,0.0,0.15129066576185274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242678941923473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455558205011362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572947218317562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13801837394788516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778603979914402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017250085164344,0.0,0.12768732407506292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20548916111761129,0.12294332655527987,0.0,0.0,0.30231581860243595,0.0,0.10636097697223082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339570603660572,0.0,0.1309643287623638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840126222220724,0.1500138936510627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18786375556566298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305986107589645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011469114217954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338129841526928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356923651442065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691776719102225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308194614310173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557595414852716,0.0,0.0,0.1260550886026937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23531559749831865,0.0,0.10667327165571244,0.0,0.11957029984131234,0.1232792665536636,0.0,0.1484740140811792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446937158213196,0.0,0.16159243098765286,0.0
anxiety,ColdDigital,2019/01/14,"Vision & question about feeling anxiety Whenever I wake up I feel completely fine for 5-10 minutes. It seems as if life has returned to normal but after those 5-10 minutes everything kicks in again. Pounding thoughts, loss of reality, strong heart beats - everything in one package. However, sometimes those feelings fade during the day but I can still feel them, the thoughts aren’t there but my body is acting as if they are. Usually it’s this empty/numb feeling accompanied with slight lightheadedness. Does this happen to you as well? At one point, the thoughts come rushing back with extreme worry. 
Have any of you also experienced vision issues? Sometimes whenever I blink, my vision becomes blurry and unfocused so I have to blink again to refocus. As if a tear is in the eye. Does this occur to you too? 
Vibrations or movements, change in size, when you stare at something for a long time? Or if you tilt your head to for example the left side, it seems as if your head is being pushed down. A way to imagine it is a plate with things on it, then you tilt it to the side and everything starts sliding off of it. 
I would be very grateful for responses. 
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anxiety,Detroids,2019/01/14,"why does the anxiety subreddit have the most anxiety inducing color scheme? whenever I open it, it makes me feel like I have to take a number 1, 2, and 3 at the same time ",5.083428571428573,4.683932342857143,7.080714285714286,75.46678571428573,68.42857142857143,12.714285714285715,31.785714285714285,12.161744961471696,4.052142857142858,132,5,28,5,2,47,29,35,0.099,0.789,0.111,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,2,0,7,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,2,5,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,2,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6107030746989115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493021492081476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20182413658558213,0.2851555291497767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19500636732408885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664382373174292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001139556432798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23274977001911004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3601741881105563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mellamoelpepper,2019/01/14,"Anxiety Barf Does anyone else experience wanting to throw up when they're experiencing anxiety? A lot of my anxious thoughts are work related. When I get up in the morning I try to breathe, meditate and pray but I end up dry heaving. My head starts spinning and I get this tightness in my chest. Anyone else? How do you make this go away? ",2.632549450549451,5.2559515076923065,4.0068131868131855,82.8746153846154,80.07692307692307,7.406593406593408,30.824175824175825,8.418075326091056,2.6915714285714283,268,14,51,6,7,88,49,65,0.077,0.8959999999999999,0.027000000000000003,-0.2709,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,2,3,3,2,0,9,9,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,8,0,9,8,1,12,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,4,30,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257523109446458,0.24052856625478475,0.0,0.2977443201216036,0.43630448680757533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20003667600768896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863196486747414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557192546628762,0.0,0.18857574601149046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20826758639118345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22247417840048075,0.0,0.12100209651594697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185078736848962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18100912198677716,0.0,0.0,0.14211959154284773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15069933809739725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690273681701463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445524362764505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558028784524808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15500157553917554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ikindaneedthis,2019/01/14,"I've started to snoop in my girlfriend's social media accounts and I feel horrible for doing it ​

**TL;DR: Things are going good, yet I find myself looking at my gf's social media convos and have anxiety when not doing so at times. I feel guilty when doing it, but can't seem to stop.**

Long story short, I'm in an LDR with my girlfriend and it's been going on for a year and almost a half. However, two months ago, I began to snoop in her social media accounts, those being Discord and whatnot, just because I'm jealous that she'll go for someone behind my back and I'd be played for a fool for god knows how long. We've had our ups and downs over time, but we've always made up and it never went past the point of not talking for more than a day.

Problem is, I've grown somewhat paranoid over time for one reason or another and found myself looking at who she's texting all the time. Results = nothing that would be alarming. And yet I still do it out of fear of missing out on something happening behind my back. I feel guilty doing it every time and I want to stop feeling this anxiety when staying out of her business as I should be. It's something wrong to do and I understand that, but my anxiety sometimes gets the best of me.",2.905357142857145,4.623009297619049,4.167777777777779,86.555,75.07142857142857,6.06984126984127,26.285714285714285,6.655083550727371,1.133066666666667,981,36,190,8,21,322,142,252,0.175,0.762,0.063,-0.9814,1,0,2,0,0,0,31.0,1,0,0,1,11,10,1,2,8,0,19,0,0,4,2,46,42,22,0,4,7,0,4,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,14,16,0,2,10,1,2,5,4,7,0,3,6,6,23,3,38,29,4,49,0,1,2,0,13,18,0,4,25,138,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004957665596702,0.0,0.11352379386336613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433301754567,0.12283647220455784,0.13775709866611113,0.0,0.11887845046855967,0.2601834829334033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17434924098486546,0.0,0.0691093698224029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897494128084606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731143452801019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551921147526474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757289810946912,0.2292933460787645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361823120985612,0.0,0.0,0.1243044794329736,0.0,0.0,0.059231205892934284,0.0,0.1932925468584792,0.09508947362823793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025281825749544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0623052503029158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20065796839812688,0.19040468716360776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072735439594005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049094415513767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743802171082705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878168292270968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682252394536906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822460283484804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717140310628766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847988905791237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656335995523652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320789478502956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466996655303257,0.0960581305142279,0.1745557065333233,0.11212594257175176,0.0,0.08024395088860851,0.12083745818433662,0.0905375202612608,0.18956498498540736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911226040293278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531806683910093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33053512868686497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074612900377988,0.11802228789570784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668686311277531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509523238385143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053487692724698,0.12395242358098756,0.13775709866611113,0.0730066370555123
anxiety,SarahStew28,2019/01/14,"Anxiety and knitting I'm 25 and I learned how to knit when I was 11. I'm high functioning autistic (Asperger's), and I can be pretty high anxiety at times, especially in social situations. One thing I've done since junior high is I keep some knitting nearby, especially in social situations. I would knit in class and it irritated my teachers because they thought I wasn't listening, which I can understand, but it's not the case with me.

If I have something to keep my hands moving, I can deal with anxiety better. It allows me to not have to make eye contact, which can be too overwhelming at times, and it gives me a productive way to get rid of nervous energy. If nothing else, it just gives me something to hold, and even that helps.

Anybody else use knitting as an anxiety tool?",4.8875818181818165,6.372045273333335,6.012181818181817,76.24609090909094,69.6,9.721212121212124,32.96969696969697,10.018931242160765,3.4913333333333325,621,29,114,16,11,207,90,150,0.078,0.847,0.07400000000000001,0.3506,0,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,1,5,3,0,2,3,0,13,2,2,4,0,26,25,12,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,9,8,0,3,3,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,4,3,16,1,15,18,1,13,0,1,1,0,9,8,0,3,3,74,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4121718216309717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821101358846422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912868814477875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886685296690934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378419561073522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22504437920706494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896620096308097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703737044192158,0.2584275709192789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028466415362596,0.4269448210675682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394500418457683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991139735247977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316175965987232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924555367090435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912742786740131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703543182131725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114228790949498,0.3028104931327486,0.0,0.27461357479225473,0.0,0.20739290228985274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948680502542186,0.0,0.0,0.10693449578630412,0.15708598935786114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14022448940623242,0.0,0.11633509488457963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691633253694018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568499474011356,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MissCat8910,2019/01/14,"Anxiety made me irrational Argh almost left my husband and dog just because of anxiety that I can usually control. Became emotional and just nearly walked away from the loves of my life. 

Calm down, breathe, if you’re having a severe anxiety attack, try not to freak out, and don’t make a rash decision like I almost did by giving up on a marriage and my precious dog.

Happy Monday to everybody and let’s not let anxiety ruin our week.

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anxiety,treestagram,2019/01/14,"Hoping someone can commiserate with my symptoms The anxiety began about 4 years ago. I always had health anxiety, but nothing serious. Out of nowhere, the first panic attack. It’s ruled my
Life since then.

Originally, my panic attacks were classic: pounding heart rate, feeling like I was about to die, ringing in my ears, etc. Without therapy, I was able to rationalize these feelings completely. Unfortunately, my anxiety was pretty tenacious and decided to prevent itself in even more sinister ways.

The panic attacks changed. They turned more mental... sudden dizziness, accompanied with wild vision changes. Extremely bright colours, tunnel vision, and something I can only describe as like playing a game with a shitty frame rate.. life coming towards me fast and stuttering.

This I could not rationalize. Of course you can’t die from a fast heart rate, I could think, but going insane? Well, that can happen to just about anyone. And while you can say, that’s not what inanity *feels* like and those who are ‘crazy’ don’t realize it, but who’s to say? The concept of insanity is not well understood. 

Fast forward and I think about this all the time. I’ve developed agoraphobic tendencies. Walking around the city with my friends is terrifying, as I’m worried this panic will grip me and I’ll make a fool of myself. Alone, it’s easier, but not easy by any stretch. 

I used to want to travel the world. Now, I’m sure that’s not possible. The plane right, the unfamiliar place, the lack of a ‘safe place’ to retreat to and regroup if my mind starts shooting off.

I drank a lot too. When I drink, this anxiety completely disappears. I can’t overstate how nonexistent these feelings are when I drink. I’m happy to say I’ve stopped this behaviour, but it may be relevant.

I want to know if anyone else has experienced this or something like it, and maybe has employed some good mechanisms to overcome it.

Thanks for reading my long ass rambling post ;)",4.6739083139083135,7.365888190883192,5.031116291116291,77.93652680652683,73.07407407407408,8.12918932918933,31.434084434084433,8.927757054556999,3.071633618233619,1549,73,258,34,33,490,205,351,0.203,0.609,0.188,-0.929,1,1,4,1,0,0,62.0,0,2,1,1,14,25,3,4,16,0,23,11,4,4,2,60,47,24,2,8,15,0,5,4,1,2,4,5,0,0,22,16,3,3,10,6,0,6,9,10,2,1,8,13,27,15,37,34,7,37,0,0,2,1,10,12,1,7,23,166,49,2,0.08453725640480837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493717711668585,0.0,0.0,0.08755510253280425,0.0,0.0,0.07034176946721431,0.0,0.0,0.05748823326131421,0.0,0.2586830790441293,0.0,0.0,0.11822083053471473,0.08661840933749437,0.0,0.07525608113943663,0.0,0.28852000006516426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788584160722169,0.07282136095249997,0.1772714099036637,0.0,0.0,0.13499224076015856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17547265087334246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656286552141407,0.0,0.0,0.07062003014240475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428138730588496,0.055836060565522254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17097830759447571,0.12078686573387525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190734711205254,0.0,0.0,0.06531327459462351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048044470976690935,0.0709058398293895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475601665019536,0.08999148140681389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985915041798309,0.0,0.20035411174143566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396457029141541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04645946527983146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942232852480887,0.16520253335051924,0.0,0.0,0.07481281168593602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718705523144709,0.0,0.0,0.05642927509276373,0.0,0.08492903663817875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851936710811402,0.0,0.08535853010599012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111577750282704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06429439289052588,0.0,0.3967450232864737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766468802103787,0.0,0.0,0.09530305464024044,0.08096332337976819,0.08600478145596864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456013338698314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219435506598483,0.0,0.20168225811037216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993009208196077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162814301802807,0.13016182019417807,0.0,0.0,0.059835905194194176,0.0,0.0,0.07067693168218557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967536370419714,0.0878665781419594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783054775895183,0.09667572019384853,0.0,0.0,0.10833612087879342,0.0,0.0,0.0492943540402513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195225948415782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301304690493343,0.0,0.0,0.09972452822468847,0.06710173924874502,0.0,0.0,0.15201829204854914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149089845520548,0.0,0.0,0.08585168741516112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05443922146187249
anxiety,Mariyah,2019/01/14,"Finally moving forward with my life! I'm a long time lurker on this sub and even though I've never contributed I've always loved how supportive an environment it is to be in.

So since I was little I've always had mental health issues and suffered from bad anxiety. This continued through my life and has slowly gotten worse. Over the years I've let my anxiety and mental health problems really get the better of me.

But for one things are looking up and I just wanted to share it with you guys. My husband and I are finally moving out of my parents house into our own place on Friday and I got myself a job without the help of anybody. I'm so proud of myself for finally being able to take this step and I'm so excited to be moving and having some independence again. 

This has been the hardest time for me but it has all lead up to this moment and I'm so anxious and scared that I'm sick to my stomach but I'm so excited to be doing this finally. I feel like I've been waiting for this forever and things are finally looking up. 

Thank you guys for all your support, I know I've never posted or commented but reading all of your posts and comments has always helped me feel better and helped me think through the situations I have been in. I just love how wonderful you all are to each other, it makes me so happy to read the posts here because of how nice you all are. 

I love you guys ♥️",3.624616029510397,4.847586045774651,5.099074446680081,82.59213615023477,72.3450704225352,8.085580147551978,26.55197853789403,8.563005593585519,1.848892219986586,1103,37,219,19,21,371,138,284,0.078,0.7390000000000001,0.183,0.9901,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,7,0,4,15,19,0,1,9,0,23,9,1,6,7,49,49,29,0,2,8,2,2,1,0,0,5,0,0,3,15,19,0,1,5,2,0,6,3,4,0,1,7,4,30,15,36,37,8,35,0,1,2,3,22,13,0,3,16,158,45,4,0.08552387599794252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134881480154489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085106209856673,0.0966176364742114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140886412359504,0.05213456100442808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127783659223254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056487713501756374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864868828190188,0.06109827410140858,0.0,0.4684361289085664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04468269534111712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840125639031212,0.0,0.0,0.2540462498477797,0.0,0.09104175630982198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18181576181814516,0.0,0.0,0.17197455394645975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868307024623313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926470674129344,0.08486925037740421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04700168560588655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745395762777479,0.12081608571768575,0.041782645834754537,0.08571739167832755,0.0,0.07568593897875175,0.14363703219939167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315659114895884,0.0,0.05708785133240747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17237590315122914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27269503620020985,0.0,0.0,0.13192257109865574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057953191751513575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496414322735988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893542475887385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457246966694357,0.0,0.0,0.08183479907828628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17109403994678218,0.0,0.054788784928286136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562431963473814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074623400484689,0.0961324199316238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19410296195736326,0.0,0.0,0.06430331117275985,0.0,0.0,0.07873889452378696,0.0,0.0,0.11363652600072778,0.054800246436723966,0.08402677393954253,0.0,0.09973931971838483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05044419791080697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244196453538452,0.09274699531547052,0.0,0.0,0.08715613615103926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05507457213225688
anxiety,givemeajetpack,2019/01/14,"Anxiety over replying to texts/emails? I get soooo anxious over replying to texts and emails. I'll avoid the most basic of messages for days, weeks, or sometimes even months. I don't completely understand my thought process but I think it goes something like this:

1. Receive text/email. Feel some anxiety over what to say back so I put it off.
2. Put it off long enough that I feel that too much time has passed for me to answer without it being weird.
3. Experience mounting anxiety and my mental block grows as days go by without me answering.
4. Convince myself that the person who sent me the text/email in the first place now hates me and thinks of me as lazy/irresponsible/uncaring.

Does anyone else have this problem? How have you been able to work through it?

​",2.833227236099916,5.683059075342469,3.03475423045931,88.60150282030621,81.53424657534245,6.448992747784046,25.711522965350518,7.724431198458867,1.6192406124093481,619,25,117,11,17,189,102,146,0.138,0.812,0.05,-0.9091,0,1,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,2,6,6,1,1,4,0,6,0,0,1,0,21,16,9,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,12,3,0,2,8,0,0,7,3,4,0,1,3,3,14,2,21,12,4,23,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,3,10,73,26,1,0.1497025666507535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622026684210197,0.1819050042431276,0.0,0.0,0.3435661612016478,0.1691212891738778,0.0,0.1046755153602544,0.15338797056454928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511203316646235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15696029292279476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19309154181079247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100572490386858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12505728502291738,0.0,0.0,0.15468276936875264,0.0,0.09887713339429084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643783585480147,0.0,0.0,0.15138823151492276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273369267175393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821341232943911,0.0,0.08507941852462549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14780029154951682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313711229683564,0.0,0.0,0.132482060620873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508649767645091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949116045483588,0.0,0.11004861148638947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13071450690226186,0.1564073195829298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324513851152973,0.0,0.30098485522072843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904948962173463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524834961342573,0.14805966630231274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918467199701928,0.0,0.11884711598173492,0.08729277049020512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15584565142800727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008236904761554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28861586420555513,0.0,0.10898525147071217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819050042431276,0.0
anxiety,atticparts7,2019/01/14,"Morning anxiety Need advice.  Every morning I wake up having a full blown panic attack.   I’ve tried every anti depressant - I’m classic treatment resist.  And it’s been years.  Decades, really.  So, weird question:  I hate alcohol and never drink.  Is it a super bad idea to slam 1/2 a beer as soon as I wake up just so I can get up without crying and I somehow get past this period of the day?  Other hating the taste and never drinking/ not being a drinking, I feel like it’s better than Valium.  And, yeah, I’ve tried Cannibis.  Different strains.  It makes it worse.  ",1.5288095238095245,4.209870240740742,3.5889417989418,83.07166666666667,87.33333333333331,5.678306878306879,22.529100529100532,7.1686216300943375,1.3196433862433865,438,16,75,7,14,148,76,108,0.274,0.613,0.113,-0.9576,1,0,5,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,5,11,3,2,6,1,5,8,2,1,2,16,13,9,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,5,6,0,3,4,0,0,4,8,0,0,1,2,6,3,9,11,1,11,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,2,8,47,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15605126293424246,0.0,0.17066446689878673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216557808521615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18167513560016296,0.0,0.0,0.1333379343836934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123648721207732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17541651138444928,0.10298950752095204,0.0,0.13754432662640392,0.0,0.0,0.16684638452265707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4693183756698829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690983967903891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074615419181616,0.11408552373820326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16686719142229905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31532979840315445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18027524319996927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801848911990678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065970768263688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841117947897953,0.2463319273421753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18736666233184987,0.0,0.0,0.15244612401179522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17889398171997498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230415368441964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168436735276423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539394498511519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16274196916407213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283778877186196
anxiety,abyssreachesneon,2019/01/14,The week has barely even started and I'm already in full panic mode I'm planning on asking someone in one of my college classes to go get coffee with me after class but I'm considering all of the possible outcomes and I'm afraid that my anxiety will get the best of me and fuck up my next interaction with her even though we hit it off really well. I'm terrified and I don't know what to do.,4.631807228915665,4.590243746987955,6.380385542168675,78.88479518072292,69.36144578313252,9.531566265060242,31.057831325301212,9.3871,2.6136525301204823,313,12,65,6,5,109,58,83,0.158,0.747,0.095,-0.7146,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,2,4,5,1,2,3,0,4,1,0,0,1,10,17,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,0,0,8,2,13,15,3,11,0,0,0,1,4,6,1,0,4,44,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726706117902343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18902362602358225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309963480823282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593063312855023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264020103662638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284312700869965,0.25818927132659464,0.0,0.1404272772375597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579452699822453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627836470233129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16743497941589944,0.0,0.0,0.28990757024206604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27855751564096226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158292559899432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093590561645308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17489199228652166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242765251399364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982011680617172,0.0,0.22216411596080227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,peperok,2019/01/14,"What's your earliest childhood memory of anxiety is? I was thinking about my anxiety when I was a child and my earliest childhood memory is of my family visiting a cousin in the hospital and me passing out instantly after seeing his head swathed in bandages. I snapped out of it with an ammonia-soaked cotton-ball under my nose ...  after that fainting episodes and constant free-floating worry about nothing and everything was my long-term companion.  Funny thing though, I don't really care too much about passing out, it's just that I care too much what others will think of me when I snap out of it :D

What's your earliest memory of anxiety? ",8.901500000000002,8.101188816666667,9.123333333333337,65.27500000000003,60.83333333333334,13.666666666666664,40.83333333333333,12.745084868956482,5.596083333333333,518,25,85,17,6,172,71,120,0.119,0.8220000000000001,0.059,-0.6269,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,0,9,2,0,0,4,0,7,3,2,0,0,12,12,7,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,10,9,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,2,16,2,19,8,2,17,0,0,1,0,7,7,0,0,7,68,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.485624957072385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4314847760180623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22866663827142755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19017427439141685,0.0,0.19947957647594636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171647459598781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18726115161298368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.311103701493971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20303786967570245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13555768878057134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16861943412052588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057899664935888,0.2711720933870478,0.20789793542311796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21489214869734952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chaofun,2019/01/14,"Citalopram side affects Hi All,

I'm on my 5th day of taking 10mg Citalopram.  Most of the side affects have been pretty mild except waking up extremely thirsty.  I take a few other meds for various stuff such as hbp, cholesterol and acid reflux, but the thirst issue wasn't there until i started the Citalopram.  Just wonder if it goes away or what do others do to deal with that side affect.  I drink a solid amount of water during the day, and keep water next to me at night.",6.861935483870969,6.317558634408603,6.762924731182796,79.70438709677421,64.80645161290322,8.300215053763441,29.352688172043013,6.742157984588678,1.6195436559139784,375,10,69,2,5,119,74,93,0.0,0.954,0.046,0.4588,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,0,5,5,2,3,1,15,11,7,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,4,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,5,0,14,9,5,13,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,4,6,48,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350471382459648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226836575962291,0.2579188807621172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24507572613237635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611171364710993,0.0,0.2223665528231535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778874247070909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660633739281892,0.2347717812661725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25451736281897097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17707476879886164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863899003485567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762001151855865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27130352764460564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Droelfelf,2019/01/14,"I feel like I am unable to love anyone, including my parents Ok first I'm going to say that i am going through finals phase which might be a factor causing my stress.

I don't know how to solve these problems with my family.
Today my father told me that he feels like I didn't care about him at all until i moved out of my mother's house. I didn't know what to say because he might be right. It is sickening.

I always suffered from depression and everything and i always had problems with the lack of my social abilities.

I am a moody person and it is difficult for me to just be nice to people when i am in a bad mood.

Now i feel like i have no friends and no one i have a good connection to.

I mean i get that i am not nice to be around most of the time /when i feel bad, but it hurts me, and i am helpless here.

I don't know how to change this. I don't want to be the person everybody hates, and even I would doslike me if i had to be around me. I mean i can be fun, but especially in the last few months my character kind of changed and i feel like i am the worst person now.

I struggle to improve myself, to be there for others or be nice to them. Hell, I don't even have a mother who loves me. I don't know what to do. I feel numb but still bad.

I feel like everyone hates me and that i deserve it, and i am not really feeling like talking to others rught now because i fear being an asshole without getting it /getting why they don't dislike me. 

I'm sorry if this didn't improve your day, maybe it's just depressing coming back for some
And I'm sorry to demand help or cyber hugs on here even though i am like this",2.8042095238095257,3.3210179685714287,4.4260714285714275,89.30434523809522,73.60000000000002,7.4333333333333345,24.583333333333336,7.492282038375204,0.9249047619047626,1259,35,290,14,24,425,162,350,0.209,0.624,0.16699999999999998,-0.926,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,2,1,21,41,3,4,11,1,40,4,0,3,1,55,70,23,0,7,12,4,8,7,1,3,1,2,0,3,20,16,0,0,14,0,0,4,14,21,0,2,6,10,56,19,38,51,6,27,1,5,0,3,23,8,1,8,22,212,76,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371686602688928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05763358337140233,0.0,0.0,0.14675172241430426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06337985476085851,0.20646467925243586,0.1004912163016202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403793670590669,0.08467333705732262,0.17438976511585466,0.07100197078115572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0531574047424775,0.0,0.14198532678727174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16332310831408398,0.0,0.0,0.0787607658256734,0.07407841260071991,0.0,0.07770309848106854,0.09275121254243752,0.33341307114413826,0.3533072741051088,0.0,0.0902927260663922,0.0,0.07011079292970977,0.0,0.0,0.06368146864783165,0.0,0.1291912212154875,0.0,0.09368822773604003,0.06913430759778719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16275554786656551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055247842525359483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951075598064392,0.08823783091168692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583311279645482,0.1811948336674676,0.0671875007328281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818813636806473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487838371274517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828071447578275,0.17957031048781574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17488012332580238,0.0,0.0,0.06579097064407002,0.0876048931176573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05585341676873403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152337790998294,0.0,0.0,0.0571432227098394,0.2159113926158064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15773947908523125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05280366354925011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039063019301431,0.0,0.1310955797413227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840220633131701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18453642079681815,0.0,0.0,0.06582483355995923,0.0,0.09441773413433067,0.08616866620572734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06625021567270663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098229420564909,0.0,0.04806276948771737,0.0,0.07812940720661789,0.0787607658256734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04861649072854076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437588005849413,0.0,0.0,0.0794549060243565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05855246371018742,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Vykyrie,2019/01/14,"Anxious about Touch I work at a grocery store, up on the front end. I've been at this job for almost 3 years, and there's one thing I cannot get used to: people I dont know touching me. The people I work with know this, and some go out of their way to make sure they dont, even though I'm fine with them as long as they dont surprise me. 

Problem is, the older customers seem to have no idea about the concept of personal space. I already get anxious easily and dont like being around a lot of people, but the random touching drives me CRAZY. I've had customers come up and touch the back of my neck to get my attention, or just grab me. I just had one grab my arm, even though he didn't need to, just to reiterate that I'll ""be fine with the cold today"" because I'm wearing a hoodie... 

I always joke I need a sign saying ""PLEASE DO NOT TOUCH"", but I feel like I honestly need one some days. And the worst part is one of the people I work with just says to get used to it, because they're going to do it anyway... 

I hate this job. I just want to stop being anxious and want my personal space back. :( 

/Rant",3.9990273556230975,3.7040957021276633,4.915577507598783,89.71750000000002,70.70212765957447,7.735562310030395,25.296352583586625,6.868970318607317,0.7603799392097259,850,20,199,6,14,278,119,235,0.14300000000000002,0.764,0.093,-0.9319,2,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,4,3,16,11,1,0,13,0,17,3,3,3,1,45,39,13,0,6,9,0,8,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,7,13,0,1,6,1,1,5,8,3,0,4,4,11,25,8,31,32,5,24,0,0,0,0,9,9,0,7,11,126,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631081548987906,0.0,0.10613750508643836,0.0,0.08002982932705133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259695550316553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562098131777852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147913640020733,0.0,0.11726140466373425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285093099781199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06202842574491819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4508910284059536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518732026201371,0.0,0.0,0.1270525444895554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04863171938613115,0.06871132417373292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20100123675793732,0.0,0.1093231188665268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949582702948208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857600745591947,0.0,0.0,0.1908884877954052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571650685312868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397780755715006,0.0,0.0,0.0851166610685405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176916900063026,0.0,0.0,0.06420118926391225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139497283891517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606974160174485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415404171266948,0.0,0.2667176220399805,0.1679620973375513,0.0,0.10557723855547978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203168977944652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15297308950400507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875590585327281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041115290000367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064892463061547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06389800932063337,0.0,0.18899358413463835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911678092052826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16613803510226713,0.0,0.0,0.11345942864377866,0.07634355490770449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21006151325156985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619370487164366
anxiety,Ajent912,2019/01/14,"Today is my first day of partial hospitalization Does anyone think this is going to help? I wish I could have hope for the future but part of why this sucks so much is that even when I do -have hope- it constantly second guess it. Sigh. 


Wish me luck, friends. ",1.66,4.237743529411766,2.301470588235297,93.70161764705885,84.29411764705883,4.968627450980391,16.34313725490196,6.42735559955562,-0.4347803921568625,204,4,43,2,6,63,43,51,0.059,0.599,0.343,0.948,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,1,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,9,15,3,0,5,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,5,4,4,14,2,7,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,6,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15522861366921245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23990475877808645,0.0,0.17725013683732135,0.0,0.0,0.14317260461237266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942750125429936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662989991076222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18883436623391167,0.0,0.0,0.17151781160161791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261685709777262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445596857685399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14880292880907228,0.0,0.0,0.44099517097675256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631966495551677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404059953775353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422495999922549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104314682175136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003218275967273,0.0,0.5105815479054894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SheReddit521,2019/01/14,"Just getting something off my chest So I'm a photographer and recently had the idea to do a silent auction. I was really hoping this would be my entry way into high end clients and hoped I would make a sale large enough to cover my costs. I included a canvas with their session and thought I took some of the best photos I've ever done. I was getting ready for at least an order of 2 more pieces of wall art but they ordered nothing else beyond what was included. I am out about $150 and I know it was a good cause and I shouldn't expect to churn a profit but I guess I just had so many expectations and I feel like a failure now. 

I can't really shut my brain off to stop thinking about what I could have, should have, would have done and just accepting that it was a learning experience and that maybe they didn't order more because they don't need 20 photos of their dogs on their walls. I can't focus on my success that I helped raise $500 for the charity. I woke up at 4am and couldn't sleep again because I was just thinking about it so much. I really hate anxiety. Though mine is rather mild it's just enough to irritate the heck out of me, sort of like a pebble in your shoe. ugh!",3.6785531309297888,4.410149540322582,4.659089184060721,87.64245730550286,71.74193548387099,7.932068311195445,25.072106261859574,8.124751697461798,1.2220158444022773,938,26,206,13,17,306,140,248,0.095,0.7709999999999999,0.134,0.778,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,6,2,17,11,1,0,14,0,28,4,4,2,1,48,44,15,0,13,8,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,10,13,0,1,8,1,4,1,6,2,0,0,14,1,32,9,29,22,9,27,0,0,0,0,8,16,1,5,8,146,42,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637241553163383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16952645543052358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592377366649262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155225124278591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14284204360426747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101963669789422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845916399568392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615793686888802,0.0,0.12315650228698286,0.28735041474389394,0.0,0.0,0.12577814909021628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13601700124324195,0.0,0.0,0.07030755799544372,0.09933692393088926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529515189776274,0.0,0.0,0.11662804518674552,0.0,0.0,0.15317859805035502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728250163007988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320188627627284,0.14691333252224706,0.0,0.27621487092164604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15696985501396404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764179174669663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586503291498409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281655870954522,0.1409742737278819,0.1396938185421329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221731315534527,0.10310337318047813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13342165591326247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26723583148946284,0.0,0.13729451407224946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391498265200028,0.0,0.0,0.10704702661813426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625153022267555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781944904906351,0.13661533609175924,0.11038969695148856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15448900713648012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037094682246616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29633012699496203,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cubiczarcarbians,2019/01/14,"Quit job, worried I can’t do a new one I quit my job of 8 years almost a month ago. The business was sold and things just went downhill for me between the new family that took it over. So, I decided to resign.
I’ve applied for new jobs and turned down a couple because I have anxiety that I am incapable of doing anything else besides what I had been doing for eight years, which was a general manager for a bunch of stores. I’m also scared that I can’t socialize and no one will like me. I’m always worried that people don’t like me. 
How does anyone get over feeling anxious about not being able to perform and feeling unliked? ",6.000904017857143,5.411500585937502,6.844553571428572,78.55937500000002,66.578125,9.501785714285717,33.910714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.789090178571428,497,20,97,7,7,166,83,128,0.15,0.7859999999999999,0.065,-0.8578,3,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,5,4,0,1,7,0,14,0,0,1,0,12,23,7,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,3,0,2,2,5,2,0,3,7,2,11,2,14,14,1,12,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,9,68,19,4,0.14195070158366824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258307321386896,0.0,0.1421431228996828,0.0,0.0,0.11351792477108355,0.1181143551512252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085918981753501,0.16036388812873806,0.0,0.099255231065508,0.0,0.11681333241972995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653183014662658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706575135683404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422201554476545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185815964569672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381848816416436,0.0,0.14354907972411785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416338277831876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4225925039076463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386998851737736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330369571539507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4112906164209483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923789382122511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841074321794144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019640883829269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142117415785362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470086399117688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430573862041827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15771245250312602,0.0,0.15440160115294793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13158972251128373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883156558184857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18282319556663412
anxiety,frankg1986,2019/01/14,Paranoia and anxiety attack's!!! Everyday I have a tight feeling in my chest and I'm paranoid people are allways talking about me. I have a good life with a job and a beautiful family but I can't break away from j feeling. It is horrible. I have been taking Lexapro for a while now and I still feel horrible. Any advice?,0.3156250000000007,2.728096812500006,2.7622500000000016,86.65775000000002,96.5,6.3100000000000005,25.15,7.554174236665415,1.9885175000000008,252,12,48,6,10,86,48,64,0.233,0.649,0.117,-0.8529,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,5,0,7,2,1,0,0,10,12,6,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,7,1,6,11,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,34,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834385750045467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19724747583143093,0.0,0.22189142667606213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299796527117287,0.27251639933523464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27343821917941563,0.0,0.43998185822186814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24328453206208497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287835020138922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20487455887152745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20108774761096695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316384496662245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21808540530409248,0.23313537488097336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Imtotallycreative,2019/01/14,I'm terrified of taking my driving test.(What's it like?) I have pretty crippling anxiety but I just got back on my meds. I feel like I will be able to handle life again. But I'm really scared to be watched and tested while driving.. I have driven multiple times with my mom and grandpa and they said I did perfectly fine but I'm still terrified.,1.1750724637681138,3.774174333333335,2.791304347826088,88.70550724637684,88.27536231884058,6.544927536231885,23.608695652173914,7.793537801064563,1.598026086956522,275,11,54,6,9,90,47,69,0.175,0.654,0.171,-0.0745,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,2,4,5,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,10,14,7,0,0,4,2,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,4,3,10,4,5,7,0,9,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,7,33,11,1,0.28242489833229684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21605427419326634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171673137689552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428025145155154,0.20176440379975585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258809912018021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19948505798862726,0.2759570789850264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137103939114061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33077262752817865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873276551876809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809286217745036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686507529649699,0.0,0.28275659265249825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22554488863128602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123483753336162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16468422941843136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,maraquanaisha,2019/01/14,"Anxiety keeps me awake -- should I go to school tomorrow? It's past 3:00 in the morning where I am, and I have been up just worrying. There's a lot going wrong in my social, academic, and personal life and I haven't been sleeping because of it. Senioritis has hit me really hard, and I feel like I am lacking in every area of my life. Sometimes it's like I'm outside of my own body, just watching me destroy myself and not knowing why I'm doing that. 

I have to get up in a couple of hours, and the thought of going to school on two and a half hours of sleep is something I'm dreading -- when I have done it in the past, I've fallen asleep in half of my classes and just felt unalert in general. I already know what I'll be doing in all of my classes tomorrow, and I won't be missing much if I do stay home. Should I take an ""off day"" to rest or suck it up and go to school? And do you guys have any tips on how to handle these situations in the future? ",4.850721003134794,3.8850600640394113,6.139292431706227,83.91644424540978,69.04926108374384,9.352261531571877,31.26242722794447,8.575989854853784,2.134885714285714,735,26,167,10,11,250,111,203,0.11,0.855,0.035,-0.9306,0,0,1,0,1,0,24.0,0,1,0,0,7,7,2,1,8,0,21,6,4,1,1,30,39,15,0,4,6,0,3,2,0,3,2,0,1,2,8,11,0,1,5,0,0,5,3,5,0,3,5,4,22,2,29,28,6,33,0,1,1,0,4,17,1,3,12,118,30,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148101767008155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912659816213285,0.0,0.10266868452225272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181189683332946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490747340412745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14849850077458035,0.0,0.08655299980977524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13734128887817718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307595330267516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06785955226538537,0.09587815838814424,0.12886064110875506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011809423641405,0.0,0.305093794428073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288693196358742,0.0,0.0,0.12022392707776428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462147731224247,0.0,0.26433551629251884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929015772026315,0.0,0.0,0.14751431601983853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18959003298603544,0.13113441235905465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409876655682916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865825669755066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562332738586905,0.0,0.11718517118820765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597702433507991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4074767126546068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085531498224972,0.2686096685669375,0.13680806399772316,0.0,0.10331980664323648,0.13273505560234944,0.0,0.0,0.14304777612621242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090764664270377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654609011345614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110162781155588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110176491386547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629464816176218,0.0,0.0,0.14673528229686753,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LivingInDespair,2019/01/14,"Could somebody help me with anxiety about relationship? I'm 19 years old, I never had any relationship before this. I always thought I had no chance to get a partner, in the end I didn't go to social events, because of my anxiety. 

I had a crush on my classmate, he is kind, handsome, interested in the same stuffs as me. Yesterday he messaged me, he said he would be interested in a fwb relationship. I thought: ""hell yeah, there is no way this could turn out badly""

I am a huge people pleaser, and my biggest fear is that I'll make somebody mad at me. Or even offend anyone. But my anxiety compells me to keep messaging him, to ask about stuff considering our status.

He told me, I'm pushing it and that he is losing interest. Can anyone give some advice?",3.5990816326530606,5.383309809523811,5.241921768707481,79.29920918367347,73.35374149659864,8.16530612244898,29.256802721088434,8.841846274778883,2.467145578231292,590,25,112,12,12,200,96,147,0.177,0.642,0.181,0.4137,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,0,1,5,11,3,1,6,1,14,0,0,2,1,17,27,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,7,4,0,1,2,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,8,1,19,5,15,15,2,17,1,1,0,0,20,8,1,2,6,72,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035059911061346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950913309336425,0.0,0.0,0.09767125524658557,0.0,0.32962268460806193,0.0,0.0,0.20085461423267775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427181563017254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992250894380035,0.08755365926999527,0.0,0.12221596091632456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293488746412133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12721085226179307,0.0,0.0,0.09486424984865267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616202561514535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750391565170923,0.1377800636088771,0.08162650896960752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627012106907283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12766223773764168,0.0,0.14956537274477624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16068182539239625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587210840020732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077396277502367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15071232964956344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957284695828827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4626047995137346,0.0,0.0,0.1366221253817567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464095942555461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32883700430463386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22804751952758545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372417114396837,0.0,0.0,0.15622488459079387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400439237474977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202846867160192,0.0,0.0,0.09249105065829248
anxiety,Nowheremannnn,2019/01/14,"My windy rooftop isolation Stifled in an unwelcoming cell

At home I am surrounded by enmity 

This place is akin to hell

I am seen as the enemy 


So I go out and about

Looking for excitement and fun

Only there's something missing

I feel as though I'm on the run


What is this all about

Always in a rush

No time for what matters

But keep it on the hush 


The winds are brooding into tumult

Soon they will change their course

Nothing really matters

For the better or the worse",2.1099999999999994,4.5710170212765995,3.3908936170212804,87.49400000000004,80.91489361702128,6.7387234042553175,23.229787234042554,7.908726449838941,1.3571055319148946,376,13,74,7,10,122,73,94,0.193,0.6890000000000001,0.118,-0.875,0,1,1,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,2,1,6,6,1,0,8,0,6,0,0,0,1,11,13,8,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,5,4,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,1,4,7,3,16,11,1,14,1,1,2,0,3,9,1,1,2,52,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24418819781778756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595478669234453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104493575867127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838582080626395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16678415785908393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943715032337237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608471081301115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464385144471357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815896681734184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22319500985888455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066107353811441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18800258623204325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259253679473722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883300083045555,0.0,0.17112306907905306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29906812176679576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,InPaisley,2019/01/14,"Does anyone else tremble so hard it’s painful? I’ve developed an anxiety issue over the last five months and I’m seeing a therapist and am on meds. That being said, when I start to get even a little anxious my body trembles. My muscles start contracting harder and my shakes get more violent the worse my anxiety gets. My trembling gets painful. As I wind down after an anxiety attack my body will randomly tense and shake until it subsides. It’s exhausting when it’s an all day thing until it peaks and I come down from like that tension. 

It was like this before meds and therapy. Does anyone else experience anything like this?",3.174318034906268,5.968691512605044,4.0438655462184885,82.37409825468652,79.25210084033614,7.3590174531351,26.80090497737557,8.384062270229773,2.314850808015514,506,21,88,11,13,162,76,119,0.29600000000000004,0.649,0.055,-0.9801,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,14,2,6,7,0,4,5,2,0,1,9,14,12,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,1,0,0,11,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,11,0,1,2,3,9,3,10,10,2,18,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,1,13,54,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30507273453673805,0.15017280507544314,0.0,0.18589517429949956,0.2724045200580906,0.10938987576553652,0.0,0.0,0.15122680568338573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311344498365368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953100189925416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450722792052001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572870574637201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23265547804012984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22209153417346905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779886052295377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13003082395430046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778012769748521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907896538276788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13874414542478355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835550584274674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948283157439994,0.13323055315600404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953100189925416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610327555375697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828932986872958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644665350624415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592781757614364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18817675320216606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520167788931909,0.15434171051487147,0.08831263365210107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354667938791103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,belowkey,2019/01/14,Does anyone else use sounds for relaxation? Anyone have any other audio that helps them to relax? I like to listen to [natural sounds of the rainforests](https://youtu.be/s_L2EG38KpM) to help me relax when I feel anxiety setting in.,8.453333333333333,11.262613105263164,6.73947368421053,69.30464912280705,62.684210526315795,9.27719298245614,28.456140350877188,9.725611199111238,3.090235087719299,190,6,26,4,3,56,31,38,0.036000000000000004,0.595,0.369,0.9399,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,4,7,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325097323186391,0.0,0.26155932289010864,0.0,0.0,0.4781412143450056,0.3503260063217105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992067255465731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856209588161796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17287938016107632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4583485698743612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16703938627358408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952994557071944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ssttrrss,2019/01/14,"SEPARATION ANXIETY Oh my god This. This is it. This is what I’ve been experiencing for the last 4-5 years now. I’ve figured it out. 

After a traumatic experience in my pre-teens, I can identify that many of the fears I have now are as a result of developing worsening separation anxiety. 

I need help so bad. I don’t know how I can treat this. I couldn’t even last at university and am taking a break until I have to go back in a few months. What am I supposed to do? 

I’ve been reading about it and everything is making sense now. My inability to form/maintain relationships, my fear of living alone, my fear of change and of new situations/people, all mixed in with social anxiety and OCD is all because of separation anxiety. 

How will I ever accomplish anything in life! I’m a control freak that is so fearful of being away from home and family. I have the words to explain what is happening but I feel like I’ve taken 2 steps back in making any progress with my mental health. No partner would ever tolerate this, and that’s to say if I even met someone. 

Has anybody gone through this before? How did you overcome your separation anxiety? How did you manage university!!

TL;DR
• 18F
• worsening separation anxiety (likely due to past trauma)
• also deal w/ social and OCD 
• how do I deal with university even when it’s close to home ??????????????
• how do I overcome fear of job and people and life and everything :( ",2.5795071164997374,5.0738521365313645,4.817853189246179,77.75958948339486,79.29520295202951,8.299472851871379,26.28373748023195,9.04235418022936,2.565397364259357,1103,45,205,30,28,382,145,271,0.173,0.7759999999999999,0.051,-0.981,1,1,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,3,0,3,21,11,0,5,8,0,27,3,0,10,4,39,40,24,0,4,2,0,1,2,1,2,3,1,2,1,16,15,0,1,4,1,0,3,3,8,0,0,7,3,23,3,33,29,3,30,0,0,0,0,13,9,0,1,19,143,39,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760577170405066,0.0,0.07536489307940998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640874513198212,0.0,0.4325669348754772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775527241694703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854299099459917,0.14493179182706445,0.07868771558923217,0.05744874336028551,0.0,0.08019257483643256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969501046470744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569985517543612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943176956509854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18673686476593376,0.17049366340056316,0.0,0.0,0.16939636599731295,0.0921862700097688,0.08884249842373391,0.5302394380134374,0.04765133377337626,0.06732614605328842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05355961594626425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333744674594329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017430700776647,0.0,0.0,0.06316809057067156,0.0,0.18906381590563048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352014652424513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051792663481793975,0.1536388006304589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331311162589452,0.09208327264022192,0.0,0.08321697061827033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258138653898727,0.09554608867658214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497326563075208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522266576236711,0.0,0.0,0.06987887772893947,0.0,0.09101902744621357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996417489416253,0.13067037924524652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942670025603772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118010153653856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494462295711776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192134681200078,0.07985051667757803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085787910378102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694645730434362,0.0,0.0,0.06068843583117205
anxiety,pamcakestack,2019/01/14,"Does anyone else feel like all your friendships are very fragile and that all your friends could ghost you any Second?  None of my friendships feel secure to me, it all seems so abstract and fragile. Like any of my friends could leave at any moment if I say one wrong word, or if I do one tiny thing wrong. I feel like I'm constantly walking on eggshells. Everytime someone Asks to hang out with me I start panicking, thinking this is going to be the last time they're going to ask. 

The sad part is that these things DO happen to me sometimes. A friend of mine stopped talking to me after one time we Hung out which was a bit more awkward than most of the time.  Another friend Just stopped reaching out one day randomly without explanation, while he used to ask to hang out at least once a week. And so forth...

I feel and think about this way too often. It's a thought that consumes a lot of my time and it makes it hard for me to sleep at night.
I know it's me. I know it's Just my anxiety talking. Yet it doesn't make the awful feeling in my stomach go away. Sometimes I get so nervous I  have to throw up. Sometimes I wish I didn't have or need any friends, it would take a lot of stress out of my life. ",3.81660871636104,4.611000587044536,4.0262681590855,92.07469159323652,71.46963562753038,6.9453679447487495,28.2945939509407,6.794906146795322,1.1078804000952602,943,34,210,7,17,292,138,247,0.114,0.738,0.149,0.8819,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,3,0,0,9,15,0,3,10,1,14,3,2,3,3,49,41,13,1,7,7,0,8,3,5,1,1,1,0,0,17,12,0,3,11,0,0,7,4,6,0,5,3,9,28,9,35,34,11,36,0,1,0,0,16,12,0,10,19,137,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25350265478601125,0.09772287963435967,0.07129377131384561,0.0,0.0,0.06516397506801773,0.09548909174415582,0.0,0.0,0.26137368900849023,0.0,0.0875595877881425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174459063663854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071047695515598,0.0,0.14881693812306193,0.0,0.0,0.06010293989525097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155540254110608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785230170838653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356104698906386,0.13315677569893233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600103787162005,0.0,0.048690439530956336,0.0,0.15889426734970505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241185894472625,0.0,0.08348424062720727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243485597165966,0.0759662052318074,0.0,0.09867984302227516,0.0,0.0,0.06582624739952342,0.13659082391489533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15846178234282002,0.0,0.0,0.12441651301616925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691027675970102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874570120077049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992494265750147,0.2526048491086788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092089286043016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411225009852289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484105100327274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326210992480594,0.0,0.07896365648394914,0.0,0.2765161376172129,0.0,0.06596376318134196,0.0,0.0,0.15583006118941226,0.1067543351149874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007089568780824,0.14981290941174413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382897574790867,0.11943093696738055,0.0,0.0739862658051953,0.21737056274391364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080490389834573,0.0,0.0768954748939087,0.0,0.0739736989437214,0.07475525174914509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071694273093356,0.08983646707922678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620291611565687,0.20378778024526134,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ConsiousJohn,2019/01/14,Looking for advisors to advise us on how to improve a mental health care app Hi all. We're looking for advisors to advise us on how to improve a mental health care app we've developed that can be used to remove anxiety. Your feedback will be essential to have more people including yourself use the app to successfully remove their anxiety. If you are interested in cooperation then message me privately.,8.986780821917806,9.158123534246576,9.793253424657538,57.35508561643837,60.232876712328775,13.32739726027397,42.90753424657535,12.602617957971056,6.140098630136986,330,18,48,11,4,113,49,73,0.041,0.7390000000000001,0.219,0.9403,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,2,2,1,1,2,4,0,0,3,0,6,2,0,4,1,6,12,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,4,12,9,2,6,0,0,2,0,9,3,0,1,1,34,7,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936139319759285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39132031775561815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4079725442534961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32230409998237514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867906449548689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304291457469067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4616766955579151,0.3314889843822109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OOMOO17,2019/01/14,"How do you handle it when anxieties become real? I'm curious what other people think when their anxieties stop being anxieties and become actualized? Like if an anxiety ""comes true"" if that makes sense. This recently happened to me and it really threw me for a loop. After all the work I did to help manage my anxiety, it seems some anxieties can be trusted. Is it wrong to think this way? Or am I mislabeling these thoughts as anxieties?",4.649417989417987,6.976443395061732,6.112980599647268,71.84555555555556,71.83950617283949,10.554497354497355,28.855379188712522,10.608840637214634,3.8266564373897705,349,14,58,12,7,118,62,81,0.188,0.67,0.142,0.3939,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,1,3,4,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,2,2,17,16,9,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,7,3,6,11,2,8,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,6,43,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.1431343693412559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7854458066702799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239836742716836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263481671583089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970487730885988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983136603918422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165836035515254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790719905239488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168649370537572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16694910974419766,0.09396423839072428,0.0,0.14482460355095206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335280899137928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262749091220602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18796779037135855,0.0,0.11644415805788165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642437955456307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678168959677543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16036690211954016,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bear_irl,2019/01/14,"Whole body feels numb -- anxiety symptom? So I recently weaned off of Klonopin after about five years of taking it. Probably too fast, actually, because I have had some pretty unpleasant withdrawal effects, but, I've been having some new symptoms with anxiety, and I'm not sure if this is one, or what.

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I keep having episodes where my whole body is physically numb. I can't feel anything I touch, can't feel it if I pinch myself or anything, and it's pretty weird. It's total numbness, I've touched mildly hot/cold things and haven't felt the temperature so I've been really careful about what I'm doing when I feel like this so I don't get hurt on accident. I was about to go to urgent care the first time I experienced it but it went away in the waiting room and I wasn't going to sit there for another hour and a half around a bunch of people with the flu. I've had it happen three or more times since, and each time it seems to go away after I get more relaxed.

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I'm planning on asking my family doctor about it later this week when I see him, but, in the meantime, I wanted to know if anyone else experiences this with anxiety or if my thoughts that it might be anxiety are totally crazy..!",5.216959876543211,6.036632432098767,5.8722196502057615,80.01228009259259,68.30041152263374,9.037962962962963,30.002314814814817,9.188382445141503,2.4758314814814817,983,36,189,18,16,320,137,243,0.115,0.7709999999999999,0.114,0.6471,0,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,0,3,13,10,0,0,7,0,19,9,2,1,3,41,45,22,0,5,12,0,7,1,0,1,7,0,1,0,18,11,0,2,9,1,0,4,6,5,0,5,9,9,19,5,26,34,10,30,0,1,1,0,2,10,0,12,16,130,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.08148756505663357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619048936305314,0.4058645388039701,0.0,0.08756090963794003,0.25552040591176745,0.0,0.0,0.05838772817510681,0.08555940804142244,0.13743285925252866,0.07433599627441173,0.07806468676403534,0.0,0.1569089487116823,0.0,0.0,0.05090308009822864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855075709339548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17027517352724758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546957468608381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975662588433243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168264111253265,0.07871985615122086,0.0,0.16888791767935685,0.059655059533029776,0.08017664654849815,0.0,0.0,0.07102820404799498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725447289219326,0.0,0.142371230130046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384204560030838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223432336532173,0.0,0.08939243726755725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742219247860185,0.0,0.0,0.04589144937740998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04079568958990147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858422907851599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064839322073647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0565842678031707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05789095106460515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16990656481426086,0.09003111129455407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053494608067233815,0.0,0.08244982919177771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654163715787029,0.07601863175011728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06907512304344288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870124845464334,0.1735846333349188,0.06278438978186278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055476147431338135,0.0,0.0,0.06629260986635441,0.14607503590957324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04925264540976207,0.0,0.06698163078963222,0.0,0.0,0.07740876592746708,0.0,0.1864577965722801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4058645388039701,0.05377364463442647
anxiety,JelliefishMama,2019/01/14,"Self destructive anxious habit, help? This my tigger people who are upset by bodily harm etc. 



I pick at my fingers when I’m anxious. My second semester of college started last week and ever since my fingers have been an absolute wreck. It’s gettin to the point of a lot of concern. I believe my thumb has an infection.
 I tried to cover them with bandaids to prevent more picking but I ended up just picking the bandaids off. 

Does anyone have any suggestions?? Or has anyone gotten over a similar anxious tick?? ",3.4490526315789487,6.213371852631584,4.510789473684214,79.64302631578948,77.84210526315789,6.747368421052633,30.552631578947373,7.908726449838941,2.6323473684210525,406,20,65,7,10,132,72,95,0.156,0.8140000000000001,0.03,-0.8767,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,1,6,0,6,5,2,3,1,11,9,4,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,2,10,0,12,7,3,11,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,6,47,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13499867931151485,0.0,0.0,0.6728046674586646,0.0,0.2776160456480177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236611953364076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17372396581900929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17582754522891875,0.0,0.2213994420753386,0.0,0.1795704066557206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306206794080086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618182245429865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16877244426246446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13762701012411144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876631649038463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070970043838052,0.0,0.0,0.16421569318864665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051167897102573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478032337095625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592387309119618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ZenGarden36,2019/01/14,No sleep because of my anxiety of my dog dying while I sleep My dog had a seizure at 5:30am yesterday with foam around his mouth and woke me up and freaked me out because I have never seen him do that. He is fine right now but I'm afraid he will have another seizure today so I can't sleep because I keep thinking my dog is going to die and I could do nothing about it because I was asleep. I have anxiety and depression already so this really doesn't help because I love my dogs. They help me get through so much. I'm afraid to go to sleep so I'm in my living room while my blue nose dog is asleep on his couch. ,2.4499236641221347,3.574885938931299,3.5709083969465687,92.79346183206108,75.10687022900763,7.07206106870229,26.07709923664122,7.554174236665415,1.088984122137405,482,17,112,6,10,156,78,131,0.206,0.784,0.01,-0.9793,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,2,1,0,14,9,8,0,1,12,25,11,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,7,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,4,3,22,2,14,19,1,16,0,1,2,1,9,8,0,0,6,69,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614772795436728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15343832494721998,0.223881999599209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026350227278047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4460028668741754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116831502483417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603263276487753,0.0,0.3037320268311485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645066856940046,0.0,0.16632386272335645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19616198956904088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13006360784299814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12921085927178105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320672997015242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756837827035916,0.0,0.11285765868521512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404062649438268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937418659706092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249638486728441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5857372186103401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376147624649334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870242946106973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BurningEmbers_,2019/01/14,"I don’t know if my medication is working. I was on lexapro back in high school and it helped allot to balance me and I was able to come off of it after a few months. This time around (6 years later) I don’t know if it’s doing the trick. 

I know that I am in a very different place than I was. I am processing my ptsd trauma, I am under a lot of pressure at work, I’m trying to get into graduate school, trying to treat my endometriosis, and on top of all that I found out that I am being let go from my job in a few months.  

I just don’t know what to do. I am breaking down crying for no reason even though I had an amazing day. I am insanely paranoid about people’s perception of me, I’m always afraid that I did something wrong. 

I want to love myself. I know I’ve come a long way. But I’m scared that I will never reach a state of normalcy. Maybe I should switch meds? I don’t know..",0.5259297639608533,2.156334031088086,2.8372625215889467,93.81826568796775,81.74611398963731,5.946919976971791,19.01237766263673,6.937597516519254,0.05029441565918225,680,16,162,8,18,233,112,193,0.117,0.805,0.078,-0.5823,2,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,3,6,9,1,3,8,0,22,2,0,1,2,27,38,7,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,10,8,0,0,9,0,0,3,6,6,0,0,6,0,28,3,28,28,5,31,0,0,0,1,2,15,0,4,10,113,38,6,0.13813243931589173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493725506982225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296715676892706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621531942729216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379777307771655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15173199838885204,0.08908399594716307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431899909407192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123517341008436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15145508996351364,0.0,0.0,0.07216849833636894,0.0,0.07850384852653447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258726236658713,0.1459445061344192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13707513183598036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4554838570358483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14124977795959326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224286202019448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117435260243596,0.12466991953309133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877260155456264,0.0,0.1534340003505858,0.13915390034110184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205119904032056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653625279518356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576364092552037,0.0,0.14431899909407192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16146942960134014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202315354201756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382946691540795,0.2795948062533176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634110032577103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571442029116218,0.0,0.08054613619674791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18756571808807368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139737288349418,0.08147409159660872,0.10964310079314164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20112412194276266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102613799832335,0.0,0.08895276206951487
anxiety,wishfulyeti,2019/01/14,"Increasing paranoia (mostly about germs and dying) and clumsiness. Are these just symptoms of anxiety? Or should I be more concerned it’s something else? Title pretty much says it all.

With dying, I’ve pretty much always had a fear of it, but over time more specific scenarios come into my mind about how.

Germs:
I always think about people’s shoes, germs on the carpet, people eating out of the same bag of chips as me, other people touching my blankets. I was never like this so it’s a bit weird.

Clumsiness:
I’m just bumping into stuff more. Dropping stuff a lot a lot more. Just making really unsmoked movements with myself and objects.",3.4253259452411986,6.302666500000004,4.150000000000002,81.47616036505869,78.91525423728814,6.0036505867014345,23.483702737940032,7.321109707123232,1.4144411994784876,509,17,81,7,13,162,79,118,0.092,0.871,0.037000000000000005,-0.6394,0,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,6,0,5,3,1,2,2,25,9,8,2,1,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,9,9,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,2,2,7,1,15,5,13,11,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,4,3,64,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27309394843890605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255384673743206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791581471531819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413603406897674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406263407432342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679184999343969,0.13708713198814873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18466167713569734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017251425881362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790292745932697,0.0,0.0,0.10954013283537573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16569740991837778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412694074588705,0.0,0.12656647276832828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413054035614757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339038174662773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512868568108708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13050141856114758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633462906200738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37571771116529146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17056601605528007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515067801618942,0.0,0.0,0.09568987162650268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Faelid,2019/01/14,"Late night: lie in bed or get up? I'm always torn when I get to the point where I can't sleep. Do I lie in bed and torment myself, hoping I fall asleep in time to get some rest, or do I get up and keep myself busy until my mind is calm enough to sleep, knowing that I may only get an hour or two.

Anyone else face this dilemma? Have other solutions?",2.7169736842105223,2.9095093815789497,4.156421052631578,92.33594736842107,73.60526315789474,6.606315789473682,20.46315789473684,5.6839178017228535,-0.15000736842105322,267,4,64,1,5,89,53,76,0.052000000000000005,0.8490000000000001,0.099,0.5369,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,6,4,4,0,0,11,15,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,9,2,9,14,3,14,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,6,6,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17051019479676138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432851134979234,0.20996517376500795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711847055787672,0.0,0.0,0.21173755953238388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5353122754692844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20353220205938308,0.20180532322627054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18214267363005748,0.0,0.0,0.11261889678094784,0.0,0.2311591452632561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20691119524255536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19230392066526286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15585120390257975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937160211317139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41013679695516864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194907374870824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001774619398735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Denneysports94,2019/01/14,More and more things are starting to give me panic attacks and anxiety rises. Watching Netflix shows are starting to give me anxiety and it’s starting to drive me insane. I don’t know what to do.,1.8297368421052655,4.599201447368422,3.2108421052631577,85.57889473684213,87.15789473684212,5.145263157894737,28.65263157894737,6.742157984588678,1.8212463157894745,157,8,27,2,5,51,24,38,0.29100000000000004,0.7090000000000001,0.0,-0.8834,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,10,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,4,10,2,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4097143346760348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30464762855571875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5137735028181263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716933923059766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31419164301835795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5686253969985117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17790651790893672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MajMin5,2019/01/14,"Can't sleep bc of my anxiety, which I haven't had in over 5 years and is just now coming back I used to have anxiety
I went to therapy, got 'better'
Five years of being okay and now in the last couple months it's been getting bad again
My head is just starting to stop spinning after two panic attacks and now I just don't feel like sleeping.
It's so frustrating because I was better. I was fine. I lived a normal life.
Now it's starting to affect things and I've scheduled an appointment with my counselor, I just don't like feeling like I'm.... Idk.... Not okay.
This is my first time posting in this sub since I didn't have reddit five years ago. It's comforting seeing other people with problems like me. Hopefully I don't have to post here for too much longer. But idk I figured maybe it would help me feel better. I guess I'll find out. ",1.3443416827231829,3.5525521849710984,2.754865125240851,92.4300112395633,82.0635838150289,5.462941554271034,21.17180475272961,6.691623216298621,0.3870066795118823,660,20,139,7,18,214,104,173,0.187,0.703,0.111,-0.8873,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,4,13,17,2,1,3,2,18,4,3,2,0,27,32,6,0,4,6,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,10,8,0,1,5,0,0,2,7,5,0,4,7,4,18,12,16,23,1,28,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,2,23,89,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652831980064393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011278361535557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955082879678389,0.0,0.1010819898488996,0.10976074701283806,0.08013470640182918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34878796675950163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323819716584392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14545419702131746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19940517850690706,0.18782520318370027,0.0,0.0,0.12014892564086135,0.11181689333242056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868063341127355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513782973809534,0.0,0.14481423504828236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349123685088012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811256949693813,0.0,0.0,0.13056603778397596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071546517844477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285166472182116,0.2568921645950203,0.0,0.116078561828991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206579594430265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492738192420333,0.0,0.09663570630419246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879953008305178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15423596381556884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113543537901213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25179811682070546,0.0,0.0,0.12578618619295864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475386846637083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874223512751917,0.0,0.2631030175373602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186091277101964,0.0,0.0,0.10990358076560308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033204709812767,0.0,0.08733390549523096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665338451466089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12841396985188766,0.0,0.0,0.11353627140383768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186155962576717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338297736264893,0.0,0.0,0.2539611679659055
anxiety,PestoPastaPenne18,2019/01/14,"Chest pains? I hate my anxiety. I haaaaaatttteee it. Before my bipolar and schizophrenia, I’ve had anxiety the longest. Since a child.

I’ve had intense, persistent anxiety today and felt a pain under my left breast and I’m worried I’m gonna have a fucking heart attack from all this anxiety. Anyone else get this? I took a benzo and it did NOT help",1.1563235294117646,3.7998713970588263,2.8531764705882345,86.71829411764709,92.38235294117644,5.661176470588236,24.44705882352941,7.1686216300943375,1.5691658823529415,277,12,50,5,10,91,46,68,0.349,0.633,0.018000000000000002,-0.9661,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,5,0,4,7,3,0,1,7,12,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,5,1,6,0,2,6,1,4,0,0,0,2,2,2,1,0,1,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5777245795995388,0.0,0.0,0.13201304057642885,0.19344745819864007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21478675291226504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065451788768598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15771780425718362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18127718314961686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17454214885013156,0.09863997650197108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18640047596978895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22372838494997585,0.12654836382565485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051312718987359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4017920815764429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15617694515889013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17895990497959244,0.0,0.20976325547982566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917351154281484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sweet-rendezvous,2019/01/14,"Has anyone experienced an increase in anxiety while on antibiotics? im currently on medication for anxiety (celexa and xanax) but two days ago i was recently prescribed an antibiotic for a UTI, ive been having panic attacks (which is rare for me now) and increased anxiety since

has this happened with anyone else? 

",7.282272727272726,9.308521181818186,8.008863636363639,62.133295454545475,64.45454545454545,12.045454545454547,39.20454545454545,11.698219412168324,5.692000000000001,255,14,37,9,4,85,44,55,0.217,0.713,0.07,-0.8446,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,3,0,7,2,0,0,0,4,8,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,2,1,3,0,7,6,2,11,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,6,27,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065407165752754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5347337987039322,0.0,0.0,0.3258384688649726,0.2387363525225865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650714898915361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15026592445680734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946418612415554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20604140483170927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25168031809097124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347232996702143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733756613211701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300596969748277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19274026437229025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276074468151572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,midnightzonejpg,2019/01/14,"College and dealing with fear + confusion I just completed my associates degree in a major that I grew to dislike. I was so fucking oblivious to the red flags (anxiety, dreading class and the assignments, envying my classmates, ditching, etc) that appeared as I progressed, and since I was at a community college, I had to transfer to a university. 

Well, I’m here at the university as a new major, and I’m so fucking scared. I’m so afraid that I won’t be able to handle the coursework, and that I’ll grow to hate this major too. I’m so afraid that college just isn’t for me, and I’m so scared that I’m not on the right path. I’m so afraid of all of this change. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. 

Any advice will be nice, anything. I don’t know if I’m easily overwhelmed or scarred or what. I just feel so alone. ",2.000714285714288,3.8169105000000014,3.8791904761904767,87.19914285714287,77.92857142857143,7.099047619047619,27.271428571428572,8.021203637495839,1.7213899999999995,636,27,135,11,15,215,88,168,0.181,0.767,0.052000000000000005,-0.9685,0,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,13,15,3,9,9,0,10,2,0,0,1,21,25,18,0,1,7,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,0,3,0,0,3,5,13,1,0,3,2,14,2,17,18,5,9,0,1,1,2,1,5,2,5,1,85,24,6,0.20096471546685926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19638039407600336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081388374366014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666289789119915,0.0,0.1537374572675321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16537683752573706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21259402199360794,0.0,0.21070768065328674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20718579731528808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241287803689621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22614117641687295,0.10161379845411736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715772822936578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19841105066997192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22088990387846796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19409297448829865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17162276895614784,0.0,0.0,0.4024014775207927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662400893462539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806914140967848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21972336839345094,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cookiesandmilk1203,2019/01/14,Please give me a hug and tell me it’ll be okay :-( Anxiety is at the worse it’s ever been. Can’t sleep at all and losing it :/,-2.700517241379309,-1.0257342413793111,0.6650862068965537,103.20728448275864,98.3103448275862,4.279310344827587,10.698275862068963,5.985473137389443,-1.4800413793103449,93,1,26,1,4,33,24,29,0.319,0.4920000000000001,0.189,-0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,1,5,2,1,0,2,4,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,3,1,3,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277783479001026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284600773797372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34833487372173816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4062349943191095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39859337794511696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633791967582096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173802263493209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37004720218603343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jroppolo,2019/01/14,"What is wrong with me? (FIRST POST) 

22 year old male

Something has changed in my life. I used to be extremely extroverted and now I just found myself almost having a panic attack in my bedroom because my roommate invited our friends over to party. I am not well-versed in all things anxiety so I was hoping someone could share some light on my current situation. Do I have a disorder? Do I need to see someone? Is this something that I can cure by myself? ",2.6735479797979806,5.160343602272724,4.046060606060607,83.46964646464647,78.88636363636364,6.638383838383841,27.959595959595962,7.793537801064563,1.984844444444445,359,16,66,6,9,118,69,88,0.152,0.731,0.117,-0.5006,1,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,1,3,6,1,1,2,0,12,1,0,1,1,12,17,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,2,15,3,10,13,2,11,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,3,5,51,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001782339013579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292849875036887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274233559327364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186160386548425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114753632890449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15960967218020214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291110271583908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004100436104555,0.0,0.21918798088151306,0.15444784512592666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19855300517271915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412004023305818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822869254013066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20976903040411732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345480849465616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19145588561973764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15930019582794072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22470412430139985,0.0,0.0,0.33876152767317536,0.3077967346061377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280949383053506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17265567881163105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17974062525839848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21856719543833072,0.0,0.1287337145060468
anxiety,isuredoliketoslither,2019/01/14,"Too much anxiety for a relationship Rant comin atcha. 

Been seeing this guy for a little over 2 months. I have a lot of anxiety, and he has no idea what he’s gotten into. I’ll be seeing a therapist this year for the first time in months, because I’m tired of being this stressed over such minor things. So I don’t need or want him to be my therapist, but I would like him to reach out more often. I’m trying to work on communicating my feelings better, so tonight (I’m feeling extremely anxious right now) I told him I could really use some funny pictures to help me calm down. He asked if I wanted to talk about it, which is the first time he’s extended an offer like that so I took the chance to let him in a little bit. I explained how I was feeling, and received no response. 

I’ve been nervous throughout the majority of our time dating that he’ll lose interest in me, or is just dating me because I’m easy/great “take home to mom” material. Things like him not responding after I explained a very large part of my anxiety only further this feeling. I have a feeling the end is in sight for us, but I hate that it’s basically entirely because of my anxiety. I do wish he would try to understand or help, or at least offer a funny distraction, but I also realize he shouldn’t have to feel like it’s on him to make me feel better. There’s a million other things I’d love to write here, but for now this is the main thing I wanted to get off my chest. Just tired of anxiety fucking up what could be really great relationships and experiences. ",3.9819111240197484,4.962706083067096,5.4909047342433945,81.03585172814407,71.23642172523961,8.758001742666277,27.9652918966018,9.095868883498916,2.1992952076677312,1216,43,246,24,22,412,162,313,0.114,0.6759999999999999,0.209,0.9898,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,2,0,0,6,15,16,2,3,16,0,23,5,1,3,0,46,56,17,0,11,12,1,7,4,0,4,2,0,1,1,19,5,0,0,12,0,0,2,5,6,0,3,6,10,32,10,39,39,9,35,0,1,3,2,32,18,1,8,19,168,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169428265355578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34291581075717825,0.10128069153932967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381206270449658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16395219085194274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585789558071476,0.09787623279102456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143158876435984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794046306473122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769638261004907,0.0,0.0,0.3173134913277686,0.06404705888765826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251506252634855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288137925615895,0.04683921537655751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976822194295524,0.0,0.08876909298170818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851230859799844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018303894592595,0.0,0.08992777739905886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120564589518527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167474624321233,0.0,0.17519680335448287,0.1797087368918575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029711121471024,0.0,0.07621851048797404,0.08091399082147455,0.0,0.05984308116442012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499876863685084,0.14311796489749154,0.0,0.0659041775800637,0.06647546100985025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818401558127146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09708385223507404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486610992844025,0.0,0.0,0.1925043479019518,0.0,0.07656190235874072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288129747558592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269550538053808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06740678059935927,0.07205849030859587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20818463324909134,0.23824192678430275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568295547796275,0.20608245212704132,0.0,0.08566586271937206,0.09960612978563592,0.12173498506007542,0.0,0.0,0.09333038689054583,0.10783973178624014,0.07743012265904246,0.0,0.07397188739174475,0.15863635569010245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309481565334516,0.0,0.0,0.06526736929726765,0.0,0.0,0.12737172538875688,0.0,0.0,0.05773263511032496
anxiety,yrexi,2019/01/15,Had anyone tried this? My psychiatrist said it’s non-addictive anxiety meds. Hydroxyzine hcl? Anyone else was prescribed this? It made me very excited because my psychiatrist prescribed me this and said that it might help for anxiety and you can use it 2x a day and it’s non-addictive compared to benzos. ,5.2221818181818165,7.915319581818185,5.863636363636362,72.61545454545455,71.36363636363637,10.21818181818182,32.81818181818181,10.355215969177356,4.230381818181817,247,12,40,8,5,80,37,55,0.061,0.831,0.107,0.5473,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,6,8,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,9,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,5,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,24,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47810401674779207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355034330432364,0.0,0.0,0.30665704651561826,0.22468244776471166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13367353628365578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414200869110981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831837060386292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698149259614987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20749189303249652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24357517233024736,0.0,0.0,0.2326257495034912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4171787401380969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887949216653112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18939103387874212,0.0,0.18093232646388369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,doggodutchess,2019/01/15,"Anxiety in Relationships So I've been dating this guy for almost 5 months now and it's been nothing but great. He's the first person I've ever really felt serious about dating and that's kind of my problem. 

In the past, whenever I felt something might be off about the relationship I was in, I didn't really care or worry because the relationship didn't mean a whole lot to me. However, now I freak out at the slightest hint he might secretly hate me or want to break up with me. It's been like this for the last 3-4 months straight, and I thought I had it all figured out until today. 

Every single time he's in a bad mood or cancels or anything that could even be slightly portrayed as negative, I over-think and manage to convince myself he's dumping me. And I don't outwardly tell him about it, either. He knows I have anxiety and he's told me I could reach out to him if I had a problem, but I can't even fathom reaching out to him every time I was anxious because it'd be constant. I have kinda explained that this happens, but he doesn't totally understand exactly how bad it can be. 

I guess I'm just wondering: how do you guys manage relationships with your anxiety? It's so mentally taxing and is driving me nuts. Any and all advice is welcome.",4.491178786475217,5.252219562992124,5.939421028253823,79.09175312644744,69.90551181102362,9.126076887447892,31.082908754052802,9.325443323948027,2.7428103751736908,995,41,194,20,17,338,137,254,0.233,0.7120000000000001,0.055,-0.9939,1,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,0,1,13,15,2,0,9,0,27,0,0,2,5,52,42,22,0,6,10,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,13,14,0,0,10,0,1,1,6,8,0,1,13,2,28,6,26,20,7,30,0,0,0,0,24,13,0,12,16,137,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558545126097847,0.0,0.0,0.10819671497416708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347787345253376,0.0,0.24797443060979105,0.1220660243145186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891614715627133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804348866826087,0.13173285589307238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016442842529167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676393191703352,0.0,0.17253866088669131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273233876130653,0.09773763479287334,0.18207398725566107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074903641465626,0.0,0.0,0.09190748526555137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912577924127518,0.11902952923557125,0.2139734651806796,0.0955484769599787,0.0,0.0,0.1066772496242472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125177054771792,0.0593815902288489,0.08807537292899338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05278789306496225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186045645066107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769839546555627,0.0,0.0,0.10888923571894273,0.22924847496615705,0.0,0.0,0.1724893532765589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367712653934424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314618731124994,0.0,0.094345308362611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067789885696512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13843951057536347,0.0,0.0,0.4640221162495772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318235932826291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444067876031938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923423567468671,0.0,0.08577982712881088,0.12600993638576047,0.0,0.10241900057880604,0.10324664180996856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248411817015323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06373083541896081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063424255760664,0.0,0.0,0.11717588422170284,0.0,0.10973027114789936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,opticenter,2019/01/15,Anxiety symptoms in balls Hi guys I'm M(27) this may contain some content not suitable for all...when ever I get anxiety attack I get pain in one of my ball...I know it's weird...doc's told me there is literally no problem whatsoever...pain is all in my mind...anyone is going through this? Pls suggest any work around...,-0.3388095238095268,1.6162727777777803,2.0035317460317468,90.04910714285721,106.93650793650794,4.639682539682539,22.71031746031746,6.42735559955562,0.95264126984127,247,11,49,4,12,83,49,63,0.237,0.741,0.022,-0.9067,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,9,10,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,3,0,1,1,0,5,0,7,8,2,6,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,1,26,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587880703311251,0.0,0.3572538641257262,0.0,0.0,0.1632686942058338,0.0,0.0,0.20786458770607452,0.0,0.2656400650085323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112142022933494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24398832251192745,0.0,0.13270348389019354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312018029485629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283255445834812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23576853058297606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15822570607834724,0.0,0.4969211239646477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22342805416930894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426960022643388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231193453327743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16999084871068132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pashalon,2019/01/15,"Is anxiety this bad normal? FYI I'm 21(m) 

One example is in highschool near the end of the school year they were having us wait in a line to take pictures with friends in the basketball Court with the pictures being taken by the year book club and while I was waiting in line to take a picture I noticed the person taking the pictures for the line I was in was a girl I really liked and at that moment I was overwhelmed with what I can only describe as flustered anxiety to the point all I felt I could do was walk to the other side of the room and just tell my friend I can't do it.

Another good example is when I talk to girls I find attractive that I don't know very well it's nearly impossible for me to make eye contact without this overwhelming feeling even in casual conversation if there attention is directed towards me,
I can talk to them I just have a incredibly hard time just looking at their face making the conversation super weird and making me seem rude, which I know it kind of is but I can't help it.

Also I USED to have a hard time going into Walmart to buy things for my mother but I was fine getting stuff I was looking for that I wanted.


Tldr: I feel like I'm a mess and I'm wondering if everyone has this hard of a time with anxiety.

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anxiety,bellboi666,2019/01/15,"Low-flying planes Hello I live in Connecticut, USA and tonight my friend and I were walking and stopped for a bit. I looked up and saw two low-flying planes and one of them did like an incomplete barrel roll. That freaked me the fuck out for the night. Like are the Russians here to kill us. I’m genuinely terrified. Now every time I hear a plane I tense up and have a mini panic attack",1.8019230769230743,4.080945538461542,2.7355769230769242,92.81567307692309,80.7948717948718,5.951282051282053,21.28846153846154,7.1686216300943375,0.5609692307692304,304,9,64,4,8,96,58,78,0.281,0.627,0.092,-0.9509,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,1,0,2,8,3,1,7,0,4,1,0,0,0,9,9,6,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,2,3,3,9,3,8,6,1,10,0,0,2,1,5,4,1,1,7,39,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867678848060126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27519694879623297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21238123146940904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19474992653220802,0.23303617265304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841030623135506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788799260902168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462989448365273,0.0,0.22258387943978789,0.0,0.21167669473395076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23655216168995005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17081026934912127,0.0,0.0,0.2957517618609048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21074318104639309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698500247271104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24623736832651255,0.0,0.30321115045305336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Luc1113,2019/01/15,"Question I don’t have anxiety, but today all day i felt anxious for no reason. Tips for keeping myself from thinking about it?",4.391249999999999,6.4779622916666675,5.315000000000001,78.33000000000001,71.91666666666666,6.466666666666668,32.83333333333333,7.1686216300943375,2.4597333333333333,101,5,16,1,2,33,22,24,0.27,0.73,0.0,-0.6858,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,7,5,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,4,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773033018648909,0.4095097003110074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337755932614469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34804654823584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.322197121446928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40607094561532464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726993454114812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322684896277924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435974462894931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,amypalgreen87,2019/01/15,New medication I am slowly getting off of zoloft now I am on lamoTRIgine. I feel great and mellow out. I love the genetic report helping me with a good treatment. If I get depressed the clinic has a list of meds I can take.,1.3866666666666667,3.777807666666668,3.9155555555555566,83.02000000000002,83.44444444444446,6.2666666666666675,24.555555555555557,7.554174236665415,1.4666888888888887,175,7,34,3,5,61,36,45,0.068,0.657,0.275,0.8779,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,4,4,0,0,0,5,9,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,3,6,9,0,5,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,1,2,24,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867972151995926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16836588413559667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479390752195936,0.0,0.0,0.2792898018751447,0.0,0.3671142228937696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22319105418263746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30052957668501923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698683318890826,0.3354446920331923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32159643425775386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503612914597338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NotoriousBenji1,2019/01/15,"Help for my Girlfriend Hi everyone,

My girlfriend has really bad anxiety and guilt over this one incident (we went to Asia and she basically got really home sick and felt sad a lot etc). It’s been a few months and it keeps resurfacing, I’m completely okay with it and as understanding as she allows me but she brings it up how it’s holding her back and makes her chest tight and various symptoms when she thinks about it. 

I love my girlfriend more then anything and really just want her to overcome this. I know these things time but can anyone give me some insight into anything I can do that would help her? I bought her a Rubix Cube to distract her and also encourage her to do headspace twice a day - if anyone has any techniques or distraction items etc that would be a great help? 

Thanks! ",5.706470588235291,6.5918292222222234,5.647588235294119,81.82314705882352,67.23529411764707,9.518692810457518,29.679084967320264,9.642632912329526,2.563421437908497,633,22,123,13,10,198,99,153,0.092,0.7190000000000001,0.189,0.9676,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,0,6,10,0,3,5,1,10,4,1,3,0,33,25,19,0,4,5,0,2,0,3,2,2,0,1,0,12,12,0,3,5,0,1,2,0,5,0,2,5,2,21,5,12,17,8,11,0,1,0,1,22,3,0,4,6,89,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791539326713336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877440681068068,0.0,0.12236459914798195,0.0,0.0,0.223687526726154,0.0,0.26325751436076944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299498075937823,0.13355515643448684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677090368137992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315728867143492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35678264561965184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528431851709623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15358120899861313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15344273657133506,0.0,0.0,0.1279300631601149,0.17635017678077586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216419801233244,0.0,0.16044720144876612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421747283474327,0.0,0.0,0.08790669829047994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359874230197181,0.14436499778868778,0.0,0.10677073510106637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767399355900005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838917108182597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074124549560608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16625375965950254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14726442584777394,0.0,0.0,0.1062665272229425,0.10249225464275086,0.0,0.0,0.0932706367139702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16651806393777732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434518845628803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14827923553824088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272538861006107,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThornoftheBlackeRose,2019/01/15,"Guess ill die So I have severe anxiety and depersonalization disorder. I've made a lot of progress over many years but I still feel like a pathetic mess.

I just always come back to thinking I'm a piece of shit who can't do anything right and am afraid that people stop caring about me.

Something that happens during these anxiety attacks is that I just can't get myself out of it, it's hard to describe but it basically feels like a voice telling me not to seek help and to push everyone away and it takes hours or even days before I can get enough mental power to get into a mindset that lets me ask for help and help myself. I don't really know how to describe it other than someone who has me chained to a wall by all four limbs and I have to press a button with my foot but the button is on the ceiling and they slightly loosen the chains and I have to keep testing how far I can do but each time I test it it resets to the starting position. The button being a metaphor for helping myself.

Another thing that happens during that feeling is if I'm trying to convince myself that my best friend doesn't hate me, and even if they're telling me at the moment I just can't process it.

Does this happen to anyone else? because I can't find anything on it and I need to find a way to deal with it. 

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anxiety,immediatefawn,2019/01/15,"Constant, 24/7 chest tightness I've had consrant chest pressure for 2 years now. I didn't realize it at first because it felt just like my regular anxiety - except now its 24/7. I dont even get a respite in my dreams. The pressure doesn't let me ever feel calm or content, just dread. I can't get rid of it with breathing techniques or meditation, though I've tried. It feels a little better when I put pressure on it or sneeze. The best I can describe it is as impending doom, or the pressure in your chest right before you have a meltdown.

In the past year I've tried a lot to get rid of it or to figure out the problem in general: neurotransmitter supplements, an EKG, q thyroid test, a 30 day elimination diet, and two pharmaceuticals (I'm currently on Pristiq). It's all been to no avail though. I'm just getting really frustrated. This chest pressure deeply impacts my enjoyment of life to the point where the only thing I look forward to is sleeping so I dont have to feel it. I just really want this to be gone so I can feel human again.

Has anyone else had a similar experience, and does anyone have any suggestions? ",4.9574242424242385,5.96855140909091,5.952727272727272,78.50742424242426,69.0,9.13939393939394,31.93939393939393,9.3871,2.87390303030303,890,38,170,18,15,295,133,220,0.122,0.7879999999999999,0.09,-0.6404,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,0,3,15,14,1,6,14,0,18,9,6,0,2,28,32,13,0,2,10,0,6,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,13,4,1,1,7,1,0,3,6,9,0,2,6,7,15,5,22,24,3,27,1,1,1,0,4,13,0,6,14,110,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725339462249756,0.0,0.1094041603874222,0.0,0.0,0.19999531090702347,0.14653319239401852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717908410341854,0.0,0.12169309226297224,0.0,0.15008278094238786,0.12648292212662246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15454569130579704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922312223757847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515119028827634,0.0,0.33521913710314344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194685811350842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445839825449304,0.12936298125341414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13989365330344006,0.0,0.0,0.28924563996928426,0.0,0.13731441396263988,0.0,0.0,0.1216463475779024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29887248535801964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14623995638058634,0.1010139482802335,0.06986867684532785,0.14333608175229254,0.0,0.0,0.12009446966871586,0.0,0.0,0.12158410146654605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876744003201033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652160013677056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351930250397929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13684363489368065,0.0,0.1437670487959963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832349212178646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213188168149355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14311576795911965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501114104131733,0.0,0.2810180828641534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941921808864006,0.0,0.13970241834586702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435246959923977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841907043379538
anxiety,herzorgor,2019/01/15,"Anyone know good, solid ways to separate anxiety from heart attack symptoms? [Slight vent/rant] I'm sure most of us here have experienced heart attack-like symptoms at some point. 

I know this about myself: I'm 25, don't smoke, am not overweight, and eat (what I think is) an okay diet (lean meats, veggies, rice/pasta ...) for most meals. 

Yet every time my chest feels heavy, any part of my (left) arm starts hurting for no reason, I get a bit winded from walking around or up the stairs (or even just having a slightly harder time breathing), my heart starts pounding faster or harder than normal, or nausea + neck/jaw pain, I can't help but think ""Could this be a heart attack?"".

I know it's very rare for someone like me. I know that. But I'm also reminded of the facts that my sleep schedule is terrible (5-6 hrs/day), I don't really exercise, I sit around most of the day (for work), my family has a history of cardiac issues,   
and maybe I just ate a little too much junk food. And maybe, just maybe, I'd be that unlucky few it happens to, the signs of which were missed on all previous blood tests and having been declared ""healthy"" by doctors.

And so, ""What if?"" keeps popping into my head, making the symptoms worse.

Sometimes I can calm down, and 30 minutes to an hour later, I'm fine.

And then the symptoms come back a little while after that. Heart attack symptoms can come and go, over hours, days or even weeks, apparently. (By now I'll probably have looked up heart attack symptoms on Google for the umpteenth time. I've seen all those pages before.)

I don't want to be ""that guy"" who constantly thinks he's having a heart attack. But I also don't want to be ""that guy"" who ignores all the symptoms and then dies from a real one.

I hate that anxiety and stress can be so similar to heart attack symptoms. I hate that I can't tell the difference, but to be sure, I have to spend time at a hospital which costs hundreds or thousands for nothing each time. And I hate that this can happen any time, any day, possibly every day.

...Unless someone knows a way they keep their anxiety in check - a way to sort out the difference between it and the real thing? Somehow I doubt it, but I can hope.

/end Thanks for reading.",5.297987340689421,5.710713690531179,5.516638439825506,84.0747284235737,67.9838337182448,8.262389872551536,28.277221794542807,8.045849151850463,1.6973856641861258,1720,53,343,20,27,545,230,433,0.159,0.7809999999999999,0.06,-0.9927,1,0,1,0,0,0,96.0,1,0,2,1,18,25,9,2,24,1,30,31,14,2,6,71,65,32,1,6,17,0,1,1,0,0,12,0,0,2,24,19,6,3,10,2,3,4,8,16,0,2,4,4,30,9,45,54,13,53,0,2,2,0,10,18,0,15,28,210,54,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197754322261955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045658979120912,0.0,0.11763028232212315,0.0,0.0,0.03583883343160108,0.0,0.0,0.09125600435971708,0.0,0.4081713926993735,0.0,0.03941209143730895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0436144071939435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05595741255174861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830364711987998,0.0,0.05538867149595346,0.0,0.040923113205005586,0.0,0.0,0.1652768457884192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053194814128839724,0.10710156725235914,0.0,0.0524618776304828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052446874033955634,0.0,0.0,0.04539690125934564,0.0,0.0,0.06770716345109529,0.0,0.08636944733265745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04831884884957748,0.0,0.025916173395923336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06197800140653353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026778730889881436,0.0,0.029129516090439032,0.0429904369894792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150142922700403,0.0906496229680819,0.0,0.0,0.1518117205849409,0.052602630910225184,0.0,0.0,0.4859013495716706,0.03435528575348252,0.0,0.0,0.0509079869464522,0.10095211132762298,0.0,0.05486976063992016,0.0,0.0,0.05349712101162425,0.0,0.09111596845835232,0.0,0.0,0.14084261038888596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05568893385903816,0.0,0.0,0.02504070580644931,0.10274236801575663,0.0,0.0,0.04304146607231705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03421324958669958,0.0,0.15447823791196874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037678475647966565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05021922168631431,0.04918075478661072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03473185568318669,0.0,0.05453915546100038,0.0,0.0,0.055504395875453166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04845273905214605,0.05778254619470636,0.0,0.0,0.05526178363492321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05126907875207597,0.1166792966245278,0.032835398943090816,0.05269889074188199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05129222426326832,0.0,0.0868567434360633,0.0,0.05069271166504176,0.0,0.07255740057938763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05871266800857153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661485460664114,0.4261902940781322,0.0,0.0,0.04479931127556615,0.04718890950785992,0.0,0.0,0.03405168293679778,0.09852680377661786,0.0,0.0,0.17932394508578653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06165370477546544,0.0,0.0,0.04229091478059964,0.06046329974039773,0.1220519959991485,0.04111383648370971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03731440213613789,0.0,0.05223343617865545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RainyDaysAreWet,2019/01/15,"I need some coping mechanisms I have pretty bad ADHD but it’s easily manageable when I take Vyvanse for it. However, I don’t take it often. Maybe 5 times a
Month. Problem is last time I took the medication I got an anxiety attack and didn’t know what to do. I had never had one before. 

I’ll need to take it for the rest of this week or I’ll probably go into a spiral of depression if I perform poorly in school. Any tips for that sort of stuff. I’m definitely going to be having a lot of stress, so any advise would be helpful. Thanks",1.2813555194805204,3.290245008928572,4.079123376623375,83.95224025974026,81.05357142857143,7.287012987012987,20.89610389610389,8.296473431620573,1.2610607142857146,419,12,86,9,11,149,80,112,0.173,0.691,0.136,-0.6652,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,1,1,6,0,11,1,0,0,1,15,23,6,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,1,0,1,3,3,5,0,1,5,0,8,1,12,15,3,12,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,6,7,57,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20684165505250374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340801375551355,0.0,0.13166296668614022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19579891243619404,0.0,0.0,0.14370388359733444,0.0,0.0,0.1464521412697131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823728891822208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19562710031229155,0.0,0.1376513449256358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536108103354133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458664327017427,0.1402918623097937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632097576788808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17290669282115587,0.0,0.0,0.17338178020453454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737581684320288,0.0,0.0,0.2552333877245266,0.1327411241845971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662555935827755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17509679747942455,0.18556268592003133,0.16468513517597808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17418356627199624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19715035702026285,0.0,0.1970237072476302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3882138019041876,0.0,0.0,0.15845490713372554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20071636437292367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912195083502288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380555136764136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226134455266617,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,drchainsaws,2019/01/15,"I'm moving. I am in the stage of telling friends, family, and work that I intend to move about 400 miles away later this year. I am feeling a ton of guilt and anxiety over it. It makes me wonder if I'm even making a good decision - a decision I was so sure of just 2 weeks ago.

I hate letting people down but I didn't think it would be quite like this. Should I just not go? Of course, that's letting down a whole other group of people...",0.7534408602150542,2.579243483870968,2.6507526881720445,94.46279569892474,81.90322580645163,5.853763440860216,18.935483870967747,6.937597516519254,0.0581096774193548,336,8,78,4,9,112,66,93,0.062,0.81,0.128,0.6893,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,5,6,1,1,5,0,9,0,0,3,1,18,18,5,0,3,5,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,5,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,2,1,8,4,12,11,2,14,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,5,53,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17127406212589036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14780948340945546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815325125884704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761714911242414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18214656837695245,0.0,0.0976956645681923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14927797230934195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980893627810603,0.16206016403736642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19076050445677192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3951522927444511,0.0,0.09439543244460913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579459632675421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4107154274754872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679028797064786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055086827933316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18210351280949202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16887904014225374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238048203295668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549859817983714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21571843149412295,0.0,0.0,0.20953418712080965,0.14066333246667515,0.0,0.0,0.13725489128886045,0.0,0.0,0.12442457745942664
anxiety,BattleSquidZ,2019/01/15,Anxiety keeping you from doing absolulty anything productive and healthy? Sometimes I just sit here doing sod all apart from drowning in anxiety and worrying about tommorow where I will most probably do the same.... All the time,7.95754385964912,10.643681421052632,7.0500000000000025,67.07833333333336,63.73684210526318,11.382456140350875,44.24561403508772,11.20814326018867,6.2426035087719285,186,12,25,6,3,57,31,38,0.14300000000000002,0.79,0.067,-0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,2,8,5,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,4,4,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,22,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5654986483861635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041561235543249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285248236620776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3985002416390566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36555204191947066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155215616408812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753551517504779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,phoebeanne96,2019/01/15,"So this may bw dumb... So guys this may seem dumb to some but something happened that is trying to set off my anxiety and self doubt. I got harassed, called a lier and told I was going to hell on this very site. I'm a Christian so I know I'm not going to hell but being called a lier.... Doesn't settle well. Like I said this is probably stupid but it's a trigger and I have to go to work soon.... Help please.",-0.3844318181818167,1.6169330568181834,1.787454545454544,97.92118181818184,87.75,4.42909090909091,16.754545454545454,5.6839178017228535,-0.6819354545454548,311,7,74,2,10,104,57,88,0.328,0.61,0.062,-0.9834,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,5,9,6,1,4,0,8,0,0,1,0,14,19,9,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,2,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,7,1,0,4,1,6,2,8,12,1,8,3,0,0,0,7,3,4,5,2,45,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700831817616803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4540511540254664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790687749643632,0.0,0.17781901249830487,0.0,0.0,0.22014338946766285,0.1966072340669077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14902428684008365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221877164434406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862006363606448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24405349876761775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397112326411268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21148840964877028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024024768604048,0.23194050613090525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17116184486686825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21244751689194474,0.0,0.1509486653955254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834469798975477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999029460537912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16186016344336074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aRandomAmber,2019/01/15,YouTube Someone told me this group was super supportive so I decided to join. I just posted my first video and I can feel my anxiety CLIMBING. My insides are shaky like I’ve been electrocuted. ,2.4491666666666667,5.405876694444443,3.606888888888889,82.02700000000002,87.61111111111109,7.3244444444444445,29.422222222222214,8.238735603445708,2.9085622222222223,155,8,27,4,5,50,31,36,0.08900000000000001,0.639,0.272,0.8158,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,3,2,4,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,7,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,1,7,3,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,17,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221495132149023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129268708467471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581976363405044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20573404297410405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4033088721756496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568068153666711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4778728862057912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4023905446827325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ChickenTenderKid,2019/01/15,"CBD oil? I’m a second year sciences student at a university. I’d like be less anxious in public to study more efficiently, talk more openly and constructively without fear and just feel more relaxed in public situations. 

At the same time I don’t want to feel tired or lethargic cause of this, or even lose motivation or become lopsided with my studies (extremely important to me) 

If anything, I’d take this stuff to become more confident and hopefully even stronger as a student. 

Would you guys recommend CBD? Is this something I should ask my doctor tomorrow? 

Thank you.",6.088179611650485,8.21776950485437,6.501152912621361,71.38435072815534,67.54368932038835,9.810194174757283,35.20509708737864,10.125756701596842,4.07896213592233,461,23,74,12,8,149,74,103,0.08,0.654,0.266,0.9648,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,2,3,6,0,1,4,0,5,2,0,2,0,20,13,8,0,5,6,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,3,7,4,12,10,6,8,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,5,4,49,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21993943932314308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16020975256747486,0.0,0.1820048599548207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4300301461514459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19999585473320505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992690756341498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571761531247712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190755516982633,0.19687789114049148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19276946319071386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933668400636986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511360486225742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178035129008589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21883489714822127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14987857247725844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22286856193735208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637942638695495,0.15648100063367332,0.0,0.1792404466353114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352280420970792,0.22376258636405014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148306769910468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18767007886236864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382991439031892,0.0,0.0,0.12537121541949256
anxiety,EatingMyL,2019/01/15,"What to do after SSRI attempts My psychiatrists have put me on and off SSRIs for around 4 years now. Started with Zoloft 4 years ago, took that for around a year and got no results even after upping the dose. 

I moved a little under 3 years ago, long story short I ended up in a psych ward and put on Cymbalta. Took that for 3-4 months, again with no effect upping dose. Then switched me to Paxil, same thing after about half a year but with *terrible* side effects staying at a low dose.

Finally she prescribed gabapentin 1800mg a day and that definitely helped with the social anxiety but worsened my overall anxiety. Gave me bloodshot eyes and made me jittery. I've been off everything after being diagnosed with non-photosensitive epilepsy (not even gonna try swallowing depakote).

What other options do I have? SSRIs don't seem to work for me. I know benzodiazepines are an easy route but id rather not because I'm about to be a father soon after my 21st birthday. What can I do? Therapy and meditation don't help, exercise does to an extent but all I have is running/jogging.",4.6706067961165045,6.448105611650488,5.470084951456312,78.77658373786406,70.55339805825244,8.062621359223302,29.379854368932037,8.660442795831766,2.398670873786408,860,34,153,15,16,280,129,206,0.087,0.875,0.038,-0.7682,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,4,10,2,0,0,11,0,14,8,1,4,1,29,24,11,0,1,7,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,8,13,1,0,4,1,0,5,6,2,0,1,6,1,15,0,33,15,3,44,0,1,1,0,6,16,0,2,22,105,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544250673033323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21956878524244897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255507803277298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748207347577967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255177036578867,0.0,0.0,0.14565914542986436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558615104733534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271068418758431,0.0,0.0,0.18957337351012585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897710611152827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15720766822764026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11477767573154946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923828170086097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886908097893881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14383424378156226,0.0,0.1270014122543425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579218098471818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454793244122775,0.15252791196305102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885334172872818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064568029005022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628988655659947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157677932332254,0.15296205742686134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16411564702135822,0.0,0.09534135058971396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188887218621194,0.09743354619654597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104476642247323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4620771397223429
anxiety,peacesignz,2019/01/15,"Undoing all my body tension created from years of anxiety I'm constantly trying to push my shoulders down and back but it's so difficult. I have pretty bad hunched shoulders, and tons of jaw tension as a result. It's a mix of bad habits and generally moving through life led by anxiety and stress. I'm always physically tense and everyone notices. Its super frustrating and makes me feel self-conscious. I just hate when people call me out on it - ""Are you a worrier?"" Or they just laugh at me for looking nervous. Does anyone else feel this way? 

I do exercises, use weights, stretch, foam roll, etc. But it's like, daily things such as driving, using a computer, work posture -- all keep me right back in the same position. ",3.6489743589743595,6.176088074074078,4.717777777777782,79.7346153846154,75.66666666666667,8.301994301994302,31.12535612535613,9.057496981413335,3.111603988603989,570,28,101,14,13,186,101,135,0.244,0.638,0.118,-0.9632,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,1,2,8,12,2,4,5,0,3,7,4,5,2,25,13,13,0,1,5,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,7,1,1,2,1,0,4,0,9,0,0,0,4,11,3,15,13,5,17,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,1,6,62,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396901955812594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568565603263595,0.0,0.0,0.11738609267478263,0.17201362196229314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581797996743708,0.2803467533459157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864776177643016,0.0,0.0,0.1714249704574129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18141940188332226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14691353667155446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024278742582544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18723136384236175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604172084315845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16977105785743113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16574744018675452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14922008466064748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857910708498284,0.08201803270320643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097751074588488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120616745060824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17843062153543698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19113329586604733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163873430101755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17079503165053825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14336920517375906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17513618921068874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19230678088871106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153248100499584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397997902484143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28999005510907944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332558897863488,0.0,0.2044334719185025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221915302060392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810967012771712
anxiety,skressfulll,2019/01/15,I’m constantly anxious that everyone around me hates me. How can I stop this? I feel annoying when I need almost constant reassurance but when I don’t have that I feel like I’m going crazy. I wish more than anything that anxiety could stop controlling my life and relationships. ,4.240384615384617,6.909002269230772,5.031384615384617,77.51361538461539,74.38461538461539,9.544615384615383,29.63076923076923,9.888512548439397,3.4475338461538474,226,10,40,7,5,73,38,52,0.264,0.5870000000000001,0.149,-0.5329,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,0,13,12,5,0,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,9,2,2,11,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,7,25,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174672070865179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661366116536168,0.24534346901540666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17871472522603735,0.19332985169397615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4693733292826912,0.2435777824236169,0.17339482398534545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075179347250678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21961820459984746,0.1551483048635206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342431745056365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21441319674996834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15339558420450214,0.10609966925114103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610308930623936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23316233231125394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36313240108756784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24973802336325315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DreamingMeme,2019/01/15,"Faking phone calls Whenever i need to get out of a stressful situation or walk around but not as awkwardly I sometimes bring my phone up to my face like I'm on it so people don't talk to me

I do the same with earbuds I'll just have them in with no music IDK 

I'm weird lol",-1.0166803278688512,1.0429619836065598,1.6985040983606583,96.46611680327871,93.09836065573772,5.017213114754099,17.46106557377049,6.6274283507984215,-0.16026393442622974,215,6,52,3,8,74,49,61,0.17600000000000002,0.682,0.142,-0.0532,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,2,2,1,3,1,1,0,0,10,8,4,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,0,0,7,1,12,8,1,7,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,1,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234022719732683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709564392069128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18980235812672275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17748357944093152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26937255792600995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518573240328144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.408349582677489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35929993297399143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4161438003079171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919961676059205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,petrovik_raskolnikov,2019/01/15,Afraid Anxiety might make me lose my job I'm afraid I might lose my job because of my anxiety. Each day gets harder and I don't know how to handle the pressure. I fear being fired or having a complete breakdown soon or later. I only wish for some peace.,1.8853846153846163,3.9690767692307722,3.4429230769230803,88.90207692307693,79.38461538461539,5.6984615384615385,21.93846153846154,6.742157984588678,0.5892646153846153,200,6,40,2,5,66,40,52,0.297,0.6,0.103,-0.8625,2,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,2,6,0,4,2,0,5,0,0,2,0,11,10,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,1,8,0,3,7,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,25,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272220484646693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037401129250814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242400782348866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792935027027733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406647680550884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117389715142651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4244686976898341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175381200472428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4785347475565361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427608103124559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4537674836152975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626588258046916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24594153802420496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dayne225,2019/01/15,"Just found this place so maybe y’all can relate Tl;dr Have anxiety, went to therapy, things were going good, stopped therapy, things went to shit immediately now can’t handle it.

Also posted via mobile so you know formatting 

So a little backstory, i work in middle management at a logistics company and ever since I was promoted to management I have been suffering from moderate anxiety.

So when it first set in my wife told me I needed to go to therapy. I went until this December at which time I quit because I thought I had things under control. I mean things were going well at work, I had some family drama but it wasn’t unmanageable anxiety wise. 

And then January happened. I had two injuries and an accident in my workforce in the first 15 days of the month 2 of the 3 were not immediately reported by the employees. 1 of which we are firing over the non report tomorrow. Best part is I’ve been out sick since this weekend so I’m getting all this information 2nd hand from my supervisors. I’m feeling better illness wise but because all this shit has snowballed my anxiety is out of control. 

As such Ive already told my supervisors I’m not coming in tomorrow either. Which I get is not great for them but I just can’t make myself face this tomorrow. I’m getting back into therapy by the end of the week and it feels like failure but I just don’t know how to deal with this else wise. That’s the shit thing. I feel like a failure because I couldn’t make it on my own. 

Sorry for the thought dump/vent. Needed to get it out before it consumed me. ",3.757081967213118,5.601864314754104,5.417180327868851,77.9536393442623,73.0655737704918,9.07672131147541,29.249180327868853,9.592334608150935,2.940380983606557,1236,52,230,32,25,420,164,305,0.158,0.722,0.12,-0.8858,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,2,1,10,16,14,3,0,13,0,23,7,5,5,3,45,54,19,0,3,11,1,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,23,11,0,3,10,2,0,7,8,4,1,3,18,5,30,10,36,35,7,45,0,1,0,0,9,18,3,1,20,162,53,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838040935465557,0.0712940688515874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27280126132855764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06855166061481235,0.0,0.1630369724103416,0.0,0.07586098404930501,0.0,0.09355853515943637,0.07884686599320408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679574246955373,0.0,0.0,0.1999809843700068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05749505710954982,0.0919108261603044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447426932251057,0.0,0.07896137592812046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064223593093618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404368321593482,0.0,0.13523236080210954,0.12737906725821505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15166368873792435,0.0,0.09774953350935237,0.0,0.0,0.186310992866598,0.0,0.1519998021989141,0.07477567768442381,0.0,0.09828935614607287,0.0,0.0,0.07883598613959973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799017992070704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710940746342093,0.08935278091219215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901804693252485,0.0,0.08956422045046883,0.0971116376607683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115952392331229,0.0,0.0,0.1322087597159946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654190807753936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314388074630343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538206990950814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482312397488042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745368396223528,0.14749335283369416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979731049611136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453427638552029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40780801753530266,0.0,0.2961400076623216,0.0,0.0,0.14155196352144345,0.05198469883785088,0.0,0.0,0.17037531275564374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708762948420708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715116011969904,0.0,0.08015750772933754,0.24793177172149586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298060639765841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,backfliptornado,2019/01/15,(Trigger Warning) Starting Outpatient/ Recently diagnosed with panic disorder I got diagnosed with panic disorder about a month ago and it has been a pretty tough time to say the least. (Possibly triggering i say this bc this gives me anxiety) Many hospital visits where i thought i was dying. I’ve been struggling a lot and getting a referral for outpatient has taken what feels like forever. I sometimes feel like I’m the only one who feels like this so if you’ve had hospital visits for the same thing please share if you’d like. Anyways i finally got accepted for outpatient and i feel relieved to finally get the extra support and help i need. I feel hopeful things will get better one day even if I’m not okay today. ,3.4102222222222203,6.303965874074078,4.7896296296296335,76.75333333333336,79.14814814814815,8.933333333333335,30.48148148148148,9.3871,3.670614814814815,583,29,96,18,15,193,85,135,0.121,0.6509999999999999,0.228,0.9329,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,5,15,0,3,8,1,8,2,0,2,0,23,27,8,1,5,4,0,5,4,0,1,2,2,0,0,8,6,0,0,7,0,0,2,1,4,0,2,8,7,11,11,8,17,4,12,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,5,13,60,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927809123070976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943069721842074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902895627124616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950380764595273,0.0,0.0,0.2502481937268366,0.12794261198799506,0.0,0.2825734567706849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142364518137092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116641134394487,0.2642084738377251,0.0,0.2700890143071561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19322226227598815,0.11825903889246067,0.0,0.0,0.19719260295821966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263032904388835,0.0,0.0,0.12244240209589613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240908694531044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048061466258978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12498406513284895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098398947432942,0.0,0.0,0.09140872563656034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670720880623526,0.09375811582779182,0.0,0.2892792370769435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13532170718669911,0.0,0.13897689104734856,0.0,0.12541756596446302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172168747832353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19607047796033936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219246282818286,0.0,0.08725646946243594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288764396290044,0.0,0.0,0.1398938788926027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16380022484781925,0.0,0.0,0.09786858771418196,0.07188411847408703,0.0,0.11685268293550928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,veggiesforlunch,2019/01/15,I got hired at my dream job today and have to quit my current job I’ve been at for a year and I’m so so anxious. Any advice will help!! I have to call and quit on the phone because I am a consultant and don’t work in an office with my boss. Please help!! I’m freaking out! ,-1.200138248847928,0.5846483870967738,1.3771889400921675,100.96435483870968,89.32258064516128,4.188018433179724,16.921658986175114,5.288315135182226,-0.8840857142857144,208,5,54,1,7,71,43,62,0.091,0.7390000000000001,0.171,0.6254,3,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,1,0,7,9,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,6,0,9,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,31,6,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299621440105505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600327423398085,0.0,0.0,0.2658563687228831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345522804522734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402986506916772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882152193286687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154740141543882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4670582213546953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583221116409813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5006056971988211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22306570345856366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17132333452451673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151545062478903
anxiety,PineappleGetaway,2019/01/15,"I get really anxious around my oldest friends because I just think I don’t mesh well and they don’t like my company For about 5-6 months now I’ve been trapped in this really anxious place that’s giving me bad stress. I keep thinking about how my friends must hate me or something and it’s only gotten fueled by some recent mistakes I made(I sincerely apologized but idk if I’ve forgiven myself for it so I haven’t really moved past it even though they’re said it’s okay) but I just get so stressed that they don’t want my company. I think I’m just in such a bad place rn that I’m not quippy or funny anymore and I can’t add to a conversation which stresses me out MORE because now I feel like I’m just uselessly hovering in a conversation with no purpose. 

I feel trapped in this bubble of anxiety and stress and this really hurts me I think because a few of these people I’ve been good friends with for years but now I’m worried they just don’t like me anymore. I don’t know. Sorry if this got too long",2.458333333333332,4.202572261904763,3.85047619047619,88.23619047619049,76.38095238095238,7.333333333333332,25.47619047619048,8.167268648758528,1.494047619047619,805,29,171,14,18,265,108,210,0.242,0.617,0.141,-0.9728,0,2,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,0,19,20,1,4,4,1,10,0,0,1,1,36,30,16,0,5,13,0,2,3,3,1,0,1,0,0,13,10,0,1,7,0,0,1,9,10,1,0,5,3,26,10,17,24,3,18,0,2,0,0,11,8,0,5,12,103,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356121145955239,0.2467992730868991,0.21665507112693894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972385102720527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18240619829660606,0.19975812224559691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07214586870118464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046068083534064,0.07803445719310546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531741791392291,0.0,0.11413709890010107,0.1047840719198824,0.0,0.09161755608591646,0.0873617952756768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784273433177767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693375840954892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970892939818058,0.0,0.0,0.06003035400523365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600938554693972,0.0,0.0,0.09666576105823643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335676027253576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718692863748152,0.1160949821802306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307489426584821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427309397949246,0.07572683655135494,0.0,0.22824573397646306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799040172593052,0.0,0.10785217074642768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390344028645684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409115448444549,0.0,0.12227486229129393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5004937405540206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27996257161965105,0.10731864018248616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442711615679919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821154668892593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092911113886758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034101052265432
anxiety,nextmilanhome,2019/01/15,"Anxiety is crippling me at work As per the title. I have a typically high stress job which requires me to deal with people (often at their worst), manage a hefty workload and take initiative. 

My anxiety is just getting worse and worse, to the point where I can't do anything. I can't pick up the phone to call people, go to their house, do small tasks, for fear that I'm doing them wrongly/poorly. If I'm working with someone else I let them take the lead with everything, because I'm scared to do things wrong or embarrass myself. 

I must look lazy but really I'm just crippled with fear. Hilariously my job often has high stress emergency situations, and I tend to do fine art them. But if I have to phone someone to update them or ask a question, I crumble.

A lot of it is to do with confidence and body image - I'm not happy with how I look and I think people must laugh when they see me or not take me seriously.

And on top of this because of the nature of my job I can't have a diagnosed mental illness or I'll be punted to a department where I can't progress or do my real job, so I can't even go to a doctor and get help.

I'm trying to address my body image issues by working on my eating disorder and exercising, but it is a long and difficult process of one step forward and two back.

Anyone got any tips or suggestions for addressing my anxiety at work and motivating myself to do small tasks that scare me?",6.4212500000000015,5.442614458333335,7.426472222222222,76.01575000000003,65.875,10.596666666666668,33.08888888888889,9.888512548439397,2.992878888888889,1116,40,225,21,15,379,145,288,0.175,0.748,0.077,-0.9746,4,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,7,9,11,14,0,7,13,0,25,7,2,4,2,45,45,26,0,4,15,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,0,7,17,1,1,3,2,0,6,7,11,0,2,1,3,34,3,34,40,2,24,0,0,3,0,15,15,0,12,5,152,41,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610656959618554,0.0,0.223097623610055,0.0,0.0,0.06797194067469342,0.0,0.07999607492734308,0.0,0.09087882716724367,0.0,0.0,0.07474898272442675,0.0,0.11851740935079245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21595821588422665,0.0,0.0,0.09926293359447937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021990270152396,0.0,0.09866675467733013,0.0,0.0,0.11141181689387912,0.09949921056408942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994707547390694,0.08120701703030345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06420671178001594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736665624490876,0.0,0.0,0.21877799531613767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015770957424986,0.0,0.1104940953706369,0.0,0.07774823022898934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348253531539092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06515824376802352,0.2054167595896447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216802833894043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146265342617683,0.38586624666962815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940446697764944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860283585324708,0.163264911175356,0.0,0.0,0.08264501096940217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097965462269125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06587244639324502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20218085620134973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918954773085576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889816598482263,0.0,0.0,0.11064699194609154,0.06227562605376779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19464962100038455,0.0,0.07746429523216265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926883381592907,0.0,0.0,0.16473252186906948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22270892239548587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21927091278929345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06458243058806191,0.06228865376764064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599964438584352,0.0,0.09496067131624936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830820186320902,0.0,0.19813189689597224,0.0,0.10628457590716267,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bansheese,2019/01/15,"Can anxiety prevent someone from entering into a deep and restful sleep? I've been sleeping very poorly for a long while now. It's not that I don't fall asleep. I actually sleep through the night, anywhere from 7 to 10 hours. But, even with all that, I always feel fatigued during the day and often need to take naps. 

I'm convinced that there's something happening while I sleep that's preventing me from having a restful sleep. Occasionally, I wake up in the middle of the night with a pang of anxiety. But I feel that's a rare occurrence. most often, it's subtle form of anxiety. It's most apparent went I wake up in the morning. 

*Sidenote: Been on anxiety meds for the past year or so. And other than this sleep issue, I feel I've been emotionally stable for the most part.* 

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So my question is this: 

**Can anxiety prevent someone from entering into a deep and restful sleep?  (similar sleep apnea)** 

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anxiety,BADPLyer,2019/01/15,"I need an advice I am a really sensitive person so i need anyone to tell that i am over reacting about this,so my friends are planning to travel but they didn’t come with us or anything so that does that mean that i am not welcome right?",8.779600000000002,5.123944560000002,9.028000000000002,74.86400000000002,63.4,12.4,37.0,10.125756701596842,3.4064,188,6,40,3,2,63,37,50,0.071,0.884,0.045,-0.2892,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,9,9,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,8,2,5,8,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,0,29,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853849371386861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20420604479084528,0.0,0.24032978752049605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515726209862801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25557228770745005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256347788622588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181247869864028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4330982829195813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25500416558189537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870927791244941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494065324625113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552619404422558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512965683698536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,turquoiseyeti,2019/01/15,Life feels pointless My anxiety is so bad I can barely function and I can’t even afford therapy. I feel completely worthless. ,2.3328260869565227,5.129443043478262,4.095978260869568,75.93788043478263,96.82608695652172,7.517391304347825,31.83695652173913,8.07648339933343,3.861182608695652,102,6,15,3,4,34,21,23,0.35200000000000004,0.648,0.0,-0.8265,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219143718242665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3513542690194685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4412056232855099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779374735836587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4255429051504556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972267379135133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4812267404866053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,YouHaveDoneGoofed,2019/01/15,"Manually Swallowing Saliva | Help I don’t know what’s is causing it. I’ve tried drinking tea and all sorts of relaxing stuff. I’m not even worried or anxious around people, I’ve just randomly started doing it every minute.

Sometimes I can stop it by keep my mind of it but the saliva builds up and my mouth is feels like it’s overflowing with saliva.

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anxiety,Fifteen_inches,2019/01/15,"My supervisor wants to have a meeting and I’m freaking out I was told through the grapevine my supervisor wants to have a meeting. The last time this happened I was told I had an offensive odor body odor (I wash twice a day, and carry extra deodorant everywhere) and I wasn’t doing well enough at my job. I work twelve hour night shifts twice a night. 

The worst part is is that she doesn’t respond to my texts inquiring about what the meeting is about or when the meeting is. I have to hear about it through my co-workers. I could get fired, this could be just another deeply embarrassing scolding, this could be a bullshit meeting that could have been done through and email, but she wants to disrupt my life and my schedule by playing a game of telephone trying to set something up. 

My hands won’t stop shaking, it feels like I’m gonna vomit and cry. I’m not a claustrophobic person but I feel trapped. 11 hours left in tonight’s shift.",3.8249094202898526,5.65810630978261,3.8798695652173936,89.09411594202898,72.8586956521739,6.863188405797103,29.65797101449275,7.554174236665415,1.676801884057971,747,32,152,9,15,229,109,184,0.14800000000000002,0.8140000000000001,0.039,-0.9565,1,1,1,0,1,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,6,8,1,2,13,0,23,5,2,0,0,23,37,10,0,7,5,0,4,1,0,2,3,1,0,1,8,7,0,1,3,2,0,1,4,5,1,2,8,7,19,3,18,21,4,18,0,0,0,0,15,5,0,1,12,100,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15659771891858149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165884882709104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4769485535775244,0.0,0.16404476646923702,0.09631299571925042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528283363589009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15430982387258335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510232292632374,0.10668968930830787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802483709260223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206230895846838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683188692457976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941428431721658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14819852258945393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173335966676865,0.0,0.0,0.16226011643643626,0.0,0.10548440883347816,0.0729607761945972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802940035145295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617224305331787,0.0,0.0,0.13039934971421738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497048186445355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485628858108724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708230460744831,0.0,0.0,0.2854046520352913,0.0,0.10139316277420574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642566855609452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427605931569994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174449685350939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alrightishh,2019/01/15,"Anxiety caused by malformation in the brain I feel like I’m stuck in a cycle. I’m 22 years old and so far I had 4 brain hemorrhages. I overcame the first 3 rather well, I think partly because I was younger, my body was able to heal and mentally I just wasn’t thinking about it in so much detail. 

The problem is a year and two days ago (I’m glad I’m finally past the anniversary and hope I’ll feel a little better again in a few days) it happened again out of nowhere. Since the last bleed 5 years ago I’ve been taking all sorts of medication for blood pressure and seizures, haven’t done any sports or heavy lifting, done everything to keep my blood pressure down and keep it from happening again. Still, a year ago I woke up at 10am and I instantly knew what was happening, bad headache, couldn’t use my left body half, vomiting. I went to ICU and went through hell all over again, life in danger, feeling as bad as you can, on shit loads of pain medication that still couldn’t make the pain go away and it was just terrible to go through this again. Physically I have slight deficits but nothing too bad, I could recover almost completely, but mentally oh my..

What I really wanted to get to is that my anxiety symptoms are identical to symptoms of micro bleeds or full on ruptures, for example random numbness, really high heart rate etc so I never know if I’m experiencing anxiety because something is actually wrong and I’m about to go to hospital again or die or if my anxiety just makes me think something is wrong but it’s only my anxiety.

Im really stuck in this downwards spiral, kind of like what came first, the chicken or the egg and when I try to talk about it I just get more frustrated because the answer is usually that it’s just my anxiety and I should try to remember that and calm down but the thing is I and they can’t know that, because there is a good chance that my anxiety is actually reasonable. I just hate that no one seems to realize there is a very very good reason I’m experiencing that anxiety and I can’t just calm down because I could actually end up in a really dangerous situation. 

That being said, I do have to admit when something was seriously wrong I always instantly knew without a doubt, but I’m always scared it’s just the first light symptoms and then it’ll work it’s way up to a full on disaster but it never does. 

Im planning on finding a therapist but I just don’t wanna hear it anymore that it’s “just” anxiety and have my other medical problem ignored completely.

Just needed to vent and was wondering if someone is in a similar situation?? I’d love to hear about how other people deal with it. 

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anxiety,MissourisOwn,2019/01/15,"Is it normal to feel depressed over childhood traumas? Triggers for child abuse.

Sometimes I remember things and it literally takes the breath out of me. I get extremely anxious/depressed over things that happened when I was a kid, and I can't tell if I'm being dramatic or if it really was an abusive situation. I live a fairly normal life now. Last these things happened, I was 13. I'm 18 now, and I feel like I should be able to move on. 

Plus, way more people had/have it worse than I do, so I really don't feel like I should be crippled over stuff that happened 5-10 years ago. Does this effect anybody else, or am I melodramatic?",2.9129870129870135,4.8555905873015845,4.236002886002886,85.09435064935066,75.66666666666666,7.121500721500722,26.533910533910536,8.00094639256281,1.6552793650793656,498,19,99,8,11,164,83,126,0.153,0.8059999999999999,0.041,-0.9395,0,0,0,0,1,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,4,0,13,2,1,2,0,19,23,10,0,6,4,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,12,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,3,13,2,11,15,1,14,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,4,9,65,25,0,0.14590937707017246,0.3457575051005013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12933985910466453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16483606463630934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25134306533486983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768627914004865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188856185979788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22132849539877528,0.2084753762660065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623162733171192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38708154081010737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189356165773298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030601080775863,0.14256790293834054,0.0,0.1288406531366706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15507857658781335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28592042006936863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115519035655528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18694656634856446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652868808873398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16400825319012555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14430810481551165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16703132823273073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970569291074422,0.0,0.1275312267754538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29080712013537946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158160719958336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14869412062132464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396085500635172
anxiety,PicaFresa,2019/01/15,Has anyone experienced hearing loss due to anxiety ? I explained to my doctor that at times I feel like I can’t hear anything and they sent me to a specialist. The doctor checked my ears and didn’t find anything abnormal. I’m wondering if anyone else has experienced this. ,3.9876470588235335,6.662545411764711,5.278196078431375,75.38788235294119,75.27450980392156,8.785882352941178,31.768627450980397,9.3871,3.5320086274509817,220,11,37,6,5,73,38,51,0.084,0.863,0.053,-0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,4,3,1,0,0,7,11,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,2,6,7,1,4,9,0,4,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,2,3,22,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726843824403166,0.0,0.0,0.31567416296271805,0.2312891369575219,0.3715164484393441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4620925884784121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885701428654689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413689510246533,0.1612630048569777,0.0,0.0,0.20631498276866306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5088327992083185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028126599785673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316261599589663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24479675368905385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,012pac,2019/01/15,"Anxiety attack or stroke? lol ok so I think I’m having an anxiety attack right now but also I looked up my symptoms and according to reddit this could be the moment before I have a heart attack or stroke? I’m alone in my apartment my roommates are all gone and I feel an impending sense of doom and keep having waves of panic and it’s hard to breath. I have had anxiety attacks before but they usually come before an exam or checking my grades or something I literally have nothing to be anxious for but like I’m definitely having an anxiety attack. I wanted to make sure it wasn’t my blood sugar or something so I ate an Oreo and one of those little oranges I have also tmi shit three times in the passed half an hour should I call 911??? What if I’m actually going to have a stroke? Sorry if this violates guidelines I didn’t read them and I’ve never posted here someone help me figure this out pleaseeee 

Also I sound rambly but I don’t really want to structure what I want to say usually my writing is pretty structured but it’s not here I’m not on drugs or anything what the hell is going on ",2.3815865897928674,4.510481183856502,4.214208840486869,83.76249626307923,77.96860986547085,6.57945761264147,23.62353192398035,7.62386473244151,1.2810428784966903,876,29,166,13,21,296,126,223,0.219,0.6729999999999999,0.108,-0.9813,0,1,3,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,8,13,8,1,11,2,19,11,4,1,3,37,37,24,0,7,15,0,5,1,0,1,5,2,0,0,10,8,2,1,3,1,1,5,6,10,0,3,5,9,23,3,17,28,1,22,2,1,1,0,6,9,2,8,8,114,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.10050844087864984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667194734004123,0.0,0.2470956306835191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151641307851402,0.11635523980299063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475625943275197,0.0,0.0,0.5858594447606806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629239430415541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516959687623452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872122990027652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223327242570813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944171288459272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052077458927004966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706907147040425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226345319742364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204978715566955,0.06903549977922045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142950795516953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154685054180364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05031824367804659,0.10322823066242967,0.0,0.0,0.08649001329385145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875008408421082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943623418954295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882665539665303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06979220119295614,0.0,0.0,0.12084265510277238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864091432941352,0.10478312803100777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302305445126436,0.0,0.06598135124684795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795732309218185,0.0,0.08190590304168599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572307474765164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726748389360048,0.15858144674361074,0.0,0.11529467446017687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707174060093623,0.1070514307603828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599515417777707,0.0,0.0,0.060057319176491174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226869284930651,0.0,0.18224768144110315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RonniePetcock,2019/01/15,"DAE get driving on the highway anxiety? I used to be good at it but now I have a panic attack almost every time. I have to drive a few miles on 1-95 twice each weekday and I start having an really bad anxiety before hand. It is most of the common symptoms but lately it is my arms getting weak, dizziness, chest pains, doom feelings, and heart palpitations.

While I am driving I am real sure I am having a heart attack or stroke but when I get to where I am going I feel better so I know that is not it. 

It is getting to the point where I am not going to be able to drive on the highway. Any advice will be considered and appreciated. ",1.3338813857897875,3.39104258778626,3.743053435114508,86.1748620082208,81.13740458015268,5.862830299471521,21.52730475631239,7.010146845296331,0.6850523781561941,493,15,100,6,13,171,78,131,0.215,0.669,0.116,-0.9427,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,5,10,2,1,8,0,17,9,5,1,1,18,28,10,0,0,6,0,4,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,0,0,6,2,7,0,1,0,4,13,3,11,24,3,21,1,1,0,0,0,8,0,3,7,74,19,0,0.16419467235844187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16044913351094445,0.0,0.0,0.16441724649569736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165800767897023,0.0,0.2512169498672531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735902874405147,0.0,0.0,0.13709569300325272,0.0,0.0,0.1397175726679805,0.0,0.0,0.14521684456252365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13834109312013768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660435196846478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431397576884053,0.0,0.18663123233802376,0.1377187010107956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3891429546225556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023709786655013,0.0,0.18521874223684756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17471470797454208,0.19264707029414446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521703778702245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868894839323886,0.10518731155769297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621783420064585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15475153553370158,0.1706611335976105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574323387078516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181147844496658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DefeatAnxietyyy,2019/01/15,"Fuck Anxiety I can barely eat my dinner with people around.. I feel so frightened all the goddamn time.. When someone walks past me it feels like a fucking gorilla just walked past.. I sit on the bus and I feel like everyone is staring at me. I get home, i still can’t relax and I start pacing around my house. I look up at the sky and see the stars and I’m set off in a panic attack thinking that I’m trapped in space and what’s outside of space making me feel like wearing a cap every time I leave the house.. I go to therapy, doesn’t help and I’m told to (wash the pots to distract myself when I’m anxious). I ask for medication and get refused.. I have no friends because of anxiety, I really struggle having conversations with people because of anxiety. I struggle sleeping because of anxiety. And on top of all that I can’t stop washing my hands because of OCD. I feel helpless and alone... But I push myself every day and I will continue to do so.. I will get better one day, I’m sure of it ",1.1228342245989325,3.3749029411764724,3.239108734402852,88.35553475935829,83.31372549019608,5.8659536541889485,24.9590017825312,7.1686216300943375,1.2206450980392156,776,32,158,11,22,263,112,204,0.201,0.69,0.109,-0.9496,0,2,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,2,9,15,3,4,9,0,10,10,3,1,3,28,33,15,0,0,2,0,6,3,1,2,3,0,1,0,5,14,2,2,6,1,0,4,4,8,0,1,1,9,27,7,24,30,2,32,0,1,3,2,6,14,2,0,15,96,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472756876356036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389646049227728,0.12514212132028188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972231651619827,0.10355793547278737,0.12602044194487524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701051193665737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796984314011838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287902646226272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334857988144115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18666230124532132,0.10584848525912054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800511474227457,0.23740906657654964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558305553260565,0.20481597154258896,0.17362318574583754,0.0,0.06295492996107223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424890278603036,0.0,0.111114494365061,0.0,0.0,0.2556346687761966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729276410641636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16235448697394458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302154122958337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394193315069562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159228769304284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506274855938162,0.0,0.0,0.12996841595738293,0.0,0.0,0.21149099855943587,0.15359229949715544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096411194364581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882718531604104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085314208503212,0.0,0.09385772463036086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784058007941313,0.0,0.0884635751279636,0.09261130767938236,0.0,0.231608281079002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044023763744679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266787430481379,0.0,0.0,0.07097895724034092,0.0,0.0,0.12918542104817488,0.0,0.0,0.10584848525912054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ghost1005,2019/01/15,"Don't feel like myself For a while I have been feeling very confused and low. I feel bad about it because really I have a good life, and there's many people in worse situations than me. But I just don't feel right, like I could be happier and I have no idea what to do about it. I find it extremely difficult to be honest about my feelings, but maybe talking about it would help? I'm becoming good at hiding my true emotions and I don't think that's a good thing.

I'm not sure if anyone on here could help, but I just felt the need to write down how I'm feeling.",3.3792500000000025,3.835163091666665,4.5183333333333335,89.38500000000002,72.25,8.0,25.0,8.07648339933343,1.1180000000000008,441,12,102,6,8,145,73,120,0.153,0.623,0.224,0.9208,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,9,12,0,1,4,0,13,1,0,1,2,30,25,10,0,5,7,0,7,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,10,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,7,13,8,13,18,0,7,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,2,3,66,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196286329725104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369737634788792,0.09761048728175777,0.17684507177297912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556929727199146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18011865482362216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4857829401149659,0.11439306656109274,0.1537447542096476,0.0,0.14635100950362318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40291482385400096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21465632633920906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18076121508644669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11310076052406275,0.15645761050927784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16234124069691172,0.16086671149371445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873038306595005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101025579819757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257993721230728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367455577925841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799867913398823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15091556731962366,0.0,0.0,0.12870211093723574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637968808248964,0.10260139636343554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13211958808125848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631806762231217,0.11374794185283806,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,theredheadbitch,2019/01/15,"Prescribed Effexor but I think I should treat my adhd first? Went to the doctor and he prescribed me with effexor because of my mood issues(I get to very low points, very suicidal and self harm, but i wouldn’t say it’s constant, it’s very much related to my current workload at school or specific events). I have been diagnosed with add/adhd, and that’s what I think gives me the anxiety. I’m an overachiever and I’m always beating myself up about how stupid I am and how I’ll never graduate or whatever, but I think that my anxiety is related to the adhd itself because my failure to complete tasks or get bad grades or whatever it is, is related to my adhd. So what I’m wondering is shouldn’t I get medication for the adhd first? Or is it actually really anxiety that is at the root of it? I’m not quite sure what to make of myself and to be quite honest I’m scared to take the Effexor cause I’ve read some bad things about it.  ",4.255579975579977,5.1546205978836035,5.938201058201059,78.38322344322346,70.53439153439153,10.04818884818885,30.41147741147741,10.214889679676881,3.1361482295482297,739,30,146,20,13,254,94,189,0.239,0.721,0.04,-0.9925,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,5,5,10,1,1,7,0,13,3,0,5,2,32,29,17,1,3,9,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,14,8,0,0,4,1,0,1,4,6,0,2,2,1,18,3,20,23,2,12,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,7,6,95,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.10456973051434262,0.0,0.6439091808559587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08916317073401207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459243318462657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17894316297071147,0.13064377035986666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007971053826417,0.0,0.0,0.11235202858286417,0.11579860016142142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876205370019107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967968408293598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18229530238275146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16795525875941422,0.1027947154942878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07152809955737217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079493586903576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877269157050447,0.0,0.08264604972137443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012979586743664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22794922372945745,0.10718595320506656,0.0,0.06864748929082941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521551159015485,0.10728280564816148,0.10844855930813443,0.0,0.0,0.11178807414020014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721231650468265,0.0,0.10099416194758938,0.0,0.08056869432083218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07119031944122034,0.20598554988893225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652471308052866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933557085498053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162071466999867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lizard_queenie,2019/01/15,"Obsessing about hurtful remarks from the past..? Does anyone else obsessively ruminate or beat themselves up over hurtful things people have said to you in the past, that part of you kind of knows it's irrational to give any 'power' to and/or not just literally have forgotten about years later? Like, say, a passing comment from a stranger about your appearance, or from some troll on a Facebook comments thread? Is it normal to dwell on this stuff or do people with a healthy degree of self-esteem and self respect just brush it aside?",9.315937499999997,9.056272885416671,7.7542500000000025,73.66575000000002,59.72916666666666,10.596666666666668,37.95,9.888512548439397,3.725552499999999,431,18,72,7,5,129,71,96,0.15,0.757,0.093,-0.7236,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,2,5,8,0,3,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,12,8,4,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,1,3,3,3,19,7,2,11,0,2,0,0,9,5,0,5,5,48,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247300225014438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13621107712817876,0.19959911940434372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17047378116744766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16273325655070206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186873186286012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4170821694178666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20285777949859066,0.10705886229934422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951711086371129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19086598595589596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21095311492136826,0.3719238040443274,0.27010431975828897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18530265713718946,0.1549154943935783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40644489364858416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230033037929107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294187328865085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254470123378754
anxiety,Darmist09,2019/01/15,Has your anxiety ever brought you to point of potential suicide? The hopeless feeling of knowing you’ll have to live with this feeling forever? ,7.051199999999998,9.585110320000002,6.749000000000002,68.93950000000001,65.8,9.8,48.5,10.125756701596842,6.113399999999999,118,9,16,3,2,37,21,25,0.303,0.602,0.095,-0.8205,0,0,0,0,0,2,2.0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,5,5,0,3,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233292061830511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3823148031118933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4274131935750824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322796231454219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732112866006625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3995447093859055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4623149523166353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,b4iley20,2019/01/15,Pray for me lmao So today I had a job interview that I was extremely nervous about all last night and all day today. IT WENT SO WELL! I’ve never been able to comfortably interview. The words just came outta my mouth and I had the answer to all the questions so easily! Cross your fingers for me guys!,0.9244999999999984,3.4796367833333366,2.6750000000000007,89.2425,89.5,6.333333333333334,19.166666666666664,7.6454224807358475,0.9431666666666674,237,7,47,5,8,78,44,60,0.035,0.718,0.247,0.9378,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,1,4,0,4,2,2,0,4,11,6,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,6,1,7,2,5,0,3,9,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,6,33,9,3,0.2737338014819113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130785453785244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765356565234468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27103949983405473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716385601523238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22312958297155888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21112038285642892,0.0,0.0,0.2568806294545184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066445045831921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5189352739031093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461195616402208,0.25375397639533603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Vincent191919,2019/01/15,"Hypochondriac Needing Help Hey guys! Anxiety is actually the worst. A few days ago, after working out, my ligaments below my kneecap started hurting, however I didn't pay much thought to it. It continued into the next day, and thats when my hypochondriac mind kicked in, and I turned to Dr. Google. It turns out I now have rheumatoid arthritis. I just felt that I had it, and then my symptoms started popping up. Now I feel random aches and pains on my arms and legs and I just cant stop focusing on it. Im slowly feeling more sure that this is that disease and I dont know what to do anymore. I also saw that it can lead to raynauds syndrome, and my Hands are COLD!!! Fyi, I am a 16 year old male who does not have a family history of this disease. What should I do???? ",1.9928138528138533,4.149466766233768,3.432181818181821,88.74160606060606,79.38961038961041,6.704069264069265,27.14978354978355,7.793537801064563,1.6760671861471867,598,26,123,10,15,196,102,154,0.102,0.82,0.078,-0.7685,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,5,0,14,6,3,1,1,26,25,11,0,2,3,0,4,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,16,11,0,1,5,0,1,1,4,3,0,0,5,6,17,1,14,19,4,24,0,1,1,0,5,8,0,1,15,86,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.1750425228211908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590036593986976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434448098581676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13722012816312962,0.0,0.17789017241343485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313619538823735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15697083465849487,0.0,0.2102242400706517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16909723842225927,0.0,0.18139311908550912,0.0,0.17222655350467558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17760782579517997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023018106674704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19202288999031086,0.0,0.1937540076293274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857890672472458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811159583261678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186005734255413,0.1330030723770562,0.0,0.0,0.19076560154028008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18822216573049952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19086590003515969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539227725243991,0.0,0.0,0.14996415937900304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16905726743833607,0.18643760014683408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240241032288645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3902134110334448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058594119743286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551056178397798
anxiety,Hapennydub,2019/01/15,"Cutting out propranolol and I just had the worst day I’ve been on a daily dose of propranolol for about 7 years now. Got concerned I was on it too long and figuring my anxiety was pretty much under control I spoke to my doctor who told me how to cut it out (reduce 1 dose for 2 weeks, then 2 doses for 2 weeks etc). Anyway I’m down to 4 doses a week now and today something happened in work and it set me off. It wasn’t a big deal but it got into my head and I couldn’t concentrate on anything else, next thing I was getting palpitations, dizziness and even cried when asked a simple question a couple of times (very embarrassing). I couldn’t focus on anything else for the rest of the day. I’m now so mentally and physically exhausted from the day and I’m wondering if anyone else has had a similar experience when cutting down on meds? ",1.91129411764706,4.137299541176476,3.927647058823528,84.71441176470589,80.05882352941177,7.0588235294117645,24.117647058823533,8.124751697461798,1.5687058823529414,662,24,132,13,17,225,101,170,0.098,0.888,0.014,-0.875,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,12,6,3,1,10,0,10,7,1,2,0,21,21,15,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,7,11,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,11,1,11,0,25,8,4,32,0,0,0,0,6,14,0,3,17,89,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087418429686777,0.0,0.0,0.1013412875775974,0.14850210560155827,0.23853681839362806,0.0,0.13549381211208075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625559090814076,0.0,0.1603668170027131,0.15920329537004554,0.2804114992904913,0.14942068565147346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483461853734218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.363221511016124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16163982507930166,0.09572760139439483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177335343922565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572208155864987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23183406800149586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816473961885266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14874419270887498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12826211132608795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16098910405846656,0.0,0.14605947668909106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654323454510654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413905194386066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474500771337144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16235935367150114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157734548353004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096287771184996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845122350460581,0.0,0.13738057328432293,0.1384907366931463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958580529357775,0.0,0.0,0.3487721608851321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15717484117694214,0.10551374572170408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333280391814064
anxiety,alltheboops,2019/01/15,"Don't know what to do... A little about myself, I've been suffering from anxiety since I was about 9 years old. My first panic attack was the first day of middle school. That set the tone for the rest of my life. Mostly, I have more good days than bad days. I have been on Lexapro for 12 years now and I'm fairly certain it's just a placebo at this point. There's no way that it is still effective.  Of course, I have no health care and have no idea if I would even qualify for a free program because I certainly can not afford to pay for health insurance. Not to mention, I have had very little success in therapy and the thought of trying a multitude of different medications scare the shit out of me. I, of course, take my Lexapro daily, regardless of whether or not it is still effective at this point. I'd like to think it keeps me mostly balanced.

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...Except for times like these. The weekend before Christmas, I had my first panic attack in a very long time. I was stuck in high traffic on a busy road and it was just waves and waves that kept coming over me. I was terrified and exhausted, I just wanted to get off of the road. I completely felt trapped. It's not like I've never been in bad traffic before, I drive all over the place! But it hit me so hard and it was really difficult for me to come down. It's been all downhill since there. I cancelled going to my friend's wedding because I was afraid of driving an hour to be there and being so far from home. I'm having trouble making it to my fucking weekly trivia night that I have been doing for almost a year because it's just too far from home. I went last week because I was able to get my friend to drive me. But I feel like I just can't do anything on my own anymore. I'm terrified, and what's worse, I am terrified of BEING terrified. I'm avoiding things because I just KNOW that I will have anxiety if I go. The racing heart, the random jolts of pain, being unable to breathe, breathing heavy and then my heart pounding way too hard if I just take a few normal steps. 

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But how do I break this cycle? Every day, I wake up and pray that it will be gone. Sometimes it does that, sometimes when I'm in the thick of it, it feels like these cycles will never end. But then I wake up one day and my brain is free of anxious thoughts and worries. I'm trying to push myself. I went to my Uncle's wake on Sunday night, of course, that didn't help my anxiety, but whatever. I got through it. I'm going to try to push myself tonight to go out with a friend for a dinner, but even the thought of driving one town over makes me ill. Just hoping things get better again. 

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Note: gladly accepting cat pics to cope with how bummed out I am.",3.446976580073219,4.642458746835448,4.2655422749525895,88.50401005601377,72.74321880650993,7.1311074846734,25.603537246945706,7.499876790926021,1.1481537423366999,2129,67,447,24,41,684,241,553,0.117,0.787,0.096,-0.4283,2,2,0,0,1,0,76.0,0,0,0,7,28,35,4,5,23,0,45,18,9,6,6,79,86,31,0,8,24,0,6,5,3,4,7,0,2,0,33,20,1,3,13,1,3,16,12,16,0,5,26,6,54,21,73,50,8,88,1,1,0,1,6,34,2,9,39,300,87,5,0.06691264183416917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700334528583303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174994584145475,0.24391855134640386,0.0,0.0,0.1535639635655544,0.07559223934633641,0.06635936073627957,0.0,0.0,0.05506340290294428,0.0,0.0,0.15224557981796316,0.0,0.0,0.11173852197722932,0.2039466270071098,0.0,0.11387545970387172,0.0,0.0,0.05917879410416072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07469663762621924,0.0,0.0,0.06822189784374348,0.0,0.0,0.11527863217984045,0.07015663189684118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157655921914688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990946908686378,0.0,0.0,0.058555703785417586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05926473994076355,0.0,0.0,0.08839033772662774,0.0,0.05637678666386577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766608442257675,0.09560480939221697,0.06424662946428049,0.0,0.0,0.1707475768854161,0.0,0.0,0.15508962329128326,0.06185965915974349,0.10487728092272376,0.0,0.1521119854271781,0.05612314932171191,0.053516152260945686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988116820227455,0.0,0.0,0.1422500185870532,0.0,0.15858360549059966,0.04485013336348827,0.07069687985676222,0.13423767096601938,0.0664593512683461,0.06589547368137727,0.0,0.0,0.07553622799602035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05947503051238987,0.0,0.0,0.07354687607059746,0.05454273380618674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047262377769386126,0.16345068456042205,0.13412809139915752,0.0,0.05921558240519682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932941601897405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06740744708097397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321430883206732,0.0,0.0,0.12558596314939907,0.06556018209842614,0.0,0.0,0.07021356168706881,0.0,0.09068347563922954,0.0,0.07119976860358182,0.15701513611664208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990946908686378,0.0,0.12650814922095432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0428659517550857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06699122748075034,0.06771916583163466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868486528227402,0.11070165756277284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235662745162952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068730444067012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006199585565444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652043743193213,0.0,0.08890757200654559,0.04287491907327645,0.0,0.15936349020512466,0.07803459910143135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13628787463270536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041987434387976,0.039466809800563454,0.10622428112170684,0.10734657034206807,0.0,0.0,0.12405737869869428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795303579952687,0.06818969853593718,0.047532820941511074,0.0,0.24391855134640386,0.1292686425722032
anxiety,supersurge82,2019/01/15,"Getting help I just discovered this website to support people with anxiety and depression who play yoyo. I think it's great. Yoyo helps me with my anxiety because it gives me something to focus on instead of the thoughts that typically pop up and race around.

http://purpleyoyo.org/about/",8.021875000000001,11.010347437500005,6.544166666666667,69.51750000000001,64.20833333333334,9.8,39.08333333333333,10.125756701596842,4.7466083333333335,239,13,34,6,4,71,40,48,0.12,0.589,0.29100000000000004,0.8481,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,3,8,4,0,3,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,23,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44437397200760137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585545511305196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17705046929583973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501568760532987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15174371908254652,0.278617994095904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202128273453689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893536890762001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20135559644312187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235960900773065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295896219721195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18610321372660196,0.0,0.23057814311107866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TARDIS_licker,2019/01/15,"Im having panic attacks and i think im hurting my friend So I've been dealing with Depression and Anxiety for a few months now, and I have one friend who really, really helps. She saved me. But every time I have a panic attack I start spamming her with messages of how I'm nothing and I'm not worthy of her and I think that this time I really hurt her and I don't know what to do I've apologized so much but I feel like it doesn't help anymore",0.02249297094657976,2.120511680412374,2.69032802249297,91.48042174320528,86.83505154639175,6.0014995313964405,19.127460168697286,7.348242739294969,0.5039360824742269,351,10,78,6,11,122,60,97,0.233,0.632,0.135,-0.7663,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,11,2,2,2,0,7,0,0,1,0,17,14,11,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,1,1,14,4,6,13,2,5,0,3,0,0,12,0,0,0,6,50,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208572572044148,0.0,0.15827015386408985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631127707615638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645300297909063,0.13745442208934358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13446125159513192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806933752383684,0.1140109528238766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465972975898532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21393929747076132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416882667757585,0.0,0.3447686421710582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770635568790756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796749307871399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738301982607814,0.0,0.11731683252085945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531306740340927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814214816949408,0.0,0.0,0.3744883838006245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067118506507376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295844995762612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045173420402757,0.0,0.0,0.1861161389964068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AnxietyIsTrash,2019/01/15,"Bad stage fright anxiety about giving best man speech at wedding Public speaking has always been the most terrifying thing I've had to face throughout my life. I know most people have some degree of stage fright, but for me it truly feels paralyzing. Over the years I have had to do presentations in front of people and it has always gone poorly at least in my eyes and I became a totally different person in a bad way.  Always have been a total wreck leading up to and during the speech.

One of my good friends is getting married in a few months and I was asked to be his best man which would involve me giving a short speech or toast in front of the whole crowd. I agreed to do it since he is my good friend and I am honored that he chose me for it, but I am a nervous wreck about it even months in advance to the point I don't know how I am going to muster it up since my anxiety is so bad. If I end up going through with it I'll probably have to get really drunk and I don't want to make a fool of myself.

I was hoping to get some advice or words of comfort on how I could deal with this situation and if I should even go through with it or if I should back out. Feel free to share any stage fright anxiety stories of your own because I think it helps to know that I am not alone with this crippling anxiety.",6.124835164835164,4.909028644688647,6.494853479853482,83.2293131868132,66.58241758241758,9.558241758241758,29.756410256410252,8.418075326091056,1.847194871794872,1032,28,227,12,14,335,139,273,0.15,0.664,0.18600000000000005,0.9463,1,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,5,8,19,0,4,12,0,28,4,2,4,2,44,47,18,0,9,9,0,2,0,2,3,1,4,0,3,15,12,1,0,6,1,2,8,3,8,0,1,7,7,28,12,43,35,12,34,0,0,1,0,20,16,0,11,6,161,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480825782631747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12168250005060605,0.0,0.0,0.2932791620070488,0.0,0.0,0.0798961082149174,0.0,0.3595130708354162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983574936881677,0.0,0.0,0.09034129057349234,0.29429359931298377,0.07161980889860725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465935539610436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938048889667796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112533202738565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275032173073715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405980749157406,0.0,0.0,0.15519989688880084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881128181377147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18154241864288467,0.0,0.1841484443189436,0.22541106580767264,0.2003140139044033,0.1970873109398804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874996580497749,0.0,0.0,0.11669244319491555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19370557703862315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298549756891091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842438727952182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875561633422564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07961314794527972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16290326024298574,0.1025862972392404,0.0,0.0,0.11106446824204376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667231478728505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526604675960467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19437515774969047,0.13206183022963938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805404053735562,0.07528179199708615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929767403447902,0.09325678519389492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117154926963634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346035436330268,0.0,0.0,0.07565864668832209
anxiety,CentrifugalFarts69,2019/01/15,"Waking up with nausea and diarrhoea? Just trying to work out the source. I'll see my doctor on Friday but for now I'm trying to deduce what I can.

Last couple nights I've woken up intermittently with my heart racing, chest pain, typical anxiety stuff (although I also have costochondritis which could be the source of the pain). 

But I also felt like I was going to throw up. I spent half the night just sitting in the bathroom listening to music because every time I stood up I thought I was going to puke. 

Later I had some diarrhoea. Just twice, nothing crazy. Ended up running myself a bath at 5am because my stomach was sore/cramping and my shoulder also felt really tense.

My first thought was anxiety because I recently upped my anti-depressants dose and my doctor said it might make my anxiety a little worse while my body adjusts. But because I've had so much else going on I wanted to take a quick head count and see if anyone else can relate to these symptoms? ",5.298200992555831,6.567422790322581,6.16741935483871,76.32882133995037,68.40860215053763,8.303722084367246,28.82382133995037,8.617729084823388,2.3101493796526054,773,27,133,12,13,255,115,186,0.124,0.845,0.031,-0.9517,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,9,3,0,0,8,0,12,13,7,2,0,25,30,14,0,3,7,0,2,1,0,1,6,2,1,0,5,7,0,0,6,1,1,5,0,2,0,3,14,6,21,1,22,13,2,29,0,0,2,0,2,12,0,3,12,92,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909438355432104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783185424483913,0.0,0.0,0.08479629298533045,0.12425762842105345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957054592650106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347059975405853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682592776983906,0.1341853051676939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445150783254543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24825432750790485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20261460656308936,0.0,0.10741111166914497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217699991517136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328805255418827,0.0,0.0,0.10315401179187253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20676523852038367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446019234905055,0.0,0.0,0.1437080579048515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988529718927725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059247437006441674,0.12154653355135075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095008844165957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286505654115173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914896927053455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276113575356969,0.0,0.11636387942381825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25808419319617715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769003180258231,0.0,0.1197415979564895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535756663005435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19327637284466065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882757470103232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604817729742065,0.09118154922694566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19255304991935704,0.07071475422416924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16467163146198774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07152944430280764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828755495479958,0.0,0.12358666099690495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,renvlovee,2019/01/15,"Finally started my meds Finally started my meds 

🤞🏼🤞🏼🤞🏼🤞🏼
Second dose tonight I hope I’m hoping so bad I don’t have any insane side effects ",-1.387647058823532,0.43313405882353,2.995588235294118,88.72514705882355,90.76470588235294,5.752941176470588,26.14705882352941,7.1686216300943375,1.4726705882352946,114,6,26,2,4,44,22,34,0.225,0.596,0.179,-0.3593,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,3,7,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,7,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,8,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16569023006614267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20343741919608385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5338129280892702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4839984873339762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5412800375682466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449131878092888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ljpellet,2019/01/15,"Anxious about missing work since been sick a lot and stressed with job demands. Just want to quit. I work with kids, my first time doing so, and I've been getting sick a lot plus I have an anxiety disorder and haven't seem to get many breaks in the last year emotionally. My company has been supportive but concerned with my absences. I feel like they're going to fire me. I'm stressed with my job demands since start of the new year. I just want to quit but I know I can't. I just think it would be for the best. I usually don't feel like I'm cut out to maintain any job. ",1.6477954545454525,3.487471158333335,2.726212121212121,94.94727272727276,79.08333333333334,6.363636363636362,24.24242424242424,7.348242739294969,0.811833333333333,449,16,104,6,11,143,73,120,0.17,0.698,0.132,-0.1655,3,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,6,5,8,1,2,6,0,11,2,0,0,0,24,26,7,0,3,5,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,9,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,3,3,13,4,15,21,3,12,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,3,10,59,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654935288387943,0.0,0.10861215620504686,0.16039380432380038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489962940136644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16271815177264892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597052210019968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435758590839859,0.20285705546852087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207657191291194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14835443620308494,0.0,0.08068890482966629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4226713393607292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802694662243738,0.11573035339399075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872575990697192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414078472659794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394257912167358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371224478283169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020204203706037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925069489735708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348899854665343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049218071219156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32526876632834706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16111402449370207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097324592714512,0.0,0.0,0.082788037019357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563678084281344,0.0,0.1674836417911468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067221599830804,0.0,0.0,0.10085651711044943,0.0,0.0,0.1828573015891577
anxiety,OldmanRevived,2019/01/15,"i'm going to call my crush later so i'm simultaneously really calm and really anxious right now. recently my crush moved to a different city, and we've only been able to talk over text. today i asked if it would be okay for me to call her, and she said yes. 

note: before she moved, i did admit my feelings for her. so we're still kinda working towards something slowly. i just can't stop overanalyzing every decision i make because i know at any moment i can easily fuck it up by saying or doing the wrong thing. the reason why i decided to try and talk to her over the phone is because i'm dull over text and might actually be able to hold a better conversation if i just call her. but i could still risk coming on too strong or something.",5.272333333333336,5.355378100000003,6.800666666666667,75.99033333333338,68.0,9.6,27.333333333333336,9.444778638647367,2.1853333333333333,585,16,116,11,9,202,97,150,0.08900000000000001,0.802,0.109,0.4577,1,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,8,8,1,1,5,2,11,1,0,2,0,26,23,12,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,3,6,0,2,6,0,0,4,1,4,0,0,3,3,19,4,17,15,0,20,0,1,0,1,17,8,1,6,8,73,22,1,0.2813944934641664,0.0,0.1373002169886721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956789524919881,0.0,0.0,0.15894784092818565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153293296229418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715354714064953,0.0,0.11972299412712295,0.0,0.0,0.12443528109404882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4310028594260733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119821987406265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233530287640436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699867695256044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854349859427322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114075542699325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007233743858154,0.0,0.0,0.0799614876871662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732352725307158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09391650472569144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14925754458120685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990778137931783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700659620050416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18026851803095464,0.14466020273393435,0.13892155730561348,0.0,0.0,0.12015467995250365,0.13383530098751864,0.11188809777533272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166312287598167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247220059725688,0.11762919827369095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261742348125304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347299891369412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336453860476513,0.0,0.0,0.0955241949212504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695738111890134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242927131707763,0.0,0.0,0.09994728727725406,0.15383035227771527,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Iskara,2019/01/15,"I drove to school! I’ve had my permit since July and recently got my license, and today my drive to school was the first time driving by myself.

I was dreading the drive all night and all morning. But I did it! Got to school and back home safe!

Do any of you have tips on improving driving confidence?",2.096,4.3678819333333365,3.0599999999999987,90.935,79.66666666666666,6.0,23.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.8778333333333337,236,8,48,3,6,75,42,60,0.052000000000000005,0.797,0.151,0.7562,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,1,2,9,9,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,7,0,8,1,6,2,2,12,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,32,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15879861565982514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17955908241991245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986282501544288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735275149136549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23423518659956846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21913857191423167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23056848356785456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7089907623153885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931665174871928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361648243016169,0.0,0.22134548463332532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rcarmody96,2019/01/15,"Loneliness sucks The past several months have been incredibly difficult for me. I’ve been through a lot of life changes, most notably having to be in my apartment alone for 2 months. I’m (22m) a college student who lives with my girlfriend (21f). She is a college student as well, but is currently working out of town for half the semester. A close friend of mine (23m), who normally goes to school here, is taking a semester off and all my other friends are incredibly busy all the time or commute to school, so I feel really lonely all the time. I’m trying to deal with it by keeping myself busy, but sometimes there’s just nothing to do. I need someone here right now, but it’s hard to find anyone... what can I do to help with this? ",5.335624521072795,5.719945351724138,5.9112643678160905,81.37739463601531,67.89655172413794,9.203065134099617,33.35249042145594,9.150863307647796,2.7960191570881228,576,25,115,10,9,187,97,145,0.08800000000000001,0.8190000000000001,0.093,0.5884,1,3,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,1,0,9,0,12,1,0,0,3,21,19,7,0,2,5,0,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,2,2,10,3,22,16,5,14,0,1,0,0,8,7,1,3,7,78,17,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19202867731857168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12964287095991125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961390260080741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911494034829855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374878592950547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694612345663083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28649436455290783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660907982289616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427630732540378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480078465413647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309604530491576,0.0,0.0,0.1637202853816658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15762881545289908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959847303809576,0.0,0.0,0.13747904686908555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18166227673709096,0.17790574178928484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17699467162007734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877829104623715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15833899010048216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752893128100905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20946034412616807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15709715555851197,0.0,0.18337507244876294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940512496694546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21622793719135328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12588111058155446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16670571277884075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498057157228865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DeadlyAurora,2019/01/15,"I have anxieties about getting a Therapist, and I have a few questions about them. Hello I've been a lurker for a while now, and this is my first time posting (I'm sorry if this post is tagged incorrectly) 

I F(24) have dealt with terrible anxiety (and some other mental health issues) for several years now and I definitely think I need to talk to someone who's trained to help people with their mental health issues. However, I have anxieties about doing so. I have a lot of trouble opening up to people because I have massive trust issues (because of my parents). I'm afraid that the therapist won't listen to what I'm saying, won't care about my problems, will tell me I'm overreacting, or they will be biased and unprofessional.

What's it like having a therapist? Do they actually seem to care about you and solving your problems? Are therapists the types of specialists where you have to shop around to find the right one?",6.4680311688311685,7.236393205714286,6.932259740259743,73.69755844155846,65.51428571428572,10.020779220779222,33.05194805194805,10.018931242160765,3.3484285714285704,741,30,130,16,11,242,104,175,0.161,0.762,0.077,-0.9,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,3,4,1,10,9,0,1,9,0,19,2,0,0,0,21,30,10,0,4,2,1,0,1,0,4,2,2,0,0,8,10,0,0,4,1,1,0,2,5,0,2,1,2,19,4,22,24,3,13,0,0,0,0,16,5,0,6,7,95,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.1114856436674274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621889938370117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170136249073793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928413851761445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329587012211594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441692715381494,0.09717587022423207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05968776381088084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428720148963488,0.0,0.0,0.0765753310021132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3577230978534335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05581383748091866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712614559082083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23026212083741776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471046289048609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774146768663698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685441887927978,0.0,0.0,0.15840478083917547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21882830396773656,0.0,0.0,0.2186321179421277,0.0,0.0,0.12797940250659715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756373389609282,0.0,0.09085139756360458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400342782961884,0.0,0.12906317807850706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967985527191833,0.0,0.0,0.1278867812618684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182498288091998,0.09985427320293604,0.0,0.0,0.5305842601558917,0.0,0.07320292880996708,0.0,0.0,0.06661658291381897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356937687665649
anxiety,Majula21,2019/01/15,"I just can’t work. I was able to hold down a job at GameStop for a whopping 1 year, all I had to do was sit in a chair and watch Netflix, very little amount of customers came in and it was manageable for me but not a liveable wage. Before that I don’t think I had lasted more then 2 months over 8 or so jobs, I kept trying but it never worked. I left GameStop for a high paying job, on an assembly line, where I’m not aloud to take my medication, and I’m not aloud more then 3 sick days over 9 months or I get fired. Well, I have days where mentally I just can’t. Like last night, I was up all night, having a panic attack while puking hyper ventilating hot sweats the whole nine. That was my 3rd day in 4 months this has happened.  So now I’m frantically looking for another job before I return tomorrow and probably get fired, and I’m looking for answers here but also kinda just ranting. Because I know my next job, I will only have for maybe 2 months and then have to do this all over again and this is such a hard way to live. Does anybody else have this problem? What do you do to stop it? What coping mechanisms have people found to get through job induced stress? Any recommendations for me what be appreciate thanks.",4.43122,4.837199112,5.182950000000002,85.73322500000002,69.88,8.17,26.825,8.07648339933343,1.4113799999999994,958,28,207,12,16,311,144,250,0.16899999999999998,0.779,0.052000000000000005,-0.9861,7,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,2,13,8,1,3,9,0,24,3,1,1,4,33,41,19,0,1,11,0,4,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,12,8,0,3,5,1,2,1,7,5,1,1,10,7,20,3,26,29,7,41,0,0,3,0,2,15,0,3,24,131,32,11,0.10087897618815574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806728808110979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860116309543965,0.10578040233324863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147643987758787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06149488755949481,0.0,0.17168115729688554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153786742933523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951757823956504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827987187367921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427144009770918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106085904923748,0.0,0.0,0.1581153042963445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920694548525107,0.0,0.09036774801432193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658417698291103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.600640907912178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055440447099865765,0.16445965946188373,0.0,0.0,0.10960530279633188,0.0,0.0,0.04928437217162315,0.10110723599848127,0.0890779841626615,0.0,0.1694258659573425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134649063697942,0.0,0.0,0.10162495550300482,0.10166228100924134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220825454072551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780408542792036,0.0,0.1072859356231364,0.1893361708466482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672300717185772,0.0,0.11835974296715228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993678024120181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876459843355583,0.09652755620874284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433934115483756,0.11555652638904974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584843555000323,0.0,0.0,0.09287580775616276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06463917462684148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849020296184788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323572025628201,0.0,0.08007303576832149,0.0,0.0,0.0907023146711527,0.0,0.0,0.11262777431814515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14688219225557014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649627532180191
anxiety,faithfulxahgase,2019/01/15,"I studied really really hard for a final for my class and I failed it I have test anxiety and I always go all out studying for important topics and tests ( but still feel anxious and overthink after, one time it got so bad I had to excuse myself from the testing room and nearly threw up in the bathroom ). I had studied for this math final that was supposedly based on logs since last week, and yesterday we had just learned something new ( compound interest ) and my teacher announced that it was going to be on the log test. I immediately assumed that there were just going to be 1-3 questions on the test and I didn't put in as much effort into studying that portion. And once I got the test, at least 75% of it was on it. Now I feel like complete dogshit because that's a whole chunk of my time spent studying for a different topic, and once I saw a majority of the questions of the new topic on the test, everything that I put my soul into just flew out of my brain, and I panicked. I completely acknowledge that I'm in the wrong somewhere because the topics really did connect, but I absolutely did not expect it would be looped into a huge majority of the questions and should have spent more time on it. Now I've been crying over how terrible I've done and my unanswered math questions and I feel absolutely miserable because this final was very important and counted a decent portion towards my final grade for the class. This is mainly a rant, but did anyone ever had the same problem?

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anxiety,georgejefferson11,2019/01/15,Body feels so heavy This sensation comes and goes but when I do have it I get really afraid. I will feel so heavy like unnaturally heavy. It scares me a lot and makes me think something is really wrong. Is this normal with anxiety???,1.4740000000000002,4.1656194000000015,2.806111111111111,88.30250000000002,88.33333333333334,7.444444444444445,16.38888888888889,8.344100000000001,0.9205555555555552,183,4,38,5,6,59,34,45,0.202,0.726,0.07200000000000001,-0.7658,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,1,0,5,1,1,1,0,11,11,6,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,1,1,10,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,23,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299635227864771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339065963308249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589463023344595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30399185041235754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15705474397293032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14686138994060366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25556531112769143,0.0,0.0,0.2006574985355797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945310230308247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3851530675940101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009600359921783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314219454535483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19261681973453645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286665509651302,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ClimbAlpinePath,2019/01/15,"Struggling with Black & White thinking in the Workplace Long story short, I changed careers from social media marketing to working with seniors in assisted living. I've noticed that a few months after I start a job, I get really anxious and stressed out over every little thing. This job is no different even though it's the best job I've ever had.

I have big issues with black & white thinking, because I've been conditioned my whole life to think this way. How can I recognize the grey areas in life, especially the workplace, where I cry in the bathroom every time I go to work because something that someone does is ""wrong"" or ""right?"" 

Because this behavior crops up every time I switch jobs, I'm convinced it's me and not the job. I can't handle anything that's in the grey area of life apparently.

Please advise!

Thank you!",7.272222222222222,7.4456625350318495,6.921613588110407,76.50850672328382,63.777070063694275,9.270771408351026,35.27883934890304,8.841846274778883,3.0480168435951875,666,28,116,9,9,209,103,157,0.084,0.821,0.095,0.1599,7,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,3,5,6,0,2,9,0,7,3,0,1,1,13,15,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,6,12,3,17,13,3,25,0,0,6,0,3,15,0,1,8,67,21,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24486522390270826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765487381744492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929872141679733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20664645864084635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858377692185533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195362431022055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241223138844128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805820983871512,0.0,0.0,0.0988847670429734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463370252518428,0.10221259770492727,0.28561549373484424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05903646625754614,0.0,0.06421901399448529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793990508609208,0.5606623098672266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23944016962460066,0.0,0.1132530583231359,0.0997787550619306,0.099999123790057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090193429134043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864826389772205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403718866768315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238901386806648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649914348218393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151865968679934,0.09574231176580968,0.08699090220655101,0.0,0.0,0.07998012580683661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294381148244882,0.11812939394141285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403280406928593,0.0,0.0,0.07507043701875085,0.21721247173890715,0.1110193502549848,0.0,0.13177935973093916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896920591332996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615753726913745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16452687408446234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354489431647668,0.0,0.0
anxiety,koolaid098,2019/01/15,"How to explain anxiety to someone who has never had it? Me and my ex girlfriend broke up because we fought a lot. I was insecure, I was protective and once there was a disagreement I feel like my anxiety sky rocketed the issue, I went from 0 to 100 so quickly and there was no calming me down until it was figured out. I know I was wrong a lot of the time.

I went to the doctor and I finally got the help I needed. I got put on medicine and I’ve been taking it for almost 8 months now. I do genuinely feel a lot better. 

Me and her reconnected, and it’s been good but she can’t move any farther forward because she still thinks that deep down that’s the person I am.  I try to explain to her that anxiety takes things that I know are wrong and makes them seem right. I never hit her or did anything like that, there’s no excuse for that. But I’m trying to explain to her that with anxiety you just can’t control certain things and it makes you think in a way you normally wouldn’t. I just don’t know how to explain that to her. She doesn’t think anxiety is that big of a deal and that if it was meant to be I would have given it my all the first time, when really I did give it my all I just wasn’t capable of a lot because of anxiety attacks and I don’t know how to explain that. The way I am now is so much different than before but she doesn’t believe me.

How do you explain it to someone who just doesn’t get it?",2.023563596491229,3.235842825657897,3.90592105263158,89.61978070175442,76.33552631578948,7.303508771929827,25.49561403508772,7.9370924344782425,1.2889521929824568,1105,39,251,17,24,375,135,304,0.114,0.8170000000000001,0.07,-0.8693,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,4,1,3,18,12,2,1,14,0,32,1,0,7,5,62,64,24,0,5,9,1,2,2,1,2,1,0,0,1,25,14,0,2,18,0,0,5,13,6,0,1,20,2,44,6,29,40,7,31,0,1,0,0,31,12,0,8,16,190,69,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992591030763492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06786105653916281,0.0,0.4580373945293447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211919324685052,0.0,0.0,0.11352625819445696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824943420742855,0.0,0.08491448392663868,0.11242987783100544,0.0,0.08825671086331102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192368709509176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287976709609728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425997848058753,0.0,0.10213994758671227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100914290981064,0.07129045249569907,0.0,0.10931576738091664,0.0,0.08488186662079815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05213649021097744,0.09572827402418703,0.0,0.0836996535229586,0.1596233802364397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688756187689912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041555007743824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21936930194412727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750533126625636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33935373118486223,0.0,0.0,0.13322205294177694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965193605300615,0.10606165673232884,0.07335760177966591,0.07399349443297598,0.15392938550783675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977736387365826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627377380283312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713333693762637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031715463181162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06392843867805764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522066052494298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084564994137953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16910456931410406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969293327169087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006028297523075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259293290650234,0.19182543645335828,0.0,0.0,0.11637744828168445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13550258700735252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15841832885476814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850138443679634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088840686697148,0.21821079686739905,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheOtherAKS,2019/01/15,"I can't go to therapy, so i just write nonsense. I've had anxiety since I can remember living, and I can't go to therapy because my parents are close-minded people and I

can't afford it myself. (it's not their fault, I just live in a country where mental health is a binary state; either you're ok or

you're crazy and you need to be put in a mental asylum.

so for like the last 4 years, I've found a way to ease my anxiety; I just write, I take my phone or whatever support I have and

write everything I have passed through my mind, and it helped a lot. so now I have a 20 something page document with

my deepest darkest thoughts, only 3 people know this document exist, but no one has ever read it.

the problem is that now, because of college, I don't have time to do such thing, or to be more specific, I don't feel stable

enough to write, and anxiety levels are getting higher.

I'm scared that I might be loosing my mind, FYI, this is the first time I express such things to people ever.",6.498203883495147,4.769547072815538,7.451766990291264,78.32794174757284,66.13592233009709,10.570097087378642,33.70679611650485,9.3871,2.8249025242718453,771,27,162,12,10,262,116,206,0.118,0.818,0.063,-0.8536,2,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,1,1,13,6,0,1,9,1,22,1,0,0,2,33,33,13,0,2,9,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,5,1,0,4,7,3,0,2,3,1,24,3,14,26,5,19,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,5,10,110,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910949445319056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15464000979828976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310588097848521,0.0,0.0,0.22946665354768844,0.0,0.0,0.11399490295782586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06413371547053331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788936689824287,0.0,0.13907264649413054,0.0,0.0,0.06626825192579514,0.0,0.14417129166394665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482414854636174,0.0,0.0,0.08501764854564922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697075124696369,0.10339088483576872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061967230919390714,0.0,0.2240026917749687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783416019718006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556481807723582,0.1345563571618955,0.38421433173507896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404966675186636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594953105613608,0.09646693450192728,0.0,0.0,0.14083993186322047,0.0,0.0,0.26380301219260743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136799358713705,0.0,0.12750843888260285,0.0,0.0,0.12687353410126612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14368409866169324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698817609841556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492270490944017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764702036072613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14393563195254633,0.0,0.0,0.09536730029215623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901033806710343,0.0,0.1685326696498279,0.0,0.0,0.10069616435296992,0.14792192627473902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067906070900837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168029240186225
anxiety,Andchovies,2019/01/15,"Anxiety in one on one friendly situations. I’m fine talking within a group. In fact, people say I’m super confident and funny in these situations. But when I have to talk with someone one-on-one, I fucking freak out. I overthink and over analyze everything, and it’s prevented me from getting help from professors one on one, and has also made me come off as a fucking weirdo. I’m tired of this.

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anxiety,kittymiaou,2019/01/15,"Nothing feels real For the past five days nothing has been feeling real. Everything feels like a virtual game or something I can’t really explain it. I find myself dissociating more and I just don’t feel alive really like the energy to physically look at things the way I used to now they seem fake and unreal. I haven’t talked to friends about it really but I’ve been distant and quiet to some and to others I play along and be my normal self I guess. But the thing is I haven’t been able to feel like myself bc usually I’m very motivated and happy and positive and always wants to do something in my eyes but lately it’s been hard to wake up and do the most basic things in my life. I felt strapped to my bed ready to just give up on things that I used to commit my time to, friends, school, my hobbies, I wasted it on sleep or laying in my bed thinking. I don’t know what triggered it I don’t how to stop. I’m diagnosed with anxiety but I’m not even sure if this is an anxiety symptom or not. ",2.8910096153846148,4.170572235576927,4.6271153846153865,85.04288461538465,74.24038461538461,8.084615384615384,24.538461538461537,8.660442795831766,1.5494173076923077,787,24,168,15,16,267,115,208,0.084,0.7340000000000001,0.183,0.9747,0,1,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,6,9,0,0,7,0,16,6,3,5,2,49,35,18,0,3,12,0,7,3,2,0,3,1,2,1,13,11,0,1,12,2,0,0,8,1,0,1,5,10,23,8,25,29,3,16,0,0,2,0,8,8,0,8,10,112,36,2,0.12307077686485415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240474534593652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18829761488416752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793704696864898,0.0,0.0,0.12491424789832588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128708741109572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060807859662812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111414132298072,0.17584357516591154,0.11816724586533588,0.0,0.11248446043936336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19016835383104905,0.0,0.0,0.11806070349946682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557633583870646,0.0,0.0,0.13101113046443405,0.11024724250676697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763648038605326,0.0,0.13882919688927425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692852933491989,0.18037849509332385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334845639927777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058323092743857,0.2361794592780696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748498226617413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28016297538838125,0.2365268732009224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455419662242735,0.0,0.11203901304264267,0.12838966100913982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315965710805064,0.0,0.0,0.18949179344942413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289268020361324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599275071230734,0.12791766012141695,0.0,0.09891962860579824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270510222307795,0.07885878443483225,0.0,0.0,0.07176355969886697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21258727302035066,0.13554507340824698,0.10154627992793848,0.07259033284876867,0.09768785420218826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hookedonfonicks,2019/01/15,"DAE have constant anxiety relating to death?  

Since I was a kid I've had really bad anxiety. I have general anxiety vs. social anxiety - I worry about death, my house catching fire in the night, usually catastrophic type events. They used to call me Grandma-hookedonfonicks when I was a kid because I was so anxious and worried all the time. I was diagnosed bipolar fairly recently but have had a GAD diagnosis since I was in High School. I've been through therapy, tried several medications (currently on gabapentin for the anxiety with klonopin as needed), DBT, CBT and anything else in order to lessen the anxiety. Recently it's gotten *much* worse. I am CONSTANTLY worried that everyone around me is going to die. It's to the point now where it's impacting my work day because I'm so anxious that it makes me cry. I try to change my thoughts and distract myself but nothing has been working and the anxiousness persists all day long.

I'm just wondering if anyone else has experienced this kind of anxiety and what's helped you cope with it. Thanks guys!",6.086612665684832,7.76564820618557,6.662739322533138,71.9751546391753,66.93814432989691,11.109867452135497,37.05301914580265,11.062562989136584,4.733099852724597,848,45,143,27,14,277,122,194,0.257,0.7240000000000001,0.019,-0.9909,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,1,3,8,4,0,1,9,0,16,3,0,2,2,21,26,12,3,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,9,8,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,11,2,18,2,18,15,3,25,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,2,14,87,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5273489409440529,0.33375704814343576,0.0,0.06885825589076214,0.10090256629115063,0.08103917797442546,0.0876664876908241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222519397387035,0.12006280855867113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100557265454996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417689104713776,0.0,0.0,0.2128399253059805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081736922165034,0.12702060028641474,0.0,0.0,0.09995331270587253,0.10220483683811514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645318201391293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410015220514048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05596743757738756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750891306674554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06600786998629353,0.10404763830247013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363063525124008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025499040507626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871501191063767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657349715188602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920643862903404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723928172130134,0.07302034673280931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241513130502144,0.0,0.09449250083601214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309374175441584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630876645863414,0.0,0.19447070862598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966520851939632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125234938114524,0.0,0.16292439000012754,0.0,0.0,0.10038613595834288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066550707627408,0.11261841841953535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818070057725007,0.05742343763143719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372048397352052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505355688002579,0.10845983813745984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679542062325516,0.14338662309445585,0.3000282150251509,0.10035771173489808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,angry_scissoring,2019/01/15,"I work in a lab. Today I did an experiment solo and wasn't even anxious about it! I work in a lab environment but more on the analysis/imaging side of things. I rarely work on the bench with chemicals and that's how I like it - I'm slow, clunky, second guess myself, and there's constantly the nagging idea of I'm going to do something to fuck up and ruin the whole experiment and there's no chance of repeating it. This also usually comes with nerves kicking in the day before I'm supposed to start, usually ruining my Sundays.

There was none of that today! I've done this particular experiment before, but supervised, and this is the first time I was working completely solo. There were no nerves today, or yesterday, just the thought of ""well let's get this over with"". And so I just did the first step, then the next, then the next, and it was incredibly easy and I didn't run into any problems.

I just feel so great because not only is this a huge step for me, it's the most technically difficult thing I'll have to do at work for the next few months :)",4.753,5.550119633333335,5.824761904761907,80.01857142857145,69.33333333333334,9.428571428571429,28.809523809523807,9.606745405546679,2.4666666666666663,833,29,168,18,14,277,115,210,0.142,0.732,0.126,-0.4103,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,7,14,9,2,0,16,0,15,1,0,1,0,28,26,18,0,1,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,14,14,0,0,3,0,0,5,6,6,1,3,10,1,12,3,24,15,5,37,0,2,0,1,0,11,1,3,22,119,26,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350954265593728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795169742573201,0.0,0.0,0.13209855507564747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07127994877028848,0.0,0.19899904825594536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072555644425417,0.12259975075068275,0.1263606869954953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541071202546877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966083680012694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723171053869504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431423675750692,0.0,0.0,0.05912374112172916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19892260884868773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810066831113388,0.06109153263154395,0.0,0.06645448546826263,0.0,0.0,0.12891665308510686,0.12881249235118505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200067441344498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956969617404667,0.0,0.057126497225812464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333307307140744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3730717933710027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893116546349568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188701263700393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001906580273447,0.0,0.0,0.08276424344722358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15536729562329016,0.0,0.0,0.09283001786932923,0.06818330741584315,0.0,0.33251026396727623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575655791791345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513485916778643,0.0,0.0,0.1305490960649697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4256351850841044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GoingUnderBackwards,2019/01/15,"Just another Graduate looking for a job. I graduated in December and am now looking for a job. All of these jobs require experience, how am I supposed to be able to find one that is ACTUALLY entry level? My anxiety has skyrocketed and my parents are heavily on my ass, asking me every single day if I've found a job yet. No I haven't fucking found a job yet! I can't do this. I feel incompetent and stupid because nowhere wants me.

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I tried to talk to the university career center but I can't find anything that tells me what my options are with getting help. I don't even feel like I deserve a job. I don't know anymore. It's already been two months since I graduated and I still have nothing.",2.632651391162028,4.740488326241135,4.8754609929078025,79.42615384615388,77.08510638297872,7.742716857610475,30.70430987452264,8.617729084823388,2.6793989088925265,558,28,107,12,13,194,92,141,0.099,0.873,0.028,-0.7056,7,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,7,3,2,0,6,0,15,2,1,1,1,20,26,7,0,2,3,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,7,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,3,4,19,1,10,22,2,10,0,0,2,2,5,4,2,2,7,74,25,11,0.11766774353117475,0.0,0.1148267439103604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984928098045118,0.0,0.0,0.12749295095496388,0.14297918776671728,0.0,0.1233848887319951,0.0900155017305716,0.0,0.1166947833170426,0.0,0.0,0.0968305269846448,0.0,0.11000345622386064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172916430409454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588596016806194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771843485142149,0.0,0.09914014889317932,0.0,0.0,0.11510163184323945,0.0,0.0,0.118992693298932,0.08406185948979811,0.0,0.0,0.21509237171316475,0.0,0.0,0.2580332146536911,0.0,0.10878193282181237,0.06147653943802399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887020815936446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7006024741440648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646671145673919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0574865158620276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976225383754089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392127027082812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290537343475457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973470828186205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13065610415275786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973359733938984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939696119816169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457687507545187,0.1028467942619834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988867394412598,0.0,0.11494428763810682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06940348380079793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14297918776671728,0.0
anxiety,The-Unmentionable,2019/01/15,"Crying every single day Trying to keep this as short as possible, I just cannot take anything anymore. I'm just going to quickly vent on the things going on in my life that I cannot stop thinking about for a moment. 

There are three cats in the house and they all have flees and worms atm. Trying to rid the house of these things is stressful.

My hours at my job got cut as usual post holiday. This year they got cut a bit more than previous years so all the part timers are stuck fighting each other for extra shifts that pop up here and there.

I have serious issues initiating sex and it often leads to frustration and general anxiousness around the whole thing. I just recently realized I am the problem here so it's been on my mind a lot and worrying me endlessly. 

Me being such a bummer and crying every single day is obviously a strain on the house and my relationship and I feel like I am negatively affecting my boyfriend in many ways. This thought just makes me cry when I see him which helps nothing. I am paranoid he will end up leaving me  over this. 

I am convinced most of these symptoms are due to a medical issue but proving it has been difficult to prove and slow moving. I keep hitting road blocks with find good doctors and therapists and the whole process gets slowed up even kore because I get so stressed about it. 

It's like I know exactly what I have to do to feel better and I just cannot do them. I could literally go on for days with all the things on my mind but it really doesn't matter in the end. 

I just want to feel normal with a reasonable amount of pondering and anxiousness in life for once. I want to know exactly what is wrong with me and fix it already. I'm tired of my life dwindling away as I hide under my blankets in a mess of tears. ",4.665254237288135,5.563194974576273,5.329166666666667,83.12646186440679,69.59322033898304,8.837853107344634,28.309322033898304,9.075114841892004,2.147640677966101,1407,48,284,26,24,455,190,354,0.155,0.779,0.066,-0.975,2,0,0,0,2,0,19.0,0,0,3,2,21,17,4,3,18,0,25,8,0,4,8,67,50,25,0,5,8,0,3,2,0,1,7,0,0,0,23,21,0,4,13,1,1,6,5,12,0,1,6,4,37,5,50,40,15,47,0,0,1,1,8,22,0,3,19,203,60,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771178846059393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20006166013862572,0.08781300824951319,0.0,0.0,0.07286512407162173,0.07882396714995163,0.0,0.0,0.08319109474988311,0.0,0.0,0.0539763091178922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831100054620957,0.0966683842827194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069610714555975,0.0,0.2917881092202734,0.17131291365842174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062972563798496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15684946447889175,0.0,0.0,0.0584832446383267,0.0,0.14920623639125932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13431328369541018,0.06325668167009656,0.0,0.0,0.08092867425075814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925223855149712,0.0,0.1509667688510139,0.07426748117664968,0.14163531016064754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05934995586668713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719914884328916,0.3065076871287514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848362894616804,0.08786741088287818,0.157406017390075,0.0,0.0,0.09732421113548216,0.0,0.0,0.09375654200922816,0.0,0.0,0.1876262002635167,0.08651738746389633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527793061916463,0.0,0.0,0.059104583428497275,0.08977089690316781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919993563717463,0.0,0.0,0.17881074515629747,0.0,0.0,0.09410949464410732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675545917821402,0.0849614713444736,0.0,0.0,0.09429770809395872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588578215453647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982136638677216,0.0848017893811569,0.0,0.0,0.08472576207700314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0567242983254756,0.09103917406470753,0.08742766564586868,0.09506436725457354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07055903040666517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07402772050877586,0.2028563686023742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203232701165756,0.06657494250062061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028077580981726,0.2353018855947673,0.05673616473252841,0.0,0.07029496830983893,0.0,0.10176963859385896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023270594776728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751998675465404,0.0,0.1044524617520645,0.0702830284299241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19771502325213272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992191044391706,0.0,0.0,0.0968102349697662,0.0,0.11404036296359565
anxiety,mysterious_earlobe,2019/01/15,"Retail sales rep interview. I'm a junior in college and after months of no luck applying to various part time sales associate jobs, I just got a call from my hiring manager and ran outside the house not picking up becuase I was such a little bitch. I literally had no idea what to say. I've never had a job before, and I can't really speak well of any experience I have dealing with customers.

It's the next day and their store opens in a few hours. I'm going to pick up and I'm scared they'll conduct an interview over the phone. 


Tldr: I've never had an interview before and I get really scared when I'm talking to people on the phone.",3.2768702290076344,4.607226190839697,5.282358778625955,80.5232328244275,73.35114503816793,8.5987786259542,26.07709923664122,9.120678840339163,2.1270757251908394,505,17,100,11,10,175,86,131,0.128,0.847,0.024,-0.894,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,4,5,1,2,11,0,7,0,0,2,2,16,15,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,8,0,0,1,0,4,2,6,3,1,0,6,2,9,2,15,8,3,19,0,0,0,0,12,8,1,1,9,61,11,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319432362833548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30830591054987044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849835809093606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683255995437455,0.1867669613297292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17720825134701676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094648093847316,0.0,0.10295682734152838,0.0,0.14488939140041426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17840511087536193,0.2090331485713197,0.0,0.2045064460101923,0.0,0.0,0.3595446833790347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18156889753362526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445993753733351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794419583376148,0.0,0.19266463828809413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19617752952375747,0.0,0.12559283180916128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23211017231993106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14406489795806884,0.3627434996269704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14560873187976853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563526238631253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162883685979078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KatKat23421,2019/01/15,"I'm starting to get paranoid about everything I eat. Backstory: I've been trying to lose weight for 5+ years. Well, I'm finally at my ideal weight, but now I'm constantly worrying about everything I eat, like if this supposed ""healthy"" recipe I made is actually healthy (because the recipe calculators online are telling me otherwise), if I'm accidentally eating too much sugar, etc.

I just went to the doctor and my blood work shows that I'm doing OK, but I still have that fear that I'm gonna eat the wrong thing at the wrong time and then something is going to happen.

Sorry if my rambling makes no sense...",7.722316384180792,6.812112983050853,7.880000000000003,73.59536723163842,63.23728813559321,11.256497175141243,35.76836158192091,10.504223727775694,3.5919954802259886,484,19,92,10,6,158,78,118,0.202,0.688,0.11,-0.899,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,7,8,0,1,4,1,6,9,1,2,0,11,20,8,0,4,6,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,2,7,0,0,1,0,2,1,4,1,0,3,3,9,4,9,16,2,12,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,3,9,49,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.13620701735287166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508484342899908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15083315089409768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286297344041554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5712884639715758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15566525003045334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508856144673582,0.0,0.0,0.15706292922829065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289978055549958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292322144539985,0.0,0.07932482540698288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342747975672852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06819027168172488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15615096010136795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207113182069075,0.09316873104394813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260515461694224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745319338168527,0.0,0.15624502367767654,0.09879331869219693,0.0,0.1114663721529412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219964497265977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272875647467413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813884708958503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476362063092238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399343664193002,0.12549648513425513,0.12938927696046762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161371803861212,0.14174721828879164,0.0,0.0,0.3052110757234684,0.0,0.08988301150927852
anxiety,xBordlampe,2019/01/15,"Emotional Support Animal for anxiety? Hey, I hope you're all having a good day!

I've been looking into getting an emotional support animal, but the problem is that it's not really a thing where I live. I was diagnosed with anxiety in october, but had it like this for years, just didn't know.   
I just wanted to hear your experiences with emotional support animals, or any info that could be useful. 

​

Thank you <3",4.424122965641954,6.808797632911393,6.1380108499095885,71.15721518987344,72.67088607594937,10.590235081374324,31.53887884267631,10.608840637214634,4.3014650994575065,339,16,55,12,7,116,61,79,0.079,0.623,0.298,0.9463,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,0,3,8,0,0,4,0,8,1,0,1,1,17,19,3,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,2,6,7,7,13,1,5,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,2,3,39,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16653328196695447,0.18676164614129825,0.10452089162479612,0.0,0.2351593059664842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271649837059515,0.0,0.0,0.09912342531364787,0.0,0.0,0.1560016990080609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5186735570254948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15034754758620225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030161510812875,0.0,0.0,0.12891580032882974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17323044247525904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526582268037329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446919412858353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508978405190883,0.0,0.1357194238218357,0.0,0.12906882168694475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14706960911528796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846379870250868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5232489185171744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14150579668076504,0.0,0.0,0.10211108017848557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274696976784855,0.0,0.0,0.0906559135286627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18676164614129825,0.09897740187440528
anxiety,SadAndAlone01,2019/01/15,"Can’t tell if I’m dying or just panicking I’ve been feeling chest pain for a few days now, but I don’t know what of it is actual problems vs symptoms of panic I’m feeling because of the chest pain which just makes it hurt more which makes me panic more and it’s just a never ending cycle and holy shit I’m freaking out now. ",2.785211267605632,3.481803859154933,4.4071549295774695,88.75721126760563,73.78873239436619,6.806760563380282,24.059154929577463,6.742157984588678,0.6978315492957741,258,7,57,2,5,87,48,71,0.392,0.573,0.034,-0.9874,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,1,2,3,0,4,6,3,2,1,17,12,5,1,2,7,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,1,2,2,0,5,11,3,6,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,2,5,34,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.20665771412417214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909349012537735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657462128066744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21978461529457746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18756603707055436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21415531919839845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22670497925496635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11638367178586675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282717254361582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16333066588967945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4506780406245806,0.4969347181971755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026360177047947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173796426103926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22011090592255125,0.0,0.0,0.185096979008414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sk8er_girl90,2019/01/15,"What is this weird feeling: I feel like I want to cry & scream & I don't know why what is this weird feeling I've never experienced this even when I had hard time at uni. I don't know why I'm feeling this way & how can I get rid of this feeling.

Sometimes I just feel this way (wanting to cry & scream)
and sometimes I get this feeling when I'm on my way 5o work or when I get back from work.

Now I should go to sleep but I have this(wanting to cry & scream) feeling & I don't know how to get rid of it ",3.1259378881987567,2.7987576434782646,4.053664596273293,95.2608695652174,72.56521739130434,6.919254658385094,25.99378881987577,5.288315135182226,0.3519440993788816,399,11,103,1,7,129,53,115,0.132,0.7659999999999999,0.102,-0.7411,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,9,6,0,0,0,0,9,1,1,2,1,21,29,8,0,3,3,0,9,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,10,1,0,0,11,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,1,13,13,1,10,27,0,13,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,8,55,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6517318647391093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708687405269041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33036323326893896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066214877098335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4055195695822504,0.07161937454627833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20950815651919932,0.0,0.05697498549782151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980525499821826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652860760089851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048977602159547634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773197947861905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003234562660624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19830171589489465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05845719704001692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17739201100170118,0.2387238662132834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18092197024622791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14596792572631395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KnightOfPanda,2019/01/15,"How to calm yourself I am putting massive pressure on myself at the moment because of my anxiety and current situation in life.

For the past 2 weeks I have been going through a breakup of my 6 years relationship. We have been together since uni and she is a great support for me, but I felt this was not it and I was not ready for any commitment. 

After I spoke with my best friend about this, she also started rethinking her relationship and broke up with her partner.

When I learned about this I started blaming myself that I initiated everything. Although my friend ensured me that this is not because of me, I continue to blame myself. The past 2 weeks really pushed my anxiety to high levels (especially things I did because of pressure I've put on myself). I suppose to have my counselling today, but it was cancelled. And I just snapped...
I don't know how to calm myself down.",5.299051896207583,6.7544546287425185,5.877020958083833,77.71437375249505,68.58083832335329,8.680439121756487,34.874750499002,9.075114841892004,3.2288127744510966,701,35,125,13,12,227,96,167,0.133,0.7190000000000001,0.14800000000000002,0.6942,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,1,8,10,0,2,5,0,13,1,0,2,1,21,20,12,0,0,6,0,1,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,9,8,0,0,4,0,0,4,4,3,0,0,8,2,32,7,24,12,1,25,0,1,0,0,11,8,0,0,13,100,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017824381486742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069864923173917,0.0,0.2490585099313043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976947043021617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17083168343639532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462996929546189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15629809329242447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515329090619963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251385437430297,0.0,0.0,0.1794698489635288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17199015131959494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946178650383274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497909838100252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107913463536848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32728560617397223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428354891691102,0.0,0.0,0.3495380246385584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465654265172014,0.18297594899325534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304385960322441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18472526589787253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814640472001634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543001244730169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611508869157804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482750885148742
anxiety,jadillow,2019/01/15,"Dizzy I have been to doctor for feared heart issues due to dizziness and Body aches (left arm, heartburn, neck, minor chest). 4 ekgs, Ecco, ultrasound and stress test later with blood work they tell me hearts ok. I do have anxiety and GP has been trying to find right med for me. I’m on 300mg Wellbutrin and have tried buspar with it. Didn’t work so he prescribed me seroquel but I’m scared of take it. 

Anyways.  I had been feeling a little better until today. I work in an office where I see majority of day. I walked out of my office to update one of my marker board and got dizzy, not immediately after I stood up but after a minute or so. Also felt eyes were slightly blurry. 

Is it possible this was anxiety attack or could it be something else? :(",2.50476833976834,4.681430905405406,3.840965250965251,86.35364864864866,77.78378378378378,5.850193050193052,20.706563706563703,6.868970318607317,0.4948401544401544,586,15,113,6,14,192,107,148,0.163,0.7929999999999999,0.044,-0.9331,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,4,5,6,1,3,3,1,15,10,8,0,0,17,23,13,0,1,5,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,10,4,13,2,19,11,1,17,0,0,2,0,3,8,0,2,8,71,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976819192698313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24827399395384014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18460687627612654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351565850936016,0.0,0.18024668276533606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956032103122422,0.0,0.0,0.10465147698859097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16609141327192006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13555673607553126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18260017455841687,0.08204917666591395,0.0,0.1558057658009089,0.0,0.14831290490961838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297830743069638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3845842233742279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16936893676174414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17630809544033102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16263833737362646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18024668276533606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995914093293876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829363567108085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13857868817230232,0.0,0.0,0.1624617444777279,0.0,0.12930910909022544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249242705758786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18588107111215013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200772109355736,0.0,0.14183215049558204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381409043624708,0.0,0.0,0.22034293838799995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3544060220170312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Turtlecheese22,2019/01/15,"A sense of impending doom Sometimes my anxiety causes me to have this feeling that something terrible is found to happen, I don’t even know what I think it’s going to be but it’s like a knot in my stomach that won’t go away. Then I try to think about what it could be and it trips me out about if my relationships are going okay or if someone is going to die, or anything he world is going to end. I’ve had this feeling before and normally nothing happens but I almost don’t even want to say nothing is going to happen in case that jinx it into happening?? I know there are other people that deal with this, I was wondering how you deal with the feeling as it happens or get it to go away??",6.6490476190476215,4.973695888888892,7.510634920634924,77.85500000000002,65.80555555555556,10.173015873015874,33.76587301587302,8.841846274778883,2.6731539682539687,544,19,112,7,7,184,82,144,0.07400000000000001,0.8370000000000001,0.08900000000000001,-0.4055,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,1,15,1,1,2,0,28,38,12,1,5,7,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,17,6,0,0,9,0,0,8,3,2,0,0,3,4,12,2,21,31,0,17,1,1,0,0,6,7,0,7,3,82,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011954438373365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176672825595393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987143379290065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254069815829021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207451790477594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322881767275215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577585298794528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473406689384671,0.0,0.0,0.12449636155984466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624624083075697,0.0,0.0,0.15846085072847524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18196149452831287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13152658950349186,0.0,0.0,0.06267254839740101,0.0,0.4772200408356606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5303876148981329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185039055527595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05860490002357701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753232871855784,0.23020383208296386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316303593629652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287888574093564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539457080043187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163912320979714,0.09234871045447726,0.11864047770924407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537271228056234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144288585428476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07075370925584999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300881808549606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,idk1322,2019/01/15,"I have no one to talk to and fear I'm nearing a breakdown I am so anxious and so scared all the time. I manage to calm myself down sometimes but I honestly can't take it anymore. I want to scream and just crawl into a ball. This constant worrying is making me so tired. I have no one to talk to either. I don't know what to do. I just want to have a peaceful sleep and a minute without battling with my thoughts. 

The moment I feel a panic come on, my stomach drops and not in a good way. I try to push and get through the day but I'm so tired. I don't want to commit suicide but I'm worn out. The anxiety ruined my grades and my school. I don't keep in touch with friends as much and I snap at people to hide my anxiety. 

I don't know what to do anymore.. just want to know I'm not the only one like this out this. But then I wouldn't wish this on anyone.",-0.03361737677527188,1.7265160476190502,2.087357282094125,97.81461152882208,84.29100529100529,4.825508214981899,20.000278473962684,5.750287758089431,-0.2839693121693125,659,19,161,4,19,221,95,189,0.278,0.603,0.119,-0.9882,0,0,0,0,0,3,17.0,0,0,0,0,8,11,1,3,11,0,13,4,2,1,2,40,33,18,1,6,11,0,2,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,7,14,0,1,5,1,0,2,11,6,0,3,2,3,22,5,28,30,3,19,0,1,0,0,3,10,0,0,6,111,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178843718222844,0.1608811781312088,0.2824621211808021,0.09957540126917563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267239546559255,0.0,0.15389310035724899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184176304898366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16024926209426998,0.07200606487891792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002452776803584,0.0,0.0744026135484647,0.0,0.0,0.1194455735322566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657930312639445,0.0,0.0,0.2347921196492742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06957364651668499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505884344198844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468670357302756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894992500029521,0.10830815419711,0.0,0.16708580339273785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872818933499672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14257584766314066,0.14412510166738565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425114414717521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14084574251287646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15577188983127466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707354098827086,0.22892526974307675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305651778103415,0.08303959736472134,0.3273554631831485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966860885257916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359851176628869,0.11303731468188848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16376285696162746,0.13727680437974876,0.0,0.0,0.14462284159795735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxiousgirI,2019/01/15,"okay so I’m freaking the hell out my anxiety is steadily increasing. i got to the clinic office super early (like 10:30) and my appointment is at 11. well it’s 11 now and my doctor hasn’t showed up and now I’m kinda worried since i didn’t call her beforehand that maybe she forgot?? should i have called her to remind her?? i mean i assumed she’s the doctor so she’d remember but now im just awkwardly sitting in the waiting room worrying that im being stood up.

I’ve already had an awkward encounter with my therapist because she thought i was here for our session and now I’m scared the psychiatrist is not even here. I do need a refill of my prescription because I only have a few days worth left and this clinic is a ways out so what do i do?? I don’t even know where this lady lives? if she’s not in the area im royally screwed.",0.681514285714286,2.9596314800000023,2.9265000000000008,89.66575000000003,85.62857142857143,6.014285714285713,23.035714285714285,7.365786028017652,1.0785142857142858,659,25,138,11,20,224,105,175,0.147,0.8059999999999999,0.047,-0.9509,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,1,14,10,2,3,10,1,17,5,0,0,0,23,28,10,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,1,0,6,8,0,2,5,1,1,1,5,6,1,0,7,0,24,4,12,18,2,20,1,0,0,1,11,11,2,3,7,92,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173702671491453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905337102164598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897361820306936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31782284375855463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036581697076496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185793619842088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055788499025933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446823166400205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5043079626729969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552791280922528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16908797225439595,0.0,0.0,0.0760309432274077,0.0,0.137420501839786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15634711240886673,0.16952220488486147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539461691728073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836049330619668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17629378279367305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558086534486317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873533481934926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18069363970476054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354956388316934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352857849841473,0.0,0.0,0.13992635461282282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160912675831554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FoeyPUBG,2019/01/15,Fear of eating is ruining me. I had an allergic reaction about a month ago. Ever since has been a constant battle with trying to get food down. I’ve throw 8/10 times i eat because of my constant anxiety. It’s like a feeling in my stomach. I can’t take it anymore. How do I calm down.,-0.09995762711864133,2.21188805084746,2.686250000000001,88.9392055084746,92.22033898305084,5.661864406779661,24.32415254237288,7.1686216300943375,1.374201694915254,221,10,45,4,8,77,48,59,0.198,0.695,0.107,-0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,1,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,1,4,0,6,5,1,1,1,4,9,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,1,7,2,8,7,0,10,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,7,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20560968569989968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17744112009759275,0.0,0.23003207962223104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14139457108041809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5013111105546243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4746855260646867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20981206026794447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610082432531012,0.1172808926044173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804748685598579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12118430501289995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331905692863414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18514028225634435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19187144228222414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743975383536996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525191408282788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574788288153562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Moon_Idol,2019/01/15,"Stores suck I am literally sitting here crying because I have to go to the store to get groceries. I HATE going to the store alone. I’m so pissed off though because I know it will help my partner out if I go while he’s at work. But when I think about all the people and isles and choices and trying to find where everything is, I’m panicking. I don’t want to be a clingy, dependent person. What do I do?",3.1080392156862766,3.900718176470592,4.511470588235294,87.94995098039217,73.11764705882352,7.549019607843138,25.93137254901961,7.793537801064563,1.2371960784313725,315,10,70,4,6,105,61,85,0.226,0.7290000000000001,0.046,-0.9503,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,3,0,4,0,8,1,1,1,1,12,19,9,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,3,0,3,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,9,0,10,17,1,10,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,2,2,45,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27414730405541143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227148935689402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290758328825442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378934987356893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419291808232545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829378241199006,0.0,0.4513019279976313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613344789750864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774214929091021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547110089385956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18350826782355056,0.23112408776503265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16960779333000425,0.26006444560392183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17971256991049794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15612574121966766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19270329990875076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MirandaPax,2019/01/15,"Seeking advice on making it through an anxious day Hi all, I’m new to Reddit and am hoping folks in this community can help. 

I’ve been living with anxiety for about half a decade, it comes and goes and generally I feel like I have a pretty good grasp on it these days thanks to meditation and some CBT I learned a few years ago. I currently don’t have any prescriptions to help and will occasionally use cannabis to chill out in the evening if a day is bad, and all of these things combined help me have a functional and happy life. 

The last week has been absolutely out of control. I’ve been unable to sleep every night for a week (4 hours tops per night, despite usual methods to help me sleep). I wake up and my heart is pounding and it continues to pound throughout the day, and I feel like it’s hard for me to fully breath. Classic panic attack symptoms for me. Thankfully I haven’t had a panic attack yet but today I can feel myself sitting on the edge of one. 

What do you do on days like these? I’d love to hear what helps everyone, and hopefully pull from your techniques and apply them today/this week/the next time this happens. 

Thank you all in advance. I’m hoping this post can serve as a point of education for me and possibly others experiencing the same thing. 


Some background deets:
I don’t have prescriptions currently but am open to it. I’ve used Xanax successfully in the past (I prefer cannabis but I don’t like to use it during the day and can’t use it at work, so not the best option for me as a single source). I don’t have good insurance currently but when I do (hopefully in a month or two) i plan on seeing a therapist again and possibly pursuing an anti-anxiety medication. 

There are some environmental factors to this: losing my job 2 months ago, job hunting because of said lost job, family issues and pressure, moving (a positive change but still a change), and a bunch of misc. things that genuinely aren’t big issues but are still adding to the weight of it all. 

I have an incredibly supportive partner but per his own words he’s never felt anxious in his life, and that’s not an exaggeration (okay it is a little bit). He can’t fully empathize bc he’s never been in this position, so he can only help if I communicate what I need and that’s hard when I don’t fully know what I need right now. 

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anxiety,abraininajar,2019/01/15,"I need treatment I really don't know where to start this, but here it goes. I've had anxiety for a while and I typically do ok. The last several months have been really tough for me. I was hit by a car and it required me to take 4 weeks off work. This was from mid October to mid November. Like I said my anxiety had been out of hand these last few months and ended pretty badly yesterday. I won't go into detail but after a visit to the psychiatric emergency room I was referred to an outpatient day program that's about 2 weeks long. I have been through this program before and found it very helpful, but Im very anxious about taking the time off work. My boss is very understanding and knows my mental health issues, however she's been obligated to give me a warning about my attendance as I've had to take days off before due to my mental health. This warning was a month or two before my car accident. I just don't know what to do. I need this program, and I feel like I'll stand to lose my job even if I don't go because my mental health is getting so bad. I have about 2 hours to decide if I want into the program or not. I'm sure I can get FMLA, but I still worry about my job regardless. I feel so lost and unsure of what to do. I just want to be better and out of this mental health nightmare I've been living in. Just typing this out is setting me off on a panic attack. I'm so nervous about losing my job and just taking the time off in general. ",3.8459180327868836,4.2940290918032815,5.446024590163933,83.17920081967216,71.19672131147541,8.591803278688525,26.397540983606557,8.697196308434329,1.731488524590164,1143,34,242,19,20,390,146,305,0.198,0.715,0.087,-0.9897,4,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,7,17,14,1,2,12,1,27,5,1,1,1,45,53,22,0,7,13,0,3,2,0,1,4,1,1,0,14,14,0,1,9,0,0,6,5,9,0,1,15,4,33,5,42,35,1,45,0,3,0,0,5,17,0,4,22,160,47,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13569422144834764,0.1001937221546725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10089694031730853,0.0,0.0,0.1481038069750327,0.05406420515500532,0.0,0.2264043161401256,0.0,0.0,0.07843852365260318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143945885530543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855244054866814,0.0,0.0,0.05857847985402102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968800131542666,0.0633596900404463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724329559103996,0.0,0.0,0.09267305070797756,0.08507890689353267,0.10080840398482596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.377090531040048,0.0,0.0,0.059446602451249365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734114557756423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957997181962374,0.0925686401761928,0.2640314874828874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462240435674838,0.1445873164702903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665827400511661,0.0,0.07831432175406694,0.07848728470062116,0.0,0.19844139571382466,0.09681490330301283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35751202320302783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123729813502468,0.0,0.0,0.1315240599031317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405784415296178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090228954314496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363333847981327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843638824115198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001937221546725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277477908478286,0.0,0.07082743023426491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358866367606993,0.0,0.2667334175573056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343094752092426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663660881251632,0.0923287421380627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21953400850468505,0.1046225541056314,0.0,0.14228249534760526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913380755496606,0.09006834097440032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,randomThrowEnnit,2019/01/15,"Anxiety about picking up Haven't smoked in about a month, got back to uni yesterday and my anxiety has been through the roof can barely leave my room or do anything apart from drag myself to the gym this morning. Got back the grade for one of the tests I did before the holidays. Got a 30 didn't even pass. I can barely focus right now, I can't even listen to music, just constant stress. I say to myself ""ill book an appointment tomorrow"" but that tomorrow is never gonna happen.

I just really want a zoot, but the stress and anxiety about actually picking up is the worse. Like all I gotta do I call the guy and say ""Yo u about, can I grab a 20"" THAT'S IT. But everytime I've picked up it's always been the most awkward exchange cus I just always overthink shit. First time I picked up from the guy he shouts at me when I get out his car asking for my name, which sounds like nothing but nearly gave me a panic attack. Second time I try to get in the back seat cus that's what I did the time before and he shouts ""nah other side other side"" again super stressful. Another time the pickup went fine until he called me an hour later screaming ""WHERE ARE YOU"" until he realised he had the wrong number. I wish my housemate still smoked cus most of the time id just pickup when he picked up and sent him the cash. But he's tryin to stay relatively sober now. And I obviously can't go ""hey man can you pick up for me"" because how much of a pussy do I have to be to do that.

Tbh I just thought of a plan I guess, promise myself if I pick up now then I'll definately book an appointment tomorrow as compensation because honestly I can't live like this anymore. Just constant fear and anxiety always. Overthinking every little thing, being trapped inside my own head. And recently I've had this annoying eye twitch that hasn't gone away since I got back to uni.",3.821792750197005,4.9059138191489415,4.842174940898347,85.15018518518522,71.71276595744679,8.017178881008668,25.36209613869188,8.401726058763845,1.4938935382190701,1460,43,302,23,27,478,194,376,0.157,0.758,0.084,-0.9832,0,1,2,0,0,0,36.0,0,2,0,3,25,18,3,6,26,0,27,5,3,8,3,40,47,22,0,3,13,0,1,3,0,2,2,7,1,3,15,9,0,0,1,4,2,6,7,11,0,3,16,9,37,7,39,27,5,58,0,0,1,0,24,20,1,5,34,190,52,4,0.0,0.0,0.09162991479520634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343894460770569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845917820638167,0.2873237530887028,0.0,0.09312058052201648,0.0,0.0,0.07726922000073705,0.0,0.08778100795786054,0.10682137845557074,0.08821931046205944,0.2888039492543065,0.0,0.11447746386758813,0.0,0.15979884069375302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19175864467842135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202938571496842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403614908756486,0.0,0.07911226153863322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566021562155864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798687294245577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811460081124927,0.0,0.05336382173582056,0.0,0.3003919935665904,0.0,0.1034381175437472,0.18594555976776664,0.0830327957640844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636539824462677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246961837636196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942335188914964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761997521473568,0.09410944889174566,0.0829127600527191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494767942816359,0.0,0.0690250895865548,0.0,0.072419145166404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009669172387008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06362702866321067,0.0,0.0,0.11016788335282636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06015281442999214,0.0,0.0927119471353856,0.0,0.0,0.08018751410423157,0.0,0.1493413060898122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638390812081896,0.07767255819388136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008169506318047,0.07498625534427672,0.0,0.3226760450997184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062380986089926226,0.0,0.0,0.07454371951578417,0.2737604419520631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374989081216828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05538287589276325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704344793474067,0.0,0.0,0.10797690142990514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568905189612847,0.0,0.10266161540943937,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gromet97,2019/01/15,"Saved and planned for Thailand trip for 11 months - all I want to do is go home Bf and I are in Thailand for 23 days on my first international trip. We've scrimped and saved for a long time and finally were able to make this happen. We took off yesterday and getting onto the plane was hard, but I'm happy I did. Now I'm ready to go home. I don't want to go out. I don't want to be on this trip. I've never ever been interested in Thailand. Why the hell am I here? Bf is having a great time (Thailand was his choice) and honestly that just makes it worse. I don't want to ruin this for him but I'm just so anxious and scared that I can't leave my hotel room. I told him I was jet lagged and I wanted to sleep but I've really just been here crying for 3 hours while he has gone out clubbing. I don't know what to do really. I have no right to feel like I do when I'm on the trip of a lifetime. If I spend it in the hotel, I will regret it for the rest of my life. I'm just trying to keep it together so I don't ruin this for him. I have a feeling I'm just going to be watching the clock until our flight home and I hate myself for it. Please, any help would be appreciated. The only people I have to talk to are my parents and they just keep saying how proud they are of me. I don't want to fuck this up for everyone.

Tldr: spent a shitload of money and time only to be too scared to leave my hotel. Bf is having a blast and I don't want to take that from him, but I want to go home.",0.2941893252769354,1.7506518580060444,2.7232719033232655,95.18964098690836,81.77945619335347,5.6217925478348425,17.67985901309164,6.42735559955562,-0.3892598992950656,1139,22,284,10,30,393,149,331,0.126,0.69,0.184,0.913,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,2,0,2,3,15,16,3,2,13,0,37,3,1,3,3,49,72,23,0,11,11,1,3,1,3,2,1,1,5,0,14,15,0,2,3,4,3,11,10,8,0,1,11,5,39,8,45,55,2,41,1,3,1,1,18,13,2,1,18,186,53,0,0.10080559625779552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06855126222648968,0.0,0.0,0.1138816305991104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073021402305322,0.06501127014737132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911844330444773,0.0,0.09632406715324646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194067667441806,0.07201553810847966,0.0,0.11042760336179716,0.0,0.08574518868031816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319314938059453,0.05266676344714656,0.0,0.2864507170959129,0.0,0.0,0.11113852574923663,0.0,0.0,0.08914205585517447,0.10730943168886907,0.09030201401000636,0.09952465645751886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756786628082805,0.0,0.4044649289299839,0.0,0.09927320657288748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17920129138259386,0.0,0.0,0.05540011940919076,0.0,0.0,0.21347714251589314,0.0,0.0,0.07120197381253651,0.049248522444212614,0.0,0.0,0.08920978052102954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457703654072384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046206519148562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774749030189734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333439685638495,0.0,0.0,0.11193268510626207,0.0,0.0,0.06988590783688492,0.0,0.0,0.11065427333864082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915729247511826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608742841173707,0.0,0.08016465618456912,0.20184797506500984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008783968538363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579326297461735,0.08102371982389611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176341661505155,0.0,0.0,0.09632406715324646,0.1119987265613206,0.06844038280591842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4756620196463007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096137131516953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272951464971587,0.07160940332768657,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_wizardpenguin,2019/01/15,"I've been getting more abd more anxious about school. I'm a homeschooler so my education is a little inconsistent, my mom has been stricter on math recently, because my plan is to get a GED when I'm old enough, I need to be 16 where I live to take the test, I've passed 2 different practice tests even with a so-so math credit, I do school at a table with my brother and mom, I always feel stressed out and would much prefer to do school online but I'm too afraid to ask.",6.073030303030308,4.68008963636364,6.673414141414143,82.48345454545455,66.77777777777777,9.940202020202019,31.921212121212122,8.841846274778883,2.2434387878787883,370,12,83,5,5,122,65,99,0.041,0.938,0.021,-0.1725,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,2,6,0,9,0,0,0,0,10,18,5,0,3,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,8,1,11,14,4,9,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,46,8,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15399721494738333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20908205542282252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17302012923833374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281999406269705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19336396985450807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19123193487995607,0.0,0.12224028320373115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357947413534493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193388083680688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18549375757470005,0.16342460394980926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43351517509994814,0.0,0.0,0.1360514101944057,0.13723075753014533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19420506553363506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18273922171185955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.561917301539104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21200277191344444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13915335710041454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147196046094878,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dorkscrew,2019/01/15,"How to deal with paranoia? I’m usually pretty good at dealing with my anxiety these days but tonight we had someone with very loud music drive down our street past our house twice.
My partner got a bit freaked and told me to turn off the light and be quiet. I got scared and tried to turn the light back on and he said, “there’s people out there and we’re gonna get killed.” 
This sent me in to the biggest panic I have had in a while.
One of the most manic distressed states I’ve been in for ages. I’m very visual in fear so all I could imagine was the most brutal of murders in my head. 
We talked it out once the lights were back on and he was mainly exaggerating to compensate his own fear and said he didn’t know the extent of my anxiety and paranoia.

How do I prevent this from happening again? How do I calm myself from such a deeply terrifying situation for me?
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anxiety,Rusty_tooth,2019/01/15,"I'm dealing with a growing social difference with my severely anxious partner and looking for advice. First I would like to say that I am familiar with anxious behaviour having to deal with it very minor myself... However, my partner has extreme anxiety and I'm trying to be a better support system for them.

The basics of the issues we are currently facing stem from my social desires to be more outgoing. So I know I'm a big part of the blame. I would like a lot of friends, and for the first time in my adult life I'm experiencing a rush if new people and experiences. My partner of the past six months is one of those additions. But now I can see that when I'm out with others that they get close to having an anxiety attack, with or without them being present. It doesn't matter if I spent the whole day with them, laughing and doing us things. But if I go out to get a drink with my friends after, I can tell through their texts that they aren't doing well. 

This isn't to say that my partner wants me to be solely tied to them and no one else. They are supportive of me having friends and doing things. They just have an intense fear of me finding someone else when I'm not with them directly. Even when I'm being friendly to the gas station cashier, I've seen them switch on a dime. I'm really starting to be afraid to go places with them. And when I am out with them, I'm extra cautious to not give anyone else too much attention. It can be very taxing for me personally.

So I'm just looking for general advice on what I should do, say or change. I want to be a better support system, and I love my partner. I just feel like I've been such a deterrent lately..",4.928092420400112,5.219288704142013,5.908444632290788,81.3693392504931,68.76331360946745,8.68661594815441,30.296421527190766,8.563005593585519,2.2013309101155247,1314,48,263,19,21,436,163,338,0.07400000000000001,0.787,0.138,0.9719,3,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,2,0,13,4,14,18,1,2,18,0,32,4,1,0,0,52,61,22,0,9,13,0,1,3,9,3,1,3,0,7,14,26,1,0,4,1,3,4,7,3,1,5,3,9,41,15,47,47,6,32,0,0,4,1,36,9,0,6,20,196,55,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18783168890461732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14704505702990936,0.2171498746375263,0.0,0.06720110504458175,0.09847423332006262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093369797530362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16999982844854414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166975779320987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06198185382603012,0.1981667182708624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004126387805194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414947101196272,0.0,0.0,0.2408582671456221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06347857571914907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940122850688759,0.0,0.10814847199262413,0.04859520592535186,0.06865973462946058,0.0,0.0,0.08784117584526832,0.16349921295250208,0.0,0.0,0.2970119026900304,0.0,0.10042516093198148,0.09219576620633024,0.10924103734723466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031201644847333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052818566617467005,0.0,0.1084142631682177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788408106731796,0.14086087130887606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16141340584195246,0.0,0.0,0.08170777542082376,0.08674142472892836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07671266769490769,0.0,0.07065060320032852,0.0,0.0,0.09282192189854856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025084014598806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407584121790832,0.09174617494817792,0.06662934156225467,0.08391799437488108,0.1004126387805194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061569389465945486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292873523490219,0.0,0.0,0.07658581157797044,0.0,0.0,0.10857493731876317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19594046292018566,0.08143218655005782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680258958121924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32718742193924594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400282416278808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770006737790798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05604147845994024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652511755770627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156063603161368,0.0,0.0,0.1585987005981387,0.11337424151796616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641283576207548,0.0,0.0,0.10730140018683924,0.0,0.09264489857660978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654505009868262,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rajx98,2019/01/15,"Girlfriend's period is late. It' making me anxious. Her last period was on 4th Dec 2018.
Her period hadn't started by the time we had sex, infact it had already been 6 days late, we assumed it was due to her final exams and all the stress. 

We had sex on 11th Jan 2019, and not before that. My bad I ejaculated inside her.
She took a plan B the morning after.
It's been 15th Jan and she hasn't had her period.
I'm getting anxious about the situation.

Could she be pregnant?

p.s. excuse my English.",1.1148694869486917,3.390112386138618,3.529522952295231,86.11149414941498,83.55445544554456,6.0489648964896485,21.063006300630068,7.348242739294969,0.8577247524752476,385,12,77,6,11,133,67,101,0.104,0.882,0.013,-0.8402,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,5,0,13,2,0,1,1,11,18,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,10,0,15,0,6,6,1,16,0,0,0,2,13,2,0,1,13,49,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401159960273819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4916295725203195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18167857662619952,0.0,0.0,0.18515307939968648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17372792423465386,0.0,0.0,0.1403275610974824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23835922944550736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136818039192693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17736490635215418,0.4909020366276133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524302689885332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445802973504885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15401133495602978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492486309218493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687848954394856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417505166219157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Str8OuttaFerngully,2019/01/15,"Everything feels crazy, and it's hard to tell when things are out of control. I'm in uni right now, and getting here was hard. I'm an older student, I work, I just moved here from a different country. Today I missed a huge assignment in one of my classes. I had the wrong due date and emailed the teacher asking why I couldn't find the submission link. I had spent the day editing it, thinking it was due at the end of the week. I'm not even mad at myself-- just anxious as hell and feeling like I've seriously fucked myself. Instructor says I will have an opportunity to turn it in in April for partial credit-- but how much could that even be?

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I keep finding myself in situations where I'm juggling responsibilities, stressed, and have no reference points. If I have to skip one thing to take care of another, is that bad? Should I worry about this or that? Am I being responsible about the way I'm doing things? If I mention one off experiences like this on, to friends or family I just hear ""that's not good, you should really try to stay on top of things"". REALLY?? Nobody I know sees the full picture, and nobody seems to understand what kind of life I'm living. I don't need any of my idiot friends showing me how to use Indeed.com or telling me I should ""do better next time"". I don't even feel like my parent has a realistic idea of what I'm doing here. My schedule leaves little time for a personal life, and I am always scrounging for money. My life is so hectic that even when it's organized, I never know if I'm really doing a good job, or just barely skating by.",4.368242232451095,5.379619224683545,5.471311852704262,81.41920023014964,70.36075949367088,8.530264672036825,28.604142692750287,8.841846274778883,2.1337202531645567,1249,45,250,22,22,414,175,316,0.129,0.759,0.112,-0.5809,3,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,1,0,5,20,21,4,1,15,0,27,4,0,4,1,47,56,21,0,9,14,1,5,3,2,4,3,2,0,1,18,8,0,2,13,1,3,1,7,9,0,3,5,8,30,12,35,43,2,38,1,1,1,1,12,18,2,8,20,167,48,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274667885066493,0.10774923119297304,0.12083724977000153,0.06762639625639869,0.1042773486857265,0.0,0.11234518558936572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296818175365457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303289529166226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795152338490704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013913840996108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153666034659747,0.07939919395060709,0.0,0.0,0.0641341643220542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389945246936756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880792560866668,0.0,0.0,0.2627314386258085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937526407595786,0.09727684744348453,0.09374843091870157,0.0,0.15084800129542336,0.1420878670519912,0.0,0.0,0.18178289477159784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15366279803596852,0.09193582501181853,0.05195620472532225,0.0,0.0,0.1668204482610817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781673913462022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208238242510303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226194152091658,0.0,0.0,0.09868438136576392,0.08839178993275135,0.0,0.10355725579586833,0.10930536670322627,0.0,0.0,0.10529849752266733,0.0,0.0,0.21072403653380054,0.1457522437523035,0.09967058425102776,0.0878122583187778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569490060402012,0.07310393470676113,0.0737376284737372,0.07669855253321513,0.0,0.10576148956971564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20216067129393206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042253448272348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683203403244444,0.0,0.0,0.09400820524497464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19112213159841904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492597156317314,0.0,0.0790831069891044,0.0,0.0,0.07924524229729757,0.09053151003566152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178098484385704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599574365008656,0.0,0.0,0.11391456195468445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477069085252018,0.0,0.17383961904380288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642688657922222,0.06372070442770557,0.0,0.0,0.11597502064035545,0.0,0.09426277043525168,0.0,0.0,0.06751701277623086,0.1081682212824485,0.0,0.10352634324454647,0.0,0.08588904131800372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893526293115091,0.07976923604688807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973415719554823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239755776927956,0.10099180133137106,0.0,0.0,0.10872811719239184,0.12083724977000153,0.0
anxiety,JustMesut,2019/01/15,"Begininning of a relationship... Hey guys, been dealing with generalized anxiety disorder for a little over a year now, and recently I met this girl I really like. Now obviously girls can rlly mess with your head, and it’s at the point where the relationship probably is gonna get serious (which I want) or it isn’t. I’m honestly worried that my anxiety will be the reason that stops it from getting serious, even if that’s irrational. Any thoughts/tips?",7.323928571428574,7.847404488095242,8.38104761904762,64.89728571428573,63.64285714285714,13.862857142857145,38.22857142857143,13.023866798666859,5.716102857142857,363,18,63,15,5,124,65,84,0.207,0.725,0.069,-0.7655,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,6,0,6,1,1,1,1,11,12,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,8,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,5,2,7,7,0,10,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,2,6,40,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463647331946551,0.0,0.3293028651112204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218941235236816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24667383217757094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421583103826705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22489904721809392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21311292549952016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208895115590573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051511907098443,0.2157184069952087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034632427642807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23205585317269145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788274671592976,0.22129372683934848,0.21251504265501608,0.4621559528744542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17994308855619676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269490566897594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218577935170028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386019655252414
anxiety,SirLanceaWholelot,2019/01/15,"My anxiety is causing physical problems and it's time I deal with it. Please share helpful tips on how you deal with your anxiety and worries. Hi. My name is Jack, and I've suffered from a severe anxiety disorder my entire life. My way of dealing with it is to just pretend that it's not there, when in reality, it definitely is. About a week or so ago I started feeling a tightness in my chest and started having breathing difficulty. I could not understand what was going on. Throughout the week it began progressing further and further until I nearly fainted at work today. They sent me home and I talked to my wife about it. 

I set up a doctor's appointment tomorrow, I don't know if I'll go or notーnow that I know what is causing it: anxiety. I worry about a lot of thingsーI'm anxious all the time. Pretending that anxiety isn't there when it is doesn't solve it. It piles it up and makes it worse. It's like carrying a small stone on your back that piles up more and more if you don't smash it. 

I was at work today when my 'breathing problem' got so bad I dropped a heavy box and was about to pass out. My chest felt so tight it was like there was glue between the muscle fibers. That feeling went away when I drove back home and spoke to my wife about it. She immediately knew what it was and asked, ""What are you worried about?"". I'm like are you crazy? I'm not worried about anything. I've been so used to hiding my worries that they become invisible to me even though I knew deep down what I'm worried and anxious about. She knows I'm worried all the time about everything and anything. She asked again, ""What are you worried about? Don't pretend you're not worried about anything. You're worried all the time!"" This time I thought hard and knew what I was worried about. I told her all my worries and that was like the pile of stones on my back was lifted and smashed. It felt good to let that off my chest. 

I decided it's time I stop hiding my anxiety and worries, and to start dealing with it. How do you deal with your anxiety?",3.0792291097368043,4.8277367970660165,3.930810441536032,88.30632065295558,74.67237163814181,6.9633539479361435,28.166331080109305,7.724431198458867,1.6157308499928091,1606,66,332,22,34,514,165,409,0.203,0.732,0.065,-0.9934,0,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,9,2,3,32,10,0,0,13,0,28,8,5,6,4,64,60,34,0,5,9,2,7,4,0,0,3,1,2,0,37,24,0,3,13,3,0,6,9,4,0,0,23,8,49,6,47,35,7,55,0,1,0,0,32,20,0,5,30,227,86,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049332460419942215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980173284639326,0.1257426549053122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373914543809447,0.0,0.10405489059542464,0.0,0.05228722540381462,0.12837969187029205,0.046467397083710484,0.0,0.0614636606704221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434061040440305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04443388202313934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868757040597564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637824275427524,0.0569625499816596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03675785976785596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050016753850278484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05627901207793863,0.0,0.10686998860482906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06325703887041455,0.04667856024893215,0.044510277270509054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049853584485835406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03730260467707428,0.0,0.11164771199750867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175524700430544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05690830999073473,0.03930890862110994,0.1087557304847288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047313647428861495,0.0,0.0,0.037148383314534336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061089580615503986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650358749453663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628713274526561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817308330500455,0.0,0.0,0.04652786599347393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04473125993789756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0546781624134778,0.04418175844206833,0.1947080365061553,0.0,0.10550386250268012,0.053178216150434186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05793607079785769,0.0,0.048065771692579466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04417425399469594,0.08928193467022663,0.0,0.0,0.051590296481022174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103116368372115,0.7347297662732258,0.056714510677590986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,c1d2a32,2019/01/15,"Just when I thought it was getting better. Hi, 

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I don't know where else really to go regarding my situation. I suffer from generalized anxiety disorder coupled with heavy bouts of depression. This previous semester I had failed out of my conditional attendance. I had dropped out before without properly withdrawing, having gone elsewhere roaming before I came back home to attend school once again for the very same reason: my poor anxiety, depression management skills. 

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I was re-accepted on the condition that as long as I maintain above a 2.0 semester GPA, I will be allowed to continue. Mid-semester I stopped attending classes and sulked in my room due to, aside from my general feelings of anxiety and hopelessness, my mother's sudden illness as well as having been cheated on in a relationship. Now I'm paying the price. My appeal to be granted a second try was denied me for being unable to substantiate my claims although I thought I had. 

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I don't know how to come clean about the situation, and I feel on edge nearly every moment of every day now. My father especially is known for his outbursts within the family, and coming clean is something I do not want to suffer again. Advice, support, I'm not sure what I'm after, but all-in-all, I feel as though I've nowhere left to turn. He's constantly asking about why the tuition costs have not come in yet, and I'm not sure how to answer. 

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 I'm hardly holding myself together at this point. Pretending everything's fine. Pretending I'm still in school. Pretending that I'd done nothing wrong, when now everything's come crashing down on me.

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Anyhow, if this is not the appropriate place to turn, I apologize for my near incoherent ramblings. Thanks for reading my wall of text. I haven't anyone to turn to for this matter.",6.3842567567567565,8.128821693693695,6.9011298798798775,70.29782094594597,66.29729729729729,10.354804804804807,34.89602102102102,10.504223727775694,4.207632732732732,1476,70,233,40,24,482,189,333,0.106,0.809,0.085,-0.5812,2,0,1,0,0,1,62.0,0,0,0,3,18,15,1,0,10,0,22,1,0,4,2,45,50,18,0,2,9,2,4,0,0,1,1,0,4,0,8,13,0,2,10,4,5,10,9,8,1,1,12,4,33,7,51,34,1,51,0,6,0,0,8,21,0,2,19,155,41,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985616996084568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38728012387085375,0.43432203219461535,0.0,0.0,0.16406184529916798,0.0,0.0,0.049985301659453335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683060017592306,0.0,0.0,0.05496901240615621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166017091199187,0.0,0.0,0.0632243524970199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176196767973981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246318533070619,0.0,0.07725194120856492,0.0,0.0,0.07909889360650857,0.0,0.0461031356381848,0.0,0.1231431220394921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193017913848823,0.0,0.0,0.0731559169964044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059718130787978864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046159056272275,0.0,0.12849562993293845,0.0,0.06739148583597633,0.0,0.10843777163056402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03734895400941754,0.0,0.04062765189479123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640382196943267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170718798862677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857465986139728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767072450474598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06326365570601025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859360722608533,0.0,0.0,0.07613121393686625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468859383392933,0.0,0.06757822579160043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150624397738102,0.0,0.0457963377745347,0.07350043789452282,0.0,0.07675017587934814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446971157880486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16070853843663702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05503410708182279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057089529571234275,0.05976624820718439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811224853815638,0.13475111184949734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06581553166993381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023551492292847,0.11350522466037412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04853491163113555,0.2332716531153601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05898417806475094,0.04216482496030157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427530707940939,0.0,0.06450580691735829,0.0,0.0,0.06891081924157548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815970142580535,0.43432203219461535,0.0
anxiety,spacegirleve,2019/01/15,"Work anxiety? I(23f) have been working full time for almost 3 years. But almost everyday when I clock in and I think about the day ahead of me I can’t help but get this incredibly overwhelming sensation of anxiousness and sadness. I’m not going to go into a lot of detail of what I do, but it involves some physical work and that aspect of it makes me feel like I’m working my body to the bone with the result of constant soreness and pain. I don’t know how to cope with my job and I’d love some advice on how to accept the daily routine of work, home, sleep,repeat. Because when I think about it that way it makes me feel borderline depressed. I don’t want to do this for the rest of my life.. ",3.0536363636363646,4.373591566433569,4.333146853146854,87.15048951048954,73.89510489510491,7.437762237762238,24.88811188811189,8.00094639256281,1.2932853146853152,546,17,115,8,11,180,85,143,0.111,0.7829999999999999,0.105,-0.2144,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,6,6,7,0,1,6,0,7,6,2,5,0,29,21,12,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,9,8,0,0,6,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,1,2,13,3,23,20,5,16,0,3,0,1,3,4,0,5,10,76,22,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15565095090558706,0.0,0.0,0.3190007973534858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185219164107207,0.17994612449831998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709834091907332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17692914977694174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17212993662772044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272531267939343,0.0,0.13719148969713754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16107803865991635,0.11379286473250776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321956686364687,0.0,0.18105008201938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676502974089573,0.0,0.1597753212558224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580652689487778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753858486204279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250733921522284,0.07781835142755512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13541796929792427,0.1437604625790191,0.0,0.21264725526472414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16948991769765118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15939951389836493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041261270238878,0.0,0.0,0.09288006154141802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395011354783868,0.12643260657945832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5798049945523548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257398312830847
anxiety,crinklecutfrenchfry,2019/01/15,"Tips for anxiety at the gym? I’ve had a gym membership for a few months but only went a couple times when I first signed up because it made me so anxious.  I finally built up the courage to go yesterday, but I had an anxiety attack and had to leave. I’m so frustrated because I want to go and take care of my body, but I can’t get past the anxiety. I feel like everyone is looking at me and thinking how stupid and ugly I look. 

Does anybody have advice on how to get over this? ",4.287755775577558,4.0398003663366335,5.929455445544555,82.53332508250827,70.0891089108911,9.901650165016502,31.684818481848183,9.725611199111238,2.7435927392739274,371,15,82,8,6,128,67,101,0.245,0.638,0.117,-0.9334,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,3,0,7,0,6,1,1,3,0,14,20,12,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,2,0,3,1,3,0,1,5,3,10,3,13,15,1,16,0,0,2,0,0,6,0,0,8,52,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17765728478716789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4172399086488611,0.20538737283870773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20682890158771772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216527108206974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201943850430697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853618372647967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20116325695608275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15909837133024904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737220216260154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192583412009213,0.12988119416497027,0.0,0.199157978543482,0.0,0.1546428422561366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18997072878954044,0.0,0.2066474107284272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925047491495797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882051115523787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053400368953987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17202784426372042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511464312476366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827053920137114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17355299764331825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13669438239806486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649300331991334,0.0,0.0,0.10601168478772904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723302351348517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16853462281651774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sun-moon-siberian,2019/01/15,"I don’t know how to live like this and I’m scared it won’t change I’ve always had anxiety but it was manageable until this year. I wouldn’t be surprised if my birth control is making it worse, but it’s unbearable.  Right now I haven’t eaten or slept in 72 hours and have been shaking and violently ill the whole time (panic attacks). I know people say it only lasts a few minutes to hours but mine stays for days. I am a therapist and am also in my own therapy. I’m healthy. There really aren’t any major stressors in my life. This just doesn’t make sense but if this is how it’s going to be forever I don’t think i can handle it. It’s going to ruin my life. ",0.7898088531187142,2.689766753521127,3.1572635814889334,90.49211267605637,82.16901408450704,6.310663983903421,20.00201207243461,7.447530270364453,0.541519517102615,517,14,115,8,14,178,88,142,0.192,0.755,0.053,-0.9686,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,6,8,2,3,3,0,18,5,1,5,0,21,29,15,0,3,8,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,12,4,1,1,3,0,0,3,7,6,0,0,5,1,12,2,9,20,4,17,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,3,10,74,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419130010985146,0.15002971966970113,0.0,0.0,0.12261482168885972,0.0,0.13793422502107702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20512503953550315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19074070944709887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022294322518325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628298353645668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049450438027911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3551317985130337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19818382746786387,0.1469741248546701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25471208083883845,0.08808880539625558,0.0,0.15921422686831793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407124070792035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713146278179952,0.0,0.211551205901076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12500204736817327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550916695253008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15398104048737285,0.0,0.1433872215415081,0.1805185832252249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921830812654568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20619656442264872,0.20935011705281556,0.0,0.11553333082645804,0.0,0.0,0.10513835767814933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20130612721565544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837480552778296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611168153465785
anxiety,throwawaypaula93,2019/01/15,"When physical symptoms disappear ? Hey guys i'm 25 year old female and in the past couple of months i was a lot anxious about my health and i have a few  physical symptoms like elevated heart rate ,jelly like legs and lightheadness and headache that don't go away,ringing in ears,nausea and also the feeling that everything is moving but actually nothing is moving and i'm not dizzy (it's kinda strange).
In the past 2 days i'm managing it really well without meds cause I understood that all these symptoms are because of me worrying about them and not because its something wrong with me.I did a full blood work,ENT saw my ears and they are good ,Cardiologist saw my heart and everything is good as well,and i got a MRI of my head a couple of years ago so nothing is wrong there and i don't have diabetes or any kind of illness. My question is when do you think these symptoms will disappear and i will be back to normal?
Thanks for answering and if you have any questions i can answer them.",4.7124395604395595,6.0165281743589745,5.454450549450551,80.76519230769233,69.82051282051282,8.853479853479854,30.85164835164835,9.23628265651192,2.6875494505494504,794,33,152,16,14,258,115,195,0.104,0.7859999999999999,0.11,-0.1682,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,3,0,9,9,0,0,8,0,19,14,6,1,1,31,30,20,0,2,6,0,1,2,0,2,8,1,0,1,8,13,0,0,7,0,0,5,5,2,1,0,6,4,18,7,15,21,4,20,0,0,2,0,9,4,0,6,13,96,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.10513933595091576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550558854788632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861601616054137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653467780486915,0.0,0.0,0.12171627119424012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122589048302648,0.08284591203774724,0.0,0.13135540461086231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106793295797457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384259674737776,0.0,0.06948380828682364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19366070425283693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05447691160792329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06123149621656902,0.1807354967172934,0.08617004282703794,0.0,0.0,0.10668018583613853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057299357671836,0.11452327639349524,0.0,0.25534638608096344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219531094685667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527328212987898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159725068595917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196755775455316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599756164513504,0.2290225276370885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556296483393623,0.2067601254545232,0.0,0.11305569182388515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20570128957554226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413883788495345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06902142143079787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294401872619478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4479351682046818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919311824554904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690358603274654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937435730936865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385814515192726,0.0,0.07843647886661567,0.10941586339243664,0.0,0.0,0.2355949821828588,0.0,0.1387628967584147
anxiety,grandplans,2019/01/15,"Anybody else hold things WAY TOO TIGHTLY! Often, every single day at some point I'll find myself applying my anxiety deathgrip to something I'm physically holding.

Doesn't really matter what I'm holding....a notebook, the straps of my bag, my cell phone, grocery bags, car keys...whatever it is...

I'll realize I have a grip on it like I'm trying to keep it from being sucked into a black hole, then I'l notice I have my shoulders all scrunched up as well...and probably my butt and thighs as well!!  

No wonder I'm so exhausted at the end of the day - I'm wasting so much energy constantly wresting things from the giant maw of an endless void if I should loosen my grip just a little...

This is where some mindfulness comes in...which is great as long as I'm not further preoccupied with some other stressor.

But at least I'm starting to realize it...and when I realize it I'm able to relax a bit.  And that feels nice....to not always be white knuckling life.  ",4.024072948328268,5.390188702127663,5.2758662613981775,81.15500000000003,71.55319148936171,8.350151975683891,28.854103343465045,8.841846274778883,2.3246188449848018,748,29,143,14,14,249,122,188,0.097,0.826,0.076,-0.4272,0,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,0,0,8,6,1,0,9,0,9,5,3,0,1,28,23,12,0,2,5,0,4,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,10,5,0,4,6,1,0,2,4,2,1,0,0,6,11,4,20,20,8,22,0,0,2,1,2,11,2,6,9,82,21,0,0.18718756433845385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15575504881272606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319797436402282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20436033910347887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16124551195790318,0.0,0.20228325744933906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414409867149532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15637119062114546,0.0,0.16579262179121454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15771359628859727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464765688652177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17108604261669014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063749505132989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638090793307145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322161124861993,0.09145038872667678,0.1876111154047484,0.0,0.16565510399040168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890060788055344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760439786596246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21311428267015253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17695275266760913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20181985420880724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991714692673655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14410613218470936,0.0,0.0,0.13249232148786386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24871820031252265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708806887138022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14858077570793016,0.0,0.0,0.3366082013260265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20299692863815685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,moonst0ne_,2019/01/15,"How to cope with work Without giving away too much detail I'm essentially a secretary for the public. I often have days where people yell at me or are confrontational and I seem to do well in the moment these days but I'll be shaky the whole day after. It feels like I can't breathe properly and it doesn't go away until I'm home. 

My boss chatted with me yesterday halfway through the day as well to tell me to stop singing to the radio which I didn't notice I did and I AM VERY EMBARRASSED. I am honestly sick at the thought of work because of stuff like this. 

I know today for instance I have a more likely than not chance of SOMEONE yelling at me on the phone, it's just part of my job. I have only been doing this nine months so I am wondering if anyone with anxiety ever copes in these kinds of positions? I'm sat in the bathroom right now with the biggest stomach ache and I can barely breathe properly because I know in two hours I'll be at work. 

Thanks for reading my word vomit. ",3.1040948275862057,4.575583704433498,4.238913177339903,87.26950277093597,74.02463054187191,7.242487684729066,26.48060344827586,7.8658589789855275,1.4581726600985214,784,28,163,11,16,256,124,203,0.125,0.78,0.095,-0.6631,1,0,0,0,1,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,10,11,1,2,11,0,17,5,3,2,1,27,30,11,0,1,6,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,1,0,9,8,0,1,6,4,0,1,5,3,2,2,5,3,20,8,34,23,4,29,0,0,0,0,5,14,0,6,17,115,29,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917707117926424,0.0,0.0,0.09979009124101583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681720765279973,0.0,0.0,0.17399625456284265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681591155076129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909446370459549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216131386455232,0.10195607912566948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690584277835244,0.0811085850218671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431554195825973,0.0,0.14054615393080655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162324769523058,0.0,0.0,0.1486163735865973,0.15686556280525546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20917095322876791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391425934942688,0.0,0.10491241379016622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16248269789941072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085416724584302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545471266317803,0.0,0.09894105267190527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427542572298488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187837365946153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12992295531024928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092249555114835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931666237329165,0.0,0.0,0.16337525920598436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473975661778945,0.13139338350229912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330027377206595,0.0,0.0,0.13527773596016773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941243932269667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775534638080228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566369930783656,0.0,0.0,0.15933691131760291,0.0,0.13757278062379047,0.15476901978208588,0.31169604899744124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,guywithausername_,2019/01/15,"Anyone get anxiety from being in a big city? Something about all the people, buildings, noises, traffic, lights, signs, construction, and everything else gets to me. I think it makes me feel so small to a point where it emphasizes my low self-esteem and social anxiety.",7.748652482269503,8.957630531914894,7.090212765957446,72.13333333333334,62.829787234042556,10.521985815602838,32.687943262411345,10.504223727775694,3.7146794326241137,213,8,33,5,3,66,41,47,0.121,0.879,0.0,-0.5423,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,7,6,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,5,5,1,6,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.469195874352024,0.0,0.0,0.2144273454387614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561793134044101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756107886946258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15505907232790833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204396811573178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20470131377772496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21260294499694007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28989761159546024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31991854645636525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126064169640096,0.0,0.2360857511783367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19649859259236935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,missimel,2019/01/15,"Anyone else call in “sick” to work when their anxiety is hitting an all time high? This is my second day calling in sick. I started this job last week, as a teacher, and I feel so so inadequate for it. Friday ended terribly so when Monday came around I literally felt sick to my stomach and called in. I got a pep talk from my mom and felt better going to sleep last night. This morning I’ve been up for at least 2 hours DREADING the thought of going back and not being prepared, having to face my coworkers again, the students, thinking that they are all going to realize I don’t belong there. I’m so sick of letting my mind get the best of me. I’m sick of always having this gaping feeling in my chest. :/ ",5.754295774647889,5.389192563380284,6.539542253521128,79.79198943661973,67.02816901408451,8.790140845070423,31.13028169014085,8.07648339933343,2.1357577464788733,552,19,109,6,8,183,94,142,0.212,0.7340000000000001,0.054000000000000006,-0.9757,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,3,10,4,0,1,6,0,9,9,4,0,2,17,25,11,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,7,0,0,4,2,2,0,1,6,4,14,2,20,16,4,26,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,14,74,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12846513082092054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810818750462213,0.0,0.0,0.10795331547266987,0.15819114832230186,0.0,0.13744013524074922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871664150256493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620231366886534,0.13654570932003685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4729493970027437,0.1765814188885245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995689968970507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897331812288088,0.0,0.13674401574719014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15612878961554627,0.0,0.2964778760507044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066258041658451,0.0,0.2632307644230897,0.0,0.12348005871306116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312187081345614,0.0,0.0,0.1520433853208724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15320858961619346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516974665861297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578745829016185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15589023164761978,0.1808201002242067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488487538874212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450183884347954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927827728506488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240931070788996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892709585456223,0.0,0.12256868438084408,0.09002624882027215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384261805531085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239800629014507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,11134567,2019/01/15,"Woke up feeling literally insane I’ve been wrestling my pure OCD and these dark and twisted intrusive thoughts and the urge to escape my mind is so strong that I feel a panic attack is around the corner. I’ve never felt this insane before in my entire life...:,(",6.496933333333331,6.884139359999999,6.4860000000000015,78.24633333333338,65.4,8.266666666666667,28.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,1.8222666666666665,208,6,37,2,3,66,40,50,0.203,0.67,0.128,-0.6552,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,1,3,0,3,1,0,0,2,11,8,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,3,4,1,4,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988119637812184,0.0,0.3818660521262535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856251871691385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394434249215874,0.0,0.3222899053657564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370892821252949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389247702015022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588846302386445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3938291687983313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266479578281596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,princessfluffybutt96,2019/01/15,"3 Days So Far.. I’ve had a long history of anxiety but in the past year or so I’ve learned to control it quite well! Recently I got my very own puppy, and I am super happy about it but my anxiety will not leave me alone. Its brought me to tears, it’s making me quit eating, it makes me nervous when I have to pick my puppy up from my parents and bring him home. I don’t regret getting him but I don’t understand what’s wrong with me! ",1.1660263157894732,2.5037401684210536,3.449671052631583,91.48082236842107,78.89473684210526,6.855263157894738,23.453947368421048,7.6454224807358475,0.9114473684210528,336,11,79,5,8,116,66,95,0.155,0.6779999999999999,0.166,0.4863,1,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,4,5,6,0,1,2,0,6,1,0,4,0,15,13,9,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,3,1,1,2,0,0,2,3,3,1,0,3,0,16,3,9,9,1,11,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,6,51,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083918446844444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078486717005474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22567300497019305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976316072970565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20588704100001884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512339898625718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16092521974750415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21419072416967885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20182903465543447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130512809057016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17806363515388407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686171425904301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22341878531869772,0.0,0.1920767597489368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4280210820140728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19866961550922355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20946566717142304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16601849901910948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18091105709062733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21999045744520448,0.0,0.12957200043680026
anxiety,throwa_stupidmoments,2019/01/15,"Anxiety over stupid past things (getting too drunk, ect.) So I made this account yesterday and I'm sorry for mistakes. (English ist not my first language.)

I'm not exactly sure where to start. I feel like in the last few months I began to suddenly think about past mistakes and I got symptoms like heart racing, feeling hot under my skin, having trouble to breath, feeling dizzy and things like this. 

Those memories that popped up in my head tortured me for around a week, not all the time, but at least once a day. Suddenly at one day they just stopped and if I now think about those memories on purpose they won't give me any of those symptoms. 

Some time later usually another memory popped up and it started again.

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Now, there is one event in my life that was about 8 months ago. I got really wasted at a party and I can't remember everything, but I feel really ashamed and guilty. I'm thinking about this thing for one month now and there almost isn't a day where it doesn't torture me.   
What is different now is that there is always one single aspect I keep worrying about most for a few days. Then I somehow find another aspect which is now giving those anxiety attacks and so on.   
For example, first I kept worrying about what my friends at the party must think of me, then I was worried because I can't remember everything and kept imagining what is possibly the worst thing I could have done, now the thing is that I'm really anxious that my parents will find out and are disappointed in me.

I am still quite young, so for some people it might be not a big deal but I feel like it is the most stupid thing I have done.   
I have been quite shy and ""well-behaved"" (I don't know how to say this right, I'm sorry) before and some new friends suggested me to try things because I'm young and that's apparently what you do. I didn't feel really bad about it at first, it just popped up all of a sudden and now seems to not go away. 

I try to occupy myself and just hope it ends, but I can't seem to make my brain stop thinking about this. 

I'm would be really grateful for some advice in any way. 

Thanks!",5.282400877032707,5.61202921615202,5.6641923990498855,83.29339439064502,68.00237529691212,9.422291247944457,29.25644070893477,9.367010060515213,2.2952042024483834,1664,55,342,31,26,533,192,421,0.152,0.736,0.112,-0.9243,3,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,1,2,5,32,21,5,1,13,0,35,9,5,3,5,77,72,27,0,7,13,1,8,4,2,5,3,1,0,0,34,18,1,5,19,1,1,1,13,12,0,7,12,9,39,9,46,52,13,70,0,1,0,0,11,24,0,13,48,238,73,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987684989743577,0.06338758179135746,0.0,0.0716049940721298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059500435391487985,0.0774789545408864,0.08689012142470169,0.0972558675974143,0.14996487434784522,0.10940694233395963,0.08078375530658613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365733514481288,0.0,0.08135074296565163,0.06718417749112797,0.0,0.059706244290311315,0.0871813009071516,0.0,0.0608480933472202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982664554458235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05709336828273631,0.0,0.0,0.18446713529220007,0.07372167129004659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471070434163901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14635514755338688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06333491759316609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853366925688944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21693974621535664,0.10217074655889226,0.0,0.0,0.1307141450976579,0.1824741612311088,0.0,0.0,0.11049390155120337,0.0,0.03736001064193911,0.13719409656483048,0.04063967913970688,0.0,0.1143830580118346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338790096817427,0.0,0.0,0.0847373969363012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710236396900276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355965047882264,0.0,0.0,0.03929896039214844,0.058288614011866774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050508258439555885,0.13974090695449753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766265659298032,0.04773218618576866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758587527122047,0.0,0.0,0.17123115690465884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906293119677037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615375151196696,0.19382285191542814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07940123966317768,0.0,0.13652507162991526,0.049574685999601804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806145948301184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521152505838452,0.0,0.0,0.2290494756810375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16200938757488972,0.06106749363528473,0.0,0.05686608046777851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13019650670191069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16009484034433732,0.10122754767372633,0.0,0.05710643012349977,0.11956788232870805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673955015104432,0.14864851127305115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583501543238944,0.0,0.0,0.3325474494994762,0.2290973915547265,0.0,0.0,0.08339385119119501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709855941816113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787560269372021,0.0,0.0,0.056759770632260474,0.05735945347367954,0.0,0.06429433488003823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21785972199676795,0.0,0.05079727507975861,0.0,0.08689012142470169,0.0
anxiety,hellcat_annie85,2019/01/15,"Major breakthrough at therapy....now what? So I went to therapy yesterday, and we had a huge breakthrough. I was talking about how I don’t know what it is exactly I’m scared of as far as anxiety goes, specifically going into places by myself. I had an abusive sibling growing up and am just now within the past year coming to terms with it. She said that I was probably scared someone was going to beat the shit out of me........and it was insane how much emotion exploded out of my face without me even processing it. She said “whoa that really hit something didn’t it?”  We talked it through even though I shut the emotions down pretty quick. She said I was doing good work and we ended on a really happy and positive note.
My question is, now what? I feel so drained and nauseous and numb. What do I do with this? Has anyone else experienced anything like this? I can usually feel a cry coming on but this was like my body reacted without my brain. Interesting and confusing at the same time. Thanks. ",2.855131578947365,5.280679666666671,4.207302631578949,82.89690789473686,77.85416666666666,7.583771929824562,26.771929824561404,8.532816995589336,2.202985416666667,784,32,146,17,19,258,116,192,0.105,0.779,0.115,0.4553,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,3,0,0,2,12,11,1,3,8,0,18,5,4,3,1,31,32,15,0,0,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,15,17,0,0,4,0,0,6,4,5,0,0,13,6,22,6,25,18,4,30,0,0,0,0,12,14,1,2,12,109,37,1,0.0,0.1536164631862732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918345356041984,0.0,0.0,0.09065571894800167,0.13284383364769267,0.10669257951989768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401418533428256,0.0,0.14473455198276966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22336749968889055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424166748385882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083076404679684,0.2916821822541462,0.1148332221675655,0.0,0.0,0.17126789554418514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311119312001302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14736848111008166,0.10874597747742287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380170044353533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125336893393035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668287276602058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953091652732008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123767539910816,0.0,0.0,0.13545878381129284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190273254876375,0.1397868246837371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452399538909802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166116829880161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699863320940961,0.0,0.2596086143721906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308595300329032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985375035582838,0.09981247243749293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20841879268779015,0.0,0.11936617652390248,0.14826840378888445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738246823838045,0.0,0.07560114550682462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14279340183889874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018873738307195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499598743727631,0.0,0.0943882272067388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349166112728904
anxiety,srtv1,2019/01/15,Weird sound un head Hey guys does anyone get this weird sound in head like when train stops but much much lesser in intensity and for few seconds?? I feel it has some relation with my anxiety. ,4.213153153153153,6.114205810810812,4.209189189189189,86.8518018018018,71.97297297297297,8.176576576576577,23.144144144144143,8.841846274778883,1.4184846846846848,153,4,31,3,3,47,32,37,0.166,0.79,0.045,-0.4113,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,6,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,2,1,4,3,4,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342907582906237,0.0,0.0,0.2141465776120638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26801327453892165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548560403934404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16001005121461553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032490403625977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6286294672126574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14962488831216658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4502778599114162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25605002041357394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LogicalBread,2019/01/15,"Birthday Anxiety Crushed! Today is my  22nd birthday and normally I am so anxious about all of the attention and money it takes to have a birthday that I can enjoy it.  But, this year I am going to be proud that it is my birthday and just be happy that so many people care about me. Spending money on your birthday is not the end of the world. ",5.4889130434782585,5.3216735072463806,6.357789855072465,80.20451086956524,67.55072463768116,8.63913043478261,33.19202898550725,8.07648339933343,2.4538376811594214,268,11,52,3,4,89,45,69,0.09,0.735,0.174,0.8243,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,5,4,0,0,4,0,9,0,0,0,1,9,12,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,7,10,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,43,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483464377195103,0.3667474371919806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309890857966577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875320492827501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844987041791651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34558215272628945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291309924235287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180753603061853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250624394836573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244086643351732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077179435717352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20905560227962455
anxiety,Plantbasedwitch,2019/01/15,"Skipped Heart Beats I’ve been having quite a lot of skipped heart beats for the past 24 hours, definitely more than I can count. I’ve never experienced this before but I’m pretty sure it’s anxiety related as I still feel anxious. Has anyone else experienced this? What did you do to stop it? They’re making me more anxious ",2.508095238095237,5.17777219047619,3.653333333333337,84.90000000000002,81.06349206349206,6.774603174603175,23.285714285714285,7.957251820313856,1.4231333333333338,260,9,50,5,7,84,50,63,0.152,0.713,0.135,0.1556,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,2,0,6,2,2,1,2,7,9,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,4,1,5,7,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16106393937834246,0.4757047254913054,0.0,0.14721575723360186,0.2157250065544905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17915560766242836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758806999790291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645628570359787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4989862131990361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073413123475508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789951522742034,0.0,0.0,0.1405383201141539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623828546233993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20098601963944213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141967531522792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22393717414907585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16813899380258887,0.17602241448447972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19843320246564736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yupitsnolan,2019/01/15,"Numbness of face Hi all... I feel like I'm experiencing numbness of my face feels like the lower part of it mostly towards my chin. 

It feels like it's there most of the time, and certain times it feels worse than others. 

I'm taking Escitalopram 10mg once a day and it doesn't seem to be helping. 

I've already been to a neurologist and he did a full evaluation with brain MRI and that came back clean. 

I made the mistake of googling numb chin which gives numb chin syndrome. Which may be due to a form of undiagnosed cancer. Prognosis for this is not good. 

My doctor wants to send me back to the neurologist and I'm scared that I might have something majorly wrong. 

Has anyone had this happen? I need some help on what to do. ",2.3611921182266045,4.578042227586209,3.585837438423649,87.8011206896552,78.44827586206897,6.349753694581281,22.77093596059113,7.447530270364453,0.8281625615763549,573,18,120,8,14,186,95,145,0.187,0.7040000000000001,0.108,-0.9118,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,3,12,0,1,8,0,12,10,3,1,2,24,27,5,0,3,1,0,4,3,0,2,7,0,1,0,13,7,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,7,0,0,5,5,8,5,17,18,8,11,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,6,9,74,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18670904300224994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830390779848413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601984487270474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888757079169568,0.0,0.1935120918486493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911569854914166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17317653896232646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421969181862257,0.3626152386787427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623056557990887,0.0,0.14191133490788616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961709981507354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268134405617564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24797793906341445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16009481641570034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17948738196963385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12545470772591186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18018537080230546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18321988478202605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16939203579641826,0.0,0.0,0.1540272499481667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025328874350278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12721232512527011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973159785458039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979460759139673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17242245424843886,0.0,0.18498634206575373,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BertBee,2019/01/15,"Fainting from a panic attack There has been a few occasions where i have had a panic attack and feel like my hearts beating very fast then all of a sudden i cant breathe and my vision goes blurry and I start to shake uncontrollably then I become stable again. Im scared im going to faint one day, is this possible or is that natural for a panic attack? ",4.152083333333334,5.092275597222223,5.595444444444446,80.59400000000002,70.80555555555556,7.982222222222222,24.12222222222222,8.238735603445708,1.4161522222222218,281,7,54,4,5,95,52,72,0.362,0.53,0.108,-0.9661,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,10,3,6,5,0,7,4,2,0,1,6,10,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,9,0,1,2,1,6,1,5,8,2,10,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,8,37,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5611859096980399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18159914948292832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604324082208408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314035167784385,0.11746826409110342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934489121895392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19484941153813584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35522353691266995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033180883629633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142149158403487,0.0,0.0,0.5787667668469341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18536923403301636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646223291803686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11638384472974304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567132284235547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JimJamSandwich,2019/01/15,"Wake up and feel nauseated all the time? I'm constantly dry-heaving in the mornings. The more I think about it, the worse it gets. It's getting to the point where I'm basically unable to function, and I think it's mostly psychological. What do I do?",2.127400000000001,4.40708094,4.3580000000000005,81.62900000000002,79.6,7.2,26.0,8.238735603445708,1.8042,197,8,40,4,5,68,33,50,0.078,0.922,0.0,-0.5362,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,2,1,1,0,1,7,9,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,5,9,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,2,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42617181151157385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994043595069003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4120821079507373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37280532312567255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5053903059219639,0.0,0.0,0.229959209048114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4018947831120676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,skathe88,2019/01/15,"Maybe overly concerned about boyfriend traveling? Hi,

I have a work event in a city about 6 hrs away. I'm flying down there, and then my boyfriend was going to drive down and we would extend the work trip into a small vacation. I'm considering cancelling him driving down because I'm worried he will get in an accident or something and then obviously it will be my fault since I asked him down and it's my work thing. 

I talked to him, he is willing to do whatever makes me comfortable. Am I being stupid though? Will this make everything worse in the future if I give in and  cancel?",4.03254385964912,5.743805587719304,4.565789473684212,84.88885964912285,72.0701754385965,7.873684210526315,27.578947368421048,8.515128840125781,1.9246210526315788,463,17,91,8,9,147,77,114,0.163,0.794,0.043,-0.9159,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,3,4,3,1,0,6,0,12,0,0,2,1,13,21,10,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,13,1,16,13,0,21,0,0,0,0,10,12,0,2,4,62,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22085387362952236,0.0,0.22195662703969413,0.0,0.0,0.144010600508128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21231859014023205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342641166287885,0.2266243337377249,0.13426146516441206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153860162513101,0.0,0.2373362982719905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954213758865488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18187021661884412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18988193583374213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569483278820776,0.0,0.2321060337070155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5159597866621923,0.2399146687407347,0.24075022908533295,0.16781915416021315,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CumfartablyNumb,2019/01/15,"Has anyone else been treated like an absolutely awful, selfish, uncaring monster their entire lives? I'm really not being hyperbolic. 

I've been struggling with anxiety that is almost physically painful.  I've been fighting it all my life.  

And all my life my family has treated me like I'm doing something horrible to them.  Literally to the point that I orphaned myself almost entirely from them so I can focus on  recovery.  

Any accomplishment I made, no matter how difficult it was for me, was always met with a, ""it's about time""  or ""you should have been doing this all along"".  

Like, nobody understands how difficult this is for me.  Nobody understands what a triumph it is for me to hold a basic job, keep a clean apartment, support myself and a dog, etc., etc.  

My anxiety makes me an avoidant person.   I try to be positive.  I try not to let my stuff affect others.  But everyone just seems to hate me for this anxiety.  

How do I deal with this?   The anxiety is hard enough, but being treated like I'm a bad person on top of everything else is more than I can bear.  

My girlfriend also has an anxiety disorder and she's treated the same way.  ",4.170873385012918,6.226058586046512,5.7529844961240375,75.09092377260984,72.44186046511628,9.242894056847543,29.618863049095612,9.725611199111238,3.217041343669252,896,38,155,24,18,304,121,215,0.16399999999999998,0.748,0.08800000000000001,-0.9187,1,1,1,0,2,0,32.0,0,1,3,3,7,19,2,2,12,1,25,3,0,6,3,33,37,11,0,1,6,0,1,4,1,1,3,0,1,2,13,7,0,3,3,0,0,0,3,9,0,0,8,1,26,10,20,24,8,7,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,4,5,119,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24508765618796996,0.0,0.0,0.09786559331858204,0.1018282484429356,0.0,0.0,0.08322119479532003,0.0,0.4680939404923303,0.0,0.0,0.08556950012773015,0.12539066009508462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218046703668636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261662811433011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025572001184347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044621290836338,0.0,0.0,0.12644912430288285,0.27296750146733234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693736476438182,0.10998540027696206,0.0,0.11536702919464925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096265955469524,0.12082287842670715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144122087710428,0.10877513479220016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513973362110842,0.172878314417809,0.23915071708936395,0.0,0.10806196188921592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115796964518426,0.0816882243242247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302187550019782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21371139137121126,0.0,0.0,0.11568670806275913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839844116068254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114082791463162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421251601223313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793599256845786,0.14009346108051632,0.0,0.13887303452747488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135956015983233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16617317447895724,0.0,0.0,0.2547995000335797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713791147035372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vigilantfox85,2019/01/15,"Different Symptoms of Anxiety I have anxiety all the time and get the usual symptoms. I am getting something recently that I don't know if its anxiety causing it or maybe my sinus or something. It is just strange how it starts and ends and I am wondering if anyone else experienced something like this. 
It starts in the morning when I leave for work and really ramps up when I walk into work. My vision and eyes feel really strange. Its hard to explain but its like I cant focus on anything, and I am almost a little dizzy. I work at a computer and its hard to focus on something on the screen. My eyes sometime feel like they are going to pop out of my head. My the time I leave work its almost gone and I don't really experience this when I am home or on the weekends. I took my anxiety medication and it started to get better. Has anyone experienced anything like this? Of course it causes me to have even more anxiety. ",3.1751373626373613,5.214441060439562,4.860535714285717,80.47508928571429,75.2087912087912,8.066483516483517,27.85851648351648,8.841846274778883,2.404427472527473,731,30,137,16,16,247,91,182,0.1,0.807,0.093,0.7704,1,0,4,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,5,6,5,0,0,8,0,12,7,3,3,1,29,26,19,0,2,7,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,1,0,15,11,0,0,5,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,2,9,21,5,18,24,2,26,0,0,3,0,2,10,0,8,16,97,36,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088364322365147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3988575761195271,0.0,0.0,0.14582561515241502,0.10684396961206212,0.17162194753108834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222441187115847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21424212657092348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089471282468672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710993901006528,0.0,0.09235835012308566,0.0,0.0,0.06887388493911692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200278174710148,0.0,0.0,0.10545103079512644,0.07449541218035319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344107206240674,0.0,0.05926294463640237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868231754168995,0.0,0.10701814591368992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459819639113613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05730783715052876,0.0,0.0,0.22082828429123286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037776332784495,0.10451281182678404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476012523383252,0.0,0.0,0.10504796957905546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20040728692200327,0.0,0.10296082273525224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211096963762309,0.10313248443768433,0.0,0.22142310226579076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21676717632475886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160935545702772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585543228590878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484623311413493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308381040432655,0.3036591944842109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Vexiified,2019/01/15,"Brother won't go to school. Not sure what to do anymore. My 10 year old brother is constantly begging my parents not to go to school and we're almost positive it's anxiety. He's constantly denying it saying that his belly just hurts alongside his throat and chest. We have taken him to the doctor plenty of times and physically there should be nothing wrong with him. All day my brother is fine, eating junk food, playing games and the second school is mentioned he starts crying and saying he doesn't feel good. He is fine during the day and starts not feeling good the night before school and the morning before school. He seems absolutely fine throughout the day. My brother constantly promises my parents that he will go to school the next day and they agree and then he doesn't go. We're almost at the point of having the school come drag him in. I don't want to do that but soon enough we'll be getting fined if he keeps missing school. It's tearing us apart and really hurting my parents. They're constantly fighting and my dad is trying his hardest not to completely flip out and scream at my brother. He's been doing good with school for awhile but now after this Christmas break it has been going down hill. He stayed home all last week and now yesterday and today. He promises he won't do this tomorrow but I guarantee he will be crying tomorrow morning. The only way to calm him down is to let him stay home from school. We've tried having a therapist but it doesn't make a difference. My brother doesn't care about anything the therapist has to say and overall doesn't care about anything. Sorry this has been so long, I just need some help and don't really know where to put this, we are 99% sure that this is anxiety.",4.723026706231451,6.2390507151335335,4.828624332344216,84.45309673590508,70.03857566765578,7.64719287833828,28.02005934718101,8.109356740369918,1.8133960593471807,1389,49,262,19,25,433,161,337,0.138,0.7909999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.9659,3,0,0,0,2,0,25.0,4,0,1,0,10,21,1,0,13,0,38,5,2,1,4,49,59,23,0,4,11,10,2,0,0,6,1,4,2,0,15,22,2,1,4,2,0,7,13,6,0,1,4,6,25,15,27,45,4,47,0,3,0,0,43,9,0,5,27,156,40,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13012583930361007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941115407751556,0.0,0.06443758497894865,0.0,0.0,0.10693751912075718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105776115120616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249236553684854,0.0,0.0,0.055970073964894985,0.068124886670555,0.2808588901191922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14274362806858476,0.16761359396001246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788488172784844,0.0,0.06650450501391213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648548535991697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671363816727658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06570646577655623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856783804661413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03394667372136779,0.0,0.18463350306812196,0.1634934467531818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04355126764123474,0.0,0.13035013047556346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391138265119752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05775262585783841,0.0,0.0,0.0357084744650377,0.052963169108692934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664411791313879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05750069140172875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04337121222971275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04817802277935479,0.0,0.0,0.06910148263695587,0.06097448862386539,0.0,0.06234511422430832,0.0,0.06818016776661928,0.0,0.0,0.0494162959678552,0.0,0.0,0.2164406216382801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061422228345081216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06531766337092419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324909638292302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15501180912023382,0.0,0.6575800994107229,0.0,0.059150656768151275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273401715178969,0.09197905657544624,0.13850907488589329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247604113338754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15088160127990874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0378873534577888,0.0,0.06158855383980968,0.0,0.0,0.08822730665079055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815673596828647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03832384583206869,0.05157400603066351,0.05211889981961503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103979088122038,0.0,0.04184166859775915
anxiety,NoSundae0,2019/01/15,"Trying to keep anxiety from holding me back, but no sure how far to push myself at once After not being able to function at all two days before a job interview last week, I finally decided its time to go see a counselor. I've seen her twice so far, and think it's going well! Last session I told her that the things I want to do (get a job, move out) feel like huge steps for me and it's really difficult to try and do these things even though they would make me happy. 

So I get home from therapy, and I've got an email asking for a second interview for that job. I was happy for a while, but by nighttime I felt like crying and throwing up and couldn't really sleep all night. This is for multiple reasons which I won't get into (it's not just the interview itself, but other circumstances) but basically...again, doing this interview would require me to overcome, like, 3 big obstacles I haven't been able to deal with yet at once. It's a lot to handle.

Essentially, my question to all of you is, what have been your experiences with trying to take big steps instead of little steps when overcoming your anxiety? I'm on the fence about cancelling this interview, and need some advice.",7.139871794871797,6.1761760213675245,7.5466239316239285,75.68865384615388,64.42735042735042,11.218803418803418,32.32051282051282,10.504223727775694,3.1447589743589752,935,30,183,20,12,308,141,234,0.081,0.794,0.125,0.91,3,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,3,1,1,13,8,0,0,10,0,15,1,1,3,4,41,34,17,0,5,7,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,17,11,0,4,6,0,0,8,6,1,1,3,7,4,20,7,32,22,5,33,0,0,2,0,16,13,0,3,15,128,37,10,0.2360729721475784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153438880883544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18059517753275786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034818072462084,0.0,0.0,0.09076277183327974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044035585080176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12965753738566935,0.07612376860273883,0.1216904341773659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796198582312458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154623328060628,0.0,0.0,0.0596827939584856,0.0843252892359201,0.11333353722369285,0.12930320091597788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850075765917585,0.0,0.13416571037524685,0.0,0.09440456075142098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513040686101771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840021963881844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3513989972989437,0.10491625227131583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19243098054014504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729999945273312,0.11830356834346295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035039943524901,0.0,0.0,0.0787902710225899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12545410454975114,0.0,0.08752255878883038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107692461693962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251410010748839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322278783215224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15123439095166966,0.12136116663285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405979716544054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181217306123836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112479912201129,0.0,0.08874874770554833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498500880714273,0.0,0.15683639290484652,0.07563301417167058,0.11597024826352408,0.0,0.06882802425390287,0.0,0.0,0.1127889207859892,0.0,0.2404170777769949,0.0,0.1153044955218541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06962097770622178,0.0,0.09468174927731036,0.0,0.10612897659243868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16769946614917575,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BIueJayWay,2019/01/15,"I just realised my entire family have been hearing me talk to myself THE WHOLE TIME and I want to kill myself. I always always always talk to myself out loud in the bathroom, and for reason I thought nobody could hear it, but I've always been slightly nervous when coming out. 've been doing it for months now.. I don't know how to phrase this but it is my absolute worst fear that they hear me.. and my mom just (two hours ago) dropped it casually in conversation that delilah talks to herself in the bathroom and everyone kinda nod-laughed like it was just a.. thing. I have never in my life wanted the earth to open up and swallow me as much as I did then.. I know people say they want to die a lot, especially in these kind of subs, but I genuinely want to end my life now. I'm so fucking embarrassed. I wish I was dead. They've probably could make out some of what I was saying, too.. I threw up about fifteen minutes ago and I'm still so mortified I feel like I'm going to vomit again. Fuck my life. ",3.4250000000000007,4.563089539215683,4.579686274509808,86.45158823529414,72.72549019607844,7.400784313725492,25.364705882352943,7.793537801064563,1.244508235294118,782,24,164,10,15,257,116,204,0.161,0.765,0.07400000000000001,-0.9777,0,0,0,0,0,3,26.0,0,0,2,0,13,11,3,3,6,0,14,7,0,3,1,35,35,16,3,7,6,1,1,2,0,0,4,6,0,0,11,11,1,0,5,1,0,3,2,7,0,1,9,7,29,4,26,24,5,28,0,0,0,2,13,11,2,3,15,115,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20497531902053134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3848110428435254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959396835502313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18462183044354846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999238554227908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240250986012782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047717595666184,0.0,0.0,0.10899359336184357,0.13010147782113696,0.058459523185329314,0.08259694083064936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21377245098455974,0.0,0.0,0.065707911243344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3909269145100329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385963897149755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279132862765046,0.12039750764118305,0.1270803636281665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449915131854181,0.11296943412945393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829359708800826,0.0,0.0,0.07717536948466862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540945097262222,0.09228453486971096,0.0,0.08499193484623971,0.0,0.08917110147151924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801543992603968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465488142538132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188737232963102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18388685379569653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233203414524338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787861439885064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681092103112509,0.0,0.0,0.0917871311755022,0.06741731096687988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129411909573338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27277604753109924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908245932071147,0.1329540580997223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,exoticis_,2019/01/15,"Im so lost I have so much anxiety that i can't even function at this point 
And I have so much work to do and not being able to do it is making me more anxious but I feel so unwell 
I really want to see my therapist
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anxiety,rGedos,2019/01/15,"worried about rabies i adopted a puppy in november. she was rescued from a construction site with the rest of her litter. she's about 4 months old and has had some shots, but i'm not sure about the rabies one. what i'm worried about is her having rabies that's incubating inside her... i play with her a lot and as a consequence have gotten bit and scratched a bunch of times. 

i live in singapore and when i researched, it says rabies hasn't been found here since 1953. i'm still worried that my puppy might have it? she scratches me and bites me a bunch and some of those incidents have drawn blood. 

i'm worried out of my mind though i keep logically telling myself that if she had rabies, i would know. writing this post just makes me feel worse tbh... but is it possible for rabies to manifest suddenly in a dog? and what are the odds that i have it? my health anxiety is off the charts rn",2.7343539325842703,4.761773376404495,3.5981882022471936,89.08020365168541,76.47191011235954,6.921910112359552,23.484550561797754,7.8658589789855275,1.120156179775281,703,22,145,11,16,224,104,178,0.112,0.8590000000000001,0.029,-0.9214,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,11,0,17,2,1,1,1,29,27,13,0,2,5,0,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,12,10,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,4,22,2,19,19,7,13,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,5,6,104,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259486938422171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797435885357216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324662980064278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18051860917697546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17500398815008053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14633906748695874,0.0,0.0,0.0904815110478005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453796105506005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997053418684788,0.0,0.0,0.1098980809824722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17465639047726667,0.16623886517613348,0.0,0.13141360195957374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727613597454685,0.0,0.11156392142377014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18560619110404294,0.15767903902314812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092786263929773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361914167797024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314812411463237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15517069036023542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390209635144122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16175737904960494,0.0,0.09600256078761668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6687972284260776,0.1677816187733958,0.11695510925641735,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nyx1047,2019/01/15,Crossroads How do you make decisions and ensure that it is not anxiety driven?,3.6014285714285705,6.851760571428574,4.84,72.83000000000003,86.14285714285714,8.514285714285714,28.42857142857143,8.841846274778883,3.736828571428571,64,3,9,2,2,21,14,14,0.0,0.745,0.255,0.4798,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,5,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7534862380398712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6574636789089741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NoobTurtle,2019/01/15,"Birthday anxiety!!! My birthday is coming this week. And I'm petrified of the thought of facing so many people. They gonna be all over me whole day. I don't wanna go through this. I don't want gifts , greetings or anything. Just Leave me alone. That's all I want. Should I just run away???",-0.17984674329502326,2.1137029310344886,1.1647126436781612,98.1904406130268,97.27586206896551,3.9570881226053647,20.237547892720308,5.82211442006289,-0.047488888888889136,222,8,48,2,9,70,45,58,0.258,0.742,0.0,-0.8908,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,1,0,2,12,12,3,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,8,0,6,8,3,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30892044438035804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281777115789765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24545292348060865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802369127079241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569354216380498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923611422391367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16951518409310026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158276009929995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024015860688075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20678465483673972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367951155983352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518577979307361,0.0,0.23925627664639426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330106898985781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SquatchHunter69420,2019/01/15,"16m. Am I going blind? I started having blurry vision in February 2018, and got new glasses. These helped for a while, but my vision is still odd: With glasses, my left eye is still a (better) 20/25. I see glare/halos and starbursts at night, and lines of light come from lights when I blink. 

I got my vision checked in April, and again mid-November. Nothing wrong was found. Eye pressure is good (17), peripheral vision is good, and I passed vision tests with my glasses. I specifically asked about glaucoma and got tested- nothing.

My eyes are always a bit bloodshot, my left eye (which has more vision problems) moreso. Is this due to allergies/lack of sleep? (I average 5 hrs./night.)

I also see visual snow over solid colors such as walls or chalkboards. I don't know, they just look weird. 

What could be causing all this?  Am I going blind? Is there a problem with my brain? Despite my clean bill of vision? I passed vision tests, getting the letters, but they were a bit blurry. ",3.0751337359792927,5.7069976120218575,3.44828300258844,87.49501294219156,78.34426229508195,5.382686223756112,23.839229220592465,6.5966054737557815,0.8523945355191258,765,26,138,7,19,237,118,183,0.115,0.7170000000000001,0.168,0.8874,0,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,2,1,9,8,0,1,6,0,16,9,6,1,1,21,30,13,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,5,10,0,0,2,0,2,5,1,5,0,0,6,12,22,3,15,22,4,22,0,0,10,0,5,7,0,1,10,84,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11477972665215748,0.11942724838647585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341798158977533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12693933551357062,0.31339199807000395,0.0,0.0,0.16022532545494356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14744335384822496,0.0,0.12363713378533868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459586522787585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737164279310958,0.0,0.0,0.07498774154003147,0.0,0.16314116100262302,0.2407698700074094,0.3443786702694856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620415915936932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887953547235407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118883711131653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052783033696768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862076443754442,0.0,0.26938363569824164,0.0,0.27543902239785045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27467486978638084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22874733745787715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363220093901646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159024383637884,0.0,0.2292441650200025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15692593393342327,0.0,0.0
anxiety,coldcoffeenightmare,2019/01/15,"I dread going into work everyday because I don’t know how to interact I’m currently sitting here with sweaty palms, my shift starts in 4 hours and the closer it is the more I panic. 

I work in a big office as a customer service advisor answering emails and have a very tough time communicating with colleagues. I’ve had anxiety for about 10 years now and sometimes have manic periods when I’m very chatty and confident, however for months now I haven’t felt this way.

I do 8/10 hour shifts and sometimes only say a sentence or two throughout. I sit there and desperately think of anything to say but get too stressed and self conscious, so I tend to stay silent and react with a laugh/smile to conversations going on around me. I can definitely sense people around me are cautious about how quiet I am and perhaps think I’m being rude. I really want to just apologise and say I have bad anxiety but this terrifies me as I don’t want anyone knowing and feeling sorry for me. So I’m stuck in a loop.

I have tried anti-anxiety meds like Valium before and they helped a lot, but doctors stopped prescribing them to me as it can be addictive. Tried multiple SSRIs before and they made me very suicidal and much worse (even after months of use, where such side effects are meant to go away) 
I’m really stuck for options and it seems like I’m in a constant loop of being anxious, hating myself for it but not being able to do anything about it.

Also naturally I’m not a shy person, I’m actually quite outgoing and like getting to know people. But this just feels like there is something in my brain that physically stops me from being myself. I’m so tired of being this way :(",6.916023931623932,6.676950901538465,7.49966666666667,73.45261111111112,64.6,10.66837606837607,33.440170940170944,10.25414643259724,3.3513350427350432,1333,50,244,28,18,442,177,325,0.189,0.7140000000000001,0.097,-0.9865,2,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,3,4,23,11,2,3,11,0,23,5,2,6,0,56,56,32,1,2,10,0,3,4,0,0,3,4,0,2,10,22,0,2,13,0,0,3,5,7,0,1,6,7,28,4,39,44,3,39,0,0,0,0,12,14,0,4,21,157,38,4,0.1010912195780751,0.0,0.09865044772446273,0.11020435096454452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084261177333499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320035188351749,0.11420430365158045,0.0,0.07068533121692065,0.0,0.16637892036524082,0.17998523601528915,0.0,0.0,0.0949785285130576,0.0,0.08440694576463001,0.061624269160017724,0.0,0.17204236428159966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285123392273537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924369505019832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347114683990903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06676979711731994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222951613992584,0.07221958746555761,0.09706342401516467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563197968664964,0.0,0.17235740920286838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980665035351627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06775931357173025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19910897601785268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16667127154896386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975522542844401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594413982905719,0.0,0.09565495624820676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228955556711903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613800940014547,0.0,0.07431367809468939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688442783394485,0.0,0.11860876485482966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016784616767372,0.0882689536654638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752295558546156,0.0,0.0,0.12952324770066667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24117538593880825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09202964958319908,0.1054601891957023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782495970133685,0.19996360211701536,0.1131633438576071,0.07155288553101323,0.10774978945546744,0.0,0.16903357226488008,0.11579965047510685,0.0,0.0,0.11057738644953667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955034324217868,0.0,0.0,0.058947103090028576,0.11618948578584468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372686045831622,0.0,0.09875143239906466,0.0,0.0,0.08731035605635176,0.0,0.2502325298426743,0.11925244098066705,0.16048300938424573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471912236869059,0.0,0.10302058921456367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650994310024543
anxiety,Vardahil,2019/01/15,"What if anxiety was what made me ""a good person""? I've suffered from anxiety for 20 years, and been episodically on anti-depressants when it was really bad. I've also been on therapy for 15 years.

Lately, I've had a huge relapse in anxiety and obessional thoughts, and have been put on Zoloft 50mg, Xeroquel 50mg and Lexomil. I'm on week 14, and feeling better. But I have trouble accepting who I am now that I'm more ""open"", more social and less obsessed by controling everything. 

I tend to feel shallow, selfish and obnoxious. For example, I feel like I'm talking too much when interacting with others, like my voice is too loud and I'm saying stupid things since I don't overthink what I say beforehand. Or I feel vain when taking care of my appearance, that I used to neglect lately. I'm afraid of over-indulging when spending money on myself, of being careless and inconsequential when not always worried. 

It's like I think anxiety is useful to ""keep me in check"", otherwise I would become something I despise. And since it feels good to not be so anxious all the time, it would be all the more easy and tempting. 

Therapists, family and friends say that I'm far from what I'm afraid of becoming, that I'm just feeling and acting more ""normal"", and that anxiety and the thinking patterns it installed in me is distorting how I view myself. 

Does this kind of thinking happens to you? That without anxiety you would be out of control and become ""bad""? 

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anxiety,alsothrownawayyyyyy,2019/01/15,Anyone else experience this? I start to scratch myself whenever I start to get anxious any one else experience this and any advice?,4.3150724637681135,7.694075000000005,5.356521739130431,70.31420289855075,81.6086956521739,8.284057971014493,29.40579710144928,8.841846274778883,3.4755623188405806,107,5,16,3,3,35,16,23,0.106,0.894,0.0,-0.3313,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,9,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525227805025942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514657879102884,0.0,0.0,0.2919384394030751,0.0,0.18069166068481787,0.2647794666689187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4317496490703808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5055641838806141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350125797135451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751105178698911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658187488352467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Elria,2019/01/15,"Here i am Here i am, in my school's bathroom crying like a bitch because of my anxiety.
For those who are in a similar position or not, i just want you to know that i LOVE YOU!",4.623846153846156,3.035229974358977,6.538076923076925,82.9194230769231,69.76923076923077,10.876923076923077,32.32051282051282,10.125756701596842,2.7697589743589743,135,5,33,3,2,48,30,39,0.232,0.597,0.171,-0.1732,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,3,3,1,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,8,2,5,6,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,2,1,1,1,26,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459134402963011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756423228998251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4966941579521176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24850413144388894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22091037754809587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4081065389104939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4576263027389886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667051495412486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,peacedro,2019/01/15,"(NSFW) Im 20 years old and have some sort of erectile dysfuntion Yeeeah thanks for stopping by and reading this whoever you are. 

No i dont think this is just a me being nervous or stuck in my head situation (although im sure my anxiety doesnt help.) I feel like my libido has kind of been sorta fucked up and i just dont know what to do.

Let me tell you a story:

I meet girl who i like at work. She likes me too. We start talking, and sooner than later start dating. Knowing that sooner or later we are going to bang, decide to take it upon myself to stop jacking off since ive heard stories of dudes not being able to get it up cus they watch to much porn. At first its sorta difficult because at this point im still doing it every day (this was back in October by the way.) Anyways yeah, i eventually go like a month without jacking off. 

Now weve had sex. But the first time my dick got soft and well we called it a day. The second try it worked technically speaking but my dick wasn't fully hard. 

Now I understand that doesnt sound all that bad, I understand that sounds like typical first time problems but... I dont get boners any more. Like not out of nowhere. I think i might have a libido issue. My dick only gets hard from physical contact. Ill wake up with morning wood but it quickly goes away. Actually even when i do get hard its like im on a timer and it goes back to flaccid within moments. I dont get turned on really anymore it seems. Ive finally found a girl who likes me for the first time in my life, and now my dick wont act like how it should. I desire her and think she is one of the most beautiful girls ive ever met dont get me wrong here, but i dont feel....i dunno the ""burning passion"" as i would a few months back.

I googled things and heard that diabetes can cause ED. My dad has diabetes so i figured maybe thats what it is. But when me and my dad took my blood sugar levels, I was fine. So its not that.

Look I understand I need to see a doctor. I will. But I kind of just want some people to talk to about this now.  Has anyone been here before? I feel so frustrated with myself man. I love her. But we cant really have sex because my dick just aint acting right. 

Ugh thanks for reading this whomever.",0.8760256410256417,2.925077393162397,2.7607905982906007,92.63490384615385,82.76068376068376,5.694871794871795,20.006410256410245,6.9077264865688965,0.2706487179487178,1732,48,384,21,48,577,236,468,0.131,0.758,0.111,-0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,5,2,1,6,27,26,2,1,15,1,43,21,8,2,3,70,81,28,0,6,18,2,6,9,0,5,5,5,0,4,31,17,1,2,14,2,0,5,17,8,1,6,14,15,60,18,45,59,7,60,0,0,3,12,32,20,6,11,43,254,91,5,0.06803664530181651,0.0,0.0663939514104976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04626725188121499,0.0,0.052047847431402235,0.0,0.06747407014744422,0.047572804325827694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06392266789046497,0.15694794175684465,0.056807756934443975,0.08294901496535355,0.0,0.057894174016136564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06947302180612767,0.0,0.0,0.06989237628145854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877560153768789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06963838942591882,0.0,0.0,0.4784306494994111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044937562552965764,0.06154304084694681,0.05732380806323071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032041164111688,0.048605392997982236,0.0,0.07453081932319076,0.0,0.23148774294875504,0.0,0.0745986698420433,0.0,0.06289878225363288,0.21327803436732806,0.0,0.07733358686025718,0.0,0.05441512051369413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18284241129410564,0.0,0.06982522665230853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045603529194876036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939650082916517,0.07101258121970709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14169939264156806,0.0747823218917751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06957207944485756,0.0480562946593171,0.2991534140769186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057133646586543324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061405728712872275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835195495235027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721761289233245,0.0,0.0,0.10861240234490252,0.0,0.05001476269357742,0.05044831040209463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139301424862997,0.0,0.046103391658730994,0.051744934600687284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04716804323972122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06431662119743158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06510188100418565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13611011396857278,0.0,0.08717203431642857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05810292334183712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05421639757138568,0.061938006605081725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05628061606495564,0.07647603994293374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631337545463456,0.0,0.05433415282454823,0.113763363903257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412373301633853,0.0,0.051155090001985495,0.10937055662256208,0.059467026830318986,0.12527800396466865,0.0,0.0,0.0452005239626193,0.13078540533022212,0.0,0.0,0.11901814503509185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07559121632315557,0.046192416117242285,0.07400433287385938,0.0,0.21248564160107866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04012977616770752,0.05400432219541694,0.0,0.0,0.06117311499895569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06558489817760167,0.0,0.0990629761845142,0.0,0.0,0.04833128075569279,0.07438739106602439,0.0,0.043813368905331364
anxiety,incompletesentenc_,2019/01/15,"Dependency in a relationship Hey everyone, 

I am a pretty independent, introverted person usually, but for some reason when I get in a relationship I get very needy and dependent. 

I have gotten a new girlfriend who I was previously best friends with and it’s a bit turbulent atm just because of previous circumstances. 

I see my psychologist next week so I will be able to talk to her about it and get more help, but for now I was curious about your thoughts. 

Does this happen to you? How do you address it or fix it? 

Thanks everyone. ",3.540399999999998,6.171036240000002,5.419999999999997,74.015,76.6,10.0,30.0,10.125756701596842,3.7756,424,20,77,15,10,145,72,100,0.033,0.747,0.219,0.9668,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,1,7,3,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,5,0,15,15,9,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,6,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,13,3,11,9,4,8,0,0,1,0,13,2,0,4,6,56,19,0,0.19176616534215654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689887448338307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20124675949438314,0.0,0.20935898555225899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16781586358030484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664815778858109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14815806364680942,0.0,0.3005697196040558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16957818669458238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853681837156916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18520895745806684,0.20394549238109652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16744281881095888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19509513133387227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19716755658147345,0.0,0.4117701901870459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15281280572857486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413437972878682,0.0,0.17655252045020048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15224091479314078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21120333860461368,0.15822716978479553,0.0,0.0,0.15382325068069902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,brandy_alexander143,2019/01/15,"Anxiety over slow/no replies to text messages. Ever since getting off my anxiety and depression medication, I’ve really tried to stay in tune to what causes anxiety and trying to kind of keep it from happening? But I’ve noticed recently that with a handful of people if they don’t reply right away or at all for whatever reason, I’ll start kind of freaking out. The normal “What’s wrong?” “Are they okay?” “Did I do something?” Questions go through my head and then that spirals into a “they hate me” “they got into an accident” and it spirals into worse and worse until either I’m full on panicking myself into an anxiety attack, I force myself to sleep(thx Benadryl), or they reply and it all disappears like it never happened. 
I noticed when I reacted like this to social media, I just shut off the notifications to my phone and it decreased dramatically. However, it’s hard to do that with my text messages because I have to be able to text my boss and my family. 
I guess I’m just wondering, has anyone experienced this and what have you done to kind of help the issue? Thanks so much. ",4.271858482523442,6.2544993913043525,5.747229326513217,75.54544757033251,71.99516908212561,8.735322534811026,29.567774936061372,9.325443323948027,2.93235515771526,862,36,149,20,17,291,124,207,0.183,0.762,0.055,-0.9782,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,5,0,5,12,2,0,7,1,10,3,2,4,4,36,23,17,0,2,7,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,14,16,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,3,3,22,7,33,19,5,25,0,1,0,0,12,15,0,6,9,111,36,1,0.1223735675319463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744617768430205,0.0,0.0,0.08556644374550472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392175994893982,0.11497399498777372,0.0,0.0,0.07459779093708564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571136320589446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540017439952028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523064678033816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069389785160526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536290850051288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06393513825270412,0.0,0.06954771852837552,0.0,0.09787332099344054,0.0,0.13480828115443322,0.0,0.21642908324717405,0.0,0.1096226798903509,0.12081856285985802,0.1255905850628646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202442279256897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772621085236888,0.0,0.10877124954818156,0.0,0.3822997176977742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957108753690575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327849493617422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995865261912543,0.0,0.09438203937177564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990011381274683,0.0,0.2786462354433306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483842345753749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708640214237916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839564091524806,0.12582040871173236,0.1208291346806082,0.0,0.0,0.10450635803446892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122867963598003,0.0,0.1224619442589008,0.12474444123207175,0.0,0.09420915091767347,0.0,0.0,0.08661664095240704,0.13043394066779454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266513957610208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661672390844994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270891388149764,0.0,0.0,0.2494182399628215,0.0,0.13379628557171666,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GreenShirt7,2019/01/15,"Can anyone recommend a herb or something OTC that you use for anxiety? I live in Asia and have been to 3 doctors, none of which will give me anything.  (*One gave me antibiotics!) I take Magnesium daily and do breathing exercises, but doesn't always work.",4.487553191489361,6.701772170212768,5.311648936170212,77.90875,71.97872340425532,8.955319148936171,30.89893617021277,9.516144504307137,3.1966212765957462,200,9,35,5,4,65,44,47,0.031,0.922,0.047,0.1759,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,3,1,1,0,5,10,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,5,0,4,7,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,24,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926453913651869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690521274905696,0.0,0.0,0.2459191848697685,0.0,0.2894219194514982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35998331832559066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373859352292381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105605331754426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383233163803941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707584490697546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26443717610311485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30375880288621315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560442536371875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,smoothjazzy,2019/01/15,Climate anxiety How do y’all deal with climate change anxiety? I was about to go to sleep while scrolling Reddit and see yet another dire update about the state of our planet. I was overwhelmed with such a feeling of panic. I’m already pretty set on not having kids but now I’m thinking I should stop eating meat. Idk..anything to feel not so helpless??? ,2.959789915966386,5.537534558823534,3.642689075630255,86.24852941176474,78.41176470588233,5.650420168067227,27.36134453781513,6.868970318607317,1.4873168067226894,282,12,50,3,7,89,54,68,0.151,0.726,0.123,-0.2449,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,1,0,0,7,3,0,2,2,0,5,2,1,1,0,12,12,5,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,3,5,0,10,9,0,9,0,2,1,0,4,1,0,0,5,32,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842888824390009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701358980398221,0.3941555347237201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21199841920255616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725266565068056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655937927536356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636084680494745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26051973134493545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464107680974786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022602935226732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620910555791789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052889238475044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25780496759704524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21538095110636432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16507180064757887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shrimp-costco-now,2019/01/15,"Feeling Guilty or Anxious about taking Bereavement I started a new job a few months ago and I’m finally starting to get into the swing of things and work is piling up. But with the new change of jobs my anxiety started to flare up. (I experience relapse type symptoms when I go through any form of change) 

So over the weekend my grandmother died after a fight with dementia. I live in a different country than my grandmother did and I was not close to her but her death still shook me up a little as this is the first major death in my family in over 20 years. I went into work on Monday but I was not concentrating. My boss was off yesterday so I went to the next in command (my colleague) and I told him what happened and I was unsure of what to do since my grandmother lived in another country and I can’t afford to go to the funeral. (Note my boss knew that my grandmother was not well for a few months). He and my other coworker said it didn’t matter that you can’t go to the funeral I’m still entitled to the leave so I can figure out my feelings. 

I decided to take the leave and tried to contact my boss to no avail. My coworkers told me they would vouch for me the next work day and tried to reassure me that I would not be reprimanded for taking the leave. I still feel weird about taking it cuz there’s so much work to do and it’s my busiest week and what if something misses a deadline and no one knows about it. 

Does anyone else feel like this when something comes up or is it just me? ",2.8681372549019635,4.4750849901960805,4.145691503267976,87.14081176470594,74.91503267973856,7.771816993464053,25.63869281045752,8.488131031819089,1.6396325751633984,1181,41,249,22,25,388,151,306,0.146,0.8170000000000001,0.037000000000000005,-0.9817,4,0,2,0,1,0,18.0,0,1,1,5,15,7,1,1,18,0,18,1,0,4,0,45,45,26,5,3,11,0,4,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,15,19,0,0,8,1,0,7,9,4,1,2,13,5,39,3,46,29,5,49,0,1,0,0,12,18,0,3,25,179,54,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695708929420927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670933741320939,0.10286327858809756,0.07504395171009402,0.11082171026556087,0.0,0.06859171717420982,0.10051198944356472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075472796792808,0.08450189652877113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06326446246304777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180921912047378,0.1024905068953892,0.0,0.0,0.08584536316713916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194747258080898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595770879165696,0.092477139938133,0.0,0.19840320296179234,0.07008053060788133,0.0,0.10746049034160002,0.0,0.0834412750028739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05125164408569772,0.0,0.16725239114523213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674687071556353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19469231123844466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05391155667111404,0.0,0.0,0.31161173990602703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0479252488448487,0.09831898493843537,0.1732429315616234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15660021074705527,0.0,0.07211259680461135,0.0,0.0,0.1894854261758952,0.20865458707219608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647307944616278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331272990391937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114686855704008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15103975699134956,0.0,0.0,0.20830072673552147,0.0,0.2350212203961889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196036434051482,0.2950270025206373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06517130111850171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18747181271464688,0.0,0.13320287449134605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868751223221221,0.0,0.08820100185676365,0.18187384045420496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28566319522999706,0.0,0.0,0.13937061677324747,0.0,0.0,0.06317126457000223
anxiety,TheMoonIsLonely,2019/01/15,"why is anxiety the way that it is? to tell a story (19/USA):

i've never really had a best friend - but september of last year changed that around when i met someone who i definitely do not deserve but yet has managed to have the title of ""best friend"" be bestowed onto her. 

just for a little context, if it helps, a couple weeks before i met her, i went through a cataclysmic event in my life where i lost a friendship due to my own doing and it was just an overall mess that just... shattered me. i suspect it may be the event in my life where all of this started in the first place -- the reason as to why i'm so paranoid about the person who has been dubbed ""my best friend""

anyway fast forward to now, 2019, which has started off to a very ROCKY start. my best friend has been by my side and is more than aware of my ailments. she has been my rock as i struggle through depression and anxiety, and we've had a couple of long talks about it and she's helped me through it a couple of times since she's been through it herself.

however, i find myself having extreme anxiety whenever i talk to her as a result? it's really hard for me to get myself to message her and talk to her because i feel like i am being a burden to her. she has told me time and time again that i am not being a burden, but yet i cannot get that through my head. if she was not my friend she would not have helped me in the way that she has. even though she said she didn't have the tools to help me with my depression - i just get really scared and i'm in constant doubt about our friendship.

it doesn't make any fucking sense? she *literally* helped me through it without a second thought. but yet, i worry endlessly about whether or not she hates me - and if she's just doing it to be a good person instead of her actually caring about me. i keep wondering if she actually meant the words she said to me when she helped me, or if she really wants to talk to me instead of her just *talking to me* because i messaged her and she feels obligated to message me back.

i try to talk to her on a daily basis, but lately it's been really hard for me to muster up the courage to send her a message and try to have a conversation with her. lately it's become more... 48 hours between conversations? i feel like i'm obligated to give her a break from me after having her deal with my shit and constant worrying. she's well aware of my feelings and she respects them, but i just can't help but to constantly doubt everything.

i do not have any romantic feelings for her -- i am well aware that it won't work out and i'd much rather keep the friendship than pursue something else. but yet, it's like i do? it feels like i'm being super clingy to her. i know she has her own life and such, i don't want to get in the way of that and i feel like a burden on it every time i message her. she has told me many times that she actually likes me, but for whatever reason i just can't believe it. 

i'm not like this with other people. other people i couldn't really care less about what they think of me or i can accept that they're my friend. do they want to talk to me? if they do? cool. if they don't? cool. with her, it's just hard for me to really accept that she's actually there for me and that she likes me, at least as far as she says.

i have this nagging feeling that she just doesn't really like me and that i'm not even *that* high on her friends list she just puts up with me because she has to. i feel like i'm an afterthought to her. i have no reason in the world to believe this, but i do. i have a nagging feeling in my gut, but i have every reason in the world to believe otherwise. i just get irrationally upset whenever she leaves me on read, even though she's most likely going to bed, doing other things, or just plain forgot to reply to me. i really don't really think i'm justified in being upset, but there i go being the dumbass that i am. lmao.

i'm stuck and i don't know what to do. i can't bring this up to her because i honestly feel guilty even feeling this way and wanting to bring it up to her. i feel like a little bitch for being so worried about a friendship that has brought nothing but happiness to me.  ",3.1960973271889443,4.036250061714288,4.559517972350231,87.50971751152076,72.95428571428572,7.6565898617511525,25.31290322580645,7.941651935203635,1.2233402764976948,3264,98,719,44,62,1086,282,875,0.14800000000000002,0.693,0.159,0.9304,2,0,1,0,0,0,92.0,1,0,5,8,49,56,6,6,39,2,73,7,3,6,2,123,137,56,0,14,48,0,16,12,7,3,3,3,1,2,52,28,0,3,29,2,0,9,24,19,2,2,23,21,149,37,115,101,13,82,0,3,0,1,103,34,3,16,48,539,201,3,0.0,0.0,0.18005000035102306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06273477131936829,0.0,0.10585920948981516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041062081515135206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03546818694584712,0.0,0.112472370271274,0.050942744337722855,0.03924998373526333,0.1559052356734716,0.19362633002051494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405743389204292,0.0,0.048795384699992624,0.0,0.0,0.1495380491359224,0.0,0.0,0.15311322995487098,0.0,0.0,0.047554068499057564,0.07945682635372978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03853250648191322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186363338146387,0.0,0.07772659589194733,0.0,0.04145523836694795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031961878264305,0.19771532286669927,0.0,0.0,0.04215849492419887,0.03923490705264656,0.0,0.0,0.2494588178620433,0.042642912216604906,0.12049513217100374,0.0442484370711161,0.052429144694397765,0.0386884532238521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049102178710949934,0.12395999755363445,0.04554005543233056,0.04733877038560564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164218536168101,0.04873484404326738,0.0,0.0,0.04542499809787542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199814029593681,0.0,0.0,0.050699486914163136,0.03759899490788779,0.10406468537122313,0.048840966900794806,0.0,0.0,0.09774085989530576,0.2704190726478471,0.09246110478146953,0.0,0.040820219779083775,0.0,0.0,0.05035217673530309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0307895848231302,0.046764709004207185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033908051295434484,0.0,0.03557535533502967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044259315892536115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0639561738791623,0.08055120633025872,0.048192042986887805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04636955329161789,0.0,0.0,0.04613866464337397,0.0,0.2954961347350754,0.18970159060398914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775312420580562,0.03668139148932674,0.04618035520317427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047347863221778065,0.038156054606537815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03908256452969549,0.035510188612325355,0.0,0.0,0.097945047606061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04822110074866378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595213464094871,0.04031631637449256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03064418588757646,0.059111590175898676,0.09063747971740056,0.036619036356687916,0.13448273901522784,0.0,0.0,0.08815108765532398,0.0,0.06263329988226216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03805893107538207,0.10882566950127036,0.14645126587094792,0.03699964110721584,0.0,0.08294595473717865,0.042759433058056864,0.08324341001190516,0.0,0.0,0.04446399366596493,0.05002187703174346,0.033580410033358585,0.14053013125895716,0.0,0.032766716440874435,0.0,0.0,0.029703749058446388
anxiety,MundaneLetterhead,2019/01/15,"A late night anxiety rant I've been working too much, or, a late night anxiety rant.

I had to pick up some extra days at work, so I've been doing six days in a row for a bit now. Being around so many people for an extended period of time like this makes me feel like I'm going insane! I always end up talking way too much about everything that comes to my mind, which lately is wayyyy too much gossip/shit talk about other people, among other things. Then when I go home and have time to reflect, I feel like an asshole for saying too many shitty things (even though it's all true, I can't just make stuff up). I haven't been sleeping well, because I worry about what everyone else thinks.

There's also this problem where when I don't like someone I end up feeling guilty for having so many negative feelings about them. I end up blaming myself for having so many negative feelings, but when I think about it they're perfectly logical reasons to be upset, but my default feeling is guilt for being upset with others. Or even that I'm feeling sorry for myself.

I've been consumed with negativity for a while now and I just want to feel less crazy. A lot of the time I think I'm awesome and hilarious, but then the negative thoughts take over and I hate myself.

This has been an insomnia thought vomit, I hope it's ok, and sorry for being so negative.

Crossposted to r/infj",7.03923076923077,6.050538179487183,7.402545787545787,76.7216208791209,64.64102564102564,10.144322344322346,32.32051282051282,9.23628265651192,2.6788798534798537,1085,35,209,16,14,356,146,273,0.2,0.6759999999999999,0.124,-0.9614,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,3,29,14,1,3,11,1,20,3,1,4,3,44,45,23,0,3,7,0,8,4,0,0,2,1,1,0,16,9,0,0,16,0,0,3,8,5,1,1,8,9,22,9,34,33,9,37,0,0,0,0,4,11,0,5,26,153,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310366832275705,0.0760636935580326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398627771386386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137775801668695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055725069174375086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980031034289387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874498645575792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11790881493617884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636458924045927,0.0,0.2428967652908476,0.0,0.0,0.12075604672763225,0.0,0.0,0.08734990550197265,0.0821569251209563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697729440826441,0.13061222671259254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390525985366672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025230758632438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916956020572929,0.09079463585792898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093566060856148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786408696704939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771683465600714,0.0,0.0,0.1220389853956821,0.3707174144751949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230198679565943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20159921937616784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715715181596707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674978592337655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747076318761488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398872126016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269600785419324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383506178197114,0.0,0.0,0.0914799249325106,0.0,0.07745470666889645,0.0,0.0,0.20466076922045354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464705281741324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06873188138937354,0.14695007134148194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214626756248774,0.1757230212334505,0.08981369939765836,0.14514486209572264,0.15991255273752206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05391829074357856,0.07256010433184347,0.0,0.0,0.08219208067395714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13310082591836112,0.09283525979582427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mountainflower18,2019/01/15,"Seeing a therapist for the first time this week! This is my first post on reddit , so please forgive me, I’m on my cellphone so formatting may be off. 

I’ve been struggling with anxiety for several years now, but over the last 3-4, it seems to have gotten worse and worse. I tend to overthink the smallest things , letting my thoughts spiral out of control until my heart is racing and I feel like I might throw up. I have trouble concentrating on anything other than what’s making me anxious, and this can last for hours to sometimes days. I started working in a stressful job as a nurse 2 years ago, and it definitely hasn’t helped. I feel like since then, I’m constantly worried about my performance , what my coworkers think of me, and that I’ve somehow contracted a disease that would be impossible to have gotten. I know I’m being irrational, but I can’t stop the way my body reacts. 

Luckily , I have a very supportive husband who helped me look into local therapists and he has encouraged me to go talk to someone. He tries to help where he can, but as he said, he can only do so much as he’s not a professional. I just wanted to put this out there in the Reddit universe because I’m nervous, but also excited to gain some relief. Im seeing a therapist this Thursday ! ",5.4258870967741935,6.141670298387097,6.251774193548387,77.84766129032263,67.79032258064517,9.264516129032256,32.83870967741936,9.354420925462401,2.9822048387096767,1006,43,187,19,16,332,148,248,0.124,0.725,0.151,0.8503,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,6,10,11,0,3,12,0,21,2,2,3,0,33,43,19,0,2,6,1,2,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,14,10,0,2,7,0,0,3,3,4,0,2,5,6,22,7,32,31,2,36,0,0,3,0,16,13,0,5,20,126,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388141679897407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371639707461947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964964316437278,0.13239077305728672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643696946304242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143762863854347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017111082909974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664021211892476,0.1314379838357026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557752964167543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850905997665395,0.16744039775616967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19936264971989104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660149082803578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887011620942138,0.2356489454099917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154080468721613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265847647728957,0.0,0.11629249147753667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06440428186234677,0.19105015953225188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983419880438348,0.0,0.11450573589467687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840966114715267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822489812296528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431953524091174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614776306243105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912789195805641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12863887452547074,0.0,0.0,0.11223514235594398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178078107607122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147404618158784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18676971040304732,0.10668491521722367,0.0,0.13239077305728672,0.0,0.09694036153837547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992942790973573,0.0,0.11590340740729607,0.0,0.08294732796437214,0.0,0.0,0.0979756654926748,0.1342401709565595,0.12251190508446687,0.0,0.0,0.1329852505401716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419247728567744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4081981093670563,0.07785549343673079,0.07509029670192957,0.0,0.0930353690969924,0.0683341371388718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956397480739054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966936067226271,0.06912140061974137,0.09301956666957037,0.09400234439094952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531534831913408,0.1190116210193322,0.2388522150363729,0.08324805515032313,0.0,0.0,0.15093238556575447
anxiety,InspiredLife008,2019/01/15,"Have you tried paying attention to your breath? Anxiety can take the joy out of life. In a lot of cases, taking control over breath (read: paying attention to breath) can be so helpful in taking control of anxiety. It’s so simple, yet such an underrated technique. If you get social anxiety then this technique is a must try. What’s there to lose anyway - the breath is yours. It’s not like you are paying for it :-)

I am sharing with you what works best for me. Here is some good content on the same subject. It’s probably explained in a little more detail here.

[https://youtu.be/hrvBXRgFoLM](https://youtu.be/hrvBXRgFoLM) ",5.043628023352793,8.077230110091744,4.296563803169306,81.90754795663055,73.58715596330275,6.8994161801501255,25.505421184320262,8.00094639256281,1.7948275229357806,498,17,81,8,11,148,72,109,0.08199999999999999,0.755,0.163,0.9137,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,6,0,5,8,6,0,0,7,0,10,5,4,2,1,13,15,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,3,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,8,5,15,13,5,9,0,1,0,0,10,7,0,3,3,63,15,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4399951148560263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011979867578834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43005986975467214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016562521992707,0.0,0.0,0.1608053801069484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850566710041975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13541728705206774,0.09366455652306528,0.1921534962055043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21448529339802053,0.0,0.1629932246939486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067062524853256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19177157232614864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19543408038524795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4324480417861458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603301697445539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13957421787625962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,smolbeanerino,2019/01/15,I can't afford therapy so instead I talk to myself in the car I feel like a crazy person when I do but it honestly helps me unpack my stupid feelings and cry. Don't want to burden my friends because I feel constantly on edge and I can only say that so much before I feel guilty.,2.032711864406778,3.6166675254237326,4.0120000000000005,87.31562711864406,77.13559322033899,6.753898305084746,23.664406779661018,7.554174236665415,1.071180338983051,220,7,46,3,5,75,45,59,0.218,0.55,0.231,0.2325,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,9,6,0,1,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,5,11,3,4,9,1,5,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,31,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619326144136774,0.0,0.22604138124290324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870641289352053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917947531243849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5372653678308923,0.1897743660019355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20523399133501685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17805392172773146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12977903614778458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952770936612925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20203235797444732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319479424817603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112488110589905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135126038708003,0.0,0.0,0.3037842466744749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15668226014225256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,amazing_mango,2019/01/15,"I’m scared of doctors. All doctors, just to be clear - not just those who may help me in dealing with my general anxiety. I mean, I *know* they’re supposedly there to help fix whatever may be the problem at hand, but...what if they think I’m a drug-seeker? What if I do a bad job at explaining how I’ve been feeling, and they interpret the “I’m always exhausted”, the “I feel like I could sleep all day, but when it comes time for bed I stay up all night long overthinking my daily actions”, or the “I can’t ever focus when I leave the house because I feel unsafe/unsettled” in a way that sounds like, “Hi, I’m only here for the benzos/ssris/etc.”? 

I have great health insurance at this new job I’ve been working the past 4 months. But the thing that’s keeping me from seeing a doctor is my fear that they will judge me. I’m not sure what to do. ",1.8047916666666663,3.3595033806818217,3.5348636363636388,90.61771212121214,77.69318181818181,6.966060606060606,22.52878787878788,7.793537801064563,0.8738019696969697,649,19,146,10,15,217,111,176,0.103,0.778,0.119,0.5672,2,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,3,1,8,9,0,2,12,0,13,7,2,1,6,33,28,9,0,4,9,0,4,2,0,3,5,1,1,0,10,3,0,1,8,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,2,6,19,4,14,20,3,20,0,0,1,0,9,6,0,5,12,87,29,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194311795719158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980255934539472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984428578519205,0.08749654969285141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364120354753062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459963737872875,0.0,0.0,0.09256708549796326,0.14797649973907387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.440737154273384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664530254081116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16007753832332494,0.0,0.12983406093401376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16151483434997024,0.2177242033277511,0.10254019738666824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15824593784779573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15256915501325308,0.0,0.0,0.192414651821266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16561812343465046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848692475768957,0.127578966101993,0.0,0.0,0.07888213194916778,0.0,0.0,0.1519810092798855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402462120000934,0.0,0.0,0.12702242798864286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563498101943524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456688741873633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862532741574407,0.0,0.13469625149822825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916352035122892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701874817065354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13734195562804535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437018437193925,0.0,0.11437743356575172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363692887861704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15298736903481794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13527840914563385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535712733153333,0.09197032435209478,0.0,0.0,0.08369540450651952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393002949037292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449393066416096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zarahemn,2019/01/15,"Beta blockers helped me feel normal again I was having almost daily attacks and beta blockers fixed it in the first few weeks.  I've felt almost completely normal since.  If you haven't tried them, ask your doctor.  It's an off label use but I just have to chime in and echo others that it worked wonderfully for me!",3.0338251366120232,5.4831127377049205,3.850409836065573,85.5650136612022,77.36065573770493,5.3781420765027335,18.36338797814207,6.42735559955562,0.11011256830601113,251,5,45,2,6,80,49,61,0.029,0.879,0.092,0.7033,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,1,2,2,1,1,0,2,0,4,1,0,1,0,15,9,4,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,7,0,5,7,1,6,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,4,3,31,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4624206307545053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21585782763654568,0.2626790376983363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24209144957578965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236333193477402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674862391531758,0.0,0.221697639080456,0.0,0.0,0.1964011445158196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15476560812668147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4524607037007813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19100065115170556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15676412544029547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19942115169915112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18521190455175512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503982967687778,0.16809600071213274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Raydeniro,2019/01/15,Been on the Edge for while.. I'm 25 years old male and since I had my first panick attack in 2014 I can not make eye contact to save my life for example I can't sit on the train or be directly opposite anyone on a bus restraunt or talking with close family members without feeling like Ima about to have heart attack. I was never the shy type before and before the anxiety Attack in 2014 I noticed that year or two before that I noticed my eye contact got weaker and I started to be conscious when making it but never bad enough to effect my life. its not like I don't want to or I'm intimidated by the person I'm infront of its like my brain will not allow me to hold the eye contact making me shift my gaze all over the place impacting the flow of conversation. I've done therapy 3 times CBT currently doing it now find it pointless but going just beacuse I promised my self I will keep trying until I overcome this! It's impacted my life so bad I don't chill with friends or socialise while in university I can't do otherthings I've always wanted to do I.e boxing and army or simply held down a part time job as everytime I have which I've had many I have had panic attacks start to finish of my shift and the time I've gotten home my soul is exhausted. How the hell am I gonna get graduate job if I can't even sit on a godamm train! I always constantlyno matter what I'm doing think about how my life was before the panic attack and how free I felt now to be honest I feel like I can't wait to leave this place...I've tried propanlol magnesium supplements healthy diet I go gym regularly (another place we're my anxiety at it worst) and nothing seems to work. Accept when I'm piss drunk. I asked my first therapist what is this called she said social anxiety my new therapist said that's wrong it's intrusive thoughts ??? Anyway has anyone ever experienced this or similar please reach out,3.2893657310431514,4.923894397402599,4.823418516966908,82.60130289065776,73.85714285714286,7.772936740678677,25.666108085462927,8.460557738077197,1.7625550900712197,1513,51,296,27,31,508,208,385,0.17600000000000002,0.731,0.093,-0.9873,3,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,4,14,24,7,2,14,0,30,13,6,8,4,55,60,27,0,3,15,0,3,4,1,3,5,2,1,3,18,11,2,4,10,2,1,3,12,14,0,3,14,9,40,11,35,40,4,42,2,0,3,0,15,14,2,9,27,180,58,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195058125625914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314204849100512,0.18196895795111984,0.0,0.0,0.11088224979131373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412506333257922,0.4510167761512672,0.0,0.0,0.13240699142618093,0.0,0.0,0.269878404508261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851340507040951,0.08096353648719244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114077931721178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192734190287397,0.0,0.05237002639032508,0.07172197356046292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07474716884957809,0.0,0.0801823981689069,0.1132889978630342,0.0761304406583394,0.0,0.07246924879863315,0.1348873694804237,0.0,0.0,0.06125894053978177,0.0,0.04142553821252476,0.0,0.0901242024410351,0.0,0.06341512835672942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395854590239562,0.0,0.0,0.07953392363776886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736536696085493,0.07047623071952436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395622728618474,0.0,0.0,0.2240183291261825,0.15494755438848948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587792510358297,0.08038719925640163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230603969660275,0.07657838009685015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608050004727364,0.18054344746248602,0.08320108674961614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18605849991298026,0.0,0.08586289924480688,0.0,0.0,0.06923261163703037,0.2485222368310789,0.08703615959179238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084511442740342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218226481796983,0.08271633477638594,0.0,0.0,0.06558916819557135,0.0,0.0,0.08082575182107589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224315979211057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06372996899750744,0.0,0.0,0.09067455630961516,0.18412265044552775,0.0,0.05080556769213749,0.0,0.06294707771874848,0.1387031926591207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107664853795378,0.0,0.07745440819199245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353410899683882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643233529454309,0.0,0.05772376584702816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669071956547464,0.0,0.10211979268420823
anxiety,juslookaddit,2019/01/15,"Insecurity VS. GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder) I reached out to a close family member recently about my worry and anxiety of not being good enough and the thought that my husband might be cheating.  


First thing she said was “are you insecure?” I was offended, but answered honestly “yes I’m insecure”.  But I do not and cannot tell the difference in my insecurities and GAD.  


Her response has made me afraid and scared to reach out/speak to anyone about what’s going on in my life.  



Anyone know the difference? I’d like to know.   I feel like I need to confront her.  I trust this person and they shut me down immediately with that comment.  Isn’t insecurity a part of GAD? ",3.6319047619047637,6.1140663968254,5.362142857142857,75.32035714285716,75.50793650793649,9.279365079365078,28.75396825396825,9.725611199111238,3.187901587301587,530,23,97,16,12,180,84,126,0.218,0.637,0.14400000000000002,-0.7679,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,1,2,15,3,7,5,1,10,1,0,1,0,23,19,8,0,1,5,1,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,5,9,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,10,0,1,5,2,17,5,15,11,2,10,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,1,4,65,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924764680050541,0.0,0.0,0.2673295144559408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.399446734583129,0.21908795467115166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975212134744842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18021030771941726,0.0,0.09665713678586443,0.13656600965855198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260210744869633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864164158210564,0.16033742655965635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21011502353627845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502321441719364,0.1867839738045038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18088189281212635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20279243334312336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174403334041735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20700957284050106,0.0,0.0,0.16691508774647826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887491900584884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818386228355893,0.0,0.19138628437910346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16708381641543044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699938857210624,0.0,0.0,0.15176109570868068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19413406087668209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zonnebloemetje,2019/01/15,"Calling in sick because of nightmares Sometimes I have so many nightmares, I end up waking up every 30 min to an hour. After a night like this I feel exhausted, like I didn’t sleep at all. In the past I used to go to work without sleep, but then I would fuck up because of the lack of concentration. Now I decided to call in sick and restore my sleep. 

I feel bad about this because it sounds so petty. ",2.4055574912892013,4.117274085365857,3.6566202090592337,89.71085365853662,76.4390243902439,6.149128919860628,26.34843205574913,6.868970318607317,1.0576529616724741,313,12,66,3,7,102,55,82,0.259,0.6729999999999999,0.068,-0.9615,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,0,4,0,3,8,4,1,1,10,8,5,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,3,9,2,17,6,2,16,0,0,0,1,2,7,1,0,10,44,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15411472039774424,0.3375506692705562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769490614879724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16348111043167524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551472419503706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18665612354029015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706391655555711,0.0,0.0,0.10489979502338764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18177191396807466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18035074102721868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18713287876290244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17321372481188935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762003580330767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5541331817671176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825521250106845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15941592234570212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17792637467836925,0.0,0.13437480812754987,0.0,0.0,0.13111874543337618,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,slcmom1212,2019/01/15,"Book Recommendation for Anyone with Anxiety First, We Make The Beast Beautiful by Sarah Wilson — this book is so insightful for anyone with an anxiety disorder (like myself). Reading it almost helped me feel more in control of my anxiety through a deeper and different understanding of it. She discusses it from perspectives and in ways I never would have thought of. Just thought I’d share because it helped me a lot so maybe it can help someone else.",6.726041666666671,8.806970187500006,6.720000000000002,70.63166666666669,65.875,10.833333333333336,35.833333333333336,10.864195022040775,4.562458333333333,365,18,58,11,6,116,60,80,0.091,0.8059999999999999,0.103,0.4588,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,2,1,17,9,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,7,2,12,6,2,5,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,3,42,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19112634289659775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4380396028255696,0.0,0.0,0.2669181447532367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635112485706628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21407425693827864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994160306983979,0.21875081963029194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944539843588082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650839968250066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16235189347312254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3838036115191093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093248274248731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16226881844258315,0.0,0.0,0.12740561328663372,0.0,0.19175217085355967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720886918047696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909192637342542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16172150846865727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30305512801098233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19869991565772707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515018264461535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355868754814349,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Buhdumtssss,2019/01/15,"I don't know what I'm doing anymore I have an associates degree in business, and have been doing direct sales for Comcast for about the past year for a marketing agency. Recently, I decided to change jobs and so I applied for a Comcast position that I was perfectly qualified for. I just found out today that I didn't get the job and it's pretty much crushed me.

​

My work background is scattered, and my degree doesn't specialize me for anything in particular. So this position, which requires a high school diploma and 0-2 years of experience was perfect for me. I got a phone interview, and an in-person that went well. I was supposed to hear back in a week about it. Today, I learn I didn't get it.

This job is basically tailor-made for me, and I was really looking forward to actually starting my career. But nope. 

​

I hardly have any friends, my girlfriend and I split recently. I'm not qualified for fucking anything it seems like. I'm probably gonna lose my apartment because my previous employer ripped me off, and I'm not finding work fast enough.

I don't know what to do anymore. I don't want to start over at some company I don't plan on staying at. I'm sick of starting from scratch every year with a new employer.

I just want to not be here anymore.",3.6676645797761296,5.594555717131474,5.055492316448493,80.10572377158037,73.5019920318725,8.28692847656991,32.27110605198254,8.976282227363876,3.005549649022956,1019,51,188,22,21,340,135,251,0.049,0.87,0.081,0.8516,5,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,7,9,8,1,0,10,0,21,2,0,0,2,30,43,12,0,2,6,0,2,1,2,1,1,1,0,0,12,11,0,1,7,0,1,2,11,2,1,0,10,4,29,6,30,31,3,29,0,1,1,1,5,12,1,2,17,126,41,15,0.0,0.0,0.10567449098148993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234662278787795,0.2631660948252573,0.07364026673801391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221809155413428,0.0,0.0,0.17822532107258546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326759442891438,0.0,0.06601199919315083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455545527053153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189153514744082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123819428594443,0.0,0.0,0.1059274690020687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897422900249672,0.0,0.0,0.11873335290310398,0.08366385066694726,0.10011148089247923,0.1131531173171326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660864491146818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700571780437747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204962847825432,0.0,0.0,0.11441332579381612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223805156982533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902565869995473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05290455947058341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909355279010356,0.12114774661156699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796049109432602,0.0,0.0,0.10458623835616243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337415047152083,0.0,0.09455382071979754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016889349118496,0.11675391026763016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937273771563074,0.0,0.21384474368074446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095942989065192,0.0,0.09858228319523236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22994263881698426,0.11542171796191153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052907131705783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774337359451446,0.0,0.08686294324643422,0.0,0.09736486008038214,0.10038503336312997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15767143483728288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631660948252573,0.20920379156058566
anxiety,jthomas2234,2019/01/15,"Speech class tomorrow For my major I have to take a speech class which is literally the bane of my existence I was dreading this moment through tough my junior college time thinking I wouldn’t have to and end up transferring somewhere where I didn’t have to have this class. Ends up now I have to take it and tomorrow is my first day my problem with speaking is I legit panic my chest starts to bump super hard and then I get a really nervous shaky voice like u can tell I’m nervous I’ll still finish or forget stuff and rush. I have no idea how to overcome this, I wish I could say screw it and not take it but it’s legit mandatory and I’m stuck with it. I have a friend in the class which is some what comforting but still even then I’m scared shitless. Any tips?",1.1132559774964823,3.4919695379746827,2.3219409282700454,94.04960618846698,84.63291139240506,5.536427566807316,20.17018284106892,6.937597516519254,0.3387836849507737,609,18,131,8,18,194,93,158,0.155,0.746,0.099,-0.3959,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,6,13,1,6,5,0,16,2,1,1,0,22,27,12,0,4,4,0,1,1,1,1,0,5,0,0,12,8,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,9,0,1,3,6,17,4,14,22,2,20,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,3,16,85,29,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434190047975014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15772892246754286,0.0,0.0,0.1274044751407277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34994426172475,0.0,0.0,0.1304810056969076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16803733775535715,0.0,0.0,0.1526279194511625,0.0,0.1032125866658811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769674807616521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22301177366137595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651376044857908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23178430354570764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18903025494928472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655664949391285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15710100606986666,0.19778367091645024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13982807897705146,0.0,0.31553001549117765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22614938240950186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4456027793301647,0.0,0.17266885486900788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658312443961453,0.0,0.0,0.1151939593375081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271746550380829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cammmmmmmmmmmm,2019/01/15,Anxiety I have anxiety about having anxiety which gives me even more anxiety and all together that just adds up to a lot of anxiety. Fuck anxiety. ,5.904444444444442,7.704672222222223,8.030555555555559,61.53250000000003,67.51851851851852,15.770370370370367,39.425925925925924,13.816669648895859,7.460348148148148,118,7,19,7,2,42,22,27,0.4320000000000001,0.568,0.0,-0.8658,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,5,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,4,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9368896596684396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481677521843755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18870206808851106,0.0,0.195806785957564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17353222985412367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,blaaahhhhppp,2019/01/15,"How to deal with anxiety/fear of public speaking? I started college today and chose a career field that interests me and I thought there wouldn’t be much public speaking/presentations. But we got handed multiple projects that we have to present next month and I’m already nervous about them. The class is very small, and the people in it are pretty dorky so that makes me feel better about it. But I know when the time comes I’m gonna be anxious and I never know how to handle myself when I know I’m gonna be speaking aloud to others. Does anyone know how to cope with this or get over it? A part of me wants to stay just so I can get experience with public speaking to people I’ll be comfortable with and the other part just doesn’t want to deal with the anxiety and humiliation it might bring. Help :( ",3.5932836538461537,5.351382568750001,4.328750000000003,85.94894230769232,73.3125,6.9230769230769225,24.80769230769231,7.61054688173877,1.1760336538461535,641,20,127,8,13,205,91,160,0.09,0.812,0.098,0.3094,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,0,1,1,12,4,0,1,7,0,11,1,1,4,1,35,31,17,0,3,5,0,2,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,10,15,0,0,6,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,5,13,3,19,21,3,15,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,2,9,84,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806811800097243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525373224281172,0.18496937471945446,0.0,0.11448449050501612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14480672403348316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14103971979930824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375988499183161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328206187704648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16016029126578152,0.0,0.18424284402403368,0.0827872902932094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17108533223605274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309506016318061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097454076776286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35992900321471777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929168369639286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17369266881593282,0.0,0.0,0.1306884860078684,0.0,0.12036109087634445,0.0,0.12627940600686427,0.0,0.17412972787825587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3546093370877946,0.0,0.22702085676653466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665732433353284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158896125002646,0.17451541268125284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998408915716486,0.09547283641210584,0.0,0.15519780055784071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509518497270204,0.19314551848464745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Skyelaces,2019/01/15,"Anxiety over beating myself up over how I reacted to someone cheating on me?? I had a really, really, really long drawn breakup recently. I wish I dropped it the moment it happened but I wanted to know everything and assumed it'd clear my head. Lots of why's, reconciling, finding out more, lashing out, a whole cycle.Them telling me they still care and never showing it beyond reassuring words. I've prematurely forgiven and then constantly taken it back the moment I find out more things or realise how intense the trauma is. They've gotten tired to the point they've recently blocked me. And now I feel like a gullible idiot who's started trouble and made it last longer than it should have. I've deleted their number because I know the more I talk to them, the more my anxiety trips up. But by now I feel like it's too late and now I'm beating up for causing the damage. And beating myself for constantly saying sorry when I said horrible things to someone who hurt me. And beating myself up for not letting go sooner. I barely care that they're with someone anymore, I just want these reoccurring thoughts to go. I've attempted my counselling breathing exercises and they never manage to stop me from acting out or thinking these thoughts. How do I get over this? ",5.270729893072988,7.01558628451883,5.831847977684799,76.9003149697815,69.0,8.491027429102743,33.361459786145986,8.998388855275968,3.1211950720595087,1018,48,173,19,18,329,134,239,0.21,0.665,0.125,-0.9782,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,4,5,12,11,2,0,10,0,7,4,2,6,3,48,29,18,0,4,6,0,2,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,16,14,0,2,11,2,0,4,3,6,0,0,7,4,29,5,28,19,6,39,0,2,0,0,11,14,0,4,22,123,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860372237037788,0.0,0.12058797146960475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349781272238077,0.0,0.07412220300491794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247945133271483,0.1249099077401757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627985192162503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092803000929367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296254465496265,0.17373268668398595,0.0,0.0,0.2222683143685027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06352752859278665,0.0,0.13820865327330664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752463473177784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247898996015464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016824069317653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364909629744262,0.0991148431075655,0.1371626420982217,0.0,0.0,0.12433748124049306,0.0,0.11880877855222442,0.0,0.0,0.10760632535343263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337435342155056,0.0,0.11505460725295336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875606393822852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494505763516664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336875209423333,0.0,0.24011761037958976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566316013453436,0.09669594549904023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090770586627645,0.0,0.0,0.13611384703562582,0.08606442849886924,0.0,0.09710463969809806,0.10165752007159627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773216239065034,0.10627798381106476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16156249303190967,0.07791213568974685,0.0,0.1930631418278651,0.0,0.13975371667438902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343786562804334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971912338722976,0.13575467950770606,0.13982639966389854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anabanabanab,2019/01/15,"How has medication helped you? I am about to go on anxiety medication, and I would love to hear some stories of how it has helped....or has not!",3.685517241379313,4.461577034482762,5.527068965517246,81.26232758620691,71.75862068965517,9.937931034482759,28.29310344827586,10.125756701596842,2.5211241379310345,110,4,25,3,2,38,22,29,0.056,0.795,0.149,0.5848,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,0,6,8,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,5,7,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27035993346232856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008527194664336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3983220711489581,0.0,0.2368852455430332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318968978513444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7120527167129751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510544142383601,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SatansRejects,2019/01/16,"Rough few days I saw an anime that freaked me out and sent me into a wave of anxiety so bad I had my friend take me to the ER cuz I was so anxious I was suicidal, begged my mom to fly up and stay with me for a week, and I haven’t been able to eat much more than a bit of ramen, and a chicken strip in the last three days. 
I’m finally starting to calm down, and I feel so stupid. I’ve had episodes like this before, but it still sucks so much. 
I had a friend stay with me for two days when I felt anxious cuz I was too scared to be alone. 
I hate that my brain will stall out and I wish I could just stop everything. 
Thanks for listening to my ramble ",1.404204545454547,2.273541263888891,2.8723989898989903,97.7852272727273,77.33333333333333,6.625252525252527,20.72979797979798,6.980632752743323,0.02435555555555613,498,11,130,5,11,163,89,144,0.228,0.6629999999999999,0.109,-0.9512,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,8,11,3,1,8,0,11,2,1,2,0,20,23,14,1,2,2,1,3,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,4,11,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,6,1,2,10,5,21,5,20,10,5,19,0,0,1,0,5,6,1,0,11,87,25,0,0.15627304121035726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16185174121060936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954844878779974,0.3530881104300041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048146188135618,0.0,0.0,0.1329768480166636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17060968663888929,0.0,0.0,0.17445239658847825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477130735337437,0.0,0.0,0.30234955030362715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599063347657031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14044813289600247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901634511546818,0.0,0.1500466264473672,0.17118947808003862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414723279741649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542872748875759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738338607140726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07634711427916854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830250971433494,0.0,0.0,0.22975733259238115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15645657630402696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061086290161977,0.3331325382809711,0.12479985257670803,0.13065125989543674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17093734294318308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749787857024716,0.0,0.0,0.14387522040125675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15265605390151815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535280741441382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17970628508215544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,snarkykitten10,2019/01/16,"Buspar & sleeping issues BP2 here... Recently dealing with the kind of anxiety that consumes you in this big inescapable cloud. Introduce Buspar... Of all the drugs I've been on, this is the most effective for anxiety 
BUT... I cannot stop sleeping. By the time I get home from work (6pm), I take a ""nap"" and go back to my bed at 11. Just wondering if anyone had run into similar issues. No fog, just exhaustion. 
20mg in the am... Not looking for medical advice, I'm just baffled.",2.374086021505377,4.602418021505379,4.300215053763441,82.63698924731183,78.46236559139786,8.004301075268819,27.53763440860215,8.841846274778883,2.4954215053763447,368,16,70,9,9,125,74,93,0.094,0.848,0.057,-0.341,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,2,5,2,0,0,6,0,5,5,2,1,1,14,11,3,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,3,3,0,1,2,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,1,5,1,13,9,2,12,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,3,4,44,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19538752216365032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166442959262453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059203642051729,0.0,0.0,0.1398087562103291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15374818195503304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061382947895868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23187697290244505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446492533722476,0.0,0.11363543462946665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20056481467956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4173889177360153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20821576656792984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16790652096766345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014272451917033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19742518555416352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001861327989348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671660377711051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503365128114213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659167501002153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21683579889073745,0.14556501012629147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HeyWhatsBruin,2019/01/16,"Homemade or cost effective weighted blankets Does anyone know of a way to make a weighted blanket or one that isn't super expensive? A bit of background. I've been having a lot of anxiety lately and I am looking for a way to cope and I've heard a lot of good things about weighted blankets, but the prices are extremely high. Does anyone have any info on cheaper options or ways to make one myself or even just other coping methods y'all have. ",4.057389162561576,5.878690206896554,4.990476190476193,81.42000000000002,72.2183908045977,6.810509031198686,30.81937602627258,7.447530270364453,2.1476548440065684,356,16,62,4,7,116,60,87,0.043,0.907,0.05,0.1474,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,7,0,7,3,0,3,0,16,12,7,0,0,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,3,0,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,2,5,3,2,10,10,3,6,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,7,1,43,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066338752373102,0.0,0.1244895876864437,0.0,0.0,0.2275720932903373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177661272566476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848158611570746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074829970869703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649193905591164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17193536594923858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943328954008947,0.0,0.18356886241195866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366539531909735,0.0,0.0,0.2766979721282552,0.0,0.0,0.2172498399416277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22054292355150426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811195599844806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3875074264456776,0.0,0.5944914608240387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AWeebByAnyOtherName,2019/01/16,"I guess I have anxiety. New to this. Hi All,

Recently I've been diagnosed with anxiety. I was on an anti-histamine for a bit. I'm about to start on SSRI. Therapy, exercise, and dieting didn't work. 

Apparently, this all started when I was just about to graduate from school. I was also working a full time job. I used to drink energy drinks every single day but I quit. No more caffeine even as I worked. I would say, I was working 60-80 hours a week. I also had a traumatic experience that same year. To cope, I drank nearly every other day for two weeks. I thought that 4-5 beers was nothing. My anxiety was worse just when I was about to graduate. When I finished, I thought it would go away. I have two masters degrees with multiple publications but working a job that I am immensely overqualified for. I'm not a writer but I am good at other stuff. I started a company and now I'm shutting it down. I live with my parents. I'm 30. I did too much and resulted in nothing.

The reason why I made this post was because just typing about it made it a bit better. Before posting here, I was writing a ""just in case"" note (it was a note detailing what my new symptoms are and to blame my doctors. I plan on living a LONG time.) I felt nauseated, dizzy, and a hot flash and it felt like the end, but it was a panic attack that one anti-histamine pill fixed in 30 minutes. 

I always thought that I would be living alone for the rest of my life but I'm thinking I might just go out there. 

Not sure what I am looking for but anyways, hi everybody. My interests are manga, video games, and watching the same set of tv shows on end (Psych, Monk, Burn Notice, The Nanny, 30 Rock, Drew Carey Show, Scrubs, King of the Hill, Regular Show, Adventure Time, Parks and Rec, Everybody Loves Raymond, and The Office). I might be just posting on and off. ",2.3596180987961795,4.3186725068493175,4.079800747198007,85.51259443752595,77.35616438356166,7.383146533831465,26.403071814030717,8.296473431620573,1.8333744292237444,1415,56,286,27,33,475,190,365,0.102,0.8320000000000001,0.066,-0.8944,4,1,3,0,0,0,66.0,0,0,0,10,21,9,1,1,21,0,29,12,0,5,3,51,52,22,0,3,14,1,3,1,0,5,6,1,0,0,20,14,5,0,7,11,0,2,4,2,0,3,23,6,37,7,38,22,11,45,1,0,2,1,8,16,0,3,24,193,57,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894245586917978,0.0,0.13809577419080174,0.07184369054732176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981548149283157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822680397150664,0.08112141071894484,0.0,0.0,0.05263345018129375,0.0,0.07347091765075757,0.0,0.0,0.0763627267824782,0.18852680634897626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136725048216772,0.0,0.0,0.08763559286869382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837497834267402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16916511968781178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529472579642499,0.0,0.0,0.057028259127325585,0.0,0.14549418324778482,0.0,0.0,0.08445931392317832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16580425088895254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814061066427876,0.07241980480850649,0.0,0.0,0.09511575156631444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502974974576595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17136277262537788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06098610313588933,0.04218247484234895,0.0,0.2287254352879103,0.0764101974182581,0.07250576616357665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792727531255082,0.1633982988491275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18319102101700252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06347150768845579,0.0,0.0,0.16677981680455267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16569548538680792,0.09830125374477047,0.0,0.0,0.05850776091969349,0.0,0.0,0.10130405765691136,0.09587287981847506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480761002162416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918356388366655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877424023593616,0.08525258135357164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866284357224445,0.0,0.08738299312481049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18334052252101304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884124905882276,0.0,0.0,0.08137657351479677,0.08974268485562158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987399176570839,0.0,0.0,0.05532464425095954,0.0,0.20563836836919386,0.1510406268233809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16868771567938773,0.0,0.0,0.0745720044787901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13851713178946126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791047460305274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142910270842957,0.0,0.08799015589121682,0.1840052272289477,0.0,0.0,0.05560159504043783
anxiety,Mukbangs,2019/01/16,"I've recently been prescribed Paxil Took Lexapro(20mg) for a few months, helped a bit with anxiety but I felt like it wasn't doing enough...  Anyways, I been on Paxil(40mg) for about 3 weeks now. I had a panic attack for the first time in years yesterday (it was a pretty valid panic attack, so I'm not really sure if the Paxil really caused it or if it would've happened regaurdless of being on medication or not). The panic attack was over something ""major"" but it lead to a lot of negative thoughts that aren't normal for me. 

College/studying is something I LOVE, but lately I been hating it due to my anxiety. I love my major, but I'm suddenly thinking I'll fail at it and to quit. I really doubt I will, I think it's more just some annoying impulse thought, but I keep telling myself to just drop out and stop participating in life (not like suicide... more like I just don't wanna do anything or function in day to day life). 

Is this normal for Paxil? I get it takes a while to kick in, but I just feel miserable emotionally and it's really effecting my personal/academic life. I'm also prescribed xanax and that helps a bit, but I dislike taking it on days I have classes because it fogs my memory and makes it hard to remember the things I learned/expirenced while on it...  If it is the Paxil, is there anything I could really do to decrease the effects? I told my parents and they want me to go back to my doctor and get off Paxil. I was kind of considering that, but switching pills again seems like a lot to deal with and go through (??? idk how to explain that hopefully that makes sense gjfksk). 

Thank you :) ",4.211898596156467,5.4194586238244495,5.4661523783562815,80.57620008177732,70.91222570532916,8.557230475671256,28.91658716096497,8.964715089967882,2.3399474172004906,1267,48,245,24,23,423,164,319,0.197,0.677,0.126,-0.9764,1,0,2,0,0,1,51.0,0,1,1,6,13,21,5,5,14,0,21,9,0,7,1,61,50,27,1,9,21,1,3,4,0,1,7,0,0,0,22,11,0,2,11,0,0,4,7,11,0,1,13,3,30,10,37,34,11,36,0,2,0,2,11,12,0,12,23,172,52,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07469586068773723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14290897784257425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537285397436569,0.0,0.0,0.31878465687675084,0.0,0.07182259862116222,0.0,0.056938756964783975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039479071023612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959525566022311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745762081346726,0.0,0.0,0.18071529000660227,0.09629634522412407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560386781199373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506793478268717,0.0,0.09651222511130593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0472283213534262,0.0,0.08968334692648951,0.0,0.0,0.07945015586737758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760040485785476,0.0,0.1061683085517139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825976400662789,0.0,0.08367243921967074,0.09221799601698352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521466429218184,0.0,0.0,0.0927721361573106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302256226331275,0.0,0.09726682448303564,0.0,0.0,0.10536478985331987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19792391868989376,0.18253165429578788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588190028693783,0.16860312879607153,0.0,0.12469698526402033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409560489633187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455489595700204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18303393048707464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287715567916561,0.10371508203804232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502635775685772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934760313860244,0.0,0.0,0.2991878371396029,0.0,0.09222606524161882,0.0,0.10580953770080108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850323082544854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14381530285485505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809067451240251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216979476871664,0.0,0.08803300802105993,0.0,0.1404577131314359,0.0,0.08163999511083017,0.08599467786033291,0.0,0.0,0.062054061755005815,0.11970017022703518,0.0,0.1483061062103763,0.05446514534567242,0.0,0.0,0.08925237983483297,0.10377627502133226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05509262703646718,0.0,0.07492377257478527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06635215740402864,0.0,0.0,0.060149689901708235
anxiety,throwwwwdatmush,2019/01/16,Did ANYONE on here recover after suicidal anxiety? ESPECIALLY if it took years to recover? I need hope. I need hope. I need hope. We all do. ,-0.33999999999999986,1.1436488888888905,3.64648148148148,76.93416666666668,115.66666666666669,9.207407407407407,23.01851851851852,8.344100000000001,3.440362962962963,108,5,20,5,6,40,20,27,0.181,0.555,0.264,0.4329,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,9,9,1,1,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,3,3,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,2,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815952732199448,0.0,0.0,0.16598181914773005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7073165731229165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5280434348237257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596555104646961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26373823815333075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15286512487449336
anxiety,Cid-maus,2019/01/16,"Feeling like a disappointment So I’m struggling tonight. I’m 35, still live with my parents and off work for the winter. 

I’ve never really been able to get life going. I was in school 5 years ago but turned out I hated the job so i never finished. 

I currently have a cold and took a nap this afternoon. I woke up to my dads voice from the next room. “He’s fine....it is what it is” said with a sigh. Then went on to talk about my sister and her husband. 

It’s rough feeling like I’m the family failure.  I want my parents to be proud of me I just don’t know how to get things going on the right way. ",-0.6034011627906963,1.4963663875969004,1.7326695736434097,97.00039970930234,90.55038759689924,4.7753875968992245,17.36482558139535,6.322622252153567,-0.3334616279069769,460,12,109,5,16,155,88,129,0.114,0.7709999999999999,0.116,-0.5703,4,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,6,7,1,1,9,0,7,1,0,1,2,15,24,8,0,1,2,5,3,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,5,6,0,0,3,1,0,4,3,3,1,0,6,6,13,3,17,17,0,25,0,1,0,0,9,8,0,0,14,63,18,3,0.17637514082443528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15634592047382018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16627078578372462,0.0,0.17836114136171574,0.2520048716927921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842974629305731,0.0,0.2004761141944838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17413393650594042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17502511213756305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969311647886902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245789779968959,0.17233596950866972,0.0,0.15574248069035113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720627635726747,0.0,0.18757696319913372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39168744258972493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299043155572885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062340656667095,0.16777314842488375,0.0,0.0,0.17850105873369682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408534152954514,0.0,0.0,0.1843855923384117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176365722308934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717580641843302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959592711390042,0.0,0.1918455058203295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403062778057796,0.13999837719939034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635015225711734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840320313797776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135798080047964
anxiety,bulafaloola,2019/01/16,"Is it okay to slow down? I’ve spent the better amount of a year frantic over really big decisions and have never felt worse in my life. I have finally found some comfort by slowing down, hanging out with my family (which I felt guilty for not doing so as much in the past few years), going places, and playing video games and it feels so good not feeling like crying everyday. I will transferring schools in the fall so it’s not like I’m not working, but I see all my peers are so wrapped up in furthering their lives in a way which is l taking me a bit longer.

In general, do you all feel it is okay to just put on the breaks for the time being for my own well being before I pick things up at full speed in the summer/fall?",7.088085714285718,5.04429304666667,7.163142857142859,81.87300000000002,65.2,10.704761904761904,31.42857142857143,9.23628265651192,2.311857142857143,567,15,125,8,7,183,102,150,0.056,0.825,0.12,0.8204,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,2,6,10,0,1,9,2,11,1,0,1,3,24,22,9,0,0,6,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,7,3,1,4,5,1,1,0,4,6,12,9,24,15,9,35,0,0,1,0,3,19,0,1,12,85,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15751071764244098,0.0,0.0,0.16371032622481155,0.2020867134395901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20332914582366424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17450051594442956,0.0,0.28078394269942136,0.13223904585409882,0.3554596482628383,0.2027734748370849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20295807344477726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519943475511057,0.1552572880760219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307451326089541,0.1808659016874028,0.0,0.1634511024100294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360734702318407,0.0,0.1427643839803943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17670366338270815,0.0,0.0,0.1933953228291481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18608164693735368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858300007618308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873361378478912,0.14750471588171607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13917592010260948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297553403529192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793621151887857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14692772959197614,0.0,0.0,0.16643162127545766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13475864139861282,0.0,0.18863780449532613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384030965426071
anxiety,Betaphax,2019/01/16,"Anxiety of Communication , and Glass Walls Here's my manic rant because I've had a shit go of it the past few days and was wondering if any of youse would understand or have advice on the pertinent idea:
You ever feel like theres a glass wall between you and everyone youre talking to irl ? This is a main facet of my personal experience with anxiety: I get incredibly stressed out when I feel like people aren't being straight with me or being honest. Consequently, I'm fairly paranoid about people's intentions and thoughts of me (basically my personal journey to the common self-doubt we all face). Lately though, this has been less manevolent-feeling to me, less of 'this person is lying to me', more 'i am legitimately incapable of having a regular conversation because I'm isolated on some strange metaphysical level. Like a sort of Dualism but my mind-metaphysical-substance is completely cut off from all others.'
I'm just so tired of it, I was at a student org meeting (college aged btw) and I had to hold myself back from just screaming at people to be honest with me and stop fucking with me. Especially with casual friends like those just described, I feel so deeply uncomfortable and anxious and I just want to cry but the tears will not come.
So, any commentary on this, and possibly how to solve it ? The musician John Maus has described his idea of the attempt of all people to 'appear honestly' in the world, and I think that idea is central to why I'm so unhappy. I'm trying to appear honestly but everyone's walls are up, I'm not compatible with anyone, and I feel like I'm not even supposed to be here at this point. ",6.993498207885307,7.214533625806457,7.7608602150537624,70.09573476702509,64.35483870967742,11.405017921146953,35.93189964157706,11.095144083064902,4.168652329749103,1304,58,232,35,18,437,170,310,0.152,0.736,0.112,-0.8557,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,1,3,0,1,18,16,3,1,13,0,22,4,2,2,4,58,44,24,0,3,13,0,4,5,1,2,1,1,0,3,11,20,0,2,11,1,0,5,4,5,0,0,6,5,25,11,43,32,9,31,0,0,0,1,12,17,2,8,14,160,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843072197507377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15091584631216753,0.0,0.16977115831307446,0.12535540632709993,0.0,0.07758716731985524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532288135460425,0.0,0.13528273546909705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558388468641492,0.11634148126867908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188647895646665,0.07156127061310498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732893138034018,0.1003714259697822,0.0,0.21205777461300931,0.0,0.10854206767763427,0.0,0.0,0.28052845043037644,0.2378136928834176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572891835153665,0.10258252402998,0.05797303302664411,0.0,0.06306222670915605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3757875663455855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251698996722008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710519909807033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203992608672528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059257258037444,0.3077081466903198,0.29066305381694896,0.0,0.0,0.10489489785204187,0.12509291320355526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11575750164628007,0.0,0.11390083519729548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276914904551416,0.12710652553103044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891870029189496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109992967727284,0.1090195410892522,0.08809138451739934,0.0,0.12753442502531992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533587243775544,0.0,0.0,0.11551529115287128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06544822619048098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012589037667292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203334888707578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788241773827697,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thehairtowel,2019/01/16,"🖕🏻to whoever made someone love a job that requires public speaking and be riddled with anxiety I’m a teacher. I love it. It’s the best job in the world and I couldn’t imagine doing anything else. Except every morning I still pray that school gets cancelled and I don’t have to go in. I got observed today and it really went fine but I got a migraine afterward so bad I almost threw up on my way home. I’m just really fucking angry. And I’m really fucking sad. 

I’ve been mostly at peace with my anxiety for a long time, but I’m over it. I have done everything right - therapy, medication, self care (and to be clear I mean actual self care not white girl on Instagram self care) and after all that I’m still anxious. I hate it. 

I hope this doesn’t bring anyone else down, I know sometimes hearing about other people’s anxiety makes mine worse but my two main support people aren’t available and I’m feeling alone. ",2.213937198067633,4.440723630434783,3.98036231884058,84.73227053140097,79.0,6.914975845410629,25.439613526570053,7.984000788550335,1.7046990338164258,724,28,139,13,18,243,115,184,0.185,0.642,0.173,-0.6609999999999999,3,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,5,14,3,0,6,0,11,6,0,2,2,29,40,12,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,4,10,10,0,1,4,0,0,4,5,5,0,1,7,4,16,9,16,30,4,22,1,1,1,4,9,10,2,3,7,80,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.10916099169401056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201344574054817,0.11585510088281248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567219386908838,0.12637200671557655,0.0,0.07821637946753357,0.11461564502587702,0.09205273956169173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339994007188633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173920697689745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421517158511098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144734706828362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868923793089073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424840068895192,0.0,0.10053418322077598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05656069292965766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068288842970293,0.05844317954543301,0.0,0.06357364529132269,0.0,0.17893221874078033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044037996337988,0.0,0.0,0.12607639134884005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122065175174845,0.11110401884401024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22201117456442748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061476326122052276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899418302837963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20191930438201586,0.10584635067917844,0.07466862774978388,0.0,0.0,0.1218503060594623,0.0,0.1126890065548714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551017906579918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149846223596156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552937575746072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321012518282185,0.0,0.0,0.3500887964237632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947801498181442,0.0,0.1106341918019857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786659742093262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12693945798672274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279237302221242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06522752181286808,0.0,0.10603191757600383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927273560880994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879069917327574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369701988983357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113996742467641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shampooandrepeat,2019/01/16,Has anyone in here overcame agoraphobia? I just got diagnosed today and would really love to hear about anyone who overcame this. ,6.763636363636363,9.839634454545457,6.936363636363637,64.9245454545455,68.0909090909091,9.854545454545457,29.181818181818183,10.125756701596842,3.8801090909090914,106,4,14,3,2,34,20,22,0.0,0.8170000000000001,0.183,0.6697,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5098294081060407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3700292549953298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29157865587980425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4108950862664595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290372174571096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23355185430395065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34556821823081985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25897893355116,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gmoney2551,2019/01/16,"I need some help I’ve been dealing with anxiety with increasing intensity over the past couple months. My therapist thinks I have depression, but I’m not sure that’s the case. The anxiety is constant to the point where I’ve depersonalized and am not connected to my feelings or thoughts at all. I used to love to read, but I barely feel like I can retain information anymore. The thing is, I don’t really have any reason I be anxious. I have a great family life, great friends, and a good life in general. But ever since depersonalizing I barely enjoy anything anymore. Does anyone have any idea how I can try to improve this situation?",6.04825,7.167078658333335,7.173333333333336,70.35000000000002,66.58333333333334,10.666666666666666,33.33333333333333,10.686352973137794,3.815833333333332,509,22,90,14,8,172,81,120,0.078,0.649,0.273,0.9859,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,0,7,0,12,3,0,3,3,26,20,7,0,1,6,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,7,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,2,12,8,10,17,3,10,0,1,0,1,5,5,0,2,5,57,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20976875315631588,0.0,0.2359771029449932,0.17424046532692722,0.3059172738754736,0.10784396567575223,0.0,0.12692140128744675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16667210999027945,0.0,0.0,0.17065693481669744,0.0,0.0,0.15900843259274972,0.13284147724974624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497117115913768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951344005752125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539804390594244,0.0,0.15597064114773213,0.11018476645247978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916076907419865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936412174038392,0.0,0.34008695415442963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337976721955228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17411135890241786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178800037200901,0.07535091851249147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13920216378773112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310806937321395,0.0,0.0,0.11436252145534052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14723375955542573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14580093789069454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427569035467092,0.0,0.09880621932983824,0.15857819075401305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758391928188406,0.17336542471063815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536367490660426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17907750638309594,0.10246618470007382,0.0988268890402186,0.0,0.122444530150964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047147295355763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332086145678968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HighlanderGuy5,2019/01/16,"Recognizing my anxiety but having trouble relaxing I've been dealing with anxiety and depression and have been going to therapy for the past four or five months I have gotten a lot better recognizing when I am having an anxiety bout and have gained a lot understanding of what's the root cause for my anxiety but I'm having a hard time actually being able to relax or calm down following an anxiety moment. 

For the past two months or so it's been really hectic at work, enough so that I couldn't think. Now that things are calming down a bit myself down and self-criticism has been slowly growing as I've been questioning really small mistakes I do and being much more harsh on myself. I'm having a hard time accepting my anxiety and letting go even though I recognize what's going on. What tips or tricks do you guys have to relax yourself from your anxious mind set once you realize that you're having a moment?",10.971599025974028,7.777938221590912,10.91003246753247,61.62522727272729,58.82954545454545,14.82987012987013,40.483766233766225,13.023866798666859,5.249226623376623,741,27,128,21,7,249,102,176,0.187,0.657,0.156,-0.0018,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,3,6,11,1,0,11,0,23,0,0,2,0,25,32,17,0,2,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,7,0,0,5,3,0,5,1,4,0,3,6,2,13,7,16,22,6,23,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,7,10,97,21,1,0.12741800725867655,0.0,0.12434159481595035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5848465607667903,0.14394608010847645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269087290577012,0.13910746295192564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308933923601208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313623705777719,0.1097449429444631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165686247852126,0.0,0.08415839208650913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21724376962270636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616385981665398,0.0,0.0,0.2282830141131239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029354525610926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166524665205357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865586454041092,0.0,0.2034076755103561,0.0,0.09366689623894618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13569601925659544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432698111528997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273732911058254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632544763489058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329247704056165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571359588973992,0.0,0.08465086226423983,0.08164431413772381,0.12518754519509115,0.0,0.14859692940201116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244688785311449,0.1326466391936578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276182682545876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MonsterPan,2019/01/16,"Traumatized by burglary as a child, nowadays I constantly am scared of being robbed or have my house broken into and anything about burglary scares me. However, I keep checking crime maps around me and scare myself when a crime happens close to where I live. How do I deal with this? Hey guys, to keep it short, I was at home alone when I was a kid and one morning a burglar broke in. Luckily they ran off when they saw there was a kid and that was that. I was traumatized after that and after a year, it happened again when I wasn't home. Since those incidents, I can barely sleep when im awake on early mornings alone in the house. When I hear sirens near me, I get scared. When I leave the house, I look up and down the street. And to make things worse, I check the crime maps once a week to see whats going on around me, but everytime something shows up near my house, I get more scared. Essentially, I am making myself more scared. Does anyone have any tips in dealing with this?

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anxiety,Meg-an-,2019/01/16,"Anxiety and copper build up Hey! I was wondering if anyone has been tested for a copper overload and have a reduction in their anxiety when they balanced it out?

Been reading that it’s very common that the body can get an imbalance of zinc and copper and too much copper can cause anxiety and depression.

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anxiety,Tangled_Paper_,2019/01/16,"Is mental health anxiety a real thing? Such as thinking you're developing some sort of mental illness? Schizophrenia, OCD, etc?",5.171428571428573,8.811710904761911,5.120952380952383,70.81571428571431,82.8095238095238,6.609523809523811,30.809523809523807,7.793537801064563,3.202066666666667,103,5,13,2,3,32,20,21,0.235,0.765,0.0,-0.6408,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526415995834665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683178751068401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35104204855916016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6656319513702786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758986660012942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194045141055566,0.21161191503227011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kellbr08,2019/01/16,"Is anyone else having trouble with backorders? I’ve had clinical depression and generalized anxiety disorder that have been well controlled on my current mix of medications and it’s shockingly been close to 4 years now on the same set of meds with no mental or physical issues. I’ve been feeling so much better after well over a decade and several levels of doctors trying to find the right mix. 

The issue is that now I’m suddenly faced with one of my prescriptions is now on backorder. It’s been on back order for months and I have 0 control or ability to do anything about it other than call as many pharmacies as I can once I can renew my prescription (but hopefully before I run out) and I’m stuck driving around and transfer my script to whoever happens to find it in stock. 

This obviously causes a significant amount of anxiety every month and I’m left having no idea what to do. I’m scared to mess with my current mix because I’ve been feeling so much better for the longest stretch of time in my entire memory. On the other hand- I’m frequently stuck having to miss a day or two every month (which has its own set of mental backlash) and I have no idea whether this is temporary or not. I’m just at such a loss of what to do. 

Do I stick it out? Ask my doctor to try something new? It’s just so shattering for my mental health feel like I can never really depend on being able to get the basic medicine I need to function. ",6.436824204946992,6.2743663639576015,7.319432420494702,74.0892546378092,65.57243816254416,10.749911660777387,33.23520318021201,10.411451182825502,3.427014310954064,1143,44,212,26,16,384,154,283,0.119,0.792,0.08900000000000001,-0.7638,2,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,5,14,13,0,1,10,0,25,7,2,4,2,42,42,19,0,2,9,0,4,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,16,16,0,2,7,0,0,2,5,7,2,2,8,4,16,6,45,33,5,40,0,3,0,0,2,18,0,6,18,149,32,4,0.10888438582857483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665925142583798,0.0,0.0,0.07613449425941078,0.11156492064278443,0.08960257198598316,0.09693018821778177,0.1017922024380644,0.0,0.0,0.08372537167014366,0.0,0.06637491097276839,0.0,0.09265259262615877,0.0,0.0,0.19259878173923045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111831319351284,0.0,0.0,0.11185425783042068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442461946679983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702214210789381,0.0,0.093781961964298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479093946034107,0.22289556544404884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909589326205507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18347958241125487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651656512539843,0.07778702699206287,0.0,0.0,0.1990367120806948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05688759755813575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628610279200232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573901047234715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814676340763002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458344362949333,0.0,0.22729401950695985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183032037941597,0.0,0.0,0.05319541095307182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110391677150044,0.0,0.0,0.12094600642785312,0.10968956350391784,0.32918955310302506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26073143385219993,0.0,0.16008510396401615,0.08073639242284505,0.08397835086046143,0.1051612183347915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595831730550582,0.07378287778749633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975412570583013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298667056342633,0.0,0.0,0.1090122652490906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300836327806408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382451982062637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06349136100167782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14785070123760502,0.0,0.10636422343445746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19580027869787495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011797455878402
anxiety,Theasp1r1gwriter,2019/01/16,"Don't like taking this class, now what should I do? I am currently taking a cdl course at a truck driving school in romulus. Thus far, it sucks because I have zero background and I have issues learning new material.  This is not the first time I have experienced this in my life. All through grade school I skated by just to pass.  Admittedly, I am not intelligent and it makes learning a bitch.  Now, I am taking a course that I'm not sure I'm meant for.  Should I reconsider and take something else?  I deal with depression and anxiety, so I would prefer job suggestions that may be more compatible - more specifically, jobs that those with depression and anxiety can handle.",4.941119999999998,6.950937072000003,5.710600000000002,76.38430000000002,70.28,9.48,29.3,9.888512548439397,3.0236399999999994,534,21,97,14,10,174,81,125,0.197,0.8029999999999999,0.0,-0.9683,3,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,2,0,5,0,15,1,0,2,2,24,25,6,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,5,0,0,2,4,4,0,2,1,1,12,2,9,19,3,12,0,2,0,0,3,4,2,1,7,68,22,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27579310048382083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098833436364718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858376430617059,0.3105111676203482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15058207240460555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15332699982449324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881420742111806,0.3577556547411222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732125492149365,0.0880647451871969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032332994793885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740938876174582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3648605754873957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877108656900633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16989062964112964,0.0,0.5421250473718733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510964062546092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804980828010612,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Flippy428,2019/01/16,"I hate feeling like my anxiety is the only version of it on earth. My anxiety makes me feel trapped internally. It sounds bizarre and I have trouble describing it, but it feels like I can't escape my own mind and vision. I hate feeling like I'm the only person that feels this way and it only makes the anxiety worse. I just need support.",2.9933333333333323,5.068992835820897,4.439626865671645,83.1217288557214,75.86567164179105,7.451741293532338,29.07711442786069,8.344100000000001,2.26997711442786,268,12,51,5,6,89,42,67,0.28300000000000003,0.511,0.206,-0.6679999999999999,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,14,15,4,0,1,2,0,5,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,7,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,9,4,2,15,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,30,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3903005336578618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4299529044357389,0.3644859828404142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358103281464106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492572655567426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270410188303533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17171838207443665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610193276501286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3880290268556703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484952465118744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929891089444976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13499063402178488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17331198746497342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,exausta,2019/01/16,"How do I know if I'm addicted to Xanax? I take a lot of meds and I've been taking Xanax for two years now. I feel like I'm not having anxiety attacks anymore and now I'm going off it but I'm scared I might be addicted. My dosage has been stable for over a year, if I recall correctly. I never really felt any difference after taking it since it's only one of a lot of pills so I don't know which one gives me which feeling. I've never felt that feeling that I should take it or I would faint or that I should increase my dose because I wasn't feeling its effects. So are my withdrawal symptoms going to be bad, even if I don't necessarily feel addicted?",2.2597077922077915,3.5039330357142866,4.545064935064937,85.14538961038964,75.78571428571429,7.662337662337662,24.870129870129876,8.296473431620573,1.4792142857142854,515,17,111,9,11,180,78,140,0.066,0.799,0.135,0.462,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,1,1,3,0,15,9,0,2,3,29,35,11,0,6,7,0,7,1,0,4,9,0,0,0,10,2,0,0,10,0,0,3,6,3,0,3,5,7,16,1,10,24,3,12,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,8,8,76,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4360542421225272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067024076141716,0.0,0.10199851224867734,0.0,0.1322293833471758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516842455480167,0.0,0.0,0.11132653851121356,0.08127786773612775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13930342132471113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.088064439754697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33708298714154017,0.0952523114349842,0.256039000434548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790407482734767,0.15155114372397752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14655141282290018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651392146859011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267079683032908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481016451786873,0.0,0.0,0.14144403915552078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056675088192598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18069824559051706,0.10140489196275328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541580726931146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334884574107582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029349704866033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13858286023158276,0.4009958783426396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302458588262149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471513185345544,0.0,0.0,0.1717226999958512
anxiety,salamancer-thegreat,2019/01/16,"I’m an introvert at 22, trying to join clubs or attend events to make friends. How can I get started or does anyone have advice? Hey so like, I feel like now that school is over there’s no natural way of like meeting people? 

In the past I would basically wait for an extroverted friend to adopt me and take me with them to parties or hangouts

I feel like I’m starting over where I can talk to people but I’m still the plus ones plus one at events. 

Does anyone have advice or guidance on like finding social hobbies or meet ups? 

 (Also I’m boarding my plane so I’ll check back in a bit) ",4.077210743801654,4.644758570247936,4.936849173553722,86.60709194214876,70.73553719008265,7.372314049586778,26.695247933884296,7.1686216300943375,1.1458008264462802,461,14,98,4,8,150,81,121,0.013,0.7909999999999999,0.196,0.9551,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,9,7,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,2,0,17,18,13,0,1,6,0,2,5,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,3,2,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,9,7,18,17,1,19,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,5,13,58,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.323861853259343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325190720833196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23173804748000676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12742157378275806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180913555006248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900297246537637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16757697854163284,0.2367680238735816,0.0,0.0,0.1514569036121205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560559025110067,0.0,0.08657718759536688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4047902592995051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061341703964198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245802011591728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158189954109721,0.2297663633398881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16770843615769804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16892155370558712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23458227752561125,0.0,0.1323370638485272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245940915584009,0.13319227026182404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250692986352008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153372350442544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771638011732248,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ve1v,2019/01/16,"I need advice on staying out of social media Social media stress me out especially Reddit but i keep using them 24/7 because i really dont have anything else to do in my life no friends no job no school because of anxiety , i have a huge anxiety problem and i think leaving social media is the first step to fix it, can someone teach me how to do it? Thanks",2.2257738095238118,4.4337359027777845,4.3186507936507965,82.42000000000003,78.8611111111111,6.336507936507938,25.563492063492063,7.447530270364453,1.5396325396825392,283,11,52,4,7,97,51,72,0.214,0.6559999999999999,0.131,-0.6124,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,1,4,0,1,2,0,7,1,0,2,0,10,12,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,0,0,9,2,9,12,0,8,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,36,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794032479729458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28089361261005297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15107995852238074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238310480253014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21516758161546096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15336693426280826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561626263159163,0.0,0.0,0.14184214692408614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18218599035947214,0.16318434149024835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19439662881837705,0.0,0.0,0.12967593168285907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13613058808622375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17567203492014638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761325802177106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858041498642382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5614444878103801,0.15555627319134513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956838484826252,0.0,0.0,0.21030316042777145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690261598262617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763786205982338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585638967077189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,squashpotato,2019/01/16,"I am alone and so so worried I don't have many friends, one, maybe, and he has been mia since last night. Another, friend, maybe, sort of, 8 hours of silence. I am utterly alone and I'm starting to panic. Is anyone there?",0.6539999999999999,2.8631641777777794,2.0800000000000023,96.18000000000002,85.0,5.377777777777778,22.333333333333336,6.742157984588678,0.4578000000000002,168,6,38,2,5,54,35,45,0.303,0.634,0.063,-0.877,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,9,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,3,2,3,8,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,20,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4643511852441681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350649078128311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15674695474994405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463909651505249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207652218421456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827308926683208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227276208915902,0.4504237638212789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103711489274261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15190540790185642,0.0,0.0,0.2630186826258556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18543819950599666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586707838453595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276585353292548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,reformedbud,2019/01/16,"I need some help getting outside my head here. I’ve always known I worry more than I should, but lately I feel like it has been spiralling out of control. It seems like a few times a week I will have a severe “episode”, where I will excessively google the issue that the episode focuses on, and/or have a very difficult time keeping the negative thoughts away for hours, or an entire day or more. Here are some examples from the past week. 

-I get cold sores on my lip (have since I was a little kid). I had a cold sore this week, and I would have an “episode” most times I forgot to wash my hands BEFORE the using the washroom. The worst of these instances I left work early to go home and shower. The fear in this case was giving myself genital herpes. 

-I got distracted for a moment driving, (not severely mind you) and I had an “episode” over whether or not I could’ve ran someone off the road and not noticed I had done so.

-I pulled out in front of a vehicle when leaving the parking lot at work. Nothing even close to a collision, no hard braking or anything. I had an episode, fearing someone saw and I was going to get fired from my job of almost 4 years for being unsafe. 

-I used a “high traffic” public toilet today that was pretty dirty. I flushed it and put toilet paper on the seat, but got some splash back on my butthole from the toilet water. I know worry that I am going to contract HIV from blood that was somehow in the toilet water from a previous user, and got into a possible small cut in my butthole. I then worried that perhaps the stress of worrying about getting HIV was going to weaken my immune systems ability to fight the HIV virus, and now my chances are even higher of contracting! I had the same thoughts with the cold sole worry episodes. This  episode almost brought me to tears, and I feel like I’m just coming down to earth now. Still not completely finished this episode. 

I highly suspect this is all very irrational. Are any of this fears even remotely grounded in reality or are these OCD like reactions? I’m very troubled by these thoughts and I don’t know if I’m losing touch with reality. Please help. ",4.882955546323224,6.047767971084339,5.203082675529704,83.24734939759038,69.28915662650603,7.941005400914,30.213959285417534,8.216663640201805,2.1234727877025343,1688,66,321,23,29,535,223,415,0.221,0.701,0.078,-0.9971,2,0,0,0,1,0,44.0,0,1,0,4,15,15,2,5,33,0,30,13,4,3,1,61,62,22,0,4,14,0,6,4,0,4,7,0,2,1,17,17,2,4,10,0,0,11,7,11,0,0,23,10,39,4,46,34,11,59,0,1,1,3,7,26,0,15,25,216,56,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655232660073849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877108588920205,0.0,0.0,0.056204560351229546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06801357639006532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07765201733798965,0.06355243868183529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032871988655237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07119530979338169,0.08665653031281073,0.0,0.0926985512292736,0.0659889781989327,0.0,0.0,0.0533021528390773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457923338289293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16376783862350666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790113248133903,0.08358023949234439,0.1180897776753186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17272401344786492,0.07928502485967683,0.1878866832645879,0.0,0.19830729947717632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740378051609638,0.0,0.08482233125696717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079656580611072,0.17464767468703116,0.08290428494552439,0.0,0.0813932048639923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626470655976219,0.0820169722953562,0.07346275961523621,0.0,0.0,0.09084411442378867,0.0,0.0932323457369944,0.08751398989927069,0.0897990293147193,0.0,0.0,0.16151367382729356,0.08283660934023455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246375844983698,0.0,0.0702657320616107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345253253873769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061283629161543125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930451769792878,0.09409711434360428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889839263624558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072443864614688,0.0,0.09317500264507987,0.0,0.08408435353829471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308567327585614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07524108929589512,0.0,0.18674103939200046,0.0,0.0683686009782544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005747119775824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06600407518044392,0.0,0.09467483448314228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19684364466101886,0.14458093453854268,0.0,0.07834215429305702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276543105933234,0.0,0.20458372065851693,0.0,0.0,0.19888956486327267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033978239791515,0.4196733899132883,0.0,0.058711902601426336,0.0,0.0,0.05322363089886016
anxiety,ANONISMYNAMESORRY,2019/01/16,"Hit my lowest low and idk if I can handle it I feel like nothing is going right for me and I’m trying my hardest. I cannot find a job for the life of me. I’ve applied to 400 since Nov 15, 2018. I get up at least three days a week and walk in places and try to show face and find a job. I hate not working. I cannot make my rent, had to ask for assistance for my damn phone bill, I just failed. I feel like such a failure. I don’t wanna be here anymore cause I feel like I’m useless. I hate being late or can’t make payments. 

Idk what to do but I can’t afford to do the basic shit. I lost 7 pounds in a two week span due to not eating enough. I’m grateful I bought a huge bag of rice a few months back so I won’t starve. ",-1.3355422488356616,0.3045092215568879,1.2415069860279428,102.68631902860943,88.52095808383234,3.950632069194944,15.265801729873589,4.4756072100314475,-1.3292046573519625,548,10,148,1,18,187,101,167,0.193,0.73,0.077,-0.9373,5,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,5,11,4,0,9,0,13,4,2,3,0,20,29,9,0,2,6,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,5,1,0,5,1,3,2,8,8,0,2,3,3,21,3,17,22,3,18,0,4,0,0,2,9,2,2,10,82,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15191721873252534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14320622263886074,0.0,0.0,0.11778892615287782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736201168958958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879091148623367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15674532224105422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15827986698793686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23236307358770486,0.3283037218676447,0.0,0.0,0.2800145298052439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003223985901224,0.0,0.08705791280078454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024746787596832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040226714617509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17279805645307572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819828433768636,0.22451367634804129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672182690411162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20450282043154105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226988862565745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698403668624047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16004452105786274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13081817200344725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15724102201901752,0.12671526472995792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20800355952241995,0.0,0.14963836420802848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24574969116492235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151966813645547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,trash_tm,2019/01/16,"I just got my first job. I’m scared though. I’m so scared. It’s a simple job (bubble tea), but I feel like I’ll fuck it up somehow. I’m doing 15 hours a week, 3 night shifts. They mentioned that they’ll be spending money on training me. I’m terrified I’ll mess up and all that will go to waste. When I got home, my mom congratulated me and then said “remember our deal. By the way, your Spanish grade dropped to an F.”

Our deal was for my grades to keep up.

It dropped because I was sick for one day and missed a quiz. I’m so scared and all my makeup is running and i really just don’t know if I should be happy I got accepted now",0.05183229813664525,1.8622816159420312,2.1919668737060043,96.90391304347828,84.28985507246377,5.392132505175984,19.277432712215322,6.5431188927421005,-0.1474654244306417,485,13,120,5,14,163,87,138,0.217,0.7090000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.9692,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,2,1,2,1,8,9,1,3,5,0,10,3,0,0,2,18,25,12,0,2,4,1,1,1,0,3,1,1,1,0,5,5,1,1,4,0,2,2,1,6,0,2,6,2,18,3,10,14,2,17,0,1,0,1,10,4,1,2,9,67,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835680134963096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405670248482196,0.33268729430685035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158285970851978,0.11526769752769438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372433051651977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14916447250972836,0.0,0.0,0.09169830700998398,0.0,0.3871364018741241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17175892090327774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16184611791081027,0.0,0.15889618057995916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32022780432939457,0.14341432970025147,0.0,0.0,0.08867314436278348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882693010269877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889698998550752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141502719430738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933420093815599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10336424689413592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827768682581296,0.0,0.1534797672442108,0.0,0.4846152361173201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852449034182858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12807125901168806,0.12942436765981552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dnj4,2019/01/16,"Depression is no joke Hey guys, after hearing the news regarding a band member’s suicide through FB live and watching the video sent in a group chat. It made me feel so bad. Witnessing a person’s death feels like shit. You can see him, he’s scared and he doesn’t want to do it but to him it’s like he has no choice so he proceeds to take his life. 

If you’re reading this, Feel free to message me if you want to talk. I hope you muster the strength to fight whatever challenges you may be facing now or what lies ahead. I wish you well today, tomorrow and the days that are yet to come. That you are loved. You are not alone.

Please check on your loved ones, we are all facing battles - some are seen, some are not.


Here’s a link to the article:
https://news.abs-cbn.com/entertainment/01/16/19/our-hearts-our-broken-razorback-confirms-death-of-drummer-brian-velasco


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anxiety,wellbeanblog,2019/01/16,"Would anyone be interested in taking part of a letter exchange specifically for people with anxiety (or similar)? I’ve been meaning to set up a letter exchange for quite some time and I’m curious to know what people think. Some of us need a little reminder every now and then that people care, and I love the idea of a handwritten, personal message landing on someone’s doorstep and who knows, maybe making their day. 

The idea is that anyone can send a handwritten letter or card (anonymously or otherwise) and they’ll receive one in return. From a likeminded person somewhere on the planet. A little message of happiness and support to remind us that we aren’t alone.

I’ve just started blogging about my own anxiety problems (which I’d love to share if it’s allowed!) and I’d love to get something like this going. It would be like connecting everyone in a big happy chain.

Would anyone be interested?",6.004141716566867,7.634671844311378,6.654266467065868,72.14191866267467,67.08383233532935,9.399001996007986,33.677145708582835,9.725611199111238,3.616896606786426,726,33,115,16,12,238,106,167,0.045,0.7290000000000001,0.227,0.9872,2,1,1,0,0,0,19.0,3,0,2,1,3,13,0,0,11,0,11,3,0,2,0,29,27,12,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,2,9,9,0,0,6,1,2,3,1,1,0,1,1,0,7,12,20,19,4,20,0,0,0,3,19,10,0,6,8,76,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298480524360723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19181916895969464,0.0,0.0,0.2629900055777365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782557292799074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808548613033082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563170012733146,0.11979875292686006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550193288271512,0.0,0.07125205506220895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26692261806520523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830604813289029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13780284436414605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250129685493245,0.2513122717298836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394606049729083,0.0,0.08368708686543358,0.0,0.12595348167866666,0.13656735706928008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296208637162652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849556197867417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357661506917545,0.0,0.2607524221137951,0.21894078273545545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199645069701914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333490376873092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622767378998474,0.09651784056455108,0.0,0.0,0.08873926853440155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422711755569483,0.0,0.0,0.094264482937281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803336064812423,0.0,0.0,0.07310568639700565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30161525195349914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267182983547978,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dontknowwhichgayitis,2019/01/16,"Increase in frequency of night sweats & nightmares? I'm 24 F and have always experienced a decent number of night mares, and have always had nightsweats for 2-5 days prior to starting my period. I have a diagnosis of GAD including obsessive thoughts and specific phobias.

I've gone through a LOT of life changes over the past two months, but I've felt relatively ""even keeled"" so to speak. I'm on Wellbutrin (1 yr) and Prozac (6+ yrs) and am kind of jaded to the point of not feeling like I'm phased by much. I'm also not really excited by much either. 

Basically - I've been having night sweats almost EVERY night for at least the last month. They're usually accompanied by night mares or vivid dreams that wake me up. I think the night mares are waking me up opposed to the sweating, which is fairly mild and doesn't soak my sheets or anything. It's no more severe than the ones I've had monthly for years. But it is uncomfortable and I sleep in a very cold room. 

Could this be caused by stress even if I'm not feeling ""stressed"" during waking hours? I'm moving for the first time in years, starting a new job because my entire company I worked at collapsed last month (and they're not giving me a start date!) plus I'm juggling weird feelings in a dating? friend? situation. I've never done well with not having a schedule and have been sleeping 12 hours a night and not super motivated.

I've convinced myself I have lymphoma, which I also convinced myself I had for about a year back in high school (spoiler alert / I didn't!) I have no other symptoms but also have no insurance with no job, so I can't go to a doctor.

Any similar experiences would be appreciated!! Sorry for the text wall. ",4.323999999999998,5.869129460606064,5.148303030303033,81.66245454545457,71.06060606060606,7.825454545454545,27.44242424242424,8.364918446050245,1.8739187878787882,1342,47,256,21,25,436,189,330,0.171,0.755,0.073,-0.9827,2,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,0,4,10,12,0,3,19,0,26,12,8,2,1,40,45,22,0,3,13,0,4,1,1,1,4,1,1,0,7,13,0,1,7,1,0,4,14,4,1,3,10,8,18,8,38,31,7,53,0,0,1,0,3,15,0,5,35,153,25,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706558963603953,0.0,0.0,0.20859619908792695,0.14469494923056814,0.09420782654755876,0.0,0.05912743634475946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715505714029671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06685743557519422,0.0,0.053002527736208026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931926711739235,0.091979166962425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942068550186171,0.0,0.0,0.056074091307472304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889946835075448,0.0,0.08897771295930358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485630813607575,0.0,0.07325721054277745,0.0,0.0,0.08505156157111197,0.0,0.0,0.13189015071146,0.0621154739831663,0.08348345373762166,0.0,0.0,0.07395769269447218,0.0,0.0,0.06717559867438365,0.0,0.0,0.08340818309382361,0.049414397316390885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186504798975613,0.0,0.0,0.17125199483519812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725644068124976,0.0,0.0,0.09054267843717642,0.0,0.14174800553432265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614137513662754,0.0424782678147158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739198487405288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776033866194252,0.09241167433698,0.12783316826575655,0.0,0.06705944769626512,0.08397465713889966,0.0,0.5711618665812334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05891803045872941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830014443516841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219370658807491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05570094073580046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799574226689615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822618352145136,0.0,0.0,0.09773288880943908,0.17402104045377328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733086255287186,0.18462614737622746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19919665644107015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037198068524832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05571259306214926,0.0,0.06902678357314843,0.050699919189069284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493529588368087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576063808862437,0.07174098118739745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817644913075003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06329898124822958,0.0,0.0,0.06176517104754134,0.0,0.0,0.167974457677996
anxiety,roses4me_,2019/01/16,"Anxiety spike. I’m currently having a horrible anxiety spike. It came out of nowhere. I can’t stop shaking and my heart feels weird. I have bad social anxiety, but there is not reason for this anxiety. I’m literally sitting at home watching youtube. What do I do? My heart it pounding and feels off beat. I’m having chest pains a little bit. Advice? ",1.3223880597014954,4.004659820895522,3.225985074626866,83.86733582089553,92.58208955223878,6.8591044776119405,26.102985074626865,7.908726449838941,2.343150447761193,276,13,50,7,10,92,48,67,0.24,0.7190000000000001,0.041,-0.8836,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,2,0,7,4,3,1,0,10,13,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,4,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,1,3,5,0,5,12,1,9,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,2,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19129922185465004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.599038536073192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163455537697605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213724598604947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22390292515616075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19796925925756856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4639647642873462,0.0,0.0,0.1963681843894115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962078870568074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20830768574896985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20127895049326625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995576907446419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636682455052226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,abbym724,2019/01/16,"Something always feels wrong I am just so tired of my anxiety making me feel like there is always something wrong in my life, even when I have no reason to feel that way or I can't even pinpoint what could be making me feel ""wrong"".

I'm doing pretty well in school, just got a new job that I think I'm really going to enjoy, in a healthy, supportive relationship, on track for my aspirations after I graduate from uni. But still I feel like everything is somehow WRONG. It makes me want to run away from all my responsibilities but I know that's not the answer.

Does anyone else experience this? How do you deal with it?",4.264990892531877,5.632322803278692,5.365519125683061,80.73840619307833,70.96721311475409,8.373041894353369,24.21129326047359,8.841846274778883,1.6010790528233154,490,13,97,9,9,162,85,122,0.098,0.784,0.118,0.1292,1,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,11,9,0,0,3,0,9,2,0,5,1,24,25,6,0,2,6,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,9,0,0,2,3,4,1,0,1,5,15,5,14,22,1,12,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,6,65,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128147614354027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782874771832913,0.0,0.0,0.08941748991211737,0.13102937457142516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201485721149325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210271127169193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183987465791625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190967672531003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682831112403064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689286180707006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493135293609577,0.12509232617803648,0.0,0.0,0.323302818660849,0.18271667183227214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726778179354743,0.0,0.10227825663323964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690233233201592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028014858619724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032625475434307,0.12495256371074635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560850290189922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350843426578463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13010112758385206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192395434292475,0.13148314496020952,0.0,0.13729652216967134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12942257485449588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19689835017252927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212607036568593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511804025253933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194109237756435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469805968832026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754276294303591,0.10150612316326624,0.0,0.0,0.11498053290800507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5592719524944036,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Throwitaway8871994,2019/01/16,"Overstimulation and agitation Hi everyone. I am new to this subreddit. I have had diagnosed anxiety since the age of 13. I am 24 now. I am currently taking medication for this. I have noticed my anxiety ramps up when my house is out of order or when I have multiple guests in my home.  It results in what feels like an attack coming on. It also manifests in extreme agitation. It almost feels like sensory overload. There is too much going on at one time. Can someone please help me understand why this is happening and how I can cope with it? It's making my life miserable
Thank y'all. ",2.3905494505494502,5.124340857142858,4.837857142857144,75.7225274725275,82.39285714285714,9.160439560439563,27.365384615384606,9.466822959209583,3.338349450549451,464,21,83,16,13,162,80,112,0.135,0.76,0.104,-0.4019,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,7,5,1,1,2,0,12,3,0,3,0,13,21,7,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,3,0,1,0,9,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,1,2,13,3,13,20,1,18,0,1,0,0,4,8,0,2,9,61,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19158175608088585,0.0,0.0,0.15300046130019707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927222383213411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21765686036011347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480731445125313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19418821776111253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18281676067642788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934767171025968,0.2733615343383757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873293402281274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16918577436678495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282393778039583,0.0,0.1919119756347133,0.0,0.0,0.2207603724694253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13513667550464367,0.1869409298722257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770919360509578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19273719886091836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14064398440368178,0.0,0.0,0.18478037475210865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21782183064569688,0.0,0.0,0.12964501575531914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21001455196644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582638737399365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16210685622356838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385064114943966,0.0,0.0,0.17614396916846553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156163522242163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991733750455646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726387157642416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,millionpieces_,2019/01/16,"Death obsession. I am obsessed with death.
I live in a costant fear that something bad is gonna happen to my husband or my close relatives. Strokes and heart attacks are my worst nightmares.
Sometimes i get so worked up that i get proper anxiety attacks from it.
Some days its worse and i can even get to the point that i burst in tears because of those thoughts.
My dad died suddenly of cardiac arrest when i was  16 and my mother fell into a horrible long and painful depression for 10 years.
I am terrified to end up like her.
I don't know how to stop this.",2.8751351351351384,4.947136018018019,3.515576576576578,89.62795945945946,76.2072072072072,6.962522522522522,29.11801801801802,7.908726449838941,1.886775855855856,442,20,90,7,10,139,82,111,0.417,0.565,0.018000000000000002,-0.9946,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,10,2,3,3,0,7,3,1,1,0,13,14,8,3,0,1,3,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,9,0,0,2,1,15,1,14,11,2,15,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,2,8,57,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152365642576759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4531726401135652,0.0,0.0,0.16629987244080927,0.12141308997420715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12844913221912532,0.0,0.17154611010477233,0.0,0.206708558625152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17640682045884165,0.0,0.0,0.13155088888623162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22412329610643225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121766447374723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17612668838602813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236019171344191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094594405987653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730512812152788,0.0,0.17587207221736512,0.17626049863983784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211932505049668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18828143334896505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333194151027785,0.19698569367498167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16651628163545776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15811991319183036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14499921482644335,0.0,0.20297276118641527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825990768420822
anxiety,sunpockets,2019/01/16,"Tips to help OCD? OCD has flared up a lot these past few months. I’m not really used to my OCD being worse than my anxiety, so I’m not really sure what to do to help. I just can’t seem to break these annoying habits. ",-0.24312499999999915,1.574169270833334,2.1665000000000028,96.62850000000002,85.45833333333334,7.173333333333334,13.766666666666666,8.238735603445708,-0.046338333333332926,167,2,43,4,5,57,34,48,0.18600000000000005,0.71,0.104,-0.5071,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,7,8,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,7,7,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444116331485096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4282994820312438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27162192643406113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550166428331909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049926724113136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4093514011359801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908548594303192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30111881823274983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27593978084881626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32559114513786874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LOSTPRlNCESS,2019/01/16,"I was in patient for 6 days from anxiety induced suicidal ideation. I felt better and ate regularly for 24 hours, until I processed that I had been kicked out of all of my nursing classes because of a paper that was due while I was in the hospital. I'm back to feeling numb and not eating. yup, so there's that. i really enjoyed my psychiatrist, the nurses and the people i met while in the hospital. i was feeling so much better but now here i am. at least I'm not feeling suicidal yet, right?",3.216893939393941,4.852569212121214,5.207967171717172,79.76528409090913,74.05050505050505,8.182323232323233,30.556818181818183,8.841846274778883,2.6716757575757573,388,18,74,8,8,134,64,99,0.124,0.769,0.107,-0.6812,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,7,4,0,0,5,1,7,3,0,1,1,13,15,9,2,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,5,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,9,4,11,3,13,6,3,15,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,9,57,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18403415203576576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18498223461945448,0.0,0.14664825141395493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4255263645943551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15514670320618892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24616151043489484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649158032013201,0.0,0.2309833707092533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369113952331113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768454392607451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16677982412719666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15411426416625967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054440818538577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.526285523213012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,imgay357,2019/01/16,"What is anxiety I really don’t understand it but it sounds like I might but I don’t trust anything I say anyway. Maybe I’m just a fucking loser who wants an excuse for the way I act. I feel the same way about ADHD, like I just make it all up and Everyone has problems but I’m just weak and want an excuse.",0.9546766169154208,2.523982701492539,3.382910447761194,90.6978482587065,80.19402985074628,6.854726368159205,20.12189054726368,7.793537801064563,0.6244547263681589,239,6,55,4,6,83,44,67,0.18600000000000005,0.607,0.207,-0.1254,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,1,0,5,0,5,2,0,1,1,17,13,5,0,3,6,0,1,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,3,7,3,3,12,2,4,0,1,0,1,4,1,1,1,2,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080640146345284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19609503746104145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109412873491488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24493840808907716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296103237855947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369769293251967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504639815308725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17110513535100189,0.0,0.2575222574686109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719301835424814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452773058698637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16421431604222175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20384732342767128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668530458415436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023852224160198,0.4069324710469829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OddK1dNorth,2019/01/16,"Addiction/dependancy issues Following new years I stopped drinking because I was starting to become dependent on it to get through social situations without feeling anxious. A little over 2 weeks in, I'm realizing just how dependent I was and I don't know what to do. I think about it all the time now and it's getting harder and harder to hide my anxiety in social situations. Has anyone else found themselves in this position?",5.215659340659343,7.8524913717948746,6.606996336996338,67.54038461538461,71.1794871794872,9.585347985347983,36.78388278388279,9.957137785484203,4.614495970695972,349,20,52,10,7,118,58,78,0.095,0.8809999999999999,0.025,-0.446,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,3,1,15,14,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,1,5,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,6,0,12,11,1,14,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,2,7,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15097250988043268,0.22294976965856367,0.0,0.13799198286897174,0.20220879862499852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030296736031232,0.21795800317977554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19332825230160425,0.0,0.0,0.16486092925485638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978628802482728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163845187764684,0.0,0.0,0.2062148692011284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20598253624143054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845861440828797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19779693881786184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906022385791448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44366021903664615,0.0,0.4023477439051527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13968562337382814,0.0,0.0,0.16499376466579269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264541626782726,0.0,0.0,0.11507660075627635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583025806508323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902387356398378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708718220620127
anxiety,MNfrstrtD,2019/01/16,"Up All Night The last couple of times I was referred to mental health by my primary care clinic the experience was humiliating. I have worried about having the same experiences again, or worse, to the point of being intemittingly resolved not to tell professionals what I am feeling. **I fear they will get caught up focussing on my access to various methods of harm instead of listening to what is stressing me and attempting to work with me on strategies to face the stressors.** You don't know it, but until writing that last sentence just now, I had failed to articulate that idea ever before and have spent years worried about how to explain it. Big moment for me! It is so hard to advocate for oneself when agitated or emotionally compromised. 

I've been unable to gain restful sleep over the last two weeks do to fears I have in the consequences of seeking help. Then the shame of not completing tasks kicks in and I cycle between anxiousness and shame. I didn't get to sleep until 9am this morning after being up all night. Again I woke at 230pm and this has been the cycle for a couple of weeks. Get tired and start yawning. Lay down only to have heart race. Get up and try to distract only to curse myself when the sun rises. Try to stay awake and face the day but exhaustion kicks in and now it is 6am, 7am, 8am, 9am, I'm done. At least now I can explain my current manifestation of unchecked fear. ",4.19477356591748,6.097767808118082,5.063537403555851,80.69957312982224,72.02583025830258,7.731700771553171,28.185340489768528,8.438071523408619,2.0893970479704795,1120,43,208,19,22,364,156,271,0.194,0.748,0.058,-0.9913,1,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,1,5,14,12,0,7,12,0,23,10,5,1,3,30,38,20,0,0,7,0,2,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,10,10,0,0,7,0,1,2,4,10,0,1,10,3,20,2,49,25,6,43,0,1,0,0,8,15,0,2,25,149,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279016101752766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002045686687926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198429478730752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324162541799953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260118243033237,0.0,0.07580552706707437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028732469542555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322200823255123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632439562524756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22995926647915946,0.0,0.3968057462710144,0.05943328523932044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456455167221065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052954626440821,0.0,0.0,0.12494273907124682,0.0,0.13928905063491415,0.07878661199211899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269176789818635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06459857255322939,0.2874397610292798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845572283846485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22061233285792625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787935344881153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111615193798402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352558264390644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319755812284997,0.12528522510892448,0.0,0.0,0.13464513806131034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273778481450717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06854028316413076,0.1350984160204416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15960799656779998,0.0,0.11482245580682915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885718492224219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557272216895426,0.23874129523023105,0.11978638451015294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569385433440894
anxiety,boogabear81,2019/01/16,There's just something about you Has anyone ever told you that there is just something about you that they cannot figure out? Or that people just don't receive you in your profession? I assume it's all because of my social anxiety. I'm just not one to be some sort of outgoing person all day long. I have to warm up to people. ,2.4309452736318384,4.366921074626866,3.735149253731347,88.17247512437812,77.05970149253731,6.257711442786071,21.61442786069652,7.1686216300943375,0.6756487562189055,260,7,52,3,6,85,47,67,0.027000000000000003,0.907,0.066,0.3542,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,5,1,0,9,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,14,8,1,0,0,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,1,9,1,10,6,3,7,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,4,3,42,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313927309484176,0.0,0.0,0.21149772094487165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18438609903715292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19507150686654495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736061719212079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26768106935955066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049650509746518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41939649293342895,0.26410971285036805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083354159206915,0.0,0.4657204352327934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28902805443584806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwohhaimark2,2019/01/16,"How to find a therapist when you have social anxiety? I've read from a couple different places that the best way to find a therapist is to go to psychologytoday.com, sort by your preferences/insurance, and then book a phone consultation. 

But come on, a phone consultation for social anxiety? I feel like any therapist who doesn't see the issue there isn't worth seeing. Isn't there any way to just book an appointment online like with any other doctor? Even an email seems excessive for something like this. ",7.2780797101449295,8.537186010869565,7.448695652173914,68.9694927536232,63.89130434782609,11.785507246376813,30.55072463768116,11.538034831475384,3.90862463768116,411,14,70,13,6,133,62,92,0.055,0.81,0.134,0.8471,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,1,6,4,0,0,9,0,5,1,0,1,0,11,11,5,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,3,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,4,11,11,1,8,0,0,2,0,10,2,0,2,5,42,7,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30521745939163514,0.0,0.22890073235962505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15700526538765575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887478311334208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16553935476907955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15630941304166562,0.0,0.1531310047062607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881523911615496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07564673339014234,0.10688059740154546,0.0,0.0,0.2734795699827261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502616122424643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15615277720526075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21927399162324973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15630941304166562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14964934337592342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23843777836051874,0.13619828458308764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050147782403297,0.0,0.1151762074187564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5211222425649642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23750509408498424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,beepbeepthrowawaymat,2019/01/16,"Currently laying on the kitchen floor having an attack I’m so anxious and I think it’s because I am unhappy in my relationship and want to quit it but don’t think I can. So my anxiety has been building and building along with guilt and I just tore apart the kitchen, moving things and taking apart shelves and now I’m just sobbing on the floor and the only comfort I’ve had so far is writing this post. ",3.956138211382112,5.195149573170738,4.705853658536586,85.66577235772358,71.5609756097561,7.417886178861789,30.739837398373986,7.793537801064563,1.9762861788617887,323,14,65,4,6,104,55,82,0.16899999999999998,0.778,0.053,-0.8278,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,1,1,5,0,8,2,0,0,0,16,14,11,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,9,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,6,1,6,12,0,12,0,1,0,0,2,8,1,0,2,43,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262409920575553,0.3341030569505979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364479876786647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18028091805998636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31432579162729474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249242940054748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832380481846769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.314556868741688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175150669530529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22236036420326805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964771241750619,0.3789976762895146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17443565525347973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tiriahnna,2019/01/16,"Right now I'm missing a class I desperately wanted to take because I couldn't find the right room. The class is Intro to Adobe After Effects and it's being held at a coworking space in my city. I thought/hoped there would be some sign when I walked in saying something like ""the After Effects class is upstairs, second door on the left."" But there was nothing. I wandered around like an idiot for 15 minutes and still couldn't find the room, so I just left. I also wasted $32, which I can't really afford since I'm such a pathetic, useless loser that I can only handle an online freelancing job where I barely make any money at all. 

I shouldn't have believed for a second that I would actually follow through and go to this class. At lunch today my mom told me that my dad is disappointed in me for never following through, so the timing of this most recent failure is especially hurtful. The only positive thing to come from this humiliating yet predictable experience is that I've finally committed to making 2019 the last year I'm alive.",9.279651741293533,7.271386119402987,9.205572139303484,68.84129353233834,60.94029850746269,11.520398009950249,37.25870646766169,9.994966539143718,3.6386855721393037,834,30,148,13,9,274,129,201,0.166,0.763,0.071,-0.9656,2,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,13,8,1,0,14,0,16,1,0,4,3,26,30,8,0,6,2,2,0,2,0,3,0,1,3,0,10,5,1,1,4,0,1,5,5,6,0,2,3,1,17,2,22,20,3,34,0,5,0,0,4,16,0,2,15,101,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.15444045100463585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12656171067301192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107623286390967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088633992830907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647477676418262,0.0,0.0,0.1783065805013622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632831869343345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15481017163664046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733678009138444,0.2892963935385153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994369049268477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16942227097361626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15705017605515395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900429257593615,0.0,0.0,0.34390329144732656,0.0,0.0,0.1546372061781618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112816376366177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18535402385507446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206106996680025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518562331413199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407300926413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138640650850156,0.0,0.15626419560804813,0.0,0.0,0.2703090114375181,0.0,0.12585594299460476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091559612335713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218374792303309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638788457243813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899299564568824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514194679078907,0.0,0.0,0.125641998983754,0.09228358711628297,0.0,0.1500134518494201,0.15122570072197242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334676726404204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22484893997017572,0.0,0.0,0.1019152544775637
anxiety,ChillinGrillinFillin,2019/01/16,Men and Anxiety Effects of being a man vs being a woman when it comes to anxiety. Any thoughts? I feel like if your a guy you get shit on for it ,0.2411458333333308,1.821121656250004,3.3200000000000003,90.25833333333335,82.4375,6.7666666666666675,23.166666666666664,7.793537801064563,1.082216666666667,111,4,26,2,3,40,27,32,0.209,0.716,0.075,-0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,1,1,2,1,0,3,0,2,1,1,1,0,7,6,3,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,1,4,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,1,1,2,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24852266907117904,0.0,0.5591458077635845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31480805658172184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847855767436084,0.26108189935561243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19093572019112212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36185897997894334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17854338269088835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751354183723798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901313087713113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,___www,2019/01/16,"Just want to get done I want to be done with this now. I have had enough. Everything feels like an attack. Just being alive is a beating. I could be walking into another room and say to myself out loud ""I can't wait to get out of here."" Not that I'm really even here anymore. Maybe focusing in and out. Nothing is making me feel down. I'm actually ok mood wise. But on the whole I'm burnt out. Spiritually, emotionally, mentally, physically, etc. This is a messed up world and I'm not fixing it. Not out of spite either. I don't feel a sense of responsibility to. None whatsoever.",0.0637739463601541,2.417833155172417,2.995747126436786,85.06285440613027,96.75862068965515,6.3708812260536405,18.513409961685824,7.594959193182576,0.9529421455938696,450,14,94,11,18,158,78,116,0.07200000000000001,0.7929999999999999,0.135,0.6458,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,2,0,5,1,13,0,0,1,0,25,26,4,0,3,7,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,4,10,0,1,3,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,3,5,7,3,19,19,5,14,0,0,0,0,1,12,0,0,2,66,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.1944311877139273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20892232632530527,0.0,0.0,0.19759425851232232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22666623157704946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15907830912069926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40778693049965203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241201292756925,0.0,0.2058699679723296,0.2222071963502137,0.13159728370618687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17906561992636755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022278160058011,0.1423383318680696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20819116126480405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733944528911327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13299540204851545,0.0,0.2001650978985575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20078880189049586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911778137098526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763935424471984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15844502083565407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23503586929901485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22244627644030354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MaybeRae,2019/01/16,"Why can’t I be normal? I feel so out of place with my friends, and I can’t help but realize I’m the friend where it doesn’t matter if I’m there or not. But whenever I think that, I feel guilty and like Im being a bad friend. Just today, I realize all my friends have talents and I don’t. My mother says I’m overthinking it, and that I have plenty of talents. I love her so much, but she should understand, because she has severe paranoia and anxiety like I do. If I was normal, I could talk to my friends without feeling like a seventh wheel, or I wouldn’t be afraid to try new things. I feel so unnecessary ",3.006666666666668,3.6944208294573633,4.54418604651163,88.01224806201553,73.26356589147288,7.9038759689922475,27.511627906976752,8.167268648758528,1.5684325581395349,473,17,107,7,9,159,73,129,0.121,0.573,0.306,0.9827,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,6,13,0,1,3,0,15,1,0,0,1,32,25,15,0,7,10,1,4,3,5,2,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,0,8,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,5,21,11,7,18,2,5,0,0,0,1,13,3,0,4,5,72,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036862490599905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313766452148746,0.09591615562820356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562731550375522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318233783979216,0.11240742138075344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6078224428217521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054651512203744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16995978491320976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306127077642816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201015971430594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566680482531501,0.0,0.0,0.1519649463332554,0.0,0.0,0.3083297194685544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643922141597113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251271951062607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777552563586858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264680880723488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453313984947954,0.10082043205930674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491448239272317,0.0,0.0,0.10682704249097444,0.0,0.0,0.16380187176488653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197954307296226,0.0,0.0,0.15167512967068333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Anxiety25,2019/01/16,"I regret doing something.... Hi, Im a junior in high school (16 year old) and I always do things I regret, but recently I did the worst of the worst. No it’s nothing like crazy but It’s worth stressing about.  It’s a secret that only my best friend knows. 

Ever since I did this thing, I felt sooo much regret. I knew I was going to regret it even before I did it. I feel so stupid. I’m worried that one day my friend will get mad at me and tell everyone my secret. If my secret is out my life is ruined.  

Again the secret is nothing crazy but if people know, everyone is going to look at me differently. I’m trying to tell myself everyone goes through high school with regrets but I can’t stop replaying the situation in my head. It’s gotten so severe to the point where I’m loosing focus in class. I literally have midterms tmrw and I know I’m going to fail all of them. Idk what to do. I guess I’m just overwhelmed but I haven’t been this sad for months. Has anyone else experienced doing something they regret in high school? Thanks for whoever took the time to read this. I really appreciate it. ",1.1120089285714272,3.445222825892859,3.1811857142857143,88.2138142857143,84.13392857142857,5.726857142857144,18.78142857142857,7.087006719466742,0.3788709285714287,859,22,175,12,25,290,124,224,0.275,0.61,0.115,-0.993,1,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,2,2,9,20,2,2,8,0,18,2,1,0,2,33,38,12,0,8,8,0,2,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,15,5,0,1,10,1,1,4,3,15,0,1,9,4,27,5,21,28,5,25,0,10,1,0,11,12,0,3,10,114,42,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491444802445544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975961480770742,0.11687705005567868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706421735223396,0.0,0.11970825458802295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356499246481336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119177703783986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952899142459147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534142101595452,0.1031818346975718,0.0,0.32699311634331785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057676654327870926,0.0,0.10952401549352143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17625867116430047,0.0,0.05959628303450557,0.0,0.1944839237590556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565973420312432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706758221577886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615601112155106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321396731050667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188067823824159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805702250567532,0.05572829409883763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578913223386268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104869365106996,0.0,0.08385375349783365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189043382351601,0.0,0.11969610362743363,0.0,0.07729602684012632,0.08675452520590972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908100044442773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078319641891559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409975105958445,0.0,0.07307544696611311,0.0,0.11262925999749998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463313965073871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12886536869550702,0.0,0.0943589582765937,0.1282182031164318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756315971458044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953666933528514,0.13066551939068693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994024620142392,0.1050193012762504,0.0,0.0,0.1515645937402846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06651448264509838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267347254849071,0.07744528347151375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158424871125268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734566203703909
anxiety,_xeron,2019/01/16,"Share your therapy experiences Calling a psychologist I've been recommended tomorrow. No more delaying. 
Anyway, what are your experiences with therapy and have you had private sessions, group therapy/some other kind of therapy? And did it work out with the first person you went to?
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anxiety,halseon,2019/01/16,"How to approach my Dr. about going from Klonopin as needed (PRN), to a daily / or upped dose? So I [20F] am currently being prescribed one fill of 15 pills of 0.5mg Klonopin, and am to be taking 1-2x as needed for my Panic Disorder. I’ve found it very helpful because my panic attacks are extremely debilitating, and have recently been getting worse in frequency (though a bit better in severity.)
But lately I’ve found that taking the one pill that I normally take for an attack hasn’t been working as well. I try hard to not take them on days close together but I’ve been finding it difficult to deal with the constant on and off withdrawal since the panic attacks are so frequent. 

I know 0.5 is a relatively low dose especially for a PRN, and its somewhat common for people to be prescribed low doses daily, but I’m worried about approaching her and coming off like I’m just there for the drugs. Things felt balanced for a while but I’m getting so tired of feeling sick on the days when I try to ration my Klonopin for the “worse” attacks. 

Any advice on how to broach the conversation with her or personal stories would be much appreciated!",7.266232876712331,7.010232757990867,7.638002283105023,72.80714041095891,63.88584474885845,10.40502283105023,36.05821917808219,9.928628108626363,3.5543452054794513,910,39,163,17,12,299,127,219,0.209,0.723,0.068,-0.9876,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,2,12,13,4,3,13,0,15,9,0,2,0,30,33,22,0,4,8,0,3,1,0,1,9,0,0,1,6,9,0,0,6,0,0,5,2,10,1,2,6,3,12,3,35,22,3,27,0,2,0,0,7,12,0,3,11,108,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050697278169318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731189768289402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4892893960533191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06554470880188168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950949001639656,0.11738670542145192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926211000420647,0.0,0.11619360810452413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13868621528280886,0.11085096062607078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323008299622512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469194634377975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05436659905003873,0.0,0.10323844727257624,0.0,0.09827360325624697,0.0,0.0,0.2357857097566126,0.0,0.0,0.11235212105719908,0.0,0.06110750602014669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631902689390348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207005514567584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059091545740142824,0.0,0.12129004630674785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05253005494720736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07904139809050173,0.1594531202683167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053492060079492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572003693173666,0.0,0.0,0.378463407017796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454255267994223,0.09388448647117306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616548222055447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146980286820427,0.0,0.08894371060846988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233741091984911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143316125115674,0.0,0.10564029548385516,0.0,0.0,0.12358127918561378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600141855932106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871731070057927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667562684825866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827764958720446,0.10919430267234967,0.21914919601343974,0.07638088829570876,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DM_ME_FEMALE_PARTS,2019/01/16,"Staying up all night and randomly running to the toilet to hopefully convince parents im sick So we got a new teacher and we only had her for 1 leason (old teacher unexpectedly quit so it took a week to find a new one) last friday. She only has to teach on thursdays and friday and she told us she will test us (the ones with not-so-good grades). Verbally and infront of the whole class.


I spent all week trying to mail her just waiting for a response, today i checked my sent mails if it even went trough and it turns out her school mail wasn’t setup yet.


She made it clear to us a week ago that the only way to fix our grades would be trough the tests and that we shouldn’t come asking her if we can do an essay or something like that.


So now i’m just gonna “get sick” and i’d rather fix my grade alone during the holidays than speak infront of the class i’ve never spoken to in 2 years.",3.3177622377622384,4.058134540106952,4.28096256684492,89.9907651172357,72.58288770053477,6.823364870423695,24.010283833813247,6.67199483983844,0.5855087618264094,697,18,155,5,13,226,118,187,0.047,0.885,0.068,0.4215,1,1,1,0,0,0,13.0,8,0,0,1,9,3,0,0,13,0,9,2,0,1,4,32,24,14,0,6,6,1,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,0,7,15,0,1,1,1,2,5,3,0,0,2,9,1,20,3,18,10,3,26,0,0,0,0,24,4,0,5,16,93,27,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11851926672670116,0.0,0.0,0.13847554644620466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499386030735593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517293063617373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830929065861301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220173250002653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985407773968892,0.0,0.0,0.112143377513869,0.10693416421959737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279682641989035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444217258673711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089854447191434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653203251958941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651261047592147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311966933500057,0.2582615626631731,0.0,0.12547081058455034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402983626191508,0.0,0.18120065188404616,0.3050605024055606,0.0,0.0,0.14846088833371393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142209147656772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13531414524244054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293077534269524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425091566282291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267344088882867,0.1277585413403725,0.1485484818107714,0.0907752728313461,0.14543000933910433,0.0,0.0,0.4824832107281684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612688171405307,0.32174442564734623,0.0,0.0,0.12394362772695094,0.0,0.14927415163029994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497847408005043,0.0,0.0,0.08610007551774948
anxiety,mizantares,2019/01/16,Please someone tell me this stupid tiny thing is going to be okay I left my phone in the backseat of my driving instructor's car and now he has to come back and give it to me. I'm so scared that he's going to be mad at me. This is so stupid but I'm on the verge of tears.,-0.4799999999999969,0.9808631428571459,1.6161111111111095,102.1775,84.23809523809524,4.834920634920637,16.849206349206348,5.46131890053228,-0.9473365079365079,210,4,57,1,6,70,43,63,0.179,0.774,0.047,-0.8281,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,3,1,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,11,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,1,9,9,0,12,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,34,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583806679687294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894537500401605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223435340651355,0.38193881880262864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36508958048705736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3688519519421609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364172812849814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847108916091935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936985973031166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22323851036081785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,uowa,2019/01/16,"Passenger anxiety is ruining my life . Hello everyone , I have been struggling with shortness of breath a lot but it became more intense when the car is moving. I keep gasping for air until either crying or having a panic attack . I tried to meditate, take deep breaths, stretching before any ride and sometimes it works but sometimes it doesn’t which is so disappointing. for those who experienced passenger anxiety what can i do to manage it?",5.002307692307691,8.076228910256411,5.7612179487179525,71.1233653846154,74.0,8.515384615384617,31.544871794871803,9.188382445141503,3.6766102564102567,357,17,51,9,8,116,63,78,0.28300000000000003,0.696,0.021,-0.973,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,1,2,3,0,9,3,2,0,0,8,11,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,5,0,0,1,1,5,0,7,10,3,9,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,2,2,41,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019170460617038,0.0,0.36041187069091424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679882357451229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004477474958175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25875616523519823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22509164690355146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20938024627000892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638593055616446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002682224362176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503674191323733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763837831186381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4659579492862446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462628033691257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771149297507169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599325997726464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714935118590953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sgkukov,2019/01/16,"Less anxiety and mind racing when im sick - what does this mean? I have come down with a bit of a head cold lately. Nothing too major but definitely slows me down a bit and is obviously present when moving my head around. 

I noticed i actually feel better during the day. My mind isnt racing as much and i dont beat myself up over not doing x,y,or z in a day. Just getting out of bed, going to the gym and then work is enough and i feel good. 

I think i have a problem managing all the things i should, need or want to do in my life and in the end i barely get anything done. But i still beat down on myself. Being sick just puts all that on hold, all i need to do is be present and it feels great. 
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anxiety,d2456,2019/01/16,"Big Presentation I have fairly bad anxiety in general but I’m not taking any medication or really actively doing anything for it like I should be, but I have a huge presentation next week and I totally messed up my last one because I locked up and got so caught up in my anxiety. I need some advice on how I can prevent this from happening again or any advice on things I can do temporarily to sort of calm my anxiety. ",4.440160642570284,5.72144363855422,6.723072289156628,71.50019076305223,70.44578313253012,11.316465863453814,30.700803212851405,11.20814326018867,3.941186345381527,334,14,63,12,6,119,59,83,0.128,0.72,0.151,0.4607,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,1,1,15,14,8,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,2,0,11,2,11,10,2,16,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,4,7,47,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43460145768634506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024430973092385,0.0,0.5103451646267929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829943742460024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856725141419013,0.13555677063595836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17785233528532784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19664407771425416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812640141424265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086404187330595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22401782214305865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648870705699097,0.0,0.0,0.236496651102246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15068598201516245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14245810473623668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16719713441220124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14773501679278944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17837454127041294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Chef--Boyardeee,2019/01/16,"Need a source of comfort. ​

It's an extremely long story but in short; I'm a kid with aspergers with bad on and off depression and terrible general anxiety problems.

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I'm in high school and this semester has been super rough, without going into details, our guidance department is terrible and only likes to tell things at the last minute; I'm having 2 F's being put in for college credit courses despite it should not being held against me; my whole world really feels like it's crumbling; I have a 3.7 ( almost 3.8 gpa) and college courses here are count the same amount as AP classes- With my home situation and general family I'm the only one who's gotten to this point in my life and it feels like everything was for nothing- I'm a junior and it's going to be so difficult to recover from this, I'm used to being a constant A-B student.

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My GPA is about to be absolutely ruined and I've been working on this for the last 2 years- I really don't know what to do and honestly i've already had a bad panic attack and cryout outover this.",5.837896463725849,6.2858193080568725,7.013933649289104,73.684939846883,66.81990521327015,10.09420342690485,34.24024790375501,10.035473477838034,3.5613912504557064,858,38,152,19,13,291,127,211,0.192,0.701,0.107,-0.9734,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,0,0,2,3,17,1,1,11,0,18,1,0,1,0,30,33,14,0,3,3,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,13,15,0,1,3,0,1,4,3,10,0,1,6,3,8,7,28,21,3,22,0,2,0,0,4,13,0,1,8,96,21,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342005675293802,0.0,0.1249924194836054,0.0,0.0,0.368172675735448,0.4128936520823686,0.0,0.0,0.08664857646788733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885701624056348,0.0,0.0,0.1891456232533271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240086760386493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755628623226964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179664317194567,0.0,0.10677759298199403,0.0,0.11454190985118565,0.16183524659643803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874394514448553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967229533694655,0.11361555303244925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06224831627692031,0.18465465977460951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000349155724884,0.16600889857124235,0.0,0.0,0.10023730439733376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839856881173202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086822791143108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675232415395374,0.17228858228893285,0.0,0.1328938545788194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707347075835934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083807610262684,0.0,0.11386413530389415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451228639432873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463176352046428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731631223923556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899992940949147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07524924180823278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978259049841652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645802269041362,0.0,0.1091848817065944,0.0,0.08245937431296692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4128936520823686,0.07293992419019593
anxiety,Cpt_ACAB,2019/01/16,"Went to the doctor today Long time lurker, first time poster.

I went to the doctor today to open up about the anxiety I feel everyday and start the process of getting into therapy. I was so nervous when I was there I thought I was going to chicken out. And apparently it showed, because when they took my blood pressure it was solidly in the range for hypertension. If I wasn't 22 they would have considered putting me on blood pressure medication.

This gave me the push I needed to bring it up. He was really understanding and supportive and ordered some blood work to rule out anything biological. I don't think that's the cause, but it's good to check anyways. He thinks my high blood pressure was mostly from my stress in that situation, but I'll be monitoring it just in case.

This was hard, but I made it through it. I think I'm finally ready to start therapy after all of this time.

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I just wanted to say thank you to this sub. Your posts and success stories actually matter and effect real change in the world. I want you to know that you played a part in me starting the healing process.

Over one hurdle and ready for the next.",4.50674208144796,6.187613882352943,5.124343891402717,81.47800904977377,70.80995475113122,8.095927601809954,29.289592760180998,8.671277953709913,2.2376950226244343,912,36,174,16,17,293,127,221,0.064,0.82,0.116,0.9268,2,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,4,2,4,9,10,0,5,11,0,12,8,4,3,1,36,36,14,0,5,6,0,2,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,14,11,0,0,8,2,1,7,2,5,0,2,14,4,25,5,31,20,4,40,0,0,0,0,10,15,0,3,16,117,39,5,0.0,0.0,0.12327723303752045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13687558917272544,0.15350151062014622,0.0,0.0,0.09664004748311747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039566135355244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700795652975598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12977294731449174,0.13363754510611464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25860271242296445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06387488437809434,0.0,0.0,0.1383853948588697,0.0,0.10745394658161313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06600080626302426,0.0,0.0717947223087848,0.10595735528219173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316445784287588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13347174039336124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942618662610288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117956953410318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119533956556792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726147597460655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936701007496426,0.0,0.0,0.1343505288749008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560265561231281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680016778936338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098664427103142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699383984075666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14378813699366275,0.08092851050797666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046054846885327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419971909721453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682453637337037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470750844593702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335473598252746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630521576989628,0.2889325803456762,0.0,0.0,0.2428363209039425,0.0,0.10028977439048804,0.22098741360443547,0.0,0.23948704037193866,0.0,0.14035429120107898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151118638718629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14902224263723596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23421336665919665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196778728369083,0.0,0.0,0.08973929754359099,0.0,0.15350151062014622,0.0
anxiety,judypiefight,2019/01/16,"A major win (for me anyways) anxiety recluse -> driving freedom :) So having had anxiety so bad I pretty much didn’t leave my flat for several months, I’ve worked very hard (and had a lot of help) to get better and small wins would be enough (get to the shops, or go to work), but this is a big win kind of day... I passed my driving test!

This seemed so far away for so long, the number of little hills to climb before I got this far seemed insurmountable to me. I know other people have different struggles, but this is my Everest

Doesn’t seem real yet so going to keep telling myself for a while until it sinks it. I did it

I DID IT!!!",4.484307692307695,4.5861852384615425,5.270576923076924,86.21817307692308,69.69230769230771,8.038461538461537,26.25,7.6454224807358475,1.2169230769230768,491,13,106,5,8,160,84,130,0.081,0.76,0.159,0.912,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,7,7,7,0,1,6,0,12,0,0,0,0,13,22,12,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,1,4,1,1,6,2,2,0,0,6,1,12,5,15,14,4,18,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,5,6,70,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550997399364166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566506278323163,0.0,0.13921463360658146,0.0,0.0,0.14187703684398265,0.0,0.0,0.14746130506664396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752863857627773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17419992590454522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722791940594538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17422164984172436,0.0,0.18951579046955408,0.0,0.133351173743999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14935952805076153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175724849263226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14819946487586275,0.0,0.17362619203250276,0.09163179558758973,0.0,0.0,0.17654559317063406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671097198179244,0.0,0.14755297389775296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417499688982787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308425304510052,0.0,0.12256753723512688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155912891462144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696268458205818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18977803358091835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4553608887849078,0.0,0.1883602130739796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17430496108534685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573151271241327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757173513357002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427664227161697,0.0,0.0,0.11844195062841816,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HoytG,2019/01/16,"When I’m not anxious or depressed I have an “ego” or am “pretentious” In high school, I was confident and dressed well. I had hobbies I loved and got by in school fairly easily. I was minorly popular and I will never, ever forget a girl I looked up to (due to her social status and etc.) calling me pretentious. Looking back, yeah I was immature and sure of my opinions like every 16 year old. But that one tweet she sent at me has stuck to me for the last 6 years. 

Today my promotion at work was announced in a large meeting. It was a great day for me. I dressed up nice, gave a speech, and got the job I’ve had my eyes on for the last two years. I work hard and I finish projects. I suffer with very serious depression and anxiety but am damn good at masking it (sometimes it just comes off as nervousness which is normal in us all). 

But today she told me I had a big ego. Honestly I’m a little flattered because deep inside, I couldn’t have any less ego. Any less self doubt or self esteem. But here’s one of my closest coworkers roasting me (in a friendly sense... I tell her she’s bitter and jealous all the time but whatever) and it actually hurt. 

Idk if I should feel proud that my mask is working, or offended because even my closest coworker doesn’t know that I struggle on an intense level with my self esteem and etc. 

Idk what I’m looking for but it just hurt. Why can’t I just fucking exist and be confident (on the rare occasions it happens) and NOT draw negative attention? Can I not wear nice clothes and appear clean cut? Even though I go home to the wreck that is my apartment and my empty wallet from poor spending habits. 

Thanks for listening ",2.9507444971946484,4.753887111782484,4.207064091497628,85.9552832326284,75.1631419939577,7.508027621924902,27.53139835994821,8.306716005460428,1.9151078118256368,1298,52,260,23,28,426,187,331,0.156,0.6709999999999999,0.173,0.6708,1,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,1,0,0,5,11,29,6,3,15,1,23,4,2,0,5,50,45,29,0,4,17,0,2,1,1,2,0,2,2,4,12,18,0,0,3,0,2,4,8,15,1,3,14,9,41,14,30,27,6,42,0,5,4,2,21,22,2,8,17,172,53,8,0.0,0.0,0.1026824371530136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431104515579216,0.0,0.08049528171296025,0.11887200213283125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090996656257632,0.0,0.12828588802349253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744441389445213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906402689538526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678601088073704,0.0,0.18125677450793545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347028451808791,0.13899755458521945,0.09518019773971158,0.088654887889282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05320389368905975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129500325289195,0.0972769374099727,0.0,0.0,0.05980063698498255,0.08825603241234152,0.16831283795040455,0.11600869253804118,0.0,0.0,0.09304832217448106,0.0,0.09425911049503614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117384173015442,0.10554721521259126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252867247978574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441755853308796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05782779082037375,0.1715415239819511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05140662663705275,0.10546105595458836,0.0,0.0,0.2650823734833916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496783585616768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811544389061603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030961666650324,0.0,0.0,0.11041380341146664,0.0,0.1426036112015444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21298252028994216,0.0,0.0,0.3293115084326375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726156377034868,0.0,0.0,0.10406820486319528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100018914172842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991714010928071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919695110090306,0.09687517082108146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338103078750308,0.0,0.061356358212382736,0.0,0.1994781385502732,0.10054505415707617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027875492203424,0.0,0.12657027348514818,0.0,0.0,0.08681996757878016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460808406322962,0.0,0.09494736129170382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22981071942907186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20328042254639034
anxiety,hot_grey_earl_tea,2019/01/16,"I finally got around to setting up my birthday present from 11 months ago... It's my heavy bag stand - in the basement.  I set it up and went to fuckin' town while my wife and kids were away.  Screamed a little.  Goddamn - this is the kind a thing that always seemed to help but I never felt like I had my life in order and a place private enough to do it.

I know it won't cure me of my anxiety - but exercise and de-stressing can sometimes make the days bearable.  And I *need* that.

Wishing you minor victories this week, /r/anxiety.  To keep you going.",2.1392727272727257,4.066689836363636,3.1818181818181834,91.84272727272727,77.9090909090909,6.218181818181819,25.54545454545455,7.1686216300943375,1.054836363636364,422,16,90,5,10,135,79,110,0.079,0.86,0.061,-0.2188,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,0,1,4,1,0,6,0,6,3,0,1,1,16,16,8,0,2,2,1,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,9,6,0,1,3,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,5,2,14,2,13,10,1,23,0,0,0,1,5,9,1,1,9,58,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18043794161654936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16937286111760758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114358193735636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812058166240212,0.0,0.0,0.19124526213355067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312752011016309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21032523191241334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19544333082406226,0.22298296596312853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568417416620135,0.0,0.16280037004247894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643765479303527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809277492240564,0.0,0.21196970014094071,0.11186770847592717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437758931626062,0.09944598333745376,0.2040141339609121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587357619299942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16247450273038394,0.0,0.0,0.1509323791612656,0.1569930475345644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126701370703804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853075082772845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013196672065736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23316990541752514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13523193475931888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327838078928114,0.0,0.0,0.1886961814833816,0.0,0.0,0.23407653846049686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kirimaru583,2019/01/16,"I feel like I completely betrayed my friends When I started my freshmen year I was in a class full of unknown people, most of my friends were in another class. At the end of the semester I didn't make a single friend while my friends completely fitted in. Around the second month of the first semester I asked for a change to their class. They told me they could change me until this semester. This monday I realized I wasn't anymore on the list of that class, I was really happy until I noted that I wasn't in my friend's list neither. I started checking the lists until I found it. A list where we were my two friends & me. When we went ask the Dean about it they told us it was because they couldn't change me to my friend's class, so they changed us three. Now I feel like I completely destroyed their process of fitting in & like they secretely hate me, & I can't take the blame out of my head...",4.564710144927538,5.149880543478265,4.8193478260869576,87.82057971014494,69.65217391304348,8.307246376811595,29.46376811594203,8.344100000000001,1.8540050724637682,716,26,153,10,12,225,87,184,0.076,0.778,0.146,0.8972,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,4,0,8,1,7,13,2,0,12,0,11,1,1,1,0,13,24,7,0,2,0,0,2,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,5,0,1,1,6,2,0,4,12,2,41,11,23,10,4,28,0,0,0,0,24,13,0,1,17,108,48,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213929133461322,0.0,0.0,0.10367901010849394,0.0,0.0,0.09805738566102716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801967157522808,0.18486946930066744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06027325410254709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4183863630095975,0.0,0.3110055236032236,0.0,0.0,0.07894360506826029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757386141145856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998829498622187,0.14127257347879035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410298517832404,0.0,0.10841128336435403,0.5347338081648002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525422687529673,0.0,0.0976185467167304,0.10147422800717758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449159241560119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599979942737746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789210447882561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06854744343606994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06334182723188002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13996840238973102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434166010569687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18895851106721984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658646275420776,0.0,0.2378687905002359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916580727434836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367222849415828
anxiety,ihaveacat92,2019/01/16,"Road to Recovery feelings I’m trying to focus on improving my work life balance and getting more exercise and eating better. The last few weeks have been like a breath of fresh air and the endorphins I have from my exercise today are amazing. I’m leaving work at 430 and getting in a gym class and making healthy dinners with my OH instead of staying late, feeling stressed and not getting home til 9pm and just wanting junk food. 

Comparing this to 2 days before xmas when I was so anxious I begged my mum to finish my xmas shopping for me as I just couldn’t bare to go shopping and hid in the house. I was too angst ridden to even drive. I hadn’t exercised in 3 weeks had been drinking lots (xmas parties) and eating badly. 

 Baby steps 😊",4.839041095890412,5.8531657808219215,5.379342465753428,82.49956164383562,69.27397260273972,7.757808219178082,32.40821917808219,7.908726449838941,2.3398871232876712,588,26,110,7,10,189,100,146,0.065,0.809,0.126,0.8395,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,7,5,0,1,5,0,10,10,1,1,0,19,20,13,0,2,3,1,2,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,10,5,0,2,7,2,4,3,2,0,0,6,2,12,3,18,13,3,21,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,1,10,66,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203247264779596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15021746384794266,0.0,0.0,0.15309029015723122,0.0,0.0,0.1591159110860298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602716581934715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17624345853820172,0.0,0.3681860045922157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188289600310174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819359592487121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217548072509606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28198689004836297,0.0,0.1022470866242636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804645535715904,0.0,0.0,0.20759216266849087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14665078790586622,0.2029464901954645,0.19049887625010087,0.0,0.0,0.12707586243869182,0.08789501369592215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15295317939491038,0.0,0.0,0.120091424908257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917602864968569,0.0,0.0,0.20608647370508254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705337897748364,0.0,0.0,0.12214718504285338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611567021833224,0.0,0.28862614726273805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619534698551729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dial1forasian,2019/01/16,"I miss my mom really bad and it’s making my symptoms get worse and worse I have a very close relationship with my mom (she’s a big part of my recovery) and we’ve spent years and years living together and being partners. I live with her, my dad and my little brothers but my dad doesn’t really care about me and tbh I’ve stopped caring about him long time ago.
They left on a trip to the beach until Sunday, I couldn’t go because I’m working in the city. We said goodbye at lunch time today.
I can’t deal with her being apart. It’s stupid, it’s only going to be a few days. It’s really irrational. But I need to vent about it somewhere.
Does anyone have advice? Any coping mechanisms? Anything?
Thank you in advance.",0.2839795918367365,2.6931450680272127,2.2873843537414977,91.75434183673471,91.51700680272108,5.116870748299322,17.55408163265306,6.742157984588678,0.1500424489795913,563,15,116,8,20,187,93,147,0.128,0.7879999999999999,0.084,-0.5479,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,1,1,2,3,6,1,0,6,0,8,2,0,1,0,18,20,10,0,2,2,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,5,12,1,1,0,1,1,4,3,3,0,0,2,1,21,3,15,14,2,24,0,1,0,0,16,9,0,0,11,66,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146674512594404,0.13305325980538307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020721240134217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495235799348736,0.0,0.12351827254763335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532597409553795,0.09149864967204097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060708393352757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680111223668053,0.15474495802234575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13135220487796911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842026879390357,0.0,0.17060886798871613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16308245450578285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15043812474627455,0.2650794428563041,0.13283244516297135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019191125729153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515870875860902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129613249670643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415666949893302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16254204359777796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884708190609447,0.0,0.0,0.16114961133637695,0.0,0.0,0.1427780413975116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548906317506933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560098084763452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13819052825598455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17504727953238275,0.0,0.1422758231450982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384697834533477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927349236350234,0.0,0.3059263803055832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19331701981489444
anxiety,julywannabe,2019/01/16,"Anxiety vent I honestly just feel so fed up.  I just feel like I am spinning out some days. I don’t even know what my damn triggers are half the time. Or if I even have them when it comes to general anxiety. I don’t even know why I get so upset and then I go on these day long crying jags that leave my SO wondering how he can fix me even though so many times I tell him that he can’t and also that it isn’t his responsibility to do so.

Thank you for reading if you did. I hope this doesn’t break any rules, I just wanted to try & put some words to how I’m feeling and honestly it just feels like spinning out of control. All rational thought just goes on the window.",1.6437500000000007,3.048049208333336,3.3483333333333363,92.43,77.75,7.022222222222222,22.416666666666664,7.793537801064563,0.7188999999999992,522,15,125,8,12,174,92,144,0.094,0.779,0.127,0.7073,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,1,1,19,8,1,1,2,0,11,1,0,4,1,33,27,17,0,4,8,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,9,6,1,1,8,1,0,3,5,2,0,1,3,4,19,6,11,24,3,16,0,0,0,0,8,5,1,7,9,82,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12862617954321,0.0,0.17427344599084618,0.0,0.10937883254533756,0.0,0.2460890827560049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13855210002960855,0.0,0.0,0.1803992282608488,0.0,0.0,0.17667860727817158,0.20746100363594014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4249414373774039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253084433862084,0.22981270446646684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403388811073298,0.0,0.0914108478825894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15975350350218784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17679033724656998,0.0,0.0,0.1703096330039576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715964125454934,0.0,0.0,0.14234109377559262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630696714956679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169175396739294,0.0,0.0,0.16088663966596906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405839704147941,0.14808272871323372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15802754210853814,0.12769146555869287,0.18757782558705036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920191586748973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486943548751554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14513589214892084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17442749519577366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,henriettag8,2019/01/16,"Nervous wreck Hey! I (21F) have no known ”trauma” except my moms cancer that shes battled before and is currently battling again. I haven’t ”burned out” from working too hard, because I haven’t been working for a YEAR. However, I still feel like my nerves are shot to HELL. I’m jittery, anxious, I don’t like wearing too heavy clothing because I feel its suffocating me, I can’t watch action movies or Game of Thrones anymore because they make me nauseus and anxious and when I watch something violent I feel physically ill. I can’t stand nightclubs or even public transport anymore. I feel fear all the time for my mothers health, I’m never able to relax. All in all, I feel like my nerves are shot and on ”edge” all the time. I’m on meds, but does anyone else feel this way from GAD?? I also suffer from BPD. My mom wants me to try acupuncture for my nerves, has anyone tried this?? ",3.6623920265780754,5.447073744186046,4.088637873754156,87.63127906976747,73.18604651162791,6.0770764119601335,27.98338870431893,6.5431188927421005,1.2301016611295679,692,27,134,5,14,217,105,172,0.225,0.7440000000000001,0.031,-0.9754,2,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,2,7,12,4,2,3,0,12,4,1,1,5,23,23,9,0,1,4,3,7,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,7,2,0,2,7,8,0,0,1,9,24,4,15,22,4,16,1,1,2,0,8,4,1,2,11,77,28,2,0.13666776132799993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929315935729936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30879133873798353,0.2710753910288233,0.19112255280853108,0.1400322721293609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24993419640374956,0.0,0.11629419883387165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17212826111082444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959887892592395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416837776544367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026776741278897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378922739335804,0.4146199592051949,0.19527095200046615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242746986581975,0.0,0.0,0.14527143941902568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20030689448876102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122679192899892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15180707329405455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201272605906573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540660283638764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521351965299976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914305073748502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15938414136675969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18557687766849304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061018657085202,0.10848050758150177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19899151590393094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800955746666671
anxiety,QuietCat30,2019/01/16,"Want to try Propranolol but conflicted.. I'm frustrated because I get bad physical anxiety symptoms for something as small as talking to my brother. How do I even work on something like that? Exposure does nothing, I talk to my family all the time and I still get rapid heart beat, sweating, and trembling voice. I want to try Propranolol to control these physical symptoms, it has zero recreational value, and people hate on me for it. ""You don't need a crutch"" is the response I get. I'm getting so angry I don't know what to do. Should I suffer to please the people around me? I would happily take 10 years off my life to get rid of these physical symptoms. These physical symptoms are obvious in public and extremely humiliating.",4.97711229946524,7.0548791176470615,5.8906417112299465,74.85061497326204,70.32352941176471,9.651336898395725,34.42245989304813,10.018931242160765,3.973376470588237,584,30,98,16,11,192,86,136,0.214,0.68,0.106,-0.9687,0,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,3,5,6,2,1,4,0,9,7,2,2,2,17,22,9,0,5,1,1,0,1,0,2,5,1,0,0,7,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,0,1,15,1,18,20,1,9,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,4,64,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917011106181852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270390744756519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915399847956705,0.08699258108772978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600575170921323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488345319691035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425632253515312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453102358903832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727913808797879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408931617740984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691079347851216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842778125594617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079784821248623,0.06971920614294723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581508979283807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693077214901594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19786949021612185,0.0,0.0,0.1566489248938131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21972493012088806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396562568939166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5933069378839905,0.10729755662334453,0.2294042194370215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321332999715532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19377674376944798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16834402717186567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038920593827749,0.0,0.0,0.10137463023447776,0.0,0.0,0.09189833173584117
anxiety,frankiebelle021,2019/01/16,"I’m a mess. Where do I start? 

1. I’m 23, unemployed, recently graduated, and I live at home with my parents who fully support me financially. 

2. I have a degree that is worthless. Absolutely worthless. I’m definitely never going to get a “real job” within that field. 

3. I’ve had exactly 2 jobs in my whole 23 years of existence. One was helping out at my dad’s work for 3 months and the other was at a store where I worked for 5 months before becoming so anxious I had to quit. That was two years ago. 

My life is a complete mess right now and I feel like I’m just stuck here.",0.036249999999999005,2.305233458333337,2.9683333333333337,88.03000000000002,89.41666666666666,6.2,21.333333333333336,7.554174236665415,1.0271833333333338,445,16,96,9,15,157,80,120,0.133,0.775,0.092,-0.5803,5,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,6,6,0,0,6,0,9,1,0,0,2,10,19,4,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,4,0,2,6,1,11,2,12,13,1,19,0,2,0,0,4,9,0,0,10,56,16,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615354152403922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20586741265947525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20125811411136646,0.15506384291141245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19106411470803827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921406869629179,0.13018475783739225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520736809767268,0.0,0.10356519778080446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12214456130437715,0.0,0.18279099972547452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616692278372773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12871405201980934,0.0890281061094268,0.0,0.16091194584829144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909076220820914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14054658846221582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234833936806869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20234424247025107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19382345463451645,0.0,0.20741701294191064,0.0,0.0,0.17992960079308784,0.0,0.0,0.15562295741988222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12898294496439885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20679182407017727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17801169688346655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20345267680284554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653304246664091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346995865754106
anxiety,rickycata1,2019/01/16,"Am i freaking out over nothing here ? So basically i have been on 200mg for a few weeks, anyway I have been particularly anxious today, and a large part of my anxiety is health related.

Anyway so I did as I usually do and put the 2 x 100mg in my mouth, go to sink, and swallow one by one to make sure none fell out. 
Today I just swallowed straight up, and am freaking out because what if one fell out?

How serious can this be If i only took 100mg?",3.5914035087719327,3.683668789473689,5.738684210526317,82.11995614035091,71.6315789473684,8.85964912280702,30.570175438596486,8.841846274778883,2.2553859649122803,345,14,77,6,6,122,66,95,0.128,0.826,0.047,-0.7378,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,0,11,4,1,2,1,14,14,10,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,8,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,3,0,3,4,0,9,1,14,9,3,18,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,2,4,58,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731511623071727,0.25570225853084355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797610335773958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12863548745108472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24059117274005476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15108517505772245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21718144391915944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4601259944054336,0.17214344130996573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451065440616897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275364256016052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133248434123515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4290918773104921,0.0,0.25147451071474003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24928395423475336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815580588653191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pretendingimdead,2019/01/16,"I was put on an SSRI that I do not want to be on. I went to my doctor's appointment yesterday. I talked openly about my anxiety to my GP and shes usually very understanding. I've been put on SSRI's before and I've had awful experiences. I told my GP I'd rather have something that I could take as needed. I told her I wanted to try to manage getting by without a daily SSRI because of my history with them. But she still prescribed me 20 mg Citalopram. She told me to take it and if in a month and if i'm feeling worse she'll prescribe me a medication that I can take as needed. I respect my doctor and her opinions so I decided to try it her way. But im having these awful side affects. Nausea, dizziness, discomfort. Plus my anxiety is through the roof. Do you guys have any advice or encouraging words to help me get through this?",1.5925444596443228,3.700350046511627,4.066347469220247,83.92954172366622,80.51162790697674,6.837756497948017,25.23392612859097,7.928766900206844,1.6367287277701783,656,26,131,12,17,229,104,172,0.1,0.835,0.065,-0.5889,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,1,5,2,14,3,0,1,0,27,30,14,0,8,8,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,7,8,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,7,1,31,2,22,20,0,14,0,0,0,0,16,6,0,4,4,91,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204249288987153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988486594772137,0.0,0.2223974728595246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860909823790053,0.0,0.12368924585640105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605681095044593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975608519207984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218835396020454,0.0,0.0,0.07349754700484888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15188747213883486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439276152328214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743063495356877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570119567369186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643324059867588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602364456351474,0.0,0.0,0.215562742690672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922505709058703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190395591759134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160833624682447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278741571974921,0.11683353202145115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41668838490674265,0.0,0.1973775500185655,0.0,0.0,0.15132316398322124,0.0,0.0,0.1600916814750771,0.11993585817936064,0.17147223653925636,0.11537868876884586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474864254393645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14012025791913613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481325723561253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,virtzftw,2019/01/16,"Mild concussion made my anxiety reappear About a year ago, I was suffering from severe health anxiety. I always belived that I had cardiac issues and had recurring panic attacks which I at the time thought were heart attacks. Luckily, this subsided after I had multiple doctor visits, started working out, gauning more self-esteem and talking to my friends and family.

But the thing that really helped me completely eradicate that anxiety was boxing. 

Unfortunately one of my sparring partners hit my head really badly and gave me a concussion. I didn’t really think much of it until i got home and started to have a headache and felt a bit dizzy. I started to relive that feelings of absolute panic. I convinced myself that rest was the best solution, so I went to bed. I woke up and the headache had subsided but the dizzyness, nausea and the feeling of anxiety was still there.
Ever since that, i’ve constantly been feeling dizzy(feels less worse in a social setting)

I know this is a long post but i’m really stuck in a dilemma; should i give up boxing to prevent this recurring anxiety or should i continue boxing and possibly end up worsening the situation.",8.416993620414672,8.889401157894742,8.761351674641151,63.26904505582138,61.344497607655505,12.708293460925045,41.34011164274322,12.161744961471696,5.727018819776716,938,50,140,30,12,311,126,209,0.18,0.7490000000000001,0.071,-0.9583,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,5,9,2,2,14,0,15,4,2,1,1,26,34,15,0,2,4,0,4,0,2,2,2,0,2,1,12,10,0,1,7,0,0,2,1,6,0,1,19,4,21,3,20,12,6,27,0,1,0,0,8,7,0,1,16,105,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013927728973207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09517501634308123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4375097197259664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602521558148237,0.0,0.0,0.09550422175443966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200368892613826,0.0,0.12487555788600575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992738782755565,0.12360634522236773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707485993558835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130853290998984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346509944534699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782920316268307,0.0,0.23133997542102255,0.0,0.10982469140915167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837127675414475,0.0,0.0,0.10972567088643503,0.0,0.0,0.09148176264610454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173889674600537,0.12158275480393067,0.0,0.13554326258655194,0.07666786720761648,0.0,0.11473450757072665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938512749215704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06286137526522884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122450186868748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823104746514944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408395692854592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750822736564585,0.0,0.0,0.26840534693206697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289485586107997,0.10954637172514066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293104242990942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932540863754433,0.12921914236378385,0.0,0.09461800161106138,0.12857020012319584,0.0,0.11659808054309455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428805799695511,0.0,0.09134564116276454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193594727865756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599034175780751,0.07329138969123462,0.0,0.09080655944964854,0.0666970846331817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603329268959767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327148399908232,0.0,0.11656506592545884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365828058609288
anxiety,KateMarsh4eva,2019/01/16,"Tomorrow I'm going to drink so i can get through school I can't even explain. I'm 16. And school makes me want to die. I just feel awful. I don't know what to do other than this. No help at home, school resources are shit and i live ruraly so i can't get to a doctor on my own. The only thing i can think of to help is to drink. I have friends and i do well but eveytime i think of going back i can't breathe and i have to lie down. I don't think anyone can help, i just thought i should try.",-2.2265376106194665,-0.4253394336283165,0.3218971238938071,105.33381913716816,98.20353982300884,3.178982300884956,14.142146017699115,4.557286568694721,-1.5274243362831856,376,8,101,1,16,126,63,113,0.085,0.7959999999999999,0.119,0.3612,0,0,2,0,0,1,11.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,1,0,2,1,15,5,2,1,0,17,30,7,1,2,3,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,4,4,2,0,7,2,0,2,6,1,1,0,1,1,17,2,14,28,1,7,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,2,66,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189961577991147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308604941290254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766234525532434,0.0,0.0,0.17418987369857264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.333429794102649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240450001719056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604981701919025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148323683543275,0.0,0.1778275563971112,0.0,0.1934382434587452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422109438263973,0.0,0.17070777956606886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352832046088376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027501913481328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359871002524195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294321091705187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5167039185048615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17469076687273005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306225811746765,0.3271398638580366,0.0,0.13510657309552745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554332596755315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037855125356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530152730880128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ashleylibby,2019/01/16,"My doctor is treating me like a drug seeker and I’m really frustrated I have tried nearly everything. Zoloft, lexapro, Prozac, etc. None of these have helped. And I’ve been honest with my doctor that I don’t want to take something every day because I struggle more with severe panic attacks. 

So, she prescribed me 10 0.25mg of Xanax that she said she expected to last 3 months. And then she was willing to refill once a month after I came back and told her it was really helping me with my panic attacks and social anxiety.

I had some health issues that pushed my panic attacks into overdrive back in August 2018. I was having them every day, with lingering effects all day, for nearly two weeks. So I refilled my prescription sooner than usual. She made me come in and do a drug test and pill count. I was insulted, but whatever I tried to understand since it’s a controlled substance. 

Well, now I’ve been needing to refill every 2-3 weeks. Really, I needed to this entire time but I truly suffered through it in fear of being treated like a drug seeker. It’s the only thing that helps. And I know so many people who get a monthly 30-day supply so why am I being treated like I’m such a drug seeker with my measly 10 0.25 mg pills every 2-3 weeks? Anyways, I sent in for a refill today after exactly 16 days. The doctor’s office called me immediately wanting to see me to “discuss my usage”. WHY? How can I tell my doctor that this actually helps me, I’m far from abusing it as I only take a half a pill per day (rarely if ever on weekends), and that I’m to be trusted? ",3.4537499999999994,5.102830567307695,4.9727128205128235,81.63895384615384,73.4551282051282,6.9150769230769225,25.300512820512814,7.554174236665415,1.4256303589743586,1235,40,227,15,25,415,169,312,0.113,0.789,0.098,-0.3663,0,0,5,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,1,2,13,20,5,5,12,0,19,15,0,4,3,35,39,19,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,1,15,1,0,0,16,17,0,1,3,1,0,4,2,11,1,2,12,2,38,9,33,23,5,37,0,1,1,0,20,9,0,2,27,150,54,5,0.0,0.09329914748845684,0.07684310114919432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06023919227281763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687491091060325,0.0,0.12109904900837296,0.0,0.048001808988588746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804067588744895,0.0900625288472613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783126256569046,0.0,0.0,0.08831845505188719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047014474720454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223926088951999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652736643564212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782073630255999,0.0,0.07122874919119818,0.2653819564993308,0.0,0.07077032088386202,0.0,0.0,0.08860925664505666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04114065920066795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370153408569103,0.0,0.0,0.2111226418813824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218861576400388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043275821089273935,0.06418713386686083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541149742648013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450978325950364,0.0,0.07983438505341857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885589042858216,0.0,0.0,0.11677583685495713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386013504742329,0.0,0.11977721340592998,0.0,0.2771684931540533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05459139937717867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133689081726906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490388432499905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06274903110924362,0.0,0.0,0.08895867235882328,0.0,0.06513811847527068,0.0,0.0,0.08026992173883908,0.0,0.06062122765996165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232066459607773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841186348481712,0.0,0.06882600991031762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05231422985177176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0459164485279453,0.0,0.07464041175235084,0.07524357602780829,0.0,0.10692445406891986,0.0,0.07692176248063226,0.08197561827758856,0.0,0.0,0.08672574789325292,0.0,0.09289088489654528,0.0,0.1894918406137856,0.0,0.07080060402509518,0.0,0.14210900889925687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,coconut-milquetoast,2019/01/16,"How do you deal with these thoughts? Background info: I’m in college and I teach private music lessons and recently I’ve begun to sink back into a depression..

Dealing with things has started to get so hard, but I’m still trying to stay strong. Today I started off a little more excited than usual at the prospect of new students to teach when I learned from the band director that one of my favorite students doesn’t want me to teach her anymore..

I don’t understand and I have all these thoughts like I’m a horrible teacher, a failure, all my students hate me, and when will my other students leave me too? 

How do you guys deal with these thoughts? 
Thank you",2.848233173076924,5.356750578125002,3.2765625000000007,89.10834134615385,78.375,5.813461538461539,30.15865384615385,7.010146845296331,1.7836987980769232,526,26,99,6,13,163,81,128,0.121,0.7170000000000001,0.162,0.7076,0,0,0,1,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,2,8,6,1,0,6,0,7,0,0,2,2,21,20,10,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,8,0,0,7,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,1,15,4,16,16,3,17,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,0,12,67,21,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691195126906087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13112671465107495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5274255021910872,0.14687687042296735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909466298434954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688510868307578,0.0,0.0,0.15276100102683302,0.16836264743350626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18056619414635705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833121350630864,0.1709154307987891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16469852320599362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155552512790603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683773794389825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414034174443885,0.18176183399472506,0.1361851364244805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15700071846161945,0.0,0.0,0.11329227018933445,0.0,0.0,0.4061442953206531,0.0,0.0,0.16164209468915874,0.0,0.0,0.11577838548466073,0.0,0.0,0.1775272984263912,0.0,0.0,0.1878142312432753,0.0,0.10058275979254773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,depresspacito,2019/01/16,"Does anyone else ever get worried that they’re subconciously faking their own anxiety? I really hope this makes sense and maybe somebody can relate to this so I don’t feel like a freak, and maybe it’s because I’ve seen people fake mental issues for attention or sympathy or as a way to get out of something but I get so worried that I’ve psyched myself into being this way even if I know that’s not the case but I still freak out over it.

I was kind of overdramatic about a situation and I got emotional and said something I regret and I hold myself accountable for it but my mom made a comment about how “I know I’ll get sympathy if I freak out more” and I genuinely couldn’t control me freaking out even more over a situation so little. It confirmed my worst fears of what people could think about me, which is that I’m faking my anxiety. I know I shouldn’t care, and I try not to but I feel like the process of actively trying not to care what people think makes me mad at myself for feeling this way.



I just feel so frustrated with myself because I’m in this cycle of thinking that I shouldn’t feel this anxious about a situation because even the slightest pressure can make me freak out and I get mad at myself causing me to freak out even more even when it’s such a small situation.",4.089066801619435,5.352919311538464,5.132226720647775,82.64014170040487,71.26923076923076,8.089068825910934,27.530364372469634,8.532816995589336,1.908346153846153,1031,36,204,17,19,339,119,260,0.243,0.66,0.097,-0.9923,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,19,22,3,2,10,0,10,0,0,7,1,55,38,23,0,8,12,1,5,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,19,16,0,2,12,0,1,0,7,16,0,0,5,7,33,6,31,28,5,20,0,1,1,0,4,14,0,5,5,142,52,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548777743992114,0.10742507524732768,0.0,0.06648941223814288,0.09743134267969328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17389865897978002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19390198181064555,0.0976840252479786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066519590288792,0.07592193951147387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321424182829923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943581981569026,0.10696389088007198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140315316601308,0.0860147025438219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700312639907407,0.24040279378029925,0.13586518843436116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484040225178828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605247222852858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444621395829404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924966277946157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902200915791574,0.1567775759339122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291272352804847,0.0953055527652738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997682700376278,0.19042072282721453,0.0,0.19106215723517656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582874846969287,0.0,0.0,0.11136871648739044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19777111203825226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06091733930173052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904527371707348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4275423337485105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14641045713202694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593930895934815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18279024860875606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291202669684839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264349784700291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19313781539406966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LunaTheFerret,2019/01/16,"It doesn't really help to call it by its name. When you experience a stressful event, like say, you come face to face with an angry bear, the ""fight or flight"" response is triggered. Your amygdala sends signals to your hypothalamus (control center for your nervous system), which activates the sympathetic nervous system; adrenaline and cortisol flood the blood stream, heart rate increases, blood pressure increases, breathing becomes more rapid, the small airways in the lungs open wide, extra oxygen is sent to the brain for more alertness, senses become sharper, pupils dialate, and the digestive system comes to a halt. The body is so efficient, that by the time all of this has happened, the visual centers of the brain haven't even had the chance to fully and consciously process what's happening, about .33 milliseconds.

Now this is actually a rather impressive function of the body... if there's any *real* danger, like an angry bear. 

Anxiety means this ""fight or flight"" response has gone off the rails. But when that dangerous bear is your job, your spouse, traffic, or worries about next months bills, then that fight or flight won't seem to ever stop. Because your amygdala cannot make the distinction between real threats and perceived threats.

Ok, so what?

Well, knowing all of that is nice in order to understand it...but, your body doesn't filter/digest toxins by calling them names. Just like our minds won't process anxiety by calling it anxiety. If anything, its a distraction. Our minds are incredibly adaptive, just like our bodies. But we have to let them be adaptive. Labeling what's happening in our bodies is great, but it doesn't help the healing process. 

Anxieties are all imagined. They all come from the past (memories, which are really just ""corpses of experiences from which the life has vanished""), or anticipation of the future, which hasn't arrived yet, so it is still unknown. Neither the future or past actually exist, they're illusions. The only thing that exists is *right now.*

""We are seeing, then, that our experience is altogether momentary. From one point of view, each moment is so elusive and so brief that we cannot even think about it before it has gone. From another point of view, this moment is always here, since we know no other moment than the present moment. It is always dying, always becoming past more rapidly than imagination can conceive. Yet at the same time it is always being born, always new, emerging just as rapidly from that complete unknown which we call the future. Thinking about it almost makes you breathless."" - Alan Watts

My point to this whole post: The book that literally changed everything for me was The Wisdom of Insecurity: A Message for an Age of Anxiety. I seriously suggest reading it.

*Seriously.* 

Anxiety fucking sucks, I know. But, it doesn't have to be forever. After so many years of being stuck in my own depression, thought loops and anxieties after my dad killed himself, I decided enough was enough. There *had* to be more to life than all that suffering. And there is...trust me. Life is more beautiful than words will ever capture.

Sorry for the ramble, thanks for reading. ",6.169218404661442,8.575176233273059,5.803751657625082,75.34043962226242,67.86075949367088,8.676857544705646,32.54205344585092,9.270117722386633,3.2726136146272857,2519,112,398,52,45,778,272,553,0.123,0.807,0.07,-0.9772,1,0,0,0,3,0,114.0,10,10,3,1,31,31,10,6,35,1,47,20,14,4,8,72,72,30,2,3,17,2,0,4,0,3,5,1,0,0,39,18,1,3,14,3,1,10,12,20,1,1,9,4,32,11,58,54,20,64,0,2,3,1,42,15,2,10,38,279,71,5,0.0,0.0,0.12824297998539294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06579702995217564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733714303277214,0.0,0.0,0.04468366568738103,0.06890052472666827,0.3518648642111791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05407205199409315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04005496223684606,0.21770783659317425,0.055912633921411416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649336510713019,0.0,0.1467036274756965,0.26838069299184153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695103085949552,0.16980476680736448,0.06889354539789272,0.0,0.073697063849425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056594169241423777,0.0,0.06819448802037963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13578777403301226,0.0,0.08679897509701691,0.11887322245332332,0.0,0.0,0.05905407713210251,0.1928249783031616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060745949761192075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244325732704422,0.0,0.0,0.1743159947671659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786424838846957,0.08808532038774074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520501090721041,0.0,0.07269612175146695,0.0,0.10833412840200148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719084044739014,0.1392344250471707,0.12840635991349064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772114640451448,0.06661755766905991,0.0,0.07157523085261153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269261573877486,0.0,0.05244746638878497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.063461156745038,0.0698811603773055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044525413897978594,0.04997386411988875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18817704708293828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18634578127352264,0.0,0.06293006185102894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145148203004364,0.14958008644631832,0.08418840281857501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05611423839764046,0.0,0.052253606725142815,0.0,0.0,0.05236073648967966,0.05981805851771264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054354303112335266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355468107932647,0.0,0.0,0.05247446134151995,0.05493479635635012,0.07526824561239215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06049506097219109,0.0,0.0,0.04365344859525072,0.08420601456321465,0.0,0.052164780199051186,0.07662967919705507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684043031634807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059079346806393214,0.0,0.0,0.07336059022416701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06672962242062994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042313771603076034
anxiety,Clank810,2019/01/16,"Self conscious of loud breathing in public. I'm not sure if this is really anxiety, but I can't think of anywhere else to put it. I walk rather fast when I'm commuting, so at times fall a bit short of breath. Commonly, when I'm walking through a street, public building or anywhere with few people and this happens, I start feeling really self conscious about how loud my breathing is, and thinking that other people are going to think I'm weird for it. Because of this, I end up trying to hold my breath so as to not breathe deeply, which ends up making it harder and harder to breathe. I end up quietly gasping when I'm far enough away from people just to recover my breath. I've tried using headphones and listening to music, and while it does help, I then feel like I don't know how loud my breathing is, and can make it worse.",9.11007792207792,6.3564756787878816,8.549523809523816,75.75000000000001,61.90909090909091,11.367965367965365,38.116883116883116,9.23628265651192,3.334324675324675,657,24,129,8,7,209,98,165,0.058,0.888,0.054000000000000006,0.0957,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,0,2,0,7,8,8,5,1,29,25,19,0,2,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,0,2,11,7,0,1,8,0,0,5,4,1,0,0,0,7,11,2,23,25,3,26,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,2,13,78,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342358598094275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515829239030164,0.0,0.0,0.09835051194099882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17613996284831426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411884944819543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477769623688374,0.0,0.4286943303814282,0.16670590041388814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16315528581336305,0.1152603267547342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169244337761948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267118951439695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108141861467691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866747417392068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882188952830199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215389534158618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355556085978395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621898531597253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067152745705309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.336622689020753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419629017518095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15205971939170074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101377773807433,0.0,0.0,0.09407783403141094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21907663519910306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934474733640173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16441781505604414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,coarsekitten,2019/01/16,"What would you do/what have you done? Need med help! Hey all! Just went to see a psychiatrist to discuss medication for anxiety. I've dealt with anxiety for about 6 years now, but have never tried medications for it because I'm absolutely terrified of them. Now, though, I'm trying to will myself to give it a try, because I know how necessary it is and have been told by my counselor that it would probably do a world of good.

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So the psychiatrist I saw today offered me two options. 

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Option 1 - go on a very low dose of ativan for 2 weeks to bring the anxiety down quickly, and then transition to something like prozac

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Option 2 - start with a very low dose of liquid prozac (1ml) and work my way up to a therapeutic dose

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I'm terrified more of the addictive nature of opiates, and so I'm leaning towards option 2, but I understand that option 1, according to the psychiatrist, would be better for me to try. So I'd love to hear any stories people have had going down one or the other path, or just thoughts and opinions to help me form my own.

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Thank you so much in advance!",5.734841269841268,6.5631088333333345,6.43362433862434,76.41666666666669,67.14814814814815,9.504761904761905,33.02116402116402,9.606745405546679,3.1161386243386247,892,38,164,18,14,293,124,216,0.099,0.7859999999999999,0.115,0.7082,0,0,1,0,0,0,45.0,0,3,1,3,12,7,0,0,11,0,14,9,0,1,2,29,34,16,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,4,8,1,0,0,8,7,0,0,3,0,0,5,1,2,0,2,7,3,14,5,32,22,5,24,0,2,2,1,13,9,0,8,10,108,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740350264165424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4343524588497882,0.487112121145873,0.054522322195524886,0.0,0.1840029000116992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977488987535617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090901720384693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204772325830856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769119737556124,0.09113155780584534,0.06724769270868837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036400141528007,0.0,0.10748035428598976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0440625462171468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03916986677043712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236182806209705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905728658388846,0.16153745263275407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05893846933275727,0.059449371253441775,0.0618365523617662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05432922579403037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05558383405720866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644311862484187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06388976601110671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06172328053572819,0.0,0.0,0.05674887393093905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381514374043839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787723581071982,0.06365066315664009,0.0,0.0,0.07599732390334651,0.07661145329696449,0.0,0.21773653650318367,0.0,0.0783201480432988,0.08346587951697326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13230693338758476,0.0,0.06363985183837842,0.06431222466076322,0.0,0.0,0.07432380917501143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05836896817479464,0.0,0.0,0.17086385430344608,0.0,0.487112121145873,0.05163061385320249
anxiety,pbchocpretzel,2019/01/16,"Not sure if I have anxiety but it’s been an awful year of being paranoid and stressed. It has felt like every week there is a new thing to worry about. Whether it be my relationship, my friends, my lack of fulfillment in my job, almost any decision I have to make... I get swamped by this horrible feeling of stress and wanting to shut myself away from the world. I’m constantly paranoid that I have upset people or let people down. Constantly scared people think that talking to me is awkward or difficult, that I’m just not worth their time. 

Last night a friend was upset with me about something I did that I didn’t think would upset her at all. I apologised, she said it was fine. But then she called my housemate who proceeded to come tell me about how upset the friend was. Two years ago I would have thought it was ridiculous that someone couldn’t come talk to me directly and found a way to get over it. In my current mindset though, my heart was beating uncontrollably fast, I had to get out of the house but I also just wanted to be in bed forever, could not stop crying but had no one to cry to, didn’t sleep, can’t stop thinking about this, haven’t eaten. I know this sounds like I’m being dramatic but quite frankly this happens every single time anything even remotely stressful happens. 

Just needed to vent. ",5.399372702205881,6.3280238867187535,5.355597426470592,83.48701286764708,67.9453125,8.367279411764706,30.293198529411764,8.4952907291091,2.172288419117648,1049,39,202,15,17,327,148,256,0.252,0.642,0.106,-0.9927,2,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,2,12,19,1,10,7,1,29,3,2,2,2,46,53,16,0,9,15,0,2,2,3,2,0,2,1,0,17,7,1,2,9,0,1,2,9,12,0,2,16,4,27,7,31,28,3,30,0,0,0,0,14,10,0,4,19,141,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300616845264603,0.0,0.10506326243275678,0.0,0.0,0.08390531513412322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134990284490267,0.0,0.08026430588639805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634107334422672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857676775964773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713610933571713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807603655299976,0.0,0.2267647335616213,0.0,0.0837709102945638,0.0,0.2305016641834253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929935519992775,0.0,0.17680099723718248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05305122867491669,0.0,0.1007406490382052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504050120058668,0.2431851980365924,0.0,0.16445073364341187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855626524759697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433193365282952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121064789372303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411793933334666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05766185784270394,0.08552464852663139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728886863332072,0.0,0.10251823752099318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003560671582441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779761925605899,0.0,0.10133339103963272,0.0,0.09846128538768374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109720983896416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182171081510471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159643750557563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264592780328958,0.0,0.0,0.09980393256790077,0.0,0.10504426134960074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049968094079736,0.0,0.08889925390586383,0.08077334002208637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754373694518538,0.3605600791118901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888683539092627,0.0,0.0,0.16866310990649233,0.0917056106490122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970487466062336,0.2016874913556572,0.1030843858347946,0.08329558333839003,0.1223606004932134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102492607223293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377029170025698,0.08328143525231202,0.08416132689340294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065524057470864,0.0,0.14906578826604114,0.0,0.0,0.13513141531418654
anxiety,Ironicbanana14,2019/01/16,"Black mirror triggered me too so i see why people warn against it It kinda aims for like really specific deeper insecurities maybe, I could see a lot of it in the first few episodes but what really got me was episode 3 of season 1 for some reason.",3.6311224489795935,5.423308795918372,5.0813775510204096,80.45022959183675,73.28571428571428,8.16530612244898,24.494897959183675,8.841846274778883,1.8050367346938785,197,6,38,4,4,66,41,49,0.07,0.894,0.035,-0.1565,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,7,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,3,4,1,6,2,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,3,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463386426921361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624381695929782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467621731308087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15073372960440612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623038806820993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30996305406576136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21389806256576072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3953085175790787,0.3172235003652775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4917220051243726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784032102444928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MinuteClub,2019/01/16,"have you ever met someone who you thought was “ too good” for you? i’ve been speaking to this girl for awhile, we text every single day and our conversations can be pretty intense/ deep.. anyway we’ve gone on a few days and have planned to hang out some more, and normally when it comes to situations like this i’m very chilled out- because you don’t know what can happen right. anyway, with this girl, it is not like that. i feel like she is too good for me, in every way and anxiety is really messing with my head over this!!! even though she has told me on several occasions she wants to keep hanging out  mind is just blown...  any advice would be great because i’m really not sure what to do here 😂",4.784063492063492,5.312573342857147,5.142380952380954,85.90039682539684,69.14285714285714,8.507936507936508,26.984126984126984,8.515128840125781,1.6044603174603176,548,16,116,8,9,174,94,140,0.027000000000000003,0.8290000000000001,0.145,0.9554,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,2,4,0,1,10,8,0,0,1,0,16,1,1,0,2,25,28,6,0,3,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,2,10,11,0,1,3,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,6,2,13,7,17,19,4,18,0,0,0,0,16,9,0,1,7,77,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674313307982468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165169821169251,0.0,0.1310745259726864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20889437994173876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14759412023090265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210000736713712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316836335568015,0.15498671518669382,0.2887224482718553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663458275805876,0.12240523213420842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28742349530320793,0.0,0.18890280348800426,0.0,0.0,0.15151527470970058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17584413066168095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15229474254149544,0.0,0.0,0.09416390760463378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25112400658466244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17300441780282502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16787668652937296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743142381385137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21952940688200132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632330654396591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19356527487593564,0.0,0.0,0.19259318451161184,0.0,0.0,0.14517570963024132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16148579285230266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16834054514350408,0.13602471211986236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637225813996369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137333087338433,0.10106069027167376,0.13600160778156886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171492246734365,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Rhancock19,2019/01/16,Social settings On Sunday the Saints are playing for a chance to go to the Super Bowl. The thing is everyone is talking about tailgating at this spot by the stadium. The problem is that I hardly know anyone and fear that I may have an anxiety attack. Any solutions? ,4.790399999999998,6.762781840000002,5.805,75.70750000000002,70.6,9.0,30.5,9.516144504307137,3.1956000000000007,212,9,35,5,4,70,41,50,0.181,0.66,0.159,-0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,1,7,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,8,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,2,7,7,0,5,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,27,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22086800969463607,0.0,0.2484630922229307,0.0,0.0,0.2271003826640505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694949647743638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31035030292423904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654785045240492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18458536781289936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909476128960342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784958250706702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107797048696017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310820118138304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610535116980609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21577572384046814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,arecbardrin95,2019/01/16,"Xanax? Hey. I don't really know what to do here. My main anxiety symptom is puking which is humiliating and I've lost friends because of it. I got a date coming up tomorrow. My anxiety/panic attacks have turned into the fear of puking itself sometimes which fucking sucks. I realise that this date means potentially nothing and it's nothing to get worked up about but that thought process only works sometimes. The way I see it I have a few options: Get xanax from a friend and only use it when I need it (I know, I know); force myself into a panic attack tonight with the subject in mind to hopefully get it out of my system; bail. I need fucking help guys and I really don't wanna bail on this otherwise I'm gonna be alone forever. Thanks for your time.",2.4082774049216984,4.779476852348996,3.96453691275168,84.33119015659956,79.13422818791946,6.657897091722593,26.040715883668906,7.793537801064563,1.6937056823266228,597,24,113,10,15,198,93,149,0.163,0.723,0.114,-0.4033,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,3,3,12,5,2,7,0,8,5,0,1,0,22,31,6,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,14,9,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,8,0,0,3,1,15,4,18,26,2,16,0,1,1,2,6,7,3,2,6,71,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464867975289386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819945019738332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218115952885014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621910661622129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121836051229954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15915672985741916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21854882593301556,0.2615137414432994,0.22168607537648766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131206459549722,0.0,0.0,0.14004555569971147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480270615320187,0.0,0.0,0.14047954547565716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23319137618048705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15439595284882898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15406711466788495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14281175345913336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20974851865248464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27142656753801603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21513948224940396,0.0,0.16594666163232652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18121721936831492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127075315965404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797709955070182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700792152027214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021682758992026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228573176525072,0.08247345786510417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15384359823389535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215675739659627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226665958717508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059366541951175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xav22,2019/01/16,"How Do You Guys Deal with Anxious Yawning? Hello, college athlete with severe anxiety on meds for it but I have one looming issue. I get plenty of sleep before competitions and practices yet I still yawn uncontrollably and I know it’s not because I’m tired. Do you guys have any tips?",1.4566666666666634,4.094020222222227,2.9203703703703714,84.8116666666667,96.77777777777777,4.622222222222223,24.51851851851852,6.42735559955562,1.2433851851851851,228,10,39,3,9,74,43,54,0.174,0.769,0.057,-0.5269,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,4,4,1,1,0,8,7,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,6,0,5,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,25,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17001930904872511,0.0,0.1912613932740041,0.2824466759464128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15240730362470167,0.0,0.21274502080739766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577552989714771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13062293005680572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4951098745159193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609515262271941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13740213844709834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777111781198087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694171682109933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824466759464128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501963461207387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19966293102288607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873563691632443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thisfuneralsucks,2019/01/16,"New Trigger, Please Help  

I'll try to make this short. Last Friday I went over to a friend's house to hang out and smoke. She had a cold sore that looked to be healing on her lip, so I didn't want to smoke out of the same bong at first, but decided if I cleaned the mouthpiece with rubbing alcohol, it should be fine. I probably touched the bong to my mouth a total of three times (I'm aware it only takes one instance of contact to contract herpes), cleaning it with rubbing alcohol each time.

Ever since, I've been living with the crippling fear of an outbreak. Not only that, but I HATE myself for making such a stupid decision in the first place. I had an appointment to see my GP on Monday and told him about what happened, and he seemed pretty sure I probably wasn't at risk. That hasn't stopped me from being in an absolute panic over any passing twinge or tickle I feel in my lips. I talked with my psychiatrist yesterday, and he said this was a classic example of contamination OCD, and that I need to get back in therapy. Disappointing, considering I thought I was over this.

This whole situation has another complicating factor. I started grad school last semester, and met someone shortly before classes started. He's another student in the same program, and he's coming back into town today after being at home for winter break. My OCD is telling me I need to tell him what happened, otherwise I'm passing on herpes to him if we kiss/hook up. What if this ruins our relationship? I'm not sure he'd be OK with me having cold sores.

Anyway, this experience is absolutely destroying me. I can't eat, can barely sleep, am afraid to go outside, or do anything, and I feel completely and utterly alone. Now I'm scared I'll have to drop out of school. Thankfully I have my first therapy appointment on Friday, but until then, is there anything I can do to calm myself down? Thank you for your help.",6.619866718426504,6.589420394021745,7.084503105590062,75.48202898550727,65.16847826086956,10.270393374741202,34.09989648033127,9.957137785484203,3.276529865424431,1507,61,282,30,21,494,207,368,0.121,0.7829999999999999,0.096,-0.9374,0,1,4,0,0,0,45.0,2,2,0,3,9,18,3,5,14,1,28,10,4,3,4,51,58,20,0,7,10,0,5,0,1,1,5,1,3,0,16,21,3,1,6,0,0,6,6,10,0,5,12,10,40,8,53,39,5,55,0,2,2,0,25,25,0,6,22,188,56,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153268513208212,0.0,0.10433916834537584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06850856517337897,0.2112752396699629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658054969801555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15493000426135126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572471094514635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867810101269139,0.10562691919543164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030850447317712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112763895412626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854579885753174,0.0,0.11336366901332648,0.10187718307350188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570753472460193,0.0,0.0,0.07783364482455955,0.0,0.05263396003079746,0.0,0.057254460337400566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781730677129191,0.0,0.0,0.0994626676712504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505156346887884,0.0,0.10105325213559097,0.0,0.0,0.11624367633608275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16423767164065992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895774660599877,0.0,0.08459858737268527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344932154309436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14939903368118485,0.0,0.0972980333185434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06826593505650512,0.15323889275224986,0.0,0.11819998086167388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525479405983523,0.11058535248682548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249165509776438,0.21723557572851088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816007560939143,0.0,0.0,0.09582948183896543,0.0,0.10086112717492926,0.2039142035152966,0.08027897606758748,0.09171247026098467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333549318172039,0.11323913899367785,0.10081556489234796,0.0,0.08535905568524177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261255836724826,0.0,0.0,0.08422549982348812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18989781168713832,0.0,0.07574605525196494,0.08097325431886837,0.17610731208896682,0.1855008877864424,0.230416365292636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997853777316516,0.1174878849066572,0.0,0.09549240399122516,0.09626407184933078,0.0,0.06839775481389215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059420719281897065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338959383534806,0.0,0.11247574922997468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,amyholic,2019/01/16,"Am I cut out for work? I have a crappy manager, she doesn't understand anxiety and she said she has never met anyone with anxiety before.

She has said to me in a meeting 'have you actually been diagnosed with anxiety or depression? Are you actually taking any medication for it?'. She also said that she doesn't know anything about anxiety and she expects me to tell her about it. 

I feel like I am falling into the same patterns. I start a job and I work hard, make friends and enjoy it. Then something bad happens which sets me off and makes me have a break down. I had a panic attack in the office yesterday and my manager still yelled at me afterwards even though she knew. She complained that I wasn't working. I need someone to understand that I am trying my best to cope, but sometimes all the medication and support (from work colleagues,, not her) in the world won't work. 

Is every job going to have the same issue? Am I going to keep going into these jobs and having a break down and quitting? Am I the problem? What if I am not cut out for work? I am terrified. I feel like I am the problem. 

I want to believe that this is just a coincidence. I've had decent managers before that made me feel supported and safe. But this manager is awful. She told me 'sometimes I can have a laugh with you and the next minute I can't. Well because of that we're only having a professional relationship now I will never joke around with you again'. I'm writing this and convincing myself that she is judgemental and uninformed. 

I just need to know, am I the problem? ",2.964526932084312,5.13733808852459,4.520509367681498,82.05415983606558,76.31147540983606,7.635831381733023,26.630562060889932,8.527137837955566,2.086187353629976,1227,48,232,25,28,410,149,305,0.14300000000000002,0.74,0.117,-0.851,3,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,4,0,8,12,22,3,1,18,1,33,3,0,3,3,56,62,20,0,8,8,0,4,2,1,2,3,4,0,0,16,22,0,2,8,1,0,4,9,10,1,0,11,8,49,12,31,49,4,30,0,1,0,0,28,13,0,2,12,182,65,14,0.0,0.0,0.17674346530084228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07241935378082805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06158267623562402,0.0,0.27710707740829216,0.0,0.0,0.06332039374068843,0.0,0.07452167632451995,0.08061599072814908,0.0,0.1030230173117984,0.0,0.0,0.07561230807369967,0.05520343358397403,0.0,0.15411670369003075,0.10202807204573752,0.09503523597498252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799763845702039,0.09191465909712504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05981283203554558,0.0,0.07629918287807949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13736682920891388,0.12938958155477998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699650348440219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15439892304328695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008031050646099,0.0,0.08112235298935316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451922515598384,0.269595097931261,0.0804922823430928,0.0,0.0,0.09953682853334117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848431711569121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568835129734632,0.1208965933064122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18245570336743389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13429550447917687,0.13968812149877285,0.0,0.09630966502599746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887358606317949,0.0,0.10625052698213447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259955880057703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631978469394492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722560822894033,0.0,0.0,0.2584247358989996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672966258656178,0.06971612081747193,0.17912873579100946,0.0,0.06409755471332634,0.0,0.07231988946569788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20552872724785864,0.0,0.0,0.06808849061285012,0.0,0.0791518517112007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897296428856774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653223366767816,0.0,0.06148306827456749,0.0,0.0,0.1885485440837388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053413568186170296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142269061013346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.395564655858791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CatsDogsRoosterCalls,2019/01/16,"I think my SSRI profoundly damaged me Hi. I used Zoloft for severe acute anxiety (2-3 months of absolute hell) 3 different times in my life between ages 18-20. We all know the sexual side effects (ED, anorgasmia etc). Every time I used it and came off I tapered and no side effects were left over. Until this time. I’ve been off the meds for 3 or 4 months. Since then I have gotten pretty severe erectile dysfunction, a general numb feeling in my genitals, destroyed libido, etc. I looked up possible causes and apparently there’s this thing called PSSD that happens sometimes permanently and I think I have it. this alone has caused my anxiety to spike to high levels and for the last week I haven’t thought of anything besides that fact that I’m broken by what was supposed to help me. I just traded one terrible thing for another. I’m not sure why I’m posting, coping strategy I guess. But it sucks, I feel fucking awful and I’m not sure what I’ll do. If you've gone through anything similar it would mean a lot if you told your story. Sexuality is such a central component of what makes you who you are, to have that stripped is beyond terrifying. Thanks for listening everybody, and think twice before a doctor pushes pills on you.",4.010696202531648,6.065306050632915,5.063567510548527,79.8654778481013,72.88185654008439,8.453080168776372,29.149578059071732,9.120678840339163,2.676530970464136,982,41,179,22,20,322,156,237,0.183,0.774,0.043,-0.9829,2,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,5,0,2,5,10,4,0,7,1,13,6,0,7,4,39,39,13,0,3,7,0,2,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,17,9,0,0,10,0,1,3,4,7,0,2,8,4,24,3,24,30,4,27,1,1,1,1,12,13,3,5,10,109,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12640850290543754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798159680199872,0.18673806439028345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20087590287643287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038568022385198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462818598327885,0.13959435441019896,0.0,0.2507609383776835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275177975032573,0.0,0.12492484022314272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272239279640369,0.0,0.0,0.10283361838658303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342576998425245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128346072912018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445344247839322,0.0,0.10792970226246497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180852034698168,0.12895406770269247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06707629003815355,0.09948822921440677,0.0,0.0,0.13260926750542384,0.0,0.08620855510189371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024924862569114,0.0,0.0,0.10376378598443536,0.0,0.0,0.08147029674076145,0.0,0.0,0.132949819646923,0.13557165660542886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19484062054052328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270522744985134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375946816449014,0.1168915597449134,0.12417021226701233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27576681658980456,0.0,0.10096222826999787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207120139663767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23006411169515234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236858547259528,0.0,0.0,0.1621711323476102,0.23461694044170356,0.0,0.09689522530030642,0.2135075620607304,0.0,0.0,0.11662539963684378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210826546593538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790231851525487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101324580104116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670185476658315,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Higgles12,2019/01/16,"Trying something new. I know this is the wrong platform to do it but getting it out of my head with out complaining to my close friends seemed like the better option. Day 1 of documentation.
I can feel myself slipping further into anxiety and depression, my brain keeps making me think I'm deteriorating and dying, with something as simple as a little tightness in my chest. Makes me think that I having a heart issues or something along those lines. Which only further exacerbates the issue. I feel caught in a constant loop spiraling downwards towards the 'end.' I just want to end the pain and suffering I just dont want to and I can't force myself to do it. The moment I have a clear mind and a painless body random odd pains arise reigniting the cycle. Potentially irreversible pain in my jaw is usually the culprit. Tmjd pain have really caused this spiral to quicken. I hate being the topic of discussion yet I love being the center of attention. I worry what comes after this life all day every day. I fear that any medicine or remedy will only further additional problems. I don't want to take any medicine for these things fear of losing who I am in a drug addlepated recession. My sunny disposition is what I want to be remembered for not the depressed loner I really am. The daily stress of work causes me to further injure myself mentally and physically due to self induced stress. I cant force myself to take a break fear of disappointing superiors and peers. It's just not who I am. I will refuse to take anything to numb my senses from my disposition due to changes in attitude causing my superiors and peers to loose sight of who I am. The ground i have established here is all my own accomplishment and i have no one to thank for it. I hate saying that though but it is true. I will hopefully continue to document this to help relieve some issues, it's the only remedy I've yet to try.",4.664858152641131,6.628508889196677,5.804439774572548,75.61939058171747,70.91135734072023,8.74662336421817,28.514757856528806,9.314750747691287,2.7121965994841934,1523,58,265,34,29,506,187,361,0.227,0.632,0.141,-0.992,0,0,4,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,4,7,30,2,5,21,0,27,15,6,6,4,58,52,16,1,6,9,0,3,1,1,3,8,1,0,1,23,18,0,3,9,0,0,2,7,20,0,1,1,5,41,10,46,45,4,37,1,5,1,1,11,19,0,7,16,186,64,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709562404024715,0.0,0.06586273149071645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07084916349167293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614436881272993,0.0,0.0956325604627996,0.0,0.09611091963906353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653310197894848,0.09107749819700944,0.07416354809020735,0.0,0.09303852187591104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16657319647311808,0.0,0.1483076525262646,0.0,0.08935341369169053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090314636751364,0.0,0.09984330951509524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15250990777869702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07253907250381393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906437216940645,0.08706482391846762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06651707847765771,0.0,0.04498128358051316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700027304644008,0.08835870033512191,0.0,0.0,0.10202344207010207,0.05770791966660685,0.0,0.0,0.08551214046580112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695836312251265,0.0,0.07652553126568998,0.0,0.0,0.047315770296762254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060811714370260964,0.042061854744643815,0.08629019071991313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631870998661304,0.0,0.0,0.07770444354183978,0.0,0.11493867190335864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676389509293486,0.0,0.08693179267212921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315145632148456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05834045893314534,0.19643825259641096,0.3664462260173695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238165303128916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110309812471101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975292843871784,0.0,0.0,0.06846650329274805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837800215421542,0.08981626001403048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19884129365097614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972439381330048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941990374313604,0.0,0.0,0.07926506036289681,0.0,0.0,0.0571979461189695,0.11033288866905043,0.0845882755745983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690622570499674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482189968543736,0.0,0.203125147567323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06267846340534163,0.08743403947631344,0.0,0.0,0.09413178461479536,0.0,0.0
anxiety,debbie_the-downer,2019/01/16,"Phone calls, how to? I have horrible phone anxiety and a lot of places still need you to call to make appointments or cancel things and I'm really beyond the age where it's anything but pathetic to have someone else do these things for me so does anyone have any tips on how to survive a phone call?",2.331500000000002,4.661874483333335,3.256666666666668,89.525,79.16666666666666,7.333333333333335,21.666666666666664,8.344100000000001,1.252166666666667,239,7,49,5,6,76,46,60,0.171,0.8290000000000001,0.0,-0.8594,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,6,0,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,3,0,9,7,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,9,7,1,6,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,2,2,33,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543829677409571,0.0,0.17367145927789251,0.0,0.0,0.1587392900368703,0.0,0.18682003211408224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6954455374979944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19866876881794507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18964802389703936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19300626458730172,0.0,0.0,0.15153916657505195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16833417937568326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23719001317275976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14543631634247592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923552815170319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18130032413163896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016470937461766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gaybotox,2019/01/16,"(POSSIBLE TRIGGER) My panic attacks come with terrible physical pain Hello everyone! Please excuse any grammatical or syntactic errors I might do, but English isn’t my first language. So, I’ve been suffering with anxiety disorder for about 7 to 8 years now. My psychological state differs from time to time. Some days are good, some others not so much. I don’t know how to explain this with the right words, but my panic attacks come with a great physical pain. That means, that when I am having a panic attack, I feel my whole body being in terrible pain. Sometimes, the source of the pain differs. I might feel it on my heart, lungs, brain, eyes, fingers, or in the worst case, everywhere. I’ve named these kind of panic attacks as “psychosomatic”

Usually, these “attacks” appear when I am far away from home and/or my parents.  For example, when I am travelling with friends, when I’m in college, and most frequently when I am using the subway. I am seeing a psychiatrist for 10 years now, and I’m taking medicine, which has helped me a lot. I’ve made steps over the years, but the pain never seems to go away. I am only 20 years old and I fear that I will live the rest of my life with that shit.

Does anyone else experience the same thing? I feel completely alone in that. I’ve searched and searched and I can’t seem to find anyone that goes through something like that. I thought I could ask here. I don’t know, I really hope I am not alone in that.

Anyway, I hope everyone have a great day xx",3.308253205128203,5.496681395833335,4.176527777777782,84.84817307692309,75.31944444444444,7.625213675213676,26.007478632478627,8.502166056373571,1.858762927350428,1174,43,229,23,26,377,159,288,0.267,0.634,0.099,-0.9957,1,2,1,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,0,1,13,28,6,5,14,0,22,13,7,4,1,49,45,19,0,3,7,1,4,1,1,3,6,0,1,0,15,13,0,0,11,1,0,6,7,20,0,1,3,6,29,8,31,37,9,38,0,1,2,0,8,11,1,13,21,146,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764671282968573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05175501334509213,0.0,0.0582212456731027,0.0,0.0,0.10643083488372562,0.07798007830255231,0.0,0.0,0.07114928125234947,0.4329105165406388,0.14300907856894435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453713763507224,0.0,0.08495999691361841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111797994462313,0.0797961918882048,0.0,0.0,0.06076482808463143,0.0,0.0,0.09816476151648207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590301375431074,0.08722461482067874,0.0,0.0666012898435685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635771947597927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14544599819325899,0.0,0.07444673701845632,0.0,0.08564094413282458,0.11544516272204013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955994009457027,0.06473612943500945,0.0,0.0,0.058799674411478535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043253064070587995,0.06383450105231372,0.0,0.16781531649414094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018654025936088,0.05101256647193216,0.0,0.07634100056841868,0.15118180571645518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925318296388104,0.08365225748489298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05375625459221293,0.037181779788459685,0.0,0.06720341246515868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06470300413037168,0.0,0.07201378757793707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290226352224055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16147388763067613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05594701663507877,0.0,0.05869800595104473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986094386306926,0.0,0.0,0.05788240433374023,0.4049132807744584,0.3571782051720844,0.08450723477981446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354205608076792,0.0,0.08579861625444793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048755757214071146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649945144930159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060647007672594025,0.13856895441485764,0.0,0.0,0.07812220372749405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05859048329551299,0.07527125060205038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05722259823253247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05056176076540049,0.0,0.0,0.060420040607996287,0.08875659614009088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06573155935674832,0.08382053084989799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497016230984457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19604030066108366
anxiety,calendar5065,2019/01/16,"Is this anxiety? I get really stressed over little and big things. Examples:

\- Friend wants to meet. I get stressed about scheduling.

\- Moving: I get really stressed out over packing and finding a truck and scheduling the check out / check in.

\- Travel: I get really stressed out and obsessive about my commute from home to airport.

\- Driver's licence: too scared I will fail the exam.

\- Girl shows interest in me: panic over the idea of organizing a date and possibly not impressing her.

\- Friends want to go camping. I freeze from the idea of going. I decline because I'm too worried I will do something wrong or I can't fit.

and many other examples. I don't know what to do. It's been ruining my life. Pushed my friends away, never able to get a date. and I'm not enjoying any activity in life. And it's exhausting because I'm not just worried about something, I'm actually thinking about it all day long and can't focus or enjoy on anything else. It drains my physical energy and sometimes gives me headaches / warm face.

​

Is this anxiety? Is this similar to your experience?",3.1966892808683838,6.001346726368163,4.3522862957937605,80.13174016282227,79.24875621890547,8.231659882406152,30.529398462234287,8.97023862654752,3.2011572139303475,856,43,150,23,22,279,112,201,0.217,0.6990000000000001,0.084,-0.9794,0,0,2,0,0,0,45.0,0,1,0,1,8,19,0,7,7,0,11,4,1,0,2,28,27,12,0,2,6,0,2,0,3,2,3,0,1,1,10,13,0,0,5,2,2,5,7,11,0,0,1,2,18,8,25,24,1,26,0,2,0,0,8,14,0,2,7,91,28,2,0.11081338124072483,0.0,0.10813787506852864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200662522769837,0.1346503873364813,0.07535689919645164,0.0,0.16954386667918406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118997084912156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411281942910863,0.0,0.0,0.13510161734345386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146546353796603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257036076411708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839675027417524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128142290035408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568424303863201,0.0,0.2894770902231729,0.10630229271081068,0.1259555965089535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115485655528508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501896383393109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06090013630962068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15654153662268633,0.0,0.11106411972300644,0.0,0.09806635530429447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234737573016217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777708722195145,0.0,0.0,0.08546611104110655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13001562680919818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492543733243162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21296966868481185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094352617262322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706191094621771,0.1095972675378983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5077454152476666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361948655655602,0.07100474025083307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13072120666297454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22507273531897284,0.0,0.0,0.1211570366107126,0.1346503873364813,0.0
anxiety,Theg8Karem,2019/01/16,"Social outcast Do u feel pathetic,like a social outcast and no matter how much i try you will always be one,I've tried to change but nothing have changed cuz it's me , and me is useless and me don't deserve good stuff
",1.1773333333333331,3.5164809555555583,2.6044444444444466,92.42000000000004,83.8888888888889,4.488888888888889,24.555555555555557,5.6839178017228535,0.5340222222222226,173,7,35,1,5,56,38,45,0.193,0.782,0.024,-0.8105,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,2,0,8,7,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,1,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123171519212194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.539860026058816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290187451343869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140197222956543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18757513203866288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448370432777173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17290594440683324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5202157736680108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921020945977486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464796426391613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pear0217,2019/01/16,"Anxious hours after working out Can anyone help me with this? I sometimes get really bad anxiety/crying fits hours after working out.
Everything says it’s because the increased heart rate/breathing mimics a panic attack. But this does NOT apply to my situation. 
I do the workout and feel great, shower, eat and then an hour or two after I’m done working out I start feeling really anxious or want to cry. It doesn’t happen every time but when it does it sucks.
Does this happen to anyone else??",2.8021114369501454,5.673185946236561,4.0750146627565975,80.90524926686217,82.01075268817203,5.532355816226785,23.508308895405673,6.980632752743323,1.316234408602151,395,14,63,5,11,129,65,93,0.162,0.7490000000000001,0.08800000000000001,-0.7965,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,1,5,2,1,4,0,4,2,1,0,0,14,13,8,0,1,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,7,6,1,0,2,1,0,1,2,4,0,1,1,3,5,1,10,12,1,15,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,2,10,40,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032086610680864,0.0,0.1876672240025529,0.1375006109698331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15266837842519987,0.0,0.0,0.11204882912390084,0.08180520148484688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948180470992913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523099069997936,0.13733004909734234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731695921895296,0.11210431322346394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306669935622403,0.0,0.12060754544537855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570799750678345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011235588913182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795258641901782,0.0,0.0,0.23733979974216465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15902400532100636,0.0899493718102655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3964708252755195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745118017745868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719399762390905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067187830857094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084296923617424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272419278792374,0.0,0.09498527605231948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782513076578033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310908986741222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915282481201982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29309088467829153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IvoryRay,2019/01/16,"I am really starting to worry. I have had intense anxiety for the past 4 years. I finally had it under control until a few months ago after I had a fight with a roommate. It was a very upsetting situation that really messed with me mentally. I was back to square one after that. After a few months passed things were feeling normal until I got a bad sinus infection. For whatever reason my anxiety spiked up and I started becoming hyper aware of my tinnitus which made it appear louder. I got through that and then next thing I know I start wondering if I have a tumor, diabetes and feel like my hair is starting to thin and will start going bald. This along with having sad thoughts and now not being able to enjoy eating. On top of all that, I keep beating myself up over the thought that I am getting old without accomplishing anything and always being stuck in the past. I am just really concerned. Last night my head was hurting and now I am back to wondering if I have a brain tumor. I need reassurance, please. I scheduled a doctor's appointment just to rule out anything bad. I worry that they are going to overlook something and I won't have an accurate picture of what is going on.   


I'd appreciate any words of encouragement.   


Thank you.",3.848473389355743,6.0714626428571465,5.2905042016806725,77.31822128851543,73.83193277310923,8.230812324929971,28.140056022408967,8.976282227363876,2.638966946778712,991,40,171,22,21,332,142,238,0.16899999999999998,0.736,0.094,-0.9602,0,0,1,0,1,0,20.0,0,1,1,4,6,12,1,1,13,0,23,9,4,3,1,35,47,13,0,4,6,0,4,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,14,13,1,2,8,0,0,5,3,7,0,1,13,5,28,5,32,30,3,42,0,2,1,0,5,10,0,5,28,132,42,2,0.1110153942493904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984084487164891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237370127330463,0.0,0.0,0.07549427496966545,0.0,0.1698529454765745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827124206852589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17072797121290234,0.1853864341642506,0.0,0.12260778091189327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239298949775436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451320448126775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362896013928757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359646334068388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122654379437291,0.07930941983368911,0.0,0.12161193801060613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05800096150388288,0.0,0.18927782070807894,0.0,0.17757830446100956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393382244189088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884427561896932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867558325810746,0.0,0.0,0.06101115737608667,0.09049236334054478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05423651402608922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050454502787102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187740630399404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17722285708244406,0.0,0.0,0.08231650816497015,0.0,0.0,0.11806613122641513,0.10418042711400187,0.10877151556437234,0.0,0.0,0.11649198146535295,0.0,0.07522690424437235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119535109294756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186156558861724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21335791280338146,0.11414231487617595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247859544989976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546507421462192,0.0,0.0,0.3928863372140845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220805963623147,0.0,0.0,0.1475073900463233,0.0,0.0,0.1762676449882888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159932672837774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701487846283013,0.2407829189275993,0.0,0.22548304335146216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714902741139337
anxiety,I_Am_Echo,2019/01/16,"Too Afraid To Talk To Friends. How Have Y'all Handled This? Hello everyone, quick about me, I guess. 

I was diagnosed with anxiety about two years ago and am on medication and working with a therapist. 

I have made lots of progress! But there are still some issues that I can't overcome just yet. 

For example, I have been living with my roommates for about two years now. We are all pretty close. 

And I am afraid of engaging with them socially one on one. I have had deep, meaningful conversations with them when we are in a group, but the idea of hanging out with them one on one scares the living hell out of me. 

My therapist and I are working on it. She has told me to try making myself more vulnerable and reminding myself that awkward won't kill me. So I've begun hanging out with them if they are playing video games to watch them and stuff like that. And it's slowly helping. 

But the main issue that I realized is affecting my life just happen ten minutes before I posted this. 

One of the people in our social group that see occasionally, not exactly a friend, but more than an acquaintance, just messaged me on social media making a playful and friendly joke about something I had just posted. 

I fucking froze at work. 

I typed a funny banter reply.

And immediately closed out of the social media. 

With thoughts like, ""Oh god, what do I do?"" ""I'll say something to make him feel uncomfortable."" ""Oh god, why is he messaging me??"" 

It was like I was being interrogated for murder and not a casual friend making a joke. 

This is not normal. 

I literally cannot talk to friends. 

I am too afraid to reopen social media to check the reply.

How do other people handle this issue? 

I will bring it up with my therapist, but I just want to not feel alone in my weird issue. ",3.1375829646017688,5.463385902654871,4.379320612094396,82.53367118362833,76.40412979351031,7.187352507374631,23.86808628318584,8.17850203761792,1.5466289823008852,1387,45,259,25,32,455,171,339,0.105,0.7440000000000001,0.151,0.9188,0,1,2,1,0,1,47.0,3,1,6,4,20,24,4,5,14,0,30,4,0,8,2,63,45,20,2,3,15,0,3,3,5,2,3,1,0,0,16,27,0,0,6,7,1,3,7,10,0,8,9,6,44,14,46,33,6,31,1,0,2,1,35,17,2,4,12,200,60,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503200554686833,0.0,0.0,0.08766589817853193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06475260667844893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202600806846801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591211490034292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088119212393859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855973351107613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32697962281373016,0.07825222960835837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324516569017048,0.0,0.07485061583284933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056735245256720426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955530362951066,0.0,0.3533863525865489,0.0,0.0,0.09364630289420853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059786725101352974,0.12405869031547255,0.0,0.14948481725173254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196150011787851,0.0,0.08009242001865652,0.22600273160400355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527015987385718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293337681482793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867856149627381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736330712693435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16213155506149993,0.08611361526486644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06731249157179188,0.08474364368921268,0.0,0.06745049489490039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43142068098498826,0.0,0.1303265320442053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759699393316332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968973960016248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606765667913026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294835435923248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719806626866699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088119212393859,0.0,0.05746787811559745,0.0,0.16537023299925716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049925361768448286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637825484979206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18486602952389145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901622195706903
anxiety,MoltyBlack,2019/01/16,"Hypochondriac Anyone else think they’re seriously ill as soon as you notice a very mild symptom, or feel something off in your body that has a perfectly reasonable explanation? And go into a downward spiral of imagining having to explain to the ppl you love that you’re going to die? AHHHHHH Y BRAIN",8.63193939393939,8.67050152727273,9.367272727272725,60.55757575757579,61.0,12.424242424242426,38.33333333333333,11.855464076750405,4.98778787878788,244,11,38,7,3,83,46,55,0.138,0.7240000000000001,0.138,0.3313,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,1,1,3,0,0,4,0,2,5,2,1,1,9,8,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,9,8,0,7,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,1,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19192046109060326,0.28123377214990986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048816905726205,0.0,0.3064067250760834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284863436604883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292900275841447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387836453254619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119828199817301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477259000218483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124934942166174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28220771832453795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21130554095306772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28528634277368825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758735594884859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264719882729032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DearNikki94,2019/01/16,"I have Trypophobia It gives me the worst anxiety!! And it's only gotten worse over the years. If I see anything that triggers it, I will think about it ALL DAY and sometimes a week or months. I cannot remove the image from my mind!!! It makes my skin crawl. I start itching and feeling like I can't breathe. I don't think I'll ever get over it. :( ",0.536249999999999,2.71616790277778,2.0144444444444467,96.65000000000002,85.25,4.711111111111111,20.11111111111111,5.985473137389443,-0.1165888888888884,267,8,60,2,8,86,52,72,0.183,0.7609999999999999,0.056,-0.8741,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,5,3,3,2,2,13,14,5,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,3,10,1,4,12,2,9,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,7,38,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21033398948880466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262582627817161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17731831119612684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24870564193209796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13902165416182918,0.1964224598031832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436486555245612,0.2637545757993101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13432539941023486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835295079690539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776184702986369,0.0,0.21946037175961536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20910986846755408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21909746050363152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719299844911258,0.0,0.19460916733593944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523503523211236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205461998415005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28019486477333394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770570951459387
anxiety,woodporch,2019/01/16,"Social anxiety semi success story 27m w social anxiety, relapsing depression since I was a teen.

-I moved to a foreign country studied for 6 years to study medicine
-After that I moved to another country to start working. A country where I had to learn the language from scratch.
-2 years later after working a bunch of shitty medical jobs and struggling alone in a foreign country I am starting my specialty in psychiatry

I struggle every damn day with social anxiety. Especially now that I need to speak a foreign language and I feel like an idiot not being able to express myself normally on a daily basis. It's like social anxiety on crack.
Years ago it seemed impossible to get to where I am today. I know there are a lot of other people in the same boat as me who have goals of their own. 
After a shitty stressful day, and trust me there are going to be many, this is what you do. Go to bed, try again tomorrow.
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anxiety,BeardoDragon,2019/01/16,"One of my favorite sets of lyrics from one of my favorite bands. It helps me cope sometimes, so I hope it may do the same for any others. Over thinking, over analyzing, separates the body from the mind 
Withering my intuition, leaving opportunities behind
Feed my will to feel this moment
Urging me to cross the line
Reaching out to embrace the random
Reaching out to embrace whatever may come

I embrace my desire to
Feel the rhythm
To feel connected
Enough to step aside and
Weep like a widow
To feel inspired
To fathom the power
To witness the beauty
To bathe in the fountain

Band: Tool 
Song: Lateralus ",8.399729729729728,8.291124423423426,7.889864864864865,71.4466891891892,61.522522522522536,10.282882882882882,37.41891891891892,9.725611199111238,3.7098216216216224,485,21,80,8,6,153,72,111,0.028,0.6920000000000001,0.28,0.9833,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,10,0,4,2,1,0,0,17,11,2,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,3,0,1,1,0,4,4,1,0,6,4,0,3,0,1,0,2,0,5,9,4,23,8,2,11,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,4,3,56,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17774724134383546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903340572157952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22515557159974312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700752262745105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5286459642343349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751973843344554,0.0,0.0,0.2596091390055439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767634901221561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276969777127766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639191081510308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542354624810117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25851132638696744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16748163521191514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ANiceWolf68,2019/01/16,"Quitting Paxil (Paroxetine) ""cold turkey"" I'm 21 years old and my psychiatrist prescribed me Paroxetine for my anxiety and OCD like symptoms.
I've been taking it for 11 days now (1 week 10 mg then 3 days 20 mg) and 8 days in I started having problems with my sex life (ED, absense of ejaculation).
So I talked to my doctor so he could tell me how to stop taking said drug because the side effects weren't worth it in my book and he told me I needed to taper the dosage for a week, a dial it back to taking 10 mg, then stop completely.
The thing is I panicked and started searching the web on SSRI induced sexual dysfunctions and came across a lot of testimonies of people that didn't quite return to pre-drug state regarding their sexual performance or worse: becoming completely disinterested in sex or being unable to perform, which in some cases lasted for many years on what's called persistant post - SSRI sexual disfunction.
Now I'm scared as hell and want to quit right now without having to wait another week to be off Paroxetine in an effort to reduce the harm it could do to me, but I don't wanna encounter horrible withdrawal symptoms if I quit cold turkey. Do you guys think that could happen to me after just 11 days in the treatment? Am I going to be ok once I'm off the drug?",10.35406374501992,7.031763629482075,10.277087649402393,66.08678685258967,60.11553784860558,13.545976095617533,39.442629482071716,11.602472056035307,4.454787729083666,1025,36,186,22,10,342,148,251,0.078,0.878,0.043,-0.6724,0,0,3,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,1,9,8,6,1,1,11,1,16,8,0,3,0,31,33,17,0,8,6,0,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,1,9,9,0,3,3,1,1,2,4,4,0,0,6,3,19,2,36,21,2,40,1,0,0,2,10,13,1,5,24,114,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793454996665397,0.07874370005240679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914936133738604,0.0,0.06274719009929312,0.11368175332053758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051064176678219,0.11772828435998325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21584723331579106,0.0,0.0,0.2465516157090472,0.0,0.0,0.2655338767559548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535660396550456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581098796883841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0584993719070389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192015959021387,0.09102358567815733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390438559576256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270484062325025,0.05028801567586043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751021883555153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435821984537873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632374475599382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801119310919917,0.10962061527356128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136099631829668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858165713846163,0.0,0.0,0.0984932757766302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.437928980002324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790448392371382,0.09791314885723346,0.0,0.10305419970424644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571345256554946,0.0,0.0,0.17211371163730618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139742421315929,0.2321791156826923,0.0827338951587049,0.08996824950170487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838431706162547,0.065955508484308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983571883695025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060712732873053815,0.0,0.24770067619919764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922403720675008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489783625347182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257135307714346
anxiety,Shivxc,2019/01/16,"I'm afraid I'm turning into a introvert slowly I'm 19 years now. Long story shortened, i was always am extroverted kid growing up. I lost my dad about five years ago. Was depressed about two years and also since then anxiety problems never left me. But for the past few years, I've been really progressing with the self improvement thing and now I've reached a point where I always need to do something productive or work towards something to feel satisfied or happy. And now I'm working on e-commerce to earn some money. It's something I'm passionate about, so even though its a risk, worst case scenario, I'd learn a lot from it. But today i noticed that this self improvement thing all these years have made me connect less with my peers. 
Starting my college year this year, in the first sem i was indulged in weed and alcohol sm that I'm taking a long break from it now. And since all my peer groups are still going on in that direction, i can't seem to connect with any of them. And also others cause i think i take life a bit too seriously. I feel like most of the people around could do so much better, but they aren't. And i feel so weirded out being the guy who's working towards something and i feel kind of left out of the 'system'. I don't know tbh. It's not like it matters much to me, but right now it hit me and i don't know how to feel about it. I'm sorry for the long vague explanations. ",4.359917188075084,5.033449283216786,5.0924144276775865,85.36287265366214,70.15384615384616,7.979094589620906,27.989694516010303,8.032893268588372,1.63721958041958,1109,37,230,14,19,359,155,286,0.063,0.862,0.076,0.6682,0,0,5,0,1,0,26.0,0,0,2,8,21,14,0,2,13,0,15,3,0,3,3,46,40,23,0,3,7,1,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,4,18,16,1,0,10,0,1,2,6,8,0,3,6,5,23,6,33,31,11,44,0,2,0,1,9,17,0,6,25,149,41,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866752889235304,0.10449614118111654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15638785152562842,0.16272011907973533,0.0,0.0,0.066493153590092,0.0,0.07480075804318596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870441458697663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647768440510163,0.1067494728664493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044608922939738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806866978791116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421701151381553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06458218561305767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24720030131592116,0.06985342181591321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317086827219126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05557012638197741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681670015704917,0.0,0.10408768987183152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182190529414158,0.10747369279981796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21247459676407487,0.0,0.06906428309069426,0.09553987660062987,0.0,0.0,0.2595943289121973,0.0,0.0,0.10673745837732268,0.08312830996089664,0.0,0.09252096615444326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437578054600771,0.07250197743620608,0.07541328410274807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132217452345664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334123257595224,0.06778772925037882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924328720161773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356141107600037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06263980710853967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350283296965641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901443718398082,0.20400989092292168,0.0,0.0,0.16176779454115356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30110057000348195,0.0,0.10945571790138756,0.06920856336277646,0.0,0.07808653036548885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470354567481036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299202031672581,0.0626529110070594,0.09606748750524736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268317135538216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635560298128956,0.09551599094341684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21355308850328295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4407658256385592
anxiety,449_user,2019/01/16,"Anyone experienced strong feeling of inbalance when doing eye/head movements?  Hello, a few months ago I started going off Prozac to make a change for  Duloxetine (SNRI). However the side effects of the SNRI didn't make it  worth it for me. I had trouble sleeping, I felt more anxious. So I  started going off them and started switching back to Prozac, starting a  couple of weeks ago. I am currently on half of my former dose of Prozac  but the last weeks I have been feeling really tired, I wake up in the  middle of the nights but worst of all my balance is way off. If I move  my eyes or my head I feel like I am loosing my balance. It is a pretty  strong feeling. It is like the blood pressure inside my head changes  with the movements of my eyes and my head. Just very small movements are  enough. I can walk without problems I just ignore the feeling but it  has been getting worse last days. Anyone felt this? ",3.9633279220779234,5.699148806818182,4.398084415584417,85.92159090909092,72.29545454545455,6.392207792207793,29.048701298701296,6.868970318607317,1.5154655844155849,714,29,135,6,14,225,101,176,0.113,0.731,0.156,0.7264,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,3,5,9,0,1,12,0,14,13,8,3,1,24,30,9,0,2,8,0,7,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,8,0,1,7,2,5,0,1,6,10,22,4,20,24,5,34,0,0,2,0,2,9,0,2,19,92,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20998538338464925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380702773250489,0.0,0.16563638623075486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107545885848736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25059426119037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310550747607144,0.0,0.07638602276566485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238341909388817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994420364172131,0.1692315969512975,0.22744796568494785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0618816488671586,0.0,0.13462792495964893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4862273046263412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19309392493515984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573066479308247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812342311775454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454017941130392,0.1258863067617308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115085754341658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049924818240372,0.0,0.11333408298261305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587770444256528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185286720467572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.335338638999058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13613295865104508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772798977986154,0.0,0.09401464656177357,0.19001587516068907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141749543609752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207036722548358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wakaslocka,2019/01/16,CBT online course I had a telephone screening today with a counsellor and they have referred me for this - well it was either an online course where I could speak on the phone with a therapist every two weeks or a group class that lasts four weeks. so I opted for the online one... has anyone else tried the online course? how did you find it? ,4.438181818181818,6.011671303030305,4.21860606060606,88.3279090909091,70.81818181818181,6.492121212121212,20.775757575757574,6.742157984588678,0.3246157575757573,270,5,52,2,5,82,50,66,0.0,0.955,0.045,0.4088,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,8,0,6,0,0,1,0,9,6,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,2,6,1,5,2,1,6,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,1,4,39,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19708675864762165,0.2888042903831025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22504649183788786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354622746839337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374836565686098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576197610389672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22975782463039304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19099920959984312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272673167997073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671753293940255,0.0,0.0,0.19136802414035628,0.0,0.2753414235778869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4521906542302697,0.0,0.2534307388933314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lolnerddd,2019/01/16,"Anyone one else pee too frequently? I feel like I pee way too often, to the point that my friends must get annoyed. It's so frustrating, I just think they are annoyed at me and its an inconvenience to myself too. It's not even like I drink much either, pretty sure I have only 500mls water and one cup of tea a day, but end up going to the toilet at least once every 90mins and at just after I have a drink it can be every 10 mins. I am a student and I have to go between every 1 hour lecture which is a pain.

Is this a different condition or anxiety? The reason I'm thinking anxiety is that its never at night, usually when I am out of the house.",2.7900735294117682,3.770462566176473,4.811058823529415,84.79276470588236,74.07352941176471,7.792941176470588,24.62941176470588,8.238735603445708,1.394949411764706,503,15,107,8,10,174,89,136,0.124,0.805,0.071,-0.7939,1,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,9,8,3,0,10,0,12,7,2,1,3,19,19,8,0,1,6,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,9,5,4,0,4,2,0,2,2,4,0,2,0,1,13,4,14,17,3,20,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,2,12,80,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25247286349243525,0.0,0.0,0.11538269808695754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642136795420726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724061111322683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233048022532758,0.0,0.0,0.13784930422088734,0.0,0.14615478380699334,0.0,0.0,0.10899120382519953,0.0,0.41709811305134015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343681208870964,0.11788713037123512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749059213230785,0.0,0.08621380568416115,0.0,0.18756426137010826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16250706101785742,0.19040577068089776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16123650918850735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213054043280529,0.0,0.12727015260859245,0.0,0.0,0.154855900081901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17573615805136833,0.22363759277718656,0.12550174939590528,0.17558816250211634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15599301724509698,0.0,0.0,0.16788012210512834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16966345212080994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555251877976007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114705821424489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18174129734316605,0.0,0.0,0.13098164994830086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HowdyFrank,2019/01/16,How to get rid of shakiness? I just started college again and when talking to new people or speaking in class I get super shaky to where its super hard to communicate. Any tips or help yall can give me?,2.075487804878051,4.258392097560979,3.6611585365853685,87.07027439024392,79.24390243902441,6.051219512195122,24.88414634146341,7.1686216300943375,1.1285560975609754,160,6,32,2,4,53,34,41,0.104,0.669,0.227,0.8343,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,2,5,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,5,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,2,6,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,4,4,20,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27121839513603124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4167449174589921,0.3825945273191959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572737615891961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267327656125502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3851929518559187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764988294966822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822942584530918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205648232410939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ShyMountain,2019/01/16,"Stuck Anxiety/Helplessness I have dealt with anxiety since I was 7-8 and it’s triggered by different things depending on my life at that moment. My anxiety is accompanied with nausea, not being able to eat and racing thoughts. I throw up sometimes but not every time. 

Lately I feel stuck in life and in situations and worried about others being stuck too. It’s weird to explain and I don’t know how to word it. I’m worried about my mom because she’s clearly in a mid life crisis, I’m worried about my dad because he’s getting old, I’m worried about going back to school next week because I am scared of being stuck there, I am worried about all of my siblings and their life and their mental health, and I feel really scared of losing everyone around me whether to death or something along those lines. I lost an extremely close friend/lover in September and I’ve never dealt with a death before especially one so close and unexpected. 

When I go back to school we get 5 free counseling sessions so I’ll try that to get all of this out. Does anyone else ever feel “stuck” or helpless? I don’t even know what I’m trying to get unstuck from or how I’ll get stuck or what I need to fix but that’s how it feels. I haven’t even been able to eat dinner or anything. I just wanna throw up and I can’t stop crying  ",3.706704545454542,5.0985126250000015,4.665575757575759,85.12336363636366,72.37121212121212,7.552727272727274,26.45757575757576,8.07648339933343,1.5622293939393934,1039,35,209,15,20,338,141,264,0.263,0.7090000000000001,0.028,-0.9962,1,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,2,2,20,7,0,2,3,0,13,8,0,5,5,53,40,25,2,2,11,2,4,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,13,20,3,1,8,0,1,4,7,6,0,1,10,4,25,2,36,27,2,29,0,3,0,0,8,13,0,6,12,129,38,3,0.19668562023567468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046396112807456,0.0,0.0,0.06876357941861948,0.10076383058135074,0.08092775337650752,0.08754595089138974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512391012824445,0.0,0.17984659278861334,0.0,0.08368248812005932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802495909183714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274730537298073,0.0,0.0,0.08606045585462202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012584921200168,0.08215279877968028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990899717939972,0.08895670198371769,0.08285805901489883,0.093970769456135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989003186656094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597941114715301,0.0,0.2569002966838389,0.0,0.11178097060183097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453380843813684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809327310818302,0.0,0.110934973324221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27784974051458017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100204494052512,0.10735279433212888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910642212298626,0.0,0.0,0.11517791063487808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07291994760515404,0.075848037804812,0.0,0.10458869423517604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031942361773916,0.0,0.06663963326777689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06300092237305865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19691661793978188,0.19905634822261614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135018877603398,0.11054143897467084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570909982370841,0.09726355382568462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221899275805218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533459322639391,0.0,0.0,0.07807320623507508,0.05734448343164054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13353662535682964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888467032966723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.499359486741333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fitnessanddoggos,2019/01/16,"Increased Cymbalta Dose and Increased Anxiety? I was on 60mg of Cymbalta  (duloxetine) for the past 8 months or so (previously on Zoloft) but after having a couple panic attacks, I talked to my doctor and we increased my dose to 90mg. However, my anxiety has gotten worse the last couple weeks since increasing the dose.

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Although I have not experienced a panic attack, I have a general heightened sense of anxiety - so bad that I have missed a few days at work and just lay in bed and cry. 

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Has anyone else experienced this? Is it possible that increasing my dose actually made my anxiety worse?",5.613423423423427,7.862269621621626,6.8668468468468475,67.79774774774775,69.0,10.699099099099099,33.954954954954964,10.746095033038511,4.51226846846847,492,24,77,16,9,166,71,111,0.315,0.618,0.068,-0.9884,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,0,1,3,6,2,2,7,0,8,6,0,1,0,11,11,9,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,6,0,0,3,2,11,0,10,8,6,15,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,6,52,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.12699711666162952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820116048679855,0.31626682026566644,0.0,0.0,0.39822462208130505,0.0,0.0,0.09099637621406534,0.13334302131846495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961043255796613,0.0,0.0,0.10866082197885872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28799316766243555,0.14295183440331702,0.08392903785520993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320301741602758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087146284122898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608084272963812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12314088702208925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038758925961028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30538069506653365,0.0,0.0,0.12423262156548387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467124291915104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765251671795302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460098430402168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104389841243448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474291013024293,0.0,0.2652459890212427,0.0,0.0,0.31626682026566644,0.0
anxiety,ilikecaps,2019/01/16,"Contemplating going to the hospital I've had anxiety and depression basically all my life, though not diagnosed until my mid 20s. The last couple months have been difficult. Lost desire to keep up with stuff at home. Live alone.

I've been spiraling the last week or so. Increasing frequency of attacks and thoughts of suicide. Barely sleeping.

Medication is becoming less effective. Prozac and xanax. Get my medication from my PCP, haven't had a therapist for years. Was doing fine.

Moments of clarity are getting shorter. Paid some bills for next month during my last bit of relief, but now I'm going down again. 

Guess I'll give myself a few more hours.

Not sure what I'm looking for here, but I needed to get this out.",3.247727272727275,6.270390666666671,4.25477272727273,79.25215909090909,81.72727272727273,8.148484848484847,26.431818181818183,8.841846274778883,2.780309090909091,576,24,98,16,16,186,99,132,0.119,0.8140000000000001,0.067,-0.7257,0,1,0,0,0,1,19.0,0,0,0,2,5,7,1,0,5,0,10,7,1,1,2,19,25,9,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,1,0,3,5,0,1,2,0,2,3,3,4,0,0,8,1,7,3,17,17,7,21,0,2,1,0,1,5,0,3,13,60,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821669078621056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686349380213275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17379028868836954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687150447051436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16677794031855628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16902966766984154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157479229551042,0.15505151718511231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23943753178521995,0.14654446154480158,0.17363778897199394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16828597954094135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15323402898089467,0.0,0.1504410624996315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13578302548890528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735673954684501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790122493488999,0.0,0.0,0.13489277814838116,0.0,0.12828268378552365,0.0,0.16675916971766513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077858733752547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438683910030495,0.0,0.0,0.11327203911311536,0.0,0.0,0.16246548514194445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15287360738980507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17487741139612653,0.1670982377450334,0.0,0.14397758688869958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17736994645773405,0.0,0.0,0.15008915048927976,0.12127698333289365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253749154333884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837454608025857
anxiety,burritoruns,2019/01/16,Does anxiety ever end? will I live my whole life being anxious about every little thing I do :( ,2.4333333333333336,5.084441222222225,4.308888888888891,80.20000000000002,81.22222222222223,5.822222222222222,20.11111111111111,7.1686216300943375,0.9659111111111112,74,2,12,1,2,25,17,18,0.312,0.688,0.0,-0.6527,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562711215694403,0.37845027263108216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931573697686757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967071379540916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030231773451852,0.28224868673689324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366176727490247,0.0,0.3357541276488061,0.2958077191003205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225565425485405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3740112143485303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ServilletaIV,2019/01/16,"Constantly worried that I might have a heart attack or stroke. In the last 3 years I have been having panick attacks and constant worry that these may happen to me. I'm generally a healthy person and  have been to the doctor several time where he tells me not to worry about it since my tests always come up well.  I suffered an injury from a car accident that sometimes makes my face feel numbish as well as my arm. I know this is tension from anxiety and also my injury but my mind quickly jumps to ""Well, this is it"". Has anyone had any luck with therapy or medication? I'd love to avoid medication, but I'm at the point where I just can't stand this feeling anymore.",4.814696969696972,5.790374106060607,5.5951515151515165,81.07106060606063,69.30303030303031,8.290909090909091,29.060606060606066,8.515128840125781,2.0900696969696977,530,19,102,8,9,173,90,132,0.165,0.7170000000000001,0.118,-0.1437,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,9,10,2,2,7,0,13,8,3,1,0,21,22,10,0,0,6,0,3,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,9,5,0,1,3,0,0,3,2,5,3,0,3,3,12,5,14,17,0,16,0,1,0,1,4,6,0,5,6,71,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118613728011009,0.11639072808436715,0.0,0.0,0.09512267570532124,0.0,0.1070072310559565,0.0,0.13872261334283698,0.09780681268678748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182656443327789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049357423836828,0.0,0.3023195176435577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317232307225147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145428710624966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369474456650867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657575656463356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687396878536483,0.1140202450491709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262464698313976,0.0,0.09337047479849127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818272241953474,0.0,0.14838976222027045,0.14123815113690247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213715163507788,0.0,0.0,0.13223108898562516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15802371924942282,0.0,0.11570954774204067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13834413901531298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226061584255744,0.0,0.15996409454395544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156470615752097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37730469025063545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4261624557303516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900776405013056
anxiety,devsmess,2019/01/16,I feel like my anxiety is so much about wanting compassion but feeling like I deserve harsh words. *fills self to the brim with self-depreciation*,6.446153846153845,8.608729000000004,6.272307692307695,73.24769230769233,66.69230769230771,9.815384615384616,36.07692307692308,10.125756701596842,4.008984615384616,118,6,20,3,2,37,23,26,0.168,0.5489999999999999,0.28300000000000003,0.3716,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,2,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,3,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438032825954769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222868136422731,0.4553561751182694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113997256625697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23427987754919255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6649435432223465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18797648014941634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheWeaver333,2019/01/16,"Hesitant about taking SSRIs (Lexapro specifically) [xpost r/AnxietyDepression] ## Hesitant about taking SSRIs (Lexapro specifically)

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Hi All,

First off, apologies for the new account. I just want this account so I can post to this and other similar subs specifically and discreetly.

A little history on me. I was prescribed antidepressants at age 18 (2007) for anxiety and depression. I started with lexapro, eventually staying at a 10mg / daily dose. I experienced some crazy dreams, increased aggression, and an increase in reckless behavior. I stopped taking it after a year, only to have the anxiety return.

At age 23 (jan 2012) I started taking Zoloft (eventually taking 100mg/day) to deal with increased anxiety and depression due to life circumstances. My symptoms had increased and I just couldn’t get a handle on it. But still, the medication gave me reckless behavior, increased aggression, crazy dreams, etc. I stopped taking it after a few years, I think fall of 2015. Things seemed OK after that. I could control my anxiety and depression, and for the most part loved a pretty happy life.

This past fall, I had a terrible experience at a new job. It was a complete mismatch and I had several panic attacks. The anxiety was unbearable, and I left. I started seeing my therapist again, and he and my doctor want me to go back on SSRIs (First I tried Zoloft again but I felt AWFUL getting back on it). I’m worried though. I feel like I haven’t had complete success with them in the past and I’m very suspicious of them.

I recently came across these posts and this article:  
[https://www.hormonesmatter.com/kindled-brain-long-term-lexapro-use-reactions/](https://www.hormonesmatter.com/kindled-brain-long-term-lexapro-use-reactions/)

[https://www.hormonesmatter.com/brain-long-term-lexapro-chemically-induced-tbi/](https://www.hormonesmatter.com/brain-long-term-lexapro-chemically-induced-tbi/)

[https://www.theguardian.com/society/2017/may/06/dont-know-who-am-antidepressant-long-term-use](https://www.theguardian.com/society/2017/may/06/dont-know-who-am-antidepressant-long-term-use)

The top posts essentially accuse Lexapro of causing long term brain damage through neurotoxicity. The article from the guardian just outlines how hard it is to come off of a particular SSRI (Seroxat), but the condition described in the article sounds very similar to the condition in the blog post.

I guess my questions are, should I put any stock into these posts? Is this just anecdotal bullshit? Are my apprehensions in taking SSRI medication unfounded? Should I keep searching until I find the right one?

Tl;dr - I am hesitant to go back on SSRI medication, and came across some articles that outline potential long term brain damage caused by SSRIs. Am I just scaring myself with anecdotal bullshit?",10.938086034912722,15.397903678304242,8.21201932668329,54.04216864089776,60.845386533665845,9.496284289276806,34.214526184538656,9.827888789773867,4.341878254364091,2329,97,276,55,40,676,201,401,0.19,0.731,0.079,-0.9916,1,0,0,0,0,0,167.0,0,0,2,5,16,17,3,3,25,2,20,13,2,4,1,55,50,22,0,6,8,0,3,1,0,2,10,1,0,0,17,23,0,4,6,3,2,13,2,12,0,3,11,6,38,5,47,35,14,74,0,5,1,1,9,23,0,6,33,189,55,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04082441292747671,0.0,0.22962492142185925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06829606078955137,0.0,0.13848472346810006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4020992486109692,0.0,0.13732322980657388,0.0,0.12334059680580768,0.0,0.05171300526757091,0.1258866524084534,0.0,0.06733197287753415,0.04793136496078921,0.0,0.0,0.03871623732714357,0.06189125704799293,0.15511867919904332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614461903384066,0.0,0.0,0.14071616242715074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695252347128433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05872367016659143,0.0,0.0,0.030354424874868887,0.04288749717286654,0.057640973441234526,0.0,0.054868959238720184,0.1021278638944461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06272939778749129,0.0,0.0682361314921287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613297886492599,0.0,0.0,0.06390611066803077,0.05377766343597295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05957336420964977,0.05335997674535239,0.0,0.0,0.06598499509811681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06522589324285122,0.0,0.08480598856285196,0.0293290298534244,0.06016871093884162,0.0,0.4250176348470218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054182012614946776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18143041429571236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159602475741557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04067982907792693,0.045657705853530815,0.0,0.07043564282078832,0.0,0.06500975236920775,0.11461634216753785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874744933117228,0.06107501505457798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06034961954998666,0.06725055803630481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059275220644241386,0.0,0.0,0.051267746372542784,0.0,0.0,0.060103379682516965,0.0,0.0478384280868244,0.05465167380250798,0.0,0.06782005992934027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747473159073158,0.0639870560442095,0.04794233071522838,0.10038034149789232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062397142251467176,0.315960750394565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970279373457046,0.03988317394613795,0.03846664163093284,0.058981993890628484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04075838077717722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07221215575593408,0.15554738457823086,0.0,0.0990668163841754,0.07081788895367104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609662976008644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731840518763677
anxiety,PM_ME_TO_NOT_GIVE_UP,2019/01/16,"anybody got tips for managing anxiety for a hybrid class in college? it's supposed to be partially online and partially in class, but with the way my professor manages the online, it's terrifying to keep up with homework where I have to spend 10+ minutes going through recursive links in the strangest of places to find a damn rubric",14.733225806451607,9.04024296774194,13.058064516129033,56.65709677419356,54.806451612903224,16.916129032258066,55.193548387096776,13.816669648895859,7.257393548387097,272,15,45,7,2,87,47,62,0.158,0.8420000000000001,0.0,-0.8735,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,14,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,28,4,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34577007079244026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4131094265117895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568755589608833,0.0,0.3614966036202947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4017482689265077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4722319256543774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3587675423698881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rivermousehero3,2019/01/16,"How to help an acquaintance experiencing social anxiety/panic attack in the future Last night, I attended a friend’s birthday celebration at a local bar and I ran into a mutual friend. This person is a genuinely kind and friendly person, always greets with a hug...but has always seemed a little uncomfortable in social settings.  However, it’s never been like last night.  I see him about once a year and have been on a weekend camping trip with him. What I’m trying to say is, we aren’t strangers.  We have partied/hung out together.

As a person with social anxiety, I often keep to myself at bars and restaurants (or escape to the bathrooms/porches to get some air if I need to).  I love meeting new people, but sometimes I have to coach myself through my nerves or leave altogether.

Last night, I recognized some of the same mannerisms and physical signs from this mutual friend... but his were greatly exacerbated.  The conversation was going great, then it quickly took a nose dive.

His eyes were darting, he had difficulty completing full sentences and had beads of sweat running down his forehead into his eyes.  He tried to wipe the sweat away discreetly, but he was shaking.  He was not okay. 

The conversation ended abruptly when my boyfriend interjected, we were headed out soon.  I said“ Oh, looks like we’re heading out, I just need to grab my coat real quick.”  He darted for the bathroom and didn’t come back.  I felt sad and somehow responsible- my boyfriend assured me that I didn’t cause him to feel distressed.

What would you say or do to help an acquaintance who is exhibiting a panic attack/paranoia?  Hoping that my friend is okay today. 


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anxiety,ash2857,2019/01/16,"I find myself feeling hot and like I could pass out, but know it’s probably in my head I’m super paranoid about my health and I have a phobia of passing out. Sometimes it’ll hit me that I feel a little off (anxiety) and I think “oh no, I’m gonna faint,” but I’ve never fainted in my life. Does anyone else struggle with this? Is there something that makes you believe that you’re actually fine and it is JUST anxiety? I can never convince myself I’m okay.",0.2280175438596501,2.557716494736841,2.5269736842105286,91.04589912280704,89.31578947368419,4.850877192982456,21.600877192982455,6.42735559955562,0.4910877192982457,357,13,74,4,12,121,66,95,0.16699999999999998,0.701,0.133,-0.5057,0,0,1,0,1,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,3,6,0,1,2,1,6,5,1,1,2,19,16,6,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,3,13,5,8,12,0,10,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,3,46,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.21119938240328787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311287549363925,0.0,0.0,0.151329250321117,0.22175278061849887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438366337016165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17279758990869132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18939479848029994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18079514702726893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188617605917396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978083437641572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22211428047051726,0.2300494389312012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894140853717568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152867234695621,0.1057342238673511,0.21691450361678485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446523268916606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338402915140271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23334253624189746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666143824343462,0.21404965838679088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262541888824083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867627118785644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cascadic,2019/01/16,"Speaking up Does anyone else have trouble speaking up? I definitely do, especially in situations where I know the person is causing me stress, anxiety, pain, etc., for the simple fact that I don’t want to seem “needy,” “bitchy,” or whatever. I guess I still have an innate need for people to like me, regardless, but now I’m in a situation where I want this person to know that I’m not a toy they can just play with and then put away for weeks until they decide they’re bored again. 

Any advice or thoughts? ",9.804183673469387,6.690951357142858,9.49765306122449,70.6062755102041,60.938775510204074,12.657142857142858,36.74489795918368,10.686352973137794,3.58905306122449,395,12,78,7,4,129,70,98,0.145,0.76,0.095,-0.5873,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,0,6,6,0,1,5,0,6,1,0,1,1,19,16,6,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,2,0,0,5,2,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,2,10,2,13,15,1,14,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,4,7,50,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18611289592368105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12951765277550886,0.0,0.14569949061681745,0.0,0.0,0.13317233467958398,0.1951462486861616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17894112072134588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19565234922786687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16667066965751884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15910282894595346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124104932703532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20981044378650812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093409573015451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930479297166256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14122184664316392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20266024222177725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132039271796533,0.332600341173472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914624243071105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733853839791421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4281644914811278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15209963101868307,0.0,0.21816845933033166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15120200603504794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22467357382677308,0.0,0.15277354388835854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,O8274,2019/01/16,"Does this sound like anxiety? Nausea I would really appreciate anyone who’s experienced symptoms similar to mine and giving their opinion. 

For years I’ve had problems with feeling nauseous, but I can’t tell if it’s anxiety or an underlying health problem with indigestion. 
Been feeling terrible lately, beginning to lose my appetite and not sleeping because I feel like I’m about to throw up. Partly due to mock exams and the stress I feel about them, I constantly have this expectation that I need to get high grades. 
I’ve had underlying mental health issues similar to this for a long time, and the first time I remember getting headaches and nausea from feeling stressed out (due to situational circumstances) was around 9 years old, had some counselling for a while but it didn’t help. The nausea went away gradually after the situation changed, but over 3 years ago I experienced something which caused great anxiety to me in a restaurant, as a result I threw up, and ever since then the nauseous anxiety has been getting worse gradually. 

I’ve recently turned 18 in the last few days and I can’t even eat the lovely cake my mum made for my birthday. Specific foods like chocolate and dairy seem to make me worse, sometimes bread and anything with carbs in (especially fast food) particularly if I eat them in the morning. Usually things like mindfulness and breathing techniques help, but last night they did nothing and I felt completely helpless. 

If anyone has any tips on what techniques/foods help them when they feel nauseated I’d really appreciate that. Thanks. 

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anxiety,SnowDegraw,2019/01/16,"Anxiety/Panic Attacks WITHOUT Rapid Heart Rate? 24/7 Symptoms? I'll start off by saying I have never been officially diagnosed with any anxiety disorder or panic disorder. I've yet to meet with a psychiatrist and have only have a few doctors tell me it sounds like anxiety. Currently looking for some good doctors in NYC that can help. 

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Basically I have a history of getting attacks that include feeling lightheaded, lump in throat, hard to swallow, hard to breathe but I can feel my lungs working, feeling weak, feeling detached, feeling like I couldn't think but I actually could, feeling like if someone spoke to me I wouldn't be able to respond because I feel so out of it but I still can, etc. And at the time when this happened my heart rate would feel like its pounding. This was back when I was partying a lot and a lot of time these attacks would happen after a long night out and I'd be hung over. 

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Now I am pregnant and I'm of course no longer drinking, but I'm still getting these attacks minus a rapid heart rate. My chest feels tight but my  heart doesn't feel like its pounding and my husband will check my heart rate and it will be normal and not sped up at all. (He checks my blood pressure but that spikes during the episodes). Does anyone else have panic attacks that doesn't include rapid heart beat?

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A few months ago I had this weird thing where for several weeks I was waking up basically constantly lightheaded and I tended to get these attacks more often. I went to the neurologist who ran an MRI (without contrast because my husband and I were trying to conceive) and she didn't see anything worrisome at all and said I looked perfectly healthy but said anxiety is a big possibility.  My GP ran a bunch of tests and blood work and also said it seems like anxiety. Also went to the ER once and the doctor who saw me said anxiety/panic attack or crazy migraine attack. But I have never heard of physical symptoms of anxiety lasting for days and weeks. Does anyone else have this? 

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It went away eventually and now I'm pregnant and it came back. If it truly is anxiety then of course it can make sense. My husband and I are about to embark on a crazy journey. But I'm also terrified it's some scary disease or other health condition that everyone is mistaking for anxiety and I'm wasting time not getting it fixed because everyone tells me I'm healthy. I'm also having gastrointestinal issues that I've tried to keep a food log for and it doesn't seem like anything triggers it. It just seems like indigestion is just sort of there mostly and comes and goes here and there. But I don't have any other gastro symptoms except the abdominal discomfort and bloating. My Gastroenterologist isn't worried because she said most people with gastritis or ulcer or whatever else have other more worrisome symptoms. But then I'm a freak and my mind is like hmmm so maybe it can be stomach cancer?

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Sorry for the long rant. Needed to vent and see if anyone had similar symptoms. 

**TL;DR**: Constantly lightheaded almost 24/7 and getting attacks that sound like panic attacks minus the rapid heart rate. But I always hear rapid heart beat is associated with panic attacks so it sounds weird to me. Also seems like having constant indigestion that isn't triggered by any particular food. Does anyone have similar symptoms?",5.4230309540083965,7.422573277511963,5.717154574748562,76.86436773752565,69.01594896331738,8.308160010415651,32.572632880903555,8.89984518584905,2.9996131172086056,2723,124,455,50,49,867,263,627,0.185,0.7090000000000001,0.106,-0.9952,1,0,1,0,0,0,76.0,0,0,0,5,25,35,11,6,22,0,50,37,16,3,5,106,105,60,0,11,27,3,13,11,0,5,17,12,0,0,38,36,4,2,15,1,2,8,16,22,1,0,22,30,39,13,52,72,14,55,0,0,5,0,22,15,0,21,43,294,77,6,0.03733601168392147,0.0,0.03643456161907308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03309612163175829,0.0,0.037386622525733486,0.0,0.0,0.14928797527251253,0.03106655264655885,0.20226776530354,0.22683670413045026,0.0761693047543833,0.0,0.19993362721529406,0.0,0.0,0.10442482989963588,0.07651031227181954,0.06144871276300368,0.0,0.0,0.4672261362132328,0.03507841200339299,0.0574181767409445,0.0,0.09103874472874783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04270245093940347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03216166810929241,0.0,0.12104089430750806,0.0,0.029809767270690287,0.0,0.0,0.024078638804947542,0.0,0.0,0.03789526594230851,0.0,0.0,0.08558060806026249,0.11464497006230966,0.09801898628262737,0.0,0.0,0.03657507748214327,0.0,0.0,0.0935683407286118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04163952235654323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135231832723436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18878209329021264,0.1066914168283255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902937070586943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753262558897507,0.0,0.0,0.03131567520539705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603222365603928,0.0,0.06689146585745255,0.0,0.0,0.039686434509391605,0.04208039866645626,0.35394682889067475,0.02502554162238341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03896909599764788,0.0,0.03318596267078245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03043383269349421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006453833336536,0.0,0.0,0.06608239088900097,0.06270569299933633,0.0,0.0,0.06348348397051477,0.0,0.0,0.02492207771789966,0.0,0.037509042037551614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03769872850023484,0.0,0.029801248319777107,0.0,0.0,0.027684179580741517,0.05759166780550106,0.0,0.0,0.035037317754565936,0.036581364264366895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039761633927773474,0.0,0.028395719310743733,0.0,0.1752230608718801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025884089459345016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04209074333478174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775754848602771,0.02969109504883428,0.0,0.0,0.0595039348047145,0.13595721117804108,0.0,0.042179065929622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03163468153984925,0.0,0.0,0.04179460833585179,0.026426621237277136,0.0,0.059633174319344215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23283847105885966,0.0,0.0,0.06526663972615306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024804387154912663,0.023923408724980187,0.0,0.0,0.06531278598344131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05069740226641875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059897392998668114,0.0,0.0,0.10383257065346964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198116584923267,0.0,0.054362122351295686,0.037916532198157694,0.0,0.05304486295550073,0.0,0.22683670413045026,0.0
anxiety,isniffcannabis,2019/01/16,"Has anyone here used Zaleplon for insomnia? so I've been researching possible treatments, as my anxiety has gotten to the point where I've been extremely restless the past couple of weeks. I'm going to see psych soon, and I know that in the end they're going to make the call as to what I try when, but I've been looking at the best treatment of insomnia, which is when I found the nonbenzo Zaleplon, which is even used by the Air Force. The biggest problem I saw with nonbenzos was the half-life, causing drowsiness in the morning. My main struggle is falling asleep, I've tried better sleep hygiene and at-home remedies to no-success. Anyways, the half-life in this is about 2 hours, which means it'd be just enough to put me to sleep without the negative affects which I've read to be mainly sleepwalking and what I stated before. So has anyone tried this? If not, what have ya'll found affective when it comes to anxiety-induced insomnia? It's really messing with my studies, so any experience would be appreciated ",8.133782383419693,7.5260644766839375,7.955652849740933,72.39990414507777,62.26424870466321,11.450569948186526,38.47098445595855,10.793553405168565,4.186364145077722,816,37,145,18,10,262,117,193,0.059,0.845,0.096,0.904,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,2,13,6,0,2,12,0,17,6,3,6,0,23,32,13,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,13,6,0,0,4,1,0,5,3,4,0,0,8,3,9,2,23,19,4,22,0,0,3,0,1,8,0,1,8,96,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253464615307356,0.0,0.1153452475005274,0.0,0.0,0.21085586282848204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830151793560862,0.0,0.15823288119998571,0.1333514548772358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15396185030319984,0.0,0.0,0.15489119797336512,0.0,0.12988244818221673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668336981719945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354512226308107,0.1557946416012189,0.0,0.09958787021065134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749044283962506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306419942719539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713819525054579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14848658912802093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286399777281354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266160836875739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10064591353870224,0.0,0.0,0.16424214208704999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439352735872211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14253455150461244,0.16998026257696647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427479613013014,0.0,0.15157417932801998,0.0,0.0,0.15081944362561558,0.0,0.09659265819403004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015105532847575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017750626304433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576265729002338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071063991673969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604486693798936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094553080957313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453452291675023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710882036246144,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SprinkleLPs,2019/01/16,"Just started Medication Hi guys, I've just started taking Sertraline, 3 days in, and as you'd expect, I'm getting the usual side effects (nausea, increases anxiety, inability to reach climax/ejaculate).

It seems to be helping a little bit so I'm definitely sticking it out as long as it helps, however I just wanted to ask any of you who also take Sertraline a couple things.

1) Im a social smoker, although I used to be heavy, that smokes to help with anxiety and stress. Ive moved to vapes and was wondering if its okay to take in nicotine whilst on Sertraline?

2) Does the side effects of being unable to climax/ejaculate wear off after a while? If so how long does it normally take? This is the most frustrating side effect I've experienced yet as I never had issues before but it was almost instant after taking my first tablet.

3) I know it takes a week or two for it to start doing any good, however I think it might be helping? When I'm on my own (which is most of the time atm) Id normally start getting pretty depressed and my head would be filled with pretty low thoughts that make me feel pretty terrible. I'm still thinking those things however they're not as bad and it doesn't feel the same? I don't really know how to describe it. Does the sound like the medication is helping?

I'm completely new to anxiety medication so any help, advice, tips etc for dealing with the medication, and anything I should expect to start happening would be greatly appreciated.

Thanks ☺️",4.190698379033481,6.023574365853663,5.681399787910923,76.55493107104986,71.89198606271776,8.893743372216331,28.85456748977428,9.43228470229965,2.8077066808059388,1181,47,212,28,23,399,160,287,0.071,0.7559999999999999,0.173,0.986,3,0,2,0,0,0,35.0,0,2,0,4,12,11,1,1,13,1,21,6,2,7,1,48,54,24,0,10,8,0,2,1,0,4,4,1,0,1,19,10,0,0,12,0,1,3,4,6,0,2,4,4,14,5,33,39,7,35,0,2,0,0,14,11,0,9,22,131,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157201066920483,0.0,0.0,0.08358939117881532,0.0,0.0,0.06675591492522788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703001068510569,0.0,0.19157727374195066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686938287223714,0.0,0.07803901120882124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969916937320537,0.0,0.0,0.0710321276217456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113442840306292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752324413648567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236486622167947,0.0,0.05383526572197833,0.08606033279762902,0.07189795883795856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191518472065759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309806790823057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441618513536267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100484279913344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722577480693491,0.0,0.0,0.07001590536751237,0.0,0.09203284372226668,0.0,0.08265459670908155,0.07381775887608613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567069994645161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357141640749093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090168658332875,0.08712750147436027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175271126566993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04078227184592552,0.08366511740722472,0.0,0.1477476821622499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05572103502841038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363740982412219,0.0,0.0885550936350897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872202701359311,0.0,0.0,0.06438201853511727,0.0806218678818297,0.0,0.0,0.16357797312363184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547760235573194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05347701363599963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599362914448715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850935091148052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954245437143575,0.0,0.06666422905657153,0.0,0.0956217450910846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.376582439591603,0.0,0.0,0.0768537017501587,0.0,0.0,0.11091580253956622,0.10697640145838874,0.0,0.06627080615925626,0.04867566389368585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154415196851329,0.0,0.0,0.0720966650277327,0.09193727935668408,0.0,0.049236446164378785,0.0,0.06695960046284864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905264159385066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185982445074319,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,m4kaylaa,2019/01/16,Finally going to do my first stream today + go to the grocery store I've been telling myself I would do it for months. Today is the day I'm actually going to do it. I'm extremely anxious but excited. Also I'm going to go to the grocery store later today. I haven't even been outside in over a week. I'm excited and scared.,1.6582608695652148,3.2710579420289885,4.799347826086958,81.1364130434783,78.27536231884058,7.498550724637681,25.99275362318841,8.344100000000001,1.9127275362318843,254,10,51,5,6,93,42,69,0.081,0.815,0.104,0.36,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,17,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,1,0,1,2,0,4,2,8,14,0,16,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,9,31,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.19379484448690013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15881206561055802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22434977008628976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12807389070432193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13116658613566734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21754524671859346,0.0,0.1689202487287286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5643153525589132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15851235823908966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988228767009412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17357610101298854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5647192827330351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15929663272346156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14107238444044878,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pony-boi,2019/01/16,"I feel like I'm not working hard enough but I dont know how to work harder I'm taking 16 hours at my university. I'm majoring in math and minoring in arts, but right now it feels backwards. 
I work out twice a week.
I take my meds.
I am looking for employment. I currently have a. Etsy shop, which admittedly is failing. 
I keep up with my friends and try to keep up my art.

But I feel like I'm not doing enough. 
It makes me feel like a wreck. 
I'm bored but also exhausted. I might have to drop a uni class because the teacher wont meet me halfway (prof wants to do live video groups, but I dont want my parents to hear me in a video group because my parents give me so much anxiety). I want to move out but I Hvent found a place yet.

I feel like I'm not trying hard enough. 
My friend who has depression and anxiety, like me, is doing a job, and taking extra hours at college. I'm just here complaining. 
I feel weak, and ashamed. 

Tomorrow I'm going to go back to my uni's counseling services. Today I'm utterly paralyzed.
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anxiety,papski,2019/01/16,"Should I be afraid of Benzos (first days of anxiety) Hello there everyone.

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So, because of my worrying nature and other medical thing going on (result cleared everything up yay!)  I've developed my first anxiety attack (landed in ER yay!) and since then I am having anxiety/palpitations daily, some days are better, some are worse but because my attack happened right before falling asleep since I am having anxiety attacks every time i go to bed and try to sleep, getting myself super tired throughout the day doesn't really work. The problem is not only falling asleep but also staying asleep, I am waking up every 1-2hrs during night so I am not really getting deep, quality sleep. Workaround for now are naps during the day - but only weekends - i find it easier to fall asleep then. I've had some leftover Alprazolam from the wisdom tooth extraction and was taking 0,5mg every night just to try to fall asleep (during the anxiety). 3 days ago I've took 1mg and it really didn't help. Yesterday was the first day when i decided i can do it without the pills, took almost an hour of breathing but i was finally calmed down. I was thinking about not taking it because I've read about physical dependency and basically it is a nasty thing. First thing I have to say is I hate how it numbs me but it helps with calming down a little (not entirely eliminating the anxiety/palpitations). I think they gave me something else at the ER, I remember nurse saying it is similar to xanax, also 0,5mg dose.

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Should I be worried about start taking them just to properly be able to sleep? I am super active person and i would hate to stop working out because the lack of energy (not to mention since the attack I've lost weight but finally started to feel hungry all the time so let's get back at ti!). I am seeing my physician Friday morning and we will see from there what to do, any advice?

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Thank You!

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anxiety,abstract_tart,2019/01/16,"Anxiety/Work My anxiety is really affecting my work. I have broken down at work multiple times, having moments when I will just cry seemingly uncontrollably. Work takes a lot out of me, and some days, I dont even make it to work. I feel overwhelmed. I have to continue on because I need to pay bills, but continuing on takes SO much out of me. The fact that I cant just do it like everyone else makes me feel like a complete idiot and loser. I feel like I may not be trying hard enough. Maybe if I tried harder and forced myself to go more often I would get better? ",2.531578947368424,4.401137596491228,4.2788070175438575,84.6903157894737,76.54385964912281,8.068771929824562,22.803508771929828,8.841846274778883,1.5972203508771936,442,13,91,10,10,149,77,114,0.17600000000000002,0.691,0.133,-0.6492,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,6,6,8,1,2,3,0,11,0,0,3,1,24,22,7,0,3,5,0,4,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,0,2,1,3,4,0,0,0,4,17,4,12,18,5,13,0,2,0,0,0,6,0,6,9,63,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964534232588715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533980539930163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832282485994074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16398210969878166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17179772635762727,0.1008648678003514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18329928345899127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306518804813065,0.0,0.0,0.16160269825448598,0.0,0.10330052673219084,0.0,0.0,0.14944661560034486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23724116263845904,0.2234639536934713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171238802944097,0.0,0.08888555367615249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14010341106361324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22922697992691035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329654319345493,0.0,0.0,0.2087960282712924,0.0,0.15712452008118025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497177499430475,0.1159683957300328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019365258841108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142380412811789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351862202588012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119792273499604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21237025974960227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5693042211322288,0.0,0.0,0.11110185947045678,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gamma_emma,2019/01/16,"crippling anxiety is eating me alive my anxiety has been really bad the past week, to the point where i’m crying multiple times a day and i don’t know what to do. i feel like someone has their hands around my throat, i can’t eat, and i constantly feel like i’m going to throw up. i just started a new semester at my community college after dropping out of my university, and school is really hard for me. i’m worried about my future and have nothing to look forward to. my boyfriend is the only support i have right now, but he’s going back to his college an hour away today so i’m here by myself. i just physically feel like i’m being put through the wringer. i need help. ",4.394057971014494,4.936842463768119,5.8668115942029,80.3107971014493,70.01449275362319,9.031884057971016,30.55072463768116,9.150863307647796,2.5054724637681165,532,21,108,10,9,181,89,138,0.076,0.818,0.106,0.7056,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,9,5,0,0,7,0,12,4,2,0,0,14,27,6,0,1,3,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,4,0,0,5,2,1,0,0,1,6,19,4,17,25,0,27,0,0,1,0,4,9,0,0,17,68,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405390644672638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399552488677817,0.0,0.0,0.14770926648685231,0.12088912075890157,0.13126849026277526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16989425206729505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17269399532122676,0.10139107994787908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217416918157173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384788500949186,0.3369446481492086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17869853945238354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408343307427791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537832773390364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482573408421454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640160272836063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304228573816588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320215395808941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657340300256724,0.0,0.15183984219876812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085264414017766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956957659174552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500801151445426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14861959385463086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15804513875956833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20143272601059647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13426129526181366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591106183127199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320829931937414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127803728134883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17840644214404308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167370241744638,0.0,0.14902204143981676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610890115909773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596601111296961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vaas98,2019/01/16,"Please help! Suffering from anxiety and panic attacks I had my first panic attack when I was in 5th grade but they didn't occur so frequently. I used to get very anxious during my exams and sometimes used to have panic attacks. But my anxiety used to last till the exams, after exams were over there were no anxiety or panic attacks. I smoked weed 2 times in my life, and because of panic attacks I didn't try it anymore.

For the last couple of days I am feeling anxious for weird reasons. It started after my father had an accident, I didn't have any panic attack hearing the news of my father's accident, I was just anxious. My father was at the hospital and for like around 1 month I was putting too much stress on my body, I was skipping meals everyday, doing my job, focusing on my education etc. I lost too much weight, sleeping less. One day I was awake the whole night, at morning my father became suddenly ill and I got really worried. Then I had a panic attack and I felt like I lost control of my body. Ever since then I am feeling anxious about losing control of my body or mind. I am constantly feeling dizzy or brain fog and having digestive problems.

Main problems I am facing : 
When I try to relax, my heart starts pounding and my legs become numb, I get intense amount of brain fog. Same thing happens when I am doing my job.
I read on the internet that it might be 'leaky gut', I am also worries about it as I am having digestive problems like acid reflux and constipation. ",4.944653979238751,6.057601968858137,6.010205882352942,77.70942647058824,69.1038062283737,8.271349480968858,31.058996539792386,8.548686976883017,2.55823723183391,1175,48,207,18,20,391,148,289,0.345,0.588,0.067,-0.9985,2,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,6,13,28,7,8,8,0,29,17,10,6,1,34,45,23,0,3,6,4,5,3,0,1,5,1,0,0,6,10,4,2,5,2,0,1,4,24,0,2,18,7,42,4,29,25,8,33,0,4,0,0,7,9,0,4,26,150,48,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05006215185270901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04257095829016072,0.0,0.14366922512169875,0.28288611989273216,0.062083562544168885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055728334469861016,0.0,0.4985252653341176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03816110653563256,0.06913809993336112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20860744076535973,0.0,0.13976727088545182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764965072983876,0.14042512327394813,0.0,0.06926702995268827,0.0,0.08074518192502833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981687866964313,0.0,0.056626363538327125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495913322002524,0.0,0.06010696297164669,0.0,0.0,0.05324854324099155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06541307970606125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050067893197760185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05535802869933727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07055609483004853,0.07418271575190757,0.04196026044994945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424405012161953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205665600196366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04421707433097143,0.09175134315825033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003472280044969,0.13667319545679812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640997355599636,0.06320935987602942,0.0,0.04996767542937087,0.0,0.09203816046766498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058746979411397324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042420188870902965,0.0,0.0,0.5141430870283038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06871731171577207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797026632112614,0.0,0.06293149006829685,0.0,0.0,0.0626181343069751,0.0,0.04010392757366085,0.06436445316798586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05178435419499262,0.0,0.06264640336824408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061914181114436674,0.0,0.08861889398122096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170945568692719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04158945133042005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036503259375690565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500420231992517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16220199498733462,0.0,0.0516525407936884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623138886583643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698919969642632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714910153797238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GreenPlasticChair,2019/01/16,"Moving out. Need tips Hey,

So this time last year I was supposed to move out of home but was having constant panic attacks and didn’t go. Developed agoraphobia. Slowly turned things around and now am moving out of my parents home to my new place. 

I’m a little anxious but more excited that I’m now now able to do what I last year though was impossible. 

My friend is yet to move in and it could be a couple weeks before I have any company. Any tips on living alone?",1.6089361702127647,3.9455009574468094,3.1398297872340457,89.29400000000004,81.97872340425532,5.887659574468086,20.038297872340426,7.1686216300943375,0.49668,366,10,75,5,10,120,66,94,0.128,0.794,0.078,-0.615,1,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,1,1,2,0,11,0,0,0,0,11,16,7,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,2,0,0,4,0,6,2,12,10,1,25,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,12,48,11,0,0.1429804644992917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808464056933146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944632377371265,0.0,0.0,0.16152722711303205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12728292702317945,0.0,0.16266091969799032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166584428008273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15451108738314173,0.0,0.11415826647639972,0.1582051644365677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104663521937754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125909296104487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868421276145665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23309632383061715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330398774407554,0.12625436967641704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6078624241881516,0.0,0.1060182027273375,0.0,0.1380914235810841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16775676822785954,0.15876288522928764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14938415356116344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498986734453413,0.0,0.1404775804190843,0.0,0.0833730586679742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15552168750128115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146903041726641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841494626777504
anxiety,nancysmama,2019/01/16,"Speaking when in groups of people? Big fat NOPE. My brain shuts down with intense anxiety and I cannot get any words out, but it never used to be like this, I used to be confident and calm. Can anyone help? Have started uni as a mature student and I'm regularly experiencing panic episodes/shutdowns when I'm speaking to people, especially when in class, but now also when I'm with old friends. It started when I fell ill during a presentation, I had to run off stage to be sick and then I fainted and I was on my own for about 20mins so I found that almost traumatic. Everything else in my life is going ok. I used to be charismatic in groups of people, but now I hope the ground swallows me up...",2.103206577595067,4.400177496402883,3.732502569373072,85.98627697841732,79.7913669064748,6.561356628982527,24.31706063720452,7.7094869923839395,1.3163521068859199,548,20,110,9,14,182,90,139,0.118,0.6920000000000001,0.191,0.8885,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,1,3,1,10,7,2,3,1,19,22,17,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,5,2,0,0,4,8,2,0,1,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,3,3,13,5,22,15,1,29,0,0,0,0,6,12,0,2,14,73,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941011975352678,0.0,0.0,0.15501253026033615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181678605387304,0.0,0.14828587587272118,0.0,0.0,0.1355363440625365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21638780501564986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16192714363103786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742094908997052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21253384419109148,0.14975909773715204,0.0,0.10127258439859596,0.0,0.11016285233569216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12992582024572732,0.0,0.0,0.19252530770774068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691382250046732,0.09469967051882487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14950015451926374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20340083541407936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274276442570938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4031495028236951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743996907148166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5022425270539089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tabby05,2019/01/16,"New here! I have had horrible anxiety every morning since I was 13. I feel like I’ve tried everything. I’ll get some short term relief with medication, but it always comes back. It’s a hopeless feeling. I’m so tired of feeling this way. Anyone else deal with this? My doctor recently added celexa (which has helped in the past) to the Wellbutrin I take for depression. I have a klonopin rx that I now only use for emergencies. I’ve found benzodiazepines to make it worse in the long run. I meditate everyday, practice mindfulness, eat healthy, exercise, etc. It seems my family is littered with anxiety/depression/addiction.  Am I doomed to feel like this forever? It doesn’t help that I am an extremely sensitive person. 😿",3.6827819548872185,6.505153932330831,4.705977443609021,78.24362781954888,77.34586466165413,9.514285714285714,29.80075187969925,9.784248007369934,3.6520466165413534,575,27,100,19,14,187,96,133,0.191,0.687,0.122,-0.9312,0,0,0,0,0,1,23.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,6,0,9,6,0,2,0,15,21,2,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,11,4,1,0,6,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,3,4,11,3,11,18,3,14,1,3,0,0,4,3,0,2,10,55,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17768376170989578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562119747835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246873273628101,0.0,0.0,0.11396678478123907,0.16700308347369894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532967489543764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040192973798274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16803610384827095,0.140383524964788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668277380887347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16678002694714247,0.1361576930238317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18177755184711306,0.0,0.0,0.1373265711148427,0.0,0.14648539986481593,0.0,0.15365298812604256,0.0,0.32965168482991203,0.23288096808710515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17871072919363667,0.0,0.0,0.08515583705776593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21849826474054374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592579030152009,0.0,0.0,0.14424151090339002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879746015605772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16419583525444978,0.0,0.0,0.16457399573040088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15741729230456744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396166063210565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555929261562633,0.0,0.1423170645460452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16093350833189982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483804784808111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482747021806454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122548611866382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18733366445948532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065988689889156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407715064291253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937431484484374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166101298769073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,prider90,2019/01/16,Weak voice when angry? I had a burst of anger at a coworker today and I noticed after... that my voice has become weaker. Is that normal ?,1.3866666666666667,3.777807666666668,3.653333333333337,84.90000000000002,83.44444444444446,5.0814814814814815,16.407407407407412,6.42735559955562,0.0060962962962962655,105,2,19,1,3,36,23,27,0.409,0.591,0.0,-0.9211,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,3,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5280500288149249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4684596809503006,0.0,0.5443469668329356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4532053332566624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sorrus,2019/01/16,"Burning tingling skin all over? During periods of high stress in my life my skin will start to tingle all over in a very painful way. It feels like when a limb falls asleep but it’s also on fire. It happens mostly on my back, shoulders, arms, and legs/feet. I’ve heard that anxiety can cause these symptoms, has anyone ever heard about or had this?",3.2151960784313722,5.280894441176475,3.232941176470589,92.06990196078434,75.17647058823529,5.7098039215686285,23.098039215686285,6.42735559955562,0.4700803921568637,274,8,55,2,6,83,57,68,0.13699999999999998,0.8370000000000001,0.025,-0.7754,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,2,0,4,10,5,1,3,9,9,5,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,1,5,2,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,6,3,1,9,5,3,14,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,2,6,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225091344924831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21285351476093908,0.0,0.0,0.19455249558846213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139500650913504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858300329540016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516848092635087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14068695120623914,0.19877534319921308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24604749490873185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29397677054069765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965297650033365,0.13593444148339748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960679181278445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19694032986693893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187239926635678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891988151160398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229577869128679,0.0,0.22085466275482046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,magma-zz,2019/01/16,"[M16] is my mom feeding me drugs and xanax? please help i will argue with her tonight about it ,but i need help here is the story

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when i was 7-9 years old i remember i wasn't a very social person, suddenly i get social i go to talk to everybody, my mom looks at me and said the pill works! i said what? she said you're talking now look how happy you are, i said i'm not because i didn't want to for some reason,that's when she admitted that she gave me pills  


sadly my mom is now secretly a xanax addict and she uses some anti-anxiety stuff i don't know about, the strange thing is i thought she stopped but drugs side effects come and go as time goes by  


in september 2018 i was getting panic attacks about social stuff out of no where, i made a post about it someone said it's some anti-anxiety pill side effect and it will be gone so i waited  


november i am cured and no anxiety attacks i made alot of friends i was doing good at school and life was going pretty good  


until january 10 my mom made me a new type of coffee and she gave it to me and i drank it just like normal, as i walk to school i start getting happy for no reason, it was final exams so it was in-exam-out, so while i was in the exam i was SOOO happy i was hearing the best music in my head i felt so cool, until i finished exams and i started walking home i was happy the entire way for no reason.

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when i came home i started listening to music and i enjoyed it like never before, i started getting sleepy even tho i got enough sleep and i'm awake for only 5 hours, then i felt asleep

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then it hit me the best stuff happened i dreamt about flying i dreamt about girls and sex i dreamt about my dreams coming true so much good stuff i don't remember  


since then the anixety attacks hit me again and while im typing this my heart doesn't feel right, what should i do? i can't do anything about my moms food i must eat it, help please",1.1898095823095791,3.178269869778873,2.8745644963144983,92.57617106879609,81.26044226044226,5.445921375921376,20.49441031941032,6.508806274219699,0.19500692874692893,1515,42,328,14,40,500,193,407,0.08800000000000001,0.7020000000000001,0.209,0.9957,0,0,2,0,2,0,39.0,0,1,0,5,26,21,4,1,13,1,30,18,4,9,3,54,76,35,0,5,4,5,3,2,1,4,9,7,2,2,20,19,4,2,13,1,0,9,12,6,0,0,29,13,64,15,33,40,8,49,0,1,2,1,36,10,0,4,30,212,84,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516076501691254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19429018963920244,0.21789011312058787,0.0,0.0,0.13717722251074607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049187612098795463,0.0,0.0,0.2039992843443141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03643671494755018,0.0,0.05086193046731,0.0,0.12545494286786074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836372962200843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297730151070117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13863407094893046,0.06116211206266828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06176089227781036,0.0,0.039479122394980214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03022273358848371,0.0,0.1147818014195086,0.06547776895532159,0.0,0.0,0.07227705248919891,0.0,0.046180026592532855,0.0,0.12491449831862825,0.0,0.10191013822680392,0.15040282037045324,0.04780546787257711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052856557235640936,0.2545154276989928,0.0,0.0,0.061343751477722086,0.0,0.06736786609513817,0.0708306103588354,0.12019258778925986,0.0,0.11991322984815456,0.0,0.05886379750664952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456447503415802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03284936110482643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042219030826788836,0.05840357439304372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038756435902084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967433877808724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500237035063113,0.0,0.0,0.04393960922131319,0.0443204951011034,0.046100178323755035,0.057728579667307225,0.0,0.0,0.058564284736774774,0.0,0.0,0.06272110429545788,0.0,0.0,0.04545962198134303,0.0,0.07013006100038903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05219097519964963,0.0,0.1312243446930244,0.0,0.0,0.05724545966962299,0.060810043890351086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18436802119301826,0.0,0.0,0.13542100914920385,0.05104532359570873,0.2842863153618934,0.0,0.0,0.12098576858577482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04944436689182717,0.0,0.059815591036034926,0.18279137717219365,0.050644980976326304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16922891771735646,0.0,0.0,0.04997242298475469,0.0,0.0,0.2737005006976431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608562071474154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039710142616974496,0.0,0.0,0.04745262809575178,0.03485378117342053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05162418311742759,0.0,0.04931850976226244,0.035255324387938484,0.0474445680781612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043515036635440915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21789011312058787,0.0384914814084824
anxiety,ladyorchid,2019/01/16,"As an anxiety sufferer, how do you recover from someone blowing up at you? I made a mistake at work yesterday, and a contractor we work with who has a lot of clout went off on me. Tore me a new one in a way that I’ve never experienced before. I’m a sufferer of generalized anxiety disorder and OCD and I’m taking it so hard. She not only berated me for the mistake, but also took shots at my personality. I spoke with my therapist about it but am having a hard time calming myself and acting normally at work. How do I deal with this? ",3.4879128440366967,4.630015532110092,6.395309633027523,73.47901949541286,72.57798165137615,10.587614678899085,31.05619266055045,10.686352973137794,3.689246788990826,419,19,82,14,8,154,74,109,0.152,0.8140000000000001,0.034,-0.7574,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,2,0,3,5,5,0,0,9,0,5,0,0,3,1,20,12,11,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,8,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,4,0,1,4,4,13,1,17,8,1,16,0,2,0,0,8,8,0,1,4,63,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15786465208474987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020284639495281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16797705681071742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20351581594848644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262431534082541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35367208798128763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16782661315888245,0.0,0.1867893188637168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15225085249665632,0.19065491256982084,0.0,0.0,0.19341491944807285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376669019695964,0.15013534551272528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17236637157830545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672605575226016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14842394084464922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292023399973936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510840281610757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21932414192776628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566908458684528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18299634885031116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4311394227788831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dangermouze,2019/01/16,"Stressing over everything The last 2 years I've been getting anxiety over things more and more, work, home projects , tricky situations etc. 

For example, work in IT, and I'm running the win10 project and every day there's some app or data that doesn't work or gets lost and I usually end up getting it working, but then stress over its my fault for it not working for ages, at nights I don't sleep as I'm just over analysing the situation over and over.

Another example is we're building a carport at home, got half way before finding out we'll need a development application which costs heaps and is stressful process. Stupid me for not fully checking, and the outcome is minor in the grand scheme, but why do I have to replay it over and over each night

Any tips or tricks to stop doing this analysis and stressing my self stupid?",11.508708333333335,7.564552787500002,10.0025,70.84583333333336,58.625,13.41666666666667,44.16666666666667,10.864195022040775,4.547291666666666,666,28,129,11,6,206,106,160,0.202,0.774,0.023,-0.9813,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,6,2,10,3,4,7,0,10,1,1,0,0,23,18,16,0,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,9,11,0,1,1,0,2,1,4,9,0,1,3,0,7,1,21,14,5,26,0,1,0,0,2,14,0,4,10,78,16,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350517243920147,0.12876182179647674,0.09393824569496688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448995321473728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791929593682953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876039350001256,0.0,0.13694947745216346,0.0,0.0,0.10346053164085317,0.0,0.11036070604983428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223289140564847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924667914474584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098210804338713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463478609942818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009474769072747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13404582857457595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105133086807933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304705763301919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810252034248334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27605464527253604,0.12288421323064475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026625629764509,0.5626474670213983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157989494451175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352419298183775,0.0,0.0,0.09746937745445497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080386779580416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4469830480674711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907629644775792
anxiety,buckwheatpancake,2019/01/16,"Buspar increases my appetite Does anyone have experience with Buspar increasing appetite, and what did you do about it? Almost no one seems to have this effect, and I don't know if such effect, if it did occur in anyone, went away after awhile. I feel really alone in this struggle. ",5.449807692307693,7.364914365384622,6.0453846153846165,74.8746153846154,68.80769230769229,8.276923076923078,24.538461538461537,8.841846274778883,2.0197538461538462,225,6,36,4,4,73,39,52,0.124,0.8759999999999999,0.0,-0.6705,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,2,0,11,10,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,5,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,3,1,4,0,7,7,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,1,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30407409843934885,0.3145027377529242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.424655717222897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853008852905601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657370726950422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29704016263722005,0.0,0.0,0.15354086820547388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16688495133186995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057695476301513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19453395316410071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27644290672977784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174539444643524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28149815073882817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kamkamkam122,2019/01/16,I’m 22 my life seems to have come to a screeching halt and I finally am seeing a general practitioner and getting help I still feel stuck First post here..I have been dealing with hating myself extreme anxiety and it got to the point where I can’t take it anymore I for the first time have been dealing with actually harming myself which isn’t like me and lost my job due to too many days missed because I just can’t bring myself to leave the house in the morning. Finally after having to leave work for the last time before I was fired I went to the emergency room for an evaluation finally I had my first meeting with my general practitioner and she prescribed Zoloft. I’m going back to see her in a month but as of right now o don’t feel any better. I’ve always had outlets for how I’ve been feeling but the negative feelings have increased to the point where nothing I do helps anymore. I guess I would just like to hear some experience from you guys. ,5.4423123909249576,5.952066979057591,6.062526178010473,79.94659904013963,67.69109947643979,9.089179755671903,31.623472949389186,9.075114841892004,2.572392321116928,767,30,150,13,12,250,113,191,0.131,0.789,0.08,-0.6784,1,0,0,0,0,1,7.0,0,1,0,6,9,7,1,0,12,0,18,2,0,1,0,25,40,9,0,1,4,0,5,2,0,1,2,1,1,1,3,9,0,1,5,0,0,5,5,4,0,3,10,8,22,3,23,29,2,30,0,2,2,0,10,8,0,3,18,99,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.11657116453843368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939639889362983,0.0,0.0,0.08123371658421147,0.0,0.09138299585883633,0.0,0.2369351655124389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185377058114017,0.0,0.07281885673623563,0.0,0.10164768238187297,0.0,0.0,0.1056485266006345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290018428645502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703880165594437,0.24630638745540376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685022850351735,0.0,0.0,0.2416008040818379,0.0,0.0,0.39257240537430577,0.0,0.3048259125865573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062410476427667866,0.0,0.06788921345031547,0.0,0.09553933501505082,0.0,0.13159350684421692,0.11827955145066588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179374014894065,0.0,0.0,0.13463483184116198,0.0,0.1601367712682524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378354054605347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185409767624014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973720325096842,0.0,0.25297188015368505,0.0,0.0,0.0843748280201466,0.11671967472185832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303995971704747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110894923173338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953480999073384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462060505878854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258477850130329,0.0,0.11440517984353865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201419396126482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19038085451187245,0.10874764049669114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539717601391882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898155372125809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931072006007275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073628207416028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696489854229475,0.0,0.0,0.08485763479403781,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hp5log,2019/01/16,"Does anyone elses Anxiety cause there heart rate to sky rocket when they just stand up?....... I was recently diagnosed with Anxiety/PTSD after a tramatic event. I have been on meds and am feeling better slowly but i noticed that whenever i do anything that involves moving, my heart rate races. My heart rate still races if i'm laying down sometimes but as soon as i get up from sitting or laying down it sky rockets like i'm running a marathon. I'm just wondering if that's with my condition or if there is something else going on. I did have an EKG, heart monitor and an echo that came back fine but i'm still worried......that could just be the Anxiety lol Your answers are appreciate! ",2.3452272727272714,5.024573977272726,3.4859393939393932,85.74390909090913,81.95454545454547,6.8533333333333335,26.224242424242426,8.021203637495839,1.9667387878787888,543,23,101,11,15,175,86,132,0.026,0.848,0.126,0.9151,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,1,1,10,3,0,0,5,1,11,5,4,1,0,21,20,13,0,4,11,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,11,3,13,14,0,22,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,6,9,65,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21997673551304514,0.0,0.0,0.10053163301891532,0.1473156651127089,0.11831552796231208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055499115073933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715832839005936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16444162297317047,0.0,0.14769771979434984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479356342803138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592977446179758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581948523573705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402130630261895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269754575203946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511710869919304,0.0,0.08171130422566825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6815017605380884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07024176865223711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597029001319645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15281130289628445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16369010944879225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16806663536808214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196161128108295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068591111777648,0.14219829715076734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296396518792403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559191108649348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yuwishbish,2019/01/16,"Anxiety in the family / help I have anxiety.. and just read a thing about it - some bland themselfs which can lead to depression, others get aggressive to others (something like that) to make the anxiety less distracting. 
I've noticed that my sister, who is just 6yrs have some kind of anxiety, another sibling I remember showed some sort too and now he is aggressive if someone makes him uncomfortable. I don't know how to tell anyone or who I should tell?!?

My anxiety have affected my school years, and it's now starting with my sister too. My attendance to school wasn't very good and she just, like me is having trouble with that. A couple days ago she expressed some of her feelings about school and told me strictly not to tell our mother. ",6.441884057971016,7.4932994202898575,6.3798550724637675,76.63253623188406,65.66666666666667,10.481159420289854,32.72463768115942,10.504223727775694,3.5596028985507244,592,24,105,15,9,187,86,138,0.17600000000000002,0.7709999999999999,0.053,-0.9198,1,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,1,10,9,2,1,4,0,11,0,0,5,0,27,18,8,0,2,6,3,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,0,3,2,0,2,3,5,0,0,2,1,16,4,13,15,5,9,0,1,0,0,17,1,0,7,8,76,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253418859704976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14826942161919218,0.5408501201205984,0.0,0.0,0.0988696294040164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15645555868450378,0.0,0.09119080576856686,0.0,0.12178694971820342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13329860995905154,0.0,0.07149569932613455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07387526170586584,0.0,0.0,0.11859896559352492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477692338949983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14724553908250493,0.07770931897110764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816104298281234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18877016819199446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16098396069284887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143749477162126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16017776360677213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4293107095140077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980710883283445,0.10885603549682132,0.0,0.0,0.10008310286513612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707674786756464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393936549217252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13511302392182625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166691733840827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105646824901993
anxiety,houseospirit,2019/01/16,"Android Games to Ease Panic? Hi, all. I'm not sure if anyone else can relate, but back when Flappy Bird still existed I was obsessed with it-- just like everyone else at the time. I am typically not a game person because even small arcade games can stress me out, but the light and bouncy movements from Flappy Bird calmed be down a lot and it helped me to focus on my breathing and prevented a lot of pamic attacks. Ever since the game was deleted and I switched phones losing the app, I have not been able to find a bouncy game like that since that doesn't feel too heavy or fast for me. I am in desparate need of some kind of game like Flappy Bird to help me calm down for situations where I can't just lay in my bed (I have been shut in my house for the past month and am starting a new job now because I have run out of savings, so I really need something that will help me during my breaks of before my shifts start). 

Does anyone have any suggestions for games like Flappy Bird where the object that is moving in the game feels lightweight? Or even any apps that significantly helped relax you when you start to feel your heart rate increase and need to focus on something peaceful?

Anything would help greatly. Thank you in advance.",8.721404958677688,6.7624741157024815,7.715619834710747,78.92979338842977,61.97520661157024,10.122314049586775,33.15702479338843,8.00094639256281,2.2687305785123972,984,27,194,8,11,302,136,242,0.062,0.76,0.179,0.9856,1,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,4,0,2,14,17,1,3,12,0,19,2,2,0,3,35,30,14,0,5,10,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,1,1,7,9,0,1,4,9,0,5,5,5,0,0,4,4,23,12,29,23,5,36,0,1,0,0,21,16,0,6,18,122,30,1,0.1174188972272677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15969775316019133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420404613330158,0.12030953613264132,0.09662574767960852,0.0,0.0,0.13358094673839715,0.0,0.09028788413178916,0.0,0.1431549398138814,0.0,0.09991483322997988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275406823556706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19617684353915046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551081484292325,0.10621211490079524,0.0,0.11219878817694934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781115674436473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731874484304224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945474871818433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13914195856426007,0.3935170586365527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548564243735214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652013746499765,0.0,0.0,0.12227371255547713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22945976851060376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136171140659578,0.0,0.1996506949662452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372264352518174,0.12479770534390025,0.0,0.2611938734537237,0.0,0.11340390262555575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377657765814797,0.0,0.0,0.11208962362858664,0.0,0.10252565200085303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522155224648693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19426025031959945,0.1319837601423891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807896073076839,0.0,0.0,0.2493290994276223,0.0,0.09377088300186884,0.0,0.1345029500567926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066592104113017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810354484050318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846790323097825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341101567750865,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,halpmeplz76,2019/01/16,My brain feels dull after days without socialization Idk why but i've tried so hard to socialize and forge friendships with my classmates but somehow my brain still doesnt work and when they do talk to me i always end up replying with a nervous laugh cause i cant think of anything interesting to say so i just 'heh' dem and pretend that they're not there anymore lol,7.064166666666665,6.891508194444448,6.507777777777778,80.465,64.27777777777779,9.422222222222222,34.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.7371000000000003,298,12,58,4,4,92,57,72,0.14400000000000002,0.693,0.16399999999999998,0.5575,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,1,7,5,0,1,1,2,3,2,2,1,0,14,5,8,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,3,8,3,9,5,0,6,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,5,35,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866695215808565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22248579668977608,0.0,0.0,0.1846133676904755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5008770653581985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23045980456702764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14468126016987193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986993656212912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343345184912247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009652965282578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17840481275902206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4573743982090289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17915885690929448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18031664142537784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437485295546624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523126806847827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20243268280754392,0.0,0.0,0.21625653069358008,0.0,0.16332277814803484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,neetoburrito10,2019/01/16,"Skipping school It's only the 2nd week back and I've already skipped 3 times, my new classes really push the whole group stuff and it's driving me crazy but missing school constantly already caused me to fail my last semester idk what to do I'm just sick of feeling like shit constantly and being on the verge of throwing up. 

The last group thing I had to do a kid from a seperate group noticed how shaky my hands where and now I'm doing twice the amount of group stuff, idk how the hell I'm gna get through this semester.",2.487830188679247,4.64999570754717,2.9043773584905668,93.11939622641512,77.77358490566037,6.1267924528301885,25.69433962264151,7.1686216300943375,1.0530747169811323,419,16,88,5,10,129,70,106,0.253,0.705,0.041,-0.9789,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,2,1,8,0,5,3,2,3,0,11,11,7,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,5,0,1,1,2,6,1,10,9,2,16,1,2,0,0,5,4,2,1,10,49,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3938276175462829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13720992500370865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833078076825118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3856621247366997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022500654891788,0.1274781100034034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932279288689788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909060606567124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717713880289933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723391917310627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20315598063495885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571223393706872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431371597254085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611831382167524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831668692754168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4085439425190971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854810774099606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040502383882539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14313440913222775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19922272887241668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,poodleypooo,2019/01/16,"My GP is unwell and will be away for six months at least. That’s what reception said when I called this morning. So upset with a mixture of worry hoping she is ok and scared of what on earth I am going to do for six months. 

She’s been with me through all the crap in recent years and I can’t bear having to find a new GP and start all over again. 

I’m gonna run out of meds and since it’s a new year I need all new referrals to other specialists. 

How to work up the courage to go to a new GP?

At the moment my mind is telling me to just do nothing for six months and hope she’s better. ",3.0807061068702315,2.7698380916030563,4.307700381679389,93.34414599236644,72.66412213740458,7.4660305343511455,23.24522900763359,6.6274283507984215,0.3264877862595412,454,9,115,3,8,150,83,131,0.085,0.809,0.106,0.4033,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,5,8,1,2,7,1,11,1,1,1,3,19,20,9,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,6,9,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,3,0,3,2,1,11,5,24,15,4,25,0,0,0,0,6,8,1,2,14,77,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634777896239254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377628342638992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15905503907557098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236778307315234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17705141305408645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094226143896269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17302149564954347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727978749955865,0.0,0.37299406553674014,0.0,0.0,0.11549890552758355,0.0,0.6017611269031067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494621830139835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538006528896836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14816963666974334,0.0,0.15594946649845506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885168018730353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025234902828036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361468096579923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339988630363927,0.15818846852644555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006170718388192
anxiety,sincerelyln,2019/01/16,does anyone else fear they come off sketchy to some people due to their anxiety? I don’t know how to describe this any further than the title pretty much. ,5.5379999999999985,6.5300948000000005,5.206666666666667,84.45000000000002,67.66666666666666,7.333333333333332,28.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,1.5003333333333333,124,4,23,1,2,38,28,30,0.14800000000000002,0.755,0.097,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,3,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23440490969209998,0.0,0.26369128229505845,0.0,0.0,0.2410192619701092,0.3531814993537439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29692484129988633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016455473996992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28794904363713164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3878785160685227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18943575311768404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533910153678217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389686109809549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506794675466473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,oxtail-,2019/01/16,"I get incredibly anxious when things are going well It gets to be ridiculous. My anxiety about losing the person I love and the goodness they bring into my life fills me with dread. Is anyone else terrified by happiness? I know that sounds ridiculous, but my brain is a tricky bastard and really wants to convince me things will be painful. ",5.585161290322581,7.798273000000003,5.233096774193552,79.62964516129036,69.0,8.185806451612903,30.14193548387097,8.841846274778883,2.6337638709677424,274,11,46,5,5,84,50,62,0.3,0.5539999999999999,0.146,-0.8736,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,3,11,3,1,3,0,6,4,1,0,0,7,13,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,0,1,9,5,6,10,0,5,0,1,0,1,3,1,1,0,1,33,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18725558853055746,0.2765310741884774,0.0,0.17115546389930528,0.2508054454587078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27325478937603315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20448179842649544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557742911381117,0.0,0.13911378698016502,0.20530936645053205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605722473358211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452436929290956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17289494538440836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738455620776913,0.0,0.0,0.22092298599728785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26046256420201863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21373195049699728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568119662474292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252411438403961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14437724564474191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22008609801729714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,augustinax,2019/01/16,"Anyone else feel intense anxiety when their SO takes a long time to reply to a text? Whenever this happens to me, my mind explodes with thoughts of terrible scenarios. ",7.2650000000000015,8.686040166666668,7.173333333333336,70.35000000000002,64.0,11.333333333333336,41.66666666666667,11.20814326018867,5.382666666666667,135,8,21,4,2,43,27,30,0.154,0.804,0.042,-0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,5,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28514223137915296,0.0,0.0,0.2606258711526674,0.38191236331762735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31137333062953315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188466660923744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296094584217851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298598754692733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3763573842031552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802512924053614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959109685786456,0.21734552035440086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Enrique717,2019/01/16,"When you’re funny and didn’t even know it So I’ve never considered myself clever with words or funny. I’ve been talking to a couple of friends and decided to open up and express my feelings and I noticed I’m really funny. I’ve really relaxed and just let any impulse to say anything just launch and every time I do, my friends can’t help but die of laughter. I’m always really tense and super conscious of everything but when I relax so many ideas come to mind about everything. So the question is, has anyone else noticed something like this? A complete change in character and feeling? Does everything seem so clearer?",3.808586707410239,6.2189041596638654,4.792116119174941,79.9738731856379,74.63025210084034,7.35248281130634,30.145912910618787,8.296473431620573,2.5958168067226888,501,23,84,9,11,163,80,119,0.079,0.674,0.248,0.9631,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,10,7,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,1,1,28,14,17,1,0,5,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,11,0,0,8,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,3,6,7,11,11,0,8,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,3,5,50,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987368497307028,0.0,0.0,0.106141894819951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913696810880293,0.15992563298268275,0.12844313390959727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16511527759173208,0.134451813812607,0.1636502139407454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17270303754068672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16198966811274138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658941703508387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038744428768234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030914490060395,0.0,0.13150678630638205,0.0,0.4208324147462496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15784066157237828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411789101556616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046192458468961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17619887867482184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857792177176103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15960559658481765,0.0,0.07625434338525802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15824381662734202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15759948793890813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038094806882048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3554034032507561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17484885013173587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999725892974047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412358618441426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209223835710927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016043496957513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254537242371291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101334038175607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MiaMae13,2019/01/16,"I only get anxious about work, do I have anxiety? I usually have a normal amount of confidence. Nothing gets me as anxious as jobs do. Even during the job interview I'm mostly fine.

I'm starting a new job next week, and the same thing that always happens to me is happening. I thought with this job it was going to be fine. I had a pretty great feeling about it, and it would take a couple of weeks before I'd have to start.

But now the anxiety is kicking in, I'm feeling extremely nervous about all the aspects of the job: whether I'll do it right, getting along with everyone and the freedom I have to partly give up. In the past, for the same reasons I've thrown up every morning, had mild panick attacks and just didn't feel like myself anymore. I'm really afraid this will happen again.",5.0715189873417765,5.548273367088612,5.9568101265822815,80.4967341772152,68.49367088607596,8.59848101265823,32.255696202531645,8.548686976883017,2.5404308860759497,624,26,119,9,10,206,99,158,0.092,0.775,0.133,0.8223,5,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,7,7,1,2,12,0,16,0,0,1,1,21,35,8,0,2,3,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,5,3,9,4,20,27,6,16,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,11,80,17,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782641465307884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17987916956013658,0.26563789296188944,0.11659636568986999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375114755601206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004213870821477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300873149614926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07765288895701021,0.0,0.0990565364305288,0.1123417451326334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17833850650303987,0.08399096370070164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184274074725071,0.11278242327303754,0.06681689094762136,0.0,0.0,0.12961969218215838,0.0,0.0,0.3118963229682354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5833430021217226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057438033090778176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135483950656744,0.12503543920652632,0.0,0.11519217306840995,0.1128101517064765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894161461449746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731523430768615,0.1122324414933611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960943656358393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531739502951261,0.12088000448852874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040286117039482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16643118639197255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839688442887916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810729084228686,0.0,0.0,0.0933362607043728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948509867021846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18861272670932067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855912721160634,0.0,0.0,0.08351729298286571,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxiety_throwaway7,2019/01/16,"Anxiety took me by surprise First of all, I wish I could read more posts on this subreddit but even that makes me too anxious and uncomfortable at the moment. Feeling of intense anxiety is new to me but I already know that it can go from bad to worse very fast. So for everyone that will be reading this one - if you feel worse at any point I suggest to take a break and a couple of deep breaths.

 

I wonder how many people here are like me - I was feeling good most of my life with some episodes of prolonged sadness or slight anxiety. Until last week. I actually feel like I actually caused my first panic attack which was very intense (felt like a heart attack) so I told my girlfriend who was with me to call the emergency line. I had slight palpitations throughout that day and my new watch that I got for Christmas was showing lower pulse than I was expecting. I could feel anxiety(but nothing I never felt before) until I went to bed where I suddenly decided to get up because I was afraid I am going to pass out and from then on it was a full blown panic attack. I didn't understand it and also didn't know how to deal with it.  
So as you can expect - nothing was wrong with me. It was just anxiety building up. I had some past experience with hospital and they checked my heart a couple of times since I was young but they never found anything wrong with it.

 

Since that day I had another panic attack that I could feel coming but was not able to stop it before it completely overwhelmed me. I knew much better how to deal with it but it was still super scary and mind-breaking. I went outside and it took me 2-3 hours of walking/ tensing muscles and deep breathing to calm down enough to come back inside my appartment. As you can expect that was a sleepless night and the feeling of anxiety never went away - I called psychotherapist and they advised me that if the feeling doesn't go away I should go to a doctor and get some relief which I did.

 

So it has been a crazy week where I almost didn't get anything done. I am lucky enough to be able to put my life on pause and try to make peace with myself. I don't want to take meds yet, at the moment I will be seeing a psychotherapist and see how far it will take me. I found a way to fight back anxiety but I am staying at home and I am not sure if I would be able to stop it if it came to me in a crowded place.

 

For people wondering how I was able to stop panic attacks before they went out of control (so far). It requires 4 things - you focus your sight on one point and one point only, you start breathing deeply, start counting from 1 to 10 and you tense all your muscles and then let go and you repeat this many times. Sometimes you need to count loud in your mind because anxiety thoughts will be trying to break through. I feel like doing these things at the same time requires a lot of concentration which will help you deal with anxiety but it might even take up to 30 minutes and more. Obviously it's not an ideal solution but working for me so far.

 

I didn't expect to be writing this at this point in my life, 26 years old and I was feeling good but now anxiety and panic attacks took my completely by surprise and for the past week I had only a few moments where I felt good. Couldn't even sleep in the bed with my girlfriend and took a couch because it felt better/calmer. I am not even sure what is causing my anxiety anymore.

 

So my question to you - did you find a reason for your anxiety? I can see how hard it is to lead a normal life feeling like this but I am confident in myself so will definitely be fighting strong.",4.795034961027053,5.530559946354886,5.4117855914718005,83.2391456040807,69.20632737276479,8.424220541036224,29.58874942686841,8.536127082880203,2.079817996331958,2879,105,577,43,48,930,283,727,0.157,0.715,0.128,-0.9755,1,0,0,0,3,0,69.0,0,15,4,11,30,38,8,7,25,0,66,11,6,13,8,138,125,60,0,19,20,0,16,5,2,9,5,1,4,0,43,39,0,6,28,3,1,20,14,19,0,5,46,22,90,19,88,58,15,105,0,2,5,0,36,37,0,16,48,410,133,8,0.16789584532051682,0.0,0.08192106288298427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04203085914597218,0.0,0.04631931007646582,0.03356656171092978,0.0,0.2728726173879551,0.0,0.028543733052952512,0.044013358231748116,0.35320962082740953,0.04741862888995575,0.041626890899625735,0.0,0.0,0.06908198752282024,0.0,0.0,0.2865086434249423,0.07887183673594303,0.06455077072971911,0.03504650445712185,0.07676081171586882,0.0,0.10715024869082754,0.0,0.0,0.07424511563742424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572021497655383,0.04800702977078142,0.0,0.08623764109164432,0.0,0.07231370211474614,0.08801779973321493,0.0,0.0470773667501154,0.10053837800936906,0.09288677970856812,0.0,0.05413946527750088,0.12981993318271828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04296212801041727,0.0,0.042953935488828206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674064480227986,0.0,0.11089362237077184,0.0,0.0,0.04010791880553431,0.0,0.04105858835257523,0.0,0.0,0.2334562562743221,0.08995861908311502,0.16120634109220164,0.0,0.03836344023331344,0.07140606012999964,0.0,0.09204456420032812,0.0,0.0,0.06578898715087869,0.0,0.11927384757115432,0.10561730196781667,0.03357041127004445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037600424825577856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994786925458948,0.028134261506453772,0.0,0.042103305561737935,0.0,0.041335896899534215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046135582866235716,0.0342143806740468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042921219282943714,0.11858980081991875,0.10253178659609992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03568476091981433,0.0,0.0,0.05603589024202511,0.08511001743002998,0.0,0.0,0.046623608685534806,0.0,0.0,0.04452773988116016,0.08476347102416047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030855691163534742,0.031123160476157968,0.09711871977129656,0.08107742681789414,0.0,0.039389719314206484,0.04112557018770018,0.08055029588051238,0.0,0.04404461163568496,0.0,0.0853279274758588,0.06384617802140001,0.0,0.2462369991285945,0.0,0.0,0.08013779108466104,0.058198919543408514,0.0,0.04385385588771408,0.0,0.15871584256100787,0.0,0.04019945227969147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04219542442269077,0.047020442882067935,0.0,0.08397064016035223,0.0,0.0,0.04315622300076055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003434383790596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944258911846217,0.0,0.04200427442301753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04151332102690992,0.0,0.059418771736517585,0.04473865796465517,0.0335204597382174,0.10527633342468536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911992362443719,0.0,0.12623678078526845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05577126962954202,0.0,0.0,0.0333226367591448,0.07342606319176169,0.0,0.0,0.04010791880553431,0.18653846184040773,0.056995128999947874,0.0,0.0,0.043696374035916016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06926582793239795,0.02475732990034892,0.033316976776774566,0.10100693984613557,0.0,0.0,0.1556411306886145,0.0,0.0,0.04826798405149129,0.0,0.09103794114642064,0.03055754375580077,0.0,0.08555010506247884,0.02981709783714018,0.09178387506331513,0.0,0.027029854926224055
anxiety,humanstrugglebus,2019/01/16,"My anxiety/depression is making it hard to seek help The past year my anxiety and depression have been the worse they’ve been in a few years and I want to get help but I get so anxious at the thought of calling the doctor/physiatrist/therapist that it’s stopping me from getting help. I was on medication for most of last year but because of said anxiety/depression I stopped getting it filled and now have been off of them for a few months. I know I should be more responsible when it comes to my mental health but I guess I just stopped, it just felt too much and now it feels like Im barely keeping myself together. I’m starting to have more bad days than good. I want to get help but I start to panic a bit realizing how bad shit has gotten and it kinda paralyzes me. If anyone can help give me tips on how to push through the  anxiety/panic of starting from scratch again I would really appreciate it. Sorry if this isn’t super coherent, I’m mentally and emotionally all over the place right now. ",5.134851178971783,5.874403582914574,5.97497487437186,79.4896521066873,68.44723618090453,9.942172400463859,31.388094317742556,10.035473477838034,3.0048481638964044,799,32,159,19,13,263,116,199,0.172,0.664,0.16399999999999998,-0.195,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,12,8,1,1,9,0,14,3,1,3,1,35,37,16,0,6,8,0,4,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,10,7,0,4,5,0,0,3,1,5,0,0,8,5,19,3,24,26,8,29,0,1,0,0,9,8,1,5,19,106,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582801993109378,0.12674716270559974,0.0,0.07844857759461736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18735442616858408,0.06839235492970278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248667158594385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456250727964055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664510322570144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235577846679465,0.0,0.2898973031224529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483520204163045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620302708457035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056728602606048124,0.08015133852533804,0.10772373021900952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930833884576011,0.10762660397227568,0.0,0.09410291321095048,0.0,0.0,0.12359422036978293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050368968337407,0.0,0.0,0.11925686027187155,0.0,0.0,0.3760060027289959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211886554191944,0.0,0.0,0.09972308578843199,0.0,0.0,0.061658828660302034,0.09145299591493072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054812268268450315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489029379509875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130235423189032,0.2261301087515749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089552093825863,0.0,0.08247541946803694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316353581843084,0.0,0.0,0.10710176446736537,0.0,0.0,0.1172187373946908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187427980191931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581297034830437,0.10672208298621763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151654173844303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12559187611693273,0.2382342416479237,0.0,0.0,0.28139735108313085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026575540798704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906941769430962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234972813397447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143351604598165,0.07969932154181948,0.0,0.0,0.2167475631693286
anxiety,realTB12,2019/01/16,"My fiancee is suffering. I don't know what to do. ***Before reading this: I'm asking for help from you guys because I know, if you're active here, you've read a lot. The things I'm saying may be like situations you've experienced though. I don't want to trigger anyone's anxiety with my post. If you aren't sure if this will have a negative impact on you, don't risk it. I appreciate you regardless.***

I'm struggling with this. I love her and we've been together for years. I've been very supportive... or I've tried to be at least. 

When we first started dating it was on the heels of her being in a bad living situation with a bad roommate. She said she never had problems with anxiety before that. Not really.

When we started dating, it was just this weird thing that every once in a while she would panic when ordering food at the drive thru. Even then I didn't really understand anxiety and still don't fully. It wasn't so bad though. It didn't seem to interfere with life as much as an occasional episode of getting spooked when having to do something. 

It hasn't gotten better. 

It manifests in hair pulling, nail biting, and picking skin.

I keep trying everything I know to recognize the signs of her anxiety and I'll do little subtle things to help put her at ease, things like going for walks, going for drives, exercising. And sometimes, big gestures; I read things about it, I buy her CBT books, I encourage her to speak to medical professionals and will drive as far as needed to get her help. But nothing is working and she is saying I'm not helping. But, it feels like I am the only one who is trying anything.

And although she's awesome - like, really, an amazing person. She's tethered to this condition that is absolutely insurmountable. I don't know what to do. 

I'm not going to leave her. But this is so hard. She has a meeting coming up soon. She is anxious about it. She becomes irritable and gets mean and says mean things to me. I try to reassure her about the meeting and how her plan for it is flawless, and am really encouraging. It works, but then it comes back again. 

I guess, and this is long-winded I know, I just... I don't know if this will ever get better and I don't know what to do.

Sometimes too I think bad things about it. I think that she had a very trouble-free upbringing and just isn't prepared to be an adult. She's soft and every little problem is a nightmare. Sometimes I think that I need a shoulder too - but I know she will never be that. I wonder if I'm not enabling it because I indulge it. I only think that stuff at the worst of times. But I'm thinking that much more often lately.

I don't see her doing anything proactive to get better, not really. 

I guess I'm just... honestly, I'm mostly just venting. 

tl/dr: Is there anything that I can actively do to help? Anything more than just being present?

Thank you. ",1.5821478873239452,4.053562760563383,3.3068133802816893,87.1617341549296,83.36619718309859,6.22605633802817,22.959507042253517,7.531066641456977,1.185590140845071,2240,80,442,38,64,743,241,568,0.102,0.8,0.097,-0.1853,0,0,1,0,0,0,90.0,2,5,0,8,30,29,0,3,19,0,56,9,4,3,4,90,109,45,0,12,23,0,5,4,1,6,3,5,0,3,45,25,1,2,19,5,1,11,22,12,0,2,11,12,63,17,54,86,8,50,0,1,1,1,52,14,0,14,27,313,108,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19496419799917725,0.07197870504704527,0.0,0.04455032292248492,0.0,0.2097248326394357,0.0,0.05956400621977183,0.0,0.0,0.04899214713374045,0.2127941753105789,0.07767894819692743,0.07036712730201926,0.10843187339070304,0.0,0.0,0.1690496141944093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976797004098413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0420825080937492,0.057632977122490825,0.10736361652646977,0.0,0.05726205121898961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03221572197395927,0.04551730730447583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0541951112989427,0.07704324366530979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16643972394852066,0.0,0.10863043443209562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403763483712773,0.06308689508249382,0.0,0.0,0.0570752455631872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21353081669537974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056631946823292575,0.0,0.0,0.2801244649235909,0.0,0.07187218767225885,0.06746394565392512,0.0,0.0,0.04500309527408578,0.12450980381527693,0.12771636893980956,0.0562606453305868,0.05638490110875696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054167379805149,0.05750438895114195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880648836234974,0.0,0.06418517024196196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367426875361352,0.09448627429713614,0.09828035729990676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06113531880150739,0.0,0.0,0.06785334994025659,0.04317426763725954,0.09691476374925156,0.0,0.07475467235916188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055632623093445036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061020417216356676,0.0,0.0,0.12193142122685645,0.0,0.06405018618113366,0.0,0.0,0.1911937802358252,0.0,0.20408415762124946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606066216339205,0.15200383360383593,0.0,0.0,0.05077182339212532,0.05800284920208739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432344518500813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04905016396519298,0.18904437937168114,0.0,0.0901942199764119,0.0,0.05088209720567393,0.0,0.0,0.06660772557775389,0.0729373073484043,0.0,0.07230191276318394,0.06004970809177512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0586593076738201,0.0,0.0,0.29630133794632474,0.2041268508895463,0.12519739869777116,0.0,0.03715215636390967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17303054413176108,0.0,0.0,0.06632853990054502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051414753082734,0.03758017868431187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06909513483693848,0.09276912810217763,0.0,0.0,0.045260610456685176,0.0,0.0,0.04102973874917792
anxiety,mkali22,2019/01/16,"Obsessive Thoughts excessive worry when routines are changed Then again, what really is 'normal' when it comes to mental illness? (Actually, forget I said that, I hate the word normal) Anyway lately my anxiety has been spiking pretty bad and I'm getting sick of only talking with morons who don't seem to understand what I'm going through (family). I'm sick of being told to 'just stop it'. If I could, don't you think I WOULD?? I hate this phrase because it implies the sufferer with anxiety is doing it ON PURPOSE. 

I like to have my routines, they keep me focused and calm and I always know what to look forward to on certain days. When they're flipped around or changed my mind goes into defcon 5 mode and i start obsessing and thinking  that things won't ever go back to normal, or that I'll never see certain people that I love again, that for some reason they'll stop coming over to see me etc. Really these obsessive thoughts make no sense but I can't seem to stop them and I end up making myself sick until the situation is over and things are back to my normal set of routines. 

This has to be caused by my anxiety, I'm sure of it. And before anyone asks, yes i want therapy but I can't due to living with family at the moment, being financially dependent on them, being disabled, and living with family that thinks all therapists equal a straight jacket or hard medicines. =\\ ",4.94788882318155,6.251773629213487,5.844833431894344,78.1873092844471,69.26217228464421,8.767120047309284,28.65937315198107,9.134995656068208,2.478307865168539,1097,39,197,21,19,361,153,267,0.158,0.757,0.085,-0.9158,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,4,0,11,14,3,3,5,1,22,5,0,5,6,59,54,20,0,8,7,0,1,1,0,3,4,1,0,0,20,17,0,4,10,0,0,5,7,8,0,0,5,5,26,6,33,41,4,36,0,1,3,1,11,11,0,8,22,137,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.09635829302589542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821615479971756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266128899221921,0.0,0.0,0.06904294927334156,0.0,0.0,0.08790162899582843,0.09231077106004784,0.0,0.0,0.15185354931017664,0.08244574050110705,0.06019242205380451,0.0,0.08402246990615223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143559663087164,0.20891263396019055,0.17011558817573258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883773433956301,0.0,0.0,0.06368064910151809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745641670501972,0.0,0.1101238252470071,0.0,0.08931811162992667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792565084269205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05158880413792392,0.0,0.11223510975197053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845375354605503,0.1949752623030904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776674051441588,0.0,0.0,0.05426621501597485,0.0,0.1113856753912631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04824052613383605,0.0,0.1743826139444065,0.0,0.08291870784111284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911882897585839,0.0,0.13182257509575104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950906763656503,0.0,0.09970162851164063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761561901069702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3869861648317602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509800915494949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845551492861658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045647178202846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265137598814121,0.10152358466681764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939265897214731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736974266502307,0.17978265980863636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109905422064721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989034586141081,0.0,0.0,0.2476590861453471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306349937963912,0.0,0.0,0.07936536325638717,0.0,0.0,0.11292048643403235,0.11464748270087533,0.13120006387284958,0.18981033878226888,0.0,0.15678079772083053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435255005035424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027942720796042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058240798278804774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027765280324584,0.0,0.07014373469926546,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cad689,2019/01/16,"Does anyone else get these pains/symptoms commonly due to Anxiety? (Chest Pain, Throat Pain, Dizziness, Legs Shaking, Random Tingles/Pins and Needles on Body, Pain in Arms, Unable to Sleep) I have been getting these for a while now and I am just wondering how you guys got rid of these pains. I have been feeling these after I had gastroenteritis and I have been constantly concerned about every pain I get. I am a person who worries and considers the worst after I commonly searched what I had up on Google, making myself worried about many things such as heart attacks because of chest pains, or thinking I have gastroenteritis again. ",7.898950695322378,8.903736265486726,6.682705436156763,75.90309734513276,62.45132743362832,9.289001264222504,35.61188369152971,9.23628265651192,3.3172715549936784,510,22,83,8,7,153,76,113,0.281,0.7070000000000001,0.012,-0.9844,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,7,9,1,1,3,0,11,14,8,2,0,12,19,8,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,7,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,6,1,12,0,14,13,1,14,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,3,9,59,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464380045877344,0.0,0.0,0.08650638253218934,0.12676353597902984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407468908309714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541724017481839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374226176920488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369502144993967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082663057682344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335037089998647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423760673337937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06255545158402039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19391237796630045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894844959007804,0.0,0.0,0.12250010147558099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14660622289497666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258261145873691,0.1254304601981546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7898669560709083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802563615451864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12380717641140328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859019491173104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821926281617771,0.07927338923610805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416670796567168,0.0,0.2512829212577413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,givemeyournuggets,2019/01/16,"It’s midnight and my anxiety is keeping me wide awake. Hi. I know midnight isn’t late for some of you but I have to work in the morning and I cannot fall asleep. My heart is racing and my mind is wandering and I have tried everything to get myself to calm down. 

Why did my anxiety decide to show up right now? Who knows. But I want to scream. 

How do all of you calm yourself down and fall asleep? It usually takes me a good 30 minutes to fall asleep each night but tonight has been 2 hours. 
I feel defeated and I want to cry. 

Love you guys. ",-0.047255639097741664,2.1767016929824585,1.5593984962406005,98.38578947368424,89.08771929824562,5.3624060150375925,19.546365914786968,6.868970318607317,0.14420501253132836,419,13,99,6,14,135,74,114,0.122,0.728,0.15,0.5514,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,2,2,6,0,0,2,0,11,5,4,1,1,21,20,10,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,7,0,1,4,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,2,2,17,4,14,18,3,15,0,1,0,1,7,6,0,1,6,61,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3368398385276501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24183272528946526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978634055309774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113182697041218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502323055157634,0.0,0.0,0.18465770337243104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21799058258776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608877507439255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168108343829918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956861415504076,0.0,0.0,0.2419856581383853,0.0,0.2483473000540828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19870077981205128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22229636050492801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20660294202352705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18801334043875148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655310748330786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494725214778659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424724321024384,0.0,0.2597092481547257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986579409720524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16027731476329965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MrBauer24,2019/01/16,"Struggling at Work Hey guys,

I used to be so bad with anxiety that I would be shaking, being sick, not able to live at all it was aweful. Until I got help. I went to a GP and have tablets which keep me going. 

However recently I have been feeling very alone, sad and I have really big self confidence issues and I worry so much about how people see me. I worry about this all the time.

I was working last weekend and I couldn't do anything I was sat at my desk crying all day :( also we have new types of work we are doing and it's too much for me. I couldn't do it. I was being walked through it on live chat with another staff member and I freaked out, couldn't do it and cried...they didn't understand :(",0.5074324324324309,2.6129964324324355,2.448581081081084,93.98273648648652,84.67567567567569,5.591891891891892,19.385135135135137,6.9077264865688965,0.20578918918918893,544,15,122,7,16,181,94,148,0.234,0.7170000000000001,0.049,-0.98,1,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,0,3,7,5,0,2,2,0,23,1,0,2,3,25,32,12,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,8,12,0,1,2,2,0,4,5,5,0,0,9,2,20,0,16,15,5,17,0,1,1,0,7,6,0,0,7,87,28,6,0.1653153595487834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17121685598869113,0.0,0.13220263330436774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17334756859863076,0.12646579756678208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13604045512714116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380314199960527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18159115985308388,0.10661473071049526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358841295864301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395252852552942,0.0,0.13221779487666113,0.0,0.0,0.1636881967970992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080740080732776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17254628509012673,0.0,0.14693988734890726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13475408237937647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29195298239872897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24305162139483316,0.0,0.0,0.15966260439742352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460885516615688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590525246866132,0.0,0.1632289737608455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173493810862708,0.0,0.17245997394962098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17282350761313714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639671558380096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17209911944957104,0.0,0.142779392355046,0.0,0.13640248485278345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324899452543694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610546519438318,0.33577154444060875,0.0,0.11743528829407507,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lorrie2space,2019/01/16,"How do I deal with my “Relationship Anxiety”? Ever since my freshman year of high school, I’ve been dealing with “relationship anxiety”. I feel shaky and dreadfully anxious, (as if something terrible is about to happen to me), every time I go on a date with someone. I can’t even move, it’s almost like I freeze up. This will happen even when I’m with someone that I genuinely like, but this doesn’t change how I react and feel. 

I even have started to wonder to myself if romantic relationships are important enough to me to go through the trouble of all this.

Despite this, I still completely put myself out there, but find it very difficult for me to get very far in a relationship with one person because of these symptoms.

To anyone who has experienced similar feelings; how do you overcome these feelings? Is there any advice you could give me on how to calm myself down?

Any advice given is appreciated.
",6.37383001613771,7.3932335266272196,6.949747175901022,72.60067240451859,65.80473372781066,9.932436793975256,33.70683162990855,10.018931242160765,3.5055751479289947,722,31,124,16,11,237,106,169,0.109,0.797,0.094,0.3753,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,0,13,8,0,2,3,0,13,1,0,5,2,28,27,12,0,3,4,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,10,8,0,0,6,0,0,4,2,5,0,1,2,6,20,3,27,23,2,19,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,5,9,94,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23155156076865546,0.0,0.0,0.11863906401453578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16113883188169725,0.0,0.1812713959883607,0.13384693681418802,0.0,0.08284289434437789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222336984467277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533450152782075,0.0,0.12422241168924768,0.0,0.0,0.09459541003072876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24429218081152354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241992098733916,0.0,0.2347617172936827,0.10717055054388247,0.09982321290698888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23962507803682595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828716648048943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06190010559414207,0.11365533518776255,0.13466807888089727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095402226814895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517899843916852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576518244609925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592385342115878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028407108277559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345082178303992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910357677482412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5088061090120702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990652729109308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800660684983696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007728302123219,0.091210507228266,0.0,0.0,0.08385966414856573,0.0,0.09461705160171924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12314448505382312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690857430972243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19551427596452256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848483646160214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629624409433987
anxiety,jconmc,2019/01/16,"Sometimes after getting light headed I feel this The lightheadedness will pass after I black out for a second, and as my vision fades in I get this crushing weight of anxiety, and I also have this sudden clarity about my actions and the events in my life and the kind of person I am.  It's all very intense and overwhelming - I have this lingering sense of terror and sometimes those feelings are so strong I have to sit back down and wait for it to pass.  I haven't been able to find anything related to this and have been wondering if anybody else experiences this.",11.825833333333335,7.766079175925933,10.673333333333336,66.63000000000001,58.16666666666667,13.762962962962966,42.74074074074074,11.20814326018867,4.63152962962963,453,17,82,8,4,144,69,108,0.073,0.8290000000000001,0.097,0.3735,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,2,4,0,10,3,1,0,1,16,16,12,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,9,9,1,1,4,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,2,5,11,2,17,13,1,14,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,2,6,65,20,0,0.2309453761504327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846869338692348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766725806297888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190048366750474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775827388523664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19292522751028035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22590889281838655,0.0,0.0,0.2335458426275863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21107988987323786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413188542394345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370165836729764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404940704286978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312354904123558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20165259447613654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4568217645415106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905541218805134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28122925110465063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504504089649662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pressftothrowawayrip,2019/01/16,"I get anxiety attacks and panic in random situations when I zone out Really weird to put into words, but at random moments, I kind of freak out and get overwhelmed about how crazy it is that I am a human in such an advanced world. I zone out of whatever situation I’m in, like driving in someone’s car or in the middle of conversations, and just get really scared by the fact that we’re so small compared to the universe. It sounds really dumb, sorry I can’t figure out how to put it, hopefully someone understands lol. I’m on Wellbutrin, not sure if that has anything to do with it though ",9.110000000000003,6.454186324786327,9.571897435897435,68.11476923076924,61.82051282051282,12.77880341880342,38.784615384615385,11.20814326018867,4.2272235897435895,468,18,88,10,5,159,79,117,0.211,0.6809999999999999,0.108,-0.9105,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,8,11,2,3,5,1,5,0,0,2,2,24,12,11,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,7,9,0,0,2,0,0,5,2,7,0,0,0,1,6,4,22,12,0,22,0,1,0,0,2,15,1,5,3,59,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407193215364553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513731057355083,0.0,0.0,0.20926681821834905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28831490422687245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18270135655053601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915529976617137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986744898464315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21582273841078575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.369836055488744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535244048890135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18416352107168596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4135293575300338,0.0,0.0,0.3117162119968001,0.0,0.0,0.20591414798866484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17336832644878614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807274687730493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914958177777397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wemmettb,2019/01/16,"Nocturnal panic attacks Hey redditors. So I haven’t had much experience with panic attacks during the day, definitely not anything close to what I’ve been experiencing at night. 
Some nights, I wake up with my heart RACING. I feel like my heart is pounding and I can literally hear and feel it across my body. 
Then the worst part happens. I irrationally think I’m having a heart attack (I know I’m not, but in the moment I can’t think rationally). My body goes into full flight or flight, and my arms quickly lose feeling and I get the craziest pins and needles. At this point I’m likely out of bed. 
A minute later I collapse into a ball for an hour before getting back to sleep. 
These happen sporadically, and give me major anxiety even to go to bed. I’m seeing a doctor next week but it’s getting unbearable. I never know what night is going to set me off again. :/",4.132958579881656,5.720991526627222,5.608994082840239,78.00331360946748,71.60355029585799,8.040236686390534,26.6094674556213,8.617729084823388,1.9610260355029587,684,23,128,12,13,231,111,169,0.172,0.7959999999999999,0.032,-0.9664,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,5,9,3,2,9,0,8,9,8,0,1,26,29,11,0,0,5,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,6,12,0,0,7,1,0,2,5,7,0,0,2,6,17,2,18,27,6,29,0,1,1,0,3,12,0,2,16,81,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977896854579502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657608599958173,0.0,0.0,0.40053687479519,0.0,0.09024147985425728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986348109458168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607177820723612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568655509345484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012144752171458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751421459426755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479917998739855,0.0,0.0,0.17802002538696088,0.08384097065441865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839449937311026,0.11258101375838807,0.1333951355319957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20755955409984544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227161376617624,0.4172113358752743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557453040911828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899437836986286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467091778996295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129419686273655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627203675637418,0.0,0.09051414769736403,0.0,0.12481214796668832,0.3303991436608473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753899412203969,0.0,0.12708787175592293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094176217501367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935195688667622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174433036596502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15039723857765602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413794882409438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Th424,2019/01/16,"Trouble living with roommates I feel like a bad roommate because of my anxiety. I have bad social anxiety and I'm incredibly awkward. I don't have any friends so I moved into a double with a random roommate.

I moved in with my new roommate last semester and at the beginning I tried talking to her and going with her places so we could maybe be friends and I thought that it was going okay. I was going through the school tag on Twitter one day and I saw her account and I know I really shouldn't have looked at it since we aren't friends but I did anyway. I saw that she was talking about me and how I'm awkward and bad at talking and stuff like that. I know that it's true but it hurt to see it in writing like that. After that I felt really stupid for trying to be friends with her and stopped putting effort into starting convos with her and we just stopped talking completely. Sometimes she'd invite a boyfriend over and he would talk to me but she wouldn't so it is kinda two-sided. And she started leaving me notes instead of just saying something to me even if I was in the room with her at the time so the whole situation just got really weird.

The end of last semester she sent me a text saying that I irritate her because I'm quiet and don't talk. I don't know how to fix the situation at this point so I applied to stay in another room. It's just too uncomfortable. I also want to move out due to other issues with her but I won't get into that. Since I've been back for this semester I've just been coming back into the room to sleep. It makes me so nervous just to come into our room. I feel like a burden. I'm thinking that I should try to get a single room but I don't know if I can afford it. I don't want to be a bad roommate for someone else. I feel like I'm ruining a person's hope for getting the fun, outgoing roommate that they can be best friends with.",1.8016921119592872,3.676745498727733,3.4700445292620863,89.62786577608144,78.74554707379136,6.198727735368958,24.91157760814249,7.1686216300943375,1.030673791348601,1483,55,315,18,36,493,164,393,0.16699999999999998,0.73,0.103,-0.9727,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,4,0,1,2,22,28,1,3,18,1,30,1,1,3,1,74,66,30,0,10,13,0,4,5,5,5,0,3,5,1,23,34,0,2,10,0,1,10,9,13,0,1,13,11,53,15,49,42,4,50,0,2,4,0,36,24,0,5,20,219,76,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06473213636265361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05504575762614576,0.08487847910583404,0.12384626612477954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448428079036708,0.2703446513336583,0.09868732607748053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494737294960703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13945486780839542,0.08486988127854611,0.0,0.0,0.06462844433327199,0.0,0.0,0.05220319076950915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676196300049777,0.0,0.07169374165755782,0.0,0.0,0.05346378001768967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278552425319765,0.1734825761313554,0.07772043309031393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126917004705461,0.0,0.126872145085532,0.0,0.13800968413682296,0.0,0.06473956012525679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039720692816907,0.0,0.0,0.08665389784331669,0.0,0.0,0.08448613598799151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17794225497306393,0.1319628727201437,0.0,0.08570966211261961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19772956338522152,0.0,0.07147641387977388,0.0,0.06797388507912706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05403179091721433,0.0,0.08132069644507924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25809696522537817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817772779212089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054850807424336095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067854216884914,0.08457088348215679,0.0,0.07651971962492697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137264671705348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555673984618614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874231899449776,0.0,0.08192122981137277,0.06450313253398447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339180100393876,0.18197240543760704,0.0810040195114693,0.08251380633110958,0.06858491166112317,0.062315847958126114,0.0800572301900537,0.0,0.11458737024284585,0.08627719851053993,0.0,0.13534822799138885,0.0,0.0,0.092663301970277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.390365857479848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05186664743151792,0.0,0.06426173419941812,0.04720000791297689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648701687502743,0.0,0.07907205182814342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548757891176914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037282878810246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05750140451543075,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Stelios_manouselis,2019/01/16,"Girlfriend is kind if a bitch Gonna make this quick because nobody wants to read a life story

When we gor together I was the too salesman at my job. Making alot of cash each month, gym everyday, confident and outgoing. (6months ago).

 Recently my anxiety has came back after being in hiding for 6ish years. She almost gets anoyyed when we are at Wal-Mart and I need to leave ASAP because of my anxiwty. Had to quit my job. Stopped going to the gym. And cant rly leave the house besides a little quick trip to grab what i need and bolt back home. (Deff not when it's busy out)

Been like this for like 6 weeks now. Gettijg better slowlyyy. And she just seems like she anoyyed and inpatient with me even tho i try. Anyone elese have a girlfriend or boyfiend who just dosent get it and is like this?",1.3915789473684228,3.9507173566878997,2.288682534361381,93.37146161582301,85.62420382165604,5.598256788467985,21.638954073080782,7.0608816371341465,0.6846891719745223,623,21,128,9,19,195,111,157,0.073,0.794,0.133,0.8934,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,0,2,13,7,1,0,8,0,10,1,0,2,0,27,21,13,0,4,5,0,1,4,2,1,1,0,1,0,7,13,0,1,1,3,1,3,2,1,0,0,4,1,14,6,15,15,2,24,0,0,0,0,8,5,1,5,20,78,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420467899678478,0.0,0.16046139111430185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225863530327585,0.0,0.0,0.1120464509801369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464357540924472,0.0,0.1953667199333098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172294809925348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18327664332370647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058397643593215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16744193215383535,0.0,0.09107045582082372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16073797010629068,0.0,0.0,0.1849002597846509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31803522941382384,0.0,0.0,0.166869646182587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393508815992893,0.0,0.0,0.11318519772249112,0.3131488329278476,0.16060675807753785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21392845835808585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790536933478636,0.0,0.0,0.2376380462999195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704394018509163,0.1602875364276226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15822178792693334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14588027591040986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397130311699346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879527413784902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451616447546213,0.0,0.1285382090622235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319199300724538
anxiety,Nelson_Wheatley,2019/01/16,"Weeks of questions Hi I'm new here and look for general help with my anxiety/ADD. I was diagnosed 2 years ago, and still face loads of issues due to incompatibility with medications (adverse reactions). Has anyone has such problems? I guess I am feeling alone with this, despite knowing I'm not and have very supportive friends. Which makes my anxiety worse yet better? I guess I'm looking for insite and discussion to help process this. ",4.4938291139240505,7.401845518987348,5.139731012658231,75.80174841772157,74.82278481012658,8.506962025316456,32.65981012658228,9.188382445141503,3.4935683544303813,352,18,59,9,8,113,57,79,0.111,0.701,0.187,0.7602,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,1,0,16,16,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,6,3,9,15,0,7,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,3,7,32,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17476296210105435,0.0,0.0,0.20418955789952384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508204034319934,0.0,0.0,0.13785295444290985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17436453307481098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20010468294055508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968575225254384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15231880585657098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4343693398262882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642930691863425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20577500659213868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083493411726946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311153122741641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160019690988306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986094548555983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904102047473048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18864741659438844,0.0,0.0,0.2208548669555828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15744549013164008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237252534312831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626706840144639,0.0,0.0,0.15814308907623612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009142823154428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695914048560691
anxiety,chrispaez24,2019/01/16,"Need to vent, anyone up for a 1 on 1? I’m stuck in a anxiety/hypochondriac cycle. Just looking for a friendly chat. ",0.036249999999999005,2.3052334583333334,3.2633333333333354,85.915,89.41666666666666,6.533333333333335,24.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,1.784266666666667,89,4,18,2,3,32,20,24,0.094,0.755,0.151,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,6,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,10,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4570183751754953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5049764326238722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5488666623896514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4846425426679571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hectorc34,2019/01/16,"I overcame a long time fear today In 2013, I developed an allergy to ibuprofen and other NSAIDs. I used to be so afraid of taking medicine ever since I was afraid Of developing anaphylaxis. When I went to the allergist, they told me I could take Tylenol, but out of fear I just couldn’t. 

Ever since I developed such fear I couldn’t eat a lot of foods and especially couldn’t take medicine so whenever I got sick I was too stubborn to take medicine, I usually just suffer through the illness and itll take me awhile to feel better. 

Fast forward to this past December, I got the flu and it hit hard, I was sick for over a week and was afraid of going to the hospital because I’ll have to take medicine. It scared me, that illness really made me realize that I’m not living healthy and sometimes I need to take medicine to get better otherwise i could end up in the hospital. 

Now fast forward to today. I randomly got hit with a fever and a massive headache, it was awful and my mom told me I should take at least Tylenol to get rid of the headache and to lower the fever. I was on the verge of a panic attack because a part of me is still afraid of getting a reaction. But I knew if I don’t take it then I’ll suffer just like I did a month ago. So I did. I took Tylenol. I was afraid after taking it. My mind went wild. I’ve never taken a pain killer in almost 6 years. Usually the reaction would occur an hour after taking the pills. 

Here I am 3 hours later with my fever going down, and headache subsided. And a long time fear just went away. I might be able to sleep tonight so my body can rest. To me, it feels like a victory, I’ve always been afraid of taking medication, I’ve turned down a lot of medications over the years whenever I saw my doctor but I guess I gotta change that since all natural may not always work. 

TL;DR: I had an allergy fear from pain killers, I took Tylenol and never took a pain killer med I almost 6 years, I feel great! Well still sick but better than I was earlier ",2.4766596638655467,4.2293231225490215,3.793050420168069,88.63094117647059,76.35294117647058,7.309915966386554,24.89243697478992,8.146662555663855,1.3862801680672263,1566,54,335,27,35,513,180,408,0.196,0.6940000000000001,0.11,-0.9913,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,1,4,18,27,2,13,28,1,29,25,2,2,5,56,72,23,0,9,11,1,4,2,0,6,21,0,0,0,12,15,2,1,5,0,0,10,8,20,1,0,27,5,48,7,46,30,6,56,0,2,1,0,4,15,0,9,37,208,60,2,0.06305566818686811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0558950452863472,0.0,0.12628228663350008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493473443147022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173492557438214,0.05924287592723083,0.0,0.0,0.07687630013032468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16730284304028534,0.0,0.07004063247276107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670453605847697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006896403215922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06454014828669696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452169041998626,0.0,0.0,0.055848606099684964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407492376030892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547757861474406,0.09564852133836503,0.04504698195181682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624716426402857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883195230272936,0.0,0.07167197869808149,0.0,0.15129413428185273,0.0695190967820859,0.06946292746672507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056485493299986735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241942631339245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061611628822554575,0.0,0.055679310242398715,0.11160456419843576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721534840088463,0.0,0.05966479786068836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004063247276107,0.12704390381105155,0.0,0.06689209934165072,0.06366824971830959,0.07385003648713442,0.05033043276059305,0.0,0.0,0.04675497898509224,0.09726483712870396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20128703011797575,0.07398224051460997,0.0,0.06828314391637058,0.060193770181940914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040395075673169946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06312972400530903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564809009704192,0.0,0.06310120623632336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062363668166073215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071267613272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5689201812215368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353653440002796,0.0,0.11953880107078513,0.12050478628769602,0.21017150242359492,0.0,0.06858646009638021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05445985184217378,0.13889382014026885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05057945356023311,0.0,0.056694618381313525,0.17535970841080084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04590527742942354,0.0,0.0,0.04479293752444849,0.0,0.0,0.12181734885316245
anxiety,bjoe1443,2019/01/16,"If someone says that they will be there any time I need to talk to someone, how often can I actually talk to them about anxiety/disability problems without overwhelming them? I have a really good friend who has been there to support me before and says she will do so again, but I am going through a very very rough time and it could easily end up being several times each day, which I don't believe the average person can take. 
I am always very hesitant to say anything to anyone because I don't want to overwhelm them.",14.756303630363035,7.480149712871293,13.545940594059406,57.90887788778881,56.82178217821782,17.03102310231023,50.4983498349835,13.023866798666859,6.200799339933994,415,17,76,9,3,137,72,101,0.062,0.825,0.113,0.6047,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,4,0,7,6,0,2,3,0,15,0,0,1,0,12,20,6,0,5,3,0,1,0,1,2,0,3,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,4,13,3,11,14,1,8,0,2,0,0,13,1,0,2,6,57,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.16157149432984547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776670040003156,0.0,0.0,0.1125926212579857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576971879354075,0.0,0.1362492082320893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092934684876924,0.0,0.14088705386648098,0.18653960457280208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321934018009157,0.0,0.0,0.10677833025188337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466450213264598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791822556321072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409669800826972,0.1388714510080831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276734137552105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456849487895776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584272057027615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606776332076404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3950014257466735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18704588195507635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805722117631592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18788577859228772,0.0,0.0,0.12448730883777034,0.2661562370333682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28963390696227803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4098353804692652,0.09765690646201787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15960264118804074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GhostPony13,2019/01/16,"I’m the newbie of the group and it’s led to constant worry Apologies for formatting - typing this on mobile

My parents never let me have alcohol growing up. They also never let me stay anywhere overnight, so I went all through high school with pretty much zero exposure to alcohol. I entered my freshman year of college with no more experience than 3/4 of a mike’s hard.


My friends, on the other hand, are the opposite, They all either come from families who let them drink or just found ways to drink a lot. Point is, they’re all very experienced with alcohol.

Because I have no experience, I’m sloppy when we all drink. I’m the one who can’t stop laughing and talking, acts like an idiot, spills things, etc. They’re all totally cool and fine. They just sit there and take their shots and get drunk and handle themselves perfectly. Then there’s me, all fucking over the place.

I know they judge me for it. I know they look at me as the baby, as the one who can’t hold his alcohol and keep his shit together. 

Now all i want to do is prove to them that I can handle myself and hold my liquor and I can’t and I don’t want to be the newbie. I don’t want to be the baby of the group, the one everyone looks at and says “look at this kid, can’t hold his shots without acting like a dipshit.” 

I can’t ever stop thinking about this. And I’m just at such a loss for what to do about it. I don’t want to be the one ruining the fun, making them all roll their eyes. I just want to be able to fit in with them for once.",3.1008015002083624,4.1543303067092685,4.269467981664121,88.69118349770801,73.40894568690095,7.488206695374358,24.790804278372,7.893859768569023,1.1339841366856502,1178,35,259,16,23,386,155,313,0.083,0.782,0.135,0.9247,1,0,7,0,0,0,34.0,1,0,11,2,14,13,3,0,19,1,23,13,3,2,14,57,46,19,0,5,7,1,2,2,1,0,4,1,0,1,13,18,9,6,5,5,0,7,13,5,0,5,2,9,38,8,40,37,14,33,0,2,4,1,26,13,2,2,12,182,51,3,0.09957802175524244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4256744865846605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963250802111904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06070183781221336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577764850151859,0.0,0.10760846577709136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926456547139697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105581651838246,0.0,0.09007402162695144,0.0,0.0951510671095074,0.0,0.19481282560183344,0.0938732966938568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918216110582993,0.07693373259413726,0.0920582765338562,0.052025406435831714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920234837592406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520964719718337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885095210697864,0.0,0.0,0.10945095313286862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054758215863642,0.0,0.09729758309889676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25086137672631176,0.0,0.0,0.0846576731525511,0.0,0.0,0.0664691027576355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320130358413438,0.0,0.15360141833592167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604734329427316,0.2699065785632441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056960889482484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403783863267352,0.0,0.09413341701976208,0.0,0.0,0.10130664707010999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918843966890618,0.0,0.10077827423316407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221540835713296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613692191370468,0.0,0.1665033699920774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487027972222926,0.08003704193843965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06615521295224548,0.06380557555646829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216229660215837,0.2936684860441156,0.07904039869391934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230982379661948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598965952206076,0.0,0.0,0.10112631472465122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641249812166895
anxiety,moake740,2019/01/16,"Relationships and Anxiety Hi so I’ve been getting to know a guy for a few months now and he want to take the next step forward, but I feel like it’s unfair to him to become serious without him knowing about my anxiety. How do I tell him?",1.1854000000000011,3.231110740000002,3.649999999999999,86.705,81.6,7.2,26.0,8.238735603445708,1.8042,187,8,40,4,5,65,40,50,0.175,0.7390000000000001,0.086,-0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,9,8,5,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,6,1,7,7,1,5,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,5,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4318149078502353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117041477711251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270547267937606,0.2016272942517992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14745508108058353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794550185744307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102157248585901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788477580168734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252756685652101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001579715483921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030125931876082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21220407341909106,0.0,0.2466840607068872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16646832148772245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720625170930834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dadplzno,2019/01/16,"I think I might have anxiety Hi guys I’m new to this sub I think I am suffering with an anxiety disorder but I’m not sure. 

Lately I just haven’t been able to get myself to do anything. I avoid phone calls because I’m afraid what it’ll be about. I don’t call people back even if I know it’s just a fast phone call. I just graduated school working as a nurse now. I’m always worried, I think my coworkers hate me or I assume everyone thinks I’m shit at work because I’m lazy even though I am trying my best most of the time. Only days I can get out of bed at a reasonable time is for work. I will usually nap after work and on days off I will nap after waking up.  I don’t really have any hobbies aside from doing what my boyfriend does. A lot of my friends moved away so I feel isolated. I find in my relationship I’m comparing myself a lot to him socially, financially and physically. He does his best to be supportive but often gets frustrated with my my wide range of emotions. I do a lot of crying over silly things like if I’m worried I have embarrassed him or if I feel like he doesn’t want to spend time with me because he does something with his friends instead. I am always told that isn’t the case but it doesn’t stop me from asking these questions every couple of days when I have an upset.  He really wants me to do therapy but I don’t have enough money to put into that at this point. I don’t have a lot of financial support and a lot of student loans, car payments etc. I’ve tried seeing a doctor about it and they told me to pay to see a therapist. 

I was wondering what people here have done for their anxiety, if you have any coping mechanisms that help or maybe have a changed view on life. I worry about everything and it’s getting to a point where I really need to change something, my life seems pretty aimless aside from just working and paying off bills. 
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anxiety,AvalonBurned931,2019/01/16,"A year ago today A year ago today I wresteled with my boyfriend on my back porch until he almost called for help to keep me from walking out into the city in bare feet and tee shirt. A year ago today started my journey to arguably one of the worst events in my life, becoming hospitalized in a psychiatric ward for 5 days. A year ago today I didn't know what my mind was doing and I didn't feel like me and I was scared. A year ago today, anxiety and mental illness ruled my life. 

Today, I passed my state exam to become an EMT. Today, I did homework because I came back to college to finish my degree that anxiety kept me from finishing. Today, I decided again that I would be better than my anxiety.

It hasn't been an easy year. I started my job, I quit my job, I cried more times than I can count. But I'm working on being better every day. Learning new ways to beat my anxiety and depression and panic. Being a better me.

I couldn't do it without my support network, including this sub. It makes me so happy to know I'm not alone, to know that my idiosyncrasies can be understood. I care about you all. 

It's hard for me to believe, even now, but it gets better. The dark days fade to lighter and lighter greys, and I can't say they'll be bright, but they'll be better. And I want that for all of you. 

I want you all to feel better than last year, and feel better a day, a week, a month, a year from now and if there's anyways me, a lowly internet stranger, can help you'd better believe I will.

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anxiety,RussianScoop,2019/01/17,"misophonia I suffer from this and its gotten better but I hate it still, it makes me mad when people chew and EXTREMELY anxious and  I keep getting put next to the teachers desk which also makes me anxious and I also suffer from insomnia and can't sleep most nights and just question shit and have worlds of my own that kinda comfort me but all in all I just get scared",6.793082191780822,6.4195627945205525,6.560376712328768,80.53316780821919,64.89041095890411,8.943835616438355,30.578767123287676,8.07648339933343,2.062153424657534,296,9,56,3,4,93,52,73,0.349,0.6,0.05,-0.9854,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,6,8,3,1,1,0,2,4,2,2,2,19,9,12,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,7,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,1,0,9,2,5,8,4,7,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,3,4,42,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446366521110746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4868594421158888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19057349624633854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251575687407444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21274071360224112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915274664798706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876675570376765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291641583888716,0.20221226572072146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14938587515050042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21661571912959574,0.2413855812104121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21573187882756792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22118590137225236,0.0,0.0,0.2156344256550698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17208165556083274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,uhhhhh_idk,2019/01/17,"Understanding myself more I just discovered this sub and I wanted to say after scrolling through, I finally understand the way I feel all the time. I haven’t gotten an official “diagnosis” (idk what to call it) yet but I’m gonna try and talk to someone but I’m 95% sure I have social anxiety.

I had a really bad week after an embarrassing situation happened over the weekend, which I now realise was probably my anxiety taking over (I was drunk and asking people if they hated me) and could barely leave my room to eat, or even use the washroom, because I was worried everyone would be talking about it and judging me, and even though no one hated me I was sure they would now. This went on for the last 4 days and I think I have calmed down a little, but the feeling of needing to hide in my room for a bit longer is still there.

It feels like I finally understand myself more. Like all the times I’ve been too worried to talk because I was worried people would think I’m stupid or people would ignore me. And all the times I’m worried someone close to me died because they weren’t answering the phone. How scared I am going to the cafeteria by myself, how I hold my breath every time someone walks past my room door because I am scared they will hear me. Why I’m scared to post anywhere, even on here even though no one knows who I am. It just all makes sense and it’s awesome that there’s a community for it. I’ve seen so many posts that I’ve been just been wtf-ing at because of how it perfectly describes my feelings and I think it kind of reduced all the anxiousness I’ve been feeling a little bit because it make me feel seen and understood. 

So thanks. :)",3.3220720720720722,5.001801567567572,4.386366366366371,85.58153153153154,73.86486486486487,7.455855855855856,27.048048048048052,8.167268648758528,1.7234696696696696,1314,49,264,21,27,428,163,333,0.195,0.6970000000000001,0.108,-0.987,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,4,1,23,17,3,4,18,0,25,4,1,6,8,59,62,24,1,8,9,0,6,2,0,6,0,2,4,0,16,12,3,2,15,2,0,3,4,9,0,2,16,10,40,8,27,38,9,36,0,0,2,0,14,13,0,3,19,176,56,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004903570073178,0.08864165031901547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335297026366012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655139143774368,0.2869844695894655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17132408299632307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012021329060415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06264688200797816,0.0,0.0,0.05060259714303172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143293564865274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028795641311627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20729814266901048,0.0,0.06610905369097682,0.07497543047974352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380416341297497,0.05605448493286196,0.0,0.17190630220638628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04459273047789585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938519322443076,0.0,0.0,0.1549333241790875,0.0,0.0,0.08843429558398969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170787210950232,0.04312159903635547,0.06395839016410175,0.0,0.08308173196347017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666680363219491,0.15728248664903832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475026175209502,0.07954987923824243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05817984139002742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633807129984332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490248264189601,0.16319055598644955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15029307575559828,0.0,0.08459714248973592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050265857168977315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062397485740884585,0.2356675637131295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819648940775128,0.0,0.07998386380148345,0.19944612218446967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06266121438355397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479022225518237,0.0,0.05899493955073115,0.18919845638999264,0.0,0.07223883557476904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15082911751841027,0.15418037916859906,0.0,0.18301126428182404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05327170368448492,0.0,0.0,0.2450504452473334,0.0,0.06776744661381036,0.0,0.0,0.04627992481503577,0.062280835069846864,0.06293884950021895,0.0,0.0,0.07273663855703917,0.07080128749684733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187347955051223,0.0,0.22295345284161114,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AnxiousFeelin,2019/01/17,"Do You Ever Get Past Needing Propranolol? I have some manageable overall social anxiety.  I think people who know me would be surprised to know how I feel on the inside because I'm pretty decent at hiding it.  But, when it comes to public speaking I have severe physiological symptoms - beet red, shaking voice, sweating.  Propranolol has been a game changer for me.  I still have a lot to work to do in my head, because my thoughts still get really jumbled and I'm certainly not my best self in front of a crowd.  But propranolol saves me from the embarrassment of turning red and my voice trembling so hard that people can't understand me.   But, for those of you who use it, do you ever get to a point where you don't need it anymore?  I'm in my 30s and speak in front of people maybe once a month (and have regularly ever since college), so I'm starting to feel like I'll never be able to do this without the medicine.  Which is unfortunate because sometimes I need to speak without warning and don't have time to pop a pill.  Recently, I simply had to introduce myself to a room of people and I got so red in the face that the person who asked me to do so apologized profusely for putting me on the spot, which was really embarrassing!  ",5.704374999999999,6.236885687499999,6.481666666666667,77.09000000000002,67.125,9.4,32.66666666666667,9.3871,2.9197416666666682,975,40,183,18,15,322,128,240,0.105,0.833,0.062,-0.8538,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,4,0,2,12,9,0,4,13,0,21,5,3,2,5,34,44,15,0,4,6,0,3,1,0,1,2,5,1,2,13,7,0,0,7,1,0,5,7,4,0,0,5,11,24,5,31,36,3,28,0,0,3,0,18,11,0,2,13,128,37,3,0.12287200174529142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939967450196897,0.0,0.12185600903954814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486873513084142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22470489542172514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289465852315927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584334967299858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334342804004195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242555519459729,0.08777978259782301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19258664867119032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827196436668456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006917904305123,0.0,0.12610212236403073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505447755752012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0600290535482087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044613819394834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234414408726738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980752595258165,0.0,0.0,0.2733240971659581,0.09476646256460194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085467175041013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729522892267792,0.34073589992940284,0.10728709252994484,0.0,0.0,0.11615375739007908,0.0,0.0,0.12500499905696152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352029922862208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574299012709088,0.0,0.12132127833473495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818229520819313,0.13881038784737532,0.0,0.10164098956793616,0.0,0.0,0.12525253214327653,0.0,0.0,0.12152355155504252,0.0,0.08696943525403952,0.0,0.1962514786280497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771105666255733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.078731417364404,0.0,0.09754664444998068,0.07164765232814277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364945431536732,0.0,0.1279140871307286,0.0,0.1061219586281931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368884499697071,0.0,0.08945228066905002,0.0,0.0,0.0872847446699007,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nargles_AreBehindIt,2019/01/17,"Does this happen to anyone else? Sometime when I get anxious, I get this weird physical feeling. I don't know how to explain it correctly, but it's a feeling of being physically uncomfortable or something. Sometimes moving (rocking on my feet or something like that) will help, but not always. Does this happen to anyone else?

I am currently in therapy and taking 40 mg of Celexa if that helps.",5.110833333333336,7.3762728611111115,5.970555555555558,73.63000000000002,70.3888888888889,8.133333333333335,32.83333333333333,8.841846274778883,3.2205666666666666,314,15,49,6,6,103,53,72,0.081,0.742,0.177,0.8079,1,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,1,1,13,13,8,0,1,6,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,5,1,7,11,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,3,33,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14982201030305525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20341337908250495,0.0,0.25180035453420363,0.3689797488601696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31513852941898035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008293639394126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820846557887489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881449055789464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184479657424941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413770847022882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098954725457591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879668504261488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19137230287942436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772336509857897,0.35616233976808404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538060222924367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20591109459776955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,troutgirl423,2019/01/17,"Replaying traumatic experiences Anyone else every have an anxiety inducing moment so traumatic it’s replayed constantly in the mind?? I’m thinking of a few specific events that led to me having severe panic attacks in public. For me the worst panic attacks are ones where I cannot isolate myself from the situation or ones where I am out of control and do not have the ability to suppress my reactions. I’m sure many of you can relate. Anyways, I’ve been more stressed than usual therefor peaking my general anxiety. recently whenever i try to go to sleep I can’t help but replay these specific events in my head over and over and over, I replay how i felt so vividly that I begin to feel anxiousness and humiliation all over again. This one in particular from September traumatized  me so much I literally cannot get it out of my brain. I think about it multiple times a day ever since it happened 4 months ago. At night I try to scroll through social media to divert my attention but nothing really works. I just want to sleep and i want to stop focusing on all these bad things I’ve been through.",5.978544087491461,7.115206598086123,7.057023239917978,71.05666267942584,66.7511961722488,10.947505126452496,34.5457963089542,10.914260884657429,4.194406425153792,885,41,152,26,14,298,131,209,0.197,0.764,0.04,-0.9846,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,2,11,8,2,3,7,0,12,4,4,5,4,32,24,12,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,3,6,0,0,2,4,7,0,3,3,3,22,1,32,21,6,31,0,0,1,0,4,14,0,1,15,111,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166313491297068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013056647367724,0.1486398140283035,0.0,0.09199876143605136,0.13481188282246773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993661104163338,0.0,0.0,0.10985779274508167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687875926563496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218345541132735,0.14757008379383202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485357167448705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991219189193677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901513087496375,0.110855759237889,0.0,0.0,0.12870344587892926,0.0,0.0,0.06652716133010518,0.0,0.12633052199661815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874135787372253,0.0,0.0747758547070598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634939309094583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13503165222312513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881904748416029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339416869374107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285102146947025,0.0,0.10502015420289462,0.0,0.0967211474398844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347216042619298,0.0,0.12624765076389954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26747140455844703,0.0,0.0,0.3087446652437021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428890521194711,0.0,0.12991226758316435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486398140283035,0.0,0.10883838033535496,0.14789334061738615,0.2633356419107114,0.13412190091148685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000075278530833,0.1507161986090725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400580751461808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874111223786719,0.16861307596225455,0.0,0.0,0.07672115814076702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17865858995484182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490885145320045,0.0,0.1552100935168417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578656589933744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thinkingtoomuch98,2019/01/17,"Lost the love of my life and facing bad anxiety over it My ex-girlfriend and I dated for a year and half. I was incredibly happy with her and could see my future with her. 

Over Thanksgiving, we saw each other, and everything seemed fine. However, later that week we met up and she told me she couldn't do the relationship anymore. She said she was not in the right headspace to be in a relationship, even with anyone at the moment. She said that she lost feelings for me :( not due to her disliking something about me, but because of her own personal issues. She assured me that it wasn't because she was seeing anyone at school. I was heartbroken (and still am). I love her so much, and that's why I need some advice.

It's been two months now, and I still miss her like crazy. I grew very close with her dad from the time I met her, and her dad reassured me that she isn't interested in someone else, and even told me that he could see me and her back together in the summer. I keep thinking anxiously about the future and how if I see her over the summer, she may not redevelop feelings again. I also keep thinking of her eventually meeting someone or developing feelings at school with someone else. It's hard to see her on social media. These thoughts have been driving me crazy, and I'm trying to stop them and be healthy. She doesn't want me contacting her for a while either, but she did say to have any hope of a relationship again one day, to be healthy and give her space. That's why me getting better is extremely important to me. I would really appreciate some advice on how to get through this. This isn't some random girl, she's THE girl. ",4.8108559440559455,5.7338605876923125,5.420594405594404,82.51145104895105,69.27692307692307,8.73986013986014,28.311188811188806,8.97023862654752,2.0842,1301,44,262,23,22,420,156,325,0.102,0.773,0.125,0.9355,1,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,2,0,1,3,14,14,0,0,13,0,24,4,1,2,1,58,57,25,0,8,8,2,4,1,0,2,1,3,0,3,15,25,0,3,7,0,0,2,8,4,0,3,18,13,57,10,37,31,7,39,0,3,6,2,54,16,0,9,22,192,72,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896265332910931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759213374842695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659814124484166,0.0,0.07422508034928113,0.10961243593198967,0.09622431138555444,0.13568650377632174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460746321231826,0.08101315483755323,0.1182930246791037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858121393593707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15493568352405407,0.0,0.0,0.06257412759544452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16210654151660042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817030312697672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720124815351156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14717868674764495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138478354630627,0.0930767520207968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328661562022164,0.08691677203012213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636930253656048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127055789943176,0.0,0.17248339321511105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853275415621625,0.04740229379191537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21183198223100205,0.0,0.1751405820817558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744570322148331,0.0,0.07132571206664783,0.07194399149774916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06574773250236395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471988111724299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621577218911403,0.0,0.0,0.3125107586697043,0.0,0.08286018282043278,0.18458902328293988,0.07715944348367723,0.0,0.19639219026384325,0.3865881745915129,0.08832936891378057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989063957516633,0.24663095972547766,0.07469581387403705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15497112976391764,0.08111857880052449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434144988023894,0.0,0.07702827923015748,0.05657698838166971,0.0,0.0,0.1854261408797632,0.0,0.06587468967566032,0.0,0.09478088575416732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005710312855988,0.05722880017992146,0.0,0.07782888273906538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751028226961097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892490995334738,0.0,0.0,0.062481946667574235
anxiety,leakylakecatfish,2019/01/17,Does anyone have advice for anxiety manifesting itself as anger? Ever since I was a kid it was pretty apparent I had anxiety but through highschool I was able to get over a lot of the general anxiety through counseling. But whenever I do get anxious from time to time a lot of the time I find it manifesting itself as anger where I just get really agitated at anyone who tries to talk to me. In the moment I can usually always tell people are nice and I'm saying things I wouldn't say if I could just calm myself down. I was just wondering if anyone else had experienced this or had their own ways of dealing?,6.2561785714285705,6.33566664166667,7.6157142857142865,70.995,65.91666666666666,11.523809523809526,32.14285714285714,11.20814326018867,3.7417857142857134,487,18,90,14,7,168,77,120,0.158,0.7709999999999999,0.071,-0.8657,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,5,4,2,0,6,0,13,0,0,0,1,17,18,8,0,4,8,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,7,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,7,3,13,2,17,9,3,12,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,6,6,70,20,1,0.1615059797954556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578217742561526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438591316410795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706548974466517,0.18245578631941398,0.0,0.3387862088221663,0.16548196219412878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12894938300548733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665055734653399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133497128859493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491752212442226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609140511683216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761353960552231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531406255889023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746132170272077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196791089084164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16430964389980113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346486625393614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568720750174312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335994154435453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981238882180474,0.14116334500544356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729739653486256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825263068462451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965195875016824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17787601935173528,0.0,0.0,0.1281959292770629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17514634570432655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxious1224,2019/01/17,"Helicopter Parents So, I'm buying a house across the country from my parents. Who I love so much. They are well meaning helicopter parents, growing up they hovered near by, I wasn't even allowed to go to the band room by myself in middle school after classes let out. when I got a cell phone I had to provide constant status updates. When I started driving every time I got some where I had to let them know - even after I graduated college. Moving away last year helped, I needed the space to breathe. I'm still socially anxious, in a year I haven't really made any friends here. I feel a lot less pressure from them generally.... Until I told them I was purchasing a home.
I'm fairly certain a lot of my anxiety and social anxiety stems from the way I grew up. They are also very awkward in social settings... 
But, now it's getting rough... Buying a house is causing me so much stress and anxiety to begin with, but I'm getting drilled on random things about the new house, how I'm moving everything, inspections, etc. 
I feel like I'm very on top of everything, but every time I talk to them about it I feel off kilter and doubtful again. 
I'm just so stressed and anxious guys. IDK, but it's 3 hours past my bed time and I'm on call for work. I really need to sleep but I can't stop worrying.
",2.20488372093023,4.395813100775194,3.75650542635659,86.5113627906977,78.84496124031008,6.453581395348837,26.599069767441854,7.554174236665415,1.5773644651162797,1012,42,198,15,25,335,144,258,0.095,0.8220000000000001,0.083,-0.2448,4,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,7,2,19,10,0,5,12,0,11,3,2,4,1,32,36,19,0,2,6,3,4,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,5,7,0,1,5,1,3,6,3,5,1,0,8,4,31,5,35,26,7,48,0,0,0,1,24,18,0,5,23,128,36,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523102528560734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397361521698777,0.0,0.2158992913387774,0.21255391599238524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883857154465712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606017613488524,0.0,0.0,0.0966400165350286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016606836955932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491749096226437,0.12427011411585295,0.0,0.15852297643372718,0.0,0.16909547367374328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270007756345576,0.06720655718015235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268141775178966,0.0,0.09829967093413802,0.0,0.053464480037080535,0.0,0.1504793062128016,0.0,0.0,0.0931481511706862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06305588749337786,0.0,0.09436399451932488,0.0,0.09264404056729876,0.32564664881737915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05170066614308397,0.07668294893553193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923942857759436,0.0,0.045959854312263584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15995687459375724,0.0849055498450942,0.08901518981572659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247427571559244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999717647530146,0.13831057837377014,0.13950950907119278,0.0,0.09085735380878868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133744716559809,0.0,0.08980437495121475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053255713909085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520801347942397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414204107156646,0.2876900995077681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658613350759339,0.0,0.0751276992820473,0.07865016153133578,0.21552313172125195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561319962770846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06249865315136384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645660959908013,0.0,0.0,0.08989183580365752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15524197257635705,0.0,0.07467164328354116,0.0,0.0,0.08458391543580403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848706658597539,0.09553681692497837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116127454060492
anxiety,oneplace33,2019/01/17,"I am starting to think people in my class hate me I have anxiety and autism and don't really have that much friends in class. I guess some people in my class as I get really poor grades and am socially awkward.

Anyway, I now have this course where we have to do presentation as assignments. My grades for my previous courses tend to be very bad, yet for some reason I find this course easy.

Sometimes when I hear someone say something which I interpret as common sense and yet they don't seem to get it, I will find it funny. I know laughing is rude so I try to hide it but I am scared they can tell I want to giggle at what they presented. I will also sometimes grimace if they say something I don't think makes sense or nod if I agree with what they said or the prof pointing out the things their presentations can work on. I don't know if this comes across as condescending.

Anyway, I tried to stop doing this. I am starting to get the impression they are starting to dislike me. They do not congradulate me when I do well in my presentations. Some of them do laugh out loud when the profs point out the errors in my presentations but it may have to do with how I react when that happens (I tend to laugh at my own errors).

I am now anxious about the fact that people in my class secretly hate me now. I guess I've always had no friends in class and I don't know if I am overthinking these. Some of them want to pick a certain elective course which is competitive and some even explicitly asked me if I would consider picking certain elective courses instead (which they did not pick).

Tl;dr: I don't know if it is rude for me to try not to laugh when someone people say things which aren't logically in their presentations and whether it is condescending for me to naturally nod when I agree with that they've said (or when the prof tells them how their presentations can be improved) and grimace when I don't. I am now starting to notice they seem to dislike me.",4.3742857142857146,5.594385025641032,4.909835164835169,84.66980769230773,70.53846153846155,8.135531135531139,27.77472527472528,8.527137837955566,1.815395604395604,1560,54,319,25,28,498,151,390,0.116,0.759,0.124,0.6457,0,0,2,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,15,1,25,18,4,2,8,0,42,0,0,8,4,68,72,36,0,9,15,0,0,0,2,4,0,7,0,0,23,16,0,1,14,0,1,1,12,7,1,0,4,7,63,11,46,62,7,46,0,0,0,0,29,18,0,19,27,237,86,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289075194042356,0.08624706391688068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07929376891397835,0.11709765922770912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690096116624013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654538800702705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928732700578211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846140381364693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894727518026013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16016310682115562,0.0,0.1624622343300512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22836951282280366,0.0,0.09165943642071607,0.0,0.0,0.20467048540326047,0.0,0.0,0.11682373885264935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22785849727032234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918875275062902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619640832483797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180088947302942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874379714322975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19596996034383832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280470732163102,0.10657188562380628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19719425411704744,0.2472855422588356,0.1037740910260126,0.0,0.0,0.1887224246577645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056605240700536,0.1756486103751689,0.15959329585897303,0.20502966166739053,0.0,0.2934626853373897,0.0,0.0,0.08665801117049825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18119345625962333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772403965818014,0.13283248932620628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111194381673352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552404935806908,0.1222736906538057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319591652408772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546014993087471,0.0,0.0,0.07363166003376953,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GatorMeltN420,2019/01/17,"Is it all in our head? Ok so I had a shower thought basically. 

If we all simply Changed how we thought about our anxiety and our anxiety symptoms . Would it change the way they affect us? 

I know this is kind of what meditation does. Basically you decide what thoughts to focus on so if irs negative for example ""I hate how my heart rate is increased and how anxiety makes me feel hopeless"" and changed to ""my heart rates up but it's beating so I'm alive. And imma try and find a positive angle to look at this"" would that change our lives?",2.0535429056924386,4.402157616822432,3.532608326253186,87.06088360237894,80.30841121495327,7.255395072217502,26.549702633814782,8.296473431620573,1.9020542056074763,423,18,87,9,11,139,72,107,0.131,0.767,0.101,-0.1417,1,0,0,0,0,1,11.0,7,1,1,1,7,4,1,0,3,1,6,4,3,5,2,26,15,14,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,8,7,0,0,7,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,4,2,15,2,10,9,3,6,0,1,1,0,9,4,0,2,0,59,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33369537875728006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6152622698599619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12724188214074555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07351939591209755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289438868255402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355393469645308,0.14922394555807075,0.0,0.0,0.3446030896193329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141334634291484,0.079908893001176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839223847514394,0.0,0.12210068733779793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097056668180791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511278907071996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462977836032463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871811261277473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17490016992817434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541298784918408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20657818825714866,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Im_Will_Tell,2019/01/17,"Has it ever made you sore? Saw a great band tonight in a little bar I frequent.  It started out pretty chill but then the people started to flow in. I had a seat at the bar (preferable) and I thought I'd be okay with the crowd. But soon there were people standing behind me and ordering drinks next to me. It became too much. I find that physical pressure helps me calm down, so I clenched the bar stool with my calves. Problem solved, I was able to focus on the music again. The band played several more good songs, which I enjoyed, then took their first break and I decided it was time to call it a night. Apparently I was clenching harder than I realized, now I'm home laying in bed and my legs are burning. I'm glad I was able to stay out but I'm sure gonna feel this tomorrow. ",1.9101886792452842,3.9288819056603783,3.0156981132075447,92.32128301886793,79.0,6.001006289308176,23.17861635220126,7.03164865440522,0.6865023899371065,609,20,131,7,15,195,105,159,0.049,0.7490000000000001,0.202,0.9766,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,1,7,10,0,1,10,1,9,6,1,1,2,21,20,10,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,8,8,4,0,6,8,0,2,0,2,0,1,10,3,18,8,17,8,2,30,0,0,1,0,7,9,0,0,15,81,26,0,0.379022457203196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19351215302782349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18564885635132186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17142375599274035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958225713562666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17320982965647636,0.16119815423666325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895302725167956,0.0,0.2089367985666708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702538180639925,0.0,0.1900952140885028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18994003744492405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793201066926424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393125584636102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20154734157581292,0.17784345019990005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627664484466934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19280105000433265,0.0,0.18133665172125785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140937460932063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682740460263032,0.20199375441799333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786120901837398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504507469000154,0.11050552140652174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21055394799878396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xtricksterrr,2019/01/17,"Is it normal to get anxiety before going and during work? Recently, I got a part time job and ever since I started, I feel like my anxiety sky rocket. I spend every night tossing on my bed, worrying about work even though I’m not even a full time employee there. Sometimes, I would wake up in the morning and think if I should go to work or just call in sick cause anxiety would creep on me. 

I keep thinking, “I don’t want to go to work.” And I have this heavy feeling in my chest that I can’t seem to get rid off. 

The people there are really nice but I always get flustered whenever someone sees me or talking to me. The job isn’t hard, most of the time I just sit there in front of the computer until my supervisor assigns me to do something. 

All of the people who work there are Americans and I don’t have any problem with that. But for some reason, I feel really insecure and always worry about everything. I grew up in a different country and I went here after graduating college. I’ve been staying in the US for almost a year now. It doesn’t help that I’m not really good at socializing and my vocabulary isn’t all that great either when talking.

I don’t eat breakfast cause I’m always worried. Sometimes, I don’t even take my lunch break too because I’m afraid of annoying the people in the pantry so I just wait till 3pm rolls around and I get to clock out and just eat on my way home. 

Is this normal or am I just exaggerating? I can’t even tell my mom because she’ll just tell me to suck it up and think about how the pay will help us for our expenses. I also can’t get any help from my friends since the timezone is different and I’m embarrassed to say anything. 

(I hope I got my point across. English isn’t really my first language.) ",3.7634540389972138,4.626364309192201,5.163046239554318,83.6228311977716,71.64623955431755,8.529515320334259,27.45192200557103,8.841846274778883,1.9482204122562663,1373,47,288,25,25,461,178,359,0.122,0.7929999999999999,0.085,-0.8495,5,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,3,0,0,6,27,12,2,3,15,0,26,7,2,4,3,57,57,25,0,9,15,1,4,1,1,5,1,1,2,0,10,15,4,2,8,0,3,6,13,6,0,1,4,6,45,6,43,48,7,46,0,0,1,0,17,21,1,9,16,189,55,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809023743258674,0.0,0.0,0.06461001739076291,0.20167838398583945,0.0,0.0,0.10988382455317447,0.0,0.18541894005956705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648563611721565,0.0719227705163284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985011496977654,0.0,0.06874876939495722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249853869560457,0.0,0.0,0.16599303612485408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16882267632640016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16534252236483382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21345167645118934,0.07308176331994808,0.06807146536508836,0.0,0.07261140901166202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255388595377778,0.05771843214548969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06872236165467759,0.0,0.0,0.062420359779768016,0.0,0.21105466210414608,0.0,0.13774932503723555,0.0677652140412117,0.1292348542964638,0.08907440846368894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237452923543318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16246124409724946,0.0,0.08104182155977932,0.08024553536587199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16034888517526386,0.07181240221707431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039471308215180974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462361595020666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581862187211952,0.1583196889758983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749078935040147,0.0,0.1680347797998706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637536305004725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730785144438235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070318883291799,0.08306851153273948,0.07977319792930465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06424972151823369,0.0,0.0,0.06438144558417258,0.07355078132195554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336653699965496,0.0,0.0,0.08235814174529256,0.06845552432169802,0.06219828738137473,0.15981240000661828,0.0,0.057185598994253274,0.08611443418092335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0607461725759236,0.1298764738183651,0.14123303367353773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15530639868473362,0.07937857036655763,0.0,0.14133289136403393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19436771492067145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04765371947194562,0.0641296081348161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489578652045115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29409080538004834,0.2461471997575669,0.0,0.11478585303971807,0.0,0.0,0.052027950074030986
anxiety,wheresmyadventure,2019/01/17,"Holy fuck I did it, I’m actually doing it. Guys I just bought my airfare, rental car, and hostel stay for my first completely solo trip. I can’t stop shaking after buying everything I needed for it, and I’m not sure I’ll be able to sleep tonight. I’m going to Hawaii for 10 days completely alone, holy fuck. ",1.8376190476190464,3.874123158730161,3.676428571428573,87.40607142857145,79.3174603174603,6.73968253968254,21.61111111111111,7.793537801064563,0.9550444444444444,241,7,50,4,6,81,44,63,0.24,0.76,0.0,-0.921,1,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,2,1,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,7,12,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,0,2,4,2,3,0,1,2,0,6,1,6,9,0,10,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,5,24,9,0,0.2333416472202155,0.0,0.22770778774965295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416715743613529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4893085551995526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504860585842021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20971242656526032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984802859228796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43144118567575795,0.0,0.0,0.13261343547561885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23104491666952925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17301987475251368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335101637672068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24871114884267498,0.0,0.19508406542341708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21992174102008907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nonresemblance,2019/01/17,Trying to appeal to a module in university is so nerve wreaking. There is just to much rejection and the appeal window seems to be closing. I am just too afraid of a current module that I really want to drop it. I am so scared.,2.5456521739130444,4.37885595652174,4.799347826086958,81.1364130434783,76.39130434782608,7.208695652173913,22.369565217391305,8.07648339933343,1.3025826086956518,178,5,34,3,4,62,33,46,0.199,0.768,0.033,-0.8407,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,7,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,7,6,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,28,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38793826996344655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380738642018201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5283443435815799,0.0,0.0,0.4804206165002052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35829033327105536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112656164320846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,poppyjayy,2019/01/17,"Anyone else live in a CONSTANT fear of murder, kidnapping, trafficking? I am 21 and have had this anxiety for so long along with really bad health anxiety. Anyone that gets mad at me or that I have hurt, I feel like they are just going to kill me or harm me and I can never shake the feeling. I cannot watch any CSI, criminal minds, law and order shows because I am so scared of similar things happening to me. I don’t like going into stores alone or getting stared at. I go outside and wonder whose waiting to kill me out here. I’ve recently been seeing a lot of human trafficking news lately and that has just been a trigger for everything I am feeling. I stay up at night scared out of my mind. I don’t want to feel so scared and unsafe. I don’t know how to deal with the fear and I’m wondering if I’m the only one that feels this was as well? Please no judging, I don’t know if this sounds shallow but it is not meant too. ",1.939475769582444,3.680585715025909,3.572362084730265,89.67135019811035,77.86010362694302,7.028223102712588,22.233770192014628,7.928766900206844,0.9775122828405972,725,21,157,12,17,241,116,193,0.206,0.747,0.047,-0.9766,0,1,0,0,0,2,17.0,0,0,1,0,9,16,4,6,6,0,18,1,0,2,1,42,39,18,3,3,9,0,5,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,10,13,0,1,10,1,1,4,8,13,1,1,5,9,20,3,23,34,1,20,0,1,3,0,4,8,0,8,8,104,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12596544340897986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270826695505411,0.0,0.18608355088148784,0.0,0.0,0.17008419735336067,0.12461782379262255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155068508746784,0.07414066099091897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143198078472365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538866435637105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160097073851973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093075131838532,0.0,0.0,0.27372088660826216,0.30748291228066466,0.08688797488671733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708669656448834,0.0,0.20736460519800973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755141062512943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12928027492760366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302006553201991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691171439014429,0.0,0.13368237773065025,0.0,0.1371967984781602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883836443448932,0.0,0.1073959297700778,0.10763312158946553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340009580765036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456104734618127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380367296125408,0.0,0.0,0.11413557624996964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241534713653287,0.0925002823922438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350626789003595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791523801509365,0.0,0.12008870235495805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652995363715454,0.0,0.09691831914261856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12963465077560374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080136274370968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173679233524778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935428667333648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26379136623118804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,20-CharactersAllowed,2019/01/17,"Is it common to get physical symptoms without psychological symptoms? I've been short of breath and had a tight chest since 2pm yesterday (currently 10pm) and spent five hours in the hospital this afternoon getting tests done, which all came back negative, leading the doctor to tell me it's caused by anxiety and that I should see a counsellor (which I will starting tomorrow bc counselling is free at my school for 4 sessions). I understand where she's coming from since there's supposedly nothing medically wrong with me, but I don't currently have, nor have I ever really had significant ongoing problems with anxiety, just what's going on with my chest, which normally happens maybe once a month for about a half hour when I get particularly stressed.  Is it likely to be anxiety or should I go back to the hospital and ask for more tests?

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I've been diagnosed with BPD, depression, and DP/DR, but I'm not being treated for any of them for financial reasons.

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TL;DR: I've had trouble breathing for the last 30+ hours straight. Doc thinks it's anxiety, but chest pain and shortness of breath are my only symptoms. Should I follow the doctor's advice or just go back and ask for a second opinion?",9.349983909895418,8.359874336283188,9.026267095736117,66.94242558326631,60.06194690265487,12.819951729686244,41.341914722445686,11.911945987284742,5.067279646017698,984,47,167,26,11,318,139,226,0.13699999999999998,0.823,0.04,-0.9707,2,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,1,1,10,9,0,1,10,0,19,14,6,3,2,36,37,14,0,5,9,0,1,1,0,4,8,0,0,0,10,13,0,1,3,0,2,7,5,6,0,3,8,2,15,4,25,23,2,31,0,1,1,0,5,7,0,3,18,108,25,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052868237072728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229309770800819,0.2500098224427345,0.06995882210446318,0.0,0.31479769827021675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923492851525096,0.0,0.0,0.23731457327999844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956800638183166,0.0,0.0,0.11766208888190137,0.0,0.10568140790566352,0.0,0.08861807620915542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886064595910888,0.10441639885809988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21059472950746813,0.0,0.10527728541935363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305671876585636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16124450295211334,0.0,0.17539943780581554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097240554074644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30393473611439425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385720839490662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050259740064289696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103352199721748,0.0,0.0,0.1036361755779228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211418903259354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079608169570974,0.09871175241010992,0.0,0.0,0.10955897852182307,0.0,0.07824140244660452,0.10946671383718667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984378956314652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06590463657625648,0.10577307887548554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411543032755892,0.08197840067482773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17019924232052436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281576088644719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784346077943753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32078089517308955,0.0,0.0,0.08991766275171248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591842345890407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709695372072324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991682461739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247813619369157,0.2500098224427345,0.0
anxiety,sgimfl,2019/01/17,"I mentioned to a potential job offer that I am expecting an offer from another company as well. Did I mess up by doing this? I'm not sure if this is the best place to post this. But I already suffer from anxiety and am overthinking this conversation :/.

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 Today I got a call from company A stating that they want to move forward with a job offer after my background check. Then, the recruiter asked me ""are you expecting any other offers soon? That way we can speed up the background check if you need to make a deadline"". Without thinking I said yes and mentioned I might be getting an offer from Company B. 

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Is there a possibility I messed up my chances with company A by admitting this? I have no desire to try ""leveraging"" one offer against the other. I am pretty set on company A and now overthinking the whole conversation because I didn't think before I opened my mouth.",6.401699838622919,7.428025544378697,7.019569661108125,72.10008068854223,65.74556213017753,10.1691231845078,36.073695535233995,10.230975488527342,3.9851017751479305,723,35,121,17,11,238,100,169,0.102,0.807,0.091,-0.1926,2,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,1,2,1,1,4,6,0,0,15,1,13,1,1,1,1,23,24,8,0,7,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,10,7,0,0,3,0,2,2,4,3,1,1,4,1,20,3,21,18,2,18,0,1,0,0,18,7,0,3,7,95,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557383555815478,0.0,0.0,0.39934087205752905,0.4478477680621527,0.08354579040034174,0.128824453158359,0.09398393843353346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485308484047442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489142683471016,0.0,0.10454077843592123,0.0,0.12892901690459396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254489575735894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06418680323466602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825857530328516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438297794285145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200684073754208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13033001731802366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305756997425825,0.0,0.09109561937513752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324990440655614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835759938774988,0.0,0.0,0.13850084749158326,0.1176613797549598,0.1249879677513557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168634868301488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578962960723416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15744138120550846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645242238667902,0.0,0.0,0.08341065782174457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724632160372841,0.0975167877797099,0.0,0.0,0.11046163400756843,0.0,0.0,0.13716351154790055,0.0,0.1184280875518854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4478477680621527,0.0
anxiety,skydart,2019/01/17,"First time on a major livestream in almost a year! I’ve been kind of laying low on hosting (my job) for multiple reasons. One of them was a developed panic disorder- I actually suffered one on stage last year. Today I helped to host one of the biggest live-streams ever (Mortal Kombat 11)! I was nervous going into it as I’ve been very ill with a cough, and had a 7:30 am call (early call times trigger my anxiety for some reason). It’s been about years since I contributed to anything this large.  
    
Even feeling like crap, in the rain, with early call, I feel like I did pretty damn well on the stream! No anxiety shown during my interviews, very little felt. Treated myself to sushi tonight. High fives all around, my anxiety bros. We can do this, one victory at a time.",3.0139575289575298,5.317090472972975,4.080154440154441,84.63878378378381,76.70270270270271,6.93127413127413,25.43629343629344,7.957251820313856,1.6533536679536676,602,22,112,10,14,195,103,148,0.191,0.7340000000000001,0.075,-0.9448,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,1,1,5,11,2,2,9,0,10,3,1,3,2,16,14,2,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,6,1,6,8,3,13,5,21,6,3,28,0,2,0,0,8,13,2,2,15,70,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.1274697080886222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308005818651043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997798946037574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749202309904103,0.11628262225028654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001436405663935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970586501825436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627559979710832,0.11815644776349468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320943480844036,0.18663493060321,0.12541905901788536,0.0,0.0,0.11110829523209527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423635386283459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755418875947038,0.13801091545300906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962368321765835,0.0,0.0,0.13602429010950448,0.0,0.10647559891119583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763210287814228,0.13091907817903498,0.11534295698477498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540554976340617,0.0,0.0,0.1532585505848449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289107487849347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26860545771835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805312153349887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285028663390221,0.0,0.12381581892711632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21555615995049365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744622734648227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25235178323150725
anxiety,itsmythrowaway94,2019/01/17,"25F and lost career wise. Not excited to start grad school. Hi, so I already wrote this once and it was super long so I'll try to keep it short. 

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*  Starting grad school in nursing in less than a week. 
   * The program is a year and half
   * I'll have \~$40k in debt. 
   * I chose this program because I wasn't using my bachelors  and I wanted something with job security and financial stability. 

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* I'm getting anxiety as the program gets closer. 
   * I'm not at all excited for it. 
   * I don't want to be a nurse, but I'm tired of feeling lost.

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* Feeling so lost career wise is starting to take a real toll on me. 
   * I feel stagnant in life and YEARS are passing me by. 
   * I've  been in the same place for the last 3 years, while my siblings are all moving on in life.
   * I was accepted to med school at 22, but wasn't ready to commit to $400k student loans. I thought maybe doing nursing first would tell me once and for all if the medical field is right for me and give me more confidence in committing to medical school.

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* I used to be such a determined, self motivated person, but ever since I started questioning medical school my self-confidence has been so shaken. 
   * I've wanted to be a doctor since I was 5 and I had such tunnel vision about it until 22, that I never explored anything else. I never had a plan B. 

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* I think I might really like a career in web development and programming. 
   * I've been working a bit on The Odin Project and I really enjoy it. 
   * I just need time to teach myself and build a portfolio, and logically this year and half of the nursing program is enough time. 
   * But my anxiety and rumination is sapping all my productive energy. 

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* Advice?
   * I feel trapped in my grad school decision for the 2ND time 
   * I feel so stupid for being in this position again and worrying the fuck out of my parents

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anxiety,LV1024,2019/01/17,Does anyone's anxiety disappear/get better at night? At night I get motivated to do stuff and make progress in my life. But when I wake up all that goes away and my anxiety is high for the whole day and I feel like I can't do the things I wanted to the night before.,2.965,3.6823493157894767,4.45872807017544,88.47651315789473,73.3859649122807,8.50701754385965,23.021929824561404,8.841846274778883,1.1921614035087718,209,5,49,4,4,70,41,57,0.059,0.747,0.194,0.8316,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,3,0,4,2,1,2,1,9,8,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,2,8,8,2,11,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,6,32,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274636719595376,0.0,0.0,0.14965426966485032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010875817338076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821231784213076,0.0,0.0,0.18929153138730992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13803119845506068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872984911029828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821964976836193,0.15290258150573102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236429610090541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22613371656132325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151175230931981,0.10456390960684046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428662260877063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6025560248015085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450123533680849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421915629729206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624003207924608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23895608068236646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,frecklegirl1,2019/01/17,"Panic attack during college class I go to a very small college and my program only has about 20 students in it so I’m used to very small classes and being with the same people everyday,so I’m usually panic free is classes. BUT, this semester I have a class with 200+ students and we all sit close together in a huge lecture room, and for some reason that freaks me out. I feel SO anxious that I feel sick to my stomach, and all I can think about is leaping out of my seat and getting out of there ASAP.  (Which has happened this week because I was so anxious I thought I was going to be sick) And even after the class is over I still feel shaken up and sick. I have no idea why I get like that but it’s gotten to a point where I feel so anxious hours before the class, which makes me want to skip, but I won’t because I’m trying my best to not let anxiety take over my life! Any advice is greatly appreciated. :)",3.0058195488721786,4.053048589473686,4.483909774436093,87.08736842105263,73.63157894736842,6.69172932330827,26.72932330827068,6.868970318607317,1.1301954887218044,712,25,150,6,14,238,108,190,0.116,0.76,0.124,0.7587,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,1,10,8,1,2,7,0,15,5,1,3,2,34,34,15,0,1,4,0,4,1,0,1,4,0,1,0,9,15,0,0,8,0,1,2,3,4,0,0,4,4,21,5,23,26,5,23,0,0,0,0,1,15,0,1,6,101,30,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13933586321396732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696509132995647,0.0,0.10907983669898108,0.4832533648481835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16221503990025468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17384129129811232,0.0,0.12133233859144125,0.0,0.14963786732197004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417838060235208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883881843433907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899324569205052,0.0,0.16207269738063895,0.0,0.0,0.1572043599131156,0.0,0.0,0.12609056794284634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042098174872064,0.0,0.0,0.16096509669364412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458064346398878,0.10071449699634966,0.0696615543108581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09517895232893067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844500387228327,0.0,0.33459383977596224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885293451915296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479225142773693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14660475898375394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387138584531332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720883070318217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136497383382333,0.0,0.11319936711541022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680825347178863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231507103242195,0.15704112324331052,0.2353009439602816,0.0841024105158131,0.0,0.1143759195637384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866397190371834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,daintysunflower,2019/01/17,"I’m having flashbacks of horrible memories of middle school and high school I did a lot of horrible things and I feel horrible. One example was in middle school I didn’t like a girl’s name because it sounded weird (I was dumb), but someone told her and i got in trouble. The teacher treated me horribly from then on out and every time she saw me she said don’t ever come back here. 

Another time in middle school the art teacher excluded me from everyone and told me I was a failure. She even told the substitute teacher I was bad and they all said I wasn’t. I was bullied really badly. 

Am I a horrible person? ",1.5741100702576103,4.082360860655741,3.7675878220140535,83.57196721311476,83.8360655737705,7.420140515222482,26.747072599531606,8.418075326091056,2.3850613583138167,483,22,91,12,14,165,70,122,0.319,0.6679999999999999,0.013,-0.9922,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,4,7,1,0,7,0,11,0,0,0,2,14,21,8,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,2,8,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,5,0,1,15,5,19,2,10,6,2,15,0,0,1,0,13,9,1,1,6,64,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584051179026792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615987576215273,0.2522663979138345,0.0920879926660288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13012936264884756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977719283430153,0.13664719458153707,0.12727901395141378,0.14434934898103102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638314466740244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082070464318695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15960876257918408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380286529834497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843029907121895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236574345630453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319043758016217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09677628673670254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28739535012179857,0.0,0.0,0.6115445141670093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799712167884866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036105964390107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17617475942611674,0.0,0.0,0.4330480469430931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MessageToBears1,2019/01/17,"Anxiety & College Hello, 

I am enduring my second semester at college. I have tried to overcome my shyness and talk with classmates. Though, I feel that I am useless and have boring topics to talk about. I always sense that the person I am talking to is either bored or annoyed. This creates frustration and fear. I applied simple tactics such as “Hello”, “How are you today?” Or ask questions about the class. When I meet their eyes, I sense that they dislike me and I become emotional about it later. 

Some of my peers notice that I am shy and try to approach me. I often steer away because I am afraid of noticing the “truth” behind their eyes. Or when I am in groups, I disclose myself and feel like I shouldn’t allow myself to be accepted because of my low self esteem. 

I tend to overthink about things. I’m always afraid of trying to say the right things or over talking about something senseless. 

This might have a connection towards my childhood/younger years in junior high/ high school. Through different people’s comments, I felt insecure about the way I look, the way I talk, and many other things. I guess the better question would be, how to move on from the harsh comments that I have been exposed to when I was younger? 

This also affects my performance in class. My heart races, my stomach aches, my chest becomes heavier and I want to cry. Overall, I feel like that I a waste of air and soul. ",4.077322395406071,6.282241362264156,4.221214109926169,85.32005742411816,73.11320754716981,6.1181296144380655,28.880229696472522,6.8959733430537185,1.6144536505332243,1111,46,196,10,23,344,151,265,0.157,0.772,0.07200000000000001,-0.9677,1,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,3,2,15,15,2,4,10,0,19,5,5,4,1,34,29,21,0,3,5,0,4,2,0,3,0,1,0,2,14,10,0,0,7,0,0,2,1,10,0,1,3,8,43,5,34,21,2,23,1,2,3,0,21,13,0,10,8,145,57,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851217119436089,0.1841921977474324,0.11992365116458335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467125082668517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347251367449152,0.0,0.10398916599957143,0.0,0.0,0.13494115892524808,0.2444786374888256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788903078960576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157872673605577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156388918619053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450209348815887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454776221070307,0.16789208503797418,0.15814215669479365,0.10627185607547177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192844763353647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311584299375287,0.0,0.23388273295488116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814704378974406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294481058315048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221394222615454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741586669497606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763720492085007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25202385666213895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767328029351851,0.0966430520563863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24797782542363245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452162651922012,0.0,0.08801858566013862,0.0,0.11201585989521264,0.0,0.0,0.11546522453346285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520823369230933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4448090694359786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22059614897507526,0.0,0.10874427671107313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491337594083501,0.0,0.0,0.2254369687339209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06528297540052858,0.17570807385876466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786251535384574,0.0,0.0,0.07127543080498643
anxiety,A7XfoREVer15,2019/01/17,"I finally opened up to my dad. Now I want to seek help but don’t know how. My dad knew I had anxiety. Unfortunately I don’t live with him, but he has it so he completely understands it. He took me to get treatment, but the pills made me feel like a zombie so I quit them. I also quit therapy because I couldn’t open up about my problems. I told my dad about my anxiety and symptoms a couple years ago, but I have a hard time opening up about what’s giving me anxiety. I just can’t.  I feel like I get anxiety over stupid things so I can’t bring myself to talk about them. Today I called my dad and he listened (he always does, but this time I told him half of what’s going on in my head.) it felt fucking amazing to get some of that shit out of my head. 

Before I say this, I’m NOT suicidal at all. Whenever I receive bad news I automatically freak out and think of suicide as a way out. I start thinking “I could jump off of a building and be rid of everything.” I always talk myself down. I’ve only failed once. I’m tired of having these thoughts though. I feel like thinking of suicide as an option makes me self destructive. I think “oh I can kill myself and get rid of my problems so why even try to prevent them” subconsciously. It sounds weird but I know that I’m subconsciously causing self destructive behaviors. I’m through with that shit and I’m through letting anxiety control me. Should I seek help? Mental help is offered for free on my college campus (tuition covered it). How do I go about seeking help without sounding like a crazy person or getting myself committed? ",1.7690308747855925,4.075028864779878,3.4191252144082362,87.71258147512863,81.1069182389937,6.3702687249857055,25.359634076615208,7.576466943178032,1.4011685534591196,1241,50,252,20,33,411,163,318,0.231,0.631,0.138,-0.991,0,0,0,0,0,3,33.0,0,0,3,4,16,19,7,0,8,0,16,8,4,6,2,55,52,23,4,6,10,4,5,4,0,1,3,4,0,3,14,14,0,2,13,0,2,6,7,13,0,1,8,9,51,7,41,39,2,31,0,1,0,1,31,16,3,3,12,158,65,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824516437970784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07058870700972178,0.14689379895246074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3376278107350465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073700948466019,0.05380797805767472,0.0,0.07511043853694062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013254309302797,0.0,0.0,0.09067660299335148,0.0,0.0,0.0925483928099971,0.0,0.09900121665517657,0.0704756335551357,0.09766799671635276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724481818293595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058300858203688764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933050760980086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389441293867954,0.18917822624023764,0.08475210596086613,0.09669440179459217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160329081114634,0.2305846106835335,0.08467569147040957,0.10033064157871073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907170815739366,0.0,0.18117896952236906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366594659907988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765659747602314,0.0,0.09702069487227337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902610579705934,0.0,0.1724951469392529,0.0,0.07794316580559922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352228524684485,0.058920259280462225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895441560968939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400363031355943,0.0,0.06713257069424025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707310750691614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16892307092735065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18776994563020585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019507114937276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18416768664519254,0.0,0.18121377039857128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06247726986617237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28965595851376297,0.0,0.0,0.09174531407147453,0.0,0.14189459665941934,0.0,0.0,0.1009433222486572,0.0,0.05864201769223875,0.2262369070353896,0.0867238684145068,0.07007574571502045,0.10294075606464637,0.10145225877589037,0.08366871420910542,0.1686896712100066,0.09807013406893836,0.05992887351117345,0.0,0.0,0.09189116748898772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05206335762741268,0.07006384307093512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964906525155027,0.0,0.0,0.08508818973990767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056842357770627426
anxiety,Gxxylxx,2019/01/17,Does anyone else go off into their own world ? Is day dreaming a disorder if so how could I fix it ? Ever since elementary school I would get in trouble for day dreaming. It’s like I can catch myself in my own world then come back to reality. It’s like I make up my own scenarios in my head and then play them out.  Why do I day dream so much? Could this be considered a disorder ? ,1.7412115732368894,3.45951541772152,3.7481374321880665,88.2913924050633,78.36708860759494,7.552260397830018,22.678119349005428,8.418075326091056,1.2272878842676311,294,9,66,6,7,100,56,79,0.099,0.773,0.127,0.3094,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,7,1,1,2,1,11,11,7,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,4,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,3,9,7,4,19,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,1,9,46,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14479920806195304,0.21218387688407092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15923619944491774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783860821857331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306823250719708,0.0,0.0,0.4006596324093268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4746765413741742,0.0,0.18122218125581865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17299361528218574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18732096420736447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819378463195037,0.0,0.11769163382992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21252977757528366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20234332554413306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382313811869719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522318924029611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095818878687877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17130351575721664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18686272658042974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14710781248278798,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dingoindisguise,2019/01/17,"I almost caused a crash today and it was my fault. Now my anxiety is repeating it over and over in my head and I jolt everytime I close my eyes and see it. It was all my fault. I swear I'm a careful driver, I always follow laws and scan and look before I go etc. But I just had a fucking brain fart. I was at a stop sign needing to turn left, so I looked left and there was nobody coming, then I looked right and when there was nobody coming after a few cars, I went out onto the road. I had forgotten to look left again. I don't know what I was thinking. They had to swerve to avoid me. I would have gotten t-boned. I'm sure that nobody would've been seriously hurt since it's only a 35 and it was right after a corner so they were probably going about 30, but I can't get it out of my head. I feel like such a stupid idiot. I've never done anything like this before. ",0.8850500625782232,2.478538606382984,2.970813516896122,93.46029411764708,80.48936170212768,5.700125156445558,16.909887359198994,6.522977012572876,-0.3629327909887361,670,11,156,6,17,227,109,188,0.145,0.8009999999999999,0.054000000000000006,-0.8924,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,0,10,12,3,1,9,0,18,5,4,1,3,31,40,15,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,14,0,2,3,0,0,7,3,8,0,0,15,8,26,4,15,24,3,32,0,1,7,1,2,15,1,1,12,103,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901455474109405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720512274885984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985621752623973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060242645758594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21926654060269365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438279447525008,0.0,0.0,0.13136087066034827,0.1323540738094449,0.0,0.22196834110891908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184795586078113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14369055222261912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06514532756245713,0.0920432544242831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911041678418376,0.06731353309291524,0.0,0.14644537512980374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644538272639198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792578385524668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07080704275561596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4199548037931082,0.0,0.0,0.1258893400067208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4327722867436203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955331576026546,0.09936927805673652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798855408527746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891120967530646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200571511136364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266872393847934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657770144636323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771593029136166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143008642894144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825554092889264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221251658135588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014082016558832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194358834389678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830483449205878,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Rs3vsosrs,2019/01/17,"I just found out my fiancé (18) may have cancer and my anxiety is making me lose my mind My fiancé just got ahold of me because she had blood work done earlier today because her throat had been swollen for a while and no medicine had worked. The doctor told her she possibly has lymphoma.

I’m leaving work now because I’m a literal mess, my anxiety is in overdrive, not only am I freaking out about her. But I’ve always had a fear of cancer, and knowing someone close to me has it makes me even more worried about my own cancer fears, what if I have it?

I don’t like death and I don’t want to lose the person most important to me. I don’t know what to do anymore, I just had a huge fall out with my landlord who is making my life hell too.

Everything is falling apart and I’m trying to hold all the pieces together while I’m falling apart
Myself.",5.244914285714287,4.885527234285714,6.001857142857144,83.20164285714289,68.08571428571429,8.828571428571427,31.214285714285715,8.238735603445708,2.117,666,24,139,8,10,219,100,175,0.244,0.7020000000000001,0.055,-0.9885,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,5,8,8,1,2,7,0,21,8,2,3,1,28,34,9,1,2,6,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,1,1,5,10,0,1,3,0,0,3,5,7,0,0,10,0,26,1,15,23,5,15,1,2,0,0,8,8,1,3,5,96,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769360817851425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23479773104988985,0.0,0.15219417667754054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280649077740788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15707600446612616,0.0,0.15704605137447766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136094235458178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792275545418936,0.0,0.0,0.3453773469612881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16826438827596793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273847490293302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16867863292495675,0.0,0.0,0.16249528405498884,0.0,0.0,0.10839553896579468,0.07497432792613881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433719502765661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30731346956738664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15495400216124064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671561685215873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133998075633863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17300660773281426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13002880220921573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14546509226676402,0.1466405861436272,0.0,0.10419138380636628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051652332150847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351689337848553,0.15584924600689054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,l_flower,2019/01/17,"Not sure what to do moving forward with treatment Hi everyone! Im 21/f and have had different types of anxiety for most of my life. Some childhood trauma and years of bullying lead to me having social anxiety all throughout high school (which went untreated). I then wen't off to college, where my SA was on and off but I developed really bad generalized anxiety. I first sought treatment with a psychologist two years ago, but due to not finding the right fit I've only been going consistently to therapy for the last six months. Therapy has helped immensely. For the first time in my life I was able to pick apart that voice in the back of my head during an anxious thought and say ""hey, that's not true, why am I thinking this"". It was great, but then the holidays came around, my therapist went on vacation for a month and a half, a family member got hospitalized, etc. My anxiety went down the drain. I was anxious all day worrying about anything and everything, I couldn't sleep, I started loosing interest in things I used to love doing. I started worrying that I was losing my mind.

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I came to terms with the fact that I probably need some form of medication to deal with my anxiety. I'm not really against taking medication, except for one side effect: weight gain. I've gained some weight recently as is and it's been really hurting my self esteem. I'm trying to eat healthier, work out more, but to be honest the fact that I had a relatively fast metabolism is one of the few things about myself I really like. I'm petrified that i'll start medication and my metabolism will get messed up and i'll gain weight. The thought of that happening gives me more anxiety than the one I have right now. I know people say your health comes first, which I totally get, but I genuinely think i'll become very depressed if i gain a considerable amount of weight. From what i've seen, Wellbutrin seems to be the only medication that does not have weight gain as a serious side effect, but it seems to be mostly prescribed for depression, whereas for anxiety it's usually an SSRI, almost all of which tend to cause weight gain. I'm honestly not sure what to do moving forward. I have an appointment with my therapist next week, but I doubt I can tell him specifically which medication I want, but i'm worried if he prescribes me something else I simply won't take it for fear of messing up my metabolism. Any advice?",6.283034482758622,7.029285156521741,6.936641679160418,73.58239130434784,65.91304347826087,11.12743628185907,32.81859070464768,10.996428447227288,3.7806161919040484,1932,78,353,55,29,637,232,460,0.154,0.7240000000000001,0.122,-0.7342,1,0,1,0,0,0,53.0,0,1,0,14,6,20,0,2,22,0,28,18,2,6,9,72,63,23,0,5,17,0,6,1,0,2,8,3,0,1,23,19,7,0,11,1,0,12,8,11,0,9,18,10,43,9,58,39,16,58,0,4,1,1,14,22,0,11,29,227,66,5,0.06194092529004225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06052795531609985,0.05490689296804869,0.0,0.062024889329856774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711296667311555,0.07526500399952678,0.042121953242062485,0.0,0.3316924681498002,0.13995122958864875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05097210380483128,0.05514055574689866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04762874816290148,0.05171808534300747,0.0,0.06840888553150505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168783456205908,0.0,0.06363039268600976,0.0,0.05335662251302305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03994677256717952,0.06385837415713111,0.10669925637877292,0.0,0.0,0.06471508347417672,0.0,0.0,0.05420492113384556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06338103014066414,0.05174369499389647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908050504254587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05918720853467355,0.055668509676771054,0.0,0.05839239176227193,0.06970076155358589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056612883560622336,0.15806075822752078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06472315389326924,0.05941937965647676,0.03520245527151448,0.0,0.049539816365657637,0.06829008880294725,0.0,0.0,0.054774155670937186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06356925930496217,0.0658403070950665,0.0,0.0,0.041517696563246935,0.06544398836171247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630904161567837,0.0,0.06690682842939091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034041112644266874,0.05049012125655557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750141468628651,0.03026120733972684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929605152447725,0.0,0.0,0.05590410340944711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119948285693724,0.0,0.0,0.06254267716999423,0.0,0.09888131123122848,0.13166680194778915,0.0,0.045928411251951816,0.0,0.0,0.06587487675043646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591832206083667,0.09421772969613833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04294203850628493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678279380243474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15872377131536025,0.0,0.061159191115010975,0.0,0.0,0.1057944235164604,0.0,0.09851581983468162,0.0,0.06268752326169978,0.0,0.11277738409119005,0.06461789389136481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619856582855091,0.06314097292854279,0.0,0.04768515044808647,0.0,0.0,0.13152631718545427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675717809024885,0.0,0.09314373434969384,0.0,0.054139098860292896,0.0,0.14166969254865955,0.1438363767162774,0.08230159689441995,0.07937848772183062,0.0,0.09834835162359694,0.03611825165234992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042053822362818016,0.0,0.06050728363991108,0.0,0.0,0.05349707189313988,0.06821917825897092,0.05110775034275728,0.03653436257010344,0.0,0.0496852740486544,0.4525641601250581,0.0,0.17225957491033458,0.05589205077964112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04509373132401049,0.18871204894830568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526500399952678,0.07977585014755961
anxiety,SignalCrow4,2019/01/17,"I made an appointment to see a therapist and now I don't know what to do! Exactly as the title says, I've tried this in the past and anxiety kicked me to the curb on the day of the appointment and I didn't show up (though I did pay her the session cost for failing to show up) and never contacted her again. So I'm scared I'll flake out on the day or the day before and cancel again with this one.

If I do manage to push myself to go I don't know what I'm even going to say I want her to help me with because I freeze and have difficulty trusting people. My anxiety will already be high when I arrive because I get so anxious just being outside, and yet I'll do my best to act as though everything's just fine when it isn't at all! My muscles will be tensed and aching, I'll have tunnel vision and my brain will be a scrambled mess.

I live in the UK and I'm already with the community mental health team and have a community mental health nurse and still have to resort to seeing a private therapist because the mental health teams psychologist basically told me she didn't think I was ready for therapy. Almost as if I have to get better before I can get help to get better?

Maybe I'm just venting. I don't know. I don't know what to do...",4.866959287531807,4.431277019083972,6.174671755725192,81.90327989821884,68.8854961832061,9.27674300254453,28.535368956743003,8.841846274778883,1.9429075826972,977,29,212,15,15,332,126,262,0.112,0.794,0.095,-0.5087,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,6,16,8,0,1,16,0,26,4,1,1,3,34,46,24,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,6,16,0,1,5,4,2,4,8,3,0,1,6,5,28,5,31,33,2,25,0,1,2,0,12,9,0,4,12,141,34,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962057901036563,0.0,0.2416105543933155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16749184217962768,0.1236724078549494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20019968177132932,0.0,0.18630553108292885,0.0,0.11488430316756053,0.1936385010974951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220716192277825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21180150673650808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230534504792402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838654013485326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22877879128248205,0.0,0.12443112986232635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34909143719377306,0.0,0.0,0.14675379466574875,0.1156633727922706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240652197434899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666594405886167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358522738833628,0.0,0.0,0.10997952284805604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309666398935485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443169701497127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07418118501276216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450358662433032,0.07589422852349073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741133491512769,0.1096007537194965,0.0,0.1744703144071953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742462752035303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251909829521368,0.25421128628763995,0.0,0.07014535518764438,0.2151117298374495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460536309985788,0.0,0.07432442696503266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064569530425289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,waterglass1986,2019/01/17,"Do you all have constant repetitive negative thoughts? I am wondering if maybe I have something a bit more than anxiety. I have constant negative repetitive thoughts about myself and the past. I rarely get anxiety around other people anymore and am quite social these days. 

However, these thoughts are killing me. When it comes to my past they are somewhat based in reason as I use to have substance abuse problems. However, currently my life is pretty fucking awesome. 

​",6.368425925925926,9.659979962962963,5.403194444444448,74.35812500000003,70.35802469135803,8.988271604938271,39.75462962962963,9.516144504307137,4.829381481481481,391,24,55,10,8,117,60,81,0.271,0.6509999999999999,0.077,-0.9521,3,0,1,0,1,0,13.0,0,1,1,1,3,3,2,0,2,0,10,2,0,2,1,14,18,5,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,0,11,0,7,15,4,12,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,3,9,43,15,0,0.0,0.19215667733004727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757218682341176,0.19706634605892334,0.0,0.0,0.24813437944055425,0.0,0.1608388948883129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14437450691915207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17705846102542036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13970363486266274,0.0,0.35051774147872483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459262722832516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14993271645519862,0.08473231093720626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794280450434001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455246894905842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16293152130838484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30963815644860626,0.11243513148299797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16499527649318496,0.0,0.15518427409199775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724983008475454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166747961833929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16532199774694173,0.0,0.12485402060343365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862582063139655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14007137344866002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758771977734856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19706634605892334,0.0
anxiety,ProperBicycle,2019/01/17,"I sent a transfer application to a university I'm feeling super anxious at the moment because I recently sent a transfer application to another university and I haven't heard back from them yet. I'm so scared that I won't be accepted that I've basically already convinced myself I've been rejected, and it sucks. I feel so low and pathetic right now, I really want to get into this university but I just know they won't ever accept me; I'm not good enough for their university, my SATs scores aren't good enough, my high school grades aren't good enough, my college grades now aren't good enough, my extracurriculars aren't good enough -- I'm a failure. 

I'm just so worried that I've failed and there's nothing I can do about it. I feel so useless and worthless right now.

Ahh, this sounds so whiny and pathetic, I'm sorry I just wanted to get this off my chest. I hope you all are having a great day/night, though!",6.587637362637359,6.1898458956044005,7.262945054945058,75.40705494505497,65.31868131868131,10.576703296703297,33.035164835164835,10.125756701596842,3.0817213186813186,731,27,145,15,10,243,97,182,0.304,0.615,0.08199999999999999,-0.992,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,3,2,17,18,1,1,6,0,13,1,1,0,2,23,33,13,0,3,5,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,8,7,0,0,6,0,0,2,8,7,0,0,5,5,22,11,10,25,6,17,0,5,0,0,7,7,1,1,8,89,30,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320340127535815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254608562283228,0.0,0.13516764047819496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200155692853908,0.0,0.0729360172272065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716275174566511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6181393560899056,0.0,0.0,0.10822803114183922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814921422666119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250217811129525,0.0,0.0,0.5017733126852304,0.0,0.13191181240310396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641417322785148,0.0,0.11883698348313645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06575514754535895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228109170249444,0.0,0.114805021664129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664926460295274,0.0,0.1181374909083546,0.0,0.0,0.2043566554506452,0.0,0.0,0.11978803948146155,0.12108967719127745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13393560215139674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175530802125777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14114241366769106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150786366137087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,doubldeddavis,2019/01/17,"New Medication and my anxiety and depression are running wild  

Small backstory I have severe childhood trauma and it continued into my young adult years. I had post partum depression with my son about 5 years ago and severe depression with my daughter about 3 years ago. The doctors put me on zoloft and it seemed to do okay. Fast forward to last year when I was med free and slipped into a severe depressive episode. I lost 40lbs and my anxiety was in full force. I finally got help and am currently in the midst of changing medication again. My doctor just switched me to remeron because I had an allergic reaction to the lexapro. I now have to stay away from SSRIS all together. Which mind you were effectively managing my anxiety and frequent panic attacks but were useless again my depression. Well now I am currently in the middle of another switch and the depression and anxiety have taken over. I feel like I am on no medication at all. I'm trying to hold back the panic attacks and crying at work but it's getting difficult. At home I am just short tempered and wanting to secluded myself from my children and my husband. The thought of even showering or eating seems overwhelming. I've reached out to my doctor and asked if he could give me something for the anxiety in the mean time to help while my body adjusts to the remeron, and his suggestion was to double my dose and wait another week.

I feel so defeated. I'm not sure I can keep at this for another week. I feel like i am drowning and just cant breathe all day long but I don't have the courage to push my doctor for something.

Does anyone have experience with remeron for the anxiety and depression? Any tips or tricks people may have to help me for the next week while I've double my dose? I just feel like I am falling apart and dont know what to do.",5.482180952380954,6.664133251428575,6.0780714285714295,77.46034523809526,67.91428571428571,9.947619047619053,34.01190476190476,10.125756701596842,3.578961904761904,1458,68,267,36,24,474,179,350,0.219,0.7090000000000001,0.073,-0.9944,3,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,4,16,27,4,3,15,1,28,14,2,1,4,59,48,30,1,3,11,3,4,3,0,1,11,0,2,2,6,26,1,3,11,0,1,5,5,19,1,0,11,4,40,9,44,35,6,58,0,11,0,0,14,21,0,6,35,182,46,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302752688264894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04997049082070399,0.2311578281748708,0.33728259750360434,0.0,0.0,0.05138053991151576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869604074901405,0.1671934724370552,0.06903904941785159,0.05650336082941231,0.0,0.04479413432155404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162228134373689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777345408921865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05866964546561504,0.0,0.08071686740255828,0.04739001110451005,0.0,0.44303144331504896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008490332220789,0.06430486493325742,0.0,0.0861207204054856,0.0,0.0,0.0751907483171533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048534372925864336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187979962456938,0.0,0.0,0.14861945593897236,0.1574873314852215,0.0,0.08049627914817163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038391474261940686,0.07049092782171539,0.0,0.0,0.058770516284781936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14776093096310455,0.0,0.07370874861361186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06531445370404784,0.0,0.0,0.040383956013185035,0.059897890448904624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769923523512254,0.0,0.0,0.06502953226323692,0.0,0.0,0.08021462204890888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800437779955968,0.08162228134373689,0.22207709069242892,0.0,0.0,0.07419618595237824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096967318629686,0.07814927064411485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17243131698080905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050943381677225334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037574088200299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738700178031435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379107099155685,0.0,0.2490422841973856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314054498168462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832236564874155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692562078315958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0583367463255567,0.04284812606580004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049889665189083165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04334177047674425,0.0,0.1768292308173274,0.0,0.06606942183160654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05349599706947074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892807944875488
anxiety,angeleyes05,2019/01/17,"My anxiety is ruining everything because of my sensitivity. Since I was really young I’ve constantly had problems with noises triggering my anxiety. It’s usually any noise in general while I’m trying to concentrate/sleep but it’s particularly bad with loud breathing or eating. I’ve been managing it quite well around other people, and I rarely let on that what they’re doing completely naturally and unknowingly is driving me up the wall into a panic. I’ve even managed to keep calm around my boyfriend snoring sometimes. But now I can’t bear to be in a room with him while he’s snoring because it genuinely drives me into a panic attack. Even now while I’m typing this from the bathroom the distant sound of this is making me shake and I can’t stop panicking. It’s horrible because he doesn’t have anxiety and doesn’t understand, and even though he’s the loveliest person on earth awake, he’s awful when he’s half asleep and doesn’t get why I’m suddenly hyperventilating. I don’t know what to do because I love sleeping next to him, but I can’t help driving myself into a panic attack every time we’re together. 


TL;DR, My boyfriend’s snoring drives me into sensory overload and he doesn’t understand my anxiety so isn’t the kindest while he’s half asleep. ",6.120805785123968,7.195933590909097,7.1798243801652895,70.52610020661157,66.39669421487604,10.512809917355373,34.546487603305785,10.550175099000144,3.980594214876034,1027,47,174,27,16,346,128,242,0.226,0.7140000000000001,0.06,-0.9908,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,11,12,2,4,9,1,20,6,4,2,0,30,30,18,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,11,16,1,2,3,0,0,5,9,9,1,2,3,2,20,3,22,25,0,32,0,1,0,1,12,13,0,2,14,108,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115305986816546,0.0,0.3651690478141108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21246995817010092,0.0,0.27152548745086874,0.0,0.0,0.09964117409248772,0.2909862204382092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512227741835152,0.12896059605517424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211125405207973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364623284879543,0.0,0.10054633111925436,0.0,0.10725214646644776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0623485092508946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998888597172114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060719573621839,0.0,0.0,0.06558433880128126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202987855938816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770604641222076,0.0,0.07965818533863124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269159524966613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42004777500481655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273305375311157,0.10420021835250164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418912150275999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126929288097986,0.0,0.0,0.07645015677474389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987165655886074,0.0,0.2388458013285263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802706465805868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977083905207364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724771865925256,0.0,0.0695861994298415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102179745280633,0.0,0.0,0.2484674623028429,0.0,0.0,0.13143253413706704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729804044938347,0.0,0.1076828255567539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kllutz,2019/01/17,"Hair loss due to anxiety I recently started noticing my hair falling out more than usual, especially in the shower, and I also noticed a small bald spot at the top of my head. It’s been making me really sad to see, I know hair loss can be associated with anxiety, but has anyone had this problem? If so has there been something that has helped? ",4.3911940298507455,5.861629910447763,6.0151044776119456,75.80414925373138,70.7910447761194,8.942089552238807,29.817910447761196,9.3871,2.7874202985074623,272,11,50,6,5,93,55,67,0.202,0.778,0.02,-0.8639,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,3,0,8,5,5,1,0,8,12,5,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,3,4,6,0,8,8,1,10,0,3,1,0,1,5,0,1,4,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19901399290612815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807558550195973,0.0,0.0,0.17400934602179102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25540310683335243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680623318179744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13676745685679575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16611660078791632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5666596282199148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23812629713267824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594266818800465,0.0,0.24572014198330075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19830993818315548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19158529936349966,0.0,0.0,0.17614504456397312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27408515158834656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WhiteTrashWhisperer,2019/01/17,"Anxiety snowballed into my first suicidal thoughts today and I managed to talk myself down. (TW: Suicidal thoughts) (Long) I didn’t expect the day to turn out like it did at all. I woke up early, meditated, and got ready to go study at a coffee shop with friends. I noticed during meditation that I felt quite anxious today, but I figured I could handle it so I did my best to use the tools I know to calm myself down and figured hanging with friends would be remedy enough. 

And it wasn’t. At all. Small thoughts snowballed out of control and I didn’t know how to cope. Being around them and a public space (a noisy coffee shop nonetheless) actually made it worse and it felt like sensory overload. I faded in and out of depersonalization and felt very floaty the majority of the time. Another friend visited the shop and snuck up behind to give me a hug and I was zoning out so hard it made me jump and I almost cried cause it shocked me into reality for a minute. 

Floated the rest of the way home, collapsed onto my bed, and it all came out silently. I didn’t scream or sob violently, my brain just fucking broke and I have never felt so overwhelmed and burdened by thoughts, thus why I had my first suicidal thoughts. The pain felt insurmountable. I don’t even have the will or bravery to actually end my life, I was just at a loss as to how I can calm myself. 

After deliberating whether I need to call 911, call friends, call suicide hotline, etc (which all felt incredibly hard by the way. Even the thought of physically picking up my phone with my hand— no, moving my *body* scared me.) My brain was running this dichotomy where the one thing I needed to calm myself was human interaction and affection but I was avoiding all avenues of it.

Dunno how I did it but I grabbed my bluetooth speaker, my shark plushie, and my blankets and looked up suicide talk down in bed. I figured “I need someone to talk me down right now but I don’t want to see or interact with *anyone*, so I’ll try youtube”. I ended up finding affirmation and comfort role play ASMR videos and found a channel called [Rainy Day Audios](https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC_Gk_bSCbR-hx7Z1bUgorwA) with a beautiful voice talking me through anxiety and then another one where he pretended to cuddle with me in bed and and it worked. 

I always found these sorts of videos cringey and never saw the appeal in them, but it calmed me down and prevented me from making a permanent decision on an issue very temporary and I’m so thankful. I just hugged my pillow and softly cried and it felt nice to *feel* like someone was there with me. I feel kind of scared and fragile now, so I’m gonna listen to more ASMR and sleep. I live to fight another day and I’m relieved for it. ",4.0546342737722005,6.114515534482759,4.679730059212818,82.64168495297808,72.77394636015326,7.580703587600138,29.29658655520725,8.367750914986694,2.185343295019157,2167,91,408,37,44,692,250,522,0.16399999999999998,0.6859999999999999,0.15,-0.8212,0,1,0,0,1,3,68.0,0,0,2,7,20,34,3,4,23,0,24,10,4,12,7,114,67,51,5,7,12,0,14,3,4,3,2,4,5,1,19,47,0,3,24,8,3,7,9,14,0,4,35,21,62,20,69,26,11,61,0,4,3,4,25,33,2,6,22,274,81,2,0.0,0.0,0.12330730492495386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06326470607898657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05257004215128279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19874627085852895,0.09666362157346542,0.07137435875324179,0.0,0.0441762703116696,0.0,0.0,0.05624276141481627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630252949400707,0.0,0.0,0.07017769704844846,0.0,0.14105745927615673,0.25805155144152764,0.0722600177556612,0.0,0.06490230187372749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086069214229042,0.050443341421524034,0.0,0.13879846958507427,0.12223580820079982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191579576229717,0.06528086161003313,0.07046135663479314,0.08345835140980365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638904658304478,0.04513513571698485,0.4246326625333229,0.0,0.05774451961855572,0.10748015858285828,0.0,0.138545164639115,0.19524795150784488,0.05840802631857438,0.0,0.06060711482081085,0.03590611785161209,0.0,0.05053006874244649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319206284952525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06337375217733013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594252804617677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06579127256678079,0.06944312224687979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04462524110428928,0.09259829764927258,0.0,0.05578827072381511,0.0559114832278812,0.05305450143766829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195631153203161,0.042172515600074234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06714934613819046,0.0,0.14053942553981472,0.0974551775519652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192978274804362,0.0,0.0,0.08562353727359077,0.0,0.06722697821103962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671987110886728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053954575178442696,0.0,0.0,0.1265065288415176,0.0,0.05034553393225491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06322469084451145,0.0,0.10706283126502564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34553820644638483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20312375282333145,0.0,0.05816679346192116,0.0,0.0,0.04197336257761232,0.0,0.0,0.3009427163536085,0.036840220104558216,0.0,0.1197727300698318,0.0,0.0,0.04289443705626903,0.06872067895933333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05456642592954584,0.0,0.10425868836613468,0.03726464867174089,0.10029720001215127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05700927809674744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045995110818279984,0.0,0.06438486342864594,0.04488059414259751,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Richtophen,2019/01/17,"A little bit of my problems So Hi, i'm not a native english-speaker, so, sorry if I make a mistake somewhere (or already made it).

Can I get a tip for those problems of mine?

Thanks beforehand.

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I'm not a very sociable person, I kind of want to be, but just with the right people, not just ""friends"", people who I can really call Friends, the problem, I don't have either and I don't know how to get to know people better. Some people just say ""Be yourself"", but it is really very hard, I'm not a psycho or something like that, i'm a extremely shy normal person. When I'm talking with people I just don't know what subjects can I bring to the conversation, and then a uncomfortable silent begins, and then bye, that's almost all my conversations. Even thought, I really enjoy talking about everything, and if I don't know about it I act like an stand-by.

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I'm not a interesting person either, I'm 18 and I don't like parties or anything like that, since I was 11 i've spending my life in my house watching TV, reading, playing videogames, listening music and all that kind of leisure activities, so talking about me is not that easy when I'm talking with others.

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I live with my parents in a very conflictive ambient and I love them but they are the kind of persons I would never want to live with, everyone in my family has a lot of expectations on me, I consider myself a very smart disciplined person. I'm studying Laws and I'm worried of my future, I can't see a future for me, I want a lot of things for my future, but I can't just see it; what if I'm not that efficient or enough person for myself or others? What am I going to do if that's the case?

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I've always wanted a girlfriend, I had a few opportunities in the past, 2 of then dropped because I was a lot more shy than today, and I dropped 3 'cause I don't feel like anything for that person. I don't want to die alone (I know I'm too young to think about that) but sometimes I do really think, is there someone really out there for me?

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Thanks again, and for reading :)",3.860500000000002,4.919240240476191,5.238095238095241,82.44357142857143,71.59523809523809,7.885714285714287,28.523809523809533,8.238735603445708,1.9248952380952367,1631,61,325,24,30,547,177,420,0.108,0.74,0.152,0.9706,1,1,1,0,0,1,79.0,0,0,2,2,20,23,0,0,24,0,27,2,0,4,3,80,66,33,1,16,28,1,2,5,3,1,1,2,0,7,21,16,0,2,9,4,1,3,17,4,0,0,5,7,45,19,40,58,12,27,0,0,3,1,26,8,0,14,20,219,66,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059322087624843374,0.06135662018892232,0.06537478002853801,0.0,0.04929390872450353,0.3209422324458137,0.3599262498155613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750187839117247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036113240694163065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05239454230835038,0.06467668290347195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060492483467909836,0.0,0.0,0.06085762943402224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06148361706929184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061212597555115274,0.0,0.03912863855856746,0.0,0.0,0.056608061842581124,0.05324269409700017,0.0,0.055847880071560885,0.0,0.029954425202370277,0.04232234119003535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154010826714873,0.0,0.06190277238857601,0.0,0.03366847017042849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05306900076650035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835706294598945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850736000235462,0.16278867152756807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041844222903103016,0.14471271233503818,0.059375829348450274,0.1046231584537746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15109573469375592,0.05346802157770469,0.05605600692174008,0.03954434977796634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04569091473383604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05804436853939944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578098857288428,0.0,0.056552984656765275,0.20535396343166,0.36209347536209097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17005915496372626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185156281532724,0.0,0.18975901391860545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050592158485659865,0.0,0.04711144316264886,0.0,0.0,0.09441606104104716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049005414596386826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050195369988269234,0.045607218390046216,0.058591637610924265,0.0663163252106782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19046520264598246,0.0,0.1090837477153906,0.0,0.0,0.03935760785215247,0.07591948417867278,0.0,0.047031357861411896,0.0,0.0,0.0561542827639032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19552269915504691,0.17471169083232924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060162905700858776,0.0,0.042083662493557744,0.0,0.3599262498155613,0.0
anxiety,wifithatguy,2019/01/17,"Anyone else hide things, like physical items, from themselves when fidgeting? Since I can remember, whenever I fidget with an item I have the tendency to hide it from myself. For example, I like to mess around with those mini bic lighters. I take off the thumb guard and the flick is pretty satisfying and it feels good to maneuver between my fingers. I was talking to my friend and fidgeting with the lighter, and after some time had passed in our conversation, I realized I couldn't feel the lighter anymore. We looked for a few minutes for it to discover that I had tucked it between a salt shaker and a sugar packet container. Thats just one example, but I've been doing this my whole life with things like pens, my phone, my wallet, rings, bracelets, beanies, etc. I was just wondering if anyone else does this too because I got curious and started to look into it for all of what amounted to an hour and didn't find anything too helpful.",9.590127118644071,7.776540689265537,8.838750000000003,71.10015889830511,60.1864406779661,12.46581920903955,40.76906779661017,11.20814326018867,4.49752033898305,750,33,135,16,8,237,115,177,0.026,0.85,0.125,0.9442,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,10,0,11,3,1,0,1,29,19,10,0,2,4,0,3,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,13,14,1,2,6,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,7,8,19,5,25,11,8,10,0,0,2,0,7,4,0,3,8,100,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16966225272771845,0.23924180452898314,0.3505768731551448,0.14078166027690528,0.1522946554523784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428685204415654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497104930496943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858254906642517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19079589553325332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17300317828592146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15636112982984438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217354000170342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14349113430940527,0.13682577482919672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466919779153137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16847622378059324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083662941675373,0.2507385036087104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28732291279421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159260923509723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740466466068751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193796707045937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14151652754337182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108906585697347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12862849075593805,0.13750508141957127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273116977592521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975627950116016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19100117916331624,0.0,0.0,0.1855255322315466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,toehfhfhdfhsh,2019/01/17,I'm unsure of what to do about my anxiety I have really bad anxiety most of it is from school and school related activities... when I have anxiety I constantly get a really weird feeling and I'm not sure what to do about it. Basically what happens is I start getting super dizzy and I feel like nothing is real by that I mean I feel like everything is fake the world isnt real etc and I start freaking out in my head and have a panic attack this happens mainly out in public I tend to be fine at home but whenever I'm out not all the time but sometimes this happens and in really not sure what to do... sorry if this is worded poorly I'm trying my bes ,2.0376960784313742,3.8109316911764712,4.621176470588235,82.11696078431375,77.67647058823529,8.062745098039215,23.833333333333336,8.841846274778883,1.8479480392156868,514,17,104,12,12,182,73,136,0.182,0.753,0.065,-0.865,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,12,1,1,4,0,13,1,1,0,3,26,29,10,0,1,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,10,9,0,0,4,0,1,0,4,6,0,0,0,3,12,6,17,28,4,13,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,2,7,73,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213318232910878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15928655595696142,0.0,0.0,0.1169061483082486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513057900577568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15615303068841255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583588516877842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123864132341832,0.20005258397933745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463034560897016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714427278498307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14369513501636644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404458264957665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368078949474522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251669262987874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434756165199924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16427669226940994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187340061125551,0.2690903669340914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834040294765055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847778943767525,0.15673462106975625,0.19820577967831265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639237683944292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164350355006249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506056462589173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,YellowZigZag22,2019/01/17,"Anyone get stomach problems and dizziness from their anxiety? So I'm in college and my anxiety was always bad but it's completely unbearable right now.  I've developed very bad daily nausea which includes diahrea every day and nothing seems to fix it.  I've been taking nexium, made sure I have a very clean plain diet and theres been no change at all.  I'm starting to think this is caused by my anxiety.  I'm getting panic attacks and I constantly have butterflies in my stomach and I never get a rest from it.  

Now I'm having problems with my ears plugging and getting dizziness.  I get intense dizzy spells but I've also started getting ones that last usually an hour and it's like being drunk.  This week it's gotten worse and I'm dizzy all the time severe diahrea, and panic attacks all day.  

Just wondering if its possible for anxiety to cause severe stomach issues and dizziness then from those stomach issues.  

Also I'm getting so depressed from this that I cant even hide it by pretending to be silly and happy.  I'm so exhausted and upset and frustrated that I cant fake smile.  I'm so tired of the nausea and the doctors saying nothings wrong with me.  How do I fix this I dont even know what's wrong.  

I was at the doctors office yesterday and I'm so sick and exhausted I nearly started crying when she said nothing unusual showed up in my tests.  I've been prescribed things for nausea to treat the symptoms but it doesnt work.  Is it possible it's just the stress and anxiety?  ",3.0272533136966113,5.397061463917527,4.399296759941091,82.03264175257732,76.97250859106529,7.043740795287187,28.26227295041728,8.07648339933343,2.216946882670596,1190,52,210,21,28,393,146,291,0.313,0.607,0.08,-0.9979,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,1,16,22,3,4,9,0,17,14,5,4,5,41,44,32,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,7,3,1,0,21,20,2,0,4,3,0,0,6,17,0,1,8,3,18,5,23,34,4,25,0,1,0,0,4,8,0,3,18,134,39,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463874446362235,0.07524764069927478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459056321430637,0.0,0.0,0.0632329741391588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20576156920606767,0.0,0.0,0.15101583671783336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857995501657,0.09566630133548562,0.0,0.0948174566812828,0.09772612825108687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933658925829901,0.11664382475491708,0.0,0.07788995557522899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851243600231121,0.0,0.0,0.10598700005145874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194605098882439,0.0,0.07619384486973495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307331866004331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626778953935193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905845466560831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18877746542189064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04969970441370016,0.07371510233774069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04418107820689618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557005068227402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974763462820775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26031919271322684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06127985545097096,0.0,0.0,0.21220767680148225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20389961945596655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730646581081761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722943183925897,0.08602265229609067,0.07191608536746262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232696023269465,0.0,0.2043274794092597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19202718650973835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359088905369994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523219114344091,0.09399468838472412,0.0679944882169948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0600797788423209,0.05794592288754012,0.0,0.0,0.052732307836704885,0.10393962401324576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995993588766374,0.14923366999356924,0.0,0.0,0.07254003298119845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807091369209146,0.06583642377187639,0.0,0.0921591246932718,0.0,0.1977489467865452,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LittleLightFantastic,2019/01/17,"I have so many books to read, so many clothes to sort through, so many people to see, and it overwhelms me I feel overwhelmed by everything. The more I have to do, the more I get anxious, and then I end up “freezing”, not completing any of my tasks because there’s just too much to tackle and I don’t feel I have the time or energy. 

For example, for Christmas I got bought a bunch of new books, but instead of being excited I felt anxious because I already have about twelve books that are unfinished at home and I want to be able to say to people “hey I’ve finished that book you bought me, it was great” etc but I know it will take ages to get round to finishing it. For whatever reason this upsets me.

It’s the same with every other area of my life (e.g. I’ve been meaning to book a dentist appointee for the past few years now - yes it’s that bad).

I always put all the side tasks on the back burner in favour of other things that bring me instant gratification (e.g. watching an episode of friends or seeing my boyfriend) but they niggle away at the back of my head until one day I’m having a breakdown because I haven’t got round to sorting through my sock drawer in a year, or texting back an old friend I was supposed to catch up with months ago? 

Does anyone else relate? How do you deal with these overwhelming thoughts in a world where there’s so little time, so much to do? 

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anxiety,SN2014dt,2019/01/17,"I start Zoloft tomorrow morning for anxiety. I’d like to hear other’s experiences of the first few days. I’ve been against medication despite battling anxious thoughts and mood all my life. It has gotten so bad now that I’m graduate school that I’ve finally given In.
I’m taking this medication with weekly therapy, hoping this doesn’t become a long-term thing. Anyways, just want to hear other people’s experience with it, especially other young women (I’m 21/f). ",6.175862068965517,7.570463770114943,7.425919540229888,67.64853448275863,66.47126436781609,10.397701149425288,34.04022988505747,10.504223727775694,4.015147126436782,376,17,61,10,6,128,68,87,0.07400000000000001,0.804,0.122,0.2412,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,0,2,0,3,4,0,0,1,8,15,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,10,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,2,2,2,8,11,2,9,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,9,33,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14578653155116975,0.215291337836246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591190847919256,0.0,0.2104710409369478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290273023690362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728306204975923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087615565103909,0.0,0.1620998600642731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42957543634087497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892803119740451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460615305592655,0.0931035165872989,0.0,0.0,0.16864961359800165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3839610940932438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13211815211066252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19286834118314572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13488735502484214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328590922816706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21793490296082688,0.0,0.12660711130255228,0.0,0.0,0.1512923341743264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240389695511477,0.0,0.15286481086498327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RedLentil6,2019/01/17,"Loneliness I find myself thinking a lot lately about how illegitimate and and embarassed I feel about admitting that I feel lonely. Yes, I have an anxiety disorder and I tend naturally to sadness, but these things don't come from thin air like it sometimes feels. They have a basic reason, and for me it's feeling loneliness. I had a discussion about it with my therapist and we agreed that it's a problem I share with a lot of people. That so many of us suffer from the same basic reason and suffer through it alone, and it's funny because we have the cure to each other's pain.

Why is it so hard to admit we need other people?  
Why whenever I want to post about it on groups that I do feel comfortable in, I'm just to scared and feeling too exposed to do it?

I have a weird dichotomy in my life - I'm well aware that most people who know me like me, and I do have some friends, even good friends.  

But yet, I find myself alone most of the time. It's been like this for years. for years I'm trying to make new friends and don't really succeed. I really like going to parties or just drink and hang out with people, but when I want to go out I usually don't have with whom to do that and so many times I suggested and didn't find anyone to go with. So many let downs, disappointments and giving up going to sleep alone. I don't have courage to go dancing alone, for instance, and I'm pretty sure I won't enjoy it anyway although I never tried.

Most of my communication with my friends is through whatsapp. most of them know I have mental health problems and I do talk about it with them, but I almost never admit that I'm just fucking lonely and craving for a good company and that's basically the reason. I know I can be happy if I'll just meet the right people who will give me the attention I need and that I feel like I'm giving others, and will be able to just have fun with them and doing things together. I'm tired so I'm getting less and less coherent and it's long already so I'll stop now:)",4.5345760808534505,4.874076525547449,5.561861313868616,83.34201712521056,69.63260340632604,8.561519745461354,27.486524424480628,8.502166056373571,1.7400899494665918,1576,48,330,23,26,522,176,411,0.165,0.63,0.205,0.9686,1,8,1,0,0,0,34.0,4,0,4,1,24,32,1,1,14,1,31,7,1,5,3,91,70,38,0,7,11,0,9,5,4,3,4,0,0,0,32,38,1,1,21,2,0,8,8,12,1,0,3,9,44,20,48,61,11,33,0,6,0,1,27,10,1,10,19,231,76,1,0.0781253270126439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823122982305715,0.32365710967699834,0.08621324106777617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059765661326249025,0.0,0.0,0.05462704515157184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04762447421383898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729805153217916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953839321740152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653307784976322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05160104167434395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765175891871309,0.05581274922801125,0.0,0.0,0.21421540058976415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414377354068632,0.07222560592844153,0.0408172588601468,0.22483479758238145,0.22200211870076525,0.13105563533434292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316586333951223,0.06998494762523197,0.0,0.0,0.08304356930944806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288069097170141,0.0,0.08812877176998332,0.0,0.0,0.07988844002327697,0.05518222890943863,0.19084044257841,0.0,0.0,0.0691384559455215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13283871847603518,0.0,0.0,0.05214926243404623,0.2376204580076185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873195435572629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585788011490268,0.12051013693157675,0.07545392765853802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313085618656434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27081132427258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482246744306519,0.07948154413391094,0.0,0.1495107737904426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009816999525943,0.24097754377151304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671860239926336,0.0,0.0,0.07821708141314823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818174818947872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726794607494389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06531627160314345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363219613414956,0.0,0.0,0.06279417851797298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090709526170733,0.10380599161105897,0.05005955498725912,0.0,0.0,0.09111101289661984,0.08979357070115683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060839375208679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939751490784104,0.0,0.08604401024136389,0.0,0.09216068405896692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07024405145895525,0.0,0.14099191202326908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10062029831336282
anxiety,Maju76,2019/01/17,"I love talking to people, but can't start a conversation. I would call myself a very sociable and extraverted person. That is, when I'm forced to. I mean, I'm probably the most outspoken person in my class when it comes to discussing things. And when I'm with people I feel comfortable around, my anxiety stops existing for a while.
On the other hand, spending time alone is really difficult for me. I often go through past experiences and wonder whether people like me or just predent to and other things like that. I also experience intrusive thoughts, for which I start to hate myself. And I know that it's irrational, but it's really tough to like myself when I know I think about these horrible things I don't want to think about.
That said, it's hard to talk to anyone when I'm in my depressive state. Which happens every time I'm alone for more than 20 minutes. I often catch myself thinking ""I wish that person would just talk to me"". Because when I'm even considering talking to anyone, I get million possible reactions in my head. To be fair, for that reason I don't post much on reddit and it's been tough writing this post. I wanted to do it for some time, but couldn't get around to it.
Also, sorry if I made your eyes bleed. English isn't my mother language.",4.259178692699493,5.854886883064518,5.202139219015283,81.01399830220714,71.29838709677419,8.446859083191853,26.762308998302213,8.99025400887824,2.1407870967741944,1009,34,190,20,19,330,125,248,0.158,0.721,0.121,-0.7015,0,2,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,0,0,17,10,1,0,5,0,12,5,3,2,0,41,41,21,0,7,8,1,3,3,0,2,1,1,0,3,22,10,0,1,10,0,1,3,5,5,0,1,4,5,30,5,32,33,4,27,0,1,1,1,15,7,0,7,17,132,52,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22265157990602386,0.0,0.17191721576115376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222849750896967,0.0,0.0,0.15031707995827234,0.0,0.0,0.19137531541298308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552406302143111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097578955220946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259192553001767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257978799464177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099521753163429,0.0,0.09056379545272256,0.0,0.0,0.2102889850156937,0.0,0.0,0.054349474237245315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231673151520703,0.0,0.06108825790422345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950518286950256,0.0,0.09628868758019207,0.10612275548031602,0.1103143311240664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11814586525403073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15754052586993447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701267313999372,0.10170832801675264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708661487254672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901650101823895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026100471592084,0.22355721806663956,0.28156474202362625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117726478345102,0.20588876425784186,0.0,0.11589090874206501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771992042682546,0.1105162000944884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224628905606416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032470608921368,0.15216199217633072,0.0,0.0,0.0898652965202845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455811137875017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142319820409275,0.20662309599988052,0.0,0.08533395500539287,0.18803243026407285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868936583435941,0.12679914203909845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360660439395214,0.0,0.11656681957258835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527136585028884,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,inlimbothrowaway,2019/01/17,"Does anxiety find ""logical"" excuses in order not to go through with something I like this girl and have for a long time but have avoided pursuing a relationship as I got anxious. I recently noticed I've been creating my own ""logical"" reasons not to pursue this relationship finding or making up ""red flags"" into why I should avoid a relationship with this girl. My already existing friendship is being affected by my constant negative critiques of why I shouldn't like this girl and that I should avoid the stressful situation of asking her out. ",16.198728522336776,10.076848597938143,14.780824742268045,46.6805841924399,52.71134020618557,18.706529209621998,59.13745704467354,15.4700424275458,8.575463230240551,442,26,66,14,3,146,68,97,0.219,0.675,0.106,-0.9062,0,3,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,4,4,0,8,0,0,3,0,23,12,5,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,3,5,6,0,3,5,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,1,10,2,14,6,1,10,0,0,1,0,9,4,0,1,6,49,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925608505902552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13348908402624896,0.19713099132521067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631303534250876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18856835699445712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15270276465918986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31897265614276216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917018843138324,0.0,0.13956051888840398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17050001830243125,0.0,0.0,0.15442360965063667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11647754112457022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986650335865168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17941111375731567,0.1722939056496579,0.5620307142391797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961409938305688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343356683174942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19988476058585733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017501135801191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149112847318156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,blackcrystalbones,2019/01/17,"I just want to enjoy my life A few months ago I moved to another state for college. Around the same time I began experiencing extreme anxiety. It almost feels like someone just turned on a switch and I’ve been anxious ever since. I know I have had bad times before moving, but nothing has ever been similar to this. I’ve learned to live with it enough to where I’m not crying every second of the day anymore, but it makes life really hard. The minute I wake up in the morning my anxiety completely takes over me. Most of the time I can’t even pin point what is causing it. My thoughts are racing and I can’t seem to keep a positive mindset. My relationship with my boyfriend has been difficult when I am not feeling well and I find it very hard to explain to him. I feel bad for being like this all the time and I spend most of my time laying in bed, on my phone, and not talking to anyone. It does help when I distract myself sometimes, but my eyes end up strained from staring at my phone screen. I’ve visited multiple doctors who have told me I have severe anxiety, but none have done really anything to help. I can’t even focus on a movie because my mind is constant elsewhere, and it’s very hard for me to have meaningful conversations with people. I basically live on my phone at this point. I’ve wanted to say something on here for awhile but have been putting it off because I have so many things to say and no idea where to start. I just want to feel “normal” again. ",4.194317998385792,5.313411372881358,4.928571428571432,84.7475141242938,70.86440677966101,7.924132364810331,28.284907183212272,8.269060116576782,1.819422921711057,1165,42,236,17,21,376,158,295,0.13,0.78,0.09,-0.8489,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,16,9,0,2,10,0,23,5,2,2,3,49,42,15,0,4,11,0,7,2,0,0,3,2,1,0,14,11,0,1,12,0,1,4,8,5,1,1,9,13,34,4,40,32,7,40,0,0,3,0,15,18,0,4,19,160,48,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833999157423744,0.0,0.0997921737072438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449914132965472,0.22871218835318094,0.1125841381141328,0.09883304819254496,0.0696825499382911,0.0,0.08200928840137169,0.08871593285954804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16641900411650046,0.12150006625775556,0.0,0.08480083798266526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237527657991037,0.0,0.0,0.10448855601311333,0.10769390345527076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946862670823307,0.0642705744441986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200324781272653,0.08721058536371043,0.10198379663913344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826659620730573,0.10297240729157156,0.0,0.13164512755040894,0.1802910750352133,0.0839653910385614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015584631477957,0.07119504037758309,0.0,0.0,0.09108476889502637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678195165577388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335960848017121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250071698976244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857979479706582,0.0,0.0,0.05476892684352295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078149059752046,0.09737483426619488,0.0,0.17599806109735056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652187709810463,0.1010366408893406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10062524531196204,0.0,0.07954533327991653,0.21183941661829286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764278264518204,0.09562365940178842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908967371425108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884163118809037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018289440661013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768575913400865,0.0,0.0,0.10699441207581163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585026255116864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072406597635904,0.0,0.1125841381141328,0.0,0.08243736931385591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443912346521974,0.07672089169663154,0.0985634038241868,0.0,0.0705377966461323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492972432835683,0.08010058878842201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662077380742541,0.0,0.0,0.07911659250892646,0.2905542341014904,0.0,0.0,0.09522661401180196,0.0,0.0,0.10839828961550088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644550616726642,0.17634098965449654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896036864171427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,captnkent,2019/01/17,"Never post here but I just feel like it today I'm an anxious person, too anxious to post here most of the time.  But I'm drunk as hell and it's the middle of the day and I want to tell you all how I feel.  

All of you, I know how you feel.  You feel afraid, you feel scared, you feel like no one understands, you feel like no one can see the way you're seeing the world.  But you have to know that your soul is beautiful. Because the world is a huge, uncaring, disassociated place, and you, you yourself, you feel things.  You care.  You care about other people, you care about what they think you care about what they feel.  Because you feel things.  That's what anxiety is all about.  You feel too much.  And sometimes it hurts.  And sometimes it feels like the whole world is weighing on your shoulders.  and nothing can really make that go away sometimes.

But I want you to know that you're important for it.  You matter for it, you're the ones who are putting in the care and putting in the hurt, and your pain is bringing light into this world because you care about what goes into it.  And caring hurts but it matters because there are too few people who care in this world, and you're some of the people who care about it.  You care about others, you care about how people are feeling.  And that's a beautiful thing.  And I know it's hard to understand and take to heart, but your caring is something you should be proud of.  Your anxiety comes from a place of caring.  You're worried because you're not sure if everyone else is ok with stuff.  And that sensitivity is a beautiful thing, as much as it hurts and as much as it makes us go crazy.

You care.  And caring is beautiful.  You're beautiful.  And the mods may delete this because I'm rambling but it's something I believe.  And no one can take it from you.  No one can take how much you care.  And it hurts.  But you make the world better by being in it.  Every single one of you.  And you should all see it.  

Love, 

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anxiety,macdizzle567,2019/01/17,"Share with me your favorite songs or albums that calm your anxiety. The night we met-Lord Huron 
Is one of my favorites :)",3.774347826086956,5.912730130434787,3.2602173913043515,92.17119565217396,73.78260869565217,6.339130434782609,24.54347826086957,7.1686216300943375,0.8795391304347824,95,3,19,1,2,28,22,23,0.053,0.531,0.416,0.8909999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,12,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5513642002001506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6763657552249377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4883921415181122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RelativeReader2204,2019/01/17,"OCPD - just diagnosed. Thoughts? So my therapist kind of officially diagnosed me tonight with a) adjustment disorder w/ anxiety and b) obsessive compulsive personality disorder (OCPD). 

Has anyone had this diagnosis? What are your experiences with it? She told me since it’s personality based meds don’t really work to correct anything. Therapy seems to be my most effective option. ",6.86320843091335,10.685144360655741,8.313489461358321,50.98016393442626,72.60655737704917,14.633255269320845,41.50117096018735,12.031772070788634,8.08284824355972,310,20,40,17,7,106,52,61,0.14300000000000002,0.807,0.051,-0.6306,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,1,1,0,5,2,0,1,1,11,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,6,1,5,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,1,25,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15581883351059306,0.0,0.0,0.14242162246283038,0.0,0.1676157936454524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41347294618348907,0.0,0.0,0.4668824095959831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19924348211334927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121070818506835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262486489653877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35570060655307256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048613316653876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185427609698848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684907326101626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329320959850208,0.23649453954949345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16170351800889127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19463020341840176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14828545420156675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,finicular,2019/01/17,"Prove to me SSRI didn’t fuck me Coincidence or not that 4 months after quitting SSRIs I’ve developed panic disorder, agoraphobia, existential anxiety, and a feeling that I’m doomed and something is wrong. Prove to me they’re unrelated.",7.213571428571428,9.10513416666667,8.693809523809524,57.667857142857144,64.47619047619048,12.266666666666667,37.80952380952381,11.855464076750405,5.598895238095238,193,10,28,7,3,67,35,42,0.378,0.5920000000000001,0.031,-0.9517,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,7,5,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,3,0,3,4,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271450919499424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40667631931129933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794172969584076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280430050569471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832291625933518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.416327197650069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37741503198973136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273172454155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3879608225997973,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KaptainNarwhal,2019/01/17,"Doctor thinks symptoms are anxiety, could use some input. Have you ever experienced this before and how do you deal with it? Normally I can keep my anxiety under control, I used to struggle for years with crippling social anxiety, but as of recently I have some new weird symptoms that my doctor is calling anxiety. Have you had or heard of this before? It started one morning with me waking up with my whole body numb, and flush feeling traveling down my neck. Since then I’ve been feeling distant, distant, and had other instances of the numbness (which usually subsided pretty quickly). Today I woke up, my whole body felt like energy was flushing through my whole body, and o lost partial vision in my left eye. I felt dizzy and like I was going to faint, called my doctor, and he said to give it a little while and let’s see what happens (I was already getting ready to rush to the er). Sure enough I did, and the worst of the symptoms went away in 10 minutes. Took a new anxiety med he gave me recently and it took away a lot of the other symptoms I was experiencing. Has anyone else ever felt this before? This is new territory for me. Is there a way that you can help yourself to not wake up with a panic attack? 

Thanks y’all, anything you could say could help me out. ",6.057278911564622,6.507118673469392,6.48122448979592,77.68687074829931,66.34693877551021,8.982312925170069,32.65986394557823,8.841846274778883,2.7156884353741497,1005,40,183,15,15,326,141,245,0.138,0.73,0.132,0.5283,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,6,0,2,5,12,1,2,10,0,23,17,7,4,3,39,47,15,0,4,3,0,5,2,0,0,10,3,0,0,14,15,0,2,6,1,0,6,1,8,1,1,19,12,27,4,30,24,8,33,0,1,2,0,19,12,0,4,16,132,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923017534865492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092854632258337,0.0,0.0,0.056538656443987215,0.08284984067709106,0.06654025988209594,0.0,0.0,0.09198905182852372,0.15193982402588632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20641575756527408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26944914150466354,0.0,0.0,0.1651326369208715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906905064676268,0.19367855618392335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083362319678492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482885567202337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675475143293465,0.0,0.0,0.08354920369912149,0.0,0.0,0.14628361276044066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176971645973861,0.0,0.2329126350202392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042245612393566,0.07756754517164224,0.045954166051753474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150355353433709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839648014538517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718714023861827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785379427031825,0.08268404508773193,0.0,0.07900747469405253,0.08104219489413574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882674056290147,0.06874362914502231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981638050155451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342830560246472,0.0,0.0,0.07922488122348773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054792309573400914,0.0,0.0,0.0948708889372453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226291033966887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15967747717667796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691564805833342,0.06430250828371863,0.0,0.0,0.06443434057249821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688759389416364,0.0,0.0,0.08242580616174998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05723258196525913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453162773945506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620887106183111,0.33617481805920635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444431883429478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05181133215809843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664509915618431,0.0,0.17967516821612778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13967283282363946,0.08905502248201702,0.0,0.0,0.06418229621665147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495731995943644,0.0,0.2708293411439205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052070695585362745
anxiety,hollyflynn22,2019/01/17,"Does anyone get anxiety about getting old? It’s my birthday tomorrow and I’m going to be 20, but I just feel anxious that I’m getting older?

Is this normal? ",0.02124999999999844,2.360606125000004,3.1310000000000002,84.01400000000002,97.125,5.0600000000000005,25.15,6.742157984588678,1.5882050000000003,124,6,22,2,5,44,28,32,0.14400000000000002,0.856,0.0,-0.5252,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,9,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,8,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,12,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669435458908642,0.3942108541173697,0.0,0.2439918978675533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30536592383424216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17643811828875805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5469313099805395,0.0,0.1983146557611636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34189403045331823,0.0,0.0,0.36616124039489095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,koxlong,2019/01/17,Bad anxiety or borderline panic attack all the time 24/7 or something... This is terrible i dont actually know what is this. Is this even anxiety. I feel like im drugged or something (of course im not but it feels like it) everything looks weird and somehow ”plasticy” i feel like my head is exploding because of these  bright sensations of pure fear. I feel like my heart is coming out from my chest. This is just terrible. Even alcohol cant make me escape this feeling. I cant even cry to make me feel better. Ive had couple of years back bad depersonalication and talked to therapist about it (i mean like he said that my symptoms is clearly depersonalization due to trauma that i had to go through). This is kind of the same but with emotions (because back in the day depersonalisation took my emotions also away) Has anyone gone through something like this?? I just fear that im going to get heart attack or stroke because i bet this is increasing my blood pressure for sure 🤯,3.1370419363917854,5.718583486631019,4.339330143540668,81.48162679425839,77.77005347593581,7.359301998311287,26.954404728398533,8.371475516178862,2.075145454545454,780,32,147,16,19,255,104,187,0.193,0.64,0.16699999999999998,-0.621,0,0,5,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,10,22,2,4,3,0,16,9,5,2,4,31,34,9,0,0,9,0,7,6,0,0,4,1,0,0,16,5,1,0,8,0,1,6,4,12,0,0,5,10,18,10,19,29,3,15,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,6,12,91,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.09505415102917092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409733182128844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789549876710472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14903056213357174,0.0,0.0,0.06810850131979712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216266480996717,0.09151609143249596,0.14979831789429993,0.16265979031401048,0.17813327935903725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614764245745457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390659642822199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777782509540024,0.10699585639785954,0.06281877612448594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141590417208572,0.0,0.11295997148560545,0.0,0.0,0.2191371545617832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930071234071958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754218230491131,0.0,0.0,0.2192175364544119,0.2955082341018286,0.2783473053620313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05089058581208684,0.0,0.11071608616263408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996660085522817,0.0,0.0,0.23085302686925985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156454055884237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143330215140492,0.05353175980944068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28552574643181056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179646121537963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13003844888408667,0.0,0.0,0.10610362928539001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428488879628955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265535912555578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249635651107828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918039501069002,0.10124207259042058,0.0,0.0782912086604757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309580933355265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056798189659531026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108221588566634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06272623479321451
anxiety,Faultix,2019/01/17,"Not going to honor roll assembly There’s a honor roll assembly tonight that I’ve been torturing myself over the past couple days and I’m tapping out last minute. My family is pissed nonetheless. But hey, whatcha gonna do about it?

In all seriousness, I know I’m likely gonna feel extreme guilt about it by tomorrow morning but I honestly can’t bring myself to go. I go to a smallish independent learning school, so before they call you up, they get into deep detail about you. Last time I got onto honor roll, I completely forgot about the assembly. I was helping out with a school event when I was called over by a teacher who then informed me about the assembly about to happen. I wasn’t prepared whatsoever, so I didn’t have time to tell any of my family members about the assembly. I ended up going alone and got a certificate and gift card. Now that they CAN go I don’t want to go through that experience again. Sorry for the rant, I’m just stuck.",3.9203921568627456,5.6911623582887705,5.173604278074869,80.17491622103391,72.475935828877,8.623030303030303,27.439928698752226,9.21078282632365,2.409961426024956,759,28,143,17,15,252,111,187,0.133,0.7879999999999999,0.079,-0.7114,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,3,3,14,9,2,1,10,0,11,1,1,1,1,19,32,9,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,1,4,0,0,7,5,4,0,0,9,1,21,5,28,21,1,31,0,0,0,0,17,10,1,0,15,91,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591621035014858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450502446761044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13076705069109384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313840980325696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611264773539039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700396925684772,0.0,0.09910837753759294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13611141982972524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503247235542509,0.28974431906186343,0.0,0.07770325858411516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802894246423819,0.0,0.5240260481267439,0.0,0.24581764723313596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358952764058411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300585707047093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445637098902024,0.2505330807888527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750783847862877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670123565383614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110568550622634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17202782331426114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13431969354639212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17921955095315614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906421511926607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RedSpaceSuit,2019/01/17,"I have social anxiety and it's like having an irl word count I say that it's like having a word count in real life because I am always stressing about if I am being talkative enough, or saying things that are interesting, and it's so draining. I take antidepressants and anxiety medication but in social situations I still have that flight feeling itching away at me. I just want it to stop any suggestions? ",6.394545454545455,7.400943779220783,7.273142857142857,70.34685714285715,65.75324675324676,10.315844155844157,32.28311688311688,10.355215969177356,3.5218280519480523,329,13,56,8,5,110,53,77,0.1,0.7829999999999999,0.117,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,0,8,3,1,0,0,13,11,7,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,8,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,8,3,6,10,1,6,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,4,42,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782512619656005,0.0,0.0,0.1456794477110541,0.0,0.32776105604121164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012701981610654,0.0,0.0,0.1305887663195627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213503259271437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831792876515224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513125197706285,0.20931773733222275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158078190415164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243833446147025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34071853557794324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407963907304912,0.0,0.4367481256772953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17107930671244215,0.17910058788154387,0.24539250042079386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16106954608480226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232069334980624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263546761733092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,juniebug2,2019/01/17,"Anxiety through the roof. I've always had anxiety. I'd get anxiety talking to new people, presenting in class or ordering my own food. Normal things. Recently though it's gotten pretty bad. I have an anxiety attack almost everyday. This usually happens at school which is pretty embarrassing, I run to the bathroom wheezing for air. Sometimes it's just in the form of a breakdown. Sometimes I shake uncontrollably. When I cry, I puke. I'm having a hard time with this. It sucks because I used to be a pretty happy, carefree person but now I'm just getting worse and worse..",2.953243831640055,5.920490971698115,4.510754716981133,77.24563860667638,82.67924528301887,7.412481857764878,28.908563134978234,8.384062270229773,2.9362476052249646,457,22,73,11,13,152,77,106,0.239,0.664,0.097,-0.8573,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,2,3,7,0,5,2,0,1,0,9,13,5,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,2,1,7,1,10,10,2,15,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,2,8,46,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464237786856841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167138195261842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4474486205486706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16635268724300936,0.0,0.0,0.12209223690894305,0.08913774573251007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16062191427130496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768165306985411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527936424216335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930678207265792,0.15565983042029996,0.13098938244462974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412255595294647,0.0,0.0,0.14327000470232942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013743935779935,0.12767852106247296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4462918985493235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443801022649967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14798807594173896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892416407402665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753056827639305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714576631534604,0.0,0.14366587280767326,0.0,0.08526530145555263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629193699250302,0.16104679859061766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29803268133779864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rostyreddit,2019/01/17,Do i have anxiety. Im not sure but the thing is that I always freak out for nothing like today i was searching for a song's name and i started freaking out because i couldnt find it like i just saw a murder.,-0.9068840579710162,1.1751097608695673,1.7652173913043503,96.06202898550728,92.69565217391305,3.936231884057971,20.71014492753623,5.46131890053228,-0.11095942028985516,163,6,37,1,6,56,36,46,0.443,0.557,0.0,-0.9693,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,1,10,7,2,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,2,6,3,4,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,4,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895904609223804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662434875487668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121570451325348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31809489526290863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759342263290738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400616599559676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33394604049688564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463388040440316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280159921198881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312169615602323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298935923148016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Luxo_Jr96,2019/01/17,"Anxiety rules my head and my heart. I have always had a 'way' of thinking, which recently I was told from my partner might be anxiety. Not being able to sleep until I have imagined every possible exit to my house incase of a fire. Crying for three hours before going on holiday in case my plane crashes, and my cats have nobody to look after them. My partner buys me a ring and I cry all night on the floor incase my colleagues think it's stupid. Which I know is completely irrational. I have no idea how to explain my way of thinking, I imagine the worst situations in my head and panic about them all night. I'm scared to talk to my partner incase he thinks I've lost the plot. I can't even visit my godparents because I think through the conversation we could possibly have and I can't deal with it. Instead of saying "" I have anxiety"" I say ""I've been called into work"" I feel ashamed that I've lived for years with this and had no idea what it was. I attempted to go to the doctors and they asked me if I wanted to kill myself over the phone. I freaked out, cried myself sick and haven't been in touch since. I just want to escape my inner voice for just an hour, and live without questioning everything. If you made it this far, thank you so much for reading. ",2.8249011857707487,4.727463723320163,3.9131818181818185,87.48977272727276,75.79841897233202,6.971541501976285,24.54347826086957,7.84624498591911,1.2888671936758902,994,33,201,15,22,322,148,253,0.202,0.762,0.036000000000000004,-0.9916,1,0,0,0,0,1,24.0,1,2,3,3,7,9,2,3,10,0,20,6,4,2,2,41,39,14,1,5,6,0,3,0,3,1,2,4,0,3,10,14,0,0,13,2,1,3,7,8,0,1,9,8,40,1,34,26,4,25,0,1,1,0,22,12,0,4,8,139,50,3,0.10462212813328804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705399171083715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401069249758235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780756685546674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06377667824256719,0.0,0.0890257252575826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10683089027926168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969431082846703,0.0,0.0,0.0835322561343833,0.0,0.3447674852332536,0.0,0.10786082016318976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708518136357567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691019289172464,0.0,0.08814865526768131,0.0,0.09402762269243384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052900091527410036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891833287207312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21474497389890146,0.0,0.0,0.12397772557385325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20606344337689125,0.12071988903000658,0.0,0.2362112960265553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157488837216006,0.0,0.05749758551703015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184766511815872,0.0,0.0878562378756752,0.0,0.11420741171240285,0.0,0.0,0.09899598729694647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098754465160504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769093021543163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19636155991152796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275152526762405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23589145941334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720072740812525,0.0,0.10465044036699632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103301729824039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16639943103266724,0.10474500173924174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654450552709672,0.11759965551714888,0.10469768498300576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409130357775899,0.0,0.0963219991589164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33518817625715563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997092691415994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341768367776855,0.16608835110597175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085199807114084,0.0,0.0761661553245659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673732203466271
anxiety,insertusernameheree,2019/01/17,"DAE get rashes from their anxiety? Since I started University (about 3 years now) whenever I get really anxious or start having a panic attack I get hives/a rash all over my body. The itchiness only worsens everything, because I start thinking everyone around me can see the hives and my itchy. 

It making it really hard to face things that cause me to get anxious because the rash is just a constant reminder of what I ""can't"" do. For instance, today I went to return something at a store by myself (something I struggle to do on my own usually). I successfully did it, but ended up being covered in a rash and having to leave the store and take off every layer I was wearing and sit in the middle of the mall trying to get my rash to go away while also not drawing attention to myself.

I've seen a doctor about it and she didn't have much advice other than working on my anxiety, does anyone else experience something like this? And if so, did anything help with it all? ",8.25529550827423,6.8026005106383005,8.750283687943266,69.5327777777778,62.51063829787234,11.121513002364068,36.84633569739953,9.994966539143718,3.694590307328605,768,30,134,13,9,258,121,188,0.158,0.7929999999999999,0.049,-0.9158,0,0,3,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,2,7,5,1,2,11,0,13,9,8,2,2,19,28,12,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,8,0,0,2,1,2,2,3,3,0,0,6,3,20,2,27,21,4,25,0,0,2,0,3,11,0,2,12,100,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804387701312234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478699851162636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004796880390765,0.29605986086428515,0.0,0.09162128158091452,0.1342587365713204,0.10782894873288232,0.1166471013537295,0.0,0.14906889109210222,0.12310976485815307,0.0,0.0,0.15975293373390856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455480622653996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460692886179426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14160006288175692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411777121092558,0.11466781289606827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946121149148888,0.0,0.11605629633904252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040090728896043,0.1252075939255781,0.11776396161626662,0.12817536313794844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422965270233897,0.0,0.07446904211130356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737978093095575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782862075630854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13874496874181175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401607803602659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746550805465406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632429117623073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965645899209016,0.0,0.15373892794503116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16788611929170075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441629200938037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839180588803617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30262668749209864,0.0,0.0,0.27823737798067744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698408407144444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985204671406008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705246605224097,0.08396062006606572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420391026700266,0.0,0.0,0.08896276820248175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443142763589192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146885247190195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539354431453198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843809202835765
anxiety,Amber2911,2019/01/17,"What do I say? Please assist me!....thanks Okay, I won’t go over the whole situation because it’s too long. Long story short, I’ve been going to my colleges counseling center and I have been seeing my school therapist for a little over 6 months now and we only get 12 session because it’s short term therapy. I just finished with my 11th session and I have already found a place where I can continue receiving therapy but I’m scared because I have to call and tell that therapist I’m interested in working with them but I have no idea how to. To be honest I was just going to chicken out and do the 12 sessions with my current therapist and just stop after that but before session ended today he challenged me to call the other place before our 12th meeting. He thinks that it’s a good way to get rid of my fear of talking to people and although I want to do it, I’m stuck trying to find the right words to use when I do ask the other place for their therapy. Am I making sense? Anyways, I was wondering if any of you had suggestion on what to say when I’m on the phone and asking if I can work with them. I have to write down things before calling someone or else I begin stuttering and stuck on what to say. 

P.s. I already know who the therapist is and have met up with her for an intake but she told me to call her when I was ready....this was over a month ago. I guess I’m ready now but I still need help asking for it.",2.3041355932203373,3.955506396610169,3.892,88.17596610169494,76.5593220338983,6.753898305084746,24.003389830508475,7.554174236665415,1.0597227118644073,1117,36,235,15,25,372,153,295,0.083,0.8370000000000001,0.08,-0.1906,1,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,2,1,3,3,13,8,0,2,12,1,23,0,0,3,0,43,51,23,0,4,11,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,15,17,0,1,6,0,0,4,2,3,0,0,12,4,36,5,38,37,2,44,0,0,1,0,32,19,0,5,20,158,51,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762222437695457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19326313641071008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059548073639016534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455879555741497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16013877582751665,0.0,0.22353736589546533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576598522909853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315039124953188,0.0,0.0775577336345549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853641064165512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003399414580277,0.0,0.0,0.09601190700782168,0.0,0.0,0.09149953498208388,0.0,0.14929780583078833,0.07344644168145156,0.0,0.0,0.09646413048026026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058693832122717525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885167228490292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048124137806378836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776441773004319,0.0,0.15498680570564302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0584511723181002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978913961757666,0.0,0.0,0.06492928757689173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665981023458812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060707433401455686,0.0,0.2744643773375989,0.09612148052753174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478112524782596,0.0,0.2089086631528365,0.08766912302318576,0.08862175099011338,0.06977898845844073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842816836915186,0.0,0.0,0.07419462545796868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993054486608534,0.07320933160808561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038245945989309,0.07653678895553663,0.08061926635052599,0.3004190203083993,0.4066848041660672,0.05817514591872715,0.05610893688915141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300259522944743,0.08367333376152795,0.0,0.05945175658099632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562915134199677,0.0,0.0,0.051648861109948964,0.06950603772997234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776462520853796,0.0,0.0,0.09496189607145232,0.12749859049075388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,smartfart02,2019/01/17,"Weird Floaty Feeling In Wellbutrin So I’ve been on Wellbutrin (Buopoprin) for about 7/8 months now, and in terms of anxiety, it has helped immensely. I don’t really feel anxious at all anymore which is really nice. However, for the past 5 months or so, I’ve been getting this weird “floating” feeling. It feel very floaty inside of my skull, and sometimes it makes it hard for me to be present. The feeling sometimes I can’t notice, but I can always feel it if I think about it. I’ve found that the feeling can sometimes be unbearable and I can’t feel very distant from what’s going on in my life. Wanted to see if anyone else had a similar experience with the drug, or this feeling in general, cause I’m not sure if it correlates to the drug, or is something else entirely. I take two 150 mg tablets a day ",6.243333333333332,6.0438483018867935,6.439622641509434,80.35993710691825,65.98113207547169,9.833962264150944,35.27672955974843,9.444778638647367,3.11025031446541,636,28,126,11,9,204,94,159,0.063,0.8740000000000001,0.063,-0.0318,1,0,3,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,7,0,13,4,1,2,2,29,31,12,0,4,8,0,10,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,12,4,0,0,11,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,4,11,9,2,19,25,2,15,0,0,1,0,1,7,0,6,7,76,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508589384154976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661379998304848,0.14267514310465187,0.1252487209170205,0.08830700266376787,0.12940210400317514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12973770089716996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144853759903789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29291957126001306,0.0,0.21100319331860806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12353878857344015,0.0,0.0,0.5747178232596862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847375679886922,0.0,0.0,0.06598288040089921,0.0,0.07177522281527428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313372230215135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465153633801614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920448143913985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843015587590196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20161173677084174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14378541854987278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056095967714282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16181306054324118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063917047994952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972265221841168,0.3747210214792813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902965869956683,0.0,0.09495661929305496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092345546681515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12336991075494312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20840990437432053,0.0744908840493607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LorenzMatterhorn,2019/01/17,Facial Tension and tingling Often when i go to the library other even just go out with friends to eat i get facial tension and my face tingles slightly. it's like a pressure on the top of my nose between my eyes. Does anyone have this too ? Really annoys me. I don't suffer from social anxiety but i subconsciously seem to tense up. ,2.3427032967032986,4.894114523076921,4.0068131868131855,82.8746153846154,80.69230769230771,5.560439560439562,26.20879120879121,6.868970318607317,1.4514175824175823,264,11,46,3,7,88,53,65,0.17,0.725,0.105,-0.5071,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,1,3,3,0,2,8,5,0,0,8,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,0,2,8,2,10,6,0,7,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,2,2,34,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704330192951268,0.0,0.0,0.2471813484145707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093576527454304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36172742811464703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233489016754804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731197744196108,0.0,0.1846935900641032,0.0,0.4018140311202079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17270638672722535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22646658413069234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218208429735725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603573765748044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,biffoboppo,2019/01/17,Good apps? Hey! I just dropped my Android in a sink full of water and someone in my family gave me their old iphone as a replacement .  I used to really like this app called worry box on android but they don’t have it for Apple . if something was stressing me out i could write it down and put it away in the box and look at it later if i wanted to. is there anything like that for iPhones?,2.880740740740741,3.929953061728393,3.9515432098765437,90.77694444444448,73.93827160493828,6.881481481481483,24.61111111111111,7.1686216300943375,0.8351629629629627,302,9,67,3,6,98,62,81,0.063,0.838,0.099,0.4567,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,1,3,0,5,1,0,1,0,12,9,7,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,1,10,3,14,6,1,13,0,0,1,0,6,9,0,2,4,47,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22182557819947185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25326125398209515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752517252673972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152223720720081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541179409567225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260948178340492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633875910184722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263631894068081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28285872462570794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709830668043112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726875571039964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283979991834153,0.2075210807499178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087809966015839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23281399076860695,0.0,0.0,0.15899394955901733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27375208690259595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anetanetanet,2019/01/17,"I don't know if this is caused by anxiety and it's freaking me out Hey guys I really don't know where to post so I came here.

Over the past year I've had a few nights when, whenever I try to fall asleep I get this awful feeling that instantly wakes me up and is impossible to ignore. It usually happens if i stayed up past the time I first got sleepy. The first time it happened I was told it was because of taking some cold medicine before bed that had pseudoephedrine. But then it happened again and again unrelated to that.

Let me describe it.

Just when I am drifting into sleep I get this weird rush that climbs to my head and it feels heavy and tight and like a WHOOOOSHHH in my brain, I don't know how to explain it better. For a second it feels like my head is paralysed by this feeling. I have to open my eyes and breathe in and move my body to make it go away. It's horrible and if sometimes it happens once or twice, other times it goes on for an hour, 2 hours.

I don't have to have been anxious at all for this to happen. Last night I had a good evening, I was totally fine and then this started happening. I took a 0.25 of xanax eventually and managed to fall asleep.

This stuff is freaking me out and people just say it's cause I'm anxious or they're hypnic jerks. But they don't feel like those, and they don't seem related to my anxiety at all.

Does anyone know what the hell I should do? It can make going to bed a legitimately scary thing :( I just want to sleep",2.0519278561949577,3.814083947882736,3.1812522620340253,92.50645192423694,77.59934853420195,6.372252382675836,23.09675473519121,7.2427474758485975,0.6600672940041021,1160,36,260,14,27,373,160,307,0.122,0.813,0.065,-0.9551,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,2,4,12,12,2,0,11,1,25,12,11,5,3,52,56,26,0,5,10,0,6,3,0,1,1,1,2,1,31,18,0,2,11,0,0,10,6,6,0,4,11,9,30,6,33,43,5,47,1,0,1,0,7,14,1,7,24,173,61,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460882528828012,0.2135521514092293,0.0,0.06608772205511568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880080895868055,0.0,0.0,0.057616021626874514,0.0,0.08042607820182072,0.0,0.0,0.08359164186713454,0.0,0.10498586920727054,0.0,0.10551101413354153,0.0,0.10810102200665782,0.0,0.1941877508765184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271150999618801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062426867323069166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389504205529952,0.13504437034359876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16079036995994053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876132421647084,0.0,0.10743113983657092,0.07927546124543984,0.0755930076241532,0.0,0.0,0.09358561092332354,0.5014806437728397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940011835261063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18615826564305074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20777388988761653,0.07704308172884278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664892188522832,0.0,0.13852709870360969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261802080474186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004554547600912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773935581831269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065635975664113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18045226207434414,0.06552543150831247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905201154141677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060549312327962124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516284542614221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604373492739945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18916833703133734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347865200839303,0.0,0.06689884774966066,0.10074138459049277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819810450929558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106420186207564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06279217100441993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653389620406353,0.0,0.0,0.0903140026396125,0.10501065398536208,0.06417009887628568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409592203936298,0.0,0.05574793269156973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06086514737878885
anxiety,hanaynay14,2019/01/17,"Just a *friendly* reminder! We are not defined by our anxiety. We are not our anxiety, we are just normal people who also have anxiety, and don’t you forget it!",2.576666666666668,4.855314838709682,5.188387096774196,76.26924731182797,78.03225806451613,8.004301075268819,29.68817204301075,8.841846274778883,3.0204752688172047,124,6,21,3,3,44,22,31,0.233,0.767,0.0,-0.6792,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,5,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,10,5,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,0,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837308471405605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8142556690679223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274115102802374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34762550209887244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24597140581336024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gooder-n-Better,2019/01/17,"How long was your longest attack? What is your longest panic attack? I am new to anxiety, as the doctors prescribed it, but I am have consistently felt like I was have a heart attack for the past 3 days. Is 3 days too long?",2.3023333333333333,4.173976066666668,4.0063888888888926,86.37625000000004,77.22222222222223,6.277777777777778,24.583333333333336,7.1686216300943375,1.0520000000000005,173,6,35,2,4,58,31,45,0.253,0.68,0.067,-0.7929,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,2,5,3,1,3,0,8,2,1,1,0,3,9,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,5,1,3,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,24,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566026596833176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6986618459776077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640421475516745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20952945296219525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965537906717275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425824440712255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001101040203668,0.0,0.0,0.3623239782577701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19771028200251836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24018318512507897,0.0,0.0,0.1954189457688904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pyrrhusboi,2019/01/17,"Exam Anxiety is wrecking me I just don't know how to deal with it. Here is my situation exactly : Last year I passed the first maths module in my degree and though I am not an idiot after all. Then last semester I failed maths 2 .  Was not even close. And now it's 28 days until the exam day is there and I still feel like I know as much as before my first try. I find it physically hard to study for it. It drains me. 

I don't know what to do. Im afraid that on the exam day I will be so nervous I will just blackout out of sheer panic and anxiety. If I fial again its over. I could write an appeal and I could MAYBE get a third try but thats it and not a given.

Does someone have experience/advice? 
:(",-0.2074990261005069,1.8175806225165587,2.40921698480717,93.61014024152708,87.14569536423842,5.407245812232177,16.167121153097,6.794906146795322,-0.27662555512271103,538,11,126,7,17,186,97,151,0.1,0.8740000000000001,0.026,-0.8084,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,11,6,1,3,7,0,14,0,0,1,2,27,20,15,0,3,7,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,9,0,0,5,0,0,1,5,5,0,3,2,2,18,1,14,13,2,20,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,1,15,91,28,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16833179675186086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26355892126268393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14658172051396953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750733405914849,0.0,0.0,0.33328295820770965,0.17759388704582993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074706752610448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377699650541488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710051402556564,0.12306354228175123,0.0,0.0,0.1574437523834317,0.2930508312448362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999944512749182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543123332982385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18607181732260047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28401099747628944,0.2808319820139256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415819395805499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17305967876173955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663191230052045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20211157749495345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19362897395868844,0.0,0.0,0.14595648216063062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375681359832746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692459009618677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23390829713799366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093066106905136
anxiety,MalteseFalcon15,2019/01/17,"28 Male - had my first Panic Attack on Jan 3rd and need advice On Jan 3rd I had my first ever panic attack.

I ended up in the ER where I was told everything seemed fine - I ended up feeling super weird (and still sort of do) - I had an appointment with my family doctor yesterday where I had my heart x-rayed, ECG taken, and blood work - and now I just have to wait for the results (If I don't hear by next week I'll call).

My questions I guess are - is it normal for me to STILL feel weird this long after my first panic attack? Almost everyday I get to the point where I think I'm going to have another one but it never actually materializes.

I also feel like when I eat I feel like it's going to happen again...

And last, is it common for a panic attack to send you into a temporary depression? I've just felt so off since January 3rd and hoping this isn't how I feel forever now :(
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anxiety,jocrisp,2019/01/17,"Anxiety over going to a concert with friends My friend and I friend are going to a concert in a large arena next week, and I have been stressing about it for a while. She organised it and I was down at first but now I feel anxious about it for no reason.

It's a large arena so I am not scared of the crowds and I am not worried about any sort of attack.

We are also going to a concert in February that I organised and I am not worried about that. I'm not in need of control either so I really don't know.

I am just anxious about it and I don't know why. Any help?",0.03467166979362092,1.9622874390243936,2.5861788617886208,93.37300187617262,85.17886178861788,5.410631644777986,20.843652282676672,6.67199483983844,0.3112781738586623,437,14,100,5,13,151,64,123,0.126,0.727,0.147,0.3568,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,2,10,6,1,2,7,0,11,0,0,2,0,22,19,11,0,1,7,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,7,8,0,1,4,3,0,3,7,3,0,1,2,4,14,3,20,17,1,14,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,5,79,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398612574487786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23786543474116345,0.0,0.13379208136672158,0.3951568897738312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19896516601077374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961565133704031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843076913322985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487632460728461,0.0,0.0,0.4053639216533461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29818586328352625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172265788069718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19223239747855955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296803764848576,0.0,0.0,0.18599987643872956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204044435783543,0.17981834623416004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17509763781529966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20033846473178293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028800188704568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15781303968590066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552231090046711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fishdumpling,2019/01/17,"Nervous tics, not sure if I'm paranoid or something worse I have a lot of nervous tics: hand flapping/shaking, repetitive counting, incessant thoughts, this thing where I tap my legs and scream silently just to expend energy, face scrunching and muscle tightening in my abdomin.

I have a hard time controlling these things in my home when I'm alone. I sometimes do it in front of my partner because he knows about it and I feel more comfortable around him. I usually look over my shoulder to see if he saw me do the thing though. At home it is possible to stop them but I experience discomfort in my stomach and mind so I dont even try to control them at home.

I very rarely tic in public though and if I do it's just muscle tightening and clenching, maybe some tapping. The nagging thoughts are all the time as of the past 3 months.

I am trying to motivate myself to see a doctor about this but I dont know what to say. I feel like because I dont tic in public that it may be all in my head. I have given some thought that it may be some sort of ocd thing but I always feel like I'm over thinking that (especially because I dont do it publicly).

I dont know what I can say to my doctor, he knows I have anxiety and depression but I just have this weird feeling that he will overlook or not believe that I have these tics. How do I go about this? I'm just at a loss.",2.2362142857142837,4.110903050000001,3.4858571428571423,90.01914285714287,77.42857142857143,6.622857142857143,26.557142857142853,7.554174236665415,1.3633542857142855,1074,43,228,15,25,349,135,280,0.131,0.804,0.065,-0.9152,0,1,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,2,4,15,12,1,3,8,0,25,8,6,4,3,51,47,22,0,3,15,0,6,2,1,3,2,3,3,1,24,8,0,3,13,0,0,2,7,8,0,0,5,13,36,4,29,37,7,24,0,2,4,0,13,14,0,12,10,158,60,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689479271212001,0.0,0.0,0.07784527656712874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156933918478008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328380838341354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17109082738502546,0.0,0.0,0.1054044777622422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20985983468229574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057880721851668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19151506773355573,0.0,0.0,0.5482289713573446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06179221265066315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915147676982034,0.0,0.0,0.18921692960645775,0.13367145921901602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05316947752423394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380692764491246,0.0,0.09601444779286196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815299587059905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20566158350935912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141252058107184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856265980653465,0.0,0.0,0.07953713795272042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398859874800726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446390720326492,0.0,0.0746747295682225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930885874574801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546923545361736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14879742415922215,0.0,0.0,0.14910248698670728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202323006829774,0.09252831338319313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821619125291088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817450527784433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248615210077542,0.059946283381102076,0.18383467702087009,0.2228167224784884,0.10910537657855963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703544373152373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303764431162124,0.07719269471985574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534056461123558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PracticalSpinach,2019/01/17,"I feel like I’m walking in clay and nothing is real My anxiety has been especially bad the last two weeks. I’ve been feeling like nothing is real like I’m walking through clay. I have been having a harder time verbally forming sentences and my Brain feels like spaghetti (idk how else to describe it). It’s especially bad when I’m at school I feel like I’m high but in a bad way and I’m just gonna throw up and pass out all the time. It’s very tiring and Idk what to do,
Any idea if this really is anxiety related or if It’s something else?",1.8493913043478256,3.5096605913043533,3.8758695652173927,87.75728260869568,77.8695652173913,7.034782608695654,26.28260869565217,7.908726449838941,1.4984956521739132,428,17,93,7,10,146,68,115,0.136,0.767,0.098,-0.8062,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,4,0,10,2,1,1,1,20,20,11,0,2,5,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,5,0,0,4,0,3,0,1,3,4,5,5,8,16,2,16,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,3,10,48,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534005329144468,0.0,0.2145035352674402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511806528342545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15650832856279182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23423636647922905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835550865451259,0.40063246207719627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14812782546322492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582674825171174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428080800594445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424704813489016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690492335968408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31915406208847114,0.08981499937136199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188876223600522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793195554832996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16350220121749698,0.16113800075383378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695394450485876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156787676317582,0.0,0.11128335370551493,0.11245909344176458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,skriptkiddiez,2019/01/17,"How to walk normally? I’m sure I’m not the only one that has this problem.

When I’m walking past people I always dart my eyes around, I don’t know where to look and my walk in general just looks and feels unnatural. 

I try to not look people in the faces. I instinctively look at the ground but not for long, as I realize this makes me look visibly weak or fragile (and it also gives me bad posture which I’m trying to work on). I try to get lost in my head, because that seems to be the best solution, but it’s so hard.

Advice?",2.7699107142857144,3.5577747410714338,4.620000000000001,86.875,73.91071428571428,8.1,24.714285714285715,8.472884824447931,1.3495499999999994,409,12,93,7,8,140,73,112,0.13699999999999998,0.775,0.08800000000000001,-0.7070000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,7,6,0,0,4,0,3,4,3,2,1,21,19,11,0,2,7,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,4,0,0,3,4,4,0,1,1,9,11,2,14,17,1,14,0,1,6,0,1,8,0,2,3,56,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15252130622798288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124818540812108,0.1298725420559703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894587293975358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303217643968164,0.0951460026641924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637981956595697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891963626985499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815462865335748,0.1497278629871654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981861475897908,0.0,0.16018493297029035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577846284155691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812746118841546,0.6553469131138957,0.0,0.17038169748712512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418579825588092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292700232753387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576505163857862,0.11870722485208166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899771733004044,0.21641490352239912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493491814473118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209098791404204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14710522783082705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179078436646185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136293927048015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,llllllllllllll__,2019/01/17,"anxiety-related issues keep escalating and i feel utterly helpless my anxiety began in late october with all of the typical symptoms, at first i could manage it, but around late november it got to the point where i could no longer go to school. gave a try to several light medications before settling on zoloft 25mg in the morning and atarax 12.5mg twice a day. felt much better at home but i still couldn't go to school. 4 days ago i had something that looked like the beginning of a panic attack. went back to the doctor (especially since i still can't go to school), raised the zoloft to 50mg. last night despite taking all of my medication i woke up at 3am with my first actual panic attack (although i honestly can't tell if i'm being weak and it's not actually that serious, or if it was really serious). felt like i was going to faint or something, all of my limbs were completely limp, i felt like air wasn't coming to my head anymore. i knew it was a panic attack but this shit feels so real. overwhelming as hell. didn't understand because i began my 50mg zoloft, took my atarax in the evening, completely clueless. i took another atarax (12.5mg) before heading back to sleep, i managed to fall asleep. felt slightly shitty today, but i can still manage it. i really hope i won't have another panic attack this night (it's 9pm when i'm writing this). barely ate this evening, felt like i was going to vomit if i ate more than i did, i don't know why, i don't know if it's the medication or the anxiety, but i've never had it like that before.

i really admire the people that have been dealing with this shit for many years and stay positive. i wish you all the best, what i have is probably just a small glimpse of what some others have. it only began 3 months ago for me but i'm already really tired, i'm not courageous at all and i'm overwhelmed as hell, i just hope it's not gonna go any further because i'm not prepared at all. i hope this mess will be over soon for me and for everyone else who has it like me or worse than me. i've kept a lot to myself, oddly i feel like more comfortable talking to strangers than to therapists or whatever. really lifts off a huge weight off my back to see that some people are going through the same kind of shit. so yeah, i guess i just need some interaction with people going through the same stuff. thanks for putting up with this shit if you made it so far, feel free to message me or whatever (new to reddit, not sure if that's a thing) if you want to talk. love you all",4.364037537193866,5.006464424124517,5.549462119478143,82.20187228198674,70.1284046692607,9.082078278782332,27.56900892652781,9.247498795725024,2.127437125200274,1990,64,410,39,34,664,233,514,0.182,0.6609999999999999,0.157,-0.959,0,0,2,0,0,0,56.0,0,4,0,4,18,42,10,6,21,1,30,24,8,1,9,83,86,32,0,16,27,0,11,7,0,3,12,0,1,0,32,13,3,2,13,0,1,14,15,21,0,3,30,14,48,22,57,48,17,65,2,3,2,1,14,22,6,21,35,258,80,7,0.0,0.0,0.11621657042390128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556783393166272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571046776062059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04049330716384683,0.1248783003179222,0.0911050208327809,0.0,0.059053609993740076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053008545169142725,0.0,0.2709685866194762,0.0,0.1373615452806651,0.0,0.07259735137401427,0.0,0.1520077252989672,0.0,0.06248983053285194,0.052663578855369216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051293587745777455,0.12486565067964575,0.0,0.0,0.09508523674731734,0.0,0.0,0.07680445977760772,0.06138928897405409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06094783197106675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049743024098130806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865911415372519,0.0,0.0,0.05689873405423875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043294314345948,0.04253965879667671,0.2858673861306292,0.0,0.0,0.10129955744891972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707308136523096,0.0,0.04762435847661362,0.0,0.06559660837241972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222270550566805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05972947131904328,0.17742777658008166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06215053081626224,0.0,0.052927201487103635,0.0,0.06200797321933865,0.06544982482564067,0.048537919811846506,0.1343409143294363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036381005031215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05000362473568235,0.0,0.0,0.050623861367881294,0.053742570247612656,0.056343844430714475,0.0,0.06037027588719818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17995892575335934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04752903177875063,0.0,0.043773145499921416,0.04415258840645586,0.04592552935949266,0.057509876898384577,0.0,0.11175973376214624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04528739974308956,0.0,0.27945750255779345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384505144982147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056290196456336115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06420063588127717,0.0,0.0,0.05986015490290481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777635958117091,0.19073339231034545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180791127148536,0.047450435262759064,0.0,0.0,0.06727000639220257,0.2444923641125113,0.04925704858243536,0.0,0.05958898169522457,0.0,0.0,0.09168280650007513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346809002523494,0.14266048557155306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06816589890510419,0.0,0.0,0.05612137985176817,0.0618910712034843,0.04477116509454185,0.09572160359488388,0.05204580963103425,0.054821936565834894,0.0,0.0691374703143018,0.03955970208657003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06843934249068323,0.05644262490164361,0.0,0.13231554574803284,0.04042781056627133,0.0,0.0,0.061989463413919664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03512176078551929,0.0,0.0,0.07251095979167617,0.0,0.05519971845142538,0.053730983632954456,0.0,0.06847493636346645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060682439044811486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03834565773479279
anxiety,ramekins_,2019/01/17,"feeling kind of frantic today, even with meds (31/f) My husband and I have been having trouble lately. Since I started my meds about 2 months ago, I have a different outlook on life, and actually notice things about our relationship a little better. I'm discovering that my husband may have BPD. When I look up the symptoms, many of them align with his behavior. His mood swings, however, are triggering for me because I have PTSD. He'll lash out (he doesn't hit, nor do I believe he will ever) and bombard me with these feelings and thoughts he's having and he's pretty aggressive about it. That aggressive aspect to his mood swing triggers my PTSD, because my dad used to yell and hit me a lot when I was younger. When my dad thought he was right, it didn't matter what I said, I was going to be hit/attacked. With my husband, the last 3 weeks, he's lashed out about things he doesn't like or things that upset him about me. I can't even have time to wrap my head around his accusations, and have no time to come up with any response. I've actually been triggered and my head goes straight into a place of absolute fear. My husband wasn't giving me time or a chance to explain my feelings, and it reminds me of how my dad didn't care what my responses were, he'd just hit me. When my husband doesn't give me a chance to explain or even feel my feelings, I would freeze.

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 Just 2 days ago, he was aggressive about his feelings about a subject, and kept berating me. I froze, my body got tight, and was taking short breaths. He finally recognized this in me, and asked me if I was OK. I told him I was having a PTSD moment, and continued to describe to him that I felt fearful and cornered, the way my dad would make me feel fearful and cornered. He stopped, suggested that we have a cigarette so we went to our balcony. I got up, but started to feel more out of breath and found myself having a mini-panic attack. I had to stand still and get my breathing back to normal.  

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The subject matter of this argument/circumstance is that he wanted me to delete a male friend off my social media. He feels threatened by him. He said this problem was blowing up so much in his head, that he was considering divorce. Of course this completely blindsides me, puts me into a panic, and suddenly I feel fearful and triggered, and I also have a need to appease and submit to what he wants. He finally calms down within a day and asks how my male friend reacted to me saying we couldn't be around each other or be friends on social media. My friend is a decent dude, and he said he understands and only wishes my husband and I the best. My husband, hearing that my friend had a mature reaction that had my best interest in mind, suddenly switches his blind hatred to admiration. There was no balance or growth from one feeling to the next. He went from hating him, to respecting my friend's reaction. 

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It's a roller coaster. It's always been a roller coaster. Being on anti-anxiety meds now actually helps me pull away from the up and down situations and see that my husband is indeed suffering from many symptoms that align with BPD.

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I adore my meds. It has helped me life a clearer life. But right now, they're not doing their job because this stress is in excess to what I can usually handle. 

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Thanks for letting me vent.",5.521751152073734,6.26134468509985,5.862066052227345,80.64167050691245,67.58678955453149,8.5963133640553,32.08986175115207,8.634040054169528,2.516000921658986,2654,108,500,39,42,850,284,651,0.112,0.764,0.124,0.9495,3,0,1,0,3,0,99.0,5,0,2,3,29,37,5,8,26,1,56,13,7,9,1,101,110,45,0,10,11,12,15,1,6,5,6,6,0,2,31,45,0,3,18,2,0,7,12,16,0,1,33,24,91,19,72,62,6,73,0,1,3,0,79,32,0,8,33,341,122,1,0.0,0.0,0.1514734999685315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172948534160136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041376779103617777,0.04305215755057053,0.2803035083525559,0.31435124571370904,0.03518524618325988,0.0,0.03958126430081256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092119851018637,0.09674057892454616,0.11772434873692494,0.04861180889219713,0.039785173775814184,0.0,0.09462140261889583,0.0,0.0,0.05829371264732393,0.10859671512390784,0.045760179069099634,0.0,0.05747192024635438,0.1303304448211426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052752786010961214,0.0,0.0,0.0445697731023847,0.054248824888755966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673655511299277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05405770550866383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252213846811813,0.046802153899817435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328893382821231,0.2877765089379074,0.0,0.049678897878469415,0.11335815807081664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05673067789015807,0.2398470276726831,0.0,0.027032223439458276,0.09926821243332017,0.029405261618935873,0.0,0.08276304874478335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05108293304932023,0.15930173219738314,0.0,0.058315191060626576,0.0,0.06936099881906607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051344363222202184,0.0,0.0,0.05387966446453495,0.0,0.042175331614502425,0.058365424735987374,0.0,0.0,0.052908064413103945,0.10963732377607638,0.025277745880685203,0.05185747338665762,0.0,0.0,0.04344890476002273,0.0,0.0,0.043987837737452636,0.0,0.0,0.0345371187014349,0.1049132890355204,0.0,0.0,0.2298876809854175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052243054365031724,0.0,0.04129869356485662,0.0,0.03803514725034563,0.03836485092272994,0.0,0.0,0.055026502271538984,0.0,0.050694606371099314,0.0,0.058906788214768815,0.0,0.0,0.035060634021669965,0.03935090563269593,0.0,0.060706211186140335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05405770550866383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05263858770386125,0.0,0.04950857500692797,0.18144527599622975,0.052013392689921514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05554982618429198,0.0,0.08837203761305093,0.14765090620063534,0.04114604270496579,0.0,0.0,0.04123039986503308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04280019346459168,0.05815837732098899,0.0,0.1054856437437394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324424270566955,0.0,0.04131995019282289,0.04325729109488189,0.0592684532684165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755617307467097,0.03890234154964922,0.0,0.0,0.04763560868236853,0.0,0.0,0.10312206789287263,0.0,0.0,0.0821521961174996,0.09051072979406588,0.0,0.049043849255336086,0.04944016938684726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05386358101504449,0.0,0.04468709306585597,0.05698474065691386,0.0,0.061035656812510275,0.04106912112014404,0.041503027863838894,0.0,0.0,0.09592773813713497,0.0,0.0,0.059498906413914636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350979116318522,0.0,0.31435124571370904,0.0
anxiety,PM-Me-Crystals,2019/01/17,"Got super anxious after reading the results of my STD test ... and they were negative. It makes no sense. I should be happy/relieved, right?

On Monday I got an STD blood test as part of my annual check-up. It was optional but I figured I might as well do it, if for nothing else than peace of mind.  I get major health anxiety/hypochondriac tendencies, but in the past year I haven’t even had any STD scares.

Nevertheless, after I left the doctor’s office I started worrying about the possibilities of having an STD. What if I carry herpes and am asymptomatic? What would I tell my boyfriend and how would be react?

So I get the results today and all are negative. I text my boyfriend (idk why, I just figured it would be good for his peace of mind, too). His reply is “yay no STDs.”

(I should add that the decision to get tested was completely my own. Boyfriend has never asked me to get tested.)

Suddenly the anxiety is back. It’s as though the results were positive. I start worrying about what would happen if I ever got an STD, and how my boyfriend would probably break up with me (I know this is ridiculous bc the only way I would get an STD at this point would be through one of us cheating. I don’t intend to cheat, and if he cheated on me then I’d be the one breaking up with him.)

Then, I start getting mad at my boyfriend for judging me in some odd scenario where I get an STD somehow and he breaks up with me. For a minute I seriously considered bringing up to him what he would do if I would have tested positive for anything (now that I’m mostly grounded again I’ve decided I’m NOT going to do that).

I’ve mostly come down from the anxiety but I feel stupid. I guess even the negative result made all the anxious feelings come up bc health, STDs and sex are ALL topics that I associate anxiety with ... but I still don’t understand why I got so anxious over good news.

Has anyone else had an experience like this?? Having an anxiety “flare up” when a potentially stressful situation had a GOOD outcome?",3.347152282316838,5.187208496202533,4.5824856156501745,83.52778289221328,74.16455696202532,7.927119294207902,27.66589950134253,8.666027191798058,2.1226877637130803,1576,62,309,31,33,519,188,395,0.192,0.728,0.081,-0.9927,0,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,1,0,1,1,20,16,6,2,23,1,41,12,1,10,5,70,70,28,0,16,11,0,2,1,0,12,10,0,0,0,16,15,0,0,8,1,0,4,10,9,1,2,12,2,46,7,44,41,9,47,0,0,0,8,11,19,0,12,21,224,62,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05417741739124299,0.0,0.24378521221414395,0.2700087102894747,0.0,0.055706176002183035,0.08162995190880028,0.06556051490001823,0.0,0.0744794379974981,0.0,0.0,0.0612602780838556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725498396823624,0.0835310690644223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154424429763321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331058768780037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524079058024152,0.07206485961283324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793123185905787,0.0,0.0,0.08056573154099468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913650884423141,0.0,0.04527753263200805,0.20046686401642447,0.25487320526699736,0.0,0.08776400546546206,0.0,0.07045072855439075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16936810969606286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04378380930229773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656022682340192,0.0,0.0,0.03892208064012965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538440771949259,0.0531794458857239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451585307902731,0.16088526124761585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061445378194361536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644422319972674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797108501104374,0.06059160217558154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862733897696152,0.07605274594517024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531263021096925,0.08981443813788734,0.0,0.0,0.08589628485639196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969021452340658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06803659611389568,0.0,0.0,0.07976222201820007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955090626638028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691696522984047,0.0,0.06362349083824234,0.0,0.09126017519195548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06963391605522415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827404909060211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551656957977179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293787957713611,0.09583158268707284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06323727011113411,0.0,0.0,0.07163168871429189,0.0,0.14377713903909625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16181477283156212,0.0,0.5093489407041869,0.0,0.0,0.05130400181525346
anxiety,uhsaltrifle,2019/01/17,"My anxiety analogy Anxiety is like a final boss in a video game you've been trying to beat for years. You've tried everything to beat this monster... For YEARS. You're frustrated, angry, hopeless but still determined because nothing you've tried has conquered this beast. Maybe your level and skill set isn't high enough yet.. but you've been dealing with the same monster for years.. And you're still not strong enough to beat it. Maybe you haven't found the right method yet but it seems like you've tried everything possible.

You know you can easily beat that final boss(anxiety) with cheat codes (Xanax, klonopins, etc). You can beat that monster within 20 or so minutes on your first attempt. You know when you use the cheat codes to defeat the boss you won't feel the satisfaction of killing it because of your own skill (and mind.) You feel like you cheated and took the easy way out. 

Sorry if this hard to understand or jumbled a bit, had a pretty severe anxiety attack this morning and my brain is half dead right now. I tried my hardest not to take any Xanax. I was determined to ride it out. I told myself ""this is a silly human emotion.. It's not even needed. You're perfectly fine. Don't feed into the anxiety. Yes, you feel like you're dying but you're perfectly fine."" Then I think ""why is my mind so weak that I can't dismiss this negative emotion? Why do I let it manifest itself so intensely into me?"" I've tried to fight it, tried to go along with it. Nothing helps. I'm tired of using cheat codes.",3.0440199902486604,5.392840392491472,3.5129144319844023,88.51477389078501,76.81569965870305,6.916089712335446,24.116162847391514,7.957251820313856,1.354560312042906,1197,40,234,20,28,373,146,293,0.226,0.632,0.142,-0.9835,0,0,1,0,1,1,47.0,0,13,0,14,10,21,8,0,12,1,18,6,1,4,2,42,35,17,3,2,10,0,4,4,0,1,4,0,0,1,18,13,1,0,9,2,0,3,9,11,0,2,7,4,25,10,26,26,6,29,0,2,0,0,19,11,0,4,17,133,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062091732111489974,0.0,0.3492471314254187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387462811402062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113195144886451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968334053047533,0.0,0.0,0.1019285481268968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413326676599604,0.0,0.0,0.09476200791730084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20541564501605264,0.0,0.18868859480466452,0.10183118025364783,0.06030725799201715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641212680728339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13850233347459925,0.13045914414595874,0.0,0.20004419883621125,0.0,0.07766548875200938,0.0,0.1001131563983437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0518917394410592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817929281084873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06120100077213396,0.09647061166207092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101740866374537,0.0,0.10035962173635317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336735474196817,0.0,0.17843149568213806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834598383795996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843876106152068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06770281025132488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17522260960174876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293465988474912,0.0,0.09289180667976517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15595095901948558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312225077720431,0.0,0.10315065645643497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221044945319717,0.0,0.0,0.14583540299078646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865132497381064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0585056890253289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494369606866943,0.0,0.08724752804416476,0.10144517694651996,0.433939105384634,0.0,0.0,0.09505356380149152,0.0,0.15771945985738026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724750610913605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16478030941384436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17639569161938387
anxiety,Rebel_Scum83,2019/01/17,"Dealing with low self esteem when put on the spot I’ve noticed that whenever I answer a question asked by someone or whenever there’s a question I know the answer to, I get nervous about answering it.

I’m not the kind of person that enjoys being in the middle of a discussion or conversation, and whenever I am I blow off the fact that I know something about the topic being discussed.

*answers question*

And then my response to someone thanking me for telling them is, “Oh yeah, I don’t actually know much, I just remember things.”

I’m not sure where this belongs, but I’m assuming this is the best subreddit for it.

Has anyone else had this issue of blowing off their own knowledge of things? Blowing it off as if it was simple common knowledge that everyone obviously knows. ",3.71734693877551,6.2207303605442235,4.960782312925172,78.19790816326531,75.3265306122449,7.465306122448977,31.58843537414966,8.418075326091056,2.8818925170068024,621,31,104,12,14,205,94,147,0.033,0.898,0.069,0.7887,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,1,6,7,0,1,10,1,9,0,0,0,3,28,19,9,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,13,3,0,0,15,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,12,5,18,15,3,12,0,1,0,0,13,8,0,7,3,78,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.1554186681869137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136107632039148,0.16318476615931346,0.0,0.0,0.1488903201471632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16713771885053635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641941678108038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304461710962825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15218355585568868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08320885500033663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662302146989989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16584892463385625,0.3501092682520207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707734880035033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18132309427213225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390631622803767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601042866527142,0.5352363130880045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804150401429416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661470629846071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26988770304658866,0.12260919101214225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501044142252516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392037364045535,0.14662887292941862,0.0,0.0,0.21161582000706894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WratWrangler,2019/01/17,"Wrote this to help myself when the anxiety decides to attack. Hopefully it can help you too! Your mind is a raging bull. It can do incredible things and it can do horrible things. Sometimes you just gotta yank on the reigns and let it know that you are the one who is in control. Sometimes he forgets his place and thinks its okay for him to stampede into a large crowd. Its best to continually remind him that he works for you, you feed him and care for him, he is your slave and nothing more. He needs to know he isn’t capable of sustaining a healthy life on his own, only working together can you live your life the way you were meant to. The two of you have rarely been in perfect sync with each other, its a constant push-pull relationship. But the time has come to change that relationship, its now time for the two of you live in unity. Here is what you need to do keep him in his place.

* Anticipate when you will be entering situations where he likes to rage. Maintaining a tight hold on the reigns and preventing him from running wild is always easier than reeling him back in.
* What do you do to keep your tight grip on the reigns?
   * Remind yourself that you are incredibly talented at anything you set your mind on, you should never be concerned about your ability to perform because you have never shown yourself a legitimate reason for concern, the bull is the one who doubts.
   * Don’t worry about *how many* tasks you have; chances are, they are all relatively simple. Just hit them one at a time and don’t think about the others.
   * Time is an illusion. What matters is not how long you spend on a task, but whether you are actually working on it. Only think about the matter at hand, your goal may be far away, but overanalyzing and worrying won’t move it any closer, all that does is give the bull more power. 
   * Don’t worry about what others think about you. You can’t control them. They have their own problems. Your loved ones fiercely want what's best for you. Strangers simply aren’t concerned with you. If you asked every person you ever came across: “Do you want what's good for me or what's bad for me?” 99.999% of them will say they want what is good for you. Just leave it at that.
* What if the bull is already running wild?
   * Understand he is nothing more than a hunk of muscle that will soon grow tired and calm down.
   * Step away from whatever it is you are doing, outside if you can. Breathe deeply and slowly. Calmly tell him that he is wrong and he is not going to control you. After you tell him, do not continue to argue with him. He is better at arguing than you are, this will likely just make him stronger. He will likely continue to try to pry a reaction out of you, you can let him know what an idiot he is making himself out to be. At this point, you can start to get creative with your insults. Pound on his lack of intelligence, tell him how goofy he looks (remember to be detailed). After your relentless barrage against this weakened beast, you may suppress your laughter and return to what you were doing before the bull so rudely interrupted you. 

Whether you want it to be or not, your bull is an incredibly important part of who you are. He is what makes you feel, he is an integral part of what makes you, you. Sometimes he just likes to throw a tantrum to see what he can get away with. There is no reason why you and your bull can’t go for a ride together at a comfortable pace. The more you train him and keep him in his place the better the two of you will work together.",3.649837851929093,5.454292902189787,4.115718196037541,87.34171076642336,73.26277372262774,7.287017726798749,25.078858185610013,8.017231161292626,1.3213237747653803,2758,88,560,41,56,867,278,685,0.097,0.774,0.129,0.9617,2,0,0,0,0,0,84.0,0,59,7,15,25,32,9,1,36,1,79,7,2,12,6,101,119,30,0,13,19,0,5,4,0,11,3,1,0,1,47,25,1,11,14,0,1,12,15,13,0,7,6,8,90,19,90,93,14,71,0,0,2,1,124,36,0,9,25,413,137,5,0.0,0.0,0.06773841120933638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766004825248454,0.0,0.05775831585489617,0.0,0.0,0.04720415138539492,0.0,0.0531018024529217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05712211137522991,0.0,0.06489306496365595,0.07896886596417686,0.195651254572455,0.05337536523195584,0.05795809885321835,0.042314355191729984,0.0,0.05906651559090485,0.0,0.14569219592683869,0.1227827373410994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939154618140329,0.07077257563846455,0.0,0.07343119861109358,0.059794332709220424,0.0,0.0750122732134613,0.23356235249001595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060744982274002275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062789271001339,0.058484599879654785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0350979907428266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07253228588334328,0.06658858805554398,0.0788995713577122,0.11644295910785665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305397698354397,0.0,0.0,0.06894413103685974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18509604226397752,0.0,0.0,0.114444965931635,0.0,0.0,0.07349979435351503,0.0,0.14196179097661749,0.09805884360469516,0.13564941817017653,0.0,0.12258831949161535,0.06142953241122503,0.05829058768380908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626491783331912,0.0,0.18533852184595875,0.07037527536653386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14017745018681538,0.0,0.0,0.07377648913687845,0.0,0.10293975045121403,0.1070732815953057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332099187526824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881478921485268,0.10558551143643413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150337994954863,0.0,0.0,0.06060994976028235,0.21756972519852186,0.0,0.06561901561379126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06642017672208554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273906499689912,0.0,0.14905010986583642,0.0786329487964337,0.0,0.0,0.055201092487430194,0.0,0.0,0.05531426515456228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802465934414933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20595775821923085,0.0,0.04913184780318488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820136547645762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223164502220793,0.17791169985077052,0.0,0.0,0.16190430761608568,0.07978160614481647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04712780021717168,0.0,0.20342325725806296,0.07226280638057128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16376957370589645,0.05509789530882248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626356715008113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021379500345972,0.2114809841702322,0.0,0.0,0.07589371588483845,0.0,0.0
anxiety,will_this_1_work,2019/01/17,"Please help and send support I HATE anxiety!  It’s been a full month of intense feelings and thoughts that I can’t escape from. I’ve continued to push forward and try to live and still do things with family and friends. But this internal gnawing is killing me. 
I’ve had a few days of my usual peaceful self but then two days later the anxiety hits me harder and makes me want to curl up in a ball. 

I know curling up would be worse and my anxiety wouldn’t subside but going to work and pretending all day is getting hard. 

I pray multiple times a day and have seen some prayers answered. But (the big word that screws us all) my biggest prayer is to lift this fight out of my body. Release the grip from my mind and heart and bring me back to a peaceful mindset. I’ve been doing meditation at night and that relaxes and puts me to sleep.  I’m also seeing a therapist and taking meds. 

I’ve been through these episodes before and they tend to last for weeks/months and I just want this to be over. It’s hell on me and my wife and kids. Please send support or say a prayer for me. 
Thank you all ",3.324141494435615,4.684818743243248,3.85429252782194,90.6884022257552,73.27927927927928,7.205511393746687,27.02278749337573,7.724431198458867,1.3386154742978271,859,31,186,11,17,270,133,222,0.123,0.723,0.154,0.3665,0,0,0,0,1,0,17.0,1,1,1,1,5,10,5,0,10,0,15,4,3,1,3,41,34,25,1,4,6,1,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,10,20,0,0,4,3,0,7,2,5,0,1,6,6,21,5,25,23,6,31,2,0,2,1,12,11,2,2,15,116,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604818074153194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30433889453110474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196891567719678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284135521060312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14729983140025027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420899553813295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250129197482192,0.0,0.06705160785207384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245416830397984,0.0,0.06928325933669631,0.0,0.07536532727952933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879252579399242,0.130924935052478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15714350575863792,0.08888569746762097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467133333142654,0.0,0.07287899595658298,0.10809486109801468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170970723940444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851821445959945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14729983140025027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389831185067155,0.0,0.21169609691403565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444551542587745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911319479173386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330969177537524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054568061628916,0.0,0.0,0.105673012536405,0.0,0.13834116636680532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327057839373112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059025289355219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009685460701817,0.0,0.0,0.09970622743724614,0.0,0.0,0.12208948469937847,0.0,0.15397044783259445,0.08810020121799593,0.0,0.0,0.10527753888678873,0.07732596591767912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003349514355098,0.0,0.12954071524684935,0.0,0.15951351968814667,0.0,0.14605119604791433,0.0,0.15643364480163854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654166998514033,0.0,0.13514093403806504,0.09420234958385304,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,elgabbynator,2019/01/17,"Anxiety Attacks at bedtime caused by over thinking sensations Does anyone have any advice for sleep? I’m okay throughout the day, but when I try to lay down and sleep, I start overthinking my physical sensations; “is the pain in my head caused by something potentially fatal?” “My heart’s racing too fast, am I gonna die?” “I’m shaking, why am I shaking?” 

It also doesn’t help that I was recently diagnosed with extremely low vitamin d levels which cause muscle twitches throughout my body, so I’m always feeling those and freaking out. 

I usually end up a crying mess all night and can barely sleep. I listen to mediations, but I can’t get my mind off of those sensations and anxiety just makes it so much worse. my next session is in a few weeks, but could use some help :( ",4.8287569573283875,6.424562537414973,5.6762399505256615,78.16886827458256,69.8843537414966,9.154978354978354,31.050711193568336,9.573946990214177,3.0493319727891155,611,26,110,14,11,200,104,147,0.276,0.644,0.081,-0.9879,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,6,9,1,2,4,1,10,10,6,5,1,21,21,11,2,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,6,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,8,0,0,1,2,14,1,15,18,4,22,0,1,0,0,3,10,0,1,10,66,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383847713923525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324965451050888,0.11783522241603887,0.0,0.0,0.09630321790255007,0.0,0.2166705386096246,0.0,0.0,0.0990206669933138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16110777724559172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15730260433408333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4364335768228193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306824405253832,0.0,0.15555768899230318,0.09133011284954204,0.0,0.0,0.14373648539730993,0.1469742586816042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392844893362005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542906706796758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160491929728688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07398811680104549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14533808998762668,0.0,0.0,0.1678147386527135,0.18984341756258732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945292708968725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14299102021926755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041034942466402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15060941199815747,0.1328963074030688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15068859764387216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13982796274535286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42515253191592745,0.0,0.0,0.10902232875877667,0.0,0.0,0.10023599420980152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074132621438767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614745060296484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223100966393166,0.15596917719490114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359520166974085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127785725280118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431802585411568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,beerintrees,2019/01/17,"Trouble paying bills, opening mail, and calling people It’s getting to the point where I’ve created so much debt simply because I can’t seem to pay bills on time or look at my bank account. 

Last year I got maybe 15 parking tickets if not more (I know, just don’t get ticketed right?)  I always procrastinate and then end up paying more than double, or in some cases they go into collections.   It’s not that I don’t have the money, either.   I can’t explain why or how I’m capable to being so neglectful.   This is just one example.  

Even as far as reaching out to my student loan agencies and letting them know I’ve had a change of income.  That assistance is there but I can’t fucking motivate myself to fill out paperwork.  

This might sound like I’m a lazy deadbeat, but just like the rest of y’all who I’m sure are educated successful humans, this is my biggest problem and I just can’t figure out how to move forward.   I’m simply staying afloat right now.  

I’m needing some sort of weekly or bi weekly routine to reflect on my finances and to force myself to suck it up.   Do any of you have routines you do when it comes to paying bills/ debts/ opening mail/ calling important people?   Anything is helpful, I appreciate real talk.   
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anxiety,fireyserpent,2019/01/17,Ahahabaiauahahauuauauahagahaha I've been diagnosed with some pretty bad anxiety. My science teacher however does care and is making me present in front of the whole. Damn. Class. ,6.965714285714286,11.051654142857146,6.9471428571428575,57.72285714285718,79.0,8.514285714285714,32.0,8.841846274778883,3.966471428571429,148,7,20,4,4,47,28,28,0.218,0.606,0.17600000000000002,-0.128,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,3,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,11,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923978945111083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191384339462341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3896996175254425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3879461043877535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344840306462253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551353770317154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888560026196883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4267359151874645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dmitrifg1,2019/01/17,"Any one else developed an eating disorder from you anxiety disorder? Like unable to eat or only eat certain things? After my anxiety started getting so bad where I get panic attacks really easily about 5 or 6 months ago, I’ve been feeling really nauseous after eating. I’ve been trying to eat as much as I can but I also don’t want to eat so much where it makes nausea even worst. ",5.161200000000001,6.059706720000001,7.094666666666665,70.91400000000003,68.46666666666667,10.266666666666666,29.666666666666664,10.355215969177356,3.3756666666666675,304,11,51,8,5,107,54,75,0.237,0.6659999999999999,0.097,-0.9083,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,7,6,1,1,1,0,4,6,0,1,1,7,10,8,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,1,5,2,9,8,3,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,6,34,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135537067910601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244223271924993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711299564335721,0.0,0.19599365521766526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573325173316526,0.0,0.0,0.10695888951961584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936294283300709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7864751243778958,0.10701185319377172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460942744016718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06477165725759537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385485214152973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06258362255898263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550833651417307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022489055172039,0.0,0.18833778223158812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680447602598255,0.09742649669377992,0.0,0.15029878952783868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16412941631211944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906704668554466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510453694423566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697209322715882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07555722188647533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Balintka47,2019/01/17,"Does anyone else experience episodes of extreme anxiety every few weeks? [xpost from r/mentalhealth] In the recent years , I've become fairly decent at dealing with my anxiety, and while it still affects my life, I no longer feel like it prevents me from living my basic, day-to-daylife. However, at seemingly random times every few weeks (or if I'm lucky, months) I just snap back, and for some time (from a few hours to a few days) I become extremely self aware and anxious. Just today, I was having a conversation, and an uncomfortable topic came up, and boom, suddenly I feel super anxious all day. I feel like I have sensory overload, I feel disconnected from reality. I often tend to start shaking and hyperventilating, sometimes almost having a complete mental breakdown. However, as I said, the strangest part about all this is how it just randomly comes and goes. Like, despite this happenig today, now I feel comfortable again, like nothing happened. Is this normal? ",7.013947368421054,8.736958070175444,7.149956140350881,69.18177631578949,64.78947368421052,9.676608187134505,34.71783625730994,9.928628108626363,3.82947134502924,774,35,118,17,12,249,114,171,0.095,0.78,0.125,0.8053,2,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,1,10,8,0,1,7,0,6,1,0,2,2,33,19,12,0,2,5,0,5,4,0,0,1,2,0,1,6,10,0,1,6,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,3,7,15,7,15,16,8,26,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,9,23,77,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664454586941876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19350315863288334,0.2857572195068697,0.0,0.08843293581165253,0.12958664219163646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725001119052376,0.0,0.0,0.27935921644281353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14465153954491336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894538144762236,0.13260464456514287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244694070011866,0.13038821806000908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106774666598084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565205073172623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21311809176584515,0.0,0.0,0.12371496518527858,0.0,0.0,0.3197430104385736,0.1807048232705136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183974925671514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455053256859945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933169446658029,0.24715348321663025,0.0,0.11167806899848214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745514326369453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094962595784532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391679032669288,0.121354355451147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695804823240926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487693356952323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030488510799454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513636498900265,0.13193903149732686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250851349653703,0.0,0.08951831482382452,0.0,0.10100158519570718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474949694398689,0.0,0.23976343126128224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028981925248034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144453317404911
anxiety,ronald_raging,2019/01/17,"Mood Gym My psychiatrist recommended an online CBT program called Mood Gym. It is a year subscription and wasn't too expensive, and it has really helped me understand the root of what and how I feel, and changing the way I think. I still have a long ways to go, but for people who are wanting to try to feel better and don't have access to a doctor or meds, I would recommend trying this program!",7.280769230769231,6.352069,7.748333333333335,74.24250000000002,64.12820512820514,11.38974358974359,32.32051282051282,10.686352973137794,3.2274512820512817,314,10,61,7,4,104,58,78,0.0,0.882,0.118,0.8313,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,6,0,8,1,0,2,0,15,14,8,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,4,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,6,1,6,12,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,41,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180077233496904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517023342430457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607625270247965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523014648814942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492739035369555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009066988933824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16522262094922655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21814324712769556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738040528758189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17089089083019532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15791312906605626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968538684443824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15794616361251687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33471234325985416,0.0,0.0,0.25661343350120114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539108954048718,0.3913177691833474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17510532674268792,0.0,0.0,0.15873682960413407
anxiety,skippywhy,2019/01/17,"Need help, have fun plans today but can't control my anxiety! It's been on verge of panic attack all morning. Besides deep breathing, what can I do? Supposed to go with my SO to do a rather fun activity for most ppl but the whole activity including the ride there and back is out if my comfort zone, so much that its giving me this anxiousness. It's a fun activity and I know something I will feel great about doing, once home and done but I keep trying to talk myself into calm and it's not working 😖. Manual breathing, having to drop my shoulders, the feeling of needing to go to the bathroom yet csnt, stomach flutters, telling myself, what if I had a great time and even coloring, which actually helped a little until I had to let my dog out. 
  
Anyone have any tips?",3.2488843606724416,5.210290139072853,4.6472847682119225,82.43213958227204,74.76158940397352,7.030259806418747,27.50942435048395,7.882392219407189,1.8131187977585328,605,24,114,9,13,201,104,151,0.079,0.703,0.217,0.9748,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,8,9,1,1,8,0,15,4,4,1,1,25,24,13,0,5,7,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,9,9,0,2,3,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,4,3,14,7,17,18,4,16,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,3,5,85,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.16945551865624986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808667804475652,0.0,0.13284033852570373,0.1961729516130264,0.0,0.12141880487159575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19754980816277348,0.0,0.1335246876531584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19476113514314025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777023188037358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469294729092573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17560341670069132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16657910222707326,0.1973764596405848,0.0,0.0,0.3828953364901749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327853525238839,0.0,0.1741832254129309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434643005394427,0.0,0.0,0.09543246691358807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17756697042222025,0.0,0.0,0.17404103788644898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127651350351312,0.25751576530409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18492958335262685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20373865734284274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336828084898953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395717833060668,0.1517761130403747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125561675405588,0.0,0.1645981161230538,0.0,0.0,0.11789567671212567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938719275983883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641790142290288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Wanton319,2019/01/17,"I'm terrified A lot happened the last couple of months, and a lot of my life was ruined. I decided I needed to find a way to get away from this place. I found a job in Jacksonville, and couch hopped over the weekend for training. I cried everyday. I don't know if it's anxiety, but I hate the job, how far it all is. It's a good place to grow, maybe. I'm not sure what to do, or if I should pursue it or not.",1.1150549450549434,1.9535130329670385,3.3547252747252787,94.16527472527477,78.01098901098902,6.958241758241758,21.791208791208792,7.447530270364453,0.4505780219780222,310,8,79,4,7,107,60,91,0.177,0.779,0.045,-0.8535,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,8,0,5,1,0,1,2,20,13,8,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,6,2,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,8,2,11,10,3,12,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,6,4,51,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528590562269438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877341555406875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22109312869006825,0.21948901480371047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18262863789894784,0.0,0.0,0.21908845092717988,0.0,0.0,0.10439586091206876,0.0,0.0,0.16759657875342268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17669704867685113,0.0,0.0,0.1972774006378302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39657403791207896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981390884514712,0.16287709603351094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411362853587512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397536425774513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20074250599995186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594916037484973,0.0,0.0,0.1481613841277804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41753137459425615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18832466267783074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15860501692883988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,smokarran,2019/01/17,"I get randomly anxious that my friends will one day decide they don’t want to see me anymore. I just feel like maybe they’ll decide they don’t want to see me anymore for some reason. I have no rationality behind this. None of my friends actually seem like they don’t want to see me but sometimes if I don’t talk to them for a few days or someone doesn’t respond to a text I start getting worried that they’ve decided not to be friends with me anymore. 

Any experience with this or advice on how to overcome this anxiety of losing my friends?",4.967415584415587,5.461600754545459,5.771298701298702,81.67409090909094,68.72727272727272,8.467532467532468,33.896103896103895,8.418075326091056,2.550064935064935,433,20,88,6,7,142,65,110,0.103,0.726,0.171,0.6944,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,5,1,2,7,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,2,0,20,20,5,0,4,6,0,1,2,4,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,8,1,0,1,0,4,17,6,15,17,3,4,0,1,3,0,11,1,0,6,5,59,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.14484088389819327,0.0,0.0,0.1450386859650606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009337374210863,0.0,0.11354432243914715,0.16767741725890548,0.4415916097510339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191443024018614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451876237761631,0.0,0.0,0.07504787773264067,0.1060344795645601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4586895462992931,0.0,0.15509133165278458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502540934511904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16604902979440228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491123417291079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057627022782348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526050875112862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548252866046661,0.13512007393724326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575958190398542,0.0,0.14679560785669452,0.0,0.10505561226366596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192979763751838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626338150066062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15073226612010446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HarrytheMuggle,2019/01/17,"Is there a diagnosis of minor insomnia or minor chronic fatigue? Does anyone feel like they have this? Anxiety has given me either insomnia or awful sleep the past few nights and that leads to me today sleeping 8 hours, taking a 2 hour nap, then lying down to take another nap. I had it a lot worse for 2 months last year and it felt like CFS. Anyone had experience with and solutions for any of this? I’m looking into weighted blankets ",4.026785714285712,6.022973821428572,5.525714285714287,76.81928571428574,72.69047619047619,8.133333333333335,27.47619047619048,8.841846274778883,2.41544761904762,347,13,60,7,7,117,65,84,0.157,0.767,0.076,-0.8028,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,4,1,5,7,2,1,0,12,12,6,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,4,4,2,9,8,3,12,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,3,11,37,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094405354951616,0.2019107846370473,0.14730410482758086,0.0,0.0,0.26927797022113725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16850624316513846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883558111314045,0.0,0.0,0.09736163122150912,0.1375613835864575,0.1848830680393024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3792559219278437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156958085574672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881453659850356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169776621517806,0.0,0.0,0.16370343837357718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15369562325968678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18069989323440455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838156065232042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3853882706338754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895549042656649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825196956052713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23448020591326904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19623007119787406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399915471214185
anxiety,atomichumor,2019/01/17,"Presentation anxiety manifested in early 20’s. During high school and freshman year of college, I had no problems whatsoever with presentations in class. However, during the second semester of my sophomore year I started having extreme anxiety about introducing myself to a class or any time of presentation. I think part of this could be attributed to my increased alcohol consumption during college but my dad is also on Xanax for anxiety so perhaps some part of it is genetic. I was just wondering if anyone else had experience with anxiety coming on at this stage in life and any input/advice would be appreciated. ",11.698018867924526,10.927007858490567,12.047811320754723,46.44530188679246,55.32075471698114,15.649811320754713,47.615094339622644,14.265292616868653,7.528036226415094,507,28,66,19,5,174,76,106,0.096,0.848,0.056,-0.0644,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,10,3,0,1,0,16,14,7,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,3,0,8,0,17,7,4,18,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,4,8,53,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17449904558558235,0.0,0.19083976655645304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280441717789216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428709379180148,0.0,0.5464300994030182,0.0,0.0,0.12486209074690074,0.1829686974475207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15382445442884748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14257566403217675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491744656556195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17467823574933808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18867172117071665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613108497061584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867533762157461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17086982970489695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807249711668512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639458191061426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442209038078935,0.0,0.0,0.1041270997614306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19365433133201496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685282797917666,0.0,0.0,0.22998975661457366
anxiety,purr_purr_grr,2019/01/17,"An upcoming flight (very long trip) and a fear of flying? So I have a very long roundtrip coming up (about 18 hours in the air), and I have a fear of airplanes. On my last trip, I spent most of the time trying to force myself to sleep so that I don't freak out. Plus, this time I'm flying alone so I don't have anyone to try and distract me. Would you recommend me taking the trip with multiple stops (to divide air time and be able to rest in between flights) or should I try to do it in one go? Also, does anyone have advice on how to overcome this issue and what I can do to make the flight easier (eg. sleeping pills?)

Thanks!",3.2136556403731973,3.8456273969465684,4.1385750636132315,91.31607294317223,72.74045801526717,7.04359626802375,22.189143341815093,6.937597516519254,0.3938033927056828,483,10,110,4,9,156,80,131,0.098,0.82,0.08199999999999999,-0.2874,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,3,8,0,12,3,2,2,0,16,19,12,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,9,0,1,0,0,1,5,2,4,0,1,1,0,12,1,22,15,2,22,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,2,8,73,17,0,0.16705255487339904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16324182322867134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17301606643429507,0.0,0.1335918677778315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336140610656953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439009841793395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461888165170131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759611352147486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493981666219044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16451311637565058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743594656715107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617012842930953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29567250845125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150887756234146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131991345363164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343463964613534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13966341599241006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256027313178269,0.0,0.0,0.1537995483088505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922290644432172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402531574240247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756717058588072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186693420101132,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Scully_40,2019/01/17,"Panic before new patient appointment I’m leaving in 45 minutes for my first appointment with a new psychiatrist and I’m so worked up about it, I’m on the verge of tears. I just feel really afraid and I’m not sure why. I’ve been nervous in the past when meeting a new psychiatrist/therapist/etc., but this is a new level of distress. Maybe it’s shame or guilt I’m feeling. I don’t know, I just can’t calm down. Anyone else feel this way before new patient appointments? God, I want it to stop!",0.9188283828382848,3.3300344059405944,2.880618811881188,89.40099422442246,86.12871287128714,6.138943894389437,22.278052805280527,7.492282038375204,1.0487023102310236,389,14,81,7,12,130,68,101,0.209,0.7040000000000001,0.087,-0.9066,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,5,8,0,6,5,0,4,0,0,0,1,15,14,6,0,1,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,1,3,5,2,11,13,0,17,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,1,9,40,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649560832463162,0.15605507342125652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592016748927813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723177524473248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698609906463494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23103084450387396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955105524249916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370316796175589,0.0,0.0,0.16126962637050854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15301143428444952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7354884292371011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17869779130106964,0.0,0.0,0.1453929173647132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757085960122457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733429125762394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14354621411111074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17683852647690468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983378183133756,0.12089308641487725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743210343987405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088028192496917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,UncookedCupNoodles,2019/01/17,help please help. my anxiety is so bad i feel like i am going crazy. i am just constantly paranoid. i cant describe how it feels. help please i dont know if this is anxiety or i am going crazy. i have racing thoughts and i feel emotionally numb. someone please tell me what is going on,-0.35001883239171505,1.9097257118644075,1.966666666666665,92.6387382297552,96.96610169491528,5.334086629001884,20.114877589453855,6.937597516519254,0.6312583804143124,223,8,48,4,9,75,38,59,0.237,0.506,0.257,0.3336,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,1,0,10,17,5,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,1,3,10,1,1,16,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,2,29,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278855662905058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15217886521610755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969575062117705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21360648983625255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20501713080732129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276467267299549,0.1302060484160934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107464048897254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664936109377363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016492023130608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904266587764563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6001977927350464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15442767557705722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593026225495404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14469349016588506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,coralfever,2019/01/17,Anyone living with a sibling or family member with generalized anxiety disorder and panic attacks ? How are you feeling ?,7.8615789473684226,11.721863842105265,9.851842105263156,41.350394736842105,68.47368421052633,12.221052631578946,41.078947368421055,11.20814326018867,7.506031578947367,99,6,8,4,2,35,18,19,0.43,0.511,0.059,-0.8577,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895025050166053,0.0,0.0,0.2646112510444098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43052558404619423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4337204434181477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35675578189547225,0.0,0.1913486128857169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341659222402339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4440131086993577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FacetiousSpinster,2019/01/17,Chewing fingers. I've chewed my fingers since I was a small child. I've discussed it with therapists and Drs. No one seemed to think it's a big deal even though I chew them until bloody and painful. I have a hard time understanding how this is anxiety. ,2.504200000000001,4.877469020000003,2.942,91.781,78.8,6.4,26.0,7.554174236665415,1.2864000000000009,201,8,42,3,5,62,40,50,0.236,0.764,0.0,-0.8442,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,3,7,2,1,0,7,6,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,3,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,3,5,0,3,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24024938950904076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237744542198441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20742878912722584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28132945522012565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128101784594382,0.0,0.33417412281547365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859017040789253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25978756698092365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646392895447061,0.0,0.2012322336589139,0.30855509795071634,0.0,0.1831266043094002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269398460162258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sunset480,2019/01/17,"I’m new here Hi everyone I’m new to reddit so I’m not too sure how everything works but I’ve had anxiety for about a year and a half and it mostly surrounds my long distance relationship. If anyone is currently experiencing anxiety in a long distance relationship, I would love to hear your experience. I need to be better at coping by myself and not burdening my partner with my feelings. ",3.709142857142858,6.133090733333336,6.052571428571429,70.75200000000002,75.0,9.619047619047619,30.714285714285715,9.957137785484203,3.7360285714285713,315,15,54,10,7,111,54,75,0.07200000000000001,0.7709999999999999,0.157,0.8632,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,2,5,4,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,1,1,14,11,7,0,3,4,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,3,7,3,9,8,1,9,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,2,6,37,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190808947226552,0.0,0.0,0.14582325415817826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18444583741779927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992787972019252,0.18743160769124206,0.2040022605356715,0.0,0.0,0.10544932348687536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350514020741541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691209951215049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18822483374190965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546374424183647,0.0,0.4028384562867826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4478100574520555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19655623732351854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15182713904020667,0.0,0.0,0.14814818544555156,0.0,0.0,0.1342995881775149
anxiety,manawydan-fab-llyr,2019/01/17,"Hot at night I was curious if anyone else has this problem, I'm wondering if it's anxiety or some other cause. I tend to get hto at night. More often than not, just hot to where I can't sleep, not sweating or anything. Of course now that I'm awake, my mind races.

It's been a few months, with no explanation. Last night I had a window open, it was 10F outside, and the room should have felt cold, but I was too warm to sleep.",2.1115714285714304,3.261421744444444,3.4531746031746064,93.205,76.0,6.920634920634923,21.746031746031747,7.447530270364453,0.4536031746031752,327,8,78,4,7,107,67,90,0.061,0.89,0.049,-0.0032,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,9,3,3,1,0,19,15,6,0,4,8,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,6,5,6,1,8,8,3,11,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,7,6,49,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16275226592968745,0.0,0.0,0.14875892246768946,0.21798630885319736,0.17507415250638314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185516437737387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17772434081377994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042722318610842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115247821427283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17341868451774894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21481566158113374,0.0,0.16981407937184645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5989510702008372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035718895710465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42580493178926543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307170213779759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,notreallyme55,2019/01/17,"I made a dentist appt and an eye appt, but then.. On monday, I finally made a dentist appt and an eye doctor appt. I had moved last year and hadnt found new people yet. I was so proud I made the appointments that I even texted my husband to tell him. But once I did, it was all downhill from there. On the surface I felt proud and accomplished, but then my anxiety kicked in. All of a sudden I can't eat, keep getting random hot flashes and heart palpitations. I cant get a good night's sleep and end up calling out of work the next day. My body wont allow me to eat anything and will physically reject food. I usually get this type of anxiety when I'm going on a trip, but for doctors appointments?! Brains work in mysterious ways but it was my final straw. I finally found a counselor and will see them on Tuesday. I hope this will help. ",2.6908270676691757,4.264696783625734,4.147840434419384,87.07960526315792,75.31578947368422,7.458813700918964,25.66457811194653,8.192908349453996,1.4983981620718465,654,23,139,11,14,217,102,171,0.07400000000000001,0.794,0.131,0.9295,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,5,5,5,0,0,11,0,12,13,6,4,2,26,26,17,0,1,5,1,2,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,5,9,3,1,3,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,12,5,20,4,15,10,2,31,0,1,3,0,6,9,0,2,18,85,25,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19298821383459147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379962388790512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14010925913956127,0.0,0.1408100931386156,0.12879950900685108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134763249885534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582121846122177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258138338390708,0.0,0.0,0.11171953405256818,0.0,0.0,0.08331199424344228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211108580814088,0.4145292381909289,0.0,0.0,0.15252480338009633,0.2766044083999206,0.0,0.0,0.1977034062597464,0.0,0.07168630180745393,0.10579734422274396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14947240578035534,0.08454666310141068,0.0,0.0,0.12528204400385198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121159512932618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281811432684967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35806032854816616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340631786852833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182345516212202,0.13414763998242712,0.1183705969233778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433129715147868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744719392001697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051449045647802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622763308172916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024889458841353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13892157703233682,0.0,0.0,0.10012131331250054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836578050243586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122779542669868
anxiety,spiritualasfuck,2019/01/17,"Paroxetine! Anyone out there with experience with Paroxetine (aka Paxil/Seroxat)?


I have been on it 4 and a half weeks now and did notice some improvement of social anxiety but I feel like that could very well be placebo. I upped my dose from 20mg to 30mg at the 4 weeks mark and noticed an increase of anxiety and slight increase of side effects again up to now after upping, which again, I feel like that may be placebo.


I really just wanted to hear about anyone elses experience on paroxetine. How long did it take for you to notice significant effect (social anxiety wise)? What is your dosage history?


I was also wondering if anyone has read into response rates and efficacy of paroxetine before.",5.503023255813954,7.476123217054262,6.4549534883720945,71.76010465116279,68.76744186046511,9.811162790697674,29.95426356589148,10.125756701596842,3.437073798449612,561,22,91,15,10,186,89,129,0.041,0.805,0.154,0.9439,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,2,10,4,0,0,3,0,11,1,0,3,0,22,17,9,0,3,3,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,6,9,0,0,5,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,3,9,4,22,9,3,19,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,4,10,69,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170208763913879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358285253833538,0.0,0.0,0.3069541876088136,0.149933438689278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451693360134422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168334249517342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222408035494582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28627966330236904,0.0,0.0,0.14797873682388266,0.20907784230275392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649257122637921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14297990516608108,0.0,0.0,0.12949836183646388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.499796562102975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637063496900685,0.0,0.09374340849778293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983321260141974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002272773375482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073842948866872,0.08630983616967225,0.0,0.23475586059321726,0.0,0.13156917475650115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15868976616620295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,james_delahunty,2019/01/17,Why do I suck at everything? I am not good at anything i cant do a simple weld in my class. I am mediocre with school work. I suck at video games even though that's all I do. I cant even open a f*cking locker. I'm at the end of my road. ,-1.708154761904762,-0.17634598214285369,1.3250000000000028,102.1866666666667,89.17857142857143,4.447619047619049,16.476190476190478,5.46131890053228,-0.9621452380952378,179,4,50,1,6,63,37,56,0.17,0.83,0.0,-0.8023,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,2,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,1,4,10,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,9,1,7,10,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,1,32,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900095150963437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121372379187399,0.0,0.0,0.4655367745521354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167300600209144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29559101803348703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3566652515133811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462483334063413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31800191348601115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25656408464587555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Khaleeeasy,2019/01/17,"Anxiety and public speaking As a kid and into college, I've always been good with public speaking and presenting. I even did theatre and other speech competitions in high school. I am fine with speaking in front of crowds formally, or with a script. It's the more casual settings that really stoked my anxiety.

As an adult, I'm 2 years in to a job that has regularly stressed me out, stimulated my anxiousness (especially social anxiety), and has led to a ton of self deprecation. Now that I've been here awhile I'm getting to the point where I share small, prepared datapoints to our team of about 20 on occasion in our daily meeting. When I get put on the spot with a question, even if I don't know the answer I'm fine, but when I prepare something I've put a lot of work into I struggle to find my words and forget what I was going to say, even if I have reminders down on the page. Then I spend the rest of the day beating myself up over embarrassing myself in front of my peers. Speaking with clients is the next natural step for my job, and I'm worried I won't make it if I keep letting my anxiety get the better of me. Does anyone have any tips for this that differ from the typical speechgiving advice?",7.390375000000002,6.214736620833335,7.992500000000002,73.38250000000005,64.04166666666666,11.333333333333336,35.833333333333336,10.504223727775694,3.6144583333333338,959,38,185,20,12,321,140,240,0.103,0.821,0.077,-0.7953,2,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,2,0,0,4,9,9,0,3,17,0,13,0,0,3,0,31,24,17,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,3,9,15,0,1,4,2,1,7,2,3,0,0,4,6,24,6,38,18,5,34,0,0,0,0,18,18,0,6,8,126,33,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13904578601551276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839807918385115,0.0,0.0,0.09676322397583753,0.0,0.43541099275963613,0.1607491003154296,0.0,0.0994936533502597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12584543059256428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917663641763391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14866452371856262,0.0,0.0,0.12452041086806175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28194694433578144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005202062719629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22302459482136616,0.0,0.08086764268413514,0.11934751289744593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033897567202215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824050792477019,0.12647538594929522,0.0,0.0,0.07819978784589296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550288664369074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097130067053505,0.0,0.0,0.09498080345895152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15132881936296128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451163337459796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860848857151161,0.15939925018216866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115569585422784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131560576624365,0.0,0.14400678000385544,0.0,0.0,0.1484412582561159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450484518233542,0.0,0.10954308948147364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16299464236921535,0.14875416213285286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359004006619077,0.14450411130736698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163117877428688
anxiety,hollsharker,2019/01/17,"My panic attack was so bad today, I threw up in the street. Being around lots of people, especially kids when my anxiety is high is an attack just waiting to happen.

I was picking my 4yo up from School and I felt surrounded, I could feel my anxiety rising with every child's laughter or scream or a parents 'end of their tether' plea for their kids to behave. As we're walking back to the car I'm concentrating on my breathing. In 4, hold 7, out 8. As we get to the car I feel a big calmer, then I had to get my two kids in the car... As soon as they're in I feel a panic attack starting and I instantly throw up.

I have never been sick due to a panic attack before, and I've had a lot of panic attacks. I feel like such a mess right now and can't seem to see the end.",2.286818181818184,3.072315575757578,4.433106060606062,87.7696590909091,75.06060606060606,6.954545454545455,22.234848484848484,7.1686216300943375,0.5923030303030301,590,14,133,6,12,205,98,165,0.231,0.7070000000000001,0.062,-0.9817,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,2,0,8,13,5,4,12,0,11,2,1,1,1,24,25,13,0,1,3,1,5,1,0,0,1,1,0,4,0,8,0,2,6,0,0,7,2,12,0,1,7,7,19,1,27,16,2,33,0,0,1,0,8,15,0,5,12,87,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674003158886378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740019951698152,0.0,0.6223617889190578,0.0,0.08413135324758837,0.09135475264644076,0.0,0.0,0.0931018620048234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735686860256751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938137559774564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092184634440183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212887120965284,0.07816421373119603,0.10505302628350394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432688730068324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675299094212614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156001682840552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05345335375369183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18603695618577165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438555912569143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5134873333873587,0.12148948063087987,0.0,0.0,0.07585275595292311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343755987503667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073115223831223,0.08718748735724058,0.099604905705933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744263341849232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371012653036267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687998006058183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TransporterNate,2019/01/17,"Newly Diagnosed GAD Hey guys. So just kind of lost right now. I have always been a somewhat anxious person, but nothing too debilitating. I would have a day or two every once and a while that I would stay home from work, and just do nothing but watch Netflix.

This past month (starting December 31st), I started having some stomach issues. It started out with not having an appetite, where even thinking about food made me nauseated. Then slew started to become sporadic (I would maybe get a total of 4.5-5 hours in spurts throughout the night). I also started to have some general abdominal pain. I went to an urgent care, and had an abdominal ultrasound, abdominal X-ray, and bloodwork and other labs that all came back clear. I was started on Omeprazole, as my family has a long running history of GERD and esophageal cancer, and was sent on my way. 

Fast forward another week, still not eating, only able to drink fluids, and I’m now down a few pounds. I finally am able to get in to see my primary care physician. He says I probably do have GERD, but that all of my symptoms are being caused by anxiety. He started me on Zoloft, and I have now started therapy. I’ve been on the Zoloft for about 10 days now, but my symptoms are still not subsiding. I still wake up in the morning anxious, and nauseated. I have to force feed myself throughout the day, and I am now on Carafate as well (antacid), and have an upper endoscopy procedure scheduled in a couple weeks. 

I am still getting anxious throughout the day, and can get shaky and my mind races. I was given 10 tablets of .5mg Ativan for when it gets bad, but I am afraid to take a Benzodiazepine. I took one yesterday, as my mom could tell I was starting to freak out about my stomach symptoms, and that seemed to help (and I even ate a full meal afterwards because I actually got hungry). 

I guess what I’m looking for is any advice on how to help me progress through the anxiety, and push through and eat and get my life back together. Anybody have experience with Zoloft? Like I said, I am about 10 days into a starter dose, and will increase to 50mg on the 21st. I feel very alone with all of this, and don’t know who I can turn to for questions and whatnot. I hav turned to Dr. Google, which didn’t help much, as my symptoms correlated to Stomach Cancer, which didn’t help the anxiety. But then I also read that anxiety can produce the same symptoms. Is it unheard of that anxiety can cause no appetite and nausea for over 3 weeks straight?

Thanks in advance for all of your help.",5.968005464480875,6.429860336065577,6.181049180327872,79.72023497267762,66.54098360655738,9.047650273224043,34.29945355191256,8.936278230431713,2.866528469945356,1996,88,380,31,30,638,251,488,0.1,0.8,0.099,0.4938,0,1,1,0,0,0,70.0,0,1,0,5,28,12,0,2,23,0,42,28,4,5,6,70,82,42,0,4,12,1,1,1,0,4,17,2,1,2,16,30,7,0,5,3,0,9,7,6,1,2,19,6,43,6,62,57,13,77,0,1,3,0,18,24,0,8,45,260,59,3,0.1303502871305575,0.0,0.06360153849222472,0.0,0.0,0.06368839598322529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06750179293875977,0.0,0.10424107752404524,0.05423094051820531,0.0,0.0,0.04432133257529367,0.06834182075364763,0.2492940321761276,0.22088808258512976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023132476035676,0.05441852250944233,0.03973016258358224,0.07198082551687889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454300138232052,0.1329008051208406,0.13390565152220765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05203704878717581,0.07211505670393813,0.0,0.21016287897252434,0.0,0.0,0.06615139879276374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06384682825767501,0.0,0.13338088571941728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609513528689637,0.0,0.05491286943463974,0.0,0.0,0.06375379653637603,0.06144132491410958,0.0,0.032954510880555725,0.0,0.0,0.07139618403991352,0.0,0.0,0.07881004230462467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20430793504805467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05212651617182648,0.0,0.07179776854781139,0.06453363895110042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21842762449371325,0.0,0.06537598305236304,0.0,0.06418438787889381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802591684825263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678698826019309,0.03581855442622184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04603513135814042,0.0318412830223321,0.0,0.0,0.05767795111311073,0.054730705815479716,0.0,0.07114636824335856,0.0,0.0,0.06167029671051124,0.0,0.0,0.06547719184602352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06580831565599099,0.07633234043426483,0.05202217778666582,0.0,0.047911229668612484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06116245715070653,0.0,0.1250746160684547,0.0,0.0,0.06940940081044318,0.04416436402580599,0.04956863358584365,0.06935094794274596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062217049254271815,0.0,0.05690842143872259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026982812063064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730110768254318,0.0,0.0651927808847399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05565921649381374,0.0619964864882802,0.051829890101825205,0.0,0.0,0.05193615116724383,0.059333002894626924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4151817186311452,0.06946803121180001,0.2081958153655868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387096464054551,0.04900359681439415,0.0,0.05696594818679051,0.06000451563821329,0.07453345673698031,0.0,0.0,0.04176160033967664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07241198260555874,0.0,0.14178368137082994,0.0636666449445214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05377631913456613,0.0,0.05173299530889562,0.15683870659203028,0.0,0.0586002812852649,0.06041801104683545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04744828074773641,0.0,0.0,0.13889565606765605,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxioustossaway1,2019/01/17,"Recently lost my job and feeling lost & anxious Throwaway account..

I lost my job (realistically, I wasnt particularly happy where I was, and thats likely 90% of the cause) and now I don't know what to do.

Anxiety is new to me - it's not something I've felt to this degree before.

The job market in my area, for my field is crazy competitive (IT), with everywhere looking for senior level staff, whereas I'm intermediate at best. I'm barely receiving call backs for helpdesk level jobs - which would be a huge step down and a huge source of anxiety for me (taking a step back in my career scares me)

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I'm not really equipped to deal with this anxiety - I've never felt it like this before.

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​",5.207122302158272,6.647545863309354,6.215172661870503,75.26031294964031,68.78417266187051,8.725467625899281,30.446762589928056,9.120678840339163,2.6798713669064758,581,23,104,11,10,193,85,139,0.168,0.74,0.091,-0.8427,4,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,0,4,4,8,0,1,5,0,8,0,0,1,1,15,20,4,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,4,0,1,3,5,4,0,0,7,4,12,4,16,11,1,20,0,3,1,0,3,10,0,0,9,62,21,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4719606009948021,0.42343074112052304,0.0,0.0,0.19993467863466288,0.09841833806622564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339764502861577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14826169442122328,0.0,0.0914247760172095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895703328169223,0.0,0.0,0.08949399754564691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981464578237347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04404938674859935,0.0,0.167293535762611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273853798974464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34580397036725136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04787767484746217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512273148316653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315702655178437,0.0,0.28529817073016617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719063244948396,0.08413893219710322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05580990545912445,0.0,0.0860183360261418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722013437734534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706755305162758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550175774034363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06188599889506687,0.0,0.42343074112052304,0.0
anxiety,Ustrain,2019/01/17,"Cant stand it today I hate myself so much for what I am and what I do to others in my anxious state that is not my normal self. 

I used to be happy 2 months ago. Since then everything went wrong because of myself and my stupid horrid brain.

I used to be able to separate my personnal problems and my work. Not today, I just cried in the bathroom, and then left.

I'm so scared to get back to work tomorrow. This is the only place where  nothing was wrong and I fucked it up. 

My first appointement with a real therapist is the 28th. Today i dont know if I can stick this far. Its not gonna be okay this time",1.1610677083333307,2.969530054687503,2.9512500000000017,92.90208333333337,80.484375,6.141666666666668,19.260416666666664,7.1686216300943375,0.2221385416666668,469,11,106,6,12,156,82,128,0.227,0.731,0.043,-0.9762,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,5,9,3,1,4,1,12,2,1,2,0,17,21,10,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,10,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,7,0,1,2,0,17,2,12,15,1,21,0,0,0,1,1,7,1,1,11,73,27,2,0.1501866796328267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13313142974878878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696681990463387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548428616716565,0.0,0.09155240592180908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16765800418732835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497301535348616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17601766999764862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497810356097806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774871297278154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388451652446343,0.07846634138154587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15987651317910398,0.0,0.14827825289309385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253867140521025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16317826686136006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987757481841944,0.0,0.11040449023096696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471510583887614,0.14410816966484627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422373753174307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15691311461100044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14370836925448746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709453214707478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036306659055698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15667746135478786,0.0,0.0,0.12423597337859832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743783106910332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757506066318549,0.0,0.4270782342732141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25942614063600195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922455667558686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21867538297483852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284111149570897,0.0,0.0
anxiety,-0x0-0x0-,2019/01/17,"Do I have anxiety? I would describe my symptoms as a constant sense of unease. That feeling that you’ve forgotten something or that you have something to do that you have been procrastinating and you know it needs to be done. A constant angst with no real reason. Very, very rarely do I have a day where I’m truly relaxed and I feel a huge weight off my shoulders. Once or maybe twice a year. No pattern to when I feel good or why. No significant change in my daily routine or life’s issues. Just a sudden and unexplained feeling of comfort and ease. 

I’ve seen a therapist and a psychiatrist and I’ve been diagnosed with moderate mood-disorder. I’ve tried two different medications at different times recently (Setraline 150 mg and Duloxetine 60mg) neither has made a difference. ",3.6638584474885865,6.410547897260276,4.936136986301371,77.00909132420094,76.87671232876713,8.550867579908674,30.96621004566211,9.21078282632365,3.3404955251141555,627,31,108,17,15,207,91,146,0.09,0.762,0.14800000000000002,0.802,2,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,0,0,3,4,0,1,9,0,13,6,1,2,0,24,22,13,0,2,5,0,5,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,9,1,0,6,1,0,0,4,1,0,2,5,6,11,3,11,15,1,13,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,4,8,69,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114489928799526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15411591985845807,0.0,0.0,0.3148684947441414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939550818677084,0.0,0.0,0.14786769479994846,0.0,0.45663095477862,0.16696818083707587,0.0,0.0,0.1490868262073612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29465182270344603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219406800774328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15205779007812026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006492940027267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290196243719743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13785112300920332,0.0,0.0,0.14636064538221952,0.0,0.0,0.14676279347093565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802393690188404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15515028075881915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16582197001535898,0.0,0.14978893656796413,0.14384683514819924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22431159897533065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15142299493131492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691520701353943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849503745317123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891087737573412,0.0,0.14231354431499926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24041155562456495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774056658496101,0.0,0.0,0.1314584851110056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349078455010906,0.0,0.0,0.09381667216137278
anxiety,Bloodetta,2019/01/17,"How can i persuade my gf not feeling inferior to me? My girlfriend has a social anxiety disorder and she is a wonderful person which i love deeply but its not always easy :)

One problem i cant overcome is that she told me if i am about to meet with other friends of mine  and we are going out to party that she is not only envious but also that she feels incredible inferior to me. Simply because of the thought that my actions (going to a party and having fun) are more respected by the society than hers if shes staying home, waching TV. This problem doesnt seem to occur if she too can go out with her freinds on her own. I have already told her, that by no means her actions make her in any way inferior to me and that no one thinks this way beside herself.

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In general its not easy for her if i am having fun without her even if we are on the same party because that feeling of deficiency always comes up and makes her unhappy.

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We are living in different cities right now because of my studies so always going together to parties is not always an option.

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I really do not expect this to be solved here, i just hoped to get some hints how to talk to her and how to approach this problem",8.390537190082643,6.349426731404964,8.885867768595045,70.53971074380166,62.67768595041322,11.444628099173555,39.355371900826455,10.018931242160765,3.915011570247936,967,42,179,16,11,326,129,242,0.125,0.711,0.16399999999999998,0.9199,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,3,0,0,0,11,13,1,0,7,0,21,1,0,5,0,51,41,18,0,10,15,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,15,14,0,0,8,1,0,8,11,7,0,2,3,3,37,6,33,37,4,21,0,3,0,1,30,9,0,10,1,149,52,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120446294666404,0.08058737191611498,0.3354016728687954,0.32755942197092186,0.3673472121237645,0.0685284495690122,0.0,0.0770903423664683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18428911890357108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868061980422417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052853439328633,0.11549349969363355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655898857082446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15286012890834186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785623579524112,0.0,0.052649236872201854,0.0,0.2290843130579637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108258252428624,0.1000893834159812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889835663122454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909507094597296,0.0,0.13453225166384158,0.0,0.0,0.10977030470574807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365714980590197,0.07664168492952457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799026703428837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892757266433529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06455715559699136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605878002578929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917390895171106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272441437381316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740959707087193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099675655133395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06457066059412839,0.0,0.08000175129228097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19258402438701272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599763253533497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714066006754477,0.10928298949449904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673472121237645,0.0
anxiety,kannstdusehen,2019/01/17,"I need to make a call in another language, at 5 in the morning. Any tips to wake up enough to deal with the stress? I've been waiting on some bureaucracy in Germany for some paperwork to be processed so I can go on to my next step to get back to Germany. I submitted my application in mid Sommer. I got a letter in October! that I was missing a document, so I submitted them as soon as I could. Since then, I have heard nothing.    
  
So I need to call, and ask them what's going on. But, it's going to be in German (stress!),   
with a German (probably imgagined stress that they will not like the fact I'm calling),   
and at 5 am (tired, lazy, procrastinating stress).  
Also! Their website says don't call or email or the process will take longer! (Not following the rules stress). 

And I remembered that my letter in October I sent to one address, which only just this last week realized it was the 'drop off in person address'. So I'm also anxious that I messed up my application by sending it to the wrong place. 

How can I wake myself up enough to get through the stress to make this damn call? It might be painless! She might be nice! But at 5 am, I just want to sleep and forget. 

Now because I haven't done this thing again today (it's been two failed 5 am tries), I can't move or do anything fun. Why should I do something I enjoy when I haven't finished my ""assignment"".",3.1868917748917767,4.497050272727275,4.406597402597402,86.79351515151518,73.54545454545455,7.565367965367964,26.913419913419915,8.11559375814309,1.5689965367965364,1055,38,224,16,21,347,145,275,0.13,0.8220000000000001,0.048,-0.9644,0,0,1,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,4,1,14,15,1,6,12,0,27,4,3,3,1,32,47,20,0,5,9,0,0,1,0,5,1,2,2,1,15,6,0,1,2,0,0,8,6,11,0,2,8,2,30,4,39,29,4,40,0,2,0,0,20,20,1,7,12,155,45,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452023931308762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06173730845402683,0.0951965977333839,0.0,0.10256186578032092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470879797680192,0.0,0.08487226336258201,0.0,0.0,0.06980850815996567,0.0,0.05534204771899279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4635111447174202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07248489937782131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359594793848686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290516975017228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876115479963685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486343838480923,0.0,0.15478661402147434,0.0,0.0726095227860496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400236574937517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044353249266189484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212001609582756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19261831006505312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649070543206244,0.0,0.1346327163875987,0.0,0.0,0.0965514956521888,0.0,0.0,0.08711121375772403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061518659437983826,0.06904652553338952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927046782778033,0.09485160973218232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788221160374433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284236602116197,0.0,0.0,0.07219633811593472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509877100341794,0.0,0.09085114556076553,0.0,0.0,0.06989117586670679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.62396745987803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825945873237256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06031390620148016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434467060547936,0.08605411579271638,0.0,0.0,0.061637450380423536,0.0,0.0886843212688959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05354768802386352,0.0,0.07282271721676778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191986632911126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925978139190196,0.0,0.0
anxiety,symphony64,2019/01/17,"I turn 24 this year. I feel as though my time is running out to be somebody. But I still have no clue who I want to be. The closest thing to “something I’m passionate about” is the subject of psychology and wanting to learn the biological aspect of it. I was going to school for it briefly, but dropped out a year in because failure/being mediocre literally sent me for panics. My parents are kinda the worst, and my big sister has set the bar a bit high for academic success. I basically have no support. I also have trouble making friends/trusting anyone...

I SUCK at math, and my mental health has been at a decline. I’m going to my first therapist appointment this Friday, but idk if anything will help. All my friends are either pursuing their master’s or building a career from their own talents and connections. I have such a creative side, and love music. But I can’t sing anymore due to a condition I developed that damaged my voicebox forever. So that dream kinda flew out the 200 story window. It’s very heartbreaking, so I feel like neuroscience/psychology is my last resort. But will I be truly happy with it?

All I know is I want to help make a change, and I am very interested in people/how we work/why we develop the things we do. That is literally the only thing I pay attention to & take time to learn about independently. But, I’ve been writing/singing since I was a kid... and want so badly to express myself to the world. 

“Just go back to school”.... it seems easy. I might this year. But I really feel like it’s just gonna be the same. I have been through some trauma since dropping out, & my mental health/confidence has just gotten worse. Along with my attention span which I blame on being hooked to social media & the instant gratification that comes with it. But I will go back. I’m just very very scared.....

Who the hell am I supposed to be? ",2.5489591244136705,4.9943794986225925,3.9695495495495514,84.07702702702704,79.08264462809917,6.679145260963444,25.513290149653784,7.824948511530503,1.621317980790708,1470,57,279,25,37,484,195,363,0.138,0.688,0.173,0.9216,1,0,1,0,0,0,62.0,3,0,2,4,15,20,2,2,20,0,34,4,0,3,2,57,62,23,0,5,15,2,3,2,1,5,1,0,1,1,20,19,1,0,9,3,1,8,3,10,0,1,8,3,41,10,38,43,8,37,1,2,0,2,17,15,2,7,13,193,61,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130897066735866,0.0,0.3304924679833711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083367132681087,0.07109309554030058,0.0,0.08366935740259111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563626554610482,0.08489386632559699,0.0619797626971521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100209732891844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075580200586994,0.08758348166147546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542288753448186,0.14527240498636668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648418176669079,0.0,0.0,0.0785533792954022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311355892108108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082342757453246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21615023805673614,0.0,0.0,0.13630039700081534,0.10742457233181997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05587758416094782,0.08287819582433055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934593957652317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176510403310252,0.0,0.13573688587010013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20492773634581904,0.10786045729259594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732795304850389,0.0,0.11929298634626663,0.1128973745740414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06513521592772316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179379877420316,0.2057998158580719,0.0,0.09256054343553208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16821220744393242,0.0,0.0,0.10364423353867616,0.0,0.07827391058673766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119729691360157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115378889638199,0.0,0.0,0.0764464856007951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180518000301497,0.20264383490221527,0.0,0.09989456914267963,0.0,0.11857430557813307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110592536680482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355680703973809,0.2398807513268934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174531996072556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07402016477898328,0.0,0.1036148867885025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19642491539045695
anxiety,Sablez1011,2019/01/17,"The result of test that will DEFINE my life will come out tomorrow I can't even breath rn, i was never so anxious before.  
What do i do",0.4567816091954029,2.427558586206896,2.8282758620689665,92.00264367816094,83.82758620689657,5.2459770114942526,16.563218390804597,6.42735559955562,-0.29045747126436794,105,2,23,1,3,36,25,29,0.125,0.875,0.0,-0.5306,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,6,2,1,1,1,4,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,2,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,18,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5465568240295523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41167856732947705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4167512672432699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195456483398024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417225804274646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37313674867600105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,urban_zmb,2019/01/17,"My partner is experiencing anxiety due to OCD and it caused my relationship anxiety to relapse *I apologise for the long text, any advice you can offer, from experience or anything you think can help, is well appreciated.* 

I suffer from Relationship OCD. After I ended up really bad in a relationship years ago, I took the time to go to therapy and try and find ways to fix my overthinking, and after a year and a half, I felt ready and decided to start dating again. I met a wonderful person and for the longest time, I wasn't anxious at all, I was happy and our relationship was thriving.

End of September of last year, my partner decided to move to a new apartment because of the fear and anxiety caused by bugs, especially bed bugs. Everything was working perfect, I went to visit a few times in the new place and he was so happy, but a few days later, he found a dead bed bug stuck in the entrance rug, probably came from a bus or the moving van, because the people that went to disinfect the place never found an infestation, not even another bug in the apartment.

After this incident, his anxiety went to the roof and since then, there was a little shift in our relationship that made me, after so long, to be anxious and overthink a lot. We have been dating for almost 10 months and I am being the most supportive I can, because I understand is not his fault at all, but I feel like sometimes I am creating issues in my head.

My partner is an introvert and from a place were people don't usually talk about how they feel (Nordic); I am the total opposite. There has been a few times were he has been really vulnerable with me, I have seen him crying, he has told me I am the only person he wants to be with; still I am sometimes just waiting for him to message me. I am afraid because I started obsessively looking at his social media from time to time, just looking his last connection. There have been days were I am in the verge of crying and then he just texts me ""Hey, how are you? How was your day?"" and the panic immediately goes away. He knows about my anxiety and I know of his, but somehow I think maybe he doesn't understand mine at all, I feel one sided sometimes, but I am afraid that if I explain it a little further he would just not want more stress and leave me. He went to his hometown for xmas for just 1 week and I was just checking my phone all the time, when he has gone for 2 while we started dating I didn't even bat an eye and I was so relaxed.

Since the incident, I haven't been allowed in his apartment. This and the lack of sex broke something on me. Over the course of this months, I understand better why I am not allowed inside: He things there is something inside his apartment and he is trying to ""protect"" everyone from it, but he never let anyone enter his place, only me, so it hurts me. We have discuss this and I told him when he is ready, and I try to push him a little bit. We are meeting this weekend and I ask him, my place or yours? he said that he will tell me closer to the weekend. I don't even know if I should ask again or not. He also don't really talks with anyone about this, just me and I think his mom. He has told me he is ashamed of it, and he hates his life, that he lives in constant fear from this. I honestly want to help him, but I don't know how, and when I talk to him heart to heart (a conversation that I honestly thought was going to end really bad), with tears in his eyes he told me he was so sorry, and he wants to be a better partner, that he can't help it but he wants to be with me and no one else. And that should be enough for me to calm down but it isn't.

The sex has been almost non existent, we used to have sex more often, but of course we used to live 20 mins walking of each other, so we tried to keep it up,  but last time we had sex, 2 weeks ago, it was amazing. It almost felt like his old self came around, and he was the one that initiate the sex, so I was very pleased. 

I can see he is improving everyday, but sometimes he will have a few setbacks, which I think are normal. I am trying to improve myself, so I can be there for him, but I can't get over this feeling in the back of my mind that something is wrong. The first time I got this feeling was after the first talk after the incident, we talk over the phone and I felt so insecure. We met a few days later and he gave me a really long kiss and hug, and while he didn't say anything I understood he was just trying to thank me to hear him. But since then, I need reassurance that everything is okay, and I hate it.

Insecurities are not attractive, and while I know how to disguise in public, when I am alone at home I am just dying inside. How I can make this stop? ",4.522532151546752,4.769976299270077,5.642665797705945,83.07552459158849,69.63607924921794,8.895940215502257,27.97499131039277,8.841846274778883,1.9071317900590887,3657,115,779,60,60,1219,330,959,0.104,0.7859999999999999,0.111,0.8568,2,1,3,0,0,0,112.0,12,5,1,6,49,39,2,10,52,1,95,13,5,14,8,164,168,83,2,13,34,1,8,2,4,5,1,3,4,7,35,57,0,4,29,3,1,16,21,19,1,6,55,18,126,20,101,100,18,133,0,3,6,7,120,42,0,14,76,548,161,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04483948351557004,0.08135073155121499,0.0,0.13784526446351342,0.04752428578270596,0.0,0.03669519388206751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031204203383005894,0.04811570299108101,0.1755141650801766,0.10367673613542323,0.0,0.06416942443412252,0.0,0.07552089927289247,0.0408484646068125,0.08579484379414369,0.0,0.043111614555353804,0.035283671106425024,0.07662615474399788,0.11188725624094363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116526609350895,0.050095868258678934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049632238363811,0.0,0.09427557660037696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049586702882633935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008077169346108,0.11837126436351512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04762265228362483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03833204915971057,0.0,0.12192471458918636,0.04741273184138472,0.0,0.09092224744875876,0.0,0.0,0.04384625001064893,0.08247915228433217,0.04488552843442282,0.0,0.10326951017535464,0.1160072588247904,0.03278112502799765,0.13217390253596192,0.0,0.04193917415396645,0.07806159127616909,0.0,0.10062374449336747,0.0,0.0,0.0239736562792912,0.0,0.052156393012496485,0.0,0.03669940224631077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769346975030066,0.0,0.09060628559875428,0.04709250031354794,0.0,0.0517171053087697,0.10875078423410796,0.09226969889846784,0.0,0.04602762040298077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04912214798818091,0.0,0.0,0.047893292491651966,0.0,0.04078578104313122,0.0,0.0,0.12608933353959367,0.11221018195440018,0.0,0.04858688196491561,0.0,0.046921769253760334,0.03241079449094809,0.04483537897768725,0.1379701427744415,0.08103674658964041,0.12182358331787953,0.07706573680565275,0.0,0.0,0.0390108236841378,0.0,0.04341865123247282,0.030629408434701563,0.0,0.04609887592708229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04633200192106335,0.05374138675919228,0.07325188669922368,0.09753958092014622,0.0,0.03402405101036732,0.07078056394886355,0.08863439521042785,0.0,0.0,0.04495875343279036,0.0,0.0,0.048149869425129666,0.0,0.09328107147959966,0.06979707666518029,0.0,0.05383759291032837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06362345523392801,0.0801321554925268,0.2397066697111143,0.050369290634642884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0494731065371289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469794388860499,0.0,0.0,0.2463231413981081,0.0,0.0,0.04364830344677997,0.03649056420649558,0.0,0.0,0.0365653767562172,0.0,0.04786933529839586,0.0,0.0,0.11387266708992355,0.0,0.0,0.04677522311799245,0.0,0.10597636280400086,0.18153058116464124,0.05136586698659379,0.0974355089396538,0.0,0.036644794891500784,0.03836293491005285,0.052562510444043774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05207113914272013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18440802912419307,0.040106579153652816,0.04224586674357588,0.05247489206034537,0.0,0.030484765906761375,0.11760814893237165,0.0,0.03642853346341912,0.2408096171441924,0.0,0.0,0.17538500004259572,0.05098127924633071,0.18692238963863214,0.0,0.0,0.14330752112771558,0.0,0.07926192321403785,0.05053718902305659,0.03786093743038398,0.13532440833816434,0.0364223459321422,0.07361431639434972,0.0,0.041257222860354034,0.17014794413045994,0.041405176773227366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049761648657395685,0.03340571495929395,0.0,0.0,0.032596254437884976,0.05016937867662403,0.0,0.08864766451182125
anxiety,esmarko,2019/01/17,"Anxiety of going to sleep So recently my anxiety has gotten to new highs. I've little time to sleep because of school and work. I have missed work 2 times cause i have slept through multiple alarms each time. Had a long day of work and school and i am afraid to got to sleep today cause i might miss work again. So here i am wasting my time when i could be resting, fuck anxiety, that's all",1.6446250000000011,3.8043962125000017,2.617500000000004,94.10750000000002,80.625,6.5,21.25,7.6454224807358475,0.6860000000000004,307,9,68,5,8,97,51,80,0.225,0.775,0.0,-0.9324,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,4,5,5,1,2,1,0,9,5,4,2,1,9,16,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,4,0,8,0,9,9,3,14,0,2,0,1,0,2,1,1,11,39,9,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362058413818613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089302263028197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009823503249325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696469170563607,0.0,0.0,0.09447744220670792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354326775143344,0.0,0.0,0.08325673689546711,0.0,0.11716578929489738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15478047989539273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14682692076564774,0.0,0.129643858124028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15540851575295886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14148621282448273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14464657774943307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965224209830108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4398037242031503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416906862604299,0.0,0.13886055178516155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42660171235453787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,musicforafound,2019/01/17,"can anxiety cause abdominal cramps? hi all,

i've (20F) had a frustrating 8 months or so with mild, unpredictable abdominal cramps and pains, usually in my lower abdomen near my bladder. I've also had recent issues with diarrhea, and thought maybe I have IBS but I don't think I have enough of the symptoms/the same level of intensity to fit the diagnoses. I've gone to the doctor numerous times for blood tests, physicals, etc. and they end up telling me they can't find anything and that it's probably anxiety.

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I've had moderate to intense anxiety on and off since I was 11, but this year is the first I've had these weird pains and stomach issues. I also have emetophobia and so naturally I panic quite a bit with any stomach pain, which doesn't help in determining the underlying problem. I'm sort of skeptical that it's ""just anxiety"" (as they tell me) and it seems odd that it's just starting to happen now. 

So, does anyone else experience this or have any advice? ",5.458671328671329,6.7307940855615,6.48951871657754,74.15654051830523,68.03743315508021,10.459728506787332,32.56643356643357,10.560738912317856,3.664171863430687,782,34,143,22,13,261,115,187,0.212,0.763,0.024,-0.9866,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,3,2,8,8,2,1,7,0,14,12,5,1,1,26,21,18,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,11,11,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,8,0,1,7,0,13,0,19,14,5,19,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,4,9,89,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259551020046396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006564600288001,0.0,0.1359330304053544,0.15244446169334935,0.170630655583278,0.0,0.3838982419668784,0.0,0.0,0.08772272460542145,0.12854592263825226,0.10324074288169684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13696697746251674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288792990752539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273366107007823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12841095546386389,0.109788608041946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480355158712272,0.0,0.1111180104317134,0.12963102146513314,0.1399181537913932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272140148814875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146657822453793,0.10671399243747927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094155626453217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840914444563345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26188984206989385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603881157520716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013889232153593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40048652731807394,0.1471972166787943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352642863295951,0.12004577950693965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13343937786241186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387403802153713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421169664106882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037796500259955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879938686143947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193105784561512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803880302116419,0.0,0.09959915448740124,0.07315521341740748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381735913668038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244446169334935,0.08079044632715687
anxiety,wolfketi,2019/01/17,"I am constantly frozen by fear of death. i can hardly move or do anything anymore. i wake up and cry because i don't feel real and all i can think of is dying. sleep is my only escape, but thanks to my anxiety i can't do that either. i have no control over my mind or body and it's driving me insane. ",0.6263636363636387,2.1780104242424265,3.3606060606060595,90.5609090909091,81.12121212121212,5.612121212121212,21.60606060606061,6.42735559955562,0.3498060606060607,232,7,52,2,6,82,49,66,0.22,0.7040000000000001,0.076,-0.8316,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,10,3,3,1,1,13,13,6,2,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,2,11,1,6,13,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,38,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18462920724546805,0.0,0.23935061094249185,0.0,0.0,0.19860738529066185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14712242321865693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26808125666014515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608095374796417,0.27069032180121777,0.0,0.0,0.2651075036217243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25047928564727856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27158160977482537,0.12203190677947147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21619881906145946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436908947170665,0.0,0.0,0.25651285028925225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18355468527079674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747048499648185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415205298322129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221991849689472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546449206326993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MiserableRush,2019/01/17,Is anyone on Lyrica? My doctor gave me this for my anxiety and I’m curious if anyone has used it here and had good effects. ,0.4752564102564101,2.7216462692307712,3.674615384615386,84.15371794871797,86.30769230769229,6.543589743589743,20.2051282051282,7.793537801064563,1.1694512820512817,97,3,19,2,3,35,23,26,0.059,0.7609999999999999,0.18,0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,5,6,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,14,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34082586272847337,0.0,0.0,0.6230437136956636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4560143277085906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37368573347182105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3847910701196393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Faith_tx,2019/01/17,"This lady called me white trash It’s a long story having to do with my daughter and hers getting in trouble.  I was asking for clarity and she started attacking my family calling us white trash no education tattooed nasty family. We are middle class new cars in the suburbs.  No college degree but employed.  New home.  But yet I grew up poor.  So this stung.  I know she’s crazy.  She calls the police on her own daughter for things like finding a joint. It’s illegal in my state.  Then she said she knows I get high with my daughter. (Not true.  I don’t smoke). Anyway I know she’s crazy, but can’t seem to shake it.  It keeps replaying in my head.  Like someone really found me out or something and that’s all I’ll ever be.  How do I blow this off? I smoothed things over with her to be the bigger person. Still feeling awful today.  ",0.4193181818181806,2.88046372727273,2.109431818181818,92.18414772727272,93.54545454545452,4.6893939393939394,19.602272727272727,6.42735559955562,0.3068636363636359,645,21,129,8,24,210,107,165,0.175,0.747,0.079,-0.9418,1,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,2,0,0,0,6,6,1,1,5,1,9,1,1,1,3,25,21,10,0,0,5,3,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,10,8,0,1,7,0,1,3,5,3,0,0,3,5,26,3,17,16,2,25,0,0,2,0,20,12,0,2,11,86,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14612608692389614,0.17782195029045988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47882123421513395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413887674648805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947049432827387,0.0,0.07903359240332974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428619049098902,0.0,0.0,0.17138272399826207,0.0,0.0,0.16332807084569526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16041623225732446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16514708762791294,0.15678881766004604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893297830969198,0.0,0.0,0.25770696836548784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272755788166756,0.0,0.0,0.13832691055422214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019248422444246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648137581549405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013436385161624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486838952431343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14229616042052606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13243854239851294,0.1203328818542422,0.0,0.0,0.11063500648090446,0.0,0.1248270932568398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207687052309785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481609032949318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18801825790167956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zeroechozero,2019/01/17,"1 I'm having major appointment anxiety and I can't seem to calm down I have an appointment tomorrow morning with my psychiatrist to talk about the meds that I have (not) been taking. I'm dreading the wait. The last time I went she saw a bunch of people before me, despite me being on time, and it turns out she ""didn't see me sitting in the waiting area"". Seriously? Why would that even matter? She was told that I arrived. Not to mention that I was in clear view of her whenever she came and called someone else back. It's not like I was outside, or in the restroom, or sitting in a corner where a wall would've obscured her view. I'm thinking about canceling the appointment, but I've been trying to push myself to get out more. I just hate being in the waiting room with people staring at me.",3.738773584905662,5.115795786163523,4.8655503144654135,83.7787028301887,72.27044025157231,7.564150943396226,28.34433962264151,8.07648339933343,1.8637962264150945,626,24,123,9,12,206,95,159,0.093,0.887,0.019,-0.8724,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,1,1,11,0,13,0,0,0,1,24,30,6,0,1,7,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,8,0,3,2,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,10,5,20,2,21,17,3,25,0,0,5,0,10,15,0,4,6,86,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16270831903709915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635465380404413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18098469391307734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21718167329400026,0.24326227036049725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17767635111316682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048064666371096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112246446304727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20998869830868291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17337185744435754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391026193695416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362521688051934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29490683694149783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694874879256763,0.1936262388661494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18021271107916748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15991744356737436,0.17095326990864484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13628404443246478,0.0,0.0,0.2480441013319058,0.0,0.0,0.2032357226567476,0.0,0.14440348159651473,0.2313471391729983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19716703466952973,0.19192088311300265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021796995171913,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,smed66,2019/01/17,Does anyone else have Anxiety so bad they can’t go to the doctor I have a doctors appointment in 2 hours. I absolutely dread going to doc appointments. I have pretty bad social anxiety/ptsd/ocd. I’m not worried too much about what they are going to do or the news I will get there as much as having to get out of the house and go talk to someone alone in a room by myself. The anxiety gets 10 times worse if I have to see a doc of the opposite sex. (May be linked to an abusive relationship and ptsd from it) Like I fear passing out it’s so bad. It all seems so ridiculous to me. Does anyone else have these problems? Any words of wisdom? Also is it ridiculous to have my partner go with me even into the exam room? ,2.052104989604992,3.808669439189192,3.839189189189188,87.81475051975053,77.58108108108108,6.716008316008318,22.87110187110187,7.61054688173877,0.9570887733887736,559,17,118,8,13,188,93,148,0.25,0.685,0.065,-0.9854,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,0,8,10,2,2,10,0,14,3,0,0,1,16,25,10,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,2,1,6,6,0,0,2,0,0,6,2,8,0,0,0,1,12,2,23,22,3,15,0,0,1,1,6,7,0,4,3,80,18,3,0.0,0.15273896375917578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351336291970306,0.0,0.10309042329612864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766419236565487,0.0,0.19723378086768184,0.0,0.0,0.1802757371671887,0.26416998637107025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229069760539028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26389262030696675,0.2256225206905869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21537791495979566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514478314382626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506119727526212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20205270328295974,0.0,0.3663166796813885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695179045730376,0.1487464812294312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06297961270223577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18952946629071368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13114926791454826,0.0,0.12335082780298105,0.3013811242724904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13840263112370488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272571879291753,0.11735612349990512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140896779295108,0.1092262355634532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361412365180707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516929100051625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130915813785207,0.1313717594889603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AvoidedThread,2019/01/17,"Friends cancelled plans! TRIGGER WARNING : Self Harm; Bulimia; 

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We rescheduled for sometime next week,but it was something I was really looking forward to. I ate dinner by myself and just felt disgusted and terrible thinking about how I'm not good enough. I went to a private gender neutral bathroom on campus and made myself throw up. I wasn't proud about it, i felt like shit. This bathroom had a private shower, so I sat on the fold down seat and cried for a while. It was extremely spontaneous. But the shower head was a detachable one. So i wrapped the shower head  around my neck and self harmed. for the first time in years. I know I need help. I know I need to go back to therapy. But now i'm just anxious whenever I walk near that building let alone that bathroom. I thought i was better off than I was. I just feel so lonely. These are new friends. I don't want them to think any less of me. It's really hard to meet new people. I don't know. I'm gonna check myself into counseling on campus again. It was a really low point and i'm really worried that I'm regressing. ",1.8015387596899224,4.3064412837209325,3.0516569767441872,89.1395009689923,82.67441860465118,6.187984496124033,24.30717054263566,7.492282038375204,1.3184147286821708,856,33,168,14,24,276,126,215,0.205,0.7290000000000001,0.066,-0.9786,3,3,1,0,0,0,31.0,1,0,1,4,13,13,2,0,9,0,13,6,4,3,0,30,37,13,0,3,6,0,4,1,2,1,0,0,3,2,10,9,2,0,9,0,1,5,4,7,0,2,16,5,25,6,24,19,2,27,0,2,1,0,8,13,1,0,12,105,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350420858865128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13966590276134275,0.15663075633551024,0.08765818167862885,0.0,0.0,0.14562323640275446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147506343247043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911813527726256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400386598386693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415934426718038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319083363928053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06517702275739763,0.0,0.24753340267357796,0.0,0.0,0.10964447747985,0.0,0.0,0.19917964305556046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325831264260545,0.10811737702196858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547140188144378,0.0,0.26458249214168644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864006891443262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125244776446439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181163202419213,0.0,0.06297529451107063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824571092538098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197074769900736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911592748132134,0.0,0.2489898499559977,0.13708936717779566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734773122893971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936482578105362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185461285564375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33031320040460976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26894702863699715,0.0,0.13231665658779934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992355116423476,0.1274879578613388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741134600786882,0.0,0.0,0.16519115004255522,0.0,0.10233425815835703,0.07516413702521599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07603008752417044,0.0,0.10339788267368943,0.0,0.0,0.11949399265032848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130906837554865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15663075633551024,0.08300904193135468
anxiety,aravind_g007,2019/01/17,"Does this counts as anxiety problem I am watching this new TV series(romcom) and I am pretty much connected with the characters and now I know that they don't end up each other, it bugs me a lot. I mean I know that's its just a TV show but I can't help it. probably because I am seeing my self in those characters, this happened when I am watching other TV series (I usually watch an entire season in a day) but generally it was like hangover from watching too much is clears when I sleep it off. I am still watching this TV series thinking they would get back together ",2.9034210526315785,4.865336359649124,4.382315789473683,83.94821052631579,75.75438596491226,7.717894736842107,27.18947368421053,8.548686976883017,2.082395789473684,451,18,88,9,10,150,74,114,0.058,0.877,0.065,0.1811,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,7,2,0,0,5,0,10,1,1,0,1,16,17,7,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,14,4,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,6,15,1,7,15,4,14,0,0,6,0,4,4,0,1,11,66,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707482137295171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17162785158935007,0.0,0.1360613054615189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394623033518233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953247674692893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197689905503968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661335096185715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19737597612834012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496069776958533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453309504950328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904477238103412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18975757475588495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24313140756271825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281569483268046,0.0,0.0,0.2155689919708644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22707573854568155,0.2406485130418385,0.21357328766664044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778623612122364,0.0,0.23284740268361334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22336227113312904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17824866919858054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301823830760396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458244537885589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15855564184803014,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,stargate1997,2019/01/17,Anxiety stopping me from going out I live in a rural area and my friends invited me into the city. My mind has made up all these awful scenarios even though i will be going into the city with my boyfriend. I really want to go out and have a good time and relax but ever since the plans were made i have been up all night overthinking it. Are there any de stress excercises that can help? I am just trying to think positive but obsessive negative thoughts overlap,5.381,6.3340997666666645,5.993333333333332,78.81000000000002,68.0,10.0,29.44444444444445,10.125756701596842,2.8981111111111115,369,13,70,9,6,120,68,90,0.154,0.693,0.153,-0.0138,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,2,5,1,10,0,0,2,3,21,18,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,1,2,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,5,0,10,3,11,11,2,16,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,0,4,52,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15407328205657195,0.0,0.17332308169769928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14964532079695497,0.20494275984609786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17504504848694868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38628962353406304,0.19003359191494307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186303769362186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20006275053719824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42876621561183376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22876801284141526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126177162170166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514457726128044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18741850619431755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18942009890031375,0.25953165340721923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14517494069786996,0.2226008588810218,0.17986883505166973,0.13211299918223526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15382407357105202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336350457604039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yooooobel,2019/01/17,And then it hits you again When you thought everything is going just fine. ,5.755714285714286,7.285180285714286,4.19857142857143,89.89642857142859,67.57142857142857,8.457142857142857,28.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,1.8979428571428576,60,2,12,1,1,17,13,14,0.0,0.878,0.122,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6772597721965475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42827097359664595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5982500933045156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,im_naughty,2019/01/17,How do I stop shaking? Like I can't handle it. No matter how relaxed and calm I feel there's always this underlying nervousness inside of me that makes my hands shake whenever I'm outside.,4.085855855855858,5.955290918918923,5.484864864864863,77.70585585585587,72.24324324324324,8.176576576576577,28.54954954954956,8.841846274778883,2.4730792792792804,152,6,27,3,3,51,33,37,0.191,0.539,0.269,0.4919,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,3,0,0,2,1,1,3,0,7,5,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,1,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,2,5,3,2,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,17,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5449691439683816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311613520411706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199744755617885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4371828285666472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5475657955278591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,-Vitality,2019/01/17,"Does your sex life play a part for you ? For me, one of the biggest effects of my anxiety seems to be my sex life.

I have a small child, and a partner for 6 or so years, but I'm very open, I love fetishes like cucking, watching full body massages etc, or in general jot fetishes just having sex on a somewhat regular basis. If I'm told to wait and be surprised then it's time to sleep and nothing has happened it sometimes gives me incredible anxiety..

I hate feeling horny all the time like I have a sex addiction when I know I don't.

Does anybody else have this kind of feelings...?",6.524858757062148,5.317235610169494,6.98,80.04790960451977,65.77966101694915,9.900564971751416,38.31073446327685,8.841846274778883,3.210385310734462,454,22,94,6,6,149,81,118,0.054000000000000006,0.7879999999999999,0.158,0.9096,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,1,3,7,1,0,7,0,8,10,2,1,1,18,20,10,0,1,5,0,2,2,1,0,3,0,0,2,3,4,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,3,12,6,11,17,5,11,0,0,1,5,7,6,0,5,7,58,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20845790738155406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925653879557931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21240219255823375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346756321711907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597396829541978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132607262607316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19337304580663855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18343554453891076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16909511897036847,0.0,0.0,0.18879005496026274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19912609179428134,0.10508945180363986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701285295083765,0.1868407606696585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17258341824094972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18348064359015887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129575547619829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070725087790572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17407940794772664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191357988705724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18912136265473534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22300371353405904,0.0,0.0,0.1827188013416509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15777643705609615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313934104895233
anxiety,Vicxas,2019/01/17,"Anyone have tips for sleep anxiety? As the title suggests. I've recently had the pleasure of being afflicted with sleep anxiety. This only seems to revolve around when I have to set an alarm for work and my brain goes ""Holy shit you've got less than 7 hours sleep left"" and my brain just goes into overdrive and i get the usual tight chested rapid heartbeat and then in awake all night.

My question is to fellow sufferers. What are your tips to overcome this and at least get a few hours sleep? ",3.3818830409356733,5.7820988842105265,3.4319298245614043,89.2579532163743,75.94736842105263,6.3274853801169595,24.239766081871338,7.3871296695380915,1.1015730994152046,394,13,75,5,9,120,69,95,0.154,0.809,0.037000000000000005,-0.8738,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,3,4,1,1,5,0,6,8,8,0,1,13,10,8,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,6,1,14,7,4,13,0,1,0,0,4,5,1,2,7,46,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458291897927128,0.0,0.0,0.11234647080264863,0.0,0.0,0.1430332553783031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3587289650814708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16789028101563666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128505074162621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31646156813056314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745719540164608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15078095889262025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219924527646467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17999080949929108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15864544858120738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462708904644966,0.0,0.0,0.16492878007953193,0.0,0.0,0.6431571369747839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17695888286657654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697203811353585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Yourecho23,2019/01/17,"Update: Daughter’s Surgery A couple weeks ago I posted on here about my daughter needing heart surgery and how my anxiety was getting out of control. So many of you were so supportive and uplifting. Im happy to say that the surgery went well yesterday and I’m sitting in her hospital room staring at her perfect sleeping face. 

Yesterday was hard but I did it. I am so grateful for the well wishes and support. I’m still anxious (hospitals are just a little terrifying) but now I know my daughter is healing and we will be home in a few days back to our crazy version of normal. 

Thank you all so much again. <3",2.8037114845938365,5.278524378151262,3.9447268907563036,84.44353291316528,78.32773109243698,6.655742296918768,31.765406162464984,7.793537801064563,2.4720582633053216,487,26,89,8,12,158,86,119,0.064,0.742,0.194,0.9492,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,2,0,2,14,7,0,0,5,0,9,4,3,2,2,18,19,12,0,3,3,3,1,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,2,7,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,3,13,7,12,12,4,20,0,0,1,0,10,7,0,0,10,64,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15780693949961952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618735911524815,0.20111568900324656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688895097669046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996683006668189,0.0,0.19697942704895968,0.0,0.1148103194508256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300984155671743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18950914363551724,0.1594739350890988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109585015515664,0.0,0.0,0.1785719137306555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19229574385519166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783696569171332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17842614367356582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18048771334407487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086763015495256,0.13200204243878896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17442506410603256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17049713861498422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14157129624375026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17815189492870429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421696601899252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40403752726910935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16389996279542735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14279957600916615,0.0,0.3201287043250428,0.16502940916072878,0.0,0.0,0.204718042182144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CAES4renewables,2019/01/17,Final Semester of college don’t know if I can do it Hey so I’m a final year engineering student in college have literally this final semester which is 3 modules and my thesis but really don’t know if I can do it. Realised I had really bad anxiety and some depression at the end of 2nd year and have been receiving professional help since. I don’t particularly like my course I enjoy the job but I have zero passion for the course (struggling to have passion for anything to be fair) and getting through college has been through sheer force of will. I don’t have a good GPA but will probably get a job but just really don’t want to do it anymore. College starts this week and have spent the last 2 weeks kinda doing work. Suppose could just do with a bit of advice on how to handle it for this final semester. Thank you ,3.7370221802737165,5.431023693251536,5.298773006134969,79.40539405379897,72.8036809815951,8.450967437470505,29.102878716375645,9.057496981413335,2.5441915054270887,654,27,124,14,13,221,91,163,0.073,0.763,0.16399999999999998,0.9413,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,4,9,0,1,8,0,27,2,0,1,0,21,36,13,0,4,8,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,2,0,1,1,5,3,0,1,4,0,10,6,17,28,2,15,0,1,0,2,4,3,0,4,12,87,18,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127920247687167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060119038753437,0.0,0.14338176979240105,0.0,0.0,0.118974747065335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071595369003606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15784089735366827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543315918709303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452416216064265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805251896206687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6335091839152407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15107127799171974,0.0,0.0,0.1212645267643578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690707423536728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28694119767917176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589117365915101,0.11784974441701244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063313499715528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587871419597954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778596399190292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959578425854955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023325123057556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15114351893339698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13310729503394286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527540010148278,0.0,0.2319422771108075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052539502597068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18620600063065007
anxiety,ziyal79,2019/01/17,"I was stabbed ... I was stabbed in my apartment last March (short story is I attempted to intervene in a domestic incident between my neighbours and I tried to stop my neighbour hurting his wife. During it, I was stabbed in the chest, It was superficial, I’m physically fine). I had to stay in that apartment until just before Christmas because I couldn’t find anywhere else to live. I’ve been in the new flat for nearly a month.

Anyway, I sold my old TV tonight and a man came around to pick it up. While waiting for the guy to come and inspect the TV, I was incredibly anxious about being assaulted in my new flat. After the guy picked up the TV and paid me, I felt rather upset with myself for reacting like that. I felt angry with myself because being stabbed is a pretty rare occurrence. But I was also anxious about the potential of being sexually assaulted too, because that’s happened to me as well.

Basically, I’m an irrational idiot and I hate myself for not being in better control of myself.",4.971219147344796,6.47343565445026,6.040661929693347,76.05346858638745,69.41884816753927,8.59850411368736,33.01458489154824,9.04235418022936,3.0756145100972327,794,37,138,15,14,264,108,191,0.223,0.7390000000000001,0.038,-0.988,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,3,9,10,4,1,12,0,15,1,1,4,0,24,26,10,0,2,4,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,6,10,0,3,3,3,2,2,2,6,1,0,13,2,25,4,32,8,0,28,0,1,0,0,7,14,0,0,12,104,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967276178883191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3663708318625961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434950902350388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29653875598191315,0.0,0.13797926632816776,0.0,0.0,0.1434101186315593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854584985279824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13967944571070998,0.0,0.0,0.1818670680901292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354570491040252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113823758197368,0.0,0.14820383718820712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211116151074793,0.14339032987931855,0.0,0.0,0.16009136410040614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17358689029137347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321753855252156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921919470667843,0.0,0.14318303877112956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12942804560535204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31321450033367204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17015107123277615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16496670818987272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17283227835378026,0.0,0.13556619256732655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009045027580913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457939709825021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bollocktwat,2019/01/17,"driving lesson i have a driving lesson today, and i am at work right now with a stomach ache and anxiety because of it",9.017500000000002,5.9958090833333335,9.995,66.15000000000003,62.33333333333334,11.266666666666667,44.83333333333333,8.841846274778883,4.4661333333333335,94,5,16,1,1,33,19,24,0.193,0.807,0.0,-0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,5,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,13,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4334688624342572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3454111642605667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4838972085884101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5370970817036611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4125119261910695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KHCross,2019/01/17,"I have a job interview tomorrow... Should I be up front about my anxiety? I have an interview tomorrow for a call center position. Like most of them, I'm guessing it's full time only. That's ok... But I think until I adjust to working again, and sorting out my anxiety, I may ask for part time for now until I'm used to it.  

I was out of work for 2 months now, and I only have 40 bucks to my name and will more than likely be in the red until my first pay. I'm ok with that, because I know it will be rectified.  

I have had 4 jobs last year, lasting from 2 weeks to 3 months, with huge gaps in between. I left those jobs due to anxiety issues.  

If they ask, I kind of want to tell them I've been having issues, but am working on it. But I'm worried I'm not getting jobs BECAUSE of the gaps. How do I explain why I left these jobs, and the gaps? I don't want them to discriminate me because of mental illness.",2.323468335787922,3.0678291082474267,4.412223858615612,88.11020618556702,74.9278350515464,7.604712812960236,25.712812960235638,7.957251820313856,1.2969658321060389,693,23,159,10,14,240,105,194,0.07,0.89,0.041,-0.7137,5,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,4,4,5,5,0,0,6,2,18,1,0,2,0,27,33,12,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,4,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,3,1,24,5,31,23,4,30,0,0,1,0,12,11,0,5,20,105,32,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677781594491993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181588909640865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133799537514134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914266601923496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924739894953516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06096014672855408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853546303312866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435658627613377,0.5789312748763564,0.0,0.0,0.12150359214066682,0.06412392155733769,0.1902184930739102,0.0,0.0,0.25354491914973204,0.0,0.0,0.114007277374336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758534560577877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18626469443400726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17747981305667265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635237011645994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198289829069536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476341876962732,0.0,0.0,0.1360733393145145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10077349931159503,0.0,0.0,0.13764101215341468,0.0,0.09359313982903322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528496871784987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548318781791204,0.11849354778873675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513767852552239
anxiety,sporks5000,2019/01/17,"Slack My work uses a program called ""Slack"" for communication and instant messaging. It's basically Discord, but business focused.

They apparently changed their logo today, and for some reason I'm way more upset about it than I should be, and so I've deleted it off of all of my devices... But I know that that isn't a long-term solution. Like, I have to continue to use this piece of software...

I've been doing REALLY good for the past two weeks. I've felt fantastic! Less than 24 hours ago I was just telling my therapist about how I was starting to believe that I might be seeing actual for real progress.

I am currently hiding under my bed and trying to convince myself to sleep in the hopes that I will feel better when I wake up.",5.65087801087801,6.226524048951049,6.532540792540793,76.52735819735821,67.25174825174825,9.432478632478633,31.97280497280497,9.444778638647367,2.886517327117328,581,23,108,11,9,193,101,143,0.08800000000000001,0.732,0.18,0.9526,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,3,6,6,0,1,4,0,12,2,2,4,1,20,21,9,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,8,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,3,16,5,20,12,5,14,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,3,10,76,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.18689616535019632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16977117182332851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21577777023851333,0.0,0.1693841232069595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19556361829675475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026030606928448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683840769543857,0.0,0.18388950240614055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606381235605993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19022285117331705,0.18860889617287108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525453675097099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935671343458412,0.0,0.0,0.16948942028523906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20317275051440786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18282777745147208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179920068353994,0.12269279500165632,0.19691474465757727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15261686629471444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191658592838153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355590393551937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16739716560395276,0.0,0.0,0.22236980555569005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18153883078702845,0.0,0.0,0.13002969784395432,0.0,0.18708748377679846,0.0,0.0,0.33082405845474955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201988308025416,0.15362601563544714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942904424073926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheTroubledChild,2019/01/17,"Can constant anxiety destroy my intestinal flora? Ever since I developed anxiety and am extremely nervous/anxious 24/7 I am suffering from constant bowel issues as well. Even when I am having a row of ""good days"" I am still having these problems. I never had any bowel issues before so I guess it's linked to my anxiety? Can anxiety cause IBS ? ",3.0670238095238105,6.1080973492063535,5.274900793650794,71.27044642857145,83.44444444444444,8.229365079365081,30.097222222222214,8.841846274778883,3.7567793650793657,275,14,39,8,8,95,46,63,0.25,0.675,0.075,-0.8638,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,0,1,0,9,3,3,1,2,7,10,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,8,2,4,9,0,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12883126474597792,0.0,0.5797093831385051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16120645503371395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946154756621269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4094523784851305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217840902996267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512874188342746,0.171366732759087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589001523420126,0.0,0.0,0.20869853838983415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3954693775588513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14611412220719944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18127633101365734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15671349936551776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129356818639678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17033667342076106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Foorythegreat,2019/01/17,"Panic attack Thursday Here I am again. Totally freaking out...

First a little backstory on who I am.


I'm a 32 year old man that's been going to psychiatrists and psychologists ever since I was an 8 year old. I was diagnosed with ADD when I was a kid. It took until the age of 23 that I got diagnosed with Autism Spectrum Disorder. Always had difficulty finding inner peace among people without drinking a few beers, which usually turn into a lot of beers and hella ""hangxiety"" the day after. Now I'm in a day clinic for almost a year with brief pauses in-between because I had the sense I got better, but I relapsed a couple of times. 

Now...
Wednesdays are always packed to the brim for me.
On mornings I go to the day clinic and then we play sports and go for extensive walks with a group of people. At noon I pick up my very hyper 8 year old kid up from school and go to my grandmother's to have dinner with her. After that I go home with my son and play with him, which isn't easy because he gets tired of everything incredibly fast and it's hard to come up with something new he actually wants to do every 15 minutes. At this point it's about 5:30 PM and that means I have to take him to his athletics group where he plays sports. Then I take him home to his mom (we broke up years ago) and talk to her for a few minutes. After that I go to band rehearsal which is from 8PM 'til about 11PM. This means I'm home at about 11:30 PM. I'm usually all pumped up from playing aggressive music and this results in not being able to sleep. 

Yesterday band practice was cancelled so me and my band buddies went out for a drink. I ended up getting absolutely hammered which resulted in getting home late and shitty drunk sleep. I lose all track of time at this point. My alarm starts blaring at 7AM, I feel like a bag of shit and manage to crawl out of bed 45 minutes later to go and take a shower. I need to be at the day clinic (luckily not that far away) at 8:45-ish. We have movement therapy at 9 which includes all kinds of sports related activities. I chose to play ping pong because this usually centers me when I'm having a rough time. Something about only having to focus on a tiny ball soothes me.

45 minutes in, my palms are sweating like crazy and I start feeling anxious and get chest pains. My abdomen seem like they're going to rip apart and I excuse myself and run out of the building into the next one to find a toilet. I relieve myself with shaky legs and try to calm down in the stall... The feeling won't subside. Now I've asked for some alone time and the nurses seem to agree and leave me be for a while.

I'm so sick and tired of feeling this way and don't know how to cope with it. They gave me anti depressants a few days ago, but feel worse when I take them so I'm not sure I want to continue this... Don't know why but I felt like I had to share.

I apologize if my text is all over the place... My mind is scrambled at the moment.",4.154480033277871,4.790618971713812,5.07374334442596,85.44752017470884,70.5973377703827,7.940116472545757,27.171422628951746,7.993328176185818,1.5128538768718809,2306,73,484,29,40,754,288,601,0.138,0.779,0.083,-0.9883,1,1,6,0,0,0,63.0,3,0,2,3,18,26,3,3,32,0,28,23,8,4,7,85,76,39,0,4,8,2,8,4,0,1,9,0,6,3,23,44,6,0,14,17,0,15,8,11,0,2,14,8,57,15,99,58,10,112,0,3,0,0,32,42,1,7,58,298,80,2,0.06914888315284817,0.0,0.06747933511086562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259262542027,0.0,0.0692426179421008,0.07161738873432566,0.0,0.0,0.11507482036940872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811855551565898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06464487133483528,0.07866683724325761,0.06496765196414038,0.0,0.0,0.12645755205974152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06115656782430911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05956563997562365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651192397584879,0.0,0.22297654544606607,0.0,0.05955783173469707,0.14036932165517105,0.0,0.0,0.07925061087145062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547916047006414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06124538599752444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06254912366002363,0.05826091642315005,0.0,0.062146557432055015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17481876506773025,0.0493999759409949,0.06639377181968092,0.0,0.12640165292812022,0.058818004685089326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14450974972984398,0.0,0.3143912306592097,0.0,0.110609357456051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061943817080114774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774478714304678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200792088686166,0.0760048355625637,0.0,0.07800295210976,0.07321868294833808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13513060585391554,0.06930534698256878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773599126487404,0.0,0.05878790766908939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15064681088636794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982065985361527,0.0809863362124507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05127302067551996,0.0,0.06678442224298517,0.07354062171002965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21768036232422824,0.0,0.04685707281153188,0.052590841605753946,0.07357928703339231,0.08113131542068225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587825784364153,0.0,0.07224586530518085,0.0,0.13073609094740166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998236143336392,0.0,0.12590109234385735,0.0,0.0,0.07098033486024677,0.05720067070887785,0.0,0.13839764329856105,0.0,0.0,0.10646837711966854,0.0,0.0,0.0978878708058686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06517200402814158,0.0,0.20796541778501146,0.055579252965119286,0.0,0.0,0.07907777427020499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16128507938805484,0.15895293794511509,0.0,0.0,0.07682695350018967,0.04694755260888277,0.07521412826864284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22847317653670546,0.057055070457986835,0.08157160573867009,0.054887164831155306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06410170745570565,0.06239611162469645,0.0,0.0,0.06665705577569593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046861948711174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22264806807622692
anxiety,MondayIsEveryMonday,2019/01/17,"How to Proceed If Seeking Help? I think I might need to seek help for my condition, I am still trying to decide how to proceed in dealing with the problems I am having. I cannot tell whether I have a serious condition and am in denial or a minor condition and am exaggerating. I've been experiencing frequent dread and constant worry in matters regarding work, academics and thinking about the future. If I decide to seek professional help, should I make an appointment with my doctor or should I directly seek out a psychologist/ psychiatrist?",9.565,9.14897039795918,9.874408163265304,59.17773469387758,59.3061224489796,12.737959183673473,43.06938775510204,11.979248473330829,5.579875102040816,441,23,67,12,5,148,60,98,0.124,0.78,0.096,-0.4137,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,6,0,11,1,0,3,0,25,15,11,0,6,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,11,0,13,11,0,10,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,5,6,53,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751557602180967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625039435433902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26061624935234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5120029699412475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16996205984553295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701135417954792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188798873028834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436387198635928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20334133568574814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225507169309182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32630279637591153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17287152009459944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18536773693160147,0.258580844965821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,slashleyyy89,2019/01/17,"Anxiety poem, I have not written in a long time. No Badge | a poem


It starts with the heart.
Eyes open, 
heart throbbing out of your chest,
like the noon bird of a clock.


You pray the minutes last longer, 
extending alarms for only two minute increments. 
Dreading the sound of air being thrown while crawling out from under your haven of blankets. 


Rooms filled with unfinished art, unfinished projects, 
incomplete battles of hope. 
Each one reminding you of the days you spent working on them. 
Empty.


Were you hurt? 
Were you angry? 
Or just so so sad? 
Perhaps you were manic.
Perhaps you felt wonderful but inched back away from the light.
In fear of mania controlling you once again. 
There’s no way you could genuinely be happy. 


Happy girls wear pearls, 
high pony tails, 
and their blouses are never discolored from salted water drips on the fabric. 


You wear real scars, 
and pain, 
like the badges of a girl-scout. 
You try to be one, 
you try to be good, 
and helpful, 
and honest. 


And you are those things, 
you just don’t have the face that sells cookies. 


When will you let yourself feel the joy ripple through your veins again, 
radiate in your eyes, 
causing people to stop for a taste.
When will you stop letting yourself get sucked dry. 


There’s no badge in that. 
There’s nothing. 








It starts with the heart.
Eyes open, heart

You pray the minutes last longer, extending alarms for only two minute increments. Dreading the sound of air being thrown while crawling out from under your haven of blankets. 

Rooms filled with unfinished art, unfinished projects, incomplete battles of hope. Each one reminding you of the days you spent working on them. Empty.

Were you hurt, were you angry, or just so so sad. Perhaps you were manic. Perhaps you felt wonderful but inched back away from the light in fear of mania controlling you once again. Theres no way you could genuinely be happy. 

Happy girls wear pearls, high pony tails, and their blouses are never discolored from salted water drips on the fabric. 

You wear real scars, and pain, like the badges of a girl-scout. You try to be one, you try to be good, and helpful, and honest. 

And you are those things, you just don’t have the face that sells cookies. 

When will you let yourself feel the joy ripple through your veins again, 
radiate in your eyes, 
causing people to stop for a taste..
When will you stop letting yourself get sucked dry. 


Theres no badge in that. 
There’s nothing. ",3.820709806872337,6.571312279909709,3.1391753197893166,90.09029295209429,76.313769751693,6.014527213443693,23.614196137446704,7.213258583274324,0.9780340005016308,1912,61,350,23,45,559,152,443,0.166,0.6859999999999999,0.14800000000000002,0.1684,0,0,0,0,0,0,77.0,0,39,4,4,24,31,4,6,26,0,33,24,17,4,2,54,50,24,0,4,9,0,4,3,0,4,3,2,2,2,10,21,4,6,6,2,4,2,10,16,0,6,11,16,44,15,54,21,2,60,2,4,4,0,47,28,2,8,31,223,54,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05716865852951919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404236045589484,0.1149263447898712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15353770004484976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676333100832218,0.11933251057113993,0.0,0.0,0.09639003195289038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681852675830652,0.07557201281925525,0.0,0.14350607536701493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808724548863535,0.0,0.0,0.12536086271846605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182081976214037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542241987053915,0.10018061137759486,0.15791383693642524,0.0,0.14844857623637214,0.0,0.0,0.16000117730041832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183072845347323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056681610676546,0.0,0.10952870112988176,0.0,0.0,0.06613417623928754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152735988309242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14341193718741815,0.0,0.0,0.15917117225122002,0.2025573916972779,0.11367188626649018,0.159037126842901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361749392349733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17011943016320344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578932165154938,0.0,0.0,0.249912310503386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929530027846206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04357597882279122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029485247888906,0.0,0.14600175755438818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11863524841356722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16208416560914188,0.10880944626719614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Meegz5656,2019/01/17,"Relationships make me soooo anxious. Why do I feel like as soon as I get into a relationship I’m constantly anxious? I usually have anxiety but as soon as I’m vulnerable and care about someone, my anxiety is at an all time high. I feel like at any given moment it could all crumble. I’m not insecure but I consider myself a realist and I can’t exactly predict the future. So I’m just in a constant state of panic hahahahelpmehahaha",2.4646928104575174,5.000877482352942,6.0015686274509825,68.85594771241833,80.05882352941177,9.42483660130719,30.62091503267974,9.725611199111238,3.835758169934641,346,18,61,12,9,129,59,85,0.153,0.705,0.142,0.2728,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,5,0,5,0,0,1,3,14,15,9,0,1,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,9,3,10,13,2,14,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,10,41,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12588345017362826,0.0,0.2832224669663466,0.41825087111743897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18873543401524812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40008361469660775,0.0,0.14779797577283707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871977798222254,0.2644900796502824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671410382350644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955824555606898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18087409975757388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235646224712576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21719067336570316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.397484999263754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15684597109904866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079411039205296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20387624187079456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670360381672638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Magnumdong450,2019/01/17,"Bump in right side of throat Hello, i was wondering if anybody else feel a bump inside their throat? I feel it constantly on the right side and i feel like its choking me. Does this have anything to do with anxiety, or should i go to the doctor? Thanks for help<3",1.9244871794871798,4.530831192307693,2.313076923076924,93.91525641025645,83.23076923076924,5.7743589743589725,22.128205128205128,7.1686216300943375,0.7323358974358979,210,7,43,3,6,64,41,52,0.08800000000000001,0.804,0.108,0.264,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,4,3,2,0,0,9,10,3,0,2,2,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,6,2,7,8,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,3,2,26,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20664534445264032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22229035241245385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919098094667105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764849975594544,0.23638873269715302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22565527684234146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4097508588193654,0.19297778244454467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15351860339236978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810594955180707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13196972347326635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.461371572513304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486953597431487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929396901566725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,noonsnoonan,2019/01/17,Does anyone else get anxiety around eating? I almost always feel anxious after eating meals and weirdly when i need to burp. Also get anxiety during eating and sometimes can’t keep eating. It seems to happen a lot if i’m eating something with tomato in it. Just wondering if anyone else experiences this and if they have anything that fixes it?,4.678571428571427,7.420699952380954,5.7367460317460335,72.63464285714286,73.28571428571429,6.73968253968254,24.785714285714285,7.793537801064563,1.9377428571428577,279,9,39,4,6,92,46,63,0.125,0.875,0.0,-0.6904,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,0,0,16,11,8,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,5,6,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,6,11,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,7,2,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881733466082324,0.0,0.0,0.11086189350202344,0.11535077907952415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121022468473606,0.15661178023778688,0.0,0.19386582124528112,0.2840844373232908,0.1140801969772386,0.12340957095132454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131553572443828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7092625047175247,0.2316141762496516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560616927304978,0.0,0.0,0.07009519783232697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448562957770725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258953430935653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322019414673553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785777163615375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279195503752524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620301332825515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672369688400717,0.13710803668944255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033768759121444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lexsimpi2,2019/01/17,"Does anyone else feel really on edge after hearing a loud noise? Last year, my neighbor tried to get into my apartment and to make a long story short, he was really crazy and I had to get a restraining order on him. He moved out and I did not. When he tried to get into my apartment, he slammed really loud on my door. 

I don’t like loud noises, but ever since then, I don’t like them even more. I have new neighbors now and I know that it’s not him, but any time I hear a noise coming from my new neighbors (like stomping or random loud noises), I get really frightened and kind of frozen and just feel so anxious. Any time I hear loud noises outside, I feel paralyzed. I mean literally, sometimes I am paralyzed after hearing a loud noise. It’s even worse at night time. It’s nearly 2AM and I get scared hearing a car door slam outside.

This keeps me up all night or prevents me from getting quality sleep and I can’t deal with it anymore, but don’t know how to fix it. 

I guess I was mostly here to vent and hoping to not feel so alone. Is you go through this, how do you cope or how do you reduce your anxiety after hearing a loud noise?",2.9237179487179468,4.211404534188034,4.154358974358973,88.43230769230772,74.17094017094017,6.90940170940171,24.11111111111111,7.3871296695380915,0.9394547008547004,887,26,188,10,18,291,118,234,0.117,0.8390000000000001,0.044,-0.9562,0,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,4,1,0,12,6,0,1,7,0,13,1,1,4,2,44,38,22,0,1,10,0,4,3,3,0,0,13,5,0,8,14,0,3,7,0,0,4,7,1,0,0,4,17,30,5,24,34,3,34,0,0,0,0,21,12,0,7,20,116,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938787905700017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051514781643675,0.0,0.07341080596786917,0.10840995022172073,0.09516869795594876,0.06709898833594577,0.09832459493858922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266292204273902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893279514531833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839771514571833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016408880527902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12676423130054035,0.08680328684567352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19408544864879232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008176739448039,0.0,0.05453751903265549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571316147804054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6489381152753616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531209850470497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529559585796284,0.0,0.09992984467498862,0.10547661033358388,0.07822198559026868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14064682351094007,0.0,0.0,0.08492351061972757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06405550111819583,0.0,0.0,0.10453094761831863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199261190464544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18536174518734191,0.0,0.18010801282384614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459033221484128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607488413203218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938090794517398,0.0,0.09603148395257358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490905096623126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678689587180772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030404384116864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779366093449864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061796498457444476
anxiety,Logical_penguin,2019/01/17,"I just had the biggest attack I’ve had in years. I’m still here, I’m ok. It lasted about two days and I will be ok. It was tuff, I felt like I wanted to crawl out of my skin. I feel better now (not great) but better, I had to use some of my moms xanex to get a grip, but it helped. It was triggered by quite a few things but the most of which I believe was the darkness (I live in Alaska, the winters are hard). We are moving back down south in a couple days so I am excited for the change. I have general anxiety disorder and I’m still here.",-0.9126890756302508,1.0260602100840366,1.6073529411764724,98.67808823529413,89.75630252100842,4.7445378151260496,16.063025210084035,6.18269132825596,-0.6253126050420166,411,9,102,4,14,140,75,119,0.086,0.792,0.122,0.4797,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,3,9,8,1,0,8,2,12,1,1,2,0,17,20,6,0,1,5,1,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,7,5,13,7,14,11,3,17,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,2,10,71,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14755790910635527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194366331821724,0.0,0.14831807824975465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21731742288255385,0.0,0.341185480708868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20404870700637198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21342562614578214,0.0,0.24879211686100935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210650362551864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975293848535033,0.0,0.18520162069468324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007754158358298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21265842847928426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727887270271278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12928798688044507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15722852361680076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423476978220532,0.0,0.17032261871978469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259067425993763,0.0,0.2050081913490028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20515890345264104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080793684857874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814544953518595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884224208221921,0.0,0.0,0.16659230404379596,0.0,0.0,0.11376965919709385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421280467164025
anxiety,kmw920,2019/01/17,"Do you think daily/three-day/weekly group support would do anything good for you? As the title mentioned, please share your opinion. Thank you. ",4.4026666666666685,7.696037,2.764,90.08866666666668,79.0,3.333333333333334,24.333333333333336,3.1291,0.2391333333333332,115,4,18,0,3,32,22,25,0.0,0.574,0.426,0.8909999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,4,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,0,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31802522639687275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24923596322695876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241459177632581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4242191290558943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4385524000387708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558022074633927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476291897371503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099964362549285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745314554541956,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DeliPancakes,2019/01/17,"I need help, my head plays with me. I dont want to get worse. I'm 19, university student. And I've always struggled with social interactions. Now I'm afraid of the outside world and strange people, feel in constant danger when I'm out. Every single strange sound makes me feel endangered. Now I'm struggling with insomnia thanks to my anxiety issues. 

My head is fucking me up, I think about how thieves can get into my house and harm me and my family. I've recently received news from neighbors saying that they have seen people roaming around our neighborhood watching the houses to break in, and some neighbors have received threats from a guy who lives here. I can't sleep I feel like we're gonna get harmed, and that idea makes me feel so impotent, I'm also afraid of the night. One night at 3 am I got a mini anxiety attack only because I stared at the window. I feel insecure at my own home, I feel like in need to be in a cage to feel better. These thoughts only come at night, and I'm writing at night. I can't sleep, I've been trying for over 1:30 hours and I just can't. Any suggestions? Any people who understands? I don't want to become an agoraphobic. ",3.088189655172413,5.015907301724138,4.090896551724139,86.39375862068968,75.1206896551724,7.053793103448276,25.393103448275863,7.908726449838941,1.441804482758621,922,32,183,14,20,298,132,232,0.201,0.755,0.045,-0.9843,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,1,1,10,16,4,5,8,0,12,6,4,3,0,37,43,12,0,4,1,0,7,2,2,1,1,2,4,1,5,15,0,0,11,1,0,3,5,11,0,1,4,12,25,5,29,37,3,29,0,0,3,1,15,15,1,1,12,99,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315561053510362,0.08652264684512731,0.0,0.0,0.1414247648841801,0.0,0.1590942683306921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256740881974272,0.0,0.11829630418490585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06338740935471679,0.11484166577798725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196500334541363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957262440506843,0.0,0.11236928099849253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186795081424046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761062898680398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802644037596256,0.0,0.3680404646754247,0.14857174345454766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613112006910568,0.16298134554651314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316514718175895,0.0,0.0,0.10296006669334076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134342512418958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969798434141213,0.0,0.10430398292454007,0.0,0.10240285476059416,0.2399661203456554,0.0,0.11738477550128945,0.0,0.10853181456075804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160222410718243,0.0,0.0918193832153742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881965943018776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15420497538383318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3903260854164468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046194728010803,0.1581683569328367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21626731070014565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026712148679498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269189570475087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20811729928196496,0.10599813830642182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174123757021071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573408585704278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662846270689697,0.0,0.08255132677005475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059800748037913,0.0,0.0,0.10825054685132353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266438849542002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596812505071483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,a_lari,2019/01/17,A new way of expressing myself Since i haven't gone to therapy in over a month and don't really talk to anyone about my anxiety and depression I've relied on creativity as a form of therapy. I sketch and paint sometimes but as of lately I've been writing exactly what I'm feeling. It's all pretty dark but it somehow helps. Does this help anyone?,3.1760476190476155,5.09854955714286,5.311428571428575,77.76190476190479,74.85714285714286,9.23809523809524,27.380952380952376,9.725611199111238,2.896095238095238,279,11,52,8,6,97,52,70,0.052000000000000005,0.738,0.21,0.9022,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,2,10,6,7,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,1,4,0,11,4,2,8,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,1,3,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17757644543654572,0.0,0.0,0.3246170555953465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999305614159393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20313581709183207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737033679038543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111795401130061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618492573214269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18528147935562106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22418960939272145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361565114800957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487064380115415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19201777289571414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295794425375997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186574811821452,0.0,0.0,0.5309146872838356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18425153098428007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gateface970,2019/01/17,"Does anyone have tips for coping with anxiety before a medical procedure? Friday morning, I’m getting all four of my wisdom teeth extracted, and I’m terrified. I’ve had weeks to prepare, but the closer it’s gotten, the more anxious I’ve become. I know tons of people get this procedure done, and I know it won’t be too bad, but I’m still really scared. I hate teeth, I hate needles, and I hate medication I’ve never taken before, which are all things I’ll have to deal with. My brother just got his out and said it was really easy, and the surgeon told me that my extraction will be even easier, but I’m still worried. I’m afraid I’ll get anxious before the procedure, and I’m especially afraid I’ll get anxious after, when I’m high out of my mind. 
My mom is gonna take care of me after, and my boyfriend will be there as well, so I won’t ever be alone, but I’m still spooked. This isn’t my first surgery, in fact, I’ve had three major spine operations, but I’m still super worried. If anyone has any tips for coping, they’d be much appreciated! Thank you in advance!
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anxiety,ivan_261,2019/01/17,"Seeking Advice On Supporting Brother With Depression/Anxiety Hi everyone, thanks for taking the time to read this. I'm not sure if I'm in the right place to ask for this advice, and I apologize if I'm not, but I'm really struggling to support my 19 year old brother who has depression/anxiety.

Since his depression and anxiety began, he doesn't feel like doing much other than sleeping and zoning out in front of the TV; as he puts it, he would sleep forever if he could because he doesn't want to do much else. He dropped his college classes for a semester and my family knows, so the timing is right to give him more attention and care at home, but I'm not sure how to go about it. Part of the issue is that he doesn't want to try anything like volunteering, working, exercising, etc. There are good moments when he seems happy, but then he will quickly fall back into a very negative (sometimes angry/violent if he is triggered) mood. We are having trouble finding a good psychiatrist/therapist in our area (North Bay Area) because we don't know what reviews and places/doctors to trust, and although my brother tried therapy once a few weeks ago with a Kaiser doctor, he did not find value in it because he doesn't talk much about his inner feelings or thoughts at all. My mother is against medication although I think it's worth trying anti-depressants, but I'm also scared because I've heard people have very negative side effects or get addicted to multiple medications. 

Again, I apologize if this is the wrong place to ask this question, but I as a sister am having trouble figuring out how to support my brother -- especially since I am only home 2 or 3 days out of the week. Does anyone have any thoughts on how to support him or things he should try? Or perhaps how to find a good psychiatrist or properly consider medications? Any and all advice is helpful, thank you so much!",12.136076708806513,7.793683370473538,11.450194986072422,62.156359545746746,57.91364902506964,14.834454681808445,47.11399185772446,12.367839424501927,5.69006389543604,1506,70,265,34,13,495,194,359,0.129,0.736,0.135,0.5333,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,3,1,0,2,14,23,0,2,14,0,27,8,2,6,4,65,58,37,0,10,20,6,2,2,0,3,6,1,2,0,13,16,0,0,15,3,1,4,11,6,0,0,5,3,19,16,39,49,10,41,0,1,0,0,39,21,0,13,17,167,32,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467562208187872,0.0,0.2277050487809268,0.06885290538564906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06211550072858092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564133952806806,0.0,0.17826013320357564,0.0,0.0,0.05431114416509766,0.0,0.06391870402544571,0.0,0.14522854680454292,0.0,0.0,0.05972615665587727,0.0,0.1893962726805376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919334923805199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062016000191621685,0.0,0.0,0.05009300660357144,0.0,0.13380020990154834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15900431606395474,0.06797263703187599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06488627462114525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662652757378013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422039472621403,0.0,0.0,0.07322369939215201,0.0,0.0785481498553777,0.05548999147148161,0.0,0.0,0.2129766212236736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040581218043673664,0.07451153588206304,0.04414366195447586,0.19544663685933847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268492613712408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05206293561288939,0.0,0.15582578458991986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107099404407703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537469091473981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589473500276872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234743755303722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22839595231171156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150531262949155,0.08271978358276162,0.0,0.059074226183166725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411287303593792,0.0,0.053849051631107286,0.0,0.16230463166308806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808335983417078,0.08701213961834718,0.0,0.0776945581286837,0.0,0.049759657750027136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266555506877747,0.0,0.0,0.07776476236296008,0.0,0.0,0.07071107229642673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850470751604726,0.0,0.15545926693331186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682111574904613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120124724251665,0.0,0.0,0.3525720443666378,0.14641278173983294,0.0,0.0584008344105126,0.062431048078030224,0.0,0.1430227170851656,0.08882646066626909,0.09018496496262757,0.05160284763660623,0.04977006719308948,0.0,0.12332822680595976,0.0905841299438106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109409362454336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281776078960054,0.09162773099647596,0.0,0.12461005488410255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056547261163452336,0.0,0.0,0.055177053234617614,0.08492382102559723,0.0,0.05001921220953077
anxiety,Woods188,2019/01/17,"Anyone else feel like time is moving really fast? I feel like I got here in a blink of an eye.. my 15 year wedding anniversary is in a couple days. 

We don't have any kids so when we see other couples kids at family functions they're all like young adults and even the ""babies"" are starting school already. 

I have general anxiety and social anxiety so I tend to isolate myself alot and barely socialize with family or anyone for that matter. 

Now that I feel better anxiety wise, I'm starting to get depressed about aging and have lots of regrets about how I spent my time in the past 10 years. 

Hard to explain but sort of feels like the movie click by Adam Sandler where he hits fast forward and ends up being old all of the sudden with no accomplishments.",5.176530612244896,6.2258466870748315,5.715789115646262,80.26552040816328,68.52380952380952,8.60108843537415,27.62517006802721,8.841846274778883,2.1063774149659857,601,19,111,10,10,194,103,147,0.091,0.8170000000000001,0.092,0.2659,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,0,0,2,10,8,0,0,8,0,8,1,1,1,2,25,22,11,0,1,2,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,9,0,0,5,0,1,2,2,2,0,0,2,8,11,6,18,18,4,25,0,2,3,0,10,7,0,4,22,67,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15363104805430558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467333639184486,0.0,0.3195052548827866,0.0,0.0,0.19468958816078372,0.1426457787919791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312742687078584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080851872244802,0.0,0.08978439853649882,0.0,0.11990866774216866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162991709848428,0.0,0.12330624581887957,0.0,0.0,0.09195248914132777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624855745062441,0.0,0.28157217420513364,0.2983731171393026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727359066858243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134573158617557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471240749709828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720604569910057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835856817875776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14796720561374302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460863694982617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289978642567085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918691940023607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14089652830724012,0.11093909917986264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28383140429503984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19707910504087675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16235882362423887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17930426572486993
anxiety,ElephantDude21,2019/01/17,"What if I could? I have generalized anxiety disorder, PTSD, depression and I’m bipolar. 

But hear me out. 

I have a large hunger if things running through my head this late at night. (01:02)

I personally feel that there’s so much going on in my mind that I’m too scared to post here. ",0.5735714285714302,3.0718563571428597,2.100714285714286,92.46928571428577,92.57142857142857,6.371428571428572,21.285714285714285,7.6454224807358475,1.0730785714285729,220,8,48,5,8,71,46,56,0.232,0.768,0.0,-0.9001,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,3,3,1,0,0,9,8,5,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,7,0,6,7,1,9,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,2,2,31,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017127951493093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21052526750352266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271053026196009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021976025743001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13332341822364274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14985417009861646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706094936689632,0.0,0.29718404392311243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974400432007161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662394117332816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19383352202888787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474437531130417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302332842815412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525304449577001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082252376585997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639874765903043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751758138072846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,double_type,2019/01/17,"DAE work in high-stress fast-paced corporate jobs? I've been working at a well-known tech company in a corporate strategy role for about a year. And to be honest, I have no idea how the hell I haven't been fired yet. My anxiety (or anxiety-like symptoms) get the best of me on a nearly daily basis. Here's just a brief list of all the stuff that happens regularly. 

* Cannot focus in highly detailed presentations or 1:1 conversations, leaving the meetings confused
* Catching myself staring at my computer blankly for like 30 seconds at a time
* Starting a task only to forget that I was doing that task to begin with
* Not speaking up in meetings in fear of looking stupid or messing up
* Literally sweating my ass of and trembling in presentations (which are becoming more a frequent requirement)
* Procrastinating sending emails / updates / messages
* Unable to remember key numbers off the top of my head that I calculated like an hour prior

I feel like most of my life I've been able to hide these symptoms to the best of my ability, either my attempting to stay invisible or leaving prematurely, but I feel like this role is coming to the point where it's being all brought to a head in front of VPs and really accomplished, intelligent Ivy-league educated people that don't seem to suffer from this stuff at all. 

I guess today was the last straw when I was asked to present and lead a meeting and was doing so bad, that within 30 seconds I asked my superior to take over.

My question is - has anyone faced this? Is it even worth trying to stay in a well-paying job where I feel so uncomfortable and on edge from 9 to 5, every day of my life? 



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anxiety,DingasMcPingas69,2019/01/17,"Prazosin for anxiety I have been taking Lexapro 20mg for about 5 weeks now for anxiety, and upon telling my doctor that my anxiety is still present, she prescribed me prazosin for anxiety, 1mg taken morning and night, also based on the fact that I have higher than usual blood pressure for my age. Does anyone else here have experience with prazosin for anxiety? I’ve seen plenty of testimonials for those with ptsd, looking mainly for people who have taken it for social anxiety. ",14.129655172413795,9.46931322988506,12.809655172413795,54.87586206896554,54.63218390804597,15.27816091954023,49.68965517241379,12.45797560212912,6.218972413793104,389,18,59,8,3,126,60,87,0.14400000000000002,0.856,0.0,-0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,0,6,2,1,0,1,5,11,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,7,0,16,7,1,9,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,7,42,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13515488637399434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7757396387551517,0.0,0.0,0.1181736673193699,0.17316770728955974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17298588933945674,0.14789921882344034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411837137395484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16532133649130906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419233665145755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15860167877967749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171682167765394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975602112395476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17228141608811445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13496925798175033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12707227739158264,0.0,0.14771962142460673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861374015906261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13556727074059313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MikeHoncho13421,2019/01/17,"I’ve found that if I don’t do things at MY pace or faster, anxiety ensues. I assist in surgery. If I’m working with a slow surgeon... I get anxiety. If I do things on my own in the surgery, I’m totally fine. Same thing with shopping.... my GF complains I don’t like to shop with her... she’ll look at produce for 30 minutes. However, if I go alone, I have a full cart if necessities in 15 minutes and heading home. 
    Anyone else like this????",0.3037362637362655,2.3996106373626382,2.6117472527472536,92.54575274725276,85.48351648351648,5.837802197802197,25.583516483516483,7.1686216300943375,1.1525639560439558,332,15,75,5,10,113,60,91,0.105,0.8109999999999999,0.083,0.2624,1,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,3,0,6,2,1,1,1,14,12,7,0,5,6,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,1,2,2,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,12,3,11,10,4,10,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,6,4,47,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26163708035392125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3865056608934389,0.0,0.0,0.17663706650637276,0.2588380010801983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21103074482771564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769836757136913,0.0,0.0,0.13198299208537964,0.0,0.1435691895715666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592599570025828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533974371111271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468337495048148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21213632189389056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5034864816434702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839096282066699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,remember92thetime,2019/01/17,"My best friend is suffering from severe depression, and my involvement in her recovery has triggered my anxiety in a way I can’t cope with My best friend almost attempted suicide. She has a psychiatrist appointment next week, and we’re hoping new medication will be the turning point.

She requires constant love and support, and I’m happy to give it to her. She’s still debating about hospitalization, and I’m scared of what that’ll do for her career. While our office will give her the time she needs, I think it won’t be without long term consequences. On top of this, I’m constantly worried about losing my best friend and I have no one to turn to about it.

My anxiety is out of control. I can’t get through the day without Valium, and even then, sometimes I have to double up. I can’t stop mind from constantly racing. There’s a knot in my stomach, and I can’t get restful sleep.  I’m a mess. 

I’m a Valium zombie. I’m not okay. I don’t want to get out of bed, and my whole day revolves around hearing how she feels. Knowing she’s okay, alive, and fighting. In between, I’m just drowning in anxiety, trying to calm down with Valium, and constantly holding back tears.

I need help. How can I keep my anxiety in check? How can I make it through the day without popping Valium? Please help. I feel like I’m drowning.",2.5918846153846147,4.8510544192307705,3.9875384615384633,84.99746153846154,77.88461538461539,7.544615384615384,26.93846153846154,8.488131031819089,2.080533846153846,1039,43,204,22,25,342,137,260,0.161,0.654,0.18600000000000005,0.934,0,0,0,0,2,1,36.0,1,0,0,8,12,20,1,1,9,2,20,4,2,6,0,41,48,16,3,4,5,0,2,1,3,4,1,1,1,0,7,16,0,5,4,0,1,0,11,6,0,1,0,3,32,14,37,42,7,33,0,3,0,1,22,14,0,2,19,134,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794547570104052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993063584671631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707420555525244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521207125499625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079457660025291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4228039218776031,0.10970546819132236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892436577035667,0.0,0.08424609488126537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460448832127702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891426762832638,0.06987754488437388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22670997790869565,0.0,0.15330958665402294,0.18766206499341076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412363534742053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024223068661987,0.0,0.1311238305730022,0.0,0.0,0.09715026536349723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694058678741243,0.0,0.0,0.053755403796109005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04778643509405852,0.0,0.0,0.08656132560022314,0.0,0.10942759921220176,0.0,0.0,0.0882799479570003,0.0,0.06529086054397729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853619161810226,0.0,0.0,0.09876313094980313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450540303052188,0.0,0.09446829424441998,0.10402511330178316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628054257453657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736917552738798,0.0924647926356931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979277618961818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050071918796113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788352471100413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673944474438252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781134966424284,0.08177595197797502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699142097023603,0.11099690323374352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06267454746268597,0.0,0.0,0.05703548007584125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640852859032062,0.21278466330869614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05769257406220887,0.07763931562732335,0.07845959669757069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092045934662671,0.0,0.2828643932371477,0.0,0.0,0.09933373308932016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nolanthegimp,2019/01/17,"Please help. For the past few months I have been struggling a lot. Stress has always been a problem for me and others in my family, I’m almost sure that is what is causing my frequent migraines, 3 or 4 a week. The last few months I have encountered a new problem, my throat feels as it’s closing or tight. There isn’t any pain but it really freaks me out and I can’t get my mind off it. I also have just random aches and pains throughout my body(they get much worse at night) and they get really bad in my chest sometimes. I’m planning to go to the doctor to see if they can help but I don’t want to say or believe that I have an anxiety disorder, but I feel there is a really good chance I might. Just looking for advice on things that might help me with this, expeshaly the headaches and tight throat those are the worst. Thanks in advance ",2.4313565891472884,4.249499267441864,3.151767441860468,92.8893565891473,76.67441860465115,6.447131782945736,22.513178294573642,7.3011,0.6372848062015501,662,19,144,8,15,208,104,172,0.2,0.672,0.128,-0.9309,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,2,5,12,0,2,11,0,17,7,3,1,1,32,29,14,0,4,9,0,4,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,11,8,0,2,2,0,0,2,3,9,0,0,2,7,19,3,16,25,5,18,0,0,2,0,6,8,0,9,8,96,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232730365535975,0.0,0.0,0.13559992769752294,0.0,0.0,0.10829241737002904,0.1126772628307115,0.0,0.0,0.09208777114822957,0.0,0.1035931478127607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306700759867892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15256787011487286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910990798712386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15519888507305027,0.13860438664153696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276584962359302,0.0,0.1369411648945823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21224838326454526,0.0,0.07696024033524336,0.11358082134132665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27230020301385593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038241044522816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371564028123265,0.0,0.0,0.11512615014185178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873107250770079,0.13673192477875756,0.0,0.2161760996022693,0.0,0.09954660875004658,0.0,0.0,0.13078596818858054,0.0,0.1270790842624014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28818511772926114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12927024212352548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14864650290632864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591503439462671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26025357094688817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768852787146016,0.0,0.0,0.10790930969605024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13393024658817834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551189874433275,0.1415665857026156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762832048765474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467319421330675,0.0,0.0,0.08996461508317373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798720800070238,0.0,0.10862283901546636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380008438644932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LinusWiger,2019/01/17,"Anxiety symptoms while and after gaming. I used to have a lot of fun playing very active or fast paced games. League of Legends used to be one of these games but ever since my trip to the ER for my first ever Panic attack/Anxiety attack, any game that over stimulates me becomes incredibly hard to endure and enjoy.    


The most common feeling I get is mild head aches, restlessness and tingling extremities. This is making my joy for video games limiting....   
Has anyone else had certain things they used to enjoy  like gaming cause hardships? I feel like its always going to be this way and giving up on video games is making me feel even worse with just the thought alone. ",7.7105299539170495,7.85024014516129,7.210506912442397,74.91790322580648,62.8709677419355,9.343778801843321,30.617511520737327,8.841846274778883,2.479328571428572,534,16,90,7,7,167,88,124,0.15,0.622,0.228,0.9067,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,2,4,11,1,2,4,0,8,3,1,7,3,25,20,7,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,4,10,0,2,0,3,1,2,2,4,9,8,16,16,2,13,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,3,9,58,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15968353937811736,0.0,0.0,0.12828975570482504,0.0,0.0,0.10484739660172317,0.0,0.2358939024914009,0.0,0.0,0.10780594221182524,0.15797519251526676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508030444752841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702792249729109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15838489206648154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879724925116073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183415378553096,0.2789285012354804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23387347387895185,0.1101459176725202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13114506592966735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055246330297773,0.14790309530209078,0.08762380433776333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381146133467239,0.0,0.15823272258346954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15064870279695322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107795934948446,0.0,0.0,0.2058321242437668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447606878268313,0.0,0.0,0.1808965089307645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753893593467425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16025161052715425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024300573261103,0.0,0.0,0.122401358841878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3994849442221372,0.0,0.12721429461770487,0.0,0.1223805684843158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15712215669486498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anonymousforreasons9,2019/01/17,"Anxiety about work. Advice needed My job is very frontward facing and I am constantly getting yelled and berated by customers. I have cried on multiple occasions due to (what I deem) verbal abuse. I’ve been told I’m stupid, incompetent, don’t deserve my job, etc. 8 hours a day. It has gotten to the point where I have anxiety attacks thinking about work. Even when I’m at home trying to relax my heart is constantly rapidly pounding at the thought of being yelled at.  My jaw is constantly clenched. Any advice?? ",3.066813397129188,5.963819968421053,4.049760765550238,81.41014354066986,80.89473684210526,7.244019138755982,28.63636363636364,8.296473431620573,2.6211052631578946,407,19,69,9,11,131,68,95,0.2,0.7709999999999999,0.029,-0.9438,2,0,0,0,1,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,5,3,2,0,3,0,10,3,3,0,0,5,18,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,2,8,1,11,13,1,13,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,7,40,10,4,0.0,0.1937803535002448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196389073103255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121980775458502,0.0,0.2502310532824545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18606206940203127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5302192939295295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17965231735016984,0.10547640893588092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18240180948563706,0.10802342617910513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544827790762909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19380788490606085,0.0,0.0,0.16405427915549647,0.0,0.16106409410432732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32459685955369605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127047006962308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15460789120062515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047964240112172,0.0,0.12984066405583894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15627931394652014,0.0,0.11103991335965573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13494612026240566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23813312264850625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,C-dizzlee,2019/01/17,"What if...? questions are my weakness To start off, I’m on mobile and I’m trying to calm down after a mini attack, so bare with me please. 

Does anyone else get mini anxiety attacks while just thinking of their anxiety?  

I’m sitting here, thinking of all the times my anxiety had messed up my relationships, whether it be with friends or with potential love interests. I turn down any oppurtunity to become close to someone, as I start worrying about every little thing that can go wrong. Even now, I have a dude I’m talking to, that me and him just click, and he wants to take me out on a date, and all I can think about is “what if he doesn’t like me?” “What if I make a fool out of myself?” “What if I do something wrong?” I just keep dwelling on these what if scenarios, and thinking about how badly it could all go wrong. 

Then thinking about this lead me to think about other things going on with the people around me wondering if they just put up with me because they have to?  

That turns into me becoming the type of person that refuses to message someone first no matter how much I want to talk to them at that moment, just in case they don’t like me that much. 

And so on and so forth. When is the point that I need to buckle down and see a therapist?  My anxiety is just weighing me down and I’m so sick of it. I wouldn’t even consider myself depressed, I just worry about every damn thing and I’m so sick of it. ",3.2106366803927777,4.549144933797912,4.258006018371868,87.7701702565727,73.52961672473867,7.308774152676591,24.89214444092493,7.84624498591911,1.199301045296167,1104,34,233,15,22,359,142,287,0.181,0.747,0.07200000000000001,-0.9871,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,5,2,26,18,3,1,9,0,15,5,0,4,3,58,44,29,0,11,15,0,0,2,1,1,3,0,0,1,22,20,1,2,8,0,0,5,4,12,0,1,1,2,33,6,49,40,5,38,0,1,2,1,17,21,1,9,13,174,55,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06765620857538,0.0,0.3044364969641273,0.0,0.0,0.06956530680160675,0.10193865485424022,0.0,0.088566665442504,0.0,0.22636712703563744,0.0,0.0,0.08306949938854466,0.060647819239690086,0.2197564676704996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943419617204649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856900806915992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706385074235724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311063356558844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314236303793541,0.0,0.1676482331225565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462563899296391,0.0,0.0,0.07686526925656123,0.0,0.05197910902059857,0.0,0.16962636864404235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843075643670067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721099796839007,0.09971452288172868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979307437985204,0.0,0.06640995189536708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627232347113622,0.0737701348591529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689734281109267,0.08687031293594473,0.0,0.109209493065516,0.09404964768101692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001433345709336,0.1114509053540518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681439052822796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928017665092127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685941038357133,0.07659180632303801,0.0,0.0,0.14083822905858145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480365265160374,0.15993163393103502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551486997670506,0.19828902426165404,0.3824927698041943,0.0,0.0,0.05801307344715617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06754677687476301,0.21643181199739756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736286016970306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789201824178178,0.0,0.2020726448108517,0.0,0.0,0.326328146196943,0.0,0.0
anxiety,snipsnap78,2019/01/17,"I don’t know who I am without anxiety I’m 24 and have had anxiety problems since I was a child. It’s obviously been a major part of my life and I don’t really know who I am without my anxiety.

For the past few years, I’ve more or less had it under control, mild anxiety for the stuff that’s always freaked me out and a few panic attacks a year. But the past few weeks it’s gotten out of hand. I’ve had probably 4 attacks in the last two weeks alone that have led to me canceling plans and just generally interfering with my life.

My fiancé (who’s been taking medicine for his anxiety for the last five years) wants me to talk to a doctor about getting prescribed some medication to get it back under control, but I’ve never taken any medication for my anxiety before and I’m nervous about what will happen when I start. I’m not even sure I know how to be a normal person after all this time and on top of that I’m scared of the physical side effects that will go along with it too. It’s shallow but I am actually afraid of taking a medicine that could make me gain weight or lose my sex drive.

Has anyone else experience this type of fear regarding starting medication and how did it turn out for you? I think I just need to hear something to give me the courage to actually follow through with the doctor appointment.",6.594786780383793,5.69032148507463,7.418251599147122,75.97291044776121,65.49253731343283,10.791471215351812,33.69509594882729,10.125756701596842,3.130424520255864,1050,39,213,21,14,353,142,268,0.105,0.8140000000000001,0.081,-0.8187,0,1,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,7,10,12,2,5,15,0,19,10,1,7,4,46,44,15,0,5,10,0,2,0,0,2,7,1,0,2,19,14,1,2,5,0,0,4,6,10,0,2,9,3,23,2,37,31,9,29,0,1,0,1,10,9,0,3,16,145,42,3,0.0,0.0,0.1890121305320334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030148641488364,0.0,0.0,0.08058221429152268,0.0,0.0,0.06585744383446944,0.0,0.4445137391413089,0.0,0.0,0.06771578517306412,0.09922842822539564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22034874062015775,0.0,0.07446728761647488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240736500623534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172382309537992,0.07732229196834499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982484860831948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090098451193277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06396474572312945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473230678468056,0.0,0.10897676000103423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119429761056803,0.09290187555922146,0.05503884655007205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563909322887332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10915056270939953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596692810859937,0.1578820576406084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680798395132945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834399808094708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06464432118045849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926813262586435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180882014301687,0.0746922931763259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948868504260637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362591788534332,0.0,0.10487293774324682,0.18489768193899914,0.0,0.08456070589127941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441453335931404,0.09266691444650546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06204093738558001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695803730808986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011060438564825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455547228130653,0.0,0.0,0.13709378570390238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086355185572716,0.0,0.0,0.09127460512290816,0.0,0.14562971992813847,0.07783977864524391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06205391600389153,0.0,0.0,0.056470689189659175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533878710281393,0.09460280749546357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05712127633687384,0.0,0.1553653092132467,0.11793026542735285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867088954930761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18709365898517527
anxiety,nickrapper11,2019/01/17,"Im Tired of This I’m a 19 year old college freshman who has struggled with anxiety my whole life but never talked about it with anyone after getting screamed at for mentioning it in high school. I brought up the need for anti-anxiety drugs (SRRI or whatever) and was screamed at for what I thought was no reason. Turns out my dads sister commit suicide in the first few weeks of being given some sort of drug. I’m at the point where I just can’t continue feeing like this anymore. Doing anything at all makes me nervous as hell for example going to the bathroom in my own house I’m worried about someone walking in on me or something of that nature. I’ve tried everything over the last year Meditation, Daily Exercise, Filling Schedule, Planning Days, Sleep Schedules, and so on and so forth. I’m sure if I didn’t have some music to relate to I wouldn’t be here today it has helped me through tough times but never stopped the problem. I don’t know what to do anymore...",7.257052631578947,6.594626915789478,7.160000000000004,77.57000000000002,64.05263157894737,9.494736842105263,36.89473684210526,8.548686976883017,3.0782210526315783,774,34,143,9,10,247,128,190,0.165,0.765,0.07,-0.9599,0,0,3,0,0,2,18.0,0,0,0,2,7,9,1,2,7,0,13,6,1,2,5,28,26,11,1,4,6,2,0,1,0,1,5,2,0,0,9,6,0,1,3,1,1,4,7,7,0,1,6,2,12,2,32,17,6,36,1,0,0,0,6,16,1,6,17,96,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226209528128397,0.0,0.29325473237048544,0.10338008341721848,0.0,0.12166786495942705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953509501761604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429178751168357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287795111968612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576104412617872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724546722444786,0.0,0.08402650184136481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991006672635084,0.15621153030855375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17059892672362467,0.0,0.0,0.15970325645925398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125443501664421,0.12051739669896552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443075242266993,0.07223198991778979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869095217614916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962882284395442,0.2280619054909352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15514359250045373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13976593893781214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14147238078997665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201431517820627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14963198584168533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795666921222292,0.0,0.1252727352147944,0.11382207152960085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236091314860433,0.0,0.15456481063988015,0.0,0.16172378679431915,0.0,0.13934677516274815,0.0,0.0,0.11883614417165606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737630067358415,0.0862124620446252,0.1699317033103042,0.1401444116758805,0.0,0.0,0.10038037275954284,0.16081822827462838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859626662792044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16506912638922694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501487439454612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904209682994641
anxiety,juuuila,2019/01/18,"I think I’m going to die very young Sometimes I feel like my heart is going to fail or I’ll have a heart attack because I have terrible anxiety and it beats incredibly fast when I’m having a panic attack, so much so that I feel like long term this is very unhealthy and I am going to die. Am I crazy?",1.0875897435897457,2.8164445538461567,3.5211538461538474,89.11301282051281,80.38461538461539,6.17948717948718,20.06410256410256,7.1686216300943375,0.4106410256410258,236,6,52,3,6,82,40,65,0.403,0.534,0.064,-0.9792,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,3,7,2,1,2,0,7,2,2,0,0,6,15,6,2,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,2,7,2,3,15,2,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,29,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014364742834404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4168214410164846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167395081183816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38025490353956265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852577582264476,0.2617490403768581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31234176242150263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4341738331005542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17899961353247115,0.0,0.0,0.16212177994445992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13466937856323505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149398208335249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18118450548263776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738393701121867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023100650666291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,604princess,2019/01/18,"Severe Work Anxiety and Possible PTSD? I don't post too much on Reddit generally but I could really use some help/advice (even typing this is making my heart race).

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I am struggling with: power struggle between co-workers, gossip thats really getting to my head, and general work anxiety (fearing I will get fired everyday I go in). 

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Power struggle: I am a Paralegal and my legal assistants are much older than me. I am younger than them and they seem to have a very difficult time accepting this simple fact. They are dismissive, rude, and berate me. Its escalated to the point where I reported them to my manager and used the word ""bullying"" (I'm regretting this as this is a government type job and this will likely escalate the situation even further. It is in fact bullying however). 

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Gossip: save for the paralegals and lawyers, the legal assistants are older women and government employees (that should say enough). smaller workload, more time to gossip. This makes me insanely anxious because I start to think: 

\- they hate me. 

\- they think I'm a huge b\*\*\*\*.

\- they will all gang up on me. 

\- they want me fired. 

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work anxiety: I'm actually extroverted and I try to be sociable and polite with my co-workers. However, this puts me on everybodys radar and I start worrying that they will watch me slip or notice if i took a longer lunch (5-10 mins longer).  I am ambitious enough that I like the management and my lawyers attention. The legal assitants honestly scare the shit out of me. 

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PTSD: what I think is PTSD from a firm that I rage quit from because I was AGAIN getting bullied so bad by a couple of lawyers and majority of the legal assistants because again I was a younger, female paralegal. I legit quit that job to this one because of bullying and I am being bullied again.

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I'm worried about whether its me or the profession. I have no idea what to do. 

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thanks for hearing me out. ",4.23462090981644,6.9611302513966535,5.14327693535515,76.40607262569834,74.69832402234637,9.119361532322428,32.016280925778126,9.606745405546679,3.7276193774940136,1562,78,259,45,35,508,178,358,0.242,0.6659999999999999,0.091,-0.9969,7,0,0,0,0,0,97.0,0,0,9,8,9,21,4,5,18,0,26,4,3,4,3,47,49,22,0,5,5,0,2,2,0,5,0,2,0,1,19,19,1,0,7,0,0,3,2,15,0,1,3,5,47,6,33,38,8,27,0,1,1,0,15,12,1,5,13,180,66,20,0.0,0.0,0.05492257030497176,0.0,0.0,0.05499757535625013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4268664447521945,0.4787168004064367,0.0,0.0,0.12916545102578386,0.0635820114466534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04699265456892865,0.13723458265032462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04493615309048381,0.06227434690676969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163075525339974,0.0,0.07434672545364117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06333227127716508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882141941260758,0.0,0.031986041431754285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05556627361951071,0.05776099838012731,0.0,0.06343327740245998,0.06669378170792045,0.03772426531559617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06353489927815921,0.0,0.0,0.11170129690360038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054992540962144495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513660133573674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827466738149332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06407679662458164,0.0,0.0,0.03813776279135492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05320415601797813,0.06344887127125214,0.05390206538717416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19736998741320924,0.05657839590566927,0.0,0.11972448627978152,0.0,0.0,0.07211066793976764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044757262960933804,0.056347543469260436,0.0,0.0,0.05123651251429427,0.0,0.0635820114466534,0.05777209311898824,0.0,0.06326270076083318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967259098665333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765127547384577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05181639166100415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081886296343801,0.0,0.0,0.06563632478950608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06253075475622948,0.0382114058262636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721819372276376,0.0,0.046438085279523166,0.033196253665740034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048678064239101,0.11431307598244245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4787168004064367,0.0
anxiety,novasister,2019/01/18,"Scared to start seeing a therapist I’m a 17 year old girl, and I have struggled with extreme anxiety my whole life. It’s gotten a lot better in these past few years, but stepping out of my comfort zone and meeting new people, especially talking to them one on one, makes me so anxious. I need to talk to a therapist soon, though. I’ve always had problems with my emotions and mood swings, but this past year it has been unbearable. I go from jumping around with happiness to contemplating suicide and crying in the blink of an eye everyday. It’s taking a toll on my relationships with my friends, my school work, and I’m sleeping 11 hours a day because I’m just so exhausted every single day from constantly jumping from one extreme to the next. My family has a long history of bipolar disorder and BPD, and I need to see a doctor or therapist to see if they can help in any way. My problem is I’m TERRIFIED to speak to someone I’ve never met before about my personal problems. I start breathing heavily and getting sweaty palms just thinking about it. People with social anxiety that see therapists, how did you get through that initial anxiousness? Any help is appreciated. ",7.072920997920996,7.38975974324325,7.44117117117117,72.12895010395009,64.18018018018019,10.794733194733196,37.797643797643794,10.560738912317856,4.184360637560637,941,46,163,22,13,308,136,222,0.189,0.71,0.102,-0.9684,0,0,0,0,0,1,21.0,0,1,2,2,10,11,0,2,11,0,9,8,4,2,1,31,29,16,1,6,6,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,2,8,15,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,6,0,3,5,6,18,4,31,24,4,30,0,0,5,0,15,7,0,3,18,104,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964153059342448,0.0,0.0,0.13017730212706274,0.0,0.1464415560607744,0.21625865012146092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520555473375177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0583462305585477,0.0,0.08144537524774904,0.0,0.0,0.08465105835895521,0.0,0.0,0.12054815250879446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343259085013244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051370905312319,0.12345493694451876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969628160191484,0.09796710730965752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766511729317617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064298589074725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023043139377084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394822729344172,0.0,0.10001299691115582,0.0,0.054396345643799145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188909624954576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283098553876291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425879105233542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760547184684869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470368140856405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137243112127142,0.0,0.0,0.06388968990550879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194110689508402,0.073820366000059,0.09244096302135657,0.10179268853042273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043550900176723,0.0,0.1945743987707313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827392622834293,0.13271176406421795,0.08357357891504824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27475547675534684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102760777466705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095826188972856,0.09686745303974408,0.3050859551810444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578290113716588,0.09756814293820176,0.08109797331981138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549340911390595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006082223687536,0.0,0.10469533792917178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196484917260965,0.1538622180307287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44452429261896304,0.0,0.061329524055851486,0.09403830071478124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597314170127256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686101476817723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06968077017782283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18490960439481371
anxiety,johnnylgarfield,2019/01/18,"Anxious About The Unpredictable News You know, I've posted this before, but I think it should bear repeating in light of recent events.

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All of this news about the government and foreign affairs (I won't elaborate) has me anxious about the future, and what will happen. I sometimes fear the worse, but I also have to tell myself that things may not be as bad as they seem.

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And then, all of the news I hear is largely out of my control. And I have to, at the same time, have to live my life the best I can in spite of what's going on.

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I sure hope I'm not the only one who has such anxieties, as I'm willing to talk about them. Thank you.",4.397504145936985,5.160961320895524,4.658457711442786,88.18247927031511,70.11940298507463,7.448092868988391,26.82918739635157,7.3871296695380915,1.2251684908789389,523,16,109,5,9,164,85,134,0.127,0.742,0.131,0.397,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,2,2,6,7,1,1,8,0,13,1,0,1,3,23,23,11,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,8,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,0,2,16,4,21,17,4,13,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,3,6,82,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029634304759552,0.0,0.4076694818719867,0.4571880324263976,0.0,0.0,0.09594405723631444,0.2833721911079756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471838801726392,0.0,0.0,0.106721069546136,0.0,0.13161794646501546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066640980418285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411295747910755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07127766516942882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090629610175104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413546567473467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456789315528186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892618740194131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858610130679315,0.0,0.0,0.11074596528276613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498615536258956,0.09538567322233514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201153126999167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383466757378007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417539714112787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404113124890526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820452553459193,0.0,0.0,0.1008058494483636,0.10962043787500124,0.11546759929581175,0.0,0.0,0.08332182543949852,0.0803624807680758,0.0,0.0,0.07313196275444367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781116456009134,0.0,0.0,0.4571880324263976,0.0
anxiety,daughterofozai,2019/01/18,"Does anyone else notice their anxiety worsens at night? Usually I will start the day feeling pretty good. I’ll tell myself today is the day that I start getting better and I believe it. I feel the most normal after I first wake up. 

As the day goes on, usually more towards the evening - the thoughts start to creep in. I doubt myself. I criticize everything. I imagine every possible thing that could go wrong in my life, and I’m flooded with memories of every shitty thing I’ve done. By bed time I’m basically a wreck. Why does this happen? Does anyone else have a similar experience? ",2.883648648648649,5.579407747747748,4.388671171171172,80.07327702702705,79.63063063063062,7.303603603603604,26.367117117117118,8.344100000000001,2.2781765765765782,464,19,80,10,12,154,78,111,0.172,0.738,0.09,-0.8604,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,2,1,4,0,1,8,0,5,2,1,0,0,11,16,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,2,2,12,2,12,12,2,20,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,2,13,49,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364165153636193,0.0,0.0,0.1894612074031793,0.277630064722064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526393044708966,0.0,0.1198208449653738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816957049278282,0.0,0.0,0.262119726792659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3556777733301724,0.13864284002179536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263519232120442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948310888642008,0.0,0.2282950951182724,0.0,0.12176047950549106,0.13252520942970133,0.0,0.0,0.13700528261425698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152390212739074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078258695005593,0.0,0.07699627416860319,0.11363400142978865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980431122956132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569336660414296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713858442152098,0.13274140735768886,0.0,0.15424461358491795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527330819761838,0.0,0.1378316297000603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28767983086090626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841528856259485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18001347548403526,0.0,0.0,0.10755580238984393,0.07899934209888129,0.0,0.12841897863325855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984236475706805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224941790230973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14812585811017615,0.0,0.0
anxiety,plantkid_,2019/01/18,"work anxiety I'm 16 and legally I cannot scan alcohol at my work (I'm a cashier). You can imagine that this can be a problem, especially when we're busy. What's worse is that I'm new so I don't know anybody's names. When someone comes through my line with alcohol, I have to run up to someone, tap them on their shoulder, and ask for assistance. I feel bad because they too have their own priorities like helping customers and such. 

At my old work, we used lights and flashed them when we needed help. This isn't how it works here. We have to call for someone (there is no microphone, no button, just us yelling for assistance). Ever since I started, this has been giving me a lot of anxiety. I fear that I'm making my coworkers irritated and am frustrating the customer for not being able to quickly complete the transaction with me running everywhere. 

I'm fine on weekdays because, with online school, I can work early morning shifts. These shifts are typically slow, and when I have alcohol there is always someone there to help me out. It's just that on the weekends, everyone is busy and it is harder to get someone to assist me. If any of you out there are struggling with the same thing or have struggled with a similar situation in the past, feel free to share any tips that are helping or have helped you out. ",4.88907986111111,6.0976077343750035,5.398072916666668,81.69241319444446,69.3125,8.657638888888886,32.97222222222222,8.998388855275968,2.8035024305555565,1044,48,201,19,18,335,140,256,0.119,0.7929999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.8402,0,0,3,0,1,0,31.0,4,3,5,5,17,10,1,3,9,0,25,4,1,3,1,38,41,16,0,3,6,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,14,19,3,0,4,1,1,4,6,6,0,0,1,5,28,5,30,38,3,27,0,0,1,0,23,10,0,4,14,139,42,7,0.1069756883128942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.342973432266703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901234232004449,0.0,0.0,0.14549427281085764,0.0,0.1636722175080581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000782791612807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932023136378069,0.13042277336619862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923413836644284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215008320677304,0.11216197389842784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967656345527507,0.0,0.10221985452537936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037739036369305,0.10818024454157968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0558903818847774,0.10262082796006693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35851774462701064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058791040640825576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0522629177589458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094690471680708,0.0,0.0,0.07140710262869028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932111739998628,0.0,0.1033177863803001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225298963668254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212039904609764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236128633316008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826510773207604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849139482868676,0.12024515576933215,0.0,0.0,0.4532007677914273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571794278871256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22366843267347347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106989390136155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867858147131722,0.09239264769932404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893978758304282,0.0,0.10901736557957274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lola_starr,2019/01/18,"Dating anxiety ruining my life Guys! I had a great first date (extreme anxiety aside) 🙄 I made myself just do it but now I find myself liking him, I have crippling anxiety around him liking me back, where to from here, seeing him again, what to say etc etc and it’s freaking ruining my life!!! 

I told him I was anxious before I got there which helped a little,  but it has just lasted ever since and is making me retreat inside myself and analyse everything I’m saying thinking feeling and it’s driving me nuts. Making me feel like I can’t relax and be myself at all.

Has anyone else dealt with this? How do you get through it? I feel like I’ll never find another relationship again if I can’t get past this. HELP.",2.639355362946916,4.72005354225352,4.292535211267609,83.74244312026002,76.95774647887325,6.904442036836404,23.599133261105088,7.882392219407189,1.380845503791983,561,18,106,9,13,188,91,142,0.116,0.684,0.2,0.9527,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,12,9,0,0,2,0,11,2,0,4,3,25,24,9,0,1,5,0,3,4,0,0,2,2,0,1,9,7,0,0,6,1,0,1,3,3,0,1,5,6,25,6,7,18,3,16,0,2,1,0,12,4,0,1,15,78,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472468137510077,0.322271939965399,0.1586391563152973,0.0,0.09818772979282953,0.14388098836130586,0.0,0.1250071366740477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797739251201684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949048611770205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730623793152575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31321977148739466,0.0,0.12702155256440098,0.0,0.0,0.12620404171381727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21300778962458736,0.20063787543292516,0.0,0.0,0.25668999439392504,0.1194445874965186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467314943623214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123099053200475,0.1548179620034574,0.0,0.13904184305479286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18824650199378368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446430677228847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983712560872468,0.2744163043406897,0.14074174440219614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287258948566075,0.18746822840452146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830365004644656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405060272983824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076282988417986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22334161104864386,0.0,0.0,0.11189975177035598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616018860085772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997803276747174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13418115516663867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hyatt_Wyatt33,2019/01/18,I spoke with a friend for 30 minutes I talked with a friend confidently for 30 minutes not letting an inner critic get to me I'm actually proud of myself,5.16,5.809743225806455,6.8227419354838705,73.75411290322583,68.35483870967742,8.780645161290323,31.62903225806452,8.841846274778883,2.6307935483870963,124,5,23,2,2,43,23,31,0.059,0.588,0.353,0.8885,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,3,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.4237022724418471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6709010532169037,0.0,0.22684392655151656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4439839402995692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489817400134609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,m411811,2019/01/18,I have been sitting here quietly on my bed with my eyes closed focused-breathing and I think I've come to the realization that my constant feeling of anxiety in my chest is coming from the war of conflict from within myself. Is that actually a thing? ,6.391249999999999,7.094363958333332,7.120833333333334,72.50750000000002,65.66666666666666,9.733333333333334,36.83333333333333,9.725611199111238,3.730408333333333,202,10,35,4,3,67,38,48,0.163,0.8059999999999999,0.031,-0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,0,4,2,2,0,0,8,8,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,5,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,3,7,0,9,7,0,8,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,28,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.37474667696553815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937731141732196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6615958976334447,0.0,0.4149875914789864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19417130051064202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25512483881799153,0.2460635595154656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,moladejo,2019/01/18,Why does anxiety affect eye contact? It’s so hard to look people in the eye when I feel really tense,1.7628571428571431,3.7807921904761934,4.238333333333333,83.37750000000003,79.47619047619048,8.009523809523811,20.02380952380953,8.841846274778883,1.4672666666666667,80,2,16,2,2,28,20,21,0.281,0.7190000000000001,0.0,-0.6439,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3484614892245036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3986171091815786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23031794700144456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080446619617081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825110270047723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157910922787268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918093484717805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.411024077555556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jaykay814,2019/01/18,First time driving experiences I’m 21 and don’t really know how to drive yet. The times I’ve been behind the wheel to practice I’d freak out so bad that I just shut down and then nothing really starts to make sense anymore. I legit start panicking. I’ve practiced about five times now and I don’t think I’ve gotten anywhere. My mental state is something that I have to game before getting anywhere with the car. Any tips? And how did you guys overcome this?,1.7016383616383628,4.335956846153849,2.5484515484515486,91.5260939060939,84.93406593406593,5.067332667332668,21.45954045954046,6.574015621080383,0.4818263736263737,367,12,72,4,11,115,66,91,0.114,0.8859999999999999,0.0,-0.8736,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,7,2,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,3,0,12,14,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,2,1,0,3,2,2,0,2,3,0,6,0,9,11,0,16,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,9,40,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689883544556939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464449825530729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074869151363702,0.0,0.0,0.21145498817773287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430804432308727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21137376420153992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983086525869114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460538259958235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13656896622379666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16587551573742382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25042930473442776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384422164843473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183906118199666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19130725158650685,0.0,0.0,0.351778810462704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15922860868069338,0.0,0.0,0.43470661563141705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cubasian1987,2019/01/18,"Issues with medication Ehh, I'm feeling pretty frustrated with the medication I'm on (Lexapro 5mg) right now. I started about three weeks ago and I'm starting to level out, I'm just not digging not being able to feel extreme happiness or upset. I'm also not looking forward to switching meds because when I doubled my dose from 5mg to 10mg it cause me to become lethargic. I've just been blah and wanting to stop my meds so I don't have to deal with meds messing with my thoughts or causing severe side effects",3.086494066882416,5.0762177572815546,4.453915857605182,83.51403451995688,75.31067961165049,6.131175836030206,31.832793959007553,6.937597516519254,2.021520819848975,411,21,76,4,9,136,69,103,0.139,0.7809999999999999,0.08,-0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,7,4,1,1,1,0,4,3,0,3,0,22,16,7,0,1,7,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,0,1,4,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,2,3,7,1,15,13,1,13,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,2,8,43,8,0,0.16717837366253066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14819354128596934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369248501804293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191038489111454,0.18463537917251274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434764823077455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17235356246831535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16906081774372886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17796448743299045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744907877986164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14038772892720935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5570924564175715,0.33682924681612963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700805077250224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427694176606864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888639768064867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366594266814124,0.0,0.0,0.1397686061339165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272095468250006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860613622846576,0.0,0.13410040730803416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nanojoker,2019/01/18,"Does anyone else feel the same way I do with anxiety or panic attacks? Whenever I get anxiety or a panic attack, I feel as if I am going to pass out or faint any moment. I also start feeling like it’s hard to eat because the food will block my breathing and I will pass out. I know it sounds a bit exaggerated but this is really how I feel. Now, I get my anxiety a bit less but I always feel like I have trouble breathing , almost as if I have to manually breathe rather than my body automatically doing it and my mind being disconnected from the thought of breathing. I really don’t know what’s wrong, my doctor said it’s anxiety but no other information. I can’t go out and eat because I’ll only eat a few bites and then 10 minutes after we leave the restaurant, I can eat perfectly fine. ",5.740096618357493,5.297715583850933,7.510890269151139,73.07529330572808,67.07453416149067,10.38536922015183,32.17460317460318,9.994966539143718,3.033102967563838,623,23,123,13,9,220,95,161,0.192,0.7190000000000001,0.08800000000000001,-0.8689,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,1,4,10,2,2,8,0,12,12,5,1,1,33,26,17,0,3,9,0,6,2,0,2,2,2,0,0,7,9,5,1,9,0,0,4,3,6,0,0,2,8,21,4,13,21,5,13,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,6,7,82,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593539522766325,0.0,0.0,0.0925879860051188,0.09633694664343434,0.0,0.0,0.07873331737697985,0.0,0.35428079464291745,0.0,0.0,0.08095498542067267,0.1186287058441809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26342940628655903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411549390947645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252800165828556,0.128603759469318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118504151281107,0.1013185033110838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47388104089738003,0.0967180400396032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927053196961257,0.16542429807449696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13999976338080827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097892488112832,0.0,0.13159912444769506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037147515291548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725761838651867,0.0,0.0,0.12259266327513145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312700662276524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690323150337452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880547297044259,0.0,0.27168213444795203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14834128168781385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013182057753293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194858403073614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191515808140527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189954592627904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658556174209956,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Highbornorca126,2019/01/18,"What do I do about my mom..? I’m a 20 year old female, and my mom has recently been diagnosed with Rhumatoid Arthritis. That’s not so much the issue right now as her sudden crippling anxiety. She cries, wails, and moans constantly, all throughout the night too. She barely sleeps. What also doesn’t help is that she’s kind of a hypochondriac and because of her upbringing, very anti-medication. That being said, she has been begrudgingly trying medications, been to doctors, but they don’t really seem to help. She’s so sleep deprived and mentally unstable from the constant “adrenaline” she says she feels that keep her from relaxing/sleeping. This has been going on so long, idk what to do. It absolutely kills me seeing her like this, having to literally be a parent to her physically and mentally. She’s such negative person too, like there’s no consoling her. NOTHING works. She’s just a basket case. My dad is a saint and always with her, but he can’t keep staying up all night with her and missing work. She went to a psychologist the other day and she felt great afterwards but then she got really bad again. I feel so selfish saying this, but I cant handle being around her, hearing her cry and moan constantly. I have panick attacks about going home when I spend time with my boyfriend at is house. It’s like she has a gift for defying everything that could possibly help her. I’m torn between knowing this isn’t her fault and wanting to be there for her so bad and being selfish and angry that this is happening because I can’t do anything to help except just listen to her suffer while she makes no progress in getting over her issues.

I’m starting school next week, I can’t be home with her while my dads at work. She doesn’t want to be around her friends because they’re not close like that. I’m at a loss. She’s sucking the life out of herself and everyone around her. And as much as I love her and would give anything for her to be better... it feels like I’m just waiting for her to die tbh.

I don’t even know what im asking here or what the point of me writing this is. Any advice or words of encouragement would be greatly appreciated :( ",4.757642857142857,6.03921185952381,5.40666666666667,81.23500000000001,69.69047619047619,8.647619047619049,28.761904761904763,9.029198982220553,2.2932047619047617,1711,62,329,32,30,553,207,420,0.188,0.6859999999999999,0.126,-0.985,1,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,0,1,6,24,24,3,0,14,0,40,7,2,1,2,57,74,34,2,5,12,5,4,5,1,2,4,5,2,1,22,25,0,3,7,0,1,3,14,12,0,0,8,10,55,12,46,54,4,40,1,4,1,1,61,14,1,3,27,229,77,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035770876639442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06576216922921604,0.06842493137113094,0.0,0.0,0.055921658572811735,0.0,0.06290846841263134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534246948763395,0.21961597893665302,0.07687730244343846,0.09355257600705802,0.0,0.0,0.13732321927099642,0.15038649277525684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272892441350619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665958782204612,0.0,0.06565682722805433,0.0,0.18065946624973292,0.0530338601287093,0.0,0.0,0.08346535905973565,0.08534547953840639,0.0,0.0,0.08416956008182237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05431450816731174,0.0,0.0,0.07857771572303654,0.07390624488640704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473931618137288,0.05874769046168641,0.07895713876673396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06353346476226948,0.0,0.04296365475949293,0.07888594915488463,0.09347048430092783,0.0,0.06576971112046295,0.18132563834347104,0.0,0.0,0.07271888875716838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268322828027192,0.0,0.22047775786627424,0.0,0.16497398388937987,0.0,0.0,0.09488651766189422,0.0,0.0,0.08882638452487131,0.1716609982169634,0.0,0.1461859797620465,0.09097927928731127,0.08563362565406456,0.09038685683884044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058084013917927876,0.20087588236095855,0.0,0.0,0.07277413610809813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742190222214203,0.0,0.05489155738888093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134297610995792,0.08284168675405458,0.16574422682667206,0.0,0.0,0.1926219647199002,0.0,0.0,0.12090229565097695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745635191687479,0.15434130011526964,0.0,0.07890534387727954,0.0,0.08629031561126138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131066586300796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180319563288398,0.0,0.0,0.07773731926835988,0.09270601269501792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536188215060098,0.0,0.08119574570696046,0.0,0.0,0.07022703335712238,0.07822297184367925,0.13079089683130626,0.0,0.08322477954596195,0.06552952143816047,0.0748623684618759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468789231448867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05820535561520865,0.08765006143604133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04795106545849028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055831207122341714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06785132086985414,0.09700699956052654,0.0,0.06596282265160662,0.0,0.0,0.07623135833449414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17960109060355234,0.0,0.0,0.11683276057741868,0.0,0.0,0.052955733423263034
anxiety,TumultForDays,2019/01/18,"Starting my journey with fluoxetine Hello, all!

Just wanted to stop by and share my thoughts and experience. At 7:48pm, I took my first 20 mg dose of fluoxetine. 

When all of my anxieties began, I had wanted to avoid medication if I could. The idea of the side effects terrified me at the time, and while they're still a concern in my mind now, I believe it's better to take the chance and reap the potential rewards. 

My goal going forward is trying to beat my anxiety, obsessions, compulsions, and fears through a combination of therapy, medication, and time. I wish I had been born with the virtue of patience, but I guess I'm going to have to learn it!

Anyway, that's it. Feeling nothing so far, but I've heard the positive effects can take weeks to show. I'm only hoping I went with the right drug.

Any advice you could give based on your knowledge of or experiences taking it would be greatly appreciated. Thanks!",5.5439980732177245,6.8218807745664725,6.402442196531791,74.83792148362238,67.84393063583815,9.466088631984585,32.33574181117534,9.725611199111238,3.1730389210019267,726,31,131,16,12,240,114,173,0.064,0.7659999999999999,0.16899999999999998,0.9684,0,1,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,0,7,6,9,0,3,10,0,10,4,0,2,2,34,31,13,0,8,5,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,5,9,0,2,7,1,0,6,0,3,0,1,8,2,18,6,22,19,2,25,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,4,13,85,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182288096895868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986958295490296,0.0,0.22205362409126408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16351587529768846,0.0,0.12835888116325506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317547509930487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683089071565282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28393703304693524,0.0,0.16331565732950878,0.07338391243570183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345057190459577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922538047519936,0.16496554683581485,0.0,0.0,0.1600103139959176,0.15988103052987954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14415041909481713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16383817648930482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924136802840603,0.0,0.0,0.14654357004854535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392596101147432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038064803344452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394330731310553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272631397653567,0.0,0.11590388596301722,0.1213381940378304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273672309107531,0.0,0.0,0.13361952593687196,0.16597292803225785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521987231325355,0.1692571466571781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612487774460416,0.0985361922785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17120712328699314,0.0,0.1164174251469899,0.0,0.0,0.13454030764620686,0.0,0.0,0.16689648539606494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309875026934244,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tryingtofindareasonO,2019/01/18,DAE get wicked headaches that last for months at a time? I feel like I stress myself out by criticizing every little thing that I do. And if I screw it up then I end up berating myself and I feel like that stresses me out until I have a headache ,2.7691176470588243,4.1298258627451006,3.727598039215689,91.04669117647059,74.68627450980392,6.6686274509803924,22.553921568627448,7.1686216300943375,0.5301333333333336,193,5,43,2,4,62,36,51,0.247,0.659,0.094,-0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,5,5,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,10,2,8,5,0,12,0,0,0,1,0,6,1,1,8,31,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356872032948529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242022354748883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26909812160503777,0.3802063447795633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13902720265344862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21690847548955194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26000778715425,0.2667039016516485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123999105150582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6096374041860699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17678620558280406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15516609404541698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KatrinaIceheart,2019/01/18,"Worried about working in snowstorm Tomorrow, my area is supposed to be hit with, maybe not a terrible one but a decent snowstorm. I have to work tomorrow, and don’t get me wrong I don’t mind my job, but I don’t want to get stranded there. I don’t drive, so my parents or boss usually drive me to and from work. My boss won’t be in and my parents won’t get me if they deem it too bad (and my mom makes it out like she’s going to dump me when the first snowflake lands and is making me pack some stuff “just in case”). I get that it’s a safety issue (especially if “no non-essential traffic” is issued), but I don’t want to BE THERE. I cannot take the idea of staying there any longer than I have to. I don’t care that it’s probably one of the best places to get stranded at. And I can’t ask to get out of work early, because the management already extended my shift by an hour so the next shift can go home from her other job and get ready to do a double shift. I just don’t want to be there, the thought of staying longer makes my head hurt and my chest clench. Nobody else here understands why the heck I’m so upset by this, I just can’t take it. I had to take a good 15 minutes in the middle of an event I was at tonight to sit in a dark room and cry my eyes out to release some of my anxiety building up. I need some comforting words or something to get me by, just about anything would do.",4.860269933554819,3.7040556312292394,5.742223837209302,87.40077761627909,69.09966777408638,9.119684385382062,30.10818106312293,8.07648339933343,1.7040712624584715,1079,34,258,12,16,357,145,301,0.104,0.787,0.11,-0.0573,4,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,6,16,11,1,1,16,0,27,3,3,5,0,43,53,20,0,7,12,3,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,10,13,0,0,3,0,0,4,14,6,0,3,3,1,35,5,41,42,5,33,0,1,1,0,7,16,1,7,11,169,45,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578451724247366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135085445742269,0.0,0.08026537639266851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634222489795154,0.0,0.09808831421870406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760585148840086,0.06395974316104222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101096234342484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697541626644744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115252369222534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764923196657541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924697050420621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.438541138576878,0.0,0.11925967669104112,0.08800396134721014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076806895105045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524575821035499,0.0,0.10332746449366824,0.0,0.11232163784862012,0.11844465909727855,0.0,0.21902352706236294,0.2082386559636672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05125980241691703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21010962239768832,0.0,0.1054086895458245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594175038582156,0.12288388900462985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779865686347764,0.0,0.0,0.11158620105791904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421963161625015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330078970000141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962161406976224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312413205234055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807744173174797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236667129092518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011108680399102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23666584245324165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329669427360938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922795621616324,0.0,0.0,0.11555723997861013,0.0,0.1856579136860456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467617889387753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30553913225739604,0.10655382686469557,0.0,0.07453388819793702,0.1147162128203736,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HSSociety,2019/01/18,"Feeling like I can’t go to work today I’m 16 yrs old and a supervisor at work (just under a manager) and I had a driving test this morning, i havent felt anxious all day but now im laying in bed feeling extremely sick and extremely anxious and I start work in an hour, I want to go but I feel like I can’t find it in me to get up and go, I have never felt anxious like this before.",-0.4958268733850098,1.2721090813953495,2.81806201550388,91.8779715762274,86.09302325581396,5.682687338501292,22.34625322997416,6.937597516519254,0.6200144702842381,295,11,70,4,9,107,51,86,0.059,0.721,0.22,0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,4,0,5,1,0,0,2,17,17,7,0,1,3,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,6,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,3,5,9,3,9,14,1,17,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,10,41,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5558993935898899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395718650960965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578154838290646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24880553627186436,0.2343567541896798,0.3149764461556797,0.0,0.14991445107092544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856954766939081,0.0,0.27965489972225777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16153004671976515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17717345992715697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404007004282369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12650498734106405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17211500678351735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609663385263212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554750407510105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674527360999548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582330497760207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,studentow,2019/01/18,"DAE anxiety effecting sleep? Anyone else have problems with sleep? Ever since I've gotten anxiety I've felt tired all of the time.

I got a smart watch that measured my deep sleep- measuring it at under 9 minutes when it's  supposed to be over 1 hour. This would explain my recently slipping mind.

Help? Are any of ya'll suffering from this too?",2.5594230769230784,5.4339773076923095,3.3725961538461564,85.35427884615387,83.61538461538461,6.9423076923076925,26.586538461538463,8.07648339933343,2.1990384615384606,275,12,49,6,8,87,56,65,0.188,0.7340000000000001,0.078,-0.7691,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,4,4,3,1,2,9,8,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,3,1,8,3,1,9,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,0,5,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13994788256441126,0.0,0.3148657308958369,0.0,0.0,0.14389688088982333,0.2108616370723836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719155925377017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861536595088366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19759579142956776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16459332650510494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794027284508809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026669473911804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077946193413908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19691833915026968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20319806269930812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17023602499523022,0.0,0.6178318638193376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200009128643014,0.2365314600488601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461910990683128,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Celllevi,2019/01/18,"I have chest pains Hey hello, I usually never post in these kind of subreddits because it feels very personal. But the last few months I don’t feel like myself and I been having a lot of stress and chestpains, nightmares and I feel really paranoid when I’m in certain places. Im just really fucking scared because some nightmares became reality and it fucked me up. But okay, some days I’m fine and have good days with people. The only big struggle I’m kinda scared of is that i’m having a constant nervous feeling, and they turned into pain around my chest and heart (real heartache uh). Is this something to worry about, and should I go to the doctor? Because I feel like it’s bc of all the anxiety. :(",3.9810683477106816,5.7721651824817535,4.684790975447914,83.65786994027873,72.35766423357664,7.025613802256139,27.053085600530853,7.686295010490155,1.6310496350364962,558,20,103,7,11,179,90,137,0.226,0.675,0.1,-0.9649,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,4,16,2,5,6,1,9,8,3,0,3,28,22,11,0,1,3,0,5,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,6,11,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,9,1,0,1,5,11,7,13,20,5,17,0,0,0,2,4,7,2,4,10,63,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699471838135158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450761352851468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557773356888301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15114208326044687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18039997069799574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14315558150559884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535943660866635,0.19983613510580567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25860195285221593,0.0,0.0,0.07948729636166328,0.11731034580494608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16573818311992342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15107590817079822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564566412160532,0.0,0.11400691232192812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665987429126972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890641681263113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111637214362525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107870873315587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637202071726164,0.29764792521673666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696330880320944,0.12212286977374474,0.14612693857590567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394997486880567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15919457434976694,0.17919948129859695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28005427908602315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767327609630338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021245350220756,0.14621504693378015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15213064796338036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15403919976592784,0.11540152147171162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203754109455274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jinjoz,2019/01/18,"Information Anxiety? Looking for advice on how to stop it before it happens So here's the real scenario that occurred and it's happening with other life important things and other hobbies I have.

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So I go through phases with my hobbies and what starts my excited could be literally anything. In this scenario I was chatting with my brother and he started talking about a movie he saw that he really enjoyed and he gave me a good thorough review of it. I went home that day and I got really excited and hyped about movies. So that week I sat down and probably watched 6 movies or so that week. 

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Well than I though - 'You know what would be cool is if I started writing movies reviews'. So I pick a movie, watch it, write a review.

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Than I think ' well what movies should I be reviewing? Should I start with the classics or keep up with then ew stuff coming out. 

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Than I think - 'You know what would be cool, is to pick an actor or an actress and watch all there movies from the beginning and see how they grow.' 

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Than I think - 'Well which actor or actress should I start with?"" This is where it gets bad. I'll look up types of actors, types of movies there in, should I stress about the movies where they didn't have a major role, should I keep up with the new movies they are making or don't worry about them and so on and so on... I've literally asked a handful of people close to me 'If you had to watch every movie ever made, how would you go about it?' 

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Than I think.... You know what there is no way that you can accomplish this, there are too many movies. This leads me to stressing out to a point where my fire and excitement about this 'movie project' dies. Along with this I can't function very well, I go into a sort of automated mode but I have this tightness in my chest, i'm irritable, and my brain feels like it's getting filled with fuzz and I can't think. 

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This happens with a lot of  things in my life and I've hit a point where it's had a negative effect on my family on the days I can't function. Any methods I can use to prevent this? Should I seek and professional help? Am I just being ridiculous? 

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Thanks in advanced. 

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anxiety,RMG-FDino,2019/01/18,I don’t know how to deal with this This may be minor but I need help. Whenever people ignore me I get anxious because I think about how I could have pushed them away. Recently it has gotten as bad as having anxiety attacks because someone was busy for ten minutes but I built it up in my head that I was the reason and that is all my fault that they haven’t responded. I hate it. I don’t want this to control me. Any help? ,1.6494662921348322,3.407425674157306,3.333019662921348,90.981327247191,78.7752808988764,6.247752808988763,23.484550561797754,7.1686216300943375,0.8124033707865168,331,11,72,4,8,110,62,89,0.249,0.6659999999999999,0.085,-0.9549,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,1,4,5,2,0,1,0,12,1,1,4,1,16,19,7,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,3,0,15,0,10,13,1,5,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,1,54,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15775681396068392,0.0,0.17746683129938604,0.2620754546080538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639148534815379,0.21795624369816904,0.0,0.1936966294267722,0.2828301182812249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601893513500551,0.18522004072498569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23916492176527104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212018646074215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22903579311779176,0.2380821173263415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31098745564646896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749212847693062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720129118359273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608282298970809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23851779410025506,0.2290558341221945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965589650508247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486457340671046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13682994722544292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CounterHorrorism,2019/01/18,I feel like I’m going to die soon My anxiety is so severe it’s hard to eat and hard to sleep. This will be all over soon.,-2.700517241379309,-1.0257342413793111,0.6650862068965537,103.20728448275864,98.3103448275862,4.279310344827587,10.698275862068963,5.985473137389443,-1.4800413793103449,93,1,26,1,4,33,24,29,0.344,0.583,0.073,-0.8085,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,3,6,2,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,4,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247876690794904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362846938749607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315563982701351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16383575315725185,0.2314820797729395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841497251493958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5805218862416605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583012597081224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660537349496204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242569828848699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,No_Name_Nomad,2019/01/18,"What happens when your fears and anxiety actually manifests into reality? I honestly feel like the world is out to get me, I think people around me are conspiring to kill me. My coworkers talk about me, at first I thought they were my irrational thoughts but all my coworkers are in on some scheme and they talk about me (I don’t have proof), but they say little things that play on my fears and anxiety. It makes me extremely paranoid, and very angry that I can’t do anything about it. 

What happens when your fears and anxiety actually manifest into reality? ",7.480608974358972,7.764289432692312,7.848846153846158,69.66282051282053,63.32692307692307,12.702564102564105,37.52564102564102,12.161744961471696,4.9175564102564095,447,21,80,15,6,147,63,104,0.227,0.7190000000000001,0.055,-0.9603,0,0,0,0,0,1,11.0,0,2,3,1,6,7,1,3,1,0,8,0,0,1,2,19,16,9,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,9,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,2,20,3,13,13,2,13,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,1,4,61,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.3187290594192138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747892941490748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438813005520575,0.1453782681877097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5512989052487779,0.08257316179437886,0.11666688654486887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13890924739694688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532141086716673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888245062104852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18067551543101107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978377904843903,0.16367698362901836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900900184895364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321683479486462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986865187212018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625207108471134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849422411077816,0.1046408303293912,0.0,0.2592957732196708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474576262713445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,eatinworms,2019/01/18,"Called my university’s counseling center, got rejected. I don’t know if I’ll have the courage to call again So, yesterday I called my university’s counseling center to schedule an initial consultation to seek treatment for anxiety. These appointments have to be made on the same day that you call, and you must receive an initial consultation in order to start therapy. Phone calls are really scary for me, and it had taken me weeks to build up the courage to call and schedule this appointment. The woman I spoke with told me that they aren’t accepting new patients right now and I’ll have to call again next week when my classes start back up. She sounded annoyed with me, and I’ve been thinking about it ever since. I don’t know if I’ll have the courage to call again, since that experience really rattled me. I just need some encouragement and support to try and call them again later, I guess. ",7.197751479289942,7.637890224852072,6.990349112426037,75.04599704142015,63.91124260355029,10.783668639053257,35.24319526627219,10.577609850970193,3.7221592899408282,724,31,132,17,10,229,95,169,0.064,0.833,0.102,0.7655,1,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,2,0,11,8,1,0,7,0,12,0,0,1,2,23,25,11,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,7,9,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,7,2,19,6,19,16,2,28,0,1,0,0,22,7,0,4,19,85,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345568505569341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383410425073876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8824321841063072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061925502642184264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685635331569001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392681322134848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679664293493782,0.0,0.1057777883431948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554109258515644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085724702101944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07119824129849299,0.0,0.092737532277023,0.10211926000786152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302682655322185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200127860116002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15885887361072762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592809930075886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896331916035318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980820672666013,0.0,0.0,0.06152628153981905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175203409320692,0.0,0.0651918520692273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540442629853657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,moxim,2019/01/18,"I’ve just travelled overseas (in Vietnam) and am getting my eating anxiety back what can I do?? Hey guys,

I am in Vietnam right now for my 2nd day and am eating very minimal as am having some pretty bad eating anxiety, I don’t want this to go south any tips or anything I can do if it does and how to work around this???

Many thanks ",7.61304347826087,4.813107115942032,8.087246376811596,78.04652173913045,64.79710144927536,10.93913043478261,36.04347826086956,8.841846274778883,2.8971217391304345,257,9,55,3,3,86,49,69,0.095,0.789,0.116,0.3527,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,1,0,10,14,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,7,14,1,10,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,3,3,37,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197794906519287,0.0,0.3194331338520165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718086223627769,0.18585897406680368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16053937342009675,0.17432305772673315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346461976316498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18270528642387088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6409039450733256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907923231846872,0.0,0.11865481101474415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20672559175484528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21167073166641304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124049007631552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178297468627383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922171011101953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722658380370324,0.12314419130325813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15199474374532512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,barryosull,2019/01/18,"Passed my Driving Test! Literally screamed in delight after the examiner left the car lol.   


This has been a recurring nightmare for some time, the first attempt was a disaster. Total anxiety attack within two minutes of driving, I was amazed I didn't crash. Big credit to my therapist who managed to overturn the doubt in my head and make me realize I set myself up for failure because of terrible wiring upstairs, not my abilities.   


This was my second real attempt, although technically my third - car broke down in the exam centre parking lot 5 minutes before the test the second time. Repeated exposure to what freaked me out helped immensely - can't emphasise this enough. In between tests, I went to the exam centre several times and did the route over and over. 

Oldest phrase in the world, but facing your fears really is magical when you finally overcome them.  


To anyone out there panicking about their driving test - you CAN do this! It took me till 28 years of age but I did it and don't care about how long it took me the nerve to get in the car. when you get there, you get there. Don't despair!",5.5759186991869925,7.2172446731707325,5.97219512195122,76.58674796747971,68.12195121951221,9.173983739837398,32.6910569105691,9.558583805096642,3.278261788617886,878,39,150,19,15,282,126,205,0.147,0.804,0.049,-0.9542,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,5,2,3,8,11,1,2,14,1,14,2,2,2,1,18,22,11,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,9,6,0,0,2,0,1,10,5,8,0,5,10,1,23,3,29,12,4,42,0,2,0,0,9,16,0,3,15,112,32,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872736956660084,0.0,0.0,0.1267996724691998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20630454234731851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105453848927224,0.0,0.15431006027818925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848919020118362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873764311079188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20406198406427575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986530668723043,0.0,0.1542507867809292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28423366339126804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18611086722910608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215508029702276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19703036894215967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16048339324584665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15417185706506067,0.0,0.0,0.1210482715621886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20640873571070611,0.1161733637152436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20486666820805624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105539147572637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172287617307454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4029588588335882,0.0,0.0,0.1771463621729241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16810734845533012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677934285560075
anxiety,NBogart9129,2019/01/18,"My doctor prescribed me blood pressure medication because of anxiety Some background: I've always had some level of anxiety. I've never taken medication. I've always been very healthy otherwise. I always ran and that helped. Over the last year, I got really into weightlifting and gained over 30 lbs--a mixture of muscle and fat. I stopped running as much. I also moved in with family members in a high stress environment. Alcoholics, etc. I've also been relatively poor lately.

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5 weeks ago, I decided I'm going to take the GRE, and apply to graduate schools. I only had 5 weeks to take the GRE, write a 10 page essay, write a letter of intent, reach out and get letters of recommendation ,etc. So...it's been super stressful lately. Over the last week, my heart has been pounding and racing. My blood pressure is high. I've had less will to go to the gym, because I've just felt so anxious and out of it.   


Today when I went to the doctors and my doctor prescribed me a small dose of blood pressure medication (25 mg of a beta blocker once a day).  She recognized that I have anxiety, but felt like this would help with the high blood pressure as of late. and actually help the anxiety as well. However, I'm reluctant to take it, because I feel like I could just lose some of the fat I've gained, finally enjoy the reprieve from applying to graduate school, and get back into running--then my blood pressure would go back to normal. I don't like the idea of becoming dependent upon a medication if I don't have to. I have to admit, though, taking it once calmed my heart down and I instantly felt relaxed in a way I haven't in weeks.

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What are your thoughts? Should I take the medication? Or should I seek to get my blood pressure back down and practice better self-care for the anxiety? 

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Thanks.  


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anxiety,neumannhuman,2019/01/18,"Advice Needed - Extreme Claustrophobe Flying in 3 days. Hello everyone! 

So, I’m not doing so hot at the moment, and I would love to get some advice from you all. I’m extremely claustrophobic. It’s debilitating. I don’t ride elevators, I don’t lock public bathroom doors (risky, I know), and I haven’t flown on an airplane since I was 7 years old (I’m 31 now). I’ve been actively avoiding flying for most of my life, and I have to get on a plane for work in 3 days. I am absolutely dreading it. I’ve been crying on and off for days about it. I am prescribed Klonopin for panic, but I’m worried this won’t help my level of fear. My flight is relatively short, but I’m afraid that I will have an absolute meltdown about being trapped in a metal tube in the sky. I’m also afraid of plane crashes, etc, but the primary fear is being trapped. Anyone have advice or any tips and tricks for handling this type of situation? I’ll take anything I can get! ",2.411154912226671,4.315563167539271,4.298570988604869,84.25526024022177,77.01047120418848,7.007206652294426,24.84785956267324,7.928766900206844,1.416734893748075,739,26,150,12,17,251,113,191,0.16699999999999998,0.792,0.042,-0.9732,0,3,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,1,6,9,1,7,7,0,20,2,0,0,1,17,33,12,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,6,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,8,0,0,3,1,15,1,23,25,4,20,0,0,0,1,5,12,0,3,7,89,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4914932901792542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407411029166133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401154656335186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722868281583565,0.0,0.13796626079944746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841617869901287,0.3243719464593097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869802943851432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602020956394598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37731828700822295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627793693975954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237600421143164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213912462716796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842009744342324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131571065379515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431449149427623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17592633314818712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19670770490803668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386864319406237,0.18845190138631535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605613449200315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12205526222912075,0.17026238417841072,0.0,0.11909771690117064,0.0,0.0,0.107964699564869
anxiety,friendly-confines,2019/01/18,"Hospital Stay Had an anxiety attack Wednesday night, first one in a while and shrugged it off.  After the attack my memory and brain were shot (couldn't even remember my SSN).

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Next day I had the wiped out feeling appear around midday again and went to the Dr (didn't realize it was an anxiety attack) and got sent to the ER because it was presenting stroke like symptoms and spent the night in the hospital.

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Suppose I should take more steps to get this under control.",8.084666666666667,8.165475911111116,7.294444444444448,74.82500000000002,62.111111111111114,10.755555555555556,35.77777777777778,10.355215969177356,3.7260444444444434,392,16,67,8,5,121,64,90,0.104,0.853,0.043,-0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,3,4,3,0,9,0,8,4,1,1,0,14,16,6,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,3,0,1,4,2,3,1,2,10,2,4,1,10,4,1,21,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,11,46,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154695689487517,0.353788836132142,0.0,0.0,0.22273507136626056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12959617355163786,0.0,0.4968513831099484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874360650754813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16251430862612465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327922608796835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938864108335574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615355577819493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736091159979609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382942208623735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605901836810244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643282430647488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112254537807973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548249168765855,0.27323205733167594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864809726154562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16491262681187502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15516784291392655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131232104918454,0.10945728963485736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495319046403026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.353788836132142,0.0
anxiety,evanfalcon,2019/01/18,"Anyone else notice their anxiety is worse from working in a tall building? I recently started working in a tall building 3 months ago. The job is not super difficult, but for whatever reason my anxiety has been through the roof! I constantly feel like I'm woozy and ""off"". Anyone else notice a swing in anxiety after taking a job in a tall building? It may seem hippie dippy, but I swear not being grounded throughout the day is giving me really bad anxiety. ",5.878627450980392,7.359454058823534,7.01029411764706,70.03465686274511,67.23529411764707,9.901960784313726,34.166666666666664,10.125756701596842,3.9821372549019607,365,17,56,9,6,123,57,85,0.207,0.706,0.087,-0.8342,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,8,0,7,0,0,1,0,9,13,3,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,6,2,9,10,0,16,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,2,8,36,7,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391901026174028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4804841295459046,0.0,0.0,0.21958619428670134,0.3217742046906517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110640972268867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696844793177376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126588980540834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623426614285072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939479806654559,0.11217620467711106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062934915403464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116392579380306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07671278280841998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253330785373992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35754008063781195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059200595297914,0.16144427361490118,0.15503980697377015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14294649374632842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114063946145897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806064085475003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286270721617076,0.0,0.16001834276886293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NotJigglyMan,2019/01/18,"First real bouts of anxiety A few weeks ago after Christmas I experienced a week of anxiety after some intrusive shameful thoughts. I rebounded slightly and was able to go back to work, through the help of some friends. I went on a solo trip to Seattle last weekend. Since getting back my anxiety is sky high. I can barely keep food down, I cant get out of bed for very long. My brain tells me it will never end, that I shouldn't trust my friends, etc. I just feel so afraid and alone. ",4.119955357142857,5.3774488229166675,4.6314880952380975,86.28375000000004,71.1875,7.985714285714287,30.380952380952376,8.418075326091056,2.1321952380952385,381,16,78,6,7,121,74,96,0.13699999999999998,0.772,0.092,-0.3326,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,4,5,0,2,4,0,6,2,1,0,1,12,13,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,1,2,1,0,3,3,2,0,1,3,2,11,3,14,8,4,21,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,13,49,13,1,0.17561495042279687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556720575500319,0.0,0.0,0.1818841259400837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4030348691825473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700741136223383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19604436402299447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555427207957342,0.0,0.19585709143706892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879619557262361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937798711669198,0.212354295135276,0.0,0.27135935012986606,0.0,0.18350312671226449,0.0,0.0998060233733961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771099946412117,0.18554683705152625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15609463695534515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314962360977931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15541370484396752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544507608434206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998882605866784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14527050174456152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349520721179316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941865425538258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490072598426107,0.0,0.0,0.28173544059730865,0.0,0.0,0.16279681845283284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127849775471761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NozomiWish,2019/01/18,"Need advice about weaning off meds So long story short I started Trintellix months back and it immediately fucked my gastro system up. Diarhhea, nausea, gas, pain. I told my dr I would stay on it to see if my body got used to it. It didn't. So now I'm trying to wean off. I have a long history with these types of meds and  before this it took me over a month to wean off of Pristiq. This is way worse than that. So I was cutting 10mg in half like the dr said. Then I didn't take it for 3 days and when I took it I threw up. The next day I was in patient first because I thought I was going to die from a heart attack. So here I am over a week later, taking 5mg and learning that cutting a coated pill in half fucks me up and not sure why dr said that was a good idea because isn't my system getting overloaded with this medicine? I know I had serotonin syndrome. The worst part was the doctor didn't take me seriously and didn't give me ANYTHING to get me down from this ultimate panic attack, I had to  call my dr and get atavin. and I was petrified to take trintellix again so I didn't take it for a week right. Well my symptoms are still terrible and I even called my dr and told her about it and she told me to cut the 5mg in half but I was like no. So today after a week I took the 5mg to do this ""right"". But I'm talking about, almost a constant state of anxiety,  my temp going up and down resulting in chills, dizziness 24/7, gastro system fucked, shitting everywhere, randomly crying.  Feeling like disconnected from reality. I can't sleep because the brain zaps wake me up every 10 minutes. What am I supposed to do if I can't even function guys? I called my dr yesterday because I thought she could put me on something else (like prozac to get off this idk) but she wants me to get off this shit. What am I supposed to do when my brain is all messed up AND I'm having a million physical symptoms I literally cannot function. ",2.9228701406120763,4.013282250620353,4.289198511166251,88.23738751033916,73.88833746898263,7.1599338296112505,26.08842018196857,7.554174236665415,1.1990185938792397,1509,51,330,18,30,500,186,403,0.149,0.8140000000000001,0.038,-0.991,0,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,1,19,23,10,1,17,0,31,23,8,2,2,37,69,27,1,6,6,0,1,4,0,1,12,2,0,1,22,15,0,0,6,0,0,7,11,16,1,5,26,4,50,7,51,41,3,62,0,0,1,3,15,25,5,4,28,216,72,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857188585545642,0.0,0.0,0.08051506942820094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06151042725506315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06616734864163493,0.0,0.0,0.1829470361052528,0.0,0.061827308465157486,0.0,0.19605918794740304,0.0,0.06841964759455174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931302301653865,0.0,0.17951954305779516,0.24631077738386914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689040223868456,0.0,0.06419770814510217,0.0,0.08832229775332981,0.10371053302728847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344881131522758,0.0,0.0,0.08229902480766893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06716895813790318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621490835243873,0.0,0.06774558603031089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04065572742656934,0.05744211600963025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839336627636082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22300236193302506,0.2100442776130924,0.07713283377224693,0.09139325070475447,0.06744080082703506,0.06430808337164122,0.0,0.0,0.07961465562484274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528158595500576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076867155661124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0441890759915796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157129387009898,0.0,0.0,0.14231369219691345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786260460330773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835872381156396,0.0,0.0,0.05962008575318493,0.0,0.0,0.0855127728955485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555773279578814,0.09433920449627806,0.0,0.0870719436552229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808303136309057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733269735064227,0.15296918016523778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06407323152492679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650713609380994,0.0,0.0,0.08046414325495786,0.0,0.0,0.0619005247813274,0.0,0.0,0.056911833696868384,0.08570217752719762,0.06421239531922401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578177407284792,0.1671453976169911,0.3022768085116719,0.0646273573162123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12766688412793836,0.0,0.0,0.0762155574163078,0.2304943510219232,0.2680023233753513,0.05459044689715596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944503253806225,0.0,0.0,0.04742558625462907,0.06382259969998325,0.19349070991381495,0.0,0.07229471776077066,0.0,0.07255397627676392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194065965643547,0.05711816868094793,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mirror-Disappoints,2019/01/18,"I'm planning to go to a comedy show on my own tomorrow night. I bought the tickets to a comedian I wanted to see while my ex was still in the picture. Now I have two tickets and haven't been able to find anyone to come with me. But I want to see the guy so I figured I'd just say fuck it and go anyway.

I'm currently trying to hype myself up for it. I'm sure it will be fine, but my brain just keeps running scenarios. The biggest issue for me is just that empty seat that's gonna be across from me. I wonder about who will notice and what they might think and at the same time I know it really doesn't matter and even if they think the worst most inaccurate thing, in about an hour it will have left their brain completely.

It's always easier once I'm actually out doing the thing. It's the idea of it beforehand that is the worst. But of course that's often enough to get me to avoid the thing anyway. Even when I'm well aware of what kind of good things can come when I step out of my comfort zone. It's frustrating.",2.6885091743119283,3.632059169724776,4.176043577981652,89.39002866972479,74.27522935779818,7.651834862385322,21.423165137614678,8.07648339933343,0.7196596330275238,801,17,184,12,16,267,124,218,0.107,0.7979999999999999,0.095,-0.7765,1,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,3,1,16,11,2,1,13,0,16,3,2,0,1,34,38,13,0,3,7,1,0,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,20,10,0,2,7,3,1,6,2,5,1,1,3,3,20,6,29,28,6,26,0,0,2,1,7,10,1,5,10,129,40,0,0.14140927993859145,0.0,0.13799505868619927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176638489701376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887665646259004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31571904653639393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436231468674813,0.14826493959147544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14611358725981086,0.0,0.1867989914735152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924552001876405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13073060066444814,0.07388051231512045,0.0,0.160732305134473,0.11860739489464622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001741947452692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925965600924126,0.0,0.0,0.15963386465395768,0.0,0.14759454897155866,0.0,0.1256910653733604,0.0,0.14725600440976544,0.07771484208209145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15364159641124853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500128992916375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270302989503469,0.0,0.0,0.16099540246448313,0.0,0.1505962680349621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059040572021876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245433516006836,0.0,0.0,0.2253697755797302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292963362477268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332765728320355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3757841685489681,0.1812187134563668,0.0,0.0,0.08245688831549836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600761872938228,0.0,0.13813631892798775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16681371419178007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714392523659618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15335233197737808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AmiTaylorSwift,2019/01/18,"Just need a place to vent My grandfather died and I went to see his body 2 days ago. Seeing his body was strange for me and it chilled me in a weird way, it was kinda like a smack to the face. He looked quite normal because thankfully he died of old age... except he looked darker and a bit more fuller around the face as usual but it just really stuck with me (I’ve thankfully never seen a body before)... because of how when I walked into the room my mind instantly recognised a person, then it recognised that the person was my grandfather, then it realised that he wasn’t there any more. This person that I recognise as someone I’ve known my whole life isn’t there in the sense that I can’t interact with him anymore. 


I can’t get my head around death. It’s not necessarily even me that I worry about it’s knowing that I’ll leave a mess when I die. Seeing how my nan is now is making me think if I’m old and married i wouldn’t want to go first because I don’t want anyone to feel like my nan, but I also don’t want to feel like my nan! 
It’s not death itself I think that worries me it’s the people I’d leave behind.

It sounds ridiculous but I’m worried about the fact that I won’t even be able to think of them? I can’t try to make things better for them once I’ve gone, I won’t even know how they are. 


It’s just the fact that my granddad was in that shell, and almost everything I associated with him like his face, his hands, his hair, his nose were all there but things like our conversation were not. It was just his shell. He’s not there. I could look at what my mind recognises to be him but there’s no way he can see me anymore. It’s like he’s completely cut out now? Idk. ",3.0701675977653617,3.7800943743016804,4.069101675977656,91.39461340782124,73.13407821229049,7.180513966480447,22.699888268156425,7.24861992348623,0.50466712849162,1318,30,307,13,25,427,159,358,0.14800000000000002,0.769,0.083,-0.9765,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,0,3,3,24,13,2,0,15,0,24,11,10,5,4,55,54,21,5,8,15,1,4,6,0,3,1,1,1,3,28,12,0,0,8,0,0,4,16,4,0,1,12,14,47,9,31,36,5,30,0,0,8,0,27,10,0,3,20,189,75,0,0.08648369552630149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766625779564732,0.0,0.0866009285256549,0.0,0.0,0.06916098006668471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058811878610171064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715371741997419,0.060471410758069125,0.0,0.0,0.15397764925324656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815897424057876,0.0,0.07359125506772436,0.0,0.0,0.07648780067004313,0.09441779643396034,0.28819166812851343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067650933816336,0.0,0.0,0.06905019363539873,0.0,0.0,0.05577482899684351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692692658250259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713649957438917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772596903816048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745751000479536,0.12356793872849844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735629872344557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04518416142959457,0.0,0.049150677185142634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875722215674871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505835463444688,0.0,0.0,0.1831474926050213,0.0,0.0,0.061085991776958525,0.253509391043722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21787356830037613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545707664141573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746477575025537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412656440182556,0.06670155754059531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473565938856445,0.0,0.0,0.1815001806627456,0.09210231321302832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05995690516514283,0.2265426813057707,0.0903570547087006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198605568072384,0.0,0.0,0.055403669895736536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756652330106254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327735456923551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592451347793587,0.0,0.0,0.11491184889176458,0.1662457801040474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05871675232348859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524957229774866,0.0,0.1530309730100987,0.1372934640482054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801712521959504,0.0,0.0965559575442945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634851724763222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,velocijaymz,2019/01/18,"Had a promised monetary source pulled, and I'm also woefully underprepared for an exam next week. I'm not sure if what I'm feeling is anxiety, but it's something I feel often. Like I can literally feel the anxiety, down my arms, like a dull tingling, everything feels heavy. I'm angry, resigned, unmotivated, nothing calms me, nothing takes my mind off things. I'm not enjoying anything. It might only last a few hours, could last a few days, but it's really getting to me atm. My home life is perfect btw, wonderful wife and children. Which makes this even harder to comprehend. Don't know what I expect from this post, just need somewhere to talk, I guess.",4.521612903225805,6.470564709677419,5.4234193548387095,78.26512903225809,71.25806451612901,8.830967741935485,30.94838709677419,9.3871,2.997715483870967,520,23,94,12,10,170,89,124,0.192,0.6659999999999999,0.142,-0.5911,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,4,9,0,0,6,0,7,3,1,1,2,24,23,6,0,4,6,1,4,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,9,2,0,0,6,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,1,4,9,7,7,20,2,10,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,5,8,51,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13977260756260834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674145567539176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438301845572717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395487109612521,0.0,0.0,0.11271953170314718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544145401537342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15708223563806165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534988721246192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131605794849756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19254139664451134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17531997635173852,0.0,0.17212445365548865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605527629204327,0.28494030721020003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345325858570975,0.17077870881155333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166679292873428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18541542519777213,0.17647937064770536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295981796647832,0.0,0.0,0.18588198197549685,0.0,0.0,0.3354148986755719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292911650900188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16739224934949345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111969428460939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13455524645108854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16472938352129599,0.0,0.1314138470050765,0.1404826537720838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611698347793732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019908151248886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18954295245889247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ArtHope,2019/01/18,"Overthinking Solutions? I have always been an active thinker and an  optimist. In my young life this combination simply resulted in the  construction of many elaborate plans and games; the combination of which  fueled my vigor for life and led me to my friends and hobbies.

During  my Freshmen year of College I experienced my first panic attack. At the  time I was unaware of what a panic attack felt like, and the physical  symptoms scared me immensely. With the help of family, exercise,  Sertraline, and time I was able to eventually overcome my symptoms -  which primarily stemmed around the fear of having another panic attack.

My  Sophomore and Junior year were not easy, but I was lucky to feel  progressively better. So much so, last spring I worked my way off of  Sertraline with the help of my doctor.

This  past Fall I had a severe panic attack after going for a long run. One  of my coping mechanisms for my anxiety/depression has been exercise, so  this unexpected re-occurrence was difficult to process. Since the Fall I  have made some positive strides, but I am feeling very dejected.

\*

I am wondering what strategies you folks use to stop yourself from overthinking?

My  active mind, which I once loved, is now an enemy. My fear of having a  panic attack prevents me from doing almost anything - even activities I  enjoy.

I would value any suggestions you may have, for I just want to feel like myself again.",7.211481218993622,8.792000485943774,7.514320812662415,67.27666902905743,64.22088353413655,11.160028348688872,34.32577368296716,11.088447113337141,4.431980203165604,1127,49,172,33,17,367,145,249,0.199,0.628,0.173,-0.8674,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,2,0,5,8,22,5,8,15,0,20,8,0,4,0,33,30,12,0,2,4,0,4,2,1,2,7,0,0,0,8,10,0,2,6,3,0,5,1,14,0,2,10,5,33,8,30,18,2,25,0,0,0,1,8,5,0,5,16,127,41,4,0.09306838788266092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319454676370864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744035427148134,0.0,0.0,0.06328969521121766,0.09759031947719747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765873532868572,0.08285059685963164,0.0,0.5293936350262004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231142595989452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015966610889118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525943864316552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06147079244762666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773659322136533,0.20945562184001934,0.14117451991692342,0.06648807489931616,0.0893602474395486,0.0,0.0,0.0791639231889834,0.0,0.0,0.07190440561202578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052892909595556606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476355720065635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586315779662922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147390944148618,0.09093702650722547,0.0,0.0,0.08236259458478394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399785369656465,0.08806355891405085,0.0,0.0943567376519246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397254094641076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684159736797138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911479567144052,0.063065548258101,0.0,0.0,0.545978502379583,0.0,0.0,0.08884430714159522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317769218208094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051407874440134,0.0,0.07698713219872058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780933959645088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934673805187007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853785082105827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038120538599307,0.0,0.07679116691326855,0.054894146491976575,0.07387335432438005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092869662711736,0.0677548948177271,0.0,0.0,0.06611311248934412,0.0,0.0,0.1198659808589541
anxiety,the_true_threat,2019/01/18,"Severe Anxiety my girlfriend will stop liking me Hey everyone,
I'm sorry if this comes off as a lazy post but this is starting to become a major problem and I don't know what to do.

Long story short, my ex left me about a year ago. She literally woke up one day and said she didn't love me anymore and left.

It's been a while now and I started dating again after some short flings and now I'm seeing this amazing person who honestly I think is way too good for me. We have so much in common and have been talking nonstop even before we started dating.

It's a long distance(ish) relationship since she's finishing up school but things have been going well overall.

But I have this nagging feeling all the time she just will wake up one day and do the same thing my ex did. I know it's probably not going to happen, but I can't help but feeling like every pause in conversation is the beginning of the end. 

It doesn't really help that we don't talk as deeply as we did before we starting seeing each other and we aren't super affectionate even though there's deep feelings there.

Every second I don't have some form of affirmation from her that she still likes me I end up in an anxious near-panic state and I think it might start damaging the relationship and my day-to-day life if I don't do something about it. 

Thank you all for listening
",3.5571831232493025,5.023563055147059,4.6452521008403345,84.82803921568629,72.86029411764707,7.386834733893558,24.71708683473389,7.957251820313856,1.2988733893557427,1069,32,215,15,21,350,146,272,0.139,0.748,0.112,-0.6899,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,6,1,0,1,15,14,1,0,11,0,27,3,1,0,2,42,53,23,0,3,9,2,3,3,1,3,1,2,0,1,17,18,0,1,7,0,0,3,9,3,1,3,8,7,32,11,22,42,9,45,0,1,2,1,29,13,0,5,29,152,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443828800036842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150022478679661,0.12035605924368695,0.10565570250613214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766132965068599,0.1813096383046299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177186708677984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748292324302382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18871965199210447,0.0,0.0,0.14073286908798388,0.0,0.17952339907797107,0.10180030854756283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616043525626815,0.07610978456711595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109443567261888,0.08935786455218457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420998363974288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14281850504392732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709948336078675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315047046416069,0.0,0.075249967298203,0.15614523748326098,0.0,0.0,0.1885631172125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615346148353313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301852087628753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831667596930303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438394550600805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302366966090947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203263513515792,0.0,0.11486449831087005,0.10194115986981693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825008854856951,0.0,0.0,0.22876092519330346,0.0,0.0,0.1013407248597242,0.0,0.0,0.10782074992411628,0.16979178994950506,0.0,0.0,0.12035605924368695,0.0,0.08812819524339942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201709708793467,0.0,0.11925902686725405,0.3770358495552282,0.0,0.08508028453313385,0.08906938699854505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17126020363366504,0.0,0.0980846085654019,0.0,0.0,0.1415563964788241,0.13652873217339434,0.1046716909186948,0.0,0.06212236146014116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456381225344542,0.0,0.0,0.09578921837054596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860609209934332
anxiety,c-r-i-k-e-y,2019/01/18,"Panic upon waking?? Do you guys ever wake up panicking from a nap? Like doesn’t matter if it’s 10 min, or 60, I wake up with my heart racing (I had my boyfriend check) and often I start crying. 

I don’t remember dreaming when this happens. I don’t snore. I don’t likely have sleep apnea. 

Is this panic disorder related or should I talk to a doctor about this? I saw online some people have sleep apnea and this happens but I really don’t think I do. ",0.1201612903225815,2.4467297526881744,2.7851881720430143,88.89778225806455,90.18279569892474,5.250537634408602,16.352150537634408,6.816661863887847,0.11553118279569885,349,8,70,5,12,121,61,93,0.13699999999999998,0.8290000000000001,0.034,-0.8223,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,2,2,0,12,7,6,0,1,14,17,7,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,2,2,1,0,5,2,0,0,2,1,13,2,7,14,1,7,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,5,6,49,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237676181457107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334711330651659,0.20850744631168225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18426879758474715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20170650347454785,0.3602829759034234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413992172377969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990463878674108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4780233219667884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14122796814385855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13050286210631326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23076552242425036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40771741995623895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14418811324655464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16373566111345186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13053016257769898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xXxTwigsxXx,2019/01/18,"The Anxiety Attack ""Hangover"" Do you know that feeling the day after an anxiety attack? You wake up exhausted and sluggish, feeling like everything's been taken out of you.  You'd give anything to stay in bed, but you have to summon the strength to go to work and or school. You spend the rest your day feeling a little teary, avoiding any and all even slight triggers that can induce another one.  

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How do you all go about the ""hangover""? There can be no real fixes, but is there anything self care wise that you do to make it a little more manageable?",5.870107816711588,6.874128867924532,5.789299191374662,80.52726415094341,66.9245283018868,8.321293800539085,32.123989218328845,8.418075326091056,2.517546091644205,444,18,79,6,7,139,71,106,0.13,0.7120000000000001,0.158,0.7512,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,9,0,2,5,8,2,1,8,0,10,2,1,4,2,19,20,7,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,4,4,0,1,5,0,1,2,1,4,0,1,2,3,9,4,11,16,4,11,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,1,4,57,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18204562464582189,0.20415823269742026,0.11425686673340132,0.1761797728645071,0.2570640669559457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765262492971962,0.0,0.0,0.3822856647031449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17130384734774656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21671326794408827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097320214997958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510022447162864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548623161237925,0.12003090057202714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16117657468960758,0.19097510590413488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923373816143161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208429258580359,0.3367930066488619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215220573624836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385221430988313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912393683481314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004149712617453,0.0,0.0,0.17527767642945202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17908305376230682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231789016978152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20415823269742026,0.0
anxiety,gamingstorm,2019/01/18,"I have a presentation coming up I’m sorry if this is breaking any rules I thought this is a good place to share this if it isn’t i’m sorry 

A presentation is coming up and i’m already shaking. The date isn’t specified and I have to choose a date (I have to raise my hand). It is for university so it os in front of 50+ students and I don’t know how to handle it. I don’t want to go up there and start shaking like there is an earthquake. I’m so bad at these things that once I recognized a lecturer who was our teacher 7 years ago and me and my friend went to talk with him, immediately afterwards my legs started shaking and I had to sit. Does anyone have any ideas.",0.8193154761904751,2.677947062500003,3.1714285714285717,90.64500000000002,81.84722222222223,6.336507936507938,22.785714285714285,7.447530270364453,0.7933130952380956,523,18,121,8,14,180,82,144,0.09,0.82,0.08900000000000001,0.2284,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,0,5,8,0,3,7,0,15,2,2,1,0,18,28,12,0,3,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,11,10,0,0,4,0,0,8,4,4,0,0,4,1,14,4,15,24,0,25,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,2,10,76,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17802476240518278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22162224940961534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731442379128628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404258612151519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16768568311810408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459966329237197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17574875729464295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551617052975873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141370126231194,0.16844770212135896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22671400637031425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037158839110037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811599155471752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21387869888782696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20982588408756064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4496282254213119,0.28429874770726005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16142053031090262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13342334122987384,0.0,0.0,0.1594375586041692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845545913428895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861725564722537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12932872359446027
anxiety,elangley2011,2019/01/18,"Having lots of trouble with recent episode of anxiety - HELP I have had anxiety before, but never like this. I just graduated college a month ago, December 15th, and just finished my first week of my new career. For some reason, on December 27th, I was riding in the car and noticed I didn't like the way my jaw was lining up. Ever since then, I have not been able to stop clenching my jaw, which has left my face incredibly tired. I went to the dentist last week, and he told me I was grinding my teeth at night, but said anxiety was why I noticed it. I am wearing a nightguard now, which is helping a little. I am unable to think about anything but my jaw, and I'm exhausted because of it. I am in my head so bad now that I am convinced I have started saying my ""s's"" weird, and I am obsessing over it. When I say I can't think about anything else, I mean it. I feel like this will never go away, and I'm going to analyse every ""s"" that I say for the rest of my life. Keep in mind, no one has said anything about my pronunciation, so I know it's in my head. HAS ANYONE DEALT WITH ANYTHING SIMILAR BEFORE, AND WILL THIS GO AWAY? Please share I am very desperate.",4.235098039215687,4.470361109243697,5.620689075630253,83.02529131652662,70.26050420168067,8.5315406162465,29.31204481792717,8.447377352677275,1.968200784313726,896,32,190,13,15,303,130,238,0.174,0.768,0.058,-0.9781,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,1,11,10,0,1,7,0,24,12,8,1,3,29,40,14,0,0,6,0,1,3,0,2,4,5,0,0,12,9,0,2,6,0,0,6,6,5,0,2,11,6,34,5,26,27,3,38,0,0,0,0,10,12,0,2,22,131,46,3,0.1101877205668908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767476593592556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25287991390985265,0.0,0.0,0.07704581621248338,0.0,0.3627004216972018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070499812611032,0.0,0.09200214412919096,0.06716941173213012,0.0,0.18752326898665256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204770155415287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996711016188076,0.092837906935025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055714222289181166,0.07871812958953438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372561882477416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18786666262554289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261687809195662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771301287704394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793990885979327,0.0,0.0,0.06055628956572166,0.08981769882117276,0.0,0.0,0.11971928080084596,0.0,0.07782884567442983,0.16149646341669738,0.1104370433608681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367765967579457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002673033452052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125818678431117,0.0,0.08795078730431838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699671259173773,0.10641998714664984,0.0,0.10340371143112892,0.0,0.0,0.2508989003693995,0.0,0.0,0.07466605113674736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095302843097475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329132848170922,0.1087970809141476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20962750998645754,0.2628770940181732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911484211014182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799143575033061,0.0,0.0,0.0921218682734414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120768430822192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664457552313524,0.0,0.10528908899269132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091640925931532,0.0,0.08746188376977583,0.17677188603582727,0.0,0.0,0.10214512088904136,0.09942727920804303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,clike1,2019/01/18,Burning and tingling feet I've been having tingling and burning in my feet and hands for the past couple weeks. I'm pretty sure it's anxiety because when I left town for 3 days all my symptoms went away. As soon as I get back home there does again,5.355882352941176,5.286424588235295,5.385098039215689,86.73294117647059,67.82352941176471,7.584313725490197,30.72549019607843,6.42735559955562,1.4981843137254902,198,7,41,1,3,62,40,51,0.035,0.8540000000000001,0.112,0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,2,6,3,0,2,5,5,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,1,6,3,1,12,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,7,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145439441375876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634925739646099,0.2156492029964608,0.0,0.17096008491465178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31031325864306536,0.0,0.18086743823141385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454242131458052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652386521647473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813148219692759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047104014139116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677218347967389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853190876873247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26432137490955365,0.29149555977310204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22496055769945175,0.0,0.0,0.2599805192644657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alameda__,2019/01/18,"Opinions on pregabalin (Lyrica) as an alternative to benzos? Hey,

I was thinking about asking my doctor for pregabalin instead of the benzo I'm currently on, and I'd like to hear from some of you who have tried it, how does it compare to benzos and how effective is it really as an anxiolytic? How often do you take it and how long have you been using it for?

Phenibut is also on my mind since it's available without a prescription (and in the same class as pregabalin), the withdrawals however seem kind of harsh.

I'd like something I can take a little bit more often than benzos, but I'd like to hear some opinions before I make my decision.

Thanks",5.733571428571429,6.4000283492063526,6.660436507936506,75.36303571428572,67.0952380952381,9.792063492063493,31.62301587301588,9.827888789773867,3.0928444444444447,516,20,93,11,8,172,76,126,0.017,0.878,0.105,0.8777,2,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,1,9,5,0,0,7,0,8,1,0,7,0,24,19,13,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,7,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,9,5,20,17,5,7,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,7,5,68,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16000042870118145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18704372882632744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17024964579942106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21843079568694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047859104182104,0.17508755362968195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4509996075879066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20834800579844184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29324057588297364,0.2005283676732552,0.0,0.1770606583105354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355205306084386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20201937599181916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817358756902186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18214136163507968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16550464901289078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540280137259646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300863985078985,0.0,0.0,0.18420278174707613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820040076915676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358382361649724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17280112669092193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928657913215169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheAkita,2019/01/18,"Likeable presence There are some people who you just really enjoy their company. They don't even have to say anything but just their presence is enough. These people you see for the very first time and you instantly determine they are a likeable person. 

Then there is me. If I'm in a group at work and try and talk everyone will just direct the answer at someone else, almost like I've disappeared. If I raise a point it will be pushed away as quickly as possible. 

I'm not aggressive or rude; I have had low hearing since a child therefore I have always naturally taken a back seat in social situations hence I have no social skills at all. I have no friends or a partner. I'm the award one everywhere I go. If I catch a reflection of myself I just seem so weird, strange and out of place so I totally get the reaction of other people. I wouldn’t want to interact with me

I'm joining a new team at work and I want to be that kind of person everyone wants to chat to and when they hear my name they go ""Oh cool"". 

Surely you can train to be a people's person?",2.2978037383177536,4.376438920560748,3.856831775700937,86.4688925233645,78.01869158878505,7.270654205607477,23.78411214953271,8.238735603445708,1.4753951401869156,835,28,169,16,20,277,129,214,0.073,0.7809999999999999,0.146,0.9424,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,4,6,6,13,11,2,0,13,1,18,0,0,1,3,33,33,18,0,7,11,0,0,1,2,3,0,3,0,5,5,8,0,0,3,2,0,5,5,4,0,2,2,5,25,7,22,25,4,23,0,1,1,0,28,11,0,8,8,117,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340687110936538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140489271477913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017777432060814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579145070593098,0.10295100799366756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184559247114201,0.0,0.0,0.13834128880980212,0.0,0.08843124624291968,0.0,0.0,0.2558699530852774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388440113318983,0.0,0.0,0.10344093422978684,0.0,0.06995054658009532,0.0,0.1521823853803188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018012556569238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942293675129105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06541053290073418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930911160433387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090725445457832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3712821621432768,0.3507154693077856,0.1398836487004357,0.0,0.12656669929346873,0.15093772388730306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577158165895653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647249136817503,0.0,0.0,0.1066907800882231,0.12188589684707055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075289212843267,0.1504948451956169,0.0,0.2729623204230089,0.11344220722228998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12618712057868012,0.0,0.0,0.10761347606487684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807071480989881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909006339497084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047097849558604,0.23691045417363785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19494298183627468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kublakhan89,2019/01/18,"Long Weekend Ruined I fucked up majorly at work today-basically, I transmitted incorrect medical coverage determination that could have resulted in something bad happening. The whole situation was a cluster fuck from its beginning but I did remedy it the best I could. I am facing a long weekend where I'm worried that I won't be able to put it out of my mind at all. I have huge shame around this mistake, and checking the facts of the situation (I'm new at this job, it got fixed, I know better for next time, I'm seemingly not in trouble) is just not working. Anyone else?",6.037870129870129,6.7979305272727295,7.380389610389612,70.1377272727273,66.45454545454545,11.376623376623378,35.714285714285715,11.20814326018867,4.371519480519481,458,22,82,14,7,157,80,110,0.16399999999999998,0.713,0.123,-0.431,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,4,3,9,2,1,6,0,10,4,1,1,2,16,20,2,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,2,2,1,1,3,7,0,0,3,0,9,2,13,13,4,19,0,1,0,2,0,10,2,1,8,55,17,3,0.16750663981329256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712453728082192,0.171630347507596,0.0,0.1491164229037663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986104748708006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17578788414562588,0.14814601063215868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674808435031611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13993030358144934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097143786827097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397036188145084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14812556838772134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16622449331615882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205726856430434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964762102164221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16874531701960688,0.0,0.0,0.16913395543604273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16177895653161806,0.1781452117628331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16839043865672024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524917537766042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3765689628064585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289547949622636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767446872784533,0.0,0.15877670850569872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870151813445684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438936575570572,0.1701111236961887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Abuddend,2019/01/18,"Stressing about my cat all the time Last summer I got a cat. I needed the companionship and it was finally in my budget. So I picked up a small black and white cat, seven years old. I learned she had a bunch of oral issues, which have been resolved after much stress and heartache. She also has occasional bouts of pooping followed by throwing up. I’ve seen the vet and they have told me that that is caused by gas and not terribly serious.
However now I am always worried about my cat, giving her medicine (my vet suggested giving her a gas pill when she seems a little cramped/gassy), her weight, etc.
Is there any way to relax these worries?",5.577822580645162,6.331342911290327,5.585645161290324,82.62346774193551,67.46774193548387,8.458064516129033,30.01612903225807,8.472884824447931,2.107325806451613,507,18,98,7,8,159,89,124,0.08199999999999999,0.8109999999999999,0.108,0.3063,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,7,6,0,2,8,0,9,3,1,2,1,13,17,8,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,3,1,1,2,1,4,0,1,6,4,17,2,11,11,4,17,0,0,3,0,12,5,0,1,9,66,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14967363052313404,0.15573403396893304,0.0,0.0,0.12727678787927438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19226724710583828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087354481490028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20502716058910145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3590862815404026,0.0,0.0,0.14969079574528482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953488238260814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525622616843019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18758580246424267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758583195141633,0.138778480260725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963953587283228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17038553637417944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4287875841645189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913584723169642,0.0,0.0,0.17884160647876846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485607288342272,0.0,0.2279132699876771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3801448188031317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205263903453134
anxiety,tmhemond,2019/01/18,Sertraline increase Increasing my sertraline from 125 to 150. Every time I increase I get extreme nausea and dizziness/foggy. I increased to 125 about 4 months ago. Just wondering how long my side effects may last this time and if it’s worth increasing. ,5.756333333333334,8.485866800000004,5.579722222222222,75.09625000000003,69.8888888888889,8.944444444444445,35.694444444444436,9.516144504307137,4.073777777777779,206,11,31,5,4,64,35,45,0.0,0.8029999999999999,0.197,0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,8,3,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,4,2,5,12,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,6,17,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35068534392050976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33331938920362264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066904559313643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32247582371391803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501033479669337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157729818787329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4613679928996349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4290233299865083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lilliepop18,2019/01/18,"Was actually able to stand up for myself! I'm currently a senior in college, and I'm in charge PR stuff for a club on campus. I was working with a guy on the PR committee (which I'm in charge of) and have constantly had my ability to do my job, and my authority as leader, has constantly been challenged and questioned. Last week I messaged him about it (I can manage text confrontatin well enough) but nothing changed and I continued to get disrespect from him. 

Well, I decided enough was enough and it was time to stand up for myself and remove him from the committee. I was going to do it on Wednesday, but a lot of people, specifically people I like, were around and I didn't feel comfortable calling him out in that setting. The whole time I knew I had to, but my anxiety kept telling me that if I did, all those people would think I'm a horrible person for doing it. 

Well, today he was sitting alone and I did it! I was shaky and my heart was beating so fast I felt like I was going to be sick, and I continued to shake for like ten minutes after. But I did it! I verbally confronted someone face-to-face and stood up for myself! ",4.5616886930983815,5.245444845814983,5.750766519823793,80.78656093979444,69.70484581497797,9.225139500734212,30.111306901615272,9.3871,2.5681567694566816,888,34,178,18,15,297,116,227,0.151,0.765,0.083,-0.9499,2,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,3,6,11,1,2,8,0,25,2,1,0,1,31,38,19,0,2,5,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,11,15,0,1,6,1,0,4,1,3,3,1,21,2,31,8,34,15,6,34,0,0,0,0,11,12,0,4,17,137,42,7,0.13682332021408414,0.0,0.13351982352772346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417076959874163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466946546187823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218017632189512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971190770286362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14474093066167268,0.0,0.0,0.2957148035528261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42412519488026384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918198178102489,0.0,0.13137184416739014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148453763757283,0.0,0.1555196919446314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354765983437039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16213629323229156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577603312782754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152926753976374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005348891312347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632229399778128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312856658907662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845681877213824,0.11946884568945546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327343212762787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159299552089372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15662996695256673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958961259906553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767085890965685,0.0,0.0,0.15956555664165395,0.0,0.12969250923204045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975141442028864,0.0,0.36906179007792617,0.0,0.0,0.1527583507765663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960900667373217,0.0,0.0,0.09719536102724924,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chuleta2,2019/01/18,"You ever get this weird burst of anxiety kind of feeling after accomplishing something that anxiety kept you from getting done for ages? I finally pushed myself to get an important task done today, something I’ve been procrastinating on for MONTHS.  Immediately after, this rush of anxiety/adrenaline felt like it consumed me and I had to do a few jumping jacks to relax. It was like a happy panic attack, almost, it was weird. Anyone else ever get like this? ",6.598333333333333,8.493602573170731,7.440000000000001,66.06333333333335,65.95121951219512,9.856910569105693,31.959349593495933,10.125756701596842,3.713115447154472,369,15,55,9,6,123,57,82,0.14400000000000002,0.6679999999999999,0.188,0.6381,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,1,3,10,1,1,3,0,7,0,0,0,2,7,14,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,2,1,0,3,0,4,0,0,8,2,6,6,12,6,1,12,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,11,39,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18063755988410188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760003454183554,0.0,0.0,0.12613499956701796,0.1848339751102054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20522311180238872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692093976558463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15069522741712335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263516431537398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121213519163128,0.0,0.1732055963429556,0.1976117446991937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37699164685669134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19203173276558247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878515790983899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643927645202822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439879939483545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21165235058030224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777507324145197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17099149779862682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CuteHalfling,2019/01/18,"What to do? I have a family engagement coming up but I just cannot bear to go. I feel sick to my stomach. Now, I have a meal ordered which makes it harder for me to just not go. Would it be acceptable to send money in the card and say sorry I couldn’t attend (this is a wedding so everyone is giving money anyway). I would just ask another relative to explain I have a medical issue.  :(",0.055875000000000334,2.3297328375000035,3.312500000000004,85.56250000000001,89.375,6.7,20.5,7.908726449838941,1.324475,297,10,60,7,10,107,56,80,0.122,0.773,0.105,-0.3192,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,5,0,11,4,1,1,0,14,19,3,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,5,2,1,0,3,0,2,5,3,0,0,0,0,2,9,2,9,15,0,9,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,48,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860363858947325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550149485691702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349780934081285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26065550555101896,0.0,0.0,0.257155199103733,0.0,0.13792710067209749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26167796771178314,0.3100573249727885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284714208487213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820845326187935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747998149715469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169277066744813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30535783617083023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3875539266191767,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kira-riaexx,2019/01/18,"Bad anxiety day Hey all, 

What’s some of your go to coping mechanisms for anxiety. I have GAD, and have been trying medication for the last 2 months. A few days ago we did a significant change in my meds and I’m anxious about it. I haven’t been this unmanageable for a significant time and could use some help.

Mine are; breathing, journaling, yoga, aroma therapy and honestly I’m still struggling with self harm as a coping mechanism of mine (but I’ve been a month clean, go me!) 

❤️",1.7281818181818167,4.292704421052633,3.8013397129186615,83.19119617224881,83.73684210526315,8.086124401913876,23.3732057416268,8.841846274778883,2.104894736842105,380,14,76,11,11,129,70,95,0.159,0.718,0.123,-0.5411,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,6,0,9,2,1,1,1,12,14,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,6,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,4,1,8,1,10,9,4,11,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,8,46,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19163523422267895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307623422008206,0.2442278665957244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805057045209812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286953937651376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17260637958136466,0.0,0.0,0.2788432819102053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24572618833470306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490445689421594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17621988223886473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401331449014969,0.21778395686657653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451141052375507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255284275155369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17264586852925234,0.0,0.0,0.2260038257984203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472267437315724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260593932921956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14677563531316987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18671469734109952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ripponguy,2019/01/18,"Does anyone else here have trypophobia? Trypophobia is an aversion to the sight of irregular patterns or clusters of small holes, or bumps. It is not officially recognized as a mental disorder, but may fall under the broad category of specific phobia if fear is involved and the fear is excessive and distressing. 

Does anyone else have this? It’s apparently actually not that uncommon. Seeing images like this give me instant anxiety and make me feel unwell and nauseous. Not even kidding. It seems strange but it does. Nothing serious but I really don’t like it. 

Google image search it to see if it gives you the same kind of thing. I won’t attach any photos because I don’t want to look at them. ",4.546380208333332,7.1956729609375,5.6246875,73.73489583333338,73.296875,9.266666666666666,30.197916666666664,9.725611199111238,3.5101072916666682,561,25,92,16,12,185,87,128,0.179,0.755,0.066,-0.9444,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,0,2,7,0,3,6,0,10,0,0,1,0,20,19,12,0,3,10,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,11,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,0,5,7,3,10,17,1,5,0,0,4,0,6,4,0,6,2,61,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.15695523418221005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937573679091522,0.0,0.12304105884235775,0.0,0.0,0.2249241229068996,0.32959622529645155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804569386581367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18433492517339312,0.0,0.4222527255066232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687199585317569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10623235255980366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619761935540322,0.08132480904137462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30858200673830105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16748861065691736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715519315757207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506388291654967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736098832248543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16208743973861306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15432893700892336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303730060952067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563350183729897,0.14642138515561828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685399306705218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486675039326448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,impendingpeace,2019/01/18,"Anyone else? Does anyone else feel guilty for worrying about what you’re worrying about, when there’s better (or worse) things to be worrying about. Just a cycle of anxiety and shame",3.6759090909090912,6.80492257575758,3.718409090909091,83.09761363636366,80.81818181818181,8.148484848484847,20.37121212121212,8.841846274778883,1.944703030303032,147,4,25,4,4,45,27,33,0.364,0.565,0.071,-0.872,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,15,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627386735427443,0.0,0.0,0.2974929974922557,0.4359362071010944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188143329282962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861623783564193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35541899604381993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756321242705487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14132905924320022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6481161326659278,0.2167911174866392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kitizen,2019/01/18,"How do you know with certainty if you have anxiety or not? I was diagnosed with anxiety symptoms, along with depression symptoms and OCD. None of the therapists I've seen will tell me much else. How can you tell if you really have anxiety or not? I don't get panic attacks or anything. 

What are the differences between panic attacks and anxiety attacks? I have experienced occasions where I blush and start heating up from a social interaction, but it usually doesn't impact the way I interact with others. It's just uncomfortable.

Also, I get stomach problems (i.e. gassiness and diarrhea) from nervousness. I felt a spiritual connection with that poor buffalo from Sing. Is that an anxiety thing?",5.757982261640798,8.514447089430899,6.8066814486326646,66.17813747228382,69.97560975609754,11.62719881744272,37.19807834441981,11.20814326018867,5.596713821138212,564,32,84,22,11,188,80,123,0.217,0.731,0.051,-0.9602,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,4,0,0,5,8,3,3,6,0,11,4,1,2,0,24,17,13,0,3,9,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,7,10,0,0,2,1,1,0,5,8,0,0,3,3,12,0,12,13,2,5,0,1,1,0,9,2,0,5,2,67,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944009359149064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5234551073565445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261712243708707,0.0,0.0,0.467065006854528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786999478737906,0.13890138987517908,0.0,0.1429806881631378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432186626604585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139889936156066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14299851884516224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521000438264655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060159744236837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211314934474977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094840148796866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767057396895148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950286820251914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686419472952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284482212067719,0.0,0.0,0.23922848263544802,0.0,0.0,0.15889513712820952,0.09091805440987287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15072259092864468,0.0,0.0,0.10862634928284796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GiraffeFactory,2019/01/18,"Finally talked to my doctor about my anxiety After years of silently struggling and sometimes just venting to trusted friends, I finally mustered up the courage to talk to my parents and my doctor about my anxiety and how much it truly affects and hinders me. I’ve finally been officially diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder and I’m starting medication tomorrow!",12.301397849462367,11.977135806451617,12.073225806451616,45.31317204301078,53.838709677419345,16.008602150537634,59.3763440860215,14.554592549557764,9.447563440860216,308,24,36,12,3,103,43,62,0.145,0.6829999999999999,0.172,0.6114,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,2,0,10,3,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,3,10,2,1,8,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,7,28,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4085365993047026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18067866330464616,0.0,0.0,0.2040174344292397,0.3644061147724711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5850110806180798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375318050227776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17932859089376804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085946921433414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19766151178692012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17605864429073992,0.0,0.1259979705137422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18609703028704289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861589702022645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463403784538442
anxiety,JamieOvechkin,2019/01/18,"I hate when you drink caffeine to get energized, but instead just get a panic attack and consequently wiped out... This happened to me today

Needed the energy to get some work done. Instead, got a panic attack mid lunch with coworkers...

Played it off really well, but I feel like trash now.

Oh well",4.108909090909093,6.525536618181821,5.005454545454548,78.76818181818184,73.72727272727272,8.036363636363637,23.72727272727273,8.841846274778883,1.995836363636364,234,7,40,5,5,76,44,55,0.254,0.52,0.225,-0.6394,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,7,10,3,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,9,9,4,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,1,4,5,6,7,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,27,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4628018348393912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081524653514722,0.0,0.19925805538031816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284695314179083,0.14531154618443562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188098997819049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16268041075165351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17986909917777175,0.0,0.0,0.2008189078797422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937270666349113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15082116478772298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4773005113135304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030553102501166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19280279454913493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3657684621863075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808021652660291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,amenteco,2019/01/18,"DAE get top marks and still not feel good enough? I got 80% on an essay today which is the highest in my class but I still feel like shit, like I didn't deserve it. Now I'm not sure I ever will even if I get 100%",0.1707142857142827,1.103418265306125,2.1915816326530617,101.16859693877552,80.63265306122447,4.9,16.331632653061224,3.1291,-1.2337387755102045,161,2,44,0,4,54,39,49,0.171,0.68,0.149,-0.2837,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,1,0,2,0,3,1,1,0,2,9,9,3,0,1,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,2,6,4,2,6,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,7,26,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906708843204609,0.0,0.18580417146705536,0.2544631498571437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844799799598269,0.20096961788206014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939482118182383,0.0,0.0,0.23595147451735746,0.22499120575153747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748700349072048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887631117683734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44931285429780266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26513358552619404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26665123979861177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mothMothy,2019/01/18,"What should I do when my landlords make me feel unsafe in my apartment? I live above the attached garage of the house that neighbors my landlords. In the past they've come in with little or no warning, passed judgement on me for not keeping my apartment clean during my colleges finals week when they didnt even tell me they were coming over, and they've baslessly accused me of stuff I didnt do, and some of it is very humiliating. I will admit, I have struggled to make rent on time a few times but always pay before the 10th of the month with the late fees and everything. 

This morning they texted me accusing my boyfriend of living with me and told me that if I'm struggling to make rent I should just tell my parents instead of having him help me pay my rent. My boyfriend did help me with rent recently because my bank put a hold on my account, but that was two weeks ago. So I think that might be where this is coming from. But my boyfriend pays rent and lives at another apartment. 

I told them this and havent heard back from them. This has kind of made me very paranoid. I dont want to go back to my apartment, I dont want my boyfriend to come over, I dont feel safe there anymore. I'm still in my lease until May and dont have the kind of money to break my lease and dont have anyone I can stay with or anywhere else I can go.

I just dont know what to do.",5.3217358657243805,4.882316833922263,5.1929306537102455,89.33519103356892,67.9399293286219,7.781713780918728,29.34827738515901,6.322622252153567,1.1634807420494695,1076,33,240,5,16,333,137,283,0.095,0.867,0.038,-0.8537,6,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,5,0,12,5,0,2,9,0,30,0,0,4,0,45,53,18,0,5,9,1,2,0,1,5,0,1,9,0,12,17,0,3,5,0,12,8,11,2,0,1,9,3,46,3,34,38,2,42,0,0,0,0,16,16,0,6,16,162,58,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880916351353365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07397631222672016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322493436227963,0.0,0.0,0.08817014487715567,0.06216463658491311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672533989855498,0.0,0.05419583145740912,0.0,0.07565184224683044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063360944940508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6251779326170169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426895056584952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05872109674224705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990233000844474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899063583586735,0.0,0.0,0.09739138491540594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105383508715528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918266579251614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258475260413648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902309483797884,0.0,0.18516232903856106,0.0488600149734531,0.0,0.10028902450342628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910644345835755,0.2355149643086048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412432240668485,0.17803488757567176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431444894217388,0.0,0.0,0.07096334361688651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871878849061606,0.0,0.08487014640496879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937435883627733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778323508021378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476119568633523,0.07099986877698965,0.0,0.0,0.18588619712109314,0.1017752713641332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15541426090305388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05696691144012745,0.0,0.0,0.10368276354480307,0.0,0.0,0.16990560358361767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684753684591849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671232830147718,0.10487727124991353,0.0,0.14262890049137272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,edgyoilyhuman,2019/01/18,"My thumb This morning, I was in class and at one point I started to remove the little skins from my thumb, above the nail. I was anxious and stressed, it occupied me. I continued but I went really far. I could not stop. I removed skin all over the side of my fingernail. it started bleeding heavily. I put some water in and tried to disinfect, but the blood continued to flow. in English class (my next class), I put on a tissue. My teacher asked a few questions. I made a kind of bandage (I did not want to go to the infirmary because I did not want to leave the class in front of everyone, go through the whole school and have to go to the nurse). I finally went home, disinfected properly and observed the thing. it had been either full of blood, or covered with a bandage or a tissue, so that I had never been able to see her neutral and clean. The result is disastrous. I have so much skin removed that my thumb is destroyed. There is literally a hole. I do not even know why I was anxious to do that, but it's really huge. it has happened to some people to remove the dead skin and gone badly like that ?sorry for my bad English .",2.2699346818373414,4.318913473451328,3.74873577749684,87.35414454277289,77.98230088495575,6.959629161399072,26.248630425621577,7.957251820313856,1.6273550779603876,879,35,179,15,21,290,120,226,0.146,0.7959999999999999,0.058,-0.9664,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,1,17,0,18,8,6,2,2,30,33,14,1,3,10,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,11,8,1,1,2,0,0,14,5,4,0,1,13,5,26,2,27,19,8,35,0,0,1,0,3,13,0,5,9,129,37,5,0.14370238550764086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246855847316425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434233205352514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399709788924549,0.08759964040813792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473466165831946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491407033832104,0.0,0.0,0.1373137875829912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15741893920650926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24500813192029766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12707554491999065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414520944049858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14964392098733825,0.07897507293294954,0.0,0.0,0.1521600772661276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07020572687116715,0.14402754224989528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359746717456514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056377879565109,0.0,0.11083213867455127,0.0,0.1528291172553953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737645546694568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962514029324902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584520302054712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28892117660076794,0.1609795596044624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841188557321515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14543448603794398,0.11451219603901865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608630554882185,0.20342657618885454,0.0,0.0,0.12014162885126403,0.1646105970793228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546947958426537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756448688736402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16951878034566406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26642710211635323,0.12966905144440646,0.16043858151123802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hansalvato,2019/01/18,"Hemp CBD review: Tweedle Farms Pineberry [https://youtu.be/I31YXzqmPyM](https://youtu.be/I31YXzqmPyM)

Hope this gives someone some insight into this strain of hemp!",18.988333333333326,25.98013227777779,5.105555555555559,69.14500000000001,59.55555555555557,4.622222222222223,33.77777777777778,6.42735559955562,2.8076444444444446,143,5,11,1,3,28,16,18,0.061,0.7829999999999999,0.156,0.4482,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,5,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5921269899725786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6130732304021564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5229979368126401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,speedywagone,2019/01/18,"Anxious because of new job Is it normal to feel anxious at a new Job? I just switched jobs and finished my first week there and i feel like I made a big mistake. My last job was pretty relaxed I pretty much could do whatever i want (redditing, using phone) if i still finish work. The new job just feels a lot more strict because the internet is being monitored and using the phone is a Bit tricky because apparently it is rather tabu to use the phone during working hours..

My new colleagues are all nice but i don’t know how things would end up if i just go at things the way i did like at the last work place.. its not so much that the work itself is harder, it just feels like i lost a lot of my freedom. Will this feeling pass? Do I feel like this because I am still new to the situation? ",3.3168518518518515,4.474383709876545,4.170061728395062,89.2102777777778,73.01234567901236,6.881481481481483,25.84567901234568,7.1686216300943375,1.0154716049382717,619,20,133,6,12,199,89,162,0.054000000000000006,0.772,0.174,0.9638,6,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,6,10,8,0,0,13,0,16,0,0,5,1,32,30,8,0,8,9,0,6,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,0,7,1,0,2,2,2,0,1,4,6,16,6,9,22,7,24,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,4,19,88,26,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20589195784591016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22219725566364512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948554304697188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.072756368722511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071022530320035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764550181738897,0.19530041928374167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751138037092521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051788772832783055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974035037698586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4521404362282897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050080241168168685,0.14855903657216313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17807744152789454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994743461019838,0.15494343600896662,0.0,0.0862252366587396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397558750785818,0.0,0.0,0.4400483136960939,0.0,0.0,0.08928373048412375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952068465409215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18541497070567128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024289812630131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14554602789998608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210795858546098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361097555943595,0.0,0.0,0.05374823401209365,0.07233125185880125,0.07309545175169915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653620595165108,0.0,0.0,0.06473300467226538,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HellcatJD,2019/01/18,"Probably Getting Fired...Spiraling Some backstory: I work remotely for a company and work directly under an owner. This owner is a very no nonsense, aggressive individual. It works well for their role, but not so much as a manager of employees. I started last summer and things seemed great. However, our relationship began to devolve quickly. 

The first problem we have is that they flip out about the smallest, inconsequential errors. Things like putting something in the wrong folder. Every time they have an issue, instead of asking me what happened first, they begin each conversation with an accusatory tone. They are also threatening when giving criticism. For example, they will often say things like, ""This better never happen again!"" Even over the most nonsensical things!  I will always take responsibility for something if I messed up. Always. But right now I am constantly walking on eggshells!

I am by no means a newbie to this field. I have had all sorts of different bosses but I am genuinely worried all of the time in this situation. It is hard to work like this. Anyway, something happened last week that involved an assistant screwing up on something pretty badly. We just found the mistake. I am probably going to take some of the blame though because I trusted the word of my boss and didn't follow through with the assistant to make sure the thing that needed to be done was done. This is all coming to a head next week. My co-worker laughed because they doesn't work under this manager and said it's ridiculous that we have to be terrified of something that can be easily corrected but they also know that this manager is a hothead and belligerent. 

I am in full-blown, ""Should I just quit now?"" mode. I can't tell if I am overreacting and this is my inherent anxiety making me feel this way or if I am feeling like I should feel. I also have BPD so this is really doing a number on me. I am internalizing everything and feel super inadequate. It really makes me want to jump ship. By the time Sunday rolls around, I am going to be a mess. 

Appreciate any input. 

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anxiety,grl-kaleidoscopeeyes,2019/01/18,"How to deal with shifts in tone and conversation? My entire life I’ve been hyper aware of changes in interaction with people. I’ve been dating my boyfriend for about two months now, and not be cringe or typical but I am convinced he is my soul mate in life despite this being considered the flawless phase of our relationship. Over the past few days, I’ve noticed an ever so subtle change in the way that he has been texting me, as well as with the frequency. It is so minute that it would probably make me look silly for asking. I am wondering if I should just ignore it for now? ",5.759436090225563,6.1597253947368475,6.080726817042606,80.4734210526316,66.98245614035089,9.321303258145363,29.44360902255639,9.23628265651192,2.3021819548872178,461,15,91,8,7,148,80,114,0.027000000000000003,0.87,0.103,0.8364,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,5,0,12,2,0,2,1,17,16,10,0,3,5,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,3,1,9,4,17,9,1,13,1,0,1,0,9,5,0,3,7,65,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20643992512732293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4672034261834842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14241272477320274,0.22765906927799204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997472674711117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119479769242305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854359100438959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740123075754344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17625900738168962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514087280381652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108007740226996,0.15309103384287803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23808480691092795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23708152433665705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157122234917308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17527921340434066,0.0,0.0,0.1985466170598504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394733895126255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568664975189913,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheWottles,2019/01/18,"Can't seem to get any help This is gonna be a slight rant post, but my end goal is looking for advice on methods of self-soothing or calming activities I can do while not at home.

I'm 24/F. I have a LOT on my plate. To keep it simple my mother is dying, and that's as much detail as I'll go into here because that's not the point of my post.

I've been on a fifteen year roller-coaster ride of having insurance and not having insurance, so being able to find someone who is willing to treat me in short time frames has been near impossible. My ""baseline"" is at a constant that requires treatment by medication as well as therapy. When I moved to Seattle, I was only able to find therapy. Finding a doctor willing to prescribe medication has not happened. So, here I am looking for some advice.

I have tried meditation (largely a failure, probably user error), teas, decaffeinating my drink choices, sleeping more, sleeping less, sticking to a sleep schedule, removing technology, scheduling my days, not scheduling, staying home, going out, you freaking name it I have tried it. I cannot calm down. I can't shut off my brain. Today I am at a 8/10, where I have normally been at around 6/10 on a scale of ""1-to-please shoot me.""

What kinds of things work for you guys when you've tried everything else? Do you have a go-to that works for you ""most of the time,"" even if it brings you from 100% to 90%?

Any relief at this point would be welcome. The chest pains are starting to warrant a trip to the ER and I just don't wanna get to that point. ",4.409380171740828,5.353713616393447,5.394941451990633,82.25202185792352,70.21311475409836,8.039032006245119,30.26151444184231,8.269060116576782,2.121413739266199,1203,48,238,17,21,396,175,305,0.065,0.862,0.073,0.3542,0,0,2,1,0,1,54.0,0,5,0,4,11,9,0,0,15,0,34,11,5,0,0,28,47,15,1,4,9,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,1,14,6,2,2,4,1,0,7,9,2,2,0,4,2,27,7,45,36,6,46,0,0,2,0,11,22,0,6,14,163,41,5,0.20591553829289055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20121828084293095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002962718384904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165424285498296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276210045220948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149349205460414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126077202972402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663992436157296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685390943858923,0.0,0.0,0.10538163941561328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100859417331432,0.0,0.0,0.08600800486947383,0.0,0.09119002397883744,0.0,0.0,0.0680026355033802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253180415354656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823046072877853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075823699076117,0.0,0.17553981860593776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194437845238724,0.09104521523294734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901042240223251,0.0,0.20655007423452615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151359584109983,0.0,0.10721467299764527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729171910124989,0.0,0.0,0.0875310135236413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20743824141674072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942781477443086,0.07568580679538743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087675375928436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830402289063522,0.10955432543427868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301671288498938,0.29198511220604223,0.0,0.19721016537246036,0.0,0.11100588883794253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937288862075442,0.10740740747484716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090963720480225,0.0,0.08723578368719381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07287403892258355,0.10973928294302747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23548236375502846,0.0,0.0684005669414961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007100630747848,0.0,0.09759192661486914,0.0,0.0,0.20970470077491876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257139919365297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990896431944906,0.0,0.0,0.07313824519892657,0.0,0.0,0.06630142772725323
anxiety,chicagobucksfan,2019/01/18,"Does anyone else's anxiety lead to slightly paranoid/ intrusive thoughts? I hope i'm not the only one. When i'm in a rut of anxiety, my anxiety will latch onto anything. It will begin by something simple like watching a horror movie, then it will turn into a Google search, and by the time I've gone through the cycle I'll have intrusive thoughts like ""what if im being follow"" or ""what if aliens abduct me"". I know these sound crazy, and I know they aren't true (for the most part lol) but these thoughts alone scare the hell out of my already anxious self and I get even more anxious because I'm having those anxious thoughts. It's almost as if the thoughts create a reality in themselves. ",5.258888888888889,6.181659185185188,5.294074074074075,83.82333333333334,68.25925925925927,7.777777777777778,32.03703703703704,7.793537801064563,2.1593703703703717,550,23,105,6,9,172,90,135,0.217,0.726,0.058,-0.9655,0,1,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,2,6,1,1,10,1,7,0,0,1,1,23,23,11,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,0,1,8,5,0,0,7,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,6,2,8,4,13,13,3,12,1,0,1,0,2,5,1,7,6,62,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981242807479785,0.14460748754033825,0.15407763105791128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320434009963224,0.4732032922328068,0.0,0.09762776116989863,0.1430604292233299,0.11489796554306175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511298353205697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218516984403255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663723567783968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221978158845888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729473393362496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138677303789308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15081697425930188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534664765897985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642564848900066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461226794942733,0.10618970625209258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119827811220604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978714247533536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456574084958907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748873136722772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5542259722755408,0.08141538849793352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518699062990569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Rendezvous22,2019/01/18,"Does anyone else obsess over word choice and tone after talking to someone? I just ran into a professor of mine and had a brief conversation with him, but afterwards, I felt myself becoming stressed over my choice of words. It was just a casual, friendly conversation, but I keep wondering if my tone or choice of words or demeanor soured it all. I have the same issues with texting or writing emails as well. It takes me forever to write and send something to someone because I dwell too much on possible negative interpretations of my words/tone and then I end up waiting too long to send it in a reasonable time frame. ",8.549681159420288,8.117823113043478,8.199782608695653,70.41213768115942,61.34782608695652,11.84057971014493,38.29710144927536,11.20814326018867,4.356188405797101,498,22,87,12,6,159,77,115,0.08199999999999999,0.825,0.093,0.0644,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,3,5,0,3,0,0,1,1,28,9,12,0,1,8,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,2,4,1,0,4,1,3,1,0,4,2,13,3,18,5,3,16,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,5,6,63,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15353498834259985,0.22498499473798897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338535348737203,0.24250814273144114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19215537059172327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834303727291832,0.0,0.1944821312040236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108306124919698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16964646260978394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22918379490667035,0.0,0.19517221705579446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19432081669743315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16141608879145478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24754272689543966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257641446718632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3720977446540844,0.16904291279104516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515274057528453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16509634566267165,0.17648956556206302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803848591984918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974282078037192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381244405383537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dudeiszack,2019/01/18,"Recommended anti-anxiety medication I was seeing a family doctor who prescribed me Colonidine and amitriptyline. I started to notice it wasnt working as much so she told me to up my dose. Then when I did I started having side effect. Mainly blood pressure and headache and panic. I looked into the combination, which showed me they shouldn’t have been paired at all to begin with. 

Now I’ve got a new appointment with a new doctor and I’m curious what anyone recommends. I’ve tried Zoloft, colonidine, amitriptyline. I’m honestly scared of SSRIs (I listen to too many podcast aka Joe Rogan, who honestly has a huge stigma against them). There’s a lot of anxiety with me surrounding any medication because I’m scared of the side effects but I need to try something else and need to be open to it. 

I’ve got anxiety, panic, odc, mild depression, some form of ptsd as well. ",4.473943908851887,6.728487564417177,5.3838431200701145,77.2003220858896,72.12883435582822,8.338124452234883,29.43426818580193,9.04235418022936,2.792667309377739,695,29,118,15,14,227,106,163,0.128,0.792,0.08,-0.8674,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,3,6,9,0,5,7,0,9,7,1,2,1,19,23,11,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,6,10,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,6,1,0,7,3,15,3,20,14,6,16,0,1,2,0,7,8,0,2,8,76,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799250210012377,0.0,0.3307068341873605,0.0,0.0,0.10075761879646407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784162871899265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411256245279698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949835896710874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037651984510128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584404644088874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304988342470204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100716501367775,0.0,0.0,0.12250811773254072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609412767211769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903298782762237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592960547711856,0.2136956902353688,0.0,0.2783441080739545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640580696176464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381390879668568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168444433560881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885371833871273,0.0,0.11482852853493572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093472276975608,0.0,0.0,0.2039885288786778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769310799297754,0.0,0.19566800487739652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956262488630996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490604592993816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Eboladramah,2019/01/18,"Past 5 weeks... Yeah, past five weeks have been most difficult time of my life, even though I've traumatic childhood, lost my parents when I was young and other stuff. 

Last august I decided to quit my medication for my anxiety/panic disorder, because I thought I was doing fine. I had been taking effexor and bupropion for 3 years when I started having anxiety in social situations and panic attacks on bus and I guess they worked fine, because after some time I could ride bus again, go to market or even travel. It took something about over month to get past from effexor withdrawal symptoms and it went quite fine. No increased anxiety or panic, but I think quitting bupropion made my situation bad.

Something about 3 weeks after quitting bupropion I noticed I started having anxiety when I was in barber shop to get my hair cut and I just barely made it without having panic attack. Couple of weeks after that I couldn't ride bus or go to market anymore. Because of that I started my bupropion medication again five weeks ago, but it's been very hard. After week my condition was even worse. I was very dizzy and my anxiety was worse than ever (I guess this didn't happen first time when I started taking bupropion, because of effexor). I started being very paranoid about my symptoms, like foggy feeling in my eyes and difficulties to watch tv or monitor screen, tension in my neck which I think made me preassure kind of feeling around my head. Like I have something around my head or something is pushing my temple. One evening I suddenly had panic attack when my gf left to work and I never had so bad panic attack before. I started being sure I have brain tumor or some disease that is killing me. 

Slowly situation has gone to better. I can go to market with my gf, but it still feels bit difficult. I don't have such bad anxiety anymore, but I'm still bit concerned about symptoms I'm having, even in home. Sometimes I have little trouble with balance when I walk, but it's not that bad I would fall or something. Now and then part of my left arm or leg goes numb. There's still feeling of preassure in my head or left eye, but that comes and goes sometimes. Usually these preassure kind of feelings come with anxiety, I think. These actually ain't nothing new, because I've had these when my panic/anxiety order started.

So I just wanna ask from you guys, does these symptoms sound like they actually could be related to panic, anxiety or to bupropion? My gf is saying that she's very sure I don't have cancer or anything bad I'm fearing of and this is just because of meds and anxiety. I have doctors appointment in next week (which I am terrified already) and I'm gonna ask about this in there too.

Ps. Sorry about wall of text and rambling. ",5.067767462422637,6.71331290613027,5.815440613026817,77.20823607427056,69.3639846743295,8.648865310934276,31.96699086354259,9.127657967737557,2.9928119068670784,2195,97,379,43,39,716,219,522,0.22,0.698,0.08199999999999999,-0.9978,1,0,5,0,0,0,56.0,0,1,2,9,38,35,6,8,0,1,43,20,10,3,4,71,85,43,1,5,22,1,7,3,3,2,10,2,1,1,23,22,0,0,10,3,1,15,9,24,0,4,22,13,62,11,54,55,7,85,0,1,4,0,13,17,0,16,55,255,85,6,0.0,0.0,0.09075196955895308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04121825664113959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05131242772149448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201421295781727,0.0,0.09222835258260208,0.0,0.0,0.03826443534856256,0.08278733161730041,0.08693994073715693,0.21159575467274191,0.0,0.0,0.19412219481231008,0.17007090980031694,0.0,0.03956693498680997,0.0,0.0,0.041124286215944564,0.10152898764024,0.0,0.0,0.05190788274094553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010895686725465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425079297490353,0.051449883020817516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05329149296979537,0.04759334896519108,0.04069129083315127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15355963239956735,0.04206070019071384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05232392004898904,0.11755559846354945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03955173655704913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048587261518315585,0.0,0.07927878035043111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244703288817916,0.04604098404266351,0.041118611593269606,0.0,0.041653666213397146,0.0,0.14316312048710336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046641947384496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051443878089814495,0.09684239824816704,0.0,0.037902614103588105,0.0,0.0,0.15156279087002958,0.0,0.0328433787821587,0.06815068981186563,0.04660387309167486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050758780354351565,0.0,0.0,0.1319944695311447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05164952903750776,0.09368501635788523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03711478689672812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03586263324764505,0.04490869570995326,0.04945185256945755,0.0,0.0,0.04461671847540991,0.05293903275483505,0.0,0.0,0.03150869550231435,0.0,0.0,0.3818931128075832,0.051631259334580175,0.05035351766494227,0.13316469759599814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978281947474784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036977600858977236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679932662796128,0.0,0.047399528293367466,0.0,0.17898470145491016,0.09197672768251404,0.052051443119848405,0.23038393679630886,0.0,0.11140167014593304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053229841147699436,0.0,0.0,0.08764887377655138,0.1933196475973261,0.06992241118385485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938339164286459,0.04568469749612542,0.036914742196516234,0.08134122797125723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051661722317664346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051211704857570345,0.1534650573803119,0.0,0.0,0.2610889428309421,0.0,0.0,0.04310472379536232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04482304906166254,0.0,0.06770315674941803,0.0,0.0947722143386391,0.0330313140482278,0.0,0.0,0.029943612608536063
anxiety,anxietyokra,2019/01/18,"anxiety deepens my wife does not like to meet people or make friends. It is gradually worsening; she prefers to stay in the house...what can i do to remedy the situation? i don't expect her to be an extrovert, but i think unhealthy not having a few friends. Really difficult for her to meet my siblings, over time..",3.9595,5.938975950000002,5.609999999999999,76.215,72.83333333333334,10.133333333333336,32.0,10.355215969177356,3.798399999999999,247,12,46,8,5,84,47,60,0.199,0.708,0.093,-0.7179,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,1,0,8,8,2,0,2,4,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,8,3,8,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,2,32,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26294826349294914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30079558257970285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5311213149667097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679264041145288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294387394898281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23829525473827826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22019868428625164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.386360683375337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3663645297876891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202447486237114,0.0,0.0,0.20042849099812252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NinjaTalons,2019/01/18,"[VENT] I'm not living up to anyones anyones exspectations I've been feeling good for about 4 months.  Finally feeling like I'm pulling my life together after years of constant wishing for death.  I'm having a complete breakdown all of the sudden.  I was just starting to feel like I had finally found what I'm suppose to be doing in life and now again, I'm failing everyone.  I get myself trapped in this hole of trying to do everything for everyone because I cant religh on others to do things for me and then I mess everything up by doing too much at once.  Now I'm balling my eyes out and hyperventalating while trying to keep a brave face and running my shop.  It's been a bit sence I've felt like I'd be better off dead....  but today I would give anything to be hit by a bus.  Why do I exsitst?  To waste people's time in this hopeless world where nothing and no one seems happy?  Fuck my life.  I cant even keep my dogs from being a neucemse to others and behaving, How can I expect someone to want to start a family with me?  I barely keep my own emotions in check, how can I be other persons support and life partner?  I am so dependent but at the same time trying to hard to push everyone away and prove I can do something for myself and it's all backfiring at once.  ",3.5787760097919232,4.76482769767442,4.936022031823748,83.85934516523871,72.4108527131783,7.602121583027338,29.082823337413306,8.032893268588372,1.9213689922480617,998,40,200,14,19,333,147,258,0.092,0.7959999999999999,0.112,-0.3875,0,1,1,0,0,1,22.0,0,0,0,2,12,12,1,0,8,0,23,7,2,3,3,35,47,16,2,4,4,0,5,3,1,1,4,0,0,2,9,11,0,3,7,2,2,3,4,4,0,1,6,6,23,8,40,34,6,35,0,2,1,1,3,15,1,2,20,134,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15619321156571458,0.0,0.09191177809202376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493691649201084,0.0,0.0,0.068085501933597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987811850466718,0.12193711597848153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710538111769098,0.12069776910878692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256367974669717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377053249804184,0.0,0.0,0.3201752235431353,0.20076046802839997,0.0,0.10529187836676576,0.0,0.16942224257642466,0.15958345402074334,0.10724041085673036,0.2447030019710877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246288595218775,0.0,0.10325608236672483,0.058353684800137876,0.10714372038209184,0.0,0.09368070577430436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188966312528069,0.1000527641620826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29782698770577576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31556125837685484,0.16369903336472064,0.0,0.09862477197116833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915030435207963,0.0,0.0821053806004638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071700624966944,0.0,0.0,0.23789350890006564,0.07568438427477424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743214070820251,0.09752385054435248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167885104446003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463501183227514,0.08598481598975857,0.0,0.0,0.15811024431059864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267450740646161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420221597428096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025527624496466,0.0,0.10586954962254158,0.0,0.0,0.2274915865979829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06587796019042502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078331842131234,0.0,0.12843858140660794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793417380717395,0.0,0.0,0.07192503044351546
anxiety,thedannylawrence,2019/01/18,"Lorazepam Advice Hi everyone,

I've recently been prescribed Lorazepam 1MG (daily as needed). Now when I took them, it didn't seem to change my anxiety too much. I would go from a 7 level anxiety to a 5 level anxiety. My psychiatrist decided to raise me up to 2mg. Do any of yall have experience with a higher dosage like this? Is there anything else I should look out for?",2.50476833976834,4.681430905405406,4.797722007722007,79.49418918918923,77.78378378378378,8.552895752895754,26.787644787644787,9.23628265651192,2.613083397683398,293,12,56,8,7,102,61,74,0.083,0.879,0.038,-0.2406,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,7,12,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,1,8,1,11,7,1,9,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,1,4,36,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23736543997290185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16518476316613176,0.0,0.5574684686267579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19989136891858592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569628898218397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029172283105842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321075893152429,0.0,0.2376091865900593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804937305435222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867185595140807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20398029916376775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785642413247197,0.18011210666447444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398408839615959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22113297280569005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698780813227843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725538224237251,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CeCe7897,2019/01/18,"Need for Validation I’m 21 and I suffer from GAD. I’m in college so that’s my biggest priority, but while I’m still on break I’ve been working. The problem is I haven’t been scheduled much. Tomorrow is my last shift before I go to school and it’s finally a long shift so I would get some money. The problem is I’m so anxious right now. Partly it’s because of life stuff (my grandma just died) and partly it’s just my disorder acting up. So I decided to release my shift for tomorrow. 

The problem with this is I keep going around and around and around in circles thinking about the money, but also knowing that it would be hell to go with my anxiety. 

Another problem is I always want validation from my mom. Even though I’m an adult, if she’s not enthusiastically 100 percent behind my decisions then I get stressed and more worried. In this shift dropping example, she’s not at all mad I dropped the shift, but she’s not over the moon either. She’s just indifferent and says I need to do what I think is right, but that makes me really nervous because I don’t think I’m capable of making the right decisions because of how my brain just goes around in circles, never settling on the logical best answer. 

Does anyone else feel this? The need for validation/ the crippling fear that you are incapable of making the right decision. How do you cope with that?

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anxiety,69-phenyl,2019/01/18,"[Advice] What are some social norms when it comes to new friendships? **Context:**

I'm halfway through my first year of university and haven't made any friends so my therapist told me to try to make myself more vulnerable.

A few days later I bought a used textbook from a girl and felt like we got along. I realized that a way to challenge my social anxiety would be to send her a text asking if she wanted to grab coffee. At first it was just an idea, but with my girlfriend's encouragement it became reality. 

I said something along the lines of ""Hey, I've been having some trouble making friends this term and felt like we vibed. Would you be down to get coffee sometime?"" She said she was always down to make new friends. Sweet. We made plans and met up. Everything seemed to go well, we got along, laughed, I made sure to mention my girlfriend several times so she wouldn't get the wrong idea.

About an hour later we split, and I'm pretty sure I left the ball in her court. 

​

**Problem:**

It's been about a week since then and she hasn't reached out. Maybe I did something wrong, or maybe she just isn't interested in a friendship with me. That would be totally fine. BUT what if she expects me to reach out?

So here's the deal, r/Anxiety, should I take the silence as a cue and drop it, or should I try reaching out again?

I honestly don't have much experience with creating friendships, so I don't know what's socially acceptable. And I really don't want to appear clingy. On top of that there's a lot of social anxiety and introversion, which make social interactions really difficult and draining.

​

**TLDR:**

Tried to challenge social anxiety by asking a girl for coffee. Think it went well but haven't heard back yet. Should I reach out again or take the hint and drop it?",2.2951170890766264,4.944412609826593,3.080404624277456,88.77926115310508,81.86127167630056,6.323284422706388,23.322661923818004,7.61054688173877,1.1974970505409814,1417,50,278,24,39,446,179,346,0.1,0.722,0.17800000000000002,0.9812,0,0,2,0,0,0,63.0,5,1,0,6,17,23,0,0,18,0,25,0,0,8,3,72,60,26,0,13,10,0,3,2,5,7,0,3,0,2,15,27,0,0,9,1,1,5,8,5,2,2,19,7,36,18,41,31,8,39,0,0,0,0,41,13,0,10,20,179,51,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591799441433694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06464449568536383,0.16835466529178872,0.18880426815644508,0.05283202107607415,0.0,0.23773125575038356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525975683196735,0.0,0.0,0.059738991976674725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692325469705919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05010377173304679,0.08009521661935601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698229699751881,0.07599595333844142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918961010425766,0.0,0.0,0.13216654131220354,0.0,0.0,0.1800698388614048,0.0,0.08117987812551303,0.0,0.04415314855287905,0.0,0.12427194946513895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650922786249659,0.0,0.0,0.1754056282398128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04269651908921925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441066311556805,0.0,0.0,0.07591104499700144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604945602289697,0.0,0.22053712464821265,0.20743532941477116,0.0,0.15610055829140848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057111258812731935,0.0,0.0,0.1500674181085703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903889489647213,0.0,0.07433905860965273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954070248377307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14780240080674795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072626830681271,0.0,0.08776784719311775,0.0,0.06426616177144105,0.0,0.0,0.4751724394195629,0.0,0.11961947058871546,0.07683762482513383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644424626271033,0.0,0.11682676983158635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020434596788916,0.0,0.04978076292196778,0.0,0.0,0.045301798365380515,0.0,0.0,0.07423634489996309,0.0,0.15823970103906967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06709941520338263,0.0,0.0,0.09164742205625832,0.06166688905043394,0.06231841696950941,0.0,0.13970569547598827,0.07201962232471845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16556673282048606,0.16988414279215086,0.18880426815644508,0.05002996148038113
anxiety,mrs_wallyjay,2019/01/18,Does your anxiety convince you that you're ill? Every once in a while I  will eat some food that doesn't taste great and then convince myself that it's made me ill. We've just had a stir fry (vegan) and I didn't like it. Because of that my anxiety has kicked in and my fear of throwing up. So now I'm sat here snacking on ginger and drinking lots of water convinced that I'm ill. 😓😓😓😓I go to therapy regularly. Anyone got any advice on how to help when I get like this? ,1.1201833872707638,2.621522679611651,3.422847896440132,90.90626752966558,79.48543689320388,6.519525350593313,22.124056094929887,7.3871296695380915,0.6644334412081987,368,11,85,5,9,127,71,103,0.215,0.696,0.08800000000000001,-0.9095,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,6,7,0,1,2,0,5,9,0,2,0,9,12,9,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,8,4,6,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,5,1,9,6,10,6,2,11,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,6,48,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257036151278492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706919345499418,0.0,0.3533866000127888,0.0,0.0,0.16150131468871218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079866805082636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20212555659177714,0.0,0.0,0.22626507905772505,0.0,0.2363424893269109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946042596473334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259908232116079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27929281593490873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067357752213168,0.0,0.13126697200762455,0.0,0.18472977631749926,0.25464795299515525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548159715154528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256829545634105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963645261785324,0.0,0.2185517267107125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459781322001123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641371379166532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nespress,2019/01/18,do you ever just sit there remembering the times when you took not having anxiety for granted,8.403529411764708,9.091034058823533,8.392941176470586,65.16823529411766,61.352941176470594,11.505882352941176,34.64705882352941,11.20814326018867,4.224458823529412,77,3,12,2,1,25,16,17,0.0,0.81,0.19,0.3649,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705941200211863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4382023501771496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5487743752148659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824799801372911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5382289888459322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ROSstimpak,2019/01/18,Today’s my birthday and I feel bad that I’m not excited I’m 21 today. The past year has been a rough one but I’m hoping things will turn around. I started taking Wellbutrin 3 days ago and I hope it helps. My parents asked me what I want for my birthday and I didn’t really want anything. My dad gave me $100 but I feel guilty about it. I feel guilty because I wanted to get drunk or high as soon as I saw the money but I really can’t do those things because I need to get sober. What do alcoholics do on their 21st? ,-0.286235534377127,1.7650837256637146,1.8973451327433644,96.94151123213072,87.84955752212389,4.8928522804629,17.541865214431585,6.297961479604792,-0.3380178352620837,403,10,95,4,13,135,72,113,0.128,0.747,0.125,-0.1073,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,8,2,0,0,0,18,28,9,0,6,5,2,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,4,2,0,3,1,1,0,3,1,0,1,4,5,18,3,8,23,0,11,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,3,8,55,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15738014083070034,0.18973824742433887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461018178520786,0.15804989063904776,0.16597766659749985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482400317117408,0.21645573197180884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449980781125405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26931148693705403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18551658132718066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900256195323915,0.18758271590567946,0.0,0.3526782407796311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164503471665628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030695472443903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971392176066082,0.0,0.1694837884079611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274757150921613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566503768258291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334893784463681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359018369036601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365778353139374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931145541389173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31415635536627345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433113269055163
anxiety,Shawnyall,2019/01/18,"Someone burnt toast in my home today and I had a panic attack This is absolutely ridiculous. Whenever something doesn't look or smell or feel right, I just fall into a spiral. Can anyone give advice on how to fight this? I haven't taken medication for my anxiety in half a year. Do I just need to be on medication again? I can't sleep, I can't ride in cars, I can't even have a full bladder without thinking I'm going to die and panicking. 

Am I just someone that needs to be medicated? ",3.8629437229437262,4.854468454545458,5.7782395382395375,78.82545454545458,71.52525252525253,8.485425685425685,28.284271284271284,8.841846274778883,2.181705916305916,383,14,76,7,7,133,66,99,0.22,0.78,0.0,-0.963,0,0,1,0,1,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,3,1,4,0,13,5,2,1,0,14,22,5,1,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,4,6,4,0,1,2,3,10,0,12,18,1,15,0,0,1,0,2,8,0,2,3,54,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827100680607305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303556835700845,0.0,0.0,0.1307374548784138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21271136014090192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19405080874654185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349540120393232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454031355225694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17936371457559422,0.1062623537334727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875514389808237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15701213431708896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5650737355802598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27727958434879624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21937519109595274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596758573802072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18711029944740432,0.0,0.3168470758829325,0.14394269620303193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198062020968005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17723069175707035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802374862636476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040594246032807
anxiety,i-am-indecisive,2019/01/18,"Choosing a College/Career I’m at a point where I have to decide what career I want to undertake and what college I will attend soon. I have no individualistic hobbies or interests that differentiate me from any other person my age. I’m slightly interested in Psychology/Therapy, but I’m afraid it’s just a phase and I’ll lose interest or become burnt out quickly. There are so many careers and lifestyles to choose from, and I’m so bland that I could probably fit into any one I chose, but I’d like to make a comfortable living. I’m not sure how I can choose. Does anyone have any advice? Anything is appreciated.",3.0411904761904758,5.574987453781514,5.233802521008403,75.2015161064426,77.82352941176471,7.664145658263306,26.723389355742306,8.59863814320734,2.3334028011204486,493,20,88,11,12,171,80,119,0.064,0.735,0.201,0.9447,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,1,4,0,8,0,0,2,1,21,15,11,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,9,6,10,13,0,11,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,2,4,56,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273691908488347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4746848481303025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626931107018172,0.0,0.1914732777184133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569733748470375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18577358550555734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036171384588166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367418891006835,0.0,0.2054579809634809,0.0,0.0,0.26030595419681496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553136491761402,0.2358978742268508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15766790100265246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20316450956646576,0.0,0.0,0.21995489483388836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508650706964369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21929524109591006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660863331197313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723887437401755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aropot,2019/01/18,"I'd like to share my experience with beta blockers I'm going to make this post brief. But I feel like sharing my experience the last year because I found it difficult to find any information for myself when making some of the decisions I made recently. 

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About a year ago, I was diagnosed with general anxiety disorder. This GAD resulted in my blood pressure rising to some pretty high levels. I was prescribed a beta blocker, metoprolol, and began taking it immediately. Initially it really helped contain some of the panic attacks, and I had a better general outlook on life. 6 months down the road, things at work got really good, my personal life got better, and I felt like life was finally starting to get some color in it instead of being so black and white. Shortly after this peak in self health, I started noticing that I was having severe anxiety in the evenings. I talked to my doctor and we increased my dosage of beta blockers. It got better for I want to say a week, before again I found myself having panic attacks on my couch if I wasn't either at work or the gym. Yes I went to the gym as it was one of my safe places, where I felt like I could be me without worrying about every little thing in the world. These panic attacks at home got worse and worse, I remember sitting on my couch thinking about what it physically felt like to have a heart attack. I was almost trying to have a heart attack through my own thoughts is how I can explain these episodes. 

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Three days ago, I went to the doctor for a checkup and had a massive panic attack in the waiting room. The nurse took my blood pressure which was through the roof. My doctor and I talked for a while, and he told me that I should stop taking the beta blockers cold turkey. I thought he was crazy, why would he ever suggest I stop taking the medicine that is trying to help me? His explanation was simple; when you break your leg, you get a cast and use crutches for support. Eventually you get rid of the cast and the crutches aren't needed. If you continue to wear the cast and use the crutches you will forever think that your leg is still broken... It really resonated with me, and I took his advice that day. This was three days ago. The withdrawl from beta blockers was not fun and lasted two days. I felt horrible, absolutely horrible. I couldn't sleep, my heart felt like it weighed a ton, and I thought I was going to die. This was my body going back to how it was before the blockers started limiting the adrenaline response my body has. 

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I want to say that I have not felt this good in a long long time. I woke up today with a new outlook on life. I walked past my medicine cabinet and smiled. I'm not telling you that you should stop taking your medication, but I'm saying that you should never forget that the anxiety is there because something is causing it, whether its a hormonal imbalance or a situational personality issue, and that beta blockers are only a bandaid. Get to the root of what is causing your issues, if it's genetic, there are treatments for that. Don't just depend on a drug to make you feel numb to your body crying for help. 

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You guys can downvote me if you want, I don't really care. I want to share this with as many people as I can, because today I go back to living my natural life. And I'm so excited because for the first time in a long while, I've felt interested in actually connecting with other people. ",6.1047890573500325,6.612277854354358,6.637914744012308,76.40419578114701,66.25225225225225,9.380443858492637,32.460118655240606,9.310311815833133,2.888773280597672,2745,108,499,48,41,897,279,666,0.096,0.8079999999999999,0.096,-0.0474,0,0,2,0,0,0,81.0,1,16,0,7,20,34,6,6,42,1,46,28,12,13,2,109,107,38,1,15,15,0,9,6,0,5,15,3,4,4,39,25,1,14,21,2,0,12,10,14,0,5,41,16,80,20,72,57,8,87,0,0,3,0,42,28,0,12,50,341,119,5,0.0,0.0,0.04547730921986254,0.0,0.0,0.045539415342920816,0.12393089066050998,0.0,0.04666566352753925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20197512030674328,0.2265085123078234,0.03169129229176438,0.0,0.10695233533691413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31810237105470485,0.0,0.0716688787363289,0.0,0.1136337850940424,0.0,0.07931057567223174,0.0,0.0,0.1236483498778767,0.0,0.15529458685124142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047514345983847815,0.09574719204798884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03720829738847862,0.0,0.051190648635178346,0.12021900677435285,0.0,0.0,0.04730054790408464,0.04836602859893396,0.0,0.053410492716660166,0.14309887431982174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054044094835387226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03078050612130035,0.04215462161037623,0.039264609042976885,0.0,0.0,0.09117235802022053,0.0,0.0,0.04712723990749283,0.0332928292436694,0.3132199006479695,0.051050751533287135,0.042593832961376116,0.03964005546830613,0.0,0.10219445307063436,0.0,0.0,0.0973915134604052,0.0,0.10594107951131676,0.07817591767038559,0.14908907870460525,0.0,0.0,0.04614379342444587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04953626924037468,0.0,0.16567253045139524,0.09371000315479776,0.04923809093066416,0.0467460987156509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728178685019824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597450105852595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16458358975129814,0.13660574020304062,0.04670793940304602,0.04115085379722557,0.12372521546438932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044096404264300185,0.09332257486405868,0.0472476118370446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0469471073617609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037197664106570126,0.0,0.0,0.034555156953844424,0.035942714402076095,0.04500897669522312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05305724545907778,0.0,0.0,0.03157905432658187,0.03544329477918301,0.0,0.21871193085934587,0.0,0.0,0.04448735132452557,0.06461659961902763,0.08138299608269475,0.048689684789309726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044632304744482564,0.047411487759958175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941899753554612,0.0,0.04601433819593661,0.0,0.0527915382637754,0.0,0.0,0.11118051519840283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04861656226674039,0.05264755053021517,0.0,0.0,0.05238315302085573,0.0466361472682578,0.0,0.0,0.035876874753234304,0.0,0.0,0.09895645004945282,0.0,0.037216809915768326,0.11688530886193398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05288395509676085,0.0,0.0,0.14015709544423136,0.07491463480340946,0.04073263166440616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06192124919448105,0.059721989662120174,0.0,0.11099151812139534,0.05434857512918488,0.0,0.08834742572320327,0.04453067774010251,0.10355416558292482,0.06328006532969342,0.0,0.04552386259472573,0.0,0.0,0.08049917972113557,0.0,0.0,0.10994942767718167,0.0,0.03738170766734422,0.0,0.0,0.08640195303331873,0.04205150003051029,0.0,0.0,0.04492313879821898,0.0,0.06785433769906217,0.04732709226334751,0.094983840414165,0.03310507287522442,0.0,0.2265085123078234,0.06002095321462149
anxiety,QueenBeeth,2019/01/18,"Tips to stop tearing at my nail beds? Hi all, first time to this subreddit.
I don’t know when I developed this habit, but I tear at the skin around my nails all of the time, especially in public. It gets embarrassing, especially when they bleed. 
I’d really like to heal my fingers and leave them alone. I’m afraid of long term damage and getting a nasty infection. I just have no idea how to stop. It happens so mindlessly. I have no idea I’m doing it when I do. 
Has anyone else done this or something similar? Have you been able to stop? ",1.7957575757575768,4.051763962962967,3.316868686868688,88.76954545454547,80.66666666666667,7.2606060606060625,21.855218855218848,8.296473431620573,1.2153037037037038,420,13,90,9,11,138,73,108,0.249,0.72,0.031,-0.9752,0,1,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,2,1,7,4,0,2,3,0,9,5,2,1,2,15,15,9,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,6,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,2,12,1,11,13,3,15,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,1,12,56,18,0,0.20022947613289815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20737735122319909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14000510527933144,0.20515876032292146,0.0,0.17824668487238954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20490427227321936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16726603442383428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17031509011136792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092232742251534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770622644763221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4520694130768842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004088362945866,0.0,0.0,0.2120141043707174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978220080570318,0.0,0.0,0.17719678552345478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827212957949516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15414643305423367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.502202423188638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335108354717726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nerdyhandle,2019/01/18,"I think i had my first panic attack what can I do to calm down? So on Wednesday after a workout I believe I had a panic attack.  On Thursday I went to the doctors and so far all test have come back clean. Initial blood work and EKG were clear. The NP I saw is leaning heavily towards diagnosing me with GAD. I do have a history with being anxious but never  intense fear. She wants me to see a cardiologist first to make sure everything is ok.

This has created massive anxiety for me since the incident. I'm always worried/scared that it's going to happen again. Thursday I was scared to leave my apartment. However, once I got to the doctors I calmed down then it started back again around 7pm that night and went away around 9 right around when I feel asleep.

I'm just riddled with intense fear currently and obsessing over any small thing I feel :(.",3.5939328743545644,5.542074331325304,4.601755593803787,83.18915662650605,73.75903614457832,7.393459552495698,29.327022375215147,8.192908349453996,2.153839586919105,673,29,127,11,14,219,108,166,0.133,0.716,0.151,0.7214,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,11,12,2,6,8,1,13,5,2,1,4,22,29,9,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,7,11,0,0,3,1,0,4,1,8,0,2,8,4,19,4,22,20,1,34,0,0,2,0,1,14,0,0,16,87,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057141305677788,0.0,0.0,0.09036672284458107,0.0,0.10165707303225836,0.1501228338500537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548889072195489,0.0,0.30235296746139945,0.12485033750381795,0.20436155274837967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971649614003954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446912470674395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487602409814112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720279584683971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194289532639282,0.0,0.0,0.29906634980447155,0.1343818417987708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260647418899438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552191373198408,0.0,0.10628070425794964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751024260714354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14070659784242678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870212865038442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248951922665543,0.0,0.0,0.12470407572791355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415187613140984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118250946791752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348352358536175,0.0,0.0,0.13304160585092187,0.0,0.1058925692311157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992429043595413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405706792657773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524304715837395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882832469031571,0.08514768722331713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837933340135672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246372450549183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674225450009856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ikeurbantraut,2019/01/18,"Help with my ""fits"" Hello, new to this sub, and I have had on and off anxiety for much of my life. I essentially get suddenly filled with dread and I guess I attach that dread to the first moderately-disturbing thing I read or think about. For example, I was worried for much of last summer I had a severe STD, even though the odds were almost certainly 0, the possibility of it alone scared me to the point I literally had an upset stomach for 2 weeks straight and lost a bunch of weight. Sometimes, I worry about ""BlueBeam"", or the government, or my health (which is very good just to give you a perspective how irrational it is). Now my fear is time is speeding up after reading about it on other subs, which doesn't even make sense, and if it did it wouldn't matter, but it STILL freaks me out anyway. 

And it goes like this till I realize totally it's all BS, and rinse and repeat.

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How do you guys handle this?",7.439533456108045,6.214923917127074,7.508581952117865,77.04984653161449,63.97237569060773,11.138367096378147,32.2658072437078,10.25414643259724,2.9049810926949045,723,22,147,14,9,234,119,181,0.135,0.8079999999999999,0.057,-0.7806,0,1,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,0,2,12,10,0,5,9,0,14,5,1,3,3,29,20,17,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,16,11,1,0,2,2,0,1,2,7,0,1,7,1,18,3,24,12,5,22,0,1,0,1,6,8,0,6,14,109,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15548422662871314,0.16081677197467753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16823903811312238,0.1886745960454332,0.0,0.0,0.11878399011856773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20511368864117485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17472613208476756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207576839385568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112412320921261,0.14895272514735358,0.0,0.13023625060850835,0.0,0.0,0.17105153611725973,0.1537454199077451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16504873028037098,0.0,0.0,0.10407671841559638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12656882649505286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967443826511218,0.07585890875267813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694996352022653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364643067934606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282881375798082,0.0,0.0,0.14996435074102474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467838781775639,0.17504781746817627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31063152907502484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15545610672598775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17541513522583482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15356970439842024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124001813537402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315697683379113,0.09949314628155696,0.1525556663469997,0.0,0.09054136953765744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811710141902347,0.0,0.0,0.12455123247712112,0.1890815907323341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153760509505981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886745960454332,0.0
anxiety,3shotsofespresso,2019/01/18,"My unique SSRI usage I have a prescription for Zoloft, but I don't take it everyday, i take it once every week or two when I'm having a bad day.  I don't like taking it every day, because it makes me feel numb, but I've found that it gives me a boost if I just take it every once in a while.  Understand, I don't have severe anxiety anymore, mostly mild with the occasional spike of moderate anxiety, and that's when I take the Zoloft.  It works for me.",5.472210526315791,4.366472852631581,6.8494736842105315,79.79631578947371,67.84210526315789,10.547368421052632,28.47368421052632,9.888512548439397,2.3059052631578947,351,9,77,7,5,121,57,95,0.115,0.777,0.108,-0.3889,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,6,0,6,3,0,1,0,12,17,8,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,1,11,1,5,16,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,8,48,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460531995594871,0.0,0.15948988926930388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427769872654086,0.0980341721116936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074307529483441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4064924991417224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131525222743723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17633045652568366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427287199658665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856836260112282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734837188966956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425353788022173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18168044039602424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6045818506390321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15709743988927158,0.16741893775499314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899983082519256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707862789239422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dve7878,2019/01/18,"Constantly worried about Trump and can't stop looking at news Lately I've been constantly worried about Trump with this Mueller report coming out and these stories that he may be impeached or even guilty or treason. It just seems like this is some impending crisis that is coming to a head and we can't avoid it. I worry that this could be a real problem with Trump doing something bad, like starting a war for a distraction or perhaps out of the stress of knowing he is being investigated. Even if there is not a war, I worry this will be a real crisis in America that may lead to unrest, the economy crashing, maybe society collapsing and inability to provide for my family and survive this. 

I do have general anxiety disorder and have been in counseling for it. 

Still, I am not sure if I am having a legitimate reaction to a bad situation we are living through or overreacting due to anxiety. ",9.255714285714284,7.989639333333333,9.667857142857141,63.152142857142884,60.42857142857143,13.161904761904767,41.83333333333333,12.161744961471696,5.325604761904762,720,35,119,20,8,243,99,168,0.278,0.652,0.07,-0.9903,1,1,1,0,0,0,11.0,2,0,0,2,7,11,2,3,10,0,24,1,1,1,1,38,30,12,2,4,9,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,13,14,0,2,2,0,0,3,4,8,0,0,2,1,8,3,20,20,1,15,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,10,9,95,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106535057221748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22991831057424025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23720260378510666,0.0,0.2975717884268501,0.0,0.10992829088975008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577960990426809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18187601519674854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979482878503287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130198949668601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566671365856596,0.0,0.15531188241183946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345294517641592,0.0,0.12157618983081217,0.0,0.11561864267306615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383205996429893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131743579604461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134257062970381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534099749273886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15476092396482455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059947323821884,0.0,0.0,0.0974523980756116,0.0,0.109953440322586,0.1151087538276843,0.15771486434639378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976414805326522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5592931394815461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,essentialRat,2019/01/18,"Sometimes I can't breathe I get really worked up about small things and sometimes I forget to breathe what do I do?

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anxiety,neverbeanotherone,2019/01/18,"when i encounter something bad... CAN YOU RELATE? for example if i had fight with someone. i start feeling anxious about the place it happened, the people that were around, very people i had beef with, everything and everyone that is connected to that fight, even the part of the day when it happened. and it continues for long time in severe form.

also due to anxiety, i start wholeheartedly hating all those things and people. however, if one day my anxiety suddenly goes away my hatred does too so i like them places, people, etc again.

CAN YOU RELATE?

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anxiety,ashesnroses,2019/01/18,"How is this phobia called? I get crippling anxiety and fear with large objects like planets in space or with the underwater world. It's a feeling I can't explain.

I can watch from a smartphone but on a PC I rush to find a place to hide because I feel extremely insecure. If I'm on VR exploring space or seeing whales pass by underwater I will probably pass out.

Even the thumbnail on this video triggers it:
https://youtu.be/GCTuirkcRwo
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anxiety,samurai456,2019/01/18,"Not sure if I have an anxiety issue or just hate my job... All my life I've kind of had a problem with doing things like sports practices and working where every day beforehand I'd feel queasy and dread going. But afterwords I'd think, hey that wasn't so bad! My last job I always hated going in but it was so easy I just chalked it up to me being lazy like a kid saying ""but I don't *wanna* go to work!""

Now I'm a substitute teacher and I still feel that way, except my job structure encourages me to say, ""ok I won't go in then!"" Basically as a sub I pick whatever assignments I want to do every day and can cancel up to a few hours before it's supposed to start with no repercussions. Because of this, lately I've been struggling just to work 3 days a week. Money is getting tighter due to this, and while there are stressful days (as any sub would know) I really have incredibly easy days 9 times out of 10. Still, every morning I run through all the excuses I can come up with on why I shouldn't work that day.

Has anyone had a similar experience? Did you find any solution?",2.5795045045045057,4.074798031531532,4.315495495495497,86.08963963963964,75.44144144144144,7.636036036036036,24.94594594594595,8.344100000000001,1.5085297297297298,841,28,178,15,18,284,138,222,0.12,0.75,0.131,0.7558,3,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,4,10,13,2,3,9,1,20,1,0,1,3,34,35,16,0,6,10,0,2,2,0,3,1,2,0,1,9,10,0,0,5,1,1,6,6,7,0,0,6,4,19,6,26,25,3,33,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,2,20,110,28,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410603132135777,0.0,0.0,0.15382011345109267,0.0,0.08651914119880952,0.0,0.0,0.07908027666493515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443153916934996,0.06894307730543776,0.0,0.09623749037637427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742332793965257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4376304954077444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858681130134778,0.0,0.0,0.11063088186150123,0.0,0.0,0.11437080764124027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10336890269599988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05908868243575145,0.0,0.2571032559911857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22332038025641035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113780797153183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180442197832934,0.3366949204267949,0.0,0.0,0.11777345620200115,0.06215533001107058,0.0921894117209096,0.12757870454779072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988398268729395,0.11050727679730696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821886231381243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245304001813704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798790585115342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005086609274388,0.0,0.1806393336954237,0.0,0.12955259938121538,0.1182338762364476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065928868306685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513683481600758,0.0724681967902867,0.0,0.0,0.06594795752813891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667077303265329,0.0897713893649377,0.09071984918520877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205274126928954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293447874238584,0.0,0.0,0.08034109209861771,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Andjazzy,2019/01/18,Does anybody else get anxious about stuff that isn't real? A lot of times when I'm driving I'll hit a bump in the road or a pothole and my mind will tell me that I just ran over a person even though there's nobody there.  Then I'll circle back a bunch of times to make sure there's nobody there and then I'll watch the news to make sure nothing happened and I'll stay up all night crying because I think somebody got hurt even though nothing happened ,5.968,4.9854045368421085,5.607368421052634,88.70157894736845,66.78947368421052,7.6,29.52631578947368,3.1291,0.9477999999999992,361,10,79,0,5,111,63,95,0.096,0.851,0.052000000000000005,-0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,0,7,0,2,0,0,2,3,15,12,9,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,1,4,2,8,8,3,14,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,2,7,44,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926643292219764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113655154669873,0.0,0.1039610426392634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187332779633769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14924277266413574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246626223674402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252832469981593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910134670934595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639830843820558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30162009986076377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825691287141501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449890198642781,0.0,0.0,0.2276767055177949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17219917224194065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600424564684329,0.0,0.3272799970759577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14891101478071966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19411454756941066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817754694479898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952302057442237,0.0,0.0,0.3214683209962045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14906154375719202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092766611378298,0.3351140149670224,0.0,0.19888924871110805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PuntTheRunt010,2019/01/18,I was prescribed Mirtazapine yesterday and took one before bed...…….  I had a brilliant sleep but now I'm awake and going through outer body experiences every 5 minutes. I am literally tripping balls. I don't trust my own thoughts. How long will this last????,2.128043478260868,4.873797347826091,3.326413043478261,81.45527173913044,97.2608695652174,5.778260869565218,27.48913043478261,7.1686216300943375,2.171617391304349,202,10,34,4,8,65,41,46,0.105,0.8390000000000001,0.056,-0.4789,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,5,2,2,1,0,5,9,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,4,0,5,1,1,4,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881514275961578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3761445138924312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853125968092075,0.0,0.0,0.3312476917253385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924527280474156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760307910434819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996792223779756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229466234716214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388771875385127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26883648346318056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762333130649062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xthrowaway99341,2019/01/18,"Thank you all so much Throwaway account because some troll started attacking all my posts on here.

I just wanted to say a huge thank you for everyone on here. I've been struggling a lot over the past 3 years and after my breakdown yesterday over my appointment I realised its for the best. Regardless of what happens, regardless of my diagnosis or medication I am finally ready to start getting help. And this sub and subs like it has really helped me get to this point. Though I am going to unsub from all of my accounts because I am ready to start moving forward in my life and posting on here every time I feel bad about myself isn't healthy for me.

One piece of advice I read yesterday during my meltdown was imagine your anxiety and depression as an object or shape, try to understand it and accept that it will always be apart of you. Whatever that object is you can help it.

 I'm definately not the best at explaining things but for me when I imagined it all into a single shape all I saw was a spiking ball, constantly changing every second. I took a second to think about it and tried to relax the shape, smooth out all the spikes and edges slowly. And funny enough it actually helped me calm down and to stop overthinking everything. This definately isn't a cure all, but i hope it can help some of you in hard times. ",7.881700721153848,6.997038648437503,7.946250000000003,73.16605769230772,62.90625,11.314423076923076,35.317307692307686,10.560738912317856,3.616186658653845,1058,40,195,22,13,344,148,256,0.06,0.792,0.14800000000000002,0.9693,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,6,0,2,9,13,1,1,12,0,14,2,0,0,7,40,32,18,0,4,6,0,3,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,16,12,0,1,7,3,2,4,3,4,0,3,5,5,29,9,35,25,16,37,0,1,1,0,13,18,0,6,16,147,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.11983613528486332,0.0,0.0,0.11999978959714573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021803320899149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09394248653032078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13970395136269462,0.0,0.0,0.10253376852261427,0.14971679148415004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577443047354949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990725489108926,0.0,0.0,0.13270433658465405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576838626679123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126886337645179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20693040471824414,0.11734169003250686,0.11036568827598124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06209191346230654,0.0,0.0,0.13452257558952016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831698689795504,0.0,0.06979068107990509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859258538550774,0.0,0.1100056429346498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4115548613966296,0.0,0.0,0.1219691762255522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673803118716981,0.059994402499780476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440108286444373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370916409847316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051810893123886,0.09027292006362238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321318678184872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117227521663983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160867090320834,0.0,0.23521896968781245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283430707663168,0.0,0.07866951337790537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765634400182363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607576995838781,0.0,0.0,0.10266719767048177,0.0,0.12837834693998235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261174626963682,0.0,0.0,0.08158357786300878,0.07868597060163393,0.12065143304768397,0.0,0.14321258916690682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643651316431188,0.16674773859250444,0.0,0.0,0.1278402502639811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07243125591444054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907986634148068
anxiety,africanpenguin,2019/01/18,Suggest site with coping skills and info for panic attacks. I have a friend that I found out is suffering panic attacks from a past trauma and would like to give them some printable resources about coping skills and awareness.  Do you have any recommend sites?,7.841231884057972,9.24021167391304,6.294347826086959,77.24557971014494,62.69565217391305,7.872463768115942,32.72463768115942,7.793537801064563,2.5109072463768123,211,8,32,2,3,62,37,46,0.308,0.555,0.138,-0.8779,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,1,2,1,8,2,2,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,7,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,4,2,6,5,1,4,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,1,2,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17261915646952602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5775567881221949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783212518206738,0.19611530442305847,0.0,0.0,0.2435054028786369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240128646151382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5956505128787803,0.0,0.0,0.2423179524679306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803198715272483,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LDRAnxThrow,2019/01/18,"I'm starting with a new therapist next week, and have some questions about a form... So, I have an intake appointment next week with a new therapist and I'm going through the paperwork they need for it and I'm kind of confused with one of the forms. 

https://i.imgur.com/T4I3eF6.png This is the form (the blacked out parts are the therapists logo/address/information)  and the top lines with patient name etc are obvious enough, but I'm not sure what to fill in for Individual or Organization/Address/Phone/fax/email part. 

Is that supposed to just be their information copied from the top? I thought that at first, but the text says 'Give permission to the individuals or organization listed above' and the lines to fill in are below that block of text. Or is it supposed to be my primary care physician or something else entirely?

I feel stupid, I just haven't filled out all that many forms for medical things and am super uncomfortable asking for help with it.",7.356202597402596,8.345165108571436,6.864831168831168,74.18098701298702,63.62857142857143,10.477922077922079,33.62337662337662,10.436869588844218,3.456828571428572,774,31,140,18,11,241,103,175,0.091,0.8140000000000001,0.095,0.1663,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,2,4,4,6,1,1,14,0,12,2,0,0,3,34,24,13,0,1,9,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,10,13,0,1,4,0,0,4,2,2,0,2,1,3,7,4,26,21,10,20,0,0,1,0,9,8,0,7,8,97,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041992502226372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15314240081511782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547568667113065,0.0,0.0,0.1552002884052663,0.16751652171002454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594736404113524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12776295531721074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408881052751416,0.08536406702737527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006781886351862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15641375167365354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15228269609278616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131414699781853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111373935321637,0.0,0.2901348048305795,0.31948608987479965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178172707434044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253113409172837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16826221001411068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944779110946922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156339337033352,0.0,0.0,0.10631475626235873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415649490859278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5231932549141848,0.09978848037114532,0.0,0.0,0.11924474039204447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409682524386245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sunshine-Fox,2019/01/18,"I don't experience anxiety at my in-laws home...? In December I started experiencing trouble sleeping and anxiety, so I decided to stay with my in-laws for a bit. While there I started sleeping again and wasn't nearly as stressed; I felt safe. But once I returned home I started getting random anxiety attacks again. 

Does this mean I don't want to be home? I'm so confused. I love my husband but being here makes me uneasy. My mom thinks the apartment is cursed, lol.",3.453666666666667,5.61127297777778,4.924166666666668,79.79625000000003,74.7777777777778,7.611111111111112,33.47222222222222,8.472884824447931,2.958888888888889,368,20,67,7,8,123,60,90,0.119,0.718,0.163,0.4093,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,2,2,1,6,3,2,1,0,14,17,8,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,2,14,2,8,13,1,12,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,2,7,42,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3803905393602584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885623973148104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18095400199308095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450472834145495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16213345100323506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15914417332399552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659654372579384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4987765899852313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14959413576571484,0.0,0.11063814696893004,0.0,0.0,0.18054827678355076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941221770330139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17651632211491794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.331735612077545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3519520849068905,0.17666542616553346,0.0,0.0,0.18986389397502892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620469290211357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776252656083796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lopes_zombie,2019/01/18,"I can't sleep F. 23y.
Is already two days. I can't sleep, my feet are cold, l feel like my heart gonna explode, and is so hard to breathe
I guess is something about my medicate, l don't really take those pills at the way that I should...sometimes I have stopped by my own, and now l return...
I have shame to admit that to my doctor, because I have lie to him...
Sorry for the bad English.. ",2.1702811244979934,2.8877805060241,3.5953614457831335,93.9242871485944,75.26506024096386,6.497188755020081,24.676706827309236,6.42735559955562,0.5133550200803207,294,9,71,2,6,97,57,83,0.152,0.7929999999999999,0.056,-0.7481,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,10,8,5,0,0,6,15,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,3,13,1,8,14,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,5,42,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513301588376336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19016353044488912,0.13883559555907649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468812940555035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331139742590221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151583292626812,0.16270618010536778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25089466812973105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20402118961129465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698873920752008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126819535335512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22943632846346865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590385799605535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4558332559430922,0.0,0.0,0.1753347305659652,0.2252526980722902,0.25494988344820674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904109938726782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124127126211847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22248075500636214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18077905416710832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gentlecharlotte,2019/01/18,"Anxiety from Extreme Happiness/Excitement? Recently I started a new and exciting relationship. He makes me SUPER happy and I'm so looking forward to everything with the future. 

But recently as well my anxiety just blew up out of nowhere. I've had tension headaches, panic attacks, stomach issues.. and trouble sleeping.

I just wondered if anyone else had any experience with this because I'm trying to understand whats going on. 

Is the excited feeling just too close to my nervous one?

Am I ACTUALLY nervous about it and just dont realize it?

Looking forward to responses.. and any suggestions as how to ease these weird feelings.

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anxiety,Anxious_Tomato13,2019/01/18,"Anxiety attacks are just so Fucking convenient I had a great Fucking morning! And then dumb shit just happened and I just felt it comming! So I didn't understand a word in class because I was just trying not to start sobbing! And now I'm supposed to be getting ready for work and I'm just trying to do my Fucking breath exercises, so I can hold this anxiety attack away for as long as possible...

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anxiety,Code3LI,2019/01/18,"Risperidone for anxiety/depression? Many other options tried. My Psych seems to be at the end of her rope. Over the years I've tried many different meds for anxiety/depression/ADHD. I have a lot of little symptoms of each compared to many.


I've always had anxiety, but in 2013 they spilled over into panic attacks due to a variety of overwhelming stressors. Didnt know it was mental health related and saw a myriad of specialists; a GP determined it was anxiety. Been on meds since late 2013.


While there has been an improvement overall, I still have episodes of anxiety and constant minuscule anxiety. I cant focus very well, lack motivation, feel apathetic (probably due to the meds themselves), have body tension on my bad days, have fatigue/lethargy, etc.


My current Psych did genetic testing and we've exhausted all ""good"" options for me. She said that I have three liver enzymes that dont allow for great absorption. I've tried many in the middle category as well, which are not good or bad.


As of now I dropped my Pristiq (Desvenlafaxine) from 100mg to 50mg yesterday. She wants to try Risperdal (Risperidone?) to the regiment to compliment the SNRI. But I am hesitant because of adverse side effects and reviews and such.


As for the ADHD, I've tried Strattera, Vyvanse, and Adderall. Strattera was horrendous with side effects and didnt help. Vyvanse made me feel weird and out of touch. Adderall helped initially, but eventually caused me great anxiety. For the Adderall, I took a very minuscule dosage and it just still put me over (I tried XR and IR). 


Anyone else in a similar situation? I feel at the end of my rope here. I'm also on Testosterone Replacement Therapy which has helped a little in terms of depression and overall health (Hypogonadism). I eat quite well, drink a lot of water, exercise frequently, take supplements (Fish Oil, Vitamin D, etc), and more. At 30, I feel like if this is how I will feel forever... that's depressing in and of itself.",5.346264850767891,7.538624551820733,5.869858012170386,74.90470588235296,69.58823529411765,10.078199555684344,34.999420457838305,10.324001499409627,4.219508142567372,1563,81,262,46,29,504,196,357,0.227,0.721,0.052000000000000005,-0.9967,2,0,1,0,0,0,69.0,0,0,1,4,12,20,1,3,18,0,23,11,2,7,1,45,37,24,0,3,7,0,6,1,0,1,6,1,0,0,11,17,3,0,10,2,0,2,5,11,3,1,13,9,25,9,48,22,9,40,0,3,1,0,8,21,0,7,17,166,36,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19284709392459698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06416168400477001,0.06675964123659299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30688717531857984,0.0,0.0,0.0561002395373931,0.08220739932552745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127574242077116,0.0,0.0,0.13398111869869733,0.04890882169858479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911991860844283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242059947470247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670253579853053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05174314982328302,0.0,0.20731170207386596,0.0,0.0,0.08382560204079641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403157405899028,0.07859703903062253,0.0,0.08209759957471217,0.0670237315912524,0.0,0.14212388021865902,0.0,0.17896028602927938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20283912675041568,0.05731791994687065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458997305422302,0.0,0.17691262994694998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705662137636632,0.0,0.0,0.1613339142713152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04409353443363597,0.0,0.09050544822100907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039197414073431185,0.16082754108956626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642114278135115,0.0,0.07591767437567981,0.0,0.3253715463033517,0.0,0.0,0.26735975582532845,0.0,0.08085521533057427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413523294062807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650391216275373,0.0,0.0,0.08065554975725417,0.0,0.08533685080432811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631922213293453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304040735574747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06636892836779668,0.09018438623641473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814712236182418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339200560171206,0.060324650676736376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175254539820392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914095779612517,0.32683449870723724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239998193440788,0.047323047011717065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21641522630357574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051666924524666334
anxiety,whiterock2000,2019/01/18,"Feeling very anxious..less than 18 hours away Well, more so a mixture of excitement, nervousness, and anxiety. I'm meeting for the first time someone I met online. She only lives two states over but that's deceiving, it's almost a ten hour drive. She's just a friend but I'm still uber excited to see her! 

You know, it's like, you get to know someone so well virtually, over text, phone calls, what have you. Then to talk to them face to face irl...I haven't had that in a long time. 

It's a bit complicated and I'm not sure what I'm going to be doing sunday but today I'll be focused on getting ready to leave, I leave at like midnight. Be driving all night.

Really excited, really anxious. Anyone else done something similar before? Advice? The drive and listening to music will help to ease my anxiety but it'll build again in the morning, I'm sure :I",0.7142334096109835,3.223247923976608,2.697869310958556,88.96237986270023,90.22807017543859,6.014848715992881,21.469870327993885,7.423996415210882,1.0970430205949655,669,24,134,13,23,223,107,171,0.101,0.6809999999999999,0.218,0.9769,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,3,1,1,7,11,0,1,8,0,10,2,2,0,3,16,24,10,0,0,6,0,1,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,0,3,0,0,4,2,1,2,3,3,3,11,10,19,16,3,24,0,0,1,0,15,7,0,1,14,76,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365357346543389,0.0,0.0,0.13991243859601338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21377548171930744,0.3156945224379911,0.0,0.09769759618681488,0.14316276310229153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127439265454466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889401339174242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254136844530405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426728427402783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14298517764450014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672066853780713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064816571037813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188483438873413,0.0,0.0,0.10794967178157933,0.0,0.14599903994465166,0.0,0.07940782184086566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365340646012266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27519809274807283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535762541147596,0.0,0.0,0.2958930435199982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365232363815823,0.0,0.12337800150811334,0.1236504909098326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311206051183288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626566579314503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17902031061906362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134117047956668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23677375164884654,0.1075656201259515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115829978289396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633746176203529,0.0,0.0,0.11230408451911597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16294725298517299,0.0,0.13244110168195586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648910458926844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528613849810347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512555806348748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Shagtastix,2019/01/18,Driving into snow So this weekend I am supposed to host 10 sales people at our headquarters in Chicago. I will be driving into a snowstorm today with more snow coming tomorrow where it seems I wont be able to get home until Sunday. Any tips on dealing with the feeling of being trapped out of town?,5.228448275862071,6.387735120689657,5.933965517241383,78.34508620689657,68.48275862068965,7.179310344827586,33.46551724137931,7.1686216300943375,2.4212965517241374,239,11,40,2,4,78,49,58,0.061,0.912,0.027000000000000003,-0.4404,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,10,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,0,2,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,13,5,1,16,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,1,5,30,6,0,0.3776943756662126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568451271450378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32535026129087835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893863168074832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19097362478304916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973297225251206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3788582541102616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26184572393000954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438387743978245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.358010105487396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yourenocasanova,2019/01/18,"Is this part of my anxiety? What can I do to conquer it? Starting about five months ago I have started having like this procrastination  (?) or hesistation about putting photos on my Instagram, especially ones of myself or dog that I like and want to put up.  I think I am mostly worried what people will think of them and if they'll change their opinion of me whether they'll think of me as vain or won't like it/think I'll look bad. I know it sounds really silly but I think that's why. I have them how I like in a preview app but I can't bring myself to post them.
I am fine posting photos of myself on here because I don't know anyone and I can post freely without having to face the people who see them.

Has anyone else had the same issue? How can I/how did you overcome it?",3.123674948240165,4.271629229813666,4.374177018633542,87.59844979296068,73.47204968944101,6.857349896480331,23.97567287784679,7.1686216300943375,0.7982045548654241,610,17,131,6,12,201,93,161,0.047,0.836,0.118,0.8676,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,7,1,5,8,0,0,3,0,20,1,1,2,0,23,32,13,0,2,8,0,0,4,0,4,0,1,0,0,10,3,0,0,6,0,0,3,4,2,0,2,2,3,28,6,18,26,3,14,0,0,2,0,9,4,0,6,8,95,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12928808541652073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157559340402162,0.0,0.0,0.20396477989001927,0.14944155539287818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177946836832802,0.08890939802300532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15429098789377424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183977086502094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522305201801626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16031175837199402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850216683447997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247808191550955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641685334480666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883239242584647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15794238823748935,0.0,0.20222939752175872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4190547391088515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932410198031625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343586658324572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162243402905076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064681355604271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4672770642288177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602668141048042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160781542506506,0.0,0.0,0.1405951310888074,0.0,0.0,0.1481187405605155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,haylz27,2019/01/18,"Having a lot of anxiety tonight... 28 F 

To put it simply, last night at 1am my grandma was taken to hospital last night because she was in unbearable pain due to problems with her bladder which she's been dealing with for months because the doctors don't know what's wrong.

Well, the doctors have found a blockage in her heart and that her sodium levels are very low. Mum told me they are having a nurse watch her all night in case she has a seizure or goes into a coma.

I've been anxious all day and can't stop overthinking about situations that might happen. It is 11pm now and I just... want some advice on how I can fall asleep tonight. Sometimes I get anxious and can't fall asleep but tonight it feels a bit worse. :(

I don't really have anyone to vent my worries to because I feel like it will be a burden or make them uncomfortable because they won't know what to say.

I guess I'm turning to Reddit for a bit of support. ",3.1119047619047606,4.623755428571427,3.9959576719576715,88.85552380952383,74.07936507936509,6.521481481481483,26.885714285714286,7.03164865440522,1.1714025396825396,732,27,152,7,15,235,120,189,0.154,0.779,0.067,-0.9458,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,3,0,5,8,0,0,10,0,21,8,4,2,2,27,36,8,0,2,4,1,2,1,0,3,4,1,0,0,9,7,0,1,5,0,0,3,5,5,1,0,7,4,19,3,20,25,6,24,0,1,1,0,14,8,0,6,14,94,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12572147734264202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842174083373642,0.290690066233315,0.0,0.08995949783056234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137108201868937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809187828426492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297268982553069,0.13263902766591965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26337041220349816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13010501297909507,0.09191210835518762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14106502597272252,0.0,0.0,0.06721762269386122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172945310340984,0.0,0.11377036833944384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15245837132953807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414123093923896,0.20974416209611746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285498449524701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937901156288073,0.0,0.0,0.08587909977162694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648403547593954,0.0,0.0,0.10269225570767766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622057528149161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368994068051444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310673305803005,0.0,0.1293351474653558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242053987678205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231267805558343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14461510619001436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12724440079111465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075624533100768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459976794260768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293663742490453,0.0,0.0,0.13994114320067125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615494680424613,0.0758848372144399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567749229888498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13065674894757984,0.13111179239593487,0.0,0.1406655008057229,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LuckyCracidae,2019/01/18,"Night shift. No one to talk to, nothing to do but think of things to worry about. I am a nurse. I once swore to myself I would never return to night shift, no matter the situation. Here I am, working night shift again. It is so hard on me because it’s hours of not being able to be in contact with the people I care about. I’m not close with my coworkers, so it’s lonely and miserable.

My brain is the type of brain that needs to be overthinking at all times...so of course, on slow nights, I find plenty of things to ruminate over. Tonight it kind of isn’t one specific thing, but a number of things. Normally I would sleep it off, or distract myself....but being the middle of the night at work, I just can’t do that right now.",1.954630769230772,3.6256078066666646,3.3060000000000014,91.91146153846157,77.6,6.482051282051282,20.2051282051282,7.321109707123232,0.35629743589743645,561,13,125,7,13,183,87,150,0.141,0.813,0.046,-0.9373,0,2,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,2,8,5,0,2,7,0,14,3,3,0,2,19,18,6,0,4,6,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,0,1,12,2,28,12,1,22,0,2,0,0,2,10,0,1,12,90,23,3,0.13379351901216108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155928736326712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29871563078188423,0.0,0.0,0.13641140950351086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228485250314895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985271330955405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175966557492266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13932536134975435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920619905599372,0.10318980997099446,0.0,0.0,0.6277807708568676,0.13108924157807364,0.12837848992333073,0.0,0.0,0.1424857311998622,0.1813239021722561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275557990792918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425893420101756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503895210983677,0.13389014309149858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753816257354996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35554587592171505,0.08572948463747511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194806550627948,0.1358738130488126,0.0,0.19008615436529264,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,apple_sauceee,2019/01/18,"A Bad Relief   Whenever I'm anxious, around alot of people or overthinking, I tend to fiddle and play with my fingers. It somehow calms me a little bit. It's normal at this point but I felt like my emotions are getting more intense after this year. 

  Right now, it became worse. The back of my thumb is bleeding and the skin near the finger nail are almost bleeding/apart. I hate it that I have to hide my fingers whenever I'm near someone. I know its bad but it keeps me at bay somehow and gives me some relief from my anxiety and breathing. I just want to get this out here after a few weeks of during this. I feel so damn disgusting and so pathetic for doing it. I don't know how to stop",2.088115384615385,4.089232064285714,3.5285714285714285,88.94565934065935,78.35714285714286,6.021978021978023,23.62637362637363,7.010146845296331,0.8765439560439563,539,18,109,6,13,177,90,140,0.244,0.6559999999999999,0.1,-0.9804,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,10,10,3,0,7,0,6,6,5,1,0,26,19,11,0,2,4,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,12,8,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,6,16,5,18,18,5,16,0,0,0,0,1,9,1,6,8,79,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051520884708936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567283330155497,0.2314497240091013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823816260398657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15753574512498106,0.34212308428018584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22366975108711948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304560919890829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035906377414454,0.0,0.1967115247094924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140768058933979,0.1965341649759826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022710260470516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18210175431444825,0.0,0.0,0.2251871926995156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009126904491376,0.205337942126377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20073338458920206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420340927318867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936725018023372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17496159338190462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17358938966858106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17128414778630616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208402121017839,0.0,0.16433786254937408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20878448691137208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13193237782558
anxiety,967861,2019/01/18,How to overcome anxiety in job interviews? I've applied for a lot of internships and I haven't heard back from any of them (I know some people have already been offered intern positions so I know I've been rejected). I have anxiety and I tend to feel really nervous in interviews as I am scared of screwing up (finding a job suddnely became very competitive in the field I am interested in as everyone the field suddenly became very saturated). I also have very poor grades. How can I avoid feeling nervous in interviews?,4.9777577319587625,7.157539597938143,6.656275773195876,68.93637242268044,70.54639175257732,11.03556701030928,35.83634020618557,10.9516,4.927557731958762,419,23,68,15,8,144,59,97,0.193,0.7440000000000001,0.063,-0.8944,2,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,5,7,1,4,4,0,9,1,0,2,0,12,15,8,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,0,1,0,1,6,0,0,3,3,10,1,15,12,2,8,0,1,0,1,6,6,1,2,2,47,10,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23573661387866565,0.17083301940855702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14526993096942478,0.0,0.3268396931323599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16426173112208764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20412447753061447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21602687656634686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952461615341036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42397271072709225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348015561166757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18161334209036264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480982359399472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13685138940306735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21387236683645874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5287802767570386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,poneytoutnu,2019/01/18,"Someone else afraid of being happy ? I have suffered from anxiety for 4-5 years with highs (school internship success) and lows (first depression and agoraphobia). Recently I've had some more anxiety at work but it has been manageable. I'm a social worker in a Planned Parenthood specializing in abortion in Europe. 

Two days earlier, I woke up and felt.. nothing. I mean I didn't felt stressed and that feeling made me stressed. I didn't have my stomach churning and habitual sweating, and I think it's making me nervous, uncomfortable. I think I'm afraid of becoming bipolar, even though I'm followed by a psychiatrist that says I'm nothing of the sort. It pains me because I suffer from being anxious, and then when I don't feel symptoms it makes me stressed? 

Fuck that :(",5.5229961587708045,7.4969976760563375,5.9811651728553175,75.1731177976953,68.71830985915493,9.107298335467348,36.85275288092189,9.573946990214177,3.90170985915493,618,34,104,14,11,199,93,142,0.224,0.6970000000000001,0.079,-0.9668,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,5,3,15,1,6,4,0,10,6,2,3,0,21,27,11,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,7,8,0,0,7,0,0,1,3,12,0,2,8,5,14,3,13,17,2,14,0,4,0,1,2,7,1,2,6,64,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224363531452485,0.1656652515637772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893924285373196,0.16195606518191855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457283292121284,0.0,0.1263037073815826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250170681885154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685655341019274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14829457355856535,0.0,0.28160123643276197,0.0,0.0,0.124734763441466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13556941936057476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15610457895956167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549367565707957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13875748884671715,0.1957711572616068,0.0,0.0,0.15973760432480266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814165095652605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15603886958492086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14479262256267034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661668228206855,0.0,0.14841090487856567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948443389792276,0.12425043940478918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5039384054776965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15241859530528226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18792628226048644,0.14407635242145958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324925040115144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675810945997573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944335131763758
anxiety,frcrobert,2019/01/18,"I went outside today after 6 months of not leaving my house. It all started when I got an appointment to my therapist, but with two days before the appointmen day my body and mind went crazy. Started having panic attacks, couldn't eat or sleep and in the end I cancelled the appoitment. That what the thing that made say: ""fuck this, I need to do something"" - called one of my close friends, and we walked and talked almost three hours. I still had awful sensations but not that intense compared with two years ago when I started having them. 

*sorry for misspeling, I'm not a native english speaker*",6.611544401544402,7.441884414414417,6.0087001287001325,80.22648648648651,65.21621621621622,8.505019305019307,32.97425997425998,8.418075326091056,2.5972151866151862,474,19,83,6,7,145,82,111,0.198,0.768,0.034,-0.963,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,1,0,3,4,2,1,6,1,5,4,2,1,1,20,15,9,0,2,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,7,8,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,3,0,4,5,2,12,1,9,9,1,20,0,0,0,1,6,2,1,2,15,57,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075969780024822,0.0,0.15900744344148152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18064904311008206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351204603366616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17638232888259622,0.0,0.0,0.16214458271408186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20481565540135369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16248405558223605,0.0,0.0,0.14064275065677284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268245413045825,0.14680082334981506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700062239485302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15637832349628428,0.1832248704554741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16813800422021427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502530121079402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603348479978603,0.0,0.1267464131971503,0.0,0.0,0.11774239879193825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076016993052326,0.0,0.0,0.18630842437058395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627792503705296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15890687045968882,0.0,0.0,0.12224598777676132,0.0,0.17775485914908662,0.3371817937426825,0.0,0.12681165016032833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763114950045273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18436997455900112,0.10549447693277576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15051643153635344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102337975971059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944039068912265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225696585183636
anxiety,One_day-at-a_time,2019/01/18,"I'm taking an improv class and the format of the show we are supposed to do tonight has changed I started taking improv classes to help me get over my social anxiety and fear of people paying attention to me. It has had very little actual benefits but I've started noticing a tiny amount of confidence appearing every once in a while, more so during class. So I consider it to be a big improvement for myself that I'm sure others would see as nonexistent. 

During the last to levels, 1 and 2 (7 weeks each), I got to know my class mates and we have all become friends and we have a group chat and go out after class and meet up every once in a while when there hasn't been a class for a while. We are even talking about doing practices outside of class. I'm really proud of myself for saying yes to the invite to go out after the first class.

So now we are I in level 3. We have mostly stuck together since lvl 1 with 10 people from level 1, my self included, and now two new people who are great and fun to be around even after only knowing them for 2 weeks. Our first show is tonight and we thought that it was going to be our class alone doing a montage (we go up and do scenes and edit them ourselves) for like 20 minutes. I was terrified of this but it's the reason I am taking the class and I have my incredibly supportive improv friends who I trust and am comfortable around. Then last night we find out that it isn't going to be that way. Now it's going to be a bingo style where our names are going to be pulled out of a hat that involves classes other than our own. I'm able to pull through when we do shows because I'm comfortable with the people in my class. And I already have panic attacks doing those shows. With this one I'm losing my mind, the thoughts are horrible and the panic attacks are happening more frequently. A part of me wants to suck it up and go do the show but the majority of me wants to curl into a ball and forget that I exist. I don't want to let my classmates down by not showing up but I also don't want to show up only to have a panic attack and run away or hide. 

I talked to my therapist yesterday and told her about the show before I learned about the change in format and I've got that crushing my thoughts as well. I fucking hate anxiety and my irrational fear of being judged by people but I dont think I'm ready to put myself that far out there. Sorry for the long rambling post.",4.914923179692722,4.926444517034066,5.865737474949897,82.6339301937208,68.75951903807615,8.657341349365398,27.85577822311289,8.344100000000001,1.762265678022712,1910,56,392,25,30,633,223,499,0.145,0.735,0.119,-0.8897,0,1,0,0,0,0,30.0,14,0,2,4,20,25,6,5,29,1,43,1,0,1,2,73,85,40,0,5,7,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,1,22,44,0,0,10,10,1,13,6,12,1,4,11,2,50,13,74,65,9,70,0,1,1,1,34,28,2,3,28,277,72,15,0.07893795372455255,0.0,0.07703205589844271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175591361739347,0.08710999485161065,0.0631266530740275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077463707320403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405430292658073,0.0,0.2694099546440498,0.07416480600275488,0.0,0.0,0.048119843914890034,0.0871807680487182,0.06717038456458059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16701177648287588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251469386597316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427554790698912,0.0,0.13301726115792556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776542879951957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07214785962263172,0.13428916622526407,0.0,0.0,0.1219745344670574,0.07297686622910866,0.041241822777188415,0.0,0.3588980658201653,0.0,0.1262677854256654,0.0870293726567764,0.0,0.0,0.06980457178202623,0.0,0.0,0.07793488672795851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05291044644091665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676446992235708,0.1286899359876938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071940589334776,0.0,0.038565096879759855,0.0791165673765294,0.0,0.06985760501368933,0.0,0.08831137867119941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970483058070031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623876760069695,0.0,0.07407792216685623,0.0,0.0,0.0898713835126376,0.0,0.16813268892107425,0.0534904003740564,0.12007174177589836,0.0,0.2778500416904898,0.0,0.08548211143625567,0.0,0.2736281894865411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560073920230287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935444630229198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05056967447777458,0.08116136352646752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277462913923115,0.0,0.0,0.06290332898714689,0.0,0.08234950146272059,0.0,0.0,0.0652982910432558,0.0,0.0,0.08046730293126261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883645764491776,0.11174537987531276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957785442954865,0.07439808719308134,0.0,0.1780545517539313,0.12689467417450478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165304841645727,0.0,0.05058025337182168,0.0,0.1880037534068993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542859759549961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711091065560052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06513207887404819,0.18623860127439715,0.06265727340724471,0.12663853002773626,0.0,0.07097470046550589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056075257485385936,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,skyydawgg,2019/01/18,"Issue with forming a healthy relationship I know some of you may relate to this. I keep getting anxious to that fact if someone doesn't contact me, I feel as if I've done something wrong. It's been hitting hard this past week. I know I haven't done anything wrong, but I feel like I have. 

Do any of you have a way you combat this feeling?",1.4680000000000002,3.583901800000003,2.6385714285714315,93.95642857142859,81.0,4.571428571428573,25.714285714285715,5.288315135182226,0.4488571428571429,266,11,57,1,7,85,48,70,0.15,0.743,0.107,-0.2174,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,0,1,13,17,4,0,2,3,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,4,11,1,6,12,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,4,3,38,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14104026594390676,0.0,0.0,0.23430488285914625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17067392471189716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4244878883531383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146055889056818,0.1481678136480557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835882639838523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857911825045892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164734868261588,0.0,0.18434815766474624,0.0,0.0,0.22796509709713544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013259928012254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19798838760455525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22267180446496032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17573078467048933,0.15966795894111788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16462581318028371,0.16636513091041502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4535223940147257,0.0,0.0
anxiety,marius_titus,2019/01/18,"I keep fucking myself over. I need some advice guys. See i donate plasma to make ends meet and have some extra money. Now, when you go check in they have to check your blood pressure and your pulse. The thing is, last month i got my pulse a higher than it should be. Now whenever they're gonna check me i get nervous and my heart starts pounding. If your pulse comes out higher than 80 you cant donate that day. On Wednesday my pulse came back to 140.

I don't know what to do at this point. I'm fucking myself over. What do you guys and gals do to calm yourselves when the bad gears start turning?",1.5776829268292687,3.6369444308943097,2.1261991869918693,98.07515243902441,80.30081300813008,4.42520325203252,17.567073170731707,4.7782277997778095,-0.8197365853658538,467,9,104,1,12,143,82,123,0.067,0.914,0.02,-0.6705,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,6,1,0,5,6,2,2,3,0,10,4,2,1,0,15,27,7,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,7,0,1,1,0,6,3,2,5,0,0,2,1,19,1,13,22,3,22,0,0,1,2,10,7,2,3,12,64,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993841738335852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568931009414429,0.17036372143282302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23336581988349056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17576120063450815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315880274499652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807176516638456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772608248091036,0.1066017553337122,0.0,0.11595984738902478,0.0,0.16318832027862776,0.0,0.0,0.4040606169490917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24178674204334716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18135889666566865,0.0,0.0,0.11213428713240896,0.16631870448824107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13619736038315022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628616764308244,0.0,0.0,0.15129204819717035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19288244297031898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16259235976526307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28883916478419325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13555418992993706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22193542274681416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Reiyla18,2019/01/18,"I'm losing hope and terrified We have been together for 10 months. I've sent him many texts on WhatsApp which have been delivered but got no response. I've tried calling too but he won't pick up. I have sent him mails from a read receipts app but he has not read them either. Last we spoke, everything was perfect. 4 days ago I tried calling him again and got ""the service you are trying to use is restricted or unavailable"". My friend who lives in the same country as him (who he doesn't know) tried calling him too but the same message. Dunno what that means. He doesn't even use Facebook or Instagram so can't check up on him that way either. He downloaded WhatsApp after I asked him too and he only uses it to converse with me and he still has it. He could just block me or delete WhatsApp if he wanted me out of his life but he has not. One time back in April he went away unannounced for 21 days and when he came back he explained he was extremely distressed and was feeling suicidal. Since then he has not done that though until now. I'm terrified and don't know what to do.",2.757943022694352,4.654399825688074,3.3911588604538885,91.18554080154516,75.97247706422019,6.607822308063737,24.776436504104296,7.475848149327749,1.060143119266055,854,29,179,11,19,268,128,218,0.129,0.816,0.055,-0.9595,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,1,1,2,13,5,0,1,4,0,22,1,0,4,1,45,42,22,1,4,15,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,10,12,0,2,5,2,1,4,9,2,0,1,13,2,19,3,19,27,4,29,0,1,0,0,41,8,0,6,16,113,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177909021587567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422570588341393,0.0,0.12484598171803088,0.204354422970722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4070587741347049,0.15198035215448769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609458772921013,0.0,0.0,0.17139437781543698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598329813744273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776658262377203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942478661970765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718857673865562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266345535626377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21255399266119987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13198071857708066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605573734392113,0.10831567060943564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385771092586613,0.0,0.0,0.11733627106714978,0.0,0.0,0.14865973985921468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347203782722173,0.0,0.14474625778518393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606426831823274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900435382645178,0.10106191390866112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658337231680887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992045539095938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611886008609617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14535013948135206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055481166439087,0.0,0.07748392262885853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3608696400448662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442993049057657,0.0,0.0,0.07837659889864526,0.10547467500976092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318192754644798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hsgamer_pl,2019/01/18,"Smoking anxiety - heart rate Hi,

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Struggling with my anxiety regarding smoking (vaping). I am nicotine-dependent since a long time but everytime I am vaping, it makes me anxious and my heart rate goes crazy. Not vaping  60 - 70, vaping  85 - 100. Anyone else has the same problem? Someone wants to comfort my thoughts and post their HR during vaping? It makes me more relaxed when I know it is a ""common thing"" for everyone who is using nicotine to have somehow elevated hr. 

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Thanks, ",5.391982758620691,8.1744018045977,6.147801724137932,70.35549568965517,71.183908045977,9.867241379310343,35.01293103448276,10.125756701596842,4.562955172413794,395,21,58,12,8,129,63,87,0.14400000000000002,0.735,0.121,0.3505,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,1,3,0,6,2,2,3,0,14,13,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,9,3,4,12,2,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,35,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450563718726557,0.3869694709749897,0.0,0.0,0.2436246255718068,0.17988723310424334,0.0,0.11133896225541133,0.16315236095417485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13301819713053648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215333526915792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3773822055554891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750993590218109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14091562001124164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125776616941817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525005765072115,0.0,0.0,0.15236385524462556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317186463267923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349170543945321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16646422646416786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465997553909477,0.0,0.0,0.1057868986854461,0.0,0.0,0.12641270038092622,0.0928496644638408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752562618165468,0.0,0.0,0.09391936627180864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3869694709749897,0.0
anxiety,Po0pSco0p,2019/01/18,"Calling out of work makes me feel so guilty... I know it shouldn't, but it does! Even when I'm really physically ill I have a hard time, but using sick time for mental issues isn't something I've done until today... it's ok to need a break. It's good to be able to recognize your limits. It's completely legitimate... so why do I feel like I did something wrong?! Does this happen to anyone else? ",0.8633333333333333,3.1244908888888894,3.070617283950618,89.07777777777781,84.55555555555556,6.0691358024691375,17.641975308641978,7.3871296695380915,0.3210345679012345,306,7,65,5,9,104,59,81,0.134,0.747,0.119,-0.2985,0,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,2,4,4,0,0,2,1,7,2,0,2,0,11,15,6,0,2,2,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,6,3,8,11,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,35,12,1,0.19720940011435228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378933979068991,0.20206433554584907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013728468495192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067703039540476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451585500215303,0.20181368595824936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16474314843802965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302549488493806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994299963545771,0.1408864348459946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16540988827930428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17439162122707616,0.0,0.17666088662864318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20583537710869845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838112883147702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634655146430236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13163880593241878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19874069116933726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462282713535568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263373915485485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036428619751849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299887742453284,0.0,0.1869314522185014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17032560308905415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17795080964323162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435707920358679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21561752057476485,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GasLOLHAHA,2019/01/18,"Don’t know where to turn I could use some help right now. Does anyone know if there are any emergency numbers or services to call to have someone to talk to?  I am NOT suicidal so it’s not that kind of emergency. I’m away from home and my wife is asleep and won’t pick up her phone. 

Anxiety is through the roof and I can’t calm my my mind down.   I’m on the verge of a panic attack and I have no xanex or medicine to help me. 

Any suggestions? 

Thanks all. ",-0.7432182103610643,1.3938175510204118,1.0765306122448983,100.77121664050236,92.87755102040815,5.056200941915228,17.742543171114598,6.67199483983844,-0.20681412872841465,352,10,87,5,13,114,70,98,0.15,0.7170000000000001,0.134,-0.1705,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,1,3,0,10,1,1,2,1,17,17,8,1,2,5,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,9,3,14,15,2,8,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,4,1,54,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960509283008456,0.0,0.16651965398428556,0.0,0.0,0.1522023927279547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24763506375408614,0.2045114459901854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22226901059926185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17379460075245395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19048757221595725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29180395642688484,0.0,0.21834429773013414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266734840816992,0.2392553579083599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21978821267133475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553929860498552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18589200452737192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18443407485287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23809951102265475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749577373863652,0.0,0.2004045402601249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367662931638929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18800004007798046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,blood-of-an-orange,2019/01/18,"Literally can’t have any conversation that induces ANY anxiety without me tearing up/ full on bawling I just have a very physical response to stress, and that is to just let the tears fall. I can’t hold them back. For example, i forgot to do one reading assignment for class on Tuesday (by mistake) and i approaches my professor at the end of class to apologize for being unprepared. After three words i was in full tears. It’s so embarrassing.

My anxiety has gotten worse after i stopped taking my medication February 2018. It’s just slowly climbing. I’m scared that i will just blubber up in professional settings forever. Sometimes it’s not even when I’m that upset, just my body’s response to any stress. ",4.944318181818184,7.168399340909094,6.0748484848484825,72.88227272727275,70.74242424242425,9.648484848484847,34.72727272727273,10.018931242160765,4.071172727272726,571,30,95,16,11,190,86,132,0.199,0.79,0.011,-0.9674,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,9,6,0,5,3,0,11,2,1,1,0,15,16,4,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,3,1,1,0,3,4,6,0,2,3,0,13,0,20,10,2,20,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,0,7,70,20,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.414616226974034,0.0,0.31094537708199643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15627363198880095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257460471299577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18000411503458427,0.0,0.0,0.13423347960349347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20781951170864227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20473586605929794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771594034678464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20328799749313256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20347168704031995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010026334141186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699118879682629,0.4656054291382532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15280592315844702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16768850908117222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959093593793344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071117894333971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ErikaRin,2019/01/18,"Uncontrollable shivering. The title is not an exaggeration. This was previously in Teenagers but some suggested I should move it here.
Every time I get intimate with a guy (not really sexual, but sitting together really close, flirting, touching a little, leaning towards a kiss maybe) I start shivering very noticeably. I haven’t been kissed, in a relationship or a date. Has anyone else experienced something like this? What could be the cause? Keep in mind I feel safe and comfortable with the guy. Btw, I am a reserved, self conscious person. (18F)",4.8895357833655755,8.259561531914898,5.693791102514505,69.46136363636364,77.29787234042553,9.801160541586077,30.885880077369446,9.800150414767053,4.243161702127659,440,21,66,15,11,143,73,94,0.018000000000000002,0.763,0.219,0.966,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,1,10,0,9,2,0,1,0,18,13,4,0,2,5,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,3,6,6,6,8,1,11,0,0,0,2,6,6,0,2,4,43,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794646826264535,0.2167957658569728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21735801317291312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689349091272172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17675369054529466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17827107462984698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698468554024848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054541346260477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4190085597067725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18806814347725812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033706633877616,0.2120656426761531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21256746322515044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136424352316432,0.0,0.0,0.22488337148432566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240893068731094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18474950498524892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710959505362594,0.0,0.0,0.2271651282060225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207312643967583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16288991976512496,0.0,0.0,0.14976228484843926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337801303810204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17458133768018422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,florinchen,2019/01/18,"DAE think of past panic attacks when anxious and it only makes it worse? I often experience this phenomenon. I might be a bit anxious, not terrible but enough to be uncomfortable. Then randomly the memory of a past panic attack, usually a pretty heavy and awful one, will arise in my mind. And even though I try not to focus on that, it is hard. Anyone else?",2.890525210084036,5.451066161764707,5.030924369747903,76.29558823529416,78.55882352941177,8.003361344537815,22.94957983193277,8.841846274778883,2.101434453781512,281,9,49,7,7,97,53,68,0.326,0.601,0.073,-0.9586,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,2,4,1,5,0,0,1,0,12,7,7,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,0,1,4,0,6,3,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,5,37,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825882152644671,0.0,0.1183991051605398,0.1734980563002763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3852734432008956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848639293985583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145304744438958,0.0,0.0,0.1749626110173274,0.0,0.11184052043529304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16563671711749542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516859487922766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302873860083873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17963181274629844,0.17097449809237397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474203370214445,0.12878269507408185,0.0,0.3973433067721711,0.0,0.0,0.3232882854697172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17226894986030974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849948956200814,0.16636534823816074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496359760560802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864924926606372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17256119998481453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fishintrovert,2019/01/18,"I hope it is relateable to some one Before this sub i didn't know i could relate to some people in how awkward and odd I am. Now that I know i am not the clumsiest person around in the wholewide world. I want to see if any of you could relate to this. 
I always found it nerve-wrecking, horrifying even to check my work in that I might find mistakes in it. For example I would never go through my exams again. I would always hate to see if I remember what I just tried to memorize because I am certain that I would have forgotten it. I couldn't ever see my emails and texts after I have hit the sent button.",4.20095238095238,4.486743500000003,5.349325396825396,84.76303571428572,70.34920634920636,8.522222222222224,26.86111111111111,8.472884824447931,1.6273682539682546,475,14,102,7,8,158,75,126,0.132,0.815,0.053,-0.8555,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,7,5,1,1,3,0,14,0,0,1,3,29,26,5,0,11,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,10,3,0,0,6,0,1,2,4,3,0,1,3,3,21,2,16,15,2,13,0,0,3,0,4,6,0,6,5,79,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30007758398626083,0.0,0.0,0.1226222362286058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052100465799155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992001139515956,0.0,0.1534371027847674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879380613468966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909815661960195,0.16310770547461512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648071337447141,0.0,0.0,0.19770907810119515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247871843274514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17802642195534735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17909618697633198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981958116786269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912886106489407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907214560808656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218795699020428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12500960626387436,0.15744648212463766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20426483136929055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4310696425755306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242389877922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635606596370176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127345123493486,0.0,0.0,0.3842776144088546,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kimithy_,2019/01/18,Psychiatrist I have my appointment with a psychiatrist tomorrow about my mental state of health. I’m really nervous about how it might go. I also feel a bit lighter knowing I’m actually going to get help with my anxiety and depression. It’s been a long time coming.,3.823,6.5238273000000016,6.009999999999998,69.785,76.0,10.4,30.0,10.355215969177356,4.1326,215,10,36,8,5,75,38,50,0.161,0.784,0.056,-0.624,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,1,0,8,11,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,0,6,9,1,7,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.27905381629865383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286805570098337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21875713295121724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121921386790745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463275479546468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246295257781284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14458898705097845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14940128369752925,0.0,0.3250331104409328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039600454348507,0.0,0.0,0.19167165966424385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715507114910698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25306388423871823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881784661009077,0.3033563117397595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18319205540363767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16674444421141354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alexacookmeham,2019/01/18,"I am absolutely terrified to die. It consumes my every thought and makes me unable to enjoy life. Any advice on how to cope? Also would accept any advice on how to live forever. I won’t kill myself. That makes death come now. 

I’m terrified of an afterlife or not. 

I’m terrified of dying with a partner I don’t love 100%. 

I’m terrified of dying and leaving behind a dog or a partner. 

I’m terrified of the pain of dying. 

I’m terrified of spending everyday working my ass off to then just die. 

I’m terrified of not finding a passion that I love before dying. 

I’m terrified of never owning a better car than my 2003 Jeep Liberty before I die. 

I’m terrified of dying in front of someone. Also terrified of dying when I’m alone. 

I’m terrified of dying before my parents or my younger siblings. Also terrified of dying after them. 

Terrified that I’ll die in 30 years. Terrified that I’ll die in 70. Terrified that I don’t know. I could die at 33 thinking “I’m still young and have my whole life to live.” I could die at 110 wondering why I never found a god. 

Terrified that I don’t believe in a god, and that I’ll go to hell. Terrified there isn’t a god and I’ll just cease to exist forever. Terrified that there is a god, but even if I believe in him I’m doomed because I don’t believe in him good enough. Terrified that there’s a god and he doesn’t care about us. 

Terrified that I have a terminal illness and I don’t know. Terrified I’ll wake up tomorrow in the hospital and they’ll tell me I only have 24 hours. 

Terrified that we aren’t just a random evolution of sentience. That we have a destiny. And instead I spend it building fucking tiny houses on sims, neglecting whatever my soul purpose is. 

Terrified that I’m real and you’re real and my partner next to me is real and that everyone reading this post plus me plus my dogs plus my neighbor in the house next door that I’ve never met is real and will die, most likely painfully, tragically, horribly. 

Guys it’s been days without sleep. I’m starting to hallucinate. I’m self-harming as a way to experience reality. I’m not eating and I’m nauseous and dizzy. I don’t have insurance and I’m terribly alone. I just need some serious words to help cope. Get me through the night. ",1.5031816955857238,3.8517960969162983,4.086024453834398,82.27036186280682,82.52422907488986,7.670880158230692,26.666187179717703,8.603709575120403,2.4001063202373456,1764,79,340,45,49,618,195,454,0.321,0.634,0.045,-0.9991,2,2,0,0,0,1,47.0,3,0,2,2,18,19,3,0,19,0,26,13,3,4,3,64,62,32,18,5,13,1,0,1,4,4,5,0,2,4,19,23,1,1,8,1,2,4,17,10,0,0,4,0,41,9,52,52,5,39,3,3,0,5,19,15,3,8,19,206,60,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771484427023047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035656037986816,0.0,0.11995003759600813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800064664188755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030478288782058542,0.0,0.12763372936010656,0.16899171890946008,0.0,0.0442191273998789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0509762464389574,0.0,0.0,0.043068810373796965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983859602714033,0.0,0.0,0.03224454419544878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8302397238833278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05116038909243008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05166125192653447,0.0,0.033023177170293794,0.0,0.04212543276055033,0.0477751878000159,0.0,0.04890759300822056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0456972242984678,0.0,0.0,0.054820176060026746,0.0,0.04622230294999311,0.02612186745087659,0.0,0.028414989543441894,0.041935911799269365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04950583526988927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033512574751201465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04923791351110555,0.11538185245712157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05531532844733892,0.0,0.0549551360763568,0.0,0.0,0.05294061430401205,0.0,0.0,0.07063006725440367,0.02442647490063189,0.0,0.08829821902858483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025021133115943,0.0,0.06674804526343121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03707284947613156,0.11568451353627895,0.0,0.10634678289351296,0.04691969301001129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038025697120748415,0.10640269665455472,0.0,0.05551681121815547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0478842193590716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05001148430063675,0.22763447104501094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05215877032100482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050034062068714566,0.0,0.04236310429686847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03538880928130706,0.0,0.039928430764531016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043700415671046065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03203667018668455,0.0,0.039692790764804885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060141382749722826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039686048786444106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04511537693082904,0.05582093027209602,0.0,0.048196243613833484,0.054220648499429175,0.03639910608972165,0.0,0.0,0.035517112112639915,0.0,0.0,0.032197043221533383
anxiety,russian-jewboi,2019/01/18,"How can I stop feeling like a failure all the damn time? So, on paper, I’m a pretty successful student. I have a near perfect GPA in physics at one of the best public universities in the nation. I’m an accomplished musician and can play four instruments. I taught myself how to program last semester. I started lifting weights last year and am making good progress (can bench more than my body weight yay!). I’m a quick learner and have always been lauded as a “jack of all trades”. 

I don’t feel that way at all. I feel like a complete and utter failure. I feel like I’m not doing enough to set myself apart from the rest of the crowd. I feel like I will get a good, high paying job and I will never be able to fulfill the dreams and goals that I set out for myself as a wife-eyed and knowledge-thirsty kid. 

It’s to the point where I’m always “in my head”. It’s all my mind can focus on, and thus, I can’t focus on the things that really matter. I find myself constantly researching random things that will only matter years from now just to make sure I’m “prepared” for these things, which ends up just making my anxiety even worse. Because of all this, I can’t concentrate at all on the task at hand anymore. My mind gets distracted by the smallest thing and it starts a spiral of anxiety. I’m trying coping phrases and trying my best to “observe” and “accept” the feelings, rather than acting on them, but I just don’t know if I’m doing it right and I don’t know if it’s helping. 

I have a constant tightness in my chest that won’t go away no matter what I do. I do abdominal breathing and active muscle relaxation, but that only helps somewhat. Any type of aerobic exercise also seems to temporarily relieve my anxiety. 

I also see a therapist (but haven’t seen her for the last five weeks due to winter break, as it’s through my university). 

Because of all of this, I’ve also developed social anxiety because I’m worried other people might think I’m a failure, too. I did exposure therapy and that seemed to help, but it’s been awhile and I feel like I’m going backwards now to where I was before I started therapy. 

To top it all off, I now get anxiety about the idea of having anxiety. It’s a vicious cycle, and I don’t know how to break it. 

Any advice is deeply appreciated. 

Tl;dr: I always feel like a failure, I’m always stuck in my head and thus can’t concentrate on anything anymore, I’m worried about being worried all the time. How do I get out of this rut?",4.286295066413661,5.168839991935486,5.5393311195445945,81.33157020872866,70.45161290322581,8.254648956356737,28.902751423149905,8.4952907291091,2.0924593927893738,1940,71,379,30,34,649,227,496,0.096,0.747,0.157,0.9718,1,0,0,0,0,0,55.0,0,0,1,8,22,21,2,1,29,1,34,9,6,9,12,78,77,34,0,3,11,0,12,6,0,5,1,0,0,1,28,19,2,2,17,4,2,3,12,3,0,3,7,14,44,18,57,63,15,60,0,0,2,0,9,30,1,7,28,256,72,13,0.07043142614571346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882477448689761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168971958127661,0.2344183547885812,0.0,0.0,0.09579156995119843,0.0,0.3232790893330799,0.0,0.13969809849556256,0.0,0.0,0.0579590625714911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06617264332467095,0.0,0.0,0.12880303097269255,0.0,0.05993195613034935,0.0,0.14782687293248878,0.0,0.0,0.07823343681943068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384601029982225,0.1522227008819591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06238133841027457,0.07277449071548632,0.0,0.04651929271464365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284897962294751,0.3018973494681724,0.0,0.0,0.0643730475243136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14719005284489287,0.0,0.08005560514292286,0.11814907730928875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456592538487398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416261009441795,0.07441466867657345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950850717585539,0.0,0.0,0.06989232270228271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612180960629105,0.17223303799794362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20645542311626375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14104057158375244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471661295462051,0.1422313253290002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054321057803268485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047726157135970934,0.10713254669085738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0488282827458506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665804631564894,0.0,0.0,0.07165408094495178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04512017508868281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0601480530976649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05612472785065048,0.12823625028737431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717959693169143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955517780349073,0.0,0.0,0.058883825968314187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638078562064427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16108894791455322,0.08177631425686926,0.187166039777436,0.045129613977830885,0.0,0.0,0.08213826196018201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563663022541036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05590518776142936,0.05649584169595715,0.1715330054176051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21457959622126574,0.07177564036755474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071105850565374
anxiety,haklana,2019/01/18,"Not living life as I should Sooo I was wondering if anyone experiences something like this... For the past 2 years my anxiety/paranoia has gotten worse. I have way too many fears... I'll have these intrusive thoughts multiple times a day every day- almost like visions of things but I'm not willingly placing these images in my head. I'll be riding in the car with someone or someone I know will be driving somewhere and I get these horrible visions of wrecks, like it's real flashbacks but it's not. I also have this for trips that I do like if I do a hike I have visions of being mauled by a bear or sitting in my house and the house carving into a sink hole, anything, you name it. I'm also deeply afraid of losing a limb or being mutilated in any way.. This makes me not wanna do anything .. 
I have a trip planned for this summer in Victoria, Canada to do some hikes but I can't help but think of the wild life or other possibilities of disaster.. 
I can't even take a shower without stopping the water multiple times because I get paranoid that someone has broke into my home after hearing faint sounds. ",3.3158719379092894,5.371873451612906,4.525040019403349,82.96244724715014,74.85253456221199,6.7804026194518565,27.550084889643465,7.669130373188453,1.7553834101382488,877,35,162,12,19,288,127,217,0.093,0.8270000000000001,0.08,-0.7808,1,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,2,5,8,0,2,12,0,21,5,1,1,0,32,33,15,0,4,15,0,0,4,0,3,3,2,2,0,14,5,1,1,4,0,0,5,7,4,0,0,3,2,19,4,23,23,1,25,0,2,0,0,4,8,0,9,13,111,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595086932219794,0.0,0.0,0.2171453706863101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232610041999396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493132465968604,0.0,0.22344906692521552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276219976380518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17511674799587185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967271113371182,0.0,0.1143894103174756,0.0,0.0,0.13280601189447236,0.0,0.15277542979940234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186513079078916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13933593688038562,0.0,0.1530190852675091,0.0,0.091001644678657,0.0,0.1361852007968039,0.0,0.0,0.3133133881123762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461389946334357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19179225504553205,0.2653152622455241,0.0,0.11988459874318418,0.0,0.0,0.1518883555800817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062541364178403,0.13764625673549696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960480210127232,0.0,0.0,0.14184744143248032,0.0,0.0,0.15305670210895364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15453237631278585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34510438484619577,0.1045199391279933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350714957973206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207976018637732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019744948593958,0.08699390299491898,0.0,0.10778369815806388,0.1583334614084098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21553078133660006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308743798038026,0.1472333363110071,0.0,0.0,0.13835799921977004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742938758664906
anxiety,thatssowack,2019/01/18,"Just need to vent a little about what’s been happening. About a week into December I had an horrible panic attack while I was driving, i have always had some anxiety but this was the first panic attack I have ever had. I ended up pulling over, everything went blurry and pretty much my entire upper body went numb. It took me about an hour to calm myself down enough to drive back home. For the next couple weeks I was experiencing panic attacks on a daily basis, at least a couple times a day. 

I ended up going to the hospital a couple days after it originally happened, which i regret now because all they did was lock me in a small room by myself for about 5 hours without anyone coming to see me. Which when they got around to it all they ended up doing was throwing me some pills and send me home.  

Since then I have sought help from a therapist, got checked out by my regular doctor (found out I have a few vitamin deficiencies) and made an appointment to see a psychologist (which will take a while because they are booked out pretty far). 

My panic attacks have gone away for the most part, though I am still experiencing some pretty bad anxiety. It’s troubling because just thinking about having anxiety can make it flair up, and the biggest symptom is having a tight chest / shortness of breath.  

I have gotten to the point now where I can go back to work and be in public for periods of time without freaking out too much, but driving is still a struggle for me. So I have been taking it easy on that and avoiding highways for the time being. 

Anyways my anxiety has been pretty bad tonight so I just felt the need to say something about it. Thank you for listening. ",6.9576012461059165,6.847143778816204,7.1718535825545136,75.40706386292837,64.48286604361371,9.625545171339564,31.852024922118375,9.150863307647796,2.695892211838007,1327,45,239,20,18,430,174,321,0.187,0.713,0.101,-0.9822,0,1,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,4,2,24,18,4,6,24,0,32,8,3,3,3,38,57,15,0,3,7,0,2,0,0,1,5,2,3,0,13,13,0,2,3,1,1,13,2,16,0,1,22,8,32,2,49,32,12,69,0,1,2,0,10,27,0,4,29,191,45,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06515086546560378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395934394128009,0.0,0.0,0.05474833433774414,0.0,0.0,0.0697025231938364,0.0,0.3563047077292681,0.07356429041808163,0.12041387245919274,0.13075243781396026,0.1431906464838419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697230422475129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06744747432959884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599083648080245,0.0,0.10099248379589804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014212912317939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20804846224593015,0.0809035804079184,0.0,0.0,0.07082573802824617,0.0,0.0,0.0703699035011935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517911705952904,0.0,0.0,0.06660091057091427,0.0,0.08585058155686348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899801323387033,0.0,0.12524538980330685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847872239811582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052482028308485904,0.0,0.1570801404447799,0.0,0.15421707164699294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847595716966536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07408820805646152,0.05226505016487738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511723929565795,0.11611512097337845,0.0,0.0,0.08327165119017982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36746703746672943,0.0,0.0847899591487362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401766472865508,0.0,0.0,0.3186320724358867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622663403004686,0.0,0.0,0.12478799612049735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476956800685296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060278233690023476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250590292900374,0.0,0.0,0.0818548955470552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138242263180398,0.11774189098983152,0.0,0.0,0.07208700583685408,0.0,0.09091092979007204,0.0,0.050170702911656366,0.07692816339454615,0.0,0.13696996191375907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869928364094786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12561313247058575,0.0,0.0,0.1451675250990836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509544784596539,0.0,0.0570024514793769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,veganburritokiller,2019/01/19,"Odd pain over my heart after an anxious night Hey, guys. 

Lastnight I had a lot of anxiety and suffered from a pretty rough episode of muscle tension. This is pretty normal for me and I know how to contend with it. But this morning I woke up with a new pain and it’s freaking me out. The left side of my chest, where I assume my heart is. It hurts when I laugh, or tense up in anyway. 

I’m a healthy 24-year-old without any medical issues, so having a heart issue is extremely unlikely. But I’m still freaking out. 

I’ve been “checking” all day by initiating the pain to gauge where it is. It is truly over my heart, which produces more anxiety, and now I’m stuck in the anxiety cycle. 

Has anyone dealt with this? ",1.5837995337995352,3.8749180559440615,3.1461818181818195,89.4859393939394,81.72727272727273,5.771375291375293,24.218648018648015,7.03164865440522,1.0097425641025644,554,21,112,7,15,182,90,143,0.236,0.66,0.105,-0.9524,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,8,9,0,1,9,0,9,9,5,2,1,20,15,10,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,9,9,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,8,0,0,4,1,11,1,21,11,3,19,0,2,0,0,2,12,0,3,7,77,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759594667290865,0.0,0.29562035452716423,0.1455198477312469,0.0,0.09006769715877251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307248572830266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12754321379137545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6105669662181432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13789491764352566,0.0,0.0,0.26889058782212266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07079119694990837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13995360757161465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951056782827567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297636043064362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440653685244378,0.0,0.12088046598905428,0.12620750223426427,0.0,0.0,0.13516555262449645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4111921901753551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620943390550099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286868918767972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416927761481895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295010769269608
anxiety,irlnyc2018,2019/01/19,"Have started hitting myself when anxious I’m tapering off lexapro to swap meds and having every discontinuation symptom under the sun. I had self harm thoughts creeping in over the last week which was scaring me and now when I’m really anxious (have been having a lot of panic attacks) I hit myself across the face/side of head, bang my fists into my temples, and in work stabbed a safety pin into my hand repeatedly. I feel like a psycho and haven’t self harmed in nearly seven years (I used to cut and burn myself). I know it’s the withdrawal symptoms but I just needed to vent and let it out. 

Have been speaking to some friends about my withdrawal symptoms but don’t want to tell them this in case they get scared. Seeing doctor on Monday but also scared to tell them about hitting myself in case he thinks I’ve completely lost it. ",5.430293619424057,6.5736083478260925,5.656070016939584,80.5803331451158,68.00621118012423,7.593675889328063,28.92207792207793,7.686295010490155,1.808783850931678,668,23,121,7,11,212,104,161,0.155,0.764,0.081,-0.9089,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,2,7,11,2,4,7,0,12,6,2,1,0,22,28,12,0,2,4,0,2,1,1,0,4,1,0,2,5,9,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,9,0,1,6,4,18,2,24,18,2,23,0,1,1,0,10,14,0,2,10,83,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116171732048493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31535748936855024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878542636790854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634054691894535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14285976993068747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759700502803487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057274226636061,0.0997116004308104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783442553357757,0.0,0.07292158624039413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324305741617585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670614863735875,0.11377133251476973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427237382286821,0.0,0.06818874260674182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15236136647346454,0.11866071284458125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15503510460512718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349225587851904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16375986327029354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941459494897464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4192133774061307,0.0,0.11122230349336726,0.0,0.29121197213857125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879110338511016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4352120776219372,0.0,0.0,0.2439874282411091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943329998387939,0.0,0.11080606202143896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205470100575507,0.0,0.0,0.08232428460723322,0.0,0.11195773933981136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016114394878694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988099600382722
anxiety,lilcel1,2019/01/19,"Existential anxiety and solipsism Hi. To preface,

over the last year I have had a brush with some pretty intense existential anxiety which at some points has been pretty crippling.  I have been seeing a therapist and psychiatrist but I still am having a bit of trouble which I am hoping some of you could help me resolve. My thoughts and fears are pretty persistent. The main ideas that I worry about are primarily:

Being the only thing that exists and everything else being a figment of my imagination

Not being able to reconcile The Problem of Other Minds (that other people think and have minds separate from my own)

Why was I born as me (or at all) and not someone else (I've read many posts on this but still have not really come to terms)

They are all pretty linked thematically in my not being able to connect with the outside world. Everything I love is contingent upon other people existing I.E. Literature, Film, Psychology. 

Unlike many other solipsists, I do not hold this opinion by choice and really want to not believe it :(

I have done tons of research on the topic and understand that it is an unfalsifiable claim. Just ""acting"" as if everyone is real is not doing much for me. I have thought about these ideas until mental exhaustion. At this point I really would love help from you guys in convincing me you all exist or ways to cope.  I just want to feel like myself again. 

Thanks ",6.6320680147058795,7.866891140625,7.061066176470586,71.25966911764708,65.328125,10.086029411764708,30.683823529411764,10.194018383442646,3.271546231617648,1116,40,185,26,17,364,147,256,0.07,0.735,0.195,0.9896,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,3,1,2,7,11,0,1,11,0,30,3,0,0,3,53,43,16,0,7,14,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,17,11,0,1,11,2,0,2,7,4,0,0,7,3,25,7,32,30,12,24,0,0,1,2,10,12,0,8,9,150,42,2,0.2122785041543638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623924746462716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958259065670188,0.0,0.0,0.1158765734430074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142956745283276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474355615408369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861730563617768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17733145123826244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142060385746884,0.1907822317369781,0.0,0.0,0.11943616705540105,0.05366719497791685,0.0758259028915641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509454674585032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14228580669584664,0.0,0.0,0.10542022619042436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23963659256194536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651765666016864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05185427726420299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19158963790545933,0.0,0.0,0.2152170847838223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069634018752866,0.0,0.2143407753966828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802456281559657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072368402257195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716718642429952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20067180090211034,0.0,0.10165206389076556,0.431927108449608,0.0,0.10156092981876452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061679748661755,0.1208097057033067,0.2039865681945624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457924201022267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993144385010461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16952588762899742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771876305442374,0.0,0.12323585234374736,0.07051420283299978,0.06800974701589838,0.0,0.16852542055955388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049470461411512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520736169663774,0.0842483979233419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577416609507244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077895626062797,0.0,0.07539827939171724,0.0,0.0,0.06835019842563239
anxiety,gotgot9,2019/01/19,"Tips for getting out of a ""mind blank""? Hopefully everyone knows what I mean, when the anxiety hits so hard it's like your brain shuts down haha.

For context: I've made really great strides with my social anxiety, but crowds in small places really gets the best of me no matter what. The other day, I was invited to a show at a small venue. When I got there, I walked in, and my mind completely shutdown. I didn't know where to stand. Everyone's face was a blur, and I couldn't find the person that invited me. I immediately left the venue and went home.

​

I'm pretty good at working through my anxiety as far as getting myself to go these places, but as soon as I get there, it's like a completely physical reaction to just run away. I was invited to another party next Friday, and I'm so terrified of this happening again.

​

It feels like it's out of my control, but if anyone has found something that works, I'd really appreciate it.",6.035935828877005,6.1353870320855615,6.8785026737967945,76.02598930481284,66.37967914438502,11.291978609625671,32.508021390374324,11.022393298168332,3.5812502673796804,753,29,147,21,11,251,112,187,0.08,0.726,0.194,0.9741,0,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,0,4,10,8,0,0,10,1,6,2,2,2,0,26,24,16,0,3,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,12,7,0,1,6,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,8,2,17,8,25,14,1,27,0,0,0,0,4,16,0,3,9,90,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481755001804439,0.2783207320374376,0.0,0.120089409831717,0.2628338507970088,0.0,0.0,0.08007851730819744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759997312737136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018688355093175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784773493103385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401544905751723,0.0,0.1284494848060611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385912703532399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188670209427796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057907262629194864,0.08181665679833645,0.0,0.0,0.10467374183253676,0.0,0.0,0.1255707112240043,0.0,0.0,0.2393382663137796,0.0,0.06508717597852426,0.09605810577286933,0.0915960753551329,0.12626417655313882,0.0,0.0,0.10127404698712067,0.0,0.10259187228909032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148778761722935,0.11374912974210726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587984969190724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443170792422815,0.0,0.0,0.16785333684129758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836628954924196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475125938093355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312751314494499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179859792588815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999878068314516,0.2393084228961177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651306033393435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22010287256733385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674377780633978,0.0,0.08816691207583152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616578852903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16675107480864598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783207320374376,0.0
anxiety,chrysophlax,2019/01/19,"Does anybody else feel like they are wasting their twenties? This is just an aimless rant.

I don’t really have any friends, I just read and hang out at home every weekend. Ive just turned 23 and I feel completely impaired by social anxiety. My girlfriend is my only relief, she’s kind of the opposite of me and I never go out with her to social events out of fear of having a panic attack. It’s so stupid and I hate myself for it.  
I’ve saved a decent amount of money to go traveling this spring, with hopes of breaking out of my shell and feeling free but I’m scared I’ll just feel more alone and isolated. This also means leaving my girlfriend, we really love each other and I feel horrible about it. But I’ve wanted to do this my whole life and feel like I’ll always regret it if I don’t go now.
I live in the same small town I grew up in right now, and I feel like the only person I can be is quiet awkward me. Because that’s the me everyone knows. I feel like when I go traveling I’ll be free to be somebody else. Maybe that’s a romantic delusion. I just feel lost and confused and sick of myself.",2.356805491990848,3.893946634782608,3.958009153318077,88.24641876430208,76.1304347826087,6.755148741418765,23.40961098398169,7.475848149327749,0.9530434782608692,866,26,182,11,19,289,127,230,0.184,0.669,0.146,-0.8268,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,2,1,11,22,3,5,8,0,14,3,0,0,1,45,36,17,0,4,8,0,9,4,3,0,2,1,1,1,11,19,0,0,11,4,3,8,3,10,0,0,1,10,30,14,25,32,5,27,0,2,0,1,12,11,0,3,11,116,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694563070291072,0.0,0.09029788710397814,0.09395411983008106,0.0,0.0,0.07678590398796616,0.0,0.08637947691184572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12845683233360647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883178533467227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838897012890162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988124611871618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18865157429671908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513554929669282,0.10789488525714536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270604891892166,0.5138378260020477,0.32266528815001816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723765799804614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25668822479200204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147994168120937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132627036709622,0.11214982731302796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758333936131365,0.06205499522125744,0.0,0.0,0.11956041972423745,0.0,0.0,0.07975502926349362,0.2206577789016534,0.0,0.0997057955101987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12325979124716822,0.0,0.10190997298398193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343804606843072,0.12299726800877127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708681841484632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17175351543734788,0.0,0.1324811336926191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859280691249643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294530924177623,0.0,0.14467216411819442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964285820260242,0.0,0.0,0.11304736579684785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302047417951343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281882687423686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660004678434865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260652892012893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sapphoe42,2019/01/19,"Going from not enough to too much I've been on break for like a month but next week I start school, work, and an internship all at the same time. I'm going from zero stimulation to overstimulation. Just thinking about it stresses me out. Dreading the inevitable panic attacks. How would a mentally healthy person deal with this change??",4.500874316939887,7.3145417377049196,4.237295081967215,82.79124316939892,74.24590163934427,6.689617486338799,26.560109289617486,7.793537801064563,1.7004404371584698,270,10,47,4,6,82,54,61,0.238,0.6890000000000001,0.073,-0.932,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,3,5,0,2,0,0,2,1,12,7,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,4,0,1,1,0,2,1,10,5,4,11,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,6,32,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27752642549385353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580649705608122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25150000072154344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520638205804969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772828980706933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191808242572706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458425239620256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19471721739116676,0.0,0.17933008035762307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594418002171489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862207857002172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21300625887123364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468887182557352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726678727400169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27944197027397005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563122298587841,0.0,0.0,0.1422482240821739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956806233171416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17759727851228513,0.0,0.0,0.17329388354407255,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,avibaby,2019/01/19,Am I alone or is this just an anxiety loop I’m a 22 year old female in my senior year at university for health science. I can’t remember a time a didn’t have ,0.793333333333333,1.9864094444444484,4.167777777777779,86.555,79.55555555555556,8.133333333333335,23.11111111111111,8.841846274778883,1.4600111111111111,124,4,30,3,3,46,30,36,0.125,0.875,0.0,-0.4019,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,5,1,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,3,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,18,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867644910090566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28567561028688393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3969423547976097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3918556467215669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4230273662743162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177520806723381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4809578692856122
anxiety,Hellyeahfood0,2019/01/19,"Moved to Canada from small town USA It's been a year since I left the comfort of my parents house. I'm the happiest I've ever been. Also the most anxious I've ever been.

I think caffeine makes it worse and I'm going to attempt to quit coffee but for some reason imagining myself with no coffee makes me feel... Weird. Its been my clutch somehow. That sounds odd because it's just a liquid. But it is. I feel like my body needs it. 

I want to be able to go out with my husband's friends without being awkward. I want to not freeze up when I'm asked to walk to the post office. I want to not freeze up when asked to read something out loud. God these are dumb wishes.

 I don't know how to fix this. I'll start with cutting out coffee I guess. 

Thank you for listening ",0.1147500000000008,2.403230975000003,1.6900000000000013,97.195,89.25,3.95,18.0,5.341637118332708,-0.5549,596,16,131,3,20,192,100,160,0.122,0.7240000000000001,0.154,0.6625,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,2,8,8,2,1,6,0,9,1,1,4,2,33,31,7,0,5,6,2,4,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,9,7,0,0,6,1,0,4,5,4,0,0,4,7,15,4,24,25,2,19,0,0,0,0,7,8,1,4,7,79,24,1,0.16297175302739836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13032845201593785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841116928557464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30471317902217715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934606799637903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810248782616309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948345618444512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648068301678675,0.11642705292606935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591157212005527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852412058619856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795317595575776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18804752198720984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956501338431205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17706928651318202,0.0,0.0,0.07961976650797126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21756982128438065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732131819831895,0.0,0.12084148986223145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809608453302572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15608188984678795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17334051993423807,0.16301585549827988,0.0,0.0,0.1675621050193031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134811918207891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546361755995944,0.0,0.0,0.11535224560380195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004249424207208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442571882898756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883748871642468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874094730802438,0.15709895425784312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16608213940129635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494846571083534
anxiety,americanhello,2019/01/19,"Klonipin Help? Hello all. My anxiety disorder comes in waves and right now I’m in the thick of a pretty bad stretch. Some of my main troubles is a fear of public transportation, and a fear of contaminated food. It’s debilitating and I’m missing school, and cannot eat. My therapist has advised me to take one Klonipin for a train ride to ease the process, and help me to overcome these feelings. I’ve taken Klonipin a few times before and it has certainly helped, but online I seem only to read horrible things. However, this feels like a last option. Again, she isn’t saying I take it every day, just that I take it once for the train ride (which I have been avoiding.) Has anyone had any good experience with Klonipin? thanks guys",3.4674725274725304,5.8111884285714295,3.9499999999999993,85.92423076923076,75.42857142857143,7.164835164835164,26.48351648351648,8.139509932561175,1.7065439560439568,580,22,113,10,13,182,95,140,0.123,0.737,0.14,0.5514,1,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,3,9,0,9,2,0,0,2,18,21,7,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,9,8,2,1,3,1,0,4,2,6,0,1,3,4,10,4,13,18,4,14,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,3,6,65,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985346895227027,0.0,0.12357847849959434,0.0,0.0,0.11295327408675356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348800481746308,0.0,0.0,0.137459554851607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13915333035361824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418062796693772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851400646385073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16529684620055932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13610532100474187,0.0,0.0,0.15801816645517985,0.0,0.3635572358800484,0.1633600403013331,0.11540497465302492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19533610639370155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549298756192849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15995105947792584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32483272778238603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13167753489443373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892080839293297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17203597035293294,0.10946441161406108,0.12285926514908847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16434534605497905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16158478806266985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795519348665125,0.0,0.12846394483802834,0.0,0.16348818989350988,0.0,0.14706092557702558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643763480297805,0.0,0.0,0.14872531606445732,0.0,0.18756163624470784,0.10732071073730592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419589860186237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MAKsDada8716,2019/01/19,"Anxiety is a fickle beast You know what the crazy thing is.about this disease? 

Check it:

For someone with anxiety when we have anxiety normally throughout the day it is almost like a normal feeling for us however, when we start to feel good and feel no pain and happiness we start to wonder why we are feeling this way because feeling like s*** and bad all the time has become such the norm for us that we go back to freaking out and manifest something that is wrong that way we can go back to those demons that haunt us because that is our normal way of life. It is so unbelievably perplexing and absolutely frustratingly ridiculous. ",4.786864406779664,7.054885483050853,5.0120000000000005,80.14613559322035,71.28813559322035,8.448813559322032,31.29152542372881,9.120678840339163,2.935756610169491,509,23,90,11,10,160,73,118,0.218,0.679,0.102,-0.9481,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,10,1,0,0,6,10,2,0,6,0,9,2,0,0,1,25,20,8,0,3,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,13,13,0,0,7,0,1,2,1,6,0,0,0,5,11,4,10,20,1,14,1,0,0,0,11,1,0,2,10,62,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12928896052212258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963154322870134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19856130039033495,0.10780474687559267,0.15741331896344854,0.1425962028534841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832678100231317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264194377264508,0.09223902459276828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14675685516103865,0.10829464717138848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374441900812528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095764484782692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119699423276101,0.12615709865408456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3795127433856098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738633545688209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939782244090926,0.0993982190115157,0.0,0.0,0.18277502267168907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577756467409144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528737676861792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4659245176155299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30745390763360153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165052485353008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001856038699173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411658248337943,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SeaPanda23,2019/01/19,"What helps When you have really bad anxiety what helps?

I’ve been having really really bad anxiety lately and idk what to do! ",2.3912499999999994,5.245158958333335,5.23,71.81500000000003,84.41666666666666,11.533333333333333,16.333333333333336,10.504223727775694,3.2584333333333344,101,2,17,5,3,36,17,24,0.384,0.465,0.151,-0.7926,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4436594996186896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4842333018519715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3887276792783959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271039416099306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5572953979010693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Appius246,2019/01/19,"What do you do when you can't sleep? I can not sleep tonight. I already took clonazapam and since it's addictive I try my best to not take 2 a day.

So since I will not be sleeping for a while what can I do in the mean time to fill in these lonley hours?",0.3831578947368435,1.7191002982456176,2.105122807017544,100.27452631578949,81.10526315789474,5.963508771929827,20.171929824561406,6.742157984588678,-0.13541122807017558,195,5,52,2,5,64,41,57,0.0,0.91,0.09,0.6767,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,8,4,3,0,0,5,11,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,8,1,5,8,1,10,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,6,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411818351164525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441413906371757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23217539985485916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426800649597528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21787464743380752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24099279949206198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36602035412097694,0.0,0.6641926630650394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663432764844588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290055281267956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245803312947962,0.15020592956394704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RaspberrySodaPop,2019/01/19,"I miss my old life. I used to eat and drink whatever i wanted. Life was carefree and fun for the most part. Yeah there were some stressful times. Yeah i'd break down and cry every now and then, but that only made me wanna go out with my friends more! Always ready for and adventure. Now I'm lucky if I go outside once a week.

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What happened to me? I just want to go back to how I used to be.

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That stupid day in November, I ate something and got sick. Maybe it was just  a flu. Ran to the bathroom all day. Miserable. Crying. All alone.  

Now I'm afraid of food. Like it will do the same thing and betray my body. Afraid of any little morsel or beverage that isn't water. I checked the scale a month later in December; I had lost 15 pounds. From 130 to 115. Something had to be wrong with me. I had to be sick. I had been telling people for years I was sick. This must be the breaking point of one of my organs. An ulcer or Crohns something! I've spent hours upon hours on Web MD. 

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Then the attacks came. The first time I was studying for a big test. A test that I had to pass to attend school for my future career. My heart started beating fast. I couldn't breathe. I ran out of the room breathing quickly. It stopped. That was weird I thought. Decided to take a break from studying for a bit. I was fine after.

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But then the big attack came. I ate some fries and tacos. It was the first time I had been full in a while. I was relaxing browsing my phone and we were about to head out. My boyfriend had to meet up with someone. I told him I wasn't feeling good and to give me a second. He got in the car. I walked in the parking lot. My heart started breathing. My throat closing. My head fuzzy, I thought I was going to puke. I was so scared and upset. My boyfriend had somewhere to be and here I was having a meltdown. It took us 3 hours to get home from the 15 min away place. I kept telling him to stop.

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Decided it was time to see a doctor. Maybe a gallbladder attack? Had to be something. He comes back with my blood work. Everything. Is. Perfectly. Normal. 

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There' nothing wrong with me. It's all in my head. He told me I probably had Acid Reflux and Anxiety. But that he wasn't going to prescribe me anything as it didn't seem serious.

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I cried all the way home.

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Now I'm constantly googling things about Acid Reflux. I have a list of safe foods. I don't go out to eat. I hate long car rides. Me and my boyfriend are trying to work out what to do when I have an attack because I get really standoffish and weird. I don't want to go outside. I don't want to go anywhere.  

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I just want my old life back. Can someone please take this horrible thing away.

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I appreciate any tips. 

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Nothing seems to work except hot baths and biting my hand. 

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Thanks. XoXo",0.12341774425287255,2.5044984670138923,1.2504022988505774,97.89,95.57986111111113,4.037164750957855,19.98874521072797,5.868152189453813,-0.07027763409961674,2231,77,477,20,87,696,259,576,0.185,0.708,0.107,-0.9952,0,2,5,0,0,0,128.0,2,0,0,8,19,30,6,6,29,2,50,29,12,4,6,76,101,30,0,10,10,0,3,1,1,2,9,0,4,0,21,31,8,4,7,3,2,20,8,19,0,4,46,6,69,11,71,46,13,89,0,3,1,0,16,25,0,10,41,299,90,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03599444286435533,0.0,0.0,0.028917935435192582,0.4518685734498205,0.5067558725814016,0.04726753478980435,0.0,0.026586552466033656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028599406063373824,0.0,0.0,0.1581498029187332,0.06530465513981414,0.08017055255654648,0.0,0.021185586409589282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03794213501749169,0.03860362345530319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949814923072455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029937310793820213,0.0,0.03755649799560449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452621163249654,0.044826635916162615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035571974356142816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03404548104190571,0.0,0.07112360222165208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02928156505674085,0.0,0.0312344634485722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.017572559296152125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05912310812913268,0.08404883607891199,0.0,0.026850690167364143,0.0,0.036314839328260066,0.033338999962333964,0.15801102761504973,0.02914982824138494,0.05559155768697646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03073265968792728,0.0,0.0,0.03431217025593485,0.10700223794793802,0.0,0.0,0.08236681151751025,0.0,0.0,0.0697217654296748,0.0,0.10267644080445863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364288413466202,0.016978945189128455,0.034832425424116964,0.0,0.030756008477544425,0.0,0.0,0.03793786468850209,0.029546427496257407,0.0,0.032884874234203144,0.0,0.0,0.06982970194460819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027740141772534702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03405133301925596,0.06669439322806657,0.0,0.07293650795188522,0.03701164966073179,0.02355006598135364,0.02643182161233117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03763496534839235,0.0,0.02409390048197056,0.0,0.03631031118098932,0.03814922252922138,0.032853562794450016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037470461201983316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022264166322912383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034794604336074945,0.03517268856967632,0.027694269209706517,0.06327708612418133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05889354307765912,0.10702065475497484,0.0,0.0,0.04919781962319001,0.0,0.0,0.058111445379422026,0.039810346390806696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052261046377948935,0.0,0.06075268457190496,0.03199661839652858,0.0,0.0,0.06926661684183393,0.0,0.0,0.055181250797816266,0.08106085236425112,0.0,0.0,0.06641746697848767,0.038612736893598204,0.02359554055050062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04180452748339563,0.060032228143127725,0.0,0.0,0.1024934221284662,0.027585939021462363,0.027877392177656068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590351408602163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599562222029588,0.5067558725814016,0.022380299831813763
anxiety,Tlacoman5,2019/01/19,I had a panic attack on Friday and I’m still feeling the effects from it I was at a school assembly and I just snapped. I havent had one for such a long time so all the things that were building in my mind were let loose. It was like my brain had left my body and my reasoning just wasnt with me. I was shaking and my entire body was just broken and I didn’t have any of the pieces to fix it. It has to be one of the most scariest parts of my life thus far. It was so bad that I still have anxiety from just thinking about it. My entire system is just anxious and my insecurities are more aparent today. I need help but Im to afriad to get help. I’ve just been writing music and playingg games ever since the exprience. Had to get this off my mind thank you. ,0.7700076687116564,2.6499647852760795,2.427296779141105,95.80511694785277,82.12883435582822,5.056595092024541,20.0034509202454,5.985473137389443,-0.1921407975460125,592,16,138,4,16,194,95,163,0.104,0.823,0.073,-0.2722,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,13,7,1,3,8,0,22,4,3,3,2,27,29,10,0,1,7,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,8,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,5,0,2,14,1,19,2,17,13,5,14,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,7,103,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234186005554736,0.0,0.12637776731029654,0.18662930181202486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187939175443745,0.0,0.0,0.1379353391462174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3670005540283153,0.0,0.1844181552026313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494331174017196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353022877308812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726206630363583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22146054008147828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17844465837043202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17949059509327694,0.1689284860236303,0.11668584819486745,0.08070851559363809,0.0,0.0,0.14619705536226996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336103929347003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249391949583192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238879796495592,0.0,0.0,0.19382694229436906,0.0,0.1788958120691518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16985340900867002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16719150997162815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366553844616025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638583250426598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15209422882485152,0.0,0.0,0.10975173002457228,0.10585367335437268,0.0,0.0,0.0963296158006147,0.0,0.15659055562469454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,erisbella,2019/01/19,"I just had a weird panic attack I’ve had panic attacks for years and just now I had a strange one. 
It should be noted that 
-I’ve been sick all week and taking antibiotics & a couple of cold medicines
-I wasn’t taking my Zoloft because I was taking all the other meds though I started taking Zoloft again today
-It was my first day out since I’ve been sick
-I’d only eaten breakfast and nothing since
-I had a cup of regular coffee
-My husband and I are going through a rough patch financially
-I need to find a second job but due to anxiety and being sick all week I’ve missed a lot and worry that I won’t get a decent reference 
-I’m worried about my daughter who also has anxiety and depression 

I felt jittery all of a sudden like I do if it’s been too long since eating or if I have caffeine. I began to eat an apple but it was hard to chew it and it was acidic. I began to feel derealization and also sad all at once. My stomach cramped and I got the chills for a little. 
I had a 1/4 dose of my Xanax pill. I’m now in bed with a massager and soup which I do t feel like eating and don’t want to leave my room for the time being. 
I know this will pass as it has before but it was an odd episode for me. Writing this helped me feel a little better. Just knowing you all are out there makes me feel better. 
I just let myself cry and I’m going to let this pass, even though I had another spurt of worry thinking about not having any desire to leave my bed-I’m just going to accept that for now and let it pass. I love myself and I deserve to live a life where I can handle anxiety, & I will. It’s just a bump and I’m going to be ok. 

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anxiety,Muffinwillow,2019/01/19,"Just scared All i’ve had so much anxiety about climate change. I am hungry, but loss of appetite at the same time. I know no one knows what will happen, and we’re doing good things to save earth, but i thought this would happen way after my lifetime. I’m not saying we’re all going to die or earth will be ruined in a few years, but life will be different somehow and i don’t know how.

All i do is stress and people tell me all we can do is hope and work towards a better earth and my tiny contribution isn’t going to doom the world, which is comforting. I don’t want to be depressed everytime i read a reddit article, and i understand just reading reddit is probably news funneling. I’m resorted to uplifting news sub bc it doesn’t make me fear and scared all the time. 

Sorry, i just had to get that out. ",3.4754618473895604,4.517136807228919,4.732710843373496,85.77007028112452,72.49397590361446,8.183935742971888,25.279116465863446,8.59863814320734,1.5650417670682728,634,19,134,11,12,210,102,166,0.219,0.67,0.111,-0.9601,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,3,7,13,0,4,6,0,22,1,0,2,5,37,37,13,1,3,8,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,6,9,0,0,5,2,0,2,6,8,0,1,3,1,14,5,13,27,8,12,1,4,0,0,3,5,0,3,4,89,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531273037837895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14487493219449035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732872250630519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108765650490593,0.0,0.170006921743184,0.17114457546880169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18432962773973124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558295919131084,0.0,0.18619180999146406,0.1373944429859988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897098826336284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16269838131112774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270073905149799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570248901386113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093431632447914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041778443612415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110005922161095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356389508259945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766128123515275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277048111546594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026675743449645,0.3280009228243813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18336973079643776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18764159850791226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431754792436538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882680748237372,0.0,0.0,0.13004531542784242,0.19103561376640588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705299849356675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661824780893054,0.1300232267138558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925423084452196,0.0,0.0,0.11636455786499555,0.0,0.0,0.10548703079101236
anxiety,sapphicsedits,2019/01/19,225mg of zoloft (setraline)? so i'm an 18 year old girl who's been taking setraline for a little more than 2 years. i've been taking a dose of 200mg daily for a year or so. recently my panic attacks have started to come back so my psychiatrist increased my dose by 25mg. i took the new dose this morning for the first time but i'm worried because i've read that the maximum dose is 200mg. will i be okay? should i go back to 200mg or take 225mg?,0.6739393939393956,2.237402858585864,3.122222222222224,92.27000000000002,81.02020202020202,6.420202020202023,22.11111111111111,7.3871296695380915,0.641068686868687,349,11,83,5,9,121,62,99,0.086,0.868,0.046,-0.5484,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,1,1,7,1,7,5,0,0,0,5,16,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,2,0,1,3,0,6,1,9,10,2,16,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,11,42,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315619313442646,0.0,0.3130272293621137,0.0,0.12407920124152612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17533607702901172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17313535461682278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567936871547865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20400565933701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19658512201876988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213586338207751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388163138327274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20360017812348494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009762263673322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407026653996785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4591217419183986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868878230296465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22614609097335603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20670992523078574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3932291048720348
anxiety,Plantmom-,2019/01/19,"Dropping a Course Because of Anxiety? I enrolled in this seemingly amazing course for my environmental science minor, but it turns out to be so much more than a simple writing course. On the first day we had to write an essay in 20 minutes without warning. As someone who struggles with writing, especially in such a short time frame, I accidentally forgot to cite a source. My prof emailed me saying I plagiarized which resulted in a panic attack on my end. This combined with the excruciatingly long oral reports and overall vibe of the course makes me want to drop. Having only spent a couple hours in class so far with a significant amount of anxiety, I can’t imagine going back. Am I just giving up and freaking out over nothing by dropping or should I just tough it out? Please help 🙏🏻",6.265918367346941,7.585812224489796,6.759326530612249,72.78388775510206,66.2108843537415,8.60108843537415,35.10816326530612,8.841846274778883,3.1881461224489795,635,30,106,10,10,207,106,147,0.196,0.7,0.105,-0.9514,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,1,6,6,1,2,11,0,6,0,0,2,0,24,14,7,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,9,0,1,2,0,1,1,2,5,0,1,3,1,12,1,27,9,3,26,0,0,0,0,9,15,0,2,7,75,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237726621384773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24074474667734524,0.0,0.1627203154646686,0.0,0.1289996835723767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23415004849379206,0.0,0.136475378519183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874297410932708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800012067879642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20300219038609726,0.12026674745513133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184233142201436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083999960796902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18727427623890272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14125590809294347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555627529540609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20305210004897492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609441701688696,0.0,0.24828680881315066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23229178270818274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682862336307024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19264805631499315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17930229247832866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22122790595009173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339550228784844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23017839398575446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481711638472885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039911170873083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tokenserious23,2019/01/19,"Watching House as a hypochondriac Normally the mere mention of someones heart problem or fatal disease would instantly push me into a panic attack, believing i myself am experiencing symptoms of said disease. Ive been trying very hard to conquer this strange and unnecissary fear and today im actually watching a show which has sent me into i cant even count how many panic attacks, feeling only just a little nervous. I know to people who dont know what its like this isnt a big deal but its the equivilent of diving to earth from the moon with intense vertigo, and i dont believe that to be hyperbolic although theres no real way for me to know.",14.011532258064511,8.139298056451619,13.343548387096774,54.61032258064518,56.33870967741936,15.625806451612902,51.96774193548386,12.161744961471696,6.346667741935482,525,26,85,10,4,177,91,124,0.179,0.772,0.049,-0.9127,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,9,2,4,8,0,10,3,1,1,0,18,16,8,1,3,3,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,8,6,0,0,4,1,0,2,5,8,0,0,3,6,9,1,14,11,0,8,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,1,2,59,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.1454223278806964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390642358918061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33578972146586844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15363339800830494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493013911740029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842651050142877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16768928089047208,0.07534914720665149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13349292880267058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17658978699062886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17194943196987586,0.0,0.0,0.16096750876044832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456929984462269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728037970399364,0.14935750146657398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15108320650478754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600826555824747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333666223812935,0.0,0.3496864553604315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033119207966447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259231276215156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16961773952926726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14175244183207947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626442660095355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548891628209603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14125383110093745,0.0,0.0,0.10117500976363156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295736390653304,0.0,0.11828538718415516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058597539027791,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lavishlust,2019/01/19,"I’m being judged constantly and I’m anxious everyday. My heart and my mind is beating 100 mph everyday and every minute. People will judge me every minute that I’m not good enough. No matter what I do, I won’t be good enough for everybody. I want to be locked in my room for the rest of my life to avoid the impending doom.",3.1961194029850724,4.36972741791045,4.430029850746268,87.16832835820897,73.32835820895522,8.345074626865673,23.84776119402985,8.841846274778883,1.4802561194029855,255,7,55,5,5,84,46,67,0.21,0.7290000000000001,0.061,-0.8866,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,2,0,7,2,1,0,0,8,11,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,8,2,6,6,3,5,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28138141271227474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26915925460142104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5147176488523288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4197092191693592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4178209609494947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295152513881133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17592751239926854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514925650689401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17267574561736326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690961390955815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,willyboy82,2019/01/19,"Consistency is key I’ve dealt with pretty severe social anxiety for my whole life. General anxiety as well, but mostly social. The first two years of college, I locked myself in my dorm, hated my major, and literally didn’t know anyone on campus. No one really knew who I was and if I didn’t exist, it wouldn’t have been any different. I’m not saying that for sympathy either. It was literally that bad. 
Last Spring, I finally decided that I had enough. It was my make or break point. I was either going to make a horrible decision that would ruin my life, or I was going to pull myself out of that funk. I chose the latter. 
I changed my major, joined a club, started going out more. Not even to be social necessarily. I found that simply sitting in a public area to do homework helped. Fast forward to now, almost a year later. I’ve made good friends with members of my student organization and I’ve even found myself in a leadership position within the group. 

I cannot tell you how many times I felt like just staying in bed and sleeping into the afternoon instead of doing what I needed to do. It was hard and it’s still hard from time to time. 
My point in telling this is that I would have certainly found myself falling behind if I didn’t stay consistent. 
STAY CONSISTENT. 
One of the best pieces of advice I’ve ever received is “just show up”. It completely changed how I thought about doing things. It simplified my worries down to a single solution. Mind you, it didn’t stop there, but by at least showing up, you will be forced to interact. 

Never give up. 
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anxiety,hammeredgiraffe,2019/01/19,"I don’t know how to be okay I’ve had anxiety since I was 11- for 10 years I love my boyfriend a lot and he’s never given me a reason not to trust him. But when I’m drinking, and we’re not together (over the weekend) I can’t breathe.   I can’t see him partying and be okay because I’ve only dated one other guy and with him, everything was okay until he suddenly broke up with me. So now, everything seems
Great but I can’t trust that can I? 

Plus, I’m 21. I’m at an age where seriousness is.. serious. But it’s not a commitment and I’m scared of giving myself emotionally to somebody who may not be There forever. And I can’t breathe",-0.19962591240875585,1.9026271167883242,2.7362363138686163,90.69588731751827,88.05109489051094,6.6366788321167896,21.701186131386862,7.8658589789855275,1.1172339416058388,493,18,113,11,16,174,85,137,0.138,0.7509999999999999,0.11,-0.5618,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,6,11,0,1,5,3,14,4,2,2,2,24,24,14,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,9,1,0,3,2,0,0,10,4,0,1,4,1,15,7,12,16,1,13,0,1,1,1,9,4,0,3,9,72,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822304901692412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521099720900468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23335574276658574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679549115187213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4281767327056307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22851335511252144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626280752763216,0.0,0.23586598836339906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309143398513552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20251817050261536,0.21499440600870767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837227333897042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16141769688953894,0.1811699284679626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449202153142067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23849041019923103,0.0,0.1898230415324189,0.2168580231608179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19705030579911967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15339984428956854
anxiety,Awonderlandmad,2019/01/19,"Why can't I fix or grow out of anxiety? I have always thought once I get my shit together my anxiety would go away. I just needed to find the right person and make a good life for myself and then I will not have issues. I have an amazing husband, family, house, and job. I really have no reason for complaints and I also am on anxiety medicine I take every night, but i still have problems with anxiety attacks; cannot focus, irritable, sick to my stomach, etc. What more can I really do to help myself?",4.176057142857143,5.177102320000003,5.9114285714285675,78.12500000000001,70.8,9.314285714285717,28.285714285714285,9.606745405546679,2.6183714285714283,392,14,75,9,7,135,71,100,0.185,0.6729999999999999,0.142,-0.1455,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,3,0,12,4,2,2,0,17,18,8,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,1,0,16,2,10,15,2,9,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,1,3,56,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13609982245276553,0.14161061169521588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5207754842692011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936141878194433,0.1598978630687405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18980536072642912,0.0,0.0,0.14339129943668175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604387370256049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555493663424908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889165587635621,0.0,0.096722146387764,0.14274618661225008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140738818841023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196374881764206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776327610024592,0.16888600006763288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020929470893893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360226255224372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126192746562862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597105432273741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812453852402881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14860218711938608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628475781417983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21805444713972896,0.174982303481591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453401991344673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17469622990717942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359128962386685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796070386834846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13511079822932456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15356880864486958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208971522504832,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EdgarAllenYOLO,2019/01/19,"College Senior feeling increasingly disillusioned/directionless about everything and not knowing how to stop it So I have 2 semesters of college left, and I’m pursuing a B.S. in Geography (Intel Analysis Minor). I don’t know exactly what triggered this, but I’ve been feeling increasingly disillusioned and depressed about college and life beyond graduation. 

I’m doing fine academically (my GPA is above 3.5), and I’ve learned a few programming/statistical analysis languages alongside my major-specific skills, but I’ve been increasingly feeling a lack of accomplishment regardless and just feeling like none of it matters in the end. 

I feel like the last 2 semesters is just going to be essentially going through the motions and continuously losing any figment of an idea regarding what to do after college. I also have been feeling last-minute regrets about college, and feeling like I should have gotten a minor in Data Science (I’ve taken some data analytics/programming classes, but I’d neither have the time nor credits to meet the requirements for obtaining a Data Science minor before I graduate). And then I have endless anxieties about what type of job I will get after college and fears about how “cutthroat” the post-grad job search may be. 

I just really don’t know what the hell has happened to me over the past few months. I just feel like all of my passion and direction in my major has been completely zapped and now I have zero idea about what I’ll be doing after college. 

I know the best option is just continue finishing my Bachelor of Science degree as normal since I’m already a senior, but I don’t know how to stop this malaise-ridden funk I have regarding my future after college. I just feel like i'm in an endless existential crisis right as I’ve started the final stretch of college and not know if I even want to work in my major field. I don’t know if it is just Senioritis/Winter Depression or something else, but it’s starting to freak me out quite a bit. 

Btw, this is my pseudo-throwaway account, in case you are wondering why every single post in my account is about career/college stuff. 
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anxiety,HeyImGonnaAskSomeQs,2019/01/19,"Techniques I’ve learned to handle anxiety Hey there! So to explain each technique it’d take more than a reddit post, but I made a free online (course?) where you can learn all three of them. I’m not sure if I’m allowed to link something like that here, but I was wondering if anyone would find something like this helpful? Also if you’d like to check it out feel free to pm me for the link! 

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anxiety,NorthNorne,2019/01/19,"Just writing this to calm down Hey there, first post here, support is always nice, but I also just generally benefit from just writing my thoughts out and throwing them out into the internet. It's sort of like a bad feelings exorcism, if you will. But this is honestly gonna be pretty confusing for anyone who tries to read it.

Very short version, I have a problem which isn't actually a problem and I'll refrain going into too much detail for fear of insensitivity towards people with problems that are actually problems plus my general reservedness. Basically, a good thing is going to happen.... eventually. It should have happened about 15 months ago. The process keeps dragging out and out and the people I have to deal with to make this good thing happen are going even slower than I am in terms of getting things done. Which, believe me, is horrifying, given that I'm, in general, just a trainwreck on two legs.

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So having this really, really important to my future stuff drag out for so long has been driving me up the wall. Its got me crushed under anxiety that *somehow* things will go wrong in a big off the rails sense, as opposed to the little ""oh wait, there's more we have to do, or we were wrong about X"" sort of problems that have been common thus far. 

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So I opened my email to find a tiny bit of progress has been made that I've been waiting on a month and half or so. And while this is good...anxiety just descends upon me because of course it does. Good ol shortness of breath, brain fog, and just a vague (and fortunately fairly mild, relatively speaking) sense of panic ensue for no reason at all, just because there is news and and now I have to think about this and do small easy things to get the ball back out of my court again.

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Blaarrrghhh I hate the way my brain works. That's all. Just wanted to get this off my chest. Nothing's actually gone wrong, and I will handle what I need to handle. Though since I'm far too irrational right now to really understand the new info let alone formulate a proper response, I won't be making any progress on this until at least tomorrow. Oh well. It really ought all to be fine. I am just not very good at handling things generally, and I have had this hanging over my head for far, far too long. The waiting and sense of powerlessness has got me in a bad place.",5.289914169229668,6.441051614190693,5.703826621843934,80.0812474071955,68.33481152993348,8.657492310993492,29.62599241828195,8.933256019334266,2.341060167370002,1862,68,351,32,31,597,236,451,0.162,0.731,0.107,-0.9855,2,1,0,0,0,0,70.0,2,1,1,4,32,26,1,3,21,0,41,6,6,5,3,84,73,29,0,10,15,0,1,1,0,7,0,1,0,0,32,28,0,7,7,2,0,8,4,14,1,3,13,2,29,12,66,49,9,66,0,0,0,0,11,39,0,7,18,249,61,2,0.0,0.0,0.20691710528620533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06265254179846877,0.0,0.0,0.07320197974049787,0.0,0.05652185603399934,0.05881047060073466,0.22974153457308874,0.2576476406224441,0.04806404612381138,0.0,0.1081382635826574,0.0,0.0,0.049420299853253136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05434767792855092,0.1180277858947554,0.08617034985036973,0.0,0.0,0.07963086797278722,0.0,0.0,0.07716300567085906,0.0,0.0,0.15780195758455015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286679758751062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06185154364857615,0.07232900940827379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046682718151979566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953336349158092,0.0357373535251874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06459919441585896,0.06011939926079405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078035612905186,0.0,0.16067369185072788,0.2964103576218904,0.11305667641197573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875032382352915,0.0,0.0,0.0697807381376298,0.07253689765362413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06282261518396412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227391944419265,0.0,0.034530119175158,0.07083878224806857,0.0,0.12509712779587487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687804299493144,0.09435737113239767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283037793828585,0.0,0.05195709196533455,0.052407476550797784,0.0,0.06826208006755649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06781826906286759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292640953129615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979996396442276,0.0,0.07384436184937067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06769080711827873,0.07190580660181338,0.0,0.33815060157079385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069798323551209,0.0,0.18111474132278912,0.07266963606301967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06035935729660631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058466280499379235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091038096219412,0.0,0.08020552881148447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817353501959569,0.045288157379304514,0.0694416176876729,0.05611111718244155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04798630410402319,0.0,0.06904297279336764,0.07357918227477042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116634917457035,0.04168822080928551,0.05610158648604671,0.0,0.0,0.06354878021274456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05145504933725797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23182870279868675,0.2576476406224441,0.0
anxiety,flying_goldfish_tier,2019/01/19,"I’m having some huge anxiety swings now and need some advice on how to distract myself... There’s a job I interviewed for recently that I really REALLY want. It’s fun and the people are nice and I need money to pay my student loans and I need something to do with myself before my ADHD kills me. The signs were good, and the guy in charge told me multiple times during my SECOND interview that he was impressed. BUT other people were interviewed after me, and I’m really just a straight out of college idiot who’s never had a job beyond some cashier work that I quit because of anxiety and depression caused by rude customers. He also seemed really surprised and flustered when I went to drop off my thank you letter for the interview, so I’m thinking that someone better came by. I won’t know for at least two days and at most five, but I’ve been wildly pingponging between “Oh, it seems like a good chance” and “I suck and I won’t get this job, so think negatively”. I need something to distract me. Or at least a way to force myself to say “no, I will NOT get this job” so I won’t be immediately devastated if I don’t get it, which I might (probably?) won’t????",3.5702203065134057,5.068216577586206,5.051321839080462,81.80363984674332,72.8793103448276,8.259003831417624,25.819923371647512,8.841846274778883,1.9354963601532569,914,30,179,18,18,307,134,232,0.141,0.738,0.121,-0.7089,4,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,3,10,16,4,2,9,0,16,0,0,2,1,39,37,21,1,6,6,0,0,1,0,6,0,1,0,1,12,14,0,0,5,0,3,2,9,7,0,3,8,1,26,9,25,22,6,21,0,1,0,0,12,10,1,9,8,125,38,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427027312055006,0.11603161873167972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949565519489235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18167196486570192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238296719327121,0.0,0.10103922512502103,0.0,0.0,0.10501612051739126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13580723744065745,0.0,0.12197896699686307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657765176222976,0.0,0.10227082156038432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18611067257524094,0.0,0.0,0.19918741171409107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757153676965253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4713255888172457,0.0,0.1313685172064416,0.0,0.06525654770451357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0580104986871997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12596466333389073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521776260577407,0.09157981722599468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16463910645919444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280220953748186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629489441013247,0.0,0.0,0.30427223290028216,0.0,0.11724169283985897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944270295138824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161933665871658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006082464291898,0.18282412373125168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932008842782116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15216794247776108,0.0,0.0,0.0692384069987839,0.0,0.0,0.11346141759824074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599199128949116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003608838594988,0.09425050034405917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007342097545172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644433159605919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Halgardner,2019/01/19,"I'm 29 years old, have by all accounts a great life and i can't keep feeling anxiety and having panic attacks. I'm a 29 year old man.  I've been married to an amazing supportive woman for nearly five years now.  We made a go of it with me running my own business for the last few years and it just hasn't worked financially.  So i accepted a position at a new day job and it's perfect.  Little to no stress, regular flexible hours that aren't crazy and fit around our schedule.  Salary is good, and i get to leave work at work.  I keep coming home and freaking out.  I'm downstairs right now while my wife and friends are upstairs playing D&D and my wife is DMing and playing my character because i couldn't make it over an hour without shaking and freaking out.  I've been seeing a therapist for a few years and it's helped but i keep slipping back and feel like i'm utterly failing.

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I feel like i've failed at being a business owner.  I feel like i'm failing my wife everytime she has to comfort me when i have a panic attack.  I feel like i'm failing at being a human being because i'm broken somehow.  I feel like i'm living a charade in which i pretend to be ok and healthy but i'm really not that good of an actor.  

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I know we're on our way to what we talked about things we wanted to me together but i'm not even sure what i want anymore.  I'm not suicidal but some days I wonder what it would be like to have no anxiety at all even if that meant having nothing else.  

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We've talked about having kids soon, i'm terrified of what kind of father i'll be with my anxiety.  i'm terrified of cursing a child with anxiety themselves.  This has been mostly just a rant so thank you for reading if you have.  ",2.6079831932773097,4.293474210084038,4.123268907563027,86.69599579831934,75.80672268907563,6.888851540616248,27.866386554621855,7.675431598112923,1.6689657142857146,1371,57,278,19,30,456,173,357,0.172,0.6459999999999999,0.182,-0.615,2,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,5,2,0,8,15,33,2,4,17,1,26,1,0,2,4,62,61,24,1,6,12,4,6,6,1,1,1,0,1,5,16,24,0,3,10,5,1,4,10,12,0,1,5,7,32,21,36,48,7,40,0,4,1,0,22,15,0,6,26,173,48,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335608777657078,0.2805582368464111,0.0,0.0,0.23550831277233855,0.0,0.07632738528356317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851407815500547,0.0,0.1751148127340542,0.0,0.059180393266922114,0.0,0.09383280733350577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629747842448969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992705372891314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06429335930369151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166769673711046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334911867314814,0.2749146857532885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05946202263501051,0.0,0.04021039654221573,0.0,0.04374028768936157,0.12910712803968522,0.0,0.08485283505182208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0515871969119588,0.0,0.07720094284897105,0.0,0.15158763292219646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637467224981186,0.2052268218817701,0.0,0.08014592948791847,0.04229727866541903,0.06273574988445625,0.0,0.08149352638574033,0.0,0.0,0.05436179127399315,0.2256036809917878,0.07713792293944909,0.06796042449468266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282498601992612,0.05137391829867558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433209472034992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384881906268141,0.0,0.16152107300485716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18060081737909114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769846037682852,0.0,0.049304965853420216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06572664441796269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061330165159374776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816174569229475,0.0,0.0,0.08418587952109842,0.0873375812575708,0.07253744831256191,0.0,0.0,0.12372113607147295,0.0,0.07085790478677098,0.0,0.08936087624058918,0.05113131310998071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079045862217884,0.06109026324008415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419033387264364,0.08346393231793915,0.16809163729227608,0.0,0.0,0.05467285846884038,0.0,0.2805582368464111,0.2478107428305763
anxiety,bird_on_the_branch,2019/01/19,"Control Hey
Just find this sub and just want to share. 

I recently realized that I can’t live with anxiety anymore. I was having suicidal thoughts and could not control my attacks. One day, I almost asked my husband to bring me to hospital b/c I was unable to cope with what I was dealing with.   
I’m in therapy now and I take meds.
I always want to have control over stuff or people, and I can’t have control over my 2yo toddler, cause, you know, she’s 2 yo.... So my kid, that I love so much, is the reason why I have anxiety...
But today, 
I’m getting help and I want to be happy and strong for her, and I want her to see me as the best mom for her. I want to show her the world, and the beauty of it. I don’t want to look back and have regrets. I just want to live an happy life. ",-0.16619047619047222,1.7486052380952408,2.3083333333333336,95.13666666666668,85.90476190476191,5.4,20.642857142857142,6.691623216298621,0.233628571428572,592,19,140,7,18,203,95,168,0.05,0.723,0.227,0.9766,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,6,7,8,1,0,5,0,14,2,0,6,0,38,32,14,1,9,6,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,12,0,4,5,1,0,1,4,2,0,1,4,2,28,6,20,26,2,10,0,1,2,1,15,4,0,2,5,95,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622343133188133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657629131249723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775804944103928,0.0,0.1151063812240915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850613376324028,0.13204194220506155,0.0,0.08924766495100862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121804209034906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923185441950025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5207119923735524,0.09266933478732216,0.0,0.0,0.07485303123559141,0.1196590504877254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060823107642452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06063974570024867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471090389057801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779665885278182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06378689201412757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819809174277617,0.0,0.0,0.20497698174709028,0.0,0.09746629024071513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047541848760808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289232695360461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593521107880344,0.0,0.0,0.08532193669151962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864939175000249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046561819794762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933527942059476,0.11460126935603025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248965289646473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286791352273888,0.12695747281058467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726726101529372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273169820725492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214351702217886,0.0,0.0,0.11001708955482466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4792115419645835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473160042639036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DirtyAriel,2019/01/19,"Caffeine induced attack? This is not the first time I’ve experienced what happened to me today.  It’s also not super dramatic as I’ve always heard attacks to be, but I feel the need to share this in a space where I will be understood rather than judged. 

Today, my husband and I went out for breakfast, where I had one cup of coffee as I do every morning.  From there, we walked to the bar to watch our favorite English Premier League team play, and I had one Bloody Mary and one draft beer. 

On the way home, we stopped for Chick-Fil-A, and I got a sweet tea with my meal.  After getting home and drinking about half of the tea, I noticed my heart rate going up.  It stayed elevated for a while which caused me to stress even more and probably keep it elevated.

I got up and did some jumping jacks, walked the dog and also jogged with him on the way back to the house, all in hopes of getting this energy or whatever out of my body.  When I came back inside I drank some water and sat back down on the couch.  After a few minutes my heart rate still would not come down. 

I pulled up my meditation app and did two sessions.  It took a good ~30 minutes of meditation for my heart rate to finally come down.  My body was calm this whole time, but my heart was just racing.  Now I am laying on the couch, distracting myself with happy things on Reddit in an attempt to remain calm. 

Like I said, this has happened before.  The first time it was at work and I believe I had had two cups of coffee that morning.  I went out to my car to meditate and it seemed to help.  I’ve since cut back to one cup in the morning and water the rest of the day.  Saturday’s are generally the one day I allow myself alcohol and the tea was just probably not smart on my part.  

Am I crazy?  When my heart races like that it just freaks me out even more and makes it harder to come down.  I saw a doctor this week as I not only need a PCP, but I have also been experiencing chest pain/tightness/heaviness.  I knew it was probably just stress and anxiety but felt that I should speak to someone anyway.  She did an EKG just to be sure, and it was fine.  

As far as my physical health is concerned, I try to exercise regularly, I am nowhere near overweight (some may look at me and believe I am underweight, but I’m not), and I’ve been trying to watch my diet more closely and make better decisions at mealtime. 

Sorry, I know it’s long, I guess I’m just looking for similar experiences. 

TL;DR:  I believe caffeine may have caused an attack and I’m really just hear to vent with people to understand or have similar experiences. 

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anxiety,CaptainFenris,2019/01/19,"I feel like I ramble too much Most of the time I'm a pretty quiet person. I'm naturally introverted in addition to social anxiety, so I'm more likely to sit around and listen rather than contribute. Sometimes, though, I'll start talking to people I know and slowly get the feeling as I go on that I'm saying too much and nobody is interested in what I'm saying. Then we walk away from the conversation feeling like I've overshared and should have just kept my mouth shut.

I'm not sure what I'm looking for, but I just walked away from a conversation and I'm still shaking, and I'm afraid of being a drain on people I know, especially my girlfriend who's about to perform on stage in a few minutes. It's been a shitty week all around and I just need to feel less alone right now. ",4.915660377358488,5.303061855345916,6.047477987421384,80.02480188679247,68.81132075471699,8.624150943396227,27.849685534591192,8.548686976883017,1.8578825157232703,621,19,125,9,10,208,96,159,0.08199999999999999,0.8490000000000001,0.069,-0.5982,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,1,13,7,0,2,8,0,5,1,1,0,2,29,27,12,0,3,6,0,4,3,1,1,0,4,0,1,5,11,0,1,6,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,2,9,10,5,23,23,7,24,0,0,1,0,11,12,0,1,9,78,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17388288237957802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843500294618626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989144875985681,0.0,0.0,0.31547541133801577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395598895880514,0.23988057531578136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771533093796385,0.0,0.09541546813561172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845353498077225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24606697820353124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098489043836646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468361905790101,0.1244879320641019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327868709822732,0.14659462987026645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17080397218867294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433767100632972,0.0,0.2670249275452123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17114219573740844,0.0,0.0,0.16604700193324234,0.0,0.11883304757777445,0.0,0.13407676633114854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582338606746108,0.0,0.0,0.13494321528434386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649505748811477,0.0,0.09789771375513873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346708246976934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,petrichor1300,2019/01/19,"I get very irritable sometimes. One thing I hate about my anxiety is that it makes me very irritable sometimes.I start noticing everything I hate about my friends and relationships with them. Everything they say annoys me. And I know my anxiety plays a huge role in how I perceive the things around me at a specific moment, but it still makes me wonder if I actually like my friends. Sometimes, I feel like the only reason I really hang out with them is because I don’t enjoy being alone. I know what it’s like to not have friends and I’m not sure if having friends you dislike is any better.",5.1299347826086965,6.325033243478263,5.920597826086958,78.21828804347828,68.73913043478261,9.228260869565217,31.76630434782609,9.516144504307137,2.9360652173913038,473,20,89,10,8,155,71,115,0.163,0.575,0.262,0.9553,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,3,1,5,14,3,0,4,0,7,0,0,4,1,22,18,7,0,2,5,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,0,6,1,0,1,3,3,0,1,0,2,22,11,9,17,0,9,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,3,6,60,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.14261148053479047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15135688315033827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938015663898096,0.0,0.22359327689201425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300955118533086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908553853025528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924888289906522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26268227305335873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738927343329981,0.1044023877199394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4516293572852842,0.0,0.07635207625721938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28856583021069404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16062935578088064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21418974862520965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19509906217684328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638126700583505,0.0,0.0,0.0990281916115536,0.11114599412760896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362097458421377,0.1502561768569631,0.0,0.1568995822484715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621632964555392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890722344274352,0.0,0.10343858722887272,0.0,0.1167075285217509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13773514467210599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941777377701973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411614772629881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15848250883017856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,albinovibes,2019/01/19,"Went shopping alone for the first time I’ve been an anxious mess for as long as I can remember. I can hardly go anywhere alone without having a panic attack, and talking to the cashier is a whole other can of worms. There are just a lot of things I can’t do without feeling like I’m going to puke out of nervousness, and I am never able to go places alone and feel confident or relaxed.

But today I went shopping all by myself (I kinda forced myself to cause I really need new clothes) and it was actually kind of nice! I’m just really proud of myself that I forced myself to do something and now I feel a whole lot better about it :-) ",6.003588039867111,5.338224596899226,6.781638981173867,79.26488372093026,66.59689922480621,9.231893687707641,30.831672203765226,8.418075326091056,2.205404429678848,499,16,99,6,7,166,80,129,0.177,0.664,0.159,0.2626,0,3,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,5,10,1,2,7,0,12,0,0,1,2,23,23,9,0,1,6,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,4,3,2,5,4,4,0,1,4,4,13,6,19,19,5,14,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,8,74,18,0,0.14032381541872038,0.0,0.13693580189494453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4359994599759052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852596983708306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596385978425267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241050114439532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14415121240895878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21285581200380446,0.1002473617731579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935936571070922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23924777419816234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257025762088969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14612566014810036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06855512818388765,0.0,0.0,0.12418216091261343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385965796837398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404833109637214,0.10822637713973657,0.13552561534444008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16463976293883026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466085207108998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17979005870776366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895952837641486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802812871067836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278696746191093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322490774233827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818239452248871,0.0,0.13301056938387454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26016316547460405,0.0,0.3133330573253041,0.0,0.27053430119323163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Freak_on_Fire,2019/01/19,"A girl I know texted me saying she was alone and invited me over to her place. I started shaking almost uncontrollably, and the only thing I managed to reply was ""Why the sudden interest?"". Turns out it was my friend, who got hold of the girl's phone and decided to have some fun at my expense. It was just a harmless joke, no worries, but it reminded me that my anxiety really is the one in charge. 

This is not the first time that I've been talking to a girl and, when things start to get intimate, I start shaking as if I had full blown Parkinson's. Thankfully it has always been through texting, so I'm always alone, but I'm afraid that if it happens in person I may go into full panic mode.",8.504738095238096,5.736591807142857,8.681428571428572,74.38023809523811,63.07142857142857,11.904761904761903,37.61904761904762,10.125756701596842,3.5538333333333334,543,20,110,9,6,180,92,140,0.134,0.7879999999999999,0.078,-0.7143,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,3,11,0,5,8,0,12,0,0,0,0,18,24,11,0,2,6,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,12,6,0,1,2,1,1,3,2,5,0,2,8,1,14,6,14,15,3,19,0,0,0,0,11,9,0,5,7,78,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18679980677493366,0.3864127260030472,0.0,0.0,0.31044398447846383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270789316198382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15867672593270638,0.0,0.0,0.14412569770470068,0.0,0.09746307306434096,0.0,0.1060189210133224,0.0,0.149198623725975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649628367924543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025213157662475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12640902968966494,0.14187734869153215,0.0,0.21887263212162464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16288558646595766,0.1949018405193796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950674210242285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483496085863568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3961166380386385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14993935849249385,0.0,0.1717473525576585,0.0,0.0,0.2478669863542282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877701681701607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029094948298438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16832959153489307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18944746568953275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,longlostegg,2019/01/19,"Need to get this off my mind I cant help but to just isolate myself. I don't have a job i never hang out with friends or family. Deep down i really want to start my life but i'm in consent fear. i want to be selfish and do things for myself but it feels wrong.  I feel so lonely, then again the loneliness i feel is comforting. i know this isn't the life i should be living, so why do i continue living like this? Its hard to tell.  ",-0.09468085106383127,1.8187463404255344,2.261106382978724,95.59400000000002,85.59574468085106,5.887659574468086,16.846808510638294,7.1686216300943375,-0.09119234042553126,332,7,80,5,10,113,63,94,0.236,0.605,0.159,-0.8534,1,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,3,0,10,2,0,0,1,18,20,8,0,4,5,0,4,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,0,4,14,3,11,17,0,11,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,1,6,55,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20621014698320653,0.2461451543776797,0.33180703094889746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899924541844652,0.0,0.11428347662041767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959495406860496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14661790778439954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21706732141499227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021468259811255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30900737303512715,0.1068661143187872,0.0,0.38630574437124177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220866696203402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16219415148343716,0.16870703473415036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14013149326851546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482645586998245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19118983135629275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14532222332701575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580389687132647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973803034714775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23915964040927504,0.0,0.0
anxiety,invisibletomat,2019/01/19,"Could this be a minor anxiety attack? Or am I overreacting? Recently I've been having days where I wake up with a tightness in my chest, like my rib cage is being constricted somehow, and I feel sort of dizzy and detached from my surroundings. I can still function fine, albeit not very comfortably and I can't really focus on anything. I don't have any other symptoms. I know it's probably some physical manifestation of anxiety but I haven't really had an ""attack"" that wasn't the crying and hyperventilating type. Thoughts?",4.546930126002291,7.155601195876295,6.1308591065292095,70.30380297823599,73.12371134020619,9.671935853379154,29.33447880870561,9.994966539143718,3.6010650630011467,424,18,69,13,9,144,75,97,0.112,0.815,0.073,0.1655,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,4,0,14,4,3,0,0,17,17,6,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,2,11,3,7,10,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,4,4,51,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15801113749597326,0.0,0.3555058596506712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19121050860294453,0.0,0.0,0.5286806338659163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18551863838540336,0.0,0.25523391553531666,0.14985143106635074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748698532504658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769766158844426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351818768406195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505207950172695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977084598743879,0.0,0.22942510051424475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855610814043762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24150851700347475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844659816888584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917193564151983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,skippy925,2019/01/19,"Anybody ever feel like they’ve lost interest in like, everything? Tips? Just can’t get myself back into any of my hobbies, haven’t been interested in hanging out with friends, etc.
I wanna fix it but I’m not quite sure how to go back or to find new things or whatever. Has anybody here gone through and gotten past it?",2.66,4.900763809523814,3.676428571428573,87.40607142857145,77.57142857142857,6.73968253968254,26.37301587301588,7.793537801064563,1.572663492063492,252,10,50,4,6,81,54,63,0.068,0.78,0.152,0.5456,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,6,7,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,15,11,5,0,1,5,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,4,1,3,6,10,7,1,12,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,2,7,32,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17591928040181806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3978360193843079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28850971527938063,0.0,0.23400152417373846,0.0,0.0,0.23249549010941564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080233610423733,0.18480945835739696,0.0,0.0,0.2364395990903707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998646264731261,0.0,0.13515577723577735,0.0,0.14702049936179035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527674720449072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28239263526907765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498461318317236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469505743073531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751505495958759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438139398872017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718633228898899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Anxietycelebration,2019/01/19,Went to a party with friends AND strangers I didn’t have a single panic attack :D I made a throwaway just so I could share this somewhere before I share it with my therapist. ,14.910000000000005,6.873249142857144,12.894285714285722,64.9557142857143,57.57142857142857,15.142857142857142,49.28571428571429,8.841846274778883,4.860142857142859,140,5,27,1,1,44,28,35,0.155,0.486,0.359,0.8121,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,1,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,5,3,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4091273574760811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060158854248849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871327051651778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778467430712542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402875361984819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4219445175351456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4175543871732061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333776099318829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Taerix2112,2019/01/19,"How do I talk to new GF about her anxiety? So I (26m) been seeing  (23f) girlfriend for about 3 months.  Today she was having a hard day with her anxiety, and (realizing now) was nicely asking to be left alone. I responded with trying to be there for her and supportive, which was not received well and told me that I am too much and less nicely that she wanted to be left alone.  After spending a few hours looking more Into it, I realise that wanting to be alone is common.  But it made me realize that I don't know Hardly anything about it.
What are some general tips or suggestions for trying to help (I understand I can't fix it) or working through things
And how do I create a dialog about what she needs and her triggers in a non pressuring way? ",6.374781879194633,5.69593824832215,7.116703020134227,77.21250419463091,65.84563758389261,10.40302013422819,32.047818791946305,9.827888789773867,2.884737583892617,585,20,115,11,8,195,93,149,0.104,0.81,0.086,0.2837,0,3,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,11,5,0,1,4,0,16,0,0,4,0,26,27,12,0,3,4,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,12,9,0,0,4,0,1,1,3,1,1,0,6,4,18,4,19,17,5,14,0,0,2,0,16,4,0,3,8,91,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4976300994031393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450428027888866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13179743084064688,0.0,0.14972729536208648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032894780032774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869424906972177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735138110855952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15772461702995474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801934498623121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34802702589222184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134493447702791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515465715610203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12783759944782852,0.0,0.1177354899009804,0.11875606760861546,0.0,0.15468281873388648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127626200444876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181746838981821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872995263010434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640270084103323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15181225882211768,0.153039043735923,0.0,0.2174752592386824,0.0,0.0,0.16673144596725026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889321713138289,0.12712697187833075,0.0,0.0,0.1440024159925871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659785435341727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HakunaMatataBacon,2019/01/19,"I’m about to do my first acting audition My heart is racing and I can’t believe I finally pushed myself (F28). Its been on my bucket list since I can remember but I never had the strength to follow it through. I have walked away at the door to so many auditions from letting my anxiety take over. I’m breathing ok right now. I’m going to keep it together. Just want to say I did it, that will be enough. ",0.8991666666666696,3.0785715357142855,2.9404761904761934,90.60452380952385,83.64285714285714,6.590476190476192,22.42857142857143,7.793537801064563,1.1189857142857151,315,11,68,6,9,106,64,84,0.069,0.878,0.053,-0.3054,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,2,1,11,2,2,0,1,7,19,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,5,1,0,1,1,0,2,5,2,0,0,1,3,1,11,2,12,13,1,14,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,4,49,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964986120670589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24133016330127066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893953447363721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26540695438695394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813796011934928,0.0,0.2184865582573671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459805086486598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043825288039382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22831061422835056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626586443858503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604175996779205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981076936286304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29097440364548666,0.21935861629546213,0.0,0.20426685267382252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21247877652612573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19312814422928426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15150377409765287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,savylee2018,2019/01/19,"never ending cycle My anxiety is bad to the point where it feels I’m never not in my head, constantly worried, it’s illness based mostly, I have the most weird thoughts, always afraid something is about to happen, it sucks so bad. I’m always scared I have some type of illness, or that I’m going to lose my eyesight out of nowhere. Kinda like “what if my eyesight right now and went to a total blackout” and I’m scared I have like 3 different cancers rn. I don’t know what to do. & it’s not just I think I do bc I have a feeling, my body is presenting physical things and then I make WEBMD my bff.",1.8860581818181856,3.609677504,3.5682181818181853,89.72010909090912,77.96000000000002,6.1454545454545455,24.163636363636364,6.980632752743323,0.8693200000000005,468,16,99,5,11,156,77,125,0.254,0.705,0.041,-0.9741,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,5,10,1,3,4,0,10,5,2,1,3,22,24,7,0,1,5,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,5,0,0,2,5,8,0,0,2,2,14,2,10,22,4,14,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,6,9,64,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053274876724221,0.1987922809455516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035589242733634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063835995076533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037964880147644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19826849680314865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916896196538848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16250209887899186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855383277237428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427159944207036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622440473497079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18829562574403205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008316390100674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17927070518372312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052586977739664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246925920224408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28301046855718826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17344073216426664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566844367392689,0.0,0.0,0.3673757813830938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14124602583846474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189091753156706,0.11756171284372938,0.0,0.14565660047272042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17008076336885738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18632513959665772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Throwawayuser626,2019/01/19,"Do the movies make anyone else anxious? I hate going to see movies, I have to be high or drunk to not be a completely anxious wreck of a human in the theater. I guess it’s the darkness? Not sure. But I know that I feel a sense of dread, and like I’m being closed in. I can’t relax and enjoy the movie because I get paranoid and my heart starts racing. ",0.3390999999999984,2.367479093333337,2.2262500000000003,95.79937500000004,84.73333333333333,4.283333333333334,18.708333333333336,5.148860815047168,-0.4985666666666666,272,7,61,1,8,90,53,75,0.278,0.616,0.106,-0.9001,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,1,7,0,6,2,1,1,1,13,16,5,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,2,2,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,2,8,4,7,13,0,6,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,2,2,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5419132212598337,0.0,0.16770521911522396,0.2457495730939073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620730191644613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25147294691039057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20035974329376735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127285187131975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530912704193314,0.0,0.1363094557190579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642163369181585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23679730827499085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842175110617837,0.0,0.25340943876968397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181255400574024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171761648460228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16009841753169385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19112543317970854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16976354414298342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226051098908054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cohendavidson,2019/01/19,"HOW I AM FIGHTING ANXIETY Hi guys, I am an 18 year old male who has had a rough time in the past with anxiety. I am not too much motivated here to tell my story, bu the steps I took to begin overcoming this monster. I t has been a rough journey and I am still fighting every day. I am not perfect, but so much better than I was. In this video, I shared the multiple things I had done to make it where I am today. I know when I was deep in the pits, I would always search the internet to find something where someone had some success. I know everyone is very different, however, if you are having a rough time, please consider this video. This is not so much my experience, but the coming to being better. I really hope this helps someone, hopefully save some unnecessary time spent in pain. 

[https://youtu.be/KjT\_HRgD\_RY](https://youtu.be/KjT_HRgD_RY)",6.591835443037972,7.446199955696205,6.404911392405065,77.28407594936711,65.26582278481013,10.11746835443038,30.35696202531645,10.125756701596842,2.92549417721519,675,23,124,15,10,212,96,158,0.087,0.7040000000000001,0.209,0.9801,2,0,1,0,4,0,35.0,0,1,0,5,9,11,2,0,10,0,21,1,0,3,1,22,30,8,0,4,6,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,8,3,0,0,4,2,1,4,3,3,0,0,9,3,19,8,11,19,5,22,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,5,11,90,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289661023276276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23713754071811055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741563848187608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351223830976425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995728304192186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16193408128356876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15861104890541128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305877912302482,0.1481018909853657,0.0,0.15161231889616356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166025594112325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346685499116286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388814614852664,0.0,0.0,0.30788487256195823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703595516219786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345863803268664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.341811767731217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16263846305734747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16492285332760695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795779427715894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17013512418440174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929210744227934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26264913413378155,0.1193207304099498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377713982117147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547019898321105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029700710081488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711319642147659,0.0,0.1469146830603057,0.0,0.1722022717883693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788497138424934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010216198918753,0.0,0.0,0.09981003120714173
anxiety,confused123456,2019/01/19,"Anxiety copes share anyone? Removed caffeine
eating less processed foods
trying to sleep more which is an issue because I wake up a lot during the night
Taking my medication
Reminding myself I am doing everything I can and if my child doesn't catch up we will face it when it happens but for now I am doing all I can.

What else can I do to help my anxiety? It gets so bad all the time. ",3.487307692307692,4.914976448717948,5.062051282051282,81.92461538461541,72.97435897435899,7.764102564102564,25.820512820512814,8.344100000000001,1.7283435897435901,305,10,59,5,6,103,60,78,0.125,0.8109999999999999,0.064,-0.7047,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,11,6,3,0,2,7,14,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,11,1,5,13,5,8,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,4,47,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38870732812617975,0.0,0.0,0.17764325110019116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21212780647587945,0.15487139031242553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599647455382548,0.21223284746940552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22833093625170955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30720792537964503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327348119378542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224662638165804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17028971284381636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26517053126583084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21599101467587714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255936692850472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23841620969777594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542414638488982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19101998772315346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481432548390481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724886958321438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mrskull1113,2019/01/19,"Sudden stop in panic attacks So a little under a year ago I would constantly have panic attacks, got to the point where i couldnt go to class anymore (was in school but not anymore, maybe school had something to do with it idk). I went to the doctor and was prescribed zoloft, never had panic attacks when i was on it. After awhile i just stopped zoloft because i felt awful while on it, so i tapered off it for about a week then just stopped it entirely. I kind of expected the panic attacks to come back, but oddly enough i havent had any for almost a year. 

Although, I will have times where I feel like an attack is coming (usually ill hyperventilate, but not as extreme as it was. Also i get light headed sometimes) and then it just stops. It happens pretty frequently (almost on a day to day basis), but it really messes with my head.

I'm not really sure what the reason for this might be, but has anyone else experienced this too?",5.0864754098360665,5.842711158469946,5.897390710382518,79.94313524590166,68.56284153005464,8.067213114754097,27.818306010928964,8.07648339933343,1.8085158469945355,734,23,137,9,12,241,109,183,0.236,0.727,0.038,-0.9886,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,12,13,5,4,10,1,18,6,2,1,2,32,28,17,0,3,11,0,2,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,12,6,0,4,3,0,0,4,6,10,0,0,10,4,13,3,23,13,1,37,0,0,0,0,0,11,0,3,23,103,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234275218352444,0.0,0.1860349335108419,0.0,0.0,0.07428533704715871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06316943774828966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842469090122574,0.06495192991118755,0.0951783679214712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5283877282158418,0.0,0.07142786624388862,0.0,0.056625825222864384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16003568613858346,0.0,0.10038276261823736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981472693947533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507843511055344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759896842863935,0.0,0.0,0.09598180013663887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04696875754035935,0.06636174015910806,0.0891904530266061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04853199965868499,0.0,0.052792407182112935,0.0,0.07429385641231677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214368875504155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19066705407952092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967322522788112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045382118019305806,0.09310173417063056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09332204502704523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854325246374987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164368808388827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4359528659807295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781253767442884,0.0,0.0,0.09450409901349384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901740802070733,0.09550798198821656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18802241080881588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151245160540735,0.09187211579751292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106459727745601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754918427753333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05416580841393246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230691605170524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745119963451511,0.0,0.0,0.08611139525678534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06598749021943576,0.0,0.0,0.1196382221582467
anxiety,oyukyfairy,2019/01/19,"Hats, headbands, and gloves give me anxiety. I dont know if this is the right place to post this but here it goes.

Is it just me or does this happen to other people as well.

I hate beanies or anything that comes into contact with my forehead (sweatbands, a haircut were most of my hair was touching my forehead). I start getting anxious and even nauseous. I feel like my someone was closing my throat. 

Same feeling happens whenever I wear gloves. The gloves have be a perfect fit or I get that feeling and I immediately have to take them off. 

Does anyone know why this happens? Or, how to lessen these feelings?
",2.561797082228118,5.264486439655176,3.046896551724138,89.11083554376656,81.15517241379311,4.6037135278514585,28.75066312997348,5.873414542411696,1.2083177718832894,481,23,88,3,13,149,80,116,0.07200000000000001,0.7829999999999999,0.146,0.8466,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,5,4,1,0,4,0,9,5,5,1,1,24,25,11,0,1,7,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,3,6,15,3,9,21,2,9,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,6,2,63,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664869379765554,0.20179696840477274,0.0,0.1248997200121226,0.0,0.14699429295850386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15387081198347985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31263430238034945,0.0,0.20934879011414664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179810410681527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612754647401297,0.12761072344922236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866498247946319,0.1713547028405927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4738761607374715,0.0,0.0,0.17635657172273295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963367768308796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726782779078109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383704256346408,0.0,0.1866265511712216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710746976763047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254595477654806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15134955434631214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643267301750566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134304809417639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16060657015947336,0.0,0.16118252677605632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lousypencilclip,2019/01/19,"0 0 - A note of encouragement for those of us who struggle with anxiety 0 0

In the last couple months as part of mindfulness and DBT/ACT practice, I've been asking myself throughout the day what I would rate my anxiety and sadness on a scale of 0 to 10 (0 being none, 1 being some, and 10 being the worst I can remember). Often this rating is something like 4 1 (4 for anxiety and 1 for sadness) or on a particularly tough day something like 7 2.

Recently one afternoon at work there was a moment where I suddenly felt a feeling I don't remember having since I was a kid in elementary school—words can't fully capture a specific feeling but it was a general feeling of interest, contentment, and safety in the present and comfort about whatever may happen in the near future. This was a zero zero moment. After all that's happened in my recovery from the worst of anxiety and depression disorder, when I had this realization and now as I recount the experience I struggle to hold back tears.

It only lasted for a short time, but I am glad that it happened. It's not that we should be aiming for zero zero all the time or at all (very much in line with mindfulness and acceptance), but certainly that it may happen occasionally is a sign that all the work one does in the process of coming to terms with and recovering from mental illness is working.

I am writing this as a small note of encouragement for those who like me struggle with mental illness. Change can happen! This is not to say it's easy or that there aren't broken systems that we as people with chronic illness have to deal with or that we should rely mostly or entirely on ourselves to the exclusion of other people. (Very much it's the opposite, I don't think there's many who could truly do this alone.) Yet, change *is* possible. To use words that Giorgio has said, now each of us may have a little bit of a chance.",7.912455343627004,6.6519661689373315,8.598723887375114,69.72883363608841,63.0599455040872,11.752285800787165,37.01014229488344,10.864195022040775,4.006174810778081,1492,61,272,33,18,505,177,367,0.129,0.738,0.133,0.408,0,1,2,0,0,0,36.0,5,0,0,3,11,19,0,3,26,0,35,4,0,1,5,62,49,23,0,4,10,0,4,3,0,6,4,2,0,1,29,21,0,1,8,0,0,1,7,9,0,6,8,6,20,10,51,30,15,40,0,3,0,0,16,17,0,11,24,210,49,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792045371569014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893076900810247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838712557618755,0.0,0.0,0.07269952670711348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321901883176443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000328564071892,0.08144243451706516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548675680197983,0.10461261493585576,0.0,0.12194783911506192,0.09747208894995203,0.08143175852750782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083571449744665,0.0,0.08273725981940494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248347949221797,0.0,0.0,0.14341488649035958,0.0,0.09077834832259292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4180306376559938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541341337035364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13857022508713884,0.09475926365636668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585413024896164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19055892083148315,0.0,0.1909276730811052,0.0,0.07546518441028846,0.0,0.1390033995536524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813273174522236,0.07190598767052225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238338446789176,0.0,0.13109166189159724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065856595549881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335211231342888,0.0,0.21420286816746326,0.0,0.08993426428270793,0.0751862451921759,0.0,0.09568492659054408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820887814596532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557123595507912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29651793651671504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06058083311749126,0.0,0.0,0.11026029034538032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274527939754765,0.08165681351829103,0.0,0.15601960598568995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064903898062219,0.0,0.0,0.06716229337109328,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,breathingfire_,2019/01/19,I had another panic episode My panic episodes are mostly crying endlessly from excessive overthinking,9.637999999999998,14.357361133333338,8.575000000000003,46.9425,71.0,13.66666666666667,47.5,11.20814326018867,9.201,87,6,7,4,2,27,14,15,0.469,0.531,0.0,-0.8658,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751534635478591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3929939895857037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8395329671534983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,liljquimmy,2019/01/19,"I (22F) constantly overanalyze everything everyone around me does and I feel like I’m going to lose everyone around me but what if it’s all in my head? Before I was with my current boyfriend we shared the same friend group. I met my current boyfriend in 2012 but knew three people out of the group prior and best friends with one of them before as well. 

Our friend group is pretty much a bunch of guys that have really fucked up senses of humor. Not terrible people just would most likely be considered offensive if you don’t understand our sense of humor. But regardless almost everything is a joke in our group. We can talk seriously but we usually just hang out and fuck around with each other making jokes.

So once I started dating my boyfriend I started to feel like I was seen as just the girlfriend and not part of the group anymore and then that made me feel like no one in the group cared about me. 

I’ve currently been in my relationship for three years. I’ve been worried for awhile about a lot of different things in my friendships with the rest of the group. They haven’t acted as though they feel any different about me or really given me many realistic reasons to be as upset as I am but I still constantly worry.

Because of the fact that everything is a joke in the group I’ve never addressed any of my mental health issues because I don’t need it made into a joke. I don’t think it would be made into a joke to be mean to me but I think anyone would understand not wanting something so personal to be made into a joke.  2/7 know the extent of my past and know a lot of personal stuff about me. Everyone else doesn’t really know much so I feel like I really can’t talk about it.

So there’s been a situation that’s been going on for the past 4 months. My boyfriends brother and I got into an argument and it’s caused a lot of issues that are consistently getting worse as time goes so I’ve been very anxious. His brother really hates me and blames me 100% for a situation he started and I’ve owned up to my end of things but nothing gets through to him so things haven’t been good. Lies have been said about me and I’m being made out to be something I’m not by him and his wife. 

Because of all of this going on I’ve been freaking out because he’s already making me out to be something I’m not and I’m afraid he’s going to make everyone around me hate me and I will be all alone. I’m afraid he will make his family, my friends, and my boyfriend hate me. I try to tell myself I’m not being rationale but I don’t know what else to do it still is constantly in the back of my head.

I spoke to my counselor and she told me to address this in person to all the people I was worried would go away from me because of my boyfriends brother. 

A few days ago I spoke to my boyfriends mother about it and felt a lot better about my worries with her not wanting to talk to me anymore. So I thought, why not try talking to the guys about it.

Tonight I brought it up when everyone was here and I pretty much just said I didn’t want anyone to feel like they had to pick sides since this situation with me and my boyfriends brother effects the group. I said I didn’t want people to feel like they couldn’t hang out with him or talk to him because of the issues we have been having. I also addressed how much I value all of them as friends and how they really are like family to me. And I addressed my fear that my boyfriends brother will say something to them to make them not want to talk to me anymore and just how much distress it’s been causing me because I fear I will lose everyone over this bullshit drama. 4/7 responded to it. And I want to feel like it was a positive experience but because only about half responded to me I felt like it wasn’t important and that it was stupid for even saying it. 

I’ve never posted anything on here before so I apologize for this being all over the place just needed advice and a place to express it all. Thanks for reading ",4.271630288028804,5.100619761138617,5.035494149414942,85.126697569757,70.4480198019802,8.252601260126012,27.93348334833483,8.465940331813641,1.805676435643564,3149,107,653,48,55,1020,264,808,0.117,0.738,0.145,0.9406,5,1,4,0,0,0,40.0,7,1,9,5,42,48,7,6,33,0,61,5,2,19,10,150,135,60,0,16,28,7,10,10,6,8,1,7,4,5,35,51,0,0,24,8,0,9,24,18,1,5,40,18,105,30,119,75,26,73,0,2,1,2,79,35,2,10,38,462,140,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04295268320700234,0.03896378734786154,0.0,0.04401495818620663,0.045524511698596976,0.04850584874197023,0.03515109707917738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059782323860698185,0.0,0.0,0.049657061745754516,0.1307757609240585,0.061469239678852726,0.0,0.036171527944229113,0.15651840941830789,0.0,0.0,0.04129752123249812,0.03379896976039175,0.0,0.2143583063595799,0.0,0.11220835861073207,0.0,0.04612845367012256,0.03887495671884768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04481543373940955,0.09030855528180574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425004330920502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028347580192649293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918480217831398,0.0,0.0,0.038465644404533914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343815027042278,0.0,0.03893141512981529,0.0,0.0,0.029032110281251862,0.0,0.0,0.2520074638061072,0.11851276893123194,0.04299679060204156,0.08287443023527696,0.09892403318972356,0.17780126432664967,0.21981209810444294,0.08440810521957387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16979906637894626,0.08127207081121048,0.045929737933774084,0.0,0.12490426130286306,0.03686768265278964,0.03515512835969152,0.0,0.0,0.08704546274934494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13019049652529194,0.09022179065426143,0.04672250761052743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376339729305697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662689709488052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147437569197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834964135440656,0.0,0.14947715004497356,0.0,0.2079581905773004,0.14670276887297198,0.04456385063888322,0.0,0.047880288752176606,0.0,0.0,0.044296679046508684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03508476053938535,0.0,0.1615612890106286,0.06518470641882979,0.06780218910088079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04217636728235998,0.0,0.0,0.04681103925719937,0.05957059862329756,0.03343004298581327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04759938712583445,0.08392075716264143,0.1218924886255155,0.1151404126355379,0.0918480217831398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0420970983499058,0.08943683614694109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04396726941377655,0.0,0.168953630544561,0.045193445707500265,0.0,0.047191622335938384,0.0,0.0,0.1254348803876146,0.06991015602854264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036360339979916216,0.14822304767062688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535597891443069,0.0,0.0,0.0933355208506083,0.0,0.07020563765475392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05031838753144482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21197798997079095,0.03841893469413468,0.04046820321674667,0.0,0.0,0.08760599297568207,0.056329658234131975,0.04318593223842858,0.03489565746239245,0.025630732330413342,0.0,0.0,0.042001243967684544,0.0,0.05968562791061961,0.0,0.0,0.09151818997561452,0.0,0.0,0.04841063500488337,0.03626778731299904,0.15555611222433072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039521160472469216,0.0,0.039662888633692966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785552656562283,0.04479428179273177,0.12489854751508445,0.0,0.0,0.028305820022025262
anxiety,wingerthestinger,2019/01/19,When did Buspar start working for you? Or when did you find out it didn't? Been on it for two weeks at 3x 5mg daily and just feel agitated and crappy still. ,1.1372549019607874,2.6868425294117664,3.0594117647058816,93.31401960784315,79.58823529411767,5.7098039215686285,17.215686274509807,6.42735559955562,-0.4371254901960779,122,2,29,1,3,41,27,34,0.188,0.812,0.0,-0.7882,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,6,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,2,0,5,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,5,21,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422236832105137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.437845930388024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33907630852795057,0.0,0.3825724906800534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4679653505407434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3842675672777174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34875642264514795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pm-me-bakedgoods,2019/01/19,"Getting scared that people hate me Sorry if this is long winded, I’m just sort of venting because my heart is racing and I feel like I might cry because I’m really upset and nervous. So I’m a junior in high school and our class made a junior prom account on instagram, mostly for posting dresses and stuff. It’s a private account so you have to request to follow, and I sort of did it impulsively without overthinking it. I keep checking back to see if they accepted my request, and they haven’t yet. But the follower count and post count keep going up, meaning that people’s requests are being accepted and they’re posting pictures, but they haven’t accepted my follow request. 

I know it seems like such a dumb thing to stress about, but I feel like there’s a reason it’s happening. I have hardly any friends in school, as you can probably imagine, but my two friends followed the account and were accepted. I just wonder why they won’t accept me. Do they not like me? Do they not know me? Do they think I’m weird? I’m shaking and my heart is going really fast because the thought of being disliked scares me so much. I’ve had really bad social anxiety since I was really young, and I’ve been working so hard the past two years to change, to grow, and to get over it. I thought I was doing well. I was so proud. I’ve found a small group of friends, I’m better at talking to people, I’ve changed my whole look, I’ve lost weight and I’m a lot more confident in myself, I wear bold outfits a lot without second guessing it as much as I would’ve a year or two ago. But now I’m wondering if people don’t see me as a different person like I see myself. My anxiety developed from a combination of being depressed and social embarrassment. I feel like people still think I’m the same person I was a while ago, and that people still think I’m the weird girl, or the ugly girl. The thought terrifies me so much. All I’ve ever wanted was for people to like me, and to accept me, and even though I never thought I was quite there, I thought I was working towards it very well. 

Sorry for the long rant, I’m just feeling like absolute crap right now. ",3.530246212121213,4.9276406736111165,4.7298063973063975,84.46856060606063,72.81944444444444,7.4585858585858595,27.674242424242426,8.00094639256281,1.7520638888888889,1689,63,334,24,33,557,188,432,0.155,0.6859999999999999,0.159,0.6197,3,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,1,2,7,6,24,37,3,7,21,0,30,5,4,2,3,76,80,39,0,4,17,0,7,8,3,2,0,0,0,4,14,17,1,2,27,0,4,8,9,15,2,4,19,11,49,22,34,56,10,40,0,2,4,0,25,11,2,15,26,216,63,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029991403959378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046144182271874674,0.0,0.10381880319580714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052176821525347854,0.0566566498734201,0.12409255932232448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06001282562470117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14356460242185048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453626691805858,0.0,0.0,0.0584439888900853,0.0,0.0,0.07089473250233769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04481802988043318,0.061379338061786914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372394617575656,0.19390441599196145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440023944513235,0.1572753662806724,0.0,0.07090357356646107,0.0,0.07712788165977946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475067029981165,0.0,0.06000454462647814,0.0,0.12157070369405774,0.06699342563450021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608185906338811,0.0,0.07169324058186623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062647403330205,0.0,0.0,0.0745834029854953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652068215786232,0.0,0.0,0.12010026479733042,0.056981672668065385,0.0,0.07407247917526542,0.11537692768899105,0.0,0.06420667535968301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391471688382857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198414241820215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14964517442761854,0.0,0.05233447564857875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06477591476587727,0.3292980428521063,0.11849790694862365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19496092362366066,0.0,0.07315988867219207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721728572545217,0.0,0.0,0.17388031823608546,0.0697669298062181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0579483711740194,0.0,0.0,0.1358707257910921,0.13734712077272224,0.16221655036361846,0.061773253221937725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056130911184053486,0.0,0.0,0.13834062000376127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15191773362643232,0.0,0.0,0.1083792509639761,0.0,0.07772844039076471,0.0,0.0776785074895447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05453981698464519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04508029182001573,0.13043751977214466,0.0666678509665952,0.26934911098364506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19885538847243864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05598803393017069,0.04002303207388163,0.0,0.0,0.08262992528115892,0.12202079241262402,0.0,0.061229187637699176,0.075758431963926,0.0,0.13082088832763927,0.14717315853968524,0.09879947140989698,0.0,0.0,0.048202720886678055,0.0,0.0,0.08739365311356828
anxiety,rubypearls,2019/01/19,"Surprising myself! Today I (29/F) did something amazing to my eyes. I rarely invite friends or people in general over to my house;It gives me terrible anxiety, the thought of having people in my things just freaks me out. This past September I decided to go back to college and our exam week starts on Monday. I just hosted an 11 persons study group at my house and I wasn't completely freaking out..I was very anxious at the beginning but it went so smoothly and ended up not thinking about it after a while. I am so happy I started taking Sertraline Medication for my anxiety/depression over the summer ! The last 5 months has been life changing and cannot be more grateful and I am surprising myself every day!

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anxiety,orange_lamps,2019/01/19,"Had a friend come round today! For the first time in about a year i invited a friend round, and actually went through with it. Nerves came up a few times but i'm so happy i stayed calm and actually had a good time!",1.6743333333333332,3.389995933333335,3.2197222222222237,92.01625,78.55555555555556,7.166666666666668,20.13888888888889,8.07648339933343,0.5422222222222222,167,4,40,3,4,55,33,45,0.024,0.61,0.366,0.9606,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,6,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,2,2,5,6,2,1,12,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,6,23,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.470929226198148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27597192451370656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20785030480539715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052414816132947,0.0,0.0,0.3728407119769726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202382930341476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568581058584756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571834499575912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42209509868132944,0.0,0.22871507541971625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22367860798049488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15538309949465814
anxiety,smileyblonde,2019/01/19,"BDD and Self-Deprecation - Advice Needed I have Anxiety and OCD that manifests as Body Dysmorphia which leads to me constantly self-deprecating. When I feel myself getting insecure or start comparing myself to others, I automatically default to picking apart my appearance, calling myself names, and seeking validation from my boyfriend or friends. I’ve done CBT with my therapist but am looking for tools and tips from other redditors who struggle with the same thing. 

I have up and down days. Sometimes I feel like the most beautiful woman on the planet and other days I feel like a toe. I know my attitude and my confidence on my “high” days are one of my most attractive features, but on my “low” days I will stand in front of the mirror and call myself names, touch my face, and then research corrective surgeries and start putting together “a budget” for said corrective surgery. It’s a vicious cycle and I just want it to stop already. I just turned 30 and it’s time for me to change my attitude as I’ve been dealing with this for oh - 20 years now and enough is enough. 

Looking for some positivity! 

Thanks ",6.469753694581279,7.937351024630544,6.573374384236455,73.76084975369459,65.84729064039409,10.134975369458127,34.697044334975374,10.290406445055957,3.817528078817734,890,41,152,22,14,284,124,203,0.069,0.779,0.153,0.9691,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,4,9,1,2,7,0,8,3,3,2,2,40,23,21,0,2,6,0,4,2,1,1,0,1,0,1,11,16,0,1,4,0,1,4,0,4,0,1,3,7,26,5,25,19,6,27,0,1,2,0,9,9,0,6,15,106,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701505901956648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547291398804103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072629825402868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15574564599784427,0.0,0.0,0.2863474242554617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483273450372435,0.0,0.0,0.1515210365813114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3617045626173633,0.14455401406406967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348714351947722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897561587332044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21268855261088146,0.20033717733966572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832864149258006,0.0,0.07325579316455083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14814331462260336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705770058955418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370025168701891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354881378851371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396657123964097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950123307415566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095334574357188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13337519534068334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925466257370982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867478694024676,0.0,0.19848774578818792,0.0,0.0,0.11722480677190415,0.0,0.14658164686677458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290897992434248,0.0,0.1627987393760456,0.09315165279417643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175964900823207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251207987835308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270158503856616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029292959939593
anxiety,heavymuser10,2019/01/19,"I am (23f) and I have anxiety. I wakeup feeling like life is overwhelming to live. Last night I couldn't stop crying. I don't know what to do. Please help!! I think I have been having anxiety my entire life on and off. But last few months, it became intense. I wake up feeling heavy and unmotivated to start my day, yet I talk to myself and somehow get out of my bed, get my day started. It has affected my work too. I have already quit two jobs. I live with a roommate who is never home.. I spend weeks of nights all alone. My SO is very far because of career and I feel very lonely with no friends. Last night, it became intense, I was crying like anything until I lost the energy to continue. I seem to have even forgotten how it feels like to be normal. There is this heavy feeling in this chest and unrest heart and some irritational fear always. I am too broke for therapy and too anxious to ask for money from my family. I feel trapped. Please help me. I think am losing it. ",1.4759013605442168,3.7985532908163258,3.16122448979592,89.02187074829935,82.41836734693878,5.978231292517008,21.068027210884352,7.2636822038024595,0.6908394557823136,759,23,156,11,21,251,116,196,0.154,0.6709999999999999,0.175,0.366,1,4,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,4,9,10,0,2,2,0,19,5,3,2,2,31,35,12,0,2,1,0,6,3,1,0,2,0,2,0,9,11,0,1,10,0,2,0,4,6,0,1,3,6,28,4,22,30,3,23,0,5,0,0,6,6,0,3,20,104,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596454499477475,0.12355890198645013,0.0,0.09316591557112973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171309636397036,0.12649138576705107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921396984461798,0.0,0.10467448231600923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825433852925136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459820454690182,0.14441952768248045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07395346667951748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555297833355216,0.12599454744121766,0.3396847425895244,0.15997918477596204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865057997921542,0.0,0.11699677739505568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268200672383876,0.1500988876647066,0.0,0.11231251494506864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111045023456004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06153440057771164,0.2738053287874576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15817188934713725,0.1641049698228548,0.0,0.19773867805382608,0.0,0.0,0.12526297355556845,0.12222573449059194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937137687796091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635622563938053,0.0,0.0,0.31522169436353376,0.10970436061267508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458133467533976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909120075954245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193099152331173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15850232184001914,0.0,0.0,0.09360982954797674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999522176323638,0.0,0.0,0.12804457513051734,0.0,0.0,0.14348848440330664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093759615990276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18476979968788185,0.0,0.0,0.08981356126848553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151366131396685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Aloneontheearth,2019/01/19,"I keep having meltdowns and don't know how to make them stop I am a recovering addict with pretty serious GAD. I used to drink, get high, watch porn, smoke, and eat sugar compulsively in order to cope with my anxiety. I quit drinking and getting high, but the other ones remain. I am in the process of quitting smoking right now, but it has been a real challenge. Every time I try to get off of these things I have an absolute meltdown. Yesterday I found myself laying on the floor in the fetal position crying. I have suffered from long term emotional abuse and was sexually abused as a child. Whenever memories of these events and statements that were made to me come up I just go into a spiral. I can't help but to experience these things, but want them to stop without these vices I have fought so hard against. Has anyone had luck with different solutions for their anxiety? Before it is stated I am in therapy and take medication, but they aren't making the difference I need in the moment. I am prescribed Klonopin for my panic attacks, but I can't always get to the pills fast enough. Has anyone been in a similar situation?",5.964850498338869,6.885912186046518,6.6448671096345535,74.77494186046512,66.67441860465115,9.863787375415283,31.63621262458472,9.957137785484203,3.1706212624584715,900,35,160,20,14,296,138,215,0.195,0.748,0.057,-0.9867,1,0,3,0,2,0,22.0,0,0,4,3,4,7,2,1,13,0,21,8,0,5,0,34,38,15,0,2,8,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,10,11,4,3,3,2,0,2,5,5,0,1,8,3,24,2,30,30,2,28,0,1,1,1,7,14,0,1,10,116,34,1,0.0,0.2901929812642283,0.0,0.1335007780963683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189752409272967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18736495739964604,0.0,0.0,0.17125542929778495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931728796206114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420545693573252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548947571728737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134517871964784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558917677004441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399306985445627,0.0,0.12530837457577734,0.0,0.1377523611309622,0.0,0.12653514999207938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317883818258176,0.0,0.0,0.11979054680763905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427237903975064,0.0,0.0,0.2559236791760508,0.0,0.06959751902675154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970117655720599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082083157388333,0.2587739514224422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884913653787877,0.0,0.0,0.06730146993094183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837430361722193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158757433453612,0.1634875966826564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233667700171801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908034241169186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298287480094359,0.0,0.0,0.1436818261582362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458706053142705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605051090677633,0.0,0.13938764965475894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458119109619554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13765151368542747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20476608431758075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920755778769663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004504865670386,0.0,0.1627155524128019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140810739475666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314311258886056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576715317840714,0.0,0.0,0.07223078545207458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804822158401605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HeroicLemming,2019/01/19,"A game over seems easier than continue I usually keep myself away from others as much as I can when it comes to personal interactions. I don't like a fuss or a crowd but I also don't like being left alone. I forget or neglect to perform basic tasks like eating or lack of and sleeping irrationally. I cut myself off from people for the reason that they bore me, too involved in drama and I can't understand why someone would persue something that makes them unhappy or annoyed.

I'm currently on my own, away from my partner that I've spent continuous days with, he's gone to look after his kid. Now I felt like I'm left as an empty husk without a purpose on my own. I don't often have ill thoughts. I like my life to be organised to know what I need to do in that day so I know what to expect. I'm quite OCD in that way. Expecting someone at a certain time and they fail to show or are late plays my anxiety like a fiddle. Expecting it to be one night, turning into two that he's away has got me seriously questioning my own sense of worth. Mostly that the first communication with him since yesterday was a phone call an hour ago asking-telling me he's staying again. 

Queue anxiety attack 

I'm currently curled up in bed with the duvet over me entirely freaking out for no reason but myself telling myself that there's no point to carry on and I've thought about all the places and objects in the house. 
Now it might seem daft to some of you the fact he's only been away two nights. But it's the time of self reflection that makes me realize that I'm not important to anyone. Anyone I think I may have slight significance to would easily move on and give me less of a thought. Those who say they care only do so to your face to make them to be a better person and never mean it. I don't trust the 'you can talk to me anytime'. I'm just not quite sure how to describe to someone how you've looked at the landing stairs for about half an hour and understanding from scouts training how to secure a knot. Or being able to tell someone it's easier to take a game over to relax than a continue to start it all again the day after. ",4.325310344827585,5.0162021287356335,5.450804597701151,82.69965517241381,70.24137931034483,8.666666666666668,27.18390804597701,8.841846274778883,1.894770114942528,1686,53,347,29,29,560,222,435,0.172,0.75,0.078,-0.9899,2,1,1,0,0,2,25.0,0,3,5,6,17,22,3,0,25,0,24,5,2,8,6,71,58,27,0,7,13,0,1,6,1,4,2,1,1,5,22,14,1,3,17,6,2,3,11,8,0,5,9,4,42,14,71,40,10,61,0,2,2,0,33,28,0,14,34,236,64,1,0.08486090709695593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522407392730933,0.0,0.0,0.08789030704192742,0.0,0.06786323674603438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983672330930862,0.0,0.0,0.11867343871312072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654153274110358,0.3189184626713208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505257617878991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665247416420148,0.0,0.08652135046832914,0.0,0.0,0.07310015736579427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16418479412955844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683389350886776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814797787804092,0.0,0.0,0.07218264422545623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140631469704006,0.0,0.0,0.06787101959683145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16714179912501115,0.0979180931464031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542827335092926,0.0,0.0,0.09327467047207788,0.0,0.09572679948630522,0.0,0.18440324772101135,0.0,0.05993976831775635,0.2487525163055111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252357839170296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699359433288831,0.0,0.0,0.09243840565597193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002401197192222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901937143780518,0.06238253093737783,0.06292328734374336,0.06544996306215069,0.0,0.0,0.1592724253499834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057503946866435035,0.12908108765232568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058831867996353336,0.14819454167857338,0.08866158619294519,0.0,0.08022098667583226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506363727954116,0.1805200408662775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17450229211957874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06748479939090737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450836533658868,0.0885284335782696,0.0,0.0,0.0701978192790192,0.0,0.08492219262917401,0.0,0.2876094847967941,0.06533007221204641,0.0,0.0,0.0600649868199172,0.09045043586238524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998040065129762,0.0,0.06380484106671568,0.06820798265050405,0.14834434639725394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054375442734482686,0.0,0.2021102435390287,0.09896615472314492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230429849857856,0.16579355092330594,0.17668639413711934,0.0,0.0,0.09346230010864696,0.0,0.0,0.06735863810347208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657376938526247,0.0,0.0,0.08180288617293385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056550724661423,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,m1st3r10n,2019/01/19,"I'm not able to even post anything anywhere ffs I don't know if this is just venting, or i need a hug. I'm just fucking fucking tired of myself. I don't even know if i am in the right subreddit or will people hate me because i'm posting wrong stuff here. I can't even include any personal details or open up to anyone, even on reddit, because I'm afraid of the reactions, because I'm afraid I will receive hate or that people just won't give a fuck about my mental problems, like most people don't, or that my mental problems are not comparable to other people's problems so they won't be taken serious. I'm just tired and sad, I want to cry. 

I've been going through the last two and half years of isolation, crying, getting anxious from any slight fucking thing, such as buying food in one fast food, and passing next to their second store, and being worried what will they think about me standing in front with some other food while waiting for a friend. What the fuck. Finally, I'm a little bit better, stable, normal, and I decided to quit smoking cannabis and post a day 1 story to the leaves subreddit. I have endured for a total of 8 minutes before deleting the post, because I've seen it got downvoted in the first fucking five minutes. I fucking hate this. I hate not being able to share my shit with someone, because on a few ocassions, I felt how much it helps, but I'm still so fucking afraid of what will people think of me, and then I just isolate myself further.. :(",7.797857142857143,6.1696854523809534,7.771428571428577,76.74857142857144,63.523809523809526,9.760544217687077,37.326530612244895,7.957251820313856,2.9538530612244887,1169,48,221,10,14,378,155,294,0.151,0.784,0.065,-0.9706,0,1,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,3,3,17,27,13,3,14,0,18,15,1,1,1,43,52,21,0,8,16,0,1,1,1,6,2,0,0,1,13,10,3,1,6,0,2,4,9,22,0,6,5,2,24,5,30,38,6,30,0,1,1,9,9,11,9,9,11,145,37,0,0.1464385641487035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995832452134531,0.0,0.0,0.08271694770396806,0.0,0.05119662445949138,0.0,0.06025323046004071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231689737785944,0.0,0.06230421619032901,0.0,0.0,0.06475650489291923,0.07993649239739549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085588649212113,0.0472203796578819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19344258105045511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07030199310811475,0.08020814458221902,0.0,0.062280283928356016,0.2656111395603289,0.0,0.056569035702361936,0.5415203715035627,0.0382540528694266,0.07023860717899201,0.04161220534187165,0.0,0.058560148583569865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891555296545353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04907734137821188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047880515682422,0.05968348733799556,0.0,0.07752864768700286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035771242772734364,0.07338495603408039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475756299440243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05382459704322072,0.054291169899977405,0.0,0.0,0.07786953714071766,0.0,0.07173935050729466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04961528046349477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253805155114854,0.06393225290795866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804953301930449,0.0,0.0,0.2101828933953516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787771922565041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06252886682813599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515854085996597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06203846009604711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05847301324577971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381856041537475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04864363754629678,0.09383191897642736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16830958750591093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07152459940884483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04318662961363744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435773509503459,0.0,0.0,0.08005379079284107,0.0,0.04715081706742291
anxiety,so_what15,2019/01/19,"Anxiety and panix leading to sickness and vomiting So i (23 m) just had dinner with my family in a restaurant. I wasn't able to eat even a single bite due to my anxiety symptoms. I feel sick even though i haven't eaten all Day.  If i had eaten ive gotten a panic attacks wich had lead to vomiting. 
This condition keeps me from doing social Activities which include eating from vacation with friends to dating. But once in a while there is a situation like a birthday or christmas or even a Marriage where i cant avoid eating in publics. Normally i get kinda through it with eating a little bit and finding excuses afterwards but today that wasnt even thinkable. Im always feeling depressed and ashamed after these Situations are over.
I told like one friend about this but cant bring myself to talk about it with my family or other friends because i dont know how to start this conversation, dont want to Burden other people with my problems, and are kind of to proud to admit weaknesses.
So comment what you Think or whatever",6.502952622673432,7.02066663451777,7.224682741116752,72.50507825719124,65.39593908629442,10.018443316412858,34.69077834179357,9.928628108626363,3.569359052453469,825,36,141,17,12,274,123,197,0.125,0.737,0.13699999999999998,0.5377,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,3,13,15,1,3,8,0,15,13,0,3,1,35,29,18,0,4,9,0,2,2,3,0,6,0,0,0,11,10,7,2,6,0,0,3,7,8,0,1,9,2,17,7,26,20,3,17,0,1,0,0,13,6,0,6,10,104,28,2,0.1188307059682483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887666669496284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818103296235294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13518708299659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07243809541150749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12973235403431285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663597473049241,0.0,0.1023487129261131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27853740477973804,0.0,0.0,0.4863739132951402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139462422917944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240460278497259,0.0,0.12016875080152367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860911245522664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754249259762724,0.0,0.06208413931189045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835755389723147,0.0,0.0,0.10562219140571094,0.0,0.123743894104226,0.06530624830871229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610936113056003,0.11909958532676372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642886170105772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655082364148518,0.08052276172692753,0.0,0.0,0.13942222994783401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238224933714193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370493717422787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671413846394375,0.0,0.1211329400309589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841089853026132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235106029656932,0.0,0.09551162023013744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761419182108462,0.1167505652773555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263761474815108,0.11354783193069072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07008942917750167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,figs-and-thistles,2019/01/19,"Struggling with knowing when to push myself and when to take care of myself. I’m trying really hard lately to make myself do things that make me anxious. I know that this is the only way that things will get better for me. For instance, waiting in lines and being around tons of people typically sends me into panic attack mode because I feel trapped, so I might do something like go alone to a very busy museum where I have to wait in multiple lines for long periods of time. It makes me panicky but I get through it and then it’s easier the next time. I’ve been doing things like this on the regular, it’s mentally draining but I think it’s helping a lot and I’ve been pretty successful with it. 

That being said, I have a work party that I’m supposed to go to tonight. I’m not feeling so hot physically, just super achey and run down from a busy week and lots of sleep deprivation I guess. I think it would be better to just stay home and rest, but I’m afraid that maybe I’m enabling myself without realizing it to get out of a function that might potentially make me anxious. I don’t want to baby myself too much. I also feel slightly bad about missing out and worry about what others might think of me for RSVPing and then not showing up.

My question is, how do you tell the difference between being sick and being anxiety-sick? Am I subconsciously faking it somehow? Also, at what point is it more important to practice self-care than it is to challenge yourself? 

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anxiety,optimysticalamity,2019/01/19,"Should i mention my anxiety in my dating app profile? I don't want to send girls running for the hills, but I do have severe anxiety and it seems fair to let them know what they're getting into when considering having a relationship with me. The app is bumble. I'd also like to use it to meet friends in my area so same question for that profile.",4.07357142857143,5.1852335000000025,5.378571428571429,81.43642857142858,71.14285714285714,7.885714285714287,29.714285714285715,8.238735603445708,2.087085714285715,275,11,54,4,5,92,54,70,0.107,0.754,0.139,0.664,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,1,0,11,12,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,8,2,10,10,1,8,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,2,3,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406478826176005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4604102905866509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23249223603176974,0.0,0.15721976127868098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16537932043354553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077139871744112,0.0,0.1470156970966548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371024448901782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230785078159161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27394884732733793,0.0,0.3399571495367657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599007114522752,0.0,0.0,0.17749208486386106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Saphire2988,2019/01/19,"On a Business trip and anxiety is just weighing me down. Here for another 8 days and my panic attacks are back, like do you guys ever get those panic breakdowns rather than attacks where you just worry about your health and your tounge just dries up and you feel light headed, Just need advice to survive and get through this please.",6.679354838709678,7.70646935483871,5.300161290322581,84.6702419354839,65.12903225806451,7.490322580645162,30.01612903225807,7.1686216300943375,1.6919225806451608,268,9,48,2,4,78,49,62,0.229,0.7020000000000001,0.069,-0.8973,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,5,0,1,10,5,2,2,1,0,3,3,1,0,1,13,7,5,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,5,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,7,1,8,7,0,8,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20517120786422213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22016214563417807,0.16061939354977656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4777213116908727,0.0,0.16144685110557627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540730948341748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899215123367766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616246017122354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193916445998269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20789414534726627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154802957826634,0.2231784513833225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257621340250292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556832303790247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4926873861996547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304738455603586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21322532604455036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thejokerguns,2019/01/19,"I feel most of time anxious and bad. I am tired to force my self to feeling ""good"" eating well, doing sport and studying because it doesn't work, I am also tired to find a solution to feeling better the only thing I want to do is to let be crushed by all this shit. I also want to share this thought ",6.414761904761907,4.443062539682541,6.834920634920636,83.46285714285716,66.46031746031747,9.034920634920637,33.698412698412696,6.42735559955562,1.9431841269841263,232,8,51,1,3,76,46,63,0.246,0.555,0.199,-0.8183,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,3,6,1,0,2,0,8,4,1,0,1,11,14,4,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,2,1,0,5,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,6,4,9,11,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,36,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280938864913445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317449487167833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17127973896011567,0.12504881724743938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18142585433876915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20990503081305475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31116831701194153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18749031124667975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17205809053750235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209765149149948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15601494178236425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21400127101499186,0.0,0.21056884569237466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362830423688804,0.0,0.0,0.16285483000314596,0.11961627491971108,0.4715466153888215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419886986372204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18444162793629626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14934123099664173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Headlessdesert1,2019/01/19,"Anyone obsess over their heart? I have been an anxiety sufferer for over 20 years now and I will be 40 this summer. Last night I ended up in the ER like many times before sure that I was having a heart attack. Regardless of how self aware I am of my anxiety, I still find myself obsessing over my heart for days at a time. It starts with a skipped beat or general pains in my chest. I’ll start imagining my chest tightening and will even go so far as to wonder if my heart would just randomly burst. In the last few years I’ve gotten better and able to distract my thoughts but I am so frustrated I am still in this position. EKG and enzymes were normal but today I still occasionally wonder if they were wrong. Anyone else deal with this and what do you do to control these thoughts?",3.8194230769230764,5.32958132692308,4.608205128205127,85.17846153846155,72.26923076923076,8.276923076923078,24.538461538461537,8.841846274778883,1.6424461538461537,621,18,126,12,12,200,102,156,0.152,0.815,0.034,-0.949,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,2,3,9,11,2,3,6,0,15,7,6,2,1,27,23,14,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,7,7,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,7,0,19,3,19,12,1,28,0,1,0,0,5,10,0,6,18,86,26,0,0.1222712030141111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870742712695904,0.0,0.0,0.17098973618908156,0.1252812968302311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910114507253907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040437880653753,0.0,0.0,0.10813894280206253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713755111174789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07885481069985481,0.1260562413970409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214190062020373,0.0,0.10829599385471003,0.0,0.0,0.08075897642364054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175366442528588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948954241389854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5795678571384438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19933469955315164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059735533635670114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239638086321372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147432411502955,0.11979981831931336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13010518076780972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755553110223752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17308837363963198,0.0,0.2929378220136627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11523916182054987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194139354734586,0.14259464351299225,0.0,0.1158988036608686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651958078569667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685795448902793,0.13368436604091505,0.0,0.15747729184445494
anxiety,lazy_natae,2019/01/19,"I'm (26F) experiencing bad anxiety pretty much everyday and would like some advice. Hello, Reddit. This is my first post as I'm usually a lurker, but maybe I'm so desperate for help and advice that I overcame the nerves to make this post. 

For the last year and a half I haven't felt anything like myself. I'm always nervous or on edge. It feels like something in my head is blocking me from being how I was before this crazy anxiety happened. 
It all started with a MDMA roll gone wrong. Not only was I not relaxed when I took it, but I was with people that I hadn't been around when in that condition. (I've only ever taken it twice. The first time was only with my boyfriend and the 2nd time was with him and his friends.) The first time was perfectly fine. I was exhausted the next day but no anxiety. The 2nd time however, I was pretty much having a panic attack the whole time. My boyfriend had to take me outside just the 2 of us to calm me down. I haven't touched anything like that ever since, and that was almost 2 years ago at this point. 
Ever since that one night, I'm always anxious and nervous about everything that I wasn't before. I even had to cut out caffeine because it induces attacks. I feel like I've lost a part of myself because I genuinely love coffee not for the effect but the taste. Don't get me wrong. I've made due with decaf! But that's beside the point. Sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night with my heart racing, stomach nauseous and thoughts hitting me at a mile a minute. My sleep hasn't been the same either. 
Finally I made an appointment to get help. I'm not sure why I thought that this would get better with time, but it didnt. Sometimes it gets so bad I just want to cry and scream. My doctor prescribed me with zoloft and he said it would take a while before I noticed any changes in my mentality. He also told me to meet with a therapist once a month. 
I think the reason I'm writing this is because I dont really have anyone else I can relate to with anxiety. My now husband has it as well but his is more sporadic while mine has been pretty consistent. He knows what to do exactly when I have an attack and I couldnt be more grateful. I didnt tell the doctor about the MDMA part of this... but I wonder if I should have. At this point, I do regret it. I hate waking up and feeling scared of everything all the time. 

TLDR: After a MDMA trip gone wrong. Anxiety that didnt exist for me before has pretty much taken over my life and I don't feel like the same person I did before. I got help finally so I hope to see some progress with medication and therapy. I just want someone I can relate to that can give me some advice to help get through rough patches when I feel myself falling into an attack. ",2.9938172043010733,4.563301213261648,4.239189964157706,86.75545161290327,74.50179211469533,6.8237992831541225,24.40716845878136,7.471455274886353,1.0963086738351255,2159,67,437,26,45,709,239,558,0.182,0.6829999999999999,0.135,-0.9806,1,0,1,0,0,0,55.0,1,0,0,8,21,35,6,4,34,0,49,14,6,7,8,89,96,37,0,10,18,1,8,6,1,4,6,2,0,1,30,28,1,1,14,1,0,5,17,19,1,6,34,13,63,16,54,54,16,63,0,2,1,1,22,20,0,8,42,301,93,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17354471242907293,0.052476033048150496,0.0,0.0592788986289113,0.0,0.0,0.04734114051946482,0.09851604133631048,0.0,0.0,0.04025711328574698,0.0,0.2264340332666211,0.06687762639653354,0.0,0.04139307383076038,0.06065601462268701,0.09743089288817,0.0526993510150256,0.0,0.26938805082727924,0.0,0.0,0.09885680317864752,0.10826084616959322,0.0,0.2518684628099372,0.0,0.0,0.052356396859239936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06262432422648348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06502693933414579,0.0381782330794443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12118465731890188,0.0,0.0,0.06938037911321307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04945287743950863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03910015125005902,0.16064570943303436,0.0,0.0,0.10640786231482663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149663085551543,0.12687458619165173,0.056839989391806685,0.12969845905161373,0.0,0.15106302913897834,0.0,0.0,0.04573673159283225,0.0,0.15464426136169104,0.05678874112159925,0.0,0.0,0.04734656980711588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052349172349731465,0.0,0.0,0.0584464127954038,0.06075489563896544,0.0,0.0,0.07015068750658457,0.15871843400090738,0.0,0.0,0.05879761868565213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03253403089400573,0.048254802419906366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04181375853401048,0.17352882641097742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462232157340274,0.0,0.05342909459015463,0.11203039154218078,0.039515559814057834,0.0,0.059473002651714436,0.0,0.0,0.05963641375368204,0.05965831742215076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047251799141447635,0.0,0.13055346184495867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06295843786699694,0.11110784912289268,0.0,0.0,0.0673980575298548,0.0,0.0630446322157613,0.04011453858611922,0.13506972704137624,0.0,0.0694568629174932,0.0,0.12821274223611054,0.0,0.04104089140724225,0.051689979421980586,0.0,0.0,0.16788558216180044,0.0,0.1133918889618486,0.24090524504037897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037924172261572124,0.06086607365278976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05631147429146181,0.0,0.059268177818837774,0.0,0.04717366107198012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793947315200052,0.0,0.05924140443704544,0.0,0.050158825629885516,0.04557401440063205,0.11709796082716857,0.0,0.04190111049349067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05579402880835085,0.0,0.08902003769921912,0.0,0.05174223102813428,0.0,0.06769881763689406,0.06873419756679633,0.0,0.037932105787036194,0.0,0.09399423407611568,0.24163446981367984,0.0,0.0,0.0565668487725337,0.06577188043805571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120868927224826,0.0,0.06519895152178108,0.0,0.06983379732440885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05322669751117963,0.0,0.053417575559194616,0.0660931807167643,0.0,0.0,0.06419841271696468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615907140686264,0.19417329800769664,0.0,0.07624398181160487
anxiety,BeautyInTheSorrow,2019/01/19,"I had a panic attack at work. I feel so embarrassed. I'm 18. I've been working in retail part-time for around 8 months now - yet I still find myself feeling incredibly overwhelmed while working.

There were a lot of customers today, and while I was working throughout my shift I could feel my anxiety building up. 

When the queues were increasing in length, I started freaking out. I couldn't focus at all - I couldn't remember things like how much money a customer had given me. It just got worse from there. My heart was racing, I was sweating excessively, and I wanted to run away. Obviously I couldn't - as I wasn't allowed to get off the till. 

Customers being loud didn't help me feel calm at all. There was too much going on. 

The worst part of the panic attack? Having to force myself to smile at the customers throughout it when I just wanted to cry. I've had my manager complain before when I've let my emotions impact on my work performance, so I knew I had to conceal my anxiety. I didn't conceal it well though. I was talking quickly, my face was red, I had tears in my eyes, and there were times where I struggled to breathe.

One of my coworkers said that she doesn't understand why I get so anxious. Well, you know what? Neither do I. I'm a fucking mess. I get so anxious over things most people wouldn't care about.

Right now I'm exhausted after having that panic attack. I'm worried that I'm going to get fired from my job. I'm so incompetent, and I can't get through one shift without feeling anxious. To be honest I'm confused as to why I haven't been fired yet, since I am CONSTANTLY making mistakes.

I'm not even being treated for anxiety at all. I know I need to be, but it's not that simple. The whole idea of seeking help absolutely terrifies me, and I don't know whether I'll ever be able to do it.
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anxiety,lx477,2019/01/19,"A coping mechanism that helps me get through the day When I’m going through a rough time, I like to set motivational reminders on my phone to pop up every 2 or so hours and I find that this helps me. It’s a little pick me up. 

I type things like ‘take each day as it comes’, ‘it will get better’ and ‘good enough’. 

Does anyone else do anything similar? 

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anxiety,Nihl_N,2019/01/19,"Anxiety After A Night Out, Help I don't go out often because I can be uncomfortable around new people and groups. When I do go out I have really bad anxiety afterwards and I'm sitting with it trying to push it away and I don't know what to do. ",1.1607692307692297,3.0644843076923074,4.123692307692308,84.0213076923077,80.92307692307693,8.006153846153849,21.93846153846154,8.841846274778883,1.6427261538461546,192,6,41,5,5,69,35,52,0.198,0.748,0.053,-0.7485,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,10,11,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,9,10,0,14,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,5,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.476878527998805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774670019341385,0.0,0.0,0.2928396588306337,0.0,0.26024514790468545,0.19000115330304126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542771592561288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20891684235996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17129470931090982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010286940280917,0.0,0.2924965980955796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160841239245102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19967430671493488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21161462471364795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vvitch_ov_aeaea,2019/01/19,"""Your new Life will cost you your old one."" - Mantras that have helped me this week Oof. Friends. This has been a really tough few weeks. My anxiety has manifested through every channel and every possible way. Mainly I have been stuck in my head in obsessive loops and some of those loops have me revisiting every thing I have ever done in the past that I regret. I am living in a space of self-doubt which leads me constantly to the edge of panic.

  
Regret is a powerful agent of anxiety for me. Some days I spend the entire day disassociated from reality, anxious and wondering if I just fucked everything up for myself. Anyway, today I found this mantra posted on IG and all it said was:

>**Your new life will cost you your old one**.

It makes so much sense to me. I want this. I want change and calm and happiness and I am working so hard for it. I can't have those old things back and regardless of what my brain says I don't really want many of them. My past is gone and out of reach so I need to treat it as currency- a trade off. So for today I am trying to breathe and stay calm and stay in a place of self confidence. I am doing the right thing. I am working on this new life and paying it off with my old lessons already learnt. 

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I hope maybe this helps one of you struggling as much as it has helped me today. 

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anxiety,amidisse,2019/01/19,today i broke out of my anxiety and went to the cinema alone I saw Glass and it was amazing,0.5259999999999998,2.4079316000000013,3.6500000000000017,86.70500000000001,83.0,8.0,20.0,8.841846274778883,1.4129999999999998,72,2,16,2,2,26,18,20,0.267,0.5760000000000001,0.156,-0.1779,0,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,3,1,3,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5603921704036917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4139221128144294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5128773439383125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5015834227207479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gatordorf,2019/01/19,"So stressed I'm so stressed out that I have fevered, intense dreams about my recent rejection. My car battery died around midnight last night, and my friend helped me and he rubbed my back and told me everything's okay. Nobody had ever done that so I melted and felt normal for a while, but then he left and my brain went wild again. I'm so stressed out that my stomach constantly churns, my hands vibrate, and I woke up with a stye. Will this ever end? Will I be sick until I die? ",5.115624999999998,5.501904312499999,4.662500000000001,90.1325,68.375,7.65,28.5,7.1686216300943375,1.2670749999999995,378,12,81,3,6,114,65,96,0.212,0.725,0.063,-0.9545,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,3,2,1,6,5,3,0,2,15,12,14,2,1,1,0,3,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,4,10,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,6,3,14,2,8,3,0,19,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,12,51,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215861383430904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314300191749172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19080773182658306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847081413673745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.354784290099421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17491461375644565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15138794683068998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092211193617969,0.0,0.0,0.15361548595047878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16411386154922908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320554721535943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456676620478967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393258874282524,0.0,0.0,0.1857094454519472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16040061199074987,0.16746924683457945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687668471460965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5873786546789757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16332522379164888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15844827691106492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DontNotNotReadThis,2019/01/19,"New Relationship Driving My Anxiety Crazy I've recently been talking to a friend of mine more and it is starting to develop into a relationship and it was actually going really well. We have been snapchatting constantly over the last few weeks and over the last week or so we have been video chatting for multiple hours every day. It all came to ahead earlier this week when hung out and ended up making out while watching a movie. 

Since then it's been like the only thing I've been able to think about for an extended period of time. The problem is we haven't video chatted at all and she has been leaving me on read more and more often and our conversations have been dying a lot quicker. On top of that she responds somewhat positively when I bring up making plans but she never brings it up and I feel like I'm really struggling to get her to actually want to do something. It just feels like she isn't as interested in me but it's hard to point to exactly why. 

I think part of it is that this is as far as my relationships get before they fall apart and I'm terrified that exact thing is happening again. Usually I can keep my anxious tendencies under control for the most part but ever since this has started happening I have been constantly fidgeting and struggling to focus and I'm worried that me being anxious is just going to push her away.

End of nervous rant. Just needed to let this out because its been really setting me off lately",4.787700389764446,6.365365163701067,5.795831215048299,77.3423013048636,69.96085409252669,9.195797322487717,29.751059142518216,9.606745405546679,2.8777044907642773,1165,46,212,27,21,385,154,281,0.124,0.818,0.057,-0.9673,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,4,0,1,4,12,10,0,3,10,0,28,0,0,3,6,47,51,23,1,3,7,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,19,19,0,2,4,5,0,8,3,4,1,0,11,4,24,6,41,38,11,56,0,0,1,0,20,20,0,5,30,161,43,1,0.10118928125200816,0.0,0.1974922835453097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740952319054382,0.2286301708619581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950706606837106,0.0,0.0,0.061684046646271765,0.0,0.0861046254027333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157335806201872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21869932976534406,0.11349238322335635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06525871522717085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501849821239376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17924733723876604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915314980881231,0.08525633371273107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232868199745418,0.14457928549001806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817858768443643,0.0,0.10573444604121704,0.0,0.11501640088683555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789626944568351,0.0,0.0906457204014076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996510590047304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994168254341367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649655395476935,0.11414591674712132,0.10714483826707803,0.0,0.10347289586373518,0.0,0.1483079146551217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602750835751642,0.0,0.0,0.13508926196672327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503056988363692,0.07804341182286373,0.0977292383835117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695900815579919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191562615449039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565657804930032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682447624723534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121666450859734,0.0,0.19447333400900252,0.0,0.09991220767050864,0.32591825709988903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16740963822568228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790045236879044,0.0,0.0,0.14324458817708746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21157001462606087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133211128851495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445132433269755,0.12967601116437755,0.0,0.0,0.059004283640690026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144569738511216,0.0,0.0596840598063096,0.0,0.2435038133310211,0.0,0.09098131618969604,0.0,0.0913075873440632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102762626956014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kibagami93,2019/01/19,"Going back to school I am currently a sophomore in college and today I’ll be going back to school to finish the second semester of this school year. I haven’t made much friends so most of the time I am either at work or I’m back in my room playing video games or watching something. It’s been tough but I’ve pushed through it. I’m currently sitting at my parents house with this dreadful feeling that it will be the same again. I don’t know what to do. I feel scared of going back, like something is gonna happen or I’m just going to be stuck doing the same thing.

I haven’t felt like this in the past about going back to school. Right now my stomach is in a knot. I don’t know what to do. ",0.9002040816326513,2.9395343945578283,2.2796190476190468,96.1737142857143,82.60544217687075,4.736326530612245,20.6843537414966,5.6839178017228535,-0.14371891156462535,544,16,122,3,15,175,81,147,0.086,0.8320000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.3533,3,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,11,7,0,2,7,0,16,1,1,1,0,17,33,6,0,0,6,1,3,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,10,2,0,0,5,3,0,6,4,3,0,1,4,4,10,4,19,24,5,29,0,0,1,0,3,8,0,4,16,82,20,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5120841016514237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134692272221117,0.0,0.12788569900174182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290420445869274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3784818702768055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778169858478348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536862762071743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14639824274224547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13014226720761646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602997541969824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791182172849147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14789452242822562,0.0,0.12714732385689265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374567759132255,0.0,0.0,0.13334894024477367,0.5391917322609671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20507620604096752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848718670079195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766562491776785,0.0,0.1262509276896211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696573513201426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577161091147817
anxiety,BigShoesNephews,2019/01/19,"Anyone else handle their anxiety marginally well unless they've got a crush on someone? Hi yall,

This is my first time posting. I read through the rules for the sub and it doesn't look like I'm breaking any, but if i am, sorry!

I'm a 27 year old Male who's had social anxiety, generalized anxiety, and depression for a long time now. Over the years I've gotten better at handling my disorders. I've gotten to the point where in most cases I'm able to talk myself down. The outlier has been and continues to be when i have a crush on someone. 

Right now for instance I have a coworker I've gotten drinks with a couple times. I built up the courage to ask her out last week and she said yes, which threw me for a bit of a loop. I was prepared for a no to be perfectly honest, but now that there seems to be mutual interest my anxietys at an all time high. Sleepings a lot more difficult as is just getting through the day.  

As I mentioned I've got a good enough handle on things to appear confident, and I am in most situations - just not in this one or similar ones in the past. See, just talking to girls is something I'm capable of now, and I got no problem putting myself out there on tinder or other services, but when I get to know someone outside of that context THEN gain feelings for them i become a sad puddle of doubt. Today i see myself going through the cycle I always do. Our past couple interactions have been awkward (or at least felt like they were) and I cant stop thinking with a defeatist mentality. I like her a lot but this feelings killing me and I dont know how to put a pause on it long enough to act genuine around her. I do think this has led to past potential romantic opportunities getting flubbed and i know it will lead to the flubbing of future ones.

In truth guys I'm not looking for 'relationship' advice, this situations gonna roll one way or another and that's cool. I was just hoping someone had a similar dynamic with their disorders and had some advice on how to handle the spike in anxiety next time i meet someone special. Because I'm really tired of moving forward with the other aspects of my life but feeling anchored in this one.

Either way, hope you guys are having a great day. I appreciate you taking the time to listen.

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anxiety,brooklynblair,2019/01/19,Morning anxiety Anyone else feel super anxious when they first wake up in the mornjng. Sometimes I don’t even know why i just wake up with the worst butterflies in my stomach sometimes It’s so bad that I throw up. Someone please tell me you have been there too so i know I’m not crazy 😩,1.065472154963679,3.5106353050847474,2.09714285714286,95.03932203389832,85.77966101694916,4.727360774818402,23.682808716707026,6.18269132825596,0.5083249394673128,229,9,48,2,7,72,47,59,0.19,0.682,0.128,-0.6193,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,1,2,7,3,0,0,2,0,3,3,3,0,0,6,7,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,1,8,1,6,6,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19863352624780184,0.29333352779581384,0.0,0.1815551332682896,0.2660447702765582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21679907306423304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21690642716555766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17149809168652266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312881548915628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22086036663503736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853965539677513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850205796435034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22000280310295275,0.0,0.5136061160943023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22694781470736164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23429608270143665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xSickBoyx,2019/01/19,"Can't get over my fear of flying. Looking into 15 flights in the next months. Fear knows no gender, but I'm 29M fyi. For the first 24 years of my life, I never got a plane as my family and I never had the means for travel. I had my first flight traveling to Europe, unfortunately, the duration and uncertainty of transatlantic flights sparked my anxiety again. I've also never traveled with someone, this year shouldn't be different.

I was shaking and cried the second half of the flight, once turbulence hit. It was pretty bad, even according to other people on the flight. I'm not exactly scared of the plane crashing,  I'm scared of the whole experience and how it will scar me. Everyone seems so calm, and it's also such an alienating experience. People are distant, the crew is minding their own business. I see people sleeping through flights, and I'm there a Xanax in which causes little to no effect.

 I've never experienced a sympathetic smile or reassurance. I've thought about upgrading to first class just so MAYBE the crew is more caring then, which I doubt. Flying pretty much means freaking out and crying the whole time. It's also ruined my whole experience, need at least a couple of days to recover and then the fear of my returning flight starts.

This year I'll be flying more than ever, I don't know what I'll do. When turbulence gets bad I think of my loved ones and enter a fatalistic, catastrophic mindset that is so hard to fight. Makes me so sad to become one of those unlucky stats. No one remembers who dies in flights. Plain unlucko.  Need your strength guys :(",4.649099999999997,6.586386310000003,5.2543333333333315,79.65550000000002,70.9,8.333333333333334,27.833333333333336,8.959647251330699,2.3092333333333337,1263,46,230,25,24,406,174,300,0.23,0.6629999999999999,0.108,-0.9912,1,0,0,0,1,0,38.0,0,1,1,5,16,18,1,7,19,0,15,4,1,4,6,39,38,23,1,3,4,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,13,12,0,0,9,3,0,5,11,13,0,8,6,4,20,5,32,27,8,35,0,2,2,1,7,9,0,3,21,151,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202142192609983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07021939522760441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15328227901954325,0.0,0.1013752714346558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358641760679892,0.09429401283064667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156431793315612,0.2016548611387094,0.05919720633471327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09526393043441944,0.09590141839234753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06062668527513562,0.08302966062978896,0.0,0.08770964888616424,0.0,0.26936583662892594,0.08653180823846178,0.3098691156915359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23423057025396185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959133779633848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734131581281011,0.0,0.0,0.090886914929863,0.0,0.0,0.0822261577673031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10089119293314484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06483426528454013,0.0,0.0919980825162256,0.0,0.0,0.07708080753468873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284440849184352,0.0,0.06127079644772637,0.0,0.09221578175167174,0.1999732826128999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268212491838156,0.0,0.0732662116039294,0.0,0.06747649638006441,0.13612281857990036,0.2831776222783817,0.0,0.09762011848920514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775376701709987,0.18659862645525668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19090769170010344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867676467385844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398061561740753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837963817824376,0.0,0.0731450547287215,0.08356252141156094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918566774612248,0.0,0.07777369749250995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496970874412428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05881557400293489,0.0,0.07287131462185187,0.05352371313395994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074420689977676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17733000033120164
anxiety,ClipperOverComb,2019/01/19,Skipping a meal.... Yesterday I skipped lunch. I have been eating a regular schedule pretty religiously and when I missed my meal I figured I would be fine. Well I was wrong. I began to feel almost dizzy like and really lathargic. Does this happen to anyone else or is something else wrong with me? I had labs done end of December and Dr. said I’m normal range across the board. Anyone else suffer the same way when they miss meals?,2.7122628726287275,5.4033871097561015,3.5047967479674824,86.1628319783198,80.34146341463416,6.571273712737128,21.30623306233063,7.793537801064563,1.1336216802168022,341,10,63,6,9,108,63,82,0.18,0.711,0.109,-0.7307,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,3,8,0,0,4,0,8,6,0,0,0,11,15,6,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,4,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,6,3,11,3,5,7,1,8,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,2,7,37,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859893073782211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597440003139304,0.3806200995271088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16254016487736175,0.19007398071475146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19005586344683445,0.4654796210239503,0.0,0.1645083224801851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939144763672886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16424708509009112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907419755900358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819833443846644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889618426842203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898821831993416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766789252694966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14298982553438686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742980658872398,0.0,0.0,0.1670003463813713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13194261281927186,0.4061496647553315,0.0,0.0
anxiety,electric_10,2019/01/19,"Anxiety is winning the war. Considering dropping my Uni course I just don’t know what to do. I feel like I’m sinking lower into a pit.

I’ve had panic attacks constantly throughout the semester. I also have physical disabilities, and struggled to keep up with my workload. I managed to complete my weekly lab sessions and assessments, and attended the majority of my lectures. This drained me, so I didn’t go through content after my lectures. When exam season loomed, I absolutely fucked up.

I spent weeks and many hours going over the course material. There’s so much of it. I didn’t get any of it committed to memory. I didn’t answer my first paper, and not enough to pass the second. My third exam is coming and I feel completely overwhelmed.

I don’t have the option to switch courses or try again, because I already did that. I don’t have the funding. I feel incredibly defeated, like a failure. I changed so much of my lifestyle and habits to try and do the best I could. It wasn’t enough.

All I wanted to do was finish this, but it feels more and more unattainable by the day. I was SO excited to live with my partner while I did my last year of study and he enters his new job after he graduates. But now I’m scared he’d not even want to be with me if I won’t be on a similar level to him.

I went to middle-class schools and all I was ever encouraged to do was to go to university. So I feel a bit lost.

Can someone please give me their thoughts? I need some outside perspective.",2.6846233733733733,4.761523570945947,4.3524474474474495,83.38394394394395,76.80405405405405,7.358158158158159,27.854854854854857,8.285830014693849,2.068277677677677,1171,50,228,22,27,393,165,296,0.107,0.815,0.077,-0.6617,2,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,1,5,13,15,3,4,13,0,29,1,0,0,4,42,52,23,1,5,7,0,5,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,8,16,0,1,8,0,2,8,10,9,0,3,15,5,41,6,32,32,12,33,0,3,0,1,9,6,1,4,20,166,49,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14380035243882333,0.104208879541228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886152852052032,0.0,0.09968681209534358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824646507493722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943578146284798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675233126025133,0.0,0.1422647967921778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13785072746579022,0.11225054769911208,0.27325516294675795,0.14081884303841474,0.0,0.10404195116829933,0.0,0.0,0.08403918554596143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692901788206072,0.0,0.08606854222250702,0.11787287758194916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294433189161696,0.0930935075652493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084164030088707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046951789519772,0.06808160947181516,0.12500524951243014,0.22217456981745046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832912521181966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931259218472374,0.11582553719100533,0.0,0.0,0.07161498158309178,0.10622006224362562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732579154880513,0.0,0.11506613905506165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422487851079206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13211391191177402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19158572339419144,0.0966232320406586,0.0,0.12585423370942905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289073692900668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14304127557390262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046306732749513,0.13188070174998687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041126091681427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13622833098404627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345160371010276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17694390576972202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15372045737456855,0.0,0.20905368300554167,0.0,0.0,0.1207986982645674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391538341880794
anxiety,lvl11_Mage,2019/01/19,Is lavender and passionflower really effective for anxiety? I bought some pills today that contain passionflower and lavender because ive heard from many people that its very good for treating anxiety. Has anybody here made some experience with these products?,10.446747967479672,13.297871073170734,9.022926829268297,54.71455284552846,57.780487804878035,12.295934959349596,45.3739837398374,11.855464076750405,6.832261788617887,218,13,25,7,3,67,33,41,0.085,0.71,0.205,0.6827,2,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,8,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,2,4,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5167491764602775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058866854581793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303801696415337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832851261354499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31958321223171793,0.0,0.3424211976708591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23415038951892375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21636858759025107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32014349668735376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786756303718807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anhonestmoose_,2019/01/19,"How do i stop over analyzing my interactions with other people? Last night we had some people over for dinner, and as I dropped them off last night they told us they had a great time. However, as soon as they left my mind was flooded with thoughts of, what if they didn't? What if they had somewhere to be and we held them up? What if the food wasn't good? What if they didn't want to be there and I didn't get the hint? Was i awkward? Did I say anything weird?  Was I annoying? 

I have not stopped thinking about this since they left last night. I keep thinking I ruined our friendship and they won't want to come over anymore. Nothing awkward happened, but I can't help but think they're at home talking about how annoying I was.

Lately I've been having this happen a lot. I give music lessons and every week when my student leaves even though it seems like it went well and we had a great time, the second she walks out the door I'm extremely paranoid that she had a horrible time and thinks I'm an idiot.

Everytime I interact with someone except for a select few who I'm really close with, I think this way. And even sometimes with those people I think they're mad at me, or I think I'm being annoying. Even if I know they're upset about something and I know it's not me, I can't help but think I'm contributing to their anger or making the situation worse, even if I'm not doing anything. I have extremely low self esteem and I can't help but think people hate me. 

What causes this? How I stop this? Is this normal?",2.0602683224304243,4.071062646302252,3.1242465905311043,91.76414790996786,78.48553054662379,6.090298259230512,21.978157223638984,7.0983637204850245,0.5570790775030492,1197,35,256,14,29,383,150,311,0.217,0.7290000000000001,0.054000000000000006,-0.9938,1,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,5,0,11,1,15,18,7,3,11,0,28,2,0,5,0,67,60,30,0,9,16,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,1,18,21,2,5,14,0,0,3,11,13,1,1,19,1,46,5,27,37,3,33,0,2,0,0,29,12,0,11,17,171,64,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858055674696623,0.0,0.0,0.14700403474075965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175533045288747,0.0,0.07694050474733001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359777200986951,0.0,0.07525520280607444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800502282710016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04666554866897541,0.08568302953258893,0.0,0.07491663207949527,0.0,0.1969492690605111,0.0,0.0,0.15796918867576806,0.0,0.0,0.08818412971858881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17960615078716988,0.0,0.08959435035730516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939092928075829,0.0,0.0,0.09817489434873214,0.21842098869461493,0.1007558469876728,0.09457604124265724,0.19409094956805886,0.0,0.0,0.04363680565451656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593591357282839,0.0,0.0,0.05962119976026248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018683947872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25145980337848217,0.0875137639404069,0.08570409536990906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24769049928124084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05722010926302015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103014158952219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131276350880141,0.09317931191198507,0.0,0.0,0.07388569111366787,0.10039842240352673,0.0,0.0,0.07567979238283963,0.06876221491592066,0.08833888406045437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22402432719571005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179131758453071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5150887145186188,0.08775557246128031,0.07090939660902006,0.15624807466278134,0.0,0.0,0.0853482376650015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743989222839764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053654509739491,0.07089735236601516,0.07164640270998845,0.0,0.08030860703545295,0.08279971018234729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910238042335269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wilsondavidr5,2019/01/19,"Gonna have my first appointment with a psychiatrist, and ofcourse I am worried. I got scheduled next week and I cant stop thinking about it. Can you guys help out? Like, what usually happens in these?",2.0776315789473685,4.908667289473687,2.9003157894736837,87.8052105263158,86.63157894736841,6.197894736842105,28.65263157894737,7.554174236665415,2.072298947368421,159,8,30,3,5,50,35,38,0.058,0.7440000000000001,0.198,0.6426,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,8,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,5,1,4,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,7,20,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28445295622568195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26746196919676324,0.0,0.0,0.331123110096185,0.2957217973661021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22415111104484414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633781208556452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3556538063487817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27958564682729803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21427942406201206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683105245981097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682472849525172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396143407175222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,awesome0733,2019/01/19,"Anxiety Before Work I'm a supervisor at a movie theatre and a solid 90% of the time my job is pretty chill. It's a lot of walking and trying to get teenagers to do their jobs but for the most part, I leave a shift feeling alright. But maybe one in ten shifts are very stressful. Some days management or customers or someone causes the day to spiral down and leave me wanting to quit. The problem is before almost every shift I worry so much that it's going to be one of those bad days that I end up being the one to ruin my day. I really don't want to be afraid to work and reminding myself that bad days are rare does not help.",4.5188740458015255,4.565212442748095,5.658845419847327,83.65712309160308,69.61068702290076,8.076717557251909,27.06202290076336,7.6454224807358475,1.4164877862595422,494,14,103,5,8,165,86,131,0.246,0.7020000000000001,0.052000000000000005,-0.984,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,3,1,7,0,2,10,1,9,0,0,1,0,18,15,9,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,6,0,4,0,1,9,1,16,12,5,13,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,6,7,69,15,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184635984778796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083651825773235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23655091443013734,0.0,0.0,0.2410748204597923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455180279354581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4567766534969306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396266775717242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546370023856945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934989117439646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162469067440005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400854622088872,0.0,0.08050542599783841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494791833391883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811401501783829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999829861359501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042945448568908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423108244330495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413223905165846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879659410189928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533978463917104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14411338970352894,0.0,0.13554407279655106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066682744863727,0.0,0.0,0.090747397640091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002326282035815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16226456817286836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259978496222846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617399860445686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168796659608066,0.1671028000507491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20625209361513686,0.14385685860385428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Enfinsaudade,2019/01/19,"Does anyone else suffer from an anxiety disorder due to work? So I have been working in the Finance industry for six years now (straight out of college) and my anxiety related issues started at a similar time as well. I live with consistent tightness of the chest, teeth grinding and a frazzled/anxious brain in general.

I won’t go into detail as to what my job entails but it can be high pressured, with a consistent dread that I am either not good enough or the next project is going to sink therefore leading to me disappointing my managers etc. 

Given the above mentioned, I left my previous job after doing it for three years. Started a new job seven months ago hoping that a change in circumstances/work environment will help with the severe anxiety issues. Unfortunately that hasn’t be the case. I dread going into work, there are weekends when I can’t get out of bed due to the vicious thought cycle of messing up at work come Monday. The manager isn’t the greatest, whereby there can be passive aggressiveness here and there, which I pick up way quicker than any compliments. 

I just wanted to reach out and ask if anyone goes through/went through something similar and how do you cope with it? I have been recently thinking of doing the following:
1) Changing jobs after I’ve been here for a year.
2) Starting therapy (I have my first session next week).
3) Starting the gym (the anxiety zaps my energy generally and I used to be very active during college. So that makes it harder even though it may come across as an excuse) 
4) Eating healthier (started cooking properly recently)

Apologies for the long post. Any advice would be greatly appreciated as I am honestly tired of feeling the way that I do entirely due to my job. 
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anxiety,R00054908,2019/01/19,"I've FINALLY started online dating & I'm proud of myself After being single for 4 years after a long relationship I've joined Tinder, Bumble etc. After ages of not being over my ex, not being confident, thinking I've nothing to offer, Nothing to put in my photos and bio etc.. I've finally convinced myself that I'm fully able and up for it. 

How has your guys experience been with dating apps by the way? Very early days for me to decide yet anyway.",6.468764044943825,6.2545904831460675,8.057617977528093,68.99721348314607,65.51685393258428,9.367191011235958,29.03595505617977,8.841846274778883,2.4777892134831454,359,10,59,5,5,126,63,89,0.03,0.902,0.067,0.4891,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,8,9,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,6,2,16,5,3,19,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,14,41,8,0,0.20598312868629448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231826338727579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132842077443591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.459451275332514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014910249187115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4512888982000962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20395568202079084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18228858697632352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3952927347404025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20706993725162348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22114879317512348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579591867350425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13198567162797814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699576534645597,0.0,0.1634998198257385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13264638145182048
anxiety,Oookulele,2019/01/19,"I am absolutely losing my shit over my university exams atm For context: I am in my third semester of my Bachelor's degree and so far I always took 5 exams per semester and was originally planning to take 5 or 6 this semester. But now it looks like two of them might not fly so I am now left with possibly only four exams to take. On top of that one of my exams was altered slightly so I will have to take a different type of exam than I anticipated. I know most of my friends take less than 5 exams per semester, but it still makes me super anxious to change my plans and now I am having a bit of a break-down because of it. 

Are any of you also students who deal with similar anxiety? How do you deal with it usually?

(also sorry for using the word exam so often. English is not my first language and I am not at my most eloquent right not.)",6.0480459770114905,4.9041180574712655,7.886781609195403,72.9530459770115,66.70114942528735,10.951724137931038,33.701149425287355,10.25414643259724,3.297245977011493,658,25,132,14,9,235,103,174,0.062,0.873,0.066,0.3947,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,1,6,12,5,1,0,4,0,14,1,1,4,0,24,23,14,0,0,7,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,1,0,1,1,4,2,0,5,3,1,22,3,24,18,4,16,0,1,1,0,7,8,1,5,8,102,29,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549855912377164,0.13265507955078734,0.0,0.0,0.108415045772602,0.0,0.12196033981287535,0.1801058331102496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971845191643236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740517385949603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168651411473566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287221044771438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166566082458504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356075476020176,0.0,0.0,0.12317201717694183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761627848238375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17321665382046786,0.0,0.0,0.07788741799358312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387756259521116,0.17835674795784778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641799364903416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16912563428234378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803108275775684,0.12125054385414018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17972869307228131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614880585083575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636483452626908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178464188050184,0.0,0.0,0.12731769072026108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4794735972912678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17712798673934038,0.0,0.0,0.15573589115630404,0.0,0.0,0.13769274811793966,0.17558505160036325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,steven_mcqueenen,2019/01/19,"Does anyone else think, ‘Why should I be worried/scared if none of my friends are?’ I think about this question a lot and just wondered if it’s really is bad as some of my friends say it is.",5.879249999999999,4.328284425000003,5.780000000000005,89.24500000000003,67.25,9.0,32.5,7.1686216300943375,1.7127499999999998,147,5,35,1,2,46,32,40,0.217,0.7829999999999999,0.0,-0.8354,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,11,7,4,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,4,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,6,0,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195896510220966,0.2870601404736989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23392443423598486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451725624594372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234040268437028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4329065362278389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381845961050656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138467207812508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17947961606900226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227968926660772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3590343244086831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528035651397953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30382486365709066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cmccx,2019/01/19,"What do you do when you’re anxious and can’t figure out why? For the past 5 or 6 days, my anxiety has plagued me. I feel SO on edge. Taking a deep breath is difficult. I can’t relax or wind down, no matter how hard I try. Even when I’m doing something as simple as laying in bed or sitting on the couch, I feel a crawling sense of panic. Yesterday morning, I broke down and bawled my eyes out for 2 hours. I felt so out of control and was unable to stop. I can’t remember the last time I cried that hard, I felt like I was going to pop right out of my skin. Today, I woke up at 6:30 AM feeling intensely uncomfortable and I haven’t been able fall back asleep, I need this to end soon. Please.",2.2596375921375897,3.17555075,3.9288943488943495,90.85836609336607,75.28378378378378,7.003439803439803,22.914004914004913,7.348242739294969,0.6462216216216219,533,14,124,6,11,179,101,148,0.174,0.754,0.07200000000000001,-0.9134,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,1,8,5,0,1,5,0,13,4,4,2,0,23,23,14,0,1,3,0,8,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,8,0,2,7,1,0,2,5,3,0,0,6,9,18,2,21,17,0,29,0,1,1,0,1,13,0,3,14,76,21,0,0.18450905103528145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14114891901850926,0.20844270925650524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14187607118210294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20694258985912506,0.0,0.0,0.20267452868468308,0.11899307386480724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16342025402947233,0.0,0.0,0.12186648806249915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27987996024035394,0.0,0.3543152477538681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486074571610013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33056773691316743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18170424875172989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503995026887498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014180242367964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681112343696458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21648161669401594,0.0,0.0,0.1761347668474746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202535531008601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090127869330682,0.1575697214438032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204408178360708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15425782843389926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872784394381002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758871144115616,0.0,0.17489300630438168,0.0,0.0,0.12526953416075706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649072001230206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Wisso94,2019/01/19,Can anxiety cause bad mood? Im withdrawing from benzos as well so im wondering if severe anxiety can lead to a bad mood? ,0.8230666666666657,3.22735024,4.18,79.93666666666667,86.6,9.733333333333334,24.333333333333336,9.725611199111238,3.204333333333333,96,4,19,4,3,35,19,25,0.425,0.509,0.067,-0.8823,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,4,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,9,0,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072736469780739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4445198694110845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734534124742627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5750679755232637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30072218397136624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393393662962728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886748217598439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheBritishAlien,2019/01/19,"Puking and intense anxiety. Hey guys, 

I’m a 26 year old male who has suffered from anxiety and depression since an early age of 8 years old. By 20/21 I have experienced sudden intense panic attacks which result in intense heat and sweating, foggy thoughts, heart palpitations and the worst one being physically sick. It’s got so bad I’ve basically become a prison in my own home for the past 3 years now where I haven’t left my house. 

I’ve recently reached out and I’m currently getting help but I was wondering if anyone else has had the same puking effects and have any suggestions on handling intense feelings of anxiety? I’ve started going without food for a whole day and only eat at nighttime before bed and I could do with some advice.

Cheers.",5.124967989756719,7.000108859154931,5.8980665813060185,75.76889244558261,69.56338028169014,8.543918053777206,32.627400768245835,9.095868883498916,3.1272028169014083,606,28,102,12,11,198,105,142,0.194,0.723,0.083,-0.9371,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,1,1,7,0,10,5,2,2,0,21,19,11,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,3,10,2,0,4,0,0,1,2,6,0,1,4,2,6,1,13,13,5,22,0,2,0,0,6,7,0,3,14,58,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497034440463103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417998489066947,0.0,0.3515884608567092,0.0,0.0,0.10711969772044637,0.15696959297767255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17428499446611587,0.0,0.0,0.12791404326968606,0.0,0.1691953034586003,0.130360328937274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223162446028302,0.0,0.0,0.09880012302762813,0.0,0.13194932881562102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15675993761409301,0.1279773834720584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746157992391885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852477924164585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003970228930324,0.0,0.08706603032450624,0.0,0.122526543125901,0.0,0.0,0.1516902389937001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18154052707732413,0.1026854803194468,0.0,0.15367021997900113,0.0,0.0,0.17677007851034046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16645022145430916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215113430474316,0.0,0.1038110207787228,0.11651408470743857,0.0,0.17974500252753225,0.0,0.0,0.1462449541705624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151264675920224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12672708001629154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843442815010902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162220644527368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710402462187131,0.0,0.14767753483047827,0.16613684193859707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959637275811474
anxiety,arceustier,2019/01/19,"Everyone's been really nice about me having had a panic attack which resulted in me missing a flight. This is only making me feel that much worse. I've suffered panic attacks from a young age (the first one I can remember happened when I was eight); they aren't frequent, but they're usually pretty severe when they do happen resulting in me feeling almost paralysed and not wanting to do much of anything. Anyway, yesterday afternoon I was supposed to fly back home for a week to visit my family, but I had a nasty panic attack at the airport which resulted in me missing my flight.

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When I called to explain, everyone was super nice and supportive, and it's making me feel even more miserable than if they'd just been nasty about it. I just feel like an utter failure as a human being right now, and I want to crawl under a rock and die.",9.804145486415424,7.385870957055213,9.707379491673972,66.93987730061353,60.288343558282214,12.50446976336547,39.236634531113054,10.914260884657429,4.323402103418054,678,26,115,13,7,224,104,163,0.27,0.603,0.127,-0.9819,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,3,2,11,15,3,4,10,0,15,0,0,5,0,25,29,12,1,3,6,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,5,0,0,6,1,0,1,2,10,0,3,7,4,18,5,17,20,3,20,0,4,0,0,7,6,0,2,14,89,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664251546568667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703135969574126,0.15367620218302852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040749207965872,0.0,0.0,0.4316373260415886,0.0,0.09724845204887804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914111050155058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125701129781686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353295395034956,0.0,0.0,0.2416970688125055,0.0,0.0,0.11922567628463727,0.0,0.2557903073773997,0.0903509630780171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075762339636094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22367591241593626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686080261268934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06178738019427524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884085266882404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859415879086007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570007525095594,0.096186953488375,0.0,0.44515967939745066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866655305026012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102061076109637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14326707681081394,0.1080056092088611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428763190802717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351788006348268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929002423160167,0.0,0.1491918365934475,0.0,0.10144746979975182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888483275869875,0.0,0.0,0.15367620218302852,0.0
anxiety,Romanius42,2019/01/19,"Diagnosed with GAD, need advice Hello, I had some weird experiences the last three weeks and I need some advice.

One night when I was about to sleep I felt that my left arm started to go numb. I did not pay much attention to it until a minute later my right leg started going numb. At that moment I jumped from the bed in a panic and all my limbs started going numb. The severity went down in about 15 mins but in the morning it continued and I felt uneasiness in my chest. Suddenly I felt like I couldn't breathe and went to puke but couldn't. I did not get any tests done but I talked to few family friend doctors in different fields that all said it shouldn't be neurologic and probably psychological.

So I went to a psychiatrist who diagnosed me with panic attacks and put me on 5 mg diapezam. Two weeks later the medication did not seem to cure me and based on my experiences he rediagnosed me with GAD and put me on 10 mg escitalopram to use for 6 months.

I always felt anxious in my life, especially in social situations and I find it really difficult to perform well in social enviorenments, but I don't think it is as severe as some people go through. On the other hand, I can't explain why I experienced that numbness and panic. I really don't want to use meds. Of course if I really have GAD I have to get treatment but I don't feel like therapy would help because my mind is clear as day, I don't feel stressed or depressed and I don't have anything to tell to a therapist.

Sorry for the long post. I have the meds on my table right now but some of the stories I've read really scared me and I don't feel like I need antidepressants. Thanks in advance for any advice. ",3.4271205626991983,5.0689436913946615,5.069469172436532,80.94789867018355,73.51038575667656,8.672117815144519,25.83459720848445,9.250403328903447,2.1135950983624574,1332,45,269,31,27,451,168,337,0.151,0.7490000000000001,0.1,-0.9435,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,6,19,1,5,13,0,24,16,6,2,3,56,54,26,0,9,11,0,8,3,1,2,10,1,1,0,11,15,0,0,12,1,1,11,13,13,1,3,14,10,40,6,45,35,8,50,0,1,0,0,11,19,0,7,22,171,51,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411860749248143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845699011644156,0.0,0.0,0.11189571846115597,0.0,0.0,0.09294407179049216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06770294036391822,0.0,0.0,0.093596407665304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050152317502143766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05305870778263656,0.0,0.0708608518410985,0.16700892922278518,0.0,0.08595684913995831,0.0,0.08420899556879327,0.0,0.0841929376115612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609558299255826,0.07755882771338424,0.0,0.1247977595862481,0.11755043036831515,0.31597652842994584,0.0,0.07519522235554599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06356323173645127,0.0,0.08596756855433886,0.0,0.187028554994424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05514526426516336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706275419763197,0.0,0.0,0.08938889335218424,0.0,0.05811122769178925,0.12058199855981824,0.0,0.0,0.07280823256165593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18277154503377316,0.08288050010006068,0.0,0.0,0.08307138270872329,0.0,0.06566881703595066,0.0,0.0604794706591843,0.18301119176322947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720680638495701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05574971414332354,0.0,0.0,0.2895858002675978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057037125311286976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879394377456439,0.0,0.08870325469504238,0.0,0.0,0.16541239797861715,0.0,0.0,0.08229437870788513,0.0,0.210822493512255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051987286212692,0.07825962120936404,0.0,0.08236873930638247,0.0,0.0,0.07489744330310376,0.0,0.18588814358098432,0.0,0.0,0.09247730399515043,0.08233153064253686,0.16773212034052742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209689669525888,0.17469787872182332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424242942637374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06612720938774258,0.07190945454260941,0.07574510961335933,0.0940853332513168,0.09552426629545156,0.0,0.052716649100715926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036790146117738,0.0,0.0,0.14211338350457492,0.0,0.0,0.04852622485013138,0.0,0.13198745567814482,0.0,0.07397251160376579,0.22880122374236564,0.07423778691262235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0584437497843028,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Deanos97,2019/01/19,"Advice on ways to deal and cope with anxiety/nerves? Hey everyone, after 20 solid years of being an extrovert and a very confident person who was not phased by much, I experienced what I now believe to be an anxiety attack.

I went on a date with a girl from one of my classes at university and within 15min felt like I was going to be physically sick, experienced a choking feeling (in which when I swallowed it felt like the water just sat in my throat instead of going down normally) and I was unable to talk normally as the more I spoke the more I felt like my throat closed up and I was going to vomit.

I unfortunately had to leave and went straight home where I was on the toilet for a good 30min with diarrhea.
 
At the time I thought I had food poisoning or something but since this instance I have experienced this reaction numerous time (maybe 25 times throughout 2018, and once so far this year). It’s happened whilst out for breakfast, lunch, dinner, when I’ve caught up with a girl for a date, even just driving in an unfamiliar area with my sister.

Its really debilitating and has made me literally not want to go out for food or meet any girls, it even prevents me from making friends.

Sorry for the super long post but I’m just wondering if anyone has any way to help me cope with this or prevent it from happening? I’m really at a loss with it :( it’s quite crippling mentally. 

Thanks in advance to anyone who can offer some help or any insight into what I’m going through - it would be madly appreciate! Peace",5.232050847457629,6.270770264406785,6.202499999999998,76.8651059322034,68.38983050847457,9.42542372881356,30.00423728813559,9.642632912329526,2.7588610169491523,1208,45,227,26,20,401,166,295,0.085,0.768,0.147,0.965,1,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,4,11,11,3,0,17,0,16,12,2,2,0,47,41,19,0,5,12,1,4,3,1,1,3,1,1,4,17,19,7,2,7,0,0,10,2,4,0,1,17,8,21,7,48,19,4,48,0,1,0,0,16,22,0,7,16,152,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957229235877912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287570570288755,0.0,0.08577926372677419,0.0,0.0,0.156808026839755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756424201892047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263322897617734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560126897001445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14812182327231402,0.0,0.0,0.10714517091470717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05669637686739488,0.0,0.3229876072466862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711764635581194,0.0,0.08663148168814991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186307633070869,0.09404945629947488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19831265627718328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503169622080768,0.0,0.11247569070734424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872964668766985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16434339341756418,0.0,0.0,0.0992316610342286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610026640954487,0.0748477509697049,0.0,0.11264981472722325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300082566706295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824285677708155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219727494118588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941495841805642,0.07598229680882121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979077286418502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738969543816944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926422508789765,0.0,0.0,0.1436669005588284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275522517053092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632327358132821,0.0,0.12552053131394467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012597334438972,0.0,0.10323438404837464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901882015365545,0.1961519900451636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251912332261704,0.06613727220367895,0.17800739990608871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078915591437869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160037287337812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965404685869916,0.0,0.0,0.14441629045436255
anxiety,hejjiis,2019/01/19,"How to overcome social anxiety in 3 steps I don't know if i am allowed to post this, so if i'm not- please forgive me! But i have struggled a lot with social Anxiety in my life, so that's why i did this video. Hopefully it can help someone! 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CCPD42wTF2o&t=14s",6.523301886792456,8.59193411320755,5.6076886792452845,78.45794811320756,66.35849056603774,8.318867924528304,30.23113207547169,8.841846274778883,2.4119094339622653,240,9,42,4,4,72,42,53,0.193,0.7040000000000001,0.103,-0.4137,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,5,1,0,2,0,11,8,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,6,2,5,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,4,0,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762982817531058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3901569188415167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17092476746922247,0.0,0.0,0.2532779349758868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014431783929115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18011787980214322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21679650134107506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279919390398888,0.0,0.0,0.2442247162492677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5198918537858123,0.2160652771377128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665870477672768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301027410886064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,little-armored-one,2019/01/19,"Is this anxiety? I often deal with intrusive thoughts but I don’t know what this is.

I felt like breaking down for a while while I was in the shower. I got out, called myself down. I got back in my room and started talking to myself.

Talking to myself isn’t exactly right. It was the dominant voice I have in my head speaking to the submissive voice, except out loud exchanging a dialogue that I was able to observe but wasn’t a part of. It lasted approximately five minutes. 

I felt lucid the entire time while having these two voices speak out loud to each other but I was exactly able to stop it,  although I’m not sure if I felt a want for it to stop. 

I haven’t ever had this happen to me before. I’m not sure what it is or what’s going on.

Any insight would be appreciated ",2.3183827493261475,4.1519456226415095,4.275763701707098,84.63580188679245,77.05031446540879,7.058580413297397,23.93575920934412,7.957251820313856,1.322153279424978,610,20,124,10,14,208,89,159,0.098,0.841,0.061,-0.5627,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,8,0,16,1,1,0,5,30,29,10,0,3,8,0,3,1,0,1,0,7,2,0,14,6,0,2,6,0,1,1,6,0,0,2,12,10,18,3,22,15,2,23,0,0,0,0,6,11,0,3,11,97,32,0,0.3260811870565559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087319449940937,0.0,0.1247256077874038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536815252801395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873553658543328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16648267502353814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16808769283921685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747955109646424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4696336138994878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265972657407263,0.0,0.2607969133724644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14417625840722725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16732668617238486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960284632326085,0.13289984446368813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965339849943301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17655707460127126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13923577603448115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540097126464464,0.0,0.0,0.2726184733283032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30732765978846804,0.0,0.0,0.2620917064202246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294360194504295,0.09507028122406044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15926696915231428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616556629909692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581935977933355,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NotMeSomeoneElse_shh,2019/01/19,"Learned about my anxiety late in life. How can I deal with it better? (Not main account) I’ll try to keep this as short as I can. I’m 43 and about 3 years ago I realized I suffer from anxiety. It’s so obvious to me now that I can’t believe I didn’t notice it sooner. Looking back, I can see the poor decisions and relationships lost because of it. I would say I have a dab of paranoia mixed in, but more on that later. The key point is that I recognize the problem, right?

Fast-forward to today. If someone talks about medical issues, I have about a week of feeling symptoms. At one point, I had IBS from the inherent stress...which just triggered more fears of something worse. Other things, like worrying about people “out to get me” at work or my wife cheating on me, are all unfounded, but prevalent in my mind.

I do my best to talk myself through it. To point out the obvious flaws in my logic. It usually works, but sometimes it seems like a dam that will eventually burst. Then I’m helpless as the thoughts flood my mind leaving me drowning in doubt, fear, stress and whatever else my mind wants to put me through. 

My wife deals with my “flare ups” quite well. We’ve been together for over 10 years. So when I start asking questions or checking her phone for “evidence“ she gets upset but lets me go through the motions. I explained my condition to her after I realized it and she understands as much as someone without anxiety can. 

I’ve never received treatment of any kind for anxiety. Of course I haven’t told anyone other than my wife about it. I work in IT for a large financial company. Millions of dollars pass through my code every day. Oddly I don’t have anxiety about that. But I worry that if I use my insurance to get treatment, I could risk losing my job. I guess that sounds stupid, but I feel it’s a valid. 

tl;dr I’m new to anxiety and it’s messing me up on the daily

So how can I cope with it better? Do I need to see a professional or take meds to silence my brain? Up to this point I just try talking myself through the rough points, but that only seems to last for a few hours or a day at most. 

Any help would be appreciated. Thanks for taking the time to read this

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anxiety,DK655,2019/01/19,"I've gone several months without a panic attack! So, I've kind of been a long time lurker here. I never really posted anything because I really didn't have much to say, but I think that might partly be due to my anxiety.

Anyway, I've been dealing with panic attacks for as long as I can remember. In recent times, it got to the point where I was a walking time bomb. I'd break down often, and when I wasn't breaking down, I'd snap at people close to me then feel bad about it later and have another panic attack. Depression was also somewhere in there, but it took me until it was almost too late to realize that.

After a particularly bad incident at work I attempted suicide when I got home that night back in September, then I wound up in a mental hospital, where I finally got the help I needed. After that, I stayed on the medicine they gave me and went to my therapy appointments, and I've not had a single panic attack since then. I don't know if I ever will again because I can't predict the future. I still get anxious, and I can definitely still improve, but I don't feel like a time bomb anymore. I haven't snapped at anyone in a long time, and I finally feel like my life is back on track. I'm going to college, and I've started putting the most effort I've put into my studies since I was a little kid in elementary school. I can also finally work more hours again, and work has gotten easier to make it through than before.

Basically, my point is that I was excited to share how far I've come in recent months, and I also want to thank those of you that share your experiences for giving me the courage to share mine.",7.2086818181818195,5.6426269212121225,8.115568181818187,73.61335227272731,64.63636363636364,11.15909090909091,33.65530303030303,10.125756701596842,3.1737121212121213,1284,43,252,24,16,438,172,330,0.122,0.71,0.168,0.9074,0,0,0,0,0,1,33.0,0,2,1,5,22,20,4,4,15,0,25,2,0,2,2,36,48,26,1,3,6,0,3,2,0,2,2,1,1,1,12,13,0,0,7,0,0,8,9,11,0,0,18,4,37,9,41,27,5,73,0,1,0,0,12,23,0,5,40,174,49,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959574334984998,0.0,0.0,0.1906995587552321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335009174122368,0.060808097364923576,0.08979880715782118,0.07883073036864942,0.05557985315684845,0.0,0.0654118457330044,0.0,0.0,0.36171627090093694,0.0,0.1222427208112424,0.13273830850758458,0.0969102859630372,0.0,0.0676384277961717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847186794603535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194863086523846,0.06846289222040168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190144078267385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775451007243804,0.0,0.0,0.1205745533945934,0.11357247670144625,0.0,0.2612256342050616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041529195793354255,0.07625212627130926,0.04517485843747027,0.0,0.19072142900905467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05327912642537209,0.0,0.07973293841159927,0.0,0.07827966183904382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277451315979299,0.04368452236918576,0.0,0.08966591878213906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056144720461160535,0.07766763694038681,0.07966785160852162,0.0,0.2110331183911428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053058852813290834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010520154808427,0.08432419958918083,0.0,0.0,0.12689311590708285,0.0,0.058432821137568924,0.05893933990007106,0.06130604077141823,0.0,0.0,0.07459409711963168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3730481343302269,0.0,0.08607775077849275,0.0,0.055106966135614124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15028369306188466,0.0,0.07612752514399869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15981477614922074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184408792694308,0.0,0.15696960791291684,0.0,0.09004440123748582,0.0,0.0,0.06321204274754556,0.0,0.08044609295859145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979880715782118,0.0,0.13150657905482965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05626201083444187,0.08472362472544571,0.12695842837882196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869469633306625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318186475249604,0.09090144787350077,0.0,0.0,0.050932696571251095,0.0,0.0,0.23175044081714102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831408538402273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04688407795643598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368616621627277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662358907942175,0.0,0.17360461762687607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,monis6344,2019/01/19,"Obsessive anxiety:/ When I get really bad anxiety, I can’t stop thinking about whatever it is that is on my mind and I’ll obsessive over it until I can do no more or I’ve exhausted all options. It’s draining and waste of my time. I try to focus on something else but my mind won’t let me and I have a hard time enjoying whatever it is I’m doing to put my mind at ease. Any advice? ",0.1484605087014721,2.1725686385542176,3.5030522088353417,86.37323962516736,85.50602409638554,8.02623828647925,23.680053547523432,8.841846274778883,2.0400880856760377,299,12,66,9,9,109,58,83,0.185,0.721,0.094,-0.1324,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,1,0,10,1,0,0,1,12,13,7,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,1,10,1,9,11,2,10,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,5,44,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21126621870872048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14702207830418876,0.0,0.330781811734574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805163295573244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18060571724731844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295455062477958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936709747362584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22107713979182805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6548951560293493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21733874059299416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385019980018406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664398106810659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807512388986668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853097184787191,0.0,0.0,0.25213362695343866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678427490970586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dinosaurtiddies,2019/01/19,"My cat knows when I’m having a panic attack and does her best to ground me and help me calm down during, even though she’s normally not affectionate in that way. Honey is a fat calico cat, she’s a little over five years old and I got her from the shelter at a few weeks old (she was trying to shove her head through the door of the cage). She’s my little baby; follows me everywhere, sleeps in my room when I’m there, and finds anywhere close but too close to sit to me. She’s not a touchy kind of cat, she has her moods but most of the time she just wants to be near me and not be touched or held. Something you should know about her is that she LOVES kneading, but if you pet her while she’s doing it she’ll stop and probably move away.

I woke up in the middle of the night 
 and started having a panic attack. Almost immediately as I begin doing breathing exercises (that somehow weren’t working this time), she jumps onto the bed and sits right next to me, a few inches from touching me. She starts kneading my blanket and meowing at me, then she walks back and forth and around me, making sure she’s rubbing against me the entire time. The whole time she’s purring and occasionally meowing at me. I start petting her and talking to her, I start calming down because she’s now keeping me grounded in reality by rubbing on me like that and letting me pet her. She goes back to my side and continues to knead on my blanket while I pet her.

She doesn’t move away when I keep petting her, even though she’s kneading. She’s purring louder than I usually hear her purr, but not meowing. Until I start getting panicked again, even though I’m petting her. She meows like she’s bringing me back to reality. We do this for a while longer, then I lay back down in bed and continue doing breathing exercises, hoping to get back to sleep.

She comes up and lays right next to my pillow (not a typical spot for her as she doesn’t appreciate being brushed against even on accident if she didn’t want pet), curls up, and gets in a position to sleep there with me. I gently put my arm so it’s touching her back (she’s really soft and it’s comforting), she glances at me before putting her head back down to sleep.

It might be silly and sort of tiny, but it really amazes me how quickly she came to my rescue. Granted, she’s gotten me through several attacks and it wouldn’t be hard for her to recognize the difference. This attack was more recent, but as I laid there touching her back I just thought about how sweet it is she at least seems to know when I’m having an attack and how to handle it as best she can.

I’m so glad I have her as most of my panic attacks are in the middle of the night (1-3AM usually), so I can’t talk to people I know would help me calm down because they’re asleep. My little helper is always here for me.

I hope you all enjoyed this story, I just wanted to share how much my cat helps me calm down. :)",4.7313199563199575,4.994633503367005,5.411148421148422,84.86134725634726,69.18518518518519,8.307143507143506,28.343616343616336,8.098718942377014,1.6508708344708338,2287,73,484,28,37,742,249,594,0.07400000000000001,0.777,0.149,0.9933,1,0,1,0,0,0,62.0,1,3,0,3,41,32,6,3,23,0,33,14,11,5,2,79,71,56,0,11,17,0,8,2,1,5,3,1,12,0,16,29,1,4,7,2,0,10,11,9,0,1,10,13,106,22,79,50,11,102,0,0,1,1,64,44,0,12,47,347,122,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06291330583046721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052278044811509015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055930364162643686,0.0,0.4288564705342939,0.11805820977263035,0.3864876867167599,0.0,0.07659890092504658,0.0,0.05346211888654402,0.0,0.13186851165267788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185865355481197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054120878674857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656420331006578,0.0,0.0,0.054981327941981774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16598957339013345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05742378093497981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847532867518248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050249402320134716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05628167195420663,0.0,0.1289595933271323,0.0,0.07081187900694992,0.0,0.12633713189083046,0.0,0.0,0.1248050369366845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168907367057992,0.0,0.06542583864693444,0.13811480866712197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06424602899470247,0.0,0.061389310411779176,0.1889109028509116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05670484853704667,0.0,0.041938270736215234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665072696596018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355273775028506,0.04618591135717802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336368774639493,0.1179199049529024,0.06155823666809514,0.0,0.0,0.13185512636781527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22114585256254488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043557120870655525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677393603777561,0.0,0.0,0.12631926614355232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049862946326565,0.0,0.06203520774539306,0.0,0.0,0.10730977505581976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05719637820194955,0.0,0.07097791389546461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514940514334376,0.0,0.0,0.048368171005638325,0.0,0.0,0.22235040124610966,0.0,0.0,0.052527137568573655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05921477758734368,0.0,0.0,0.10099775668641807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18518498309114834,0.04987852449612721,0.14654237270342035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042656182320321125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13839263791298115,0.0,0.11117299283536182,0.049870052430385774,0.050396943473285334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014537361384336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04573963356446899,0.0,0.0,0.04463130740892148,0.0,0.0,0.04045926169676352
anxiety,TVnow,2019/01/19,"have to stay productive. So about one year ago i had a my first full on panic attack and i felt ill for about 2 weeks after. it was the most terrifying experience i have ever had. I had one again when i was in india and i had a very bad foodpoisoning. This one was a lot less terrifying and i didn't feel that bad the weeks after. Now yesterday i had something that felt like an anxiety attack it was not as bad as before but still really uncomfortable, i have had a crazy semester where I was really pushing my body to the limit because of deadlines and now i'm in the middle of exams. Today i decided to sleep in a little and give my body some rest. i feel better but i'm still tired, my vision is still a little fuzzy, my body is still kind of sore and my eyes feel kind of dry . i have noticed some small things the days before it started so i will be more able to anticipate them in the future. I really want to get back to normal as fast as possible because i have got a lot of work ahead of me.  


I'm just curious how long do the aftereffects last for you guys and is there anyway to keep these to a minimum?",3.5028017241379317,4.2334793663793135,5.425344827586208,81.9916379310345,72.14655172413794,8.90344827586207,23.98275862068965,9.188382445141503,1.6448741379310348,871,22,187,18,16,302,123,232,0.155,0.789,0.056,-0.9649,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,5,20,10,2,1,16,0,23,8,5,1,1,28,37,17,0,2,4,0,5,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,8,7,0,2,6,0,0,1,2,6,0,4,15,6,25,4,30,20,9,39,0,0,1,0,4,11,0,5,27,142,33,2,0.105705832379798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937018424797268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080864672440959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24051128904291294,0.0,0.08128126026842956,0.2647798641046894,0.12887458858532105,0.0,0.1798957555055466,0.0,0.0,0.09348821864657833,0.0,0.3522460502995322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817151705964307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095616977160641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340058742640207,0.0,0.0,0.1603441348683443,0.0,0.20298835194548406,0.0,0.0,0.08991332702240669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05522693457110546,0.10140266643851466,0.0,0.0,0.08454261056568417,0.0,0.0,0.10466539310329252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395620070878223,0.0,0.2201527159436367,0.0,0.08616436175904435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05164253029293577,0.2118900279262545,0.0,0.09354633528756373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797346372259332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356927225889907,0.0,0.12034679077793972,0.0,0.0,0.21488702312698602,0.0,0.0,0.1240230187037796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916744341505485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031535889250931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057821718677621,0.0,0.0,0.08137751408568665,0.0,0.0,0.07481913222335446,0.11266835270833366,0.33766725713718754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702262580448556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149330436445885,0.10019676923748766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721838212366137,0.062348038681284725,0.0,0.16958168531511153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695510492288044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807109035074012
anxiety,BillChristbaws,2019/01/19,"Stuck in my hotel room Hiya. On mobile sorry about formatting.

Might be quite long, this. 

I’m currently 3 days into a 4 day holiday in Poland with my friends. I felt pretty shaky all day yesterday but managed to do a whole day tour of Auschwitz on decent rest. My anxiety dissipated throughout the day and we got back to the hotel around 4pm.

The plan was to head to our rooms for some rest and then go for dinner and drinks. 

As soon as I laid down for a nap some really extreme symptoms kicked in - some i’ve had before but some that were entirely new and terrifying.

I get tinnitus in my ears often when anxious, but last night (and still now) it’s almost deafening. Very weak, slow pulse. I have an extreme “buzzing/tingling” feeling on every nerve in my body, but worst of all i feel incredibly weak. I can barely make a fist with either hand, i feel i little dizzy even when i walk 10 feet to the bathroom in my hotel room. 

I’m still pretty young in my anxiety and have always linked it to heavy alcohol use -  but i deliberately took it easy while over here cos i was afraid something bad would happen. Normally my symptoms are extreme chest pain but not stuff like this.

I’ve been in my bed since about 4pm yesterday until now (8am) sleeping in 1 or 2 hour chunks, feeling the same and just trying to nod off again.

Honestly i don’t even know why i’m posting this, i’m just scared as hell and know my pals will be up and about soon and wanting us to go hit the town on our last day here together, but right now I don’t even have the strength to make it to the shower. 

It sucks.

I guess i’m just hoping what i’m going through isn’t that abnormal or a sign that it’s something worse? ",3.578023255813953,4.6795469418604645,4.526399999999999,87.11860000000001,72.31395348837209,7.8295813953488365,25.6786046511628,8.238735603445708,1.4063696744186045,1324,41,283,20,25,430,195,344,0.171,0.738,0.091,-0.984,2,0,4,0,0,0,33.0,4,0,0,3,24,15,2,3,14,0,19,15,7,4,2,58,48,27,0,4,14,0,6,1,2,3,6,1,5,0,14,15,3,0,8,6,0,5,4,10,0,0,9,7,28,5,44,33,12,62,1,0,0,0,6,25,2,12,32,173,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357200163972382,0.10641563822514324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884264692554951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16259493832234406,0.12005663837517401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460423864183716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171628661302574,0.08873233179489615,0.0,0.0,0.0904292887979976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804377011184596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4112182716035684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410569210196344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21057413242553089,0.0,0.08953839108069891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21493641934763005,0.0,0.1020373840901532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210516044253137,0.0,0.05552251526695562,0.0,0.18118976681544954,0.0,0.0849950920197801,0.0,0.11707012846245768,0.0,0.09397560877485228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090653022282917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555165941461404,0.10465610124446356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680816417643795,0.17325104601177815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0519189268584521,0.10651204346045988,0.0,0.0940470056777142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418742120618922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127373542786814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026377558749636,0.0,0.09972868043864916,0.1041235865224142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308045568636235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10177879913869198,0.21623280792748487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303290841942812,0.0,0.0,0.06808029650886903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075535015703697,0.0,0.0,0.10639639255977744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790895060440015,0.0,0.10634832981608996,0.0,0.0,0.16362611118283518,0.0,0.11896233518735864,0.0,0.0,0.16973724492540893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165553585137405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209137282017603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807163756362213,0.07215142815888702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12783162797134748,0.09178452569917707,0.0,0.08768518460471968,0.06268173231830126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589357304285508,0.1186484258476746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829982083918653,0.07549228259505801,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thepapayaftw,2019/01/19,"Got scratched by my friends house cat 19 days ago, slowly convincing myself that I got rabies, hypercondria sucks. I know it sounds crazy and I feel crazy just thinking about it by I stayed the night at my friends house for new years and their house cat was pawing at me and scratched my arm in the process. I didnt think anything of it and the scratch quickly went away but now 19 days later I see a post on reddit about rabies which got me thinking if it's possible to get rabies from a house cat scratch. Since it's rare and can happen I'm starting to freak out over the fact that I might have it since I dont know much about my friends cat. I feel crazy for even thinking this.",6.8302980472764645,5.594076798561151,5.821911613566289,88.69007194244604,65.18705035971223,8.806166495375129,32.08735868448099,6.868970318607317,1.6024524152106885,541,17,121,3,7,161,81,139,0.08900000000000001,0.8370000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,7,6,1,0,6,0,6,1,1,0,1,19,24,7,0,1,3,0,6,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,10,6,0,0,8,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,6,8,17,4,18,17,1,20,0,0,1,0,4,7,1,2,10,69,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438522152955935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618804070622186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212363180362198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664388634099811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15123265943879108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085228993176246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049191565149382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.299085460813153,0.0,0.0674175125924674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096126495165342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410869549950026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5955743788684734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183283738866892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136889907908187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948584575164312,0.0,0.0,0.12462659816280268,0.0,0.12109429007270267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547199983918632,0.12358362079937542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282731675101298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134846649460053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133441549849387,0.13753832521171194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33073173191667066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196203765537685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309683719626643
anxiety,Life-Answers,2019/01/19,"How do I get over this? Recently I think I realized it was me overthinking that got in the way. But I don’t know how to stop. I didn’t really even realize I was doing it, but I realize now I made a lot of big decisions out of fear that I now regret. How do I get over this and move forward?",1.1564615384615389,2.005204030769235,4.366153846153846,86.91384615384617,77.92307692307692,9.507692307692308,23.76923076923077,9.888512548439397,2.012292307692308,222,7,55,7,5,82,41,65,0.16899999999999998,0.831,0.0,-0.8738,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,2,0,7,0,0,4,0,17,13,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,6,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,5,0,11,0,7,8,1,12,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,1,5,43,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21307579774934035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630173122842945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370928070970065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25801455518233624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17729380488602306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27426496629577096,0.0,0.3052541267341656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.342875224709047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20666731458246435,0.0,0.3185308838122813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697099947261737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20671054823280013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560667152371271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bigidiot99,2019/01/19,I keep getting nervous about a fun trip I’m going on: which makes me not want to go... My friend is leaving the city they live in soon and i have visited them previously and had an absolute blast! Since they are leaving we agreed I should go back one last time so we can do a bunch of fun stuff before they head off to they’re new home in a different city far away. I booked my flight and we have this entire list of stuff to do while I’m there (5days) but I keep going back and forth between being excited and feeling guilty and anxious and then it makes me not want to go. I think I’m getting worried about money as it’s going to take a couple paychecks to pay this trip off - this won’t set me back bill wise.  I just can’t seem to shake the feeling that I’m going to be anxious and irritated the whole trip. then i worry I’ll annoy my friend and their friends and UGH. I feel like this is the stupidest question ever but how do I get excited for my vacation and stop worrying about what “might” happen? ,2.156368952684744,3.8481500622009617,3.4483811802232864,91.02005715045193,77.08612440191388,6.5583200425305685,23.094364699627857,7.3871296695380915,0.7748466772993083,789,24,173,10,18,257,121,209,0.195,0.664,0.141,-0.9175,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,3,0,5,0,12,13,1,2,9,0,16,1,1,3,1,36,43,19,0,3,5,0,3,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,11,14,0,3,6,1,3,12,4,4,0,1,1,3,25,9,22,37,2,32,0,0,0,0,13,7,0,3,13,113,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525368201642452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501169749146633,0.25783294605162266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951081312613315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236715006950954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677597578290833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110246335773712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16954297763376566,0.07984858884025561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590599289366701,0.0,0.17518580783372792,0.0,0.4446507043675429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883793905188937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470837842766325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211453340036462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986928183984052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110755732061032,0.0,0.2366968160935965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054605229967378384,0.0,0.09869505475882423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921483252535778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857042371242768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794826861826093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573831909665049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520810287143494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175131025480064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245738990390397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344481660474016,0.0,0.0,0.25590007012587085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403721267770382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161777334017648,0.0,0.0,0.06517404990999986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184981335712218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247873361547533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405239161396399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Adviceforthewilling,2019/01/19,How long does fish oil take to feel an effect? I've started taking fish oil recently and wanted to know how long I should wait till I know it will start taking an effect on my mental well being (if it does)? ,7.064651162790698,4.975040232558143,7.339186046511633,80.73808139534887,65.27906976744185,9.530232558139538,26.15116279069768,7.1686216300943375,1.1874744186046509,162,2,34,1,2,53,30,43,0.0,0.941,0.059,0.3527,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,4,0,12,13,5,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,1,4,10,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4136992215040141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951613864308225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598063331794125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4183612997242711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382060917013236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333875709330844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346088257223899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5331640962998937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394175753533184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21252566509023035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KitMocahbee,2019/01/19,"Having the most stupid anxiety issues. I've always been a kinda anxious person in general, but lately, it's been pretty bad. I'm not sure what happened, but 2015 was when everything started to go downhill. The things I enjoy most started causing panic attacks. Everything kinda mellowed out until recently when my computer started acting up, now it's back to full force. Any advice?",5.63946078431373,8.307288338235296,6.530000000000005,68.4316666666667,70.02941176470588,8.062745098039215,33.392156862745104,8.841846274778883,3.6647862745098054,309,15,40,6,6,102,54,68,0.255,0.6409999999999999,0.104,-0.888,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,2,1,3,0,4,0,0,1,1,11,10,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,3,0,2,2,6,7,3,16,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,4,10,29,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982556113467996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16881549771139706,0.0,0.0,0.13796787860278412,0.0,0.15520548128486245,0.2292008414618763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308095070662805,0.0,0.1560050481699839,0.16939942170219974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20841745498127376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36467758942446377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530348669990677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17940939292984773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21175788028527293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22886165958974616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380403175734836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17715022821562196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064056690216818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003231855538507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43080639822735584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912154937377536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478692053869026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,itsjustlittleolme,2019/01/19,"Help me I thought this week was going great, I felt super proud and confident of myself, but my roommate just left for the long weekend and now I’m alone and I feel like a fucking loser and a failure, why can’t I be alone with myself without freaking out why can’t I just breathe normally and have a regular heart beat and be okay with myself, why am I like this. Why do I need to be around other people to feel okay. Whenever I’m alone I fall into a deep hole of thoughts on eating disorders and convince myself that I have one or that I should get one, but in the back of my head I think I just want the attention, but why, why do I need attention, or do I really have an eating disorder. What the fuck is wrong with me, help me, i can’t handle this anymore",4.969559748427677,4.453699918238994,5.994339622641507,83.55238993710692,68.68553459119498,9.330817610062894,29.616352201257854,8.841846274778883,2.0710050314465414,593,19,129,9,9,198,86,159,0.16899999999999998,0.6459999999999999,0.185,-0.4831,0,3,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,4,6,13,2,0,9,2,16,7,3,0,0,35,31,12,0,5,9,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,13,2,0,8,1,0,2,4,5,0,2,4,3,24,8,15,23,0,14,0,1,0,2,2,7,2,2,7,90,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3527871353355322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260357783412872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107683243175523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730711781530479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26025891641713084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323644974593952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148209253294192,0.08111473254313561,0.10901853576034212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099362883457873,0.059321231822120624,0.0,0.0645287778563123,0.0,0.0,0.12518092661903238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165272871037367,0.0,0.0,0.1345483226928887,0.1522101909069641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233641791675428,0.0,0.0,0.11094218917560353,0.0,0.0,0.10048147493246452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16838054187480253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124747113038072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15387857408681535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871602256424245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273818616291901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275340258605285,0.0,0.18028000846829986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06697026523362587,0.0,0.09107688617418656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6147262798930371,0.0,0.0,0.10945084786714483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414081974715625,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SlyCoopersButt,2019/01/19,"I really miss my friend. I just want to talk to her again. She’s the only person that’s ever treated me normally but it’s like I don’t exist to her anymore. We used to work together and whenever my coworkers decided to go out to eat somewhere, she’d always make sure I was included. Sometimes we would drive around the city and talk about life and what’s we’ve been going through. I remember me and her snuck out for a midnight drive on Christmas Eve last year just to get away from everyone and the stress of the holidays. Those were some of the happiest memories I have.

Eventually me and her hooked up and everything was going great. One day though, she just stopped interacting with me. She wouldn’t message me back and she’d barely talk to me at all in real life when we worked together. I don’t know what I did wrong. She just threw me away like a piece of trash and I still haven’t emotionally recovered from it even a year later.

I just want to go back to when it was me and her facing our problems together. I guess we’re still friends now but she rarely ever talks to me. Whenever I try to talk or message her she’ll just give me one-word responses, and that’s if she even does respond at all. I feel completely alone right now and now that I’ve got nobody to turn to, my depression is just getting worse and worse.",3.3945388564347674,4.8842159702602235,4.4079447689856615,86.27496902106571,73.31226765799256,8.543883873251904,26.192423437776604,9.107695989026183,1.9583137192423439,1052,36,222,23,21,342,141,269,0.111,0.7709999999999999,0.118,0.2013,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,4,0,0,2,24,12,0,1,8,0,16,4,1,2,5,52,34,20,0,7,11,0,1,2,2,3,2,0,0,1,9,20,1,1,4,1,0,7,4,5,0,1,8,1,45,7,33,21,4,37,0,2,0,0,32,11,0,4,21,152,54,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267168197589678,0.0,0.0,0.09052042941828957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788858130278813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684448987673763,0.0,0.0,0.20442003681477272,0.16730269605827208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114062272456371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015933660966311,0.0,0.09369904704678908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952012156009385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131740419899527,0.0,0.12237199082099864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143707052515148,0.19681016282335925,0.0,0.1039517092297522,0.09777174620058754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05500654142585245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16809886096981405,0.0,0.11367460369421085,0.104359476136534,0.2473071790445448,0.0,0.08700779634034089,0.119939284691205,0.11984237739784515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597871048671106,0.08867683632624193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15368053067297768,0.10629675918835348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261691384577071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065892582157536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14743528909514547,0.08273826629213896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498958891227142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409553723876794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382469559194255,0.06969245438377987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323573127307814,0.09290445878242166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759423089176193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17375666390717734,0.09095173826726767,0.12461642217380095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253151422248337,0.0,0.0,0.4371988441085405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688377406914204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738599914151775,0.11833023362267706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395800545012978,0.0,0.0,0.12833210177691928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583980918421586,0.0,0.2217287735409108,0.07727995809181151,0.11894272972405025,0.0,0.14011196309819582
anxiety,YouAndIWillMeetAgain,2019/01/19,Working in tech support Answering phones has to be the worst job ever. You never know if the next caller is going to be an asshole or what they want or how to fix it. I feel like I'm always walking on eggshells and I'm in a pissy mood all the time.,2.2411111111111133,3.131454777777776,4.097222222222225,89.73250000000004,75.2962962962963,6.140740740740743,24.61111111111111,5.985473137389443,0.5777555555555551,194,6,43,1,4,66,44,54,0.07200000000000001,0.813,0.115,0.1027,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,1,1,2,4,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,1,3,12,11,5,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,6,9,2,9,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,5,29,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878391235870879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.312910937034628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749111750498961,0.2471304449476111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19659838704486413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34327934653811404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901125301476017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690025456217148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668003652618072,0.0,0.3678974780601392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3925540619572636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017129192541973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20403681213698435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518391054191239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Aashipash,2019/01/19,"Chest Pain Sometimes when I get anxious (sometimes after only a *sip* of caffeine) my heart races and gives off sharp pain, or long aches. Does other people have that? It started right before Christmas, but never before that (20 years with anxiety). 

Can the body make your anxiety physical? I mean I know it can, but I thought that it wasnt an acquired symptom. Thoughts?",3.21436567164179,6.204246761194033,3.1747574626865687,87.21795708955227,81.38805970149255,5.141044776119403,27.777985074626866,6.6274283507984215,1.516792537313433,291,13,49,3,8,88,54,67,0.15,0.85,0.0,-0.7839,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,4,6,3,1,1,11,12,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,6,0,4,9,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,6,30,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28328494846773017,0.20917157056817395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151052139929238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056646023431314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16202970876949124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673543985124672,0.1776168026742358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194086464012133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175591906720848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16385566138681198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359188197228728,0.0,0.0,0.20168722927724805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280235160514798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081813038609697,0.3940342964220853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283626255254732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812069525459493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662445229637955,0.0,0.13105311241919804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19244613256466225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939835431580564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923324945284927
anxiety,beperry1,2019/01/19,"I'm a 34 yo man who suffers from anxiety rooted in what others think of me. I try not to care, but I'm always wondering if people find me odd, handsome, funny, etc. I feel like I'm always being watched even when I know I'm not. Does anyone else feel this way? It's almost narcissistic, and I hate that. I don't want to be that, but I never feel better than when someone tells me I look good. It's sad...",0.7361206896551735,2.3621352988505757,3.2995258620689683,90.7761853448276,81.06896551724137,5.729310344827588,18.92097701149425,6.6274283507984215,0.02307011494252853,309,7,70,3,8,108,62,87,0.185,0.652,0.163,0.2475,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,3,8,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,17,17,6,0,2,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,1,0,0,7,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,5,10,5,6,15,1,5,0,2,2,0,3,1,0,3,4,39,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20872797208253066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34688656505669124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594601710469671,0.0,0.0,0.1457498799537963,0.21357695941784915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843530294040828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21252399156788024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18241198633972988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174129396131531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324717364876744,0.1376762299454168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31618879296335795,0.1489134452962428,0.0,0.0,0.19051533194215567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17483412350282834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20579669157910527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455614812762815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183590021739357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17504164930614344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607659534051099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14450980423099602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17661512271520327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18219047929917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356340453138238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152075328064515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294650571693673,0.16545426717034745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260501596228034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JamPixD,2019/01/19,"Conversations are like a blur and I worry over minuscule things Every time I talk to someone it’s like there’s a filter in front of me I hear the words they are saying but I can’t understand them. It gets terribly awkward because I won’t know how to respond. I don’t want to seem mean by looking like I have no interest in what they are saying. During these convos I’ll think to hard about the way I place hands, and the way I stand. After each conversation I feel mentally exhausted .",2.0696938775510176,4.399497397959191,3.7646530612244895,85.52677551020409,80.12244897959185,7.185306122448982,23.065306122448977,8.238735603445708,1.4943763265306118,387,13,77,8,10,129,69,98,0.168,0.7070000000000001,0.125,-0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,3,0,3,7,0,1,5,0,7,2,1,1,0,14,17,4,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,1,1,3,0,0,5,3,0,0,6,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,7,14,4,11,16,1,10,0,0,1,0,10,4,0,2,5,49,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13293064531166807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18372950663127816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026041960102342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393017245229844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953437681674608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457755570497408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984304227278265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196072221556283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831200168665105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375371513099806,0.0,0.0,0.21975863611979268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278319326847446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34682872103400536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985185524088708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18476610783027936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17527271030290215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14487296374251502,0.13972750478235407,0.0,0.0,0.12715568979266526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270137744194876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286206242331939,0.3461803326804781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22145600131457646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Justonfire_,2019/01/19,What is wrong with me I worry about everything no matter how little. Can’t even get a job because it’s so bad because it will make my depression and anxiety worse and I worry I’ll have to be the best and Im not good enough. I can’t keep jobs because I do something wrong and too much stress and end up quitting. Super anxious about my future as well because of this. I’ll be 19 soon and I just worry so much about how I’m a fuck up and all that. Need help. Meds didn’t help. Nor did drugs ,-0.11250778816199514,1.9275658411214989,1.8931074766355136,97.3714992211838,86.85046728971962,4.68816199376947,18.26246105919003,5.985473137389443,-0.37992772585669776,383,10,90,3,12,127,71,107,0.315,0.556,0.129,-0.9723,2,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,12,10,1,1,3,0,10,2,0,3,1,17,16,13,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,0,2,0,8,4,9,11,5,6,0,1,0,1,2,3,1,0,3,59,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967274749686996,0.1619600403518104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197026023092726,0.3495724346871117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15045123402651595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234788427326248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16625623969519576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697758070466272,0.14813290326172915,0.0,0.0946902935321534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884594297707078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253732103052,0.07490155425615888,0.0,0.0,0.1202465703809802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19218717350213504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485726940858144,0.0,0.2845324666873037,0.12742813845716114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14368797169634115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095696303933731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592446201171314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21077745615658816,0.10630227918003217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524848159706482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103682892026644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16422249831225422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890107710448126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4367780283513765,0.1460997375121871,0.0,0.31349114170715353,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SirCabbage420,2019/01/19,Just wanna say I did it. I accomplished my biggest fear and I’ve got me a girl who I really like... and she likes me back! It’s my first experience with dating ever I used to think I would end up dying never to have had a girlfriend in my lifetime but I’ve got a girl here who I have been on a few dates with now... this is unreal really. Sometimes I wonder if I’m dreaming or not,0.3843674698795176,2.103992421686751,3.3839608433734973,89.28027861445786,82.6144578313253,6.559638554216868,18.808734939759034,7.6454224807358475,0.4795795180722893,293,7,67,5,8,105,58,83,0.029,0.912,0.058,0.2598,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,5,3,0,1,4,0,7,0,0,1,2,16,13,5,1,3,5,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,2,5,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,5,1,13,2,8,7,1,12,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,3,10,51,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189787207028506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256157306900898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21860679764900995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232603060028454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414346016284137,0.0,0.2777379917223734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20994260120805786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3948045559621309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411648529024625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903606558291384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31623486244004645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19627895982694588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24410854163659554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815050850535578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21317083170181936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26766274652472866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17533187152484886,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheNickster1,2019/01/20,"Sorry I say sorry all the time but then I freak out for saying sorry to much. What's even worse is when I say sorry for silly things and the person responds ""it's ok"" or something like ""I know"" just makes me feel worse because it validates that I should be sorry. Does this happen to anyone else?
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anxiety,kapleekaplee,2019/01/20,"Can anxiety cause numbness? I know that anxiety and stress can cause numbness in the limbs and other sensory organs, ... I know this is super fucking weird, but can It also affect the genitals?",5.2931372549019615,7.874946352941179,6.182941176470589,70.91990196078433,70.76470588235293,9.239215686274509,31.92156862745098,9.725611199111238,3.85081568627451,152,7,22,4,3,50,25,34,0.251,0.684,0.064,-0.4778,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,6,1,1,2,0,4,3,0,3,0,8,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,7,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458980436178465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.470454958860716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6317497577879256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28426770248781424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33797472811409257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522264666967541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FourLuco,2019/01/20,"Citalopram 20mg and Alcohol Just want to give a testimonial. I drink occassionally (get drunk) while taking Cit 20mg. I've had no Serotonin Syndrome, worst thing that happens is I have a mild headache the next day. After fearing to have fun with friends so long and doing research I decided to test the waters and it's all good on my end folks. I know everyone's body chemistry is different but if you decided to do what I do be safe and test your limits. You aren't going to die. I'm also not a Dr. just giving personal experience. My anxiety is also not any worse because of it and I feel the same as I do the everyday after a night out. It may help that I take my doses early in the morning and don't drink until late at night if I choose to drink. I'm by no means an alcoholic or daily drinker. Once a week at most and barely that. Be safe friends and cheers. ",2.4965917602996264,4.168238022471911,4.3514831460674195,85.0004456928839,76.07865168539325,7.443295880149813,25.911610486891387,8.238735603445708,1.626578576779027,680,25,142,12,15,231,114,178,0.075,0.741,0.185,0.9702,1,0,6,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,0,1,5,9,0,1,11,0,15,10,1,0,1,32,28,18,1,3,8,0,1,0,2,1,4,0,0,1,8,10,7,3,6,4,0,1,6,2,0,0,1,1,15,7,18,24,4,20,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,5,14,93,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306584005000348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294152363532025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754301499717756,0.0,0.10972996571325118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743870320566477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15932770085814835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925058867336239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14886638921334686,0.14986257454845725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4215450053773129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704382715926651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370615160356237,0.0,0.14031025626565402,0.0,0.1614080522445218,0.07252675319691466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22164026834288894,0.0,0.07494063172468718,0.275198322720084,0.08151933512565375,0.12030930514818712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684208297189487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614372047858928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882998070147777,0.0,0.16180473686859367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12693844980574473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624644283502467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254834109612195,0.2692143998595046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15275719006635274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524485802480947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21569561659103254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529408399023928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460367105030835,0.0,0.11505761387216877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14617596033494853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IIDE4N20,2019/01/20,"Venting It's getting on my nerves quite literally, ""stop focusing on your fast heartbeat"", ""stop focusing on the pins and needles"" etc. 
 If I had any control over this shit my heartbeat wouldn't be so fast and I wouldn't be panicking.
Anyone out there that knows anyone going through anxiety DON'T keep telling them this bs. 
IF I COULD CONTROL IT I WOULDN'T STILL BE AWAKE AT 4AM. I WOULDN'T BE STRESSED OUT.
I can't just politely ask my adrenaline to chill and my heart to stop. 

People saying things like this makes me feel so much worse. I need understanding talk. Not ""calm down"" ",2.3831323722149413,5.266988577981653,2.7106487549148106,89.49580275229359,85.23853211009174,6.050065530799477,26.13433813892529,7.447530270364453,1.6167714285714283,461,20,87,8,14,141,75,109,0.17600000000000002,0.759,0.065,-0.892,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,3,5,4,1,1,1,0,12,2,2,3,0,25,21,7,0,8,4,0,1,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,6,3,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,1,2,14,2,11,11,2,15,0,0,0,0,6,8,1,2,7,58,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130888931289442,0.0,0.13646513043913652,0.0,0.0,0.24946387864496905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16676723135173774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001510987814931,0.1424270486626128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19894802341494444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019753875808237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319954687879503,0.0,0.10138111890333527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21138877806652476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15855805505984188,0.0,0.0,0.09803651654328986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715059889444303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190743270039128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113455121956846,0.1322712772805716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236706893930805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897359259830353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186004878758174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18311110658339053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14245963317261806,0.4474171284810807,0.20434105249220869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338025501794316,0.15591760223941462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11851201736259735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18570656443094327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18179101182172205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ShyGamerGirl23,2019/01/20,Anxiety making me feel not good My anxiety is making me feel sick and I feel like it's everyday that it happens ,2.7504347826086963,4.634501652173917,5.312391304347828,77.45815217391308,75.95652173913044,9.817391304347826,28.89130434782609,10.125756701596842,3.4104086956521744,90,4,17,3,2,32,17,23,0.27,0.583,0.147,-0.5248,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,7,7,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,10,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.519954128975594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5155007277293214,0.24278213247042466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850421011223842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30051984587988045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16602891006677958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4536923665513795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,crossfirelove,2019/01/20,New job starting tomorrow I’m starting a new job tomorrow and the anxiety is killing me. I should be super happy cause it’s an impressive job and I can’t believe I got it. My biggest worry is because I get in a head space where I feel trapped in work like I never really get a break even though I’m all of my jobs they have been 40hr weeks with two days off. I feel trapped and panicked and I’m scared I’m going to let myself down yet again and quit. All of these thoughts along with the first day nerves have kept me up all night :( it’s 4.34 where I am and I start at 9 and I just feel awful. Can anyone offer some advice? ,0.9118312284730196,2.785856440298506,2.5195522388059715,95.35776693455799,81.61194029850745,5.615614236509758,20.755453501722158,6.67199483983844,0.16799839265212446,489,14,113,5,13,160,87,134,0.204,0.7020000000000001,0.094,-0.9274,4,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,4,7,6,1,1,6,1,11,1,1,1,4,23,27,8,1,1,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,4,3,16,4,12,20,4,27,0,0,0,0,2,10,0,1,16,70,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907548215497206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887599597384702,0.0,0.0,0.09951490230349926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675821446127285,0.0,0.0,0.16034823888534405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620397296260804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18357192561030594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400238667006457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158869485942952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105908223438595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14871481759607014,0.0,0.08088491366273655,0.0,0.11382796281390326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515044927334787,0.0,0.0,0.14606350638975665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5649307855328375,0.0,0.1574582865444535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14553396183221182,0.0,0.06953137569880281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976755625397493,0.2749110891325102,0.0,0.1335596239581501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513770429629012,0.0,0.0,0.09117516406203308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248922294253585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022088865071792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13983071370480213,0.11298782810163994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390279847082486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416218189152234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361216388859884,0.14453497318649894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cindypopz,2019/01/20,"Anxiety is so bad I can’t eat. Please help. I had a near choking incident the week before thanksgiving. Ever since then I feel like my throat is always tight and that things will get stuck. Sometimes at the base of my throat is just feel weird and like I need to clear my throat constantly. I’ve barely managed any solid food and I’m lucky to get 800 calories a day. I’ve lost 30 pounds and counting. I don’t know what to do, I have panic attacks when I try and eat anything solid. In general I’m having panic attacks nearly everyday if I leave my house and this wasn’t this bad before November. I had some eating issues before but nothing like this and it was always when I was in public. Has this happened to anyone else? Any tips? ",2.3138223938223947,4.443058567567569,3.6017760617760644,88.06851351351355,78.18918918918921,6.1204633204633225,22.05791505791505,7.1686216300943375,0.7787590733590729,580,17,114,7,14,189,91,148,0.152,0.737,0.111,-0.6145,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,5,12,2,2,4,0,15,7,3,0,2,20,26,13,0,2,3,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,7,4,1,3,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,7,3,14,4,10,18,1,13,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,3,11,67,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21791865632738985,0.0,0.0,0.17809842774541285,0.0,0.10017495548324792,0.0,0.0,0.09156197212255512,0.13417182649094753,0.10775914752038604,0.0,0.0,0.2979447878266413,0.0,0.0,0.21867242557960972,0.0,0.0,0.3342816230267474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14150840052025898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445070610607212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4019778624248879,0.10939035366181322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845007394920636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324226108268629,0.09354936505752556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15834298981375028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368299789052141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579699248532214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777176641160139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15109655222240506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667581876100335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719656636743321,0.0,0.0,0.1386551545763233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19192391499196074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14294534468715006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970963737817495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564825546936606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072788153966781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437417157966476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832164031965627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12951104173492958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699611413791143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890517968696221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503868540133288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LPYoshikawa,2019/01/20,How to Keep Emotions From Running Your Life I found this really nice article today and just wanted to share. We got this everyone!  Hope it helps!,2.180555555555557,5.077477333333333,3.212870370370372,84.05041666666669,90.48148148148148,7.144444444444447,21.564814814814817,8.07648339933343,1.9028592592592588,116,4,20,3,4,37,25,27,0.0,0.659,0.341,0.8854,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,8,5,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,3,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,12,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3880750778733706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296593230506116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782712944031117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27592553748479265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312441502565986,0.0,0.0,0.3426597661616898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066490969125893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24368151367160226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22101384868154575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32701672234989354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20348811054149052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,obvi223,2019/01/20,"For those with health anxiety, give this a read So, I will sum this up as quick as possible:

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I love Spotfiy, more importantly I love music. I was listening to a song that I remember having one of my first panic attacks (out of many more to come) to. About a month ago, I began my journey into Health Anxiety. I was curious to what the date of the song was when it came out cause it was a good way to really mark how long I have been ""not the way I used to be"" since Anxiety. The date was November 30th, 2018 (11/30/18.) The date is 1/20/19.

To put in in perspective, I looked at a calendar. It made me fucking laugh! I saw the 40+ days I have been contantly fretting about my non-existent brain cancer or some rare neurological disease. (I was experiencing anxiety too before my first panic attack.) I then started to laugh more when I realized that ""Damn, maybe I am CONSTANTLY dizzy, have headaches EVERY day, have ringing in my ears, go half-blind from ocular migraines, can barely read a sentence without using 200% brain power, sleep like dog shit, have neck and trap muscles that hurt to the touch because I worried constantly to the point that my hands tremble! I guess maybe all those countless blood tests, physical exams, and CT scans are right!"" Just a thought... ",5.208845405930968,6.490546384297524,5.6625911521633485,79.81923432182793,68.62809917355372,9.330481283422461,31.177442877977636,9.627879704456738,2.907785804569761,1003,41,189,22,17,322,154,242,0.145,0.748,0.107,-0.7633,1,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,0,0,0,3,9,15,5,3,15,0,20,16,8,5,1,23,37,10,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,1,5,5,0,0,12,8,0,0,3,4,0,5,2,9,0,3,13,11,25,6,29,22,5,35,0,1,3,3,4,10,3,3,19,121,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09517745711533188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633587628296935,0.13046689228288388,0.0,0.0,0.3285525103760874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24429885574115326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06545205144172743,0.0,0.09136437503117342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23972194295054144,0.0,0.12280323169662928,0.0,0.11029906526724467,0.0,0.0924901661073298,0.0,0.2320587017281523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13849016133989284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904642649646272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18265856039327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09926228378736826,0.0,0.10299955348711702,0.061021121317293675,0.0900572691586701,0.0,0.0,0.11828069493817005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282596106338623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494232551835605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05245579576886729,0.0,0.0,0.09501950099919224,0.0901641659517679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19381211054575634,0.1015965495794614,0.0,0.10885681992895767,0.2157361687080908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570209722752499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727570198089936,0.0,0.0,0.2519522611638491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149981409497608,0.12104408979614327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793699394981254,0.0,0.0,0.2147990831459884,0.0,0.06878428245039488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162982955355955,0.09169380803552883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021426050764734,0.08881797521993964,0.0,0.10744802727533252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599738233680277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524017216258757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18546725158417207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704513875607292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350131658860123,0.0,0.0,0.1090399400088418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046689228288388,0.0
anxiety,anxioussssbuddyyyy,2019/01/20,rant hey guys. sorry i’m just ranting but having anxiety gets so tiring sometimes/: i find myself wondering how much different my life would be and i as a person would be if i didn’t suffer from anxiety. i remember as a child i thought i would become so much but i truly don’t know if i will ever be the person i wanted to be bc of my anxiety. ,1.2048336594911966,3.1094536712328766,4.318238747553817,82.67739726027398,80.78082191780824,7.4590998043052865,22.757338551859107,8.418075326091056,1.6392050880626232,270,9,54,6,7,98,48,73,0.188,0.75,0.061,-0.7008,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,11,2,0,1,1,17,17,10,0,6,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,12,0,5,7,2,1,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,3,1,43,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4334897711313957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086087614879585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973447353841264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17085739377684747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17263756648110393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868467281966832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18702595308167655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380631541091503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13341513755361498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777045750938412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32985438078319673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21397000605502253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868122012793632,0.211441413800919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14995367682998004,0.0,0.21709564516115448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140933035652732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20483784198425867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4025356833610755,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NowOrNeven,2019/01/20,"Worried about heart 20 year old male, 6’0 160
No real health problems, don’t smoke, drink a bit

Around 3 months ago I had my first panic attacks, leading me to the ER fearing for my life. EKG, chest x-ray and blood work turned out normal. Since then, my anxiety has been through the roof and I worry about different physical symptoms almost every week.

For about a week now, I’ve been very aware of my heart beat and it’s fluctuations. When lying down or sitting up, I can feel and hear my heart pumping, which kinda freaks me out. It sometimes feels like it’s pumping extra hard and sometimes my heart races for no real reason. I get frequent pains where my heart is and consistent pressure in the middle of my chest. Breathing feels hard but I know that’s like the most common thing with anxiety. Today, I feel some pain in my arm but at this point I think my mind is trying to convince me I’m in more danger than I actually am. 

All this to ask: if I got checked out recently and got the all clear, am I being unreasonable in thinking something is actually wrong and that this isn’t just my anxiety?",4.234660138248849,5.5912415760368654,4.762047811059912,85.0773574308756,71.02764976958525,7.452649769585253,27.38738479262673,7.8658589789855275,1.5747237327188937,870,30,172,11,16,277,137,217,0.191,0.76,0.048,-0.9732,1,0,3,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,4,8,13,2,3,7,0,13,16,10,2,3,39,27,14,0,3,5,0,6,2,0,0,5,1,0,1,10,13,1,0,8,1,1,1,4,10,1,1,5,7,24,3,25,21,7,30,0,0,0,0,3,14,0,6,16,105,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.18716759402596314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500886496413985,0.0,0.09602920792705888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200879034387242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537063024606834,0.08965281751798711,0.10909919779338266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469710152224868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019426514264186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939447182762631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079922197479425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791327475503784,0.19395809158201666,0.06851041601570006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157182050052046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050103380030699474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15339872034744784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17181371435597595,0.0,0.0,0.10193637761107713,0.10808538135300254,0.568205138135818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052703698781308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06773644931581059,0.0937030215820678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683086604688604,0.0,0.07654583586457958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396086615688347,0.0,0.0,0.10063009071835892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20408704533854027,0.11251706231620444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065575244177436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176259414642557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21830859589773904,0.0,0.09860036164127993,0.09468890220827872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932881893147267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738278983951063,0.18969354505892386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967600013141796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371117503226897,0.12289668526189315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090123951186478,0.0,0.0,0.06510926976959064,0.10431080420156108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912689304850366,0.0,0.0,0.1538491261840725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981576828764863,0.19478060912422432,0.0,0.0,0.10485073350744152,0.0,0.06175594816974728
anxiety,xNoooooch,2019/01/20,"Diagnosing anxiety I'm starting to wonder if I suffer from an anxiety disorder. These past few months (possibly years?) I have had major panic attacks that leave me pretty much crippled with excessive crying and extreme worrying. It's gotten to the point where I've had to take sick days from work because I know I can't handle the day. I can't concentrate on daily tasks and I worry about every single little action I take and the entirety of all my life's choices and possible futures. 

  

It is exhausting and preventing me from being a happy person. It's been really bad lately since I recently went through a break up and have been separated from my family and loves ones for a while. I'm alone and feel like I'm suffering from anxiety with no one to talk to about it.

  

How would I go about a self diagnosis or medical treatment? ",7.123138888888893,7.083289425000004,8.232083333333335,67.70680555555558,64.125,12.111111111111116,34.65277777777778,11.645159339076185,4.3750069444444435,668,27,114,20,9,229,108,160,0.26,0.665,0.075,-0.9785,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,5,9,1,1,8,0,11,6,0,1,1,19,24,12,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,5,0,0,2,6,10,0,1,3,0,0,3,3,6,0,2,6,1,13,3,20,16,5,19,0,2,0,1,4,5,0,3,11,78,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446617126655978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32055416677268955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589010658823574,0.0,0.0,0.1166232232392604,0.08514489932197729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534269978127302,0.18015830802290214,0.0,0.0,0.1417677105742665,0.0,0.0,0.16008024449185246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768264802987165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13167364752195956,0.0,0.07062413865603992,0.09978421793307424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938081567543925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486871861151259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676201183580564,0.0,0.1575600680866787,0.14789620595800015,0.0,0.0,0.09865694902498566,0.06823840278819733,0.13999156306262556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606260824758367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14070838972641989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111487665846755,0.0,0.10267757696546344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18929549158957185,0.0,0.0,0.1638791255445964,0.0,0.0,0.1333360864990408,0.0,0.1219592747394139,0.0,0.0,0.13203851158141888,0.31492631971631274,0.0,0.1421002160118467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947971339580603,0.0,0.13791272339711386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571202732203187,0.0,0.0,0.11554103181649712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886305051205144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21003721333375705,0.11226589051486964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948060449021914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15147214105976467,0.1016854405961172,0.2836945369815668,0.0,0.09922148046639293,0.0,0.0,0.08994645411905737
anxiety,creepy_pie31,2019/01/20,"Experiencing guilt over still having anxiety over things that happened years ago. I’ll try to condense this as much as possible; I had a godawful time in public school. Rather than one massive trauma, it was a slow burning snowball of painful instances that eventually exploded. My parents pulled me out of public school for a while and after homeschooling for a year and a half, I told them I wanted to go back, face the world and see graduation day. Some bullies picked up right where we left off. Five or six guys would advance on me with smirks, trying to trap me between them and pushing me into the walls as well as chasing me down the hallways deliberately trying to hurt me. I had classes with one after and he would sit behind me, grinning at my back smugly. 

I saw him while I was working last summer; I was able to stay composed in front of him but had a panic attack in the back room, and most of my tears were from rage at myself and at him because I still hadn’t fully recovered, and that really fucking pissed me off.

I still have nightmares and see his smiling face in them. I’ve repressed most of the memories because they were almost too much to think about—I’ve gone to counseling and written about it, but I still want to try to make these ghosts disappear permanently. I feel guilty and truly discouraged for still not having completely come to terms with that part of my past.

Kind words and encouragement are welcomed with an open heart. Thank you for listening.",8.556006144393244,7.709165053763439,7.8308883768561195,74.41395161290326,61.54480286738353,10.695442908346132,35.699180747567844,9.784248007369934,3.300354633896569,1186,44,215,19,14,370,171,279,0.147,0.76,0.092,-0.9502,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,1,4,2,14,18,4,3,12,0,15,6,4,2,0,41,32,21,1,5,5,1,1,0,0,2,1,1,1,1,9,21,0,2,2,0,0,8,2,12,1,5,13,6,34,6,51,17,7,55,0,2,3,1,19,23,2,5,22,162,43,5,0.11505592452527318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199013501441274,0.0,0.1152118886181972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801746733991987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308927241600632,0.0,0.2654127119446667,0.0,0.14027404736024898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911049123072736,0.12063394783417995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420155297965075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05817573248370176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636734823714712,0.0,0.0,0.06538893337253393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392345434670595,0.10174357407967312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13634182453512658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316974684753673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981304011038604,0.0,0.09378593479778134,0.0,0.0,0.12500859864580094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680072304451573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16915868606084994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15592974425811196,0.0,0.12242761574072801,0.13499333724659968,0.1277559882346446,0.1245943541428756,0.10983389880859844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970826743191774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370777142621512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825713088969218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328854763244533,0.18336935101175567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263430686606418,0.4594190497483987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592803705190143,0.0,0.0,0.0764380437994211,0.07372319068118202,0.0,0.0,0.06709003484592213,0.0,0.0,0.10994086649722308,0.0,0.31246168113368417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572593056244026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344909380927084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376208336384634,0.0,0.0,0.16346485533402128,0.0,0.0,0.1481844862752269
anxiety,kaiserdingus,2019/01/20,"Happiness depends too much on inconsiderate dorm roommate Hi everyone,

I'm an university student living in a double-occupancy dorm room. My roommate is quite inconsiderate (talks loudly at night even after being repeatedly asked not to, installed a new lamp in the room without asking, then putting a ""meh"" face when asked to tell me about such plans next time, etc) and I just. Feel super terrible about it.

Sometimes my heart pounds whenever she's loud, any time of the day. Sometimes I feel like I dread coming back to my room. And whenever she acts shitty (like after that lamp incident) I get super pissed and then sometimes even cry. You might have also guessed that I dread confrontation.

However, when she decides to be kinda nice, I'm really happy about it. It's like I'm looking for her acceptance even though I know she's not a good person and I don't trust her judgment? Idk

Advice, anyone? Please? I don't want to be so dependant, especially to such person... Thank you",4.549509668508286,6.954815618784533,5.315797651933703,77.09977382596685,72.37016574585634,8.281906077348069,27.88708563535912,9.017664075816787,2.562693093922652,781,30,134,17,16,253,115,181,0.17800000000000002,0.6709999999999999,0.15,-0.5676,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,0,4,16,17,2,2,7,0,8,3,3,2,0,20,23,11,0,1,4,0,2,3,0,1,0,2,5,2,5,5,0,0,5,0,0,3,5,5,0,0,0,5,20,12,18,19,2,24,0,0,1,0,16,7,1,5,17,81,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270830987291092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400072840667966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843828136220068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090933800541213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36473684851500415,0.0,0.0,0.10000022094782206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202633380332792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14285353040929616,0.08387132219405782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503983484542826,0.25768987604843546,0.0,0.0,0.12426809771503375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151411007136124,0.0929075587353214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06794562044366494,0.0,0.0,0.10907954997591676,0.0,0.0,0.14326444822530096,0.0,0.0,0.27688072850249623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410956556727745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147193485105892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19060719860432654,0.0,0.11483630118042132,0.0,0.10920902596596073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13796222031391198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560152106536007,0.0,0.0,0.12560284724745327,0.13830937163041515,0.12204286920093547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22710882975039215,0.0,0.14275555900225315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307359065602458,0.0,0.1383239043869619,0.0,0.0,0.08331319220757304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38586754841558396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452905312119692,0.11366920309197275,0.1197323259177686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777320718045684,0.0,0.15166609599440722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670670488131558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253633064923177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ouija_Bored_666,2019/01/20,"I’m going on a date (?) tomorrow!!! Last week, my therapist suggested that I try my luck with online dating. I’ve never dated before, so I was really nervous about it. I made an account on a site, and two days later I matched with a guy. We’ve been texting pretty much nonstop for the past couple of days, and he invited me to grab some lunch and go to the bookstore with him. 

I’m not sure if this is going to lead to romance or platonic friendship (which I would not be opposed to, by the way), but I’m really excited and nervous and feeling all sorts of different emotions. Wish me luck!",4.146355932203388,4.91541477966102,5.8625000000000025,79.30273305084748,70.6949152542373,8.950847457627118,30.85169491525424,9.188382445141503,2.7167932203389817,456,19,88,9,8,157,83,118,0.055,0.765,0.18,0.9389,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,2,7,0,2,7,0,5,1,0,2,3,26,14,9,0,3,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,8,1,1,1,0,1,4,3,2,0,1,3,2,10,5,15,9,3,19,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,6,11,57,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17686631903893765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22998373333464986,0.0,0.2680940470608815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171605804360956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338049634692526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509596454513588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543803952252429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20580566514113224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694267155312812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19667411663512455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527947695178005,0.0,0.16030789182100832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198417777348594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21145970128670707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663099887803106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19589758061794396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413316137341896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111752598619662,0.0,0.20304071524682088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16498284743183206,0.1667259373286241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390189692769667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476517433224669,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,actuallyacatmow,2019/01/20,"Letting go of a particular spiral of Anxiety I had a bad run in with an ex friend about a year ago. Things enflamed from there and I went no contact. It caused some mutual friends to also go no contact with me. It was bad basically, the person was incredibly toxic but good at hiding it.

I am incredibly frightened of this person. They trigger extreme anxiety when I see their name pop up. They'll be moving back close by me soon. I wish I could let it go and be the bigger person, but they were sort of abusive and mutual friends have told me just to deal with it and be quiet. So I tend to spiral a little bit into anxious thoughts when I think about how I'm causing trouble for people and what will happen if I see them in person. It's caused a few panic attacks in the last few months. I think part of it is I have zero closure on the situation.

Does anyone have any advice for dealing with this kind of situation? Or how to quell bad negative thought spirals? I am seeing a therapist and I have medication, it's just getting worse the closer it gets to them moving back.",3.865866279069767,5.188578176744191,5.402252906976745,80.26477470930236,71.88372093023256,7.793604651162791,27.85610465116279,8.278499904357787,1.9327267441860467,848,31,163,13,16,287,125,215,0.22,0.713,0.067,-0.9887,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,6,0,14,11,1,1,12,0,19,1,0,6,0,33,37,16,0,3,6,1,0,0,3,2,1,1,0,4,13,12,0,0,4,0,0,7,3,6,0,1,8,4,22,5,28,21,5,27,0,0,3,0,20,11,0,4,9,123,35,0,0.0,0.12150309266587615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020911581858792,0.09090297479800176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200792349530019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973643284157391,0.0,0.15689850031581995,0.11585050991365915,0.0,0.07170423007769743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666361657313795,0.0,0.15770678907043872,0.2568709075164078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111956299911963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31603638468976336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187655801764995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21144580808916072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897408014440914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376859330531693,0.0,0.1071546195598934,0.0,0.17484186764509185,0.08601273785648042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068321704953283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678838462256454,0.0,0.08359063811539208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20972538668650856,0.0,0.0,0.1027804435793009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330673074163006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185315956665369,0.2179854537782403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031845954406944,0.0,0.11104993079009642,0.0,0.07109415290322822,0.3581652517364697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451534085829773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23053741065763386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190666036710939,0.06812860447851557,0.13141775611087722,0.0,0.1628239597215469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798939686720927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950634000598118,0.0,0.0,0.11792560636552082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450558700944057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660378114972993
anxiety,nstsnsw,2019/01/20,"Anxiety Bystander, Observer, Dorment
This is my life 
Always looking in, 
Wanting to be in
Second guessing all, 
Wanting to be free. 
To be the cool one, 
The chill one, or 
The spontaneous one.
Trapped by thoughts, 
Want to tell all. 
For a release, 
I will do it all.

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anxiety,idomind,2019/01/20,"Oh gosh, the REAL WORLD? Anxiety is here. Hey guys. I've visited this thread for many months and have decided to try my first post.

 I'm 22 F and I've had anxiety since I was in middle school. Here is my story: I have been passive all my life and have depended on others to make choices for me. The only thing I knew was that I wanted to learn the Japanese language. After high school, I was encouraged by my mom to study Business and Japanese language in college, since I did not know what I would do with my Japanese language abilities. Oh boy, is business a tough place for someone with social anxiety! Before the semester even began, I fell into despair due to the stresses of socialization. That is when I started medication! 

Four years and one degree later, I stopped medication. After the veil of SSRIs and not-giving-a-shit has lifted, I am now faced with the real world and giving all the shits. My social anxieties are back! My performance anxieties are back! Combined, I have been unsuccessful at keeping any job longer than 2 months at a time! On top of that, none of the jobs I pursued had a Business BA requirement!

Here I am, unemployed once more and I feel like I am back at square one. Clueless and afraid about being an adult woman. But this time, I have student loans creeping up on me! Student loans that my own mother filled out for me while I was in school, so I will be handling these student finances for the first time! 

To summarize it all, I want to break free from my dependent ways, learn to be an adult, and live free from social anxiety!!!!!! 

I want to work in Japan, but my Japanese skills are not good enough to qualify for a job there as of yet. I'm thinking of teaching English there, but in order to do that I must get an English teaching certification -- in other words, I need to pay more money. 

In order for my ball to start moving, I need to ENJOY INTERACTING WITH OTHER PEOPLE!!! It all starts there!!!! That's the problem folks!!!!!! 

My family has been very supportive of me and sees that I am struggling. I've tried many things to offset my anxiety in my days without medication, but recently I've been jogging and taking magnesium pills to see if I can improve my mood. 

If you've made it through my ramblings, thank you weary traveler!! What is your journey with anxiety like? And do you have any words of advice? 

Ciao for now!










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anxiety,throwaway9933221,2019/01/20,"I won't let myself calm down. Hello

I just wanted to rant a bit now that I'm going back to college and all my anxiety is fairing up. If any of you can relate or give any personal advice I would greatly appreciate it. 

With all the worries about if I'll finally find friends this semester, if I'll pass my classes, and whether or not I can do my job, I keep having panic attacks and can't get myself to allow myself to calm down. I'll start panicking and I become aware that I'm starting to spiral and panic causing me not to think properly. Even though I'm aware of the fact that I'm not in a good mindset, I won't let myself go take a few minutes to relax and come back. I keep thinking that I need to deal with these thoughts here and now or they'll just come back or that if I ignore these thoughts I'm just too lazy to handle my problems and I won't ever solve them unless I think through it. 

I hate feeling anxious I hate feeling lonely I hate feeling dumb I hate being homesick. I know plenty of methods to calm myself down that I know work. I know I can just sit down and meditate for 15min focusing on breathing and scanning my body and I'd be fine. It's just I won't allow myself to go and do it.

Idk I just want to relax and think properly. I want to find friends in college and want to be able to tell my parents how much I'm enjoying college and how I'm finding friends to hang out with. I haven't even been over to a friend's place since sophomore year of high school and now I'm a sophomore of university. I just can't get close to people because anytime I start to connect with someone I push them away because I'm afraid of bringing someone in my life. What if they judge me when I open up or not allow me to continue my comfortable life. 

At least I'm getting good grades and an internship I guess. Wish that it would make me happy. After all the time worrying about getting into college or getting an internship I never felt happy about or after I got it. I just immediately switched to oh God what did I do can I really do this.

Life is just flying by me and I have nothing to show for it or anyone to show it to. Well that's not true I guess I love my family. My dad and brother are the closest people in my life. At least I have them. I could be in a much worse spot in life than others so I should be grateful right.

Whatever.

Thanks for reading if you read to this point. I just wanted to rant a little.",2.565941176470588,3.8761852313725527,4.167205882352942,87.89492647058826,75.11764705882355,6.747058823529412,26.27941176470589,7.268377926160553,1.20515294117647,1908,69,406,21,40,639,217,510,0.151,0.732,0.117,-0.9548,2,2,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,5,1,31,34,6,3,13,0,35,8,2,7,7,107,93,40,0,18,31,3,4,0,4,8,5,0,1,1,24,29,0,3,16,6,0,9,13,13,1,0,6,5,70,21,67,71,9,55,0,2,1,1,20,27,1,16,18,283,94,11,0.07475062252906876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304544320421201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166597325567167,0.0,0.0571840216332864,0.08444692653906741,0.0,0.052267373310868566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503962447706186,0.07023067050608381,0.17243584393287142,0.0,0.09113457136705228,0.08255618972521032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160831956024595,0.08303109030821361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678948034399129,0.0,0.12878208487267098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059682289575947435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706460953864919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874416238107714,0.06761621763144686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704682342853667,0.0,0.11338848226679656,0.0,0.07177232009089464,0.0818856531990314,0.20496214430958087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23100858215608824,0.0,0.19527057526634886,0.07170760848041073,0.12744750423612586,0.12539455131623675,0.05978490143581985,0.08241282523117782,0.16469247635093998,0.0,0.0,0.1591468553287432,0.0,0.2952030563130932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897813679592518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417845864982768,0.13288357577495144,0.0,0.0,0.12324296173293572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15287515209119462,0.26399287665410553,0.0,0.07491976146727901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06746535529163962,0.0,0.04989662098625005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990061695145742,0.05542663944360562,0.057652288324122995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172523835207964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17540749923300644,0.08300172017876707,0.0,0.0,0.10364533936105336,0.0652693603264627,0.07809849068388143,0.0,0.07066349982640824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715262504682356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954170221825544,0.0,0.047887162891204496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06383662320936223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565162074469133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061834487407664986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667191978788245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587266260962527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0562031653121037,0.0,0.06533533885746269,0.06882033016189952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915887224751154,0.07344210710516956,0.11868728912503795,0.043587689125282686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22044926944746307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06720978684250564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595952685271678,0.0,0.0,0.05441934347677958,0.15182577131966854,0.07617727048146405,0.1062013950890309,0.0,0.0,0.048136950113291686
anxiety,PM_to_cheer_me_up,2019/01/20,"DAE get sudden waves of dizziness with a strange cold sensation in extremities? Hi everyone!

I have been dealing with anxiety for a few years, and I have pretty good at managing the symptoms. Lately, however, I've been experiencing something new, and I worry that it may not be anxiety. When I get waves of dizziness, it feels like I'm in an elevator (or that I otherwise ""drop"" suddenly). A few times this last week, I feel a scary sensation in my foot when it happens. It feels like an adrenaline surge, cold and electric, almost pain but not quite. The worst part is that it persists for many seconds, unlike the dizziness which only lasts for a a couple of seconds. Does anyone know what I'm talking about? ",5.885151515151513,7.1267038787878825,6.489090909090908,74.66196969696972,67.03030303030303,9.806060606060607,34.36363636363636,9.994966539143718,3.6099181818181814,560,26,98,13,9,183,85,132,0.079,0.821,0.1,0.7002,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,11,0,7,3,1,0,0,15,16,7,0,0,4,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,11,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,6,7,3,13,12,4,16,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,13,64,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17795263520675786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27189798631405465,0.0,0.0,0.12426017921829564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19663465797359653,0.0,0.0,0.1832129985891076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551673950829722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16981118133502346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695691831300206,0.2539146022815372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18569409665444686,0.0,0.0,0.14905617436406832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15714990301766593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766572364525593,0.2897175706910222,0.20046658105049087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17364195724732326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801718093789944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716351039592056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13515778475202428,0.1890978188487212,0.0,0.0,0.1924444943792614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18079672607630445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18901830834078326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681117812785773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847105403985834,0.0,0.14283796340912747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362514355189008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14254963682251853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180474896279272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144405327683834
anxiety,tb03090,2019/01/20,"Does anyone also experience this confusing state? I have GAD and it doesn´t happens always, but for the past few months I´ve been feeling like my mind is ""floating around"".

It´s really hard to describe, it feels like my mind is on autopilot mode and at the same time I have a lot trouble remembering things, paying attention or focusing. When I try to perceive what am I feeling or sometimes what am I even thinking about it´s just ""blank"". Sometimes I have a lot of thoughts passing through my head but it´s like I can´t ""catch"" one. 

I hope I could describe correctly this feeling. I guess it´s harmless but it´s fucking scary. I wonder if you guys have a solution to this or at least a name to see how can I deal with it. ",3.4355811341942726,5.855257532846718,3.8513868613138698,86.22021336327906,75.86131386861314,6.843121841661987,29.51656372824256,7.882392219407189,2.0657169006176304,570,26,107,9,13,178,89,137,0.08199999999999999,0.7490000000000001,0.16899999999999998,0.8862,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,0,7,8,1,1,6,0,11,2,1,1,1,34,23,12,0,3,8,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,4,0,0,10,0,1,2,0,3,0,1,2,6,16,5,13,20,5,11,0,0,1,1,4,4,1,10,7,75,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262813023036486,0.13139453191494427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041498393031512,0.0,0.0,0.14057419410920802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607901692818285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16279922033190378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381889065485541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429867058435004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15446717636928314,0.0,0.0,0.3193780148572539,0.22562317958141465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459860971029782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17395667677403182,0.15635663334847266,0.13964010132210847,0.0,0.1414571636807923,0.0,0.16206215689831774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15684116982616012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23144189119601005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26850042730954915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188900192069171,0.0,0.12604298642359552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700452330425528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074383711176353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011617761935866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17888228469395975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258345550874769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123558669710656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490899575295534,0.101182938673334,0.0,0.12536362831484288,0.09207912488165712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721114627498887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124765214289905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nhenrikson,2019/01/20,"High school reunion is coming up High school reunion is coming up I don’t talk to anyone anymore and don’t want to, is it bad not to go? I had some major falling outs with people after graduation and don’t want them back. Has anyone gone to their reunions? How did you get through it?",1.6748850574712648,3.948209706896552,3.0317241379310365,90.54402298850576,81.24137931034483,4.55632183908046,21.735632183908052,5.46131890053228,0.10316321839080443,225,7,45,1,6,73,39,58,0.099,0.856,0.045,-0.6174,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,1,0,11,16,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,0,3,0,5,0,10,13,2,12,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,2,32,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282880670145083,0.3219104322081275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770030184300501,0.19220024809019864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3965791083039253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202655333522355,0.0,0.13082310746223294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4864198168091644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15958576965229312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4659320793934926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18501917036504176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715457659818625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CrispyBaksteen,2019/01/20,"The thought alone of me going back to the Netherlands freaks me out so much and gives me bad bad bad panic attacks. In the Netherlands I have been (involuntarily) ghosting myself to others, as in being unreachable on any social media and not going to events. I only let the people closest to me reach me. I was suffering of a lot of panic attacks and depressive thoughts, which turned out to be an anxiety disorder and autism. 

Anyhow, because of this I now feel extremely uncomfortable around the people I've been ghosting and they stress me out so much. Dutch people are extremely direct and can be quite harsh in what they say. So these people give me a sense of guilt which consumes me. 

So to skip the rant a bit, in the netherlands people stress me out, I'm not at ease at my house (a noisy studentflat), and absolutely despise my study. Simply put, I don't feel comfortable at all in the Netherlands.

I am currently on exchange in Canada and I honestly can't remember the last time I felt this calm and happy. Canadians are so friendly and welcoming, I follow courses here of another study which I actually like, I have great friends and most importantly my anxiety which I normally feel is as good as gone. This al made me realise how badly I don't want to go back to the Netherlands.

This exchange feels a bit like a new start, where I don't have to avoid people because their directness and inhospitality scares me and where I can actually find some peace and calmness for my mind. The only thing that breaks this peace is the thought of having to back, which comes with heavy panic attacks.

I don't know where I'm going with this, I guess I just had to get it out that I don't want to go back :/",7.109861111111113,6.8298891798780526,7.238008130081301,75.62542005420055,64.21341463414635,10.337669376693768,33.46612466124661,9.861636050157227,3.0815116531165314,1353,50,255,25,18,437,160,328,0.213,0.662,0.125,-0.9777,1,2,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,3,1,17,31,4,8,19,0,25,0,0,2,1,50,53,23,2,3,3,0,5,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,18,23,0,1,11,0,2,9,8,19,0,0,10,6,38,12,42,39,8,42,0,2,0,0,10,21,0,5,13,180,56,0,0.0,0.0,0.16536699135354194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775391817461375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057618774596561464,0.08884597408783884,0.12963524166447346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542696879348511,0.0,0.2891751565018361,0.0,0.26060615840332635,0.28298143581516066,0.1033002912852061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850047255484724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729867199686668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297715240766706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710702588585404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17136655637697426,0.0,0.08135333782109469,0.0,0.07744097141923413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092316926578326,0.0,0.04426752000226376,0.1625599754797318,0.24076783950150135,0.07106684917831282,0.0,0.09341426337245318,0.09333878748940172,0.0,0.0,0.09019582945296664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776614308201907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0465649630536965,0.06906562236837252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664136729017337,0.0,0.08278883340036472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07203375228308781,0.0,0.0801728359459749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555235788365254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457145047388413,0.0,0.0,0.0818320079581572,0.0,0.0,0.08301664517406411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888077860882535,0.0,0.2982344486715262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.352443433454988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517626773999623,0.0,0.0901199542260118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959816884657838,0.0,0.0,0.06738007595029606,0.08482872962730792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863707688499195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059971777502606814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19411406882152055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05629032838464413,0.0,0.0,0.20179660727905266,0.049406289134295935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921610599647275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999509775749786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ni360,2019/01/20,Anxiety making my get hot and sweaty. I have found myself getting more anxious these past couple of months and I have started to notice that when I get super anxious I get a hot flush with bright red cheeks and get very sweaty. I know this isn’t super uncommon but I’m just curious if anyone has experienced this and what they are doing/did to get over this. It is kind of a endless circle because I get anxious that I will get into this hot sweaty state then that anxiety makes me hot and sweaty.  Any tips?,3.7225,5.375053069306934,4.4050371287128725,85.96715965346534,72.76237623762377,7.030198019801983,24.506188118811878,7.6454224807358475,1.1770881188118816,404,12,79,5,8,129,64,101,0.097,0.805,0.099,0.2886,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,2,2,4,0,0,2,0,7,1,1,2,0,14,21,9,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,11,4,7,19,1,8,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,1,5,48,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463134530798517,0.0,0.2354078133325849,0.5214603420174877,0.0,0.10758379446145254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379276567019244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17024522868477146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16870159489477418,0.0,0.0,0.6430917982849864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16022345696558726,0.0845584579442904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20540798117319886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281107384176974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17517275469899196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687856132278085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089042209686872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695215350762534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,1241308650,2019/01/20,"Nighttime-Only Anxiety??? I have a job as an attorney and I am reasonably comfortable in my position, as in I feel well versed and experienced in the area of law i practice and like where I work. I like my job and during the day I am at ease. If i have a hearing that is coming up, there are always some pre-event jitters but nothing too bad at all. It isn’t even the “big” events that are the problem here, and what I am talkin about does not apply only to job related stuff....it’s this night time anxiety. I can’t feel at ease and greet all day but as soon as I lay my head down I can be suddenly and abruptly worrying about stuff i have overlooked, have to do, what-ifs etc. and like, personal life anxiety is the same way especially in the 2-5 am range. If my husband and i get in an argument, and i happen to wake up at say, 3 am, i can be utterly devastated and feel like my world is ending over the same disagreement that at 8 am has me feeing lile meh, nbd. 

and during January-April and Sept-Nov range are generally the busiest and so my mind wants to race and wake me up w useless worried all night long. 

then, morning hits and i feel great. a day of meetings and challenging events arrives, and i feel a-ok. i go home at night to my family and im usually tired after long days but i go home feels satisfied. i am dumbfounded how aspects of my life that either feel managable/good or as minor stressors all day long, morph into something completely different at night as i go to bed and even worse as the middle of the night arrives

its to the point now where i can only fall asleep w the tv on, bc the tv noise distracts me, then my husband comes in after im aslee bc he stays up later usually, and turns off the TV. BUT if we go to bed at the same time so i cant have the tv on, im going to start to have a racing mind over something....

what the heck is this?!? how do i stop it? Thanks in advance",2.6198496240601514,3.6961433032581454,4.383967418546366,87.32046240601505,74.6140350877193,8.026766917293234,25.83132832080201,8.548686976883017,1.5871559899749377,1474,50,329,27,30,500,189,399,0.135,0.7609999999999999,0.104,-0.9289,4,0,2,0,0,0,52.0,1,0,0,3,16,13,0,1,23,0,31,7,4,3,4,60,53,42,0,5,10,2,7,4,0,0,3,4,4,1,12,25,0,1,8,4,1,9,4,4,1,0,0,12,38,9,51,50,10,75,0,1,0,0,8,33,1,5,35,211,50,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06773941978818529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18683466967273898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06797372690378553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402545536306854,0.0853565565869415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26251271592522496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850558442265328,0.0,0.0,0.07124220631055156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210486010506331,0.0,0.09079337243431937,0.1075407222370017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674585137062069,0.0,0.28814245107772496,0.058159129808781136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04253322563968038,0.0,0.2313351379018301,0.0682826219189089,0.0,0.08975451847724694,0.0,0.0,0.07199035838756382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354987317904741,0.0,0.0917546862231917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16332120069216394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638094461634638,0.0,0.2423597960204708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500420454727253,0.15909073430287254,0.0,0.0,0.2161351567374256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16440124685936772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38198759975569335,0.0,0.07811483483181478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383154143052368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108383908677537,0.0,0.0,0.07695851201612362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789812024100773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370276470914766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474028754866293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534638018506614,0.0,0.0,0.05762222831549271,0.08677194389677177,0.0,0.06806218241057936,0.0,0.0,0.1863893352743073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495114477387957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494134045281216,0.09356851268995678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855041254787735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179322639723472,0.0,0.04801757001392666,0.06461925706328267,0.0,0.0,0.07319712724428447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0592672555018589,0.16535107198434176,0.08296347336467944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sydridge,2019/01/20,"DAE ever get panic attacks when they start over thinking? Often when I'm alone and over thinking, I slowly start to panic, which usually ends in me hyperventilating. I'm not sure if this happens to others, but it's a real bitch that I don't know how to stop. 

Once I was on a road trip with 3 others, and I was driving the night shift at around 3AM. Everyone else was asleep while i was driving in silence. I began thinking about what might happen if that semi got a little too close. I started thinking about how a deer could just run into the road at any second. Then I thought, ""I am in the middle of no where with three people I barely know. What if I crash? I'm in the middle of no where. No one I know would ever find me or see me again. "" 

Aaaaand that's when my heart rate rapidly increased, my hands and face began to tingle, I started sweating, crying, and hyperventilating. Nothing had even happened and I just lost it. 

I just wanna know if this is a normal thing, because I feel kinda alone in this. Also would like to know how to prevent it. ",3.468015402843601,4.80621656872038,4.596726895734597,85.59471119668248,72.88625592417063,6.033293838862559,24.56190758293839,5.985473137389443,0.6459215639810423,820,24,163,4,16,269,121,211,0.184,0.7829999999999999,0.033,-0.9836,0,2,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,1,21,7,2,2,9,0,12,6,5,3,3,49,39,20,0,9,10,0,2,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,15,10,0,2,12,0,0,5,5,5,0,3,10,3,22,2,25,25,1,43,0,1,1,0,1,20,1,8,19,121,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24739579798140945,0.0,0.09551155396679507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121940886823556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632183452397308,0.0,0.13587374043101258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280603113174917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535855751994952,0.0,0.1311929530501093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977201902085328,0.0,0.105783325874564,0.0,0.0,0.07888521833761855,0.21607029569751196,0.0,0.11412457684765695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06038956271708711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916077207284926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0623994840539566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552250764671903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168460293817373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415302018935955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281897957456872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05834955842734753,0.1197045293339018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037662985495424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670090154911606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208098507124496,0.11702024026841985,0.1146004169013199,0.0,0.0,0.12719361481620056,0.0809317619934798,0.0,0.0,0.2802607980338297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280069452227272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13594236297247714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951736613408203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381448044769598,0.0,0.0,0.09985240954883637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256539946186248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793468314522693,0.306114667217455,0.0,0.0948174807579602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153999055621926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696853775927793,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zoeboey-,2019/01/20,Can anybody relate? Last night I listened to a song that I haven’t heard in a while and it brought back memories from 3 years ago and it was really intense like every feeling/place/person/event associated with that time was running through my head and I starting feeling a heaviness in my chest and couldn’t breathe. I had to stop listening to the song it was so crazy! I don’t have any bad/traumatic memories that happened around that time but it was like I couldn’t handle the rush of memories all coming back to me? Haha I found it so strange and wonder if anyone else has ever experienced this ,4.43333333333333,6.095972162393164,5.112478632478632,81.56307692307693,70.96581196581197,8.276923076923078,30.09401709401709,8.841846274778883,2.460822222222223,481,20,91,9,9,155,76,117,0.061,0.8220000000000001,0.117,0.7225,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,5,1,12,3,3,0,2,18,22,10,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,10,8,0,1,3,2,0,4,4,0,0,0,8,7,10,3,11,12,1,19,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,14,62,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18977733715061945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14558813456287265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496962874627498,0.2193598919091366,0.0,0.1905849570606946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32924306984308044,0.17875570786050332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18441906275346406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17884422372961106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19365612064526985,0.1803795544933661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825003414284656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347379786259633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189318550841202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21971749089050108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17451143647951214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091865351491672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009084006381321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869346077107772,0.2236778581216773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371511527717548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153358040254528,0.0,0.0,0.17898832607126405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249674503531192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321708236509204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786655546818818
anxiety,carb-queen,2019/01/20,"Strategies for anxiety and high functioning depression Just posting because I feel like I can’t really talk to anyone about this and want to put it out there I guess and look for some strategies. 

I constantly feel terrified of wasting time, but also often have no motivation to be productive. I’ll have no motivation to get out of bed, but I’ll lay in bed with overwhelming anxiety thinking about how I need to be doing something. If I have free time, I often feel like anything I do that’s leisurely is wasting time that could be spent doing something productive. I want to play video games but if I spend more than an hour playing I panic about how I wasted so much time playing games. I often find myself filling up my day with school or work or errands or social things to distract myself and I literally can’t handle sitting at home by myself. But sometimes this is hard if I’m feeling depressed and can’t find the motivation to go out, then I just lay at home in a state of intense anxiety thinking about how much time I’m wasting at home. 

If any of you feel this way too and have some ways that help you cope with it, I’d really appreciate some suggestions. I feel like it’s getting worse and worse with time. I guess I’m just looking for support because I’m sick of feeling this way. ",6.2289895013123395,6.411151059055122,6.669905511811024,77.4027847769029,65.96850393700788,9.607979002624672,34.256167979002626,9.3871,3.0767257742782146,1035,44,194,18,15,337,122,254,0.189,0.645,0.165,-0.8768,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,4,17,13,0,3,3,0,16,1,0,6,0,57,41,24,0,8,14,0,8,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,11,14,0,0,14,6,3,3,5,5,0,0,1,10,23,9,35,36,6,29,0,3,2,0,8,10,0,15,13,128,34,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022016521186698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06821619089230968,0.0,0.2302172109787152,0.0,0.0,0.0701410904953868,0.0,0.08254894409456731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229958791875008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084025747442796,0.0,0.08009166347848456,0.0,0.0,0.06469350192082801,0.0,0.17279865440649894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35504840492333795,0.214990601278328,0.0,0.0,0.18336829015227385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048186677327835,0.0,0.05701011524512204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22101186946845386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986062729689955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723760168223303,0.10598605380860243,0.3018659602864738,0.0,0.09878796961744232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470234025940548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684750912774138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748300193398256,0.07438072141001786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769553832460752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607199960111988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084214008940083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12852598526204712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152197902152237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225633739411866,0.0,0.15445149501979244,0.09921199257616008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383385514255168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806276844334474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664341290428688,0.12855287218181527,0.0,0.0,0.3509594441531467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833425847509432,0.2388710590387208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302896345683807,0.0,0.20445476725040876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,10voltsam,2019/01/20,Politics How do people feel safe knowing our government is being mostly run by morons that can crumble this country??,6.177999999999997,9.463752799999998,6.599999999999998,65.555,71.0,8.0,35.0,8.841846274778883,4.176000000000001,96,5,11,2,2,31,20,20,0.098,0.764,0.138,0.2406,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,6,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,10,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4962114949010965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5393367391023496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6803602238391535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,estycat35,2019/01/20,"Does anyone get anxiety when they are not productive? Whenever I get lazy and procrastinate, I get anxious. I also get it really bad when I haven't exercised or eaten well. But my anxiety makes me want to not do anything and pig out on sweets. 😫😥",2.21387755102041,4.5794928367346985,4.848326530612244,77.75738775510206,79.81632653061223,9.634285714285717,26.126530612244892,9.888512548439397,3.1762130612244888,195,8,37,7,5,69,39,49,0.219,0.657,0.124,-0.624,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,9,10,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,1,7,2,3,9,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,24,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195666792234969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.420077490335012,0.31017626912049195,0.0,0.19197973821809888,0.0,0.22594066567154125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292473285858201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24027056074726205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5737880677242438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18327188890734025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17589108488735195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16194344715652526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468637022751516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nottodaymrtoad,2019/01/20,"Working through reliving stress and anxiety that I thought I was over I had children way to early. Raising them mostly alone was so stressful that I was diagnosed with ""tired mommy syndrome"" and put on antidepressants and anti anxiety meds. This was about 15 years ago. I became friends with a girl at work; eventually she was my best friend. She made a point to check on me outside of work. She would appear at my door when I was at my lowest points emotionally and make the kids dinner or watch them while I took a shower. She would take them to the park when I was completely overwhelmed. I had a support system in my family, too, but I didn't feel I could be truly honest with my parents about what was going on emotionally with me. 

Now, she is the one with small kids, but she's not alone. She's married. She still gets overwhelmed, she still needs help and I want to give it to her. I go visit, but I'm struck silent and anxious. The kind I try to cover up, but I know she sees it. I love her kids. I'm pulled back into the same feelings I had when my kids were young when I'm around them. I have a huge amount of guilt about it. My heart is beating fast just thinking about that time in my life.

I can't help her the way she helped me and I don't know how to fix it. The best I can do is short visits and texts of encouragement. 

I thought I was mostly through with these feelings. I had an anxiety episode this summer triggered by car trouble. That's a whole other issue. I have had guilt about not visiting and helping my friend and I'm just now realizing what might be happening. It helps when I put this stuff into words on a screen. ",2.7711015490533555,4.514871445783137,3.571032702237524,90.57891566265064,75.50602409638554,6.550086058519795,23.60413080895009,7.310402129719878,0.7869118760757319,1288,39,276,15,28,409,167,332,0.11,0.726,0.16399999999999998,0.9776,3,2,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,4,6,21,17,0,6,15,0,31,6,1,4,0,52,58,23,0,5,9,1,3,0,3,3,3,0,2,6,17,19,1,0,9,0,1,11,5,7,0,1,20,6,56,10,38,32,7,51,0,2,3,1,39,19,0,5,18,197,73,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993000626897801,0.0,0.0,0.21014484992931173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328287355009383,0.11461051858809672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031271404993063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800939716923715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21293269520731326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636922564565973,0.0,0.0,0.0810002026025166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297041876007096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22823697308549198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563877818214042,0.0,0.15388970667277854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23514189163795415,0.0,0.05300385180014481,0.09732084436311607,0.11531364650674827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971260066986116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021967745640436,0.340001638262342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588826951862693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564538861243483,0.11150940466740096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165769492603875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156330104125072,0.09599519274313237,0.06771919170299484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268895990852892,0.0,0.0,0.10762325859693166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522447708370146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874568249503013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264909906450744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19180758121748384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20397213451078103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084314666166131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16203746771439378,0.0,0.23242307984754595,0.0,0.1161368854045974,0.0,0.11512515696529615,0.0,0.0,0.07627837017529272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06500557136423883,0.0,0.16108119399872947,0.059156772892075486,0.11660276184535595,0.0,0.0,0.11271556321129518,0.06887842863232979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05983830585486655,0.1610538337173448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326618669405684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215721554133311,0.0,0.0,0.14413546430611873,0.0,0.0,0.06533098410847894
anxiety,dbz_whiplash,2019/01/20,"Had first anxiety attack ever while driving. OK I'm looking for some advice for my brother(30 years old). He was on his way to pick up my niece and had an anxiety attack. He pulled over got out the car and started taking deep long breaths. He had an idea of what was happening because I have had multiple anxiety attacks this past year and had described them in the past so he knew how to cope with it. 

Now he's having a hard time getting back behind the wheel. He feels anxious just getting in. Now normaly I just tell him to take a break and not drive for a bit, but unfortunately he an uber driver. So not driving means no income. So he were to stop his bills would start to pile up and would just cause more stress.

I'm looking for any form of advise whether a similar experience and how you got over it. Weather it was just forcing yourself to move past it, or anxiety meds, or anything else. 

",4.12385047536733,5.392566882022479,4.732022471910113,85.5238245462403,71.19101123595507,7.499394987035438,29.422644770959376,7.882392219407189,1.8242976663785653,707,28,142,9,13,226,112,178,0.135,0.8420000000000001,0.023,-0.9392,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,1,13,5,3,1,10,1,13,1,1,4,1,31,29,16,0,2,10,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,1,4,0,1,6,3,4,0,1,12,4,9,1,22,15,4,34,0,0,2,0,15,9,0,3,17,91,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055958790454975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389851099508416,0.0,0.3775229106932893,0.1393774370687738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152624183727932,0.0,0.0,0.42106700840392985,0.0,0.09486694571031773,0.0,0.07520760971463344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346923907116321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673902299140666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306309725059506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159879351435747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12068338853753567,0.0,0.0,0.06238157187067848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104941811742328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891558488148322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973468231239633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090991691528586,0.0,0.11051881860709424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927416299565046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918205600918088,0.20720607693047535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343903907677696,0.1370406365094992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311269751360094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946019803140266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35332316207371817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17464942180486662,0.0,0.0,0.10314613953925332,0.14132443332363726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18552370008942032,0.0,0.1078342629291572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194033752337739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792849229789337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17528261675443632,0.0,0.0,0.15889754689874142
anxiety,secretlysuffering,2019/01/20,"I'm afraid of my abusive parents I'm 21 years old, living in a different country from my parents for school, and financially dependent on them. I call every month because I need food to eat and I've gone to the point where to avoid the call I run out of money and starve for a few days before getting the courage. 

Such a day has now arrived where I'm about to call again and I just wanted somebody to hear me and tell me it's going to be okay even though they're always angry at me. Even if they aren't always mean my anxiety blows up the bad times and makes it feel like every time. 

Sorry if this isn't really the right place. Been lurking a few days and some of the stuff here has really helped me when having a panic attack. ",4.862865497076021,4.728858210526319,5.591403508771927,85.05593567251464,68.8684210526316,8.334502923976608,26.099415204678365,7.793537801064563,1.26112485380117,576,14,123,6,9,188,100,152,0.172,0.779,0.049,-0.9545,3,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,12,8,1,3,11,1,7,2,0,2,0,19,19,11,0,4,3,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,8,2,1,2,0,1,3,2,5,0,0,2,2,13,3,18,16,3,24,0,0,0,0,10,10,0,4,12,76,17,1,0.0,0.1593546363896462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238213044307529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288834184930247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15300753084563012,0.0,0.0,0.11229774531725888,0.08198693153512683,0.0,0.11444537788245635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4120034373936645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602145339822857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051869696972125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13762200850005246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17766541849469109,0.0,0.22663575349150936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800473624173388,0.09608328753820586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16263194315192067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702681103121967,0.0,0.07643663392417555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158569133250152,0.0,0.09014919411453252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065707485733303,0.0,0.11876158943726077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977648739154152,0.0,0.0,0.1465045333665511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735266233886637,0.0,0.0,0.09972637222339388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112992598486154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578009575800067,0.2986816637206263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051869696972125,0.0,0.12714129084925255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723219404658133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485803417937232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13611616661992107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505561924158157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539646496955699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175545980713897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214069955463367,0.0,0.15685028548368898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932866261416194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661039985260892
anxiety,thequeenofspace,2019/01/20,"I’m so proud of myself Lately I’ve been trying to branch out of my comfort zone. I want to be a well rounded person who does more than just watch Netflix with my friends. So I joined a group on meetup.com of German speakers in my city and I actually went to the meet up! I was so anxious the whole train ride there, and I arrived a few minutes early so no one else was there yet and I nearly decided to turn around and go home. But I made myself stay and I actually had a great time! This isn’t something I could have accomplished just a few years ago. I am so proud of how far I have come.",1.148813333333333,3.043707608000002,2.915700000000001,92.71168333333335,80.92,5.766666666666668,21.61666666666667,6.816661863887847,0.3726666666666661,461,14,104,5,12,153,84,125,0.044,0.769,0.187,0.9508,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,13,6,0,0,7,0,10,0,0,2,0,17,17,12,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,2,9,0,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,1,1,6,3,16,6,16,9,4,18,0,0,2,0,5,7,0,0,6,75,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.4032297146327488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831412138363496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23340273578829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18392059293856647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779703072787113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16495579218848996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18079979608631044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17259040891413274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596210699298246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741732303440665,0.0,0.0,0.2277806861816377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20723979022349012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330573357610474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19549288219605265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13999963149664735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18039788880061133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15905318736781304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202114529435276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204719497260087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402699671690861,0.2247248837609861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185988217762796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857610307881535,0.1915231764092626,0.0,0.23066502248115425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304564546524936
anxiety,dogwizard92,2019/01/20,Just started Gabapentin right now im taking prozac 20mg and due to recent triggers my doc put me on 600mg x 3 times a day of gabapentin. im hearing alot of good reviews. im on my first day and the only side effect im feeling is dry eyes. do you guys have any good storys about gabapentin? how long did it take to fully kick in? please no bad stories lol,-0.5750649350649333,1.5852450649350658,1.0519610389610392,101.23508441558442,91.85714285714286,3.08,19.388311688311685,3.1291,-0.8319755844155843,278,9,65,0,10,89,61,77,0.071,0.765,0.163,0.7449,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,2,4,3,0,0,3,1,4,2,1,3,0,8,9,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,3,4,2,8,8,1,15,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,1,9,27,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346656062572355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139316266562841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152142786564628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436648425151433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14192607595779394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798987311768135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652118659565162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18805678173794704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7209245649774283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476606942181935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690011877119511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831557787045756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677345312368012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16474836830552958,0.0,0.0,0.14249255371432712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810024380903845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509071485778596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972940112072978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway_10483,2019/01/20,"""I randomized the seating charts for next class!!!"" This post is a little bit of a rant, but *f\*cking really???*

She wants ""new discussions"" and ""new people talking to eachother"" when a majority of us don't give a shit about this university gen-ed class. I just wanted to show up, get a decent grade, and be on my way.

I'm pissed off, angry at her, even though I know I shouldn't be, but I'm just so damn tired y'all. I'm so tired of the jittering and the stuttering and the ""oh my god, they think I'm a subhuman freak, shit, they're right,"" the dizzy spells, the sweating, the need to vomit all from just *sitting there and talking like a normal person.*

 I was finally getting used to sitting around and talking in the group I was in already, which still made me so anxious I wanted to vomit every day, but at least I could *breathe* at some point. I had a familiar face in the same group too, which, frankly, was a big reason existing wasn't entirely impossible.

Now, prof wants to make random seating charts and group assignments a regular thing, so we'll never sit with the same person twice. Reading the announcement she sent out about this \~wonderful\~ out of nowhere decision made every alarm in my head ring off like I'm about to be eaten by a bear. Nobody else is losing sleep over this but I'm so afraid of going back to this class even sitting here now, the night before, I'm so anxious I feel like I'm about to die. 

I know it sounds dumb and I know I'm being irrational, but living like this fucking sucks. I wish I didn't have to feel this way over something this small. ",2.9098148148148155,4.7812323853503225,3.8646638358103367,88.06850554376034,75.46496815286625,7.072234017456948,24.05001179523473,7.921354282810032,1.2060982778957303,1235,39,254,19,27,397,169,314,0.192,0.727,0.08,-0.9913,0,0,1,0,0,0,60.0,2,1,1,1,25,16,7,2,23,0,17,14,8,5,2,49,51,21,1,9,8,0,2,4,0,2,4,2,0,2,12,12,1,0,9,2,0,2,5,12,0,1,10,4,25,4,39,34,7,42,0,1,0,1,18,21,7,4,16,155,37,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890128147230734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434464473399041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959175024069899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285064422503514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916845973337657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763160771239176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860270584249984,0.0,0.0,0.0694877772261014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182417525382403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000863197507332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14233150046086515,0.0,0.1815626649565976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896004669609452,0.07697434087283697,0.0,0.11803136109512105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09961018741024223,0.1125865197630838,0.103360555838114,0.06123499378091332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057930954454004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17764448289098322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105585907526819,0.1079906073095762,0.09514240511710874,0.0,0.0,0.1205411171298864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20390526910548384,0.07192183073559627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989289257491906,0.08310098039524565,0.20812507637118036,0.1145899522353932,0.10111307995654406,0.10556899462717496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07469806979628242,0.18816071280314128,0.0,0.0,0.10185556002079338,0.0,0.10319165770495173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077759654087412,0.0,0.0690253639583777,0.11078166341044554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201518496535048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22120109926072615,0.0,0.0,0.10782462104824857,0.0,0.0,0.08294875651737081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604673972551184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598084076987043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07158219128634408,0.06903980367980006,0.1058606913991053,0.0,0.0,0.2476782102635125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296061430191438,0.09305864717124768,0.0,0.0,0.2542074349660747,0.17104880133153566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390351126415368,0.0,0.1168468166628598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Enaifes-Kach,2019/01/20,"What’s the meaning of the word Anxiety ? Hi, i noticed that nowadays the word ‘Anxiety’ is used a lots. First day i heard it was the day Avicii (RIP) died and i started to see, hear and read it a lots... 

My curiosity end me up to write here and ask you to tell me what the word ‘anxiety’ mean to everyone, and it really can push people to suicide???

Thank you...",2.0738812785388134,3.514758876712328,4.026232876712331,87.86665525114157,76.67123287671231,8.154337899543378,25.865296803652967,8.841846274778883,1.793924200913242,270,10,61,6,6,92,48,73,0.141,0.826,0.033,-0.8504,0,0,0,0,0,1,16.0,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,7,0,3,0,0,1,0,13,12,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,8,1,7,10,2,7,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,2,5,39,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4330311221602732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17639524739010887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433727662163713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19582551023926556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16711913553944058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18029685178551294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049558570051645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21266200116010825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208269210754188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4110671260708688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148194190197139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13081060154069907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18873632083393746,0.0,0.12087660906882555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15035772299560365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335523981311379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063910494987426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16491923381210194,0.17371603667285446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629634828347387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,justaskin124,2019/01/20,"My nuclear war anxiety is turning me into an alcoholic I was 15 years old, now I'm 20 years old, when the Ukraine crisis started, ever since then I fear nuclear war. Last year it has gotten very bad. The combination of Putin announcing new weapons and reading articles about how cold war era systems of crisis mitigation simply arent there anymore broke me mentally. At the beginning of the new year something snapped inside my head and I have been drinking heavily ever since. ",6.7172413793103445,8.246308712643684,7.154655172413797,69.59336206896555,65.32183908045978,10.857471264367817,38.63793103448275,10.864195022040775,4.833882758620692,386,21,61,11,6,126,66,87,0.298,0.68,0.022,-0.9837,1,0,3,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,7,7,4,1,5,0,6,3,1,1,2,6,11,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,7,0,0,3,1,7,0,6,8,0,20,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,17,34,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857381310542704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329556560017233,0.0,0.1723617729125758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511479267533586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17025672176201884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144220470954536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19557204206379572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17836777644382554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166927158466927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17514837797111185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33571205361502265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3647453453623547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738458974217118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875364341996845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379885730634186,0.0,0.0,0.12301573117109622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18904325749843576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340226529857011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4476830833114742
anxiety,radjurkatt,2019/01/20,"DAE feel completely unable to confide in anyone? I’ve had this horrible trait for years where when I’m having a bad spell I completely shut off from people. It’s like I am really paranoid to confide with people about my anxiety/depression (especially parents, close friends, I had this problem badly with my ex as well) because I feel like it’s a burden or that I’m complaining or forcing them to support me. I get this so intensely that when I’m anxious I tend to shut them off (ignore phone calls/texts for weeks at a time or if I’m with them physically I’m unable to talk to them and I appear emotionless. And then of course I get even more paranoid because it seems to them like I’m angry with them!) 

When I do confide, even a little, be it mentioning that Situation A is making me feel down or Person B is making me anxious, I then feel guilty for even mentioning it. I’m really struggling right now because now more than ever I need to be honest with my dad about what is affecting/triggering my anxiety and I get into a complete spiral and close myself off even more. I feel terrible because I’ve spent the entire day giving one word responses or ignoring him trying to make conversation. He’s probably thinking that he’s done something wrong but it’s simply that I’ve got so much on my mind that I need his advice about and I simply don’t know how to say anything. I feel terrible and I need to open up but I’ve never been able to!

Does anyone else struggle with this? How do you guys get over the anxiety of being honest with people about what your going through?

Sorry if this isn’t entirely coherent, my mind has been a complete scattered mess recently and I’ve struggled to get my words out correctly. Another thing that’s getting in the way of confiding in people! ",4.977457264957266,6.0138206524216535,6.1160292022792015,77.2624198717949,68.97150997150997,9.382763532763533,30.57941595441596,9.621722640351123,2.9170236467236466,1423,56,261,31,24,476,171,351,0.149,0.8,0.051,-0.9782,2,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,6,0,20,22,0,3,10,0,18,0,0,5,3,56,53,26,0,6,9,3,6,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,21,19,0,2,9,0,1,2,3,14,1,1,7,7,38,8,47,43,4,38,0,0,0,0,26,21,0,9,17,174,59,0,0.08775504698926505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575321627916313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201881827174503,0.1342647415013231,0.1982764492336649,0.0,0.12272073852273427,0.08991541605216878,0.07221492645757686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14654359741054954,0.21397864852703144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680379886344275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056594745514172665,0.0,0.07558329338312399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679503299113177,0.08980388097156461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330808127784888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318455235954005,0.07937946407304539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662295310114561,0.06269222310341843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06779933161810008,0.0,0.27509034057537896,0.0841826373986274,0.049873215519850786,0.0,0.07018572765342174,0.0,0.0,0.0868912933482061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04822787883255507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286180498409443,0.08795361116128357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757315258833258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17721516261461498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451005676222904,0.19520776620713146,0.06768210216516439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05946509095839282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744159457193853,0.0,0.0,0.2433532007659353,0.0766243221610714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946147830495714,0.0839697283907577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243626039545153,0.0,0.08664752205414734,0.0,0.0,0.07494233064340179,0.0,0.0697863355955411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988889892995997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864034960827027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06755812249602812,0.0,0.09823459049296554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752218863298973,0.0,0.0,0.099583387379062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053418266787145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05830055386597895,0.056229890717227414,0.0,0.0,0.0511706736068344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059579916513139035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696558716388636,0.07039180539195337,0.0,0.07890232620081496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959463678646942,0.0,0.056511373098854185
anxiety,rasslinfan31,2019/01/20,Constant urge to urinate/pee Does anyone know if anxiety or just thinking about this can cause this? I have a clean bill of health from the doctor and he said it is stress anxiety. It’s like a cycle I fear the sensation and therefore I feel it. I have OCD if that matters. Any and I do mean ANY help would be gladly appreciated.,0.35318181818182026,2.7902355303030326,2.1809696969697008,91.18145454545456,95.21212121212122,5.064242424242424,20.236363636363638,6.742157984588678,0.5439745454545455,259,9,53,4,10,85,51,66,0.132,0.6609999999999999,0.207,0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,4,0,7,2,0,2,0,15,12,6,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,5,2,4,9,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,33,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330476867400366,0.0,0.3746584135001289,0.0,0.0,0.1712227524678871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515547530364007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646235906974126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25064061040570096,0.21429233694137012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27555319272634954,0.12381648947234668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602913716542531,0.0,0.0,0.16413499060338335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457725660391248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963387647931345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667413773762788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329328250211669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805042368454057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15690643285671876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17395264034908167,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,danny_warner,2019/01/20,"Hey all! My partner of 10 years is in a tough place and could use some support. Thank you! Valery is a wonderful person who's been overwhelmed and depressed lately – complete lack of interest in anything, anxiety, etc. I'm doing my best to help, but it's not always working.  
Could you please give her some words of encouragement?  
Thank you all! <3",2.6318846153846174,5.524436553846153,3.009519230769232,87.9573557692308,83.46153846153845,5.711538461538463,25.04807692307693,7.1686216300943375,1.3538076923076918,276,11,50,4,8,85,51,65,0.083,0.6,0.317,0.9507,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,2,0,9,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,1,2,14,13,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,6,6,6,10,7,5,0,2,0,0,11,3,0,3,2,33,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17765543886762028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16333274057255556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756985745724666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22406306887474575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238586714810743,0.0,0.0,0.3409369135524417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838937953735753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23811742817589934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20481595869766045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14310965334342896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408458887103902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18642661346737655,0.22307001420399145,0.23436724540989684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422859105710989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931382512596168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18440202726210692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315399001245356,0.15543608610150156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13749190351158705
anxiety,Help_Belp,2019/01/20,"I cried So this just happened maybe 15 mins ago I’m known for not crying I used to be quite proud of that but I wish I could cry more so I’d be more prepared for when I do cry. Anyway I got lost in my own thoughts began to have a panic attack and I just began to cry it’s a horrible experience especially when you don’t cry often I tried to make myself stop but you can’t do that. 

I felt so alone where the tears stopped even though I have some really close friends who I speak to daily, but for a couple of minutes I forgot they existed it made me like it was just me in the world and I had no one. 

Thanks for reading! 
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anxiety,missmadelynrose,2019/01/20,"""Am I making it up?""...and other decisions I cant make as a single mother. I have become increasingly stressed out over the past 2 years. Weirdly, I think it has to do with the fact that I had so many things going on at once, that my feelings of anxiety were justified by the whole shit show and one by one, the things have subsided. My 5 year old isnt in and out of the hospital anymore, I have a decent job full time and can afford daycare, I have a nice apartment perfect for the two of us and I am not with my sons drug addict father anymore (about 3 years of on and off cheating, STDs, and the threat of being evicted because of him and his tweaker friends). I know everything is...okay. But, I cannot relax. My mind races and I cannot enjoy the little things. I am constantly afraid of being fired (my sons Grandma, like my second mother....passed away and I took half that day off and spent the day at home putting in applications to other jobs because I was afraid id get fired for taking that day off (I had had to take a lot of time off when my son was so sick last year). I am afraid that when I have anxiety, it shows, so I try to act normal....and then I worry if people think I am high...then worry that they will call CPS for appearing ""high"".  Then I go home to clean my house in case anyone shows up instead of playing with my son, then feel guilty because I havent played with him after being at work all day...so I let him stay up late with me. I tell myself that tomorrow I will stick to a schedule for his sake...but tomorrow comes and the schedule is out the window. More guilt. More self - hatred. 

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Are there any other single moms who have advice on dealing with anxiety while raising a child/children? Do meds help you? ",3.3661668839634937,4.48249902824859,4.353333333333335,88.10182529335073,72.84180790960451,7.028074750108647,24.632333767926987,7.321109707123232,0.9630177314211212,1352,39,285,14,26,439,185,354,0.155,0.792,0.053,-0.9871,4,0,1,0,1,0,66.0,1,1,1,2,8,17,3,5,17,0,34,4,1,2,3,38,50,23,0,1,3,7,4,1,1,2,3,0,4,1,17,21,0,0,6,6,1,8,6,9,0,5,8,4,44,8,50,36,9,58,0,0,0,0,22,24,1,3,26,200,61,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771383457242653,0.0,0.09655271632559613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705696564699436,0.12006089653053592,0.06719191126185463,0.0,0.2267604539141361,0.0,0.19597929634822173,0.06908790811577042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283210162436678,0.0,0.0,0.1806948530394515,0.10912418376565748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10089263845353846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511318135046139,0.0,0.10677488859313213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548884646546832,0.10186531913737457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458434673395343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880104730153167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991922363807453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633777386817478,0.0,0.05162239732797072,0.0,0.11230819412434208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622801576277759,0.20878930439678345,0.1982222553642064,0.0,0.0,0.1140096098255591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961007110454163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054301551661291886,0.08054060854146299,0.11145820663567624,0.0,0.0,0.10103649554037032,0.0,0.048271939018655764,0.09903022226736796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840018817677615,0.0,0.0,0.13190841427910968,0.10017443632976278,0.0,0.0,0.10975191547980953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976655143068353,0.11572115608563285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680953985657084,0.0,0.0,0.10368095970830536,0.10522585917449476,0.13390788841996087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432212908683672,0.06850009125018823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099327975363491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307688647118228,0.0,0.10142360790128332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053147438829706,0.0,0.0,0.11318268548973548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485806106154811,0.0,0.08636136851282104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19692824654139976,0.12662262531974414,0.0,0.0,0.11522990617323042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977782541312557,0.06708323054692958,0.0,0.09651974137250867,0.0,0.11885223604316128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031409783937132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193241909216999,0.20068590162647545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006089653053592,0.2545129763166402
anxiety,dmjkk,2019/01/20,"Anxiety in competition First sorry for my english.

When I'm in a type of competition sometime it will get to the point that I can't act/think straight anymore, even if I try to breathe slowly and calm down most of the times nothing work. Like when I'm playing a videogame and I think about all the possibilities but when the moment come I just act completely by fight or flight and don't think at all.

People laugh cause when I'm playing soccer and some pressure comes I start running like an animal and making a really weird angry face without noticing. Sometimes when I can concentrate I start feeling some spasms in my head. All this is starting to stress me. How do I manage this?",4.195,6.232968500000003,4.555151515151518,83.77772727272728,72.33333333333334,7.2242424242424255,28.66666666666667,8.00094639256281,1.9142030303030309,550,22,103,8,11,173,88,132,0.16699999999999998,0.7240000000000001,0.11,-0.7853,0,0,0,0,1,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,9,10,1,2,8,0,6,3,3,3,3,24,19,14,0,1,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,3,3,0,4,3,4,0,1,0,1,11,6,14,18,6,22,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,5,13,66,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307200393644722,0.0,0.17251260467789362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17869554709081906,0.0,0.29968668896740314,0.18238426605781694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489296476331715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795482914975576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14796259288876273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088219407566182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17852386399237086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699672993654222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611361276543512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669106321611823,0.19804431444192788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059568926348567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16443987775755392,0.1961035643939902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143743561145937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34408388349014024,0.19472385179613771,0.3693701423826498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19926023046413774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343822431056546,0.0,0.0,0.1014322003453486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810127954838398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16768251251819674,0.0,0.12663836649686686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Galaranix,2019/01/20,"I really can't win against myself Me: ""Hey you're spiralling into anxiety and depression again and none of your friends notice your warning signs / check up on you, goes to show how little you really matter to them""

Also Me: ""Stop being selfish,, they don't owe you anything, they don't have to check up on you or notice anything. It's unfair of you to expect that.""

Thanks brain.",5.097123287671233,6.175349397260272,5.621808219178085,80.7612054794521,68.72602739726028,8.031780821917808,26.928767123287678,8.238735603445708,1.8065309589041096,298,9,54,4,5,96,51,73,0.235,0.716,0.05,-0.9322,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,7,3,1,3,5,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,1,0,9,7,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,3,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,14,3,12,6,1,8,0,1,0,0,12,6,0,1,2,40,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005781507206764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19187420984996756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4128018062965409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799945636372276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21602819226523864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19378048230853934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25138438366346944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5711133104596718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32135940352813874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20969412411897392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309184645338396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,smokeweedeatpussy,2019/01/20,"When your boss has you sit in their office... Today my work week started but when I arrived my supervisor asked me into her office. She tells me how badly I messed up last week and that I need to do better. Kinda got the vibe of “you gotta improve or you won’t be manager for long”.  I know I did wrong but damn no one likes getting talked to by their boss. I was so unprofessional too because I started tearing up (they were more “I’m sorry I disappointed you tears and I’m gonna prove you wrong”). She didn’t get mad about it and let me go cool off. 

I’m 3 hours into my 10 hour shift. I just want the day to end. I wish the work week was over, too bad it just started.   I’m just sitting here at work wanting to crawl in a hole. I keep repeating “I hate my life” (something I’m trying to stop myself from doing in general). I just all this. I hate that I messed up, and I hate my anxiety for making it all that much worse. 

Thanks for reading. I don’t care if no one says anything, I just needed to know that someone out there knows my struggle of just wanting to hide for the rest of my shift before I can go back and crawl under my sheets and stop thinking. ",1.0443318544809197,2.8290721306122464,2.820674356699204,93.81243123336293,80.75510204081633,5.403726708074535,20.448092280390426,6.280692351149826,-0.006691215616681846,892,24,205,7,23,296,139,245,0.273,0.633,0.095,-0.9948,0,0,1,0,0,1,25.0,0,6,3,4,16,18,5,1,5,1,13,1,0,4,3,41,46,14,0,7,10,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,8,9,0,3,5,1,0,2,5,13,0,2,6,2,43,5,30,35,5,36,0,1,0,0,16,13,1,3,20,133,51,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886141648525755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532309564481264,0.0,0.10829095230009288,0.0,0.0,0.08907067548082302,0.1934363162483716,0.07061250415962267,0.0,0.09856783966005804,0.0,0.0,0.10244746152864362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810244464353782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470458815478424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259624679745827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210389787446297,0.0,0.1316644501716941,0.0,0.0926445702875314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430919802851733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22815010366728686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296029164785868,0.0,0.0,0.1909811834843904,0.09442173852750918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845008048005247,0.08181833884210532,0.056591581399449274,0.0,0.0,0.1025111476532454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732137879383233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515273243974979,0.17178173988451814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569868400069423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586727091077514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921173761297488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814740255817972,0.08917615357617223,0.0,0.12966883336356946,0.2459677897715237,0.0,0.0,0.19368803861472506,0.0,0.12109685850788054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310452797633163,0.10124570330751233,0.10664615583149842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742229828910011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979891167417803,0.0,0.0,0.07864498877013011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20496908765587266,0.0,0.27874977350825203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320559599715354,0.0,0.0,0.25298979695474416,0.0,0.11804670276170888,0.0,0.25329679747334355,0.0,0.0
anxiety,not_monica,2019/01/20,"Personal experiences with Buspar? For GAD Hi all. 21f diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder with some low mood. Been on Effexor XR for a little over 2 years. Dose right now is 225mg. I feel like it’s losing some efficacy and I’m finding it harder to regulate my emotions. I’m nearly maxed out at the dose! I do Xanax 0.5 mg every so often (prescribed) but I would prefer not to do benzodiazepines. From what I’ve read, it seems like Buspar would be a good choice for me to take a few times a day. Especially because my anxiety usually peeks around mid after noon at work and then again sometimes in the late evening. Who has taken it? Was it combined with other meds? Did it work it make things worse? TIA ",2.3854347826086983,4.971275079710146,3.9878550724637662,82.85786956521741,80.81159420289856,7.448115942028986,23.692753623188405,8.447377352677275,1.8303414492753616,563,20,107,13,15,187,103,138,0.08900000000000001,0.802,0.109,0.7846,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,6,6,0,0,6,0,10,4,0,1,1,22,17,5,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,2,4,0,0,1,11,8,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,1,6,3,20,10,4,22,0,2,0,0,3,12,0,4,12,67,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768065211490533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610571058029247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028711751990357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667839557818495,0.0,0.0,0.18362993298643926,0.0,0.0,0.2073499279167136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20351058380355247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949591551887645,0.0,0.15243285430691492,0.0,0.0,0.1769744192754159,0.0,0.0,0.09147855880651902,0.1292492428489616,0.0,0.0,0.16535754951916018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15174706381917655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040855751066029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17677669026804282,0.18132931144705286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202403137779952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076546627718315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20096127028997668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579723151114954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18096890169424415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450464209918968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16470272049056622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17893444893534674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13602928076112014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019517049861965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549587320973562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19925775614370064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26342374531864604,0.0,0.18437287751313308,0.2570406721679302,0.0,0.0,0.11650651107607335
anxiety,shieldtoadinquisitor,2019/01/20,"Anxiety possibly related to ""abandonment"". Anyone else? My (24F) mom told me recently that I spent some time (age 5-9 months I believe) in the care of my grandma overseas, and that I ""wasn't the same"" after my grandma left. My dad was there the whole time: it was like 3 months vacation with his family while my mom was still working, and then 2 months with my mom, dad, and grandma back home. 

As reference, I get some pretty severe anxiety about my parents dying on their way to work when I'm stressed/down.

Does anyone else have similar stories? ",5.291456043956046,6.2925187499999975,5.861978021978023,79.4973076923077,68.23076923076923,9.78901098901099,32.164835164835175,9.957137785484203,3.199114285714286,426,18,80,10,7,138,72,104,0.058,0.852,0.09,0.644,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,2,5,3,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,10,10,7,1,0,0,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,6,0,14,2,10,4,4,17,0,1,0,0,9,3,0,2,14,48,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21552648689205128,0.0,0.0,0.19699564715835916,0.2886707786790044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831840374177948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15870942119595885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362379327126762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619821338184746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232740888357105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353534225283714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279733166030416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735974488650657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130157701123033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305293887505564,0.0,0.0,0.06882073959045139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4949469014491491,0.3373172570847688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15641667589284813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15880692801857524,0.0,0.1433128789994139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908965091961903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15914016613341794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249695861067824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642819312212678,0.0,0.0,0.1346049223985549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118140558560566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727352070164186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051064193025367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MuffinMedic,2019/01/20,"2019 ""State of the Subreddit"" Survey Hello! We're running a ""State of the Subreddit"" survey starting today. We need your help to decide how best to improve r/Anxiety for you, our subscribers, and your responses to this survey will be invaluable to us in determining how best to help you.

The survey  should take about 10 minutes to complete, and all questions are optional. It consists of 3 sections: 

* Demographics, 
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At the end, you'll be able to provide your contact details in case you'd like us to follow up with you. However, this is strictly optional - you don't have to disclose your identity if you don't want to. We'll post the results of the survey once it is complete.

When you are ready to begin, please [click here to get started](https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLSdQGeDyqAbqeL2QkZfL6qY-ApnnS7VG5N-KTp8HgU5eRIQR4A/viewform). Thanks in advance for your help!

Please share any questions or comments you have about this survey below.",6.643133732534933,9.638189401197607,5.568766467065867,74.96700199600801,68.16167664670658,8.046147704590819,33.887824351297404,8.841846274778883,3.3848166866267464,798,38,117,15,15,238,101,167,0.006999999999999999,0.795,0.198,0.9855,1,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,5,14,0,3,6,5,0,0,7,0,15,0,0,3,1,20,23,8,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,19,5,27,16,4,18,0,0,1,0,28,7,0,6,6,83,24,1,0.16312896971446922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093329333656796,0.0,0.12479321532794388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34238757891538596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420752421741852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14448384792357452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522815377588014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32802572936552005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969657463995247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095806404360905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17372702879228116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581332440725445,0.0,0.0,0.15623245997429555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36548355979753216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546352438410057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226526835745095,0.0,0.0,0.15018723824479888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15462718911954346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3924481300524656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621769286346056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hurricane808080,2019/01/20,"How could large events be better for you and your family? Hi, 

I have a meeting this week with a major sports team about improving conditions for people who are neuro diverse and as anxiety is prevelant in so many of this issues i would really like some input.

I would like to make it clear I am not being paid for this meeting and have been invited because of my own mental health issues (OCD, BPD).

If you could implement something that would make you feel more comfortable in a large, loud crowd what would it be? I really don't want to waste this chance to make things better so any feedback would be great.

Thank you ",6.582857142857144,6.818150478991598,6.508907563025215,78.67579831932774,65.21848739495798,10.161344537815122,27.92436974789916,9.957137785484203,2.4547949579831934,493,13,93,10,7,156,81,119,0.024,0.7340000000000001,0.242,0.9813,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,5,0,3,4,7,0,0,3,0,18,1,0,4,1,21,25,8,0,9,2,0,1,2,0,5,1,1,0,0,10,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,11,7,13,12,4,4,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,2,4,66,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600885452341688,0.0,0.11925352084403125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502758109449204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27573967455766424,0.0,0.0,0.1963348656572716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24892698906723326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14695687372397725,0.0,0.07882141052262898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17186653353182402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16570113680407858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254121256727888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15231752944337018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121683764560645,0.15804547077790618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15709794807755692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807277352005408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997310652486047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000982356465212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435202779210954,0.0,0.0,0.10356473692099684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194649413675256,0.0,0.12504356002466338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5536900834000981,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bpp256r1,2019/01/20,"DAE have an irrational fear of being helped, because they think that the person helping them will eventually conspire against them? I've been grappling with this issue for most of my life - for the better part of 15 years - whenever someone with good intentions tries to help me out, I inevitably end up having to find some way of pushing them away, because I feel as if I haven't done enough to help them out similarly.

But, then it inevitably spirals deeper than this, and I end up asking myself questions such as:

* ""Why are they helping me, what do they have to gain from this?""
* ""Are they helping me because they feel bad for me?""
* ""What's the subtext behind this line of questioning? Where are they going with this?""
* ""If I exhibit a particular behaviour, or perform an action which is associated with a particular unconscious reaction, they'll draw conclusions based on that, and then I'll have to work my way back to where we started.""
* ""Haven't we already done this?""

Does anyone else get this, or at least, understand where I'm coming from here? Is there a way to prevent this type of paranoid, and completely irrational fear?",5.380489130434784,7.306395584541067,5.416977657004832,79.26865489130434,69.0,8.460024154589371,31.29498792270532,9.017664075816787,2.778101690821256,894,38,157,17,16,280,122,207,0.083,0.81,0.107,0.6322,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,2,0,11,5,8,5,0,2,8,0,18,1,0,1,0,29,28,12,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,14,12,0,1,8,0,0,4,2,3,0,0,3,2,25,2,34,22,5,24,0,0,0,0,23,10,0,8,7,120,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13669615677890165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661438818356235,0.12692180381861573,0.0,0.0,0.11580387341891965,0.0,0.11638209789931993,0.09525014795451246,0.10342819139392366,0.2265342021603092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095549777240486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670501293328374,0.12987774355666246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840147929571252,0.2535287287379085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347940674453288,0.0,0.21942817059110686,0.12799319291912228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27878153873850675,0.12526710764908586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132170326383058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471816100783509,0.0,0.07039947935447899,0.10389820317936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4981739255696093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929049197003475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749466463607149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13414162320394046,0.0,0.0,0.10816050919921577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775306377150154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495659277929764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876774473054124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937236429194054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841011564782471,0.0,0.0,0.12895542671128785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949721837409865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177547828957313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018050539020038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976969606426425
anxiety,huntmoxl,2019/01/20,"Anxiety is ruining my life.. I’ve always struggled with anxiety but after having my daughter it has gotten extremely bad. I’m constantly in fight or flight mode. I feel like I can never relax. I’m always thinking of crazy possibilities that could happen and I’m always on edge.. 
Also, I’ve been crazy obsessive about health issues. I feel one thing in my body and google it and then the internet leads me to the worst thing possible of course and I basically convince myself that I have it and then it’s all I can think about!! It’s like it consumes me!! 
my doctor put me on hydroxyzine and it has done nothing, hasn’t helped a bit.. 
has anyone else gone through this??? How did you overcome it?? Help please. ",1.817586947187636,4.519290518248177,3.3149849720910285,85.64945470158867,85.42335766423358,6.435208243881494,21.927436668097897,7.724431198458867,1.3186396736796904,559,19,105,11,17,183,88,137,0.218,0.682,0.1,-0.9547,0,0,0,0,1,0,22.0,0,1,0,1,4,10,1,2,3,0,13,4,1,2,2,18,23,12,0,1,2,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,13,7,0,0,4,1,0,3,2,6,0,1,5,2,15,4,12,17,3,12,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,1,7,72,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639498597583326,0.39453845618625816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418203376187649,0.0,0.0,0.11051438408384874,0.1619440519062326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13196771470095242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725530211491053,0.1755613344226455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17079922334192066,0.0,0.1261925184946726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16177401826653245,0.0,0.16174316930260602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203306219167438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15983276610422534,0.11291314746835593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397658111398958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16800302650259644,0.0,0.0,0.21187928743924664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649663455185364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11163756017517423,0.15443349653141708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190027413985308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516561869792497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710085321951343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17349481253155474,0.0,0.35636218548753296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15888699367185205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16523138968620754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100068783745894,0.2025480555127303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,seamonstersam,2019/01/20,"Advice for getting through school? This is my first ever post on reddit so this feels a little peculiar, but since i started back to school on september (this is my 4th year of secondary school) i have been feeling overwhelmingly anxious.  I've hated school ever since i started 10 years ago, but lately its been to an unbareable point. I hate all my classes, teachers, and all the students in my school with a burning passion and everything about school in general. Every morning im awoken, at 6, from little sleep by my mother. Basically, i feel oh so hopeless right now, and it seems no one around me hates school as much as i do. I just need some advice on how to get through this. Next year will be my last year of school, i just feel like ill never get through it.
Thanks.",4.092494407158835,5.927663120805375,4.3786744966442965,85.78510346756156,72.15436241610738,6.845861297539152,27.852908277404925,7.492282038375204,1.566435794183445,611,23,116,7,12,191,97,149,0.182,0.735,0.083,-0.9625,0,0,0,0,0,1,20.0,0,0,0,1,11,9,3,1,4,0,8,3,1,1,5,23,23,10,0,1,4,1,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,6,0,2,2,4,15,3,22,19,4,28,0,2,0,1,1,11,0,2,17,78,22,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773836643202679,0.0804552691417497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253552181349823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807976560579375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06979057719694237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16419932476022187,0.07647112043159633,0.0,0.08157126886365655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835685074378311,0.06484057823712362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720233384506847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422586077457368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688268300030969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803881803765484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07398335755511827,0.10238378506582001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044341856722593914,0.18193526161396534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06672070594262461,0.0672990673626177,0.07000145190981498,0.0,0.09652669550469938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061502857799520264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579967471660252,0.0,0.0869251581626411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751047598583112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7348500391431257,0.0,0.0826265546972329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501589623745976,0.0,0.0908278096010865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848399264474508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356169672158596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337916843471284
anxiety,secretlyskeptical,2019/01/20,"Anyone struggle to know what’s a real fear and what’s anxiety? I just graduated from college and I absolutely do not want to get a job in my field. I got a degree in education and halfway through I started to worry it wasn’t for me, but anxiety made me stay in the major. I had a terrible student teaching experience, with my anxiety being found out and used against me (it was making it hard to be confident in my abilities, and my mentor said I’d never be a good teacher if I didn’t “get over this anxiety thing.”) 

Somehow I graduated, but without being dramatic that experience has almost made the idea of teaching again traumatic for me. I get panic attacks at the idea of teaching at that school, and it’s the only one I could teach at right now. 

Thinking of getting my masters and teaching college level, but I’m scared it’ll just be a repeat of the same issue. 

I am in therapy and on medication. ",4.815707635009312,5.669398536312853,6.905712290502795,72.1202816573557,69.22346368715084,9.765549348230913,35.028398510242084,9.928628108626363,3.7086756052141534,714,36,129,17,12,253,103,179,0.219,0.745,0.037000000000000005,-0.9829,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,1,4,11,0,14,1,0,4,1,34,30,12,0,3,8,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,11,10,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,9,2,19,1,26,14,2,19,0,0,0,0,1,13,0,3,5,101,30,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624119899736348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4163322180349345,0.0,0.0,0.09513405510774342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15478421448931562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863025757396977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661792511481457,0.0,0.15310168913947186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917922263128705,0.0,0.0,0.2843361813163348,0.0,0.0,0.11411796116267653,0.108817025756747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188013914385736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071830585775829,0.0,0.14200791630505127,0.1350153475482333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477324106448249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574804056903767,0.09081894860802253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706287906202486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493536650279944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921955866355012,0.10347730241279436,0.0,0.15963330124793482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15486238769734806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619173579225725,0.1294211422989602,0.0,0.13621655926800913,0.1376967121364602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630168010864444,0.1450184109125372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14223607417483666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559277076473746,0.0,0.09039007051396664,0.08717968269403982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750936271418835,0.0,0.0,0.08024980640730127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115386838938772,0.0,0.0,0.1381722514501942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AnxiousGuy990099,2019/01/20,"I let my anxiety get the best of me, and I feel like I messed up. Not entirely sure if this is the right place but I dunno where else to post it. 


A lil bit of history before I go into this; I’m 16 n been suffering with Anxiety since I was 11, only recently got medicated last August. 

I’ve been seeing this girl for 11 weeks now, and everything has been great but a few lil arguments, I’ve been feeling really shitty the past week or so; feeling like I was a chore to her, I’ve always taken lead n asked n created plans between us, and I suppose that lead me into worrying that she didn’t want to see me because I was the one who always made plans, my anxiety made this worse n I tried talking to her about it, and as soon as she explained it, I instantly got it, and realised that it was just the situation. 


I feel really bad because she’s an amazing girl and I feel like maybe she felt like I was blaming her, but I wasn’t, I just wanted to talk to her about what I was feeling and get reassurance I guess? 

I’m now sitting here feeling sick wondering if i’ve just pushed her away majorly, any advice/criticism is welcome. ",3.5996620171673825,4.3241432017167405,5.4850831545064365,81.67466335836912,71.91845493562231,9.258476394849783,28.725590128755364,9.516144504307137,2.4613950643776827,878,33,185,20,16,304,125,233,0.165,0.6659999999999999,0.16899999999999998,-0.2774,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,0,5,12,13,0,0,9,0,16,2,0,4,1,39,42,16,0,4,10,0,8,4,0,0,2,0,1,2,14,10,0,0,10,0,0,4,3,3,0,1,18,10,33,10,19,23,4,22,0,1,2,0,19,7,0,6,13,117,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897417620743604,0.0,0.0,0.07753514561947224,0.0,0.2616669846828951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659005816186946,0.0,0.1071222768103211,0.0,0.09519903446039793,0.13900682864939534,0.0,0.0970196635923978,0.0,0.1196533069155355,0.0,0.1244765133945363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524617491467677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247069929077436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4035512598636725,0.24436028102548696,0.1094737425215066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913785510437602,0.0,0.06479821768840148,0.0,0.18237885853961425,0.12570361942322747,0.12560205472276087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293868405092418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165896199034172,0.0,0.22281085629844605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21577038225204426,0.0,0.0,0.11454492249101594,0.0,0.0,0.11485965205190035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726054694125042,0.08671470373115657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884167270351704,0.0,0.0,0.1191229996413363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919631221840127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608380873846766,0.0,0.11257756167717824,0.0,0.0,0.09736948790026276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18171281456062996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431564626646137,0.12815934926499092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745922385557956,0.0,0.0,0.18328432507693587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740973506186953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371478390143361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344997989864757,0.0,0.18291435519941115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364605587135236,0.0,0.1157893138784512,0.1161925779202578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Strawberry316,2019/01/20,"When did you know it was time for medication and experiences with it? I always thought that I had some form of anxiety but for some reason things have gotten really bad over the past couple of months. It’s pretty hard to talk about but I’m curious to know when you may have realized you need to be put on a medication. I feel like maybe I need to be one but I don’t know anything about them. 

Why I think I need to be on: My confidence is very little when I’m out and ppl look at me I think they are thinking terrible things. I get nervous to be in crowded places in fear of something bad happening. I feel afraid when I’m somewhere alone that someone is going to break in. I fear when My family and boyfriend travel that I’m not going to see them again. I feel that people don’t really like me other than my one friend I don’t think anyone really wants me to be friends with them. These are just some of the things that I think about/worry about pretty much daily. 
I already take a thyroid medication and I’m terrible at taking it at the same time every day so the thought of taking something else everyday worries me. I also have heard negative things about anxiety medication but wanted to get opinions from people that actually deal with anxiety and take medication for it. I know it may be hard to put yourself out there but I would really appreciate any help. I feel very lost. ",3.631531620553361,5.296282199275363,4.950553359683795,81.91440711462455,73.02173913043478,8.496442687747034,25.58893280632411,9.095868883498916,2.0141217391304362,1101,36,218,24,22,366,130,276,0.171,0.7040000000000001,0.125,-0.9068,0,1,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,4,1,14,13,0,4,6,0,22,6,0,1,0,47,61,17,0,6,7,0,6,2,2,3,6,1,0,0,18,10,0,0,17,1,0,5,5,9,0,2,8,9,33,4,39,44,6,31,0,1,2,0,14,13,0,6,14,148,51,0,0.0,0.0,0.08075206482435293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570404566262421,0.09131668458102933,0.0661751464597917,0.06885463037575902,0.0,0.0,0.056272838771963936,0.0,0.1899105744029006,0.0,0.0,0.057860725219437636,0.0,0.06809620063897666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818558989308766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156130294678666,0.0,0.05336690535728672,0.08531161820852051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06912700816897445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06972044540745431,0.0,0.0,0.08094538013940368,0.07800933703773301,0.18623351555650647,0.16736354886803906,0.05911661774608025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278648920806385,0.0,0.08646692101191396,0.0,0.09405746587710756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317555321397483,0.0,0.14825549552623984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0554655818418671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819089473311705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808549419295656,0.0829372409051716,0.0,0.0,0.06948916030442419,0.0,0.09033140198499016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313349906013785,0.0,0.0,0.4168096048366241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660502618729327,0.0,0.060830772584019074,0.18407423320906208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214708547260044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899423997699552,0.11473686395865328,0.0,0.08645613933258857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16837300177553166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16637321481725792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21204708008621295,0.08508078373713343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594103767312763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701138079033832,0.12740998821025346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24887081164341154,0.06651131684914506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21990169668058301,0.2651142989418845,0.0,0.13138851616397884,0.09650438289401543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365548353614261,0.09761618995820524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466900559151662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16807328700655794,0.0,0.05878322699152716,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,terribletheivan,2019/01/20,"I'm searching for stories about hypochondria Hi! Already 7 years I'm having problems with anxiety mixed with hypochondria. I'm a filmmaker so I decided to do a documentary movie for the final project for my film school about hypochondria; it's some kind of my way to cope with it. I'm currently researching the whole theme. I'm especially interested in cyberchondria ( related to searching symptoms online). If you have related stories to share or literature, movies or other materials I could read, watch or listen to, I'm all eyes and ears. :) ",5.3238373424971375,8.125473525773202,6.1308591065292095,70.30380297823599,71.4742268041237,9.671935853379154,35.520045819014896,9.994966539143718,4.40333310423826,440,24,69,13,9,144,65,97,0.047,0.863,0.09,0.623,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,4,3,2,0,1,13,11,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,3,15,10,3,5,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,5,3,40,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33217000015249953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302704258183209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403305301365166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32973973659062245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134536882123297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880241662283018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301089626646247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046363376546071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128627421431946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389262742202407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.336064871693032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938393922565728
anxiety,auntpama,2019/01/20,Any one else waste their weekend? Almost every weekend I waste it because all I do is sit and play on my phone and dread the following week where I’ll have to go to work and interact with people. I wish I could just sit at home all day every day and not have to worry about work. Sigh. ,3.575499999999998,4.080156883333334,4.420000000000002,90.09000000000002,71.83333333333334,7.333333333333332,23.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.6338333333333335,223,5,50,2,4,72,43,60,0.132,0.736,0.132,-0.2486,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,2,3,3,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,2,12,8,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,1,1,1,0,0,6,1,7,7,2,12,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,5,30,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25802138430875343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17522586179083866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15707451859601948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057302023420576,0.0,0.0,0.3323543715373977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21525197313247524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.434199709755852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644099067905764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584661224098512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17460528141204906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17863738799285364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20668901352835656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963101948381682,0.0,0.0,0.3751767106907968,0.2616785220227414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ekball15,2019/01/20,"Job issues I have pretty bad anxiety, panic attacks and depression. I was doing really well 2 years ago where I got my license like 3 years ago then I got a job. Worked for a year but went downhill. I was on leave for a few months and went to outpatient to get help.. I thought that's all I'd need to get back but it wasnt. I never went back and I'm still struggling to get back where I was doing so good! I'm tired and miserable because I swear family just looks at me like I'm stupid. I wish they had reasonable jobs for people who suffer with this nonsense bullshit that we have to go through. Once I have a panic attack I have to go home and sleep it off.. just recently I've also stopped driving because I kept having panic attacks on the interstate and now I'm terrified to even sit in my fucking car. I just turned 22 yesterday and I have no job. I'm tired of living like this but no idea what to do ",1.7206837080381874,3.453595481675393,3.4954296273483223,90.01337542346779,78.47643979057591,6.797782568524793,23.277178934400983,7.724431198458867,1.026106621496766,711,23,155,11,17,238,110,191,0.339,0.5710000000000001,0.09,-0.9956,4,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,1,1,14,18,5,5,5,0,14,4,1,1,2,24,36,13,0,2,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,8,9,0,2,3,0,0,7,4,13,1,0,12,1,20,5,19,24,2,31,0,3,1,1,4,7,1,0,19,96,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757985235269962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07929813023184777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585704637393073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33842607882390385,0.0,0.22874350974520585,0.0827943683522092,0.12089390023654195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540627013684822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06549417381774512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347912167413026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167172280402328,0.15542085352200438,0.0,0.1127097041323863,0.08317061324607071,0.158614448971809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646478576294537,0.0,0.0994654572124031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193944888430572,0.0,0.10349716525386604,0.39360357085982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499600863251286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453335441935499,0.0,0.08756000179864001,0.0,0.08326933566924698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914848017797578,0.0,0.0,0.07352580386156891,0.07647822213365522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056020493171021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490283060795113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874498408639962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088125932925417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06352436628975351,0.10195288457901996,0.09790843113615008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992315046198532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918921826560067,0.08290211024228737,0.0,0.10366344959467996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872187840242241,0.0,0.2279394189106676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785748859418134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891566520100476,0.2757666414510746,0.0,0.0,0.11402898272114645,0.0,0.0,0.07218958275145171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19156715911624675
anxiety,shway7,2019/01/20,"Job interview, first official job. Hi,

I’m really scared and don’t know what to do. I’ve got a job interview tomorrow at 3pm, and it’s not that I don’t wanna go, I just can’t stop thinking about the negative aspects of everything. 

I’ve got a pounding headache now and I’ve been feeling nauseous all day. 

I have gone to job interviews before, and I have had a job before, although it wasn’t an official one (full time nanny this past summer. That job was hard, kinda just a blur to me now.) I just feel as though my anxiety has spiraled downwards so much that it’s gotten way worse than before. And add on some mild depression as well, so things are just going great. 

I’ve saved up the money needed for my own personal actions, but my dad has been telling me to get one again. I finally said fuck it and applied to a bunch of places last night, while also just thinking wtf am I doing. They called me back an hour later and I’ve been thinking about it since then. 

Thing is, I actually go to a therapist and I told her about my problems getting a job. She said to takes thing slowly, but I kinda didn’t do that and just dove straight back into this. 

I didn’t tell my dad what my therapist says because he’s a business guy. He won’t understand it, he isn’t one for sympathy. 

I haven’t gotten a job during this school year (I’m 17) because I had a sport that was five days a week. Now it’s over, I have more free time. And my dad has been pushing me to get a job. 

My heart is just hurting a lot. And idk what to do. This was kind of a rank. 

If you’ve read this far, thanks I guess. Have a good night. ",1.5172304648862498,3.2003735667655806,3.2171127596439177,92.00527349159249,78.91097922848665,6.629831849653808,22.806033630069237,7.554174236665415,0.811106508407518,1240,39,281,18,30,412,171,337,0.099,0.825,0.077,-0.7275,9,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,1,2,22,12,1,1,19,0,33,2,1,0,1,43,61,23,0,4,11,3,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,23,13,0,1,7,2,2,6,11,5,1,5,20,6,30,8,26,40,8,42,0,2,0,1,22,10,1,7,25,181,53,14,0.0,0.0,0.07565390249929711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061997276342535976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05930695027515737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922495981323505,0.0,0.09451789744825133,0.0,0.19790598856878505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916241022553916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999953292431922,0.0,0.06677277403109427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967510259114268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783986492205491,0.0,0.0,0.0849256177480331,0.0,0.06594332300900863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167126280103409,0.1215119395252352,0.0,0.1321789300671547,0.06502488114056353,0.12400877291902287,0.08547236078225794,0.08540330171489889,0.07676263412603211,0.0,0.0,0.06944780191022812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918683308268927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07634720067597926,0.0,0.08299286803470107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6923906765705882,0.0,0.0,0.08073108925868087,0.042606098664711205,0.06319379481893456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06590957998664128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056990311616656186,0.057484326137138074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550524026907502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576002673438593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400705532700395,0.0,0.06769245318555236,0.08099785868956215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07418162729252434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754668213434962,0.0,0.049664950230675256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748939271828232,0.061651550344055374,0.07761675274895942,0.07846014990888323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641300623012071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06481495872655847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0582896801460905,0.0,0.1355217622740469,0.07137525102739299,0.0,0.18002663197263033,0.1545138959259684,0.1490260195843572,0.07616860916360757,0.0,0.0904117212370883,0.0,0.0,0.07407913110448355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070699047467199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06153629418216426,0.062186442329954426,0.0,0.06970491708040663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900531413326829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04992401068037038
anxiety,derkegy,2019/01/20,"Scared of getting watched? For some years now, I've had this anxiety of getting watched. When I undress, I get unrealistic thoughts like someone might be watching through the door peephole or there might be hidden cameras in the room. Also when I sing at home, I'm scared that my neighbours could hear me, that there are hidden microphones. I also check again if I've really muted myself at Discord. Also, I'm singing a lot when I'm driving my car and then I also sometimes think there could be hidden microphones and I sometimes check to see if someone is in the car.

I have no clue when I developed this fear and why and I don't know how to stop this mindset of mine. ",4.283587786259542,5.863988236641222,4.651824427480918,85.04384351145039,71.21374045801527,7.07206106870229,31.4206106870229,7.554174236665415,2.031655877862596,533,24,102,6,10,168,78,131,0.145,0.836,0.02,-0.9328,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,14,4,0,3,4,0,12,0,0,1,0,18,23,17,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,3,0,5,4,0,1,3,2,2,3,2,3,0,0,2,5,14,1,11,14,2,17,0,0,4,0,2,5,0,7,10,71,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5061561167964032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104796138324656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25267266196079297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780563362800765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24801094129797635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17834031126232766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15872079653962995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696082604026749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773047466085586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345242042626307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357208298851421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136823677041937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168380652135668,0.0,0.12609137021870928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26814094596487514,0.0,0.3129933525402052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229003657393593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013894424405687,0.0,0.12561948233391626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14278084725590626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189698996317552
anxiety,SeniorApricot,2019/01/20,"Advice with fainting If there's anyone else out there like me then I hope you find this useful. I have Blood-Injury-Injection phobia and have struggled with fainting spells most of my life. I put together some tips in the form of an ebook that I've made free to download for a few days. I hope it helps!

[https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B07MBGRQ94](https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B07MBGRQ94)?",8.143894009216588,12.249514080645168,5.564285714285717,70.94500000000002,69.48387096774192,5.478341013824887,20.147465437788018,6.868970318607317,0.3694626728110606,331,7,50,3,7,93,52,62,0.07400000000000001,0.6629999999999999,0.263,0.9164,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,1,3,0,2,3,0,2,0,12,6,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,5,8,5,4,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,5,3,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26774412974128736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19158323595707255,0.2807396138104204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17670370329076207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22888714005599936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504258926627221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18365265235107994,0.0,0.0,0.5442764700405599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935303282917907,0.13385981042615355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592601001914355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754400221427197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864384087210784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23664316567333146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kjtt,2019/01/20,"Anxiety of aging at 27... I'm only just 27 and I already find myself becoming increasingly anxious about aging/not looking young. Besides from bad anxiety of growing old and dying, I've become neurotic and anxious of getting wrinkles, it's consuming my thoughts day and night. I have like the small signs of lines around my eyes and find its stopping me from wanting to leave the house and look at people when I'm talking to them.  I feel as though they are magnified to everyone specially people younger. Any advice on how to get passed this anxiety attack, I have generalised anxiety and stopped cbt because I got anxiety from going. Thanks!",6.735320512820515,8.208294957264958,6.956485042735043,71.23677884615388,65.23931623931624,10.294444444444443,38.55662393162393,10.411451182825502,4.5603854700854685,518,28,81,13,8,167,82,117,0.213,0.73,0.057,-0.9245,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,0,6,5,1,0,2,0,3,1,1,1,0,18,15,11,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,2,4,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,2,4,11,3,17,13,1,17,0,0,3,0,3,5,0,0,9,47,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132136378785133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492197163044393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195490479888008,0.0,0.5172184062097296,0.3055224414536259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120375342641996,0.0,0.15383338835020668,0.0,0.0,0.11290387192556847,0.08242945565345798,0.2986819020617201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720634694521695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14033803084990176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920944322882202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837179151974268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471790559326972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412947642844736,0.0,0.0768492003344821,0.0,0.10814857211106374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15602685830457172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431794957467636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606214161134898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271031374920073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268957316435456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189167416712928,0.0,0.0,0.10284165022911927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18749040625077745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261015917734173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868550338637607,0.0,0.12449331286782173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328539284250302,0.10735035551062473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975683873716613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spicymemes123,2019/01/20,"Scared that I’m going to get a speeding ticket and I can’t stop obsessing over it until the 14 day notification period passes Just passed my test last week and I did my first big couple of journeys this weekend. I was driving on a motorway (70mph speed limit) I never went over 70 and generally stuck around the lower end of 60-65mph. There was a speed camera in the road on the motorway approaching a traffic light as the motorway began to end, the national speed limit sign was still displayed and I couldn’t see any sign saying it should be any lower. I was going probably about 65 at this point, I drove past the speed camera and I’m not sure if it flashed or not, I thought I might have seen a light but it could have been from the cars headlights passing on the other side of the road (it was night time) and I was anxiously looking out for flashes with every camera I went past. I am panicking and I don’t think I will drive again as I’m so scared of breaking the law by mistake, I was keeping at the speed limit the whole way, even being overtaken on 30 and 40 mph roads because others didn’t want to stick to the limit. If I got a ticket I wouldn’t be able to deal with the shame and embarrassment.",4.5185475708502025,5.040252987854252,5.526981275303644,82.93273911943322,69.72874493927125,8.442206477732794,27.17839068825911,8.472884824447931,1.7308868421052628,956,29,196,14,16,316,137,247,0.14400000000000002,0.8490000000000001,0.006,-0.9824,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,5,8,7,0,5,21,0,24,0,0,0,2,41,43,17,0,8,7,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,10,13,0,6,2,3,0,13,8,6,0,1,18,6,19,1,29,16,1,57,0,0,3,0,2,18,0,4,24,127,29,1,0.15524411335205102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111426412537558,0.0,0.0,0.17538165960778693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13820017454667868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463537057564557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394979218313867,0.17177465863381675,0.0,0.10011961008701277,0.1600498641198226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750004110716625,0.0,0.0,0.10253727272692617,0.0,0.13079986112280886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205056351076253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110864176196163,0.0,0.17645761443993346,0.0,0.12416289926728508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379881009834409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654467253771576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036595598667094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16468947124272276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973383071311232,0.0,0.0,0.1456860838562487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296396144864219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14675586644964125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673794113098041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234563499800046,0.3108528800398925,0.0,0.12370945881847208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397814945994436,0.12979103013355306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14631573959569302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947415935343916,0.0,0.12324648506579193,0.0905240909356698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156700029132224,0.12322555116017972,0.12452746355045224,0.0,0.0,0.2878256968031361,0.0,0.17332450847065836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nksgoodouthere,2019/01/20,"Feeling better than I have in a while I've been struggling for the past 6months to get my SSRI. But my health insurance at my new job kicked in this month, and i was finally able to get on my full dose regularly again. I went through a few weeks of the same symptoms I experienced the first time I took it; apathy, weird appetite, disinterest in hobbies, and general exhaustion/forgetfulness. Finally, i feel like myself again. My anxiety isn't controlling my emotions, my depression is on the back burner of my mind. Today I was biking home from work and the sky was such a pretty blue. I don't notice those things when I'm anxious/depressed. It was a lovely moment. I came home and watched some dumb videos on youtube and laughed so hard.

I know this isn't a forever fix, but i find it's important to celebrate the good days. My depression tries hard to make me forget them, to make it seem like I never have good days. But I do. I can have great days too.",4.715928805237315,5.7664984734042575,5.4904255319148945,81.45653846153849,69.58510638297872,9.401636661211127,29.88707037643208,9.661875296680813,2.6669585924713584,755,29,151,17,13,246,116,188,0.107,0.7120000000000001,0.181,0.9543,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,4,7,13,1,1,11,0,14,4,0,3,1,23,27,11,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,8,6,0,1,5,2,0,3,4,5,0,1,8,7,26,8,18,19,4,31,0,2,2,1,2,9,1,2,21,99,34,2,0.12959832315656666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914236248856394,0.14640921647084568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965311088032383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461918513596185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822595630388394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14535553938918352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507405911026392,0.0,0.33486853749740303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14578067009372608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105761236374458,0.0925850679580206,0.0,0.28393725660405744,0.11845051949351673,0.11023626747164153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13541954975155296,0.0,0.0,0.2174018494258657,0.0,0.14288260880238707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23218928368676944,0.0,0.0,0.13775695722462453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599953698548369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860633838357607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07122384911789514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663038886027947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169675465051598,0.0,0.1730157741089603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085736205908405,0.0,0.10344414510344692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999542163015392,0.1251668680828794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14754854988565344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371626380887216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184808608842594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798144602912433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548430617597465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470228007134227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609936726550023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556982443470127,0.0,0.12284405681824567,0.0,0.14398850556767084,0.08798875436595242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395595758585242,0.0,0.0,0.12013894395617668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434912276655978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,isaacpk24,2019/01/20,"Anxiety tip for work Just say good morning! 

I never usually start saying hello or good morning at work, I usually just say it back because I have social anxiety. But this morning I was energetic from finally having an okay night sleep and I decided to push through it and be the first one to say good morning. Everyone was casual about it and didn’t think anything of it. I was extremely awkward around my boss for some reason but I still said good morning first. 

I felt so much better during the day and I started doing things I wouldn’t really ever do like starting conversations 

So my tip is to just do it because no one really takes notice and you don’t feel so bad about what they might think of you",4.719565217391307,6.085885594202902,5.8673623188405815,77.57582608695652,69.86956521739131,9.288115942028986,29.74202898550725,9.642632912329526,2.8822150724637687,564,22,103,13,10,188,84,138,0.09,0.7559999999999999,0.155,0.8187,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,1,5,13,10,0,1,3,1,14,1,1,2,2,24,23,11,0,1,6,0,2,1,0,2,0,5,0,0,8,6,0,0,6,1,0,1,5,2,0,4,6,7,15,8,13,14,2,17,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,3,15,78,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19263031357453705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036071255397165,0.11208002132839524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681134035800876,0.10512342557653792,0.15349813250715394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113506326669645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119677178955262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138861244194832,0.0,0.12030534522328415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366014570429046,0.0,0.12088625572491515,0.1379201619828316,0.0,0.21418540205553688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4224045642589912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06150965869164887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356277956951468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925529094523815,0.0,0.0971038592684513,0.0,0.0,0.118151076432567,0.0,0.0,0.1433409630278891,0.0,0.0,0.17062974225352676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613128797250967,0.12944885851128046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11976221942127753,0.4004912550732312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599354157008522,0.12834186193208133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673435593042625,0.0,0.10054599193745722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466309861328548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364410378477545,0.16134662548044645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773278887273857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833172081823381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,istillhaveme,2019/01/20,"Slapped myself out of anxiety I am a high school student (18F)  with no diagnosed anxiety but very prevalent crying episodes and simply and very easily brought to a detrimental level of sadness and rumination over whatever small problem just happened. It is very hard for me to begin thinking straight after a fight or just a small negative interaction with whoever, but especially with my toxic parent or my overbearing boyfriend. 

In terms of what the title says, today I was invited to a surprise birthday party of my and SO's friend, and I got upset that he didn't specify where it was and I ended up being late and stressed. As a result of me being upset with him for not being more helpful in telling me where it is and ultimately not picking me up since my house was on his way, he texted me ""you ruin everything"" and then decided that he will not speak to me the whole night ""out of respect to himself"". I couldn't get him to talk to me and I ended up running off to the bathroom crying and an upcoming anxiety attack. I was in there too long and when I saw my reflection to fix my face, quivering lip, bags under my eyes and a cold sweat, I just slapped myself out of nowhere. I don't know where it came from, but I slapped myself again and it is as if I woke myself up and I stopped panicking. 

Although this worked for me, are there any other ways you recommend overcoming the sense of crying when the setting is very not appropriate (eg in front of friends, in class) or an anxiety attack? 

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tl;dr boyfriend got upset with me, anxiety attack came and I slapped myself out of it; positive or negative? ",10.041508588498877,7.406231258899678,9.795210355987056,67.17136669156088,60.03559870550161,13.261737615135672,42.863081901916864,11.661520659325953,4.957726711476225,1285,59,230,29,13,422,162,309,0.238,0.6729999999999999,0.08900000000000001,-0.9949,1,0,0,0,1,0,34.0,0,2,0,1,13,15,4,4,14,0,17,5,4,2,0,51,29,31,0,3,15,1,1,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,11,27,0,1,4,0,0,5,10,11,0,0,12,6,41,4,48,12,3,47,0,2,2,0,19,25,0,5,14,179,52,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466802657064,0.12859645320841268,0.07196882350758782,0.0,0.4048027701491052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611946964644701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420853254399044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487517065835925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741640803350616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18747000540875847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511422997965917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16352979611103197,0.0,0.05529241738424025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16928570620310351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358615256052168,0.0,0.0948039393817981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.070936401244996,0.11181643977833014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122114958982611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0581620423397346,0.0,0.11938216745427087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936572535784421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931538219190007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175129880545088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012661351927951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416119273532957,0.0,0.10710679231379754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754463599601928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847959545342231,0.1212292456510302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506308421671821,0.09250110573802743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678123393319632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031557297641762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492871893333559,0.0,0.1680077106246668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815671988940167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704635092077201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859645320841268,0.0
anxiety,LoseTemper,2019/01/20,"Thanks Reddit I am trying to engage a little bit every day with the Reddit community. I have found that helping others, answering their questions or giving tips is really fulfilling. 

I have been struggling with anxiety since I can remember. I am fully functional on every aspect of my life, my anxiety is not crippling me right now. Thanks to hard work I am dealing with it the best I can. Helping others is a new addition to my routines. 

But it has not always been like this. I wish I had a community like this years ago. 

Thanks to all of you!",3.8218162393162416,5.949680711538463,5.482051282051284,76.34072649572651,73.61538461538461,8.468376068376068,26.94017094017094,9.150863307647796,2.5863196581196584,430,16,74,10,9,146,66,104,0.103,0.6729999999999999,0.223,0.9403,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,2,1,8,0,1,5,0,14,1,0,0,1,14,20,2,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,1,15,7,10,16,3,8,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,7,58,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151235272432332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196100090855582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26103202334373954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17904443414087334,0.0,0.1862616878636384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002919133496368,0.1758911876211875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874921892636311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870648133266666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16366444328468416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15283284813412173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287122731260489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050673032979388,0.16670263745639574,0.17099581636324174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647759848119502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911219950181452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929699122810682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19326761783665608,0.14569981652070532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14113016975226472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17835838124453007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4712236788245038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583283879426012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19619282256788728,0.0,0.0,0.12420594889143795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986710209233536
anxiety,powerfuljoehogan,2019/01/20,"Unsure how to go about asking for higher dose for pregabalin Hi all, a few months back I was given a prescription for pregabalin(also known as lyrica) which was 50mg to be taken as needed and was given 45 doses and my usual medication to last me three months. I found it to be pretty much useless at that dose and after some research decided I would try 200mg which worked great for me, it really improves the psychosomatic symptoms of anxiety and kept panic attacks away which I find to be debilitating to the point of being out of work for about a year and a half. 

I am just wondering whether I should mention to my doctor or not that I decided to try a higher dose as I found the low dose ineffective. I have no history of drug addiction but I have used substances in the past and I have been upfront about this and also mentioned to him that I had used phenibut which is in the same class as pregabalin. I would hate to not be able to get access to this medication because of something stupid I did or said as I've tried many SSRI's and several other types of antidepressants and received no relief in either my depression or anxiety.",10.273738738738736,7.181261058558563,10.294864864864866,65.18752252252254,60.036036036036045,13.470270270270273,39.53153153153153,11.645159339076185,4.445888288288288,913,33,168,20,9,306,128,222,0.145,0.807,0.048,-0.9581,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,7,10,3,1,10,0,19,11,0,3,1,37,34,21,0,4,9,0,0,0,0,3,11,1,0,0,12,10,0,1,7,0,0,2,4,8,0,2,13,1,20,2,38,13,6,18,0,3,0,0,7,8,0,5,8,129,32,6,0.13531834890540825,0.0,0.0,0.1475169740453759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21642806946096416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070363330600576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12650438959218618,0.1539441570710262,0.12713604320428673,0.1040514576050649,0.0,0.08248880951323123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165494956283091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13850406403408574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15692632399780854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367851940095415,0.0,0.0,0.2967391701570405,0.0,0.0,0.07069825224418975,0.0,0.07690453609551777,0.0,0.0,0.14918895738394974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335988544997863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030251505734806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13719156673538965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726380006197325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160196301678869,0.0,0.09947455637425452,0.1003368411007871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15876692647346702,0.0,0.0,0.1291766756205459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791957847131913,0.0,0.0,0.13766740866137447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668839933315879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287187373991425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528712174264385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417467604376253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14064757698313113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756168291311936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337432127775265,0.1490340436869727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467469770936134,0.19702673927378864,0.0,0.0,0.1922525451786044,0.0,0.0,0.0871405801087418
anxiety,ac0rn_,2019/01/20,"Dentist Anxiety Is anyone else terrified of the dentist. After spending a lot of my childhood with braces and having 2 excruciating root canal/crown procedures as an adult, I've developed a huge fear of the dentist. I have a tooth with a huge cavity that needs to be pulled towards the back. I'm planning on setting up an appt tomorrow, but last night I had a panic attack just thinking about going. I don't have dental insurance and can't afford nitrous. How can I force myself to actually go and not chicken out? ",6.585952380952379,7.167101948979592,7.516734693877552,70.26278911564629,65.22448979591837,10.206802721088435,35.72108843537415,10.125756701596842,3.8452190476190484,413,19,69,9,6,139,75,98,0.18,0.785,0.035,-0.9313,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,2,10,0,9,4,1,2,0,14,14,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,1,0,1,3,3,3,0,0,1,0,6,0,14,12,1,16,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,6,49,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.27251862216875583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136340339372045,0.0,0.0,0.19526590618808334,0.28613607458779633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.317699901172475,0.0,0.2147346052421418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23328687708275198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142464602700602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174211218161196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276351295140539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374178638814801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070686222080588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620676943719492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276528178124106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789392843936036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,art0130,2019/01/20,Trying to hide anxiety I  suffer from daily anxiety some days it is 10 like today and some days it is less sever but it is always there. I find myself hiding it as best I can from my family which usually results in me being distant or forgetful. I really would like to finally find something to help stop the inner suffering I go through it makes me so sad when it gets so bad.,4.6381578947368425,5.307869657894738,6.640631578947371,74.5254210526316,69.52631578947367,10.290526315789474,28.35789473684211,10.355215969177356,3.043413684210526,298,10,55,8,5,105,55,76,0.299,0.56,0.141,-0.9334,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,2,0,12,9,7,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,3,8,7,4,10,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,3,9,42,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841064341645268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385273047738213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847432487060068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232199210457208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853893948484515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20858467753262486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24238002754405805,0.4044561185217326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559946232965156,0.0,0.12574742290158605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14830622771539795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21619337671258404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476930804912449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417451214850202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499613495272492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703371180581664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184983658617827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097290523360275,0.0,0.0,0.15022133383873898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436871460346988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15717708817886786,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cockpowers6996,2019/01/20,"I have teeth anxiety So, my teeth are not really bad just a littleeee bit of overbite. In public situations I get nervous sometimes and refrain from smiling bc of fear of people watching my big teeth. I keep my mouth closed all the time so that my teeth are not shown. It's kind of annoying for me too bc at home or alone I don't do this but in public and with friends I've been doing this for a long time. It also made me introverted cuz in childhood I didn't care at all but as an adult, it's annoying. Also hindered me to meet new people and made me a loner although I'm quite good looking. Has anyone faced this ?",2.2714630681818164,3.9815983906250025,3.8825568181818175,87.95221590909092,76.8125,6.529545454545455,24.91761363636364,7.348242739294969,1.094428125,486,17,102,6,11,162,83,128,0.142,0.765,0.094,-0.5275,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,6,9,2,2,5,0,9,6,6,3,2,18,16,13,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,7,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,4,2,13,4,15,12,3,12,0,0,2,0,5,7,0,1,5,67,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014882039110067,0.0,0.31115243861926634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14882510405159485,0.0,0.0,0.1360292097218577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16243554256204445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123909145095817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19834987602787726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218915316467244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503036831541197,0.0,0.10164085299419676,0.0,0.0,0.16317370319648042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951428077782709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729190377539259,0.0,0.20258692620980315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17216471250757642,0.16336738823437405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36816317842499297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878911466165183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26974367969063623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20692076309812224,0.0,0.0,0.1246294296284806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21867483793564446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19240831372522624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268795437662175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lucitribal,2019/01/20,When I'm going through a bad episode other emotions turn into or worsen anxiety. Does this happen to anyone else ? And have you found a way to manage it ?,2.567,4.955867033333334,4.043333333333333,83.885,78.66666666666666,5.333333333333334,23.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.8823333333333339,121,4,21,1,3,40,28,30,0.27,0.73,0.0,-0.8343,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,14,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460008620075789,0.0,0.0,0.22484985354477324,0.3294873934775445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26849827349745103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28140886583441144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26863122789827554,0.3617239856598717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525858991565029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18275615581253932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843640891264293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34977680303223163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552480163510516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,basicallybet,2019/01/20,"Still Very Anxious About Driving - No One will Help I’ve definitely posted this here before, but I’m about to turn 30 and still don’t have a driver’s license or any clue how to get one. Nobody will help me because I’m way too anxious behind the wheel and it’s unsafe to be in a car with someone that anxious, and driving school is way too expensive to use every time I need to practice. I need to learn to drive to be able to function. Not driving is just not an option for me in my current situation. There aren’t reliable buses around where I live, and Uber is becoming way too expensive to take to get to work every day. Plus I want a family and I just don’t think I can have kids if I can’t drive. I don’t know what to do and I feel awful. ",1.9553846153846168,3.3395638805031496,3.8743396226415108,89.06982583454284,76.8616352201258,6.653313981615868,23.551523947750358,7.321109707123232,0.8371544267053701,583,18,129,7,13,198,94,159,0.08199999999999999,0.8590000000000001,0.058,-0.5494,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,14,0,0,0,5,1,16,0,0,2,0,26,29,11,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,9,0,0,4,0,2,6,8,0,0,2,0,1,12,0,22,25,0,19,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,5,84,16,3,0.14839496272659575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091366333418568,0.0,0.0,0.5029322068027169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13210297838576607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046019192588578,0.16389057753142136,0.12627318347488034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570247454968814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500583126388371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13989356404516198,0.0,0.07503295192430537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15506048649685678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19893203096814568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155399065099088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310354708093326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200659691120511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20111253447072502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421213541356264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501836247082675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680215560990191,0.0,0.0,0.125734570358389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370168178460945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115745439894229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508550018922846,0.0,0.0,0.08653029612655654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16141110676028206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816560218290354,0.0,0.12244138542717037,0.08752719379705504,0.35336704258624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803330024043778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ConnorK12,2019/01/20,"Starting a new job, three months after walking out of a job I had for almost 4 years So I worked for the this company for almost 4 years, liked it a lot for the longest time, paid be bills and wasn’t horrible to do. As time went on, like a lot of companies, it changed and not in a good way. In October, after 3 months off on sick leave due to being diagnosed with severe Crohns Disease and going through a breakup with a girl who worked at the same place, I called it quits and walked out.

Right now I’m sitting in my room, about to start a new job tomorrow. More stable company, better wage, more involved, closer to home. I’m just so oddly nervous, sad and anxious. I know I should be very happy, and to be honest I am in many ways, it’s about time to earn some money and truly get back on my feet after the worst 8 months of my life. So why am I feeling so miserable tonight? Is it nerves? Is it genuinely because deep down I probably miss the place I was so used to?

Would just like some wisdom from you fine people, thank you!",4.4752140783744565,4.545263495283018,5.241698113207548,86.52797532656021,69.70754716981132,8.409869375907112,27.62844702467344,8.139509932561175,1.5488159651669082,799,24,174,10,13,260,128,212,0.14,0.713,0.147,0.4025,4,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,0,5,11,15,0,2,13,0,14,4,1,1,0,26,27,13,0,2,3,0,1,3,0,2,3,0,2,1,8,11,0,0,2,0,4,4,2,5,0,1,5,1,14,10,36,16,8,45,0,3,0,0,6,18,0,6,23,111,22,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480291265906905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991150010587974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523045454081816,0.0,0.07549578838474241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953232671987777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646131011717807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101336901063293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12570177617840753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06262060404427383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06470478022527851,0.0,0.07038492393277558,0.10387672173979012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183709685323375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422832077725394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686961687269232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06806289804428999,0.0,0.0,0.13113575512831044,0.0,0.0,0.08747657470483541,0.1815157005634331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105800419829708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556109794219925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965597221430843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23922379614015116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858596961624135,0.0,0.2587868483888957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335276708839741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13172619184015855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057643904989692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991150010587974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17531863916600865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402138627601525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166479902206655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696377019110354,0.0,0.10218648365590258,0.0,0.19660746457469486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480711580334167,0.1117523681865223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18032372029764668,0.0,0.0,0.08797713018821028,0.0,0.0,0.15950640661283955
anxiety,arse9k,2019/01/20,"Obsessing over electrolytes! How are you supposed to get 3,800mg of Potassium every day? That's like 10+ bananas!

It has just been brought to my attention that my symptoms; derealization, depersonalization, brain fog, memory impairment, dizziness, fatigue and ""brain rot"" can be caused by Magnesium deficiency, which apparently - depending on the country - 60-90% of people have.

DRI of Magnesium is 400mg. Potassium is 3,800mg. I'm looking at supplements right now, but I am freaking out because I'm afraid that I have a serious deficiency. My Potassium is fine (had bloodwork done 5.1.2019), but the standard bloodwork doesn't account for Magnesium, so I can't tell.

Do you guys take supplements for Magnesium/Calcium/Potassium? I eat fruits, nuts and vegetables pretty much every day to some degree, but I highly doubt that I am getting 400mg of Magnesium and I am certainly not getting 3,800mg of Potassium.",7.632451093210584,9.45457925316456,7.935868814729574,63.74957997698508,63.43037974683544,12.327733026467204,41.578826237054095,11.911945987284742,5.96400506329114,734,43,110,26,11,240,103,158,0.104,0.8220000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.5549,1,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,2,0,0,4,9,0,3,3,0,18,7,2,3,1,17,26,8,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,4,3,0,1,0,1,1,3,6,0,0,4,2,12,3,15,21,2,10,0,1,1,0,4,6,0,3,4,67,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521375822137912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4586026678123648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21100882533396104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649401080039771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102019340101493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21018189820755914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34612729017486865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219489012661089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033845053558372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170230062466764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035113008735423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17248953740996764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099724586311275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240284744697415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20897202571852094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17541583581960285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134957675193964,0.15443995504893934,0.0,0.1795341372718154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whatsgucciaye,2019/01/20,"Does anxiety music help? I have anxiety and it gets pretty bad sometimes where I have trouble breathing and have a weird heaviness in my chest it’s almost painful but not physical (if that makes any sense) but emotional?? 
I can’t really talk to my parents about cause they already have a lot on their plate with stuffs going on in the family and also they wouldn’t take it seriously. I need to do something because it’s started to affect my academics as I can’t concentrate, I am always tired and I refrain from having any form of interaction with anyone. This has made me depressed and I really can’t understand what I’m feeling and I just need this to stop so i started to do things I never thought I’d do just for  the pain to end.
I can’t talk to my friends cause I really don’t know how to express what I’m feeling and I don’t think they’ll understand what I’m going through because I myself don’t know. 
Does anxiety relieving music online help? I’ve tried it 
but it doesn’t make a difference.",4.461067892503537,5.4642392227722825,5.6925884016973125,79.94841584158416,70.13861386138615,9.137765205091938,30.76520509193777,9.424239791934726,2.7756254596888263,801,33,155,17,14,268,108,202,0.154,0.743,0.103,-0.8505,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,4,0,7,9,0,0,5,0,20,5,2,7,1,39,42,15,0,4,7,1,2,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,14,9,0,2,8,0,0,2,11,7,0,0,2,2,25,2,20,38,2,12,0,1,0,0,12,5,0,3,5,104,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458148107877935,0.0,0.13729265518538253,0.09949289778128692,0.10352144374785943,0.0,0.0,0.1692099857823109,0.0,0.2855264306537471,0.0,0.0,0.0869923457337031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387951901574892,0.15168181675215134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25561250162945603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715659095318388,0.0,0.0,0.12998493079888246,0.0,0.0,0.2177490175177875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13994769186910194,0.1101928425524466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728534670636465,0.0,0.12581373333233756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612104633061884,0.0,0.0650005704099808,0.0,0.14141336043379873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16678259920211916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674807892807966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577134176327303,0.0,0.11772243097439583,0.16609306451896308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18450107881479533,0.0959548467913606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26476805261769754,0.0,0.13814572803072048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657257861121582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23910614021069845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577907727805288,0.12304747328789455,0.0,0.176120087412647,0.0,0.0,0.10401469941439097,0.0,0.0,0.1424229285335973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354296721741548,0.19999664534453396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265435817005093,0.07971871996085186,0.0,0.09876989253269314,0.0,0.1429942499255606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446814708723413,0.0,0.0,0.25903629408386303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ratta606adamson,2019/01/20,Catatonia Does anyone else get this? What is it like for you? I'm on the brink of it right now and can barely type this. ,-0.2493589743589765,1.8170538076923108,1.405384615384616,100.42294871794874,87.84615384615385,5.005128205128205,12.512820512820511,6.42735559955562,-1.0755487179487182,93,1,23,1,3,30,24,26,0.0,0.894,0.106,0.4329,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,14,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394382173521809,0.4974013178966293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42482092943374333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4055315299761186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536278055356629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371665516513949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4145720018316468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,revengepunk,2019/01/20,"my anxiety symptoms seem different to everyone else's. i'm 15 and i've had anxiety ever since i can remember. i never really got normal symptoms, i never got shakey or an increased heart rate. i've felt those 'nervous' symptoms before, when doing public speaking or performing music or acting but i never feel them on a day to day basis. instead, i get a huge variety of symptoms, but one of the hardest to cope with is the way i feel emotionally. i have very specific feelings that come and go depending on how anxious i feel mentally and i can often link these feelings with specific anxious things in my childhood. they're always different but i can always link them back to how i felt in a scenario. the different feelings also come with anxiety symptoms and are sometimes caused by things like a stomach ache. mostly i feel nauseous, but without any stomach pain or anything, just a sick feeling in my throat. i've never seen anyone mention scenarios like that, my anxiety often makes me feel more 'heavy' if that makes sense, instead of having nervous energy and increased heart rate (plus others), my symptoms feel more heavy and tiring. i'm sort of just rambling now, this weekend has been horrible for me mentally. anyway, has anyone else experienced this?",5.7238454106280185,7.806143278260873,6.3750724637681175,72.11512077294687,68.3913043478261,8.937198067632849,34.95169082125604,9.444778638647367,3.81300966183575,1014,51,153,22,18,331,126,230,0.114,0.794,0.091,-0.6648,3,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,2,1,14,5,0,2,9,0,12,14,5,6,5,56,36,20,0,2,12,0,12,2,0,0,9,1,0,0,10,12,0,0,16,1,0,6,5,3,0,1,7,15,21,2,20,29,5,25,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,11,14,109,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06530963515259976,0.1359081476650831,0.0,0.0,0.055536840729639735,0.0,0.2499022868736216,0.18452252446404965,0.0,0.11420791810539785,0.08367821605796891,0.06720556367354649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06279742503094002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949320287625843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389523068551615,0.0,0.14069899509874562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533782861290514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25597611272131343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364457783391422,0.09186517731659216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07387311583384326,0.0,0.07803699307893702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.412936461011738,0.0,0.15682761034158965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042668005785888065,0.0,0.04641363947372919,0.0,0.1306342502905458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19355325015354613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979743212072964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902765611427327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16460367882588978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519486787426169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001701239262655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05534015130660287,0.0,0.08690019741177196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05231842382101569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251359097116664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743472125115434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06755637050996953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077144968224198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5093041005675416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851279028428568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938650144866374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06738441055961161,0.0,0.06482402387284943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872475447019038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ILikePizzaAndPie2002,2019/01/20,"(x-post) How do I ask my parent to seriously consider letting me go on anti-anxiety medicine? Okay, so back in July, I started getting really sick (throwing up everything I ate, severe dizziness, light-headedness, trouble breathing, etc) I was eventually diagnosed with a Hyperactive Vagus nerve, which in my case, began acting up due to severe anxiety. I was put on a bunch of anti-nausea medication and told to wait it out as it's something that'll heal on its own... In 6 months to 2 years.

Six months have passed, I'm feeling even worse. I can barely sleep cause I wake up not being able to breathe and my entire body is numb. I'm having panic attacks everyday. I relapsed into self-harming and depression, isolated myself from all my friends. I haven't been able to leave my house in over a month now cause I get so dizzy and faint every day. The doctor said anti-anxiety medicine might help, and I'm desperate to try anything right now.

My dad is very against me going on anything, as he's worried that it'll mess with my personality or give me dark thoughts, and I get his concern but I don't care anymore. I can't keep feeling like this, I want my life back. How do I go about discussing this with him in a way he won't dismiss?",5.00375,5.7704663374485605,6.066458333333332,78.61968750000003,68.75308641975309,8.873353909465024,32.47145061728395,9.017664075816787,2.770275925925926,972,42,185,17,16,324,157,243,0.162,0.795,0.043,-0.9628,1,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,0,0,10,11,1,1,5,1,19,14,5,4,1,26,42,14,0,1,3,2,2,1,1,4,8,1,0,1,9,11,1,2,3,0,0,7,5,7,0,1,8,3,29,4,31,28,4,37,0,1,0,0,14,16,0,2,14,114,38,1,0.23255231470602944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668528263396541,0.0,0.11531470375866855,0.0,0.0,0.19137074026169168,0.0,0.10870251099760668,0.1322809151601498,0.0,0.1788183754112229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291565982358983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855129182105635,0.2388952866863943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498850220620089,0.0,0.10014848394702916,0.118017852119426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901357409346673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967865166270126,0.0767993053051086,0.0,0.09796767751945977,0.0,0.10450151269898213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758543773060408,0.08306771004606851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983467073545982,0.0,0.1822484792866103,0.11154268533127204,0.198247259426448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779374572775215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416707404965664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335159122207246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311966168510398,0.0,0.11890024884414335,0.08212928863293628,0.05680665714711156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713599566098587,0.0,0.12335062798276873,0.0,0.0,0.2784315583797821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642501755610434,0.12911091238503228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152785562018704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136041704558418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168896538299386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448948382151366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929920305734456,0.11060525261482773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213013910068378,0.26271792223313284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163601306032595,0.0,0.0,0.08951506666942301,0.0,0.0,0.08230086264456131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923102807654811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110685125605917,0.0,0.07894387827527109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594000724055028,0.06858269021816453,0.09229460149719568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808408197097955,0.11849533809275455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487803307177426
anxiety,q09wh4uugnje9,2019/01/20,"How to actually use dating apps? I've been actively using dating apps for a few months. I don't get a lot of matches but when I do, the conversation is slow or doesn't go anywhere and either they ghost, or I ghost. I also get nervous sending initial messages, so I usually wait a couple of hours by doing something else.

I don't get how people successfully use dating apps. It doesn't seem any better than in real life.",4.185714285714287,5.325229952380956,6.024761904761906,76.80357142857143,70.90476190476191,7.980952380952381,28.285714285714285,8.344100000000001,2.0958,332,12,61,5,6,115,59,84,0.14300000000000002,0.784,0.073,-0.6917,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,2,5,3,0,1,4,0,8,1,0,5,0,14,17,9,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,0,7,2,7,16,3,11,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,4,8,39,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.2105028195350021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17250400894673948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14669087719927432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19077885013167128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386801188616112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18019886125809476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33810028342511894,0.0,0.12259353249056094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124318835508528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15236305879200415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18338977849403926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721784623776522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954684700902332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24552634340550866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19637519306744888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16606486666017356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5589151356657087,0.2375751913287133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tlexer,2019/01/20,"I’m [22F] going through a stressful time and have lost my appetite. Any tips on how to handle this, or easy things to eat? I’ve lost a dangerous amount of weight in the past two weeks or so and am very concerned... Any help or support is appreciated!",3.0948,4.646035479999998,3.916999999999998,89.24350000000004,74.2,6.6000000000000005,26.5,7.1686216300943375,1.0580000000000005,194,7,42,2,4,62,42,50,0.18,0.621,0.199,0.2859,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,2,5,1,1,3,0,3,2,0,1,0,6,8,7,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,2,1,1,1,6,6,1,6,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,3,3,23,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33493205274529586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519866351891505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13995588639974346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650636576047788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5376462704644417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350841323090607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820913148203843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794542342227414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16360496528765794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14359685670289205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405613600002772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031912389618288,0.0,0.0,0.197535839953769,0.2998797370549289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,midnitestardrizzle,2019/01/20,"Anxious about long flight In about 2 months, I’m going to be flying to London from Texas for a business trip. The flight will take approximately 9 hours. 

For all my life, I’ve always had these moments on planes where I’m suddenly hit with the realization that I’m like a million feet up in the middle of nothing. Then I start to panic and get these existential thoughts about space and it’s endlessness and how if a hole opened up below my seat in the plane, I’d fall thousands of feet to my death. I can distract myself from those thoughts during the flight for a little while, but the panicked feeling always returns. Then I have to fight it off again and again and again.
The longest flight I’ve been on was 4 hours. But this trip is different. This is going be a whole freakin’ days worth of trying to keep my mind out of the gutter and it’s already stressing me out 2 months in advance.
If any of you have any tips on what I can work on for the next 2 months leading up to the big day, I’d love to hear it. 
Thankssss.
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[We're all in this together](https://i.redd.it/qu6os9imbmb21.jpg)",11.177230443974633,16.24084534883721,7.491649048625794,55.276289640591976,66.44186046511628,8.243551797040169,35.72515856236787,8.841846274778883,4.283362790697675,524,24,59,11,11,146,69,86,0.116,0.6809999999999999,0.203,0.8221,0,1,0,0,0,0,46.0,4,4,0,2,3,8,0,1,1,0,5,1,0,2,2,23,12,8,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,10,0,2,2,2,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,2,8,7,11,10,2,6,0,1,1,0,11,4,0,2,1,41,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074538448209368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21702857778440585,0.2433904740721041,0.0,0.0,0.15323150160699184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012793836834386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21291307653450608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100814735156608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048237291140024,0.0,0.09785809086593096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018586479705277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14852238349793215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886511066594712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20271766683447048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16971636417085395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20940053432679445,0.0,0.0,0.4546036975181323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4818804941660135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11814409557349548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433904740721041,0.0
anxiety,justsomedprsdgirl,2019/01/20,"How to keep calm during stressful periods? Last night everything just came to a head.

My mom is leaving the country for three weeks next month, leaving me to my own devices. I have a lot to do to prepare for this and every single task I try to accomplish I mess up. My permit from my last home was lost in the mail because I gave the wrong apartment number, so now I will not be able to get my license in time, and I won’t be able to get to my new job.

I had a complete panic attack over this and my mom just kept saying “if you had let me help, or been going to therapy you wouldn’t have messed up. Now you have to call your aunt for money to get around.” I was hyperventilating so bad that I thought I would pass out in front of her.

I called my aunt during to ask for a thousand dollar loan. Things seem slightly more sorted but there is still so much to do and I just can’t seem to breathe normally. I also can’t stop feeling guilty for freaking out last night. I’m trying to remind myself there is nothing I can do about it now, but I’m so anxious about making mistakes that I mess things up. I haven’t felt normal in days.

Is there anything I can do to get back to myself, even with everything still needing to be done? I’m done with the daily breakdowns, but feel like I don’t have the luxury of just taking a break for a while.",3.9107526881720425,4.250212853046598,4.8349283154121885,88.00572580645166,71.00716845878135,7.346953405017921,25.89426523297491,6.937597516519254,0.9355964157706088,1042,29,229,8,18,340,148,279,0.134,0.8240000000000001,0.042,-0.9755,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,4,0,2,23,13,1,2,11,0,33,2,2,3,0,40,56,16,0,7,10,4,3,1,0,4,0,1,1,0,7,10,0,3,6,0,3,4,7,11,0,2,13,4,35,2,43,35,5,37,0,1,0,0,16,12,0,6,21,167,42,2,0.21253160397487106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849807234565754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200501088878336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744770060252864,0.09459909342715417,0.09934418002943413,0.12089269078998145,0.0,0.08171184233184174,0.08872750593399432,0.06477864656802637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170185301162004,0.12153976794096115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141767159233694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853265113143944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21749362026311506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701875599960535,0.0,0.08953352138087263,0.0,0.19100970153567934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746236482988088,0.07591631017273516,0.10203183461103503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220779823168113,0.0,0.06039330416582741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905937052372447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712277270852087,0.0,0.10659326377728767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545241139029164,0.09445392742509977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598624351822506,0.0,0.2250402814683331,0.0,0.10866398226051244,0.0,0.051916103158070034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600167588892946,0.09034338474867734,0.0,0.0,0.07093324799408897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24891444590991024,0.084820349311483,0.0,0.0781175915606523,0.07879474568459564,0.0,0.10263217374359043,0.11301488597287672,0.19944651304472175,0.20823584716315727,0.10196490301147283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246800223861502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450683093738952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19348079012991426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16972801347259686,0.08884296872912772,0.1217271171419402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989865815231924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152420572910735,0.0,0.14119655394037467,0.0,0.0,0.08436317677275616,0.06196444370581607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14429500815805327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524001649995654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548817681706711,0.11618497258819177,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Guinevere_roundtable,2019/01/20,"Detachment Anyone have any good advice on how to deal with detachment ? I have GAD & Depression And sometimes feel completely detached from everything, like I’m watching myself in a movie kind of. It makes driving very scary when I feel like I’m not in complete control. Any tips to keep this from happening? ",5.28089285714286,7.911806732142857,5.0030000000000046,79.14200000000002,70.96428571428572,8.765714285714285,32.628571428571426,9.3871,3.4560328571428567,251,12,41,6,5,77,44,56,0.15,0.723,0.127,-0.3498,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,9,9,3,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,4,9,9,0,5,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,3,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148450002786726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23821860937292835,0.0,0.2990251697341581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15373147647479155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4610388111468357,0.0,0.24659209005660065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266663782368858,0.18936540683321346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975963158603161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223360092529673,0.15706828588535812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844084396692897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944217912025916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954219909008247,0.0,0.2289507330403784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148253336952637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467584982642362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21744751892248199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18140782353028498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pnuttn,2019/01/20,"Are you okay? It feels so hard when nobody asks. Maybe I'm just hiding it too well but I don't think I do. I thought everyone could see and feel that something is wrong with me but maybe not. Maybe I just have to say it. Say that I'm not okay. Why is it so hard to say that? Why is it so hard to say that ""I'm not okay, I need help""? It would be so much easier if someone just asked me. Asked me those 3 simple words. Are you okay?",-1.918302934179224,-0.06557786597937998,0.2148453608247447,106.81205392545601,95.70103092783505,3.809357652656622,11.585249801744649,5.369823440869387,-1.7276369547977797,325,4,90,2,13,106,51,97,0.114,0.7390000000000001,0.147,0.518,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,0,10,6,0,0,0,4,11,0,0,0,0,19,23,9,0,4,9,0,5,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,11,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,1,10,10,5,4,19,1,1,0,0,1,0,10,0,0,1,1,54,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40842164865807096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627042386522073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13915177901825976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472656515946586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3913565821021511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760996472965296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4389023413248054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705178543573296,0.10797975257520913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4632302124337353,0.0,0.0,0.1160449804684504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338834443353815,0.1121099251321736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331119050665282,0.0,0.11561069047478058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093516451182852,0.0,0.26280943100770515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034484543891878,0.1592190505093929,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kylaalker7,2019/01/20,"Coping Skill So over this past summer I went into a hospital and learned a lot of coping skills. The one that helps me the most is called fuse beads. It’s also called perler beads and many other names. You use beads to make a picture then melt them together using an iron. It is very relaxing and requires a lot of focus, which helps me get my mind off of other things. I thought I would share this for anyone who would want to try!",4.226896551724138,5.137421977011499,4.442011494252878,89.0416379310345,70.60919540229884,7.179310344827586,22.54597701149425,7.1686216300943375,0.5915839080459766,340,7,71,3,6,106,64,87,0.0,0.856,0.14400000000000002,0.8881,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,3,2,2,0,0,7,0,4,0,0,3,0,18,11,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,8,2,9,7,3,7,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,3,3,48,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16841713223827542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472567562295535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4300932846660561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003006150615982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823221324462188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35809000340756914,0.0,0.0,0.14057745947073969,0.2135158373347473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21264645499576001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270833941903133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20104199343708706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991360469363534,0.0,0.0,0.16719326125575504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429839055365063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.363782402848188,0.0,0.1737674564786571,0.12421762287127558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19522876005769046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992090850796964,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,andersson_growth,2019/01/20,A pill will make you completely comfortable in 1 situation of your choice. Which situation would you pick? A pill will make you completely comfortable in 1 situation of your choice. Which situation would you pick? Because you only get that 1 pill.,4.776976744186047,8.106958790697675,5.601209302325582,70.22227906976744,77.37209302325581,10.88186046511628,29.53023255813953,10.355215969177356,4.368036279069768,200,9,33,8,5,65,20,43,0.0,0.8270000000000001,0.173,0.8199,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,7,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,4,0,6,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,4,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,0,20,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197590650359078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38519158513044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597060413379904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452294132771388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397047562602429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8259024078336935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609766482391011,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,oncdoc08,2019/01/20,"I'm a 38M physician and I have unresolved anxiety/panic disorder/abandonment issues since I was a teenager that affect my life and my relationships. Get ready for a deep dive... I am a master at blending in. If you saw me at work, you'd think ""he has it all together."" I can generally do really well for long periods of time, and then some ""event"" will send me into a spiral. These events usually involve relationships with women. I have severe feelings that I will be left alone, and this is worse than death to me. Dating when I was younger was a nightmare, I had such insecurities that eventually my girlfriends would tire of me, and I'd help precipitate what I feared most - being alone. I'm currently in a great marriage with my wife for over 10 years (14 years together) and we have 2 kids. Rarely, my insecurity/self-hatred causes me to lash out in anger. After a particularly painful episode 6 years ago, my wife told me I had to see a psychiatrist. I went, was diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder, and have been on lexapro 15mg daily since then (which has helped). 

Other issues I have are: I take klonopin to fly (I have severe claustrophobia/panic disorder) and would not get on a plane without it. I have obsessive thoughts - mainly related to me not feeling like a good person. I also pick at my thumb nail bed and my thumb nails are a disaster (this is the only outward sign of my inner turmoil). To top it off, I'm also a cancer survivor (testicular). 

In this setting, my wife (39F) just came out to me as bisexual (I have another post in the bisexual section on this). I'm spiraling. Cycling between amazingly supportive husband, emotional mess (spent almost a whole day crying - I haven't cried since I was a kid - even when I had a cancer diagnosis), and anger/resentment (I yelled at her the other day after drinking too much - major mistake). The bisexual community has assured me that bisexual doesn't mean she's going to ""need"" a woman, which I get intellectually, but not emotionally. I feel like she is going to leave me eventually, and it is now turning obsessive. I'm in the process of getting a therapist, but don't have an appointment yet. I need some support. Please help me.

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anxiety,Narsuaq,2019/01/20,"I have to say, anxiety is the worst emotion Honestly, I'd gladly feel any other feeling than this. Its just so awful and pointless. Fuck fuck fuck anxiety.",2.171896551724138,5.056870241379312,3.920258620689655,79.86935344827589,87.9655172413793,7.037931034482759,27.9396551724138,8.07648339933343,2.7672,123,6,20,3,4,41,25,29,0.478,0.371,0.151,-0.9429,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,0,4,7,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,1,2,2,7,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,0,0,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856622016900506,0.0,0.4177173942446922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071094944394765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276093099651671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7572046699562412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171155728070856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dtzo,2019/01/20,"Stupid obsession about intelligence shameful   
I don't want to live by copying or mindlessly adopting the opinions of people who are smarter than me because I'm too objectively IQ test/ aptitude test DUMB or average (which according to everyone is the same thing) to think for myself. That's not life, and yet, reading up on this IQ stuff has put me in a this \[thing\] where I'm too afraid to do anything that reveals how dumb I am, write, talk. It's paralysis, I can't do anything, when I try I end up writing the same thing every sentence, I can't concentrate on what I'm drawing, I can't concentrate at school, I can't make friends. The depression or anxiety label has been a way of coping with that, as in, it's an excuse for not confronting how bland I'm doomed to be because I can't follow even a simple story, I can't make the logical leaps, I can't hold 3 pieces of information in my head at a time. I don't want to live like this. Everyone I look up to can think on their feet, can talk about deep things, and here I am, the only thing I can talk about with a SMALL bit of fluency, and then that's only because it's the only thing I think about, how dumb I am and how much more clever people whose lives are worth living are. That sentence took me ages to write. All of this took me twice or three times the time it would take a cLeVeR person to write. I know that my obsession with this keeps me from really connecting with people, because I'm too scared to reveal my unfiltered, unplanned thoughts. I just don't want to be mediocre, oh god. I don't even have a sense of humour, or anything you're meant to develop over time, or taste, or opinions.   
I've been stuck on this one topic since I was 13 and found out what all those tests I did so badly on meant.   


I read descriptions, people saying 'ooh ah my mind goes so fast all the time, what a BURDEN, man, I have so many thoughts, yet the world, it is so heart-breaking, I must write a poem' and I feel enraged. Ever since I learnt art was also the domain of smart people I can't do it, it's a physical effort. Anything that is a test of my competence I can't do, I can't leave the house sometimes because I pick up something online saying, this is a trait of intelligent or artistic people: SAD EYES or a bad posture or something absurd and I'm self conscious about trying to put it on, and people noticing that I'm trying to put it on and that someone out there will know what it all means and what I'm trying to do, and figure out that I have barely had a thought besides 'am I dumb does this look dumb, I'm stupid, I don't have an informed opinion about this, wow, information, I don't understand this, I don't understand' in 6 years  
I know it's immature and selfish, I'm aware, I'm ashamed, but I can't let it go and it's very distressing.  
Usually I manage to convince myself it's a bit deeper than this, well, maybe not, who knows, right now I feel like this is the one thing it comes down to, which is even more stupid.   
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anxiety,Sefalope,2019/01/20,"Deep breathing has made big changes for me. Hey everyone, I wanted to share this because it's been so helpful for me. Hopefully a few people will find it useful.

Over the years I've tried a lot to manage my anxiety and I've had a lot of partial successes. Meditation was one that I was always a bit suspicious of because sometimes it seemed to help, and sometimes it really did the opposite and locked me into a thought loop.

So, recently I've tried isolating different components of meditation to see if I could figure out the puzzle. I sat a few times for a few periods and just did nothing, thinking maybe the timeout was what had a good effect, but it didn't seem to do anything. I tried a few other things, but when I tried deep breathing, on it's own without any effort to concentrate, I had immediate success, and each time I sit and do it for a period of time it seems to be working even better.

So I set up an alarm to go off every 30 minutes and I stop whatever I'm doing and take three long, deep breaths. It takes about a minute, but it's had an amazing, stabilizing effect on me. I really notice right when I'm starting to feel anxious, now, and I default to taking deep breaths when it happens.

One reason I really like this is that it's a purely physical mechanism. You can test it objectively and you don't have to try to figure out esoteric meditation instructions. Now, when I ""meditate"" I just attempt to make my breathing as long and deep as I can. The best way I've found to make this happen is to let yourself breath in like you naturally would, and then keep trying to breath in for a moment or two past when you naturally want to stop, then exhale naturally and keep trying to exhale for a few moments after you normally would stop. After a few breaths, you'll naturally want to take a deep breath in.

Even on days where I skip the ""meditation"" part, just having that check-in every 30 minutes really evens things out.",7.57230004144219,6.412878322834648,8.304542063820971,71.23905926232908,63.671916010498684,11.69559331399365,36.0631302666114,10.882677951670544,3.84294435695538,1535,61,290,35,19,519,184,381,0.046,0.836,0.118,0.9796,1,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,6,0,9,18,11,0,1,24,0,29,9,9,7,1,61,58,30,0,9,9,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,23,18,0,5,13,0,0,1,3,1,0,4,15,2,29,10,48,36,13,54,0,0,1,0,10,22,0,9,30,205,52,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416977782321059,0.0,0.0,0.06061675048461701,0.0,0.06819016156634268,0.10070032502100422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335280204736692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867513281334654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354460602363003,0.0788351271528893,0.09731537476775882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942959573121828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116926813807962,0.0,0.0,0.057486497158741434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313001334487148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766239989995573,0.0,0.15020485673616293,0.08517497351107238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045070742401431656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147032064937758,0.0,0.0,0.09773498041139143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05065905741304602,0.07476454496876403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764849783818788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949435672215054,0.0,0.0,0.08853393326191883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15845951793521168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114942446186487,0.0,0.08709643848347165,0.0,0.0,0.15776826949631512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15156351446860594,0.0,0.0843443274559212,0.11900032734621133,0.0,0.08955088599426005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733610358465585,0.08553010879468749,0.1014839590567842,0.0,0.0,0.12080414007932562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09652753477267388,0.08509210196079788,0.06179691664528409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284157903720587,0.0916484888869502,0.08801280905363115,0.0,0.0,0.076123181374188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710312739601853,0.2434430751279929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17631909728189607,0.0,0.06309218303319193,0.0,0.0,0.22356953883014985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680820840303646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184383671565537,0.05711589342057825,0.0,0.07076544452582284,0.15593087783247578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4236309341376993,0.0,0.0870746637465962,0.0,0.0,0.07698642653080573,0.0,0.0,0.1577273252714471,0.07075342473365175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592564387868487,0.0,0.06489336912701202,0.0,0.0,0.12664184999322536,0.0,0.0,0.05740181106159972
anxiety,diabetomaximus,2019/01/20,"Anxiety over getting fired at new job Hey all. So I suffer from anxiety, but for like 6 hours now I've been fighting off a panic attack at the thought of my new job firing me. 

You see, I got hurt at work on my first week on the floor. Our forklifts use propane tanks, and the propane leaked through the PPE and burned my hands so bad they had to send me to the ER. 

I'm now terrified that they'll find a reason to fire me, or think that I'm not right for the job because I somehow fucked up. My anxiety has been fairly under control until today. However, since I gave my supervisor my paperwork stating I can't come back til tomorrow and am on light duty for a few days I feel that familiar panic taking over. 

Maybe this is more of a vent than anything? But this is a really specific thing, which differs from my norm and I dont really know how to fix the panic from specific things. Usually general or vague situations where there's a solution I can apply is what I do better with, not something where I sit around and wait like this. ",4.92620879120879,5.187024214285717,5.937619047619048,81.26456043956046,68.76190476190476,9.699633699633699,29.96336996336997,9.661875296680813,2.5674468864468865,815,29,168,17,13,271,135,210,0.261,0.684,0.055,-0.994,4,0,1,0,2,0,17.0,1,1,2,4,11,12,3,3,13,0,13,2,1,4,1,28,28,14,0,0,6,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,3,6,0,0,2,4,9,1,1,6,7,24,3,29,21,3,34,0,2,1,1,8,16,1,3,16,113,34,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29074518738616234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042524497507,0.11277811956202527,0.0,0.144124534835911,0.0,0.09741433654678767,0.10577819416810606,0.07722710316817917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120441878524211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912946871301728,0.0,0.0,0.14209002918135258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170251154844027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323607519484902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484759971457266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06405665736392499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578944870010642,0.10775973538889784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711991392020844,0.06618862912546024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013230145668445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247609881807546,0.0,0.1356208497009371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.377151330811732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06962375732013594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378555178573443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272739279437299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244709819978946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44591902402814304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16231762825265014,0.1302551397592771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818984305400273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095298492456486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479663791143096,0.14240128177612682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752969526191133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952527143284561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683301738435335,0.08117579209789592,0.0,0.10057517563883052,0.0,0.0,0.12008428224620625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941672764192496,0.13952762241693695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162051689960157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222950610255927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mouse_ling,2019/01/20,"Been feeling weird lately. Anxiety? Hey guys

So I have been struggling with anxiety and depression for most of my life, specifically anxiety though. For the longest time I didn't get help which really worsened the anxiety to the point where I would hardly leave my room or do anything in fear of what would happen. When I feel anxious I feel like my throat closes up completely and I feel like throwing up. The first time the throat thing happened I thought I was having an allergic reaction to something. Throughout highschool especially the last 2 years I struggled, or rather suffered, with anxiety and depression so much that I developed gastritis due to stress. 

I am now in my 3rd year of uni and I'm doing nuch better than I was. Ladt year I started medication which is 20g of Zytomil every day and I have seen how much the medication has helped me. I started going out more, spent time with friends, started doing things alone and I even got me a boyfriend. I still struggle, it's not gone. It's still always there in the back of my mind but I have been doing better and I'm so happy and proud of myself. 

The thing is that my gastritis has returned, the doc gave me medicine and I also asked for Urbanol (valium) just to have when I really need it. I have not had the need for it yet. 

For the past couple of weeks I have been feeling sort of weird. It's hard to explain. I feel like I constantly need to do something because I think I feel anxious when I don't. My appetite hasn't been great and I feel so exhausted. My stomach feels like it's always kinda on the brink of getting butterflies and that I'll have an anxiety or panic attack but it's not enough to get me to that point. 

Do you guys think that it's the anxiety? I feel like it is but it's also not? Should I drink an Urbanol pill to see if it helps me calm down? Has anyone experienced this weird oimbo between being okay and being fully anxious? 

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anxiety,slugcityovrrlord,2019/01/20,"Major texting anxiety Hi guys! I’m extremely new to this thread. I’ve been looking for somewhere to find help with this problem I have, I guess this is the right place.

I always get extreme anxiety when I text people. Specifically, when I text my boyfriend. If the person doesn’t respond within like 20 minutes I start to worry and from there my mind just goes off the rails. I start thinking something bad happened to them, they’re mad at me and don’t want to talk to me, they don’t like me, etc. If I’m having an anxious day already it will lead to me having chest pain and sometimes a panic attack. I won’t even be able to think about anything else until the person texts me back. Then I might get mad they took such a long time to respond. 

Rationally, I know people are busy and they can’t text me back right away, and even if they can they are not obligated to. When I start to get anxious I try to tell myself that but I just keep worrying anyway. Does anyone else experience this? Usually this only happens when I’m texting my boyfriend or someone I really want to like me. I’ve told my boyfriend before that I have worries about him not liking to text me because I’m always the first to text him/sometimes he takes a while to respond. He reassured me he likes texting me, he just doesn’t like being on his phone all the time, but he does try his best. When I text one of my friends and they don’t respond I don’t really care, sometimes I forget that I even texted them in the first place. Is this normal?

Does anyone have any tips on dealing with texting/phone anxiety? I think I’m making progress because I can recognize that my worries are irrational when I start to panic, but it’s still a major anxiety I deal with every day. Help please!",3.0050427350427364,4.87149011680912,3.93311396011396,87.70308974358976,75.18233618233619,6.503361823361822,25.66011396011396,7.3011,1.1933197720797717,1385,49,277,16,30,445,163,351,0.14,0.733,0.127,0.6839,0,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,8,5,20,18,3,2,12,0,25,2,1,2,1,38,53,22,0,7,12,0,0,6,1,3,1,0,0,3,12,9,0,1,5,0,0,2,10,8,0,3,3,1,51,10,33,45,5,38,0,0,1,0,34,11,0,6,31,174,63,1,0.07961250131862893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785437489536244,0.0,0.13248795744321706,0.0,0.0,0.05413923092566442,0.0,0.2436133823990099,0.1798789313849857,0.0,0.111333824009683,0.08157241577107274,0.06551430516049774,0.0,0.0,0.09057071348379764,0.07479856567213858,0.12243419865518936,0.06647311318465349,0.09706208373462916,0.0,0.0677443748843617,0.0,0.08354840843289398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117025098941577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268695434521752,0.1641539861726089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20900830920933336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13301205839734412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878898358457962,0.15774991883271638,0.0,0.06707696601997129,0.0,0.0,0.0778763027309049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07276438390315748,0.1354367059031212,0.0,0.0,0.06150842103142445,0.0,0.12478273816250425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877021457952319,0.07882889296506962,0.14080214398348062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672516294874602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076324914547331,0.0,0.0,0.043752948677939316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23336788056906302,0.0,0.0,0.07045455840767204,0.06685445018682921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053141962831388966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445628283980497,0.08038593135881376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689024987042803,0.0,0.0,0.07800334795771273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0539474912812315,0.060548894729523,0.0847133145017172,0.1868162336514938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038656853115572,0.13902913070819914,0.16635623844164116,0.08739061926240241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617841185877185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200361387863643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597728226158445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06745541401494254,0.061289593029983484,0.2362163984715348,0.0,0.2254005527864842,0.0,0.06357864639271743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05985869309357199,0.06398951289196225,0.06958483521552039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15303742869920325,0.0,0.0,0.09284537949133748,0.0,0.0,0.07607315672874168,0.0884524182888146,0.10810332498702496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768192263300299,0.0,0.09391503193302213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234014382873809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,eliasdrayk,2019/01/20,"What helps most of you on a very stressful day. ⚠️⚠️CUSSING⚠️⚠️ Hello user who sprted by new would you care to hear my problems I woke up at around 8:30AM took a cold shower cause the warm water isn't working i come downstairs play guitar for a bit (not electric so i dont wake anyone up) my mom came downstairs and just all hell broke loose, she saw my dads laundry for the day and just started ""oh god damnit, son of a bitch"" bitching about him (sorry if i have alot of cuss words i am just saying what was said) so i ask ""what seems to be the problem?"" ""Your fucking father once again, im the house bitch ill take care of it"" now she has anxiety aswell and she and my dad dont get along well to say the least, she said the sink was piled high with dishes and pretty much there was less the 4 dishes, a plate bowl, and another plate, she does this about 2 times every month and I've had enough of this it's way to stressful for me, cause i have to worry if i am gonna good day or a bad day but at this point no day is a good day, here is comes what helps most of you on a stressful day?",0.6619900687547755,2.290768407563029,2.0156455309396506,99.87975553857908,81.31092436974791,4.66340718105424,17.54087089381207,4.851557810540192,-0.8894773109243697,843,16,208,2,22,270,145,238,0.156,0.752,0.092,-0.9011,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,4,0,1,13,19,5,3,16,0,16,6,1,2,1,32,34,13,0,5,8,5,1,0,0,2,1,5,1,0,10,13,3,0,1,2,0,4,5,12,1,0,10,8,23,7,26,21,9,27,1,1,1,1,25,9,5,7,13,121,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786748550271244,0.07869477314221518,0.0,0.0,0.07192864314118172,0.0,0.0,0.09157553334719372,0.09616895830128193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589161253145278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123066900662452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765513461985087,0.20976432163472816,0.21135032349181399,0.0,0.17722567711007478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4643955556216865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002166364914936,0.0,0.24112423013753884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629153990522744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866718662501715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510105882659124,0.05374499093638526,0.0,0.0,0.17256386464706222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594123665137028,0.0,0.13790231725548507,0.10868711889847857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869742135000465,0.0,0.0,0.11111655323378324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047934243457667,0.0821093357821199,0.0,0.07562081043063733,0.0,0.0,0.0993518617214711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955250318338684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972447884819145,0.0,0.0,0.10465511375281966,0.0,0.19686415517983133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957046222575725,0.1636116760575891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093648395067481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515381815241722,0.07281145720726367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535094873929231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734495087585591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059983946730862166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429163574795274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487798921171477,0.0,0.08165290388749774,0.0,0.0,0.09249190206358096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489011383138948,0.1044688209213706,0.0,0.0730754365923541,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Borderedge,2019/01/20,"How to deal with anxiety and entering a relationship TLDR: how do I deal with dating and occasional sex, given my previous relationship almost sent me to a mental ward?

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Hello everyone,

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I'm 25, nice job, I live abroad on my own, I don't have a car because I don't feel like it and I travel a lot. All nice if it weren't that I suffer from anxiety. I very likely have had it since childhood, surely at 12 I physically felt the same way I felt today waking up. I don't want to go into the symptoms, as I don't wish it to anyone and it took me about 3 hours to get out of bed.

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The point of the question: 3 years ago I started my first relationship. Six months, I quit as I was going crazy. Went to see a psychologist AND a psychiatrist at the same time, who prescribed me medication for bipolar patients saying I was anxious. She didn't offer her support, saying that if I got myself recovered in a clinic she wouldn't have been there. I eventually broke up with her as every time I saw her I ended up crying without stop in a fetal position. As you can imagine, it's not nice losing your virginity to someone who eventually made me end up like this. She was the classic example of a person with a terrible childhood who ended up repeating her parents' model, becoming excessively spoiled and superficial.

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Anyway, I haven't spoken to her in 2 years. Then why is she on my mind? Because I cannot get another relationship as she messed me up too much. Even recently, a colleague who was into me likely felt rejected as I could not approach her, even for a one night stand. A stupid discussion we had (deciding which way to go with our bikes) made sure that I felt a bit like when I was with my ex and my mind decided to not pursue anything since then. Well, also the fact that for my tastes, even though I like her as a person, she likes gossip too much and I end up knowing my secrets will be in the ears of another fellow colleague.

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This got so bad that even if I visit a prostitute, very often, I will have problems having sex as even then I'm too anxious. If anyone has been in this kind of situation, please let me know how you dealt with it.

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I tried self-medication of every single type, going out, travelling. Hell, I'm going to London this weekend to go on a date with someone I never met. She says I'm special and I decided to give it a go. Even then, though, as we don't speak every single day and I feel like I don't impress her it gets me worried. Thank you, and have a nice day.",5.899742736899262,5.693901576771655,7.106684767852298,75.31129921259844,66.69685039370079,9.920282378495793,32.08417051316861,9.581879112588783,2.8678788216128166,2003,74,386,37,29,683,232,508,0.126,0.8009999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.9717,2,1,0,0,0,0,81.0,3,4,0,3,22,31,2,0,27,0,35,10,2,5,5,70,74,36,0,9,8,2,6,8,1,3,4,5,1,2,23,25,1,1,14,4,0,16,16,11,1,3,25,14,72,20,63,43,10,72,1,4,2,3,51,22,1,8,39,276,95,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0464076290922683,0.0,0.052423801510385816,0.0,0.0,0.041866542922868864,0.0,0.3403456465613661,0.38168654612498576,0.0,0.10979302363215113,0.08009955036091704,0.1182876029342316,0.0,0.07321263844636247,0.0,0.043081922133232566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04371243011978911,0.06382760411333688,0.057819592673162876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05715573612857541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0417994784469717,0.0,0.057507130519097616,0.06752649456270074,0.1079469473548232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854762892787165,0.0,0.0,0.2074713210504333,0.0,0.1323285633539001,0.050025377001066934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052942332410740194,0.07480175101161055,0.2010677249847032,0.0,0.0,0.044531294374605984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205658590011232,0.05022160939966303,0.20827325666192525,0.0,0.0837426887197703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05155699641515931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05195211017528782,0.0,0.0,0.05451742097482384,0.057543497513237785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05353432040154744,0.0,0.2046156043720758,0.0,0.0462285121088134,0.0,0.0,0.058569430591857076,0.0,0.04450850783013775,0.0,0.09907503589268278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05815219714971264,0.052739973071792005,0.05275934376852748,0.0,0.10572287768064244,0.0,0.04178753311033578,0.0,0.07697071446506099,0.0,0.040377733500927306,0.0,0.0,0.04912958880298445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03547563563358412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05813162729387252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142495167655597,0.0,0.05746769114034499,0.04949035063781985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05009459231679034,0.0,0.0,0.05864715627199316,0.055683683845272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05169210828411309,0.22482940747789806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489922611180428,0.0,0.0,0.041718431039634164,0.0,0.0546154242269553,0.0,0.0,0.08661361157692163,0.05884677959915671,0.0,0.0,0.08871677374696406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03705560579535081,0.0,0.0,0.04376931393851674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05940937630599976,0.098683854098706,0.054414640701896784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048199456283512215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287278838846353,0.0,0.061054717742592024,0.0,0.049624365753778765,0.0,0.058165925562048276,0.035544138169709916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639314277087634,0.03087905826801085,0.08311048657872322,0.0,0.0,0.047071485636855766,0.048531602183855486,0.04724029027279325,0.0,0.060203176110054275,0.05046626434855129,0.0,0.0,0.053166844813280566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38168654612498576,0.06742701806716155
anxiety,sauk_irisa,2019/01/20,"Do you feel same stuff with GAD or it's just something more with me? Hello,

So I have been sick since 15 years old (now I am 22). 2 years ago my doctor confirmed general anxiety disorder and depression. I chanched like 4 medications, so far it doesn't help me. Now I'm using zoloft 50 mg and valdoxan 25 mg at evening time.

Now i want to tell you guys a little bit more about my strange feelings, so usually everything starts from morning instantly anxiety. Everything gets very bad in the evening especially but sometimes it does in a day time also. I start feeling like I am not in my body, it's same like I am far away from my body like I am in a dream or a movie. Then i start feeling alone, like I am alone in the hole world ant this strange feelings in general it's even hard to tell this in words. This loneliness make me feel more anxiously i usually think maybe a crazy and it's more than GAD or depression. And I don't know how long i can go with this. Also i feeling some strange tickle in my head it's like booom for two seconds you remembered something and than it's gone very strange feeling, also in these seconds you feel like you somewhere where you was before do you guys felt something familiar? Because this strange feelings in general make me feel like I'm a crazy guy. 

Btw i quit now like 4 jobs, every time i start working its getting worse and then i quit. The longest one was like 6 months that's it. 

I usually take a walk in the evenings and visit my psychotherapist once in a week but this does not help me. 

Sorry for my very bad grammar, i did my best. 

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anxiety,SandmanM4,2019/01/20,"This Time of Year My whole life I have been dealing with moderate-somewhat severe anxiety. 

It always seems like it gets worse for a few weeks during mid-winter. I always get a little depression blended in too. It's like I don't know what the hell I am doing, don't know where I am going, and burn out really quickly. 

I started medication in November and felt near immediate relief, and it has probably halved what I would normally feel around this time of year so I am extremely thankful for that. Still there though. 

Anyone else this way?

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anxiety,THATMP,2019/01/20,"feeling loneliness and a meaningless life hay,when i wake up i always think that i am born on the wrong place.when the day ends i think its a meaningless life.does any one feels the same,happy to know.",7.884615384615383,7.105896051282053,6.840641025641028,80.75019230769233,62.84615384615386,10.876923076923077,34.884615384615394,10.125756701596842,3.1861692307692318,162,6,32,3,2,49,31,39,0.298,0.6629999999999999,0.038,-0.8807,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,1,2,1,0,0,6,6,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,4,0,3,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24866341603036035,0.0,0.0,0.20322520420774254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19273064014274094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26468843226265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022105525320088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181266173675231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16423768453552282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42216686310571067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025054612832798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31222996661103314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38297628992337135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267406669988937,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BetterThan40,2019/01/20,Coping with School Anxieties What do you do to overcome when you’re so intimidated by a project you can’t force yourself to do it?,10.772307692307693,7.032923923076925,10.434615384615388,66.56038461538463,59.769230769230774,13.476923076923079,45.23076923076921,11.20814326018867,4.8137384615384615,106,5,21,2,1,35,21,26,0.203,0.797,0.0,-0.6532,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,15,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6030010257281881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7977404107670321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,slavqueenxxx,2019/01/20,How to cope with work anxiety? I always suffer from work anxiety on Sundays even though my job isn't stressful and i don't hate being there either. For some reason i always feel like i did something terrible i don't know about and they might fire me. I can't even sit straight and my hands are shaking as well. I'm at a point where not even 1mg Xanax can calm me down anymore. I know my fear isn't reasonable but it still wont help me. Any recommendation how to cope with work related anxiety? Anyone who have the same problem? Can medication help me in the future?,1.7921014492753642,4.119940260869568,3.333586956521738,88.23139492753626,81.17391304347827,6.615942028985508,22.6268115942029,7.793537801064563,1.1207246376811597,450,15,93,8,12,148,80,115,0.217,0.7070000000000001,0.076,-0.9234,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,3,11,10,1,3,3,0,13,3,1,4,0,19,18,8,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,7,7,1,0,1,3,15,3,12,14,3,12,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,2,4,63,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685614503319105,0.0,0.0,0.10974363751877014,0.0,0.370364774428919,0.0,0.16004516358974927,0.11284034346990728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31976904021343144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18159687578496586,0.0815983565146701,0.1152895928273978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15932890901946814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163386401417582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16014431607900087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17737997596168098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884190341522535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625729328242876,0.0,0.17119821489301176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255585054509668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15441844804303598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318501392153947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423787272469282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887792834066408,0.0,0.18485974541459488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15855460234459096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509960901881727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524587340253672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vision2reality,2019/01/20,"Anxiety question concerning Benzo Withdrawal and early morning sensations I'm trying to see if others have felt what I am presently going thru.  I sleep well enough for the first hours then I awaken with this panicky feeling. Once this happens, every time I close my eyes to sleep I have these waves of sensations  Waves of what feels like shivers or goosebumps, repetitive thoughts or songs, muscle contractions, shaking and general feeling of restlessness.  I sometimes continue to be like this until I get up.   Anyone relate to this?  Im 10 weeks of my 0.5mg Klonopin after doing a 4 month taper.    Thanks.    ",5.401121495327103,8.250546355140191,5.345616822429907,75.79506074766357,71.42990654205606,8.018317757009347,32.19532710280374,8.841846274778883,3.3100213084112147,488,23,72,10,10,152,80,107,0.097,0.772,0.131,0.3869,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,2,2,0,5,4,4,0,0,14,16,7,0,1,3,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,0,6,1,0,2,0,2,1,1,2,7,9,4,14,13,1,16,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,4,14,47,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15565749045968452,0.0,0.0,0.14227415159191073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21024362480648207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714361024915633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086485716214159,0.14536227471931795,0.1953674979605628,0.0,0.0,0.17307536679144167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630706563976927,0.0,0.1156392882028297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799318918195919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20038146634936416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197874539093407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19881479572567934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16241146191576136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21669377822953315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22793808771115526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16214288974868885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072430373185004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20124155429896676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873320480029443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615360816448113,0.11864765909064764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814587780130425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632150280664709,0.0,0.1829480763232132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Peachjellysoda,2019/01/20,"Up all night again due to anxiety of carbon monoxide poisoning every once in a while ( more and more lately) when i go to bed especially when im staying somewhere else I fall asleep for at the most an hour and then i wake up and instantly think ""o shit what if there is a carbon monoxide leak?"". im not sure if this is the right reddit for this (please send me else were if im wrong) but its 5 am and i just finished searching my friends home for a carbon monoxide detector.(not the first time this has happened either) even if i find one i worry that it is malfunctioning so its kind of pointless for me to even look for one in the first place. but i do anyways. i even lay awake most nights at home staring at the green light of the detector in my room to make sure the light stays green. 

green=safe. 

even though i know the symptoms and im not experiencing them i google the symptoms and ways to know if there is a leak and read the same articles again and again. a week ago my detector actually went off in the middle of the day but i didnt pay attention to what beeping pattern the detector made so it could have been low batteries or something but i think it was because my heater was on for a long time so now i don't use my heater at all and just sleep with extra blankets. and the detector hasn't beeped since. im honestly considering buying a carbon monoxide detector to keep on me that i can plug in the wall where im staying. i just dont want to fall asleep not knowing and never wake up.  i just want to make it to the next avengers movie. I'm starting to get freaked out about driving now too ive never been in an accident (knock on wood) and am considering wearing  a helmet while i drive in case some kids are dropping rocks off an overpass or something flies through my window....for some reason i freak out about stuff that is like a 1 in a million chance rather than common ways to die. ",4.000365597556319,4.91713283762887,4.642794959908361,87.37123902252769,71.13917525773195,7.810003818251241,27.77243222604047,8.045849151850463,1.5496331424207712,1503,52,322,20,27,481,194,388,0.098,0.861,0.041,-0.9562,0,0,2,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,2,27,12,2,0,29,0,23,10,7,5,6,62,42,32,1,9,20,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,4,1,15,15,0,1,8,2,2,7,9,6,0,5,8,7,29,6,49,33,11,71,0,1,4,0,4,29,1,11,30,216,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.08490022284790291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712095266343605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655536764725573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05303487521047793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946305298760214,0.0,0.0,0.05610831335882057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029308630520493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019642801210168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14535599581559713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229852810018784,0.0,0.07330191946203712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951714761496427,0.14800565823681314,0.0,0.0,0.06721659598229507,0.0,0.04545432292568216,0.0,0.04944455495252684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769345129242003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17453777570883408,0.0,0.08567825501486094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5638547077686231,0.0,0.0,0.07733030125705398,0.0,0.09059793668779516,0.14344007982988033,0.0,0.09814068271467842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04250419232688255,0.0,0.0,0.07699296304777585,0.07305875345963993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232225285648989,0.11614740828800273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420074823433073,0.0,0.09252632915390843,0.16328869914538646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265300394056417,0.11790797633567368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089731032725863,0.09550074362342058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702433551769446,0.0,0.0,0.08945130400155986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429820089088175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930506261736072,0.07196795407445064,0.0,0.08706362279924428,0.0,0.0,0.13395492010796242,0.0,0.0,0.06157960827467291,0.2781938049222461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959509193158472,0.0,0.0,0.16399443344671294,0.18085426951785466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149318898180588,0.08547783628300186,0.0,0.10146172275994077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514075057031766,0.0,0.0,0.10263064231288226,0.1381143580623193,0.06978678742951094,0.0,0.0,0.08065060568511989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835352726072325,0.0,0.0,0.09512170829436466,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BMan121212,2019/01/20,"Currently panicking in foreign city I just found this subreddit, so if this isn’t the right place for this, please let me know and I’ll delete it.

This is my first time traveling alone, and I just got to Rome, where I’m staying in a hotel for five days after a school trip.

I didn’t expect I would freak out this much, but I can’t stop shaking right now.

Just the idea of being so isolated and alone.  When I was on the school trip in another part of Italy everything was awesome.  Our professor was there to show us around, and there was safety in numbers - there were 12 of us.  Now I’m suddenly on my own, in an unfamiliar, huge city, and don’t know any of the language outside of a few words.

I’ve already been approached by two tourist scammers, one of which just wouldn’t stop talking to me and he was so freakishly over-friendly and tried to keep me from leaving, and it really threw me off.

On top of that, my card doesn’t seem to be working here for some stupid reason, so I’m stuck with somewhere around €50 in paper money.

Obviously I want to make the most out of my time here, because I love the history and sights, and want to experience this place to the fullest.  It just feels like all of a sudden I’m so vulnerable in a place that seems to have lots of people out to get me, I don’t know what to do.",5.452669126691268,4.8442062472324725,5.955630996309964,84.54235178351783,67.70848708487085,9.588290282902829,30.24378843788437,9.029198982220553,2.1043444526445265,1027,33,229,16,15,333,149,271,0.118,0.782,0.1,-0.4728,1,2,0,0,0,0,29.0,3,0,0,3,21,5,1,1,13,0,21,1,0,2,2,47,41,18,0,6,7,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,13,16,0,3,9,3,1,6,7,3,0,4,12,2,21,2,44,24,8,44,0,0,1,1,6,24,0,6,14,155,34,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526642346438254,0.13460543222605045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294902317402633,0.1279042606360964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21717203901697466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435647769062054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866552969090868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962569738173636,0.11931760258661345,0.0,0.0,0.06167559339683972,0.08714089785413055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037541747868292,0.0,0.13374225919805574,0.09423967341794633,0.0,0.06372831717152802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755671471683956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376979833950358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841939002230533,0.0,0.0,0.20110727240297416,0.0,0.0,0.12915677893114785,0.0,0.12473046907892432,0.0,0.0595921460353938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370108405253213,0.11008964239110236,0.0,0.08142106622213773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966764916931208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265525069263878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13208996943546314,0.0,0.08456398322100574,0.0,0.3823222247999691,0.13389489245502367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814204216412785,0.12541339758021772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20833658965241134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24689590199556655,0.0,0.2220878455642134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13001200541640984,0.0,0.2039576487705292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980410600043058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422523630895798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281485584686465,0.0,0.11915449513942375,0.0,0.2934483242605983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14389122318523348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880122303690949,0.0,0.0,0.08664946294469769,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PM_ME_THE_TIME_IN_PM,2019/01/20,"Had the worst anxiety attack ever. Boyfriend says I traumatized him. I feel worse.. We got into an argument. My anxiety was triggered earlier that night so I went to meditate before it became anything. It didn't work so I tried other things to help such as going for a walk. Boyfriend gets frustrated with me because I wasn't communicating well enough. I ask to use the tv he says he'll be done in a couple seconds. After a minute I ask if he had an eta. He gets frustrated and tells me 5 minutes in a bad tone. I need to go meditate again because that triggers more anxiety so I tell him nvm. I come back out after and ask to use it again. He says a few minutes but I'm uncomfortable waiting around. I tell him nevermind again because I need to do something immediately to keep my mind off things. He then asks if I want to use the tv but I say no. After a few seconds of thought I change my mind and change the channel. This gets him mad at me and he leaves the house for an hour. I call him when I feel better and ask where he is and he's in the lobby. I go down to ask him if we can talk but he said we had all night to talk and that ship had sailed, he doesn't want to. I ask again if he can come up and we talk and he says he will try. We try to talk but he won't respond to me. I ask if I'm wasting my time waiting for him to respond and he gets mad and tells me he told me he couldn't talk so he can't talk. At that point my anxiety boils over and my first thought is to grab a knife and hurt myself. It all happened so fast and I couldn't tell you why I did it but he rushed over screaming what are you doing and tried to take it from me. I cut my hand in the process of him trying to take the knife. I just wanted to die, I couldn't take my anxiety anymore. I couldn't take him being there anymore. 

Fast forward to later, we try talking but he hardly looks at me. I tell him I need something, anything, and he yells at me telling me how about I apologize for the shit of a night and how I traumatized him. I feel worse now and I'll never forget that. I want to die again, I can't stop these feelings. I'm not going to commit suicide but the thoughts are there. We ended up going to a therapist the next day which helped a bit. This morning I woke up and I'm depressed and can't stop thinking of what he said and figured I'm better off not being here anymore.. ",0.7005708661417316,2.5725857421259875,2.5649196850393707,94.7694503937008,82.3267716535433,5.560062992125985,21.57732283464567,6.65067331316558,0.26682286614173245,1839,58,429,19,50,611,199,508,0.171,0.7759999999999999,0.053,-0.9961,0,0,2,0,0,5,42.0,7,2,0,4,25,15,7,0,24,0,30,3,2,7,5,89,88,43,3,16,15,0,7,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,20,34,1,5,9,3,0,11,15,12,1,3,18,17,73,3,56,60,8,60,0,2,1,0,79,22,1,5,29,274,93,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168364822365171,0.0,0.16866219144491865,0.0,0.0,0.0933012223041472,0.05046565538489689,0.42397608452526575,0.06449246658645952,0.0,0.0435907102974423,0.04733334723841078,0.1036721411031094,0.0,0.04823857144983034,0.0,0.0,0.10027447511981538,0.06189022887602143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057886296560625015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199399045435941,0.0976659334593558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06272583052016728,0.0,0.036560024301668735,0.0,0.04882656539546005,0.0,0.11766945865864305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05801301942213645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05021005227153322,0.05857538610067621,0.0,0.0,0.051278879500168816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465561611384625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04822004207574089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847165250905485,0.0,0.16108968728832726,0.0,0.045339755225099775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05013031926584605,0.0,0.05078263844425065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599552593386336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05582771781849426,0.06541204775968472,0.06068725999860499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05038821386650726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060025973193106666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047604884945524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448042734271165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610359162441984,0.043722421180015264,0.0,0.06028990429239666,0.1595977080285387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05358988153418027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078493530213737,0.2254087461757792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05819093578294988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728466142184077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478988605124118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06200908920608191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704937331618538,0.3189539923371442,0.3468437247769763,0.0,0.0,0.06582085473072266,0.07532394206480414,0.036324329271649414,0.0,0.13501534270412915,0.03305609122546777,0.0,0.0,0.05416922678137608,0.0,0.2309306112242813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14688452579182232,0.0,0.0,0.13374769450149515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05097064996321255,0.05255171519656364,0.05115343752332729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0412706160500502,0.0,0.11554284491222508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BusBar86,2019/01/20,Home ownership Has anyone else found that owning a house has calmed down their anxiety in some areas but made it explode in others? I no longer worry about staining things etc as it is mine but I constantly worry about plumbing going wrong  or a roof leaking ?  I do fix most things that break that need doing but if it doesn't work straight away I pretty much start panicking and shutting down  until I can work it out  or ring my Dad to come over ,6.543103448275862,6.5588575632183925,6.11554022988506,82.20848275862069,65.32183908045978,8.799080459770115,28.894252873563207,8.238735603445708,1.8588777011494253,356,10,68,4,5,110,67,87,0.226,0.7120000000000001,0.062,-0.9443,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,2,2,2,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,1,0,14,13,9,0,2,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,10,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,1,8,1,12,11,5,16,0,0,0,0,2,10,0,5,3,52,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579793130021483,0.0,0.0,0.14439634520688208,0.21159353524073155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19402260913690347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778897733499588,0.0,0.2231635620937392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17251230946087348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23031284227032545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226427166427055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736419013559815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071460114647987,0.0,0.0,0.2382844035411679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954044190693259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15180835020527125,0.15312428491775812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21009455028167492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14616858946275174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743916636461505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006829618113201,0.4194411369476124,0.0,0.0,0.2257858781214936,0.0,0.0
anxiety,UnluckyOrganization,2019/01/20,"I’m pretty good at hiding how anxious I feel, but I feel like people would only see the severity of it if one day I had a panic attack. Can anyone relate?

I’m diagnosed with OCD and GAD and my therapist always said how curious it was that I managed to “hide” so perfectly my anxiety. Of course I don’t appear to be totally chill, but I can go on with life looking like just a regular nervous millennial instead of someone that is hassled by a disorder 24/7.

I see myself “wishing” I had a panic attack just so I could validate how I feel, though I know how stupid this sounds and how bad panic attacks are.",4.571721311475411,5.20010449180328,6.606680327868855,74.85788934426232,69.65573770491804,9.70655737704918,31.643442622950825,9.827888789773867,3.187013114754098,476,20,88,11,8,168,81,122,0.308,0.52,0.172,-0.9705,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,11,13,4,4,5,0,11,2,0,5,2,25,24,14,0,4,5,0,3,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,5,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,9,0,1,4,8,14,4,10,17,1,5,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,2,3,64,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11814052192930995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861595537058027,0.1603994147695778,0.0,0.09927721983733613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4845755751229744,0.0,0.0,0.1185491638252004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336119279203982,0.0,0.0,0.0915667402214624,0.0,0.0,0.1441088925446072,0.0,0.0,0.16272384352222352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21537132187742586,0.10143207562226986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806917272624111,0.11908789029233208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780296759420333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028619075690402,0.13873061242204987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922924605059522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621077869621704,0.10798382228293484,0.0,0.4997563803015368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843254490390624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14444688904734146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505753729367964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22628278054067505,0.0,0.0,0.1603994147695778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030101410686365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648522182740344,0.0,0.0,0.13949674051978758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327246432902387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086004498998903,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,manufelas,2019/01/20,"My awful meltdown after a breakup I had a really bad meltdown days after my boyfriend broke up with me, it went for days. I didn't call him or even tried to reach him for help I thought it would be unfair to him even if he was a ***** for breaking up with me via call in the worst day of my life, (my friend had just miscarried), so I tried to deal with all that alone and obviously it didn't work out. One day in the middle of the street my aunt was talking to me and I just couldn't hold it together anymore, I cried so bad, hiccups and everything, loudly, like a baby for a long time while she hugged me, she took me to her dancing class and someone teached me to dance and for that night, everything was right in the world, I laughed and smiled and danced with strangers with my bloated eyes ",3.2587037037037057,4.401792956790125,3.587345679012348,93.38805555555555,73.1358024691358,6.881481481481483,25.84567901234568,7.1686216300943375,0.8741753086419757,617,20,140,6,12,191,92,162,0.142,0.752,0.106,-0.8169,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,6,8,0,0,9,1,10,4,1,0,2,23,13,12,0,3,4,1,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,6,13,0,1,1,3,0,5,3,4,0,1,10,2,25,4,26,0,2,26,0,1,1,1,14,10,0,2,11,95,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17439748924517667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669940251842114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811911589574807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34388260639276685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18496451277898185,0.43438109513444384,0.1735989462805193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224352091488966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026696106328965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009488623938806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286582958781995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893626785906668,0.08226507136599646,0.0,0.0,0.14901663231461668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580191947319985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410295734215915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787261582253913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14380103382855694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267321881049985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353425800987578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336799631656129,0.0981874423065371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870834448668924,0.228646574411356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15609584535502333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258727762850324,0.0,0.0,0.11961684092962735,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,helpmeouti,2019/01/20,"Anxiety is fundamentally changing how I view things I know this probably won't get so much as an upvote; I been bitching about the same thing for the last year. Anxiety, or whatever bizarre permutation of it I'm dealing with, has caused a shift in my ability to enjoy things I never had a problem with. From porn to cat videos, I have linked fear so strongly to pleasure that I'm getting close to losing the latter entirely. 
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anxiety,GreenGoblong,2019/01/20,"Would anyone be able to shed some light on a certain anxious 'tic' I get? I used to be completely fine and this only started affecting me about 3 and a half years ago, roughly just after I went on roaccutane/isotretinoin (might be relevant?). 

Whenever I'm speaking to an audience I'm not familiar with or I feel an audience of people I'm not familiar with, my neck locks up. It feels like if I turn my head while I'm in this situation, it's very shakey. I have found this also happens when someone I don't know looks directly into my eyes in some settings, e.g. a doctor had to look into my eyes with a torch thing and it happened then. Someone had to report to me in front of a group of people and I felt my head lock up and shake.

I am unaware if this is noticeable but I can physically feel it. I absolutely dread these type of situations. It has gotten to the point where I will start to get really hot and feel like I'm going red if I'm about to go into a situation where I think this may happen. 

If anyone is able to enlighten me what I may be experiencing or if they have a similar problem I would love to see your thoughts.

Thanks in advance. I'm heading to bed soon so I may not reply immediately.",3.147246963562754,4.490452793522267,5.149635627530365,81.29668016194334,73.69635627530364,8.60080971659919,27.574898785425106,9.134995656068208,2.239288259109312,948,36,196,21,19,328,138,247,0.052000000000000005,0.852,0.096,0.9065,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,1,1,9,9,0,2,10,0,21,8,6,2,1,46,55,19,0,8,12,0,7,2,0,7,1,1,1,0,13,12,0,0,10,0,0,6,4,3,0,1,7,16,26,6,33,37,2,30,0,0,6,1,5,14,0,13,11,132,39,3,0.23077150347713002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228250693836066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227394397760652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13035305621612,0.0,0.16136080093592528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097976539209107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118102206217361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333700121317641,0.16486320819438835,0.110788416571224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265145211119245,0.0,0.0,0.12056858582424652,0.0,0.13115276355743755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30610571758534805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552572102218505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06341299155741469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127432998800325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19378994163246285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414014590457743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240604833547004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136744312596946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775606367828626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15998790366893828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090768313638772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040858122765214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391906718475834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194750509199816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890952582828918,0.0,0.0,0.1955319460143379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16334125793552248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062316976362169,0.0,0.0,0.07665716634421715,0.07393453064162027,0.0,0.09160339816688028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255065640388545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965624225497892,0.0,0.09520532935780962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696374786202922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639334549122562,0.0,0.0,0.07430464104916343
anxiety,genesis__2019,2019/01/20,"11 worst feelings: -being cheated on- over thinking -being lied to- heart break -thinking no one cares -losing someone- being scared -assuming- It sucks going through any of these feelings. Sometimes I like to run it off, at times it doesn't enough. What do you guys like to do when anxiety strikes? ",2.5739965694682674,5.017001905660379,1.6513550600343088,91.80492281303604,105.41509433962266,3.4367066895368783,27.459691252144083,5.565023196281405,1.1911660377358493,243,12,39,2,11,69,46,53,0.342,0.546,0.112,-0.9371,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,1,8,2,1,0,0,6,1,1,0,0,5,13,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,5,0,1,0,2,2,3,9,10,2,9,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,1,4,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18026355606567293,0.0,0.2027855487859112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702668257365114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738986007625765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680649237990346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150651128000143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624709720408605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141211914681891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25900949153765784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965568238805803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796251341754229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653914208731644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246015061224578,0.0,0.2621709941907053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397052456143867,0.0,0.0,0.15457033638283066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Egikun,2019/01/20,"How do I get over my fear of criticism? One thing that very frequently happens in my life is that I will be doing something or talking with someone, and they might disagree with me or maybe even resort to more personal attacks. Even people who I don't know.

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What happens is that they will criticize me, either true or not, and I will get very bad anxiety about it. I love having my voice heard, but I hate being affected by negative comments. I don't want to live in this horrible double standard that my mind puts me in to where it's okay for me to voice my opinion, but it isn't okay for them to voice theirs about me. It grinds my life to a halt whenever it happens it's so bad.

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Is there anyway to not care? I understand feeling bad about negative comments and everything, but when I start shaking because one person who I don't even know leaves a single comment, it's very hard to justify pursuing the things I want to do in life.",7.9847619047619025,6.403012873015872,7.896296296296295,75.85333333333334,63.12698412698413,11.362962962962966,37.93121693121693,10.25414643259724,3.722178835978837,759,32,147,14,9,245,102,189,0.277,0.6829999999999999,0.039,-0.9938,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,4,0,12,12,2,2,3,2,17,4,0,2,1,28,33,12,0,2,9,0,2,0,0,4,3,4,0,2,17,5,0,1,4,0,0,2,8,7,0,2,1,6,26,5,23,26,4,11,0,0,0,1,14,6,0,5,3,114,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536166029166054,0.2844227513565013,0.0,0.0,0.08953210976662446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331451824430778,0.0,0.0,0.2931601543841215,0.07134397174349509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932585557990047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319032379834362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518428117191618,0.0,0.0,0.13169787629878416,0.05917684550464489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229280893222055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104832637607091,0.0,0.10484113910476807,0.1155486781375747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286396917959354,0.0,0.0,0.12392407323117448,0.0,0.0,0.2479976595047041,0.0,0.0,0.10334480535345228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562942974090114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757824839197815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415654856447216,0.11817285174131555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15861305034923615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113792660458223,0.2043823909630254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176533611523115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916410128975704,0.09009992007293807,0.0,0.0,0.08283858150486953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406898809478996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15550684505305934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183845395164475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897005154258597,0.13806156073957207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844227513565013,0.0
anxiety,borderlinelove,2019/01/20,"Anxiety/PTSD increased since mom's illness. So a little context first: I lost my dad a couple of years ago. We knew it was coming but it wasn't quick or easy in anyway. 

I live at home with my mom helping to take care of her. I am also disabled. My mom and I are more like best friends than mother and daughter.

Last week she became unresponsive and I called 911. She was rushed to the hospital and it was determined she had a septic infection. She spiked a fever of 105 and the doctors told us to prepare for anything. We spent 8 hours in the ER listening to her scream. That's all she could do. She couldn't talk or respond or answer questions. She just looked right through you.

After they got her temperature down, she became responsive and over the next couple of days she improved. She has now been in the hospital for 11 days. She still has some days where she is confused and extremely tired. They've given her a ton of antibiotics. She ended up having knee surgery because the majority of the infection was in her knee joint. She is unable to walk right now and will be moving to a rehab center next week. They're estimating anywhere from 1-3 months there. The doctors and nurses all explained that it is an absolute miracle she is alive.

I never spent a night home alone before this. Most of the time my best friend is here. My boyfriend just got back into town and will be staying with me for a while. I am fine during the day and evening but once I try to go to sleep I panic. My heart races and I realize how quiet it is. I usually end up staying up until about 5am. I know the house is safe, we have a security system, the neighbors are very watchful, we have weapons, etc. I am not scared of someone breaking in or something. I have house sat for friends and family before and stayed at their homes alone without any anxiety.

I've just been really stressed the last week. I keep replaying the 8 hours in the ER over and over and over again. I can't sleep for more than a couple hours at a time, I am very jumpy, and I feel like I could cry constantly. 

People keep asking me why I am anxious at home if I can be fine at other peoples houses. I don't have the answer but I am so tired of people asking. If I knew why I would do something to fix it. I just keep feeling panic. I just feel like something in my brain switched. 

I've been diagnosed with anxiety, depression, and BPD. It is all usually handled very well on my meds. 

I'm not sure if this has caused a flare of PTSD or what but I feel pathetic.",2.548190601668864,4.483066695652177,3.6735942028985527,88.75232367149759,76.70750988142294,6.790267896354853,24.48555116381204,7.715138304826218,1.1947549055775144,1972,67,408,29,45,638,244,506,0.116,0.727,0.157,0.9736,0,2,3,0,0,0,53.0,5,1,2,4,22,24,1,5,29,0,47,16,6,2,5,77,75,36,0,7,20,6,4,3,4,3,10,3,5,0,13,27,0,5,12,0,2,6,8,9,3,1,19,9,66,15,57,47,13,75,0,2,2,0,48,28,0,12,39,279,79,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05802138329225399,0.0,0.0,0.13558205309330454,0.0,0.05234386633326382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04451124188539134,0.0,0.1001448857425526,0.07394485004742933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05386340060789234,0.0,0.1223820713436405,0.0,0.0,0.05033039939990898,0.0,0.03990039951753495,0.0,0.11139376032115098,0.0,0.13738072570709958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243753538414282,0.07306876626595986,0.0668362686865596,0.0,0.06673513114082846,0.06723970713877406,0.0,0.05638317665888935,0.0,0.07073296181340731,0.0,0.10452003723638244,0.21727217206801916,0.07189859355349264,0.16885071269704302,0.0,0.056375785595388,0.06643484619329909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133990720010957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159463549675102,0.0,0.07299896687704495,0.04323201908923137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06170459045573343,0.0,0.1323828612352554,0.0935212841351441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05567548590496027,0.0,0.0,0.15170973948322442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037199248395379664,0.0,0.10469973871048743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756378848797398,0.04387270988197123,0.0,0.2626244317176599,0.0,0.19337822092486756,0.2265767958479923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17453665551521055,0.0,0.0,0.03597203078996212,0.10670815701058606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593315238032447,0.06560251218526232,0.0577974413380006,0.0,0.05496521750496737,0.0,0.07145121823147878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270509151419527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299782342718801,0.05224508389799405,0.06956767693196121,0.0,0.0,0.050482474492973016,0.0,0.13922301068797474,0.061424527791782965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970680819095934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535932894133068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361335348354406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15302540022532266,0.0,0.07332391677007588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041931769743553365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117954133846839,0.0,0.0,0.06553128090122379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05414456258516594,0.0,0.13100335654028236,0.0,0.055459307388775504,0.15117000299619476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20929706944059706,0.05227197468352804,0.0,0.07497780307868464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06169000480539338,0.0,0.04921356882386648,0.05260977368469229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633398320996111,0.15046042625037814,0.0,0.06254449171595339,0.0,0.04443924641005125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873359349044295,0.0,0.144177565900503,0.1620202243223377,0.0,0.0,0.15751073355590606,0.0,0.058851373442106274,0.0,0.1181248446588592,0.0,0.0,0.06309571344991084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046496933378938066,0.0,0.0,0.0421504926673824
anxiety,-kelsie,2019/01/20,"I ruined the best relationship I’ve had because of a really bad panic attack and I can’t stop hating myself I can’t eat or sleep. 

We’re in our early twenties for context I guess

In the past few weeks my roommate who was one of my best friends and a single mom so I moved in and helped her with bills etc, had a manic episode and threw all my belongings out the day I paid her rent so I was scrambling for a place to live, she violated my privacy and stole money from me, and then she actually assaulted me and I had to go to the police. I trusted her and viewed her as family before this happen. The switch was so quick. I’m still reeling from this. I have cuts and bruises and she has court dates. I’m entirely overwhelmed. She promised a safe home with her and everything feels so unstable.  Thankfully I finally get keys to my very own apartment tomorrow

And then my grandpa, my grandpa and grandma pretty much raised me, got diagnosed with cancer and I’m scared shitless

I’m also working a lot and have a chronic health condition which has been super bad due to the above stress and I can’t even describe how bad the pain gets but I’ve tried SO hard to remain positive and upbeat and be the best I can to others no matter what. truly that’s always my goal and I lapsed here and I can’t fix it


I relied on bf through the roommate thing and he said he’d be there for me and was so kind and helpful and understanding. We got along so well. He knew I had anxiety too for the record

A few days ago he had texted me and switched moods completely and never had talked to me like this before, and he said like “I don’t wanna make hanging out an everyday routine”. And “there’s things about our relationship we need to get out in the open” what

He says this after we’ve been dating for months, I’ve met and love his family (I would hang out with his sister a lot), I spent the holidays with them!!, and friends, and we see each other probs every other day. Had so much fun together. People told us we were perfect together. 

His texts triggered my anxiety and I have CPTSD also and I spiraled so hard. because I asked what was wrong and what I did for him to feel that way and he wouldn’t say. He generally doesn’t tell me or anyone when something’s wrong with him and his well being is a great concern of mine. I asked if he wanted space and he said no so I kept asking in different ways, being like is it me? School? work? And eventually he started ignoring me and turning his phone off and I didn’t know what to do. I’ve never acted like this before and neither has he

 I just sobbed and shook and went to his sisters house, she was acting supportive when I was there and always told me to come to her for bad anxiety bc “she gets it”. but when I left she said she thought I was making bf out to be a monster bc he wouldn’t help me with my anxiety “because he needed space” (her words)??  And I was being selfish and unhealthy? If he needed it why didn’t he just SAY SO. I didn’t know what he needed so I text bombed (not cool or ok I know and have profusely apologized just make it worse) begging to be told what was wrong and I hate myself for doing it. Absolutely fucking hate myself.

So yeah I was really happy for once in my life, felt loved and supported and really valued this boy and told him as much daily, and I ruined it. and now I’ve deleted all social media and stuff because his sister is picking apart every single thing I post (just songs or screenshots my pals saying good anxiety advice bc I’m trying to keep positive) and saying its about him and not to post about him. She keeps saying I’m making him out to be a monster and that genuinely confuses me so much. I love him. I think he’s the best. I just panicked with everything on my plate and he didn’t handle it well and neither did I.

But he wouldn’t even discuss it with me. He came over under the guise we’d talk about it and dumped me and left when he had said we would talk about lit. He hugged me and said he still wants to see me? But what I did made him feel like I thought he was emotionally abusive (?!?!) and he had to end this? I never ever have I thought or said that?! He looked so fucking sad. His best friend told me “you’re a good person and a good friend but your anxiety to blame here”

I’m so entirely devastated and I have wonderful friends who are incredibly kind and caring to me more than I deserve who won’t leave me by myself right now because they know that I’m not ok. Like suicidal thoughts. Hating myself. I just don’t know what to do. They keep telling me that he shouldn’t have started that convo via text and while I was overwhelming it was caring and not mean, and while I shouldn’t have done what I did he could’ve called anytime and fixed the situation but he didn’t. Its hard for me to think of it this way bc it feels entirely like my fault 

Last night my dumb ass made it even worse bc I got entirely shitfaced for the first time in months and asked him to please have an actual conversation with me and he just ignored me again. I’m in shock. He was so understanding when I told him I had anxiety and then he actually experienced me panicking worse than I had in years and he left

I deleted his number this morning so I’m not tempted to keep reaching out and fixing it and told him the balls in his court and we can talk whenever he’s ready and to take his time and take care of himself. I feel like his sister is making this even worse bc they’re close and she totally misunderstood my reasons for panicking somehow

I’m just really not okay. I can’t believe I fucked up so bad. I can’t turn back time and turn off my phone when I got anxious so I don’t know what the fuck to do. Thanks for reading if you got this far. I haven’t been this scared in a long time",1.781745954261709,3.838466122259696,3.232292535723797,90.41844028283188,79.59865092748737,6.454826780272772,21.870625129434035,7.5412164511997375,0.7784717256885894,4535,136,973,68,114,1484,423,1186,0.157,0.672,0.171,0.9867,2,0,1,0,1,0,85.0,10,2,3,11,64,90,14,8,35,5,92,17,2,11,8,211,209,131,1,17,28,7,9,8,8,8,6,14,2,2,58,110,1,9,24,4,5,11,35,40,3,2,74,30,169,49,98,117,24,104,0,6,5,9,157,37,7,14,59,646,227,5,0.0,0.04623783668700943,0.11424730634005155,0.0,0.0,0.03813444275456517,0.03459300344421427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06241600753396116,0.06494328094751926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20897628827409764,0.04408675400736485,0.0,0.027286947248474924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459311438397169,0.04439618064091967,0.0,0.030007552060934226,0.16291979091221975,0.11894534218386014,0.0,0.09962132534079034,0.043967424321094725,0.2047698472482304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039848537585301824,0.044633810839203626,0.11936471471783938,0.0,0.0,0.033616286163537436,0.040916609947885936,0.0,0.0,0.03115801281309922,0.0,0.0,0.0755030251924376,0.0,0.0,0.039609204965084896,0.0,0.04077246015026825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039935772751651895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039931966196479575,0.0,0.0438974860761632,0.03456426259722285,0.0,0.043522807787638985,0.1031016704804261,0.035300036079429865,0.06575991257483488,0.0,0.07014569001758812,0.0,0.07357794623431478,0.0,0.09866019463029388,0.05575844491501957,0.0374697901991883,0.04274960377211562,0.0,0.03319435295031508,0.0,0.0,0.15075176434032228,0.1443106646892698,0.08155508951683603,0.0,0.02217861165739126,0.09819609127844292,0.15605791418212173,0.04302482164745238,0.0429900589004185,0.0,0.034509374931873824,0.04154247258885184,0.10487528121308436,0.15411507628849866,0.0,0.04148138506823077,0.0,0.0,0.07847221410127908,0.0,0.03914491242471243,0.0,0.0,0.0450292141414412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13874763136818385,0.0,0.08127634910209029,0.12868158403717367,0.031810303663388925,0.0,0.04132147660154275,0.1272012106729583,0.0,0.027564269037930803,0.15252380794351916,0.0,0.034459486724080744,0.03453559303806071,0.032770882915422773,0.0,0.0,0.066354734977026,0.10566382856050954,0.07385214726348151,0.13024630648942845,0.0,0.0,0.04250929148459495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04570520613172836,0.062298217128782335,0.041477034002989736,0.1147504512803088,0.11574515349470682,0.0902946628423981,0.0,0.0,0.03662199659662471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041559985629590526,0.02644411726395917,0.0,0.041524986042889886,0.04578702616343908,0.0,0.0,0.03725345043655842,0.027054783209349183,0.034074824873580274,0.04077246015026825,0.04283735403927802,0.0,0.0,0.0747496671824251,0.03970210535809942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03903521720526339,0.0,0.10000077715171556,0.04012384651055411,0.0,0.08379575319157327,0.0,0.03332684349133769,0.2598496947412423,0.1862038394797108,0.07814097828386132,0.03949503588489627,0.06219519750823543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043865349063774935,0.03905283971923696,0.03978072289137116,0.0,0.030043087206709118,0.0,0.0,0.05524370557079721,0.0,0.06233028230833551,0.032626360308466225,0.04470261226065638,0.0,0.044673895215633135,0.04268664033932471,0.08856943564541922,0.0,0.0,0.05868337013789776,0.12546616292182464,0.06821853986276749,0.07185732129989733,0.0,0.0,0.07777874336715132,0.05001084837846715,0.0,0.12392487290904132,0.09102236431668492,0.0,0.0,0.2610281220828489,0.0,0.05299036034276768,0.12734286043704526,0.0,0.08125208755427732,0.04694185688526787,0.0,0.0,0.03219942867031029,0.046035507088525614,0.09292786783241712,0.03130322557665046,0.0,0.10526355881201367,0.036176247620007235,0.03521368266547967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04232057537949355,0.05682082954181063,0.0,0.15907783609460846,0.05544399272320489,0.1280020073276372,0.0,0.02513059936323079
anxiety,PwnzorPuffin,2019/01/20,"I think I’ve finally figured out that I have anxiety I apologize because this will be long and a little all over the place but I feel like I need to get it out and tell someone but it’s a little hard to describe how I’ve felt. So, currently my wife and I have been having struggles with each other. She feels that I have grown extremely needy and smothering her. And honestly reflecting back I have. 

A little background, I’ve had the same 3 close friends growing up. Most of which were my groomsmen at my wedding. We grew apart and 2 of the three got married and I didn’t get an invite to any of them and it hurt me because I pretty much have no friends o hang out with anymore. My wife is originally from California and all of her close friends live out there. She did have one best friend she made out where we are now but she moved back to Ohio. So she didn’t have any close close friends either and she really wanted one. So we would constantly do everything together. And when we’d go to an activity with her work friends, I’d usually tag along and slowly get to know them kind of becoming friends with them too. I’ve always been one of those people who are quiet when you first meet them and takes a while to warm up to anyone. Very introverted I thought. 

So about a months ago, I did something really dumb that made her really mad. I ended up sleeping on the couch for a week. She literally didn’t speak to me and just did angry glares. Most nights during that week she would go out with a few coworkers until basically bedtime, come in, glare, and go straight into bed. I felt miserable. I started to feel anxious and I cried almost every night. She has been mad at me before and it never really affected me that much. But this time it did. I would lay there and think about how lonely I felt and then get anxious and I would just walk around my apartment block and I’d settle down. The last night was particularly bad and I started to feel a lot of emotions well up and started to cry and started to feel extra anxious where I was deep breathing but quickly and I was pacing back and forth. I ended up walking to my old family neighborhood and then when I got back to my apartment complex, I literally walked around the loop until I was so tired I couldn’t walk anymore (approximately 12 miles). After doing the walking and getting home, thoughts in my mind were starting to creep in such as thinking it may not be as bad as I have previously thought to be cut with a knife. But then I passed out asleep. 

The next morning I woke up early and wrote a letter to my wife which I left on the table telling her what I’ve been feeling the past few nights and how much it scared me that I was un-scared debating about hurting myself. She was pretty great about it all and supportive. I was thinking all along it was just depression that I was starting to develop from that time. Well she finally became best friends with a person at her work and started hanging out with her a lot on her own not inviting me. When she was home her friend would call and they’d talk on the phone for a couple hours and me just sitting there not knowing what to do with myself. 

I started to get upset and feel that this new friend is essentially coming in and taking my best friend. I told my wife that. So I started to visibly be upset anytime her friend would call or they’d go hang out when I was home. I started to basically be emotional quite a bit. And unfortunately I would essentially whine to my wife about it and questioning her on stuff due to insecurities I felt I was developing. I started to really not like her friend and voice it to my wife (she’s actually super nice and has actually really helped us out when we’ve needed it). 

I thought you know, I think it’s because I am jealous since I have no friends and so I reached out to one of her coworkers I felt like I got a long with quite well and said we needed to hang out. Turns out, he made fun of me the next day at work and I got really emotional about it and I didn’t know why. I went to my primary to do an evaluation and maybe a referral on who to talk to about it. According to the questionnaire I filled out I was not on the spectrum and I am just having a hard time getting used to some big changes. To give it time and communicate with my wife about it. Well my neediness got worse and my wife started to really get affected by it now. She gave me a tough talk about how she wants space at the moment because she doesn’t know what to do about how badly I’m stressing her out.

Since that conversation I’ve done a lot of reflecting and some research. I now very much believe I suffer from some kind of social anxiety. I believe those times I just had to go out the and walk and the heavy breathing were panic attacks. Thinking back to how I felt in certain moments recently and in the past, I underestimated how anxious I get in social situations. After that dude made fun of me and I got upset, my wife tried to get me to be friends with her best friend’s husband. Trying to hang out in a room just us 2, I kind of shut down and honestly felt like crying. I thought about how many times I’ve been invited to things where people are trying to be friends with me and I’ve declined because the thought of going with no one I knew stressed me out majorly. Even the person who I’d consider to be my best friend if I had one, I declined individual hang outs for quite awhile because how the anxiety of it. I think I was so upset my wife always hanging out with her new friend was because she was the one person unknown to her was basically my support system in social settings and now I wouldn’t really have that. 

After having what I felt was an epiphany about the issue mostly being anxiety (my dad has social anxiety disorder and my sister has a different anxiety disorder), I almost feel a weight lifted off my shoulders. I have a doctors appointment to try to get it diagnosed and get maybe medication and maybe therapy recommendations on Wednesday. And I even reached out to a coworker to have a video game session this afternoon. I’m ready to right this ship. I want to fix this before it gets worse.



Summary: my wife and I have been going through some stuff. I was way emotional about everything and needy so it stressed my wife out. I reflected and believe I have some type of social anxiety. Taking steps to try and fix my issues",4.159841752891055,5.444438471698117,5.106457699330495,82.81279671332929,71.12264150943396,8.42694258470278,28.53590992087645,8.872477841676279,2.1545060255629944,5064,189,1017,94,93,1656,413,1272,0.141,0.713,0.146,0.9197,2,2,1,0,0,1,86.0,7,2,6,13,70,75,7,12,52,0,97,10,5,17,6,235,198,105,0,16,21,15,20,4,19,10,4,4,6,3,56,117,1,1,41,2,0,30,16,29,4,9,71,24,172,46,173,104,33,194,0,7,0,0,117,80,1,17,84,727,228,7,0.0,0.0,0.05880444399336196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02670814392169622,0.0,0.06034104577409189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05014061577771434,0.0,0.0,0.04097843198327105,0.0,0.16134386227686656,0.1361518519741081,0.0597610941162061,0.021067373218149728,0.0,0.0,0.05364360717578665,0.0,0.03427686133247915,0.0,0.11583932289569185,0.07547107432391473,0.12856741543644645,0.03327586504232695,0.05127627805167169,0.10183749715699976,0.15809620462556834,0.0,0.03289380768488363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06153154516424996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03187320701062097,0.051908103927231934,0.0,0.0325594809521291,0.0,0.0,0.033337918496604266,0.09928811804029758,0.01943115141394629,0.0,0.025950649742287776,0.03058099157355432,0.0,0.031479103440413124,0.06906244853736762,0.03083900478724108,0.0,0.030833124044731233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355673412762212,0.053371908078616234,0.0,0.0,0.03980073973916641,0.0,0.025385555379126803,0.0,0.05415722828165626,0.0,0.028403581386882683,0.0,0.1218757744132986,0.021524649833337687,0.2314337466463752,0.06601118471730233,0.0,0.025628290917679045,0.0,0.0,0.4422842131874093,0.0,0.20463968916703112,0.028903135067696917,0.11986374272444407,0.0,0.1445847477967837,0.03321807921704642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0539805514716184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02019528979273654,0.0,0.09066757876581023,0.0,0.029671666218687807,0.0,0.06450889245588359,0.0,0.0,0.06289511719734889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412627756141158,0.08279242246386241,0.0245597110353466,0.0,0.0,0.032735986118753516,0.0,0.0,0.05887936010832246,0.09059356590535107,0.026605059961870944,0.053327638391914484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684553096887106,0.0,0.11403772911595875,0.0,0.03054676707739475,0.09080794156943577,0.0,0.0,0.03035248339076387,0.0,0.0,0.030422388388948274,0.0,0.024049223592623386,0.032023082221911414,0.0885951279950705,0.06702232915596583,0.02323786710651696,0.05819886652653595,0.06408651424142615,0.1130986567708519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031616031420876316,0.0,0.14291655930798078,0.0,0.0,0.035350688369446305,0.0,0.0,0.057524378734208424,0.0417762536803633,0.07892422480439938,0.031479103440413124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061305433950448976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033752137761581175,0.09613987212789092,0.0,0.0,0.17371660410181675,0.0,0.029749424710386926,0.0,0.0,0.025730582597659996,0.028660225868050167,0.0,0.03016506643537136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04984716627033463,0.03386702336673485,0.03015143988449385,0.15356707520427165,0.025528780588979044,0.02319530012081271,0.0,0.0,0.2559113159744045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035403419531424,0.03149808400716232,0.06898255162411829,0.0,0.06838160896020451,0.0,0.0,0.06796131035488108,0.07265128789748522,0.052669337709313466,0.0,0.03445591558180024,0.0,0.020016820985670432,0.1351411791700235,0.0,0.14351760522052148,0.10541315428928223,0.034629635582571004,0.0,0.028790200982368324,0.0,0.10228037678048807,0.032772440525801534,0.0,0.0,0.07248459195890312,0.026022370203004533,0.03318358648012927,0.04972028384351651,0.053313798734390384,0.02391553803075621,0.04833642474916895,0.03668983397480821,0.10836080511655816,0.02793051576282464,0.027187350360000875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06580429893577211,0.0,0.06140943714266305,0.14982282439612088,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jusmw,2019/01/20,"My anxiety is overwhelming me. I've been a long distance relationship now with someone for about a month. Before this I was in a long distance relationship for 3 years so I understand how tough it can be and how effort goes into it.

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I'm crazy about this girl.. And have myself quite obsessed with her.  Most of the time, even at work, I'm checking my whatsapp to see if she's online, checking messenger, checking instagram and I feel it's all starting to take a toll on me.

She's super supportive of my anxiety and is really trying to do anything in her power to help me fight through it.  I trust her but I get very jealous.. and have found myself going through her photos to find connections in which guys have liked her photos but I really don't want to be like this.  I know she cares for me and she knows I care for her but I just can't stop.

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Lately my appetite has diminished and my interest in things has gone out the window.  My life is really, her and work, where when I'm in work, I'm thinking about her.  In work I've started feeling very uneasy, like ""Man the time is going so slow, I just want to get out of here"". 

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I've got through some really horrible triggers in the past so I know I can get over this but it's so difficult not to think about her.  When she goes out drinking, it's REAL tough. I get these awful images of her with another guy or a guy chatting her up and then that makes me panic. 

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I just want to feel normal again... I want to go to work and not HAVE to worry and just get on with my job without thinking about her excessively. Generally when I'm at work shes asleep or going to bed. 

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I worry about so much dumb shit like, who's messaging her on social media, who's liking her photos, whos this whos that. 

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It's exhausting and causing my life to fall apart. 

I really need some help. ",2.8552182539682534,4.63831574867725,4.1570866402116415,86.29769345238097,75.37566137566137,7.264682539682537,24.775462962962962,8.07648339933343,1.4233304232804231,1475,49,299,24,32,485,166,378,0.133,0.74,0.127,-0.0721,2,0,1,0,1,0,65.0,0,0,0,10,25,22,4,3,9,1,20,6,2,5,1,64,62,30,0,7,14,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,2,5,19,20,1,1,12,2,3,6,5,11,0,0,5,4,52,11,54,55,5,44,0,1,1,0,37,20,2,6,23,199,71,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39253688555895616,0.4402173190384627,0.0,0.06331476836577474,0.0923826361553826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04968843794222995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05137980413789668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312495627213554,0.062027944350196575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05915041620848732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03988109687448546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159137991937792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055187162026968335,0.0,0.0,0.0662046762142852,0.0,0.0,0.157732964484109,0.0,0.13726370964558718,0.0,0.048292220791583934,0.0,0.0,0.1793601205059224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094425519833838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05991884935935634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995514950443615,0.0,0.06811242506632613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529780583796069,0.1474955917764622,0.0,0.0,0.10687061229179128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04030480237570912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04819555727552224,0.0,0.04438700015796297,0.044771764199018974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05916058339911929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07084412182692572,0.0,0.0,0.05764051964808045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06422265145422253,0.0,0.06872682438233707,0.1934081505434265,0.0,0.0,0.1296532455829826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04811585855778353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06198025342102876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06155084999011853,0.0511606456778826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547599911071434,0.0,0.0,0.05048123973397066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851967046962773,0.0,0.0,0.0453990155248766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04011446933300016,0.1160691662703277,0.0,0.0,0.07041732131289939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040994751770681036,0.0,0.0,0.06285877541860982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996413367985168,0.14245716945679227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058205152418788125,0.0,0.26374862756961337,0.1226397216409732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4402173190384627,0.0388833997761138
anxiety,juniorookiie,2019/01/20,"The Weirdest Person Ever Im going to keep this real short. Sometimes I feel like the weirdest person in the whole world, that everyone knows it, is in on it and I just feel like an outsider. Then there are times i feel i am the most normal person ever, sometimes more in-tune with myself and the world around me than most people. 

Sometimes you feel like a nut, sometimes you don’t.

But seriously anyone else ever feel this way?
What helps when spiraling through the negative thoughts?",5.048681318681318,6.864157824175828,4.910769230769231,83.00923076923078,69.65934065934066,6.958241758241758,27.285714285714285,7.447530270364453,1.5584901098901105,386,13,68,4,7,119,60,91,0.097,0.792,0.111,0.3094,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,0,7,4,0,0,8,0,4,0,0,0,3,21,13,5,0,1,2,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,4,0,1,7,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,5,8,3,8,12,4,15,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,2,9,49,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380211636396636,0.1374544583249476,0.0,0.11942361846400072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206668495023778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640441778066571,0.0,0.1281878739568499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391561163999258,0.28751439784922045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624160711470243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991917993413089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449070551204472,0.0,0.0,0.11924035825911684,0.0,0.0,0.07372636698076168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19661950250489546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13144036301621972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930040249536193,0.35140875145555106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15269421338905942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5307185734696847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650161085400757,0.07822504228495379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648352113187087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14977578746160722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vmarnar,2019/01/20,"I ghosted a guy years ago and still think about him So I’m 22–first year graduate student. I’ve literally never had a boyfriend because my anxiety has been so bad since high school. But three years ago, I met this really amazing guy during one of my classes but I ghosted him because my anxiety was so bad. And over three years later, I recognize my anxiety and still think about him. We still go to the same school. He’s in a 6 year pharmacy program and I’m in my masters degree at the same school. 

I literally just can’t stop thinking about him. ",2.32133444537114,4.678784119266059,3.8635362802335287,85.01213511259384,79.36697247706422,7.266388657214343,28.257714762301926,8.296473431620573,2.2093229357798165,435,20,85,9,11,144,64,109,0.16,0.816,0.024,-0.9285,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,1,10,3,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,0,1,15,12,9,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,3,4,0,15,1,9,8,2,19,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,13,54,16,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491387983383063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32251010417943743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346696550870736,0.17132886230832262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953285899265105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798651765818063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782891944841166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14847531646337295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108383688208297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522526150243747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002569512593915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4266648513141921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624603287269734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366770030411309,0.11748751759170235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701335839987848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4524764188930152
anxiety,INeedLawyerHelp,2019/01/20,"I hate myself for the first time in a month i went to sleep on a normal time and cleaned my room, i forced myself to go out to make friends next night and this Portuguese kid who wouldnt shut up made me stay up till 8 am, i didnt have the balls to tell him to be quiet, now i cant sleep and i work tomorrow in two hours, i probably wont make it

i had sleep medication but when i moved to the uk i lost my health insurance, and my former doctor quit primary care so i switched doctors and they took away my sleeping meds and adderall because i tested positive for weed which i rarely smoke because if i drink im a mess.

i cant function, i hate looking at myself in the mirror, just did for the first time in a week and realize im going bald, my toilet water wont shut off because i clogged it, i have no friends im half way across the world from anyone i know, which i like but its nice like this that make me wanna fucking off myself, afforded all this privilege and fumbled it greatly.",3.4770608339029394,3.99241491866029,4.629272043745729,88.4624043062201,72.0622009569378,7.693916609706084,27.368762816131238,7.7094869923839395,1.3610571428571427,774,26,173,9,14,255,122,209,0.08800000000000001,0.7709999999999999,0.141,0.9188,1,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,5,4,13,3,0,10,0,12,12,5,4,1,23,27,14,0,4,4,0,0,2,2,3,4,1,2,1,11,9,2,0,2,2,0,5,7,5,0,4,7,2,33,8,25,16,1,39,0,1,1,1,7,17,1,1,17,112,44,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855754810758638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555627588353443,0.0,0.0,0.20546206995663452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454804420355323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22998943219714316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005996989810517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19112925715355147,0.0,0.0,0.17360225563715684,0.1038655211274934,0.0,0.0,0.12770188884594758,0.0,0.0,0.12386598125515742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218442101528,0.0,0.1194225163186396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106418594416267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640709845900493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061744477048000075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977681261821018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434548275825502,0.0,0.12264300922861053,0.0,0.0,0.10630803729471346,0.22498296481554364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479522995192292,0.11318053985489054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896764878926628,0.11940998985263812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948521947745976,0.10543261703985604,0.1100788877818096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113201828114213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194977742999214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4497234970325649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974987063092295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819862182271373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19653610475079453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482469126995167,0.0,0.0,0.1097493676244606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917799148075026,0.09012018188651673,0.0,0.0,0.10414933143243098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179194633971434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sailortaylorr,2019/01/20,"When I relax into myself, I get an uneasy sinking feeling as if something terrible is going to happen. Is it part of my anxiety? It’s very difficult to explain. 
When I’m relaxing and decide to relax into myself (like completely shut my brain off and focus on my body) A very scary sensation takes over and forces me to come back to.
I get an uneasy feeling like everything in me is sinking and I’m collapsing down to my insides.
I feel like if I’m left alone something terrible is going to happen to me, like I’m going to have a seizure or a stroke. 

Could this be part of my anxiety? Maybe my nervous system freaking out because I’m fully relaxed? ",3.1641014799154337,5.058912922480623,5.265806906272021,78.19693446088796,74.81395348837209,7.79168428470754,29.556730091613808,8.575989854853784,2.616885271317829,513,23,90,10,11,178,71,129,0.207,0.639,0.155,-0.7739,0,1,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,13,0,1,5,0,7,3,2,0,0,17,25,10,0,3,3,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,5,4,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,4,15,8,20,23,2,18,0,0,0,0,1,10,0,3,7,62,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16807738096364086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482937782470048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478645249853428,0.0,0.09892687855515844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18026104614330007,0.0,0.1811627215259133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13979337894691307,0.17015178690000626,0.0,0.0,0.12957064534805246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14585048119856792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461671448386588,0.2318715809823912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16957348409061682,0.0,0.2766893745063119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870145799927883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17632214496276366,0.0,0.0,0.31713524775681023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630361867323712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514757226415792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498684509163933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122017443563817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678027496603816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FindControl,2019/01/20,"Random Thought OTD: I hate being unhappy, more than I love being happy. Does anyone else ever get these random thoughts that keep replaying over and over in their head? 

Today’s thought for me is I hate being unhappy more than I love being happy. 

Probably thinking this to help guide myself to find happiness but it’s been tough lately.",5.281290322580643,7.4189277741935475,5.613741935483869,76.90061290322583,69.64516129032259,8.185806451612903,26.916129032258066,8.841846274778883,2.3736025806451617,270,9,43,5,5,86,45,62,0.147,0.647,0.206,0.6222,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,1,8,2,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,1,11,16,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,7,5,8,8,2,6,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,2,3,30,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992644929546185,0.17573617489375126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500928977615003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432777865932885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15514406754476087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15676052222761305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960889082484602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5477389449800216,0.0,0.33866877290957964,0.17602265879280846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496209671024607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244936183793806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19347505708608004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30959583380864897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184920904462998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989912901705193,0.0,0.4084884391438291,0.0,0.0,0.1625750446830314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bigphony465,2019/01/20,"Having anxiety towards seemingly nothing Yo so I was wondering if you guys could help me out, so I have random points of extreme anxiety when it comes to my girlfriend. I have no reason why I have it, like may be due to how I was treated in the past from other girls but this girl is legit perfect for me. Great girl, super loyal good Christian girl leads a youth group at her church. But for some reason every once in a while I get really bad anxiety about random stuff towards her like, she is at a youth convention with her church kids and she had her jacket on the last row and a random guy had this in the same seat and they were the exact same jacket and they grabbed the wrong one and didn’t notice. Like when she told me that I thought it was a funny thing that happen.  I knew there wasn’t anything wrong with it at all. But I had that deep hole in my chest feeling the whole time I was laughing and joking about how his gf is probably wondering why he smelled like perfume. If you read this far and wanna help out with how I can help this please help me I want to rid myself of this feeling. ",3.8002232142857153,4.84399214732143,4.356607142857143,88.76339285714286,71.72321428571428,7.207142857142857,24.714285714285715,7.413659706084162,0.9760232142857146,867,24,182,9,16,275,125,224,0.075,0.672,0.253,0.9936,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,2,3,10,15,0,0,11,0,21,1,1,6,3,44,33,20,0,5,5,0,3,4,2,1,0,0,0,7,15,13,0,0,9,2,0,2,3,3,0,1,13,5,31,12,26,17,5,26,4,0,0,0,28,15,0,10,13,132,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944628909128861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558550603820786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713075985988804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105248865163222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244248319069878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810395353161273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297514753669508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703497056327021,0.0,0.0,0.10761759733657868,0.0,0.14145862237237916,0.0,0.2540876693649838,0.11346121726651813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440051851072072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458710951417716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507367482830358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311376752531596,0.14607806208755406,0.0,0.13664247957029854,0.086943960597099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224832916346395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14084225933875436,0.12129133189421305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833635561275426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283414512466693,0.0,0.08219657647835127,0.26384137501705884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680562778541813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14688050830271554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524128991342789,0.0,0.0,0.1018612113202285,0.07481668585880975,0.0,0.0,0.1226025786192901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567863344463542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23155373329998855,0.14324988152708598,0.0,0.0,0.2782863501559253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280566533830732,0.0,0.0
anxiety,oth_radar,2019/01/20,"nocturnal panic attack [TW: anxiety, panic attack, frightening imagery/descriptions, relapse] Largest setback in awhile. I've been coping pretty well with my anxiety recently and even been experiencing some remission, but the last few months the IBS has come back and with it, the anxiety has come crawling back, too.


As best as I can remember, right when I was about getting to sleep, I heard a distinct voice listing a never ending chain of senseless yet perfectly formed vocal sounds. They were using English phonemes, but stringing them together into a random set of them instead of turning them into words.  There were no pauses in this  voice. The tone was very deep, almost demonic, and completely terrifying. The voice continued as an image of many lines of text (this time not making any cohesive letters/symbols, though it seemed my brain may have borrowed and took some liberties from Japanese) began flashing in my head. It was red and purple and black and constantly pulsing and swapping between the two. I felt a massive pulling sensation on my head as the voice got louder, and pulses of feeling in my brain that seemed to roughly match the pulsing of my thoughts.


My brain immediately categorized it as schizophrenia, though obviously it was just a case of a nocturnal panic attack induced by sleep paralysis, but this characterization of course made the panic worse.


I hate nocturnal panic. I feel like there's a lot I can do to prevent attacks during the day with breathing exercises and coping strategies but it's hard when they sneak up on you when you're completely unaware and vulnerable. Seems pretty cowardly.


P.S. could that feeling of ""pulsing"" during a sleep paralysis induced panic attack be brain zaps? Or is that an unrelated phenomenon?",9.651275154798764,10.183812180921052,8.967670278637774,62.619280185758534,58.76973684210528,11.758204334365326,41.56656346749226,11.326091736570909,5.220225464396285,1429,72,204,35,17,453,180,304,0.207,0.7040000000000001,0.09,-0.9909,1,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,1,5,2,16,16,6,6,20,0,18,11,10,5,4,53,38,26,0,1,7,0,6,1,0,1,1,6,0,0,12,18,0,1,12,1,1,4,3,12,1,1,15,16,20,4,34,20,6,32,1,0,3,0,7,11,0,10,17,145,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595681408712644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051583314472015696,0.0,0.1740842846170148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4314743223822614,0.0,0.1166540725344145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960408288303529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387125578822597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306829919513549,0.15906293105917654,0.08197121576955049,0.0,0.06056323886978091,0.0,0.0,0.04891954842723754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671841206494845,0.0,0.0,0.05010084512317131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506216978936842,0.05419010574666936,0.07283172607464808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039630579115254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060667365347241486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679502759663927,0.07489011121058116,0.1556961556192266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0618311261004473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03705842807282805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06448834989350058,0.0,0.07177487958866359,0.050633127466394014,0.07690404029612119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06054593127880276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05850327348316905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5339898829826775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543415560458918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489666421711373,0.0,0.0859277840313708,0.06477889316141287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071638713716368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22772631309770855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14905232045598205,0.0602195952363672,0.04423107168026808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427657412915496,0.0,0.08250735930296127,0.07409832639784196,0.0,0.0,0.06551349285579203,0.0,0.06258748597762394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820184687703665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773016963892773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,scriea,2019/01/20,"Too Anxious to Cook for Others i really, genuinely enjoy cooking. and i have yet to receive negative feedback on anything ive done - but being college-aged, most of my cooking is for friends who have been living off ramen and cheap vodka. i often find myself second-guessing their praise, to the point of taking long breaks from any culinary endeavors because ive completely psyched myself out.
ive been seeing a guy for a few months, and we've been friends even longer - he works as a cook for an incredibly nice restaurant though, and i can barely bring myself to even mention cooking for him without being incredibly panicky at the idea. he's comfortable cooking for me, and even making errors that we laugh about later (like really, how can a guy get paid to cook and not know how to make hot chocolate?). but i can't seem to find that same comfort or get past the sense that even if i didn't blatantly mess up, it still wouldn't be ""good enough"".
im not sure what advice there is to be given, but if anyone has any tips on how not to psych myself out so much and get past this weirdly specific anxiety, it would be very much appreciated ❤️",11.709324324324319,7.18210801801802,10.806373873873873,67.01199324324327,58.909909909909906,13.442342342342346,42.61486486486485,10.411451182825502,4.351286486486487,908,33,168,13,8,293,140,222,0.073,0.7509999999999999,0.17600000000000002,0.9833,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,1,2,15,13,0,0,8,0,23,7,0,5,2,37,35,19,0,4,10,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,2,9,10,7,0,5,8,2,2,8,2,0,0,7,2,18,11,28,21,6,18,1,0,1,0,13,8,0,6,8,120,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436205884563826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18700755149076792,0.0,0.10518606695617712,0.1553343017066011,0.0,0.0961422311980292,0.0,0.11314964754953533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381788174423598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441646856875532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14070882543212535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14207282881598135,0.0,0.36326616348723867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513424929908483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21246218345701,0.0,0.21551205967557932,0.0,0.0,0.11532731778881923,0.0,0.0,0.15147023023075373,0.2722905000325247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521920412430662,0.14852210307876795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556564493866835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717487977392375,0.0,0.12141379940466425,0.12168195072139686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835627913546961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975008563398696,0.0,0.20215461107849356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26251597968666873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299806381538545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17617027198673132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956859709871104,0.12517357837864276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980657450901456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12959082089660387,0.0,0.10338184934909896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350916947553472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345076044878726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13254376177834204,0.0,0.10010063201514577,0.0,0.0,0.09767507369726268,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lifeofern,2019/01/20,"Anyone feel like they're always subconsciously anxious? Hey guys, so a year and a half ago I had anxiety issues that would leave me exhausted multiple times per week, during the worst of it, panic attacks would happen on the daily which really affected my social life and studying, rendering me helpless for a couple of hours before I could recover and go about my day.

Through the year I've ""weeded"" out the things that I knew weren't good for me, mental health-wise. I've also made changes to my lifestyle, sorted my crap out, started going to the gym almost on the daily, and even started boxing recently. My new views/interests brought me get up off my ass more, and compared to last year I'm in a MUCH better place, like a lot better.

However, for some reason, I still catch myself panicking over the silliest things, and it pisses me off knowing that it's very likely nothing to worry about. The tiniest things will randomly stress me out and trigger a tiny amount of panic in me. For example, sometimes I'll get a sore throat and I'll automatically overreact and jump to a conclusion that I'm really sick or what not. I feel as if I'm plagued with a bunch of ""what ifs"" and that I should always be expecting the worst to happen to me. Nowadays I'm not even actively thinking about whatever, but one thing leads to another and my mind seems to be put in a little panic state.

Sorry for the ramble, I thought I'd just get a little bit out there. I'm looking for any advice to dealing with this kind of ""subconscious"" anxiety,  even before I was diagnosed with anxiety I've been a worrisome person, and so I don't know where to draw the line between anxiety and simply just worrying.

TL;DR - How can I reduce my general and/or subconscious anxiety, even when I'm not feeling anxious? (if that makes sense) 

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anxiety,Dracula788,2019/01/20,"Is this a fucking film? I don't know if I should post what I'm about to say here but I just feel that if I don't I won't be able to sleep tonight. So whole my social life is going down. It is all about one person. Let's start from the beggining. So btw I'm 16 ( i know that I'm too young to have problems). This is my first year in High School ( in my country you go to HS when you're 16). I think that the time from September to December was the best time of my life. I made some really good friends here (let's name them Jane and Mike), we were hanging out every friday and we were talking in school etc. I felt that I was acceptable. But as the December started I started talking about something with Jane. I didn't know if Mike was talking with her about this. All the time she was joking about suicide. At first I thought that these are only edgy memes but later she told me that she has problems with sleeping and that she doesn't want to do her hobbies anymore. I started to worry. Immiedietly after she said that I told her to see a therapist or to talk to someone (talking to me wasn't enough for her) and that I care about her. In that time I realised that I fell in love with her. I started asking her everyday ""How are you?"" or ""Did you sleep tonight?"". I didn't tell her anything about ""love thing"". I just wanted to be sure that she wasn't going to do something stupid. And then she went to school psychologist. I was so happy that she did that. I was sure that this will help her. And it did. But three days later I went to school with her. I noticed that something wasn't right. Later I saw her sitting on a bench next to psychologist's door. She looked like... I can't even describe how. I sat next to her asking what can I do. She said that I can do nothing. As the brake passed my math teacher told me to go to class. Later I got this text from her on messenger: ""I don't know when we will be able to see each other but thank you for today. I felt like shit and you came to me. Just thank you"". As it turned out the pschologist called an ambulance and she was taken to psychiatric hospital. This was the first time I got a panic attack. I started to sweat , I had a headache and I was shaking. But before her phone was taken away from her I managed to send her a message ""I love you and I want to help you to get you out of this shit"" in general. I had no contact with her for a week. I started to go to the same psychologist. She told me that Jane had gone to her because of me , that I had persuaded Jane to get help. Week was passing by and I was trying to not think about Jane. I was still talking with Mike and as it turned out Jane had managed to tell him why she was gone at the time. And about week ago she sent me a text that she will get a pass for Saturday and that we 3 can met :Mike , Jane and I. And it was yesterday. When we met Jane told us what happend in the past two weeks. She had 3 attempts. She is going to have 6th mix of drugs because none of them worked. She started to snort (i dont know if this is the correct verb) tabacco ( fortunately I pulled her away from this). She told a story when one guy ask her if ""Hey you want to go to a place where there aren't cameras?"" She replied: "" Yes but only if you show me how to break my neck"". I laughed at it first but then I understood that this was serious. I mean nothing happend but she was ready for this. The most bizarre part of our walk yesterday was that Jane and Mike was laughing about these facts. They laughed about that she had 3 attempts like it was a fucking joke. Of course I got a panic attack but this one was not quite funny: I started to sweat , my heart beat rised up , i felt sick and I got scotomata. Mike ran for a water and i started to explain Jane how I felt. I told her that she is the only one from 7 billions people on the planet that make me feel that I mean anything. After we went back homes she was apologising me all the time. 


And here we are now. It's 7:08 AM and today I slept 3 hours ,I'm feeling helpless and I'm starting to lose my last hope. She is back in the hospital so I can't talk or message her. It's not about love anymore but I'm fucking worried that one day she is gonna kill herself in the hospital and I wouldn't even know about it. The worst is that there are people in the hospital who are helping people like Jane to get drugs or to get razors. I think that Jane likes this new company , she finally is understood. But she doesn't see that these people are dragging her down. I don't know why I wanted to post it here. Maybe some of you had a similar situation? I know that now the only thing that can keep Jane alive is hope which she is loosing. I tried to give her hope yesterday but I'm loosing it too. How to not lose it? Is this possible to look at this situation and say ""Everything is gonna be alright""? I just don't know. If someone made it to this far then thank you. I don't know if this fits this sub if not then I'm sorry.",0.9548825196265156,2.8949068622009584,2.4251693222464787,95.7457969062108,81.8133971291866,5.551075393691644,21.246109536860686,6.644369507269372,0.19200023226645604,3841,116,892,39,103,1245,328,1045,0.085,0.7879999999999999,0.127,0.9935,0,0,6,0,0,1,121.0,9,13,3,12,46,48,9,3,37,2,97,23,10,8,7,141,218,71,2,21,35,0,7,5,1,8,5,4,2,2,76,44,1,2,27,4,0,25,26,19,0,12,77,18,167,29,120,127,15,127,0,3,6,7,129,32,5,19,71,617,243,9,0.08419282153552915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03731592819354032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834966556772292,0.0,0.0,0.06928351843043155,0.0,0.1180633844103566,0.09578148896701746,0.0791019272908379,0.0647390828480969,0.0,0.05132316255854175,0.0,0.035820945016209645,0.0,0.0441775859586149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0429851420547705,0.04814707930653389,0.04292009635644297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05429740479207205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04933667990211222,0.0,0.09763694352943793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0434968454030152,0.0469486256896964,0.05560856458280595,0.0,0.03546804167515042,0.0,0.03783353960583098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385563041940225,0.0,0.16167662374326575,0.046114560339783776,0.0,0.14322874197639654,0.0,0.0,0.03252358253451301,0.11675236026681712,0.10996818580438278,0.04038271307495176,0.16747052246041216,0.03530847210131989,0.1346733810851619,0.0,0.0,0.04168206504835977,0.0,0.0448124120418629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049884449446116384,0.1128653471335096,0.04447716922947461,0.042226132331603085,0.12543370312377045,0.04145648493004417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03741722410362791,0.04657344141238491,0.0,0.2313508644171281,0.034314193308828365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860928642582582,0.05946787972808329,0.10283089964644312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070076558590123,0.0941902316085528,0.0,0.0,0.15197461708606444,0.07966528343417845,0.02809968107146963,0.0,0.04229150275839739,0.09171066462358456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04065697583884605,0.08954002084977075,0.0,0.0,0.08078528295629385,0.04792704267223191,0.0,0.0,0.14262808699955504,0.12806486930321875,0.0,0.09878213571515762,0.0,0.04558631059620672,0.04018578738599615,0.11673740317575428,0.03675696214815511,0.043981789488008766,0.0,0.0,0.0474573780387091,0.08063344998559054,0.0,0.0,0.08056115972058836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04477471460114206,0.0,0.0,0.026968038678033348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03595010478479027,0.08008665324242305,0.06695351093746985,0.0,0.17041526046835134,0.10063616742369938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642272142286521,0.0,0.09463625894687536,0.12638043687651698,0.04291198945172275,0.07133630447102121,0.09722362096072903,0.0,0.04712348537060082,0.32775661831507,0.0,0.03361824801728739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04604664085598893,0.0,0.07935073791612073,0.0,0.0,0.23684850274001176,0.07358823697087688,0.11627015761140548,0.0,0.048877177481951146,0.0559339695603071,0.08092104072424956,0.0,0.033419847934892374,0.1718272895433596,0.0,0.07980495040745372,0.28157447143455183,0.0,0.05716139926067234,0.09157761325334457,0.041122076472383945,0.0,0.05063679895927259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124147768756109,0.0,0.13506880600618693,0.0,0.0,0.11707138358283008,0.0759709260801365,0.046999139272711946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03064668840476508,0.08550189708614166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027108708349398724
anxiety,gintrovert,2019/01/20,"anxiety from people being nice to me okay, this might make me sound like a crazy person but i feel like whenever people are really nice to me or if a lot of people are nice to me it makes me really anxious. does this happen to anyone else? like people acknowledging my existence is really scary especially when it’s to tell me something useful or kind. 

for example i recently posted on facebook for the first time in a while and my post got a ton of comments. everyone was super sweet and supportive but it honestly gave me a panic attack and i have no idea why. does anyone know why this happens or does it even happen to anyone else?? any advice or feedback would be much appreciated ",3.5879545454545436,5.8751894621212175,5.416666666666664,75.82000000000002,74.83333333333334,8.642424242424243,23.87878787878788,9.2995712137729,2.333442424242424,547,17,95,14,12,187,84,132,0.128,0.591,0.281,0.9808,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,2,14,1,1,6,1,9,0,0,3,0,20,20,12,0,2,7,0,1,3,0,2,0,1,0,1,7,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,3,12,12,13,13,3,9,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,7,8,65,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184920741389613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245970940817061,0.0,0.09276216330144224,0.13698721017134718,0.0,0.2543595822706878,0.2484866365922645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794866655972868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31834150848871123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20259127245984254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008987348421992,0.0,0.0,0.115867371781238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0613117709464767,0.08662685634697988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314213206413572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969812306226814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32168458098897684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688570717733514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627171774256596,0.06664031557240302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17772184133302255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030893545104662,0.0,0.0,0.16188153165577535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12863574937417924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891387024329724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227032852371488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33626057141972604,0.1058779513621986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23226360386719636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23304325389931754,0.0,0.11972780792004027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335045852307614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760232714671858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059849797084429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707066103622625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472812068200106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21883326440396814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613832039713698,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ddeeli,2019/01/20,"Recent anxiety with no known trigger I (f23) have had anxiety since I was 16 when I had my first panic attack. Since then I probably have mild anxiety at least once a week, with severe anxiety maybe once and month and a half. I get panic attacks about once every 1-2 months. For me, most times the anxiety is controllable, and I can tell what the cause of it is. However, unfortunately, the times I have severe anxiety I can never figure out what the cause is.

Last night I went out to dinner with my parents and my boyfriend for sushi. About half way through dinner I started having uncontrollable anxiety, I was fighting back tears and shaking and just wanted to leave. When we finally did, and my mom drove me home, it started to go away and was completely gone by the time I got back to my apartment. 

Currently now I’m at work and I have anxiety, mostly controllable but I can’t think of anything that is causing it. Im not stressed about anything, I’ve slept surprising well the last couple days compared to how I have been sleeping the last couple weeks.

Sometimes at work I just think and think and think. It’s always just nonsense but most times I can be thinking about something completely random, and before I know it, 4 hours have past and I can’t remember anything I’ve thought about between then and now. I’m not sure how to explain it. 

Anyways, sorry this is just a rant, I need to get my mind off whatever this could be and hopefully it’ll just go away. I’m not currently taking any medication, I used to take Ativan when needed but I ran out and just never had the time to get another refill. I might make an appointment with my doctor about it today. ",5.487711640211643,6.254598132716055,6.0147971781305145,79.41944444444447,67.67283950617283,9.38130511463845,31.16931216931217,9.48565724429506,2.7758608465608465,1321,51,250,26,21,428,161,324,0.141,0.823,0.037000000000000005,-0.948,4,0,1,0,2,0,34.0,1,0,0,5,23,12,3,5,12,0,30,6,2,10,3,71,62,26,0,5,12,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,13,24,2,2,11,0,0,7,8,8,1,3,15,0,33,4,35,42,4,53,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,6,35,173,46,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061237380169530425,0.0,0.0,0.05004748703597204,0.0771713346473144,0.4504030585194028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18168856199819508,0.0,0.0,0.16745108977048034,0.13829085422087445,0.11318084622163507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06262437913904506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268086597086033,0.0,0.0,0.1543270350416623,0.0,0.16508729939025202,0.058760045631348436,0.16286411783117818,0.0,0.04746303122972055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532814788627383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06200741181392486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062031052620648,0.0,0.0626003238962526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535188741553742,0.0,0.0836520763275621,0.0,0.058861071875670835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738223215359943,0.07309697141046757,0.07247677661369266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949580612264097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04044618097274614,0.17997054940762708,0.0,0.07792704448855496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049125590637255766,0.0,0.07393660613653162,0.0,0.0,0.07413975818444939,0.0,0.07807323170761597,0.07431050993462919,0.08619420031695564,0.11748650670365993,0.0,0.0,0.10914031234522596,0.11352282617664122,0.0,0.0,0.06906442346105156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23513052645702576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726970049615184,0.08171913141801318,0.0,0.0702552650166785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934843353170418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266671150953431,0.0,0.0833693937924999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16628401129109854,0.0,0.12175797300945805,0.0,0.07364868413467499,0.0,0.0,0.05665743787198906,0.07278786527536953,0.0823841753160429,0.10418259597159264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430343591014687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06936292012917926,0.0,0.1106693654626941,0.0,0.06432574085011844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23578523367396334,0.0,0.058426633549083014,0.2145707395078586,0.0,0.06975996123535409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06356291211492937,0.0,0.0,0.043408552936450316,0.058416709553025005,0.11806779683453217,0.0,0.06617122382198991,0.06822379763669995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715685100701264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Unhappyvoldemort,2019/01/20,Anybody else have anxiety over your partner viewing porn? This is a recent issue and it's a major stress on the relationship.,5.207826086956524,7.702250000000002,6.338478260869567,70.10163043478265,70.73913043478261,8.078260869565218,33.23913043478261,8.841846274778883,3.417365217391305,102,5,15,2,2,34,22,23,0.2,0.8,0.0,-0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,3,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,1,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31731391644713863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34650458664563344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4329339516594627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40955599014310656,0.4453302140764019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4751415944027683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spinphantom,2019/01/20,"On Friday, my highschool had a senior dinner dance And a few things happened. One: I actually went. Two: I actually had fun! Usually this would be the kind of thing I would let pass by, and feel bad about why couldn't I just go, yet this time, I was able to say screw it and just went for it. It was a bit rough at first, being as there was open seating, and I do not exactly have many people to sit with, but I found a group early and that was fine. And then there was the dancing part, of which I think of myself as having two left feet, so I was really anxious about how that would go, and was not sure if I would even get up from my seat, but I did, and it was a bit awkward at first, but as time went on, I felt so much better. It was like at some moment, I was able to just say ""screw it"" and went for it. I dont know what came over me. It almost feels like a letdown that I was having some serious anxiety over sending some simple emails the next day. I don't know what overcame me for those few hours. I wish I could have spent all of highschool like that.",3.564083438685209,3.492191982300888,4.541997471554994,91.25088495575224,71.65486725663717,7.696080910240202,23.22250316055625,7.1686216300943375,0.5057228824273072,812,16,196,7,14,265,120,226,0.073,0.8270000000000001,0.1,0.8745,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,3,12,13,2,1,9,0,30,4,1,1,3,43,48,20,0,8,9,0,4,3,0,4,0,2,0,0,20,12,1,0,7,2,1,11,5,5,0,5,22,6,23,8,26,17,10,35,0,0,0,2,5,10,2,5,16,147,43,3,0.2253132851952145,0.0,0.2198732645183971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280935434319618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618202323237888,0.1272699396968705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406359089789708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963564543262964,0.2459837518039325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884918705963286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994716215975004,0.0,0.0,0.07265421462394779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320327461015023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440864994561862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392516690143625,0.08048192798159218,0.10816804381444013,0.0,0.0,0.1916513652857044,0.0,0.12352219380263292,0.0,0.0,0.058858446025798726,0.0,0.12805073232313532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996218969947884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094410000610803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173145571941724,0.12382628909182852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240177181118778,0.11519904977711172,0.0,0.1651150351991151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421615343473104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281559474867371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981161746430033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633905660096521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199616562353045,0.0,0.07810193118301624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217072998622738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17917816780031548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617755241164377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14968813499525765,0.07218582770069182,0.0,0.0,0.13138198851877195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22009834033491107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407537581068165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4177353453863477,0.10165509732450832,0.0,0.1295495792124018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201121864974329,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NaturalPrefN3,2019/01/20,"PTSD and Freezing up - mental exercises to let me confront fear? any advice is welcome I am willing to work (x-posted from r/PTSD) So we all know the typical ""Exposure of people with PTSD to situations causing **Fear** causes them to go into **Fight** or **Flight** mode."" Except I think that often people neglect the fourth F - **Freeze**. As someone who experienced a lot of childhood abuse... I mean a lot. I never could fight nor could I flee so I'd freeze and take the abuse as that minimised the amount abuse I'd receive.


I tried to pen a letter to my family today and I'll be totally honest right now so anyone else reading this doesn't feel alone... I wrote four words before I blacked out, felt shattered, started shaking, hyperventilating, got the urge to start stabbing people, and then shat myself. Straight up - that's my mental state in response to fear I froze and shut down.


So after that I treated myself to a cheeky relapse today after a month clean and am comfortably high at the moment as this morning sucked... but I'm not going to let myself do that forever. So my question is what exercises or steps can I take to learn to overcome this mental shutdown? I'm already on meds I want advice on mental exercises that have worked for ya'll. I already meditate, practice mindfullness - what can I do when I feel that seizure like blackout coming on in response to fear.


It doesn't need to be a quick fix I am willing to work. Show me the way.",1.6858166862514707,4.433911130434788,3.095276145710926,86.15712690951824,88.05797101449274,5.0127692910301604,23.401488444966702,6.643151254067905,0.9926201723462592,1136,44,205,14,37,369,162,276,0.084,0.852,0.065,-0.7169,0,1,0,0,5,0,54.0,1,0,1,3,9,15,4,5,13,0,20,3,0,2,3,39,40,20,0,4,5,0,7,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,14,11,0,1,8,5,0,7,5,10,0,1,3,9,26,5,37,29,5,38,0,1,1,0,10,15,1,6,15,137,40,6,0.0,0.3185283987788553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17513655279275134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281150153112856,0.19777919572601607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060939558004118176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06265912823340589,0.09181857365581564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625361853378823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841133996626621,0.0,0.07719321499291887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14309654374863826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485972657315347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447866898163639,0.4033558061485544,0.09062152289267726,0.0,0.08604203202324055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185767277114957,0.0,0.07167128493732063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468050310655858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049248674357258916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18326966043636472,0.0,0.04378013026500464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523706484994034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761425937426303,0.09953926140573843,0.0,0.36123320310325535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07152782501170238,0.0,0.0,0.06644651698464937,0.06911466749180095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863780270110304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582398277714562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31425657400703844,0.0,0.10038648417414037,0.0,0.08963672844056066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652856660449946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007281799228678,0.0,0.0,0.07592836183246814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685634636694534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13475486213814078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05742005752920808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698843021233555,0.0,0.0,0.06084099026572935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0528557613221283,0.0711302139437609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957168538588243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ozymandias7125,2019/01/20,"A few weeks ago I stopped going to work because of my anxiety I know it’s sounds stupid like I’m just some lazy dude, but my chest felt heavy and I couldn’t breath that’s what it feels like every day, I would take edibles to sedate me but I now ran out of money and received a letter from my employer stating to put in a request for leave or to report back to work my mind was racing but something clicked and I needed to get help, I called aetna and talked to a therapist and they said I could have 6 sessions, yesterday was my first one, but when I came home I saw a letter notifying me of my termination and today I got a letter notifying me that my health insurance is no longer valid my mind is racing rn I can’t breath, I just wanted to get better I don’t know if I can do it alone I’m such a piece of shit maybe I should just die.",0.7876666666666665,2.7345899888888923,2.8633333333333333,92.345,82.44444444444444,6.0,19.444444444444443,7.1686216300943375,0.2644444444444449,658,17,150,9,18,222,107,180,0.131,0.7959999999999999,0.073,-0.7906,1,1,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,4,7,5,2,0,7,0,13,5,4,0,0,31,30,13,1,7,9,0,2,2,0,2,1,2,1,0,6,8,0,1,4,0,1,5,4,2,0,2,8,6,28,3,16,18,3,18,0,0,2,0,10,2,1,3,12,95,34,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14544272882512352,0.0,0.0,0.16993238236217292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255170476280386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616366960279599,0.0,0.10001869410475896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451111448091324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675390821569768,0.18765827190422502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100066363457807,0.0,0.0,0.10581490402868177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17028411103248275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382403980563472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296133035449225,0.1172153264541436,0.15753788316944442,0.0,0.0,0.1395622465237428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714449973682428,0.0,0.0932476940374828,0.0,0.13122589329375456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17440422163685448,0.0,0.0,0.10997612059757172,0.0,0.16458076246116982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18034283302486934,0.0,0.0,0.17373190291798832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16031766997247165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648355505293672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.331338276268011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165965149354865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111181574113509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16494085277166673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15607304914990427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16842079300617355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631307347225282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717417981781746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12336410024753315,0.1318773978385197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905039058220572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15552406603439378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09677577988567684,0.0,0.1316111957794723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388973399200562,0.0,0.0,0.11655428548763255,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,straitdick,2019/01/20,Heart palpitations I have been getting some heart palpitations lately. I think I need to stop with the energy drinks and tea. I'm a also super fucking stressed with this late work I have to do and these finals coming up.,5.419285714285714,6.86519092857143,5.884285714285718,77.81071428571428,68.28571428571428,8.457142857142857,25.904761904761905,8.841846274778883,1.9005619047619051,177,5,32,3,3,57,32,42,0.114,0.746,0.14,0.2748,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,1,3,1,1,2,0,4,5,2,0,0,9,10,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,5,9,1,6,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,4,21,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18405927234181413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982628948744688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254696714494285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521295825887347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21277967770862335,0.12024936410801937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5454826121660963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.519262148458891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17066109777796684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924244877172145,0.263648080342139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474775578481041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16755958851795194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WhattaWut,2019/01/20,"Having a very rough time this evening... Since last weekend, my anxiety has been moderate to very high, fluctuating daily. I am currently back on my medication (citalophram 10mg for the first week, I am now hitting day 5) day one on it was awful. I had many side effects. Day 2 I got a little better and things got a little easier...day 3 was okay, a bit easier. Day 4, same way. a bit better than the day before. Tonight, roughly 3 hours into day 5, I had probably the worst anxiety attack of my life. I was constantly sweating, I couldnt sit still, I made myself physically sick, all I can think about it freaking out and it's driving me nuts..I tried to sleep but when I close my eyes I think negative thoughts.",1.6757446808510643,4.028903099290783,3.6419574468085116,85.69400000000002,81.83687943262412,7.164255319148936,24.293617021276606,8.238735603445708,1.7009353191489356,551,21,111,12,15,186,96,141,0.141,0.8059999999999999,0.052000000000000005,-0.8904,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,4,6,6,1,0,8,2,12,6,3,2,1,14,19,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,3,0,2,10,3,17,3,10,7,5,31,0,0,1,0,0,9,0,0,19,66,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19789220246143208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14714493755072858,0.0,0.09945583854992032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006032113852993,0.0,0.0,0.22878457222064405,0.2824154306690603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397725055661815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5839031974156418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542902027384755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001804482724027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20689286064810988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665668302479347,0.0,0.0,0.12737559108534333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543080684974246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135791835389268,0.0,0.2592688688410618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238631161726765,0.0,0.1311322553830458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029822741709146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764533181043503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13945230589749247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699285002765263,0.0,0.12943518065536685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329250585720344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592892579431394,0.1657539692665794,0.0,0.1026829190142984,0.07542022714423313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781457268241302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21344101463065854,0.0,0.10266547791215674,0.10375016738190268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,12theory,2019/01/20,"Isn’t shyness and anxiety supposed to get better as you get older? Jesus CHRIST. I’m in my mid (F) 20s and I have always been shy my whole life. Since this past year driving takes a lot of mental energy out of me, especially parking. Going to the crowded grocery stores- oh my god.

Even performance anxiety and just socializing. I don’t remember ever being like this. It’s so insane.

What is happening? I don’t have a therapist or take medication because I felt I have had a good handle on it, but it’s becoming more mentally taxing.

I just want to be the person I want to be. I’m 24 I should already be that person. I need to be confident and get rid of this anxiousness. I have no reason to feel so frustrated.

It’s so overwhelming and I feel this limits my
life.

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anxiety,acrylicsky,2019/01/20,"Lost interest in living. Empty and broken, and I see no purpose debated whether or not i wanted to make this post. I'm tired of life. i'm exhausted, mentally and emotionally. I've lost interest in everything. Everything hurts. I feel as though my spirit is broken. I'm damaged, and I dont think there is much hope for me anymore. I've lost my way and it feels like an endless cycle of pain for me.",1.383444444444443,3.802045900000003,3.806666666666669,83.6027777777778,83.75,7.555555555555558,25.13888888888889,8.515128840125781,2.160472222222222,312,13,61,8,9,108,54,80,0.325,0.541,0.134,-0.9493,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,2,11,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,1,0,14,16,9,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,3,3,8,4,8,13,1,4,1,5,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777716573687391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21008418323181632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20163646014315387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222036133209399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812722702869259,0.12805898994130116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780395243645845,0.0,0.0,0.19189495936277226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661229906420396,0.08757437916810852,0.0,0.15828443818714805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5870302736803555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196533402467865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18064572504231385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317722087538574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907387402243243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17167564289891613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428421144858531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148586324316397,0.17611600257094315,0.0,0.0,0.2060259371964768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572856807927586,0.1422833666440425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nanonanonick,2019/01/21,"Erectile Dysfunction Hey guys, I I keep going through phases where I have major trouble getting it up. I’m healthy, can get hard when alone, I’m 25 years old. I’ve tried the drugs but when I stop using them the problem comes back. Has anyone had success with therapy? Anybody overcome this? I’ve been with my gf for a year. She understands, and we talk through it but I just can’t get past it psychologically. I’ve been cleared of it being a physical problem by a doctor.",1.6879178885630497,4.282253451612906,3.0599608993157403,88.1826686217009,84.3763440860215,5.532355816226785,26.73411534701857,6.980632752743323,1.3830086021505372,373,17,73,5,11,121,68,93,0.177,0.732,0.09,-0.7359,0,1,1,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,1,1,5,4,0,0,5,0,8,2,0,1,1,15,18,5,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,5,5,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,3,1,9,1,8,14,1,12,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,8,43,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163491068144499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460621388882793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16062504892577942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17994195590351988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21380980693548104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422483937280639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274123348312606,0.0,0.11871813386644585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20683591559150805,0.0,0.0,0.18712619567400213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18567280189662935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21919700784119933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994110444889119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3997628527422808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746430601928393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16789947174735045,0.0,0.0,0.2388861997705539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182395160671346,0.0,0.0,0.21746393228320515,0.0,0.18041561287379554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690391901382865
anxiety,QuickAnonAccount,2019/01/21,"I feel so inferior... This account is basically my secondary to post about my problems. Reddit has been really awesome to me and I can’t thank some of these people enough. Anyways...

[16M] Why do I struggle to see the obvious? Why do I fail to grasp simple concepts? Why do I constantly find myself facepalming myself and saying, “duh” time and time again? I wanna call myself clumsy but I just feel like a straight idiot. The only reason I get good grades is because I study hard and I don’t even take any honors classes. I’m going to flunk college and fail life.

That’s my little rant. Can anybody try and lend me some hope? Thanks again, Reddit",1.3125505882352932,3.976962768,2.853647058823533,87.69976470588237,89.32,4.541176470588235,20.95294117647059,6.2272716619740125,0.4856117647058826,506,17,92,5,17,165,87,125,0.156,0.654,0.19,0.7812,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,3,7,13,1,1,3,1,10,1,0,1,1,19,20,8,0,3,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,5,0,1,1,2,7,0,0,1,5,18,6,8,19,3,9,0,4,1,0,2,2,0,3,6,58,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102652020667665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848959282909387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18172849554637088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19232364386126055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18389182629735604,0.0,0.11754830039005305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799751742667587,0.12714266222092466,0.0,0.0,0.16266245434615564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298260751927137,0.0,0.1011451354062129,0.1492738003945194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15942723982495044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17676556029870594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12570632315867547,0.08694773959158769,0.1783738990487301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535511875919062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338282275587813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17044721566726415,0.0,0.0,0.17029440471360074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401290917105256,0.18298403664846244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152984301774044,0.0,0.0,0.14182000593103333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18605414195060824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381219506389838,0.0,0.0,0.3277039431087976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20755287810670014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083076377567276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4817739842833283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bigpharma9,2019/01/21,Does anyone else feel they have to listen to music on their headphones when they're walking anywhere to drown out anxious thoughts? I can't remember the last time I walked anywhere without my headphones.,9.55,9.994762888888893,7.1633333333333375,75.765,59.0,8.311111111111114,43.0,7.1686216300943375,3.643766666666666,168,9,25,1,2,48,30,36,0.16,0.84,0.0,-0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,6,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3902182507596257,0.0,0.24152072575112474,0.3539163274691525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022731500049396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28854814934752915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746511369914242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815576091083165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912854730891521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742192537246941,0.20141303540814465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329657023722741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mduchow01,2019/01/21,"Tips? So I’ve been dealing with panic attacks and severe anxiety the last two years. I’ve tried various coping methods like meditation, breathing exercises, and pretty much every supplement out there that’s suggested on Internet forums. It’s gotten to a point where it’s unbearable so I’ve finally summoned up the courage to reach out to a doctor. Unfortunately the soonest I can make it in is in two weeks, when I was hoping to get in immediately. Any suggestions of what to do now? Now since I made the appointment it’s on the forefront of my mind and I feel restless ",4.031111111111109,6.503442851851853,5.775703703703705,72.8896666666667,74.18518518518519,9.134814814814817,31.170370370370367,9.642632912329526,3.540297037037037,460,22,78,13,10,157,75,108,0.13699999999999998,0.7490000000000001,0.114,-0.3736,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,1,2,7,0,5,3,1,2,0,11,11,6,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,4,1,5,3,16,7,2,17,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,1,8,53,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14405949526257658,0.0,0.1620581799351619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24100030693014876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21839930110787584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216828768160958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17848561391368667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711343563537902,0.0,0.0,0.2320620260907356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106784486949624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21040642458324035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726791096834126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349506420903498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004495645909789,0.1414058569332835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21389954197286595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572788908691712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485503752689251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20025870588735328,0.0,0.0,0.21551898021281807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393206148354117,0.0,0.17523749117842474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438264837490945,0.0,0.4138767587905114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16992648608432567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641899083307635
anxiety,Ninjapoof720,2019/01/21,"Have you done this too? Have you ever shut yourself in your room after messing up in public or with someone as a way to ""apologize""?
Like, you're saying ""sorry for my behaviour. Let me remove myself from you so you don't have to deal with me."" 
How do I get over this internal shame? I know that people mess up all the time but I can't shake this guilt of me somehow messing up no matter how hard I try. I don't get why I don't seem to get being normal around other people, if that makes sense....
(I don't want to give specifics, so I'm talking in more of a general sense.)",2.4194949494949505,3.3797655867768626,4.0863911845730065,89.71120293847568,74.95041322314049,6.700091827364558,22.535353535353536,6.937597516519254,0.5432416896235073,440,11,98,4,9,148,78,121,0.124,0.835,0.041,-0.8229,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,5,0,0,8,7,0,3,3,0,12,0,0,3,2,18,21,8,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,6,6,0,0,1,2,17,1,20,18,2,16,0,0,0,0,11,10,0,4,4,71,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016660064629489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335497551855873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318260579495227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20491573458865028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3550687818033988,0.21731498421652054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029327037288168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449884027349158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316494857925141,0.0,0.11067456162324277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121524245292375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22195821428331328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141045387605739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18015135765657414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062308255778469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191944110483758,0.0,0.0,0.2535896847874624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18208190271600574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209557779190292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15380378919900095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361742366183155,0.1798145688178978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20441445540542147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jflowization,2019/01/21,"Need to get stuff off my chest Hello everyone, i’m kind of new to this whole thing, but i kind of need to get things off my chest, it’s about what happened nearly a year ago, you see last february i got my call to go to the Canadian armed forces, needless to say i was pretty pumped to join, a little nervous, but pumped, when i arrived it was the basic thing really, new living quarters, clothing etc, then the Physical exams. Sadly i didn’t pass the physical tests at all, (being out of shape and overweight can do that) i began having small anxiety attacks because i was going to be put into the literal “fat camp” and hearing horror stories about it freaked me out, also while there i felt hopeless, i was never the smartest guy, and i always had a rough time understanding most things. Also after getting news that my grandmother developed leukaemia, i decided to sign the leaving papers, after signing it all, i was place into the waiting platoon to be sent home, and after 5 weeks of being trapped there i went home, during those weeks, i nearly felt being driven mad from the isolation of my room, and the rules and order of things,  and the threats of being kept longer there for messing up once shot my nerves to hell and back. Ive been home now for a good year now, but now that i think back, i start tearing up and having anxiety, also the crushed pride as a man and what felt  to me was the most ridiculing thing having to leave because....i was to weak to help my country.

i’m know this was long but, i just wanted to blow of some steam, and maybe someone may understand what i’m kind of going through.",8.749714285714282,6.515606939682544,8.356428571428571,75.22607142857143,62.14285714285714,11.031746031746032,36.46825396825397,9.23628265651192,3.1693492063492066,1266,44,242,16,14,405,173,315,0.202,0.747,0.051,-0.9948,0,2,0,0,0,1,39.0,0,1,0,2,15,16,5,1,18,0,24,6,4,0,3,43,54,22,0,3,5,0,4,0,0,1,3,2,4,2,20,15,2,2,8,0,0,8,2,11,0,1,20,7,28,5,46,27,7,49,1,2,1,0,9,16,1,4,24,174,48,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618045332018696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23324253265782705,0.08089556897225053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487474300210921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060279803369556,0.0,0.1495137271795893,0.0,0.05926495238414625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927339899196262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842699191918306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928987270367464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28004190301537085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15238170768686632,0.0,0.16575861732231642,0.08154427020956892,0.07775642730823637,0.0,0.0,0.09626396649061517,0.08597211225735864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957500922070207,0.0,0.06516511347150347,0.0,0.2925614397761953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30372178962966345,0.053430058789041814,0.07924800153258071,0.0,0.20588577057919805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744087297249554,0.0858478273461085,0.08603742859451988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767145172986882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14417611662246094,0.07498274411375519,0.18779308343862572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353707527345694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157513800141177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890859702438157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773384738931712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06228219183977241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731395416512908,0.0,0.0,0.07747246237583864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237494489770886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881344658112529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129465955364214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3875354374976467,0.0622952209271711,0.0,0.0,0.05669028299130743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20242075106115984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05734340003335797,0.0,0.15596946792609342,0.0,0.0,0.09012473936653788,0.0,0.10854365211481128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252141317433632
anxiety,shane_dougless,2019/01/21,"Just want to know I’m not alone. (Also so sorry for length and bad grammer and spelling) Just wanted to talk with you guys about what im dealing with. Im 22 almost 23 and i have always had super light anxiety since highschool but nothing that would take me away from whatever i was doing. But a few months ago (the day before thanksgiving) I was just sitting in my room watching tv and boom immediately started having a panic attack. I got super tingly all over and weak and dizzy and I have always had anxiety about my heart like fear of having a heart attack or something because i get heart palpitations so they freak me out. But it felt like i was gonna die i was walking in circles around my apartment and completely losing it, i felt like I couldn’t breathe and my chest felt like it had a lot of pressure on it. I forced myself to sleep that night and the few days after that they kept coning back. It took me out of work it was so bad and all i could do is sit and freak out, my body would be super cold one second then really hot the next. I felt so weak in the chest witch made me feel like i was gonna have a heart attack. I ended up going to urgent care one of those nights and the doctor took and EKG reading on my heart and he also took x rays and drew blood. He told me my heart is fine and all he found was that i was just a little low in potassium and magnesium so they gave me a couple pills to help bring it up, and also gave me lorazepam i think it was to help with the attacks(which it does) but i only had like 6 of them. So fast forward to the beginning of december me and my gf went on a trip to California to visit my friends and just hang out. The whole week of the trip i was perfectly fine, no anxiety at all it was amazing i had a blast. We got back home december 12th then the next da i did a fallow up with my doctor, she looked at all my readings from when I went to urgent care and told me everything looks fine and my heart is okay. She said i should start working out again and be more active (which i try but my job is so active already i just get tired) but i was still doing fine after that alllll the way up to the other day. Started having a feeling a little anxiety again and then feeling like i cant get a full breath and it turned into a full blown panic attack like i was gonna die. So I had a bad attack yesterday and another just a few hours ago which is still very much lingering on right now as im typing this. I guess im just wondering if anyone here has felt the same anxiety symptoms that i have. Heart palpitations, cold then hot back and forth, tingly and weak all over, complete loss of appetite, shortness of breath, little dizzy, hyperventilating, dry mouth, nervous tapping, and the worst one for me is being able to “feel” my heart like even if its a normal beat i can just feel it and it scares me for some reason. Any thank you so much if you read the whole thing i know its a lot but i just need to know im not alone.",2.8946137161743444,4.107886645631073,4.1066935206224615,89.03931522412725,74.12944983818771,7.007147283619088,22.37223714108655,7.459000224883572,0.6719001859120022,2329,57,509,27,47,763,264,618,0.175,0.674,0.151,-0.9687,1,2,1,0,0,0,42.0,1,3,4,9,36,47,5,6,33,1,47,26,18,2,7,107,101,60,2,12,23,0,12,9,2,6,8,2,2,1,28,43,0,1,17,4,0,13,5,24,0,4,40,20,70,23,60,50,21,84,0,3,3,0,26,35,0,10,44,345,98,10,0.04850548535485801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599437222713227,0.0,0.04857123698004745,0.10047410867728304,0.05352700925438776,0.11636945734119232,0.08072089901731644,0.0,0.0,0.0329853933652705,0.050862230665747035,0.18553281765557308,0.0,0.0,0.033916163168826195,0.0,0.0,0.043180165725905,0.0,0.2759099603518805,0.04557250019382743,0.1118931725188761,0.1215001625874889,0.029568493660683412,0.0,0.0412745954391778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053878659450317785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989091500808296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017141570781816,0.0,0.0,0.03872768312858864,0.053670396956074055,0.0,0.09384607588559878,0.05000702553214399,0.0,0.0,0.10068207153965443,0.0,0.0,0.09929483922819514,0.042447477106733834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04296146283359294,0.0,0.0,0.03203741561075617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04359360258519554,0.0,0.0,0.05458215635185911,0.1226291541108988,0.06930465685872962,0.2328643630826791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05318376106675134,0.03747521766210449,0.0,0.0760263423235032,0.0,0.027566785136514463,0.0,0.07758853539738986,0.0,0.05343426067514877,0.04802805652285345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5173131032128179,0.06502440876322399,0.0,0.04865495670645829,0.0,0.04776813238856874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619712388316184,0.0,0.048134209695524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799720386689964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132759703391245,0.14584571752137745,0.0,0.0,0.08146478255885495,0.05426523088944518,0.0,0.08247525815225862,0.0,0.04589706305633755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038716615640924,0.0,0.07131422569699351,0.035966202779853976,0.0,0.0,0.10317226791525033,0.09103822430768553,0.04752507695807552,0.046542321398160565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860571662483862,0.036890607353251004,0.0,0.1138214719465408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14555583488419865,0.0,0.03107385597225952,0.04987171752197194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04142341946357946,0.046139824216850055,0.0,0.04856245269054911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04012423872739367,0.0,0.04854051543628375,0.0,0.0,0.03734189238977513,0.0,0.05429791965218707,0.10299729657159452,0.0,0.07747308652295871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05041577170233172,0.0364700884047189,0.03898687177310543,0.0,0.04465733399727042,0.0,0.0,0.032224889151643725,0.031080356449736574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05574991997026103,0.0,0.09269813982695113,0.16167413693253474,0.032932040572267625,0.05276003936533279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04002210532313251,0.05721958399217244,0.03850139653018565,0.03890817454589349,0.0,0.0,0.08993014175923257,0.0,0.10830928433590634,0.0,0.0,0.052602129761867525,0.07062514207175806,0.0,0.0,0.06891381021145662,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,user223223,2019/01/21,"Anti-anxiety medication? I am considering starting an anti-anxiety medication, I’ve had anxiety for years and I think  it’s time to give it a try. To those of you suffering from anxiety, I am curious as to what your reasons for not taking medication are?",3.289375,5.984057520833336,7.083166666666667,61.3785,77.95833333333334,12.173333333333332,34.6,11.20814326018867,5.755744999999999,203,12,33,10,5,77,34,48,0.152,0.797,0.051,-0.5514,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,1,0,4,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,8,7,0,3,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6357474653251733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993036211596852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6278931164525539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21361327342682052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705455495276873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621068119150466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312508592822392,0.0,0.0,0.12114731567187405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14105632083289835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379149956985428
anxiety,Bageloaf,2019/01/21,How do I learn to be ok with being alone/lonely? I don't want to be a prisoner of my thoughts when there's no one around.,1.3821428571428598,1.8253186428571448,3.355714285714285,95.93928571428572,76.85714285714286,7.028571428571429,21.142857142857142,7.1686216300943375,0.16365714285714272,94,2,25,1,2,32,24,28,0.255,0.664,0.081,-0.575,0,3,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,0,6,7,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,5,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,19,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.596155788024422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4537914395800719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5316498742975222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3949936922638829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sambo_22,2019/01/21,"HIV Scare - I had protected sex (used a condom) with a girl about 7 weeks ago (early December) with PIV only (no anal sex). However the condom slipped due to me losing my erection and I penetrated the girl for maybe less than a second. Come to think of it, it was not even penetration but simply skin-to-skin contact however fluids were exchanged. The last 7 weeks have been hell considering I had received a negative STI Panel result that same week as the encounter. Since this encounter I have experienced all the classic ARV symptoms last week until now including swollen lymph node on right side of neck, sneezing and runny nose, coughing, nausea, and watery stools. I do not know if I can attribute  'seroconversion' to the encounter as I have been travelling and without proper sleep for the past few days. 

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The girl itself claims that she had her last negative STI Panel result in August however I have no reason to trust her completely. She is not a complete stranger as I have known her for 3 years, but it has been an on and off hookup situation. I went to the doctor again in December for another issue and explained this situation and he said not to worry at all, my roomates have said the same, so has my cousin who's training to be a doctor. The wait for the three-month anxiety is killing me and not allowing me to focus at work - I constantly google symptoms and cannot live in the moment constantly thinking one mistake might ruin everything.

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anxiety,AnnaKTrenika,2019/01/21,I did my stats homework! 3 full assignments plus a quiz. I’ve been putting it off because I was worried I would get a bad grade but I took some time to do it and got a good grade! I hope you all can tackle something that makes you anxious! ,0.8476470588235259,2.7426447450980405,2.0389803921568657,98.61141176470586,81.94117647058823,4.864313725490196,23.925490196078428,5.6839178017228535,0.1688713725490194,186,7,44,1,5,59,41,51,0.125,0.7070000000000001,0.168,0.64,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,1,1,8,11,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,0,8,2,3,5,3,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,28,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3553540482121761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26263764950745594,0.19174788352055247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16434035496961694,0.0,0.0,0.2638311615364698,0.25157584317004256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31242095377753065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20996579729126974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.316211481344839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24215737583928426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834177088223264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494786706933993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194426645972766,0.0,0.22344860385895002,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,paaiigerzz,2019/01/21,"Physically sick very often I have an appointment with a GI specialist in 2 weeks to rule out anything, but I’m curious if anyone else has had these experiences..

I’ve had anxiety for as long as I can remember, and I know it makes me physically sick sometimes. I get a quesy feeling in my stomach and just feel gross. The past year, 8 different times, I will get this queasy feeling in my stomach which progresses to nausea, and stomach cramps, fatigue, and diarrhea. On 2 occasions I threw up as well. It lasts for an entire day and I literally don’t move out of bed. My anxiety stems from being sick (throwing up, stomach flu symptoms, emetophobia) which all these physical symptoms just make me spiral. It’s miserable. I’m wondering if this could be caused by anxiety or if anyone has ANY experiences with physical symptoms like this.  Thank you in advance. ",6.0295368782161205,7.409750421383648,6.968027444253862,70.85042881646658,66.79874213836479,11.06483704974271,36.467124070897654,11.022393298168332,4.5462654088050325,683,35,117,21,11,228,103,159,0.182,0.725,0.093,-0.9467,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,2,4,6,0,1,5,0,11,13,4,3,1,28,24,13,0,4,7,0,3,1,0,1,9,0,1,0,10,9,0,0,6,0,0,4,1,3,1,0,3,3,13,3,21,17,1,20,0,2,0,0,1,9,0,6,8,75,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341931023207758,0.0,0.3490213225267536,0.0,0.0,0.2126751172433584,0.15582347271596486,0.12514851308721958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15622759190597174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142314726075297,0.0,0.0,0.09807872966275337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15889076311464445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704295108005664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297525966813715,0.0,0.0,0.23068797255900106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15891057789320032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835789444276529,0.12396513247806025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429838715881908,0.0,0.0,0.1345856176500099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030285634440236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16163649581551526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14517714032223802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17227648601596424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15041056536232345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4742066535210122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001441873553172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867880962710374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548155726746116,0.0,0.0,0.12198904313089687,0.0,0.13673778105909454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649237866127223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979342452144347
anxiety,EnoughRoom,2019/01/21,"this person I met says he wants to die and I don't want to call the police myself u/originalsand is someone that needs help, call someone, talk to him, he lost someone he loves, what should I do, I only got like 15 min to do somehting",4.230952380952382,4.227176448979595,5.46979591836735,84.93829931972793,70.22448979591837,8.165986394557821,26.537414965986393,7.793537801064563,1.2998108843537404,182,5,40,2,3,61,36,49,0.139,0.6940000000000001,0.16699999999999998,0.3565,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,5,12,1,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,6,2,4,8,0,1,0,1,0,1,12,0,0,0,2,20,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46125024013303706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344037764006057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18063837408606698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15138710138987532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034225987803672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24654945746316825,0.0,0.2038446462959113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674700098133613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717743297307542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972095101581259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17961045096878167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.574103387727614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18153519954270625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26643247137707643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,-whatsalittlerain-,2019/01/21,"I feel happier when my eyes are closed Its the strangest thing but recently I realized that when I'm outside and around people with my eyes closed, I feel much happier. I have clinical depression and anxiety, most of the time I feel like a corpse. I think I have depersonalization/derealization as well, so I feel very detached from my environment and other people most of the time. But with my eyes closed I feel so much more alive. I can smell things again, my breathing gets more normalized instead of shallow, I can feel the presence of other people, i feel connected with everyone. When my eyes are open I'm overly paranoid and distrusting of the people around me (everyone seems like a liar or out to hurt me) but with my eyes closed I actually feel positive about other people. Like my ""delusions"" and paranoia goes away and I can actually see the world the way it is. Does anyone else have any similar experiences?",6.0725686274509805,7.601565570588237,6.454999999999997,74.01583333333333,66.82352941176471,10.372549019607844,31.81372549019608,10.504223727775694,3.539137254901961,737,30,131,20,12,238,87,170,0.16899999999999998,0.6859999999999999,0.145,-0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,11,8,2,0,9,0,9,7,6,0,0,36,23,16,0,1,4,0,8,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,18,0,0,11,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,15,24,4,18,23,6,19,0,2,6,0,0,11,0,4,10,92,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.2500263758751139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871166202930061,0.0,0.09800090511947453,0.0,0.0,0.08957484532184355,0.13125995788283454,0.0,0.2280833858839684,0.0,0.0,0.12036000757137108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033769671219228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210661351083982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701630580699252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24482195982161695,0.0,0.12531246157054965,0.0,0.0,0.5181948185237458,0.09151910679434026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06693021082715644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371403545137059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18775867972739546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18834561870272767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12551689282298195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44406360285115976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648943412418354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208406872764174,0.11662308833413493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17021615604946633,0.08208529094740963,0.0,0.0,0.14939953030017372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10570104513087228,0.0,0.10168475194848232,0.0,0.0,0.11518287373510785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rubber_soul39,2019/01/21,"Anxiety about a job I went to school for This is a long post, so thanks in advance for reading!
So I recently graduated college with a degree in secondary education, I went to school to be an art teacher. I got a job at a middle school which was the grade level I had no experience in but I was excited. However, my mom died on my third day of teaching (I’m 23, she was 55 and fought a 2 year battle with cancer.) 
I didn’t take time off right away after her funeral, in fact I went back the next day. I ended up losing about 15 pounds from anxiety and depression. I couldn’t eat, was sweating through the night, and was dry heaving when I knew I had students coming.  The children and administration at the school were the least supportive. I ended up quitting to take time to grieve and think about my life. Now I’m on the job hunt. 
I have an interview soon to work at a preschool, which I have experience doing. But my anxiety is through the roof when I think about teaching and working with kids. It makes me want to cry and brings back all of the emotion of what I went through at the middle school. 

Do you think this anxiety I have about teaching is legit? Or should I just rip the band aid off and do it? I already know I want to get my masters in social work so I’m going to make a big career change in the future. ",2.469907871343139,4.205214368029743,3.9296686600937454,87.72004687247455,76.32342007434944,7.057443025699048,25.45029901406173,7.893859768569023,1.3532267981251014,1031,37,219,16,23,341,141,269,0.16,0.809,0.031,-0.9874,4,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,7,15,8,2,0,22,0,21,4,1,2,2,29,47,16,3,4,4,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,7,12,1,0,5,3,0,8,3,5,0,1,16,0,30,3,44,28,2,50,0,3,0,0,10,22,0,1,19,149,37,21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573089566899478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293183591012726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900185033777846,0.14734698755465322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135636412839212,0.08253353170752115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524495430034984,0.1235815936243619,0.0,0.08252271269004133,0.0,0.09943770210573506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803956874318802,0.0,0.10777557465218322,0.16972194067702975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874449906207916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05005780184790649,0.0,0.05445215273183759,0.0,0.07662958808537458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28523580007469496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05265575513328567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767483063326317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479058183817198,0.0,0.10718909099438467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791047308602005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221382579624144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189712116212347,0.08991304698550301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917613860810574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190782792795727,0.09583790193977693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460276534304783,0.0,0.0,0.08182290216780061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4848341635120049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766824146280403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10872629251186196,0.0,0.0,0.1440773607893014,0.0,0.0,0.08821079278465019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18417733239259346,0.0,0.0,0.11173746491325864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302476916929075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552746386652977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20925677425322076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061699769846198835
anxiety,hatim570,2019/01/21,"Have any of you figured out how to be able to consume caffeine without it worsening your anxiety? I stopped coffee for about a month and it I've been way less anxious during the time spent without caffeine. Symptoms like cold and shaky, hands in stressful moments have stopped completely. But I've been way lazier it's hard for me to get up and do things and be productive without a cup of coffee, not to mention it's my favorite drink. Any thoughts on how to get back into consuming caffeine without it worsening my anxiety?",5.813549783549783,7.289558262626264,5.65904761904762,79.68000000000005,67.38383838383838,8.485425685425685,39.3953823953824,8.841846274778883,3.721907936507936,424,25,73,7,7,132,64,99,0.197,0.73,0.07400000000000001,-0.8525,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,2,3,0,7,3,1,2,0,19,11,7,0,0,6,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,6,1,2,2,1,1,0,5,2,0,0,4,3,6,1,19,5,1,13,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,7,51,12,0,0.16695658285086776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270724030475324,0.0,0.2554426578013018,0.1886134163195523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283793065974903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17505080063721912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16355389015892308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744558473214842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14956030461945655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156655307818933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13326315157285065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791663581684624,0.19124820156825767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17353181611588106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109185350099294,0.0,0.0,0.1325448775523138,0.09735372608961453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26504472855552025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6437607520347352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,brouverhoog,2019/01/21,"Constant sensation of pins and needles throughout my body  

Hey all i've gone to the hospital about twice in the same week over an endless sensation of pins and needles throughout my body. It doens't stop and every time i get discharged from the hospital they tell me its anxiety. The pins and needles sensation was coming even through the tranquilizer they gave me! i have one question only, can anxiety actually be causing this incessant sensation of pins and needles throughout my legs and arms even if im not breathing rapidly? whats going on? my breathing is perfectly fine!",7.465104022191403,9.075883970873788,7.218474341192786,69.51747572815536,63.66019417475728,10.545908460471567,42.86962552011096,10.608840637214634,5.237267406380028,471,29,71,12,7,149,68,103,0.07200000000000001,0.871,0.057,0.5013,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,1,3,3,0,0,6,0,5,6,6,1,2,15,10,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,3,0,10,3,10,6,2,10,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,4,49,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.21739397036732247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408409339045957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4949003857275912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22884887637265686,0.0,0.19189891172603188,0.0,0.2407380924503449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29427846767603383,0.0,0.1876955651335086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11638951465268775,0.0,0.1266068303899696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406326892131652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15095651256127146,0.16942863830608304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24955635112214455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18624790990645315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19471311458259005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990052329195315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17869478182243045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheBlueDonut,2019/01/21,"Having a complete existential crisis over the fact I'm going to die. So recently a relative died and its the first major death in the family. Never had to deal with anything like before, few months pasted and my anxiety has gotton worse and worse. To the point where now I'm in a constant state of hyper anxiousness.

I can't live being able to comprehend my own mortality. I really need help with this. Anything is appreciated. ",4.478410714285714,6.820170162500002,6.272142857142858,70.45000000000002,72.375,9.571428571428571,26.42857142857143,9.957137785484203,3.111107142857143,343,12,56,10,7,118,61,80,0.269,0.639,0.092,-0.9508,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,7,0,6,0,0,0,2,8,10,4,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,4,1,10,8,3,14,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,8,39,6,0,0.1943974182677951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14871349288573088,0.2196137496174156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199450230017866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16541788489949152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20382199448812585,0.2100745481994237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004152022721052,0.0,0.0,0.4035076575355209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18326058501570675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16535434467061938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11048053269184993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030049174319347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094972759172764,0.0,0.1716564818562669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15516616460180133,0.0,0.0,0.14414322244482725,0.14993127318881852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18557433226298348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18376839506157466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453596397273364,0.0,0.19194399826016376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3962151541019043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,b8064363,2019/01/21,Anxious over a situation which only I can control I’m at college and I have to choose now who I want to live with next year as we move out of dorms and I have two choices but I am too scared to let one down. I know who I want to live with but the other group said without me they don’t know who to live with and may drop out. I feel like that’s a big pressure for me and now I just have guilt and anxiety because I don’t know now what to do anymore. Is the choice clear and am I just being selfish ?,1.844732142857144,2.4028040089285767,3.4610714285714286,95.18392857142858,75.875,6.314285714285715,23.82142857142857,5.985473137389443,0.223925,387,11,98,2,8,129,68,112,0.174,0.7440000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.8859999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,1,1,6,5,0,3,4,0,13,0,0,1,1,27,21,9,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,7,12,0,1,5,0,0,1,3,4,0,2,1,2,15,1,18,17,0,13,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,6,73,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883274876609226,0.2197898616200448,0.1929446043607437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859789130572973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21820807909601325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837199863512976,0.13898892272692356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32076423163127193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989439397046767,0.0,0.09504891944434203,0.0,0.5153824083296021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20677937782409905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20690965113735996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183435716630176,0.14796655829988245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18506474899029346,0.0,0.19478180227326025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21868607062863973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900503130599077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295051645422878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18754244709508355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528595222843053
anxiety,themozie,2019/01/21,"Help me out, guys Hello guys, I don't mean to spam or anything. But, I'm currently working on a project related to depression and anxiety that will help me understand more about it and potentially find some alternative way to overcome it, and I would LOVE to get your opinions as people who may have experienced it. I remember it was a huge part of my life during my personal growth.

[Here is the link to the survey](https://depre.typeform.com/to/rm1mkV), it should only take a couple of minutes to complete. Thank you so much, guys. Really appreciate your feedback! Keep going!",6.179635922330098,8.331941368932043,6.730279126213592,69.74163228155341,67.3495145631068,10.198543689320386,32.29247572815534,10.411451182825502,3.7938165048543686,463,20,77,13,8,151,78,103,0.048,0.742,0.209,0.9518,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,3,0,1,3,3,0,0,5,0,8,2,0,0,0,17,17,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,7,4,0,1,5,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,10,2,12,12,4,7,0,1,0,1,12,3,0,4,1,53,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14191063719019054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15265461525707394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19449821633475173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052574937019006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15977498194977036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16954799416619715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969185830903935,0.0,0.10542663269606016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5510366459925229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24867986691268104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648851582288632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310275012831498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16742529266472905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20206907126319626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636734645205525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108473266308216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008835827828516,0.0,0.1286056465636808,0.16197560521928878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883910234053127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101407363288393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13947649664611173,0.0,0.0,0.17078786391668435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19311700215279615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472450476242394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350496779989729,0.0,0.0,0.13177726239875692,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Claudimari,2019/01/21,"I can’t relate to anyone (This is going to sound so pretentious and conceited- heads up) 

I recognised the cycle now, procrastination and then the inevitable self hatred that follows. 

I’m nineteen and I am plagued with this constant need to create something significant, I want to become more skilled, obtain more knowledge and information abt almost everything. I want to develop as a designer/artist. I feel like there is so much I can do with my time in this world and my mind can’t seem to focus on anything.

I see a pattern now, for a few months I will force myself through anything and burn out, then hate myself for whatever lack of work I have produced, or work that I still see as inadequate. 

I’m not exaggerating abt the “burning out” aspect of my issue, I literally had a breakdown in the street after I experienced what I think was either my first ever full blown panic attack or just my body literally breaking down from stress I put myself through. My family literally found me passed out on the kitchen floor when I was working six days a week and sleeping only two hours a night, (granted I was lowkey starving myself and incredibly anemic) 

I guess my fears are mostly concerning what I leave this world with and wanting to become something more.  

I realised how different my priorities are compared to other ppl my age after talking to a girl at work who said that even if she obtained millions, she would still choose to work in retail.

I could not even contemplate a response to that bc it seemed so absurd, why would she willingly continue working?. 

So asked her and she said she didn’t have anything else to do with her time, that she needed the interactions she gets from customers. 

I just couldn’t fathom how an individual could live in this world with so many opportunities and have nothing else to do outside of serving customers and cleaning everyday. Ik that sounds pretentious, though literally half my anxiety stems from the fact that I feel there’s not enough time to do everything. There is so much in this world I still haven’t seen/experienced. 

I haven’t watched a movie in a year because I can’t get through a minute without starting to feel antsy and bored. I can sit and read a book for hours everyday yet for some reason I can’t force myself to sit and stare at a screen unless I’m multitasking bc I literally can’t control it. 
I feel like I’m wasting time if I’m not doing something remotely productive. 

I feel like it’s kinda unhealthy how my expectations for myself determine how I treat myself, I can’t stop the anxiety and it’s becoming worse and worse everyday. Idk how to stop the cycle bc there’s literally nothing else I would rather do in my spare time than learn and work on art and developing enough skill to calm my anxiety. 

Anyone else experience this? ",6.7086435512621465,7.505996313092978,6.916360186303263,73.91949571617505,64.99620493358634,9.879339888448046,33.806509113909485,9.873865916822265,3.32179367488931,2255,94,399,46,33,727,247,527,0.108,0.846,0.046,-0.9832,1,0,3,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,0,15,29,12,2,3,23,0,38,4,3,8,2,85,69,41,0,16,14,0,5,3,0,5,0,4,2,2,22,27,1,3,14,3,1,4,15,6,0,5,8,15,64,6,61,53,13,65,0,0,5,0,18,24,0,11,37,284,86,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392440194375352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16942622966462875,0.0,0.0,0.10323937516815483,0.07564174957675081,0.18225339844854396,0.0,0.06901578239220464,0.08398583226412852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04500262596033133,0.24459951505891134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200218740634628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977787345603565,0.08280026277841464,0.11788543969444988,0.0,0.0,0.04761058509765671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771307114653041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466830169702536,0.0,0.0,0.15256053341556733,0.0,0.09752054656633574,0.06677833242150871,0.0,0.0,0.13269709400269425,0.07221435988442684,0.0695950075160139,0.08307289490628267,0.18663899546640128,0.15822034691961548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06279493683364049,0.0,0.08094456667006703,0.0,0.0,0.07714033019919135,0.0,0.04195606765308275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132582180971958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288624133699295,0.07576506023469222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14540418726603893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770534196805819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816930539210888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820051493143372,0.0,0.06518823534223413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484628277626272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454152769487493,0.0,0.058925875363586115,0.0,0.10853875281985777,0.10947960957966417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927913209963674,0.0,0.1416728701328463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056146729123888434,0.0,0.0866169441542348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421384141535414,0.0,0.0,0.07384430726397646,0.0,0.0,0.07590370599855346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14044768563014778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176568648508139,0.1344137935883272,0.07701487600211891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07387764439976811,0.0,0.0,0.17050072639674194,0.0,0.0,0.05225324028708799,0.0,0.17686861434985834,0.12344088994584752,0.0845655198463507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05933719951724833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047303649352996455,0.07253202876175309,0.0,0.215237800623426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721156426823054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063050652269764,0.0,0.059217423991278814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661497460030072,0.0,0.0,0.07116401906799773,0.0,0.3762149370824576,0.0,0.15046659719719488,0.15732805634453975,0.0,0.0,0.047540447676978265
anxiety,thr0away858,2019/01/21,"I don’t want to live like this anymore Out of no where I get these intrusive thoughts and they take over my mind. I start to overthink. I try to think of other things, but of course it only makes it worse so I accept them. But they’re still there. They scare me. I’m scared of my life sometimes because of them. 

There are days I feel like I don’t struggle with anxiety and depression. But then out of the blue it comes back to haunt me.

I don’t know what to do, it’s getting worse as I get older.",0.5396912521440811,2.5403507735849082,1.7493138936535182,99.6842795883362,83.71698113207547,4.986620926243568,19.070325900514586,6.11248444174946,-0.3615358490566032,386,10,93,3,11,122,67,106,0.263,0.648,0.08900000000000001,-0.9718,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,4,0,6,7,0,3,1,0,5,1,0,1,0,17,18,8,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,2,17,3,16,17,0,11,0,1,1,0,4,4,0,0,8,61,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14871084177442084,0.0,0.1927865659150934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14947695044247186,0.0,0.11850074929721667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16745317747756994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536801771355302,0.0,0.16743122665568336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098291423395354,0.13887507868664506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046884509927246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10683383259056678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373061977397922,0.18994213219204448,0.0,0.17165342174092926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975947295468376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962824767912026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784536079368935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3892445180048241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922605899106618,0.0,0.13759304029692776,0.0,0.15524326177538725,0.0,0.0,0.2032227668669548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461600598423936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914670440473394,0.12455979563868118,0.0,0.15432708446859633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13198073356334306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465858990584002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39620809078534935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ra1nbow7,2019/01/21,"Anyone else feel like they are constantly fighting though anxiety to get stuff done? I have a stressful but good new. However when something goes out of wack or gets more high stakes than I'm used to, Iam then fighting against my intense fear and it feels like my chest is in fire and it's like I'm facing the worst decisions of my life. The only way to get short term relief is to not do the task. However long term it's to fight though the tasks and be successful. But that is exhausting and then my reward is more fear for the next challenge. It's starting to affect my job and I'm trying to get help. But I  also feel stupid for feeling and acting this way. 

Thanks for letting me get it out there. ",3.433348271446864,4.8883313873239445,3.9037003841229234,90.06748399487837,73.15492957746478,7.135467349551858,24.8809218950064,7.686295010490155,1.0957239436619712,555,17,117,7,11,174,88,142,0.2,0.593,0.208,0.1154,3,0,1,0,5,0,10.0,0,0,1,3,5,18,4,3,6,0,10,4,2,2,0,20,25,16,0,0,5,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,9,0,0,1,5,9,9,17,22,5,18,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,13,71,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762624804759167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252194379425692,0.0,0.0,0.10284737368900927,0.15070907340419912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15894991131209954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15052212716752528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228731788997582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.331029863438758,0.2974885189750008,0.21015944247165885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3842371359555177,0.0,0.0,0.12337046479342527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859000904213476,0.1554065841419118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14596217818443824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15040748079469488,0.10389262867677153,0.21557935185816526,0.0,0.0,0.13016828194130411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14205854028291404,0.1564297933673016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186707827734599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323555502869966,0.0,0.0,0.10410966787651438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16848884656027516,0.0,0.16838060899768326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13541890026622147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289026494177505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099863120312817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703683581380062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335032708020653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WiseWeasel42,2019/01/21,"Panic attacks when trying to be social So, i've got really bad panic attacks when talking on omegle, when i found someone who i really was similar and as i had few friends with the same interests I got real excited. Then it came... I started shaking and got really bad stomach pain all because I was being social.
Other instances were:
- Confessing to my former crush (almost had a heart attack lol and the relation did not last even a week)

- As to my present love interest, I have attacks when near or in serious conversations, also when I might lose her to someone


Just thinking about these experiences gives me bad feelings, but i've come to surpass these obstacles and my attacks have gotten less frequent.",4.985706293706297,7.295623584615388,5.992937062937063,73.1456993006993,70.84615384615384,8.727272727272727,33.35664335664336,9.339509955726095,3.616000000000001,566,28,88,13,11,187,88,130,0.244,0.674,0.08199999999999999,-0.9581,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,10,19,5,3,4,1,11,4,2,0,1,20,23,16,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,14,0,0,12,1,13,5,12,8,4,18,1,1,0,1,10,3,0,3,12,66,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123789339703666,0.0,0.0,0.0897477353252319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.638370960757857,0.0,0.0,0.2811140831026635,0.06841241861025994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835756723381347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667345517352556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412474619457061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977934981927884,0.0,0.0,0.05674524459128628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305089894398576,0.08670615106847629,0.0,0.0,0.10765817746910544,0.0,0.0,0.2692740839561857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13298930414731752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147982469861447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555308816855462,0.0,0.0,0.10128907304149977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190549049348683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941723298253115,0.2633479498482756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277386735408162,0.21568609483503967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288021890639881,0.1901788151894873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079434710130334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020365469590076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191040505464583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619463376031735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900215734673717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lindsarino,2019/01/21,DAE not go out after work during the week... Because you are so anxious about work that you feel like you can't have fun during the work week? Its hard to get myself to do something other than heading straight home after work. It's almost like the only time I feel like I can have fun is on the weekend when I'm not as anxious about work.,3.468,4.429252657142862,4.030000000000001,91.105,72.42857142857143,5.6000000000000005,24.0,3.1291,0.14679999999999982,266,7,56,0,5,84,47,70,0.155,0.723,0.121,-0.3892,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,5,4,5,0,0,4,0,7,1,1,0,0,6,12,3,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,6,5,10,12,0,11,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,10,35,10,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17569182539329395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3964261324466348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695512299819616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17742961696470524,0.25068872914988666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916674674923262,0.0,0.09971454510924868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15717231118750902,0.0,0.18006641086922884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17599465629629502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25715386904667753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334406646555537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13507305239713366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230863176665284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814772130055908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6386629670531696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FinalSplice,2019/01/21,"So, what happens when you get panic attacks while exercising? This is extremely frustrating. I hadn't had a panic attack in years but recently started getting them again whenever  I work out at home, in the gym or wherever I happen to be. Unfortunately, my panic attacks are the type that cause your heart rate to go through the ceiling and that's what's happening. 

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Whenever I workout, I begin to pay attention to my heart rate, then I'll be tossed into a panic attack.

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**""Am I okay?""**

The logical response: I haven't died yet.

The panicked response: This could be that one time it's for real!

**""Was that a chest pain?""**

The logical response: It's probably indigestion.

The panicked response: Dude, you need to sit down right now!

**""Why am I dizzy?""**

The logical response: From exercise, lol.

The panicked response: Are you going to fall over?

**""My heart rate isn't dropping.""** 

The logical response: Because you're having a panic attack.

The panicked response: Something's wrong. Your heart rate should've went down way earlier than this.

**""Is my heart rate going up?""**

The logical response: Yeah, you're having a panic attack, which causes an increased heart rate, regardless.

The panicked response: Your pulse could be going up because of a heart attack!

**""Why does my chest feel tight?""**

The logical response: Because you just utilized chest muscles in your routine.

The panicked response: Your chest tightens when you have a heart attack! Uh oh...

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All this stuff goes through my head. I know it's from working out and is illogical but it just happens. It ends up ruining the workout for me because I stop, cutting it short and I end up spending the rest of the day sedentary. This is terrible because I was doing extremely well, getting in the best shape of my life, hit my goal weight, etc... Now, I can't take myself to the next level because I randomly developed anxiety again one day.

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It's frustrating because everyone says that exercise will help with anxiety and I see most people get anxiety from the act of going to the gym and being around people (social anxiety.) Instead, 90% of the time, I'm getting them because of exercise. The other 10% of the time it'll happen in public cause I'll get a random though ""I hope I don't have a panic attack in public and everyone notices,"" and then I'll end up getting one but concealing it.

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Anyone else dealing with this type of anxiety? Any tips?",2.2591150033046934,5.166156761797755,3.4291721744877712,82.13294530733641,91.49438202247192,6.033377395902183,28.34187045604759,7.39963492309942,2.406030403172505,1929,97,312,38,68,621,192,445,0.18600000000000005,0.7120000000000001,0.102,-0.9912,0,0,1,0,0,0,131.0,0,10,2,4,14,27,12,7,35,3,30,20,13,3,1,43,58,18,1,5,6,0,3,0,0,2,6,1,1,0,25,13,1,2,9,8,2,9,5,23,2,3,5,5,39,4,45,43,6,59,0,1,1,0,18,23,0,5,24,208,64,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381331985524641,0.26705861817685145,0.02989179573498962,0.0,0.16813227073219064,0.0,0.0,0.03073527152853515,0.04503843050867327,0.0,0.0391304320487726,0.0,0.4500597992743006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143628515589141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04612943176619204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13546570524237034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019106794027355,0.0,0.0,0.05669636253514579,0.04531702186990123,0.0,0.0,0.045619706324431165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03846646002033302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036719853717197284,0.0,0.11679672186509728,0.0,0.04902290105435273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400426910288585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02222562929746337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16075749135713865,0.0,0.12490690974124155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19435208327865375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04511185184715034,0.0,0.0,0.41670747859774265,0.029462985676945563,0.0,0.04409175938145697,0.043658530480812884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024157236486794357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03104763921195866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03259304428943238,0.0,0.0,0.04674803061899145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0500445462722928,0.0,0.0,0.08935779261481529,0.0,0.04677260924884827,0.3610127832043459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06094753660151379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04739233291206616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0500319000387891,0.0,0.0,0.04340154972446821,0.0,0.0,0.03753844556402355,0.0,0.03495581919290823,0.0,0.0,0.035027485225437374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044807918912074036,0.0,0.03383971224209676,0.0,0.0,0.031112499971131805,0.0,0.0,0.03674944045360652,0.0,0.0,0.0503194544698126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033049672046011405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04318684794201755,0.0,0.07689382739394524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03489047008922064,0.0,0.05352693939940766,0.03952199846916418,0.04074793648991239,0.07932745927111208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06400142927464222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048059320763487734,0.26705861817685145,0.028306420211476762
anxiety,DeltaGBaby92,2019/01/21,"He proposed. . . This is really long but my soon to be hubby has reddit so please understand the vagueness is for anonymity. 

Yes I know this should be nothing but fantastic news for me (27F) and my fiance (27M). We have been together for over 6 years and lived together since we were 20. 

However... since he proposed a month ago, I am feeling like he is less into me now than ever before. Our sex life has slowed, his attentiveness, and quite frankly all the things that made me say yes to his proposal have kind of stopped.

He has had more patience and understanding when it comes to my anxiety issues in the past than anyone else in my life but lately..its out the door. 

For example I brought up our sex life yesterday... it'd been about a week (normally we avg around 3-4 times a week so no sex at all had been really strange to me) and I tried to bring it up playfully, saying he must be getting some action on the side if he wasnt missing sleeping with me yet... he snapped. Like red face totally pissed at me SNAPPED and said accusing him of sleeping with someone else is damn near abusive behavior. 

I dont know if it was his tone of voice or what but I basically lost it. Started getting super emotional and bringing up irrelevant shit to the now heated argument. 

1) you never text me now that were engaged (seriously no texts at all for 4 days and counting) 
2) we havent gone on a date or done anything together since he proposed other than he comes over after work and sleeps in the same bed as me
3) I brought up sex again
4) And fucked it all with well if youre not doing anything wrong...lemme go through your phone.

Obviously I was reacting poorly but what I didnt expect was for him to say fuck it I dont need this Ill just return your ring if youre going to act like this - grow the fuck up and realize relationships arent everything you want all the time.

And I know hes right but I still feel like we need to talk about what I am feeling and why I feel that way or I am going to end up being that girl who is paranoid and screwed up about trusting him all the damn time 

Basically, I need advice on how to reapproach my concerns without it escalating. And I need advice on whether or not its common for men to...Idk exclude themselves for a little bit after becoming engaged? 



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anxiety,professionalJew,2019/01/21,"Taking klonopin for presentation? I am newly prescribed klonopin for panic attacks, and I was thinking of taking .25-.5 mg for a presentation coming up. Has anyone done this / have any advice ?",5.384062499999999,8.981314281250004,5.230000000000004,71.81500000000003,78.0625,5.7,29.875,7.1686216300943375,2.4654125,155,7,20,2,4,48,26,32,0.195,0.805,0.0,-0.7622,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,9,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,5,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250404384884911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261985900612431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325813794039207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3784126102383198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28652975120877444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403941463133013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3902675373292721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5001900377663514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21313472692835425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThrowThinkAway,2019/01/21,"Feeling overwhelmed by life's demands I've been depressed for 3 years and part of it is fueled by anxiety. I get anxious and indecisive about important and even minor decisions.

Even though it's been a calm winter break, it's going to get turbulent again soon in college. There's always so much to do, and I'm always left confused as to what my goals or values are in life. I can barely handle basic responsibilities, so how am I supposed to figure out and achieve greater goals?

Meanwhile I always have this nagging baseline anxiety that makes me feel inferior, destroys self-esteem, motivation, and makes me doubt myself every step of the way. I feel like my past mistakes/regrets will drag me down in the long run, making it feel pointless to even try. There's so many things I've never done (like actually hold a job longer than 2 weeks, or getting into a relationship) and it only increases my guilt the longer I don't.

Everything feels like a big mess. ",7.604972375690607,7.5132996906077345,7.767342541436466,71.61267127071824,63.14364640883978,10.112928176795581,35.22707182320442,9.642632912329526,3.3596625414364656,768,31,133,13,10,250,121,181,0.168,0.728,0.104,-0.9006,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,4,13,14,2,5,7,0,11,2,0,5,1,28,24,15,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,9,9,0,1,8,0,0,4,2,10,0,0,3,5,13,4,19,20,4,22,0,3,0,0,1,8,0,5,11,84,22,6,0.0,0.0,0.13668635269493462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34964387521328394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21430357072846112,0.1582371908924284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206405306285174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14333839355204325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775411642419972,0.0,0.1180134949086436,0.0,0.12588426151469398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35411343843980797,0.20012949219189466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21953955148243906,0.0,0.079603982773905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389960701062184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152184503094682,0.0,0.19786861608530645,0.205290734058978,0.0,0.0,0.12395594439168545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804898223111434,0.14200716459123802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296623936750483,0.0,0.10802922648356128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652817358732436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168020503422597,0.1337109406409588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15038082177171325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461216745405988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305508452346113,0.0,0.13761628987369454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950971097080128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117961310985516,0.11235425679771556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019932490417384
anxiety,ClassicHorrorFan2808,2019/01/21,"Does anxiety get in the way of your job performance? Currently 16, work in fast food part time and really need the money, I've been there for 3 months now, really need this job now more than I did when I first started so for the past two weeks I have been 100% more dedicated to be on time, finishing my breaks on time and not leaving until at least 30-40 minutes after I'm meant to be. 

But here's the problem, my job performance, to others, probably doesn't look good. I constantly worry about messing up orders or about rushing and having co workers laugh at me, etc. So I can be a little bit slow, to the point where I heard a co worker telling a friend that I was slow (they didnt know I heard). I know I'm not the only one who experiences this but it just sucks. Not only that but before every shift I still get really nervous about going in, causing frequent panics. ",4.181344696969696,4.999712323863637,5.349318181818184,82.83356060606064,70.64772727272728,8.593939393939394,26.03030303030303,8.841846274778883,1.787891666666666,683,20,139,12,12,227,115,176,0.101,0.86,0.039,-0.8589,4,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,1,6,13,8,1,2,9,0,12,1,0,1,0,18,27,11,0,3,8,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,7,3,1,0,3,0,1,2,5,5,0,3,8,3,15,3,21,16,6,37,0,0,1,0,7,11,1,1,21,92,22,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744776597856047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951694389295338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15334059010828172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14428607638910235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15178206398747895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291320328599666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15664456255600073,0.0,0.0,0.11833947834049728,0.0,0.0,0.13739203764102914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947103510882358,0.16983886273549262,0.0,0.10851526075641603,0.0,0.14676398388534762,0.0,0.07982386931750703,0.11780707284996945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4181400383188972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15438089793340667,0.0,0.0,0.14872166929117642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077290766517098,0.0,0.0,0.11794690829478748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210991967444303,0.0,0.0,0.20829135180824535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09517600981085926,0.21364486325311896,0.0,0.1647937954533598,0.0,0.15209918452313614,0.13408028442948286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277546726714204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15143435206513156,0.13439656047488102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699373981446033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941484170016904,0.0,0.11216762316693016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276394697640905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24570149249279705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13720422239803048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148671961374924,0.11266460796766135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225298458540524,0.1426389704705056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pump_action_straw,2019/01/21,"Anyone else get a random unprovoked crushing feeling that everyone around you secretly hates you? Whenever I'm not keeping myself busy and I have some
alone time, my brain races with random thoughts and
keeps telling me that everyone I know secretly hates
me and it gives me a tight feeling in my chest that
makes it hard to breathe. Anyone else get this?
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anxiety,amberleyjane12,2019/01/21,"Today I ate every bite of my breakfast! I've found - along with everything else that my anxiety has made difficult - eating has been such a struggle over the past month. I've had no appetite, and so I've been running on pretty much empty. This morning, on my way home from my partner's house, I stopped to get a coffee and despite not being hungry in the slightest, I ordered a massive croissant - and managed to eat it all! 

It's been a lot of steps forward and backward on this journey with some pretty debilitating anxiety - so I figured I'd stop and celebrate the small victories along the way!",7.612368421052632,7.0381946228070165,7.863859649122808,72.52368421052633,63.29824561403509,10.056140350877193,40.05263157894737,9.2995712137729,3.868378947368421,473,24,82,7,6,155,76,114,0.15,0.764,0.087,-0.5171,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,8,0,7,4,0,1,1,18,11,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,5,9,4,2,2,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,7,0,8,0,14,3,4,19,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,2,6,56,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906421341644729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3887588578018049,0.15868959308193864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16005190162657928,0.0,0.1707263686740345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082844697592736,0.0,0.0,0.0992477533302764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19054823606863247,0.0,0.0,0.2191916342311596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614996294728175,0.0,0.17974745016996502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15162654159645048,0.0,0.1396445586741086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18134104353430755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3865210406970235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176349119735477,0.0,0.19859042544664166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18006257843207596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30156735065112233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rvaunicorn,2019/01/21,"Help! Please read. Severe panic attacks This may be a tad lengthy, but I’ll try my best to keep it brief. I really, really need input from people who may have experience/are experiencing the same thing. A little backstory to begin: I’ve suffered from generalized anxiety since I was a teenager. I developed social anxiety and a fear of public speaking when I was about 17, that I feel here and there in my adult life (I’m 26). That was mostly in a school setting, so usually I’m pretty good- I’m able to go to work and hang out with friends with little to no issue. I do have anxiety attacks every so often, but just little episodes where I worry about something minuscule, but lately- I’ve been suffering from full blown, serious panic attacks that cause me to completely shut down. My first one was last August. I was enjoying a dinner in a fancy restaurant with my dad and then BOOM out of no where- I was lightheaded, heart rate through the roof, tingling up and down my arms, felt like I was going to pass out, etc. At first I wasn’t sure what was happening, I thought I needed to go to the hospital. I eventually realized I was having a panic attack- sat in the lobby of the restaurant breathing deep until it subsided. I felt off for the rest of the evening, though. It happened again in the middle of the night, maybe November-ish. I had to wake my boyfriend up. Again, deep breathing for a few minutes made it subside. Once again, it happened today RANDOMLY while I was DRIVING. This scared the hell out of me- which made the attack even worse. I thought I was going to pass out while I was driving down the highway. I had to pull over until it subsided. I was shaking so bad I thought I was going to have a seizure. These attacks are beginning to scare the shit out of me (pardon my French). My point is, they are random and come on without warning. What could be causing this? Has my anxiety built up over the years and I’ve developed some sort of disorder? Is there some sort of health problem in my body causing this? It’s so scary. I feel like it’s decreasing my quality of life, and it’s also confusing my family. They don’t know what to do. After the attack today, I called my doctor’s office to make an appointment, which is on Wednesday. I want to get checked to make sure there isn’t something internal going on, even though I’m not sure what that could be. Has anyone else had a similar issue? I feel so lost and alone in this. I don’t understand why this is happening to me. I’ve had a lot of stressful events happen in my life- mom passed away 3 years ago from cancer, and my uncle was hit by a car and killed last December. I recently lost 15 pounds by cutting out most carbs and I also don’t know if that’s causing some sort of problem. Sorry for the long post, would love some input from someone who understands :(",3.2393817204301065,5.194532369175629,4.381025985663083,84.35820564516132,74.7706093189964,7.589068100358424,26.85797491039426,8.408885092690799,1.9345781362007168,2234,85,432,41,48,730,264,558,0.237,0.672,0.091,-0.9984,0,1,2,0,0,0,74.0,0,0,2,6,26,38,11,9,30,0,47,16,7,8,3,81,91,31,1,9,7,2,5,2,1,3,7,2,0,1,30,23,1,1,13,1,1,17,9,28,0,3,31,8,53,10,80,51,13,88,1,4,0,1,14,40,2,17,31,302,83,4,0.059648706134465074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05287497899121922,0.0,0.0,0.0617780704467616,0.0,0.09540209749049552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18252438770871,0.0,0.0,0.04170776223071572,0.06111714839273082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4750131007633366,0.05604192292866548,0.0,0.049804178094158616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259763705539836,0.0,0.0,0.0662562656771571,0.0,0.0,0.06090799808844121,0.0,0.0,0.2451026087696225,0.0,0.051382078677448234,0.06254053351786149,0.0,0.0,0.0952492763779552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836258495164563,0.06105297826071927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04982884002054946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652407476330807,0.1181922235244055,0.0,0.05025660754588728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05623149154467436,0.06712137772870247,0.09048053419401283,0.04261304758083688,0.114544224110661,0.0,0.0,0.10147431793284067,0.0,0.0,0.046084442394474616,0.0,0.03116398704570225,0.0,0.2033984058071328,0.050030504691895086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26373576920915154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06340378532168804,0.0,0.07068400396666367,0.039981270381169616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451550396800795,0.0,0.053018510704808085,0.06599245564672625,0.0,0.06556273788614282,0.0972433134126898,0.06728633863443942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639493549375527,0.05828268968954733,0.17935102147228707,0.0,0.05278722789368465,0.0,0.0,0.130227217915738,0.0507111968976052,0.053835286127327776,0.11288209597961688,0.07963194904909884,0.0,0.059925142643093864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985984370803949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884575195853896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05597626999302648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06352392531003273,0.040419506997361764,0.0,0.0,0.2099547138512912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0413529023611156,0.0,0.0,0.06547636716536892,0.056387307462745735,0.0,0.057126972051517524,0.060684178235694115,0.0,0.11415151207391774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596648479214714,0.0,0.07642497708430263,0.0,0.05889590123425791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943752128303615,0.060367675100515474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06738605960276467,0.06122853967208865,0.049342026107150855,0.0,0.0,0.06080434416539685,0.05054015514036457,0.09184097630885504,0.0,0.06677184300603486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832739134508856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16865459885487705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0396279498939102,0.0,0.1172091018481781,0.14206322953690348,0.0,0.0,0.11307999775066208,0.0,0.0,0.040497556021398214,0.0,0.0,0.1241928134211678,0.0,0.0,0.06569462270138571,0.0,0.03518235232279356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05382367952361497,0.0,0.0,0.0574992241445821,0.0,0.04342496847855192,0.060576156496647625,0.06078712748255044,0.04237272943293804,0.0,0.0,0.07682362218189039
anxiety,Sweet-Young-Coconut,2019/01/21,"Does anyone else put on a brave face all day at work and then come home to an anxiety attack? How do you deal with this? I just want to give up every day when I get home. And I mean that in the black pit in your chest kind of way. 

I feel like I can’t win. I had very little obligations for a while and that created anxiety but adding a job and new obligations also created anxiety. I guess I just have to figure out how to cope. How do you do it?!",1.2874484536082489,2.5506460309278367,3.3717396907216504,92.48482603092786,78.38144329896906,7.73659793814433,19.341494845360824,8.472884824447931,0.6529185567010303,343,7,84,7,8,117,68,97,0.07200000000000001,0.797,0.131,0.6738,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,2,7,5,1,0,5,0,6,2,2,3,1,19,13,12,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,7,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,2,11,4,13,12,1,16,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,1,7,54,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549591513787452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4175466817273805,0.0,0.0,0.12721542175140166,0.18641718934750984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069809712664604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15672365190097398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346701790150964,0.18757029832466687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15921534742996696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15198602273437153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15329078288540468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199342202466196,0.12997668851474325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505520180017094,0.17453170262380352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20042544240415175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649977037141668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18054559286690736,0.0,0.0,0.18946064092996803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888581589018278,0.18234987620073168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19818403998520792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17571705010305627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18289814559741985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15011807151408774,0.10731186593498004,0.1444140769468716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245317859494055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DataCrunching,2019/01/21,"Can anxiety get worse in winter? I have pretty bad anxiety all year, but I'm wondering if anyone has experienced their anxiety becoming more severe in winter. I haven't necessarily seen a trend in my own life, but it is pretty bad right now, and I remember it being bad last year, too. 
Most of my anxiety lately has been about my job and being treated poorly there. I wish I wasn't constantly panicking about a job that I really don't care about all that much, but I am, whether I like it or not. 
Any advice on combatting this? I read online that usually anxiety heightens in summer, but maybe could happen in winter? Let me know your experience!",5.767741935483872,6.568433677419358,7.298548387096777,70.34282258064519,67.06451612903226,11.361290322580645,30.01612903225807,11.20814326018867,3.6963580645161276,512,18,91,16,8,177,81,124,0.222,0.662,0.116,-0.9165,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,0,6,6,0,0,2,0,14,1,0,0,2,18,22,9,0,3,8,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,4,3,0,0,3,2,15,3,10,15,6,18,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,4,12,67,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13341535702287813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284495735800867,0.0,0.5222246814821825,0.0,0.0,0.0954648225136032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419900829893898,0.0,0.15078645625908513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392012476534581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14754022905675934,0.0,0.10900794933172073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335523590310681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713311943152684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073286626487133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709695529262775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503321685282259,0.11129002323625524,0.1540115803814664,0.0,0.0,0.139610988047215,0.0964350474042252,0.06670157219236368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371625520180093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003651248074554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777998144617785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365667638943632,0.0,0.08746449680757593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15466166774895593,0.11659571772056695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15423983152784515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036830462381515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15700255158300686,0.0,0.14806076255022338,0.0,0.0,0.13913554757823474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758414516673632
anxiety,christopher01020,2019/01/21,"Sibling getting surgery Hey y'all. I have a really stressful week ahead of me and need some advice. I have 5 exams this week and my younger sibling is also getting leg surgery on the same day as one of my exams. My sibling was born with a mild form of CP and is getting a minor surgery to correct her lower leg. Appearantly a very qualified doctor will be watching over the surgery, but I'm still freaking out a lot because of all these events going on at the same time. Can y'all help me out? Thanks. ",3.3494306930693085,4.909322297029707,4.171373762376238,87.64240717821781,73.55445544554456,6.238118811881187,30.446782178217827,6.6274283507984215,1.5644148514851484,396,18,79,3,8,127,67,101,0.076,0.85,0.07400000000000001,0.2031,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,1,2,3,0,1,8,0,8,3,2,0,2,15,16,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,1,1,10,1,14,13,6,16,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,3,8,55,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507033774747156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051675961015336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639404625525669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654572791944681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625957523803684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4021194800927551,0.0,0.14580658450928746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719639577946854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21811458315053794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902328892951937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17384886295784013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16435622740960473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20488580879789506,0.0,0.2938838243374504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23620212916332015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495997614728168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116854197230036,0.0,0.0,0.41158720626537504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jessk0,2019/01/21,"Why am I like this? So I was looking for a new job for such a long time, everytime I was invited for an interview my anxiety and fear of the unknown kicked in and I backed out everytime. 4 weeks ago I forced myself to an interview for a job and ended up being offered the position. I thought if I got a new job it would help me so much and could start again trying to better myself. It was my first day today, usual new job nerves, but the whole day I was sat at the desk, heart racing, nauseous, sweating, dizzy, unable to concentrate. I had tears in my eyes the whole day and had to really try my best not to burst into tears at the fact this was something I had told myself I had wanted for so long but absolutely despised being there and thought about nothing but being at my old job where I was comfortable. I left at the end of the day and called my old manager and asked if I could go back, I have to call tomorrow and see if it's an option, in the meantime I had sent an email to the company apologising and explaining that I don't feel suited to the job. I'm so upset with myself. ",7.613333333333332,5.096976222222229,8.236555555555558,76.08550000000002,64.55555555555556,11.844444444444445,34.05555555555556,10.355215969177356,3.1312222222222217,850,26,181,16,10,287,119,225,0.099,0.8190000000000001,0.083,-0.4006,6,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,11,7,1,2,19,0,20,3,3,0,1,30,35,20,0,7,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,13,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,17,4,28,4,27,12,4,38,0,0,3,0,11,12,0,4,25,132,34,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855482796216534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642279988011241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339249306502116,0.0,0.0,0.15363300932265195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483830132962192,0.0883529384230437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20401699991739086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15952315148099255,0.0,0.0,0.25770750309174123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17696250820615606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241464622304344,0.05051215964111768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497441453937088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05677515521100101,0.0,0.07989870995051468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838132005658847,0.06696049034650696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5948086901440804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085410363002844,0.0,0.0,0.04880582136483911,0.0,0.0,0.17681572546822766,0.0838903711677829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343758462672705,0.0,0.0,0.28945051149719314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585620913628848,0.0,0.2096553194808683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06399814077313161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796069214443398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690747128484511,0.0,0.0,0.0707093394001421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586179965320242,0.058252168142700664,0.0,0.09469299031243948,0.0954581981610002,0.0,0.13565032742456995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002512194523388,0.0,0.05892327934100295,0.0,0.08013330672693485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014370826125488,0.22306831930206847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096569751534733,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Roxchic,2019/01/21,"Random tingling Do any of you randomly get tingling especially facially? Even when you don't ""have"" anxiety ATM?",5.878421052631579,9.246137105263164,7.367631578947371,59.16092105263158,72.6842105263158,12.221052631578946,41.078947368421055,11.20814326018867,6.817610526315789,91,6,12,4,2,31,16,19,0.0,0.901,0.099,0.2211,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5130503237448932,0.0,0.5771504441945794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4983056066372109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39416779734674057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,e1224,2019/01/21,"Going on a date with I guy I met from Tinder, any advice? We’ve been texting and FaceTiming pretty much nonstop since Friday. He seems like a great guy and I really don’t feel SUPER anxious talking to him like I do with other guys. We’re going out to dinner on Sunday and I’m super nervous meeting him for the first time. So far, I really like him and I don’t want to screw up. Any advice is appreciated ❤️",1.4705813953488374,3.3254062325581444,4.24436046511628,83.77956395348839,79.69767441860466,6.16046511627907,20.05232558139535,7.1686216300943375,0.5954232558139534,320,8,64,4,8,114,58,86,0.059,0.64,0.301,0.9741,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,1,8,1,1,3,0,5,2,0,0,0,10,12,5,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,7,1,0,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,2,1,9,6,11,10,1,11,0,0,0,1,10,5,1,1,7,36,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729012650974498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595053735139593,0.0,0.0,0.2155532525962812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647580699994086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16229706421738568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168756574830552,0.0,0.0,0.21036114944942355,0.0,0.5667753576148882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796503477135998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402622713288759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19411540127061616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444667708310669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737000241556136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578343396213455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533603466477501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125885273946168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254064300348766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Transit-Strike,2019/01/21,"Growing up feeling worthless Anyone else grew up thinking that everyone around them was smarter, more athletic, sociable. Just overal better? While you were always the guy that was just ""there"". Like sure, people spoke to you if they had to, but there was never anyone ypu connected with. Even with the people that liked football, like you did. They never included you in their discussions. Same with F1 and everything. You were never ""one of the guys"".


same with plays and dance, you were never good enough. Maybe even grew up with ""accomplished"" siblings. I managed to get passed all of that now that I'm out of school, but I was watching a show that really brought some of that back. Now I feep that inadequecy. wanting to run away. Wanting to be noticed",4.102657563025212,6.96426311029412,3.816218487394959,85.00441176470592,75.98529411764707,6.8268907563025225,25.890756302521005,7.957251820313856,1.7695226890756302,597,22,104,10,14,180,85,136,0.035,0.823,0.142,0.8868,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,6,4,2,10,8,0,0,4,0,10,0,0,0,6,27,18,6,0,3,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,8,9,0,0,2,3,0,7,4,1,0,1,11,3,13,7,22,6,6,23,0,1,1,0,14,8,0,2,11,83,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356802305233098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280327842347419,0.16707577639131388,0.0,0.14515930598019455,0.0,0.0,0.15320164683734835,0.12538422825782095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14421464563280856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13621695959397967,0.0,0.0,0.1684861185106249,0.0,0.2154011656637266,0.0,0.0,0.15581225102689478,0.1465491618677842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824487938127445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519290359641246,0.0,0.0,0.1367682497379383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229130428395939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23899083692883785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638171936314678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5030523246638889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856465984307377,0.0,0.0,0.11049469241502713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22609262538300426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446137228129357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16502694336368642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15368353392720155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448322501815197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19235579486894427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dusan99,2019/01/21,Trust issues Is having trust issues/social anxiety lowkey a good thing since it kinda helps you filter out a good portion of people who would have otherwise backstabbed you for one reason or another at some point. What is your opinion?,7.1014285714285705,8.965137714285714,6.446190476190478,73.78214285714287,64.71428571428571,8.457142857142857,28.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.5208,192,6,28,3,3,59,36,42,0.034,0.6679999999999999,0.298,0.9187,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,7,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,4,4,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,4,0,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227065675670732,0.23543072324194644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5162583718980094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20628080488602896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32121488555060285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20854185865087435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21335765227314787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909267028755905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164220398817195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545770247681853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20445787045198646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186193847597468,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spatulamcguire,2019/01/21,"Just made my first ever counseling appointment... The first time a doctor suggested I talk to a counselor was my second year of college. She also prescribed an antidepressant, which I took, but I never went to a counselling. The meds didn't make me feel happy, but they made me feel nothing, which at the time, was better than overwhelming sadness. Eventually things in my life changed/settled down and I felt better and was able to stop taking the meds and feel good without them.   


The last few years a lot has happened in my life that has been and continues to be very difficult to deal with. I have seen doctors a few times for anxiety and depression, tried antidepressants again and hated them, but never could get myself to schedule that counselor. I don't know why. If someone else had set me an appointment, I would have gone and probably been better for it, but for some reason, I just couldn't make myself do it or ask for the specific help I needed.   


Well today, I had to leave my day job early because the stress has really been weighing on me, and it is catching up with me physically in various ways. When I got home, I took out the business card I've been carrying around for a couple of months and sent in a request for a new patient appointment online. I got a call back later and let it go to voicemail. My first instinct was to wait until tomorrow to call back, but I pushed through and made the call.  


My appointment isn't for three weeks, but I am hopeful that it will help. The circumstances that cause the most stress in my life are not going to change anytime soon, but the attempts I've made to manage my stress and anxiety on my own are clearly not enough. I don't know what I'm looking for by sharing this; I just wanted to tell someone. Encouragement is appreciated, and if you have advice for someone who has never been to counseling, that is also welcome.

​

Thanks for reading.",7.312252747252749,7.094438357142861,7.165692307692312,76.10430769230773,63.78021978021978,10.137142857142855,34.408791208791214,9.642632912329526,3.1550454945054938,1518,59,278,26,20,483,190,364,0.095,0.76,0.145,0.9726,1,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,1,3,7,14,19,1,4,23,0,35,6,0,8,5,63,69,27,0,8,16,0,4,0,0,2,5,0,1,0,16,17,1,2,7,1,0,9,11,8,1,5,25,6,39,11,45,38,8,53,0,3,2,0,21,12,0,7,30,211,55,6,0.08177030730743895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990499792685679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307833704219212,0.0,0.08859809380433656,0.09935987358468354,0.0,0.0,0.12510812255003487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279290981550328,0.07644419915235616,0.0,0.0,0.1257526378791496,0.0,0.04984642037006209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21695757545967007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504898786879985,0.0,0.0,0.08400063027254276,0.08650214277544903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06528693667452701,0.09047728973957933,0.0,0.05273508352455567,0.08430159631182459,0.07042864586469212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16739074886752112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830859921870595,0.0,0.0,0.08449058602954115,0.0,0.0,0.07396592439802067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403657289241245,0.0,0.07851231831170469,0.0,0.0,0.20866134486998011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04272161062316348,0.0,0.09294390008057786,0.06858505420352679,0.13079836922698174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230921270138131,0.08704601264145473,0.0,0.08073124950708539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961782668814853,0.0,0.08202228537269479,0.08121636551331914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811444126372298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987764483577508,0.06665371419309626,0.0,0.08658294873826809,0.0,0.08361567932967545,0.17327035885957828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866646376010438,0.0,0.0,0.06951819113892349,0.0,0.3094921675904637,0.10916463016911557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18165675524465566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06526827915856075,0.0,0.0,0.060631646760664265,0.18919890592512534,0.07897427234056095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846081521887126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881622214473492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179243551389198,0.0,0.05238415270953009,0.08407349473749783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20785114808074853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836363834100566,0.2810028322429248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061481094654888435,0.06572387560952962,0.07147085275888923,0.07528311278142931,0.0,0.0,0.05432455875042912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14304277131107992,0.0,0.07750869017637801,0.0,0.18169964027672295,0.055516671117809384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06746906720799295,0.048230245845536604,0.06490546384613245,0.06559120821312515,0.0,0.07352132648851158,0.07580189409564894,0.07378498378726946,0.0,0.0,0.07882365826415015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05808728020647416,0.0,0.09935987358468354,0.1053147939223124
anxiety,riverotter13,2019/01/21,"I got into a SMALL car accident today (I was at fault) and I just cannot calm down. I was backing out of a parking spot and honest to god - it was a complete and total accident, I wasn't distracted or anything - I just flat-out didn't see the oncoming car. It was very small - I couldn't have been backing out at more than 2-3 mph, no one was hurt and there's a bunch of scratches on her car and a small dent/some scratches on mine - pretty much just a fender bender, no big deal - get over it and move on, right?

I can't. My heart rate has not gone down at all since it happened HOURS ago. I am on edge. I am panicky. I am exhausted. Most of all, I feel guilt and so much embarrassment. 

The woman I hit was understandably angry, but angry to the point where I was on the verge of tears. She was downright nasty. I keep replaying her condescending words in my head after countless apologies from me. 

Most people let a fender bender just go. But my anxiety won't let me. ",1.46342501983602,3.4163343216080406,3.2002644802962195,90.77305474742133,80.15577889447236,6.199523935466808,21.528960592435865,7.273561745256523,0.6039889447236182,746,22,163,10,19,248,116,199,0.179,0.772,0.049,-0.9705,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,3,11,0,22,3,2,0,3,28,32,11,0,1,8,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,10,0,1,2,0,0,6,9,6,0,1,13,4,24,2,24,14,9,35,0,1,1,0,6,23,0,3,6,117,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16385805264896647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14140946862532516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15211550348953304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28427592610722185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938113306024389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19057186209399266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934655320817008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657630749951512,0.0,0.10505431025953932,0.0,0.14784114342415586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634619261547714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18970905973699406,0.0,0.0,0.2190477133869451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820396602511466,0.0,0.19788536274465635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16430285333788866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3780425616418682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19646591347134285,0.2717715089079132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525889999348924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815146561855886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17474265846041148,0.0,0.0,0.18805853849993834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15786058253755975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473012304966801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529095323709702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17521584479541885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924349942868861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525203119999338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jakejoe491,2019/01/21,"Stop it children. Why is everyone in this subreddit overreacting with the anxiety. I see, you want the attention.But stop,it's lame. 

Not trying to offend anybody though.",2.921999999999997,5.9233072000000035,4.449999999999998,73.84500000000001,93.66666666666666,9.066666666666668,29.33333333333333,8.841846274778883,4.090533333333333,136,7,21,5,5,45,27,30,0.217,0.68,0.103,-0.5442,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,3,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790114874013237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34850769528638986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906363754595392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6098481866374976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3583377131588959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476224351932901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151226052603078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291050597635696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,i-am-not-a-giraffe,2019/01/21,"I feel so timid all the time and lack confidence at work. I'm scared it's going to stop me from having any kind of career. How do I stop feeling like this? I started a new job at the beginning of the year. It's something I like and really want to pursue but I feel like my full potential is held back by how timid and awkward I feel all the time.  whenever I have to talk to my manager I sit there for ages until I get the confidence to do it.  I feel like people think I'm weird cause I'm not as chatty or outwardly confident as my colleuges. I can't stop comparing myself to others and thinking about how good they are compared to me.  I think my manager regrets hiring me cause I came off so well at the interview and when it has come to the job my performance hasn't been 100%. I keep making mistakes like forgetting things on my to do list, or not listening when discussions are going on around me that I need to know about. 

I just want to get through a day of work without feeling inadequate and incompetent. I know that if I could overcome these feelings i would be really good at this.. I don't know how to stop though. ",3.4293124522536296,4.573932909090914,4.778675833969952,85.00398013750957,72.72294372294374,8.72533740769035,27.008148714031066,9.168548406835145,2.067775451998981,886,31,188,19,17,295,121,231,0.125,0.695,0.18,0.9387,2,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,3,16,16,0,4,9,0,16,0,0,7,2,54,47,22,0,9,8,0,7,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,11,9,0,6,13,0,0,4,6,7,1,0,3,8,32,9,33,41,4,31,0,1,0,0,5,10,0,3,21,130,43,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770190455288277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171717762033776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786022866649597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068499618450607,0.0,0.23475657316924026,0.0,0.0984263755753628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912287055269806,0.0,0.0,0.07368937265024883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4044191988755062,0.2448858395900081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11939409118270275,0.0,0.12987516527618698,0.1916746605734624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267743013444205,0.10156108864019577,0.0,0.11898602396468334,0.18838579994320606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791125842210964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627060179977528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472363584034892,0.0,0.11035470497692487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921470683343339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14639799890267186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114395939500538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796427334255415,0.0,0.0,0.08087505095348503,0.0,0.0,0.3821117392630241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09183926217835707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759104259682584,0.21964293682212396,0.11226158396374024,0.0,0.1332538843286782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478907480899102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273503070929643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101442443867214,0.0,0.16636782188783594,0.0,0.0,0.08116826505795056,0.0,0.0,0.07358081732545076
anxiety,LuLWeeb124,2019/01/21,"Constant worrying from accidentally showing password in work Hi all, hope you guys have a good day. I 'm currently having an issue with work. Here's the thing: for a specific reason, I opened a file containing my work account and password in Notepad with full screen for checking. Then I started to worry that somebody might see it, log in with it and messed up with the email and chat, or even doing frauds using my account/email. Even though I have changed the  password later, my worriness wouldn't stop. From that time, my head is always filling with fear of being harmed and uncertainty in the future. My head hurts a lot and I don't know whether or not I will be fine. I have missed one day of sleep and I don't feel like doing anything because of the constant headache. I don't know what to do to get out of this situation.
(Sorry for the bad English. English is not my primary language) ",4.07314784053156,5.959851447674421,4.500265780730897,84.68011627906978,72.31395348837209,7.007308970099668,29.727574750830563,7.7094869923839395,1.9063225913621265,707,30,134,9,14,223,105,172,0.193,0.764,0.043,-0.9748,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,3,4,10,0,1,11,0,17,3,3,2,1,30,26,11,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,13,0,2,4,2,2,1,6,6,0,1,0,3,16,4,23,21,3,20,0,2,2,0,5,8,0,5,12,94,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179451402496864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664598141046005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835310633055013,0.08640786151385975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994988843937745,0.0,0.0,0.3063570311446156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828306129219428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18724555962329026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15950516320858374,0.07167171305764382,0.10126432649623633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405713363105337,0.0,0.0,0.11889094184781727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035214997525278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909473255235938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407870898618984,0.0,0.0,0.15174345687718555,0.0,0.0,0.14794739362093914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558012597595852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06925058934831102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050851772364995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15037152533319487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605166459012897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457398713153548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295427619207744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15932994674566134,0.14184970610142458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15867453971912696,0.10032949531338622,0.0,0.0,0.11850712148431555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417063280491628,0.0,0.13926603976597612,0.0,0.08265401261344447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242418867886268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30958125051434016,0.4318539065571683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,princess_greentea,2019/01/21,"I’m scared (and probably shouldn’t be) So I broke a glass on the floor yesterday, wiped the floor and vaccumed it. Still today I’m haunted by the event and I’m scared pieces of glass is going in my body as well as I ate the dinner today. Now I don’t know what to do, my stomach hurts and I can’t barely breath. Someone please give me some advice and how to think rational. ",1.6219710669077756,3.310658430379746,3.150669077757687,92.57493670886076,78.62025316455697,6.53960216998192,20.146473779385172,7.447530270364453,0.4090600361663652,292,7,66,4,7,96,54,79,0.188,0.76,0.052000000000000005,-0.8991,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,5,0,6,5,3,1,0,10,14,9,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,2,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,1,0,7,1,8,11,2,11,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,1,6,40,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340923091150248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660938014195948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22980488465743945,0.13614575278466867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564507025878274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165425169453046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629616273134597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582829426290929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4796766576793968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029758524448842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19131051431979967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153498440413362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4541440142825145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21539049538114835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IBiteMyThumbAtYou,2019/01/21,"Lifestyle changes you’ve made to improve your mental health? I’ve had a concerning number of meltdown moments where I tell myself “I should just get medicated” but to be honest, I really haven’t made a genuine effort at changing how I live my life to improve my mental health.

I know exercising and eating well and sleeping more are big, what are some of the things you guys and gals have been doing?

Also, how do you stay accountable to making those changes? I’ve honestly been contemplating vlogging and putting videos on YouTube to document and share my experiences trying to change my life for the better, one week at a time.",8.82261494252873,8.367823387931036,8.124137931034483,71.25132183908049,60.81034482758621,10.836781609195402,37.4367816091954,10.125756701596842,3.7825333333333333,507,21,86,9,6,159,79,116,0.0,0.792,0.208,0.9757,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,2,6,5,0,0,5,0,11,8,1,5,0,15,16,9,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,3,5,1,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,1,1,5,0,13,5,12,9,2,10,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,3,59,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694577394559595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12933485092504488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6187979405755843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14963708434813794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14304796640646275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764028607369615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14479774253909164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31088644550038025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036809803737363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065832085867712,0.0,0.0,0.12913005826343213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767462021524737,0.0976144147488047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14731851588781644,0.2947452480726302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909405878160744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470086989716227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368324522203106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463427330962972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15586931500524467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278176906356754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09715344614267672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527204207655252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928540684966326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730259869835782,0.0,0.13148473540585065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thrae,2019/01/21,"Insomnia-induced anxiety episode. Normally they're few and far between, but when they happen they can be a real mental hell.

Under normal circumstances I can handle most if not everything the world has to throw at me: news, general illness, seasonal changes, etc..  But when you take away that sleep, it's like removing a jacket that you so desperately need to keep out the cold.

I can handle one or two nights in a row of underperforming sleep (<7 hrs) without worry of bouncing back with regular sleep the following nights.  But when it consistently happens through a week, that's when the symptoms rear their ugly hydra-like heads.

I got two hours of sleep last night.  The night before that I got seven hours, but before that I had less than five the previous two nights.  The debt's added up.

Loss of appetite.  Dehydration.  Hysterical mental feedback loops.  Exaggerated intrusive thoughts.  Increased sensitivity to ""bad news"".  Irritability.  Drowsiness.  Nausea.  Pessimism.  All to name a few in my current symptoms.

The worst part is any time this happens, I can be assured more sleep later is off the table thanks to the flight-or-fight response insomnia illicits.  I've been informed by professionals my body overreacts like this because it thinks it's in a survival situation and is releasing adrenaline to keep me awake and alert, all the while suppressing hunger so I wouldn't be carrying ""dead weight"" if I were still a nomad in the Savannah or a hunter in the Tundra.  It is a Catch-22 in my very biology, and my only real option is to take medication that forcibly induces sleep so I can recover, overnight if I'm lucky.

Medication isn't completely an issue.  I have enough prescription supplies to last me four to seven nights of consistent sleep.  Worst comes to worst I'll be without dedicated sleep meds for a week after, give or take a few days.

Writing all this down seems to help.  At the very least I'm being distracted, and being alone with my thoughts isn't as bad right now as before I started this thread.

Relaxation suggestions are welcome.  Or someone to lend an ear.  I'm flexible.",5.394830145118736,7.79580925065963,5.748323713720323,74.94499216688655,69.94986807387863,9.170217678100265,32.16037269129288,9.673873057562805,3.4602090369393137,1682,77,281,42,32,537,214,379,0.175,0.72,0.106,-0.9854,2,1,0,0,1,0,58.0,0,2,3,2,10,15,1,1,27,0,25,19,11,1,4,50,48,26,1,7,14,0,1,2,0,1,6,1,0,0,15,9,2,3,6,1,1,5,6,8,0,8,7,3,24,7,43,34,17,49,1,1,0,0,12,17,1,11,29,186,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323167268949038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04808354236250585,0.0,0.05409106387537944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664320482514651,0.054369722999385264,0.1180756615538386,0.043102651582317936,0.0,0.18050069037993305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854012154489085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747991870528266,0.060908272799733876,0.07413549577196638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045600504799508966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305977569864634,0.07885758221011477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06354736514515731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782910190434753,0.0,0.0,0.11310253563788553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18757929525053327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256632082509762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04739376424498396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13926534037952934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380028677983815,0.0,0.12569619589412978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527214183901285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908825128305382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854012154489085,0.1424607873256697,0.14251311129451635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05242873461695344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3981253399010366,0.13855672575370753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04791324956081605,0.05377625974641966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656936028875364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609612889315838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060383840887402375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436947610570737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947822178316456,0.5660687212506197,0.0,0.059910257347787675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050047150851303575,0.0,0.05646712162151923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698438593973764,0.1594897797355633,0.0,0.0,0.06509799010962061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045306527633111784,0.0,0.11226775511572393,0.04123012704100275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072129361680116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11668222812632395,0.0,0.0,0.1134346247327161,0.08610271798204483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13631906377148453,0.0,0.0,0.07180692490505561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WhyyyyWait,2019/01/21,"I don't know how to handle my fear of abandonment. Okay, so, I have serious abandonment issues. My childhood was kinda tragic and my mental health is kinda all over the place. Six months ago, I decided to get help and life got so much better for a while. 


But then, about three months ago, a very good friend cut me off. She stopped communicating with me, ignored my messages, and avoided me in person.

 She never gave me a reason, but I realized over time how clingy and desperate I was towards her. I was borderline manipulative actually; using pity as a tool to get her to keep being my friend. I was so scared that she would leave, that I was willing to be pathetic to make her stay. I realize now that this isn't cool AT ALL. I'm quite frankly disgusted by my behavior. 

As a result of this realization, I've become increasingly isolated. I am so scared of driving people away or manipulating them imto sticking around that I can hardly even talk to people who I consider friends. I'm so scared that I'll be needy or pathetic or manipulative. I'm so scared that I'm going to get close to people, only for them to leave me. 

Its destroying my life honestly. I dont know what to do. How does anyone accept the fact that their loved ones can leave forever at anytime and there is nothing they can do about it? How am I supposed to even think about connecting to people when they all go away eventually?

I just dont get it. ",3.8806638325703062,5.5675154640287765,5.3403400915631165,79.28175277959454,72.41726618705036,8.795552648790059,27.02485284499673,9.339509955726095,2.3612172661870505,1121,40,217,26,22,377,151,278,0.233,0.6679999999999999,0.099,-0.9895,0,1,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,5,2,20,25,3,6,7,2,24,4,0,11,5,46,43,25,0,1,6,0,1,0,3,2,3,0,0,1,14,8,0,6,8,0,0,4,5,15,0,3,7,2,38,10,35,31,5,29,0,4,0,1,21,12,0,5,12,154,52,0,0.0,0.0,0.1023189479439031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18588725627000494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331389661182648,0.0,0.0,0.09333916074033603,0.0,0.0,0.19702096318628715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157991223737626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273173289811618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175536550361688,0.0,0.24576797374325315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13850551220109505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798594515870292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24302167254377335,0.0,0.2191202022915827,0.0,0.11917789316902865,0.08794361174615706,0.0838585106763441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392543931936817,0.0,0.0,0.11145116192422752,0.0,0.0,0.07027906956312027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10943666473859816,0.0,0.09319592815417788,0.0,0.0,0.11524616833633634,0.0,0.0,0.3330645714041348,0.0,0.0,0.14811799590666005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463165583840233,0.0,0.0699885125374141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566462721289384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16738131268736686,0.0,0.07707717031075348,0.0,0.08086715742325347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060686764814958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104940180471357,0.07974351815625297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29076049599890114,0.0915513987365289,0.10954643994606794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152139649737576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780376082223593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4198945049355181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175666560636016,0.0,0.08765969988118695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427484772272696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718395674865374,0.0,0.0,0.06113916065904376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055715389397292,0.0,0.08651263048954473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448277583493858,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tfwnokitsunemommygf,2019/01/21,I just applied to a billion jobs and now im freaking out. What if any of them actually call back? I applied to places regardless of their location even though I'm probably not capable of committing to relocation.,5.489666666666667,7.263509300000003,7.309999999999999,66.40166666666667,68.5,12.333333333333336,40.833333333333336,11.855464076750405,5.936583333333334,172,11,29,7,3,60,32,40,0.162,0.838,0.0,-0.6377,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,7,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,22,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.32792343754937703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22851654345808414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25839155266316643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431311383585789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219491335340038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629774022720237,0.0,0.33346466722112245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35108692847492795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3623044998532245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33015444445205244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Brand2018,2019/01/21,"Crippling anxiety when faced with a confrontational situation Hi there, I have been browsing this subreddit for a while and thought it’d now be an appropriate time to perhaps join in. 

I have managed my anxiety since my early teens and have been through counselling and medication to help me where I am today. However, there’s one aspect of my anxiety that really prohibits me from standing up for myself.

There have been a few occasions where I’ve been faced with situations where another person has been intentionally hurtful or confrontational. In each of these situations I get this overwhelming crippling feeling inside. It’s a difficult emotion to describe. My adrenaline seems to make me literally curl up into a ball. If someone said something hurtful to me, I will literally apologise or try and laugh it off to avoid confrontation. I fear straight away that they will hurt me. I am always passive because I feel it’s easier than responding to someone. 

I am curious whether my anxiety is the reason I always respond in such a passive way to confrontation or whether it’s merely just my personality? Feel free to jump in and help me out. It’s always interested me. ",6.600484449760767,8.773269559808615,7.289063995215312,66.0693854665072,66.32057416267943,10.966626794258373,38.42135167464113,10.9516,5.075652870813396,954,53,147,30,16,315,120,209,0.154,0.705,0.141,-0.4215,1,1,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,10,14,4,3,8,0,18,3,2,3,0,26,26,13,0,1,7,0,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,11,10,0,1,6,1,1,1,0,11,0,1,7,4,25,4,28,15,2,23,0,4,0,0,9,14,0,5,6,114,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174962217054206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336955906483014,0.3891992900648513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949897157038858,0.0,0.0,0.07753370054987249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143071366975447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312384710955048,0.19293290126904972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664514029387359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17050523761323688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40847782388519344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490015615297067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813030775511222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618707683736994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221143946901024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148102069489566,0.13077226241653025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098659320646378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578878564815424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521268841022977,0.4288998765797633,0.0,0.0,0.21553495121746608,0.097916895454304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097446661633952,0.07416537512837619,0.0,0.12056102583762425,0.0,0.0,0.0863535018566595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009573157016318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,moonnish,2019/01/21,"I'm so angry at myself its unbelievable This is something like a rant but i feel like the majority of you can relate to this.

My entire life, for as long as i can remember i always wanted to wear what i want, look how i want, style my hair how i want etc. but i never ever did.

why? because im a pussy whos terrified of other people because i know they will stare and judge even though it is NOT their body and they probably dont even know me. ihate myself so much for this. why cant i just be myself? why does anxiety force me to be a sheep and a ctrl c ctrl v of every basic person who doesnt want to stand out?

sigh. 

i hope i can overcome this problem in the future because otherwise ill go insane",1.0401428571428577,2.8011751666666704,3.456571428571433,89.36399999999998,80.66666666666666,6.152380952380952,19.38095238095238,7.1686216300943375,0.3274952380952381,545,13,120,7,14,189,95,150,0.151,0.735,0.114,-0.8916,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,3,0,9,5,0,0,6,0,12,5,3,2,2,23,25,12,0,7,4,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,9,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,1,1,0,1,4,22,3,14,21,3,9,0,0,2,0,7,3,0,1,6,81,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655682819396755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635373349021788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781506264963748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689453990325947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13310104651614116,0.0,0.1782564666700011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16962827954905474,0.20091717275643373,0.13758037894498806,0.12814822159214614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769047767173916,0.10865807563950132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644018916671037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510665679472819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16429078203136285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16717698772544348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074305581741312,0.14861375246036898,0.0,0.0,0.134600994927454,0.1277231127957113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180874245942313,0.0,0.11730652722860427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544485897525116,0.13280517073814266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639862130308594,0.14553621880436754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722961697189395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709164583502946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494344593647957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4485535436785827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4117314606362433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AlexT202,2019/01/21,"I'm so anxious all the time at work. I don't know what to do. I've had this for years. Sometimes I'm more confident, other times I'm a nervous wreck.

I'm meeting with clients I can feel myself looking uncomfortable and almost upset all the time. When I'm nervous I panic, visibly stutter and can't explain myself without tripping over my thoughts.

I just don't know what to do About it anymore.

I just feel like people are judging me constantly, or will judge me.

Has anyone had social anxiety and got over it?",2.984313725490196,4.992666450980393,4.3319607843137256,84.19049019607843,75.66666666666666,6.494117647058824,29.96078431372549,7.3871296695380915,1.9479725490196085,406,19,76,5,9,134,67,102,0.206,0.736,0.058,-0.9063,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,4,3,0,11,0,0,0,2,17,24,6,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,4,3,10,1,9,19,3,10,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,2,7,50,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281239061725988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17427792133103084,0.25736620824611844,0.2259313548853126,0.15929360884175486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24618718096334816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23038031053573144,0.16275114678528355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18220453986311294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504024326612864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129894625244216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913073000432491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672919242042989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579382997520697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23222879620784576,0.0,0.0,0.22531495056920103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18085973534507707,0.3985224354326797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21960561846797197,0.0,0.16585209977277848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670544962295393
anxiety,winniedom,2019/01/21,"High anxiety today. It’s my first week at a new full time job out of college. I struggle a lot with physical symptoms of anxiety mostly a tight chest and being shaky. I’ve been off klonopin for awhile now and I’m trying to deal with the constant pain of my anxiety. Would love if anyone has kind words for me, I’m going through a lot with money right now and it sucks. Thanks in advance. ",2.4566546112115724,4.352657341772152,3.5987703435804725,89.36227848101265,76.84810126582278,6.53960216998192,25.20976491862568,7.447530270364453,1.1899461121157322,306,11,63,4,7,99,59,79,0.17600000000000002,0.701,0.123,-0.1531,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,2,7,1,2,5,0,4,4,1,0,0,15,10,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,4,0,1,1,1,4,3,14,7,4,17,0,0,0,1,2,7,1,5,8,40,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4628381976071052,0.0,0.0,0.14101454780495604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21793701738160065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079161506973676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715430688652211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146154923571948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130787437990401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20012947161434952,0.0,0.0,0.2100115397941698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34291058146953346,0.18201788164038055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19477717418824086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145944387301332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722277586387091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108325526395459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20961561051153105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856735305952334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759722906501265,0.0,0.19116255459099732,0.0,0.0,0.13692282309401055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16177002723434408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14326281154079967,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,j_toboot,2019/01/21,"Love Has anyone ever been unable to connect and love people, due to their anxiety? I want to gain perspective and would love detailed information, if you’re willing to disclose. Thank you in advance. ",4.610999999999997,7.865107171428572,5.016785714285717,74.67946428571432,77.28571428571428,6.928571428571428,31.607142857142854,8.07648339933343,3.0622857142857143,161,8,23,3,4,51,28,35,0.036000000000000004,0.547,0.417,0.959,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,7,9,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,4,5,6,0,4,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,1,2,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226529673125608,0.0,0.0,0.2070527859543397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678559366857413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8017749247958837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20529113007317168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726259268007968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174658233269988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21035392954067667,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,leyda5,2019/01/21,Send help When you go to the psychologist for your anxiety and discover that you have depression and it is even worse. ,4.622727272727271,7.166974909090911,5.327272727272729,76.46090909090911,72.63636363636364,11.672727272727276,29.181818181818183,11.20814326018867,4.165109090909091,96,4,18,4,2,31,20,22,0.29100000000000004,0.616,0.092,-0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4046469771857743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4555857457622301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493679325186331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30061571901873285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545455028093301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5390474707823731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jaxky,2019/01/21,"I’m so impatient i’m sitting here at the hospital waiting for over 20 to go to a psych ward (which is my biggest fear) my anxiety got to the point where I really thought the only solution is to kill my self and i’m getting really impatient which makes my anxiety even worse, i’m so scared that ill never get better. ",3.257846153846156,4.628522169230768,5.455384615384617,79.1046153846154,73.46153846153847,10.123076923076924,29.92307692307693,10.355215969177356,3.359676923076924,251,11,50,8,5,88,44,65,0.326,0.643,0.03,-0.9663,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,1,2,4,0,2,1,0,1,1,5,13,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,5,1,7,11,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,28,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822880612460914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22098296312178367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16503174015159666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811646342955821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26108555328864275,0.0,0.14200254404842655,0.0,0.19983776419446928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27643569435024906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667850734763749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19270926475902544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19003159308244227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362007041297055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32013646710007104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501558231451162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606609468814565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19836281341462145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25463110333627265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Paffekongen,2019/01/21,"I just handed in a job application without breaking down into tears lol I have avoided handing in any types of applications in such a long time, because I despise my akwardness when I introduce myself to people. 

I tried it before, but ended up just waltzing outta the establishment before delivering it to anyone,  and literally broke into tears the moment I got out.

But I finally got the better of my social anxiety and kicked it in it’s bloody balls, mate. 

Now I just hope I get the job. ",6.254166666666666,7.258957532608694,7.705217391304347,67.13036231884058,66.06521739130434,10.046376811594204,32.72463768115942,10.125756701596842,3.59808115942029,391,16,63,9,6,135,62,92,0.168,0.731,0.1,-0.5423,2,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,1,1,6,1,1,2,2,0,0,13,5,5,0,1,6,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,12,2,14,3,0,17,0,1,0,0,2,9,0,1,7,47,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15454764152361464,0.0,0.1738567072787402,0.0,0.0,0.15890861052428704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853831931184235,0.0,0.3867706720564652,0.0,0.0,0.20099696656925303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012888760734585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24895713228860336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873631225849746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3635283357743203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257249105412039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4510498633542874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011219156667368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755657709470508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316675201060756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325197475233168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15429766577719914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190748514508179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Benjaminthomasen,2019/01/21,"Im scared! Im scared how my life will be in downfall!

I got bullied my entire life from kindergarden to college! I have always been full of stress and sadness and i always had anxiety from people to talk to or look at them! Because of getting constantly bullied and im afraid that will happen more if i meet new people and they will find about me how i was treated or getting treated!

I dropped out of college from MBA because of stressful, loneliness and trash talk from people im surrounded!

I just got text message that i thought my life would be atleast happy because i have a girlfriend... well thats gone since she told me she have no feelings for me! I guess a nice, lovely, calm, mooost carring, helpful and supportive person in the world gets this text....

I am shaking in my hands and my heart is like isolated that i get heavy breathing! I lost sooooo much feelings of how i will do in my life im in a point where i feel like i got ptsd or somethig! Im crying every single day because how failure i am as physical and mental! I really dont know why i keep getting negative towards me? I really dont know anything anymore! I dont want to go to school because of i dont want to be alone and im afraid to talk to people that will bully me again and ill break!

I am scared! I really dont know what to do or were to begin!

I thought my girlfriend was a miracle but it wasnt i was only a temporary get away for her! I opened my heart to her and now she told me that she have no feelings for me anymore and my heart shattered! 

I cant suicide because im scared! I tried to suicide with taking 10 pills and it got my high blood preassure! My mom and dad brought me to hospital to save me! I wish they didnt do it! Because im scared to do it now again!",1.9448155737704909,3.6537386557377083,3.5400239071038264,90.05380635245903,77.74316939890709,6.323633879781423,26.73804644808743,7.1686216300943375,1.2499456284153014,1372,56,293,16,32,455,161,366,0.154,0.745,0.101,-0.8927,0,1,1,0,0,2,34.0,0,0,3,1,12,23,0,10,6,0,35,13,6,4,0,45,71,25,2,5,7,2,5,2,2,6,6,0,0,1,12,17,0,1,10,0,0,5,11,12,1,0,19,6,59,11,40,43,4,31,0,2,1,1,23,16,0,6,10,190,71,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060446633550344624,0.0,0.0,0.09712565091622058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04464765853822392,0.0,0.11576114643733296,0.0,0.0,0.04802790876872276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05483411110492645,0.0,0.0,0.2490434893388586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06306984331802676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06410919200821218,0.03763941068250686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34200595105019177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04917348045740034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804067159134607,0.04169465399218001,0.0,0.0,0.05334287195982245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18295405712380886,0.0,0.03316912946518585,0.0,0.1867134062144453,0.0,0.06429360193557182,0.0,0.05161035066396937,0.06212867031035965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20748188093666795,0.03911959668100143,0.0616638841224318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5673800629661511,0.0,0.0,0.051875859261748,0.0,0.0,0.0962246011303364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16489450691610735,0.05702658500848647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04901035623426215,0.0,0.06371028475563313,0.0,0.05267503159427532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0588163392844049,0.0,0.0,0.06835422896775778,0.0,0.0,0.042903638801897404,0.0,0.0,0.056367504729453476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04438781400477933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618466693562176,0.05096046115035596,0.0,0.0,0.05517205193432638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822341217203243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216680653427126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921585292704632,0.0590666349515033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0482786100174618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13370960783395786,0.0,0.0,0.1276796511631087,0.06622982364638484,0.0,0.0,0.04388183380515317,0.1407302945425983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266766146082983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153700316796564,0.0,0.03962475536719083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06884820917570428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05247549101415922,0.0,0.05266367513531961,0.0,0.06711475502089173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04145951516514175,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ivee48,2019/01/21,"Anxiety,Failures. Need some advice I am a foreign student studying in Germany. so far, I have spent 2 years in Germany, one of which, i spent learning the language and i am now in my second semester at college. Please at least read the last part before judging me.

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While i was in the language school, i got to know a lot of people form different parts of the world with whom, i got along very well but it being a language school, many of them left just after a few months, some even after just a few weeks. I am kind of an introvert and it took me in the first place a lot of courage and energy to actually start being friends with them and after they left, i always felt really sad. I got very close to them but me being me, I'm am not very good at keeping in touch or texting or doing anything that friends usually do. I am also not very close to my family. I call every once in a while to let them know that ''I'm still alive'' and we talk about the weather or something and that's it. All that combined made me even more introverted. I didn't want to find any new friends here in Germany because i know that after a while we will fall out of touch again and i will be back to square one. After a year I got into university and now after two semesters, i don't have any friends. Its so bad that i actually don't know anyone from whom I could ask help with homework or even yesterdays notes for the matter.

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Also, my parents made a lot of sacrifices to be able to send me here and given my limited knowledge of the language, I am always scared of failing my exams. I barely passed last semester and this semesters exam will be one hell of a roller coaster. I always performed really good at school and my parents have faith in me and that's why they actually sent me here. Also, with Germany's bureaucracy, i met a lot problems before i could actually enroll into a university and in those two years, each time I called my dad it was to tell him that 'Hey i got this small setback here and I'm just letting you know in case everything goes south and you have to pick me up at the airport'. Given all that, I don't want to call them and tell them about my worries so as not to stress them out. So, when i reach this point where I'm at, that is wild thoughts of failing and anxiety attacks, i just want to speak to somebody but who, I don't know.

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I know that failing a semester is not that big of a deal but let me explain. I have a debt towards my parents. To get a degree here, you need to study for three years and added to that is the one year of language school. Each failure will have a setback of around four to five months and I want to be able to repay my dept as quickly as possible. There is a fine line between being pessimistic and realistic and I always seem to cross that line. For instance, i have been revising for the coming exams for I don't know how long and lately all that i could think of was what if I failed. Let me tell you what could happen, well I will have to go back home and face my parents and my whole family. I never judge others, at least i try not to, and that's because I feel judged all the time. If i go back, i will be seen as the one who wasted everybody's time and money. The disgrace of the family. (Btw I'm not from an asian family, and i know its a stereotype but i met quite a few asian and it seems that the stereotype is actually true).

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All that said, i know I sound like your average college student with normal everyday issues but believe me, in my head its a thousand times worst,at least i think it is, and i really don't know how to explain it and i am also ashamed to admit some other thoughts that might have crossed my mind all this time. I just wrote this because i always wanted to write and it was a way to vent out a bit and if someone had some advice on how to cope with this situation, its still a win in my books.

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Thanks Tschüss",4.123728149070615,4.828270245330014,4.9484232738342335,86.07059026336425,70.70610211706101,7.741423366080903,27.946335501130022,7.793537801064563,1.5278265485909324,3089,105,650,36,54,1003,301,803,0.119,0.8079999999999999,0.073,-0.9912,6,0,1,0,0,0,87.0,2,5,9,9,41,28,2,3,43,0,61,2,2,6,8,143,122,64,0,16,24,5,4,1,4,7,0,3,2,0,47,52,0,2,25,3,4,10,14,12,2,13,28,9,97,16,102,70,28,95,3,5,2,0,52,41,1,18,44,483,144,20,0.08982426895810816,0.0,0.21913882299135326,0.0,0.0,0.08777523603884149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366487086636914,0.18685246861326207,0.2433113947198175,0.27286579635069763,0.06108358309694367,0.0,0.03435765994655846,0.0,0.0,0.031403608686894714,0.0,0.036958859914398366,0.03998132161181349,0.041986783045413284,0.05109403669617362,0.0,0.10360397746133372,0.0374997563088997,0.08213406095721101,0.0,0.07643383701333265,0.050600595800524575,0.0,0.0,0.04903241871027995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758093234234275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038687827061541474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343473939152449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046302438562697605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04692362147006365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899212374096073,0.0,0.037840410343079695,0.0,0.04036413051862499,0.0,0.16935665323697507,0.0,0.02270892465126002,0.0,0.043122692263097236,0.0,0.04104887726193613,0.03820223864450887,0.0,0.0,0.13879601475660247,0.0,0.023464736585314883,0.0,0.05104920204998332,0.07534033511848577,0.17960168372232452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03971565219522564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04609280712662039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030103657034146244,0.0,0.04505053279410496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04687659985726962,0.0,0.03991996871291168,0.0,0.0467690767944762,0.2715078801149096,0.07321876788633372,0.05066284392725524,0.0,0.09759433104524838,0.1837028015801627,0.0,0.021941800306926332,0.0,0.0,0.0397458257115119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527307626438566,0.0,0.08499389514812497,0.0,0.04553385512351373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04764467727651686,0.04534845281348121,0.0,0.07169687450884872,0.0,0.0,0.06660355727325795,0.03463900685551212,0.04337641934509447,0.0,0.0,0.0440043560404186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04782995744668992,0.15216812329091595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19947844138485696,0.09727092997052134,0.0,0.03113641908266805,0.0,0.04692362147006365,0.049300036797140866,0.04245648396747605,0.05063168345292621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04297484718020478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04776958336238089,0.0449242883404828,0.0,0.08631559016463504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042721724664889736,0.0,0.04496488159874073,0.1818139113489094,0.0,0.08177264089585262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050483120899125926,0.0,0.0,0.03805390579871739,0.03457555533034118,0.0,0.0,0.031789039945762015,0.0,0.07173377722068358,0.0,0.05144669830349361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036098672452846224,0.1177655553514554,0.04134905929274592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05755576460334096,0.0,0.07131043608453122,0.13094313394277274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04989903393796797,0.030492391201343092,0.0,0.08774525879531307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04946437099011207,0.1482288580977878,0.13245170274513074,0.03564916186168828,0.03602580522090711,0.0,0.08076280525437325,0.0,0.040526215731699934,0.050142794241075886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04561045265036681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27286579635069763,0.144609710511705
anxiety,kindaamess,2019/01/21,"Anxiety after hospital? Hi, I just wanted to start off by saying I’m new to reddit, so if something’s wrong I’m sorry in advance. 
Ok so, my anxiety has kinda been on the back burner for the last year and a half, but then I was admitted in the ICU for a serious bacterial condition and other stuff(I don’t really know how I caught it tbh) and I was fine the whole time I was there. When it’s time for me to leave I get in the car and realize I’m getting those familiar symptoms and pass it off as weakness from being bedridden or some shit. Fast forward to now, my anxiety has stemmed into emetophobia, and germaphobia, which has caused agoraphobia. I just wanted to know if anyone else experienced this, because I really don’t see much articles on it; and if so, how long did it take & how did you ease it? (I’m already on Zoloft)

TL;DR: ICU stay caused horrible anxiety. ",2.9663793103448266,4.863842189655177,5.0742298850574725,79.34375862068967,75.3793103448276,9.007816091954023,27.691954022988504,9.558583805096642,2.7650947126436782,687,28,133,19,15,238,108,174,0.156,0.7959999999999999,0.049,-0.951,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,1,12,6,1,0,7,1,12,4,1,5,0,28,27,21,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,10,8,0,0,4,0,0,5,2,4,0,1,7,3,12,2,21,19,3,28,0,0,1,0,4,10,1,6,14,91,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124312763188526,0.0,0.0,0.16813563777710416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4748439401529568,0.0,0.0,0.10850428483125196,0.15899852024175498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932254444806775,0.0,0.09459525955868599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188217474688244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296315688310618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16214852804517374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17056388560390714,0.1264910368254506,0.0,0.1643114279510433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13732792421575765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407391542241145,0.0,0.0,0.14987218209555886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988224023122032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340402324722285,0.0,0.0,0.12365702480600355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15928830877167655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119463847010922,0.0,0.17370941725803826,0.1098360089497116,0.1653994349931659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17764204280013332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16128968437695174,0.11667477952587972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18097144495310946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18305637959422802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17325104521631185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16966312544454373,0.0,0.09992974613312497
anxiety,wingcomp,2019/01/21,"Medication Hello all my fellow soldiers in the war against anxiety

I have been battling anxiety for many years now. About 4 years ago I started CBT therapy which was fantastic and really did make a marked improvement in my ability to manage and cope. Unfortunately I had to end it with my therapist because she raised her fees beyond my means. This also coincided with several traumatic events in my life. After a year or so of thinking I could manage alone I have come to the point of realizing I am not functioning at all anymore. I’m at living in constant fear and my anxiety attacks are happening daily between 2-6 times a day. I have finally found a therapist who I am able to afford and have started weekly sessions with her however due to the intense physical symptoms I am experiencing I do feel that I need pharmaceutical intervention at least for the time being while I work my hardest at  therapy. I have always been very scared to taken drugs for my anxiety but my therapist says she will help me minor and come off them when and if I want too. Are any of you on medications and how have your experiences been with them? Would you recommend this route? I believe that others perceptions of taking the meds has coloured my view but also I realize people without anxiety truly have a hard time understanding the pure hell that living with it can be.",6.880044466403162,7.79967116205534,7.880432312252967,66.72760499011859,64.65217391304348,11.700494071146245,35.97060276679842,11.45678717892309,4.6314191699604725,1096,51,182,34,16,371,158,253,0.133,0.807,0.06,-0.9269,2,1,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,2,1,9,6,4,2,11,0,26,5,0,2,3,37,42,17,1,5,6,0,2,0,1,2,5,1,0,0,10,14,0,0,8,0,1,2,2,6,0,0,8,6,36,0,34,29,3,34,1,0,2,0,14,12,1,2,20,140,46,4,0.10593629435648597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390613311678067,0.0,0.0,0.10971805223856183,0.0,0.1694344326463057,0.08814748328419901,0.0,0.0,0.07204031287273374,0.0,0.4052048761116156,0.0,0.10506033807018099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051782829051022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06457778177457876,0.0,0.0,0.11935392680652747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825094746951159,0.0,0.1144794996413116,0.0,0.08458151092892803,0.0,0.0,0.06832014596896316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285246890600153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382811324181327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362602346178906,0.0,0.119207783194013,0.053564573456135814,0.0,0.0,0.11604803234237072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161536788289886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367911523945577,0.0,0.0948981117346228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100686506590596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482593761241074,0.0,0.0,0.18708737751932214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071329909176144,0.10740277511859936,0.0,0.11539568084308835,0.11767134140201076,0.21343934300148304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855041995142258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344288788337945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014403980326472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06786550281861352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424479324379053,0.10606071138681412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967785905547886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14996450879327095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010837211904533,0.0796509094215758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24229477007248346,0.3690006083611632,0.0,0.06787969990355,0.0,0.0,0.1853169154691376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102834184691822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740853739035966,0.0624839711261992,0.0,0.0849757053540027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021188074141726,0.0,0.07712288398669817,0.0,0.0,0.07525410405007632,0.0,0.0,0.2046585009232034
anxiety,Ki11p8Ck,2019/01/21,"Athletes Against Anxiety and Depression Foundation  Over the past year I've developed a friendship with China ""AAADNash"" McCarney who struggles with overpowering anxiety. It's tough for me to understand, as I just don't experience anxiety of any kind really, but China started a social media movement in November of 2016 that was geared toward helping athletes that are struggling with anxiety and depression. Since then the simple social media movement has turned into a fully functioning, official 501(c)(3) charitable organization called Athletes Against Anxiety and Depression ([https://aaadf.org](https://aaadf.org/))! The foundation has already helped a vast number of people, from all walks of life, that are struggling with the crippling effects of anxiety & depression. China, like myself, is an avid gamer, and for 2019 I helped him build a new PC so that he could step up it up a notch with the foundation and start a twitch stream that will be 100% about the foundation. All funds raised by the stream will go directly into the foundation and be used to help countless people! I thought it was an awesome idea and figured many of you might feel the same so I decided to share. If you'd like to help support the stream and Athletes Against Anxiety and Depression, then feel free to check out his twitch channel and give it follow!

Link for the twitch stream- [https://www.twitch.tv/aaadnash](https://www.twitch.tv/aaadnash)

If you or someone you know is struggling with anxiety/depression and would like help then please check out the foundations website at [https://aaadf.org](https://aaadf.org/). They provide a 100% free service and would love to help you! #BeTheChange",11.261640334572489,12.75665643494424,8.294012546468398,65.5435467007435,55.282527881040885,12.078159851301114,42.091310408921935,11.698219412168324,5.4946373605947985,1387,68,190,36,16,395,148,269,0.147,0.6459999999999999,0.207,0.9745,1,0,0,0,0,0,76.0,0,5,1,1,4,20,0,4,22,0,18,5,0,2,2,45,32,22,0,5,5,0,2,3,0,5,4,0,0,0,10,22,0,0,10,1,6,6,1,10,0,0,3,2,14,12,38,20,3,25,0,5,0,1,23,11,0,4,11,126,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633310006066637,0.0,0.0,0.0945849765869954,0.0,0.059364146135935436,0.0,0.467467404426322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913878502212197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969860311480579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4511265333683493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539205557226061,0.0,0.0,0.08827877169208159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374209802102231,0.049612222089338034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4095878019452295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854634685374003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090515548387958,0.04797549567635268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06165961415282479,0.1279449738079685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878787921645691,0.0,0.0,0.08850425245666475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926070620301954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431083987882974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333373094779546,0.1210398499144834,0.0,0.0,0.09582458790237207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05592393295168139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07221199835421832,0.0,0.0,0.17797417525036038,0.07396545881380069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235768510741295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650421495417884,0.0,0.0,0.0990622537480492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930312424568964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949527765922896,0.0,0.09087801967130207,0.0,0.07539555384477459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402488140354732,0.0,0.0,0.05621564127217487
anxiety,lifeinyellow,2019/01/21,"Subscribed to a sub that makes me very anxious but I can’t seem to force myself to unsub I’m in college and I’m subbed to the subreddit for the career I want to pursue. For what I want to do you have to take exams and the subreddit talks about these exams, internships, resumes, job availability, interviews etc. Wow it makes me so anxious though. 

Every time I read a post about someone not finding a job, I start worrying I won’t be able to find a job.

when I read a post about someone’s resume, I compare mine to theirs and get worried mine isn’t good enough especially if people are suggesting that the resume needs work. 

Reading posts about interviews makes me crazy because of my social anxiety so I’m terrified of being in front of people and I’m afraid I am going to screw it up.

Reading posts about people failing or just studying for exams makes me anxious because I’m worried I’m not smart enough to pass them and I therefore won’t get a job. Also, when people say how much they have studied I’m worried I don’t have the drive to study that much and I will fail. 
 
For some reason I can’t unsub though because half of my brain is telling me it’s good to be subbed so I know what to expect in the career and there often is useful information in posts. If I do unsub I think I will be thinking about what potential info I’m missing... Wow thanks for reading if you made it all the way down here haha. Does anyone else experience this with a sub?",4.041530612244898,5.145234513605445,5.081564625850341,83.56581632653062,71.21088435374148,7.504761904761906,27.605442176870746,7.793537801064563,1.6270585034013605,1153,40,227,14,21,379,141,294,0.142,0.7509999999999999,0.106,-0.8434,4,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,3,3,19,12,1,1,14,1,21,2,1,9,1,40,49,21,0,7,8,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,12,8,0,0,9,5,0,4,8,5,0,1,1,1,32,7,36,40,7,20,0,3,0,1,13,6,1,7,4,150,44,20,0.08043617248820963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06432477807803255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06153345178999459,0.2726099389963254,0.0,0.05624284203792093,0.08241636422126372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14709943250175478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979337033624182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039023659423327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719410076968074,0.0,0.0,0.1662241362491204,0.0897075946663028,0.0,0.0,0.0677709445049893,0.0,0.0,0.07868201118486069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14703440886018573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404916048900035,0.0,0.045713730477371935,0.13493209042951002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192819587580977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04420561681187885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611065127363073,0.2147670789319822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825968376692007,0.059642402696966634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223057256578772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3851780931598411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022896982941664,0.0,0.0,0.08270178194348972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06396607283418924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322607046190158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199454828567315,0.1363066158480286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056933136889862526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06047799130595486,0.06465154857796186,0.07030476012251033,0.07405482068654885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308050292030184,0.1580562621458232,0.0,0.04690297902843935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06947102714822577,0.0,0.06636826626022745,0.0948866771258278,0.06384648972549249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05855849156160733,0.32674735050601783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BakersLakers,2019/01/21,"Acceptance Not sure where to post this. My problem may have to do with Anxiety, so I assume I'll post it here

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I wish I felt accepted. I have a very small amount of friends, were all a group, basically. Six Friends. I don't go outside much often, exception of my sh\*t Photography and my Friends. Were all Unemployed 18-19 year olds Graduated from High School. I spend most of my time Watching YouTube videos, listening to Music, and writing garbage Reviews on RYM. I don't like my Family. My Cousins don't pay attention to me and when they do, the just shrug me off as a Weirdo. My little Sister is a Brat. My Mom and Dad just think I talk absolute nonsense. I enjoy spending time in WA with my Sister, but it feels like nearly every time I see her, she brings up Memories that I'd like to forget about. Memories I wish I could never think about. I rarely sleep at my House. I tend to sleep in my Car or at one of my Friends House, in fact, I'm at Haley's House right now. Even though 99% of the time they and their Parent{s} are totally fine with it, I don't  feel acceptance at all. This morning I woke up on Haley's floor teary eyed, clutched to a Pillow and a Blanket that's not even mine.

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Sorry if this was a Ramble Party. Any help will be appreciated. thxx",2.792737884683408,4.6138667898832715,3.9340024761230974,87.66433586841177,75.65369649805447,7.474283692960737,25.689600282985488,8.296473431620573,1.5655540856031127,1003,36,211,18,22,326,153,257,0.084,0.773,0.14300000000000002,0.9535,3,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,3,0,13,14,0,0,9,0,17,3,3,0,7,43,31,13,0,5,8,5,3,3,4,2,0,1,1,0,8,9,0,0,10,1,3,3,7,1,0,2,5,7,36,13,33,22,7,33,0,0,3,0,19,19,0,6,12,134,44,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363473861897304,0.2650558878359589,0.07416907673339003,0.0,0.0834357052339819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708086242485072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407501589934096,0.0,0.09189337481740724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281835128522301,0.0,0.11029477248045397,0.07791725197293595,0.10472110865978504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370585596602392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06198510290423665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310509093671573,0.11523492670543753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37754488631266014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15985339969828002,0.10931345777096367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773756757629995,0.0,0.0,0.08017655298711081,0.0,0.08411894087344228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444712483960028,0.0,0.07390639933369987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110563162486435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089114451316858,0.0,0.0,0.1043620749311872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314234160349333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038129443580197,0.08691201634373982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21829087646185835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209120941958132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279404721790306,0.0,0.0,0.08766365924799945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397710384650871,0.10715745107060763,0.0,0.25439061316880784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999142644357819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508425794369456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650558878359589,0.0702353606095031
anxiety,inkfountain,2019/01/21,"denied acceptance based on anxiety My application was rejected by an institution of learning that I really wanted to attend because I have issues with anxiety. This is in a country without preventative legislation. It's understandable, and I'm not angry--they would have been responsible for me while I attended. Still, this is the first time that I've been prevented from doing something I really wanted because of my issues, and it hit me kind of hard. It wasn't that anxiety made me feel like I couldn't do something, or that it interfered in my personal life or relationships. That's all happened before. Rather, I was judged based on this label, and found unworthy because of it.",7.4716463414634156,8.758051398373986,8.346087398373983,62.609862804878034,63.47154471544715,12.328861788617886,36.513211382113816,11.93303328291395,5.16659430894309,554,26,85,19,8,187,78,123,0.13,0.797,0.07200000000000001,-0.7264,0,1,2,0,1,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,3,0,13,1,0,1,1,22,22,6,0,5,5,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,13,4,0,2,5,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,7,2,12,3,14,12,1,10,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,2,5,66,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40890249391892813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258353684285861,0.0,0.15161095867781518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008894414967653,0.12728586864858105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15155272195800842,0.0,0.19535602749405545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755660945773298,0.0,0.15960680980632133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37192984267830376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855383648488048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12584791177384932,0.08704567269258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685903315690036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15557262006471867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282826539493497,0.0,0.0,0.19128968267151986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27433049525102243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142288116873049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389332706601348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18548298037398955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21018052125992787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17175112101472612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12656803441836564,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,motherofdogandcat,2019/01/21,"I [22F] have had a panic attack every time I drink, even just one beer, since October. DAE have similar symptoms? Possible trigger: going over the details of my panic attacks 

In October of 2018 I went to a musical festival with my friends and we all got very drunk. I had a blast at the festival but when we got home around 2 am I was sobering up and had the worst panic attack of my life. Luckily my best friend was there to help me but I was crying hysterically on the bathroom floor asking my friend to kill me to make it stop. It lasted 2 hours. I tried taking Ativan but I was so upset I kept throwing it up. 

When I came back to my college town after the festival I talked to my doctor and she upped my Ativan prescription and prescribed me a rescue inhaler which has been tremendously helpful. Things have gone pretty much back to normal but now I can't drink alcohol. It's not a huge deal but I'm confused because I've drank socially since I was like 16 but now even if I have 1 beer I have a panic attack about 2 hours after I drink. Does anyone else feel this way? It's not while I'm drinking it's always an hour or two after when I get home. I drank 1 beer at dinner last night and while I was trying to fall asleep I thought I was going to die and had to pile a bunch of blankets on top of me to calm down. I'm at the point I'll probably never drink again but I was wondering if other people with anxiety have the same symptoms even when they drink enough to be drunk. Sorry for the long post ",2.0397450620119457,3.9015107684887482,3.728923977951308,88.1110892282958,77.97106109324757,6.629352319706018,22.361162149747358,7.5804360353943165,0.9129181442351864,1183,35,246,17,28,395,167,311,0.2,0.649,0.152,-0.9446,0,0,10,0,0,1,19.0,2,0,1,2,17,21,5,6,16,0,23,20,1,2,2,37,43,23,2,3,13,0,1,1,3,0,5,0,2,0,10,12,15,2,3,11,0,7,4,12,0,2,22,2,38,9,36,20,7,50,0,0,0,0,13,17,0,5,25,168,48,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508147255754936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662439167109909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060903288588471625,0.0,0.0,0.055666859895356816,0.08157233941159102,0.0,0.0708719386611393,0.0744268721645723,0.3622825148042392,0.0,0.12243408404522145,0.0,0.048530996437678005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354833022369659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910554072596257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745051252143902,0.0,0.08207691625449072,0.0,0.0,0.08262512983077806,0.0,0.0,0.081486692290837,0.06966937118594176,0.0,0.0,0.4679392169430514,0.0,0.0,0.06650596694275046,0.0,0.0,0.08226091862114351,0.0,0.15774977116390052,0.0,0.06707690322959893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04025443507272629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845250903612076,0.0,0.04159420711802722,0.0,0.09049115363203772,0.0,0.12734666088121413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672506304391847,0.0,0.1597155105494088,0.0,0.2352066110692681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807935468500007,0.0,0.0,0.1297895071320297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05623261146364312,0.03889461035244941,0.0,0.0,0.07045449245555435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05314191308549508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05852429401668351,0.0,0.061402011493818826,0.0,0.0,0.07471086945229763,0.0780032749392154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05394744078128694,0.0,0.0,0.3736321175477267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05519323259945346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525947633060559,0.08975104922308863,0.07624669796107686,0.08099445923338085,0.0858356612818846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171244427191944,0.0,0.0,0.08115484328697631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911959383029022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665595536081204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654955889851101,0.0598586370601845,0.06398945299173747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052890958821567635,0.0,0.0,0.06320337407991895,0.046422646289648775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810322379210764,0.0,0.07776977283949711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06568858979272145,0.0,0.06319263873548576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380151724063715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633628081913136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ilovetoomuchhorror,2019/01/21,"Anxiety about asking for my food back Hello! So im asking this bc i forgot my lunch and i have nothing to eat and i kinda need it back... 

So, i work an office job and the other day my team and i had a cereal party where we each brought our own box of cereal. Well that afternoon i didnt grab it because i ended up going to the hospital. Anyway fast forward to today. My lunch starts at 12:30 and i need to not sound rude??? i dont know if i am making sense but its between two of my co-workers desks and i really need it. I might be over freaking out about this but i just need help thanks ",-0.6239271653543277,1.4909745354330717,2.18593996062992,93.52804379921257,91.04724409448818,5.064763779527559,15.811515748031495,6.6274283507984215,-0.2387161417322834,454,10,102,6,16,158,86,127,0.042,0.847,0.111,0.8086,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,0,2,10,4,1,0,4,0,7,4,0,1,0,23,20,11,0,5,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,8,9,4,1,1,1,0,3,3,2,1,1,4,2,20,2,14,14,2,16,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,3,9,74,28,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133258958532605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325698257068096,0.0,0.0,0.2678909285014863,0.0,0.10618786262157126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234158366978496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20415564148737386,0.0,0.0,0.17824532103689095,0.0,0.0,0.15428536758574485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21063769693461826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989992262232446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675946472003225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881608595898407,0.0,0.1728619964615428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573320342481162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116276742296372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18479372819238474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5166545504325074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16714512708804188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159399552004504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232963584397998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603756654622281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16511681447381146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17016353589599698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15662253094520515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536325647835339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheFatLazyasscat,2019/01/21,what can i do to stimulate my fucking brain reply here,2.91,5.0288472727272815,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,76.27272727272728,8.036363636363637,29.181818181818183,8.841846274778883,2.7032909090909087,44,2,8,1,1,15,11,11,0.0,0.826,0.174,0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7701828270936923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.637823183060923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dashboard33,2019/01/21,"Please can we find a cure?? Why can’t we band together as a society and admit that mental health is one of the worst medical problems plaguing our society right now. There should be nationwide funding and go fund me’s and all sorts of research to be solving this. I know I can’t wait for a cure, but I can’t take this torture any longer I’ve fought with it too long I’ve done everything I can please help. ",3.625,4.625247690476193,4.479523809523811,87.88214285714287,72.09523809523809,8.457142857142857,28.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,1.9758000000000004,322,12,70,6,6,104,62,84,0.162,0.7090000000000001,0.129,-0.7093,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,3,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,4,0,10,2,0,0,1,15,16,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,3,1,2,1,3,4,0,1,2,0,8,0,6,11,2,4,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,2,42,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675452376641021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521298569018047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22142832813572247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251846911396972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002208541782765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26188790051418426,0.0,0.0,0.16514173257780007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540270261348633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21803645029868707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24819954289501864,0.24829070331462594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16695185900417514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5408973058385785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357501187498656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21040515060804088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18524531636578626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223174903023682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,missmcc45,2019/01/21,"Talking to doctor I’ve (23F in US) struggled with undiagnosed anxiety for a very long time. I’m in my last few months of grad school and things are very hectic between school, family issues, and lots of unknowns for what is coming up next in my life when I graduate. I have to study 6 days a week for tests to graduate and to get my license when I finish but my anxiety is making it very hard for me to sit down and concentrate. 

I have an appointment with my primary care physician at the end of the month and I want to ask him about potentially taking medication to help. But my dilemma is I’m too scared to actually talk to him about it. When I’ve discussed it with my mom, boyfriend and best friend they all just told me to “just ask” but that’s a lot easier said then done for me. Any tips for talking to the doctor for the first time about it? Should I just be ready to explain what’s been going on and how I’ve been feeling? I want to be prepared because if I’m not I think I’ll back out. ",2.809329710144925,4.096621850241546,4.21987620772947,87.85126358695653,74.45893719806763,7.687077294685991,25.01479468599034,8.278499904357787,1.3526910628019326,781,25,172,13,16,259,117,207,0.058,0.792,0.15,0.9717,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,1,2,12,5,0,2,8,0,12,5,0,2,1,31,30,16,0,4,8,1,2,0,1,1,5,1,0,0,8,12,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,5,3,22,3,38,22,5,28,0,0,0,0,16,8,0,3,17,116,30,8,0.0,0.0,0.12546346853089774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743040257567995,0.0,0.19670778224771307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403867722489182,0.0,0.0,0.09886057757406727,0.0,0.0783736387704222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492380403177304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13108327547019938,0.0,0.0,0.110749635934114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291549034008239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631888506307442,0.0,0.1315693313495859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387276632377186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120212682906142,0.0,0.0650076607709605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935956715835576,0.0,0.0,0.09933103815153356,0.0,0.06717128439340077,0.0,0.073067951487289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517135034223625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617617762594207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419121109498924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479978462032502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081112487827442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377831379489485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21860721631948826,0.0,0.0,0.0858198966732577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12951836922942672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057686368915338,0.20524292400392252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673314152399332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122297265379822,0.0,0.12871863439007686,0.2602346270006138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13440681020850334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666686329569142,0.31001339197711897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541462580983739,0.08238095106233137,0.0,0.0,0.14993764720014435,0.0,0.0,0.12285188770281845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154651038333725,0.0,0.0,0.31824529799410284,0.15166504786678758,0.0,0.10312920408018893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,peomiswsjbr,2019/01/21,"Strange head sensations = anxiety? Hi everyone.

I’m pretty old hat when it comes to all of this anxiety stuff but sometimes I just need reassurance and to speak to people who experienced similar things.

I’m 23 and have suffered with anxiety since I was 11. It has landed me in hospital many times and from 20 I’ve been out of work claiming disability benefits. 

A year ago my grandad died of a rare brain tumour and ever since my anxiety hasn’t been great. It’s been awful recently and I’m so worried.

Last Tuesday I had a one sided headache that hurt more when I laid down. I read on google that this can signal a brain tumour. Anxiety was now in overdrive. I’ve had horrible symptoms since and am too scared to see a doctor.

I’ve not had a headache since last Tuesday when I started to worry. But instead I’ve had strange feelings of being ‘off balance’ even though my balance is fine and my husband keeps reassuring me that my walking and such is normal and fine. One side of my body also feels heavier than the other.

I’ve also started getting a ‘pressure’ feeling in the front of my face. Similar to when you have congested sinuses but I definitely don’t have a stuffy nose. I don’t wake up with this, it tends to come on after I begin thinking about it.

I’ve googled it and can’t find much on head sensations with regards to anxiety. 

Any input here?

Thanks. ",3.4469824789097987,5.442670044776127,4.7170343932511365,81.99759571706684,74.29850746268656,7.9444516547696304,30.308890330953933,8.716276077567194,2.580146463335497,1084,50,205,22,23,358,152,268,0.168,0.723,0.108,-0.9469,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,1,17,11,0,2,10,1,22,12,8,0,2,31,40,21,1,2,5,1,3,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,16,16,0,1,5,1,0,4,5,4,0,2,9,7,19,7,31,30,3,36,0,2,1,0,7,13,0,0,19,133,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485899050944584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17115366914727295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277129968277872,0.0,0.4911797458381466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188653423031052,0.0,0.2389198261905259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843613825143678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106075224813486,0.0,0.0,0.10953051889379922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067990206012664,0.09679777567858973,0.0,0.10225380729407388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623242656195625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780631709600608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05590894611789232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798024866236033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21964877045987435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455772507419705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511648987335844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744568550212243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849258176772676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866556012191239,0.07934746425367903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484827570389273,0.0,0.0,0.11229027495478536,0.0,0.1450271453080273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07418810650047795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886888273353608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704017950854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566067056316968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713690023158927,0.0,0.0852740881502378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540831505194421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583683359399187,0.0,0.151486185664614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250224555128902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112256322264068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985215546579145,0.0,0.0,0.07109350007532825,0.06856846933445132,0.10513798106362733,0.0,0.06239910338218865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790544320526374,0.21735017824474054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891171766388211
anxiety,batterybroke,2019/01/21,"Tell me about the first time you saw someone about your anxiety who did you see? what did they do? what was the process after that?

I've suspected that I have anxiety for years now but even the idea of seeing the doctor makes me panic but it's getting worse and I'm sick of it. I so badly want it to be gone so I'm trying to see someone about it",-0.2445333333333295,1.8945840133333365,1.8200000000000005,96.85666666666668,88.86666666666667,4.933333333333334,17.666666666666668,6.42735559955562,-0.2439333333333331,271,7,63,3,9,90,50,75,0.27,0.7090000000000001,0.022,-0.9696,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,1,1,7,2,0,1,4,0,6,2,0,1,0,7,16,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,5,4,8,0,9,10,0,6,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,5,44,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.337363056967251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18410788807467354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256906010375127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14563785270376894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875567781995428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520189788341605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248917117631256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718514112392436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25870867624402033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5271287053669536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736570537623313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19272629849554426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857504272560616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970469941677214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300563292381351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247078476384076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199446086043704
anxiety,SailorFuck,2019/01/21,"Thank you to all the supportive partners and friends. I'm so glad I have my SO in my life. He understands my anxiety and depression and helps me through the tough moments. 

Long story short, we were hanging out with friends and I started having an internal panic attack. My SO said we could go home anytime I wanted but also said he'd help me quietly calm down. Eventually I calmed down with his help and ended up having a great night. 

If you have a support person in your life, don't forget to thank them. They're amazing.",2.833235294117649,5.221405460784318,3.8899607843137254,85.34082352941176,77.72549019607844,6.825098039215686,26.86666666666667,7.908726449838941,1.819459607843137,415,17,78,7,10,134,72,102,0.094,0.5760000000000001,0.33,0.9841,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,2,3,1,0,4,15,1,1,5,0,8,2,0,0,1,17,19,11,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,0,2,3,1,2,0,10,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,3,3,18,11,11,14,1,14,0,1,0,0,18,7,0,1,5,53,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13806319215333482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320720417882215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19640725707636286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13784203380167653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14869786022101694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15291117189775974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667683580529877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098117455567228,0.0,0.0,0.19034040955737475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34715851917531154,0.0,0.1731758175329593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24388685679258726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278433870185565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16201452008629258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025603123651594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074591535040407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284475959062743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219817701946473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3918282983983704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178944488832808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17972829439246002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018297919420921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lisa-quinn,2019/01/21,"I am constantly questioning reality. I'm feeling overwhelmed.

Ever since I became more aware of my mental health problems (cyclothimia with severe anxiety), I have been questioning every relation I have. Family and friends.

I have this feeling of looking back and realizing many absurd things and ways people treated me.

But it is overwhelming because I constantly find myself with the feeling that the closest people to me are bad for my mental health.

And then I question, can this be real? Am I the problem? Am I looking at things from the past with this tainted vision? Am I trying to find problems?

How can I at the same time, feel like people I love so much are bad for me?

How can I feel that about so many close people?

Am I ungrateful? Am I one of those people they say ""she thinks shes too good for us now""?

If these people are indeed bad for me, how can I have chose so many wrong people to share my life with?

What about the good things they did? How can I let that go?

At the same time, do those things ""pay off"" the bad things?

I feel a panic/axienty comming... :(",3.1076582761250933,5.315315173913049,4.050251716247143,85.42901601830665,76.0048309178744,6.869972031528096,24.421306890414442,7.85451343220497,1.4044743961352664,839,28,159,13,19,270,106,207,0.173,0.7140000000000001,0.113,-0.9397,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,1,0,2,0,13,17,0,2,9,0,25,4,0,4,1,35,37,14,0,4,2,0,6,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,16,9,0,0,13,0,1,1,0,10,0,1,2,9,31,7,21,33,4,17,0,2,2,1,12,6,0,4,10,124,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06798141683941422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06833163443004601,0.29679396896960325,0.054171227448076106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19206280682910276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038340334622886,0.07487252370821193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377393320833666,0.0,0.2695966270857968,0.06348511312392531,0.0,0.0,0.16244184500773354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865681298940747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050503979160359216,0.14907134928506602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18891849854186796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908703965012042,0.06276791760309569,0.043414908791591315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14924829501449133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020405542149607,0.0,0.0,0.2702852281213479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791098663970655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06532593754770903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06021716633322305,0.0,0.0,0.10426383088783236,0.0,0.0,0.084831616764993,0.431254201097098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25509516692742035,0.0,0.0,0.2986471279058242,0.0,0.0,0.10114772842218042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706689472867898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039205970288108,0.0,0.07350997609907696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951895047064744,0.05694104940640541,0.0,0.0,0.1036356932884138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06033344412609307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689355125130456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053683330776239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09715983444504346,0.0,0.0
anxiety,beards_beers,2019/01/21,"28 M virgin with anxiety Hey guys and gals (if here),
Hey guys, my name is Aaron and I am a 28 year old guy from Ireland. I love Crossfit, working out and soccer. To be honest, you guessed it, I am also a virgin. I have a major fear around sex and dating.
I have anxiety when it comes to approaching girls and just being around them. Now, it has got better, I can manage it. Anyone else on here like me!",1.0653313253012051,2.954091361445787,3.0996234939759044,91.31883283132534,81.16867469879519,5.595783132530121,18.808734939759034,6.6274283507984215,0.0527120481927712,305,7,66,3,8,103,59,83,0.077,0.769,0.154,0.8221,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,2,8,5,0,1,3,0,9,4,0,0,0,14,13,8,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,10,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,10,4,8,10,1,11,0,0,0,4,10,4,0,2,6,46,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16008933190169053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062847469046851,0.0,0.0,0.1399752828557053,0.20511505954894785,0.0,0.35641743325466885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17704897900652108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17244322428052025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16723040516212345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252658337617683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16010769164172262,0.0,0.22052835737811724,0.5946492912537383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780117103570736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18067642568799644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100623981493551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573839306365213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891375213833198
anxiety,juads,2019/01/21,"Prozac keeps my mind numb but my heart still palpitates I don’t know how to explain this but basically I’ve been on Prozac for almost 2 months and it seems to help my anxiety a lot. But when I feel a panic attack coming on the ‘outside’ of me feels calm/numb,my overall body and mind, then my ‘inside’ like my heart is still panicking. ",5.286617647058826,5.199956191176471,5.790000000000003,83.83000000000003,67.97058823529412,9.15294117647059,27.294117647058826,8.841846274778883,1.7478411764705886,263,7,56,4,4,85,50,68,0.209,0.7,0.092,-0.8271,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,1,3,0,3,6,3,1,0,17,10,8,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,2,8,1,6,9,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,6,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066868687391304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15790084631911294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348178440771185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22927172759101636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778014173481797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087312364700263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4891867519806343,0.13835031053877542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834640908200927,0.0,0.0,0.11343592962208973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084007012170466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17547991276137678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4168246085239166,0.0,0.16475215688425324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24217422794454746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879052476694851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296739111578297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,North_Beyond,2019/01/21,"I made a mistake, everyone laughed and now I overthink I have had a depression and social anxiety. I had a medication from 2014-2016. Depression is gone but I still get anxious every now and then. I'm socially awkward.

I was at dance practice today and I was used as an example. I made a wrong move, awkwardly touched my dance pair's private parts which was NOT on purpose!! Obviously everyone started to laugh for like a minute. I laughed too, but on the inside I was really anxious. I heard that some people made fun of me even after the dance class! I've tried to tell myself that everyone makes mistakes, everyone will forget it and it's not that serious, but I'm scared and anxious everyone will make fun of me from now on.

How can I stop overthinking and getting anxious over this? :(",2.783783112582782,5.401251596026494,4.188638245033115,81.84136796357619,79.39735099337747,8.013410596026489,29.967301324503307,8.841846274778883,2.9472546357615887,625,31,114,16,16,206,91,151,0.251,0.609,0.14,-0.9365,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,7,15,0,3,8,0,11,1,0,7,1,25,24,13,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,7,7,0,1,0,3,0,5,2,9,0,0,11,2,16,6,14,11,2,19,0,2,0,0,4,5,0,1,10,78,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886982760225982,0.5239433384001259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199728022241112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658115606719425,0.0,0.09768939929667893,0.5539562553574828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115386703746076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056645297237463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291323674463155,0.15478954205827242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680326962805805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323211445115485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255580823740638,0.0,0.08038226987651476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427789565592102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11608204649478908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23638443365770856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206708617491386,0.0,0.09259452451011717,0.09693594212565228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134180413494924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099031310723239,0.0,0.0,0.07871963735518288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014000778953026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12676861140263734,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tyfrthmmrs,2019/01/21,Feeling unbearably hot. Temperature is 37.1 but my face is burning and it's freaking me out. I'm only 20 and Ice7 never had anything like this. Can't seem to cool down. Was only at hospital this morning.,0.9788333333333306,3.57450055,3.235000000000003,83.74333333333333,93.5,5.666666666666668,26.66666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.9141666666666663,162,8,29,3,6,55,36,40,0.205,0.7659999999999999,0.029,-0.8205,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,1,1,0,1,7,8,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,2,2,4,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714197248783613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22821435958224776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205051089836136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481062572312146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6865387266806642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4108889161416253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,StinglingNettles,2019/01/21,"How to make up after a “fight” I’ve managed to get through years of my adult life without being so anxious that people notice that I’m faking being an extrovert. 
Though,  as of recently I find myself in a really good relationship that has lasted about a year and five months now. We just got into our first fight last week where I was called selfish and berated foR forgetting things And accidentally re-scheduling things because I wasn’t aware we had plans in the first place. I do this because I have ADD (not medicated) and I just CAN’T remember things ( he knows this). 

 Now, he doesn’t remind me of anything. If I making plans that don’t sync up with what we already planned he doesn’t correct me, he always says never mind, he always just goes along with my plans and if I ask him his opinion he just says he’s happy to do what I want to do.

He says we don’t spend time together anymore, we literally have spent almost every weekend together for a year and five months. He tells me he means we don’t spend a lot of “intimate” time with each other anymore though and it makes him feel like I’m cheating or not into him anymore or something.  We haven’t been together like that because the holidays have been hell and we’ve had to do other things, on top of that I have a job now when I get tired and can’t always be in the mood. He’s never talked to me about this until last week when he blew up on me over it.

 Until last week I thought we were happy, I thought everything was perfect. I found myself apologizing for things that I now understand aren’t all my fault, and we stayed up all night even though it was a work night and basically we talked things out until he was happy. But after talking things through I wasn’t happy.  I didn’t go to work that day because I had thrown up and was feeling sick all day. I went to work the next day and managed not to throw up, but by the end of the day I had a nervous meltdown. I was hallucinating and going through moments of complete and utter confusion and got sent home early.  I’m supposed to go to work today but I don’t think I can handle it knowing that I haven’t made an appointment to have myself looked at  so I can do something about my ADD of which is the main problem in my relationship right now, and my anxiety of which I didn’t know could still get this bad.

 I wrote him a little letter articulating how I felt and let him know that I didn’t want to talk over the weekend because I needed to calm down. But it’s Monday now, I’ve never gotten into a fight with a partner and stayed together afterwards and I don’t know how to make up with him.  I’m not gonna pretend everything was my fault because it wasn’t, but I also don’t want to leave him because I know that his outburst is also due to anxiety and I want to work this out. 

 He’s always been a generous, thoughtful, caring guy. There is no perfect relationship where people don’t argue, I get it, but how do you patch things up after a fight? I literally don’t know how and any advice would be greatly appreciated 

 Also sorry for the scattered thoughts, I’m still feeling really antsy and my writing suffers when I’m upset ",5.552283932283935,5.418505850863426,6.332801561372992,80.32349187492045,67.41444270015697,9.084288684288683,30.403029403029407,8.685302888712808,2.1898150876150875,2485,84,504,35,37,821,245,637,0.109,0.802,0.08900000000000001,-0.9146,2,0,2,0,4,0,44.0,11,1,0,14,35,30,7,3,24,0,60,4,0,10,9,122,113,53,0,10,19,0,4,2,1,2,4,3,1,3,37,47,0,0,21,4,3,6,30,17,0,4,35,8,73,12,75,70,6,90,1,1,1,0,61,29,1,8,55,352,110,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056716352694080874,0.0,0.0,0.058119020883360024,0.0,0.06404896317459463,0.13924452704748522,0.1931768638150268,0.0,0.0,0.03946942439677864,0.0,0.08880140901745959,0.0655690685061749,0.1726812768520251,0.0,0.0,0.047762257982389617,0.0,0.05425988702872293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04846126312474935,0.24766598612312204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0592656808066445,0.0,0.059175999176884785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0608541967109937,0.0,0.0,0.04634049211963047,0.0,0.0,0.14972488200391934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05140651774281505,0.0,0.0,0.038335100003636005,0.0,0.04890149331315157,0.0,0.10432583794687628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804082595147207,0.04146403354871561,0.05572783244763612,0.0,0.05304782317996337,0.0987381743847035,0.0,0.06363824173067481,0.0,0.0,0.12129473743209425,0.0,0.09895699557915302,0.04868148707432042,0.09284033080982933,0.06398968446614345,0.0,0.057469065924459974,0.0,0.24714010295602906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058219197630549314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057596085923184936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22328218730070695,0.1892425085102468,0.0,0.06145634422552958,0.0,0.0593501843771788,0.04099561161996172,0.056711160965721076,0.05817167271140038,0.0,0.0,0.048739271358699585,0.0,0.0,0.04934382516221173,0.0,0.054919177112000485,0.15496952198304148,0.0,0.0,0.06322295002795479,0.0,0.058469540705476525,0.0,0.0,0.05860420227778475,0.0,0.09265449812992133,0.0,0.0,0.043036179855089465,0.1342928747411551,0.0,0.061726564592263264,0.10893386268700336,0.0,0.0,0.0660793166485231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047573352200894,0.0,0.06063980651221504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05553677095366979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436426150399053,0.0,0.05730783793453224,0.1869408262840216,0.06574839577725926,0.04956613688576488,0.0,0.1384680340144611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936458523866912,0.0,0.06497141358546851,0.0,0.12372656897214387,0.0927021878272493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18660252080372533,0.05072981913009279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084754059424433,0.037189909046511364,0.17107303069658447,0.18431020074724785,0.0676875829923621,0.06670883766720337,0.05501545989555877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06042204529535256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369347953128862,0.0,0.1396693897189681,0.0,0.0,0.0538039806263882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055948820708806205,0.0,0.2112703094552095,0.0,0.0,0.04123019531576736,0.0,0.0,0.11212823636144624
anxiety,chesty_cough,2019/01/21,"This sub is a bad place to go when your anxiety is at its worst. I come here when I'm having bad anxiety or panic attacks to try and reassure myself that I'm not dying.

I've noticed this usually backfires as most of the posts are full of struggle and hopelessness and this makes me feel worse.

I get it, anxiety is the worst thing most of us go through so I don't expect the sub to be the light at the end of the tunnel.

However, we should keep in mind that people post here often when they're at their lowest ebb and not when they're having good days, so things can look a bit skewed.

Anxiety is treatable, panic attacks can't kill you, and you will eventually feel relaxed again even if you don't believe it right now.

Good luck, everybody.",5.268623988226636,5.2931497549668896,5.87916114790287,82.79495952906551,68.00662251655629,9.360117733627668,29.360559234731426,9.150863307647796,2.201701398086829,587,19,122,10,9,191,95,151,0.257,0.642,0.1,-0.9785,2,0,0,0,0,1,13.0,2,4,1,0,12,16,3,3,8,0,14,0,0,1,0,22,25,14,2,3,4,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,1,2,1,0,3,5,11,0,0,0,4,12,5,13,22,6,21,0,1,1,0,8,7,0,6,9,83,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4218253392642461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136529000704276,0.0,0.0,0.2302011756902649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15531189786884272,0.0,0.0,0.15049858379166328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874721532996825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890307857500437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14306851990426722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209587678385238,0.0,0.0,0.0910498872916711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940413666477725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202193401880737,0.0,0.15668883596407635,0.2312472856931329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225291126631924,0.1525127153774456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157608865887102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201722122064224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139191133235716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15694531467475029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234790320797677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556915811095433,0.0,0.14402590700956153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26404805044713003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772477902768964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14411274853434586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18316536894809188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359239892568023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16581887601818535,0.0,0.15182440470954273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404828746180871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Angstfordays,2019/01/21,"Saved from major anxiety attack by a song There is an experience I had a couple of weeks ago that I wanted to share.

A little backstory:
Last year I made some major steps in my life. I moved to a completely new city, started a new major at University and generally made some giant steps forward compared to what I had achieved in the 2 years before.

Obviously all of that didn't make my anxiety go away but I felt quite happy with the progress I had made.

Now, what I wanted to share happened a couple of months after I had moved and was somewhat settled in. I was alone in my 2 room appartement and had been feeling quite anxious all day. This feeling kept growing throughout the day.

 Where I live the sun sets around 5 p.m. at the moment, so soon enough it was dark and I was alone in my apartment with my friends and family 5 hours away by car, in a new city and a flat with very flimsy walls, which means there are eerie weird sounds from the roof squeaking, wind blowing or from the other flats around me all the time at night. 

All of this naturally did not help my anxiousness decreasing in the slightest so I decided to move to my bedroom and try some breathing exercises to relax. This however yielded no success whatsoever. At this point my paranoid brain was trying to convince me that the sounds from outside were someone walking inside the flat or on the roof or someone trying to see if I'm home to break in. It got so bad I even locked myself inside the bedroom. So my anxiety went all over the place and I started having a lot of cringy memories come to my mind or conversations that went weird, all the things typical for my anxiety. And I was truly in a state of panic.

This hadn't happened to me for quite a long time which in turn of course fueled my anxiety again thinking I hadn't made any progress after all and feeling profoundly alone. I was unable to get up to even go to the toilet and couldn't concentrate on a single thought, I was completely caught I'm feeling anxious and trying to breathe. 

I did the only thing I could think to do an put on some music looking for a long time for something to calm me down. And heard a song that I truly feel like saved me in that moment. I was truly scared to death at this point and it helped me gather myself a little bit and made me cry the most amazing tears of relief in that moment.

https://youtu.be/lM2Wv5eZCpY

I just wanted to share this story to remember what unbelievable power music has to calm us down and would also love to hear some of your stories of songs that did something like this for you.",7.071276047419191,6.562929874751493,6.994442235476033,78.09729769530963,64.36779324055667,9.758014873720642,32.74493778072307,9.049649993220411,2.644347235107871,2049,71,391,29,27,653,231,503,0.118,0.7140000000000001,0.16699999999999998,0.9842,2,3,2,0,0,0,36.0,1,2,0,8,16,23,1,2,35,0,30,6,3,6,8,76,70,27,1,7,8,0,6,2,1,1,2,7,4,0,27,22,0,2,12,5,0,16,6,6,0,0,35,15,48,17,77,32,21,85,0,0,2,1,14,39,0,13,31,272,75,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06265088531073272,0.0,0.0,0.2196001329998362,0.0,0.05652036163714565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0480627753453136,0.0,0.27033851121361985,0.23953463654800375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258350071303182,0.0,0.08040527692411265,0.13280671323121726,0.0,0.059012332662876574,0.0,0.0,0.06014091104187259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716096553698898,0.0,0.0,0.07889889270765697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0608819668520804,0.1482069541190839,0.0,0.0,0.05642982374779337,0.15640548548434366,0.07763535240160707,0.09116162038513652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302822158379854,0.0,0.09336296778958174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06913565595378245,0.06662797404046017,0.0,0.17868204327748008,0.05049165423160101,0.06786099195382786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054604865479847685,0.0,0.03692580905894431,0.0,0.08033472187746088,0.0,0.05652684363775025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499885385716672,0.07523696778412327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965810193760761,0.0,0.09474659027832534,0.0,0.07089478144834263,0.0,0.06960259622291608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05761117821782785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04992124667505316,0.06905841244773339,0.14167381864415216,0.06240907512117691,0.12509382031860325,0.05935086932756604,0.0,0.0,0.06008704762472737,0.06378874093536394,0.3343813739400517,0.04717743819599166,0.0,0.0,0.07698795942181473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136360996940133,0.0,0.05641369739248901,0.22535535873962576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20478082580309886,0.0,0.0663255652931437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05375303407593413,0.0,0.08292421701721069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384240945803476,0.0,0.13362519665175376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104989388969113,0.0,0.22552102909629934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006324956223809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07075999452353783,0.0,0.05632040872441992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11976876487502534,0.10882119640193774,0.0,0.0,0.1000510715248338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390930043925426,0.09057391998658117,0.0,0.05610963364522501,0.12363695992845625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19194014152387195,0.07687626735704678,0.0,0.0,0.08501571413810341,0.0,0.0,0.05831591685723171,0.12506135580894565,0.0,0.056692816471439776,0.0,0.0,0.13103655161187294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05020690433648335,0.0,0.0,0.09102732585996808
anxiety,thecarrot95,2019/01/21,"What's the deal with your anxiety? This is a sensitive topic for many of you and i want to be clear that i'm not undermining what you feel or trying to make you feel bad. I'm just sharing my perspective and i am certainly no expert. I'm extrapolating from my personal experience and the impression i get from the whole of people with anxiety.

I sometimes get the impression from people with anxiety and other mental ailments that you aren't really doing anything to treat it. I'm not talking about going to a therapist and getting on meds, that might ease your condition a bit but it's no solution. I'm talking about living as our bodies are designed to. In todays world, we eat, we sleep, and we move, like shit. 

Why do you feel like shit you say? Because you stay up to 12 o'clock at night, then get up at 6am, maybe you eat breakfast maybe not, probably a poor breakfast though. Sugar in it? Don't. Unless you want to feel good for 20 minutes and then crash and feel no energy at all. Then you go to your job, school whatever. What do you do? Sit all day and listen to someone for hours with maybe a pause after 45 minutes. Are you interested? No? You probably get tired of listening, draining you of energy causung you to feel even weaker than you already were. Then you go home, watch tv, play videogames whatever. Maybe go for a run. That's excellent, but do you strength-train? No? You probably have an imbalance in your muscles from sitting all day. 

What am i trying to say you ask? Well if you're still reading let me share a personal anecdote.

A year ago, i went sober from alcohol. At first, i started running to get that boost of energy. Spend energy to get energy. Simple economics. Half a year later i started to get anxiety. Why i ask? I exercise regularly. I shouldn't be anxious. I took a look how i used my body. I sat most of the day. Sitting is bad for you. I figured i must have a muscle-imbalance because of the tingling sensation i had in my muscles. I went to the gym and strength-trained. Anxiety went away instantly. What's the point you ask?

I ate well already since a ran regularly but some of my muscles were not being stimulated properly and my body responded by making me anxious since i had energy from the nutrient-dense food i ate. A poor response of my body making me anxious you might say but what does that fight-or flight-feeling say to you? Get up and move!!!! 

Just my 2 cents from my own perspective. Of course you might have anxiety stemming from trauma such as from abuse or an accident, war etc. I'm not saying it will cure you by using your body correctly but i sincerely doubt that most people have anxiety stemming from trauma and not from, uhm, ""incorrect living"". 

If you have somehow read all of this, let me know what you think. Am i full of shit? Tell me!!!

And also share about your own personal habits you think might be tha cause of your anxiety. Just freeball your thought with eachother! No judgements. At least not from me.

Thank you",2.3999430901214645,4.906115457685669,3.8043766811064863,84.69304765140579,80.0880829015544,7.59637588833206,26.07211415951754,8.553620602826744,2.153480285398793,2346,96,451,55,61,770,246,579,0.149,0.713,0.138,-0.9437,1,0,1,0,2,0,86.0,4,38,0,2,15,26,4,1,24,0,36,21,9,8,8,81,89,33,1,6,20,0,6,2,0,7,4,7,1,3,21,22,9,0,11,6,4,13,16,9,2,2,13,16,80,17,75,63,14,54,0,0,2,0,63,17,3,13,22,303,101,5,0.0,0.06651413955466423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049762792197194115,0.05999425930489021,0.0,0.0,0.12389896545453095,0.04489339611259592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34356224247302297,0.19025928019131644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04619664439890397,0.0,0.1574438570585271,0.0,0.05274333187902498,0.0,0.09374547327813564,0.06844219069286453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06128796224838425,0.3117823253605446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057669007250189225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861275341326827,0.05787562966058175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04912658649285639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148860138186783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626085110900348,0.037078502099238304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05491356209224085,0.0,0.0,0.19869478751722708,0.04010487137983513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04775080286540197,0.06788207740879958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639672557570153,0.0,0.12761767215834144,0.04708574180080469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05631081284137894,0.0,0.0552844467408161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05570812630221826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03085187893738018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480945325879835,0.0,0.05485220856912562,0.0,0.09914145094904747,0.0,0.04714163195654846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241729666065484,0.05691494050747744,0.2255919512501907,0.0,0.06235646507210892,0.0,0.056573720997329977,0.23821343177161364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933124149657738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0526815432323783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675669245875968,0.14705214296361058,0.0,0.0,0.05306838730458676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181578201425776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123060277371056,0.0,0.035963326377425574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22321524701016515,0.0,0.056814473098014025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17287400322631574,0.09287557323347344,0.0,0.056178364240406835,0.0,0.04756539455612031,0.0,0.055521741573060286,0.0,0.07946927895277461,0.059835449065348274,0.04483173730641931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024291000529333,0.04906693095702678,0.05168416430594526,0.0,0.06518033836930671,0.0,0.07194169940971917,0.05515512526122476,0.044567160152638674,0.0,0.06452216838475823,0.0532120914001674,0.0,0.06237118601656606,0.07622779254897619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697010804548108,0.0,0.0,0.06622308400116399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094928803636363,0.1561209707354638,0.10131130566942903,0.06267587366297417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230183386187314
anxiety,notlukaku,2019/01/21,"Elevated heart rate after morning dump My heart rate is elevated (tachycardiac) and I am mostly hyperventilating after taking a morning dump. I have quit caffeine while generalized anxiety has gone down, this problem remains (also sleep issues).",12.983421052631574,13.743287868421055,12.62526315789474,38.386842105263185,51.89473684210528,13.915789473684216,47.94736842105264,13.023866798666859,7.3044315789473675,201,11,21,6,2,67,31,38,0.244,0.7559999999999999,0.0,-0.8412,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,1,0,4,3,3,0,0,4,6,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,3,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353613175914004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251479868561874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6975226224093085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30718541672930444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28161697691651444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313037195889594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945246956721539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22128610691487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FedoraVapeWeebKing69,2019/01/21,"Blood Donation reducing anxiety Hey, so quick backstory. I'm from the UK and we have voluntary blood donation for the NHS. I've always liked the idea of donating because I'm a firm believer in our NHS and in general it's a good thing to do. As a rule I hate needles, but I like to try and push myself to do things I'm uncomfortable with. I also have GAD pretty bad. I'm someone with quite a hyper mind and I can never really relax. 

Something I realised after giving blood today, was that my anxiety immediately afterwards was so much lower than usual. I just feel calmer and more able to think clearly. I know you can feel woozy after donation and that might explain it, but I have lower than average blood pressure to begin with. Has anyone else experienced this and can anyone explain why this might be?

Thanks in advance ",3.7106469002695377,5.890014786163522,5.463185085354903,76.12259433962267,74.09433962264151,8.819586702605571,27.709344115004487,9.424239791934726,2.8485683737646004,657,26,115,17,14,224,100,159,0.151,0.706,0.14300000000000002,-0.1076,2,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,2,1,0,2,6,8,1,1,7,0,14,4,4,0,2,27,28,13,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,11,0,0,7,1,4,2,1,3,0,0,2,3,13,5,19,23,2,13,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,10,78,21,0,0.1719533546551952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13751103559272368,0.1430789659691618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26308769130839105,0.0,0.0,0.2404675673791003,0.1761865323515736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435738686406657,0.10482116898447164,0.0,0.0,0.1937325468133716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14364496324187312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17388956546776274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649533263447132,0.0,0.144226315613124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169768338109034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19411440717145087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945010667497744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680154467701816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3648306714517023,0.17362386981045472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12640550087813526,0.0,0.1326210276981488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749383800312162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828935588325972,0.0,0.0,0.11015772210940776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14569551938961992,0.1323780932943916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15831154630471228,0.0,0.0,0.22847633633510175,0.11018076649090118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16299167423510327,0.0,0.0,0.1167450404962346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18938232676573585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15516115694291804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ArashSD,2019/01/21,"Fear of taking meds Hello everyone
I'm having a bad tooth and gum infection
My dentist prescribed amoxicilin for me, it doesn't work, he added metronidazole
But I'm not taking it, because i read on some websites it may cause ""QT Interval Prolongation"" and it has an interaction with sertraline (zoloft)
http://cpref.goldstandard.com/interreport.asp?druglist=398&druglist=562&optionalInclude=81&optionalInclude=10030&optionalInclude=233&optionalInclude=10000&optionalInclude=10001&optionalInclude=15004&r=8084&selectedDrugs_Interaction=%3A398%3A%3A562%3A
I also read horrible reports from QT Interval Prolongation which results to sudden death

Anyone had a similar experience? taking metronidazone and sertraline together?",23.08331926863573,30.9188694556962,14.719409282700422,5.166061884669516,37.9873417721519,12.118706047819972,37.89170182841069,10.980518767755715,6.5458090014064725,673,23,48,17,9,180,62,79,0.16699999999999998,0.753,0.081,-0.8212,0,0,3,0,0,0,49.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,3,0,5,4,1,2,0,10,10,5,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,6,8,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,30,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545203434641266,0.0,0.9200582238654256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597204026164079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877869889662928,0.05751516893431044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692391960838873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015591448834392,0.0,0.0922928611298602,0.0,0.10617050633020188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480209901120767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18875199908860896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21281942729829573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868826366133113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bb7548,2019/01/21,"I'm anxious that I'll be the shortest person in class I have low confidence in myself. I'm currently the tallest person in my class, but I'm anxious that in 10 days when I return to school, everyone would've had a growth spurt and become taller than me. The worry of being the shortest doesn't help with low confidence one bit.

I like to stand tall and bold, but these are only my dreams. In reality, I'm a pussy teenage boy. I'm a skinny kid, and I despise it. Nothing that I think looks half decent in any clothes store fits me being tall and skinny! I've been told by my teachers numerous times that I am harsh on myself and that I should calm down, but I don't know anything different but forcing change on yourself through self-criticism.

I don't want to come back to school in 10 days time anxious and upset.",6.1770303030303,5.6058519151515185,6.363636363636368,82.09212121212127,66.21212121212122,9.272727272727273,32.27272727272727,8.515128840125781,2.320454545454545,646,23,132,8,9,207,98,165,0.168,0.701,0.132,-0.5043,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,1,7,0,12,2,2,0,0,16,23,11,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,7,8,2,0,2,1,1,2,3,4,0,2,3,1,16,3,19,16,1,28,0,2,1,0,6,17,0,0,9,75,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088034309974168,0.0,0.0,0.5526040161828545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341771670918507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253762356974479,0.0,0.0,0.18007713591091834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17800957749900104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17248644996809556,0.14045408998221734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103089485201344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17035370174096384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558023188461054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928971914452412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960862350808803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965853418902466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692186327209518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15645193337969976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11048764898131698,0.12400771320778152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847398725510205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300328475930839,0.0,0.0,0.17009786331329224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447656478268587,0.0,0.0,0.19015282184854712,0.0,0.0,0.1558023188461054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617176661832022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655863124722373,0.0,0.11582682728595264,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xoxoemilyxc,2019/01/21,"I was bullied in sophomore year and it made my anxiety worse During my lifetime, there was this one girl who would always criticize me and try to humiliate me. She was a damn mf sociopath, she would laugh when I had attacks during school & invite her friends to join in on the taunting. She would bring me up into conversations just casually & just stare at me. When I got glasses, she would be the one to gossip about them. I got a new backpack, well she’d talk shit about it 😂everything I did was fucking wrong, I wasn’t even allowed to be human no more. If I wasn’t allowed to be a human, I didn’t feel as if I deserved the right be live like a human. So I just stopped trying and went into deep depression. Look, what I was going through, people will say that it’s not as important as what they’re going through & that I need to suck it up. I had seasonal depression which is caused by change in weather, lack of sunlight was killing me mentally. There was pressure from my family & we would get into arguments. I had cystic acne which took me to seeing doctors to try and get rid of it. I got fucked over by a guy who fucked with my heart and I lost a lot of self respect. And a person had to come into my life & lash out due to pure insecurity.  I was miserable, nothing would get me to become the same again. People thought I was throwing around the words “depression” and “anxiety” but all I needed was a person to listen to. When one day, I pass on and people claim to miss me just know it’s all a lie. They were probably the reason why. ",3.61487370600414,4.7556125936507945,4.810351966873707,84.968198757764,72.26984126984127,7.763975155279502,27.02898550724637,8.18289091462,1.6443416149068324,1217,42,251,18,23,402,167,315,0.17600000000000002,0.779,0.045,-0.9829,2,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,1,0,2,1,16,24,8,3,15,0,32,7,2,5,3,49,59,18,1,11,8,0,1,1,1,7,2,2,0,8,15,17,0,1,4,1,0,8,5,18,1,3,27,6,42,6,43,20,6,35,0,6,3,3,25,17,6,3,11,181,57,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728423813199449,0.4742613658038296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339395612839432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793139411368648,0.0,0.09959224333024884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668382458284587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993027260703595,0.09260836800449157,0.07541012094118163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056457676828506775,0.0,0.2262007071163527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960346862107174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057821002313753464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867756333932162,0.0,0.08252728747519629,0.0,0.04426412348441331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763512617482988,0.2427949199469581,0.13721204509135296,0.0,0.09950485185989856,0.0,0.21004722755603691,0.0,0.0,0.08668084845147862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373829601550452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685281696688912,0.0,0.04811107413798538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06183386385079773,0.04276884851094151,0.0,0.07730164030589991,0.0,0.07351366037221059,0.0,0.09556299108204086,0.07442551157041663,0.0,0.08283483978289423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822226000201495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12982332404194685,0.0,0.08454910180418528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839993995129553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779632114645324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18207286170125056,0.15287748636275142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438563237773176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000828060739874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476082533458372,0.0,0.06961731776163063,0.0,0.08859769393225937,0.06976004641381192,0.0,0.09132593038704652,0.0,0.08986112863804142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318945837035028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036335359840631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949897445711753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726294987114643,0.1783068538293466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871123004780517,0.08115278394976055,0.07899349903406395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921329679754803,0.3731261249126846,0.09571399218355722,0.0,0.056374506335597964
anxiety,monochromedenim,2019/01/21,"Does anyone know how to stop endlessly thinking of the what if’s of things that don’t even matter? I can’t keep myself from sending myself into panic attacks over the least important things, or things that happened a long time ago. 

For example, I saw a shirt today that I liked and was going to go back to the store and buy it on my way back to the car, but I forgot to. I was in a city an hour away from my house and I can’t just go back tomorrow and get it because I forgot. The thing is, I don’t even love the shirt that much. 

And another thing is it was my 16th birthday today. my mom decorates my door every year with happy (age) birthday and puts streamers and decorations up, and I take a picture in front of the door every year, but this year I didn’t, and my birthday is over. It makes me so anxious and I started crying when I thought about it but to everyone else it’s no big deal. 

If it’s like everything else it’ll be all I think about for the next month and it will pop into my head every once in a while after that and send me into an anxiety attack. How do I get over this? Does anyone else deal with similar thoughts? ",3.10386554621849,3.9746759411764754,4.446470588235297,88.11911764705883,73.2016806722689,7.448739495798319,24.504201680672267,7.724431198458867,1.0570605042016807,886,25,194,11,17,294,124,238,0.102,0.826,0.07200000000000001,-0.62,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,12,7,2,1,15,0,15,4,3,3,1,38,34,23,0,2,7,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,22,17,0,4,5,0,2,8,6,3,0,0,9,1,25,4,30,22,3,43,0,0,1,1,6,13,0,3,23,139,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939725782802648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111162040700095,0.08109831738591601,0.11976253951932544,0.0,0.14825106414780742,0.10862105519807838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24120620618279254,0.09960106065035336,0.2445483266226969,0.0,0.06462347507623051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644838208896235,0.0,0.21858589113113697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855423215220006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26567639318912023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14003886386552486,0.0,0.2679571553583443,0.10129829401294987,0.09527607738413174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077300712171442,0.0,0.1807459121162585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374539977189827,0.11285094870721785,0.0,0.0,0.1087981284923598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439972858527427,0.122322751120158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422767143487712,0.0,0.0,0.05826101150127355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035834854921628,0.0,0.0,0.09381662177608133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567929361600128,0.0,0.07076333370145843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415909673630356,0.08461716970161746,0.0,0.0779304678113897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127441688557302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289852322888075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438136247125857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065705884639704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750353095910773,0.0,0.0,0.08863015329188646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970726801629711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521458253543997,0.13585545908688598,0.0,0.16832218455816805,0.06181601338691407,0.0,0.20097254208499934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414679718287052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20480331114060787
anxiety,random_access_cache,2019/01/21,"Borderline panic attack when the phone rings? I am diagnosed with Mixed Anxiety and Depression and have been prescribed Xanax, either way whenever my phone rings (as in, someone calls), I get extreme anxiety, like my blood pressure just skyrockets to insane levels and my heart starts pounding with the force of a thousand suns, I think one of the reasons is that there are some calls that I don't want to receive right now but it happens even when a friend calls, it's like instantly my brain enters fight or flight and I assume the worst, start creating these scary scenarios in my head and feel like I'm going crazy. 

Can anyone relate? Does anyone experience the same levels of extreme anxiety when the phone rings?",7.672615384615388,8.566392069230773,6.8136538461538425,75.15509615384616,62.92307692307693,10.192307692307693,33.17307692307692,10.125756701596842,3.4083076923076927,579,22,96,12,8,177,89,130,0.219,0.679,0.102,-0.926,0,0,0,0,1,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,7,10,2,2,8,0,7,6,4,1,0,18,16,11,0,1,4,0,1,3,1,0,2,3,0,0,5,7,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,6,0,2,1,4,10,4,10,15,4,15,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,3,9,60,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715295665236016,0.0,0.0,0.2263904495798371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841699476933465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18071954352879685,0.4959144892732397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394331225162914,0.16431199939463112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166849265774273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069249031411916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15835664806888955,0.0,0.0,0.0818549822176785,0.11565217700277353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507357233179206,0.0,0.08457932841073074,0.0,0.09200416995078206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431562284048232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16614286962738475,0.0,0.0,0.1918369936463668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23726958033404535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096988890258555,0.0,0.0,0.18993963200929487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16644690165742915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13825069936144088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716641498012952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291690460413804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373071733869968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548520627375767,0.1284984452181767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,StevTheFool,2019/01/21,"Thanks mate Wasnt sure where to post this but i needed to tell someone. Just used all my savings and borrowed some money to get my moped fixed ( which i use to earn a living) and when the guy picked it up he said something like ""hope the caliper dosent need replacing"" so now im gonna have an awful day worrying about that. I had to order all the parts myself and have already been off work for a week so having to buy another part and wait longer would be devestating. ",2.851710526315792,4.608107894736842,3.449671052631583,91.48082236842107,75.31578947368422,6.434210526315789,22.40131578947368,7.1686216300943375,0.5712368421052627,370,10,79,4,8,116,77,95,0.087,0.821,0.092,0.1202,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,7,5,0,0,6,1,8,0,0,3,3,19,18,8,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,1,4,4,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,6,5,10,11,5,9,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,5,50,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21907298438078626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20816669601796892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12802969443567142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371908771769484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19656711299647486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19717625847703935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21443686808662812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698738796592783,0.0,0.17529777957040152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944017791982749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4299580385789729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19012834964179495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18883903903451574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16820629454703506,0.15283125140386247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18710379929851328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17351620265314727,0.18277156840160316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429170031778334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592416619816792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14452573440490488,0.20160782636902888,0.0,0.14102370259774366,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThatWeakGuy,2019/01/21,"Psychiatrist or therapist? Hey guys, so my anxiety has been getting worse recently and I've been having trouble keeping up with it. I've been putting off professional help for a long time now but I think I can't delay it any more. I just don't know where to start, should I go to a psychiatrist or a therapist first? Is there a difference? ",2.3363113006396574,4.802909582089555,4.1697228144989325,82.2155223880597,80.04477611940298,8.604690831556503,27.4818763326226,9.23628265651192,2.7232533049040515,270,12,54,8,7,91,50,67,0.098,0.83,0.071,-0.1621,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,11,15,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,3,0,5,0,6,11,1,12,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,7,37,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677606288310805,0.0,0.1887205152537121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577431069279674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098381022470988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888762463919856,0.0,0.14020209364009276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442662082148099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653540338702312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21927328799839865,0.0,0.0,0.13557677229481274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183167514646792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479959759227332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435809256349692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746115424425457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5728623472904593,0.0,0.15807178906623834,0.0,0.0,0.14384946905612078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514026353038976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kingarthersixties,2019/01/21,"anxious all the time I've just been having anxiety about literally everything lately. For example, I have a mini-fridge that's been making a weird clicking noise and from what I've searched, it could mean a circuit problem? So, now I'm scared my mini-fridge is going to catch on fire lol. This kind of created a blackhole I guess of me thinking about being in a fire or in any situation where idk how I would escape?? Idk but it's really annoying, and I'm just filled with dread and fear all the time it seems. :/ 

Does anyone have any go-to ways to feel better. ",4.1576785714285736,5.290230839285716,5.252142857142856,82.34285714285716,70.96428571428571,8.457142857142857,26.5,8.841846274778883,1.8999071428571424,442,14,88,8,8,146,79,112,0.255,0.6729999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.9546,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,8,8,1,3,7,1,9,0,0,2,2,20,18,7,0,3,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,2,4,5,2,12,13,2,12,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,3,4,52,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28650044730453994,0.0,0.16114779854030525,0.2379762023828037,0.0,0.1472924062344706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18630410746238285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16818805852246255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18434252160279996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893199590189645,0.0,0.0,0.23704146918130484,0.10651171297638927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394361705770965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320563440807093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193610908576227,0.0,0.0,0.23762403433083765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14061149245672747,0.0,0.0,0.2294612062343627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20156500839894184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13494872619743567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21089887066038,0.0,0.0,0.19176918744889007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367810790662741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349769567188099,0.0,0.0,0.2456651332095137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16720533245726826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496407609301871,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Honest_Dragonfruit,2019/01/21,"anxiety is shitty I see a lot of people saying they get anxious if they dont go out but i guess im the opposite and get nervous and never end up going out. Also, recently all my friends ""dumped"" me, now every time i see them i start sweating, my heart rate goes up and i feel dizzy, i have broken out crying but i've sort of passed that now. so yeah",0.2134999999999998,2.210683066666668,2.6982500000000016,92.415375,85.0,5.3500000000000005,18.708333333333336,6.6274283507984215,0.06103333333333305,270,7,60,3,8,93,56,75,0.224,0.68,0.096,-0.8177,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,0,4,3,1,1,2,1,3,2,2,0,2,15,12,8,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,4,12,1,7,12,2,15,0,0,2,0,5,5,0,4,7,38,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17713009447122569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16944366470227432,0.2502271840442605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433027126310161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595914034162312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961795167960108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18661974687282296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199492108433738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17112708943952268,0.0,0.23144480529079495,0.0,0.25176231119728737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440025722635777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624735646187855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239253450225876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18830779057277264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17083119957455364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535572842643951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187003603486055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761423336793857,0.0,0.0,0.35300691747372714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15677585243451525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915596997802326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,brinjalparty,2019/01/21,"Just finished a panic attack I've been having little ones recently but this was my first big one in awhile. I think my new job triggered it. I'm still here, 3 more hours on the clock. I'm praying that magically, no customers will come.

I'm in between the decision of quitting (because I may have too much on my plate?) and staying.

I'm still calming down. I tried really hard to not let the attack happen. Up to an hour. Then I finally had to let up and cry properly in the bathroom. Now I feel drained, tired. But I still have half of my day left to go through.",1.654316205533597,3.6614130086956536,3.262924901185769,90.2897233201581,79.78260869565217,6.2687747035573125,25.23715415019763,7.348242739294969,1.1554347826086966,436,17,93,6,11,144,81,115,0.198,0.747,0.055,-0.9489,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,7,4,2,1,6,0,10,1,0,1,0,12,19,5,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,3,0,4,3,2,10,1,16,12,2,28,1,0,0,0,0,11,0,1,14,65,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620109567054529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698923758308392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705530227221793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17476992351880344,0.10260988666698384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044852266850094,0.0,0.0,0.17429230101450044,0.0,0.1353350591794636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042332367990613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069647044007558,0.0,0.14252727876816906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133737412735025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15788766088685688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17286859404360247,0.32539231214475073,0.0,0.0,0.15946551205802706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696085127894724,0.0,0.0,0.1536650858000277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21562801240459895,0.0,0.0,0.18667602603236935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692282866322388,0.0,0.0,0.1019270590548694,0.0,0.15709748912510882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695852960444358,0.3811855795546328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101948381627526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828683698021223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802219226360146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hannahray16,2019/01/21,"I just need advice, literally anything before I drive myself nuts. For some background, last January 24th I was raped at a party and I still have vivid memories of it as the date gets closer. Last year I went to USMC bootcamp, half way through training I got sent home for pneumonia and injured hips (just got an MRI the other day for undiagnosed constant pain). I made it halfway through bootcamp, and for anyone that knows how the USMC works bootcamp, they tear you down mentally to the point I've seen 2 girls in my platoon try to commit suicide. Since then I've been diagnosed with PTSD and anxiety. 

This year, I travelled a lot, married my best friend, and so many good things happened but I still cant get the ""January"" incident out of my head. I'm about to move 8 hours away from home, trying to figure out how this move is going to work out and all it's doing is making my mind go racing through scenarios and it always comes back to the January incident. 

If anyone has any anxiety/flashback tips that can help it's highly appreciated. I've been on Lexapro, but all it did was make it 10x worse. I've talked it out, and it never gets better. Literally all I've done for months is hole up in my room and sleep majority of the time. ",5.645679012345681,6.06160311522634,6.1214156378600855,80.02903703703704,67.23045267489712,9.27835390946502,31.014814814814812,9.21078282632365,2.5251214814814813,979,36,192,17,15,317,152,243,0.073,0.85,0.077,0.2546,0,0,0,0,0,2,27.0,0,1,1,4,9,6,1,0,10,0,14,8,3,5,5,36,32,17,1,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,3,1,15,15,0,0,2,1,0,9,2,2,0,1,12,2,17,4,33,20,7,40,0,0,2,1,7,15,0,3,15,118,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220342251824814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405673491060677,0.0,0.0,0.08504247041638432,0.0,0.09566761252181967,0.0,0.0,0.1748843356804705,0.0,0.1029105560459756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749436960223608,0.09616046016043292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641357290224708,0.0,0.13123871416359953,0.11060200217055308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772480007054316,0.0,0.13514127123139574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065087116810199,0.0,0.0,0.1269293599256989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797586010558992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661807134101306,0.0,0.1960100307525742,0.0,0.14214458402761745,0.10489116544302536,0.20003765464050285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058674051649993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12834368868809376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382250133193173,0.1321286886246166,0.2508830299823533,0.0,0.12315511719129302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06872758958623075,0.20387490668369776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631826675260866,0.0,0.11833115294229272,0.16695190251823952,0.12678730784799355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260271857659697,0.0,0.1262710620854931,0.0,0.09981862589313403,0.2658297929613419,0.0,0.09272755070781699,0.09645101241319344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306856080534046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821848355089155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461839472500595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344773964548218,0.0,0.12514646414168526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19974000600009728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367911307592536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051539639610717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308174930650708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292124678988635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16980983401379976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09926375105337308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159283040133917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18208473334788647,0.0,0.12744290078311735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16106412105649914
anxiety,tacoboi99,2019/01/21,"Anxiety over my anxiety?? New to this subreddit. So lately I feel like I’ve been getting more anxious just thinking about my general anxiety. It’s terrible. I feel like I can’t do anything. Like I’ll start to do a task then I’ll get anxiety that I can’t do it, then I’ll get anxiety over the fact of “why am I feeling this anxiety, I won’t be able to do anything if this continues.” Overall it sucks. ",1.370357142857145,3.29080460714286,4.238333333333333,83.37750000000003,80.30952380952381,8.961904761904762,30.73809523809524,9.516144504307137,3.2397666666666662,313,17,66,10,8,112,48,84,0.22,0.667,0.113,-0.7119,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,2,0,10,0,0,0,1,8,19,4,0,1,2,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,3,8,3,7,16,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,9,40,15,0,0.16026951767352934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7356344540597358,0.18105893606658785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26377631439479604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431112510877897,0.2289931508986664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25120262431205925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18079099678456226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23489877242775256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15478929887167228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343958951200447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269423552570964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14461831137155395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,You_R_Dum,2019/01/21,"Big time win for me My anxiety manifests itself most when I'm driving or a passenger in a car.  Busy streets, bridges, highway overpasses, and red lights are an absolute nightmare for me, and have been for five plus years.  Last night I was able to drive over a bridge for the first time in over five years and handled an overpass with absolutely no anxiety.  I was so happy I barely slept last night.  I just wanted to share this with people who might understand what it's like to have a win like this.  ",5.881786941580756,6.373395134020622,5.799536082474227,82.27737972508592,66.7319587628866,9.765635738831616,31.630584192439862,9.725611199111238,2.766417182130584,396,15,79,8,6,124,67,97,0.057,0.76,0.183,0.9313,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,3,6,0,0,7,0,7,1,1,0,0,12,11,7,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,4,2,7,6,14,6,1,19,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,3,12,53,13,0,0.2331945583188496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35678639766469084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983551721785181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482399435656076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38016937818591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278541641649381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24738257494582305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4376745918992613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16166774480512955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719552445133663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427637592577283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13754419235912854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30033929994684144
anxiety,proofyhelp,2019/01/21,"I can’t become friends with anyone It is extremely hard for me to make friends with people because of the fact that I get too anxious and overthink everything. I stay quiet for too long and become uninteresting to them so they go talk to someone else. I try to strike up a conversation but it’s because I’m always in my head thinking about if I say something wrong or whether or not I can make them laugh.  It also doesn’t help that I can’t laugh so I just sit there and be awkward

Does anyone else have this problem or know what can help?",3.092929292929292,4.763290636363639,3.9803030303030313,88.29489898989902,74.45454545454545,6.343434343434343,26.767676767676768,6.937597516519254,1.1130101010101008,430,16,89,4,9,138,74,110,0.12,0.7040000000000001,0.17600000000000002,0.8647,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,3,0,8,7,0,1,2,0,8,1,1,2,1,19,15,12,0,2,8,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,7,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,3,13,4,12,14,0,6,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,4,1,59,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391338603127296,0.1447675001430687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965508694340895,0.0,0.2433054247992006,0.17826578263719492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21211641408181225,0.3843003299865254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15225338723751708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906803539683253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563643850679943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688371236844831,0.0,0.0908987524270402,0.0,0.09887834798118864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15585427844633207,0.0,0.17855639028533146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23323380238650698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956163130027564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15396916808433572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322695363491672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061766128801535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16647789674605032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835798440951552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741493259482513,0.13394034203507926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18544235306073886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984066167994666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148105537869786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812279710201355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902227127400738,0.0,0.0
anxiety,madskat97,2019/01/21,"Dermatillomania/ Skin Picking I can’t stop picking the skin around my cuticles. I’ve been doing it for years and it has always been because of anxiety. It’s become a problem as my anxiety has worsened over the last few years. My girlfriend and close friends know to call me out, but they aren’t always around and shouldn’t have to constantly tell me to stop picking. Has anyone experienced this and been able to stop?

(Also, I’ve been a long time lurker on this sub and this is my first post and I just wanted to say this community has helped me immensely. Anxiety can sometimes feel so lonely, but I love that we can all come together and support each other.)",4.50173228346457,6.314853700787403,5.251188976377954,80.03426377952758,71.04724409448819,8.229606299212598,28.44803149606299,8.841846274778883,2.291274645669291,528,20,98,10,10,171,80,127,0.14800000000000002,0.765,0.087,-0.5133,1,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,1,1,5,5,0,0,4,0,16,3,2,3,1,29,22,12,0,3,3,0,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,9,14,0,3,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,4,5,12,3,13,17,3,18,0,1,0,1,9,6,0,0,10,70,21,0,0.165293312292407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13218500212140896,0.27507455439690426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793467944280003,0.0,0.0,0.11557692721579055,0.0,0.0,0.2942921843149877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076126897639423,0.18255347699096136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168782952750771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14238555246979867,0.0,0.1786233490630991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357726520337314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14059840699579365,0.0,0.0,0.12770520304932415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079262299611484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084088164234087,0.13473611092282156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627937990158255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918366782567727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15830530188441233,0.0,0.0,0.15816337651440127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13144787632268692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16347931239624186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4145778312630974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875728919750521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14447364054121614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638385965130852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749427819211083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21288694752438106
anxiety,ntild1,2019/01/21,Paranoia about choking/breathing/hyperchondriac Does anyone ever get bad anxiety about choking on food? It got so bad before i was on meds i refused to eat. And also what about the breathing anxiety? Ive had asthma tests that came back clear yet i still carry around an inhaler and use it often. Its exhausting being a hypochondriac. Its been alot better since ive been on citalopram but still manages to creep its way back ,3.61525641025641,6.641546935897438,4.12846153846154,80.89987179487183,79.64102564102564,6.030769230769232,26.615384615384606,7.3871296695380915,1.8366307692307693,343,14,55,5,9,108,57,78,0.184,0.768,0.048,-0.7691,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,13,4,0,0,4,0,7,5,1,1,2,11,11,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,4,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,6,1,5,1,9,4,1,12,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,6,42,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16645642923927176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184663505967795,0.0,0.0,0.14554240116528158,0.0,0.0,0.1852964608991917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32010698304000684,0.3475909173831873,0.0,0.0,0.17711920117382252,0.0,0.0,0.18409059801675065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23806664569477404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18215231807826493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21298807047062832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18828240350369135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516942177079424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874909757625237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16647551918568604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23120626672693095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17218274426399294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33245561952600033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17977363405202856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16521873866824527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DIRj67,2019/01/21,I feel guilty My new meds have kicked in and my anxiety is almost completely gone again but so many of you still have to struggle everyday. Why do I deserve to feel okay? It doesn't feel right.,1.9226923076923088,4.23171094871795,2.7355769230769242,92.81567307692309,80.53846153846153,6.976923076923077,22.570512820512814,8.07648339933343,1.139558974358974,153,5,33,3,4,48,33,39,0.153,0.789,0.058,-0.431,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,6,9,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,3,5,1,4,8,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958388675101107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260095565765885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097615266841548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4481475745506825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995281524322438,0.0,0.0,0.3281654449379717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853362341123861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523027673257675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359374766271655,0.0,0.0,0.3088563475119012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26658719078934645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,UnderstandingParadox,2019/01/21,"This is my very first post on Reddit, and I am reaching out in need of advice on anxiety. Please. (I just want to address the flying elephant) I am a big follower of everything reddit. Everyone is so polite, knowledgeable, and seemingly trustworthy depending on the level of intelligence instilled into a designated reply. And I just want to be apart of this community- hence forth); With all that being said, this is my very first post and it comes with desperation due to my social anxiety and lack of ability to communicate clearly and effectively. Okay, here goes nothing. For the last 4-5 years I have been dealing with OBSESSIVE health anxiety. Primarily my heart but truly anything, from a new freckle to a slight pain in my calf. However, as of late I have been obsessively checking my pulse. Every chance I get. I cannot explain the adamancy behind my heart health. It’s to the point where I can’t tell if it’s anxiety or if it’s an actual problem. I feel like I’m alone on this and a very anti social person. I don’t want to sound condescending but i hope judging isn’t really a thing as well as I hope someone can tell me I’m not alone in this. I mean, I drink 0 caffeine. 0 alcohol. 0 sugar. 0 enriched flour. 0 corn syrup. 0 fried foods. And 0 stimulants other than my Wellbutrin(my doctor calls it a VERY mild stim) for depression. Every single day I have a heart palpitation(skipped beat it feels like), however every single day I have anxiety. I understand the mind is by far the most powerful, personal weapon which is very much self inflicted, but can anxiety really cause every symptom that points to a heart condition? From chest DISCOMFORT, not pain, shallow breathing, shoulder discomfort, and a never ending feeling of doom. Mind you, I’m terrible at communicating so I apologize if someone, for some reason dislikes my post. I just want to know if anyone else is going through what I’m going through. I’m not looking for sympathy, just insightful intelligence that is unmistakably a unlimited resource on this forum. Reddit boasts the most incredible community of empaths(barring the plebs and trolls), and I really want to be apart of it. Why do I obsess over my heart? When should I actually worry? I work 50+ hours a week and experience no fatigue. But I promise, the symptoms are as real as the sky above us. My true, soulful question is, when should one really start to worry? 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anxiety,alotofquestions86284,2019/01/21,"Anyone got any decent advice? Hey everyone - this is kinda fucking weird, but I guess it’s anon so fuck it. I’m in college and for the past few years I’ve not been the person I thought I am. I used to have hobbies, I used to do things, have fun, laugh and just be ‘normal’ without worries but now I feel like it’s changed - and this is why: 
1. I feel like I’m not in control - I know this will sound weird but I feel like I don’t make decisions, I feel my views aren’t correct, and anything I do is wrong/ weird and people judge me for this. 
2. I can’t actually remember the last time I laughed for real, how fucked is that? I actually have to manually laugh now, it’s well awkward
3. When I go out in public I’m always nervous, fearing the worst scenario - which oddly is as normal as someone saying hello, I’m actually anxious about someone being nice and talking to me. 
There’s way more but these few are the weirdest and idk if I need to speak to someone or if I’m overreacting.
Pls help ahaha or if any of you feel the same I’m always open to talk :) ",0.7438048396616175,2.8035902307692337,2.9474365532166082,91.0450698406453,83.34389140271495,5.291442061774543,22.73086759787527,6.498293943080001,0.5002164469801298,815,29,178,8,23,277,124,221,0.157,0.6579999999999999,0.185,0.847,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,1,9,20,3,3,6,0,19,3,0,5,1,44,42,21,0,6,13,0,5,3,0,1,0,3,0,1,12,9,0,1,9,0,0,1,6,11,1,0,3,9,21,9,19,36,5,14,0,0,1,3,10,5,3,7,10,108,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.3379892094660888,0.0,0.0,0.11281692823182828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19212819007086832,0.0,0.0,0.1570206477676997,0.0,0.0,0.1304262447162082,0.0,0.08072569957845664,0.0,0.09500595463275743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213135957190407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948759380189165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031793528506023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299139508815207,0.2918763011323042,0.2474336593345027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201964823398617,0.0,0.0,0.06561320053205616,0.0,0.09233634075948624,0.0,0.12718178211926226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738406111796711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06344859564582593,0.09410759634072786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16920990171361466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706412969634653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560511005127434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262340268775994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021060072488023,0.08003886552902177,0.10080695546061502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140798603717932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078295227780085,0.0,0.0,0.09181090058260004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29346259513571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18558953632775813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670020655507682,0.0,0.0,0.09165483014330976,0.06732013634431212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994243912209593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916392622059191,0.0,0.0,0.1038038974928174,0.0,0.10417615213675084,0.0,0.0,0.1112901974604506,0.0,0.0,0.11724562406190825,0.0,0.0,0.1262270380886691,0.0,0.07434636040263193
anxiety,RvnclwGyrl,2019/01/21,"Abuse survivors: There's nothing wrong with YOU I recently had a very bad trauma reaction that led to 3+days of non stop panic attacks, hardly any sleep, and trauma flashbacks. 

Thankfully, I've learned from lots of therapy, not to go down the roads that I feel I should, to wait until i'm calm, to acknowledge i'm not in control. Waiting is hard. Telling yourself that the fight/flight/freeze response that's physiologically happening isn't real: there isn't any danger... it's the hardest thing I think I've ever had to do and I do it almost every day. 

At the end, the self blame, the self doubt, the shame arrives. I have to stop the negative self talk. I feel myself switch from adrenaline-survival mode into self-hate-you-suck-depression mode. 

This time, I finally stopped that slide. 

I have anxiety, probably PTSD. It's not my fault. I survived an abusive 10+ year relationship. 

This is for other survivors: 

There's nothing wrong with you. Crime, abuse, is unlike other traumas. It's not a wrong place, wrong time situation. Someone CHOSE to do those things to you. You did not deserve it. You did not cause it. It is not your fault. There is nothing inherently flawed within you that made those things happen to you. The anxiety you struggle with every day, every time a surge of adrenaline hits you and you have to remind yourself what's real and where you are and what isn't happening to you anymore is not because something is wrong with YOU. Someone else chose to do horrible things, you are learning to live in the aftermath. 

Hang in there. You can do it. You'll always be more sensitive, more reactive, you're trying to protect yourself: that's a normal reaction. Learning to acknowledge and move past those trauma responses is hard. 

But stop blaming yourself. Stop hating yourself. You survived and you're going to continue to survive. 

I'm taking it a day at a time, you can too.",3.3646312414109047,6.087802056497178,4.074684684684687,82.8900206138342,77.87005649717514,6.877874484654146,27.64666361276531,8.00916892397051,2.106759444189953,1504,64,264,27,37,478,167,354,0.223,0.7120000000000001,0.066,-0.9953,1,0,1,0,3,0,64.0,0,19,0,4,8,21,3,4,17,0,30,1,1,4,1,48,48,9,0,2,9,0,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,29,12,0,9,8,0,0,6,12,19,0,0,5,5,31,2,36,39,3,38,0,0,0,0,25,11,0,3,21,170,60,3,0.0,0.26632784534268045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750283185084231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06234505952818702,0.0,0.0,0.10190552077361256,0.0,0.1146375196707121,0.0,0.07430720409701154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523999664011461,0.0,0.0,0.06256070783334895,0.045674652286483264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697041334282377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403672298961298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19328622480015664,0.0,0.06453430129979207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259168651085326,0.0,0.06636286241568648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777553639452434,0.18938705917981785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577043373905057,0.0,0.0,0.08207859390820521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516519916201856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19877243678034864,0.0,0.2013589567656378,0.1479493100011689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06616169432091648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370004474308566,0.0,0.07089750394882177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796352791617871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734123080417444,0.21568271663023897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791039904759562,0.0,0.0,0.07152606247209684,0.0,0.0,0.0782825080005819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078371083653796,0.0,0.08758536293878384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17056609358460478,0.0,0.0,0.07398112790320975,0.08044329058705282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126597710439479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422080802525934,0.07498086273183828,0.0,0.12697038684629228,0.057682273916108376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132105963761143,0.0,0.07832970903892189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0563355923997496,0.060223284703274337,0.06548928336569823,0.06898248608040625,0.08568527030337346,0.0,0.19911201752274515,0.04801003696949453,0.0,0.0,0.1747615654437248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05087034596634631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06182241697478605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4096032029866111,0.0,0.048250371413965064
anxiety,teaz0mbie,2019/01/21,"Anxiety ruins everything... Sorry about the long post Ok so even though this might sound all ridiculous but I like posting here cause I feel like people here understand. Ok so here's the thing the past week I was thinking about starting a YouTube channel (silly I know) and my older sisters and boyfriend have all been great and really supportive. I'm not sure if it was a coincidence or like weird signs but after Christmas I was thinking about it and wishing it was something I could do cause I always thought its super cool and something I always wanted to do but didn't think I could. Then not to long after that my boyfriend started saying something about it and I never told him what I was thinking about but I just brushed it off. Then a few days later a picture popped up on my Facebook that said ""I don't know who needs to hears this but go start your YouTube channel"" stupid I know but I thought it was kinda weird that it came up after I was thinking about it and my boyfriend mentioned it but again I brushed it off. Then after that another picture that said ""2019 will being you a lot of fame"" I laugh that one off and thought yeah right sure. Probably after a week or 2 of all that one of my sister messages me and says ""we should start a YouTube channel and get famous lol"" I thought she was joking at first but she was serious and we started talking about it, I thought maybe all those things might have been signs even if it seems dumb. Anyway my sister backed out of it a few days ago but I still wanted to try it since it something I've been interested in and want to be like some of the youtubers I love like glam&gore, shes my fav❤. So even tho I was scared as all hell I wanted to do it. But tonight my boyfriend and I were looking at stuff to help me get started and idk it all became super overwhelming and I just had a panic attack and broke down crying. I didnt want to do it anymore cause I'm not interesting and boring, I feel like I just know that I'll fail cause no one would watch me and I'm feeling like all those things were just coincidence and it was stupid to think otherwise and the whole thing is a stupid idea. Not sure if its me coming to my senses and I should forget the whole thing or if my anxiety is ruining something else for me.. I just feel heartbroken that I've lost and given up a dream I never even started and a failure. (I'm sorry for this long stupid post about a stupid problem)..",2.457331854480924,4.593027430612246,3.0614906832298168,92.08590062111804,77.75510204081633,5.730257320319433,24.121561668145517,6.7026698264267655,0.6944516415261761,1931,66,400,18,46,602,201,490,0.194,0.647,0.158,-0.9661,0,0,5,0,0,0,34.0,2,2,0,5,29,45,9,3,19,5,39,1,0,4,12,113,92,49,0,17,26,3,4,7,0,6,0,6,0,0,43,28,0,0,22,5,0,3,10,22,0,4,30,15,55,23,43,52,13,52,1,6,2,1,23,13,2,13,40,286,98,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057132342269573234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725757771181006,0.06983314435450133,0.0,0.0,0.0675829893452633,0.09861040127174384,0.0,0.06391854285085091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332285535510649,0.0,0.049559204588350614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07371531534615179,0.0,0.2648376680720168,0.0,0.055519237293874216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291851387512074,0.0,0.07079691697297859,0.08313173663645411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053840935680042654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17027836093941834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05792482831510986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13035440573040866,0.1381324361344306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054822390233699315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06734646928844303,0.0,0.036629257540976866,0.0,0.0,0.07105797680775579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264149455944417,0.0,0.04320046395041911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275786825528666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168337661802094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204141398714564,0.0,0.0,0.17111257700838745,0.05412300502381458,0.0,0.07035639662392879,0.054794337762949036,0.0581699709746963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06475016776095162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674565590345678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047789950763944725,0.09941789897768884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310219589037099,0.0,0.0,0.07561991703015954,0.0,0.0,0.061526224067139014,0.04468253636427633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851800860637875,0.0,0.06948958913882304,0.06167135555249523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04128926414750702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0550412060109819,0.12261622062674035,0.10250879686523023,0.06452716838814307,0.0,0.0,0.058674200631917264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05331492470750878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480894646653496,0.0,0.14429629519945572,0.3193335915454801,0.0,0.05147102980435983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378151700792789,0.0,0.07313876807599592,0.18223425239969493,0.0,0.0,0.05180365283155699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21409347483205216,0.24778740978862826,0.06332324524432847,0.2558363523627808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0615861447113996,0.0,0.04375831964075052,0.0,0.0,0.06709625667158868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19007574405735075,0.0,0.10339816839962593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439155364099315,0.0741160134769319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04578447740396567,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,acidandcookies,2019/01/21,"Lightheadedness/fog, heart and chest pains, and newly realized anxiety issues. My story. I’m mainly writing this to help anyone else out there who’s experienced similar symptoms as I have. To preface, I’m a 21F whose experienced lowkey anxiety my entire life but has recently just come to terms with it as symptoms get worse.

I’ve always been an anxious person, but from elementary to high school I thought I was just awkward and introverted (which I was). I never attributed my lack of wanting to meet new people/give presentations/or even raise my hand to my anxiety.

I was raised well, my parents for the most part have supported me financially but not emotionally, and my dad is very narcissistic (a story for another day). This has led me to become super critical of myself, an anxious/nervous wreck in front of many people (especially in front of him), and worried about what people will think of me/my intelligence/credentials as that has always been the focus of his criticism.

Fast forward to college; luckily I got into a school that gave me at least some validation, and my first year I was actually able to overcome 75% of my social anxiety (or so I thought). I was only able to mask it well. I am still a very anxious gal. I am still unable to confidently give presentations. I wouldn’t even be able to sleep the night before and would experience the worst physical symptoms when it came to presentations. I absolutely hated it.

My sophomore year I met a lovely boy who I am still currently dating and started taking BC. I have PCOS and am underweight and I believe BC contributed to my anxiety. I was getting migraines shortly thereafter and was prescribed propranolol for these headaches after seeing a specialist. Unbeknownst to me, propranolol is also a beta-blocker (perfect for my performance anxiety!!!!) and I was able to take these before presentations/interviews and do excellently. I was thrilled.

The migraines went away after I switched to a new BC. However, I began noticing something different. I felt foggier most days. I’d wake up and feel fine, but as soon as I stood up and went outside I’d notice that it was harder to focus. Things felt blurrier, more distant, just... wrong? I thought it was a one time thing as it would come and go for months at a time but one day it just escalated.

I remember feeling particularly dizzy one day walking outside (I live in NYC so there was a ton of people around), and I just panicked. I told my boyfriend (who thankfully was with me at the time) and he wanted to get me inside ASAP. Him telling me this freaked me out as if there was a reason I needed to get inside ASAP and so I dropped to the ground and just started panicking. Lo and behold, my first panic attack! This freaked me out because I had never experienced it before and I thought it was going to become a daily thing. 

Luckily it wasn’t. I did some research, avoided triggers and understood that overthinking my lightheadedness was the cherry on top of it all. I knew that now it was okay, normal, and curable. My lightheadedness actually improved for a bit. I also just remember being so fucking angry at everyone/everything. I would flip at the smallest things and I’m pretty sure bystanders thought I was some crazy toxic bitch. I didn’t care.

My anger issues improved and I started to avoid caffeine as this was HORRIBLE for my anxiety and lightheadedness. I completely cut it out and noticed a major improvement. I went to the gym to release my pent up jitters and it helped as well. Eventually, I began to get this awful chest pain near my heart. I could hardly breathe some days. I saw a few specialists and they all cleared me. Nobody knew what it was. I had a few doctors advise me to see a therapist as they thought it could be anxiety-related. I laughed it off. Heart problems due to anxiety? No way.

Fast forward to today and I’ve still got some chest pain although it isn’t as bad and some lightheadedness as well. It is completely due to my anxiety. I had caffeine after a month-long break and felt very on edge today. Bad idea. I took an edible a few days ago and thought I was going to die. What was I thinking lol.

I never pegged myself as an anxious person as I do love to go out and socialize, but I’ve realized meeting new people absolutely terrifies me and I give way too much a damn of what people think. I need validation in all domains and I’m working on improving myself. Hopefully I can avoid my triggers and maybe even take some type of anxiety medication. I am just worried that the symptoms will lead me to be worse off than better off. I am afraid of spiraling into depression. I have bi-polar tendencies already and sometimes overthink myself into a depressive funk. I’m scared and anxious 24/7 but if you knew me you’d probably never say so because I’d like to think I’m really really good at hiding it. I only tell my closest friends.

My anger/insecurities/fog all stem from my anxiety and I’d really appreciate some feedback on trying the therapy/medicinal route.

Thank you if you made it this far but I just want anyone who may be experiencing similar symptoms to know that it is most likely a mental/anxiety thing. I am going to see a therapist as soon as I can and hopefully improve my lightheadedness/anxiety as it has ruined a lot of days for me.

If anyone wants to talk or discuss similar issues, feel free to PM me. Good luck.",4.628581663933844,6.682643539447737,5.931974762957154,74.29286768375279,71.19921104536489,9.225997481048452,31.842114018202988,9.705712175797153,3.435451167985552,4295,199,737,110,83,1440,408,1014,0.175,0.687,0.138,-0.9912,4,3,1,0,0,0,130.0,0,4,2,10,37,55,7,7,41,3,69,26,10,7,11,160,151,82,1,21,24,2,8,2,1,7,13,1,0,3,55,56,0,3,28,1,1,19,10,27,4,5,59,17,119,29,116,77,30,112,0,3,4,3,41,39,3,22,56,529,174,11,0.1645353001533768,0.0,0.08028135922365409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03646265402350863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04539219878716875,0.06578941004384439,0.06845327518784633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043132402076978826,0.4090744263593406,0.2323475700776333,0.0,0.08628518062764043,0.04214646472233416,0.0,0.036617825161462766,0.0,0.04679566425290523,0.03864658266624394,0.0,0.06869005149199545,0.05014959590602787,0.09085815606869586,0.10500556637478567,0.04634373490900248,0.0,0.03637952554157986,0.04490748337459042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04704613766784126,0.04193867605232298,0.0,0.0,0.07086629606550296,0.08625606589786547,0.0,0.0,0.06568402440662323,0.0,0.0,0.1856953996330329,0.0,0.07085700646308317,0.0,0.042690416196355184,0.04297609227669337,0.0,0.042102212916152466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034362032642391814,0.046270016706648015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150551048644912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03696842962011408,0.0402367738496944,0.0,0.0,0.06239549361762231,0.0,0.11848476804591808,0.0,0.0,0.06997682112878262,0.0,0.0,0.03177989118775997,0.038027558426323035,0.1074536292325763,0.07891862626305937,0.11688650349330502,0.06900220172210536,0.06579695505918627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0368478277277236,0.04061113626326384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14623134216625094,0.055142271718766525,0.04346014455671815,0.0,0.0817103391018114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0464350816418988,0.0,0.12879907931033674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022606074498614983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02905403709631003,0.0401918183279542,0.0,0.03632192111546746,0.03640214075294795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034970507088096826,0.07424976613771636,0.03892181982556241,0.0,0.04170324237975016,0.041324456012878916,0.0,0.0,0.04143800122825709,0.04145322085975034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06566525341204887,0.0,0.03023809432175208,0.06100042012225537,0.1268997667577923,0.11918191362936155,0.0,0.03860130831675947,0.04030241499957556,0.0,0.14049339731793464,0.0,0.0,0.08362003319322385,0.06256825500561257,0.13130786997329855,0.04826168090478556,0.045674244845082264,0.04454392405453901,0.0,0.1425850752500245,0.0718329388357753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041847887941033585,0.04434922053517961,0.03935951531728122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790541448340511,0.04229242296830376,0.04061468980373703,0.0,0.09319321041695183,0.0,0.0,0.03271126866133766,0.04118213471717898,0.08325925393782994,0.0983349988238388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041163531394850135,0.08386150904371596,0.0,0.03166682813138472,0.0406824047521052,0.0,0.08734419923032682,0.0,0.13139810324139842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046678177195632733,0.03876814329981584,0.21376897037575146,0.09278255178343907,0.03306181044422153,0.07190555226048316,0.07574099918324584,0.0,0.09551908251761096,0.13663742796782385,0.10542757669404867,0.0,0.2285896367132137,0.07195639250795091,0.0,0.07798011296886287,0.0393051325754839,0.04570119312730566,0.02792716710584649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018191406178582,0.09704718299309352,0.06530023138696228,0.0,0.0,0.14793699473306454,0.11439440373811074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029945914529406342,0.08354679201964241,0.0838377637501182,0.08766086736043173,0.04497338038339526,0.0,0.05297766939852965
anxiety,gorillazfever,2019/01/22,"is there a way someone can see how many times you look at a text msg on an android? i have to keep rereading my messages :/ i keep freaking out. anytime i send a text i usually have to read it about 5-10 times and it just occurred to me that someone could actually see this and now i feel like im dying inside

i know with apple u can see the dot dot dots but is there such a thing with android?

im so worried oh my god im so worried ",0.2902083333333323,1.8823701041666685,2.705416666666668,94.66458333333335,82.33333333333334,5.1000000000000005,24.20833333333333,5.82211442006289,0.3429458333333337,334,13,80,2,9,115,63,96,0.126,0.826,0.048,-0.7997,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,9,2,0,0,6,0,7,0,0,1,0,13,15,6,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,10,1,9,14,0,9,0,0,4,0,3,3,0,0,5,48,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.16102959364009325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175003339664532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17125819589761135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343589827394911,0.11788583925048025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5347294236594438,0.0,0.0,0.29334356424005503,0.0,0.0,0.09068722865462107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806173716488346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385699705704385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729801883839665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16505838165252373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39448372709006735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27963119010763515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962778764315352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924416619650914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18173930688025225,0.0,0.0,0.1309802154140457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351588986274279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ViktorCage,2019/01/22,"Is that derealization? I have moments when I feel like I lose my consciousness, like I'm not in this place and I feel dizzy. It is sometimes accompanied by short panic attacks.",2.8195454545454552,5.7358587575757625,4.0759848484848495,80.53397727272728,82.63636363636364,6.936363636363637,26.431818181818183,8.07648339933343,2.0453090909090914,141,6,26,3,4,46,26,33,0.28600000000000003,0.5820000000000001,0.132,-0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,6,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,5,2,2,6,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,16,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3906707810455582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472700105089515,0.2453273559838501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355389715800055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3841804063209603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.402909732656985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3587833147379553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33963460275766355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,greengoffa,2019/01/22,Anxiety about hair I get anxiety about my hair really bad and I dont understand why. I have only wore my hair down in three years a handful of times and everytime I do I get a panic attack or just feel like I have to leave or put it up as soon as possible. Its irritating because I get headaches from my ponytail and my hairline has thinned a bit. I wish I could just feel free to wear my hair as I please and save my hairline but I feel like I can't stop myself.,2.0275,3.3677583535353537,3.8968560606060616,89.16528409090913,76.57575757575758,7.77828282828283,25.506313131313128,8.472884824447931,1.5238979797979804,363,13,83,7,8,123,60,99,0.13,0.7120000000000001,0.158,0.5698,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,1,1,3,0,7,6,6,0,0,17,16,10,0,2,5,0,9,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,4,0,1,1,2,3,0,1,1,9,19,5,12,14,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,6,54,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927838856249887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21770269889509647,0.0,0.0,0.1597798624700809,0.1166529266283782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20891850745826426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278754576846829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22427566088290585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902761949490828,0.2734191042777476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999373398814731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20262547022333427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186980299632221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14553995757238164,0.0,0.22452289873272752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100587810312686,0.0,0.2157326930899886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19237236967164004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259184665915784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15998778705144526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158513010289746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19921532095852415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17267507347793326,0.0,0.22005766260914847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323130564939078
anxiety,swign,2019/01/22,Anyone more uncomfortable talking with acquaintances than strangers? Idk why but I don't feel as nervous/awkward talking with complete strangers compared to people I kind of know.,6.557068965517242,10.53121427586207,4.327155172413793,76.95211206896555,78.65517241379311,5.658620689655173,41.73275862068965,7.1686216300943375,4.0016827586206904,150,10,19,2,4,42,25,29,0.12,0.88,0.0,-0.2838,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,6,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622419488892096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3932301930650353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18963529692082387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3905542821086952,0.20611631070813588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600107300750299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6028979860711482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384220552659178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pitbull_kitten,2019/01/22,"Anxiety about the prospect of dying... I’m 23 and for as long as I can remember I’ve had an anxiety attack about the whole idea of dying. The fact that life just stops and that’s it. I used to be suicidal however now that I got my life sorted, the concept of death freaks me out. Its to the extent that I cry, can’t breathe, sweat, and shake uncontrollably until it just stops... 

Does anyone else have this? I don’t know how to stop the thoughts almost every night. I can’t help but think I’m the only one that has this problem ",1.7797247706422006,3.6555809633027567,3.167422018348624,91.76783027522936,78.81651376146789,6.5618348623853215,20.99174311926605,7.554174236665415,0.5915166972477066,411,11,91,6,10,134,72,109,0.215,0.753,0.032,-0.9317,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,2,8,0,8,4,2,2,1,21,15,8,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,10,4,0,3,5,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,3,0,8,0,13,11,2,9,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,7,57,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17186536324670793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625971013557591,0.0,0.0,0.12000957903006315,0.17585799040371247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19525698132308256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18853046881734645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562553040331655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019693805311032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433771028362335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446079576673929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727035431823828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150417852914129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937524344111677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432484689840134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24245851273805374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15188954426856555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16106566831315192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163027638002538,0.13053440734405533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16422932059811154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944263986453741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4304778834636069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18773832377370048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099753080874886,0.0,0.13625719738582462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823555177427614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19162178742769306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,salemblack,2019/01/22,"Never been worse I've never had panic or fear grip me this bad. I'm going blind. The doctors don't know why. My wife is pretending it's not happening. I don't have insurance and just feel alone. The terrible thoughts are just insistent. I'm getting no break and none of the things I do to calm myself are working.

I've never felt despair like this and I feel like I'm being swallowed. I'm sinking and the surface isn't visible anymore.

I guess I just needed to say it outloud in some way. I don't have anyone other than my wife and even with her I've never been more alone than right this minute. I'm afraid for myself and of myself. I'm so tired of being broken in so many ways. I just want to sleep, I don't want to be awake anymore.

If this is a problem I understand the thread being removed. Thank you for just letting me release a little of this pressure. My head is so full of noise and fear, it was nice to say it if even for just a moment. ",1.354357894736843,3.2614501199999992,3.0882631578947404,91.66978947368423,80.3,5.610526315789473,22.02631578947368,6.5966054737557815,0.4378000000000002,744,23,160,7,19,247,104,200,0.18600000000000005,0.7240000000000001,0.091,-0.9667,1,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,1,11,14,0,5,8,0,22,6,2,0,4,34,42,13,0,6,10,2,4,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,11,8,1,0,6,1,0,2,12,9,0,0,6,7,19,5,18,31,4,16,0,1,1,0,6,6,0,5,7,109,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27945599190511083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675926193207597,0.09433350685799996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264576482941505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138088001739336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17821601754809915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30362669237746365,0.13643097649611366,0.09638105717517352,0.12953653915684915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07048587669211731,0.0,0.07667351704212237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862061993157216,0.0,0.11930210906913215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845848674703595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414402803247178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795651373601472,0.0,0.1318222367605851,0.13521712273809006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677944714543885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003543206526548,0.4162093628586573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582899951125023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909242633911502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152139882273311,0.0,0.2145746463635277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13500928813811933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242087114017532,0.0,0.0,0.08962944265402527,0.0,0.0,0.10710494418806042,0.0,0.15506133260620172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404480004438133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15914901671126475,0.2141735039747152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173696621211882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821743825812572,0.0,0.13748670752300124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Anne372,2019/01/22,Made it through my first day of work One day down. I think I did ok. Ten weeks worth of training. I didn't realize how much my anxiety had taken control until I was there. Looked at my heart monitor and it was at 122 at one point. It's not much but I made it through day one.,-0.5022857142857156,1.5228202000000053,1.519523809523811,99.43500000000002,88.66666666666666,5.428571428571429,20.238095238095237,6.868970318607317,0.15030952380952425,212,7,53,3,7,70,39,60,0.025,0.919,0.056,0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,1,4,0,9,10,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,5,8,1,8,1,9,2,2,11,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,6,38,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16784758445683598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460862900731177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4245027199822059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18662951689079446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26000118613137546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18424862975170864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4152209439286729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225822976200143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44603244747351256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074127949795096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14058867913681536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17599697982479826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15973265064986966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Saturns_Son,2019/01/22,You guys and girls are the only ones who understand me. Not my friend. Not my family. Not my coworkers. This is the only place where I can relate to other like minded people for which I am forever grateful. I hope we can all make it across the river someday.,1.4752941176470602,4.0071611372549025,3.4583333333333366,85.40750000000003,84.68627450980392,6.537254901960785,18.303921568627448,7.793537801064563,0.8989450980392153,202,5,38,4,6,68,41,51,0.048,0.8,0.153,0.6977,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,1,10,8,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,9,3,3,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,1,32,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897544663799536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23746787872094724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043376773527001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052807950385575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15016202830727354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20516717829888848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103489941488277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20827711233760732,0.4675267987442527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21308679225390734,0.0,0.3211288990376621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199757057171976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,radio_dj_04,2019/01/22,"Feeling anxious about an interview I have an important job interview tomorrow. Puts me on the path to change careers down the road (have a plan laid out).

It’s a step lower from my current role, but at a better company. It’ll be worth it in the end.

I really needed my close friend’s help and advice prepping, but he bailed. He told me he had his own stuff to work on for his job, which is totally fine! But I don’t think he realized his snap maps are on and he’s at his the girl he’s seeings house. Either option is fine, just why did he lie to me? I even gave him the option to tell me saying “hey if you’re hanging w ... tonight no worries I can see if someone else will help me prep!”

I’m so stressed about this interview and now all anxious the fact that he lied. Why would he bail then lie? I just don’t get it. Honestly I would have even been ok to hear “I don’t want to help you” over being lied to. Now I’m questioning why he would’ve lied go me.. all this when I should be focused on my interview.

Sorry I needed to vent that.",1.154454545454545,2.8372664454545493,2.9672727272727286,93.38090909090911,80.0,6.581818181818183,21.909090909090907,7.554174236665415,0.6699272727272727,798,24,186,12,20,266,126,220,0.124,0.7190000000000001,0.157,0.8338,4,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,3,10,7,0,1,11,1,21,0,0,0,4,29,35,11,0,8,8,0,1,0,1,5,0,2,0,1,10,5,0,0,4,0,1,4,4,1,0,0,5,5,25,6,22,22,5,25,0,0,2,0,33,13,0,5,8,111,35,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586632105291746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141467209942939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296780913608132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470837645581649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614840514255735,0.0,0.12314639627006067,0.0,0.0,0.18366657083128266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703017886746392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742041122761138,0.0,0.07264161461011111,0.0,0.07901849756517987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15670592707360084,0.0,0.2795827148553605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043118040761786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27594751530091066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061898253796886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13977158907433795,0.15575437646437307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907130085446008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056859542461654,0.0,0.0,0.2215905638634756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780644327240827,0.0,0.0,0.1556416539173262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15926755527542988,0.0,0.1591652414882866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152533732312698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908993407415364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285676403575716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200821270916192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37638049769935616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122131741516736,0.14119983455063384,0.0,0.29630581063957395,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Raging_Turtlez,2019/01/22,"Fear of getting a terrible illness I fear I'm developing cancer or that I'm going to have a heart attack and not wake up the next morning. I have seen people post about this before, but does anyone have any methods that will help talk me out of this state of fear? Also does anyone know what may trigger this fear?",5.13547619047619,5.653380603174607,5.723928571428572,82.07732142857144,68.36507936507937,7.56984126984127,26.86111111111111,7.1686216300943375,1.3223682539682542,250,7,48,2,4,81,46,63,0.297,0.654,0.048,-0.9456,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,4,3,0,5,4,2,1,0,8,11,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,1,1,3,0,7,8,0,6,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,2,1,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649527173430248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607041057486445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23869128620273275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19417674984258726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523880876257386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29873198970749043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.768264089218604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917491317318661,0.0,0.0970031805772908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20226038174180525,0.11440533297507527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380300809744213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18152349078048985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833022110116365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634672984900908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718866904580967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lifesucks3,2019/01/22,"I've had chest/lung pain for the past 10 months but can't bring myself to go to the doctor I'm so scared that it might be cancer and that I'm sealing my fate for an early death (I'm 30) by not tending to it, but apparently not as scared of it as I am of my agoraphobia and social anxiety.

I've been hiding it from my mom (whom I still live with) because I know that she will force me to go.  She also has a lot on her plate right now and I don't want to make her worry more.

I'm scared of leaving my house, being around people, doctors.  I'm so disconnected from everyone and don't have anyone I feel I can talk to.  Why am I like this?  I need help :(",2.091458333333332,2.5198407847222235,4.2023888888888905,90.5815,75.18055555555556,7.14888888888889,21.344444444444445,7.1686216300943375,0.3121244444444442,499,10,123,5,10,173,91,144,0.265,0.693,0.042,-0.9899,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,3,4,0,14,4,0,1,0,17,28,11,1,2,4,1,1,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,2,0,0,3,5,4,0,0,2,1,18,1,19,22,2,11,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,2,6,79,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344183196984288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858533588443175,0.0,0.0,0.1175296448381112,0.0,0.0,0.1496321832323593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246367022824818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34408630276533186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606133836068609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498933595589696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910543035363748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126645079177801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19394868532531154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237567405016246,0.0,0.0,0.17797881254148254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211833305189528,0.0,0.14842302435319782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14290071300688886,0.0,0.0,0.11219871540620112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783126918490834,0.0,0.19686030082441425,0.13416464778049786,0.0,0.0,0.12463364496303138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17885536322870055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604571137596786,0.11652967379649333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435445322426514,0.0,0.0,0.5048502499039027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17134251736743772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342337029432142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510116607333938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991414823503051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167147792053173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706994999953673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thisiisneverthat,2019/01/22,"Is it possible I have anxiety? Let me start off by saying I am still in high school.
Ever since I could remember, I had issues with being excessively nervous/worried. I would fake being sick so I could get picked up early/not go to school in order to not interact with others who weren't my friends because I was ""scared"" of not fitting in with everyone else and also I hated being seen alone.
I've always hated doing presentations in front of the class because it isn't only that I become extremely nervous in front of the class, but days, even weeks prior, I feel restless, I have stomach discomfort, my heart beats really hard, I sometimes get headaches, I get shaky, my hands become cold and sweaty, etc. without even consciously thinking about them[the presentations], yet I still feel really ""sick"". 
Besides that, I tend to overthink what I will say to people or how I will respond. Whenever I got called on in class whether it's for a question or to ask if i'm present, I would become so nervous: my face would get red, my heart would race, my hands get shaky, the feeling wouldn't go away until later that day. 
I hate doing family meetups for the sole purpose that I have to interact with others and say hi. It isn't that I hate my other family (who isn't paternal) but I just dislike ""interacting"" with them. The same goes with friends. I like going out with them at times but if they invite someone else, I feel embarrassed and want to leave simply because I dislike interacting with others (whether they invite other friends or not, I always feel like I make things awkward and when I return home, I feel exhausted like I just want to sleep and never wake up)
I am able to order food with some ease atleast as well as ask simple questions, but there are times (almost always at school) in which I feel vulnerable and dumb doing so especially if I mess up.
I also tend to avoid going late to school or even hate getting dropped off where there is a lot of people simply because I ""fear"" they will look at me or etc.
This leads to my next point: clothing.
I also think I may have body image issues which also make me overthink what I'm wearing. I get sudden bursts of confidence and want to look nice for once but then I realize how dumb I must look and people will stare or my parents will complement me: I feel embarrassed and shy, i'd rather wear old clothes and cover myself up for that reason.
I'm so sorry for the long post, I just wanted to spill everything because I am so emotionally drained today, I don't want to interact with people but I do it simply because those people I interact with are my friends and I don't want to come off as rude. I am thinking of seeing the school psychiatrist but I am nervous of telling my parents as I don't want them to worry for me or think of me as weird. Either way, if you read this far, thank you atleast for listening to me. I want to do something for once and tell people what I feel because I want to feel normal more days than not and hopefully be the best version of myself...
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anxiety,tiernapoika,2019/01/22,"My Life Is Slipping Away So. I've been calling in sick to school for almost two weeks. I'm not sick. I'm so anxious, that I haven't been able to do anything. I feel like I'm watching time go by. My life slips away. And I just watch.

I need help, and I need medication to keep functioning. I've had meds before and they really helped. But due to my anxiety I haven't been able to renew my prescription. And now I'm way too scared to call and book an appointment to a doctor.

I'm also afraid that I won't be taken seriously. That has happened to me before. Many times before. And it has always been a shock. I'm afraid that I will be turned down. Laughed at. Pitied.

I'm so tired all the time. I haven't slept properly in months. I get an average of 4-5 hours of sleep per night. If I sleep at all. I don't cook, eat or clean. I just sit around the house all day long.

I've wasted so many years of my life. I don't have a degree, nor a vocation. I've never had a job. I feel like a loser. Time is slipping through my fingers like sand. Week after week, month after month, I keep failing. I can't get a grasp on my life. I'm almost 25. And I have accomplished nothing.

I have everything I need. A wife. A roof over my head. I'm in school. And I know it's ridiculous to feel this way. This makes no sense. But I'm so damn anxious and depressed 24/7.

Trigger warning from here on out!
I used to manage my anxiety well. By harming myself, mostly cutting. But I can't do that anymore. I've run out of space. I know that killing myself would end the pain. This would all be over. But nonetheless I won't do it. I don't want to lose everything. I'm so lost. So alone. So. Damn. Lost.

I don't know what to do.",-1.3828248532289606,0.6178219479452061,1.0149779843444229,99.39471746575344,99.3835616438356,4.250978473581212,16.106898238747554,6.0857270901146805,-0.5414882583170253,1301,35,312,15,56,435,169,365,0.207,0.725,0.068,-0.9933,1,1,0,0,0,1,64.0,0,0,1,6,16,24,5,3,14,0,34,17,5,3,5,47,68,25,1,7,9,1,5,3,0,5,10,0,1,0,13,12,2,2,7,2,0,2,15,19,1,1,10,7,40,5,38,50,5,42,0,7,2,0,6,16,2,5,24,179,53,8,0.1750165829269062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752538267082715,0.09063219883626793,0.0,0.06998034906744853,0.07281390864066294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13388720689762995,0.19771892221766585,0.08678471095238413,0.0,0.0,0.07201186768476701,0.07790093223764143,0.0,0.0,0.1644338408534371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22338933223555135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17871149919542367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056435608613599274,0.0,0.07537076321031656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956844435664807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954282863602601,0.0,0.0,0.07750637239962864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15729361960028987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274046448165452,0.12503188181294858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143894103623698,0.0,0.04973297866804854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738329314056093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898087531842013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730992634467115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617803988853466,0.10097281926071183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683847652659396,0.15556278043167185,0.09681495907228048,0.0,0.14427680534634996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472387767530817,0.1282563929835183,0.0,0.0,0.07744208421981562,0.0,0.09789939439353636,0.19105127471089312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0584124640648744,0.1774393451489776,0.0,0.0,0.09720198448372667,0.08815539731024286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20954485010498766,0.0,0.0,0.19465886791984646,0.06749178909166258,0.0,0.0,0.08212060356421398,0.0,0.0839665657708553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311499191040748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05606005228935428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761106569979116,0.1771261256114528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17514297780999893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041071539015123,0.10057790804753132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518389247376938,0.08548288530772695,0.0,0.0,0.075579067276523,0.0,0.0,0.051614657566796944,0.13892001717599675,0.21058161897963268,0.0,0.07868046334896267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432675904019698,0.0,0.0,0.05635247063042899
anxiety,RyanTheJamesGuy,2019/01/22,"Partner doesn’t trust me at all. I’ve been with my bf for 2 years, and I do my hardest to make him trust me. He gets anxious when I’m away visiting my parents, he gets anxious if I leave the house for work or school, he gets anxious about me being around people. I have a bad history with trusting anyone that’s nice to me, and in return have been hurt a bit. I’m quite naive and want to believe everyone has good in them. 

The last few times has affected not only me but bf too. Although this happened a year ago, he doesn’t trust me to make choices. Most recently, I made an art Instagram and refused to block his mum, whom he is NC with. I plan to have no information on the Instagram so I didn’t believe it was necessary to hide anything. He tells me he’s anxious about her getting info through this account and to contact him. When I tried to reassure him it’d be okay, he brings up past mistakes and why he doesn’t trust my word. 

Usually I am super okay to just, apologise, follow whatever he’s anxious for, help him avoid it.  I know what it’s like to have anxiety so I’d help. But I’m hurt that even still after so long, he doesn’t trust me? Should I just give in again and just let him control my stuff, should I stand up to him about it? What do I do? ",2.315410601976641,3.6210863811320766,3.758598382749327,90.59119496855348,75.75471698113208,7.160826594788857,26.203953279424983,7.793537801064563,1.2920745732255168,981,36,221,14,21,324,142,265,0.141,0.6829999999999999,0.17600000000000002,0.9444,1,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,5,16,18,0,1,7,2,25,0,0,5,1,37,41,17,0,5,8,2,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,1,13,11,0,4,3,1,1,3,7,5,0,0,5,0,34,13,32,30,4,28,0,2,0,0,35,9,0,3,16,139,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982378980610371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477928755470134,0.6259921970929488,0.0,0.0774900146070119,0.0,0.09119788184790402,0.09865596105838573,0.0,0.0,0.1041218515230996,0.0,0.09253257143497304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24971912921220898,0.0,0.0,0.12099000723003935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429741194603648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731975427553743,0.0,0.0,0.10589612058234883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316017625712601,0.106311514748063,0.0,0.0929530699327716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980004081511614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485646345016368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12787485642086854,0.2372766156903735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06090541957596796,0.0903355319700433,0.0,0.1173455497340696,0.0,0.11332402049494708,0.0,0.05414251728965827,0.0,0.0,0.09807486284969877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486339710511634,0.14795041893796673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428588129014761,0.0,0.0,0.1230558205174304,0.0,0.1057930882558454,0.07683071055884351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178738962591436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942433740966157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215878712105187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850338666598262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686581468013106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686418202626763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462177938262116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07524153874012765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12205587162821888,0.0,0.06536627355649735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000051523781978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068045998482895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273275013191936
anxiety,nadinecords,2019/01/22,"How do I go about seeking medical advice at a Walk-In Clinic? Hi all,

I've recently been seeing a new counsellor and she suggested that I go to a doctor as she thinks I'm presenting symptoms of GAD. I will inevitably have to go to a walk in clinic to seek treatment as I live in an area where there is a huge doctor shortage and waiting lists for family doctors are almost up to 10 years. This is giving me tons of anxiety because I have NEVER seen a doctor regarding anything mental health related before, and going into a walk in clinic on top of that and trying to explain basically 24 years of symptoms to a complete stranger sounds like my worst nightmare. Has anyone else had to to this? If so, what was your experience like? Should I prepare myself with notes and bullet points of symptoms I want to go over with them, or let them do their appropriate questioning? 

 Any and all input/advice is more than welcome, thanks in advance! :) ",9.366499999999998,7.285587427777783,9.377222222222226,67.90750000000001,60.83333333333334,11.888888888888893,39.16666666666667,10.411451182825502,4.102666666666666,747,30,129,13,8,247,118,180,0.051,0.82,0.129,0.9231,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,3,2,5,5,0,0,9,0,15,12,0,1,3,22,29,12,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,2,12,1,0,0,5,9,0,1,3,0,0,8,1,1,0,0,4,3,16,4,31,22,5,28,0,0,2,0,12,14,0,4,8,94,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24572820451365074,0.0,0.0,0.12590268918376607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855022434404522,0.0,0.09618482924070318,0.0,0.0,0.08791491457186369,0.12882755133445678,0.10346693096464976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664521429673384,0.0,0.10698888650703277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182787489500894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5147691538527196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503316359647556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299026935721966,0.11852917804728955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206138337240119,0.3572826838097599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336475052114858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856974709941382,0.0,0.12285285546443153,0.0,0.11102388273599018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266620169829258,0.12670853827173156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697246449983317,0.12143299323267685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188576191429879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14084889830360128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414543117898302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019232686467536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3920518580084253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157573657089199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056415074253315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536394636316577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416014030639419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619348970069672
anxiety,greenteasweetpea,2019/01/22,Recommended Anxiety meds?? Which meds have worked best for you?,5.091000000000001,8.268980099999999,4.059999999999999,74.86000000000001,98.0,10.0,25.0,8.841846274778883,3.809000000000001,51,2,8,2,2,15,9,10,0.112,0.459,0.429,0.7041,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860562813434955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3924176380316671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8307063494687097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27222630699098194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,emilyhxc,2019/01/22,"Why does school give me anxiety? TLDR, I have horrible anxiety related to school and I'm not sure why. 

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23 y/o female just starting college back up again. I have my associates so I'm going for a bachelors in business as my employer reimburses it 100%. But, I've always had some sort of anxiety related to school. In kindergarten, I had bad separation anxiety , and I recall the first week of school my teacher sitting me down in our walk in closet/coat rack area, and giving me the option to sit in there and cry the rest of the afternoon, or go join the class. I decided to sit and cry lol.

 Fast forward to 5th grade, I had a fairly challenging teacher that I had a lot of nerves being around.  One day in math when I didn't understand a topic, he had me go up in front of the class and write out problems over and over again until I ""got it"". I remember to this day my hands trembling and tears filled my eyes because I was so embarrassed. Middle school I did okay, found out I needed glasses in 7th grade so it's probably why my grades took a bit of a hit for a while. 

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In high school I did slightly above average grade-wise, but when it came to topics that actually challenged me, that's when I got anxiety. It had me feeling like I was in 5th grade again and struggling to learn things that didn't just come to me with ease. In my 2 years in college thus far this happened too. 

I know I'm smart, I don't give myself enough credit.. but it's like my body gets the horrible sensations then my mind just follows. I hate how it feels. Anyone have any good coping suggestions?! Sorry for the long post, thanks to anyone who reads in advance",3.0076629261976677,4.824942712990938,4.242713638325424,85.69969410876134,75.04229607250754,7.749719464825205,26.02082434182132,8.527137837955566,1.806467328441951,1302,47,263,25,28,427,177,331,0.13,0.778,0.092,-0.7509,1,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,1,0,0,4,17,16,1,3,15,2,17,3,3,2,1,42,44,24,0,2,8,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,15,15,0,0,8,1,2,12,4,6,0,2,17,4,37,10,43,25,5,60,0,0,1,0,8,26,0,5,22,165,52,21,0.0,0.0,0.08424426019664559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718323105388876,0.18707400328050355,0.20979739539296616,0.058706408087778626,0.0,0.3302057121571686,0.0,0.0,0.12072592821386045,0.0,0.0,0.07685075640395056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638136437531499,0.07208077474985804,0.05262511306633739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424847189360616,0.09589161280832484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873691978471293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436444453167318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896558260475755,0.11134960995952582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554673930153147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920052051553508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730066772249914,0.06167316883078015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343106275124382,0.0,0.0946548536272704,0.0,0.0,0.045103130229393815,0.24844277736050485,0.14718759785319813,0.07240833354383115,0.13808973479661493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07634009555545725,0.0,0.0,0.08523161947750857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121090528674652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047443940673215536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435158631441937,0.0,0.0,0.07639809407717899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07339348827243672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871672761171342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401156276599068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0584984933165448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826789350243254,0.0,0.09307683154381036,0.08260481092168469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635196138326658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779347463530758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5242149101868093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663779946838197,0.06110382715476222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024939629034576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136368350196632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947977593367977,0.0,0.0,0.05735288562942116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591425063913236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987111676492343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924759536888464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336944008562168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20979739539296616,0.05559278777266397
anxiety,Every_Muffin,2019/01/22,"Does anyone else become a completely different person depending on who they are around? When I am around my friends and a few specific teachers, I am outgoing, positive, and even funny. In this situations, my anxiety is basically nonexistent and I am very comfortable with myself.

However, I am not always this way. When I am around other students that I do not know quite as well or certain teachers my confidence tanks and I become shy, extremely quiet, and basically don't socialize at all. I get anxious and fidgety and feel like I need to defend myself even though there are not really any threats.

I kind of feel like that I subconsciously think that I have to act in certain ways in certain situations, and I get stuck in the trap of thinking that that is how I must always act in this situations. I feel like it would seem really weird if I just suddenly switched personality traits. Because of this I go entire school years in some classes being incredibly shy and anxious and feel like no one even really knows who I feel I truly am. This creates some real cognitive dissonance and is a large source of my anxiety because I try so hard to be the version of myself that I am happy with.

The problem is that I cannot get myself to be the version of myself that I am around my friends in a lot of situations. I have no confidence in myself and whenever I try to do something I genuinely want to do, I freeze up and don't do it because it does not fit the particular persona that I've taken on in that setting.

I am just wondering if anyone else experiences this and if they have any advice on how to be the version of themselves that they are happy with in uncomfortable situations.",9.050227743271222,7.472455782608693,9.56585093167702,64.71465631469981,61.04968944099379,13.182939958592133,40.410766045548655,12.10132525352546,4.987922318840578,1350,61,237,37,15,458,142,322,0.099,0.722,0.179,0.9825,2,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,3,1,17,17,1,0,10,0,32,0,0,3,5,58,51,25,0,8,10,0,7,4,2,2,0,1,0,2,23,21,0,0,11,0,0,3,9,3,1,1,2,8,42,14,38,43,8,30,0,0,0,0,10,20,0,10,8,188,65,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820121672052827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396674195610213,0.0,0.0,0.1141460224208916,0.0,0.12840734036066911,0.1896264888127852,0.0,0.11736695326409376,0.17198557571524808,0.0,0.2988501068037238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15348275081803078,0.18538081880471305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799551308816861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768550364654869,0.0,0.0,0.14688958290965612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402199213073311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16629831514135132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209638413393215,0.0,0.0,0.2121792215662248,0.23982890936198095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968306874855096,0.0,0.13154465795417694,0.0,0.04769745868147654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17868299426874054,0.0751818083362349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739670821068439,0.0922478021091484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16400931987334286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135145064033505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622305598032676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05687088128194288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656305602830658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030648532815826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926634059539648,0.0,0.09552692040014388,0.16129671493841846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849382671622492,0.0,0.07640368514646398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4716854478627117,0.0,0.08555266739602709,0.0,0.06461084818302633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755363820812328,0.0824575237496832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396139496961688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924828940126394,0.04950212238609635,0.13323416285819906,0.0,0.0,0.0754601524005969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101488978310293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059619095931323335,0.0,0.0,0.054046021603384405
anxiety,Birthinniggasshit,2019/01/22,"Haven’t had a panic attack in almost a month However, my nervous system is still kinda shot, I’ve been getting random dizzy spells, lightheadedness, vertigo & fatigue. Is this normal? Do I need to take more time for my nervous system to heal itself sense I was previously sensitized",6.186176470588232,8.395600117647056,6.966813725490197,67.8231617647059,67.43137254901961,9.02156862745098,30.39705882352941,9.516144504307137,3.3268000000000004,230,9,33,5,4,76,43,51,0.271,0.7290000000000001,0.0,-0.91,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,3,2,0,7,3,0,0,0,5,10,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,0,4,0,4,7,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373562595138868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650305489674411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3832719031848888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17601612302163688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689100267103431,0.0,0.0,0.24980676616726424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300900531372529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39527906242148464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26904843594077565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25330655287636283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19644885157018244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pineapples_29,2019/01/22,"Anyone struggle with “disassociation”? So basically for the past... 5 or more years (?), I’ve been floating around letting life drag me around. It’s the strangest feeling and I feel like my medication may be worsening it. Maybe it’s a side effect? I take Zoloft for anxiety and as much as it helps me feel less anxiety, it also makes me feel less EVERYTHING.. so I don’t even feel like I’m here. It’s like a big dreamworld where nothing exists and I can’t really enjoy life. I can’t remember dates and times. Sometimes I can’t even remember what I did a few days ago.. at all. I’ve been trying to write everything down in a journal to help but I’m not motivated enough to keep up all the time ya know? I just don’t feel like I’m living. I could be in Hawaii on a beautiful beach (I did go to Hawaii actually so this example isn’t even an example because it actually happened..), and I could grab the sand and smell the air and feel the sun on my skin and STILL not feel like it’s real or that I’m really here. I feel like I’m stuck in a dark room watching my life play out on a screen, not feeling or experiencing any of it. Ironically the only feelings I can truly feel are: pain, sadness, loneliness, and MORE sadness. 
Sorry for the freaking book... is this relatable for anyone out there? ",3.3121923076923103,4.696366603846158,5.0469230769230755,82.03307692307695,73.34615384615384,8.584615384615384,27.23076923076923,9.120678840339163,2.1404846153846155,1007,37,210,22,20,343,136,260,0.13,0.732,0.138,0.2902,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,0,2,15,13,0,1,16,0,19,7,1,3,2,48,43,19,0,2,8,0,15,6,0,1,6,0,1,0,13,14,0,1,17,3,0,1,9,5,0,0,5,19,20,8,25,32,9,27,0,2,2,0,4,18,0,4,14,131,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.1823249341123444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280939755736769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470632016902698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635274258542473,0.0,0.14292898904220594,0.0,0.0,0.13064003918999434,0.0,0.0,0.16632360549107214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05694672996164956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917330172260762,0.0,0.0,0.06024686504432668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09652573948550937,0.0,0.1851050726213457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679161030631427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5668192154568451,0.3336890969581811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053091587522000966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260920601468483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523219779974584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830341877125495,0.0,0.0,0.05134007549643383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552620781986514,0.19795163349905814,0.273835820644917,0.0,0.08248978266252566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06235722314111902,0.0,0.09385091125309028,0.0,0.0,0.0941087808770328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867295980300127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963706568432929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710485789088477,0.09940331094219962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917802678103741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063301063689806,0.11969189267645328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116487079105436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239276511618699,0.10457377380789357,0.0,0.0,0.07460371482137368,0.0,0.0,0.09766074978821723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023869054318989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894554393733308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634246723244023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06015811251777181
anxiety,illstayanonymous,2019/01/22,"Does anyone else get anxiety when their phone rings or gets a notification? I use to keep my volume ringer on and would get motivations when I got a text or call. 

I would always get jumpy and it would give me anxiety and I didn’t even want to look at my phone! Now I always keep my ringer off and I’m much less anxious about my phone. ",3.2661428571428566,4.177259042857145,4.367142857142859,88.68785714285715,72.85714285714286,7.885714285714287,21.142857142857142,8.238735603445708,0.6483714285714286,263,5,61,4,5,86,45,70,0.114,0.866,0.02,-0.6248,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,14,16,8,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,11,0,6,11,2,6,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,2,3,36,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212421651372973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953434105579717,0.2180752820703046,0.0,0.1349749794928114,0.1977877836105232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971109297942901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16892675399288887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16125647362042206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127498192927645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4034125340160423,0.1851773366638529,0.0,0.0,0.1543882030819704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431578206250875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16210128634736629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190337661550054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672077947899772,0.0,0.0,0.11385739798287987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4113808543331513,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SpenceySmuckers,2019/01/22,Anxiety is literally like a demo version of having a heart attack. Does this make sense to anyone else?,3.895263157894739,6.770410368421057,6.1255263157894735,68.06618421052633,76.89473684210526,8.010526315789475,25.28947368421053,8.841846274778883,2.7328736842105266,83,3,12,2,2,29,18,19,0.225,0.657,0.117,-0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,2,1,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897560516208898,0.0,0.0,0.2648429978617782,0.3880919985962101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4309026388142911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314619354983384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31641159019791426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44884123506435797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18504663682794975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528302045441315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dostatspls,2019/01/22,"got really awkward in a conversation - how do I get over it? we are supposed to pick groups for a project in my grad class which already was giving me some mild anxiety. the guy next to my asked to be in a group and I said yes - he then asked me to ask the girl in front of me to join.

she couldn't hear me - I panicked. I looked over and was like I guess we can ask her later or something I don't even remember. I was just anxious and embarrassed. he ended up calling louder and it worked. I covered up my confusion and mini anxiety attack and silence by ""I was gonna say something but I forgot nevermind"" soooo awkward

no they're gonna think I'm weird and stupid UGH",0.8573621103117509,3.045190035971224,2.7952230215827356,91.52717505995209,83.89208633093527,6.008824940047963,22.935731414868112,7.3011,0.902588105515588,521,19,113,8,15,174,91,139,0.197,0.741,0.062,-0.9516,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,2,0,0,1,3,9,2,4,5,1,10,0,0,2,0,21,26,11,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,0,2,3,9,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,8,0,0,7,4,21,1,16,15,1,13,0,0,1,0,20,8,0,4,5,70,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831838003770922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25397725078415034,0.1875313909985561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6207458682419844,0.18884759601997456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16950333157622646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14702566314167162,0.0,0.0,0.10964063988607058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672752011607092,0.15924117211406316,0.0,0.0,0.13276440228744274,0.0,0.18286638983125306,0.1643649073829189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18709270871150965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109862732031294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13939718166489215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17654160388841308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063430800386497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18804427753723335,0.0,0.15790286934592268,0.1320089061258198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555879678882189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636532641828313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084910129568086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lord_of_Sporks,2019/01/22,"Today I let my anxiety win...but that is totally okay this time. Tl;dr, Workplace overnight 'team building' event that I am not going to be able to go for a variety of reasons related to anxiety issues, but I am okay with it because I know myself, my needs, and my limits and I am not quite ready to push myself into this type of situation.

About a month ago, my workplace announced a year-end reward/team building event that has us going to a nearby city, spending the day there, going to a hockey game, staying overnight in an AirBnB, then coming back the next afternoon.

At first, I was kind of excited to go, albeit hesitant to be too excited. But since then, I've been getting more and more disinterested in going partly because of anxiety and partly because I don't enjoy spending my free time with coworkers whom I don't particularly fit in with for a variety of reasons.

Last week I made the decision that I am planning not to go, and finalized it tonight. Normally I know you aren't supposed to let your anxiety win since it just gives it more power over you and slowly limits what you can do. But, this time, I acknowledge that and accept it knowing that I am not ready to push myself into that situation given my current state and progress.

I don't feel like I can spend over a day in an unfamiliar city with my outgoing and extroverted coworkers whom I don't really share anything in common with. I am not comfortable sharing a single AirBnB with them that would involve sharing a room, bed, or sleeping in a living room with them. Not to mention, I don't like mixing work with personal and really do not want to spend my free time with my coworkers, I need that time to myself.

Listening to their plans for the day other than the hockey game itself, it all involves stuff that I am not in to and would be left on the outside. The women in my office want to go clothes shopping, the men want to go on a brewery taste testing tour. I don't drink or want to go clothes shopping. They also plan on getting drunk and/or high through the evening. I'm not into that and wouldn't be comfortable just sitting there avoiding the inevitable bugging peer pressure they give people.

I also deal with fears of getting sick and emetophobia, and today I found out my boss is coming down with something and another coworker's family has been dealing with a stomach bug that she hasn't gotten yet. So although I will likely get something since it is everywhere, I would rather not get stuck in a bad situation and have a massive panic attack in an unfamiliar place with people I am not comfortable around.

This year, so far, I have made huge strides in understanding why I feel the way I do, between stress, various anxiety issues, and depression. I have spent a good chunk of time this year on self-care and doing better things for myself and subsequently, I am starting to feel better in general, less on edge and less irritable/angry. But to do this, I need to stick to my routines and give myself time to heal.

This event, as innocent and exciting as it may be for anyone else, is overwhelming for me to just think about (which I know is the anxiety talking) and I don't want to risk a major setback quite yet by going for too much too quickly. 

That's most of the situation going on right now, and although I feel bad about bailing on it and understand the possible ramifications of missing team building stuff, I'm okay with it because ultimately, I need to look out for myself first. After spending so long not properly letting myself heal, I need to develop and maintain a lifestyle that will allow me to actually get some comfort and enjoyment out of life.

Thanks for reading, if you managed to get this far!",11.322012677458215,7.611619961810469,10.795065220807798,64.3059762166693,58.71711456859972,13.868699250877473,44.14841007910314,11.645159339076185,5.0515505160039815,2951,127,524,60,27,969,294,707,0.14,0.758,0.102,-0.971,2,1,3,0,0,0,74.0,1,5,5,17,26,39,1,7,34,3,53,9,2,6,2,118,112,45,0,17,23,0,4,3,0,7,4,1,3,3,41,50,3,3,17,11,10,16,22,12,0,2,10,7,71,29,103,87,15,99,0,3,1,0,34,40,0,6,42,388,112,8,0.057916740908697965,0.0,0.056518384536572736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051339696319378576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926319935598872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06073075269643648,0.2658368896203776,0.0,0.0,0.04049673187466204,0.05934254534475127,0.047660542941715824,0.051558178470868736,0.0,0.06588865391583408,0.0,0.04453439877172533,0.09671611894975776,0.14122203077675333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244530155943186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978028798826323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205451966104013,0.11941923352261673,0.04988360407842976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056736356956977325,0.0,0.0,0.04838200531534469,0.0,0.051297041845652966,0.0,0.0,0.0382534611444024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05459874887077885,0.06517243533471948,0.11713777762716313,0.04137573127748584,0.0,0.0634449587175482,0.0,0.09852790046031534,0.0,0.06350271701682164,0.0,0.0,0.21181374689627214,0.1666770459307119,0.39498502260277263,0.0485778144330552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061192216619768224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090006053399102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060311373188196016,0.12731810459917406,0.047209873885025365,0.0,0.0,0.06292670845939713,0.17767137467518193,0.0409083069053289,0.0848855823612198,0.0,0.05114154330626225,0.051254493170647966,0.0486354756593738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960444123204076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04622859003538368,0.0,0.04257546855351195,0.21472264761720086,0.0,0.0,0.06159511100750036,0.0,0.05674610920208261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795281659741402,0.0,0.12543637291783954,0.0,0.08030435149665614,0.05057066420863805,0.06051066729965696,0.0,0.0,0.0652924232243281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320316613790708,0.05793241400131696,0.0,0.07420589453804133,0.11909611134743694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04946058028433206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0604197919396202,0.0,0.0,0.1437279797242845,0.260403373590783,0.0579585676863315,0.0,0.0,0.08917427341493374,0.0,0.0,0.040993767311005916,0.061731539741088665,0.0,0.0,0.066343431030672,0.0,0.13260162376319734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04655128249525763,0.0,0.0533219536691856,0.0,0.0,0.038477309156959884,0.037110708998793436,0.0,0.0,0.23640202164568155,0.0,0.10979659670936427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058673965905208,0.06966670821294227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708039717948222,0.0459716131309358,0.04645731607299998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05226085029731811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042164077166587176,0.0,0.0,0.12342717308718908,0.0,0.0,0.11188944681078493
anxiety,That-butch-nat,2019/01/22,"Visiting Friends... Always Ditching I always ditch my friends when they offer to hang out, I just panic, I never know what to do when they come over or what to do when I go over their house. For months I have been putting off hanging with a new friend, he's nice but new people scare me, it's so hard for me to meet new people due to my anxiety but I manage to sometimes make new friends. I just always get this feeling of dread when they offer to hang out, I've had people leave so often, so I never like to get close, and hanging out usually leads to getting close.",2.9611685823754783,4.307891017241378,3.779770114942533,90.92001915708816,74.17241379310343,6.1900383141762445,24.09578544061303,6.42735559955562,0.5841601532567058,442,13,94,3,9,141,67,116,0.156,0.746,0.098,-0.7932,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,4,1,10,9,0,3,1,0,5,0,0,2,2,20,13,11,0,0,5,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,2,0,0,9,2,3,0,0,2,2,16,6,19,11,0,30,0,0,0,0,13,8,0,2,14,61,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.345393414987726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105849190255106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918958315448187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06996172875681728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4276032126598228,0.0,0.21687070984766504,0.0,0.07863627366597314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394826513738058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15965515158880675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07604203255546453,0.0,0.0,0.1465090327797022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759836958745004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236001206298797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044198182280117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21343192945038095,0.534536853905159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16234204265618926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877755428457961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390954936862898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138527953141936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13684696769373667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15238999465986547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dimanoll,2019/01/22,"Always getting stopped by immigrations I'm wondering if more people share the hassle of being stopped at airports because looking too nervous. 

A couple of days I was stopped in Abu Dhabi and they interviewed me about my medication, why I took so many and why I look so nervous. I even got a signed document from the doctor with me.

Any tips for this? How do you handle this?",5.505070422535212,6.877210774647892,5.902929577464793,78.03326760563381,68.01408450704224,8.496901408450704,33.91830985915493,8.841846274778883,2.978394929577465,299,14,53,5,5,96,56,71,0.145,0.82,0.035,-0.6986,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,0,6,3,0,2,4,0,3,2,0,1,0,10,10,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,2,9,1,9,6,1,7,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,2,4,36,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17401103789031713,0.0,0.0,0.1422140388570197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748233315996674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313958737329793,0.0,0.13487009572975894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21405110995535132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812690417521728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926061607151104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16725856298990302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512292736366659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21202271096533928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21067420315659305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449828477240249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5245204803663238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323486210728521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774105267956561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226790120192792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ManicTypist,2019/01/22,"Got an interview--Freaking the hell out So, it's just a cashiering position, but I'm so goddamn nervous I cannot even handle it. I need some serious advice and support. I haven't taken any medication to abate the oncoming panic attack because I'm pretty sure I have career anxiety, and I'm totally freaked out. Anyway, I'm rambling and freaking out so I just don't know what to do. 

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Deep breaths. That's what I'm doing.",2.3538692810457498,4.8625280470588255,4.4745098039215705,79.80418300653595,80.29411764705883,7.071895424836601,30.62091503267974,8.167268648758528,2.7359934640522874,344,18,60,7,9,118,56,85,0.3,0.5870000000000001,0.113,-0.9501,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,7,9,2,2,4,0,6,2,1,0,2,14,16,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,2,0,5,2,5,14,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,38,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496144303793839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276770706356974,0.3103893234577297,0.1737089467185055,0.0,0.1954120114911162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29060152820449303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557147381258159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16871666982110042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20429986406502185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14038394156557538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573303889349869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18940659985976135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997055058103501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25987578939088857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289871932441024,0.2407505453430512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103893234577297,0.0
anxiety,Mstycan,2019/01/22,"Are oranges a magical fruit??? My boyfriend bought a big bag of oranges a few days ago at the end of a bad week for me my depression and anxiety levels had been super maxed to the point of me spending most of the week in bed. Then all of a sudden I decided I needed to get it together and do the stuff I needed to do. I even went out and seen friends. Today I read something saying eating and smelling oranges has been proven to reduce stress. So I wonder is that what made me feel better?? I doubt they are that powerful but I'm gonna make sure they are always on the grocery list from now on, Just in case.",3.2885714285714305,4.205258333333337,4.479523809523811,87.88214285714287,72.80952380952381,7.504761904761906,25.904761904761905,7.793537801064563,1.2841333333333336,474,15,102,6,9,156,86,126,0.078,0.8240000000000001,0.099,0.5661,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,3,4,8,0,2,10,0,10,2,0,2,2,18,22,7,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,5,5,2,0,3,1,2,1,0,4,0,0,7,5,14,4,17,14,3,19,0,1,1,0,4,9,0,3,9,69,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18181079452796506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17066152592622222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15690268149119174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712518352322178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18139629767489374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227400179961293,0.0,0.17665429173943992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20987083451581745,0.0,0.0,0.18165974097069468,0.0,0.0,0.13546812043536105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370587453005604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15846151141750964,0.0,0.10715747511463344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940727348699692,0.13690736339423798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30416148099961404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19388794788546293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20515778186492267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16310556388739933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15789775420723934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349439667964076,0.0,0.2347930383353796,0.0,0.0,0.19330646998896886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19441297782532047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32904135210791075,0.0,0.0,0.19013186679325392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224246717124312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nostalgicatbest666,2019/01/22,"Tips on how to get over anxiety over underperforming at work I work as a cast tech, meaning im the one that puts casts and splints on broken bones. The job may sound easy, but there are tons of different casts and splints and all require a different type of mold. It’s hard. I will put a cast on and I will think it looks great and other techs and doctors will agree too but then I’m left overthinking it. I was fired from my previous job for something I didn’t do, so I feel like I have some PTSD over that. I’m constantly afraid I’m underperforming and ill get fired, despite always being reassured that my work is great. Any tips on how to feel more confident in my work? It leads me to thinking about all of my previous work mistakes and then I’m left with a knot in my stomach and feeling sick. I have an appointment with a therapist 2/4/19 but I need some advice and tips for now. What works for you?",2.309808184143222,4.345878369565224,3.25291560102302,91.01868286445016,77.80434782608695,7.155498721227622,23.867007672634273,8.124751697461798,1.2033897698209728,716,24,157,13,17,228,105,184,0.145,0.7240000000000001,0.131,-0.1999,4,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,8,7,6,0,1,8,0,12,5,2,3,2,32,26,19,0,2,3,0,6,1,0,4,3,1,0,0,9,12,0,1,6,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,2,8,16,4,24,19,6,19,0,0,1,0,2,12,0,3,5,97,25,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627728745449604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752564826014456,0.0,0.0,0.087877509985505,0.0,0.09885685979620752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396464419947378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700254834590996,0.0,0.13226738164311225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960203038155795,0.09231844846751708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502957875347207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28494229250030745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576032125647855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395853000836382,0.0,0.2564719751146805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808069326040113,0.0,0.0,0.06313286411216935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085165510004228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14076403462443532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581878587675274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875662827621001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15105724494231848,0.2598138669646841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948380742414126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500403193380571,0.0,0.16560447250209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5644645397050033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,A_Bag_Uf_Plamz,2019/01/22,"Tired of Faking It I feel like I have no agency over my own life anymore.    

My mind goes blank whenever it comes to interacting with other people and I usually just try to kowtow to whatever they ask of me, even if I know they’re full of shit.  I would do almost anything for some sense of validation that I’m doing the right thing or have anyone else on my side.   

Every now and then at work, I’ll try to speak out about what I think is the best course of action, but I feel like it’s always received with skepticism or indifference.  I’ve been in my position for over 4 years, but I’m usually speaking to a group of people with 20+ years with the company, or at least, 20+ years older than me.  No one will listen to me in any case.  The name of the game seems to be finding some reason, any reason, to deflect blame to someone or something else.  Personally, I’d like to accept some accountability for things not always going according to plan, but that seems to be seen as a weakness in the professional world these days.   

The best part of my day is usually the hour of warm feeling I get after downing a liter of wine or a pint of hard booze alone.  That’s inevitably followed by an even worse sense of self, and a lack of motivation to get anything done that just might make me feel a bit better about myself.  The rare days when I go above and beyond the basic demands of life don’t bring any satisfaction, just anger and sadness that I spent more time in sober futility that could have been spent in blissful stupor.   

I’ve tried AA meetings.  I feel like I’m in the wrong place since I’ve never beaten the daylights out of a significant other or woken up face down in a gutter.  I’m too afraid to speak up in that sort of setting anyway.  It takes me ages to verbally articulate a sentence that truly reflects my thoughts and feelings, so I feel like I would be dismissed as some sort of mental case if I tried to speak my mind in real-time.   

I’m not sure where I’m headed with this rant, but I’m hoping to at least get some sort of relief by getting it off my chest.  Anyway my wife just walked in so I better call it a night and stop my pity party.  Hope you’re all doing better than I am this evening.  
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anxiety,tigersjaws,2019/01/22,"Lexapro and these nasty side affects!! My doctor prescribed me 5mg generic Lexapro which I’m supposed to take every morning. I took it today for the first time and wow so I feel shittier than I did before I took it. Nausea, tingly head, (already had a rubber band feeling but now it’s noticeably worse) , kinda shakey and a wee bit anxious when normally I’m not , just really weird feeling and kinda scary - I don’t think I want to continue this medicine as I will call my dr tomorrow to tell him how I felt after just one pill. How long do you reckon it will take until these side effects go away? This shit sucks.",3.4210743801652903,5.22477643801653,4.147181818181821,86.88077272727274,73.87603305785125,6.823471074380167,26.97603305785124,7.554174236665415,1.4967150413223138,483,18,94,6,10,154,89,121,0.159,0.769,0.07200000000000001,-0.9278,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,2,7,4,2,0,3,0,6,5,2,4,0,22,20,11,0,2,4,0,4,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,7,1,0,3,2,3,0,2,5,4,13,1,9,13,1,16,0,0,0,0,5,3,2,2,10,55,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20360211236718584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20843430076165972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17334533415121922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15699727923485182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014279704543738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18839677029929647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18884521380543434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15545056224136894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27986866999560794,0.0,0.17715047740981835,0.0,0.0,0.15693697352449318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485651567589872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18935187853813773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327811716587048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18077240245370255,0.0,0.21005630359299884,0.0,0.0,0.12502306452981066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819645452780668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189388249267594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27744449543704325,0.0,0.16126253764228146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182211805673176,0.0,0.0,0.10758437135591734,0.0,0.17488595119102576,0.0,0.4099761503974733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882382867881726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18802290098018207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ray_leaves,2019/01/22,"Constant worrying that I’m about to get fired As the title says, recently I’ve been having extreme anxiety that at any moment I’m going to get fired. 

I like to believe I have a rather secure position but I second guess everything. 

Did I say the wrong thing? Did I show some anger? Did I perform as well as I should? Does my boss know I’m looking for my next career step and that includes browsing outside the company? Did I take too long of a break? Am I allowed to take my PTO? The list goes on and on... but it’s getting bad. 

Every time he looks at me or the door closes or an employee walks by me without being super nice I just feel like I fucked up and I’m going to get canned. 

Has anyone else felt like this?",1.1438478747203575,3.20099336241611,3.0933959731543617,90.5768277404922,81.81879194630872,5.852527964205817,22.01387024608501,7.03164865440522,0.6720949440715881,557,18,118,7,15,187,99,149,0.219,0.703,0.077,-0.9783,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,5,11,2,0,8,0,12,1,0,2,0,19,31,10,0,2,7,0,4,3,0,1,0,2,1,0,6,4,0,1,3,1,0,4,1,4,1,1,6,8,16,7,18,23,1,17,0,0,2,1,3,6,1,4,9,73,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363268718348063,0.0,0.12782986940590993,0.0,0.0,0.1168391329201148,0.17121212558121265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952023971295693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18826275023105013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18057407933032615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14622899397876818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958932704686153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078766481610885,0.0,0.15017732700377856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449000534479044,0.11937517776395787,0.16044073225583935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544798395720328,0.3492082077778794,0.0,0.18993181844967105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840777995563536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09183294711558823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449076105992981,0.0,0.0,0.1478768844570728,0.2806412538565376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17771111467731546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649895766330911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26576681460060353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512745021019288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101279611679538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743645951174196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024158898743034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16107695865986088,0.0,0.0,0.16969660375327295,0.0,0.0,0.18269594142099316,0.0,0.0
anxiety,butteredgrapes,2019/01/22,"""Why are you anxious? What is there to be anxious about"" What is there NOT to be anxious about? This world is paralyzing. ",0.694565217391304,3.084277478260873,1.5307608695652206,94.3291847826087,100.30434782608695,4.039130434782609,23.14130434782609,5.985473137389443,0.4820521739130434,94,4,19,1,4,29,14,23,0.241,0.759,0.0,-0.6553,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9663362205987628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572825465493123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Panic563,2019/01/22,"The timing never fails. Every year around this time I hit anxiety / depression mode. I don't know how to shake it. I remind myself how little I have achieved in my career, how cold it is outside, and what my future looks like.",2.91,5.0288472727272815,3.986363636363638,86.07454545454546,76.27272727272728,6.218181818181819,20.090909090909093,7.1686216300943375,0.5703363636363639,176,4,33,2,4,57,37,44,0.155,0.74,0.105,-0.3111,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,3,1,7,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,2,7,1,3,5,0,9,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,6,23,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28028403239960403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32616092188627105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31556743810146964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086957265166264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013559807603672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17899753003254829,0.36721469128436,0.0,0.0,0.307671683676752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28257921333647085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4272848576254459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359403571104968
anxiety,LDeezzy15,2019/01/22,Anxiety with college So basically I’m 20 years old and I’ve had anxiety ever since I’ve graduated high school and I’ve managed to get it down significantly with working out and eating right but for me he one thing that brings back unbearable anxiety is when I have to sit in a class room. I’m currently at community college and I’ve taken as many online classes as I can and I’m this last spring semester plus 2 summer classes away from graduating with an associates degree. Everyday tho I don’t even know why sitting in class feels unbearable. Any tips with sitting in class? I’ve been struggling horribly but really wanna finish this degree. Idk what I can do I don’t get anxiety any other time like I used to unless it’s going to a party or a bar. Haven’t been to a therapist or anything because I can’t afford it and don’t get any money from my parents. (Insurance doesn’t cover it) I never had anxiety during high school and was seen as like “the man” so I don’t think it’s from not knowing anyone was I’m sociable but I think it’s my body telling me I’m going the wrong way in life idk what signs to follow :(,1.915204101006268,4.156399069868996,4.3183709891779,81.83568065312325,80.13537117903931,7.650730966394532,24.803683311182837,8.587818076936951,2.0052326181887232,893,34,174,21,23,311,126,229,0.128,0.81,0.063,-0.8873,3,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,1,7,0,18,4,1,1,2,30,38,21,0,1,7,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,13,13,2,0,5,1,1,4,9,2,0,1,8,2,14,2,28,30,0,33,0,0,1,0,4,12,0,2,15,102,27,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692020207758874,0.0,0.5047265303164078,0.0,0.0,0.09226608841582794,0.0,0.1085878209287824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397617947771955,0.10146534261913302,0.0,0.08043861673973314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465723918069401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502303098079824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871551126417982,0.1193609611338486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06672047377077152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20682331276197588,0.0,0.14998627186011396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27883565945392225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450381666876305,0.10756103508444376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320380403907348,0.12893321320528106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13378178108851765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10177192376304517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13846470180359607,0.0,0.08941620472738462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652054556350672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453382914469641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268895198102755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26709125354033897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10915463932672244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794814255392282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153345915404402,0.0,0.0,0.15321006542829432,0.08766511874753186,0.16910302630119645,0.0,0.0,0.07694409196259884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396685695354535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473983270761296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906897201340995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606489935693338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442722096875495,0.0,0.08497477133211352
anxiety,SmokeyHooves,2019/01/22,Is a violent outburst common in people with anxiety? My girlfriend gets anxiety attacks once or twice a week. And sometimes she screams at me and slams doors and throws things. When I bring up that she should see someone about these outbursts she says it’s just a mental break down caused by anxiety. Is it common to have violent outburst when having n anxiety attack?,4.3046695095948815,7.2601607462686575,4.345842217484009,80.95283582089553,75.86567164179105,7.410660980810236,30.466950959488273,8.418075326091056,2.8256413646055445,298,14,48,6,7,92,52,67,0.308,0.6920000000000001,0.0,-0.9646,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,4,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,8,8,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,1,0,3,6,0,8,7,0,12,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,1,5,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6444239928135806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4791685927959998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21634095555002894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100281513943893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21223207131839344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242787503706799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460013250202433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674750516235267,0.0,0.0,0.1678184071155332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17843801029454082,0.0,0.20828564940621933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991117580629744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16892807368787924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Msaubee,2019/01/22,"Welburton XL, Zoloft, Ativan I [F 22] don't even know if this is where to ask these questions. If anyone has a suggestion on a better sub let me know. 

Back in September I started taking Wellbutrin XL 150mg for depression and anxiety. As I became more accustomed to it, my depression is so much more manageable. My harmful thoughts, feelings, emotions. As time has gone on, my depression is still manageable and my anxiety got worse and worse. I had mentioned it to my psychiatrist and she gave me a prescription for Xanax. I tried the Xanax a few times and it worked ok in social situations. 

About a month ago, I ran into some family problems. My sister  [F 16] got re-introduced into my and my parents life which was stressful for them and I watched them be very stressed and I felt like I was unable to help. The day she came home, my step father got diagnosed with Lukemia. This was also the Friday before Christmas. I spent two weeks back and forth from the hospital almost every day to be there for him and my mom. I was anxious as all heck but I was doing alright. I know myself and when things get tough, my depression starts to spiral. I talked to my psychiatrist and asked if I could increase my Welburton XL. She increased it to 300mg. Huge mistake. I started feeling more anxious but figured it was stress factors in my life. The next week, so second week of January, things started to calm down a bit. Then I went into a dissaccociation/depersonalization spree. I believe this is what it was since the descriptions of this are what most closely identifies with how I was feeling. I was talking to my therapist about recent changes and realized this had started since the medication increase. I talked to my psychiatrist again and we lowered my dose back down to 150mg. I haven't been myself since. I have finally snapped out of the disassociation. I talked to her again and asked what I can do about the anxiety. She gave me a prescription for Zoloft and Ativan. 

We changed from Xanax because during the midst of my recent stress, I was having a problem where I would take the Xanax, it wouldn't help, then the next day/later on I felt more anxious than I did before I took it. This happened twice. 

I guess my question is, is Welburton XL, Zoloft, Lyrin (birth control) and Ativan (as needed) okay to take all together? I'm nervous due to my previous side effects from the Welburton XL increase. 

TL;DR: Taking Welburton XL, increased dosage, had bad side effects, lowered back down to previous dosage with new perscription of Zoloft and Ativan. Also already taking birth control. Is this abnormal or raise any red flags? ",4.3873899161265735,6.738122223360659,4.915964544414791,80.03109416698439,72.66803278688525,7.982157834540602,29.996378192908892,8.775028230273154,2.6472796797560045,2087,91,367,42,43,665,227,488,0.12,0.8009999999999999,0.079,-0.9569,3,0,0,0,0,0,68.0,2,0,2,6,20,21,0,5,22,3,38,13,0,5,2,66,76,36,0,10,6,4,5,1,0,2,13,0,1,0,22,29,0,2,15,0,1,11,3,15,0,3,29,7,66,6,53,41,16,63,0,4,2,0,30,19,1,10,34,257,88,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06060113362732199,0.0,0.06845731752998316,0.0,0.0754420866502377,0.10934236511580328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04649030347704183,0.0,0.1568963007760848,0.2316977716407597,0.0,0.04780214991026127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19173514586150514,0.0,0.0,0.2102727709325444,0.057081623661434835,0.04167445355044611,0.0,0.11634655658706383,0.0770235449728626,0.0,0.060462973628372,0.07463648694073924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781909422616377,0.0,0.0,0.1446414608851086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15335352688820594,0.054583606800531884,0.0,0.0,0.1322686226517646,0.0,0.2355294770552267,0.06938867643660931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690102491086248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04515420379774383,0.0,0.05760016264119875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06444810377566944,0.0,0.10370165715381996,0.0,0.13128156197888682,0.07489012785162895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035717705791057874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16403235745984907,0.0,0.07531136486231976,0.0,0.060454630515512975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164676204832976,0.0,0.06857531386383778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271426434810615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990748219116734,0.09657594224224438,0.033399512713022037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887018833197651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006784691938676,0.05456800805188094,0.0,0.05025588081017408,0.05069151862571775,0.0,0.06602700093412724,0.1454131528061381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591084876595358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13083146639360654,0.0,0.0,0.15316809859151442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13500368033778476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16965582443401991,0.07684472626118713,0.0,0.0696891470444048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419442408898615,0.0,0.05459609445718569,0.0,0.3132458831991345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257008527834487,0.21979565079378865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937662299454211,0.09083686585658904,0.0,0.0,0.05427389237118818,0.07972794949599521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595563696077326,0.046415106934421135,0.0,0.0667823251886117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05640799252136802,0.0,0.0,0.16451398554010865,0.0,0.0,0.06337471158555377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049770276371513884,0.0,0.13933882927888627,0.048564282908675385,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mintyyyyyyy,2019/01/22,"Is there any longer lasting anti-anxiety medication? (E.G like the patch or injections used for contraception?) I’m the worst at taking tablets regularly, no phone alarm or ‘as soon as I get up’ ever reminded me to take my birth control. I’d on average miss 5 pills a month on my contraception and so a few years back my doctor recommended the patch which I change weekly, which has for some reason been much easier to remember. I’m easily missing as many days or more with my medication for my anxiety and it’s really leaving me in a mess, I was wondering if there’s anything longer lasting or similar I could try? Thanks for any and all advice  xo",4.995004444444447,6.387975576000002,6.629866666666668,72.26737777777778,69.24000000000001,10.995555555555557,30.68888888888889,10.980518767755715,3.772582222222221,517,21,95,17,9,178,87,125,0.134,0.77,0.096,-0.5913,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,1,6,0,5,4,0,3,2,18,15,12,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,11,2,15,12,6,15,0,2,0,0,1,5,0,7,11,61,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17392654452626133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420741205556633,0.0,0.2723186785789528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14646788968353094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686078680211972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882863297340051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996272199745052,0.14210789804286775,0.0,0.0,0.11478669783741953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18217693067735985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16099916121660401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299070527584373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29016583418369113,0.0,0.18846221737876925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695531177791922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804505789557241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586057527286105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206728685000564,0.0,0.13084070483515833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140228384342686,0.18299997253394606,0.0,0.0,0.20162423608874228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26764769725180515,0.0,0.0,0.16386624124864532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120841286798608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15372336316425794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277019575488958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19301898510729704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146176000853545
anxiety,pinkcandy828,2019/01/22,"I replaced one anxiety fear with another... Last semester I was living in a dorm suite that had nine other people, five of which were guys. I thought I could do it, but with the constant people *always* there and with them inviting people almost every night--the anxiety got to me and I have to move. Now, I'm in a dorm with just me and my roommate. We share a kitchen with two other people. It's *amazing*. The only problem is that I've replaced my anxiety of living with too many people to crossing paths with my ex dormmates on campus.

I've been avoiding the cafeteria because I'm scared I'll see my former dormmates. I've been walking odd routes just so I'm sure I won't see them. It's ridiculous and I know it. But I'm so paranoid I'm going to see one of them and then they're going to get mad at me or something. I know it's completely irrational. I doubt they'd say anything since we weren't close from the start. But it just keeps nagging at me. Besides that small fear, I'm so happy in this new dorm. I just can't enjoy half of the campus I'm too scared to walk near my old dorms. 

Anyone know how I can get some peace of mind and get over this? I know the simple solution would be to just stop caring but it helps if someone else tells me that. ",0.9699096880131356,3.170267620689657,2.6936330049261086,92.3530603448276,83.52107279693487,5.414395183360701,21.19882320744389,6.7097532225279775,0.4210524356869185,983,31,209,11,28,324,137,261,0.199,0.6970000000000001,0.105,-0.9753,0,1,1,0,0,0,30.0,2,0,4,0,13,16,3,6,9,0,16,2,0,1,1,44,40,17,0,4,11,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,1,16,16,2,3,5,0,0,6,3,10,0,6,8,4,28,6,28,27,1,25,0,0,3,0,12,10,0,5,9,129,44,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155463318031831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601365294791148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099638687745645,0.2648189073465434,0.0,0.0,0.0806833114957712,0.0,0.09495606816188618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034062115488465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764770864601527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098413046042596,0.1246955050636342,0.0,0.09212945774023948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639346744645406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722098008795438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25969146929306675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18085940408523027,0.0,0.13115749567750226,0.0,0.09228785607037948,0.0,0.0,0.11425415739630675,0.0,0.12283471015168987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734342768898064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256385827114904,0.0,0.0,0.2536611182408424,0.09405818158686573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20378281791846764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169872626156792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651092015193452,0.0,0.0,0.12264121830524492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144429891753052,0.0,0.10828561847158212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108230508742505,0.0,0.15638238539549093,0.08775923000294819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.399984190472696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041256487731664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176269179573733,0.23105086963560745,0.0,0.27585246794390506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545173006917784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977695004991559,0.08883279398464068,0.0,0.0,0.08167357572398318,0.0,0.0,0.09647113573279516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875362927512043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085587169964533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160670330713586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271918011470028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196968489587328,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,StarSplosion,2019/01/22,"I think I have anxiety, but I’m not sure Hey everyone. I know that it’s impossible to be certain without a diagnosis, but I feel like having some advice would help me. 

So I’m 16 years old and recently I’ve been getting a lot more anxious. It’s not chronic, like I’m not anxious 24/7, I definitely have moments where I’m relaxed and calm. However, I find myself getting anxious over seemingly nothing, and also when I’m in situations where normal people would be a little anxious I get suuuper anxious. Like I just had a math test today, and as soon as I got past the super easy questions and got on to the ones with more steps I started to get really nervous. Now let me start out by saying I’ve always had a decent level of anxiety around math as my parents have been on my case about doing well in it since I was in grade 2. 

It started off as getting nervous during math tests and blanking out when I was in like grade 8/9/10. But this year it’s gotten worse. Just today in the test, when I first got it I was moderately anxious- fast heartbeat, quick breath, a little shaky, but I could still manage to think straight. When it got a bit harder that’s when I got a lot worse. I was feeling extreme panic (not like a panic attack though), my hands were shaking, my breathing got super fast, I felt nauseas, and I got a headache. I also felt a teensy bit lightheaded. Normally when I get anxious I have to use the washroom cuz my stomach decides to flush everything out, but I’ve never really felt nauseas before. 

Sorry this post is super unstructured and messy. 

With other tests I get anxious, but I get the most anxious with math. I studied like CRAZY for this one to try and basically make everything second nature, so that I would barely have to think about doing the problems. And I was like that, it was easy, but today I just panicked and froze and made so many stupid mistakes. 

Outside of math, I’d say I get these random rushes of anxiety that last around half an hour. Nothing directly causes it, it just kinda happens. I’d say those rushes are around a 6/10, and when I don’t have any bigger anxiety rushes I’ll pretty much always be at like a 4/10. A little anxious but not crazy. 

However it’s been getting worse. Many more things are triggering me to get really anxious the more I progress throughout the year. 

I’m taking a psychology class and I don’t think I have generalized anxiety disorder because that’s chronic, like I said before I do have moments where I’m anxiety free. Idk if what I’m feeling can be easily controlled, like I’ve tried doing the deep breaths and staying calm but it doesn’t help. 

Please feel free to ask questions as this was a long and rambly post and if u need more clarification or info I’ll be happy to answer. ",4.497758539123852,5.763200915129154,5.657675276752768,79.25271880026494,70.29151291512915,8.142000189232661,29.76459456902261,8.5409612609427,2.3247767433058955,2184,86,403,35,39,727,235,542,0.184,0.631,0.185,0.8189,3,0,0,0,0,0,60.0,0,0,0,6,30,32,2,6,26,0,43,7,5,7,3,95,94,48,0,11,22,1,9,10,0,3,2,4,0,0,27,26,0,1,20,1,2,5,10,10,1,5,26,13,44,24,43,58,12,66,0,0,0,0,11,26,0,13,42,259,71,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04719532369549197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724627571732172,0.08037403839599905,0.0,0.0,0.032843653937484625,0.0,0.2216826917168198,0.6001811809334046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12898385697816536,0.045151227297954594,0.054944873055497966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029441436774456663,0.0,0.08219447402081449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545575162363764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0496143800662751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05416925455967645,0.03856126887409323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05535260989885202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046149906284435424,0.08681255859776257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768176976189416,0.034503426121345104,0.13911824189756894,0.0,0.044142633780131633,0.04108145076185715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775653994007319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27039297129526224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042708926702328905,0.051413113692536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474499652799147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04756287099677087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026542798642556237,0.039368546379658594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04938701150577357,0.0,0.2359550175379741,0.14521901320054104,0.0,0.04274137432497116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08212085898631441,0.0,0.045699841717103576,0.032238659599529394,0.09793126757104552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03550389294550285,0.03581165470625074,0.037249666644310564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464171996849892,0.09268465472100852,0.0,0.0506796353402595,0.0,0.06545466953045719,0.0,0.0,0.11333237696668726,0.05362816459567565,0.0,0.04610500442980419,0.03348309713857664,0.0,0.0,0.05301566363914132,0.0,0.0,0.09251045731833908,0.04913546857961408,0.0,0.046213759483063284,0.0,0.0,0.10820751098960824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282099146927318,0.0,0.0476875157363797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04594155972413301,0.11522327117965232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04396782544460732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03995182342300161,0.05428791398381639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054064599528451086,0.10255471346464508,0.0514782350680173,0.03857009093467261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04551940326551709,0.0,0.036313375116369034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03208641763795772,0.12378721213779227,0.04745161184137495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733988424990332,0.0,0.0,0.0655810608067242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041713149098994366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04342485316529869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04655663804715581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14765647715603558,0.10292652761638578,0.0,0.0,0.0933051608418285
anxiety,kineticwall11,2019/01/22,"Help With Upcoming Public Speech Sorry if this isn't the right place to post, but on Thursday our public speaking class is requiring everyone to stand up in front of the class and read a short article or book for a few minutes. I have really bad anxiety for public speaking, but I'm also really anxious about choosing what to read to the class. I don't want to pick something that someone will think is stupid and I'm scared I won't find anything long enough. I'm freaking out just typing this. 

Could you guys maybe link some interesting articles I could read or tips on how to not freak out before I do my tiny speech? Please help and thanks. ",6.858571428571429,6.634848031746035,6.601428571428574,79.79357142857144,64.71428571428572,10.057142857142855,31.49206349206349,9.606745405546679,2.6714253968253963,516,17,100,9,7,162,85,126,0.17600000000000002,0.6920000000000001,0.132,-0.7484,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,1,1,0,1,4,7,1,1,5,0,10,0,0,2,0,24,16,10,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,1,4,6,0,1,4,4,0,1,4,5,0,0,0,4,8,2,17,12,3,14,0,0,0,0,10,9,0,4,2,59,12,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655224140691707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13062665763471587,0.19290388199807346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051633167441985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425728014180019,0.0,0.0,0.14529942776630198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27266700678341965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764349528980172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631631579733414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15606643888800442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690737136304982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289061657324088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15111228109546532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17154575758376633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17840201708396572,0.18743706754464476,0.0,0.0,0.16353552560418674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5124018610403053,0.0,0.2187792972030513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458233346720718,0.0,0.0,0.17095495453765874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446796589804046,0.13145508849240067,0.0,0.19114558411576246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15720772078635478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941253230632217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071537616086354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shakespearestark,2019/01/22,"I failed a quiz that was so easy my professor had to email me and ask what was wrong How does one cram into a reply email “my severe anxiety gives me complete brain fog, toppled with working long hours to afford this program... and Lol I can’t even afford real therapy anymore!” 

I just said sorry and I rushed through the quiz. Grad school doesn’t always feel sympathetic towards mental health ",3.841389961389962,6.350037270270271,4.159884169884169,84.06716216216219,74.94594594594594,6.390733590733591,25.43629343629344,7.447530270364453,1.4360563706563707,314,11,55,4,7,98,59,74,0.153,0.7240000000000001,0.123,-0.1156,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,3,1,5,2,1,1,0,9,9,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,4,2,8,0,6,5,0,5,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,33,11,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815602436169169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692273739544253,0.0,0.21639620172703206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20398795410602386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435838513926074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287790072115322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909486732244849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14411933102720995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032869735573676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093177422251004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319368614789027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21488347774058292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19310052076094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198947196419434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478582634763587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24835986795397666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20755858339625108,0.0,0.0,0.22083049184765752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465043860141472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442575253733988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495312165614072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15885251720594687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385679246545461,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jesseholmz,2019/01/22,"What medications can I talk to my doctor about for short term relief of bad anxiety? I'm prescribed Ativan but it makes me feel weird and I've seen a lot of people say they don't have great results from it for panic attacks/anxiety. 

What could I ask about? I'd rather something short acting and not long acting like klonopin. I also recall her saying she does not prescribe xanax for some reason. ",3.582857142857143,5.868825987012991,4.024675324675325,85.79987012987014,74.84415584415585,5.9584415584415575,22.688311688311693,6.868970318607317,0.7709532467532467,319,9,58,3,7,100,61,77,0.218,0.757,0.025,-0.9384,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,3,0,13,9,4,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,4,8,3,9,7,3,6,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,2,3,35,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186627052560768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3570570186041145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21817078925473704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19485540061318649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863281015465589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23886555290862085,0.20422491576575166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179996097565513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257292831382968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401349528146085,0.0,0.0,0.20652637654289285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19840404892086747,0.0,0.0,0.15577724527684678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23509716922785165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738110967368726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16179036909030425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399447035310924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37117266451974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17966073245436262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18757511980775693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kunaon_eta,2019/01/22,"Have to temporarily leave job. Need advice to cope in case anxiety sets in. In need of some advice. Due to delay in my visa process, my internship have been put on hold. Knowing my history with anxiety and panic attacks, I'm impressed I've been keeping my cool so far. Although now I think some of my anxious thoughts are setting in, and I'm writing this because I can't sleep. My mind keeps racing everywhere and I can't shut it off. 

I'm scared of my anxiety getting worse, as I won't be able to work for at least a couple more weeks (best case scenario). I'm worried about a lot of things, and I'm trying to find some advice on how I can cope in the next few weeks. I'll be spending so much of my time at home alone. I'm quite an extrovert, the thought of not being surrounded with people I know is actually very mortifying to me. 

So, yeah. Just looking for some pre-emptive advice, and a chance to voice my concerns out here. In case someone has been in a similar position or something :/ ",3.1183499999999995,4.675434735000003,4.5070000000000014,85.01350000000002,74.15,7.6,29.5,8.278499904357787,2.09435,777,34,158,13,16,258,122,200,0.146,0.805,0.049,-0.9383,1,1,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,3,8,6,1,2,7,2,15,1,1,1,0,31,32,12,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,8,0,4,6,0,2,1,4,3,0,0,5,3,16,3,33,23,10,27,0,0,1,0,1,17,0,6,7,99,19,2,0.12794597983839762,0.0,0.12485681989279787,0.0,0.0,0.5001093228278354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13251344862398248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936349731184815,0.1445425388421413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455570229475467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799468175783728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427141220073602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156979311975693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694030763543338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06684649368998863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12834024985545564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269666426010499,0.2274485312860702,0.0,0.0,0.14063152888548075,0.0,0.0,0.135476318707777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744239904581006,0.0,0.0,0.1087750966670686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291889663378652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940550168343448,0.18974064570509594,0.0,0.0,0.1360720010736301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15011703983898295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870163251868785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12862104865434687,0.0,0.1360862987400942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809624617488424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803838089487699,0.0,0.10840821351667636,0.09849906615461324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500162378599656,0.08198261764821069,0.0,0.20314963257410826,0.07460632975808394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686692171557965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556883295367094,0.0,0.0,0.20526109488765948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931461971516188,0.12993535317154958,0.13038788418618652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ShoulderDeepInACow,2019/01/22,"Knowing that I have to work 5 days a week for the next 45 years gives me bad anxiety. What can I do to fight this? Graduated from college last April. 

Shortly after graduating I had a “quarter life crisis” and fell into nihilism. Had really bad symptoms of depression for 5 months.

Still currently struggling with nihilism but its less frequent. 

The one thing I have noticed is that my I seem to have developed some form of anxiety disorder, I frequently feel anxious and have had a few mild panic attacks over the last couple of months.

I don’t know where this anxiety came from because it never used to be this bad prior to now. 

Can anyone help me learn to deal with this?",4.656328125000002,6.463629476562502,5.350437500000002,79.50081250000002,70.640625,8.557500000000001,30.76875,9.120678840339163,2.8060975000000004,535,23,96,11,10,173,87,128,0.269,0.706,0.025,-0.9841,1,0,0,0,1,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,8,2,2,6,0,13,2,0,1,1,15,20,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,10,6,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,8,0,2,4,1,10,0,18,15,4,23,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,2,17,70,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572829558111005,0.17587341510959356,0.0,0.10885465960371936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17710779763546647,0.0,0.0,0.3899574009719979,0.09490072023792016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780557656917763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722563004066398,0.0,0.10040033709808753,0.16049863054967814,0.13408644328560387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17842208539928262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871618473933603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14934187080162226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043486234958284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711146590844436,0.2537989864265729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996096763873056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24852363138024605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200695543579748,0.0,0.16556681321165787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17724203426787324,0.0,0.0,0.10549239374697723,0.0,0.0,0.1826562386001724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973221315152606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417246832738988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243257738195101,0.0,0.0,0.16274991558108176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16181051022777235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342647904801816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445702134757218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487662814077433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333646086995773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025243257927384
anxiety,doojdoojdoo,2019/01/22,I just wanna talk to somebody 20m. I'm not good at talking about my feelings. Someone please pm me,-0.4357142857142868,1.8118882857142893,1.7495238095238117,94.98714285714287,94.71428571428572,2.8000000000000003,26.04761904761905,3.1291,0.27444761904761883,78,4,16,0,3,26,20,21,0.116,0.773,0.111,-0.0274,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21626775632878004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35875070016204497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4695074077165676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624052196667412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6875692281969341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SwedishMouse,2019/01/22,"Uselessness Does anybody else end up hating what they once loved because you felt you weren’t good enough and useless at it?

That’s how I feel with everything I get into. Whether it be a musical instrument, a competitive video game, or a sport. I’m never good in my mind. 

So does anyone else feel this way too? ",2.647759562841532,5.001157737704919,3.656967213114754,86.95189890710384,78.18032786885246,7.3453551912568305,24.92076502732241,8.344100000000001,1.6978174863387974,246,9,49,5,6,79,51,61,0.131,0.6920000000000001,0.177,0.4696,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,1,0,3,6,1,0,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,11,9,5,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,3,6,3,5,6,1,7,0,2,0,1,5,4,0,1,2,29,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539666861874776,0.2256175902030793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422989392489182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3853913165006639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3678922562227481,0.0,0.19502896106876205,0.2275221032162381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978986389352457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22267618414789025,0.0,0.21142340975616047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504371266129945,0.0,0.0,0.3693811704922991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21739870139739284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19873616232699767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22233594466914486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16982930692911682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23450235041389164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17478192942506393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawayiguessetc,2019/01/22,"Going from therapy with a psychologist to getting pushed into seeing a psychiatrist for medication. Want to know other peoples experiences with starting medication Have been in therapy for almost 4 months now and my psychologist has by the 6 or 7th session mentioned that I wasn’t “progressing” as much as she was expecting, and that I should consider getting an opinion from a psychiatrist in terms of prescribing me something. 

I kind of put it to the side and didn’t want to go down that path since my parents and I aren’t big on the idea of taking medication for the anxiety because of all the side effects etc -  I have really bad migraines/tension headaches and my gp has given me medication for it however it barely made a difference and instead  kind of made me feel nauseas and the anxiety somewhat worse. I checked what the medication was and turns out it was something commonly prescribed to people with anxiety so yeah I’m not too keen on medication. 

Couple sessions later and I’ve somehow felt worse after the therapy sessions- (I wouldn’t say it’s because of the therapy though) and she thinks I should at least see a psychiatrist once to see their thoughts. 
Seeing the psychologist was hard enough to start with, I put off doing anything about my anxiety for a long time and I feel like it’d be back to square one if I went and saw a psychiatrist.
I guess I’m just scared of what they’re going to say and I don’t know if I want to know tbh

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anxiety,jacksonthomas01,2019/01/22,Need a nudge in the right direction. So ever since June of last year I I experienced some on and off health anxiety. I was diagnosed with type 1 diabetes on the 7th of June and it took my mindset of “I’m completely healthy and I’m going to live until I was 100” to a mindset of “I have another disease or some sort of cancer because something is out of the ordinary and I’m gonna die at 60” type mindset. Maybe someone could give me a few pointers of how to just relax and convince myself that I’m doing good so I can feel like I’m living in the moment again. ,2.6882674199623366,3.86740718644068,4.823333333333334,83.8340018832392,74.59322033898306,7.956308851224105,28.365348399246702,8.515128840125781,2.0580252354048967,440,18,92,8,9,153,78,118,0.087,0.7979999999999999,0.115,0.3102,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,7,0,7,4,0,1,1,17,18,10,1,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,9,4,19,13,3,18,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,4,9,59,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315057567769087,0.1688951302217716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345846694506001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23148230623286156,0.0,0.0,0.17627385731114095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22408577164740628,0.22913347350838426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997070082828756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11163236355842523,0.15772437449395266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21179108300317614,0.12547364461608373,0.18517873060303056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346774743449529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17996413836208752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078613393898975,0.0,0.3899033408999723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218019169343167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16370463670106433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18854383588137588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826304534837921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18706510819766095,0.1699662587350623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24529330134830346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14217426871444194
anxiety,ameliesaxe,2019/01/22,broke i need to make £500 in two months and i’m so scared and i’ve been having an anxiety attack since i found out because i don’t know what to do i will do anything for this money ,1.6064285714285695,2.105311547619049,3.6366666666666654,93.925,76.38095238095238,6.552380952380951,21.142857142857142,6.42735559955562,0.05008571428571473,143,3,36,1,3,49,33,42,0.274,0.726,0.0,-0.8845,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,7,11,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,4,0,5,8,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592715656083674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789008764860961,0.0,0.0,0.3855684848174666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20660144498851665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716064136512012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18626062972405866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262305915564002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705213470889753,0.0,0.0,0.25130361899186754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393163349201885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803567133068534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310739243877258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,StormyTroopers,2019/01/22,"The thought of sex makes me uncomfortable? I've gotten this weird block lately.

I recently found out what exactly happens internally to our sex organs when we get horny - When men get horny, their penises fill up with blood and become erect. And when women get horny, blood rushes to their vagina so they become wet.

All of this makes me horribly uncomfortable! Just thinking about it. The sight and mere thought of blood has always made me queasy and giddy, and I had no idea this is exactly what goes on in sex organs. 

Before I found this out, I never really thought about this much. I always thought that for men, sex hormones causes our penis muscles to activate and become harder. And for women, sex hormones triggers fluid production in the vagina. And all of that was easy to digest. I never really had a problem looking at it that way, because there was no blood involved (I know blood is in every part of the body, but it wasn't that relevant).

But ever since I found out what really happens inside, I become uncomfortable every time I get a boner now. Just thinking that my boner is nothing but a balloon of blood.....Holy sh*t I cannot un-see this. It was so much better when I hadn't looked all this stuff up. Ignorance is bliss. 

I get uncomfortable looking at vaginas now too. I used to get horny earlier, but now it makes me uncomfortable because I keep thinking of all that blood rushing stuff. 

Has anyone else here been through this? How do you get over it?",4.11603188929001,6.3225605956678725,4.715582129963899,81.81118306257524,73.0072202166065,7.215944645006016,25.982099879663053,8.07648339933343,1.7414453670276775,1163,40,207,18,24,371,132,277,0.1,0.853,0.047,-0.8741,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,3,1,3,1,18,4,0,0,7,0,16,19,11,8,9,52,46,19,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,25,13,1,3,12,0,0,3,7,3,0,0,17,5,27,1,30,29,7,29,0,0,4,11,12,12,0,0,13,144,52,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15916759821068055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687678529132265,0.09799898608965542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660787171533099,0.4225268824499757,0.0813863361675657,0.0,0.0,0.08458969550554755,0.0,0.10623936209727522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825314080838796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989861975658355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651583162319187,0.16116905691197012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146074293965514,0.0,0.0,0.3497917441035671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16915604643063664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797088082894446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501313346079982,0.0,0.0,0.05256365853996572,0.0,0.10789104428577287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409516111038357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050103976213457,0.19153013039012212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406192715966881,0.0,0.14753370845226932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177337718334368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357356002593042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915187695927869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18381674693147834,0.0,0.09443730209245564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911803245527754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21897990062849004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838552003704208,0.0,0.3037238662985874,0.055771016263606636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260604902268354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591806939801363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mdows,2019/01/22,"Exercise and panic disorder? Hey guys. I’ve been an anxious person for as long as I can remember, but began having frequent and severe panic attacks in nov 2018 and basically having a nervous breakdown and becoming extremely depressed in December. Officially I was diagnosed with GAD and panic disorder, and my doctor referred to the depression symptoms as being a “depressive episode” secondary to the anxiety. I’ve been off work since and have slowly been working to put my life back to normal, as well as doing outpatient CBT through our mental health services and after some trial and error with meds I seem to be settling onto venlafaxine and propranolol. 

Prior to the panic attacks, I worked out regularly. Today however I tried to go back to the gym and do a spin class for the first time since my decline in December and within 10 minutes had a massive panic attack and ended up in my car crying. It’s very frustrating because I felt like I was making progress and gaining the courage to leave my house and go work out at the gym again was a big step and it was extremely disheartening to have the experience I did today. 

Does anyone have any tips or ideas for managing panic during exercise? I want to exercise and I know I’m the long run it’s extremely beneficial for mental health but days like today make it hard to do. ",6.7686690283400806,7.849250631578947,7.629005566801619,67.86229377530367,64.95141700404858,10.709412955465588,35.680414979757096,10.686352973137794,4.301048785425101,1074,50,168,28,16,360,142,247,0.275,0.638,0.087,-0.9957,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,7,4,19,4,7,15,0,20,9,0,2,0,35,30,25,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,0,9,0,0,2,4,21,0,0,6,5,0,6,0,15,1,1,11,2,16,4,36,17,1,34,0,4,0,0,4,12,0,3,18,117,20,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05743453775488299,0.0,0.06461036557853064,0.09541383484117323,0.0,0.059055204600702974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882505148741929,0.0,0.12988643327433855,0.0,0.05148499357590162,0.09327755282974888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927734727465862,0.0544686141217286,0.0,0.2182314208111675,0.08572339301953256,0.0,0.0,0.1935930496112398,0.0864466451766088,0.07391002433983684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480498206575688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261642016212226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109320937988597,0.0,0.0,0.07184018377791848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599919238015753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362699195698554,0.0,0.0,0.07565804428026311,0.0,0.0,0.17955043926446024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745353446528547,0.0,0.095343136343887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04641607092980188,0.0,0.0,0.08942914107929953,0.0,0.0,0.059655392480549636,0.08252411494186354,0.0,0.0,0.1494858691445066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275313736165862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381412754773688,0.0,0.1702281959490843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275119828421436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5945616796596608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374572671389153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490391542663564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956747856677684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688766101679992,0.0,0.09541383484117323,0.0,0.13972955111099558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778450847058396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0492483118303201,0.0,0.2401697686322184,0.0,0.0,0.057341639271905415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06968693972379755,0.04981569145962155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593815150317622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459465827098587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,getyashinebox,2019/01/22,"Therapy vs. Medication (SSRI) Which typically works better for specific, situational anxiety such as public speaking and large meetings?

Any anecdotes much appreciated!",11.27768115942029,16.386028652173913,12.53913043478261,18.818550724637703,66.82608695652175,15.240579710144928,51.14492753623188,11.855464076750405,10.513388405797102,141,10,10,7,3,49,23,23,0.06,0.7090000000000001,0.23,0.6996,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26701158527387314,0.0,0.3003718113284762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34726197145296106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3955478194224374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886387354104071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4413486392720358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4490229711724972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858497234813556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fubar98,2019/01/22,"Quit my job at the last second... Totally ashamed. I had started working at home Depot back in December on the 12th, so I was there for barely 2 months. I sent an email to my boss early this morning, telling her I needed to resign due to health issues (bad etiquette I know). It was my first job ever... A job where I could've made great memories and had made some good friends if I had tried harder. But instead, I tucked my tail between my fucking legs and ran!

My job was cashier (simple job but stressful) and while I think my performance wasn't too bad for being new and having to remember so many little things, it gave me horrible anxiety and made my health problems worse. Since I started working there, my allergies and headaches (now migraines I think) got so bad that it started affecting me all day every day to the point that it's given me mood swings. It's literally been like 4 days since ive taken a shit, I'm really dehydrated and I can't concentrate for the fucking life of me.

What's worse is I've been taking out my stress and anxiety from the job out on my parents. It's an extremely bad habit I've had for years, and I'm going to change it starting today. I feel that frankly if I cannot hold a job and keep my shit in check and my health also, what is the fucking point...? 

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anxiety,hellboundcyborg,2019/01/22,"Does anyone else find depression a relief? I suffer mostly from anxiety and it’s pretty severe a lot of days even though I’m high functioning.  Today I’m suffering from depression, which comes less frequently for me but I had to just stop and think about how much of a relief it is to go from giving too much of a shit about everything to giving no shits at all about anything. ",3.958558558558561,5.79637602702703,5.006486486486487,81.13558558558559,72.51351351351352,8.717117117117118,23.144144144144143,9.2995712137729,1.9451063063063063,302,8,56,7,6,99,53,74,0.294,0.5479999999999999,0.159,-0.8834,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,8,8,2,0,4,0,2,2,2,1,1,12,9,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,6,0,0,1,0,3,2,14,8,6,8,0,4,0,0,2,2,2,2,4,41,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463974006214467,0.0,0.0,0.13220370085014307,0.193726845334702,0.15559033704061287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286898637609584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193594816510328,0.0,0.3256952729579609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16545838446784875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15794558872149095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488042613585225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699259307860169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17280859482992958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627506270054751,0.10745410668791927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19976519402590695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16074245046564453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779796910834125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923544327655192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135978050299952,0.3881598584705952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15807285215060193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114985194355625,0.18576250809062625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17921836841864586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,imthemostoffended,2019/01/22,"Any of y’all that are on Vyvanse or Adderall... does the anxiety seem to be worse the days you take it? I only take mine during the work week to give myself a break on weekends. I absolutely have to take it or I wouldn’t get anything done at work. I’ve found my panic attacks happen more often M-F,  although you could argue they are work related.  I’ll also have fits of irrational anger that turn into anxiety attacks to the point where I can’t focus on anything but the way I’m feeling. 

Anyone else in the same boat? If so, how do you combat it? Xanax has not helped. ",1.802284382284384,3.781021769230773,3.5855322455322463,88.30062937062941,79.17094017094017,5.963947163947164,22.602175602175606,6.980632752743323,0.7389555555555559,445,14,91,5,11,149,84,117,0.174,0.8109999999999999,0.015,-0.9252,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,4,1,3,5,5,4,1,7,0,11,1,0,1,0,14,22,8,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,1,12,0,12,17,2,14,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,5,3,60,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086232868402675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128036910102472,0.0,0.25036730895321824,0.0,0.0,0.11442043798365985,0.16766785157940112,0.2693224833454867,0.0,0.0,0.3723267676284032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13065270513082236,0.0,0.0,0.10553384289006357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14320189750466847,0.16745986892012293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366996787751456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274097192592539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17942210044764953,0.0,0.0,0.08549480615529931,0.15697777503166158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470573634681771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968400660890726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124455099175898,0.0,0.19199551858564173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469207820157713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14897111793219825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691092769956578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17799262204768554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988929885841413,0.1312616156056751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573941861414465,0.0,0.1667624772541683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,theemorrigan,2019/01/22,"Does anyone else get a kind of ""buzzy"" feeling when they're anxious? It's very hard to describe but I feel like the closest and most sensible way to explain it is a sort of urgent buzzy feeling. Almost like an inaudible sound I'm hearing. 

Just wondering if this is just a me thing or is actually more common. Everyone looks confused when I try to describe it. ",3.647047619047618,5.686534657142857,4.805714285714289,81.38761904761904,73.85714285714286,7.523809523809526,31.666666666666664,8.344100000000001,2.622666666666667,286,14,52,5,6,94,53,70,0.08199999999999999,0.76,0.158,0.6667,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,15,12,6,0,1,5,0,4,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,3,3,5,12,2,5,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,7,5,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.22726734138450666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332059980192434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630997533640941,0.0,0.1628423151755171,0.23862363763713085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038038740117172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19454996474207845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22253666528764604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532690050587197,0.166376879353109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167557138523788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20862396761729576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26248429799466205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425194129683683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275568770916353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19556920001710712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15472196927485424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15811722875455547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921588906320514,0.0,0.18485748276587965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525595997090473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SBrodnax,2019/01/22,"My anxiety is making me a hypochondriac So this is my first post on here and my first time openly talking about this because I feel like I need to. I feel like I’m crazy. I have had anxiety for over 20 years. I’ve seen therapists for about 2 years awhile ago and I was on meds for a year. Now- I am not on anything. My anxiety and my mind plays so many tricks on me. It makes me feel sick all the time- or if I feel not normal in anyway- I over analyze everything. If I feel a pain in my chest or my arm I think I’m having a heart attack. Same with shortness of breath. I even wake up in the middle of the night freaking out. Short of breath- heart racing. The panic attacks are real too. Been to the ER 3-4 times, as recent as this past September and I am fine. Whenever someone else has something bad happen in their life- I wonder if it will happen to me- such as my father recently had blood clots in his lungs. He is fine now thank goodness- but whenever I feel a weird pain or my limbs go numb- I think the worst. Today I think I have diabetes.  Because I read up on it and the way my body feels aligns with the symptoms.

When I type this and re read it I am starting to think I’m crazy. I just want to be normal and am at a loss on what to do. It’s affecting my life and I’m so tired of that. 

Does anyone else face this? What has worked for you? Any suggestions? (Please be kind)",-0.4868916797488225,1.7138094421768706,1.518027210884355,97.60591051805339,92.33333333333331,4.92014652014652,17.062271062271062,6.551861593081955,-0.2273923600209317,1072,28,249,14,39,353,161,294,0.16399999999999998,0.792,0.044,-0.9872,0,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,1,4,14,20,3,1,14,0,21,20,11,3,1,45,47,22,0,7,10,1,7,2,0,1,9,0,0,0,13,12,0,0,12,3,0,1,2,12,1,2,5,8,39,8,38,39,3,42,0,1,1,0,7,21,0,7,20,159,52,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615363777114891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06609296767059247,0.0,0.22305171959030526,0.0,0.0,0.06795795493492324,0.09958329562849202,0.07997961513120562,0.0,0.0,0.221136766660254,0.0,0.0,0.08115012432868281,0.1184930234993813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795689042574837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850521835846103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16238061614737895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06419350076450657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734867989604031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439975530902746,0.13886602456007902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16534061662156266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055235680188314096,0.08151889723585698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17189072306970682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303427515297809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120909494307104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13729724589829267,0.09496487434397663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975101313091708,0.09853605378124627,0.0,0.0,0.10795689042574837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813483996038756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206562769282189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912068312984125,0.1904523823711414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20683538576003568,0.11403227456281508,0.0,0.0,0.09277946275501847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668613637222872,0.0,0.0,0.09308176666900084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19443388133925407,0.11062422549245857,0.0,0.0,0.1919280626847817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234931345473878,0.0748221025938919,0.0,0.0,0.06879203487719263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101828807409327,0.0,0.07811815451594388,0.0,0.08948008287947361,0.0,0.1128458234300366,0.0,0.24910334962817066,0.0,0.0,0.17001793044060173,0.11170634278723153,0.0921253620449735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05732555730108677,0.07714540578501762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539910266511716,0.07075594309259234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877627559575576
anxiety,Trytosurvive,2019/01/22,"hate going to toilets at work When my anxiety is high and i want to escape my desk i  sometimes retreat to the toilets though i usually get more anxious being in a confined and void of people place. On one hand my mind is telling me to run/move from people/situation and the other part is telling me that i may pass out in an isolated place and to get out of the toilet...

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Oh, how i love the days at work when anxiety is high and around me are people basically so relaxed they are sleeping --- I used to be like that ",5.710125786163522,5.3782047924528325,6.550943396226419,79.56182389937108,67.11320754716982,9.330817610062894,33.704402515723274,8.841846274778883,2.693772327044025,412,17,83,6,6,137,66,106,0.1,0.738,0.162,0.7977,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,2,6,4,1,0,6,0,9,3,2,2,0,14,16,10,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,13,3,17,13,2,18,0,0,0,1,4,12,0,1,5,61,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18001326561695025,0.20187900830876312,0.0,0.0,0.2541942013467457,0.1876915826718489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479003536869268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714693951319806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736032077095327,0.0,0.0944215290321597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16402944168530093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3510733214155099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116790278797206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499483738386659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16775463991382955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125811671415708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17991407444927446,0.0,0.23036193948677736,0.0,0.34716312177350755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662605800714914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431729697599312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904284065065548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16323229136051093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14349213110089767,0.18298039357901816,0.0,0.09799402767442424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419046642365231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20187900830876312,0.0
anxiety,Coldorf,2019/01/22,"Experiences with Benzodiazepines I have a doctors appointment tomorrow and after trying to deal with incredibly high levels of anxiety for the last year and a half I’ve decided to talk to a doctor and then perhaps a psychiatrist about it. I’ve heard how addictive they can get but at this point I’m pretty much willing to try anything (within reason) so I can cope better. I’ve heard some stories (some good, some bad) and was just wondering if you guys have had any experiences with them.",6.597838827838827,7.770816494505496,7.31181318681319,69.65402014652015,65.37362637362637,10.901831501831502,32.74908424908425,10.864195022040775,3.8727347985348,395,16,67,11,6,131,67,91,0.015,0.8490000000000001,0.13699999999999998,0.9193,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,2,1,4,3,0,0,5,0,7,3,0,2,0,17,12,9,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,2,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,2,5,2,13,7,4,10,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,5,5,47,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21882801858254267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650496117394373,0.0,0.15355978805595602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16518571707364704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16760322559515434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17753155497635986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069463596537512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4109163720899773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3927097411209485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048744292374522,0.0,0.0,0.16836486988425187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19875670174104407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120848726801864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16362375225542505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14756146003957366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18975706406628465,0.0,0.0,0.20421708386924486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063864083301297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613411536054191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27256833774365186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21768579811361574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926512766906256
anxiety,TheFireman34,2019/01/22,"This shouldn't be happening.. I need Help I've read so many posts on here and related to so many people its unreal. It seems it's my time again to deal with the unforeseen battle... 

My heart is racing out of my chest right now.. I tried to workout, to relieve the anxiety I was already having but in doing so only made it worse.. I've worked extremely hard to get where I'm at emotionally and mentally and its falling apart in front of me all because of me opening myself back up. I felt a connection I've never felt before with a woman I came across in her worst moment, and have opened myself up to try to help and now I'm losing myself. Its been roughly two weeks, seeing her is a breath of fresh air, the world disappears around me when I'm with her. I've been single for almost 2 years now and was perfectly normal and fine when I was all alone and it took a hellish time to get to that point but here I am, relinquishing my defenses and becoming vulnerable with her around now. When I'm alone now, the silence is deafening, even around co-workers, I can't act myself. I'm fearful of dealing with the pain of heartbreak and It hasn't even happened yet. I'm fighting off panic when I feel I shouldn't have to, and it feels worse than before and I dont even understand why. Called my old counselor/therapist and havent heard back, and my circle of supportive people is very small. 

I'm reaching out for comfort, advice, someone who can relate, because I'm terrified of another breakdown... ",4.7081313131313145,5.5678107474747485,5.577257575757579,81.52588636363637,69.47138047138047,8.768282828282826,28.6547138047138,8.982922981607832,2.223239865319865,1180,41,231,21,20,387,160,297,0.198,0.713,0.08900000000000001,-0.9904,0,3,0,0,2,0,36.0,0,0,0,3,25,15,4,2,9,0,22,4,3,1,4,46,47,23,0,4,2,0,6,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,12,27,0,1,6,2,0,6,7,10,0,1,11,8,28,5,40,33,4,50,1,2,1,0,13,23,0,2,20,155,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256719424486813,0.0,0.0,0.10510381258855628,0.2174169847219953,0.11582766054342294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100613180167637,0.08029528465131994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28031404972428314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16141787836553,0.0,0.12796715132105935,0.11592176563278855,0.17862906581892798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071774595263044,0.12004803048250284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21642146119526207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301413373563645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806759601059665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20797830581653726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811090448945515,0.1061434085927,0.0,0.2015590616812948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967613663542454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18563427212963585,0.0,0.09402491608350454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12437992073379135,0.1407070047472547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742510613476677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931713939713087,0.0,0.21282903807194395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577653699234213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782764598004048,0.08095280411496622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028400158700962,0.0,0.0,0.11013947135402297,0.0,0.0,0.07982797479765404,0.1116864703357087,0.12314974252083742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14553422073298394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922257426045013,0.0,0.10052413356323688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498993603370724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963657478737237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364075155079398,0.09555303661011334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893356541031237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191091026092751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186842850622713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240782671957295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166161240348486,0.14252398067968525,0.0,0.10253216521049964,0.1092686564297958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660425632169827,0.0,0.0,0.08419380975029123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471145686519897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15282649069447207,0.0,0.21392953634828912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675917852784117
anxiety,rkayb123,2019/01/22,"Wellbutrin for anxiety, is this the right choice? Hi all, so I’m kinda freaking out. I’ve had pretty crippling anxiety my whole life and just got prescribed Wellbutrin(was on Citalopram for 5 years but hated how it took away my sex drive, and I’ve been med free for a year now). Its currently day 4 on Wellbutrin and I don’t know what the HECK is going on. It’s like my anxiety is WAY worse and amplified in my mind, but my body doesn’t feel the symptoms nearly as much. I literally think about my anxiety nonstop now whereas before I was at least able to turn it off sometimes and had more control. I feel like I’m trapped in a box, it’s insane. 
I was I know you’re supposed to wait it out and see how your body reacts after at lest a month, but I can’t handle keeping this up if this is how it’s going to be. Getting back on medication I was at the end of my rope, so now I’m REALLY just in dire need of ditching what won’t work and figuring out what will. 
Anyone have experiences with Wellbutrin used strictly for anxiety? I’m losing my mind here. ",3.3447523041474665,4.480301986175113,4.653292050691245,85.85708093317973,72.91705069124423,7.636981566820276,27.38738479262673,8.07648339933343,1.6337559907834098,829,30,174,12,16,275,127,217,0.16899999999999998,0.773,0.058,-0.9748,1,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,3,13,6,1,0,7,0,17,6,2,6,1,36,38,17,0,2,6,0,2,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,13,11,0,3,6,0,1,4,4,3,0,0,8,3,17,4,30,27,5,34,0,1,1,1,2,18,1,2,13,112,30,1,0.13166572291292827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5036195882172931,0.0,0.0,0.09206373484126136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370428084725672,0.10124281367999484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203783256018314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925018724875033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14767430401051254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491349884535178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661675004382548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879434168024748,0.0,0.0,0.13314829123420194,0.09406201875705136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878990591969722,0.0,0.14965732913838475,0.0,0.10530510650616047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999264253770726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703054419954832,0.0,0.0,0.14472007591363392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299939391142713,0.12865044304540538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14730026515197378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14625093624375166,0.1326393638981867,0.0,0.0,0.2658896929271742,0.0,0.1050943238648306,0.0,0.09678945599324852,0.0976284652096191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13395137488427447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434843359154218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244180795835312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049205343429923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022076664470345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13685110001143067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436607881372757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628546276649085,0.0,0.14321449776515552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371691029077223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451012231334142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700007757824396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958542144118033,0.0,0.1341786201656746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16957681745126393
anxiety,sadpeachvibes,2019/01/22,"Athletic Anxiety Before Events I’m a track runner and I currently have a scholarship to 4 different universities. Track has always been my best sport as a kid, but the anxiety I get before meets is becoming unbearable. I do not have diagnosed anxiety disorder- this is my one issue- but before meets I have whole panic attacks. I didn’t experience it when I was younger and I don’t get it in any other sport or activity. I think it might be because I’m one of the top athletes at my school, so a lot of pressure is put specifically on me to win. Still, I hate that this is ruining my feelings about a sport I’m good at and have always loved. Any advice? ",1.7071025641025628,4.25945345384616,4.2192307692307685,80.24910256410259,83.69230769230771,8.38974358974359,25.58974358974359,9.029198982220553,2.6602974358974363,519,22,99,16,15,181,80,130,0.196,0.67,0.134,-0.7811,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,4,9,2,2,7,0,16,2,0,0,0,11,25,9,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,2,4,1,2,3,5,0,2,3,1,14,4,10,20,3,11,0,1,0,1,4,5,0,3,4,69,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15439576005046873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629372949435064,0.0,0.0,0.2148908203376461,0.0,0.3626086760044984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797477964345531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631532643146697,0.17449857376947994,0.4033390586620028,0.0,0.16581124001096956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16036666236186134,0.0,0.16507635930446407,0.1810816751941608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545543064851142,0.0,0.0,0.0798895415082359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16509694546970305,0.0,0.0,0.1325228940190858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559922777155974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164910938213647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13432594001257447,0.14260115827084166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16761301917119192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141297624360292,0.0,0.0,0.18537894339910316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15883362824102032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15990442348706166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261789948406115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124001281279812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764013445541595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ghost3710,2019/01/22,"How do I [M/24 ] get over the fact that my best friend [F/24] will get married someday ? It's driving me crazy So we've been close for like 2 years now. We know each other really well. Well I live in a conservative country and there is no concept of dating or whatsoever. I really like her but I think it's most probably one sided and I don't want to ruin my friendship by telling her my feelings.We talk everyday literally.And now this sudden thought is driving me insane

every now and then I get crippling panic attacks thinking how she might get married soon amd things won't be the same. We don't even share a common friends circle so there's that. Girls are usually married off earlier than boys over here and the thought that I might have to live without talking to her like before kills me.

I don't know if this is the right sub for posting this...if not pls tell me where i should post this.


And also as of lately I got the feeling that she's distancing herself from me and I felt hurt...so I confronted her and she said it was nothing. Oh god :( its driving me mad

Pls help me....I seriously don't know how to deal with this. I know I can't change what's going to happen...but pls help me deal with this mentally.

Any advice is appreciated.
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anxiety,aws8041,2019/01/22,"How do I [M/24 ] get over the fact that my best friend [F/24] will get married someday ? It's driving me crazy So we've been close for like 2 years now. We know each other really well. Well I live in a conservative country and there is no concept of dating or whatsoever. I really like her but I think it's most probably one sided and I don't want to ruin my friendship by telling her my feelings.We talk everyday literally.And now this sudden thought is driving me insane

every now and then I get crippling panic attacks thinking how she might get married soon amd things won't be the same. We don't even share a common friends circle so there's that. Girls are usually married off earlier than boys over here and the thought that I might have to live without talking to her like before kills me.

I don't know if this is the right sub for posting this...if not pls tell me where i should post this.

Pls help me....I seriously don't know how to deal with this. I know I can't change what's going to happen...but pls help me deal with this.

Any advice is appreciated.",2.3249534883720915,4.391983855813956,3.58575581395349,88.50142441860469,77.88372093023256,6.3465116279069775,24.238372093023266,7.365786028017652,1.0154232558139542,839,29,174,11,20,273,126,215,0.121,0.703,0.17600000000000002,0.9257,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,2,0,0,1,16,14,2,1,6,0,19,0,0,3,1,34,33,13,1,3,5,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,0,2,13,10,0,1,8,0,0,3,9,5,2,1,3,0,25,9,17,24,4,24,0,1,0,0,19,8,0,5,14,111,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241460836433452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639438591805906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453107367441126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810522365146406,0.0,0.1333250088258892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13439587674052167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619539027227151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391147006926772,0.0,0.10704018489843027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19630800707515328,0.0,0.26550132199022564,0.0,0.0722021243533748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234473188307166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17031004610356948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055554083863153,0.0,0.2792805932781012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18620207925049787,0.0,0.2243646432013139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695475561108486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608841133080136,0.0,0.0,0.1490589495813693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433463757178056,0.0,0.13697509294730895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16277548520346755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849501922114717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042265683118939,0.22208439258801446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440249533191982,0.16280953692773142,0.0,0.20171774551255267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13992119452886545,0.0,0.07493393767884204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22845591601585294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246603749233813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181227429058369
anxiety,saintjimmie,2019/01/22,"I think I suffer from anxiety. It’s 5:22am and I can’t sleep. My brain has been on overdrive and I’m sure this isn’t the first time in life this is happening to me. I’m in mid 20s now, and tonight I think I have formally come to realise that I suffer from anxiety. I’m not sure who to talk about it to so I’m here. My parents are Asian, and there’s a general lackadaisical attitude towards mental health in the family. Although, I have a hunch that this somehow runs in the family. I have a relative that’s clinically diagnosed with anxiety disorder. 

There are a couple of episodes in my life I remember particularly well, and these could be what people call anxiety or panic attacks.  I remember not being able to punch in my atm PIN number. I knew what it was at the back of my head, but in that moment my brain was all over the place, and felt completely physically disconnected from my physical state. Fortunately, these episodes happen rarely. 

Most nights it’s just this, my head hinges onto a train of thought and it goes on and on and on and on forever. I try changing what I’m thinking about, and if that’s successful I go into overdrive once again into a new chain of thoughts. Sometimes I think about exes sometimes it’s just completely fucking random.  For A while in my life I thought this was depression, and I’ve suspected anxiety for a while now. 

But tonight I have to come out and say it. I think I’m suffering. I don’t want to go on medication. I started smoking a while back, and I’ve been trying to stop. Perhaps that’s why I’ve been feeling it more lately? 

I’ll take any tips. 

PS. this is anxiety right?",2.503021072605616,4.733322947368421,4.109461699790272,84.15780685109361,78.04024767801856,8.130590232697495,27.137621092579646,8.933256019334266,2.350676500549288,1284,54,257,32,31,428,157,323,0.12,0.8320000000000001,0.048,-0.9578,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,2,16,11,2,1,14,0,21,13,5,0,3,52,48,23,0,3,8,1,2,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,26,20,0,1,14,0,1,5,5,7,1,1,11,3,29,4,42,34,3,48,0,4,0,1,5,24,1,5,18,173,55,1,0.09361385471075984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366063135917949,0.0,0.4296860557280589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649927426835068,0.0,0.14396655166835295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090080436355556,0.09559021231610676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903104552981916,0.16128009339227584,0.19630469117222527,0.0,0.0,0.07474304555785544,0.10358194967348207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062947588865242,0.0950160919752603,0.0,0.0,0.10728958782255277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176501621603185,0.0,0.04733397772337234,0.0,0.08988398113514501,0.0,0.0,0.07962789699431247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654450020653942,0.0,0.0,0.10640582192850644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16556484511244407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19214964506195506,0.09950714997633776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560050564623852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983667022183998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430610994407293,0.09434074733483423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041284422450344,0.0,0.08785026106961409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969570004125444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983568827129707,0.10394710720351033,0.0,0.0,0.06490005977287963,0.0,0.09780655347943616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21209249691389712,0.07994572042557684,0.0,0.07444549465099691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368146151706444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18517299201801665,0.0,0.06626036819214175,0.0,0.0,0.07826537428912933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764599003808555,0.0,0.07038596835452522,0.07524327038671688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999198906843703,0.0,0.22295683161390129,0.054586991504521655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711532474758944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05521587695974753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417009795696008,0.0,0.08447194317281026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sandcastlecat,2019/01/22,"Nightmarish anxiety after buying kitten and regretting it. How to cope with possible return of it? I had been missing having a cat for a few years and I was really 100% certain I was ready for the responsibility of getting a kitten. I did months of research and preparing before actually collecting the kitten. I only felt exitement about it at that time. 

On the way home in the car after getting the kitten the shock hit me. I felt a terrible regret, and the actual reality of the situation suddenly was so obvious.

I'm now on day 5 after getting the kitten. The stress of the situation is really taking its toll on me. I am now 100% certain I am NOT ready for this responsibility and I feel horrible for feeling like this.

Every little cry from the kitten makes me feel extremely stressed and guilty. It cries and throws itself on my legs even if I do the dishes in the same room for ten minutes. I feel like I cant sit down for 5 minutes without it getting bored. Its not just this that is the problem though. 

Ive made a horrible mistake and I feel so shameful. My biggest fear now is confronting the breeder with this. She is so passionate about the kittens and she has told me many times she is so sure that choosing me as this ones owner was the right choice and shes so happy about ut. I feel like a huge fraud. I feel so guilty for having to make her go through the process of rehoming the kitten again. I am terrified of her judging me. Im sure she'll think Im just some jerk who rushed into this without thinking and who doesnt care about the kitten. 

How should I go about telling her to avoid as much judgement as possible? 

I really aprecciate any advice you can give. ",3.270927899686523,5.332318460606062,4.795809822361548,80.94681818181819,75.0,7.824451410658307,27.136886102403345,8.641336200584522,2.167378265412748,1332,52,251,27,29,446,167,330,0.188,0.708,0.104,-0.9829,0,1,0,0,1,0,26.0,0,1,0,0,21,25,2,5,27,0,26,3,1,5,5,51,53,24,0,6,7,0,9,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,19,14,1,1,12,0,1,5,6,15,0,2,11,9,36,10,43,39,4,36,0,3,0,1,15,15,0,2,17,184,55,1,0.0,0.0,0.20157495735114367,0.0,0.0,0.10092511917499317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023470607320974,0.0,0.0790097772712539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788462962559314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530198938285557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268989303110895,0.06660778083357073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682162084244184,0.0,0.08701880156302838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162199785148254,0.3655542772964157,0.22135216715813824,0.19833215162753945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21584049835967686,0.09907666534935736,0.11739408592197895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994467714758578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035993885366484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231226743937599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15137382096543794,0.10351481930923774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772709689069384,0.13788190470384803,0.10471084926058036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243800792604046,0.0,0.07592350991849094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998596265112791,0.07854994893120706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328678983788035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882608737776584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19849359835775926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820151569376078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23218462167690546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236616357494835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19468247443276684,0.0,0.07765455185586205,0.0,0.09027225479477624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323567480748117,0.10147318007681612,0.0,0.12044810809712615,0.0,0.0,0.09868954012738992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197974899862198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991186361433956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650965773898576
anxiety,lilylanel,2019/01/22,"Free Online Therapy Service? This might be a long shot but I was wondering if there were any free online therapy websites or maybe apps? I know that beggars can’t be choosers but I am still financially dependent on my parents which means that even if I used my own money (which I would) they would be able to see what I paid the money to. I wanted to try better help but it costs money. My parents are good people and I know they wouldn’t be upset with me, I’m not quite ready to open up to them about this, which I know I would have to do. Basically, money isn’t the issue, it’s the thought of my parents finding out.

tl;dr
I’m looking for a free therapy service online or on an app and I was hoping for suggestions.",1.5410204081632628,3.739514122448984,3.323156462585036,88.69208163265307,81.24489795918367,6.0968707482993185,22.72517006802721,7.3011,0.9126076190476188,564,19,116,8,15,188,87,147,0.042,0.784,0.174,0.9681,3,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,3,2,4,7,0,1,6,0,18,0,0,2,0,29,32,9,0,8,8,3,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,0,7,0,10,0,4,1,0,0,5,2,19,9,15,18,1,7,0,0,2,0,8,5,0,8,2,82,29,2,0.14444764499861226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822935191986434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775220358791134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095406307203398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320225306389989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211558313527378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682021161689214,0.0,0.0,0.1434691041289287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076581270219538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23815394417690386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12783162032146875,0.12129964172982002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511707448419156,0.1573458316816709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15323612447147056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4811760466340317,0.0,0.0,0.10014180938736753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15363785086809656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510607136425124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535607588652146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4955654123790057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467529517037935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980704691616158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475638704299108,0.0,0.0,0.08519896352961455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566473092769946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078343878048398,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NumerousAmphibian,2019/01/22,"I think I had an anxiety attack and I am looking for input on what happened. I have been using CBD to treat my daily anxiety since last August and I have had great success till this morning. The first thing that I do when I wake up every morning is to consume my normal amount of CBD which is the same every day. This morning I decided to drink coffee while consuming CBD (Which I never do). I drank 1 cup and a half of coffee while taking my CBD then proceeded to take a shower. During the shower, I started having some really dark and uncomfortable thoughts about me doing things that I know for a fact that I would never do, violent thoughts about me hurting myself. Normally I would never in my life think about the types of things that I was thinking about. None of it made sense why I was feeling this way and I could not figure it out. I proceeded to head out the door and begin my drive to work. During my drive to work, I kept having thoughts of myself driving my car off the road into a tree. Once I got to work I started having bad anxiety based on how my web browser windows were displayed. At this point, I started having heavy breathing so I decided to go to the bathroom and take a few breaths. I took 10 large breaths with a slow breath in and breathe out. This kind of helped things slow down a bit. Lunchtime rolled around and I took a nap in my car for 20 minutes which seemed to have helped. Here I am now basically traumatized by the experience that I had this morning. I have learned that I am never ever going to drink coffee while consuming my CBD again. Does anyone have any advice? Has anyone ever experienced anything like this? This event literally scared the shit out of me and I never EVER want to experience this again. Was this just an anxiety attack? Can anyone relate?",3.9964285714285697,5.771606957142861,4.759857142857146,83.20064285714288,72.28571428571428,7.2857142857142865,26.5,7.957251820313856,1.6419714285714289,1425,49,267,20,28,459,173,350,0.087,0.85,0.063,-0.6369,2,0,2,0,0,1,28.0,0,0,0,5,16,12,4,1,19,0,31,12,8,3,9,53,59,18,0,6,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,4,0,26,17,3,1,13,3,0,9,7,7,0,2,17,3,45,5,45,39,6,57,0,1,1,0,2,17,1,2,31,203,71,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857659895179784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061641258818404765,0.0,0.2773706847942279,0.0,0.0,0.1901418881562928,0.0,0.07459256756437996,0.0806926793886453,0.0,0.20624204281320185,0.0,0.0,0.07568423681352937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896014146439244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237212886113242,0.0,0.0,0.058458099808974935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932347186374182,0.0,0.0,0.1775938870375676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459789822221023,0.1527435300611319,0.0,0.0,0.17733511357216375,0.0,0.0,0.04583250133491302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710202841216299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303053345911227,0.0,0.07249655838282355,0.09993570370404316,0.0,0.0,0.08015648958320981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302724266353586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151397940604085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703663960556323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439213029827656,0.049815758137168965,0.07388723438969352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06402477727775298,0.044284245392561865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611841536476191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576986521067505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34955251125403514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17762441312715954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965332626792883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568819915508816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058069084617574734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075079632994172,0.0,0.0,0.08251920182426113,0.0,0.0,0.0930451113464404,0.07498193387897617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924755889753988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044597862081865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24088028426331126,0.17424369703927375,0.0,0.21588444018568892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014183916406532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828760541187038,0.0,0.0,0.05346437963138759,0.07194925711833304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179241708475397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979704749913088,0.0,0.0,0.12878227536553696,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,studiospectre,2019/01/22,"Anyone on Lamictal go up from 200mg a day to 300mg? Did you notice any differences? 

I'm not doing bad, but I'm curious if it could be a bit better. 

Thanks. ",-0.9064285714285704,0.9772817142857164,2.9939285714285724,89.18232142857146,89.0,6.928571428571428,17.32142857142857,8.07648339933343,0.7422857142857135,120,3,28,3,4,45,31,35,0.0,0.659,0.341,0.9175,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,8,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,4,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,15,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369817926291083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436688584503063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909704710391298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082067185303267,0.3804554315178859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782369659974417,0.0,0.0,0.22474403592623995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640927191509757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980520919162633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3967525535120692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208382251961415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ImaginaryRecording2,2019/01/22,"Health Anxiety So I've been battling with anxiety ever since I passed out once in high school years ago. It was a fluke incident brought on by dehydration and a really hot day, but since then I've always been anxious about passing out in public situations - like a classroom, the grocery store, while driving. Basically I'll be sitting in class and notice ""oh, I have a headache"" and then my anxiety will spiral out of control and my adrenaline will start pumping so I'll feel nauseous, my hands get all tight and clammy, my blood pounds, I get a headache. All similar things that happened to me before I passed out from dehydration. Now I know that its just anxiety, as I'm sitting in a temperature controlled class and I now drink plenty of water, but is this a normal reaction? This has also happened dozens of times, none of which I've passed out from, so why do I keep letting myself believe that this will be the time I pass out... Any help or advice is appreciated :)",8.5281461352657,7.389846005434787,8.415942028985507,71.13823671497586,61.77173913043478,11.438647342995164,38.3792270531401,10.504223727775694,3.95885458937198,771,33,140,15,9,250,114,184,0.061,0.8540000000000001,0.085,0.8507,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,2,9,2,1,0,9,0,14,5,2,2,3,27,24,17,0,1,4,0,4,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,10,13,2,4,2,1,1,7,1,1,0,1,4,4,14,1,22,14,3,33,0,0,0,0,2,12,0,1,13,93,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519066426368654,0.13170721232946825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881937875515733,0.12363046919185355,0.0,0.0,0.10103950049791748,0.0,0.4546531979000778,0.16785311747587478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643064341379115,0.16739878917934126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332902260797249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958218134732942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14555184288677858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13439912364501436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07512651639857591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15525384358233904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262777620846895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157933600640151,0.0,0.0,0.09959004746212884,0.15698293611075614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206473799166854,0.0,0.0,0.08165568672004095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15193312483216456,0.0,0.07258868686594175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455768613638802,0.0,0.16915932394381253,0.0,0.15823285944376772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518415776381277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150370900452184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24581383608076335,0.1670101543037635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516569443316924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870995526495642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17327639508261455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407034712103152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568065379571486
anxiety,Lazentro,2019/01/22,"First day of class I’m normally I get anxious and nervous before the first day of class. Meeting new people, new professors and Learning new material is overwhelming for me but once I get the day over with I feel pretty good. 
No surprise that I was nervous as fuck before class and when as I sat down my anxiety hit me hard. The classroom was very small so it got hot and felt very crowded.  I kept turning red every time I had to spoke, my hands were shaking and my arm pits were spewing out fountains of sweat. I hate anxiety. 

I feel like shit and can’t stop thinking about what my classmates thing of me because I probably looked like a mess! ",3.29398711524696,5.294816322834649,3.9646957766642816,87.20140300644239,74.74803149606298,6.822906227630638,28.86828919112384,7.686295010490155,1.7939039370078742,511,22,100,7,11,162,85,127,0.248,0.637,0.115,-0.9516,0,0,0,0,1,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,3,12,3,4,4,0,7,5,4,0,0,17,23,11,0,1,1,0,6,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,8,0,2,5,0,0,1,2,8,0,2,10,9,17,4,13,12,0,16,0,1,2,1,3,4,2,0,13,57,21,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23215824722676975,0.1714207036252389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249805166738266,0.0,0.258235654835529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29357529252799275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278457751962104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15344654297300014,0.1084016285116506,0.1456922367104173,0.0,0.0,0.25813646149485026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027929838930758,0.15855364206287367,0.0,0.0,0.12727060118319505,0.12135870765589825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592740724676974,0.14980982049743613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14826300476165194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12742166971157934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4396484001730969,0.0,0.0,0.14867098318943595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615959745661723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519599545478406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437205548750182,0.1635991843347282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15575683478760158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685972843166324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080795781923264,0.09722755747111528,0.0,0.0,0.08847962436853712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16504732717165074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503994155738117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Anonymous_Llama42316,2019/01/22,"Do you ever get kind of excited about something then get really anxious? I don't know exactly how to describe it. It's like excitement gets turned into anxiety. 

Like for example, the other day I was in a bookstore with a family member, and I decided to see if they had any of the books from a series I've been looking for, while the person I was with did their own thing. They ended having them, which was nice. It was no big deal, I could've ordered them online, but now I could just buy them here. That's all. 

But for some reason, while I was looking for the rest of the books in the series (they were scattered throughout the shelves), I started feeling very anxious. I started feeling nauseous, sweaty, and I was now shaking heavily. It was like slamming into a brick wall of anxiety, and it continued long after I had left the store. 

And this happens every time, no matter how big of a deal it is. I don't understand why. The only thing I can really think of is that I also have social anxiety problems, but this also happens when I'm alone. 

Does stuff like this happen to anyone else? ",5.030847797062751,5.7555076121495325,5.9761014686248375,79.44242990654206,68.67289719626169,8.731108144192259,30.238985313751673,8.841846274778883,2.4565190921228317,855,32,159,14,14,283,121,214,0.108,0.7959999999999999,0.096,-0.5708,0,1,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,7,0,11,10,0,1,14,0,21,0,0,3,3,29,39,16,0,3,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,16,8,0,0,7,2,2,1,4,2,0,0,12,5,22,8,22,26,4,25,0,0,3,0,12,8,0,2,19,122,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825815762488826,0.0,0.19806538419204292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842136514024801,0.0,0.28420572445651426,0.27980193592156977,0.0,0.08658996151358286,0.12688600980009182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19774811053492056,0.0,0.0,0.07986485242729194,0.2553417610761521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837090831073444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345022386428364,0.0,0.10968314413427736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201798199381777,0.10433831690919132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167428418185158,0.0,0.12523178028186666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19409972829301173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285269055565494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895755389250926,0.06805777446032985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345496540446727,0.0,0.0,0.242002715427842,0.0,0.0,0.10959216671559233,0.20798438642279296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418389264817466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10813000617173467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849562897333378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15866676777812486,0.12732543122133122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868234268801884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623659337117138,0.0,0.0953360499175499,0.0,0.0,0.17530544167084824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176414943594354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16454407873500482,0.07934997999080179,0.0,0.0,0.07221056052264667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13469948694840514,0.0,0.1289190591779438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021787913441785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174395578185546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Harogenki42,2019/01/22,"Real bad anxiety over doomsday clock suddenly hitting me I’ve known about this fucking thing since 2016 but people have told me countless times I shouldn’t worry about it because of stuff like they just do it for attention, they’re biased etc yet....why am I having a sudden hit of anxiety over it !? This has happened after finding out they are moving it on thursday and it’ll most likely be all over the place...so the anxiety and fear is hitting me now :( these Goddamn obsessive thoughts sucks man ",3.3125531914893607,6.072255574468088,3.767489361702129,84.79400000000003,78.36170212765958,6.313191489361702,27.48510638297872,7.554174236665415,1.8771055319148933,400,17,69,6,10,125,74,94,0.311,0.66,0.029,-0.9827,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,0,4,7,2,2,3,0,10,1,0,0,1,13,18,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,10,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,2,0,7,2,11,10,3,13,0,0,0,1,4,5,2,1,9,48,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4845276523879263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17627965076523902,0.12869917928890526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23545897383520936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375731008456321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929634339069544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19518065784615446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18669618120229048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20628896163507246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243913102234584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14636674000652716,0.0,0.22057955623087613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403052367116709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174643884570761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24168637225841244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14026134824741146,0.0,0.0,0.16760880611262435,0.12310805292385205,0.0,0.0,0.20173794874779308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19050649548688806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21440658435806895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vision216,2019/01/22,"Social anxiety Anyway to get past that, I mean I couldn't even write this without making myself do it. Like for example make friends and stuff, just feel alone most of the time and want to somehow get out of that somehow. ",5.014806201550389,6.201334046511634,4.81860465116279,86.0448062015504,69.0,7.593798449612403,28.286821705426355,7.793537801064563,1.645719379844961,176,6,34,2,3,54,36,43,0.081,0.768,0.151,0.4939,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,15,9,2,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,7,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,3,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974463964944559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197026428783463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896889447812385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521392814782816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22188539113576927,0.0,0.3000940489111684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403084937809771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834084832885258,0.0,0.0,0.31283848680770976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741591933415872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927581410751888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287684478140397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16746514540715776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693944767606749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768447913531345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Siegbrau,2019/01/22,Anyone with ergophobia? I hate it... ,1.2650000000000006,0.7960988333333319,5.246666666666666,62.79000000000002,144.0,7.866666666666667,19.666666666666668,7.1686216300943375,2.833266666666668,27,1,4,1,2,10,6,6,0.481,0.519,0.0,-0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5779571965845071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8160670799120482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawayjay2222,2019/01/22,"How can I stop being so serious when I explain things? So I've been going to the gym now for about two years ultimately to tackle my anxiety and I've learnt a lot in the process.

Three friends asked me to train with them yesterday and I felt like as I was explaining certain things about the workouts and form, I wasn't smiling at all - it was all just super-serious monotonal instructions - I had so much information and I felt like I had to talk quickly and seriously in case I distracted myself and ended up forgetting someone I needed to say.

This isn't the first time this has happened when trying to explain something to people, but I found at the gym it was more difficult than ever - any advice?",9.297450980392156,7.105026000000002,9.301470588235292,68.74745098039219,61.058823529411754,12.890196078431373,40.31372549019608,11.538034831475384,4.576778431372549,560,24,103,13,6,185,88,136,0.102,0.843,0.055,-0.6106,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,12,8,0,1,6,0,11,0,0,1,4,25,21,14,0,1,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,1,7,3,0,1,2,4,0,3,10,3,15,4,18,10,6,17,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,1,13,82,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20708847982773956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441147519145359,0.0,0.16212034031153635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19811918409160692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877006737372291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916962798329698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40695818956920893,0.0,0.0,0.1802614013685376,0.0,0.2323623807405205,0.1637310077376163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044059493354227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18740260715076867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207069523264374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801691620906123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578762136455665,0.1571380499704415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14692056634870998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16852949403299178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17956147676725512,0.16314850328381425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17717692643570954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17033549642068474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815841456935416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357387243066782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388165102522976,0.0,0.2070177543922764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364713168299387
anxiety,unfunnycoont8,2019/01/22,so uh. yall ever just feel like you're just doing stuff for attention but don't really know it,0.8657142857142865,2.6608205714285766,3.676428571428573,87.40607142857145,81.38095238095238,8.009523809523811,15.261904761904766,8.841846274778883,0.6939333333333333,76,1,17,2,2,27,20,21,0.0,0.907,0.093,0.1901,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,4,2,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.461254112699859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578321474266696,0.3642887499736614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802400812108816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24912238595269964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32666942344351746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.583739287182795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,no_tread_on_snek,2019/01/22,"Getting a service dog for autism, anxiety and depression help. It feels like cheating and is giving me anxiety. :/ I have not had a dog since moving out on my own several years ago. I really really miss it. They help with my anxiety and stuff. I am getting a pup that will legally be allowed to go anywhere with me in the US under the Americans with disability act. That sounds good but for some reason my anxiety brain is saying that I am cheating the system or doing something wrong. I know this not logical but I'm sure you all know that anxiety does not care about logic. We had a previous landlord try to evict us over our esa cat. We ended up with a pro Bono lawyer getting them to drop thier obviously flawed case but now that I am going for a service dog I am really anxious. I want this dog to help my anxious brain but until she is here and working that will be hard. Can anyone provide insight or internet hugs? Thanks r/anxiety",3.2879891304347844,5.305571603260873,4.927608695652175,80.21684782608699,74.81521739130434,8.295652173913044,28.347826086956523,9.017664075816787,2.586006521739131,741,31,137,17,16,250,112,184,0.184,0.687,0.13,-0.8477,2,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,5,1,2,1,3,11,2,0,9,0,16,3,2,2,3,33,30,11,0,1,9,0,2,1,0,2,0,2,1,0,11,11,0,0,7,0,0,4,3,5,0,0,2,4,23,6,19,24,3,17,0,2,0,1,14,6,0,3,6,96,34,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668065308070004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5523923012949197,0.2719164710458508,0.0,0.0841496563818249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686948591277133,0.0,0.0,0.12270213100004107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365498517951442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531676578588216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659201977275147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06085122971876021,0.08597616173876044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18862954959392592,0.11544813200578878,0.13679233026697185,0.10094163659856474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780757550079248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419988499267794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322794983353845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058795629974748874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791017358249654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312927576307376,0.12373710645733453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570503292601368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595823552292538,0.0,0.0995525609629075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264925981176106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776890824030485,0.0,0.0,0.11342594105420935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079965891462452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170794214882728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895260573379726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098397756969692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876142948079479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13158092078141276,0.0,0.07749973941124437
anxiety,Darby_Dabb,2019/01/22,"I want to better understand my boyfriend and whether he has anxiety based on his sexual kinks (that are important part of him overall). He wants to be totally dominated by me and is into ""smol femme"" and stag roleplays. He is often antsy, insecure, reserved idk what exactly. Please just ask me specific question about him so you might understand whether he has anxiety.

So, he is into stag/vixen relationship. He is into being dominated.

Sorry that I can't express myself but maybe with quick questions I can describe him so you can understand whether he actually has anxiety and what should I do. ",5.5993977154724845,8.03249608411215,6.5812461059190035,69.053759086189,69.46728971962617,10.736863966770509,36.18795430944964,10.746095033038511,4.86581287642783,479,26,75,16,9,159,70,107,0.085,0.857,0.058,-0.2144,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,1,7,2,0,1,0,0,16,0,0,0,2,25,22,11,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,14,1,10,18,2,5,0,0,0,0,18,4,0,4,1,60,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.17538619466186753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4124686228522219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16801911235780936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895262885539105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18055845483082172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19066038891134235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946252383064033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972846648647409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40266745855976976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19295796222999745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20118802004662895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5613018551989102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21201355199274693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,twentystars,2019/01/22,"Crippling anxiety in class and other places where I can’t leave For the past few weeks, I have been having horrible panic attacks/anxiety episodes. I feel like I can’t breathe, my throat closes up and I get super hot and sweaty. The worst part is I feel super nauseous, and that these always tend to happen in situations where I can’t really leave easily like my college classes. As a result, a lot of the advice on here like lay down, listen to music or do something else to distract you don’t work for me because I’m in the middle of class, or the middle of a movie theater. It’s happened twice in this class where I just have to get up after about 30 minutes and miss the majority of the class to run out of the room. It’s an auditorium style lecture hall so I can’t quietly go out the back, everyone sees me leave to go to the bathroom to try to calm down, to ultimately needing to leave again because I panic again after trying to calm down in the bathroom. It happened to me in another class where I gave a presentation. During this “presentation” I didn’t even have to say a word, just stand there for 10 minutes while two other members spoke. I have done so many presentations before where I have had to speak, and although it’s not my favorite thing, I’ve never had a reaction like this. It was the longest ten minutes just standing up there feeling like I was going to throw up, like I just NEEDED to run out of there. I stood my ground but as soon as my group finished I left to go to the bathroom to calm down. Watched another group present, feeling anxious the entire time still. When they were done I left for the bathroom again, only to force myself to return. It’s my last semester of college, my classes are important and interesting to me and I don’t want to miss them. I’m dealing with a lot of stress lately with job searching, relationship issues and just general depression for negative self image and fear for the future. I have been seeing a counselor at my university for the past few months and although I’ve been anxious before I’ve never had so many attacks like this, almost every other day. They happen in the worst times, never when I’m just home alone or not doing anything. I don’t know what to do. As soon as I leave the class, the panicked feeling is pretty much gone, but I cannot keep running out of my classes and I don’t want to get so afraid of anxiety that I stop going altogether.",7.029625000000002,6.2020952125000015,7.4346666666666685,75.95700000000002,64.58333333333334,9.93,34.2,9.065960079200117,2.86899,1922,72,367,27,25,632,211,480,0.136,0.773,0.091,-0.9751,1,1,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,1,3,3,30,25,1,6,29,0,34,2,2,1,3,53,70,31,0,4,13,0,6,7,0,0,0,5,2,1,18,19,0,2,6,0,0,10,16,12,0,3,16,14,44,13,74,54,9,79,0,3,3,0,14,35,0,6,39,265,62,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626870065451764,0.0,0.0,0.07815492350144115,0.08083535406741114,0.0,0.0,0.06494312354302903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636826234599319,0.17912209866305914,0.17634658861323158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06422777882582165,0.0,0.0,0.08879214607379682,0.0,0.06001495866191117,0.0,0.09515604311468792,0.0,0.13282811184845889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05033522812937186,0.08046521970615682,0.06722359612441496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15974270383368616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520002804717975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05155071029529458,0.0,0.06575975319105619,0.07457928269232009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782696343466856,0.1973199110107237,0.11151661954404583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233233777489776,0.0,0.22178557902591509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27607433032580697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828963509661606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146300764451668,0.07745171238075252,0.069373647541215,0.0,0.0,0.04289375738290837,0.06362045312808139,0.08804281143908334,0.4132137644975081,0.16960120316336524,0.0,0.0,0.2669160169692387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270914830312575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582591228589662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06229806613519274,0.0,0.057375086578529966,0.1157448729605758,0.18058888798638706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05935987582114525,0.0,0.18314766075357705,0.0,0.08451959544746053,0.14901344057813187,0.0,0.0,0.08154472265827968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07940401826242796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05000026738879175,0.0,0.0,0.08379555009392214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06206779605775945,0.0,0.0,0.12439009352867357,0.0,0.08142225820099692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773048549268424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0600860287812063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06233013123702881,0.0652525624624463,0.08940500782785986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05185236990204147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102214370373392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059804638176797,0.0,0.07624265315506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092070791022464,0.0,0.06260629941263758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05682069182388848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mr-Sundroid,2019/01/22,"Anyone else get stressed around people speaking different languages? I get stressed when I’m around people not speaking English. What are they saying? Is it about me? Why aren’t they talking in English? (if they’re bilingual) 

Is it just me?",2.397732558139534,5.085544906976747,1.8736918604651187,91.20263081395348,99.93023255813955,3.080232558139535,28.630813953488367,5.148860815047168,1.1325372093023254,193,10,31,1,8,56,30,43,0.135,0.865,0.0,-0.6966,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,7,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,5,0,4,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,1,20,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17032063095163327,0.2495821094076445,0.0,0.43368543985494457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544949816118451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034844119648742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25452671889855305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377430025070722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19370895014998735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.558052687689111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957847816149527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197980080036361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dconnor1104,2019/01/22,"Waking up every morning with panic attacks Recently got my anxiety medication changed from Buspar to Sertraline, as I feel the Buspar wasn’t working anymore. I felt the same even if I missed a dose for it. My antidepressant also wasn’t working anymore, so basically we combined two pills that I have to take into one. On the bright side, I’m no longer in a constant state of panic every waking moment of my life. However, every morning I’ve woken up with my heart racing a million miles a minute. Some negative thoughts are also entering my head, and I’ve thrown up every morning for the past week. I’ve had the meds for about a week and a half now, and even though I was warned about nausea as a potential side effect, it has been enough time to where my body should’ve adjusted by now. And oddly enough, the anxiety goes away almost completely after a couple hours past the wakeup panic. A few spikes in the day, but I can live with that. I just need to figure out what to do about waking up every morning panicked. 

Any suggestions?",7.094499771585197,6.880890939698496,7.475504796710826,73.68880767473733,64.22613065326634,10.05043398812243,32.66377341251713,9.573946990214177,3.018543718592965,823,29,145,14,11,270,120,199,0.118,0.872,0.01,-0.9354,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,0,3,13,6,1,3,17,0,10,10,6,1,0,23,19,12,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,10,0,0,6,0,0,1,4,5,0,4,9,3,14,1,31,10,5,29,0,1,1,0,2,14,0,3,13,104,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379255621620035,0.0,0.0,0.18175335637133036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727808600742288,0.0,0.1738663035631111,0.0,0.2253977396155715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292802144892802,0.10676712417987594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622677052413442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021447934877995,0.0,0.11914781933654495,0.12280286226680713,0.0,0.0,0.12573885374339253,0.0,0.0732874401247568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23483792386001665,0.0,0.15011433282649678,0.0,0.4787267440431144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0574590468784718,0.0,0.10911079385406898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088710031790002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662589955803518,0.0,0.0,0.13466218563994825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191104505742812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026624277178142,0.0,0.0,0.10034488937036136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622677052413442,0.1144788469684677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426151784833122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700439773220773,0.0,0.0,0.3999909324033062,0.0,0.0,0.2169616391940276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220432262411416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544201966090667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164926253480854,0.09021628617007188,0.06626353107578191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100831536300396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18230792191280096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16546038250537085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,daydreams77,2019/01/22,"Was excited about my initial visit with a psychiatrist scheduled for tomorrow, then found out it's actually with a P.A. So yeah, I was feeling like I was doing a good thing by going to the psychiatrist for my anxiety and my therapist agreed. When I made the appointment they didn't tell me I wasn't seeing a psychiatrist. Today they called to confirm and mentioned who I am seeing. I didn't remember seeing her name on the website so I did some research and she is a physician's assistant. Now I have nothing against PAs but I have a lengthy history with mental illness and substance abuse in my past. Therefore I at least wanted to see a psych for my first visit or so. Now I am actually a bit discouraged, and also I feel I should call them and ask why this is, but that would make me feel way more anxious and I don't want to come off as rude. 

I'm wondering what I should do. I also needed to just vent cus I'm now a bit stressed about it. Also no offense to any PAs out there lol. ",2.471005555555557,4.438360445000002,4.260333333333335,84.30822222222223,77.05,7.444444444444445,27.11111111111111,8.344100000000001,1.9422777777777767,779,32,157,15,18,263,118,200,0.159,0.77,0.071,-0.9645,0,0,0,0,1,0,16.0,0,0,3,1,14,7,2,1,12,2,19,2,0,3,0,35,38,19,0,6,4,0,3,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,7,13,0,1,6,0,0,4,5,4,0,1,9,7,28,3,23,26,5,21,0,1,4,0,14,6,0,3,11,117,35,2,0.0,0.15931314793324558,0.2624271854690969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32258291112225257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914374309152602,0.0,0.10286155456164232,0.15190156084973613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12570197684624984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935910548216457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745974473773024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582540954046397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20396109301551424,0.0960582719667975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437163243425845,0.0,0.1474284821922087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641673341782178,0.11277869336178124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06569037859278418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272293310543271,0.08975311381442239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355040844356795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970040816398698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901802474670118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283573126614442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15231700204786866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4285889397654603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15402350954030086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752399238003815,0.0,0.0,0.15611845779699618,0.08932926895629209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745238600140302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15861601831897054,0.10672811284635164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132926273637852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458161663507835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551654713555577,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,letstalkaboutit16,2019/01/22,Does anyone get severe inner head tension? I feel like I'm going crazy. On top of it I feel like I'm starving when I already ate,0.2263095238095261,2.2385928214285715,2.8000000000000007,91.61166666666668,85.07142857142857,3.733333333333334,20.047619047619047,3.1291,-0.3773238095238097,101,3,21,0,3,35,21,28,0.307,0.486,0.207,-0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,7,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,2,2,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,7,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3596087028924205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278578163458569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28517345534594746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295421258231435,0.4656071412271007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17025507140814145,0.0,0.18520100382861207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33443947432402577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184099480082692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681434719106059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wanderinthrowaway123,2019/01/22,"i can't stop thinking about all the bad things that can happen i'm 25 with little direction in life. 

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academically, i am thinking about applying to PA school, i have a good GPA and stuff but i can't stop thinking about not getting accepted or being miserable while at school or working as a PA. part of the application process is a personal statement, an essay why the school should bring you in for an interview. i can't help but think its an essay to bullshit your fake sad story to get some sympathy to getting accepted.

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socially, these issues also bleed into my dating life. i have fell in  love before but i can't take steps because i'm afraid they would realize i'm an absolute loser. actually i'm pretty sure most girls did enjoy my company until they realize i'm a loser and a pussy..

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i reread The Catcher in the Rye and i can't help but seeing myself as the protagonist. i'm a type of person who gives up quickly. i don't know how to change myself. what if i do get accepted to school, fall in love, and then die of cancer or something. i know i should avoid 'what if's but i fucking hate uncertainty. the only certain thing is that im a single loser with a useless bachelors degree working a shit retail job and i'm afraid to take steps forward and falling.",3.7444177827380933,5.590104621093751,5.251004464285714,79.1280729166667,73.1015625,8.001190476190478,28.596726190476193,8.704169506293173,2.3886773065476192,1037,42,189,20,21,349,141,256,0.265,0.619,0.116,-0.9935,1,1,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,2,5,6,23,3,4,20,0,18,8,1,1,3,44,45,23,1,5,11,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,10,9,0,3,12,0,1,7,7,14,0,0,1,1,22,9,27,40,5,23,0,6,1,3,17,10,2,7,8,124,32,11,0.0,0.0,0.09372652080213628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680752504272302,0.0,0.31219566921973835,0.3501172643269733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019395289669445,0.058548425056063814,0.0,0.08172761810329572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160336862462248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968003084084852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879248633471233,0.2007191689413192,0.092135563443989,0.0,0.08055838064578479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493268903322311,0.0,0.0,0.09482501404026278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875450359348764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374558555190667,0.1002465138691824,0.09531030566966364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055681534163562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567950710485713,0.0,0.09626278971167647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17336956717618646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304690542171408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400788090484704,0.0,0.0,0.16772639380241505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771276863172736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888125598090328,0.07653580193432995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858929138663496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790625803914517,0.0,0.07394049264475848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605966216331227,0.0,0.0,0.10994908072784784,0.0,0.0,0.0905217157404526,0.0,0.1444284759484332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761668072010734,0.2461682277352905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086666094806006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984448734905947,0.0,0.0,0.06822794388505245,0.0,0.3501172643269733,0.0
anxiety,outlander345,2019/01/22,"Need advice on a decision I need to make for school and public speaking Good day all,

I am currently trying to figure out what to do and need advice. I have a huge fear of public speaking..breaking out in sweats, hives, the whole thing. I am in graduate school for recreational therapy and I have the opportunity to practice networking by presenting one of my projects from last semester in an event my program is hosting. Now, I need to start building connections because the majority of my class is a stride ahead of me in connections.  I said yes but then my professor asked me if I would prefer to present my project in front of an audience and/or do a table set up and have people come to me. I automatically said yes on the table option but as I asked other students they are all doing presentations. I feel kind of discouraged...but I know I will mess up my presentation I will mess up my first impression. To be honest, I struggled immensely on my project so I know I don't have the confidence to do a Q&A session after the presentation (forgot to mention that). I asked the professor for additional support (practicing, revision, etc.) because I was honest with her. I'm not exactly sure what question I want to ask you guys but what would you do? Thanks in advance for the much need advice. ",4.0355287569573335,6.381749571428577,5.321345083487942,76.74628478664194,73.6938775510204,8.862708719851579,30.728200371057515,9.457814108942452,3.2180204081632664,1035,48,183,27,22,344,133,245,0.07200000000000001,0.8059999999999999,0.122,0.8861,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,1,4,2,13,0,2,15,2,21,1,1,1,4,36,43,11,0,10,5,0,1,0,0,4,0,3,0,1,6,9,0,1,7,0,0,3,2,4,0,2,4,4,35,9,41,34,6,34,0,0,0,0,16,15,0,3,15,137,41,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3513723806705413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986639947686462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4482052594374424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14612899357781345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324729776531047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07729867686059133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336736685715991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487389088084648,0.06060394918714319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195139422942567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005314410827839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867854419170132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481395738061797,0.13174195546531292,0.0977004978587216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000633456965325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810962902330212,0.444366990363802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812190744691552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830946418174367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13426870773669514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22802534867140364,0.0,0.0,0.2426059625041225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.084836309564052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530190134023156,0.0,0.0,0.13601375908244914,0.11296501319568165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034940345247488,0.13706839228177667,0.0,0.07962851733207736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137590640418782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069552069231169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338174925037204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17028777058066485,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SadaharuLoL,2019/01/22,"Struggling with my anxiety I've tried just about every conventional means a doctor has told me and i'm really reaching a breaking point. I really want to get back to how I was before all the anxiety, and I just can't seem to figure out how. 

Anytime I get asked to go out with friends especially some where of distance, where a car ride might be like 30-45 minutes. My stomach gets pretty intense pains which usually will lead to diarrhea, i'll get nauseous, light headed and just extremely quiet. There's been time where i've even had to ask the person driving to pull over to a store so I can use the bathroom or meeting someone new and being in a pre drink situation with a small group and sneaking off to take a shit in this strangers bathroom. 

A lot of this has been pretty discouraging/embarrassing and my social life has taken a pretty big decline, I find myself saying no to any of those situations and feeling like i'm on the outs really and just missing out on my life.

Does anyone have similar experiences and if so how did you over come them ?    25/Male if that's helpful to the context at all.",6.733832565284183,6.434686188940095,7.340841013824887,74.64078533026117,64.99078341013825,10.182642089093703,34.212365591397855,9.725611199111238,3.1807913978494624,881,35,165,16,12,292,138,217,0.079,0.7959999999999999,0.124,0.8281,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,1,16,7,1,1,14,0,15,8,3,5,2,40,34,17,0,3,7,0,1,2,1,2,4,2,0,1,5,17,1,0,5,1,1,7,2,4,0,0,7,4,14,3,30,23,4,30,1,1,0,0,12,18,1,7,6,110,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791478796367913,0.0,0.19779759051371112,0.0,0.0,0.09039553539683688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417185725897077,0.0,0.0,0.09940828887145706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100077014737822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113632154647158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323234899758,0.11313374098975296,0.0,0.0,0.12664511742491855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538817679492586,0.0,0.1089239197540432,0.0,0.0,0.12646058181696945,0.0,0.0,0.06536781879446044,0.09235761030889844,0.0,0.0,0.1181595170965264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988135591329547,0.0,0.270173717641624,0.0,0.07347276545347015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326785090113793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665361430707247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826284805564294,0.12631929063253236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099091763498521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408237472700405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371455794829587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485936534847493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756296413491267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288225135455185,0.0,0.0,0.12221132410520813,0.0,0.0,0.3945725079701917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24846010736601346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280859201924757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769159602473715,0.0,0.0,0.13270399391384324,0.0,0.2906321236950162,0.0,0.13178461157613305,0.10953846810769197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13515145615538918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720242089012908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538416885341158,0.0,0.0,0.1235325166092203,0.0,0.08777258867467333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165635423256076,0.14238358219591896,0.0,0.07625265429361533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kagichu,2019/01/22,Religion might be a trigger but... does anyone think they're possessed when their anxiety is at its peak ,8.893157894736841,8.637101473684211,7.967368421052632,71.78157894736844,60.57894736842106,11.810526315789476,40.05263157894737,11.20814326018867,4.6596947368421056,84,4,14,2,1,26,19,19,0.096,0.904,0.0,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4163559874999561,0.0,0.0,0.3805579462114662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4762839661192703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5773718782779891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34873864001525856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Potatoes2019,2019/01/22,"What are your funniest anxiety moments? They are rarely funny at the time but when i look back i can laugh about them. 

A few of mine:
Texting a person on an invisible phone, while asking what i wanted to ask all because they had a phone in their hand. 

Telling workers i was just about to leave to pick the kids up from school when they wanted to work on my property. I was in my PJs and it was no where near pick up time. 

Saying hello as a response to someone thanking me for letting them past. ",3.047699999999999,4.587236970000003,3.916999999999998,89.24350000000004,74.3,6.6000000000000005,25.5,7.1686216300943375,1.0264000000000006,387,13,81,4,8,124,71,100,0.07,0.818,0.112,0.8099,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,6,2,7,2,0,0,7,0,8,1,1,2,1,8,14,6,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,16,2,19,9,2,17,0,0,1,0,16,9,0,0,8,64,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863218556548376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.455389298466009,0.0,0.0,0.18728172372471946,0.0,0.14847121596580104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25789365787229285,0.0,0.24905542848849396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20452809439165764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325044841473434,0.0,0.2126661956624589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936877753923852,0.0,0.2464945619047188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20636662550243404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21288117253848435,0.2242362683893448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840422512991456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873146434128756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17731374552728932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thewholesomechef,2019/01/22,"How to deal with panic attacks only in large group situations? I'm at a loss. Recently, I've gone from having panic attacks while driving to now panic attacks when I'm in a large group situation and it's difficult to leave without causing distraction—company meetings, weddings, a seminar. It starts with the physical symptoms of feeling dizzy or faint, sweaty palms, churning stomach. Today I completely broke down in tears after getting up during a work meeting and not being able to go back in. I have no idea why this is happening to me and I've made an appointment to get help. But in the meantime, this is severely impacting my life and day to day. Has anyone experienced this? It's never happened to me before and I've worked in this position for over a year with no problems.",4.848673469387755,6.943270278911568,5.96437074829932,74.1196173469388,70.70068027210884,8.981632653061224,34.01870748299319,9.516144504307137,3.6798666666666655,629,32,103,15,12,209,99,147,0.262,0.7120000000000001,0.026,-0.987,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,4,10,3,3,8,0,6,5,2,3,1,19,17,10,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,2,0,0,3,5,10,0,0,2,2,5,0,26,14,0,25,1,2,0,0,7,10,0,1,12,68,12,2,0.1325553301101391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268576887794874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4524024729271896,0.0,0.10192686670247478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11279482276234346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617083806928146,0.0,0.0,0.13898174164978794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709744437843711,0.13665872485854036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06702395774571626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13850937792611373,0.0,0.07533424884037318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23443648129139125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884904362638768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14963883300411213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035695510791202,0.0,0.0,0.0936277497836275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542705840401133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223484235783056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081430172070126,0.0,0.4665753577286255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683754892704005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13088239688958372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974979264981647,0.0,0.0,0.2979954897888273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382334491049628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13777574251384486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564695365648454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961056776171596,0.0,0.0,0.1277786079781882,0.0,0.19300371809308672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536128659371807
anxiety,Rad0555,2019/01/22,"What job is good for someone with bad social anxiety I don't know what to do. I'm 23 and i have never had a job on the books I have only worked for my moms friends. I have really bad social anxiety. I have bad back,  heart,  and feet and ankle problems so its hard for me to lift stuff or worth too hard physically. I really want to get a job.  I figure people out people on here might understand my problem better since my mom tells me I'm just lazy like when I told her I was depressed she said the same thing. Does anyone know what I should look for as a job? ",0.7455602240896333,2.7091777226890765,2.7548109243697496,92.97462535014007,82.69747899159664,5.9834733893557415,17.4796918767507,7.1686216300943375,0.019201120448178788,435,9,99,6,12,146,76,119,0.22,0.665,0.115,-0.9112,4,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,6,10,0,0,5,0,11,2,2,0,1,18,21,7,0,4,2,2,2,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,4,1,1,0,2,6,0,0,4,4,17,4,12,15,1,6,0,1,1,0,10,3,0,2,4,63,23,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19284285924510405,0.0,0.0,0.08813117219296791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691816067550213,0.3157182520077542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147349544203387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855938978603363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029979704452794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737937762322033,0.0,0.06585150009610276,0.0,0.0,0.1057176599289065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258169173515212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14935982636552889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5003071015942948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385382632164037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061577527613265425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584314539971612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337101509256611,0.0,0.2952366459341159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721100234733576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586026735302601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17476266113277533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412094542743216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614908701646907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989436342687625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426286059520884,0.0,0.0,0.2569669451972953,0.10679458396006944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14428740290834913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016585748217822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837363955523483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043808850651293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121368348898652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434256322748235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175973894948017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Senshi420,2019/01/22,"Pre-heart attack warning signs, but could it be anxiety? My friend had a heart attack at the age of 42. He explained to me recently that he neglected the warning signs for about a month, and then it happened.

I've experienced all sorts of left arm pain, chest fluttering and cramping in the left shoulder in my many years of anxiety. I consider myself very self-aware. I knew it was nothing.

But lately it's been eerily consistent.  I'm in a constant state of low-grade anxiety, with subtle warning signs of an oncoming heart attack. I passed the EKG no problem, so back to square one.

Anxiety? Or should the doctors be notified (again)? ",3.887746371275785,6.31772518487395,4.692956455309396,80.68479755538581,74.46218487394958,8.36088617265088,30.145912910618787,9.095868883498916,2.946236974789916,503,23,89,12,11,162,82,119,0.302,0.667,0.031,-0.9876,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,3,0,9,0,7,8,5,0,1,17,11,7,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,6,0,1,4,2,7,1,14,3,1,17,0,1,1,0,4,6,0,2,9,54,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4214418309392728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4700516073156795,0.0,0.10590323967981524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883350614146013,0.0,0.1099634682693164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409689919549601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064072150815166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179116101138775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4896199859720122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553615826754799,0.0,0.2992806671713023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396331364157662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993204322060926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215236928203686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933270958937068,0.0,0.14655079296942286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178573794120638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359883835939573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436788613670168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363885348263295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869140282610526
anxiety,Amyro08,2019/01/22,"Lonely and Wish I Could Make Friends I'm almost 41 years old. I've been married to my husband for 21 years, so more than half my life, and while he is my favourite person in the world, and my best friend, I'm lonely because I don't have any other friends. I've lived in my (tiny rural conservative) community for 15 years and haven't made a single friend. I tried so hard to make friends when we first moved here. It's very cliquey, and after being purposely excluded for 5 years I gave up. Once I started working full time, I stopped hearing from/talking with any mom acquaintances I had made through parent groups.

I have no one to talk to who understands me. I don't have girlfriends to ask ""is this normal"" about women's issues or to talk about being a wife and a parent. I have no one to model 'normalcy', so I'm constantly left thinking that everyone else is happy and put together, and I'm just a screw-up.  I can't ask my friends if they also live out of a laundry basket (for example), or if I'm really just a slob.

The kicker is, even if I did have someone nearby who I had anything in common with, I wouldn't make friends with them because I'm so damn busy in my life, I don't have time for friends. 

Anyone else in a similar situation? How do you cope? Who do you talk to, besides a therapist?",5.479862155388472,5.055432725563911,6.2312631578947375,81.97250877192985,67.60902255639097,9.348972431077694,32.019047619047626,8.841846274778883,2.4032840100250628,1019,38,214,15,15,336,143,266,0.073,0.7879999999999999,0.139,0.965,2,4,0,0,0,0,35.0,1,2,2,3,13,13,1,0,10,0,25,2,0,6,0,35,44,21,0,7,7,5,1,0,9,1,2,1,0,2,7,13,0,2,2,0,0,2,8,3,0,4,7,2,28,10,29,33,4,27,0,2,0,0,33,10,1,6,15,134,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263755532216418,0.0,0.0,0.07398193329029493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125822869364181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468664660853392,0.09478963071508004,0.07612961727340267,0.0,0.1729727448948415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278909649387088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09708579435004457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997276909174364,0.0,0.07386342435128095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15456406160044148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061103402868651666,0.0,0.0,0.0883993242750692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869078791201117,0.0,0.0,0.5717972636042933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848090440934017,0.0828727155640391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042679171342474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655864965742872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051472214966817,0.0,0.1306881355428162,0.0,0.0,0.16337984749515436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17507446721000405,0.1852577363798585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834911250024684,0.0,0.09832577519537283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064226525057156,0.0,0.0,0.09707593967740738,0.09852242095814967,0.1253772547549424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054475899973288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077804141202206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300026322859027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059265652486586926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398753321176236,0.0,0.0,0.07838524486210825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06548057624518225,0.0,0.0,0.07734430019519345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297431048931515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741373704458786,0.0,0.05927805053076584,0.0,0.0,0.1078891577795626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06280967749778353,0.0,0.0,0.09630841123356057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633221277654904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063844074024326,0.0,0.0,0.06734994734121964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23829916703647586
anxiety,120080,2019/01/22,"Low stress jobs for a college student?? Hello!! I’m a freshman in college and I’ve been having awful anxiety about getting a job....

Recently I got my first job at McDonalds, I was super excited to finally make some money. I quit after my first day — it was so stressful I sobbed during my break and cried myself to sleep afterwards. It triggered a pretty bad episode that lasted a few days. So I feel like a failure and I’m even more worried about making money. I’m pretty broke and I don’t know what to do. I also can’t drive so that severely limits me. I just need a job that won’t take such a toll on my mental health. 

Do any of you guys relate? What should I do :( ",0.6598631386861342,2.975592627737228,2.9946304744525527,88.84333257299272,86.22627737226276,5.468795620437956,20.971259124087588,6.9077264865688965,0.6724164233576646,518,17,104,7,16,177,89,137,0.261,0.637,0.103,-0.9712,4,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,5,9,9,0,2,8,1,11,2,1,3,0,14,22,8,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,7,4,0,1,2,0,2,1,3,6,0,2,4,1,16,3,11,16,3,15,0,3,0,0,3,4,1,1,10,69,23,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139501572461728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689889890383488,0.0,0.10900537424106944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189741960528942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565198869536449,0.1837900656827224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411409050150477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204782962731432,0.10179573825530963,0.0,0.1560921393247917,0.0,0.2424058755321873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444576833605254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396322554522062,0.0,0.0,0.14108868558940946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15146147720973782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5656020975652014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830943436395492,0.11614934205842603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06961400042085507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190227958391964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14359761038078642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565541567223673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899295438656799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515569255838648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069286490199776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609744919643931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425941005436884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264463651344481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713564547220296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470672531805606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CPTSD_andme,2019/01/22,"upped Cipralex to 15 mg, anxiety is back - help? Hi all,

I've been on Cipralex for two weeks at a dose of 10 mg, and just yesterday my doctor upped my dosage to 15. Since I started taking 15 (yesterday and today), I am noticing my anxiety is back! It's really weird. I even phoned the pharmacy to ask about it and he seemed really confused, said that upping dosage should \*not\* increase anxiety, as the drug works to eliminate anxiety. I feel frustrated and unsure if this is something that will go away on its own. He suggested I stick with it for a week and if it doesn't get better, go back down to 10 mg.  Has anyone else experienced this with upping Cipralex? Maybe my body is just too sensitive to meds? Thank you for any replies.",3.5000815850815847,5.400222685314689,4.323234265734263,85.2920308857809,73.89510489510491,8.682750582750584,26.601981351981355,9.2995712137729,2.263970163170163,576,21,116,14,12,185,91,143,0.135,0.815,0.05,-0.8599,0,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,2,8,5,1,1,4,0,10,4,1,0,1,17,20,8,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,9,7,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,3,0,1,2,3,10,2,23,16,3,21,0,0,0,0,9,9,0,4,9,74,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579515230199404,0.0,0.4760524753130462,0.0,0.0,0.10878044133689604,0.15940319067316544,0.0,0.0,0.14543999817137562,0.0,0.14616619985089838,0.35887870419188234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759190681136174,0.0,0.17280682146950338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15923582481828574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804155914973223,0.0,0.12996149682538224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275467163204573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866251520581705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128060781338707,0.0,0.17683173880621547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042774774924377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15629425112363154,0.0,0.17280682146950338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17712118876029928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993284293317969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14798579711189244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416280538746892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286918091337841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11976789692556496,0.0,0.0,0.11011555485402884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697173092702275,0.0,0.0,0.14323095678515022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14746526070671362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15197247030016653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495829718501593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325918686327505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DudeBored,2019/01/22,"Most of my anxiety comes from feeling guilty. What can I do? I’ve made some bad decisions recently that have left me feeling terribly guilty and ashamed. This has led to me feeling paranoid in my relationship and performing badly at work. I’m having nightmares and anxiety attacks. 

How can I alleviate this guilt and shame? I think about my actions constantly and it’s become almost obsessive. I’ve apologized to the people I’ve hurt and I’ve tried to keep things as normal as possible but nothing is working. ",4.014042553191492,6.94797806382979,5.022808510638299,75.79400000000003,76.87234042553192,8.866382978723406,32.80425531914893,9.3871,3.8716800000000013,414,22,67,12,10,135,67,94,0.268,0.679,0.053,-0.9451,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,2,9,1,4,1,0,7,0,0,3,0,21,15,10,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,1,5,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,1,3,8,0,10,14,2,8,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,3,2,42,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19614983675131686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997019154369245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22284667653539672,0.0,0.0,0.32711042637002685,0.0,0.21633882582173444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16873698459778094,0.0,0.21168134531105087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971349719137589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20969820065105188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17411097126595998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128288713167737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18535046635859245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19192502943150652,0.1879562743692676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358015134534381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22083012254386686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19341212024182253,0.21030643669053745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013682869597828,0.12551475364510292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329925854017591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852122150729786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,starrynight9789,2019/01/22,Struggling to go outside to local laundromat and do my laundry I have a pile of laundry I was supposed to get done in the past few weeks and I decided yesterday that I must get it done today. I got all ready this morning preparing myself to just go out and do it but that determination quickly faded and anxiety took over....I've been stalling because anxiety is so high...I feel like I can't breathe and feel dizzy knowing I have to go out...I have to walk a bit to my local laundromat at a time when students will be let out of school at this time which will make it more crowded outside...I really should've just finished it this morning while it was quieter...slightly agoraphobic these days...,3.418777777777777,5.56771852592593,4.443425925925929,83.24291666666669,74.85185185185185,7.462962962962964,31.25,8.344100000000001,2.5142222222222217,551,27,104,10,12,179,84,135,0.075,0.855,0.07,0.3172,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,4,0,17,1,1,1,2,17,28,9,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,12,7,0,0,4,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,7,2,10,1,14,16,4,24,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,13,72,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035550881351195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094446164039407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166043934049708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279533462801926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4060697499340203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20063676148752152,0.14173894871243786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207314473491554,0.0,0.338270527990275,0.0,0.1586807862245203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20962337547346768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903695077267812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20288023184303186,0.0,0.09692955131944872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13243536173668827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18939785386182328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710186811624033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20079415321632416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074136094291554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313804527229955,0.0,0.18806258776937854,0.0,0.22043273128114246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15914670114293575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,6DEVIL,2019/01/22,"It took me years to realize my anxiety was anxiety and not just my personality. I only came to this realization recently and it's weird that it took so long when anxiety runs in my family. My mom's been hospitalized for panic attacks. I've had depressive bouts but every time I heard someone mention anxiety, my brain was like ""hmmm. Not me."" 

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I though being awkward, nervous, on-edge, and uncomfortable 24/7 was just my personality. I thought my fear of talking to other people and my fear of making phone calls (often to the point of tears) was just me being shy. I thought constant chest tightness and pain was just normal stress. I thought it was normal for the smallest things to be beyond overwhelming. My intense fears of constantly fucking up had been with me for so long that I never thought twice about the rationale behind it. I have ADHD as well and when I thought maybe that was the cause of some of it, but when I got my adderall prescription, I wasn't magically cured of all my uncomfortableness. I was still a nervous, anxious person who also happened to be able to focus better than I used to.

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Two weeks ago, the feelings became stronger than normal. I had aches in my chest for days on end. I was so nervous and on edge--more so than usual. That happened out of nowhere, then an unexpected loss in the family sent me over the edge in terms of panicking. It dawned on me after the worst had passed that maybe this is an anxiety disorder. I did a lot of self-reflecting and realized maybe I've been anxious all my life and I Just never realized it because I thought it was normal.

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I don't really know what the point of me typing all this out is, but it just feels good to know maybe there's hope for me. I talked to my doctor and was prescribed zoloft last Friday. I don't know how much it will change me, I know that it's not some kind of magic pill, but just knowing that I'm not alone and that there's a chance to overcome this is so comforting to me.",5.079068376068374,6.228081864102568,5.655641025641028,80.24158119658122,68.82051282051282,8.752136752136753,30.085470085470085,9.049649993220411,2.458675213675213,1597,61,304,29,27,516,181,390,0.17800000000000002,0.746,0.075,-0.9895,0,1,0,0,0,0,58.0,0,0,0,2,25,24,2,10,14,0,31,9,3,5,5,66,57,28,0,5,15,1,3,1,0,1,5,1,0,3,28,15,0,1,17,0,0,6,9,17,1,2,32,4,46,7,49,20,9,42,0,3,0,1,12,14,1,5,23,223,74,2,0.06496794018019622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807883891242419,0.0,0.05759015902854284,0.0,0.0,0.06728719272108566,0.0,0.05195483828983263,0.0,0.2815709441676956,0.3157726336574169,0.0,0.0,0.24850148206389,0.14679056002933075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739104110313412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039603853323228216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057458863525725275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252570742893404,0.0663395307751522,0.07430601590939774,0.0,0.0667399708078248,0.06872746626920045,0.0,0.0,0.14041452610240684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041898946752635,0.0,0.05595679167874771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445888800487938,0.06649743970177069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057542311493375214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05473829164609899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224919840065656,0.21932098459572752,0.06569948524658575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06006181381715048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05449202584010444,0.05196079669638652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490186988286033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452782373048818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676541121616834,0.17852340432308572,0.052957542402326585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04588877747952454,0.03174005391462803,0.0,0.0,0.11498916527524593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055233419465676274,0.0,0.0,0.043366604554604254,0.0,0.2610761127827211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608966633392457,0.0,0.0,0.04775891133944978,0.0,0.10021456122687117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546191495071587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049411046074546265,0.06913046893209328,0.07622587967676253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04504058949439855,0.17018249830522694,0.0,0.0,0.12283140592869628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04162012607861882,0.0,0.06414800313724069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777573058921271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05504712488574566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05188348095041427,0.0,0.07442055597265773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443753875001337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04316181263626431,0.0,0.06383067136679353,0.3094637250824184,0.03788332837740761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14436354404146154,0.0,0.0,0.06346423734512519,0.0,0.0,0.056111440865542116,0.07155300750703304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05211336280681242,0.0,0.058413980557949524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157726336574169,0.041837223418457394
anxiety,throwawayanxietyyyy,2019/01/22,I need to go to hospital and am freaking out. Could use some support. I have an ingrown nail that is infected. It’s got to the point where I need to go to a hospital. But going to a hospital freaks me out and I’m getting anxious and nauseous even thinking about it. I feel like I’m going to get a panic attack just going there. Anyone have any help and anyone have the procedure for an ingrown nail? I’m super scared and just want this over with. ,1.6507850241545905,3.7376979673913056,3.53144927536232,87.95074879227055,80.19565217391305,6.262801932367151,24.352657004830927,7.3871296695380915,1.194916425120772,351,13,71,5,9,118,56,92,0.18600000000000005,0.685,0.13,-0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,6,8,1,2,7,0,6,1,0,1,0,19,24,6,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,1,1,5,3,13,22,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,1,47,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344389250759014,0.0,0.0,0.2233383238524691,0.0,0.2764649472949209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22490584287829485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15784283767157922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305752418722032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996019437496917,0.14123287037485655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20657425801052914,0.0,0.5617712240857111,0.0,0.1581142171252848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13251034360905775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658346475227823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931756845971943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23195170313113414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18688504431807998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979265145171992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22434118531727892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266745454816309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17074442865199346,0.0,0.0,0.1166052391737914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mlljf,2019/01/22,"Does anyone else have anxiety imagining their partner dying? I (25F) have always struggled with anxiety. Lately I can't stop having intrusive thoughts and resulting anxiety about my fiance dying. I think it's largely because I had very little faith in relationships before him and the way he treats and cares for me is so far beyond anything I ever expected. He is my best friend and I can't imagine life without him. 

However, since we got engaged especially, I can't shut off my fear of him dying. He works early mornings and with ice on the roads I worry about him. I worry about his health. I worry a lot about him dying and how I would go on emotionally. Worry, worry, worry. 

Does anyone else experience this? How do you move past it? I want to be able to enjoy life and not constantly be anxious about these things I can't control. ",3.9180053908355816,6.148876150943397,5.314757412398926,77.18674528301891,73.65408805031447,7.813297394429473,27.08041329739443,8.634040054169528,2.3213356693620844,664,25,113,13,14,222,100,159,0.166,0.695,0.139,-0.5613,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,1,1,3,10,9,0,2,3,0,14,3,0,4,1,26,20,10,4,3,2,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,5,10,0,2,4,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,3,0,26,7,17,14,2,18,1,0,0,0,15,9,0,1,6,79,31,1,0.09819375497299694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170507027523796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253538613586487,0.11093099337835256,0.0,0.13731871319128466,0.20122221194187934,0.08080509369262527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05985800163005624,0.0,0.08355565317023031,0.0,0.10304828777090294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001150774656834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611256515526776,0.11013264578667574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4076384594695502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718600333858146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16405656466500912,0.11045475782652768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882187307164145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605233426791047,0.0,0.1104952738335083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586425151199659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05580577382712551,0.0,0.07853451602213435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043753697893043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107668326284559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871430614351987,0.0,0.09841593890796753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348081903613454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043644216485235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373704997669566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542334485405326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122688881992862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209437598271803,0.0,0.10265343284772324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06523556761135628,0.06291859329664824,0.0,0.07795487309969304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810201315346606,0.057917220795539084,0.07794163215448792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946552757416514,0.0,0.07148622310231915,0.5983231476802335,0.0,0.06975402621635303,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AyeEhmAre2001,2019/01/22,"Please help me The only thing I feel on a day to day basis is that I’ve failed. I can hardly eat or sleep, and I feel random outbursts of anger for no reason.  What are some things I can do to reduce how stressed I am? ",0.956875,2.190570937500002,2.610833333333336,97.7175,79.20833333333334,4.800000000000002,16.166666666666668,3.1291,-1.1213083333333338,167,2,41,0,4,55,39,48,0.225,0.6779999999999999,0.097,-0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,2,0,6,2,1,2,0,8,8,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,6,0,5,8,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,3,2,28,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3738308770874704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965669635556341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930920476226754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25962945365935663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19426596848079108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204276732886536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31814471523083593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979920214110673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29003786181658203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319976260602088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3850984219188043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pyraas18,2019/01/22,"I constantly feel uncomfortable Me and my partner are taking a break for a few months for personal reasons. We lived together for a few months. Before we did, I constantly felt lonely and bored, and just got used to that feeling. Living with them was the most amazing and near perfect experience ever and those feelings vanished the entire time. But now it's over (for now) and I live with my parents again. I'm back to being lonely and bored. The thing is, I feel so uncomfortable about being lonely and bored, it's almost like a phobia. My body is treating it as ""Oh no, you can't feel that right now!"". Like I have to keep myself occupied. But I can't. Nothing interests me enough to keep me occupied. So I'm stuck in this limbo of being uncomfortable. It hurts to even just sit and try to relax. I feel on edge even just trying to watch a movie or youtube video. What do I do?",2.41655899353961,4.709216687861276,3.793852431145869,85.98796327779667,78.65317919075144,6.613940836450187,22.89323359401564,7.724431198458867,1.1544827609656585,689,22,135,11,17,226,101,173,0.173,0.727,0.1,-0.8845,1,6,0,0,0,0,25.0,2,1,1,1,14,14,0,0,8,0,13,1,1,2,2,34,28,15,0,0,6,1,7,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,10,13,0,2,8,2,0,0,3,7,0,0,5,8,19,7,20,20,4,18,0,4,1,0,7,5,0,3,13,100,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14599760162497372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121111714235048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406502936370448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16195089002461382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151159260289704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15065033598950578,0.0,0.19259900024182267,0.13188441323439487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426203400878498,0.0,0.0,0.4423250508570355,0.0,0.13999082843191366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660954904511295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15608187530097714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591874114445747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246099401742765,0.0,0.3862321140469392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23275227801724915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13989899621007132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16189360402985753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730690343785844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990664434008752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451237128822135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096234267273652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968630164947885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850171305923152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979772078747953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592435512170302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sno0ze_,2019/01/22,"Anyone else feel like their entire personality is based on their anxiety? Not sure if my title gets my point across super clearly, but after being in therapy for a little while and experimenting with mindfulness a little more, I've started to feel as though my entire personality and way of being is simply a set of habits I've put in place to cope with my generalized anxiety. For example, I often will try to be funny in social situations because I desperately want to be liked because the potential for conflict fills me with dread. Or, for example, I'm a little more conservative with my money because if I spend too much, I'll feel like I'm going to go overboard and who knows if I'll lose my job one day and then I'll be unemployed and have no money coming in. A lot of people also see me as kind of flaky with things like responding to messages or agreeing to plans and I know that sometimes with plans, it's because I'm afraid that if I leave my house to drive somewhere I might get in an accident (this isn't an incredibly common thought, but does come up from time to time), and with messages it's because I know that sometimes I feel like I might not have the right thing to say and that the other person might judge me.  


I feel like this even extends to the things that I enjoy too. For example, video games can be a fairly relaxing, non-stressful outlet.

Anyone else feel like their anxiety has played a large role in who they are (and not really for the better)? I feel like I'm not living life to the fullest right now and I feel so tired of it. Maybe I'm just hoping I'm not the only one though...",9.682789360172539,6.428774781931466,9.663052959501556,69.76296189791519,61.30529595015578,12.618356098729933,37.15336688233885,10.560738912317856,3.649192475437335,1279,40,250,22,13,425,160,321,0.099,0.741,0.16,0.9681,3,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,4,5,10,19,0,2,16,0,18,2,0,0,2,58,46,26,0,6,14,0,8,8,0,4,2,1,0,3,16,19,0,2,12,4,3,7,7,3,0,2,1,10,27,16,43,35,4,34,0,1,1,0,16,16,0,12,17,162,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397852389755923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18360666916268467,0.0,0.0,0.11188018430548258,0.16394544949641413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24384601701006944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07075632210997786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783133222616598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05159544046970134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07001133262575486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366480259451247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052841353919674455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825847338007018,0.0,0.0,0.3236161424241105,0.3429257789561717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359673182847259,0.0,0.09093531560249347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946122148563088,0.0,0.09231294236399147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939082356290525,0.0,0.0,0.08331101345284077,0.13190298650580162,0.0,0.0,0.08471182899020835,0.0,0.0,0.0565086206259655,0.31268414873064776,0.2405526485297567,0.0706442844385599,0.0,0.0,0.0895031080471832,0.0,0.06801585306676287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803739597242667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546122323720294,0.08078041777501291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05881155155188615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842446706649828,0.06084603274960827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05546414012978377,0.20956710468480166,0.08358630803698472,0.0,0.07562887594549386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804253051904254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051252093521797014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366445780166642,0.0,0.0636217495300275,0.0,0.0,0.06375218613476613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992694003455734,0.0,0.08155317940779698,0.0,0.0,0.15825040552320752,0.0,0.05662667121295555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164338636192232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540206184911187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149062262743082,0.0,0.15945169798083722,0.0,0.15720546027517254,0.06351359816309221,0.09330100948028047,0.09195190048828533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054316915955980864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04718795557048303,0.0635028101258648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,I215487I,2019/01/22,"Help me deal with online friend that has anxiety and autism and used to have depression So I have this friend online and out of concern I do try to help but he always just gets mad and leaves. It might be how I say things I don't know but it can get annoying  for me he also doesn't get jokes sometimes and takes them seriously and I havento almost beg and plead so he knows it's not a joke when it's not my fault he saw us in a bad way if u understand what I mean. 

He lives in a place where they take care of people with that kind of issues and I don't wanna be mean but i think they do baby him a bit  he isn't depressed anymore he said it himself but has autism and anxiety and I'm troubled by the thought that sometimes he might use the anxiety and autism as an excuse for other things he does.

One time I asked about that place and he said they like make his laundry and buy him groceries and will get him an apartment for free when he gets out. To that he said that they do that because he can't make a routine out of things but like isn't everyone? Today he was starving himself because there was no more food and they were going to bring groceries tomorrow. I asked why he can't go buy something even maybe for the machines so he doesn't have to talk to anyone and he said he cannot because of anxiety like it might be mean but I don't think me as an introvert for example I don't enjoy doing that either but he is 21 I believe and he will have to do it someday. Everyday I try to make him do these small steps he sulks and leaves its just that I don't like the thought of them baby them too much when he is doing better now. I wanted to get some opinions because I don't really understand if autism is part of u and your personality or just an external problem that u can't really control. If needed I'll explain myself better. ",2.6991666666666703,3.960960961340213,3.9911134020618566,89.48395532646047,74.6958762886598,7.029003436426118,24.531271477663232,7.554174236665415,1.000906941580756,1455,45,319,18,30,478,169,388,0.114,0.774,0.112,-0.05,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,1,1,8,3,17,23,2,0,13,0,42,1,0,7,0,70,81,40,0,7,17,0,0,4,2,5,0,5,0,1,25,24,1,1,12,2,3,4,17,9,0,1,10,6,39,15,33,63,6,23,0,2,1,0,55,10,0,10,12,207,64,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242611918134019,0.0,0.0,0.06582690604738797,0.0684922894341711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518815840973574,0.0,0.08163390280757568,0.0575562386577851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15390596217962324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687292006865609,0.2007127126277945,0.0,0.0,0.09274029609649606,0.0,0.1456010387251189,0.08986615587383251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392515714636388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923227533610988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486267393416495,0.1417947813830854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07203400663615205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05436797581414482,0.0,0.0,0.07865506827017345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953506570728857,0.0,0.1271920152510092,0.0,0.2580356911994099,0.0,0.09356249741146774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034739898873468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591499135500455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857179240967459,0.09047583440124282,0.0,0.0,0.17431842025519373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085890098024816,0.0,0.07268524484822386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648367792630863,0.0,0.08269601693057647,0.268993988618215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619681492762402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06051065643067794,0.06103518668981602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055778461052434336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891386228198736,0.0,0.05706653606401387,0.07187387928694118,0.17200234424941252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787638957435466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546560125060912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31319990071213977,0.06545982423085167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06336975263448145,0.16282236509577616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378057633723605,0.06616130737205031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16405836369228086,0.10548766406657076,0.0,0.13069709659784526,0.04799826888018577,0.0,0.0780245569392566,0.0,0.0,0.11177233564010458,0.0,0.0,0.17138467341665015,0.09901425371352504,0.14218666317213574,0.0,0.0,0.04855124702283115,0.06533744858811745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427606705352995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wittyrandomusername,2019/01/22,"What does itching from anxiety feel like? A little background, my doctor diagnosed me with anxiety a couple of years ago.  She prescribed welbutrin but after two weeks I stopped taking it because it made me feel really dizzy and I couldn't think straight.  This actually caused some issues at work which is why I wanted to stop.  She insisted that it's normal and I should wait it out, but I insisted I stop.  I don't think she like that very much.  So fast forward to now, and I've been itching quite a bit, usually towards the afternoon.  I've cleaned everything in my house multiple times, set bed bug traps, and a whole bunch of other stuff, none of which has worked.  I have had a couple of little bumps, but I think they might have been pimples.  Beyond that there's been no rash or bumps or anything.  But it's almost every day that I feel like there's bugs crawling on me.  There's no sign of bugs anywhere in my house, yet I feel them.  Nobody else in my house is affected.  So I make an appointment, and as I was explaining what was going on, my doctor interrupts and tells me it's anxiety.  She prescribes me hydroxine and sends me on my way.  Now when I google anxiety itchiness, everywhere I read says it feels like there's something under the skin.  For me it is definitely not under the skin.  It feels like there's something crawling on my skin.  It very well could be anxiety, but I'm not so sure.  Has anyone else here had experience with this?  What did it feel like?  I'm not necessarily looking for anyone to solve my problem, just share your own experience.",4.354481274214379,5.9190261815181575,5.047496053953225,82.33872578562206,71.01320132013201,8.569895250394607,28.02539819199311,9.085049710711278,2.2711436074042197,1235,45,239,25,23,398,158,303,0.136,0.769,0.094,-0.85,0,0,2,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,2,3,16,10,0,0,9,0,21,9,6,4,1,51,41,19,0,6,11,0,10,6,0,2,5,1,2,0,24,10,0,4,11,1,0,3,8,1,1,1,9,12,37,9,28,27,7,37,0,0,1,0,12,17,0,5,23,160,61,5,0.0,0.0,0.0849563462818739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717193359787176,0.0,0.0871763157963509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329968209204382,0.0,0.0,0.12174638056760766,0.08920152040605743,0.0716415662503305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05306993400322535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504511994099613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943285940489742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06950897165467981,0.19265671474993395,0.0,0.056145403852984034,0.0,0.0,0.08836234588185968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17821572600798471,0.0761853084066007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14545208363915982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335037581820293,0.0,0.07824238998131261,0.1703194527594843,0.0,0.0,0.3081350597804132,0.3109723484578037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04947724035807723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013607820400613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086625080002776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255193738764835,0.1745105830625902,0.0,0.0,0.07310704907051413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237667211909667,0.05811209386302265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235510271385393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06399787041338056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529865358061597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330303933858745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259722240169664,0.08708186309988993,0.0,0.055771778724943925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923225751497239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340434712314057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183539207856472,0.0,0.0,0.09966092943328207,0.0,0.0,0.08205142112028513,0.0,0.06545700998302029,0.0,0.07609279484684013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16735033761061568,0.0,0.0,0.050764397100530864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504331283075979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588242222640883,0.1436644363789809,0.05134924323511203,0.0691028293945812,0.06983292010178159,0.0,0.07827587047591304,0.0,0.07855657820458582,0.09719748725796716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675896417748006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05606269338426954
anxiety,Undesirable_11,2019/01/22,"How to know if my symptom is caused by anxiety? Last night I couldn’t sleep at all, because I was very anxious thinking about my long distance relationship and how I’m afraid that it could end someday (not that things are bad between me and my SO, but you know how it is with anxiety) so I told her I couldn’t sleep and told her that I was feeling anxiety and she called me but we didn’t talk, she did it just so I could feel that I was with her. This helped a little but again, I couldn’t sleep. The call lasted like 4 hours and she couldn’t sleep either because she said she was worried about me, so I just told her that she could hang up now because I didn’t wanna keep her awake (I didn’t mention that all of it was because of us) and ever since then my heart’s been crazy. I feel like it’s going too fast and it slows down a little if I breathe, but then I start thinking about what happened and it goes crazy again. I’m 99% it’s because of my anxiety but I don’t know if I should visit a doctor. What techniques do you guys use to calm down? Do you think I would feel better if I talked to her about how I’m feeling? Thanks and sorry for the long post",1.6624635176651308,3.1505358185483843,2.718940092165898,96.60317204301079,77.91129032258064,5.53026113671275,21.486943164362522,5.916634753146586,-0.07685890937019968,905,24,214,5,21,288,111,248,0.083,0.828,0.08900000000000001,0.659,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,3,0,1,19,7,0,1,5,0,25,8,6,6,3,56,49,28,0,14,13,0,5,2,0,2,2,1,0,1,18,12,0,1,11,0,0,3,9,2,0,0,14,6,43,5,20,26,3,26,0,0,0,0,30,6,0,4,18,150,61,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990552612162526,0.11040801675773602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160115848945608,0.29787902577033554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643497464361663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995882030577397,0.0,0.0,0.10039648072585568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340903392591615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003164284505266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656050484949432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840312839442213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24707821356599055,0.06981892247651493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055542681303402605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676888414301137,0.08642304772859502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158115007830952,0.0655069133921973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624517841228708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086867649672255,0.0,0.0,0.1611309202353033,0.15932733624931444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549269118661248,0.19590392732027248,0.0,0.17297741331773173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171376085584422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359911715811164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492633366766806,0.0,0.0,0.09296439679783244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084395017920669,0.0,0.3912056289232272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940165970548538,0.06917438250728432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015797499222564,0.0,0.15710467384475105,0.0,0.08997741513153525,0.0,0.0,0.06492801896643405,0.18786590360846228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280157980645704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175581518376722,0.08440805596961565,0.0,0.08063816763709243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925039898499594,0.0,0.06942517560577025,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,the_point_is_lost,2019/01/22,"Anxiety causing major decrease in mental function I am a normally functioning adult, except for a condition that triggers high anxiety and noticeable loss of mental acuity. I haven't heard of others with a similar situation, and have seen psychiatrists and neurologists to little benefit, so would like to see if anyone here has advice.

Like many people, I played a lot of video games, particularly fast-twitch ones that are anxiety inducing. Like many gamers in this situation, I get super anxious and stressed out while playing these -- I would be more tense, irritable, my blink rate would go down, I got more twitchy, harder to focus on other things, etc., while playing games. Pretty normal so far. HOWEVER, I noticed that I started taking increasingly longer to recover, and that the onset would also be faster.. these also aren't too surprising, but I seem to have gotten way off the deep end in terms of how this has generalized and how this affects me.

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Initially, I got triggered not only by playing games. Then it generalized to anytime I watched someone else playing a game. Then whenever I happened to see anything related to video games on a screen -- for example, if I walk in a Best Buy and there's a video game demo going on, this triggers my anxious state. Then, this generalized to *any* video of any sort. Fortunately this hasn't generalized to monitors and TV's period (else I would not be able to write this post coherently), but for some reason any youtube video (or videos in general) will trigger this condition -- someone will show me a youtube on their phone, or I'll go to a website and a video will start playing, and suddenly this state is triggered. Even if I immediately close my eyes and remove myself from the situation, it's too late, I've flipped into this mode.

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So more about this mode: Apart from the typical anxiety I mentioned above, I also lose significant mental acuity, and that's the scariest part. I stop being able to recognize faces well (I frequently mistake a stranger for someone I know and have had many embarrassing situations where I say hi to a stranger), I have trouble talking in complete sentences or type in complete sentences -- e.g. I'll use wrong words (""mirror"" instead of ""window"" is a common one even when I take a second to think extra hard) or won't be able to think of common words period, I stutter a lot, I have trouble recollecting names of even best friends, I don't remember how many letters are in the alphabet. In one test, the neurologist asked me to name words that begin with F within a minute and I got stuck after 10 words. One time, I couldn't figure out what 5+8 is for a minute. Overall, my mind feels like it's gone blank. My affect also gets a 1000 yard stare / spaced out look -- I have trouble focusing, I tend to stare at one spot and have trouble moving my eyes from the spot (it takes me a ton of mental effort and concentration to do so).

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It usually takes me at least an hour to get back to any semblance of normalcy. I'm usually pretty extroverted and social, so you'll be having a great lively conversation with me, and then someone will be like ""Hey look at this video"" and I'll glance at it for literally less than a second and tear my gaze away, and suddenly I can't look you in the eye, I look really spaced out, and I start stuttering.

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I've seen 2 psychiatrists and 1 neurologist. We've tried different drugs including beta blockers, prozac, paxil, etc... we've tried biofeedback, we've tried denial in telling me the situation is not that bad, we've tried all the usual breathing and de-stress exercises. Nothing has worked, so I've only been able to learn to ""cope"" better by basically removing myself from social situations, laughing it off when I'm with people and saying I'm feeling suddenly tired or distracted or anxious, etc.

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My additional worry is that this feels like it's continuing to generalize. First it was only certain types of video games (first person shooters in particular), next it was videos about video games, now it's any videos.... I worry that soon it'll also be any monitors or TVs, and then I'll basically be unable to function unless I'm in the wilderness away from technology somewhere. I know many people have anxiety triggers, and some people get pretty severe anxiety or phobia etc., but I haven't of something this extreme where people are left literally unable to think.

BTW: If you've gotten this far, I'll also share personally that I work at one of the FANG companies as a fairly senior technical engineering leader with a 100+ person organization. So the fact that I can get into a state where I can't even answer what 5+8 is, is really really scary to me. I have to be *very* careful at work not to get triggered. I've turned down job opportunities for video companies such as Youtube to avoid this, and whenever in meetings there's video demos going on, I turn my gaze as discreetly as I can.

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anxiety,laurn4027,2019/01/22,"Adding Wellbutrin to my 50mg Zoloft Anyone had good luck with this combo? Zoloft works for my anxiety but it does make me a bit lazy/tired. Also losing weight is difficult on it but I've tried to wean off under Dr's supervision and unfortunately end up going back on after a few weeks to months. My Dr suggested adding Wellbutrin SR.

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tl;dr I'm adding wellbutrin to my zoloft combo, any experience? ",5.172380952380955,7.09305509090909,5.659155844155843,77.34682900432901,69.51948051948052,8.25021645021645,25.82034632034632,8.841846274778883,1.9998242424242427,330,10,58,6,6,106,58,77,0.14400000000000002,0.8059999999999999,0.05,-0.8181,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,2,0,2,6,0,1,0,6,5,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,2,12,4,2,11,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,1,5,30,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19354980212599546,0.0,0.2622373696173752,0.2940906601433788,0.16458742280229702,0.0,0.1851508512572735,0.0,0.0,0.1692316906906019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18610468670297955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26423202504281035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21180044100406414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21436507878794986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367499453667908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375501595606445,0.20300170621185126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707675606885138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16155565115217654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931845383016104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16432120803861638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19414036096331475,0.29472505045693603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17619935572566747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940906601433788,0.0
anxiety,TheBlackDog6969,2019/01/22,"Finding root of anxiety ? My therapist told me that in order to get rid of anxiety problems without pills I need to get rid of the root of the anxiety by talking and writing about the fears that I have and the reason I have them, the problem though is that I don’t really know what fears I have that cause the anxiety, how do I find out ? ",8.159130434782611,5.494828971014496,8.600289855072464,74.36826086956523,63.63768115942029,12.678260869565218,38.94202898550725,11.20814326018867,4.114368115942029,265,11,55,6,3,89,41,69,0.252,0.748,0.0,-0.9344,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,2,6,0,6,1,0,5,0,16,11,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,9,0,11,10,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,41,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5522638242930653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854016684599723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4061781466203895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32990910869475976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885856775867742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918654928981104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382290626189786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34538809524667985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156194814455273,0.18556249098392574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506219960644126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20955005228419926,0.0,0.0,0.17731972050752245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724554375762871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17397533457637646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anorangehorse,2019/01/22,"Does anyone else constantly feel like they have to explain themselves for everything they do? I have some examples.

The other day I was driving to work and was stopped at a red light. I was trying to adjust my radio and the light turned green when I wasn’t looking. The guy behind me beeped his horn, and I immediately panicked and sped forward. I started thinking of all these excuses in my head as to why I didn’t immediately go when the light changed, and then realized it literally doesn’t matter. Like what was going to happen? The guy would’ve gotten out of the car and screamed at me over it? 

Like I can usually stop the panic and the anxiety by just thinking rationally for a second. I can thank my therapist for that. 

Another example happened today. I caught myself. 
I drank a huge cup of coffee on my way to work, (I don’t normally drink coffee) and it upset my stomach. All morning I kept feeling like I had to use the bathroom, and our employee bathroom is like right in a crowded area so all my coworkers saw me go into the bathroom like 4-5 times, and I’m just thinking that they’re thinking there’s something wrong with me lmao. Of course no one would say anything, but I’m like over-prepared in case they do lol

Idk. I feel like im on edge 100% of the time and I’m always worried I’m going to get in trouble or have someone confront me for just doing day to day activities and being who I am. I feel guilty like I’m lying all the time, even when I’m telling the truth. 

Is this just normal anxiety things",3.486199453551915,5.043412990163937,4.841659836065574,82.98522199453555,73.19672131147541,7.575136612021858,28.77390710382513,8.212053250817874,2.008718579234972,1202,49,236,19,24,400,165,305,0.118,0.768,0.114,-0.3591,1,0,2,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,3,2,10,17,1,2,17,1,22,4,2,1,5,46,54,20,0,3,6,0,4,9,0,1,0,2,0,2,11,15,2,3,11,2,0,8,5,6,0,2,12,13,34,11,33,40,5,40,0,0,4,0,13,15,0,2,27,150,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471888750227861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676272564709653,0.15577759017348286,0.0,0.0,0.07119196260171276,0.10432230141309973,0.08378571389872863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770759781014907,0.0,0.0,0.11002669038388704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19698827050419196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909967756898958,0.0,0.0,0.09974070537691417,0.0,0.0,0.0850540217335657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06724836422867753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915054603750622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059244758290841,0.21821164652313352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05319454417154002,0.0,0.23145702262596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20162726466363234,0.18007072078726255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044923669086388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997851699668187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4476784366394011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549961451148695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995156990253346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06899300937360471,0.0,0.0,0.11945888356761425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695012211749162,0.0,0.08096799699274893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626818228065485,0.07838276379486057,0.0,0.0,0.07206573504106506,0.0,0.0,0.17024510669951556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899148179584347,0.0937382933323086,0.0,0.11821597117046505,0.0676418818929617,0.2609577696632041,0.0,0.0,0.17810880502714752,0.0,0.09650945699669046,0.0,0.0,0.06912623309271881,0.110746334444282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793614595977282,0.1121357002233592,0.0,0.0,0.0808166291760871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187290745869428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824620485770773,0.10339886959192617,0.0,0.14465402159124435,0.11131957507781946,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ibelieveyou4now,2019/01/22,Ongoing dental anxiety I’ve been dealing with really bad anxiety and really bad teeth problems for quite a few years. I currently only have 6 real teeth. In the process of getting implants done. I need to get a cleaning done tomorrow and then next Tuesday go and see an ortho for Invisalign for my remaining teeth to be in line with my implants and my anxiety is freaking me out again. I keep reminding myself of what I’ve been through so far with my teeth (like have 20+ teeth pulled at once) but it’s always hard to control your anxiety. Even with pills. I know once it’s done and over I’ll be better but it’s like impossible to make your mind stay calm. ,2.8683333333333323,5.008314809160306,4.250706106870228,84.03091921119595,76.48091603053436,8.030788804071248,27.71055979643765,8.841846274778883,2.3548468193384227,524,22,102,12,12,173,83,131,0.125,0.799,0.076,-0.0836,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,3,3,8,0,0,4,0,10,6,5,2,0,20,18,9,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,10,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,5,2,12,4,19,11,1,16,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,0,9,61,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12335055099717565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45362379387700297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475544282230737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110941757733255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16626780314612075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15283264255509674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4551140165580832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791349987974077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15490232525601988,0.0,0.08425025432584328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279714785862284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317657233290139,0.0,0.0,0.08147080582003896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14484867006660787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098953754330958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496837768033455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992075123492913,0.0,0.0,0.1576587507064839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157491923444632,0.0,0.11274593814094645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184910475197854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15767531658495246,0.0,0.1687336717962762,0.18993729269357265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813095627580945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15800795348160968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546401823612206
anxiety,dumb_giraffe,2019/01/22,"What is therapy like? I've needed therapy for years but have always put it off. Now that I have the money, I'm still afraid to take the leap. Opening up with someone, especially a stranger, is one of my biggest fears. So my question is, what is therapy generally like? What sorts of questions will they ask me in the beginning?",3.0338095238095235,5.3674186507936525,4.4256349206349235,82.03464285714288,76.7777777777778,8.009523809523811,29.54761904761905,8.841846274778883,2.6506000000000007,257,12,49,6,6,85,48,63,0.057,0.858,0.085,0.212,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,2,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,8,12,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,2,8,11,0,10,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,3,6,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16664172467225818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18722658555314894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253608366986456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956848348163043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14849859538510093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570898310058116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20132792308312736,0.4486992718956937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16968918152050108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15993688017646315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057905708925112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6870828898274051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896811983738554
anxiety,Wormwood03,2019/01/22,"DAE ever experience chest pains and tightness with their anxiety? Recently ive been having super tightness and squeezing feeling in my chest and it has me worried. But my wife who is a nurse says its most likely related to my anxiety as i am relatively young and dont have any other symptoms that would imply heart issues.
Does anyone else have this?",7.274076923076925,8.068866215384617,7.6305769230769265,69.29817307692309,63.769230769230774,10.192307692307693,34.71153846153846,10.125756701596842,3.7587692307692313,284,12,45,6,4,93,55,65,0.127,0.795,0.078,-0.3313,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,10,5,3,0,1,12,11,6,0,1,1,1,4,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,6,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,7,2,4,9,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,4,34,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16350465288779245,0.0,0.3678656017727899,0.0,0.0,0.16811836756942616,0.2463549869073847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21040707119795526,0.0,0.2817890772149749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20085333746252906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21748803143038592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351924404630796,0.0,0.0,0.12157161234849312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849176921651023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509526062365619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746483297233926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25584074331598344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374014390237805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912042733804289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499049552320637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441743214970785,0.0,0.170798760727573,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,klombomb,2019/01/22,"What is this called? Does anyone feel the same? Imagine you have an anxiety, and then for some reason you link that anxiety with the letter k. Now the letter k indirectly makes you anxious, even though it's not even the original anxiety anymore. What is this called? Has anyone ever had stuff like this? 

Thanks :) ",2.6251315789473684,5.629104912280702,3.1291008771929825,85.31891447368422,87.59649122807018,6.358771929824562,21.160087719298247,7.6454224807358475,1.3671771929824557,248,8,43,5,8,77,42,57,0.15,0.718,0.133,0.5822,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,0,5,2,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,3,1,13,8,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,2,7,2,4,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,2,5,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4881573012273123,0.2402966340295335,0.21094666805968074,0.2974572169978583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43439212835436986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861399879741517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28097991037319003,0.19240427293855789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755027543374054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391714723449584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141982551216904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21869664659804908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24349687090846844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958306165595623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20898204181823413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CooroSnowFox,2019/01/22,"Reddit Anxiety. I am trying to make more use of the site, It has some amazing places to post, but it's difficult as when you see a topic you'd like to post in, it's either 

* getting down voted since you say something that's generally disagree'd about but no one tells you.
* a post that you have a comment has 100+ already and feeling like ""what's the point? someone would have already said it
* Is there an expectation that you have to add to the comments and expect a reply from someone or be happy that you said it?
* And sometimes the only comments you get, just picks you up on spelling mistakes, grammar or wondering what the hell you are going on about.

Any help with this?",2.596211683053788,4.915029037593985,3.571428571428573,87.67934065934071,78.17293233082707,5.596067090803933,26.020242914979754,6.67199483983844,1.1031034123770969,534,21,102,5,13,171,86,133,0.115,0.7509999999999999,0.134,0.4098,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,10,0,0,5,7,1,0,10,0,11,0,0,3,0,22,21,9,0,4,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,12,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,2,5,11,4,16,16,3,13,1,0,1,0,18,8,1,4,3,74,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3677122119053445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329917478919516,0.0,0.1274546882246542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424202683900862,0.11902481113670367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17409164014119752,0.0,0.09468718389899748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17735734780895454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167385170227108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16279253718424705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121215489265948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289791413001715,0.12671291575368113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740699324151068,0.0,0.15749844243195396,0.0,0.4786933189660934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169647820050949,0.13249339396498416,0.0,0.0,0.13276503045072607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781988550255653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28233288919268873,0.12826300253502385,0.16477960350814466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14562276325250242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131159170862178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14389584605203867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18067930335639576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835356550208626,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,janice473,2019/01/22,"Ive just started anti depression / anxiety medication, and I’m nervous So I have very crippling social anxiety and mild depression. And obviously I’m not happy with myself so I feel like it shouldn’t make me nervous but it does. The side effects are always unnerving to look at mostly, and I just don’t want to mess myself up even more. I’ve been this way  since I was a small child, and I guess I’ve finally decided to do something about it. For reference I’m just teenage girl, and I’m mostly worried about what it will do to my behavior negatively. I have zero experience with this sort of stuff and would really appreciate some feedback.",4.982598566308244,6.424662887096777,6.53172043010753,72.77313620071686,69.32258064516128,10.349820788530467,32.32616487455197,10.504223727775694,3.748967025089607,514,23,92,15,9,176,81,124,0.165,0.775,0.06,-0.8347,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,8,7,0,2,2,0,12,1,0,2,1,28,22,10,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,8,9,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,2,2,11,2,12,17,4,7,0,2,1,0,3,4,0,5,3,65,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749937556180068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217712879533184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622772946596953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18404263396083434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389069682392535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20572234566098807,0.0,0.0,0.1063384401678778,0.1502446371778472,0.0,0.23038299285524416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23167883579220125,0.0,0.0,0.22387761104511847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027462486641412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17660641078241873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14038274626979522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21186397408560376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472919217493373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17396959924130245,0.0,0.0,0.2143833202879217,0.0,0.161905976536966,0.0,0.0,0.14885763963636775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24075324153044886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17352677196352698,0.12404556960573755,0.16693332352281998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135787785936284,0.0,0.14939732596712424,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dennis-naptime,2019/01/22,"YOU are the only person that’s there for you 24/7 (and that’s okay) so make sure you give yourself the love and support you deserve! I felt very alone and defeated today and wished there were someone right now to talk to about all my emotions and the mess that’s swirling in my head. Even my SO, who tried his best to stay up late to talk to me, eventually fell asleep, and I was left alone with my thoughts again. But I realised that no one is really going to be there for me 24/7, nor should I expect that of anyone either. 

The only person that’s always been there for me, and the only person who knows exactly what I’m going through, is me!

So I shouldn’t be looking at myself in the mirror with hateful thoughts or wish that I had some perfect support system who is always there and always knows exactly what to say and do. 

I just have ME - a strong young woman, who’s been through a lot, but has made it through every bad time in her life.  And she’s more than capable of stopping my train of negative thoughts (because she’s done it before and she can do it again), and she understands exactly how I’m feeling, and she knows that right now all I need is a hot drink and a night’s sleep to relieve my exhaustion. She is great and I should see her through more loving eyes.

As hard as it can be sometimes to realise, remember that you are much stronger than you think, and sometimes you don’t need to wait for or expect someone else to come comfort you. ",8.253100470957612,5.830333608843539,7.638843537414968,80.57630298273158,63.25170068027211,10.542752485609627,35.54055468341183,8.384062270229773,2.626156253270539,1147,38,241,11,13,359,145,294,0.086,0.777,0.13699999999999998,0.9521,0,2,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,8,0,4,16,17,1,0,10,1,26,9,4,3,7,59,56,27,0,9,6,0,4,0,0,3,2,1,0,4,19,19,1,2,11,1,0,4,5,5,0,1,11,8,38,12,34,39,9,24,0,1,3,2,31,8,0,4,10,175,57,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21364575279860465,0.0,0.0,0.2574644970356516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721185219519394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611835109524743,0.06287374101071053,0.0,0.08776531715632682,0.0,0.1082400210576297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884676067101094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554896000755967,0.0,0.10103882499305968,0.0,0.0,0.08616099499615867,0.11601964061390813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06812359787003845,0.0,0.0869006645448568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052151142796855995,0.0,0.09903144761515073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894215853468606,0.1172347113154262,0.0,0.0,0.11371321666015585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239399582407014,0.10183029463893307,0.10585232912976994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700506392065152,0.0,0.11634743823056885,0.0,0.11206289977764276,0.0,0.07285147450168797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866123871387791,0.0,0.0,0.08768671276196402,0.18617739512782297,0.0975944222547088,0.06884735788274637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07582043590563642,0.15295535475492125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679075645316616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989094947244741,0.23532992776770095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27017599110041185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06607470759329878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683854415679933,0.17616354603780146,0.0,0.08202179087538798,0.0,0.0,0.0821899510406679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321539646523753,0.0,0.17478191554763056,0.0,0.20401799327514125,0.0,0.0,0.10993448601540703,0.0,0.08623041854744354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23408616327434906,0.0972090864247922,0.0,0.0,0.16580151202895985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06608853005385526,0.0,0.24564708317952744,0.060142293669889664,0.0,0.0977655220986719,0.0,0.0,0.07002590709069992,0.0,0.0,0.1073733240762496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510205199042435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372139111500709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MHMCR7,2019/01/22,"Has anyone taken Mirtazapine before? I’ve recently been prescribed Mirtazapine having previously been on Sertraline. I have always struggled with sleep but when my anxiety is worse it’s next to non existent at night, making my anxiety worse and causing a hard to get out of cycle. I don’t usually like taking anything sleep related as I don’t like the feeling of not being in control or not waking up if something bad were to happen. Plus you read all the horror stories about sleep aids and the like. It’s got to the point now where I simply have to try them as it’s gotten beyond manageable. If anyone reading has had them? How did you find them? Did they work? Any side effects you had? Etc... much appreciated! ",3.683863247863247,6.219642525925927,5.0674074074074085,77.22794871794873,75.5925925925926,7.709401709401709,26.680911680911684,8.617729084823388,2.345381766381767,571,22,97,12,13,190,95,135,0.17,0.725,0.104,-0.8779,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,4,3,6,5,0,1,5,0,16,4,4,5,1,19,24,11,0,2,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,3,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,10,2,13,3,18,13,3,15,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,3,9,70,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12640193451520848,0.0,0.0,0.10330453656669214,0.0,0.23242265488337485,0.0,0.0,0.2124390926297004,0.0,0.12500962458049558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683915220581105,0.0,0.0,0.12926488117347332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15605421216366686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17038085193267394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694206704566346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681065248917024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884369669006905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936711030059877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149692446225005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433419706110847,0.0,0.13608221651005392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22264779476494148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140162223727864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167189905330976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16155883310976746,0.14255797206684145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360478472752716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039037693801713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14999356413084994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4560614508663025,0.0,0.0,0.11694833665105127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15881012589388502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421799762929345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313744486356564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16730825739500968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059285379572624,0.0,0.3096201166230092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Reandu82,2019/01/22,"Lately I've been checking out of things bc my anxiety is so bad. I'm anxious over work, money, etc. so I've just been sleeping a lot, watching TV and basically avoiding life. When I try to start managing things, it becomes overwhelming and I go back to bed. I know it's only making things worse. Anyone else do this?",2.36095238095238,4.527439936507938,4.051031746031747,84.72035714285717,78.2063492063492,6.73968253968254,26.37301587301588,7.793537801064563,1.676473015873016,248,10,48,4,6,83,50,63,0.21,0.79,0.0,-0.9053,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,2,1,0,4,2,1,1,0,8,9,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,6,3,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,3,0,0,2,1,4,0,5,7,2,7,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,4,29,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17324896728014347,0.25584669274746064,0.0,0.15835312365093793,0.2320453277519499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741414881883738,0.1890930308955656,0.0,0.2501183757973178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891866655781851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525739688091051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870814760655575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446201599054538,0.0,0.2554680791277597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599624928199006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19253673664849924,0.0,0.0,0.15117051598911385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17224067706859464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266336025304635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16029666601267367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.451369911543383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15375829709450248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487289260410198,0.0,0.230792327370196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,eggnogbuttchugger,2019/01/22,"intrusive thots: trigger warning i have terrible intrusive thoughts that are mostly violent in nature like: “I could kill myself right now” or “I could stab my roommate” and just stupid shit like that. I’ve seen a therapist and I’m totally not crazy and i would never act on those thoughts. But then I’m stuck thinking “what is stopping me from doing that? I could literally just do it.” And then I have some philosophical talks with myself and it’s this constant ongoing dreadful thing. I think I’m going to go back and see my therapist, but is anyone out there going through a similar thing? And if so what helps you calm down?",2.9368390433096323,5.672228436974795,3.7463865546218496,84.50687136393022,79.75630252100841,7.3590174531351,26.80090497737557,8.384062270229773,2.2049348416289587,500,21,92,11,13,159,81,119,0.172,0.731,0.097,-0.7442,0,0,0,0,0,1,10.0,0,1,0,0,6,9,4,1,2,0,11,1,1,1,2,30,24,14,1,5,7,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,9,0,1,4,0,0,4,2,6,0,0,4,2,13,3,8,16,3,16,0,0,2,0,3,5,1,4,9,69,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829501275342034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108647769572868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982790631154452,0.0,0.4394867936116836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31283146914837096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298424367808818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029958570299681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17928025904773653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415127755094054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15669278691449742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462115491495028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18834183034444515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15339932582990967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747603337231008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.426073926738688,0.24379482691530954,0.23513595610749075,0.0,0.2913287258841322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13034048273614915,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hihihihi1991,2019/01/22,"I need help breaking up with my boyfriend I thought about posting this in the relationship sub but most of this situation is due to my anxiety and depression so I guess it’s more fitting. 

I’ve decided I want to break up with my [27F] boyfriend [29M]. We’ve been together three years and my mental health is the worst it’s ever been. I’m not blaming it on him because it’s definitely pre-existing but he’s definitely making it worse. Every time I voice a slight concern he complains about how I never stop being miserable, purposely does things to get under my skin then blows my reaction out of proportion when I inevitably get angry, doesn’t respect my physical boundaries and doesn’t listen when I say ‘no’. I’m pretty sure he’s gaslighting me with much of this. 

For the longest time, I’ve been letting myself believe that my mental health was what’s causing all of our issues and that it was solely on me because I was this miserable, anxious, depressed mess. But on NYE we had a massive fight and he was being so insanely unreasonable that something flipped in me and I realized that while I’m not at all a perfect partner and my mental health does need help, this wasn’t all me and he was doing sooo much to fuel the fire. 

This is my first relationship and it’s nothing like I had thought it would be. I imagined a partner who encouraged me to break out of my shell and was patient with me in doing so, not a partner who rudely guilts me into doing things I’m uncomfortable with and then gets angry at my resulting meltdown. I imagined a partner that I’d be able to have deep conversations with where I share my worries or hopes, not one who shuts down any and all emotional conversation and deems me overreactive to every single emotion I have. 

My anxiety can be severe depending on the situation and my depression sometimes makes me less than ideal to be around. But I’ve been dealing with it my whole life and I’m good at self managing - with the right tools, like alone time. My current bf takes those away from me and makes me feel bad about them, calling me lazy and boring. So I don’t do them. And everything gets worse. 

He doesn’t take any of this serious when I try to talk to him about it and I need to move out to create distance between us in order to make a break up possible. I’m working on getting a new job to make it work money-wise but in the meantime I guess I just need some encouragement to keep my eye on the break up - my emotions sometimes fade and I think well maybe it’s not that bad, until the next fight and I realize no, it is that bad and I can’t do this forever. I’m not crazy like he makes me out to be and I deserve someone who is understanding. I need help in staying consistent when I live with him and have to actively coordinate schedules as we have a dog to take care of. I’ve also never had to break up with anyone and he just laughs at me when I tell him I’d like to, instead of being upset or angry, even. So of course my anxiety is in overdrive having to do it over and over. 

What have you done to help you break up with someone in a relationship where your mental health was deeply suffering? ",5.309364885247241,5.6784399968203525,6.1206677265500815,79.90652521299582,67.95071542130366,9.249374261138968,31.867473808650278,9.197007762596977,2.6432257225551345,2494,99,495,44,39,822,264,629,0.182,0.691,0.127,-0.9919,2,1,1,0,2,0,45.0,4,3,2,5,26,35,3,4,19,0,50,7,2,10,9,104,88,50,0,9,15,0,3,4,5,1,5,3,0,5,38,45,0,2,10,0,0,1,16,19,1,3,18,7,75,16,87,60,13,76,0,6,1,0,52,41,0,8,28,352,113,4,0.06761882258501635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003270742817558,0.0,0.05407474799122985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196623621207883,0.0,0.1551846425900435,0.07639002258843455,0.0,0.04728065296737896,0.0,0.0,0.06019508812355684,0.0,0.0,0.06353010969414842,0.0,0.16937667725514716,0.08243961326521128,0.0,0.0,0.07618325759439296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06904637809689444,0.0,0.06894189618371205,0.06946315725674042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971203695261581,0.17471997842892972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834737463870412,0.06919753225822994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22818622249032525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04466159458909915,0.06116509627879909,0.11394354880756112,0.0,0.0607714376525627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03419010841727415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05751653594772337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17664021968344967,0.0,0.0,0.056715460231003725,0.0,0.0,0.14897951298172213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875025856367059,0.0,0.0,0.18129388574051908,0.0,0.0,0.06716074809401336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057648285711751,0.06710124766013979,0.060102716410788376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06914482740857424,0.04776117411795541,0.1321405646255232,0.0,0.05970865917682765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27081653486556545,0.0,0.06793219587413436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725754761955675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186810722922256,0.09941522984286266,0.25069250075899857,0.10430360909149873,0.06530668021216231,0.07191338493798181,0.0,0.0,0.06488208396005321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045820264172490285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762300625498179,0.06476014046746921,0.06879265197449047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21779192945515444,0.0,0.05774610502463433,0.0,0.053773201740414514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054117907341044,0.07639002258843455,0.0,0.0,0.1520127794063295,0.0,0.0,0.1145864178898224,0.05205627318272132,0.13375348909079532,0.0,0.0,0.07207266790500076,0.0,0.05653236345152076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06372994005048313,0.0,0.15252281795289138,0.054349448238360284,0.05910183135955392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984588223066113,0.043327411184090364,0.0,0.1073635840734511,0.11828723767646948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04590874191913842,0.0,0.0,0.07039357901686105,0.08133711788374437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03988333350392547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060797442198061276,0.0,0.0,0.07549400060880164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845461635636407,0.06867019663084155,0.13781871410351965,0.048034471485597335,0.0,0.0,0.043544304774567916
anxiety,Campbell090217,2019/01/22,"Extreme debilitating anxiety. Ever since starting a new job a few weeks ago, my anxiety has been through the roof. I had been feeling good for so long and this really knocked me on my ass. I’m having chest pains, trouble breathing, I can’t think rationally, and I’m having a hard time leaving the house (my new job involves working from home). 

I’ve talked to my doctor and I’m considering adding in propanol on top of my other meds. Maybe that will help. 

Mostly I needed to get this off my chest (literally). Anxiety makes me feel like I’m so freaking alone in the way that I feel. ",2.242631578947368,4.707304754385966,3.744824561403508,85.13460526315791,80.40350877192982,6.60701754385965,26.16666666666667,7.793537801064563,1.6513824561403516,458,19,90,8,12,151,77,114,0.175,0.7290000000000001,0.096,-0.8162,2,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,6,0,8,6,4,1,1,11,20,5,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,4,12,2,11,16,2,15,0,0,0,1,3,6,1,1,9,50,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490961667763184,0.0,0.0,0.17420098636784584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3860098916788579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721563810070319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15214348401393274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551358142088569,0.1201597082433781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878757986977672,0.0,0.0,0.14107535574973795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15067114600861628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273865768665135,0.0,0.16871493684354955,0.0,0.0,0.1940763320035383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338184102306089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780959487013774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217237895799673,0.0,0.0,0.14884872739151994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122725586152896,0.0,0.16897612504192455,0.0,0.18682854207881533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471567217939605,0.0,0.3248907125584342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17897307628749692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775107003947723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913399293784925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905044256142785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13519008245369482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777361096277127,0.0,0.0,0.09807680932085308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350665838978135,0.13491719355156448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244915205753078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,14MTH30n3,2019/01/22,"I suspect I have anxiety. My symptom is breathing. Sometimes, I feel like I need to take a deep breath, almost like I need to sigh. I start doing it but the air is not reaching that spot inside my chest/stomach where the feeling originates. If I am lucky maybe on 5th or 6th deep breath it will hit that spot and I immediately feel physical and psychological relief. At this point the cycle may resume or may go away. This may also be caused by acid reflux but recently I noticed that this happens during the times when I am nervous about something. Also, if anxiety trigger goes away or I become distracted it usually stops, which makes me think that it's more psychological then physical.

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I see many people on this post are suffering tremendously. I am not in that state and I hope you all find relief. Meanwhile, I am nowhere near taking any pharmaceuticals but I would like to learn more about quick, natural remedies that you may use.

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Personally, I drink chamomile tea to calm myself. The hot tea and chamomile soothing effects are usually helpful. However, I am not always in a situation where I can make myself tea :-) Any specific ingredients that trigger mind into switching from anxiety to something else?",5.145270270270268,7.781118256756757,5.588549549549551,74.76579729729731,71.38738738738739,8.403963963963964,32.271171171171176,9.120678840339163,3.287631711711712,991,47,160,22,20,317,134,222,0.084,0.741,0.174,0.9734,1,0,3,0,0,0,34.0,0,2,0,1,8,12,0,2,7,0,19,8,3,8,1,44,36,16,0,6,11,0,4,3,0,6,1,0,0,1,16,5,4,1,8,1,0,1,3,3,1,0,0,6,26,8,18,28,3,28,0,1,1,0,4,15,0,12,13,111,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174559949441624,0.0,0.0,0.18760472580012455,0.0976004946174309,0.2541824857541717,0.2850573705090138,0.15953195501007955,0.0,0.2691956356987296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204087721528646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954531317892148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049632272419708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490639767922405,0.0,0.0,0.0979865864052388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17792665207814404,0.08379699521498478,0.0,0.0,0.1072073265605981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06666258421524951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372534350431256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862170187345438,0.0,0.0,0.11650238048961505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17191615759586296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15659330726742166,0.11892074038078708,0.11784059522602205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184365252859402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739484680452592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354340393584976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131896585679692,0.1024192099056803,0.0,0.0,0.11088357209556764,0.0,0.1123380953818551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158166297434388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934705169044044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184673464989854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806019116021533,0.11600972532390855,0.0,0.0830234153486434,0.0,0.0,0.0980655383347846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191648791254105,0.17638548184545882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515917685033721,0.0,0.0,0.06839681987837565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013069410312262,0.2583721323247416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332441839091813,0.0,0.2850573705090138,0.0
anxiety,RollTribe1991,2019/01/22,"Life So I have had issues with anxiety since I was in high school but didn't tell anyone till I was 27 . I go to a point where getting out bed was a chore, I wouldn't eat, wouldn't hang with friends. My mom forced me to go see someone or she would stop having me over for Sunday dinner ( it worked). Went and talked twice felt better and didn't go back. Life was great I just finished grad school, I was talking to this great girl and hanging with my friends again. Then this girl and I split it off ( was more of a fling) and I kinda was down about it but kept on moving. Then came the holidays, my roommate and I decided that we needed to each get our own apartments ( still best friends) and this set me off into a rush of anxiety.  Since Christmas I wake about anxious for no reason and can barely breathe.  But everyday I still get up and turn that coffee on make my bed and keep the day moving. It's tough not being able to control it and some days are better than others but all the matters is I do my best to keep moving. I hope one day I can wake up and feel relaxed but I haven't felt that way in a long time and its exhausting. Sorry for the long rant but sometimes it feels good to get this off my chest. Some of my friends know about this and are very supportive but I don't want to burden them with this. IT's dumb, I over think everything and instantly go to worst case scenario ( which is why I a probably single). I really don't want to get back on anxiety medicine as it makes me feel like a shell of myself but it does help calm me down.... ",2.4467486860965164,3.8869928291925455,3.238757763975155,93.90064022933588,75.67701863354037,6.444529383659817,22.01194457716197,7.010146845296331,0.3829437171524126,1209,31,274,12,26,382,167,322,0.13699999999999998,0.69,0.173,0.9698,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,2,0,1,6,11,21,1,0,11,0,26,9,4,4,1,63,56,29,0,7,11,1,5,1,4,3,3,0,3,2,21,24,2,5,9,2,0,12,9,5,0,2,15,6,37,16,43,37,10,52,0,0,1,0,15,20,1,5,19,186,58,4,0.0926718692925942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21268117906432168,0.10469283430176744,0.0,0.06479832573766768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251789438579374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19450681884518808,0.1639214749794439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599193040305398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393938146063436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17929706742377868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109777732265591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948264578438556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832875006035565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057304477735852,0.06620480193934432,0.17795905482133198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28639222533178843,0.0,0.24208613407514595,0.0,0.2106702357721888,0.07772876717556987,0.0,0.20434212611104705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621160005476596,0.09791291794631404,0.0,0.09204407635368096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672535463394936,0.0,0.1647420308848932,0.0,0.0,0.0509300357844529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091376382826225,0.04527479429943376,0.0,0.0,0.1640233762205745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371838472333008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853617327957074,0.0,0.29548659314848,0.0,0.06871501683946653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06279685699949003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760487067681065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991594909623412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05936797246766898,0.09528211611082214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875777584781616,0.07384748155883328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15331825584701467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852057412003244,0.0,0.09165484834393772,0.1037385705153716,0.0,0.0,0.14801574905239887,0.07747783230022794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516293906189952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14897227637873756,0.08099929843970978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05938039191661763,0.0,0.0,0.0540377122319432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080038239317517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646399754967736,0.10932053910822563,0.07355861632400625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590775127396377,0.08362194784937488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06746622456164493,0.0,0.0,0.06583143705963486,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ljf3030,2019/01/22,"How to help anxiety when on holiday So I’m going on a grad trip with my friends in the summer and I want to prepare myself mentally.
My anxiety includes derealisation, tight breathing and heart palpitations.
Does anyone have any tips to prepare myself for a 10 day holiday and get the most out of it?
Thanks",3.4614367816091938,6.178498017241381,5.4731034482758645,73.0405747126437,77.44827586206897,8.694252873563219,30.356321839080447,9.2995712137729,3.392128735632184,247,12,42,7,6,85,45,58,0.052000000000000005,0.71,0.238,0.9001,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,1,2,2,1,0,9,6,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,10,6,1,9,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,28,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21799269517344996,0.0,0.4904570761486922,0.0,0.0,0.2241439335660409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067355368198948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28052537786475895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476648863910505,0.0,0.1674800629049471,0.0,0.1821823897211209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3798667164554265,0.2148655006382254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230504212276013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951298015313536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18907537637993194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nanas_Party,2019/01/22,"Doctors appointment in a couple hours Hi everyone ! So I have been on buspirone for the last couple of years after expressing my anxiety to my doctor . Truthfully I think I’ve been back to her office one time since and have skipped at least one other appointment with her as I hate the doctors and always feel like I’m going to have a panic attack when I have an appointment. Anyhow , my pharmacy informed me last week I wasn’t approved for a refill and would have to call my doctor to get approved . I called and the woman on the phone sounded appalled that I haven’t been in since 2017 and that I would have to come in this morning In order to get my prescription refilled.Now it’s in a couple of hours and I feel like I’m gonna have a bad time going in , but if I don’t I will be out of my meds by the end of the week . On top of it , my car is in bad shape but I have to use it to get to the appointment which is also putting me on edge . Basically I know I have no choice but to go but I’m already embarrassed of the panic attack I’m bout ready to have -_-
I guess I’m just venting ",3.5817536231884084,3.922781204347828,5.114347826086959,85.70557971014495,71.73913043478261,8.220289855072464,26.63768115942029,8.238735603445708,1.5200376811594207,847,26,186,12,15,287,112,230,0.14,0.795,0.065,-0.9592,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,5,11,3,3,14,0,22,4,0,1,1,26,42,15,0,3,6,0,2,2,0,4,4,1,0,1,8,9,0,0,5,0,0,6,4,8,0,2,4,3,26,3,37,33,1,35,0,0,0,0,9,15,0,3,15,127,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016093493898927,0.0870779256257081,0.09060377956985696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329924328634591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477522974414545,0.0,0.08372837321098557,0.1818343466238664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22237423566434453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937976196176372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614484631191995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4458071124270224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644270457737182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040474267465124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011438161032776,0.15557963128844415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706689109075329,0.0,0.18565117244959545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199527268558017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750464248733184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144660622012736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05984215613326644,0.17751697783775094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106394635999659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095034232234625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475710457831266,0.0,0.0,0.25551389243939776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946280590984236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18014703628537224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977121907724096,0.0,0.0,0.12698727431311205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404452088145906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17468723529778393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547022331448099,0.0,0.0,0.07012048827667136
anxiety,r4ndysm1th,2019/01/22,Some people who work at the Ministry of Education are coming to my school to talk to me. Help. Some people from the Ministry of Education are gonna ask me questions about my school and my life and stuff. I'm super worried. Any advice? 😖,1.2264539007092203,3.81639721276596,3.030957446808511,87.28416666666668,87.51063829787233,4.835460992907802,20.599290780141846,6.42735559955562,0.4092014184397157,187,6,36,2,6,62,33,47,0.044,0.823,0.133,0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,8,5,2,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,3,0,23,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25423308812908824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769231125491227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24322189255105875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22411163309221707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743850780049913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837643015957076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607353660964373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914476215392296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5266076655904096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29783003287929444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20911312550584107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189405350137727,0.2642131596920365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gilgamesh_epic,2019/01/22,"Cramping up, headaches tired from some good news I have been fighting with the UK benefit system for almost a year now to get support whilst out of work for GAD and this very hour I got the news it had finally all been sorted! I have been so anxious and was due to be evicted on Friday, this relief has caused me to cramp up and ache all over. I think it's my body finally starting to release all the stress hormomes, it's relief beyond description and when this pain passes I will be celebrating by focusing on therapy and getting the help I want to take control of the GAD!",11.742631578947368,6.7836051052631605,10.844298245614038,68.0759210526316,59.35087719298247,14.207017543859653,44.28947368421053,11.20814326018867,4.743094736842107,458,18,89,8,4,148,78,114,0.14300000000000002,0.6759999999999999,0.181,0.7221,1,0,0,0,2,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,4,8,1,1,6,0,11,5,1,2,3,19,19,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,6,7,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,6,0,8,5,19,10,4,18,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,3,9,62,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031709872374571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292146732371077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22537166257570404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20843003252406644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22756506227823264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4445251949374353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21200952094706046,0.0,0.0,0.17017949784334666,0.1622744273681115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599687947398933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998116420189548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21589559769826613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436107988206835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23241662700909585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302439214153573,0.0,0.0,0.1525525048676007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23202920317733555,0.0,0.0,0.13000753318633884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331990491290159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674104090279311,0.11967328908857977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477106692217779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306583406057369
anxiety,AnastasiaDuchess,2019/01/22,"Im having a panic attack at work Everything just feels shitty and wrong. I haven’t had suicide thoughts in 3 years, and I cant talk with anybody about it because I dont want people to be scared and leave me even more alone.

Im not sure that I can do this anymore, it doesn’t feel worth it. I dont even know who I am anymore, everything is just to much.
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anxiety,woosunghyuk,2019/01/22,"Work Night Out - Terrified! So tonight my work is having a night out. It’s just bowling but I’m sure most of them  will be going out for drinks after. So many parts of this make me scared - initially arriving on my own and approaching the group? Terrifying. Having to split off into teams and not knowing who likes me and who doesnt? Also terrifying. Theres a small number of people I can talk casually to but the rest i’m really nervous about and all I’ve been doing all day is thinking of reasons I could not go. I know if I don’t go i’ll feel guilty, but i’m so unbelievably terrified. I’ve never been to a social event without one of my close friends, and the thought of going there alone and not knowing where to go or who to be with makes me scared. It sounds so dumb but I have no idea how people can find this so easy :(",0.9184210526315796,3.1932610760233935,2.756257309941521,91.33157894736843,84.43859649122807,5.939181286549706,20.11111111111111,7.273561745256523,0.5061742690058475,648,19,141,10,19,215,104,171,0.234,0.669,0.097,-0.9845,0,1,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,3,12,8,1,3,6,0,16,1,0,4,4,41,32,19,0,2,11,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,7,12,1,0,9,3,0,6,8,4,0,1,3,2,12,4,22,25,6,22,0,0,0,0,9,9,1,3,8,98,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630633214731063,0.0,0.1259069988735523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257053130809901,0.0,0.0,0.10153762027240132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15423406442944107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960784103290765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14389992242394584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216399636753786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4473920302327444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17773382579608316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595794363745508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691862902511662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210188664252849,0.1596223491845089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142964026869513,0.0,0.0,0.29549891871758005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668735710959336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704952755168594,0.0,0.21830211150306472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086192816277643,0.16187748294083532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152555395156021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604931693058931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483880330140257,0.0,0.0,0.12654660765567044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100883027915987,0.0,0.12499204491150792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15176929941866896,0.0,0.2292405555489085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Abiclairr,2019/01/22,"Hi just want to know if anyone else has had this happen? Seizures? So ever since I was 17 i’ve had seizures/epilepsy 
but I’m wondering if it could be triggered by my anxiety. 

I’m 23 now, almost 24. and I’d gone without a seizure for almost three years, when i’d had a high stress day at work and ended up giving my poor coworkers a heart attack as I passed out and had an atonic seizure. AKA, my brain shuts down and stops sending my neurons messages so it basically feels like everything stops, I run out of breath, my body basically tumbles to the ground and my heart goes like crazy. 

When I was a teenager i was basically told that everything looked normal but that I could take meds and assume that i’d grow out of my epilepsy because lots of people do. I’m a lot less stressed out/anxious now that i’m an adult than I was at 17 thankfully.. 

I was living with abusive parents, raising my three younger siblings, doing a post-secondary program as my first taste of college while also taking high school courses, living my life in the closet, and trying to figure out what to do with my life because I assumed once you hit 18, life wouldn’t allow for any errors (i was wrong af about that thankfully).

I was having seizures almost daily for a while, although before I’d ever had a seizure i’d have panic attacks. Now i’m wondering if it’s possible for my seizures to be trigged instead of an anxiety attack. 
I have never been treated for my anxiety although my fiancé says that it clearly affects me in many ways as I have issues opening up to people, due to abuse, so all of our friends assumed I hated them for a bit, I have serious abandonment issues and don’t do well with crowds at all. 

I guess i’m wondering, could anxiety mask itself as atonic seizures? Has this happened to anyone else? 
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anxiety,asheristrasher,2019/01/22,"any advice on how to ask my psychiatrist about upping my xanax dosage? i get it, i'm a college kid, i wouldn't trust me around benzos either. my prescription is .25 mg once daily PRN, which is the absolute minimum dose. it doesn't do jack shit. not because i'm tolerant to it, but because my anxiety's matured alongside me from when i was 14 and skinny. i want to ask about getting my dose upped to at least .5 , but i know to them they're gonna think i'm addicted or selling to friends or whatever. anyone dealt with this before?",3.549444444444444,4.764746722222224,4.971296296296298,83.46583333333334,72.51851851851852,8.362962962962964,28.314814814814817,8.841846274778883,2.163403703703703,418,16,85,8,8,140,79,108,0.033,0.888,0.079,0.6872,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,5,3,1,0,2,0,6,6,2,1,0,14,17,7,0,2,6,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,5,3,1,0,2,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,13,2,15,14,2,6,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,2,1,51,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28039435302193777,0.0,0.25134038291453176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749100527463541,0.0,0.19676318280007787,0.0,0.0,0.17984560084280482,0.0,0.0,0.2289693799033589,0.4809089490030533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135828473257293,0.0,0.2188648043516158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987180272605502,0.0,0.26876080974510386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135462270556753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739178010097772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640200029227349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480830547628456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15170776263551836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JollyDove,2019/01/22,"I need help identifying a constant feeling of fear I was always an anxious kid so I was used to being scared but quite some time ago I had some kind of panic attack. I don't know if I should call it an anxiety attack but I was sweating, my heart was beating way faster than normal and I sat in a corner crying.
Ever since then, I've had this constant feeling of anxiety which isn't going away at any time. It's been affecting my happiness as a whole. I don't know if this is anxiety because it isn't caused by anything and it doesn't get worse. It's just constantly there and I don't know if this is anxiety.If it isn't anxiety what should I do?",2.3652289316522896,3.7549900218978114,4.340265428002656,86.12794293297947,75.78832116788321,7.609555408095554,25.593231585932315,8.296473431620573,1.5809766423357663,511,18,109,9,11,175,77,137,0.245,0.664,0.091,-0.9683,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,4,7,2,3,5,0,20,2,2,3,1,24,30,11,0,7,6,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,11,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,8,2,13,2,10,19,3,15,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,5,9,75,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983141909578833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124829407950598,0.0,0.0,0.09192895753580592,0.0,0.4136579685895823,0.1527181155157272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124394776417514,0.0,0.0,0.3075799612030597,0.12700871530396293,0.0,0.0,0.08240619622237512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13803678005117592,0.0,0.0,0.13887000048653084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43825383212194335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14849198705085925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222806057979939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15211826270854076,0.1367049975857721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07062744730337255,0.0,0.07682751550513582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390463236584325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019230010671498,0.09061019897187277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407721111515271,0.2228788380797201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023635284442413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245046779295866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15860791995667425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143783575808053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534159201279736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118246308989216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15765238631435552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675455841500308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730183531536117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092679796464525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776284904435196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CouldHe,2019/01/22,"DAE have anxiety about physically moving? [Potential Trigger Warning] This is my latest obsession I think - A while ago I had a panic attack as I stood up to get out of bed and I think this all stems back to that.

I have health anxiety so I obsess of all the non-mental possibilities... blood pressure, BPPV, tumors, issues with my eyes etc etc.

I've had depression where I physically cannot get out of bed but this is more so anxiety - whereby i'm apprehensive about standing up, especially in-front of people. I'm scared of quick or exaggerated movements of my body. 

Then when I do stand up sometimes my legs shake and I twitch and sometimes I feel under threat and heightened anxiety. When I walk around I start to feel unstable at times or off-balance or that I just want to sit-down again. I find myself holding onto or leaning on things more than usual. I obsess and worry about passing out or collapsing even though that has never happened (touch wood). And then some days I am totally fine with moving.

I've started having panic attacks where I can't move too, whereas before I would flee (get in my car and drive 'till they pass) I think i've convinced myself that is a dangerous option so now I literally freeze and sit in my chair literally unable to stand or move until it passes.

I'm not exactly physically unfit or overly so - I do spend almost all of my time lay in bed though which I think doesn't help with me not trusting my body (but it's a viscous circle). But back in the summer I was at the gym every day and before that I worked a physical job.

I'm pretty sure it's all mental, I can always tell. And I have a habit of mimicking symptoms of an illness that I'm obsessing over. I'm terrified of everything medical so please don't make suggestions lol - just wondering if anyone with anxiety can relate.

Thanks.",3.674091760299625,5.638200772471912,5.180134831460677,79.05943445692887,73.57865168539325,8.117453183520599,26.473408239700376,8.841846274778883,2.190904419475656,1449,52,266,30,30,487,193,356,0.211,0.723,0.066,-0.9936,1,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,1,1,24,20,4,10,10,1,21,10,5,2,8,57,44,36,0,3,15,0,4,0,0,1,5,0,3,0,14,18,0,1,8,1,1,13,7,15,0,0,4,5,38,5,44,39,10,60,0,1,1,0,4,20,0,12,23,184,52,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450809675635758,0.0,0.095463521344034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932576711413282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646523580520981,0.0,0.0,0.06665995284215256,0.0,0.0,0.08486773095993387,0.0,0.21691303764738987,0.0,0.1466123701618627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16224491973687713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211789811263659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296546166529115,0.0,0.08211128507249417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21264586970931576,0.06296740003186392,0.0,0.08032325183220279,0.0,0.08568031348603887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640776392559716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713381477224574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494246966798475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430379861196971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133589321282466,0.0,0.0,0.06390056564136078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950423109144396,0.09460457341315946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06363637947029857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09603926842324376,0.09607454238026288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4053010555552246,0.0,0.0,0.07352768232814719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22370849894231687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660927936154776,0.0,0.0,0.10464842307709828,0.0,0.10747508876899713,0.0,0.0969892471592987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544625640988456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885761028177282,0.0,0.13495620358854624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985144095470639,0.09908883111127198,0.0,0.0,0.0833263722908165,0.08777100651085612,0.0,0.0,0.06333586675177293,0.2443454567598055,0.18733091357552156,0.0,0.11118038338404752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049972527183995,0.0,0.05623063480941806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338597181139324,0.06940449921382795,0.09681660006327532,0.0,0.06772274499332373,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Year-Of-The-GOAT,2019/01/22,"Anyone have “career anxiety”? I have a constant worry that my current job or prospective jobs are not the “right” decision for my own career development.

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anxiety,BurntToast01,2019/01/22,I failed my drivers test because of anxiety. I'm worried of sitting it again because of anxiety I made so many mistakes because I just got anxious. Mainly being gap selection. How did you guys manage to pass?,3.6134615384615394,6.342426692307698,5.156089743589742,75.46182692307694,76.94871794871796,6.976923076923077,37.95512820512821,8.07648339933343,3.80571282051282,167,11,25,3,4,56,31,39,0.32,0.68,0.0,-0.8928,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,4,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,5,0,4,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,17,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4504626930478272,0.33261205544747324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5384291355594157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23547546093454594,0.0,0.0,0.29152319191450543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785883770940876,0.0,0.2984967986133493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29899893304684555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sch0f13ld,2019/01/22,"What kind of casual/part time work is suitable for someone with severe anxiety? I still live at home and haven't worked for three years; I'm tired of feeling useless and eating through my limited savings. But I have no idea what kind of casual/part time work I can do while I continue my uni studies that won't add too much additional stress/anxiety. 

The major problem, of course, is my mental health. I have depression and anxiety, the latter of which is rather severe. Dealing with people is very stressful and draining for me. I have insomnia and hence have a lot of trouble getting to sleep and getting up at a reasonable time; most of the time I'm pretty much nocturnal. Also because I'm still a student I obviously don't have any professional qualifications.

So what kind of casual or part time (non-professional) work could I possibly look into? At home work would be ideal, but most of the work I've found in my searches have been full time or required some kind of qualification. ",7.925483870967742,7.645266924731183,8.158623655913981,69.69793548387098,62.54838709677418,11.526021505376345,36.879569892473114,11.00357731598739,4.1386834408602144,792,34,139,19,10,260,105,186,0.124,0.838,0.039,-0.878,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,9,6,12,0,1,7,0,19,5,1,1,1,32,27,13,0,5,5,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,0,5,11,1,2,4,1,0,0,4,5,0,1,2,2,13,7,23,21,9,18,0,2,1,0,1,7,0,6,11,94,18,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762871400011509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601251890931027,0.0,0.2227802196838048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05917439653609775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750436341715486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007731852652853,0.08360826287940927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932923638674288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049082691025910376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643480871092444,0.0,0.0,0.10143258067109596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318335648233244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19474294055249391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958285444264232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4043436104743921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571665331329974,0.0,0.08151631601840018,0.0,0.0,0.08252743082425222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782608551621308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142718676118083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153596487855596,0.0,0.06729773694515558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10943447623372103,0.0,0.0987574663557062,0.0,0.09288511800644288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980653131834966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193282238482808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714244294806733,0.0,0.0822490773707292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550441897850474,0.0,0.22239207147957096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33962196716809684,0.11157037314898822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009484547227942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4240189111759972,0.0,0.0,0.06895740410490467,0.0,0.0,0.06251140333057148
anxiety,theredbirdchase,2019/01/22,"Does Anyone Experience Anxiety When Requesting a Sick Or Work From Home Day? Every time I need to ask to work from home or take a sick day, my anxiety spikes. I agonize over my boss not believing my reason, just being unhappy with me, or worse (receiving a warning, being fired). Currently it is looking like I will need to work from home tomorrow due to car troubles, and because of my anxiety over telling my boss, I am unable to sleep. Does anyone have any techniques for easing this kind of anxiety?",5.176519756838907,6.828875648936172,6.217355623100302,74.40500000000003,69.1063829787234,10.477811550151976,32.577507598784194,10.608840637214634,3.923767781155016,397,18,69,12,7,132,61,94,0.265,0.6920000000000001,0.042,-0.9677,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,3,0,6,3,1,3,0,12,11,5,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,10,2,14,8,0,11,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,3,8,42,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309509710950426,0.0,0.4639028831068032,0.0,0.0,0.21200839394284146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172814546627846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924156547588566,0.0,0.0,0.17080443135022547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19554251785798726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653372494856889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773189067157018,0.0,0.0,0.14829662068150742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4562098833533108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15787097840007486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406546632373648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730816297847306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22482309834468514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587291938615627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517122775294217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398643223807638,0.0,0.13250752220220768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840080705958739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311059140464819,0.0,0.1544961966394274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GFAnxietyThrowaway,2019/01/22,My Girlfriend is like frozen with anxiety right now. I have never seen her like this what do I do? I'm really worried about her. We have been dating for 4 months. I knew she had some anxiety issues but the things I have seen have been minimal. I picked her up Saturday night as we planned to spend the weekend together. She was a little bit anxious but I thought she would get better once we got to my place. I feel like she has just gotten progressively worse. She had some very minor phone calls to make Monday morning and she has been frozen in fear about it the entire time. That never happened. They called to talk to her and it seemingly only made it worse. I tried to call for her and that only made her panic. It's now Tuesday morning she has barely slept in 3 days. She is barely speaking to me I can barely get a word out of her. She mostly sits like indian style bent over with her head on her legs. I'm sure shes passed out asleep in this position for a few minutes at a time but shes so tense sitting like that. Ive been able to get her to lay down normally with me holding her to try and get her to sleep which seems to help her relax for a while but still every so often she kind of  jolts like as if she was falling asleep and jolts awake. She seems to be worried about everything no matter how minor. She says she knows its all in her head but she can't stop. I know she also had some traumatic things happen to her over a year ago and she has said she thinks she has PTSD from it. I've barely slept myself over the last few days. Just a couple hours here and there when I pass out. I mean the logical thing is she needs medical attention but how do I get her to do that? I have said it to her and she doesn't really respond. A couple times when she did it was some version of no. She saw a doctor about these issues I think almost a month ago as an initial visit. He gave her a prescription for Amitriptyline. That is the only thing she has been taking. She has taken it during this time but it hasn't seemed to do anything. She told me before She wasn't sure it was doing anything but of course she was going to stay with it until her next Doctors appointment which is this Thursday. When I can get her to talk she goes on about not being able to sleep and it making it worse. Of course she gets anxiety about not being able to sleep and you can see that its just a vicious cycle. I just don't know what to do right now. ,1.6724562706270625,3.660513867326735,2.8366893564356452,93.46368089933996,79.63366336633662,5.792491749174918,18.837665016501653,6.816661863887847,0.022459570957096275,1913,42,418,20,48,613,221,505,0.102,0.8270000000000001,0.071,-0.9533,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,3,1,1,3,25,14,1,2,19,0,53,13,10,7,5,76,97,32,0,4,15,0,1,6,1,1,3,4,0,0,34,20,0,2,15,2,1,5,11,3,0,0,31,9,81,11,62,62,10,61,0,0,4,0,74,20,0,12,39,299,115,2,0.21728438021244986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284063285793562,0.0,0.07252630670635847,0.0,0.0,0.057920746784403926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662219561290221,0.08182316736672014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920435405720285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616310012699979,0.0,0.0,0.06405679229001557,0.07907275567697088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22187164604700804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16028068926007544,0.0,0.09342029983249947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482665135166504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06102382057582121,0.0,0.06509373011907807,0.0,0.0,0.08150177879751168,0.036621837100182734,0.051742668213082064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26488494801751605,0.0,0.041162573531747404,0.0,0.05792738938726068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280959065527893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14866430709545495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048547046632747705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132711530131362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119229379169433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542274845666062,0.11941381288730618,0.059038590144351574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21230834542764052,0.07259201054257361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706648951569525,0.09669267402178272,0.0,0.0,0.07889546305005014,0.0,0.07296371786262174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562287951444745,0.0,0.0,0.05370453824238231,0.11172207278465666,0.0,0.07702813446449644,0.0679688905272658,0.0709641862553468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07713359117707763,0.0,0.1652545623607327,0.0,0.08497880121475065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567197689970583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466460426902438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279862523242252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370644898649928,0.13779146880296167,0.05759775343379055,0.0,0.0,0.05771583970859394,0.26374338548641885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174413003932438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771987462332516,0.05784119557177955,0.06055315706936785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652530459681286,0.0,0.054456937514998964,0.11642996948581945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924721163803668,0.09281803818760144,0.0,0.057499842329297474,0.16893369260877114,0.0,0.0,0.06920817893684816,0.0,0.09834788749529556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597607898454814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471085568937014,0.22143134656041605,0.05145086316983272,0.0,0.0,0.046641338969526235
anxiety,NoComfortExists,2019/01/22,"Stabbing chest pain? Does anyone have any experience with pretty severe stabbing pain in their chest with panic/anxiety attacks?  I've had anxiety and panic attacks most of my life and I've always had tension in my chest (like my body is clenched tight) and a racing heart when I've had panic attacks, but never really any actual pain.  I've heard of people thinking they're having heart attacks because of panic attacks, but is that because they actually have pain too, or just the racing heart and feelings of dread and fear without pain like I historically had?

Back in November I randomly had a bad stabbing pain in my chest which instantly sent me into a panic. I was just driving along in my truck, excited for the afternoon on a Saturday. No lead up to it, and nothing heavy on my mind.  I drove to the ER and they said my EKG and blood work were fine and was nothing with my heart. It passed in about 2 hours. 

It's happened a few more times, about 8 since November, and so far I've had multiple EKGs, GI cocktails, chest x-rays, physical exams manipulating my shoulders/arms and applying pressure to my rib cage in various ways, blood tests including CBC and metabolic panel, and I was put on heartburn medicine twice a day for 2 weeks - all with no change or the results being normal.  I have also learned that changing positions doesn't seem to matter, nor does physical exertion. I now have referrals to a GI specialist and a cardiologist pending.

The kicker of it all is it doesn't seem to go away when I take my anxiety medication (it's possible I just need to take more, but I don't want to take more than prescribed). When I take it, my mind mostly calms down but my body is still hurting. These spells lasts anywhere from 1 hour to 3-4 hours typically.  Obviously this fact combined with the out of the blue nature with no build up makes me think it's something else and not anxiety. 

Can anyone else relate to this? If not, that's fine too because I'm still looking for an answer. I just thought I'd see if any of you could give me any of your insights and experiences. ",5.66800803673938,6.463187101990052,6.349452736318408,77.07885189437428,67.28358208955224,9.567699961729813,32.62571756601607,9.661875296680813,3.0675572904707233,1653,69,308,34,26,542,206,402,0.222,0.7490000000000001,0.029,-0.9976,0,0,1,0,0,0,44.0,0,2,3,2,17,27,5,8,16,0,25,23,14,4,5,69,48,30,0,6,15,0,2,2,0,0,9,2,0,0,15,25,1,1,9,1,0,7,11,21,1,1,15,7,33,6,49,31,9,43,0,1,3,0,9,17,0,9,20,194,48,5,0.0,0.0,0.1267647342413298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05194093100035965,0.054044060296497984,0.0,0.0,0.17667440374309631,0.0,0.19874797047948545,0.0,0.0,0.09082986882634668,0.06654951350355442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694531333319911,0.0610231793332486,0.049942963437340136,0.05423099587880727,0.11877975644932688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14429083696913755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741813855348586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051857728732583035,0.0,0.0,0.04188773122776219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367732719123555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851569973472187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706820096494226,0.0,0.07308742555902276,0.03284094939257918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062306485476020336,0.036912894089021285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057435556454863285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078668557137239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918896240121236,0.0,0.0695309066207284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05294336670866245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04587649395535285,0.06346311545156001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05454210339886551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04335499616657239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06543084551618054,0.0,0.0,0.13116307942804042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048160009497751545,0.0500938678788543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06363774824081063,0.1246436080173776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4146717843824432,0.38102737753177146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04502853301348645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322198560583879,0.0,0.06607805902522705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529324174886314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04160898518856257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061782846137784786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05175717880659481,0.11825708185654844,0.0,0.07337563354017497,0.0,0.05372776575912902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050002106231879735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373918552379822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19533892023084806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323537911270679,0.0,0.051563481287188566,0.03787318775468052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03830951692882055,0.05155472302483547,0.05209941308344071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06261001198984101,0.0,0.04728477362171134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lostinalphabetsoup,2019/01/22,"I shared a differing opinion and now my anxiety is helping me explore all the ways I'm wrong. So, yeah basically that. 

I shared a differing opinion with a friend on social media and now my anxiety is helping me explore all the ways I'm wrong. 


... I guess I'll go delete it? I don't feel that I have the energy to spend on these feelings or the potential aftermath. ",2.2371624266144816,4.3981881369863025,4.479882583170255,81.51849315068493,78.58904109589041,8.554990215264189,29.606653620352247,9.23628265651192,2.9681091976516636,286,14,56,8,7,99,44,73,0.124,0.657,0.219,0.7501,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,7,1,4,0,0,0,2,13,10,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,1,3,1,2,0,0,0,2,9,3,4,10,2,10,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,4,3,36,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.342106122142683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4672279253879337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261173247117819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17275247517983305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12707679000085287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463201381314669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.299748160564022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279316057758823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3549658661593638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4889420629248731,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sendmetothevoid,2019/01/22,"Can’t help but worry that I add to other people’s anxiety i can’t help but think about the fact that me verbally voicing my worries might by proxy add to the stress of other people. that just freaks me out because the last thing i want to be is a source of stress to other people! i want to be a calming presence & make ppl feel nice and happy. this is a particular worry i have concerning my roommate, who is in the same small major as me and we do the same coursework. i worry that me verbally worrying about our coursework adds to her stress because she has exactly the same stuff to do. 

i’m also wondering if maybe i’m overestimating the impact i may have on others, that they probably don’t take my words as far internally as i believe they might. i suppose that’s just me being a self-centered human by nature? 😅",5.397891566265064,5.546605054216869,6.59363855421687,77.35587951807231,67.73493975903615,9.290602409638556,30.455421686746988,9.120678840339163,2.4977489156626507,653,23,126,11,10,221,93,166,0.184,0.7020000000000001,0.114,-0.9299,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,0,2,0,5,7,0,3,11,0,17,0,0,1,2,27,26,9,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,14,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,2,23,3,19,20,4,6,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,5,1,95,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963143466098512,0.0,0.13498895410750214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530800205859394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15189302303992067,0.0,0.0,0.14036583679516712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06299446006443002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262418750958788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16701483226997302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155427481517712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316216872907434,0.0,0.12516345218490454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643322628499423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591168809497537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13432485456463802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997044156176565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4281387645821073,0.0,0.14262124246912966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367321923625306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276944856473929,0.07982972268529949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14696818325267444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510827774247144,0.0,0.6326160049689291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fremorie,2019/01/22,"How do developers deal with scrum? Hi guys!
Just wanted to cry out. I'm a junior developer, and everyday scrum meetings is a nightmare for me. I do understand that their purpose is not to brag about your accomplishments, but to let your teammates know what everyone's up to, etc. But it doesn't help. Every time it's my turn to speak, my heart beats wildly, and all I want is to disappear. I'm afraid that others will judge me for doing to little, for working not hard enough, for being stupid...
Every morning all I think about is stand-up. How I wish they never existed. How am I going to survive it.
Gosh, sometimes I even start to think I chose the wrong career. ",2.826666666666668,4.987466461538464,3.9750000000000014,85.85916666666667,76.69230769230771,6.7948717948717965,23.14102564102564,7.793537801064563,1.157717948717948,520,16,102,8,12,169,87,130,0.093,0.856,0.051,-0.7419,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,2,4,7,3,1,1,3,0,12,1,1,3,3,22,24,7,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,7,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,0,2,15,0,18,21,4,9,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,0,4,71,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21607404561658647,0.0,0.20279688289412606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032515187175119,0.21938095475009572,0.12992350480171444,0.0,0.3314692488439911,0.1879625273343423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179345377188596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947714356263172,0.0,0.0,0.17621135899191442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23309943551923096,0.13184894791171914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810534445362532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011468331680276,0.0,0.0,0.19715267726252286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15171301630980147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19454883151860752,0.0,0.13923064122136827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520845557268118,0.0,0.0,0.11470177478460328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21396136664403892,0.0,0.20477953341234448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23204646048488345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262040151133484,0.0,0.0,0.14320546476915474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150688646933697,0.0,0.0
anxiety,trittrot1307,2019/01/22,I need help... Does anyone on here have  agoraphobia. I need to know how to get past this. Please if anyone has any advice let me know. Thanks.,-0.4628571428571426,1.5951784285714297,0.9225714285714304,98.42242857142858,104.0,3.6685714285714286,9.17142857142857,5.6839178017228535,-1.5872514285714283,108,1,24,1,5,34,23,28,0.0,0.813,0.187,0.6731,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,9,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,8,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788794555923921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940747432700739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3991021472326104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24974639928427456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14910430913875947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191290661555334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136853677747577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29183024510923994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4232256073834659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724367061963127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31327212647055863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627484394280809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kevinlee_5,2019/01/22,"Anxiety at College Does anybody else here have unbearable anxiety when they have to leave home for college? The first night back is always terrible for me and there are time where I just want to start crying for no reason. I usually go home every weekend where I am fully at peace with myself, but would really like to break the habit of doing so. Most of my days are spent thinking about how I’m going to manage living the next 4 months feeling like this. If anybody can relate and has any tips, please let me know. Thanks ",6.432904290429042,6.717752306930696,6.279950495049508,80.02045379537954,65.53465346534654,9.10957095709571,28.71452145214521,8.841846274778883,2.1370580858085804,417,12,77,6,6,131,79,101,0.085,0.741,0.174,0.918,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,10,4,0,0,3,0,11,0,0,2,0,14,21,7,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,4,1,1,2,1,1,0,1,1,1,8,3,13,18,1,18,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,13,52,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15619615202777198,0.0,0.0,0.12765446320592622,0.0,0.2872070310956675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434331297424247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061990629011064,0.12106237760551752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642730115267041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15681403876924296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15816024617192148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491570203862087,0.13410555197875673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15967256733089302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21336857317093272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3765922881010686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031647306705851,0.0,0.0,0.1987659245760092,0.0,0.1919540516141872,0.0,0.18341875822883444,0.0,0.16575815538186506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14983446557881575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996398880652136,0.17616033143103604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20605764803886611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025675607232593,0.19300504495810808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286754392477804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728252240772562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028191311543672,0.0,0.0,0.10945969195970567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20674450994599508,0.0,0.11072075446397033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13334925784576024,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Saceman32,2019/01/22,"First Last Day of School Hello all,

I usually get like butterflies in my stomach before my first day of school (I am in college btw) but for some reason today it just hit me that tomorrow is my last day first day of college and i just haven't been myself for a while. I just feel as if how has the time flown by? Literally I can remember that yesterday was my first day starting college, and now I'm finishing? its so crazy to think about. idk any advice would be appreciated ",3.0996052631578928,4.9175737368421055,4.5675657894736865,83.46608552631581,74.78947368421052,8.118421052631579,25.559210526315788,8.841846274778883,1.8988157894736841,375,13,76,8,8,125,68,95,0.06,0.872,0.068,0.1988,0,0,0,0,1,0,8.0,0,0,0,4,7,1,0,0,2,0,9,1,1,2,1,15,15,8,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,1,11,1,11,10,2,22,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,21,54,15,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588434595858785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054060462710076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138319367153264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5241613995321329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219093033221743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5530649439697453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492645775018855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650023610881348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941445964901493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671300307873574,0.0,0.0,0.18413917946757125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290216236698161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505479927536913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415644755041767,0.0,0.0,0.09478509585680002,0.0,0.15407982998580105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17902752915029288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154719327366314,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,treecatks,2019/01/22,"Can't sleep ... dreading the coming week It happens to me every Sunday night (Monday in this case, with the holiday).  I toss and turn all night, anxiety rising over what is in store for me this week.  But it's worse this time.  Tomorrow morning I have a meeting that will lay the groundwork for if I keep my job.  I have a big project that I'm normally almost done with by now, haven't even started ... because of all the stupid hoops they're making me jump through now.  And I forgot to put my therapy appointment on my work calendar, so I'll be talked to about that because they need to know where I am every minute of every day.  Add to that a relationship in very, very shaky standing and the financial worries that come with being a single mom with a deadbeat ex ... I don't think I can do it.  My kids are counting on me and I don't know how I can come through for them.  I'm stuck on survive, but I'm not even doing that.  I'm completely overwhelmed, can't stop crying and I feel like I can't even breathe.  I'm just trying to survive and I don't know how anymore.  I've done everything I know to try to quiet my mind and get to sleep, nothing has worked.  

Not really looking for a response, just needed to say it somewhere.  ",3.1303424223208656,4.421926248995984,4.259205242020716,87.868097653773,73.65863453815261,7.169816106531389,27.161488057493127,7.669130373188453,1.445316465863454,952,35,200,12,19,311,136,249,0.047,0.8959999999999999,0.057,0.637,1,0,0,0,1,0,33.0,0,0,2,4,12,5,1,3,11,0,22,3,3,3,2,42,47,13,0,4,7,2,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,14,15,0,3,6,1,1,6,9,4,0,0,4,4,25,1,31,40,3,29,0,1,1,0,9,9,0,3,14,129,39,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783824323228564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002390160847562,0.0,0.1167056727962218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14347171555178725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30410940170994955,0.12338390297604855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926455233044676,0.07589304153502414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24085238326143046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23317706165224514,0.0,0.2974482007373418,0.0,0.10576204898623626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05950189860482906,0.08406970379819527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061482276176866885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406290681905324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677797524952925,0.10459825672686901,0.0,0.0,0.2586925961505471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05749188026821415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882048985059874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855146192877904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882196460781845,0.1378238990483335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17451456519648229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22086702102751235,0.1153001637681027,0.11291590930172556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829962050364252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538800380415082,0.0,0.0,0.12634290933147285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358284444627844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23552741993995366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329360639684191,0.0,0.0,0.09838468240376276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458570060203236,0.0,0.0,0.13457587647122224,0.0,0.0,0.0754037745543663,0.0,0.0,0.0686194101967669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15979225765588406,0.1280006592014733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941945429008852,0.0,0.0,0.1887895479271668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17134302495086315,0.11950845628315122,0.11992467312990965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alessF,2019/01/22,"My head is in a lot of places at the same time, I think I’m going to pass out. I can’t think straight, i feel like throwing up. I’m so dizzy and I’m shaking. I feel a big pressure in my chest and it hurts, it really fucking hurts. ",-2.0923989218328853,-0.29395560377358443,0.7213477088948785,103.37641509433963,95.60377358490568,3.783288409703504,17.005390835579515,5.288315135182226,-0.9201892183288408,175,5,47,1,7,60,37,53,0.238,0.679,0.083,-0.8015,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,2,3,0,2,3,2,0,0,9,11,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,4,1,5,0,0,0,2,6,1,7,11,2,13,0,2,0,1,0,8,1,1,2,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28272482033710594,0.19972969316486194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584642095267715,0.0,0.0,0.15888991552417409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28692641359800275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5985854077246476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658708294019106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376861635434024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920982092596361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17910403139112435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582829979124848,0.0,0.0,0.16302345701910592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,annalooey,2019/01/22,"Crazy day on vacation. Hey guys this is my first post here and I just wanted to share what happened. I’m currently on winter break, vacationing in Asia. In a conquest to have as much fun as possible before my next semester, I planned out 5 countries to visit in a span of one month (currently on my last country in Japan).

Tomorrow is my last day before returning home, and I wouldn’t say I’m homesick but I had the biggest panic attack of my life today. I was starving when I woke up (normal) but as I got to the cafe for breakfast, I felt the eeriness of impending doom. The place we went to said food would take 30-45 mins to prepare, which was enough time for me to break down. Just a side note, there was a little drama before breakfast but definitely not something enough to warrant a panic attack. As I was sitting and waiting for my food, I stated to disassociate with my friends and my mind started to wander off. I felt something dreadful was going to happen, so I tried to force myself to take a quick nap. But it escalated into nausea and I had the urge to throw up even though I had an empty stomach. Before I knew it, I was struggling for air and tears started streaming down my face. It was unstoppable and freaked my friends out. But I really did not want to talk to them or explain myself because I knew I would break into a sob. 

I felt really nervous and uncomfortable, and I wanted to leave but I was starving. I gulped down my food and quickly left because I couldn’t stand being in there. We had a long day planned out but I knew I physically and mentally could not do it. My friend walked me back to the bus, and I was crying the whole way back. It was weird because I wasn’t sobbing or anything, but the flow of tears were constant. I just felt so, so sad and dejected.

I just wanted to be alone and let loose when I got back to the hotel. I cried my heart out (over nothing???) but I felt so much better afterwards. I FaceTimed my friend (outside the group I’m with) and distracted myself.

I’m generally a cheerful and happy person, although I do suffer from mild anxiety. I’ve had anxiety attacks before, but never something like today. For the most part I had so much fun throughout my trip. Of course there were ups and downs like all trips. I think my body is just physically exhausted at this point. But I have no idea why this occurred to me. Do you guys have any thoughts?",3.676291481354774,5.235377902953591,4.691448283726769,84.24468525487515,72.71308016877637,7.318417151328544,27.789713764397305,7.917944638633933,1.7254907743186214,1882,71,369,26,37,614,226,474,0.226,0.6940000000000001,0.081,-0.997,2,1,3,0,0,0,57.0,2,1,1,4,23,30,3,6,21,0,37,12,4,0,2,76,69,43,0,10,21,0,5,2,4,3,2,2,2,3,10,27,6,1,12,3,0,8,8,18,0,2,34,7,64,12,62,27,9,78,1,6,0,0,19,32,2,3,32,264,74,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759793352504454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049887643570295306,0.0,0.112241136254437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060369426176187575,0.0,0.0,0.2503744176782421,0.0,0.1692290477411281,0.0,0.1341596072224934,0.0,0.31212183571316826,0.0,0.0,0.06488138497658863,0.0,0.08148695784640173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927661952691323,0.0,0.058572375682400014,0.0,0.16116609002452406,0.1419343262760948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15160197732111705,0.0,0.04845390664904418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35218783711470997,0.0,0.0,0.06240038872834156,0.2661233590105087,0.0,0.22671250644107305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0416924526574634,0.0,0.11734615853093325,0.0,0.0,0.14527682229849076,0.12974486435956098,0.07809359749114261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693252468697772,0.0,0.0,0.07358654514805829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828150549952588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959716865896702,0.0,0.07767815828869358,0.07970637861796233,0.07501606342862345,0.051816678142634034,0.07168045209563395,0.07352647570789178,0.0,0.06492171827432289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393011154164207,0.0,0.0740731743530121,0.0,0.05855563703466835,0.0,0.16178518626409738,0.0,0.05658012644393376,0.0,0.07801970513279058,0.0,0.07187769670291705,0.07039136126508098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04971096135896322,0.0,0.0,0.17214543905042282,0.0,0.07944225335339446,0.0,0.0,0.06405554345777324,0.07664608997186084,0.0,0.0693493679326542,0.08270292112546307,0.07025906328825138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939932068677976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978261800418031,0.05833919996188878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16942944992217293,0.0,0.0,0.10384985384627217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669230431940506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031590565946586,0.058964376789433524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047006434861398286,0.07207630134224391,0.0582400284636449,0.04277708715120436,0.0,0.13907431871996168,0.0,0.0,0.04980695194138753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17307965254994098,0.05823013616320275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800590201592603,0.06619642474041768,0.08190435858182697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422636355520484,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,inthacut12,2019/01/22,"Having anxiety right now, I hate being anxious when it’s this late It just makes me toss and turn in bed while I have stomach pains. I always feel stomach pain when I’m this anxious. I haven’t felt like this in a while. 

Can someone please tell me I’ll be okay",0.7087878787878772,2.887301000000001,1.9304545454545448,97.54901515151516,84.45454545454545,4.393939393939394,20.075757575757574,5.46131890053228,-0.3105151515151521,205,6,46,1,6,65,40,55,0.262,0.625,0.113,-0.8316,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,1,1,6,4,2,1,0,5,12,5,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,6,2,2,9,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,7,27,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18785256822220392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17270777065366705,0.5100949532596954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415235369817672,0.0,0.21676749979271132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22289382719938816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546700457266555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029620239072137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506982882202538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4804546465616168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478195389797153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19280002639984786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912879179019716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973264628244684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455648788588489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mothman77,2019/01/22,"Doctors Office So I have this thing where I'll go to a doctor's appointment and sometimes I'll have a lot of questions and I'll have them written down in my phone or on a piece of paper that I've printed out, but I'll get embarrassed to ask the questions...then I'll try to call and ask the questions after the appointment has ended and it's impossible to get the answers relayed to the doctor without another appointment.",6.020823529411764,6.116521200000001,6.865882352941178,76.11647058823532,66.41176470588235,9.623529411764707,35.82352941176471,9.3871,3.3510470588235286,342,16,63,6,5,114,51,85,0.044,0.956,0.0,-0.5023,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,8,0,4,3,0,0,0,12,10,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,13,9,2,8,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,4,2,42,7,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20636719286950148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679721998399721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20095989998919708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6043147430737088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17431080726285675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20564497000460308,0.0,0.11184881179209352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673165655859767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44093326185020304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19464516844875132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307484911241632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336176703107165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18971298837918127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vintagerachel,2019/01/22,"Job interview I have a job interview tomorrow. It’s for a dog sitting place. They’re easy interview questions and i dont even need this job, im just looking for stuff to do over the summer. Im nervous but if i dont go then i definitely wont get the position! So i might as well try and if i dont get it then it doesnt even matter. Its right behind my house so it really doesnt hurt me to go. Im anxious but it doesnt matter. Its also good practice for interviews for when interviews actually DO matter. Its one of those times where i know its silly to be nervous and im even laughing at myself for it but im always nervous. Once im done ill be like “that was nbd.” Anyway thanks for reading my rant 😖 just writing this down calmed me down. Time to sleep 😴 ",-0.2993292682926807,1.8516718719512184,2.5019024390243922,91.73029268292684,89.42682926829269,5.719024390243902,20.39512195121951,7.1686216300943375,0.6057351219512195,593,20,133,10,20,207,91,164,0.13,0.684,0.18600000000000005,0.9294,3,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,12,11,0,3,4,0,15,2,1,0,0,18,23,15,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,15,3,0,0,2,1,0,2,7,4,1,1,2,1,12,7,17,17,0,17,0,1,1,0,7,7,0,4,8,86,27,9,0.0,0.0,0.101675162706389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332132185168996,0.08669506794372761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117705914401693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662333290144556,0.3663324225938808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20645106461364704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088707549674385,0.0,0.11842803236805248,0.08739027533962081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022216070665045,0.1115383751813266,0.0,0.6752634708373355,0.0,0.31017978967820103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05726052286673808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050902347786313036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749400644616014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052994280192864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07725613643149402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095977059764872,0.07060236284531027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885717972323834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671750859457525,0.0,0.1042189664098806,0.0,0.06674727580055152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897834906635904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042660162362518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927350526561982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592486338014043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150895279236976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07073869418441102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368001585445704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whyhowwharwhenwherew,2019/01/22,I’m so scared and don’t know what to do My moms sick and we’re waiting for some pathology results. Last time the results were way worse than expected. I’ve reached out to friends because I’m so scared and sad and would love some company. Unfortunately no one is willing and I just feel more alone in this situation. I just want to feel less alone and wish I had someone to hang out with so I’m not comfortable Stanton thinking of this,3.5351461038961034,5.164616897727279,4.196948051948056,87.3636363636364,73.20454545454545,7.755844155844157,30.75324675324676,8.418075326091056,2.1546701298701296,349,16,74,6,7,111,61,88,0.27,0.611,0.119,-0.9419,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,2,1,0,7,3,0,2,0,25,18,9,0,4,3,1,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,3,9,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,2,2,4,3,11,14,4,7,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,2,2,44,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4577339209358365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470637080188566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234666194950496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707273500031298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144393982721832,0.1801268751649568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19944161759633053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588072105942724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974067081084858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4424758213422592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483889603346236,0.0,0.0,0.18723426621943992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159402466078236,0.0,0.0,0.1288542717792466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303387752320331,0.17540235417138764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25411423402739475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251958502733789,0.1569767026052265,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kbkmcdougall,2019/01/22,Does your anxiety make you feel like you are going to die from a random accident/illness? I’ve been super anxious about dying recently. Like I feel like I’m going to die in a car crash and it’s really scaring me. Thoughts? Has anyone else experienced this? ,2.0476666666666685,4.756111499999999,4.18,79.93666666666667,84.0,7.333333333333335,24.333333333333336,8.344100000000001,2.1741333333333337,205,8,36,5,6,70,40,50,0.28800000000000003,0.529,0.183,-0.7603,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,1,1,5,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,10,1,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,3,5,4,5,8,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544719800656334,0.22811763811577765,0.0,0.14119057067962112,0.20689590134677133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6286984350409746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17670582273051735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686823263230297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20419857239973568,0.2885103484120904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295171246731373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959508893988405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478642498700946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935824834019735,0.0,0.19937645803091025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20216203038210676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603057990336843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,beeopop,2019/01/22,"Getting anxious about not working enough when I know I'm overworking myself. If I *feel* like I didn't do enough work in a day, I get super anxious by the time it's for me to sleep. I get stressed out even though there's no need to because I have nothing more to do! I'm a college freshman now, but in high school, this stress was too much for me to handle that I had to be hospitalized for suicidal reasons. I think it has to do with the fact that I have no sense of self worth so I just completely immerse myself in work. 

And for the most part, overworking myself does work. I tend to perform well in my academics, but if I don't do well (after hours of studying everyday), then I'm left feeling super suicidal. I end up thinking, ""Maybe I am that stupid and worthless if I can't do well even after pouring all that time and energy into preparing for this exam or essay.""

Just wanted to see if anyone could relate!",6.026290322580646,5.274359263440861,6.63604301075269,80.61406451612906,66.58064516129032,9.375483870967745,32.578494623655914,8.548686976883017,2.4174468817204304,717,26,146,9,10,236,111,186,0.174,0.706,0.12,-0.9295,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,7,14,10,1,2,5,0,16,1,1,1,2,28,31,14,2,7,10,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,6,0,0,6,0,1,0,6,4,3,0,3,3,21,6,27,26,7,20,0,1,1,0,1,9,0,6,12,111,29,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856015105589175,0.0,0.08838474875473996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705482103759062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253238836901093,0.0,0.0,0.10092346018430697,0.0,0.0,0.08152024545031476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061715857056628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119565936683936,0.2612186366657381,0.0,0.16697755081627458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782751306091433,0.09030317865704914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981229165444318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133552966901702,0.0,0.0,0.12448266505355783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946843711830768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373385223864562,0.0,0.0,0.06175470235570962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698999882331774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292162396867217,0.09372710529005987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212882295312164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688341986907113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12996456000065312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127927788768716,0.10072777389607136,0.0,0.13186713799338062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12649547768436442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895911453458391,0.0,0.0,0.2765313354564445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16198940206436102,0.12419147497429972,0.0,0.14741459951409994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455646633471973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34095764227160336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680950234086392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mandiekitty,2019/01/22,"I have my first therapy appointment tomorrow I haven’t been to therapy in over 15 years, and last time I went I didn’t like it at all and the therapist was weird and I never felt comfortable. I suffer prom pretty severe anxiety including health anxiety, panic attacks, and what I think are some ocd behaviors and ptsd, and some other things. I am equal parts nervous and excited. I have a lot of health conditions, am recently married, and I also own a small business. so needless to say my anxiety has been putting me in a real rough place lately and I am hoping to get a handle on it. 

I want to know what things I need to prepare for my appointment, I’ve made a list of all symptoms and concerns, but am not sure the best approach to discussing all of it. I also hate medication, as taking medications at all cause me to have panic attacks. It stems from a long life of having medical conditions and having to be hospitalized and on all kinds of different medications all the time. I also was on Paxil many years ago and remember hating it. I will go on meds if it’s completely necessary, but hoping for other ways to control this. Looking forward to tomorrow and what the future may bring. ",5.680931586608441,6.5765309213973815,6.904611353711793,72.75156040756916,67.29694323144105,10.648151382823873,33.17059679767103,10.650279960617883,3.8119971470160117,947,41,167,26,15,321,129,229,0.168,0.7709999999999999,0.061,-0.9758,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,3,4,17,4,3,10,0,20,8,0,3,8,42,36,22,0,5,4,0,2,1,0,2,8,1,0,0,14,14,0,1,4,0,0,6,4,9,0,1,8,4,21,8,28,25,13,32,0,1,1,0,2,12,0,7,16,130,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009801844157238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438452015410953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23326371892100956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23126109350819996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666525387655927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044126153159808,0.0,0.0,0.10656795046999093,0.0,0.1139982708790816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619251006785724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759065453256993,0.0,0.0,0.08645521135788392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05310287650464863,0.0,0.05776454089447732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006975631352393,0.0,0.2160778322059518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20190355958498413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584276112470024,0.0558588663281232,0.08285043334609281,0.11465471750179546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179156976389453,0.04965633037268269,0.0,0.0,0.08994849214095199,0.08535227702971238,0.0,0.0,0.08641097245699894,0.0,0.09617453622992306,0.0,0.10304733985029152,0.0,0.0,0.11289949160720357,0.4095677507663937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753650155797103,0.0783912871386386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23850605133554875,0.0,0.1100665708079928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619251006785724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340475427326803,0.0,0.0,0.11881210468633167,0.1021766032226925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568894554377067,0.0,0.0,0.10035756224921456,0.0,0.1151386784045171,0.0,0.0,0.08082846863523054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482464024814153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579480659088403,0.10564321852563316,0.07642087761220734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324691469846729,0.11801225512335405,0.1350506356110762,0.06512701833982311,0.0,0.0,0.118534585642806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05995009906147405,0.08067736166363867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422160265645976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13090607807601792
anxiety,NerdyPrincess83,2019/01/22,"Panic attack, help! My hormones are all out of whack.  Sometimes when they get bad, my anxiety *skyrockets* to say the least.  Anyway, I'm lying in bed browsing Reddit when suddenly I get that familiar sensation from the depths of my abdomen- then I feel it building quickly and I know I have mere seconds before a full blown panic attack explodes out of me.  Well that's what just happened.  I'm shaking and freaking out and I feel like vomiting.  Ive had severe migraines for over a year and I always worry I'm going to have a stroke because of em (have had lots of scans etc), they are because of my hormones being out of balance).  

I also get scared of a heart attack.  I'm 36 in a month and have such high stress and anxiety 24/7.  I hate this.  Will I be ok? It feels like I'm dying!",1.0015789473684222,3.4638507133757983,2.8899564197117016,89.0606335903453,86.45222929936304,5.088702648340597,22.912839423399266,6.5966054737557815,0.8116955414012739,610,23,118,7,19,203,95,157,0.267,0.664,0.069,-0.9863,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,0,8,15,4,5,7,1,12,5,2,0,1,17,27,10,1,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,3,1,1,0,6,10,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,11,1,1,2,6,17,4,19,22,5,19,0,0,1,0,4,10,0,1,9,81,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545449154284484,0.12012933504021747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22088885812156928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4927330662301051,0.0,0.0,0.12054485613679995,0.17601605159708594,0.0,0.12285021015682092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14983567393043615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16101329906129375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189969475447951,0.2062792274363452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22628573417902964,0.0,0.08205011609039749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12766796511465464,0.0,0.0,0.14253777576444515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17108189343523822,0.09676972235447576,0.15253728187653534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934325099671467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410660453147054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227401830221896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11523660783198512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387796197686918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148106629470984,0.14454187752260314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309962680407775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427879153275366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16537800391615273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980805342303398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14661709819612734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297104016369674
anxiety,GabrielSaenz,2019/01/22,"I'm so done I don't know what to do. I've suffered from anxiety and depression for the past 5 years (I'm 18) and until the past months I finally spoke to my Mom about it. I went to a psychologist for a couple of sessions and the methods to calm down my anxiety never worked, so I stopped going. Right now I'm at a point where I have to deal with multiple deadlines from school (I'm in 12th Grade doing a really difficult international diploma), University applications and life in general. I feel like all the choices I've made has lead me to this point of failure and depression I'm feeling right now, up to a point where when I was trying to convince my mother about going to a psychiatrist, I semi shed into tears, this is where I knew I was at the lowest point of my life: where you cry in front of your parents. I really don't know what to do anymore. What if the meds doesn't work? What do I do? Service dogs? I wish but I'm moving in a couple of months and I don't even know If I can find any service dogs where I live (third world country).",2.0449613713182018,3.764330637614684,4.09482858522453,86.1405866731048,77.4862385321101,7.341767262192178,24.31772090777402,8.20500826718156,1.4006935779816507,821,28,176,15,19,281,113,218,0.108,0.851,0.041,-0.8788,2,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,0,3,13,7,0,0,13,0,16,2,0,2,2,25,34,13,0,3,3,3,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,7,8,0,1,7,0,0,6,5,4,0,1,7,3,23,3,32,27,1,39,0,3,0,0,7,21,0,2,13,114,30,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473563492612073,0.0,0.1906448824737033,0.0,0.12357462227651013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757460014163804,0.13687268018126936,0.0,0.12846222606198718,0.2146441116688719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12751411980588856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230039045184427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12600800747133856,0.08901779701745907,0.0,0.13649862570460305,0.11388666156909172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14163172259597182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20543885585698293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760243141567389,0.06087568168615115,0.0,0.11002844857689907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11790421100200416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384080028070168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14593580464003844,0.19891695528351133,0.13243533600664778,0.0,0.0,0.0961030146006261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383590445078569,0.0,0.2378990371209757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4711677924990295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15965023586376414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128238829950148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261068558478367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041753127722253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459857781298832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551003161580947,0.0,0.0,0.14328953636230565,0.0,0.0,0.18142776679749392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024149871656726
anxiety,Sage_Lord,2019/01/22,My girlfriend suffers from anxiety So I’ve been talking to her for a while and she means the world to me. She has really bad panic attacks and suffers from a traumatic event in her past. What’s the best thing I can do to help her during her breakdowns or her attacks? I just want to be as effective and as comforting as possible during her moments. ,3.2965217391304336,5.316223507246381,4.6283333333333365,82.36250000000003,74.79710144927536,8.078260869565218,30.34057971014493,8.841846274778883,2.709684057971015,278,13,52,6,6,92,48,69,0.28300000000000003,0.56,0.157,-0.9062,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,2,8,2,1,4,0,5,0,0,1,0,8,7,9,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,12,2,11,5,1,6,0,2,0,0,11,2,0,1,4,42,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20020230416819215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5954505569785031,0.0,0.0,0.21851131975998955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746414620269822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17541420200035418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28507160892950256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070524292609996,0.0,0.0,0.24982540718124555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950311431848757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16765383191090735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103471951731852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738640403688674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543593837404623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,-toosmooth,2019/01/23,"does anyone else fear ending up truly alone, but also feel lonliness is the best option for you? ...yeah, I've been struggling with social anxiety if you can't tell.",3.488279569892473,5.993350516129035,4.427096774193551,81.727311827957,76.09677419354837,6.713978494623658,20.010752688172047,7.793537801064563,1.035636559139785,130,3,22,2,3,42,30,31,0.233,0.574,0.193,0.1027,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,1,3,0,2,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,4,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,1,3,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,1,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040456405451128,0.0,0.2347644692613213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22457703831905745,0.0,0.0,0.20526803753233708,0.3007928605891355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080792021745116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25690141542621936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452365616489093,0.0,0.26001216946248296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.330343148275904,0.14843569234701198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29925336994177165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068987207483832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565894541708844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,brittybratkat,2019/01/23,"Does increasing the medication dosage mean defeat... Gosh, this is such a long story I don’t even know where to begin... 
I served, I have PTSD and Anxiety now.
It’s been a fairly recent breakdown. Starting with an incredibly strong anxiety attack. However, I think it was a long time coming in hindsight. 
I can’t sit still well, sleep is a joke, every little thing causes me to panic, I can’t remember things well, I can never “relax”, I pick at myself (I have several small red marks and spots because I scratch until I bleed), focusing is a joke, and socializing is a chore. 
Is this normal? 
My doctor upped my dosage today because he doesn’t think it’s working and that my anxiety is getting worse.... 
it feels like defeat, I’ve worked so hard to get better but it obviously hasn’t worked. Everyone says meditation is the way to go but honestly it doesn’t work at all right now. 
Advice would be appreciated 
Shared experiences would be valued
And input enjoyed.",3.9249792817679534,6.17516686740332,5.380991022099448,76.63237051104974,73.69613259668509,8.281906077348069,25.6771408839779,9.017664075816787,2.29412955801105,757,26,133,17,16,254,118,181,0.076,0.747,0.177,0.9655,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,8,9,15,1,1,9,0,22,4,1,2,3,23,33,9,0,3,2,0,3,1,0,2,3,1,1,0,11,7,0,0,6,3,0,3,7,4,2,0,2,5,16,11,10,27,2,25,0,2,1,0,4,8,0,0,13,86,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12754968342165707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29955888565334715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14849355010444215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15913635699544426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544071411378758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408740474895042,0.0,0.11243763769060806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13360013503354512,0.11422524508570142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621199419813251,0.0,0.1099748078756432,0.1247243471513925,0.0,0.12768066206731452,0.0,0.0,0.06599848159525859,0.09324866817600552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363901646111251,0.0,0.074181624046243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692674610526292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717343435512069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06376900385915749,0.1308225597380792,0.0,0.2310249549015106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218240204099855,0.0,0.13149243652918366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006706346310725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278889567359426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15314556264930995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15257932886690645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887987747653726,0.0,0.1478618893585244,0.11146952806211802,0.0,0.10380048001221924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14745859938007574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306214797726153,0.1330560575838396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238783429909812,0.0,0.10423920217188658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17343296290380147,0.16727313728894982,0.0,0.0,0.07611146849323011,0.0,0.12372453727455104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036064273912892,0.0,0.0,0.2347192831901204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3801014671413429,0.0,0.13301838290819498,0.1854455764567545,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Obviously_NotMe,2019/01/23,"Ah, yes. Our friend, anxiety 🙃 Honestly I can't really stand myself anymore so I decided to come here and see if I can get tips and tricks on how to manage some of my anxiety and all the lovely things that come with it. So let's get started!


*AHEM*




I started school about a month after everyone else, so I was the new kid. I also transitioned this time from an online stupid to a public school student which brought something out of me that I never knew existed: Anxiety! 



With that, I find myself constantly trying to please everyone and have this smiley, bubbly facade all the time and it's exhausting. My entire day is me telling myself ""it's ok, just make it to your last class and you'll be ok"" while continuing on. 



I shake during the day, at random. I think this is from Anxiety cuz it's usually after/during a group project, a discussion, answering a question, being put on the spot, or generally just hearing yet another thing added to my plate of 'things to do when I get home'. It's usually my right arm that ends up doing this spasm thing, followed by a shudder of my body. After that my body doesn't do it anymore (unless it's really really bad) and I usually put my left hand over my right to get it to stop shuddering/shaking/spasming/whatever you'd like to call it. 

By the time lunch comes around, I feel so anxious and it's like I lose it within my mind for a bit, and I have to work myself up again to be able to continue on for the rest of the day. It's quite tiring, tbqh. Sometimes, I just can't work myself back into getting up, putting my head on my shoulders, and finishing the day. Those are the days where I feel physically so heavy like weights are on my entire body; my arms, legs, shoulders, ankles, feet, etc. Which all of this makes it more exhausting than it was already. 


Then, I finally get home and I'm usually ok for a few minutes, like the realization of 'yay I'm home at last!' kicks in but it only fades away, just as fast as it came. 


If I have good days, which are actually happening a bit more recently due to some things happening in my life right now, I end up getting Anxiety attacks in the evenings, like 1745-1930 time range. For me, that's after dinner so I should be at least ok, right? Nahhhhh, I just get this feeling of heaviness throughout my entire body and this pit sinking in my stomach, along with my head hurting +probably cuz of my accelerated heart rate) and I end up getting dizzy during anxiety attacks. 



I want to be a normal teenager and socialize but even being in the company of someone is exhausting. I have no friends because I've pushed them all away due to this thing I can't control. 


Any tips or tricks? I know y'all can't diagnose me and I'm not asking for that, I would like some techniques to my me feel less exhausted and to help me out throughout the day. I want the constant state of anxiety to leave me. I'm sick of just smiling through the pain. No one cares to listen when I say I'm not ok (which is rare for me today due to a wall I have that is a major pain in the backside to rip down, but I'm working on it) and usually nothing comes out of it except more Anxiety of 'should I have said that I wasn't ok? U should've just kept that to myself. Etc...' 



Thanks in advance if you've made it this far, and sorry to write so much. 💜",2.8340446379967332,4.472721718562878,4.338344039194337,85.59119597169298,75.07784431137725,7.8521937942297235,26.36701143168209,8.575989854853784,1.8345673053892213,2580,95,534,50,55,860,291,668,0.093,0.7909999999999999,0.116,0.9066,1,1,1,0,0,0,86.0,1,4,1,7,29,35,5,1,30,9,38,29,15,7,5,89,85,44,0,9,19,0,6,6,2,4,10,5,3,1,50,32,3,3,11,0,0,13,11,15,1,1,9,12,72,20,94,64,20,106,0,2,1,1,24,40,0,10,57,361,122,9,0.054484401345990766,0.0,0.05316891624430487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0601248917257672,0.04357115607171678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037051261265006255,0.057131645393738426,0.3334433431945476,0.06155186515270439,0.10806777147969501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04850266856181403,0.050935560404955366,0.12396774430925395,0.10237977716275153,0.0418951415136807,0.045492199308937685,0.03321318535458605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896570986718445,0.2420795490653567,0.0,0.0,0.05563466549551888,0.06231564032967887,0.05555047836723713,0.0,0.0,0.18773394952389744,0.0,0.1177565638336592,0.061108889012210676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459655204027089,0.0,0.0,0.05530052047854225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045514726038895836,0.0,0.1447710232963524,0.0,0.12152901960367984,0.07197286646879934,0.0,0.0,0.10412436072763756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101958015744856,0.0,0.0,0.05968499849803485,0.049797755762080335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418902665102254,0.0,0.25619265848289685,0.0,0.0,0.04569893085410396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963607523455219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183342906231078,0.0,0.061407880122606825,0.06456427792716353,0.03651974574032819,0.0,0.16395689080973044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05832667851407487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029943202089563938,0.08882411806632011,0.0,0.057691114098894686,0.05919746148162575,0.05571399180740571,0.03848394396584863,0.15970995830541554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06095410853604149,0.0,0.0,0.049174299427809036,0.051554457931288135,0.07273752195351786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0550137136025398,0.0,0.04348892934286033,0.0,0.0400523040448704,0.0,0.04202172917482761,0.05262137433375223,0.0,0.0,0.05338314518532177,0.05227925254390842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03692004041943315,0.041437842384780516,0.11595048893610588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05980751131924623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05874339983622025,0.0,0.0,0.16431561613604986,0.061034998848533466,0.05795086744898657,0.0,0.0,0.1047123079652187,0.0,0.053796773282011406,0.0,0.0,0.1861175242070595,0.05182714248240266,0.043328182794074376,0.0,0.1102822458910107,0.043417013753532435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0555399857897847,0.046164456451892766,0.04194475402315582,0.05388646609371989,0.0609908266031983,0.07712867940473397,0.0,0.0,0.04555139917524389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04762176827359527,0.05016191654920843,0.0,0.0,0.21718209159521887,0.03491140439880786,0.0,0.0,0.12708117030718538,0.06262180436799504,0.05164484178216666,0.0,0.0,0.0369913320638936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000343529218309,0.0,0.06427262311205621,0.0,0.0,0.0663473226562345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899587925790832,0.0,0.0,0.03870415548234885,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,damnitjeffy,2019/01/23,"Started Wellbutrin hcl xr today 150mg/day starting.

Anyone have good experience with this drug? Initial side effects, longer term side effects, positive effects. I did a little bit of reading but tips and personal experiences are always so helpful. 

I'm diagnosed with bipolar disorder, anxiety, and depression... I've been on Zoloft for about 4 or 5 years with a lot of improvement. It's becoming less effective for me. I'm also prescribed Clonazepam as needed.",5.745854430379747,8.96484388607595,6.33466772151899,67.23465981012663,72.16455696202532,9.519620253164558,38.988924050632896,9.827888789773867,5.176859493670888,373,23,50,11,8,121,66,79,0.066,0.7340000000000001,0.2,0.9059,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,2,0,4,4,0,4,0,13,9,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,10,7,4,9,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,2,5,28,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17049118520789555,0.1773945078753616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630928460084624,0.0,0.0,0.14907021967294254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23545605141667145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23275265913268825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13749250937842267,0.0,0.1836237018104236,0.21638744823482664,0.0,0.0,0.24433882354510425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472373850151647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4170893314291585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17881703370977048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289946138934803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21367642168177187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812499366325779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15808066857404451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18615279983383104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21325171888163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017996571766147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20208300809882335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728996261386114
anxiety,Gamerguy2017,2019/01/23,"Bedtime anxiety Does anyone get extreme chest anxiety sleeping? It must be an Abilify side effect, but it is extremely scary and distressing. When will I get a break?",5.1667816091954,8.307409586206894,6.0834482758620725,68.66471264367817,73.82758620689657,10.763218390804601,37.25287356321839,10.504223727775694,5.512990804597701,134,8,19,5,3,44,26,29,0.338,0.662,0.0,-0.8944,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,0,4,2,2,1,1,4,6,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6414687643320067,0.0,0.0,0.2931578298883252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668991156488508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43809431742937105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4195649164714813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sociallyanxiousnerd,2019/01/23,"Panic attacks or overreactions? I only ever experienced what I believe to be a panic attack when I think of my own mortality. This has occurred several times 20-30 times in my lifetime and all seem to have taken place slightly before, during and after the sun has set. 

Typically, when I think of death (I tend to not think of death but somehow my thoughts just lead there sometimes) I think of everything I’ll miss, of losing myself, of becoming and feeling nothing. I think a little part of me when I was young always believed that there would be nothing after death. Not blank consciousness or some form of heaven or hell. Just plain nothingness. I believe we just cease to exist.

Whenever these thoughts infiltrated my head I immediately felt the inevitability of death just weigh down on my heart. Just a complete feeling of dread. I would often immediately start crying, feeling like my heart just couldn’t take it, a complete out of body / out of control feeling. I remember on multiple occasions I would just drop down on the floor as if all my muscles just stopped working. I’ve hit my chest / head and yanked at my hair on multiple occasions as well. It felt out of my control, I never wanted to do or feel or act in those manners but it just washed over me. 

I don’t get these odd episodes quite as often anymore but it has happened recently and I acted in a similar manner.

I really understand that my fear over death is irrational because it is inevitable but I don’t know what’s going on with me.   

I honestly can’t tell if these are legitimate panic attacks or if I’m just overreacting. ",5.3619057686499545,6.943016149501663,6.171822712171551,75.1825060404712,68.56810631229236,9.060767139836909,32.61869525823014,9.457814108942452,3.1926664451827236,1275,57,222,27,22,419,159,301,0.218,0.718,0.064,-0.995,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,0,6,20,15,4,5,8,0,18,9,7,3,4,71,46,24,6,8,25,0,8,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,14,10,1,3,19,0,0,4,8,11,1,0,6,9,35,4,40,33,6,38,2,2,0,0,2,19,1,14,14,163,49,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699209581688136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917645667678784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31579756463842423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05640522652246025,0.10219174814630637,0.07873593197158217,0.3127477481976998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277960135191506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19403119199692545,0.0,0.20755978027826735,0.0,0.0,0.1016394949691872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369838174215775,0.0,0.0,0.08315969886614884,0.0,0.0,0.10412160079715736,0.2339289006487409,0.06610321300161341,0.1776859829170393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04834293228508675,0.0,0.05258674242809399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182367944984477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189924267476866,0.0,0.0,0.21929620317118345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0508518854376143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04520532172155218,0.09273903532284196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351702984053933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136458390445667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17756942314820096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037298173488242,0.0,0.325690884794777,0.0,0.10020061303000613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667380867671857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841669116454717,0.0,0.0,0.059276874404060924,0.0,0.09136188386490607,0.0,0.10481807577818668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423553418611432,0.0,0.10453218683340856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151420720600817,0.0,0.06549297495492291,0.0,0.0,0.07735894529429314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695707945548003,0.0,0.08087500786796274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29644637397901197,0.0,0.14691644077572918,0.1079095865300132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963266471762621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054576395294883465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319528351341646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06736270001531046,0.0,0.0,0.19719126311150084,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,opalkoh,2019/01/23,"i don’t know what to do anymore. i don’t even know if this is the right sub for this.

i cant remember the last time i felt so low.

everything just makes me nervous.

my family still reprimands me for not being social, as my mother, father and brother are very outgoing. i cant bring myself to talk to people anymore; i keep getting that nauseating feeling in my stomach and if i continue talking to that person it’s gets worse.

i’m pushing my friends away even though i don’t mean to, and i’m terrified because they’re the only real friends i’ve ever had. i’ve been shutting myself in my room more often than i’d like to admit because of my panic attacks. i cant play games with my friends because of how much anxiety i get from going on an online game. 

i’m starting to care about my grades less and less. people at school and some of my friend’s friends have been calling me weird, which is not helping.

i just want people to know i’m trying my best but it’s just never good enough for them. it’s never good enough for anyone.

i just want to quit.",2.5365188583078506,4.115826454128438,4.072782874617737,87.4339653414883,75.74311926605505,6.4958205912334375,25.41386340468909,7.1686216300943375,1.1241979612640165,829,29,170,9,18,276,125,218,0.126,0.7829999999999999,0.091,-0.654,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,2,14,16,1,2,4,0,15,1,1,2,3,34,37,12,0,4,9,3,2,1,5,0,0,0,1,1,9,6,0,1,8,3,0,3,10,5,0,0,4,2,28,11,26,32,8,20,0,1,0,0,18,9,0,4,9,114,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804373710922245,0.0,0.2282772328511941,0.0804737887216561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093179051553774,0.10813109177062097,0.0,0.0,0.21047387051031954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078013178950152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752002762734033,0.0,0.11734219473208665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23783801700370066,0.0,0.1520320681448772,0.1041057330252158,0.0,0.0,0.1034357084141331,0.0,0.10849685833149678,0.0,0.05819309566305175,0.0,0.1105047022107901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4445922631971234,0.0,0.18038973863191374,0.0,0.06540844941004956,0.19306450640731485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714257810523724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229751491326586,0.0,0.0,0.18975179802779732,0.09381392622886227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056227289662071016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682364505463059,0.0,0.0,0.1253670375981609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460458665417744,0.0,0.17752941370599662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753133210208691,0.0,0.13503362747459674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393672939747109,0.10049237947484907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241266273420455,0.0,0.13099791714306108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303748338503949,0.09828645679781944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164774917624032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732003070933016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146148137832056,0.0,0.0919112336709361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18501038966995675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307560024688833,0.0,0.06711005859565237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813873467920904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496152120561636,0.13576643944087094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728681167230284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IMayBeADreamer5,2019/01/23,"Physical Anxiety I have had anxiety all my life, but in 2013 I was finally diagnosed. I was in a really bad rough patch with my mental health, and I had all the basic emotional symptoms of anxiety; feelings of doom, crying, worrying, nightmares, attacks ect.   


Over the years it has gotten so much better, but this past year I notice my anxiety is coming back, but this time it's not actively emotional. I'm still nervous, and emotional, and kinda OCD about some things. But the worst thing that is happening, is that my body has all these fun new physical symptoms. I know you should never google a symptom, but all the one's I do always lead back to anxiety.   


I was wondering if anyone else gets weird physical symptoms too and how they deal with it?

For example, when I go to bed and lie down in my nice duvet, for the first hour it feels like my skin on fire, it itches and burns. It doesn't matter what I'm wearing, if I did, or did not shower, or if I have cream on. I also get headaches about every 3 weeks that last for days, they are throbbing and right at my temples and it makes me so frustrated because I can't seem to treat or prevent them. Another symptom, and the worst, is the butterflies. It's like my tummy is always tying itself in knots. Butterflies as soon a wake up, and when I go to bed, and all day. Of course they get worse when I am actually stressed, but the butterflies are always there. They can prevent me from eating, or sleeping, and sometimes they become so bad they cause bathroom issues. 

​

TLDR. Why did my anxiety turn from purely emotional thing to having only the physical symptoms? ",6.073410931174087,6.482180801282055,6.623184885290152,76.8253238866397,66.30769230769229,10.15816464237517,32.12618083670715,10.064110947511567,3.181112820512821,1278,49,235,28,19,418,173,312,0.211,0.708,0.081,-0.9937,1,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,1,7,3,16,16,2,2,12,0,26,17,6,4,7,52,43,34,0,4,15,0,5,2,0,1,11,0,3,0,19,15,1,2,5,0,0,4,5,10,0,2,9,6,34,6,28,33,9,35,1,1,1,0,9,11,0,11,22,172,53,1,0.0,0.0,0.07910295354413441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06482372367284094,0.2023454622402291,0.0878285722746613,0.09849688027832547,0.0,0.08499857079492247,0.3720644760529293,0.0,0.0,0.05667909878241033,0.08305564014411942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221755314710248,0.0,0.12466040938860025,0.13536357641823696,0.04941347771853375,0.08952449943685235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169106120528536,0.0,0.09003948489242088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327104015693862,0.0,0.06982608889191158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904070118365856,0.10455410259673184,0.08356939214622247,0.0,0.0822742837615981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294470744625465,0.06771530273225063,0.3647267577357001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.068296620849737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197283289217767,0.05790934358676951,0.0,0.08879736502015867,0.0,0.06894967006594171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705165219218734,0.0,0.09213663291383788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168116876072424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616308378156365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982785908965906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460567256407345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0445485048626906,0.06607479126256817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057255137903091474,0.07920372970251617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054108238670568035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168950390559479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059588492111427874,0.0,0.0625185376261386,0.07828833881482719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228744828412372,0.0,0.0,0.054928413976442665,0.06164985018823965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738102683499465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05192916850396915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06922487287239618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737940603776658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111862935873053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017050045712902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06473469157102434,0.0,0.092854057769146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5055148172776295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16155816326155356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04726678960764167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817009955006208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06502151371169626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314412199044078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.087906208438059,0.0,0.08232045485777,0.08260715557511038,0.0,0.0,0.09849688027832547,0.10440007896811138
anxiety,tm88883,2019/01/23,"Sad boi Hey everyone, so I’ve been depressed for like 2 years because of my voice. I’m 15, and my voice sounds really childish and just weird. I have no idea how to describe it. 

Also, I have a really quiet voice, which hurts my social skills. I basically have to scream when I’m talking in the hallway in the morning. I’ve just been noticing how I can hear other people across the classroom when they’re talking in a normal talking voice, and I have to push my voice to the loudest it can talk without screaming to talk to the person next to me.

On top of this, I always find myself being asked to repeat what I said when I’m talking to someone. I don’t know if this is because I have a quiet voice, or because I sometimes mumble (and I sometimes involuntary mumble because I don’t want people to hear how childish my voice sounds). There just isn’t a way to win.

On top of all THAT, I have a lisp. Which, with my really childish voice, makes me sound even more stupid.

I’m writing this because I need help. I’m 15, you think my voice would have changed by now, and I don’t want to go to college like this. So if anyone has had any similar experiences or any knowledge of speech therapy and stuff. Please let me know if you can help me with ANY of my problems.
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anxiety,allmynegativities,2019/01/23,"Has anyone else ever gotten so anxious that you’ve cried really hard and threw up? Lately when I’m really anxious and everything just seems to trigger me, I’ll get so worked up that I’ll just burst into tears and cry uncontrollably, so much so that I’ll gag or throw up. 

I really hate dealing with it, and I’m not sure why it just started happening recently, but here I am. ",6.476184210526316,5.619809513157897,7.501578947368428,75.12105263157899,65.71052631578948,11.284210526315787,30.842105263157894,10.686352973137794,3.0814052631578948,297,9,59,7,4,101,51,76,0.235,0.765,0.0,-0.8962,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,10,3,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,16,11,11,0,0,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,1,3,1,6,9,1,11,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,5,34,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4290453877598561,0.0,0.13277614928339826,0.1945656919659096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4171725269678731,0.0,0.19576920461856756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15862950077706706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717672122686309,0.0,0.0,0.1706617183034794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921017036005687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679199170177357,0.0,0.1701049695749694,0.18747797426522014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214205233400898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959167831043426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649469651545793,0.0,0.1874943788928835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17286956545564872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344057734095966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17896994865538668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17134702331611168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382428543022825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,infplacey,2019/01/23,"How to handle extreme anxiety at work? Hi, I'm new here but I really need people who get what I'm going through to maybe provide some encouragement or suggestions on ways to help my anxiety at work?

I recently have gone through several situations that were about 85% or more out of my control. I'm in management and it causes me a lot of anxiety when I can't do what I know needs to be done, causing more problems that get blamed on me.

A big issue is that I'm young (in a young company I'm the 2nd youngest). I think people automatically are assuming I'm incompetent when in reality, the situations are a lot more complicated.

Having dealt with mental trauma throughout my life has led to extreme performance anxiety. I now have a really strong urge to just walk out when work is becoming too much.

Has anyone dealt with this, and what have you done to help? Side note: I'm starting therapy on Monday and would really be open to suggestions on how to prepare, as well as non-medication methods of coping.

Thanks, I hope you guys have a great day and I look forward to reading more on this sub.",5.978223185265435,6.382087450704226,7.2535211267605675,72.2412351029253,66.51173708920189,11.248681834597328,33.75550740339473,11.051253699011982,3.8708926688335135,869,37,164,25,13,297,122,213,0.102,0.757,0.14,0.9143,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,0,6,11,8,0,0,8,0,19,1,0,6,0,30,38,14,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,10,9,0,1,3,1,0,5,1,2,1,0,4,1,15,6,32,31,8,32,0,0,1,0,10,16,0,7,12,109,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807604242969196,0.0,0.0,0.08700571711428641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374253197409366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25565179120157083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956101978636334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024831789044266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254674186535458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300211229771906,0.0,0.07071754836768883,0.0,0.0,0.1371866712338108,0.0,0.12320720001775386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680823494730795,0.0,0.0,0.1235890091002588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298746340627803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838454907032737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788997070789331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449150440176236,0.0,0.0,0.21157519923476376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12500862501317694,0.0,0.13821585240337675,0.0,0.12539814536046026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147180529134913,0.1845294380241264,0.0,0.12017715889272645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17253090227105136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906457738887065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446562947218992,0.0,0.2391428926303924,0.0,0.12286154537931585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405726926036515,0.0,0.0,0.2797334650159913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807357920014941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456022750875293,0.14229878651606934,0.0,0.0,0.07973097333021695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876829517347303,0.0,0.0,0.11187927249664503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717638387484059,0.0,0.0,0.08839289171182993,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,virtualgarbageman,2019/01/23,"I’m terrified to take the meds my psychiatrist thinks I should. Am I just being irrational? This is my first time posting here, so if this isnt something you guys talk about I’m sorry

My psychiatrist has been mentioning that she thinks I should start taking meds to help with my symptoms but I’ve been resisting because the thought of being under the influence of any type of substance freaks me out. After some recurring issues I’ve been having related to breathing and anxiety, she decided today that she really thinks it’s necessary for me to be on meds just to help with my symptoms. 

Maybe I’m just freaked out about it because I come from a family of pill addicts (and have therefore refused meds my entire life, even pain meds after my surgeries) but maybe it’s a valid concern? 

I just don’t know what to do. I really want to be able to live the best life I can, and maybe some meds could help with that, but I just cant get over my fear. Do any of you guys have any advice on med stuff? Like whether or not they’ve helped you if you’re on them? I don’t know exactly what I’m afraid of, I just have this sinking feeling that if I start taking them something terrible is going to happen. ",4.760507322175734,5.590250267782428,5.343574790794979,83.3571195083682,69.3347280334728,8.820188284518828,28.74503138075314,9.017664075816787,2.1764830543933047,950,33,191,17,16,306,122,239,0.114,0.7979999999999999,0.08900000000000001,-0.6274,0,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,2,2,11,8,0,2,6,0,25,8,1,2,1,42,46,12,0,7,15,0,1,1,0,2,7,0,0,2,13,9,0,1,8,0,0,2,5,6,0,1,4,1,29,2,31,35,3,18,0,0,0,0,17,7,0,6,9,129,42,1,0.08792089739939646,0.0,0.0,0.09584675577721716,0.0,0.08591528338046303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17936767550288354,0.0,0.06725924586045952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719152600481224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226755753235574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757360680612885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019768238488429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05807092353056945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288399730866486,0.0989354530387972,0.04445544745251904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478547041351538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04593504008996691,0.0,0.04996747212995268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17411102265840106,0.07774815920706363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23572609693535426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917665743187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663805176120073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420225992606886,0.042953709413277176,0.0,0.07763576318917838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26498507642850994,0.0,0.6836220766424688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935540337171327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420391612782306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264875643459682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537160448893046,0.0,0.0984202464487346,0.12446172741133653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10064839263190116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182766953416668,0.1983167188609773,0.0706674869452332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16900848288988068,0.0,0.06979937167558037,0.0512673823147157,0.0,0.08333873041393093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05185802323806752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tatisaurus,2019/01/23,.... i’m literally having the worst case of imposter syndrome. i didn’t make it this far for nothing but fuck. ,2.884285714285717,5.180756714285717,4.238333333333333,83.37750000000003,77.09523809523809,6.104761904761905,29.54761904761905,7.1686216300943375,1.7810761904761896,85,4,16,1,2,28,20,21,0.109,0.7290000000000001,0.162,0.3016,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,4,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6203431637200029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44790816259890665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6438576217636388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dent18,2019/01/23,"Anyone else constantly tense, physically? this just started and please shoot me

my legs just hurt always because the muscles are sore from being tense. i have this horrible tension in my chest as well. fuck. 

i miss when the only physical symptoms were me crying about math class in middle school. ",4.551217948717948,7.809978865384616,4.128461538461536,80.89987179487181,77.65384615384616,6.543589743589743,25.974358974358967,7.793537801064563,1.980605128205128,239,9,37,4,6,72,44,52,0.39,0.547,0.063,-0.967,0,0,0,1,0,1,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,1,2,0,4,5,2,0,0,3,7,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,6,1,5,5,0,6,0,2,0,1,0,3,1,0,3,24,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319132297564601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19488402723914736,0.2855764820529325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16990209344451074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301191928726106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061553695743318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328306410241381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576675511931347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983702007924977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119753373196334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30594540295856104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820744870840549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972759305614959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28969163100237233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25059828149099883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tittyelf,2019/01/23,"Does anyone else get anxiety over not being able to control certain things? I have recently made some large improvements with my anxiety -  I have started taking medication, and it's really helped me see things differently. I'm incredibly grateful, but recently it doesn't seem to work as strongly as when I first started taking it about a month and a half ago. One of my biggest anxiety triggers is something I'm a very ashamed about. I get anxiety over things I can't control but I want to, whether it's a project at work or, the one I feel worse about, people making choices that I feel are bad for them. 

The most frequent example is that sometimes my boyfriend likes to stay up late and have some drinks on a work day. If I go to bed before him, it causes me incredible anxiety because I think he will be tired and hungover the next day. I also realize this impacts me personally hardly at all, as I am not the one staying up late and drinking.

I KNOW these are not my problems, and I should not worry about them to the extent that I do, if at all, but I do. I have also tried talking to my boyfriend about this, but he doesn't really understand - he would not get this way if our situations were reversed. I can't blame him because I also don't understand why I get this way. I don't normally make a big deal out of feeling this way either, but the anxiety is pretty much always there. If I do start to make a big deal over him not doing something I think he should, he calls me out on it and I stop right away, but the anxiety persists. I usually have to watch Bob's Burgers to try to distract myself enough to fall asleep.

Does anyone else have anxiety over something similar, or have any tips for me? I don't gas-light him or try to control him, despite the anxiety. I want to let people do their things without getting anxiety over it if I disagree, especially if it is harmless. I understand that my boyfriend's actions in my example are harmless enough, it doesn't impact his work or his behavior toward me.",7.418047858942067,6.331731881612092,7.815479848866499,74.38447921914359,63.93702770780857,11.164181360201509,37.9860201511335,10.355215969177356,3.83540614609572,1595,72,306,32,20,527,176,397,0.123,0.7979999999999999,0.079,-0.9345,1,0,5,0,0,0,39.0,1,0,3,10,10,9,0,2,15,0,36,5,1,9,3,69,66,31,0,13,25,0,4,1,0,4,2,0,1,1,23,10,2,4,11,2,0,3,15,4,0,5,2,6,54,5,45,57,10,46,0,0,2,0,22,21,0,14,18,222,77,5,0.06722758264396865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059593195733652515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16128562065517535,0.05593873424914185,0.0,0.0,0.04571706152993775,0.0,0.514289167126505,0.0,0.0,0.09401417780763337,0.13776520601381373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06316252689070283,0.0,0.056132223409710816,0.08196262079180162,0.0,0.057205721284588514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864687837383697,0.0,0.0,0.06906124606528267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22620435123777696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671245841242257,0.13861737150536765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023851520136984,0.0,0.0,0.11766262122084355,0.0,0.0,0.13171487436614632,0.0,0.0,0.11232003768809404,0.0,0.0,0.13892812787366354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197685724290656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057183747453733225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17561818607662796,0.0,0.038206984476817384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06022270920603825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045061231549629516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0369465212679508,0.0,0.15167128289956847,0.0,0.0,0.06874475806153597,0.0,0.03284400108347766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06361236419266843,0.13462480033675092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677247168133933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05366041507786511,0.0,0.0494200085481167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149729682215722,0.0,0.0658687572237642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666544958920138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093214282126517,0.05870053207596885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839462030114722,0.0,0.06432771730692388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613542180472716,0.0,0.13275825492983587,0.0,0.0,0.05741198825267831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05357167938277636,0.061201466347645374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556661961711622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526523268554607,0.06648979823972209,0.0,0.1427520870416098,0.143311316367949,0.0,0.05620526934224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109355114474804,0.05403498439365171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17865207473223513,0.08615344085488685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726821667232306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369293470424938,0.0,0.0,0.20995885332123845,0.0,0.0,0.0740416844409957,0.055469796323294296,0.0793051401000364,0.16008637774915266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060662436754610076,0.0,0.0,0.06480499064690462,0.0,0.19576992336581645,0.06827287347946895,0.06851065012726898,0.04775654585669935,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ABirdInFlight,2019/01/23,"Vomiting from anxiety- Need advice Hello! So I'm currently 22 years old and I've been suffering from anxiety since age 10 after a traumatic event happened. I used to vomit uncontrollably every morning before school, and it got to the point where I couldn't even attend for a few months. This has happened on and off since then. Sometimes I even last a few years without doing it, but then it starts back up again. I'm just wondering if anyone has dealt with the same thing? Not sure what to do anymore, as nothing helps. I've tried multiple medications, aromatherapy, weed, etc.. Please help ",3.963352793994993,6.7286404311926615,4.513077564637197,80.35525437864887,75.88073394495413,8.000333611342787,26.42285237698081,8.841846274778883,2.4163871559633017,473,18,82,11,11,150,84,109,0.131,0.81,0.059,-0.5942,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,5,0,6,3,0,1,1,15,15,9,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,3,1,13,12,4,20,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,2,14,52,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16789629417621074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628770501530049,0.0,0.1703949865126939,0.12013751851276873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13211565252851226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620248903151134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916199008523164,0.2269652726860431,0.0,0.1447621209220981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741669512089946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038720771502779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303288574444025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005271130030028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17308622188004585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714163672229546,0.0,0.0,0.12739914980330724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16486177905106064,0.0,0.18029165386663207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18860202158449305,0.16242135352929365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17388664116867747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842554123193787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16993010103815,0.0,0.12161202277943585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16193424523800504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414670338023095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665156858162913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483935823245527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16562418446061591,0.18632677601592434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221287329707126
anxiety,mxcuxs,2019/01/23,"Just had my first day as a transfer student with a 50 minute commute On the freeway. Proud of myself. My anxiety completely takes over when I am driving. I had my first day at uni with a 50 min commute and I survived!

Granted my anxiety took over I left 2 1/2 hours before my class started because couldn’t go back to sleep because I was too anxious. I still made it school without a serious panic attack, didn’t get into an accident and found parking. 

I know this probably not a huge accomplishment to people but driving really scares the crap out of me sometimes. 
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anxiety,slimegoth,2019/01/23,"Major anxiety over call from the doctor's office! Hey all, so I have been a hypochondriac for most of my life, it comes and goes in waves and it's been that way since I was very little. It's been severe lately to the point where I can't go to sleep because I'm scared I'll stop breathing or get a heart attack and die. I went in for an annual physical exam yesterday, got blood drawn, flu shot, and a urine test, and the doctor found my vitals to be normal. So far so good, right?

Today I had just gotten out of a class I take every week and got a message from the doctor's office, trying to reach me. I left them a message after I tried to call them back but it freaked me out super bad and now their office is closed for today! I'm really worried and have to get ready to go to work soon, but I wanted to know if anyone has dealt with a similar situation / how you coped with the anxiety of not knowing why they called. ",4.8649034385303835,4.387138683937824,5.987442298634008,83.38594912859162,68.89637305699482,8.883466792275081,24.79934055581724,8.296473431620573,1.2755948186528503,718,14,155,9,11,241,122,193,0.136,0.7929999999999999,0.071,-0.861,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,4,2,9,7,1,1,13,0,11,10,5,1,1,29,27,16,1,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,14,0,1,3,0,0,4,2,4,0,0,10,0,18,3,25,16,3,28,0,0,0,0,11,12,0,3,11,96,23,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958908537895309,0.0,0.0,0.08952413708204733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456568125933972,0.0,0.09845000907347344,0.10690278807805607,0.0780481526348395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3922101555173116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028969211138327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328787623964669,0.0,0.0,0.3931437389168764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107873910816132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14038233902161873,0.0,0.0,0.13378464338937607,0.0,0.14552899979800848,0.10738858957584424,0.20480048537140014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151720546060833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072794175638673,0.0,0.14442758569344713,0.0,0.1391089851812421,0.0,0.09043398579722282,0.0,0.12832339891770075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544583782225185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103322674225797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202166406267566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934007670635283,0.0,0.0,0.1281840652218922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14464163298730384,0.0,0.1059107962850475,0.1439152385562927,0.1281261602711382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704190271436996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626540530207728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427219461899708,0.0,0.0,0.17385295028259914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564120786379187,0.07551759106114496,0.10162718830137918,0.1027009079511792,0.0,0.0,0.11868851878359622,0.1155304961526727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321005546527383,0.1300244330566275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Benz1311,2019/01/23,"Feeling really anxious about college and life overall Hey guys, so I’m 23 and currently in college. I’m kinda close to the end to be honest, I have some random electives to take, and three core classes for my major. The thing is the core classes have to be taken one after another because you need to pass the one before it. And the first one is a psychological statistics class and I’m awful at anything with math. I’m taking it for a second time now and I still don’t feel good about it. I don’t know what I’m going to do, I can’t graduate without doing theses classes.

Also to be honest I don’t even know why I’m still in school at this point. I originally went because my parents made me and I just sorta chose psychology.  I didn’t have a reason then and I don’t have one now for choosing it. I have no idea what I even want to do with a degree in psychology, if I can even pass college that is.

I just feel so lost and anxious right now. I feel like I’m behind in life. I have no job, hate school and don’t know if I can’t finish, and I just don’t know what I want to do with my life. Everything is getting worse by the day and I don’t know how to make it better. I feel like I’m drowning and I just don’t know what to do at this point. 

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anxiety,Rxpha,2019/01/23,Anybody here which 24/7 Afraid of dying? I dont know if this normal or not but do you have this anxiety of dying like not a car accident or something like this but just have Brain Cancer or a aneurysmal in your Head or you just fall down to floor and dying? I really dont know if this is a normal thing there but fuck i dont wanna die. And i dont wanna run to my doctor every week because im afraid of it. And because i get Headache really often im even more afraid  of having something in my head but i hope this comes just from this shitty anxiety. ,1.891282051282048,3.481098000000003,3.6977863247863247,89.39026923076928,77.54700854700855,6.389401709401709,20.247008547008548,7.1686216300943375,0.4174793162393162,434,10,93,5,10,146,62,117,0.165,0.6990000000000001,0.136,-0.7013,0,0,2,0,0,1,6.0,0,3,0,0,7,7,1,3,3,0,9,6,3,0,0,27,15,13,4,7,15,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,2,0,0,4,6,4,0,0,0,0,11,3,12,15,1,9,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,8,3,67,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837715710701208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464390128620858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408534917470288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346634158798083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4986315278137211,0.0,0.0,0.12294030265575201,0.0,0.0,0.5630841392143003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933321816338812,0.0,0.10120001870765316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104213337911843,0.06275385916469839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465402938927325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929888150162855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594843690922959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202145199602874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736186692524195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353696280845436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538943730653048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18493704558348872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979745284135953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634705673800442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AnxiousTexan111,2019/01/23,"Anxiety and Relationships So longtime reader but first time poster. I really enjoy this forum and I hope to get some positive feedback. I've dealt with mild social anxiety my whole life but since starting my post-graduate studies I started suffering from general anxiety and mild depression. I started seeing a therapist after having my first ever panic attack. For 2.5 years I attended therapy and used CBT and meditation. It got the panic attacks and the depression under control. That was great but I couldn't shake the general feeling of anxiety (imposter syndrome in academia is a beast).  So my therapist started me on sertraline. I'm just starting so I don't know how Ill respond yet, but I'm hopeful. 

My problem however is that throughout all of my treatment my wife has constantly doubted my anxiety. She asks questions like ""why cant you just be happy?"" And ""I guess our marriage isn't enough to make you content"". I'm at the point that I'm more worried about her reaction to my anxiety than anything else. Everytime I feel like I take a step forward she knocks me back. She's threatened to leave me during one of my panic attacks.  She's always saying she wants the old version of me back, like the version she dated before I had anxiety. Today she told me that she thinks it's all her fault that I have this anxiety and that she isn't good enough to fix it. I'm at a loss at what to tell her or what to do. I want to save the relationship and Im considering trying to start lying about the anxiety getting better to save it. Has anyone else dealt with a spouse or similar relationship problems during treatment? Any strategies or suggestions? ",3.6982833730940783,6.357512553054665,5.017114407219168,76.96093973654186,76.20257234726688,8.25727621616015,31.25412301628461,9.023248300946321,3.2949015869723066,1328,66,220,33,31,440,170,311,0.238,0.62,0.142,-0.9867,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,2,0,5,12,27,3,5,13,0,15,2,0,4,3,46,44,20,0,7,9,2,2,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,14,11,0,1,5,0,0,4,5,15,0,3,4,4,43,12,28,38,9,30,0,4,1,0,29,8,0,9,23,149,57,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638780254100993,0.0,0.0,0.052205607747179895,0.0,0.5285532329990948,0.0,0.0,0.05367872655250264,0.07865899585056271,0.06317441268669101,0.0,0.07176872786771618,0.2620077378644068,0.0,0.11806136955675038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06532483380022246,0.0,0.0,0.06789601375757075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296010407292034,0.08610305238516912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224219431171974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12826143311623914,0.0,0.0,0.15864596511901854,0.0,0.0,0.06944202906783932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763350822576501,0.054843846956045966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059948252047945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021735281112824,0.0,0.0,0.06439026303506985,0.06139924723315635,0.08463818305335978,0.08456979797622917,0.0,0.0,0.08172211446395664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524980390811175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292378134793298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042190279348430934,0.0,0.0,0.08128737242176545,0.0,0.0,0.0542242723905071,0.11251648597028636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051243957829765915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055623678107518,0.0,0.052020716227745616,0.0,0.0,0.2702159279342137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257159570396543,0.0,0.07352355886568139,0.0,0.0,0.1469152856553384,0.0,0.0,0.08599894038547991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049180239208186864,0.0,0.0,0.247263789580723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06104985466397385,0.0,0.0,0.06117501839840395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635041772872106,0.0,0.0,0.07825641053585213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260253048549645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05772079504033875,0.0,0.06709956071229553,0.0,0.08779213485609902,0.17826964052386615,0.0,0.04919052744011968,0.0,0.0,0.04476466861450287,0.0,0.07276811261460048,0.07335614696343577,0.0,0.05212116688716404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630383768830166,0.0,0.0,0.09056078623265104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927215512583698,0.08570993758970034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796272842925323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049436771326435466
anxiety,throwawaysomeday123,2019/01/23,"I keep thinking I’m 3 weeks into the future... Bear with me. But my sense of time seems to have vanished. For any given deadline I am working on, I keep thinking that the day of the deadline is today or tomorrow.

I am 3 weeks ahead on homework on school because I keep thinking it’s Feb 11th. I mailed people birthday cards for February on New Years. I kept stressing over missing an appointment all January when it was yesterday. Last night, I pulled an all nighter for grad school where I did my homework due on Feb 7th. I keep thinking that I have an important presentation tomorrow when it’s on the 28th.

 I keep thinking I’m way behind. I keep thinking i am late on taxes (deadline is April!!!!) and late on my conference presentation work (on Feb 11th). It’s just a terribly bad mindfuck. I feel so overwhelmed. 

Today I panicked at work and then my boss was like ‘the stuff you’re working on is due in march’. Wth is going on.

I also recently got a concussion. But some of this feeling is pre concussion.",1.613486394557821,4.2456639540816346,3.1276530612244886,87.18460884353745,85.4795918367347,6.1238095238095225,27.044217687074827,7.492282038375204,1.8184768707482992,789,37,150,14,24,258,108,196,0.105,0.8540000000000001,0.041,-0.9336,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,5,6,6,0,2,10,0,13,0,0,1,2,28,35,10,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,8,4,0,7,9,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,6,2,22,1,25,29,3,46,0,2,0,0,1,16,0,3,28,93,30,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905522017687999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757291870877877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298164636989682,0.06788453190591791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181852645599486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126147692252055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328892931166137,0.0,0.08906543341639774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.593895765623477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907739443313518,0.2512397466977321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05440527933173067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755298917451196,0.0,0.10450460063325304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720358192520999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995539070731962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254062222553693,0.0,0.1013787225159414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756346119025147,0.0,0.12748151417478487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4281331622648536,0.0,0.0,0.06493539891054388,0.0,0.21111410256550325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839304805882275,0.1786538906358805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242880591313446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171272716383706
anxiety,loasap,2019/01/23,"Depression and anxiety took everything including my friends away from me for the past 5 years I used to have a lot of friends and I would have group chats with some but eventually I just stopped participating and responding to any of my group chats and assumingly my friends started new group chats without me. 

Recently I made a new friend group and I’ve been keeping up with them and even making plans to do things in the group chat. This may not be huge but it feels good being apart of a group of friends again.",8.166363636363634,7.293356747474752,7.150181818181817,79.06527272727273,62.33333333333333,11.556363636363635,36.971717171717174,10.793553405168565,3.6142468686868687,414,17,85,9,5,126,65,99,0.078,0.7340000000000001,0.188,0.9332,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,1,3,7,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,3,0,24,15,8,0,1,5,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,2,2,4,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,1,10,6,15,8,2,14,0,1,0,0,17,5,0,4,8,55,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707458664100337,0.0,0.13170179718539635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16174982554571815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14828100757413534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370994270525805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15472615246200172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704918185262724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6650512801966296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439949564505367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530235653782323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463641292580738,0.0,0.1629017918887177,0.11491802202212527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325460693249901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16434603610107176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16998706061754892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218556123486688,0.0,0.0,0.1439333250012136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437533987249768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19127590347152698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14869081550897992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16595593063854513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222974022928812,0.0,0.0,0.11086528473985427
anxiety,Pobody_Snerfect,2019/01/23,"I (28F) had my first panic attack yesterday - any words of advice? Yesterday, I (28F) experienced what I believe was a full blown panic attack. I was sitting watching T.V. not thinking about much and all of a sudden I felt like I couldn't breathe right - I couldn't get enough air, my breathing was rapid, and my heart was pounding so fast that I thought I was going to have a heart attack or faint. Experiencing this made me realize how bad my anxiety and depression has become and I've finally reached out for help. I've scheduled an appointment to meet with a therapist, but that won't take place until Feb. 5th. The past 24hrs have been marked by unpredictable tension and pressure in my face, uneven-rapid breathing at times, light headedness, and generally feeling down. I've experienced anxiety and sadness brought on by stress before, but not to this extent. The physical effects are undeniable and I'm having a hard time. I guess what I'm asking for are ways in which to manage how I'm feeling in the interim. I've dealt with anxiety my whole life, come to think of it, and I feel like I've reached a point where I can't deal with it on my own anymore.",6.641676440151778,6.8111593766816165,6.8686098654708525,76.37093135563991,65.09865470852019,10.269610210417387,34.64263539151432,10.035473477838034,3.37325760607106,923,39,173,19,13,298,133,223,0.162,0.778,0.06,-0.965,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,2,5,13,3,5,10,0,17,8,6,4,1,37,35,16,0,2,5,0,5,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,9,14,0,0,9,0,0,4,6,11,0,1,11,10,20,2,25,21,7,31,0,2,1,0,4,14,0,2,13,106,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330427871466307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580856623094575,0.0,0.28958827130873593,0.0,0.12513933682473996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796379554417342,0.4306531289978653,0.0,0.0,0.10535728782542714,0.0,0.13935888374363314,0.10737218796144966,0.14216469813775148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10869522717660483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008882795090426,0.10868097871857248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038046478754944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19140530068892125,0.09014494949811096,0.12115518466695235,0.13822698531047312,0.0,0.10733094421442847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592525524172901,0.0,0.07171253900071395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390044752648813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303491866224405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29905422539009285,0.0845776071881239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912657604291596,0.12329299162918812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11939712622079067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275880677190916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960964329233,0.0,0.0,0.12045566957084712,0.0,0.0,0.13183406986193147,0.0,0.119283441859472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775934042051574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14454186198385272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487369035349094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465078457657204,0.0,0.16170556436089675,0.0,0.10017497284017852,0.1471562997682526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001579577226681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408784836282903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Slytherin8425,2019/01/23,"I keep having “panic attacks” but not quite panic attacks. I have been having really bad heart palpitations for the past 3 hours, and I don’t know where the fear comes from. I’m sure I have triggers of some kind but most of the time these are unfounded and I don’t know how to deal with this. I have feelings of derealization I think right now. I’m having these two symptoms but none of the others but it feels like dread all the time. I don’t feel like I’m on the verge of a heart attack if that makes sense. I’ve never really had them that bad but I don’t know how to calm down. Is this a panic attack or am I faking it? Please help.",1.5347777777777765,3.215778125925929,3.132314814814816,92.6429166666667,78.85185185185185,5.981481481481483,17.175925925925924,6.816661863887847,-0.2700740740740741,497,8,114,5,12,164,78,135,0.28600000000000003,0.5720000000000001,0.142,-0.9799,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,4,17,4,5,8,0,15,3,2,4,3,29,28,11,0,1,8,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,7,0,0,1,7,12,0,1,2,3,11,5,12,26,4,12,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,4,8,75,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5549684835594617,0.0,0.0,0.20365569289769933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505396571143442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257308864978064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723397526753262,0.18499327355827697,0.1742502348929603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28903598765146554,0.08174427963667533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010171706171123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839975627725687,0.0,0.12699800849778153,0.2010708537428716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916270890191147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140632162289722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405969047288544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4292659206792323,0.0,0.0,0.11642043638478472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387064533298018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971481093053455,0.0,0.0,0.1562557827314085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414943091503323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149417261246536,0.1267585824621915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814423528512662,0.0,0.0,0.1422266025071889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913291736649526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,scudgroke,2019/01/23,"Walking out of a college class because of a panic attack I was just in my art history class, and it’s only the second class we’ve had. My teacher was taking attendance and he wanted us to read off our answers from the homework. Just the thought of speaking gives me such bad anxiety, I ended up having a panic attack. I walked out of class before he could take my attendance. I’ve never done anything like this. My anxiety has been unbelievably horrible the last 2 months. I don’t know what to do, he’s strict and I can’t miss more than 2 classes without failing. My moms going to kill me when I tell her. I’ve been wanting anxiety medication but it’s hard to get. I already dropped one class because it had a presentation and group discussions. Honestly I don’t know what to. Our college has accommodation services but what do I say. I’ve  been diagnosed with severe depression, anxiety and a panic disorder. I’m 19, my dad died from a drug overdose a year ago. I have no friends (not even one person on my phone) and my family consists of only my mother and brother. Since my dad died my brother has to do everything for me and my mom is never home because she works all the time. She is always tired, and really doesn’t care. She just wants me to go to school and get good grades. I’m beyond depressed and been having suicidal thoughts. What should I do? Should I email the teacher? My mom is going to hate me, and I’m sure my brother going to be disappointed with me.  
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anxiety,DillonPolok,2019/01/23,"Volunteering because too scared/anxious to get a job? I volunteer at a garden and do maintenance work mainly, once winter is over I imagine I'll be learning how to plant stuff.

I have some experience in retail from a couple of no pay placements, but they were really not for me. After volunteering at this garden for some time it struck me that it is something I'd maybe like to do full time and payed for. But looking through job websites just made me really anxious because I just feel a fulltime job will be too much pressure compared to the volunteering. I'm 20 autistic and feel useless and pathetic and scared I'll be living like this all my life. I'm ashamed other people can apply for jobs like it's nothing and I get anxious and break out sweating just reading about what would be required of me. 

I guess I just needed to vent but also would like some tips/ advice. 

Thanks. ",5.913037433155079,6.772574988235295,6.1937433155080255,78.1827540106952,66.76470588235293,8.299465240641712,32.51336898395722,8.296473431620573,2.5222941176470592,708,29,126,9,11,227,103,170,0.166,0.742,0.091,-0.9166,4,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,2,9,9,0,3,5,0,14,2,1,2,1,31,25,12,0,3,8,0,2,4,0,3,1,0,2,0,9,8,0,1,4,3,3,0,2,4,0,0,2,3,13,5,20,16,7,11,0,1,1,0,1,6,0,4,8,88,22,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13671599974599036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118839853656604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161113268896991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170572639295731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548049989611058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13685639112922285,0.0,0.0,0.14148288182236402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461917992276575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541238958056133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5553464631914515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882081201611434,0.2734069699440849,0.0,0.12354089473753742,0.0,0.11748707196736136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323838689803101,0.0,0.0,0.1405558988508189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284811796687984,0.10373964605715656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342450293704095,0.0,0.0,0.1489969322836969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096994251579418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13994537116661013,0.0,0.17925666715080174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400718247800923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770763662016557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601606266089136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12880803823216022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16316238861664775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185433372138604,0.0,0.0,0.19877256221752296,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,duckmellow,2019/01/23,"I’ve kept my anxiety secret and now i’m anxious about it being secret Since i was a kid i’ve always had anxiety and panic attacks - though i didn’t realise it was actually anxiety and not just my personality until last year. 

Basically i always either make excuses, jokes, drink alcohol etc. to hide my pretty severe anxiety. I’m in my final year of college now and it’s gotten much worse - i have panic attacks daily and struggle to leave the house, and i drink every night to escape my mind. But also, every time i try do my work i get panic attacks or at least get so anxious i can hardly concentrate. 

I want to get help but think everyone will think i’m faking it because i’ve always kept my anxiety pretty much secret. Has anyone else had a similar thing? Also i have anxiety about booking a doctor appointment/ going to the doctor so i don’t even know how that would work! 

TLDR; kept my anxiety secret and know have anxiety from people thinking i’m faking it
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anxiety,TheExpendableGuard,2019/01/23,"Social Anxiety in College So I moved into a new college last Saturday and so far things are going well, academically.  However I've never really been good with large, open spaces with lots of people and prefer to seclude myself in my dorm.  The problem is, the last time I did this, I had to transfer out of my first college in order to avoid academic probation.  Are there any tips that you can give to help me cope with this?",6.069512195121948,6.48814156097561,7.066975609756099,73.60607317073173,66.3170731707317,9.974634146341463,31.03414634146341,9.888512548439397,3.02427512195122,336,12,60,7,5,113,62,82,0.108,0.835,0.056,-0.5286,1,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,4,4,0,1,3,0,7,0,0,0,1,13,9,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,8,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,2,1,1,3,0,8,2,14,6,1,18,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,7,45,12,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777264717016883,0.0,0.1999314830152385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223035631233022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507100427266797,0.14853081799623646,0.21920737551005326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17517691264133525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42606908825668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22218981098342624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777729230165175,0.0,0.0,0.2015686755608412,0.2524127621335371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18118668304723573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500759639176831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16742704029507724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664126773493435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17362884797152953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239486624271062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23498438851909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,omc_throwaway6624,2019/01/23,"My anxiety is getting to the point where I think I need help but I’m scared to say anythingZ So. I’m supposed to leave the country in a month. It’s something I’ve been dreaming about doing since I was little so you’d think I’d be excited. Don’t get me wrong, I am.

But I am also unendingly anxious about it. It feels like I’ve been going through waves of just intense panic about it. 

And I’ve finally gotten over that. Now I’m excited to go, but my anxiety has shifted to other places. I’ve been experiencing some soreness under my arms and now I’m terrified I have cancer. That I’m dying. I’m making plans to go see a doctor before I leave but what if they end up finding something? 

I also recently made another big leap of faith and THAT has had me a mess too. Even though now it’s something that’s out of my hands. 

Every day I remind myself that I need to take it one day at a time and that everything is fine and I’m about to embark on this incredible journey. But then my anxiety just flares back up and overtakes me. 

I’m exhausted. I’m stressed. I’m sad. I’ve cried several times in the past two weeks over nothing and everything. I’ve had almost no appetite and I’ve been forcing myself to eat. 

I feel like I can’t tell anyone about this because they’re just so excited for me. Everyone I’d normally confide in is just so happy for me and proud and I don’t want to let them down. I don’t want to throw this all away. What should I do?

Thanks for reading this. Any advice, encourage or anything is very much appreciated. Please tell me I’m going to be ok. ",0.8311348238482381,3.0550319847560985,3.1450406504065067,88.74210027100273,84.33536585365854,6.205420054200543,22.830623306233054,7.492282038375204,1.0646277777777775,1233,45,261,21,36,422,167,328,0.151,0.685,0.163,0.6398,0,0,3,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,2,3,23,19,0,3,7,1,27,7,2,2,1,38,58,25,1,7,11,0,3,2,0,1,4,1,0,0,19,11,1,0,5,2,0,6,5,7,0,2,9,6,31,12,37,44,3,39,1,1,1,0,8,18,0,4,17,162,50,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440984347398742,0.0,0.0,0.10699203289788284,0.0,0.0,0.17089132831531825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265975732790943,0.11203860134105227,0.24521343780142596,0.12070691880332,0.0,0.0747100438685486,0.0,0.08792613845963956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038645797675942,0.08215889855489243,0.0,0.06513305905271159,0.0,0.09091909425509144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736662781204805,0.13781520453643298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089052060608212,0.0,0.0,0.10936263276203126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933135609235757,0.0,0.0,0.0946349018601514,0.0,0.0,0.07057156535661738,0.0,0.0900233710374549,0.1020970747565261,0.19205474070378165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080503055441024,0.15266331655608656,0.0,0.11704588073172355,0.09765640158017036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164650006509552,0.0,0.24289489546468965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374082711632615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716174233365535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22627150640949795,0.0,0.1092584971815412,0.0,0.10440028595627593,0.10708896030705466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110140045346386,0.07132133311164354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528441258455223,0.0,0.07854498316559362,0.15845168417739985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468756641840547,0.10252276638994023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240242533784544,0.0,0.0,0.1253621631665705,0.0,0.0,0.10199773873662744,0.0,0.0,0.1116325787094208,0.11728613576096825,0.10100513642682624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068761105178794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549871605551267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496917891025034,0.10697268298938913,0.0,0.0851433817777658,0.0,0.0,0.12070691880332,0.0,0.0883851047830492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467685750320036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239310218987635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033579420654417,0.0,0.1867783178303517,0.09837054284062073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692673798339375,0.10497682772370953,0.0,0.12460691863393793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437418513291273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816012676667355,0.12604248920834674,0.0,0.0857063758273413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682063583525926,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vietnamesejesus8,2019/01/23,"A Bit of a Personal Issue So, I have just come into a bit of a roadblock that's given my my infamous cold flashes of anxiety. I really feel like shit and need help with coping.  To make a long story short I had a head over heels relationship with a girl, broke up, felt like shit for a year, but finally got everything together after awhile and we turned out to be mutual friends. Turns out that now I've found her sending shit to my best fucking friend. Don't want revenge, just want help. Reddit, you are my final hope.",3.5476923076923086,4.990359153846157,4.910769230769233,83.0092307692308,72.84615384615384,8.661538461538461,25.5,9.188382445141503,2.0161,408,13,82,9,8,136,76,104,0.138,0.605,0.257,0.9553,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,1,0,1,4,11,4,0,8,0,5,6,5,1,0,20,19,4,0,4,3,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,9,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,5,3,10,6,15,13,3,14,0,1,0,1,11,6,4,1,8,48,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133076378672418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543764819279873,0.0,0.32340663197790803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758803438237992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311629170159964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748914394851618,0.10581344935482508,0.14221371322749135,0.3245056809294989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16240055035860015,0.2288667010780047,0.13693001331665489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846116744393988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15200881277454026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19855684438406346,0.0,0.0,0.14711170377920674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15459367166846716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14472310205058528,0.0,0.0,0.1310771930759972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886797220673403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098254619192182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129328382867575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488631887701644,0.0,0.0,0.15902017532948712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4561140319315701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222133695703607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174724234338295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538126133289374
anxiety,mojenkins1998,2019/01/23,"Does anyone else get really realistic dreams? I have had issues sleeping all my life, but until coming to college I never had these really weird dreams. It used to not be very frequent, but now I get them every few nights. The get really bad when I am anxious about something.
These dreams tend to me super realistic to the point I can't realize I am dreaming. In some of them I wake up and go along my day, only to wake up and realize that it had only been a dream. Most of these dreams tend to be just like regular dreams, only it is hard for me to realize they are dreams. I typically only realize I am dreaming when I feel my boyfriend sleeping next to me. Even when I am asleep when I have dreams like this I feel like I can't wake up. I will then be stuck in the dream for about twenty minutes until I wake up. These dreams typically are nightmares where I am going through really stressful situations and my boyfriend has noticed I moved around a lot when I am having dreams like this. Is this normal for anxiety?",5.109280274181266,5.727143599009903,5.950198019801983,80.07831302361006,68.45544554455445,9.185681645087586,28.409748667174412,9.265573868473778,2.2554070068545315,805,26,159,15,13,265,98,202,0.09,0.665,0.245,0.99,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,3,1,12,8,0,1,5,0,24,8,7,1,2,23,36,13,0,1,4,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,11,6,0,0,6,13,0,4,4,3,0,0,5,3,29,5,26,27,5,27,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,3,18,117,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590312409077228,0.1563932211291942,0.0,0.09679763618474828,0.14184399206179402,0.0,0.12323734708810065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558823714805774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925031438327535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927973628898013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114623418590705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564547388411643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143564043942172,0.0,0.1166382599525765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13999475337093126,0.0988986715143272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21698121300028775,0.0,0.15735268315256215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401142107978247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14449116672554915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778140668268676,0.2705312532103485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769329557011067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471355080832,0.0,0.0,0.10677034021252853,0.0,0.14722820509359835,0.12991276270808544,0.13563783987418435,0.0,0.15761024849247768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4211471175485533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308667207562802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547424619096905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15560780988535053,0.2770718568626444,0.0,0.0,0.10657475894318773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857791488040962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195642141757478,0.0,0.11422415829090772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,soul-hurty,2019/01/23,Anxiety about climate change Whenever i think to much about climate change or see an article that doesn't have good news i get a sinking feeling in my stomach and get the very restless. I want to do something to help so bad but i feel to powerless to do anything which only makes everything worse. Anyone else have this?,3.57431693989071,6.157849737704924,4.043852459016397,84.17812841530056,76.21311475409836,7.3453551912568305,31.478142076502728,8.344100000000001,2.709128961748634,258,13,46,5,6,81,48,61,0.24,0.693,0.066,-0.911,1,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,0,5,1,1,1,0,9,13,4,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,5,1,8,13,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18022467377778725,0.0,0.0,0.16472906303410234,0.2413884143282165,0.19386938696151196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19670668369237815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4984431112871986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19680408848730602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21173188937659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23824140197462115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24617069398486124,0.0,0.0,0.1976005836858276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579101072929983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15725725443952127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17318476623655804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791757857105015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877336537036985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18136765396098387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15095569540828516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943853105586987,0.13895629071178786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24008496306619606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,batedits,2019/01/23,From 1.1.2019. i started marking days... I chose a few different colours and each colour has its own meaning for example blue is a fantastic day or gray is a depressing day... 24 days in I only have one depressing day because ive decided to at least make enough of a day so that i can consider it an avarage day. This paper ive made pushes me to do more than fears push me not to do something. I hope you can find some inspiration in this to push yourself beyond limits that fear and anxiety put on us. ,5.360330033003301,5.378776336633663,6.279950495049508,80.02045379537954,67.8118811881188,10.297689768976898,34.65511551155116,10.125756701596842,3.3528006600660074,394,18,81,9,6,131,73,101,0.125,0.78,0.094,-0.3134,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,1,1,0,1,5,6,0,2,5,0,10,0,0,2,0,14,15,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,4,0,0,4,1,4,0,1,1,4,11,2,13,14,7,17,0,2,4,0,2,5,0,3,8,56,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025752421212818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582762465551828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7096666975995256,0.0,0.2707921568214199,0.0,0.0,0.164240479527249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624295607358487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537872745089901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367789770567407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561350109499554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487463846425687,0.1049321809654698,0.0,0.0,0.1712368199530276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106522748053477,0.11955763845562545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580293591236993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102019429593827,0.0,0.0,0.11126692699398218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890921729108653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ishyaboi87,2019/01/23,"Im legitimately terrified I'm about to lose everything I was recommended to this subreddit, so hopefully someone can understand and help

I have a very long history of anxiety and an even longer history with depression. It quite literally ruled my life and after a couple brushes with suicide I thought that was gonna be it for me. About 3 months ago I cut my hair and everything changed, I loved myself for the first time and was content with where I was in all aspects of my life. Now I have an amazing girlfriend, a wonderful job with great people and everything is finally going my way. Until about 3 days ago. I started worrying again and feeling insecure that I wasn't good enough for my girlfriend and overthinking situations that aren't even problematic. This has now spiraled out of control for me and I am now an emotional wreck who has cried more in the last 3 days than I have in the last 4 or 5 years. I legitimately feel like I'm ok the edge of losing everything due to my mental and emotional state. Every morning I wake up I feel entirely hollow, every time I see my girlfriend I feel ashamed because I don't think I deserve her, every day goes by and I still feel like an emotionally jumbled wreck. I'm absolutely terrified because I can already tell I'm back on the path to anorexia, and while I'm not there now I can only wonder how long until I'm suicidal again. I want to regain control of my life mentally and emotionally before this starts affecting my relationship.  I want to learn how to help better myself I just feel so powerless and my motivation has never been lower.  I don't know why I'm here or what I'm here for. I just don't have any friends in real life so I guess I just want somebody to listen and talk to. Sorry if this is a lot I just don't know what else to do or where to go",4.996068790397043,5.833016994459838,6.358244459833799,76.2679853416436,68.80609418282549,10.005586334256693,32.21618190212373,10.125756701596842,3.2699112650046183,1449,62,279,36,24,492,178,361,0.151,0.711,0.13699999999999998,-0.8831,3,0,0,0,0,1,20.0,0,0,0,8,27,16,1,2,13,1,26,7,2,6,2,58,60,27,2,5,9,0,7,2,4,1,4,1,0,0,12,20,0,2,15,0,0,2,8,6,0,1,7,10,44,10,40,51,4,44,0,3,1,1,13,9,0,9,33,186,56,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14560032037386644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062860154975133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0558488156522188,0.0,0.06282652455248566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06315018585699357,0.0,0.1001270673526658,0.0,0.06988357683887962,0.0,0.0,0.07263418853833603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687891539177853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18422363831258776,0.0,0.09087137668447824,0.09021207063514207,0.15889433646522047,0.0,0.07073540803630524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686061272199746,0.36952489809702777,0.0,0.0848585970190053,0.0,0.10848751740535532,0.0,0.20758527849628186,0.0,0.2952399017875661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491536643151123,0.11734233276777326,0.0,0.08996553327775471,0.0,0.0698567331969757,0.0,0.0,0.06345070678894066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334873070420913,0.06888378634453794,0.0,0.09054472280789004,0.0904715654263205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009528301503813,0.0,0.0,0.08157011516091643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871068028004678,0.0,0.08149784888364989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026911994041163,0.13388806820571245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23203341735078015,0.08024568948252417,0.0,0.0,0.14535868268137087,0.0,0.1837570249782504,0.0,0.06982098769306087,0.07412234536168229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16552833026956704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655525646052893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06334099639109858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06246088098919982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05693615342303529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735160970353736,0.0,0.0934779023237408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817309351541065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06544416342395927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231359293934503,0.0,0.0,0.06958549129072962,0.0,0.0,0.09193385906826264,0.11625907595330398,0.0,0.06558630481249128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796660564357325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601014547261265,0.07178215441363747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0526233256806987,0.0,0.06519924334896432,0.09577720988485518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549655133317766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06776293850594745,0.14532095900848513,0.06518816899819868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410636497501095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17812530628042972,0.0,0.08340341652328657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05288675388325763
anxiety,bobdole008,2019/01/23,I’m a 17 year old that recently got into a new relationship and I need help with overthinking. My mind won’t let me be happy and keeps bringing up thoughts that I can’t stop. I recently have started to go to therapy but I was wondering how medication works and if it helps. ,1.5720238095238095,3.918550249999999,4.064285714285717,82.54738095238098,82.21428571428572,8.733333333333334,27.190476190476193,9.2995712137729,2.7926761904761914,218,10,45,7,6,76,45,56,0.031,0.8240000000000001,0.146,0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,1,0,14,15,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,0,6,1,5,9,0,11,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,7,28,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504125429692686,0.0,0.17596842970819168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23421316714270554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949467481030201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19556203658067506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224983229952862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22164490742233744,0.0,0.0,0.22215537922299594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314049990303625,0.0,0.21249467823256085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23087179612704126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4344823058404489,0.23621690675886275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572981625927276,0.0,0.0,0.1839448329379311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516096663643637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746696523040664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386000489916131,0.16017566621966794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168432696122815
anxiety,voyagoer,2019/01/23,"How can I get my parents to stop degrading me?  They are so antagonistic, they are so judgmental. They keep calling me autistic, but they don't even know what the fucking word means. The doctor who diagnosed me with that shit, called it Aspergers and to this day it's been a fucking fraudulent lie. I can't even get a loan for school because finaid wouldn't give me one if I was the only one to sign on, so my parents tell me I have to medicate myself to death before they sign on.

I am not taking drugs unless it's life threatening, it's against my religious beliefs. I am not autistic, no one in my life, not even the bullies I had to deal with when I was a munchkin in elementary would do this shit to me.",4.755833333333332,5.052749027777779,5.727777777777778,82.495,69.1388888888889,9.177777777777775,31.277777777777786,9.150863307647796,2.4686027777777784,556,22,117,10,9,184,83,144,0.203,0.7809999999999999,0.015,-0.984,2,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,5,0,8,5,4,0,7,0,15,10,2,1,0,20,24,9,1,3,6,2,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,9,3,0,2,3,0,1,0,7,5,0,3,4,0,24,0,16,18,0,7,1,0,0,2,13,4,4,1,3,89,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380701335700127,0.0,0.1309450041689505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142680687523886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924324851903923,0.15864892428643632,0.0,0.15619027828246046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15750806274832246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784580218601205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049192470144125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28452884748396984,0.1607973719519756,0.14762074338240405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367802709845581,0.0,0.0,0.08457130288405969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217387390404936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16762613822776282,0.0,0.15502318870088114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128298614955256,0.11703665856119645,0.0,0.0,0.34174269354290704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557400773652334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159219727979859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286549502928716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570254844133344,0.0,0.13450248161483058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931565857180947,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Unkownfornow,2019/01/23,Want to dream big but I can't because anxiety is in the way of everything. Why do I have to fear failure? why cant I just be confident that I wont jack everything up or offend someone? Why do i fear being myself so badly? Why doesnt anyone understand?,0.5825157232704434,2.815928415094344,3.6625471698113214,84.53709119496857,85.60377358490567,7.3069182389937115,23.927672955974842,8.344100000000001,1.9172163522012573,198,8,40,5,6,71,39,53,0.395,0.537,0.068,-0.9784,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,2,1,0,10,0,0,0,0,5,12,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,6,0,5,9,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14932353047613633,0.0,0.0,0.1364847817375263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297955136495176,0.1189889724110994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508571004553753,0.0,0.0,0.4392969605296807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16538796795559954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032047288870638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513098332216205,0.15493659102460927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7045319872549864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,193699,2019/01/23,"Had a bad day at work with some coworkers, and now I can't get the running thoughts out of my head. My anxiety helps me be a good worker. I'm constantly thinking about the next thing I need to do, and I'm quick to get to it. I know what needs to be done, and it's helped me grow where I work. 

However, interactions with coworkers is really hard. Whenever I make new friends or connections, I'm constantly thinking ""Do they really like me?"" ""What did they think about this move I made"" etc etc etc. I know the thoughts I have can be unreasonable, but today I snapped. 

The thing I hate the most is when people talk about others behind their back, but today I overheard my coworkers talking about me because I made a situation a bit confusing by being confused. I wanted more clarity, and instead I overheard them talking about how simple the situation was and that it was no big deal. It made me snap, and I wanted nothing to do with work today. I purely shut down, and didn't want to be around any of my coworkers. 

Here's where the anxiety is really kicking in. It's been hours now since the interaction happened, and all I keep doing is running the same scene over and over and over again. To the point where i can't focus on anything to distract myself. 

I feel like I'm at the brink of ripping out my roots. ",4.8396742081448,5.512669338461542,5.760090497737558,81.00608597285068,69.07692307692308,9.348416289592759,30.294117647058826,9.478462496947786,2.5871380090497738,1028,39,207,21,17,339,135,260,0.097,0.8420000000000001,0.061,-0.7848,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,4,4,18,9,1,3,15,0,24,1,1,6,2,46,50,15,0,5,3,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,12,16,0,1,8,0,0,4,4,5,0,0,12,2,34,4,32,33,9,37,0,0,0,0,13,18,0,5,17,151,46,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036005238494712,0.0,0.15830156851325952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514324759036945,0.09210618435929203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955854270368383,0.08638932703503932,0.06307157655728021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295747152031675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22361878427693066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06672665425281442,0.10666833337696607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588107538446084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34617397196470595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052315239121865385,0.0739157364761809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993714819903115,0.0,0.10811285203892024,0.0,0.0,0.08678190860583886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149415365904537,0.0,0.09268471841142976,0.1021507090388622,0.10618539907363564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870141720661378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189262441021744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196484382352656,0.0,0.0,0.11372380834897987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109598296257316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937045247754299,0.06906398973028177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996739668228277,0.0,0.15343663685651507,0.0,0.09992757407660932,0.11003667736813848,0.0,0.0,0.09927788750094134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172991388731438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780829101957997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988478454508088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558768748042155,0.2325989963870239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24948482286426896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747569196467413,0.1988894433117846,0.0,0.16428001646655488,0.0,0.0,0.2942194394314046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830798051679284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259722344752373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PandaRae08,2019/01/23,"Anyone have experience with Lexapro? My primary DR just prescribed me a very low dose of Lexapro but I’m still nervous (dare I say anxious haha) about it. Does anyone have any pros or cons about this medication? I have GAD if that helps. 

Any advise or wisdom would be very much appreciated!! :) ",3.2183333333333337,6.0644163888888905,4.0903703703703735,81.7666666666667,79.55555555555556,6.562962962962962,25.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,1.6814666666666669,231,9,42,4,6,74,44,54,0.099,0.637,0.264,0.9367,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,1,1,5,3,0,0,0,7,6,4,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,2,4,4,1,2,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,3,1,24,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728403173216774,0.0,0.0,0.3096927898234603,0.0,0.3833609894588336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398960451786247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26815513376886096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18374588509880027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761606286822595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20151964116343907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180019366462396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21892334163825736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.452377641318935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947365503767021,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,1ights_0ut,2019/01/23,"Does anyone else get an anxiety attack after drinking coffee? Every time I (18F) drink coffee, no matter how strong or what brand it makes me have a panic attack. It sucks because I’m a student and sometimes just need to coffee to keep me going. But then it backfires on me every time lol. It’s only with coffee though, not with energy drinks or caffeinated tea. Does anyone else have this??",3.5231467181467195,5.95275004054054,4.478803088803087,81.78067567567571,75.62162162162161,5.850193050193052,20.03088803088803,6.868970318607317,0.6502455598455597,309,7,51,3,7,100,54,74,0.21600000000000005,0.6990000000000001,0.085,-0.8766,0,0,3,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,3,1,3,1,2,4,0,2,0,13,9,7,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,4,1,0,3,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,6,9,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,4,31,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532565277692065,0.0,0.0,0.22910045470837045,0.3357160810929775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727491052601393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986618045478912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867286685103075,0.0,0.0,0.4814583020268126,0.0,0.0,0.2737094798601145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760592039719537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559178460835913,0.0,0.09310550515673184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561515963432328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935443884248199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147413859849016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459627106149256,0.0,0.1922133029075692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16202708320607498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16095720013001344,0.0,0.19105531358724048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thesunsethm,2019/01/23,"DAE have memory problems?? I’m 25 and my doctors say I’m healthy but when my anxiety is bad I have trouble thinking straight, remembering stuff, and trouble paying attention. I’m worried something is cognitively wrong with me and so my anxiety gets worse, and so do my symptoms 🙃 it’s so frustrating!",2.923928571428572,5.910142107142861,4.597857142857143,76.34714285714288,83.28571428571428,8.200000000000001,36.57142857142857,8.841846274778883,4.25135,242,16,40,7,7,81,39,56,0.451,0.494,0.055,-0.9855,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,10,10,9,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,10,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,23,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4111285657720435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243636652213764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750385710483715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14039116042164607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25712151690412377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043988148026188,0.0,0.0,0.2136909194704597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20686796620965725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30761145758208114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792951157399701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17218008291376066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728905288009484,0.27384093548295474,0.0,0.2937948725046321,0.0,0.0
anxiety,deathraypa,2019/01/23,"Sharing? How open are you regarding your anxiety?  Do you share with others. Like I’m imagining being in a meeting at work with a coworker or boss and you know how anxiety starts doing its thing where you begin to get a little uncomfortable but you’re managing?  Maybe you shift in the seat a little or adjust your gaze.  Do you say something like “don’t mind me. Just my anxiety”.  Do you warn the barber that you may get a little sweaty? 

Acceptance is a huge way to combat the feelings and thoughts. So I wonder if I share can it be a way of telling myself I’m not afraid because I’m comfortable opening up?

Sorry for the rambling. ",2.2551985111662525,4.711544048387097,3.8316129032258064,84.58088089330029,80.29032258064517,7.041191066997517,24.86104218362283,8.139509932561175,1.7887823821339943,498,19,94,10,13,165,83,124,0.096,0.726,0.17800000000000002,0.9286,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,10,0,1,5,8,0,1,11,0,11,0,0,3,0,24,22,9,0,1,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,15,7,10,18,0,15,0,0,0,0,16,11,0,5,4,64,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4310011920305431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144815975177002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495770481894393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19623628723423275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321038387049164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18349992601923729,0.5646770824569837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886711011498167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18962522719099445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14934669863333822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457819678517578,0.0,0.2102275704337125,0.13292634142761126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16414613805857484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476647719178108,0.0,0.0,0.14909282240824565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981349967989014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036619084177172,0.1367211867820007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cornflower_,2019/01/23,"I don't get what people find in me I don't know what people find in me, I feel like I'm the most boring person on the planet, I'm just a mess of anxiety and sadness but my boyfriend finds me interesting (I suppose, given the fact that he says he likes talking to me and is always so cute and caring), my bestfriend today said that we should hang out more (we are seeing each other almost every day, though) and seriously that surprised me because I really don't get it.
Plus, I've just made a huge mistake, I went on my boyfriend's Facebook page to see past posts and all his friends seem so outgoing and fun and I'm just...me lol ",3.609151823579303,4.339355343511453,4.859185750636133,86.14966072943174,71.90076335877863,7.348939779474131,26.005937234944874,7.3871296695380915,1.1613606446140796,494,15,105,5,9,164,85,131,0.08199999999999999,0.6759999999999999,0.243,0.9809,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,0,0,0,5,13,0,0,5,1,6,0,0,1,2,28,21,12,0,2,3,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,0,1,7,12,0,0,6,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,4,5,17,8,9,16,5,12,0,1,2,0,10,6,0,3,5,61,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18239241375860094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15155965266625415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934081381347305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103421006537988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18570948309865964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746878308231815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346544498204814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209824087720997,0.13012478614007622,0.0,0.0,0.4994330789149529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072516638454188,0.0,0.1903270185921995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010240678055557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17797418776805138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723504822147096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17387849601706892,0.2525535197079627,0.1590424304764213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744450454272775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166870754783481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17326208745241242,0.14484941744511556,0.0,0.0,0.2902927722261099,0.16581842808602468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640165846537634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17895703519833836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726526423170251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16885070923618425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,r_hove,2019/01/23,"Health Anxiety sucks.. So Sunday I woke up and I couldn't pee in the morning easily at all. It came out of course but was a struggle to say the least. After that happened I obviously began to worry quite a bit. Ended up being able to urinate throughout the day much easier.

Woke up the next day and same thing, struggle to urinate. Called the doctor and they fit me in that day. 

UTI tests negative, STI tests negative. Now they want me to go to a urologist tomorrow and get scanned and such and I'm scared it's something really bad. Only 22, so don't see why I'd be having issues urinating. :( 

It's just weird, morning pee is the hardest, while the rest are normal so don't understand what's going on and I'm honestly expecting the worst right now.... ughhh",1.3882666666666663,3.9329323600000015,3.3933333333333344,85.57666666666667,85.4,6.8000000000000025,22.333333333333336,7.984000788550335,1.5259333333333336,594,21,114,13,18,200,99,150,0.238,0.682,0.08,-0.9844,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,1,7,8,1,3,11,0,9,7,5,0,2,19,23,12,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,7,9,0,0,1,0,0,3,5,7,0,0,5,3,7,1,16,15,7,25,0,0,2,0,4,10,1,0,12,74,14,3,0.17568188324695075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13439615982145695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14668703427403826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191799115296834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17939084520722426,0.20093327224679527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33990084268411513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17981785178205015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556020034112198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917865329942022,0.0,0.19968812567966054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15535490915694922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18674162663628116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18336624252360226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914639840307382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868396759006432,0.0,0.17213094478632526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361398873815922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18685930794358527,0.0,0.0,0.11254631299971743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500313683833942,0.0,0.13970928491244666,0.17588821308252614,0.0,0.13999571533771873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524849676375075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673216979921344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671523688852233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18289103621445726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362172649969308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585255740614535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784134802388284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,somecasualbro,2019/01/23,"Does anyone else start shaking or sweating before public speaking? I never used to get anxious before giving presentations or speaking publicly, but lately I've started getting uncontrollably jittery before I have to speak. It has gotten to the point where my teeth chatter, and this obviously affects the way I talk. I've also started sweating a ton while a publicly speak, usually in my armpits. In my head, I'm not nervous. I've given many presentations, and once I get into it a bit I feel fine. I just don't know why my body is doing these things all of a sudden. Has anyone else dealt with a similar issue? I've been under a lot of stress lately so that might be it. I went to a counselor and they suggested I should fine ways to reduce stress (difficult as an undergraduate student), exercise more (I hardly exercise so this might work), or consider anxiety medication (I've never been diagnosed with an anxiety disorder before though). ",6.988838675775093,7.978545277456652,7.800283762480293,67.15043089858119,64.4335260115607,10.22154492905938,35.9584866001051,10.230975488527342,4.068530635838152,755,35,117,17,11,253,108,173,0.127,0.823,0.049,-0.9215,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,1,6,8,0,5,11,0,12,10,6,2,4,24,26,13,0,1,6,0,2,0,0,3,4,4,0,0,8,6,0,0,2,2,0,2,4,6,0,0,5,6,14,2,14,17,5,22,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,6,12,80,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09394568592532154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17973796438912049,0.1327146835910399,0.0,0.16428420063050148,0.24073652796268044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3998544224663454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825359965971025,0.13048959068244764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923588439638205,0.0,0.0,0.1346379189524684,0.0,0.10280422656521004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962726052248484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05939950358423995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18412941955294068,0.11269388905640305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523561310040873,0.0,0.12056448749427925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261464617983887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456185496832897,0.0,0.2650365726831377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987407618819248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191024424163275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834492652141272,0.0,0.2492473969699301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812097968940454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12510833394442847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110529939364782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494508068341845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691372125457399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442293092597707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07804597660902708,0.0,0.11541978383562235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146173049302072,0.12938345285126968,0.0,0.0,0.18649430127560093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089016273595086,0.10600401091547172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552408295655048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,petenyc123,2019/01/23,What could your college do to help your anxiety? My on-campus mental health center is a joke. ,2.4333333333333336,5.084441222222225,3.653333333333337,84.90000000000002,81.22222222222223,5.822222222222222,20.11111111111111,7.1686216300943375,0.7842444444444445,74,2,13,1,2,24,17,18,0.087,0.6629999999999999,0.25,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,9,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3915385639012596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4086441856216577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5440374815090611,0.0,0.0,0.3430601112432957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5157911024075221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IRossTakeTheeRachel,2019/01/23,"Why did my voice betray me? I have anxiety and it KILLS me. 

 I had a phone interview the other day and of course the days before I was rehearsing what I'd say. Then the morning of I was getting nervous. A few mins before she called I could feel my heart pounding. When she called I got tunnel vision for a second, I think.

When I spoke...my voice was shaking, and I couldn't control it. Not through calm breathing, not through a mental talk from myself to myself. I was already mentally beating myself up because I felt like ""well, shit. She knows you're nervous and might think you're not qualified for the job"".

Why did I ramble on like a fucking idiot? WHY CAN'T I STAND THE SILENCE? WHY DO I ALWAYS HAVE TO FILL THE VOIDS DURING A CONVERSATION?

Just once I'd like to interact with a stranger and not trip over my words, or wonder if I said something wrong, or over analyze every word/tone I use.

I'll probably post this, have anxiety about it and delete later. Lol.",2.2636979884265642,4.559870801047122,3.404871865527696,88.55618627721138,79.20942408376963,6.115293469275283,24.188757233397627,7.273561745256523,1.1014020942408376,757,27,149,10,19,244,115,191,0.179,0.7559999999999999,0.065,-0.9668,1,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,2,5,13,4,3,13,1,15,4,3,2,0,27,26,12,1,3,8,0,2,3,0,1,0,4,0,0,6,7,0,1,6,0,0,3,6,8,1,1,10,6,27,5,16,13,1,16,0,0,0,1,12,4,2,5,10,97,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14773736633579984,0.0,0.1113969675794918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20483214161305047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161060071907664,0.0,0.2278401170437105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734081915613222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15015521963096726,0.1068904463261426,0.0,0.0,0.17268007666181426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11279773276389908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06769258554398316,0.0,0.12854358274268188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376777244097313,0.06994557042930373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707422324854368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15864571405529693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328529553608286,0.0,0.14811583471240589,0.0,0.07357568037793165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962176391540223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26983445788428795,0.1420230786699597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425753766744514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821782531171125,0.0,0.1443427993350502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734834633854328,0.10646491711467586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13742353080935787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306559085790876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760582064386462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715668433795626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562734461406615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037212654079532,0.0,0.4832151882700089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451846501966718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637424382577174,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sugarmycookie88,2019/01/23,"Over thinking everything and just need to vent. I've been married for 12 years and currently getting ready to start the divorce paperwork. Originally my plan was to get out on my own and focus on myself. My soon to be ex husband really did a number on me mentally and i know I'm a disaster.. I'm damaged goods. 

Recently an old crush of mine reached out and we started talking. It was actually therapeutic talking to someone whose gone through a divorce so i knew what to expect. I ended up needing to move out of my soon to be exs and my house sooner than expected. My crush offered to let me stay with him since he has a large house. At first i was prepared to just sleep in my vehicle but i did end up taking him on up it. A month and a half later we are unofficially dating.  I say unofficially dating because my divorce isn't finalized. For me it's kind of a dream come true! He's amazingly handsome, sweet, funny, he listens to me, when i had a slight Anxiety attack he tried his best to help.  When the anxiety episode passed he asked questions so he can better help next time it happens. It just struck me as the most amazing thing ever, especially after my ex made fun of me when they'd happen and call me a baby. 

My issue, i don't know how to take any of this. Why me? Does he actually like me or is it just pity? These questions randomly pop into my head, causing me to freak out. I'm afraid to talk to him about it because i don't want him thinking im clingy or need constant reassurance.  It just doesn't make sense to me. We also have a mutual female friend who is dating another friend of ours. They actually just had a baby.  He talks about her a lot and my head instantly turns that into he wants her. My ex did that, he spoke about this girl he worked with a good bit then found out later he was having an affair. I don't think my crush likes get like that and he always casually reassures me by mentioning things he dislikes about her as well but my brain thinks that's just him covering his tracks. 

I feel absolutely crazy and i hate this!!! Why can't i just enjoy this amazing wonderful man without my anxiety getting the better of me and making a bigger deal of things?? Does anyone have any advice? I don't want to unleash how mentally fucked up i am thanks to my ex on him this early in the relationship. ",3.1351383265856967,4.7759712970085495,4.795209176788127,82.61908906882594,74.27777777777777,7.917768780926676,26.63202878992353,8.611707548084741,1.923836752136752,1829,67,367,35,38,618,235,468,0.095,0.705,0.2,0.9964,1,0,0,0,3,0,43.0,4,0,2,6,24,31,3,1,21,0,30,5,4,7,2,70,71,27,0,8,13,6,1,3,2,0,0,3,0,2,24,25,0,0,12,2,0,4,8,7,1,2,15,5,64,24,62,52,5,55,0,2,0,1,66,21,1,8,32,243,88,1,0.0,0.0,0.24217926489079894,0.0,0.0,0.08083666573137586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06615413223398743,0.06883276526736425,0.0,0.0,0.11250993814012257,0.08674303747877883,0.18985026741596345,0.0,0.0,0.05784235127680198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733551510305163,0.09411017848923924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085522873171944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681344474025918,0.1463248228967864,0.09031288140381227,0.0,0.0,0.09234703441577477,0.08447017131990453,0.0,0.0,0.0849800518959045,0.0,0.07125916340830342,0.0,0.08939495755459917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085284527107032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478417675961916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653733160890192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748283444240647,0.0,0.0,0.0743467491178912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04182760044850428,0.0,0.0,0.09061979619097964,0.0,0.07036475741585876,0.0,0.0907022936094396,0.127824287988946,0.07647674989011513,0.17287892607728456,0.0,0.0,0.13876946986204322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14630463195283766,0.0,0.0,0.08167255115198623,0.16979681333658167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108959369763208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19090414170336714,0.0,0.0,0.08935581743423891,0.08634207560794796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861440287264426,0.0909255906490788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459061254293652,0.0,0.121243899099563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032875195730717,0.0,0.07827518787025832,0.1104374563246696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16673211402583146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06602928730481035,0.08792222702211147,0.0,0.1840157795794392,0.0,0.0,0.08797761900531588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680463276025584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18533900629495328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0529949358872126,0.0,0.08167969763304468,0.08881432113814194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578522565019095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842991937594482,0.0,0.08278346613225486,0.0,0.07009154293730302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710455531579728,0.08817248309353137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439589077933907,0.2659607834834752,0.0,0.07616089082062831,0.0,0.0,0.16487389940486816,0.21202408852971674,0.0,0.0,0.048236868738999315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056163978500782884,0.08997965704895793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637778722401956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437856263909108,0.0,0.1492905882024122,0.0,0.0,0.07974271797936779,0.08971034997232452,0.060223856341797076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05327136608313025
anxiety,pressredtwice,2019/01/23,"Help please, heads a shed  

I go through a phase, clear thinker, clear mind, all good.

Then suddenly, overnight. I hit a phase of brain fog, hard to speak, hard to think, everything is effort, unclear. Day dreaming about nothing, worry about everything. Sleep makes no difference, this passes after a week or two, gradually feeling better.

What could be the explanation? Is this Anxiety?

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I tend to worry about outcomes etc. Sounds stupid, but I cannot stop thinking in this cycle. Complete Job > come home and google search about what I did during the day to ensure it's correct.

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Borderline OCD?",4.1665061107117145,7.4209964485981335,3.5003738317757005,84.62656362329258,79.84112149532709,6.282961897915169,27.856937455068287,7.61054688173877,2.0485677929547093,488,21,80,8,13,144,82,107,0.083,0.718,0.199,0.8954,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,2,4,3,1,0,6,0,6,3,3,1,4,17,14,4,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,6,2,0,1,4,1,0,3,2,1,0,1,1,5,5,2,12,10,2,11,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,7,43,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080905253376796,0.34551347930571674,0.0,0.0,0.10876257475012524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257411804422804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15871299056311294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247014753757428,0.14906653378297088,0.0,0.0,0.11351421771084605,0.0,0.0,0.18338069013863514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14854137026859973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15856137900156228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25555330424623457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188734968328457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080065206029424,0.1192486456116257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547196141918978,0.0,0.1459113451949254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529610728790128,0.0,0.1426119225864977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108556766939115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490212151564972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355501790868694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641960419932575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15606414830559662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422764852401797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886367045881438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18219847218083096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888315274582988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404325380037547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28876880867257504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34551347930571674,0.0
anxiety,honeylux22,2019/01/23,"After moving out of my parents house I no longer had a single episode of morning sickness that my doctor kept telling me was due to constant anxiety & being overwhelmed. In which I refused to believe! For years my mom wanted answers as to how & why I get morning sickness. All my urinalysis, blood work, ultrasounds, even pregnancy test came out just fine!

I even had a gastro stick  a camera down my throat to look at my tummy. & I was just fine.

My primary & doctors I’ve worked with kept telling me. ANXIETY ANXIETY ANXIETY. 

I refused to believe it because I’ve had panic attacks before & social anxiety when in a CURRENT situation. 

In conclusion my parents (mainly my dad) where making me sick 😭 every since I left I felt a weights of my shoulders & felt as if I can be me and do whatever I want without being ridiculed. I’m longer living life on eggshells

The motto “can’t live with them, but can’t live without them” is ME. (Our relationship is perfect now) 

I still get social anxiety but I take Natural vitamins by nature bounty that helps :)
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anxiety,JonnyTsunami12,2019/01/23,"Worried about stomach cancer? I’m a 24 year old male. Starting 2 years ago I started getting bad acid indigestion and loss of appetite. The loss of appetite would last 2-3 weeks and then it would go away and my hunger would come back. I would feel normal for 2-4 months and then my loss of appetite would come back again for a couple weeks and then things would subside. When I lose my appetite I feel bloated and discomfort in my abdomen. I don’t have any pain after I eat, just the feeling of always being full of bloated. 

It flared up 2 months ago and my appetite has pretty much been gone since then. Once every couple days I’ll feel a little hungry but rarely. I currently feel bloated and tightness in my upper left abdomen. Also I have pain pain the shoots into my shoulder blade and my hip sometimes. 

Last week I went to my doctor to talk about the loss of appetite and he did a blood count and organ blood test and ordered me to do an x Ray. I ended up skipping the X-ray after I got my blood test back and everything came back normal. I’m regular and my stool color is normal. But my loss of appetite is still here. I feel constantly bloated. Sometimes it feels like my stomach isn’t producing enough acid? 

Should I go back to the doctor? Should I be concerned about cancer? Could a back injury cause loss of appetite? 

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anxiety,bonita-,2019/01/23,"My anxiety is ruining my relationship and I’m scared to lose my boyfriend So I’m in a long distance relationship with my boyfriend for just over a year now. And for some reason Iv started to have relationship anxiety I feel like he’s going to leave me eventually this inner voice tells me I’m not good enough, I’m ugly, I’m boring. That he will find better. 

I think this stemmed from his ADHD and Aspergers, I started reading about how it effects relationships, I started reading Reddit posts and I started to see people posting a lot saying that they easily get bored. 
After I saw lots of people saying that it started all the negative words in my head of how he’s going to get board of me and leave me. 

It started with that and has just snowballed out of control Iv started acting obsessive, clingy, Iv taken it out on my boyfriend and I also act controlling. And I’m sick of it I feel like I’m losing my mind I feel like a looney toon. I thought I was fine but I guess not we had a argument the other day and it was all my fault because of my anxiety. 

I feel like if I don’t keep in contact with him every day he will eventually lose interest in me. And that’s where my obsession comes to play because I will constantly be wanting to know what he’s doing I would want to call him and speak to him 24/7 and if I don’t I think of the worse. it’s not that I don’t trust him it’s just my anxiety is talking negative things to me. 

This whole year so far Iv been trying soooo hard to exercise and stay fit physically and mentally but mentally it’s a bit harder. This week I feel like it’s all coming back the negative thoughts and the arguments over my anxiety. I just need help I don’t want to lose him. Also he doesn’t know about my anxiety and I don’t know how to tell him either I get scared talking about it. 

I messaged him today and sent him a big apology on how Iv been acting and told him I’m going to give him space I need to evaluate my self. This is a big step for me I want to change because I don’t want to lose him. 

Iv started looking at anxiety massages and I’m going to get out and start doing things that I enjoy I just need tips and help please :)





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anxiety,lannnnnaaaaa,2019/01/23,"Social media posting anxiety Does anyone else get incredibly anxious when they post anything on Facebook, Instagram, any other social media platform? When I post something lately, I start to overthink it (was that good enough?/why should anyone care about what you like?) about whatever post and I delete it most of the time because of how much it starts to make me uncomfortable. What do you do in this situation? ",5.230739436619717,8.608376915492961,4.823362676056341,76.28884683098593,75.61971830985915,6.930281690140845,30.00176056338028,8.07648339933343,2.7274915492957748,335,15,49,6,8,102,55,71,0.099,0.8220000000000001,0.08,0.3542,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,1,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,5,9,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,3,8,7,2,13,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,7,34,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139246726432372,0.0,0.1253097580998739,0.18505211131790425,0.0,0.22907139858412,0.16783675161413475,0.13479689253354676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985351472633648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16700929015024554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14334615178618176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683738305342974,0.0,0.0,0.16925351737804392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558092925876341,0.0,0.0,0.13739118414271634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18477826275278506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002645386831972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934056974664634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041492826028932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6275165429556296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841227743052339,0.0,0.3339554896498367,0.0,0.1261044693193039,0.0,0.0,0.23188289959367175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551554130712467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478078046625323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Danisue7,2019/01/23,"I’m staring a 23k yearly income boost in the face and panicking. Everything is happening all at once this year, and they’re good changes! (Potentially) because A. Nothing is set in stone and B. Part of this is up to me being confident enough to ask for it, I am freaking out. I go in for a second interview for a part time job today that will bring in another 1200 a month AND is in my field. The first position in the field I want to be in, and the hours line up perfectly with my full time job. 

I’m up for my one year review at the law firm I work at as a legal assistant, and I’ve been encouraged by the other two employees to ask for 3-4 more dollars an hour than I’m making (up to 18-19 from 15.) Plus ask for a third week of vacation on top of the mandatory one week vacation and week of sick tome, and a health insurance stipend. Up until now I haven’t had any vacation time and the bare minimum sick time. No benefits at all. 

I’m not getting my hopes up about anything because who knows what my boss can afford to pay me as a small business owner, but I’ve been told that pay grade would absolutely be reasonable for what I do. Which is a lot. I wasn’t even going to ask for a raise at all. And of course I may not get the job I’m interviewing for. I could come out of this with no change, but I’m trying to be hopeful while also stop shaking. There’s the potential to go from making just under 29k to just over 52k a year. Just venting and trying to breathe through the stress!",5.258009049773758,4.448053051282052,6.355467571644045,82.18561085972853,68.16666666666666,10.289894419306185,30.85294117647059,9.773937934552695,2.5267848416289587,1160,39,259,23,17,391,171,312,0.086,0.843,0.071,-0.6908,6,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,4,8,9,0,2,24,0,21,5,2,4,4,42,46,19,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,11,17,0,1,2,0,4,6,6,3,0,6,5,1,16,6,61,33,9,53,0,0,1,0,10,26,0,4,20,173,27,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453332046717996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188393480018526,0.11084231230718143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698730957414065,0.0,0.39528462763763794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288752052708362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223646579308806,0.09105665047968804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439790964896593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092229044450118,0.0,0.06981803944029298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500204078932577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991375727205485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045439768163784,0.0,0.1802260440062214,0.08866146127816653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347576576892982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236089445443276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20998049005674727,0.2081989004115873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31469168972117106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058093439014662976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986774864245715,0.0,0.0,0.14111960314214794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437379065323722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142808241775243,0.0,0.0,0.11257380030037972,0.14325870093050333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289393265243537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868372103445094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837523195095723,0.12108625326264386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465528634870188,0.0,0.10019724869505127,0.1010069360948542,0.0,0.14353532978184194,0.0,0.10325973268885176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0623483370266201,0.0,0.25437374518589123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695547316536366,0.0,0.0,0.07509074979364072,0.0,0.0,0.2722856643271718
anxiety,coces,2019/01/23,"Im conflicted about completing a school assignment Im a 3rd year university student thats been suffering from depression and anxiety for the last few years.

Ive been assigned a lengthy group project in class consisting of interviews, a group essay and an hour-long interactive presentation that would take days/weeks to complete & the project is worth 20% of my grade. Im conflicted because I can't just do badly and half-ass the project because it would reflect on all my group members but the thought of presentations alone bring me horrible anxiety (my mind goes blank, hands and body shake, voice quivers etc). Im debating skipping the assignment all together and forfeiting 20% of my final grade but risk failing or dropping the course to try finding a new one (but its kind of late in the semester). 

I guess I am just looking for insight or advice from others who have to deal with situations triggering anxiety at university? Or any thoughts on what I should do.",8.362203389830505,8.671342536723165,7.97966666666667,69.3779745762712,61.485875706214685,12.503728813559322,42.558757062146896,11.979248473330829,5.4567563841807925,787,44,134,24,10,250,117,177,0.15,0.8320000000000001,0.018000000000000002,-0.9683,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,2,13,0,12,2,2,1,2,29,18,11,0,3,8,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,2,5,0,1,2,1,6,0,1,4,3,10,1,19,11,4,16,0,3,1,0,7,5,0,4,8,78,17,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264095595203435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397843956486996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016202118420876,0.0,0.08796955931616157,0.0,0.2968812291024078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801059367201443,0.15771389039802686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436903260756712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27126399480211544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333649700660064,0.11141798801521104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427112510685364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14170807784664508,0.11823313106648473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425051480188462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739401070786646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5589260477406441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470902873212906,0.0,0.10544605306487624,0.1459242509369792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144799501021285,0.10863021917202208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061720375310773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124937153357394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765800609060206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091970745664633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454065944806312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726297848436362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20539553572172145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782727143628773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376517056189656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837879405580258,0.0,0.0,0.16660780997555982
anxiety,Inkccubus,2019/01/23,"Needing Social Anxiety Health Advice Anyone have any advice on how to start becoming more active?

I'm 18 years old, female, and have had Asthma since I was a kid. Everytime I get the strength to leave the house and go on a walk, even when I have my inhaler I fall apart. I get scared that I could just have an attack at any moment, that someone is watching me, and just horrible horrible thoughts.

I don't have a car and my mom isn't healthy enough to go with me for support so what should I do?",2.9763613861386133,4.4435915247524775,3.937710396039602,89.3176547029703,74.34653465346534,7.030198019801983,25.496287128712872,7.6454224807358475,1.2083752475247531,388,13,82,5,8,125,68,101,0.177,0.737,0.085,-0.8236,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,1,1,6,0,13,2,0,1,0,12,22,7,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,2,0,0,3,2,12,2,8,17,2,14,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,5,54,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3784749303144994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633841377053713,0.0,0.14814557659849284,0.0,0.0,0.13540810763683767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203105665191671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138767785002492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15461779268774414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000974250010828,0.0,0.1279073284272536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20235353260788225,0.0,0.22011724559679396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058462532688788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234519171288853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050527272407686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268064439416111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435927593891024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20320838964392035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19388247981643056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019345140546234,0.0,0.0,0.1974069271324244,0.16408328812685674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370700350257459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21975744604188335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15374047137763605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470749741874433
anxiety,Obtusely,2019/01/23,"Anyone who wears glasses and has eye contact anxiety - try this for interviews Realised I tend to stutter and totally shut down when looking into the interviewer’s eyes and the “look at their nose” tip didn’t work either

The solution? REMOVE YOUR GLASSES! Having a blurred image in front of me rather than a pair of piercing eyes helped me construct my sentences and focus on what I was saying rather than the interviewer’s facial reactions/ eye movements 

Worked like a charm since I can’t see anything sharply beyond a few cms and it felt like I was in a room with a peach blob instead of a face with eyes and I got through without imploding from the eye contact! ",5.748604444444448,7.328751736000004,5.6858666666666675,79.03537777777778,67.64,8.115555555555558,33.888888888888886,8.515128840125781,2.8467422222222223,537,25,93,8,9,168,88,125,0.031,0.868,0.1,0.7955,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,2,5,4,0,0,12,0,6,10,10,0,1,16,12,7,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,9,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,5,12,10,3,19,7,3,13,0,0,9,0,10,9,0,1,3,64,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121764322847866,0.0,0.0,0.19393362826272104,0.0,0.2282401959314972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26630506877157795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218267748375021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18590575022178632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27100407386709696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4658180460634681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22056446902323654,0.0,0.0,0.2210166678495481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294315886779108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18830638602851235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26736109933124325,0.0,0.4038366598358424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lavados14,2019/01/23,"All my friends bailed on me I organised a whole get together for my birthday on the 10th of Feb and all my friends have just bailed on me after saying they could make it a week ago. I'm having a massive anxiety attack, like what is wrong with for my friends not wanting to celebrate my birthday with me. I feel so alone and worthless... I guess I'm just not worth their time",3.1855701754385954,4.686463960526319,3.7894736842105283,90.45464912280704,73.86842105263158,7.171929824561403,28.456140350877188,7.793537801064563,1.5985245614035093,295,12,63,4,6,93,51,76,0.179,0.6829999999999999,0.139,-0.3357,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,3,7,1,0,4,0,4,0,0,1,2,15,11,3,0,2,4,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,13,4,10,10,3,7,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,1,5,43,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177018986652668,0.0,0.0,0.2543585546269451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18787669761296866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793955961239579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960846955364006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12417835721224176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.569229764225911,0.0,0.12831133513936402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705465416278583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199835200581368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639341218961387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953040854001335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14320628132722998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448561313178861,0.0,0.19699855357669813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27419395284059705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685155691779315,0.0,0.0
anxiety,brentnewport75,2019/01/23,My anxiety makes me want to curl up into a ball and shrivel. So it’s my first semester of university and sometimes I let my thoughts overwhelm me with some of my assignments. I go to a catholic university and study nursing so I stress even harder when I have assignments relating to catholic subjects which do not even interest me. How do I get rid of these horrible feelings or learn to control them. I feel if I don’t get them under control now I never will. I constantly have a snowball effect regarding negative thoughts which end up horrible and messy. ,4.544190476190477,6.806506276190476,5.48,76.55333333333336,71.95238095238095,9.619047619047619,36.42857142857143,9.994966539143718,4.253857142857143,449,26,78,13,9,147,67,105,0.214,0.774,0.012,-0.9657,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,4,7,3,0,2,3,0,7,0,0,5,1,22,16,10,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,2,6,1,0,1,4,2,0,1,2,2,18,1,12,12,1,11,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,3,6,62,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17226602778100564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433451548610385,0.5051286000861335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994472094889261,0.0,0.0,0.297465343186867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277207615964298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19154237843519875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352998993975275,0.0,0.12797791340008705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23026707850360134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503128400467778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736766743299644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227138769948072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579488350771219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575437204606242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282003920071814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Stuffisblue,2019/01/23,"Repetitive tasks trigger panic/anger attack? For starters, I am a female in my 20s. I have been diagnosed with depression and anxiety and I am medicated (Wellbutrin). I don't know if my problem is caused by my mental illnesses or not.

When I do something repetitive where I need to focus, or do the same motion over again, say, looking through small text for a single word or stirring a pot for a couple of minutes, I get an intense feeling of anger and panic. I get sweaty and just super uncomfortable and almost claustrophobic, like an itching inside my skull.

I have tried to Google this but the closest I've got has been misophonia and misokinesia? Anyone else having anything like this?",7.079285714285714,8.079985777777777,7.128690476190474,72.00589285714288,64.23809523809524,9.792063492063493,35.59126984126985,9.827888789773867,3.711336507936508,552,25,89,11,8,177,87,126,0.158,0.767,0.075,-0.8045,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,4,8,2,1,8,0,12,5,2,2,0,23,19,12,0,3,7,0,1,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,3,3,13,3,12,16,2,11,0,1,1,0,1,5,0,5,7,65,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023666485635504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15460036367998609,0.0,0.0,0.14130791594682535,0.2070678551444657,0.166305074118879,0.0,0.0,0.22990962328033165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20760487368499064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236117306120432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17406214788037866,0.20511983824938929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688225203357016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218414220663101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111701911822508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16163199510210252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110648636962347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19746457194819705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16970697111508626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20358713577373866,0.20366191064442254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14984917763379116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4742244843764967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933754223508168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16071222783172595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15558083515648932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13720767876894524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,elle_5671,2019/01/23,"Does “It’s fine” or “yeah, that’s fine” have a negative connotation? I don’t know if this is just my anxiety but whenever I hear the word “fine,” I just can’t believe it’s actually fine or okay or good. I always seem to think something is wrong if someone says “they’re fine” or “it’s fine.”
Is there a difference to people when it comes to the word choice between fine, okay or good? ",1.1550949367088634,3.233849873417725,3.048591772151898,90.79415348101269,81.91139240506328,6.987974683544303,22.53322784810127,8.07648339933343,1.114201265822785,296,10,67,6,8,99,48,79,0.09,0.586,0.324,0.9461,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,12,0,0,4,3,6,0,0,0,0,16,11,9,0,2,10,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,2,5,11,4,11,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,8,1,38,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.24912974874835786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21242474484071314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19529892223627968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876284892430793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21991285030863872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667274987522698,0.0,0.0,0.22340916920649315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4282563560046604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28773446642807965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030269827238412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17698845318920833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030197351326847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324097255199424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21630945765603152,0.19653750291026084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16358184482007262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791234992438539,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_CAPTAIN_WAFFLES_,2019/01/23,"I don’t have anxiety I don’t have anxiety but my girlfriend does. She’s struggled with anxiety her whole life and she had a very bad love experience in a very bad moment. Just recently she was able to sing on stage at a karaoke lounge. I couldn’t be anymore proud of her. She was shaking the whole way up there ,but she was able to do it and she couldn’t look happier than when she started singing. She always likes to think she has a bad singing voice but I love it. I just wished she was more secure with it so she can sing more but I won’t push her I’ll only support what she wants to do. She was also able to finally post a video of her singing. It was too smule a sing app. She has sung on it before but never a video of her always a still image of something else. It’s just amazing to see how far she’s come and I just had to share it with anyone else. ",0.5217183499288751,2.486880870270273,2.1122332859174966,97.26129445234707,83.54054054054053,5.408250355618777,20.007112375533424,6.5966054737557815,-0.010891891891891436,671,19,160,7,19,218,91,185,0.122,0.688,0.191,0.9613,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,12,13,0,2,9,0,21,3,0,1,1,23,31,12,0,4,9,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,8,7,0,1,1,8,0,3,6,5,0,0,8,3,28,8,20,19,4,19,0,0,2,2,24,6,0,0,8,110,36,0,0.3988092230316472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063091971908682,0.2212274810020557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050879640303641,0.0,0.13183719533746935,0.0929522271733435,0.1362090593631586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329890429590507,0.0,0.0,0.1131190917042366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145129442199474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163335462009742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22210262117411245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13003731520501025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456253367301175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389691613905628,0.06494601391376689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116331015590492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399605962251333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252875287024688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110412838247587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731633153761698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125866501353167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593310558401836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234094131518044,0.0,0.0,0.0940930735738686,0.0,0.10616318689198276,0.0,0.0,0.13897399689281004,0.0,0.0,0.15085466006440065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518028230268099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21937291712115814,0.07840933751157997,0.1055187327337255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968375034776037,0.15287030821702632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LeonNaphta,2019/01/23,Trying to withdraw Zolof. I've been taking Zoloft for the past 4 month ~100mgs a day. I've tried to reduce the dosages. Also lately I've skipped my dose a couple of times. I haven't been taking it at all for the last couple of days. Can I start again with 50mgs and then gradually take less with time?,1.8169892473118312,3.9069517741935513,2.523870967741935,95.37247311827957,79.64516129032258,4.778494623655916,18.397849462365595,5.46131890053228,-0.5317827956989247,238,5,52,1,6,74,46,62,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,4,2,0,0,1,4,8,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,9,6,2,12,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,11,28,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18119659917968495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5014147334150331,0.0,0.2922517675230213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846936089125195,0.2555930331202144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18085464810531054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162970299931628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16037506997008338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5110817329162289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642421954737115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076670060381925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,roadkill98,2019/01/23,"Does anyone else get really freaked out when someone tries to add you as a friend on an online game? Every time it happens I really panic and I don't know why. I either add them and then instantly regret it and block all contact from them, or I just reply to their message ""sorry I have to go"" and then block all contact. 

I just like gaming as my own private quiet place where I don't have to get  committed to any friendships, but I don't get why I feel this intense fear when someone tries to add me or asked if I want to be friends.",3.2866891891891896,4.261892657657659,4.4915202702702715,87.57349662162164,72.87387387387388,6.9914414414414425,25.58671171171171,7.1686216300943375,1.068773873873874,419,13,88,4,8,138,70,111,0.136,0.737,0.127,-0.2336,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,3,0,5,7,0,2,2,0,6,0,0,0,3,24,15,14,0,3,7,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,8,0,2,2,2,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,2,16,3,12,14,4,10,0,1,0,0,12,4,0,3,6,58,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067016240097146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343573654014546,0.19688275274691347,0.0,0.0,0.17963647451824166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16815378448353824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16051860152883352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16189661163138375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21622477427242154,0.09715798326441147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969128015962825,0.0,0.30117495911459,0.0,0.1092045879450888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16991965628389266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560188631267547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938759144146934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254493384279538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20075827012975994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24619538480900266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256200634345872,0.0,0.0,0.21509878328316245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120455592818712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26091761538938385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333641302949313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3467751512057582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sp091,2019/01/23,"Blurry vision, eye problems Just wondering if anyone has issues with prolonged blurry vision and difficulty focusing related to their anxiety? I accept that it might just be that I have dry eyes and there's nothing I can do. I'm also getting blood work to check my thyroid. 

But I have seen blurry vision listed as a symptom of psychological issues, so I was curious if anyone here has experience. ",5.568750000000001,7.947925041666673,7.28166666666667,64.23000000000002,69.41666666666666,9.244444444444444,31.44444444444445,9.725611199111238,3.759594444444444,321,14,45,8,6,111,54,72,0.146,0.705,0.149,0.2911,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,6,2,0,0,1,0,9,5,3,0,0,12,13,8,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,7,1,5,9,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,4,0,36,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20989691466475646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20078859290776496,0.0,0.0,0.3670498171456092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567457188470296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13712957894237104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5479003250094342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784388612256069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518467444812426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25114804410897845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728065036791141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28463718042714115,0.19108105886184348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cara-0,2019/01/23,"cant tell if what im suffering from is a panic attack?? majourity of my panic attacks happen because of arguments or fights and mostly stem from childhood trauma (me and my mom would get into fights, she would turn verbally abusive and physically abusive. so my brain now is convinced that argument = being beaten.)

but im not sure if what im having is a panic attack??  my symptoms are shortness of breath, inability to breath, shaking violently, fast heartbeat, a sick feeling in my stomach and i cant think clearly. it lasts for around an hour.


i wish i could be diagnosed so i know what is wrong with me.

does anyone have this?? if so, does anyone know how to calm it down?? i tried deep breathing but it calms me down for a few seconds and then ill go back to having a panic attack ://",3.0282072829131685,5.203419183006538,4.559724556489262,81.83661764705884,76.12418300653594,6.7243697478991615,26.614845938375353,7.7094869923839395,1.7312767507002809,617,24,112,9,14,206,96,153,0.369,0.564,0.067,-0.9952,0,0,0,0,2,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,7,20,8,5,6,0,15,9,5,1,2,27,24,16,0,7,7,1,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,16,0,1,0,1,14,4,16,19,2,16,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,5,7,81,22,1,0.0,0.2590017701913904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528481466015403,0.0,0.0,0.09729886408876412,0.0,0.4973714256387562,0.0,0.08404382276253666,0.0,0.06662736924778258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220133063665824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872659822827091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093570695439604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19129575982341648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055264620682075334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057103970650600175,0.0,0.06211687322804196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665232887144193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763703526642797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35418350347299754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013522706619155,0.08909288960590732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12800911702694193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5129530997916262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301257077037804,0.11360302204334635,0.0,0.0,0.09553173250692308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003408456626255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742065271390196,0.11888541447736113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256879151362577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552850791765429,0.11950078428310087,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DirtyKhajiit,2019/01/23,"Living with severe Health Anxiety and Panic attacks. Hey there,

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I guess this is just more of a sharing post because i really have no one to talk to about it or tell about it without receiving some sort of skepticism or just flat out think i'm being over reactive. I've dealt with anxiety since i was about 19 although when it started it was very mild with no panic attacks and not health worry related at all. It was just worrying about simple things for that age like what if my friends don't actually like me or what if I don't grow up to have a successful career and family. As I progressed in life or hit 21 which is when it really started I worked for a call center that stressed me out ALOT. Having to meet quota and constantly having your job threatened if you fall a little behind the others but I had to do it because obviously with no Job i can't pay my bills which would mean i'd be homeless. This was a huge starter for what was to come in my life or what was about to affect me every single day since that age. After a while I would go to work and start freaking out ( lightheaded, dizzy, throwing up, chest pains, huge mood swings, uncontrollably crying ) things like that would happen every single day. i didn't understand it and just figured i was getting panic attacks from being stressed out from my job and the daily everyday pressure of just life. I had to leave work early all the time, got hospitalized a few times from passing out during these symptoms, or would just call out because I was terrified of it happening again since it only happened when i went to work. Forgot to mention that the first time these onset of sudden panic attacks happened it made me  develop a nasty fear of heart disease ( heart attack mainly ) since it's known to run in the family. I would Worry about it every single day but in the back of my mind i knew i had nothing to be afraid of considering i'm young and just really stressed. Some time went by consulting with a doctor who recommended I take a break from work and use FMLA ( family medical leave act ) so i did. I was able to work intermittently and leave work when needed which really helped. Things were going great until the day my FMLA ended and I was finally confident i could work full time again since I was dealing with the panic/anxiety really well but then the day I went in after it officially ended i got fired on the spot saying i wasn't needed anymore. As comes with loosing a job i was unable to pay my bills. I was in the process of being evicted with no where to go after and the inability to find a job. I turned back to Alcohol and drugs to help with what i was dealing with which wasn't a smart decision considering I was a recovered alcoholic and pill addict of 3 years. 

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One day My mother contacted me knowing of all what i was going through with being evicted and told me that my uncle down in Phoenix was willing to let me move out there with him to get a fresh start. Excited by this idea I immediately agreed and got the date. Long story short I said goodbye to my family/friends and avoided eviction then took all my most important belongings then took a bus down to Phoenix from Connecticut as i'm terrified of flying and I also thought it would be good to travel and reflect on my life. I got to Phoenix and everything was good ! Found a Job that I'm still currently at to this day and started my life. Of course Moving to a new place and living with a very toxic drunkard came with it's hardships but I ended up moving out and into a fellow co workers place then to another which I stayed in for about a 1 1/2 yr. Everything was going fine and I was actually super happy. Sure i'd have panic attacks here and there and everyday normal anxiety but nothing was debilitating like it was in the past. I literally went 2 years without a lick of severe anxiety and panic till one day It just stopped being that way. I started having crazy absurd panic attacks that would convince me i was about to have a heart attack. I would get dizzy, lightheaded, crazy strong chest pain, start throwing up and not be able to walk. Of course being concerned I went to the hospital so many times to get checked out convinced My heart would fail at any minute. I started living off this crazy fear at 24 years old that my heart would fail on me at a moments notice and i would die. It was all I could think about 24/7. It kept me up at night, I stopped going out, talking to people, calling out of work, and just spending everyday in constant misery and fear that I was going to die. Eventually I started just learning to deal with it again but it was by no means getting better. I ended up meeting my who is now Fiance during this whole Fiasco but she had no knowledge of any of this as I kept it well hidden. She moved in, I started working out, quit smoking and drinking as well. I was happy again and i stopped having panic attacks/anxiety constantly for about 6 months. 

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As you can Imagine our relationship progressed and we got engaged and moved out together into our first place (together).  After being in this place for about a month everything changed for me. Nothing to do with my relationship of course but things changed with how I was feeling obviously. I started getting the same crazy panic attacks I always got and living in constant fear every single day again about my heart bursting or a heart attack. I decided enough was enough and consulted with my doctor whom I explained everything to. I ended up getting put on Cymbalta for my condition which did not go well. The first and only dose i took made me completely immobile. I got super dizzy, started throwing up, couldn't walk and this gave me a massive panic attack that followed along with the death anxiety. Immediately stopped the medication but for days after I was still feeling the same as I was when i took it. I was cloudy headed with foggy vision and a headache, nauseous, and ridiculously dizzy. This lasted for about two weeks and after most of these symptoms subsided I was left with an odd type of headache and over extreme anxiety/panic the likes of which i've never experienced before. These are the worst panic attacks i've ever experienced in my life which have all the same symptoms as the ones i'm use to having but all the symptoms are increased ten fold with heart palpitations and severe headaches. 

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Two months later i'm still experiencing the headache. Ever since it came on two months ago I wakeup and go to sleep with the same headache but it rotates around my head. Constant anxiety and panic attacks now convinced i'm going to have a stroke or a brain aneurysm every single second of the day. Uncontrollable crying, headaches, vomitting, and just stress that is driving me into the ground. The anxiety has gotten so bad that i could feel a weird tingle in my foot, chest, or just any type of sensation on my body will send me into a massive episode of crying and begging for my life screaming about how i don't want to die.  It has taken complete and total control of my life. I'm now afraid to take any type of medication after what happened with the cymbalta, afraid to sleep worrying that i won't wake up, and obviously afraid that i'm going to lose my life at any given moment from a stroke or heart attack. I sit at my desk at work and put my hood on to hide the fact that i'm crying because i'm so scared and i avoid people for fear they might think i'm crazy or scared that if i attempt to confide in anyone it'll push them away. My poor fiance has also had to deal with me going through this. She seems supportive but I don't think she quite understands and i'm terrified that she'll eventually and inevitably get sick of it then abandon me, it's another constant fear i now have. My job has recently been compromised due to my lack of being able to control myself considering i'm always crying and terrified that i'm going to die. I filed for FMLA which is awaiting approval... again. My life feels like it's spiraling out of control and i never have a moment of rest and no one who truly knows what this feels like or what i'm going through. I feel alone and i honestly feel like i'm just awaiting my imminent death at this point. It's all i think about 24/7 is my inability to control what happens and ultimately my death. I went to the chiropractor yesterday to attempt to address the headaches. I got my back adjusted and my neck adjusted but ever since then my nose has been twitching like crazy constantly which is throwing me into massive panic attacks thinking i'm going to have a stroke. As i sit here and write this right now i'm crying and panicking like a mad man inside of my head with cloudy dizzy vision at work convinced i'm going to die from a stroke because my nose is twitching uncontrollably. I'm being beaten down emotionally by the constant headaches and anxiety which is throwing me into a terrible state of depression which is making me feel like my death is imminent  and i've given up hope. I'm in a constant state of fear and panic with no end. maybe someone can relate... 

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anxiety,cielestica,2019/01/23,"Am I a bad person for being in a relationship when I have anxiety? I've been watching a lot of mindfulness videos on youtube, and recently a video said that horrible things about behaviours that I had in my relationship, particularly the one incident when my ex didn't text me when I got to work on a day where there were many traffic accidents in our area and I was worried sick after him not telling me he arrived at work like he usually did. Thinking about it makes me feel like I was the horrible one, that I deserved being called insufferable. And though I'm in therapy and slowly improving I feel like because my anxiety would hurt others it would be best to never be in a relationship ever again, I feel like a monster and I feel like I will hurt everyone I care about because of a mental illness I will never fully be rid of. I just feel like an awful person, and I don't deserve people who love me.",8.781689944134081,6.62620177094972,9.353009776536314,67.85845321229054,62.01675977653631,12.972346368715089,39.693435754189956,11.698219412168324,4.57364189944134,723,31,136,18,8,246,102,179,0.177,0.6709999999999999,0.152,-0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,3,12,12,0,0,11,1,19,3,0,1,3,22,31,10,0,2,2,1,5,6,0,4,2,1,0,2,8,6,0,0,6,2,0,0,5,3,0,2,9,7,24,9,18,13,2,21,0,2,1,1,15,10,0,1,17,102,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730824862477244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944556623722899,0.13792137860192286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871898096238907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551451150016365,0.0,0.11533971337903805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295704853424773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232913604231103,0.0,0.10809694421267496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28600006117748084,0.4040869450089309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047736662301764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422079009901886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316065199825377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961758606597046,0.1021008237611074,0.0,0.07551262545893986,0.1146922238807896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400461489619995,0.0,0.11422522623271905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744998185857112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15331449899561728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842747201150843,0.19755489100694626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169848745575968,0.3643656486135343,0.0,0.0,0.10760893397995412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887729619478758,0.0,0.1293696833420337,0.0,0.0751560290505872,0.07248670930245417,0.11114592966678576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459254100781665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16471446043674448,0.11488516033817316,0.0,0.1607232315948774,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Crabboii,2019/01/23,I’m really freaking out I got one of those porn blackmail emails and it says I have two days to give them 800 bucks. I’m freaking out even though I know it’s bullshit ,-0.4291666666666672,1.8126344166666684,0.9846666666666692,100.82700000000004,93.72222222222223,3.9911111111111115,18.31111111111111,5.6839178017228535,-0.5083822222222221,133,4,31,1,5,42,28,36,0.27,0.73,0.0,-0.8746,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,4,0,4,5,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,17,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603601112645865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666472203871752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3872762504809609,0.0,0.0,0.322884460297727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22186893473625674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27356493182584884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586275192226361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210470854728512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39664387740502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39436685590335896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,masha56,2019/01/23,"some people just don't realise i need time to open up it's really hard for me to talk when i'm in group of new friends(especially when they're older than me).I need to think a lot about what i'm going to say,and then i don't say anything. Bc i'm too anxious to speak they think i don't like them,and always ask me why i'm so quiet.",2.469078947368424,2.6000435394736883,4.311684210526316,91.22278947368423,74.1315789473684,7.132631578947367,20.46315789473684,6.742157984588678,0.01854526315789462,263,4,66,2,5,90,52,76,0.091,0.909,0.0,-0.5863,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,13,4,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,11,13,2,10,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,7,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21065718036558814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28600930396996005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20833680381307326,0.0,0.23667916711539436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438819760259702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22679001027835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12368575644479955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21523552814434926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.375443730597484,0.0,0.24451253605071194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755157504558279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16218676852938252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4026608575539464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20348793383074898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244413941947989,0.0,0.0,0.14762508405339972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22844596060962924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,stevieMitch,2019/01/23,"Marijuana induced anxiety disorder? Or a naturally emerging response to multifaceted lifestyle/genetic/personality disposition Hi r/Anxiety. First post ever in here. Lemme give a little backstory, I’ll try to be short. I’m a senior at a high pressure university. Cushy yet demanding white collar job lined up in another state after graduation. Smoked weed daily for a large portion of my time in college. I was a high functioning stoner. Got shit done every day, sometimes while high. 

Last summer, I was stressed about my internship, moving away from my girlfriend/family after graduation. Felt like I was looking at working life towering over me for the rest of my life and it made me sad and scared. I had my first serious panic attack while at a conference for the internship. Since then, I’ve dealt with some recurring panic attacks and general anxiety that ebs and flows. Some days I feel on top of the world. Others I feel so panicked about everything (health threats/jobs/gf) that it gets me down, will I live my whole life a panicky mess? I’m normally confident. 

I don’t wanna drone on, but I slowed on the weed. Don’t smoke much anymore, I simply can’t enjoy it like I did for so long. It sometimes even triggers some paranoia for me (which I know is common). Any other stoners out there ever develop an anxiety disorder? Any other folks experience a melancholy coming to terms with life at the end of college? Is this adult life? Am I just a tad overly philosophical/introspective?

I couldn’t empathize before, but anxiety can really fuck your shit up. Stuffs real man. If anyone out there wants to talk reply or hit me up about it! ",4.100985603543744,6.8598812524916974,5.376156146179402,74.38870819490589,75.34551495016612,8.797386489479512,29.30243632336656,9.3871,3.2803474197120703,1311,58,215,36,30,435,191,301,0.185,0.773,0.042,-0.987,4,0,2,0,1,0,46.0,0,1,0,4,13,16,5,5,16,0,16,9,2,3,2,33,31,14,0,5,6,0,3,2,0,1,6,0,0,2,13,9,0,0,5,0,0,3,4,13,0,2,9,5,26,3,41,18,8,53,0,1,2,1,6,26,3,6,24,142,39,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307643078179849,0.10081681175413433,0.3677547544998402,0.0,0.09535037980151807,0.06722708368976002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21875849462197516,0.09033174740997904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181263511554883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282072973118537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240116296196222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22038186534054888,0.0,0.0,0.0983901025110309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515626732221622,0.0,0.0,0.06350311530661472,0.17393799739881238,0.08100662756158644,0.0,0.08640926612909992,0.09404862839678074,0.090637305525106,0.0,0.09722798378084573,0.0,0.09231464035242598,0.0,0.0,0.1635624185804066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888485256382668,0.050231991676722265,0.09223140730323816,0.0,0.0,0.07689624172053361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219804070259167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047486113638459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540945204897842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05283898525195329,0.07837131530698617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395516186889693,0.09394355026168172,0.09636292691085546,0.08489813011367284,0.08508563388581196,0.08073790256862044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097508122730807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218732094620286,0.07067791535465924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942020567043228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22561177047511524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839504354455821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208069495086997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109434488904471,0.061593190998996426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625829593272786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19738369745025086,0.07953245010313352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19018047426519646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013420549512012,0.0,0.11006345506739657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727801280014927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05606314300970042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06527640041728902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05670903490154663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734288082917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06999498016661405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lbshaya,2019/01/23,"Has CBD actually worked for any of you? I bought CBD oil to help with my anxiety after reading it helps with anxiety. 
Do any of you use it? Has it helped you? How often do you take it? ",-0.5015384615384626,1.6638778205128233,2.2776410256410284,92.62569230769232,91.30769230769228,6.196923076923077,18.056410256410253,7.554174236665415,0.4809548717948715,141,4,33,3,5,49,26,39,0.078,0.779,0.14300000000000002,0.594,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,5,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,7,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,1,23,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.2813745229831767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3921569857268956,0.0,0.4411527837156695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5797969996192511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28841421226992725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21679292679053191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24902988636670265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099121763131297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,questionsguy5000,2019/01/23,"Weird experience coming off of SSRIS I was on Lexapro for 6 weeks for pretty severe anxiety, and didn't notice any benefits; just that it was making me tired/unfocused. 

I tapered off of it and as soon as I finished, I had a pretty great two weeks. My anxiety was significantly reduced for 2 weeks straight. I could talk easier and think clearer. Then, after the 2 weeks, I just went back to my pre-SSRI anxiety levels. 

What's the deal? Why would I feel anxiety relief after I've already tapered off an SSRI? Any ideas? Has this happened to anyone else? ",3.2432075471698134,5.592990679245286,5.0194716981132075,77.9552452830189,76.16981132075472,7.636226415094339,26.63773584905661,8.548686976883017,2.275810566037737,436,17,76,9,10,148,72,106,0.121,0.703,0.17600000000000002,0.8743,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,1,0,12,14,6,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,6,1,10,3,15,6,0,18,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,10,51,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16668930076540264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20544066377397985,0.0,0.4622165306798986,0.0,0.0,0.10561885676049627,0.15477031124311802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614942902907853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011765958264002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060248668646373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557276641348577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12618430803262462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14775754154383708,0.0,0.0,0.0763762752185633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16653502619213484,0.0,0.0,0.13357451438718762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17051897675554914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082817886093504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719733550904223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073477542740953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17064541936985464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214096301178389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678782648820193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14755555663229186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4846582313829971,0.0,0.0,0.14002643391057018,0.13630065949069248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730278972466344,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,asdfjklqwert365,2019/01/23,"huge anxiety over taking medication to help with anxiety (meta anxiety??) i got medicine prescribed by a psychiatrist yesterday, the anxiety im experiencing over it is out of control. im anxious that the medication wont work, will make me feel even more suicidal or that it would just not make me feel anything. i dont know who i am after living with anxiety for so many years, im afraid maybe the anxiety goes away and im still deeply unhappy with life. then after all it would just be me who is the problem, not the anxiety?

feeling so hopeless :( 

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anxiety,ramdot00,2019/01/23,Anxiety disorder Disability In Texas Have any of you ever filed for disability due to anxiety disorder or any mental illness? How did you go about it? ,6.602222222222222,8.575761259259263,8.904629629629632,55.26583333333339,66.03703703703704,14.288888888888893,39.425925925925924,13.023866798666859,6.864792592592592,122,7,18,6,2,44,22,27,0.35,0.65,0.0,-0.8708,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,3,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,5,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3993035035173873,0.0,0.4491921820482153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6729607827287798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655696073152444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668543673835765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958703843408871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CDRChakotay,2019/01/23,"Taking action despite anxiety & OOB or detachment experience I have been working on (ACT / Morita Therapy) to act despite the anxiety, negative thoughts, and fear based bodily Sensations.

Recently in a meeting I worked through a complex issue where I needed and was expected to take the lead. I proposed an approach and folks agreed with the proposed solution.

Instead of freezing up I moved forward and felt very disassociated from my experience. Like an out of body experience.

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anxiety,bibeauty,2019/01/23,"I was so anxious about a doctor's appointment I showed up an hour early thinking I was late. The irony? It's for my anxiety. 

I think I should use this as an example of how it affects my life.",-0.8965040650406486,1.2375891463414632,2.040853658536588,92.60160569105692,96.56097560975607,5.660162601626017,21.46747967479675,7.1686216300943375,0.9494845528455284,149,6,33,3,6,52,32,41,0.14800000000000002,0.852,0.0,-0.4927,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,3,2,0,3,0,6,6,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,7,0,5,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,24,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698178730063656,0.39845553792657373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610078618381813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473427515798563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39786588522524624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24912552294566184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4519974296469537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30462332658785835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,h0lss,2019/01/23,"Anxious and overwhelmed about leaving Uni This is my first post, so I’m sorry if it’s all over the place, I’ve just got back to my first year of uni starting 2nd term and I really don’t think I can do it anymore. I’m currently doing English and Film which I  didn’t feel confident about in the first place. I live on campus but I haven’t got as close to my flatmates as I would have thought, so I’m in my room alone most of the time, as I’m too anxious to come out and talk. Always having to be social and worrying that I’m not making enough friends or going out to parties gives me really bad anxiety. I’ve been diagnosed with anxiety and I have panic attacks nearly everyday so it doesn’t really help everything and I am incredibly close to my family and friends back home so I’m constantly missing them. I am thinking of transferring to a uni close to home and commute to study either English Language or Psychology. I just don’t want to let anyone down or upset anyone, but I know it’s the right choice. Has anyone had experience with either dropping out of uni or transferring because of anxiety because my head is all over the place.",3.278327231121281,5.044352265217392,4.77887871853547,82.3612013729977,74.17391304347827,8.146453089244849,27.757437070938217,8.841846274778883,2.2610869565217397,911,36,177,19,19,305,121,230,0.187,0.762,0.051,-0.9859,1,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,3,11,8,1,3,6,0,21,2,1,1,2,41,41,23,0,3,12,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,3,0,7,18,0,0,5,1,0,2,6,6,0,3,6,1,19,2,32,32,7,34,0,2,0,0,7,18,0,6,12,120,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795669676815755,0.0,0.0,0.09476641030796693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613788399919003,0.2573287557051232,0.11294923840936474,0.2389056420870218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956741973427266,0.0,0.1751502510778397,0.09509420237238787,0.13885375591942947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810698569966564,0.0,0.12307567761045768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559693674013488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767981655390485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235785972861504,0.11140722221530802,0.10736627008563464,0.0,0.057586696261642735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29062680163686977,0.0,0.0,0.17598376116130765,0.0,0.0,0.10925459588110437,0.06472686263214372,0.0,0.1821780250263547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688499233713795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633871619252815,0.0,0.22848385718654896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259149837635741,0.0,0.0,0.12059409223002725,0.0,0.1164612327473494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005678127206142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602310657417362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13362651362478875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3569754682694217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907606648820313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21888441437844466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097262265733747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160975008613332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749161605656373,0.0806126144640782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154124723714037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595346918530994,0.0,0.0904167081037308,0.06641074025045622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717584467301513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566180801022542,0.0,0.08090487709983599,0.0,0.0,0.07334205034899863
anxiety,guiltbucket,2019/01/23,"Psychoanalytic Psychotherapy I started seeing a new Pyschiatrist before Christmas. I switched to a new one because she is covered by my provincial health insurance.

In my last session, she asked me if she thought I was ready to try Psychoanalytic Psychotherapy...which she said was a big commitment of at least two sessions per week and that it could last years.

I have GAD, OCD and MDD and I have been through some major episodes in my life, but lately for the last year or two I have been quite stable.

I am not sure that I want to commit to this amount or method of therapy, because I often feel sad after sessions and I dont want to feel like that twice a week. 

This decision is making me very anxious. Has anyone else here tried this type of therapy? What was it like? 

Any advice in general?",5.147013847080071,6.653538728476821,5.6272125225767615,79.1680433473811,69.0,8.66971703792896,30.2835641180012,9.095868883498916,2.5282794701986746,632,25,119,12,11,203,97,151,0.08,0.8109999999999999,0.109,0.6631,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,5,0,14,2,0,1,3,23,24,8,0,4,5,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,9,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,4,7,4,19,3,16,16,4,17,0,1,1,0,6,5,0,5,14,80,28,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116560442058976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098238424835903,0.0,0.0,0.1631997959547077,0.0,0.10101048089033847,0.14801735263680627,0.0,0.0,0.13505152190440445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17612415348996704,0.0,0.12292565975439053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534034310175105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693072006981925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067861768370575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460876310360788,0.10320295786987237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15355527372060573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35326495569996713,0.16295828544379462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203706723065814,0.14115268233662132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642883047991298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790426425850505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789050336887016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536520415686768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374154797268894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151167030919438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225023002861516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13615277047999286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304074567242342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146858871095956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19615905480502008,0.0,0.2822347862989563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919544332919015,0.17041366579775433,0.0,0.23175577979635875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18605627838300973
anxiety,botanybro,2019/01/23,"I get light headed when talking to people I don't know why, but recently I've noticed I feel faint when I'm talking to people. To my knowledge, I don't feel overly anxious while talking, but this lightheadedness hits me even when talking to colleagues I'm comfortable with at work. Does this happen to anyone else? ",6.009,7.118079899999998,6.190000000000001,77.40000000000002,66.66666666666666,8.0,33.33333333333333,8.07648339933343,2.6348333333333334,254,11,43,3,4,81,38,60,0.0,0.882,0.118,0.7622,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,7,10,6,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,8,9,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,5,25,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230495589264075,0.0,0.14266237392311235,0.20905263219077505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17854784519552114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17044071000125166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13475975282465996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20632718566142566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659714487330604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18042287052315914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093934283485063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212943739340256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322892695606065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828971349176215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20145480445442285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6559656705625758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18410515173745776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14853611796329244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,majorphyl,2019/01/23,Can't stop focusing on my heartbeat It's especially a problem when I try to go to sleep. I'll notice my heart pounding and my chest will hurt. I can't focus on anything else. I know it's in my head and anxiety makes it worse but I still feel it and can't take my mind off of it. When I try to stop focusing on it I'll notice it's been a while and it's still there which will make it worse. It's a vicious cycle. How can I distract myself and get rid of this obsession with my heartbeat?,-0.27055555555555344,1.7089712037037046,2.2329629629629646,95.08333333333336,86.96296296296295,5.4518518518518535,20.11111111111111,6.816661863887847,0.2114666666666669,382,12,91,5,12,131,58,108,0.196,0.767,0.037000000000000005,-0.9376,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,2,3,0,7,4,4,3,0,16,14,10,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,1,1,13,0,11,11,0,13,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,7,59,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321863995763945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15406164621101506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639375730543745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466131594854882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978118901560898,0.0,0.10639835919986304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19213616872547246,0.0,0.0,0.22185017666837267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004170781159291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028882361401232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499343694978191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18903335518868866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4262900764500693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17913906753573414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873497824124308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990196081034234,0.31303954071692003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14076206372705358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542128191329335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3815752989184616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sillybilly21,2019/01/23,"I feel like it’s getting bad again.. I’m starting to feel real psyhsical pain again in my stomach and just all the symptoms my anxiety is picking up and I can’t stop thinking and panicking over the thoughts of me losing the most important things in my life like I just all of sudden just can’t breathe when it’s only been on my mind for a moment then it’s stuck and idk what to
Do like I’ve tried to talk about these things but even tho it gets told to me that things are fine I can’t stop and like I’ve beenok for a bit without the anxiousness but it just feels worse again  it might not
Even be it but Idk anymote everything messes with me ",1.96843137254902,3.724463294117648,2.885882352941177,94.55813725490198,77.82352941176471,6.298039215686276,23.098039215686285,7.1686216300943375,0.6103745098039219,512,16,116,6,12,162,81,136,0.16,0.737,0.103,-0.7179,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,12,9,0,0,6,0,9,5,2,1,2,29,20,11,0,0,9,0,3,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,13,6,0,2,5,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,3,11,5,16,14,4,15,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,2,14,79,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061128225426302,0.19288117629136506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14255601991946454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18639765018161766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255368072295275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15344499166463535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589851961917693,0.12197262744258325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17840326366426387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059469460508668,0.3336486451652765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910080242906605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811221253530031,0.17239298541951542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985113874817295,0.1816733468764137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19433302688489226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084662562602327,0.0,0.0,0.28548306157226266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17745832438399173,0.0,0.13722977362476538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402848735158457,0.10939965392957286,0.0,0.13554397344869595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314395289165934,0.0,0.1159173913473977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16458178522717534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17399285136011214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Upbeat_Dimension,2019/01/23,"Huge anxiety over college major [current comp sci student] I don't want to code for the rest of my life. Looking at code makes me nauseous, even though I got an A in the intro course (which was designed to be easy...). So, I've started to look into other majors. The biggest pressure on me is finding a job after college/$$$... hence the CS degree. The current CS course I'm just starting is notoriously tough.

I feel sick and the semester has only just started. I'm so lost I just want to watch Netflix hahah :( How did you decide your college major? How did you deal with the anxiety?",2.2433775811209458,4.732690203539825,3.7462168141592933,84.97619837758113,80.5929203539823,5.18259587020649,27.11578171091445,6.42735559955562,1.3070772861356934,455,20,82,4,12,150,79,113,0.165,0.815,0.02,-0.9152,3,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,3,0,1,9,3,0,1,10,0,8,2,0,3,0,14,21,6,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,5,4,10,0,13,15,4,13,0,1,3,0,4,7,0,0,6,54,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514078268082361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23678910811370998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15170090578298706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613267424591606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20992257292801897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836953898086536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22792110633005214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16222916896749653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857452627809105,0.0,0.2507219129099881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15331260940596306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17468133567221314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48770423223101705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22565858885852325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27094141505046915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,1personalspace,2019/01/23,"Unsure why my anxiety is acting up so much with family or travelling? Hey everyone! I’m [24F] brand new to this sub but at a really all time low and could use some advice. 

I’ve known my entire life I’ve been depressed, but it’s only in the last few years I’ve realized how much my anxiety has also been affecting me. I always blamed myself for being shy and awkward, not realizing that my terror of talking  to anyone or trying things was likely related to an anxiety disorder. 

I started therapy at 18, but flaked out because my anxiety about going to the therapist was crippling. After a particularly rough summer I started on cirpalex for anxiety and depression a few years later in 2017. Around the same time I noticed when I had to travel for work it became extremely difficult. For example on a three day trip I was too anxious to eat or sleep, and felt like my heart was beating out of my chest the entire time. 

For me this was weird, I’ve always loved traveling. It’s a way to escape the pressures of having people who know you, and just be anonymous. I’ve been through Central America, Europe, and lived in England, with relatively few issues related to anxiety. Yet that three day work trip floored me. 

After that it started happening on trips home to my parents. Unable to eat, sleep, or breathe normally. Extremely weird considering my parents are lovely people, we have a good relationship, and when I stay with them it’s in their house where I also lived with my childhood cats and dog. Nothing anxiety inducing there. 

Now it’s pretty much a given that any small trips will have the same effect. Visiting my boyfriends parents, trips for work, trips for school etc. Except recently now it’s for any big social event, including people visiting us. My boyfriends mum is here right now, and it’s the worst it’s been. And it sucks so much because she’s so sunny and warm and loves everyone, and I’m literally hiding in our room pretending to be too sick for class to avoid her. Normally her visits are my favourite, and I’m so mad that I feel like this. I just want my chest to not feel like it’s going to explode. I stopped my medication in the summer, as i gained 30 lbs on it in 6 months. I feel like I should probably try again but I’m not even sure I’m healthy enough to make a doctors appointment right now. ",4.967209821428573,6.300830229910716,5.936964285714287,77.43303571428571,69.24553571428571,9.528571428571428,30.517857142857146,9.827888789773867,3.041514285714286,1845,74,338,44,32,610,228,448,0.18,0.7090000000000001,0.111,-0.9832,3,1,0,0,0,0,48.0,3,1,2,6,25,24,2,4,17,0,24,15,6,6,2,62,48,32,0,5,14,4,6,5,0,2,4,0,2,0,22,22,2,2,10,4,0,15,3,13,0,2,12,6,42,11,54,30,14,72,1,3,0,3,24,25,1,5,35,223,64,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561372375675607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375968837534836,0.12877081584823372,0.0,0.0,0.10524055272995914,0.0,0.4143622980141282,0.08741608367794691,0.0,0.05410509613817182,0.0,0.0,0.06888358822408443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433886635164268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06178072114026398,0.0,0.0,0.09980592306792307,0.0,0.13329259273243346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868287419982382,0.07920053921965703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15835577724199304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995304421298129,0.0862978800123928,0.051108005437117375,0.0,0.0,0.14787762820344,0.0,0.0,0.07294590007461048,0.0,0.11737522560236865,0.16583841324412182,0.0742958375865046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795237554478721,0.06490171424739584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842586791974704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169431840749297,0.0,0.0,0.07761730290946177,0.0,0.0,0.08928481218378756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076342331213075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04252539631338842,0.06307409627833285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05465497524128618,0.18901700547973035,0.0,0.1366538971986064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20951231922483365,0.0,0.05165098807193375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795105801205213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06176306562064868,0.0,0.2275294536206028,0.0,0.0,0.07473298251150957,0.0,0.0,0.1516297020385919,0.07424710045196778,0.08809634184424718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0588501077644825,0.0,0.0,0.2577601914216723,0.0,0.0,0.16093427013397918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872211602592713,0.0834274955416928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04957087735407873,0.0,0.07640228648078956,0.08307593445899274,0.0,0.1321622426034785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831153459837065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15486947867325282,0.07887800041845662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643074602878431,0.08247556624535274,0.0,0.06469218945797826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292865721821408,0.0,0.0,0.06219419439959755,0.0,0.0,0.08848946690116899,0.08984281724369095,0.051407074465137856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13536070178260373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507032958412206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307723786594232,0.06683048840487163,0.0,0.0,0.04564005482389346,0.061419735196764726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982238315798908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899818897012167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965889420873016
anxiety,sybille1,2019/01/23,"Anybody else feeling guilty all the time? Don‘t know if this is the right place but I feel guilty about almost every aspect of my academic life and some of my private life as well. I can‘t help but to constantly think that I have done something really bad, like really really bad. Sometimes to the point that I am afraid people will shout at me, hate me, fire me depending on the relationship I am in with that person. I will find the smallest things to feel guilty about. When I ask people for their opinion they tell me that they don‘t see anything wrong with what I did or what I said, that reassures me for maybe 2 hours and then I will pick apart another memory and find something to feel guilty about. The worst part is: It makes me so sad. I don‘t want to harm anybody but yet I am always wondering if I am a shitty person. The thoughts will come up over and over again, no matter how hard I try to suppress them. I am currently in therapy and have been for almost 2 years, I try very hard to push through. Just wondering if someone has advice?  ",3.938956310679612,5.534730699029126,4.26717233009709,87.4008555825243,72.10679611650484,7.868446601941748,24.52548543689321,8.472884824447931,1.4370203883495147,828,24,168,14,16,259,121,206,0.257,0.672,0.071,-0.9944,1,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,4,0,11,11,1,1,8,0,21,2,0,4,1,39,37,17,0,4,8,0,7,1,0,4,2,2,0,2,10,8,0,1,11,0,0,2,5,8,1,0,5,10,28,3,26,28,4,22,0,1,1,0,12,11,0,11,10,118,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056658165186955,0.0,0.0,0.2470966958914351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266295793927706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937583974170633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153213144667564,0.0,0.1153446720235323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206036127499172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628189158693174,0.0,0.13333113571368654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626170093218786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306907601406542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039538970046245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24954076267987266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255361778772661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210504597645116,0.1218132912594939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269974967019579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215055289508961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780702512932578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17429543759298488,0.06027777258550258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235784142581823,0.0,0.12395289715128005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13360970644903242,0.0,0.17107383736415746,0.21546323263904826,0.12890698777200388,0.0,0.11663501852961924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371232734665314,0.0,0.0,0.13246512587419776,0.0,0.10536678411319976,0.11736367881343725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831876142772712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454040450824556,0.18996959520790746,0.12202706142176115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784051847133724,0.0,0.1410970390876555,0.0,0.08196891956972285,0.0790576261112391,0.0,0.0979508105339814,0.07194451083345156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16753533408491889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180232790887628,0.07277336868400283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093442517006244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676030768240337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134897862695907,0.0,0.07945338232914569
anxiety,icyecold,2019/01/23,Any good long term anxiety medications? I used to take Xanax for a little while and I kinda want start again but I heard it can impair memory. If anyone knows any pls lmk thanks !,1.0445714285714305,3.6598414571428615,2.6485714285714295,88.54142857142858,91.57142857142857,6.2285714285714295,12.714285714285715,7.554174236665415,0.07911428571428525,141,2,28,3,5,46,32,35,0.038,0.7240000000000001,0.238,0.7348,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,7,8,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,2,7,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,5,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4357992745537589,0.0,0.2451238535943726,0.0,0.0,0.22404824979567373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26875685515341025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17609691685142634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211495119913131,0.0,0.28356558560304385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32279395775806924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267980993377044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24091933501726806,0.0,0.0,0.29500381493109656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27674387495520475,0.0,0.0,0.1889946628642557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,poutineboy026,2019/01/23,"DAE ever have shortness of breath and chest tightness for weeks on end? I'm new here. Never really had an anxiety issue before (diagnosed at least). Ive had an episode or two in my life where I webmd too much and get really worried that I have something and then calm down when tests are negative. 

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A couple weeks ago I had a panic attack at work. I had been feeling anxious the days leading up to it, not sure why. It was right after the holidays, which were really great this year, so it didnt make sense to me. I went to the ER with chest tightness and dizziness. All the tests were good and I relaxed a little. But every morning i wake up and immediately get short of breath and then spend the rest of the day unable to take a full, satisfying breath (I maybe get 1-3 a day). I did have one other panic attack where my mind was relatively calm, but my body showed all the physical signs of one - headache, dizzy, hot flash, short of breath. I just sorta told myself that i would survive and that it wasnt serious. It had me for about 2 hours and then I relaxed a little, still not able to breath comfortably. And now a little over two weeks later from the start of this, I still have trouble breathing 95% of the day. Is this an experience anyone has had with anxiety? My mom is a nurse and is torn on whether it could entirely anxiety if its that persistent for that long. 

Im seeing a psychotherapist next week for the first time ever. The idea of medication scares me. I have a lot going on right now - new job (which is so much better than my old one), finally getting settled in our new house and thinking of starting a family. This has really thrown a wrench into what I've been doing and I'm worried going on anti-depressants might as well, especially on the sexual side of things.

Sorry for the long rant- just looking to see if anyone has had experience with persistent physical symptoms when anxious and relaxed and what they've done, or any experience they have with medication. This is all new and scary for me. Thank you",5.005219616601526,5.992119118090455,5.783512004466777,79.85254513307278,68.87437185929646,9.011874185743533,28.05732365531361,9.250403328903447,2.2687724548669275,1611,53,311,31,27,527,204,398,0.117,0.792,0.091,-0.8178,2,0,1,0,0,0,51.0,1,1,1,7,18,19,2,3,28,0,37,15,10,2,7,53,57,31,0,4,11,1,4,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,23,21,0,2,3,5,1,4,6,7,2,6,19,7,28,12,45,35,9,69,0,0,3,0,5,26,0,7,39,222,51,5,0.07702285808965287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682761164031505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345423456032867,0.09359120315086193,0.052378184727310505,0.0,0.17676682685325307,0.1740278119127782,0.0,0.10771234649387453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17524924091560487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06554077923273942,0.0,0.0,0.06812045878412676,0.0,0.085555031777183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06149648477758352,0.08522432747802633,0.0,0.1986934861030332,0.0,0.06633967480991848,0.07817657964257196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882112559086248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06821939067195243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934316956787213,0.06489507990916235,0.0,0.0,0.22602940421817044,0.07261029574809921,0.0,0.03894507132806972,0.0,0.0,0.08437477618965454,0.0,0.06551560374391344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16096505740244293,0.0,0.08754773048962189,0.06460311904085035,0.0,0.084917972958418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585200014505146,0.0888740369485793,0.0,0.08694943152870926,0.0831979039256327,0.08039185267883005,0.07643330183200868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05440352250525055,0.0,0.23159141531005376,0.0,0.13632561128269646,0.0646798020928027,0.0,0.0,0.06548207958435237,0.0,0.0,0.05141335586713824,0.0,0.0773798135268239,0.0,0.0,0.15518485261935586,0.0,0.08170908061178743,0.07777112992184931,0.0902082404932606,0.0,0.0,0.113241326119065,0.0,0.05940477646732445,0.2975566252111784,0.0819146833836195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082253292576694,0.0,0.15657804602635134,0.0,0.0,0.1807394569326948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197371260700926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13155419992563375,0.0,0.0,0.07711331769397557,0.0,0.1227544914287991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059295959153796575,0.0,0.08622078367709636,0.1090343507806625,0.0,0.12302110792975725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07259313222141428,0.0800562410807857,0.05791160367045834,0.0,0.0,0.07091229938160999,0.0,0.0,0.0511705644407754,0.049353137417150486,0.0,0.0,0.04491264795349362,0.0,0.0,0.07359864164673252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504802809891659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471323632493582,0.0,0.06925279949599134,0.07140096110810283,0.06950114928670664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05607355802707973,0.15644090233709262,0.0,0.05471482849313128,0.0,0.09359120315086193,0.04960019531613866
anxiety,MansonsRib,2019/01/23,"Anxiety with the law? For example. I’m about to get on my train commute and I see cops pull up and it looks like they are searching for someone. Automatically my mind goes to “what did you do?! They are here for you aren’t they?! You’re being framed for something!” When I obviously know I didn’t do anything wrong. 

Does this happen with anyone else or am I a special type of anxious?",0.7706493506493537,3.2652024935064965,2.58442857142857,90.24807142857144,89.0,5.157922077922079,21.985714285714288,6.742157984588678,0.5950374025974026,300,11,63,4,10,99,57,77,0.112,0.82,0.068,-0.5324,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,3,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,0,1,9,15,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,2,11,2,12,12,0,4,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,1,2,42,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22081344934239566,0.3260878931362371,0.0,0.20182803970753654,0.2957520037729391,0.237531116908274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525961162628504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24112674870006726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080565531451712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255248761637188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586323283447971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141017887076438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423899968756909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914502414792277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23001354233592025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24456887382422185,0.2222138424821987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31558915919662706,0.0,0.0
anxiety,grillingoutsideikea,2019/01/23,"Being anxious because I don't have a ""right"" to be annoyed I have social anxiety and so I'm used to people pleasing. Lately I've been standing up for myself more but when I express annoyance to people I immediately feel guilty and like I have to apologize, to rectify the situation because I still have that fear of abandonment and losing a friend, even if I have every right to how I'm feeling. It's so frustrating.",4.7414814814814825,6.252857160493829,6.573765432098768,71.97694444444448,69.98765432098764,9.350617283950617,33.25308641975309,9.725611199111238,3.554175308641975,334,16,57,8,6,116,55,81,0.297,0.564,0.139,-0.9412,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,6,8,3,1,3,0,9,0,0,2,0,10,14,9,0,1,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,2,8,2,9,11,1,7,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,1,4,43,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17160192566426244,0.25341441186950764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734831775467512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481592928297481,0.0,0.1889967853718393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524190398022969,0.2268428761436183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17330679274873126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530393976501251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958997763718248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509533956017321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110263901084177,0.0,0.0,0.2462327545842012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38313106206066416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25214175742197303,0.0,0.2286629787617526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17913988213090656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19373790498858748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,priteshs,2019/01/23,"App that I built out of a very personal need to overcome my negative thoughts and become more mindful. ""Gratitude"" app was born out of a personal need. Me and my family were struggling with several personal problems couple of years ago which kept us unhappy at all times. We tried spiritual healing, therapies, mind power workshops. Practising Gratitude changed things for me and I fell in love with it. I wrote this simple and colourful app to start Gratitude journaling and now I'm grateful that it's loved by many.

Link - [https://gratefulness.me/](https://gratefulness.me/)

Gratitude is a mobile Journal app which makes it super easy for us to focus on the positive and become more mindful.",6.384885057471267,9.828060706896554,5.981724137931034,69.39402298850577,71.24137931034483,9.728735632183907,33.804597701149426,9.928628108626363,4.424370114942529,566,28,81,17,12,175,80,116,0.087,0.6859999999999999,0.227,0.9657,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,3,0,0,2,1,5,0,1,4,0,3,3,0,1,1,23,13,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,9,11,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,5,1,10,3,16,8,3,12,0,0,1,2,9,5,0,0,6,53,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311058993994118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32669153105197524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564603472305128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16365037575864622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942852392923402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669740486637397,0.0,0.09872550779399852,0.14994907108362754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4480155494861482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21933441648855345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3874260790161635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415219158833061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16708677941356698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468555753904958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546189299123328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16913844014119092,0.0,0.09825929222702323,0.0,0.0,0.11741739877327023,0.08624264844800439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041551991056498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558149772306539,0.0,0.0,0.12203436058323222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952438211176403
anxiety,dumbicc,2019/01/23,"does anyone else’s anxiety cause them to speak really fast and finish people’s sentences, leading to really weird conversations that don’t last long? Personally, it’s like I can never just relax and let the conversation flow naturally. 

Sometimes I mumble my replies as well like I’m not confident enough to make my words audible, so that’s also pretty weird. It’s like I know I’m being weird but I physically cannot stop. ",3.823,6.5238273000000016,5.567499999999999,72.95750000000002,76.0,9.0,25.0,9.516144504307137,2.7905,344,12,58,10,8,117,57,80,0.123,0.7120000000000001,0.16399999999999998,0.4779,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,4,8,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,3,1,12,9,6,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,2,0,1,1,1,0,2,4,3,1,0,0,2,7,5,4,7,1,8,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,9,31,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847362344810812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767197418779565,0.0,0.0,0.1615254831038131,0.23669399632265706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237307848551761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20215580436012276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19297672726479792,0.0,0.0,0.2386920089586722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695541961813567,0.1883015575219784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362203343301008,0.0,0.3385750914883911,0.0,0.0,0.20443394781221694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419898302744778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781668588587342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16015118468055453,0.2017064239273046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235017193012088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29597803105458026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284718546200841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19313221676120693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077030583586375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Rakanishu155,2019/01/23,"I tried headspace and it helps me so much! Hi everyone! This isn’t an ad or anything. I was in an all-time low in my life a couple weeks ago and couldn’t stop my head from guilting and shaming me. I looked at lots of Ted talks and things like that and I stumbled on headspace and tried it. First I did 3 minute meditations, then 5, then today I did a 10 minute session for the first time and I just feel like my brain has done a soft reset after I’m finished each time! I coupled that with a better sleeping schedule and working out and I’ve had much fewer panic attacks lately, and I don’t feel like staying in my room and crying all day or gaming 9 hours a day to make it go by faster. 

So yeah, at first I thought meditation sounded stupid and it made me angry that I wasn’t anle to do it, but turns out now I love it and it really helped me! Plus, the guy narrating sounds like Dr. Chase in House M.D. and I’ve always loved his voice and accent! 

Hang in there everyone, you’ve all helped me a lot too!",2.223407325194227,3.5709857358490567,3.3556048834628207,93.2160321864595,76.0754716981132,6.120310765815763,22.376248612652613,6.522977012572876,0.2814974472807985,784,21,179,6,17,253,127,212,0.066,0.807,0.127,0.9399,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,5,6,13,2,3,10,1,11,7,3,2,2,35,22,23,0,1,4,0,3,4,0,0,2,3,1,1,12,20,0,1,3,1,0,2,4,6,0,3,8,7,22,7,19,13,7,35,0,1,1,2,10,12,0,4,24,110,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997513664510003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323107977458787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209399545311333,0.0,0.0,0.14114056446065212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972441254385053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384963111636224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745486285289131,0.13627833743308002,0.16002186735143634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696041476922232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370966920321108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546084243186398,0.1772625094128146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165859975798494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050835732010298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284273824218685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732532475584113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494721940680491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217792282589846,0.14315305076682236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13994945107968396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762998156136523,0.2424453639486593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418240591384573,0.0,0.0,0.21094933424661425,0.2239449759087048,0.11739223510807685,0.08281359770795016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824024412911958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455622223441014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947849302541175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415346910910086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322355799712066,0.0,0.10372295192413986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971784058816532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242252361502943,0.0,0.0,0.09849285603284244,0.14468528252584728,0.0,0.11759804393039924,0.0,0.0,0.16846245018784695,0.13494586653363894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951655443205816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031997616549388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Endoftheroad719,2019/01/23,I’m super worried that people hate me but I’m also scared of confrontation My friend is acting super distant and I don’t know where I fucked up. I feel like if I message her it’ll just be shitty. I’m already losing sleep from worrying since she’s one of the few friends I trust at uni :(,0.5317330210772829,2.7810823606557413,2.510210772833726,92.58672131147543,86.04918032786884,4.797189695550352,20.18969555035129,6.18269132825596,0.13170070257611188,228,7,48,2,7,76,50,61,0.349,0.391,0.26,-0.7992,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,3,3,11,3,1,1,0,4,2,1,0,0,6,11,4,0,1,3,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,0,1,0,1,9,6,5,9,1,4,0,1,0,1,5,3,1,1,1,28,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27261329595831235,0.19755672109317515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249101653480166,0.17648446265442522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817229001182804,0.2283832534408459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438995247013686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357659827549185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069060717145215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27637306202565043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16739978429503533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17126549652563172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473287873206737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20435292611451655,0.0,0.2472170607872309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5017594861621145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,somnolenta,2019/01/23,Too scared to work??? Every day is battle against my poor self-esteem and anxiety (general + social). I'm already 21 & I feel like I will never get a job because I'm too scared to even try. ,2.545916666666667,3.588602425000005,4.655000000000001,85.4366666666667,74.75,7.333333333333335,25.833333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.4088333333333332,147,5,31,2,3,51,33,40,0.318,0.624,0.058,-0.8818,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,6,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,3,1,3,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,14,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28592513027510946,0.0,0.0,0.2807365457529508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982120645163052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15794597007634278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16709913896536302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17113420607246774,0.0,0.21830432770778027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100958694721404,0.1851022812317845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13536992592455124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571184224486438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658398577799562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998351771425937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5188119345892983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702995445462749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26412151800376965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759130226406017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886290979904712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tigerkingdom24,2019/01/23,"Panic Attack I’m having a huge panic attack rn because I somehow got invited to go to this concert today with a lot of popular kids from my school and I only know like 1 of them. This is one of my favorite artists but going with a big group of “cool kids” might ruin the experience for me because I’ll be too busy trying to fit in I guess. I have social anxiety and I am extremely quiet around people I don’t know so I’m really worried they will like outcast me from the group or exclude me and I will have to be alone for the concert standing awkwardly by myself. I have currently dry heaving and feeling like I’m about to throw up but just writing this out and posting my deep fears to the internet makes me feel better. It’s just stupid how instead of being super excited for this amazing chance to see my favorite artist up close, I automatically worry about stupid things like fitting in with the people from my school. Anyway that was my vent lol.",4.220503759398498,5.569431215789473,5.477593984962407,79.96315789473684,71.05263157894737,7.744360902255639,28.83458646616541,8.192908349453996,2.067353383458648,761,29,141,11,14,254,116,190,0.18600000000000005,0.594,0.22,0.7824,1,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,2,11,19,4,4,8,2,14,0,0,2,0,27,27,10,0,0,5,0,2,4,0,3,0,3,0,2,7,11,0,0,4,4,0,3,1,9,0,1,2,7,22,10,30,19,1,19,0,1,1,0,8,12,0,5,6,99,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533578987059275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132746472946093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181544118531158,0.0,0.3369064711985211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805265900000843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095761936245207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448427937345912,0.0,0.16662212614088276,0.1497392682919899,0.10578264078488096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683054191082165,0.0,0.11842667637323845,0.0,0.1631179623074052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16275295817617152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893619291467249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258854888286164,0.0,0.0,0.09883918587706103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15708095435945235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033739505002404,0.11261540112490995,0.0,0.3474610921188258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20530891190449974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418120107976312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948586918427435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997134658375362,0.11799418449681635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15094072032296846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837243348335138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035490842706952,0.0,0.0,0.10053114396830068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007485343852876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HashBrown831696,2019/01/23,"Sometimes I feel like I’m nothing more than a pretty face, and I barely even do that right... I’m 15 and trans, and through my history of being on reddit I’ve been victim of a lot of... pedophilia... it’s scary and creepy and degrading, I mean flirting is okay as long as there’s nothing sexual behind it but... full-on asking for nudes, then using my body as an excuse for making me uncomfortable... that’s just weird and wrong on so many levels!

Not to mention I constantly call myself stupid and every other word I say is ‘sorry.’ There are times when I hate every single thing I do, and it feels like I hate myself more for getting help... in fact I think the only time I don’t hate myself is when I’m the complete opposite of who I usually am... but when I am well, me, I think of awful things to do to myself... mutilation and humiliation is usually involved, I’ll save the details...

I wanna see myself suffer for almost no reason, yet... I just wanna be happy",3.6293303571428592,4.764964343750004,5.491904761904763,80.11500000000002,72.22916666666666,7.777380952380952,24.130952380952376,8.192908349453996,1.4421952380952376,742,20,143,11,14,256,115,192,0.18600000000000005,0.7170000000000001,0.098,-0.9483,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,0,0,11,16,5,0,6,2,14,3,3,3,1,29,30,19,0,2,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,9,9,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,9,1,0,1,4,24,7,23,27,4,16,0,1,1,1,8,5,0,2,13,105,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14132114147685798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13193734262477774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567634288970166,0.0,0.0,0.1441093386415959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14797194467736008,0.15251121206204016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321492359645783,0.0,0.2378159421786179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271896797203473,0.201646361630876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373451276579872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502353314096086,0.0,0.4180094753369306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945963520967306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13789781521333494,0.0,0.0,0.12489546101049308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199835370721944,0.0,0.0,0.09420525934495202,0.14308349934692854,0.0,0.15373176164505914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27083576190051634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733559746641046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14357977713955125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145104973351033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052410616745275,0.0,0.11223210765056467,0.0,0.0,0.112462204671988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139581013408344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18752077987003987,0.18086059668559454,0.0,0.0,0.16458788098801072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189086264066568,0.31086914451067793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689266877935396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15430331733249888,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dunninca,2019/01/23,Stress Leave- Ontario Stress Leave- Can only my family doctor do this? I cannot get into my doctor until Tuesday. I need to go on leave from work due to extreme anxiety right now and other  family issues. I do not want to wait until Tuesday to get the form unless necessary. What are my other options? ,2.811781609195404,5.367484086206896,4.659310344827587,78.87505747126437,78.82758620689657,6.625287356321839,21.735632183908052,7.793537801064563,1.4423011494252869,239,7,39,4,6,81,40,58,0.21,0.79,0.0,-0.8167,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,1,0,5,2,0,0,0,8,11,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,10,11,1,10,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,6,30,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227862272440128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807286804444241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506617070145439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19433980132188167,0.0,0.1057000123138312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19412084746368935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5907963022770877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379061090325236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414505765613688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15883085117465226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4260921954361487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969923954886034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539987252200106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,targaryen1996,2019/01/23,"Any tips on how to keep calm when renovating my visa? Hey guys. 

I’m living in Germany and we can get our visas here instead of our home country. First time I got a 3 month visa. At first I couldnt get it, and it took a while and most people passed in front of me and I noticed something was wrong. Second time, I had a number when I was waiting for it to be called, which wasnt because of a system failure. This time I ended up getting my visa.

Point is, as a person with anxiety these 2 waitings were HELL. I dont know how I didnt throw up. My stomach was just horrible, my hands were shaking, I felt very hot the entire time and the only thing that I could do is stop myself from crying. I was therw for hours and I couldnt even touch the food and water I brought with me.  

Now I have to go to that hell place again to ask for more 4 months of visa and I dont wanna go through that again. I thought about all worse case scenarios, coming back to my country, being deported, not being able to come back to europe when the fact is, it’s 90% chance everything is gonna be fine, but my anxiety kicks in and wont let be rational. 

Any tips? When I get my visa I can bring anything, computer, food, cellphone.. anything that might help me stay calm before and during the process? ",2.135255574614064,3.6425649698113216,3.312255574614067,92.7696183533448,76.66037735849056,6.176672384219554,22.98885077186964,6.7829847944221076,0.4884716981132074,987,29,221,9,22,319,152,265,0.095,0.856,0.049,-0.8484,0,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,3,0,0,2,16,7,2,1,10,0,30,5,2,2,2,35,51,19,0,4,3,0,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,12,15,3,4,3,0,6,11,8,4,0,3,14,4,32,3,29,25,3,43,2,0,0,0,10,9,2,2,21,147,44,1,0.11972488218195015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16283405084974648,0.0,0.18317841433555732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19704675362932067,0.0,0.11192660316903026,0.0,0.0,0.1841220884439669,0.0,0.07298317693193658,0.0,0.10187705658259738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225249075207735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20626476966838075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559057631995826,0.0,0.13151216122951073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806333405057013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604070938547977,0.0,0.0,0.07907715552892194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076010042001686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495466226339432,0.0,0.0,0.2036758472449648,0.2895436055380584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502052379111498,0.0,0.13608481920998972,0.0,0.09575492535703707,0.0,0.0,0.11854645647929325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024906483435751,0.0,0.12009381859870795,0.0,0.117904892208246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641697630936442,0.0,0.0,0.06579766417103461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224268036399857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571926442818552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700918002880365,0.0,0.0,0.19112651743125905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13630757189532638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105616790918697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300215853643769,0.10453914911729564,0.12508701973792538,0.0,0.11317871216378185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217006353218822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761079450349838,0.0,0.10009536242945913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953989180360903,0.0,0.0,0.09504818305335422,0.27925016640917344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13301874935386446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878556640410438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200988332624466,0.0,0.13090036393908794,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ihavediedandwilldie,2019/01/23,"Does anyone have experience with lyrica or mirtazapine? I’ve been suffering from anxiety and depression for most of my life and have been to numerous therapies and changed medication a dozen times. My psychiatrist changed my meds again on Monday to lyrica three times a day and mirtazapine at night time. Just wondering if anyone has experience with these meds, did they help or did they give any undesirable side effects?",10.269583333333333,10.893073458333335,9.62166666666667,58.14000000000002,57.47222222222222,14.422222222222226,40.22222222222222,13.427899808715575,6.103488888888887,347,16,53,13,4,111,52,72,0.15,0.816,0.034,-0.8426,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,7,2,0,1,0,13,9,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,5,0,9,5,1,10,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,5,7,36,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297392089968172,0.0,0.14594872790529398,0.0,0.0,0.2668002853871323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4036469396816277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303946697481925,0.0,0.1643214055575546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16695578078315249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732454171643843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18301675782723972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12787804688284646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13475591056120542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4238345489159999,0.19219413704332755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17903723444131608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21817736875187466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33374188795057064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20689638687280398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,superpowersoup,2019/01/23,"Does anxiety meds really help? My anxiety is worsening, I just can feel it. If it were up to me, I wouldn't want to go out of my house at all. This past year, I have spent more than half of the months holed up in my room to the point that my brother even called me a 'shut in'. I just can't help it. It is if my anxiety is clenching its fists around my heart. I do fine if I don't interact with people, but when it comes to social situation, I would rack up my brain trying to find viable excuses just to get myself out of them. 

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Hence, I'm asking whether meds would help to elevate this anxiety of mine or not. I'm tired of letting people down, to be honest.",3.639929078014184,3.8283988085106415,5.081702127659575,86.53333333333335,71.55319148936171,9.10354609929078,25.59574468085107,9.150863307647796,1.6448212765957444,516,14,119,10,9,174,86,141,0.065,0.816,0.119,0.8941,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,0,3,0,14,3,2,0,1,22,23,7,0,7,10,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,9,5,0,0,2,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,2,1,19,2,25,16,2,19,0,0,0,0,10,13,0,4,4,85,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16066838973689096,0.18018436072188693,0.0,0.0,0.4537551482204881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320064473412766,0.13862788526420985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16553680510721666,0.15141712319857306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773571257431335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976653880924086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794185236845196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497812341620594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355311989760539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747358990531875,0.0,0.0842746503936748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757202481232075,0.2981799993237614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17110274249322585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15163302028059691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294258047407197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836089088398152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155626871498844,0.20560641321159706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401786981822127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499614610398804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16668026898402208,0.0,0.15115943981825847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17043354862391288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067681785287354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746323542502055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21067698805305396,0.0,0.18018436072188693,0.09549166143652538
anxiety,kophiphi,2019/01/23,"I can’t start conversations I think I have this problem with what to say and how to say things when I want to start a conversation. When I do, it’s always so awkward or I say something that’s so specific, or it’s worded in such a way, to where it’s like the other person doesn’t know what to say back. 

I really like to listen to people talk. I could listen to someone talk to me all day. I can comment on what they say and make sound arguments or statements back. I have gotten so much better at being an active listener and I’m really proud of myself for that. I had a problem where it seemed like I would always inadvertently direct the conversation back to something I’m comfortable talking about, but it came off really rude and disinterested to the other person. 

What can I do to fix this? What are some ways to be more fluid and comfortable in conversations with day to day people? ",4.164471968709254,5.479083943502825,5.720000000000002,78.30352020860495,71.14689265536722,8.609995654063452,24.914819643633198,9.057496981413335,1.8849951325510643,706,20,136,14,13,240,92,177,0.07,0.815,0.114,0.6729,0,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,2,13,11,1,1,7,0,14,0,0,2,1,26,28,15,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,9,0,2,17,8,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,3,9,16,7,24,21,4,20,0,0,0,0,19,7,0,5,13,103,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21118420283056216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927379492578773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223394468372602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514135448414514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132041377823474,0.0,0.0,0.2455226461294125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974167136660138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18599279049704515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847076464455888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328710462619827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17595485603621427,0.22161075395415303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24285493552405296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24388879146274994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5045852939004049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552623648154177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752311463067617,0.19538974100939016,0.0,0.0,0.17964287840343154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30599553039520905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430762800762667,0.08131327054619751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748497128921413,0.20145679329826024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014708861456727,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HedgehogOnACracker,2019/01/23,"How are you dealing with self-manipulation? Hi everybody, FTP here!

I have anxiety and possibly a social phobia (thank god the latter is slowly getting better), which occasionally make me shut out the world, not leave the house or talk to anybody. Consequentially, I tend to spiral into depression from there on. Having been actively trying to deal with this for over two decades, I recognize my own avoidant behavior (trying to not run into triggers for anxiety) and am prone to exercise self-manipulation in my social and work life. (I'm ""protecting"" myself from possibly ""failing at something I love"" by simply not doing it at all. Likewise, I will not make friends in order to avoid the risk of losing them.)

I've been pretty busy wrapping my head around my more dysfunctional interactions (or lack thereof) with the world - in the meantime, I dropped out of college friggin' three times. I finally managed to finish vocational school with great difficulty and aided by weekly therapist visits. I scored a boring, stable, underpaid job and went straight back to taking online classes at night (I really, really want that B.Sc.). In combination with the job I had no passion for and no real perspective to ever work somewhere else, I honestly did pretty well. I got more confident, made good progress concerning my mental stability (four years since the last depressive episode!) and even started a meaningful relation with my now long-term girlfriend. Finally, I felt adventurous enough to switch to a part-time job that matched my field of study better. And I love my new job, love my supportive employer, love my coworkers. My family and my girlfriend are supportive and patient and I'm working hard on making some friends despite the present hurdles. 

Honestly, everything is great - if only I wasn't trying to manipulate my own happiness. Since I started my new job, I regularly want to quit it and drop out of uni to just hide from the world. My school work is suffering and I already had to drop two classes because I ignored the homework. I'm also running a high risk of not advancing to the position I ultimately want, because I am constantly fighting my anxiety to do even simple tasks that could actively further my career.

I do what I can in staying motivated (making colorful checklists for quick accomplishments, drawing up motivational posters, getting out of the house regularly), but depression still hit me for the last three months of 2018. After having some time to reflect on my life goals and engaging in self care during the holidays, I'm mostly better right now. (A therapist shall be found asap.) However, I'm barely have time to catch up on my remaining classes before exams. And everything work-related is on thin ice after neglecting it during the depressive phase.

I'm glad I'm holding together at this moment, but anxiety still gets to me most days in some form (hyperventilation, profuse sweating, chattering teeth and shaking hands, attention span of a goldfish etc.). And honestly, this is *exhausting.* How can living your life in a way that has meaning to you feel like such a huge risk?

**TL;DR: My anxiety is a bitch and leads to avoidance/self-manipulation that threatens to keep me from getting an education and a meaningful job.**

**Are you guys facing similar issues when working towards your life goals? How are you dealing with phases like these?**",6.724669669669673,8.886237067567567,7.180869369369368,67.01082732732733,65.99324324324324,10.60006006006006,36.466366366366366,10.698339107510519,4.682075105105105,2712,138,407,79,45,885,311,592,0.109,0.7440000000000001,0.14800000000000002,0.9732,8,3,1,0,3,0,105.0,0,6,1,19,20,46,2,6,28,0,32,16,5,13,2,84,71,29,0,6,11,0,5,2,4,2,6,0,1,2,14,33,0,7,10,2,1,8,8,19,1,5,11,6,55,27,79,55,14,83,0,8,1,5,27,39,1,8,32,277,69,30,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667155635138984,0.04834726760981138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23124636800435966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053819354549332066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046487534436288606,0.0,0.07370778768731302,0.0,0.05144426957325665,0.0,0.0,0.1604073350745571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061639719612976276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533230487512097,0.0,0.048269821899300125,0.0,0.0,0.038989623640408935,0.1869848662107388,0.20828535481426455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05050388464257803,0.0,0.0,0.062468018068378685,0.06742529419538552,0.07986227012395074,0.05468662153821943,0.0,0.0,0.10866931676493212,0.0,0.056993274599231175,0.0,0.030568766062978432,0.04319033793288658,0.05804799267424968,0.13245490158333473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628774218439995,0.09341752132091527,0.0,0.12634469565094142,0.0,0.0,0.05070828131915976,0.04835281228448792,0.13330763361767192,0.0,0.0598617202797833,0.0,0.06435736980881543,0.0541574027432449,0.0,0.06204610125215525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06387591066235249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951802124935414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06310117440040093,0.3599641716059221,0.05373676664864472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856069458633147,0.0,0.06401500404204273,0.0,0.0,0.17080965531742054,0.059072260873947034,0.0,0.05338444710483526,0.053502350587424516,0.0,0.06763567605272794,0.0,0.0,0.2182584285850098,0.05720566996157145,0.1614214887194154,0.0,0.0,0.06585516031895919,0.0,0.0,0.06092621778670241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0482560274862269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167790757134132,0.0,0.05673459549296645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045980107841357774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546880463651193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13631187831356864,0.0,0.12301256605536948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06430323060892029,0.0,0.0688130548522475,0.07746032668802888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05162976244481195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223709842797759,0.0,0.0,0.2522784396685071,0.0,0.0,0.10002095146180133,0.0,0.0,0.12325615375474892,0.0,0.04654258528847256,0.0,0.0,0.08558324450777176,0.06443888676321292,0.09656173017207212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13721128205353805,0.0,0.0,0.04545597695845604,0.048592872200750016,0.0,0.055660483261766466,0.0,0.1403899697913368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575850923423907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313856173056965,0.0,0.11811498476659918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697693117673203,0.047987780400281364,0.04849478471307677,0.0,0.05435790858273505,0.0560440436326092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264079548840863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03893218616868384
anxiety,RobMarenghi,2019/01/23,"DP/DR anxiety - YOU'LL BE OK MAN!   

Hi guys, I'm Rob. It's great to see you all. I've had the DP/DR symptoms pretty intensely for almost 3 years now. I recently made a youtube video about my story and people have told me they've found it very helpful. I hope you do too :)

[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KjF4hg8M8\_o](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KjF4hg8M8_o)

Best regards

Rob",5.14403225806452,8.73147275806452,2.2441290322580656,90.01619354838711,87.54838709677419,5.060645161290323,19.103225806451608,6.742157984588678,0.3937367741935485,309,8,51,4,10,81,53,62,0.117,0.564,0.319,0.9473,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,3,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,1,5,1,0,1,1,6,11,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,7,4,3,5,2,3,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,2,3,23,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617716755103942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19998352753426774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743413399337426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866305885952005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882135084777328,0.0,0.2588442380551245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17522251325423496,0.0,0.0,0.25964637527623874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473593806597749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18123384807413132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265955386706129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581180571866053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20831575120980766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717126812333451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24979544364050185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21569665957228065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16834417750698333
anxiety,orangila78,2019/01/23,"What do you do when you 'hit the wall'? Today, I'm not my biggest fan. I'm tired of feeling this way, and tired of feeling like each day is a struggle before I've even started. I have no faith in myself, I never feel good enough. I never feel worthy enough to take up anyone's time. There is a knot in my stomach, all the time. 

I'm in a job that I should love, but it wears me down so completely because I am constantly anxious. Anxious to talk to anyone, anxious to make a call, anxious to share my work... Of course I do all these things, and most days pull it off but it is exhausting. I keep thinking of quitting, but I can't - and I want to set an example for my daughter. I don't want her to feel like me, I want her to know me as confident and career driven. 

I'm trying to be sociable for her, so she learns and is happy. I want her to feel loved and special, because I never did and now I struggle. But it's killing me, trying to fit in is painful and exhausting. I guess I'm just tired today... And struggling. I'd like to go out without thinking twice, go for drinks with colleagues, see friends more often... Not plan my life around avoiding tiredness so I can get through the day. 

Would love some positivity right now. It's my day off and my daughter is in nursery, I've been sitting in the same chair for hours - I feel paralysed, I don't even know where to start. ",1.594531419284941,3.4157203978873265,3.004507042253522,92.97695016251356,79.17605633802816,5.495991332611052,24.65547128927411,6.297961479604792,0.5947187432286025,1059,39,233,8,26,345,144,284,0.17800000000000002,0.644,0.179,0.8549,1,1,1,0,0,0,45.0,0,2,0,4,13,20,1,4,9,0,20,13,2,1,5,53,55,19,1,6,8,2,7,3,1,2,7,0,0,0,10,14,1,2,12,1,0,4,10,8,0,1,3,8,37,12,37,48,9,42,1,0,1,3,16,17,0,4,21,155,47,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39838344469024095,0.0,0.12328723541443252,0.0,0.0,0.07848121308097987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074832026443808,0.0,0.0750177833974828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002135690489428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924342264649532,0.0952697887760072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274239805730349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636337147354703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18218597669272016,0.0,0.11645787823381347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120348997438333,0.12596323916309274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06811230325666104,0.0,0.046060032975424006,0.0,0.10020687516530076,0.07394454029602697,0.0,0.0,0.09711833031143564,0.0,0.0,0.0938481053069364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681997656666351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874853327701028,0.07836078059556584,0.09753612972434482,0.0,0.09690101156075516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06227011206055785,0.12921176958487893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387038972866021,0.0,0.05884757610956266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20398359796623505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380860165911233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376915768449497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752882754109868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025221516189857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480039763797933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764923508415196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628545145800106,0.07085977877917926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05856967775609673,0.11297891224633368,0.0,0.0,0.10281376985214577,0.30398132625568536,0.16713100341166562,0.0,0.0,0.11970989225699367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20799653212079428,0.06997741333790282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498322619236179,0.0,0.06418162981346398,0.0,0.0,0.06262643197988997,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,69angelonline,2019/01/23,"Feeling rly jealous of my boyfriends past I’ve been seeing this guy for a while now and we are basically dating but it’s not official yet and I didn’t know much about his past until I finally asked him the other night. He told me he’s hooked up with a few girls and had sex with 3, (2 were his ex’s and one was a girl in Europe). It’s been driving me insane lately I can’t stop being jealous and insecure. Btw I’m 20 and he is 19 and I have only ever had sex with 1 person other than him and only hooked up with 2 guys so it feels intimidating that he’s been with more people than me. Also when we first started talking he was so shy to kiss me etc so I never knew that he had even had sex before lol. It just came as such a surprise and I know it’s silly but I just keep overthinking, what if he’s comparing me to them? What if they were better at sex? Etc.... I think the girl he had sex with in Europe makes me the most jealous bc they weren’t even dating and I keep thinking about it. Ahhhhhh can someone give me advice on how to not care? I really really like him and don’t like feeling jealous ",-0.20025210084033773,1.9154494369747888,2.4502100840336145,92.635231092437,88.24369747899158,5.080672268907564,17.323529411764707,6.5431188927421005,-0.16182521008403314,858,21,194,10,28,297,130,238,0.141,0.753,0.106,-0.901,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,2,0,3,2,16,12,4,1,7,1,21,6,0,2,2,44,40,24,0,2,8,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,13,20,0,3,8,0,0,2,7,5,0,2,17,4,28,7,23,22,6,25,0,0,1,6,29,6,0,3,19,133,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424753426529989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659724671561783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13630453351661162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406616729505715,0.0,0.0,0.12894940119213266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16675784497895665,0.14865414221955325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32521398005859925,0.19260076677056964,0.1318856228855715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211645539435071,0.0,0.0,0.15971819714037824,0.0,0.12401851106568385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986589225711607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887324191560626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591897887259344,0.0,0.0,0.16025716259380066,0.0,0.16447021675035906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246230067759172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09732349973383232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718073141235993,0.0,0.11245095071495533,0.0,0.0,0.1368246429434566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879873406272953,0.2217769170020908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783676767019114,0.1010802631354349,0.1273080711038605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18680809212232735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161847589250007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12353696811611012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319891038237967,0.0,0.0,0.12189641512232274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718956186598528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18684717133401127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393193900671727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,calby5,2019/01/23,"How did antidepressants make you feel? I'm thinking I have anxiety but I'm not entirely sure. I think I've had it for a really long time but never known how to speak about it. Sometimes I feel really great and other times I get hit with what I assume is anxiety. 

I'm an over thinker, can't make decisions, very self conscious, always worried what people think of me, always comparing myself to others and think I'm not good enough a lot of the time. Usually these thoughts put me into a bit of a panic, heart races, I feel sick in my stomach, sometimes I freeze up a bit, sometimes I burst out in tears, this usually happens only when I'm alone. 

Now I'm noticing I'm getting easily frustrated and irritated with the people I love in my life, and also have difficulty relaxing, always feeling like I need to do something or have forgotten something. 

I spoke to a doctor yesterday for the first time, she spoke about antidepressants and seeing a psychologist. I chose to speak to a psychologist first and got a referral but when I made a booking the first available appointment isnt for more than a month away. Im wondering if I should try the antidepressants, and whether anyone can share their experiences before and after taking them. 

TL;DR: spoke to dr. about anxiety, she mentioned antidepressants, wanting to know how others were before and after taking them. ",7.304501312335957,7.753794200787404,7.691952755905511,70.0752257217848,63.685039370078755,11.025301837270343,34.256167979002626,10.793553405168565,3.878221837270341,1093,44,185,27,15,359,142,254,0.157,0.736,0.107,-0.8895,0,1,2,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,3,3,10,9,1,1,17,0,12,7,2,6,2,49,47,21,0,4,8,0,5,1,0,1,4,5,0,1,9,13,0,0,16,2,0,1,5,2,0,3,9,11,25,7,30,36,5,27,0,0,1,1,15,8,0,5,19,124,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553232227770168,0.0,0.08148526512342254,0.2543540034876856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338478164814405,0.0,0.0,0.07124723989245882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957335544603444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17341000443247145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224855450970303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429368433214777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052846058461347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967270363629946,0.0,0.0,0.2060843667311768,0.07279369261640073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600150914124219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064716945861675,0.0,0.0,0.0854645557344031,0.08149461020760984,0.11233941859940458,0.0,0.0,0.09010526871771764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074587361734795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006391026633873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05599873817661133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197133745752718,0.04978067093264976,0.0,0.0,0.09017372517361992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866273474613934,0.09196406952200713,0.09641535941600328,0.13603119116342588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133148754657625,0.0,0.0,0.07555373126145272,0.07858758067193441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600794840094375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749561584523255,0.0,0.1195516379066976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14128210180511866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243245571853524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305528847599249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119699350530628,0.0,0.10629853845732078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15688724882524907,0.3023298006357952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960346789254696,0.0,0.15322447439210832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611603913915419,0.0,0.08089311959664536,0.2376627977837311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917990643933272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244455368935232,0.08407391262875451,0.0601002154480745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050060525250532,0.0,0.10347915406742547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,depmob123,2019/01/23,"Anxiety and decision making? I recently watched  ""The Good Place"", which is a great show, but sadly the character I could relate to the most was Chidi who's an anxious wreck who struggles at making decisions, which ultimately also affects the people around him.

Obviously I'm not as bad as Chidi, but I always struggle to make up my mind, and even while growing up my parents would joke about how fickle I am. This also affects me while playing sports, or even video games where you need quick decision making skills. My question is if this is common among people with anxiety and if there are ways to improve because it may adversely affect my professor career as well.

Apologies for the long post",8.409932508436448,8.495303086614179,8.117210348706411,69.18062992125986,61.440944881889756,10.721709786276717,37.04049493813272,10.290406445055957,4.019666816647919,560,24,88,11,7,179,92,127,0.14800000000000002,0.7040000000000001,0.14800000000000002,-0.0065,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,11,10,0,2,7,0,9,0,0,8,1,30,15,16,0,5,6,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,4,6,0,1,1,5,1,0,1,1,11,5,14,11,1,16,0,1,1,0,8,7,0,6,6,69,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26575340184995216,0.13825698343257292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542212290405971,0.1877115393451643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14791607948027216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873520711829346,0.10128853340184593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326638506229367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21949192802565606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936566561826078,0.0,0.18319006883893665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14704483188509526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4436477166101805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16777247675285153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320424480902027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844990848286829,0.0,0.0,0.2303864331689404,0.0,0.17360001728450414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15913368321477844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861352789125865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640612368043811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474093814916084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188869318868404,0.0,0.0,0.1493962310331162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803406097641335,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cat-pants,2019/01/23,Guanfacine? Anyone try this for anxiety/racing thoughts? ,8.24125,11.346500625000004,5.145,65.30000000000001,105.25,6.6000000000000005,41.5,7.1686216300943375,5.441300000000001,47,3,4,1,2,13,8,8,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5562503853953704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.631558906975012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5401100404251248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Swim4alife,2019/01/23,"First day if class in 4 hours, and I can’t put my phone down I’m a first year grad student, I love my program. Tomorrow is my first day of the new semester for me. I have to get up in less that 4 hours, and I can’t take those first steps to falling asleep.  I know I need to sleep, and the longer it gets, the worse it gets. Why is just turning off the light and putting my phone down so hard? ",0.1947413793103437,1.686290356321841,1.5363074712643687,103.41756465517244,82.2183908045977,5.269540229885059,18.92097701149425,5.985473137389443,-0.6127919540229883,299,7,81,2,8,95,56,87,0.08,0.868,0.051,-0.0941,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,5,0,5,3,2,0,0,8,14,6,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,2,11,1,11,14,1,21,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,1,11,48,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278799880571213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6011146229917671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27691432727287524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15826503487385185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479762366885005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970953076344406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594550147432394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100139429256913,0.0,0.17063267027354634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552119609686619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768014054960228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13283672063561755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19217037623056774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15942063708317147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18004570990863564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377214359620635
anxiety,saguaroblossom,2019/01/23,"scared of being cringey I shared a picture that was something like “I’m okay I just need to cry it out”. I thought it was funny, not being serious at all. My coworker messages me and asks what’s wrong and I say I’m fine thank you for checking in on me, I appreciate you. She says she considers me a friend and that she’s glad I’m okay. I respond with “yes you’re my friend too! My first friend at my job thats why I enjoy my job because you and other coworker make it worth going” 

I’m cringing like hell now cause maybe it was too much??? Too cheesy?!? Am I overthinking this? 

I don’t want to make it seem like I go to work for them, I love my job and would love it even if they weren’t there. I feel like it seems clingy?? 

I feel like I  constantly replay conversations in my head and cringe at myself. I hate it. ",-1.0327301022676745,1.062764190751448,1.055867052023121,99.34377389951092,97.84393063583816,4.511249444197421,16.480435749221876,6.297961479604792,-0.4284306803023563,627,17,150,8,26,206,98,173,0.08800000000000001,0.599,0.312,0.9891,4,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,2,2,7,22,2,1,2,3,9,3,1,3,1,23,29,7,0,4,3,0,2,5,3,1,0,2,0,0,14,8,0,0,5,0,2,2,3,5,0,1,5,4,34,17,14,21,2,12,1,0,0,2,20,7,1,3,8,91,48,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298037707897812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464021333405773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263474114449173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004493814668507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251757802855925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917075358347355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041104540570798,0.19838551834537255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810370476120717,0.0,0.0,0.3218199534335825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15782059117818364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708326757017714,0.1424977037381058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4133544803514273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391696399644209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25063077507848164,0.0,0.1853637135315108,0.0,0.13949108500886395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206896817291508,0.10295374228517463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22083438224398586,0.1390106781536385,0.0,0.0,0.2528032958428778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068916724145001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12783222303560104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102294916286402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189591684244718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528837020271466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108271257068116,0.0,0.0,0.09863335726358473,0.15180806310532052,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TJT1113,2019/01/23,"Any recommendations for books? Does anyone have recommendations for books that help with improving communication skills for those with anxiety?  I’ve taken interpersonal and business communication classes in college but daily communication skills seem to just increase my anxiety.   Any other book recommendations for anxiety? 
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anxiety,dramallamamamma,2019/01/23,"Struggling with no sex drive on Zoloft I (21F) have been on zoloft since I was 18 for anxiety and depression. I had no libido issues when I was on 50 mg doses, but after about a year and a half my dosage was increased to 100 mg.

After the dosage increase my depression more or less disappeared and my anxiety went from life-ruining to tolerable, but my sex drive completely disappeared. 

I don't get horny anymore, I struggle to get wet, and sex feels like a chore 95% of the time. Before this happened, I had a higher than average sex drive that paired really well with my partner's (21M) high sex drive. Now, he's still horny all the time and I feel nauseated by the idea of sex most of the time.

Its causing some issues in our relationship. He tries to be understanding but he feels unwanted and dissatisfied. I feel guilty because my brain wants to have sex, but my body isn't on the same page. He straight up told me that if my libido was this low when we met (aka if he hadn't had time to fall in love with me first) our relationship wouldn't have lasted.

Does anybody have any tips/tricks for bringing back their libido on SSRIs? I'm trying to get into my doctor to see about changing medications/dosages, but the next available appointment isn't until June.

Thanks for reading.",5.5239400000000005,6.201324544000004,5.8437500000000036,80.99562500000002,67.56,9.29,29.225,9.354420925462401,2.3429400000000005,1016,34,201,19,16,325,142,250,0.146,0.778,0.077,-0.92,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,3,0,1,1,8,9,0,2,11,0,18,14,2,1,1,33,36,17,0,5,8,0,5,1,1,1,4,0,1,1,5,11,0,0,6,1,0,11,7,5,1,2,12,6,24,4,34,22,9,40,0,3,1,8,15,12,0,5,18,122,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810358007138057,0.0,0.19822234981617093,0.0,0.1284862813386787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962176263183044,0.0,0.0789770829765809,0.0,0.11024393688201872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439092368689959,0.0,0.14462907855965312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13309129718578905,0.13705471439894645,0.0,0.13583863141019514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22317546444015968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260764729619606,0.11337668939363728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620327701696127,0.0925559431299898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020159004034856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030654254827021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456731795565675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688466998863966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462547097180397,0.0,0.2704488544782609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560669908580066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151033252031172,0.06329527713472499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693075159046913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13778592946821816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295926150459747,0.0,0.08299788720000496,0.0,0.0,0.2781926568703407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324059740733717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717134825028717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346483072472694,0.0,0.0,0.2708833727511092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927918997459665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021842086195974,0.0,0.0,0.12379779580422845,0.0,0.17592215083465268,0.0,0.0,0.13487398377641796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641640261918563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648780112039653,0.1201011514032338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343081766468702
anxiety,hua3000,2019/01/23,":( long story short, things got a lot better, i found a job, go to university and now in an hour I have my first exam and i‘m so afraid i cant breath, my stomach is crazy and ahhh dont know what to do",1.8746666666666696,1.9568773555555552,4.157777777777781,91.97000000000004,75.44444444444444,6.8888888888888875,19.444444444444443,6.42735559955562,-0.19455555555555515,151,2,39,1,3,53,36,45,0.12,0.8140000000000001,0.066,-0.34,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,3,0,5,2,2,0,0,6,10,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,2,0,5,1,3,8,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,25,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29082550392179024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3853890819135708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797046410674465,0.0,0.3605477146476256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18688301056177156,0.0,0.2629972811181451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238336405743731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32631538187584697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18071766769577627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29100629463152355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795615169492018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184616113143184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ScandalousCorgi,2019/01/23,"Anxiety making things into something its not Since I got pregnant with my daughter I have noticed my anxiety is a lot worse. I wash my hands often because I'm scared of germs. I can imagine them crawling on my hands and I don't want them to crawl on my daughter and get her sick. I constantly worry something bad is going to happen to her. That she will fall and die, get sick and die, that the cat will jump on her and hurt her, that the cat will smother her and she will die, etc. 

I recently moved in with my in laws. They have been really amazing and welcoming. However today my anxiety got the best of me and I thought my mil was mad at me so I left the house. She was cooking dinner (she cooks for all of us usually) and asking the kids if they wants cheese or not. She didn't ask us (my son and me) so I assumed she didn't make us anything because she was upset. She went into her room and there was some patties left but I figured they were for her and her husband. I was too scared to ask if they were for us. So I went out to get some food for my son and me. When I came back I noticed she was cooking some patties for fil. She shrugged and chuckled when she saw we had fast food cups. Now I feel bad that she may think I don't like her food. The patties she made us are in the fridge. I feel horrible. J want to talk to her about it but I'm nervous. 

I want to try medication again but it's never worked for me in the past so I'm reluctant to try again. I just want to feel normal. Being anxious makes me irritable and I just want to be the best mom I can. ",0.7440131040131064,2.6500047717717763,2.51962871962872,94.97110565110563,82.36336336336336,5.597925197925199,21.8026208026208,6.714681859716394,0.32724504504504504,1211,39,281,13,33,400,152,333,0.188,0.767,0.045,-0.9888,1,0,2,0,0,0,30.0,6,0,6,3,16,15,2,4,10,0,28,13,2,4,2,60,60,27,3,9,10,6,5,1,0,5,4,0,1,1,8,22,7,0,8,3,0,7,7,9,0,0,20,6,73,6,34,33,8,34,0,1,1,0,47,14,0,10,14,200,81,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18562817796587527,0.09137592787015217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06656066251579322,0.0,0.22684694031815966,0.0,0.0,0.062194824146538576,0.13506956815671528,0.09861230433129473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16976559253158566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925097792214815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740689868947578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518345504841008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020707091398557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269218314444595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934158597925301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677569734249375,0.0,0.045968256559041534,0.0,0.12938069069444105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715254780175507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09332930754554103,0.0865880238654879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757614641577919,0.0,0.0,0.03951585001812483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876470737776373,0.0,0.07653442211096345,0.1619721484391014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814821478453885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473039494097417,0.0,0.08596692028385455,0.0,0.0,0.06238274802123376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924917322706837,0.0,0.18417400183794785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772129560601488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0518163788972071,0.0,0.0798632188134111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16195804286649101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06690810302772479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453695135452005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06501151712923915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05373575354448208,0.05182721859487014,0.0,0.06421288266291199,0.0,0.0,0.07666860014469183,0.0,0.0,0.10982989003194092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.486467627909586,0.0,0.08908232861225794,0.0,0.286244968805207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14996060687916948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05888453503366735,0.08214165569731026,0.08242773370371383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CarrotOrVeganDildo,2019/01/23,"The way I deal with my depression. Some encouragement for you all. I’ve struggled with depression for years. For years I lived under a cloud of self pity, barring myself from the world and those who love me. 

One day I decided that instead of just being who I was, I was going to take my experience to help others who have it worse than me. 

I am a composer today. I write my emotion on paper so others can experience the joy, and sadness that I have had in my life. While I can’t forget what’s happened to me, maybe I can help those who listen forget. Even for just a moment. 

My point is this. Some things you can’t change. Some things will never go away and will stick there forever. But while depression and anxiety are things that can hold you back, it’s also in a nonsensical backwards way, a gift. Me being depressed my entire life has helped me really understand those who hit hard times in their lives. Because I’ve learned to live with who I am, I became more and more able to create a positive change in the world from my negative state.


My advice for you is to use your depression and anxiety. Find an outlet. Anything creative to help other people through hard times. Because while my depression will never go away, the most valuable thing I can do is use my depression for the good of other people. You can do the same. 

Because of who you are, you can understand those who are going through the same, and in your strong moments, you can help those who are weak.",4.499488844488848,5.895609045454549,5.028421578421579,83.26831002331005,70.43356643356644,8.244821844821846,26.556110556110553,8.704169506293173,1.8606362304362305,1161,37,225,20,21,371,136,286,0.163,0.7040000000000001,0.133,-0.7746,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,10,1,1,8,17,0,1,15,0,31,5,0,2,3,33,44,13,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,29,10,1,1,5,1,0,4,5,11,0,1,3,3,40,6,34,35,9,34,0,9,0,1,31,13,0,4,14,181,69,2,0.08967661013230603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763094554320669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171435272353828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13720472259107658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379620919650891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16850825438558348,0.06895577778494935,0.0,0.1639980875653541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18973192565163108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05783399477448155,0.09245264735967053,0.540668330317718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087411625710528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05923055523213507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17544186460350925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819627970321543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203861136545924,0.0752164859010285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930073017844523,0.0,0.16066525679443402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30054170734935903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668248357776513,0.0,0.0,0.23755826909545774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809366418530247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009220823354157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832826024337555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060767191874562414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434094025500987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477338261701875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0574491327515942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935522621099464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374946378982717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742565042766152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23830862013789175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458230505668613,0.0,0.08500294079462775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867130275264967,0.0,0.15490359683575142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423622380408149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138812701195816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11549759352410045
anxiety,berelyburiedbear,2019/01/23,"Anybody have my type of anxiety? My anxiety is hard to describe, it comes when I drive, and it comes at random times, especially after I drink alchohol the night before. My first ever panic attack started while I was driving one day. My mouth felt tingly, my hands next, then they got hard to move. I pulled over and my hand were cramped up, I tried waving cars down and nobody stopped, so I ran to the car to get my phone and dial 911, as soon as i got the numbers typed i felt relief, I was able to drive a little longer and my stomach was in knots. I went to the hospital and they said I was low on potassium and probably hyper ventilated. That was about 3 years ago, ever since then I will be driving or just sitting around and all of a sudden I will feel wierd, a little dizzy and scared, I usually have to lay down. It's been a real pain in the ass ever since it first happened. I'm only 24 and I have high blood pressure, which doesn't help things. But i used to be able to drive for hours without even a hint of anxiety.",5.24042857142857,4.8799273761904765,5.84452380952381,84.32964285714287,68.09523809523809,8.714285714285714,28.452380952380953,8.07648339933343,1.6380952380952378,799,23,171,9,12,260,129,210,0.162,0.807,0.03,-0.9661,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,2,10,7,1,3,10,0,16,9,6,1,4,28,31,19,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,7,13,1,1,3,1,0,13,2,6,0,3,14,8,26,1,27,13,1,49,0,1,0,1,5,13,1,2,22,113,33,2,0.2469015044761603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10943164326689606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28331846268769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989734257125737,0.0,0.14044305260005874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504749757706752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126837839529305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07961552236764224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093473900108904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153805756147843,0.33500481926487485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062420409611647035,0.0,0.2370641636234571,0.0,0.0,0.21001429357772994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449792280249987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974696880112628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916709250176407,0.0,0.2211752516128161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274643699501139,0.13043249765615594,0.0,0.0,0.12157412369416493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474601708376795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312086126347387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129127552344724,0.11585016819213464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365342464710282,0.09388985998100872,0.13136030430651666,0.1448428588009037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13310079067863956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051398285611771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742993531622195,0.0,0.12359573914817115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042394759124272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737907783164782,0.0,0.0,0.10321035662980113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201519431164163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198512639467605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381495724945344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662181323281726,0.1359635625993391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444008412486223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900211980714237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949823694942315
anxiety,kittygurrrr,2019/01/23,"Hermit Hey everyone 

I suffer from anxiety/depression and usually I’m able to stay on top of it and manage my thoughts. Recently though it’s like my work stress has take over so much of my headspace that any semblance of me being kind to myself has disappeared.

Now I’m self reflecting a lot (I tend to overdo this) and one thing I’m worrying about are my work choices. I have a job as a freelancer in the arts that I’m really good at. 

The thing that’s bugging me is that I work from home - which suits me very well - but I can’t help feeling like a loser hermit.

When I’m feeling good I’ll get up and go the the gym, walk the dog, go out for dinner, go to the supermarket etc. Weekends I’m fine to get out of the house. But in times like now, when my workload is stressing me, I don’t want to even get dressed. I live with my partner of 9 yrs and he will walk the dog or make dinner if I’m not up for it. 

Some days I won’t ever leave the house. 

I just feel like this isn’t normal and that I’ve created this weird safe space for myself just to avoid seeing or talking to other people. I have lots of great friends and see them in the evenings or weekends. 

I’m not sure what to do - I can’t afford a studio right now, and this is the only job I know how to do well. After writing all this down I’m wondering if I’m worrying for no reason? Or is this isolation something to be concerned about.

TLDR: I work from home and I think it’s maybe a crutch I created because I don’t want to leave the house. ",1.6230425752855666,3.0685097258567033,3.3831152647975067,91.98273104880579,77.90965732087227,6.6247144340602295,22.792315680166148,7.3871296695380915,0.7011088265835932,1166,35,268,15,27,390,160,321,0.106,0.7190000000000001,0.175,0.9692,3,2,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,6,17,20,0,3,18,0,20,2,0,3,3,47,50,23,0,5,12,0,3,4,2,2,0,0,3,2,20,12,2,2,9,4,0,6,9,6,2,1,1,5,29,14,41,45,6,34,0,2,2,0,9,14,0,10,17,170,49,7,0.0997194509114417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06781264614545811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06078805171313445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06431079625353571,0.0,0.08588821694968192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121354741265367,0.131727513700934,0.09020195239570566,0.0,0.09528620872906912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512634518452292,0.14247919131204476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704300040938661,0.0,0.15629789199801794,0.0,0.1700185859658611,0.16727988853442807,0.0,0.10994104667045164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683984595012836,0.0,0.2000534797824493,0.0,0.0,0.3451885732861196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19791233613181924,0.0,0.0,0.10384246288172504,0.05480320233198945,0.0,0.0,0.21117700032633072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948715467652189,0.0,0.08805410209983515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16955582232719446,0.0,0.0,0.0665635078176139,0.0,0.10018159164573016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733052702869881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770388944904464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757248069726697,0.07584113594870663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06913291141217627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06388283371634376,0.10252820378805848,0.0984609275308528,0.0,0.0,0.08515986622054826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589269833111732,0.0,0.10402913530477398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676890516320904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628766657646507,0.0,0.0,0.2284565882044016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398440235280736,0.0,0.07497661684661544,0.08015071733695138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324983443985742,0.06389619764910172,0.0979738542171849,0.07916610525292811,0.05814721374904325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098268869210446,0.08227899046768221,0.11763423157890505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17931952438799836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814149076647643,0.29038779166583145,0.20253988579581236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mmanaolana,2019/01/23,"Worrying about a draft possibility. I'm a 15 year old transgender male with a history of self harm, who is diagnosed with PTSD, depression, ADD, and anxiety.   
And here I sit, googling all the ways to avoid a draft when I am disqualified for so many reasons. I feel so stupid but I can't stop thinking about it and worrying,",4.0658064516129,5.901546870967742,5.4234193548387095,78.26512903225809,72.2258064516129,10.766451612903225,31.754838709677426,10.793553405168565,3.8276348387096775,254,12,51,9,5,85,48,62,0.272,0.691,0.037000000000000005,-0.8909999999999999,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,1,5,0,3,1,0,1,1,13,6,7,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,4,0,7,6,1,6,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,30,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19242978833547975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166537094516313,0.2553109586432855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718775291348225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550252292253049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26395217666979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28357705807294203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29404043109111794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586282084201298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26241432009269816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21030130078951198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16117866608690565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19966320995237288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5109084706611203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16198551373001638
anxiety,leeloosmashlas,2019/01/23,"Weather anxiety. So I have weather anxiety, by that I mean when it's anything other than relaxed weather I'm terrified. Rain, scared. Windy, scared. Thunderstorms, cowering in the closet. 

A small backstory, I survived, alone, a tornado in a 5th wheel. Since then anything other than a nice day or a mild rain I have panic attacks. I've tried so hard to rewire my brain that not every storm is gonna bring a tornado but I can't make myself calm down. I have since not been in a 5th wheel and I'm currently in a house but still I'm in a inner room of the house with no windows, heart is racing even though my mind is telling me ""it's fine, everything's fine"". I can't stop the panicking

I'm not on meds, I really really don't want to get on meds but at this point I'm losing my mind. ",1.734259259259261,3.636108104938273,3.699777777777779,87.77300000000004,79.06172839506172,7.5298765432098795,23.76296296296297,8.447377352677275,1.5407600000000001,611,21,130,13,15,207,94,162,0.175,0.735,0.09,-0.8454,2,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,6,10,1,3,12,0,10,2,2,1,0,15,21,10,0,1,7,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,7,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,7,5,0,0,1,1,13,5,16,19,0,20,0,1,0,0,1,13,0,1,6,74,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393498728999264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274018037376789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446182720736849,0.0,0.0,0.169087128212771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659192990491959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095853513499454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981681595342384,0.0,0.12522647903807818,0.0,0.13357830685377986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776526025350658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331425351222125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17612627221160695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34299619448960184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662780140520705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992111195453576,0.0,0.0,0.16190072920067447,0.3301869851595598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001461677698341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17438429728892435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050259897765516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19043129367804326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976074388159557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24589515686516256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869544050928768,0.12426063433729224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990843840328212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602739671854334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009094445059102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766533040730745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,johnny_walker_lee,2019/01/23,"How do you deal with panic attacks? It’s 1 in the morning and I realized I fucked up big time. It might get me kicked out of grad school. There’s a chance I can still fix it and I’ve figured out a plan in my head, but my body is still panicking. My mind is racing, my hands and feet are going numb, sleep seems impossible. This kind of thing has happened way too often and I never know how to deal with them. How do you guys calm yourselves down during these kinds of episodes?",1.2181818181818151,3.3045674343434333,2.216454545454546,96.80468181818183,81.72727272727272,5.172121212121212,18.990909090909085,6.2581,-0.2618412121212121,372,9,85,3,10,117,73,99,0.14,0.815,0.044,-0.8645,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,1,1,8,7,2,1,3,0,8,7,5,3,1,20,14,8,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,8,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,1,12,3,12,13,0,13,0,0,0,1,6,7,1,3,4,55,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22050207418321852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21529407905127432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3996467847521028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17918659010395774,0.1012647154499003,0.0,0.11015429260713043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919156174857148,0.17139737340898695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989187042860517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4036744445203933,0.10652025985025952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056159748295792,0.19570635935135008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494885382555642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274099729744336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961596066787216,0.0,0.17644952419981053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193963355327454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095752007267454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876764016057224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130199706322859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15384797603952552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MrZubar,2019/01/23,Class mates have begun to shun me My college class mates have begun to shun me due to my awkward social  behaviour. I don't know what to do. I'm very sad. Haven't been able to  sleep in 2 days. Can't sleep right now because I'm agonizing about class  tomorrow. Any advice would be welcomed. ,0.9856416464891034,3.410976813559323,2.4971428571428578,92.1715254237288,85.94915254237291,5.405326876513318,20.292978208232448,6.868970318607317,0.3966300242130752,228,7,48,3,7,74,39,59,0.147,0.812,0.041,-0.7425,0,0,0,2,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,9,2,2,0,0,2,12,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,7,9,0,8,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,6,23,6,4,0.30909974870298346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020486970465002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21019842860005572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18842433784919616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993437667292232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16987313823037767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639694965000143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6186459536896852,0.3150882679534661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550396642244012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21957559297355772,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whiteconspiracyowl,2019/01/23,"Talking to therapist about sex? I am having trouble talking about sex with my therapist because it is an uncomfortable topic. I have trauma around the topic, so it makes bringing up the subject more complex. She wants to start talking about it and wants me to start being open to the topic with friends as practice, but I am struggling. Any suggestions? Thanks.",5.245520833333334,8.06846334375,4.979375000000001,78.36145833333336,71.8125,6.7666666666666675,34.104166666666664,7.793537801064563,2.9095604166666664,290,15,44,4,6,89,43,64,0.136,0.78,0.084,-0.4039,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,4,0,6,2,0,1,0,10,13,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,2,12,12,1,6,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,2,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15514840370407176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20310001187086016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390768495797011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762665108872036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15229050287603302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229685328080712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385097338738092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5501299487955679,0.0,0.2100479447563884,0.0,0.52979462072579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691350992449748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jaywoah,2019/01/24,"First time poster - I am lucky, today I was able to tell my boss i was on the brink of a panic attack and they told me to focus on getting well and didn't reach out about work again for 6 hours (I work fromn home and on a very flex schedule). But, explained physical symptoms later as a migraine. Unfortunately later I did lie, I mischaracterized the impacts of anxiety as a migraine - I sometimes get a visual aura migraine. I was feeling intense brain fog, body and facial numbness, muscle tension and twitching, and vision effects i.e. focus difficult, wide eyed etc.  I am so thankful to be in an environment that lets me deal with things when I need to, but to someone who hasn't experienced the physical effects of anxiety before this can be hard to grasp.",4.898111888111887,6.676190559440562,5.818461538461541,76.50153846153849,69.97902097902097,7.717482517482518,31.88111888111888,8.296473431620573,2.6099986013986007,602,27,103,9,11,198,97,143,0.119,0.8059999999999999,0.075,-0.4527,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,5,5,8,1,2,9,0,12,10,4,3,0,18,19,12,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,6,0,1,0,4,8,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,5,1,1,6,4,14,3,19,10,1,16,0,0,1,0,6,7,0,1,9,72,18,3,0.18712828177644533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28630524673269964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21288543523658834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592323851425537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078573360022349,0.0,0.20889704950095608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19292104173623575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20869749930808398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946176818419286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917122088451735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19553360758637225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16763018473131866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18770492412926665,0.0,0.18428366342792168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19135134644539792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387532498433854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21955471962398224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15855318589495535,0.0,0.18507465553467975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19449793490512915,0.0,0.0,0.1635583662855032,0.17228258038220207,0.0,0.0,0.12431971545625525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911600594962448,0.0,0.1773757307883931,0.17880909244373458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544004301246237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16825079852021813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724632356406634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,molllyyyy,2019/01/24,"finally feeling better. a lot has been going on in my life. my brother has been causing a lot of problems in my house. he constantly fights with my parents and my sister and i. i was going to move in with my aunt for a little while because i couldn’t take the fighting. november- until this week i have been nothing but a walking ball of anxiety. he recently left our house to go and get some help for his anger issues and other problems, and i feel so relieved. there is no fighting and there is no constant anger from him and my parents. i don’t know what’s going to happen when he comes back but until then i feel so happy. if he does come back then i am going to move in with my aunt and do better for ME 💜",2.4628153153153143,3.9291260472973017,3.969999999999999,88.56666666666668,75.68918918918921,6.014414414414415,25.171171171171174,6.42735559955562,0.8342954954954953,557,19,115,4,12,185,85,148,0.17800000000000002,0.693,0.129,-0.7382,2,0,0,0,5,0,11.0,1,0,0,2,7,11,5,0,5,0,13,1,0,1,0,27,27,19,0,4,3,6,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,13,0,0,4,1,0,10,4,7,0,0,4,3,20,4,20,22,3,30,0,0,0,0,17,7,0,4,13,87,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990506363446408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20083948241639815,0.0,0.07960969595766522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23100189862955026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13415736950823795,0.0,0.22499261186439454,0.0,0.28225429580853423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428484607351935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19809875578400413,0.0,0.0,0.1430607914578171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823066545766424,0.0,0.3711016544218301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548501166901225,0.13902114834459206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753529129470641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30137893432359675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13630758611012264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177177343575576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189219912829287,0.0,0.0922433378691274,0.0,0.1308908209511185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22205494472860834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776043185532829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530973333275516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900212996353101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24992417113958826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12894712502765165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819142911934657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475568966791796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spicklesandwich,2019/01/24,"The difference between fear and anxiety I feel the biggest difference between public perception/expectations of anxiety is not necessarily how hard it is to push through; it's the expectation of what happens afterward. At least, for me.

People tell me to ""face my fears"", to ""push through it"", and the issue has never been that I *can't* do it. Or even that things immediately get worse; I feel great for a while. I might even get that 'active-productive' high. Assign a little more meaning to my success than is warranted. Have a mini mania.

The trouble is, there is a difference between anxiety and fear. Fear is a symptom of anxiety; fear goes away the moment you pass it. But Anxiety is a state of being; physical, mental, and emotional. And in my experience, it's not something you 'push through' or 'get past', or 'get over', anxiety is something you get better at, or worse at. You *cope* with it, somehow, for better or worse, and that's a skill, not an achievement or experience.

Which is why anxiety, for me, can be so paralyzing. Sure, I can push through the *fear*, but eventually my lack of coping 'skills' and tolerance catches up, and I fall apart. And it feels, over time, I'm convinced that ""pushing through"" makes it *worse* in the long run. It imprints on me and reinforces in me how much of a failure I am, how incapable I am, and so on and so forth. And the next time I'm paralyzed, the fear and stress and impending life-or-death doom is even worse.

I'm convinced that if there is one thing that distinguishes the severity of a person's anxiety, I think it's less about how severe or irrational my fears and anxieties are. That's part of it. And of course if you're talking for *diagnosis* it's a matter of how disruptive to your daily life, relationships, and functioning. No, it's more about... your ""push-through-it"" tolerance? Whether it gets better or worse after the fact? I don't know.

I'm just so frustrated. Beyond hopeless. I don't know how to cope with it, or even recognize when I'm getting tunnel vision, or starting to get... whatever it is makes me eventually fall apart.

Just the term ""coping"" makes me laugh. *Nothing* I have ever tried has worked... CBT seems like utter bullshit. All that 'thinking your way out of it'. I don't want to hit all the bullet points. And meds just haven't helped; not that I can afford them any more. I'm *so damn tired* of simplistic, naive solutions like ""exercise more!"" or ""get better sleep!"" or ""change your diet!"" or ""take magic happy pills and talk to the magic happy doctor!"".

And when something does fall apart for me, it's like I gain mental antibodies to it. *Therapy, any sort of treatment, included.* It's impossible for me any more; to the point that now, I'm lost and stuck cooped up at home, on the parents' couch instead of the bed, on constant puppy-sitting duty. I can't even do what I enjoy any more. Leaving the house is an ordeal, not specifically that, but I hate driving, and anything that would *take* me outside like work or school or human relationships would just... kill me.

I could ""push through it"" if I really tried. If I once again deluded myself into thinking things could be better this time. I could get a friend to drag me out to job search or whatever again. I *could*. I am so damn tired of feeling like no matter what I do, I'll always just end up hating myself even more. Become more of a mental/emotional paraplegic.

...You know that little story about ""Footsteps in the Sand""? A christian story, maybe you haven't heard it. My faith is kind of the only thing that keeps me afloat any more, so if you'll humor me for a bit. TLDR is some guy is complaining to Christ that looking back on the 'footsteps' in the sand, there is only one set of footprints in the hardest times of his life, and he wonders why he was abandoned. Some prose later, Christ responds those are the times he was carrying him.

I value stories like that, I won't get into how sometimes they seem trivializing or dismissive. Because frankly, you'll find that kind of dismissiveness, trivialization, dehumanization in every group of people and school of thought. I'm just using the metaphor.

Thing is... *what I wouldn't give* to look back on my own life, and see *a single set* of my own prints. I've been carried by one person or another for my whole life. And it's as though, mentally/emotionally, I have some sort of degenerative neuro-muscular disease, and I'm slowly becoming more and more fragile and paralyzed. Even when I try to walk on my own, I get even more broken - that is, if I could walk. Do you have any idea how hard it is to drive a wheelchair in wet sand? That's what this feels like.

If I could just find a way to... prevent, or cope with that gradual breakdown. When I'm working I'm a superstar, engaged and competent; but it doesn't last. I just want, for once, to *stay* that way.

...just some thoughts. And feelings. I'm pretty worked up tonight. I don't know what the hell to do anymore.

Thanks for the thoughts.
Cheers.",2.437005179430262,4.992779099580716,3.630183746454556,85.69459489456159,80.33123689727464,6.801973116290543,24.761746207917128,7.961982984428286,1.597239437661857,3887,147,750,73,102,1259,367,954,0.152,0.726,0.123,-0.9821,3,0,3,0,0,2,220.0,0,13,2,16,58,51,7,9,48,0,68,13,2,12,6,153,134,85,1,20,45,1,13,7,1,7,10,1,3,4,63,39,1,4,24,1,0,16,19,22,0,3,10,17,78,29,105,107,30,93,6,4,3,0,38,40,3,37,37,511,141,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0349453198800174,0.0,0.0,0.17135861516165296,0.044038085354933164,0.2891520469236437,0.0,0.041650277282770265,0.0,0.0,0.034560399220161415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03945807384191343,0.06458703596653922,0.0,0.02560131222327409,0.09276597266723173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857170681234966,0.04585043936101545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044427831501950336,0.0,0.0,0.04538442375911928,0.0,0.20118972285234216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316354802028965,0.0,0.04298626454246763,0.03675233263386523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172474847087904,0.03719735730176447,0.0,0.0,0.22191184692465174,0.03798918177751698,0.03538474106453909,0.0,0.0,0.08216331091588948,0.0,0.3780712924017682,0.12741131684676646,0.06000610579383173,0.0,0.0,0.07676998635768187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032447197311184166,0.0,0.2633037921178345,0.04028786981610776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04630243909191819,0.0,0.041584170117992,0.037138288311251384,0.08941433029214613,0.07524309820358728,0.08292775727772331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028150067602101533,0.044372709688431634,0.042126959599169934,0.0,0.0,0.0484595255786372,0.0,0.04741011375067064,0.0,0.04383452327542857,0.041676080803338934,0.03732934562294491,0.04646405854474717,0.0874679559336616,0.092323004550802,0.03423360263845979,0.0,0.044469333753632115,0.0,0.0,0.14832053212213722,0.14362514590032233,0.08418514187297563,0.0,0.03716650370456017,0.07053471703442113,0.0,0.04584527896452485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410105760702669,0.0,0.04219217649630173,0.0457476360026376,0.04664980227224609,0.0,0.12697093534465506,0.044552755988847184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03087302618424238,0.0,0.032391093997194115,0.0,0.04466486311397304,0.0,0.0,0.04029777490135219,0.0,0.0,0.08945202464954577,0.08537586551691237,0.06388204741133649,0.0,0.0,0.04663330109508094,0.045479246114244,0.04009140662886808,0.05823161624983132,0.07334126873110013,0.0,0.0,0.07940250531530718,0.0,0.0,0.042726599315796775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026904701262637103,0.0,0.0,0.09017928743799854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500751070989349,0.033466604092307874,0.07646597111472529,0.0,0.09489053825315573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0420278728238141,0.0,0.0,0.09699528055597677,0.04153664360542,0.0,0.029726076883751132,0.044763792568127146,0.0,0.0,0.048108043268814765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03958218697494704,0.04365152743796788,0.0631538509045602,0.06751206796842654,0.0367077034370742,0.038665694771031114,0.04802785020043776,0.0,0.13950650614789573,0.08073098872855798,0.04126237247030786,0.10002407320003996,0.12244552442047267,0.09653999449278727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855407241080945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03627239261726035,0.0,0.0,0.04954247760741712,0.10000708371343353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579249997504882,0.0468887566066634,0.0,0.0,0.04554454356372591,0.12229884509783842,0.0,0.25679450377503993,0.05966769873248179,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sleepy_writer_sj,2019/01/24,"New here I [22M] am grateful to have this community to look to. While I do not believe I have a mental illness, anxiety has been occurring more frequently, and I believe it’s been influencing much of my outlook and my decisions longer than I’ve given it credit for. It’s been an issue in the past at varying intensities, but a lot of it has to do with my more intimate relationships, so unless the subject involves someone I really care about, I don’t think it has noteworthy intensity (although I’m still learning about it, so maybe I’m wrong). I’m not experiencing the feeling now, but I want to still address possible root issues, so that’s just why I’m grateful for this community. Maybe you all will help me better understand myself, how anxiety manifests, and how best to deal with it. ",8.979840225563908,7.245742190789473,9.802255639097748,63.460789473684216,61.30263157894736,13.422556390977444,42.109022556390975,12.28987398476788,5.28279962406015,631,31,112,18,7,218,94,152,0.044,0.7809999999999999,0.175,0.9732,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,2,12,5,0,0,6,0,13,1,0,4,1,23,24,13,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,10,5,0,0,5,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,4,3,13,4,18,19,6,9,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,1,7,85,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575635193798313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793293128045205,0.17666535313166118,0.14888550147003055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17163667535747928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17355400586982347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851191635811015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283661145692755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514122339699056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136553014251266,0.0,0.0,0.14311900463137392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382458822571277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16964991938110466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375130707646476,0.0,0.0,0.1625864980617957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16070222411137502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897811812932784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784469030938497,0.0,0.0,0.18073713644198106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426362842945594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688775101113767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078672508175177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17525076242133478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099292928447254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15190316755039193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840563941256243,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MermaidZombie,2019/01/24,"Does anyone else feel like they’re acting super weird and manic when they’re having bad anxiety in a public place and subsequently get more self conscious and “crazy” feeling? I’m a super empathetic person by nature and pick up on others’ body language and expressions very easily, but tend to (probably inaccurately) attribute it all to myself when they’re probably actually reacting to things that have nothing to do with me.

Sometimes at work or in other public scenarios I’ll get really self-conscious that I’m acting really weird, manic, off, “crazy,” etc. while I’m having bad anxiety and then it just continues to spiral more and more out of control and I overthink how I’m acting and behaving more and more. I start to notice everyone’s little microexpressions and looks and think they’re all judging me for acting crazy. I also tend to dissociate a bit while I’m anxious and then I’ll look back and wonder if I was doing crazy stuff while dissociating without knowing it.

Is this relatable to anyone at all? My anxiety is mostly social.",7.3234375000000025,8.258084468749999,8.165624999999999,65.016875,63.6875,10.983333333333334,32.66666666666667,10.864195022040775,3.9649916666666662,846,32,130,22,12,285,111,192,0.149,0.7909999999999999,0.06,-0.947,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,4,6,7,0,0,3,0,8,1,1,5,3,36,25,26,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,10,16,0,1,6,0,0,4,1,4,0,0,1,4,8,3,21,24,11,24,0,0,2,0,6,10,0,4,11,88,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.13594558213158364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140543375190748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.319713231436279,0.15737962573885328,0.0,0.19481631806249192,0.142738631654303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071200957979365,0.232634552454772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15208945210843766,0.15474100068461644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624699687327487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191032870983208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637487396745674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15536646675276708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331158112021318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14087772942997087,0.09952244602812342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455665057934882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656063592203545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06805938753850475,0.13962431201933406,0.0,0.0,0.2339691095198092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336708348131316,0.15860432914712486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163932923764754,0.14554835490563864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003975349216842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17848994824048914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906595386563367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14200807977877336,0.0,0.0,0.1377802580828281,0.0,0.0986036951791355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15947558552753913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255077325883207,0.08926364367141737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494459384085715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13428899730141666,0.15107477209968734,0.10141868106197463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LadyWithAName,2019/01/24,"Those who deal with long term anxiety, how do you cope? I’ve dealt with anxiety for many years. It’ll get better, kick my ass, get better, kick my ass, etc. I’m just curious what others do,say, incorporate into their lives to ease the asshole known as anxiety. I take vitamins daily, don’t drink or smoke, I eat pretty healthy with the exception of coffee and sweets. I take time for me, set goals and go for them. I don’t really know what else I can do other than exercise more or go get bloodwork done to see if there’s an underlying medical issue (it’s always been great). Thanks for anything that may help! ",3.2264462809917376,4.981807388429754,4.537264462809919,84.08407851239672,74.28925619834709,8.476363636363638,23.670247933884298,9.120678840339163,1.7864671074380165,478,14,97,11,10,158,88,121,0.092,0.7140000000000001,0.194,0.9259,0,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,2,3,3,5,0,0,3,0,9,7,2,1,0,15,20,7,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,9,6,2,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,2,11,5,15,16,3,9,0,0,1,2,6,2,2,4,4,56,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14526385489998828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4006577622083745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366378201259422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30880217813395405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17998345878984914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786551037667112,0.0,0.1710211238680967,0.0,0.1786380749110651,0.14583849524030668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947019227566504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736312329100559,0.0,0.1984347312717984,0.0,0.0,0.1924741515275149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701673785263693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18221529665645295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095944146333795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15415660577604828,0.15449707199178792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17699587735684108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17587014737421386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17760977849651752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183988682210058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883236328358325,0.0,0.0,0.13911699585386494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625236187756699,0.0,0.0,0.16072904452186978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017985181056506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242326184290327
anxiety,maxipadsforeveryone,2019/01/24,How do i deal with going back to school after missing 2 days? no joke i’d really rather die right now ):,-0.6360606060606031,1.5458432727272748,1.7518181818181835,95.56439393939397,93.54545454545452,4.751515151515153,11.87878787878788,6.42735559955562,-0.8552303030303023,80,1,18,1,3,27,21,22,0.398,0.525,0.077,-0.8473,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,3,0,6,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,10,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239502746934941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717007783197636,0.4343372153920228,0.0,0.0,0.4372382692940292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23943197112988845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26989271869026776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3597840997413839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42637359082009785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,covertredditaddict,2019/01/24,"Social Media causing real anxiety I guess I'm interested in whether or not this happens to others or if I'm just going bonkers...  


Two days ago I had a profound response to someone on Facebook. He and I see the world very differently. We couldn't be any more different when it comes to social and political issues. Having said that, I barely know the guy. He's someone I see frequently because of where he works, but outside of that, there's no relationship. He just happened to be the trigger. I'm rational, able to make a point, and I'm able to discuss difficult topics without much of a personal impact. This FB exchange was different. It wasn't angrier or meaner than anything I've encountered in the past, but I had a full-blown, heart pounding, sweaty palm anxiety attack.   


Then and there I decided to give myself a week. No social media of any kind. For just over 48 hours I've managed to avoid social media, minus messenger which doesn't seem to impact my stress levels. About 30 minutes ago I logged into FB just to check things out, saw my red notification letting me know I had 57 unread line items, and BAM. Heart pounding, sweaty palm anxiety attack.   


Social media is crucial to the success of my career. I really don't know what to do. ",4.773127917833797,6.4197062941176455,5.977591036414566,75.75646125116715,70.09243697478992,8.482166199813259,30.869281045751638,8.998388855275968,2.8336126984126984,990,42,170,19,18,331,142,238,0.121,0.816,0.063,-0.9011,3,1,0,0,0,0,32.0,1,0,0,2,9,8,2,2,10,0,14,4,4,3,0,34,33,14,0,2,13,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,10,9,0,1,5,0,2,2,8,5,0,1,7,5,16,3,27,22,3,21,0,0,4,0,16,10,0,6,9,105,26,4,0.2034479975216373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18034437445318885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383516148438183,0.0,0.23345574186359305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371018353373777,0.0,0.0,0.2314514678874044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062010005476574176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044985678924404,0.0,0.08762621767403246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06560356378427781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188397835667336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758292880257892,0.057812092726244615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206045310006787,0.10072275179751317,0.17990839231105396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24108685662705626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100177648040269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617342598170626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592989099871723,0.16771454821965556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401968074471353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790155907264216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477884360251183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710706712758234,0.0,0.0888214720404046,0.0,0.0,0.0961620589310992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578418080731898,0.06516699839803586,0.0,0.0,0.10921350552531747,0.0,0.0,0.09676281738286267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16212171352371016,0.09260570798564476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5184740316571068,0.1723808280863772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652449689100187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758090471928482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936956571419372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393295237665192,0.0,0.0,0.0815968559089119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805830477606818,0.0,0.07405628262485395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sil3ntwarrior,2019/01/24,"If you need an ear I'm about to go to bed but I've got 4 weeks left in my vacation from work. I'm on the east coast of the US. 

**I AM NOT A Psychiatrist OR A LAWYER I am just a dude dealing with this stuff***

If you have a hard time and have no where else to turn to, DM me. I'm a reddit newbie so I'm still learning this DM sutff, so I apologize if I don't get back to you soon.

Again, I WILL LEND AN EAR. But I am not a mental health professional. I can only provide what I have experienced with my situation and nothing more.


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anxiety,bluewater2520,2019/01/24,"Can't focus. Mild anxiety attacks I have just started going back to school after about a year of not taking classes. I have been in college for more than five years now, and I nearly failed my first attempt. I transferred to a new university and changed majors. I only need two semesters to graduate.

It's only the second week of school and I am already slipping back into the problems that caused me to fail in the first place . As I am writing this I am having a bit of a panic attack. I can't seem to figure out any of my homework. None of the lecture material makes any sense. I sit in class trying to take notes, but my mind just feels so slow and fuzzy. I get nervous and anxious sitting in lecture. It's so bad that I just want to get up and leave. 
I can't focus on anything. I even get anxious just walking around campus. I feel like people are staring at me or something I'm not really sure. I tried going to the library today to get help with my homework from a tutor, but I ended up freaking out and going home.
I dont know what to do or why I am like this. I've started seeing a therapist, but it's already the end of the second week and I have incomplete homework assignments. I dont know what to do, but if this keeps up I'm just going to fail again.

Sorry for the long post.
tl;dr: Anxiety is making it hard to focus in school. Struggling to go to class and complete schoolwork.",2.1418201516793047,4.098942521126761,3.793943661971831,87.31709100758397,78.01408450704227,5.636836403033588,25.007583965330447,6.490185161304077,0.915775081256772,1092,40,215,9,26,364,150,284,0.168,0.787,0.045,-0.9846,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,6,14,14,2,3,14,0,18,0,0,3,1,45,44,19,0,4,14,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,11,14,0,1,6,0,0,6,8,11,0,6,1,5,27,3,44,43,4,44,0,3,2,0,2,16,0,5,21,152,38,20,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181058457780229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344051763486743,0.0,0.15119765769850618,0.22328225836275475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813223755482217,0.08797284490270395,0.0,0.22484938388817127,0.0,0.15197657761295022,0.08251253617082198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078884137018962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151777745147816,0.10454094511984192,0.0,0.1036133559774636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316381212845389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17505454382198246,0.0,0.0,0.06527123153021312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993510097786247,0.07059870806853362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16811648438437016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20652240086958729,0.0,0.2808151002331434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852541677172318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06623853951057566,0.0,0.09912687661402718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783784713770197,0.0,0.0,0.10862036054607584,0.0,0.0,0.1046386020269818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655921902876673,0.0,0.0,0.08745467182894713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192937475736544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978240451059008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327552189066959,0.0,0.09544324343578288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15031770371863626,0.0,0.11594673769562795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851097603476404,0.0,0.10324832465366468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464449626733687,0.0,0.0,0.0945596446862947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633081292306516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000404885226243,0.07874862003129382,0.08996415782175854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607827465118645,0.0,0.11062353244363836,0.13989393887009802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033105790225523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313889731686784,0.0,0.14860422033496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147403674920312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936720347734473,0.0,0.0,0.134187780379712,0.0,0.09653507852860553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058287983653114224,0.0,0.15853865992551064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917180191474534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727670943736075
anxiety,DEDBETZ,2019/01/24,"Do I have anxiety So I am not diagnosed with anxiety but this morning O felt really anxious about going to school so nothing made me anxious I just felt it my chest got heavy started to hurt and then I started crying and couldn't breathe for a few seconds was this an anxiety attack? It got worse when I went to school so I came home slept and went to bed I woke up felt a bit better but it's come back however I haven't had another incident like this morning but idk why I feel like this do I have anxiety or does anyone know what might be up

Thanks
So
Much",0.343846153846151,2.7192356923076986,2.3784957264957285,91.9026153846154,89.51282051282051,6.196923076923077,22.329914529914525,7.554174236665415,1.1470232478632476,444,17,95,9,15,148,75,117,0.238,0.654,0.108,-0.934,1,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,8,6,1,0,3,0,11,4,3,1,0,20,29,13,0,1,6,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,8,6,0,0,5,0,0,5,3,2,0,1,13,4,12,4,9,13,3,12,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,7,62,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395587385935767,0.4072605650331606,0.3007125245419528,0.0,0.09306113569578317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514115504888529,0.0,0.10233965891501308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770920353924585,0.14530217264470144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15222197958986405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114647114599017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619549275317098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508574500813278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646984970883192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729539714835862,0.095081068636443,0.3833680475650215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563934397637401,0.0,0.21289192368582027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350229227856605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424779143621426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314397273651932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004421728288712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12593502371900425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14118975374515053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783805440480353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770552098334165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526224835135872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693927510707216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884066375636501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253338322041467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467555390548796,0.12009497695142884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13563228561431798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ignitelight,2019/01/24,"My anxiety is a ridiculous spiral My anxiety seems to latch onto certain situations for no reason. 

When I was younger it was grades. Anything less than an A triggered a total melt down. If I didn’t get A’s my parents wouldn’t love me and I’d never go to college. 

This summer it was driving. It started with minor anxiety when on highways to full blown panic attacks while driving because all I could think about was getting in a car wreck where someone died and then going to jail for the rest of my life. 

Today I was driving home from grocery shopping and I saw 3 police officers on the road. With every new police officer I saw, my mind when deeper and deeper down the spiral. I was sure they were coming to arrest me for some heinous crime I’d committed. I probably ran over a kid on my way to the grocery store and now they’re at my apartment waiting for me. 

The reality of these situations are my parents will love me no matter what, I’ve never gotten in an accident or even a fender bender, and I’ve never gotten a ticket.  It’s exhausting going down these spirals all the time. 

I’m in therapy and on medication which has helped a lot but when anxiety hits it really hits. ",3.6081511470985137,5.3664691538461575,5.29948268106163,79.00370445344132,73.27350427350427,7.6613585245164195,28.98245614035088,8.371475516178862,2.3072769230769232,938,39,169,16,19,319,137,234,0.118,0.8320000000000001,0.049,-0.8573,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,8,8,2,1,17,0,14,5,0,2,9,33,34,16,1,3,3,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,10,10,0,1,3,2,2,9,7,4,0,0,13,2,21,4,30,16,8,42,0,0,2,2,7,17,0,5,15,124,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.416106145393956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111902329502769,0.0,0.0,0.1547001650820501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289390576370505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713721639720205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857127023607928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112876777013714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981541437404741,0.0,0.1145714471858384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209089193482652,0.0,0.23184662521577906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114646275549812,0.0,0.1364019230213665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960487345752363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560778772780672,0.245459729275992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369884525206538,0.0,0.0,0.13730395149981328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146351565853454,0.1313331196213134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595466187370987,0.3019858070331176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14661255155976524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711411944885286,0.13981305574715264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379371315880945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057009248806031,0.0,0.0,0.11521785886843484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096249387314069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816226169999806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15550828230316707,0.0,0.0,0.08713234323710486,0.0,0.0,0.07929271495131236,0.0,0.12889587680819228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793688621304234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,officialfanpage,2019/01/24,"does anybody else shake when feeling anxious? for me, it happens most when i’m at work / in meetings. 

this afternoon, some people came in to discuss a business opportunity. super chill, friendly guys. i didn’t have any major speaking / contributing role in the meeting but about halfway through i couldn’t stop shaking. i don’t think you could tell from an outside perspective but it was so distracting, which made me MORE anxious about being anxious. 

i found tapping my foot on the ground (carpeted floors so was otherwise unnoticeable) which helped, but was wondering if anyone else has dealt with this and has any helpful tips?",5.778818181818181,8.61021106363637,5.112727272727274,77.99909090909094,70.18181818181819,7.672727272727273,35.54545454545455,8.548686976883017,3.382472727272728,507,27,79,9,10,153,84,110,0.14400000000000002,0.759,0.097,-0.6662,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,3,6,6,0,3,4,0,11,1,1,1,0,17,19,9,0,3,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,6,3,0,1,4,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,7,2,8,3,12,9,4,14,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,4,4,53,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24448296419572846,0.0,0.0,0.6092255134046538,0.0,0.12569084767063862,0.18418312989799365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20559505862144367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352199264173615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15730728008553954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300329186014928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089095516263664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19709517192489776,0.13888044620922904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779885037786165,0.15895924700823882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409757558969364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17009119611873455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462143911384285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15028558695982366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571162582630735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11518155307330395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949396883762804,0.1308658342288217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kariroxygirl,2019/01/24,"Please help, I feel like I’m dying!! Hello I’m 26 female with history of nocturnal  seizures. I have felt strange these last 2 days. Like I’m not my self or like I’m going crazy or gonna die. Idk what to do I’ve thought about going to the doctors but I’m scared of them declaring me crazy. I rather die than be crazy! Idk if I’m having an anxiety attack or a mental breakdown. I seriously feel like I won’t be here tomorrow like I’m gonna be gone.... ",-0.5252380952380946,1.5757316122448977,2.0439795918367345,94.95399659863949,90.0204081632653,5.307482993197279,19.391156462585034,6.816661863887847,0.1974054421768705,350,11,82,5,12,120,62,98,0.294,0.565,0.141,-0.9479,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,3,8,1,1,3,0,7,1,0,0,0,12,23,5,3,2,7,0,3,5,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,3,3,8,5,7,14,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,8,35,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388903214104724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20654687164167196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708900351221205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5652813388939575,0.0,0.0,0.18583089920521867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836009698335488,0.2594081787789395,0.17432283216675834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063656282616111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216935788876976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479928816576798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4434969817056271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18296637572616933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19929465414564387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18176985473245255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18940315621427856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14413568041460267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,flyingnimbus3863,2019/01/24,"Lexapro dosage doubled because of side effects? Hi everyone!! I wanted to ask your opinion on something. My husband and I are Americans living in Japan and our Japanese isn't the best. My husband has been seeing a doctor for his anxiety and depression and has been on Lexapro for a while. He has been on it before, but he always stops taking it because it makes him REALLY unmotivated, but then he ends up going back on because without it he has sleepless nights and bad anxiety. It's just a vicious cycle. I told him to talk to his doctor about his side effects so maybe they could change his medication, but the doctor just doubled his dose. Is this normal? Has this happened to you? ",4.332473572938689,6.5174806124031015,5.174334038054969,78.85274841437635,72.33333333333333,7.4816067653276965,31.10711768851304,8.296473431620573,2.591924031007751,545,25,93,9,11,177,79,129,0.173,0.8270000000000001,0.0,-0.9705,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,1,2,1,3,5,4,1,0,5,0,12,5,0,3,0,19,20,11,0,3,6,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,4,1,16,1,15,15,3,15,0,1,1,0,21,8,0,1,6,72,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882717164411976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25526966756663066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15597616611355528,0.0,0.0,0.1282923658861527,0.13930736758108803,0.3051187780113178,0.0,0.14197154430470646,0.0,0.17509197759468084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17649831825474824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332109720908407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143702076656596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5123142280396593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777383422358115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15942613035177006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948210155836466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475391710150897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732588216718245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136934311423148,0.0,0.16761673805253946,0.0,0.0,0.16807729048224918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15657133835226086,0.16347122236196554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688422921999667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295268169301738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12844429057212214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13948865091452864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254455608020916,0.13410249899102605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15942613035177006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840862905382612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16083119649907734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ASJ_703,2019/01/24,"Really working myself up Hey guys - so I haven’t been diagnosed with anxiety formally but it’s something I’ve experienced my whole life, starting with health anxiety when I was younger. The health anxiety has sort of subsided, but it has developed into a more generalized anxiety.

I’m really working myself up into a place that I know in my own head is stupid, but I can’t shake it. Here’s what happened;

I was at the mall last night, and was backing my car out - and I thought that I maybe hit the car behind me. I was 95% sure I didn’t, but I wanted to just verify so I waited for the owner of the car to come out and said to her that there’s a ding in the back of her car, I’m pretty sure it wasn’t me but just wanted to make sure - she verified it had been there a while and we’re all good. I asked her if she wanted my insurance details just incase, she said no, she got in her car, I got in mine - the end right? 

Nope. For some reason I’m absolutely convinced that she’s mistaken, and eventually it’ll click and she’ll decide it actually was me. How dumb? Like this nice person was genuinely honest with me about the ding being there for a while, and I’m sat here doubting her. I feel awful. ",1.69977208976157,3.5994919435483865,3.8410238429172523,86.7293618513324,79.16129032258064,7.538849929873773,22.072931276297336,8.456263369488248,1.3024086255259473,934,28,201,20,23,320,127,248,0.123,0.745,0.132,0.6309,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,2,15,12,2,2,13,1,19,5,1,3,4,43,41,19,0,4,9,0,1,1,0,2,4,2,0,2,13,15,0,1,5,1,0,7,6,4,0,0,17,5,36,8,26,20,5,29,0,0,1,0,18,13,1,4,10,141,49,2,0.0,0.0,0.1290781737700526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40475018897853976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365625597512678,0.0,0.0,0.2034176634925511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139404236106634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425306920127825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715353394360074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688058469635096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094329082781493,0.21157964640358565,0.0,0.0,0.13096985481824944,0.1169674954320756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574900345417532,0.2811974269637108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726931093496293,0.1078191522096731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342746772862533,0.06462130886221341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882924381529487,0.0,0.1328847783785814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412810223556818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154946135830476,0.13819585419312114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13456794961615148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16947337452197328,0.13599741643265126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295937470713475,0.2516414994283587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182927603161276,0.0,0.0,0.09362264445182587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37399375292003145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500901591614084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340519630848333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476767151528639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925908577886142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ElonMuskDid911,2019/01/24,"Anxiety is taking back over. I’m a 17m taking real estate classes and my anxiety is starting to come back. I dropped out of school back in March dude to a lot of medical issues, anxiety, depression, and general a hatred of school. But as hard as I try not to go back to the anxiety feelings I had in school they come back. I had to walk out of class about 10 minutes ago due to a test I was about to take; I was trying to avoid an anxiety attack.I just can’t seem go get out of this rut. I just don’t want to get out of bed not because of depression but because of a irrational fear of the day.  

Sorry if this is a bit incoherent because I’m a bit shaken up right now. If anyone has any words of wisdom or questions please comment.",4.471369175627238,4.0659682516129045,6.2763440860215045,80.73896057347673,69.70967741935483,9.727598566308245,30.77060931899641,9.444778638647367,2.5401039426523293,569,21,123,11,9,199,86,155,0.17600000000000002,0.767,0.057,-0.8873,1,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,10,5,0,2,10,0,10,1,0,0,0,26,25,9,0,3,9,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,8,0,1,3,0,0,5,4,4,0,0,4,2,9,1,31,21,3,26,0,2,0,0,3,9,0,6,11,80,11,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036469934191852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699501727941595,0.0,0.43307358330096507,0.0,0.0,0.07916763460473737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12880666257097276,0.0,0.4353046339904236,0.0,0.2070577108285412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472187605535837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950618979491715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301898908608839,0.0,0.19503632800154053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740651672457964,0.05724857505971044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830791235517155,0.0,0.12869363565987424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142490310528213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181746201850209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625751398865223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405951228680968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428403812027287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683483990949565,0.0,0.0,0.12887171591030935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669118879536637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34376090602929704,0.0,0.10307329039240123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674304700753408,0.08013929621762664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553871396173478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15374096072341195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667814206338506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,inconspicuousnut,2019/01/24,Anxiety after eating So a lot of times when I eat a meal I get like this rush of anxiety afterwards. I don’t know how to explain it but I feel very uneasy and just anxious. It especially occurs when I eat at work. I’m just wondering if anyone else gets this?? Or is there a way to prevent this?,1.1332795698924727,3.053425016129033,3.8561290322580684,85.82086021505377,81.09677419354837,7.359139784946238,23.23655913978495,8.344100000000001,1.5024107526881718,229,8,49,5,6,81,46,62,0.16399999999999998,0.787,0.05,-0.7704,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,3,0,2,4,0,1,0,13,9,8,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,4,1,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,6,9,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,6,33,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319413736607333,0.24509843830648126,0.0,0.15170062544489635,0.22229698120216568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.666000215277542,0.1812388340207846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969943318058263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22670102989644636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923330108421636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599370483612036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18444816683932608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12650874308673407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17901135747339433,0.0,0.17220951276409566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352794431636493,0.15794649546721054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whocaresmarissa,2019/01/24,"continuous severe panic so I’ve been having this panic attack-like-feeling for about two days now, coupled with stress headaches that start in the base of my neck. it ebbs and flows but right now it’s getting really bad and I’m not sure what to do. my friend gave me something to take for it and that helped but the second the effects of the medication wore off the panicky fight or flight feeling came right back. i’ve done everything coping mechanism in the book, including grounding myself, taking hot showers, reading, listening to music, etc. I could just be stressed because of school but even when I’ve got no obligations im still feeling very anxious. i used to take antidepressants and I stopped a while ago and I haven’t had any anxiety or depression since. well. up until now at least. my family has a history of thyroid problems and i’m starting to wonder if it’s got something to do with this. it’s getting to the point where I’m considering going to the ER just so they can give me some kind of medication to help me calm down because I can’t fuckin function like this. Am I just being a dumbass and should I just ride it out? Or is this something that warrants medical attention ",4.182194121667806,6.150446813852817,4.884912280701755,81.6947368421053,72.2034632034632,7.980041011619959,29.90681248575985,8.6894789155246,2.4620424242424246,958,41,177,18,19,308,144,231,0.191,0.7290000000000001,0.08,-0.9797,1,0,3,0,1,0,19.0,0,0,1,1,16,15,2,4,11,0,16,6,1,2,1,35,38,19,0,4,12,0,3,1,1,1,4,1,1,0,14,11,0,1,5,2,0,4,4,9,2,2,8,4,15,6,27,26,3,30,0,1,0,1,8,12,1,6,15,120,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118235681888607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776222851532855,0.0,0.08732035490906938,0.12895097941273795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985603283188088,0.0,0.08777020025991883,0.0953060259339558,0.13916305445059288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055108619874115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113522551768236,0.1262988987483382,0.0,0.07361386480213528,0.0,0.09831263114368212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168096206191492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730147223065752,0.07539147350993071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258586318057396,0.0,0.10760542983622323,0.0,0.17314491410960894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881878836288803,0.0,0.11927175073416252,0.10949796190174327,0.06487104255299912,0.0,0.18258382892541236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15301752333373686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329582356266425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886410165347297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115306335253867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34496621859470683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678483368127213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079036015257662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922102709484406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417555235222775,0.0,0.07312399407764561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19495783736879824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155204930362488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895097941273795,0.0,0.0944216449252798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636224149711901,0.0,0.0,0.16158436020381955,0.0,0.09115607546644977,0.09543004948258994,0.2615046520483924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757999420554017,0.0,0.2574677437102081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115027500637796,0.0,0.0,0.09858434022495463,0.0,0.09418130132405472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262976042654404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237850181391136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,coffeecoconut,2019/01/24,"Increased anxiety/panic in classroom settings and at work. Has anyone else ever experienced this feeling? It’s not that I feel as if the space is too “tight” in a claustrophobic sense. I don’t believe it to be exactly social in nature either, as I am very outgoing, love school and my co-workers. Although I feel as if I do pick up on/absorb others emotions & judgements very easily which sometimes leads to over analyzing their perception of myself. 

But the STRONGEST thought and feeling I experience when this is occurring is “I HAVE to be in here”, or at school “I am supposed to stay still and in my seat”. I am a smoker and feel as if I use smoke breaks more frequently just to simply get out, or bathroom breaks that otherwise could wait. I don’t have an issue staying in the same place or staying still whether it be a social setting like a bar, public like shopping or casually at home, if it is at my leisure and is my choice.

If anyone can relate or have developed any strategies to cope with that please share!",6.9438868274582575,6.838069622448982,7.252968460111319,74.79852504638221,64.51020408163265,9.984415584415583,35.675324675324674,9.573946990214177,3.349914285714286,810,35,147,14,11,264,119,196,0.0,0.8440000000000001,0.156,0.978,0,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,2,7,5,0,0,8,0,20,2,0,3,2,39,30,24,0,6,15,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,11,8,1,2,7,3,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,7,17,5,25,25,4,29,0,0,0,1,6,15,0,10,7,111,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121755772430334,0.0,0.09490831968233568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951728160873984,0.14299983174661912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15724085847194275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114305138102192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658783052638745,0.15699073807387848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624364658443346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365203921239922,0.0,0.0,0.3528388105562356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07291644033279672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13999409175118915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145668577359447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363678613699353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12596197729595987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14581469656309468,0.15319938403967234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824924790939698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28453588604109165,0.0,0.0,0.13803238475458807,0.0,0.0,0.4462700282816329,0.2229120138442805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079824269405196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053850333400172,0.0,0.2303098662068551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20320853800743569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Frank_Poole2001,2019/01/24,"Huge steps were made. It all started with a headache that wasn't going away 6 years ago. I started to fix a problem I had on my jaw bone, but my pain wouldn't go away. Eventually I found out that I messed up with my jaw because of anxiety, I would always scratch my teeth at night without noticing It. Eventually I stopped going to see this doctor because he did what he could do, I stopped scratching my teeth, but the headache was still there. 

A couple of days ago I talked to another doctor, and he said that I really needed to do something about It. He looked at me and instantly knew what's going on. I was afraid of sharing this horrible feeling with anyone, but the doctor said that It was necessary. I just want my constant headache to go away. I hate the feeling that ""my heart is beating fast inside a little box"". I feel trapped. I always thought that I could deal with It on my own, but I am getting older and realizing that I need to do something about this for real, fast, otherwise I will have serious problems with my life pretty soon. I'm just kind of afraid.

Soon, I will talk to a therapist and yeah, let's see how It goes. But I bet that 2019 will be better than 2018 for me.",4.005855279350236,5.072823924686193,4.704656657642137,86.37282549840019,71.25941422594141,7.631897612601525,29.121585035687914,7.928766900206844,1.7601959635737137,934,36,193,12,17,300,125,239,0.161,0.754,0.085,-0.9676,0,1,2,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,2,9,11,1,2,8,1,22,11,6,2,1,41,47,10,0,9,8,0,5,0,0,5,5,2,0,0,19,10,0,2,7,0,1,6,3,8,0,0,13,10,31,3,32,25,2,34,0,0,3,0,10,12,0,1,16,130,50,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19089623851211135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17918981896887282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290748760606728,0.08237170897057305,0.0,0.0,0.07528943820406378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034949372134362,0.0,0.0,0.13127636314118613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523051421689437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635931085085754,0.0,0.17194076412372386,0.11914124881690615,0.0,0.06944199727537756,0.11100904426689302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306322987438489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633323924258381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806098090645105,0.0,0.0,0.05625617274526648,0.0,0.30597325465281106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630758185294986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275963672955033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121277988235886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010582307101956,0.0760546173037905,0.0,0.10791946091694972,0.0,0.0,0.09042057148005922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018854660984855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15968051504820965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010464646178078,0.0,0.0,0.1225896368125489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457466612632908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954502094758584,0.0,0.206062439088624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225586584684986,0.06897988865485162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20484872813171592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17160737830969885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16578821640337546,0.0,0.0,0.15242700177714066,0.0,0.08599005039593717,0.18004361689122825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17309149378246536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250199282461976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548257501902483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06350998949374967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037956498137646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648981445063631,0.0,0.0,0.06933969896155376
anxiety,pixelation01,2019/01/24,Terrified of starting a new semester at a new college tomorrow Transferred to a better college in NYC and I’m dreading it. Been taking online classes for the last 2 semesters. I’m so nervous and shaky. I know it’s going to show in class tomorrow. Wish I can relax and just breeze through this. ,2.738421052631576,5.326236438596492,4.055350877192982,82.9082894736842,79.35087719298245,6.60701754385965,32.30701754385965,7.793537801064563,2.677259649122808,235,13,41,4,6,77,43,57,0.199,0.6629999999999999,0.138,-0.5866,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,9,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,2,8,8,0,10,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,6,24,5,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090130023618541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985702058635313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19201929790009567,0.2848049573434645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6748990521375708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24730479430622354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627028478846365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4017889807740322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thisisrandombut,2019/01/24,"Poem I wrote about the negative spiral my mind used to take that can be so hard to escape even for a gleaming moment My mind's a bird that flits about,
And lands on scattered shards of doubt.
Among the ferns and moss below,
She forages for seeds of woe
And pecks at berries ripe with dread
On discouragement she stays well fed.
Dejection lurks in every bramble
And sensing this she starts to scramble
She wonders, might she have a chance
At gaining that most wondrous branch
For a single moment she breaks free
Her feathers shining galantly
But hardly has she broken out
Before the winds redirect her route
And send her tumbling down below
To feed again on bits of woe

",11.4172,8.416661120000004,9.1696,73.84880000000003,57.8,11.28,39.4,8.238735603445708,3.28052,540,18,96,4,5,159,90,125,0.172,0.742,0.086,-0.905,0,0,0,0,1,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,2,7,0,5,2,0,1,0,17,11,7,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,7,2,1,1,0,1,1,1,5,1,0,2,3,13,3,24,7,3,19,0,3,1,0,12,12,0,4,4,66,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21006862681027771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695186652963237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16305564796677674,0.0,0.20799905772940835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4422949852435596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618906055586584,0.4985376939188317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17473622233196134,0.2631311235988105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856159051181568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21321686294723705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22196624244014698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26772054453337785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dz177408,2019/01/24,Just Had my First CBT Session today Have been struggling with anxiety for several years now. I’m on several different medications that seem to help but don’t completely help. So after many many recommendations by my doctor I had my first CBT session today ,5.8221739130434775,8.469187086956524,6.851521739130432,66.42336956521743,69.43478260869566,10.686956521739132,33.23913043478261,10.686352973137794,4.537147826086957,210,10,32,7,4,70,35,46,0.068,0.818,0.113,0.4854,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,4,7,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,4,0,6,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,7,22,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15399879694579416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21106586452368506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21032227648709445,0.0,0.20604556618731407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424621351419941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698627889174208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4081860592503824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20279495621170085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832617288346955,0.0,0.4548377228934273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104490919161064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3816297390357788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12963468105873055
anxiety,chronos125,2019/01/24,"I got a job! I've thought about whether I wanted to post this for a while or not here, but this subreddit always helped me the most when I read the positive posts about people succeeding.  The last 4 months I didn't have a job, but after countless applications and a few failed interviews I finally got a job that I start next week.  My anxiety feels better already after having several week spans where I couldn't sleep more than two hours before having vivid anxiety dreams wake me up.  I'm still getting therapy, but the job is one that is going to challenge me, has tons of upwards mobility, and I even negotiated up to around 70k a year!  They have educational reimbursement and I'm thinking about using it for more experience.  I've seen a lot of people on here discouraged by jobs before but don't give up please.  I know how degrading it can feel not working or getting rejected since that was me the last few months, but you'll end up somewhere.",9.568155737704917,7.324816327868856,9.386987704918038,68.50539959016396,60.584699453551906,13.084426229508194,38.72199453551913,11.698219412168324,4.353087978142076,760,29,143,18,8,249,115,183,0.131,0.773,0.096,-0.7735,5,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,5,11,7,0,0,12,0,13,2,2,2,0,26,30,14,0,2,10,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,5,2,1,1,5,4,0,2,6,4,16,3,20,22,7,28,0,3,2,0,5,8,0,4,17,97,23,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303344875821349,0.0,0.09827484439296204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18070372363893336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514065426018848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201001450357856,0.0,0.0,0.10445642525876728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460812816169572,0.0,0.0,0.07800884460477325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553173104142693,0.0,0.0,0.11943733219030532,0.0,0.0,0.12938091815719774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341251650340752,0.11329941035583195,0.06712317510547078,0.0,0.1889226045716013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916492173333378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163120290922912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5860170074160167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490875557351082,0.19254664051473866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041071469538312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18854445001747056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560859329459556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003265222540619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16376164377236782,0.0,0.0,0.12964649278555065,0.0,0.0,0.2262285429254752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813939304337752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13342777964561942,0.0,0.0976996878212362,0.0,0.11819272726959147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359704790781884,0.0,0.09432074735754556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350661410793233,0.0,0.0,0.07567847313297182,0.0,0.0937641078789602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115373798889665,0.0,0.0,0.102006899706763,0.0,0.0,0.06966282315382114,0.0,0.1894773148297876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598361678112543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605731357857169
anxiety,ButterBrownie,2019/01/24,"Time to change Quick intro - I live a comfortable life in the sense that I don't really have one... I've always been happy on my own and I'm able to spend the day by myself no problem

But I'm getting the feeling that I need to change and I have to do it sooner rather than later. I'm in my final year of high school and so of course 2019 will be a year of big changes so I should do everything in my power to overcome my anxiety while I'm in a familiar environment right? What's brought this change on is that one of my best friends and I were planning to meet up on Monday but I couldn't do it and cancelled on her and she didn't take it too well. I can't keep doing this to people but especially to myself so it's time for me to re-enter the world...

Any tips, advice or stories are greatly appreciated! Thanks for reading! ",1.7512689393939382,3.2926868920454564,3.668954545454546,89.65634848484852,77.80681818181819,6.511515151515153,22.52878787878788,7.3011,0.6724951515151512,647,19,145,8,15,219,105,176,0.043,0.8240000000000001,0.133,0.9476,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,7,8,0,0,7,0,17,1,0,0,0,17,28,14,0,5,5,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,10,6,0,1,1,1,1,1,5,1,1,2,4,1,18,7,26,20,2,24,0,0,0,0,4,13,0,1,10,101,28,2,0.15080386138476307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14736378800688768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548089331758094,0.0,0.0,0.10255179702639423,0.0,0.11536454119102367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582593486644228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6381219578665842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725601490099224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553278672350935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625096346518093,0.0,0.0,0.16519825891249806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651068922071553,0.0,0.07878879337369522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16626178956109994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605335146304883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15933255925952933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340414010176611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651722709607928,0.0,0.0,0.1331625724575636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181915238801254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043771986178479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454840950724413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442989288388743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084467105135865,0.0,0.09660881515664267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878567364428795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15262155875529435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338573598922776,0.0,0.0,0.13883993442533302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758698886119675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13559078220057952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19422548486595276
anxiety,Asholeelovelyy,2019/01/24,Daily struggles I ALWAYS say the wrong thing and then just think about how I said it and why did I say it and how stupid I am for saying it. I don’t want my brain to be broken anymore. It’s all soo overwhelming. Literally just dwelling on it is making me want to throw up,0.009926108374383348,2.2215632931034506,1.8828078817733989,96.32155172413796,88.48275862068968,4.693596059113301,16.9064039408867,6.18269132825596,-0.466869950738916,213,5,49,2,7,70,43,58,0.202,0.736,0.062,-0.8859999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,3,1,0,5,1,1,3,1,12,10,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,2,4,7,0,6,7,1,4,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,34,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21265464241118784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534566818190453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853005469871954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705949026768127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24310551391763996,0.6097183622759464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671771651499249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16978929528059122,0.1637588819572767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30148351470074797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23061209676979424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794255818208469,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Toozybuh,2019/01/24,"Do you experience anxiety when walking alone? I (27F) experience anxiety when walking alone, during the day or night. I've felt this way for approx. 4 years. I used to work in a bar and would walk home at 3AM without a care in the world, but now I'm relieved when I know I don't have to leave my house. I live in a nice part of the UK now and feel that it is a pretty safe area, as I've lived in rougher places before.

I don't get anxiety on public transport or in public places, such as shopping centres, it's only when I'm walking on my own down a street - when there are people around I feel relieved, but when there is only one person or less around, I'm filled with dread. In my mind I'm thinking ""what if someone pulls up in a car and kidnaps me, and I'm stuck in an unbearable situation where I'm forced to do things and can't escape"". I often look around and clutch my keys incase something bad happens.

As a female I've always experienced catcalling, being stared at through car/van windows, being spoken to by strangers. I used to see this as normal behaviour and laugh it off but now I feel really irritated by it, and almost feel like I'm expected to give a positive reaction otherwise suffer consequences. For example, yesterday I was walking to my train station and two older men stood outside their house said ""hey!"" to me - I didn't reply, so they said ""hey sexy [pussy]"" and laughed - again, I didn't respond. They then hurled abuse at me and I chose to ignore it again. Today I was walking home from my station and passed them again. There was three other people walking past, but they spoke to me again and said ""good afternoon"". I felt relieved knowing I wouldn't have to pass them tomorrow, and worried because I will pass them next week.

Do others feel this way, and do men experience this? I explained it to my boyfriend and he was shocked.

Tldr; do you fear you will be harmed when walking on your own?",4.046977443609023,5.3528051263157925,4.825488721804515,84.6384210526316,71.42105263157895,7.744360902255639,28.045112781954884,8.192908349453996,1.8014586466165408,1508,55,301,22,28,487,196,380,0.142,0.74,0.118,-0.7738,0,2,1,0,1,0,54.0,0,4,7,1,24,17,0,2,12,0,26,1,0,2,0,51,58,37,0,5,9,0,7,1,0,4,0,4,3,3,15,20,1,2,11,2,1,15,7,7,0,3,14,15,41,10,45,37,4,69,0,1,3,0,26,26,0,6,27,192,56,1,0.0,0.11681066588312745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872164700371776,0.20421488326365905,0.0,0.0,0.08203311871472205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262586642344235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26329268164032626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231686698847225,0.06009833339844256,0.0,0.08389113175852636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051704266589448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06358110788948343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893139622773324,0.0,0.1109389158502074,0.2492452903654427,0.07043129118712642,0.18931989285294376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0515081640665088,0.09457459879421168,0.0,0.08269094195878106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718104811627615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19778361679070636,0.0,0.0,0.22751464449605005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836277959994442,0.0,0.0,0.10439046337252994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04816511986037144,0.0,0.1741100310327259,0.0,0.08278909501845308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954578178137162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048494628403881,0.09251816509882743,0.09659531366695426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06680578434506262,0.14996124222145935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676120316984723,0.09411340719495774,0.13669701994927544,0.08608324412487353,0.2060069657707056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029944513266173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06315800113548546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28133931040425864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856187655196611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081704942253384,0.0,0.0,0.08353329755589507,0.07589786359504393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06549749047711813,0.06317121343730743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344990209756866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630615646705774,0.0,0.0,0.1702967664828967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15650914054194373,0.07908135167849664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503531966538074,0.0,0.07177324254743228,0.10012090567141127,0.0,0.07003409083622203,0.0,0.0,0.06348744353097785
anxiety,harshilr98,2019/01/24,"Why does Anxiety feel permanent? After a panic or anxiety attack about a week ago caused by drinking and weed, I’ve had anxiety and paranoia every since. But now it is no where near as severe and I can sleep more and eat more now as well. But that feeling in my head about it being permanent just can’t disappear. It’s terrible! And not to mention, things don’t seem real lmao.",2.7043428571428585,4.87872252,4.3219047619047615,83.16000000000003,77.13333333333333,8.019047619047619,25.380952380952376,8.841846274778883,2.1394952380952392,299,11,57,7,7,100,58,75,0.273,0.637,0.09,-0.9158,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,1,1,2,0,6,4,2,1,0,15,9,10,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,3,1,0,1,4,3,1,0,1,2,2,1,9,7,2,9,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,5,41,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18431167242470425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4771828159374897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23654304305762025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135947502952636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18195529063431035,0.0,0.0,0.20368591144311754,0.0,0.2127576891306576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17518454974162265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102647780020689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21338953752337328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439534740354728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23666250826648905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892857813464907,0.0,0.23489441661166266,0.0,0.17199650054031526,0.0,0.2080736994460173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813516069522985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16678372167436614,0.0,0.18694823267085964,0.0,0.18761865400828287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jigglypuffle38,2019/01/24,"I finally did it!!! I made a friend! We went out to eat today and to talk, we have so much in common and we are going to the gym when she gets out of work!!! I can’t express how happy I am. This never works for me so wish me luck. ",-1.1113207547169814,0.1569020188679282,2.1251320754717007,98.70618867924532,85.41509433962264,4.994716981132076,14.373584905660374,5.6839178017228535,-1.0862649056603777,169,2,46,1,5,61,42,53,0.0,0.7440000000000001,0.256,0.9415,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,3,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,2,1,12,10,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,0,10,3,8,7,1,10,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,5,35,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899998901864136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104625587036378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21896239663728734,0.0,0.14807038856823598,0.0,0.16106882675107564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016959502961121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681700481646785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208339467347996,0.0,0.21858379641574147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277947778129165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26864019648193377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26272454968880304,0.0,0.0,0.32590830761015643,0.0,0.0,0.4126527165316172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway11483939,2019/01/24,"Anxiety in school Does anyone else have anxiety that starts the moment they set foot on campus? I’m always anxious at school, but finals week didn’t help. Yesterday I went to the nurse having a panic attack and she sent me to my counselor. My counselor wasn’t there so I went back and I asked if I could just go and she asked if I wanted to lie down on the bed in the back. When I’m anxious I cannot sit still so when she said that I started panicking even more and just got in my car and left. I was marked truant in a class because of this. And when I got home my mom was upset at me for leaving school without going through the nurse, but I just couldn’t deal with it and left. I feel like my parents are starting to think my anxiety is just an excuse. They say, there’s nothing to be anxious about so what’s wrong? I just get extremely frustrated and I don’t know what to do and end up spending the day in my room. I hate this, on days when I stay at school I’m so burned out by the time I get home that I don’t want to do anything and start feeling suicidal, although I think that’s because of my new medication that’s not doing shit for my anxiety.",2.4539806659505956,3.672120640816328,3.743437164339422,91.19092373791624,75.24489795918367,6.790547798066593,24.32330827067669,7.273561745256523,0.8303061224489796,907,28,204,10,19,297,127,245,0.196,0.7440000000000001,0.06,-0.9892,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,0,20,8,4,2,10,0,17,3,2,0,0,32,44,23,1,6,11,2,2,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,10,12,0,0,5,0,1,6,8,7,0,0,10,4,34,1,30,31,1,46,0,0,0,0,15,17,1,2,21,137,44,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145516325883143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995527777511737,0.3317750836879164,0.0,0.06844935181996062,0.10030337205398862,0.08055793938742553,0.0,0.1830342565479241,0.1113678917791978,0.0,0.15054798688698826,0.0,0.11934983419508302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815992612269478,0.0,0.0,0.12626630815599596,0.10092381225673712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566718705431635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177738672431753,0.0,0.08670450927950703,0.0,0.0,0.06465767727401943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899570386353447,0.06993507515091088,0.0,0.10723745100965823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229053774709616,0.0,0.11127016726284043,0.0,0.15658861322771525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664948025856122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656158924900126,0.0,0.19639015373333446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053799660684545926,0.0,0.0,0.10365499166556097,0.2127229634006269,0.0,0.0,0.047825777723401935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861731658287756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465158436473133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454607010440716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393137177817837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485683004815235,0.10869905232059844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311905491813366,0.07784877266722309,0.0,0.3962934485576549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048618360902392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771578516292372,0.10434135512968283,0.07817780757792865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707950713548088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12545229498560814,0.0,0.0,0.05708243745501445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548014485529877,0.0,0.07852419257766156,0.0,0.0,0.1814963526934136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436575861048624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703108160649116,0.0,0.0
anxiety,madkplusplus,2019/01/24,"Today was good I've been having an awful month. But today was okay. Today I was able to actually get some (very small and pointless) things done. I'm watching Life of Brian now and just relaxing, it's nice to not be panicking all day. The good times get me through the bad and remind me there's hope.

Have a good Thursday everyone and if you're not, I hope tomorrow is better. Because yesterday was a terrible day in every way, and today is okay. ",1.1908478038815142,3.7314164606741613,3.2103983656792643,86.45643513789581,86.64044943820221,6.382431052093973,21.574055158324818,7.686295010490155,1.2500471910112352,351,12,68,7,11,118,63,89,0.091,0.627,0.281,0.9517,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,3,12,0,0,5,3,11,1,0,0,1,14,16,7,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,6,1,4,10,5,9,2,15,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,12,41,6,0,0.16415416583272358,0.0,0.16019078632963735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706187174623666,0.1000668558677464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451810198322537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211731713653592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16798670475592947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830696462518788,0.15685634012539895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17152755286851734,0.0,0.0,0.4130541781765265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32608425165088306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594694194308178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102628904558586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905673366713896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571961418989396,0.0,0.6223958206664515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544437842699025,0.0,0.13029793609053236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anonymouse57999,2019/01/24,"My fiancé won’t share is feelings with me like he used to... My fiancé used to open up to me tell me how he feels...

Now all he says his he’s okay...

Our deep and fun conversations have dropped down to barely having one...

Even when we are apart he barely messaged me, if he does it’s either hi and how are you and hours later there may be a reply back...

I don’t know how I feel anymore...
He barely has a conversation with me...
But he will text other girls and have conversations with them...he will talk to them for multiple days...

That makes me feel like I’m worthless...he can’t talk to his own fiancé but he can talk to other girls....

Maybe we shouldn’t be together...",0.3231521739130443,2.5412784710144933,2.0534601449275383,95.7023641304348,86.7536231884058,4.899275362318841,15.871376811594205,6.322622252153567,-0.5643492753623187,511,10,117,5,16,167,82,138,0.0,0.943,0.057,0.6428,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,3,1,1,0,8,5,0,0,2,1,17,0,0,6,1,28,26,11,0,2,4,0,4,2,0,5,0,1,0,2,4,10,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,17,5,13,19,3,12,0,0,0,0,29,5,0,2,8,72,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20388617715509166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15808302748615252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325860323710811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17990978910843652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13578768584095904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4158020548389735,0.2937415142090647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024609048618332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298474877814282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20087797627132836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723032393264234,0.0,0.20653887879979324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931046783812026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16349032522838092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4957269800318244,0.17969132054311462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3551207794749112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,badmonkingpin,2019/01/24,"Has anyone taken medicine in conjuction with therapy and then gotten off the medicine? I've been doing CBT for a couple of months now and having an incredibly difficult time with it. I never planned on/wanted to take medicine for my anxiety and am still extremely hesitant to do so.

My therapist suggested that I might benefit from medication. 

I hate the idea of being on medicine for the rest of my life. Has anyone taken it for a short amount of time and then gotten off of it? How did you feel after you had stopped taking it? And why do you think the medicine helped you for the time you took it but you no longer needed it?",4.651056466302368,6.114277803278687,5.2687978142076535,81.43184881602916,70.14754098360655,9.028779599271402,28.30965391621129,9.444778638647367,2.4766528233151184,500,18,96,11,9,161,74,122,0.102,0.882,0.016,-0.8153,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,6,0,1,4,3,1,0,8,0,12,2,0,1,1,16,23,10,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,8,1,12,1,20,13,2,17,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,11,74,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15861472412030864,0.0,0.0,0.28995424810663656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22941804350804096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048374605322702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047055715880149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389757993679015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340619052769416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14645055071063262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20887348908206835,0.0,0.2199552400766119,0.0,0.0,0.16549700981088727,0.0,0.0,0.153740168549913,0.15991358330964806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16558219188478399,0.17334573350315444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117881291328512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23711164633328866,0.24073801158351102,0.0,0.13285526049056207,0.0,0.0,0.3627053023649585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23036264734710224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229465174789035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870923263668771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LuisGibbs3,2019/01/24,"I was prescribed Sertraline today and I'm really fucking scared to use it. I've been having issues with anxiety for over a year now and I finally decided to bite the bullet this week and see the GP.  She prescribed me Sertraline.

I had not really considered any medication up until that point, as I've been weary to recognise my problems as clinical. But I took the prescription.  

I took the first tablet today and I didn't really feel anything different.  Perhaps a ittle sense of happiness but I think that was the relief of having my anxiety recognised and validated.  

However, now I've given it some real thought, I've start to scare myself.  I'm really afraid to start messing with my brain chemistry.  My entire self is stored within my head.  I am the hormones and neurones.  If I start taking a pill to mess with that, will I start to lose my identity?  Am I going to end up suppressing myself? Am I going down a road of more psychiatric issues by doing this? 

There are lots of things I don't like about myself but I still want to be me.  I don't wanr to start to lose myself.  I don't want this to make me stupider, or less creative, or ruin my concentration, or affect my memory.  I want to be me.  

Am I talking utter shit or does this resonate with anyone else? What should I do?",2.7517563081009326,5.0300915776892445,4.613849601593625,80.61102672642764,77.44621513944223,8.008034528552457,24.402556440903048,8.841846274778883,2.1092110225763605,1010,35,186,24,24,343,135,251,0.163,0.772,0.065,-0.9803,2,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,3,5,15,3,3,10,0,23,8,4,3,0,35,46,17,0,6,9,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,11,10,0,1,4,0,1,4,5,12,0,1,10,2,36,3,32,32,4,27,0,3,1,1,3,7,2,7,17,136,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922197224855564,0.0,0.17823981140672512,0.0,0.0,0.08145742897725176,0.1193649696896624,0.09586712586358488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004920842835244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217145966045699,0.0,0.0,0.10194733214585362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973183163014089,0.0,0.10318178651595848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058904396477903326,0.0,0.0,0.12761679719476085,0.0,0.0990923104469754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769962294191034,0.0,0.0,0.1324158886257948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401324998475073,0.0,0.0,0.11955955763917372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243185255658984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056914562206998025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26066074568092906,0.0,0.09904160517621756,0.0,0.0,0.07776266918978966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735849716453198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012734434077187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147192021440044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132599119556269,0.2985239106569945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332676913547505,0.0,0.09283304646759978,0.0,0.12153180473857718,0.0,0.11958252265202902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4122859715669484,0.0,0.09303467511462027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759126500346702,0.09363589633340202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739544730644947,0.07464659004881496,0.0,0.09248562546757018,0.0,0.0,0.22085111722294096,0.0,0.2588649638047332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061602605515342,0.0,0.0,0.2061388920652308,0.0,0.0934468869291126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502026496938209
anxiety,pandy91,2019/01/24,"Anxiety flare up when talking to manager I had the first anxiety episode of the year today. 
I started on a new team in the same department at work, and everyone has been very friendly and welcoming. My supervisor encouraged me to set up a meeting with the manager to present some of the work I’ve been doing the past month. I normally would send an email but I was feeling up to going to see him face to face to check his availability. Usually
I rehearse what I’m going to say beforehand, but I convinced myself I knew exactly what I wanted to convey. 
I get to his cube and start talking... and my thoughts become jumbled, my mind goes blank and I feel my face heat up and my body start to shake, my mouth dry up. The feelings just hit me out of no where and I couldn’t stop it. I pushed through it, but I can’t stop thinking about how stupid I must have looked. I’m not even sure if he understood what I was saying. I was rambling, trying to find the right words in the midst of my anxiety flare up, and left speaking a mile a minute. I hate anxiety. I wish I was eloquent and had clear thoughts when speaking to people! ",2.9123859649122816,4.697465155555559,4.079976608187135,86.90326315789477,75.2222222222222,7.759064327485379,28.28654970760234,8.532816995589336,2.0547777777777783,880,37,182,17,19,287,129,225,0.131,0.789,0.081,-0.8835,0,0,0,0,1,0,22.0,0,0,0,4,8,8,2,1,14,0,15,5,5,1,4,42,37,16,0,7,6,0,3,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,5,11,0,2,9,1,1,6,4,3,0,1,12,9,32,5,31,21,2,37,0,0,2,0,17,15,0,2,15,121,37,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4220960529910367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15234431243948435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15322066590293218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911083201358326,0.0,0.0,0.13180794452899844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20924040253055387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607500844736896,0.11733201688030018,0.0,0.0,0.10657239552034004,0.0,0.0720681553439722,0.0,0.15678939374186251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361875675032493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14987262663033268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583517814521005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928046155933013,0.0,0.1101026953998438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322367870023116,0.0,0.0,0.13515228502147672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316797011230854,0.09563049127553754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780033094622015,0.0,0.21939145361774307,0.0,0.0,0.10992062377044487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929047331152265,0.0,0.0,0.2306486687169709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300071758247079,0.0,0.0,0.2217425049357724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838662580535016,0.0,0.2190185074825306,0.0,0.0,0.13075135142752242,0.0,0.0,0.09365246347077524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519218406542121,0.11381525990085635,0.08136081011864994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15862462959578125,0.0,0.0,0.2008444792079944,0.0,0.0,0.09798888834868172,0.0,0.0,0.08882908225721771
anxiety,_SkyPirate,2019/01/24,"Where to start... So I have recently come to terms with the fact that I have severe anxiety - I worry about everything and make up stupid, horrific scenarios in my head, I think it's called existential crisis anxiety. I am just wondering where to start with getting help... I've been trying to practice mindfulness and bring myself to the present moment but I fear I may need medication to stop this. 

Has anybody had any success with meds or is self-help the best way to deal with this? ",4.996923076923076,6.799544076923077,5.42945054945055,79.29054945054949,69.76923076923077,9.595604395604397,29.48351648351648,9.957137785484203,3.011567032967033,385,15,71,10,7,123,66,91,0.197,0.695,0.108,-0.4497,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,5,4,1,1,3,0,8,2,1,1,1,18,17,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,9,2,14,14,2,14,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,7,47,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334569934265537,0.0,0.3002620190346394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20595267432478612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20039358806758084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16905233190546498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20232553251135416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17637719426980447,0.0,0.0,0.22083624714709996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253272769713698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20140951613614724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263084996343137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099865777555467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21798993937914554,0.19770161913537465,0.0,0.0,0.19815694699599107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14551717588497234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19377358214382998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047319551099564,0.22170707777861667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778140691809081,0.0,0.0,0.16407411172375974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574932426831845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324113111240074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15577442314367215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21282517410398966,0.0,0.19930179504635864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheGrandAdmiral,2019/01/24,"One of those days I have been feeling anxious all day for no apparent reason. I took my meds, even took an extra one for my anxiety (my therapist allowed me to take additional ones when it spikes). I feel drained but my heart is racing... Having panic attacks without a reason (or maybe I am not seeing it). I fear I am relapsing back to when I felt bad, now that for the last few months I have been making progress I don't want to go back...",3.9799250936329607,4.666900044943823,5.177022471910113,84.36568352059928,71.02247191011236,8.18052434456929,28.316479400749067,8.344100000000001,1.8323243445692887,340,12,71,5,6,113,65,89,0.214,0.698,0.087,-0.8804,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,1,2,3,0,9,1,1,4,1,14,19,4,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,0,0,3,4,4,0,3,5,4,14,0,8,14,3,12,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,9,54,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795002281032575,0.1889511417407214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19027731140350496,0.0,0.2572183573238561,0.13965138145521427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21573196055828595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047070027767147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18820897128889585,0.16913884307873164,0.0,0.16059153816901986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505517222220723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19819860860003194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13633558041747182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164436517407572,0.0,0.16803066076479156,0.0,0.1857831890004409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350176850090106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400100276275204,0.0,0.0,0.19623832748151127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.343933082845344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328100292899273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575534350858308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19419656178993305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716540963795033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865164515782764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16122836259264964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PickleMish,2019/01/24,"Hyper aware of pain when anxious. For years now, It’s literally every time. I get such crappy physical symptoms. Almost always my neck,back and arm will get tense and in pain. I used to panic and think it was my heart until I realized I’d get it when I’m anxious. I also get awful acid reflux too. 

They subside when I’m getting over my panic attack. How about you guys?",1.4695,3.778643333333335,3.6422500000000007,85.64737500000003,82.33333333333334,5.3500000000000005,20.041666666666664,6.6274283507984215,0.4519666666666669,290,8,55,3,8,99,54,75,0.343,0.657,0.0,-0.9805,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,0,9,5,1,2,0,1,2,5,2,2,0,8,11,9,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,9,0,7,9,0,9,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,7,32,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17627250205837885,0.0,0.0,0.14077422966143635,0.14647428934154147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3977363550709732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002639507576591,0.0,0.13535918724391285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483161355728944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4598521819685129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17430121649490568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086009945176376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3746249177318203,0.4130756574354125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18296660274113824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11279540190652122,0.0,0.0,0.102646770635497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15203675197629754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336004675928935
anxiety,YoungRaddish,2019/01/24,"Panic attack due to anxiety strikes back after months of peace. Hi All! Im new here, was browsing the internet since last night on how to stop my irrational overthinking. Advice or just words of support will be appreciated. So basically, I work as a hostess at some bar. While at work, my boyfriend texted me that water is not running at home due to some pipe problems, and that’s how it started. I was panicking, cant think straight. Then two of my close friends came to my work yesterday, my boss (who’s the owner and the bartender) hooked them up with a drink each, and I went to the kitchen to hook them up with free appetizers. It’s my first time to invite friends to come over to where I work, so I thought it was all cool when I hooked them up of free food. One of the servers saw it and she called me out. And she ended up talking to my boss about it. So my boss talked to me and he said the food has to be paid. And I was like ok. My coworker was rude to them too, giving them dirty looks and bad vibes in general and it was so embarassing, it made my friends really uncomfortable. Now here’s what’s making me anxious, I saw them looking at me and talking, and I like that job, and Im worried that it might affect my relationship with my bosses, since there are very good to me. This kept me up since last night. ",3.3718656716417925,4.589124843283582,4.07779104477612,89.69370149253733,72.95522388059702,7.598805970149255,26.459701492537324,8.07648339933343,1.3482038805970151,1030,35,229,15,20,328,146,268,0.13,0.7290000000000001,0.141,0.6626,1,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,6,5,16,16,2,1,8,2,14,6,0,9,2,44,31,23,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,2,0,15,20,6,2,2,2,3,4,2,5,0,3,15,6,36,13,38,12,5,40,0,0,4,0,22,16,0,4,22,150,51,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098648139447012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688636928823168,0.1283100879399955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12921064320781495,0.0,0.08733397888987839,0.09483235121197836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597518295395827,0.1299022421319254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783683854653914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126257314413716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059582913928948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660884413161076,0.27467638834061503,0.0,0.26324875906788114,0.0,0.0,0.10895375269615913,0.0,0.09526330066695343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139273523013106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453660768767591,0.0,0.11270800421859635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18516141423183707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097632186136124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19075275390185265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746964392470143,0.0758137695359762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048763015016473,0.0,0.0,0.09065636491363883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969372173428793,0.0,0.2131693162561322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696295833136937,0.0,0.0,0.1332585599874355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086781942662138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07276056493216211,0.0,0.0,0.1219395791671665,0.0,0.0,0.10803807801920988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28185709683578225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039063976830862,0.0,0.0,0.09495575835866582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288862418240301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738675384556061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277578603680976,0.0,0.09016773687996836,0.0662278718003888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094857698166223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937132165279154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052873503158512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307426822176692,0.11534332194181153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KindleCandle,2019/01/24,"I had a car accident a couple days ago and my hypochondria is flying through the roof. On the 22nd, I was at work and my boss asked me to pick up a package. I was in an SUV in the right hand lane. A black truck didn’t see me and pulled out in front of me to turn left. I didn’t have time to brake and we collided. At the moment of impact, the hearing in my right ear went out momentarily before coming back, and the airbags on the sides deployed. I promptly exited the car and called my boss to tell her what had just happened, my legs were shaking, I was shocked about what just occurred. People had come out of the office buildings to help me. My boss told me to call the police, so I did. If you would have asked me on the spot, I would have said I did not hit my head. I did not, and have not since experienced any headache, vision problems, dizziness, nausea, photophobia, or any other discernible symptoms of a concussion. I am in no pain and my neck is not stiff. However, I noticed a small area of raised swelling on my forehead between my eyebrows. I noticed this the same day, and I guess it suggests that I DID hit my head, even though it doesn’t hurt and I don’t remember it. 
I went to a clinic where a doctor looked me over and said that I should go to the ER just to be safe in case they wanted to do a CT scan to rule out bleeding. So I went, and the ER doc said I’m okay. 

My greatest fear is brain damage, and I’m paranoid that I concussed myself even though I didn’t experience any obvious symptoms. I have set up a counseling appointment as well as a doctor followup next week. All of the doctor stuff is on workers comp. 

I have depression, and this fear is triggering much anxiety. I just want to be okay. ",4.500113636363637,4.733514693181816,5.198863636363637,86.28704545454546,69.68181818181819,8.218181818181819,29.06818181818182,8.00094639256281,1.6713647727272731,1340,46,291,16,22,434,180,352,0.103,0.833,0.064,-0.926,1,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,1,1,1,2,14,13,0,3,27,2,34,17,8,5,2,51,58,22,0,7,10,0,1,0,0,3,9,5,0,0,12,21,0,3,2,0,0,11,10,9,3,0,21,11,48,4,43,30,4,49,0,3,4,0,16,28,0,3,9,202,60,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877517452540902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20431225743867326,0.0,0.07661295892275928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18724975389828705,0.0,0.0,0.07700764333995055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521858625587067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179830796076344,0.20452464524638744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725372979467764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081187601530433,0.0,0.12917437191144027,0.0,0.08625734033310715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075172172432317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229364148044032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796397756847418,0.0,0.22538872396492146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05691642599901176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032433156308008,0.0,0.08856056072957902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055615163849456,0.0,0.1128740937466448,0.0,0.06712710479611403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721052355794336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881111354926164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409911139574602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362031570709603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650855228255028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228038362366162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656455109679924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943002520814026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958281270275708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134481806235778,0.17105171871506433,0.2857910936267197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980500337792071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284347460122937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146455193141368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20818427140261386,0.0,0.0,0.0875337811004475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19678983653622675,0.0,0.0583971141083483,0.0,0.0,0.0956957220361208,0.0,0.0,0.10893228431864936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813979039837,0.0,0.08033269843876988,0.0,0.09004509461739246,0.27851464542414794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290894916637282,0.0,0.0,0.1422845558445213,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hgolden23,2019/01/24,"Strange Physical Symptoms? Hi all,

I'm going to see a doctor on Monday but I'm out of state until then. 

I've been having a LOT of health anxiety lately among anxiety about other things. I was fine until my period started and then got really sick (aside from cramps) for some reason. Since about the 18th, I've been having morning nausea and then random times during the day, I get warm and weak when I'm standing for too long, lightheaded, and I haven't been able to stay at the gym for too long without feeling exhausted. 

Anyone felt this way with anxiety? Some of the symptoms seem to have gotten slightly better but they're still concerning. 
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anxiety,FlatMurphTheory,2019/01/24,"Prescirbed Lorazepam but I never feel any better. I am wondering if this awful sensation is something other than anxiety... Hi folks,

I was diagnosed with an anxiety disorder at a young age and OCD within the last year. No medications have had an effect that is significant. I was given lorazepam to take as needed but have found it completely useless. I thought lorazepam was supposed to be really effective if not abused, so the lack of a response has me wondering what the heck is going on. I wonder if I even have anxiety at all or of I am just stressed out all tbe time.

Is there anyone here who has had no success with lorazepam?

Thanks!",4.081295454545455,6.525394175000002,5.184545454545455,77.32227272727275,73.91666666666666,8.696969696969697,30.90909090909091,9.339509955726095,3.2685000000000004,511,24,87,13,11,168,84,120,0.219,0.65,0.132,-0.8949,0,0,1,0,1,0,13.0,0,0,0,4,5,5,0,1,7,1,17,2,0,2,3,25,28,9,0,5,8,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,8,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,8,1,9,3,13,19,3,12,0,1,0,0,2,5,1,7,6,71,15,1,0.0,0.20755964784099665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912840343980405,0.0,0.40203664891747376,0.0,0.0,0.1224899252940292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549324692863728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18367289129719688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17780400691031142,0.0,0.0,0.20077145058305135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570473420714772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857626879045259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19207582200540904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955882790043416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14279507648209588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764754145913145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989374622609146,0.13510961126457088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222479021854584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13486211828835046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20066809183140807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317135544467091,0.0,0.0,0.1612822027635468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907334783986255,0.10214886355471464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5699256940797095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128101729580014
anxiety,Paintedbirmingham,2019/01/24,"My father is getting out of prison in 5 days. My(23m) father(66m) is getting out of prison in 5 days. He’s been incarcerated for nearly 10 years. I’m so on edge right now, because I love my father dearly and I’m so worried that he may get killed or in trouble before he gets out. I know I’m overthinking it, but man my head is spinning. I’ve been diagnosed with GAD and depression, but it’s been so much better lately. I haven’t felt this anxious in a while. My nerves are shot rn. My heart breaks for him because I’m sure he may be more stressed out than I am. Plus he’s going to have to adjust. He’s trying his best to sound confident but I can tell he’s a little nervous about getting out. He chose not to go into protective custody, but he also gets in fights a bit. Any words/advice/techniques are welcomed. Thank you. ",1.0102777777777767,3.1522939941860493,2.81806201550388,91.8779715762274,82.8953488372093,5.217571059431527,21.76485788113695,6.42735559955562,0.35763074935400496,645,21,138,6,18,214,106,172,0.16,0.6890000000000001,0.152,0.3631,0,0,0,0,1,0,24.0,0,1,0,2,6,13,2,2,3,0,15,4,2,0,1,22,31,13,1,0,6,2,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,4,10,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,4,2,13,7,25,24,4,24,0,1,0,1,19,15,0,3,6,77,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110852714472152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148972694948828,0.0,0.0,0.18521368517049794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19988139889871126,0.0,0.13950700313034722,0.0,0.17205248548944654,0.14499798702562125,0.17898789483276445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114647789685492,0.0,0.1412074944746836,0.16640297031238507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15741503500570111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5139339132781134,0.0,0.18634995882638947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682571394911985,0.0,0.0,0.1942782369891644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18138330057926907,0.0,0.09010110077175174,0.0,0.18493959750101316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431817808111626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479687608183203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052006569282253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400100242603464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18780097877382684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15451830818324647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432970905821617,0.15094056689012744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11130939596910512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664963531678086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557663006511632
anxiety,wittyrutabaga,2019/01/24,"Panicking because I screwed up at work Long story short, there was something I should have done at work during November, that I did half of and then forgot. I work remotely and my team is fairly hands-off, so there was no one to remind me of the fact that I should have been doing it (besides myself). My boss has a woman evaluating all the moving parts in our team right now, and she messaged me about two hours ago asking, ""Hey, WittyRutabaga, that thing back in November-- did you end up doing that?""

I lied. I told her that I had done the entire thing. There's very little chance she'll realize I'm lying, because the first half of the project is completed and I was able to send her over the appropriate files for it, but I feel terrified and guilty and I hate myself for not finishing the project correctly and I hate myself for lying and if I lose my job I'm pretty sure I will have earned it but I'll still really hate not having a job and AHHH

I'm freaking out and I don't have anyone to talk to, please help. Did some breathing exercises and a guided meditation so I'm starting to chill but the chill is not fully with me yet D:",4.652547307132458,5.2927206593886496,5.4618165938864625,83.09566521106261,69.48034934497817,8.55208151382824,26.18369723435226,8.648137234880735,1.663350858806405,897,25,183,14,15,293,131,229,0.185,0.738,0.077,-0.9815,2,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,1,1,0,8,10,7,4,0,11,0,26,3,1,1,4,31,38,18,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,10,13,0,1,2,3,0,2,5,6,0,5,12,1,30,1,21,22,3,25,0,1,0,1,16,11,1,2,12,134,40,11,0.14442958523673494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12802811292985228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098852415264804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502216563548056,0.0,0.0,0.11105743594080028,0.0,0.1760858692267397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15143167223286594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295603221156245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12792174354766636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302793791916945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285173142047895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42778294221566254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680810653918924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422340483337408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28664815499372337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475638742067115,0.0,0.12781563800051493,0.0,0.16157976222277445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15350579205686854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786922482345677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15640316625104855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15854031319948955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14693681155892185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252529063354673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334207664232515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118895090635053,0.0,0.0,0.10222800380555658,0.0,0.1153416533373575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361231748316908,0.0,0.0,0.11608702971783452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19190519754300428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380086580876004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108671833674952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119169533710109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154393746012035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheRealJamesWarner,2019/01/24,"What is the most professional way to let my teacher know that I am refusing to do a presentation project? Public speaking is the absolute bane of my existence.

Of all the other presentations I've done before, almost every single one results in me having a panic attack during it, and on one occasion I have fainted.

I don't want to hear that I need to push through my fear; I am well aware of that. I have a presentation due tomorrow and I just want to know what would be the best way to go about telling my teacher that I am refusing to participate. I was planning on skipping the class tomorrow and perhaps emailing her after telling her that I'm not going to do it, and that I'm prepared to take a 0 for the project grade.

I just want to know how I should format my email to let her know that I will not be presenting, and it's not up for debate.",7.694476744186042,5.7612993779069805,8.368255813953493,73.36017441860469,63.94186046511628,11.62325581395349,37.77906976744186,10.411451182825502,3.7271255813953488,671,28,135,13,8,227,92,172,0.113,0.838,0.049,-0.8159,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,6,5,1,2,10,0,20,1,0,2,1,27,34,6,0,6,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,13,5,0,2,4,0,0,3,4,3,1,2,2,2,21,2,23,25,4,17,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,2,8,105,34,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17412492911134236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19782408385901287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14796691317329402,0.0,0.18248600149398825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17794903849264124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465091621842722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19567370930692712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976504946618923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19598578153804416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38225985665408857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3556270043902329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893664849463998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356636627602776,0.0,0.0,0.2040215255602978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074304779935345,0.0,0.3039736742154128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30769309037292075,0.27605032765627163,0.0,0.0,0.15634728622378305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352590817062885,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,2pillowsandaballoon,2019/01/24,"New Relationship Anxiety I have been in a relationship for the last 4 months and things are generally going really well. However when I'm alone I overthink every little thing about it and get myself really worked up. I seem to talk myself into the fact that one day he is going to get bored of me and leave. I'm anxious about where it is heading and getting my heart broken, anxious about being strung along, anxious if he is busy for the night I think it means he isn't interested anymore snd I can't relax until I see him again. It is taking away from the enjoyment of it and I fear will ultimately ruin the relationship. Does anyone have any tips on how to deal with these thoughts? ",3.922700135685208,5.816347253731344,5.27583446404342,78.93463364993218,72.73134328358209,8.156309362279513,24.86838534599729,8.841846274778883,1.9065761194029849,548,17,102,11,11,183,91,134,0.197,0.76,0.043,-0.9499,1,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,8,7,0,1,6,0,12,2,2,1,1,16,25,9,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,0,4,1,0,2,2,3,1,1,2,1,12,4,19,21,0,17,0,1,1,0,9,7,0,2,8,70,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14347302664585745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942036567135938,0.0,0.10597339052462787,0.4694909628139863,0.13738235755946232,0.09686186115222443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301514314623757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933897315038959,0.14281608269246665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122661438171678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671564911978335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15588229198054532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21712517944303525,0.0,0.15745708622846447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216949168259566,0.0,0.0,0.1641561141551748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129186489274825,0.0,0.1466809420906263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388412516856352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508973888491833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105715711363884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379101585986114,0.0,0.12999895947164836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387002479208856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774889162825896,0.0,0.0,0.4461810551879458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038872414931973,0.12611050958309478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415566824829292,0.1113434011284954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840634344819592,0.08876302298731446,0.0,0.1099756022881371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455313188381845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084989081988058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HahaNotAgain,2019/01/24,"On bad days, I get anxious about everything. On ""good"" days, I get anxious about the anxiety hitting me again at any moment. ...anyone else ruining the good days for themselves?",4.55182795698925,7.321058806451617,4.807741935483873,78.99827956989247,73.83870967741936,8.004301075268819,32.913978494623656,8.841846274778883,3.3333784946236573,137,7,22,3,3,43,22,31,0.302,0.62,0.078,-0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,6,2,0,8,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16235847142651244,0.0,0.1826434163779188,0.5394400297558785,0.0,0.16693984357756786,0.24462801758938674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993466265237576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4619228050863463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994453385599305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145734810960065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249474478821666,0.0,0.0,0.4005050465747999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,StudMuffinNick,2019/01/24,"I Can't Sleep I'm about to lose everything.

Firat the setting: I'm 28, wife and 3 kids living in my mother-in-laws apartment with father in law. The MIL moved out which I thought would be a godsend because she is mentally abusive and lazy to a point where shes a literal mooch. Well earlier this month she unfortuantely was able to convince my wife to pay rent late saying she'll ""talk to the apartments"",which wasnt weird as when we all lived together she had done that and extended our rent, so she could borrow money and it seems like were2 not going to see that money now. Oh, and the apartments know nothing about her arrangement so all the fees of bekng late got added on.


Well today I got my check and a couple days ago we got the eviction notice which, if paid, will be void. The notice's total is ~$200 more than what I have. Being the only working parent theres only so many hours of overtime I can work and I did it but we were short. 

Now the cherry on this fuckfest cake is that my wife's toith shattered a couple nights ago so we pawned the only sellable thing we had [her camera] to pay to get her tooth removed. 

So basically we're fucked and my kids are going to be homeless now. I haven't slept the last 2 nights from stress and anxiety feeling like my world is coming down. 

We've been is shitty situations before and we have always said ""We'll make it through, we always do"" but I don't think thats happening this time...

If you made it this far thanks for hearing me rant. I have no one else to tell so I'll post it anonymously online to get it off my chest. I genuinely hope you all are having a great day! Please hold tour loved ones close and be thankful foe the roof over your head, regardless of how small it may be.",2.759622285174693,4.537828215297452,3.6403597733711055,89.92072851746934,75.62889518413598,6.406383380547688,22.24825306893296,7.1686216300943375,0.6062110292728993,1372,37,288,15,30,438,209,353,0.118,0.7709999999999999,0.11,-0.4549,5,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,9,3,0,3,17,16,2,1,18,0,37,7,5,3,4,46,65,24,0,6,5,5,1,2,0,5,0,3,2,2,19,22,0,1,5,0,10,5,6,6,2,2,16,5,39,10,30,37,5,41,0,1,1,2,34,17,1,5,19,179,58,4,0.10273112830845882,0.1217195883271076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821298936077155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709610567434834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858903196850762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06262394230097712,0.0,0.08741662368537112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849377060197987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202244664631336,0.2273400789920413,0.0,0.13250615804951413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051296117454752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581867553125327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232811398224992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05194394519778903,0.073391138590213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497327273382264,0.1073455489404271,0.0,0.11676893531495612,0.0,0.24649040392633725,0.1132614316328182,0.0,0.0,0.09084479748840878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543177557571327,0.0,0.115785447874618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203519029133508,0.10116946777389624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0564583414672218,0.08373958091243937,0.23177037476985665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037848028357192,0.0,0.181426936835778,0.0,0.0,0.11492985497223575,0.0,0.0,0.09271885418942123,0.09720667754023013,0.06857382586618108,0.10415323981660346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103528814715679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199900650367774,0.10918693143123966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19281240944000594,0.0,0.0985732882858184,0.2339201409530285,0.0,0.0,0.13922654248861885,0.2343949569615577,0.0,0.0,0.11407076057716872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276792930384655,0.0971141218866574,0.0,0.09838802341275324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772082821301424,0.08169591655645403,0.0,0.0,0.0818634086178222,0.09352256090067593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547409248425405,0.10280531950071832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767816038508815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257138954836153,0.08979153419936411,0.18916204116810525,0.0,0.0,0.06824999683941553,0.06582595891890691,0.0,0.08155704069852998,0.059903347058512,0.0,0.09737709760087558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847352437236654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14957896986078206,0.0,0.0,0.0729772460502643,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,for-audio,2019/01/24,"I have low self esteem and anxiety, everyday I'm trying to be positive but I just looked at /r/decidingtobebetter and had a panic attack Everyday I try to help my anxiety, I try the exercises of what I'm grateful for, everything my therapist has taught me. I try to tell myself I'm good enough, I try to tell myself qualities I might have.

It just doesn't mean anything.

I'm sick of not being good enough to date and only good enough for sex. (at least I can list good at sex as a quality huh?)

I'm trying to better myself so I'm Worthy to date because right now, I can't do anything just for me.

I looked at self improvement stuff and I nearly broke down in tears.

No I'm not worth it, no I'm not good enough. You don't know me. You don't know how shitty and worthless I am

I have ""you are enough"" on my wall, I repeat it as a mantra almost all the time and it's just not sinking in. My brain WON'T LET ME BELIEVE IT

how the fuck can I improve if my brain deems me unworthy?

Like a voice in my head saying ""how fucking dare you think you deserve the best guy or the best job""

I actually felt ashamed of myself, how dare I put myself in the same league as people that really can get better

""oh stop with the victim mentality"" I don't think I'm a victim! I hate myself, my mind legitimately won't let me think otherwise

I've never felt so trapped

I want to die",1.1072299651567974,3.04964224041812,3.4966986062717784,88.24936846689897,81.29965156794425,6.608710801393729,20.35452961672474,7.7094869923839395,0.6968139372822302,1061,29,234,18,28,367,139,287,0.202,0.59,0.209,0.6549,1,1,0,0,0,1,31.0,0,5,0,4,11,21,6,2,12,1,23,9,3,4,2,38,48,18,1,2,11,0,2,1,0,3,2,2,0,3,8,7,0,1,8,1,1,1,14,11,0,0,4,6,44,10,29,37,10,24,0,3,2,4,12,14,2,4,10,153,52,2,0.0,0.0,0.08532667147170715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755631784574619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13377934237204067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390770447868792,0.0,0.0,0.09947311078488773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053301266143133734,0.0,0.0,0.09851244875752503,0.18352113543707588,0.1546632420876282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952189855031793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074662295213308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.451733061182333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858344899798339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16790798387440514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16166965861524565,0.04568263720811151,0.0,0.0,0.3666933553506522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657716055606851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632671682537375,0.08973639990429917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058607708547172774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676851621230793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610704704859688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17882213184426524,0.0,0.042717688283850565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14685144621471685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524538823361728,0.0,0.0,0.08811672826540473,0.0927576791244625,0.08828724372401155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743741519007608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650038054972161,0.0,0.10258940882559622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06061835519617264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789913095895678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0560148882211448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467139620719805,0.0,0.0695340413136983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18243337206090274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310190891692198,0.0,0.0,0.1000953519835279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15284896753253188,0.0,0.0,0.10152201522340026,0.0,0.16807981867067315,0.0,0.0,0.050985679392152164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35618712525344337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051573074874313465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thatgirlambz,2019/01/24,"I freaking hate people.....or myself, idk. So I'm at the library and someone sits their stuff down and tries to sit right next to me. I have anxiety and I can't stand people being right next to me unless it's someone I know, so I move my stuff over and scoot to the edge of the table to give space. The person sees me do this, so they pick up their stuff and move a couple tables away...only to start talking about how I was being rude and ""racist"" (which I definitely am not). I decide to say something because I don't want them to think I was being an ass, and the girl who was with the original person says that it's okay, but the other girl says ""no it's not"". Now I feel like a bad person because of my anxiety...fml. :/ I was having a really good day and now I feel like crap.",3.804545454545455,3.6091265757575774,5.2195454545454565,87.0293181818182,71.12121212121212,7.8121212121212125,23.772727272727273,7.1686216300943375,0.7379818181818183,595,12,135,5,10,201,95,165,0.158,0.747,0.095,-0.8162,0,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,4,0,7,9,3,0,11,1,13,2,2,3,0,22,23,14,0,1,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,0,5,11,9,0,0,5,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,4,6,23,4,17,16,0,19,0,0,1,1,15,7,2,0,9,93,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023408770146466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256901527320268,0.0,0.11170021341551646,0.16310136457119995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480243647354495,0.0,0.08627664754836759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352857714107665,0.19114406426168126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833339333091584,0.0,0.11220781599498234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207946388515399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352166117611986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13071571755375114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843726673128876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845518252635571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274579354275883,0.3504330433856871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570251108705479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284937581618711,0.0,0.319160251989868,0.0,0.0,0.10660486359869584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22670170781893334,0.10298992018896208,0.0,0.0,0.09468974990040896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4594362294858274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752681654207956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857204395747052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082743302870752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890655790938263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,screamtree,2019/01/24,"Worried that my roommates hate me I know I have a tendency to assume that people hate me. I have bad social anxiety but try every day to calm myself. I've recently started meditating to help with these intrusive thoughts, but this is a tough one for me.

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I am a 25/F, and about three months ago I was desperate for a place to live, as my boyfriend and I were having problems (mostly due to my crippling depression and BPD) so we decided to not live together for a while (I was living with my parents for months already). So these two guys posted that they were looking for a roommate in a part of town I really liked, and we had went to school together, so I decided that would be a good idea in the meantime. Well, in all of the 3-4 months I spent there, I probably slept overnight there four times, only really dropping by the house to grab clothes and whatever else. I spent most of my time with my boyfriend at his place. And the thing is, I really wanted to be friends with these guys. They are talented musicians and super nice, and they invited me out on more than one occasion to hang out/jam with them.

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But I was ALWAYS at my boyfriend's place. I don't know, I just feel comfortable with my boyfriend and when he's available I just hang out with him. NOW we are thinking of getting a place together. (I am doing much better in my recovery) So I texted my roommates saying that Feb. would be my last month. I didn't think it'd be that big of a deal because I haven't really been there, but I also haven't seen them in a while so I have no idea how they feel about me anymore. Anyway I texted them yesterday, and still haven't gotten a response. This is sending my anxiety through the roof. I feel so bad. Like they hate me now, and hate me for never being there. I'm really upset that I may have screwed up my chances to actually make a couple of decent friends, and now that I'm going to move out there's no way I'll get this chance again, especially after they've seen my true nature - absolutely avoidant.

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I know this must sound so stupid. But it's eating me alive. I feel like a loser and an asshole. Although I have been kind and have always tried to keep the peace, I just feel like they really liked me at first before they got to know me, and now that they've seen how I live my life, I'm disappointing them.

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I have a really hard time making friends because of this social anxiety. And this was my chance. I fucking blew it, just because I can't stop hanging around my boyfriend.

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I get anxious about people all the time, this is nothing new for me. I just really need someone to talk me down or tell me I'm delusional. I'm actually crying over this because I feel like I really lost out on a great lifestyle with them. They tried to be my friend, and I just couldn't let them. What is wrong with me?",4.838533760241081,5.4016602787456485,5.38500894622846,84.0859963273378,69.03484320557492,8.853489029098785,29.27657971560411,8.918530864059932,2.130200922874094,2256,79,466,38,37,726,246,574,0.138,0.696,0.166,0.971,1,1,0,0,0,0,84.0,3,0,14,5,34,39,7,2,24,0,46,5,1,4,5,86,90,38,0,7,13,1,8,6,4,4,1,2,0,2,25,34,1,3,18,0,2,7,11,18,1,6,21,14,91,21,65,56,7,63,0,4,4,2,35,24,2,5,35,323,116,1,0.0,0.0,0.10631917079591398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04828865851657765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06011434014476829,0.043563509578404096,0.0906548609367836,0.2951173299496667,0.3309644636509435,0.0,0.0,0.12501930965982522,0.06154106314587907,0.054024403096208484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04849415661574138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096843136664053,0.1328294265079674,0.0,0.04635407627159825,0.0,0.0,0.04817856881015442,0.0,0.0,0.06860915354364891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06027537393297755,0.05983805340246556,0.035131764976365165,0.056161167686031216,0.04691909955864365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05574136060972263,0.04550673845996375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04589740187675584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652646942448068,0.11675050896890728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046336270768781884,0.0,0.0,0.16834850389884684,0.05036111145074621,0.08538256603647298,0.0,0.03095930674023845,0.0456909109482608,0.043568505630928296,0.0600587030155073,0.0,0.10787731153017108,0.0,0.0,0.048798756367941135,0.21513050473205766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036513336729946985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285665101188474,0.0,0.12299092650520616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04841974043918122,0.0,0.05672716267025098,0.1197517889027094,0.044404264966097874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05570421431458277,0.03847719024970449,0.15968193010423262,0.0,0.19240912570764165,0.0,0.04574514545814229,0.0,0.05946572249741532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272475692671244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173925189119508,0.057898133490511774,0.040045275090336056,0.040392403344422234,0.042014354597237936,0.05261213957793613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05227007782854602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382712231916548,0.041430570276044965,0.0,0.0,0.060487862756911426,0.0589909427950913,0.0,0.0755319895679544,0.0,0.2276584521782964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05217183813803339,0.0,0.05873309069929322,0.05212506454710651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140817946288567,0.0,0.053787332250277764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04332057894120804,0.0,0.055131445987951985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106047766808222,0.04615635484892032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03855757187722237,0.0,0.04350367730403727,0.04554340516038224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04378481263189216,0.047613410920578456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036190662892875314,0.069810555286608,0.0,0.04324693777504192,0.12705886827514098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095452087827934,0.0,0.05321400282390097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032130671813740734,0.043239592110677405,0.0,0.0,0.0489794230010516,0.050498722105780505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05532184392544445,0.0,0.07739472624063934,0.059559685542082574,0.3309644636509435,0.0
anxiety,timboterps,2019/01/24,"New Job and Driving. I start a substituting job for a school I used to work full time at Tuesday.   A year and a half ago I had to quit because I was nervous going in everyday. 

I feel more confident now but still am concerned I won't be able to control the classroom.  I still have a great relationship with the kids and am excited to work with them again!  

I'm just nervous about letting people down there again even though I'll try my hardest.  

Also, I met a cute girl online. Only problem is she lives a distance away.  I can't drive on highways without panic attacks and will have to take longer routes to see her.   I've told her this and she is still receptive to meeting.  

Im just worried my anxiety will ruin this chance with this girl and the job i care about. ",3.3679004329004343,4.840384902597407,4.279935064935066,87.2351406926407,73.35064935064935,6.951515151515152,28.417748917748927,7.492282038375204,1.5598242424242428,601,24,123,7,12,194,100,154,0.109,0.7140000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.9235,3,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,4,14,10,1,3,10,0,14,0,0,2,0,17,24,9,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,9,0,1,1,0,0,3,3,6,0,1,4,2,17,4,19,15,2,22,0,1,1,0,12,6,0,0,13,85,20,7,0.14924408304955705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229587475074364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935043929432873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417131503389212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697866900442505,0.14021972883985062,0.0,0.0,0.0909778077935131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521642892657501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16738992962204294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857430929976242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546229267280563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481885172830682,0.0,0.0,0.16454212844003407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612092201067549,0.0,0.4443051710606644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15261218651416195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317852596111129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414086540800808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350685035513775,0.0,0.17510577502458735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346705560402024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428064316247476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15873945314050608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16023229215633092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15104297980747486,0.1189282114939264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056357301375563,0.0,0.3575595525294528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221297679796176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663155384259166,0.0,0.08702542501532003,0.0,0.0,0.14260911706852303,0.0,0.10132693575174473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288989695123498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14386597027224965,0.0,0.2173029398970557,0.15156461081701414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610829632444523
anxiety,Highwayman1717,2019/01/24,"Daily hesitation waking up each day, always have to 'just lay there a bit' I just hit my 6th anniversary of PTSD. Back during the initial crash period before I was treated, sleep did not occur. I'd get a few hours, wake up at 5, groggily get back to sleep and just spend my first hour or so forcing myself to get a grip and try and get to work. Present day, I am 99% symptom free...Except some habits got ingrained. I wake up to a sunrise alarm at 7 AM, soft rain sounds, then a bit later an Irish song I like. Even if I have gotten a full eight hours of perfect sleep, I still hit snooze twice just laying there and processing as if I was preparing for a battle that day. Even if it's a casual fun day at work and the gym afterwards, my body wakes up and has to just lay there as if I was preventing a panic attack. In reality, the attacks are long gone...but part of me always says better safe than sorry.

How can I break this last habit? How can I just wake up and walk over the bathroom to brush my teeth with a casual stretch?",4.3863461538461515,4.434322910377361,5.353018867924528,85.72986211901308,69.89622641509433,8.598548621190131,25.269956458635697,8.384062270229773,1.3187687953555876,795,19,175,11,13,262,130,212,0.104,0.807,0.09,-0.2406,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,5,17,13,3,2,15,0,12,11,10,2,1,27,20,18,0,4,12,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,9,0,2,0,4,1,1,1,5,0,3,6,6,17,8,25,12,7,32,0,0,0,0,1,12,0,6,19,111,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21224496087057493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901875447453786,0.0,0.1961388959742112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108526106628939,0.0,0.0,0.1127976850468304,0.2784786272236163,0.14166683109337727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290078438451317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684763203948109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848441963930064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26653499069880765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200441186793226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37680001758270576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039611266602475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062309004827927235,0.0,0.0,0.11286780535354657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496392765295042,0.0,0.13811206829817346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14908600673781294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142395550834288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3828926557372015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427692205145016,0.0,0.0,0.10185263307127307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256162434372465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659045857690077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18569949911340095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,soeasyyetsohard,2019/01/24,"Is this anxiety? I'm starting to realize I have a problem and I need to do something about it before I end up unable to support myself.

In the past year or so, I noticed I've been having something of a phobia of answering things. I never answer the phone, even for family. When I answer the phone because of absolute necessity, my heart is pumping like crazy. This is not just limited to my phone either. I'll avoid doing things like checking the mail (to the point where my mailbox literally overflows and mail can't be delivered properly) or checking email or updates in general.

I'm not exactly sure how or why it got so bad, but I need to stop because it's making getting a job nearly impossible. It's not necessarily the interview that scares me. I'm afraid of the job itself. I've been fired 3 times so far in my career for pretty much every reason besides job performance (well, one time I was fired for being late for work, which is a legit reason for getting fired). My coworkers were always cool and respected me, but my bosses (or their bosses) always either hate my guts or love me. There's no in-between.

Another thing that may or may not be related: My sleep schedule easily gets insanely messed up. Today I went to bed around 8am and woke up at 10am. The day before that, I woke up at 6pm. I've also been getting sick often (seems like I get a cold once every month or two)

If this is indeed anxiety that I'm feeling, how can I fix it? I've been trying to just simply ignore it and force myself to answer calls/etc myself, but it doesn't seem to be helping at all (maybe even making it worse) which is why I decided to come here for advice.",4.586599123767801,5.297526849397592,6.147261774370211,77.86832968236585,69.66265060240964,8.927929901423877,28.343921139101862,9.095868883498916,2.3331096385542174,1302,44,247,24,22,446,180,332,0.139,0.7609999999999999,0.1,-0.9153,3,1,2,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,1,3,18,17,1,3,13,1,25,5,3,8,4,59,50,24,0,4,20,0,4,3,0,2,1,0,2,0,21,7,0,4,11,0,2,2,8,8,1,2,10,6,28,9,34,34,4,33,0,0,0,1,10,16,0,14,18,166,49,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344367856484177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465498581162423,0.176165466020273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100184310558522,0.1619628903158614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423648783080124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838740658381522,0.12906069007319518,0.0,0.18015553416423585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911877045857296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06826996021197203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375919016175678,0.0,0.11806018428012707,0.1398370513674108,0.0,0.17838066502306446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979395095281046,0.0,0.05352522666276062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27653342542603915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466469441314976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451333008973257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254428049341963,0.07095470573245667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151446125758759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941297292718525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15515131423258713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955414084837642,0.0,0.14132271080465594,0.0,0.10634906849330153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449522639295694,0.0,0.07781816082778467,0.15698543873584458,0.08164458343082888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052057769024345,0.0,0.1127358231585054,0.07173244365440491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105389443324922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007047724899323,0.0,0.0,0.1076961279188764,0.0,0.10129226598980898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21768029012176585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598280263804792,0.0,0.0,0.19273916338967576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593492672650694,0.0,0.0,0.16299005474437095,0.0,0.0,0.07492717487149063,0.0,0.0,0.08850242680117999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012694522037283,0.09977036178928307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109830050443244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123453858460537,0.0,0.10034145848957347,0.0,0.0,0.07187095715035974,0.0,0.10340835019110273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09517948391538802,0.09813186873009078,0.1910416205201347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706623202468435,0.0,0.1078788318061323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06816938848177237
anxiety,beauty_for_ashes613,2019/01/24,"please help - I need this hell to end!!! I’ve had increasingly worse OCD the past few months, but the past 2 months have been absolutely unbearable. It started on November 30th when I read something about visual snow and stupidly gave in to the compulsion to check whether I had it, and I’ve had visual symptoms that look like faint crisscrossing lightning streaks ever since. I did notice visual snow once before but I wasn’t anxious about it and it went away a day or so later, so please tell me that the only reason it’s been staying so long this time is because I keep obsessing about it, having intrusive thoughts about it, checking to see if it’s still there, and having panic attacks about it?! I can’t stop thinking that I’ll never stop noticing it and that my life is ruined. I keep trying to reassure myself that it’s just anxiety but that makes it worse because OCD. Please, I need hope that this hell will end. If I can know for sure that i will stop noticing it when I’m not anxious about it anymore, i will be okay.",5.4453960964408745,6.185283696517416,5.410149253731344,83.81318025258324,67.75621890547264,8.174665135859168,29.889399158055873,8.139509932561175,1.9574329123612708,817,29,159,10,13,255,113,201,0.224,0.6679999999999999,0.108,-0.9829,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,15,12,4,2,5,1,18,3,0,2,3,30,33,17,0,5,9,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,25,5,0,5,4,1,2,2,4,7,0,0,10,2,15,5,15,19,2,25,2,1,2,0,4,3,2,4,20,102,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568321521617367,0.25306664254545824,0.1110784702782262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12742140615254108,0.10523201208790403,0.0,0.0,0.13655393358223494,0.0,0.0953076681706219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223370343952362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19840566819860492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131457637891107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750743248656259,0.0,0.0,0.1112458437312104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19910967603566104,0.0,0.0,0.061554800988294335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911216392211114,0.05471979176850182,0.0,0.0,0.09912054964398499,0.09405565797916247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747639426611452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788020120818512,0.0,0.0,0.16609998879096974,0.08638485519362785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825539508243537,0.0,0.1192812474440848,0.0,0.08518454819060463,0.0,0.1314132696340822,0.0,0.0,0.2138421355230317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3688422613436306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203491367859007,0.0,0.0,0.11515938688453868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892531678178861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926513655564356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622661593357718,0.0,0.0,0.07927743494245468,0.11938200479583155,0.08944702115087667,0.2809225916370248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055630134127023,0.11641566898099145,0.0,0.0,0.09789696038599308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717680274662227,0.0,0.08891914425624499,0.06531078510090849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760437736977529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103829389702392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22828451986470896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SpiderWifey,2019/01/24,First time discussion with doctor about anxiety. I went to the doctor today and told her about my struggles with anxiety. She said anxiety may be causing my other symptoms like high blood pressure and shortness of breath. I have had anxiety for a long time but I have never done anything about it. She prescribed me medicine for it so hopefully I will start to feel better in a few weeks. ,4.122857142857144,6.802009222222225,4.3186507936507965,82.42000000000003,74.83333333333333,7.447619047619049,29.73015873015873,8.418075326091056,2.5721325396825394,312,14,53,6,7,97,53,72,0.115,0.7490000000000001,0.136,0.7641,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,4,5,0,2,3,0,7,5,2,1,1,10,13,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,5,2,10,3,11,5,1,12,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,9,41,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5580419148109826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15007274206059293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16128904925663012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18734144357362548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3733213004707894,0.0,0.18662505559710046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221038201815056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15512152483905756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926810559444248,0.0,0.18113186898362835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909544681391984,0.0,0.0,0.1613893140590429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14065289765708408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17347305574001054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908050743945382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906498890774352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18954944287586425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21267966826156132,0.0,0.1728628685288553,0.17425976204004925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628404087584165,0.0,0.0,0.16905630611840505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jungwoos,2019/01/24,"I feel like this semester is done with I feel like this semester is done with

When my uni’s semester began earlier this month, i had a lot of trouble with classes and getting into enough classes to qualify for financial aid. I finally found a last class to join, but it was already the end of Week 2, so i expected to be somewhat behind. I had missed a quiz and a couple of assignments at that point, so I approached the professor after my first day in the class and asked about what I could do. She said that I couldn’t submit either. It didn’t make much sense to me because I joined the class late, so how would I know that I would have missed a quiz? I thanked her and left.

In this class, she assigns online weekly quizzes. I was 100% positive that this week’s quiz deadline was Wednesday at 2:00 PM, I had even checked to make sure that this was correct numerous times. I studied all night and woke up at about 11 to log onto my laptop and see that the quiz was locked. It had said that the deadline for it was at 10:00 AM and not 2:00 PM. I know it is highly irresponsible on my behalf, and I have no one to blame but myself, but I really feel like im done for. Whenever I come to lectures or even think about the class, I get really bad anxiety. I go to lectures and just end up crying from how anxious I am sitting in there, which just ends up in me not being able to pay attention in class. I even emailed the professor (now that I look back on this it was probably pointless) but what is there to really say if all of this is my fault. All i can think about is how badly I’m disappointing my family by doing so poorly. I know its not a reflection of who I am as a student or a person, but its just making me feel like the biggest burden. Im afraid to turn to any of my family members or my friends to talk to or  just let them know what is going on because I feel like i’ve been pestering them with how badly ive been depressed lately. I just feel trapped ",4.509113300492609,4.622272689655173,5.566260098522168,84.08046403940888,69.64039408866995,9.057576354679801,28.801576354679803,8.954980946260402,2.042791054187192,1536,51,331,26,25,510,189,406,0.146,0.782,0.07200000000000001,-0.9862,0,1,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,2,1,25,19,0,1,17,0,40,0,0,7,5,68,73,29,0,6,19,0,6,5,1,2,0,3,0,1,29,15,0,0,15,0,3,4,6,11,0,2,22,11,48,8,54,44,8,47,0,4,2,0,14,21,0,7,26,241,77,22,0.08800627237236665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971171099775016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05984728307688015,0.0,0.06732455748110015,0.09942203779127497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227398469465777,0.0,0.0,0.0676713911513527,0.22044468421942007,0.10729561358701377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580961104088559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702658473537762,0.09737726647397067,0.0966707577448576,0.0567567651029158,0.0,0.07579967343746524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701829152862026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338423070290843,0.09093400492014812,0.0,0.17438193868507712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16592896247000627,0.0,0.2669916936245021,0.3143584928365171,0.0,0.09640656967131872,0.0,0.07485809032190999,0.0,0.09649433518674433,0.06799342772589285,0.0,0.09195928997924356,0.0,0.10003198538911733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298345864104757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19012375222863465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19346378293198535,0.07173685802418238,0.1985498170388731,0.0,0.09561907243545402,0.0899923761081235,0.0,0.21497709656306974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390310384670924,0.0,0.0,0.074819785636904,0.0,0.0,0.17623461056537798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07024576697880901,0.0,0.06469473632517178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258792491307744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05963532777974648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684368247538098,0.0,0.0,0.08319437353299912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488564650340343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16913721483340272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16742823651942038,0.06998612010363202,0.0,0.0,0.0701296048702815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294487019950318,0.0,0.0,0.07073610811456015,0.0,0.08102435158488548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278173159736507,0.0,0.0,0.05131716514802195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09572555270384957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21177996972178792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250342617400408,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,not-necessarily-me,2019/01/24,"First time on a plane Alright guys, this is my first time hoping on a plane, and also my first time on this subreddit. I was diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder a few years back and I’ve been wing it without any meds for about 4 years now with a few anxiety/panic attacks here and there but nothing I can’t handle. Wish me luck",2.9230348258706433,4.981233865671643,4.263507462686569,84.38441542288558,76.01492537313433,8.048756218905472,26.092039800995025,8.841846274778883,2.0740069651741297,267,10,53,6,6,88,47,67,0.123,0.764,0.113,0.0933,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,6,4,1,0,4,1,4,1,0,0,0,11,6,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,2,0,5,3,8,4,2,13,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,10,38,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16489527122974665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14022069475598115,0.0,0.15773976258891811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23457829289596904,0.0,0.15855238524624252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092851130331756,0.0,0.0,0.2363190597290851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5261719276158359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041669589577991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20479965574229114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290378343221105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19785110851148768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607045222446968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371158056171157,0.1987660734978169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26556757869598074
anxiety,adyadh212,2019/01/24,"Anxiety caused me to miss a semester of college I get so nervous thinking about going to campus to schedule the appointment to talk to a counselor and get my classes that I missed a whole semester. I get so mad at myself because my anxiety is this bad to the point I can't even schedule an appointment. My mom often asks me if I've signed up for classes and I always either avoid the question or tell her ""I'm doing it very soon"".",7.960172413793103,5.9527583218390845,8.625833333333336,71.95875000000005,63.48275862068965,11.458620689655175,40.14080459770115,10.125756701596842,4.0758528735632185,342,16,64,6,4,116,60,87,0.225,0.775,0.0,-0.9498,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,2,7,0,3,0,0,1,0,11,12,6,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,0,0,12,0,11,12,2,7,0,2,0,0,6,3,0,4,3,47,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20474936069271332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764846652101546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23004156835319065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054575780390519,0.1500015546747746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25278094276374724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16252644468545602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.385683142186098,0.0,0.13984684763840166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28819337733682915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326150147792097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27565391934287725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977811736026304,0.21507540457617685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15767126458341507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20303293393028035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274727573587911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thememehermit,2019/01/24,"Does anyone else have the Safety Corner? Where you get super anxious if there are any seats behind you, and feel so surrounded that you can't focus on anything except There's People Here. ",7.774857142857139,8.043847200000002,7.080714285714286,75.46678571428573,62.71428571428571,8.142857142857144,26.07142857142857,7.1686216300943375,1.473285714285714,152,3,24,1,2,47,32,35,0.052000000000000005,0.775,0.173,0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,5,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,3,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,0,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26823025920318794,0.0,0.0,0.4456008292474192,0.0,0.2757990828610287,0.4041466761163921,0.3245875265358953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451739277679289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295009763812168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19943888149999225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060767249499631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734525166262232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,snkeolr,2019/01/24,"Anxiety over cold weather and my furnace So here is my problem I am having.  I bought a house 12 years ago and our first winter there we found that water lines ran through our unheated garage to the kitchen and they froze in the middle of winter.  I had to pay to have them thawed out only to have them burst because after being thawed there was a crack.  So for a few years after when the temp would go below 10F outside we would let the water in the kitchen run overnight with a bit of a stream.  I started to get a bit of anxiety around this and worried that it was dripping out fast enough and then it would still freeze until it slowly turned into a stream from the hot and cold sides.  Enough of this and I finally got a plumber to come out and reroute the water lines through the house to my sink thus eliminating the problem.  HOWEVER!

My new concern is that my furnace is going to break in the winter.  I worry I am not going to be able to find anyone who can fix it or may not have the parts around.   So then we are going to have no heat for a few days.  My house is not that well insulated so with no heat the house will get cold fairly quickly.  I have my furnace serviced every year and replace the filter every month.  Its causing me to not to want to leave the house because I worry its going to break when I am not home.  I don't want to go to work because of the same reason.  It seems like all my anxiety has now re shifted from one problem to the other.  ",4.113127090301006,4.775930103678932,4.684647157190637,88.10355936454849,70.70568561872909,7.050234113712375,26.65568561872909,6.742157984588678,1.01397110367893,1147,35,242,8,20,366,148,299,0.11,0.877,0.012,-0.9684,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,5,0,3,2,15,5,0,0,25,0,28,5,0,3,1,44,46,19,0,8,6,0,3,1,0,5,0,0,3,0,15,21,5,0,4,0,2,9,8,3,1,2,7,6,28,2,45,31,9,48,0,0,0,0,9,13,0,3,25,182,43,3,0.09179404389630937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136988137839914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21066657698798927,0.0,0.0,0.06418452981012822,0.0,0.0,0.16343232107032854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16787039147303445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20043064297167887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429776891463347,0.0,0.07907244081655056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05919956438133898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18969557087906494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15468088205458075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055588823098856,0.08389809313190633,0.07807996684519168,0.0,0.10064743115580957,0.0,0.0,0.09591719855275496,0.0,0.31301202324506605,0.0,0.0734160824493744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207691045685727,0.0,0.0,0.5295900107604586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971966384725748,0.0,0.09386562912072724,0.0,0.044845933151482456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326913007177184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865525959994823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622020197926676,0.06981350678118059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940400427542677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635035088570559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437956540182804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356585002001814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06497229673115883,0.0,0.07330684203079306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984556043592537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828501078342448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253386948427623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06682715721829954,0.2796639220968834,0.0,0.1956235652524654,0.0,0.0,0.17733706404982627
anxiety,carryon4threedays,2019/01/24,"Nothing helped - Until now Feel free to delete if not allowed, but I’ve been having major anxiety issues that I believe started when I was promoted to a senior position at my job (o do tech support for a large company).  I’ve been given Prozac, Zoloft, and Paxil, along with Trazadone and Klonopin.  None of it seemed to help, except for cannabis, which I cannot be under the influence of at work for obvious reasons. 

Well, my PCP noticed that I have symptoms of Adult ADD, so he prescribed me a small dose adderall. This has been a gift.   It helps so much with my anxiety. I still wake up and feel like I’m on the verge of an attack, and I’ll take my adderall at Schuyler tome and it’s gone.  Has anyone else seen or experienced this??",4.511875,5.541430881944446,5.021833333333333,84.7065,70.04166666666667,7.982222222222222,30.37222222222222,8.238735603445708,2.0905272222222218,573,23,114,8,10,183,102,144,0.054000000000000006,0.773,0.173,0.9596,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,6,5,1,0,7,0,11,5,1,3,1,21,21,12,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,8,9,0,0,4,0,1,1,3,1,1,0,7,4,10,5,21,13,3,15,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,3,7,74,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054855230487585,0.0,0.0,0.13961002932470534,0.2045798293409207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271471419922259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249534674181213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667940317201138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019126953277824,0.1426403265048443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4014926262030443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083978165046683,0.1981361627983404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975459672430953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14677634806842002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19158342949621854,0.22731930531766356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20528831374757456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817670209059892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14132352887469754,0.0,0.15945229163314042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22657685733644456,0.0,0.207527818838294,0.1501228215677799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17952232372921373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14535810118938153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Daniellamb,2019/01/24,"Therapy - what is the point? Alright, bear with me here.  I've been working on dealing with my Bipolar Disorder II and GAD for a few years now. I sought out a psychiatrist and started meds, which have helped a lot.  I recently started seeing a therapist because my work offers 5 free sessions, and it's been repeated to me consistently that therapy is important to getting well.

Here is my problem: I feel like she's just telling me everything I already know.  I say I don't enjoy doing things, and that I can barely move some days because I'm depressed, she tells me to go out and try enjoying things.  I say people make me anxious because I illogically worry about what they think of me, among other reasons.  She tells me to love myself and not care what people think.  There's more, these are just light examples.

I'm a logical person, I know I need to do these things, I know much of my behavior is unhealthy and illogical, I know I overanalyze EVERYTHING - it's why I've worked so hard to get well.  I don't understand why I should keep doing this though, and I guess I'm just hoping someone can help me see clear here.  I don't feel like I should pay to see her when she's going to tell me to do things I've already tried/been trying/is obvious.

Thanks a bunch.",4.260244444444447,5.470718820000003,5.4026666666666685,81.0657777777778,70.80000000000003,8.755555555555556,29.88888888888889,9.150863307647796,2.5067422222222207,995,40,196,20,18,330,136,250,0.104,0.754,0.142,0.8547,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,3,14,14,0,0,7,1,19,2,0,2,2,39,48,11,0,5,4,0,3,2,0,2,1,2,0,1,16,12,0,1,11,0,2,3,4,2,2,0,2,9,39,13,19,44,6,16,0,1,3,1,18,5,0,4,10,128,55,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22002249712854866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262219926804293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18231171240956076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016413885848788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642923023027299,0.10277681104190864,0.08586351794808969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425426431354757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791912799394453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081330186042428,0.14243821836024695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416863012134904,0.0,0.11331312897973805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982062728453587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930335263587265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364124943352082,0.0,0.0,0.09901543288691164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860974083795196,0.0,0.0,0.21914976997612445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740775363313288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475353145428223,0.08997481612109673,0.0,0.06654436605121146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073397672807443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059555164290788,0.07328418978198008,0.07391944607111164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13822606151716307,0.08704613898984127,0.0,0.0,0.09424000475310787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953906076072871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024987196008376,0.09843261297628143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15855621026106415,0.0,0.0,0.2383219206652515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446766967544155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112328651050302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34853652364227444,0.09178187122772637,0.22801017742185825,0.11574867279228088,0.2649204833073736,0.12775564585005975,0.09794567973100682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768349197143911,0.0,0.0,0.10378161197752978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17926795720712446,0.0,0.17991083605070002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21772821331428502,0.10124082055063068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06419759024985881
anxiety,aka_Mighty,2019/01/24,"Government Shutdown and Fear of Flying Long time lurker, first time poster. Just want to take a quick temperature check and get something off my chest...

I spent the last year getting help with anxiety issues (therapy, medication [buspar], etc.). Overall, I'm doing better, but I've always had a pretty significant fear of flying. Like, like panic attacks on the plane unless I drink heavily before, bad.

During the holidays I went on my first flight using just my medication (no alcohol) and I was fine, but uncomfortable. However, I have a cross country business that leaves on Sunday and I read the letter the air travel unions posted about ""dire safety risks"" due to the shutdown.

Needless to say, I'm freaking out. But, I don't know how much of this freak out is due to my anxiety around air travel or if this is something I should be legitimately concerned about? If so, should I cancel my trip? I'd take a major reputation hit at work if I do so... Or is this more about long term safety concerns vs. immediate ones?",4.587765957446809,6.826875382978728,5.625478723404258,75.65875,71.7659574468085,8.104255319148937,27.175531914893607,8.841846274778883,2.371568085106383,804,29,136,16,16,265,121,188,0.198,0.6609999999999999,0.141,-0.939,1,0,4,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,4,10,12,1,4,10,0,12,5,1,2,0,26,24,16,0,6,12,0,0,2,0,2,3,1,0,0,4,8,2,0,1,5,2,5,2,8,0,3,4,1,15,4,20,16,5,29,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,5,15,86,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15481515252179967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053813551847682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216405435513773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895933348965471,0.0,0.1648032794315535,0.0,0.0,0.12095507063456548,0.0,0.0,0.12326826978105472,0.0,0.0,0.12812009849917036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419111961439247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16156122778861368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260236909809289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24644184007928965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15137052346255692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970990300024894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119998114490873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07961325631176325,0.118083183908125,0.0,0.15338965551941638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154609347922326,0.0,0.0,0.25639948786675776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918697107748197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064914279462546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981633371127475,0.0,0.0,0.16996624390247975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873930268594434,0.14737837960144626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449028208255607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520136396867928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22304618210109392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21783882548462646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16566417294213612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16894228202118322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511565473975994,0.0,0.0,0.08544431558027814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13429002583636715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054624397113196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328742088511224
anxiety,dandrea3,2019/01/24,"[advice] I let anxiety get the best of me Hi everyone it’s my first time posting here but I feel like I just need to write this out and hopefully get some advice because I really let myself down. 
I have always been quite anxious growing up but usually it’s under control, today was my first day of the semester and I could not find my classroom. I was starting to get really nervous and was walking around all over there building trying to find it. I left and decided to go back in and continue looking for it. I finally found the classroom, it had clear glass doors and I could not bring my self to go inside. I literally walked right past it. I don’t know why. Now I feel horrible. Part of me wants to drop the course entirely but I know I can’t do that. What do I tell my professor? I rather not tell her that I felt too anxious to go inside her class. Like I knew I had to go inside but my body was like “nope” and kept walking. Ugh. I’m feeling really down. Anyway, I hope you all have a great start to your semester if any of you are also in college. ",1.3650900712191003,3.4996439861751165,3.3738688730624204,88.44184227063263,81.48847926267281,6.8947633012149145,23.22769166317553,8.00094639256281,1.3272875576036869,823,29,173,16,22,278,122,217,0.095,0.765,0.141,0.8858,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,0,5,10,9,0,1,5,0,18,1,1,1,3,43,43,13,0,8,10,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,10,9,0,2,11,0,0,9,6,2,0,2,11,5,35,7,23,28,5,35,0,0,1,0,10,11,0,4,16,123,45,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22651803848284466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268754553146577,0.09644053741359113,0.0,0.0,0.07881797902828032,0.0,0.08866543787488218,0.2618746812454333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317819644998916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912221264464326,0.0,0.07065336124502128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163299313859287,0.0,0.0,0.12874204662655778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999501145605918,0.18507814551981785,0.0,0.0,0.07474781295999731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107502335948164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17581203880039248,0.08280108911183692,0.11128500595787234,0.12696601409259095,0.2118663891756944,0.19717397648645246,0.0,0.1270815999671466,0.0,0.0,0.1816635196219857,0.0,0.2634812650201164,0.0,0.0,0.1277834091923166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302355583016593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739445804312274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259288919806067,0.23703723370978974,0.0,0.1698729775255013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09732928530159107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594056723950062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255115978758207,0.11064247842715473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100298551878937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232770518281601,0.0,0.0,0.22275118879692052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898048419206082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209120521147954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16407340609327167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20260857012297573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758394096573657,0.0,0.10986244239815302,0.0,0.0,0.07869049352967085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765072242596726,0.0,0.06836256159143407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458438289604892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mondutime,2019/01/24,"Anxiety when things are going well? Anyone else get very anxious when things seem to be going well? When work or my personal life seems to be in a great place (just got benefits at job, partner being very sweet) I feel like oh no something is about to go wrong! Or I’m going to lose this good thing! It’s frustrating because I want to enjoy it when things are going well...not just her anxious and paranoid I’m going to lose it all. Advice? Help? ",1.4895505617977527,3.9317263258427,2.7304382022471927,91.33857865168541,83.49438202247191,5.3577528089887645,20.135955056179775,6.742157984588678,0.3681361797752807,349,10,70,4,10,112,60,89,0.196,0.573,0.231,0.7093,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,9,12,1,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,1,10,20,7,0,1,4,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,8,1,0,0,3,0,0,6,1,4,2,0,1,2,4,8,9,16,1,13,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,4,5,41,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994286299618196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172647550225786,0.3004506489210248,0.0,0.09298009336895717,0.1362498935465665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106109431260032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108460271612164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672367929251369,0.09499826725021676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06947460784948098,0.0,0.4534408405425426,0.1115341785017323,0.10635326333494026,0.14660679692509168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913118456192179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195842022143686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392506554345703,0.06496548411241715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975328435396989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161097417540335,0.13893188993011704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421131870967284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237162215819733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35337407562399425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21943868303991812,0.07843284388688136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586848846653878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680830156613494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453886661677631,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Chrysopraise,2019/01/24,"Overthinking is my worst enemy Any time I do anything that requires more than usual amount of effort, I have to plan it. But I often overthink every detail and get so preoccupied with making sure I get everything is right that it doesn't happen. I'm so worried about doing something wrong and embarrassing myself that I effectively cripple myself from actually doing that thing. 
I also have a history of not paying attention for a moment or to a few details and then fucking up big time. 
For example: I was so anxious about getting on the right bus that I got on the first bus that came by without looking at the number and I ended up at the next town over. ",7.269761904761907,7.148168357142861,8.099841269841267,69.05071428571429,63.841269841269856,10.374603174603177,34.66666666666667,9.957137785484203,3.5481714285714285,527,21,88,10,7,178,86,126,0.146,0.8029999999999999,0.051,-0.9229,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,5,7,5,1,1,7,0,9,1,0,2,1,16,19,11,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,1,2,0,1,1,3,4,0,1,3,1,12,1,20,16,4,20,0,0,1,1,0,11,1,2,8,74,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.19165852114491386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706137960210834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355904995271678,0.0,0.0,0.2218766204425334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16162084695223372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246298084186341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17395251580279494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16547586107454645,0.0,0.17651207250495274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16705813381411996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815690636337272,0.3078334079471069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570793920834169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173676281138533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16492692451291147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13109883437628078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20887412091220026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354498452138244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119867196326986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851051124253401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047974090424647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290453792073388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163073631572423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18932303812499787,0.0,0.0,0.1994542040609652,0.0,0.0,0.2147330752374595,0.0,0.0
anxiety,czartreezus,2019/01/24,"Not sure how to handle this I'm uncomfortable in my own skin ugh. I'm low key freaking out in my mind when I talk to people I'm not close with. My voice lacks confidence and maturity in these situations and I hate the sound of it. Basically just want to completely avoid these situations and hide.

But when I’m with people I’m comfortable around, I’ll be super outgoing and feel fine.",3.826666666666668,5.413097662337663,5.505909090909089,78.44553030303031,72.37662337662337,9.808658008658007,25.82034632034632,10.125756701596842,2.5413826839826847,308,10,63,9,6,105,52,77,0.222,0.605,0.174,-0.5195,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,9,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,1,1,20,9,8,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,9,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,4,5,4,11,8,2,9,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,0,2,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468972375210458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907925893429213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023475306561692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738223068076409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800409609819839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3845543642827881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6234983031552574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26139584867039145,0.0,0.0,0.22292065763407226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16358618572062855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yami-tk,2019/01/24,"Do you ever have a conversation in your head when u get a text and try to decipher what it means, and accidentally change the subject when responding because you're responding to your head convo and they don't know what you're talking about I feel like this is a result of me thinking way too fast. When i look back at the text im just like ""how did i jump from here to there"" ",4.425000000000002,4.8420043205128245,5.319641025641027,84.7086923076923,69.8974358974359,8.804102564102564,27.138461538461538,8.841846274778883,1.7033199999999995,299,9,66,5,5,98,56,78,0.034,0.8959999999999999,0.07,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,1,0,11,2,0,0,5,0,5,2,2,2,1,11,11,7,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,8,2,8,10,0,10,0,0,1,0,8,2,0,0,8,43,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011363381985311,0.0,0.15945473008962313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27671346760774607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366111031274675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226104037807265,0.18687044866368852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666303097266969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5369063236708038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825477256873858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375571497393838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555863283646034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196585504794332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849337130620723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102454452688406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167607789076242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17759341077742558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20762741119807215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hope1820,2019/01/24,"Death I get really anxious when it comes to death. A piece of me accepts it is part of life, but I get overwhelmed with profound terror at the thought sometimes. I start to cry when I think about it for too long.

It is a long way from now, but I can't help but worry about it sometimes. I guess I worry all I will see is black, and I won't be there to see if I'll be missed in any way.

Is there any ways to cope with it?",2.487482269503545,2.389711861702132,3.700851063829788,96.43333333333334,74.0,6.692198581560284,23.113475177304963,5.46131890053228,-0.005958865248226974,321,7,84,1,6,105,56,94,0.212,0.696,0.092,-0.9155,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,2,3,0,9,1,0,0,1,13,19,7,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,3,10,1,14,14,3,12,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,2,6,56,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24493108438804426,0.0,0.0,0.20344739373551807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15512926639816912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19781744722350575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18817636704774615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19838646860609133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070872381073762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720098864740287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187431940909148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19501700087977789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536853835759935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870125306526873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35622189700300244,0.0,0.12746672069340226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539267281280907,0.0,0.14296920344905628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4288347586838816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3657747977669913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aberamin99,2019/01/24,"Punch in the Stomach I've been on meds for two years now. I was in therapy for over a year, but left because I'm moving. I've felt decent for a while. When I first saw a psychologist she asked how long I had anxiety. I told her that I couldn't remember a time when I didn't have it.

My family life wasn't the best, but wasn't terrible. My dad was an alcoholic and would fly into rages sometimes. He'd spank the hell out of me with belts or coat hangers, or his hand if he had nothing else around. I used to want to beat the shit out of him, but I thought that if I did I'd get kicked out of the house and be homeless because I didn't think my mom would stand up for me.

Yesterday I was on the phone with my mom and we were talking about how similar my son is to me in some manners and how different in others. I said something about how social he is and she tells me that I may have been that way too if not for my dad. Then she tells me some things I had never heard before.

She said he thought his siblings were too easy on their kids, so he would be extra harsh with me to try to show them how things should be done. He'd have harsh punishments and punish me for things she didn't even think I had done wrong. She said that when I was three we were at my uncle's house and I did something minor and my dad started yelling and I ran and hid under the coffee table. At three! Thinking of my own son in that situation makes me nauseous.

She told me that her parents were strict, so she never thought much about how he'd ""beat me"". Then she corrected herself and said ""Well, he didn't beat you. It wasn't like you were walking around with bruises.""

She told me that when I was about four he beat me in front of her father and he told her that she needed to put her foot down. He was hitting me too hard and lifting me off the ground by grabbing my wrist with one hand while he hit me with the other. She said she started to try to keep him from doing that stuff after that, but that she was always afraid of him.

I don't really know what to think. I thought I was over most of the issues and had made my peace with my childhood, but I've been thinking about this constantly since she told me and it makes me feel sick.",3.9902142333088766,3.9914330382978735,4.514093910491564,91.56500000000004,70.74468085106382,7.759354365370507,25.355832721936906,7.237678284180719,0.8003250183418924,1728,43,408,15,29,549,202,470,0.1,0.843,0.057,-0.9658,2,0,3,0,2,0,38.0,2,2,2,6,25,11,5,1,15,0,51,9,6,10,3,79,90,41,0,10,11,9,6,1,0,5,3,7,0,1,23,30,1,1,13,1,0,5,12,8,1,6,51,14,86,3,60,25,7,54,1,0,1,0,71,25,2,9,23,295,109,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746483768982373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809959029735804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06260935655014711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571451164216287,0.07651177275090501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978096520310588,0.0,0.06964201522320099,0.0,0.08588874783906185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844276356574493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550808616806374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16750676731553546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836898127401192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054056258139807065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715390907839978,0.0,0.04138207207861901,0.0,0.07858172004443996,0.0,0.0,0.0696152643698148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0427593748092969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331488419566898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18887071855345067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542239951403771,0.0,0.0727454535176445,0.0,0.0,0.04497854653010266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892221238567073,0.0,0.05780784096344434,0.039984154942603566,0.0,0.0,0.07242811580365842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744143655580668,0.1092611273131314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909086662563164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917061021011376,0.0,0.08698571988180663,0.06016371982300098,0.0606852426986555,0.12624410010071047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853017142494319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05545865638990945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087650963539466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227440699106871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05243045819437741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271169904543423,0.0,0.3892552193807401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401024146959392,0.06770103533516704,0.0919944990739732,0.0,0.08342821277613906,0.0,0.12601284691471018,0.08094441320235155,0.0,0.11585721143098088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09369018370446006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578197287308601,0.14306806023836746,0.0,0.093594133141215,0.0,0.16311773842860292,0.2622071317700341,0.0,0.2598954949497433,0.04772307178992225,0.0,0.0,0.3910205052466254,0.0,0.11113149124596827,0.0,0.07994831723181686,0.0,0.0,0.07068571942741976,0.0,0.0,0.048272879443727386,0.06496283766659493,0.0,0.0,0.07358631638514207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17441588108018954,0.08948202317542943,0.0,0.1054078879658719
anxiety,EffYouAnxiety,2019/01/24,"Gave up a really good job because of anxiety A little backstory: I am 21 years old, I’ve been waitressing for 3 years. I went on Lexapro when I was 18 for anxiety and depression and it changed my life. I was a completely different person on medication, I had confidence and could actually live my life instead of spending it in bed worrying about every single thing that ever passed me by. Unfortunately, life happens and I can’t afford to go to my psychiatrist anymore ($75 a session, I currently owe her about $250 in order to go back) so I’ve been off my meds since before Christmas. 

I got a really good job as a waitress at a extremely high end restaurant near where I live. I’ve been a waitress for 3 years and working in this place is like the holy grail of serving. I had applied just on a whim while I was still on my meds. They called me about a week ago for an interview, I had some pre-interview anxiety but nothing too bad. Everything went great, I got the job. I was supposed to go to orientation last night. 

My problem is, the past week since I’ve been hired my anxiety has been through the roof. I’ve convinced myself I’m not a good enough waitress to work there, that everyone would hate me because I’m not good enough, I’ll just drag down the team, that I look stupid in the uniform I had to buy. (Dress pants, tux shirt and a bow tie) which is very trivial but I have really bad confidence issues and if I’m uncomfortable in a certain outfit, panic attacks happen.

Yesterday, 2 hours before I had to go I had a breakdown. I was hysterical, my boyfriend who also suffers from anxiety was trying to get me to breathe and I ran away to throw up. My mom started berating me for my anxiety as she always does and telling me to “suck it up.” And “that’s life, get over it.” as I was hunched over the garbage can. I’ve refused to speak to her since. I ended up putting on the uniform and pretending to go, but actually just went to my boyfriends to hide for a few hours while pretending to be at work. 

This would’ve been one of the best opportunities I’ve ever had and I ruined it. Anxiety ruins my life continuously and I don’t know how much more I can take while off my meds. Sorry for the long post, just need to get this out, thanks for reading. ",3.8530610065411817,5.024031757709253,5.214221065278334,82.18295487918837,71.73127753303963,8.851047924175678,30.057135228941398,9.259372276320047,2.5299582966226137,1774,74,365,38,33,594,221,454,0.145,0.735,0.12,-0.627,7,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,0,1,6,19,23,4,1,26,0,33,8,2,1,3,35,62,27,0,5,10,1,0,1,0,1,6,1,1,1,15,14,0,1,1,4,3,12,4,12,0,1,27,2,50,11,64,32,8,69,0,4,1,0,14,28,1,2,28,235,65,11,0.0,0.0,0.14014968646208287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365399861671077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05742531815189739,0.05975051461294049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38453372186015183,0.0,0.07121484393222698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169265862276534,0.06746655133747652,0.055216387338493766,0.11991437704546265,0.08754772229066966,0.0,0.12220767349990735,0.0,0.0753587042218097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332461780669658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596398615015969,0.0,0.07528995963658754,0.0,0.0,0.05733333064597459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061848649147665025,0.0,0.0,0.07502471204012046,0.0,0.0,0.06284019707471973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720222614375107,0.14839497614823388,0.0,0.0,0.12990999474176515,0.06050184961279585,0.0686162025665058,0.06453694693709175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255110221194146,0.0,0.2040524347700528,0.2409186149827196,0.11486380787369273,0.07916924420996506,0.0,0.0,0.12700023042055025,0.0,0.0,0.07089613416122093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075869737285492,0.0,0.0,0.14143402895965118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494953065281458,0.21377689060507912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03946413319053383,0.058533599970637076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253602718544022,0.035082058845760725,0.07197109036266165,0.12681663353137165,0.06354835870256523,0.06030114555189334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392895273469081,0.07233961826152674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410137421508296,0.0,0.0,0.05278758953991152,0.053245173206226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06738751448575425,0.0,0.06890229639846786,0.0,0.07535105495277462,0.0,0.04865937143777333,0.0,0.0,0.08425192986700061,0.0,0.0,0.06854944198125132,0.0,0.06270050702204377,0.07502471204012046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877279706433644,0.0,0.0,0.06871114022433257,0.0,0.07218748506012056,0.0,0.0,0.07182804077691086,0.0,0.13800729981606874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17820246862463285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038385798786238,0.0508265025853608,0.0,0.05734644738541145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05399113678587552,0.0,0.06276388878839749,0.06611171877574011,0.0,0.0,0.047706448604905236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048753331427220825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059249622292672326,0.0,0.0,0.11520106837603633,0.0,0.0,0.19970189807386046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568325663405081,0.07292512744985871,0.0,0.102021550161123,0.0,0.0,0.13872716831458745
anxiety,StepOutOfTheSun04,2019/01/24,"Worrying I'm a very secretive person, I refuse to tell anyone about my thoughts, and very few people know about my secrets. Anyways, I'm bisexual, and have a recent history of self harm, not many people know this fact except for three of my closest friends, and an aquaintance of mine who also has a history of self harm. I take medication for my anxiety and social anxiety, but there's still a lot of anxiety coming from my collection of secrets. I don't want to reveal anything, but it makes me anxious. What should I do?

Things to know:

- My family and friends are very open minded
-One of my aunts doesn't like bisexual people
-I currently wear a rubber band to sooth my self harm urges
-Many of my friends aren't the most mentally  healthy
-I'm afraid my friends hate me even though they claim not to, and I'll lose contact with them sometime soon
-I have low self esteem and no self confidence
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anxiety,naanekalaivan,2019/01/24,"Anxious about going to the gym, anxious that I don't go to the gym When I am about to go to the gym I feel anxious and frustrated and when I am not going to the gym I feel even more anxious an frustrated that I have gym membership and I am not using it.",0.7391071428571436,2.241950410714285,3.3172857142857133,91.2277142857143,80.60714285714286,6.622857142857143,23.7,7.554174236665415,0.9694257142857144,197,7,46,3,5,69,24,56,0.261,0.7390000000000001,0.0,-0.9153,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,2,0,5,0,5,0,0,1,0,8,12,5,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,5,0,4,3,2,0,0,0,2,7,0,7,12,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,36,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8571618973914727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252853967748299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19182124320649088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4312102643479338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16382725533599418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Fakanson,2019/01/24,"Thank you! Hi, long time lurker, first time poster!

Just wanted to say thank you to everyone in this sub for making me feel like a normal person and showing I’m not the only one going through this. You finally helped me build up the courage to go to the doctors and get a diagnosis after 3 years of thinking I could deal with it myself. 
I have now started on medication and am going to see a councillor! 

Small victories :) ",3.496898954703834,5.479678585365857,4.807839721254356,81.45719512195123,74.12195121951221,7.612543554006969,26.34843205574913,8.418075326091056,1.9250919860627176,332,12,62,6,7,110,63,82,0.0,0.83,0.17,0.927,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,1,2,4,0,0,6,0,3,2,0,1,0,12,16,3,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,3,8,4,13,15,0,16,0,0,1,0,8,4,0,0,10,41,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16679339404916801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21537155959253648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21382279946165086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996173810920276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562848676292964,0.14924155032072184,0.0,0.22884487371449405,0.0,0.1776942202655944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914407687111864,0.0,0.35617604394329555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400244083495454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206027801261017,0.0,0.0,0.1848740743792639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13944550091851052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21044949452816003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046822388513538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155922258417045,0.15888142826808366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18240751508729305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612939213050218,0.0,0.0,0.16646998876635175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14786381287019046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38466273760092506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385768839558346,0.0,0.0,0.24362800621830866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321739708062535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452776938717073
anxiety,blackmidianxiety,2019/01/24,"My anxiety and overthinking makes it so I doubt myself and don't allow myself to get upset when I should, or to speak up when someone has made me upset. I just sort of let things happen and always try to remain to the pacifist and nonchalant. Whenever someone hurts my feelings or makes me uncomfortable I doubt that I even have a reason to be upset, even though I KNOW I should be.

It's like I feel upset but then get embarrassed and start to feel like I have no right to be upset. So instead I sit in anxiety with uncomfortable situations and then something small happens and I spiral, by getting overly snappy and mad about something small and unrelated or getting blackout drunk just so I can feel reprieve from the anxiety of the situation.

I just don't stand up for myself because I feel like I have no right to be upset ever, and then all the anxiety and emotions sit inside me like a weight pulling me down.",6.898644067796612,6.844270192090398,7.379666666666669,73.67966949152544,64.59322033898304,10.017853107344633,33.519209039548024,9.642632912329526,3.137208361581921,732,28,131,13,10,241,90,177,0.261,0.68,0.059,-0.985,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,14,15,1,9,6,0,14,2,0,5,2,37,30,24,0,2,7,0,6,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,12,2,0,7,1,0,1,4,11,0,0,1,7,24,4,20,22,1,20,0,1,0,0,1,9,0,6,11,102,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992608797738504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4042550979403438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053301871193888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14860594802082222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17451479405552894,0.11950104198794716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339938813242201,0.18875879480630856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760880514329383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23364884123247445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142646789313887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07260419102924896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350914071276538,0.0,0.2581690559211809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12500565907602748,0.17636887742036106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583106418890425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256424052611569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969943094953794,0.0,0.0,0.22387271775204307,0.20340943661689814,0.0,0.0,0.09350812509271876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877680016716651,0.0,0.12979738637105398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969400572323444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087436721042478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ricsi22164836,2019/01/24,"I have no idea what to do So turns out I have to write an exam tomorrow from Chemistry from everything weve learned so far this year. I didnt learn anything all year , my grades were good but I have to write this test tomorrow and it decides my final grade. This is the only subject that i literally know NOTHING from . Ive been learning all day but im still 100% sure ill get a 5 on it - and i will fail the year. Im 18 and i have no fucking clue what to do. Ive never been so anxious in my life , even though im anxious pretty much everyday. I live in Europe so im in the 3. Year of highschool , was/is planning on going to Uni.",0.10256517205422357,1.9482906277372287,2.524238790406674,94.39447080291971,84.32846715328468,5.374139728884256,22.19447340980188,6.5431188927421005,0.35576996871741473,484,17,114,5,14,166,82,137,0.14300000000000002,0.79,0.067,-0.8885,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,2,7,4,1,0,5,0,15,3,0,0,4,18,20,10,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,5,0,14,2,15,14,3,19,0,1,0,1,3,7,1,0,11,72,22,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320590738186277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094034207322213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478079142061983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706953363805264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13208339661226687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160993864872776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358675262496767,0.0767835716756099,0.0,0.08352405854495522,0.1232679514769224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165906514511313,0.6349931914340928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076856751909281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038063002517008,0.0,0.0,0.129773505710491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080367829020807,0.0,0.11334909539648112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14101766158175985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177412357201276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495170673220547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736708837025014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385135397962563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439316541229555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15985660260931622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3785646612888477
anxiety,vampirecafeinomane,2019/01/24,"Help on getting out of bed So as I said in a previous post, i've been diagnosed with panic and anxiety, but we still cant find the cause of it. Basically everything is great except that I cant get up in the morning and have mild agoraphobia. I usually sleep about 7 to 8h per night, with an alarm clock, and about 10 to 12 hours without one, which is very unhealthy in my opinion. I always try to get to sleep at the same hour, I sleep well except that my fitbit sleep records says I lack deep sleep most of the time. 

So my biggest issue is mornings : I have tons of alarm clocks with different tones to make sure I dont fall asleep again. I try hard to get up as soon as I wake up, but it fails most of the time. If I can get up, even if im dressed, my bed is made, I had coffee and breakfast, I'll have an urge to go back to bed or take a nap on the couch. As soon as Im back from school i'll want to take a nap as well. 

Does anyone has the same issue ? My doctor have no clue on how to help me, and i dont know what to do to try and get me to stay up.. If you have some tips or ideas feel free to share them with me ♡ ",3.5879314285714305,2.627879336000003,4.873485714285714,91.9276,71.64,8.422857142857143,25.057142857142853,7.447530270364453,0.7338342857142863,854,18,224,8,14,286,133,250,0.1,0.792,0.108,0.4957,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,1,1,1,14,10,0,3,12,0,18,10,7,4,1,39,33,22,0,5,10,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,6,12,1,0,4,2,1,2,6,4,2,1,4,4,24,7,48,29,7,33,0,1,0,0,8,15,0,9,14,142,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545727321415078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856765165701261,0.0,0.0,0.07181245148601058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15794481199872695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550445684425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042415659052364,0.0,0.10730296393525968,0.0,0.10512105672731327,0.08987624500027917,0.0,0.24073472434154375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783448183193211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230299592458664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05192981373821013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386884597623234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219490360739621,0.0,0.0583685840402134,0.0,0.0,0.11323061862204528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920018763991914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137679553446881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022838888146642,0.0,0.0,0.1159393892462778,0.22187411690031425,0.2143908737777727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0564429818566397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971802322590866,0.06855517021257777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637997720917436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959433280740407,0.0,0.0,0.12050005319794198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983612567439796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769424305609843,0.08167369101047013,0.0,0.10394110131102624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5138867554862508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946792488179416,0.08201889228607018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679653179154027,0.0,0.15444001971671334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977410045382128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20918615299961266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311304307188845,0.08474087952045098,0.06057699656405152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846849861119353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900220063413342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Blossom187,2019/01/24,"Just a lonely rant It really sucks feeling my only friend turn their back on me. Am i that bad? Is my checking in that unbearable, do i irritate you that much? What is it about me that is so disregarding that you can toss me aside, throw me away like im trash. Why is it that my caring is met with abandonment? I guess im broken, defective in some way, im not worth being there for like other people are, im not worth build a relationship of any kind with. Loneliness will be the death of me i assure you",0.2373186813186834,2.543451266666672,2.506666666666668,91.47692307692309,88.71428571428572,6.278388278388277,16.64835164835165,7.61054688173877,0.3520329670329669,393,9,87,8,13,133,69,105,0.279,0.575,0.146,-0.9475,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,1,0,5,11,1,0,3,0,12,0,0,0,1,11,18,1,1,0,3,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,2,1,0,3,1,2,5,0,0,1,1,16,6,10,14,2,7,0,2,0,0,7,4,1,2,3,60,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977225590281405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16547691564269995,0.13543062878672898,0.14705851167226072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795729992276509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905499634138284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607511998219962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940235143686336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7609886208494637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834089472215864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17209330481866358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12947345503971525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13395235931841004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210413879447668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283133077064432,0.0,0.0,0.18909425736140847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19157536993208926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980124677501465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589270319550943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,unlucky_ducky_2000,2019/01/24,Experiences with lexapro? I’m a 18 F and I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety last year in about November. I’d struggles with depression and anxiety since I was about 11 but I’ve only recently taken action with it. My doctor prescribed md lexapro 20mg daily and for a while I felt like it was working pretty well. But after about a month or so on the meds I started to feel like they would wear off really fast. Like they would give me a good burst in the morning but slowly start to fade and lose effect as the day went on. Does anyone else have any experiences on this meds? Does it mean I need something different maybe? Did a higher mg dosage help?,3.0078205128205155,5.213614576923078,4.156538461538464,84.55762820512822,76.30769230769229,7.717948717948719,24.679487179487186,8.59863814320734,1.8037948717948717,525,18,102,11,12,171,87,130,0.091,0.728,0.182,0.95,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,3,5,9,0,1,8,0,7,3,1,1,0,20,17,12,0,3,4,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,9,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,7,2,9,5,18,8,0,19,0,3,0,0,4,6,0,1,14,58,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958600520487706,0.0,0.22405641115290528,0.0,0.0,0.10239608679083843,0.1500477728009534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444337678103344,0.0,0.2522616327887245,0.1486361795032833,0.0,0.1530013720555057,0.0,0.14989022969493668,0.2563058520645555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233402020483873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864979703810337,0.0,0.0,0.07404579017338933,0.1046186389567567,0.1406078831147017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140481107742921,0.0,0.12282912404367632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815740315463982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937028298177793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146334051264196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638318362906031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14712129778366953,0.15951894730609384,0.3253294815092556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168891043388854,0.0,0.0,0.10858534920506104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113762135624543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14898479441499904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381489401448764,0.0,0.1445944230008677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113885083920345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273868553598827,0.0,0.0,0.20730568424399448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530936254057485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166950490867507,0.1357537784396955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661197348882367,0.0,0.0,0.20805727512201666,0.0,0.0,0.09430424774420268
anxiety,saustintaylor1014,2019/01/24,"Bad Symptoms starting Zoloft...questions Hello,

Four days ago I started Zoloft to treat anxiety and OCD. I was put on 12.5 mgs for a week, to be bumped up to 25 for the rest of the scrip. However, on day two, I was became noticeably depressed, and had a headache all over my head, and I felt 'spacy' like my awareness was being impaired or wasn't at the forefront of my mind if that makes sense. I contacted my psychiatrist who suggested I stop taking it, but I am still feeling the depression and spaciness come and go. My OCD centers around health problems and I being to obsess about my symptoms and catastrophize. Because my symptoms are similar to that of a brain tumor my mind hooks on it and leads me to believe I have a brain tumor. Has anyone had any experiences with side effects like this? When will they go away? Thanks all, for reading this.",4.886851851851851,6.434334043209876,5.116975308641977,82.42138888888894,69.67901234567901,7.869135802469136,31.401234567901234,8.344100000000001,2.3954716049382703,673,29,124,10,12,212,105,162,0.15,0.778,0.073,-0.9211,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,2,4,9,0,1,8,0,14,8,3,3,2,25,24,12,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,1,5,0,0,0,7,11,0,1,3,1,0,5,1,5,0,2,7,2,19,4,22,13,3,26,0,2,0,0,5,12,0,2,11,88,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784209918698566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980743697782158,0.0,0.11032770755982607,0.0,0.0,0.10084179658684768,0.0,0.0,0.1283861463645855,0.0,0.0,0.13549919463543705,0.0,0.12041746015439707,0.08791501586626335,0.0,0.0,0.16248626200145044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219938558648806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423253728018875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18601960463161174,0.0,0.24843250418650425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14107458086129634,0.0,0.0,0.07292183465985155,0.0,0.13847356858981685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163926805367232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801106225473967,0.15329884127749102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14091696182825486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626779738747976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29124165313228706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641951316677422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137998815387914,0.0,0.14498067404507464,0.0,0.0,0.14425876948754654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041589507666672,0.0,0.11517407191984913,0.12057416169115205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4496985967547554,0.10843529729781924,0.0,0.0,0.1327781615109949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408817315729364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568437749258377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Venixflytrap,2019/01/24,am I about to die? i’m laying here incredibly tired i start to fall asleep ringing in my ears gets louder my chest feels heavy and i feel like a burning feeling (also chanting?) i struggle to “wake” my self but feel fine after just scared ,1.2264539007092203,3.81639721276596,2.2777659574468103,92.6841666666667,87.51063829787233,3.9843971631205686,20.599290780141846,5.46131890053228,-0.07207517730496482,187,6,37,1,6,59,38,47,0.21,0.685,0.105,-0.7357,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,1,0,1,5,4,0,0,7,8,3,1,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,6,7,2,6,8,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324591718475513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30168316719114696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5879124421881032,0.2076640663278606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186992342245906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201308078818445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910244954283621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032458712745979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205746995909504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303885092538558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340974648233594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BeckyBooBah,2019/01/24,"I did it! Took a massive step and finally accepted my referral for therapy last week and had a phone appointment today. I start therapy next week for every two weeks. 
I literally cried when I actually said for the first time, out loud that I was abused as a kid. 
Long time stalker of this sub but it helped immensely and I'm actually doing something about it and although I am terrified, I know im gonna be much better, eventually! 
I haven't told anyone about my therapy appointment as I'm so obsessed with appearing strong but since I was letting things out, I just wanted to tell someone. 
Even if nobody reads this, I couldn't care less. I'm just happy it's happening. 😊",2.772377622377622,5.161055818181822,4.72909090909091,79.24248251748253,77.93939393939394,8.91002331002331,27.57808857808858,9.466822959209583,2.926056410256411,536,23,101,16,13,183,91,132,0.125,0.764,0.111,-0.2104,0,0,1,0,1,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,7,6,0,1,4,0,10,0,0,0,0,17,23,12,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,8,7,0,0,2,1,0,3,2,1,0,2,7,2,13,5,12,12,2,18,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,13,64,21,1,0.0,0.16982905539081716,0.2797494217850872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022347081409876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12676854668990434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14614003162782313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15744724789302292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467170482818793,0.0,0.12076628834048128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15701696591246125,0.0,0.12192105015685605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675105426059532,0.1525832388336145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607472256583308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482686929225953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787734080610189,0.11683751252069667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14657019640804045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684735193641428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053680391587178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524388641892823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433742263899593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363448248183776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856855532317707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144765129403175,0.11034662274268596,0.0,0.0,0.10145356060757048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252814903891207,0.0,0.4917496947427549,0.0,0.0952256958223942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16716009289081246,0.0,0.1358652352472106,0.13696315330867093,0.15925094537369794,0.0,0.0,0.1400178952621065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454295489864576,0.0,0.3449251269920554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawayaway2453,2019/01/24,"I feel like a failure I am in high school, and I feel like a failure. I am in AP classes but I have C's and D's in them, last night I had a huge argument with my parents where they stated that they wont help me with buying a car anymore and to never ask them for anything, I am unemployed and broke. Everyday I feel like I just want to run away. I dont know why but I cant seem to focus or anything to do with studying, if my room is a mess, i feel as if i can not do any of my homework(OCD?), i only have like 4 days worth of clothes that I feel comfortable in, which causes me to freak out during the fifth day of the week(dont wanna wear the same thing again and get made fun of), I do occasionally have 1-2 days where I feel amazing and can accomplish anything but, those days are few and far between. Sometimes it gets so bad that I cant sleep at night, or I call myself out of school ""sick"" just to lay in bed and talk myself down. I dread going to school because I dont have a close group of friends at all, or lost all of them because of rumors.",7.990219298245612,3.946010214912281,8.263684210526318,80.93745614035087,65.2719298245614,11.185964912280703,35.85964912280701,7.793537801064563,2.4528385964912283,811,24,194,6,9,270,123,228,0.142,0.6990000000000001,0.159,0.5067,3,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,5,2,6,14,0,1,9,0,20,3,2,2,3,41,35,18,0,4,11,1,6,4,1,1,1,0,2,0,7,14,0,0,8,0,2,3,7,6,0,0,3,6,33,8,33,31,4,32,0,2,0,0,13,18,0,6,14,130,40,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771517323501057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251460134163403,0.0,0.0,0.2800857372975605,0.0,0.10606296761015524,0.0,0.10659255442383836,0.0,0.0947282728109372,0.1383194363421917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584790031835933,0.0,0.0,0.1165471837839866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292670445517324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3988971888046409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34419059023544274,0.24315191321366744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765328128155031,0.0,0.1185487153772764,0.0,0.0644777888519746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07604495913646023,0.11986901568857647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06235064163661939,0.09247909989179363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22170905094061497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384703350398504,0.0,0.0,0.10735169610882216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750172305866791,0.0,0.0,0.21293536316624848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628589731318857,0.0,0.0,0.12597580674758074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34446059435449405,0.0,0.10328308498120492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135346428525342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220762984612044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118898971122984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07537293841877009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06691734702785887,0.0,0.09100491952769993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237342312851977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ScipioAfricanusIX,2019/01/24,"What keeps you going? So long story short, I have had severe anxiety all my life and I am losing faith in the idea of improvement. I have severe harm OCD, panic disorder, as well as social phobia. The SP is fine but the other two really get to me. I was on medication and was seeing some improvement but i had to stop taking meds due to side effects. I have tried CBT and had no improvement. I haven't gone to work in three weeks out of fear of killing someone. I haven't left the house for longer due to the same reasons. I feel stuck. 

So I ask my fellow sufferers, what keeps you going?

Thank you",1.0307674144037762,3.420589768595047,2.7988961038961047,90.38977272727271,85.19834710743801,6.101770956316411,17.733766233766232,7.447530270364453,0.4071105076741439,466,11,97,8,14,154,78,121,0.265,0.61,0.125,-0.9593,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,3,3,10,1,2,5,0,12,2,0,2,1,16,24,9,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,4,0,0,3,3,6,1,2,7,2,16,4,15,17,3,15,1,2,1,0,6,7,0,1,5,65,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993616940400193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878851362414667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19466488901961934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19113050736223347,0.08588217838637767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874056011707981,0.0,0.19306139521210847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19598618348489533,0.0,0.1917420185532077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301944185101752,0.187915861632334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845444880601636,0.0,0.11997135620279835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15031350653059408,0.0,0.19002072848071225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18866707006502284,0.17110782880905076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19928450189489064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088114185044768,0.1746359490004982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534990142666306,0.0,0.0,0.3837683968012643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17314252989760284,0.14391488704519187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14200371824776228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770742246613365,0.0,0.0,0.1563767259270674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115318229321601,0.0,0.1659205375010971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624487632104454,0.0,0.1527171751713816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365414028063737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,andos4,2019/01/24,"What do you people do for jobs? I am a 4th year college student about to look for jobs soon. I posted something similar to this on a different subreddit where I made no mention of anxiety, but I did provide some anxiety-friendly guidelines in the type of job I wanted. I thought the guidelines were rather reasonable. The responses I received were horrible and they all acted like I was completely unreasonable. I even had one person say I have a bad attitude. I deleted the thread out of disgust. I'll try again with perhaps a more understanding audience.

My major is IT/MIS. These are the guidelines I prefer.

* The less direct interaction with customers the better. Interactions with co-workers and managers are fine.
* Hybrid between in-person and telecommute is preferred.
* Down to earth office environment.
* No giving presentations.

So therefore, could you guys share some job titles that would fit the guidelines? It should be related to IT/MIS. I've heard some promising things about developer and database administrator jobs. Thank you.",4.48921014492754,7.890569616666667,4.899951690821258,73.87152173913044,80.6111111111111,7.574879227053139,32.270531400966185,8.456263369488248,3.51946618357488,841,44,123,20,23,266,124,180,0.109,0.7559999999999999,0.135,0.6136,6,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,3,1,1,8,8,1,0,12,0,17,0,0,3,1,25,25,6,0,7,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,2,6,8,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,8,3,17,6,19,13,7,13,0,0,1,0,14,6,0,3,5,91,23,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190253333042803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221363077918208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937130872247446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15337006137840692,0.0,0.0,0.1167913554827902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15282973647523268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966154671045532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130142862726239,0.0,0.0,0.14032351728395367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483855912277338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7257934300855737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146421042627983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283696842344735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384121066377901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991219920965314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141098606855052,0.2554492167838793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009421917389767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15039850099750052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632641090530114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261221627985528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467344670403925,0.0,0.0,0.09718083242436118,0.0,0.0,0.11612866625912245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931339410309684,0.0,0.0,0.15228091563786886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627875765790388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649237712385012,0.0,0.0,0.1039119391593344,0.0,0.0,0.094198458076657
anxiety,ClarkesHeavenlyBlue,2019/01/24,"I got a new job and my driving anxiety is killing me. I've always had anxiety when driving, there's just to much to focus on, and so many others cars around me. Every day I go out on 2-4 trips for my job to pick up and drop stuff off, and each time I'm left with a chest full of anxiety. I keep thinking, what if I hit that car and didn't notice? What if I almost ran someone over and didn't realize? What if I ran a stop sign, or a light, or turned when I wasn't supposed to? Every small sound makes me believe I hit something. If a car I parked next to has a dent, I'm there asking myself if I did it when I pulled in. I'm left wondering all day, waiting for someone to come and say I hit SOMETHING. I just got back now from one of those trips and I heard a small sound as I was turning into a street, and now I can't stop thinking. What if I hit that car that was parked close to the turn? 

I don't know how I can keep doing this, the anxiety takes up my whole day, it feels like I'm going to burst. I need this job, but I'm just so scared all the time now.",2.0737183544303797,2.2974357890295387,3.7792800632911394,94.3496795886076,75.07594936708861,6.937658227848103,22.829377637130804,6.6274283507984215,0.2752364978902957,810,19,207,6,16,273,119,237,0.092,0.9,0.008,-0.9212,3,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,0,16,3,1,1,11,0,13,1,1,3,2,47,45,25,1,7,12,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,14,16,0,5,6,0,0,14,5,2,0,1,12,6,27,1,25,29,6,48,0,0,0,0,3,17,0,10,17,130,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263183983722262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935918450395838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34418563581265776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013048488311548,0.10515302585138107,0.0,0.0,0.0864896913592561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12672573063177558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689101626899807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176196622877994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895374381375667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05687294828775576,0.08035528325635079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278492342947117,0.0,0.17992005218383372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348552518444992,0.1999536614898479,0.12444175592499855,0.0,0.061815719280684016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24441832574430405,0.0,0.0,0.054951737845800826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508085182076014,0.11403642521831482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268527781286364,0.08340202644453272,0.0,0.10863327489990532,0.11962308433947305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805850642677394,0.0,0.0,0.07621893101388152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944810833956035,0.11261146994859353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19060680766471247,0.17318422607156114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188075576943098,0.0,0.0,0.12876196635999654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457048680347683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414447510029624,0.0,0.0,0.13117524849334125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36703576065251264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557919794401426,0.0,0.0,0.12197907697655007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,reallyanxiousthro,2019/01/24,"The waiting game Apologies if not in the right area but I need a quiet space to vent. 

Hi all,

Throwaway account as this is feeling a bit personal. I put in a bid on a house today and my anxiety shot through the roof. trying to focus in work but physically shaking, beating myself up for spelling mistakes I didn't notice in the email and coming up with more and more arguments in my head for how it's all going to go wrong. 

I haven't felt this bad since I started my meds. 

wish i could leave my brain at home some days. ",3.2171261682243006,4.4074293457943945,4.403820093457946,87.31171144859816,73.29906542056074,6.845327102803737,27.393691588785053,7.1686216300943375,1.3052252336448595,408,15,85,4,8,134,78,107,0.231,0.723,0.046,-0.9704,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,1,8,0,4,2,2,1,2,20,13,8,0,5,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,5,0,1,2,1,1,5,3,4,0,0,2,3,11,0,17,10,6,20,0,0,0,0,5,12,0,2,3,56,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723238813828652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17161169440012122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243890969875544,0.0,0.0,0.2294431020241993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17704871199694475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16410159082138828,0.0,0.0,0.13255195509662912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392379633897844,0.0,0.19734417006354812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336185864624577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21093643023968228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20616662686391268,0.0,0.0,0.2371577968843017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176300551025884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22830112758783025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524003145858668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23400098890661844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17946372261468166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066177039130851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17552428862487385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17001924395528425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547750560050046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19482150654172806,0.0,0.0,0.13954359802418076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363531158574983,0.0,0.0,0.14963066764774502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224718364387746,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AnxietyMostofTheTime,2019/01/24,"Effective dosage for Inderal (Propranolol)? First time using. So I've been prescribed Inderal to help manage the physical symptoms of an anxiety attack.  I've been given 20mg/day twice a day but I was told that I can use it ""as-needed"" like before a social event or so where my anxiety is at its highest.

I took 20mg last night before a gathering and I had some breakthrough symptoms.  I feel like it wasn't a high enough dosage.  What dosage works for you?  Was my dosage not high enough?  I've never used this med before now so I don't really know.",2.2754797979797985,4.650637675925932,3.644646464646467,86.41954545454546,79.64814814814815,7.2606060606060625,21.855218855218848,8.296473431620573,1.3969703703703704,431,13,84,9,11,141,74,108,0.055,0.835,0.11,0.7572,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,3,5,3,1,0,6,0,9,2,0,4,1,12,17,6,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,1,0,2,9,1,9,2,5,8,3,13,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,10,50,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23285630464329804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17314288273540884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3885181833756312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963053465161328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145146012740663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769539643407115,0.10872757239540326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945631532674834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020125693094922,0.3216030729676244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364195633313637,0.12405859237115227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870880451809798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16905345503384653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285007656860675,0.11738155545858656,0.0,0.0,0.14282395401422493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749950661223462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15514282848831545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163761118569009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874566642708938,0.0,0.0,0.14542808760309894,0.16909336471312303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3943407900320437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107991958346372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Noefael,2019/01/24,"My anxiety is hitting me the hardest it ever has I haven't gone to work in days because when I think about going, I panic and stress and just call in. I'm so afraid that now I can't go in because I'll be judges by co-workers. Or just let go/fired. 

Job is stressful and exhausting. All I do is sleep on my off days and I have no motivation to even cook myself meals. 

I've never been this far down in life before. And I'm not even sure if this is considered anxiety or not. 

Sorry if it isn't. 

Also, new to the SubReddit. ",0.4622928399034621,2.2367183185840744,3.0358326629123087,91.59402252614643,82.6283185840708,6.232984714400643,20.892196299275945,7.348242739294969,0.5561398230088499,402,12,93,6,11,140,74,113,0.175,0.792,0.033,-0.9305,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,10,6,0,4,2,0,13,5,1,1,4,19,20,12,0,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,2,1,0,3,7,5,0,0,2,0,10,1,12,15,1,18,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,4,7,65,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466834360686685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806364331571507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22362611368756832,0.0,0.15607960077389735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872955559402984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236585530034742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422985366736212,0.1659167508482942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127308291901233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820191852374484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875626100432251,0.12955720351081235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146724991104553,0.17715123246272604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21520755941862887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835556276213204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20532721234433335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4202212237987613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17287415909124992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753015565552312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670684924193497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tiedtie,2019/01/24,"I'm panicking and I have no one to go to Hi, so, first of all, I'm not diagnosed with anxiety or anything so I can understand if I'm not welcomed. 
I have a situation far too complex for me to handle, I trusted someone with practically all my life and happiness and they just left me (for the right reasons). I know this is entirely my fault, moreso the fact that I was weak enough to make that person everything that made me live and be positive.  
They were the only person I talked to and trusted, so now that I'm all alone I just don't know where to go to. I'm really desperate. I can't keep myself from trembling and hyperventilating and there's nothing I can do to calm myself.

I'm sorry if I don't belong here, I just really don't know what to do or where to go to and Reddit has been kind to me before.",2.6462850678733005,3.8304374294117673,4.988823529411763,82.58662895927603,74.70588235294117,8.524886877828052,25.429864253393674,9.057496981413335,1.891167420814479,633,21,136,14,13,223,91,170,0.124,0.7559999999999999,0.12,0.2984,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,1,12,9,0,1,4,0,16,3,0,3,4,32,32,15,0,2,9,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,6,10,0,1,6,0,0,3,7,3,0,2,4,0,22,6,18,27,4,10,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,4,2,99,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18161390386830534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13414536243697384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14430143572600698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492133746091916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17798066181742014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18118760084361854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157596906375361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14915605884808622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989732299186722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18666763878278814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155862729877289,0.0,0.1826042509063866,0.2891099873228805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905226800984482,0.0,0.12385774595094386,0.0,0.0,0.15484083203504787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659242347603106,0.11705018491886986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16825693296494892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882443729849378,0.13336465096727046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062247721285213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22467257945984545,0.18029316071615076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14975139405354004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971052906541489,0.0,0.0,0.14857691104259085,0.0,0.0,0.19629449397028345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094293695242535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18254974228471305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yunkie101,2019/01/24,"Being stuck in the now sucks. I feel clausterphobic being stuck in the past and the future, while time moves on its own.

I am very much previlidged (24 and relatively healthy) yet I feel so anxious all the time.

I've worked my whole life (at least the most recent 5-10 years) to get myself a job in the field I love(animation/filmmaking), there were some compromises like a bad college major etc, but I pulled it off. But here I am, in the transitional period from freelance to studio job, fearing my every decision moment to moment, what I do, how I move, what I say. My family is fine and well, although the elder ones are closing in on their final times. I haven't fully acknowledged a death in the family for about 20 years. this worrying about time passing started with questions about death and a panic attack. The community of filmmaking has put me into an observant and detail-focusing artist wannabe, all the media I enjoy have these themes of death and existence in them and i've been trained to think likewise. I can lose myself in my work but once I get off the momentum I feel terrible.

Right now I still have a month's transition time off of work to deal with and i've had constant panic attacks (at least once per week), it's the holidays here and most people/offices are closed. No idea what to do. I've tried opened up to family and they've been very acceptive but not exactly helpful. Been trying to read/write, being observant of my feelings/emotions and reaching out to the internet, I've written descriptions like this several times. It helps to know people are there and have been through the same. but it's not a solution.

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Do we all just live with it?",4.375413371675052,6.311256305295952,4.995093457943927,81.24010244428472,71.61682242990655,8.552168703570572,27.610951353942013,9.162432508145574,2.401083776659478,1338,49,247,29,26,429,178,321,0.146,0.74,0.114,-0.8686,2,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,1,0,2,4,15,15,3,3,22,0,24,1,0,1,4,48,36,21,3,0,8,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,12,21,0,0,10,2,0,5,4,9,1,1,9,4,26,6,41,24,14,51,0,1,0,0,8,22,1,4,26,173,38,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105909357678832,0.12454915252001858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579622741739536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332179061811124,0.0,0.0,0.08558351633742123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076647159062024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567336690272336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529910503000924,0.0,0.0,0.114314992380231,0.0,0.0,0.08636097125898116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898846417780145,0.11534139799625333,0.1554817802990735,0.0,0.0,0.11228413050261052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710441157858852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374076568591747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157104262410413,0.0,0.0,0.20343157576761614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056331515384076575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239903317847572,0.10015299350596568,0.0,0.09050969279166662,0.0,0.0,0.11467168048528167,0.0,0.0,0.0925105737333369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181480674600865,0.2178833153017753,0.07534955596007152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21831906910741508,0.06945689437780216,0.0,0.0,0.2405241671229463,0.0,0.0,0.09784818855372633,0.07106084128386443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304116919454813,0.11482385772634407,0.0,0.1025280946751716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120673643001946,0.0,0.0,0.0875347445035804,0.0,0.08151239764965389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579622741739536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255027998417644,0.0,0.08185691720420997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567808974099615,0.0,0.0,0.3586126933973107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918202769375582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16914705783939454,0.0,0.0,0.08221960335674314,0.0,0.09216013040201047,0.0,0.0,0.1144379876707787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22386444118462684,0.1040940876363359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454915252001858,0.13201373811798406
anxiety,badshartz,2019/01/24,"I feel like I can't do anything I really want to change my life but it feels impossible. I'm a student and I hate relying on my parents for things.  They help me pay for school and rent, but I'm still broke.  I have a job, but almost all of my money goes to rent.  They would give me money if I asked them. 

I eat one meal every two days.  I usually order food because I'm too afraid to go outside.  I don't have a car, so I can't go grocery shopping.  I can't tell them this because they wouldn't get it anyway, they just think I'm wasting money on food. 

I would like to get a haircut and buy some skin care products, but they always need to know what I'm spending money on if they give it to me.  I'm too embarrassed to tell them this stuff.  If I want anything, my mom makes me go shopping with her if I need things and freak out whenever I'm in public with her, so I can't do that. 

I need new clothes because I have like 2 outfits, but I can't go shopping for those either because I feel like I'm too ugly when I'm buying nice clothes, even if I could afford it. 

I think I'm probably going to end up running away or just killing myself.  I might save up some money, fly one way to Europe, travel until I run out, then kill myself.  If I tell my parents this, they'll just think I'm using my anxiety as leverage. 

I don't know what to do.  I can't talk about anything without freaking out.  I don't even know why I'm posting this, I'm just going to get cookie cutter advice. ",2.323515176374073,3.082476336477992,4.125444353295052,90.1109557013946,74.94339622641509,6.536724090784796,24.83237626469784,6.498293943080001,0.6877280284386109,1137,35,259,8,23,386,141,318,0.128,0.7659999999999999,0.107,-0.8914,6,0,0,0,0,2,33.0,0,0,10,0,15,15,3,2,4,0,21,6,1,2,1,53,64,22,2,15,18,3,4,4,0,5,1,0,2,0,15,9,4,0,9,4,14,10,11,8,0,3,0,4,51,7,31,58,4,31,0,1,0,0,24,10,0,11,12,159,66,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335747388300447,0.0,0.0,0.09566632402281287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949428675221487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308540508447298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358559854634102,0.0,0.08931402929771674,0.0,0.08975998638583854,0.0,0.0,0.2329534326310389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740615422601524,0.0,0.1010652868344374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627837611700793,0.0,0.0,0.061613344729304215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775801669053047,0.0,0.0,0.08461726485617124,0.0,0.0,0.12620233591873115,0.0,0.0804938905265486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449188588295892,0.13650304525002466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23104700165820946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974213446483328,0.18329524450162102,0.3257746555090281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432282977216416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403631598562945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480555134318758,0.0,0.21139467066317733,0.0,0.15751361175372014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06748048066087642,0.18669785616467235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637715685775373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013494674634271,0.0,0.1118915678202578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21251802236915204,0.0,0.09227005517492322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294764422135753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21216466308980853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149786384266914,0.0,0.10300484950606803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06120333264935295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668836135519852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629582711057345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936680083902033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678887628935402,0.2505101724403434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694083489974828,0.18364840813626626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09332559017803158,0.0,0.0,0.08251313737592206,0.10522030885351706,0.0,0.11270018230942687,0.0758326800962594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620711939925688,0.0,0.0,0.0920940843336774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13573323034873627,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Izzy9595,2019/01/24,"Cured my Anxiety / Depersonalization / Derealization after 5 years! Hey, after 5 years I finally cured my anxiety / Depersonalization / Derealization. The following video basically sums up exactly what I did:

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[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IQsezEiIsYY&t=1s&ab\_channel=KnowlegdeIsPower](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IQsezEiIsYY&t=1s&ab_channel=KnowlegdeIsPower)

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Good luck!",35.07696078431372,45.056357088235295,20.41235294117647,-31.097745098039184,7.529411764705883,17.47450980392157,49.568627450980394,14.06817628641468,10.411992156862745,367,13,19,11,3,91,24,34,0.094,0.7170000000000001,0.189,0.6645,2,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,3,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,10,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8394285614738509,0.3137972544330752,0.0,0.0,0.19755754484740715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14144797919223548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830228002387456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137972544330752,0.16630200900890169
anxiety,virtualkiss,2019/01/24,"So anxious I feel like I have a fever, would appreciate someone to talk to. It's 5 AM where I am right now, and none of my friends are awake. I recently lost my job (we closed, I didn't get fired or anything) and am facing a lot of big changes, while struggling really hard with my ED. I feel very scared. If anyone has gone through similar scary things I'd like to talk.. ",3.825454545454544,4.193752324675323,4.514701298701301,90.12348051948051,71.20779220779221,8.237922077922079,28.387012987012987,8.238735603445708,1.544165714285714,287,10,67,4,5,92,59,77,0.217,0.649,0.134,-0.7079,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,1,3,6,0,2,2,0,8,2,1,0,0,11,13,6,0,2,2,0,4,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,4,10,3,7,9,2,8,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,3,5,39,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25414543893737496,0.0,0.1573001537959942,0.0,0.1851263148329065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379822255402456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22749725203877946,0.16071442291970295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17380673257302912,0.0,0.11753447543093501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015236774075601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22324219134886897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21981222586567611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24557492791454555,0.1912564626950343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441177853503103,0.0,0.2221249433344023,0.0,0.0,0.19211814201808305,0.0,0.0,0.22522834434159375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19061138146121845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351813587437327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616353002789516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14945617505082476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18561897143939526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15980806689380672,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PM_YOUR_SPARE_PCPART,2019/01/24,i want to cry venting won’t help and there’s no point even explaining something that sounds pitiful compared to others situations but fuck I’m too smart to fucking get caught up in my emotions I need to move forward and make the correct decisions for the future why am I even posting here man fuck ,2.4461330049261067,5.26286553448276,3.1034975369458166,87.56982758620691,83.3103448275862,5.383251231527094,28.975369458128082,6.868970318607317,1.7139921182266016,243,12,44,3,7,76,48,58,0.232,0.669,0.1,-0.8658,0,0,1,0,0,1,0.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,3,0,2,0,2,3,0,1,1,9,12,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,1,1,4,1,7,10,0,8,0,1,0,3,3,4,3,0,2,26,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482082573264173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25417643766968384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984910716190015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6266937007193559,0.11805563359172537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15145732796413766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15083115304451755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401614691486618,0.0,0.16754769704677086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21360679232999166,0.0,0.21640879489611897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539903570519459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17395631425343824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13327803302650582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20389523904883766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lahblagh,2019/01/24,"Hiccups Yep, have had them for twenty minutes. Convinced I will have them for twenty years.",4.059374999999998,7.3276061875000025,3.017500000000002,87.67750000000002,80.875,3.2,26.75,3.1291,0.64635,73,3,11,0,2,21,12,16,0.0,0.726,0.274,0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0
anxiety,spaceboi_7,2019/01/24,Does anyone else just feel scared like all the time but for no reason at all There’s nothing making me scared I just feel scared it’s weird,1.7560919540229882,4.049586448275863,1.6075862068965527,100.75436781609196,81.06896551724137,3.866666666666666,13.114942528735632,3.1291,-1.6304574712643682,113,1,25,0,3,33,23,29,0.4,0.552,0.048,-0.9144,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,9,3,1,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,2,1,2,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745425970539768,0.2557688361698868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21844725937067025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20852845322324046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25243434437444834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219534623487046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666256645299423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23952053801954185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566545942268671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7497501916469885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455575051430071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pantuts,2019/01/24,Do you get anxious too when your sense of smell gets sensitive? I feel i'm gonna vomit just the smell of insect spray. What do you do when that happens?,1.565833333333334,3.4748297500000014,2.5825,95.54583333333336,79.625,5.516666666666668,20.041666666666664,6.42735559955562,-0.029970833333333943,120,3,27,1,3,38,25,32,0.078,0.922,0.0,-0.3313,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,9,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,8,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6121566119636971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739847459419233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5662073383615667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4791720895521541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sammy1996x,2019/01/24,"Grad school student here. One year after being accepted, I finally got to review what my professors said in my letter of recommendations. Anxiety is through the roof. I was accepted into my program almost a year ago. Now it’s my second semester and I work as a TA. One of my TA assignments is to do GPA calculations for the new application cycle. I get access to everyone’s application; every transcript, letter of rec, personal statement, etc. A few days ago, I was looking through some of the files and I saw a folder titled “Archives”. Curiosity was killing me so I opened it. I was able to see everyone from my current cohort including myself. I was able the access the 3 letter of recommendations my professors wrote for me. 

I suppose it really doesn’t matter at this point, but all my professors described me as a “quiet, shy, reserved student who works best in small group/one-on-one settings”. One professor went into great detail able how I’m such a “strong person due to the way She has overcome her anxiety throughout undergrad”.  Other than that, every thing mentioned about me was positive.

I feel betrayed in a way. I never realized my anxiety was such a prominent trait of mine, enough to be mentioned in an academic recommendation. I’ve tried so hard these last years to mask my anxiety, especially in professional settings. My major involves a lot of interpersonal communication and sometimes I feel on edge because my communication style doesn’t match those around me. I have a unique sense of humor, my body language is awkward, the list goes on. 

Just needed to rant....",5.30927119628339,7.641414797909409,6.588732578397213,69.1237725029036,70.01045296167247,9.66138211382114,32.864256678281066,10.02789654360092,3.905548315911732,1265,60,201,35,24,426,172,287,0.078,0.816,0.107,0.906,1,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,0,4,10,8,1,1,18,0,17,1,1,1,2,24,29,9,1,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,11,7,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,2,0,4,12,8,36,6,37,15,8,33,0,0,3,0,13,14,0,3,14,143,47,18,0.3556547927361531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21017767651889696,0.0,0.1187123002322955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627665906309081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553605624331996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07226795352784005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441258760652855,0.0,0.0,0.1316840993653747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645597290930614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249549113841905,0.13221636899981945,0.0,0.0,0.19976966809709348,0.226562263807134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198864996254928,0.0,0.0,0.12986748039117565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06193831669813465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948165424782438,0.13070355485444146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619894552366307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311597778403719,0.0,0.0,0.09663537489760596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955348398331043,0.0,0.0,0.10078832881617747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790450744278068,0.0914343005268719,0.1144978716832888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32133452263519874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070293645148998,0.0,0.0,0.11206957897462877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594718909607592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276971734003985,0.0,0.0,0.11998054591738995,0.09447027434315718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725056136185265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876041364756355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048875282470419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882014800706685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109898518673103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17261394996003818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290300259216661
anxiety,kuoinc,2019/01/24,I can stop shaking and fidgeting or looking around. Can’t focus on tasks. What can I do? There are several things on my mind that make me restless and also I drank coffee(idk if that’s a factor). What can I do about this? Any tips? I have so much shit to do and I can’t concentrate on any of them-_-‘,-0.07297619047619007,2.188196682539683,1.716170634920637,96.78473214285715,90.11111111111113,5.0547619047619055,20.573412698412696,6.6274283507984215,0.25916031746031765,233,8,53,3,8,76,45,63,0.175,0.825,0.0,-0.8562,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,2,1,0,10,2,1,1,0,9,13,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,1,8,0,7,12,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,2,1,41,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25996748850826945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4421330166807245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893913788105501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27298651305390026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21699436746005635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32823955681197003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389722428841741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672494659175506,0.3336913988744872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717826174300824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215969645943638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,textbookofme,2019/01/24,"College Campus Mental Health Week Help I run a club on a college campus that works towards ending the stigma surrounding mental health. Every year we do mental health week, which includes de-stressing events (art, tie dye, movies and coloring, etc), mental health screenings, bingo, and free food. I want to hear what types of events others would like, and would show up to though. Open to all events big or small.  Anyone have any ideas? ",7.434415584415586,8.699092701298701,5.587428571428571,82.43257142857144,63.54545454545455,7.1989610389610394,25.78961038961039,6.742157984588678,1.1293605194805192,346,8,57,2,5,99,59,77,0.0,0.8740000000000001,0.126,0.8316,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,4,5,0,0,1,11,6,5,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,4,5,1,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,3,7,4,2,15,0,0,2,0,3,7,0,1,8,28,7,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534175814861877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980320771185928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12417682438505916,0.0,0.15636161900426518,0.0,0.0,0.1181257244012233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16953208661597088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5961101185801753,0.15801716473815602,0.0,0.09397404156149262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582703126335656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849532107139703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5651601326546218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16060022737736435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377471614015243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269441685801074,0.0,0.22492220883832406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020682873181521,0.0,0.0,0.19919010070676565,0.0,0.0,0.09028510343715317
anxiety,mtnkiwi,2019/01/24,"Waves of side effects of celexa/citalopram Was wondering if it's normal to go through periods of basically no side effects to times with lots. My partner has been on it for about a year, currently on 40mg. Sometimes she's great but at the moment has upset tummy, headaches, sore throat, blurry brain, memory lapses etc. Thanks",6.6370000000000005,7.902060033333335,6.38666666666667,75.99000000000002,65.33333333333334,9.333333333333334,33.33333333333333,9.516144504307137,3.2253333333333334,262,11,44,5,4,82,51,60,0.151,0.7509999999999999,0.098,-0.3506,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,2,0,4,3,2,2,0,8,7,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,2,12,5,2,11,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,3,5,27,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3628003037265276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624537365023584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18470133418045054,0.0,0.0,0.3583065560603767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27629790964310724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184246939828334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32142694882704403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992104131617557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18950636303634424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524416612106466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20928520246650456
anxiety,RainbowFungus,2019/01/24,"I feel like I’m constantly being watched and I don’t know what to do So I’ve been having security problems with my emails/social media accounts lately. I’ve had an Instagram account hacked and deleted in the past, and I lost years of sentimental photos and videos, so it’s been really freaking me out. Multiple times during the day I start to feel light headed and my heart starts beating so fast it feels like my entire chest is moving. Even though I’ve changed all of my passwords (and every one is wildly different from the other) , I still don’t feel safe. I feel like someone is somehow watching my phone or computer screen so they can see all of my passwords, or something. Every time I use my phone,computer,etc, I feel like I’m being watched and that I’m not safe. I feel so scared all of the time and I want it to go away but I don’t know what do. Any advice on how to calm myself down? ",3.392417582417582,4.796517912087914,4.456923076923079,86.26307692307695,73.17582417582419,7.178021978021977,25.637362637362642,7.7094869923839395,1.3072813186813188,708,23,144,9,14,231,104,182,0.067,0.826,0.107,0.5936,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,2,10,12,0,1,5,0,15,3,3,2,3,33,34,18,0,2,4,0,7,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,3,9,1,2,2,4,4,0,1,4,13,21,8,15,28,3,19,0,1,5,0,2,5,0,3,16,89,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997026969067424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044748982810327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496192487618794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14070092130704562,0.0,0.0,0.14373040546930874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577677499123049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13896119253108144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14833496066171425,0.08784809053159591,0.0,0.2241237305391932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4707568184726682,0.3800732146411212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558941288399437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650079096104364,0.0,0.0,0.15761074445774256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619137778041402,0.0,0.15003465181473544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599167448211192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14518991294013514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413625296699137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012716075724334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269676610016292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726715939459515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520596498115585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316051432573744,0.0,0.10598721273621353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269411790027445,0.1023932137078098,0.0,0.0,0.18828226645292145,0.0,0.1062174115621557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306760565532425,0.0,0.2326676434135016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487301735704494,0.0,0.0,0.07844938642674085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565041313830091
anxiety,_hyzenthlay,2019/01/24,"Anxiety with being driven/carsickness My anxiety mainly centres around feeling/being sick and feeling trapped in certain situations.

One of my strongest triggers for panic attacks right now is being driven places, particularly by my mum. It's got worse because I actually was sick whilst being driven by her a few months back. Instead of helping, it's made me worse.

I've found that it helps if I'm the one driving (focusing on something, I guess), but my mum has started to get annoyed that I'm always the one driving her car. I've explained the reasons, but she's just getting impatient. She says that she 'dealt with' her anxiety, why can't I?

We're travelling to a funeral on Saturday, roughly an hour's journey away... and mum is insisting on driving. My anxiety at the moment is through the roof and the idea seems to be filling all my thoughts.

I don't know what to do. I don't think my mum gets how all consuming my panic in these situations is. It always ends up causing a massive row and that just isn't needed on the day of a funeral.

Any advice?",4.764117647058826,6.234811882352942,6.025764705882356,76.08394117647059,69.88235294117646,8.773333333333332,35.168627450980395,9.21078282632365,3.436518039215687,840,44,148,17,15,282,117,204,0.184,0.777,0.04,-0.9791,0,1,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,2,7,5,2,2,12,0,15,2,0,5,3,30,34,8,2,2,5,4,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,10,7,0,0,9,1,0,9,4,4,0,3,7,3,20,1,23,23,4,31,0,0,0,0,14,12,0,3,10,100,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.12702536612651058,0.0,0.0,0.127198838417539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166207056627157,0.0,0.0,0.08851882566142293,0.0,0.3983132038756952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587727693880084,0.0,0.1480850957766829,0.12229728943781208,0.10009129517036748,0.0,0.0793493139959545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371857673770554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394770717991365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529037100192628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06581694263000278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272269006326965,0.0,0.0,0.20402250375754005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410738417019892,0.0,0.14339492491942069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17449797367307288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818943634388916,0.0,0.0,0.14694403043785764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07153702721624251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316827870037925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389899893471126,0.0,0.0,0.09651805568355906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26461598145813664,0.0,0.0,0.30544862449239313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599804260726128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338345679215447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116291399626647,0.0,0.1035149608414899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185002217673818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926289749978898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020982395796914,0.0,0.0,0.09213370736412196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340651341044124,0.0,0.10333899453129003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745653555975025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26530499081158776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,loaderchips,2019/01/24,"job, marriage, intelligence, calmness, vitality all gone :( :( fuck anxiety",10.65,14.863301222222226,11.076111111111107,23.66750000000001,92.33333333333334,15.133333333333335,60.05555555555557,10.125756701596842,12.079622222222225,57,5,4,3,2,19,9,9,0.476,0.173,0.35100000000000003,-0.4404,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4912879774355404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5937116910987155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6372931437572502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shrimplypibbles415,2019/01/24,"Pushed through severe anxiety and a panic attack and killed a phone interview, now onto the face to face next monday. I have been unemployed for about 2 months now  after returning from a vacation. First month and a half I was super unmotivated but once I ran out of money it really hit me. Last week or so I have been applying to jobs I feel like I think would really enjoy. On Monday I sent an application to a landscaping company and heard back in about 2 hours that they wanted a phone interview. This kicked me into anxiety overdrive and I have been freaking out and prepping since then. Right before the interview I had to really psyche myself up and honestly felt like Dwight from the Office right before he asked Michael for a raise. I had the phone interview a few hours ago and it went pretty great, I controlled my voice trembling and nervousness, ended up giving honest and solid answers and immediately they told me they would love to have me in for a face to face. Next to start prepping for this, but just thought this might help for someone with anxiety going into an interview. Just kept telling myself ""You got this, you want this, you got this"". From me to you, ""You got this""",6.012113095238093,7.154773008928577,6.353642857142855,76.10802380952383,66.67857142857143,9.901904761904763,28.772619047619052,10.047579312681364,2.850156904761905,950,31,169,22,15,306,123,224,0.099,0.71,0.191,0.9833,3,0,0,0,1,0,21.0,0,5,3,3,9,14,2,3,15,0,13,5,4,1,0,33,34,16,1,4,5,0,2,2,0,3,0,2,0,0,10,16,0,2,5,0,1,5,0,6,0,2,17,4,27,8,32,13,1,37,0,0,0,1,25,12,0,2,22,121,37,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121141402846758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902634459535273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823882796656687,0.14388573205291774,0.0,0.09725292881216917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152450521315021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185459741088596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202099268167302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06395052062554686,0.09035512232031148,0.1214376578085698,0.0,0.0,0.10758118615899204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213281667624362,0.07187973668392147,0.0,0.3034653913996805,0.13944122827277675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477479975960643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491085384798817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255088071122243,0.0,0.13992795025669874,0.0,0.0,0.10309555379215868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358044906471305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415033984499963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417200345945735,0.0,0.0,0.2019053091450973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690192350724315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13469377027695828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839339066884333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867247612347468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430730214617831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21602116234045524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288289628995424,0.0,0.10462299829614913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716346656813032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952100048493443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054638491456642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104129032769608,0.0,0.10040853064760867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085409758254212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14919870453348485,0.0,0.1014521398618372,0.0,0.0,0.11724535301432495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17969112130249515,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,majora_ky,2019/01/24,"Confused and anxious (delete later) I deactivated my reddit account and made a new one, but when I looked I was already subscribed to all of the subreddits I followed on my old account??? Why?? It’s freaking me out and making me anxious as hell",3.979130434782608,6.168375826086957,5.312391304347828,77.45815217391308,73.34782608695652,6.339130434782609,35.413043478260875,7.1686216300943375,2.7158434782608696,192,11,32,2,4,64,37,46,0.32299999999999995,0.677,0.0,-0.9494,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,9,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,1,2,1,8,0,5,3,1,7,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,4,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229476421496516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6612246326078699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24575312362944746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276913440562216,0.19534680675882227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28264414753992023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30708798239135754,0.0,0.1983078831294748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640719974457884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ghost_Mech,2019/01/24,Panic attack 3rd night I'm a row 27 male. Have had 3 major panic attacks in the past 3  nights. Only way to relax and sleep in taking my anxiety medication. anyone able to talk with me? I'm sorry its late!,-0.43062015503875983,1.8125129534883728,3.121279069767444,85.44920542635661,93.88372093023256,4.7271317829457375,14.143410852713178,6.42735559955562,-0.2292914728682169,159,3,31,2,6,58,37,43,0.319,0.623,0.058,-0.8999,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,2,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,5,4,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,13,3,0,0.2034763497281408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15565885060276713,0.0,0.0,0.1422753947906964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4629674452307191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295301852993008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20498101555340728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3818975407078217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15475293296373194,0.0,0.4774713099545666,0.0,0.0,0.19424119964439127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20362329791445505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22777511466653885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15298889205139296,0.16354658236434014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16151005536971216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lbart00,2019/01/24,"Mass influx of social anxiety in the last ten minutes I have public embarrassment and social anxiety issues with just talking/existing near people the wrong way. Various triggers for my social anxiety just flared up in the last ten minutes or less. From talking to people who ignore me, talking when no one heard me, saying the wrong thing, being in an awkward situation- all happening. I was in an elevator and I tried to make a joke and they awkwardly ignored me, one just looked at me then stayed on her phone. I talked to my roommates and they either didn't hear me or didn't respond like they cared. Right now, I feel like my social anxiety is like a cup in the pit of my stomach that hasn't quite overflowed yet, but the tap won't turn off... Any advice?",4.6915691158156925,6.294880410958908,5.508281444582816,79.2111270236613,70.23287671232877,8.322789539227896,29.02615193026152,8.841846274778883,2.4039945205479456,604,23,109,11,11,197,93,146,0.166,0.809,0.024,-0.8901,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,3,1,6,12,0,3,10,0,8,1,1,2,1,18,16,9,0,0,7,0,1,3,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,5,0,2,1,1,0,0,5,7,0,4,4,5,18,5,18,10,4,21,0,0,1,0,18,13,0,2,9,80,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586756013127925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759237702404278,0.0,0.3941444101504754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132612167253155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512809462100047,0.09201890615443284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390256446871785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14517352457922303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443981509030353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20998787552318665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887840576104036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816445129300596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597888748209187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17456431925658716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785954799108123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13700084847735353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099994696167289,0.0,0.10243156085619327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478314253859886,0.0,0.5252052652581114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372898698540911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105877259235641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557286580976978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745069922416805,0.14010374861126562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224006739828484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28165789577554706,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Snazzyteacat,2019/01/24,"I find that I get extremely anxious when I wear block out headphones This may sound odd, but I tend to get extremely anxious when wearing block out headphones at night. I tend to think that something or someone will sneak up on me while I’m asleep. To be honest it’s extremely annoying because I just want to listen to music without feeling like this lol. ",5.179705882352942,6.753622264705888,5.158117647058828,82.30452941176472,69.0,7.792941176470588,34.188235294117646,8.238735603445708,2.7549494117647058,286,14,51,4,5,89,47,68,0.257,0.621,0.122,-0.8246,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,1,3,3,3,0,0,13,12,5,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,7,2,11,9,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,5,32,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6445662743195807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17390292795498327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424521720485428,0.20380278560950427,0.0,0.0,0.26073908419678715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980921445979289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13937250661327616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677142424739117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417152723752812,0.21962107696397654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827947358603731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16826445923817973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749979810484364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TwitchGIGN,2019/01/24,"Has anyone had this happen? Need advice. I have had an alarming development. I had a severe mental breakdown on the last week of my last semester. Then I had a month break. Halfway through my break I realized I hadn't had a panic attack for a week. Social anxiety and GAD has been a daily occurrence in my life for 6 years now. I started my semester 2 weeks ago and I have yet to feel any severe anxiety when in social settings (class) or just at home in general. This is very alarming to me. I've tried medical marijuana for my anxiety but haven't taken it in a week. I don't know if it is the nice break I had. Has anyone else ever had this happen? A sudden ""loss"" of anxiety makes me feel as though I've gone insane.",2.198744113029825,4.022065190476192,4.553333333333335,82.55769230769229,77.36734693877553,7.788383045525903,24.23286237571952,8.617729084823388,1.7802039769754052,561,19,112,12,13,196,84,147,0.119,0.8270000000000001,0.054000000000000006,-0.5834,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,1,3,10,0,18,2,0,1,1,14,28,9,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,11,2,16,1,15,17,0,27,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,2,16,76,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13345322373652968,0.12105979515871147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287130914758313,0.0,0.4178983218348917,0.0,0.0,0.19098383577673603,0.1399306364989245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15536646139691568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408551418782945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12353408815058065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381063424749793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24153426672216546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698940848785915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505451321180495,0.22264322042094034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964624181537964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116057938835097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757846417995126,0.13762899493587968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090077277696554,0.0,0.0,0.10126386246917778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16023378881256314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085672175271463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784289124973515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666393510748232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417792433386466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272109284796262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268337094064207,0.0,0.0,0.4381882691657469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794567999955477
anxiety,bobbys_pin,2019/01/24,"General anxiety or ADHD How many of you guys were misdiagnosed with General Anxiety when you actually had ADHD? I’ve [28F] been diagnosed with General Anxiety and currently weaning off 20mg lexapro. My Dr has decided that since the lexapro doesn’t seem to be working anymore that I should try Effexor instead, weaning off the lexapro I’m starting to realise how doped out they were making me feel and now I’m hesitant about trying another antidepressant. I started digging and reading up on what could be wrong with me and all my symptoms are pointing to ADHD which I’ve never even thought about before. My question is does having ADHD cause anxiety since most of my anxiety comes from things that are common issues for people with ADHD? ",9.301279317697233,9.0690418358209,9.223475479744142,63.03037313432839,59.746268656716424,12.7317697228145,44.51599147121535,12.031772070788634,5.850760341151387,602,34,91,17,7,197,89,134,0.105,0.895,0.0,-0.8738,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,1,1,8,1,0,0,2,0,14,3,0,4,2,28,23,8,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,6,10,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,5,1,11,0,18,14,2,14,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,4,7,65,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.11015558132395382,0.0,0.6783051824666448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836558002092723,0.43176831387987424,0.0,0.11194762871440993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605342442398053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595989055983927,0.0,0.09723699392811036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012630032896224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457184782252425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878293150731174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745568417173739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05707602975261297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176994585559688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781844579797834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534894992063956,0.1144436255653628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870607928930037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825747846909087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670903969838763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264525639073416,0.0,0.1129115560209536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027626309126543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867526739468986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15979551807184694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732658952702847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499312644408128,0.0,0.0,0.08961491206953028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327759056522353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217871882498619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341766278358028,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jellyeng,2019/01/24,"How do I stop this? :( I always feel like that I'm gonna fail everything now and in the future :(( I feel like I'm a failure

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anxiety,BiggeGayTheThicc,2019/01/25,"worried out of my mind so im in the process of changing meds, and i really worried ive been through a decent amount of meds now and my options a becoming limited, its seriously looking like im gonna either be put on lithium or valproic acid, ethier way im stressed out my mind about and have been anxiety ridden for days now about it, im really scared of lithium because of the thyroid issues and kidney issues but valproic acid inst any better it can cause liver issues and hair loss. i dont know ive just been in a severe panic episode and i cant feel calm at all  ",2.511694915254239,4.214618474576273,4.5120000000000005,83.73088135593221,76.11864406779661,6.753898305084746,27.90169491525424,7.554174236665415,1.731604067796611,452,19,88,6,10,155,75,118,0.203,0.75,0.047,-0.9299,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,6,8,0,3,5,0,10,4,3,1,1,20,14,9,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,8,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,3,5,8,3,15,9,3,12,0,1,1,0,0,6,0,2,4,53,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872273247484129,0.0,0.0998076837458017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795320984561295,0.14409168575432796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538836773807125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402660306627115,0.13801787339608346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414108423091868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15290755627140465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596855470732467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5637114314588032,0.4085241713996452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170181574740628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374008792372955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956028368454067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898411327449345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634710305538557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15307611908060656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115640290538438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16716231817270136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13062125561680085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14739173455422114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149450684418777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355944725073406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649932294988364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheBoyWhoCriedDumb,2019/01/25,"My alarms drive me insane before i go to sleep. It doesn't matter how many times i look at my phone I'm never sure the alarms are right. I check my alarms to wake up in the morning at least 5 or 6 times before i actually try to go to sleep and even then I'm still not sure. 

I'm honestly not even sure if this is part of an anxiety thing or if anyone else gets like this. Trying to go to sleep always feels so much more difficult for me than other people. I don't think i have insomnia but i feel like my anxiety keeps me tossing and turning a lot at night. 

Anyone else have a hard time at night trying to sleep?


Bonus fact: I have to try to poop every night before getting in bed or i can't sleep. That ones more of a ritual at this point. ",1.679846153846153,2.9626931000000027,3.4437500000000014,92.29394230769232,77.375,6.6730769230769225,18.55769230769231,7.321109707123232,0.0809711538461535,576,10,135,7,13,193,91,160,0.134,0.8029999999999999,0.063,-0.2496,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,5,11,0,3,6,0,8,8,7,1,5,22,22,11,0,2,8,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,7,2,0,1,3,0,2,4,6,4,0,1,0,4,16,7,21,22,6,23,1,0,1,0,1,10,0,6,11,82,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.1020880347027362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704711031890185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16005863009803015,0.0,0.0,0.1462968838499856,0.21437852048242675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670560640156951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17478290924698078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13819293317849438,0.0,0.08814168734543508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057918198251494,0.07473616107646808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931284608144083,0.0,0.17836339903009768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371346853529454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298560372975713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221809356265407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784929306826428,0.0,0.0,0.08893896106656915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606203224387248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690322267374118,0.0,0.08068465654927269,0.0,0.0,0.2945190570603541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088905762620726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328661369589715,0.0,0.0725260770419438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889391002156843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933966315362334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5234470445147206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354476215463258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29579196940548075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695007988054187,0.06703233610048451,0.0,0.0,0.18300354569161328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841037702621001,0.11378983690651193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jkcooper22,2019/01/25,"Lowering Xanax does too fast Has anyone had any experience with this? I’ve been taking 3-4mg per day from June of 2017 until recently I started Cymbalta 60mg (for depression), which has improved my anxiety a lot. I feel anxious when I wake up and usually only take 1mg per day now. After taking the first one in the morning I rarely feel the need to take another. I started taking less and the cymbalta at the beginning of the month. I’ve been experiencing a lot of headaches and nausea/dizziness with them. At first I just thought they were migraines because I’ve always occasionally got them and maybe side effects from starting cymbalta but this past week has been terrible. I’ve had one almost constantly along with nausea/dizziness and I just realized maybe it’s because of my fast change of reducing the amount of Xanax I’m taking? I told my doctor how I’ve only needed 1-2 a day recently and he didn’t say anything about coming off of it too fast. Just wondering if anyone else has experienced this and if they have any advice/tips. Thanks ",4.1672655794991265,6.247367450495047,5.342137449039022,77.92589691322075,72.51485148514851,8.71333721607455,29.209085614443804,9.325443323948027,2.8304422830518337,843,35,151,20,17,279,116,202,0.048,0.92,0.032,-0.2406,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,4,3,9,3,0,0,10,0,12,5,1,2,0,30,33,13,0,4,6,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,6,12,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,2,0,4,10,5,15,1,23,23,4,31,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,6,24,91,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142222007389064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491336132913844,0.0,0.0,0.15513972699387646,0.11960979959225745,0.08726138373052028,0.12886389328901626,0.0,0.15951740324647526,0.11687571190594907,0.09386789619110568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906907167487018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206683710119924,0.09825911683648696,0.0,0.12326652684118683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22069245061160134,0.0,0.09824623640982144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675299790408245,0.09982130479685283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528882325180664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157997757258303,0.0,0.0,0.11535198795164545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940516444314664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912302611197545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939523487229748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22919242443942825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104765121558132,0.0,0.0,0.16915932511351414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15459028372357828,0.1735070638705029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088904086906094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22525594096320994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071111509181087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24221285303889026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5145877294136884,0.0,0.0,0.10501809888836043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090556914190926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899645751030328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256293200605282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149812933920287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370142081047256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OttoThaLottoMan,2019/01/25,"Gave a girl my number...Need help So this girl kept giving me ""choosing signals"" so to say, and in my class and I waited about a week before I finally had the courage to ask her for her number...While I told her I ended up giving her my number without even getting her name or her number...I've been like freaking out because this is the first time I actually asked for a girl's number and I just feel like I fucked up...Any advice please? ",2.125758426966293,4.0020173483146095,3.4656039325842727,90.0307654494382,77.76404494382022,5.348876404494383,21.2373595505618,5.985473137389443,0.15959438202247167,340,9,70,2,8,111,58,89,0.079,0.6940000000000001,0.227,0.8555,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,1,0,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,12,14,6,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,5,2,17,3,9,9,0,8,0,0,0,1,18,3,1,1,7,45,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.20925911448778325,0.0,0.0,0.20954488936185545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458241895950099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4009384060906697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13071851464273074,0.0,0.18246968784422848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18992711204471796,0.0,0.0,0.14163330163816965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842554958141697,0.15319349552194753,0.0,0.2349047303600299,0.0,0.18239959768599132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19824311096317784,0.11203423319759802,0.4114141067889221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14373228184350373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20952570794251035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353869091646964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17052853065862508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503966154003215,0.0,0.0,0.2049032880635953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720080448623621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20670915685621336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Drezz915,2019/01/25,"When do you know an anti anxiety medication is not for you? I've been on Lexapro for a few days now and I've just felt a bit more anxious than usual not to mention just generally uncomfortable in my own skin. I've had a bit of issues falling back to sleep after waking up and a fogginess that made it hard to think straight. I tried to count as high as I could to aid falling back to sleep and it was like my own thoughts are off in the distance. 

When does someone know if a medication is not for them? My doctor told me to let it work for a couple weeks, as did the pharmacist when I was picking it up but I'm not sure so far. ",2.528283582089553,3.536017201492537,4.253910447761196,88.43101492537315,74.74626865671641,7.44955223880597,26.086567164179105,7.908726449838941,1.264211343283582,491,17,113,7,10,166,84,134,0.103,0.872,0.025,-0.705,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,1,1,9,2,0,0,9,0,11,7,4,2,1,21,19,12,0,2,8,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,5,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,9,3,10,2,23,8,6,21,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,1,11,80,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953826616562386,0.19129659185283712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26041120823476144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36973266022867096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351975620399996,0.18736227514792367,0.0,0.10920492045811447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733181422476554,0.1481832879215734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16258496058358365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168791864573386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17890820920472644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767382725917772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18612051786517345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17315310794940758,0.0,0.08272690202803806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160225723016008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3411676913819525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389079240997029,0.0,0.1434741768113227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15959309760027238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850089857910117,0.0,0.13443043362488966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16180366985335215,0.0,0.11496509056815335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18649491452557806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582765394370935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123275474485869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Yendis4750,2019/01/25,"Why do I procrastinate to the point of having anxiety about it? I'm not sure what causes me to put off things, but put them off to the point where they actually affect me. It could be a bill payment, it could be sending someone an email. Anything... Anyone identify with this?",3.0654716981132104,5.371109509433963,4.3515471698113215,82.74392452830193,76.54716981132076,7.258867924528303,25.69433962264151,8.238735603445708,1.7858105660377364,216,8,41,4,5,71,41,53,0.062,0.938,0.0,-0.2939,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,2,1,8,7,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,8,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,32,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.2381733597548044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18670994009828626,0.0,0.0,0.17065672999617232,0.0,0.20084564930940502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507231717130484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38973392893259895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4614428101728354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4907077934468365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067964606214705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300294621432438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621467080381125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22023174230856946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ZIIReactionzV,2019/01/25,"The worst part about having anxiety is being an introvert but not by choice. I would love nothing more than to be surrounded by friends and have healthy relationships. I consider myself an extrovert because my motivation comes from those around me but its really tough to be motivated when your alone and shy. Being a shy extrovert is literal hell. 

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FUCK ANXIETY I FEEL LIKE IM GOING INSANE.",4.947428571428574,8.285096528571433,5.6910714285714326,69.84517857142862,76.57142857142857,10.357142857142858,31.607142857142854,10.125756701596842,4.580714285714286,327,16,49,12,8,106,57,70,0.31,0.46,0.23,-0.7709999999999999,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,2,3,7,2,0,4,0,9,2,0,2,0,11,14,5,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,1,7,3,8,9,3,5,1,0,0,2,4,2,2,0,2,39,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24165661261168664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25280992498635263,0.283518088358328,0.0,0.0,0.3569893405032787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20771067728203166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14223409616942334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20099072360700776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797724361032927,0.1666889991379696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18026801683202973,0.21570723769871364,0.0,0.0,0.13260522545328082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25203341641407223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139918846802732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21058690875951308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22388374239356407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526706212990745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14947537975497316,0.0,0.0,0.25050609379088296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16574894922785796,0.0,0.283518088358328,0.0
anxiety,Vanneste8P,2019/01/25,"I get afraid at night of demons/ghosts when I'm home alone in my apartment. Relate? I don't believe in ghosts or any supernatural stuff, but when it comes time to go to sleep, when I'm alone in my 2 floor apartment, I get scared of something crawling around, or some demon screeching really loudly when I come around a corner. I have struggles with anxiety/depression during normal times of day, but just think it's odd. Anyone else experience this?",6.962823529411764,7.2924913999999985,6.5882352941176485,78.10705882352943,64.41176470588235,9.15294117647059,29.94117647058824,8.841846274778883,2.2450470588235296,359,11,66,5,5,112,61,85,0.177,0.823,0.0,-0.9247,0,2,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,3,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,13,10,8,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,1,7,0,12,10,1,21,1,0,0,0,0,10,0,3,8,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3917773547412378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861950534194388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224884364920192,0.19379299607023368,0.0,0.3367436910482038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130923980520964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258492005298955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197758489668242,0.0,0.162903243077612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15799952144748905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18501207652656607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976323365178112,0.0,0.10749079839257708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18971962512980756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17749206820119148,0.18531390006466766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116587302629706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18935892545172187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18927338580813094,0.0,0.0,0.14560674400693446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19772684254361375,0.2165163779507545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211912202516076,0.0,0.0,0.22057437054947115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,izzyredditsbadly,2019/01/25,"My dad doesn't understand that he's part of the problem. My father has always pretends like he knows what anxiety is like. He always says, ""You can talk to me."" Yet every time I either talk about it with him, or have a panic attack around him, he usually makes things worse or has nothing to say. Just a little bit ago, I got pulled over because I didn't have my lights on (I had turned them off after arriving at a LGBT+ Youth Advocate group meeting.) They let me off with a warning, even though my dad didn't give me any proof of insurance even after I called him (The car is insured - don't worry.)  I had to call him two times to pick up and when he did, he was at Sonic, so he didn't even know what I wanted before I was let off. Shortly afterwards, I began having a panic attack. He noticed and started explaining why things were fine. ""He didn't give you a ticket. From the way it sounded, things went smoothly, they're there to help you."" I kept responding with ""I know"" and pointed out that I didn't have proof of insurance. He said he texted me it, even though it was on my old phone. When I responded with this fact, he simply denied it. He then started saying things like ""You gotta pull yourself together."" I eventually just said ""I'm just going to let you go,"" then hung up. I did some deep breathing and got to a point where I could continue driving. He then proceeded to call me. I didn't answer the first one due to being angry at him for contributing to my panic. He called again and I hesitated before answering. He asked if I was ok, which I bluntly confirmed, then talked like nothing happened. As if he didn't contribute to the problem. This wouldn't piss me off if he would just admit he doesn't know how to help me in these scenarios and makes things worse more often than not. He's been trying to better our relationship after some stuff related to this and something I won't get into, but it's hard when he keeps making my anxiety worse and I can't talk to him about it with him either saying, ""I'm sorry you feel that way,"" or nothing at all. What can I do to help him find ways to fix this? Or am I just being a brat?",3.427288793103447,4.568847742528739,4.549723419540231,86.65527478448278,72.72413793103449,7.552442528735633,24.398347701149426,7.972316293177498,1.1988175287356315,1668,47,349,23,32,547,206,435,0.09,0.856,0.054000000000000006,-0.9007,0,0,1,0,0,0,62.0,1,6,2,2,24,15,3,3,13,1,42,2,2,5,4,63,75,28,0,9,16,3,3,4,0,4,0,7,0,0,25,16,0,2,11,2,0,7,14,8,0,3,24,11,55,7,51,41,8,59,0,0,0,0,69,23,1,10,30,238,80,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06523904146113058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247671426360865,0.0,0.0,0.05004828547814254,0.0,0.11260256102771672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551667392024982,0.06880298756641932,0.16745376123351452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04486387036531845,0.0,0.12525075645814535,0.0,0.0,0.06509030784246267,0.08034854423655098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006018716918003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058760983070991285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19443972727118947,0.0,0.0620084010610461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037212707121130124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06726605819773551,0.0626013226025103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03845124256798925,0.14120133788154174,0.08365341088698446,0.0,0.11772402185411045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06508132621698565,0.0,0.06592819489584263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14799096694670774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06541613602631928,0.0,0.0,0.1617873049545653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257728621295935,0.0,0.14382253692257818,0.07376323640632716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14737912311532644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118540799883075,0.08379034035509722,0.07722736520928418,0.0,0.04987103433700179,0.0,0.0,0.259049640174398,0.0,0.07969806329407426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391453560692474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14084422104976704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901532206574037,0.0,0.0,0.1400146464069484,0.2341082260295477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056658341767276285,0.0,0.08238548964776363,0.10418425806859254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425062330603575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366169858025116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24447191426570056,0.0,0.1446167847435933,0.0,0.08582966508130005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04996733401621225,0.08005208495631834,0.07189329012628032,0.07661676901378563,0.0,0.0,0.0810563766824526,0.0,0.04340924546311404,0.1752529245455699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822488605812309,0.0664095821317461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07474102989047075,0.22500400033042334,0.05228099008333943,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,codymurp,2019/01/25,"Location location location Does anyone else have the problem that when they go to a certain place their anxiety rears it’s head?  I’m not talking about a store or an immediate situation, but whenever I go to where I grew up, I get horrible horrible anxiety. Like, life changing hell anxiety. There is no particular reason that I know of. ",4.247956989247314,6.941713580645164,6.520645161290325,66.71763440860215,74.48387096774194,11.8752688172043,36.13978494623656,11.20814326018867,5.624346236559142,270,16,44,12,6,95,49,62,0.348,0.588,0.064,-0.969,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,4,4,1,0,4,0,2,2,1,1,1,7,7,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,5,7,0,7,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,1,2,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5406330742027782,0.0,0.0,0.1647165875272557,0.2413701331411558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492026812254092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20614960316587266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19678918382684016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307602530953606,0.0,0.2677606399156197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417636130658215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946355637364113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16639062963941165,0.11508799854169813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461213575812721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22540945047448305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422060267681737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647914602788971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189342893677642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThatWasNotEasy10,2019/01/25,"Anyone else get bad anxiety speaking in their second language? A little background: I was in French immersion from grade 4 all the way until grade 12, and before I did alright, but in grade 10 something just clicked and within a matter of months it was like I almost completely mastered the language in terms of grammar and comprehension. I also got the award for overall success in French immersion throughout high school when I graduated. I loved French. All my French teachers loved me. I was actually good.

Now I’m in university and when it comes to writing and understanding French, I would say I am actually still pretty much just as good as I am in English. But when it comes to speaking it, I get really anxious and make stupid mistakes. I get scared that the other person is judging me. I also find it awkward when the other person switches to English. I know my accent isn’t perfect. I used to get the opportunity to practice it a lot more in high school since I was basically forced to in class and I was actually quite good, but since I’ve gone to university, even though I go to a completely bilingual school, I barely ever try speaking it and I’m afraid I’ve lost some of my ability to because of it. I used to take some of my classes in French during my first couple years here so I could at least continue practicing listening and writing, but I didn’t really have to talk. This year none of the French sections of my classes would really fit into my schedule, or if they did I purposely avoided it because there was a lab or project or something, and I’m scared to have to talk to my partner in French (granted almost everyone also speaks English, and I got away with speaking just English to a couple partners in some of my earlier courses taught in French, but I’d rather just avoid the situation).

This basically means that the only way I would be able to currently practice my French would be to use it in everyday situations. It just scares the shit out of me honestly though. If it wasn’t for this fear, I would probably be completely bilingual in all three categories by now, and it’s frustrating knowing that.

Has anyone else experienced this? Any tips for getting over this fear? I literally have the opportunity to practice it around me every single time I’m at school, but actively avoid doing so.",6.655438285666076,7.2918299407744875,7.1474664641862855,72.77832110014344,65.08200455580865,10.057234455412132,35.39365561461233,9.994966539143718,3.6234570319750263,1860,84,325,39,27,610,198,439,0.116,0.732,0.152,0.9701,1,3,2,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,2,9,25,29,3,10,17,1,28,3,1,4,5,68,57,37,0,10,17,0,0,1,2,5,0,7,0,4,24,18,0,3,5,0,0,4,4,16,0,3,15,9,43,13,59,33,14,53,0,1,1,2,19,28,1,11,20,234,67,15,0.07559871759541055,0.0,0.2213203293810082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514023909193442,0.0,0.0,0.18136880144395634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05140972035536729,0.0,0.0578328120376996,0.08540503256337055,0.0,0.10572076220089444,0.15491964003923964,0.0,0.06729888651879615,0.0,0.0,0.07102748373849434,0.0,0.06312177143162429,0.09216855312846857,0.0,0.06432894056504296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302432024810394,0.23779145121898726,0.0,0.0,0.060359424476297725,0.16729708621746464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263060558708024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049932239983282264,0.06838336817331188,0.06369518012008732,0.07223781437428389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17013914997881666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06909585829595909,0.06430423056703342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19748604860800187,0.0,0.04296449338260247,0.190225852686504,0.12092640107066426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15974839159433105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309415622634253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036933714778393065,0.07576977552632172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252493061839786,0.06427132626389358,0.1364615884017104,0.0,0.050462731028599314,0.0,0.0,0.08234916598489317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06034217513082004,0.0,0.05557375593255895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05749623133999383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201976845168134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769110740241028,0.0815082039098056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040854179280403,0.0,0.0,0.14529142292225508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06011913454221311,0.2270625138477632,0.3060397529178555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760099722892559,0.12507208082103102,0.16995225207868456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639917244823884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060373233526539435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056840827255259435,0.12152677114932905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14855071240367304,0.0,0.04408222017866645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05132656681713048,0.0,0.0,0.07870093114879413,0.0,0.1958790578907139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001348639315948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26851579973304235,0.0,0.0,0.09736619106025364
anxiety,JesstheBessed,2019/01/25,"Secondhand anxiety? I get anxiety when someone else gets yelled at, especially someone I know/love. I almost feel as sick as if they're also yelling at me. Does anyone else get this? ",2.906764705882356,5.79417467647059,4.383823529411767,78.77220588235295,81.64705882352942,8.105882352941178,29.088235294117645,8.841846274778883,3.088552941176472,145,7,25,4,4,48,26,34,0.207,0.7929999999999999,0.0,-0.7,0,0,0,0,1,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,4,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,12,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588504131257109,0.0,0.0,0.2067223593005351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3955035900629876,0.0,0.0,0.1807492127799028,0.2648638015684072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262150949488022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4318871656373435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307053687593015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4051667476980178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206484149236107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4380524279803008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,templealex,2019/01/25,"I don't know if there is something wrong with me or it's all in my head So I had c diff two weeks ago and those symptoms are gone but now I feel weird. My legs are so weak it's hard to walk up steps, I've had high blood pressure and my ears are ringing constantly. I can't stop coughing

 I told my doctor I wanted to come see her but she told me I'm fine and just need to hydrate. I've been drinking fluids non stop for the past few days like I'm not dehydrated. All I can think is that I'm somehow dying and just want everything to stop. I left school for the week. All I can do is lay in bed and let my anxiety get the best of me",-0.1836963036963013,1.4502804055944054,1.9264385614385624,99.44372377622378,84.10489510489509,5.2045954045954055,18.605894105894105,6.18269132825596,-0.4416469530469525,490,12,127,4,14,164,92,143,0.109,0.7559999999999999,0.134,0.563,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,1,3,0,15,9,4,0,3,27,30,11,1,4,7,0,2,1,0,0,4,2,1,0,4,7,1,3,3,1,0,4,3,4,0,1,6,5,19,3,11,23,5,19,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,3,11,75,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14729153892397984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271125703957142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17437552639832776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14313283117845174,0.0,0.1795608137377646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071599809861759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17244869489786227,0.0,0.0,0.17007263729422947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627743428232766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14933462843485806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401590177661103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681216897940966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14884745494727036,0.0,0.17052893589761173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755580262887752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131763968098386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805342141244168,0.16991069338008974,0.0,0.08117778220231359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232061405763756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586193015555181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16816361796180293,0.13240865843640753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791871500373064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4167536502349569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17270471096557502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646914241541887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31754756309957705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16231497434426725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19601191018725475,0.0,0.26656836986731663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18167076930310624,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BeardedOscar,2019/01/25,"Wife had attack at school social To paraphrase and make this a short post. We went to a school social. Loud music and drinks for parents only to mingle ya know. She felt she was being ostrisized and didn't want to interject in the group of Moms. The moms were people who we interact with almost daily. All or kids are friends and have been for years. I pushed her to get in there! She retreated and like an angel in the mix a Mom saw her having a panic attack and she swooped in. Now I stand from a corner in the room watching her chat it up. She is definitely an introvert. I try and be supportive but I am little more real and say ""They are best friends so you have to make a tiny effort with their Moms because I can't."" I think it's progress!",1.1369040247678015,3.481098789473684,2.5694272445820445,92.56628482972135,84.13157894736842,5.4185758513931885,18.80959752321981,6.794906146795322,0.14489891640866892,584,15,123,7,17,189,102,152,0.067,0.8170000000000001,0.115,0.8564,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,2,2,2,3,4,8,2,1,12,0,15,1,0,2,1,23,25,11,0,1,2,6,1,1,2,0,0,2,1,1,4,12,1,0,3,2,0,2,2,3,0,0,8,5,20,5,19,15,3,17,1,0,2,0,30,11,0,2,3,86,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379071889388408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040004269244788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144717469512186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14021503671274554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308865465599973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828617296444916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20645289778299747,0.0,0.06980550374228278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07342834436033115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06527490380591516,0.13391192406591773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17837089680470564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6259278152368967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161612479111784,0.0,0.1567620829128087,0.1483576540052656,0.0,0.0,0.09262807664147073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279610678659114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207698062061634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625172007971444,0.0,0.27044010536662605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272396331570803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15161859567628475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561163955113175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071215099208164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880640635389324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385744181416646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604020464148578
anxiety,soolnov,2019/01/25,"Apologizing too much? I’ve been told in the past by friends and family that I apologize too much. I think part of the reason is because of my anxiety, but also because I was in a manipulative, emotionally abusive relationship for years. I had to apologize for everything... everything I did was wrong. Always wrong. It still affects me as I feel like I disappoint everyone all of the time. I apologize for things I don’t even do, even saying I’m sorry that something happened to someone that Iwas not a part of.

I started seeing someone recently and I’ve been open about my anxiety with him. He’s wonderful and I’m surprised every day that someone actually is treating me right. But it’s so early on in our relationship, we are not even official, and he already has told me very frequently to stop apologizing.

I told him there’s reasons why I do it and I don’t mean to do it, I do it without realizing it. He says it’s okay but I’m worried that I’m causing issues. I again feel like everything I do is wrong... I want to say sorry for saying sorry in the first place!

Does anyone have ideas about how to stop apologizing? Does anyone else do this? Should I tell him why I do it? Could I be jeopardizing everything from apologizing too much and annoying him? Pushing him away?

Any thoughts are appreciated",2.4333333333333336,5.084441222222225,4.589841269841274,78.18571428571431,81.22222222222223,8.203174603174602,28.04761904761905,8.942964678507748,2.8486095238095244,1036,48,191,29,28,356,126,252,0.17,0.721,0.109,-0.9359,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,2,0,0,1,15,11,1,0,6,1,25,0,0,6,1,35,42,13,0,3,6,0,2,2,1,1,0,4,0,0,15,9,0,2,10,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,10,7,32,6,27,29,6,23,0,1,1,0,28,9,0,1,15,135,47,0,0.0,0.10244164869547956,0.08437305360770737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541139957463657,0.06914249427422775,0.07194212844549817,0.0,0.0,0.05879615899224571,0.0,0.13228421349240985,0.0,0.0,0.12091049513939303,0.08858908124577693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123256064884743,0.0,0.0,0.10541113366046373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881883191897466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903173745465307,0.0,0.0,0.05575992114111094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15132447172298655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222671988224348,0.09725651478180927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713191922034755,0.0,0.07284676733296787,0.08261678900105708,0.31082077576101824,0.0,0.08150733965878006,0.0,0.08743413379790542,0.12353491069350725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354332484515443,0.0,0.0,0.06679922932948902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645680500586276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760347035818084,0.0,0.09024238194572484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448054380665145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418091797928084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19067542287842013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872567643844236,0.0825364064532148,0.0,0.0,0.09033290349281622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177791751650022,0.08536939167969251,0.18565261105816386,0.0,0.07383686257164424,0.0,0.2750276927076212,0.0,0.0,0.06889788785765863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197733055770212,0.06656157826306837,0.0,0.2903566207137751,0.06119724325586896,0.0,0.06904753055969101,0.14456983199956056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557035748066908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05744056725612436,0.055400448286859326,0.0,0.06864004246735582,0.05041585926630037,0.0,0.0,0.24785036700317126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133903306003532,0.05099668996847718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15603445002454688,0.0,0.0,0.08334491338799717,0.09376281042219853,0.0,0.08780491548713493,0.0,0.0,0.2835932129726573,0.0,0.055677778545340485
anxiety,UnsungArchitect,2019/01/25,"Everytime I text someone it feels like I've made a huge mistake... Have you ever thought of a really cool, funny, or all around interesting sentence (or bunch of sentences) in your head, proceeded to type it in a text message on social media to who you THINK is a friend, and then send it, only to receive a response either conveying total confusion, indifference, or the impression that the person is completely weirded out by your message? Have you ever sent a text message out and, given the media you're working with, you felt like you opened up a reception floodgate that you can't handle, even if it's just to one person?",10.317692307692306,7.9618404273504275,10.076170940170943,64.49938461538464,59.256410256410255,12.77880341880342,42.2034188034188,11.20814326018867,4.8383347008547,498,22,82,10,5,164,78,117,0.028,0.784,0.188,0.9526,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,8,0,1,5,9,0,1,10,1,5,1,1,1,4,24,12,7,0,2,6,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,7,7,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,3,0,1,5,3,9,6,15,7,4,16,0,0,0,0,19,9,0,5,6,62,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20633189618497472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430152194414455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530874326373347,0.4193136247142499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171941120183412,0.16558251947064512,0.22254359047043049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17907139980076153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378714837709069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264704157104435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21931430531898444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15705902732463264,0.17627790071322427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40475987891610654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14848316389597946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23626886771164146,0.1963850674304316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485142257462851,0.0,0.18400614214252567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16873741956549262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,D5486,2019/01/25,Heart attack? I dont want to ask of anxiety causes a heart attack but is there a way to stop this? Sometimes i seriously sorry about my heart althlugh i read that it s just usually the chest and not the heart that hurts. ,0.532,2.9896492000000023,2.5438888888888904,90.18250000000002,90.33333333333334,5.666666666666668,18.61111111111111,7.1686216300943375,0.4941111111111112,174,5,36,3,6,58,35,45,0.3670000000000001,0.633,0.0,-0.9242,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,4,0,2,5,5,1,0,7,4,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,4,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,23,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228121151731809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15008256217522667,0.3652732304326654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16491807037589395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881508487811521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7609593124538923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17186062713293454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605827312548744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15877745986529204,0.17971058830055486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421803244206595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176811343859147,0.0,0.09469023092795537,0.12742861356666926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Saraah_96,2019/01/25,"Has anyone tried CBD oil for their anxiety? I get bad anxiety whenever it comes to taking medications because I’m always afraid my body won’t react the right way to it, but my anxiety has gotten so bad that I’m desperate to try anything at this point. I just want some relief. Has anyone tried CBD oil for their anxiety? Does it work? I’ve done so much research on it but I know its a hit and miss with a lot of people. Any tips or advice would be extremely helpful. I feel hopeful that it could work for me and I wanna hear you guys’ first hand experiences if you have any.

Thanks. (:",1.7678531073446315,4.012114627118645,3.5450000000000017,87.16094632768366,80.6949152542373,6.984180790960453,21.69774011299436,8.07648339933343,1.1788790960451978,458,14,94,9,12,153,82,118,0.134,0.6679999999999999,0.198,0.9316,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,2,3,3,7,0,1,3,0,9,3,2,1,0,19,23,8,0,6,5,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,9,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,2,5,12,3,11,16,3,7,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,5,1,57,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493271586809237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715271181128074,0.0,0.0,0.20783624898212436,0.0,0.4676063063139709,0.0,0.0,0.2137008964791137,0.0,0.12575213210845013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551850528026876,0.09315342616102472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16974086615152156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13163492464053275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200879801677265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372774310926894,0.15638082122013772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948050025323667,0.0,0.0,0.07726687726299622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998271515922166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798385194186403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15130895974278538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17223143054890552,0.0,0.1024273764145697,0.0,0.0,0.1517778538909021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398206420419985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991620335082546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539430863973492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233518578812167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594133842159882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14445774012250814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13050152268894846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489640717857605,0.0,0.0,0.14068973931514106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31125012098871657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013310508047356,0.12129589826011067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22249946286040656,0.0,0.0,0.10855401706756107,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Psychology07,2019/01/25,"My chest... it hurts. Help me.. I have this crippling anxiety when ever I am doing school related activities. I have a goal of at least finishing college. Anything school related while make me feel nauseous and have me in chest pains. 

I have learned not to search for external objects or people to alleviate internal wounds and personal issues. I am lonely, and I choose to be this way because I know no other way to be. It’s either being lonely and isolated or pulling u healthy relationships toward myself. I don’t know how to carry myself too well and I don’t know how to keep people in my life with my debilitating trust issues. 

I sleep 3-5 hours a night even if I’m in bed 10 hours before my alarm is supposed to go off. I have tried staying away from my phone an hour before bed, I’ve tried staying away from my bed unless I’m planning to sleep, and this anxiety is crippling me. 

This new job has me extremely worried. I finally have stability in my life and all it’s done to me is make me stressed the fuck out about every little thing and finance. 

What am I going to eat tomorrow? How will I pay my rent this month? What happens if I fail this SINGLE class I’m taking? If I fail I’m forced to stay even longer here. I feel crippled and stressed constantly and I do everything I can to get out of bed in the morning and push through this feeling. 

Please help me. I’m struggling. I need help. I can’t afford therapy and I’ve used up all my low cost resources. 

Help me....",2.5255017517517544,4.562879956081082,4.033528528528528,85.67043043043044,77.14189189189189,7.087887887887888,26.165665665665674,8.045849151850463,1.6632101101101109,1161,45,233,20,27,385,157,296,0.161,0.763,0.075,-0.972,3,4,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,4,12,14,1,4,5,0,24,10,4,6,3,42,46,23,0,4,8,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,5,1,14,15,1,1,8,0,4,4,5,12,1,0,1,3,41,2,34,41,5,37,0,6,0,1,7,15,1,5,13,153,55,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15481644109991918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326875532206847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190138121686145,0.0,0.0,0.0616830086326108,0.0,0.17220635288348188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934782475621893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355002432892167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354015425871783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366688248393765,0.09152995780419897,0.08525489902671597,0.0,0.09094087089612908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534904400292166,0.0,0.0,0.1108460461797682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354628576004348,0.0528663333756728,0.0,0.11501446540105198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947984144425007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27129560356370586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29894814625666805,0.0,0.10832339553960964,0.0,0.0,0.21122708508250448,0.10041305810991663,0.0899401690127644,0.0,0.0,0.16683014049330422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429435582597366,0.0,0.1014165365353336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508698869661542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076695973119763,0.0,0.0,0.07502930727586772,0.0,0.09772759380456407,0.0,0.0949576877386782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767071772316013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030145238273511,0.0883530905137433,0.0,0.11107357507612993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863759085879728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048144630722578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025213098135528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32355748556880803,0.0,0.0,0.2318200584695509,0.10578322717231843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608046604320527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571681453992565,0.0,0.0672245308988738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373994472778782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739357918153554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16063597975549507,0.0,0.0,0.09097978516418403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027608976756503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SpaceChickenKarius,2019/01/25,"Venting I just hate everything, life sucks and I'm always anxious about something, I just want to be normal and calm for a few days, everything seems so difficult and it feels like I'm gonna fail at everything, if you want to vent feel free to join",9.721600000000002,6.299914760000004,9.028000000000002,74.86400000000002,61.4,13.2,39.0,11.20814326018867,3.9874,198,7,41,4,2,63,38,50,0.246,0.542,0.212,-0.6176,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,4,7,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,12,11,5,0,4,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,3,4,6,9,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,2,2,20,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037821481548445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766750710995049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579446807678006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6603195520937396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476645602846381,0.17496152822550434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417948466023539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729849762720426,0.11964913372872385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399567495318241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22295403086888627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885412858378345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889048532512021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fntastk,2019/01/25,"I'm doing an internship this semester and my supervisor basically told me that if I was a hired employee, I'd be fired by now. I almost cried in my car on the way home.

It's three weeks in and I'm just an intern! She gives me zero direction and zero schedule to follow! I don't even know what she's doing say to day. I ask people if they need help and they say no, so I watch and observe what residents (this is in a nursing home, in the commons/social/activity area) are doing. Most residents are in their 90's and wheelchair bound. Half of them can't hear or speak very well and I'm socially anxious and very quiet so it can be a strain for me to speak with them sometimes. I've been a cashier for the past four years so I have no idea how a full time job works. 

I've been doing a lot of standing/watching because I'm not sure what else to do. I'm embarrassed about it. Kind of ashamed too. They just tell me ""go talk to a resident in their room,"" but half of them are sick and they don't know which are sick and which aren't, and I don't even feel comfortable doing that yet. One of the assistant staff persons I work with is getting ""angry"" or moreso annoyed by me not doing anything. I think she said something to my supervisor about me standing around which is why my supervisor said this to me. But I repeat - I seldom have anything to do even when asking! 

I just feel terrible this evening. I guess I'll just have to talk with her on Monday... ",2.601132336655592,4.011608508305649,4.080651993355485,88.14441099114065,75.2126245847176,7.275802879291253,24.834025470653376,7.9370924344782425,1.2257872646733112,1135,37,247,17,24,377,152,301,0.126,0.861,0.012,-0.9824,2,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,9,2,20,9,1,3,13,0,29,2,0,1,1,41,51,22,0,3,12,0,3,0,0,0,2,8,3,1,15,15,0,1,6,0,0,3,9,5,1,7,6,12,37,4,32,43,3,28,0,0,1,0,30,12,0,8,11,174,52,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634686420053348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14254276944773964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20766390869945256,0.112323236432471,0.2359147306253795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691561272560063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385982206730911,0.0813729698404394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540371252997376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333517736985834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12759657809695654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592166164210067,0.12103935006495795,0.07170862993502199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899689810148896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14220932666906505,0.0,0.0845729968448398,0.0,0.2531292834975155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424371499679677,0.0,0.0,0.12521003857280044,0.0,0.0,0.13139270686244992,0.13868586894615845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072701756180102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355777659732603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550000550677486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204491035067824,0.0874744310915837,0.11017186488974576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24004420999026999,0.20068016315290832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572407308835605,0.0,0.09713631564911493,0.12479111873692865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891922326659506,0.0,0.0,0.20283069980464605,0.1102832338041429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084837487816449,0.0,0.0,0.07357413912358989,0.0,0.0,0.12056640938719627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208216542162947,0.0,0.10015249809117592,0.10121063722672058,0.0,0.1134472211500903,0.0,0.11385405804094392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18371500890844888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081253095442638
anxiety,ikilledlila,2019/01/25,"I just bailed on another interview. Again. I'm a recent grauduate since June last year and for the life of me I just can't get a job???? I'm applying for online jobs because my anxiety and depression is at an all time high BUT I CANT EVEN DO A VIDEO INTERVIEW. Aggghhhhhh. I really want to stay positive but being rejected many times just makes u want to stop trying. 

I want to cry, I'm not someone who loses hope but it's been really tough. 

Thank you for reading.",0.16586626139817895,2.5613645531914955,3.0966565349544086,84.82000000000002,94.95744680851065,7.792097264437691,20.544072948328267,8.418075326091056,1.9373094224924008,364,13,74,12,14,128,70,94,0.16899999999999998,0.653,0.17800000000000002,-0.4429,2,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,5,6,0,0,5,0,6,1,0,1,1,16,16,5,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,8,2,9,14,1,12,0,3,0,0,4,3,0,1,8,42,10,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19918831402204545,0.14531792515132858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579709193544002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20866076902522665,0.0,0.0,0.16361119453585635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254659639894178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924560753276757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007018506865736,0.0,0.18867190209824086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3770094999978782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548417361358239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417348411107366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21251525364507626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267989418492283,0.1925883590728363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19001015728933274,0.0,0.2433848810900292,0.0,0.1875613505618464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571358424299305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16095143392114636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20247075455288824,0.0,0.15881402225563152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17488849685128172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215329515103636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896952322056085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361277803369887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232720808682555
anxiety,bagheera47,2019/01/25,"How do you guys push yourself when you have anxiety about doing something? If I'm anxious about something (college, meeting a friend, etc) if I get past a certain point there's nothing I can do to push myself. Everything I try and do makes me worse. It's ruining my life because I've most likely lost my place in college from not attending and I'm very close to losing my boyfriend because of it. I go to counselling but all she says is ""and what can you do about it"" so I never get an answer because I genuinely don't know, I've tried everything I know of.

How do you guys y'know, ""feel the fear and do it anyway?"" ",2.9817599999999977,4.504919055999999,4.200199999999999,87.21310000000004,74.44,6.920000000000001,28.5,7.554174236665415,1.6553199999999992,482,20,98,6,10,158,77,125,0.125,0.8440000000000001,0.031,-0.8454,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,4,0,2,11,7,0,1,4,0,12,1,0,3,3,20,22,11,0,2,4,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,2,5,5,0,0,4,0,0,4,3,4,0,0,1,2,17,3,10,21,3,11,0,3,0,0,10,4,0,3,4,66,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303195911765283,0.1924504193367121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31153685269197035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899886439369749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062046132108683,0.0,0.0,0.19169450427127607,0.0861356035659591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13161431779802896,0.0,0.17800483988837354,0.0,0.09681554493801033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33735253795804393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808646878916213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032537333489225,0.08322587889057001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905814506019277,0.18596044081429652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371196117891134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138674808449732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16345831356570995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626212298836382,0.0,0.0,0.17798264422002336,0.0,0.1610386633443739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547155601426905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622921492534791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23131703157518704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055907924109287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17360427725337793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CatsTie,2019/01/25,"I think i may be having a anxiety attack Im shaking, I'm clamy and tired. My mom said I may be having a anxiety attack though I've never had one. I don't know what the heck is happening",1.8307142857142864,2.3853044523809537,5.041428571428573,83.85357142857143,75.90476190476191,8.457142857142857,23.523809523809533,8.841846274778883,1.513895238095238,145,4,33,3,3,54,30,42,0.353,0.647,0.0,-0.9042,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,3,0,9,1,0,0,1,6,14,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,2,1,5,0,0,8,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849603218738071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5724830166834841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22249696685227388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717808463662668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827770083993654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946813656794139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19405633633414346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17049673875380406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23933773288956914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16122085804052694,0.2472045195736949,0.0,0.0,0.2891874791665194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_generic_username_12,2019/01/25,"social anxiety and making new friends hi everyone, 

I've moved to a new sixth form from a different school last year and none of my friends from my old school came with me. I do have quite bad anxiety but I feel like I've improved since I was younger. However I have now been at this school for nearly 5 months and I still don't really have any new friends. I try and talk to the people around me in lessons and I have joined extracurricular clubs and everything but I still just don't really have anyone to talk to. I feel like this shouldn't be a big deal but I hate it so much. I spend all my breaks and lunches in the library and it really adds to my stress level. I try to talk to the people around me and I dont think I prevent as socially anxious. Does anyone have any advice for this situation (other than generic stuff like ""just smile!""). sorry for a bit of a rant",2.6135940409683442,4.2866174357541915,3.76455865921788,89.32713594040968,75.75977653631284,7.454897579143388,23.10651769087524,8.238735603445708,1.126398584729981,687,20,150,12,15,223,97,179,0.121,0.755,0.124,0.5322,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,8,9,1,1,8,0,14,1,0,1,1,27,20,14,0,1,5,0,2,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,7,14,1,1,4,1,1,2,5,3,0,0,3,2,21,6,23,15,5,21,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,0,13,95,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777337213837952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15000093488189334,0.0,0.16874193853882866,0.1245954523733044,0.0,0.15423360657227214,0.0,0.0,0.19636161847505448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208691139239307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040728904834715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614151297521384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370336708462644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152287854067586,0.0,0.0,0.09651486006063012,0.0,0.1292581717865844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538609833963028,0.0991208604098972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153111049315356,0.1575813149377764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556275874279853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888779453179996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990045341986443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16164526009258173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361892633007833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803182180201216,0.11722001156724145,0.08107528388755085,0.0,0.0,0.3195541153799195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157300082229306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292134922282646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173061860484441,0.0,0.0,0.21196234017623367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348558069226294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912324017768154,0.12396973043651445,0.0,0.22485198903777104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234597783900522,0.0,0.0,0.17615426437304696,0.0,0.12633595560141395,0.0,0.1262547971379241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659389483093264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066889383880381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14975831328449812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102265672702836
anxiety,otpancake,2019/01/25,"Travelling to the desert this week. My hypocondria is acting up and I'm afraid it'll ruin my trip. Any advice on how to deal with that? Hi guys !

So, I'm travelling to Morocco this week and well my brain is convinced that this is the week I get appendicitis AND go into anaphylactic shock (at the same time) (8 hours away from medical help).

I have no life-threatening allergies that I know of (except for Oral Allergy Syndrome, which isn't supposed to kill me but you never know), so my fear of going into anaphylactic shock is pretty irrational. As for my appendix I still have it so it's still waiting to send me into the ER anytime, but that's not the point. 


The point is that I technically have nothing to worry about but I am still terrified of going on this trip. I used to be very carefree and loved to travel to new places. I want to enjoy this trip but my anxiety is just sky high at the moment.

I am afraid I am going to ruin it for myself and for my boyfriend who's going with me. I want to eat the food and go ride camels in the desert. I want to be okay even if my throat slighly scratches after eating a new thing. 

Do you have any tips for me ? Any stories about overcoming your phobias and anxiety while away from home (and away from your local hospital)?


Thanks for reading, you're the best.
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anxiety,rabbitandsnake1215,2019/01/25,"Boyfriend absent causes me anxiety?? I have obsessive compulsive disorder and therapy did not work for me. My theses shift probably 5 times a day. Sometimes I’ll be focused on one theme for a whole month. I have a boyfriend he’s super sweet and he treats me so well. The thing is, when I’m around him, he’s such a beautiful person, that it seems like I forget I have anxiety and all I’m focused on is him. And it’s weird because with everything else, it’s really hard for me to focus.

I never took anxiety and I had OCD since I was a kid. And I have been with my boyfriend for 5 years.

Question is for anyone who has a similar situation to me, how do you stop the intrusive thoughts when your love isn’t near you? What calms you down??

Please don’t think we’re clingy or anything. We actually live a block away from each other coincidentally. So we just show up at each other’s houses whenever. It’s not like a “we must see each other 24-7” kinda thing. It’s just a coincidence we see each other a lot because we seem so close. But yeah he works and I work and go to school. 
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anxiety,flofromproggresive,2019/01/25,"Doctor recently prescribed me clonazepam(Klonopin) at .5 three times a day. Should I be concerned about getting dependent upon it at that frequent of a dose? + couple other questions I don't know how long term this is going to be, but I know my anxiety lately has been completely debilitating to the point where I can't do anything. Also I took my first dose a couple hours ago and haven't really felt anything yet, something up there? ",5.73,7.486899962962966,6.136728395061732,75.11027777777781,67.8888888888889,8.85679012345679,30.78395061728395,9.2995712137729,2.954669135802469,351,14,58,7,6,113,64,81,0.034,0.966,0.0,-0.3421,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,4,0,10,3,0,2,0,9,16,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,3,1,8,0,8,10,1,19,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,2,11,43,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17961916367011166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16204304276378995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15501130447296335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334942540368365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21245357521232064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4484122188661698,0.0,0.13067951020306914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20740026954111965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945564625322639,0.0,0.0,0.17235687340999897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586574967159453,0.0,0.11515923107656867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995496162715349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22272016692408286,0.0,0.2285753318965669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793210684452812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19155073347168236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22699184093765276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980989051238725,0.0,0.20007256220473765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15599438212526368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815511321678555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22512925370052372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Niki_Anne,2019/01/25,"Being torn about a social event. I just need somewhere to let my feelings out at the moment. I have generalized anxiety. I’ve been on medicine in the past but actually have been doing fairly well for a year and a half or more off medicine. I am a teacher, I can talk to parents of my students, other staff, and of course my students with very minimal anxiety. 

Today my anxiety is flairing up badly. A few days ago my boyfriends mom told me about an event at their church which I have been attending a few times a month. It sounds like a cool event, his mom is one of the people preparing food so guaranteed that there will be food I can eat, this is huge for someone with allergies, intolerances, and aversions to certain foods.

Last night she invited me(also by with quite a few others) to dinner at their house. I wasn’t feeling well. My boyfriend managed to decline for me even though we weren’t with each other because he got the invite too. I felt bad but I was not feeling well. 

Tonight I really want to go to the event at the church. But he can’t come. His parents and potentially siblings will be there. Everyone at the church knows him so recognizes me. I’m 100% sure that many people will try and talk to me but the only 2 people even close to my holding a conversation with talking level are his parents and that’s only because I have spent some time at their house. I know at least 1 other family that will try to talk to me, and his church tends to find the people alone and pull them into a group.

At the moment I am hating my anxiety more than normal. ",4.751900138696257,5.68878533656958,5.347276930189555,82.93300970873788,69.42071197411003,8.34526121128063,28.95376791493296,8.563005593585519,2.039759315765141,1235,44,244,19,21,398,167,309,0.08800000000000001,0.816,0.096,0.1254,4,1,0,0,0,0,30.0,1,0,4,1,14,10,1,0,22,1,28,5,0,0,2,41,44,16,0,3,7,5,4,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,11,19,5,1,7,0,1,4,4,3,3,2,10,6,37,7,41,26,8,38,4,0,0,0,26,17,0,2,18,175,48,4,0.0,0.0,0.09232741385966503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386760216830895,0.0,0.0,0.09798923297568002,0.0,0.07566097718623993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895108996054712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579937079658852,0.1153488815058966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149963962759417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06101674759709485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681143356532797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12498032870555308,0.0,0.0,0.0904055755208607,0.0,0.0,0.08919153165020735,0.0,0.14351562100894116,0.0,0.09084211097261967,0.0,0.08647341962740471,0.0,0.34321468778839315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053770034224611636,0.0,0.0756696543157851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340950928954507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183384986305724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399227995935993,0.07712119870702946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674691798758113,0.0,0.046222518906283615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095921458124756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216162612799933,0.07551819110441398,0.0,0.0,0.07015340906910672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878671220693274,0.09269942076699228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06411136604436031,0.14391298877456432,0.0,0.0,0.3151654342167955,0.0,0.09031761482198362,0.2623674811712296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006312353237458,0.0,0.0,0.06061070563160735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644475787716722,0.0801642233378592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917044867267951,0.0,0.0,0.3041813427527565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295555773119316,0.0,0.1103377370982134,0.0,0.08968087028574268,0.0904055755208607,0.0,0.1284703268725824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806459702532957,0.05580445768958769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25520195976920546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06092686091988074
anxiety,ThrowAway828936,2019/01/25,"Shortness of breath/trouble breathing? So I’m a runner by nature and have typically had pretty good lung and cardiovascular health, however, the past few weeks I’ve developed severe hypochondria and even had a few panic attacks. The past week or so I’ve noticed my heart rate will increase going up steps and I constantly feel short of breath except when sleeping or sitting. I also feel like I have to cough and clear my throat sometimes but it’s not an automatic cough. I’ve been to the doctor a few times and all my vitals are normal. Today I had blood drawn and had a chest X-ray done. I’ll probably get the results sometime by Monday. Anybody else have similar symptoms and how to treat them?",4.482447026657553,6.553604503759399,5.095379357484621,80.06648667122353,71.6315789473684,7.242378673957622,28.632262474367728,8.00094639256281,2.0464496240601497,561,22,98,8,11,180,91,133,0.046,0.838,0.115,0.7789,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,6,6,1,1,9,0,11,13,8,2,2,20,16,16,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,2,1,0,4,1,2,0,0,6,2,8,4,9,9,5,17,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,10,60,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028935878992052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19957417851333145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18957487387225846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17955754428280918,0.0,0.1795233041479244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14654721855407513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586825089700435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17740289377197574,0.12532548609417224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916536611873658,0.0,0.09969952681042986,0.14714031678100828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18647129615823274,0.0,0.20788250686365367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857050461171788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718817649894627,0.0,0.19972544325715774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20582644725781699,0.0,0.0,0.33493091794525337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17847289896801113,0.1891405837981142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981832127746046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17555425473685676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34700469105293996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823364080219574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229322276486744,0.0,0.16628481756374894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814348189005886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,VWVanGogh,2019/01/25,I'm going through Clonazapam withdrawl and it so difficult. I dont want to give up I  (F)25  have been taking Clonazepam for 7 years. I have had really bad anxiety my whole life. My psychiatrist and I have been decreasing over the years to an extremely low dose. I decided it was best for me to get off. It's been hard and I've caved several times. I finally put my foot down and enough is enough. Problem is it has only been a week and I cant get control of my anxiety at all anymore. I am so consumed by my anxiety I dont know what to do. It's so hard. I dont know what to do. I'm trying so hard. Any advice? Help me people have taken it please. Give me some hope...,-0.8924125874125863,1.236802048951052,2.1341643356643374,92.49663111888115,94.94405594405596,6.216643356643357,19.737412587412585,7.554174236665415,0.8785219580419574,515,18,118,12,20,181,82,143,0.168,0.7659999999999999,0.065,-0.8607,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,3,0,20,3,1,1,1,14,33,9,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,3,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,7,3,18,2,15,26,6,13,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,2,5,79,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157586267928942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156483655556234,0.0,0.3090146344996213,0.0,0.1335340214424474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242493918041366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130411961594405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101848745375293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4734171843300185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782534768423816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749962472810904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069539875182493,0.2583320747360384,0.07652320975637855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618528186751263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025130145629012,0.0,0.0,0.13373523100361356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479973588845455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510542742506972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240540094005192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334754052345832,0.0,0.0,0.14780239084367916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12883935940072927,0.0,0.13535780808658515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625856031920914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15211321504243638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012380736820602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785139708554065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141673343255292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941851409807456,0.0,0.10800600749303244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503289927127092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17341699796931498
anxiety,UniqueAway,2019/01/25,"Went to a dentist I went to a dentist and got my several tooth done including root canals and fillings... At the last day I argued with the dentist because of money issues, and now I'm so anxious because I have to live with those teeth for years, I will always remember this dentist never will be able to forget because I'm living with teeth he made in my mouth, everytime I brush or when changing fillings, or kissing with a girl. Am I a freak?",8.356477272727272,6.3069071477272765,8.410454545454545,73.94818181818181,62.75,10.618181818181819,40.18181818181819,8.841846274778883,3.625786363636364,351,16,65,4,4,115,57,88,0.117,0.8390000000000001,0.044,-0.6389,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,6,0,6,9,4,2,1,14,12,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,2,0,0,5,1,8,1,12,4,0,12,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,2,6,43,10,0,0.21171704567418256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761655422998322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23917999875069146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3871822378692295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239685616448492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653997954566172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166600443129092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693294621458407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22097758986851332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17257764972212444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739000603327812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003317877209168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328923756578584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398341409773708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23917999875069146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3925276448845646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363388359981674
anxiety,1okcthrow1,2019/01/25,"Does anyone have advice for when you're in a deep health anxiety/OCD spiral? I get in these spirals with my health anxiety that are almost like deep depressions. I can't focus on anything, sometimes can't get out of bed. For some reason, my new fear is breast cancer (I'm 24) because I thought my breasts looked weird one day. I keep getting images in my head that are really horrible, like me in hospice, me at the hospital. I have a gynocologist appt coming up, which is making me even more nervous.

I'm trying to make a plan: No checking my body, no googleing, trying to distract myself, telling myself rational thoughts. 
Anything else?",5.097166666666666,6.773521716666673,5.638333333333333,78.38666666666668,69.33333333333334,8.0,31.666666666666664,8.515128840125781,2.651416666666667,506,22,87,8,9,163,85,120,0.21600000000000005,0.7490000000000001,0.035,-0.9669,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,2,7,0,3,4,0,8,7,4,3,0,11,20,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,3,0,1,1,4,5,0,1,2,1,15,2,14,18,2,14,0,1,1,2,1,10,0,2,5,52,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16848091458847472,0.0,0.0,0.17264766382689284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189619833900426,0.0,0.0,0.12055584129914057,0.0,0.2837639772461426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510194244166217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19151302833904107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851934966907734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119273304092617,0.0,0.14849988081312368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15088060781391185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402972991952198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387778661104372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19401362548484694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27023751519543104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17694645212248106,0.36653592867070656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324943896746546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16846549210270473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478429279791394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23017529827659775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16651846540408755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683215330538314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045279003101692,0.17727025409585853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17052180323272445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15069739004634428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737548318504839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341155063516318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Wsoler2,2019/01/25,"Why do I keep fucking up I don’t understand why I keep fucking up. I know I suffer from anxiety/ OCD, but I think a lot of the anxiety stems from actual serious issues in my life that occur because of my own actions. First off, I graduated from a masters program and am in a ton of debt. I decided to go for the masters because I couldn’t get a job with a psychology bachelors degree. Upon graduating from the masters, my internship was unable to offer me a full-time position. I then I got fired from said internship. I finally landed another job a few months later after running up a ton of credit card debt (to pay off basic living expenses). I worked there for less than three months and managed to get fired from that job (their excuse was that I wasn’t “engaged” enough). I then had to move back home with my dad. During this time, I managed to get in 3 card accidents (2 of which were my fault), plus several speeding tickets because of all the traveling I had to do to get back home. Not to mention, I have an old car that’s at 200,000 miles and needs a lot of repairs done with money I don’t have. Luckily, I got a job that pays 10% of what I used to make just to sustain myself, but it’s not enough to get me out of this hell hole of debt. One of my bosses treats me like a little kid, which I don’t understand why because I feel like Im one of the most educated and hard working people there. Luckily, the main owner likes me, so I at least have a sense of job security. I can be a little socially awkward, but I don’t understand why that has to be held against me if im generally a nice, hardworking person. I had to sign up for a loan forgiveness plan in which I only owe $0 a month, but the interest on the loan is adding up. I won’t be able to take out any other loans if I don’t pay it off because my credit will be really bad (such as a loan for a new car). I don’t know what to do and how to get myself out of this situation. The only good thing that has come out of this situation is that I have an emotionally supportive boyfriend, and I may land a new job, although it’s still grossly underpaid to the point where I won’t be able to pay off all my bills each month. I don’t understand how all of my other friends are living on their own and sustaining themselves. I’m terrified that I will get fired from this new job in the case that they extend me an offer. To be honest, I don’t really understand what I do to fuck up every job I have (I’ve been fired 3 times in a row recently), because I truly feel like I’m smart/ a hard worker. Many times, I end up as the team scapegoat at my jobs. If there’s any advice anyone can give me, it will be super appreciated. 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anxiety,youth-is-fleeting,2019/01/25,"I stood up for myself! So I was a teacher. had to quit my because the pressure to be perfect was killing me. I have always been extremely afraid of my boss, just my personality type. and it doesn’t help that she can be micromanaging and emotional. I was offered a support staff position and I took it. Unfortunately I’m still at the same school working under the same boss who scares me to death. I have a lot of anxiety just being in this building. So I just try to do my job as best I can and NGAF about anything else :) 

Today I stood up to her! She confronted me about “coming to work a couple minutes late every day”. Took me a minute to process but I told her I don’t think I have been late at all. I clock in A MINUTE late each day because we always have a line of people waiting. But I am always on time. 

I’m just so on fire to have defended myself, which is really difficult at 
work. :-D 

makes me feel like I’m going to be my old self one day! ",1.0516666666666659,3.0966939141414147,3.1699898989899005,89.9683181818182,82.08080808080808,6.182222222222222,22.021212121212123,7.365786028017652,0.7519466666666665,737,24,162,11,20,250,110,198,0.102,0.789,0.109,0.5451,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,0,6,10,10,2,3,10,0,22,0,0,3,2,24,37,10,2,0,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,7,0,1,2,0,0,4,2,6,0,1,11,2,31,4,26,22,6,25,0,0,0,0,11,10,0,1,12,116,37,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300953879234841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011609602339626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881980216081492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16122092302502794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877459669678974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391048578391455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14631775016465146,0.0,0.25584581937413714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046706398199843,0.14874885165191568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141539475934396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06686301183420028,0.09447015526829323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515334726792372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863568871875861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122484028517248,0.0,0.14630067280815093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4475073635256022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460432962440042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242318765560744,0.0,0.0,0.08826923932997709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387605104112527,0.0,0.08960722874056501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167650118049683,0.11546426739315024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406503507640318,0.0,0.0,0.08471442271095164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239232841847487,0.13383092652815082,0.0,0.0,0.13795205424972795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560465695482248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006100600904687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473214449602096,0.0,0.0,0.07710847121893195,0.0,0.12534523522376875,0.1263581418545177,0.2938403951703095,0.08978025798484224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28881038186067515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mcfasa09,2019/01/25,"Long Term Citalopram Withdrawal Symptom: Heart Palpitations I took Citalopram 20mg for five years. For about two months at the end of the five years I upped the dose to 40mg before realizing that instead of upping the dose I should be looking for healthier avenues to relieve depression. I then tapered off May-July 2018 to nothing. After two straight weeks of brain zaps and vertigo subsided I felt back to normal, and thought all was well.     
       
Then two months later in September I got my first heart palpitation. At first it was only every couple weeks so I ignored them. Then it started happening every week. I was freaked out about it, and started getting depressed. So back on the meds I went.     
      
It wasn't until only after going back on the meds (now on for two weeks and one day) that I discovered from two random posts on another site that it could actually be the withdrawal of Citalopram causing the heart palpitations (in my case feelings of a skipped beat). Since going back on the meds my palpations increased to 2-6 per day.  I just talked with my doctor about getting off of them now, and he said I should cut down to 5mg for three days, and then I can stop since I've only been on them for two weeks.   
      
So...anyone with the same issues after quitting Citalopram (heart palps starting months after quitting them)?     
       
I'm currently wearing a portable EKG (a holter monitor), and will get more results on Monday from the doc, but I'm pretty sure it's the meds. I'm otherwise healthy...    
     
Flippin' antidepressants!
Thanks all!",5.432327297116028,7.1042894225352144,5.556116700201208,79.31537558685449,68.50704225352112,8.36727028839705,31.833668678739095,8.841846274778883,2.739279543930248,1212,52,213,21,21,382,152,284,0.046,0.884,0.07,0.8163,1,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,4,5,14,9,1,0,15,0,12,11,6,2,3,29,33,15,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,9,10,0,2,4,0,0,5,1,5,1,12,11,4,21,4,47,16,6,65,0,2,1,0,7,19,0,1,40,143,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.07484515057834318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042342978433156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05362828431744252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359008530987915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06526344764534431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561915116178923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878888537182156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06123626636177822,0.08486370622358208,0.0,0.14838954555729478,0.0,0.13211792549465284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850256886189946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793072471271812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292409611137615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03878027776627399,0.0,0.07364109087832461,0.0,0.0,0.13047675736995662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202129580944916,0.0,0.0871772779049294,0.0,0.061341549976526764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782285147588975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3635449766353409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005167973035343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06787437911802764,0.06440611367474007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407720446751588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836562993047253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514671770592905,0.0735927832493892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05197183203535725,0.17499443878148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345446831758258,0.07802836186683408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16315327476059271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295635414716903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688900402928902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16285946841847865,0.0,0.0,0.06412207679125921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228595905642249,0.07971748825117743,0.0,0.06164609580654205,0.0,0.07061223855255723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0608888038835165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521312330285795,0.0,0.0,0.4495306001070858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076082982077584,0.0,0.0689597607338555,0.0710988325384175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878063056646284
anxiety,T1Mind,2019/01/25,"Why anxious people needs anti depressants? I have severe anxiety problems with anxiety since i was 9 years old, when i was 15 i started to take  anti depressants, i took them for 5 years, i'm 21 now and i'm with severe panic attacks and anxiety problems, i started to take valium daily on my own to get more calm, but benzodiazepines doesn't works like ssri, and i wonder why?? 

Side effects of ssri are so bad. Why do we need ssri? It sucks",2.6850862068965533,4.795177091954023,4.927112068965517,79.1072198275862,76.93103448275863,7.5683908045976995,25.81752873563219,8.472884824447931,2.107897701149425,345,13,62,7,8,120,59,87,0.386,0.595,0.019,-0.9802,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,1,2,3,10,2,1,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,13,18,6,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,8,0,0,3,0,10,2,8,15,2,10,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,1,8,34,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507370554315997,0.17265117952296605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17386294651425174,0.0,0.0,0.12760428705606594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632596015364008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984587841753224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746636261267495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22663879122955574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16036638613443172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793097326386532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595110340969896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924698865028074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453023590459321,0.0,0.12642019814886268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163436874128735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22981399517411294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16979658742288153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41370819769540224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16573452552527565,0.11125998571167402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19683134854773288
anxiety,the_real_jesse,2019/01/25,"I get insane anxiety when I know that I have to exercise. Back in high school I was on the crew team (10th - 12th grade). On the crew team I always had anxiety about whether or not we were going to work on the rowing machines and do a 2k test since the rowing machine is competition device in my eyes and the thought of failing my coach and friends made me super anxious. My weight went from 210 lb to 240 lb height (6 2) in my senior year and my performance really suffered on the team so I dropped out of it that year. Now here I am, a second semester college student who lost 60 pounds through fixing my diet and am probably at the best weight i’ve been in all my life, yet I still have the same levels of anxiety when me and my roomate plan to go to the gym. How do I stop this?",7.818465608465607,4.9883222222222265,8.076455026455028,78.37833333333334,64.4320987654321,11.47936507936508,36.10582010582011,9.606745405546679,3.0661523809523805,608,21,133,9,7,201,105,162,0.124,0.81,0.066,-0.7089,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,10,10,6,0,0,11,0,11,6,1,2,1,18,19,12,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,5,8,3,1,2,6,0,3,1,3,0,1,8,3,20,3,21,11,3,27,0,3,1,0,6,13,0,1,10,90,25,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15366213087558633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42382136654138697,0.2086271116987123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14200158429844095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19380216464676986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267734554715633,0.0,0.09648364431289884,0.0,0.20990702517114151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951164031938684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149105557497637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304394928805391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20159160884668006,0.0,0.0,0.17474137667012427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991079524363491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830579147028936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868982066977856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276281849361914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747952148145282,0.15439429528560267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14660916234797114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4497621724499302,0.0,0.17119305385465014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444361938795155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23784578740056425
anxiety,Andrew7814,2019/01/25,Lexapro? Has anyone took this SSRI and if so how was your experience? ,1.7469230769230784,4.523599461538463,3.2834615384615375,83.09903846153847,92.84615384615385,5.676923076923077,21.884615384615387,7.1686216300943375,1.1802615384615391,55,2,10,1,2,18,13,13,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4271046137971927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5975062564803949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6786515470695809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SuperGrover8D,2019/01/25,"Anybody here have depersonalization? I'm not sure how well known it is around here but it's really been causing anxiety for me as of late.  Anyone here who has it, how do you deal with it?",1.6642105263157916,3.985217789473687,3.6413157894736834,85.87671052631579,81.63157894736842,6.957894736842108,20.026315789473685,8.07648339933343,0.8526105263157895,148,4,32,3,4,50,32,38,0.147,0.853,0.0,-0.5710000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,1,9,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,5,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818982274284092,0.0,0.0,0.2576607847408933,0.0,0.0,0.3280393283519977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37854662501595293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37990292053474745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4156792378115953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360678026840315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473028677549556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313219188787353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Marblehead4e,2019/01/25,"How to do you handle your anxiety surrounding your family. My family is planning a 4 day beach trip this summer with a total of 19 family members 7 children and 11 adults. We are all going to the coast and have rented a huge house (about four thousand square feet). I live in a tiny apartment with my boyfriend of 8 years, 8 month old puppy, and two rats. The weekend before the trip all of my family is flying in from allover the US and staying at my parents house for a few days before the masses caravan to the coast. My sister has decided that she and her husband (together about 2 yrs total, married about 6 months) will be staying at our apartment for the weekend prior to the departure, instead of renting a hotel (My parents house is maxed out so my sister got demoted). I do have a spare room but no mattress or anything for them to sleep on and it is super cramped with stuff, my massive rat habitat and my work from home office space. I don't really fancy her husband that much, as I really don't know him too well and it makes me crazy anxious having people I don't really click with in my space. I didn't offer the space to her she just kind of told me she was staying with me. So I don't know how to kindly tell he ""Be an adult and book a goddamn hotel"".
Secondly my boyfriend has recently started up college to finish his degree. As a result he is not working so I am supporting us. My boyfriend feels extremely embarrassed that he isn't working so I have kept it from my family. This isn't a big deal to me but if my sister is staying here on days that he used to always work and then not seeing him go to work, the cat is obviously going to be out of the bag. Bring on the judgement cards from my little sister...
I am just not ready to handle 24/7 with my entire family for 7ish days. I really don't like children and I am going to be living in a house for 4 days with 7 children. And my family is religious and a good portion of them Trump supporters. I got out of the last family vacation 2ish years ago, but I am locked in on this one. 

So tell me how do I cope with so many people so different than myself. I have the impending doom of being asked questions of - ""When are you and your bf going to get married?"", ""When are you going to start having children?"", ""How many children are you planning on having?"", ""How is your walk with Jesus?"". I can't deal like seriously. I get that they might be just trying to engage in conversation and don't know what to talk about, but the questions are going to come. I guess 8 years in a relationship and being almost 32 by the trip can raise a few eyebrows as to why i haven't popped any. I kind of wish I would be seen as who I really am - a well educated, financially independent, free spirited, successful career woman who loves to travel, loves being a pet parent, and loves life just the way it is. And most of all of those things I have a partner who would do anything for me and who I love with every ounce of my being. 

There is more to me than just my left ring finger and my uterus.

This was more like a word vomit rant. Advise on copping mechanisms, what to say when the questions come rolling in, and how to handle so many people of such different walks of life than my own, would be greatly appreciated.

Thanks!",5.5668309070548725,5.384396033434656,6.531850903855384,79.07375939849626,67.38905775075987,9.479507278835383,29.47384418493041,9.134995656068208,2.2977075987841946,2562,80,510,42,38,857,279,658,0.053,0.828,0.118,0.9944,7,0,0,0,0,0,75.0,4,8,3,9,33,24,0,1,37,0,65,11,3,10,6,85,101,49,0,5,14,9,2,3,2,5,4,2,6,9,22,37,0,1,8,7,3,16,15,3,2,5,8,8,78,22,92,77,13,78,3,1,4,4,70,32,0,9,28,372,100,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05147848389024425,0.0,0.05815202961892685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048321644684998125,0.0,0.0,0.03949184108193758,0.0,0.04442592191762335,0.06560630850111608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557876917551307,0.0,0.05429070396671663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988322161724754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005002592562884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18726239793457786,0.11974206179242453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121348493859226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04892926694796272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4379707735997611,0.0,0.02936360959853803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060681813428403675,0.0,0.2310307959607849,0.048709135756445684,0.0928930595358653,0.0640260274488958,0.06397429636645162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0582522632615646,0.0,0.0,0.2680352029575777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18142324218784767,0.09574671452727944,0.047337497228892,0.0,0.0,0.06309681941905926,0.0,0.0820377902082858,0.08511505515950328,0.05820471135060705,0.1025595904126889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096537123990206,0.0,0.03876438425586466,0.17663165903662395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06160660288766037,0.0,0.0,0.09270712131216634,0.0,0.04269056362190212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06093816810875088,0.0,0.039351976672384936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19345060915813084,0.0,0.0,0.12078215965050615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951661880864816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18601624183623344,0.0,0.057340385958217686,0.0623489998158104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046182225674698325,0.0,0.0,0.04627690796119277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05811524817719376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220917307309786,0.2475936791143115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648004411877878,0.0,0.1318018041825538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046677125456579545,0.10151726232747256,0.05346609991378979,0.0,0.0,0.038581325593639235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055491534784780965,0.0,0.03942796432293656,0.0,0.05672918385515225,0.0,0.13971007908251318,0.050156692625620086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0460958890611152,0.0,0.0,0.1044297570224484,0.0,0.052402128041132916,0.0,0.06678143857254927,0.0,0.0,0.21139030056434954,0.0,0.0,0.12376083609573167,0.0,0.0,0.11219191966593718
anxiety,winemilf97,2019/01/25,"Does anyone have extreme hunger from anxiety? I’ve been tested lots for this hunger symptom I have. I wake up in the night starving and have to eat to fall back asleep. I eat healthy, balanced meals and I am hungry 30 minutes later to the point of feeling shaky and nauseous and have a headache. 

I have been tested for diabetes, endocrine disorders, pancreas disorders and a cortisol disorder and all the tests are totally normal. i have a blood glucose meter that I was instructed to use to check my sugar and ease potential anxiety. Sugars are normal does nothing to help the symptoms. 

I’m not looking for a diagnosis, I’m just curious cause the docs and my therapist (who believes I have GAD) say that “anxiety can manifest a lot of symptoms” but I cannot find much evidence of this being a reoccurring problem for many people. Does anyone else experience this??

I am also on anti anxiety (SSRI) that has majorly improved my general anxiety but has not improved this symptom in the slightest. ",6.195659340659339,7.834397137362636,7.0513186813186834,69.44368131868131,66.63736263736264,10.435164835164835,38.17582417582417,10.560738912317856,4.7125032967032965,797,44,124,22,13,265,105,182,0.136,0.778,0.085,-0.5171,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,12,0,19,15,3,2,2,26,24,11,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,8,8,7,0,2,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,3,5,13,0,18,20,6,10,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,3,3,90,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918879336529062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4265925573884825,0.0,0.0,0.1559657527527451,0.11427347746978266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575804399871755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565371216492813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456983914334475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834617869136608,0.0,0.29279635876494314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22824169776189215,0.09316722028397044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909565251230273,0.0,0.0,0.0563918395932185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193444813373743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475477701867518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365531760907496,0.0,0.0,0.189634005137368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307175014311233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819858133528057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466134621967056,0.218547256230072,0.10701399441308818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773193789393995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542988143884297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671710466020327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869143466731927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4636806200644804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949244730159198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632426679624416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,exiledgod,2019/01/25,"How can I stop overwhelming people? Hello all,

I’m a hard-working and talented person who overwhelms people with my anxiety. I ask too much, talk too much, and become too high-maintenance. As a result, I lose gigs and opportunities despite the quality of my output. I am also not employed. I have begun focusing on meditation to help, yet I’m wondering if there are any other social hacks you guys use that make you less overwhelming to others. Thanks!",4.927487091222034,7.20685142168675,6.378864027538729,70.44819277108435,70.92771084337348,9.562134251290876,28.72461273666093,9.957137785484203,3.38088777969019,360,14,57,10,7,122,65,83,0.1,0.76,0.14,0.6588,1,0,0,1,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,2,7,7,0,3,3,0,4,0,0,4,1,13,11,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,9,3,6,11,4,4,0,4,0,0,10,1,0,2,3,42,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18176510106928226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15456615926126124,0.0,0.17387753860856026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21248706988146826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510258400218067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22505453099541486,0.0,0.0,0.20360873054339995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523488443728524,0.2401461743637148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542812883001164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517189836281681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341711237035185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151509107197638,0.19846235707064108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316952782673537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900260498323104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826884695552809,0.0,0.20925967207269744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963070631299461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464881675419022,0.16547107436963313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KindOfSlightlyCrazy,2019/01/25,How to stay calm for job interviews? Hello all. I have a couple of important job interviews coming up and I haven't had to interview in about 5 years. I'm absolutely terrified! I have almost debilitating anxiety during interviews and sometimes can't even think of the answers to simple questions because I freeze up. Any tips from very anxious people are welcome! ,4.6614725274725295,7.788810400000003,6.003736263736265,68.55769230769232,75.76923076923076,9.252747252747254,32.362637362637365,9.606745405546679,4.186648351648352,296,15,43,9,7,99,50,65,0.122,0.7440000000000001,0.135,-0.3164,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,1,9,9,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,4,2,11,8,1,6,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,1,28,4,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552049381665451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17331317457780754,0.0,0.19496679187769436,0.2879186507174501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15535996333493454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195388608723726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819971486864823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16833227190235225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5058173838186535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17668746208413671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855009262743481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25206252598754564,0.0,0.0,0.2716462777948753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16330365333721125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210285748301628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16412113849827753
anxiety,Spoolie_st,2019/01/25,"How do I deal with health anxiety? I've got pains under my arms they're not bad but they're there. It's been this way for a while and I thought it was chafing because I'm quite overweight. I've decided to go to the doctors but I have to wait until Monday when they open again. I don't think it's urgent enough for hospital.  I've just about convinced myself I've got cancer now. It's my biggest fear.

How the hell do I cope? I'm having another anxiety attack at the minute and I've got 2 more days to go...",-0.7216969696969677,1.4389368909090905,1.6445454545454543,96.33348484848487,93.72727272727272,4.751515151515153,18.24242424242424,6.42735559955562,-0.059593939393939525,398,12,91,5,15,134,70,110,0.276,0.677,0.047,-0.9812,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,8,6,2,1,4,0,7,6,1,2,0,14,17,9,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,4,1,1,3,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,6,0,9,1,11,11,2,14,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,7,51,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197133914537919,0.3205840094664688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23837378868881565,0.0,0.0,0.1749511208013277,0.12772923910991196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351313101920293,0.21601909771493788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144656810675229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21650337547579454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357826333598921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381646174201517,0.0,0.502747520909661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22272354909872727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22295765323493846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228639055843029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13426014615916496,0.0,0.16634562388955215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16631736942381506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,p00lexander,2019/01/25,"Questions for fellow anxiety sufferers (and my own answers too) 1. What is your #1 challenge related to anxiety?

2. Why is this a problem?

3. What would it look like for you if this problem was solved?

My answers:

1. My number one challenge is that my anxiety can inhibit me from doing and succeeding in the things that I love and am passionate about. 

2. This is a problem because I am an artist but I have a difficult time putting myself out there for others to see my work. I also have always wanted to start a business, but a lot of time I get stuck in my head and don't make any progress in real life.

3. If I didn't have this problem I would be able to create freely and openly without fear, insecurity and anxiety. I would be able to be myself authentically all the time and be successful with my art and my business ventures.

What about you? :)
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anxiety,shmiIsLearning,2019/01/25,"How to change my beliefs ( belief system) ? Any good ebook on the subject? I want to change how I think, so I won't feel so anxious about certain things.

\- in waiting room at dentist's , I have to remind myself to chill when someone else sits down nearby. I'm not bad at small talk, I just feel nervous, very nervous...I often stop breathing unintentionally....

\- crowded places with people of my age make me nervous, I get too self-conscious....my eyes become watery for seemingly no good reason,like I'm crying when passing through crowd...

\- when I'm trying to learn something new (programming, drawing,painting...) my mind gets all scrambled and as if I'm mentally running away, in a second I'm doing something completely different, or a house chore...I'm doing these things on/off for so long...I wish I could commit and just relax into it..it is so hard to stop myself and follow through...

​

I function well at work, but on my own, I get completely lost... 

​

If I were to examine my beliefs, where would I start? **Any workbook, guidelines, ebook, anything?**  I need to start somewhere. (I'm currently not in a position to seek psychologist's or life coaches help, so I need other type of resources.)

I had few years of anxiety-free life, or at least it seemed so, but I can't remember what I was like back then. To me it's a proof I have something to work toward.

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anxiety,soft-n-sapphic,2019/01/25,"Smelling things that aren’t really there? Does anyone else have issues with this? once i begin to panic about, let’s say a fire starting, i will actually smell something burning. I can smell the scent of gasoline when I am nervous about my car exploding and I am convinced it’s real unless someone tells me otherwise. it’s gotten so bad. I was sitting in class and I could’ve sworn i smelt chemicals and that made me convinced someone sprayed flammable chemicals to light the school on fire. what the fuck?",3.5482105263157924,6.337158189473687,3.641315789473687,85.87671052631579,77.63157894736842,6.326315789473685,28.447368421052627,7.554174236665415,1.9146631578947373,408,18,72,6,10,125,71,95,0.193,0.752,0.056,-0.9236,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,2,4,0,8,1,0,1,0,7,13,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,3,8,11,2,9,8,0,7,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,3,45,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.21702643334115107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15550446731264206,0.22787100281012154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18569138621329448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17756512448611375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19462025475556347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857833364767754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20560153574244575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321236633315531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274149970181973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21043649030296616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23684450180522626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609338101671869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253135358083562,0.14247258442126462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17685824047539472,0.0,0.2250766441862688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3768708500602677,0.17121132056161625,0.0,0.0,0.1574130467753843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19438392293587908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14775003283216967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Chernushka,2019/01/25,"Anyone else has this ""sense of knowing"" in them that this is just anxiety, yet it still doesn't calm you down? **Warning: abandonment and trust issues, could trigger some, though I'm not sure. Better safe than sorry. Also, this post will be long.**

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It's weird, but when I'm triggered by something, I have this sense of ""peace"" in my heart at the same time. My whole body, my throat and everything will tense up and I'll get paralyzed mentally, but I'll know that it's just anxiety. I have this sense of ""truth"" inside of me, yet I can't shake the anxiety, it goes away after a while though.

For example, one of my friends (and low-key crush) and I exchange messages on Steam, but since we have a 4 and half hours timezone difference, we often miss each other by several hours or so. She sometimes plays her games while appearing offline (I know it because we share each other's libraries) and doesn't reply to the message I sent hours ago, and that very thing triggers my anxiety as I have abandonment and trust issues. 

I know deep down it isn't related to me, she's an introvert (I am too), she's busy as fuck because of college, and most likely needs her alone time (which is entirely fine, I appear offline on Discord myself). I mean, we never argued or something, and I think she would have told me if anything was wrong. I worry a lot about being annoying but again, we sometimes go days without talking and I don't literally spam her when she doesn't reply, so there is most likely nothing like that. It's just that... it's a very specific trigger for me. Haven't told her about my freakouts, I don't want her to feel responsible or guilty in any way because I am the stupidly anxious one. Also, I don't want her to feel trapped or anything. I know clinginess can break everything and I do my best not to act that way. She told me she'd be happy to help me if needed, but I'm not sure I'm comfortable enough to tell her about this very specific anxiety trigger yet. I'm just so scared she will leave me if I show this insecure side of me, even though I have a feeling she's not meant to go. It's just so hard.

Another trigger is when my mum sometimes sleeps during the day and I wake up at this moment. Last time it happened, I thought she had gone to run a couple errands. It sometimes happens. But hours pass, and she doesn't come back. The key isn't on the door lock like it usually is. I go for my daily walk to ease my anxiety and make my body work a little bit, but I feel terrified on the inside, though I know deep inside that it's most likely not that bad. I low-key look for her, though I try to concentrate on my walk. Then, as I approach my home, I see her car in the same place as the day before. I start to freak out, feel my gut wrenching, and think she ran away and will never come back. I start catastrophizing while knowing I am catastrophizing, but can't snap out of it. Then, I get home, short of breath, and I take out my anxiety on my diary. Mum wakes up 20 minutes later and goes downstairs, and again, I feel stupid for freaking out like that. Especially since... I didn't see that her shoes were still there. Stupid brain of mine.

I feel a bit like one of those cats who are adopted from a shelter after having been abandoned by their previous owners. They won't necessarily look for interaction with their owner, they will go about their day if they're not in the same room, but as soon as the owner goes outside the home, they'll meow and look for them everywhere, and come down the stairs meowing and purring when the owner comes back. I redirect my anxiety to a walk, my diary, a drawing or a short story, but when nothing else works, I take half a Xanax because it's the only way I can calm myself down. I never take a full one, and I'm looking for a new therapist (I used to be treated for depression, but I feel it was anxiety the whole time) even though I'm sick of being not even able to function like a normal person and having to ingest pills to be at least somewhat ""decently functioning"".

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**TL;DR: Anyone else basically have an ""inner knowing"" that you're overreacting?**",4.321531236628154,5.310566269512197,5.000770218228499,84.83251390671803,70.45121951219512,8.095849379546427,27.92255027813436,8.371475516178862,1.7987235772357728,3231,111,657,48,57,1041,324,820,0.183,0.7559999999999999,0.061,-0.9984,0,2,2,0,0,0,136.0,5,1,8,4,44,44,6,3,35,0,56,16,11,8,6,133,123,74,0,11,33,2,9,8,1,8,4,0,5,1,41,42,1,4,21,3,1,22,25,19,0,6,14,15,109,25,84,93,19,112,0,5,6,1,58,38,1,18,55,447,150,3,0.04971061847319163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04406546390939738,0.0,0.0,0.05148520880010303,0.0,0.07950712726611912,0.0,0.1077228686936522,0.12080768508652563,0.03380492521151288,0.052125917817812124,0.34225638361240884,0.05615884930971314,0.0,0.06951764053181149,0.1018688063097825,0.08181520676847992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340952485811646,0.11467319145758792,0.04150629001119421,0.12121252649591355,0.0,0.0423000749606314,0.0,0.052168227186176114,0.04396500234897687,0.1085422408708394,0.11043458133394482,0.0,0.055493490504675724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17128518454272426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039689883861003694,0.05500385382951195,0.0,0.1282369458333976,0.0,0.04281568284927715,0.0,0.0,0.05193701593868059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458052902133332,0.0,0.0,0.051364357368738886,0.0,0.09850018400860316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935339704904348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010814586960631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038406300519867084,0.045956665752231306,0.051943492844257116,0.0,0.11300676023986825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791787148800942,0.05291787772990696,0.04453094999143056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058907322238028165,0.033319979707715136,0.0,0.1495914104540858,0.0,0.1958197830181881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376994092373754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21855724694304907,0.04052078884351623,0.0,0.0526363673164329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942887776453855,0.04982309915819275,0.0,0.04399233304683834,0.16697759831318396,0.0,0.0,0.04226219015736842,0.0,0.0,0.033182223840133994,0.0,0.0,0.054149436684479815,0.0,0.0,0.05009661135873173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737195874338241,0.11501968058683762,0.048010825087878885,0.0,0.0,0.04870585154005369,0.0953973582556432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474080639341054,0.03780716539512187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043405394622851694,0.05193701593868059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04760903121318201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04976900117917337,0.0,0.07922585373532723,0.0,0.0,0.05615884930971314,0.0,0.08224227459276251,0.0,0.04974651888734273,0.0,0.0,0.07653932548349092,0.19666029106883826,0.055646967512459934,0.07037086322894831,0.0,0.07939792825302898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370333921995708,0.0,0.11212859558711603,0.039955512123990816,0.04344927162977142,0.0,0.0,0.05771785949295957,0.033025526045948835,0.06370511418164443,0.29304258153188995,0.039464678337747416,0.11594664557568896,0.0,0.0,0.1425018787586656,0.0,0.03375024685260065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04293401362443492,0.05474922318494218,0.12304939907252405,0.05864122146640365,0.1183739253155686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110002605135757,0.0,0.047919262280599714,0.0,0.07237984459818414,0.050483546070369485,0.0,0.035312997096034165,0.05435075759681104,0.12080768508652563,0.0
anxiety,username910975,2019/01/25,"My anxiety makes me suicidal. I have suffered from depression, but I am not depressed. I have had a lot happen to me over the course of my life (22F)

*Trigger warning*
I noticed a lot of my problems stem from my dad’s suicide (I was 12 when he passed)
I can’t blame all of my problems on that, but definitely  reserved and suffer from intense trust issues/general anxiety from that. 

I try extremely hard to be strong and do what I’m supposed to do (work, go to class, go to therapy, be social) but lately I’ve been feeling intense anxiety to the point where I don’t even want to live. I try to be a positive person, and I think I mostly am, but there’s days (like today) where I just cannot deal.

I feel like my skin is crawling, my head pounds, my mind overthinks every little thing and plays it back in my head 15 times. I’m a writer, so I try writing, and it helps sometimes. I’ve also tried meditation, exercise, and diet change. I don’t know where else to turn.

I don’t want my anxiety and overthinking to affect my relationship, but I’m scared it’s going down that route. I’ve expressed my concerns and he’s extremely understanding but I also feel like a burden (something completely up to me and my doing)

Please help. I can’t live like this anymore.
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anxiety,alelrchie,2019/01/25,"My story so far So I'm new to the sub and it's crazy how this has taken over my life. 

Now for aslong as I can remember I've always worried about my health and dying I have a overwhelming phobia of throwing up to the point that thinking about it stress me. I also have OCD if there is a OCD scale then I'm on the higher end of mild. So basically i have mild bordering on bad OCD I obsess about silly things like developing cancer or getting a cold or bug it's just always been a thing. I'm also gluten free and recently developed IBS.

And then about six months ago I looked after a dog of a friend of mine and without getting in to the full story he slipped his lead and ran under a car and was killed.. this opened up a hole new can of worms. That was the first time in about 11 years I threw up.. I'm assuming because of shock.. this also caused me to stress alot more than usual and also flare my OCD back up.. it also weirdly heightened my gluten intolerance (I went from being able to handle some gluten without any effects to not being to handle any gluten AT ALL without feeling sick and getting cramps) this also made me develop IBS which is awful. 

And now Its like all these things have been put in a mixing bowl and BOOM you have anxiety. I assume I've always had anxiety to some extent it feels like it comes hand in hand with my type of OCD but nothing to this extent.

I rarely ever want to go out. I get really stressed about eating and the possibility of getting stomach cramps to the point that I barely eat anywhere near what I used to and when I do eat I feel bloated and nauseated it's rare I dont feel like that after eating. 

I go through spells of being really bad and being pretty alright but all it takes is one stressful situation or missing one meal or accidentally eating a bit of gluten and I spiral back down. 

I used to go away on holidays alot with mates I've been to Iceland Germany Poland America but then this happened and that all feels impossible or a unessercry stress. I went away last week with some friends for 5 days... we only went literally 2 hours away from where I live and instantly my stress peaked then at the end of the holiday I caught a cold which I'm only just getting rid of and that as caused me loads of stress hence I've not been eating much and it feels like a viscous circle.

The point I'm at now is I basically dont know what to do. All I do pretty much everyday is try to distract myself with games one of the only times I'm at ease is when I can switch my brain off and watch a film I know I should get out more but that feels like a big ask for myself.. I know I should eat more but I worry about feeling sick from eating so I dont eat but then because i havent eaten i feel sick. My dad has worse OCD then mine and he stresses over me not eating and being anxious which then makes me more anxious. I always think I'm dying. I know I'm being stupid and that I'm not unwell and that I'm not dying but my mind cant and wont seam to accept that. 

I feel like this is all over the place but feels good to get it off my chest... my OCD is already telling not to post this but screw it. 

Be interested to hear anyones thoughts or advice 

",3.3074717194570127,4.3171998763197585,4.515728695324285,87.28861566742083,72.86123680241326,7.1539592760180994,23.91808069381599,7.413659706084162,0.8747365761689294,2510,67,539,27,48,827,267,663,0.122,0.7759999999999999,0.102,-0.8442,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,1,1,0,3,30,34,3,11,29,2,43,26,5,9,7,109,103,64,4,4,27,1,13,7,3,3,8,2,0,0,39,35,12,0,23,4,1,14,15,19,0,5,17,19,61,16,88,76,21,86,0,2,2,1,13,37,1,14,41,359,100,2,0.04686547291806882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045796397734936434,0.041543414041040616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05171721474889821,0.22486981056330385,0.15598331113037,0.0,0.0,0.06374025733966218,0.0,0.07170391701176465,0.10588928934181854,0.0,0.03276942834083472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04381289080458532,0.0,0.13209496357066755,0.07207331168198816,0.07826142462895183,0.057137514602523636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05116495837546384,0.0,0.0,0.052317367119029776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628750075103182,0.0,0.04037045516634705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030224352948314333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591688535503433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16477795567244174,0.0,0.0,0.4795507877332474,0.0,0.0,0.08301779719215692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04239250335335365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26066250383006906,0.16740351608416318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039863747322871415,0.0,0.0,0.07241629624333581,0.0,0.1958822023890332,0.0,0.07990418482375719,0.039308535166373934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04144298292584712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049815806183593235,0.05282079405748703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04615305049367953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05184970208635428,0.0,0.10302415311107994,0.03820161547957241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03310246949872512,0.1602727196090529,0.0,0.04138307120192133,0.0,0.03935519388021139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04434524363480583,0.031283067089172216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04732076780269045,0.0,0.03740757336051019,0.0,0.0689030300104144,0.0,0.0,0.0905259315630343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04496868523368131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527177201176716,0.10692991197984622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048964444391940136,0.0,0.1329090605013756,0.052833779048421736,0.0448841682422468,0.09535806879864314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04711274461313625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060046444020667715,0.0,0.04627400061381271,0.0,0.053089444938225434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05267875514625085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42947392708594656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035237003154319484,0.0,0.04096248900972749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340601328543596,0.060059005402083726,0.0,0.03720595057282238,0.05465526828135133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031818579780931465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095344272834054,0.05161569731511079,0.0,0.0276424701696109,0.0,0.03759265549312642,0.0,0.0,0.1303342887603936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552993048415168,0.0,0.0,0.095188325304981,0.04775992073287598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03017982801435013
anxiety,jcgski2,2019/01/25,"I’m super nervous for tomorrow and I can’t settle down. First off, I’m not sure if this is the best place to post this. I’ve never considered myself to have major anxiety, but I tend to overthink things and I get nervous sometimes, so I figured this subreddit was my best bet. 

I [17 M] have been super dedicated to playing soccer since middle school. I’ve gone through a lot, whether it be select team tryouts, college showcase tournaments, huge playoff games, or state team tryouts. I’ve always felt alone through a lot of this. None of my teammates go above and beyond like I have, so I’m always going into these high-skill camps/tryouts alone. I think me being alone at these things has an effect on my performance, because I guess I just don’t have as much confidence when I’m with random people (most of whom are better than me). 

As for me as a player, I’m definitely the best at my school. I’ve been named all conference twice, but that’s not saying much as I live in a town of 2000 people, and we play in division three in central Wisconsin. At the college showcase I went to over the summer, I caught the attention of multiple DIII college coaches. However, when we play against highly ranked teams, we could never stand a chance. It’s hard to tell if I was able to keep up, but our team definitely couldn’t. 

The reason I am so nervous is because tomorrow, I am going to a DI college ID camp. My friend went to a DIII camp a few weeks ago, and he said the people at the camp were extremely talented and better than him in every way. I’m just so worried that I’m not going to be good enough, considering my friend couldn’t even keep up with DIII players (although I’m a better player than my friend). 

Deep down, when I really think about it, I know I’ll be good enough to compete. But overall, my nerves are just telling me that I’m going to fail. I also know that I really don’t have much to lose. Worst case scenario, I endure 4 hours of insecurity and looking like a bad player. If it goes poorly I’ll probably never see anyone there again, but I still can’t shake my nerves. 

My friend was going to come to this camp with me. This was going to make everything easier, because then we would have each other. Also, I know it sounds a little selfish, but then I know I wouldn’t be the worst player there. However, he changed his mind and decided that he doesn’t want to come. I’m unhappy with him, but I can’t blame him. He doesn’t think he’s good enough, and he’d like to start out at a DIII school. I’ve had a lot of the same thoughts he has. However, I don’t want to let those thoughts get the best of me. I know if I don’t go to the camp, I’ll regret it. But I don’t think there is a way I regret going. 

There are so many reasons for me not to be nervous, and I know that. Despite all of them, I’ve been unable to think clearly all week because of how nervous I am. Every time I think of this camp tomorrow, I start to feel a little queasy. 

I don’t want to pass up this opportunity, but I could really use some advice on how to actually seize it. 

TL;DR: I am going to a division 1 soccer camp tomorrow. I am super nervous and unsure of where I’ll stack up against everyone else. I’m so nervous that I can’t think clearly. ",3.5658779800051263,4.490854385542171,5.007437836452193,84.32464239938477,72.16265060240964,7.879979492437839,26.47705716482953,8.197803283752503,1.5816326326582923,2528,82,525,37,47,849,258,664,0.124,0.695,0.181,0.9943,3,3,0,0,0,0,84.0,5,0,1,22,26,43,0,9,29,0,54,0,0,7,9,106,114,46,0,15,22,0,3,3,4,2,0,3,0,0,29,24,0,2,23,11,2,18,23,17,0,3,17,8,68,26,79,83,25,77,0,4,2,0,32,31,0,13,26,345,97,12,0.06342833278950774,0.0,0.061896903155555974,0.0,0.0,0.06198143270997005,0.056225389971291784,0.0,0.0,0.19707787135688165,0.0,0.10144722963148776,0.10555490803734033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04852250097299205,0.0,0.0,0.04435056506861853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05296000847600839,0.1546612917919347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26625648818172715,0.16829161771058648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670987657945068,0.10927578473950364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128472504401828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05298623309973825,0.0,0.0,0.19661526970101287,0.0,0.04189381560061623,0.0,0.10688221203344336,0.06060849014186088,0.057005295628701415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03207127086653472,0.0,0.060901146368781314,0.0,0.0,0.05395210746837646,0.0,0.0,0.1960182902895651,0.0,0.0662773719492495,0.0,0.3604778323077999,0.1596020286209185,0.0,0.0,0.0698734595411114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05681932758516407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13403103209847253,0.0,0.0,0.062464131132994635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275603307832935,0.0,0.0,0.20915131744143886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06485976767829671,0.0,0.0929636385363325,0.1271437053519964,0.056008379914061525,0.0,0.0532638247093679,0.07096008005227555,0.0,0.1617735009569827,0.0,0.0,0.04233890466607237,0.06430637397807082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06404453473223916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13988136827339073,0.0,0.14675952143985502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13191965875303308,0.0,0.0662691077325696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06074680960174119,0.0,0.06838647065859832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190144248073025,0.13042978016304485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0603348694248793,0.050440756061081365,0.0,0.192578577180166,0.05054416913930787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05246857233378631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06273224298709303,0.0,0.08978980082450162,0.0,0.0506539484994185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059780453010625935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087831714993016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427793179522301,0.2844962016938321,0.0,0.10071002244268824,0.036985570926702495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054781714406319966,0.0,0.0,0.11223502215206298,0.10069291644487503,0.10175676525137664,0.0,0.0,0.11759739991429488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644145508322873,0.0,0.045057667765893886,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SomebodyGetMeATaco,2019/01/25,"Flipping coins when you're conflicted I'm insanely conflicted by everything all the time. What to have for dinner, which bus to take to school, which song I should buy this week. It drives my dad crazy and eventually he just told me to flip a coin. It makes everything so easy! If you lack a coin, type ""flip a coin"" into Google and it'll flip a digital coin for you. 

Rule: You can't argue with the outcome. Pretend you have no other option but the one your coin landed on. It makes the decision for you so you don't have to be upset.

But, if you find that you *really* would rather the coin have picked the second option, then it just helped you discover which choice is better to you, and by all means pick that other option!

If there are more then two options, roll a dice (or a digital dice!). ",2.3189451476793224,4.463110050632913,3.2306582278481066,90.66138818565405,78.2405063291139,6.998143459915612,19.39409282700422,8.021203637495839,0.6713632067510553,620,14,131,11,15,197,94,158,0.067,0.884,0.05,0.2651,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,11,0,1,7,3,1,1,12,0,12,1,0,4,2,32,18,14,0,7,9,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,14,5,1,2,3,2,8,1,3,2,0,3,1,1,14,1,14,13,4,9,0,0,0,0,16,3,0,8,5,91,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356892957962425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4790091687094201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435675972832136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17862304409587335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557691141584334,0.0,0.0,0.29028640778010256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18058093982235293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707207139944329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26970273302079306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20036777982919146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15539282261807158,0.0,0.0,0.25464320603372703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603226115222637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21376269957049548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18930728928330728,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,UnlikelyJuice,2019/01/25,"Paranoid that google/Microsoft and other big companies are always watching me? I know that a lot of our privacy is invaded from the moment we agree to the terms and conditions, yet recently I feel such extreme paranoia and anxiety when being online that my heart starts racing and it feels so suffocating in here.

I feel like I'm in that black mirror episode and it's killing me inside and I'm terrified and so scared. What can I do?",4.303270223752151,6.4275940602409705,5.241514629948366,78.60240963855424,72.25301204819277,9.080206540447504,29.929432013769365,9.606745405546679,3.1070323580034427,349,15,62,9,7,114,62,83,0.199,0.7440000000000001,0.056,-0.9127,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,0,0,0,6,3,1,1,3,0,5,1,1,0,0,13,12,10,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,9,1,5,11,2,9,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,1,7,44,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572895434242425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365466912581104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4690413430344842,0.2209014485397532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664182627446572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420977816102715,0.0,0.16993508551350456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15106559267781305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628813822952962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053100079505344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095756224824103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188621759787552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mommiegeek,2019/01/25,"Coping strategies for a figure skater? This is for my sixteen year old daughter. She's been skating since she was 9, and has always had some issues with other skaters ""encroaching"" on her space.  Fortunately, our club and the number of skaters using the Freestyle ice that the arena provides were small. The past year however our club has doubled in size and there are a lot more skaters on the ice whom my daughter has to share the space with. Some days she can handle this. Some days are horrible. 

When she's having a bad day, every perceived encroachment is a personal attack and she becomes much more rigidly fixed in her protection of her personal space. The more skaters seem to skate too close to her (in her perception) the more upset and stressed out she will become. 

The strategies she's been given to use in other places (school, home, public places) don't translate well to an ice rink. For example, she can't put in ear buds, she can't have a fidget toy, she can't use a small ball of putty/clay.  She claims that she loves skating and doesn't want to stop, but it's getting harder and harder for her to not tense up and become frustrated on the ice. This is naturally affecting her practice time, so she's not doing as well as she would like, which leads to more frustration and it's a constant cycle. 

Does anyone have any suggestions that might help her relax and focus on the ice? ",7.073471177944863,7.044855996240603,6.453067669172935,80.38228320802007,64.22556390977444,9.348972431077694,31.643107769423555,8.841846274778883,2.4282840100250627,1109,37,208,15,15,341,144,266,0.095,0.828,0.077,-0.6143,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,2,0,0,1,6,13,3,3,19,0,26,2,1,5,0,35,34,15,0,2,3,2,0,1,1,3,0,1,1,2,12,14,0,3,4,5,0,2,7,7,2,0,6,1,26,6,30,25,11,32,0,0,0,1,35,19,0,6,12,143,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215179113288133,0.0,0.0,0.09165831877923336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424469980005863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533372230565843,0.0,0.0,0.1125397183216868,0.0,0.4465778261524717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14565453776342388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607752299464444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795112900243908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356204787327015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041952017104718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090343442639158,0.0,0.13520019247931073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14068036336981565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584906860917795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458925803017007,0.12164858789723662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14298542412005893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908237200698942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143402498621518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866738887788332,0.0,0.23537786119549364,0.2816429578568301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354960003159077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364094622483879,0.0,0.12270306368171865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149541930040126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268616840279935,0.154395588279647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859412892547908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34923249934481554,0.0,0.0,0.0794995956527173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423755311721677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574728903041957,0.0,0.0,0.17359404635603584
anxiety,ILoveToTalk98,2019/01/25,Everyone hates me?? I (20F) have recently been dealing with a lot of anxiety. Recently being since I started college. And I get these random days where I read too much into every interaction and start to feel like everyone hates me. I know this isn’t true and that it’s just my anxiety telling me that but I can’t shake the feeling and I don’t want to be sad right now but it’s ruining my whole day. Any advice to get through this??,1.1677272727272765,3.55461122727273,3.1283636363636376,88.30754545454548,84.45454545454547,7.156363636363636,24.70909090909091,8.238735603445708,1.7805645454545456,340,14,71,8,10,114,62,88,0.187,0.735,0.079,-0.8559,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,2,1,2,0,7,0,0,0,1,16,17,6,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,5,0,0,1,2,12,2,7,14,3,11,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,2,8,48,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17885489762827264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446674591381872,0.0,0.2800350545235548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360785485242509,0.18869599861642175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15421075518676955,0.34978621260502124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185091038294763,0.1307567416334365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912513482952643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614086663066956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058855755736043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941926276196446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15560564773227764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454818488255466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830796328159006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614402901527943,0.0,0.0,0.1563067072798147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514043919793332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590992968761433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997637676303636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795589646577694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20434657280362326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nogginoak,2019/01/25,"Anxiety without knowing it? Despite loving going out, meeting friends etc I’ve recently started feeling really nauseous and having an upset stomach before/at social events. However, i don’t feel anxious about these kinds of events at all. Is it possible to have some sort of symptoms related to anxiety without being consciously aware of it? Not asking for a diagnosis, I just want to know if it’s possible and if anyone else has had this sort of experience. Thanks x",5.821071428571429,8.262917059523813,7.070952380952381,65.74071428571429,68.8809523809524,10.038095238095238,38.19047619047619,10.290406445055957,4.999019047619047,379,22,53,11,7,128,66,84,0.132,0.77,0.098,-0.4587,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,2,0,7,3,1,0,1,19,17,4,0,3,6,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,2,2,4,13,15,3,7,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,5,4,39,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892457119649589,0.2135728713405756,0.0,0.13218826845365075,0.1937042312212605,0.0,0.0,0.17673638096975985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579271514240954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108409030625664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849273336856786,0.0,0.0,0.19117888380434533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605968570261207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074415633599453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968666512271764,0.20779404918222252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17062515163274405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4262513032350165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111037426918002,0.0,0.18666422715530534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19271283185182106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381067724193893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19649550366037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17405198888420814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115066832871544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36447521854831605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,skyesspreview,2019/01/25,I can’t ever sleep My anxiety prevents me from sleeping & it’s fucking annoying. I’ll lay down to go to bed and my mouth will sometimes feel like a dry sponge is in there expanding &  I began to think of every embarrassing moment I’ve been through which is a lot because I have social anxiety too haha. Then a panic attack forms so I give up and stay awake. I literally have to basically pass out from exhaustion to get some sleep. Point of this is: every time I sleep I get a panic attack and stay up for hours to prevent more panic attacks and sleeping is a very difficult thing to achieve ,3.9815312791783377,5.431496042016812,5.432212885154061,79.6665452847806,71.77310924369748,8.314098972922503,29.188608776844074,8.841846274778883,2.3969320261437908,475,19,90,9,9,160,79,119,0.261,0.677,0.061,-0.9768,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,13,5,4,5,1,9,8,6,0,1,12,17,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,5,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,11,0,0,2,1,10,2,18,14,4,16,0,0,0,1,2,6,1,2,7,59,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496338084465839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17625219549722693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931628125368824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022358619751096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420311888158386,0.19411844147295707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058247532477347874,0.08229742104311566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649862591258884,0.12037232298004967,0.1105083471531417,0.06546963583729427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344675182906296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05627988756034113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793715680075736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4054798346217519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889927492151616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5764056006586402,0.1174297778993047,0.0,0.0,0.1139336939896698,0.0,0.0,0.2455713221666546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653238298218354,0.07381417921534379,0.0,0.0,0.06717283679563553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505035309600207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,connorisntwrong,2019/01/25,"I've been putting off the thought of post-secondary education A month ago, my dad gave me an ultimatum; if I'm not in school, or making significant steps towards self-reliance by September, I'm getting kicked out. I'm sort of frozen now, and panicking quite a bit. Should I find a therapist to discuss this with?",8.116499999999998,7.121213650000001,8.140000000000004,72.32500000000003,62.5,12.0,41.66666666666667,11.20814326018867,4.598166666666668,249,13,48,6,3,81,51,60,0.055,0.911,0.034,-0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,11,9,3,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,9,5,1,9,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,3,25,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634819984841981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245049978754787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716685445884935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15529367092327148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19840750274466065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372511363109093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846701606441185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29880452512837896,0.0,0.31614733589048777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300818950338874,0.0,0.0,0.31008223011715824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451141918919401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23597237826306436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_KJK,2019/01/25,"Anxiety is running my life along with loneliness and the absence of people to talk to. Workload, stress, adoption, abortion, loneliness, near death experiences, secluded since a child, heath, hypertension, alcoholic parents since a child, child abuse, never meeting my biological parents, can't trust women, ""don't be a pussy"", several attempts at suicide, self hate, self harm, mood swings, drug abuse, low self worth, everybody's looking at me, I feel like I'm dying, blackmail, and lawsuits

Nobody I could let this out to, so thought I'd just leave it here. ",12.408473684210527,10.372089400000004,10.689342105263162,60.72664473684214,55.0,13.710526315789476,49.01315789473684,12.161744961471696,6.103263157894737,443,24,67,10,4,137,76,95,0.362,0.599,0.038,-0.9885,2,0,2,0,2,1,28.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,1,1,4,0,6,3,0,0,1,10,11,3,3,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,7,2,5,1,0,2,0,1,1,3,4,0,0,1,2,5,2,10,7,0,7,0,1,1,0,11,5,0,0,2,33,7,1,0.0,0.3732363286303478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16832539090016752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049121331117073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575525957776645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163465756513975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18265627969244305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15407052127975224,0.0,0.0,0.07963947161938065,0.112521901765715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15550399137906112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16677549519393556,0.0,0.16105996075899973,0.11125073440110668,0.07694919110688139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226488198531766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147788791223213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497822533500313,0.0,0.0,0.10919442474462114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4929375034660166,0.17793628969195613,0.0,0.2605802180197474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18042192364333653,0.0,0.0,0.17228536263126934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659688842405184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504170800541567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mscard03,2019/01/25,"Anxiety causing visible swelling?  

I recently had my first anxiety attack back in October after a google search on some symptoms that lead me to some pretty bad stuff. It was by far the worst anxiety i have ever felt over the past 3 months. I have been constantly lightheaded since the first panic attack and have had a lot of common symptoms that people on talk about. Shortness of break, tight legs, back pain, bowl issues, and vision issues. My main issues have been tingling in my middle finger, tightness in my forearm, and a sharp pain in my elbow and shoulder all in my right arm. I have been to many doctors including neurologist, orthopedic, thoracic, pain management, ent, PT, ER 3 times and have had almost every part of my body scanned by CT and MRI. I counted over 20 blood test and so far every single thing has come back normal.

One doctor thinks I have thoracic outlet, but another doctor says I don't and that they are just trying to slap a generic label on my problem. This doctor also believes it is my body stuck in ""fight or flight mode."" The one issue that seems odd is that after using my right hand, such as in typing, my fingers will visibly slightly swell and my hand feel tight. I know stress can cause muscle tightness and my PT keeps commenting on how tight the muscles are on the right side of my body from jaw to shoulder. Has anyone had anxiety/stress cause physically visible symptoms such as swelling?",8.255714285714284,7.841332165413537,7.745563909774437,73.3718045112782,61.93233082706767,10.306766917293233,34.78947368421053,9.606745405546679,3.274206015037594,1140,42,194,18,14,359,154,266,0.135,0.815,0.05,-0.9578,0,0,0,0,1,0,31.0,0,0,1,3,11,11,3,2,10,0,24,28,15,6,2,39,33,17,0,2,3,0,12,0,0,1,13,1,0,0,10,11,0,6,5,0,0,2,1,11,1,4,10,14,24,0,30,22,8,39,0,0,1,0,5,22,0,6,14,132,34,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562479498175572,0.0,0.0,0.06838142315290366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966351989055528,0.196242185234094,0.0,0.0,0.059789799446357025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19455739863704852,0.0,0.1972531595339582,0.07139634592160883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963392298300448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849432785428387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635235332403345,0.0,0.07365833156589495,0.0,0.09240472535646543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35008786188225666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734768050157173,0.14408984444674725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04323586069609537,0.0,0.08210193763729852,0.0,0.0,0.14546762505738733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3569962334122338,0.0,0.07600422445226478,0.0,0.0,0.04699344606025972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269659483096433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669258660679002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825237491899502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378055046650376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158860647437528,0.0,0.27296244225223004,0.10032625073917456,0.0,0.0925977879307411,0.08162790472690633,0.05928109316963126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699327540538902,0.0,0.08182045317659836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442970647836419,0.0,0.0,0.21907235760554825,0.0,0.06800009614643254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784407594854442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707338319640372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19590027403613552,0.0,0.0978872136596211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26662941182447963,0.0,0.06872880144937356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05680830257736216,0.05479063977847212,0.0,0.0,0.04986091754851765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058054918870804564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385222065635125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AnxietyRiddenLAGirl,2019/01/25,"Trying to take control again I just heard this morning that my therapist is moving to another location and I didn’t know I would take it this hard.
I’ve only been seeing her for 3 months. So when I left the building today in tears I was surprised at how much I felt about it.
I’ve been working on not repressing my feelings lately. So I went to my car for a safe place. I cried my eyes out for 4 minutes to let myself feel what I was feeling. Gave myself a few minutes of driving in silence to accept what’s happening, and then played the baddest bitch song I had on my iPod on high with the windows down.
Because remember ladies and gentleman, anxiety is a bitch but we can make it our bitch.
I hope everyone else who reads this is going about their day with their heads up high, because YOU. CAN. DO THIS.
I believe in you.
Have a good day <3",2.486124031007755,4.31786962790698,3.700604651162792,88.95447286821707,76.55813953488372,6.6796899224806205,26.001550387596893,7.554174236665415,1.3353080620155042,664,25,137,9,15,216,113,172,0.094,0.802,0.104,0.1695,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,2,2,2,2,8,10,3,1,7,0,15,2,2,3,0,24,30,9,0,2,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,11,7,0,3,7,4,0,5,2,4,0,0,10,9,26,6,23,18,2,27,0,0,2,0,10,14,3,1,8,96,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647220561454112,0.12017305103080765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915206238168552,0.0,0.0,0.17698609249827027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761892516394476,0.0,0.0,0.17255545878516748,0.2026194863878905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122813471154995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15010576603980286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23828754041009664,0.0,0.15083057187187998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927759301094602,0.13175923434475414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389137416635016,0.0,0.14072135229032598,0.0,0.1612191654378187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319474004245325,0.0,0.15602533614019304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633229065569886,0.0,0.17720381824914536,0.0,0.17067822056654589,0.1606346749395439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485847285275812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538735426835054,0.16696129668630694,0.11547887042572907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947365689906435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16412511114678238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713202830637865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779518007283158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518000712017452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362235344851241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18239303766740456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14890249473884926,0.0,0.0,0.10665347085890248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14562355667586924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143630397777296,0.0,0.0,0.11159188622148336,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,weristjonsnow,2019/01/25,"Lexapro + Alcohol question Had a question regarding drinking + lexapro. I feel like since i started taking lexapro about a year ago that my hangovers are absolutely brutal the next morning despite not drinking nearly as much as i was a short time ago. has anyone else noticed this? im aware that its not recommended to drink on this medication, but lets be real, it happens sometimes. any thoughts or anecdotes?",4.6178424657534265,7.778540424657535,4.618065068493152,78.20600171232877,76.26027397260275,6.389726027397263,37.892123287671225,7.6454224807358475,3.4226178082191776,333,21,51,5,8,103,58,73,0.065,0.909,0.026,-0.3823,0,0,4,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,4,0,6,5,0,0,0,9,11,4,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,0,4,0,4,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,4,1,6,6,1,9,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,7,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30390484348645497,0.1831945634389714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657066094435488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986000935339255,0.17563881604298887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5037754871124998,0.0,0.0,0.1431984098761673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667449490419256,0.12246162365081704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515850770864559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18516171761750805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17528733508922725,0.0,0.08374656607907564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17268640496582832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12601254034135811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823058365384172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19516143785208925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38405656993011855,0.0,0.0,0.1951121206477616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417994012242395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16953757453955426,0.0,0.12133110761963115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288856028775836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360873780670523,0.0999556797158348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103880858237652
anxiety,CasenW,2019/01/25,"What to do about Headaches/Nausea/Exhaustion from anxiety? Hi, I’m new to this sub. Due to an overwhelming crapstorm of crap overtaking my life, I’m currently experiencing a new level of anxiety that I haven’t dealt with before. Primarily right now rooted in going back to school in a few days, I had some bad experiences there and essentially lost the future I had hoped for and everything there is a reminder of that, and I so don’t want to go back but I graduate in three months so I’m just trying to finish what I started. But it’s killing me. I’ve started getting headaches and nausea every day, and I never feel rested, and it gets worse every day I get closer to going back. I can’t take meds because my family has a history of substance abuse and I don’t want to risk it, and I don’t think counseling will help because it won’t change my situation. I feel like I’m just stuck for the next three months.",5.548017883755591,5.71521728415301,6.631515151515153,77.14909090909094,67.4153005464481,10.151813214108296,30.84401390958768,10.018931242160765,2.8680207650273224,725,26,144,16,11,244,105,183,0.165,0.769,0.066,-0.9574,1,0,0,0,1,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,11,8,2,2,7,0,12,2,1,1,1,22,33,12,1,3,4,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,9,9,0,0,3,0,0,3,7,6,0,2,4,3,16,2,20,27,3,28,0,2,0,0,2,6,1,2,20,90,25,2,0.0,0.16439941163741034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21229106661214256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32007707909586586,0.11585281530951826,0.16916487165612512,0.0,0.11806843663143884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678209359821298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684522851383457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338104831722746,0.0,0.12470209458384501,0.1357268899413393,0.1308038171453726,0.0,0.14031519734840575,0.09912504773846344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217477876777014,0.0,0.2365692884006049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930030955345255,0.0,0.0,0.13781286546194235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15350944576191006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800522551965013,0.0677876228735219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514651019533029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15412311184178235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22150236637063297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701473446067122,0.2680166909768856,0.14756520623471697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184941566102136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042526915839815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15596399170163364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19641993101855046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432485832843094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889072093117372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420406194363434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16368002532241613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14140098527713751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,R505102,2019/01/25,"I need to say this somewhere because it’s driving me insane I’ve been feeling so low and useless recently and it’s for such a pathetic reason I’m almost embarrassed to say it, I can imagine people reading this and rolling their eyes at how much of a non-issue this is already but please hear me out because it’s constantly at the front of my mind and I can’t do anything to get rid of it. It’s making me not want to get out of bed in the morning and stopping me from falling asleep at night and it often spirals into other things that really leave me feeling like there’s no point in it all.

To cut to the point - I’m a huge fan of a band and have been for years but have never been very active within the “fandom” on social media just because it’s never been my scene really, whatever I’ve been a fan of, I use the internet to stay updated but have rarely had any input/‘fan account’ type tendencies. I don’t really want to get into specifics but I recently attended one of their shows which was incredible, I had the best time and felt so grateful to finally be able to see them live after almost 6 years of loving them. That being said, with all the build up to this I’ve been following them a lot more so on social media - particularly twitter, and so I’m becoming more aware of the ‘fandom’ from a distance through seeing the replies to tweets (haven’t interacted with anyone from it, just see the same users popping up in the replies). Out of curiosity I’ve looked on a few of the popular fan accounts/users that have had interactions with the band personally and they are all very close and seem to have a nice friendship with each other.

Part of me really wants to be a part of this and use Twitter in the same way to connect with other fans but I also see a nasty side to it, bitchiness, bullying, seeing a lot of superiority complexes (mainly from those who have met the band) and it gives me a lot of anxiety to the point where I feel they would hate me for being a fan and not being part of that community - as if they would look down on me for being an outsider of sorts. They really do look down on people who aren’t on twitter and treat them as if they can’t be real fans just because they don’t respond to the members on Twitter 24:7 and go to every single gig they play (trust me I’d love to but 1. I don’t really have the money or time off work to go to all these places, 2. nobody would go with me and I couldn’t go alone and 3. a lot of these places are small venues and would really trigger my anxiety) I just feel like I’m the only ‘big’ fan who isn’t active of social media and it makes me feel like somewhat of a fraud. I think it affects me more because the members of the band use twitter regularly and interact with the fans and I feel like I’m missing out on so much. Like they see these people responding to them all the time and recognise the same faces at the shows and I’m not one of those people - so how am I considered a fan? Don’t get me wrong I don’t feel the need to meet them or be known by them (I get the whole ‘not meeting your idols’ thing and because I’m very awkward and shy I highly doubt I’d approach them if I randomly saw them anyway as I wouldn’t want to embarrass myself). I’m just sick of feeling like I have to prove myself all the time and thinking like this is sort of putting me off of my favourite band and listening to their music leaves me with a pit in my stomach - it’s strange considering they’re the only thing, or were the only thing that could genuinely make me happy and I don’t want that to be taken away. I think at the end of the day it all boils down to me wanting to be accepted and not left out anymore as I’ve always felt, although I was genuinely a lot happier and my love for the music was a lot healthier before I got as heavily involved with all of this.

I’m sorry if this sounds like nonsense and I know it’s such a silly thing to be so caught up about (I’m really embarrassed about it to the point where I’m on a whole separate reddit account) but I need to get this off of my chest. It’s been whirring around in my brain for the last month or so and I have nobody to open up to about it. I have no friends and everyone else in my life is from an older generation so they don’t understand these things in the same way. I probably still won’t be able to get it out of my mind as the urge to check Twitter is always there and I often succumb to it but I just thought it might help to hear what others have to say on the situation, maybe get it from a different perspective.",5.019207188160678,4.761527326638479,6.073813953488372,82.15141860465118,68.54545454545455,9.374714587737843,29.46215644820296,9.045936885302208,2.146801945031712,3585,116,767,59,55,1199,331,946,0.098,0.777,0.125,0.9888,2,1,0,0,0,1,53.0,0,1,21,2,32,33,2,5,63,0,68,12,6,11,11,166,148,70,0,20,27,0,10,8,1,7,2,8,1,1,60,56,1,1,23,9,4,12,24,11,0,2,23,29,84,22,146,104,34,98,0,3,11,3,56,61,0,25,30,546,144,3,0.10051161653233023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10064786508420162,0.05204986100498482,0.05545853411155155,0.040189551713528816,0.08363371677262141,0.0,0.0,0.03417567296608946,0.0,0.07689111153484013,0.0,0.049840257661516375,0.03514002964544689,0.0,0.04135624813067623,0.04473832420697501,0.0,0.0,0.04721698618610736,0.0,0.0,0.18381284556903787,0.05550359183165197,0.042763991319326206,0.0,0.05274037023836452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05610210261872408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05430867503275122,0.0,0.040125173548195815,0.0,0.0,0.032410838772391044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052506623234605504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041982279121914205,0.0,0.0445117294096468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04234268597948136,0.048021578463669994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20328677341964546,0.1795137973346683,0.09650691419735437,0.05505278147108268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03882751280151665,0.0,0.21005268469662655,0.04820995064777358,0.11424613593287045,0.0,0.04019416082590814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05349824240229024,0.0,0.04961720617071621,0.0,0.0,0.11328389679371866,0.0,0.03368540893383765,0.05309802066854336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05245400696097805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027619277920154527,0.04096519129030198,0.0,0.1064272891760002,0.05460308272769882,0.0,0.035497163619213505,0.19641959519935906,0.0,0.04437679942811333,0.0,0.12660666508450705,0.0,0.0,0.2563541461390979,0.1360734872339098,0.0,0.10063842678123576,0.0,0.05048871424310447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05331347071087537,0.10148808005660157,0.0,0.0401137066896747,0.0,0.07388760316608572,0.11179213512098134,0.0775207550143433,0.0,0.0,0.04716167163597871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810927262338845,0.11466542039961353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16326642887847842,0.0,0.13936419862149352,0.04388143332112552,0.105013246469211,0.0551657859402673,0.19003193169721985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054184261295714825,0.0,0.0,0.050520968054879566,0.0,0.0,0.05026940820161107,0.0572021122035253,0.2575612611905799,0.05167134099066487,0.09924309551390764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047804782125416716,0.1198963075610954,0.0,0.0,0.24028423528021825,0.04575100036936048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05648963412699375,0.0,0.1536884029925574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05625726285034799,0.0,0.05356600486367128,0.04013435339943349,0.04201610601664547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20032635551491085,0.09660567808908188,0.0,0.039897498135077536,0.11721826378602106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05231806877134871,0.0604515495097324,0.13021464767955784,0.0,0.12439891510081567,0.1778530667908683,0.07978144277271168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221763038158558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036586826961555866,0.0,0.0,0.1428011371308128,0.054946837050100034,0.0,0.0647261856440269
anxiety,bigjuicywhopper,2019/01/25,"Boss Called Me In For a Meeting Hi, this is my first time posting in here, but I could really use some support. I am 22 years old, working my first real job, and I am afraid that I'm doing very poorly. I really don't enjoy my work, so I spend a lot of time throughout the day on the internet. This is probably what he wants to talk to me about, how unproductive I have been. I am going to try to find another job soon, something that might be more fulfilling, but I obviously can't tell him that until I have something lined up. Has anyone been in this situation? Do you have any advice on how to keep myself from bursting into tears the minute he asks me what's going on?",4.121014492753623,4.595981536231887,5.6102898550724625,82.14992753623191,70.59420289855072,8.742028985507247,26.20289855072464,8.841846274778883,1.7539507246376818,524,15,110,9,9,178,92,138,0.05,0.919,0.03,-0.3867,2,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,4,6,3,0,1,5,0,18,0,0,4,1,17,26,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,1,0,2,2,2,1,0,2,2,0,18,2,18,21,3,20,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,3,9,80,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16251618989360095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309649096895184,0.17439051726470844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162878065163008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15547738324304414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698210864880134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278498809149894,0.0,0.0,0.10725618009497552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15200431085295846,0.2829263719513938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890355910999927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300739907415575,0.147823953740741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14139079964102766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17642860946026676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17451435006224525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15927899070779264,0.0,0.1793102896428886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18929716973386707,0.21308486652988187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18693938820816072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560670990736351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18872659703932454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13367366405389364,0.14536225492995442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939533762045603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291356110041274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363842705627602,0.0,0.13722315277894445,0.09809393649722876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24215129569772895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709817590728794
anxiety,thehoodred,2019/01/25,"worried about my life right now I've been at this since the start of 2019. eversince the new year hit I started thinking of what I'm doing in my life and looking back I can say that I've done nothing like the other people my age have done. there's a lot of things worrying me and I don't know how to stop it 

I'm worried about my University because I have 4 heavy majors and I just failed the prelims and I'm scared of failing in the finals. Everytime I study it just gets into my head that I'm gonna fail and I'll never graduate in time for my grandfather to see me March up the stage. 

I'm also worried about my family. I love my parents so much they're doing everything to keep us happy. my dad is working so hard and so is my mom but I have 2 brothers who have special needs that have been spoiled too much and they are out of control but my parents keep on taking care of them and I'm afraid that they'll die just doing that and not living their life to the fullest. I want them to be happy with something else. I can do nothing to help them since in my country I am obliged to live under their roof until I graduate. 

and I'm also worried about my life cause I'm 20 and I'm so lost. i don't know where I'm going or what I'm going to do. I love so many things but I did not invest my time in them when I was younger. I regret that so much now that I have only little time for everything. there's also the people in my life that I love so much and I'm willing to do anything to keep  them when I think they don't even care about me. and now I realize that I haven't done anything good/productive this Januaray so far and it's killing me. I'm sorry for the long post I just really needed to get this one out.",1.3819051608579078,2.863020758713141,3.1918624329758707,92.93956308646112,78.67828418230562,5.94936327077748,22.380110589812325,6.6274283507984215,0.37840221179624667,1345,40,309,12,32,450,165,373,0.123,0.7829999999999999,0.094,-0.3944,2,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,10,6,32,17,1,2,10,0,32,9,1,3,1,46,72,33,2,4,10,5,1,1,0,3,5,1,0,0,21,18,0,5,5,0,1,2,7,8,0,1,8,4,53,9,40,59,6,41,0,5,2,3,22,17,0,2,21,209,74,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19369823071780404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288084009393408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06208246860617996,0.0,0.04921708013359975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16463535888361253,0.08294007314273814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055443057568516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379320299249671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478687384845724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06744616316681784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05332662764233564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451240537559586,0.0,0.07611251540817672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.088444433212003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436445056100884,0.0,0.09177042893420094,0.06771912774562303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718940115530498,0.0723253082007972,0.0,0.08286038784014116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05411691872885169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152906904345031,0.08932453433578863,0.0,0.08874288695680012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28513786524883905,0.03944446425986533,0.08092059573911213,0.1425861062167704,0.07145050906609875,0.06779950945889297,0.0,0.08813496546059829,0.06864048328096704,0.2186073461139364,0.0,0.0,0.08185556772505878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455926358305117,0.0,0.0,0.23740661266499066,0.11973227345504607,0.06227005299461118,0.07797717592199645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549404029940752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054710096862422126,0.061404818220291923,0.0,0.0,0.1792997872042171,0.0,0.0,0.11194700093034736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732459910011782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0517227721167344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06894973340686525,0.0,0.0642060260662341,0.08083273206213308,0.0,0.06433766054824226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13357446580862972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062155987084711824,0.0,0.09037947936329488,0.11429341553165305,0.0,0.0,0.0675005073879795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06070485984482955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727735879096936,0.1034671844647614,0.0,0.0,0.14123677258834694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971177639041545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047621310758528886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05877815956202221,0.4099663300818032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05199256649973096
anxiety,Mistixx,2019/01/25,"does anyone else hate the word anxiety? hearing the words anxiety and depression make me so uncomfortable for some reason, perhaps because if i talk about it to anyone i dread a bad response.",8.542058823529409,9.263970852941178,8.392941176470586,65.16823529411766,61.05882352941178,11.505882352941176,40.52941176470589,11.20814326018867,5.083576470588237,155,8,23,4,2,50,30,34,0.463,0.537,0.0,-0.9621,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,7,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4241094028701117,0.0,0.0,0.3876447275187512,0.28402075618882544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23144764923862676,0.16897652324616164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387490942538872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425766826128249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315622569905721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27367433323695456,0.0,0.0,0.312420804335842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185030936328871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285004354022366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222800191313872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Throwaway35741864,2019/01/25,"Dark Thoughts Dark days. Severe anxiety disorder. CPTSD.  Because life. What do you do to pull through? On the darkest days?   


Happy mom with happy life and happy kids on the surface. But a husband who rants and raves and threatens divorce every time I don't automatically agree with him. Usually when I'm sticking up for myself or a child. Too tired to smile past the lump in my throat on the school runs, too tired to shine bright for the children, too tired to guess his moods, and play his games, too tired of walking on broke glass. Just want to go to sleep and never wake up. Because that feels safer and more secure than life. I'll be fine. Just having a day when it's too much to keep inside. ",2.405672268907562,4.845787382352945,2.6882773109243705,93.09117647058828,79.58823529411767,5.0621848739495805,21.478991596638657,6.18269132825596,0.1512873949579827,548,16,112,4,14,167,92,136,0.193,0.6409999999999999,0.166,-0.5388,0,0,0,0,1,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,9,9,0,0,8,0,5,11,3,0,1,18,12,10,0,1,4,2,1,0,0,0,8,0,0,3,4,8,0,2,2,2,0,4,2,1,0,0,1,3,7,7,21,10,2,21,0,1,2,0,12,8,0,2,9,65,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268932433992263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16365668748704296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597111995176926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15384481486426718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309868532724407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06787319429062841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628878210505254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14787486641637554,0.0,0.0,0.4286866132641613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931413900644228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28444222032522315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572142821883048,0.0,0.0,0.09867809028594564,0.0,0.10353022340087484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814239263118374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585287633863044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15164721859702365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433183401863336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065675094185112,0.07827344453871764,0.6171330426705129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784076807834745,0.0,0.07917521672736721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,80want,2019/01/25,"Billing problems with my therapist I finally started seeing a therapist a few months ago. Unfortunately I didn't really know what I was doing process-wise and found someone who ended up out of network on my insurance. This has triggered all kinds of billing headaches that the therapists practice has shoved off on to me. I've had to figure out for them where to submit bills. Then they sent me an invoice to pay for my sessions out of pocket saying I needed to deal with my insurance. I was so upset about this- to my mind this is all a dispute between them and the insurance, not my problem to resolve. And my therapist hasn't reached out as she usually does to schedule our next session. Thankfully my wife works in the medical field and took care of everything with my insurance so the big bill got paid, but then I discovered that the practice has charged me twice for a session. I really like my therapist, but I am so mad about the billing shenanigans. Ironically what I really want is to be able to talk to a therapist and hash out how I'm feeling about this billing stuff and why I feel so upset about it. Admittedly I'm mostly venting, but has anyone else been there with insurance bs?",6.50312030075188,7.0881229210526335,6.753533834586468,75.64973684210528,65.40350877192982,10.54937343358396,36.89974937343358,10.451354775682146,3.9780591478696734,958,47,174,23,14,309,129,228,0.098,0.8370000000000001,0.065,-0.8223,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,3,2,11,10,1,2,12,0,15,1,0,2,2,36,32,17,0,4,4,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,11,15,0,0,7,0,8,2,3,5,0,1,10,4,28,5,38,21,4,24,0,0,1,0,12,12,0,1,11,128,39,5,0.10921152301385094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680942570554564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636323618567424,0.1119001113483838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113484262790816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259228476539715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557173975288724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123221376152214,0.0,0.09672899369286957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815227488519357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104412549498193,0.0,0.0,0.11963588524460204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197447979999017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734643161667045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372699529697515,0.06001979692034251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05335523365746024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001911980150612,0.0,0.0,0.11027250553838176,0.0,0.08717159573094989,0.0,0.0,0.08097896050058707,0.0,0.0,0.11614769370294595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20900135637180745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098910944906332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684938653017969,0.0,0.0,0.0870274441784888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253456904484826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730047809782778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502106522290152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778008533956712,0.0,0.10054729736029054,0.0,0.7608179741788911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133802048145485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028106331200275,0.0,0.06441578584656149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854641275424086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950728945704491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,T560,2019/01/25,"Serious Parnoia I have always had various forms of anxiety and now a new one has resurfaced this month. I am having serious paranoid thoughts.The nature of my dad's job is a bit hazardous to warrant fears of harm for retribution (he is not  a mob boss but that doesnt mean his job is entirely safe)From worrying about being kidnapped to my face getting disfigured and even believing that my thoughts are being manipulated by some people.Worries of the  closest people being murdered,jailed and even the R word.
I have a  silly fear of being on a Truman Show type show. Then again even a call from a friend causes me to worry about a plot against me. So right now I am freaking out and I wanna seriously run away from my life and never come back. ",5.35048951048951,6.63638758041958,5.9953916083916114,77.54847202797205,68.3006993006993,8.796923076923079,32.481818181818184,9.120678840339163,2.91582013986014,596,26,107,11,10,194,98,143,0.207,0.7559999999999999,0.037000000000000005,-0.9669,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,10,9,0,2,10,0,16,2,1,3,1,18,20,8,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,2,2,0,2,3,7,0,1,2,0,12,2,19,14,4,15,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,8,81,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362701638889635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252839736746859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538677627688578,0.12592939493015592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18451325620129586,0.0,0.0,0.17879495473381968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16722797703653827,0.0,0.0,0.16823740197225648,0.0,0.14107377262153947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245065847138322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3685746557349552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652867137899554,0.0,0.08556331965595633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32503387468306993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156759376636266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17839407042248456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13072003961410092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630989507881035,0.15817055607936711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097511985483803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353783449584773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985910037826324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13001547269286146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4989506349990621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,breiner2,2019/01/25,"Another dream about my cheating ex Since my ex of over two years cheated on me, I’ve had dreams about him many nights. When we first broke up, it was about us getting back together, and then as I got over him, he would just make appearances. I think I just never got any closure because he told me he cheated, cut me out, and that was it. Something reminded me of him yesterday night so I guess I thought of him and had a dream about him attending a wedding I had invited him to when we were still together (we broke up nearly two years ago). I feel guilty because I am now with someone else and have been for a while. I love this person very much but I still see my ex in my dreams, and frankly, he’s just as terrible to me there as he was in real life. ",4.032499999999999,4.352016737179491,4.714512820512823,89.04715384615385,70.73076923076924,8.547692307692307,29.06153846153846,8.548686976883017,1.807743076923077,585,21,133,9,10,188,91,156,0.115,0.815,0.07,-0.7184,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,4,0,0,1,15,8,4,0,3,0,11,2,0,1,1,23,23,14,0,1,4,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,10,0,0,3,4,0,2,1,7,0,3,12,2,29,1,23,10,1,27,0,2,1,1,22,9,0,2,16,94,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006463362956132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11512243981297453,0.17751445385932785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301729210476296,0.0,0.206394211772313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14141937764384835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559769020861062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439972803197726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844660343461005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27079202595980945,0.0,0.1864911050296083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957394624939888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527900841413415,0.0,0.11300183458460952,0.17163264596282968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244470175737692,0.0,0.1305662431614766,0.0,0.0,0.3177328335146156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478167722236479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19268813596910045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490154942230906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14003774964221705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343816318072672,0.13032707269971966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703890974286564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847366363433547,0.0,0.1343966900754578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16176305531403448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307418380649228,0.0,0.20363402578613607,0.0,0.0,0.13968129348131136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025816822157676,0.0,0.0,0.21803334841486605
anxiety,uthrewitontheground,2019/01/25,"Anxiety has caused me to deter all men away from me? This is less a question and more a discussion/frustration post. I had my first panic attack at 19 and now I’m about to be 28. I left college because of my attack and I stayed home for about two years and didn’t do much with friends or family. Since then, I’ve gotten a lot better with college, I graduated four years ago and I have decent (albeit, low paying) jobs. So professionally, I am physically putting myself out there in the public. 

However, I’ve noticed that in the past three years, I’ve had a major aversion to men. Not really sexual aversion because I’m still attracted to them, but I don’t want them near me at all. Every single man. My anxiety tells me not to trust them. I’ve been harassed on the street since I was 9, I’ve been grabbed on and groped and told to smile and I know not every man is like the 14 or 15 I’ve interacted with recently but I just can’t stand to be around them. I tried talking to my previous therapist about it and she was pretty lost on how to help.

I’ve never been in a relationship or had sex, and I think I’ve started resorting myself to being a modern day spinster. 

Has anyone felt this way or experienced this? If so and you don’t feel this way anymore, what changed? ",3.2210465116279074,4.627358197674422,4.8541782945736465,83.23684883720931,73.6124031007752,8.105736434108527,25.69069767441861,8.697196308434329,1.7675776744186051,997,33,205,19,20,337,147,258,0.106,0.809,0.085,-0.4927,2,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,4,3,11,11,3,1,10,0,22,1,0,2,3,39,33,22,0,2,11,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,7,16,0,0,5,0,1,1,8,6,0,4,13,4,28,5,31,17,8,35,0,2,0,1,19,15,0,7,15,139,35,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172100670814343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20230453170381785,0.0,0.13113232186326276,0.0924552539243662,0.0,0.0,0.11770886838857395,0.0,0.3008515475953559,0.12423035755593005,0.0,0.0,0.16120706672812662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694284860257735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583217319335888,0.13987721283696242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527461014795623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22281163809888213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465058184013494,0.0,0.06685726522435394,0.0,0.12695736667839613,0.0,0.0,0.1124710764795407,0.0,0.0,0.10215721476435734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862807083395867,0.0,0.1326331152077168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121356203224038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266776320566913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366356345111067,0.0,0.0,0.06459877713930362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14433992446850002,0.11241352532991468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972010721321118,0.0,0.10198057829738276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053978712499255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551383191323814,0.0,0.0,0.12622435145665853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663562906435485,0.13452102936946078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292330647261988,0.1481229973440061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470714184336396,0.0,0.13055688467763346,0.14196087177805186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21875686006091705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935900007384748,0.14093495740764853,0.1055955806547153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627797465051288,0.1155710524876354,0.0,0.0,0.15352417931821355,0.0,0.08472486210531635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263472818749531,0.0,0.08977254172886766,0.0,0.1291652539595775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799011847403484,0.20990914419900303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25544696417392865
anxiety,stippy2010,2019/01/25,"Cancelling flights because of the shutdown My husband and I are supposed to be going on vacation next week. I read an article last night about the increased danger of flying during the government shutdown. I am already terrified of flying. I have only ever been on two flights and I avoid it at all costs. 
We leave next Thursday and I don’t know what to do. I can’t stop these panic attacks over the flight and I’m about to cancel them and just drive the 20 hours to our vacation. Or cancel the whole thing together. My husband is wonderful and supportive of whatever I decide, and I do have anti anxiety medication from my dr but I don’t think it’s going to help once I get to the airport I am that panicked about it. Any advice would be greatly appreciated. ",4.054031531531532,5.915562195945951,5.405135135135133,78.27747747747749,72.31081081081079,8.176576576576577,31.25225225225225,8.841846274778883,2.8236198198198204,607,28,108,12,12,203,93,148,0.162,0.746,0.092,-0.5515,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,2,0,1,0,5,6,2,2,8,0,15,2,0,0,2,20,23,9,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,8,0,2,4,1,1,4,3,4,0,1,1,0,18,2,18,19,3,17,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,9,80,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17881357542706547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20193160461887344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443798941910456,0.0,0.13998517795230495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081750570423206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154767386103014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655229553160739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560358102409962,0.0,0.2079923849413935,0.0,0.0,0.2017447125268867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265287547216185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18020613812044364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056531782129703,0.14915949264239126,0.0,0.1937576751967393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843409727617365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.389219235344949,0.17172166885633458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948760513678911,0.0,0.13917047938926536,0.0,0.214696774492057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18303733454213525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15298600736023954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076524044581569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156897360230022,0.11725120341012495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787525065158478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678178789149213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042993610676889,0.0,0.0,0.19844248010761764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998929391201894,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Wolvenfire86,2019/01/25,"I keep making small mistakes at work and it feels like my boss is losing faith in me. I've made a number of mistakes at my job. A few big (which I'm working on), but most really small and easy to fix.  I like it here, a lot, and I need this job so badly. I feel like I've grown so much since working here. I finally moved out of my parents house and I'm on my own now.

But I keep making these tiny mistakes, little things slip through the cracks. I double and triple check and I try to be as diligent as I can...but it's just so hard to be perfect and accurate and correct when you have a thousand things to do.

My boss is a great guy who doesn't disrespect me and isn't mean at all, but I keep getting a bad vibe from him. He sounds less happy to talk to me these days now, after 2 years on the job. He was very happy to talk to me today but then I made two very small clerical mistakes and his tone changed. I have no idea if he's just busy and needs to focus or if he's sick getting sick of my shit. I can't get the idea out of my head that I'm in big trouble here, and I fear the worst because I can't stop worrying about it.

Work is so hard...not the job itself, but fitting in and feeling like I'm liked. Despite working with cool people, I feel like a rift is between us now. And it's so hard to not worry about these things. I was having a good morning and then I my mood just went crashing down after those little mistakes. I feel horrible and have felt horrible so often lately due to winter, stress, anxiety, all of it! 

I just want to feel okay again. I haven't felt okay since college.
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anxiety,neodeej,2019/01/25,"I don't think I can ever go to a doctor again. I went to one for a chronic pain issue and he almost killed me, so I went to ER where I kept waking up to staff asking me if I knew what year it was, and then I was illegally committed to a paych unit for a month.",1.6129999999999995,1.6302189666666678,4.420000000000002,90.09000000000002,76.0,7.333333333333332,20.0,7.1686216300943375,0.1469999999999998,198,3,51,2,4,72,42,60,0.13699999999999998,0.8240000000000001,0.038,-0.7512,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,4,0,4,4,1,0,2,9,11,5,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,2,1,1,6,0,9,0,8,5,0,10,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,5,36,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27912372613980024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260589762476848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853082115575056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521415998072709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15841770280958695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909382700102476,0.0,0.0,0.3083910078301504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22249229571107004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888854169276935,0.0,0.29660526094844586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17860909956992352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.516800432124653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179503202583212
anxiety,Psyll,2019/01/25,"Anyone else get really anxious any time your phone vibrates? I don’t know why, but any time I get a call or text I just get hit with this wave of anxiety to the point that I don’t even want to pick up the phone and look at it, let alone answer.  Anyone else?",4.640654761904763,3.5086336607142883,5.386428571428571,89.69190476190478,69.53571428571429,8.895238095238097,24.023809523809533,7.793537801064563,0.7707095238095238,199,3,49,2,3,65,42,56,0.124,0.8490000000000001,0.027000000000000003,-0.6257,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,10,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,6,8,0,5,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,2,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134440219296495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802925098814741,0.0,0.15765602231930811,0.2328196960440861,0.0,0.28820170173107595,0.4223210555939112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21043791082603786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443185565739105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13611854696129566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32301591906130195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326004812012785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107379622993111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17306121013559975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19481886701210646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202463565782951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24034202189034465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155547634325067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18596149976022955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lavenderfan1991,2019/01/25,"Irrational thoughts All my coworkers are in a meeting except me. Every time this happens I get the irrational thought that they think they're talking about what a menace I am. I know I'm wrong, but it's a recurring thought. Anyone else feel like this?",3.19125,5.861560624999999,3.641500000000004,86.05350000000004,78.16666666666666,7.173333333333334,30.43333333333333,8.238735603445708,2.5240783333333336,202,10,37,4,5,63,39,48,0.16899999999999998,0.759,0.073,-0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,9,11,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,6,1,3,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,22,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897954160518392,0.27811980280633936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267512069040208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22869780655604344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724695926664074,0.19391500915591006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181489417855273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24003129090411424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917495508107276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261065502696054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181711861658184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17392619424708866,0.0,0.6464731818138073,0.15827739310846542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967743028073284,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jolmer24,2019/01/25,"Anxiety and Trust I have an irrational part of my brain. It tells me these shitty horrible anxious thoughts that are not based in reality. ""Your girlfriend is cheating on you. Youre not good enough for her. You should hate yourself because of that. She doesnt love you""

I battle with it. The rational side of me sees these things for what they are. Absolutely shitty untrue irrational thoughts that are not based in reality. It makes it incredibly hard to trust. I become overbearing, jealous and weak. I have let it get the better of me sometimes. I recently snooped on my girlfriends cell phone and she found out. She was hurt, and understandably so. Shes never done anything but love me and treat me with respect. She is the most wonderful person I have ever had the fortune of knowing, and this shitty dark part of myself is trying to fucking ruin it. She was somewhat understanding of me, and when I told her about the way my mind works she wasnt as mad. However I hate it. I hate that I did that. I hate that I cant just be okay and be free of this, happy to enjoy this wonderful relationship. I feel like my anxiety is completely contained to relationship related things. I feel good about myself in so many ways but in this case its very hard for me to trust. 

I felt like sharing. Thanks for reading if you did. This is a good supportive community. ",3.533488372093025,5.90068981007752,4.427306201550387,82.46793604651165,75.31782945736434,7.865891472868217,27.41666666666667,8.72156446121922,2.248834108527132,1073,43,202,23,24,346,136,258,0.215,0.586,0.199,0.5587,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,6,1,2,7,32,9,0,7,1,25,5,1,1,2,37,49,15,0,2,7,0,5,2,2,1,1,0,0,1,24,11,0,1,11,1,1,0,7,12,0,0,12,6,44,21,29,33,5,14,0,2,1,3,28,8,1,5,6,153,68,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633033284766564,0.12057969857287955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783346785129773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06506441143197762,0.11787996177440578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439806541902687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915109444120005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190918009785836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922653638471017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028535671654127,0.0,0.0,0.09654754145334377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079364248742389,0.07625120778479644,0.10248193838567472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11702896167985324,0.0,0.09867440255511416,0.055764414575529365,0.0,0.0,0.2685717139758492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136209488659352,0.19122644402907896,0.4215132155408657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426157918263168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058658535745570374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914334312635683,0.0,0.10429025226003813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19266425762492811,0.0,0.07124616329931019,0.108212115021944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777150273369933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823202907798362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311663054601747,0.0,0.0,0.09319652137450607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676346740227788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538752465819418,0.2291859967699004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505364408287944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556323228578812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211211405030026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329073050331996,0.09826686425075358,0.0,0.0,0.14181942916492551,0.0,0.0,0.16947067387358974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198946855212132,0.0,0.07246577595996065,0.0,0.0,0.22222893125847493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806720954408095,0.0,0.16944188860568524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23149820564415724,0.07770404799668329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheSimbaNinja,2019/01/25,"First anxiety attack in 3 months, because of a personal trainer I didn’t even ask for I’ve been going to the gym for around a year, I’ve had different gyms and I’ve had a PT at my previous gym who was lovely and never once did I have an issue with him, he would stop when I said and would also look out for signs that I wasn’t feeling too good. Absolutely loved him and while even though I felt anxious at the gym, I usually didn’t notice it.

From September I started at a new gym that was more independent, I felt as if I didn’t need a PT for a while as I knew what I was doing. 
Fast forward to the last week, I’ve been approached by a few PTs (they’re obviously pressuring them for new clients) about training. I start to feel anxious when I’m in a situation where I have to tell someone I don’t want something or I’m not interested (I was paying £20 a month to amnesty last year because I was too afraid to say no to the nice person talking to me about it, not fun)

Today I was approached by a rather pushy PT at the end of my workout, I was sitting down on a mat when he approached and asked if I would like a fitness test. 
Caught off guard, being alone and tired from the workout I said sure thinking it was just taking my measurements and weight etc. 
After all that he then said we have to do a physical analysis as well, again, I said okay, mostly because I was used to my old PT stopping when I said stop I thought there’s no harm in burning a few more pounds. 

This guy then pushed me to my very core, every time I said stop he said no, he kept telling me to go until I fail, which is exactly what happened. 
I’d already ran a 5K run on the treadmill before he approached me but he wanted me to run another kilometre, this was after about 20 minutes of core training in which I’d really pushed my limit but I was on the verge of crying and I couldn’t tell this guy I’d had enough, because he was shouting and saying I wasn’t allowed to quit. 
I’d say it came out of no where but I could feel it happening, I had the first panic attack I’ve had in 3 months when I pushed stop and yelled that I was done. It was so awful that I fainted from hyperventilation ON A RUNNING TREADMILL 

When I came through the PT said I was fine and wanted to carry on, luckily the manager was there and said that I blatantly wasn’t okay and needed to stop. 
I was sobbing at this point and couldn’t take a sip of water because I was shaking so much. The PT took me into the back room and proceeding to get me to buy his training plan so as you can probably guess, all that calming down I had tried to do was shot to hell and I panicked again, I said I would contact him and tried to get out. But not before he forced me to add his contact details on my phone and get all of mine. 

I had to fill out an incident report because I was hurt, I then explained the whole thing to the manager and apologised for causing a scene and told her that this has never happened and I’m more than okay to be at the gym but the PTs there shouldn’t approach people in that way because I would have been fine otherwise.

I love the gym a lot and would hate to have this experience again. I understand I should tell the person how I am feeling explicitly however in this situation I couldn’t and I can imagine I’m not the only person that feels this way. If a PT wants to do a free of charge fitness test then the best thing would be to book one in advance, that way if the person is caught off guard and is anxious they can cancel when they’re feeling comfortable. I would hate for this to happen to anyone 

TD;LR a PT at a gym I’ve been at for months pushes me into an impromptu fitness test after I’ve just done an hour workout. I have a panic attack on a treadmill and black out. PT wants to carry on and then tries to get me to buy a plan whilst I’m still having the attack.",5.122839658965898,4.491675164603961,6.04583498349835,83.69773487348733,68.39356435643563,9.013905390539056,30.331793179317927,8.309216665352881,1.9393099779978007,3015,100,662,37,45,1002,303,808,0.13,0.784,0.086,-0.9879,3,1,1,0,0,0,49.0,1,1,2,9,39,35,7,5,53,4,77,7,0,5,10,120,144,61,0,26,17,0,9,1,0,10,2,15,1,7,33,39,2,10,14,12,4,24,21,16,1,3,62,26,83,20,104,65,15,127,1,3,2,3,55,45,2,8,57,452,116,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051128657197221615,0.05447700194585308,0.03947825744000033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0517649290992509,0.03776512758412235,0.16730979373677918,0.0,0.034518104274480044,0.0,0.0,0.04394652354090862,0.09230175867758583,0.2246454290100286,0.0,0.0379596809283643,0.0,0.2106529089498619,0.0,0.08401426671788392,0.0,0.0518069454616534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292392092715005,0.0,0.05071284669179753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03941501867081357,0.0,0.05422662452572682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05157733542628889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103784462005028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043723939128739696,0.05100864270082516,0.055056536880131964,0.06521202573723844,0.0,0.041593284486334536,0.0,0.0,0.04828976929675128,0.0,0.0,0.14976667877038471,0.0,0.09479888779502517,0.0,0.0,0.08398199520299288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316753495442914,0.0,0.05611207606932416,0.041406157642950164,0.0,0.0,0.05438260727291956,0.09776090856174832,0.17461802399491572,0.0,0.0,0.09747811334764037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048615917035725514,0.0,0.05284770562912576,0.0,0.0,0.05152565038111584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048033873903596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02411790818423914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04145530620705702,0.0,0.0,0.04196951092010641,0.13366519233830015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15761501903337286,0.0,0.0362899521772147,0.07320905561942784,0.0761487549105764,0.09535666941566387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05620392404837735,0.05180168680881676,0.05257355850564327,0.033451920760939544,0.037545338634850337,0.0,0.11584156550280793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034224415777985635,0.21552399163791186,0.0,0.0,0.04666716348840238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053225281831357205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05250719673943882,0.0,0.0,0.031625352057703005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4695870979260093,0.11777432427565585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097970610138334,0.0,0.0,0.04182795364405159,0.038004633038840316,0.0,0.0,0.06988352240494877,0.0,0.039424036052570034,0.24763490696908305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04652720675382178,0.0,0.07423471270539718,0.03967880737278607,0.17259348588856094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06559362734711692,0.031631967905087335,0.048502194593096674,0.03919137276811952,0.028785919456129745,0.056739364687222925,0.04679353368472894,0.04717166916359914,0.05484783847104152,0.1005495466677474,0.0,0.0,0.05139211809181917,0.0,0.04263668179394045,0.05437006723436818,0.040732414157562936,0.14558778044501708,0.11755414787279853,0.03959871343404977,0.0601149228165152,0.04438628313492792,0.0,0.0,0.05511577403362447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805475460169057,0.0,0.0,0.06358063006470355
anxiety,lulumelody,2019/01/25,"Seeing a therapist today for the first time ever, would like to hear your stories. Therapy was always too expensive for me, as my insurance has a high deductible and won't cover it. I joined OpenPath, and the sessions are only $30! My anxiety has been through the roof lately, and I've been ruminating on things way too much. I am beyond excited to finally be able to see a professional, albeit a little nervous.

What was your very first session like? Were you nervous to start dealing with your anxiety head on? Was it awkward or a little difficult at all?",5.004214285714287,6.75229840952381,6.273511904761907,73.46169642857143,69.66666666666667,9.44047619047619,33.125,9.827888789773867,3.636071428571429,443,21,74,11,8,149,76,105,0.111,0.8190000000000001,0.07,-0.3078,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,4,0,2,4,7,0,3,8,0,13,1,1,0,2,8,17,5,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,2,6,3,9,3,13,8,2,16,0,0,2,0,6,7,0,1,10,58,13,3,0.18255997555948825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15190452424021875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793157632287633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882113186202059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16513594964940498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19998552976431164,0.0,0.310570843900188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18735920347825896,0.0,0.20575836051042565,0.0,0.0,0.19288463741678008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20593560418392928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17837916519562438,0.3659461114740642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342025876562335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388450878805539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909533288023949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12921689033204328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087732423119075,0.21196620243345285,0.12128473579621846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064521898571714,0.0,0.1730455106527433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063109906390346,0.0,0.1449076111317149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968536873587544,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pinkapricots,2019/01/25,"Advice on fighting nausea so I can party with my friends? Hello,

So it’s my best friends 23rd birthday party tonight. While I’m by no means diagnosed with anxiety, I do I get a lot of anxiety like symptoms when I go through stressful periods in life. (Flu like symptoms, usually.) Yesterday I made a decision that has triggered this.

For the past year I’ve struggled when partying. I get bad nausea when I drink or even look at alcohol. The only way I can successfully drink is if I start at noon hour and slowly drink until like 10 pm. I have to drive an hour to my friends house so this time I only have about 2 hours to drink. 

Is there any tips you have to avoid bad/triggering thoughts, and tips to help my stomach stop clenching up so bad when I drink? I haven’t seen my friends in about a year so I really don’t want to ruin the fun for them. I’m also wondering if there’s better types of alcohol to drink when I’m there. Usually I drink girly fizzy drinks but I doubt the carbonation will help my stomach.

Thanks in advance :)",2.516064073226545,4.576783164251211,3.7652275616577695,87.47249427917622,77.26086956521739,7.449682176455632,26.83676582761251,8.371475516178862,1.871817391304348,813,33,167,16,19,265,116,207,0.108,0.69,0.201,0.958,0,1,10,0,2,0,22.0,0,1,1,4,17,20,1,4,8,0,12,17,2,2,0,19,27,19,0,3,4,0,0,3,4,1,7,0,0,0,4,4,10,2,4,8,0,3,3,8,0,0,3,2,24,12,25,23,2,33,0,1,2,0,10,7,0,6,25,98,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536695779911513,0.0,0.18672205619632054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986157783180214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059407640420904725,0.0,0.13365997240662805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21882528094022044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167869068430687,0.07726261881398082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866832932300074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6846345440906833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057700305269749626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699757715073329,0.0,0.09128375009824087,0.0,0.04964857143934085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711082695332466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580953333883329,0.10080144734459386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061704790256645416,0.1280387151571399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733602060710783,0.0,0.0,0.07427015384769371,0.0,0.08266192821266452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516040172899284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328820858542911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339478701071093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05596490669820567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061833696017026825,0.0,0.0,0.07303668081679618,0.10007032327511386,0.09132740117576264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18160050442132933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042914058618893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06935390051438728,0.050940185381808965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19242889276898625,0.0,0.051527056736873016,0.06934212047857992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473794584353806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251365748883642
anxiety,darcij97,2019/01/25,"DAE worry about their appearance? I’m talking about minor things. I overthink and worry people notice my hair sticking up, that my glasses are a little crooked, that my shirt is a one size too small (not an unflattering or tight small.) All of these small things that they probably don’t even pay attention to, but I do. I just went to the bathroom to pull my hair up and when I left a woman looked at me and smiled but my thoughts were *”She notices my hair. She thinks it looks stupid.”* 
It’s honestly so annoying that I worry like this. ",2.2724415584415567,4.730977352380954,2.967012987012989,90.79207792207794,80.23809523809524,6.103896103896104,22.87878787878788,7.348242739294969,0.9089047619047624,422,14,85,6,11,132,73,105,0.123,0.77,0.107,0.0806,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,0,7,4,2,0,5,0,5,4,4,0,1,14,12,8,0,0,5,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,3,0,1,3,0,1,3,2,2,0,1,3,6,16,2,9,9,1,12,0,0,2,0,6,8,0,2,2,59,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815656441464554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21081676075364536,0.0,0.0,0.09479442537835324,0.19447143010554716,0.0,0.0,0.32587668057793656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4418143268043641,0.0,0.0,0.13148136986472686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451762909123718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20919973524493216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15595588621817624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578129979330106,0.12432812158679599,0.0,0.15404004497249615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17986997055586265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5911479354143901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,User40374,2019/01/25,"Self-hatred stemming from anxiety Over the past year I’ve gotten more and more relentlessly self-critical of myself to the point where it’s nearly self-hatred at times. For whatever reason, this makes my anxiety go through the roof. Does anyone relate to this?",5.690106382978723,8.203010723404256,5.813776595744681,74.30875,69.42553191489361,8.955319148936171,26.643617021276608,9.516144504307137,2.7838553191489366,212,7,33,5,4,67,38,47,0.078,0.922,0.0,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,9,2,2,9,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.362891685846916,0.0,0.0,0.16584523677966026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20756215425735366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479767700909684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15832280058827564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264198795215421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242164493457192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438656389246879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7423069148950486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830445583454562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273933591243805
anxiety,lesfeuilles,2019/01/25,I totally nailed a phone interview today! Just wanted to share a small (could potentially be huge) win today! I’m looking to make a move to the leading company in my industry (in my area) and today I had a phone interview. It went as smoothly as you could imagine a phone interview to go. Feeling proud of myself!,2.8810000000000002,5.347857099999999,5.026666666666667,76.83500000000002,78.0,8.666666666666666,30.0,9.2995712137729,3.305,246,12,43,7,6,85,41,60,0.0,0.807,0.193,0.8879,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,3,1,3,0,0,6,0,4,0,0,2,1,10,11,3,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,3,6,3,9,6,1,12,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,0,3,29,7,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4164520889270003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186734466729766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14821755818680202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21900470238545475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17408474262435972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771870843730353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7416182527034338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15382546382876386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24176243172604764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HruntingBlade,2019/01/25,"Panic attack...when I'm feeling perfectly calm? So I've been in therapy for the past 6 months, and I've been dealing with a slew of past trauma, as well as learning how to cope with anxiety and relationship anxiety. Whereas a few months ago I were a nervous wreck about a lot, I'm surprisingly much more calm.

In my past, I always found myself in this ""be ready for anything"" mentality, and now that my anxiety is far more manageable...I'm now trying to get used to this newfound era of calmness.

This week has been a damn good week overall, but I noticed on Wednesday morning that I suddenly had this indescribable sense of terror. I was able to hold things together as I sat at my desk at work, but my breathing felt labored and I had to take a lap around the building to bring myself back down to Earth.

Same thing happened last night -- I was out and about with my girlfriend at the store, and that feeling came back. It was more of a misplaced energy last night - I felt like I was super excited, trembly, restless, but it wasn't exactly pleasant.

Maybe it's a byproduct of my mind learning how to be calm instead of always vigilant. I plan on chatting with my therapist about this Monday morning.

Has anyone else experienced something like this? Is it normal?",6.727178571428574,6.923651741666667,6.927380952380954,75.93000000000002,64.91666666666666,9.857142857142858,35.89285714285714,9.606745405546679,3.4082857142857144,998,45,181,18,14,322,135,240,0.107,0.73,0.163,0.9199,0,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,4,13,20,1,5,11,0,17,1,1,3,2,33,31,15,0,1,3,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,15,13,0,1,7,1,1,2,1,7,1,0,16,5,20,13,37,13,7,34,0,0,0,0,4,12,1,1,22,125,35,5,0.12412434875908095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002874594027487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065628031236359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28486436117224256,0.0,0.0,0.08679063068720844,0.12718006364058507,0.1021437629487927,0.11049698628570367,0.0,0.14120936588624827,0.0,0.19088792491386386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196518787657902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796675328874824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368996609965778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552200050395185,0.0,0.2383576802118596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360959416996725,0.0,0.0,0.06484984918305164,0.0,0.0,0.10410961469927807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097627516806984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023558217895881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128177408131036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552608258625423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469959177490485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508814919075614,0.0,0.1253302083723147,0.0,0.19814974192827173,0.0,0.09124567826853927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23296458579282836,0.1216155076892869,0.0,0.14131639375285796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14563317918381993,0.0,0.0,0.355472207560075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13326309832648606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955569878417535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933260628010284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194701035026785,0.1441179357926378,0.16492540381850834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427228507117608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720358435331974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19913013101847013,0.0,0.11160269626943252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036400421046976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DizzyWazzoo68,2019/01/25,"What type of anxiety is this? / Is it even anxiety? I have a friend who I think has some form of really bad anxiety, but I'm not sure what kind.    
Her latest example was,  we were driving out for the day, and she overtook some parked cars (putting her car slightly over the oncoming lane). The woman in the car approaching just starting shaking her head in disappointment.  


I could tell my friend wasn't right for the whole day and confessed later on that she has spent nearly the whole day thinking... Was she in the wrong? Was she too far over the other side without realising? How could she have judged it better? Why was the other driver so nasty towards her?  She even got her dashcam and replayed it 10 or more times trying to work out the whole situation!    


As far as I could see, she genuinely hadn't done anything wrong on the road and I assured her of that. But it didn't help.   


Does anyone know if this is a form of anxiety?  Thanks in advance.   
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anxiety,Nastman1984,2019/01/25,"Fear of being judged by dentist When I go to the dentist, I'm not scared of the whirring machines. I'm not scared of treatment itself, and I'm not scared of sitting in a chair for a half hour.

I'm scared of the judgment of dentists.

When I used to visit and orthodontist, the one I had for a particular time keeps coming to mind. All I can remember was her face looking so disappointed. She lightly scolded me for my braces management, and I felt like I was holding in a cry for about a good half hour. My eyes watered so bad that I could barely see through them.

Every time I have an appointment like this, I cannot stand the anxiety that is being judged about my dental hygiene. I brush every day, but I rarely floss and usually just brush once in the morning or at night.

The day of, I am obsessive about getting my teeth sparkly clean just to avoid criticism.

Is this normal? I personally get very emotional and upset when criticized about most things, but this is a dentistry. A place for treatment. Yet I feel afraid of being judged the most when others are afraid of that giant root canal they're gonna have soon.

Being told I have a cavity is the worst. I don't even mind the treatment for filling a cavity, but I feel like if I get a cavity, I let my dentist and my parents down. Longer time in the waiting room for my parents. More work for the dentist.

Advice, please? ",4.533262383900934,5.608607272058826,5.133599071207431,83.75520897832818,70.02941176470588,8.079256965944273,29.021671826625386,8.371475516178862,1.9794455882352933,1086,40,215,16,19,349,141,272,0.116,0.789,0.095,-0.8965,2,1,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,1,15,17,0,10,23,0,21,9,3,2,1,34,40,17,0,3,10,2,3,3,0,1,5,0,2,1,9,7,1,4,4,0,0,4,5,13,0,3,5,9,30,4,33,28,5,30,0,1,3,0,8,9,0,4,18,149,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11863791307076214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287633410067693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137011371137354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458173104297394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693393553353127,0.0,0.13336033581204726,0.15659546754991635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13656699196175856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018844734818409,0.0,0.2045819534273968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13661708622033575,0.12277446579645712,0.0867334758680467,0.1165701500095694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19029107786198748,0.0,0.0689986272717932,0.10183077291360113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391236806052361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791248173583312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414729933097915,0.0,0.17794057970591395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195164470068534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451737435555794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393262717043345,0.11895348169380905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929492621877195,0.08226880107797191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696171159031171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600826495017594,0.12684490013714889,0.13326887500106274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13753092524898225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4861999766756924,0.0,0.09674598476357173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065768657600722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123809061823521,0.0,0.0,0.11600998025403195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048570190691781,0.13371310657662114,0.10017382564372647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838603830107011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bkerch55,2019/01/25,Low blood sugar or anxiety? I almost constantly feel the need to eat.  When it comes around meal time I tend to almost get shaky irritable and lightheaded. It has grown into a severe anxiety around dinner time. I looked up the symptoms and they seem identical to low blood sugar or anxiety. I test my sugars and they’re typically in the mid 70s prior to meals. Do other people experience this? Could this just be the anxiety tricking me as mid 70s should not be dangerously low.,4.348455056179777,6.776778494382025,5.719536516853935,73.87121488764046,73.04494382022472,9.393820224719102,25.73174157303371,9.827888789773867,2.882965168539326,382,13,65,11,8,128,61,89,0.21600000000000005,0.747,0.038,-0.9176,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,4,6,2,1,5,0,6,10,2,0,0,19,13,7,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,7,7,0,2,0,0,2,1,6,0,0,0,5,7,0,10,9,0,17,0,3,1,0,1,10,0,6,5,41,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3791197302752406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5792658878807705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370400632368103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16306799217292403,0.0,0.20456956749949184,0.0,0.15114324541422422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19370448952924368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18517490788910226,0.0,0.0,0.09571741368148176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890313756177638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15896705700192176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036596496939294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13123904155146146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17233457366774274,0.0,0.21385879518126055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19675856492246407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207685007163846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OnAvance,2019/01/25,"Does anyone vomit from anxiety? I used to get panic attacks years ago when severely anxious but that stopped once I got on medication. Now lately, or the past couple years at least, I will get extremely nauseous when anxious and I’ll eventually throw up once or twice. That usually ends the anxiety attack as well and brings a feeling of relief. The anxiety I experience before throwing up is a restless physical anxiety. Does anyone else get this or any thoughts on what it could be?",5.729577922077922,7.904092931818187,6.610584415584416,70.05909090909093,68.54545454545455,10.028571428571428,35.298701298701296,10.290406445055957,4.3267155844155845,390,20,61,11,7,129,64,88,0.259,0.6559999999999999,0.085,-0.9111,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,2,2,5,0,4,2,0,1,0,11,12,9,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,4,1,1,2,1,4,2,9,7,1,19,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,3,11,39,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354283838228736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477618164915312,0.0,0.4264697851750986,0.3148962034426929,0.0,0.1949010827753472,0.1428007373302847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171063292354465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859335771807132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112753724171286,0.15420993270453648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439267439539951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164255087544886,0.0,0.12344019549322577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13633031883890026,0.0,0.0,0.0704695127130628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21844476281915476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146668835026127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721510283022294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404003198814593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968483841587585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16352032521366405,0.0,0.0,0.13304415772652567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15744810172134646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651931770224094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064398159324773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037068115775168,0.15349604500704306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531010646732418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17949904700170816
anxiety,clean_as_kidzbop,2019/01/25,"Help - I hate my vivid SSRI dreams I never used to remember my dreams, and when I did, it was always a fun surprise. But now I get them every single night, in vivid detail, usually manifestations of all the anxieties I try not to think about during the day. I started taking Zoloft earlier last year, but I didn't start having these constant dreams until last month (I hadn't switched from my regular dosage or anything). It's getting harder and harder to fall asleep, and when I finally do, even if I don't wake up at odd hours of the night, I never feel like I've gotten a full night's sleep.

The medication is working to combat my anxiety, but I hate this side effect and I don't know what to do. Has anyone else had this experience? Should I lower my dosage? Wait for this to pass (will it?)? I'll do just about anything to get some peaceful sleep.",4.200838264299804,5.304599887573968,5.193624260355033,82.91083086785014,70.83431952662721,8.000197238658776,25.325936883629193,8.344100000000001,1.5094374753451674,667,19,133,10,12,219,105,169,0.136,0.765,0.1,-0.7978,1,0,0,0,0,1,24.0,0,0,1,2,7,5,2,0,6,0,15,6,4,2,3,23,29,12,0,2,7,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,5,3,0,2,7,2,0,0,6,3,20,3,17,21,4,27,0,0,2,0,2,5,0,3,21,87,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985688985603993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22038789717299204,0.0,0.0,0.1007195381308483,0.14759101492760027,0.2370733464128525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15566135603718192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289703920359632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203310243475402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09514029305612244,0.0,0.12136403463807245,0.0,0.0,0.1409035450307119,0.0,0.0,0.07283342577369613,0.1029057000696367,0.0,0.1577941390070633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22577253348159365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844290195130858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096550255187519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185520359720485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916330588485829,0.23483162580289246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.070373058545822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511007502388926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497525902126983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221926025498094,0.0,0.0,0.40552912156720206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631747834654159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882978402385729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20391143278360854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830383264256542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229815091339356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779702673425802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440853830123373,0.15864509871236898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048663973941366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276018815030553
anxiety,smart-thrill,2019/01/25,"Hey guys I need some help to identify whats happening to me sometimes.... So I am studying at university and since I was in high school I have terrible exam anxiety. It is always the same cycle: I am studying for my exams and suddenly I get lightheaded and start sweating and am not able to focus on my learning matter. sometimes it get so bad I have to stop and breathe for sometimes a few minutes, sometimes even an hour. 

And then when the exams get closer I can't eat because I have a feeling of throwing it up immediately afterwards. Last week I took an exam and I could not start writing until 15 minutes in because i was trembling so hard I could not hold my pen. And the week before in the same class I got my assignment back and right before class I got lightheaded again and the world around me started spinning. plus cold sweat and a nauseous feeling in my stomach. I really don't know what that is ? Am I having a small panic attack or is it just anxiety ? If someone can relate can you please help me with maybe some breathing exercises or tips how I can handle this better ? I am kind of embarrassed because I feel it is not that big of a deal and people always tell me to 'stay cool' etc but that doesn't help. I just feel like I might pass out idk what to do.",5.617060367454067,5.6472334094488215,6.437622047244099,79.06813910761156,67.26771653543307,9.135538057742783,32.287664041994745,8.841846274778883,2.579993490813648,1002,39,195,15,15,332,139,254,0.085,0.835,0.081,0.2737,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,11,10,1,3,12,1,25,7,5,1,0,45,41,24,0,4,10,0,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,12,16,1,2,6,1,0,3,7,6,0,0,5,7,32,4,23,33,6,34,0,0,0,0,9,15,0,6,16,141,44,10,0.11227590689800218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18684509754902515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17178152292860085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994936101379427,0.0,0.12773005277266702,0.0,0.0863332420264313,0.09374569249206764,0.20532705221319247,0.0,0.19107705451782286,0.0,0.0,0.0992989156464874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17928635136872245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11575152999331227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488628246754146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252173149869095,0.07415717760683338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270802881646801,0.08020993032171972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17597858201112468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17959459869124306,0.0,0.0,0.11117079982195892,0.0992852136730266,0.0,0.10057715934501514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257685211575617,0.11862566001278015,0.0,0.0,0.11056915203536337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169180795522217,0.06170390216251005,0.09151984938754547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0548523368352477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11279623938662392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910699440433795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325116232201801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317315855492566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783797698800543,0.0,0.0,0.1232452299519488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192682094776559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095883011025761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362921190537073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287579041323568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513101156558804,0.0,0.4441749712385192,0.0,0.238408394349982,0.11967117796850853,0.0,0.09386768554904484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813409138977094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474266373005255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18012192027054685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,deerkun,2019/01/25,"(Anxiety/worry) Not knowing whats real and what isn't? Hi,

So I was wondering if anyone else has an issue with separating real intuition and perspective on a situation from your anxiety/worries about the situation? I have a huge issue with trusting my boyfriend won't hurt me because of things that have happened in my past, and most of the time I'm totally fine, but then all of a sudden I can get these huge bouts of anxiety where I feel like he'll betray me, hurt me, is lying to me, etc. I can't separate these fears from what I'm *really* feeling, IE that he's an incredible guy that would never hurt me. I'm also worried that if I don't listen to these fears, he'll betray me/hurt me and I'll feel like an idiot for not listening to ""my intuition""...

Does anyone else have this problem? How do you deal with it? ",4.302864184008765,4.943318957831328,6.147261774370211,77.86832968236585,70.26506024096385,9.650821467688939,28.94633077765608,9.800150414767053,2.672296385542169,641,23,128,15,11,223,95,166,0.16,0.664,0.175,-0.7343,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,0,0,5,11,1,2,8,0,13,0,0,1,3,26,27,11,0,4,5,0,3,2,0,4,0,2,0,1,13,7,0,0,5,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,1,5,17,4,16,22,4,10,0,3,0,0,10,5,0,4,7,86,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307591710877287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903695635411954,0.0,0.0,0.1627632231278877,0.23850773881750806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094940703187902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999153050029425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018524435259452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944554723795676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980404899429665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619390539217754,0.17654871165570404,0.16629607057774834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06080823695377621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152430073135915,0.1029220498887878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4983855912081309,0.0,0.0,0.24295890826169705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0639641278067579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372317668300908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976605933994096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110608325796054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136816647759293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649514028846362,0.07456151404686974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261651313803486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773234106280242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06786712552524765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12621846611621396,0.0,0.35459480257727466,0.0,0.0826791183027294,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,__HeXo__,2019/01/25,"Mini panic attacks/a wave of panic So it's obvious that we all know what a panic attack is. We're all too familiar with them, the waves of adrenaline, racing mind, fast breathing, etc.

I'm curious though, do you guys, like I, get mini panic attack, or perhaps better described as ""a wave of panic""?

I don't mean a mind racing, thinking about something wave of panic. I mean a physical feeling wave in a part of your body, that feels like it fires off all your nerves in a very quick wave, and disappear after half a second. Sort of like pins and needles.

I have a lot of health anxiety - my windpipe muscles just spasmed (I smoked some weed earlier), I've never felt this before, and I felt a quick ""wave of panic"" from my chest outwards. It left as quickly as it came.

My wrists were sore earlier, I got a short pain earlier (probably muscle tension... thanks again, anxiety) in my left hand and felt one of these waves travel up my arm.

Anyway, my patience is running out typing on mobile. Is this just me? Or other people? ",3.5975,5.3277086868686885,4.850391414141416,82.3289204545455,73.24242424242425,7.374242424242425,26.516414141414145,8.07648339933343,1.7897565656565653,792,28,146,12,16,262,120,198,0.174,0.731,0.095,-0.952,0,0,2,0,0,0,41.0,1,3,1,1,11,16,2,8,11,0,7,9,6,0,5,31,21,11,0,0,4,0,7,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,11,8,0,0,9,1,0,4,2,11,0,3,6,7,19,5,23,15,7,22,0,0,0,0,6,11,0,5,10,98,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406483023307516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20916120398536564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822338186937143,0.0,0.0,0.08130224759252991,0.0,0.10211053331831232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514036882013086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252326603626556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296243413913323,0.0656728985602645,0.2647939412129664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04802823257602847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735226786416222,0.0,0.0,0.0910225034517203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771444658749352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05052085310680926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19975861278053225,0.0,0.0,0.13473314108337628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815332342537469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002716102854957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856407832041896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090001932944585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062292333770733524,0.0,0.09781715398510048,0.7549983542164427,0.0,0.09954833352858804,0.0,0.06373083166094294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099113203232015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707701450989326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463432901926787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05890331729081524,0.0903181289886981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584966962355671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,krispykremedonuts,2019/01/25,"Work and missing Work gives me so much anxiety. I hate working. This is my first job out of the house in 6 years. I’ve been at it almost 5 months. But I am still terrified of missing work. Because I had a bad experience with a previous boss. So yesterday I had to stay home with my sick daughter and I threw up. This morning I’m going back to work and I’m nervous about it and I threw up. I hate it so much. 

I throw up so much that every time I cough my daughter asks if I’m going to be sick. I wish no one had to know about it and I wish it would stop.",-1.09390243902439,0.8597457886178894,1.614504065040652,98.09248780487806,91.1138211382114,4.906016260162602,18.769105691056907,6.42735559955562,-0.16461040650406522,424,13,106,5,15,146,70,123,0.268,0.691,0.041,-0.9809,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,6,8,6,2,1,3,0,8,3,0,1,0,17,24,11,0,4,2,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,8,8,0,1,1,0,0,5,1,6,0,2,6,0,15,0,16,16,3,20,0,2,0,0,4,6,0,2,8,69,23,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15014447725921962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470462624935568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14017480422496967,0.0,0.0,0.11529554623465492,0.12519465931454155,0.0914027786825684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633194845855575,0.0,0.0,0.14667128891629275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275399288666053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438372852250184,0.1704301064327205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960718333104305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15040327352095376,0.0,0.0,0.17301204144917776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14879352889424913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240377562165756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968165478348047,0.0,0.33067215714990744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016040541544434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15981739488249047,0.1197432554829342,0.12535757751164478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743193373581057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448500164414083,0.0,0.0,0.5457949857277792,0.0,0.0,0.10651394378107636,0.0,0.0,0.09655723248948547
anxiety,onepinkbunny,2019/01/25,"To much ""weight"" in my tomorrow! So today is a good day! 
I've been pushing myself optimistically (in my head) the eve of every new day, ""tomorrow will be better"", ""tomorrow I won't sleep all day"", tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow! This to me was my ""positive thinking"" in my day by day depression of how that day I'd ""failed somehow"" or procrastinated the entire night after a tea time wake. Kicking the absolute crap out of myself (internally), punishing myself by not allowing myself to engage in any pleasurable activity due to all the things ""I should have done"", all this leading to a vicious, paralyzing state where I began to dread tomorrow. 
We've had a few issues with our teenage daughter in the car, she's horrible to her dad and my anxiety has stopped me driving more than a handful of times a year. So last night I had a little epiphany and spat out ""I'll take the kids tomorrow"" with instant anxiety but I wasn't giving it any weight, telling myself ""right, you've worried about it, you can forget it"", this slightly eased any instant anxiety and I had to repeat this to myself every time it reared its ugly ltlle niggle. So we go to bed and I've had major problems with sleep and had already decided that tonight I wasn't giving sleep any ""weight"", either way, if I didn't sleep until 5am as normal then I'd be very tired tomorrow (nothing new), if I slept then yey! 
Intrusive thoughts of driving invaded me, each time I told myself ""worry later"" and reengaged into listening into my true crime (my sleep aid), I was asleep by 2:40am which is really early for me, yey! I woke anxious but refreshed (forgot how that felt) I sat with my cuppa, still anxious but still determined and I dropped my kids off! 
It just made me realise how much ""weight"" I'm giving individual things, we blow everything out of proportion in our heads and don't give ourselves enough love, how would you advise a friend in your position? Why is there so much emphasis on everything? Just give yourself a chance to think of your problems one by one and ""weigh"" them, it's not a cure but it's worth a try!
""Turns out I've had to much ""weight"" in my tomorrow!
I'm so proud of myself and even though this is my first post and I was slightly hesitant I felt it necessary to let you all know, we are all in the same boat. I've been depressed my entire adult life, I'll not go into the why's and so on as I don't think it matters. Anxiety and depression is something different to us all but it never means we are alone in it! 
🐇

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anxiety,Poet_XuanYu,2019/01/25,"Has this happened to you? I was sitting at my computer, sort of feeling slightly stressed while doing language studies. Then all of a sudden I feel dizzy and lightheaded and I stand up, walk to my bed and sit on it. My heart was racing as well. I take big deep breaths and sip some water and then I feel fine. Does this sound like a panic attack? Should I see a doctor?",0.9482732732732728,3.4050300135135174,2.127477477477477,94.45430930930931,86.7027027027027,4.3699699699699694,21.735735735735737,5.82211442006289,0.16826906906906913,287,10,59,2,9,91,55,74,0.145,0.754,0.101,-0.6531,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,1,6,1,2,3,0,5,4,2,0,1,12,11,9,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,3,5,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,2,5,10,3,8,8,2,13,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,2,5,40,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213757171783325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28914278890449396,0.24721087234744446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4285097098245488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498069644280369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347546773325365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13801144450092528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33144378994565443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22510974948410725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235939188375139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21239901599920333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539944594150844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,makaveli199010,2019/01/25,"INTRUSIVE THOUGHTS  

Hey guys!

I'm on wellbutrin right now 300mg

Along with anafranil 150mg

I recently changed from Zoloft to anfranil

My thoughts have calmed down a bit

I'm hoping it works

My doctor recommended I should try seroqual or abilify as well

Have you guys ever used an antipsychotic for OCD?

What are you guys on ?

Thanks",2.105322580645161,4.938020500000004,2.053806451612904,91.38070967741936,94.0,5.705806451612903,25.55483870967742,7.1686216300943375,1.5426077419354844,269,12,51,5,10,80,50,62,0.0,0.7959999999999999,0.204,0.8968,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,1,1,9,11,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,6,4,9,8,1,7,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,3,27,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348767765726511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22758922267086154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22020454751015134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946061299495925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.639066231635762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21368221528698333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124244492399565,0.0,0.0,0.1837280851694172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19807168433556016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34159370074095874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14606569987260662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18581158163913947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19343638213318368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156624227136425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,beefstockcube,2019/01/25,"Meds So based on certain circumstances I’d say I’m experiencing some moderate to severe anxiety. 

Life as it stands doesn’t really accommodate that, to beat the anxiety I need to be able to function so as to remove the external factors.

So what meds have people tried, are currently using, being successful etc in managing things like the dizziness, sweats, clouded thinking etc.",7.149999999999999,9.397040060606065,7.794363636363637,62.69154545454549,65.06060606060606,11.946666666666667,37.44242424242424,11.602472056035307,5.5212824242424245,308,16,44,11,5,102,52,66,0.102,0.7759999999999999,0.122,0.5367,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,3,0,5,2,1,1,1,5,9,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,9,7,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,28,5,2,0.22705389657329555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34739121880945384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5064502273324221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16037488193118007,0.11092706493039704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5044113869119362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683575873196217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574105831321824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454565401921551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18056237183119064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25650627480564164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084451985161768,0.145486968889651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15415469156406125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19610166576817134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cycles12345,2019/01/25,"Spent a night in the ER couple nights ago after being back in an anxiety relapse, terrified to go back to work. I really really don't want to make this long. 

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But I've had a really bad work anxiety relapse that's kept me in my apartment for weeks. Luckily I can work from home at times, but I still feel judged for it. Work thinks I've just been sick with the flu and more. Tuesday night I tried to have a nice night, went to dinner with a friend, and I ended up unconscious and in the ER (still actually trying to find out if I was drugged) and I'm really really shaken by it. I feel like theyre getting tired of excuses but now its even worse and I dont want to go outside really. 

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I just dont know what to do. I feel like everyone will just say go in to work, but fuck its so hard and Im scared Ill have a panic attack during lunch and need to leave again in the middle of the day which happened just a couple weeks ago. ",2.3367424242424235,3.7538091767676818,4.016047979797978,88.31073863636368,75.91919191919192,7.77828282828283,21.465909090909093,8.472884824447931,1.0494030303030306,739,18,163,14,16,248,113,198,0.243,0.6809999999999999,0.076,-0.9871,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,5,12,9,2,2,12,0,12,8,0,1,0,30,31,13,0,4,9,0,4,2,1,1,5,1,1,0,8,10,2,1,6,0,1,4,3,5,2,0,6,5,12,4,28,23,1,35,0,0,0,1,3,11,1,1,22,97,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0903083928936917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16406716165969198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005401026611921,0.22489918680508014,0.0,0.0,0.14158992966226192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528075941762303,0.0,0.14231935376563384,0.07726934643377716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047936269707144,0.0,0.05968243000360862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169188716215172,0.0,0.10732023142315623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196542500756852,0.0,0.0,0.06112362600061229,0.0,0.0,0.08842858142141649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037721351274335,0.1322251450429579,0.0,0.0,0.08458241412937882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149831361244277,0.08555429854108257,0.04834977713595762,0.0,0.15778256447356845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183526482245386,0.0,0.08290014359233387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282794258233072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996207072261397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05085908552986915,0.0,0.0,0.09798943003800348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042344463952036,0.0,0.0,0.08189743823669804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06177301678022664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861929045986767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.347380477998018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857899973310824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557116043169726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359372414434134,0.09265145578512196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14780954941173655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05929766953366865,0.0,0.0,0.05396243269638179,0.10636429914409916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566093069632378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916824547713948,0.0,0.14846445407483386,0.0,0.0,0.08578807382371809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3368611893264663,0.0,0.0943089875568946,0.0,0.0,0.22489918680508014,0.0
anxiety,k1ngn,2019/01/25,"Skin cancer and dying anxiety Hi 

I’m getting intense anxiety that I’m going to get skin cancer or I already have it and it is a pervasive doubt because of the what if and unknown

Just wondering if anyone else gets this kind of anxiety?

Thanks ",1.8024999999999984,4.510177583333338,4.24666666666667,78.86500000000002,85.66666666666666,7.366666666666666,28.83333333333333,8.344100000000001,2.9321833333333336,196,10,33,5,6,68,36,48,0.29,0.636,0.07400000000000001,-0.9042,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,2,4,2,0,0,9,10,6,1,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,2,3,10,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753841937467252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.572714292638533,0.0,0.0,0.17449088561703924,0.2556930599739013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15212312252220545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589930904221501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20846667285477716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3911381053398613,0.0,0.1418247909747722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25986751111075684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297517475573967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706259007483229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Helenkellersbutthole,2019/01/25,"Gatekeeping Hello, all.

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I've always had fairly mild anxiety barring one panic attack (which would more likely be described as a meltdown), but I learned several workable coping mechanisms in my early 20s that have helped. Until now. 

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I recently moved to a new country on another continent where I know nobody (which is fine; I'm extremely introverted). However, having nothing else to do, I enrolled in graduate school here. I experience a strong impostor syndrome where I feel that I am utter rubbish in all things academic. I don't know enough about history, science, etc., but I also suffer from the classic need to always be correct. So I have come to Reddit to have some questions answered in various topics. I choose Reddit over Wikipedia for some questions because I feel that Wikipedia often does not entirely reflect the nuances of an issue or address competing perspectives. 

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In the past month or so that I've been asking questions on Reddit, my anxiety has become heightened in no small part because when I ask a question, I feel that I am being condescended to. Even when I've posted to thank answer-posters, I'll sometimes receive a snide reply, which increases my anxiety to the point where I just feel like giving up on everything: My studies, my hobbies, my daily tasks. Obviously giving up on Reddit would eliminate this cycle of triggers; rationally, I can acknowledge that. But then how do I get an answer to a question when I can't find another arena to ask questions that receive full and measured answers? Is there a way to avoid or minimize encounters with these information gatekeepers, or does it just come with the territory? ",9.470716101694917,9.661708467796613,9.200625000000002,61.9378866525424,59.23728813559321,11.985169491525426,43.52224576271186,11.45678717892309,5.574224576271188,1358,74,191,34,16,440,178,295,0.071,0.861,0.067,0.4039,1,1,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,0,0,3,18,9,1,2,14,0,21,1,0,2,4,49,38,18,0,3,10,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,14,5,1,1,21,1,0,6,4,4,0,1,2,4,25,5,33,31,11,38,0,1,0,0,16,19,0,13,13,146,39,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06477129547299096,0.13478787270872647,0.26327261456702344,0.2952516536016962,0.0,0.16985965112172285,0.1858817786760729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22715685310080524,0.09214296933685312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987470260674378,0.08945209371743344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953922974764912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14175771604926382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766053587802816,0.0,0.0,0.08368899952265324,0.09033030962428976,0.053496122439528414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279265998892846,0.07922819086420188,0.0,0.0,0.16381306963524087,0.057862507606564625,0.0,0.0,0.07402753204547814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04231629840747978,0.15539466478269284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054288925408632095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453724509865942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902494975154364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913967122616784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06464906020932773,0.08608436620330702,0.0,0.060056416877458677,0.0,0.07822502068928998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777164348830918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05488398891564342,0.0,0.0,0.09502962838012416,0.0,0.08770918190451131,0.0773184425262009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765660095253095,0.0,0.1551407393991425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5443944528033621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997232600409565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197078730564705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150076344445328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010566007490642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456888022324802,0.0,0.0,0.053809166026418914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428968703019025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507237892212405,0.0,0.2952516536016962,0.0
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anxiety,natzw,2019/01/25,"Having a panic attack inside the bus It hurts to write me this as I come to realize that my panic attack can be manifested with feelings of anger. Today while I was entering the bus and marking my ticket i go to my seat and suddenly smell a really strong nicotine odor inside,i turn my head to the side and realize a woman (that I later saw was one of the personnel that checks tickets)is smoking inside the bus(while the doors were still open) so basically all the smoke was coming inside the vehicle structure,i stood up got my courage and told her you can't smoke inside the bus,she threw her cigarette in the ground outside immediately and faced me telling me she wasnt smoking inside(indeed she was,she was inside the bus!) And i told her that yes she was and told her to have some respect. She still kept denying it,and I took my seat. The whole ride I felt so bad so bad,filled with anger that I started having a panic attack and wishing awful thoughts about killing myself and hurting myself. What to do at times like these? Sorry long post",5.844145509662753,6.6058972266009865,6.1364532019704425,78.8799658961728,66.88177339901478,8.807730200833651,29.9010989010989,8.841846274778883,2.3311139825691556,839,29,155,13,13,269,113,203,0.212,0.713,0.075,-0.9852,0,0,3,0,0,2,18.0,0,1,0,1,6,16,6,3,16,2,14,2,2,0,1,24,32,14,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,9,14,0,1,5,1,1,7,2,12,0,1,18,5,28,4,15,13,3,23,0,2,1,0,15,6,0,1,10,101,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4343326355185541,0.0,0.0,0.2125149240122273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192478415181177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06434689010921095,0.0,0.12219033630519695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232525196411976,0.0,0.10178209654034358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060630745618027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724706617969331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079523278780087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062173204360414326,0.0,0.0,0.1126218136100338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623521948215318,0.0,0.0,0.4479394276496378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121880679384214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152653461623784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14245805960050745,0.09007585746486542,0.0,0.20326129708135834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123155859385644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103086924718473,0.07420680265372036,0.0,0.12062836918948842,0.3648094774048696,0.141391444230454,0.0,0.13842321916893102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208215141619485,0.1463436528381306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TwistedAmillo,2019/01/25,"Partner can't go to job interviews because of anxiety My partner is recently unemployed after a long (and current) stint of anxiety and depression. She's been looking for jobs and has been getting interviews, preparing for them and then when it comes to going to them on the day she panics and ends up cancelling/trying to reschedule the interview, which results in her panicking again and just not going to it.

She really needs the money to pay her bills, and she knows this but can't get through the panicking before hand. I've personally got no experience with anxiety and it's easy for me to say; just get up and go. But obviously it's not as easy, she's stated that she panics about everything from leaving the house, finding somewhere to park, walking into the build etc. 

Is there anything I can do, or any techniques people have used to overcome this? ",7.770763888888888,7.891768937500004,7.863333333333338,70.35055555555557,62.75,11.361111111111116,38.40277777777778,10.980518767755715,4.457694444444444,690,33,116,17,9,224,103,160,0.132,0.7979999999999999,0.07,-0.6908,5,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,0,6,3,0,2,7,0,10,1,1,2,1,25,23,15,0,1,7,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,8,12,0,0,2,0,3,6,5,3,0,0,3,3,13,0,25,20,1,21,0,1,1,0,17,5,0,1,9,85,21,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620310645238942,0.0,0.3584161273874503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12851720658293184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520171080296012,0.0,0.1328918592743409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345293516690937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071877044735604,0.0,0.13451171671058476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832306803623973,0.0,0.17417435959479954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403583690735444,0.1527673209914054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427394419440532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447820960495189,0.0,0.3550272308695122,0.0,0.12490594538384105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18020286224203808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099555333287413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582868627057604,0.0,0.0,0.16536483031384933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13820833504081131,0.13114612395873546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580042172662842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664711154978521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827080739958292,0.13636438231695133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004852745466206,0.0,0.1542021578914677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241951677907851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603132640744437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348834701113701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kitsune_memer,2019/01/25,"Debilitating anxiety and intrusive thoughts aren't going away. I can't fucking take this anymore. I freaking out over everything.

I've going crazy and I'm losing sleep over the most absurd things.

Irrational fears are dominating my life and I can't get over them. I'm literally going insane and I can't fucking take it.",2.3918333333333317,5.338455850000003,4.31666666666667,75.98833333333334,90.5,7.333333333333332,26.66666666666667,8.167268648758528,2.747666666666667,261,12,43,7,9,88,38,60,0.326,0.674,0.0,-0.9506,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,0,5,2,1,1,0,5,4,1,0,0,7,16,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,5,0,0,1,0,6,0,5,15,1,8,0,1,0,2,1,5,2,1,0,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18440981513089344,0.0,0.2390661942056016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22648328317305325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166486849930096,0.0,0.0,0.27125889342600384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4457111438715368,0.12594361031931886,0.0,0.4109989123499676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702674145300701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269683857627148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412335346132896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.362493403889699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601491834749174,0.0,0.0,0.19137427222497785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,swellrider09,2019/01/25,Zoloft timeline for anxiety Just need some words of encouragement. Almost up to end of week 3 on 50mg Zoloft for anxiety and struggling still. Had a few calm moments but not sure if that’s just distractions.,5.359230769230769,7.251840307692309,5.213333333333335,80.84000000000002,69.0,9.302564102564103,30.948717948717945,9.725611199111238,3.0119333333333342,168,7,31,4,3,52,34,39,0.232,0.6809999999999999,0.086,-0.6115,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,11,2,3,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,7,1,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,4,19,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3553623546020945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5429664388834026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143194931594481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631399836737865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283408660730628,0.0,0.0,0.3709989826873607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344714208371383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846643688645972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,solar_flannels,2019/01/25,"I have anxiety & depression. Any tips on making life easier for gf? Hello all.


I've been suffering from mental illness for well over a decade. I've been for my partner the whole time I've been sick. Lately, things have become really hard with my mental illness. When I'm going through a ""rough patch"", I shutdown. Like reeeeally shutdown:


- I stop doing work around the house, incl cleaning & cooking
- I spend less quality time with her
- I stop doing my hobbies
- I forget my cats exist (not literally)
- I neglect my finances
- Skip work
- Neglect my physical health


It is really damn hard to do those things lately when I'm feeling down. Over the last 12 months I've been experiencing what I call ""gloomy doom"", where I feel like I'm literally about to die. Honest to Glob convinced I'm about to die. So perhaps that lets you imagine of what I'm going through and how incapable I am.


What can I do to make life easier for my partner? I've been trying so hard with meds and therapy to work through these rough patches, but progress is so slow I don't think there's been any progress for a loooong time. I've learned to tell her what's up, when I am sensing a rough patch coming on, what do I need, what her expectations should be of me. But I kind of get the feeling this isn't enough? She knows I'm not making excuses, but that doesn't mean she isn't struggling or isn't allowed to struggle. She has it really tough!


I just don't know what else to do.



I've been meaning to post this for weeks, but as you can guess I've been to unwell to do so. Any advice would be appreciated.",3.144106621226875,4.856239705696204,4.19873417721519,86.60707400194744,74.41139240506328,7.140019474196688,26.077896786757545,7.882392219407189,1.4368699123661148,1241,44,254,18,26,403,155,316,0.12,0.773,0.107,0.6702,1,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,2,0,5,15,15,1,2,8,0,35,7,0,5,1,41,58,16,2,4,8,0,9,2,3,2,6,0,1,2,17,7,1,4,10,1,2,3,8,9,1,0,8,10,32,6,38,45,4,26,1,5,0,0,15,8,1,2,16,155,49,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023885527408898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270553991761916,0.0,0.21375936830598888,0.0,0.08015543418043514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932752753792691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157198644429498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069907883133175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025758973221544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024575819634392,0.0,0.2174875383348175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752917583657213,0.0,0.0,0.10826442711021868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15893780758268986,0.07485393866477882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054742556735557134,0.0,0.11909632266125987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11542557318560848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28158345805160784,0.0,0.0,0.11137487992571388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209005752798064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911091333083824,0.11516728887119705,0.08540864161317037,0.2363899205080489,0.0,0.0,0.1071433404059232,0.14801661754013146,0.10237918024904694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098218281115828,0.0,0.0,0.2282694865196248,0.11638553749874292,0.0,0.2111846115383232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363337483658569,0.0,0.0,0.07769209340076476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003490504624651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20137179356651286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17519940357784622,0.0,0.2190749365574768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158121978600693,0.0,0.11982359813371878,0.0,0.13922065185047375,0.06713797314112234,0.0,0.0,0.1832919431146736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113787317719114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404716920981249,0.0,0.09420865290103468,0.0,0.0,0.1169816992678006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288404686978017,0.0,0.0,0.07443179659975217,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,belllllthrowaway,2019/01/25,"i'm ready to stop being so negative,,,, 2019 was supposed to be my year of getting rid of negativity.  somehow someway my depression kicks in and my thoughts keep overflowing my head, i'm really trying to love myself as well

it's getting very difficult because life keeps kicking me in the butt. i'm very insecure about my looks (nose) and i seriously think it all stems from that. i love doing things/going out, but i feel as if i'm holding back because i'm kind of this introvert who can barely talk to 3 people at once, and doesn't like being in pictures. i like a lot about myself which is good but there's too much i don't like. i'm working on it everyday. 

I also have a date on saturday with a guy who I feel like is too good for me. That's all of my anxiety telling me things I don't want to hear. 

any tips on how to work on myself? 

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anxiety,V8Wonderbolt,2019/01/25,"How to get help? I've been having issues with anxiety and depression for the better part of a decade now (currently 27y.o.), and I don't know how I can be able to get help for it, since I'm deadly afraid of talking about personal things or feelings to people, besides the usual talking to strangers.

I've just moved into a new flat together with my amazing and understanding girlfriend, and I'm starting to realize that I'm gonna need professional help so I can be as good to her as she is to me.

My question is if anyone has advice for being able to talk about the anxiety. At this point, I get panic attacks when even mentioning little bits of it to my girfriend, and there's no way I'd be able to talk about it with a therapist.",9.329617117117118,6.002642277027029,9.497567567567568,70.90373873873877,62.04054054054054,12.839639639639639,39.53153153153153,10.864195022040775,4.074536936936936,579,22,115,11,6,194,92,148,0.101,0.7829999999999999,0.116,0.4939,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,11,7,1,2,6,0,12,0,0,2,0,20,24,13,1,2,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,9,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,1,10,3,26,18,2,12,0,1,0,0,13,4,0,3,6,77,16,1,0.41651603302172696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567154896447334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124224168047366,0.0,0.0,0.09707923158964436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15794903925635762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227915277971062,0.1515758771176551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195815496382305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170163718486217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07020100706742853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21761243618855905,0.0,0.0,0.11645129567642895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791819171533013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14491150807066558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630210630447899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13915282925860178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14756354212004572,0.0,0.10294712027670654,0.0,0.13409126005602218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16289727378609706,0.0,0.15034875819047264,0.0,0.0962532576792673,0.12122857808741345,0.0,0.0,0.13124742702836778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155531093718854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484878889116505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827073065634503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44637307999459774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16120240576955516,0.09223824821607347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445359598674895,0.0,0.0,0.152911188477174,0.0,0.0,0.11020367992904603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alyssas888,2019/01/25,Inositol for Anxiety/panic attacks Anyone here tried inositol for anxiety? How much did you take and any side effects? Thanks! ,4.296428571428572,7.402792809523812,6.124166666666667,60.506250000000016,97.09523809523807,9.719047619047616,33.82142857142857,8.841846274778883,5.369942857142859,103,6,13,4,4,35,18,21,0.209,0.6759999999999999,0.115,-0.3296,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969298003233736,0.0,0.3340279855986517,0.0,0.0,0.3053084571687336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4967404118986285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32098023755446925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282985274079104,0.0,0.0,0.40199894298501615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964495261002467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tayraur,2019/01/25,"Advice on dealing with high blood pressure/stress from work? (Anxiety based) I’m on Fluoxetine for my anxiety/depression already, but, I’ve noticed that it’s mainly work induced. I have a heart rate monitor, my resting heart rate is at 64bpm at home, and at work, I am consistently at 120bpm or above. 

I am in a fast paced work environment so taking time to myself isn’t always an option. 

Ranting about this is also helping me calm down a little bit, but I work 40+ hours at this job and sometimes it gets so bad that my heart actually begins to hurt. 

I’ve tried looking for other jobs but I cannot find anything that will pay me what I need to make per hour, as an no experience/ entry level position. ",4.359999999999999,5.5900187050359715,5.705820143884893,78.91211151079139,70.58273381294964,8.437697841726619,29.007913669064752,8.841846274778883,2.3069936690647483,556,21,106,10,10,187,97,139,0.112,0.846,0.042,-0.8882,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,5,4,3,0,0,5,0,8,4,4,2,0,12,15,10,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,12,1,18,14,3,17,0,1,1,0,2,12,0,2,5,64,21,8,0.0,0.0,0.12975666468273095,0.0,0.0,0.1299338669737781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14673245132359716,0.10633370562339184,0.1106392412993303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171943291729718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942055651083428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102193665724898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14516558559375173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708319485702838,0.11452432939555185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13006729389781835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152947911675588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946979808067717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4726998001792993,0.08912501395651327,0.14048699371416584,0.1333767973594918,0.0,0.26189152945997074,0.0,0.1423439821724583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26389856932159284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13326792053245134,0.0,0.0,0.11165883735998894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875654153460726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859338625867543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15138387310338136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150781708117132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15231331193796382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997467719857778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753415890249947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027590197113204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48400799734654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_Rainfalling,2019/01/25,"Even with posting online, my anxiety makes it difficult. I worry about negative responses. I fear of how I might be perceived. I'll feel like my words aren't significant enough to put out there, whether it's here on Reddit or somewhere else, like a group chat.

There's so many times I think of something I'd like to say, but I don't do it. I don't want to mess up a conversation or get downvoted into oblivion. Instead, I just lurk and keep it to myself.

If I do manage, it's not without proofreading a couple times and debating whether or not I should first.

 Just like with this post.",3.0184615384615374,4.888241829059833,4.202059829059831,85.77488461538465,75.15384615384616,7.756923076923077,27.084615384615393,8.548686976883017,1.9379066666666664,462,18,94,9,10,151,77,117,0.131,0.767,0.102,-0.0423,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,10,7,0,1,3,0,8,0,0,2,0,28,14,11,0,3,12,0,1,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,1,3,1,0,1,7,3,0,1,0,2,12,4,14,11,1,10,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,5,7,66,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15540679059293688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224778134838558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697031329078214,0.0,0.0,0.2099050092437625,0.0,0.13417658401012586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22859669382133999,0.10271715545699303,0.14512815618898162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17279661392665005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613584890544113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805662617271897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3969891745636305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560210540336665,0.2059590291968601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21550671366724988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3891170706234384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20421870217078653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16155053547007053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639237640790096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016830411385066,0.0,0.0,0.2369131335239929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982128040272605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19582632212751705,0.0,0.0,0.20630549562775524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cluckclucknoris,2019/01/25,"Can't sleep This paranoia has really gotten the best of me. Here I am, 2am..I have to be up in 5 hours and I can't sleep because of the irrational fears that someone's watching me. I know no one is actually watching me but it's like I can't convince my brain to shut off and stop thinking about it. ",0.9426666666666712,2.6355260615384637,3.158076923076924,91.71608974358976,80.69230769230771,6.17948717948718,24.679487179487186,7.1686216300943375,0.9086410256410256,234,9,54,3,6,80,47,65,0.159,0.725,0.116,-0.1921,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,2,0,8,3,3,0,0,6,11,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,2,8,3,8,9,1,6,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,3,37,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.2690952300337565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16809651925345498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893858467974531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078316363738241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310298881011151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27156123940238097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154668222340428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471902696995108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18685742481326445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17665448529985348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5519044548730191,0.0,0.23364469140625105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23054192383947056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17669144043358195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,samandraaa,2019/01/25,"Med success stories? Success stories for overcoming anxiety in general? What'd you do? I'm desperate to ease this anxiety so I can do better at my job :( My job basically consists of me advising clients on calls using my own expertise. I have so little confidence in every day life that these calls cause me great anxiety. But the more calls I do, the more money I make.. so this anxiety and fear is really ruining my life with this alone, not even to mention all the other problems it causes me.  

Basically it's a vicious cycle of panicking before the call > panicking during the call because I feel like my skills/expertise aren't worth money > panicking more because i feel like i am doing the client a disservice > rinse repeat.  

Forcing myself to do it, like I have to, doesn't seem to be helping too much yet. I'm on Wellbutrin which is good for my depression but does nothing for my anxiety. I've tried Lexapro in the past but I had a different job so I'm not sure if it'd help.  

So..  

1. Any success stories for overcoming a lot or all of your anxiety with meds?  

2. Any success stories for overcoming a lot or all of your anxiety period?  

3. Anyone deal with this kind of anxiety at work and have it get better at all?  

4. Any advice, tips, anything?  

Thanks so much in advance!! 

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anxiety,AtlasGrey_,2019/01/25,"My girlfriend has anxiety but doesn’t like to talk about it. What can I do for her? My girlfriend is a wonderful person and I love her dearly. She has anxiety but she doesn’t like to talk about it, and is usually good at hiding when she’s anxious.

Tonight I found out that she’s had a couple of rough days with her anxiety. She mostly stops talking when I ask if there’s anything else I can do. Tonight we were cuddling on a couch and I could feel her trembling in my arms at times because of how anxious she was.

I don’t know what to do. Realizing now what she’s been dealing with, I don’t want to pester her with questions. I also don’t want her to go through this alone. Is there anything more I can do for her beyond being there for her and just holding her?",2.458969521044992,3.968227194968556,3.5032704402515726,91.7302031930334,75.79245283018868,6.401741654571843,26.06724721819061,7.010146845296331,0.980047508466376,600,22,132,6,13,193,83,159,0.126,0.708,0.166,0.8976,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,0,12,6,0,1,3,0,23,3,1,1,0,26,32,11,0,4,4,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,7,9,0,2,6,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,5,2,30,5,22,25,2,16,0,0,0,2,27,6,0,4,11,103,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16961837252174666,0.0,0.13096838728108184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758553322172744,0.3700314262914476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695407582686541,0.0,0.15310468674540004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983387439153596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075859383651006,0.18121057263668292,0.0,0.10561937377913844,0.1688417124984853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681046830712604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280803011975156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795675147654713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307538612819673,0.13736416046846112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000479310778109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16002142669461142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14781059931337776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14299936945341754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18346209023551732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369207022774191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3949011238970061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549675421470166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18037169023661775,0.0,0.19319390519396695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17760371818860454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mizurili02,2019/01/25,"Getting A Job... I'm not good at dealing with people, especially in a situation where I know I'm at a disadvantage (job training). I've been wanting to get a job to pay for gas and buy myself cool things I really want. I'm currently a junior in high school and my parents want me to get a job so I can get out of the house more. I don't know where to go, what to do, where to apply that won't make me feel like I'm dying of a nervous breakdown and I need help. Where did you all get your first jobs? Any suggestions for calm, friendly environments that might make me feel a little more comfortable?",3.0733244444444447,3.9889963680000062,4.836266666666667,85.12657777777778,73.32,8.115555555555558,25.88888888888889,8.515128840125781,1.5475422222222224,466,15,103,8,9,159,76,125,0.07200000000000001,0.765,0.163,0.8794,7,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,1,5,7,0,1,9,1,7,0,0,2,1,18,27,4,1,4,1,1,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,4,0,2,1,3,1,0,1,2,3,12,6,16,23,3,14,0,0,0,0,7,11,0,1,3,61,16,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193422467258262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393755432766839,0.0,0.0,0.1403064696383638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13671283019847266,0.09658017147091316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499303126884265,0.0,0.0,0.10444790037972604,0.0,0.35315746977279794,0.0,0.07683191739375968,0.1133914375110896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061539054941417,0.14283626153184914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15599176876647053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.670778911074723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14859440539037486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604728461774988,0.1354964687315356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804815128309099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434158326383822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024209595948363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15011313120341194,0.0,0.0,0.09372412037135124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660654201580573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13682007609167238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519598669104797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981460874241085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23921670565614706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AWEAZY1,2019/01/25,"Taking a job after being unemployed, but pays less than internship, and future anxiety My internship ended in December, and I was going through a bit of depression because during the summer, all signs were pointing me to get converted to a full time position at this job. I was approved by my Team Leader, her boss, and the two VPs of our company (small company). But when it came up to the CEO to approve my conversion, he said that he did not want to convert any more interns at this time. 2 other interns that were hired in around the same time as me got converted. So I continued to work hard and looked for other opportunities to get converted, but the stars did not align. I was let go because they didn’t have any spots to extend my internship again (got extended twice). And I was unemployed Between mid December of last year and now.

I found a job that is similar to what I used to do as an intern, but they are paying $14/hr. My internship was paying me $18/hr.  I had to take this job because it’s better than being unemployed. I am still continuing to search for better paying jobs, but I am getting anxious just seeing the requirements that these companies are expecting for these positions. I am just worried that it’s going to take a long time to get back to how much I was making as an intern and more.  

I am 26 and still living at home with my dad and little brother. I had saved a lot of money ($7000) from my internship, and I know saving money will be harder.  Already getting pressure from my Dad to start considering to look for houses/apartments to move out. For the record, I am wanting to move out, I just think I need to save more money right now. 

I also made the bad move of looking at other people I know and try to compare myself to them (which I shouldn’t have) because it made me feel shittier that I am not at where they are at at my point in life. Also with pressure that my Dad making a lot of money at his job puts pressure on me to get up to where he is at.

I just felt I needed to vent out here to see if anyone has advice, or going through a similar situation to see how they handle this. 

Thank You. ",7.6698130841121515,5.786498037383177,8.305532710280378,73.6317570093458,63.953271028037385,11.550654205607474,34.95140186915888,10.355215969177356,3.3938042990654207,1672,58,329,32,20,564,204,428,0.076,0.857,0.066,-0.3326,13,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,1,1,5,8,20,12,0,3,18,0,34,1,0,8,1,61,74,27,0,7,14,4,3,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,22,18,0,1,6,1,8,9,5,5,0,2,21,10,49,7,71,47,11,58,0,1,6,0,19,28,0,4,21,246,71,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009666157865107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045201047271133,0.13109707318169067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147998693304076,0.0,0.06270410620499177,0.09259875222396984,0.0,0.057312844279439674,0.0,0.0,0.07296751409911446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06302713685099473,0.06843855797839603,0.19986393676864692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14498531964525244,0.08948612900527263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937477771672761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059757912052814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07259794149303428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04144469749536586,0.0,0.07870064142075765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987197640962223,0.0,0.0,0.2569445073744239,0.0,0.1863336788361731,0.0,0.1311121079635465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07342583502403201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822190276435279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4880342952228354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009322931823338,0.06681359273135233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381624358552156,0.0578953242611558,0.0,0.08215191142069607,0.07237787278227104,0.072537724644119,0.20649351050469916,0.0,0.0,0.13936988107580744,0.0,0.15511726457604114,0.10942647726513996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613520782673009,0.06025476838189861,0.12155416100481405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056825212544730226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15496956916903268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239891668250289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06999889632032942,0.07796885948619428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195949933713328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213371863339932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05801627177212493,0.0,0.13091701799038022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18488569775943145,0.0,0.0,0.07546369017569116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05252078840658793,0.0,0.0,0.1911811733472734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05564983585340754,0.0,0.08006930674329757,0.0,0.0,0.07079269141830469,0.0,0.0,0.09669186608029863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596725483012833,0.08324090381867888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05278370331566978
anxiety,BoundforJapan,2019/01/25,"Anxiety relapse I used to have big-time anxiety and anxiety attacks often. I was eventually diagnosed with hyperthyroidism, but even when my thyroid activity became normal I still had anxiety. About 4 years ago my anxiety almost disappeared. It became manageable. Rarely did I ever have an anxiety attack, and if I did, I recovered quickly. 

But about a month ago I started going through a lot of stressful events, even started losing weight. And I was concerned with people noticing. I didn't feel anxious really, but very stressed. It seems like things reached a breaking point at work while I was doing a presentation. Public speaking always gave me anxiety attacks years ago, but later it would only happen if I was around unfamiliar people. At most, I usually just feel uncomfortable doing speeches and hide it well. But two weeks ago I had a major anxiety attack during one. I had one a year before that during a presentation but I got over it. This time though, I haven't been the same. I have palpatations all the time now, especially  when I have to give another presentation, which I have to do almost every workday. It's like all of the stress I was going through built up to the point that when I'm under stress, I'm twice as sensitive to it as I was before, and it all started with that anxiety attack. I hate this.",5.789949908925323,7.536045053278691,6.719617486338798,71.03020947176687,67.72950819672131,9.848451730418944,32.408014571949,10.125756701596842,3.6727593806921672,1059,46,172,27,18,352,126,244,0.256,0.695,0.05,-0.994,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,2,16,14,6,4,12,0,23,3,0,1,4,34,39,20,0,4,9,0,3,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,15,9,1,0,3,0,0,3,2,11,1,4,15,5,25,3,22,23,7,40,0,1,0,0,4,8,0,8,30,134,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733898030797917,0.0,0.15441569685797904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415614799908116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084956530167133,0.5308545344659558,0.08710481742310637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863831143262485,0.0,0.4385808499719145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121851148015742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782582579380137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018520458743066,0.06974437712547743,0.06496288179476249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779715216843977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396454081302968,0.08763919969214877,0.0,0.06166657731251291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818222095290212,0.0,0.0,0.07612357659635832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533758575976003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862589051046299,0.0,0.06555049476274576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061543143184017476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554489377864662,0.0,0.08778265336453862,0.0,0.0,0.10449442505146037,0.05864055762370636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690748298132384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577513956080973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04939436817299932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019197673069545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16372240356081585,0.0,0.06157481972353038,0.0,0.3532864205561529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051224027057065635,0.0,0.07575363121835488,0.0,0.0899191446925286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531875082075086,0.0,0.0,0.06659252217532069,0.08491842600408245,0.06361832297717303,0.0,0.0,0.06184764131541536,0.09389108538215137,0.06932515429385103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05613214325375433,0.0,0.0,0.054771994129529517,0.0,0.0,0.14895605166815667
anxiety,calyps_o,2019/01/25,"I'm scared to fly to Portland this weekend because of the government shutdown. I have never posted here before but stumbled across this sub and I'm glad it exists. thank you in advance for reading this if you do. 

I have a brief trip go Portland this Saturday and I fly back home on Sunday. I'm seeing my grandpa who I haven't seen in 4 years and I'm very close with. it's the only trip I could afford. short and sweet. 

anyway, with this shutdown happening im getting really scared that something will happen with my flight. the TSA agents may not care anymore since they're not getting paid and what if the pilots decide ""fuck it"" and crash the whole thing. im just worried about it because I dont fly very often. 

just needing any kind of solid reassurance that I won't die on this trip. my anxiety is VERY irrational so I'm having lots of crazy thoughts go through my head right now and it's taking every ounce of me not to just back out and cancel my flight (which I dont want to do). 

like what if something happens? what if i miss my flight because the lines are too long? does anyone here know anything about flying and flight safety? will I be okay? 

thank you for the support. much love to you all. ",2.37892741645706,4.542132210743804,3.1415774344232865,91.27940172475745,78.13223140495867,5.365720445562343,22.918433345310817,6.280692351149826,0.4574166007905136,953,30,192,7,23,300,138,242,0.132,0.7090000000000001,0.159,0.88,1,1,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,4,0,1,14,15,1,2,8,1,16,3,1,0,2,36,43,15,1,7,11,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,19,14,0,0,3,2,1,7,8,4,0,0,3,3,21,11,23,34,4,26,0,1,2,2,8,9,1,7,10,121,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819815544098736,0.0,0.09222426797833512,0.0,0.11955819565964385,0.08429488002185824,0.0,0.0992065177378486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18539875330814,0.0,0.2204676820146911,0.0,0.10258345123466517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291388765918675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625338180497688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511708795805165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549851916125623,0.0,0.28257919463198755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157281227297066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145118263949898,0.1259700549019427,0.0,0.1370284034844295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31981924467650474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372424090963025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092652454890145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604402394995685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12553951223983625,0.06625389170300387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05889709818947625,0.0,0.0,0.10668740790671467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249157541951164,0.10880562135993622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862181829142081,0.08939002719966396,0.0929794711198348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916875327346586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545839425420745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058765390579773,0.0,0.07723063920761213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029533369206982,0.0,0.0,0.24139323205518576,0.0,0.09606675059969376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972436659942817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18561830376370228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368044194051715,0.0,0.0,0.09064237930332908,0.0,0.0,0.221981749094542,0.0,0.0,0.08009140512840329,0.0,0.0,0.09570722769451163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984115758886757,0.07110648016863734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13459538572954288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242948484801976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763348676973468
anxiety,qazbot,2019/01/26,"Seeking Advice for Tremors Hello and thank you for your time spent reading this.

35m  


I realize that you may not be a MD. I have seen a plethora of MDs (GPs, ENTs, Neurologist & Urologists) the past 5 or so months, all of whom have been excellent but I'm seeking advice from \*people\* not doctors.

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It is difficult to summarize my patient narrative but I will try.   
 

tldr is farther below

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In August 2018 I had my tonsils removed. One month after this my soft  palate descended in my mouth which seemed to give me sleep-onset hypnic  jerks. It was a terrible experience. My doctor prescribed .5mg Etizolam  three times daily (I live in Japan where it is legal) to help me get  sleep.

I wanted to be careful with the benzo-derivative so I  only took one pill daily 30 min before going to bed. Etizolam helped a  great deal and although I was careful with it, it was not mentally  taxing or worrisome for me.

Mid-November I noticed a tremor in my right pinky when my hand was held out and also a tremor in my left ring and pinky finger.

I  tapered the Etizolam and the tremor persisted and spread through my  body (lips, tongue, toes). As I was undergoing anxiety I accept that  those tremors through my body may simply have just been stress/anxiety.

Shortly  after this my soft palate began to miraculously raise up again and the  sleep-onset hypnic jerks faded then disappeared by mid-December.

Around  this time I visited a neurologist to have my tremors evaluated and he  ordered an MRI immediately. No visible problems were evident. He asked  me to wait two weeks and see how tremors went.

I waited two  weeks and saw him again at which point the tremors had left my body but  remained in my hands (although to a lesser degree) while also extending  to my wrists and elbows.

He said since the other tremors  had gone I should wait and see if this was simply a withdrawal of  Etizolam and he asked to see me in March 2019. This was mid-December.

On  December 21st I began to have UTI-like symptoms. They were simple at  first, a sensation of needing to visit the restroom ever-so-slightly  more than usual. I saw a urologist that day and he said my urinalysis  was clean.

Dec. 23rd the slight urge persisted so I saw another GP, same result.

Dec  26th visiting family in the States I was now having serious urges to  void as soon as 10 minutes after voiding so I saw a urologist. Dx'd  prostatitis and gave me a week of antibiotics. I felt better for a day  then proceeded to get much, much worse.

Dec 29th on what  was supposed to be a surprise family trip to Disney World I had to be  taken off the plane in Orlando and taken to a hospital I was in such  pain and voiding so frequently. They CT'd and found no severe problems.  Possible cystitis and suggested I get a cystoscopy.

Dec  30th I woke up feeling okay but by 10AM I was attached by the hip to a  toilet and experiencing pain in my urethra. That night I experienced  mind-numbing frequency, urgency and pain. I could not think about  anything other than voiding for hours on hours.

Dec 31st, after a voiding around 10AM the symptoms slowly vanished.

I'll  leave out details of how I thought I was fine and came down with  norovirus two days later putting a cap on the nightmare 'vacation'.

During  this time my tremors in my fingers (mostly dominant right hand) seemed  to settle as did tremors in my right wrist. There were now periods of  the days where I could hold out my hand and pivot my wrists up and down  without noticing a cogwheel-like movement in my wrist. Slight tremors in  my arms (from elbow to fingertips) persisted when I held my arms above  my head or rest my elbows on a table and grasp my hands in front of me.

January 11th, I noticed increasing trips to the bathroom.

January  12th. From 2am - 9am I voided 9 times. Went back to local urologist in  Japan, did an ultrasound and despite everything looking 'the right size'  he said could indeed be prostatitis and gave me the Japanese equivalent  of Cialis. Symptoms began to taper that evening and through the next  day. January 14th I felt completely like my old self.

From  around January 14th I was also able to hold my fingers straight and  sometimes if I hold my fingers out but don't concentrate or try to force  them straight, they easily stay straight.

Just the same I visited a specialist for Interstitial Cystitis and he scheduled me for a cystoscopy.

January 17th the urgency came back the morning of the cystoscopy. The cystoscopy looked great I have a healthy-looking bladder.

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tldr:

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Mid-September:

Sudden sleep-onset hypnic jerks interrupted sleep virulently.

Late November:

Slight tremors in fingers and body. Eventually settling in fingers, wrists and arms at elbows.

December:

Sleep-onset hypnic jerks tapered and vanished.

Reduction  in tremor throughout body but remaining in fingers, hands, arms.  Increasing urgency over ten-day period resulting in, ultimately, severe  pain/burning and \*\*\*constant\*\*\* urge to void that vanished over 12hr  window.

January:

Return of urinary urge symptoms but  the length of symptoms is reduced while on Cialis equivalent  (possible reaction to diet that is kind to bladder, possible coincidence) Periods of reduced  tremor activity in fingers throughout the day are observed. 

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SINCE THEN  


I have had great concern that these were Young-Onset Parkinson's of MSA symptoms, however unlikely that may be. My urologist quelled those concerns when he said that the cystoscopy ruled that out because thanks to a successful hydrodistention, my bladder does not show signs of never damage associated with those diseases.  


Meanwhile, my neurologist has me on a two week regimen of Klonopin .5mg once nightly to see how it affects the tremors. As of one week it only seems to have made the tremor in my hands (not forearm or fingers) slightly worse.   


MY QUESTION  


I've had these damn tremors since November. They started during a stressful time while I was on a powerful medication.  


However, since that time, I've had many other wonderful times of joy, happiness and peace. I'm not a normally anxious individual and stress in my life has never affected me in a psychological way. For 35 years I've been a happy guy and I have every reason to be such now aside from these traumatic events since August regarding my health. I even dealt with an unhappy work environment like a boss for six years and all I got were a few grey hairs.  


Even so, could these tremors be anxiety/stress-related?  


Since Day 1 the finger tremors seem to be relegated to specific digits with veeeeeery little variation.  


Everything I've looked up on stress and anxiety seems to say that as soon as triggers dissipate, the tremors should taper off. I've had periods of joy and yet since November last year, no dice! Can tremors last \*this long\* from stress and anxiety? Do I just need more chill? I've taken warm baths, listened to soothing music on sleep, I even overcame the damn hypnic jerks which was a HUGE win for me and yet the tremors persist.  


Any and all advice would be much welcome. I'm not looking for medication/diet advice. I have a great wealth of info on that but thank you for the consideration!

The warmest of thanks from all of my family for your advice in this difficult time.    


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anxiety,danivalerie,2019/01/26,"is this normal. Please advice. Thank you So today (my boyfriend let’s call him yoda)and I went to guitar center to get himself a turntable(he’s really into music). He also mentions that he want to apply and work here. I supported him of course. Then a young woman rang us up and mind you she was GORGEOUS. Like I felt so insecure not gonna lie and felt so little. She started talking about the turntable and how she has one herself. So then yoda asked her what he needed to do to get a job here and she said just apply online and we’ll get back to you.. please guys. Idk if I am crazy but so many scenarios and thoughts were running through my mind. For ex, I imagined him getting the job and them becoming best friends through being music lovers, seeing eachother everyday at work, talking, getting to know each other. I thought of it ALL. I imagined them falling in love and then in the end him breaking up with me. It changed my whole attitude and I didnt really speak to him on the way home. Then we set up the turntable and I was trying to help him but he kept telling me to stop and that he could do it alone and he doesn’t need help with such an attitude so then I cried and I couldn’t stop. Listen guys I know it wasn’t a big deal but I was just having an anxiety attack I couldn’t hold it in. It was so stupid I know. Why am I like this? I don’t understand. Why do I think these thoughts? I really don’t want them in my head. It’s disgusting. It ruins my image of him. And I become blinded and ruin everything good. Can someone please explain.",0.90630744308978,3.282128507886437,2.305925483843467,93.7900230198653,85.68769716088329,5.1935885412226135,21.81677892403445,6.643151254067905,0.4794215875181171,1215,42,257,14,37,391,166,317,0.127,0.723,0.15,0.7791,2,1,0,0,0,0,35.0,3,3,3,3,16,16,3,1,11,0,25,4,1,1,1,57,56,34,0,9,7,1,2,2,2,2,1,4,1,3,15,21,0,4,13,1,0,3,8,6,0,1,15,8,50,10,29,34,4,32,0,2,2,2,49,13,0,1,15,175,65,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09652076910912806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102300032370265,0.0,0.07898949895075971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755618079195877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234031772168794,0.11236963730003273,0.0,0.07595107715732502,0.0,0.0,0.21817615384218567,0.0,0.0,0.10365717560874446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085925525021314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448975116571133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886296857641589,0.0,0.1084985553779322,0.0,0.10183161409493853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874844095938556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877166494556392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18967698002878888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763125153412346,0.0,0.25802658293684044,0.0,0.0,0.08284691011662787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19560349632958549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137057773997683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324122046745593,0.0,0.09907833394236233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19603582553930396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16285075333848978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100306473783008,0.0,0.09651193374524288,0.09899745529748813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914735396655311,0.0,0.0,0.10014129076406786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19946708165065186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647927738010255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09677750766272204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06693179059037792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252724356101536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898313812591104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395665357137532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871005664125458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369085452924721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991271623463338,0.0,0.0,0.16515890427310362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208751761599936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878153275146462,0.08633279339407396,0.09093779031499716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06329036430867706,0.0,0.2352464697448549,0.0,0.0,0.09362616335104901,0.0,0.0,0.0670610341492598,0.0,0.0,0.1028271742809486,0.11881291039540033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651887977257205,0.07840217073214864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156444913168044,0.17825626853456428,0.11027759727784107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14381723640468505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MayoNuts,2019/01/26,"What are your automatic responses when dealing with panic/anxiety attacks? When I have intense panic attacks, the ones that really get out of control and take over my fight or flight response, I usually do strange things that are kind of out of my control.  It started with dumping cold water on my head, I guess to ""shock"" my body out if the panic, even just for a second. However that's not very ideal when I'm in public or don't have any water at hand. Eventually, without thinking, I started scratching my knuckles during attacks, until they bled. My therapist told me it's ""pain masking pain."" The panic just becomes so overwhelming that I feel like I have to scratch as an attempt to cope with the panic, although it's not affective. I also sometimes lose control of my bladder if the attack is bad enough.
I've always wanted to know if other people who struggle with anxiety or panic attacks have similar coping mechanisms that they do, because mine definitely make me feel crazy when the attack is over. If you do, please share in the comments. Maybe we can make each other feel less crazy. 



Side note: if anyone is reading this and thinks they should try self harming to cope with anxiety, depression or any other mental illnesses, I assure that that they do NOT help the situation or the pain, in any way. I don't scratch my skin because I want to hurt myself, it was something that started without my intention. There are definitely better ways to cope, this I know. Mine are bad habits that I'm trying hard to break. ",7.555723684210527,7.604888929824562,7.54564692982456,72.69004934210527,63.21052631578948,9.93201754385965,36.75986842105263,9.516144504307137,3.5779868421052634,1215,54,204,20,16,391,154,285,0.264,0.6659999999999999,0.07,-0.9961,1,0,1,0,1,2,36.0,1,2,4,7,10,31,8,7,11,0,20,11,5,7,1,49,40,21,0,9,17,0,9,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,21,12,2,3,7,1,0,0,7,25,0,2,2,10,32,6,32,37,3,23,0,4,0,0,16,11,0,11,10,147,53,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058886480246925325,0.061270840314574526,0.0,0.0,0.15022449904801158,0.0,0.168993434643225,0.0,0.0,0.05148782639683958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5026277554701895,0.0,0.0,0.1229655459031476,0.08977533577952819,0.08132489725999482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512483424821952,0.0,0.0817927148912349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477662547998104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591522178982557,0.06342236096453659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608541069447433,0.0,0.04863571639748957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169733852188736,0.052605392347484466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038471638587715726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111807705342955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596316574915767,0.0,0.07557152030329647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04935648901812205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882859010062761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668029909375884,0.08093656158558406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035974706483608794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237956556324906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830486578497064,0.0,0.07397700514704691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420751363182401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04989748785403232,0.0,0.23506087944231244,0.5183741001578979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05104975534282077,0.0,0.0,0.08082993777171514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365567384749709,0.0,0.04717294505914675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681814344793457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276966480955995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05668839553353135,0.07282763661311817,0.0,0.1563592821164504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769800707663296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05536491763860525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549677770524425,0.04892031831661501,0.09436562675266276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036211181910651,0.0,0.09998767722860183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109937210593855,0.060757203008372986,0.08686454279699463,0.11689725696355575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196446475994054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,johnnyhopkinsMD,2019/01/26,"Is this anxiety or something else? So...I have been having a hard time lately and I am not sure that I am have a good enough understanding of myself to realize what is going on.  This winter I have fallen on what feels like anxiety/depression but it is expressing itself in a somewhat strange way.  I've started to become afraid of being alone and have been spending as much time as I can with my wife mostly out of fear of being alone.  I've also started to become anxious when I do things (or think of doing things) that I used to like. For example...I can't watch TV, listen to music, read books, or listen to podcasts that I used to enjoy because whenever I try to, I get really overwhelmed and have to turn it off.  I have been spending a lot of time in the comfort of silence although I'm afraid that I'm losing the things that I used to love.  Has anyone else gone through times like this?  Was it anxiety or something else?  Did you find a way to get yourself out of it and if so, what helped?",5.175746268656717,5.191617482587071,6.030062189054728,81.6636007462687,68.2039800995025,8.690049751243782,29.68532338308458,8.344100000000001,2.0280875621890537,778,26,156,10,12,257,107,201,0.119,0.7559999999999999,0.126,0.7549,0,2,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,1,3,13,0,4,7,0,24,1,0,3,1,26,42,16,0,1,7,1,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,19,7,0,0,5,3,2,3,2,5,0,0,6,5,14,8,31,34,5,21,0,2,1,1,7,7,0,8,12,115,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257176710688031,0.0,0.09928764951670092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18995827043402566,0.14026113983117344,0.0,0.08681288540646087,0.12721267495575145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568445283828408,0.274241485049658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693553291967037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31114966236105834,0.0,0.0,0.12828651939613345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971021607086662,0.0627770933305669,0.08869719732244133,0.0,0.0,0.11347649607197792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12973295576210805,0.0,0.0705608163036675,0.10413631032561776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121954741481396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321926802989844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005357499113355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18196930944928924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889900361991878,0.0,0.1055531414210982,0.11205579670140788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912690753442004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418977495719093,0.0,0.07953762588735643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19116298083349129,0.0,0.0,0.17575676155616585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701572705394715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24745154060311456,0.07955426471538349,0.0,0.0,0.28958585989464763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429389404014162,0.13504626772384756,0.0,0.1292509583731364,0.0,0.32169321999171496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970987878744419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lndoril-Nerevar,2019/01/26,"Sometimes, people I love, say things that hurt my feelings. How do I stop taking it personally? I would never give those people up for the world, but sometimes when they are hurting and they don't know how to express their frustrations, my loved ones say small things that hurts my feelings. Sometimes, it can be a little passive aggressive, too. I like to think I've grown but it doesn't mean I'm invincible. We've talked, and it's improving, but it's all a work in progress. Until then, I'd just like to know how to let it roll off my back like water to a duck.

Please help. Thank you.",2.4463869463869443,4.585103957264959,3.08125874125874,91.91601398601401,77.8034188034188,5.963947163947164,22.602175602175606,6.980632752743323,0.5712632478632478,461,14,97,5,11,144,77,117,0.145,0.596,0.26,0.953,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,3,2,7,11,2,0,4,0,8,3,0,3,2,19,20,11,0,1,4,0,2,3,0,1,0,2,0,1,11,2,1,1,6,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,0,4,12,6,10,17,1,13,0,3,0,2,13,6,0,0,9,61,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412733822690505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009322158954244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14237988401655466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948412210771496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4766663860715736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16313767320042655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177152665538715,0.0,0.21753444159837745,0.14875781209706893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679132567692148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616750435755945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144721780411911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057457232657206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20579422058280725,0.12959634479589668,0.0,0.1629227596859213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23606222553905185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4403793890794511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408741807649032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159485482892148,0.11929596241917888,0.0,0.13664701464850929,0.0,0.0,0.19720993197759626,0.09510280939134508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080529664379702,0.0,0.0,0.10543471352348402,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jeff5132,2019/01/26,"Is 246 bpm a high heart rate during a panic attack? What was your highest? I was brought to the ER the other day because of a panic attack. I usually have them everyday but this time my heart rate went up to the mid 200s and and they had to give me a 2 mg injection of Ativan to bring it down to 70 bpm. Is it normal for heart rates to reach this high during a panic attack? I'm on .5 mg of Klonopin now and my heart rate sits at about 92 bpm and I still notice heart palpitations. 
I've been diagnosed with GAD, Panic Disorder, OCD, SAD, and MDD. ",0.6862753623188418,2.7394535043478285,2.82054347826087,91.90965579710146,83.52173913043478,5.920289855072465,18.27898550724637,7.1686216300943375,0.19185507246376776,423,10,94,6,12,143,73,115,0.244,0.746,0.009000000000000001,-0.9844,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,2,0,3,8,3,4,8,0,7,6,5,0,0,8,12,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,8,1,0,6,0,9,0,16,6,0,17,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,0,6,54,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3755182363057453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06707205359988114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095896400371349,0.0,0.0,0.11167611399025168,0.0,0.0,0.12610163174000294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554889296941812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6519186075554158,0.0,0.2325012668599717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780408855622586,0.0,0.12526761854665666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5163766510951376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786851084547292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415821740207032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12118030827898292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019970675127849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jewish_Man_420,2019/01/26,Why is life like this Give me a good reason to live ,0.2700000000000031,1.3330926666666691,1.8733333333333315,103.005,80.66666666666666,4.800000000000002,12.0,3.1291,-1.8661000000000003,40,0,11,0,1,13,12,12,0.0,0.625,0.375,0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42847701863840426,0.0,0.3746372570503398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154892015717639,0.21821553803299296,0.0,0.3944090060285213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4592409209975185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.403041220256774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,five5Elle,2019/01/26,"Ruminating thoughts I made a mistake today and ended up in a car accident. No one was hurt and the other car has mild damage, my car has none. I can't stop thinking about it. I can't get it out of my mind. And I actually don't even know if it was my fault or if my anxiety and depression are making me think it's all my fault. I don't want to deal with it and it cascades into this whole thing of me avoiding life. I am just so anxious about what happened today and what's going to happen next. I feel so alone, sad, and scared. ",1.8428070175438584,3.0101906491228085,3.9447368421052635,89.3414912280702,76.71929824561404,6.821052631578947,23.192982456140356,7.3871296695380915,0.760498245614035,410,12,94,5,9,141,73,114,0.335,0.665,0.0,-0.989,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,2,3,0,10,1,0,2,1,27,22,12,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,11,10,0,2,5,0,0,4,6,9,0,1,4,1,14,0,11,18,3,13,0,4,0,0,1,4,0,3,5,68,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.18995238819812627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20160089017249705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489083374333311,0.21990148774299292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006777864442685,0.1676535839501211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17240400068009226,0.0,0.0,0.1285658880876444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842195946923447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169769765068924,0.0,0.11062528438178246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.344260450081314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20837911813934346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069757134239319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374885474438993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841845404805852,0.12993180021949682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19654315003213027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070147357030754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190131274857184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948807273885879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16273788653780488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931821788134512,0.2494504349283008,0.0,0.15453203878713254,0.0,0.0,0.3690148954536093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481086242002245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173221382455688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DelaneySlate,2019/01/26,My parents‘ subtle comments trigger my anxiety Every time I come home to visit from college I leave feeling anxious and hurt because my parents make me feel invalidated or as though I am useless. This triggers my anxiety because I place so much value on pleasing them or them being proud of me - I think this is because they never told me that they were proud of me when I was growing up. They aren’t very vocal people when it comes to love or appreciation and I understand that it may simply be difficult to express their emotions. Their comments typically consist of poking fun at me for symptoms of my depression and anxiety - I’m not sure that they realize that they are symptoms of depression and anxiety but I can tell that they are intending to press my buttons or upset me with their comments. Does anyone else struggle to speak to their parents or loved ones about their anxiety because those people are often triggers? Any advice about how to respond to subtly degrading comments? ,9.555666666666667,8.917834788888891,9.18888888888889,64.80500000000004,59.444444444444436,11.333333333333336,43.88888888888889,10.504223727775694,4.9817222222222215,802,43,121,15,9,259,106,180,0.16899999999999998,0.716,0.114,-0.7907,4,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,13,2,8,14,0,2,0,0,12,4,0,6,2,29,23,16,0,0,7,3,3,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,10,7,0,0,5,0,0,4,3,8,0,1,3,4,33,6,22,17,1,12,0,4,0,2,28,4,0,7,4,97,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633807782916147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096072383413075,0.0,0.4553794780024084,0.1344970018823707,0.0,0.08324524402112238,0.12198477357006643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902965713271497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20510875909169046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20508187213794005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041848564132072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945424364545023,0.13391959558716354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030803224801482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039444211010845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942075298154788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744964544027773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260608734163466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21490155745234002,0.0,0.0794693922176901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751830345273516,0.0,0.09182169498691366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067399311898071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.396585748208105,0.0,0.0,0.16507394613933682,0.0,0.12438596973284605,0.13068541371619416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446096920688275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220687697807964,0.24748514134590124,0.0,0.0,0.10405834236290648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628492185401083,0.1169698368240738,0.0,0.06942127732285469,0.0,0.0,0.11376108836054015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393929218409455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823192285280337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Torgenator3000,2019/01/26,"I opened up to my family about anxiety and regret it. I opened up to my family about my anxiety after returning home from serving in the Army. This was about 3-4 years ago. This the latest example of why I regret saying anything:

I was laid off from work 3 weeks ago. Employer lost their biggest customer and I was fairly new. It made sense and I’m currently searching for a new job. Currently receiving unemployment checks to help ease the financial burden. 

However, my family is treating me like a baby bird that just cracked through its shell. Their reaction comes from a place of love, but damn... everyone knows looking for a job sucks, and those with anxiety know how fun job interviews are; but I’ve worked hard over these last few years to control my anxiety and see this as a life “test” if you will. Adversity.

 I can’t help to feel a little down after talking to them and hearing the doubt in their voice. The whispers between family members about me and my mental state drive me insane! Pun intended

Anyone know how to deal with a family who over reacts?! 

TL;DR, family knows I have anxiety and is freaking out because I was just laid off. Don’t worry though, I’m doing alright. 

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anxiety,trashwizardnyc,2019/01/26,"What does a brain zap feel like to you? I have been on lexapro for 12 years and the last few years, i get a nasty brain zap every few months. Feels like a shock to my brain and a split second falling sensation.

How about you?",1.8820212765957443,3.4490886382978765,2.0478191489361706,101.30875,77.51063829787232,5.5510638297872354,18.132978723404253,5.985473137389443,-0.6625276595744678,174,3,43,1,4,52,34,47,0.166,0.732,0.102,-0.4871,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,0,2,3,3,1,0,5,5,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,2,5,2,5,4,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7499161420512711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959564663744377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886647275333039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264443246286219,0.3199411740580257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169904896477633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18252707579485405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21879486712561425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17873314760017134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28839805261097323
anxiety,MachinegunSiw,2019/01/26,"My anxiety prevents me from living the life I want to live Hello guys Im in need for some advice.
I have bipolar disorder type 2 and GAD. 
A few months ago I was in a deep depressive state. To try and feel better my doctor cahnge my medications and I decided to start exercising and i chose to start boxing. 

In the beginning it was very difficult and hard but I realized that I literally LOVE boxing. 
The more I trained, the better I felt mentally and I was proud of my efforts and my desire/motivation to work hard, take control over my self and to feel better. 

A few weeks ago I became very ill (two-sided pneumonia). Because of that, I couldn't exercise and missed about 7 training sessions. Once I came back, it felt as if I missed so much, and I started to doubt myself and my ability. This, in turn, has now led me to feel strong anxiety to go to the training. I have started to feel like my performance  is  much worse than everyone else in my training group and that it is no idea for me to continue any longer since I have no potential. These thoughts make me isolate myself at home instead of going to the training. 
This spiral of negative thinking and anxiety has become a self-fulfilling prophecy because if I continues to miss training sessions how can I get better !? 
I know that my anxiety is irrational and that the feelings of hopelessness are only in my head but I am unable to break free from them and do something that I really appreciate and love. 
The last time I attended s training session, the coaches clearly show that they have ""favorites"" in my training group that they gladly give all their focus, guidance and encouragement to. Don't misunderstand me, my coaches are good coaches and I like them a lot. But their behavior also contributes to my anxiety. 

Tomorrow is trainingday and I already feel like shit an has anxiety about having to go there. 
It feels like a big failure that my anxiety once again destroys and prevents me from doing things I love and feel good about. I really really really want to keep practicing boxing, but I don't know how or what to do to keep myself motivated and  give me energy to fight my anxiety.

please if someone has tips, advice or own experiences of similar situations post something. And sorry for the wall of text! PEACE!",5.388851882344135,6.8728930719257555,6.396063168924482,73.96916548162562,68.39675174013921,10.108854127685056,32.928747848214954,10.31137664058796,3.7196193548387098,1818,82,316,49,31,605,209,431,0.15,0.632,0.217,0.9922,0,0,2,0,1,1,43.0,0,0,6,11,12,28,3,1,17,0,26,12,2,6,2,69,66,37,0,7,9,0,12,4,0,0,7,0,1,2,18,24,0,5,18,6,1,6,6,10,0,0,7,12,60,19,49,58,9,38,0,5,0,3,18,12,1,8,21,223,78,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14369984089088975,0.13035483756417288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113908405799382,0.05879966838246953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05000101149367472,0.0,0.449984801227443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05653787160906041,0.0,0.08964298682186445,0.08120500614189415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601153026094504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409551907218853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246699727739275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06332886219571167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426853141935645,0.07525819599197091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06142253359541343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025838230278203,0.0,0.07192370193214155,0.0,0.0,0.2974204576557549,0.15758352064130846,0.14119526865759172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03841492277348358,0.14106796368520166,0.12536159188925447,0.123342239312258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280347939541272,0.0,0.0,0.1317318425297073,0.0,0.07546011095178183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07375376799554248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830032493082681,0.0794219840204991,0.0,0.0,0.1307086921390048,0.0,0.0,0.08081724296126784,0.0599344745187427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05193442972954098,0.14368668682678282,0.0,0.12985171413942678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625101887545893,0.19908348274277296,0.0,0.049079971194587214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740709098631553,0.07409811513172695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058688702669717326,0.0,0.10810189162370913,0.05451948074909873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566081183049379,0.0,0.055920742307128096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071077633478793,0.0,0.0,0.0704187245497088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18841360627915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15340979258923762,0.0,0.07547460533811355,0.06082245251911084,0.08264764378041421,0.0,0.0,0.06229935065207681,0.11320964827677744,0.0,0.08230767099082517,0.20817169800642707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055283297346383736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04884819880760328,0.047113255338861765,0.0,0.05837237688926612,0.04287429658407162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04992013649586538,0.07997647035764255,0.07182538206013381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133526655892272,0.08673648500030362,0.0,0.05897907783374917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053528671029741785,0.0,0.07493048962058622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Namayee,2019/01/26,"Heartrate So I don't feel anxious but I'm pretty sure I am anyway. Anyone else's heartrate fluctuate from 80 to 100 in like 10 seconds then lowers again, then up etc?! I feel like it's big fluctuation even if I was anxious",1.2932608695652164,3.6078313695652175,2.8762608695652183,90.82743478260872,83.13043478260869,5.419130434782609,24.417391304347824,6.742157984588678,0.8480226086956515,177,7,37,2,5,58,36,46,0.034,0.61,0.355,0.946,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,6,5,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,4,3,4,5,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,5,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6164769604078948,0.0,0.19078036790529249,0.2795631180399451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279279424973181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042955742314183,0.18021230486863346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759184170772672,0.19492133982318152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665976879788841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27758261845345217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25715426176119105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Valds00,2019/01/26,"How do I stop being toxic due to random anxiety? Going to try to make this sweet and simple. This is now the second time I've fucked up in a relationship, it was great other than myself who would constantly ruin the dynamic between my ex and I. We've been together through hell and back and been together for almost two years, yet, I would constantly get jealous and pester her over everything. She just broke up with me and I cannot blame her in all honesty, I would give her shit if she went out with her guy friends for the night, if she smoked, if she drank. It is so bizarre to me because in the beginning, I was the confident guy who had hobbies and friends and a live of my own outside of my girlfriend but as of recent, she IS my life (not that I'm blaming her at all, she's great, but I'm telling it how it is). She has completely become my life and therefore instead of doing things that make me happy, instead when she's going out and living her own life, I am stuck at home just thinking a million different things until she gets home, we text, and I typically pop off or am passive aggressive. I have become super controlling over the course of the past months and it is something that has not only plagued me in this relationship, but my last one, except I was 15 before, and now I'm 19 still making the same fucking mistakes. I love this girl, and genuinely I just could not control my emotions and I paid the ultimate price for it, she was someone I could seriously see myself loving forever, but my behavior is just completely out of line. My question is how the hell do I stop this erratic behavior moving forward? I am making proactive moves with seeing a therapist but god damn, I am more sad and mad at myself about this break up than I am at her, she can only take so much. I definitely understand if some of you guys will say I'm possessive and crazy, but how the hell do I stop being so? I care so much about all the shit she does, who she's with, what she's doing, where it is, what time. Like fuck dude, seriously it is a feeling that I get in my stomach that just doesn't go away and I don't know why.

Additionally, no she has never been unfaithful nor unloyal to me, literally ever. She's so good to me and I can't wrap my head around why my brain is so fucked up. Any advice is appreciated.

I wonder if we'll ever get back together, seriously my jealousy and craziness with her doing other things was a big problem, but pretty much our only problem. If we were together every day and just hung out all the time, we'd have fun but I understand that's just not realistic and crazy of me to think but damn, makes me wonder about everything I could've done differently.

And lastly because I want to get this off my chest, it could be just bad timing for us right now, I just don't know what the hell is wrong with me and of course she is at the point as well where she cannot take it anymore, maybe just need some time apart to bring it all back together full circle. Sigh.",4.499917218543047,5.1848211771523225,5.517874172185434,82.3969105960265,69.84437086092716,8.821456953642382,28.179470198675496,8.982922981607832,2.065912052980132,2357,79,485,42,40,779,258,604,0.175,0.6990000000000001,0.126,-0.9865,2,0,2,0,0,1,60.0,6,1,0,3,40,42,15,0,21,0,59,16,6,12,8,118,105,55,0,17,31,1,1,1,3,5,3,1,2,4,35,38,1,5,10,0,2,8,13,26,2,4,15,5,88,15,63,78,15,73,4,3,2,6,52,32,12,14,35,366,123,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06524113066889008,0.0,0.0,0.06685462755779366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04540189473017458,0.0,0.0510743732106584,0.0,0.06621207236850116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05943422644712652,0.0,0.0,0.06272709357983568,0.15401247405089466,0.055745255992654834,0.0813975823569005,0.14747146228767224,0.05681135332868651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453084419915136,0.0,0.0,0.06807047546913557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400018305403699,0.14429660239427147,0.14976328747171153,0.2132228860303992,0.0,0.0,0.04305733764250543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950860210418706,0.0,0.0,0.05842573607718505,0.06832288032166713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510065490042855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078394753514105,0.05625165518586206,0.0,0.12000658191731607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03375794785370282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031635953795632,0.2468894325400872,0.17440749974129255,0.06404623272317038,0.1138307731811196,0.05599858080618581,0.0,0.14721536796397008,0.0,0.19832094244248089,0.0,0.07107165299153646,0.0,0.0,0.0685192541393587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339397228358447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733836346045639,0.10884334622520664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14147242871780025,0.0326175792976829,0.0,0.11790789185608333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051445968777835,0.0,0.22282786077423047,0.0,0.06707353770039277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05329048794939078,0.14191939882604462,0.14723794250402106,0.04950475303939585,0.05149260940753314,0.0,0.0,0.06265360898790152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04524109925888137,0.15233137768318725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06373391223889255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06311367860151414,0.0,0.0,0.06792311769621244,0.0,0.127768502684226,0.0,0.0,0.07479110016680225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592151937563841,0.14335936986557998,0.0,0.057016198322177476,0.0,0.05309351225579647,0.0,0.0,0.10640472797066004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706483065031558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056569026817020286,0.05139828555420881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053317916809209366,0.16745339507131907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003966268472378,0.0,0.05835478837166045,0.0,0.0,0.07751829546594884,0.1330653549059904,0.08555951151353934,0.0,0.0,0.19465349219850792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04532845865304029,0.0,0.0652188493359038,0.13900761826693042,0.08030902243944485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03937921097603517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06002896680853211,0.0618910131525253,0.12048847740597253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14480569211860952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14228195744226158,0.07299609034707333,0.0,0.04299390782753188
anxiety,keenmachine-,2019/01/26,"I convince myself every month, no matter how irrational. Hopefully this is the correct place to post this. Every month I convince myself that I am pregnant. It doesn’t matter if I had sex or not. I will feel “pregnancy” symptoms, I will search online for hours. It’s like I’m completely paralyzed by the fear of seeing a positive pregnancy test. 
This month is the exact same thing. I had protected sex. And my period is a few days late (I have also been under a lot of stress) but even if the likelihood is so low I can’t get those intrusive thoughts out of my mind. I took a test last night and it was negative. But there I go again googling “pms vs pregnancy symptoms.” If I see anything on the tv or radio talking about pregnancy, it brings a wave of fear because it feels like a “sign.”
I feel anxious with no basis often, but with this it is absolutely debilitating. It ruins relationships and sex altogether for me. 
I really need help for this but I don’t even know where to start. If anyone has any advice it would be greatly appreciated. ",2.7631188118811885,5.167572589108914,4.530188118811881,80.57260891089112,78.05940594059406,8.000396039603961,25.446534653465342,8.841846274778883,2.227036831683168,821,31,154,20,20,277,124,202,0.133,0.748,0.119,-0.7814,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,10,11,0,3,11,0,19,6,0,1,2,36,34,16,0,7,12,0,3,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,16,6,0,1,5,2,0,3,7,5,0,0,6,5,20,6,16,24,3,21,0,2,2,3,3,6,0,9,13,111,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701201622589812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212623575016206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534790512794508,0.0,0.0,0.1583978844080825,0.0,0.0980383975511406,0.0,0.1153812428836182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547098096163531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700797549788186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904241324948713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852153424621665,0.0,0.2362666806672643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31555144471887353,0.21268382928057128,0.1001663641526918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732541663195514,0.0,0.07968482245375436,0.0,0.0,0.15458250169320814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398010035988176,0.0,0.0,0.13926060044085506,0.13807903712677225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705598931281474,0.11429021972943965,0.15816347998516542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369994743550534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920189949870325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14157257178894098,0.0,0.33574389919745584,0.0,0.0,0.103964262377922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157799693613864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649006431356826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13428284082704822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982239618588013,0.0,0.0,0.1505335369633895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22345913024128727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924166891279272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606105817729268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914646591595462,0.0,0.11269583812122387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931495841072646,0.0,0.0,0.11131142525855654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15577895443175258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996014715556704,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThePaleNeon,2019/01/26,"A fear over one's own intelligence. This has been a fear of mine for the past year or so. Growing up in school, everyone would tell me how bright I am. They would tell me that I'm destined to do great things. Once I hit middle school and my mental health became an obstacle, the rhetoric switched to: ""You'd do great things, if you just applied yourself."" As I wouldn't do my schoolwork and had trouble focusing in class due to anxiety and depression. It stayed that way until about 10th grade, where I was able to overcome my initial wave of mental afflictions and find inner peace, enough to get straight As and all of that. 

But ever since I've entered the adult world, the world has seemed like a constant battle in which one's intelligence, or wisdom, or wit; is utilized to put others down and lift yourself up on the hierarchical totem pole. It appears as if it's the most valued trait in someone, whether it comes to work, socializing, etc. 

And I feel witless. I feel dumb. I feel unintelligent. I fear that I don't process information properly, and cannot speak properly on a particular subject. My mind is absolute chaos and my patterns of speech become awkward as I try to explain a certain topic or concept. This fear has made it difficult for me to talk with other people. The anxiety over analyzing my words and patterns of speech, and if I'm getting my facts right, or if my ideas are getting across properly...it's too much.

I needed to vent.",5.4373722074971615,6.584770582733814,5.736459674365772,79.99545815978797,67.99280575539568,8.730329420673987,32.257478227943956,8.99025400887824,2.685320863309353,1154,49,218,20,19,368,163,278,0.139,0.741,0.12,-0.5670000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,2,1,1,7,16,2,5,13,0,19,1,0,2,4,47,34,29,0,8,12,0,3,1,0,3,1,3,0,1,16,13,0,0,8,0,0,5,3,10,0,2,4,7,26,6,36,25,6,32,0,1,1,0,11,19,1,12,7,145,42,6,0.11485321953498932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17572479715436135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268463574172181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893587883032427,0.0,0.1241155279635688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989229096894151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867407798047963,0.12809169985897775,0.0,0.10389131254030946,0.0,0.10974717319227534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5169672122903788,0.17421971625003227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497376191347026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18001820044563333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532521600096189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208360158701832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12965530487307286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05611148160458978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086768933586772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314900630514742,0.0,0.11596901075783735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443033153903122,0.08516220698533412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231493040117862,0.1556550279631865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964039395882473,0.0796247610565674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545920830476054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098084021935551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324751797803129,0.0,0.10455805747940276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500777005976534,0.0,0.0,0.11707839350892905,0.0973147601992116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241825031717875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231466729959216,0.20077355246830114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260675122195225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797779690092332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116513968955073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361451171671491,0.0,0.0,0.16317686371560655,0.0,0.0,0.07396170776981481
anxiety,WineAd,2019/01/26,"Stupid thing I'm freaking out about So, sometimes my anxiety manifests as hypochondria, a lot... this wasnt the case until I had my first anxiety attack and went to the ER thinking I was having a heart attack. Ever since then, every time I get sick, I'm just afraid. I always feel scared of little aches and pains I get, I pay too much attention to my heart rate.

Today, I'm on day 3 of being bedridden with the flu. I saw a doctor yesterday and she gave me tamiflu, which I've been taking. 

Unfortunately I think it's been causing all kinds of weird side effects (bad taste in mouth, nausea, no appetite) 

I just keep thinking about all the people who die from the flu so suddenly, and it all terrifies me, and then I feel really dumb.

Anyway, I just needed to vent I guess..",4.782941176470587,5.4389172614379095,5.801836601307192,80.71726470588234,69.19607843137254,8.73437908496732,27.064705882352943,8.841846274778883,1.9517874509803923,603,18,118,10,10,200,102,153,0.312,0.688,0.0,-0.9926,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,2,10,11,4,2,8,0,7,9,3,2,4,26,24,11,1,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,6,7,1,1,7,0,1,1,2,10,1,1,8,4,18,1,15,15,5,16,0,0,1,0,3,5,1,2,10,76,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317618047280387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422781627873811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3602972192924318,0.0,0.0,0.13221756192980755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16267143939654666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212413782853046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16434469401754934,0.0,0.0,0.1620802961334808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323872748434738,0.13341864829127126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16013536870503484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13469439140432224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654650892704173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17444291891138888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37529649236417145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407508062734461,0.0,0.1648995597874332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15871061221580274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462546864376784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640716586423032,0.11741622913470146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16849801927128505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978155122992307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144454267997507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15853828404844922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099066468340267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566144806396536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906122764480168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520223643373224,0.30439729293868617,0.0,0.0,0.09233650362283984,0.0,0.15009947134710613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14679417501411735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GreenSwimmer,2019/01/26,"Constantly feel like something’s about to happen to me?? I have pretty severe anxiety and am no doubt a hypochondriac (great mix)  have noticed I’ll have episodes where I feel like something bad is about to happen to me (heart attack, robbery, break in, etc.). and I’ve just realized most of the time it only happens at night. I was curious as to whether or not anyone else experiences this and how you cope with it?",4.649156118143459,6.29017824050633,5.079177215189876,82.09868143459916,70.39240506329114,8.30464135021097,29.62236286919831,8.841846274778883,2.4054540084388183,327,13,61,6,6,104,60,79,0.182,0.6990000000000001,0.118,-0.6848,0,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,5,6,1,1,2,0,6,1,1,1,0,14,11,7,0,0,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,6,3,12,10,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,5,41,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14052543559346725,0.0,0.0,0.12844314184367822,0.1882162489721747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089784861403986,0.0,0.0,0.15337684807852733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19850799560943794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15345279689812685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20486740869905468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796880164119196,0.0,0.0,0.18576244909817813,0.26246211362478633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20252332440638066,0.0,0.0,0.4873200910621187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21767831842301885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17948725557163864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723844100487227,0.0,0.0,0.20913687876116108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13970759278951325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868828749353056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20752197550100807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828332884858715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711347026487487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,X_ScooCKbScs_X,2019/01/26,"Dating someone with anxiety This is long and I’m on mobile so sorry in advance

So I’ve been seeing this girl recently. Shes really sweet and kind. I want to get to know her better but when we do hang out her anxiety seems to cause a lot of problems.

So today we went out to a nice little diner for dinner. Things started out great but part way through it started to fill up. She obviously started to become uncomfortable as it became busier. She had to go to the restroom and use her medication to try and calm down. This didn’t work so we had to leave due to the crowds.

We decided to go get frozen yogurt, so I drove us there. When we were picking out a flavor she had to excuse herself again. After this we just sat around in an empty store and kinda waited for things to pass. 

I’ve never been in this situation before and was unsure what to do. I guess I just relied on my medic training: limited physical contact, relaxed demeanor, talk about comforting things ya know. 

Things just didn’t work and she had to leave. I feel terrible, I just don’t know what to do to help. I’ve asked her what I can do to help. I guess I’m just lost and looking for help myself. What can I do? What do other people do to help you guys when your anxiety gets bad? Any fun ideas for relaxing and calm dates? Anything could really help. ",1.613362760834672,3.9111128389513112,3.2877300695559133,88.4753511235955,81.65917602996255,6.2112894596040675,20.77166934189406,7.447530270364453,0.7520680577849115,1036,30,211,16,28,343,145,267,0.114,0.6940000000000001,0.192,0.9816,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,7,3,0,6,17,15,0,0,6,0,23,4,0,3,2,49,50,20,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,17,21,2,2,7,2,1,8,4,4,0,0,14,5,31,11,42,35,2,37,0,1,2,0,32,13,0,5,15,147,48,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432685673900201,0.0,0.25083959446344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994350844594705,0.09729900614903236,0.10217952026144776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125984016017992,0.0,0.12071181517521662,0.09300513436950718,0.0,0.0,0.09666580862629416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227986162561708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726610969456501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055264701370651835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17131216207410555,0.0,0.12423392784236742,0.0,0.0,0.12050219081677732,0.24080965742478436,0.10822288632717493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3663030376174825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233849163428975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381776557545616,0.18020310370270698,0.0,0.0,0.2314630609777295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095460004793294,0.0,0.09672590060554914,0.09178337143769127,0.0,0.11931243066622428,0.09292183708879748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202138613384944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429788724230156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835982943754625,0.0,0.0757739491755123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458408455424764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14003907824305398,0.0,0.107919269796333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709690442689283,0.09950142177137612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285630621412565,0.0,0.0,0.09260842476027788,0.0,0.0,0.12235093426119745,0.2320865245415462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878501463024067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904527701556851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360237750062673,0.0,0.0,0.07420663548354396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147286564097455,0.09439897470345328,0.0,0.0,0.06446719878334572,0.08675621213490263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132098000223146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15914149510995762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,prodromal96,2019/01/26,"So I guess my chronic, debilitating headaches are just a manifestation of anxiety? For the past year or so I have been getting chronic headaches that seem to go away as quickly as they come on. They are debilitating and I feel so fatigued during them that I can hardly talk, keep my eyes open, or stay awake. I was seriously concerned that I was having seizures. But I went to a neurologist and he said this doesn’t sound like seizure activity at all and that it’s probably a manifestation of anxiety. I have seriously felt like I’m dying during some of these spells. Does it sound familiar? My head and eyes will feel extremely heavy, the world will sound very loud, etc. I will say that anxiety is a massive issue for me so I guess it makes sense.

Anyone relate?",4.361183908045977,6.405417020689657,5.398362068965515,77.88076149425291,71.89655172413794,8.695402298850576,29.32471264367816,9.2995712137729,2.633816091954023,608,25,116,14,12,200,90,145,0.08900000000000001,0.875,0.036000000000000004,-0.6317,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,3,0,6,5,0,0,6,0,14,6,3,1,1,20,28,13,1,0,4,0,4,2,0,3,3,6,0,0,10,6,0,1,4,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,6,12,17,2,12,19,3,12,0,1,2,0,7,5,0,6,5,75,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4110391274539611,0.0,0.0,0.1252327422147368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682728420796235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542810802908852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18588028144587448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15673394221252993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19974680635759146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18111936976287307,0.0,0.1719666378992792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357374616477608,0.0,0.101788167473592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3946035380981185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16044080144815126,0.0,0.18381099734090534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869366417203725,0.0,0.1591946709338128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17500102290545086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955241439420328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17097375212581695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931029568104367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17036764103355478,0.14242962161001813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16304833243260589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19089960214176055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395593151904534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777844928608302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16602995751919666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533623908527205
anxiety,standontwofeet,2019/01/26,"Help? Psych giving me adderall instead of xanax(!?)? Recommending buspar? I've been on xanax for 8 years, .5 mg once a day 5-6 days a week, works great, no tolerance really, I take 1-2 days off occasionally, no side effects, completely alleviates my symptoms and allows me to function effectively. Never increased my dosage, never refill too often, never abused it, taken as directed.

My PCP decided to no longer RX it to me after 8 years after I apparently refilled too often (it was 1 month and a week since my last 1 month refill and they wouldn't refill until 1 month and 3 weeks due to an appointment scheduling) 

So I'm off to the wonderful world of psychiatry. My psych gave me  a 3 month refill on the .5mg xanax, suggested I take adderall and an SSRI instead.

SSRI's are no go - kills my sex drive - plus I hate the idea, plus, I have something that already works for me, xanax.

I thought great, my psych will give me the drug that helps me, I'm good to go. 

One month med check, talk to the NP - confess I didn't try the SSRI and that my insurance wouldn't cover adderall. They fixed the insurance issue, the adderall cost $35 compared to my $3 xanax, but I filled it. 

How the fuck is adderall supposed to help anxiety? I am not even remotely ADD. 

She said she wants me off xanax long term, the NP. She recommended I read into buspar. 

Does anyone have recommendations on:

1) Psychiatrist shopping without looking like a drug addict. How bad would it look for me to go see another psych at this point? 

2) How the fuck can I convince this lady to keep me on the drug that works for me? 

3) If I have to get off xanax, does anyone have experience in substituting buspar for xanax? 

4) How do I not look like a drug seeker but just be straight up with people that xanax is what I want and works for me? And I'm not a drug addict? Should I lie and say I use it only as needed and not 5-6x a day? I don't take a huge dose at ALL, I don't get dizzy whatsoever. I eat with my .5mg.

Change gives me tremendous anxiety, I don't want to change. I feel like I am about to lose a huge part of myself and possibly my job because I literally am able to do what I can because I take .5mg of xanax and it helps me calm down to be an effective, nice person.

It blows my mind that they're talkign down to me about my xanax use being excessive, and instead prescribing me an amphetamine that when you google it, the second link that comes up is one from ""Addiction Center"". 

I need a doctor who understands anxiety. I'm so frustrated and upset over this. Does anyone have any compassionate help or words of wisdom?",2.769955505147447,4.520152625719773,4.451754929331706,84.23567113069272,75.52591170825336,7.653830047112197,24.31691676845228,8.438071523408619,1.5232836852207297,2022,65,416,38,44,681,239,521,0.108,0.763,0.129,0.8379,2,0,6,0,1,0,80.0,0,1,2,8,18,19,5,1,28,0,30,27,0,10,4,67,69,30,1,10,10,0,1,3,0,5,23,2,0,1,23,21,1,1,11,2,3,7,18,8,0,3,7,7,62,11,58,54,4,57,1,1,4,3,23,24,2,5,29,251,85,11,0.06870900521287904,0.08140893579758438,0.0,0.22470887253635669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07582209581006097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046724479676941294,0.07204738281422972,0.15768660276910518,0.0,0.0,0.14412880202636766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05736914937568894,0.08376874368768282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14537003405251564,0.059186724079794875,0.07204008472217495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17724649683250854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032657828522018,0.18038314045081733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3984031619074994,0.07030646555473123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04538164993304522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06721059132261467,0.0,0.0,0.034741337510244386,0.04908572705278917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704073631429386,0.07179523872823912,0.19773581589776,0.11714673318637694,0.057629853695890514,0.0,0.15150384162259176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783591777843227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230270989352613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756410359648183,0.0,0.07171435028226737,0.06818308570035445,0.06107172082129875,0.07601633418200322,0.0,0.0,0.0560070097172616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070324796330883,0.0,0.0,0.060805307467096135,0.17309477872099546,0.07686780175033438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632021545505584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937650852935155,0.0,0.27421436219386824,0.0,0.0,0.10189371351341196,0.1589778617879527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317284813236995,0.09311800027055643,0.05225629461074829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440515700186896,0.0,0.04763417294404404,0.059994053122009165,0.0,0.0,0.06495221863931475,0.07745907965978327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06872759884548965,0.0,0.044016748134000416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06535799816132265,0.0546401587228176,0.0,0.0,0.05475218136977137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056836799131362165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052895549031154274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07141496462440602,0.2066424839155246,0.05522569573925232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0545472752686673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04664890436199005,0.0,0.0,0.07152849757982145,0.0,0.11868503979776453,0.0,0.0,0.12157905439049042,0.0,0.1653426585553993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06623302913864658,0.07451198522343443,0.20008389646111405,0.0,0.0,0.048808905945563336,0.0,0.0,0.08849269328774005
anxiety,habsterrr,2019/01/26,done i can't fucking handle it anymore. i'm losing my shit it feels and all i ever want to do is be alone. my family will not let me do that and it feels like i'm going mental. i've tried and tried and tried and nothing works. you can't tell me it's going to get better because the more people say that the worse it gets and the more emotionless i get. i don't know why i'm writing this i think i just want to get it off my chest. i'm losing motivation and hope fast. ,-0.2844155844155836,1.5390582380952438,2.2927272727272765,95.62636363636366,85.66666666666667,4.961038961038962,16.21212121212121,6.11248444174946,-0.6020476190476192,365,7,88,3,11,126,59,105,0.131,0.7440000000000001,0.125,-0.3818,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,5,2,7,2,0,3,0,10,3,2,1,2,20,28,7,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,9,7,0,0,5,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,1,3,12,3,4,24,3,5,0,2,0,1,4,1,2,1,3,51,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17559038907356705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16813628442685685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334888011547172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994271263520034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734963855940395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533569591655627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598254754011008,0.0,0.17144716118861048,0.12111808527230886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15673528393929756,0.3543067351159272,0.0,0.19270487059209584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16838963280684416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317373115494887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17336424069493497,0.0,0.08282777436097513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793396380613622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17085457522179415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16267642341449853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753640349073333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482353834477154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17402847038891214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14818381217130064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863319821195497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.345315816772907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19999598201133106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15298180666013264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342578937015053,0.0,0.1727738546726505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,funkyskeleton,2019/01/26,"Is mental health a valid reason for skipping school/work? Okay, so lately I have been having serious mental breakdowns every single day that my doctor suggested i up the dosage of prozac that i am already taking. However, I feel like it has been getting worse for me. I have always had little breakdowns in school where i would just cry for a solid minute. However, right now it just feels like absolute hell. I have been skipping school because of my anxiety attackes + insomnia and i feel really bad about it but at the same time I just feel like it is a literal mind prison. Anxiety has been affecting me academically and socially and whenever I am at school I have this unexplainable feeling of severe depression and wanting to just die and I already contemplate death everyday. Is mental health a vaild excuse for my absence? I feel like whoever I talk to, it is just hard to explain. (Please excuse my English, I haven’t been getting enough sleep.)",5.3825142857142865,7.501963108571428,6.007285714285715,74.2572142857143,69.34285714285714,9.571428571428571,31.357142857142854,9.957137785484203,3.536485714285714,764,33,125,20,14,248,100,175,0.21,0.6990000000000001,0.091,-0.9783,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,9,10,2,0,6,1,21,6,1,2,0,24,32,7,2,2,6,0,7,4,0,1,5,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,8,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,6,7,21,5,15,25,3,12,1,1,0,0,6,7,1,0,9,88,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413089180366652,0.0,0.09097590672515864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16728273861140575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243849318978974,0.0,0.0,0.09129058763563208,0.06664991480584746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009992864594232,0.0705123617322354,0.0,0.09417051840280592,0.0,0.11347300216914585,0.0,0.0,0.11190953200330474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297281367364173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211988654372552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316999276864335,0.3124372535368486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424658730810633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794314528217876,0.0,0.0,0.2324370782466237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333522264286816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21366323848111107,0.10958290897001603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33055344779736306,0.0,0.11039770156391457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001756205016065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004313026585213,0.11241511868020856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933719319589662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4426135111559518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351801023512185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094144752717667,0.11145378805697707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220669990938115,0.0878797449759542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637544177408429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06448891922038111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959755671443887,0.0,0.11142223004007308,0.07766881249089923,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NightmeowDaydream,2019/01/26,"Advice on how to stay calm and relax when a mouse in your apartment is making you extremely anxious? There's been a mouse in our apartment for a couple days now and I'm having a lot of trouble relaxing. It's not the mouse itself that scares me, it's how quick and stealthy it is, it's like I'm watching a scary movie and the scary music that plays right before a jump scare is playing 24/7 for me. I'm afraid to open closets in case it runs out.. lol. Every sound I hear freaks me out, especially when trying to sleep.

We've set up traps but it's ignoring them and we told the landlords but they haven't done anything yet. We also have no clue where it lives since whenever we look for it it's nowhere to be found.

Does anyone have any tips on how to relax until it's gone?",2.1199735449735435,3.818745635802472,3.1994003527336865,92.73444444444445,77.20987654320987,5.863139329805996,21.447971781305114,6.5431188927421005,0.2331379188712517,611,16,134,5,14,196,102,162,0.127,0.774,0.1,-0.5198,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,4,2,2,0,11,13,0,3,9,1,10,1,1,4,0,21,19,14,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,13,11,0,1,1,5,0,3,3,6,0,0,5,4,12,7,18,13,1,25,0,0,2,0,10,13,0,1,8,83,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20078818104103333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431860170668436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397303168296443,0.0,0.0,0.23212871372251986,0.0,0.14367317596447685,0.0,0.16908874508246444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748444298925343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273546199070318,0.0,0.13251463328533022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17981290564167726,0.2102726718961252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17312188506724427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252931684566049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23158570727179856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038490059870132,0.0,0.18143854109701169,0.0,0.17254758418906507,0.0,0.0,0.17468783568237573,0.0,0.0,0.13715642384308646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17547486736681958,0.0,0.0,0.4114334381483821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16997137271765933,0.0,0.20562379007816767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21900943511268325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19634054843766335,0.0,0.1395043076204321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LEXagFC,2019/01/26,"Prozac no appetite :( I have been on Prozac for a week and have absolutely no appetite.  I am a skinny guy and putting on some weight would be a huge bonus in my treatment of anxiety.  

If I have a no appetite as an initial side effect, is it possible that the med will eventually cause an increase in appetite?  Has anyone experienced this low appetite and did it resolve itself?

I’m tempted to quit taking it and try something else because I also am very lethargic and have insomnia ",5.976739926739928,6.995451527472532,6.533791208791207,75.23204212454212,66.69230769230771,8.704029304029303,37.14468864468864,8.841846274778883,3.4155919413919413,383,20,66,6,6,125,64,91,0.166,0.726,0.108,-0.5759,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,4,1,3,0,0,7,0,13,5,1,2,0,11,15,8,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,6,5,2,0,2,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,2,2,5,2,8,10,2,10,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,2,1,50,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21076808252055376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20162195707717828,0.0,0.0,0.1842866205843514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16066315477293272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707477520413293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22016977281659747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26096490295123204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29275469699474943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971232360926177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26494964760765577,0.0,0.2803274990574381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029006382732984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19816361040200736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17893929911235273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21746382401681116,0.0,0.0,0.21141117774664095,0.3209439279878177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18722479208871312,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,catcatri,2019/01/26,"I just realized how lonely I am (F17) I’ve isolated myself for more than two months at home, avoiding my friends and attempting to stop talking to my family, by trying to convince myself I’d be better off that way. I felt really low today and hugged my mom. Nothing has felt better. When I’m alone at home, being with my dog felt good enough, but I really need to be around some people. I’m so scared of keeping relationships (friendship, romantic, etc) but the longer I go without them, the worse my anxiety gets. It doesn’t help that I get anxiety when I’m around them in the first place.",4.66,5.678097931034486,5.628793103448277,80.53301724137933,69.6896551724138,9.248275862068963,27.431034482758626,9.516144504307137,2.3575896551724145,464,15,90,10,8,153,80,116,0.146,0.682,0.172,0.6454,0,4,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,4,7,10,0,2,3,0,6,1,0,1,0,19,17,8,0,1,4,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,5,0,3,4,0,0,1,2,4,0,2,3,3,15,6,16,11,4,16,0,2,0,1,7,8,0,1,6,58,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15436378853894542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280352541258816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653600637592822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636331670348833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15400144981622307,0.16622254685603538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050464844983873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42931448638104497,0.0,0.0,0.12677605534003725,0.0,0.0,0.11515039348544095,0.0,0.15573782319727306,0.0,0.08470467561308317,0.12501035061319635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990050388439717,0.0,0.299004929619461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324764291908347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745575746138713,0.1189648467335044,0.0,0.0,0.11051363169173307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430109538267878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332777682080428,0.0,0.15571840403386467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909617590258268,0.0,0.0,0.16001660071181112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921822699883988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460677471861513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979526485790705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412755103431904,0.0,0.0,0.10119053782067264,0.0,0.14559353299128516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183035412939854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367230981512413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15188773661509214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ir0ss23,2019/01/26,Help I’m having extreme anxiety and even suicidal thoughts. I want to end my life so bad but i cannot because i love my boyfriend so much that i simply cannot be without him. The thought of losing him makes me so so so incredibly sad and it gives me extreme anxiety to the point where my whole body shuts down and i have extreme heart pains and i keep throwing up. I have a history of people leaving me and for the past 24 hours i keep thinking about him just leaving even though deep down i know he wont but this mind of mine just wont stop torturing me. I need a hug and someone to talk to so much but i don’t want to ask anyone because i don’t want to be an attention whore. What do i do?,1.0876701821668249,2.886558577181212,2.815747842761265,93.8311577181208,80.6778523489933,6.136337488015339,24.73681687440077,7.1686216300943375,0.8762977948226269,544,21,126,7,14,180,85,149,0.2,0.695,0.105,-0.9595,0,0,0,0,0,1,6.0,0,0,0,1,13,8,1,0,6,0,13,7,2,1,0,26,28,16,1,4,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,6,0,3,5,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,2,0,24,2,15,22,3,12,0,2,0,3,9,7,0,0,4,86,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23075104410839575,0.0,0.0,0.10545560297971196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14099467253520392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259269102661308,0.18387476865633184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16752503789385614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358017371998107,0.0,0.0,0.1992280178820036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467857501770365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17872031153556697,0.10109027074188312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14852556225703414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26810831923963924,0.0,0.0,0.082885747004813,0.0,0.0,0.3193894275785134,0.0,0.0,0.10652736583614936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16872700534533325,0.0,0.0,0.1361193278301004,0.0,0.1006723299726444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15228340422030526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217374835258524,0.11182979578675492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604812147728186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14397305213692058,0.10455836084730084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14257196240816447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778778457431214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609078135535826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649706489762491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122196873095878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663822272337487,0.14817813098837626,0.2394656331066409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266869473211332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16838315158305345,0.0,0.14538337778685625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,beckinblackmail,2019/01/26,"my friends don’t like me i know that everyone with anxiety says this but it’s actually true for me. there are things that my best friend tells our mutual friends but won’t tell me, most of the shit that goes on in her life i have to find out about on social media’s. my two other friends hang out without me every weekend even though they always say that they “really want to hang out “with me. i’ve been struggling with depression for years and right now i feel the most suicidal i have in months",4.251216407355024,5.20226566336634,4.524271570014147,88.32465346534653,70.5841584158416,8.543705799151343,25.319660537482317,8.841846274778883,1.5067640735502117,396,11,86,7,7,124,70,101,0.13,0.612,0.258,0.9477,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,2,1,5,10,1,1,2,0,6,2,1,0,1,17,9,4,1,1,3,0,1,1,4,1,1,2,0,0,8,7,0,0,3,1,0,2,3,3,0,1,1,3,16,7,17,7,3,14,0,1,0,0,13,8,1,2,5,60,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.16832475894777624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352498707800987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195390824797654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810169689703117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485648555031606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392761273781653,0.0,0.1453297472017351,0.16482100029590355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.087215816342077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15765217399348924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5330594873127286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479565561749198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183435452485945,0.0842696012766608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767938234622076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050111758358253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147304993269756,0.0,0.27434096609930275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17705787610019932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758312070359307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18032335782040207,0.0,0.18867539224130506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015266524706867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459428364611708,0.0,0.16946994607410695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16849706653889093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173870897205813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662736129094702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107750936652112
anxiety,Thund77,2019/01/26,"Did anyone tried fluphenazine (trade names: moditen, prolixin, modecate) for anxiety? I cannot find a single word about it, except it treats shizophrenia. I hope my doctor didnt made a mistake. My previous med was Seroquel, but it just made me sleep too long.",5.310217391304349,7.830072847826087,4.799347826086958,81.1364130434783,70.52173913043478,8.947826086956523,31.06521739130435,9.516144504307137,3.2006260869565226,205,9,35,5,4,62,39,46,0.032,0.885,0.083,0.2773,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,4,2,1,2,0,10,7,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,5,2,3,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,21,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23060944572675476,0.0,0.0,0.21078178212279847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085482143710315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27552105841331875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994091934754691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667749448460931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5704810828430804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33484447520772986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016690389738209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20466566828948046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Swimming_Day,2019/01/26,"Got yelled at worked today and now I'm just anxious and worthless  I work at a fast food place which is pretty fast-paced so it can get stressful. I'm fairly new to it and still getting use to the ins and outs of the place. I'm trying my best, willing to learn and trying to get better. There hasn't been much training, I'm expected to learn as I go. This leads me to making mistakes. Today the manager asked me something and got mad at me for some miscommunications. I feel terrible, anxious, and guilt.  I apologized but I don't think it helped. 

 I am scheduled to work the next couple of days and now I'm worried about seeing the manager when I go back. This manager has been short with me before, seems like they were stressed by the work but have been friendly for the most part. ",2.6871428571428595,4.668279738853506,3.589940855323025,89.2983598726115,76.45222929936305,6.269153776160145,23.953139217470433,7.1686216300943375,0.8698374886260236,617,20,127,7,14,197,94,157,0.127,0.775,0.098,-0.1531,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,7,9,11,1,3,8,0,12,1,0,3,0,25,31,13,0,2,3,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,6,10,1,0,5,0,0,3,2,7,0,0,6,3,13,4,20,24,5,23,0,1,1,0,5,8,0,3,13,82,19,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080395644402717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274548529336826,0.0,0.0,0.10483322570340284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601107240288558,0.0,0.14307520700278498,0.12057725844332776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085212201141682,0.0,0.0879248182281539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893508961088675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16485686430602134,0.0,0.10533210909162832,0.0,0.21368828476624285,0.0,0.15496468335344998,0.0,0.2180791622993495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138249948568697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660641107452102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100469386849236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022193691614828,0.0,0.0,0.1316732254156992,0.14499385536950574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476375560936155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28488218624008593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387017429297209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864137075907768,0.12411429458773801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495736991716137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887733428101434,0.0,0.31234264168812664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735798483382319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584593420312689,0.0,0.0,0.1851250776683669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774969589927288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3970141140413813,0.1384548449092541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jkz87,2019/01/26,"Husband is convinced he is dying I’m hoping to get some tips. My husband has always had anxiety, but he usually manages it well. The past 8 days, however, have been a special kind of hell. He is absolutely convinced that he contracted HIV and is dying. Here’s the thing - he has had no contact with anyone with HIV that we know of (he had a massage with a surprise happy ending...just a handie..but thinks she somehow gave it to him).

Since he decided she gave him HIV, he has been to an urgent care once, ER, and two doctor appointments. He had one HIV test that was negative, but unfortunately, has to wait about another week before he can know for sure (even though there’s almost a negative chance he has it.)

Meanwhile, he’s been sitting at home taking his temperature every three minutes, certain he is about to spike a fever. He is losing his mind, and making me lose mine. How do I help him through this without going crazy? I am almost dead certain he is fine, and he is 100% certain he is dying. ",4.958307692307692,5.806420830769234,5.932820512820518,79.24384615384619,68.8974358974359,8.461538461538463,30.384615384615394,8.617729084823388,2.3540769230769234,782,30,147,12,13,259,118,195,0.151,0.644,0.205,0.7767,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,1,0,0,2,9,17,1,0,9,0,26,6,0,2,4,28,39,8,4,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,1,0,8,8,0,1,4,0,0,1,4,3,2,3,10,0,13,14,16,29,1,7,1,2,0,4,31,1,1,5,4,92,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989210519187743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124194778362333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15651023567493244,0.11418211366912535,0.0,0.0,0.1043648031409927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700773393180334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15217868138039656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625919050848962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4647193370794411,0.0,0.0,0.15277209125016947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858363272753567,0.0,0.12575647007975782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798124855324683,0.0,0.08482687412728195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15888812824116572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004462453717132,0.0,0.14971814332967728,0.1482470696517131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15542944574960352,0.16405680542200554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339634917420682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963100681678727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070823222308966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895511063507184,0.10114121844995587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248383982753685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346792457395653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067408612450574,0.0,0.1122235902082086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099160515174158,0.09563862711363708,0.14664542265598982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14580357232240485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438681911835226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972592409243595,0.0,0.13420104605692154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438795775091899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AnAngryBitch,2019/01/26,"Oh, I can stay in your house...………….? Great.... The idea of staying with friends/relatives/ makes me want to cancel every plan I have to travel.

Am I weird to look forward to a hotel? 
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anxiety,SageSpartan,2019/01/26,"Sick and anxious It's been years since I've been really, properly sick. Today has kicked my ass and it has my anxiety turned up to 11. 

My body aches, especially my lower back which I've had problems with for years, I have a 103 degree fever, I'm lightheaded more than you can imagine, can barely stand up and just in general feel like hell. I'm sure its just a flu, but I've had health related anxiety for as long as I can remember (essentially a hypochondriac), so this has been absolute torture for me all day. Does anyone have any suggestions on how I can calm down a little?",5.460459627329193,5.713118573913048,6.516273291925469,77.60521739130434,67.6086956521739,11.09316770186335,30.341614906832298,10.914260884657429,3.247770186335403,456,16,92,13,7,153,79,115,0.222,0.725,0.053,-0.9458,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,5,6,2,0,4,0,14,7,2,1,2,15,18,8,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,1,9,3,13,13,2,13,1,0,0,1,2,6,2,0,7,56,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15431521520604044,0.0,0.3471904835847396,0.2563580561923728,0.0,0.1586696256856258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744895465914192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520599598743203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463463664675305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19858158100899728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473893367045412,0.16211361979990654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412082151133761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086296725578684,0.22743615673523104,0.0,0.20081944565955293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171343740767498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145372490136481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570591793238252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18771279959072631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138719560356803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21509618301237096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468267314196308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922615533287342
anxiety,welcometotheyeet,2019/01/26,"look forward to weekends free of worry, then worry about wasting them i hate school but when the weekend comes i have no idea what to do and all weekend i worry about wasting my weekend, then its eventually wasted. i have one hobby (guitar) but i think having more things to do would help ne feel less like im wasting my time and feel more refreshed on monday. help?",2.8794567404426563,5.298433042253522,3.489657947686116,88.10901408450707,77.73239436619718,4.620523138832998,24.227364185110666,5.288315135182226,0.4791955734406437,290,10,53,1,7,91,48,71,0.29,0.5760000000000001,0.134,-0.92,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,1,11,12,7,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,5,1,2,1,1,0,1,0,3,8,3,7,11,4,12,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,11,38,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907965226658289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22398693263638145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186783848100892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969240465484531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500385260375122,0.23925034242583926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821024383018828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18599825318400748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15008932260945174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22416264166545202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715004209147067,0.1419237080467464,0.0,0.0,0.12915429229718786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6748103802052374,0.0,0.15734220256863488,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Aliceboom,2019/01/26,"I’m proud of myself! Hello redditors! This is my first post on this website, and I believe this is an good occasion that calls for it. 
I am an individual with ongoing social and generalized anxiety. 
Despite feeling incredibly anxious, tired and in pain from a dance class from the previous day, I participated in my state’s first mock trial event of the season! I was a witness and did my best to act the part. I was incredibly nervous and even messed up in the beginning, but I felt much better when I thought about that my anxiety wouldn’t be permanent. Those 5-6 minutes up on a podium taught me that I am stronger than I thought. I was alone and had to publicly speak in front a whole bunch of people, including strangers who were judging me and students I didn’t know. Honestly even now I’m suprised I got through it, but I’m so happy I did and I’m happy I could confront something that terrified me so much!
I even managed to talk to some of the kids from the other schools and smile at them. I feel like this experience has really helped me.",4.459579288025889,5.7925301359223305,5.51842718446602,79.95877346278317,70.45631067961166,8.988478964401294,32.17993527508091,9.3871,2.9170871197411015,832,38,163,18,15,275,124,206,0.108,0.715,0.177,0.9688,0,1,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,5,8,13,2,1,12,0,16,2,0,0,0,22,29,14,0,2,2,0,3,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,13,10,0,0,6,1,0,3,2,5,0,2,13,4,26,8,25,13,7,22,0,0,0,0,10,9,0,1,9,119,39,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038140053161448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369248239723293,0.17494024234233385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17446673131380036,0.16250906880567273,0.13695523074367955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812261481069234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236378235403438,0.0,0.0,0.09986761951626742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068375914577217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15147631985105972,0.0,0.0,0.15659704368602098,0.11062728574251224,0.1486835292266556,0.0,0.0,0.2634364121502345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298836683270068,0.12385039425628305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296886053792687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379495656619803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510336798175222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565353961009866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22767010418271985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16477491448773127,0.0,0.0,0.16769112038434242,0.0,0.10735583595862357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148306732785518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920304059140064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567198879706296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578535199485798,0.0,0.11921369751503075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446528124774207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458725731466756,0.0,0.1779811806656511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17288826883912442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Marmalade-Jar,2019/01/26,"Is it possible to be over-conscious? Even as I write this, im cognitively attributing my words to why I feel the way I do. Every arm cross, clap, every weird step of the foot. For each facial expression my mind makes note. I pace around the house sometimes because I'm waiting for my next conscious step. I respond to everything internally; anger, happiness, excitement, jealousy, embarrassment. I let it pile over the years and now I get anxiety attacks. So now I try to live as though not to trigger an attack, but I'm also contemplating whether or not having an unconscious attack means I'm mentally weak. I've always understood subtext when a person speaks, unless they speak their minds. However, this leaves me judging their subtext, which in turn makes me distrust. The term 'overthinking' is often prevalent, but is overthrowing just a term used to marginalize deeper thought? Are you really overthinking a situation or are you getting more information than others would? Then you have to apply that to everyday situations, when or when not to ""over think."" 
Is there any advice anyone can give that lets how I feel match up more with my rationality? It's easy to say everything will be okay, it's harder to feel it. ",6.361681818181817,8.159277577272732,6.507045454545459,72.90056818181819,66.4090909090909,10.045454545454547,32.84090909090909,10.270032843473604,3.691045454545456,977,42,162,25,16,312,145,220,0.114,0.838,0.048,-0.9137,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,3,3,0,14,11,5,1,10,1,16,4,3,6,0,37,34,18,0,1,11,0,3,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,11,4,0,1,9,0,0,3,3,8,0,0,2,6,21,3,24,26,5,20,0,0,0,0,15,5,0,4,11,109,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387190879532098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137279364976873,0.10547745808396493,0.0,0.0,0.08620358515387805,0.0,0.09697379605877536,0.0,0.0,0.08863604649005084,0.0,0.0,0.11284646667366165,0.0,0.43263563660341503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772739052381382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372615278918481,0.0,0.21360757636567468,0.0,0.22785387404679835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19228643318003144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324574830612199,0.12160318218322247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13494219408889468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626815824090791,0.0,0.0,0.13692642524775991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422433399165212,0.0,0.2592487096555713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193456854978966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16923135551998575,0.0,0.0,0.13808270679668158,0.0,0.0,0.12774787922655775,0.0,0.25599017055036805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481451144546727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068507349439044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14290689624711642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120799893762454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080749123051894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849751629241976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537242754914785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122498719838378,0.12454457929202045,0.10063612738003644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860641536793496,0.13788238011252604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094830376436174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006190339335935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438441923904838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004921422426053,0.0,0.0,0.08163159305431869
anxiety,ilykcye,2019/01/26,I just want to be at peace. Lately I've been feeling that I just want to be at peace. Peace in the sense that I just let everyyhing end. Sometimes I just want to let go. Right now I seriously just want to stop feeling anything. I want to feel blissful nothing. I know it will get better but I just keep having these thoughts and they are hard to tune out. I just feel so exhausted of life.,0.0454886363636362,2.4008806625000005,1.4063636363636398,97.93318181818184,92.375,4.409090909090909,19.772727272727273,6.11248444174946,-0.09162500000000008,303,10,68,3,11,96,48,80,0.108,0.6559999999999999,0.236,0.5405,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,9,3,0,0,1,0,8,2,0,0,0,23,22,3,0,5,8,0,5,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,5,10,1,11,15,0,10,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,4,45,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15711329323094295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688558051439179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16910103578198726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3861454542652534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974934422366166,0.0,0.10850589370804793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710294327961417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16970106125265907,0.0,0.0,0.1049262422689984,0.0,0.2153693667037436,0.0,0.0,0.3904632366752981,0.1348545027331777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831956883454401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16304712816821934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18882764707186872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596201078046793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15157147001997498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5630564162566695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chanson_boheme,2019/01/26,"DAE convince themselves of things that are literally impossible I know anxiety often convinces people of things that are unlikely, but I’m talking straight up impossible. Like sometimes I’ll have an unpleasant experience (such as an awkward or uncomfortable interaction with a peer) and worry so much about it, looking for where I went wrong and/or possible reasons why it could’ve happened, that I’ll end up convincing myself of something absolutely ridiculous like “they can read minds and were offended by the one slightly negative thought I had about them 2 months ago.”

Anybody else do stuff like this?",9.97168284789644,10.961545213592236,8.862281553398061,62.100153721682865,58.02912621359224,12.303559870550165,45.32200647249189,11.855464076750405,5.991286084142394,499,29,72,14,6,155,83,103,0.233,0.614,0.152,-0.9055,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,6,10,2,1,4,0,7,0,0,1,0,10,13,6,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,4,0,1,4,1,6,6,11,9,1,8,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,2,6,48,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784561183593249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15400759658844534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607359138787289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16817522280040528,0.0,0.17830785196202528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19692747740987146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780247010722857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063901996172798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295061183038907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16905628242789594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032736291607758,0.0,0.1606899792242284,0.0,0.14799177634639366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641817854801627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956844199375235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22695561606759546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201372319492239,0.0,0.0,0.2069882689852537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15498430875150565,0.199108491469186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23046076195810894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16181165402835435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26749325490150777,0.0,0.0,0.15982387755940114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866236546208887,0.181658037636208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20444803874652984,0.0,0.0,0.2201094546640421,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mladikresobengalka,2019/01/26,I taught myself how to cut my own hair to avoid having to call the barber. Not the healthiest approach to my problem but I cut my own hair every 2 weeks and tbh it looks better than what my barber used to do. ,1.518409090909092,3.2916185681818213,3.1818181818181834,91.8427272727273,79.22727272727272,5.3090909090909095,17.81818181818182,5.985473137389443,-0.3128454545454544,163,3,35,1,4,54,31,44,0.161,0.758,0.081,-0.2023,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,2,1,2,0,2,2,2,2,0,7,5,3,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,3,7,1,6,4,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,25,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3755880765589994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.433637827739327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35780466949679984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3566177165253208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4063539705985441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36678045569431533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406464468422482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chelseagirls,2019/01/26,"I was Prescribed Hydroxyzine and after taking it I am now having one of the worst days I've had in a while. I'm curious how to the users on this sub feel after taking it? My doctor prescribed me Hydroxyzine HCL 25 mg to help with anxiety. For those who aren't familiar with this drug, it's like Xanax, and you take it before or in the beginning stages of an anxious episode. I tried it for the first time yesterday and I felt a little high at first, then all sensations became uncontrollably strong and unpleasant--sounds, touch, smells, light. I curled up and slept the whole day away right after taking it.

I decided to give it another try this morning, and I have felt miserable all day with similar symptoms and brain fog.

I'm curious from those of you who have tried it, how did you feel? Did this prescription work for any of you?",6.8170370370370375,6.5829974938271665,6.799135802469134,78.3761111111111,64.80246913580247,11.150617283950618,31.58024691358025,10.746095033038511,3.1829950617283957,662,22,130,16,9,211,100,162,0.086,0.835,0.08,-0.2359,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,4,0,4,3,5,0,2,8,0,9,6,2,2,2,20,22,12,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,16,10,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,7,7,13,2,23,15,4,24,0,1,0,0,8,9,0,1,15,89,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057856777347648,0.16311751939702426,0.11900246051574942,0.1757377629993775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615310982307575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236953106518906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17365565716162504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30096869333559995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15922156433002405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18039943423856653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573109410460531,0.0,0.29872270063526685,0.0,0.0,0.2646373707043912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14922668261411115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426813884175756,0.1643569713570773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599843029853988,0.15591131405611927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541102689676507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13284681657487532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16168570491166553,0.4678450217303736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070789542169723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168437186012803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17367643492323154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324904384861967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Anon1234567899754,2019/01/26,"How to deal with brothers girlfriend I'm 16 yr female and my brother has had a girlfriend for 6 months now and I've been trying to deal with it and at first it was okay but I just can't anymore I feel so stressed and uncomfortable in my own home all the time and she stays over most nights. They are quite loud and I can hear them from my room which is at times disturbing and others very annoying, I just haven't been able to sleep lately and I don't know who to talk to. I don't want to come off as disruptive to the family but I just wish I could move out. They're all over eachother 24/7 tbh I don't really want to see that. I honestly can't stand them being so loved up anymore, I never want a boyfriend in the future if it makes me act like that. I just miss the times when my home felt like my home.",0.08172413793103317,2.2226438965517232,1.5696666666666663,99.3045,87.04597701149427,5.0891954022988495,16.745977011494254,6.508806274219699,-0.4736933333333333,634,14,153,7,20,203,106,174,0.138,0.7390000000000001,0.123,0.0589,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,2,9,9,1,2,6,1,16,2,1,2,3,33,30,16,0,6,7,2,2,2,2,0,0,2,4,0,8,12,0,0,3,0,0,3,7,4,0,1,5,5,22,5,22,23,4,26,0,1,1,1,14,10,0,2,13,100,30,0,0.14802216032089466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29359641659467944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750798433864927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818365034342687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30520869531918765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395421191156314,0.0,0.07484445182652391,0.0,0.14212448688257534,0.0,0.0,0.12590757395179733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166831732604577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4454348873733049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134910819844271,0.0,0.16697544423345306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463230128933785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335957788605939,0.0,0.09880594142510926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11814987615435407,0.1573241308197596,0.0,0.0,0.11416381531620255,0.0,0.0,0.13890877016502373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574397879091319,0.0,0.0,0.09482678622560196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795449728205144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14812906015481894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157771927926953,0.0,0.0,0.16955888453290938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189746054861565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25893873613738405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004973304280974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213378439944055,0.2619219158375857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17021817925266186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ellebasil,2019/01/26,"Tired of being a loner I feel like I haven’t had a real friendship (excluding a few people I have been sexually/romantically involved with) since I was 12 years old. I’m now in my second year of uni and my only real friend is my girlfriend. I regularly hang out with her friends but I have nothing in common with them. This was bearable if I was drunk or stoned but lately my anxiety has been awful so I prefer to remain sober. I’ve tried to make my own friends but it never comes to anything. At the beginning of this school year I met some people and had a gathering at my place. It ended up feeling super awkward and they never spoke to me again (I still get upset about this, i was so nervous but I made a big effort to make things nice and bought drinks and food) . I crave a group of female friends  that I can share everything with. It seems like everyone around me has this. I envy my gf, she has gone out without me tonight and she is texting me saying that she has met so many new people and is talking to strangers. When I go out with her this never happens, people avoid me like the plague it seems. I feel like I have nothing interesting to say, which is supported by the fact that when in social situations people often ignore what I have to say completely. I have derealisation and zone out frequently in social situations. I don’t really have any hobbies, I’m not sporty or particularly creative and not interested in joining any societies (at this point friendships are solidified anyway and I don’t think they would welcome outsiders - especially socially awkward weirdos like me) Is anyone in a similar situation or have any advice? ",4.460348101265822,6.2895832246835495,5.620612658227849,77.278817721519,71.18354430379749,8.220556962025316,28.779240506329113,8.841846274778883,2.4100219240506324,1313,51,237,25,25,436,169,316,0.112,0.716,0.172,0.972,0,1,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,3,2,12,22,0,5,10,1,31,4,0,3,4,53,53,23,0,3,11,0,3,5,6,1,1,4,0,0,16,21,3,2,7,2,1,4,9,6,0,1,14,7,43,16,35,37,3,41,0,0,0,0,29,18,0,8,24,172,59,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916438298422289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19132731786717644,0.0,0.07174386954712939,0.0,0.0,0.06557537412169867,0.0,0.07717555934931558,0.08348690587488904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078589816892233,0.09832987108054744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187180450193004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306405368157127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961383941455182,0.08428626742379786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225876822837455,0.13399743300163014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340298331153115,0.0,0.2898265828303764,0.0,0.04899783638213735,0.0,0.05329913763125645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293214888631682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579150242645267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22908860226480135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873990451174882,0.1252019905083528,0.09508141611042648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21699409036728476,0.0905763714920218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17997496491477974,0.0,0.09840966252409844,0.0,0.0,0.07132632800250341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250872137838139,0.0,0.09798345354903426,0.0,0.08865541052360007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21349156196762528,0.060079901156319976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22374042661480206,0.0,0.0949135764627074,0.0,0.17075335427621174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07757840864250838,0.3162486425809373,0.0,0.28680039903464283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489536195201607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642403170476844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07537936085606357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062305371973549226,0.06009246953678232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077899596456963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367261739978675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040363072300167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662087430516991,0.0,0.0,0.18117986304662412
anxiety,freakingoutanxiously,2019/01/26,"I don't want to post this but here I go.... So I'm a 22 year old girl who lives at home. I work two days a week because I don't know how to ask my boss for more hours, but that's pointless. Well it's not pointless. That's one of the reasons I don't want to date. I'm sorry if this post is all over the place.

First off. I have never dated anyone and I know how common that is. I live at home and my family is my comfort zone. I go everywhere with my parents. I can go out in public by myself but I fucking hate it. I have social anxiety so bad and generalized anxiety.  I just joined a dating website which I want to just delete and live in my little hole forever. I don't mind how I live. I have friends and I have my family, but I do want love, but at the same it's scary as fuck. I met a guy who I think that I like and we finally talked on the phone ( I know so crazy talking on the phone like who the fuck does that any more) and I was scared shit less and he asked me out. We planned a date and the minute I hanged up I was just proud of myself and terrified. AFter a bit I was talking to my dad and I was just so emotional. All my anxiety wanted was for me to delete my profile, block him and just pretend this had never happened. I""m also so scared that I'm going to fall for him hard because I am a hopeless romantic at heart. I just ended up crying after we hanged up. I had all of these emotions in me and I cry a lot. I literally just cried. I am petrified. I of course am a true crime fan as well so I know too many stories about dates that end up in murder... so that's always helpful with anxiety.

maybe, I'll update you all after my date on Friday, which I want to just avoid and not go too, but I think my brother will drag me to it.

I'm just going to post this before I die from my anxiety. :D 

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anxiety,Weedsmoker4hunnid20,2019/01/26,"Pushed through my anxiety and ALMOST got a girlfriend, feeling upset now but at least I got this far So her and I went on a few dates, maybe 4 before she wasn’t interested anymore. Sure it does hurt my self esteem, but I think I’ll bounce back from it and I guesss I gotta look at the bright side, I never thought I would ever lower my anxiety enough to go on a date with a girl in the first place. And she was really cute too. But oh well. I feel like shit now but I did it ",0.034051191526920384,1.989926456310684,2.038517210944395,97.12508384819068,85.40776699029126,5.2988526037069725,17.1306266548985,6.574015621080383,-0.37609902912621296,367,8,89,4,11,122,72,103,0.155,0.648,0.197,0.6846,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,8,9,1,1,6,0,4,1,1,0,3,18,14,9,0,1,4,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,3,1,1,7,4,15,6,9,5,3,19,0,1,2,0,6,8,1,1,9,58,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200786555250673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30678646589393377,0.0,0.1988567495254828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541834637329596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17062328144951336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17547180671647294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20718533506043,0.0,0.0,0.18137706873166032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202772562184042,0.143247775625012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17055774172652144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395715182567676,0.0,0.3207399217727643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21465518426288704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796137720064133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16838188690723366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20144401480205426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546493345560743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20949523367041056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12845488167387092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20918061220554546,0.0,0.20582550675720174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18898277645330336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848175371916473,0.0,0.15918631174065134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802868387879764,0.1858791797340732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243992352141566,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,negativecookie,2019/01/26,"Panic attack all day To start I've been subscribed to this sub for a while but this is my first time posting.

Starting at 2am last night I felt like I was having a panic attack. My chest was tight my heart racing and felt like I couldn't breath. I eventually fell asleep around 3am and then when I woke up at noon I felt the same symptoms again.

I called my mom and told her I was going to come home from my college for the rest of this weekend since I live only 45 min away. When I was driving home the feelings hit me again and I had to pull into a restaurant parking lot because I thought I was going to faint. These feelings continued and I eventually had to have my parents pick me up and bring me home. The car ride home I became to calm down but the feelings would come back here and there. Now I'm home and my heart still feels like it's racing.

Side note: I take 20mg of lexapro a day 

Any advice as to what's causing this or how to get rid of these feelings? ",1.156463414634146,3.1111040975609785,2.337256097560978,96.56198170731709,81.1951219512195,4.685365853658538,20.493902439024392,5.341637118332708,-0.30895609756097553,760,21,173,3,20,242,120,205,0.066,0.8690000000000001,0.065,-0.0258,1,0,0,0,1,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,11,8,2,2,9,0,13,7,5,3,1,33,35,17,0,2,3,2,9,3,0,1,2,0,5,0,8,12,0,1,9,1,0,10,1,4,0,1,14,9,27,4,24,18,4,41,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,2,24,109,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513918642621374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07316731370530012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578108396429094,0.0,0.2448064256797733,0.1010876960323701,0.08273281009072013,0.0,0.06558803854503187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986505949379533,0.0,0.0,0.11052822921325542,0.0,0.1853646584350313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877789679603125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720126963134716,0.07686486429717411,0.30992008582309466,0.0,0.0,0.09151903138070416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056213196924784506,0.0,0.12229580490942965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25499778501276665,0.0,0.0,0.539625591430329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770311575456649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576943432183424,0.0,0.0950070890547113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147220133662988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12601228288715582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096927211586824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182975449479628,0.0,0.2524757322760905,0.11946992103497305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304489361195124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900250876633706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523105581026902,0.0,0.08592435995187188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183091082136763,0.08089697065664242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541727225100704,0.0627386729657996,0.0,0.0,0.10281026212889437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643138152898317,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,n8toxic21,2019/01/26,"Anyone else get random anxiety rushes? I’m usually fine with this but today I’ve been getting them randomly when I start thinking of something negative. I don’t want to feel alone, does anyone get this? I’m trying my best to honk positive and not focus on the negative sensations/thoughts ",4.467222222222219,7.0478735000000015,5.666444444444448,73.67300000000003,73.25925925925927,9.505185185185187,31.170370370370367,9.888512548439397,3.840574814814815,235,11,37,7,5,78,44,54,0.214,0.583,0.203,-0.1926,0,1,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,11,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,1,4,2,5,10,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,4,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26745628455929005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19755106555205595,0.0,0.0,0.3611314838045176,0.2645949495309211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710044407012619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259854735780186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21572438762522114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305726952701602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4047554800767151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19880392926023926,0.0,0.0,0.18278191017462486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16546823392133025,0.0,0.205011817676076,0.0,0.0,0.2447790602526851,0.0,0.0,0.1753263866754946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844122449304833,0.0,0.15231523364620614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Trashman58,2019/01/26,"Do others get anxiety from car washes? Idk if it’s just me but for some reason I hate car washes, like the ones where you have to go on the track. For some reason every time I go to a car wash and have to go on the track I just start getting so anxious and then when it gets to the end it just gets worse i don’t know why, guess I just wanted to vent/talk about it.",0.5675087108013948,1.8226980853658536,2.3614982578397243,98.99621951219515,80.34146341463416,5.173519163763067,15.372822299651569,5.288315135182226,-1.0771031358885024,281,3,72,1,7,93,51,82,0.17800000000000002,0.784,0.038,-0.8984,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,8,2,1,0,5,0,4,3,0,2,0,15,16,7,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,6,1,1,0,1,0,0,7,1,11,16,2,14,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,6,47,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640909559638953,0.2423225318581365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899822251139047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180724447384374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4482669732122999,0.0,0.36571374674259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23629455495270876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21177310693763107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788290288656145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479325406714964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534990367141934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4410808776123768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15182331864242835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17240596947023487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507594556206225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265169196988415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19355175792988807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21859255048874526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JuJuBee0629,2019/01/26,"I tried to make friends and it backfired So I transferred schools after my freshman year because I hated it and had no friends. My first semester at my new school I was very reserved and didn't talk to anyone except my boyfriend and our roommate. So this semester I was determined to finally get out there and make some new friends. 

I decided to start with people I already knew. I invited Friend 1 (F1), Friend 2 (F2), and Friend 3 (F3) out to lunch with me at this local Chinese restaurant. Everyone agreed and we set the date three weeks from the day we arranged it (we're all in college so we have to plan way ahead since everyone has different schedules). That date was supposed to be today.

I messaged them all in the group chat last night excitedly asking if they were ready for some Chinese food. And this is where it all goes downhill. F1 said she had $2 to her name because she went grocery shopping and forgot about the lunch. She then refuses to let me lend her the $10 it would cost her her to eat. F2 simply responded ""Busy."" And F3 has yet to even open the messages.

Usually I just brush this kind of stuff off, but this has been planned for THREE WEEKS. All I wanted was an hour out of their Saturday to hang out with some friends. I feel so betrayed and sad. Now I don't know what to do. I really struggle to make new friends because I'm constantly worried that they're bored of me and just want me to go away. I thought starting with people I already knew would help me get over that, but now that's out the window since I'm clearly not someone they want to hang out with, which has further solidified this idea I have that no one wants to be friends with me.

TL;DR: I struggle to make friends, thought I'd start with people I already knew, got ditched.",4.3292571428571405,5.504425411428571,4.434571428571432,88.20442857142858,70.6,7.542857142857144,31.142857142857146,7.839951260653429,1.947685714285714,1394,60,287,17,25,432,182,350,0.081,0.7929999999999999,0.126,0.8882,1,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,4,0,4,4,13,17,1,2,8,0,23,4,0,4,5,66,52,20,0,7,7,0,1,0,10,2,0,1,1,0,19,29,4,2,9,2,2,4,5,5,0,4,18,3,44,12,48,29,7,51,0,1,0,0,36,17,0,4,28,184,63,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648255257273287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055933542504693484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478342815696933,0.0,0.07515683197855125,0.0,0.0,0.14629048003487666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644490667672415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051589399507612384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357652148000583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185365362450382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052835167081983915,0.0,0.0,0.15287505601112594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04044728154911723,0.0,0.0,0.08762932540136292,0.0,0.0680427068207865,0.09672885091654683,0.0,0.6180303088949038,0.0,0.08358694405104226,0.0,0.045462334299895636,0.0,0.06397836955973428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897734117801143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05361817481087185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787778042588744,0.0,0.0,0.09030329172982172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330125912824776,0.04396251429161989,0.0652056441433849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179910597904716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21358599784042756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23177560445332634,0.0,0.07506878598735643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05420588618851187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16637293862324345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05124609275988614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609244613389404,0.0,0.0,0.1619160434676845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234343762032413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777850847283097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698601235339907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167253829168718,0.09157379145933947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06429600655567015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701232356862507,0.0,0.0,0.07582479282428722,0.0,0.0,0.05431055635468485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881018969771446,0.06600328339251313,0.18872972260428136,0.06349537501018362,0.12833244278899286,0.0,0.0,0.07415507735212422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123761244809563,0.0,0.1136506365250009,0.0,0.0,0.051513400705909096
anxiety,Matbell87,2019/01/26,"Do money issues trigger your anxiety? To the point where I’m a bit nervous to check my balance, especially on months where I know I have many bills to pay. 
Sometimes I feel most of my life is made up of worrying about the future. Even though I know in a years time I won’t remember me today being worried about money issues. It would be best if I could just let it go and try to enjoy the present..",4.690975609756098,4.767209560975612,5.7718536585365845,82.89143902439027,69.2439024390244,8.511219512195122,28.59512195121951,8.238735603445708,1.8006165853658531,312,10,65,4,5,104,62,82,0.119,0.7909999999999999,0.09,0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,7,3,0,1,5,0,9,1,0,2,0,12,15,3,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,5,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,10,2,11,8,3,13,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,2,6,46,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527983129740062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20961173371502465,0.0,0.21806115060278836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15947379881939916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319244519440841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099306476528312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351518066188852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4169472185992577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195405418139976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042446881838581,0.14108020050979406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18899604647003815,0.0,0.2025020405026922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15942822484856786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18881609327087184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22626316556615125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975450709525161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196240658603732,0.0,0.1164682926200808,0.0,0.18932738911558686,0.0,0.0,0.1356083604458445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4056853831021707,0.0,0.14188748483933125,0.0,0.0,0.12862412539280785
anxiety,gemixi,2019/01/26,"First therapy session tomorrow! Finally taking a big step to get help, I can already anticipate I’ll get super nervous and shaky before the appointment. What can I do to help myself calm down and relax especially in a waiting room?",6.540714285714286,8.265155452380956,8.131904761904764,61.69642857142858,65.9047619047619,11.314285714285715,37.80952380952381,11.20814326018867,5.216038095238097,187,10,27,6,3,65,34,42,0.08199999999999999,0.615,0.303,0.8955,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,3,4,7,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,17,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3757001429046042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897018088780605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37295139868605975,0.0,0.28959052877523506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557469780001842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4563991152303746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559795067248832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893395328162611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PrettyHugeDiploma,2019/01/26,"I hate people telling me what is right I fucking hate it when people are so sure of their worldview that they feel comfortable enough to push it down my throat. People telling me whats is good and what is bad like they have a fucking clue. Even great philosophers disagree on this subject but people around me are so sure of themselves so they try to show me the right path. Telling me what I should/shouldn’t do and what is right or wrong. I hate being controlled but it seems that I cant get away from it. I have these fucking toughts that batte, these ideas that clash all the time, these fights for truth in my head that I cant get away from. I cant even watch a show without arguing in my head is the person in the show right or wrong. What can I do about this, how can I make the fights in my head stop?",3.5605823293172705,4.623399174698797,3.1688554216867466,96.98211847389557,72.31325301204821,6.015261044176707,24.074297188755022,5.46131890053228,0.12329477911646558,637,17,146,2,12,188,83,166,0.174,0.713,0.113,-0.9234,0,0,0,0,2,0,12.0,0,0,4,1,10,19,9,0,7,0,17,7,4,3,4,19,28,11,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,20,3,0,2,3,3,0,1,4,12,0,0,0,2,23,7,18,27,2,17,0,0,1,3,11,13,3,3,4,100,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025187062538164,0.0,0.0,0.21161236029095912,0.0,0.0940294259020276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630811081054924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163621473734828,0.0,0.14876324770816027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056941893974484736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123342675932904,0.11767413590022875,0.0,0.0,0.0944567265997981,0.0,0.12415923370619908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335541387831429,0.34672866857807344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12712944520096428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05501835449601492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517187050441952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122942545942233,0.0983317067446152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846928532219427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252112593202198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941517881867008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21227797496666714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952933205622668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06566713452230695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645868456915464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855753960853308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462552318113756,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cheese_cheese_me,2019/01/26,"I don’t know if it’s anxiety or normal? So guys, just like the title says- I don’t know if it’s anxiety or normal stress.

I often worry about conversations that I have had, for example when I send a text to colleagues and they don’t reply I worry that I have done something wrong. But then that is when I say something that maybe I shouldn’t say, or are they things that I just think I shouldn’t say? 

This is worst when I drink- obviously. I will think about it the next day, I will always wake up at 3am and have trouble sleeping.I think I worry too much but I don’t know when it crosses the line to real anxiety? 

I think I just overthink things, but I don’t know if that is a medical condition? ",2.1445720720720733,3.5318388175675715,3.810540540540541,89.7099099099099,76.36486486486487,7.095495495495496,22.46846846846847,7.793537801064563,0.8299711711711706,547,15,123,8,12,183,71,148,0.157,0.828,0.015,-0.919,0,0,3,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,0,12,5,0,1,5,0,18,3,1,0,1,29,26,17,0,7,12,0,0,1,0,4,1,4,0,1,13,2,1,0,8,1,0,2,7,4,0,0,2,4,21,1,7,20,2,11,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,7,8,88,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131245643166376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30701511900901085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627453658609835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136899426688201,0.0,0.1310496779296418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245940058350308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29407944917905626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06535625964225691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13439610294388055,0.0,0.0,0.13476537663619473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834084775432833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227243151502306,0.0,0.26214440734473965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522665228370784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4255365906391081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20597480059388504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324010450494327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777498324907426,0.3428733688855189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4075684598511163,0.0,0.0,0.14626319721806808,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LezBotMountain,2019/01/26,"Is there an iPhone app for immediate help with acute anxiety? Hi! I'm new to this sub and hopefully, this fits in the guidelines.  I'm looking for an iPhone app that can immediately help deescalate an acute anxiety attack, especially if it's something that doesn't have sound.  I've found that if I'm able to create a little space for myself when I'm having an anxiety attack I can calm down some so I can think more rationally.  My usual methods include things like listening to meditation music, nature sounds, etc.  I'm in a new job and often times I can't do something that involves sound and I'd be looking for something that can help in a visual way.  Any suggestions are appreciated.  ",4.866363636363637,6.546203212121212,6.095878787878789,74.8688181818182,69.9090909090909,8.916363636363636,29.86666666666667,9.3871,2.8002975757575763,552,22,99,12,10,185,82,132,0.083,0.76,0.157,0.8748,1,0,4,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,8,0,12,0,0,0,0,11,23,7,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,9,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,6,5,3,12,21,3,13,0,0,2,0,7,7,0,5,6,58,14,1,0.16545061395137936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251209103024004,0.0,0.3797078004436812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764479171916781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18452116945043415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18140805841573115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326941769470421,0.0,0.0,0.16432979133314132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16418420489820487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083081274332668,0.1658249806151364,0.0,0.0,0.2778736918344898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195864678845484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821158974162823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099180361901196,0.10601407281705742,0.0,0.0,0.09647558351364173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822204765807694,0.0,0.0,0.13132699626242858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yee_buddy,2019/01/26,"Fear of anaphylaxis? Hi, I am 26 and I have never once had an allergic reaction to something, but in the past year or so I am getting more and more fearful of developing a sudden allergy to something I eat and going into anaphylactic shock. I am terrified of eating pineapple, shellfish, and nuts. Am I crazy? Why am I so anxious about this? How can I begin to overcome this?

I should note I have panic disorder and GAD. I’ve been taking Zoloft for a few years and it helps a lot with panic attack frequency.

Thank you!
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anxiety,migs88,2019/01/26,"Paying at registers I find myself in a very awkward position every time an associate is helping me at the register. I just don’t know what to do with myself during the wait time when the associate is ringing up the tags, putting things in the bag etc. Any tips?",6.2794117647058805,6.4393365490196075,7.0047058823529404,75.12117647058824,65.86274509803923,10.72156862745098,34.64705882352941,10.504223727775694,3.7168117647058825,208,9,38,5,3,69,39,51,0.039,0.917,0.045,0.079,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,7,6,1,9,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,28,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24838604360172206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4073560700977268,0.0,0.0,0.3077432376049835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33383661207965903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448228440295561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20073469150206927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36718233424494295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24265930781071945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.425966458781401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013737713460425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kinderlagenbmc,2019/01/26,"I'm going to improve my life. I'm posting this here because I wanted it to be out there in the world and not just in my notes, and so maybe other people who struggle like me can relate and whatnot. It's not so much for advice or a rant or anything, more of a commitment to myself. Background: I'm a 19-year-old female college student in my second semester of freshman year at a small women's college. Here goes I guess. 

I’m going to start recording when I feel like my anxiety is flaring up. I realized I don’t have social anxiety in the sense that most people do, I have a lot of anxiety when it comes to my close personal relationships and my own insecurities. I want to get over them myself and not put the strain on my friendships that I have in the past (i.e, “do you still like me?” “Are we okay?”). It isn’t my friends’ responsibilities to cure my anxiety and they all have their own stuff going on to focus on. 

Recently I’ve been worrying a lot about whether I’m being annoying. I don’t feel like my friends want to be around me, which I logically know isn’t true, but the persistent feeling that it is is causing me to withdraw and become detached. I don’t want to become a downer to my friends, and I feel like it makes me boring and unpleasant to be around. Specifically, my best friend here at school’s boyfriend is here to visit her, and because of that she is wanting to spend less time with us as a group. I know that this isn’t because of me specifically - just that she wants to have some time with her boyfriend, but it’s making me insecure. I usually enjoy spending time alone, but if its on the pretense that it’s because nobody wants to hang out with me, it doesn’t feel as enjoyable. I know that I need to learn how to be on my own and not wrap my whole identity up into my relationships with people like I have a habit of doing. I’m going to take today, until we go to the party, to spend time with myself and meditate on the fact that I’m a fun, interesting, enjoyable person to be around, but that doesn’t mean my friends have to want to be around me 24/7. That is not how healthy relationships work. 

I realized that I’ve been feeling like I want some time separate from them as well, as we spend a lot of time together, but me not being in control of that decision is upsetting. I feel like I need to be the one controlling when I have alone time or else I feel unwanted, which is a flawed and unhealthy way to structure my relationships. Everybody needs alone time, and everybody needs time to be with other friends. I’m going to actively reach out to other people so I can expand my social circle and not depend my social interaction 100% on this select group of people. I desperately want to work through my social anxiety issues and become a more balanced person because I know that I will be happier in the long run. I feel frustrated right now because I wish this growth could be immediate, as I don’t like feeling like this at all, but I know it isn’t. It’s mentally draining for me to ruminate on these things constantly, and it’s really hard to catch and identify these anxiety thoughts when I have them. It’s extremely difficult for me to challenge these thoughts and train myself to match my behaviors with the more healthy alternatives to my anxiety thoughts, but I’m working really hard to do so. 

I feel proud of myself for putting this work into bettering myself as a person and as a friend. I’ve been through many things that other people my age haven’t, and it’s harder for me to build healthy and meaningful relationships with people; which is difficult because meaningful connection is a large part of my identity. I’m very much given energy and joy when I spend time with people close to me and I love helping people, but it’s time for me to really focus my energy on helping myself, which will in turn help the people I care about. Becoming a happier and healthier version of myself with translate into my relationships and make me more of an enjoyable person to be around. It will free up my mental energy to support my friends and loved ones, and it will make my alone time/free time more fulfilling. 

I look forward to this personal growth, and I wish the best for everyone else struggling with anxiety. ",7.597814789377288,6.578367776442312,7.977781593406592,73.14876602564105,63.54326923076921,11.625732600732606,35.79510073260073,10.864195022040775,3.774111515567767,3378,133,643,77,42,1117,282,832,0.092,0.6859999999999999,0.223,0.9991,0,4,0,0,0,0,75.0,4,1,5,12,28,49,2,6,31,1,58,3,0,10,5,146,126,61,0,19,22,0,13,10,8,4,1,0,0,7,55,57,0,2,27,0,6,16,18,11,1,3,7,14,105,39,122,101,24,87,0,0,1,2,49,41,0,12,40,467,160,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0401341647529322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17014892820576294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513539894938407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033797983117439256,0.1828097560339719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17525575991067144,0.18143903709601225,0.0,0.0,0.08620308773133349,0.036324015200591434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041874683183432834,0.042191292436980984,0.0,0.03537908173858435,0.0,0.0443832253856198,0.09212937286196596,0.032791899639472134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861920145708719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03924515814537852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284343832931456,0.17604704196067966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538511942401113,0.0,0.02145793384326427,0.0,0.14004978019129205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04524440327480876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358320563916189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258719786566382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042867516320808687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128579031047106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029009704481128905,0.2006524546637362,0.0,0.0,0.03634659590414019,0.03448934661223492,0.0,0.0,0.10475144016833612,0.07413647082186885,0.0,0.10966100659712613,0.0416396087514837,0.04126140036247427,0.04473842502310889,0.0,0.0,0.08277993746246393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06038390998392008,0.12181468310963807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043097168852743416,0.0,0.05566162672669675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044475955922013366,0.03920697431082937,0.2847350185938924,0.21516999383553886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039334722644756084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257551893973453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893351867219334,0.0,0.040552717162626914,0.2645696898600185,0.0,0.03507446105834108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041566105668022116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16746709496069953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02907030784756167,0.0,0.03279940178174025,0.0,0.0,0.08587277934562132,0.047016537839006764,0.0,0.04660695247529143,0.0,0.0,0.030880325963196918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054571574934920514,0.0,0.0,0.09781750250675117,0.3113352518324727,0.0,0.038930562818739314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04467351971709966,0.0,0.0,0.04940342855321704,0.0,0.04523397040684322,0.033887926028493436,0.2422477545911543,0.03260029593831733,0.0,0.0,0.036927815614801233,0.0,0.0,0.045854372054395694,0.09445938477356253,0.0,0.0,0.11960088410922465,0.041709655336400385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052896832486851855
anxiety,itsjustme1505,2019/01/26,"My anxiety is starting to affect my favourite hobbies I’m a huge gamer, seriously. 6+ hours a day gaming. But recently my anxiety has really started to affect me. I’ve stopped playing fortnite and Skyrim cause it makes me nervous that something in the game is gonna make me jump. My heart races insanely (like I can feel it thumping) and I think I’m gonna have a panic attack. Does anyone else feel like this and does anyone else have any advice?",2.5129797979797988,4.959894136363637,3.911969696969699,84.43101010101012,79.22727272727273,6.638383838383841,26.823232323232325,7.793537801064563,1.8374580808080805,356,15,66,6,9,117,61,88,0.174,0.752,0.07400000000000001,-0.7845,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,2,4,0,6,1,1,5,0,13,17,4,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,3,3,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,9,3,3,15,0,9,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,8,30,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17370907336685082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120885720124999,0.0,0.2719781816242124,0.0,0.0,0.24859365860146385,0.3642807647696904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022323873931068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18261275296235813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464317290089185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31112521719626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969982799857077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17976579437883464,0.12699474672938732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106513777156412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17506188326673808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17369317230340595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23731790555166804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085679326236545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388026859858814,0.0,0.1755206558849153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13685153008121986,0.0,0.0,0.2516447654897362,0.0,0.0,0.14861879201940612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390409171605925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,colesnap,2019/01/26,"Everything is chaos, no one has control. When I feel an attack coming on I repeat to myself ‘everything is chaos, no one has control’. It helps to remind me that everyone is stumbling through life and nobody knows what they’re doing. Do you have something you tell yourself to help calm you down?",5.569545454545453,7.170393545454544,5.434318181818185,80.5914772727273,68.0909090909091,7.6818181818181825,30.113636363636363,8.07648339933343,2.223636363636363,235,9,40,3,4,73,42,55,0.224,0.662,0.114,-0.8074,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,2,1,2,1,0,1,0,8,1,0,2,0,6,11,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,1,7,1,6,11,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738406854449003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20734907174988734,0.0,0.0,0.5399501345167554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23000730127054386,0.432666584334898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170945758692316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.322683687164853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228710468694507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700195426310495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262206384876937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18530917468119665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103898516312048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nycgradddd,2019/01/26,"Need support: serious spiral. What’s your best advice? I have a gynecologist appointment on Monday and I’ve been so nervous, thinking that I have breast cancer, cervical cancer, stds, etc. I’m going crazy and have been really distressed. I keep checking my breasts and looking from different angles to see if they look different.

I know I need to stop checking and worrying but my mind is going to really bad places. What is your best tip? ",3.235125,6.2986322625000035,4.4925,77.1025,82.625,7.7,26.75,8.548686976883017,2.7823500000000005,351,15,56,9,10,115,55,80,0.233,0.654,0.114,-0.7761,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,1,2,1,7,0,2,1,0,7,4,2,0,0,13,19,7,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,2,3,10,3,5,17,3,6,0,0,3,2,3,2,0,1,2,36,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884520608601037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610227822124372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.404771088061257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4029771296833583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21508018026608927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192036789813037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17141509867521307,0.0,0.0,0.1059860323759634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.323893046575449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947248398337772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285993594439443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20148856484167912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470909652874991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15367751957808568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16123232422895953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188453727253881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357132767012916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19584985894928844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dksbdksb,2019/01/26,Cigarettes on medication Can you smoke cigarettes on ssri’s? Does it affect the treatment?,4.620000000000001,7.6809949999999985,6.026666666666667,60.76000000000002,99.0,10.0,31.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,5.3276666666666666,75,4,9,3,3,25,13,15,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6557993851093695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7549352068159049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jjtaylor1998,2019/01/26,"Can't stop freaking out about emailing my professor i've been having the worst anxiety lately and i don't know why. i can normally get it under control by most days im just feeling like i can't breathe even when i don't really have a reason to be anxious

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anyways there was a problem in one of my college classes. for some background im a senior in my undergrad (graduating in dec), and i'm really stable with my mental illnesses- the meds i take work really well. but one of them makes me pee a bunch. one of my professors said that her policy is that if you have to use the bathroom, leave and don't come back. she said it's distracting, which i think is bullshit. im paying to be there and shouldn't have to leave for something i can't control

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yesterday i had the class and this girl got up and left. the professor stopped her before she left and told her to get her stuff and leave, and the girl said well im just going to the bathroom. when she came back the professor stopped class to ask her to speak to her after, and they got into like a little argument. im not going to write out the whole thing but the highlights were the girl saying you can't tell people they can't go to the bathroom, and the professor saying that you should make accommodations before class

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the guy next to me who i have made friends with these past 3 weeks looked mad and said he was talking to her about it after class. i was so mad, i came home and wrote her a very eloquent and in no way disrespectful email where i told her about my ""disability"" (not sure what word to use here) and said if i was allowed to leave class it would be discriminatory that only i could leave thus pointing out my disability. however ever since i sent it i've had such bad deep anxiety, i feel so heavy and i can't breathe. part of me wishes i had done nothing at all. i really don't want her to grade my papers worse just because i did this or for her to hate me. i just wanted to stand up for myself

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tl;dr: professor won't let use bathroom during class. a girl got up to use the bathroom yesterday during class, and her and the professor got into an argument because she wouldn't leave and not come back. i wrote her a very strongly worded email saying it was an unfair policy and now i'm anxious about it",6.1083709438313285,5.718803194860816,6.575599571734475,79.91024831164553,66.30192719486081,9.75420853236699,31.023636962609125,9.265573868473778,2.4535653763795087,1840,61,373,30,26,600,201,467,0.151,0.79,0.059,-0.9908,2,0,1,0,0,0,50.0,0,3,3,4,26,15,3,1,26,0,40,4,3,12,3,82,83,29,0,12,12,0,2,2,1,5,1,9,1,5,19,31,0,5,5,0,1,8,17,8,2,3,29,12,58,7,50,44,7,50,0,0,1,0,52,20,0,5,22,254,77,23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521550106899754,0.28278362332750523,0.0,0.0,0.08901613630840527,0.13145523712609675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0543910907863841,0.0,0.0,0.13421207663932916,0.048578445451716,0.07093281650634567,0.0,0.09901496296220803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308641835433604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023502451979847,0.0,0.0,0.1305091807645984,0.046452546291338284,0.0,0.0,0.03752173150372063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05953904517449074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03842779664283341,0.05262776448234354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05883580940372954,0.04156429614245268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0449502563178591,0.0,0.06079401779888791,0.0,0.09919627970556433,0.0,0.18612964892618608,0.0,0.0,0.057608029674874266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05744138561104629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05835997524575338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142256421180462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03197458534548826,0.0,0.06563035183150988,0.369629696766664,0.12642697856554205,0.059493696788180436,0.0,0.056848292055140616,0.05831233540841504,0.0,0.0,0.04885712592674437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05505197507379756,0.07767212392867877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462563004146198,0.0,0.058632450685176175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06187582323737863,0.0,0.05700472269575895,0.05582594063465702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182742226251227,0.0442490360216632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06300401696862792,0.05554005132794525,0.040335164407726776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05499955715702105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055671062295515585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14908815776136186,0.059819438697787525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767157943829143,0.13880285827181782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048127667505961855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04479033716224835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592498452690872,0.0,0.0,0.06660296977110644,0.0,0.0,0.05483461123257058,0.0,0.043744637763233625,0.04676343430567235,0.0508524869655753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038652664815493384,0.037279836543253037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118828402759974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20099774162569964,0.0,0.0960103238826196,0.06863295605218858,0.046181123168696984,0.046669039642869385,0.0,0.10462285400628114,0.0,0.05249902276883956,0.06495666197859076,0.06690492152158647,0.0,0.0,0.04235623482209899,0.0,0.05929109302827599,0.04132989247421645,0.0,0.28278362332750523,0.0
anxiety,BingBopper,2019/01/26,"ahhhh, I don't know what to do. I can't stop panicking about the potential that my girlfriend is cheating on me cheating on me. I'm almost positive she isn't but I'm out of town right now and every time she takes more than 10 min to respond I go into this viscous thought cycle about her cheating on me with one of my friends (I live in a dorm) and I can't make it stop. One major reason for this is she was super emotionally reserved when I first met her and she told me the reason she didn't want to be in a monogamous relationship at all is because she thought she would cheat on the person. We worked through it for a while and after a couple months we decided to be in a monogamous relationship. I'm also on adderall right now which is making things so much worse. I just don't know what I'm going to do with the constant worry everytime I'm away from her. I've been in relationships before and it wasn't even on my mind but now it's just so constant",3.0555223880597,4.194209477611938,4.664855721393035,85.48474626865674,73.62686567164178,7.748059701492537,26.335323383084567,8.238735603445708,1.5628929353233834,759,26,162,12,15,256,107,201,0.114,0.8009999999999999,0.084,-0.7974,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,2,0,0,3,12,6,4,0,9,0,18,0,0,4,1,31,35,12,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,11,11,0,2,7,0,0,2,7,4,0,3,8,0,26,2,31,24,4,33,0,0,0,0,21,17,0,1,14,119,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13932590313379176,0.0,0.0,0.11126804496737522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307240692712476,0.0,0.0,0.08481680393012894,0.0,0.11839559055100085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007159740788333,0.0,0.0,0.15395277107160926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15651073010460054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918988714632666,0.0,0.11722917242738015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835011250051293,0.0,0.0,0.10749712938241564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15814986294122224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15293243773862195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286078106746695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857504503717561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404890049021027,0.0,0.11105806184576926,0.0,0.10228192155783733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885660647068957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148931968216667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861126261798285,0.0,0.448144154163748,0.0,0.237644980300745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23265001843951266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461393038937844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924366366515112,0.0,0.0,0.22091894173008111,0.08113207593673008,0.0,0.0,0.13295164847786278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206678182732058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129360826390088,0.1413006774969752,0.14179279097799347,0.09883914270132856,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,latenightpeachpie,2019/01/26,"Suicidal thoughts  

I'm having suicidal thoughts and this is the first time in my entire life it's happening.  
I know that I won't kill myself but during the last few hours I've thought about it vividly and I felt a sense of relief from it.  
I've been through a lot lately. Actually, everything started years ago, in 2013.  
I feel so tired and helpless. I have friends who care about me but I don't want to scare them right now so I prefer to talk with strangers on this platform. I'm scared and I don't know what my next step should be in order to feel better.  
Even talking with someone would make me feel a little better, I hope.  
Thank you",1.830307692307695,4.036198030769235,2.6515384615384607,93.86346153846156,80.23076923076924,5.538461538461538,23.07692307692308,6.67199483983844,0.5206923076923076,504,17,108,5,13,158,88,130,0.13699999999999998,0.644,0.22,0.9218,0,0,0,0,0,1,11.0,0,1,1,3,6,11,1,2,5,0,10,2,0,1,0,24,28,8,3,5,2,0,4,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,10,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,5,5,16,7,14,19,2,19,0,1,1,0,6,7,0,2,10,66,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.14486212086050831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13158863888522954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625772795485771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513508395416226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804734436539526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13341391255553806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22517664436662654,0.0,0.14253167405881764,0.0,0.0,0.12626829961300806,0.0,0.0,0.11468920015042927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127052363025835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14744061551753282,0.14618964846906535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16423377523589544,0.0,0.16316434738365224,0.12100350200413935,0.16745382949366086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485197246364672,0.0,0.14878213506955154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620368846113228,0.0,0.0,0.09908902080972012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15787426495552168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267722815811088,0.0,0.0,0.29724117450846416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577802111417088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050710158018009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247521950439107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23863093633456495,0.0,0.13666935741848066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535492092300502,0.08656019885540839,0.17061712055925707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755744102907015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545195285767156,0.0,0.0,0.09559451436214167
anxiety,oneanonymousboi1214,2019/01/26,"How do i tell my parents that i have anxiety For the past month or 2 i have been experiencing the symptoms of anxiety. No one knows this (except for the rest of the internet now). I put on a smile for my friends and especially my family, because i don't want to drop this bombshell on them. They're also the kind of people that would brush this to the side because they believe that i'm overreacting. What do i do reddit?",4.050039215686272,5.076688376470589,5.622058823529412,79.98759803921571,71.11764705882352,8.960784313725489,29.46078431372549,9.2995712137729,2.4548431372549016,332,13,68,7,6,113,55,85,0.084,0.825,0.091,0.3802,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,7,0,8,1,0,1,0,7,11,4,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,11,2,11,9,1,8,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,3,52,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19969584583035668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3820603838588568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30444614006511683,0.0,0.0,0.2813416729356123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23540772292632264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929280790603539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26003824853927204,0.13723604345734244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19931898329905676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16921237268789224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772773597125428,0.0,0.23837985122582456,0.17311994247015045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25103110180976346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595480052064357,0.0,0.0,0.2182606603249154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472875291049407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17738935027281572,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,charlieinlove,2019/01/26,"I'm an extrovert yet during some breakdowns I just can't speak New to this subreddit. I've dealt with anxiety all my life, but showed more dibilitating symptoms when I started high school. I'm now in my final year at University.

My anxiety has been the cause of a lot of mental strain including affecting my depression and causing me to have OCD. As well as mentally, it's affected me physically too.

Physically it's caused me to have stomach aches for over a year almost consistently. It increased my Restless Leg Syndrome. It made me much more forgetful. It started a strange twitch I have that comes on and off now, but I used to experience everyday for about two years. This got out of control and could affect my entire body for up to an hour at a time. But, one of the strangest ways anxiety has affected me physically that I haven't heard from anyone else is that a few times I've actually forgotten how to speak.

Two years ago now, this occurred more than a few times. Before that, it would happen sometimes when I lived at home. About a year ago it happened again. 

At home, it would occur during a breakdown in front of my mother. She has been the root of most of my anxiety. She would stand in front of me while I cried and was overwhelmed, and demand to know (through yelling) why I was stressed out. Sometimes I would practice what to say over and over again but could not physically get the words out. This only made things worse as she hated me taking my time to say things. 

In 2017, I moved out and into a University Hall. When I would have really deep conversations with my friends I would take a long time to respond to things. They got used to this but sometimes I physically couldn't speak. In the same way as with my Mum, eventually I could spit one word out and I was back to normal - for the most part. 

When it got weird is I was having a conversation with my best friend last year. It was a deep one so I was comfortable taking my time to speak. Except when I tried to speak no sound came out. I wasn't overly stressed beforehand but I quickly became. I kept trying to make any noise but it wasn't working. I looked really concerned and like I was going to cry and my best friend recognised and tried to keep me calm. It honestly took well over half an hour for me to actually get a word out. When I eventually made some resemblance to a word I stuttered and couldn't say anything else. I had never had an experience so obviously strange before. It took a long time but I was able to say 'I am (my name).' After saying each word I could only repeat the same phrase, I couldnt speak normally. I have anxiety surrounding my name so I understand why that was one of the hardest parts.

I just don't get why this happened. Why did I have to slowly teach myself how to talk again? It felt like a wall was up separating me from speech. I've looked online but can't see anyone else talking about anxiety with speech impairment in this way. I'm usually absolutely fine with speaking.

This may just go into the void of this subreddit but at least I've finally spoken about it since it happened.

tl;dr: During a breakdown I had to teach myself how to speak again. Usually no anxiety around speech for the most part. ",3.518620973915091,5.533737071542131,4.429725313548842,84.05028543249131,74.1510333863275,7.966095507271979,25.797591709356407,8.735056554316923,1.8768787964435023,2554,89,506,52,54,825,254,629,0.115,0.8,0.085,-0.8514,1,1,0,0,1,0,61.0,0,0,1,4,33,22,1,5,31,0,49,7,4,18,3,105,89,39,0,15,15,2,1,2,3,7,3,19,2,0,34,31,0,3,3,1,0,10,13,9,2,7,30,23,67,13,91,45,23,98,0,2,3,0,30,36,0,8,50,356,101,4,0.05498389544840177,0.0,0.10731270087073502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974798115531902,0.0,0.05505842888433237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03739093438302836,0.0,0.2944377066434118,0.0,0.0,0.07689203627353884,0.11267499716607238,0.04524706102252049,0.048947324211859176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042279221646503856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357449054266766,0.0,0.11540441207264725,0.0,0.0,0.06107471261123287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06288692851608989,0.0,0.169450819909729,0.0,0.04736375732197103,0.0,0.0,0.06166911412091024,0.17560066574102495,0.0,0.1207944546104876,0.0,0.0,0.047357548581017206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377959678033308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756960066175457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0527931622567069,0.12046433974429455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744126368995598,0.0,0.08618044798558512,0.0,0.06249722977538915,0.0,0.13192693219358032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944883086316736,0.0,0.0,0.054285213404262164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0580935043665759,0.11030666049510962,0.0,0.10829612270874542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048872212631930895,0.0,0.0,0.030217710985349738,0.044819213393214805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03883675142217708,0.053724707944504575,0.0,0.04855178703260103,0.09731803445910046,0.09234524825745816,0.0,0.0,0.04674534166752293,0.0,0.15608127398475474,0.03670217716875356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082166852352468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05843917925364369,0.04041948968267052,0.0,0.042406969819441635,0.05310378885040554,0.0,0.0,0.1077450867060898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490340422009433,0.08363546031546075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17862660188736815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07044818273470974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21862700276268449,0.0,0.055646637643862726,0.04381504588343458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04548324650281576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314143559910652,0.0,0.07783576839787107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12596773292990635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05714932032844545,0.12402313964093953,0.08838794481696617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958657085818796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22443086123316164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217826192611934,0.11199136731533003,0.0,0.10742255276120342,0.05724017427300729,0.0,0.09497686364852913,0.12111398554035332,0.0,0.0,0.13093097075181612,0.0,0.0,0.09887425061699316,0.0,0.1984576537773224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040028930741470715,0.0,0.05603328686752574,0.2343538905690943,0.0,0.0,0.21244695570567865
anxiety,wholesomebean,2019/01/26,"My boyfriend’s shyness made me anxious I went out with my boyfriend of 4 months last night and we got into a disagreement. I noticed he was acting “off” when we went out , so I asked him about it and he said sometimes that he still gets shy around me. The evening felt awkward , because he wasn’t acting like his usual self and I began to take it really personal and felt as I had done something wrong. A million things run through my head when he acts like this and I know he is a really introverted person, but I can’t help how I feel. One of the thoughts that goes on in my head is that he doesn’t trust me and isnt really comfortable around me yet . I feel really bummed about it , because I already want to tell him that I love him , but how can I when he still gets shy around me and I basically feel like I’m not a confidant of his. And, I can’t  even bring this up because that’s such an awkward way to bring up my true feelings for him.",5.121296723580991,4.514476487309647,5.650383017997233,86.45016612828795,68.39086294416244,9.194093216428245,30.09183202584218,8.575989854853784,1.8931055837563449,736,24,168,10,11,238,105,197,0.092,0.778,0.131,0.9131,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,2,0,0,0,17,10,0,2,7,0,11,3,2,3,1,33,34,17,0,1,3,0,6,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,11,17,0,0,8,0,0,8,6,3,0,2,13,7,32,7,23,21,0,31,0,0,0,1,24,11,0,0,14,109,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13754068406200615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408050043068463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33286164954367925,0.11651932535916433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279337609978713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12754753169975303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16464391043185314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520820494520806,0.0890411219103456,0.2393432716544281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023599706098793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968406961810032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558282583590597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354195187253255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849756199461936,0.10159627410031877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826748979194194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249029457581897,0.11793510485901515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099484538254525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696393859370165,0.0,0.0,0.1419007266271067,0.0,0.0,0.08445765920123086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176574788099844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193841364502152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118558893420074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300241927765232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595210894467222,0.12326976723748538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990714868099837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371195919330556,0.0,0.10893875060045367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280367910478906,0.0,0.0,0.09894832731826883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727070089769353,0.0,0.07351448206852397,0.09893152055137837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23108059627568495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627164287669466,0.0,0.0
anxiety,llss22,2019/01/26,"Social Anxiety Any tips for social anxiety?
I have a part-time office job and talking on the phone gives me anxiety. How can I get over this fear? 
I get nervous talking to people at work, but have no problem talking to strangers. ",2.3452272727272714,5.024573977272726,3.664727272727273,84.46209090909093,81.95454545454547,6.247272727272727,29.25454545454545,7.554174236665415,2.190450909090908,181,9,32,3,5,59,34,44,0.315,0.685,0.0,-0.893,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,6,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,6,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,0,20,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14160554085209165,0.0,0.4778928909350201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343199514248101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175862349032128,0.1997560119066114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066390635983484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254959835247581,0.0,0.14436250268426726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19925080257098965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4245345209939168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5021092520340601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515960614760596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,atur13,2019/01/26,"Writing tough emails makes me SO anxious... so I don’t do it and end up making the situation 50x worse. This time it’s to my leasing office on extending my lease again.  I haven’t replied to them yet, since every time I even think about it, I’m completely paralyzed with fear... so... they’re assuming I’m moving out in a week? 

I wish there was a service that wrote these for you. Email templates would have helped, but the situation is pretty convoluted. 
Any one know of anything else?",3.4854255319148923,5.450740042553196,4.30739361702128,85.10875000000001,74.1063829787234,7.67872340425532,26.643617021276608,8.472884824447931,1.8184297872340425,380,14,76,7,8,122,75,94,0.038,0.888,0.07400000000000001,0.6381,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,0,8,2,0,1,4,0,7,0,0,2,0,13,15,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,2,0,9,0,10,12,0,11,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,6,46,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002715214844585,0.0,0.0,0.23262183506013775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16944794781449218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158947081685144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17201296934155044,0.0,0.18237682437503305,0.0,0.0,0.1360028671021901,0.0,0.17348965557769197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317081329737647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13801840527445886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316379447430727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27489558265337083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21885176125725644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953123161346884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094864276605436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703324504547784,0.4629072030598669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319400303407448,0.0,0.0,0.2401377680847459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16517010473770458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367885214641821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20984181633978896,0.14627390494861875,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KreatorKraftster,2019/01/26,"How do you overcome feelings of worthlessness? I’ve had a pretty severe form of panic disorder since I was only 5 years old, I’m just reaching out to the anxiety community here on reddit to see what typically helps you with overcoming similar situations to mine. Literally any advice is better than nothing so hit me with anything you’ve got. 

- I feel useless because I’m in a BA for Illustration; I always struggled with maths and sciences and I have a supportive family pushing me to continue in the arts  because I was always talented in it according to them but I can’t help but to feel a sense of hopelessness when I see other people in nursing or engineering and think “well they will get a high paying job and maybe enjoy their work too but I’ll probably just end up homeless” 

- I can never maintain/manage long lasting friendships. I’m extremely socially awkward and blunt. I struggle with thinking before speaking. I definitely do not have social anxiety because I have no issue with being my true authentic self but I do struggle with meeting like minded people and immediately shutting down people who over-drink or are into drugs or mindless drama shows that I take no interest in. People say that I am a nasty person for being picky in my friend preference. :(

- I feel as though I actually don’t understand/ was built with the same social skills as other people. For example, I never knew that to have a friend means to message them everyday and check in. In my mind, I always feel that everyone has so many built in skills that I was just never born with and it sucks to think/react differently to literally everything in life. I don’t know if this is a trait of Aspergers more so than anxiety but the fact that I never get a straight answer about my behavior/overall self always irks me. (I like to have answers or reasons to why things occur) 

- I have no motivation for university work or personal hygiene. I think this is more linked to depression but I didn’t know if anyone else had something similar to this as well. 

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anxiety,hartybear,2019/01/26,"Can anxiety attacks cause PTSD? After my anxiety attacks I have nightmares of what happened that day which causes more anxiety. I can’t go back to places where I’ve had anxiety attacks and sometimes I’ll have flashbacks. Also, it will keep me up at night which somewhat correlates to PTSD. Is that possible? Or is that just anxiety symptoms?",4.703763440860218,7.51073141935484,5.188387096774196,76.26924731182797,73.51612903225806,8.649462365591399,36.13978494623656,9.2995712137729,4.11660430107527,276,16,43,7,6,88,46,62,0.266,0.7340000000000001,0.0,-0.9292,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,0,8,1,0,2,0,7,11,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,6,9,2,9,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,4,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946609382434407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5714097541045176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5098536569169151,0.0,0.11487069332333975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30692670314486964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634335643521863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490104400586426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321039389194352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278354545440918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401911802534518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15607940149362992,0.0,0.0,0.16841331939797805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492548048405941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477492496095026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15527206493946932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Blowfish1,2019/01/26,"Nicotine\Tobacco I've had some panic attacks the past year and developed general anxiety disorder from it.

1 Week ago i quit Nicotine and Tobacco and my anxiety is GONE. 

If you are a nicotine user and suffer from anxiety i highly encourage you to quite or at least give it a try. I wish my doctor would had told me to try quitting tobacco a long time ago.",6.581086956521741,6.6851172173913085,8.067934782608695,67.94364130434785,65.23188405797102,12.697101449275365,37.53985507246377,12.161744961471696,5.075576811594203,284,14,50,10,4,99,49,69,0.231,0.6859999999999999,0.083,-0.8484,0,0,3,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,3,0,4,1,1,4,0,5,1,0,0,0,10,9,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,4,0,8,1,5,4,2,10,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,3,7,32,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30705600003551825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3974839054409543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19703570501530268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984978744939696,0.17727367133427244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16614559717052954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829913168134652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327320558075178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20320844834909305,0.0,0.0,0.16533539068120773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5526465011208757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099210937960444,0.0,0.0,0.16549641150247388,0.0,0.2351777305710116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13892756159892525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991671068676393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303362628688602,0.0,0.0,0.111532687981439
anxiety,helpmeomgpls,2019/01/26,"friends i grew up having not many people understand me, and somehow i found this one friend tht really did. but it’s been two months and the things that connected us initially (an event) is now over, and i’m unsure if we can maintain that spark. speaking to him is really fun however i am not sure if he really likes speaking to me as much or he does it out of pity. it scares me when i’m telling him so much deep inside me yet i am not sure if a friend is just shrugging it off. however what if he’s actually interested?",3.156944444444445,4.274759138888893,4.862037037037037,84.2491666666667,73.35185185185185,9.103703703703703,26.462962962962962,9.516144504307137,2.1604407407407407,409,14,89,10,8,139,73,108,0.107,0.7040000000000001,0.189,0.902,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,0,0,6,10,0,1,3,0,9,0,0,0,2,20,13,12,0,4,10,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,9,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,2,3,2,12,8,8,10,2,11,0,1,0,0,13,5,0,6,6,63,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.190515277024018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708461553665068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21405844882931666,0.4525001693029625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537899553391084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979314962180392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15582987215994742,0.0,0.2870314589636203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229217793205758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353471609023036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752059618472056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19545822043760533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680019188461898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17063869297861425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970142854018513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19071030019624627,0.20324020493456726,0.23483636914553915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hippygranny,2019/01/26,"The bathroom is my friend When I get anxiety, one of my first responses is intestinal and I need to run to the bathroom.  Anxiety poops.  
I am terrified that there will be a medical emergency with my husband and I will be stuck on the toilet.  It would probably sound ridiculous to anyone else, but that is how my anxiety works.

Does anyone else think about this?   I really hate having anxiety SO much.",4.6648,6.605985813333334,5.805,75.70750000000002,70.86666666666667,10.866666666666667,31.16666666666667,10.864195022040775,4.032466666666667,316,14,56,11,6,105,52,75,0.245,0.7290000000000001,0.026,-0.9292,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,5,3,2,0,4,0,10,3,2,1,0,8,15,6,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,1,1,9,1,7,9,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,44,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5864442004569731,0.0,0.0,0.2680110376622777,0.3927343372939841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16771343398857752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201964911361278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16301664121183546,0.0,0.0,0.14806763256570252,0.0,0.10012875372706267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892138260253267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19306632309949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088415259409914,0.14210539204889325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986640175318184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066301628278527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277533195364775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228010158687955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952283987340505,0.0,0.0,0.13614203419838788,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AmluBrazil,2019/01/26,"Have you ever felt that something horrible was about to happen and nothing happened? I'm having a impending doom feeling since 6 months ago. I'm afraid this feeling means that something horrible is about to happen. All we know those stories of people who felt that something horrible was about to happen and then happened, but have you ever felt something like that and nothing happened?",9.026911764705883,9.869249632352943,7.525294117647058,71.3888235294118,60.029411764705884,9.15294117647059,40.52941176470589,8.841846274778883,3.993429411764706,317,16,45,4,4,95,40,68,0.125,0.795,0.08,-0.4956,0,0,4,0,0,0,5.0,1,2,0,0,5,3,0,1,1,0,6,0,0,0,3,15,21,5,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,5,3,1,7,16,1,5,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617065630290815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370900442615124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252875922909593,0.0,0.3774945525610332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6953388839284639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720233505011283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06402591964582953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275523369055615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460532549627688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25149794725656577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908557109425739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840846966832564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40356428302586506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawaypitt96,2019/01/26,"Dizzy all day everyday Does anybody else feel dizzy all day every day? Everyday for the last few months, I’ve felt uneasy and slightly wobbly. Like I’m on a big cruise ship that’s going through slightly tough weather.

*But* the last few days have been particularly awful. The last 2 days have felt like being on a small boat in a hurricane. I couldn’t even sit in a restaurant or walk to/from my car without feeling the need to grab onto something.

I’m so scared there’s something wrong. Does anybody else experience this? I’m not talking about a dizzy spell for a few minutes. I’m talking constant dizziness for days at a time. ",2.6427994955863845,5.240594049180332,3.2552459016393454,88.43912358133673,79.81967213114754,5.393190416141237,26.59773013871375,6.67199483983844,1.173369987389659,502,21,95,5,13,157,78,122,0.179,0.7809999999999999,0.04,-0.928,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,11,1,5,0,0,0,2,13,15,4,0,2,4,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,1,0,4,3,3,0,0,3,5,2,2,13,10,5,27,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,1,16,45,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15989801991157482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5725526104534856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589710181835586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472121921192472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772974398248946,0.0,0.12466722198200687,0.0,0.0,0.14473854283750806,0.0,0.0,0.1496314931473278,0.0,0.28413995514763124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840921404692626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618346222956832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457683015314918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810456187937947,0.0,0.0,0.1097144611289221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14813916722470308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22782197087390216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378579498019509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862798082698314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263335490125809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16177692494645762,0.0,0.0
anxiety,coffeeplzthxx,2019/01/26,"Anxiety or just low self esteem? A little backstory: I moved to a new state a little over 2 years ago for personal reasons. It’s just me and my husband here. I found a decent job but I’ve felt super isolated and have been dealing with a lot of depression and anxiety since I’ve been here (now in therapy and medicated with some improvement). 

This past summer, I started doing a group fitness class twice a week. I’ve never been an exerciser and I’ve struggled with weight gain for close to 10 years. Surprisingly, I loved it and have been going ever since. My instructor is a huge reason why I keep going because she’s super fun and I’ve just been really inspired by her. I credit her with helping ignite my weight loss/health journey (I’ve lost about 15 lbs, yay!). Anyways I gave her a Xmas card and a little gift saying that I appreciate her, etc. She friended me on Facebook which I was excited about. Then she invited me to go on a walk with her and the class regulars (who I also envy and am inspired by). So I went, we had an awesome time, and I got to know a lot more about them. They all added me on FB and invited me to a girls night for happy hour. So I went, and again, had an awesome time and we talked about going out again soon, etc. They’ve seemingly adopted me into the group and we talk on messenger as a group and now I see them in class and it’s all good. 

So what’s the problem, you may wonder? I’ve been obsessing about how maybe she initially asked me out of pity, or somehow felt sorry for me, or maybe they thought I suck and won’t invite me to girls night next time and how bummed I’d be if that happened. Why would they pick me and so readily ask me to hang out with them? Even though it’s been them inviting me, I feel like I’m a stage 5 clinger like I somehow interjected myself on them. Like, it’s kind of been consuming my thoughts. I know that these thoughts really aren’t rational. And saying them out loud and even typing them now I feel ridiculous, but I can’t stop thinking about it. I’ve always had low self esteem, but I’ve also always made friends/acquaintances easily so I’m not sure why I feel so weird this time. Maybe because I haven’t felt like myself for a couple years and haven’t really connected or made friends since I’ve been here? Also the depression/anxiety struggle has been the worst I’ve dealt with in my life. 

Wow this was long, and thanks to anyone who is still reading it. Just wondering if anyone can relate. 

I don’t really know how to phrase a tl;dr cuz I suck at Reddit, sorry :-)",3.2530339805825257,4.678441718446604,4.507754854368933,85.67600121359223,73.5631067961165,7.868446601941748,25.108009708737864,8.472884824447931,1.5633699029126211,1995,63,412,35,40,658,233,515,0.113,0.677,0.211,0.9967,2,0,0,0,0,0,61.0,3,1,10,4,39,36,3,3,25,1,32,6,0,10,5,98,72,49,0,4,14,1,8,4,2,3,3,3,0,5,18,40,2,2,21,2,1,10,8,14,0,1,29,12,66,22,48,39,9,64,0,5,1,1,46,23,2,15,33,269,84,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467206479264888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750312930985147,0.121412298878825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16743593926670705,0.0,0.0,0.10202659756287287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641007501541472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894793872296705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072564051570043,0.0,0.0,0.07521556379900123,0.06283784101452397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16273289769356275,0.09637494940693926,0.06599387139637206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106679015577563,0.05212056490117513,0.2101507638765744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999369150672153,0.1127329448192688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16585279881012474,0.06119295180392384,0.05835045548252224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451572021339558,0.07766418672624421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775499828208794,0.0,0.0,0.04890160446234522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07184804476967034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239866162287552,0.0648476202719723,0.0,0.07597358991561426,0.12028593807839302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05153175543308355,0.14257261017609876,0.21936653408807444,0.0,0.06456473530006747,0.0,0.0,0.07964129003447584,0.12405103033778345,0.06584662876434462,0.13806753902136082,0.0,0.0,0.21988563106756875,0.0,0.0,0.07349660007151157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754184844845814,0.0,0.0,0.056269011113677735,0.07046241921373879,0.07759070067743791,0.1369305871664174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06964580465723602,0.0,0.06370332329125697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981008906168289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297684054421533,0.0,0.1869527388594716,0.15002409405968212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160368241407683,0.0,0.0,0.058137360774855325,0.06641740132095197,0.15222032770780436,0.0,0.0,0.18105259445675587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633389947229289,0.05163940898948106,0.0,0.05826363216032007,0.06099540016003839,0.0,0.1525411976008348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876120081000975,0.0,0.0,0.11728030251623595,0.0,0.06716909311484477,0.08343279905669704,0.0,0.0,0.04674796208261168,0.07167997769107738,0.17375935764985012,0.17016748060519393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05852178276386792,0.17768417955264867,0.0,0.13526392027849887,0.1974972977355541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582377197989467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051826628693004834,0.0,0.0,0.14094593604032268
anxiety,Winencats,2019/01/26,"My therapist is retiring It is SO important to have a good therapist when managing anxiety and mine, who I've been seeing for 6 years, is retiring in May. He is an APRN so he also manages my med situation. He is going to help me transition to a new doctor but I'm getting so anxious as the time gets closer. Sigh. I find it so ironic snd frustrating that I'm anxious about the one thing that's always helped me to not be anxious. Anxiety is so gross like that.",3.5230091185410366,4.764672638297878,5.8407598784194565,77.10500000000002,72.61702127659575,10.052279635258358,30.44984802431611,10.290406445055957,3.3723848024316103,364,16,71,11,7,129,64,94,0.212,0.674,0.114,-0.9279,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,1,0,5,0,10,1,0,0,0,5,16,10,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,1,1,6,2,8,13,0,7,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,1,5,47,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406907785204707,0.14638745919800542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691712119670007,0.5962508646867629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18007132481232313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607963996917488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18383183240592885,0.0,0.09998480402271047,0.1475613396356622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23584370591955106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595027994543136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19541804310763813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16991383266597385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921440002802824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019305468884666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19775215857876685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40853547931218026,0.11687975984594827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025859215003494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329284678053805
anxiety,random2733,2019/01/26,Just had a job interview I think it went really well even though my hand were shaking so bad. If you could send some good energy and vibes my way I would appreciate it please!,3.108761904761902,5.014551685714288,4.131428571428572,86.22190476190477,75.0,9.23809523809524,20.238095238095237,9.725611199111238,1.5959523809523812,139,3,30,4,3,45,32,35,0.134,0.521,0.345,0.8268,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,1,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,7,6,4,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,3,1,5,2,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,20,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744912913054165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262478951258488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21713530403103276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757386701890113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32623218999668874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3608671653858224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21060472685842335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21064878419346186,0.3229937622726069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260945281691025,0.0,0.0,0.2955844102173481,0.3047531815563938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335335239584317,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jsellers1981,2019/01/26,"Really strange symptoms. Brain tumor? MS? Back in September I developed permanent scotomas in my vision. After many specialist visits I was diagnosed with histospots. During the process of being diagnosed i was extremely stressed. I've always suffered from health anxiety and panic attacks but this is something new. So every few weeks i'll have this strange episode in the middle of the night. It starts with loud tinnitus in my ears, then comes the visual snow and flashing lights. Then my heart starts racing and my legs get really hot. Once i'm awake this lasts for maybe 10 minutes and then it's over. I'm usually really tired but jolt myself awake if i try to fall back asleep too quickly. Eventually i fall back asleep and sometimes i'll wake up with a slight headache. The weird thing is this only happens in the middle of the night, usually between 1 and 3 am. I know i have to get to a doctor but they're going to think i'm completely crazy and send me for a billion expensive tests. Has anyone ever experienced anything like this before?",4.372512820512821,6.917263712820513,4.79192307692308,80.0022435897436,73.41025641025641,8.025641025641027,28.782051282051288,8.841846274778883,2.652435897435897,844,35,143,18,18,267,125,195,0.134,0.841,0.025,-0.952,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,1,2,10,0,9,13,7,0,1,18,21,15,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,8,11,0,0,2,0,1,6,0,5,0,1,2,5,13,1,22,18,1,33,0,1,0,0,2,9,0,1,19,85,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144295738583062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520418637311586,0.0,0.0,0.09615879271822772,0.0,0.11316913877779157,0.0,0.0,0.15645147450379554,0.0,0.31723848978050184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11702135196155107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15352037295363027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846328809599213,0.14418951958545814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791644880820641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407599057683183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243967975383385,0.11586847265968422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14369945594416486,0.0,0.07815709473548202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216105195166207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14617977863624612,0.0,0.16296459273758934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557866192339371,0.11209903286057972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718645136025315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942603157932573,0.1381596389216926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328198984470376,0.0,0.258110733135184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14645676583523562,0.0,0.10459190941124258,0.0,0.16135279325833285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26430092878008565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587138858074507,0.13601307538725507,0.0,0.1946779896115345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575313349343617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429383305158155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136370823775636,0.08811873968709552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580616584427067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336861741742072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30292277835958703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031209729059344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Transwiththeplans,2019/01/26,"Story Advice Hi, I’m writing a character with anxiety for a story; how do I portray people with anxiety accurately?",2.928571428571427,6.011781857142857,7.368571428571428,54.701428571428615,87.57142857142857,10.41904761904762,35.57142857142857,9.725611199111238,5.97397142857143,93,6,11,4,3,36,16,21,0.185,0.815,0.0,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5028503744741434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7873182892968602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3567511909298681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TrunkTomato,2019/01/26,"If you could, would you choose to totally overcome all shame and embarrassment? I read this brilliant article on waitbutwhy: [https://waitbutwhy.com/2014/06/taming-mammoth-let-peoples-opinions-run-life.html](https://waitbutwhy.com/2014/06/taming-mammoth-let-peoples-opinions-run-life.html) You may choose not to read it as it is long but if you've got the time I can tell you I think it's very useful. It argues that shame/embarrassment is an evolutionary adaptation which caused humans thousands of year ago to toe the line and so please those in their tribe at a time when displeasing could mean getting kicked out and, well, dying. Possessing shame was hugely important - it could easily save your life. It also argues that today in our world of civilisation and safety it really doesn't matter if you don't please others. Unlike thousands of years ago, if you live against others' desires or even really piss people off you can just go on living. There is no life-giving tribe to be kicked out of. You are free. So shame/embarassment is some old trait that was incredibly useful in the past as a survival mechanism but now just causes unhappiness and greatly limits freedom.

And it got me wondering, do you think it would make sense to try overcome shame/embarassment altogether? I mean, maybe it is not humanly possible. Maybe no matter how often you remind yourself that shame is old hat, that it was very useful thousands of years ago but is now a problem which you should actively battle, can you ever totally get rid of it. But let's say it is possible: you can totally get rid of your sense of shame so that nothing you can humanly do or could ever happen to you produces even an ounce of embarrassment. Would that be desirable? Would it be good for you? Would it be good for your society? Would it be good for the world? I don't believe that being literally without shame necessitates psychopathic behaviour. Do you?",8.03947247706422,10.312073379204893,6.864422782874616,70.11571674311928,62.914373088685004,9.731345565749237,29.22133027522936,10.02789654360092,3.03704495412844,1573,51,246,35,24,475,158,327,0.145,0.6859999999999999,0.16899999999999998,0.9073,0,0,0,0,0,0,66.0,1,20,1,3,17,19,4,7,9,0,42,3,2,8,6,65,58,24,1,18,15,0,0,0,0,8,1,1,0,3,30,8,0,1,7,2,1,1,8,12,1,3,5,1,28,8,31,34,5,31,0,0,0,0,29,12,1,10,18,185,58,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273043867337575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835405478141322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630067187512778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17561204195301022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27297824373630136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870920245012963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291041369859632,0.15463344711026766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397094615921235,0.0,0.04857721908534898,0.21507626866121551,0.13672378784270953,0.09423611448554474,0.0,0.0,0.07558495962056384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26221089303848005,0.24149312078997184,0.0,0.0,0.15095138163046234,0.07564238443632408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057054999322159426,0.0,0.17174156924246314,0.18621392515540536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201524160698842,0.0,0.1793825547280509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159523470166341,0.05925736703312489,0.0,0.0,0.1876510184089164,0.0,0.19271967286341854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178770608747964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17099558146529226,0.0,0.10951451189653584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06797288039386537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470862035432879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953742172203773,0.0,0.0,0.09968192331832693,0.0,0.08101998346211299,0.0,0.0,0.058031683487373725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214679881048466,0.0,0.14105109238606986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685198450208383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239452214264117,0.09269362274723636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643124767799488,0.0,0.0,0.16512863607586872
anxiety,Furrypotatoes,2019/01/26,It’s 7am I have been up for 2.5 hours having a mild to severe anxiety attack. I have found rest in small chunks where I don’t feel like I’m dying.  Mostly feel like I’m dying. Hugging a heating pad and listening to some calming music. Trying to breath. ,1.5547169811320742,3.4851195660377385,3.6836226415094337,87.53260377358494,79.75471698113208,5.749433962264153,20.033962264150947,6.742157984588678,0.3831690566037733,199,5,40,2,5,68,41,53,0.13699999999999998,0.6679999999999999,0.195,0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,2,0,5,2,1,0,0,6,11,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,3,4,6,9,3,5,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,2,3,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20361234726950495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027964290747402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5524659511235928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26915787975091915,0.3802907765328615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29183167065151483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621148560998203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600655266255714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006860385332922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807057685541641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Theomanic3000,2019/01/26,"Memory troubles since discontinuing Escitalopram Has anyone else had this happen? I weaned off of 30mg of Cipralex (Escitalopram/Lexapro) over the course of about two-three weeks. Since then I’ve had a terrible memory for simple things, such as what I did the day before. If someone asks me, I haven’t a clue. With concentration I can maybe remember a couple things, but maybe not. I wasn’t like this before. 

Since weaning off I’ve also cut my Wellbutrin from 300mg to 150mg, and tried two other anti-anxiety meds (it’s been about a month since I finished weaning off). The second anti-anxiety med is working well for now (knock on wood), but I don’t  think it would be causing the memory issues since they’ve been ever since I cut my Cipralex. I’ve only been on the new med for ~18 days. I can’t fhink of anything else I’ve changed since then.

Any similar experiences or ideas?",3.9027568922305775,5.7776409005848,4.906904761904761,81.6375,72.74269005847952,7.926649958228906,25.66457811194653,8.634040054169528,1.8012051796157065,698,23,135,13,14,228,106,171,0.08199999999999999,0.9,0.018000000000000002,-0.8283,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,2,0,9,0,15,0,0,1,1,13,18,9,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,4,1,2,7,0,12,2,19,9,0,16,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,2,11,78,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714896113441395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410817658017263,0.0,0.1667343925231182,0.0,0.0,0.07619933408718063,0.11165993474000807,0.08967888188193535,0.0,0.10187889361449633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854630001352231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194951834122592,0.11528333999132905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058110724052835,0.0,0.14056245009361684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18207279531800324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857604143154354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660053154646934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636810470693452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230219004118221,0.0,0.11374379705876975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053240714744971884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21896432319834414,0.0,0.3631470297381181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698449512884078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052507787285555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288200821527841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234498298009606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6310289815490923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233595763434208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14479910844664368,0.06982813630401878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07398830903270642,0.0,0.21290961673141812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741486990102494,0.0,0.09798351585568096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933663912530853,0.0,0.0,0.07741421724775069,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mamalamadingdong,2019/01/26,"I feel as if I've been making symptoms up There is one day of the summer holidays left, and I'm very anxious about going back to school. The other night I had an anxiety attack, and decided the next day that I would finally open up to one of my friends a bit more about my mental state. After I woke up in the morning, i felt better, and decided not to tell anybody. Now I just feel as if I've been making everything up and I'm just overreacting to everything. 

I know I was extremely anxious towards the end of last year. I know I was anxious about school, and my exchange to Europe. I know I was so anxious about my results, and felt as if I was going to fail everything. I know I felt overwhelmed. Every time I had an assignment I would worry about it so much that I would just pretend to forget about it and avoid doing it until the last day. It was the same with study. This made me feel as if i had just failed everything and should just give up. It turned out to be one of the best report cards I have ever had, and yet I still feel as if i did terrible on it. I just can't remember being anxious, if you know what I mean? I dont feel as if i was actually being more anxious than other people, yet I know I was. My friends could tell that something was up due to how much I fidgeted, couldn't stop shaking and kept obsessing over how worried I was that I failed, and said I should see a doctor.

This post is the first time I've said anything seriously about my mental state to anyone. I've expected for about a year now to have anxiety disorder, but I also feel as if I'm making everything up. I want to go see a doctor, but I'm so extremely nervous about it, and feel I don't need to, as I'm just making things up and need to stop being a hypercondriac. Even as I'm writing this, I feel as if I'm just exaggerating everything, and that everyone who reads this will just think I'm overreacting. I just feel as if it's all fake, but I know that it isn't. I'm just so unsure and confused, and I can't stop worrying about it. Just deciding to post this is inducing so much anxiety in me. I don't know what to do.

If you see this, thank you for reading this far.",4.489477891988905,4.301248704845815,6.0166764561918775,81.87501142111276,69.66079295154185,9.545309185837821,29.14961657692935,9.348350401419415,2.2423621471691955,1688,56,369,32,27,579,166,454,0.125,0.812,0.062,-0.9585,0,1,1,0,0,0,44.0,0,3,0,6,39,18,1,6,16,0,41,3,0,9,2,103,93,50,0,22,27,0,12,0,2,6,3,2,0,0,29,19,0,5,27,4,1,4,8,13,0,4,24,17,51,5,61,57,9,53,0,4,3,0,12,17,0,12,28,270,80,11,0.0,0.0,0.06234517563195696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0510909676115424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662173829571226,0.4330494711369181,0.0,0.044671762683031135,0.0,0.05257413043171677,0.0,0.0,0.07268147761508899,0.0,0.04912569486642285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06704619565990283,0.05650347555721979,0.0697488175400275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051009126868869666,0.0,0.0,0.12360683635784885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322083487637797,0.13078352853688013,0.0,0.0,0.07487590419779294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05658553600727196,0.0,0.0,0.04219722083589881,0.05779007890048465,0.05382813954690521,0.061047431616825076,0.34450885133861536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907318495240783,0.0,0.1840266219946598,0.06998584843924947,0.0,0.0543428417957647,0.0,0.0,0.09871895128958402,0.0,0.0,0.0612868997558467,0.10892655021936877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808880564244348,0.10415399884686533,0.0,0.0,0.06941416891177063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06045208293446789,0.17058213337990089,0.0,0.0,0.06959243053946812,0.0,0.0,0.1287675425530148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14089442327552362,0.09474383450709273,0.0,0.0,0.06794528975518664,0.059954275062214124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987586922284106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04429168437068204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237350563997165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780997034188646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237230569258822,0.0,0.12154365854368734,0.0,0.0,0.129315518818727,0.15273066703719082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0491838698460022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05102079675475458,0.16023892430755465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640377856887117,0.0,0.0,0.11168132497865883,0.05881920712707683,0.0,0.0,0.04244414657116518,0.04093665608681821,0.0,0.0,0.0745068589127464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694914677094678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05271404026955353,0.03768261852315765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946431701825179,0.0,0.13615195917175066,0.0,0.0,0.08228316349307438
anxiety,Lumininal,2019/01/26,"Does anyone else spend time as slowly as possible while you're waiting to do something you're anxious about? I have this habit where if I'm waiting to go somewhere or do something that makes me anxious I spend my time just watching videos or browsing reddit with no real purpose instead of doing something I enjoy. I think it's an attempt to ""postpone"" what makes me anxious, and it's really fucking with my free time since I'm anxious about a lot of things. This has to be pretty common, right?",7.696874999999999,7.035074104166667,7.2625833333333345,77.19075000000002,63.16666666666666,8.513333333333334,37.95,6.742157984588678,2.8199275000000004,398,18,69,2,5,125,64,96,0.108,0.79,0.102,0.4808,0,0,3,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,1,0,2,0,6,1,0,2,0,14,15,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,1,1,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,8,3,12,14,1,8,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,4,5,45,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6991358412908304,0.0,0.1081803551336196,0.1585238445857106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539217644032753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292445655439533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143031563896603,0.0,0.0,0.08792812415472086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153319660947194,0.0,0.0,0.20654698471858016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17441796423977118,0.0,0.1574008194497325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17609958998347985,0.0991144180347544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212580108524127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798188207165076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573215956043317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278579965585756,0.09913515221858607,0.0,0.0,0.27064675668595595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thedespondentunicorn,2019/01/26,"Upset Co-worker and her husband yesterday So I'm writing this at 6:40 in the morning because I can't sleep. Yesterday I upset my co-worker, but mostly her husband. 

So I work in retail and was working at Self Checkout. Co-worker comes with her husband, wearing a jacket with a security tag. I debate saying something but know that it's my job to ask about such things, even if someone is married to an employee. I ask ""Hi guys... was the jacket bought already- um, it's got a tag...""

""Oh it's free"" they grin.

""Oh okay."" I mutter.

I help with a coupon. As I take off said tag (they finally bought it though I overrode the coupon for them- it wasn't good yet... just saying).

He says I was rude and I shouldn't ""ask customer (sic) if bought something. You make it like I steal this. Get me your manager so I can make my complaint"". 

""I'm sorry I wasn't trying to be rude, it's my job to ask. I've seen customers walking around for like (I get nervous here and ramble a bit) an hour with a tag, I have to ask. Again, I apologize. I explain to my PIC that he was offended because he had a tag on an item that wasn't purchased yet and I asked if it was bought. He gets my manager and he talks to my manager. They finally leave.

My manager wasn't even going to 'have a talk' with me as he brushed it off, saying it wasn't the first time (indeed it's a frequent occurrence) that her husband makes a complaint out of ""something small"" and he leaves it at that, saying not to let it upset me. It does, of course.

The reason for the long story is because I felt bad all night and this morning. I feel anxious that she is going to be mad at me or that whenever they shop together they will glare at me and make things uncomfortable at work between us. I plan on apologizing- not for doing what I was supposed to do, but perhaps for being a bit brusque with them. Maybe something like ""Hey Maria, sorry again if I came off as rude yesterday, I apologize"" and leave it at that. 

Thoughts?",1.4444499999999998,3.5545025449999983,3.1189999999999998,90.512,81.05,5.9,24.0,7.066338657993696,0.915925,1518,56,320,19,40,502,178,400,0.127,0.792,0.081,-0.9476,3,0,4,0,0,0,76.0,1,2,7,5,15,19,5,4,20,1,27,2,2,5,1,45,59,25,0,5,11,4,2,3,0,2,0,6,0,2,29,20,0,1,6,1,10,5,9,11,1,1,22,10,53,9,45,31,5,37,0,0,1,0,50,17,0,6,18,211,82,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934533418062808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914658106428242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207475983612215,0.4541401607987912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760121529045318,0.14806395784843812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17678254045926287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260077731747368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974296325457438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085178268043836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695137441448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0409376234799738,0.0,0.07773774260207002,0.1773833094186471,0.0,0.06886758777607878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690040142430362,0.0,0.09202694731559503,0.06790841749004803,0.06475397860097179,0.0,0.0,0.08016668257490367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054268187329855125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973282667742752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16068773916840834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04449547134874336,0.0,0.0,0.2571862528382484,0.0,0.08279075560374194,0.0,0.11866416044335465,0.0,0.0,0.07165022883583592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161752984454094,0.0,0.08133880778974316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597884401989438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832440543611581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701491398666144,0.32192747962295964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446268123799404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102206032740754,0.0,0.06860018655457763,0.2493189065464571,0.0,0.1812642194740172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06087454317933065,0.13015093261314112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757722242631344,0.0,0.07954631550248052,0.06427604625609823,0.047210520066079634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05496896260719186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738922925405682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536547440919264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,scrubbedin,2019/01/26,"I live in Vancouver, WA. We have 30 confirmed cases of the measles... And I have a vaccinated 3 year old and a 4 month old daughter who is too young for the vaccine. 

And I work for one of the hospitals that is an exposure site. We haven’t gone anywhere. We haven’t seen anyone. My son is actually turning 3 in 2 weeks and I canceled his birthday party. I canceled him starting pre school. My husband is doing all the grocery shopping. 

I feel like I can’t breathe. I stare at them on their baby monitors and watch them breathe. I can’t sleep. I just want them in my field of vision all the time. I work nights and I’ve been obsessively checking their baby monitors from my phone.

I feel like I’ve been white knuckling the post partum and breastfeeding hormones for the last few months and this measles anxiety on top of it is intense. ",2.4806136363636355,4.742624042424247,3.5930871212121254,87.66963068181822,78.27272727272727,6.5492424242424265,28.494318181818183,7.6454224807358475,1.7839772727272731,657,30,131,10,16,212,98,165,0.021,0.885,0.095,0.8402,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,3,0,5,3,2,3,0,1,10,0,14,3,3,0,2,17,21,8,0,1,1,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,11,0,0,2,1,2,1,4,1,0,1,4,6,26,2,14,17,3,21,0,0,4,0,15,8,0,0,13,82,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.19806355458355066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552668797636274,0.0,0.0,0.14191712537222714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20524936092113866,0.2899949981765556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16544272292599885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19831588503711872,0.0,0.17922090196283466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240078052786125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904679345424008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42595308380100383,0.0,0.1375336372710919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943833766463813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054103710546332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031105458631399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365894099706253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834992176643615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22076651430123165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197134067721974,0.0,0.16280545230155427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29552037156848976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070214077209266
anxiety,Fitcryptoguyin,2019/01/26,"I hate noises M i the only one who get furious just by the noise around me especially people chatter.
I hate when i hear voices of someone talking aloud and get super anxious and frustrated.
I live with my family and i m complaining and yelling all the time on them for being too noisy and feels bad myself later.
I scold my street kids to not play near my home and my neighbours for playing music loud.
I feels like an asshole who complains for everything .
I m not a bad guy and don’t like interfering other’s business but it feels too irritable sometimes that I can’t control.
Would like to see if someone else feels the same way or i m messed up here alone.
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anxiety,deathholes,2019/01/26,"Steps to take if you feel like an anxiety ""attack"" is gonna occur Sometimes I feel that an anxiety ""attack"" is gonna happen and mostly it happens. But even after knowing I'm unable to control it. 

For example, in a couple of days I'm going for a friend's marriage and the last time I was around so many people I felt nauseous after a few hours. I'm pretty sure that I'll get that feeling again. Generally able to handle myself around many people for an hour or so. But this time it will be for longer duration and multiple days.",2.870238836967808,4.625479616822432,4.7064797507788185,82.49488058151611,75.26168224299063,6.9985462097611615,24.038421599169265,7.793537801064563,1.3593642782969888,417,13,79,6,9,142,70,107,0.034,0.872,0.094,0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,6,5,2,0,7,0,5,0,0,1,1,18,20,9,0,1,4,0,4,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,4,5,3,13,14,2,15,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,3,11,50,12,0,0.15758438125080548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24110324065889424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805670182843549,0.0,0.35854996658542465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17674428324469374,0.0,0.17436412055118178,0.0,0.20325777855235336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408299760246127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390381941238352,0.11257831345242364,0.15130571853177704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174930204941314,0.0,0.08233133514806537,0.0,0.08955883539832378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787026958193523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310377745151467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660425474784035,0.12845230322659626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698776878458759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195316574833099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21849833647057415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603199683397661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15585498247924162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14852141439433614,0.0,0.1184838430823826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18377743993473888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,-mysteriouslemon,2019/01/26,"Managing anxiety without medication/therapy? I’ve been dealing with terrible anxiety and on/off depression for the past 3 years. I’ve been at university for over 2 years now and somehow managed to get by whilst attending barely any class. The anxiety is just so bad that i can’t go to class or really do much of anything anymore. I also have IBS (likely caused by the anxiety), which just adds another thing to be anxious about. I know that i can’t go on like this, or i’m going to have to drop out. 

I managed to force myself to go to the doctor a year ago during a period of depression, and was prescribed 2 antidepressants which i didn’t continue due to the likelihood of my tinnitus getting worse. I said i would attend counselling but ironically the anxiety has meant that i have never mustered up the courage to go. The closest i’ve come was making an appointment 2 months ago, which i had to cancel on the day because i was just too scared. 

Now i feel like i’m out of options - medication isn’t an option and i can’t bring myself to go to counselling, so clearly i’m going to have to try to do something myself. I’ve been using alcohol as my coping mechanism since this all began, and i’ve never really attempted self help because i thought it wouldn’t work, but i’m willing to try now. I’m ultimately hoping to lessen my anxiety enough to be able to go to counselling in the end. If anyone here could give me some self help tips i would be very grateful. Thanks for reading.",5.249126998383328,5.9605129283276455,6.573698580923297,75.39901383150709,68.18088737201364,10.127465421232262,32.82719597628884,10.186864033877496,3.420874402730375,1180,51,220,29,19,401,153,293,0.099,0.785,0.117,0.9353,0,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,2,13,11,0,1,14,0,28,3,0,3,4,39,56,14,0,6,9,0,1,3,0,4,3,1,0,2,10,10,1,0,4,1,0,12,9,5,0,0,12,2,22,6,42,36,4,41,0,2,0,0,7,9,0,8,22,144,32,8,0.0983030598185453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17427946252382734,0.10505607507652016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861292142097337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668494516321684,0.10307932942142634,0.4512094301632813,0.11105447674143486,0.09749022051985036,0.06873578508511399,0.0,0.08089504226713516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207894882693358,0.11984926569874325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098432125772458,0.0,0.08467938168589904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848699427232976,0.0,0.0,0.06339734117372907,0.10134613820004858,0.1693365627536569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061734718158537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706733310524277,0.10157333885683384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04970498072071743,0.07022772557624886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271858289204157,0.09430125244981634,0.4469431543182544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178093771360552,0.0,0.0,0.09763711914745772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054024790829160736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440777286439794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561805576464846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902999076076888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846456448126639,0.0,0.07226405986166133,0.0,0.15163475984693953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384139381987264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832966202262468,0.0,0.12595091462693514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350872106162544,0.0,0.0984185119858038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20510306098292752,0.0,0.0,0.08131730691769133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567849810128947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050425004830427,0.11241811609912017,0.0,0.06530818489382989,0.0,0.0,0.07804164893758872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334826496689474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490228122688026,0.0,0.08111031947956747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476064171220752,0.0,0.07156579833169277,0.0,0.1001792162204506,0.13966334648504267,0.0,0.0,0.1899118425921768
anxiety,KhazAvMagix,2019/01/26,"no one will see this but fuck it no matter what happens after death its eternal and eternity scares the shits outta me, being in a place forever, being nothing forever, reincarnating forever, I'm scared shitless and have anxiety attacks just thinking about these ideas. ",8.76275362318841,10.39061730434783,8.346521739130434,62.53253623188408,60.73913043478261,11.35072463768116,41.42028985507246,11.20814326018867,5.534602898550726,220,12,29,6,3,70,41,46,0.473,0.51,0.017,-0.9853,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,3,2,2,0,4,2,1,0,0,7,9,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,6,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,3,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092111852789128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111225850223099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528275315367496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418371531359341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087252391176954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26241110193824485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18531688994464907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28572802922552937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5476016812455133,0.0,0.2179278751616334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807229328310373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752347184154666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Anonymousostrich2018,2019/01/26,"What can I do as-needed to reduce anxiety, and still drive? Most things that help on an as-needed basis (like wine, or Xanax, or muscle relaxers... Not together obviously!) can't be used before driving. But most of the things that make me extra anxious to where I'd need the help, are far away. Anything I can do that wouldn't impair driving ability ? I don't smoke. ",2.481428571428573,4.801544225352114,3.9882494969818936,84.53436619718312,78.5774647887324,6.874044265593561,22.818913480885314,7.957251820313856,1.34060402414487,284,9,54,5,7,94,52,71,0.08199999999999999,0.823,0.095,0.4437,0,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,9,2,0,2,1,12,12,4,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,5,10,3,8,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,4,2,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19936264447172264,0.29441025852120056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144562831303201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24484763042557656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22175625315869327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493570099903345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731877958112978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17395632601383326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5797074653748617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081200458195553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462696896570762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22507964828147575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,basickabel,2019/01/26,"Guilt and anxiety are making me avoid applying to jobs Basically I've suffered with anxiety my entire life. I remember lying awake all night as a 6 year old kid worrying about my parents getting old and how to make sure I absolutely don't miss any precious moments with them or my sisters.

I'm 25 years old now, a doctor, and I can not apply to jobs. I worry that moving abroad means that I won't be close to my family anymore and that by leaving, there will be no one to keep a close eye on things and to make sure everyone is okay. It's making me miserable because for me to further my career, I have to apply for jobs abroad. I do not have the choice to stay in the same country anyway. But I've been avoiding even applying for this reason.

I was a straight A student my whole life. My seniors and supervisors only have good things to say about me and I've always been a really smart kid. It's been months since I voluntarily left the house, I avoid people at all costs. I avoid weddings, hanging out with friends from college and even doing things that make me happy. 

I also feel guilty about things like my CV for example. I always think I'm making myself sound better than I actually am. I want to even remove entire sections because I feel like it makes me look like I worked harder than I did. For example, I have a 6 month period of work where I wasn't getting paid, and the hours were very flexible. I was allowed to do the work from home (it was mostly reading and reviewing research papers) and I was even allowed to travel for exams and stuff like that as long as I got the work done. The thing is, even though it was 6 months, I feel like I shouldn't write that down because for a few months all I did was learn more about the topic I was researching to make sure I understood it very well. In my head, I don't deserve acknowledgement for that. 

This is not the only instance of course, it's just an example. If any of my friends or colleagues asked me if that kind of work deserved to be on their CV I'd say YES OF COURSE. It's just that I don't seem to think that I deserve to be happy or not stressed while also doing something I love. 

Anyway since my last job at a hospital I've been focusing on research. I'm very good at what I do and none of this has ever affected my work. I'm just tired of feeling this way you know? I want to believe in myself as much as I believe in everyone else without feeling like I've been lying about how much work I do or feeling like doing what I love will somehow hurt my family.",5.074551070069255,5.102904344294007,5.978023335621143,81.90741935483871,68.41972920696324,8.91468147501092,29.830223997005053,8.654491914285503,2.1115496225120105,1994,68,410,29,31,660,222,517,0.093,0.754,0.153,0.9796,7,4,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,2,8,26,34,0,7,19,2,46,8,2,14,7,82,82,31,0,5,15,2,6,7,2,4,4,3,1,2,30,19,0,5,16,2,2,4,13,10,1,1,20,11,62,24,64,54,12,44,0,4,2,2,16,19,0,9,26,281,92,26,0.0,0.0,0.06105753711378315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007153302562363,0.1041235083899891,0.0,0.0,0.08509704239243038,0.0,0.09572900267938872,0.0,0.06205084129989286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05849282042061616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114422980984034,0.0,0.0,0.1409858697740645,0.0,0.05533648788254116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06404120340162257,0.0,0.06402899127513458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05226770208319277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20662852828389114,0.05659651851980903,0.0,0.11957319179432513,0.0,0.0,0.11796746007085568,0.0,0.1898181697037486,0.17879493681920475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668007141049624,0.0,0.06537860363426068,0.0,0.0,0.10495847437866626,0.050041504831877616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332100235786266,0.0,0.0,0.06421302358466897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276100556997846,0.0,0.061617073076307774,0.07219530162388671,0.06698055160148743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24835713417920305,0.05561349052618219,0.0,0.06515515149656484,0.03438584613025456,0.051001433436348415,0.0,0.06625068910645829,0.06798053179884536,0.0,0.08838753929769043,0.21397363274269407,0.0,0.0,0.055370887626660995,0.052541529353110315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294048569889145,0.0,0.3341180719828756,0.0,0.0,0.06815511172165054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997653595337152,0.06650009415896525,0.09198965160303216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058716016718777485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19696440072678173,0.0,0.042397831240229104,0.09517187025962152,0.0,0.0,0.06947458106690724,0.0,0.0,0.04337691144314772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06258513131576772,0.0,0.04008279073233297,0.06433052977653576,0.0,0.0,0.07087757306068497,0.0,0.0,0.09951348704819042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569597389024444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351412233100754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048168056759510594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668937567374184,0.0,0.0,0.07167166109975666,0.0,0.07162561908532827,0.0,0.0,0.1769093626155396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078376577067014,0.0801823516574998,0.0614729383055345,0.0,0.0,0.07191294113956062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15487595171001187,0.07380869026994545,0.04966372443122919,0.0,0.0,0.056256325464369115,0.0,0.0,0.06985516027171708,0.0,0.060313511539990323,0.0,0.3188527607969735,0.1270820873938027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058373816245479
anxiety,Negligent-mind,2019/01/26,"Help for my wife My wife was diagnosed with severe anxiety with acute agoraphobia about three years ago, literally a month after we got married. She has basically shown no real improvements since then.  After attending therapy for a few months she said she could do it on her own. She was on xanax for about a year, then she decided she 'didn't want to get addicted' to them(detox was a disaster). So now she is just taking minimal antidepressants and is basically just staying home 24/7. I just want to know if there is any advice on how to help her fix this. The whole 'wait until she sorts it out' thing isn't working. This whole ordeal has basically broke us financially and emotionally. I have grown cold due to her constantly needing me and I never really get breaks to do anything out of the house apart from grocery shopping and bill paying. I do love my wife, but there are limits to what someone can take when there is no improvement or effort being shown. Any advice would be appreciated.",5.4683320463320495,7.291192362162165,6.083571428571433,74.98250000000003,68.62162162162161,9.826254826254825,28.88996138996139,10.125756701596842,3.0541042471042466,797,29,142,21,14,259,121,185,0.061,0.852,0.086,0.8284,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,2,0,0,3,12,2,0,0,6,0,21,4,0,1,1,28,33,13,0,6,6,3,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,6,9,0,2,2,1,3,2,5,1,0,1,6,2,21,1,24,23,4,25,0,1,0,1,20,6,0,3,15,105,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16317047796568873,0.0,0.2925260795750383,0.13267999933013816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20357155270807806,0.0,0.11450281447368148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317176101398135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16174811411768727,0.0,0.1195052382727371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15191942777416556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16836694832157484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15640054555992808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971070382794265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006512353706125,0.0,0.15013865340327434,0.0,0.0,0.17270764337527642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225879409105816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508971282045976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389421728080133,0.0,0.0,0.11098390829889718,0.11544045146551307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703656693316285,0.0958871861682917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423774995418327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16909287745419693,0.0,0.12381470623244364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682118987285534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15953621152224184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22507758030153827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711691710856339,0.0,0.0994390251436678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18004350359854246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17656723734665253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342189820324483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896694237178524,0.0,0.0,0.10632654272471627,0.0,0.0,0.1927746986211516
anxiety,hifflehug,2019/01/26,"Panic while pooping? So, I know it sounds really dumb. But the last couple times I went to the toilet I got massive panic attacks. Like, actually taking my lorazepam, massive.

I've had generalized anxiety disorder, ocd and depression for years now. It's gotten a lot better since I started antidepressants in 2016. But since I started them I got a new symptom during panic attacks: the feeling that my skin is burning. My teeth feel hot, my throat is ashy.  It's disgusting. 

And now I get this when I go to the toilet. I feel like I'm gonna be sick. Anybody else have that?

I know it sounds dumb, but I'm getting scared of going to the toilet. So, any advice would be great.

Sorry for the rambling. Still kinda shaken.",1.8101278772378504,4.4998663043478295,3.5657374254049437,83.95645780051152,85.23188405797102,5.565899403239556,23.335038363171357,7.048011613610866,1.208140153452686,562,21,100,8,17,187,87,138,0.219,0.695,0.086,-0.9211,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,1,6,14,5,4,8,0,7,6,4,0,0,14,26,9,0,1,3,0,5,2,0,2,2,2,0,0,7,2,0,0,5,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,5,7,15,4,7,17,1,15,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,2,13,57,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.1372648456431714,0.0,0.0,0.1374523014874448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565430363592682,0.0,0.10760528017919968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200443885136474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244032240192926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15563872135301815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115111339602973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16120969257512835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750421647703745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133672843378792,0.10048824667842908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14697913411572966,0.0,0.1598817759433371,0.0,0.2249989030412135,0.1550792493439859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15460721426032584,0.1146574889710136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743971931355928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958495232095435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585127054809454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4951061300359874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011103858591786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14082619975234065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23271246590204506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745847368544386,0.19912115989925755,0.0,0.11233205649264734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620063738672526,0.1057595667046691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202056040703036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039415644678382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992153881080824,0.0,0.0,0.09058107240393516
anxiety,wishicouldbreathe,2019/01/26,"I'm a Grad student and I really can't anymore This is going to be a bit long but I'm in the middle of a panic attack and I just need to type this all out and get it out there. I can't breathe and I don't really know what else to do. 

About a year ago, I was accepted into one my dream universities to do the course I exactly wanted to do. It was going to be a big jump from my previous education, I knew that but I had no idea it would be this bad where my mental health is constantly awful. 

A little background about me - I've usually been the smartest kid in class all my life and I could always depend on myself to do better with the slightest effort. I had a ton of hobbies - multiple things I was relatively good at. I grew up with supportive parents and people constantly throwing all sorts of validation at me which I didn't realize was such an important part of my life. I've had a series of other awful experiences with multiple people which have scarred me in many ways. But never have I been challenged this way. 

After leaving home and moving to a new continent, I've been reduced to doing 'Below Average' or 'Average' at best and I'm constantly failing courses because I can't do well in the exams. I wouldn't say I don't understand any of the subjects, I enjoy learning them. But when it comes to writing an exam, I just really can't calm down and reproduce everything. There are multiple reasons for this - I spoke to some seniors and the study advisor at my university and they all pointed out that I'm having such a hard time because the system in this new country is completely different from what I'm used to. They told me it was normal to be struggling this much. 

I've attempted keeping time aside for my hobbies and/or sports but I really can't do that. There's so much to study that I sit with my books all the time and perhaps take tiny breaks. 

Some days are better than others. But for the most part - I'm constantly greatly overwhelmed, I've cut people out of my life, I cry and sleep a lot and I can't feel happy anymore. I'm exhausted and I just want all of this to stop and I want to get away from my mind as much as possible. I used to be a strong person but suddenly, I don't feel like myself anymore and I feel lost for the most part. 

If you're still reading this, thank you. I had to get that out. ",2.8199170437405705,4.429748130252102,4.614117647058826,83.72032428355959,75.05042016806723,7.991294979530274,26.070674423615603,8.69343788997812,1.9126092006033173,1834,66,372,37,39,623,216,476,0.128,0.7659999999999999,0.106,-0.9206,2,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,3,9,15,24,2,3,25,2,45,7,2,4,8,80,77,30,0,9,12,1,4,1,0,2,5,2,1,2,26,28,0,2,11,4,0,7,13,9,1,1,17,6,50,15,63,52,20,58,0,3,0,0,11,25,0,9,22,270,76,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502137473595158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042080379639455,0.0,0.0,0.057552825664746475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517973234755749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628139141137487,0.07951477581963545,0.0,0.07066438567925358,0.10318205649256884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881631495112284,0.1497006782123625,0.09239648700617208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290318129134651,0.08873529390922298,0.3658295430606056,0.0,0.06757195740603006,0.0,0.09296454210329984,0.05458079363547548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842267820927001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069937711862201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606200059222562,0.08278657080742016,0.0,0.0,0.12837781104755386,0.06046128948313712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265055769441886,0.0,0.09619690518954224,0.07098550793453277,0.0,0.0933073438669824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900925936821916,0.07581386397120353,0.0,0.0,0.0899601140094279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489303765589995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955394979889668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522502392271405,0.0,0.0,0.0465116660234334,0.0,0.0,0.0896133226988035,0.0,0.0,0.17933476289377145,0.041347037741091414,0.08482373861168249,0.0,0.07489686957117933,0.0,0.0,0.09238608792354748,0.07195130434748076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580380825428464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528939265162812,0.0,0.08545443690813398,0.0,0.0,0.08995067791358631,0.1866433039090328,0.06275373391760916,0.06527360124213133,0.16347669039435034,0.0,0.0,0.08292162650852622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05734899642409435,0.0,0.0,0.09929769912553496,0.09397408746207336,0.27494540714596444,0.0,0.17602001799193162,0.0738976079375479,0.0,0.0,0.08000482277669506,0.09541013487221882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465514312967587,0.0,0.21687032144183452,0.0870160386556298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06730295449004897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469336083536695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758741654207792,0.07075634259161151,0.0,0.08847599334097543,0.0,0.0,0.09603966351782707,0.0,0.0,0.0636329122012114,0.0,0.0,0.07791799630024461,0.0,0.0,0.05622589995737412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480492199911112,0.0,0.0,0.08086973257872286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881051470179195,0.0,0.14619016523505976,0.0932104560956151,0.0,0.14975486447789765,0.13435426631498518,0.0,0.0,0.07609454808215703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06012031539343843,0.0,0.0,0.05450038806859738
anxiety,ChaosDragonI,2019/01/26,"Hi, just found out recently I have anxiety issues, I need some help I was told by my therapist that I have anxiety issues, and once I found out my life started making sense. But I never asked if I had a disorder, and she never confirmed it. Can my anxiety be cured if it's not a disorder? I don't wanna ask her if I truly have a disorder because on one hand I don't want to be given a label that there's something wrong with me, but on the other hand I need to know. What if I wanna search for treatments myself? What if I wanna tell people and I don't know how to describe my problems? After reading posts on here and watching a YouTube video of someone describing their anxiety, I can relate to some of it but not all of it. Do I even have anxiety? It just seems like what everyone else is going through is worse than what I'm going through.",3.712586206896553,4.4953692816092,5.3914367816091975,82.23474137931036,71.70114942528734,8.558620689655173,28.867816091954023,8.841846274778883,2.229112643678161,661,25,134,12,12,226,95,174,0.151,0.769,0.08,-0.7947,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,0,6,0,16,3,2,2,3,38,33,13,0,12,12,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,12,7,0,0,5,2,0,2,7,2,0,1,6,3,25,1,22,25,3,13,0,0,1,0,9,5,0,8,6,107,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4767331440407562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23303672159898656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597729137912082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4285328942772869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411785456225617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232127374581166,0.0,0.0,0.11909557620278124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273315114227751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166766090539953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354126030315237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26017637832910817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13699398992867562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803448970326809,0.06089112857223685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319587297420336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18483286296312146,0.19225480047667484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273387086526595,0.08445696005152564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640729890533656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193673736974218,0.0,0.0,0.11926035732792822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467029045438313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306356873835672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346444505077667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560415454761203,0.09595131464265963,0.0,0.0,0.08821840010613617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893784879360646,0.0,0.0,0.14471265487972765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909557620278124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07351387350763143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701530470858674,0.0,0.136270514805187,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pettroni,2019/01/26,"Anxiety crippled me from living to the fullest? Hello guy,   
I would appreciate your thoughts on the things I'm about to share. 

About 6-7 years ago I had some major episodes of panic attacks (which back then I thought is not stress but a serious life threatning disease).

Now, a lot of years later, thanks to diet and understanding of the condition I'm much better, I work, I don't use no medications, but I kind of feel... vulnerable to live to the fullest.

You see before these things started happening to me I was the happiest person in the world, even though I also had bad moments like everybody else, but I liked the unknown, I went travelling without much planning and so on.

At this point I cannot travel or do everything I like as before, without planning it first and have ""plan B"" if anxiety hits me. This is so bad because it prevents me from living the way I want it, and therefore makes me a lot less happy.

I know sooner or later I gotta confront this thing, I wanna experience life while I'm still young, cause I'm starting to worry that I'm missing my best years (20s-30s) due to fear of the unknown.

I always fear what would happen if something bad happens to me and I'm in another country, or somewhere where I cannot do much about it. Did you had problems like these? It believe it's some form of agoraphobia, even though I move around, I work, I do everything except going to parties in unknown places and travelling to unknown places.",6.593527580071175,6.536108697508898,6.8807273131672595,77.01190947508897,65.22775800711743,9.587277580071174,35.71196619217082,9.188382445141503,3.164617259786477,1148,51,214,18,16,372,155,281,0.14400000000000002,0.6859999999999999,0.17,0.7907,0,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,3,0,8,15,22,2,4,12,0,16,4,0,4,0,38,42,22,0,7,12,0,1,4,0,3,3,0,0,2,17,7,1,1,5,3,0,6,7,12,0,1,8,2,31,10,34,30,11,36,0,1,1,0,7,12,0,9,21,150,48,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464071082489465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635843550048893,0.07945024882796388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012318820859534,0.14608983505326256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500090938332866,0.0,0.1086267138792296,0.0,0.07342122058434047,0.2391751892689705,0.05820609550707327,0.0,0.16249952207359536,0.10757765088765757,0.10020445582035233,0.08444774478913354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808826134352733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976454117588701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126132422857849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17162953410408133,0.09340157021326324,0.0,0.21489185360989324,0.048279525754952576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121855142234019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05426569736328743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454406697441853,0.25330827625883345,0.10164438063362806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943178209933347,0.05247545099952599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348861961929071,0.1865944300395568,0.0,0.2529420831317004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16235398421273298,0.0,0.0,0.06373624066126654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618997774712842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148426824466836,0.21057494572939184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120297764049657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337285321827148,0.19952069294957867,0.0,0.09026314291191052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136519113584383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760883011427592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350816648952918,0.0,0.0,0.13516798319214793,0.0,0.07625356105609038,0.0,0.10937647792199524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790874089039796,0.0,0.0,0.19030576909227026,0.0,0.1876248820302087,0.15160709229571545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940210103021334,0.0,0.08246742708098223,0.0,0.0,0.05631887455856303,0.0757906706140907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851452631086698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18408613284879355,0.0,0.1390268240176005,0.09696852921242342,0.0,0.13565803740141072,0.0,0.0,0.18446549143872515
anxiety,antioxidantal,2019/01/26,"Tinnitus on Lexapro I was just curious if anyone taking Lexapro noticed increased ear ringing? I didn’t really have bad ringing in the ears prior to taking Lexapro, but now it’s quite obnoxious. I mean I’ll take it since Lexapro makes me sane, but I just want to know if that’s a thing with Lexapro.",3.6293220338983048,5.609837355932207,4.0120000000000005,87.31562711864406,73.74576271186443,7.4318644067796615,32.13898305084746,8.238735603445708,2.442875254237288,240,12,47,4,5,75,43,59,0.121,0.797,0.08199999999999999,-0.6344,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,3,2,2,1,0,11,10,4,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,4,5,0,5,8,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19761604129897128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23597776501824255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553217917340095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18865253960346853,0.0,0.0,0.3078584725918445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217672931163798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006035405897288,0.0,0.0,0.1810550437136856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23378803722499106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6374902544685593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18776165787818955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666979194701528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Maikoluwu-,2019/01/26,"Do i have social anxiety? So i don't really know how this things work but i really don't like going outside specially in places where there is alot of people. Don't get me wrong it's not imposible to me go to this places i could do it if i have to but i hate it i feel like everyone it's loking at me, but  is not like in a good way, i feel they judge with their glances. I have never been in a psychologist and never told anyone about the way i feel i use to harm my self, nowdays it's not usuall for me to do it but i don't really mind about doing it also i hate my physical appearance and i feel really dumb and ashame by doing this post but i would love of someone could ""diagnose"" me without seeing a pyschologist",0.6015259740259751,2.6210117987013035,3.2585551948051967,88.84354707792211,83.61038961038959,7.226623376623378,18.715909090909093,8.278499904357787,0.8926116883116886,563,14,125,13,16,197,81,154,0.208,0.735,0.057,-0.9759,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,1,7,12,3,1,5,0,18,2,0,2,2,29,33,12,0,4,10,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,11,4,0,0,5,0,0,3,10,6,0,0,2,6,24,6,17,28,1,16,0,0,2,1,6,7,1,3,6,94,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489825594950942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099123309006501,0.0,0.0,0.10046213376689077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294284093150081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458288906914991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372893047612881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29058915473866426,0.10264270863058124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506517894621806,0.0,0.16330963158315873,0.12050925261774635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837021171442155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789609918077862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21057962791780105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967388867291985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450725736042782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22162475497428635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960737729515624,0.0,0.3002232758631806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760262361212033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681720552880891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114491778703456,0.0,0.14988619918249854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14646036685836686,0.12173685555758447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545245753361853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372893047612881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240905930319582,0.1582396566155636,0.0,0.0,0.2280878547006636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13849927300226472,0.0,0.10459839508969107,0.0,0.0,0.10206385058043524,0.15708798625074402,0.0,0.0
anxiety,banjobie,2019/01/26,"Weighted blankets Has anyone had a good experience with weighted blankets? My girlfriend recommended that I get one because of my anxiety, which tends to get bad at night. If you’ve had a good experience what brand did you use? ",6.540894308943088,8.421897073170733,6.7204878048780525,71.22186991869921,66.07317073170732,9.369105691056909,38.05691056910569,9.725611199111238,4.0686032520325215,184,10,30,4,3,59,32,41,0.115,0.7090000000000001,0.17600000000000002,0.4137,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,1,0,3,8,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,4,2,4,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808476481093602,0.0,0.0,0.16529847440149836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19738663062872436,0.14410907472440074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4624949928003276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24702162088806184,0.0,0.0,0.3965672410502447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22184820133359787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019279111081516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041762895794676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5757503338722081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RENOYES,2019/01/26,"Phone ringing It’s 2:30 am here and my house phone has been ringing for the last 30 minutes. I have no way of answering it because I forgot to plug in the handset to charge. 

I called my mom to make sure it wasn’t her or my brother, it turns out it was my cousin who lives across country. (There is no emergency, btw)

So now I’m having a panic attack because I hate the phone in the first place and it won’t stop ringing and it’s 2:30 am. I need to be up in 4 hours but I’m freaking out. 

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anxiety,mumblesaway,2019/01/26,Wearing earbuds is anxiety inducing. If I wear earbuds I get anxious and paranoid that I won't hear anyone around me calling for help. ,3.272266666666667,6.2848727600000025,4.652000000000001,76.55266666666667,81.4,6.533333333333335,40.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,4.1239333333333335,109,8,16,2,3,36,22,25,0.224,0.669,0.106,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,1,0,4,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,11,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30777515894287544,0.4545092404391128,0.0,0.281312833005003,0.0,0.0,0.35815179593029034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4108156510565367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101965920650947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4534460309571274,0.0,0.2696678948117432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,corgibuttfloatie,2019/01/26,"I'm feeling very hopeless. I've been feeling very depressed about this lately, it's something that I've been struggling with a lot. I've always been quite of an introvert and slightly socially awkward, I've struggled a lot in social situations. 
I'm currently a sophomore in college, I made a few acquaintances, but not a single close friend. I have a feeling that I don't get along with most people, but I'm just unable to pinpoint the actual reason. I've tried to avoid talking a lot about college stresses bc stress culture isn't healthy, and I never been a snake or trash talk anyone behind their backs. 
Nevertheless, I still feel like I don't get along with people, or well enough for people to consider me a close friend. It seems like most have their friend circles figured out and are much closer to each other. For example most of the people in their student organizations know each other, and I feel a general sense of unwelcome ""ness"", I'm in the B school program, and many students know each other, but I have this general sense that nobody wants me there. I'm feeling lost and I don't know what to do",7.907599830076465,7.159416378504679,7.712225998300762,74.42041206457095,62.785046728971956,10.211724723874255,36.27697536108751,9.339509955726095,3.2902766355140187,891,36,160,13,11,285,111,214,0.191,0.738,0.071,-0.9765,1,1,1,0,0,1,23.0,0,0,3,2,7,16,0,6,14,0,13,0,0,2,1,48,33,11,0,1,7,0,6,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,11,17,0,1,12,0,0,0,6,10,1,0,6,6,14,6,23,27,13,13,0,3,0,0,11,8,0,9,7,106,25,6,0.0,0.0,0.11553661154800507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851426957699824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278465879609283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103858104937967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197359026237857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122333864225608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591849454547456,0.0845815362791933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744154542502752,0.0,0.12371318413263364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952006747191839,0.0,0.13355491370352618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568380372405647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292423187497129,0.3019660303820874,0.0,0.11202837673437104,0.0,0.1200341240286786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703407593963237,0.0,0.09131365736211658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.328321226466755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592784157116746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217299580167829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198222373539172,0.0,0.1077825202019478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308113663829055,0.0,0.24137794097931856,0.0,0.09114638955179133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455053924817644,0.0,0.2712425446198865,0.2475446853542393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190323112977007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803825517840441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953768365238987,0.06983254140020564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064514805139057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,taciturntilly,2019/01/26,"What is a good job or field of work when you have anxiety? I'm going to college soon and leaning towards Business Administration, but was wondering what type of jobs might be suggested in general? Or fields of study? 

 There are plenty of things I like and jobs I'd be interested in but the fear is just too much for me to take it on. I think at this point I'd rather something simple and ""relaxing"" although I have no aversion to manual labor. In the summer I plan to work on a few farms that hire seasonally. ",3.629232673267328,5.2586203762376265,5.106027227722773,80.94141707920792,72.96039603960395,8.614356435643566,27.476485148514854,9.188382445141503,2.2962960396039604,402,15,80,9,8,135,73,101,0.12,0.797,0.08199999999999999,-0.6237,3,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,3,6,5,0,1,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,13,14,9,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,6,4,16,10,2,13,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,4,5,58,12,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17172621350397016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25260186186001377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757688073167026,0.18828276567935634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6682838385791744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966935146426174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23813728976424214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501827146622272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21220569857689012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17281529667363893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16878065743398413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14913421421945175,0.14383740825235716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24343845688312016,0.3268475189299924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OZeronhO,2019/01/26,"Anxiety attack? So, I've been getting these things recently where I'm in class or at home doing homework and I get thinking about everything i need to do all at once making my whole body very tense and feel like its gonna explode from sensory overload, making me want to leave the room or classroom. Is this a sort of anxiety attack? Im not asking for a medical diagnosis I'm just wondering if other people experience the same thing. 

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Side note, I don't like it when I ask a simple question on a post somewhere and then have it deleted cause I apparently asked for medical diagnosis.",6.4618045112781965,7.036545280701759,7.426340852130327,70.82605263157895,65.49122807017544,10.724812030075187,35.58395989974937,10.608840637214634,4.007006516290728,478,22,83,12,7,161,87,114,0.149,0.795,0.056,-0.8536,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,6,0,6,3,1,3,1,20,21,9,0,3,5,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,3,0,8,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,7,2,11,19,3,11,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,6,5,53,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158974970080202,0.17828524578848867,0.0,0.0,0.22448632002293192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41150030721505176,0.33383857605207984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629768541841483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15072556429698225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318657198299543,0.14352384458435805,0.0,0.0,0.0741878657418583,0.10481937626494706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153314060810257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14717574389163335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15848667664373206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553591177200712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14336348905139332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958782979380762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956172018356775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879369764971383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15625585605599965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171967691385347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14052066018009807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164364022419449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14487186395729734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949532937140219,0.09401456481616666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210623443481447,0.08654138662608198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16381167070683633,0.0,0.0,0.15911549618046347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17828524578848867,0.0
anxiety,Justcallme__rae,2019/01/26,"Will I ever be successful in life? I’m 22 and I have one more year until I graduate from nursing school. I suffered from anxiety pretty much all of my life but wasn’t diagnosed with GAD and MDD until I was 20. 

Growing up as the quiet one was hard for me. I was (and still am) soft spoken, so holding conversations and making friends were difficult for me, and still is a problem for me today. I’m not really close with my family, and I was always teased for being shy. I don’t have many friends, maybe one close friend and everyone else are pretty much acquaintances to me. I have tried to reach out first and initiate conversation, but it doesn’t always go well, so I often am reluctant to do so. 

I feel alone a lot of the time, and I thought that would change when I started college but I feel even more isolated because people around me can easily make friends and I struggle with that so much. I don’t even have a study partner. I still pass my classes but it’s hard as hell studying the material alone. 

Attending clinical is a nightmare. I fear that I’ll mess up in some way of performing a skill or talking with the patients or staff members. And I don’t always get in much conversation with the nurse I’m assigned to. I’ll ask about their background, maybe some clarification on a medication or care for a patient, but that’s it. And I don’t get in much conversation with the patient either. I know that’s really bad because building rapport is necessary but I cannot bring myself to have a simple conversation without shaking or feeling like I’m gonna pass out. I hate feeling needy but I follow my nurse like a puppy all day and I often look to her/him to explain things to the patient because I couldn’t do it alone without sounding like an idiot.

Generally, I feel that things could go wrong, and I’m concerned about how I will perform as a nurse after I graduate. I genuinely love to help people in any way I can, I just wish it wouldn’t take everything in me to just to interact with people. Anxiety has ruined me in so many ways and I feel hopeless. I am in counseling and tried medications, but didn’t help me too much, especially with the side effects. I get that having some anxiety is normal, but what I experience is counterproductive and it’s draining me so much.",3.9677351916376296,5.5658806230598685,5.317025023756731,79.8930288248337,72.03769401330376,8.524573962622744,29.51542603737725,9.081645337920577,2.5435490782388337,1815,75,348,38,35,607,202,451,0.181,0.687,0.132,-0.9709,0,3,0,0,0,1,41.0,0,0,1,6,23,26,4,3,19,0,41,7,0,4,3,81,73,43,0,7,19,0,9,3,5,5,6,2,0,1,16,30,0,1,11,0,0,9,13,15,1,4,8,12,51,11,53,56,16,43,1,3,1,1,19,17,1,10,17,251,67,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446222602121741,0.0,0.0,0.19652952411250565,0.0,0.0,0.05353924233301507,0.0,0.1806851846547448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07008657835843943,0.07360211822166621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06573643649112154,0.14397961515793187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802706958272266,0.0,0.08328612255191392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285966606664181,0.0,0.0,0.050774472033750864,0.0,0.0,0.07990950553251121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06576898771915056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040011218974122,0.0712159820141192,0.0,0.07523008922549727,0.07075763587634863,0.07701325217630049,0.07421983484476116,0.08859337415261828,0.2388501574499463,0.0562448775019414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696787610530237,0.0,0.0,0.2433070586942136,0.0,0.12339985521095564,0.0,0.0894883849601108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14105360730681984,0.07772978245949991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055423999278636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04326806424842866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121895080336856,0.11539081084920165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661135473924209,0.0,0.0,0.06693360882185041,0.07105708803787107,0.0,0.10510605257722902,0.15964015077145527,0.15819015529707792,0.0,0.0,0.1586248067598417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4051303403254031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07713888944652061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600488828293394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16374484293139205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601938544619606,0.0,0.07533417788389023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087317660256537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967917536675766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05572564760940511,0.0,0.18862214136908692,0.0,0.0,0.0823059092828918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05919531955809725,0.06328036026589186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460970589854618,0.0,0.0,0.06250299220894474,0.045908218375993314,0.0,0.07462703306235682,0.0,0.0,0.10690528872550624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874771274814728,0.0,0.0,0.07078791358957368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053585563825163,0.1517862252087804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05592768205225142,0.08607912497222762,0.0,0.05069967374052566
anxiety,arttard420,2019/01/26,"Help!! Super bad blushing problem So, for the passed few months this has gotten worse and worse and is almost a daily occurrence. I recently got a new job and am just warming to all my coworkers and duties. I work in at a job that requires me to talk to many people throughout the day and I find that my blushing is getting a little out of hand. I’m not sure why I do it. I’m a little shy, but not very awkward and am able to carry on a conversation. Although I suffer with anxiety and overthink everything. I blush bc of the smallest things. For example, boss asks me if I remembered my employee number needed to clock in and out and I say “oh no I forgot but I have it written down” and I blush sooo hard. WHY??! How do I make it stop?? It’s sooo embarrassing. Even just speaking to someone I don’t know can cause me to get red for no reason. Why am I such a freak? ",0.4615137004522474,2.736443430167597,2.8303750997605768,89.95204841713222,86.76536312849163,5.64416068103219,21.931630752859807,7.07126945348624,0.7943708965150305,670,24,141,10,21,229,110,179,0.203,0.738,0.059,-0.9781,3,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,3,8,9,0,2,10,0,11,1,1,5,2,37,23,16,0,3,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,8,13,0,4,4,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,4,6,20,3,20,19,2,16,0,1,1,0,6,9,0,2,6,97,28,6,0.1507991799281592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510035958016418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536095988953543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097687683988286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259110163540593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15491229733210954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725299574876996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960143612161117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552857933217585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378277184968476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15757269501167934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206078799558029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350864452380741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107751159555724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29928983476703186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287528554925842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022807893080893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100659623576869,0.15288669957995055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036646671056014,0.0,0.0,0.11181568114725927,0.0,0.145642787663784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454516397468534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442944493171489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550466725340984,0.14889599763043712,0.0,0.1708260743153395,0.0,0.0,0.11992156051476167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777165579129396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607486676023594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421264424473013,0.0,0.0,0.12120666865484266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018427445458004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442511640845455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4082184137194939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978359899726464,0.0,0.3073544949623166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,matt-trd,2019/01/26,"I can't get help for myself For the past 2 months or so I've been dealing with really bad panic attacks/anxiety and agoraphobia. I started getting attacks everywhere and i eventually became homebound. I've only left my house once in the last month, and i had to stop school. I can't get myself to see a Doctor, as much as i want to. I haven't been driving at all either. I just can't see myself feeling safe anywhere other than home and even then I don't necessarily feel safe at home, I'd just rather deal with this alone than in public. I'm willing to try meds like SSRI's or benzos, but that means leaving the house to see a doctor. Is there a way to get a prescription on the phone/without leaving my house, and if not is there anything i can do get my attacks/agoraphobia under control so i can go out and see a doctor? I live in Canada.",3.263169761273211,4.4604964310344855,5.0242528735632215,82.88064986737403,73.19540229885058,7.192926613616269,26.60300618921309,7.61054688173877,1.4487122900088425,665,23,134,8,13,227,100,174,0.084,0.871,0.045,-0.596,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,8,6,1,1,9,0,14,3,0,1,1,27,30,15,0,3,9,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,2,0,3,9,0,4,3,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,3,6,18,3,22,26,3,19,0,0,4,0,4,9,0,3,8,89,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853190862879134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755114836849441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941795987540768,0.0,0.0,0.13019925089456155,0.0,0.0,0.09555792604879447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836131877241566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359783334913587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35142208173780104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07559073814874978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157350316944725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29896748460226896,0.0,0.06504250099866057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07671097937200501,0.0,0.2295980510239313,0.0,0.0,0.3961671836371505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328905432654287,0.0,0.2423643305216794,0.12434629963968755,0.0,0.0,0.05591270817429488,0.0,0.10105822827360814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466563176048415,0.12712410038927316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826999774561279,0.0,0.08413123933649035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218816330153877,0.0,0.08704161017443945,0.0,0.13427813881978046,0.0,0.0,0.10925199578107464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331726561871676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582582132139015,0.3647957102574673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100571916459026,0.0,0.0,0.09568227739985076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770156263061727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06750342541800633,0.0908421896083694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032220225145066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Blackqueen30,2019/01/26,"My roommate is lonely 😔 Not too long ago my 20 year friendship with my best friend ended which resulted in me having to move . It took a lot of me emotionally and physically and I know that I’m not in the right mindset to start any new friendship, plus I don’t think that I am able to open up and let anyone new in . I need time to mourn the ending of the friendship with my ex-best friend. 

So , I recently moved into a new place with a roommate that I didn’t know prior to moving in together. I know that she’s lonely but I don’t know how to help . We have nothing in common and we work different ships but I can feel that she’s lonely , even though she has an emotionally support companion. 

How can I help ? And am I wrong for nothing want to build a brand new friendship? ",2.504096153846156,3.9916670250000017,3.960000000000001,88.59269230769232,75.625,6.9230769230769225,23.55769230769231,7.61054688173877,0.9321586538461536,604,18,131,8,13,200,90,160,0.087,0.7440000000000001,0.16899999999999998,0.9243,1,6,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,0,0,2,6,9,0,0,8,0,12,0,0,3,0,29,24,12,1,2,4,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,7,13,0,0,6,0,0,4,5,5,0,0,2,1,22,4,21,21,2,28,0,4,0,0,10,10,0,1,14,87,29,1,0.1212317334003599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746461695519233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244173592552191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476804677173361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544504496002041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266613585442304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272738765460376,0.21475066461570735,0.0,0.0,0.08007241654722927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06129840701323976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18732667299360165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16251815088599422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665031607724352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396766110310325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728626911914843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306688444917372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38655044035914204,0.0,0.08989179419465071,0.0,0.468345454243257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326502356711521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266613585442304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970171122756265,0.0,0.0,0.10353123792496984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580844487708217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375723344016902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768039964010481,0.11910956253872305,0.0,0.07069119866552459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13469291650176438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715056173654368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882581457784382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13254786919695186,0.0,0.07806926157132171
anxiety,TangySprinkles,2019/01/26,"Stuck in a hotel room by myself on a business trip having a major attack, any strangers around to chat? Title. I’m really feeling like I’m losing it right now and it helps me a lot to have someone to talk to so I’m not in my own head. Would anyone mind sending me a chat for a little while? Sorry if this isn’t the right sub but idk where else to go at this time of night. ",1.0270209059233473,2.3963420853658555,3.0810104529616744,93.8376829268293,79.3658536585366,5.173519163763067,17.811846689895468,5.288315135182226,-0.5613714285714289,289,5,67,1,7,98,63,82,0.107,0.8270000000000001,0.066,-0.3038,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,7,0,4,1,1,0,0,9,10,5,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,1,3,0,3,2,2,0,0,1,1,4,1,13,8,3,17,0,1,0,0,5,10,0,2,5,42,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592514062951818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16374510441519266,0.0,0.0,0.2084711265911256,0.0,0.2664151899619129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19562853952504625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840916995406013,0.1672992640308808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13309070628362482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403377137636888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15696687961828165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440922023125083,0.2347113196459397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26198912459160284,0.0,0.19909268171914726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364564918333653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219763412960836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15002262388680412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39997933206858616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984211700172296,0.0,0.0,0.2621469438838893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882261669025287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655307804710812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663557725051815,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,assassingirl_,2019/01/26,"Anxious over a second chance at a relationship? I (22f) dated my ex (22m) for a few months long distance (about an hour and a half) things were good and we had a wonderful relationship. But the distance plus miscommunication caused some problems and we ended things mutually.

We have been talking recently about how much we missed each other (I havent seen him in a few months since we broke up) and have been talking about us maybe getting back together for a more mature second chance. He is also moving closer to me in 4-6 months.

Tomorrow I'm supposed to meet him for a drink and dinner to discuss what we need to work on. I'm freaking out and my GAD is spiking plus my panic attacks. I've never thought about getting back with an ex ever before. I would love a second chance but what if he changes his mind? How do I go about this situation should I say forget it or take a leap of faith? I miss him and all this talk of us getting back together has gotten my hopes up.

TL;DR- how to navigate anxiety around potentially getting back with an ex? How to prepare for rejection? ",4.2046504739336505,5.725814118483412,5.267816943127965,80.78333678909955,71.32227488151659,7.929028436018957,28.35337677725118,8.472884824447931,2.05473672985782,853,32,163,14,16,281,126,211,0.109,0.794,0.097,0.3413,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,8,0,0,1,16,12,1,1,14,0,13,3,0,5,3,42,30,18,0,6,4,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,8,20,2,0,2,1,0,2,2,8,0,4,7,2,23,4,30,21,7,27,1,4,1,1,26,10,0,5,15,121,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823857739125166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397558680247728,0.13877914229374685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935751053631047,0.0,0.1397531755101729,0.0,0.3778388707552138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453148869954314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12619498016178876,0.12995302721041802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034068963899094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880362651460118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111974198016976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567243977850017,0.0,0.06981527155672825,0.10303600730765416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201215159353407,0.12097693357968918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087133786176978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087181648446577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341365479541708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403776829854295,0.0,0.2941595497635547,0.13056409648262846,0.09030472737821273,0.09108752440682127,0.09474513108765588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14413136921084996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754544656965404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212939694959134,0.263777704156726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769075283731073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161811066787946,0.13808218945920905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236365840501026,0.2962128909672548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16322464704289674,0.0,0.0,0.09752468716740477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955332404433772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321945071217614,0.08943214538900238,0.0,0.0,0.08726509729182748,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,madethisonthepooper,2019/01/26,"How do others cope? So one of my biggest triggers is being sick, specifically gastrointestinal illness. So when I’m around someone who gets sick the anxiety attack starts to build. Tonight my son vomited and now I’m in the beginning stages of an attack. So while I sit here between taking care of my son wondering what it could be, the panic is building. 

What do you guys do to get over it? Has anyone here ever beaten a trigger? 


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anxiety,BrucesMeatPopsicle,2019/01/26,"My in-laws have literally ruined their child's life by enabling their anxiety. My spouse's younger sibling -- let's call them Casey -- is 25 years old.  Casey lives in my in-law's basement, has never graduated high school, has never had a driver's license, and has never had a job.

I don't fault Casey at all.  But I fault my in-laws.

When Casey was in early grade school, they started having problems with school anxiety / refusal.  My in-laws started letting Casey stay home from school on days that they had an anxious meltdown.  Then, they figured it must be the school, so they enrolled Casey in another school.  But the problems kept getting worse and worse, and when Casey was in early high school my in-laws pulled Casey out entirely to take correspondence classes.  Casey eventually started refusing those as well.

Apparently my in-laws are cool with this, or at least tolerant of it, because they're not pressuring their child to improve.  They don't push Casey to go to therapy, they don't push Casey to get their GED, or get their driver's license, or get a job.  Casey routinely stays home during family functions and trips.  Whenever I make the slightest hint that this isn't right, my in-laws jump down my throat that Casey ""can't"" do these things on account of their anxiety.

I've watched Casey turn, over the course of 20 years, from a normal-seeming and intelligent kid, to a slight ""problem child"" who still had friends and played school sports, to an extremely stunted adult with no prospects in life who is completely dependent on my in-laws for everything.  They continue to buy Casey all the latest video games and whatever else Casey wants and needs, no questions asked.  I think they've just given up, or maybe think this is normal.

I've been diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder, agoraphobia and OCD.  I can't fault anyone for having anxiety, and frankly I can't fault someone for giving into it when their anxiety is enabled at every turn over the course of decades.  I wouldn't be surprised if Casey is now beyond the point of successful treatment, and is effectively going to spend their entire life as an unemployed high-school dropout who's dependent on others for everything.

The difference for me is, my anxiety was never enabled.  My parents dragged me into therapy at age 10 and never gave me the choice of not going.  I've now been going on and off for 30 years.  My spouse mostly refuses to enable me (but also won't challenge their parents about the situation with Casey).  I've at least learned enough that avoiding your triggers only makes them worse and worse   If my children end up having anxiety disorders, I will love them, I will share my experiences with them, and I will help them... But I will **not** enable them.

I wish I could do something to help Casey, but it's not my child and not my place.

I realize that this post is long and possibly pointless, but if someone in your life is struggling with anxiety... Do not enable them by allowing/encouraging their avoidance of things that trigger their anxiety.  **You will literally contribute to their ruin.**

And if you struggle with anxiety, do not *let* people let you avoid your triggers.  The short term comfort they offer will only cause the anxiety to come back even stronger next time.",6.028455287698798,7.636663174708817,5.725156522075611,78.91016871106298,67.00332778702163,9.184707657779667,32.279572805014894,9.530980864609335,3.0661212784893395,2612,110,461,54,43,808,260,601,0.098,0.83,0.07200000000000001,-0.8677,7,3,1,0,0,0,97.0,0,6,27,10,16,25,0,6,20,1,53,7,1,9,8,93,81,40,0,14,22,4,0,0,1,9,5,0,2,7,22,30,0,7,7,4,3,10,23,15,1,0,12,2,68,10,67,53,7,76,0,2,1,1,62,32,0,12,31,295,90,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04245558410727043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055668878103858864,0.4873590642868532,0.05997592498231465,0.0,0.0371213517079873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04963143427418198,0.0,0.0,0.04082248130603675,0.0,0.03236281318703213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054210226057281465,0.0,0.0,0.05453745093270517,0.0,0.04573182813122362,0.05566323908435366,0.0,0.0,0.0423875760679559,0.0,0.0,0.03423827917506296,0.0,0.0,0.05388463630591184,0.0,0.055467136702974214,0.12169013267215267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04434939197580892,0.0,0.04702146182623823,0.05485555495132741,0.0,0.03506505635032897,0.0,0.04473011987651671,0.0,0.09542668171090027,0.0519316326211913,0.050047973399956515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04101674851142969,0.0,0.11094810767811568,0.05092820216367106,0.12068774659648344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116942843116733,0.16827563779449198,0.10650601904742764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536610042824007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21715008536727945,0.1499944887514381,0.0,0.0,0.04687892400395996,0.04698245955972305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04791526765636234,0.0,0.0708751903660547,0.0,0.0533354506986078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039365126778812966,0.20472913943094956,0.0,0.0564611926285477,0.0,0.10403270487455564,0.0,0.0,0.05570840796488262,0.0,0.0,0.08075378122605534,0.0,0.0,0.11789902005591173,0.0,0.0,0.036805514143900125,0.0,0.055467136702974214,0.0,0.05018665495914529,0.059850335920403674,0.05084498203969818,0.0,0.0,0.1523981940431383,0.0,0.0,0.05947229223929485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04533806831865875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4835638790983772,0.0,0.048330607368265034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059674724166186424,0.0,0.0,0.08996497409587925,0.0408708235640509,0.0,0.0,0.11273087854820454,0.11317250020554513,0.042397273512433296,0.0,0.0,0.1110011620765594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039916631246110786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142474028331293,0.0,0.07054049351010194,0.06803510392594994,0.0,0.0,0.030956863443940764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11549207188671255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031313511074131106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04773375774521105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061050204493217776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21641058814094932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256352340555254
anxiety,Annjenette,2019/01/26,"Don’t want to leave the house, but not agoraphobic. What is this? I’ve experienced so much hurt and emotional trouble in my life, that for several months now, I flirt with the idea of just never leaving my home unless I absolutely have to. It is the one place that I feel happy and in control of myself, and I see no need to socialize anymore. I want to talk to a therapist about this, but I’m afraid they’re just going to say that I’m agoraphobic. I’m not afraid to leave my house, I just really don’t want to! Does anybody here have any idea of what this might be? Some kind of anxiety disorder such as social phobia perhaps? But the thing is, I’m not afraid to talk to people either, doing so just makes me very unhappy. I’m at such a loss here! ",3.4924675324675327,4.459797337662341,5.041428571428573,83.85357142857143,72.37662337662337,8.716883116883116,25.038961038961038,9.095868883498916,1.7298909090909091,586,17,126,12,11,198,89,154,0.191,0.742,0.067,-0.9699,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,12,9,0,3,6,0,10,1,0,2,1,28,23,10,0,4,12,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,10,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,7,6,0,1,0,4,11,3,22,21,3,8,0,2,1,0,5,4,0,2,3,85,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926996058031934,0.0,0.10428142462800273,0.0,0.13518891765310626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528900698409752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15623003236997632,0.0,0.1192911162695796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533372372718292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892550360201624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747156709996281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511099713462214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367361382389607,0.0,0.0,0.3145808979124878,0.14592917815650555,0.3077685135323313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14195221572862018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43301712433462186,0.0,0.0,0.09628407545617594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909920388939706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446098142325402,0.0,0.0,0.10880619091619477,0.0,0.1002080002058064,0.10107664271302956,0.10513536102896856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237130063239812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450440294262223,0.0,0.14242128547795702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732756852451262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840401454761983,0.0,0.0,0.10862626325505208,0.0,0.0,0.15399836446312806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27791414452552704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21913139581786426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15827347019183088,0.09056234340846643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247503844457628,0.2412082594359081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dummyhead1,2019/01/27,Help Can someone message me I’m freaking out,-0.5666666666666664,-1.4905098888888872,1.313333333333336,90.99000000000002,147.88888888888889,1.2000000000000002,36.333333333333336,3.1291,1.7699333333333338,37,3,6,0,3,12,9,9,0.243,0.522,0.235,-0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6204197254034651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7842699562843709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ingenue__,2019/01/27,"Does stress make you forget entire days or do I have a neurological disorder? I have NEVER had this happen before, but basically I started dating this girl and I drove her to dinner but that’s ALL I REMEMBER. Like I remember small parts of the date but I have NO CLUE what we even talked about, basically like I blacked out. I was so worked up and stressed beyond belief to be with her so is that why?",1.6778194444444452,4.169536587499998,3.5116666666666667,85.71777777777781,83.125,6.555555555555558,20.13888888888889,7.793537801064563,0.9055972222222216,317,9,64,6,9,106,59,80,0.155,0.765,0.08,-0.6199,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,1,0,1,5,4,0,2,2,0,8,2,0,1,2,16,12,8,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,5,1,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,1,13,2,8,8,2,10,1,0,1,0,6,4,0,1,7,49,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880379773039132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251402587693915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25326259284138564,0.0,0.1933813681727365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459554179851074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19541216816822288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159196455047057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14750608028831133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17043364665287486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393001533985127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5006552525810525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15641100866862678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5062644224581393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776156115309415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994003685211202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608763056387141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kupocop,2019/01/27,"Illness anxiety makes me throw up Whenever I get sick I get extremely anxious. Especially when it’s something I’ve never had before. Usually it’s the kind of panic where you imagine all the worst scenarios and never being healthy again. 

Right now I’m suffering from the first UTI in my life, or so I assume, and my mind just went into overdrive. 

Luckily, I felt relieved after throwing up but man, is it unnecessary when I already feel unwell.  

Thanks to my body and mind for working so well together! ",3.8848817966903084,6.449565478723402,5.304609929078017,75.63388888888889,75.06382978723406,8.433096926713949,31.72104018912529,9.150863307647796,3.393438770685578,401,20,66,10,9,134,73,94,0.158,0.728,0.114,-0.1033,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,2,9,7,0,1,3,0,3,4,1,1,3,17,11,9,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,3,1,1,3,2,10,4,9,7,2,18,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,2,9,47,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277688738550968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15789636495376894,0.23317462380566745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17563223226852728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22926522065708704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436265624667958,0.0,0.1981775349646624,0.0,0.0,0.17556476851004402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21567223246180686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21493510412460928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14578728255484674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13777441411393862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4168127786737373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183786833329959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421673548262735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17626551032595533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15889773958443393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19002650840417395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273217787885375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18557948057245446,0.19133599466376447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15026254314985776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway8276388,2019/01/27,"Got invited on a trip. Dying to go but I'm scared my anxiety will stop me I got invited on a ski trip with this guy I've been dating and some of his friends. He knows I have anxiety but not to what extent, and he's never seen me anxious or panicky (we've only been seeing eachother a few months and although I've been open in saying I do have anxiety I haven't necessarily wanted to make it super evident yet). The trip is about 6 hours away and as stupid as this is I get really bad anxiety going that far from home and my parents (I'm in college). I get most afraid of getting sick (I'm afraid of throwing up) or getting too worked up from anxiety and making myself sick/miserable. Overall I just worry about something bad happening being that far from home because my parents couldn't quickly get to me if needed. 

I don't want to be a downer and really want to just be normal and go on this trip because I know it'd be fun and any normal person would probably be super excited, but my anxiety is telling me not to go and I need to make a decision ASAP.

I don't know what to do. ",3.3679424778761065,4.2450221991150485,5.478042035398231,80.94591261061949,72.5840707964602,8.658849557522121,28.28429203539823,9.017664075816787,2.2755495575221234,851,32,173,17,16,298,116,226,0.195,0.705,0.099,-0.9619,2,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,7,11,1,3,6,0,22,1,0,3,1,42,50,19,1,10,10,2,0,0,1,2,1,1,2,2,9,12,0,1,4,1,0,9,7,6,0,0,6,3,21,5,28,35,4,27,0,0,2,0,10,11,0,5,7,113,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439983272848992,0.0,0.5021717502542881,0.12359764054275038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279053985785414,0.0,0.18269888276287896,0.13338576611940425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354615660268197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452680538471002,0.0,0.2858006011524977,0.0,0.24871180771526674,0.0,0.17500394769559194,0.0,0.0,0.10832914229657097,0.0967473658294782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21948627989889244,0.0,0.10774287334113566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18038003167166008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21908806670790987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732682662292574,0.0,0.0,0.16224632770439848,0.0843806530419485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143893048013334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08320819418282438,0.0,0.0,0.2429648347317697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552910054522017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179581739595296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401765721550816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870040436478519,0.10953449355756772,0.0,0.0871824183724671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422608506738835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09146831615115997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562566759735913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935914829331836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964887212921593,0.11110710524208883,0.0,0.0777188844716575,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vintageyouthk,2019/01/27,"Urgent care doctor prescribed me anti depressants?? I have been breaking out in hives for the past 2 months. That was the reason for my visit. I thought it could be a thyroid issue because it runs in my family, and wanted blood work done.
Here were my symptoms
Hives, elevated temp, low blood pressure, Sometimes incredibly cold that I start shaking. More emotional than normal.
I told her I have a prescription to ativan 1mg
She literally told me that that all of those of those symptoms could also be and are probably related to depressions and  could tell I have an anxiety disorder and prescribed me zoloft. She said she will still run the blood work and get back to me if there's anything abnormal. Like wtf? I'm just so confused but the whole thing ",4.689976190476192,6.988501664285714,5.05857142857143,79.57476190476193,71.64285714285714,8.380952380952381,29.523809523809533,9.075114841892004,2.7360238095238096,603,25,105,13,12,191,97,140,0.131,0.821,0.048,-0.8171,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,7,8,0,3,7,0,14,8,3,1,1,18,23,9,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,9,6,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,8,2,17,2,11,9,3,14,0,3,0,0,9,4,0,2,6,75,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482276437169999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940617260182833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284463497505306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002131338616885,0.0,0.09514922217637044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15914115890236574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37386844612357417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688751097154124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17888929190701938,0.15976171845461806,0.0,0.15973125321958068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755769321840556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471449874579413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154904586402714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16291433649003942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625625257130278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458720101909558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15293217700994366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14900275905488453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16828824886078278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604834925062469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14847453630772053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154374092093604,0.0,0.11047922345451508,0.0,0.1246513266258115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244684371106011,0.0,0.0,0.13642696903416054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369730608142827,0.0,0.0,0.12391568943673215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982957469172263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206419123998198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742656267394489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22726647530099844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EmwLo,2019/01/27,"Is this a symptom of anxiety? I’ve struggled with anxiety my whole life. I was diagnosed with depression and OCD at a young age. 
Lately, I’ve had gut feelings that things are going to go very wrong with my career. I’ve had a few hiccups with the application process and months of setbacks. I’m waiting a on a phone call and I feel like I’m going to get bad news even though I have no proof anything is wrong.

I give in to my compulsions and feel like if I don’t touch something a certain number of times or the “right way” then I’m going to get bad news. 
I know this is irrational and then I tell myself that I’m going to get bad news anyway because of this gut feeling. Please someone tell me my intuition can be wrong and I’m just overly anxious. I feel out of control. ",2.182285714285716,3.953742800000004,3.6908928571428596,88.95625000000004,77.25,6.571428571428572,25.80357142857143,7.447530270364453,1.2517946428571434,608,23,128,8,14,201,90,160,0.22,0.7070000000000001,0.073,-0.9766,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,4,11,0,1,8,0,11,6,2,1,2,27,32,11,0,1,3,0,6,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,11,0,2,6,0,0,5,2,8,0,0,3,6,14,3,19,28,2,19,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,2,9,75,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19347557523560474,0.14285824276054807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406175352327247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167541212503086,0.0770858410945824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129124771922716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183012130787098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10891557233853004,0.12834924107837767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835223855902967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31969743186225325,0.18067906424432692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982026751381165,0.1213072323636751,0.35933667147667864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694964031151074,0.0,0.14264683460899116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931896045419803,0.12355912604905367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093523583802716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880970056313086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079919446356374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714497619774377,0.09735129614521834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13219830259651694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143524356380293,0.0,0.0,0.2210546216865349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401113404492336,0.0,0.12424147089382458,0.0,0.07373697219815599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043386817946656,0.0,0.10037415395265016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14118257725937616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.414776325641808,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hlthanxtythrowaway,2019/01/27,"(Health Anxiety) Losing Wright but not trying to? Does anyone here have experience with losing weight without trying? 

I have severe health anxiety and over the last couple of weeks I’ve been stressed and having anxiety so I’ve been eating even more. I have not been exercising either. When I weigh myself I’ve lost weight each day (as much as .7 pounds per day!) I don’t know how this is possible? Has anyone else encountered this? It’s making my anxiety even worse now. ",3.094545454545454,5.960004818181819,3.9329090909090887,82.53936363636366,80.36363636363637,7.156363636363636,20.163636363636364,8.238735603445708,1.3768145454545455,376,10,66,8,10,120,62,88,0.239,0.732,0.029,-0.9585,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,7,4,0,1,1,0,10,7,0,2,0,12,13,8,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,4,4,0,1,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,2,6,0,7,9,4,7,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,43,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4445271297382902,0.0,0.0,0.2031534751598829,0.1488471260956507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607394032243978,0.0,0.18737532654048447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12712747670008628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14864831944942467,0.12135513237755845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919000178194936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14210274077184695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088321846456222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983704549340112,0.11841511027712708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250417855542399,0.15858026458982447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696940280318628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679077042532893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637710262730034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16411468097838686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16640723762136314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19725870680182755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652749209543214,0.35380145392782186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14003588995439195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14804338008780096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AliciaHerself,2019/01/27,"Did cutting out caffeine give you more energy? At the beginning of the year, I realized I'm developing an allergy to caffeine, so I cut it completely out. Separately, I've had noticeably more energy, have been keeping up with the housework, getting way more things done, etc (I'm a SAHM with fibromyalgia, so fatigue is a big part of my life). It took until yesterday for me to wonder if the two are connected. I'd been waiting for the other shoe to drop, because I figured it was the whole ""New Year New Me"" vibe everyone gets for a couple weeks, but it's almost February. I haven't ever really considered just how much energy I used being in basically constant fight or flight mode because I drank caffeinated soda around the clock. I know that anxiety does use a lot of energy, but I'd never thought about how that actually applies to me personally, and now I'm wondering about it.",6.679107142857141,7.042424886904763,8.029857142857143,67.41514285714288,65.01190476190476,12.434285714285714,36.44285714285714,11.979248473330829,4.871281428571429,703,33,122,24,10,243,113,168,0.07400000000000001,0.866,0.06,-0.0917,0,0,0,0,1,0,22.0,0,1,0,0,10,4,3,0,12,0,11,5,1,4,2,27,28,10,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,9,6,2,2,6,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,9,0,12,0,21,18,8,23,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,6,13,87,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.15229252169882745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15627203318031824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193858441308378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389269186992749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902660467277164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16362644970684218,0.16864594315233786,0.0,0.0,0.17267795871383346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365695823964545,0.1597040595487963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17404869388336555,0.0,0.14116564362387946,0.0,0.14912248157013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630703248651354,0.14970743792623067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871372991876252,0.0,0.0,0.08576676141007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023013605441387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267704386260085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472241327647555,0.0,0.12036346712004252,0.30144837843684563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17767589692460353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899829764287433,0.0,0.0,0.13626599626771896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997634306765033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367965198840662,0.0,0.0,0.12389459323673599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733889414256908,0.0,0.0,0.15244841770439874,0.0,0.0,0.2695723050620695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387354924737358,0.12518230791855656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17423595864390048,0.0,0.0,0.3384818785191225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20099567183341105
anxiety,hhl26,2019/01/27,"Anxiety meds? I don’t want to give out too many details because this is kind of hard for me to talk about, but I potentially have generalized anxiety disorder. It’s been recommended by a psychologist I go to therapy and see a psychiatrist as well, and begin taking medication. 

I’m extremely skeptical of taking meds. I said no, but was told to consider it. So I came to this sub wondering if anyone here had experience with anxiety meds and would be willing to share their experience, whether it was good or bad, worth it or not, etc. 

I don’t want to just read articles I find online, I want to talk to real people about this and hear what they have to say. 
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anxiety,sailor-indigo,2019/01/27,"Struggled my whole damn life and it’s just getting worse(f23) I’m really struggling. I’ve had anxiety since I can remember. I’m afraid and constantly anxious that my boyfriend will leave me, no one actually likes me, everyone thinks I’m gross because I’ve gained weight the list goes on. 

My boyfriend couldnt hang out with me today and so it made me upset. I calm myself down and it’s fine and then I see that he liked a IG models picture. Okay big deal right? Not a huge deal. But to me, it made me just burst into tears. I feel gross and upset I don’t look like this girl. I start thinking that my boyfriend doesn’t love me. I know this isn’t true. But is it? My brain is just scrambled eggs. I’m always panicking about my relationship with my mom that’s so toxic and makes me sad and angry. Same with my older sister. I have so much confusion and panic all the time that I just don’t know how to cope. 

I just need someone to just understand me I guess. 

Coming down off a panic attack and just feeling drained and still weepy. ",1.13457142857143,3.525217147619049,2.2634523809523834,94.41946428571433,84.66666666666666,5.404761904761906,20.17857142857143,6.816661863887847,0.26671428571428635,811,24,175,10,24,257,123,210,0.246,0.645,0.108,-0.9817,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,13,21,2,8,5,1,11,5,1,4,2,46,33,18,0,2,10,2,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,12,17,2,0,8,0,0,2,7,13,0,1,3,5,29,8,13,28,4,18,0,1,2,1,8,9,1,2,10,103,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.13433691482750587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454466998939505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531000337843728,0.1555173257340687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566088373149236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391664091154216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536747875894145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858244143787898,0.0,0.14876223368382535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838441249521709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154062906102046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921069918409384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192199622783603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151648701381515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15130936166860126,0.0,0.0,0.14576272808338986,0.0,0.0,0.09723377243598558,0.20176208752681926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156002565328228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242440911073383,0.2605156288035314,0.0918895379260266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16122646336229118,0.0,0.0,0.10119640077669348,0.10207361113027892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328240399830834,0.0,0.0,0.32303017187721944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818892309107951,0.0,0.0,0.1477959960722957,0.15594265582134306,0.11756142387041847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969769727622918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387429375926705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663940310425827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743690080443934,0.0,0.10993595508554052,0.0,0.0,0.28782555474735466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17641474344452596,0.0,0.0,0.08027101903532192,0.0,0.13048617880215072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330956827350805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16763355852035672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536931746558289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Irrelevantstars,2019/01/27,"feeling like there’s a panic attack coming i mainly have panic attacks over a fear of what happens after death. this isn’t really to talk about that, it’s mostly asking for help to  prevent myself from having a full breakdown.   

i usually get a bad panic attack once every couple of months. i always can feel it coming on in the week before.  i start getting on the thought train random times during the day and i have to shut it down before i spiral.  but it’s exhausting to deal with, like am i gonna have to deal with this for the rest of my life?  and i don’t want to, but how can i stop myself from getting on the thought spiral when it feels inevitable? how can i get my brain to stop weaving the idea of death into my head at random times? ",5.110760233918128,5.03832405263158,5.901929824561408,82.82961988304095,68.34210526315789,7.545029239766081,25.441520467836256,6.42735559955562,0.9659932748538008,584,13,115,3,9,192,88,152,0.21600000000000005,0.7170000000000001,0.067,-0.9734,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,11,3,4,10,0,10,4,2,2,0,24,26,7,2,1,2,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,9,7,0,3,6,0,0,2,2,9,0,0,2,3,15,2,27,23,4,23,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,3,13,83,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267068612607264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535335485509265,0.42112313341210095,0.0,0.0,0.10302581866777613,0.0,0.0,0.20999226147901912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13774447893162062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21257978439431646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365291156867989,0.0,0.07957659142974388,0.25442014075724523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396172236978353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388484893282412,0.1871696605696865,0.08815011673608034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578655366837199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911371123675014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663413462740195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270597508125181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929272717517566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715427903850365,0.12056462026284966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848902925326347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140673454511606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4343160976734392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07904704115275618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733635061776394,0.0,0.0,0.2063197762597577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917651868558246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959163680064064,0.14389985323906504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589707821470426,0.0,0.07277884686423669,0.0,0.09897632521865052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,maiaarising,2019/01/27,"Coming across as confident with social anxiety I need help with coming across as confident when I’m feeling anxious in public. I struggle with social anxiety. Normally I’m good at concealing my anxiety when I’m out and about, but lately I’ve been told that it’s pretty noticeable and that I look terrified. I don’t need that! What do you do to help your confidence?",5.4865714285714295,6.949188800000003,6.727142857142859,71.76785714285714,68.14285714285714,11.314285714285715,32.57142857142857,11.20814326018867,4.303085714285714,296,13,50,10,5,100,44,70,0.158,0.5710000000000001,0.271,0.8791,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,13,14,7,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,2,7,1,12,12,0,10,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,0,3,33,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4509690482170898,0.22199062487771307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385370748894354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935700075753813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16481603264787845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634214627666553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22166211301335376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501166710921347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914065633700821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19252962892720046,0.0,0.22371812088372847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19991254461448812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4006168170724197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054259049676498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18776548724864334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lillyducks,2019/01/27,"Hangover anxiety Hi everyone,

First time posting here. I have always secretly wondered if I have some form of an anxiety disorder, but always just told myself I have a tendency to overthink and be pretty hard on myself.  Anyway, I seem to always have a lot of anxiety after a day of heavy drinking, and today is one of the worst it’s ever been. I was drinking with friends yesterday and while I didn’t do anything too over the top, I said some things I would normally never say, spent way too much money, and feel like I wasted a whole weekend. 

I honestly do not see myself drinking (especially heavy) for a long long time, but does anyone have any advice? I have been spiraling with my anxiety all day long and I feel like I am annoying my friends with it. ",9.9960502283105,7.026232760273974,10.064383561643831,66.24625570776257,60.43835616438356,13.568949771689498,41.45662100456621,11.855464076750405,4.873396347031964,597,25,107,14,6,200,90,146,0.149,0.6920000000000001,0.159,0.6757,0,0,3,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,6,7,1,0,8,0,16,3,0,0,3,26,24,9,0,3,5,0,3,2,2,1,0,2,0,0,3,8,3,0,5,4,2,0,3,2,0,2,7,6,18,5,13,15,8,20,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,6,17,85,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343693343385427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153212241315118,0.0,0.0,0.08590088185353582,0.0,0.38653309294568217,0.0,0.0,0.08832480161834473,0.0,0.1039493264142511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16292990835461713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14477189451139064,0.0,0.11054213225679713,0.0,0.0,0.37123199138259627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114262275491822,0.0,0.12070269814792264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774081378905475,0.1804838606833074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744641430527778,0.0,0.0,0.19518665181160724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315652527273838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234256342053688,0.0,0.0,0.3353635761540623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739143426187447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285859968739517,0.0,0.09742458069942674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376526711832846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559665506158738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097816338348355,0.12851128224982158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015777847195745,0.10045350641375957,0.0,0.0,0.1006594550776597,0.1149955783258188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392036939214277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14731461526084105,0.0,0.11973512643858172,0.12070269814792264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026571088334478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14103004524383686,0.0,0.0,0.1369869773533164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973300702371023,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,miugalaxy,2019/01/27,"Tapering off low dose of Klonopin after 5 years I’ve been on klonopin on and off for 5 years. I need to get off it, my anxiety is better now and I feel the drugs affect my judgement. I started at 4 mg a day, then lowered to 2 mg a day. Then stopped cold turkey for a while with no severe side effects. Then once I was back at uni anxiety came back and now I’ve been back on 0.5 mg a day for about a year now. It’s a low dose but I want to be done with it for good. Any tapering off advice/success stories?",1.1090079365079362,2.1911305357142865,3.1704761904761902,94.49674603174608,78.46428571428571,6.406349206349208,24.051587301587304,6.937597516519254,0.5993718253968261,388,13,96,4,9,132,65,112,0.118,0.8109999999999999,0.07200000000000001,0.09,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,7,4,0,0,7,0,6,3,0,2,0,13,12,8,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,5,2,7,2,21,6,0,32,0,2,0,0,0,12,0,0,19,59,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382234925821732,0.0,0.3010840252619996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4539526646420578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17404268350457391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250726452954484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807352607441847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20138208784174155,0.0,0.0,0.2282111965590267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950174799459377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028134243398434,0.0,0.0,0.1650561432104595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591554803057338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20957242342114246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22231402966407252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928731061678798,0.0,0.0,0.16452328588844142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607045380081077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3801743814965308
anxiety,red-light-district,2019/01/27,"I wish I could continue my life but I'm stuck and I don't know how to come to terms with it I was dragged into the middle of nowhere by my mother because i'm not self sufficient. I can't drive, I can't even leave the house. Pretty sure the buses don't come at a regular time. I wanted so badly to live my life in some way but I can't. Even lame like have a regular shitty job. 

I'm getting really bad anxiety because my sleep cycle is messed up and I look very unwell when I look at myself in mirror. I didn't know it was possible to look so sickly when I don't have any illness. I don't know why but I have to cut all my hair because it falls out a lot. Thanks for listening. ",0.4749428571428567,2.0955930466666683,3.063238095238095,92.184,81.86666666666667,6.419047619047619,20.047619047619047,7.447530270364453,0.4557619047619039,527,14,124,8,14,184,86,150,0.194,0.6779999999999999,0.128,-0.9043,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,7,8,1,0,6,0,15,6,2,1,2,22,32,10,0,3,4,1,1,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,7,0,0,3,0,0,4,9,5,0,0,4,5,20,3,16,27,4,18,0,1,3,0,3,8,0,2,6,76,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790037019852927,0.0,0.12138136106080295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649639973911331,0.2901694738216843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27335861129769723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668429629539396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20959877399821228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289801075186537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830827383139415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745451290658227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616010208628005,0.0,0.0,0.16800757534037158,0.0,0.0,0.22414523332496453,0.07751766533348675,0.0,0.14010764590562524,0.0,0.3997260286805309,0.0,0.0,0.13489472125285654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788754723073486,0.0,0.16142342930874892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164743302509001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16552638554674373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878360240253844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954366748943998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460811098120227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252117777673537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309185533326779,0.09358709515742372,0.1259440775122414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317410533222885,0.0,0.18246153501473766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,butterflyyy2018,2019/01/27,"My car got broken into and now i'm paranoid Three weeks ago my boyfriend closed on a brand new house, and we moved into a new neighborhood.  The neighborhood division we live in is very nice; however, a few streets over is considered ""the projects"".  

Last night we went out in his car.  This morning after we woke up,  I noticed my back window had been almost shattered with a hole in it (the only thing keeping it from falling completely to pieces is the tint) .  Our camera system could not pick up the images from the break in.  We went over to the neighbors who have a better angle view and saw that there were two Hispanic guys around 11:40 that night trying to break into my car.  They hit the drivers side several times, but it never broke.  Then, they hit the very back window until it shattered.  For some reason, they drove off.  We made a police report and the police mentioned that the 2 men probably drove off bc of a porch light, or they saw someone.   

The scariest part is that when talking to several neighbors, they told us that there have been several car break ins and also 2 home burglaries.  I cannot believe i'm saying this, but I feel afraid for my life.  Since this morning, my paranoia has skyrocketed. I don't know what to do.  My boyfriend leaves a hour before me in the morning for work, and I leave at 6.  I'm afraid to even leave or be alone.  How do I get over my newly found paranoia? ",5.156033496732028,5.998406327205888,5.183480392156863,84.81413398692811,68.44852941176471,7.956209150326797,28.346405228758172,7.984000788550335,1.7082689542483651,1099,36,215,13,18,343,157,272,0.077,0.8959999999999999,0.026,-0.8614,1,1,0,0,0,0,34.0,8,0,5,2,10,5,0,2,21,0,17,1,0,4,1,36,37,15,0,1,5,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,6,2,15,19,0,1,4,0,0,10,4,3,0,2,15,6,29,2,35,18,4,54,0,1,3,0,23,23,0,4,17,145,44,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404331642453564,0.0,0.11753123948387265,0.12156213494963435,0.0,0.09386245447413223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448608506654697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18050385473098784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987504257210343,0.13223820384340113,0.0,0.10380611583722707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306245113097306,0.0,0.0,0.09371209965913532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752318863402488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059346878422854986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286924885433154,0.0,0.0,0.06132209652101396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387321902816248,0.0,0.0,0.11621686751464212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773382199620105,0.0,0.11558791079923456,0.13543168585582047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043257470898294,0.0,0.0,0.06450465620685783,0.0956739560052304,0.0,0.3728404333653553,0.0,0.0,0.082903410516213,0.0,0.0,0.10364174613639283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110603526917947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474800518791165,0.0,0.0,0.09052462677612767,0.2267174800061933,0.0,0.2202915966025012,0.0,0.0,0.13362895437510378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926679815302124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710258507811528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654701389394915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206781037500603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933390332416636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3977913139039188,0.0,0.09709144350008224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944902964949287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433927665820407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779768315511282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684406361793813,0.0,0.0,0.11215410548619983,0.0,0.07968797559719913,0.0,0.11465552169196302,0.0,0.14118422753737642,0.0,0.0,0.1936886082318287,0.0,0.0,0.094148847440559,0.0,0.0,0.2176102912978078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544831264878172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mefearz,2019/01/27,"Its ruining my life Hello, im writing this because i feel the need to share and see if someone else is experiencing the same thing. I'm 23 years old guy and i suffer from anxiety,  depression. I'm overthinking every situation. I'm unable to make new friendships because i think that nobody have interest to have a friend like me. To find a girlfriend is even more difficult. I work as a waiter in a bar, so i have the opportunity to meet a lot of girls. I'm not bad looking at all, i'm pretty tall, having a normal face shape. I can notice that some girls show interest in me, but something in my mind is stopping me from doing the same. It's insane. I just cannot show my interest, because i believe that i'm worthless and the girl will reject me (even when she shows some kind of interest, its crazy i know). I realize that i won't be young forever and after 7 years i'll be in my 30's and thats killing me inside. I feel like i'm wasting my youth years. I have a huge interest in music, i start playing guitar 5 years ago and this unlocked my other hobby - sound engineering which needs A LOT of practice to grasp.  But my overthinking and anxiety are ruining and this. I'm aware that i'm not worthy enough to become a sound engineer. When i study and practice, in my head are thoughts like ''Why do i think that this is for me? Im worthless and nobody will take me seriously.'' These thoughts immediately ruin my motivation. It's pitiful. All my life is like harakiri. My mind is killing me slowly. ",3.56228224758053,4.969418222591365,5.1949761664018475,81.12648996099956,72.75415282392026,8.291261014011267,28.701574461938467,8.841846274778883,2.263936472627474,1179,47,235,23,23,400,152,301,0.189,0.669,0.142,-0.9663,0,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,3,6,28,2,0,14,0,22,5,2,2,2,43,45,17,2,4,6,0,2,4,2,3,2,2,0,4,19,10,1,1,11,6,0,0,4,14,0,0,2,7,36,14,22,38,10,24,0,9,2,0,11,10,0,5,18,144,55,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626515768219776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834136221967454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000936348227566,0.219230670093982,0.13239651007204215,0.0,0.13506214590172164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325127402730268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014319897477464,0.0,0.0,0.12386665317438705,0.0,0.15835738704458893,0.0,0.10100290207818194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122845772847154,0.08564130533741914,0.0,0.0,0.10956688082704368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261791931034642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869867451535965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230300422883752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25897894740473965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26525584837771315,0.12483512839662815,0.06588215080619288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693476196962099,0.23426654074059755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066784302230568,0.0,0.0,0.2038330203581509,0.0,0.0,0.0800199052906338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420864518851473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17777694566041422,0.0,0.11577951179422033,0.0,0.0,0.1174555884533816,0.0,0.13648259586070752,0.12579243896823245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195964692679175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552773411170036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474858413389107,0.0,0.0,0.10157276007930836,0.0922884133038445,0.0,0.0,0.08485069954819896,0.0,0.0,0.10022388857811737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901337981693732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964202396747842,0.1536267499099486,0.0,0.19034045687391896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081718026320702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727305827363285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30879158651701344
anxiety,Buenasnochesluna,2019/01/27,"Slipping Again I have suffered from debilitating panic attacks ever since I was twelve. I am now twenty-five. I had a complete breakdown about 1.5 years ago. I honestly felt like I was losing it. I was tormented every single day and I had to drop out of grad school and move home. 

I have been able to get my depression and anxiety under control for the past year. Two nights ago I had the worst attack I’ve had in the past two year. 

I mean screaming the same phrases over and over again, dry heaving, shaking, sweating, crying...everything. It was hell. I don’t know what triggered it but I can feel myself slipping and I am absolutely terrified.",3.2242682926829254,5.692502097560978,4.236768292682928,82.94344512195124,76.8048780487805,6.701626016260162,27.32317073170732,7.793537801064563,1.865873170731708,510,21,92,8,12,165,84,123,0.243,0.727,0.031,-0.9682,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,5,12,3,2,5,0,15,1,1,2,1,15,20,6,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,6,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,10,0,2,10,3,16,2,11,10,3,21,1,3,0,0,0,5,1,0,14,66,20,2,0.163339722195818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28958161674340943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495444039932077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716450289713196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17125859105405306,0.0,0.1831993875010991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534060805823288,0.0,0.14068426338321852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14775013010169366,0.13762076073442892,0.0,0.1467992101035142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258947135172316,0.0,0.1568317483969736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533826324889701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16384305926930587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976723961605039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979953765682046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827353684542849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17792484215163898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17360427497537792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15328326434454093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916439704876085,0.0,0.0,0.3118524942214393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16530851915374953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351163061064962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31911834879081113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155562773728636
anxiety,PrettyInteraction62,2019/01/27,"I'm having some kind of anxiety attack.. [tw] I feel anxious and extremely, explosively angry. I have an almost unbearable urge to rip the skin off my arms and just inflict some kind of pain on myself. I can barely even think straight. My hands are shaking so much I have to keep going back and correcting spelling and grammar. I just want someone to be here, to stoke my head and tell me it's going to be okay. That's all I want, for someone to tell me I'm going to be okay. I'm so angry. Why am I so angry?? I hate being angry. I'm so tired of having anxiety. I'm so tired of it holding me back. I just want to be me, but I don't even know who I am without anxiety. ",0.5409190809190818,2.354872867132869,3.329235764235765,89.38638111888113,82.56643356643356,6.043756243756244,22.1023976023976,7.1686216300943375,0.7379334665334665,512,17,113,7,14,181,74,143,0.192,0.753,0.055,-0.9528,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,13,8,2,1,2,2,14,7,4,0,2,23,30,11,0,3,5,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,3,0,0,4,2,4,0,0,0,3,19,4,16,25,4,9,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,3,2,78,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15499345666318645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552271820218713,0.1748614553977631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17608873539830894,0.0,0.2380381293402797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20446626838456025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826325893713007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639013282174528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15281679920255792,0.15885266936625853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757881080324014,0.0,0.32236668390315154,0.08506504041202792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378378477962395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647007056500129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26229535117409675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27057544684557844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917910640092427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558020483783991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27388620292147864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396681597327878,0.0,0.0,0.1492059051595194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,armheartbrain,2019/01/27,"Seeing a doctor about anxiety? So I have recently been having more acute issues with anxiety. I am in my early 30s and I'm at the age where I was not sure enough that my panic attacks were not heart attacks. I went to the emergency room a few weeks ago and have been to the doctors office twice since. They are still ruling out other issues, but it's really looking like this is -just- anxiety. 

My issue is that my doctor has said things to me like, you seem very relaxed. Implying that I'm not experiencing anxiety. I'm confused about how these doctor visits should be going. I am a very controlled person. Most of my emotions are inside. How do they diagnose anxiety at a doctors office normally. She has said she will prescribe some medication that I could take only when I feel anxiety, so she is not completely ignoring my issues. But I still feel uncomfortable with how this is progressing. 

Thanks for any help or advice anyone can offer. ",4.4546816479400775,6.612670460674161,5.677325842696633,75.49482771535581,71.92134831460675,8.791610486891386,27.03520599250936,9.3871,2.700117902621724,754,27,127,18,15,251,111,178,0.138,0.7440000000000001,0.118,0.6256,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,2,2,12,10,2,2,7,0,23,8,1,4,1,28,37,11,0,3,8,0,2,2,0,2,7,2,1,1,10,5,0,2,3,1,0,3,4,5,0,1,7,7,21,5,13,26,5,17,0,0,2,0,12,6,0,5,10,99,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530044457508376,0.0864501581585682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06632044398948493,0.0,0.4476388214121336,0.0,0.0,0.06819185009764465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221897866962216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225326075000853,0.0,0.10938274467923928,0.07786589389218336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098985970943192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4991056003603628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970266343504106,0.0,0.10076954658574976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862328887976968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0554257882988075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556776832410112,0.06536905004551555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4071636610206775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529172091784384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818965608349931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824632506586416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555393715002797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417226866499428,0.0,0.11442474660585852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515519631872884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062477106206511285,0.0,0.09629431677766807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18553749496163927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771491524234238,0.08878323070535472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067380909098369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15576741615724146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191629653788476,0.0,0.07332677311295382,0.0,0.0,0.08978805210199453,0.0,0.0,0.06479137393883923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16093691926188786,0.0,0.0,0.07822879000196731,0.0,0.0,0.09040678799042587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,beautyofdisorder,2019/01/27,"I chew on my lips when I get anxious... I’ve been dealing with anxiety and panic attacks for 10+ years and had my ups and downs with it but this new symptom is really bugging me... I’ve had a rough past week and I’ve been chewing and picking at my lips whenever I’m very anxious and it’s getting to be painful to the point of bleeding and it’s unsightly. 

I don’t know if I’m looking for advice, I mainly just wanted to vent and see if anyone else has anxious habits that they hate.",2.338470873786405,3.536723077669905,4.095327669902915,88.63289441747574,75.50485436893204,6.703398058252428,28.408980582524272,7.1686216300943375,1.4406126213592223,379,16,82,4,8,128,70,103,0.198,0.802,0.0,-0.9597,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,2,4,2,1,2,0,8,7,2,1,0,17,17,12,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,10,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,3,9,0,12,12,1,10,0,0,2,0,2,5,0,2,5,50,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779560950137166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931389475713046,0.6171984708528435,0.0,0.1273357685711185,0.18659354151904425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20717677694230446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18774774134663647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15212980274331758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19029024958248306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17979623653841809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008306813702103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292680140401999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17588327985616947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937782180075816,0.21366722022864926,0.0,0.0,0.17384490467435354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17215311369874667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666453286593405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451183454863443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18928234912264805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15026008442604466,0.10741338382962956,0.0,0.14607791231687378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727307402438372
anxiety,ExtremelySmashing,2019/01/27,"How do I let go of feelings of being boring and ""disposable""? I know neither of those adjectives are objectively true about myself. But I'm really struggling with life at the moment. I've gotten rid of all the toxic people out of my life this past couple of years and I'm struggling to find decent people to build a social circle around. 

I also had a bit of a sad end (although thats a given I guess) to a relationship that was once amazing but ended up very one sided and indifferent, despite all my efforts to change this, which certainly didnt help my views on my self. 

I'm left feeling really disposable, like I'm not interesting enough to most people in my age group to be around. I feel like I would be a burden and that I wouldn't belong if I was around other 21 year olds right now.

I mean, I know I'm not, but I'm a bit of an unorthodox person, I dont drink a lot, I dont tend to like partying (but NOT opposed to it!) etc. 

But I'm currently working hard to enter medicine (I study 3 hours a day), I'm learning piano (self taught), learning to sketch, learning Spanish, I volunteer, I'm an app/web developer, I'm an activist campaigning against austerity etc. But its almost as if no matter what I do, I still feel like its not enough.

I don't do  those things for the approval of others, but sometimes I feel like I pale in comparison to other people. It scares me how difficult it is for me to connect with others. 

I always try and find common ground with people, but it usually ends up being one sided, and its usually me putting in the effort keeping those connections alive. When that happens, I feel as though they probably don't want me around and I'd hate to be a burden. People dont usually seem to want to keep in touch and that hurts.

I feel like I'm just left in the corner to be forgotten about.

Maybe I'm too enthusiastic? I'm a very expressive person, maybe people dont like that? Maybe it's that I talk too much? I have a lot to say, I dont know. Maybe I'm too intense? I feel like I've got to be the problem somehow.

But then, should I change any of those things? I value authenticity, being authentic to myself is important, but then at the same time, if people find those traits unacceptable, then I need to change them.  

The only thing I feel like I have any worth with is my academia. I seem to be pretty good at that so far, although I've only just begun, because I'm only a year into this journey. I didn't have any qualifications at all before last year.

What can I do to improve my self worth on this? I just feel so inadequate. I don't want to feel this way, I want to accept myself for who I am.",3.6397466249266266,4.56867028438662,5.2847387986695376,82.39038739972611,71.99256505576209,8.116689493249854,25.867931911563296,8.452757503120043,1.6207873605947951,2055,63,424,33,38,700,229,538,0.114,0.733,0.153,0.976,2,0,1,1,0,0,70.0,0,0,2,4,22,26,1,3,24,0,39,3,0,2,5,90,87,35,0,12,20,0,13,9,0,3,2,1,0,5,37,18,1,3,25,1,2,4,17,11,0,2,9,15,54,15,65,65,15,59,0,2,1,0,15,27,0,11,36,281,91,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056379653097882565,0.0,0.0,0.045025753539283626,0.04684888184147975,0.0,0.0,0.11486458761561465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20048760671552687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03432198805027513,0.0,0.04790998783029174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293731025380875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17868437624732428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062298564956295474,0.0,0.0363109907014935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299354236226276,0.05515582957652999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14960411892313175,0.11635278371196076,0.125586194581099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31315521523280543,0.24133866592906025,0.0,0.0,0.15438067381519385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03199848057522195,0.04722456283369795,0.04503091728829744,0.0,0.062024466900941023,0.0,0.0497888497476177,0.0,0.050436725564822066,0.05558788294716043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03773893601342146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05544743969167497,0.0,0.06027388043633995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008997532794853,0.0,0.0,0.09282851494065576,0.0458947295524534,0.0,0.0,0.12234746796416113,0.0575739707177128,0.07953741568728716,0.2475626722616439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957341573510428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262570550902755,0.06133083345561656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04138942670321785,0.041748206594146436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05908087475030465,0.059961210080152476,0.076305188590801,0.12846366128173015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05374790039019163,0.3122691242768365,0.0983237939925766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05728072914217708,0.06070451375519425,0.0538746839322776,0.0,0.05660039884046013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721387112644149,0.0,0.0,0.06044870666854987,0.0,0.04808273712370265,0.0,0.04477466874140147,0.05636945662718465,0.0,0.0,0.1025128760574386,0.17620996091437982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05739415561134153,0.0,0.0,0.05568543413090108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04496391294688399,0.0,0.0,0.11772093286021608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0452544848063527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221629411458428,0.0,0.055317736938672916,0.0,0.03283092514413058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03822626596956042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860304941976883,0.09291228943961416,0.132836653808469,0.044690963523279933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0409894956106438,0.0,0.0,0.03999627099234981,0.0,0.0,0.1450299970061538
anxiety,thesadgirlfriend,2019/01/27,"How many meds have you tried, which ones, and which med ended up being your holy grail medicine (if any)? For my anxiety /and/ depression I've tried wellbutrin, lexapro, prozac, zoloft, vybriid. The only one that kinda helped my anxiety was lexapro (though it was pretty good for my depression). I think I'm going to try paxil next.  ",6.558499999999999,7.804062516666669,5.600000000000001,81.63000000000002,65.5,9.333333333333334,30.0,9.516144504307137,2.6295,261,9,47,5,4,78,49,60,0.109,0.7979999999999999,0.094,-0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,0,6,7,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,2,0,6,1,4,4,0,4,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852393759377085,0.0,0.31166202773348445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508954356170588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18041897910981394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576820023410694,0.17085507023521504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653675494851594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20652124796028928,0.0,0.0,0.45253266963855393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21663875042865874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760666816949283,0.15492409425617104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072375563364138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13052363237142667,0.20013559179347135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4148996389903371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GalacticStarX,2019/01/27,What's the point in living day after day to simply suffer from being anxious every moment of it? I can't make any of it stop and I don't know what to do anymore.,1.1858333333333313,2.4763970277777787,3.84,88.90500000000002,78.72222222222223,4.800000000000002,17.555555555555557,3.1291,-0.6005444444444445,127,2,27,0,3,45,28,36,0.21600000000000005,0.784,0.0,-0.7717,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,7,5,0,7,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372510758045273,0.0,0.0,0.3941362784064416,0.34599625178712684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4499988265984819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29394732946599583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19173589956817394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080683565625286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23288080817813175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329805358018212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916801774015464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Arsenalfc16,2019/01/27,"Difficulty swallowing due to anxiety For the past few months I have been having an issue making it extremely difficult to swallow solid food. I am fairly certain that it is because of anxiety, because it happens when I have an issue while eating, or have a lot of anxiety, and then I am unable to shake it for weeks. After that, I can eat normally again. I think the problem may be that when I sit down to eat, I remember the anxiety I've had due to this, and it makes me anxious all over again. Fortunately, I can still eat things like cereal, yoghurt, chips, crackers, etc. but I can't eat food like meat and more substantial meals. Even when my general anxiety is low this causes a lot of problems. Does anyone know any solutions to this? P.S. I am only 14",5.016326530612247,6.0258517551020425,6.438238095238094,75.08592857142858,68.8639455782313,10.233741496598643,31.706802721088433,10.355215969177356,3.470050884353741,596,25,109,16,10,203,92,147,0.14400000000000002,0.7709999999999999,0.085,-0.5729,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,1,7,0,16,10,0,3,2,20,21,10,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,12,3,10,0,3,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,2,0,13,3,14,17,6,19,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,4,16,82,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846835078631044,0.0,0.4413606367204434,0.13035651638978746,0.0,0.0806825420993542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067990077281742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853609791700193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009775292572976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5903578209793183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286890299465267,0.07621322379251902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790572253005992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203794768280368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408718869966741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06341467483182289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127462926092308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19619888767786614,0.0,0.0,0.15404585952290475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210225094873184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305653895336187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775839313054086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015168006240858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22082302396521455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13071303324880068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214965640188978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665920118034686,0.07393649320639217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255794693467734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,racket23,2019/01/27,"What to say during a meltdown Hi everyone, someone close to me suffers from anxiety and debilitating panic attacks. I know I’m saying the wrong things in these moments, and I tend to make things worse with the common errors of problem solving or saying “calm down”.

So I wanted to ask, what should I say? I tried employing questions like “how does that make you feel”, or “why”, or “what do you think will happen” during the last episode, but I don’t think I’m doing it right, and I have zero ability to go off script which makes the conversation kinda weird. 

How do I get better at this? I am this persons sole emotional support, and I’d really appreciate getting the right tools to help deescalate these very dramatic panic episodes.

Thank you",6.250423661071143,7.198812683453243,6.477937649880098,76.12723421262992,66.05035971223022,9.055475619504397,31.9912070343725,9.150863307647796,2.822419024780176,589,23,103,10,9,189,96,139,0.13699999999999998,0.679,0.184,0.8831,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,1,3,12,1,2,6,0,8,0,0,5,0,24,26,11,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,4,0,1,12,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,7,0,1,0,5,13,5,13,24,0,11,0,1,0,0,13,7,0,5,4,64,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125409109530683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595807726716844,0.16544842174539434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12862164007698587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726738979314647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16358996843970808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13896527071316386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353413404048814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196308163306646,0.0,0.08265162097834408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286038919446186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747913586630216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799249120055488,0.11854543477324705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07105009636683171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912283741856106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34126319452686826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698448189005704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391575436287042,0.0,0.0,0.16291567273387927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316663344805184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248394054524388,0.0,0.4626093344083174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322296421956425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16503304035244748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389305372996438,0.0,0.0,0.19323539622346936,0.18637224677699674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873790222339536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999556217896955,0.08577879765883957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122859076478605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482063126634552,0.0,0.1590056455823485,0.0,0.0
anxiety,abiprendy,2019/01/27,"A Chemical Flush I received some advice from a man in Toronto which has really stuck. He gave a talk on LSD and described his experience, the ups and the downs. The way he described his bad trip accurately described my experience of anxiety - the dark and horrible thought loops, the racing heart and the doomed feeling that the horrid cycle will never end.

This guy (who's name I cannot remember) pulled himself out of his bad trip by reminding himself that it would indeed pass. He described his experience of anxiety as ""a chemical flush"". The takeaway he gave was to trust your body. If you are experiencing anxiety it is your body trying to get rid of negative toxins and energy. By fighting the chemical flush, we perpetuate the anxious cycle endlessly.

This is difficult for us to accept because it is hard to trust our body when it feels like it is constantly trying to betray us by flooding us with uncomfortable adrenaline. But believe it or not, it does it because it is trying to protect us. Give the thoughts and feelings their space and they too will pass, or so I am told.

Since hearing this talk, I have been doing my best to not fight my anxiety with fear but to try ""fighting"" it with compassion. I am learning to trust my body and treat my anxiety attacks as ""chemical flushes"". For whatever reason, my body needs these flushes to happen. It then seems that the less I fight them, the less my mind suffers from the physical sensations. 

I have suffered from anxiety for five years and so far this is the best advice I have been given. I am curious about what everyone else thinks about this idea. 


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anxiety,saferontheground,2019/01/27,"high functioning anxiety? i’m currently a college student, i have anxiety(diagnosed, but unmedicated) and probably borderline according to the doctors. i tend to talk a lot when i’m nervous, and have panic attacks in private every day once i’m back home. i really need to find a job, but applying for work makes me so upset, i know i wont be able to do any social jobs like waitressing or telephone things. i’ve done placement work in care homes, which i found really difficult and cried a lot in my breaks. i don’t know what to do. i see everyone else getting jobs and i just can’t do it. i really want to be normal and i want a job, i really want to work, but everyone thinks i’m just lazy. how can i overcome my anxiety and get a job? ",1.8392841163311004,4.069159281879198,4.51889932885906,80.35669351230425,80.34228187919462,8.805548098434006,26.040715883668906,9.3871,2.66679293064877,579,24,116,18,15,205,87,149,0.198,0.7140000000000001,0.087,-0.957,6,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,6,7,1,3,7,0,12,1,0,2,0,26,30,13,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,4,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,1,16,2,11,25,2,9,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,3,5,68,20,11,0.1139375531746907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748144324396895,0.0,0.17432383263568255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962041529544532,0.0,0.08761094544590127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161669290014568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515505206707073,0.07348029597907849,0.0,0.0,0.11564421810565832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166199136218082,0.0,0.11659767517124008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518020552995897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599730263605064,0.21774442948998046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413685944885212,0.0,0.0,0.12492664613582988,0.0,0.0,0.1190553378693808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038128053481276,0.2285773114689244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5653272033650731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252341990007475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05566413327304228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937312665273261,0.0,0.0,0.07605420148370606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448325198153904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11163461087808033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133977561157774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336811694332599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228439530793151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919652564059876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079347833549048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614498696718845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157868936400937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569504756839204,0.07300658347758468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20160996264793213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24884368710265145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lattesoya,2019/01/27,"I'm really depressed and frustrated by all my physical symptoms I need to vent. 

I'm struggling for 2 years with physical symptoms. 

I still don't know what are my triggers, it just seems to happen randomly. I never had a ""classical"" panic attack. My symptoms do not disappear after a short amount of time, they can stay for days or even weeks. It's not as intense as a panic attack, but it's always in the background. My most recurrent symptoms are arm numbness, chest pain, palpitations, and dizziness.

Most of the doctors I saw (including my family doctor) trivialize my situation and it makes me feel even angrier. 

I try to take care of myself as much as I can by doing sports and yoga, eating well, seeing a psychologist, etc. but I still feel like I can't do anything at all. 

I feel like everything is wrong with my body, it's driving me crazy. 

PS: This subreddit is amazing, it's the first time I post here but I often read your stories. I send love and support to you all. Thank you for reading me. ",3.7881185567010327,5.672422592783509,5.257306701030932,78.96626932989692,73.0721649484536,8.355154639175261,29.135309278350515,9.017664075816787,2.626939175257732,789,33,144,17,16,265,118,194,0.154,0.6779999999999999,0.168,0.7266,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,3,1,1,8,18,3,3,7,0,12,13,3,2,4,30,29,13,0,1,7,0,3,2,0,0,8,0,0,0,8,7,1,0,5,4,0,3,5,10,1,1,2,5,27,8,21,27,8,18,0,1,2,1,6,3,0,6,12,103,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965353374209389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547200631087696,0.0,0.0,0.2639718976831796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12886859866881598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118286940474026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482128925334737,0.0,0.09992516806216807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374963838545803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871423107723145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293894879958906,0.15325610907359888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042684902221762,0.0,0.10937038848112887,0.0,0.17598486013690814,0.16576496337744262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868389818857186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259334313356347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06375984271017432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335997388592466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470976308819276,0.0,0.07744216775834628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528575529238612,0.08602504588949858,0.08947936946030109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345013927736513,0.272241621039184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111210025544498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23209655004987445,0.0,0.07432338360374856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245043197419164,0.10561740954331332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040783314845855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236585567006382,0.1853024592040538,0.0,0.0,0.12128603211514458,0.0,0.0,0.1316545796650158,0.0,0.4823438382744034,0.08723025468697397,0.0,0.0,0.10681275501704356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13530075050047885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876784543546562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306174247179448,0.0,0.10431310747664288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684624478105674,0.0,0.07471106644828622
anxiety,crybabyy999,2019/01/27,"Does anyone have any subreddits which help with their anxiety (apart from this one!)?  I don’t particularly mean advice-wise (although any suggestions are welcome!). I more so mean in regard to calming you down, such as soothing images or videos ? Hope it’s okay for me to ask this here !! x ",2.4398652291105134,5.364014226415094,3.1704043126684667,85.8179245283019,85.98113207547169,6.047439353099732,22.66576819407009,7.447530270364453,1.2794334231805935,226,8,41,4,7,71,48,53,0.029,0.728,0.243,0.9067,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,7,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,5,4,8,7,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,0,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40630951128498827,0.0,0.2285367575707992,0.0,0.0,0.2088873024672913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792833759037341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26143107477197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20024041742971785,0.0,0.0,0.2967181420003438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6508350785564057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024352622188577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,haycoop,2019/01/27,"Traveling Anxiety My gf is in love with traveling and it completely freaks me out. She's planned a trip to New York for the summer and it seems like it's going to be quite expensive, but I'm trying to overcome my anxiety so I can be there in the moment with her and enjoy the trip/not ruin her enjoyment of the trip.

After a lot of deep thinking I've managed to identify the main causes of my anxiety:

* Air travel (never been good in airports, always afraid I'll miss my flight, lose my luggage or Home Alone 2 it and end up in the wrong city)
* Finances (like I said, expensive trip, we're sure we'll be able to pay for it but the sum alone still freaks me out)
* Large, unfamiliar cities (grew up in rural areas, never saw a city with more that 100,000 people until i went to college)

The idea of taking this trip has me so on edge I start to panic whenever we even talk about planning the trip. Suffice it to say, it's a bit of an issue. 

I'm considering therapy, but short of that I was wondering if anyone has had experience overcoming any of these particular anxieties and what their process was like, what did it take? Any CBT techniques that were helpful for this that I should know about? If I can even reduce one of these three anxieties it would be immensely helpful.",3.029683794466404,4.983109418972337,4.379584980237155,84.1458992094862,75.36363636363636,7.920158102766797,25.72924901185771,8.710501217029153,1.9274047430830041,1005,36,199,21,22,332,147,253,0.14,0.748,0.112,-0.4303,0,2,0,0,0,0,29.0,2,0,1,4,8,16,0,2,14,0,18,1,0,1,3,29,33,14,0,4,6,0,0,3,1,3,0,2,1,0,19,11,0,0,5,3,4,11,2,8,0,2,9,3,21,8,36,17,4,35,0,3,1,1,13,14,0,6,13,131,40,4,0.12783517583631715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26479737818913146,0.0,0.0,0.10636910695823767,0.0,0.0,0.1738646064473253,0.0,0.4889677980725976,0.0,0.0,0.0893853272606391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956290299299487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132193940373113,0.0,0.0,0.1340327496983788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322402230055645,0.0,0.0,0.1688678559952604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250473316149658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265167639056225,0.1072220803926656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713704474264534,0.0,0.12822910440696286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431035336812004,0.0,0.13342671095174705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025486946097195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18736142912843104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301486278924136,0.0,0.1086808950668884,0.11537623721076727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971887367871566,0.12346400941411607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662442354704282,0.0,0.0,0.1499870352165975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862481497517022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13596844504474745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160052618104675,0.10165966275329494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637634292795145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904823954209844,0.0,0.10208933655431136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048314035856547,0.0,0.19223228588996435,0.10274907202683474,0.0,0.0,0.146190664514874,0.0,0.0,0.08191161891774704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679169307153274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185044887260883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13863179511097568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081044114374406,0.13976769687491086,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LittleNova,2019/01/27,"I get so anxious I don’t want to eat cause I end up vomiting everything I’ve had anxiety my whole life but this past months some shit happened and I started getting anxiety attacks pretty often which came in the form of gastrointestinal issues and vomiting. 

It stopped for about two months but it’s back again cause I am trying to confront what’s triggering my anxiety and I don’t know how to deal with it, the mere sight of food makes me nauseous I am so scared of eating and throwing up. 

I am planning on seeing a therapist soon but right now at this moment I am so anxious I don’t know what to do I am having trouble controlling my thoughts. ",2.444561717352414,4.828096604651165,3.738914728682172,85.93051878354206,79.07751937984496,7.070005963029219,27.752534287418012,8.139509932561175,2.061735360763268,518,23,100,10,13,169,81,129,0.235,0.7240000000000001,0.041,-0.9758,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,10,5,3,1,3,0,11,7,1,6,0,22,22,11,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,8,6,3,2,3,0,0,2,3,5,0,1,3,2,15,0,15,19,3,19,0,0,2,0,1,6,1,2,11,72,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363046195252335,0.3310935547919448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667086815365432,0.0,0.11267904959389087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16760098840792922,0.0,0.30107077971578033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16435537121615792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510747434307179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998909068155833,0.0,0.0,0.1297896026793559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169934135646108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17719491758831332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15312062039651225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958349823093582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294810632385922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610674379580799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350446553045684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781557654914227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23393124114924896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398875649956578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14908232066191035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514306541709175,0.0,0.0,0.1467105872128951,0.0,0.11677220004986495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15041964891741294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372069382937142,0.0,0.0,0.12251273492088258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701424754014747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633518848921193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949001219653264,0.0,0.14314680685569012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643219506500452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16360498518047115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vanillasheep,2019/01/27,"Anxious tick-constantly speaking. My sister is 29 and has been off her meds for years but suddenly her anxiety has sky rocketed out of nowhere. She seems to revert back to childish ways or become really sheepish- I don’t understand why this happens. She also just never stops talking when she’s anxious. It’s socially exhausting. I love my sister and I have anxiety as well, it just manifests in different ways. I also work in Mental health but I find it so hard to apply my same mental capacity with my cases to my sister. does that make me a monster? When it comes to her anxiety, I have almost zero patience. Is anyone else this way?  ",2.6267178276269187,5.412935975206615,4.554268004722552,77.8046487603306,81.80991735537191,7.754663518299882,26.824675324675326,8.634040054169528,2.7371105076741444,507,22,84,13,14,172,83,121,0.147,0.774,0.079,-0.695,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,1,1,18,14,11,0,0,5,3,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,7,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,1,1,1,1,2,18,2,13,13,1,16,0,0,0,1,13,5,0,3,7,64,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150574729381214,0.0,0.0,0.2405030993217479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34509996714267016,0.3397526178532819,0.0,0.10514282543170496,0.15407275098561987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562593569905275,0.0,0.0,0.1660728384600022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953121049305366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571055794905896,0.0,0.0,0.13159058273288965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125615586824426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743627298223138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13297248501926348,0.0,0.13470278523375426,0.0,0.0,0.15983722873719722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357156027705296,0.0,0.10037373944135657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16702816462110748,0.0,0.3030769872231648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597530357893655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633144520852648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689201442619794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15328418985191672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571680060607365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086242870583995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15654140384205975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35807224957311673,0.0,0.0,0.1352014925880009,0.0,0.13568634320245976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094718017922134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683392567814524
anxiety,ignom1ny,2019/01/27,Shake me the hell out of it... I live with three roommates and don't make enough money to move out. I'm sick and tired of everyone that I sit in my car for long periods of time before I come or go... I need to do go upstairs to do my homework but I'm just so painfully sick and tired of the place that now even in my car I feel like I'm stuck in fucking limbo. I'm seeing someone and even that doesn't help with the anxiety and frustration of being stuck where I am.,3.785882352941176,3.32647425490196,5.038039215686275,89.22117647058826,71.15686274509805,8.368627450980393,26.803921568627448,7.793537801064563,1.2086745098039209,362,10,87,4,6,121,61,102,0.314,0.6579999999999999,0.028,-0.9854,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,3,1,3,0,6,6,0,1,0,16,20,8,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,1,0,4,10,0,0,1,0,1,7,2,5,0,1,2,2,10,1,16,17,1,19,1,0,1,1,1,7,2,1,5,54,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621195894582247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18032983469468747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825518574316106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21897185955637552,0.0,0.2799446875086195,0.0,0.0,0.202500352258233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715402466950624,0.15139696927282234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959182801905648,0.0,0.0,0.2408800742363205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204670886079498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035342821154373,0.0,0.18713082334609984,0.18754411554951955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145944056748222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252393248071719,0.0,0.15713732219239107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254997263848125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214131655197856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16887422919384576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795606451360778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235733001036472,0.4871458457924255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shockrush,2019/01/27,"Starting a totally new job tomorrow. Im excited and really anxious. I can't think of anything that will go wrong, but I also have no clue what to expect besides that I start at 9am. ",2.6278070175438586,3.990165815789478,5.4973684210526335,78.20991228070176,75.05263157894737,9.27719298245614,31.08771929824561,9.725611199111238,3.2594456140350867,143,7,28,4,3,52,34,38,0.185,0.767,0.048,-0.5854,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,7,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,6,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,18,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526273595899675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568802522882601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599610924319741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17953484446532153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34122923935532257,0.0,0.3134847900599169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30510089826513337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20237542648844406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4471952636420215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20241776229971167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453901267854712,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lillybee1234,2019/01/27,"I don’t know if this post belongs in here or not. May be triggering to some. Because I don’t know exactly what’s going on. One minute I was fine and then I started gathering my things. Then I started rushing and panicking in a grocery store because someone was waiting for me but I couldn’t find what I needed. I went to the next location and unloaded my things while someone else helped me unload the rest, and then I got more anxious and panicked and cried, and they helped me calm down a little. And now I just feel nervous in my chest for a reason I can’t quite pin down. It’s supposed to snow storm really bad where I am, and I have a ton of college homework. Does anyone know what’s going on? I need to get things done but I need to relax in order to do anything. Or should I just start doing the things? Any thoughts/advice welcome. ",2.4764912280701736,4.332367409356729,3.6232514619883065,89.3903157894737,76.6608187134503,6.197426900584795,26.019883040935675,7.03164865440522,1.1378051461988306,661,25,135,7,15,214,102,171,0.126,0.8009999999999999,0.073,-0.8653,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,5,6,0,1,7,0,14,1,1,2,1,33,30,18,0,6,8,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,9,9,0,1,6,1,1,4,5,2,0,1,5,1,23,4,17,21,4,25,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,5,9,99,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742968310287055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259765402151948,0.0,0.0,0.17044161925145518,0.0,0.10549271721574617,0.0,0.12415422050501734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259712292111524,0.1839394818756566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16572503290356652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202848673220094,0.1543937159155016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603360737501446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628505979660861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13789363012998052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788240245195008,0.0,0.1714872672641527,0.0,0.12066555676002835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20225169726995626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24874475389449344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151212672642483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356074601032737,0.0,0.0,0.1604533335553502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223429389679313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14449299568473056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16047019307257734,0.0,0.0,0.0966520146918449,0.15512081857315352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556655168776207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203624368454649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4009287373293141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985920174040464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,localjargon,2019/01/27,"Anxiety or something else I have generalized anxiety and am on medication. It keeps away my panic attacks and guilt. However, I still feel really antsy. I always thought it was part of my anxiety, but I'm wondering if it could be ADD. I always thought I could concentrate, but it's actually more like intense day dreaming. I feel like I might have just figured this out. Or or 5hese just signs of my anxiety and depression?",4.304882459312839,6.65994064556962,5.988643761301991,72.2281012658228,72.92405063291139,10.590235081374324,34.070524412296564,10.608840637214634,4.505642314647377,337,18,58,12,7,115,51,79,0.198,0.6940000000000001,0.109,-0.5504,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,2,0,0,8,1,0,0,0,25,15,9,0,3,8,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,6,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,10,2,5,8,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,6,4,42,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.16994446197218008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28981210917526434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5328945327475261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19811981413856253,0.16361887147379234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27808787235037674,0.0,0.0,0.11231180326833234,0.0,0.14999441908776226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547927952772316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17611009902966576,0.12441219699242713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15479177792995924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701609690588119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17543696051084764,0.0,0.18474474159960472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20432652049120364,0.0,0.1885865730421729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156441329521137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406853399582302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907574669553555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765099658736732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18885733879311026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cold-wasabi,2019/01/27,"i know this is the stupidest shit ever but i'm freaking out over a tiny mistake my ocd is triggering my anxiety so badly right now that i'm freaking out.

this is gonna sound super stupid but i sat on my tv remote and turned around and my tv was on and displaying a weird message and I freaked out and i'm still freaking out like, what if i changed a setting or something",1.9548901098901084,3.781825294871794,3.4300732600732613,90.31730769230772,78.1025641025641,6.508424908424907,27.809523809523807,7.447530270364453,1.5009062271062272,295,13,63,4,7,97,50,78,0.355,0.556,0.08900000000000001,-0.9747,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,5,11,2,0,4,0,4,1,1,1,1,18,11,10,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,10,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,9,0,0,2,1,8,2,8,8,0,13,0,0,0,0,1,9,1,2,4,41,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586251040974869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30095686027203145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28227703499321244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576366621760954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058066016369872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857962119317472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16516550886445092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887127007020987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34702732375034584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602652977661134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699857270527464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3677266061462423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,converse220,2019/01/27,"Anybody here ever drop acid or take shrooms? How was your experience? I fear some inner demons will fly out if I ever took it. It seems these are the drugs that are major triggers with anxiety but they seem so intense and fun!


I hear all these benefits and life changing stories. It gives a whole new perspective of the world and that looks attractive. 


I have a friend who had really bad anxiety for a while and he took acid. Said anxiety wasn’t a problem and rode along with the trip and really enjoyed it. Makes me curious to try. 


Who has taken it?? Good experiences, bad experiences??",2.5278794178794186,5.312855675675674,3.6859459459459463,83.84413721413722,82.33333333333334,7.739708939708938,24.75467775467776,8.617729084823388,2.1847929313929315,464,18,87,12,13,150,80,111,0.16399999999999998,0.612,0.224,0.9085,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,0,5,10,0,1,7,0,8,2,0,3,3,23,19,12,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,11,10,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,4,0,0,7,5,7,6,7,11,4,12,1,0,1,0,9,3,0,5,4,58,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470445179519878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525217544264624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599688004766368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17536509867891611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735710312474523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4437612363488912,0.0,0.17016251158214776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683080306251332,0.0,0.0,0.1450622726873073,0.0,0.1268346482473173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17043389701675726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680988383866176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698519930530505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093932001176628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460474759293521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446953910415003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19374849695184312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14384313294779874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27532673243272704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369726400262592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33601795943433377,0.10266722881334787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688297154426645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rolittle99,2019/01/27,"Anxiety attacks becoming more frequent Last month I had two anxiety attacks. I’m 18 years old and up to that point I’ve never had them before. I hyperventilate until my face and hands tingle, they lasted three and seven minutes. I was exhausted afterward. A month later, I’ve had four. Today was the worst yet. I pressed my palms to my eyes and hunched my shoulders and curled into a ball so tight I didn’t see stars I saw a black hole in my vision and all I could think about was how badly I wanted it to suck me inside too. I left scratch marks on my skull where I was pulling my hair so hard. Ten minutes I rocked and pulled and struggled to drag air into my lungs. I am terrified.

I’m still in high school, I have not told my parents about it, and only confided in some close friends but they don’t seem to understand. I cannot let my parents/counselors find out. 

I don’t want quick fixes, just advice on how to diffuse the attacks when they begin, or even better things I can work on in my day-to-day to try and keep them from happening. I am not used to this and I am scared. I feel like I’m caught in the ocean again, huge waves hitting my back and pushing me under and sucking me back down every time I surface. I don’t know what to do. I am scared ",1.8122051282051324,3.721037015384617,3.1126923076923103,92.04147435897436,78.84615384615384,5.871794871794872,22.756410256410252,6.816661863887847,0.5481025641025647,984,31,213,10,24,319,153,260,0.134,0.805,0.06,-0.9258,2,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,5,2,18,14,5,3,6,0,21,10,8,3,2,39,42,21,0,3,5,1,7,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,6,17,0,2,6,2,0,4,8,11,0,5,11,11,42,3,27,28,4,47,0,0,4,0,8,22,2,3,22,144,48,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715957470954653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199095126324072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4441181547108138,0.0,0.2001207980250967,0.1086514438273052,0.0,0.1437161514065952,0.11072934288360424,0.0,0.0,0.11508764049494392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389661869738462,0.0,0.0,0.1678435884421954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594831616206926,0.0,0.10963845164555253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657966262713903,0.09296346858262114,0.0,0.0,0.11893463374162558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053656933499748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150717598804834,0.0,0.11656912748081205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374873756087106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566374465130408,0.0,0.0,0.07151494518324432,0.21214337449490234,0.0,0.0,0.14138445180921982,0.13306469555689282,0.0,0.06357396735808027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077338548315515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036273506935076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654744520626869,0.0,0.0,0.09896820713414398,0.0,0.0,0.14449174342861962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301302026867647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26056165629361955,0.1316964823266094,0.10369516758149946,0.11846364314636293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392038820214686,0.0,0.0,0.1360380385132864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645126044946105,0.08338076750719275,0.0,0.0,0.07587868275708227,0.0,0.12334612771211342,0.1243428796860817,0.0,0.08834836958624903,0.0,0.12711614681678246,0.1354678363095771,0.0,0.11238881066792387,0.0,0.0,0.15350573077967564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473473318703887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379816502869643
anxiety,acrics,2019/01/27,"Drinking on lexapro? I'm currently on 20 mg of lexapro which I take once every morning around 8 - 9.

As with most medications, it seems to be discouraged to drink while on lexapro, however, this mainly seems to be because it can worsen the side effects of lexapro or worsen your disorder. What are you experiences with drinking on lexapro? Would you say it's medically safe to drink past buzzed/tipsy in a safe environment?",7.006233766233766,8.164560792207794,6.8134025974026,73.64296103896106,64.45454545454545,10.315844155844157,38.77662337662337,10.355215969177356,4.236633246753247,339,18,59,8,5,107,55,77,0.15,0.78,0.07,-0.7744,2,0,4,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,5,6,0,1,0,12,9,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,6,3,4,3,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,15,6,2,10,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,4,3,36,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087321445338676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101611941911794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20711318047312136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7081212246628015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15225880993207858,0.0,0.0,0.1767723538984677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640994203625616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924538432302388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17251136162564462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14371052664088665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290293333217704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358739656144141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12837359447993754,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,9x19gen4,2019/01/27,Can't do homework because it triggers the anxiety I have at school I'm almost failing 2 courses because just opening my binder at home makes me cringe in discomfort and I start getting the flight response to ditch the binder. ,6.316428571428574,7.9851625476190495,5.603333333333335,79.82500000000002,66.3809523809524,7.504761904761906,40.19047619047619,7.793537801064563,3.448419047619048,185,11,30,2,3,56,35,42,0.181,0.8190000000000001,0.0,-0.7584,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,6,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,7,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,17,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3981830582027993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041965958636214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4848002218719487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20775259441975916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3988693857243294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654304789273403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4024369892988629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814544923116082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Napoleon718,2019/01/27,"My Anxiety has taken a turn for the worst, help! Hey guys/gals. I’ve had some anxious feelings for the last couple of months. Particularly when I get home from work or before bed. I have ruminating thoughts that are sometimes hard to kick. 
Yesterday however was a first. I woke up with a feeling of anxiety, instead of a thought dragging me in. Typically a thought brings me in to anxious feelings, and handling that thought is what usually brings me out. However, I woke up feeling like this, and only a few brief moments throughout the entire day was I able to alleviate the feeling of what seems like internal turmoil. I don’t want to sound like I am exaggerating but I would say the feeling of discomfort from these feelings were reaching up to 7/10. I threw up yesterday as well which is a first for me. I was praying that I would wake up to feel normal again, but again I woke up with anxiety. I’ve been feeling this feeling all day and actually threw up twice. So at this point I thought maybe I just have a stomach bug, and since anxiety runs in my family, I was thinking it was anxiety when perhaps its just a stomach bug. Thinking that actually made me feel better for a bit but then the blanket of anxiety came over me again. It’s non unbearable but a very uncomfortable feeling. The last time I remember waking up with anxiety and it not subsiding was when I broke up with a an ex. And this went away after a week or so. I’m worried because from my experience anxiety comes and goes but this time it’s lingering! Has anyone ever had this happen to them?",4.2319315673289175,6.0292629602649015,5.4155132450331145,78.64834713024284,71.71523178807945,8.874392935982339,33.113134657836646,9.408791572840183,3.23770816777042,1242,62,232,29,24,412,152,302,0.132,0.765,0.103,-0.8733,2,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,4,13,9,0,2,21,0,21,4,4,1,2,53,58,21,0,4,10,1,13,3,0,2,0,2,2,0,19,14,0,0,21,0,0,9,2,4,1,3,24,15,27,5,42,32,5,49,1,1,0,0,5,17,0,4,26,166,46,1,0.0829867062871043,0.0,0.1619661087198293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5078768253202481,0.18750271375522054,0.0,0.05802623457297273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796874231205662,0.0,0.0,0.05058792589785895,0.0,0.07061557479059534,0.0,0.0,0.07339499786778945,0.09059998989702928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491468408163814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148569932118817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918232120743007,0.0,0.107039120472526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506622691528382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811769226492446,0.07823248105975919,0.0,0.5035268660434744,0.05928571955303528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117689994806473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0433571288850222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338487030188008,0.0,0.07433978858294643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05562423993955391,0.0,0.0832424327284097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13529048342426533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162933861429387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852402802347218,0.0,0.0,0.08337130063684417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06623919721900645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130935241526946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06311512965554766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844926111528455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400776093172207,0.0,0.0,0.06599435968200107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554798064106505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864746100165316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207597448253141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634906106488323,0.0,0.3294108754345801,0.09678043159484864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902657062077706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139813270169136,0.06847272375782361,0.04894770947955408,0.0,0.06656693010255732,0.0,0.07461501525487547,0.07692950813637862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0604153105439136,0.08427702850513882,0.0,0.11790275028287345,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nomnomr,2019/01/27,"Does anyone else feel incompatible with most people?  

To clarify, this isn’t about dating, *this is about friendships*.

I know that sounds weird, but it’s how I feel.

I have to push so much against my anxiety just to interact with people last semester, and now I just feel burnt out and unmotivated to hang out with the people I know.

I feel like everyone is on a different page from me; I just can’t keep up and can contribute meaningfully (saying something that isn’t immediately forgotten.) People are always on their phones and are on each other’s social media 24/7, which is something I don’t do nor have any interest in doing. In the end I’m just a replaceable friend that sits there and nods while the interesting and valuable friends talk to each other.

I want to make new friends.

It is taking everything in my power to talk to another person and I’m so scared that I’ll never be able to find someone I click with. 

I just wanted to rant for a bit since this is causing me so much stress.",4.702746686303385,6.038063118556702,5.628718703976437,79.38855670103094,69.87628865979381,9.048011782032402,27.259204712812963,9.424239791934726,2.2968627393225334,791,26,153,17,14,260,112,194,0.108,0.769,0.123,0.606,2,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,1,14,10,0,2,6,0,17,0,0,3,1,37,30,14,0,2,6,0,4,1,3,0,0,2,0,1,12,15,0,1,8,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,0,7,16,7,28,29,7,19,0,0,1,0,11,9,0,1,8,106,28,0,0.1396411697998775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619263969437756,0.0,0.0,0.09496078396366713,0.1464259420730604,0.10682511268221667,0.0,0.0,0.09764035274299283,0.14307888048995604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15245199067557433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434499473150171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589530133292256,0.0,0.0,0.12220092871711012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166522790042557,0.0,0.12368062874761104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13343312193464765,0.12550047930152267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824270847940347,0.09975967960665752,0.0,0.0,0.12762949938399545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32365926417745994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411948784231785,0.0,0.0,0.15348626997985826,0.11382619104555955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822162201628311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321156517287237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053046542436728,0.0,0.10769987875471744,0.13486631195192753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.387238418704928,0.1219292832582449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104826301101847,0.13980517156871022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115512618670491,0.0,0.0,0.1423465871837979,0.11831751001871235,0.21500518952449127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15995848820749545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499278113150226,0.2244765655432829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16472795985184496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AddisonHadley123,2019/01/27,"whats wrong with me? Lately, I've been getting the feeling that I'm either going to die, or just going to suddenly die. It scares me and its slowly taking over every thought. Research has said that its anxiety. But ive been feeling body aches, ive been coughing(i was sick for like 2-3 weeks in the beginning of the year) My stomach does hurt most of the day and my stool has been soft. I just have the worry that I'm going to drop dead. Im perfectly healthy for the most part, 17 and a senior in high school. I've been feeling sad, and just empty these last few days. 


*update; 1/27; when ever I cough my head hurts,my body hurts,my eyes hurt, and my heart beat isn’t around 88-120 bpm*

So, is it anxiety, or is there actually something really wrong with me",2.383461538461539,3.9714873461538462,3.6130769230769246,90.53192307692308,76.1794871794872,6.594871794871796,22.256410256410255,7.321109707123232,0.6468487179487177,590,16,128,7,13,192,98,156,0.259,0.6629999999999999,0.078,-0.9851,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,2,8,8,0,1,7,0,14,8,6,0,2,23,27,10,3,0,7,0,4,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,9,8,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,6,0,0,8,6,11,2,13,19,5,21,0,3,1,0,1,5,0,4,13,72,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.1416787210104117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22213085074072544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292446138238859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225335714646119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18726344426610536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30135631108346694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705156856697244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132731414609447,0.12232385085248512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202283025111858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585269061121143,0.0,0.2475343787666885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490007537764507,0.0,0.0,0.1720438362454133,0.0,0.15339495382906332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108451251738553,0.0,0.1568237223112134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834440431971388,0.1637739683088206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092960895098546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572202127582451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930086406024223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13810330883540814,0.0,0.14535459368478842,0.14693404202749522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176979940292804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916036130827246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525994391634732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164579132395388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14744148270945334,0.0,0.0,0.3174720046521983,0.0,0.09349378878334433
anxiety,bsgman,2019/01/27,"Perfect World Solutions Hello fellow strugglers.

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Time and time again I wonder if there is any hope?  I'm like many of you.  I've tried medications, various forms of therapy, exercise, nutrition, job changes, sobriety, etc... the list goes on.  I always end up in the same place.  I think to myself, if only X, Y or Z?  If only our ""system"" catered to our issues?  I generally think everyone lives on a spectrum of mental struggles and that our society exacerbates these issues due to norms, capitalism, expectations, and again the list goes on.

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I'm reaching out as I would love to know what everyone's ""if only ... then I'd feel great"" stories are?  What if we could understand these issues a bit better where we all end up feeling helpless and actually promote this change?

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I'm genuinely curious what these perceived impossible changes are for you. Let's all get them out there.  I do not want to provide an initial bias to what you are thoughts are--so I'll share mine later.

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My promise to everyone here is that we can explore a better life in this thread and that maybe, just maybe we can begin ideating around progress.

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Who's with me?",4.467222222222219,7.0478735000000015,5.010888888888889,78.37300000000002,73.25925925925927,8.023703703703704,31.63333333333333,8.841846274778883,3.0174266666666663,940,45,159,20,20,300,135,216,0.046,0.773,0.181,0.9832,1,0,0,0,0,0,59.0,7,3,1,5,8,11,0,1,7,0,11,4,0,0,3,41,27,13,0,10,8,0,2,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,13,13,0,0,10,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,2,21,9,23,23,7,25,0,1,0,1,16,13,0,8,11,101,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0738377228302336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06295899831567207,0.4099127457088773,0.4597037796809918,0.05145451427344341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735752486167176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13383835797553967,0.0826061327930119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24012930300572724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0604120163810275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340327324946539,0.0,0.0843860162965774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21690226819620625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651657799761745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0395316241234737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834204750395358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515200825332184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369225137908185,0.07508542803757913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04158327859044363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737216733812535,0.05344413594792696,0.03696589557577135,0.0,0.06681321716325132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06829024452629122,0.0,0.0,0.07671201588352697,0.15203049667799332,0.0,0.0,0.07622411177187494,0.0762521078831178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17263898552858295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790533897417636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910105558915928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652905024926633,0.0,0.0,0.09696562516974336,0.0,0.06006923080353119,0.08824125911244954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05137128828251177,0.0,0.0,0.07876950423260055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04462893421707094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205501770657264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05374995216664875,0.0,0.4597037796809918,0.0
anxiety,sorrour,2019/01/27,"Maybe we are just so greedy It is crazy how greedy we are as human beings.
We want all good things to happen .
We want to understand it all.
Yet all this love for perfection as we all as society agree to make us validated -Make us JUST greedy-.

We fail to know ""if we belong here"" or ""worth it"" by defining the good and the bad, and by tiring ourselves to get to the eyes of all others.
You want to satisfy yourself by a smile of an other wonderer in life -just like you- that choosed a"" x approach of life"" that didn't know your parent, nor your past,nor have your experiences, nor your mind, nor have your taste...
The greediness to want all, make us not just weak but naive too.
I am an exmuslim but i used to like this word of allah in quran : 
God does not place a burden on a soul greater than it can bear. [Qur’ān, The Cow: 2:286]
There is a reason we can't hear others mind, it does not belong to us.",1.4032132132132134,3.4096035945945964,2.5783333333333367,94.88305555555559,80.62162162162163,6.057057057057057,18.926426426426424,7.1686216300943375,0.096093093093093,695,16,159,9,18,222,107,185,0.073,0.7390000000000001,0.188,0.9457,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,12,7,0,2,10,10,0,0,12,0,11,7,1,6,7,46,27,14,0,5,11,1,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,1,13,10,1,0,6,0,1,1,8,4,0,0,1,3,21,6,25,25,7,6,3,1,1,1,23,4,0,3,3,111,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629295867172098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22280799467618875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452707916188828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06651073291145011,0.0,0.0,0.21355197780744686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257390961779902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434800990750927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13992515598513636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798362061023994,0.12438794823068047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489622080689407,0.0,0.2549278733168335,0.0,0.12789330040377545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570801357226889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413552767607442,0.0,0.1215254281097628,0.0,0.0,0.1330048791933416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13088902014349804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457467227659078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463164446817185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252725061885148,0.6125209007379563,0.1099491988940079,0.0,0.0,0.3003471969239652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805502525471752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FreakForCheese,2019/01/27,"Memory issues Anyone can relate? My memory is horrible... :/. I have no clue when I woke up, barely remember things from yesterday...",3.645757575757578,6.8911623636363615,6.579090909090907,60.95530303030304,84.45454545454545,12.024242424242425,20.96969696969697,10.504223727775694,4.585224242424242,100,3,13,5,3,36,20,22,0.099,0.901,0.0,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38473941323848576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5743058291013429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6233127316791471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655538771341435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FloridaGyal,2019/01/27,"Asking for people to share stories and advice for hope. Folks who have overcome your anxiety: please share your story and any advice you may have for us who are still trying to overcome our anxiety. I am living with PTSD, anxiety and depression that are rooted in the traumatic loss of loved ones that I experienced. These conditions began after their losses. I have been living with these conditions for 4 years now and have been working desperately to get well, feel whole, balanced, and like my true self again. 

I would love to hear from folks who have been able to overcome their anxiety and how their journey looked.

Thank you in advance for spreading hope!",8.273401937046003,9.00300636440678,7.0842857142857145,74.296186440678,61.62711864406779,10.13268765133172,32.958837772397096,9.957137785484203,3.260802421307506,533,19,87,10,7,161,74,118,0.15,0.639,0.211,0.8748,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,4,3,4,5,13,0,0,1,0,13,2,0,2,1,16,24,7,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,7,8,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,4,4,14,10,17,18,1,10,0,3,1,2,19,2,0,3,7,65,21,1,0.15650945554883694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058784571799107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643179671112514,0.0,0.4789172204385689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14631521371466946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348013647286615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913588330845958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176973083470905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17639753116429646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31089840717740674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646261438320022,0.0,0.2764014332715434,0.0,0.13142852474739553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825117883398825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605485757643797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085039500993102,0.0,0.0,0.1718003832852046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18295117815804468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632734955813755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12498865337280675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14409287896086076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062596467671796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882616045242593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072079656839467,0.0,0.0,0.17473721784539492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394074765817246,0.0,0.0,0.1111798267462417,0.0,0.0,0.10078695800938722
anxiety,Electric_Shadoww,2019/01/27,"Do I tell my family I got my medical card and smoke to try and help with my anxiety? I moved states and my family wants me to go visit them. I recently got my card for medical marijuana to help with my anxiety. (It's concentrated and in a vape.) If I flew up there I would be staying with my mom and grandma and there would really be anywhere to smoke it without anyone noticing. Do I tell them about it? If so, what should I say? Also. I'm very sensitive to their opinions and what they have to say.",2.034746494066884,3.7632413203883495,4.453915857605182,83.51403451995688,77.54368932038834,8.849622437971954,25.036677454153185,9.444778638647367,2.2328800431499465,388,14,83,11,9,136,58,103,0.035,0.904,0.061,0.5484,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,8,2,0,0,0,18,14,11,0,6,3,1,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,5,10,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,3,2,20,0,14,6,0,9,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,3,1,61,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14113913023197666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27002900360652865,0.0,0.0,0.12340603487783396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327584620056289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003034344154028,0.0,0.2823106333611181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23659528985638706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35559056985068704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20670316142843345,0.0,0.1875811265435027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009352354993911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306412623424593,0.0,0.17426275717385986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807041439993997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881150451826369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085203864309192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982524459591322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14562287900331994,0.10409847869117862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701302318974337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25074711500197605,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sanleches98,2019/01/27,"I can't control myself My GF it's in she's hometown for vacation 3 months and she's staying one more, when she's gone I feel lonely I stay in bed and don't do anything else than eat and go to the bathroom I don't clean myself or anything I think it's because the huge anxiety that being apart from her causes me.

Since then I've been so depressed even though she tells me she loves me I feel that deep wish of killing myself and I feel like a disaster.

Maybe you'll say I should do something but I don't know how to start (no friends, no family, I don't talk or interact with anyone that it's not her ) 

I haven't get out of my house but to buy food since then and the last time I went out without her was like 2 years ago.

I feel so lonely and useless.

Yesterday I felt so bad that didn't even looked at my phone, was that suicidal and anxiety feeling.

She got mad at me by not answering and told me to leave her alone, I feel worse so anxious that I can't even talk or stop crying, I feel that I really want to kill myself, I can't imagine living without her it's the only human interaction I have,dunno what to do. 

Also I've lost like 14 kg by how I am living.

Thanks for listening I just needed to talk to someone or just write it.



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anxiety,ElijahWoodsTwin,2019/01/27,"Fear of tiny things ruining a friendship Does anyone else ever get anxiety over worrying avout tiny things causing friends to leave you?

I often, with friends I really care about, start worrying that something minor I said, like a joke I interpreted as harmless or something inocuous that I can't be sure how they interpret it, will create this huge crack in our friendship. Even with people who've said that I'm their best friend and they appreciate having me in their life so much, I still worry to no end. ""Did they get an impression that is not accurate to what I meant and me trying to explain myself only causes distrust?"" ""Did I step over a line all of a sudden and they will remember this forever?""

It has ruined friendships as I often resort to seeking validation over and over when this happens, and I am hellbent on not doing it again, but how do I maintain my calm when all my brain wants to do is jump to conclusions about how I will be abandoned or that I've crossed a line I didn't mean to and caused permanent damage on our relationship?

I'm trying to remind myself that the friends I've chosen are reasonable people and won't get distraught over small stuff when they know I often put my foot in my mouth, and that a close friendship doesn't break over a day. Yet I still have this constant pit in my stomache.

And talking about it with them usually makes it worse, as I've always felt like an annoying burden when exposing my vulnerabilities to people out of the blue.",11.19086124401914,7.608187614035089,10.33068580542265,67.14358851674645,58.82456140350878,13.451355661881983,41.347687400318975,11.20814326018867,4.4632807017543845,1190,44,217,22,11,382,156,285,0.13,0.7140000000000001,0.156,0.7871,0,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,2,1,8,2,20,22,2,2,11,0,21,5,4,8,4,45,38,23,0,1,5,0,1,2,4,4,1,2,0,0,20,14,0,1,10,1,0,4,7,9,0,0,7,4,36,13,35,25,4,36,0,4,1,0,20,16,0,5,17,159,56,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420865365537956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661349005278539,0.0,0.0,0.0791665134603084,0.1160079393404982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881809072173405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263916936590376,0.0,0.0,0.11543600203602655,0.34892639772268197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235130409313395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301795501663272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908015688564333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458132786834697,0.0,0.10027989335822868,0.0,0.0,0.07478117384792027,0.10241456312368352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740471243792698,0.0,0.0,0.10870958275938188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498959842488173,0.0,0.1774593553796708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012065000065956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062223110204837874,0.0,0.0,0.11988432431768947,0.0,0.0,0.07997109592158108,0.1106277846384315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557566540483625,0.0,0.0,0.12333048346738193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323020768076904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610940892849743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23547883604623915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381802855316203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07253204983259036,0.11640968870325588,0.0,0.1215566102457308,0.12825692940346442,0.0,0.2153975375538294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17432558109790652,0.0,0.0,0.0801381613128648,0.0,0.1808363203261389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961056048915456,0.0,0.0,0.1067091260417275,0.0,0.0,0.09100247258621996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15043754260065625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15373878349754838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469655417113193,0.0,0.06678047489866379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449432085666209,0.11538151865929612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kmr01,2019/01/27,"Do I have health anxiety/ hypochondria? So for my whole life I’ve had some minor health issues, (retro virus as a baby, tonsils out and tubes put in my ears at two because of infections, and exercise induced asthma...etc). Currently I’m dealing with endometriosis. My doctors and I are working to find something to help me not have as much abdominal pain and I had surgery this past summer so that they could remove the endometrial cells lining my organs. Through all of this I have been feeling more normal but I have been feeling some really weird, out of the normal symptoms recently. A couple days ago I wasn’t feeling very well and felt like I was vibrating I was shaking so bad. I went and saw a nurse who took my blood pressure and I was at 140 over 80. Mind you, I had done nothing out of the ordinary that morning...two cups of coffee with a little bit of half and half and one cup of yogurt. It was so weird!The nurse was obviously concerned and made me sit down for a little bit. When I had time I came back to her and she said that my blood pressure was 130/60. This really freaked me out because I have also been having weird bouts of not being able to stay away in classes. I will be perfectly awake one second and then the next I can’t open my eyes and I can’t keep my head up. I know a lot of people have said that I need to get more sleep but I get upwards of 6-7 hours a night and when this happens I’m not tired at all...it feels like my body is shutting down on me. I’m starting to get worried that something serious is going on but my mom keeps telling me that I’m just being a hypochondriac. A therapist has diagnosed me with anxiety in the past, I just don’t know if this is anxiety induced or health induced. So my question for you guys is, do you guys think I am just having health anxiety or do y’all think I should be concerned ? I want other people’s take on this but I don’t want to ask the people close to me because I don’t want them to look at me like I’m crazy. If anyone can help me it would be so greatly appreciated...I’ve been really overthinking this lately. ",3.420048302107727,4.6750777049180385,4.536779127634659,86.30280335187355,72.88758782201404,7.58574355971897,26.92688817330211,8.07648339933343,1.5786745316159252,1648,58,343,24,32,540,207,427,0.092,0.8220000000000001,0.086,-0.4869,1,0,2,0,0,0,43.0,0,4,2,2,14,15,0,3,15,0,49,19,7,4,3,71,85,34,0,11,14,1,5,3,0,3,12,3,0,2,17,24,0,2,14,1,0,7,9,9,1,6,24,11,54,6,47,52,10,50,0,0,3,0,21,24,0,8,20,236,71,3,0.08332740045894788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386471281921111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663689204166003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25498093309588155,0.0,0.0,0.058264455859459816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789987105689222,0.0,0.07828883570147001,0.06407362745946092,0.06957489879537906,0.15238682970841747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18194387938733114,0.0925579570921304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953043474522642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653014885418397,0.0922001836953389,0.0,0.053739279792176485,0.08590689097929945,0.0,0.08457555743783209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528912525401616,0.0,0.08527286132500908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293207811527447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685313495211525,0.059529111537474234,0.08000737192196697,0.0,0.07615973441633657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060538258453125,0.0,0.04735688196151721,0.0,0.0,0.09186875317755552,0.0,0.16501445433919246,0.07368614503288155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551795282649494,0.35429252049179205,0.0,0.0,0.11170520012283146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206070442545638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697215694084359,0.0,0.14813044438138767,0.0,0.0,0.09158912018490592,0.0,0.09399693720378452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058856607228152086,0.12212867650400015,0.16703189230685286,0.0,0.0,0.06997402984344069,0.0,0.0,0.07084197605415836,0.0,0.07884640108651103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413692049183225,0.09759204431922792,0.0,0.0,0.061255227110906675,0.061786211602652436,0.0,0.0,0.08861963571683851,0.07819712057780975,0.16328632073490845,0.0799548880927786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129296061621141,0.0,0.08866622910688059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15909086485991905,0.17330618274015408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376705264368241,0.09334575888549093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16014499936210672,0.0,0.08227575526071658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852687923832362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338757851101182,0.0,0.0,0.12829900776350409,0.0,0.0,0.05897956292861975,0.08881592182581934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660907456864236,0.06265183492218948,0.0,0.07283182080496682,0.0,0.0,0.09674953439166777,0.0,0.10678566720226253,0.0,0.0,0.04858887730881626,0.09577258887176504,0.0,0.0,0.09257980792257507,0.0,0.0,0.16279752460709732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875383212997466,0.14744597918756708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492134023108803,0.07724533504694646,0.0,0.09303206681938928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06066333995866373,0.08462301997433462,0.0,0.05919339450612107,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SweetPotatoesAreLife,2019/01/27,"I had the weirdest experience during a finals exam once - can anyone recognise it? A few years ago, when I was in my final year at high school and writing my final exams, I experienced something really weird. While writing my biology exam, my head just kind of shut off into a kind of dreamland while my hand just kept on writing, even though I had no idea what I was writing. It was like I wasn't really there, even though I was.  I put my head down a few times on the desk. When the exam ended amd it was time to put our pens down, I suddenly snapped back into reality, but I had absolutely no recollection of what I had written down.

Could this have been due to stress or fatigue? I wasn't on any kind of meds or supplements at the time. I never spoke to anyone about this and I really want to know what it was, it it normal, was it a warning sign, etc.

PS - I still passed all of my subjects well, including biology somehow. I am currently trying out escitalopram 10mg, which my GP has prescribed me for anxiety and low mood.
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anxiety,joyss7,2019/01/27,"can anyone relate ? i’ve had anxiety since I was about 7. i’m 17 almost 18 now. it’s pretty much all the same symptoms as 10 years ago. sweaty palms, lump in throat, etc. however I never get used to the feelings I get. I think I have a better grip on how I can deal with the symptoms , but every time they happen I always feel like i’m going to puke or i’m seriously sick. can anyone else relate to this? 
I know a lot of people get used to their symptoms and are able to just breath through it, but I find that extremely hard because I struggle to differentiate anxiety symptoms for being seriously sick. 

(wow I used the word symptoms a lot. I didn’t know a synonym for it sorry lol) ",1.8526153846153832,3.79523951428572,3.9499999999999993,85.92423076923076,78.85714285714286,6.307692307692308,22.91208791208791,7.321109707123232,0.9221153846153852,532,17,109,7,13,182,91,140,0.201,0.747,0.052000000000000005,-0.9633,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,1,4,6,0,1,8,1,9,11,3,4,2,23,25,6,0,0,4,0,4,1,0,0,8,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,4,14,3,15,21,6,8,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,4,6,65,19,0,0.12371759836888832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966818626128327,0.0,0.12388530379638332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294295265308327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892872482444832,0.0,0.0,0.1730124427139362,0.12676329979829545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541709966044229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094181619532912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12754741149680934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335017834172193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379778254514968,0.0,0.0,0.10423741252205257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251106700664255,0.08838387699467883,0.0,0.0,0.11307564357589105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19391201667653774,0.0,0.07031156222621246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940306365396484,0.0,0.11082666752569048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598391313765348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060442169345762874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21036055590008806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094666993044796,0.0,0.09541863881009817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577020521060852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586527482063326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234047583312993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384917224650068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12933649578565107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6429497766381951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927324153710973,0.0,0.0,0.07214072651947004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32055684783825944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967007710876954
anxiety,annawilkill,2019/01/27,"seeing the bigger picture after military application finally feeling like i have a reason to get up in the morning. im telling this sub because it has been there for me during the dark, locking-myself-in-my-bedroom-to-play-stardew-valley-for-36-consecutive-hours, not-having-the-will-to-get-up-and-eat... type of days. and here i am.

i’m in my last semester of high school, and this whole year has been nothing but head-pounding, hive-breakout-inducing, stomach-ulcer-causing, STRESS. all about secondary school and how my parents saved nothing for me. it’s not an easy thing for someone with a gory history of mental hardships to deal with: the whole motivating myself to go to school and pay for it thing.
i was getting ready to buckle down and embark on a four year diploma in policy studies, applying to part time jobs - knowing i mentally will struggle through these next four years. not knowing how i’ll be able to balance out 10 page essays and eight hour shifts at a retail store without driving myself crazy.

until last month, Canadian Armed Forces sent out two recruiters to my high school. and since that day it is all i can think about. i finally have a purpose. i applied for the ROTP program for Business Administration at the Royal Military College of Canada, and my aptitude test is next month. i’m so lucky. i can’t believe how excited and full of motivation i am for the first time. i’m training, eating healthy, and striving to excel in school WITHOUT locking myself in my bedroom and screaming about how unsuccessful i am. i once went almost a month without showering. i’ve gone days without eating, forgetting to drink water, i’ve had the anemic body system and destructive headspace that often follows a long-term mental down spiral. so the fact that i’m able to go to a GYM, and WORK OUT, and eat a healthy meal afterwards??? the fact that i can think about my future and feel nothing but passion and inspiration to push myself physically and mentally? it’s fucking crazy. i didn’t think i’d make it to graduation. i’m at acceptance with the idea that as long as i’m doing the best i can do, everything will work out. 

it’s a pretty new feeling.

i just wanted to tell any of you that are turning away from thinking about your future, either due to the fact that you don’t expect to live that long, or you just can’t collect the motivation to care - that it’s okay. your path will show itself. you can’t always force things to happen, but you also can’t focus your energy on the idea that great things CAN’T happen. it’ll sneak up on you. passion and strength come from darkness sometimes. as annoying as it sounds, going with the flow doesn’t work for everyone - but by putting one foot in front of the other; even in school, by doing something as simple as reaching out to your guidance counsellor or a student teacher for mentor advice: opportunities will present themselves. 1234. one foot in front of the other. it could only take one conversation with the right person to change your life.

i believe in you. and take your time. there’s no rush.
you might not think so, but one morning, you will wake up feeling different. ",6.084823799022787,7.1113082040472175,6.159561551433392,77.98358239287415,66.45362563237774,8.577835430449259,32.74307086954641,8.69343788997812,2.706454265577032,2507,104,443,37,39,795,289,593,0.065,0.7829999999999999,0.152,0.9948,4,0,2,0,0,0,96.0,0,15,0,11,21,21,3,2,31,1,37,15,5,9,5,85,74,41,0,3,17,1,4,1,0,7,1,2,2,1,31,30,6,0,19,3,3,15,16,6,0,9,8,7,43,15,91,57,9,77,0,0,1,3,22,31,1,6,31,294,74,23,0.12644277579794222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061779208558027814,0.0,0.0,0.06330708767025839,0.0,0.0,0.05055812106154888,0.05260525929173415,0.0,0.0,0.04299271172506793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059398575051910936,0.0,0.0,0.038539171263505576,0.0,0.0,0.14245770913052316,0.06634694615029874,0.0,0.0,0.07022470971407267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445841844763027,0.06494578050503858,0.0668798455402323,0.0544596276707074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05047713386617464,0.0,0.0,0.12231769505972995,0.06517847488201227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660528943679335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06193289150724403,0.0,0.2587650522297565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041757130452160535,0.0,0.0,0.06041074543052467,0.05681930690497066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12786653324752467,0.04516537214725557,0.0,0.13851188041259202,0.0,0.053776080250203855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058447154376726373,0.0990916974319642,0.0,0.10779051504132346,0.0,0.0,0.06970180334972144,0.0,0.0,0.11181292905444057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06488338335519479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335937348206428,0.0,0.0,0.12452066420337958,0.0,0.0,0.1427385032083099,0.06828994777552096,0.0,0.06273747226954322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948964281428796,0.10306773836780084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04465513595160788,0.030886776691784818,0.0,0.05582564378431154,0.1678468164886015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042200767344685766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548491566921384,0.06706790176772308,0.0,0.0,0.15138812596120618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061059610390229876,0.13447332652312774,0.0,0.0,0.1819878803379704,0.0,0.0,0.06732871478951256,0.17136179449088745,0.04808271436201456,0.0,0.0,0.07019986951497384,0.06846260221531009,0.0,0.0,0.05520247735077186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06431887999247586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355495670297366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06500211626742793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05399071982992661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3839005186954312,0.05037926085479548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05229738538182492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05356727680564,0.04867091312218294,0.06252756919878515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07241988623549858,0.0660927214669772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506923140244708,0.0,0.11051655923834157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16800592363134625,0.2025485629895144,0.0,0.0,0.1105946990904716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876671555553501,0.06175810955034052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037289612592491916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05860685997032785,0.0,0.14116884364655655,0.0,0.2437726474964794,0.0,0.13807777006064031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213750303694287
anxiety,throw_away_31313,2019/01/27,"Medication for anxiety? I’m a 16F and my anxiety is wicked bad. Every time I get the slightest bit nervous about something I get overwhelmingly nauseous and 9/10 times I end up throwing up. 

I’m definitely not the type of person to self-diagnose, but this is obviously anxiety because I only get sick when I’m about to go hang out with a guy I like or something similar. Last school year I threw up every morning from September to about maybe Januaryish. 

My mom thinks it’s ‘me getting nervous’ and I’ve tried asking her about getting me on meds or something but she says she doesn’t think there’s anything that I could go on. 

Is there any medication that helps with anxiety? I understand there’s medical marijuana but I have no idea where I could get that. 

Also, could I get it from somewhere without a parents consent?

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anxiety,RunnerGirl001,2019/01/27,"Anxiety and confrontation I have [another post](https://www.reddit.com/r/legaladvice/comments/ak9b43/fl_can_i_get_in_legal_trouble_for_harassment) in my history about what I'm going through. Basically I'm trying to get a horrible shitty person to give me money back which he owes me. I don't care so much about the money, as I hate that he gets to keep it. I hate that I put myself in this position.

He said that I'm harassing him. I didn't message him again, and I'm not going to. God, this hurts my body. My heart feels like it's going to explode. I HATE confrontation, but I feel responsible for making this guy see his ways and quit what he's doing. 

I feel guilty for causing him stress, but I know he deserves it. My mind isn't happy with that explanation though. It still hurts. 

Ugh. How do I feel....",3.447700000000001,6.248180753333338,4.0355833333333315,82.82737500000002,78.13333333333333,7.4833333333333325,22.708333333333336,8.472884824447931,1.633633333333334,643,20,119,14,16,203,91,150,0.28800000000000003,0.6809999999999999,0.03,-0.988,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,1,8,13,6,1,2,0,6,2,2,3,0,17,30,9,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,14,4,0,1,5,0,3,4,4,10,0,0,2,6,22,3,14,28,1,10,0,2,1,0,14,2,0,0,4,71,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15683242203034106,0.11441716487135035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500660395148632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16613350509284347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15249195095355514,0.15364492356356904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024991550548896,0.10684959203387913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562835559069387,0.14347681446135938,0.2550044870600489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14809331661817698,0.0,0.1592152096408899,0.0,0.4429947710914508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17723578612470556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202258292161835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329406498867768,0.0,0.0,0.08219726343755833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730701272204456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983610363255506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101847478237432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994781977592223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059478763860544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324236365062126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15035459407492616,0.0,0.15908127340193706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227099931061385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191843045542218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944316679119182,0.0,0.17132672513300998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469473016612775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154512725350076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871809769928222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Stresssballl,2019/01/27,"Hangover anxiety.. Anyone know a good way to deal with this? I have always had anxiety and it's often worse after drinking but right now I'm having the worst anxiety I've had in years...

 I drank at few at a birthday last night and now I'm bordering on panic attack territory.

I guess I'm just posting thus for the someone to talk to about it. Any help is appreciated..",1.1392192192192212,3.6434023513513543,3.7220720720720735,83.0218768768769,86.2972972972973,6.5321321321321335,23.087087087087088,7.793537801064563,1.5220528528528527,290,11,56,6,9,101,55,74,0.243,0.69,0.068,-0.9349,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,1,4,0,5,2,0,1,0,9,11,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,3,1,11,8,2,13,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,6,35,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18195954292680225,0.0,0.0,0.14871011530032222,0.0,0.5018695347972425,0.0,0.0,0.15290636311437916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24878043176308196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22544980592958602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21422345945102286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834186757586511,0.0,0.0,0.2409010248261953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14657680776205928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018098394414133,0.17825364627421494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20521666489790366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25657423619879977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094352960922313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186751796965026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18528712403703151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17576695637292852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17357825792235718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228539267129944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408229552586143
anxiety,DanaDancer,2019/01/27,"Pinpointing source of anxiety Hey all,

I’ve dealt with anxiety for awhile now, probably the last 5 years or so (I’m 24) but it’s really gotten worse in the last 2. I can’t seem to find the source or sources in my life so that I can deal with it and try to move on. I have spoken to a therapist about it a few times and found that talking to her helped, but I still wasn’t able to pinpoint the reason and deal with it from there. About the time my anxiety heightened, I started my career. I’m sure that this is a contributing factor to it, if not the whole thing. Basically I work a desk job that doesn’t make me feel fulfilled and through all of my jobs I felt the culture to be toxic. I was always a happy, motivated person, ready to take on the next challenge and loved hanging out with friends and doing my hobbies. Lately, I just want to stay home by myself because the thought of going out and doing things is overwhelming. I live in a big city, which moving to was my lifelong dream. Around the time I moved here is also when the anxiety heightened. Does anyone have any tips to pinpoint exactly what is triggering anxiety? What did you do to figure it out? I’m just feeling kinda lost on where to start with this.
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anxiety,fempotatisar,2019/01/27,"The gut microbiota and anxiety It seems like the gut microbiota can have an effect on anxiety among other things. You can read more in this link: [https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC5641835/](https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC5641835/)

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My story is the following: I got gastroenteritis a long time ago. About two days later, my anxiety appeared. I also got problems with depression, IBS, tiredness etc. I had not had any such problems before my sickness. After years I tried a gluten free diet. My anxiety, depression and IBS disappeared after about two days on the new diet. Months later I realized that it wasn't a gluten free diet that made me feel better. By luck my new diet seems to have excluded most of the things that made me feel bad. Right now I follow the FODMAP diet, and it makes me work quite well.

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So I think the gastroenteritis messed up my gut flora or something gut related, and made me react to FODMAPs. As long as I eat right I'm quite functional. Funnily, eating outside my diet quite often gives me anxiety/depression episodes that last about 24-48 hours.

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I'm not going to claim that changing food is going to solve everyone's anxiety. But I think that if you have IBS problems, anxiety or depression and have a history of gastroenteritis and/or antibiotics usage that you should try changing your diet.",7.326027077497662,9.606684357142855,6.671708683473391,70.77999066293187,64.67226890756302,10.330905695611575,32.54995331465919,10.504223727775694,3.9596631185807656,1119,46,169,30,18,345,129,238,0.158,0.753,0.08900000000000001,-0.9221,0,0,1,0,0,0,66.0,0,4,0,6,9,14,0,0,12,0,12,15,4,6,0,34,32,13,0,5,6,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,14,6,10,0,9,1,2,6,3,8,1,2,8,2,25,8,20,23,3,30,0,3,0,0,5,7,0,9,18,105,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257166652470702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654703731039552,0.0,0.2661141201189083,0.2984383094348225,0.05567352619699502,0.0,0.3757760073896929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683569482795752,0.0,0.0,0.06966423728852178,0.0,0.0,0.07240621580174675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17321246710586366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559708265301587,0.0,0.28205357957007393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16754424571200235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130524610495266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822905518995844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279055336167856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899596198690637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853592094610265,0.09305574242934816,0.0,0.13095576306150974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062418236056404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673392072567297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03999691348355162,0.0,0.0,0.14490245377120145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23239844201365514,0.05464799571895212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653468185531306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15813860918461994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23501187968968698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26123233273898605,0.08189085895095008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398308519857054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14906038690911388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06302652817220589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877985843686996,0.104916319769477,0.0,0.0,0.047738299741256304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116695218502567,0.0,0.15994765586851747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360979703721951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05960139164868001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984383094348225,0.052720761280397814
anxiety,hutchyjake,2019/01/27,"Sick of constant nausea ruining my life. Every single day for the last 9 months at least I've felt so physically sick to my stomach because of anxiety. The thought of being sick is ruling my life. I can't leave the house, I barely eat and the thought of sleeping terrifies me for some reason that I cannot understand. I started therapy last week after a 6 month waiting list and I know it'll take time but since then I visited the GP on Tuesday about these problems for what seems to be the millionth time and was prescribed propranolol (beta-blocker for anxiety attacks 40mg twice a day) even though this didn't work for me before she was adamant I keep trying.   


Its now got to the point I barely leave my home and I genuinely feel like it's ruining my life. I don't feel I have anyone professional to turn to without being ushered out the door within seconds. Does anyone have any advice on how to calm to the nausea down? I have a shed load of ginger root/ ginger candy/ ginger tea/ mints/ gum/ pesto bismal etc so I've tried all of these.  


Thank you ",3.7314451357466076,5.554825475961536,4.6125339366515865,83.78540723981905,73.08653846153847,7.2018099547511305,26.65837104072398,7.928766900206844,1.6738180995475105,841,30,158,12,17,272,134,208,0.118,0.8240000000000001,0.058,-0.8774,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,7,7,1,0,12,0,14,10,2,3,1,23,29,10,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,1,6,0,2,0,8,5,2,2,9,0,0,1,5,4,0,2,7,4,21,3,27,18,5,23,0,2,0,0,3,7,0,2,16,100,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13088147913616938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108160874813664,0.0,0.20492255248271707,0.0,0.0,0.18730343275114408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15237243212592974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164662282638323,0.0,0.11397034170242605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14473808594408333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17275629592985556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720898578858928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370507715098342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937492324372464,0.08846398530546698,0.0,0.11284752056104502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544492875569186,0.09568446813001813,0.12860032060137094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712148474552624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343495189316448,0.0,0.0,0.15454507068850812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190491712241813,0.0,0.0,0.07360815595132991,0.21835271709780746,0.0,0.2836394391552029,0.0,0.0,0.2838105430996355,0.06543474922266643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21381413274709984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661355688352455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815941758577756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13770932523473903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193102150798002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079389512247312,0.0,0.1340335155758791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480114793605336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007037959591518,0.0,0.0,0.1233109994424615,0.15316838981840625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159221420464046,0.2126616976218364,0.15619923638208733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18186857446054552,0.14568476445907982,0.0,0.13943291987310194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743601241464892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291102841148867,0.0,0.09750757686482844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kissmyrifle,2019/01/27,"Sertralin/Zeloft +18 post, Sexual disfunction, and Irresponsible. Hello errrybody.

 

I have been talking Sertralin for about 16 days now I am been mildly depressed and extremely antisocial/Anxiety even though I want to communicate with people I get 100 negative thoughts. Sertalin kinda helped me with this issue but. I experienced some minor side effects but the thing that got me worried was the long term sexual dysfunction related posts that kinda got me worried. I still take my pills but I realized It takes me a lot of time to Ejaculate when I masturbate or when I try to have sex with my girlfriend it's impossible to finish. normally it takes me it used to take me a while to ejaculate like 20/30 minutes and now it goes above 70 minutes which is not a good experience. the thing is I do not care about having a good or bad sex or masturbation right now I just don't want to damage my manhood/penis so I stopped taking the pills for 3 days and my Penis and ejaculation came back to its normal form. So Now I know That It can go back to normal when I quit. But I am still not sure If I am going to take it for months will I be able to recover? Any Advice or past experience is appreciated. 

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oh I forgot to ask It has made me very arrogant like I Don't care much about work and assignments and in other words it has made me irresponsible, can anybody els relate?  I am on 50mg daily.

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Excuse the bad English.",4.092608695652173,6.105145652173919,5.550144927536231,76.64413043478262,72.55072463768116,9.002898550724636,27.94202898550725,9.54385415503706,2.744189855072464,1144,44,210,29,23,385,154,276,0.181,0.7559999999999999,0.063,-0.9887,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,3,19,11,0,0,9,0,22,4,0,4,1,44,45,23,0,6,13,0,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,18,11,0,2,4,0,0,3,6,4,0,0,10,1,32,7,24,33,5,30,0,2,0,2,6,4,0,9,23,146,50,2,0.09712675473270699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491114062198518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21047359634751706,0.2360392761066312,0.0660495238365782,0.0,0.07430170152290251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080040452695774,0.0,0.0,0.14936895822535248,0.1621935664291097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108713255152028,0.19805439921773907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527744341331026,0.0,0.08365513153005266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415130547671274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900172065832262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05074472058887226,0.0,0.1103987460030771,0.16293062744425674,0.15536227691529508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06510201635321237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137509761785354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05337832431701965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490245260103496,0.0,0.0,0.08595412153771771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257369358812973,0.0,0.1838073675095394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752564898435539,0.0,0.07139934027617231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854907930262193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271847751374516,0.06733546233273506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18604116543825547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330625922678902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294571785016007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15513110358656726,0.08120231600472756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154081688764884,0.0,0.4381633919113654,0.07806680635807017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905340012670954,0.0,0.09542654338541556,0.07710779409398623,0.05663539175731268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594269089588325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388633131249508,0.0,0.08013974459111639,0.11457575281758622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070943421947655,0.1972738681518673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360392761066312,0.0
anxiety,HotOffTheEaselUK,2019/01/27,"Got a speech in front of my class I don’t have anxiety, but I’m very introverted and I don’t like to talk because I dislike my voice. I choose not to participate in class because I’m afraid. You’ve probably had millions of posts like this before sorry. Any help appreciated I feel sick.",2.9663793103448266,4.8638421896551725,4.8029655172413825,81.28858620689657,75.3793103448276,8.088275862068969,27.11724137931035,8.841846274778883,2.0953820689655176,229,9,47,5,5,78,42,58,0.166,0.608,0.226,0.705,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,5,8,2,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,3,7,2,6,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,23,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21274892360857875,0.0,0.23932961364558936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814212630042947,0.0,0.2662125521689263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15818650547058766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502149543491648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20969695312509865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056856956098587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29962409563924025,0.0,0.3373055236872004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502102834508113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514572105520756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25813425153845465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sundown73,2019/01/27,Pharmacophobia Anyone else have a severe medication phobia? How did you overcome it? I developed this a few years ago after having some severe side effects while trying various medications. I also have OCD so I simply can't stop worrying about it and I'm too anxious to distract myself. I have to try a new medication a couple days and one of the side effects may be anxiety. I have so much anxiety about maybe having anxiety it's driving me nuts. At this point my phobia extreme. I will have someone with me when I take the medication but it doesn't ease the panic I'm experiencing now. I know it's the uncertainty of how I'll feel after swallowing the pill that's making me crazy. OCD/anxiety is a control freak and can't tolerate uncertainty. I don't want to name the medication because its irrelevant. I would likely have this same reaction to taking Tylenol at this point.,4.133013972055888,6.504616113772452,6.204694610778443,70.40772055888226,73.49101796407186,9.24375249500998,29.69620758483034,9.725611199111238,3.3813436327345325,709,31,119,20,15,247,100,167,0.207,0.752,0.041,-0.9631,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,3,10,4,0,2,11,0,18,8,0,6,0,20,26,11,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,3,7,0,0,0,11,4,1,2,4,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,1,2,16,1,13,21,5,17,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,2,11,88,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994691637757567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918837449348902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3795366726407658,0.14012089652820228,0.0,0.08672608356095675,0.1270854784582963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560877801015717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13911247519454176,0.0,0.1372390888672355,0.0,0.07999040239908528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361285075575632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06271432422053254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06816476334723214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06059578776022785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279234725122635,0.0,0.12460685134624225,0.0,0.0,0.6247461379195923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117781787544747,0.0,0.0,0.11979091340122508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840473176660698,0.0,0.0,0.14552487022087335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345007297078153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28024179305640456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509194172635328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369633600402364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865133104071333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16841922173133275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315730847747415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12596055336339493,0.0,0.08810879982432791,0.0,0.0,0.07987256472723571
anxiety,joke007,2019/01/27,"Pregabaline higher dose situationally Hi,

has someone tried to higher the dose of pregabaline situationally (eg after stressy work days) to avoid xanax (2-3 times a week maybe)? Or will that build up tolerance too?

Thanks",7.395585585585586,10.08707810810811,8.036216216216218,59.413963963963965,65.21621621621622,10.33873873873874,31.25225225225225,10.504223727775694,3.781187387387389,178,7,28,5,3,59,32,37,0.055,0.807,0.138,0.504,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,12,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20374705011702726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173915572958552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7102313146779466,0.0,0.0,0.2676842780585871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290863522491651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842198194403551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21449398041256126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25341792017477577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22999892470876615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxietyriddendrinker,2019/01/27,"Not sure if I'm having alcohol withdrawal or just regular anxiety - looking for input **TL:DR** For the past four years, I have been experiencing debilitating hangovers. I'm not sure that they're getting any worse as time goes on, but they certainly crossed a threshold at a certain point. What I'm unsure about is whether this is a manifestation of the ""kindling"" effect or whether they are exacerbations of my (so far untreated) panic disorder. Does anybody have any thoughts?  
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For the past four years, I have been experiencing debilitating hangovers. I'm not sure that they're getting any worse as time goes on, but they certainly crossed a threshold at a certain point. 

That point in time was the day after three days of drinking. Or, to describe it more accurately, three nights in a row of drinking at a very ""lively"" business conference.

I remember waking up feeling shaky, cold, with palpitations, and having this sense that I was about to die. I rushed to my local ER department and was told that I was having a panic attack.

  
Basically, I've been to multiple doctors since then (the anxiety after this first panic attack got far less intense after the drinking stopped, but never quite wore off). Apparently everything is A-OK and they tested a *lot* (heart scans, tons of bloodwork, a liver ultrasound, brain MRI. Gilbert's syndrome is the only thing that was discovered).

What hasn't changed, though, is this problematic pattern of feeling really weird after a night of drinking.

I drink about once or twice a week with friends, but if I get even slightly past a certain consumption threshold (the last time I counted, it was after 4 x 500ml of 5% larger) I get a much milder version of the above symptoms. Occasionally, it gets bad enough that I have to take half a Xanax, which I have been prescribed for Generalized Anxiety Disorder (GAD).

I've mentioned ""kindling"" to my doctor and he doesn't believe that I'm in that category. He basically says that I need to be on an SSRI, which I have so far refused, and says that until I do so drinking is going to push my anxiety over the edge.

I hit the bar once a week because I'm working 12 hour days as a communications consultant and am wound up on coffee pretty much the whole time. So it's my release. But if I don't drink coffee, I feel lethargic and don't feel like my breathing is okay (again, tests into that are fine). Part of me suspects that *that's* my problem and that I could be deficient in some kind of neurotransmitter like serotonin or dopamine (and have been unconsciously self-medicating for many years).

I can't really tell how much of this is anxiety and how much could be some kind of serious problem with kindling and alcohol withdrawal that my doctor is discounting because my alcohol consumption is still relatively modest. 

My anxiety on the days that don't follow alcohol consumption is relatively okay and the after-effect of the drinking / hangiety only lasts for a day. I'd just love to go back to being able to enjoy a few drinks without having to worry about potentially facing a panic attack the next day - which was how things were before I had that first panic attack and my brain seemed to permanently rewire.

Does this pattern sound familiar to anybody? 

I know I need to take action but am not really sure where to start. Any advice and input welcome.",6.856956848030023,7.792723063414633,7.271869918699187,71.01362101313323,64.70731707317073,10.210131332082552,35.11882426516573,10.214889679676881,3.7610625390869297,2664,119,451,60,39,871,270,615,0.18,0.742,0.077,-0.9968,1,0,13,0,0,0,92.0,0,0,4,5,20,35,4,6,37,2,53,29,7,4,10,77,85,43,1,9,23,0,4,2,1,0,11,3,0,0,35,18,14,2,10,10,1,9,12,15,1,8,18,12,39,20,70,60,15,74,0,0,2,1,16,25,0,13,42,307,74,7,0.05213256030384656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05094333456933983,0.0,0.2228554097633038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14180771483312982,0.0,0.2392875956361009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23723325378556545,0.0,0.04008672092275566,0.043528510275213234,0.06355904976858859,0.0,0.044360969074074025,0.058735543135044775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639435714388124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05514933627065858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324721467516251,0.0,0.0,0.2017271314612397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054105366925593895,0.0,0.11949686132283985,0.1600796535501377,0.09124310967404094,0.0,0.0,0.4596305582229994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053866870705666016,0.0,0.03443306440680456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046853383674203636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543915559118668,0.03724351149764607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868785832504222,0.0,0.0,0.040277486770344616,0.0,0.13618555533341545,0.0,0.05925627083199931,0.0,0.04169517087500341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06177733496854952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051340070594712135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857607836387176,0.028650691758758288,0.08498998937554014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05093867129424786,0.0,0.0460340058610773,0.0,0.043778220734409186,0.0,0.0,0.04432123849233177,0.047051671065269085,0.0,0.0,0.05285423361920759,0.0,0.0,0.05790752205312773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15329372109038333,0.07731126579205838,0.04020784437672475,0.0,0.05544356931414264,0.09784575257734617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103895060177484,0.0,0.07929832258842731,0.0,0.3058316346447673,0.0,0.056454482528150836,0.14929928319653152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478463606593447,0.0,0.0,0.05303755582275326,0.0,0.09976763910944728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05544939500683018,0.0,0.0,0.100192359183431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059056028188989126,0.0,0.0,0.0829158088027477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04745952493858863,0.05438563008584395,0.0,0.0,0.043124592606355316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03689969450787791,0.0,0.041633130001025316,0.04358515475554054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965372844914664,0.05418569135652479,0.07839439474262276,0.0,0.0455661555411712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06926911316081008,0.0,0.051219975807063126,0.04138742961775972,0.151994575760587,0.0,0.0,0.0498148954621163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043014822014066034,0.0,0.0,0.08363519057636766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05820414181818497,0.0,0.0502539277781553,0.0,0.037953124796996834,0.05294314556325371,0.10625506551769527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007149788076432
anxiety,GreatSageSunWukong,2019/01/27,"Stress or something else? I've been feeling breathless for a few months, like I can't get enough air in as if theres something on my chest, I get light headed, I'm tired, I've had palpitations (they are getting better) and diarrhea, I throw up every morning.

Is it stress? I am going to try and get a doctors appointment but last time I felt terrible it was put down to stress and anxiety and I didn't get any help, I did feel better tho as they did alot of tests as as each one came back clear I felt a bit better.

I've been in a living hell for years, first my now ex turned into a cold angry abusive stranger and left (I'm sure he needs mental help) he stayed in touch and continued to push\pull with threatening\put downs crossed with fake pleasentries.

I had a lot of stress trying to deal with benefits agencies and getting people off my back about him because he didn't do anything when he left, didn't tell the council, the working tax credits nothing and I'm still worried about being put on universal credit and not applying for enough jobs a week to satisfy the job centre.

My child started playing up at school when my ex started being nasty and he was apeing his behaviour at school, this got social services involved whom did nothing about my ex, they just said any influence from him I should be able to counteract as he doesn't see our child that often, they threatened to take my child away if I didn't go home within two weeks (I'll get to why I wasn't home in a sec), my child got seen by CAMHS and is now in two schools, normal school for 3 days a week and 2 days a week in a special school that has psychologists and CBT.

There was a fire at my home last year, someone set fire to the roof of the building, it burned thru a water tank and flooded my home, we were staying for months at my families home sharing a single folding bed, the landlords workmen are crappy, they just paper over cracks I was told my home was ready for me to move back into 3 times and 3 times it wasn't, I am back now, but there is still damp and its cold no matter how much I try its cold and the roof leaks in a couple of places when it rains, plus I'm still sorting through everything I had here slowly the builders smashed several pieces of my furniture and I've been checking away more stuff then Im keeping as everywhere I look its water damaged or broken.

On Christmas day my sister collapsed, she's diabetic, she had low blood sugar and went into coma, for reasons no one knows when the doctor's tried to treat her she had a heart attack, she had another on boxing day, she has woken up now after being in a coma hooked up to 11 machines for weeks, she had multiple organ failure and they still don't know why but seems to be slowly getting better.

My palpitations seem random and are getting less but they started when I was on the way to the hospital to see her for the first time after Christmas.

I'm thinking maybe I should get counciling again, I've had it 3 times since my ex turned nasty but I was with a friend last week who asked me about my sister and I couldn't talk, I just felt really ill until the subject was changed.

So if when I goto the doctor's they say its stress and anxiety what the hell can I do about it, I'm expecting them to say it is, the last few years have been totally crazy but how do I get over it all its not even like its over, things just keep coming and piling up.

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anxiety,coppertheservicedog,2019/01/27,"My second time trying stand-up comedy at an open mic! Hey everyone! A few weeks ago I posted about my very first time doing stand-up comedy at an open mic. This was a huge step for me because I have severe agoraphobia, clinical depression, and PTSD. Having my service dog there for support made it possible for me to actually get up on the stage  and do something I had always dreamed of doing! My first time went okay, but I was so nervous! The other day I went back to try it again and couldn't believe how much easier it was! I figured I would post it here because I know there's a lot of people on here that also suffer from the same things I do, and I figured maybe it might help others to see that it is possible to do something like stand-up comedy even after being diagnosed with anxiety. There was a time not too long ago that I couldn't even leave my house! In fact, I locked myself in my house for 5 years! Although I always dreamed of being a comedian, I never thought it was possible! Now I'm completely hooked and can't wait to get up and do it again!!!  

[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QCPChShqwHo&feature=youtu.be](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QCPChShqwHo&feature=youtu.be)",7.883250620347392,8.601506718894008,6.90709677419355,75.27295285359803,62.45622119815668,9.81056362991847,29.13470400567175,9.661875296680813,2.4838801134349517,966,27,170,17,13,294,122,217,0.067,0.8009999999999999,0.131,0.8954,0,0,2,0,0,0,51.0,0,0,0,2,16,6,0,1,10,1,22,2,0,2,2,26,33,11,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,15,9,0,1,4,2,0,3,5,3,0,3,10,1,23,3,24,17,4,35,0,2,1,0,2,11,0,2,19,126,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.11213604068633877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20372239307614215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918938597047706,0.19122942924254327,0.24901088803263186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790619345908172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835905685478848,0.0,0.14009670940560906,0.0,0.0,0.12946474732285335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048143938395953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410774552286066,0.0,0.09897221766663074,0.11663170612437973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179456067100486,0.0,0.0,0.10980187650753603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19548557067493705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200719534999472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770220644591536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651825036824532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631517880177643,0.0,0.0,0.12167359379883573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05613945028914609,0.0,0.0,0.1016921481154914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769277061510706,0.0,0.1087310631945466,0.0,0.0,0.11544301007389166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190184734582125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447241571222132,0.0,0.08862603688980618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966444990029739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886328610005715,0.22010492822061895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13432418776673266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156876544887146,0.0,0.0,0.12981612082083802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17692738449311107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039903728065844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07634140891507035,0.0,0.0,0.09122607592962978,0.2680208717919937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15603332963563862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481317045769964,0.0,0.0,0.0921742460980809,0.0,0.0,0.21304631005942892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162909949032375,0.0,0.0,0.07399857387305615
anxiety,ElleEmEnOP,2019/01/27,"People constantly taking pictures/ social media making it so I can’t enjoy anything Every gathering, event etc I go to it seems there is at least one person taking pictures they plan to upload to social media. Sometimes it’s just a friend taking friendly pictures, but more often it’s someone taking pics to help promote the event.

Sooo many occasions I’ve logged into Facebook and there are horrible, unflattering pictures of me taken at some kind of event and it honestly ruins my day.

Lately when i attend an event I am hyper aware of the cameras and it makes me feel so much anxiety that I question even going in the first place. Then after the event I log into Facebook with a constant feeling of dread.

Is it my imagine or has photography just gotten completely out of hand?  Anyone else suffer from this stress?

I remember as a kid I had one aunt who was “camera shy” and would hide from the camera but those pictures would’ve been printed and shoved in a shoe box never to be seen by more than a couple people anyway. It’s so different today.",4.741162060301504,6.728431743718594,5.5671576633165865,77.30138976130654,70.75879396984925,7.186055276381911,27.010364321608037,7.8658589789855275,1.9294746231155784,843,29,136,11,16,275,131,199,0.131,0.758,0.11,-0.7645,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,3,12,9,0,2,11,0,11,2,2,2,1,26,25,14,0,1,5,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,12,9,0,0,6,0,0,3,2,4,0,3,6,4,13,5,24,17,6,26,0,2,1,0,12,8,0,5,15,102,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345789051844713,0.0,0.0,0.0945626423471936,0.13856890745593442,0.11129063180257304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14179610189915298,0.2922918315828704,0.0,0.0,0.14963999691610128,0.0,0.08721832582185328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129655221950518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297529585436805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15082785440566945,0.08932445156157627,0.0,0.11394515914462328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13676236647176315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503469763047945,0.0,0.0,0.20897149167639564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537195130563684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064822396193346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14083118682058088,0.0,0.0,0.15255611029773208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18054690816747415,0.137111683554083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941663485464994,0.0,0.10430508318958673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832836469575232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18751616039053495,0.11808596426057585,0.14129655221950518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149925425215985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15320005408359713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311701295091887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757193933667164,0.11458803731240033,0.0,0.13375537939702967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15491645498841872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4067332627242249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281912863697389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921406013814117,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pinkandbluegirl,2019/01/27,"Going on a first date and need advice. Hey everyone, I’m a 20 year old female going on a date with a guy I met on tinder. We’ve been talking for a few weeks and we do seem to have a genuine connection. Only problem is I have GAD and I’m starting to feel really anxious about having to go. Any tips or advice? I was thinking about maybe having a glass of wine before I go just to take the edge off but I’m not sure. I’m just really worried that my physical symptoms will start to take over and I won’t be able to be entirely present on the date. Whatever tips you have would be appreciated!",2.228159999999999,3.5641428960000003,4.4834,85.18270000000003,76.03999999999998,7.56,24.5,8.238735603445708,1.41996,462,15,99,8,10,161,80,125,0.08199999999999999,0.88,0.038,-0.4626,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,1,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,9,0,15,2,0,0,1,18,32,6,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,6,1,0,3,1,0,4,2,1,0,1,3,1,8,1,17,23,1,20,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,2,10,61,9,0,0.17724265329221153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463989389355355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053108214826495,0.0,0.0,0.2002337481047229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15082044341341275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16936295078774746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961921105039869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507625103459037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4029243376980472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17549809280954407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17806406826382465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142318158266975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859863492066972,0.0,0.0,0.13480102468857189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16959728205746225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22709236451302514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16135505478871845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509065245263146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16704910314726792,0.1842229817704672,0.2665288343107568,0.14246093088389966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356993548498295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14217336535897526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17999851798137162,0.0,0.12590809555863094,0.0,0.0,0.1141384575915308
anxiety,deadrave,2019/01/27,"Seems like 2 beers is what does it for my anxiety Anyone turning to alcoohol to deal without it? My only problem right now is taking creatine daily and the two dont go together, otherwise i would drink beers everyday idc, better an alcooholic than having that shit feeling all the time even without reason.",13.428571428571427,9.181847571428577,12.187142857142856,57.55785714285716,55.42857142857143,14.771428571428574,49.42857142857143,12.161744961471696,6.153028571428571,248,12,37,5,2,80,49,56,0.129,0.741,0.13,-0.2263,0,0,3,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,3,0,5,4,1,1,1,9,10,1,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,3,0,3,3,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,1,3,2,6,9,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,4,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17236081670126785,0.0,0.0,0.15754133573297635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992675569128892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23228375094055995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19716947959597936,0.0,0.2640605441346392,0.220717105945472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488145113475026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392303216770155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804833290406506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007462751190007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17135769542982368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155903448929221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316552422100244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19241270896225415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20511290918170436,0.0,0.0,0.23127651566538746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694043755179279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313795266785074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24507156170833486,0.22009421612456456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4343797936335277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600530941120815,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bbybelln,2019/01/27,"The world's deepest pit is in my stomach Went through a breakup 2 weeks ago. The worst breakup to ever happen imo. Stopped eating. Stopped sleeping. Stopped enjoying things and forced laughed when I knew I was supposed to find something funny. The pit in my stomach hasn't gone yet. And it's coming to the point where I am getting angry at it. I'm not as sad anymore. I'm just so fucking angry. But this pit doesn't want to leave. And I know it's an anxiety pit. I break out in sweat and can't breathe. I started hyperventilating and feel dizzy. It happens a few times a day and I'm just getting sick of it. I've been to CBT a few years ago and know it's nothing to freak about but I hate that I have no control over my own body. I want to tell it to stop doing it to me but it's not listening. Keeping occupied with stuf only helps when I'm out doing things.... As soon as I'm alone I start to panic and go through it over and over again until I fall asleep for 2 hours and when I remember what happpened.. it starts all over again.

Everyone keeps telling me it'll get better and because I've been through something similar a few years back I am sure it will but right now I see nothing but black.",1.106132307692306,3.253878044000004,2.3672000000000004,95.21698461538463,82.56,5.126153846153846,24.81538461538461,6.297961479604792,0.5765323076923079,941,38,210,8,26,301,137,250,0.152,0.763,0.085,-0.906,0,1,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,2,15,10,2,1,10,0,14,10,7,1,3,42,43,24,0,2,9,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,18,15,1,7,6,0,0,5,6,6,0,0,6,4,19,4,31,35,6,46,0,1,2,1,4,14,1,0,26,130,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21414383276565316,0.0,0.0,0.12510069071169766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240304370531804,0.0,0.11978995790416325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928790733739842,0.0,0.0736316853954295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682781111664463,0.0,0.13416904316124678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404879087784004,0.0,0.0,0.13547482551203174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789873476479177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359702020341395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092603166852119,0.0,0.11541880264186988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06107440845258565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103987060116666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116672295286341,0.189321369697398,0.0,0.06864701576713059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136261405048481,0.0,0.0,0.11925385857508528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809621359819866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189525626947689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147251366613284,0.0,0.0,0.13276464828364354,0.0,0.0,0.12789781883582854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318000778862211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186526800628757,0.0,0.14171954293289307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141843871125977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136830078616571,0.10315291082957044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625297493688648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087595677181436,0.0,0.0,0.18597812279966894,0.0,0.0,0.25648464290297945,0.0,0.0,0.4039391293048697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384194345916378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111493385569681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049332286895934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07043287667114438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248863859342156,0.0,0.09688942901014433,0.0,0.0,0.11197235783415868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556795685632774
anxiety,Chriswiss,2019/01/27,"I hate partially sent texts By this I mean texts like ""Hey can I ask you something?"" Or ""Hey (Name)"" without any follow up, as they wait for you to respond first.


I HATE these texts because it sends my anxiety into over drive.


Anyone else relate? Share with me!",0.5350000000000001,2.9846352,1.4794999999999978,95.58725,97.0,4.1000000000000005,18.25,5.985473137389443,-0.11560000000000015,200,6,40,2,8,62,42,50,0.187,0.73,0.084,-0.7773,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,1,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,8,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,4,1,2,0,1,1,0,9,2,9,7,0,8,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,1,2,24,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955002653829869,0.0,0.21992592107212786,0.0,0.0,0.20101682059245715,0.2945632706359017,0.0,0.0,0.26876050198066725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752487318743051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401575740106341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445353535129923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5676656014096528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045108572549447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131564165848152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221320685530776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27712614165534905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,P_l_a_c_e_b_o,2019/01/27,"Why Last Minute Changes Stress Why is it that I get so stressed out with last minute changes to plans? I’m uncomfortable doing things that others think are a good idea. In this case it’s driving to another town for Sunday lunch with friends. So I agree up front for the want of a peaceful life and spend days getting my head around it, to the point where I accept it, bite my tongue and prepare mentally to go with it. Then at the last minute the plans change and they want to go somewhere else and all of sudden I’m stressed out. I end up fighting with my SO and off she goes upset. Why is it that my childish behaviour messes me up? I hate leading my life to appease others. ",3.2454946524064137,4.893169191176471,3.2877005347593595,93.5123796791444,74.0,6.12192513368984,25.59893048128342,6.574015621080383,0.7128617647058824,534,18,115,4,11,162,81,136,0.151,0.722,0.127,-0.6907,0,0,0,0,3,0,10.0,0,0,1,3,5,10,2,4,6,0,4,4,1,1,1,19,14,9,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,13,12,1,0,3,0,1,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,13,3,23,14,1,25,0,0,0,0,4,12,0,0,8,70,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525313949459134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12331458045563745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4396159792995243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933568827796172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571794939255195,0.0,0.1226900053768596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702230215651294,0.0,0.14474479736383608,0.0,0.15745129674574615,0.11618627701614136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13676249771932258,0.14216426430391818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15637527859301412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387434911874241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19568537340904585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959831083127036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094873548461802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4760318889945251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09202833336001706,0.08875975929179006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16340856676258084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749855999456959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chereemailen,2019/01/27,"Death Anxiety Anxiety gets me so deep into my thoughts when it comes to certain topics, one of those being death. Being that death is obviously inevitable, I try to not think about it often. But when I do, the whole concept of it blows my mind. I start feeling the common anxieties, like fearing the deaths of loved ones, or leaving my loved ones behind when I die, and the pain that will cause them. Then I think deeper about how crazy it is that one day we all simply cease to be. Everything going on in our lives right now seems so important, but the bigger picture is that it’s all temporary. Everything is temporary, everything will come to an end. It’s crazy that one day you’re this living human-being with a life full of experiences and memories, and the next you’re merely a corpse. It’s also crazy to think about the world, everyone in your family, your social circle, etc. living on without you. Sometimes I wonder why living things even have to die, like the fact that most everything on Earth is designed to die at some point sort of blows my mind too. 

I realize these aren’t quite exactly “normal” person thoughts lol. I’m only in my early twenties and throughout the last couple years I’ve had a few friends who were in my age group pass away, so I guess it just makes death all the more real to me, hence why I start overthinking about it. I guess before death just seemed like this distant thing that I thought was only really likely to happen far down the road, but after having a family member pass away at sixteen and some friends pass away as well I’ve really developed an anxiety about death whenever it crosses my mind. What are your guy’s thoughts on death? Do you have similar anxieties, or have you successfully came to terms with it? Also, what fears you guys the most, the process of dying, or just death itself? ",4.8750262237762225,6.40179026136364,5.143977272727274,82.29630244755245,69.68181818181819,8.483566433566434,26.322552447552447,8.950670267944501,1.99485236013986,1460,45,273,27,26,461,185,352,0.191,0.718,0.091,-0.9921,1,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,2,7,1,2,22,14,0,2,19,1,21,4,0,3,7,58,46,22,13,1,11,0,1,4,2,2,2,0,0,3,28,12,0,0,12,0,0,8,3,3,1,5,8,1,30,11,42,33,13,49,0,0,0,2,20,23,0,14,22,187,58,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052911262694233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882471017670563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21240675262425385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412494922616396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619060760464181,0.0,0.07741444033894106,0.0,0.12983019264408846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338328802829499,0.0,0.097200627281846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31284293191821805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06674569656159314,0.0,0.0840451930351814,0.04977390153719642,0.0,0.0,0.07200874347178701,0.27091120071479197,0.07371555154306156,0.1420834961882096,0.16959962744517845,0.038103769145825285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164443360014561,0.0,0.03937196144885839,0.0,0.04282825012331059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660328449629878,0.1492344941574386,0.0666397051363152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061427634102608784,0.0,0.07979428842046651,0.0,0.0,0.05322828259312175,0.14726638207283493,0.0,0.2661734718724815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13602885965040332,0.0,0.05030271036020969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228273289509906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014513977929623,0.0,0.0738358090365049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553260064169893,0.11462781395086134,0.08018727754851078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658005625030795,0.0,0.0,0.07123860282615267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015356097151978,0.0,0.08577502771643039,0.09655379611987136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06435616489059012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13720798668320722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681899915092122,0.0,0.0,0.07453196709065382,0.0,0.10667896063440643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013032756253126,0.14486099195380536,0.0,0.23930647848640804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05116380686813826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06775678140292599,0.0,0.13599953254580258,0.08413562004498358,0.0,0.07264337624835318,0.08172360902091585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048528718203985036
anxiety,i_am_ghost7,2019/01/27,"My boss is no longer with the company and I am freaking the fuck out Not sure if this is the right place for this

I get a call today, (on a saturday mind you), that my boss ""is no longer with the company"". Out of the blue. They won't say why, if he left or if he was let go. Whatever happened, he did not give 2 weeks. He was the main guy that stuck up for me and stuck up for our team and he kept things going. He was a crucial part of this.

In addition, I still don't know why our help desk lead was ""let go"" a couple weeks ago.

It is driving me crazy and now it is 3:20 am and I can't sleep because I can't stop thinking about it.

And my contract to hire is almost up, if they don't hire me I will have to find a new job. But it fucking scares me that one day employee can be there and have a job, and the next day, suddenly no job.

I am also freaking out about my lease on my apartment and finding a new apartment. It just so happens that my lease and my work contract are up at the same exact time.

I know change is natural and good, and I need to relax or meditate again or something. But why does it have to come all at once? It is stressing me out and I can't stop thinking about it

FUUUJUCKKKKK

Gotta roll with the punches but if I keep getting hit I'm gonna get KO",2.0215591397849484,2.6471851612903268,3.6806075268817215,93.52091129032264,75.52329749103944,7.013691756272402,24.344265232974912,7.1686216300943375,0.6510600716845878,976,29,243,10,20,327,140,279,0.078,0.883,0.039,-0.7383,4,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,2,1,2,3,10,9,2,2,16,0,31,3,1,3,3,56,56,26,0,6,14,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,16,22,0,4,6,2,0,6,11,6,0,1,8,2,28,3,28,40,4,41,0,0,1,2,17,18,2,9,17,160,44,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067880711706813,0.0,0.11373056335444055,0.0,0.0,0.09082716962785363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923524395627699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597441187544065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120148987897954,0.09783618806354344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256703526776186,0.0,0.14649502795872313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939165202456494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20761391789761996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20999948152256914,0.1780172645341823,0.10895302830068088,0.19364460522600088,0.09526266729451296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124586949969356,0.2008708326294694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612800394057062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381217645872299,0.10095210465747936,0.0,0.0,0.12483746315628873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234013131687396,0.23227954641400445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467999354920858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421561315296858,0.0,0.2193859848380276,0.12079000744182025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095537711078636,0.07696244663151851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299239477282377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866337821105725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699379971721664,0.0,0.09032067457256662,0.1137099947575624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365862821964462,0.0,0.0,0.08743681903663704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070242310982216,0.18991025406193365,0.13010161678148366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704460566837906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545524934348212,0.14555060435201242,0.0,0.0,0.06622743147438187,0.0,0.10765734095353532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18220860267631786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30745565969806754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268512080625001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RaeThornbury,2019/01/27,"My anxiety has always caused paranoia and major jealousy issues for me, but tonight... I recently had bloodwork that stated that my thyroid levels were ridiculously high. One of the signs of this is, among other things, anxiety. I’ve struggled really badly with anxiety for as long as I can remember. I found that my most anxious moments were when I felt insecure which lead to paranoia and jealousy, which has honestly been a consistent problem in my relationship with my husband. I’d often find myself upset about things that I knew weren’t rational, and things that I didn’t want to be upset by, but I was. 
Since starting my medication, I’ve noticed that I haven’t been anxious in situations that used to leave me a wreck, but it hadn’t been enough to allow myself to feel good about it. Until tonight. 
My husband brought something up and my mind jumped, as it does, you know? And at first I was upset. And then I started talking to him about it, and we talked it out and got myself to the point of understanding and genuinely believing there was nothing for me to be upset about. And when we moved on from the conversation, I had told him that I wasn’t upset and I genuinely meant it. I knew I wasn’t just saying it to move on, only to be upset later. I felt good. I didn’t feel crazy, for the first time in so long. And so I cried. I’ve wanted to be able to do this for so long, and it genuinely feels so good to  be able to work through something in the moment and not feel crazy in the end. God. It’s genuinely such an insanely good feeling. ",5.071973684210526,5.849434881578951,5.786684210526317,80.64778947368424,68.60526315789474,8.974736842105264,30.33157894736842,9.120678840339163,2.480025526315789,1220,46,237,22,20,398,144,304,0.219,0.7,0.081,-0.9921,1,0,2,0,0,0,36.0,2,1,0,4,14,16,1,8,9,0,27,2,0,4,0,50,48,28,0,3,5,2,7,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,25,19,0,0,15,0,0,5,8,11,0,3,25,8,37,5,46,18,3,39,0,0,0,0,13,14,0,2,19,178,62,2,0.20569316748275265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557659654087094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360320651760223,0.23237473102313305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587260151937644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587288098696913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565177189773778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297214293637778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000173850297585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091091546711523,0.10626801362962034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600116146685986,0.0,0.19749769777958856,0.0,0.0939999143166555,0.1749625031824261,0.0,0.11276597061584033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34505133967660395,0.08225580823220438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866306239203953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734511304467416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056521792753732834,0.0,0.0,0.10889968230773037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273047970653604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360711311006124,0.0,0.0,0.10384573131340913,0.0,0.0,0.21861928456951005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868407088755296,0.11709151725212424,0.0,0.0,0.06969150683366443,0.07821946137987405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722326458925833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841029090597052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588615508201237,0.0,0.10154859394029764,0.11041874167873536,0.11650513063567695,0.0,0.0,0.08178773135075179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507575685813787,0.11560386922824632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583526495871598,0.0,0.0,0.14559068264121522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751757971386697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653283765039331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20498010089651628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05997067004991419,0.0,0.0,0.098274318158405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706692075435582,0.0,0.08882642709344142,0.0,0.0,0.12132315950753166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487353786062252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JustJayForNow,2019/01/27,"Good weather stresses me out. I find my anxiety getting worse & worse on days when the weather is nice (as it is currently in my corner of the globe). I feel like I *should* be outside doing something constructive. If I don’t I feel like I’m wasting the day, not achieving anything, and my ‘unrelenting high standards’ kick in. At least on cold gloomy days it seems ‘ok’ to stay in & veg out. Anybody else get this? ",2.530648148148149,4.868990259259263,3.363688271604939,88.98034722222225,78.50617283950619,6.0253086419753075,28.64351851851852,7.1686216300943375,1.591603703703704,325,15,64,4,8,103,60,81,0.16899999999999998,0.7120000000000001,0.119,-0.5423,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,1,3,1,6,0,0,0,0,11,12,4,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,9,5,11,10,1,16,0,0,0,0,0,10,0,2,7,37,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4234465958840464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948574607104964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080323155979834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3780638608001456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16323739353042882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19760720312414004,0.2791974613342505,0.0,0.0,0.1785983694007112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20418408356520232,0.0,0.0,0.16389803935931135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064581217800891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19093188500757705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17789110567381627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504337807759993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20827775906095888,0.0,0.0,0.2238379473675504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3982726568132546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thunde-r,2019/01/27,For how long you've been dealing with anxiety? How long you've been dealing with anxiety? and what year/time you have it really bad?,2.1056410256410243,4.756979307692311,3.220769230769232,87.40756410256414,82.84615384615384,8.082051282051282,24.051282051282055,8.841846274778883,2.1609897435897443,106,4,21,3,3,34,17,26,0.279,0.721,0.0,-0.7739,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,5,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4562111363565858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24896640902477746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6148174277766897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5277567896499291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910206415665294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19201703626893887
anxiety,Branflakes1522,2019/01/27,"Anxiety attack I was playing video games with one of my legs crossed over the other one, as I normally do. My crossed leg started to fall asleep so I dropped it to the ground, again, as normal. Pins and needles lasted normal than usual, so being my hypochondriac self I started to self diagnose myself. *it was my left leg... stroke?* I didn’t think much of it after that because I needed to focus on my game. 

My left arm started to get tingly. It’s been almost constantly tingly for like 2 years now. No idea why, I’m 99% sure it’s a signal of my anxiety. This one was different though. It was intense. My first thought? *it’s not a heart attack because there’s no jaw pain* and then right on signal, jaw pain. I jump out of my chair and take some deep breaths, and all the pain goes away.

Cool, it’s not a heart attack, but now it’s a full fledged anxiety attack. Cool cool cool cool. 

Last time I had a full fledged attack like this was around a similar time, 3am ish. Mistook a heart attack for a panic attack. I tried calming myself down, distracting myself, but ended up taking a jog. I literally never do this, but it distracted me enough. Got back to my dorm room catching my breath and exhausted, passed out. 

Since it’s cold and snowing right now I decided to do whatever I could to get my heart rate going and just get myself moving. And now that I’ve started to calm down a little bit I’ve decided to just put my thoughts down. 

Scratch that, not calmed down. I thought about being calm and now the tingle has returned and there’s a weight on my chest. It’s 4am now and I have no idea what to think anymore. 

I guess I do though, I’ve gotta cut myself off of energy drinks. I drank it at like 10pm because I think I’d crash by now. Is that all this is? A sugar crash. 

Eureka! The first legitimate scare I had was a little after I had a rapid heart beat episode. I had a shit load of sugar, thought I was having a stroke (13 years oldish) and bolted straight towards my parents. 

I think I figured it out. It’s the energy drinks. 

I guess I have one last question then. Anything that tastes like Rockstar fruit punch? I drink it for the taste at this point. Best fruit punch drink I’ve ever had",0.8466278873001087,3.2402256434977588,2.2699136982824264,93.77663888653862,86.28699551569504,5.159759708943226,20.07428716473475,6.638412140308013,0.2504566883831121,1711,52,363,20,53,551,202,446,0.16,0.727,0.112,-0.973,2,0,4,0,0,1,64.0,0,0,0,4,20,33,9,4,23,5,27,36,16,0,5,53,52,23,0,5,8,1,4,4,0,1,8,0,2,2,28,17,12,0,14,9,0,10,8,17,0,6,20,16,48,16,46,28,9,74,0,0,0,0,6,31,1,5,36,228,76,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276216792133442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14384367268308373,0.0,0.06215894630209441,0.0,0.0,0.05157799994271908,0.055796001515744216,0.0,0.4991305899382746,0.05888729807179904,0.04819490243965702,0.0,0.11462232875035035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657758606278308,0.0,0.06842727549734175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06773179300205029,0.0,0.05004264875360676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06361604455865813,0.0,0.0654843399147236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455992009537703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055513400772884615,0.0647623082813811,0.0,0.0,0.056695120998534715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662639849724348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982387593981326,0.0,0.03562090046213965,0.0,0.05012868716295791,0.0,0.13809201699448947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37136395335607625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14150987254162714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327086446635962,0.0,0.0,0.136197935020731,0.0,0.0,0.12248366725542945,0.12563805224128008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661595065139722,0.046074958006662205,0.04647435393274505,0.048340525052652544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842310622071888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16988678703966012,0.0,0.20007889818016275,0.07353819646694194,0.06959561971169999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0592502185596214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06300790340572132,0.07021281486658991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705198260925604,0.0,0.0,0.06275081714900818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077199011399426,0.0,0.06433725107471283,0.051847232339560866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17745299549814847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590725247275364,0.0,0.09425091699859947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16064409076957306,0.12316007296978515,0.19903480122504194,0.07309516549636492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042553708509377966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903008723764001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632395134661384,0.0,0.0,0.056556429433417675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807241311854818
anxiety,ComplacentLurker,2019/01/27,"Anxiety is a necessary for me When I was a kid I wasn’t the best in social situations. I looked “weird” and not really aware of social cues. The negative responses to this is one of the main causes of my anxiety. Now that I realize this is a problem, I try to put my guard down which causes me to be impulsive. This usually causes me to not be a pleasant person to be around. I don’t realize this until people point it out which then gives me more anxiety. Do you guys experience this too?

Tl;dr: lower anxiety=Higher impulsivity",2.0930129870129868,4.506983028571433,5.214632034632036,74.67779220779221,80.61904761904762,9.532467532467534,24.78354978354978,9.800150414767053,3.0636666666666668,418,16,77,15,11,152,65,105,0.174,0.7859999999999999,0.04,-0.8721,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,7,0,10,0,0,3,0,12,12,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,9,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,2,1,13,2,14,7,3,11,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,0,5,65,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39732290325376624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15411890491026198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18168512678513016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5335444831998815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16935051427803166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660782993399257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17142202564150075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18291719556769875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538229376446185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731470385869495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002381658213827,0.1511670043351815,0.0,0.0,0.16366009305390514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16565826538715567,0.0,0.1740395155527627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090899197060616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946009535394331,0.0,0.35296044702135004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175412355217826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19067390425679376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,heyitsLV,2019/01/27,"How do I open up about my sexuality to my doctor? Hi, I am female and since childhood I used to be teased by my classmates, neighborhood and relatives that I am a lesbian maybe because of how I dress. I’m used to wearing loose shirts and jeans and sneakers. Since then, I got to question myself, “Are they right about my sexuality?” Am I lesbian or bisexual woman? I had past relationships with same sex during HS but I think it was just a teenage love and after that relationship I never commited to someone though I had a “mutual understanding” relationship with a guy for more than 3 years. Now, I am still questioning myself. I wanted to talk about this with my female Psych doctor but I don’t want her to get awkward or something. Because tbh, I feel that I am getting attached to her like if something wrong is happening to me she’s the first one I wanted to ask help for (by contacting her through SMS). Need some help. ",4.243434991974318,5.9861022359550615,5.411268057784913,78.91202247191012,71.58426966292134,8.231781701444623,29.56821829855538,8.841846274778883,2.441895987158908,730,30,137,14,14,242,110,178,0.06,0.8340000000000001,0.106,0.8966,0,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,1,9,5,1,1,5,0,13,8,2,4,2,32,29,14,0,5,6,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,9,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,4,1,30,2,25,24,3,12,0,0,0,4,20,3,0,6,10,101,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311443246824302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710286773817772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871682477118436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093057318614994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932342573071825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14658265340327853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219598080717792,0.0,0.0,0.13890080229624746,0.12405052277597928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18805554919244413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853448573224143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266095874654249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409316850458329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040170013811426,0.10819378938421577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505841752913233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13391462496748194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.314294910759639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4518296989010618,0.0,0.11979968822197383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320847169033031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188601130051754,0.21599120129842567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202903733242944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275300647921226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988676117817794,0.13782592329028084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14603805426272964,0.0,0.24231645943378174,0.0,0.0,0.24822510108612456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533758672507095,0.0,0.09033672718896726
anxiety,CL0N3MAN,2019/01/27,Drunk anxiety/panic attacks Ok so I'm drunk rn creating this post so sorry if anything is misspelled or if anything doesn't make since. This is the second time I've gotten drunk in my new apartment and the second time I've had a panic att ack during my drunkenness. I really don't what keeps setting me off. But I'm definitely having a panic attack every time I get drunk. ,3.66,5.351617600000001,5.490333333333336,77.96350000000002,73.0,7.666666666666668,25.833333333333336,8.344100000000001,1.923533333333333,300,10,53,5,6,103,51,75,0.295,0.62,0.085,-0.9491,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,2,4,1,6,4,0,1,0,7,12,7,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,1,0,4,0,0,2,4,0,2,2,0,5,1,2,10,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,4,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441647492319287,0.0,0.0,0.4757929862423844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17618691927623148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925303433848657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18586945123912302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395847080019501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019628652109416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4906986500857157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20027267467558926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396329284607447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729806287208838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340851459758388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658068265209163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Selahe1998,2019/01/27,"Anybody not like driving due to anxiety I can drive to places I’m used to but I hate freeways luckily I’m in a small town but man I’m involved with someone 15 minutes away so I have to go on the freeway. It terrifies me how fast paced it is. I’m so worried I’ll get creamed trying to merge. 

I find myself constantly cancelling on said person. I do this a lot. I have plans tomorrow and I’m very worried I’ll end up cancelling ",-0.7374725274725265,1.4221395934065983,1.8570879120879131,93.3254120879121,98.12087912087911,4.797802197802199,25.18131868131868,6.5431188927421005,1.110701098901099,337,17,72,5,14,115,62,91,0.257,0.6829999999999999,0.06,-0.959,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,3,0,5,0,0,2,0,9,15,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,2,8,1,11,14,1,16,0,0,1,0,4,8,0,1,6,38,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18961199709576568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23287235335476575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678482890163181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195301313527046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22653928143771385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949646664493805,0.0,0.1408643831666448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24471014567344326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109173274734407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107214589694564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164215353727384,0.2589606391047519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23577134023927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21001072503227047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682804708151016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21407120541238864,0.0,0.20451021587954304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5034271268142166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThunderCatKJ,2019/01/27,"Anyone had an increase in anxiety after taking iron supplements Howdy all 

So I have pretty intense ocd which is somewhat manageable. I’m on Zoloft for it and have been for the past 7 odd years. 

I also have GAD. I’m always anxious. Some days worse than others but overall something I can live with, however, I was recently told I have an iron and folic acid deficiency so I started taking iron and folic acid supplements. Just non prescription chewable tablets. 
But ever since I started taking them my anxiety has been constantly bad. 
It’s relentless. It feels like a bunch of butterflies died in my stomach and now they’re decomposing. 

This is the only thing I can link that has changed in my life. I do have general anxiety as I said, but never to this extent and for this long. 
Have any of you experienced this? ",4.044089635854345,6.471622339869285,4.945345471521943,79.0719117647059,73.9673202614379,8.554435107376285,29.22922502334267,9.23628265651192,2.9129107376283843,650,28,114,16,14,211,101,153,0.132,0.805,0.063,-0.8905,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,0,6,2,0,0,5,0,17,3,1,0,3,18,27,12,1,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,11,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,6,5,15,1,14,21,6,17,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,13,81,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13844833747637414,0.144054219945947,0.0,0.0,0.11773122372744922,0.0,0.3973214220423444,0.19558244874052336,0.0,0.12105332047396078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445524959700275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18314374093233346,0.0,0.0,0.1870870773186059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165157492268904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17967685512367232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15660185587467768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753741523263887,0.12368083611487167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228360553105125,0.08458033631779567,0.0,0.1528729194875944,0.15321055058763708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13352499833975826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166968481024388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652678049102604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761307939521735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17094046828201215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16468192170594131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321113816038394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328040804799712,0.0,0.0,0.24507812961761816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.390506315003341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501683767394133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16542875990946448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17642959560217128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114870956695208
anxiety,Carpbeat24,2019/01/27,I'm supposed to meet someone tonight And I really wish I could've cancelled. I am feeling so anxious right now ugh,1.4481159420289842,4.115035260869568,2.791304347826088,88.70550724637683,87.69565217391305,4.8057971014492775,33.7536231884058,6.42735559955562,2.2146927536231886,93,6,17,1,3,30,20,23,0.305,0.516,0.17800000000000002,-0.4917,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4884460709069729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34520593040905295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186152530714052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27698221261220274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36923484446952376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3663389779260385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4971950415366251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,blocksyourpath2,2019/01/27,"Psychosomatic car sickness prevents me from going anywhere I've had this problem for about 2 years now. I've always had several phobias, but this one emerged after I had some kind of inner ear infection 2 years ago, where I would get dizzy and nauseous all the time, and particularly in cars/buses. Ever since that problem went away I still feel ""carsick"" when I'm driving, and if I drive too long on a freeway or somewhere I feel trapped, it builds into full panic attack mode. I know that I'm not getting *real* motion sickness, because if I can avoid thinking about it at all, it doesn't happen. But 99% of the time I can't achieve that. 

Just wondering if there are any recommended treatments for this kind of thing. I'm already effectively doing ""exposure therapy"" since I drive every day whether I want to or not, and every day this happens, particularly as I'm near the end of my commute. It's so infuriating. I know that I couldn't handle driving longer distances, but I would really like to for social events, etc. ",5.745559080095163,6.827053587628868,6.409381443298969,75.69013877874703,67.24742268041237,8.44345757335448,33.47977795400476,8.617729084823388,2.796633306899286,812,36,144,12,13,266,125,194,0.165,0.767,0.069,-0.972,0,2,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,2,11,8,1,2,4,0,11,4,1,1,3,37,28,16,0,9,12,0,2,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,13,5,0,2,7,0,0,8,5,5,0,1,4,3,15,3,20,21,5,32,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,7,16,93,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839632443879131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15984002367764585,0.0,0.12052261643173225,0.0,0.0,0.0984995449953914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16478206128031628,0.13608661517799595,0.0,0.0,0.0882961479199127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18682604290877866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828964913605542,0.0,0.16154042704619448,0.0,0.1310205658339148,0.2440762648331772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647593556741814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513510347565629,0.0,0.08231873310903975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561718531944259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016674890730778,0.15920601247184574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076393482621754,0.0,0.0,0.12818323842714904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981506987445063,0.0,0.0,0.16994436102805646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771941447363096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16486528386473145,0.0927913952889974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16363358504303396,0.0,0.23963450816966345,0.0,0.0,0.14765120383394792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567337832530715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16564284395227494,0.0,0.09622856043626273,0.09281080673171246,0.0,0.0,0.1689205309801684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854333147651451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342727362163567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15707818882001673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20578741852671456,0.0,0.0,0.1865508205661356
anxiety,SuperSecretAnxiety,2019/01/27,"What do you talk about in therapy? This might sound like a stupid question but what do you talk about during a therapy session? Is it just ways to deal with anxiety? Do you just talk about what’s going on in your life?

Genuinely curious as I have never gone but have been tossing the idea around. ",3.4536206896551715,5.472102637931035,3.9891724137931033,87.12306896551725,74.3448275862069,8.088275862068969,25.393103448275863,8.841846274778883,1.8717613793103447,235,8,47,5,5,74,42,58,0.071,0.835,0.094,0.3421,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,4,0,0,6,2,1,0,3,0,8,1,0,0,1,10,10,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,1,5,1,10,7,0,8,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,2,2,36,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735666811969371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019760749953214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339088460958328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289441800074486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25612595752924205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16025584123595035,0.1108447276293802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24068951507311534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749879784950668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25416353100365763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5470855800134393,0.0,0.0,0.5189263702403208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18009104000126902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wushiwushiwu,2019/01/27,I can't stop being so health anxious Sometimes I can't tell if I really am sick or just fine  but I keep worrying about things that I feel. I'm loosing my sleep over this. The more I can't sleep much the more I worry. I don't know if I'm anemic and such. ,-0.5177011494252888,1.2110376896551749,2.014482758620691,97.83712643678163,85.89655172413794,5.2459770114942526,16.563218390804597,6.42735559955562,-0.5159747126436782,198,4,50,2,6,68,39,58,0.217,0.7290000000000001,0.055,-0.8582,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,6,4,2,0,0,10,11,6,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,9,1,2,10,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,33,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849487720185876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275353649412279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681093222433193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22419413761017096,0.0,0.0,0.13861933581635374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854185056096466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615853746316046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.504825495656873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24946250294337505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21087606730539446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22046065309717908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675707961921037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5123048152415594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jasonroy94,2019/01/27,"Cure for anxiety disorder but not nofap Nofap is just a distraction not the cure..while using nofap it ofcourse feels good because  
1.u are proud of your streak
2.u have only one negative thought in ur mind that is to fap but u are controlling that.every time u r lonely the only negative thought comes is u want to fap
..but the truth is that one day u are going to fap and u r gonna feel terrible than ever before
3. Happy people does not do nofap.. If they do they r not gonna get any benefits
4.if u r doing nofap since u r depressed, it is likely u have anxiety disorder
5.the only way to overcome anxiety disorder  is to change ur thought... 
    How to change ur thought.. 
     1.now what u are trying to do is believing on something like nofap that it will change ur future.. The truth is that u need to believe yourself.. If u completely believe on nofap, even though u feel like u got superpowers during nofap, one day when u relapse the things r upside down and u will be depressed than ever before. So what is the final cure
    2.u must accept ur bad incidents and keep on moving...
        What we actually do? 
      We will be depressed thinking of the bad incidents that had happened and will start searching for the cure like ""I shouldn't have behaved in such a way.. I must be cured""..finally reaching for something like nofap.. This is the wrong thing
          What me must do? 
 We must change our thinking.. But it is not that easy.. Whenever we come across any stressful situations we must not hurt ourself by asking for cure in the internet from feeling in such a way.. It actually worsens ur stress.. Instead we must accept the feeling and think like ""it's OK all is well""...every time u feel bad or getting nervous say ""it's OK.. All is well""..its may sound like a waste thing for many suffering from depression, but this thing actually works because u have no more reason to get worry and waste time..the people suffering from anxiety disorder it may take an year of this practice to recover or make ur brain rewire...u will finally understand what really is anxiety disorder..
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anxiety,corbanwolf,2019/01/27,"Is this normal or should I seek help? (depression or something else?) Hi. 22 guy here. I have a weird problem. I think there is something wrong with my mental health and with my personality (-ties). Let me explain. I noticed I've got weird patterns of behaviours depending on my day and mood. Sounds normal but let me tell more. Sometimes I wake up very sad, hopeless (a bit like depression like mood), I go to my job, and I go home and I hate all my life, I hate me for being hopeless and terribly useless. The other day I wake up very tired, my muscles hurt, I've got thoughts I am useless and everyone looks down at me. When I'm at shop, work or whenever else. I got a feeling everyone is looking down at me and thinking that I am pathetic, I walk like I am full of insecurities. Sometimes I am so shy that I am too afraid to talk with people and I often trigger socially awkward situations at work or just usual life. Whenever I'm in town and hear people laughing I think it's because of me. The other day, on the other hand. I wake up so fresh, I am full of energy. I go to work, I am very talkative and friendly. There are no socially awkward situations and usually I am happy on that day. The other days I am unfriendly, mean and i'm giving everyone an attitiude. But on that day I usually i am able to fight for what I want and for what I need. On that day I usually won't let anyone walk over me. And on other days I am just neutral, just regular. It may sound like it's normal but from my point of view, it is very not. I never know if I wake up and when I leave house I am gonna feel good, bad, sad, if im gonna feel people are looking at me or if I'm just gonna feel useless and gonna cry. On some days I am super active. I am full of energy, and I want to work and I don't even feel tired after 12h of work (i work in hospitality), and I even want to work even more and more. And on those days when I feel bad I feel like people try to walk over me or just make fun of me but then I have a good day I feel like people are friendly. It sounds crazy
I am 22 guy. The reason for this may be that I have irregular sleeping patterns and diet. I eat only when I am hungry and I sleep only when I am sleepy which is sometimes during day and sometimes during a night. Does it sounds like a mental problem? ",0.9660461356983704,2.8347865954825484,3.352501201450476,89.48214338765347,81.40246406570841,6.444475512254795,22.27135305168421,7.53845456269673,0.8557106819869809,1780,58,396,28,47,615,181,487,0.207,0.638,0.155,-0.9865,1,0,2,0,1,2,60.0,0,0,0,8,20,42,3,4,12,0,38,14,7,4,2,81,79,45,0,13,19,0,9,7,2,8,5,5,1,3,23,27,2,0,16,1,1,6,5,25,0,0,4,18,68,15,47,62,9,59,0,10,4,0,15,28,0,14,32,257,91,8,0.0568116964503326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03972405909580955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487078701976334,0.03463188284902065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06202365842338613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062404980878941835,0.4396661315529783,0.0,0.09786366181135436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04971629841095245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058132548524257525,0.09491776493317657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257076910472373,0.0,0.0,0.1628580317101741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298056058061628,0.0811725745912626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778515150004132,0.0,0.0,0.05449895597303117,0.09686218895634743,0.0953019111397151,0.13631251049571014,0.0,0.0,0.11250502281604287,0.0,0.06047710728058196,0.0,0.11217957696571723,0.0,0.06038817669200895,0.06403091084785623,0.0,0.038079682591493184,0.0,0.05698676368227579,0.0,0.0,0.0655530700193092,0.06081809605753505,0.0,0.061366381102416476,0.0,0.05637684253838492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031222222614885144,0.0,0.0,0.0601553835795075,0.0,0.1742814261919882,0.08025556264867663,0.19428727651200636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312254988071646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037922248530649766,0.0,0.0,0.0618845923539293,0.0,0.0,0.11450565553664985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04212515305952975,0.04381668263248823,0.0,0.0,0.05331392858877476,0.16699020076811594,0.0,0.06468049295409241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641571036713272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19693038529485368,0.04960578201114516,0.0,0.0,0.05370541630867202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10872224183154196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05841188592562424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277174542538905,0.113705450356148,0.11582474013095564,0.0,0.08747283899165924,0.2247528818427828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045663089617963684,0.04965592677447408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920792338883753,0.0,0.04510214105349017,0.0,0.13059337546299155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038571412672078864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25028022937609185,0.18750239749478745,0.10052703152011763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895171414791685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06211467161891841,0.0,0.0
anxiety,grimjess,2019/01/27,"Feeling irrationally angry that someone is upset I canceled on them Ok. So maybe it’s my fault. Maybe I should have just gone. BUT it’s been a long week, I’m feeling overwhelmed and my depression is creeping back in, and I just wanted a night in with my husband. My friend (more like acquaintance) invited me out for dinner bowling for her birthday. I told her I couldn’t do dinner but would join for bowling afterwards. Our mutual friend then calls me at 9:30 (much later than I expected) and said that plans changed and that they’d all be playing games at her house instead. It sounded like they already had a ton of people and I was planning on getting together much earlier (plus I’ve been sick all week including today) so I said to have fun but I probably wouldn’t go. My friend then texted“it’s jane’s birthday what” and then in the same minute “ok good night”

I am feeling so upset and very anxious about this. I feel so bad and almost wish I could take it back but at the same time I’m so angry that my friend would react so passive aggressively about me canceling. I also haven’t talked to my other friend (birthday girl) for a couple years so I didn’t feel like it would mean all that much for me to go.

Does anyone else go through this struggle?? I know I’m overreacting and being irrationally angry and anxious but I just want to say, “Next time please don’t give me pushback when I say I can’t go to something. I have my reasons.” I just don’t think people get it. I say yes to SO much and as soon as I say no to one thing I feel incredibly guilty about it.",2.874320206282232,4.706787702531648,3.911153305203939,87.86713314580402,75.45569620253164,6.833380215658697,25.62775433661509,7.662118739084242,1.3003719174871078,1238,44,254,17,27,400,156,316,0.158,0.6579999999999999,0.184,0.6261,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,3,2,21,21,1,4,6,3,26,3,0,2,3,51,53,32,0,11,9,1,6,3,5,5,1,7,0,1,17,14,2,0,10,2,0,5,8,8,0,1,9,13,43,13,31,34,11,33,0,2,0,0,25,9,0,1,22,172,60,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944040783853263,0.0,0.10403622167290276,0.0753927087685567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21301072828919632,0.0,0.06592016850702527,0.09659719211093594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449852832805014,0.0787167576663461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626662478810047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997318059182304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527193996017081,0.10431491302752163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120002366524952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825018098198645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875573646205324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860135256205346,0.06735099480014582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641881086056932,0.0,0.09851093261918176,0.0904384003793344,0.2143175349582309,0.07907447255351459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878217181691624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05181177912793404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817588812813994,0.0,0.0,0.08343154299483795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894263940121481,0.10269450929273044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772156597721984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026389560002577,0.17694380868113654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06388404866935607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13071860709380115,0.0,0.0,0.10348704715666324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164577751017956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693171973547073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17935666673846498,0.29988913413154955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987998792153994,0.07257848791598362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855803967111458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708840313433479,0.07577570446432791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06263297273404655,0.06040843488771176,0.0,0.0,0.10994651653455054,0.0,0.08936289203509451,0.09008502770880926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778780617884719,0.11121318764419763,0.0,0.1512454937546414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841307178788263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20091349774681488,0.0,0.0,0.06071083473067161
anxiety,roommatelying,2019/01/27,scared of getting older I know it sounds really cliche to be afraid of getting older but I started college at a different state about year ago and my sophomore year is already halfway over. Everything is going so fast and it seems like everyone is growing up and maturing when I was graduating highschool not even more than a year ago. Everyone is branching away and I'm honestly crying writing this right now because I miss being at home with my parents and having nothing to worry about other than doing my homework done on time. I miss being with my friends at school or ditching class to goof off and I can't help but think of my parents' inevitable dying and how I probably won't get anything accomplished or get a job. ,7.278923357664232,7.621783197080294,7.281450729927009,73.3596943430657,63.74452554744525,9.769708029197082,38.29288321167883,9.516144504307137,3.830927737226277,586,29,97,10,8,188,92,137,0.109,0.777,0.114,0.3946,4,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,2,3,0,13,0,0,1,0,19,25,14,1,0,5,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,0,4,9,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,2,1,12,3,20,19,1,24,0,2,0,0,5,9,0,3,13,70,16,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772002169843738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17254266989298864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286676177713375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690155431198795,0.0,0.0,0.09531313092203098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717496602374198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16227278224389893,0.16335868059082034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600064141589888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327162497871203,0.0,0.0,0.29880960589152705,0.14052263866558076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080021283293255,0.0,0.326758105099256,0.0,0.08886068499017924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480209199526704,0.0,0.1568377581822754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551591461907409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592913659193377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638761535516836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15002774316963938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34722953994219197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685781505031635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001656200861688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13352712004467734,0.0,0.0,0.15653957432886903,0.15824056062021338,0.0,0.14234057716214166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066954041690087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018657417561068,0.0,0.0,0.0911724070869733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878704866945342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020643007047159
anxiety,Shaggy_SD,2019/01/27,"Tips on helping Anxiety! So I've  had anxiety for a few years now, but I'm pretty sure its gotten a lot worse this last year. I'm afraid to go out sometimes and will do anything to get out of it. I've notice that my hands are kinda shaky and sometime it feels like my heart just kicked it into overdrive. This will just happen and I could be thinking of nothing. I'm also a pretty shy person and when I'm with friends, I'll think of something, but won't say it. 

I also want to become a musician and I love to sing, but I'm always doubting myself and when I sing in a small group I feel sick and my voice sounds bad which makes me doubt myself even more. I've had all three of my choir teacher compliment my voice, my vocal teacher, and I've made it on a trip from my school, but i'm still doubting myself.

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Anyway, Is this extreme anxiety and is there any thing I can do to help it?",3.3129500818330584,4.015053494680853,4.423404255319152,89.10653846153849,72.56382978723406,6.848445171849427,25.09983633387889,6.67199483983844,0.7935543371522096,699,20,152,5,13,229,110,188,0.154,0.677,0.16899999999999998,0.7434,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,12,11,0,5,6,0,13,4,2,2,2,35,31,18,0,2,6,0,3,1,1,3,1,5,0,1,13,13,0,0,4,3,0,2,1,6,0,1,4,8,17,5,18,22,4,16,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,6,8,97,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327978307944816,0.12111199936196546,0.15770693157421814,0.176863181946649,0.09898123011122112,0.0,0.3340436110163498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977795775436398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153091944312075,0.0,0.16075217598609487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621246025403742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096136576927285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14719223611472895,0.10398330121986224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245411269784454,0.0,0.07604558782231789,0.0,0.0827212903847555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12871229582959898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17248135238271026,0.1951226076150205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864536009807032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07110998651757235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237442042186804,0.13136752922954062,0.1377260446616874,0.09715795296017347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13966230971409738,0.16571338819203893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709152072815869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961600515800547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115749820249489,0.0,0.14730770269391746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205403562997583,0.2879118560717155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162390473813383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371822555957269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669913992251353,0.18652934525432624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585110305158128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14833123998741404,0.0,0.0,0.176863181946649,0.18746309639052366
anxiety,not-anonymous111,2019/01/28,"I’m sick of constantly feeling like I am going to puke. Also fuck derealization
Who knows if anything is real",2.0314285714285703,4.891810238095238,5.120952380952383,70.81571428571431,89.4761904761905,6.609523809523811,26.04761904761905,7.793537801064563,2.428733333333333,89,4,14,2,3,32,20,21,0.362,0.496,0.142,-0.802,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,7,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,7,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31951080089705297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287861496071758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4317591890314849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20201867468586387,0.2854303903029773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693669130292128,0.0,0.0,0.2270669417483029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21957591543615698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195194333782828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4547622927826553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,panicatthelife,2019/01/28,"any tips for taking the sat (or any big test) for someone with anxiety> heyo 

so i've had horrible anxiety since i was little kid. i have such a fear of school and failing in my classes that i actually transitioned to online school a few years ago as regular school was just becoming too much. i'm taking the sat in a little over a month and i am petrified. i've been studying but i just keep noticing that i'll freeze when taking practice tests. my mind just starts racing and i can't focus at all. i'm terrified i'll screw up my sat because i have such anxiety. does anyone have any advice? ",3.096,4.861003266666671,4.626666666666669,83.265,74.66666666666666,8.133333333333335,26.166666666666664,8.841846274778883,2.047066666666667,472,17,93,10,10,158,78,120,0.17,0.818,0.011,-0.944,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,8,3,1,1,6,0,9,1,0,0,1,12,19,8,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,7,1,10,0,11,12,3,13,0,1,0,1,1,8,1,1,5,54,12,7,0.0,0.0,0.15782040748238138,0.0,0.0,0.15803593504582678,0.14335957865007606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299359229203287,0.0,0.2474385788373476,0.0,0.0,0.11308197816638207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858614424946256,0.17861271100196394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152675983743368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819857447356596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437487352299102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.324182153944656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329628871835153,0.0,0.12908746377913768,0.0,0.11888658621374013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18412514376701936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4910234272394761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13378070700769262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370291862817641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446988646808195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3647915349545576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041456877760406
anxiety,kam2516,2019/01/28,Anxiety on another level I've dealt with anxiety for most of my life but in the last year or two I have become very afraid of germs. Idk if its apart of OCD or my anxiety. Certain things just thinking about them grosses me out (even though the items aren't dirty) and I feel sick.  I have to constantly wash my hands/ use hand sanitizer when I touch too many things or things my brain feels is dirty. It's starting to affect my eating as well as me using the bathroom. This on top of this strange paranoia that has come up is making day to day life a bit difficult. Any advice?,4.294568965517243,5.22190259482759,4.815000000000001,86.3675,70.4655172413793,8.213793103448278,26.568965517241374,8.472884824447931,1.6043999999999996,455,14,95,7,8,145,86,116,0.19,0.72,0.09,-0.875,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,7,5,0,1,4,0,6,8,3,4,1,19,14,10,0,1,6,0,5,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,8,4,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,0,5,12,2,17,14,3,16,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,5,7,62,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16922256198133556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776351614811385,0.18158689381104096,0.3974304030763762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19125587195987787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18905996471769007,0.0,0.0,0.193318237631744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917312691583853,0.0,0.18713839331117274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22336439952088666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771991180836494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437907284723928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751228516264801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14115903352694262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446342932431106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559426114917493,0.17557014868016424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257267596907202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451451567022705,0.11096220736634743,0.170141503377555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16916476861979138,0.0,0.0,0.29913158364524634,0.0,0.1428857856661057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557032419929576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115176753923679
anxiety,Sherloksmith,2019/01/28,"How to publicly speak when i have anxiety? So just for a little background, no I'm not medically diagnosed but I have very strong reasons to believe I have anxiety. First off, I've had 2 massive panic attacks over the last 2 years. The first one was due to a fight at school which I wasn't even involved in. My system just reacted and I started crying. The second one was due to personal reasons. The reason I'm asking about public speaking is due to me recently starting a mandatory Professional Communications class at high school. Today we were supposed to showcase an item that meant a lot to us. I had brought my deceased grandma's scarf but I got too embarrassed and improvised by using my phone. I had to speak for a total of 3 minutes but I could only muster 1. That minute was the most excruciating moment of my life. I heated up and I started shaking but I powered through it. It seems like I will have to keep speaking in that class but it's extremely hard for me. Does anyone have any advice on what to do?",2.9781988891827567,5.3073416783919605,4.445490610949489,81.84541655646656,76.93969849246231,7.0035440359693215,28.564136471832853,8.032893268588372,2.1354462311557785,810,36,149,14,19,269,124,199,0.172,0.7809999999999999,0.047,-0.9756,1,0,0,0,1,0,16.0,2,0,0,4,8,7,2,3,11,0,17,3,0,6,1,25,29,11,0,1,8,0,1,1,0,1,3,4,0,1,8,4,0,1,5,0,0,2,3,5,0,5,11,5,21,2,26,16,4,27,0,0,0,0,13,10,0,3,15,109,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708604607819358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539942317379052,0.0,0.21463711028876584,0.0,0.0,0.0980913693144203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13114865501909076,0.15959579911019778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580545019423297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200711146330136,0.0,0.1540977978028776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423875348569036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122765394558813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265770868335577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386547314914135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219968547659487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566887564409035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822006719444164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469281581872654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435197262030605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908828823762353,0.0685367487153846,0.1406036218297387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192663062511641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14132358253986038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901231126452104,0.106693972785432,0.0,0.1645956234059106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249249432566585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4327127190750718,0.13851569324476026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28395423759161403,0.0,0.12771128308699656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978858724703091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13297490956329913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16874701952212065,0.1211622303164223,0.0,0.1157508027794963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033971007398718
anxiety,jethrohull,2019/01/28,"DAE feel a reduction in their GAD when they have a commoncold? This has to be the third time I've felt this, so I am compelled to post. I have the worst cold (tis the season) and somehow I feel markedly better in terms of the racing thoughts and panic; they subside and I feel more normal. Is this just because of the balloon-head/brain fog feeling of a cold blocking my thoughts? It's really different, so I was curious what you all thought and if anyone else has experienced this before. ",3.6945526315789463,5.66029175789474,4.319144736842105,85.24713815789475,73.52631578947368,7.276315789473685,28.717105263157894,8.07648339933343,1.9698684210526325,387,16,74,6,8,123,66,95,0.109,0.802,0.08900000000000001,-0.5998,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,3,1,5,3,0,1,8,0,8,0,0,1,1,19,16,8,0,2,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,8,10,1,7,10,4,7,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,4,53,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14842004015220348,0.21748972213515053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939426533932108,0.0,0.18062117114648665,0.0,0.0,0.18773040523263665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369570090665237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22177087519180613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17731947342744706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4293085603196845,0.0,0.20380688668531766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178442723786608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20797381458635816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490462637592204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20329039565243867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598185998012938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5055421126499763,0.12377294209217485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,oli_heath98,2019/01/28,"Is it healthy to incorporate your mental illness into your self-image? Since the end of secondary school I've dealt with anxieties surrounding my sense of self and identity. In the past years it's as if I have been trying to watch myself, analysing each interaction from behind a screen (albeit a rather warped screen) to try and avoid becoming someone who I don't want to be. For this reason I've driven myself mad over my perceived sense of self - thus losing sight of my real identity. 'Who am I?', 'How can I be better?' 'Who am I now?... I'm not sure'...etc. 

I have tried so many coping mechanisms to give myself a solid sense of identity (e.g. imitating others, building a frail set of likes/dislikes/thoughts that constitute 'me', humour, accumulating little mannerisms...). However, nothing feels wholesome enough to last. Each mechanism has it's flaws and most leave me feeling detached from myself - almost as if I'm piloting my emotions from somewhere else in my head. It's confusing and frightening. 

My newest coping mechanism is to bare the anxiety for what it is by pulling down all my prefabricated facades and letting it manifest itself through gestures and speech. It feels like my truest sense of self yet but it makes me uncomfortable seeing the negative effect it has on others during social interactions. 

This post is half to get what I feel down in writing/half for any advice/half to see if there's anyone feeling the same...

Help lol",6.2293796277766695,7.950941771863121,6.409181508905345,73.76625175105066,66.6425855513308,9.339123474084447,31.71282769661797,9.682069395223575,3.2342288973384026,1158,47,190,25,19,370,163,263,0.101,0.8240000000000001,0.075,-0.5981,1,1,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,2,0,4,6,8,1,2,9,1,16,2,1,5,2,36,30,14,0,5,6,0,5,1,0,0,1,1,0,3,20,10,0,1,8,0,0,2,3,4,0,1,2,12,24,4,36,25,6,21,0,1,6,0,13,10,0,6,8,130,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544537094075814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519167234783359,0.0,0.1916709112600794,0.0,0.0,0.08759557989738734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835700658014102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079604677279954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046516500470438,0.14091813620132654,0.1109569567588228,0.12944313516257602,0.1397153573906601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167154201140147,0.08949688054204462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06545130621207416,0.1201757262707183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856886001893386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396956290053856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211629651104606,0.0,0.1326487229285335,0.0,0.12810274126158255,0.0,0.061203307589295326,0.1255590158026096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015130026251366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362240482633676,0.12700974860167288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262482929308878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020527240503752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958969116090094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997935101272986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259100633605895,0.0,0.1288041337420838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678554841267445,0.19965679351950644,0.0,0.5227588960621222,0.0,0.0,0.1036292325217309,0.0,0.0,0.12770265059979122,0.10614557005323624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807072671774202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945479616434746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551616328273409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389076730661147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806733492151324
anxiety,laniekokos,2019/01/28,Had an anxiety attack but stayed calm. I’ve been under a great deal of stress and we won’t get into what triggered me but I started having an anxiety attack while I was driving. There was a lot of traffic as well. To my surprise I stayed very calm. Even though my heart was pounding and my chest felt like it was going to explode. I calmly made my way to the nearest place I could stop safely. I felt really good about it and thought I should share. My son was also on the car with me so I was determined to keep my cool and keep him safe. I don’t take any medication for my anxiety but that was an eye opener that I need to get myself in to see a doctor. ,1.7947826086956518,3.4414884057971067,3.516739130434786,90.33206521739132,77.98550724637681,6.339130434782609,21.644927536231886,7.1686216300943375,0.5509884057971011,512,14,112,6,12,171,88,138,0.11,0.619,0.271,0.9828,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,7,15,2,1,8,1,14,5,3,2,0,25,27,12,0,3,3,1,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,8,0,5,3,0,0,3,2,3,1,0,13,5,22,12,16,11,1,16,0,0,2,0,5,7,0,1,4,80,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165495428395902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345076655616396,0.0,0.3491274818872233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34613013806208115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146007968529972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568350289840945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15570721136288027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004776619368947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921292657965364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895891260581582,0.0,0.0864566028448241,0.12759591080693505,0.0,0.16771924118178627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18026981580836487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27043281712499456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432098597658644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12933192251622394,0.0,0.14394511847337413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15325074785387682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127993595979908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15893909180033813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974556884796974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122457376706215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767543040998008,0.3242917422575089,0.0,0.12718398784538648,0.17425959992665885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143796758783415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494628346973668,0.12077089951797874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255197241100306,0.0,0.12075038610041668,0.0,0.0,0.13677937162807235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kaylrae,2019/01/28,"Situational Anxiety? Hello,

I just got my drivers license in September at 20 y/o. I put off getting it for a couple years because I was too nervous to drive. I got a car in October and started driving myself to school and work, which I have to take the highway to get too. I was becoming confident in my driving skills and actually started to enjoy driving. 

However, in December, about two months after having my car, I was driving home from work at 7:00am and got hit by a drunk driver. The driver was apparently trying to switch lanes and smashed into the back of my car. My car got hit and spun out a couple of times. I ended up in the right lane with a transport truck coming at me. I tried to move my car but it wouldn’t drive. Luckily, I slammed on the gas and pulled over to the side of the road before the truck hit me. My neck and back were super sore the next day but I wasn’t injured in any other way and neither was the other driver. 

I haven’t driven since my accident, which was about a month ago. I get panic attacks when sitting in the passenger seat and find myself being super alert and aware of every car around me. I tried to drive myself to work one night but I had such bad anxiety that I had to pull over and my mom had to come get me. I get flashbacks of the accident like it’s happening all over again and the sound of the cars smashing together has stuck with me. I avoid getting in the car and driving at all costs. I keep thinking it’s going to happen again. I get my new car on Saturday which is making me super nervous. I don’t think I can drive it but I need to get over this to be able to get to school and work. I haven’t been to my doctor yet because I feel like this should be something that I’m over by now but it hasn’t gotten any better. Has anyone dealt with this type of situation? If so, how did you overcome it? 

Thank you in advance for reading!",2.954089347079041,4.279200319587631,4.416886597938145,86.43137800687288,74.15463917525773,7.132096219931272,25.562199312714768,7.675431598112923,1.2771956013745704,1476,49,308,19,30,492,185,388,0.106,0.7929999999999999,0.101,0.597,2,1,1,0,1,0,34.0,0,2,0,11,16,14,1,4,21,0,28,5,1,2,2,43,63,24,0,4,7,1,1,2,0,2,3,1,1,0,17,23,1,2,4,2,1,28,7,6,0,2,20,2,47,8,61,35,3,79,0,0,0,0,4,28,0,1,23,213,64,9,0.09458804929983608,0.0,0.092304291626492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384659858798615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864623417261448,0.0,0.14471919763099722,0.0,0.0,0.06613816335213553,0.0,0.0,0.08420341770784763,0.0,0.1076075612527221,0.0,0.14546474267946566,0.07897707021990441,0.11531999383729495,0.10446506904605572,0.08048746321514191,0.0,0.0,0.0836554429894108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16295845814708607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093197549136354,0.0,0.06100146672431375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681487649721213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837769364592076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969451108422658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04782655977888152,0.0675737213193888,0.0,0.0,0.08645176345305403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4447651660325985,0.0,0.05375656819954836,0.0,0.3026028152313031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672877992280302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487952568587052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407420427603628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242188612196274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06313825739588061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107803801450243,0.1509985570570009,0.10053212714753698,0.0,0.07013584003500767,0.0,0.09135372742922399,0.10059546350839893,0.0887644766977108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06409531016352549,0.0,0.0,0.11097869571962794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950871149408546,0.0,0.0,0.09461364616930884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077767728173912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914563114127556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824421182675566,0.2126418609938523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281850150499465,0.0,0.0,0.13389981627288386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111844144549803,0.0,0.0,0.08708396749008111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121640538660135,0.0,0.0,0.05515505220367736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19265722965589555,0.0,0.09239877998482464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507959082291711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27544490571404306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06091160255808116
anxiety,Clover-Bro33,2019/01/28,"Any walkers get major anxiety Anyone that doesnt own car and has anxiety knows the panic , of feeling like your on display for all the drivers, especially when you have to cross the street...i just feel like everyone is staring at me, and judging me for everything.. I used to get anxious when I did,own a car, an now I don't and  its so hard to have the ""I don't give a f**k what people think of me"" attitude ...its easier said then done...i try to talk to my family and,friends about it an,they pretty much laugh at me an tell me to basically not care what anyone thinks of me...clearly they dont have social anxiety or they would understand! i find liquor helps. ",2.2551990049751254,4.147523649253731,3.999328358208956,86.27844527363185,77.43283582089552,7.750248756218907,24.59950248756219,8.59863814320734,1.6872159203980108,515,18,108,11,12,173,87,134,0.108,0.754,0.138,0.7268,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,2,0,6,5,0,1,8,0,10,1,0,1,1,16,22,8,0,1,3,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,3,1,0,7,1,0,3,5,1,0,0,1,5,15,4,15,20,4,10,0,0,1,0,10,3,0,1,6,68,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145022541723317,0.0,0.38642423831527495,0.1902182832073383,0.0,0.2354664740664289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716717535715157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17230831124715146,0.19733679728612089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16089160814652087,0.15132654954944907,0.0,0.158731017169864,0.0,0.17027311958908356,0.2405773776013119,0.0,0.0,0.1538936892511871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300877891736051,0.0,0.17594025080778,0.1615227307501526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508328778292239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128596724186922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253569296521937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16452116711980713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377659872714415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19755433816978007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673153377927105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17130012156651267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16016525319073288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17163932758305106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353351967555538,0.14716907411055086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157785923342268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431705052787094,0.0,0.0,0.1752865792637518,0.0,0.1454238194554311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196103154726062,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Paragon-R-I-P,2019/01/28,"Emotional Rollercoaster.Come along for a ride! I received a letter from a University.An invitation to a program. Now K finally feel accomplished. 

For months and years I've been just living the notion, going through what seems to me a no risk no reward life. The days were all blurred and when I lost sight of the days I also lost sight of my Goals.But when I saw that letter come in, asking for me!, I was so excited. Someone noticed me, amongst the thousands of people there are, they noticed me! 

It may not be an accomplishment of a high level, but if i was noticed by this singular entity, it means I did something right.It means to me that according to the world I have some potential for greatness.

But then my ""reality"" crashed, and one side of me say's "" You deserve this high after living on so many lows "", but the other sides so used to downplaying things.It just keep sayin-I just keep saying ""This doesn't make you special, this could be anyone, and if this can be given to anyone it means you're just one more in a crowd of millions.

The high of accomplishment was good while it lasted.     ",3.9179453189726594,5.660828173708925,4.697409555371447,83.70074565037285,72.42723004694835,7.828666114333058,26.613918806959404,8.4952907291091,1.8301993371996688,863,30,168,15,17,278,124,213,0.071,0.872,0.057,-0.2317,0,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,1,6,12,9,0,1,15,0,15,1,0,2,1,30,31,17,0,3,10,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,13,6,0,2,5,0,0,4,4,4,0,4,10,6,19,5,25,16,3,27,0,3,3,0,10,11,0,6,12,120,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765321476658294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707676107626637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415857801189115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518899051967276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974967876720397,0.0,0.0,0.15750474760035552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735997558562832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061743681185649324,0.0,0.0,0.13376812786602124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939927153224047,0.10242205880315998,0.0,0.1346293143260248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3870552565243164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170781627930897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995378762007784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625157521587158,0.0,0.0,0.21565491230639172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26660014431752105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151095235141931,0.1238027725695846,0.0,0.3990484942820222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746892531602634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4170772132606719,0.0,0.0,0.1654929986404545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465733902535777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428329313377198,0.0,0.19421730894040032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116651155258404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346541122432104,0.0940080650192704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546587702068766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786363599272266
anxiety,marcus60486,2019/01/28,"Anxiety- Hot Flashes, Heat Sensitivity and Butt Sweat Got to love it. These symptoms have started for me randomly at 30 years old and I am wondering if anyone else has these issues and if they are associated with anxiety.

If you do have these problems, have you found any medication for anxiety that has helped with the sweating?

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anxiety,Pennystock_YOLOer,2019/01/28,"Is it wise to start Lexapro during an intense post grad program? Without getting real specific, I'm in a very difficult post grad program right now and I'm experiencing anxiety. I was prescribed Lexapro and Xanax, but I'm not sure if I want to take Lexapro yet. I have read how the side affects can make people feel, and I can't afford to take a few days off from studying if they hit me hard. I also leave for a short weekend vacation in another state in 2 weeks, and I don't want to feel like crap or have higher anxiety, although I do have Xanax if I really need the relief.

Should I just start it now, or wait for my spring break at the end of March? I'm doing nothing over spring break, so I could just sit home and wait for the side effect to subside. However it's it's possible I'd love to start it ASAP.

And input is really appreciated!",3.883246628131024,4.748638514450867,5.311112716763006,82.66219894026976,71.3699421965318,8.541233140655107,28.867533718689785,8.841846274778883,2.143501348747592,665,25,138,12,12,224,105,173,0.096,0.7759999999999999,0.128,0.9124,2,0,0,0,1,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,8,7,1,0,8,0,13,4,1,4,1,31,33,16,0,8,10,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,5,6,0,2,3,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,4,13,5,18,29,1,29,0,0,0,1,2,10,1,5,14,80,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514714882003848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17720849475860612,0.25856507600802964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13493066157098835,0.0,0.0,0.10898933340130064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14968152323873285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17090031270019088,0.1207317665873434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829415926648508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15138846371460193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16951815773001716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789438308656274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256358659085143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15252673929405305,0.0,0.11280706768570214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530942063248784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16215755010315885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716150895099535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905191608040774,0.3237055618930719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16904311945911654,0.19235602392121293,0.2165281062632668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14432284457077008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35885165968447663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15927803664830145,0.0,0.2541300051264124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13944054259025962,0.19935807410026,0.0,0.1355595095778254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629074497712959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WinnieThePooh1996,2019/01/28,"I started a new job today, it did not really go as I had imagined.. I haven't worked in over a year due to serious health reasons.

Recently, I was hired as a cashier at a local grocery store. 

Today was my first day at the new job.

I have generalized anxiety disorder, so between my already existing anxiety, and today being my first day back working, I was extremely nervous, anxious, and awkward, even some new co-workers commented on it.

I feel as though I left a bad first impression on everyone there, I made some mistakes today due to my anxiety. I just wish I could act normal like everybody else. :( 

I don't know how I'm going to make it at work. 

If anyone on this forum has any advice for dealing with anxiety at work, I'd appreciate the help. Thank you guy's.",4.1176760987357,5.368538178807945,6.096086694762198,75.80645394340759,71.18543046357615,9.729319686935582,32.93257074051776,10.018931242160765,3.5576834437086102,599,29,111,16,11,209,99,151,0.171,0.73,0.099,-0.7889,2,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,7,7,8,0,2,7,0,11,1,0,4,0,20,21,9,0,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,4,0,1,3,3,5,0,3,6,1,17,3,18,13,2,32,0,0,0,0,5,11,0,3,19,73,21,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734375624135443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122176345875466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470149384053291,0.0,0.3361385685315346,0.1240987787889623,0.0,0.07680939335767117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844675605871563,0.0917198262742684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770596580892555,0.0,0.0,0.14168780672290665,0.11325011250907033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258971567319222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176524390167873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255462375153242,0.0,0.0,0.10496599880786446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05554325758097532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28031403694196216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248601165536982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876837298209012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676498633993733,0.0,0.0,0.07362987030229763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180175527556343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060370466485900214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935191011760292,0.0,0.0,0.05366696507887311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394234609345042,0.07332545995294103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182802800604611,0.0,0.0,0.1076292831903118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037246561859563,0.11294368261822404,0.1084632261024338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775211116662913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011347514819719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792667272767233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4164982997682218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263216169597849,0.0,0.0,0.3998590798234165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07073953983299901
anxiety,Tryphenatheweiner,2019/01/28,"Doctors appointments I see my GP very regularly. Like once a week regularly.

I was there last week and she said ""come back in two weeks, earlier if you need anything."" To talk about going back on meds.

I had an appointment booked for tomorrow as I needed forms to be filled out by Friday but I don't need those filled out anymore so I should cancel. I kind of want to go tomorrow though because suicide is getting louder in my head, and lately time has been dragging really slowly do another week is so far away.

But I'm super anxious about going. Like shes sick of seeing me. Dealing with my shit. Which makes me want to cancel. But again, I'm anxious about cancelling because I feel like I need it.

Sorry for this shitty post. I literally have no one to talk to about it.",1.6322222222222216,4.2148431578947365,3.229649122807018,86.9480994152047,84.52631578947368,6.0093567251462,22.260233918128648,7.3871296695380915,1.0848058479532163,608,21,117,10,18,200,101,152,0.21600000000000005,0.6859999999999999,0.098,-0.971,0,0,0,0,0,1,18.0,0,1,0,1,11,6,1,0,2,0,12,4,2,1,0,19,30,10,1,8,4,0,1,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,1,0,6,2,1,0,2,4,4,18,5,23,24,1,26,0,0,2,0,7,7,1,1,15,76,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192451505692568,0.0,0.2842627725897695,0.12477137886968645,0.0,0.0,0.10353229189113247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182042138008544,0.19348283037685293,0.0,0.15338726344050907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083756212514752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970631658139645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12877358445917314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06361416507363762,0.08987988854991223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06573140954364047,0.0,0.214505029363308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291190792293847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310135031594446,0.0,0.10255331017074718,0.14192105377871914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843956939625704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839802726144837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13974841305352376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731510630237985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339853319875264,0.08525324965959465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049281083320976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059818310032983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967571722565025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005112383926684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291438804361884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14083587418313406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376175566630702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20224532368837805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236093357458789,0.0,0.07336180172171032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289972914072765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038078111636418,0.14841397577574186,0.0,0.4036741599045893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FatButLittle,2019/01/28,"Shut the hell up, brain. Laying in bed thinking about that time two and a half years ago when I almost missed my flight home after flying out to reconnect with an ex (that was the first dumb choice).

Can't sleep because I'm anxious. About something that happened 2.5 years ago. Why are you like this, anxiety?",3.9486440677966144,6.008471322033903,3.4120000000000026,91.61732203389832,73.0677966101695,6.07593220338983,23.664406779661018,6.742157984588678,0.6323667796610177,244,7,48,2,5,72,52,59,0.21,0.752,0.038,-0.8802,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,3,4,2,0,4,0,3,2,2,0,0,5,7,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,3,1,8,6,0,12,1,1,0,0,2,4,2,1,9,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4411924425711419,0.0,0.2491937800921317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903744974900628,0.2811369460432836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15170057764768774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778060917830829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21167716300400505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22006293038922586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496233025088897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157868766254035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490361638135121,0.0,0.0,0.191581847590668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15945716007814048,0.0,0.0,0.14511019296950894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24309658423006897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22455423236322772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205107799969004
anxiety,lethargicduck98,2019/01/28,"Ice pick headaches Does anyone get ice pick headaches with anxiety/depression? Not all the time, but I guess when it gets bad (consciously or unconsciously). I didn’t realize until recently that they were connected to anxiety/depression. Kind of like a way of punishing yourself.... Anyway, I get mine in my temples. It literally feels like I’m getting stabbed repeatedly with an ice pick for about 30 seconds at a time. This happens all day. Is there anything you can do? Any tips?",3.129263565891474,6.256586383720933,3.94453488372093,79.54687984496125,86.32558139534883,8.448062015503877,31.585271317829466,8.841846274778883,3.718848062015504,383,21,65,12,12,122,68,86,0.152,0.778,0.07,-0.8604,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,0,4,5,1,0,4,0,5,0,0,3,2,14,13,4,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,1,7,3,10,11,2,10,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,9,39,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764573547848845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162094125364819,0.0,0.1907683327746135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19356024528549212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14950489843515552,0.0,0.3993329238598205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20286748360390452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117215295733121,0.16561244975301662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4844660996301045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553761669779627,0.0,0.20499790231321446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414051414506499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22651135193675945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288945531369012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703525315272409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840081428084635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,slat19,2019/01/28,Super stressed tired and lonely Just having a rough day after a rough week in the midst of a rough month. My financial situation isn’t the best right now. I’m not sure what to do. Kind of nervous. Work isn’t going well. I’m struggling ,0.8212499999999991,3.2852086250000028,2.2800000000000007,92.965,87.75,4.866666666666667,18.416666666666664,6.42735559955562,-0.036983333333333146,186,5,39,2,6,60,38,48,0.258,0.563,0.179,-0.3532,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,3,9,0,3,5,0,4,1,0,0,1,4,7,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,0,3,1,5,5,7,1,8,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,22,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010619921519995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850133331266485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16304004467624258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987405116566562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289842182376184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449932455503829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224642092830651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286191224550008,0.2999083988963038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703802246928785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297254067761627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301171676283324,0.0,0.2579388285826497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20885145405281985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lmnohpee,2019/01/28,"Just.. sad I’ve been debating posting for help for a while but it’s gotten so bad. I’m so sad about my anxiety. It eats me alive. But I’m a mom so I have to force a smile. I have 2 really amazing sons and a loving and hard working husband. But my brain feels broken. I’ve always struggled with anxiety but ever since having children it’s been maximized. My youngest has special needs and I constantly worry about him, and then I worry that I’m not worrying enough for my older son. I worry I’m not doing enough for them even though I know my plate is already over loaded. I have anxiety about driving in the car with them, making sure they are safe at all times, making sure every paper from school is signed and sent back and that I’m doing all the right things. I am also my 1st graders class mom so I plan and put together all the parties and events and I have just genuinely let myself get to the point where when night time comes i feel like I’m having a heart attack, truly. My chest hurts and gets so tight I can barely breathe and when it’s over I just cry so hard. I’m afraid to seek help. I don’t even know why. Im just terrified to. I don’t even know what I’m looking for with this post.. maybe just a virtual hug :( thanks for reading everyone ",2.019200399800102,3.7821300804597726,3.3935065800433115,90.94454272863571,77.69731800766283,6.531467599533568,21.692653673163424,7.423996415210882,0.6592530734632684,985,27,213,13,23,322,144,261,0.201,0.613,0.18600000000000005,-0.5918,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,3,2,24,16,1,2,10,0,19,7,4,2,6,43,43,27,0,1,11,5,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,15,1,2,5,1,0,5,4,7,0,0,4,6,28,9,21,38,5,26,0,3,1,2,14,7,0,0,13,132,37,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726706339976525,0.08498080204065235,0.08842174179546326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438793684962292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089280258286965,0.0,0.08171191789309193,0.08872758798282694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862788892719248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153866364333273,0.0,0.11483568652234455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672810156722906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873654527135984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21960216325703927,0.0,0.2105628747014222,0.09612359061773317,0.08953360417505049,0.1015416216182142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746246420336704,0.07591638037469295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103909383929927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19038674775596207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592560345185616,0.14245558590300236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375984406598892,0.0,0.11478540759481788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752028790593588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866408274516824,0.0,0.051916151166358025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923659246284375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590912387736764,0.0,0.14186662717613666,0.0,0.10675837991335474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489146760881339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879481854832411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972334873927484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004556239148596,0.0,0.20354671567155186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682658059429424,0.0,0.0,0.10629465731621522,0.0,0.06807665679687543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075049819026552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754676432313054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790425081197463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109219174651616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20030870676904924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783536368031108,0.0,0.0,0.07059834225440953,0.0,0.1044057074585284,0.0,0.12392900201217714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958884463761716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736284100598598,0.4316727199116805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pope1917,2019/01/28,"Can’t study Hey! I am writing to express myself and release some of my overwhelming anxiety... I’ve been feeling super anxious this last semester while studying and I have a very important exam, an exam I failed twice already, therefore this post.
I am a college student living in a third world country. Thing are pretty okay in general no wars or famine or things like that but I do feel some anxiety about things falling apart and I feel I need to get my degree ASAP some times... Also I don’t have my parents as a backup so that makes me really anxious when I compare myself to friends or some of my peers. Luckily I do have some family and REALLY GOOD friends but I don’t want to burden them with my constant anxiety... Anyways if someone feels the same way know you’re not alone... Also if you have any tips to be able to deal with anxiety while trying to study I’ll really appreciate. Have a good day! ",3.1807415254237306,5.34301909039548,4.5910416666666665,81.85063029661015,75.61016949152544,7.588841807909603,28.01165254237288,8.472884824447931,2.2832940677966094,717,30,131,14,16,238,109,177,0.1,0.691,0.208,0.9743,1,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,1,2,6,11,1,1,7,1,15,0,0,2,0,31,24,18,1,4,8,1,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,5,4,0,2,1,4,21,7,15,22,6,14,0,2,0,0,9,4,0,10,8,93,28,5,0.14018064045665132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14518486724390753,0.15469282255636022,0.2242048150546272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953276425095104,0.0,0.4289512250322101,0.3167284457661554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514854722487611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040491623950027,0.14452008499954075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214983206501896,0.0,0.28351817508741245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21660643016739056,0.0,0.07323859889603128,0.0,0.0,0.2351537407792005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770396139545155,0.11426593163301965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848518012946739,0.0,0.12378207375161128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935716660253272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039421686761613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15565401196677206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342543040494195,0.14261410719435494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26940992342092784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877460175554835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793893659783525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817404587531221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09517345317115868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156637092810447,0.08268217369649042,0.11126886752276094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tylorjain,2019/01/28,"Anyone else also feeling like their head is full of ideas, thoughts, predictions, and fears but don't want to think about any of them so they all stay unresolved and your head feels like a hot soup of shit thoughts? I've had this for almost four years now and I think this is the cause for my depression. I don't want to think about harmful things because it seems like the more I think about it the more emotional I get and after a good 5 min of trying to think about my problems etc. I shut down emotionally. Wanted to know if people can relate to this and if so, how they dealt/are dealing with it right now.",5.851080139372819,5.604538056910571,5.3652961672473864,87.89268292682928,66.8048780487805,8.654587688734031,27.32752613240418,7.957251820313856,1.3234306620209066,483,12,105,5,7,147,78,123,0.136,0.746,0.118,-0.523,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,4,0,10,9,1,1,5,0,6,3,3,2,1,30,21,12,0,6,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,12,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,3,3,12,4,18,18,5,10,0,1,0,0,6,4,1,5,8,68,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423266661311663,0.0,0.0,0.11366450552939775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665599150033127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938339502785644,0.1456330758790426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664356493482664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14601076686254244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653390915388648,0.12241980278516358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873471571426356,0.3197632303614313,0.0,0.0,0.1585169773552497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15994026149676574,0.14373443840649067,0.2030811107841342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742591467284501,0.0,0.0,0.1192152526364949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.291740971827826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604519812695138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811312726876221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083184734532397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853781672986688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360030388913365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213816562758326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939345209735478,0.0,0.0,0.14589850473273744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149592857899308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944275115184715,0.4553686287088438,0.0,0.22567703316069015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649965360101022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25150294083606217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152963360320024
anxiety,drexeledu,2019/01/28,"Too scared to go to doctor I have been struggling mentally for the past 10 years. I always knew something was wrong with me but refused to go see anyone who could help because I didn't want them to confirm all of my assumptions. I am about to turn 20 and do not want my issues to follow me into this new era in my life.

*Some of my symptoms are (i am not asking for a diagnosis plz don't yell at me) :* 

I am constantly thinking, like when someone is talking to me I am too busy thinking about what the other person is thinking or about something that is completely irrelevant, therefore not listening to what the person is saying to me and feeling like shit when I ask them to repeat or pretend that I listened. My focus is never on what it should be. One time i was in an interview and the woman told me all about the company and then asked me to summarize what she said and I had to make a crappy response that meant absolutely nothing

My social cues are getting worse everyday, I cannot even talk to my best friend normally because I am always thinking that she hates me and Im self conscious around her

Nervous habits: I bite my lips to the point of bleeding and bite all of the skin off, same goes with fingers (this is getting worse)

If I do something to one side of my body, I have to do it to the other. My boy will freeze if I don't. For example, If I scratch my right arm, I need to scratch my left arm afterwards or I feel uncomfortable and my body stops working. 

I have gained 30 pounds in 1.5 years (ever since start of college) because I eat when stressed and cant stop. 

Mood Swings: I can be perfectly happy one second, and the next i am questioning life and getting really upset 

I have to consciously think about not moving in order to stop moving my body (constantly moving). 

When someone sits next to me, I have trouble breathing for fear that that they can hear me breathing. Sometimes I stop breathing fro extended periods of time and in class I cannot focus on the lecture at all. 

Lastly, and most scarily, when I am doing anything normal, like walking down the street or driving or waiting for the train, I get these images that pop into my mind what the worst case scenario would be in that situation and I am scared that that is going to happen, so it consumes my mind. My body has to stop itself from getting into car accidents after i have thought about swerving into another car. 

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I guess the advice I'm asking for is how to push myself to go to the doctor. I put it off every time I get the opportunity. Obviously something I wrong with me and I need to be told that there is something wrong with me so I can stop worrying about it and get the help I need. Also, if anyone else is struggling with anything I mentioned above, can you give me some advise on how you resolve or relieve it.

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Thanks so much and please let me know if this is the right subreddit to ask this on (Im new)!

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anxiety,yaseenarsalan,2019/01/28,"Weighted blankets? I usually get anxiety and night and keeps me up. What I found that helped me was using a weighted blanket. I made a video also about their benefits. SO, my goal is just to help at least one person. 

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 [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mmk0RaRYIc8&t=2s](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mmk0RaRYIc8&t=2s) ",12.74462121212121,18.249965431818183,5.506363636363638,68.64621212121216,65.13636363636364,6.56969696969697,27.787878787878785,7.793537801064563,2.384996969696969,285,9,32,4,6,68,38,44,0.039,0.8270000000000001,0.134,0.6298,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,2,0,7,7,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,7,1,4,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,24,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14675548260507554,0.0,0.5965096008245617,0.22298868965462051,0.0,0.0,0.14038713670868855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20121281048565948,0.0,0.0,0.09587810077752207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24601013119390214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631150117273184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736446777243188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722147569780008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435333000195332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16023669461026627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15849652996610875,0.2021139222868912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44693940826099865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22298868965462051,0.0
anxiety,MichealScarn92,2019/01/28,"Trouble Falling Asleep Generally im not too bad these days but have the occasional wobble.  
Tonight i cannot sleep,  ive had high anxiety now for the past 3-4 hours.  I am tired but i go to close my eyes as im about to drift off,  that exact point between awake and asleep I feel like I have those pulsing adrenaline rushes that force me awake,   Once awake i feel sort of detached from whats around me sort of like very brief periods of depersonalisation that tend to settle adter 30 seconds or so.  This has repeated 4 times so far.   I have a feeling its going to be one of those nights. 
A lot of mental effort is going into nit allowing this to ball into a panic attack. ",3.7064444444444464,4.960741755555556,5.058703703703706,82.8391666666667,72.18518518518519,7.77037037037037,25.35185185185185,8.238735603445708,1.450051851851852,527,16,108,8,10,176,95,135,0.14400000000000002,0.779,0.077,-0.8507,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,1,1,5,0,10,5,4,1,1,18,17,7,0,0,4,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,5,0,0,3,1,0,7,2,4,0,2,1,4,11,2,19,15,1,24,0,0,1,0,0,8,0,4,11,66,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470445444343846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683896790632461,0.0,0.2151931975848495,0.0,0.0,0.1579380489498316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199050446781498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869301248486416,0.13513367456842112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.322506550674836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998545725115836,0.0,0.0,0.18628137125319372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4086436639514093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848249413877027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16081436948475406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906255908408619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17751086773229002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014458466944989,0.1281775609790882,0.0,0.0,0.22193477965377328,0.0,0.0,0.18057159433040929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17881434182817818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892934331879305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029886662698052,0.21740794584217996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560741918772816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HeresMePatrick,2019/01/28,"Does anyone have a similar daily schedule? 90 percent of the time my daily schedule goes as follows. Get up after a pretty miserable night of sleep. Go down and take care of my animals. Then I spend the next 12 hours or so switching between the same handful of apps and websites on my phone. Sometimes with the tv on for background noise. All the while I’m scanning my body for reasons to go into panic mode. Along with trying to fight off oncoming panic attacks and talk myself down. I do this until I reach an acceptable time to go to bed. I want to break this cycle but I psyche myself out so bad when I try to plan on leaving the house. I guess it doesn’t help that I live in the middle of nowhere and my only friend now lives thousands of miles away. 

Ugh now I feel like I’m complaining and feeling sorry for myself. Which I hate. Anyways I’m just curious if anyone else experiences anything similar. ",2.513208489388269,4.924825089887642,3.7790262172284654,85.58204744069914,79.0,5.9780274656679175,25.61922596754057,7.1686216300943375,1.3720739076154809,718,28,132,9,18,234,119,178,0.14400000000000002,0.733,0.123,-0.73,0,0,0,0,1,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,7,13,3,3,10,0,3,3,3,1,1,22,18,15,0,2,4,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,10,0,0,4,1,1,4,1,9,0,1,0,4,18,4,33,18,3,32,0,1,1,0,6,13,0,3,15,89,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21043551160881147,0.15418255142713344,0.12383061883283634,0.0,0.0,0.1711905128407374,0.1413790873962327,0.0,0.12564289159803213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16714719777981515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534224073080231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13168436118489152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12570510717637712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14719641360702165,0.0,0.0,0.15217245332279652,0.10750155353911628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625897307607297,0.0,0.0786185737016487,0.0,0.25656044161318536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16576854413987488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14856592709914546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086226924487854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14819057403027872,0.17363147348273833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15933453438187695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07351597740315295,0.0,0.2657497613245933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600351200879842,0.1412134622420541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444534267184668,0.0,0.3531071536882109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530902811681423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15471650403534584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15058672982471236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14882664546587698,0.1684478642885591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314077116658733,0.12094856170437088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754899295660103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20432944527513652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875585640022805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mysterado,2019/01/28,"Recent Events have left me anxious (M/15) (First Post) My father has been Verbally abusing me for the past 10 Years if my life. Recently it’s gotten worse and I’ve been forced to move in with my Grandmother. School starts tomorrow and I’m scared to go because I’m afraid that I will have to confront him again as he’s been to my door multiple times to try and talk to me. He manipulates me emotionally to make me feel like the person who’s done everything wrong. I can’t move with my mum and step dad because he’ll just find out where I live and try to confront me there, I can’t get a restraining order because even if I do he’ll still try to confront me even if I call the cops and will probably even destroy my phone to make sure I don’t contact them and I can’t go anywhere without thinking he’ll pop up around the corner. 2 days ago it was at its worst, every time a car door slammed shut or a car engine stopped I would jump and go into full breakdown mode and have a panic attack. Even right now as I’m walking my heart is racing thinking he’s going to pop up out of nowhere. I can’t eat, I can’t drink, I can barely sleep and whenever I do do one of those things the food/drink feels weird going down and I feel weird afterwards. I’m in a constant state of this and I’ve been like this for the past 7 Days. It’s hit a point where now my mum and step dad don’t trust me and that they now invade my privacy to check if there’s any mention of suicide or drugs in my messages. I’m happy that they’re trying to look after me but they’ve now restricted everything on my phone and I can’t use anything. I’m terrified of everything that’s going on at the moment and I don’t know how to fix it. My dad will keep going until everything is his way. I fucking hate it.",2.9797308183515057,3.8372214244031824,4.253433539640437,89.43712840161119,73.48275862068967,7.494999508792612,25.36879850672954,7.793537801064563,1.1392625798212004,1395,43,314,18,27,460,183,377,0.13,0.8420000000000001,0.027000000000000003,-0.9838,0,0,3,0,0,1,24.0,0,0,2,1,17,19,7,3,13,0,29,7,2,5,1,49,62,27,1,5,9,6,3,2,0,7,2,0,2,1,15,22,2,4,7,1,1,15,10,14,0,2,7,4,42,5,42,47,2,67,0,0,1,1,25,22,1,6,28,184,57,1,0.0,0.10879790981043544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139754665150906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062444321081301074,0.0,0.0,0.10373639923503884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556435946564481,0.08174394354111689,0.0,0.10446448197814652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16792746640233874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376385032090964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923047732257136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184393837584787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396911519575876,0.0,0.1799075800337002,0.10648814126542264,0.09396015834838006,0.0,0.10329105064643003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425988551792721,0.0,0.07736673631477532,0.0,0.3301064670384309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928882135979073,0.06559997932103509,0.0,0.0,0.08392661798189477,0.07810651356703266,0.11103546080751604,0.0,0.0,0.08489096704408695,0.04797490491335856,0.0,0.3653048530381658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774968964528163,0.0,0.0906584270149001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881336730833358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161850426843334,0.0,0.0,0.0504647577881233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976840641179092,0.0,0.06485889201693401,0.08972236100118712,0.0,0.08108338100025675,0.0,0.07711008600975944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258813925488342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19519142451270724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06222316810745436,0.0,0.0,0.10773714991768768,0.0,0.0,0.1753151890803288,0.0,0.08017826933593827,0.0,0.0,0.08680454493445837,0.0,0.08794320983834457,0.0,0.09900315388843932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18133271954942246,0.0,0.0,0.0784182646126209,0.0,0.0,0.09193309762062536,0.09293205867851724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189156842211564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06499438692353958,0.0,0.0733317659187385,0.07677002344014434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004419232929456,0.0,0.08654421454907295,0.0,0.0,0.07380566034172395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061004618095997484,0.11767582917547065,0.0,0.0,0.10708808730276903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493732777517537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930753626279613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288661197355066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851626741093249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357777798632913,0.06523002536496735,0.10039649953822052,0.0,0.05913245253039995
anxiety,hedonism-00,2019/01/28,"Anyone else’s pupils go different sizes? I suffer with depersonalization along with my anxiety, so this could be the cause, but I was just curious as to whether anyone else experiences this.",8.942727272727273,10.023509484848486,8.723787878787878,61.90568181818182,60.21212121212122,12.660606060606062,34.68181818181819,12.161744961471696,4.696527272727273,155,6,25,5,2,50,28,33,0.107,0.805,0.08800000000000001,0.09,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,8,4,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,5,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20747086125188466,0.0,0.0,0.3792652788822912,0.5557625508996689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27860194451204673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165348932471466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833511995460184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4531134708746627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26529024702312903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413188692136778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MsLisaGhercondo,2019/01/28,"I am panicking over a pill I have to take. Help me. I have to take a pill pretty soon, like 5 minutes. I am terrified right now. It is huge. It is 500 mg. I have to treat my ear, but i seriously can;t I can't.. I don't know what to do.",-3.6449898989898974,-2.2544612363636354,0.5242424242424271,102.18858585858587,106.8181818181818,4.6262626262626245,13.383838383838384,6.42735559955562,-0.8272222222222223,172,4,50,3,9,64,35,55,0.131,0.684,0.185,0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,10,3,1,0,0,2,13,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,10,2,5,13,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,33,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992919048415742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245394862663172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21814636016031336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4542697899479593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3813243165793468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6714526090124031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,r2805869,2019/01/28,"Todays a bad day I have good days and i have bad days and i have days where i am convinced the sky is falling and i have days where im totally okay and feel happy to be alive and i think today is a bad day. Not quite there to sky is falling. But yeah, not so great. ",-2.1611666666666665,-0.3454001166666636,0.3833333333333345,104.18833333333336,100.16666666666666,3.333333333333334,13.333333333333336,5.033348758259628,-1.461666666666666,203,4,53,1,9,68,33,60,0.237,0.5379999999999999,0.225,-0.2306,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,3,2,9,0,0,0,1,11,11,7,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,1,6,5,2,10,1,14,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,8,33,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4509234206374311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6965816777613372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102268912890353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099085508606064,0.0,0.1984708716781756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19163288610318613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19445071447952567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19147167921797564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534849292776995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412727026970861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ponchoers,2019/01/28,Has anyone dealt with Pregabalin? Any thoughts? A friend of mine suggested that I should try since it requires no prescription but idk. First time considering medication.  ,6.367222222222222,10.304011555555556,4.961018518518519,71.51708333333335,81.59259259259258,10.107407407407408,32.675925925925924,9.516144504307137,4.777303703703703,140,7,20,5,4,41,27,27,0.129,0.795,0.076,-0.1179,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,12,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29258238843064865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008383715922797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3659674714323458,0.0,0.0,0.3324073952709414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4334281062241076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35590436866466924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415676791017716,0.2508802066621905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921091460038155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NdN124,2019/01/28,Creatine Has anybody used creatine powder and experienced reduced anxiety and depression? I don't know if it's just a placebo effect but I feel I have had less anxiety and depression. I've only been taking it for a week.  I'm also taking buspar. The buspar had become mostly ineffective.,3.061940700808627,6.14059832075472,6.064743935309978,65.06698113207547,84.66037735849056,9.066307277628033,28.32614555256065,9.23628265651192,4.029244743935311,233,11,32,8,7,84,39,53,0.243,0.715,0.043,-0.8847,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,2,0,11,12,6,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,2,3,0,1,9,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312947391070589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4425157490899781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31942851424951674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4982216077895789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14624186889780874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895160330233454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21997017769672406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4349254405156481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497992776633573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320004652338995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,saskpackersfan,2019/01/28,"Panic attacks Hi guys, first time poster here. I want to start out this post by saying that I am posting here, because alot of the stories I am reading do not match mine. Everyone keeps saying that they have been dealing with anxiety for years.... I have not.

About a week and a half ago, completely out of the blue I suffered my first panic attack. It was awful. I knew what was going on (I can thank the Sopranos for that), however i still thought i was going to die. Ended up running to the neighbour's to drive me to the hospital lol.

This is where the problem starts. The week after was awful. I was always agitated, felt completely wrong. Always on the verge of it happening again. Twice I had to take lorazepam as I knew if I didn't it would happen again.

Cue this last weekend and everything feels good. I am good to go. Didn't take the medicine out of the house. Well, earlier today I almost melted down again at work. I had to leave. Left arm was going numb, breath was hard to catch, could barely talk, felt like I was detaching from my brain. What is going on?
Before the panic attack, I never dealt with any of this, not even a bit, no depression... nothing. Now I'm a completely different person and it's been awful. I see people posting here that are dealing with it for 10 plus years. Ya.... kudos to you, cause it's been a week and its AWFUL.

Has this been the experience for anyone else? Just looking to reaffirm that I'm not alone here. I'm just about 30, in great shape (run triathlons), and male. People keep saying I'm dealing with something subconscious... but I dont know. I'm genuinely a really happy dude. I don't know. Guidance.",1.5141795665634703,4.05570479876161,2.922523219814241,89.24898606811146,84.60371517027862,5.752941176470588,21.193498452012385,7.1686216300943375,0.7896984520123841,1282,41,251,19,38,416,176,323,0.118,0.804,0.079,-0.8075,2,1,1,0,0,0,63.0,0,2,1,3,16,18,3,3,19,5,31,4,3,1,1,39,61,9,1,5,8,0,4,1,1,1,1,3,0,3,19,13,0,2,8,2,0,9,10,11,1,4,21,10,28,7,41,38,2,48,0,2,3,0,15,14,0,3,23,169,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459374589624558,0.0,0.08426389809757459,0.08715384434727383,0.0,0.0,0.14003879728107174,0.0,0.0,0.05722476918554384,0.0,0.06437438868236879,0.0,0.0,0.05883951685835553,0.08622144394360116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28719773547559324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05129695456893783,0.0,0.07160530635722133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186981840445124,0.0,0.0,0.09393903892882237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644505428599952,0.0,0.0,0.26468848334984946,0.0,0.0,0.06718679094055396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26026433537204563,0.07247812421537027,0.0,0.08733423672074933,0.08791866068867121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862297260555984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029638406882008,0.0,0.07453177129953911,0.0,0.0,0.055580168267968334,0.0,0.0,0.08040876755333254,0.07562844008798998,0.08231467962517752,0.0,0.0,0.042548681846572366,0.0,0.1615940641529555,0.0,0.0,0.14315560273100386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23912143462345886,0.14116176782473616,0.0,0.09277548329612076,0.0,0.08332156050151149,0.14882683134800193,0.08957905748750017,0.0753817178688728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709760423060558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14959246852726316,0.0,0.0,0.0924930903698941,0.06859334177721149,0.0,0.0891025183934603,0.09142903517985228,0.0,0.0,0.041111355765964516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066466249253962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490153562135527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074403024016487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961950789113882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667779163787745,0.0734763846735034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417768244072769,0.0,0.0,0.08052002145218902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417260091075356,0.0,0.0539085350908563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007579640989212,0.0,0.0,0.06705651861622414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06478264937735037,0.0,0.0,0.11912336384322447,0.0,0.06720216195808315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654039732227415,0.06763644482807146,0.0,0.07747385644720453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06680556441787966,0.049068441871949336,0.0,0.0797641982946385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049633749256609086,0.0,0.20249975040441795,0.0,0.07566080205419022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06126207756563847,0.0,0.0,0.05977762398309115,0.09200462770075044,0.0,0.1083794615373136
anxiety,Jacobysbigpapi,2019/01/28,"Wife has fear that every time I, or one of our children leave the house she is never going to see us anymore..... Today my wife was on a business trip with her sister and another colleague and I receive a txt from her saying ""if my sister txt you, I am ok"". I immediately go into the what's wrong? Is everything ok? What's going on?. She tells me that everything is fine, she didn't sleep well last night because she couldn't get her mind to stop racing. She then tells me that she burst into tears for no reason this morning because she feels like every time I, or one of our kids leaves the house she is worried that we she is never going to see us again. She says she worries about the kids being kidnapped or me dying in a car accident, and says that she has been having these thoughts for almost a year since a woman in our hometown, about her age, died in car accident from another vehicle who's driver was having a medical emergency. She doesn't have an issue with her going out or traveling for work. I, and her sister, immediately told her that she should talk to someone about these fears especially if you are loosing sleep or bursting into tears over these thoughts. Any advice you can give as to what this would be called, or resources that we can read would be greatly appreciated",7.36397435897436,6.518930452380952,7.469206349206349,76.03818681318683,63.92063492063492,9.976068376068378,32.479853479853475,9.057496981413335,2.6221791208791205,1022,33,194,14,13,331,135,252,0.14400000000000002,0.818,0.038,-0.9755,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,7,3,0,1,5,9,0,2,11,2,26,3,2,1,2,33,39,14,2,6,8,5,1,1,0,3,1,3,0,4,16,12,0,1,4,2,0,10,6,3,1,2,7,6,42,6,28,25,0,32,0,0,2,0,51,10,0,9,13,143,58,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940876555495866,0.0,0.0,0.10186727190376348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917946183196677,0.21334423428367574,0.0,0.0,0.1008882021434204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402656266526077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038770634730466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21115805557056916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17142276797223596,0.0,0.1828556011301478,0.0,0.0,0.2289476532982929,0.051437427423456326,0.07267548412783226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05314939847011582,0.09758808390014496,0.2890757340777119,0.0,0.0,0.11215699245227567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347640751181392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617903489687792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292301632563688,0.0,0.21543343409027413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04969983291414338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024816404441224,0.0,0.0,0.1027176665641914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15691992716635747,0.0,0.0,0.09546612486929656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786891133140025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175690203524423,0.0,0.0,0.10459473805876784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24269784068177866,0.0,0.0,0.16213027806733515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415158827546364,0.0,0.20360568071708654,0.0,0.08619496729854895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505031065198032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176621627362582,0.17783191115091418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152351716176808,0.11863843052396718,0.0,0.09642755034257697,0.0972067750570586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24473581931459515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914669231939184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406019485998558,0.20662223191832726,0.0,0.14453125510512674,0.11122509921798457,0.0,0.06551038064023991
anxiety,thyhorrxr,2019/01/28,"can anyone give me some ways to help my anxiety please? does anyone have any ways to help calm me down and stop my anxiety and paranoia taking over my thoughts?

thank you ",3.4809090909090905,5.741556484848488,3.3606060606060595,90.5609090909091,75.06060606060606,6.824242424242425,23.12121212121212,7.793537801064563,1.0335939393939395,136,4,27,2,3,41,24,33,0.171,0.54,0.289,0.7399,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,2,4,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773099009486652,0.0,0.3989257324531124,0.0,0.0,0.3646263341734153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22817244827039185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25012240673588365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34953263553291003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862106051438876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21798756101897684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19604155363622844,0.0,0.0,0.2400513275680483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069958197882304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4139213214501264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bluesquare4,2019/01/28,"looking for a friend hoping to find someone to talk to daily :)

much thanks ",1.9192857142857136,4.75181378571429,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857143,89.7142857142857,2.8000000000000003,21.285714285714285,3.1291,-0.1874571428571428,59,2,10,0,2,18,12,14,0.0,0.457,0.5429999999999999,0.8979,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,4,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3770509766323342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187247520968157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4097419248559619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464268421307675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032618664312009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3495409205597474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315812906799689,0.0,0.3798082731879032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chocoladesoes,2019/01/28,I have to take an exam tomorrow It is my second change so it is really important that i pass it. I just can't handle the pressure,0.3945238095238111,2.448587500000002,4.064285714285717,82.54738095238098,84.71428571428572,8.019047619047619,20.047619047619047,8.841846274778883,1.6958904761904765,102,3,21,3,3,38,23,28,0.0,0.847,0.153,0.4554,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,1,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,18,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7309030975382159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4426218617115837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5194868136382411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CorsetKat21,2019/01/28,"Confused I hate feeling like this!

I feel like I can't do anything, yet I need to do something, but I don't have the energy, yet my heart is racing, and every part of me wants to run away from it, and my mind is ticking over constantly thinking about everything, yet thinking about nothing.

It's so difficult to explain even though that's what I'm feeling!

Its like you're experiencing every opposing extreme of every emotion and everything in between all at the same time. A sensory overload, if you will, but with emotion, so you're feeling everything to the furthest extreme, but also to the minimal and feeling nothing simultaneously.

It's so confusing.

And that's not even including the physical attributes!
Feeling sick, headache, shaking, my heart pounding in my ears, my stomach so swollen with air it might explode, legs so weak feeling I can barely stand on them without them wobbling and wanting to collapse, feeling so dizzy you want to throw up but nothing comes out, flushing hot and cold, sweating but shivering, emotionally and physically feeling weak and exhausted, but like someone's pumped you full of adrenaline causing an inability to sleep, even though that's the thing I want to do the most!

Then everything just gets faster and faster and faster and it's not slowing down and it's like everything's screaming past you at the speed of light and you can't look but you can't look away because it's in your head and it's unstoppable no matter how much you scream and shout, or punch and cut, or curl up and hide away because there's no escaping it. 

And again you're back to not being able to do anything but feeling like you need to do something... and the vicious circle restarts...

If I could only sleep through the rough parts and wake up when it's over. What a superpower that would be.",6.425596256684492,7.41244112647059,6.228449197860964,77.93393048128344,65.67647058823529,9.122994652406415,37.219251336898395,9.218907990703514,3.4637058823529414,1453,74,259,25,22,455,168,340,0.19,0.71,0.1,-0.9921,1,0,2,0,0,0,40.0,0,9,2,0,23,18,3,3,13,0,19,15,10,3,1,75,44,45,0,10,17,0,12,6,0,3,5,4,0,0,19,25,0,1,13,0,0,4,10,12,0,0,0,21,25,6,40,38,7,38,0,0,2,0,12,18,0,8,21,183,44,0,0.08093440088118807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06472321114389244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332042317346833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281216014763067,0.062233558495212275,0.0,0.09867371914244501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314192411176068,0.0,0.0697178199375311,0.0,0.08746133487989488,0.0,0.06461953341149063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27312092255638165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16036922541453225,0.0,0.20457217024346408,0.0,0.3636931041585844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4092286489218052,0.2312782086439148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04228488401621283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990596496940461,0.08306204487931848,0.0,0.0,0.1918153094563096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23724276069630526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592902578093344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585860937762456,0.08172067308579252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059496097079192824,0.1200236654746622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329762213750877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061554258913924874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752881383090736,0.07726104355944155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619857014751517,0.0,0.06857545522457269,0.12461451179082192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05376921966393169,0.10371899219358148,0.1590352758787384,0.0,0.04719350001103168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19094882631098054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801787429863469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057493476264592565,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mellemodrama,2019/01/28,"My boss Scares me. 

I'm having a mini panic attack just thinking about going to her office tomorrow. She wants to discuss something and I'm confused as to what it is. I associate her office with discipline and the fear of getting fired. 

My self esteem is already shot at work and I'm on so many warnings. 

She thinks she's helping me and she is but she's also hurting me. 

I'm so scared. 

I'm in so much pain from my migraines too so that sucks. 

I'm this close to shaving off my head. That's how panicky I am right now. 
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anxiety,kdhmjh17,2019/01/28,"Helpful Music? There have been lots of posts on here about listening to music, using headphones, podcasts, audiobooks, etc. to help with the constant anxiety. Which for me is soo huge. Today I have been listening to “The show must go on” by Queen - on repeat, turned up super loud. And has been such a helpful song today. It sums up a lot of the social anxiety for me - dying inside but have to keep putting on a brave face and not give in.

What other songs are particularly impactful to you when feeling anxious as fuck?! ",4.346520618556704,6.369518329896909,5.074832474226807,80.27451675257736,71.88659793814433,7.73659793814433,27.5889175257732,8.472884824447931,2.1271453608247417,406,15,72,7,8,131,72,97,0.05,0.7909999999999999,0.16,0.8898,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,2,5,3,1,0,6,0,10,2,1,1,1,11,19,5,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,6,4,2,20,15,3,16,0,0,0,1,8,8,1,2,5,55,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019557129709928,0.22295766529710312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21327321666554244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20482580305274392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201056491908096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978982189912837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18245371881550698,0.0,0.18932318351970764,0.11216274788198304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3968534776634458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17542030850233153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355723759888129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189013816643712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19839867865720312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20118099641015688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3741434421141744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146681582299864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17045341130026306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,springreas,2019/01/28,Going to therapy for the first time! I’ve been wanting to go for a long time but I was always too scared and wasn’t sure how to make it happen. I just set up my first appointment for this weekend and I’m kind of nervous and don’t really know what to expect. If anyone has any advice or things they wish they’d know before going it’d be greatly appreciated :),2.6552000000000007,4.097249386666668,4.546333333333333,84.73150000000003,75.13333333333333,7.133333333333333,21.833333333333336,7.793537801064563,0.8851333333333331,284,7,59,4,6,97,56,75,0.083,0.726,0.192,0.8796,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,2,3,5,0,2,2,0,8,0,0,2,1,15,18,7,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,1,0,3,2,2,0,2,3,0,5,3,9,12,0,11,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,6,38,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20966145406643194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785276213806963,0.0,0.0,0.14590530803045354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15002241081559792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825711912754145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650021242554681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36581103328486747,0.0,0.0,0.2365485376464268,0.0,0.0,0.18973099393917825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22342685906843665,0.2358285237875132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18987513990982707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321766903011404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744994571142632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148077950766251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022163114816437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24536326711994266,0.0,0.1425413462817208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502184361002114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265505755123479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246728592506697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Arayee20,2019/01/28,Struggling to take breaths Anyone else have this? It usually happens when I’m driving and I don’t know why. I don’t feel anxious about driving. Sometimes it last days or weeks and it drives me crazy. It’s like I can’t take a full solid breath and I’m constantly struggling with it,0.8072368421052651,3.3596887368421093,1.6799780701754372,95.70838815789476,91.4561403508772,4.253508771929825,24.668859649122812,5.985473137389443,0.6317385964912274,226,10,46,2,8,70,40,57,0.181,0.7440000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.7096,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,4,2,2,0,0,7,11,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,3,11,1,10,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,7,24,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691245340518307,0.0,0.16657127813755404,0.24408793422156785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25743476899242085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15363432798147578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19900500833444493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045286393688763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21066008732257735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309213017409211,0.19418379384489612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11638387671315427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356089461008796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4980854573209934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35822856548510124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26236932131725177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19108837081151556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149594850646772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LucyLawliet,2019/01/28,"First doctor’s appointment Hey everyone, so tomorrow morning is my first ever doctor’s appointment talking about my mental health, it feels like an absolutely huge deal and I’m freaking out, it might be good to hear some perspectives on your first time talking to someone/anyone about your anxiety? I just feel like I’ve never talked to anyone about it before because I’m going to be told there’s nothing wrong with me and that this is just the way I am and I’ve got to deal with it on my own, and it’s quite likely that I’ll decide in the morning that I absolutely cannot do this, any advice?",5.9891596638655455,6.07699278991597,6.608067226890758,77.96487394957984,66.47899159663865,9.489075630252099,30.445378151260506,9.23628265651192,2.5115176470588234,478,16,91,8,7,157,72,119,0.039,0.846,0.116,0.8363,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,4,8,6,0,0,3,0,8,3,0,0,2,16,16,5,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,1,3,1,0,0,10,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,3,2,3,9,4,14,11,2,14,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,2,10,59,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14616178247047812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171531046845696,0.0,0.11442354463350793,0.0,0.0,0.20917095202800906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117879782351204,0.0,0.12727628387103515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30840803208134593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061902366350198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13529806185574852,0.0,0.14292417204086064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15125801102020042,0.2137110996747317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38168218372023377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850062352668511,0.1254554037082642,0.11962782858681326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15898995089396106,0.1685805389243255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21922260456599493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507352063608657,0.15867416073674398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536053250300288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352009140873215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590901435805433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.360665254709733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721768336061013,0.0,0.0,0.14292417204086064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872471727623095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16353546557389562,0.0,0.0
anxiety,a42069,2019/01/28,"how to calm down I know this is a very vague topic, but I’m having trouble with balancing my life. I’m in highschool, and my work load is pretty crazy. I wake up everyday at about 6am, get home at 10 (everyday except Monday and Tuesday) and I get home around 7 on Monday and Tuesday. I would try to cut my extra curriculars, but I can’t (its so much time but it’s the only thing I enjoy doing.) for the past couple months I’ve been in a slump and extremely unmotivated and I finally got my motivation back and I don’t want to lose it. 
My parents definitely don’t help me regarding my stress and anxiety. They mean well but every time I try to talk to them about it I just feel worse. I really want to do my best. It seems like everyone else is doing so so so much and I just want to catch up to them. 
I just don’t know how students are able to do so much and stay sane. If you have any tips pm me or lmk in the comments bc at this point I’m a little lost :/ 
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anxiety,elehphants,2019/01/28,"Those of you who have anxiety but teach/present for a living, how? I’m a teacher, and it’s definitely rough sometimes. 
Sometimes my anxiety will make me forget or fumble. 

But, other times I use the anxiety as a way to really up myself and my mood.. like I use it for adrenaline. I do worry what if I happened to have a severe panic attack out of no where what id do though.. 

What do you do if you present and struggle with intense anxiety? ",1.613545568039953,3.801707483146072,4.044194756554308,83.68092384519352,80.91011235955057,7.1016229712858925,25.61922596754057,8.167268648758528,1.87887166042447,342,14,67,7,9,119,58,89,0.309,0.611,0.08,-0.9704,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,0,3,5,1,2,5,0,7,0,0,4,0,15,12,11,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,11,1,10,11,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,3,53,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.589736529230939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192525619648459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042612126514745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415572232081863,0.0,0.17017974607672898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286454644161218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261213159816869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346459916408185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177244444293361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3812199959630285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201478062666445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18935137870050692,0.0,0.1123795238938674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33290512104153336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529761705177618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957216388173559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThisIsMyFifthAcc,2019/01/28,"Discord server for communal support, relaxation and self improvement Hey! I'd like to extend an invite to my server dedicated to communal support, and self improvement through shared resources. You're all welcome to check it out, it's worth a look at least, see if you find it useful. Chill environment and moderators, custom colours and roles, solid memes, lots of shared resources and experiences, cool people from all walks of life. https://discord.gg/AGcTMy7",8.621199999999998,11.545060653333335,7.378333333333334,64.42750000000001,62.46666666666667,10.333333333333336,36.5,10.504223727775694,4.6842000000000015,379,18,51,10,6,115,56,75,0.028,0.556,0.416,0.9857,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,0,0,8,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,2,12,5,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,6,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,8,11,5,4,3,0,0,3,0,8,2,0,2,1,28,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498875977627372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334845961944953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18043801330661371,0.12480420235984087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21452094374153666,0.0,0.0,0.21718182579530196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17710287640925446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20356748550370585,0.0,0.5329982121828598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5797829423866016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206342698510011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,megafatdingus,2019/01/28,"What types of meds should I look into? Alright I'm going to make my background as tldr as possible. 4 years ago I was diagnosed with depression and ADHD (anxiety over the years) I was 15 at the time and was not looking for any medicine because either thought it would turn me into a zombie. My parents pressured me into getting on one so I started Welbutrin. Hated everything about it from the first month until I put my foot down and got off it and as a compromise with parents I started Prozac. Hated that for another 2 years. (I also got Adderall after the Prozac, thank God) So I got off Prozac 3 months ago and I was feeling great. Now (past month/several weeks) I'm getting very paranoid and I went to my psyc to see what I could do. They thought more ssri and I want something more powerful. Xanax and other barbiturates scare the bejesus out of me so I want to stay away from those. Is there something (category) in the middle? Not as overwhelming as (just for an example) Xanax and not an SSRI (tired of them and need something stronger)? Any questions I'd be glad to answer. Thank you!",2.58493321844033,5.107402402843603,3.6973739767341662,85.63672016372256,79.4739336492891,6.490392072382593,27.12645411460577,7.686295010490155,1.8072255924170617,861,37,160,14,22,278,126,211,0.092,0.804,0.104,-0.4646,3,0,3,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,2,2,8,11,2,3,10,1,10,8,1,1,0,33,36,20,0,6,5,2,1,0,0,2,7,0,0,0,8,16,0,0,5,0,0,3,3,6,0,2,10,4,23,5,35,22,3,33,0,2,3,0,6,13,0,1,16,111,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870190039185726,0.0,0.2046102276210234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922943387187682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15696722168773633,0.1210187634877342,0.08828929398172686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084326729345684,0.0,0.0,0.07035362968106379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214649581074848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940354459393176,0.11713999417343555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372419399979084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058355398116826974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981687543241134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059523435571833,0.0,0.0655908757222422,0.0,0.2769147703034145,0.12724131578854764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278894407800772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938327738289526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703790872213713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819588641135382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763604873379973,0.0,0.0,0.0855759830191299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820565307868163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25630108077556146,0.0,0.11017310170515994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130108848859857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602018781631515,0.12928701841544268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554679965107514,0.0,0.09196782768238476,0.0,0.0,0.13038186734878174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665476671481871,0.0,0.0,0.16337736024710706,0.12301304159694425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125103547472988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18324728940286786,0.06729723075171264,0.13264825964238972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12553430398121876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522637200501602,0.13614509649649778,0.0,0.09257594705298612,0.0,0.0,0.10698738940001158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198484405674443,0.0,0.0,0.22296319243812587
anxiety,OverzealousAI,2019/01/28,I finally posted my first YouTube video! I posted a couple of weeks ago about thinking about this and I've done it. I've been trying to put this off for so long because I was anxious about putting myself out there on the internet. I've always loved YouTube and I've wanted to start my own channel for so long but I never thought I was good enough or funny enough. I hope it goes well and I know some of you wanted me to let you know when I finally posted. Well here it is! [https://youtu.be/jFQYopZZ4jo](https://youtu.be/jFQYopZZ4jo),3.3684545454545467,6.227954500000003,3.1774545454545486,88.4737272727273,79.0,5.236363636363637,21.090909090909093,6.574015621080383,0.3267000000000002,430,12,81,4,11,129,62,100,0.046,0.795,0.159,0.9086,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,1,10,5,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,1,15,15,8,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,2,0,2,1,0,2,1,5,0,14,5,13,9,4,18,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,3,10,58,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479510429220587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652900090788466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17178845467728512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926964889336727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682553536408169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15561374026773298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142444578664587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33315622959454705,0.0,0.12934512249176702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12754363644958852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15103335146529653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16714022888808716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15549521582737336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26914279778370426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724323198953886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728073389655602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4369043526349782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057316048866881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763131721002643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743614100736103,0.0,0.12072142127750425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324112447194277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17938196633169906,0.0,0.12197615518096235,0.0,0.2734466698565365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mytoeiscold,2019/01/28,"My doctor doesn't want me taking benzos for anxiety, any other good options? I was given a small amount of diazepam a year ago or so and it really helped with my panic attacks/anxiety which I get pretty bad at times, I was good off 'em for a while but lately my anxiety has gotten worse after a breakup. I tried to get more but my doctor said he doesn't want me taking it. Is there another good option besides benzos for anxiety? I'm kind of annoyed cause it did certainly help but I get where he's coming from as they're quite addictive.",2.5143119266055045,4.5726219449541325,4.358247706422016,83.23021559633028,77.25688073394495,7.295779816513763,22.82660550458716,8.238735603445708,1.4845442201834869,428,13,81,8,10,145,75,109,0.17800000000000002,0.68,0.142,-0.2832,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,8,1,1,4,0,7,3,0,1,1,13,19,8,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,6,1,11,5,12,13,2,11,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,3,6,49,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16568408290013356,0.0,0.0,0.13472390522032315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033537636081648,0.15936759967053554,0.4650668194903569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268995940451872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561285756662726,0.0,0.1309200387372883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111224179580873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382147917862893,0.0,0.0,0.3824288028571217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20374222303957107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582670780630829,0.0,0.0,0.17144362951546888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17831949697895724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15462151726540732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16165280345982413,0.0,0.0,0.09736430695207302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445707932666787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285448503833101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862260545623259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318659228191164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792872163807837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548838289455364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787217499635988
anxiety,jinxazap,2019/01/28,"Starting new job, and already being left in charge of store?? Majorly stressing!!! Hi all,

Very recently I began a new job at a boutique health/beauty retail store. I have never worked in retail before and mainly have experience in childcare so you can imagine how pleased I was that I got the job after the interview!

However... my manager informed me that I will only have four training sessions (two of which I’ve already had) before I am going to be by myself in the store for my shifts, as the store is very small and I suppose doesn’t need more than one worker on at a time. I am extreeeemly anxious about this. I managed okay the first two training shifts but there is still so much I don’t know and I’m terrified of being by myself and making a mistake, especially one infront of a customer that I don’t know how to fix right then and there. I’ve been taking a notebook to my training sessions and writing down everything she tells me so I can look back at it for reference, but there is still so much I don’t understand, especially the till system and the records we need to keep if certain of purchases.

What do you suggest I do? I’m becoming more and more nervous for my first shift by myself in about 5 days, but I need this job. Any advice would be beyond helpful right now.",4.944259474540804,5.846724486166012,5.745342943501513,80.37842362241341,68.96047430830039,8.324482678446875,31.483143455010467,8.4952907291091,2.4450290165077897,1017,42,191,15,17,333,136,253,0.07200000000000001,0.888,0.041,-0.8569,5,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,2,0,4,16,5,0,2,13,1,25,0,0,3,3,33,41,22,0,6,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,1,6,0,7,1,5,3,0,7,5,1,28,2,32,30,8,34,0,0,1,0,11,15,0,1,17,148,36,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389341933086372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572364079861737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925946380609344,0.0,0.0,0.13167076265973085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896214147395551,0.0,0.0,0.12872270085958684,0.1983546030266257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516649943234166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474956378469104,0.1140103745863616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19827841116332254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06623927702127631,0.0,0.0932174075506404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388949313899338,0.0,0.0,0.07812245432106449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4626401278832845,0.10359691278489257,0.0,0.0,0.12810803525859046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266342600905447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787445784249912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779947013659108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17135849276976126,0.2592658437543914,0.0898922090338494,0.22513359988487425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579575165559792,0.08864316777796366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793926891815136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508119451947832,0.0,0.0,0.1990698112550024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249621692993485,0.0,0.18615740698359973,0.0,0.1335101025641302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763271730335906,0.0,0.10187172285085114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06796250029355551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277090442650013,0.12133490633240647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923354724423167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485135874914873,0.0,0.0,0.08279530860386551,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,daygold,2019/01/28,"I need to confront my roommate and ask him to move out... We are not friends. I’d go as far as saying we have beef. Our other roommate and I have suffered through his existence for 6 months, as was stated on the lease. 

It’s exactly 30 days from the day the lease expires, which means today is the day to let him know he’s been voted off the island. I have about 6 more hours to get ahold of myself and say “Michael, do you have a minute? The lease is up in a month and I don’t think either of us are interested in renewing with you.”

It’s as simple as that. Once I say those words I’m in, it’ll flow from there. It’s my responsibility and there’s nobody else who can do this for me. Oh my god fuck shit he’s walking in the room I don’t think I can do it",0.5883333333333312,2.105125102409641,2.6585301204819314,95.71317670682731,81.10843373493975,5.6314859437751,19.5004016064257,6.42735559955562,-0.2042918875502009,581,14,145,5,15,196,100,166,0.093,0.8759999999999999,0.031,-0.8675,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,4,2,0,0,3,6,3,0,9,0,19,2,1,0,1,18,29,10,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,11,9,0,0,4,0,0,4,3,4,0,0,2,3,21,2,26,25,2,22,0,1,0,1,17,10,2,0,7,95,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180042518838761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37260736749993706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16088143244423248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14879196671564487,0.1780432530186243,0.10061857499629584,0.0,0.10945143036853693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18965905491232588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584058530901456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196932895992866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097833186682549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074416505183963,0.2046891288417848,0.0,0.14280055942996342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20509849505113573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4594578976808011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976874268967884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468034957969547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825496239869773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23165802529102295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,infantthrower,2019/01/28,"My anxiety story so you don’t feel alone Sup everyone, I’ve been living with ‘severe’ anxiety for about 15 years now, life’s pretty rough at the moment but I thought I’d share my experiences with it as best I can to maybe help you feel not so isolated with yours

When I was 8 I was a very active kid, took part in all sporting activities etc and even won some medals for my school, but half way through the year I somehow got bacterial meningitis. I remember all of it, the crippling headaches, the nausea, the 10 inch needle they stuck in my spine, after I recovered I wasn’t the same, I was a lot more timid and scared of just about everything. If my parents left the house for more than 30 mins I would start hyperventilating and feeling like something awful happened to them.

I also dealt with depersonalisation /derealisation at age 11, it was very scary, I didn’t have the vocabulary to explain to my parents or even my doctor what I was experiencing, my parents legitimately thought I was crazy.

Between 11-16 was pretty bad but going to college was a ball breaker, I’m good socially and get on with people, but internally my mind is racing 24/7 and overthinking everything. I missed a lot of class and ended up deciding uni isn’t worth it as I wouldn’t be able to do it effectively anyway. 

My anxiety was beginning to subside when I was 18, but then I received a lovely message on Facebook from some girl, saying that my life is essentially a lie. I showed my parents expecting it to be a prank, nope, it was real, turns out my dad I had been raised with is actually my stepdad, and my real dad fucked off before I was born, I’ll never forget seeing my mum cry as she read the paragraph. That completely ripped away all of the progress I made, and set me back pretty far, I just continued working for a few years and hoped it would get better

I’m now 23 and I work 60 hours a week, 5 days straight of night shifts. I get home, feel sick because of lack of sleep and lack of eating, wake up, feel the same, go to work rinse and repeat.

I think the worst part has to be the nausea, you know, overthinking worrying if the last meal you ate was bad or something, and then being scared to eat which in turn makes you feel sicker. 

I tried to talk to my mum about how stressed / uncomfortable I am 24/7 but she dismissed it as “don’t be silly, you’re not depressed or anything, you don’t need any anxiety meds it’s not that bad” which is a pretty expected outcome I suppose, cuz u know, why would a 23 year old who spends more time at work than home ever have any problems? 

I’ve learned that it’s best not to follow all the advice you’re given, even if it’s from your parents, if you really are struggling with anxiety I recommend you go to the doctor and speak to them about it, they’ll have a non bias opinion. I’m planning on going next week to see what they can do for me. 

And I’ve also learned that anxiety spikes for a couple months and then cools down for a couple more, it’s not always bad, honestly the best thing you can do is find something comforting to you and do that and relax by yourself for a while, it always gets better, even if it feels like it won’t",5.484660468205212,5.611358239747638,6.215895733023412,80.21409098455918,67.54889589905363,9.260434999169851,29.933421882782675,9.063066167217693,2.2539217665615143,2500,84,510,41,38,822,301,634,0.151,0.6970000000000001,0.152,0.5711,6,1,3,0,0,0,61.0,0,12,5,14,23,31,1,5,32,2,51,15,3,5,6,99,96,48,0,16,21,9,8,2,0,6,6,2,2,2,29,26,4,0,19,5,2,7,15,14,0,1,27,14,68,17,72,58,24,63,0,2,2,2,41,19,1,15,37,339,97,12,0.06127612807849491,0.0,0.05979666181686941,0.0,0.0,0.059878323175049576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346358877599807,0.0,0.09800499497183414,0.10197329457916554,0.0,0.0,0.08333973668268506,0.0,0.28125642155946345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05042503234412126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057570939416535974,0.04711756014270446,0.20465202975985405,0.03735335893219216,0.0,0.052141471794711486,0.0,0.192916547945108,0.10838751146739736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06424685446317857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560174045654322,0.067308949388919,0.0395180333630326,0.0,0.05277703932521763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543742716041228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254015532528908,0.0,0.0,0.05427246175915408,0.0,0.06833908042046406,0.16188921874767326,0.05542776597153699,0.0,0.05855196630978145,0.11014206561880792,0.05993981122788763,0.0,0.0,0.21688136048691414,0.08755135628565218,0.0,0.0,0.056005270953085017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05664879301819526,0.12805699136837667,0.0,0.13929854278373746,0.051395509006036164,0.049008117305202194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05418627769229238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041072097005670535,0.0,0.12292990522565572,0.06086102130633988,0.06034464302127191,0.07070442471214428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735151496549904,0.04994822279984263,0.0,0.0,0.06657669244881573,0.0,0.0865622828244762,0.05987284200473805,0.0,0.05410794372401903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418954567451982,0.055304097970609575,0.05798095398266589,0.040902291309327835,0.0,0.06156010672624838,0.0,0.06806396458095904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061871421498713476,0.0,0.048910020823892515,0.0,0.0,0.04543547254320435,0.04725992752760675,0.0,0.06516785737399593,0.057503495242912574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06429898866415834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3401994434515707,0.13271215078784004,0.0,0.04248115182557327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493594056860897,0.0,0.058632979049261076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061292710268991815,0.13949129761001133,0.039255056712017344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941390804565373,0.0,0.0,0.0487292364917121,0.12269618782709107,0.062014712991784626,0.09765828126302784,0.0,0.0,0.0692245831722789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06132038096536616,0.06246329589125724,0.0,0.1415200712267525,0.0,0.0,0.04337155884045907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019159768348995,0.06405911354142693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0492514306510161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04070913671980517,0.03926326865109066,0.0,0.097292802168798,0.0357306030521391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808003293635685,0.041602468694612434,0.13330166293255222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111844604006888,0.0,0.048638138299718935,0.0983040276510015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05529217469881122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784390041452298,0.06222888247775099,0.0,0.13058640986688053,0.0,0.0,0.1578392698631043
anxiety,mbamboo,2019/01/28,"Noise Hello,

My first time posting here, welcome.

I suffer from generalised anxiety disorder and I'm currently in a good place, after medication and therapy. However, I still struggle a lot with noise triggers. I absolutely hate hearing my neighbours (I live in a flat) talking, playing music or having sex. I struggle a lot at work with people whistling, humming, drumming on their desks, clicking their pens (I have recently had to sit through an hour of a meeting where a woman clicked her pen all the time. Click click click, pause, click click click, pause and so on for the whole hour. It was awful). It is always human generated noise, ambient noise I am fine with and even in very loud bars or restaurants I won't be very happy but I'm OK. It's always these random noises that people don't have to do but choose to, it irrationally seems to me that they just do it without a throught for others and are selfish. Which I know is awful. I start to get stressed and want to flee, if I can't I get angry at the world. I know where these triggers originated actually, but I used to dislike these things and now I absolutely hate them, and it doesn't seem to be getting any easier even after therapy. I did use to be under extreme stress last year, not anxiety related, and I was hoping my reactions will calm down with time but they don't seem to do so yet. 

If anybody else is triggered by noise, how on earth do you manage this? My previous workplace didn't have so many triggers like this, but the current one is full of those, and I have no idea what to do when I just want to run away or block myself out from these sounds somewhere (but at the moment I can't as I am new and still learning, so can't put on headphones etc. And anyway, I can't always retreat).",4.9998027142498085,5.836784436416187,5.623777330987688,81.53696783111337,68.79768786127167,8.445136969087711,30.650414677054528,8.587818076936951,2.2871770796682585,1389,54,270,21,23,450,188,346,0.138,0.7759999999999999,0.087,-0.9595,3,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,1,5,2,18,17,2,4,13,3,34,3,0,8,1,56,53,30,0,5,15,0,0,1,1,2,1,3,0,2,19,17,1,1,8,3,0,3,12,8,0,2,5,11,35,9,42,43,6,46,0,1,8,1,15,19,0,12,23,194,54,6,0.0,0.0,0.10458759124441808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675351999737457,0.0,0.0,0.072882850394561,0.0,0.16397755749318596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069468255091063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283213048966553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953117533343746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952874277370668,0.14157649376075382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116321940205137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16798394587113097,0.0,0.0,0.08989352121669221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409005467857015,0.0,0.21162675672397652,0.0,0.0,0.12079430462601105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644921347949828,0.2110920799367638,0.0,0.0,0.12098782046363672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780143745276232,0.08736213947149335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052360417253815586,0.0,0.0946377160419881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18223314285203365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086588894298414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796779666803914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035105316845253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262472829749797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148603658054761,0.0,0.11197533314789374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264427084603038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077407359376867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582263720469036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927049880156156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585919898892185,0.0,0.1711805983979168,0.0,0.2455377910491469,0.22408569906691453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614341236818154,0.0,0.0,0.24512849506600495,0.0,0.07120247889762588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874842638395961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851300230513182,0.0,0.1768616237156891,0.12642948754800526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965734771117068,0.0,0.10331312381147488,0.0,0.07802486401647837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901735204431858
anxiety,Marbri112,2019/01/28,"Manager at my new job did something I think is inappropriate, but my anxiety makes me super sensitive. I just started a new job working with shelter dogs. It’s really hard for me to be the new person at work. My anxiety tells me all my co workers are making fun of me and hate me. I come off as extremely passive at work. I do whatever they want me to do and I do it well. This can cause issue with people walking all over me. My managers seem pretty laid back/ are silly and funny. It’s definitely not a professional work place. 

The other day I was watching over a dog and I’m trained to not really pick up/ or get down with our shelter dogs. Due to the fact, we don’t know them and they could be aggressive and bite. 

My manager and two shift leads see me with this dog. And my manager goes “pick the dog up! He loves being picked up he’s really nervous” so I’m like “ohhh okay” so I get down to pick the dog up and he moves away. I try again and my shift leads go “don’t pick him up!” And they all laugh and my manager goes “no I’m just joking he bites when he is scared” 

I felt so f*cking stupid I fell for that. Then analyzed for hours if that it had been a test to see how “smart”I was when it came to dogs. But then I thought, why would my manager put me at risk to prove a point? Or to make a joke out of me. If that dog had bitten me, which I was seconds from picking him up, he could have been euthanatized for “aggressive” behavior.  Legally we have to report any bites or scratches an animal inflicts to a human. Which sucks but that’s how the shelter in my state works. 


I don’t know if I’m just being sensitive and it was just a simple joke or if this was inappropriate. It’s hard for me to see the whole picture when I’m so overly sensitive and anxious in the work place. 

Does anyone have any thoughts? 

Thank you in Advance. ",0.7985627633763244,2.95759703403142,2.8399936151194005,91.29597177882776,83.89528795811519,6.344630315413103,21.097177882773593,7.590005382236693,0.763469084408122,1425,45,317,25,41,479,177,382,0.097,0.7609999999999999,0.142,0.9679,2,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,3,1,4,11,16,20,5,3,17,1,31,1,0,14,5,70,60,37,0,8,17,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,17,23,0,0,8,3,0,10,6,8,1,2,14,8,46,12,46,39,4,49,0,0,4,1,20,24,1,9,15,209,63,21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162410384962962,0.0,0.1593185125561215,0.1176373953935834,0.0,0.0728102005880601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783367487339578,0.08006963420341533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909711594409228,0.0,0.1069703165231816,0.0,0.08969887750010541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16627885429535508,0.0,0.0,0.06715531250414962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112496915450304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998124434927062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880737908543266,0.0,0.05917954650018972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865602673766951,0.1028069347225799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102547192134206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868479073611613,0.2066661518069435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445438070223098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05087271649379476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398149821520838,0.0,0.2085229897282686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106738374965803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017085544018511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219071354525709,0.09092240372132736,0.2175876234873168,0.0,0.0984366206048711,0.0,0.0,0.10593776682194003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467953086816408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20012526255896715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042524151050495,0.0,0.24893467002479,0.09479614979292328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016445320490477,0.0,0.0,0.07370383442329348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101431402353524,0.09586902356507876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667223758828274,0.0,0.16533536661675213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069751575098124,0.0,0.10171999589658832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614186423048102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362548281082313,0.0,0.09396123629993704,0.11625755954162525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4548478023774274,0.0,0.0,0.07397104913971488,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Alfie26,2019/01/28,"Making decisions Hey - I'm having trouble making decisions right now, big or small, due to my anxiety. Anyone have any advice?",3.645757575757578,6.8911623636363615,5.506363636363638,68.64621212121216,84.45454545454545,8.387878787878789,25.51515151515152,8.841846274778883,3.415678787878788,100,4,13,3,3,34,20,22,0.188,0.812,0.0,-0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,5,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4368786800913275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30402783704088,0.0,0.3420128456695232,0.0,0.0,0.3126067836984009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5968550250711101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3818014987084837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kittensonparade34,2019/01/28,"Extreme anxiety with driving I live in a city where the traffic is horrible except late at night. There's not really a rush hour anymore...it seems like it's like that at all hours of the day. I have developed such a fear of getting in a wreck, that I never drive anymore. I have my boyfriend drive me to the store and my car just sits there. Fortunately, I can work from home, but I'm prescribed Xanax and all it does is make me woozy (which obviously isn't good for the road). I try breathing exercises, and that doesn't seem to help.

If I know I absolutely have to drive somewhere, my hands get sweaty and shaky. I feel like the less I've driven lately, the less I feel confident with it. I had this same fear back when I was 16 and a new driver, but got over it by 18 and drove everywhere, no problem! I'm 34 now and I don't know why this developed the last two years? Anybody going through this?",2.6730072463768124,4.220099271739134,3.751608695652177,90.0136811594203,75.30434782608695,7.297971014492754,24.766666666666666,8.021203637495839,1.1816388405797102,702,23,156,11,15,227,114,184,0.151,0.79,0.059,-0.9399,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,2,8,8,0,3,12,0,11,4,2,1,4,29,26,11,0,2,6,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,11,9,0,0,6,1,1,9,6,4,0,1,5,3,18,4,17,21,5,30,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,4,16,96,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12314361876714325,0.0,0.15964159097752142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237780136278474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381402724038452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086823033546644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622779160159025,0.16278519341633224,0.11499887662519312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16820310702346847,0.0,0.091484453326975,0.13501620191902727,0.12874451464180325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078965584698112,0.0,0.1614686694112195,0.0,0.31705122351973525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17693269159113126,0.1312141754301545,0.363168268615577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359292829835091,0.0,0.14214177846565398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107450478245531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415201330132845,0.15546836587894866,0.0,0.1510619055033597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15402906385262932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312318655604973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930868671418366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928984695807004,0.0,0.15724686597575888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525275783921232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718998935818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366109385202248
anxiety,IDontWannaBeAShoe,2019/01/28,"Anxiety about starting internship I’m starting my internship today and it’s all I’ve been thinking about since I woke up. It shouldn’t be bad at all, but sometimes anxiety interferes with my ability to do simple tasks (which is embarrassing) and so I guess I’m just worried about that. I know this post is kind of a waste, but I’m hoping that getting my feelings out there to some people who can relate might help me (us?) in some way, even if it’s only a little bit. ",3.823647416413377,5.13998227659575,5.0875683890577506,82.50500000000002,71.97872340425532,8.350151975683891,28.322188449848017,8.841846274778883,2.2034486322188447,370,14,73,7,7,123,68,94,0.13,0.765,0.105,-0.1001,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,2,0,8,0,0,0,2,20,20,6,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,8,2,11,15,5,10,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,6,3,50,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305786638240573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18040546640263214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358873026643609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270906595943725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924908709981428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288518018139745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380202424512477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482398879965894,0.0,0.0,0.21460155459771788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22499871846702046,0.11874381587646735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21655415212571874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292110955300529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16432736591559732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979244559473145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20693079238532627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17873141518935018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136940661498691,0.0,0.30586420512530377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384458937798694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204804601899549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25989990343638397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17150254576439686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21942475880228002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Humperdink34,2019/01/28,"Propranolol is a godsend for anxiety. Like, seriously. 40mg completely stops the stupid fight or flight reaction I get in social situations. Do you know how weird it was to NOT feel like I was getting mugged during a simple conversation with a friend? It’s weird, let me tell you. Can you take propranolol long term for anxiety? It’s honestly giving me my life back",3.1145588235294106,6.053579867647063,4.5573529411764735,77.52808823529416,81.20588235294119,9.282352941176473,26.14705882352941,9.516144504307137,3.1800235294117645,293,12,52,10,8,97,53,68,0.239,0.575,0.18600000000000005,0.1263,0,0,0,0,1,0,8.0,0,3,0,0,2,9,2,0,4,0,6,1,0,1,0,7,12,2,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,1,8,4,5,9,1,5,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,1,6,30,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3908724588617114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19644305171517376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26785869462728545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12917488022103285,0.18251004040177352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973778905945028,0.0,0.2669483107962101,0.245073085499078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040133972759872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612385631949003,0.18044821240712108,0.24962251361592025,0.0,0.0,0.2260856625496675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28716247887002794,0.0,0.26042266254668045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135869587875468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19208398424854445,0.0,0.2232947580492852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TripTot,2019/01/28,"I am a freshman in highschool who suffers from pretty bad anxiety as of like 3-4 years ago I am a freshman in highschool who suffers from pretty bad anxiety as of like 3-4 years ago and depression as of recently. Today I was taking a test in my algebra class (which im not very good at) and i was doing fine and then I did not understand the last two problems and I just sat there and my anxiety just came out of knowehere and blindsided me. I did not know what to do and my teacher walked over to me and said something like “i see that you have not been doing anything for the past 15 minutes” and then i let him know what was going on and he let me go out, get a drink and return to finish the test. During lunch (right after this happened) i just sat there with my friends acting like i was fine when I wasn’t really fine and now i feel guilty for not letting them know that i wasnt ok.",4.575080213903743,4.311689930481286,5.616470588235298,85.07411764705884,69.4812834224599,8.725133689839572,29.299465240641712,8.296473431620573,1.83595614973262,695,23,152,9,11,231,100,187,0.161,0.7140000000000001,0.125,-0.797,1,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,0,7,16,0,0,7,1,18,2,0,0,0,30,33,18,0,1,8,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,8,16,2,0,5,1,0,5,7,6,0,1,13,3,24,10,24,17,0,29,0,3,1,0,8,9,0,0,19,108,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24439412711445535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31636812861839503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344006319769602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302005384058141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15766542586320745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873132049935048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350420184402297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970187537054033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065037498589304,0.0,0.07202173463468811,0.0,0.15668840218975488,0.11562332275632575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219016524156614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489033074728243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272787867146759,0.11236739547054207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4228875864091985,0.0,0.26938917696638776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159488328509195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804891283651083,0.0,0.13190529662779285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831121978961998,0.0,0.13611175500567074,0.0,0.0,0.11772445312070448,0.13112837238823016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984982144040023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612484234778342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364719446892028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066713156031268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13466091386602425,0.14350830397017836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374194894865094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17754373092074194
anxiety,sycnewtox,2019/01/28,"Does anyone else wake up in the middle of the night paranoid? Not sure why but sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night paranoid, feeling as though I am being watched or that there is someone in my house, or something. And this isn’t sleep paralysis as I have had that before and I know that very well since I get that occasionally. 

When I wake up I can move just fine and stuff and get up and walk around but I have this feeling of panic, basically, and I don’t know why. It happened 3 times last night. 

Anyone else get this?",2.1558333333333337,4.162391064814816,3.044222222222224,92.47300000000004,78.16666666666666,5.431111111111113,21.91111111111111,6.2581,0.18437111111111149,417,12,90,3,10,132,61,108,0.096,0.8220000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.3615,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,4,0,9,4,4,0,1,18,17,14,0,0,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,1,1,0,1,3,10,3,13,15,0,18,0,0,1,0,0,10,0,2,6,61,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21747220361350988,0.3186764340416394,0.0,0.13843673510570195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232742717290055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608771632399982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598170475517259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726090382929855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437424321180889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375168453880246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17943748593700146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17092829152715922,0.12676128209392748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16528235829837645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4378063746782572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18245730066468044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12863935361623086,0.0,0.1556221557833359,0.0,0.13176298992672106,0.11971907884567486,0.1538032164743986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17802157104777944,0.0,0.0,0.1465661917623867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527876365164449,0.0,0.09067904319696077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831191126408945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13982202972111726,0.0,0.2806469003980182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kane1256,2019/01/28,"Beta blockers question Hello, I got prescribed beta blockers today by my doctor but they were to take before a situation that made me anxious like an interview my question is how many do I take and how long before.

I also have asthma which has gotten tamer over the years and I’m worried that something bad will happen even though the doctor reassured me, would be nice if anyone else had experienced propranolol with ventolin.",6.2734199134199145,8.467565714285719,6.425389610389612,71.85332251082255,67.18181818181819,7.730735930735931,31.01515151515152,8.344100000000001,2.762032034632035,348,14,50,5,6,111,62,77,0.116,0.763,0.121,0.1154,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,4,0,9,3,0,3,0,13,16,8,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,8,3,4,8,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,3,4,37,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676266778593558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20732789192332127,0.0,0.12832301623077302,0.18804022094964304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15323340337905614,0.0,0.0,0.3123278157435229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756855751190403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15330928116801615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121214707658613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14677949916623406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622881093722999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965969564170198,0.0,0.0,0.16241140592266606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736531794061141,0.0,0.18606274483679727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.411173816208973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062866853012998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14128438524630246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759717673842314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18030966748656446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17395762336114404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18637574153025396,0.0,0.130368932686604,0.0,0.0,0.11818230455065493
anxiety,tayohwaukbin,2019/01/28,"I've been suffering for so long because of school, and I can't see a point in fighting it any longer. Hello everybody. I'm 19 years old. I was supposed to graduate from high school this year, but I got hospitalized because of my mental health around this time last year, so I had no choice but to repeat the year.


I started being really scared to go to school when I was 13, and since then, it's only gotten worse. Back then I was at a school where I at least had friends. I transferred to a new school two years ago, and I haven't made a single friend there. I tried my hardest to talk to lots of people even though it was very hard for me, but nobody's willing to have a conversation with me on their own, they just look at me weirdly, sometimes they whisper and laugh behind my back. Those kids are basically adults, so why are they still so immature?


I wake up every single day feeling miserable, and end up throwing up or fainting a bunch of times every month. I cry on the way to school, and I'm always shaking. I worry about everything. I spend all my breaks locked in the bathroom. My attendance is very poor. I am on meds and have been seeing a therapist since I was 14.


I've been trying so hard. I make my mom worry a lot. She doesn't get the struggle. I don't think I'm able to fight this any longer. I live in constant fear, and can't enjoy the nice things in life. ",3.574787234042553,4.515132968085107,4.387014184397163,88.72350000000002,72.15602836879432,7.342127659574468,24.738297872340425,7.554174236665415,0.9839029787234036,1075,30,233,12,20,346,161,282,0.213,0.742,0.045,-0.9937,0,0,0,0,3,0,33.0,0,0,4,0,16,14,2,5,13,0,23,4,1,2,1,22,38,21,0,0,5,1,3,0,2,1,3,1,0,2,8,10,0,0,2,0,2,4,6,9,0,1,13,7,34,5,34,23,8,47,0,2,3,0,15,17,0,3,24,150,42,8,0.0922215433872989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174883388331806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673571181204206,0.0,0.0,0.12542762382967276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209672571730031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182534873736805,0.0,0.11243479375895712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965872609816376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130103502088257,0.05947526618687673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168091463686825,0.0,0.0,0.0609114596452207,0.0,0.15540125557270185,0.0,0.08288277671705907,0.0,0.0,0.1037748754259433,0.04662998328395604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14250027131119533,0.0,0.048181950116028716,0.0,0.05241162835330332,0.0,0.07375799284514048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16522477743571246,0.0,0.0,0.09802718814691146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743712390276167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517286650608003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06513880340950183,0.0,0.0,0.08143331238798326,0.08161316385503073,0.07744286985611902,0.0,0.0,0.15680691662856286,0.0,0.08726225417669603,0.061558596323042475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243734484453194,0.0,0.09293762499590376,0.0,0.0,0.10800875702194578,0.07361035608689663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906814127226385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967709964515886,0.0,0.0,0.07013863940794299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06393480640953653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717916713811054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059079482161482975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232985310900688,0.5599987522870158,0.14697726023240884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15257322736221512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120946450879708,0.0,0.06527488307120903,0.0,0.07364824367652091,0.0,0.0,0.096409980592196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412418328473454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707631984748962,0.06126789560619395,0.0590918412598675,0.09060719814367042,0.0,0.107550247150281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522474875776066,0.0,0.09008704757503397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15218486303172934,0.0,0.07320116858132836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321559876355973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873109077000936,0.09398163141852647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969382516967566
anxiety,BYGB,2019/01/28,"Do you ever just wanna hibernate This week, I may be getting a new job soon. Although they're most likely gonna make me work even before I actually start working there to help with my probationary period.

On top of that, there's uni and work and I booked a shoot in for Saturday. Sometimes I don't realise how much I'm on the go, but when I do my brain just goes on overdrive and I feel overwhelmed to the point where I just wanna feel like sleeping for a long time. ",4.674062500000002,4.95066828125,5.522916666666667,83.96375000000002,69.3125,8.483333333333333,28.5,8.344100000000001,1.7723875000000002,369,12,78,5,6,121,71,96,0.02,0.889,0.091,0.6249,1,0,0,1,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,4,11,3,0,1,5,0,5,2,2,2,1,17,13,7,0,2,4,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,11,2,12,10,2,18,0,1,0,0,2,7,0,2,12,53,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.21540254420942284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18782663349672465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24640985889922196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579137253982527,0.19966468774926352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22321741439372886,0.15769095063091645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532333455766043,0.0,0.12544705510558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795197461243212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190424028857731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21567696431560726,0.0,0.0,0.1953408315125835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14734029198831694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16226338248221395,0.0,0.0,0.21318429473349976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086630415355878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22089136200082374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21830954465402266,0.0,0.1562352117443448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12871057630505486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17705785756827527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4820864699369585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wolfhlth,2019/01/28,Best For Headaches What are the best remedies to a headache? Migraines. ,3.3350000000000013,5.221655833333333,-0.26333333333333186,104.07500000000002,115.66666666666666,1.6,37.333333333333336,3.1291,1.3921333333333346,58,4,10,0,3,14,11,12,0.0,0.517,0.483,0.8555,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ryankhl,2019/01/28,Anxiety I don’t know what is going on in my head nevermind how to explain it. I don’t particularly want to speak to anyone about it because I don’t want to play the victim and look weak or whatever. The only thing that makes my anxiety go away is drinking but when I’m drunk it usually causes other problems. Anyone else in a similar sort of position?,6.085985915492959,5.803266577464791,7.9522183098591555,69.66382042253524,66.32394366197184,11.607042253521128,34.651408450704224,11.20814326018867,4.070264788732395,281,12,52,8,4,100,52,71,0.181,0.759,0.06,-0.8204,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,3,0,5,4,1,3,0,12,14,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,1,2,0,2,3,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,2,5,1,10,14,0,8,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,2,2,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36416613407575976,0.0,0.0,0.3328553454840257,0.2438774997172965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22362568285037893,0.0,0.0,0.14509352257620986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445099819481753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331669596804631,0.0,0.0,0.19883344098348213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705421525667224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442750671336442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080843110961246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998751171265458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588788183221193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18102336332324695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277510165775909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158128538277787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621431259576021,0.0,0.28077828708632696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sunshineNlollipos,2019/01/28,"Embarrassing panic attack at my obgyn I literally just ran out and hyperventilated after my doctor told me I’d probably have to change my insurance or pay 20,000 to give birth if my insurance runs out before my baby is born. So embarrassing. This very very nice lady ran after me and helped me calm down and breath again because I literally took my jacket off in a panic and threw my shit on the ground and just started hyperventilating. Then I called my mom and I looked like a crazy person basically screaming and crying over the phone as I’m walking through the city. I’m not sitting at the steps of a church trying to calm myself down. It was super embarrassing. I called my therapist and made an appt  for Wednesday morning. I feel like I don’t ever want to show my face again at the doctors office. I just want to take like two or three of my pills to see if it hits me a little harder or faster but I’m pregnant so I probably shouldn’t. I just want to crawl into bed and sleep and not talk about anything. I’m really embarrassed and now I’m really tired. I wish I could just run away from everything. I feel like it’s all just piling up at once and I have no control over anything. ",3.6269686875416376,5.321814468354432,5.057859204974463,81.01724850099934,73.0928270042194,7.858671996446812,24.288030202087498,8.532816995589336,1.5645662447257391,947,28,186,17,19,317,136,237,0.133,0.767,0.101,-0.828,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,13,17,2,6,10,0,7,8,4,2,2,41,30,22,0,8,14,1,2,4,0,1,4,1,1,1,4,15,0,1,2,1,1,8,5,9,0,2,7,5,30,8,32,20,1,39,1,0,2,0,9,18,1,5,16,120,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058507300871432,0.0,0.0,0.1422898972177053,0.117511277234493,0.0,0.0,0.07624403842643547,0.0,0.10642888598970704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554293741233416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323118620911339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028128986431088,0.09986152810175594,0.0,0.13738807620936394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560373762877126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313672556989846,0.0,0.0,0.11240857748096676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648249241948767,0.17870598960183134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998251759869034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383456352718563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444196397328515,0.12535715231938244,0.0,0.0,0.10503078180268363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834818098904305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14648532799246095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319988337359928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934951228978138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920991983946053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697021671722195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602514011024339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099667900854572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838681337234578,0.0,0.0,0.12516447292288152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852812420026991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404019202514284,0.10052986072630593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14522072344465728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375433152806208,0.0,0.11951370631407734,0.1389619781368336,0.08491713496354254,0.0,0.1221792665313236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20639853833482266,0.2213159153814845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438290951538106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AmyRoseFineArt,2019/01/28,"Always thinking the worst Whenever a situation comes up that is slightly challenging, I always end up thinking the worst. For example, a family member has or needs tests - I worry significantly that they'll be diagnosed with something untreatable/incurable.  The worrying is constant and severe, to the point I vomit through sheer anxiety.  I become obsessive searching the Internet for facts, figures, stories etc. I literally convince myself that the worst case scenario is the only possible outcome. 

Is this a normal anxious response or is this something else? ",9.9103663003663,11.906096318681321,9.645879120879119,52.919954212454215,58.34065934065934,12.66007326007326,47.034798534798526,12.161744961471696,7.115152380952381,459,29,52,15,6,149,64,91,0.26,0.706,0.033,-0.9701,0,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,0,6,0,1,10,0,8,2,0,0,1,11,12,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,2,7,10,4,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,2,43,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31829163450727604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14631537682370074,0.21607231400064306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21123453132127812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647558071127199,0.0,0.20668693932490245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19412752798951655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15977537239417758,0.0,0.16940190697324184,0.0,0.21330837350623227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803053713095712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181880540458378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18739675361921945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14546383718934405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18080499253945595,0.2156198604665245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21607231400064306,0.0,0.0,0.2149871926400488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29448661025905104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24510672145346715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38847293890318935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chadbrochill82,2019/01/28,"I’m having a hard time today. I drank a bunch this weekend which I haven’t done in awhile. Nothing bad happened or anything. But if I drink two nights in a row I know anxiety can spike a bit. I also just stopped smoking pot about 2 weeks ago.

I woke up today feeling...ok. Then I had an incident where my Dads phone has been turned off all morning which is very unlike him. I had a MASSIVE panic attack thinking something bad happened bc it was 11am and he’s normally awake by 7ish. My stomach twisted and I was visibly shaking while driving to my parents to make sure everything was ok.  And it was. He slept in, everything was fine. But even after I couldn’t shake my anxiety. Luckily today at noon I had an appointment with my doctor and told him what was going on and how my anxiety was awful today. Racing heart, chest pains, all that stuff which I’m sure most of you can relate to.

I don’t take Xanax or any of those types of pills bc normally my anxiety isn’t this bad and two I’m just jot a big fan. I asked my doctor to just give me one or two pulls of them today just to calm myself down. I took 5mg of Atavan about 20-25 mins ago. My best friend has also been texting me and being supportive. I have a super supportive family and friends. I don’t tell me gf about this stuff really bc we’ve only been dating for not even 4 months. Shes a mental health counselor and is nothing but kind and understanding but I just don’t want her to think less of me or see me like this (even though I know she wouldn’t think less of me at all. Thats just my man-pride). I’m home now, eating popcorn, watching tv and just relaxing as best as possible.

I just needed to vent this out to the reddit world. Any kind words would be really appreciated. ",2.2221182795698917,3.9295045666666653,3.8201433691756286,88.35790322580648,76.94444444444444,6.978494623655914,23.001792114695334,7.831003766801068,1.0383996415770604,1364,41,290,21,31,454,200,360,0.07400000000000001,0.785,0.141,0.9733,1,0,2,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,1,3,20,24,1,3,11,2,33,13,4,2,5,54,61,28,0,8,18,2,1,1,3,2,6,0,1,0,16,13,3,1,6,4,0,6,8,8,0,4,19,3,43,16,34,37,10,39,0,0,2,0,19,13,0,6,21,189,59,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485703224794955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13403239736262598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397607546799525,0.0,0.2564323207273412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896166847529449,0.0,0.07834328817036619,0.09533654522534027,0.0,0.0,0.20991278695838836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17588945284156804,0.0,0.0914897648756435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17154920610058358,0.0,0.0857582465446943,0.0,0.08209377395779577,0.0,0.08575007233209088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605072095164006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063115007151567,0.0,0.0790007957609087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948998937610642,0.0,0.0,0.080390238091158,0.04762644404958752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482111540405094,0.0,0.07506987347447629,0.0,0.0,0.08907730094066074,0.0,0.09930543201930277,0.0,0.0,0.08405994974894025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745331742519341,0.09211045844576583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040941283416804766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0559382933838144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844524151612241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688972687531161,0.0,0.0,0.06213790748134435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786422296777114,0.16421576962908158,0.16082000530930868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05678620874778521,0.06373497810369126,0.08917092985721277,0.09832325275614348,0.09305188373378227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447383866044208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737104493969163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06677911449186351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451465195524833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006198349007131,0.0,0.0,0.19186582134463068,0.0,0.19019437900046932,0.1579642433123878,0.0,0.06300845805157508,0.0,0.07324638985767816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16109025954577932,0.08233475639776476,0.0,0.04886545208911956,0.0,0.39717112073430977,0.08007612690609422,0.09310678531853278,0.0,0.0911521982140269,0.24558628680658806,0.08724053745100722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06914518869282547,0.04942842087041498,0.0,0.06722067839630144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05953033170219758,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SignalScout9,2019/01/28,"Has hypnotherapy helped you? I thought about doing the “introduction” flair, because I’m brand new here and figuring out how things work.

I’m also brand new at getting anxiety treatment. In November I realized I needed help, so talked to PDoc and called up a therapist who had helped me with a less severe thing about 12 years ago.

PDoc at first prescribed trazodone. It had worked for me before (doing night shift work) , but now that I’m very anxious and fearful it isn’t doing much. We’re up to 150mg. She then added a very low dose of BusPar (2.5mg 3xa day). After 2 weeks , I barely notice any help from the BuSpar.

My therapist treated me long ago with mostly cognitive techniques. It took for a good long while. I guess he noted that I’m currently too amped to even correctly identify my corrosive thoughts, so our four sessions have centered on guided meditation, and today was pure hypnosis. I really felt great right after the session, but had a stout flash of panic driving home. I took half a buspar just for the hell of it.

I’m ok right now. I guess I’m just looking for insight on whether I should stick with this. Thanks for reading my ramble.",4.230879839115134,6.160157429864256,4.7892835595776795,82.59387003519359,71.9864253393665,7.8070387129210665,27.662393162393165,8.515128840125781,2.0735458019105084,916,34,169,16,18,292,144,221,0.107,0.7859999999999999,0.107,0.0392,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,1,0,4,13,9,1,2,10,1,11,1,0,1,2,27,28,13,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,10,8,0,0,6,1,0,3,1,4,0,3,9,2,18,5,27,18,3,34,1,1,1,0,11,12,1,3,19,102,28,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20922593174078094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943763624983593,0.0,0.12786894527287987,0.0,0.08025408502845517,0.0,0.09028096987544973,0.1333230894433982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194070351473475,0.0,0.1004218702263064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205062667981022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761097583437185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794763724796637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327994172569302,0.0,0.0,0.11331267866346467,0.0,0.0,0.10038329623159098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616578422421453,0.0,0.0,0.09898518315592712,0.0,0.13011169168479256,0.260013130792073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164112291777732,0.0,0.11837842857702985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088787012455028,0.09910267726542453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675442898993642,0.08750645063048168,0.0,0.2279587849865551,0.0,0.1107488595561372,0.0,0.0,0.13436058868306194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13846489545398666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804669842625315,0.0,0.07560327844946509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20156792377681007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333230894433982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485579534020584,0.0,0.10865213702542943,0.0,0.27404846923494225,0.1568075278272401,0.0,0.0,0.18738107723188016,0.0,0.0,0.11186419523001943,0.0,0.26223748571788164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19474907623822565,0.0,0.0,0.0946643235001028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577484567581925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759976374334684
anxiety,Reginleif-I,2019/01/28,"How do I remove ""suicide as a last resort"" in my thoughts? My *contingency plan* is to kill myself if everything in my life goes to shit; it's the easy way out. The mindset had been working positively for me until recently.

It always comes up when l make plans for my future and be productive. There are variations of, ""What's the point? The thing you fear will happen **will happen** and you will kill yourself anyway, so why do all of these even?""

I love my girlfriend and am doing this for my mental health and our future. Free mental care in my country sucks, my school does not have a counselor, and basically professional help is inaccessible at this point in time. As you can see, my only choice is to help myself.",2.457980535279805,5.0799774744525585,3.7340437956204395,84.5588272506083,80.82481751824818,6.281070559610707,21.542092457420924,7.554174236665415,1.0026042822384436,562,17,106,9,15,183,94,137,0.146,0.7170000000000001,0.13699999999999998,-0.5171,0,0,0,0,0,2,25.0,1,3,0,3,6,8,4,1,6,0,16,4,1,2,1,13,25,12,3,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,5,0,0,3,1,18,4,18,18,1,19,0,0,1,1,8,9,2,1,7,79,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943747130858716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17085589908499166,0.0,0.0,0.14435272961393425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14664774409716128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106830145454098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15060738380545444,0.0,0.0,0.18857069118222994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29637553919266474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17812649302291916,0.0,0.0,0.22464663406027846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707981985832931,0.0,0.0,0.1365976045455914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836457650559985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512447666979609,0.0,0.11185893511505972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377563617470979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744984426577813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168288227077911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654620506812868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16959684982599285,0.13353715644724842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720153613758002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18330201679784186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133069901862214,0.0,0.0,0.13303740324298186,0.0977154844017188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13301480631098092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121215912406324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199803695425995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,uoliram,2019/01/28,"I feel like I'm going crazy with my anxiety Hey there community,

First of all, excuse my english. My first language is not english.

I have been over a two weeks period of stress and lack of sleep due to various events I had planned with College. The week before those two crazy weeks, I have been sick with a simple cold. Since it's pretty dry in my room and that winter is really cold over here, I've had some brow-ish mucus in my mouth due to dry blood cause by overall dryness around me.

But, since it was the first time it had happen to me, I started being really self-conscious with my health in general. I started to feel a bit dizzy, tired and sometimes numb after my two weeks stress period. It has been two days now since I can finally relax but I don't feel I'm getting better. In fact, I feel more dizzier. 

Of course, you saw it coming; I googled my symptoms which made me super anxious since I read all over that I might have a brain cancer. I'm not looking for any diagnostic here: I'm going to the doctor tomorrow.

However, I know that all my symptoms can be linked to my anxiety. I'm really seeking for help/tricks that can help me calm down before my consultation tomorrow morning.

It's important that I say I have been diagnosed with general anxiety over two years ago and my symptoms have never looked like how I'm feeling right now.

​

Please Reddit, what are your best tips so I can relax and breath before my appointment tomorrow?

​",4.538734030197444,5.922448216027881,5.2814634146341515,81.5389430894309,70.32404181184667,8.532868757259001,27.952380952380953,8.976282227363876,2.228185133565621,1166,41,221,22,21,378,150,287,0.097,0.76,0.14300000000000002,0.9623,1,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,2,0,7,8,11,0,2,7,0,25,15,5,3,5,36,48,9,0,1,4,0,5,2,0,1,10,1,1,0,14,12,0,0,7,3,0,3,4,3,0,8,10,11,35,8,29,35,9,42,0,0,3,0,7,12,0,2,29,143,49,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430574505978363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816485589421435,0.20371293645651664,0.05700382866038638,0.0,0.19237753204396746,0.09469831404108817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462196194871397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139865309824261,0.0,0.08796909519634481,0.07413634094066977,0.09151511595281553,0.0,0.0,0.09357634737254143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611129644017428,0.0,0.0722077570845419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05406014687564442,0.0,0.0,0.08508054210738293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579837050214044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21192202294806453,0.059884548612074685,0.0,0.091826116353851,0.0,0.21390433459137412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0437950675469565,0.0,0.09527928190749163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412611107894937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910198354350153,0.0,0.0,0.11237217076163096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04606799075606415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819052558335612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078366310252785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931717804623972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892500676457088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06465095567900171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201460386090464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852800920808457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384761683630859,0.0,0.1611011948875401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07158603444503242,0.0,0.06666095090511892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744768626019271,0.0,0.0,0.2773634019417772,0.0,0.0838854699829064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290500175823394,0.0,0.11866343750467152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920423542005136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613786029540023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048878992312429134,0.0963444288998841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4094238946486714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26895721882009826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20371293645651664,0.053980508298307486
anxiety,RiotGrrrl101,2019/01/28,"Help!! I cannot control my anxiety. I am desperate for any help and that is why I have turned to Reddit in order to do so. I feel a little background knowledge is needed in order to do so. I'm mid twenties and what use to be mild general anxiety has totally blown up in my face. I use to be able to do breathing exercises, yoga, or just hiding in the bathroom for 5 minutes and be able to face the world again. 

I've sought professional help and from more than one physician and feel that they don't understand the degree of my anxiety. I tried Prozac and it made my anxiety so much worse that I actually couldn't leave my house for a week... I also experienced all the other negative side effects i.e.- cold like symptoms, throwing up, shaking, enhanced sensory (everything was louder, brighter, etc) I couldn't eat and all I did was cry and sleep until I was able to get it out of my system. Obviously, that experience scared me.  Worst experience of my life.

I stopped taking Prozac and was off meds and I was honestly grateful to be able to half way function again and leave my house. However, I am still experiencing anxiety on a daily basis. What I find to be the weirdest thing as that I cannot determine the source of my anxiety. I've really tried; my anxiety is less mental and more physical ... my resting heart rate is 77 it will go to 130+ , I will sweat and shake, I will get so dizzy and I have even fainted 3 times total (over a two year period) ... I've explained this to the doctor too. I just don't understand if I have actually fainted how they can say anxiety is all in my head.

I feel that they honestly think I'm being dramatic... I've had my blood tested and vitals etc and everything has come back normal. They say it is just anxiety LOL ""JUST ANXIETY"" also I am not a depressed person but my anxiety has changed my life and has caused depression. But the depression is a result of my anxiety not the other way around.

I was using Xanax to help and I still do when having an attack but today the Xanax did nothing for my attack at all . Sorry for the long novel over here but I'm desperate for help... I'm trying to succeed as a young professional and today I had a terrible anxiety attack at work about 3 hours into my shift. Nothing out of the ordinary happened, I was in no danger, no stress, nothing. I was just working and my heart rapidly started beating, sweating, and my biggest fear is that I'll have a meltdown at work (like cry or faint) and I'm trying to keep it together because this is mt job aka means of money. So I bolted out of there.

Usually when in panic mode I just book it I will flee wherever I am at and try to hide... bathroom or car. Today I just went home and I even flat out told my my manager I was having a panic attack and needed to go. 

I am so sick of being told I am fine or it is just a panic attack and I need real help. I don't know what causes my anxiety ... I have nothing that specifically triggers it. Does anyone else experience this? What has helped you. 

I've tried everything I've read about... I'll drink cold water, eat something, breathing exercises, yoga, getting enough sleep, cutting out caffeine, herbal teas, medication. I want my life back. I use to be a free spirit and loved going on adventures to new places. Now, the thought of flying anywhere scares me. I'm worried I'll have a panic attack in the air and cause a scene and that is the last thing I want.

I just want my life back so bad and I want to be able to do my job (I mean I have to have money to pay my rent and for my life in general).

If you've experienced anxiety like this please reach out and share what helped for you.

My doctor prescribed Paxil but I'm scared I'll react like I did to Prozac (thoughts on this?)... 

Any help would be sooo appreciated. 

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anxiety,VampArcher,2019/01/28,"Getting a retail job was the best thing for my social anxiety I struggle with social anxiety. For the longest time people told me I was just shy and I'd loosen up. Eighteen years passed and that never happened. My entire childhood was me struggling with social situations. My first reaction when I see a person is to hide. I can barely speak, when I have to speak in front of people, I get the human equivalent of a Windows blue screen of death. 

Every. Year. I would pledge I would open up and be more talkative, but it never ever happened. College was all the same. I tried so hard every single day. Eventually I just accepted it. Hey, social situations make me anxious. But I'm not going to let that hold me back. 

I got a job at a retail store a year later. Boy, my brain was just overloaded with stimuli. I felt so over my head and when I had to talk to customers, I could barely speak. But I didn't give up. My manager was very strict but kind and mentored me. In watching her do customer service for a few weeks, I observed closely and soon I was able to talk! It was such a milestone for me. I still felt like an idiot when I talked but apparently I was able to sound confident when I tried, which was something!

I had never had any real friends. But before I even realized it, I was already friends with so many coworkers. Any time I got anxious at work, I would talk to them and I'd feel so much better. They make me feel so wanted and valued. Just the other day, one offered to hang out with me outside of work. 

I was this month's employee of the month, and in a store with 50+ employees, that's something. I got many compliments on my friendly customer service, which is something I would never expect. Apparently when I embrace confidence, I excel in talking to people. I never stopped feeling anxious, but I learned it doesn't have to control you. You can learn to be who you are despite it. I'm still scared of certain situations, but I'm not going to let it stop me from doing what I want to do.",2.5516949612929523,4.67255381909548,3.992572321064785,85.59679138937936,77.39195979899498,6.4132554665217985,26.334646203992943,7.432916251226849,1.4672734483226957,1572,62,304,21,37,519,189,398,0.083,0.768,0.149,0.9878,6,0,3,0,0,0,51.0,0,3,2,7,22,15,1,3,16,0,36,2,2,3,8,65,60,28,1,8,14,0,6,1,3,4,0,4,1,3,17,18,0,4,9,0,4,5,9,4,0,2,22,14,56,11,43,29,7,50,0,0,4,0,29,14,0,0,32,223,73,13,0.1485352408183219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195616590288116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010090572469002,0.0,0.11362905266718372,0.25170381487397725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057107215828022966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319627489948483,0.0,0.07793928567135458,0.06568367495774682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290722615336685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329745139281718,0.059296651685441265,0.0,0.0,0.09579294231393452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04905306284564094,0.06717931456159701,0.12514734666184232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265582111355073,0.0,0.1426171246218721,0.0,0.0,0.06317199998040084,0.0,0.0,0.17213693789795956,0.0,0.07760353276159057,0.07124426883536511,0.08441600035302024,0.0,0.17819580155233866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13134922291047613,0.0,0.0665292002393097,0.0,0.07622000474880591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473983071485378,0.0,0.0,0.0773382980468002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518873473071935,0.0,0.036283407929507454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914842664127732,0.15059142066186965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855941211232705,0.0,0.05459524634266027,0.0,0.2863988365655696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050325661650370834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15446345047866333,0.06484762150561946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453281127693668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435484412070358,0.0,0.059181678004872514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504397510936356,0.0,0.3028259450606553,0.0,0.17152452773585944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862043518830435,0.12418211229192914,0.0,0.15528128416167686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29846750038711184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049340106953529736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661209340992858,0.0,0.0,0.07096589396990566,0.0,0.10084567840636212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06127856477197734,0.08760993345003515,0.0,0.05957300533842385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10813542436191842,0.0,0.0,0.21103034678616306,0.0,0.0,0.14347773775175282
anxiety,zackroot,2019/01/28,"Five days into Lexapro, and I hate it so much I'm only taking 5mg right now, and I don’t feel as many physical side effects of my anxiety, but I still feel all of the mental taxation from it. In a way, it makes it feel worse. When I had physical side effects, I could more easily recognize them and walk myself through it. I physically feel okay right now, but I still feel like there is some sort of a crazy storm brewing inside me that I can’t explain. It makes me feel so much crazier and I hate it to death. It feels good to get it off my chest.

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Anyone else on Lexapro, how long does it take for this emotional roller coaster to fix itself?",3.2664179104477604,4.457486388059703,4.253910447761196,88.43101492537315,73.17910447761193,7.748059701492537,26.086567164179105,8.238735603445708,1.4574202985074622,512,17,111,8,10,166,88,134,0.161,0.736,0.104,-0.8497,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,2,9,5,2,0,3,1,5,1,1,5,1,24,21,11,1,1,2,0,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,0,10,1,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,7,15,3,14,19,5,17,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,2,8,71,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16164026860076994,0.18127429118097674,0.0,0.0,0.11412497529453546,0.0,0.0,0.10431257749001943,0.15285613364772335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911089197356378,0.0,0.0,0.09621102102284726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305514931895889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462367813283065,0.16781136696017718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5280216487895829,0.1065767279307148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794222561307129,0.0,0.0,0.12512804855530438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945756572058967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288352646369411,0.0,0.0,0.1320227100577485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991623000513796,0.151248661844809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15034188773866086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193340873237645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346078030804145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548038014316321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382762844101743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22433486381394607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118414924737725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520307397659781,0.0,0.0,0.18127429118097674,0.0
anxiety,Actionjackson1107,2019/01/28,I am having panic attack now not sure what to do? I have not sleeping at night and woke up having panic feelings and just have gotten worst as the day has progressed to point I couldn’t go work. I feel like I am spiraling out of control. Chronically anxious and depressed. ,4.479339622641508,6.040300660377362,5.1624056603773605,81.65040094339625,70.69811320754717,6.809433962264151,28.34433962264151,7.1686216300943375,1.6220981132075476,217,8,39,2,4,70,41,53,0.337,0.623,0.04,-0.9556,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,3,2,7,1,2,1,0,9,2,1,1,1,12,14,4,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,2,2,5,2,7,11,1,8,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,31,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757759170611553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27771147379589395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273791214386788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15743138335728998,0.0,0.21025242410579045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468596862182791,0.17439292851742585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387338919970962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926029131748063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290816124579626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5728232624073953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307637739588211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442872679085365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300717039496636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17771569633421766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Swirlyyyy,2019/01/28,One of those days Usually my anxiety goes away after being at work for a while but I’m halfway through my day and I still feel like death currently and I can’t get my heart rate to go down. I just want to be home already ,-0.3562499999999993,1.8152458750000025,1.788333333333334,96.49000000000002,90.25,5.7,20.5,7.1686216300943375,0.5000999999999993,174,6,41,3,6,58,41,48,0.136,0.769,0.095,-0.4588,1,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,6,8,4,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,6,1,9,6,0,11,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,8,27,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247307325176944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251132974645967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764733463861752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3795554853614209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487901364083521,0.2102242615654628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15374225820601914,0.0,0.16723860449581213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487075762463053,0.0,0.0,0.2951735946392289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14376389506982865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19940280016915787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235001847548066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240933078072345,0.0,0.17356618353016576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142297359650096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mollymous3,2019/01/28,Feeling like a failure... I’m very new to the medication side of treatment for my anxiety/depression... I recently was prescribed a SSRI and then a “breakthrough” medication for when things get too much. This week I’ve really been struggling to let myself use that secondary medicine because it feels like I’m failing. It took me a very very VERY long time to accept that I can’t manage this hot mess inside my head alone. And now that I’m trying to manage it I feel like I’m failing... Does this get any easier??,2.33818181818182,4.965656353535357,3.6533333333333333,84.90000000000003,81.42424242424244,6.428282828282829,25.161616161616163,7.686295010490155,1.6168707070707078,405,16,75,7,11,132,65,99,0.108,0.745,0.147,0.4370000000000001,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,3,8,0,1,5,0,4,3,1,1,0,7,15,4,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,10,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,3,4,7,4,7,11,1,10,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,11,40,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16542016189384884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861403365400593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973628942361225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756528046767752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13977070565581315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422753657790896,0.3423087114231081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16689261238097175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639172245843202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16332295243303513,0.0,0.2340911239457284,0.0,0.0,0.14134581609546762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217991019112613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174114497300176,0.0,0.0,0.15425708943960406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231973895100614,0.0,0.1577027162972161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16697241894405673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061098515956576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313312177021216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17745309219465266,0.10843835401330623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794547307910546,0.0,0.5271378450860242,0.0,0.0,0.12811651911336716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,oliver413,2019/01/28,"Dont really know, if this is the right place.. But I am struggling with a lot, of trust issues. My main concern right now, is that my girlfriend told me, she had something important to discuss with me, by the end of the week and that it had to be face 2 face. 

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My paranoid thoughts pick up on it, before my rational process does, so I am stuck in a spiral of believing that she is cheating on me. I cant help it, not one bit. I just dont know what to do.. I've experienced a lot of  betrayal and denial, (hence the running thoughts) throughout my life and it is so difficult. What can I do? I begin shaking in anger and my ADHD gets really tense, so I'm doing some kind of movement 90% of the time, due to tension in my body - I get sweaty palms and all that shit. is there anything I can do??",3.508406352683462,3.951536861445785,4.796659364731656,87.55146221248633,71.95180722891565,7.964074479737133,28.94633077765608,8.00094639256281,1.6790433734939758,613,23,137,8,11,204,98,166,0.198,0.773,0.029,-0.9807,0,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,0,6,9,3,3,8,0,19,6,5,1,1,20,29,10,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,11,7,0,0,4,0,0,3,4,7,0,1,6,1,20,2,19,22,6,18,0,0,0,0,6,9,1,4,6,97,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19172746954534595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17285376349960008,0.1938498601097037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128193273099362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357506951296256,0.17973887802325633,0.0,0.0,0.17416854063328785,0.17720501909730432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960826175096666,0.0,0.3739425963814648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129874275908813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666986469322177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693149861405904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16651083511161802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661289013742308,0.17535015142259974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268276154243255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27125822811910905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081035798828686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16667786104862006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044016424005016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724803442404858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16375816582782804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281617288866226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16677836074275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25330250702403584,0.0930248808630785,0.0,0.0,0.1524404634961883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796761990346142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938498601097037,0.0
anxiety,oldraykissedbae,2019/01/28,"Had a Tinder date with a fellow aspiring screenwriter on Saturday night and I’m loosing my damn mind over it....... 
I’ve recently matched up with this guy on Tinder who attends the local arts university here in my hometown town; he’s an aspiring screenwriter and cinematographer. For about a week or so we would go back n forward on Tinder messaging talking about the art of screenwriting, movies, and just other industry related things. I told him I was a newbie in the game and that I’m working on my very first screenplay. He was intrigued by that and he wanted to meet up with me ASAP. He offered to help me in any kind of way and was willing to give me advice on screenwriting. 

Fast forward to Saturday night, he picked me up, and it was kinda weird at first. Me being the overly talkative person that I am, I was rambling throughout the whole entire date (thanks to Gemini being my riding sign 😒). He was super quiet and much more laid back. I’m not sure if he was turned off by me talking too much, but he was engaging in the conversation as well. We did talked about our screenplays and I told a bit too much of my ideas.... he didn’t tell me much of his ideas though. He was asking me some questions about my pilots and even the name of it. I’m not sure if it was out of his general curiosity or he wanted to ‘gain inspiration’ from it. 

After our date, I immediately had an anxiety attack and I was so paranoid thinking that he was gonna take my ideas and run off with them. After all he did tell me he was gonna move to LA in the summer and he’s trying to find an agent to gets his shows pitched....I’m kinda a bit worried, cuz we haven’t spoke since our date, but he did say he’s willing to meet up with me again and to help me with Final Draft.  Idk guys, I’ve lost sleep over this throughout the weekend and I’m just so paranoid that he’s gonna fuck me over lol......I haven’t even been focusing on my own screenplay now cuz I’ve told this guy way  too much tea lol and I’m afraid he’s after me  and my ideas so he can take them to Hollywood. Somebody please assure me he isn’t shady and thief lol. I told myself to hit him up on Wednesday to see if he’s still interested in me and wants to help.... if I get no response or if he is barely responding, then fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I’m so scared, y’all lol. ",2.637912540336039,4.098511754756871,4.132972627128073,87.60134388561258,75.21564482029598,7.262245465672637,24.07527539779681,7.94452939551167,1.1503437632135312,1792,55,386,27,38,596,211,473,0.094,0.836,0.071,-0.8776,0,0,0,0,0,0,71.0,6,1,2,6,24,19,4,2,18,3,31,4,1,3,4,69,64,39,0,9,14,0,0,0,1,6,0,3,0,4,16,29,1,0,8,5,0,7,7,9,1,2,26,4,48,10,65,29,12,63,0,1,1,2,68,30,3,12,28,245,64,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507411088489683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05920384559645765,0.0,0.066600729407225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138943049779901,0.0990434190692182,0.0,0.13388766831321394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900941365497285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500473473969712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537007148633338,0.07957134366091911,0.14810653360390022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097129789812364,0.09097060593539688,0.0835159698887481,0.0494782545940859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586095255426678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17506362651743185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39312097169655336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065968500356623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503637087339104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790587134178515,0.0,0.0,0.09253109617091666,0.3199959115419444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16339999088695692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760175112125213,0.0,0.0955658335171778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975272237553054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859613343846934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923367670989969,0.08716233634198986,0.0,0.0693756188254548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201700485988853,0.0,0.08712296225298159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952629913480853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16410620619156102,0.0,0.1309167035779827,0.20992680407207556,0.15218870935241527,0.08015323259741743,0.0,0.0,0.05783885432470218,0.055784589377383065,0.08553609492132405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327585817528509,0.0,0.05910808531601764,0.09469637635235682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183369068111979,0.15405088753615667,0.13820849187271214,0.06983435160971624,0.0,0.0782774750562387,0.0,0.0,0.0971994797133025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06338078130738034,0.08841374586724167,0.0,0.061844988993194086,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,andyareyouok,2019/01/28,Does anyone else ever feel like people you work with don't like you even though you haven't done anything and they most likely don't hate you at all? Sometimes I get this feeling people I work with are pissed off with me or don't like when I know I haven't done anything wrong and maybe they're just not having a good day and it has nothing to do with me that they aren't as friendly as usual.,6.732500000000003,4.839719154761905,6.226190476190478,87.82714285714287,65.78571428571428,8.4,28.142857142857146,3.1291,0.7987000000000002,315,6,71,0,4,97,53,84,0.106,0.723,0.171,0.5728,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,4,2,2,5,9,2,0,1,0,12,1,1,0,2,16,17,8,0,0,3,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,2,2,12,6,9,15,2,6,0,0,0,0,7,2,1,2,8,49,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745436578926453,0.18676732988343314,0.30000170347618177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175554756815195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951439574880208,0.37307131076382793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227149247908406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039417512736685,0.16488263307260764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843324197572495,0.13022081893819498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14082902232078978,0.0,0.09523374048223723,0.0,0.0,0.1528877576876147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17996369406999668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017628289983092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562110673683242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831246905110132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17490250965696044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527399055756497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18027951238247955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17908910646118473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20075559138974336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654039210368665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992944894755936,0.0,0.0
anxiety,eyefetish69,2019/01/28,"Is classroom/public anxiety a thing? Literally ever since I can remember I have hated going to class because of the constant, paralysing fear that I will be asked a question that I need to answer in front of everyone else. When I was smaller it stressed me out so much I was constantly sick because of the stomach pains it gave me being on high alert 247. I'm in my last year of college now, and nothing has changed. I literally sweat during class and hope over and over again that I won't be picked, and when I do get picked I get SO red and and my heart feels like its gonna explode. I feel so much better answering the same question when it's just me and the teacher 1-1 because of Im more secure in the fact they won't make fun of me. The same happens to me when people look or stare at me. It's really absurd. I'm by no means antisocial, I have a good time with my friends and *like* meeting people - just not when I haven't mentally prepared.  ",3.5530549450549467,4.569180235897439,4.728296703296703,85.97134615384618,72.28205128205127,7.622710622710624,28.800366300366306,7.957251820313856,1.7422673992673998,746,29,157,10,14,246,116,195,0.124,0.777,0.1,-0.5714,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,1,13,12,1,2,9,0,15,5,3,3,2,31,32,17,0,2,4,0,2,2,1,4,2,0,0,0,9,10,0,1,8,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,3,5,23,8,19,22,5,24,0,0,3,0,7,9,0,4,15,104,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121430848628384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590946092436085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26586452065521105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857564712186215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15379138932415667,0.0,0.0,0.3142054584989057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144525025122717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150335830808654,0.0,0.13891557904809226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16359145651609994,0.14701567891907535,0.10385857317344632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231922390682048,0.0,0.15190874216740713,0.0,0.08262206613599964,0.12193675710686143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855790533593126,0.0,0.0,0.1435313695731204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17227446087346318,0.0,0.15360057964480653,0.0,0.1443938530005627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703394438842766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850304490122872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204938007271806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208149443253473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704141192402316,0.0,0.0,0.158360024815359,0.0,0.0,0.14650753735741034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21374014571506916,0.107796464840644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394947846707085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469318801967175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015745730299611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257148336083154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313331861247176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16468572855668814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025876392093952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16653081102220513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658314923293987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477148976457598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361911713415123
anxiety,altclass,2019/01/28,People in a relationship with someone who struggles with anxiety If you are in a relationship who struggles with anxiety do you ever feel like you wanted something/someone different? I’m worried that since I’ve discovered I have anxiety that my live-in SO of 7 years will realize he doesn’t want someone with a mental illness. He hasn’t done or said anything to make me feel this way. I guess you could say my anxiety is telling me that he wants someone “stronger” and more “normal”.,4.391456043956044,6.732864120879121,5.184711538461542,78.15091346153848,72.62637362637362,8.506043956043957,34.45192307692308,9.188382445141503,3.5261307692307686,389,21,67,9,8,126,61,91,0.183,0.746,0.07,-0.8074,1,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,0,0,2,3,0,2,3,0,9,1,0,1,1,18,18,4,0,6,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,4,10,1,8,14,1,5,0,0,0,0,14,2,0,3,3,42,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4373044568719745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176031355643322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410237721324135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14931101851341114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14624702268867254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292706969644352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445196497114844,0.10209526442974193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15743198857061835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981883429298331,0.0,0.12619255843918006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539384480540614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440201353669219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002191249482784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907612201371872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068647123578074,0.0,0.0,0.1359405779546187,0.11364813741660056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821701307217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4843502914066269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988020934733885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249100450508447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528768840230467,0.11343567482560955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14513251379006886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09202965366689517
anxiety,stopthefcukingcar,2019/01/28,"I think I had my first panic attack... Hi,
Just some background, I have struggled with anxiety for the majority of my life. I had the first anxiety attack ever last night and it was absolutely terrifying. I thought I was going to die. I have never been into taking anxiety medicine but at this point I will do anything to never feel that way again. People who have anxiety and are on medicine to help, how has the medicine helped you?",4.071289198606273,6.196733585365857,5.095644599303134,79.39378048780492,72.90243902439025,8.10034843205575,28.787456445993037,8.841846274778883,2.4774090592334503,342,14,62,7,7,112,57,82,0.194,0.764,0.042,-0.7715,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,2,4,4,2,2,3,0,12,1,0,1,3,14,17,4,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,4,0,2,6,1,11,0,9,10,2,14,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,8,51,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5335969270160107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434988158900619,0.0,0.0,0.3967619013100521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180977564569262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15773552171601748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817111255974996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966528741705545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991034364056678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337647399495461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214191829717338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316883607811045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26898321424883925,0.0,0.0,0.1636426015671118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20459583790407415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089223747074895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16484424006311738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18229848376554345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111108419163073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173483282974547,0.0,0.1384372131937386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841369908254372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cunsorta,2019/01/28,"I need some advice regarding medication Hi! Longtime lurker, first time poster here.

I (21/f) am currently in therapy for a number of reasons, one of them being my anxiety. I don’t know what it is exactly, but it just goes so far that I’m not able to respond or even read any e-mails, text messages or write papers for my classes - sometimes it even keeps me from leaving my home to go to uni or work. 

Now, do any of you take medication to fight this? If yes, what kind of medication is it?

I don’t want to take it every day but just when my anxiety gets so bad that it stops me from functioning like a normal human being. ",3.5013035870516163,4.418114598425198,5.336955380577432,81.9326946631671,72.30708661417323,8.794050743657044,27.496937882764648,9.150863307647796,2.143590376202975,482,17,101,10,9,166,86,127,0.111,0.8170000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.7304,1,0,0,0,1,0,18.0,0,1,1,2,9,4,1,0,2,1,8,3,0,1,1,19,17,9,0,4,9,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,11,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,3,2,0,2,0,0,12,2,14,15,1,10,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,5,8,66,23,4,0.1685503590076748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16470546009375198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292400479266163,0.0,0.2578811265965022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14073250941820933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087010377366523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226518449765482,0.0,0.14201094698134115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433688492679374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806060592198876,0.0,0.09579105326860918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16906975284095527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498153035072165,0.0,0.17551926167844212,0.0926308693379218,0.0,0.0,0.17847049343852175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234519160366198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.509390262909356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497795551034672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16514356519780155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421408538117732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16859597112856153,0.0,0.0,0.17329784108254126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16670061488011054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409156473158941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534577872455556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19275202483471965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828306978345704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941536873194637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270666878267447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,slaxbr,2019/01/28,"Always had anxiety, but didn't notice it. Now it's really strong and really messing up my life, and I don't know what to do I've always had anxiety, but didn't notice it that much, it didn't affect me significantly I guess... But last year after I moved to a bigger city (São Paulo) because I graduated and got a better job, anxiety just hit the fucking roof. It combined moving away from my friends with a shitty relationship and things got out of control. I'm doing therapy for like 2 months, but these last few days it got really strong to the point of having a hard time sleeping, and having 0 attention span. Like I can't get SHIT done in my job anymore, and it's affecting my relationships as well, like if I'm talking to a girl that I'm interested on I become extremely anxious for her to reply.

I thought about seeing a psychiatrist as well but I'm afraid of the meds being addictive, I wanna get better without them but shit seems too fucking hard. Anyone of you ever gone through something like this?

Thank you!",4.250597014925372,5.686111970149256,5.780278606965172,77.48773134328356,71.08955223880595,8.743084577114429,27.827860696517412,9.21078282632365,2.416773532338309,810,29,151,17,15,275,119,201,0.07400000000000001,0.675,0.251,0.9926,2,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,1,5,7,19,4,1,9,0,13,7,3,3,1,27,32,15,0,2,9,0,2,4,1,0,2,0,0,1,13,8,0,1,4,0,0,3,6,6,2,0,11,3,17,13,25,19,2,20,0,0,1,2,9,8,4,3,13,98,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824589861346495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18050777642860485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24893268120581946,0.12253772553091648,0.10757089884655464,0.07584319888807516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019090567179542,0.0,0.0,0.06612095638191891,0.11979414920146378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918618866670132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165584667012327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06995274949810107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100020562841786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811532351894227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380194340889724,0.20055344308092826,0.11333988405217944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602547946956801,0.0,0.11948949648725316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19433166436824054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152750840999264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05961105922728549,0.17683144731899705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766140059498609,0.2119675278383043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204832593879382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657795298693234,0.23056818416006755,0.0797363041356271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24698258954173485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025371188941556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20846172607958752,0.0,0.0,0.2329076212671519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643478311345099,0.0987449998008583,0.0,0.0,0.22268124989725352,0.0,0.0,0.1085461214477098,0.0,0.0,0.08350380192703953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718229875215729,0.0,0.09986256544724012,0.12404236784915686,0.0,0.07206117817361818,0.0,0.0,0.0861113071538734,0.0632484390546748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950511344966069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455907628378937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984969877085
anxiety,Throwaway245678901,2019/01/28,"I've Had Anxiety For Years and This is the First Time I Realize I Need Help Hey Reddit, I've had a problem with anxiety since 5th grade. My anxiety then used to be triggered by small super dumb things. But I would have full panic attacks where I would go to the bathroom and call my mom to pick me up. I did this so often that the front office and principal threatened to call the cops on 5th grade me if I kept doing it. That didn't really help my problem, but it scared me enough to power through it. 

Middle school was weird, I didn't have much anxiety at all, until my last year in 8th grade. 8th grade I was in a program called avid which was a class known for the smarter kids that were on track to get into a good college. Which was weird because I was nothing like that, I didn't get the best grades and wasn't very interested in going to a big fancy college. At first the class was fine, but the teacher was never really nice to me, she would always point out things I did and embarrass me, looking back on it now, it was probably to push me, but back then it started making me scared to go to class especially on Thursdays when we would present a weekly report on a subject we were struggling in and how to improve. Presenting for me made my anxiety skyrocket. People say being nervous to present is normal, but for me I would do anything ANYTHING in my power to avoid it, I would go to the restroom and stay in there until class was over, I would pretend to be sick at home so I don't have to go. Eventually middle school ended and I went off to high school. 

In High School my anxiety was better, I would still get anxiety when I had to present, but I started managing and got through it, but there were some times I would skip class mostly because I was very under prepared. Once I graduated high school I was fine, no more worrying about school work or presenting and I could just sit back at home, play some video games and relax. After about 6 months of doing just that, my anxiety returned, but this time having seemingly no reason at all. All I would do all day was stay at home, but I still got super anxious. And it's been like that ever since. I'm 19 years old now, almost 20 and my anxiety has kept me from keeping my life on track. I dropped out of college, I never got my license, I don't have a job or don't have the motivation to do anything. I rarely talk to my poor mother anymore, I only answer yes or no when she asks me a question and I love my mom, yet I have no idea why I do this to her. I've lost relationships with friends, I haven't had a girlfriend since high school. I feel like my anxiety is holding me back from life. I haven't done anything about it, I haven't talked to anyone, I haven't seen a doctor or therapist because I never really saw the point. But today I woke up with a different mindset, I actually want to do something about it. I want to get my life back on track, but I'm not sure what to do. This Reddit post is my first step and I would really appreciate some advice on what to do from here.",3.8777510655799015,4.718410303858526,4.905736184850074,85.65483623719437,71.36334405144693,7.972541688476782,27.005309205114784,8.20894155585173,1.5833584386450306,2387,78,503,34,43,783,248,622,0.166,0.7390000000000001,0.095,-0.9859,4,1,1,0,0,0,57.0,2,0,0,12,29,31,2,7,23,1,71,6,0,8,9,95,106,41,0,19,19,3,1,3,2,11,5,1,3,1,28,23,0,5,9,5,1,9,19,14,0,3,39,5,77,17,78,52,13,102,0,1,3,1,25,41,1,13,50,358,105,28,0.0,0.0,0.05011179403455246,0.0,0.0,0.05018022924543829,0.0,0.0,0.05142125071367277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04272867899069136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3928386479512729,0.0580127376454708,0.05092702925596712,0.03590626135929928,0.0,0.16903210033717184,0.0,0.048006852355600434,0.058419904979902765,0.0,0.19743121083522885,0.0,0.09391045114063472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05389037906546827,0.0454163534011828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573073006989094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04100010680256893,0.0,0.0,0.03311756021772085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053651535185892565,0.0,0.05256058049977486,0.0,0.05255055763288211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045482311934938055,0.05305997229265656,0.0,0.0,0.04645049920458009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02596493262435328,0.03668562257763519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13103903875727124,0.0,0.0,0.03967415043895491,0.0,0.1073164518077862,0.0,0.14592160484372255,0.043071320093070534,0.12321179506344827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883984500735715,0.21702331239020176,0.15452964858359108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057969752124746025,0.0,0.0,0.05095857998582149,0.045643697969623184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04185844121203977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881354802076301,0.07526345373576443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0431224451830877,0.0,0.05605638222341842,0.0,0.04634686088760985,0.04859016432730915,0.03427761910709301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202848425587958,0.040988389908098916,0.0,0.03774936471684817,0.03807659111340711,0.11881665375924964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050313705176001186,0.04927328448304247,0.0,0.053884908934152584,0.0546878217089016,0.0,0.03905523695989936,0.0,0.060250086362497124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035600762081891266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09708779808922256,0.0,0.04918067715549969,0.0,0.055365754305690726,0.09827317045714734,0.0,0.0,0.057525590274269914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315887045863375,0.052798039532578535,0.0,0.0551324445988389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040836886012335566,0.10282390197710622,0.3637942154449226,0.0,0.046748605316686384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12743582421902028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03953300204164865,0.0,0.0,0.07269391158412146,0.10946803346579914,0.08201897364268508,0.0,0.0,0.053683884790344284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048398313903234895,0.0,0.0,0.0825490077104768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059623213106755765,0.06823149696466169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983066444558697,0.0,0.04867535126056284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044351330183516086,0.0,0.08474096357707392,0.060577056651907435,0.0,0.041191188912022135,0.0,0.0,0.047603485659807813,0.04633686874887797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03738460622953113,0.05215008408455482,0.0,0.4012660564287056,0.0,0.0,0.0992063194869595
anxiety,BisRack,2019/01/28,I don't feel good and don't want go to class. I'm feeling so anxious about going to school today. I just have this really bad feeling. Like not normal anxiety but a gut feeling. I just don't know what to do.,0.0259999999999998,2.079184044444446,2.6044444444444466,92.42000000000004,86.33333333333334,5.377777777777778,20.11111111111111,6.742157984588678,0.3149111111111109,162,5,36,2,5,56,32,45,0.165,0.66,0.174,-0.16,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,5,1,1,0,0,12,14,3,0,2,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,4,3,2,4,14,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,21,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20947601908097327,0.3093452592136374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286331397514681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5538182915780588,0.19562123571974255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31124307183097083,0.22967212408229934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15048752120024927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337774745693938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682911857183103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754198456320626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771263702341105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595548799133295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16150957576681885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Basith_Shinrah,2019/01/28,"Is obsessive thought still anxiety? I have all kinds of thoughts all the time mostly worrisome and depressing and confusing. The doctor said due to my conditions that we won't start therapy any soon. I'm on antidepressants and anti-psychotics. I feel very confused and scared, I find it difficult to study. I get anxiety attacks but a major one only like every 2 days or so. Doctor gave me a vague diagnosis for depression and social anxiety and later stressed obsessive thinking. Doctor sighs but my thoughts don't stop.",5.159569892473119,8.079749258064519,5.8227956989247325,71.72086021505378,72.54838709677419,10.154838709677419,33.98924731182796,10.25414643259724,4.548324731182795,423,22,65,14,9,137,71,93,0.305,0.64,0.055,-0.9545,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,0,3,13,1,6,4,0,4,3,0,0,2,22,14,10,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,7,0,1,6,0,0,0,2,10,1,1,5,2,8,2,5,8,4,9,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,4,9,39,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920398319328203,0.0,0.3685435394393753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826897520333924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356468169894706,0.0,0.2766249640267792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4930997108710639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13530062663725212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119710404080042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14677268998779028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083899554341164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672256019468787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784542055479985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881722607556664,0.12213288532844975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15275405487881652,0.0,0.16077459524938995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16369719862873194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366359365193375,0.0,0.12824418288569786,0.13425708221873606,0.18395071448143893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18364408026349785,0.0,0.0,0.10289702129039363,0.0,0.38246202672762347,0.09363898496699492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13250026363695858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,its_RichieRich,2019/01/28,"Does anybody else act like a drug addict? My anxiety makes me look, talk and act really weird and I am often asked if I am a drug addict or if I need help.

Anyone else get this?",0.17684210526315525,2.1284227368421083,2.7097368421052606,92.55565789473684,84.78947368421052,5.905263157894738,14.76315789473684,7.1686216300943375,-0.2531789473684207,136,2,31,2,4,47,28,38,0.097,0.758,0.145,0.4342,0,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,1,0,8,7,5,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,7,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,4,1,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4826523139829363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16934757148564056,0.0,0.0,0.15478716755690136,0.2268198959353109,0.0,0.0,0.20695122293820356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19372252452561653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.513438225617891,0.0,0.3698527370881901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565677530001207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483797563483348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081502815319953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18589518639175165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14776630513238131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16414317351756685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181539719204084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17792895451127624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GU3MS,2019/01/28,"A dose of magnesium a day keeps the anxiety at bay. It helps for me, sometimes. I can still get anxious, but anecdotally I've found that it can lower the baseline amount of anxiety that I experience.",4.487017543859646,6.31115963157895,6.118421052631582,73.75728070175441,71.10526315789474,10.329824561403509,33.719298245614034,10.504223727775694,4.023919298245613,158,8,29,5,3,54,29,38,0.205,0.747,0.048,-0.5994,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,4,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5011573249231477,0.3700438915760494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21124586357848527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204116224420037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35914712774756824,0.0,0.0,0.17113395725165867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195531979346549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911459156749491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239602498986959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26158582943708186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TurbulentCherry,2019/01/28,Trying not to have a panic attack at hairdresser's. Anyone got advice / something positive?,4.306000000000001,7.289004933333333,6.026666666666667,60.76000000000002,99.66666666666666,7.333333333333335,25.0,7.793537801064563,3.609,74,3,7,2,3,25,15,15,0.16,0.515,0.325,0.4943,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40547841449825706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901384498527819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4720586335014241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33186857361326777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4868473073759272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194441163231884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281719696728813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,2906BC,2019/01/28,"My line manager embarrassed me (25f) infront of colleagues about the quality of my work, and I can't stop crying In an archaeologist. I also have GAD. I've only been doing it for four months and the role was supposed to involve training. It's been minimal. I've been doing the paperwork for months and nobody has said anything. I asked for help when I started and wasn't given any, and I asked others for help. 

However, on Friday, my line manager came into the cabin on our break, and said ""there have been issues with paperwork, and it's not you guys, it's you 2906BC"" and then he left. He didn't tell me what I did wrong or how to correct it. I went back to the area I was digging and cried.

Im on a new site today and the manager asked me how I was getting on, and I burst into tears. Existing with anxiety is hard enough, and I really thought I was getting the hang of things, however now my confidence has been demolished. I've been crying on and off all day.

It doesn't help that my job isn't secure because of brexit. My contract is up in a month and my company have let lots of people go, and I have a house to pay for. The stress and anxiety are affecting me so much, I can barely cope. ",2.9345929108485507,4.272105436734698,4.706702470461869,84.28480128893665,74.22448979591837,8.259935553168638,25.955961331901182,8.841846274778883,1.8863469387755103,932,32,194,19,19,317,130,245,0.08900000000000001,0.8340000000000001,0.077,0.067,3,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,2,0,1,9,4,0,2,12,0,29,0,0,3,2,31,42,23,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,10,21,0,2,1,0,1,4,6,3,0,1,19,3,28,1,28,22,4,31,0,0,0,0,17,14,0,2,12,139,38,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019830629538991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867225350617513,0.0,0.1951151663533784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494361536329512,0.0,0.3576607736655369,0.0,0.0,0.09806016731389113,0.0,0.07773909802487387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14585658136529153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42024630427441184,0.0822441771551476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176918022932765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325488375527506,0.0,0.0724763674656737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262714914334257,0.0,0.0,0.1142388822871796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25643539428465273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14714869989249252,0.0,0.0,0.13775072919800627,0.1331047515089584,0.12655058079085416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13855814225022425,0.1304046999477239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084186474242094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30537180686717386,0.0,0.09374680437979442,0.0,0.0,0.12316609002907035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698980861662294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841096277239073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169687516582345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242614206784131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026406086560096,0.0,0.0,0.10661803882551987,0.14608141406358666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146396445915333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472307873875053,0.0,0.0,0.10124196191626096,0.0,0.0,0.12088040863652337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821853669379992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284096284278126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394304365955806,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ypsiowns3013,2019/01/28,"Advice please? I can’t get out of my head. So background;
I have Panic Disorder with agoraphobia, I am a housekeeper. I have worked at my current location for about 7 months now, but I have 7 years in housekeeping experience with high end cleaning as well. When I first started my job we were discussing pay, and I asked for 10.00 and got laughed at basically. So I make 9.50 there now.. this is the least amount of money I’ve ever taken as a housekeeper, but the job is more self managed and I work alone most days so I took it.

Fast forward to yesterday;

I’m training a new girl and she’s jabbing about pay, (which is a huge no no) but she tells me that she makes 10.00 starting. I don’t like talking about pay at a workplace so all I told her was that I asked for 10. So she then starts assuming we make the same amount. (Which is not the case) and I can’t stop playing this conversation in my head because I actually have another job that has offered me 11 dollars to come back full time..

So where I’m stuck, is how do I go about talking to my boss about this? My anxiety is telling me to either talk to her and give her an ultimatum, or just quit. 

I really do like this job, and that’s why I’ve stuck it out so far, but I really don’t see how I can go forward because of this. Help?

TLDR; Found our my co-worker makes more then me starting and I have more experience. ",2.2240312131919886,3.858935565371027,3.769174028268552,89.04172335100121,76.73851590106007,7.260836277974088,25.219228504122487,8.07648339933343,1.3303829210836282,1067,38,237,18,24,354,148,283,0.092,0.82,0.08800000000000001,0.5865,5,1,0,0,0,0,38.0,3,0,0,4,23,6,0,1,10,0,22,2,2,7,2,37,47,27,0,0,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,13,15,0,1,2,1,5,6,7,1,1,1,9,1,41,5,27,38,11,40,0,0,1,0,25,14,0,3,26,159,54,11,0.0,0.0,0.10382846886657073,0.0,0.0,0.10397026229663506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101955703074152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156690194329692,0.08139368409015843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19893432559004692,0.0,0.0,0.08181299720924266,0.0,0.12971767811489518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165189884525916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686174908771278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194058477316208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423647466024207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624249746824064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20815405525487504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050153440614224,0.0,0.1166592062173534,0.0,0.0,0.055588225736404116,0.10206603636491884,0.12093613567321004,0.0,0.08509568305695818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21838876034795485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131590319035133,0.11241464543401353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4223318232745264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039607450175136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840842381996561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492535235376983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275922686901454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12483436956544393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679234345241295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316668199650146,0.0,0.0,0.13632173803151426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478491530793572,0.0,0.11099564394428367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30123437730036184,0.0,0.0,0.08895295155846146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25655448708712625,0.1859919529616388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620411523630609,0.0,0.0,0.10166723068404757,0.11821137443785333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956639984698362,0.0,0.09600706234843576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323756212748337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851640718295186
anxiety,Sleepwalker93,2019/01/28,"Anxiety over anxiety...panic attacks about a future situation I could have a panic attack.... anyone relate? The cycle keeps me from succeeding. It was under control for a few years and now it's coming back. All these ""what if"" moments. Feeling trapped in my body. Piloting a meat suit and feeling totally disconnected. Ugh. Vent.",2.5624880382775146,5.206587736842106,4.441435406698567,72.44913875598087,101.4561403508772,6.9850079744816576,27.988835725677827,7.686295010490155,3.2605228070175443,259,13,36,7,11,87,49,57,0.23,0.6709999999999999,0.099,-0.8473,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,3,5,2,1,5,0,3,1,1,1,2,11,7,3,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,2,3,1,6,5,3,9,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,5,29,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19380334166974303,0.0,0.0,0.1771402451003884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5764184794026872,0.0,0.19480175186081475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28140208234055275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21822877862259335,0.0,0.0,0.2841407906441726,0.2022702641044581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25619122431424146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251789949591382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29723827158652955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28476320981657155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314175749253776
anxiety,NoName355,2019/01/28,Scared To Sleep Idk If This Belongs Here But Sometimes I wont go to sleep Because Im Afraid I Might Die. Sounds Dumb But It Sucks,-2.103928571428572,-1.5681721071428552,-0.9657142857142844,109.11071428571432,127.21428571428572,1.6,14.714285714285715,3.1291,-1.7362000000000002,103,3,25,0,7,31,23,28,0.424,0.5760000000000001,0.0,-0.9186,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,4,4,3,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19228779874747065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273743690135625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792704252463547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407266763613384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346293854984675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31580800959300703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6313306974931568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31197579626342203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anniebalanie,2019/01/28,"I have GAD and I'm struggling with school I'm a student studying in a university here in the Philippines. English isn't my native language, so I hope you can bear with my writing.

About 8 months ago, I was diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder and was prescribed medication for it. At first, my doctor prescribed to me escitalopram (brand name: Escivex) which worked wonders for me in the first few months. However, by November I noticed I was becoming more and more lethargic. I also found myself dosing off during stressful situations, which I found inconvenient because these naps would last a whole day. I have missed several classes because of these ""stress naps"" (that's what I call them). My panic attacks were also getting worse. My doctor switched my medication to fluoxetine (brand name: Motivest) and also added a prescription of clonazepam for emergency situations (i.e. panic-inducing situations). Now, I feel more alert with my new prescription and I haven't had a panic attack for 2 months now.

My medication has helped me a lot in reducing the physical symptoms of my illness, but I found that the crippling anxiety that I feel and the negative thoughts never really go away. I still have trouble finishing my school work and I can't seem to concentrate on the task on-hand as I am preoccupied with other pending tasks. It has gotten to a point where I cannot even will myself to even enter the campus. I have been absent for two weeks now. I'm really worried because I haven't turned in any of my homework and projects, plus I missed three major exams last week. I also have research thesis that was due today. 

Except for my classmates who have obviously observed my absence, I haven't told anyone about my recent struggles in school. All of my friends and family know about my illness, but I find myself getting misunderstood by them. For those who are unfamiliar, mental health is a fairly new terrain in my country and people have only been aware of it in the recent years, after a legislation on mental health and illness was passed. Before the legislation, most Filipinos see depression and anxiety as emotions people can get over with in a day. When a person with depression or anxiety would share about their struggles, people often trivialize it or dismiss it as melodrama, which is why I do not like sharing about my struggles.

I also have to deal with feelings of guilt and intense pressure. I feel guilty whenever my anxiety flares up severely because I feel like a burden to my classmates and my parents (especially my mom, since we live in the same apartment). I can also sense their skepticism and frustration at my condition. Sometimes, my mom would even tell me to just snap out of it as if it was that easy (to be fair though, I know she means well). When she's angry, she tells me that she feels like she's living with an infantile adult or she calls me lazy. It also doesn't help when she keeps reminding me to graduate already and that I have to force myself to be okay so that I can stop taking my medications.

We have guidance counselors at school but I feel like their not equipped to handle a student like me (based on personal experience). I want to talk to a therapist but I can't afford it either. 

I've observed over the past few days that I've been having suicidal thoughts and self-harm urges. I'm desperate. I want to break this cycle already and live my life.",6.377325581395347,7.771265417197455,6.659635609539329,73.32879499333434,66.00636942675159,9.59982224855577,33.87216708635758,9.820803871038708,3.509413597985484,2734,121,456,59,43,881,298,628,0.217,0.743,0.039,-0.9988,3,0,0,0,0,0,74.0,2,1,5,4,30,31,4,10,26,1,47,15,0,0,3,81,83,44,1,7,13,3,7,5,1,4,15,0,1,3,29,31,0,2,18,2,0,3,12,20,1,4,18,8,88,11,76,59,12,61,0,4,1,0,38,25,0,10,37,336,117,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05001372621430023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452373877901796,0.3158384298806433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0383681487547653,0.0,0.2158091815935328,0.0,0.0,0.03945080718735712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12837384456173553,0.053009295575184114,0.0,0.0,0.1375746350106481,0.062312454532604165,0.04801003280653598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152241002748124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091604444354068,0.05816747349815673,0.09719048205664704,0.057266028833965935,0.0,0.0,0.06466324284764707,0.11549836983599825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346592176217876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179642282204316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05519046939830212,0.05318860596056443,0.0,0.19969672649629736,0.1209213130024422,0.0,0.0,0.05156768313680905,0.09598318243717424,0.0,0.18558782367853774,0.04359064965375596,0.0,0.08843277929861237,0.0,0.032065299361324316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994556293084414,0.0,0.0,0.07563548387889849,0.0,0.0,0.056038687228867665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050149490917444514,0.0,0.0,0.062014905444066765,0.09198113258827627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039851752311230886,0.13782201623428128,0.0,0.14946207292605612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04796703404946006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06145890365671619,0.0,0.22735249573020114,0.11371799965212598,0.0,0.0,0.1321589592373331,0.1351038793209671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04351527858607634,0.10898331928173582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423557195302547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042910639109535006,0.0,0.19859331911420766,0.06264873575176595,0.0,0.053860136014979534,0.1173454501343057,0.09852911238399584,0.0,0.0,0.053335990126287626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228935032698998,0.0,0.11141766997066076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22840386377627886,0.044960154804677264,0.05136347101614379,0.05885930670868692,0.12747912150254934,0.0,0.04667195394993374,0.1902583765449784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05580171568694133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04505780597016242,0.04717040121908401,0.12925990738409968,0.2359335121793362,0.0,0.06171531033384031,0.0,0.0,0.058642921333113135,0.04242149734327477,0.04534898459778312,0.09862871204397892,0.0,0.0,0.06550901695467493,0.0,0.0,0.05543325067450433,0.08958378931753844,0.0,0.0,0.05348041886460607,0.053912590624358124,0.0,0.0,0.061369740729170785,0.05511502389506026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655702073903266,0.0,0.09051489016498936,0.0,0.050729167621586,0.0,0.050911089193763186,0.06299192322650274,0.0,0.0,0.06118606248442564,0.0821501786208401,0.05729816567191566,0.057497720268993725,0.12023937196250326,0.0,0.0,0.03633321166173868
anxiety,athrowaway88888,2019/01/28,"DAE get anxious about their significant other’s sleep? I get unreasonably anxious when my SO gets less than 7-8 hours of sleep or is in danger of getting less. Even though I regularly get less than that and am sometimes tired but like no real cause for concern, so I have no idea why I would be so concerned about his sleep as to panic over it.

Example - if he’s working on something for school and mentions it maybe being a late night, I’ll go into panic mode and say dumbass shit like “okay why on earth are you talking to me then??” Or worse, blaming him eg “well maybe you shouldn’t have done xyz earlier that was a waste of time”

I’ve been working on it and just trying to relax and be supportive of him bc obviously the last thing someone needs when they aren’t getting enough sleep is someone yelling at them for it, but I still struggle with the feelings.

Is anyone here like this? How do you handle it?",7.335445058317987,6.0849824585635375,7.182615101289137,79.38686310620012,64.19337016574585,9.812400245549416,34.47575199508901,8.515128840125781,2.5863070595457334,719,26,145,8,9,229,121,181,0.21600000000000005,0.677,0.106,-0.9764,1,0,1,0,1,0,14.0,0,3,3,2,14,12,2,3,4,1,17,6,5,2,1,22,27,19,0,4,6,0,1,3,0,2,1,2,0,0,10,7,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,5,1,0,3,3,16,7,23,19,4,17,0,0,0,0,13,7,1,3,12,99,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586610909899347,0.0,0.08004753019349352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760315961965785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715344871775715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828911096204545,0.0,0.07561338765408059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057884854884276526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3588684782738128,0.0,0.06506198990046491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274037692964335,0.0,0.0,0.1292347158363552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933170068374592,0.12913915624759456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16778838445735025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300223943225518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848859491751676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074323320824456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686367460539591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030403929487253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103960541506176,0.0,0.11586052659906985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751273901948985,0.0,0.0,0.4582532942364232,0.0,0.19399816140712453,0.08813279508279244,0.11322428715047075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142439257884226,0.0,0.0,0.11968002866291662,0.0,0.0,0.129911281564185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201520761275207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605585497710819,0.0,0.11247665443238156,0.0,0.0667545858975689,0.13157866294870654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772484460933736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293185023045752,0.0,0.2066019551928166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16668654895507393,0.0,0.11666555965334745,0.08132376702209934,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cherryblossomkisses,2019/01/28,Anxious over Marriage.. My husband is making me feel like ive wasted my time giving him my all and I'm currently 4 months pregnant.. He doesn't respect my boundaries,2.1459374999999987,4.938916718750004,3.3862500000000004,85.03375000000003,84.9375,4.45,29.875,5.985473137389443,1.6563499999999998,133,7,22,1,4,43,28,32,0.217,0.645,0.13699999999999998,-0.4318,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,4,7,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,2,1,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,12,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5253696881751857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351412656942796,0.3322290048076965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44611456510158654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271980190614405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104218623802044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37119533569369606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27117210279325804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JohnLockeN7,2019/01/28,"If I could just EFing sleep... I just spent ANOTHER 9 hours laying in bed, not sleeping for a single SECOND. No half sleeping or finally falling asleep for a measly 3 hours of sleep. NOT ONE DAMN SECOND.

For whatever reason, all I can do is worry before work. The job isn't even really stressful. But for some ungodly reason, simply needing to be at work on time with all my equipment just makes me worry endlessly.

I've been diagnosed with anxiety for the abuse I suffered as a kid. I've been through the Army and all that. Been in burning buildings. All that shit. None of what should ACTUALLY be stressful is stressful. Just stupid ass shit like what people think of me or something. It's MADDENING. WHY CAN'T I JUST SLEEP. Being fucking ultra sleep deprived makes everything so much WORSE. 

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anxiety,lol_fuckmeright,2019/01/28,"I just canceled an interview at the last minute because I was too anxious to leave my apartment. I feel like shit about it. I'm a lurker and created an account to vent this because I need to get this out there.

I just canceled an interview with an organization I would have loved to have worked for because I'm too anxious to go to it. I made up a complete lie--that I was offered a position elsewhere. Although I know I'm a good employee and incredibly capable, I got fired from my last job because the person I worked for (I was an assistant) screamed at me all the time for no reason, and I kind of checked out which led to my being fired. I think I might genuinely be traumatized by that experience because it brought up a lot of negative things from my past (my parents' abuse). The idea of looking for another job scares the shit out of me--starting somewhere new is terrifying, meeting new coworkers is terrifying.

What scares me is that I can't leave the house. I can't do it. I actually skipped two days of classes last week (I'm currently studying for my Master's) because I was feeling so anxious and depressed and I don't even know WHY I felt that way. I occasionally have a day once in a while where I feel like I can't leave but it's been about 5 days now where I've only left once. I don't know why I am this way. I feel like I'm wasting some of the best years of my life hiding inside. I hate it and I don't understand why I can't just get myself to leave. I put on my makeup, I did my hair, I put on a nice outfit, I was tying up my shoes, and suddenly, the feeling of dread about leaving and going to this place just overwhelmed me and I knew I couldn't go. 

I hate this and I feel like I'm fucking up my life. I know I'm really smart and I want to be successful and change the world, but all of this idealism and intelligence is going to waste because I can't FUCKING LEAVE MY HOUSE.",3.93298928919182,4.431369949367092,5.391202531645572,83.46949123661152,71.0253164556962,8.709834469328142,30.88851022395326,8.841846274778883,2.3089513145082767,1490,62,322,26,26,504,172,395,0.154,0.71,0.136,0.0382,5,0,0,0,1,0,37.0,0,0,0,6,15,24,6,4,22,0,30,9,4,3,2,51,68,18,0,5,6,1,10,4,0,2,2,1,0,1,18,17,0,0,16,0,2,8,11,12,0,1,12,12,57,12,44,50,5,44,0,2,1,3,7,18,4,3,20,208,75,8,0.0,0.0849886036197804,0.06999836590459275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521540970718403,0.0,0.2431042580935054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30608261478142895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527646026723503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588108161125127,0.0,0.07520779070754048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13878020988765696,0.0,0.06178114961269383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04737714625530898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07016593754734042,0.0,0.0,0.2176137840853668,0.2049763878624252,0.06887227809794652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262689993917026,0.07495217848361653,0.0,0.16306379104597166,0.06016392112782426,0.05736922468901036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14163752101096172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655341298894439,0.0,0.08097470862505222,0.0,0.0,0.14236238779902805,0.0,0.0,0.07469600561396003,0.15768425345287876,0.17540915510643895,0.0,0.4557117954689096,0.07793511438852631,0.0,0.1013303780274762,0.14017508586785993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06023533491028552,0.0,0.0,0.06098248397121093,0.06473934109609544,0.06787288636288097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609444798239738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05318706321545965,0.0,0.1385550233181997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527807267033924,0.0,0.05455407893248908,0.0,0.0,0.07964794153958536,0.0,0.06847462942640921,0.0,0.06263207779804661,0.07494283259337674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144217404134906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045952227763960934,0.07375063219046439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362896505698292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14726011877310385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0507710322503413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04765438339183533,0.04596184071389118,0.0,0.0,0.04182647911174539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007002054343724,0.0746737083438235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04230835333913356,0.11387224965997796,0.05753767090279908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19417615090694784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444093636917057,0.0,0.0,0.05095510363674001,0.0,0.0,0.046191922050046665
anxiety,4_45am,2019/01/28,"Stressing out about never graduating college (English isn’t my first language, so if there are any odd sentences, I apologize in advance)

I’m in college right now and in my last semester. I should graduate by April. 
I missed a lot of school lately and even though I have sent most of my homework and got more than 95% on all of them, I just got a notification from my teacher saying I don’t attend class often and that I should watch out for my grades. I’m not sure if this is automatic or something but it made me panic and I was really scared of being in the same situation I was a year ago.
Last year I was so depressed and anxious I had to drop out of uni and I am so so scared of it happening again, but I don’t know what to do.
I have a group work and I want to ask my teacher and my counsellor if I could skip it or do something else for credit because I honestly don’t think I can do this. I’m so stressed out and I began only 3 weeks ago and I already want to drop out again. 

My teachers think I can do this. Most of them are really supportive, but it’s still scary because even with their support and my counsellor’s support, I’m still like this.

I’m gonna make an appointment to see my counsellor to talk about assignments and what I can do for the group project, but I don’t know I’m so scared. I skipped school today too. I sent in my homework that they did in class the only thing is I didn’t go to class. I just hope my teachers know I want to be there but it’s really hard for me to be. For one of my classes I literally attended only once, out of 6 or 8 classes (that’s the class I got the warning on but I’m sure other classes will also get the same warning. Thing is, nothing happens when there’s this warning, I know this, it’s just there as a comment but it still stresses me out. I was trying to avoid it but I saw it today anyways). 

I’m not sure what to do more than seeing my counsellor? I know I’ll feel better after seeing her because I’ll have a plan, but I’m still worried. Have you been in that situation and what did you do? I really need reassurance and to remind myself that it’s possible for me to finish this. I’m really scared of not graduating again this year.",1.9883515694076053,3.5210055926724166,3.952586206896552,87.91513704686119,77.125,7.086560565870911,24.82847038019452,7.882392219407189,1.2534538682581782,1721,60,378,27,39,586,181,464,0.163,0.755,0.083,-0.9904,0,1,2,0,0,0,38.0,0,2,4,5,31,23,0,9,13,0,41,0,0,2,5,74,86,40,0,11,21,0,2,1,0,4,0,1,2,0,30,23,0,1,8,0,1,6,10,11,0,2,17,8,61,12,54,61,8,51,0,2,5,0,17,17,0,11,27,272,91,21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14115791948869105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786343881718987,0.06367265696149026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054144816461472886,0.0,0.0,0.08994874473280484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443462045091889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456081464214606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041805204476127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06357066207320991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685772050978306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06651289061508335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517746257776624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040258625802238254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06772533944321987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04159853732589081,0.0,0.045250287153493635,0.0,0.1910398776551796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081667051818902,0.0,0.07132452147298002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908133525394752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21878731331333487,0.12980301900263225,0.08981563447265206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03889865951600533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06769068456779971,0.0,0.07533904561291456,0.05314744547920742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059037751248455936,0.06140840381360165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639822335566132,0.0,0.0,0.08479346285894816,0.05395305703529147,0.1816654246479674,0.0,0.09341775372624236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976039284870478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550353439379753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06799565550803978,0.0,0.06331758825198278,0.3188569023545041,0.1611608285078116,0.1903422038059352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17899403911178124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259183253501665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543408231660485,0.0,0.27361577981801194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710579312552994,0.22512474464063395,0.0,0.0,0.06399611467978808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057929301788546,0.10203547836418783,0.07822694815999118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509422558912043,0.0,0.0,0.054057238994899774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088708169780234,0.0,0.0638669348674926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05796482874548595,0.0808587008905303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381938983722968
anxiety,arnamigamis,2019/01/28,"Is anxiety the culprit? New here, so I'm sorry if I'm breaking any rules. I was just looking for personal opinions on how you know if what you're experiencing is extreme anxiety or a physical health issue that needs immediate treatment and possibly warrants an emergency room visit. ",8.403529411764705,9.091034058823533,9.549803921568627,56.87411764705882,61.352941176470594,13.07450980392157,46.41176470588235,12.45797560212912,6.701517647058822,231,15,33,8,3,80,44,51,0.153,0.847,0.0,-0.6786,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,1,0,9,8,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,7,0,5,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,4,1,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069392287307698,0.0,0.4655881197441161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32346416348148793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31761749812838524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16723919603774087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25554127981385466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256398212753712,0.0,0.2939016445754447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657091778729495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430604752331001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406468278271131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nucl3arTurtle03,2019/01/28,"I write a lot of songs, mostly focused on anxiety and other mental health problems. This is one i have had saved for a while, figured someone might enjoy reading it. Laying in my room, watching the walls cave in on me
This is where i´ll die, due to all this anxiety
This horrible feeling grabs me with its claws
It strangles me, holds me close
It cuts me, rips my clothes
Is this just a feeling, or is this reality?
Just checked, walls still caving in on me

Anxiety, anxiety go away
Come back another day
Dont come back at all
I wont miss you or your claws

Anxiety, anxiety go away
Come back another day
Please dont come back at all
I wont miss you or your claws",1.3142786069651748,3.7045192835820906,2.8641492537313447,90.43930845771149,83.77611940298506,6.5584079601990055,24.604975124378107,7.793537801064563,1.435369751243781,520,21,109,10,15,170,76,134,0.156,0.728,0.116,-0.6919,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,4,0,0,8,6,1,0,4,0,11,1,0,0,3,25,21,5,1,1,5,0,3,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,11,7,0,1,3,2,1,6,4,4,0,1,1,5,16,2,14,17,5,30,0,2,1,0,5,15,0,6,9,75,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25100308048986364,0.5493582348311151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22489847150921427,0.368125563512832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4123966614148254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437554763685885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421550222910832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28054294703915744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103399727779025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360409855780691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12722095943153566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175302768599878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061565819420753,0.12696826970772418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110254669913337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313796362252896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452364249959655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197187069887733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140982898975998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558164829672028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Superiority_Prime,2019/01/28,"Paranoia due to anxiety I have actively messed up repeatedly over the past two years. I’m 18 (about to turn 19). I caused my friends to lose their trust and respect in me, I broke up with my girlfriend and I have been the deciding factor in my family moving twice despite it being detrimental to me every time. All of this is caused by the nasty combo of social anxiety and depression. I don’t know what to do anymore. I’ve tried medicines however that caused me to gain nearly 100 pounds in 6 months. I have been having more and more panic attacks anytime I think about these events. It almost feels like whenever I start getting these paranoid panic attacks, I go into a trance and make really rash decisions. I just don’t know what to do about this.",4.618081504702193,6.24451095862069,5.175736677115992,81.43338557993731,70.44827586206897,8.58307210031348,28.35423197492163,9.095868883498916,2.395,599,22,111,12,11,192,94,145,0.239,0.6559999999999999,0.105,-0.965,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,2,4,12,2,2,4,0,12,1,1,4,1,20,22,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,0,6,0,0,2,2,8,0,2,2,1,17,4,22,19,3,18,0,3,0,0,4,8,0,1,9,75,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576527128602613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408812609818833,0.0,0.15613747640685605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582198556936863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4852005768505737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560223492562365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13264939716050092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14841975650716732,0.0,0.07960603856675083,0.1124746645027442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163720952559895,0.0,0.08225553407988356,0.0,0.0894763800928668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17304903934966226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769168874476056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17613430078430595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509195259980413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566654398913213,0.16733305568923965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694421832717911,0.0,0.0,0.15029362263626708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085964446547144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604895354489474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143634402705647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088074374094527,0.0,0.0,0.09180411957658433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689094738054396,0.17124874418940045,0.1537953153436012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013857447581317
anxiety,flowery7,2019/01/28,"I need help but can’t get it Though I am getting a little better, I am still struggling so much. I’ve had a long history of anxiety and depression and a few really traumatizing things have happened to me. My parents don’t believe me when I tell them that I need help. I’m a college student so I went to the free counseling here, and it was helping a lot, but my counselor was arrested for raping and beating his ex girlfriend, and now I’m terrified to go back. 

I feel like I’m at the end of my ropes, I’m so frustrated because it feels like everything gives me an anxiety attack. I can’t be around other people without having anxiety. I can’t last a conversation without having anxiety. I constantly think about and pick apart everything I say, do, think and feel. I’m in a relationship but I feel so much constant anxiety that I can barely enjoy it, and it’s long distance so I can’t even hug him. I feel like every time we’re together I feel the anxiety bubble up in my chest and get worse and worse and I can barely focus on enjoying his company, even though I really love him, because being around others is so stressful for me. I only get to see him one week every 6 months and I almost can’t take it anymore because it feels like my anxiety ruins that one week and then he’s gone again.

I can’t afford therapy, I’m too scared to go back to the free counseling, I’m too scared to reach out to my friends. I’m so tired of living like this. I don’t know what to do anymore. ",2.441482976040355,4.155382839344263,4.5764754098360685,83.14531841109712,76.34426229508195,8.102143757881462,26.812736443883985,8.841846274778883,2.161794451450189,1166,46,236,26,26,403,146,305,0.243,0.59,0.16699999999999998,-0.9843,2,0,0,0,0,1,26.0,0,0,1,2,23,22,3,4,12,0,23,5,1,1,0,36,56,27,0,2,5,2,7,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,15,16,0,0,10,0,2,4,10,9,0,2,5,9,38,15,25,49,4,31,0,2,1,3,20,10,0,2,22,156,53,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823885218980598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44059171198596025,0.0,0.16319333376085024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14648793198048382,0.0,0.09360195549346087,0.0,0.1265318553049789,0.0,0.1504658706832966,0.0,0.0,0.092697994175473,0.0,0.07276731263419935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778243963127151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086505204320959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07287299318508515,0.0,0.0,0.10868635355893087,0.0,0.13864382749200535,0.0,0.14789050905502346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912120326303259,0.235114796091709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06356699937984236,0.0,0.17194532838223836,0.07892758721360976,0.09351982045718996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275727168078071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654455988272847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04521728268810404,0.06706672927151887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009819098839309,0.08246316022165064,0.07265209070038815,0.14562509638540266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994895574840737,0.0742581969545494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567270948568532,0.0,0.12096611103179256,0.1220146930388168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150603729743236,0.062575359425262,0.0,0.0,0.09135886201084124,0.0,0.0,0.05704050612661615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541749489638624,0.0,0.0,0.08833469734949928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654299658366978,0.16474724325272433,0.0,0.06556410962643867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06570651153201112,0.0,0.09424801554678784,0.08601377555459097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061862057958101124,0.0,0.07191371689953753,0.0,0.09409091006002114,0.0,0.054661177079417984,0.1054395476487667,0.1616734524141346,0.0,0.04797637527983215,0.09456529806254987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199527909510314,0.0,0.0,0.07627159523103952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586241670997542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16769456650511508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Santademonreal,2019/01/28,"Anxious over a disagreement online I'm 20 years old (I'll be 21 in April). I have autism, depression, and anxiety.

Recently, I've noticed that my heartrate's been faster, and I get nervous more easily. I'll be going to a regular doctor, and a cardiologist, soon.

I'm the current owner of three wikis, and I'm anxious because of something that happened on one of them.

First off, There was a big redesign that was planned, before I adopted the wiki.

I basically made a post saying that big changes can be rough for me, and that I'd prefer to change the background, and wordmark, while keeping the theme fairly similar to how it is now. Just updating it enough to stay current.

At first, the replies were understanding, and supportive, but now I've been getting a lot of backlash.

I made the mistake of making the post, without talking to the rest of the team, and my initial reply to the backlash was met with more backlash.

Now, I'm worried about what the rest of the users think about me.

I know I'm probably just over-reacting, and this will probably fade, but I'm still worried.",4.447590579710145,6.141787415458943,5.188958333333336,80.90343750000002,70.98067632850241,8.073550724637682,33.22735507246377,8.660442795831766,2.841773188405797,853,42,157,15,16,276,119,207,0.097,0.885,0.018000000000000002,-0.9053,2,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,1,4,11,4,0,1,18,0,13,1,0,4,0,26,32,13,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,9,10,0,1,4,1,0,1,1,3,0,4,9,2,11,1,23,19,6,28,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,1,17,105,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917567365523853,0.3224519657655729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699701365956139,0.0,0.12143894052978378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019445745852139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291919501595698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607363134202336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474615150365146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427845869386816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491241503541967,0.0,0.08110754678925071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126201350435836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268505912017078,0.0,0.0,0.07843177742170727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133017735679368,0.0,0.270078514480109,0.0952625760431479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16248061803528152,0.14975413604078475,0.0,0.09670657079079237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733607595522771,0.0,0.3077392489398837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14091266977526565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11349174944039453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986806293168652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15211393226800368,0.11397143263080994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619499398041523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470795418632865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144524660710347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857010877947815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757101961972498,0.0,0.0,0.2898656021143225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190301427257627
anxiety,littlepuppetprincess,2019/01/28,"DAE get extremely motivated at night... I find myself getting super motivated at night, getting cleaning and small tasks done. I self talk before bed about how tomorrow I will start working out, or I will get that big task done, or I will change a habit I've been in. Only to wake up the next day and be so anxious or listless that literally nothing changes and the anxiety, of feeling like a failure, kicks up super hard and repeats the cycle. 

I just started new meds about 10 days ago,, and while I k ow thats not a lot of time, I was hoping to see some differences by now.. Does this get better? Is it all worth it or will I live in fear and shame my whole life?",6.278443496801707,5.29540611940299,6.84586353944563,80.07664179104479,66.16417910447761,9.746695095948828,33.32196162046908,8.841846274778883,2.5400140724946705,516,19,108,7,7,170,94,134,0.105,0.7140000000000001,0.181,0.9007,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,6,6,7,0,2,6,0,10,2,1,3,1,22,20,13,0,1,6,0,2,1,0,4,1,0,2,1,6,7,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,4,3,11,5,14,11,4,23,0,0,1,0,2,9,0,7,15,67,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13233413500146005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142043336230662,0.16865209365226588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270324497643222,0.0,0.0,0.13203243628959627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158522203444171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925558452871832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559733966022447,0.0,0.0,0.13064227391712013,0.3055453656244257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16798965467786167,0.07548411652969261,0.10665083748444774,0.0,0.0,0.13644583714276015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899821189124808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373204830035856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148275918680284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054459959212412,0.0729342069989815,0.0,0.1318233721908358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269186769312524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16582447452640278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14418255125542684,0.1587686784274912,0.2801919324210227,0.0,0.14324513764500138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353967677970166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896260578775895,0.0,0.15573915462136895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113325604345437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119991432436527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705059295488021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16667387741795867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868289218666467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DilutingWater,2019/01/28,"The list I keep on my phone to help me calm down during high stress and anxiety Not sure it will help anyone else but here is a list of stuff I keep on my phone to help me calm down during moments of high stress and anxiety.  I have been slowly adding to this list over the past 4 years when I first started experiencing daily panic attacks and now I find myself rarely referring to it. Hope it helps someone else!

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**Note to Self**

* Give it 20 minutes.
* When you have a negative thought, replace it with a positive one or make up a positive one and fake it til you make it.
* The more I say “fuck it”, the better I feel.
* It’s just your thoughts.
* I don't know what's going to happen in the future but I know everything is going to be okay.
* You got this. You know you're competent enough so that you won't fail in life.
* What’s the worst that can happen if you fail? Nothing.
* Look at the grand scheme of things. Don’t focus so much in the moment. There will be a tomorrow.
* You don’t have to do anything.
* It’s not what I have to do. It’s what I want to do.
* If you feel doomed, that’s because that’s what anxiety tends to do. It escalates a situation that, in reality, isn’t going anywhere.
* Don’t be afraid of your anxiety.
* You are the play, and the world is your audience.
* You shouldn’t be scared. Treat the event or activity as a challenge or opportunity.
* Why do you feel like you have to do anything? You don’t have to do anything.
* The best thing to do is not think about it. 

(I know some things on this list repeat but I left them there for reinforcement)

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**4-7-8 Breathing Technique**

* First, let your lips part. Make a whooshing sound, exhaling completely through your mouth.
* Next, close your lips, inhaling silently through your nose as you count to four in your head.
* Then, for seven seconds, hold your breath.
* Make another whooshing exhale from your mouth for eight seconds.
* Repeat.

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**AWARE Calming Technique**

* Accept the anxiety. Don’t try to fight it, because it will not take away the anxiety.
* Watch the anxiety. Tell yourself which changes in your body and perception you notice and try to look at yourself as if you are an observer of yourself.
* Act normal. Breath normal and remain calm. Don’t try to escape because that will make you experience your symptoms even more intense. Instead, stay in the situation and experience the anxiety fading away.
* Repeat the steps 1, 2 and 3. If the anxiety is not reduced to an acceptable level yet, then repeat the steps. You’ll see that you’ll calm down soon.
* Expect the best. Practice makes perfect, so practice a lot. Don’t focus on what may happen to you, because that chance is really small.

​

**Other**

* As cliched as it sounds, I really recommend trying to live one day at a time. You're overwhelming yourself by trying to do too much/fix too much/make too many decisions at once. Try to breath, enjoy each day as it comes, and give yourself small goals to get back on track.",0.6320345309487188,3.0109523134851166,1.910532293159264,91.6379009004228,100.29597197898424,5.039119743848291,20.478710042632986,6.714681859716394,0.7190403191282351,2325,84,454,39,99,738,251,571,0.103,0.721,0.17600000000000002,0.9937,0,0,0,0,1,0,136.0,0,32,1,12,19,35,3,6,33,1,48,14,11,6,2,67,86,35,0,10,16,0,3,1,0,9,2,3,0,1,40,15,0,3,16,1,0,7,17,14,0,10,4,13,52,21,68,68,11,67,1,4,4,1,45,31,1,11,29,307,92,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545277942034884,0.2854446226766236,0.0,0.0615816077119651,0.4043420094050222,0.0,0.0,0.041064102537764255,0.06017395118279845,0.14498484186982075,0.0,0.0,0.06681177258572678,0.11035409940365483,0.045158338289614734,0.0,0.14320059135528193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326318407807416,0.05194029459918978,0.0,0.06523375846648584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062126617653687585,0.05058911901680317,0.061575369758212886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574962344158748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811970177746844,0.0,0.0,0.06068189949027601,0.0,0.03878940295033944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05278109312183054,0.11489484023564007,0.0,0.0,0.08908418325733965,0.041955416970738894,0.0,0.0,0.05367648418214086,0.09990830420230756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054293247593172014,0.03068304533940741,0.1126748256455862,0.10012971861063756,0.0,0.04697028312804341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15579938251932746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06027204634258525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745701986507682,0.12409907375066252,0.0,0.05833032484023255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440059324872727,0.0,0.0,0.12910186724093306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06380832943602184,0.06005353362231933,0.04148144385097433,0.028691617789861908,0.0,0.051858050787101706,0.0,0.0986337448478924,0.0,0.0,0.04992859069486159,0.0,0.0,0.2352090603383661,0.059541147464112126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295158887156024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06245807592734483,0.0,0.11508227647137438,0.056351263812656975,0.06686241173022958,0.0,0.06254358524685821,0.11938718534099553,0.0,0.0,0.06890485477007115,0.0,0.0635968859833629,0.05606268428205553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07524554010056349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046702998615009934,0.058797144206540586,0.0,0.04679874858440647,0.0,0.06126629030702869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202584923898736,0.0,0.0,0.04976018855861857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04156810158109688,0.06259641606606284,0.0,0.0,0.13454584251304313,0.0,0.06722970500112012,0.0,0.0,0.05535060598177868,0.06104105610058939,0.044156275648220236,0.0,0.05133100984863395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704916141052248,0.037630640524083096,0.0,0.09324721526701188,0.03424486868661158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392354378245928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03463939674612822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052993039585561084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854446226766236,0.03781901653160777
anxiety,rainbowjellybeans,2019/01/28,"Need help Hey, this is my first ever reddit post so bare with me. 
I’ve been recently suffering from anxiety and over the last few days it’s gotten worse and worse. It’s debilitating. Over the weekend I tried to sleep most of the weekend just so I didn’t have to be awake and think. When I’m awake I’m panicking, hyperventilating, crying omg the tears they just wont stop. I’ve been seeing someone for the last two months and I think I just ruined it tonight with my insecurities and anxiety. 
I’m going to call my GP tomorrow morning to try to get in ASAP, but I don’t know how I’m going to get through tonight. I’ve never ever felt this way. I’m at my best friends house at the moment, but I don’t think she understands or knows what to do. 
My chest hurts, the tears won’t stop flowing and I can’t breathe properly. I’m trying to deep breathe I’m trying to distract myself but nothing is working. 
What do I do? ",1.7209883040935663,3.708677742105266,3.5561403508771967,88.36742690058483,79.47368421052632,6.538011695906433,23.71345029239766,7.594959193182576,1.0318888888888882,721,25,156,11,18,242,103,190,0.142,0.7759999999999999,0.083,-0.6217,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,3,9,7,0,2,7,0,15,4,4,1,3,30,36,14,0,1,7,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,2,7,2,0,3,7,5,0,2,5,2,17,2,20,28,3,29,0,3,1,0,6,6,0,2,18,91,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21864554376080905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14997113058625233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459231013302455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569756355162636,0.09216260924934602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585334897549642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13721226231589398,0.0,0.0,0.1215558517998766,0.0,0.0,0.11040889486323427,0.0,0.14932507329895234,0.0,0.16243365465132692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578694345973814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16489444722825902,0.15298393085065892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15707490550183653,0.2329750824547567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406628199738594,0.0,0.0,0.10596305903157396,0.1102179907048134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13712225279845902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686453656314934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411025289529869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387765597195287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14300930053920038,0.0,0.121083870940643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389517894421046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747053670384023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3880954328761143,0.0,0.13959849020258924,0.14877028523438324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343220684979585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040373395027244,0.0,0.2912670401785576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sockthefeet,2019/01/28,Just wanted to share my success So just finished my first assignment this semester. I’m normally super terrible at doing assignments and always procrastinate but I have been so on it this semester. I feel like I actually have my shit together and I’m actually doing the thing! Just really wanted to get this off my chest and say that I’m really proud. Anxiety cannot beat me down.,3.2183333333333337,6.0644163888888905,5.783888888888893,69.62500000000003,79.55555555555556,10.822222222222226,27.055555555555557,10.411451182825502,4.149105555555557,308,13,51,13,8,109,48,72,0.116,0.7040000000000001,0.18,0.6266,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,5,5,7,1,0,1,0,6,2,2,0,0,11,13,6,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,2,8,5,6,12,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,3,37,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.5370167446909848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22894825997155174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210490300712584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13912496910843708,0.19656843257317727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23404389916787796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375540906065812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344252243011975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695902500350326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525384549510159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21881167908836285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824392704899962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827985661423879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245832083335352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,applying_breaks,2019/01/28,"Self feeding loops Welp, I was anxious, so I stayed up until 3am. Work tomorrow, so I am up at 6, spiking tomorrows anxiety. This is so much fun.",-0.41000000000000014,1.8136790000000045,3.068333333333332,86.4225,92.33333333333334,7.0,27.5,8.07648339933343,2.401,110,6,23,3,4,40,24,30,0.122,0.76,0.118,0.2212,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,4,2,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,15,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3368937251077373,0.4975102982103927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32373403600266504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4594181523679575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4693923798847555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32060591085006696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pokemonzu,2019/01/28,"I went to a school dance for the first time since freshman year last week! (I'm a junior in high school) I've commented here a few times, but this is my first post on the sub. I doubt any of my friends will find this so I'm not gonna make a throwaway or anything, so... here's how I ended up going to my first dance since homecoming freshman year.

At homecoming Freshman year, I had a pretty ok time, but I was too quiet and awkward to really enjoy it, and there wasn't as much to do besides dancing, so after that I didn't go to any dances because every time I convinced myself that I wouldn't enjoy it.

I also used to think I hated dancing, but a couple of months ago I tried dancing a little for fun when I'm alone and realized that I actually like it, but I've just been too self-conscious about it to try around people. (And my moves didn't look half bad in the mirror either :P) So I started experimenting and practicing whenever and worked up some confidence, enough to do a little two second dance here and there despite the *unimaginable* risk of my family seeing me and probably not noticing or caring. I got to the point where I was actually looking forward to going to a dance, so I decided I'd go to the next one our school had.

So fast forward a bit, this dance is announced, and most of my friends (who are all in the same friend circle) were planning to go, so I made plans to meet with them. I didn't get to dance as much as I wanted to because, to my surprise, my friends weren't as enthusiastic about it as I was (and I didn't want to go in alone). (Maybe I shouldn't have been so surprised, but it felt kind of weird to be less anxious about something social than other people. Tho they could not be anxious and simply not like dancing, but I wasn't used to it anyway.) I did end up dancing for a little bit, would've danced the whole 3 hours or whatever if my friends would too lol.

Aside from dancing, I had a short conversation with someone I haven't talked with in a while, afaik didn't once have to repeat myself for being too quiet like last time, despite the music being loud and everything, talked with my friends while they played some poker (the main attraction for them), and overall had a good time.

Damn, another long post, I don't know how to be concise lol. So

**tl;dr Went to my first high school dance in two years, I used to be self conscious about dancing but now I love it, had a good time, talked with people, and didn't feel awkward or nervous.**

Idk if anyone's gonna read this whole post, or read this at all, but it's a success story and I realized I might as well post it, if anything it's therapeutic for me because I can recognize for myself a step I took to not let anxiety get the best of me. If anyone reading this feels anxious about posting their own success story, I think people here like to hear positive stories to be inspired and celebrate each others' victories :)

now maybe all this writing momentum will help me get through this assignment that was due a couple weeks ago",6.812348939788485,5.7232157660626015,7.015150130201416,79.64268799489825,65.14497528830314,9.809193814104267,33.08970611680927,8.748949900417786,2.5107454854652707,2378,82,482,30,31,770,254,607,0.056,0.7190000000000001,0.225,0.999,0,2,1,0,0,0,75.0,1,0,5,10,36,38,2,5,29,3,47,1,0,7,3,82,86,55,0,10,24,0,3,4,6,8,0,4,0,1,26,23,0,0,12,21,0,29,18,9,1,9,28,10,58,29,73,41,21,92,0,0,3,1,25,23,1,14,43,331,84,12,0.0,0.0,0.11562072917387245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502658865223964,0.0,0.0,0.12271097060139942,0.0,0.04737475570136438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057139672713462,0.06211902523059891,0.0453189631292054,0.200775341129786,0.0,0.08284493102376912,0.0,0.09750007493894307,0.05273677086277157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04946349885762355,0.1083377181671129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06216944576669535,0.0,0.12935097321082376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060399828212272015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04729886782192515,0.13109738597823078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493932958786403,0.06121146533082021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049912833522406636,0.0,0.05324170928873848,0.057948758928525274,0.05584684707624342,0.0,0.05990774229532146,0.0,0.05688034935275416,0.0,0.054144914351633634,0.20156039116476812,0.0,0.0,0.27461524526200365,0.0,0.09285244109760046,0.0,0.20200708451132066,0.09937655459328344,0.04738018884415053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058487913417820926,0.0,0.0,0.06676855932302421,0.0,0.03970778351339303,0.12518207594495045,0.0,0.0,0.05834014321087206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06169005893104053,0.032557132098464,0.09657813271823196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06057761576670655,0.0,0.1157680285147111,0.1781241932943088,0.0,0.052426143478967006,0.09949451325552552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053467032601653065,0.056054970076785685,0.039543618342357666,0.0,0.11903046443476005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628450067948717,0.0,0.0,0.04728535088535985,0.06296347461954102,0.08709744199944244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06300314231048497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06744591438202784,0.0,0.06308939786264832,0.0401430224269518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16428013206694125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05600159715506115,0.0,0.2836810108047088,0.06026907572216585,0.06387147983238832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17777015402750665,0.0,0.03795110080480058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398189503480195,0.04720715733295742,0.0,0.12360191215430245,0.0,0.0,0.09800901632669017,0.0,0.0,0.06038841967189111,0.05019444154511095,0.04560637481204505,0.0,0.0,0.0419308629125405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14284625976697266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591807992713161,0.0,0.0,0.2418060454573349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06581858260240031,0.08044107513284793,0.0,0.11573908567383966,0.0,0.0,0.15349479801442234,0.0,0.0,0.06988338370475454,0.0,0.0950386109557944,0.0,0.05326449180804528,0.10983342004099764,0.0,0.1322802220489568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0431279254256606,0.0,0.0,0.08416576817864785,0.0,0.0,0.1525962396507503
anxiety,big_chungus616,2019/01/28,School project I forgot to deliver my very important maths project and just delivered it and the teacher will most likely make fun of me tomorrow in class and I feel really anxious ):,7.943636363636365,8.776268363636365,7.651060606060607,69.59659090909092,62.33333333333333,12.660606060606062,40.74242424242424,12.161744961471696,5.581678787878787,148,8,24,5,2,47,29,33,0.138,0.7170000000000001,0.145,0.0735,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,4,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,2,3,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,15,5,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5428052248795162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24294494044178094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234738079878912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32072388759630704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30780755780350444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.486271042579918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3964460190800156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,-stoned,2019/01/28,"Can’t sleep (warning life rant) My mom gets her results in tomorrow from the past 3 months of her chemotherapy. Honestly I never thought I’d even be here in this position writing this but life does whatever it wants. I think I’m just posting this to get some of how I’m feeling out of me in order to try and get some sleep. I’ve chosen this subreddit too because of the amount of compassion I’ve seen in some of the people here. I’ve never gone to a doctor or therapist to have someone clinically diagnose me with anxiety but I’ve always had my own interpretation on how I feel. But ever since I found out my mother has stage 4 lung cancer and she barely has smoked a pack of cigarettes in her life, I’ve had a real hell of a time trying to handle my emotions. I’ve always considered myself emotionally detached from my family, (I’m 21m for context still living at home) but that doesn’t mean I don’t love them.. of course I do. But I just show it differently. My two sisters are the ones to sit with my mom all day even before any of this cancer stuff was in the picture. But now it’s even more intense then ever, I could type out a whole lot right now and probably end up not making too much sense, hell I pretty much did already. Point being, I’m drowning in this sense of helplessness watching my mother slowly walk down this miserable road that I can undeniably do nothing about besides try and soften the blow. And I just don’t know how to cope with something like this. It’s affecting me constantly with my school, my friends, even at home if I’m trying to play a game I’ll get put in a mood and next thing you know I’m a rain cloud until I sleep for 10 hours. If anybody’s reading this still, thanks. I’m trying my best but it’s hard when your best is literally nothing. ",4.727823698041092,5.1060159725274765,5.818437649307214,81.53525800286671,69.21978021978022,8.967797419971333,28.738174868609647,8.964715089967882,2.1254074534161487,1410,47,289,24,23,470,197,364,0.104,0.777,0.119,0.6142,1,0,3,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,1,2,22,13,2,1,14,0,19,13,4,6,5,55,44,22,1,4,14,5,3,1,1,0,8,0,2,0,18,13,0,0,9,4,0,3,7,4,0,2,8,5,34,8,45,33,13,46,2,2,2,1,16,19,2,7,21,185,52,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249955307434107,0.0,0.15457347960003426,0.0,0.0,0.06316415067864851,0.0,0.07105583201908698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056621085831599985,0.0,0.07903724950769903,0.0,0.1949515783281998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037436091837028,0.0,0.07416013462324418,0.0,0.0,0.05990234942475053,0.0,0.0,0.09427507428507886,0.0,0.09704377335622492,0.0,0.09507047736507207,0.08128321557993436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20896348535177575,0.0822674534072202,0.0,0.0,0.2453954239178973,0.16803738053251696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756255462711351,0.0,0.09392965282640946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184226273967836,0.07176177251888008,0.0,0.1941117507736751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08320561626813315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18633999495701625,0.0,0.0914718062755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209298490859997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19681966705381884,0.04537831968854676,0.0,0.08201807316259113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896646214737321,0.08383123144875712,0.0,0.06200063965167597,0.0,0.0,0.10117765847733848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21756870439998727,0.07413894134988401,0.0,0.13656052082127734,0.0,0.1432753834959482,0.0,0.09878294620124388,0.0,0.0,0.17824897033501794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06294044835438277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886680712318741,0.06439391295726381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780518806014384,0.0,0.08895697897268996,0.0944961893380136,0.10014441700357282,0.0,0.0,0.0933738464145522,0.0,0.0,0.09290890854800844,0.10572206838313096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932223453115511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400333698246628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683441676071015,0.0,0.2788525572896299,0.0,0.07870011934193649,0.07150646625354537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483542020095599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632969769956646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855148987393981,0.0,0.10784521932977838,0.06170785145525209,0.059516171179096286,0.0,0.07373934044856048,0.054161274917807416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153099236724867,0.0,0.09073394956363448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054785255780161364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370141534969184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Minchancaman,2019/01/28,"I flunked out of grad school I'm 27 I was working on my masters in History and made it only 2 semesters. Last semester I had a TA position that paid my tuition + paid a small stipend. I had a really good opportunity, and I wanted so hard to get my shit together, but I couldn't. The stress of grad school, the social anxiety of having to interact with new people, the anxiety and depression I deal with normally, and finally horribly timed drama in my life meant that I often shut down and failed to turn in work, which led me to think that my professors thought I was stupid (granted this probably isn't true). I tried restarting Klonopin half way through last semester and that was a horrible horrible idea. I am sad it didn't go better, and worried what I'll tell my parents, but honestly far from having a break down after getting dismissal letter ...it actually felt like a weight had been lifted from my shoulders. I just can't mentally deal with that kind of pressure. My life goals for now are to work on myself, now that I have the time and breathing space. 

The woman who gave me my dismissal letter, said I could apply again at a different school in the future, if I can explain why I failed 2/3 classes in my last semester.  I think I would like to try again, but when I'm more ready, more mature and mentally stable. I'm 27 and I think the earliest I would try again is my mid to late 30s. ",6.609999999999999,6.110595652173918,7.105565217391305,76.8916086956522,65.30434782608695,10.9831884057971,34.70434782608696,10.504223727775694,3.4978930434782622,1104,45,217,25,15,363,155,276,0.187,0.7170000000000001,0.096,-0.9821,2,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,9,9,17,2,2,14,0,21,6,3,2,1,37,41,16,0,7,5,1,3,2,0,2,2,1,0,1,13,14,1,0,8,1,4,2,4,9,0,1,16,4,34,8,30,21,2,36,0,5,0,0,13,16,1,2,18,138,47,14,0.0,0.0,0.112292445450416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760576059818069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10177072054819483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187462443300684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372657653969473,0.0991102618338726,0.0,0.0,0.12022443427267568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104859582279492,0.126054373710629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202394270922419,0.0,0.06539735472512789,0.09651587924977634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308078301351398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990086173633664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982847067033076,0.0,0.2813940400857412,0.12980480958156662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625557368386199,0.11243550460005282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888271877452534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231928486869268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113604008303866,0.0,0.0,0.11274489574228401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751648489871784,0.0,0.0,0.12777244175617225,0.0,0.0,0.07977556403822962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406572274994054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07371726415074943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945862697886982,0.0,0.0,0.3493732039965785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811846348591375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730013069966078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181314666176286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057690082573098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211980561746241,0.0,0.09135331595697632,0.13419735056216406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23437644198933236,0.12516392436041032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06787170526104898,0.09133779923296928,0.0,0.14012516403236622,0.0,0.0,0.10383344692745908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513186129089899,0.11685992459702566,0.0,0.16348590775241215,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AshamedPerception,2019/01/28,"Job application Somehow I managed to ask for a job application from a party supply store, so this week has felt more productive, just felt like sharing I guess. I wish good luck and courage to others trying to find a new place to work :)",5.642666666666668,6.660758155555558,5.993333333333332,78.81000000000002,67.44444444444444,8.666666666666668,30.555555555555557,8.841846274778883,2.3972222222222217,187,7,35,3,3,60,35,45,0.0,0.584,0.416,0.9674,2,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,6,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,5,6,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,3,20,5,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23033774205504065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4731385853721062,0.0,0.2251924300126099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066569693859631,0.0,0.0,0.2714220648831943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4890003687523996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203718020943288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379612288842192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574210319178193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16727998740888586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19763606612402607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833318533025217,0.0,0.0,0.17937201386881693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hydratedraisin,2019/01/28,"I have anxiety just writing this post I have had anxiety my whole life and it seems to come in waves on when it gets really bad or just more average where I can handle it.

Lately I been drinking a lot as soon as I get out of work just to make me less anxious and more happy. Weekends I will drink alot to help get me motivated and doing things where im not as anxious. Im on day 1 to stop drinking its really not a healthy way to medicate.

I started to take a little bit of xanax through the work day which helps but I want to feel normal without having to take it.

Right now I dont even want to talk to anyone. I have lost all contact with my friends because i just  want to be by myself. Ive ignored my friend for almost 6 months and not answered 1 call because of my anxiety/depression and just wantint to be alone.

My anxiety is so bad at the moment I get nervous to the thought of posting online. I cant have 1 on 1 comversations with people I work with because I always think to much i cant even look at them when i talk.  Im avoiding everyone that comes across my way. I really need to get a haircut but been holding off because im too anxious.

I just want to feel better and live a somewhat normal life instead of always worrying and then feeling depressed.",4.625860266159696,4.666629901140689,5.806176330798478,82.71215423003801,69.38022813688211,8.704277566539924,32.0268536121673,8.472884824447931,2.3516009505703424,996,41,207,14,16,334,139,263,0.158,0.736,0.105,-0.9213,0,2,3,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,6,17,11,0,2,9,0,18,7,0,2,1,52,42,17,0,7,13,0,3,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,9,13,3,4,8,4,0,2,7,7,0,0,5,4,30,4,40,34,10,32,0,2,1,0,10,13,0,6,13,144,39,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621205905224442,0.08916882016064198,0.0,0.0,0.14327646042224276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19758812696191624,0.29178972667484154,0.0,0.06019987226468089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377204621674647,0.2099317110336656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614434279637756,0.0939938263980158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791298091081183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14832704550128953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110487597065483,0.0,0.14830760185378278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090311189179534,0.25302200573699096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373033664555067,0.0,0.0,0.08226779882173091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305971912563623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13303411150135008,0.0,0.2249063410584773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165010364241684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541579989892342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37199101882324015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711930763737373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162338718527592,0.0,0.0862901612370237,0.07602377357225512,0.0,0.07229841240740204,0.0,0.09398324753729732,0.07319518987227445,0.0,0.0,0.057469316316051414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673200992450596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06872048894512485,0.0,0.06328999032472536,0.06383861294731924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16871033129566654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05968767698784928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16491109742812662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16546466217209102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352496059359193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837797537469446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06093873360962914,0.0,0.0,0.07197956976080919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294659807194035,0.13840036616510165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057197926576067724,0.05516642548572948,0.0,0.06835009291812642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20312507816527145,0.13667696676606242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612238639206636,0.0,0.082992847462646,0.0,0.18803532596971168,0.08743400960260361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,merme91,2019/01/28,"Do you have any anxiety reducing rituals? And are there any you do together with your SO?
Have a good week everyone :)
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anxiety,tigeria2,2019/01/28,"Phobia and panic Hi I’m not sure if this is the right place for this

I have an extreme phobia of anaphylaxis . I had an allergic reaction in high school that required an epi shot. That was 15 years ago. I Still have the phobia.

It’s a viscous cycle, too. I eat something and get anxious so my throat clenches but then I convince myself I’m having an allergic reaction  and I panic more and feel like I can’t swallow. I bring epi pens everywhere and I’ve even tossed back toe Benadryl in the middle of date night with my husband and ran out of the restaurant.

Anyone else have weird phobias that make their anxiety ten timeesworse ?",1.8929268292682904,4.588431788617887,2.9575934959349577,88.46321951219512,84.77235772357723,5.5564227642276425,24.46016260162601,7.03164865440522,1.2071782113821143,502,20,94,7,15,160,86,123,0.214,0.7390000000000001,0.048,-0.9463,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,5,6,0,2,9,0,8,6,2,1,1,15,15,10,0,1,3,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,8,2,1,1,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,3,1,12,3,8,12,1,16,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,8,60,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19089260115071235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16474027889894272,0.2432814243009891,0.0,0.1505760072589142,0.22064900363440215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16558896588192049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22035429530138748,0.1798952371295509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14223501937849148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088861868463305,0.1538443258202693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251020166587936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275264997295333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520793056716968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14374615535268473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20208907853103628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5053278786497767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22499234522812786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839056227789949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21794320764216665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16578505745344818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17197682386098825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20296250820124168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386767555080826
anxiety,throwaway677639,2019/01/28,A new semester is starting at 9 am and I want to puke There’s so much pressure to do well and I literally can not fuck up because I’m on scholarship. I’m taking organic 2 and just the thought of being in a lab again makes my chest tight. I used to love school but ever since I transferred to university all it does is give me this overwhelming anxiety to the point where I can’t put hold a conversation or think. Everything is just one long panic attack with more subtle moments in between to break it up. I’m staying up just to make the night as long as possible.,3.245392720306512,4.662709612068966,4.898735632183911,82.8976053639847,73.56896551724137,8.603831417624523,28.406130268199234,9.150863307647796,2.339073946360154,449,18,93,10,9,152,85,116,0.128,0.8079999999999999,0.063,-0.8542,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,9,7,2,3,6,0,8,3,1,3,2,20,22,8,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,2,0,1,1,2,5,1,1,1,1,7,2,19,20,3,20,0,1,0,2,3,9,1,1,8,62,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14898342371877102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221556547519499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871795716360335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704272739318094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761627691428869,0.0,0.0,0.17502898536890754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18004348672129586,0.0,0.1868222051014007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446957215503696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757697224971151,0.0,0.2599946353616469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316385691822792,0.0,0.0,0.1880910246141669,0.0,0.18275993592432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319678233267547,0.0,0.0,0.22849748089831165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18410195427669934,0.21955166798889011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19577781202947375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19709767075664086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610994360796538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13784524368711554,0.2075778757837326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14642796628971647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478810953212653,0.0,0.15460996079589298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16820170448304494,0.0,0.0,0.114868755223984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17510388156010212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,comfortablynumb5,2019/01/28,"Twinkies I just ate two twinkies and I’m feeling fine. 
I’m paranoid about eating junk food, red meat, fried/greasy food. 
I once had a massive panic attack after eating pizza. I haven’t been able to enjoy pizza. Pizza! Pizza ffs 😹😿

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anxiety,Ardenthill,2019/01/28,"How Google failed to provide help with my anxiety. I'd like to start by saying that this is not really Google's fault. Let me explain my situation.

I had struggled with a very intense anxiety disorder for several years. For that reason, I would create my accounts with very complex and elaborate passwords, which I would often forget. Forgetting the passwords was not an issue for me in fact I would often feel safe knowing that nobody not even myself knew the password.

So I had this Gmail account for several years, and as my anxiety grew I would change the password every few months, everything was okay because the device would remember the password for me so I was still able to access the account regardless if I remembered it or not.

But then one day I lost my cell phone. it was a huge mess because I literally lost access to everywhere. Facebook, Gmail and other services became lost to me.

Eventually I could recover my Facebook account. I could provide information and FB was able to provide me with a solution, however, the same cannot be said about Google.

As you probably knew Google has this very strict policy of not providing direct help to people, which can be understood, in fact I don't think this is the company's fault but it has certainly done a lot of harm to me

So I followed their steps to recover my account. I provided an old password that I remembered which I think it was wrong. I wrote the date my account was created and managed to have them recognize me as the owner of the account so they sent me an Email containing steps to reset my password.

Unfortunately however the email arrived on a time I was particularly busy so I missed the opportunity.
I attempted to try the procedure once again but it has not allowed me to try again ever since.

Ever since, it has always produced a lot of frustration on myself, there's stuff in that account I'd like to recover and stuff I'd like to erase but now I can't. For many months this fueled my anxiety to heaven and generated a lot of stress. I still attempt to recover my account every few months but fail again and again.

The anxiety has since receded because I did seek help with it (mostly for other reasons way worse than this) but this incident has remained like a thorn in my mind.

Has anything similar happened to you?
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anxiety,j4ysyn,2019/01/28,Feel like puking for school tomorrow. School makes me feel like shit it just stressss me out and makes me so mad all just I hate it. I hate it so much. There's nothing good about if for me. Everybody their makes me feel like shit teachers student everyone. Passing it today I just wanted to rage. Haven't been in a while since school started to near end I didn't go and now scared I might get in trouble fuck I hate school. I'm in the toilet bowl about to have dinner but I feel like puking from going to school tomorrow. Fuck.,0.7032042723631519,3.187944560747664,1.5066021361815771,97.873761682243,89.37383177570094,4.5524699599465945,17.923230974632844,6.18269132825596,-0.2908526034712948,416,11,90,4,14,128,62,107,0.28800000000000003,0.6409999999999999,0.071,-0.9723,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,9,16,9,1,2,0,5,5,2,3,1,18,23,7,0,2,5,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,4,0,0,3,2,11,0,0,2,4,13,5,14,20,2,15,0,0,0,2,1,5,4,2,11,52,17,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043200756296728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125459460602448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382168909062148,0.3365745283392879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177755045722076,0.0615363417811252,0.0,0.13387668485345305,0.0987901269400386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488566341217288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301697473689492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358616129346458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494830846616158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658347420568664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301520404561585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792053629699015,0.5960094069589759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418034854458993,0.09743065860764337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08336685220751659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116437601515632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06947099721304617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iamkb,2019/01/28,"i am struggling & feel alone, embarrassed & confused i’ve never been diagnosed with depression or anxiety, because i am too embarrassed to talk to a professional about it & feel like a different human when i am feeling okay vs when i’m feeling anxious or depressed. im also worried that i’m falling for the hype and being over dramatic because i feel like anxiety / depression has almost become a phenomenon & people just over generalize being sad or scared as a disorder bc it’s easy to blame something other than taking responsibility for taking care of yourself / putting positive thinking into place / etc.

i’ve never sought help because of these reasons as well as after i freak out, i don’t feel like i can explain those feelings when i’m not in that state & i literally can’t imagine going to a doctor or stranger and telling them bc when i think of those words coming out of my mouth, i cringe. i’m generally able to feel calm after an attack and then i just feel stupid & weak for feeling so upset.

i’m fighting this own battle with myself & im really, really confused. ",8.988695652173918,7.8231369758454115,9.356429951690824,64.85058695652175,60.88405797101449,11.951497584541062,40.50676328502415,11.00357731598739,4.6404844444444455,882,41,145,19,10,296,122,207,0.289,0.593,0.118,-0.9896,1,1,1,0,2,0,27.0,0,0,1,0,11,24,4,7,7,1,10,4,1,1,2,40,33,17,0,0,8,0,10,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,9,9,0,0,15,0,0,4,5,17,1,0,1,10,14,7,27,30,2,21,0,4,0,0,7,7,0,7,12,90,23,2,0.08447051951885315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458502355686717,0.08748598324574637,0.0,0.06755104394086874,0.0,0.6406664082508697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923943245188693,0.09542764347884178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609741051283102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15447733401502967,0.09329105229690453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612332431448516,0.0,0.0,0.07276387303453725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182630040571704,0.08573579922116878,0.0,0.08825371426358825,0.09681053355121574,0.08645915604993121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942069580369458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4271083272386091,0.18103726806682965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04800654286645045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05661880867135461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18248531258857364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12380408719848722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029774419057405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05856122240407705,0.0,0.08825371426358825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491620303049012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082279555900946,0.08684976261054039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456972603964616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06502953278181145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830692751718727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702263638463188,0.06789420390284368,0.07383095724833612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082505962751879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594914154902302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578391286798806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KaraIHateThat,2019/01/28,"Anxiety attack put of the blue? Ever have anxiety attacks out of no where and you don't know the cause or trigger? I feel like my subconscious knows what triggered me but I just didn't notice and it settles in me and just gets worse as time goes on. When I have anxiety like I am now I don't ever try the methods that other people do to stop it. Counting, breathing differently, exercise. I just acknowledge that it's happening and wait for it to pass, because the more I try and stop it the worse it gets. ",2.707254901960784,4.646792862745098,4.216274509803919,85.01990196078434,76.25490196078431,7.670588235294117,27.01960784313725,8.515128840125781,2.0073843137254896,400,16,80,8,9,133,64,102,0.227,0.727,0.046,-0.9486,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,8,4,2,0,5,0,7,2,1,3,2,23,14,9,0,0,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,6,0,3,4,1,0,2,4,2,0,0,1,2,11,2,9,13,1,13,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,1,9,59,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3997536190679361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39632163761745093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061816852727785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789361887994497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18198646756510545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151209834942447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807327418497624,0.1244379464669262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820091625379552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15403140302511764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19145526852601444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17019618711330686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19831101231430226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075809035959754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17510424300562327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912532645889442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156879478431842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365206430576128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3550192133619408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ScottWoodyyy,2019/01/28,"Any tips I've had anxiety for years and it's pretty bad and only very recently have I found that something I've been doing for years is because of anxiety. Whenever I'm anxious at all I'll chew on my tounge and pull the skin off the sides, I'll chew my cheeks and bite the skin off my lip and it's pretty bad, it's a constant thing and I was wondering if there's any little things that can reduce me doing this. Thanks ",2.4779047619047603,3.71874348888889,3.977619047619047,89.44500000000002,75.2222222222222,7.365079365079365,22.857142857142854,7.957251820313856,0.9580476190476186,334,9,74,5,7,111,57,90,0.135,0.759,0.106,-0.1593,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,8,6,4,0,1,10,12,7,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,6,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,2,6,1,7,8,1,11,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,2,4,42,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275244868315625,0.0,0.3096337545430166,0.22862696761335702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379505577048432,0.12336636483006296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21869626565390385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22189453903496886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20283364452175584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15391585982600167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.411777739607318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19982161567867834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557987218715651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863203794372088,0.0,0.0,0.26889888117473576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16698116932232834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194678432222467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606466661510985
anxiety,ClownPrincessMeaghan,2019/01/28,"Starting a new job in a week It all happened much faster than I expected.  Saturday is my last day at my current place a d next Tuesdat is my first day at my new place.  Same work, same company, just a new location.

It's definitely time to leave my current location.  It's so toxic that I just can't stand it any more.  Plus I think a fresh start in a new city will help me out of this rut I'm in.  I want to start exercising and dating again and try to make more friends.

I should be excited but all I can do is think, ""Well, what if you're just as miserable there?  Maybe you're just a miserable person.  What if you don't like it there and you end up having a breakdown because you feel like you've made the wrong choice and left the place you're familiar with and now you're trapped . . .""

And on and on and on.",1.5124561403508778,3.1288891345029266,3.071204678362573,93.34821052631581,78.70760233918128,7.133099415204679,23.09590643274854,8.021203637495839,0.9434776608187132,626,20,149,11,15,206,99,171,0.141,0.7959999999999999,0.063,-0.9535,3,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,0,2,10,8,0,2,10,0,11,1,0,2,2,30,22,14,0,5,7,0,1,2,1,2,1,0,0,1,9,11,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,3,1,1,1,1,15,5,18,18,7,37,0,2,0,0,6,14,0,2,24,92,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474615764841196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493156746012345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17970691859634794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340109106364774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07044718878457032,0.09953420703207133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11851024912505485,0.0,0.0,0.1076425811026003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232051315007624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338698519450986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382591188042495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356892594154586,0.0,0.1475256497270411,0.1513776272771901,0.0,0.0,0.13613486082967088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183321247014027,0.0930008923673501,0.0,0.13997125042392872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242031670866462,0.0,0.0,0.538245971454753,0.14817431237813494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165370389068796,0.4366966649793181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958460428307979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785483846953923,0.0,0.0,0.08124185375196055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459290884277076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217782437008783,0.0,0.11175855926637132,0.0,0.1252704096715261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143066615233323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15233062683494175,0.0,0.0
anxiety,asshair,2019/01/28,[Med Question] Do you feel like you've missed out being your true self because of the emotional blunting that anti-depressants can cause? This is my fear. I'd like diminished anxiety. I wouldn't like a diminished capacity to feel.,3.6285714285714255,6.716240904761904,4.5431428571428585,77.45185714285714,80.42857142857143,9.074285714285717,29.82857142857143,9.3871,3.6594800000000003,186,9,31,6,5,60,36,42,0.151,0.596,0.253,0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,0,6,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,1,1,7,8,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,4,4,3,6,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21599665643348948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17211768373881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29005079618101803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431872801516605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176052751063965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177217761770293,0.28552886334527794,0.20171059688946413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4138252293490784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31362673303414096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162961491545093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294552190856615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lapis-b-lazuli,2019/01/28,"I'm in hell and can't sleep. Send me something to distract, please! I occasionally get mild heartburn when I take my daily zoloft, but tonight is just the worst. Pain beyond anything that makes it hard to breathe and sit still, and now a pounding headache, nausea, and anxiety building. Help!! ",4.487358490566038,7.14615886792453,3.6836226415094337,87.53260377358494,73.52830188679245,5.749433962264153,31.35471698113208,6.742157984588678,1.7280747169811326,232,11,42,2,5,68,47,53,0.29600000000000004,0.623,0.081,-0.9303,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,1,2,0,2,5,2,1,0,7,6,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,1,4,0,4,6,1,8,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,4,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644681737451596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844909170318279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180619868808937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096893914895357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317229756408008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23076495586324094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3678611635788288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3794871570878047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459609365151329,0.0,0.0,0.26614542400918073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760854651758177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25993184921672546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DiscombobulatedMode7,2019/01/28,"Anxiety Before Leaving the House This is something I've been dealing with since 2017, I left the house 4 times that year. In 2018 I decided to work on it and from May till now I have left the house multiple times each month. I'm not sure I have agoraphobia as I have no anxiety once I'm outside the house, it's just the build up to leaving. If my friends and I have said that we are going out sometime next week I'm anxious every day leading up to it which gets worse the closer it gets. The night before I feel sick and incredibly anxious which stays until the moment I leave the house. But once I leave I'm perfectly fine, I'm confident, excited and feel great. This has really crippled me, I really want to get a job and work hard, go to uni, get piano lessons and have more of a social life, plenty of times a month my mates will ask me to come out with them and I decline and only go out with them 2 or 3 times. Also a few days after I have gone out I feel really depressed and have the urge to go out again but my anxiety prevents me from doing so. Anyone else experience this or have any tips? Is it agoraphobia or something else?",4.344487179487178,4.741494047008548,5.470923076923079,83.62407692307694,70.06837606837607,8.804102564102564,27.565811965811967,8.841846274778883,1.8705422222222217,893,28,190,15,15,297,125,234,0.095,0.8370000000000001,0.068,-0.2361,1,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,2,5,5,7,0,0,14,0,16,2,0,1,2,39,37,20,0,2,8,0,4,0,2,2,2,1,0,0,12,20,0,1,5,0,0,7,2,1,0,0,3,5,22,6,27,32,3,38,0,1,0,0,9,12,0,5,18,116,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07048965714924589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05994173528970857,0.0,0.20229243144645934,0.19915789539158726,0.0,0.061633149321445764,0.09031513875410087,0.0,0.0,0.08240383118915345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15001008759288562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592925532794996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113692679593451,0.09087379537603073,0.07591930204079955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14726795077196622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426610375619318,0.0,0.0,0.08622288576737519,0.0,0.0,0.13370653270284732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810073635172054,0.0,0.18420884404340845,0.0,0.20037971585095526,0.0,0.0,0.09718035634324072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789607549753287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5085384329978346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747047591635604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3733320131965808,0.1915399608436909,0.0,0.062259537282839277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14071326058552375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937433836870072,0.08271826687448157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18774344940684812,0.0,0.06703837047380364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16940415066392536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384623760261257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729145919184578,0.0,0.0,0.08985289602947308,0.0,0.1357169098490348,0.08717782272470957,0.0,0.0,0.09395101852862868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307577549929843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055926198133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051990302481237656,0.0,0.0707047350749882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283414608394701,0.0,0.08982745428127227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056762596745885525
anxiety,DabVader6253,2019/01/28,"Book recommendation for people struggling with the past: Weight by Jeanette Winterson ""Atlas knows how it feels to carry the weight of the world, but why, he asks himself, does it have to be carried at all? And when you have eternity to ponder this question, the brief reprieve offered by Heracles - the only man strong enough to borrow the burden - can force you to demand an answer from the Gods.""

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This book helped me put down a lot of anger and frustration. I struggled for a very long time (still am) with replaying every mistake that I've ever made. Without spoiling it I can say that this book changed my entire perspective on the past. I HIGHLY recommend it to anyone struggling with anxiety.",8.632452193475814,8.773091322834649,7.559730033745782,73.17748031496066,60.96850393700787,10.091788526434195,36.253093363329576,9.606745405546679,3.50982429696288,566,23,92,9,7,173,91,127,0.194,0.7440000000000001,0.062,-0.9546,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,1,4,8,2,3,11,0,6,2,0,2,2,18,10,5,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,9,5,2,0,5,3,1,2,1,7,0,0,1,4,8,1,20,8,3,15,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,2,8,64,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16748308610779902,0.1878268205182204,0.0,0.0,0.11825025551964505,0.0,0.0,0.108083168563877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14450774096055252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16352096534903704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352705434397521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597183809229021,0.0,0.0,0.1398228872999782,0.13023698933505534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781582956104916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036090683096748,0.16331808414026205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495095482776346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679494044519014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141503042144306,0.0,0.14626359645139975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756205184936973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951206616449645,0.1071635704590835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553916249183731,0.17316055292234345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292507956560013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344463358286427,0.0,0.0,0.48478935004374696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013453809928047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12754143015496874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764639728946842,0.0,0.0,0.13948084278649495,0.0,0.0,0.1490057965980777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878268205182204,0.0
anxiety,laura8263,2019/01/29,I’m freaking out Please help convince me I’m not dying of a heart attack. The middle of my chest has a sharp pain in the middle and my wrist hurts. I also feel like I’m out of breath. ,0.12256097560975475,1.820405097560976,2.222134146341464,97.38734756097564,83.39024390243901,4.1000000000000005,15.128048780487804,3.1291,-1.2402243902439023,143,2,34,0,4,48,29,41,0.252,0.5529999999999999,0.195,-0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,4,0,1,5,4,0,0,5,5,2,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,4,2,6,5,0,5,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614976434983759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3720038200652891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393690026365053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16533840866944438,0.2336051683933503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3874904421709146,0.2191777385143729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500547233452593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15975315440084625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34794554876360323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3589421232648305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lucifent,2019/01/29,"Feeling Lost... I have messed up. I don't know how, but I have. My husband is in pain and depressed and I'm unable to do anything. My so called ""best friend"" won't give me the time of day because I fell in love instead of staying on track to be a crazy cat lady. My other closest friend is mad at me because I am supposedly ""handed everything in life"". My parents are completely a whole other can of worms...

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I'm lost and confused and I have no one to turn to. I need to get out of this state of mind where I am drowning in self-hatred.

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My own head is a complete wreck from my anxiety and depression. I'm not even sure what I'm asking for, just please help?",3.2325000000000017,4.135260107142859,4.451428571428573,88.08357142857143,72.92857142857143,7.028571428571429,28.285714285714285,7.1686216300943375,1.3703714285714286,525,20,113,5,10,173,91,140,0.23,0.6,0.17,-0.8039,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,3,6,13,1,1,4,0,14,5,2,1,1,16,28,8,1,1,3,2,2,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,8,0,1,2,2,16,5,20,24,3,15,0,4,0,1,9,10,0,1,2,76,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29353253961519843,0.32918717296070865,0.0,0.0,0.1036232930126645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146855683072633,0.0,0.12663285942469568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16514515983000666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215247327592997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383154856611454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840455946186077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873577654388811,0.0,0.2333357118041139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894672583306767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173891151023745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684905071183624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093055832161554,0.0,0.07077004890400374,0.12994151709815632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13901669863684782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079314710181717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444294851743914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956764159968104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29573194748841064,0.0,0.12225412064267425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367717132328466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004387368311432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178833512811052,0.0,0.14413448923438318,0.0,0.1504076020710135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14868975845594487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130990953582606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14437782746815803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12766545982858335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898534858109665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14733698026035907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15123152939399245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32918717296070865,0.0
anxiety,The_Hopeful,2019/01/29,"This is Stupid I Know I have dealt with anxiety for quite sometime now. It really doesn't destroy my life fortunately, but it's there. It's hindering, kind of like I have a heavy backpack on, not enough to kill you but it slows you down at times. I went through derealization for awhile, which sucked and honestly it was scary. I've had my handful of anxiety attacks but overall it's not a huge issue now. College started and well, it's back in a very annoying way.

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Overall going to college gives me some anxiety. I have a speech class this semester which for sure gives me a good amount. But it's not that which is giving me this constant annoying anxious feeling in my chest whenever I am not occupied, it's what a good friend said the other week. Here is where it doesn't make sense to me. We sit across from others in class and one of which is a this girl that is 'my type' if you will. I thought nothing of it other than she's cute and sat down for class.

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Days passed while I continue going to this class then out of no where my good friend asks me if I think that girl is attractive. I say of course, as she was expecting because she knows exactly what I like. Then they say you should talk to her and get to know her. I don't know how, but she knew a few things about this girl which ended up being a few of the things I like. Now I have anxiety, but I say screw it I will sit next to her next class and see what happens.

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I constantly have this anxious feeling in my chest now. I have school tomorrow, I'm going to try to talk to said girl before class if possible and if there is a seat open next to her sit next to her and introduce a causal conversation. I'm not asking how to talk to this person I am more than capable of that. I'm somewhat confident in my appearance and overall I don't care if this is a bust or not. What I DO NOT get is why this gives me much more anxiety than it should. I've been with a few girls of which I had serious relationship but they all fell apart one way or another. I'm somewhat happy alone, though I prefer a companion. I just really have no idea why i'm anxious which is why i'm searching for tips on how to control this. If any of you have tips it will be greatly appreciated. Also, if one of you can miraculously point out why I may feel this way, please do so. Thank you in advanced! ",3.3400698739977064,4.516188220618557,4.408084192439863,87.45430269186714,72.97938144329895,8.193012600229094,26.461912943871702,8.680891452615391,1.6814524627720502,1857,63,406,34,36,606,203,485,0.105,0.73,0.165,0.9903,0,1,0,0,0,0,53.0,1,7,2,3,19,27,8,0,16,0,40,5,3,5,3,67,79,35,1,11,24,0,4,3,3,6,1,6,0,6,46,15,0,1,12,0,0,8,13,9,1,3,11,11,57,18,55,60,12,57,0,0,1,1,44,21,2,14,25,283,103,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220816423364905,0.0,0.055754495681156466,0.0,0.22662248368900906,0.2541497267482386,0.04741151193649739,0.0731067606083155,0.2666753523743239,0.23628887841591506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303562603636682,0.07931576400355853,0.0,0.05360983497296295,0.0,0.04250023562289091,0.0,0.05932598567701304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108346863953806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15068358110317376,0.0781961186180967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04496317807271377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06175060231626184,0.0720386697281942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575651239641558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772991001407352,0.0,0.07285090901991226,0.26752440577984715,0.11886924749487487,0.1754317125814707,0.0,0.07686576977613269,0.0,0.0,0.06165254304520109,0.07421748682914217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870459872286485,0.0,0.07276883119800326,0.0,0.0,0.07713407105563623,0.07260191790586754,0.15326360666994418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04924480048466228,0.10218397884509144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04653817134138349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05125170443525723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29658904822578785,0.0,0.0,0.06689754468244435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173079759866242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06087619991446845,0.0,0.07653085050259129,0.0659072698211254,0.07859803052429251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415505302603473,0.0,0.0,0.08932793233825367,0.0,0.0,0.07485243199633923,0.0,0.0,0.13263803177246955,0.16633074709941198,0.0,0.07055964950893165,0.05555725218366132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895416628720888,0.0,0.049347676427111874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06570961121966401,0.0,0.0,0.16811318718879767,0.0,0.06418816051146323,0.0,0.0,0.09263680440288924,0.04467330962191165,0.06849885416237855,0.055349333162935416,0.040653882062401635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047334825369376915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05752572064971315,0.0,0.16601979557575725,0.05592461370650765,0.0,0.06268601989614328,0.06463048571610983,0.25164328135173825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541497267482386,0.0
anxiety,flizbit,2019/01/29,"Evening Relief? Anyone else have really really anxious days but feel almost normal at night?

I'm talking about serious medication busting anxiety  in the day... but get home and after dinner I often feel very  close to normal.",6.92923076923077,9.21179064102564,7.936410256410259,61.3169230769231,65.66666666666667,10.328205128205127,30.948717948717945,10.504223727775694,4.17885641025641,181,7,23,5,3,61,34,39,0.139,0.8109999999999999,0.05,-0.3809,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,10,5,3,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,5,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,4,13,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234680318091819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792867687589158,0.264763060700822,0.0,0.1638717985334371,0.24013220783578584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30228901313958656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19577990273927548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15479430530996371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23700157281066064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224448000447021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350848244055603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360956912708833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21993344999447376,0.4592512306178637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002774010843035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18837180269623027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933737123432808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,speakingoflanguage,2019/01/29,"Seeking male attention The theme underlying my anxiety is “I’m not good enough”. I’m constantly scared to fail and not be smart enough of pretty enough or efficient enough or like able enough. I’ve talked with my therapists about this and she’s helpful but I’m not comfortable talking with her yet about my need for male attention to feel confident about myself. 

I have a bf but I always find myself seeking male attention to feel validated. I want someone to think I’m pretty or smart of fascinating because I don’t think that about myself. I don’t want to date anyone or hook up. I just want someone else to think these things about me so I can feel validated. Not that my bf just says I’m beautiful because that’s what he’s supposed to say. 

We got a new male coworker in my area today and h is already flirting with another woman I work closely with who is thinner than me and I think prettier and smarter than me also. It makes me feel bad about myself but I know it shouldn’t and it makes me so anxious that I need to lose more weight or change things about myself. 

Anyone else experience the intense fear of not being good enough underlying their anxiety? Does anyone else mistakenly rely on validation from others? How do you address this? ",3.91029440821972,6.091966427385894,4.847540011855365,80.74849239280775,73.52282157676349,8.241928472633868,27.658763090298358,8.976282227363876,2.385354317328591,1003,39,186,22,21,326,122,241,0.146,0.6829999999999999,0.171,0.6843,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,1,1,3,14,12,0,2,4,0,11,1,0,3,0,49,33,18,0,6,15,0,5,1,2,1,0,2,1,5,15,12,1,0,13,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,1,7,31,7,31,29,7,12,0,2,0,0,19,7,0,5,6,125,46,2,0.0938938473053996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361419531992863,0.07508687576721537,0.07812720263737558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984558856550719,0.14365707237973824,0.10607332163402483,0.0,0.19695828352987566,0.19241068485181415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839744055138663,0.1144736356523779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932724056925483,0.0,0.0,0.10146589253677962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216713851642643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23530878368498315,0.0,0.0,0.5821046620437313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184619948140813,0.0,0.10565668226197072,0.1899022015682334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858172754066686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15750740871271385,0.07509548705631584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06293506665145206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05160160294280488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04587179103199688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504319801874776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534974434805485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924219610466912,0.0,0.0906832628171508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19104759631403576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493363120006686,0.09400412106680296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15911190424962784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15093663565671464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901799358921777,0.12475780004270495,0.24065354434365505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900038852612083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661430715392721,0.0,0.0,0.11433741086823868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835583910865513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shanapunem,2019/01/29,"I felt compelled to bake 100 muffins at 10 at night I had a rough night last night and so I decided to not leave the house all day, not talk to anybody, etc. 

I feel like this caused my anxiety to go into overload and it told me to bake WAY too many muffins. Like, if I didn’t make them TONIGHT I would go into some kind of crisis. 
Better yet, I mixed all the ingredients, got out my muffin tins and then I realized I had no baking sheet to put them in! So it took me 30 minutes to muster up the courage to knock on my neighbors door to borrow theirs. It was a 3 minute conversation and I ran away as soon as I could. I’ve been replaying that conversation in my head for the past hour. 

So fast forward now I have approx. 100 muffins (chocolate & blueberry). I made too much mix and here we are. At least it was a good way to distract myself and I feel better. 

Oh AND, THEY DONT EVEN TASTE VERY GOOD. I didn’t put enough sugar. I was going to give some to my neighbor along with his baking sheet as a “thank you” but they really are quite terrible. 

TLDR: if I don’t make these muffins by tonight I will go into crisis. I make too many, and they taste really bad. ",0.9401244813277998,3.0391304315352734,2.4177327800829893,94.898532780083,82.85892116182572,5.68172614107884,20.01344398340249,6.918507183188421,0.1839034356846474,898,25,205,11,25,291,140,241,0.107,0.8170000000000001,0.076,-0.9239,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,1,6,3,11,12,0,1,8,0,16,8,1,6,2,37,33,18,0,4,5,0,4,2,2,2,0,0,7,0,7,15,7,0,5,0,1,9,7,3,0,0,14,7,36,9,32,16,8,37,0,0,0,0,16,13,0,4,17,133,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349845000726247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530485731858113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704885107406413,0.0,0.10402073162317443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203652366386757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127979989142493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946855660062498,0.0,0.0,0.0803450568764024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600912761881546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872646607079116,0.13894181557120555,0.08228520868225718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598476305505993,0.08900137610285527,0.1196182172976898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951036670187867,0.2832111922155757,0.20898687221335652,0.09963957305565938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785703139993554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268813407768801,0.14375085350842987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297329386737177,0.0,0.10155092397595496,0.0,0.1319143059224233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172890416967296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788246147499762,0.24947827424256236,0.2526131041788897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915820741408454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507351861445869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892757620792588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25047855628333404,0.0,0.1325082480471959,0.0,0.0,0.1596207855405992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013425922661882,0.0,0.11469832934729415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190434002666062,0.13841513994812776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279316310743784,0.0,0.19777471981735065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849944894486657,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cjune510,2019/01/29,"Advice on How to Avoid Anxiety at Night? I have GAD, and I've been having issues with getting really anxious, depressed and lonely at night when I have nothing to do and no one to be with. I'm searching for some new hobbies and coping mechanisms to fill my time with so I don't descend into that pit of anxiety and despair every night. I love being creative and doing things with my hands, so if they relate to any of those things, then that would be perfect!",6.509999999999998,6.092925274725277,6.938769230769233,77.73123076923079,65.48351648351647,9.038241758241758,32.48571428571429,8.238735603445708,2.4638641758241766,364,13,67,4,5,119,62,91,0.183,0.7120000000000001,0.105,-0.6077,0,3,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,4,6,0,1,0,0,11,2,1,1,1,17,14,12,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,11,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,1,1,7,2,16,9,1,12,0,3,0,1,2,4,0,2,7,54,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20870665588958184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524085531681316,0.0,0.3267742764469261,0.2412831638087131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839550408437102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799492853929543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158606743897356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22292069693450905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927631358462165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20627566121207133,0.0,0.6012874889144301,0.0,0.20493454461622787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14472646991680968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13682399871436013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837844260970417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453947072180788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517201966854642,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GrimmauldPlce,2019/01/29,"Panic disorder flare up Hi all, new to the group, long time anxiety sufferer. I suffer from GAD and Panic Disorder. I've had a really great handle on it for months with good therapy. Lately I've been feeling anxious for reasons I can't pinpoint and I feel like I'm crawling out of my skin. I know it happens and it's part of living with PD but it makes me feel like the hard work I'm doing is never going to fully work. How do you deal with ""falling off the wagon?"" ",1.143195876288658,3.2741734742268105,3.6424845360824776,86.22455154639178,82.29896907216495,6.35422680412371,22.07113402061856,7.554174236665415,1.0873554639175258,365,12,73,6,10,127,71,97,0.185,0.706,0.108,-0.5724,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,2,1,8,0,2,4,0,6,1,1,3,2,17,15,5,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,2,5,7,4,14,13,2,12,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,0,8,43,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937446932044475,0.191054703651254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743527768366408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3876467472876088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565327569017709,0.24163523509837495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611340578377063,0.14184778430108005,0.0,0.1864527052304389,0.0,0.0,0.14955009841953326,0.0,0.1514961142989458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294258731881652,0.0,0.19077197217587905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652445932033339,0.0,0.14933390249016165,0.1496637174105571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128872834858795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134988021680533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13043388684473028,0.16333479179087088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3968460328590627,0.0,0.18313783541743933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083410384467432,0.1738810165779433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19340066683089546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861380834057096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462391934664895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Reddituse44,2019/01/29,"Nervous laugh at inappropriate times Back in November I went to Washington DC as a school trip for the 8th grade. On the last day we visited Arlington Cemetery. We got to see the Tomb Of the unknown soldier (I’ll call it TOTUS) and the guy marching to protect it. We saw what he did for his ritual. My grade was there and so was other people so it was busy. I starting getting nervous laughter and I was so afraid the marching guy would call me out because he could see us.

I hate laughing or smiling/grinning in these inappropriate situations.",2.907176573426576,5.550305644230771,4.322272727272729,80.91363636363639,79.09615384615384,6.858741258741258,30.60839160839161,8.00094639256281,2.4854153846153846,433,22,78,8,11,143,72,104,0.071,0.8140000000000001,0.114,0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,4,0,0,0,5,6,1,3,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,10,15,8,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,7,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,8,3,11,2,12,5,0,15,1,0,3,0,12,5,0,1,7,52,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16537013652475482,0.0,0.13110038057077186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4392066428752221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17171026887762272,0.0,0.0,0.13869781356763208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236151702995573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17200549062889792,0.0,0.0,0.4258922730712485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21233014238048584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17530501151931552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909757330063356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21765519103566786,0.3427546599681138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24173977099672314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15222266571136747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540493792437934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586942535691987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993655129124078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527745520110322,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lokiparkr,2019/01/29,"Anxious for my driver’s test tomorrow This is embarrassing... but this is going to be my 3rd time taking the road test. I (F17) feel I am quite a decent driver, but when it comes to driving in front of the instructor, I freeze, essentially forget how to drive, and become engulfed in panic and anxiety. I have GAD and the first time I took the test (September 2018), I was not taking my lexapro due to switching doctors and pharmacy issues. It was like I couldn’t see anything in front of me. It was all a blur. I actually failed due to fumbling with the wheel too much and swerving through a stop sign. Second time, I felt a bit better since I was back on my medication, but due to not practicing enough and again feeling extremely nervous, I messed up parking. And I almost passed too! Now, I currently take lexapro and bupropion and have practiced extensively to finally get this damn license! All my friends have it and it kinda sucks to be a teen and not be able to drive like everyone else. It’s the simple and most normal things that churn my anxiety like nothing else. I feel like this should be an easy task for anyone else my age, but I seem to make it a huge deal. While I feel more hopeful for tomorrow (which is rare for me), I still most likely won’t be able to sleep and will be dreading this moment until I get in that car with the instructor. Any tips on coping? Was anyone else ever in my shoes? Just wanted to share and get it off my chest to people who may understand. Thank you ",4.767150170648463,5.739125945392495,5.386981228668944,82.53385068259388,69.40955631399318,8.590375426621161,28.3018771331058,8.841846274778883,2.0767325597269624,1174,40,232,20,20,379,160,293,0.118,0.7490000000000001,0.133,0.7076,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,0,4,10,18,2,4,14,0,23,5,3,2,3,51,45,22,0,5,8,0,6,5,1,4,2,0,0,0,18,17,0,1,7,0,0,10,5,8,0,2,7,7,30,10,32,27,8,43,0,1,1,0,5,11,2,8,27,158,48,5,0.22389521285404296,0.0,0.10924471523640407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209935703841717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612821121737227,0.0,0.1712792250051962,0.12646893064323067,0.0,0.1565527386505423,0.2294071042811114,0.09212334153519462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608079922902585,0.0,0.0,0.12363733602189572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900856055895978,0.12221779204244475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643295041837732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541306662335647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458311880430523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3740714414666835,0.0,0.0,0.1156718029206061,0.0,0.0,0.10126301913466278,0.0,0.10697073535029787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22641629383486706,0.07997539239965358,0.1074872578989581,0.12263313088502972,0.0,0.09522257683836324,0.0,0.0,0.08649044302747227,0.0,0.17546401167316916,0.0,0.0636224045660788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118923263592824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684421620856165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734597290411193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472589657744713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277543598970124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229437158054577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096848855710645,0.1074167476103687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13134639568284884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761037477831174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907005933838752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920774841687205,0.10191289643310528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260421687107698,0.0,0.11202845364955448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940150310123778,0.093593211654983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525120039448023,0.0,0.0,0.1030663153627382,0.0,0.0,0.07437301537157594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958326486991988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12437790982705213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165414063349162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06602959873312632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FlickaMariss,2019/01/29,"Diagnosis Received I have been back and forth in my head about seeing a psychiatrist, but finally made an appointment and went. He gave me a diagnosis of major depression and generalized anxiety disorder. Today was my first day on my medication; hopefully I don't have issues with it and I can progress smoothly.",5.821636363636363,8.663664254545456,7.580000000000003,60.31000000000003,70.0909090909091,12.4,36.45454545454545,11.602472056035307,5.876381818181819,254,14,38,11,5,88,45,55,0.172,0.711,0.117,-0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,3,0,6,2,1,1,0,9,11,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,5,2,7,1,5,6,1,9,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,1,5,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121438085880439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132367027489094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17884404684649674,0.0,0.2388494186132316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31782490698636084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037830121456589,0.0,0.2358824324835097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846033073138572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27543454011602675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894428911295823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26240041742514275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793638341755291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209826849011624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628604505852359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570720778773935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,undertheepink,2019/01/29,"any advice for someone who just wants to be better for himself and his partners? 'sup. i think i have to give information about myself first. um, i'm seventeen, USA unfortunately, i have generalized anxiety i think is the right term, i'm not good with words. to be more specific though, a lot of my anxiety stems from having really low self esteem and trauma. not in that order.



to be honest here, i'm not even sure this is the right subreddit to ask for advice like this, but since it's based around anxiety i figured i'd give it a shot. if i need to go somewhere else, point me in that direction. this just didn't feel right for r/relationship_advice.



for the most part, i can handle anxiety if it's just... regular ol' anxiety. due to past experiences of being cheated on, even twice by one of my current partners, i have really bad anxiety about being cheated on, lied to, etc in relationships. small things set me off. i read too much into things, and i overthink, and it just doesn't end well for anyone.


i have worried myself to the point of vomiting before, and i'm not sure how to deal with this. i don't have access to professional help at all right now, so i'm kinda. i'm stuck. i don't want to lose either of them and i *know* if i keep on like this, i will, and most of all, i don't want to lose myself and i know i will if i don't at least improve a little bit.


does anyone have any ideas for how to cope or distract myself or even improve my ways of thinking? i've tried so much but i'm at a loss again.


that's all, i think. like i said, please direct me somewhere else if it'd be fitting elsewhere. peace.",1.366952194775191,3.5425335830815747,3.3221725608672483,88.58388795095081,81.74924471299094,6.4318819975119945,20.913541851786032,7.618777277803332,0.7825901190687756,1260,37,268,21,34,424,161,331,0.179,0.735,0.086,-0.973,1,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,0,1,5,20,18,2,1,8,0,25,1,0,2,5,58,50,22,0,9,18,0,1,3,2,2,1,1,0,3,16,12,0,1,10,1,0,1,10,9,2,3,3,2,35,9,46,38,15,34,0,4,0,0,15,22,0,11,11,183,51,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18518089673233093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288690660827208,0.0,0.4349096099756037,0.0,0.0,0.1325054464039726,0.0,0.0,0.08434926891387785,0.08858022474374062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911386871637724,0.0,0.0,0.08062687790755943,0.0,0.0,0.08380034503238169,0.10344452120535252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976850360179011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291801573710901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15830608830536966,0.0,0.08392204894457593,0.0,0.10567340168434784,0.1877481852532216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268552795556534,0.0,0.0,0.04790940156385786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059590755463411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18178928976869646,0.053849681525793065,0.0794733882070211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06351019326269783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696334834687196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421983166769674,0.0,0.0,0.10414631937112352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388729591667634,0.09496628402059623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21200625222341246,0.0,0.08055466684386556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393070799886239,0.07025732437772808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06420633152753552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260706123284066,0.09045139852462486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400911959942308,0.17914232141101774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477752923696042,0.0,0.12140097146606275,0.0,0.0,0.1017280678404498,0.0,0.3236703786497656,0.09013074348094273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884688383463948,0.0,0.0,0.07837974091774115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028296724665968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786050662522356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258978883048246,0.24285273574531316,0.09309324890825614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643303122953616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676613554912943,0.07520963838117385,0.0,0.0,0.08519332658362419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622514166096822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dada-,2019/01/29,"I think I have a social anxiety So yesterday I was at this job interview and there was a lot of applicants on queue, waiting. Then I was kinda overwhelmed and started to think what if I fail on this one and bunch of other negative stuffs. It got through me, I had a headache and had to request a reschedule for my interview. 

So today I am here (currently waiting), and right now, there are about 8 people waiting and I don't feel the pressure. I'm kind of relieved.

Before, I thought I only get anxious when I get stressed about my personal problems. Didn't know that I also get anxious when get overwhelmed by a bunch of people in a room, until today.

So if there are cases where you felt the same, please do share what did you do to be able to overcome it. I would highly appreciate it.",4.319755244755246,5.40616932051282,5.220396270396275,82.8943006993007,70.53846153846155,7.9804195804195786,31.48951048951049,8.296473431620573,2.34196923076923,618,27,120,9,11,202,92,156,0.134,0.789,0.077,-0.7578,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,1,14,9,0,4,8,0,16,0,0,0,0,22,32,16,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,10,6,0,3,6,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,10,2,18,3,18,20,4,18,0,3,0,0,8,8,0,4,10,97,28,4,0.16770644350151498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411478227749235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829497024593714,0.3789210908308706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270583125656924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479741684917823,0.0,0.1610244856437883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35047877960539303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341301631433366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17719106528203188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16642276764650468,0.0,0.0,0.1746404535439936,0.0921670754460335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425780210258151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364222639349847,0.12754830742467627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325330634268684,0.14643479772644385,0.0,0.1840913136648688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16047241718102925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14322038641785448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17095559937936025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870348389069985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19210716441005934,0.0,0.19198375439416404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21491903461275866,0.0,0.1331401831486802,0.0,0.0,0.31793219807940304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913384573054547,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Yorkkk,2019/01/29,"Can’t feel my right arm/hand 4 years ago I was cold turkeyed off of Klonopin after NEEDING to take it when smoking marijuana put me into debilitating anxiety/DP/DR. One of the side effects of coming off Klonopin was that my arm/hand went numb. 

Except it’s not “numb” in the traditional way, I could/can still feel pain. The sensation I get is in waves of feeling like my arm/hand is completely weightless, feeling detached in a way. My propioception is all off.

I have an appointment scheduled with a psychiatrist for my residual anxiety left from the cold turkey that I still live with, and have a neurologist appointment coming up.

I had a panic attack last week and my arm has been feeling crazy numb/weightless/detached/like it’s not even there- it’s a terrifying feeling. This and my balance is completely off, it’s making me dizzy. Can this really all just be a manifestation of anxiety? The arm sensation has NOT relented since the attack, even when I’m not as anxious. Just feels like my soul is no longer apart of the arm anymore lol.

Just wondering if anyone had any insight as to different possibilities?

Thanks everyone ",4.3912571713644315,6.837804473933648,5.462379645796959,75.679745572462,72.98104265402843,8.99186829633325,31.010476428036924,9.549672527348893,3.284833175355451,908,42,160,24,19,299,117,211,0.157,0.757,0.087,-0.9421,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,1,10,9,2,1,14,1,17,6,3,2,2,31,34,8,0,2,9,0,8,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,9,8,0,0,10,0,0,4,6,6,0,1,6,10,16,3,25,27,2,29,1,0,0,0,0,13,0,2,12,103,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507835338709957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882826318977054,0.0,0.19862519466906145,0.14666061203766914,0.128747402434016,0.09077375901687816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953799240399727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22365833975230864,0.272229389193002,0.0,0.0,0.10365138763183362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356351605954225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17149089828930664,0.0,0.0,0.12404938854785792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4594892682764573,0.18548808687841564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782603761964394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582132228644844,0.0,0.0,0.14105073681248342,0.0,0.0,0.12684782270189113,0.0,0.11463419177137316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665642756186749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626051766643948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879699698934573,0.0,0.13813854081633067,0.15231679972158882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463535059998626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305058141892389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316656278926278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110866299272264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073891512682617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20735020206509386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760912517418964,0.0,0.0,0.11952159961096095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20609150115521727,0.10413445773435352,0.0,0.0,0.12034523150173874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407851774686332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836003730932239
anxiety,whatiSredditlike,2019/01/29,"Need you're advise Hi, average college student here (2nd year)

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Recently, I have been going crazy with social anxiety which I have never had/felt before.

Not to be a douche but I used to be one of the popular kids in middle and high school. I used to be active and well rounded with everyone in any kind of situation and settings. I had no problems making new friends. Back then, I guess I never knew what ""awkward"" is. No jokes, my academics were 0 but my social skills were 11/10, no doubt. 

Now, all the sudden (since like a month ago), I began to feel awkward with people. My social skill is probably 1/10. I have no problem with my 1 closest friend and my girlfriend but other than them, I really have a hard time socializing (including my parents, lol i kno rip me). First of all, before I talk to someone, I get scared of ""what if I run out of things to talk about"" because when the conversation is over, ITS FUCKING AWKWARD. Also, I never knew having a correct amount of eye contact **was a thing to consider** when I am having a discussion (When to look at their eyes, how long, etc). I don't remember how I used to talk when I used to not think of eye contacts. Lastly (I think), I just don't know what to talk about. I used to available to talk on and on and on with anyone. Now, after discussing about things that I have prepared, I do not have the ability to continue on anymore. 

I feel like I just became a socially awkward person in a very short period. Some people told me I just became mature and part of growing up, which I seem to agree on a little bit due to my cognitive system seems to process more sophisticated questions on my own. But anyways, it occurred all the sudden, faster than the time when puberty first struck me. Anyone felt through the same/similar or any advise?

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Thank you so much.",3.2926435210497544,5.343550234463276,4.396881720430109,83.87825314379444,74.90395480225989,7.053617641698558,26.39110625113905,7.941651935203635,1.6938641516311281,1429,53,269,22,31,466,192,354,0.117,0.743,0.14,0.9152,1,0,0,0,0,0,71.0,0,1,2,4,21,18,1,6,16,1,23,4,3,8,7,58,48,23,0,4,12,1,5,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,12,13,0,0,12,1,0,3,12,9,1,3,10,9,42,9,50,35,11,54,0,0,5,1,29,18,1,8,33,197,54,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159884725716784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06459274629092311,0.0,0.17503124981411838,0.19629184001754152,0.1098544511745363,0.0,0.0617897917199847,0.0,0.08010338460980793,0.11295428402500934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06210811212264609,0.0,0.04923740952824459,0.0,0.13746078390551614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818129477816078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008130421561952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718039893312206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168075046838202,0.05770300325621772,0.15510614969042302,0.0,0.0,0.13740798254322328,0.0,0.0,0.12480734800789957,0.07467172701070797,0.04219964888837383,0.0,0.045904167615697114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897864753927633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723551825803669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533926932155536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411083637714753,0.04438977135528721,0.06583935612506174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892151403997348,0.08095402045104566,0.0,0.07148002210491446,0.06782751443157267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05391544228985737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06447084798217463,0.0,0.05937616870387737,0.0598908647755115,0.1868873219816249,0.07800938483764737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05473269517884306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968692400013213,0.0874674019219661,0.0,0.11199324127526504,0.07052634748447274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708507792728215,0.15457437209596758,0.0,0.0,0.09048229496139618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05174413650169246,0.0,0.0797518735136549,0.0,0.09149809053595563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086612048147551,0.08174482583737623,0.0,0.14706224047874822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681481975041104,0.09079027880780499,0.0,0.4116806317023303,0.0684372252677294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32460439035993555,0.0,0.07436332292391735,0.0,0.0,0.16098250547049642,0.10350992217329803,0.0,0.0,0.09419674082659917,0.0,0.0,0.07718039893312206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34880216964849803,0.0,0.06664474736492433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262306168626713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19629184001754152,0.052014042324792134
anxiety,mrmurvi,2019/01/29,I fucking hate it Nothing else I just hate it,0.5259999999999998,2.4079316000000013,2.4700000000000024,95.165,83.0,4.0,30.0,3.1291,0.7749999999999999,36,2,8,0,1,12,7,10,0.5710000000000001,0.429,0.0,-0.8396,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309292237904745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662306745249063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7822244941512069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3801128551211535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,megan1122,2019/01/29,"Coffee Alternatives? I have gotten into the habit ever since grad school of drinking a cup (sometimes 2) of coffee a day. I love the ritual of it every morning I think more than anything-boiling water, preparing the grounds and then using a pour over cup and adding my favorite creamer. However, there are days when my anxiety is out of control and since I suffer from high levels of anticipatory anxiety the coffee is definitely not helping. I am looking for suggestions on how to switch over to something that is similar but maybe has less caffeine and is healthier. I love tea as well so I know that can be an option but I crave the richness of coffee sometimes. Has anyone else had this issue and made the switch?",5.547368421052632,7.350787533834588,6.365421052631582,73.11444736842108,68.3984962406015,8.62827067669173,32.096992481202996,9.120678840339163,3.1005645112781965,574,25,93,11,10,189,92,133,0.047,0.81,0.14300000000000002,0.9448,1,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,10,0,12,5,0,4,1,18,20,12,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,7,3,1,2,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,3,1,10,4,17,16,2,13,1,1,1,2,4,8,0,1,5,70,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838993534916008,0.0,0.0,0.12974492758500086,0.19012384190146794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081166043615925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393362767147168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18177403913982415,0.0,0.0,0.15500805831653078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678458415728247,0.1563387618505913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12437413931886646,0.19604988715311664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936720430620649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197661327712547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558201359807923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33494270258229963,0.17557738158548986,0.0,0.0,0.18641573838797726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18779237282174446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069873453654073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14284991789553142,0.3670388555822109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889666224372772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602606315755692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16683694577532865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,valvarad,2019/01/29,"Almost 24, I’ve let my anxiety dominate my life for the past 10 years. I’m turning 24 in about a month and a half, and I still feel like crap when it comes to my anxiety. I look back and all I can see is regret. Regret in college for not pursuing my passion and for not pursuing the people I most cared about. I met a girl my second year when I was 19 and now we’re great and close friends. My anxiety and a stupid “we can’t be anything” promise, though, has stopped me from telling her how I feel and I’ve sat idly by watching her go thru life and boyfriends as a normal mating human would. I thought finishing school would get rid of my anxiety as I would not see her anymore. I see her about once a month now and it all comes back to me. My anxiety tells me nothing will come of it and she will laugh at me when I tell her how I feel. I’m not 14 and I know that I need to let people know how I feel in general, but my anxiety doesn’t let me. I’m visiting her next weekend and I know I must let her know but again, nothing but negative outcomes go thru my head when I’m debating the issue. I just wish I could live a normal life tbh. At almost 24yo, I feel like life is just leaving me behind and I hate it. I feel like I’m not cut out for this life and it sucks. Everything from my professional life to my personal/romantic life, anxiety dominates it and in tired of it. Even the professional help I’m receiving now feels pointless. ",2.2613118811881168,3.5509408778877902,3.937710396039602,89.3176547029703,75.86468646864688,7.9542904290429055,25.826320132013198,8.59863814320734,1.6010815181518154,1118,40,255,22,24,375,139,303,0.117,0.772,0.111,0.4981,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,0,0,21,16,5,0,11,0,19,11,2,3,3,65,55,29,0,11,10,0,7,3,2,6,8,0,0,2,9,22,0,1,12,1,0,7,8,7,0,2,4,12,49,9,29,39,3,35,0,2,5,1,20,8,2,3,23,165,58,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15665617932493908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4188776097194427,0.0,0.07757526039217738,0.0,0.0,0.06437008691586082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029586499621872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975259904490814,0.0,0.0,0.20214412427535697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06245394651492848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05166493008082042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07030093990412357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768599518132069,0.16764555673208084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06043416621989056,0.0,0.04086779562337282,0.0,0.08891079380028702,0.0,0.0,0.08624009259199772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722808567255215,0.08027839624405422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052430595106597006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164350345549867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17195518458599518,0.0,0.0,0.08282586264633877,0.0,0.31994940676715683,0.3867538588487913,0.11464603584514828,0.0,0.0690715083053321,0.0,0.06568682608623716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487219720574234,0.0,0.0,0.058000663176773215,0.0,0.0,0.08319004368023163,0.0,0.15328201300358432,0.1501123442695996,0.0,0.0,0.08330393646222606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467180320573,0.10845864873765744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916489647643685,0.18699855292272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06246823475065471,0.06539714114325941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20510857345776987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685277260104334,0.06209957476232849,0.0,0.08990474613401211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850831346070275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995150371495962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667001122735286,0.0,0.0,0.1007448785603857
anxiety,anxietystomach,2019/01/29,"The feels It sweeps in like an unwanted house guest. 

It covers me like a sticky glue.

It shows its face at the most inopportune times.

What purpose does it pursue.

For far too long we would fight.

Until I understood that it was love and compassion it sought out.

Even then I would fight.

Not fully able to grasp what it was trying to tell me.

The way out is not the answer. Loving within is the key.

I shall choose the path of least resistance for that is the only true path.

Art, meditation, and exercise are my new addiction to cope with the tough days.

A positive light to sooth even the darkest moments.

When I picture the last year and all the ups and downs 

all i can do is smile at how far I've come. 

They say life is hard but for some it is harder. On the surface a piece of cake.

and yet we all struggle. 

To find happiness in the struggle is pure bliss.

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anxiety,AngelonAva,2019/01/29,How can i get over my fear of opening up? I’m having some relationship issues and i always have a hard time opening up to my so (or people in general) how can i open up and tell him what i want him to hear? ,0.4978260869565218,1.8223990000000043,3.5167391304347824,90.33206521739132,80.73913043478261,6.339130434782609,20.195652173913047,7.1686216300943375,0.31562608695652195,158,4,38,2,4,57,33,46,0.115,0.855,0.03,-0.5661,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,11,8,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,8,0,8,8,1,9,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,2,1,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28575626299918805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3864474557499343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794248555730347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076404312932464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38706378545591547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3584454114183132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23808694705166775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687088323513617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001676960885084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002532848433189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20256036157951776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fireman414,2019/01/29,"Help with sudden onset of GAD and panic attacks. Hey y'all new to reddit so, sorry if I mess this up. I was recently diagnosed with General Anxiety Disorder, and panic attacks caused by PTSD. I'm on 10mg of Lexapro daily, and seeing a therapist.  

My symptoms have gotten better over the last few weeks (went from all day and waking me up at night to just some days.) 

To give a little history. Im 30 YOM, and I am a 14 year veteran of Fire/EMS. I work 48 hrs on and 24 hrs off. I'm married and have 4 kids.

The reason I'm posting is because my therapist told me today that a big part of my problem is my control over my emotions. Ie: I don't let them out. While this is necessary I feel to do my job apparently it's making my anxiety worst. 

So my question is, for someone who has spent almost half his life controlling his emotions. How do I let go? I know this is probably a stupid question but I'm really having a hard time even understanding how that works. I'm just not an emotional person and I don't know how to not maintain control. 

If you have read all this I really appreciate it and any advice. Thank Y'all.",1.6338379446640303,3.635848439130438,4.135098814229249,84.03667984189723,79.82608695652173,7.486166007905138,24.802371541501977,8.438071523408619,1.8159130434782609,871,33,177,19,22,305,143,230,0.119,0.831,0.05,-0.8045,2,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,3,1,6,8,10,3,2,9,0,18,4,1,9,2,40,36,18,0,3,7,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,9,12,0,3,7,1,1,2,4,8,0,1,5,3,26,2,23,29,6,26,0,0,1,0,15,11,0,6,12,115,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148481131944354,0.0,0.0,0.10399466094430557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706242009143186,0.0,0.15889587060802207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23629756672441715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06330836239850722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185031884156246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066865444602944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494428778859359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339543242665134,0.0,0.0,0.10540950390349142,0.0,0.0,0.11902554600256575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504649159692268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859450944889514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05251164308987487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962610667524002,0.0590225543313627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303267909698527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06961106781378912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218001374206402,0.0,0.10305895275354864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415075482942813,0.08465477484673002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21239526087934685,0.07335506802804688,0.0,0.10408887294103107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06932327252927645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003027261812664,0.0,0.0974598327991784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437003074087807,0.0,0.11246363348492627,0.0,0.0,0.0906812037426298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946331088437736,0.0,0.11197204982443312,0.0993741390939714,0.1213996302140266,0.0,0.2326802313504619,0.0,0.10388198611910786,0.0,0.1330629120026235,0.10677908731330377,0.1025431792358224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275809777426456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799505701680557,0.0,0.0,0.11625591801439898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794394811446248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561470113743456,0.0,0.2411647225763977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060558033638911574,0.0,0.09844133661535473,0.09923683460472364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811555354076348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330531959736186,0.0,0.0,0.09627358888107518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121372566469718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687849488548495
anxiety,Stefunnythelez,2019/01/29,"How is it that I feel bad about sticking up for myself? Someone I consider my best friend said something offensive about one of her friends today and I called her out on it. She got really irritated that I questioned her intentions (which isn’t uncommon).  She constantly says things that are inconsiderate and just plain mean and justifies it as being “not fake”. If she’s ever called out she gets defensive and calls me overly sensitive and turns things around saying how dare I say “x” about her... which is exactly what happened AGAIN today. So after several condescending texts from her I finally wrote back saying I should have known she would have responded like that because of how she always is. Now I’m worried that instead of taking anything I’ve said to heart and changing how she acts, she’s thinking I’m being completely over dramatic and is going to be pissed at me. Maybe I should have just stayed in my lane to begin with and I am being dramatic. I can’t sleep now and all I feel like doing is apologizing when I’m not really sorry I just feel like shit. Fml ",5.711596638655461,6.956303549019612,6.2310924369747935,76.34205882352943,67.43137254901961,9.946218487394958,29.76750700280112,10.125756701596842,3.039627170868347,860,31,155,21,14,279,122,204,0.12,0.772,0.108,-0.552,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,19,12,4,0,0,0,20,4,4,5,3,39,38,17,0,4,6,0,3,3,2,3,0,6,0,0,13,13,0,1,7,0,0,2,4,6,0,1,4,9,30,6,23,27,2,24,0,0,0,0,28,9,2,2,15,116,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013626452104617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002461415867112,0.10844417918747196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936708096298643,0.1017132533069458,0.07425934965597161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278408671295543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37317053759683705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12886768635869542,0.0,0.1277242466611424,0.1316423847133651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019169283816192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18478508924340226,0.17405414038060213,0.0,0.13344607346039214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882331459789041,0.0,0.06364507215521475,0.0,0.06923218882351935,0.0,0.09742928140824904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772358515366767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14435535883391395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17854291165880132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238292943191348,0.13269592074915612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254728239851661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646445748448027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560799384834126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23175433817516586,0.3874994393597059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13762008755118565,0.12504480956411906,0.0,0.0,0.12190634902233875,0.0,0.10321631233920847,0.09378173523513493,0.0,0.13636569543632338,0.0,0.12984217743424806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159225620043378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16186142849195986,0.07805629476831039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309391479850756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325034090695887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371247123998545,0.0,0.08653627721696297,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ymmmjoke,2019/01/29,"Talking to family about seeking out CBT? Long story short, I’ve realized that I don’t have a handle on my anxiety anymore. It prevents me from living happily every single day- I have no social life, I feel like a constant burden to my SO, and no matter how successful I am at work I still feel like I’m a horrible employee on the edge of being fired. I got employee of the month and had a panic attack thinking about being fired a week later! I want to be happy. I have a good life. And the stupidest part is I work within the mental health field and I help teach kids everyday how to work on their anxiety among other things. But I have a hard time being accountable to myself to work on my own anxiety - it also feels too overwhelming for me to control most of the time until after a panic attack. 

I think CBT is the best option to keep me accountable to actually improving my inner dialogue and my overall life experience.

The trouble is I am still on my parents insurance so I’d have to talk to them about it and my anxiety keeps me too terrified to reach out to them about seeking services. I don’t know what the financials would look like or if my parents would support me. But this is something I have to do. 

Any suggestions for broaching the subject? I appreciate any and all tips ",3.871259842519685,5.527787031496064,5.622842519685039,77.36969685039371,72.38582677165354,9.017007874015748,28.84173228346457,9.516144504307137,2.8519833070866136,1022,41,186,25,20,350,135,254,0.17600000000000002,0.675,0.15,-0.8141,4,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,3,7,13,15,2,3,17,0,22,4,0,3,1,33,35,17,0,4,4,2,6,3,0,2,4,0,0,1,8,9,0,4,7,0,2,0,4,7,0,0,2,7,33,8,36,27,6,25,0,1,1,0,11,12,0,4,16,144,41,7,0.0,0.0,0.10693077560282664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762822042963005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14903144107453814,0.0,0.3353026338129627,0.0,0.10867036078839204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24931798473777106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149936884524138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184131781546864,0.12289926821674994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066772340484287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232285662304562,0.0,0.0,0.10718676108900888,0.10329889312243903,0.0,0.16621538526935495,0.1565628272256341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190749907325237,0.0876382700146177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664613258792797,0.09815894589497423,0.0,0.0,0.11647460637425372,0.0,0.0,0.07344676199319009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947931068645309,0.0,0.0,0.06022033266123258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23219118992093624,0.1606005060797386,0.0,0.09675798301923272,0.09697168014985724,0.0920165920649048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042725486048692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746284997424024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25712862965699823,0.2433432853448269,0.11866058057825855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169935701120844,0.0,0.08435727859407444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17501573501265766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243460185408654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761467452879196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279770193362572,0.14042428597172416,0.0,0.0,0.12778977892856522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06463100928953483,0.0,0.0878955915114129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190917441090756,0.0,0.0,0.15567988430545698,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,geekbyhall,2019/01/29,"Expecting Things to go Wrong I met this great girl the other day and things have started out pretty strong. I’ve just been through a lot of disappointment in the dating world over the last year or so, and I can’t shake this feeling that this is going to just go wrong. I don’t think I have any reason to think that, but why would this time be any different? 

How do I shake this? She’s aware of my anxiety so do I say something? I’m scared that my fear of something going wrong is going to cause something to go wrong.",3.2171261682243006,4.4074293457943945,3.742137850467291,92.055636682243,73.29906542056074,6.845327102803737,22.72079439252337,7.1686216300943375,0.5157859813084111,408,10,91,4,8,128,64,107,0.247,0.685,0.069,-0.9687,1,0,3,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,5,11,0,4,4,0,11,0,0,3,0,16,23,7,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,11,3,0,0,4,0,0,8,2,9,0,0,2,2,9,2,12,19,1,18,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,2,6,57,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18352557419435125,0.0,0.1032275604995068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13861897959483355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702415021535463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409819813599426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184329430777202,0.06822894507259647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4601318542586647,0.0,0.0,0.14877013997096467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999286335917864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471986207353575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728093563442295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873922152335275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073084876815052,0.13509694905901498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116466809921105,0.0,0.0,0.0955101438609788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792942475905573,0.17292624648850344,0.0,0.0,0.07868370722626329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176098118344535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585641778562433,0.5901361374676646,0.0,0.08689595079456787
anxiety,mortalkronich,2019/01/29,"Eye twitching, Ball in stomach Any tips to destress and calm down.  Constantly out of breath and on edge 24/7,  eating fast,  can barely read anything because it takes too long. 

Living on edge and fast paced and I feel terrible.  Pls help

Any way to get out of this? ",2.141866666666669,4.8737085200000045,2.291999999999998,93.47266666666668,83.8,4.933333333333334,22.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.4921333333333338,206,7,40,2,6,62,40,50,0.057,0.8270000000000001,0.116,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,7,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,10,4,0,11,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,0,4,19,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43335166007827225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622011101262037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19423075650451535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34432027871764703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260327752500841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161106302172839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16646833792326035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135675264738516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813515877246222,0.2819729734244611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187110831282796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395662404018245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529095820826958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bAbYdOll_02,2019/01/29,"What’s Next... Hey guys, so for the past three years I’ve been experiencing bad anxiety and around the end of 2018 my anxiety started to increase. It’s almost the end of January of and I can confidently say that my anxiety is the worst it’s ever been in my entire life. Everyday I have moments that cause me to freak out and panic/ hyperventilate/ overthink myself into a panic attack. And no that’s not an exaggeration. My anxiety never did that before. I’ve never been this “into my head” ever in my life to the point of not wanting to be awake. It’s gotten to the point that when people are talking to me I completely shut out and start overthinking/going so deep into my head that I don’t even recall what they were talking about. I just don’t know how to live like this. With a constant weight on my chest. I physically feel a pain in my chest right now over something so minuscule. Most people wouldn’t sit and ponder on things that have already passed but I can not bring my head to stop thinking about it and it hurts. I literally want to rip my head off. I genuinely don’t know what to do or where to go. I’ve tried for three years to cope with anxiety and have seen 0 improvement, In fact , it’s only gotten worse.",3.596489088575093,5.074876077235777,5.000937098844673,82.26903080872914,72.78048780487805,8.105776636713736,24.73598630723149,8.6894789155246,1.6425642276422767,969,29,195,18,19,324,131,246,0.13699999999999998,0.818,0.045,-0.9542,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,0,14,9,1,2,10,0,18,10,6,2,5,40,31,15,0,3,6,0,2,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,19,16,1,1,5,0,0,4,10,8,0,2,8,5,24,1,36,21,3,43,0,1,1,0,6,20,0,3,19,138,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764229427992522,0.0,0.11862514608083714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4111729368735008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569474436142444,0.0,0.12229287534579318,0.0,0.0,0.08975515187911019,0.0,0.0,0.09147166975331364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042859614354232,0.0,0.0,0.11270811605170555,0.11616561116199668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19042012155998267,0.0,0.0,0.07100047545747963,0.1944736168581503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054353499374644815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218556423568602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643851207762306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4412900041382412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507730925654105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815461517015236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518560231438751,0.052517397788579515,0.0,0.09492144715133148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658159746771567,0.0,0.11432382944069107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175599098938036,0.11438393727946908,0.25224814397205475,0.0,0.0,0.10261764648825768,0.14904918318486507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20323802295480206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918014896308092,0.0,0.08548559283577993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275611698422812,0.0,0.0,0.15217326133641154,0.0,0.0,0.08987195196950487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728033538111561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07141594937399133,0.06887946618822653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07298311970054762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680853281934076,0.0,0.0,0.13090187135913425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095481959199536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138448542686576
anxiety,BurnedBabbyBurneded,2019/01/29,"Tension based anxiety? Hey guys. First time poster here, but as an uninsured anxiety sufferer, have to go to the tribe for help on this.

Diagnosed GAD with panic. But i feel dont have anxiety like most people. I do stand up, am comfortable with crowds, no fear of.embarassment, i dont even dwell on bad things too much. I just have a constant body tension that messes up my breathing and keeps my brain wonky. 

Very comfort based: my main issue is work. I dont sleep well and have to drag myself in on max 6 hours every day. Despite being a lethargic office, my first few hours every day are fighting off panic. My chest stiffens, my breathing gets weird, before i know it im getting mini adrenaline dumps and fight them off so they dont go full blown.

Just realizing now how much this is really hampering my life. Im sick of feeling like shit all the time. I have some specific phobias but really they all route back to ""I dont want to have a panic attack"". My anxiety is almost purely caused by anxiety.

Help? Resources, videos, whatever you can give me.

Guess ill go chime in on a few threads to try and help and hopefully get some in return.",2.6888329238329263,5.077871175675675,3.7067158067158097,86.46029484029484,78.23423423423424,7.0994266994267,24.054873054873056,8.150884317080207,1.5568396396396396,899,31,173,17,22,289,139,222,0.307,0.598,0.095,-0.9952,0,0,0,0,3,0,32.0,0,1,3,3,10,22,5,7,7,0,19,11,7,2,3,29,33,11,0,2,5,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,7,0,1,4,1,0,3,6,16,1,2,0,2,22,6,23,32,11,28,0,1,0,0,13,12,1,6,14,108,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191304968374996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3510902366795384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442281263901668,0.0,0.07057978730103581,0.07663966834991275,0.0,0.0,0.0781053598210033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195647076036367,0.0,0.1024664624737684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429220281624062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919089575060287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839214003741,0.0,0.0,0.09316352283325133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5378779278972644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06062552151966012,0.0,0.1546717517324223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328772253989513,0.09282217407064487,0.06557381245806429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561507160644952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14386730529684574,0.08805201353119384,0.1564967735687615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111551942288206,0.09088517031617643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845719427250471,0.0,0.0,0.09116681605998624,0.18078661358095705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19829493327777747,0.09580347767700262,0.0,0.08158594785242257,0.0,0.0,0.050444628141505056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06483302076274444,0.08968657207640338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349504022789975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230825254789425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06363467571476576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760428786350373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421970512487432,0.0,0.0,0.09185491423252654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060980284254755074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070453714462206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062318451608500636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573522899003915,0.054139309531240506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252899777157739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06682321262303845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,inaihougaii,2019/01/29,"Too scared to leave the house so I quit my fun job I just emailed my boss.

I work (worked?) part time for a small game company. It's quite fun, and everything's so casual in the office. But then anxiety just creeped back.. and everytime I thought about leaving the house alone or going to work, my stomach churns and I feel like I'm going to throw up.

We're about to run out of food too, but I just can't make myself step out the door. 

What to do now.",0.5734736842105264,2.6235680842105293,1.902368421052636,98.34407894736843,83.94736842105263,5.905263157894738,18.973684210526315,7.1686216300943375,0.06918947368421112,348,9,84,5,10,111,66,95,0.066,0.8440000000000001,0.09,0.4761,1,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,5,11,5,0,1,5,0,2,2,1,2,0,15,8,9,0,0,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,1,0,2,2,0,5,1,1,0,0,1,1,10,4,13,7,1,14,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,5,49,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187545098150674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852631670173873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13923995809272327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16274374728403035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155989357509994,0.12936416002073967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21896362268020034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058247838050272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4178858626835511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796947532174174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834768433389585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884669323536991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087284041359685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19609286068853488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3852034419026334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18129347104814308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375792863294762,0.10558967095366274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3954869381612514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zacjkl,2019/01/29,I have to go to court and persecute the guy who jumped me tomorrow I have just found out that tomorrow I have to take the stand against the person that jumped me I know I’m gonna have a panic attack in court I need help,0.4437500000000014,2.431647541666667,2.1665000000000028,96.62850000000002,84.0,6.34,17.933333333333334,7.554174236665415,0.15907833333333346,174,4,42,3,5,57,31,48,0.197,0.747,0.056,-0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,11,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,0,6,9,0,8,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072045076222279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3924589603627387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034235943118176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3544134666885319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399173295527843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967125711845926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654054220321268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4199614285555139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31253639580362946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691237455299331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,laurenmarie98,2019/01/29,"Please can someone talk to me and call me down 😩 Please can someone talk to me .... last night my back started hurting and hurt when I went toilet . I went to the doctors today and it turns out it’s a kidney infection. I pick my medication in the morning as I was night and I have to do a wee sample . Even though the doctor said I’m fine it’s just really uncomfortable as you could imagine. 

You see for years I’ve had a massive phobia of dying and I’m really scared somethings gonna happen in my sleep . I can’t help but to worry about my results coming back as more even though it won’t be . 🤷🏻‍♀️ I’ve had ct scans this year to rule things out for me as I was convinced I was dying! 

I’m so scared to go to sleep 😩 I’m scared I’m not going to wake up . My tummy and backs really uncomfortable. Even though I know what it is I’m scared I’m not waking up 😭. I know you always tend to feel worse at night time anyway but can someone give me some comfort.

I’m thinking about hospitals and more test , when there’s no need 😓",-0.10189189189189207,1.95000409009009,2.2777045045045057,94.54882702702706,86.92792792792794,4.993441441441441,17.438558558558558,6.360717304075467,-0.29319192792792714,796,19,184,8,25,271,120,222,0.172,0.768,0.061,-0.9762,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,0,0,17,9,0,4,6,0,15,9,5,2,0,25,41,19,2,2,5,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,8,10,0,0,5,0,0,5,5,6,0,0,8,5,23,3,27,29,3,27,0,2,2,0,9,8,0,1,14,109,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326200872429396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23083118299901506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217744578562116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619704674571829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989367635344355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077031257324415,0.0,0.0,0.2048413204199272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19827575836446326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050595817557701366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599136535677102,0.11373837172179255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848705623510282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06707138988348202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21424307951333915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099860988074332,0.08156624496024023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080485441541066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419685177177016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817123763051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21968241171100114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19231240225691973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518462983561743,0.0,0.40072966568186624,0.0,0.07973876591982831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20027432146763247,0.0,0.2543539825928784,0.07703484494819908,0.0,0.0,0.07082644775700613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085674452207815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647866994414864,0.0641175443132017,0.294939754027468,0.0,0.058348645011991634,0.0,0.09484982023895423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884187147093233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855223204619642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162075820239652,0.1019746768526717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288770233286457
anxiety,radioheadache95,2019/01/29,"I’ve never been able to fully relax and enjoy myself since a breakup. In December of 2017, I flew over to Japan to see my girlfriend at the time. She cancelled a bunch of plans we had to spend time with her friends while I was visiting and dumped me on Christmas Day. The rest of my trip to Japan after getting dumped felt like hell. The constant stress made me feel like I was losing my mind. I never want to be with her again, but I still feel incredibly anxious and stressed out whenever something reminds me of that breakup. 

Ever since then, I’ve never been able to fully relax or enjoy myself. Whenever I’m at a concert, on vacation, or just spending time with my friends, I’m incredibly anxious and stressed out about something going wrong, especially when things are going well. I’ve had women who I find very attractive express clear interest in me, but I never showed any interest back because I’ve been so afraid of the same thing happening again. I feel like I’m a shell of the person who I once was. I just want to be able to fully enjoy life again. What should I do?",6.469533965244862,6.370310199052137,6.534798578199055,79.52914889415483,65.49289099526067,9.308214849921011,32.749210110584514,8.841846274778883,2.590810110584518,856,32,164,12,12,273,111,211,0.129,0.6659999999999999,0.205,0.9736,1,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,0,2,12,23,3,4,9,0,13,1,0,1,6,33,29,12,0,3,6,0,4,3,3,1,1,1,0,2,6,10,0,0,5,4,2,5,4,9,1,0,11,6,25,14,29,15,3,33,1,1,1,0,13,9,1,2,22,110,31,0,0.3509171170546401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954522435261496,0.0,0.0,0.26429097179037403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994453406469538,0.0,0.07130527248719523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264055793154369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07543750328382423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580820758667404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774342382624397,0.1671301723602602,0.11231182117502446,0.0,0.10691062919611344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807451294325793,0.0,0.06111323669705536,0.0,0.13295618967352532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343828256328068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262104587592302,0.17144037788464905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086216428730374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068208699267533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810875099999905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3608652187021222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245717589891462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213576370264082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321183630008133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935215103366852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18010209397856056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341428765931838,0.0,0.4019743719609129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554224931575029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20462259295526225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965144575278723,0.1379866717252146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517221056122217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12789092653577394,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mythology-Section,2019/01/29,"Does anyone experience Anxiety around breathing/forgetting how to breath? I was reading some Greek myths to some friends over Discord, Whilst reading, I felt like I was struggling to breathe properly, I had to consciously stop and make myself breath through my nose or mouth. Once I put the book down, I realised that my nose was partially (which may have been adding to the difficult in breathing while reading.) I also felt like I couldn't think properly, speak properly shortly after. 

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Now my mind is stuck with this idea that me inadvertently holding my breath has damaged my brain irrevocably, damning to a life of suffering and failure and disappointment. 

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Anxiety is a riot. 

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I was having a great day today as well. ",6.705729386892178,9.480196232558141,5.99758985200846,72.95042283298099,67.29457364341086,9.03199436222692,37.30866807610994,9.573946990214177,4.171613953488372,610,33,92,14,11,186,88,129,0.235,0.667,0.098,-0.9509,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,0,5,11,1,1,5,0,13,10,9,2,0,20,18,8,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,1,1,1,0,0,4,5,0,2,5,4,0,1,1,6,1,0,9,5,16,5,15,7,2,13,0,3,0,0,2,5,1,4,9,64,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958971666750662,0.0,0.3897883717740696,0.43713495044015854,0.0,0.0,0.1834715597538132,0.0,0.0,0.08384839183816567,0.0,0.0,0.10675109202064613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386645175836573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773362099181717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493972078358074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730132876277766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23027725469663865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264717589402477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220834384338864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537111096803706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470055700914711,0.117170270978298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004518235442988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108146164571675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770713880619988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054918474031133,0.0,0.0,0.3598467968487493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002555477711179,0.0,0.12536274278886872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683763912489648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136668026925896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781931797131586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43713495044015854,0.0
anxiety,u-slash,2019/01/29,"My friends are disappearing Once people get close enough to me they always end up bailing. They can’t understand that I need to lie down and I can’t stop shaking. They can’t understand that I can’t feel my legs and I’m actually going to puke if I smell food. They can’t understand that my coping mechanisms aren’t me being dramatic and they can’t understand why I just need to sit in a dark room alone sometimes. 

One of my best friends told me he doesn’t consider me a friend because of how much of a burden I am.

I made a new friend at work last year, we hit it off right away, he left because needing to take rest days is lazy and irresponsible.

My friend who’s stuck by me for the last four years has his bags packed in his room, the night after I woke him up to help with a panic attack. He’s been at lunch for three hours with my last good friend, who stopped smiling around me and laughing at my jokes when I offended her during a panic attack.

If everywhere you walk smells like shit check your shoe. I know I’m a shitty friend that asks too much, I know people can’t rely on me because of my illness, I know being around me is depressing, and I know helping me with my anxiety when I’m puking at midnight is exhausting. But I deserve friends.

I’d do the same for any of them but they just aren’t fucked up like I am. I never get to show them how much I appreciate them and then they lose patience. All because they’re blessed enough to not be tortured by their own minds. 

The worst part is I know exactly what it’s like to be in their shoes. I used to be able to do 20 hour work days, I used to be able to do things with my friends, I used to be fun and inspiring. Literally overnight I became a shell of myself, living in my own shadow.

My therapist says it’s not good to try to get back to that because it’s not my present reality. But the present is a living nightmare. People I thought I’d spend the rest of my life with are just disappearing. It’s unfair of me to expect them to put up with my problems, but that doesn’t make it hurt any less.

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anxiety,SixMoo,2019/01/29,Irrational fear of my debit/credit card declining Does anyone else have an irrational fear that your debit card is going to be declined in front of a whole bunch of people.. knowing damn well you have plenty of money on it? ,5.643571428571431,7.145183833333338,6.165238095238099,75.79642857142859,67.80952380952381,8.457142857142857,25.904761904761905,8.841846274778883,2.134133333333333,179,5,29,3,3,58,34,42,0.278,0.68,0.042,-0.8957,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,1,4,1,2,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,1,7,5,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208672448684006,0.3057815698945028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611621764003616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493038587074831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6716439099375816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16960729101780114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16401188082746845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20689701231512286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26832859406461496,0.0,0.0,0.3331916329256183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ukusno,2019/01/29,"Anxiety and College I am suffering from anxiety triggered by college and college exams. I force myself up every morning, and I still go to my classes every day and do my homework. So you could say that I am facing my fears. I take anti anxiety medication. I do the exams in the disability service office and I have extra time to do them. Nevertheless, When I take the test I can’t think straight. My brain starts shutting down and refuses to cooperate ( typical flight mode). In one class, the final exam is worth 45% of the grade and I need to get above 70% in it to pass the class, no matter if I had 4.0 before that. ( That happened my last quarter: I had 3.9 and bombed the final exam and finished with 3.0. Thankfully the final grade didn’t dictate the pass/fail). Due to my condition, the professor basically made it impossible for me to pass.  This makes me even more anxious. I am going trough school stressing each day and at the end - I will fail. 
I don’t know if It’s appropriate to  talk to the professor about it? I really don’t know what else to do. ",3.520988917306056,5.317131840579711,5.2341858482523484,79.22370843989773,73.58937198067633,8.348849104859335,28.118499573742536,9.007467420416297,2.431050809889173,829,33,157,18,17,282,120,207,0.118,0.8440000000000001,0.038,-0.9336,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,1,1,5,5,0,2,12,0,17,3,2,3,0,24,31,14,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,9,12,0,1,3,0,1,4,5,4,0,2,4,1,27,1,22,25,3,25,0,2,0,0,5,8,0,2,13,109,36,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34501675037984325,0.16983534527014774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279237007915229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16782317009613615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002997233954647,0.0,0.0,0.19390680400067803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558529611596062,0.0,0.13315186396410025,0.0,0.0,0.09929460786026004,0.0,0.25332682590367384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691682586689561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.494052729460626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854364138668388,0.0,0.17087727383224108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329404202820803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652399664172147,0.12254279153592015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225026554846693,0.10034953550491954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15144632766235494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114712261637356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187063863078956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630821602338613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955213487850548,0.0,0.15214667550366026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640762765218977,0.0,0.1200574328385974,0.0,0.17220781522036824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260658706540473,0.1208332841650636,0.0,0.1384079328126232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632836316539756,0.0,0.0,0.08766133399414541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pboneyogirl,2019/01/29,"Text Message Anxiety Hi! Recently I have gotten in a relationship with a wonderful, caring, affectionate and beautiful person! I’m so happy to be in this relationship because I have wanted someone to just be there for me for so long! Im about a month in currently and things in person are going really well and we snapchat and text each other a decent amount throughout the day!
Since before we even started dating I have had anxiety about text messages! I feel like i’m being ignored and i get worried about if everything is alright with our if she doesn’t respond to me in around 2 hours and so i will sometimes double text her... but also at the same time she will send me snapchats instead of responding to my texts, and this ends up leading me to tell her to respond to my text. I have told her I have anxiety and its been a issue in my past relationships and shes fine with that and I really cannot appreciate her enough for that! But I do know that there is only so much an individual can take before it gets annoying and personally i’m getting annoyed with myself for not being able to just not care about getting a text message back! I would really love some new perspectives to look at this situation from a different point of view!
also : we’re in school together so she’s usually busy during the day regardless !",4.790787417763159,6.3265549414062505,6.074111842105262,75.51233552631581,69.8984375,9.451973684210527,30.27055921052632,9.811843763644266,3.0818625,1059,43,191,26,19,356,144,256,0.084,0.813,0.102,0.6786,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,3,0,0,1,20,12,2,0,11,1,22,1,0,1,0,37,42,22,0,5,8,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,3,10,19,0,1,3,0,0,3,4,3,1,0,4,3,30,9,35,31,7,30,0,0,2,1,28,12,0,4,16,145,40,2,0.1148459258709583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836844908526304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26357045683248176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223722277538884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830942797883078,0.0,0.0700090104495912,0.0,0.19545084822811096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341861510103365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14813224244074574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998954882585527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171940224489663,0.11866654167581628,0.0,0.0758546509000447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321611286476813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058069550854326586,0.08204595238951364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400090247071592,0.0,0.06526958629786589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225562364094915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131001030328263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405330760046047,0.11986930870100004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06311631737824412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05610791828876143,0.0,0.0,0.10163503040527196,0.09644165304606073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365293198285334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166892233615416,0.0,0.0844249698567487,0.0,0.0,0.11091891085643278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734550178048613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963343133121188,0.0,0.300837097969966,0.0,0.0,0.10856652143184843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22071972273281448,0.0,0.11339649668183913,0.369904633492423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623020831276695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500173666550824,0.12909163253462347,0.0,0.0,0.09730858030134697,0.0,0.1135855572890984,0.0,0.08128853744020073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634984350313596,0.0,0.1003804012503062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629853002468441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669675829418267,0.0,0.0,0.1097402037837306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264865620366667,0.0,0.0677391026340277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326027979921724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454550760785088,0.0,0.11663161247586301,0.0,0.08158325064814109,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hyshwj,2019/01/29,"I'm pretty sure my best friend has anxiety issues. How can I help her? I'm not sure if I should post this here and I'll delete this if not, but I was just wondering if there's anything I could do to help her. 


She gets extremely nervous at times to the point of breaking down and hyperventilating. Once she was convinced I hated her because I talked to her less that day, and truly felt like our friendship was over. It makes me feel absolutely awful that I can't help her; I was just wondering if there's anything I could do or say that would make it easier on her. 

Again, sorry if this isn't the right sub or not allowed.",4.637265625000001,4.904731945312502,5.400000000000002,84.845,69.390625,8.5875,26.9375,8.472884824447931,1.54348125,491,14,107,7,8,160,79,128,0.109,0.638,0.253,0.9591,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,1,7,8,1,1,2,1,14,0,0,4,2,30,24,12,0,9,13,0,2,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,5,3,20,6,8,15,2,11,0,0,0,0,15,6,0,9,4,75,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13071329653770344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812190599243711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415934304455968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793150734035606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27284785478777324,0.0,0.0,0.1101955088156486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639582575209255,0.0,0.1640597546531971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320119346264481,0.0,0.08927130299985968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869644498835198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435869836503085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17834145012650424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347731057794651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281109872625189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18196848740105093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152517335060368,0.0,0.16364399150842404,0.17383384400178128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592005286095255,0.0,0.1358808258516591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191272362554548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32208150548074904,0.0,0.0,0.1373369572981924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963430992250884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705973893439228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137948724569705,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gibskn_,2019/01/29,"Feeling like I talk over my boyfriend too much Hi guys, I just wanted to come on here and ask if anyone ever feels like they talk over or they talk too much in social interactions or with their spouse? Sometimes I feel like a conversation has to be equal parts give and take and I kind of jump the gun and go all in. I feel like this may be related to my anxiety and I feel like I’m not giving him as much time to speak as I should. Does anyone else feel this way? ",3.0162244897959205,3.865266948979592,3.8373469387755113,92.48622448979592,73.38775510204081,7.2326530612244895,21.142857142857142,7.447530270364453,0.31243265306122403,363,7,86,4,7,116,63,98,0.061,0.7959999999999999,0.14300000000000002,0.8033,0,0,0,1,0,0,5.0,0,0,3,0,5,6,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,2,23,19,10,0,3,5,1,6,5,0,2,0,1,0,1,2,7,0,0,6,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,7,13,6,13,15,6,11,0,0,0,0,17,5,0,4,7,55,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111505459551083,0.0,0.0,0.18484248413952226,0.1354309716971156,0.0,0.0,0.12356766632333165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385879456267498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156689964429094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041693534454522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956167723198245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40099602117649547,0.4721364291870798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535924735377357,0.07511924357436306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308760255676182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764202104598802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32287506474678995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29149594324767736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14313482655431226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13473782122179265,0.0,0.0,0.13072644746958562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938066555406208,0.31871663334225125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707348031341701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796142796205655,0.10491596207470716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vacboi,2019/01/29,"DAE go to school and feel like everything just happens around you New to this sub. Perhaps it'll be therapeutic in some way.


Does anyone else go to school/work and sit down at lunch or in class and notice everything just go on without you? Makes me feel like I mean nothing to everyone :/",4.74642857142857,6.025212214285716,4.830714285714286,85.36428571428574,69.71428571428571,8.457142857142857,28.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.0147285714285714,228,8,46,4,4,71,42,56,0.0,0.879,0.121,0.7215,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,13,10,4,0,0,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,11,8,1,12,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,2,3,25,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553619437254066,0.19861016897118786,0.0,0.1725571169631605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16962913756265427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619269647943308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852207314108376,0.34841859699608474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19602086220167514,0.2769561343413039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304881920065959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17141050282576945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893991318599066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938852083311236,0.0,0.0,0.2111466534101598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872101662633123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18599300540482291,0.22068610471034136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3923492658743605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15385976113376815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868531324414004,0.0,0.1411165369115864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bluescarlett13,2019/01/29,"Alternative to Valium that will calm me down (until I get Valium) Hey Community,

Something pretty upsetting happened at work yesterday, which caused me to burst out crying(in the bathroom but still) and I called in sick today... I need to go back to work tomorrow but I feel like I’ll burst into crying and take out my anger/anxiety/wtf am I feeling at someone that doesn’t deserve it. I stopped taking Valium about a year ago (non prescribed) but I feel like it would be my only way to survive the day. Any advice? Anything I can get at the pharmacy that’s non prescription? Methods without drugs to not breakdown? (I breathe, have a smoke, take a walk, still doesn’t work in situations like these).  Please help me...not doing too well. ",2.9656521739130426,5.695604550724639,3.9878550724637662,82.85786956521741,79.57971014492753,7.1582608695652175,26.591304347826085,8.238735603445708,2.137153043478261,580,24,104,12,15,187,92,138,0.09,0.7440000000000001,0.166,0.8334,0,0,4,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,4,6,6,0,1,6,0,9,3,1,1,0,17,20,6,0,2,5,0,3,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,3,0,0,2,4,1,1,0,0,3,13,5,18,17,0,23,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,0,14,64,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278046634654122,0.1385921706670767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632131262556878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866024879408108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022118239131252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596477545166507,0.0,0.0,0.16061142355813718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173982389038855,0.10083087244530699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18131286820551387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371612032062908,0.2233886377126833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16336969559919035,0.0,0.08885559581251339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382571243889005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479608983057546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291497215837596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592930990289844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890892898920992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716220417666731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15906109368344715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175740564233499,0.0,0.0,0.13247229484322162,0.1203635491272872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497178117920463,0.13071308200828569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526604301323405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14819866264055642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410096104286028,0.0,0.0,0.14057471796211293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15071291635300313,0.0,0.3414674061766348,0.0,0.0,0.11106441385394868,0.0,0.0,0.10068233368436623
anxiety,Amiral7224,2019/01/29,"Anxiety about someone I like Hey, so I was diagnosed with an anxiety disorder about a year ago, I take medication, and it doesn’t do much.

I guess you could say I fell really really hard for someone. And whenever I am around them, or think about them, I just have this wave that washes over me, and it feels like I’m constantly suffocating.

It’s coming to a point where it’s really really difficult to last more than 6 hours without some sort of anxious feeling.

I try listening to music, or distracting myself with something else; but it never works. 

Can anyone offer any advice about how to deal with this?",5.431465517241378,6.6411769741379345,6.54431034482759,73.96922413793105,68.05172413793103,10.972413793103447,29.15517241379311,10.9516,3.4998310344827583,483,17,87,15,8,162,83,116,0.106,0.851,0.043,-0.5739,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,2,1,9,4,0,1,3,0,7,3,0,1,1,22,15,8,0,1,5,0,3,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,8,8,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,5,13,2,17,13,3,12,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,5,8,62,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16084670019169578,0.14590931587837958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193467793901377,0.0,0.2518394243345296,0.18595286549450765,0.0,0.11509320986987925,0.0,0.0,0.14653025023407296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14178963455438104,0.0,0.17787576721949055,0.0,0.13142091986954832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16969693935868185,0.0,0.1670670778344532,0.0,0.0,0.1886476021792594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750344864664593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16645494833830765,0.11759135868489502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18132713147751894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14745063077114945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16209934062184758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417220776720026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608319765302596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658187143120266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100105639891688,0.0,0.1269508394864623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15560164019127806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4217917939690629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13089773522279616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789326672694239,0.12671829169949056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375985803121232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547000761536872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175362726498386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15866999133686327,0.0,0.11983186686084407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599798212421252
anxiety,bohoglamorous,2019/01/29,"Movies My go-to safe movies when I'm feeling anxious are the Harry Potter and Lord of the Rings movies.  It's like I get to escape reality into another realm.  What I also love about these movies are the messages of companionship, perseverance, and good overcoming evil.  

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What are some of your favorite films to watch when feeling anxious or down and what do you like about them? ",6.433802816901405,8.03661801408451,5.902929577464793,78.03326760563381,66.04225352112675,8.496901408450704,31.10140845070423,8.841846274778883,2.56698647887324,313,12,54,5,5,96,49,71,0.099,0.635,0.267,0.9062,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,1,1,5,6,1,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,9,9,7,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,6,5,9,9,1,4,1,0,1,1,6,2,0,2,4,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20605313016759053,0.0,0.2791779183602597,0.3130889332356355,0.0,0.2701822817284904,0.0,0.5821720434267305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605644638895485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13461836266040025,0.0,0.14643590756074282,0.2161156277859896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517624027357264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325510552031393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130889332356355,0.0
anxiety,cran1996,2019/01/29,"Anxiety that turns into anger? Hey new to this sub. A little backstory. I’ve struggled with depression and anxiety since I can remember but it has manifested itself in different ways throughout my life.

Lately I’ve been noticing that my anxiety leads to anger. I become angry at the small things around me but mainly at myself. This anger towards my own inability to handle the least stressful situations just leads to me wanting to hurt myself. I’ve been hospitalized twice so far due to self harm and this anger scares me because of what could happen. Currently not medicated, but hopefully that will change soon. Anyone else struggle with something like this? Any suggestions?",5.181597131681876,8.495153313559324,5.350000000000001,72.8727705345502,75.18644067796609,8.715514993481095,29.415906127770533,9.265573868473778,3.468000521512385,553,24,82,15,13,174,84,118,0.345,0.611,0.044,-0.9928,2,0,1,0,0,2,12.0,0,0,0,2,4,13,4,4,3,0,6,2,0,2,0,17,10,6,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,11,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,11,0,1,2,0,10,2,15,6,3,17,0,2,0,0,3,9,0,1,6,58,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132670660387682,0.0,0.37570734405634415,0.0,0.0,0.11446808302127286,0.1677376690109349,0.0,0.1457343736253843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979456609868137,0.18080206026768653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731808170134278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070710933657348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410010207915736,0.0,0.0,0.17103948312588518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367566009601302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14476599227987091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16259847540389186,0.0,0.0,0.1752522533490052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846691787106297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563144121337762,0.07997921016693806,0.16407791194257626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649180727326056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15810971344933022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863820617995941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854486726937906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16389975595493625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17078261478674436,0.0,0.0,0.13542052699033608,0.1840140772313744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260300234129388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18752637607003025,0.34228522538696865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875998173496618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17806673874678006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655891880009157,0.12994338517934326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,0Dark_Hurt_Me,2019/01/29,"Has anyone here given someone money online? or over an app/dating site etc I rarely would ever, ever do this.. but at the time, it seemed like this person was badly in need. Would ever bend a rule for someone if it seemed like it was a bad situation, I know people lie.. but there people who are sincere. Of course I wouldn't do it again.",1.5052310924369756,3.721698220588237,3.1221008403361346,89.98088235294121,81.5,4.473949579831934,15.596638655462186,5.288315135182226,-0.7038596638655461,261,4,52,1,7,86,50,68,0.119,0.747,0.134,0.0387,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,4,0,9,0,0,0,3,14,14,4,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,3,3,5,8,1,10,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,4,7,39,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664230920472273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263353169217641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179451187786741,0.0,0.5303061277959092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739780107345244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909448236946413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449015614384618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27095944585484905,0.1706333330025682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558063212792737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196604308853358,0.0,0.0,0.33115770957658713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395105814008305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27764172841474544,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AlpacaScarf,2019/01/29,"Tell me about your anxiety Hi guys. I just wanted to know what kind of anxiety you guys are all suffering from and what you guys are doing to cope with it. For the longest time, I knew I had anxiety on the back of my mind but refused to acknowledge or do anything about it. Now I admit to it- and am here on r/anxiety to find out what I can do to unfuck myself. And I thought it'd be good to hear about what you guys are doing so we can all discuss and support each other. So please answer, if you do not mind:

- what type of anxiety do you have?

- what are the symptoms, and how does it affect your life?

- do you take meds or do therapy? If so, which? do you recommend?

- what else are you doing to cope?

- when was your low point?

- any other comments",0.7951693548387091,2.8435720774193567,2.728770161290324,92.75315524193552,83.06451612903227,6.197580645161291,20.655241935483872,7.413659706084162,0.5904274193548384,572,17,128,9,16,191,86,155,0.08199999999999999,0.8140000000000001,0.104,0.8224,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,11,0,0,12,5,0,0,3,0,23,2,0,2,2,31,31,15,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,4,15,9,0,1,7,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,1,21,3,20,25,3,9,0,2,0,0,23,5,0,4,4,104,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435829175843773,0.0,0.5307367277766591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418370403475955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669418128398636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142560753766385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591216202239507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126819735865556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11638127565316728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5495578385001902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15638719090917094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444921849604717,0.07625622725068815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800689878739816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15412574322425102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802063876689844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523115383858053,0.13116851036333474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745775269811393,0.0,0.14421977760993102,0.10432663949285184,0.0,0.12127815764956408,0.0,0.15867865986667673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101561269385046,0.08090927093603684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184140993623046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sabrina1377,2019/01/29,"Anxiety when doing everyday tasks, along with anxiety when loud noises occur. (Vaccuums,kitchen appliances, etc) I have been dealing with this all my life. I've just been ignoring it and thinking I was just being nervous but, I've been thinking about it and it's pretty bad. I already have social anxiety, so I have trouble being around people obviously. Anyways, I've noticed that I cant even clean or do a basic task without feeling like someone is judging me or watching me. I feel so weird and out place, even just dusting my bedroom. I do have a stepmom and dad who are perfectionists when it comes to cleaning so I get in trouble if I miss a spot or if my bed isn't made perfectly but, I don't understand why it still affects me with basic tasks. 
For example, I can't vacuum and when I'm forced to I have so much anxiety with the loud noise and having to push the object, I go red faced and my heart races along with a sweating (mainly a cold sweat). Yeah, I know.. Weird... 
I get nervous just using a microwave due to the noise, so I'll usually eat my food cold. I do have anxiety while eating in front of others too. 
I never thought about it but, my anxiety is so bad. Especially at school, I rush to my classes due to the crowds of people during passing  period. I'm so nervous to turn in a paper cause I have to walk in front of the class, I have to give myself a little pep talk and a plan lol. My heart is constantly racing and I hate it cause it makes my chest hurt at times especially on a day filled with chores or being around people. 
I am currently 15 years old and it's just been getting worse and worse. (I also have extremely bad depression) I know my dad and his wife have done a big role on making my depression and anxiety to where it's at but, I wonder what I can do to cope with this. I've had alcohol before and I enjoyed the anxiety free feeling of just passing  by people in a store and not feeling like everyone is staring or judging me. I've also tried Xanax before (wasn't ever prescribed cause I've never spoken about my anxiety, only my depression) and I really do enjoy that feeling of being relaxed. I'm not sure if I should try and get some sort of prescription or something. 
Do you think my anxiety is really bad? Or is it just me over thinking  and worrying like I constantly do? 
What do you think I should do and what are your opinions on this? ",3.635039516503955,4.97362966108787,5.190006973500697,81.50198860994887,72.47280334728033,8.407345420734543,28.549744304974432,8.920646497554287,2.326655323105532,1870,73,365,37,36,632,212,478,0.222,0.72,0.058,-0.9974,1,0,2,0,0,0,52.0,0,3,0,2,33,27,1,3,18,2,49,12,6,8,7,92,81,47,0,5,24,3,5,3,0,2,3,2,6,0,21,32,4,1,15,1,2,10,10,18,0,0,10,12,55,10,47,65,5,50,0,5,3,0,14,19,0,14,24,260,76,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688919333783148,0.0,0.0,0.07939502562051147,0.11507157695709318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5503906538549009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809571884777524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402901178527109,0.0,0.0,0.122442767044794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217273868917908,0.0,0.061975752905605135,0.0,0.15549775033607294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046399700531937885,0.07417393814141943,0.1859028861954848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362650270497123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14723896970584158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023964241863825,0.09504029717567128,0.06507995270431371,0.0,0.06874820103956432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818921880388518,0.1027975424662558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699829341227305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15035682560235736,0.0690178766561793,0.04088899497050247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103251858800352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705144858664296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702048190133719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908010239433813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05081811591583189,0.10544864088358144,0.07210954270594049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807775267147848,0.09605002609255638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052889138167714914,0.0,0.11097953505415847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191184959534804,0.0754960094070447,0.0,0.0,0.054718743990492966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995152648261364,0.0,0.07516903870147061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07319570816168189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218185829589913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281395015179642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334064924150235,0.06096024620671767,0.05538812170346597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05745676598666116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780895864904903,0.0,0.0,0.05782807084510452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23050285556718134,0.0,0.057117681478151286,0.04195272740965099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769423853086212,0.07825740192660616,0.0,0.07489910213208667,0.0,0.06213889021954853,0.07923917849503083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06492074957820103,0.0,0.0,0.06935409776274158,0.07802317929419142,0.0,0.07306541509491818,0.1466397658354588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04633134692298962
anxiety,pharmlifee2022,2019/01/29,"Driving anxiety Hi! I got into a car accident about 2 months ago and I have severe anxiety when driving. I tend to drive really slow now and people get mad at me. I am also scared of breaking and the person behind me will hit me. 

How do I overcome this fear and anxiety if anyone has had the same problem as me. 

Thanks",0.675423076923078,3.0820369076923093,3.3725961538461564,85.35427884615387,87.61538461538461,6.3269230769230775,21.971153846153847,7.6454224807358475,1.353038461538462,249,9,48,5,8,87,51,65,0.317,0.644,0.039,-0.9568,0,0,0,0,1,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,2,3,0,6,0,0,1,0,9,11,9,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,2,0,9,1,7,7,1,12,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,5,36,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22377102139532828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018745463922558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5793430481634477,0.0,0.0,0.1765104919669217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284062888314484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188841575002153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20189769824220627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20149357225510206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750086974132857,0.22041909075990576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24154903640570435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16171822200732208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25273443734956075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851830425809011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23241095859081354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,purpleghostz,2019/01/29,"any tips on strengthening your immune system? i’m really sick of catching colds due to stress and anxiety. my immune system has gotten so compromised due to poor mental health. i eat really healthy, drink tons of water, and take my vitamins... i exercise when i can... 

what helps you keep your stress down and your immune system up? ",3.422714285714285,6.422696033333337,4.2728571428571405,79.69500000000002,80.33333333333334,8.095238095238095,20.238095238095237,8.841846274778883,1.9853095238095235,262,7,43,7,7,84,43,60,0.187,0.602,0.211,0.1926,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,4,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,2,10,0,0,0,4,6,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,9,0,7,5,1,10,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,25,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18243410021126955,0.0,0.20522727907979546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262804342462964,0.0,0.2745091410582755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851604984577867,0.0,0.0,0.17981700829098593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23845240253977398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703549899809074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437237138037241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6146091396729549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017070916530446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kaptain-kush,2019/01/29,Very confused So over the last three days I’ve been getting really bad spasms in like my chest/abdomen and they seem to get worse when I think about certain things. My mam brought me to hospital about it and the doctors didn’t really know what it was. I’ve been on 2mg of anxicalm for the last 2 days and they only gave me enough for these 2 days. I’m confused whether I have anxiety and my body’s trying to tell me something. I think I had depression a few months ago aswell but never got diagnosed and it only lasted about 3 months. I think about a lot of things aswell so I guess I’m kind of anxious. It’s been months since I actually laughed really hard to the point my eyes water. I also had a bad throat infection about 2 weeks ago so I’m not sure if these spasms could be from that either. Thanks for reading anyway,3.228108597285072,4.556771964705884,4.017058823529413,89.55368778280544,73.47058823529412,7.58371040723982,24.253393665158374,8.139509932561175,1.1678733031674209,654,19,142,10,13,209,100,170,0.14800000000000002,0.785,0.067,-0.8909,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,11,11,0,2,7,0,10,7,3,0,3,23,25,13,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,10,5,1,0,5,1,0,1,3,5,0,1,10,2,17,6,19,13,4,19,0,1,1,0,5,4,0,6,15,84,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.1280450965654908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23262506268571545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493110036393946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037769267828373,0.14823349945765182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21911498164544305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574821825489193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476301509202712,0.0,0.0,0.2538648602263753,0.0,0.1130136849032553,0.13317857471949718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430220839811588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355782487310455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371068996783378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494313431836402,0.0,0.14454606641339585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754120023007215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366382933129073,0.072111310025976,0.3208686647726652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06410411219631211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115527190954734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141992286423269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119966232368048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995870107731656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403882879441196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124864777885675,0.0,0.2521754914731408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945151430718645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854086502920714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101428538871217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366683126678032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146860674984152,0.1208034299390384,0.0,0.0,0.17434435916670776,0.25222824518043896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908510875872411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826458195447518,0.0,0.0,0.10525126596446653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337173991450773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JoshW3st,2019/01/29,"2 years post GAD So it’s been just over 2 years since my anxiety rampaged out of nowhere and took ahold of my life. It was so intense that I couldn’t leave the house, had constant panic attacks, dropped out of university, struggled to communicate, lacked any form of confidence/ self-esteem and was neurotic about developing a deadly disease or a much more substantial and de-habilitating mental health disorder. 

I frequented this subreddit (amongst hundreds of others on the internet), looking for reassurance that I wasn’t alone in particular with my fear of losing my mind or I could relate to others and stem the rising adrenaline pumping through my body about a new unrealistic fear my mind had cooked up. 

I just wanted to say I hope whoever is reading this at the moment and is struggling with their anxiety that there’s a 99.9% chance that it will pass and the catastrophic scenarios are never remotely going to happen. 

I’d like to think I’ve overcome my generalised anxiety disorder through a combination of CBT therapy, a bit of help from medication, lots of mindfulness and meditation practice and a whole lot of patience and learning from mistakes. 

Hopefully I can be a testament to the myth that anxiety disorders are completely incurable (I still have my anxious days) but going out, travelling, new jobs and experiences now excite me rather than cause panic and immediate assumption of the worst case scenario. I’m happy to answer any questions either on here or through my inbox but I just wanted to maybe give someone out there some hope, and I hope you guys are all doing okay! 

Josh ",10.962622377622374,9.560356171328673,10.401188811188812,59.67562937062939,57.216783216783206,14.254545454545458,44.72727272727273,13.023866798666859,6.057316083916082,1299,65,204,39,13,422,177,286,0.14300000000000002,0.748,0.11,-0.4633,1,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,1,1,13,19,1,6,15,1,18,5,1,1,2,51,32,19,1,11,10,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,12,18,1,0,4,3,0,6,3,10,0,0,7,2,22,9,40,21,12,29,1,1,1,0,8,10,0,11,12,147,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780409981670593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843534509183027,0.0,0.2889639204550712,0.1066824012466186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074311607554672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030963689171177,0.10489376529419507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700869515703607,0.0,0.0,0.09901119504925562,0.1020485160048276,0.0,0.07539705972499236,0.0,0.0,0.060901467347521124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32468516905690803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923735860734049,0.0,0.21252673901073454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058873038799747,0.10733689069199727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350350843621093,0.08350678261858764,0.1005256755523482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037785420480763,0.0,0.0,0.06329644371991876,0.0,0.0,0.3751730727867788,0.0,0.1089629935117166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093710172931819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999090307651423,0.0,0.0,0.06670081469556678,0.04613518971019751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07929992940294625,0.1056463625974494,0.0,0.16056710503680022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487063273765167,0.0,0.0,0.0951313042011527,0.0951662446748845,0.0,0.2860512051447484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694191144389504,0.0,0.07283254474553856,0.18240794350892944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215935378794923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044070228071803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578656261824199,0.0,0.09445854652726636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509690519786284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851420532841301,0.0,0.0,0.07811594651051881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800127673518028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754143090906855,0.0,0.0,0.1974437328808904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079923558326996,0.0,0.0,0.060508847992122076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491852832864564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139805026219923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543106274562096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162350099026728
anxiety,Anton_Tobias,2019/01/29,Stinging heart pain when trying to fall asleep? I had this last night. Anytime you get heart area pain is just makes anxiety worse and worse. Makes you feel like you're going to panic attack yourself into a heart attack. Anyone deal with pain when lying down/falling asleep? ,4.388200000000001,7.22940942,3.414000000000001,88.397,74.8,4.800000000000002,20.0,5.6839178017228535,0.061200000000000365,221,5,37,1,5,64,38,50,0.453,0.511,0.036000000000000004,-0.981,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,3,7,2,1,1,0,2,8,5,2,0,7,7,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,1,3,1,4,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193822660971798,0.0,0.0,0.10911784954219804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35507202145486416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16088668582314153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890650555696793,0.11148630052935096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153271879649328,0.0,0.08869011208358306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5547806521392108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720631213985667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624098518255014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083369274770712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644780444572186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4981631478973719,0.1830978667709364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595164996685642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31806840146693377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thr0w4w4y12321,2019/01/29,"My problems are taking over my life. As background, I'm an 18 YO girl in high school right now and have always been a very high-achieving student with huge aspirations. I was diagnosed with anxiety and depression 1.5 years ago and took Prozac for a while, but eventually stopped because I felt like I was doing better -- I was for a few months until senior year rolled around. While I've DEFINITELY seen the anxiety and depression resurface, it can't explain a lot of the shit that is taking over my life.

Examples:

* I have terrible memory
* I am terrible with organization
* I get EXTREMELY stressed out whenever things are too slow
* I always fall into existential crises, especially when I feel like what I'm doing in school is a waste of time
* I get extremely angry and anxious when I hear certain sounds (was diagnosed with misophonia as well)
* I cry often and easily
* People easily get on my nerves and I tend to overthink my relationships
* I hate being in relationships/friendships because I always become uncontrollably bored
* A HUGE ONE: I demonstrate a lot of OCPD problems which always are linked to anxiety.
* THE BIGGEST ONE: I struggle with trichotillomania (obsessive & compulsive hair pulling) and paranoia

etc, etc. My therapist diagnosed me with ADHD yesterday as well. I can't focus to save my life; the thing keeping me from suicide is the ridiculous guilt I have even thinking about how it'd affect my family and friends. I'm missing three days of school for another event (which I don't want to go to) and will be missing four tests. I will have six tests in the first two days next week. I have two projects and have to self study for the days I'm missing. I have a huge paper due Friday. I have a huge tournament next weekend and the weekend after. I have a scholarship interview next week. Everything seems to be blowing up in my face and I really don't know what to do. I've had five mental breakdowns since 2019 began, and it's not stopping any time soon at the rate I'm going. I've already committed to college and I'm so scared that I'm going to get rescinded because I can't take back control of my life.

I just need advice on how to calm and focus. Thank you for ANYTHING you can offer.",3.7054545454545433,6.223611112440192,4.74578708133971,79.65025956937801,75.43540669856459,8.103444976076554,28.39258373205741,8.912814788092511,2.6487711004784686,1767,75,313,41,40,576,219,418,0.208,0.6679999999999999,0.124,-0.9901,0,0,0,0,0,1,52.0,0,2,0,3,16,29,3,6,20,0,37,11,3,4,2,52,73,28,1,4,3,0,3,2,1,2,8,2,0,2,11,25,0,4,7,2,1,6,6,19,2,9,10,6,42,10,48,57,5,61,0,5,1,0,10,21,1,4,36,205,53,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718307842676234,0.0790195801294542,0.07168125217330829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923567784907191,0.0,0.26914203654321484,0.08761634884337541,0.0,0.05499044271424351,0.08479318560100077,0.18558272144135715,0.09135355178398298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654436317794082,0.0719863002222665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06217959391274705,0.0,0.14788223430795056,0.08930817807396799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151783143953289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906960990213532,0.0,0.0,0.08882554884040737,0.15645219697082874,0.0,0.13929646879931812,0.2462264440899281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803699621137096,0.05341005481870658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267554699507323,0.0,0.0762315901092732,0.0,0.0408873794503934,0.05776941509560531,0.07764233263180824,0.0,0.0,0.06878306442510691,0.0,0.0,0.06247549596366209,0.0,0.16899287010740324,0.0,0.1378709996341673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983667611399732,0.0,0.0,0.0911398532409656,0.0,0.0,0.1708749768708568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187583443419844,0.0,0.0,0.04444086066085784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284671607733782,0.07901234679769628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13749573662927364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149211453252525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06454504910446915,0.0,0.0,0.059959794679811176,0.0,0.0,0.2580000468237086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10959137683174633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056061068558298316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15475227563293767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051803690131290235,0.0,0.0,0.08681790994621019,0.0,0.06905760224883001,0.0,0.0,0.08095919133571629,0.2455167240472097,0.0,0.07361574905714369,0.08435901753957156,0.0,0.08300596002444284,0.06689171860883393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13521221795845742,0.09262969107117708,0.08453684049752784,0.0,0.08845233214655174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18239948982824367,0.0,0.0,0.07444890954471113,0.0,0.09388959230578063,0.10744518952634777,0.05181452717453418,0.0,0.0,0.09430515422745517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984312406517014,0.0,0.0,0.15798518628392516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06672145048275642,0.04769581221619304,0.0,0.1297287996410224,0.0,0.14541329079316673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414781319159568
anxiety,existential_tony,2019/01/29,"Can hypochondriac people fear mental illnesses When I was 7, my mom died of cancer . Every since that day I dealt with extreme health anxiety and GAD.. I was especially scared of having cancer. But naturally , I managed to fight these irrational fears and become happy again . That was until I had a major panic attack when I smoked weed (6 months ago) the anxiety (which never fully went away) came back but way stronger this time .. I read about mental illnesses that could result from a bad trip for example:DP/DR and I convinced myself that I had it but eventually fought it off . Or another example :depression , I thought that because I had anxiety I must have depression and I really felt the symptoms .. I fought that off too after a while but now I’m scared to have an existential crisis .. I don’t know if it’s considered as a mental illness but I convinced myself I had it and it’s been like 3 months that I ask myself unwanted existential questions (because that’s what people with existential crisis do right ?) and I’m just wondering if an hypochondriac person like myself can imagine mental illnesses .. and if so how do I find confort ? How do I become normal again ? Please help . Thank you . ",4.1211355311355335,6.71632392760181,5.3332902391725945,75.56962292609352,74.42986425339366,8.553415212238741,26.81340228399052,9.23628265651192,2.7756669252316306,952,36,157,24,21,315,127,221,0.28600000000000003,0.603,0.111,-0.9912,0,0,1,0,1,0,31.0,0,1,0,0,12,18,4,5,8,0,19,8,0,3,2,35,31,24,1,7,10,1,1,2,0,1,8,0,0,1,17,10,0,0,7,1,0,3,2,12,0,0,14,1,26,6,15,15,1,23,0,2,0,0,9,4,0,6,17,114,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014100287458496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995994947827635,0.26255050721768713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069499611067707,0.13014822382398825,0.10748397679954534,0.08796769329379743,0.09552047544133838,0.13947618731055986,0.25269494131669146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13084484114077372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134029024497474,0.0,0.0,0.07377950445491321,0.0,0.1970676917163881,0.0,0.11873069719097976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638819935500446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574669900505919,0.0,0.0,0.1098433822703002,0.0,0.10456090007877523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178252594351514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160344674814595,0.0,0.0,0.07668091517016612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06287207352644507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117815902637797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4611592251386889,0.0,0.0,0.13398565623618205,0.18262837455073985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823349080988682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208918201618163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422551317086973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15862319369853414,0.0998909786920369,0.0,0.12557849483999875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815586401926365,0.0,0.11443246046183707,0.0,0.07328853146501567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769825745009836,0.0,0.0,0.22907172159174094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463410447379264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890696391326272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532553252240244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082201365008627,0.06670843568668247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080658716988893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605133829960901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406354865070655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Rutherford_Aloacious,2019/01/29,"I couldn’t go to work today I was convinced I needed to quit my job last night.  I’m still leaning that way.  But for the last ~48 hours I’ve been filled with this sense of dread.  This unwavering pit in my chest that feels like it’s eating me alive.  I’m at the hospital, waiting to see my neurologist to see if my anti-seizure medication is making this work, and to see if he can help me see a psychiatrist without having to go to he ER. I don’t feel right, and I need help.  ",2.0903217821782185,3.3374809405940584,3.937710396039602,89.3176547029703,76.22772277227722,7.030198019801983,22.525990099009906,7.6454224807358475,0.6936227722772279,369,10,86,5,8,125,68,101,0.031,0.835,0.134,0.8481,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,1,3,0,1,3,0,7,3,1,1,0,14,21,5,0,5,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,3,1,1,2,0,0,3,3,1,1,0,2,6,11,2,13,18,0,13,0,0,4,0,4,3,0,2,7,46,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800542069689995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17794448704237165,0.12570809225371402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000077989646824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358887482038218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17328823387236655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17461625083285814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28686686607780904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596669504087502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174567528691476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17726433701633948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609488563680074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16512947352459656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18715844405197388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027154801462764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5608793170626739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405243795905374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16679246846079288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13967133887637925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696221740435809,0.0,0.2562065026333055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Boaz1980,2019/01/29,"Anxious about meds (I’m sorry if it’s silly) I took my Xanax 4 times last week. .5mg on Monday and .25mg Wednesday Thursday and Friday. I haven’t taken anymore since. My antidepressant was increased also. Anyway, I’m anxious about the Xanax. It’s very addictive and I certainly to want to become dependent on it, I hear the withdrawal is hell. If I haven’t taken it in four days, will I be okay? I hadn’t taken it for over a year. ",-0.5759176029962559,1.5427964269662944,2.1037752808988763,90.54749812734084,101.58426966292136,4.620524344569289,18.292883895131084,6.42735559955562,0.3087387265917605,338,11,68,5,15,116,59,89,0.122,0.7659999999999999,0.112,-0.4284,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,3,1,7,3,0,1,1,8,15,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,6,1,9,3,9,7,1,14,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,3,8,41,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547009478753403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18684098828376666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5278910340093387,0.2317070631733513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580358702441991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15067779781432278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633280831849833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904469320899902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595202094030509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932685583291696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615396823538175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362367538135225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595814762273283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19277660691962606,0.1378063093171156,0.0,0.1874110771993452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504558271733292
anxiety,GoodCroissant,2019/01/29,"I hate how stupid stuff makes me anxious. I hate that I take the internet so seriously. I hate this addiction that I have to social media. When I accidentally mess up, all I can think about the accepting or negative replies that will follow. 

I just wish I had more reason to be this anxious. I hate this feeling. 

I just wish I could take things less seriously. But it’s so hard when you don’t have a lot of things.",2.2002710843373485,4.370922927710847,3.8104668674698807,86.22244728915665,78.75903614457832,7.523493975903612,23.62801204819277,8.472884824447931,1.4921096385542176,325,11,69,7,8,108,54,83,0.38,0.522,0.097,-0.9791,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,8,9,5,0,3,0,8,1,0,3,1,15,20,7,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,10,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,8,0,0,1,2,14,1,5,16,4,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,54,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17710896743571594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36707455049490345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971371793183267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821463212955185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455351974990359,0.6415954590764141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812048008133754,0.0,0.0,0.10844550814569276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16703932114765935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16561086546849174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18598159894461155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24430435172542225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21586678283448466,0.10409991675349854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736495331848233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,3rdCK,2019/01/29,"Chinese Medicine I have never looked this subreddit up until this evening. I wanted to know if anyone else had looked in to Chinese Medicine? I first realised I was having an anxiety attack about 7 years ago, never experienced it before. I decided at that moment to get my shit together and start doing something. First thing was to clear out clutter... It was then that I stumbled upon some pills that a Chinese Dr gave me... I took the prescribed dosage for about 2 weeks as when I googled what they were for, I realised they helped everything I was experiencing. After 2 weeks I changed the dosage.

Because they are small and herbal it is advised that you take 8 tablets 3 times a day. I found though that en route to work, I sounded like a pair of maracas. So I took 8 at night and then 8 in the morning. After a while I have up and just took 8 a day. I did this for months, never experiencing an attack again.

 The moment that I realised that whatever these pills were doing to me was good was when I found myself in a situation that normally I would have caved in to , instead I held my ground and literally sued a company without a lawyer by threatening them and they caved, not me.  I still feel the anxiety ( more at the moment as I have a lot of shit going on) but I thought I would share these tablets. https://www.activeherb.com/guipi/  

Chinese medicine doesn't try  and fix your symptoms, it looks at why you have the symptoms in the first place and works on that. I still take these pills, 1 month on, 1 month off. Try them and give them some time. Good luck!!!",5.046101882613513,6.240402823920268,5.0146179401993365,84.63949058693247,68.93355481727575,7.859579180509414,29.283499446290143,8.11559375814309,1.827513399778516,1234,45,245,16,21,383,153,301,0.042,0.889,0.069,0.8595,0,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,3,7,5,12,9,4,0,19,0,23,8,2,0,4,34,43,21,0,5,5,0,1,1,0,2,6,1,0,0,21,10,0,1,6,0,0,4,6,4,0,3,18,8,41,5,38,23,4,57,0,0,3,0,15,20,2,5,34,177,62,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909840555148864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703844560267116,0.0,0.0,0.07176818651467083,0.10516668050495524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23353534888037866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06256831462434645,0.0,0.08733897313358786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857937730880816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13238845530770774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574244440692738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677926688686924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224610064550023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05189780436282697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619162736027762,0.0,0.2250786484774656,0.0,0.0,0.053625097948544725,0.0984615199492524,0.05833260582687828,0.17217891347365266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879734409956201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05640819057849065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05014465797850521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585749313664191,0.0,0.0,0.08726075058156077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457785049597184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374865955192085,0.0,0.0,0.09632056889152736,0.1005652841765501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723682272262902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21071671171901046,0.0,0.1153715190077223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901718966558738,0.0,0.0,0.07264903122111112,0.0,0.1639366721928458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21336425873429535,0.15434482336977062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818937164376783,0.0,0.10084315523960373,0.08148459510471655,0.11970027207149865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421100304363866,0.13937147420446305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06053965709211776,0.0,0.16466303183265954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261652182604717,0.0,0.0,0.09894117598613772,0.0,0.14944610165957276,0.0,0.0,0.14582484345512173,0.0,0.0,0.06609671378415617
anxiety,am17558,2019/01/29,"My friend is struggling and I don’t know how best to help from afar Hello everyone! A very good friend of mine recently told me she is dropping out of uni due to anxiety, something I suspected she may have had but didn’t want to pressure her by making her tell me. She lives quite a long way away and during term time it’s more difficult for me to go and see her.

Essentially, I just want to know how best to support her while I’m a distance away. For example the thought crossed my mind that if ever on a night out I message her I say I miss her etc, would that just make her feel worse- like she’s missing out or I’m trying to guilt trip her? 

I don’t really know what I’m asking- I guess part of me is in shock because I never realised she was struggling to the extent of dropping out of uni. I feel awful I haven’t been there for her properly, uni being the time you need friends to support you more than ever. 

Obviously I plan to text her normally as I usually do, but I still want to make sure she knows I’m there for her without constantly being in her face with how she is coping. Sorry if I’m sounding ridiculous & incoherent, I guess I haven’t properly processed it in my mind that I won’t have her around anymore. She’s one of my best friends in the world despite only knowing her a couple of years, and one of the kindest people I know. I’m immensely proud of her for having the courage to admit she needs to take a step back and focus on herself, and I’m so glad she is leaving uni to do that. I’m just gonna miss her a lot is all.

Any advice you can give would be amazing, thank you :) ",2.6329057292855502,3.86561522255193,4.066186943620181,88.99595240812603,74.8160237388724,7.083725176900251,26.314654188541432,7.61054688173877,1.2646618123716045,1258,45,276,16,26,417,167,337,0.108,0.6859999999999999,0.206,0.991,1,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,4,0,6,14,27,1,4,13,1,27,1,1,6,6,58,68,17,0,10,9,0,2,1,4,5,0,2,0,0,7,12,0,0,11,0,0,4,8,10,0,2,6,5,58,17,47,54,11,37,0,3,1,0,44,14,0,7,17,189,65,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339957657128818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356078669726107,0.0,0.06499761270009037,0.0,0.07311836540248902,0.0,0.094789582273049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850863792072614,0.08935430845886452,0.0,0.1796009333326256,0.0734950468391629,0.0,0.05826462270132207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009156391870317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328792148544906,0.0,0.0,0.10575734647699883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659685903165356,0.0,0.17291499152037582,0.0,0.09133069482861968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966561432374118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953791887796793,0.0,0.0,0.09168895382407484,0.054320262421860055,0.08016788921754289,0.0,0.0,0.21058408137316503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406519531300027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.315169295614156,0.0,0.0,0.10120531831876488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04669551345830203,0.0,0.08439880686358721,0.08458520784355904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125861691806623,0.0,0.0,0.19140098552451845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930169137485621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174257633921,0.07371711473890287,0.0,0.0,0.08969526570334978,0.09364801296913836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953483396369306,0.07269282444096302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350372248411703,0.0,0.0662630712147671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166099370120507,0.0,0.0,0.06123093434774175,0.0,0.09437362494326837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600897643146645,0.0,0.0,0.07616480919131062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358208016990106,0.0,0.10699387795354673,0.0,0.0,0.07633023527622508,0.0,0.0,0.1998417378125384,0.0,0.0,0.21692588612560254,0.09008292894033282,0.0,0.07186419319054667,0.0,0.08354104947201924,0.08799713458713086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587976787053972,0.1114668220067038,0.0,0.0,0.09133069482861968,0.0,0.06489248119119287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526776148564723,0.07886343122935377,0.1691265123625584,0.07586687939021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213561725401256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740408840335388,0.13579444380759953,0.0,0.0,0.0615503248497699
anxiety,throwaway269484,2019/01/29,"How to deal with Over worrying I tend to worry to an extreme level, like Im constantly thinking about something and I have to write everything out in a list or else I freak out. How do I deal with this? ",0.6007142857142861,2.9363366904761925,2.5764761904761926,91.55185714285713,86.85714285714286,6.217142857142857,22.685714285714287,7.554174236665415,1.1173371428571437,159,6,34,3,5,53,31,42,0.192,0.7490000000000001,0.059,-0.6908,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,10,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,11,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,2,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29456305387238785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5620377578313942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277063165178745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449780844996172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944340842560064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331692307154653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098460491160371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17465879709624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5536381524825166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,klilbirdy,2019/01/29,"""Comfort"" tips for a rrally anxious day ? I'm currently completely covered head to toe by my blankets with my phone and it's cozy and helping slightly, but I was wondering if anyone has any other almost childlike comforts that help you when you're really anxious that day ? Example: one person told me to make a little wall of pillows all around head and body and just relax in a bed of comfy pillows surrounding and hugging you. Any other ideas kind of along these lines ? ",9.801590909090908,8.11095234090909,9.215,68.18,59.68181818181819,11.52727272727273,41.31818181818181,10.125756701596842,4.361581818181818,378,17,61,6,4,121,68,88,0.042,0.779,0.179,0.9322,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,2,5,4,1,1,16,6,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,6,8,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,6,5,11,4,1,9,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,3,4,39,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19351589398671015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628385967689384,0.0,0.0,0.4366438634715936,0.0,0.1351276402310008,0.0,0.0,0.1720369686358901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21466154865721876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20262306729160168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24926559285291305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3966685689369259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590680693996249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181601624019885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20124422788573956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19369120605182066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289984979591575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309538634473076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687418762723213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12380341518904008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18466241045998566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20957564186916414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,philositecturedk,2019/01/29,"How do I learn to take a compliment? I apologize for how long this lead-up is going to be and I also apologize if this isn't the right place to post this but I was wondering if other people struggle with this.

I'm a college student who came from small-town rural America into one of the largest schools in the nation to study under one of the nation's number one programs. (I'm trying to avoid details.) In high school I was never a popular kid but I got along with nearly everyone in my grade and was fine to talk to anyone without hesitation. I did well grade-wise and took on the challenge of pushing myself through a difficult college program. I struggled like hell in my class for my first few years and made (legitimately) 2 friends in my first two years. I was torn between dropping out and changing my major for the better part of those years and the only thing that got me through it was my long-time (high scho9 sweetheart) girlfriend. In my later years of school I've made a larger friend group and started becoming involved in more activities to try to take on my (self-diagnosed) social anxiety. I used to be petrified to talk to anyone else and I've come a long way since then but I'm still very hesitant to make small talk or put myself in new situations.

What I'm wondering is, does anyone else struggle to feel worthy of compliments or praise? I've recently been featured in a school publication and feel horribly guilty that many of my classmates have done far greater things than I have and that I don't deserve the recognition I got. I constantly doubt my ability to perform and I feel like a fraud. I have repeated nightmares that I'll never succeed in my career and that I don't know what I'm doing in life. I know that this is common but it's to the point where I don't trust myself to do work in my field of study at all. I constantly feel ashamed of the work that I put out no matter what kind of feedback I get on it or how supportive people are trying to be. I always find myself doubting the sincerity of those around me and often belittle myself in my head because I don't feel worthy of compliments... I know that what I'm talking about is probably very common and I hope that I don't offend anyone with diagnosed anxiety disorders for coming here to ask this, but I don't know who to talk to about it. I've withdrawn myself from social media and only ever scroll through reddit, never post. Any advice on how to handle this would be greatly appreciated. I hope that none of this comes off as bragging because that was not my intention at all... Thanks for any help you guys can give and I hope that you all have healthy and productive day. ",6.391571609632442,6.299394722433464,6.839254752851713,77.25729784537391,65.65399239543726,9.903067173637515,32.742458808618515,9.558583805096642,2.9155467173637524,2128,80,404,38,30,695,240,526,0.136,0.711,0.153,0.7605,0,1,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,2,0,9,15,34,2,7,19,0,34,3,1,9,7,79,75,34,0,6,12,0,5,2,4,1,2,0,0,2,35,29,0,1,13,0,0,9,14,10,1,6,16,5,54,24,81,54,9,73,2,0,0,0,26,36,1,13,26,281,89,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621054284089578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05418458278494558,0.05637855931288389,0.0,0.0,0.09215303491125733,0.0,0.10366656558111204,0.0,0.0,0.18950675130304664,0.13884840160859765,0.0,0.06031735434452608,0.06334287033644813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260706181103637,0.07483136383060468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05992482413419097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749500533524258,0.0,0.0,0.07167704121969741,0.17509781665155638,0.0,0.14644069280634606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04369712280221768,0.0,0.0,0.13754216780422854,0.0,0.0,0.07765443823862155,0.0,0.05929387890565727,0.06933808393833123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132031675693611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061289332747427185,0.0,0.06474392181021961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17129777102821794,0.04840501970289938,0.0,0.0,0.06192790971976215,0.11526672316875775,0.0,0.0,0.10469649408998526,0.0,0.035399801061083674,0.06499789001261948,0.038507391513345285,0.0,0.16257239072485344,0.0747014140273368,0.0,0.06708925857665088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06953737565715636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04541553093277858,0.1431762223743808,0.0,0.20189148818164526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07055762200080053,0.14894807104019125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047858184994598194,0.06620448202886088,0.0,0.0,0.17988622860696116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12822504819991154,0.04522776803735717,0.06869411923956448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15677320056591476,0.0654393289255789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13773999821608288,0.10306323740558936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337332676766653,0.0,0.09394719069386792,0.0,0.07079077402238637,0.0,0.06405147915201162,0.0,0.1297833581357938,0.0,0.0730526086169423,0.0,0.0,0.13622732572176047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669010413830693,0.0,0.0,0.057863396954211076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742914359378276,0.0,0.0,0.07068445992334152,0.0,0.0,0.05604860204769017,0.076160771303528,0.0,0.1381377603544828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04795816419721025,0.0,0.05411016300437657,0.0,0.0,0.21250037358686988,0.0,0.0,0.07688889609502646,0.0,0.0,0.1018884114177409,0.27229920496949594,0.0,0.06238077583799631,0.0,0.0,0.09002837413876234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527959532474865,0.13800597059501982,0.0,0.06618793043155959,0.0,0.0,0.058519574169409665,0.0,0.11181186861175399,0.0,0.053781692085472926,0.0,0.0,0.0609209319001927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06531452772393481,0.1469573470497284,0.09865459403318316,0.0,0.0,0.048132037474582084,0.0,0.0,0.17453100195700533
anxiety,AyToZea,2019/01/29,"I may be going back to university. I’m not too happy about that. Last year I got into the university I’d been aiming for at a discounted fee, and I managed to secure a position in its most prestigious residence.

The initiation process for that residence took whatever positivity I had surrounding the whole thing and ground it into paste. For the first semester I found it difficult to descend the stairs because I would have to pass the seniors. I made no friends because I was terrified of talking. Once I went home for the mid year break I lost it with my parents. I was worse when I went back.

I didn’t leave my room unless I had to. I got food and did my laundry once a month, showered once a weekend and did nothing else. I had trouble telling what was real and what wasn’t. I would sometimes spend minutes reading one word because it just didn’t make sense to me. When I spoke, I felt like I was hearing someone else say things and I was just feeling the words come out of my mouth. I had a constant sense of paranoia and fear because I thought something might happen, but I wasn’t sure what it was.

I failed. That much is obvious. I didn’t come anywhere near passing. I left feeling numb. I came home and spent days just sitting in my room, doing nothing, letting time pass with my mind blank. I gradually started talking again, but I still find it hard to say two words to anyone who isn’t immediate family. I’ve always been anxious, university just made it worse.

Now I’m probably going back. I lodged an appeal last year because that’s what you do. You go back. But my marks were just awful, so I didn’t think it would actually happen. I was hoping it wouldn’t.

I don’t know what to feel. I’m just numb right now. I got the news today, so it’s still fresh. I’m scared that if I go back I might actually do something I regret. The words that keep playing in my mind are, “I don’t want to die.” I know why. I probably don’t need to worry, but I will anyway. I don’t want to.",2.110779629872688,4.196332321695763,3.6212869142932185,87.89515126657041,78.65087281795509,6.515316970731067,25.764601653760337,7.573540080772713,1.3464573566084788,1555,61,322,23,38,513,190,401,0.146,0.78,0.07400000000000001,-0.9841,2,0,2,0,0,1,46.0,0,2,0,3,23,16,0,2,16,1,43,4,1,3,2,66,84,18,1,10,13,1,5,1,1,8,2,4,5,0,25,16,1,2,10,3,4,13,14,9,0,3,37,9,54,7,31,37,3,58,0,3,0,0,12,16,0,6,28,212,79,4,0.0,0.0,0.15336906758900745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06538638041569443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877510426823647,0.0,0.05494624500457798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021228964372101,0.0,0.2395137812330041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987668292560429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538258265874484,0.0,0.08491904515539307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05067878160491023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155553655714058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129007674483656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740799588885906,0.08842640958114098,0.11920000820154315,0.0,0.0754508833035474,0.0,0.07182237206192313,0.06684166731323846,0.09502146482186244,0.08616092425586094,0.060712129523970135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786394672722533,0.0,0.18854721217743067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897931144111828,0.08365182283593829,0.07039388764628987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856743735142956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764797206409453,0.0780494914486578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984714410831709,0.0,0.0,0.08637304104534098,0.12810936473344636,0.0,0.0832068152081835,0.08537939187396562,0.08035524869362634,0.0,0.03839111445841654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578135386742274,0.0,0.0,0.14871206151066332,0.052453983966341065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672581402353548,0.15869050106384272,0.0,0.062723269674254,0.0,0.057766689261897285,0.05826743373031675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080277694711006,0.0,0.0,0.2510612636872947,0.05324908399918205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725582641428845,0.0,0.07501525166276875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694490145048685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860309872102661,0.08944333011743794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710845632637089,0.0,0.1249828558648693,0.07867412390593492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658213239900786,0.12099226896449568,0.0777194425262122,0.0,0.0556206261113259,0.0,0.12551110726062364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406244796485588,0.0,0.0,0.12632220205710584,0.06868398599194142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044125566773456,0.050352065822307016,0.0,0.062385198012595025,0.04582169897110835,0.0,0.07448638969353767,0.0,0.08730730826459214,0.0,0.0,0.07676303280663055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269920260272016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14569229360651872,0.07090788198592081,0.08773381062839683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980366623096435,0.16016320325720895,0.16746683938993145,0.0,0.0,0.15181237283344096
anxiety,ch3ckraise93,2019/01/29,"eyes floaters came back Im not an alcoholic ,... I use to drink last year like 1-2 time a week a beer or 2 ... but it made me so anxious te next day I stoped... yesterday I drink a glass of wine and tonight my floaters came back lol  im brain damaged",0.1933333333333352,1.7124531481481462,1.7331111111111106,101.87300000000002,82.33333333333334,5.801481481481483,23.76296296296297,6.742157984588678,0.3009451851851859,186,7,50,2,5,60,42,54,0.133,0.767,0.1,-0.4261,0,0,5,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,1,0,7,2,2,0,8,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,4,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,1,5,1,2,1,0,12,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,11,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21264749375316425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22478905795723186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30600435487961564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22212580219564984,0.0,0.4551567706667534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283246656739113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3898463387331551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.429861830517816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16219402754469384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721083995531253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882782593690554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116158826371672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160259582978682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17185352968566694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15960854335573196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281356244965905
anxiety,chadthecat,2019/01/29,"id like to share a technique for depression and anxiety.! this is by far the best technique that requires no medication.!


its call mindfullness meditation. but not any mindfulness its a meditation taught by osho.


basicaly all you have to do is be an observer. just a watcher to your thoughts, feelings in the body ect. as if you and yoru thoughts are sperate.


just watch without judgment. your thoughts, feelings, anxties.ect


just relax and watch......by and by they start disaparing. and fast.
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anxiety,TheGreyPotter,2019/01/29,"Why doesn’t everyone want to be the best possible them??? I don’t know how to handle people who don’t want to better themselves or their situation. I’ve especially had trouble with people clearly in depression or bad relationships... I’ve spent years crawling up from the hole of depression and anxiety I was in, and I want to help. but know I can’t change minds and shouldn’t be overbearing.

I think I need advice on how to back off and let people be... but I don’t understand. Why doesn’t everyone want to be their best possible selves?

Edit : that probably sounds accusatory, but I’ve freaked out way too many times about friends and family in bad situations, and can’t just let them be. I need help dealing with situations when others don’t want my help.",4.6915691158156925,6.294880410958908,5.589103362391032,78.63167496886676,70.23287671232877,9.966625155666252,29.02615193026152,10.230975488527342,3.0424191780821914,604,23,116,17,11,198,79,146,0.114,0.6779999999999999,0.208,0.9148,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,4,3,7,10,0,0,2,0,18,0,0,2,1,31,30,14,0,8,6,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,9,0,0,4,0,1,0,9,6,0,0,3,1,13,4,18,19,2,12,0,2,0,0,11,7,0,2,4,73,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515919793620548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015300307844748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061744128809728,0.19679545412672406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247347328737904,0.10422652326449704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466701258039438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214955818520648,0.2030037314295452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22521664336224376,0.0,0.0,0.11109612022746283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104867419005942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23697205422254866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953179100457982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410140746217315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947885238717795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899236480178615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17476483303086646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24510182210701856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657106637238175,0.0,0.0,0.1270595203499587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652409516127786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3973965305763864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551190959364433,0.0,0.0,0.06871781591532299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268338747748952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475474984006726,0.0935418478458625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21267804951214325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588991623535195
anxiety,MisterVertigo7,2019/01/29,"Successfully overcame anxiety today! Hello all! Been lurking on this sub for a while, but I was feeling on top of the world today and wanted to share!

My wife and I got a letter in the mail yesterday that our state taxes from 2016 were audited, and we owed a bunch more money. Instantly my anxiety kicked in and I could feel my blood pressure rising.

My wife tasked me with reaching out to the folks who did our taxes that year to argue with them that since they messed up we shouldn't have to pay. I'm AWFUL at confrontation and conflict, and I HATE it, but with my job it's easier for me to get away for a few minutes to make a personal phone call during the day.

Well, I was getting more and more anxious about it until I finally told myself ""fuck it, I'm calling now. The more I wait the longer I'm gonna sit here and stew on it"". It ended up working out in an acceptable compromise, and my wife actually said ""You did really well handling that and I'm proud of you"". THAT made me feel like king of the world!

I'm still learning how to deal with anxiety and this is the first time I've conquered it in a HEALTHY way that my wife even acknowledged! It feels really good and I wanted to share! Best of luck to everyone else out there, and know that you CAN do it! Just keep on keepin' on!",3.945479509928184,4.732270596958177,4.959283903675542,85.53095796366709,71.16730038022814,8.582087029995774,26.017955217574983,8.841846274778883,1.69858614279679,1009,30,215,18,18,331,150,263,0.134,0.6890000000000001,0.177,0.9179,3,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,4,3,2,8,10,17,4,1,15,1,12,2,1,3,1,45,37,18,0,4,3,4,4,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,19,22,0,3,8,0,6,1,1,6,2,1,10,5,28,11,39,24,8,36,0,0,0,1,27,19,1,1,14,147,47,7,0.0,0.0,0.1398060111824487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32879208657250497,0.16184871454402294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346022195102143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15034781897966715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925792442583949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438547552636498,0.0,0.0,0.09239409770365947,0.14769996377425493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967955615874627,0.0,0.12689030064649448,0.0,0.0,0.09462520665396912,0.0,0.0,0.13689588361520064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28975643205500984,0.1023485720105643,0.0,0.15693984675368455,0.0,0.12186116841878634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244621939647708,0.14970013896484188,0.0,0.0,0.12016391698973472,0.11458213866495345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14144456510100895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216844438710766,0.12734054870096093,0.0,0.0,0.0787347183631997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06999206113273321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13556084327407722,0.09563052555830856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250935054819498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18355850413374392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627785881803206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185103201688372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441164467546093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353899595869653,0.0,0.27159700959625177,0.13689588361520064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16900286295551373,0.1137171189898372,0.0,0.0,0.2576249498009844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429865418455177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225798755744817
anxiety,D1n0nlyT8,2019/01/29,"Hey, I’m new. Anxiety is taking over my life. I’d thought I’d just share my story. 
I am 15 currently (16 in April) so hormones make this so much harder. 

I’ve always suffered with anxiety when I was younger but I never knew what it was. 

It got extremely bad one Christmas (2 years ago) where I couldn’t sleep AT ALL, I was scared, scared of what could happen if I fell asleep whether it be my dying because I couldn’t breathe but I was asleep so I wouldn’t notice not just something bad in general. 

Now I struggle with sleeping all the time, some nights I’m fine some I’m not. 

But now my anxiety was spread to the outside world and effecting my life in school and out. I find myself crying in school amongst my friends because of this feeling - it causes me to overthink and think everyone is against me. I’m turning up to lessons later than usual to get myself over my deep anxiety before I walk into lesson. 

There’s not much else to say really, thank you if you read this it really means a lot as this has made me feel pretty uncomfortable talking about it all. Sorry for my bad grammar I have tried but it’s hard for me as I struggle with multiple learning difficulties. 

Thank you,
Tate",2.5618220015278834,4.662473012605048,3.6517799847211614,88.14950343773876,77.27731092436973,6.680213903743317,25.94423223834989,7.686295010490155,1.437119327731093,939,36,189,14,22,303,138,238,0.198,0.72,0.081,-0.9824,1,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,3,0,3,11,13,0,4,3,0,15,7,5,4,4,46,34,16,1,6,12,0,3,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,13,8,0,0,11,1,0,2,7,8,0,1,9,4,31,5,27,20,8,28,0,1,0,0,8,13,0,5,13,122,44,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351579833533693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716785049670078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573364579960092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925118470519841,0.14237239705754934,0.0,0.09936865837149512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199621858245782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323696267344683,0.0,0.12827409290449152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211961288112585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755223081426756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115854642562292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180919584221036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673209721142887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022164994325772,0.0,0.06101118260271449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339726513866313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326554911275997,0.0,0.10460928877253567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16496615100754672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927966178989532,0.0,0.11049725698270893,0.07794957970749511,0.0,0.0,0.12720442883178906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17168911905520085,0.0,0.09006565084395422,0.11278399106221895,0.0,0.10958733954532188,0.0,0.0,0.13295143184798686,0.0,0.0,0.07913114321704931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880422983118252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680863960576235,0.0,0.14962072168303284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286578776895696,0.23382837407577,0.23636919393257266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337227461222306,0.0,0.0,0.08990066912448977,0.0,0.13072233345453108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24416143043068045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780179955505649,0.09386095977376276,0.0,0.21502521434986188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482601075204362,0.0,0.09270792411442172,0.06809363000097791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928394341076225,0.12701988406127485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286134093103284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752005838384477
anxiety,Goatfreezer,2019/01/29,"No family last year? You won't cause me anxiety this year I don't use Facebook no more. Last year. My family was going through a rough time. What happened was some family members blocked me. So I would talk about it wasn't right about what these blocked members were doing was wrong. The members who weren't blocked were going behind my back and giving information to these blocked members. Nobody was talking to me. This year, fuck Facebook and fuck family. Instead of any support, they were laughing at me behind my back. Nobody wanted to get involved. Usually when you ask for help, family supports you. I begged for help continuously and they constantly ignored me. So for this new year, I now know they don't fucking care. Don't want to become jaded but last year was nightmare. This year, they aren't family. Don't know why I'm even writing this. It's better to lurk then post. I'm not going into any particulars. This year, I maybe won't even talk to them. Family used to mean stuff but not anymore.

Edit family isn't blood. Make friends your support system because blood family doesn't mean shit.",2.778281499202553,5.587014234449764,3.5584031100478484,85.06111343700162,81.29665071770336,6.3541467304625225,24.01933811802233,7.6454224807358475,1.4835692185007976,881,32,158,15,24,279,108,209,0.12,0.764,0.117,0.5256,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,4,5,1,11,13,4,0,2,0,21,6,3,4,0,27,46,9,0,3,4,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,14,4,0,5,5,0,0,3,15,6,0,0,10,1,22,7,18,33,2,29,0,0,0,3,21,3,4,1,21,98,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037913217272097,0.0,0.05837946558648656,0.0,0.07568228755943343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134263391917968,0.0,0.0,0.11736043425221515,0.0,0.04651987933780678,0.08428204416824238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749291227519286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780649531841702,0.0783947805191922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246756645429926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008084297841162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6474724873858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05895946624150258,0.2116512483353403,0.03987054951091274,0.07320667105957103,0.1301118210144485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06748359912119951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023023926883224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838795877795407,0.1866165745900864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05093972030209831,0.0,0.07666696700894299,0.1662551113218242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370386063430398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308704641188288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06517114119233543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833450575168162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736047065082445,0.0,0.2597982853044597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18401321942094745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04449889889875649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182037804409924,0.08404831843804622,0.0,0.09002312304514735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688608834344172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054210778752118924,0.0834366136376928,0.0,0.3931461051268951
anxiety,the-throne,2019/01/29,"I'm tired of this I'm so weak ... small problem can make me think of it all day 😣
I'm peaceful man but sometimes I face problemes ..",-3.1171921182265976,-2.6672129655172405,-0.5466995073891603,106.36103448275864,126.9310344827586,1.6571428571428577,17.935960591133004,3.1291,-1.2123142857142857,100,4,25,0,7,33,23,29,0.204,0.727,0.069,-0.4715,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,1,6,6,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397875645120051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24818696633823645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7115465042072537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3677309368618589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382417029242343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4273424564188785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,delightfuldraws,2019/01/29,"High anxiety about losing my job due to health issues. I used to have just mild anxiety. I was still productive and didn't have problems being in public or talking to others.  
Then I started having crazy heart issues. I ignored it since they were fleeting. I started getting stomach pains. Ignored it. I rarely missed work so no big deal.   
Then it happened. I was just relaxing and felt a sharp pain in my stomach. My heart went so fast that I started sweating, my ears felt clogged, I was dizzy. I felt like I suddenly had the worst flu ever all at once. And I passed out and went into convulsions. And it started happening once or twice a year. Took me 5 yrs to get a doctor that would help but just diagnosed me with the common faint. Said it happened to him after staying up all night and drinking red bull. I tried to emphasize I wasn't putting much stress on my body and got a shrug. He tested me for all sorts of things but it came back ok.  
I started getting better but always still feel close to passing out sometimes. Only reason I got better was I stopped living a normal life so I could lay on the floor anytime I want.   
The only thing I left for was work. But then I started getting vertigo that varied from extreme to rocking but was always there. I was throwing up all the time. Everyday was torture. Then I started getting panic attacks every time I felt anything wrong with my body. I started hitting curbs when driving.  
Those we're diagnosed as migraines. I was put on an ssri but it made me so much worse I missed an entire week of work getting episodes of what felt like shock.   
Now I'm on a TCA which helps just a bit but has made my fainting issue worse.   
I am in so much debt that I'm at the point I just can't afford this anymore. Yes I've done all I could to mitigate bills.   
I can't stop thinking about what I'm going to do if I lose my job. They're accommodating me to the point no other job would hire me in this shape. I don't really have any solid diagnoses. I don't even think I qualify for disability because there would be no way for me to continue seeing a doctor (which is required during) if I have no job. I'm so young too (32).  What the hell do people do in these situations??
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anxiety,horrorbubbles,2019/01/29,"Finally, stood up for myself at work! Got a key to my office after working here for 2 years! Today, I finally put my foot down after working at my company for almost 2 years and not being able to have a key to my own office. There have been many times when my office has gotten locked and I've been locked out and had to sit outside of it and wait for someone to unlock it, or things have been stolen from my office. My manager never wanted me to have a key to it because as she put it ""I'm always going in and out of it."" even though she has a key, and everyone who would need to go in there has a key to it. She kept telling me that (I work at a country club) I needed to attend some golf events and play since there weren't enough people at the event and needed someone female, but I couldn't take my golf clubs because they are really nice and I knew someone would steal them. I also am the media person and have a bunch of equipment that I bring in (because I used to own a filming company) because our video stuff is limited and it's worth over $2000. 

​

I thought that I didn't have a key because I am an hourly employee but asked around to other hourly employees and learned they all have keys to their office. In fact, everyone has a key to their office or filing cabinets where I have neither. It always stresses me out to not be able to lock my office, or to be locked out of it, after all, I'm a full-time employee who is important to the company. My manager made a big deal about how she couldn't give me a key because it was too hard to get a key, but when someone else was hired recently she got them a key to their office within the first week! 

​

Turns out it's because I'm 22 and everyone else who is ""responsible enough to have a key"" is older than me. I always am told I do a great job and am a step above the previous people in my position. I also have a lot of responsibility which I manage well, I'm the department head of print and media and couldn't get a key?? 

​

So when my manager's boss asked all of the department heads to submit a document of things that annoy us about the club or want things to change. So I made a document that just said, ""It annoys me I've worked here two years and can't get a key to my own office."" 

​

And he made her get me a key. All she had to do was fill out a form and email it to security. ",6.991832735543697,4.823211229376259,7.652683054850848,78.68406526113205,65.47887323943661,10.896999387630133,32.272679555594436,9.43228470229965,2.5597042953372404,1859,53,403,28,23,624,203,497,0.038,0.897,0.065,0.9144,4,0,0,0,0,0,60.0,2,0,7,7,22,9,2,1,34,0,44,3,3,6,6,67,79,36,0,10,10,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,27,26,0,4,3,8,1,10,10,4,1,2,22,2,54,5,66,49,14,55,0,0,0,0,29,22,0,7,22,289,81,13,0.1347296086597342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06745612071053733,0.0,0.0,0.10774321936872257,0.1681587410532283,0.2919589493867722,0.3274224428242362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059968958021476525,0.1259539969365722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874547162338521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126303072670769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945015528546111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254929990942608,0.0,0.0,0.13921170124006738,0.0,0.044493817927276295,0.0,0.0,0.19310987217736825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475897007554949,0.0,0.05730046814965872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407813195303652,0.06462245866069,0.07656994144637692,0.0,0.1077555758291708,0.07426993459232924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060345632883517325,0.0,0.13827144797792668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268152531688202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06684917373756395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05727114765305335,0.0,0.19122662000924132,0.0,0.06829733826635584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14985044650278054,0.051955890007649566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340454660487782,0.058820348759208226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354404692706429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04315561862811222,0.0,0.06651461732519512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640793553026734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055724862270346065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22831192040657455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771661557579471,0.0,0.07711658406946836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05064994920272014,0.0,0.058879808208245676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13426254802136853,0.0,0.06618557822430117,0.0534801299162515,0.03928095913815161,0.0,0.06385395774489147,0.06436995739245607,0.0,0.0,0.07327356282037008,0.0658056253413711,0.0,0.08103156519924266,0.05818156192254297,0.0,0.0,0.0794670139113048,0.0,0.054035982651061625,0.0,0.060569049280316076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452118993154529,0.0,0.0,0.09570804841055823,0.0,0.3274224428242362,0.13014217603970235
anxiety,collegedropout567,2019/01/29,"Anyone else come out of an anxiety attack feeling embarrassed? Like - when I catastrophize something and have the usual foggy brain, end of the world feeling, anxiety poops, sweat, everything is so bad feeling - I often have a strong urge to tell someone, anyone, what is going through my mind.

Almost like scrambling to make sense of the mess in my brain and get reassurance from someone that my thoughts arent logical and that it's ok. I live at home with my parents so I usually have to talk to my mom about it who is understanding, but once it's over or I take a klonopin everything feels so silly. I feel so dumb.

And then I get the anxiety rush from feeling so dumb.",5.220251736111108,6.511034757812502,5.628541666666668,80.04006944444446,68.609375,9.126388888888886,32.19097222222222,9.444778638647367,2.9672524305555563,531,23,99,11,9,170,81,128,0.168,0.7140000000000001,0.118,-0.8942,2,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,8,12,3,1,7,1,7,4,4,1,0,22,21,13,0,0,2,2,6,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,7,0,0,9,0,0,3,1,6,0,0,1,6,12,6,16,20,0,13,0,0,0,0,6,5,2,3,7,63,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13849681361140762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174187728782617,0.0,0.0,0.19341819648268802,0.14171425154501693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573468279923882,0.0,0.0,0.11548251199605836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087979041817994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914123963721795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553969637936234,0.0,0.1225010125433236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486070121859065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4196001128947605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14452183112213318,0.0,0.07860437864668596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873553339836886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514190312529448,0.0,0.1221296708862026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232255066980666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13965299408606185,0.16198621376311112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14729492077519046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357614133824815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343780901773118,0.10647727815390866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399140211839376,0.11116779907148984,0.12088844921701805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980215741590857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14398488856315844,0.0,0.0,0.30465636998752565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xcharmanda,2019/01/29,"How did you know your therapist was the right one for you? I just started going to therapy and she uses CBT. We've had only two sessions so far, but I'm not coming out of them feeling like it was worth my time. I'm not sure if it's me having too high expectations, me feeling indifferent as per my depression, or if she's not a good match for me. 

Also, I have a fear of speaking up for myself. If she isnt a good match for me, how do I tell her that I won't be seeing her anymore?

Tldr; how'd you guys know the therapist you're currently seeing was great for you?",1.5796721311475397,2.8836381147540986,4.063081967213115,87.66183606557377,77.68852459016394,7.1750819672131145,22.85573770491804,7.908726449838941,1.003610491803279,438,13,99,7,10,154,81,122,0.159,0.728,0.113,-0.7906,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,5,1,0,6,7,0,1,5,0,11,0,0,3,1,21,23,11,0,4,9,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,4,0,1,2,5,2,0,2,5,5,22,5,11,16,0,10,0,1,2,0,14,5,0,4,4,69,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148493388507437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18415106485875452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15995243652017502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15993146894286614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20894888230765826,0.1877772986807484,0.1326544383479098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552988976760848,0.3114899720596548,0.0,0.20471996876384851,0.0,0.18385878097535904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961879313387748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040968357012944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071702101927646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258259454187842,0.14122291403113332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857521535939498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29593612253593804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142982638630551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17500728341825836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16229814343283935,0.0,0.21234864049623198,0.43119256490395175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082752633608346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813886822213844,0.0,0.0,0.1603734755496217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CsDucK,2019/01/29,"Looking for some advice on different types of medicine for anxiety. Long story short my anxiety started suddenly 7 years ago and while it has made my life difficult at times I have made it through. But to be frank I'm tired of just making it through and I wanted to give meds another shot. Here is the catch.


About 3 or so years ago I was prescribed Lexapro. And after being on it for a week it brought me lower than ever and my anxiety to levels higher than they ever been. So much that I was staring down the barrel of my shotgun at one point. That's the only time in my life I have ever been suicidal. 

Then came the years where I was absolutely terrified of any meds and I have only recently been able to take just common cold medicine. I still have a hard time taking medicine that has to build up in your system to work and I just don't think I could make it through the weeks it would take for something like an SSRI to work.

Any meds worth looking into other than benzos that don't take so long to work or don't have to be taken every day? I feel like if I just got my foot in the door with something maybe I could push through. I plan to go to the DR in a few weeks when work slows down. Therapy isn't an option at this point but it is something I am actively pursuing. 

Thanks for any advice folks and keep on keeping on!
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anxiety,hesohi,2019/01/29,"Acting Spoilt I've become really good at managing my anxiety day to day, most days I don't notice it and I'm happy (actually happy). I exercise regularly, eat well and meditate to stay on top of myself and can go for months without it affecting me. I have however had 3 times over the past 6 months where I have flipped and just been awful without any warning. Each time I've been criticized or I haven't got my own way. Each of them have been small things, but have lead to me having horrible panic attacks, much worse than any before. Each time I feel like a spoilt child throwing all my toys out the pram because of something minor. I get tunnel vision and my head is just shouting because I haven't got my own way. Does anyone have anything they do to manage unexpected moments like this where it just happens? Thanks!",5.094852272727274,6.1989614625000025,5.8652272727272745,78.91886363636367,68.75,8.818181818181818,29.54545454545455,9.095868883498916,2.4808125000000003,654,24,121,12,11,214,104,160,0.132,0.741,0.127,-0.5896,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,2,6,9,1,1,3,1,16,3,1,2,1,21,24,7,0,0,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,9,1,0,1,2,0,4,5,2,1,0,6,2,18,7,15,18,8,25,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,2,12,78,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.14081433696181905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962556003458068,0.0,0.11038781350772284,0.0,0.0,0.10089673466093192,0.0,0.11874521553663975,0.0,0.0,0.16416016116775506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17592582299801884,0.15936614835760304,0.12278723520506525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791814206832832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627642499964806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14765319700761634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729615620872725,0.10308674272845507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538991218309203,0.0,0.08200805590917562,0.1210305776878412,0.23081708357613445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12760252050586174,0.3072164720947805,0.0,0.0,0.14809169789371734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14099373263907616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230355071465284,0.0,0.10607586229436684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16428458430160187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693029780010976,0.0,0.0,0.13774906623575092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244119346043324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108789014351857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15380280079747488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285049834671933,0.0,0.0,0.09586538648333401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25242451794926946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22907456662739664,0.0,0.0,0.1297415117712828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27819684641113845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705230739735822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MikeRotch4756,2019/01/29,Does anyone else get awful anxiety from traveling places? Whenever I travel I get anxiety for a day or so until I get used to the change of being somewhere new. Once I get used to it and eventually have to leave I get very bad anxiety on the way back and again for a day or 2. On the way back from the girlfriends house Hours away has given me some anxiety. Change and a break of routine give me bad anxiety. Anyone else relate to this in any way? ,3.2371428571428567,4.602676670329672,4.910769230769231,83.00923076923078,73.50549450549453,8.716483516483517,25.08791208791209,9.23628265651192,1.980248351648352,351,11,72,8,7,119,54,91,0.218,0.782,0.0,-0.9489,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,7,1,3,0,0,2,0,8,12,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,0,15,10,1,19,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,3,8,44,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732623699247682,0.0,0.4911835558563058,0.0,0.0,0.179580753817828,0.2631515812056627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064961324535756,0.19748558789886134,0.2144414221015108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716909451543716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16563340775007626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123763601818418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145476087462742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354562787784096,0.12318685223376348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646237695149445,0.14817304672651432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597237260363607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240234866249784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675720995937166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341657801094212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22181772776286174,0.0,0.10595537896678578,0.0,0.3057882657973339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ShadowyPirateCapt363,2019/01/29,"Job searching and shitty parent I haven't had any luck finding a full time job, and the past 4 months I have received almost nightly verbal abuse from my dad about how I'm a failure who can't get a job. I do have a part time job currently, a job I very much love, but it doesn't pay enough to move out of family home and therefore away from this verbal abuse from a drunk alcoholic. My anxiety has turned into rage, and I so wish I could throw a brick at his face, just to shut his mouth up.",8.96076923076923,4.771442769230767,8.619230769230771,79.57576923076925,63.61538461538462,11.93846153846154,34.653846153846146,8.841846274778883,2.5719115384615376,384,9,88,4,4,124,73,104,0.225,0.6990000000000001,0.076,-0.9427,7,0,1,0,2,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,8,0,9,5,2,2,0,15,14,7,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,6,2,0,1,1,1,3,3,1,0,0,1,0,10,2,12,12,4,16,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,2,6,54,13,6,0.0,0.332200974619133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14981890727352826,0.1403785651879335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533300942445404,0.0,0.10724384371130093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171174108380854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192913602092293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448522289127072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215727205713287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128129779049298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324272220507909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062052845265965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6955774357042301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265256239797658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118971492292496,0.14899822426137918,0.1030547017460644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13155744119528967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15566277523648972,0.1518105195120602,0.13382581701132248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16349012142817146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15248486729721888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567022110986412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612098939526848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,supergirlshivoo,2019/01/29,"you know when something just fucks you up? whether it's a small thing or a big thing. losing a friend or finding something bad out, getting a bad mark or whatever. these things just make me have panic attacks and have an abnormally fast heartbeat for days and days. eg i lost one of my best friends recently in some drama and i just can't stop being anxious all the time. a while ago i got a bad mark and had a terrible stressful week for a long time. i had a small medical problem and could barely eat or sleep because of the stress. worth mentioning that i also have adhd which probably does overlap with this thing.   
    
i'm very incoherent but i can't focus, i'm just really really stressed and i feel like my chest is just going to fucking fly out ",2.6682070949185004,4.8596629395973165,3.7660834132310654,87.0177348993289,77.3221476510067,6.941706615532119,26.0790987535954,7.957251820313856,1.6155595397890703,594,23,118,10,14,192,99,149,0.188,0.718,0.095,-0.8999,1,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,3,7,18,3,4,12,0,10,6,2,1,1,29,21,15,0,2,11,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,9,9,1,1,3,1,1,1,2,14,0,1,4,1,12,4,10,15,3,21,0,2,0,2,5,8,2,5,13,77,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510190690901886,0.0,0.11139013241477043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049036874206514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196019072287652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295655039832098,0.0,0.0,0.314762904793121,0.07660125514887221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13187256455667826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003293969148757,0.0,0.0,0.16208078968847106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996603552389686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858169454355187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06353754256497503,0.08977162928829907,0.0,0.0,0.11485109164471105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941694252562773,0.2323415495639745,0.06565223683908115,0.0,0.07141555353170048,0.0,0.10050189341409617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905952677376126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06139119717745682,0.0,0.0,0.11120526980942473,0.0,0.14058155429818325,0.1371728871046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387911937041546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265893711643435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515056312974717,0.0,0.0,0.14743509957002754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548288461724414,0.12023978342735192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16100220708607735,0.0,0.12407422872471872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575089048031682,0.0,0.0,0.1934786302958919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505750392077902,0.431829798216044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33393205408112525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14654687660022722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368277588414196,0.0,0.0,0.10079698478958488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,macabrasive,2019/01/29,"Last night I slept without Seroquel for the first time in 5 years. I used to post here a lot years back. I’ve been on Seroquel for 5 years due to anxiety from bipolar disorder. 
I’ve been tapering down over the last few weeks and months and I finally slept last night without it. I’m finally at a place where my anxiety is fading. It took a long time. 
I feel oddly well-rested and comfortably awake. Dreams were intense and realistic and it was a definite half-sleep. 

Of course now I’m 2 cups of coffee deep so I’m laughing at myself and hoping I can stop vibrating for long (edit: long, not lone) enough for a quick nap. ",1.7655323076923075,4.0770571840000045,3.264,88.78738461538461,81.16,7.046153846153848,23.215384615384608,8.139509932561175,1.4024523076923079,488,17,101,10,13,160,80,125,0.07,0.802,0.128,0.7832,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,7,0,6,3,2,1,0,14,15,7,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,1,2,0,1,3,1,0,1,7,1,7,3,17,8,3,35,0,1,0,0,0,9,0,2,24,57,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22573097282901594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134469317646534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16909031171076574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524452752595213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459919653147416,0.0,0.0,0.32323938802158864,0.0,0.12549499161008787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653764138796407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607873119858583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3916971026711668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543077615785309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776271475455533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769071692716613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15414487976732766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129976972222105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476436609640023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334763142716446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720601522697298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16391915938928575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12742469409257046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834537148503595,0.0,0.13265358166728236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844410210822648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850271876935494
anxiety,emohut,2019/01/29,"Does anyone else experience this? I get into this anxious state (almost a panic attack but not quite) where nothing can calm me down except certain compulsive behaviors that numb my brain. Not drugs, but they function like drugs. Sometimes I get this feeling that isn’t quite as bad as a panic attack, but almost. However, At times it does escalate into a panic attack. It’s overwhelming negative thoughts, restlessness, feeling trapped in my body. There are only a few things I can do to calm down this feeling. Usually when I feel like this, it’s pretty much a guarantee that I won’t be able to do anything for the rest of the day. I have to just wait it out and I usually feel better when I wake up the next morning. 

It’s this anxious state where nothing can calm it down except for certain compulsive behaviors. They numb my brain so that I go into a trance like state and my mind is just blank. I think I’m addicted to these behaviors, since they are the only things that can quite my anxiety at times. These behaviors are laying in bed in the dark under the covers scrolling through Reddit for hours, or compulsively picking at my skin for hours until I’m inflamed and sometimes bleeding, or masturbating for a very long time. The masturbation is rare, I probably only do it once a week. But I pretty much only do it when I’m anxious. I think I am going to throw out my vibrator, because I think I can do without it and I don’t want to become dependent on it. I don’t even enjoy it anymore. I imagine if I had access to alcohol I wouldn’t hesitate to get drunk. I used to vape a lot when I got anxious but I recently got rid of it. 

I cannot do ANYTHING productive when I’m in this state. If I try to do homework or practice music or read a book or even just watch a show or movie I start crying and feel like I’m going to explode or something.  All I can do is lay in bed and hide from myself. 

I’m definitely addicted to my phone and mindless scrolling for hours is the only way to numb my brain. I recently cut out social media but I still have Reddit and YouTube. I have now replaced my social media time with Reddit and YouTube. I also have quit nicotine. So now I have less ways to numb my brain and I keep getting that panicky feeling. 

I’ve recently been doing a lot better with these issues due to a lot of spiritual growth, but today I’ve had a real bad day and I’ve fucked up. I slept through class and didn’t do my homework and then accidentally missed another class. I haven’t missed any classes at all this semester or last semester until today. 

I am aware that I’m rambling on and on but today I am hiding in bed and don’t know what to do with myself. 

I don’t know what I expect to get out of posting this. Just wanted to let all this out I guess ",3.48476994248562,4.922245629032262,4.908206218221223,82.98618529632412,72.99641577060932,7.771342835708928,27.67208468783863,8.356213837460157,1.9291919146453282,2183,82,430,36,43,730,219,558,0.198,0.706,0.096,-0.9962,1,1,4,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,3,6,20,30,5,5,22,0,47,21,8,3,5,89,88,46,0,6,27,0,8,4,0,2,11,0,5,0,36,26,2,2,14,4,0,5,14,18,0,0,8,9,59,12,68,76,11,75,0,3,1,1,6,29,1,17,38,300,95,7,0.06182229936157861,0.0,0.0,0.13479086323647804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606923665572242,0.1238122051959606,0.0,0.0,0.04943927046367285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042041283542850784,0.06482607126619651,0.04729388979653306,0.2793664050427542,0.06131110881929505,0.043227589153673314,0.06334425151727245,0.10174896954657972,0.0,0.0,0.21099537144213165,0.0,0.0,0.10323807529549732,0.03768629987698141,0.06827787251348283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935359969889534,0.0,0.06867063775096294,0.0,0.2760565277979102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790889289715878,0.07974053731399736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820222156888198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338847995679108,0.0,0.051644598252411765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166609133666207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06047407154479593,0.0,0.0,0.21881448476628013,0.08833172603318251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05715371956851933,0.16149799897558506,0.0,0.10540511226789898,0.0,0.09888988074796093,0.0,0.0681042326544378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18264753515184745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452641859586122,0.0,0.05495050023564271,0.0,0.0,0.06795183787263859,0.05039342529206594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06321748968614534,0.0,0.12081301081242635,0.0,0.0,0.054710789500690166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576773243926033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06242289879869688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089300679138873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06574871672973356,0.0,0.0,0.11864032718813768,0.0,0.0,0.06583873115849978,0.0,0.23509322241991745,0.0,0.2176054438268748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059208673526429084,0.12579100793707834,0.0666548949878285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630225009131381,0.0618390293537814,0.07036731129726591,0.0,0.0,0.1831261869653753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05114004488591182,0.0,0.0,0.12604009746677905,0.0,0.04759382641281665,0.12228766972140538,0.0,0.043758141685753885,0.0,0.049371368129276345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214397730285064,0.1188396994675826,0.0,0.049080000075243116,0.14419631967799326,0.0,0.17580093330914867,0.0,0.0,0.04197328314420165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05339461717852762,0.13617705711622632,0.051009871528262515,0.07292878784800752,0.09814332728410026,0.04959011948424656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05959449045066436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,usernamenotfooound,2019/01/29,"I never realized how mean I was to myself They always talk about how we need to be kinder to ourselves and self-acceptance and all this jazz is really important for anxiety and I totally thought I was doing it. Of course I know this, I've been reading books, exercising regularly, listening to podcasts/TedTalks, meditation talks, all kinds of stuff and of course I know I should be self-accepting. Check, check, check - okay am I cured now? I don't have low self-esteem so I thought I've been doing it up until this point.. until yesterday.

Sometimes when I have anxious thoughts I just yell at myself ""stop!"" instead of saying something like ""hey usernamenotfooound, maybe this isn't a good time to be thinking about this thing."" I have a very stern self-critical voice in my head. Sometimes when I can't sleep I wake up angry at my body and brain for keeping me up - I never realized that I was so unkind to myself. When sad things happen I think ""well yes this happened but it's for the better anyways so you shouldn't feel sad"" and almost **force** myself to not *feel* the emotion. I never let myself just *feel sad*. I know logically it might be for the better but sometimes it's okay to just feel the emotion.

So anyways, that was a realization yesterday and I started to be much kinder to myself in my head. I started speaking to myself like I would speak to a young child or a really good friend. I can't believe we get away with speaking to ourselves in our own head like that. You don't have to be frustrated that you ""aren't cured yet"" even though you put in hours and hours of emotional work for your anxiety. You have suffered enough, give yourself a break ;)",2.7284961767204763,5.244753087227416,3.569368450863781,86.7973322005098,78.8753894080997,6.632342112715943,24.68054375531011,7.793537801064563,1.4499046728971965,1315,48,252,22,33,418,154,321,0.093,0.777,0.13,0.8776,0,0,1,0,0,0,52.0,3,6,1,3,22,19,1,0,10,3,32,8,7,2,6,50,54,23,0,4,7,0,4,3,1,4,1,7,0,1,18,11,0,2,16,4,3,1,11,7,1,0,9,11,45,12,39,34,6,33,0,5,0,0,21,12,0,3,22,185,63,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095948853604788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558312434786482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897912632972664,0.1026192259342472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534374594252793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234146631434024,0.0,0.16067474902727533,0.0,0.10089871313390672,0.0,0.10140341388715696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065360203776444,0.0,0.09385823710028143,0.0,0.05999655596929231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18371836224171287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07017994276576406,0.0,0.04745824650538947,0.08713850909010327,0.0,0.15237845022685848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065257797804824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796729204421837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789110247355365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073952625790255,0.0,0.09459208575692417,0.14976385587019592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288632763278276,0.0,0.1331341646157456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125732812222996,0.09894742049808626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636301820979178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06677517290127369,0.06735400646236754,0.21017579124407326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586971665139427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131562623356984,0.0,0.0,0.09086093689524433,0.0,0.11638419038990598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223671562891908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790485169511372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090195621689094,0.0,0.0,0.06993026416307603,0.26951843417664323,0.0,0.12858887960922755,0.0,0.0,0.07594326040305302,0.0,0.0,0.10398589439653692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602164312014146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069527636565815,0.11640853731386006,0.08924625786855554,0.21634175873667205,0.0529674092547325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494950626485808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167279241113573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06612994850503554,0.0,0.0,0.06452754057385184,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,heyitsme_8,2019/01/29,I never know whether to reply to a professor’s email or not My last message was a question and the prof replied to it. So basically the whole thing is done. I never know whether to still reply or not?!! I would just reply a simple thank you but I’ve got an OCD problem with these things and sometimes I end up sending an email three times just to make sure they get it (I know how stupid this sounds). But yeah I literally can’t stop thinking about this. I’ve been thinking all day whether to just leave it (at least I wouldn’t be all OCD-ish about what I’ve sent or not) or whether to reply but I know I’m gonna end up being all weird about it like sending it more than once or something like I mentioned before. I don’t know what to do?! Am I the only one being so weird about these things? Someone help me please I can’t focus on anything else but this :(,3.050910256410255,3.9811147833333367,3.707777777777781,93.14115384615386,73.3888888888889,6.2051282051282035,24.95726495726496,5.873414542411696,0.4241880341880333,671,20,153,3,13,212,98,180,0.121,0.768,0.111,-0.4269,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,0,11,8,1,0,8,1,14,0,0,2,6,42,28,18,0,3,19,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,15,3,0,1,8,0,0,3,9,4,0,2,5,1,16,4,18,17,6,16,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,6,11,106,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304531102525256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348936600049094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223593567752456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622267882855267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13242784668566174,0.0,0.28081336226919923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282311402192459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678745124949034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625640777814632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4356077824357214,0.129219570378426,0.0,0.16785578378489094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15489525928061654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581710848181014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24452952232975675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688246533204302,0.1074210893440267,0.12056590725443052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17401356942954496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168764648772726,0.0,0.0,0.17758501859520834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13431827659719933,0.12204079730809307,0.15678593043036065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659879620575515,0.13253454939268525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14940855771326167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459491283889245,0.0,0.0,0.31595221186286554,0.20315368284785668,0.0,0.0,0.09243758670376633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769882372089199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261207996581955,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,llamas_dream,2019/01/29,"Application Anxiety Hi reddit,

I hope you all are having excellent days. For the past months, I have been feeling severe anxiety about my application to a program I want to get into. It’s competitive, similar to med school. 35 people are admitted out of 200, and I’m competing with professionals who completed their bachelors, masters, and were even professionals in the discipline in other countries. I’m currently in my undergrad.

I applied last year, but it was rushed and I didn’t ask for any help. Of course, I didn’t get into the program. This year, I think I’ve had a constant feeling of low level anxiety since I’ve been rejected. I only have two chances to get in, so this is my last chance. 

I’ve done so much to get in. I’ve gained relevant experiences in about 10 different positions, and I’ve worked to get my gpa to a high level. I’ve got my application checked over and reviewed 18 separate times with mostly different people. I was feeling good about my application. 

After talking to my peers who are also looking to get into the program, I now feel anxious and inadequate. I can’t stop comparing myself and feeling horribly scared for my future. I don’t want to be a failure, and I’m afraid if I don’t get into the program, I will never achieve my life goals.

I’ve tried to talk to counsellors and sign up for programs, but the closest counsellor appointment is a week from now. 

I feel like I won’t be able to cope with the idea of not getting in. Please help. :( ",4.7135797535797535,6.162875,6.142407592407594,75.28159673659677,69.979020979021,9.923143523143525,32.849816849816854,10.181067101454742,3.6031537129537137,1174,55,215,32,21,398,150,286,0.14,0.732,0.128,-0.8571,3,1,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,1,7,9,8,0,2,12,0,24,1,0,0,2,39,49,15,0,4,4,0,6,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,17,0,2,9,0,1,1,8,4,0,1,10,7,28,4,43,35,3,37,0,2,1,0,11,19,0,3,18,138,35,15,0.11315966577589025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049374383751824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769524531378891,0.0,0.2597005037607911,0.1278382127084751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578901206843401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186457566132844,0.122285397995978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297862295987106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364555318573505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580162628553095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07474089201074996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069186676627099,0.0,0.0,0.34330156250288035,0.08084128784066633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4729700389994843,0.0,0.0,0.09491295882883828,0.09050412205317852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15169707733239596,0.11955939978899828,0.0,0.11239308105405207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774348881912204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18448046165350085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992801846640772,0.0552840967825986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502561926166077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569487865644755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032296561613057,0.0,0.08318537466330041,0.0,0.08727571031847957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606302499239682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080237052661625,0.1569013282366256,0.0,0.0,0.12421533181205972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329256630497035,0.11452362307142815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278382127084751,0.0,0.09360684488953692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460654754306227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18190690587740907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250814464214984,0.0,0.0,0.06598431111984804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682798506628345,0.0,0.1105405507205115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133489005480928,0.0,0.09076985819960147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238158440996288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574222934859216
anxiety,Gemma1992,2019/01/29,"Start acknowledging your little victories This applies to each and everyone of you. 
No matter how small or big, you’re all making progress and making steps. 
It recently occurred to me that I don’t even acknowledge how well I am doing. It’s an important part of recovery. Seriously. Look back and realise how far you’ve come. Keep going. ",3.5858294930875587,6.559335693548392,4.802995391705071,76.40306451612905,79.16129032258064,8.704147465437789,28.211981566820285,9.23628265651192,3.2396239631336403,271,12,45,8,7,89,51,62,0.063,0.81,0.126,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,1,6,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,5,1,16,10,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,1,1,0,0,1,5,1,4,10,3,10,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,3,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345826948961881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627938121920414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20149817336386333,0.0,0.0,0.2915108084293722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17338030376760022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711633492355435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30576379849683216,0.0,0.0,0.2561849101458491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40727786811162864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303648775848293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012232826351127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159325976096584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742977195689849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pastrouvedeblaze,2019/01/29,"Ups and downs On these last months, I had some of the best times of my life so far, I feel happy with my family, my friends, my life and everything. Even though it is a great period, i still have some ups and downs. The problem here is that whenever I get an Up moment, i just have a down following it. It’s like if i was not allowed to be happy for more than 12 hours.  I have been accepting it since it started, but on the last 2 weeks, the upper my happiness went, the further it went down. It is getting really really hard and even the smallest thing can now give me an unstoppable need to cry. I just needed to write it somewhere so if you have any tips, i’ll be more than happy to hear them.",2.6041504702194342,3.7303677724137927,4.0364263322884035,89.6016614420063,74.72413793103449,8.031347962382446,22.83699059561129,8.575989854853784,1.1644482758620684,537,14,122,10,11,178,89,145,0.068,0.764,0.16699999999999998,0.9372,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,1,10,10,0,0,10,0,13,2,0,1,0,20,24,10,0,5,6,0,2,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,11,5,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,5,3,16,9,19,17,5,26,0,0,0,0,6,12,0,4,12,92,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675183882519048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493087731131515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15628234218125636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18794251365885464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12786754320089513,0.0,0.1341241524089419,0.0,0.07193848514960602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992126663556408,0.0,0.1486655691808314,0.13648308782308374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685862493724134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.605817281956467,0.12745040166029373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16035419894950967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401121579682354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23194613250747706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009859970655344,0.06950834968083171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356250067617794,0.0,0.0,0.2109901322671107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13613790406883988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18228994096948706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769130158149388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070293565977137,0.0,0.11362095181880315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452114900779493,0.0,0.13978440735037834,0.0,0.08296166235297596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412437593089758,0.0,0.0,0.2637805917505525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jaspar1,2019/01/29,How do I help a friend with severe anxiety (I don’t see her often)?  I have a friend with severe anxiety that I really care about but I don’t get to see her in person as much as I would like. She told me very clearly she hates it when I ask her to talk about her anxiety or depression. I wish I could help her because I care a lot about her. I was thinking of texting her every day. But sometimes her anxiety and depression is really bad and I get left on read many times even though I know she doesn’t mean to ignore me. I usually send her memes and occasionally tell her that I hope she has a good day. But the more she leaves me on read the more I feel like she doesn’t want to talk when I know that’s not the case. If you have severe anxiety/depression what kinds of texts would make you feel better from a friend? Or would you even want them to text you...? ,2.4090109890109868,3.568856714285716,3.8085714285714296,90.91142857142859,75.26373626373626,7.837362637362638,21.24175824175824,8.418075326091056,0.8225560439560438,670,15,157,12,14,221,90,182,0.171,0.595,0.234,0.9236,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,4,1,1,10,16,1,0,8,0,14,0,0,2,1,32,34,15,0,9,7,0,2,2,3,3,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,6,2,0,1,5,5,0,0,2,4,41,11,18,28,4,11,0,2,2,0,33,4,0,6,8,107,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296852130858378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072296495633784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899589434248197,0.06567770096101401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952878505382438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21969754887968948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602214304932447,0.0,0.0,0.13896761372899166,0.0,0.27839059502265984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232336798710854,0.0,0.09077614545503562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089538209855708,0.07696994274729868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24972047957248444,0.0,0.11258008684476034,0.0,0.0,0.09036774650882637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637158744742896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14443257485234562,0.0,0.0,0.107010776856664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121953086502279,0.11842288847986353,0.0,0.0,0.11408179310244207,0.11706053277736925,0.0,0.0,0.10527327997494358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159724881097102,0.0,0.0,0.07191772129812747,0.10923210975634996,0.0,0.11736115441469737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920177543270134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407498088015076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21553961470745134,0.0,0.1380428400358701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17171069955992638,0.0,0.0,0.3651488061081543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655825896146616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173195708587898,0.0941700780131896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903585891430704,0.10585464277816142,0.0,0.06282444014405976,0.0,0.0,0.10295080934900834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186611058159793,0.08889732075658772,0.12709645508754902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389643172062012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296076021537604,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,saladballod,2019/01/29,"Anxiety over past mistakes I was very insecure as a kid and lied a lot to make myself seem better. Now, I worry about my mistakes all the time and I also worry about whether people know that I lied. I have changed a lot and stopped doing it, but I now have social anxiety when I go to school. Sometimes I feel like anyone who is looking at me knows that I used to be a crappy person and that's all they see.

Do you have any techniques or methods on how to get over this? Sadly I'm stuck at this school for another 2 years so I can't really move and get a ""fresh start"".",1.9577500000000008,3.440039275000004,3.6433333333333344,90.315,77.08333333333334,6.466666666666668,22.833333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.6994833333333337,443,13,97,5,10,148,82,120,0.242,0.6920000000000001,0.066,-0.9479,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,1,8,6,0,1,6,0,9,0,0,3,2,22,23,13,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,5,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,2,3,15,2,13,20,4,15,0,1,2,0,6,5,0,4,9,68,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841247795022574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770073014426365,0.18149008016461746,0.2648123411712953,0.0,0.0,0.1210219664339628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15307570849192415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18309630484255013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751474215264587,0.12364880152162512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18085491968283476,0.0,0.09836568272409864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19024112154192926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455842915128782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534409643142768,0.0,0.0,0.2942938407876667,0.0,0.0,0.11553263169072328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18395726613099628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16522499886954012,0.1199922818637396,0.15112728714363874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108798520554687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3503335762440201,0.1379228140959601,0.15756606032739587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17643385559545766,0.0,0.0,0.17118112009091593,0.0,0.12250732594593207,0.0,0.0,0.14470311560170068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092467855385916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494860503314688,0.0,0.14280960564208467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35154346271000897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114582193789474
anxiety,willnotuse,2019/01/29,"I have anxiety about the time. I have axiety pretty much all the time. Like before going to school I have anxiety, but not when I’m in school. I usually have anxiety about time, like when strunt how many hours I have left to spare before going to sleep and going to school. I’m thinking ”no I can’t do that I will lose one hour of my spare time”. I also have anxiety about having anxiety. Help?",1.0890694444444478,3.434555212500001,3.069166666666668,88.89027777777781,84.375,7.055555555555558,17.63888888888889,8.167268648758528,0.8232222222222219,307,7,64,7,9,103,44,80,0.181,0.6920000000000001,0.127,-0.3716,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,2,0,10,1,1,1,1,6,16,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,0,9,2,9,15,2,14,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,11,42,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140861787634898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5456774660249728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427884935404569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432330891617262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562285274392338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809852592971349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550019045127313,0.0,0.0,0.13939419634670264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15960148753835873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463615229206586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487245992811424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667097940467284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451378153819439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4331425128513435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427643141386947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141159157152344,0.0,0.0,0.3327477721563193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15712125134475127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LibraAndromeda,2019/01/29,"Everything’s piling up on me, I can’t breathe I naturally have anxiety, I’m on meds for it. Last night I forgot to take my meds, which made me stay up till 5 am, I had to wake up at 7. I had to drink coffee and caffeine makes it worse. I had two tests today. To be fair to myself I studied really well before this. My first test was in a statistics class, any of anyone knows about standard deviation and variance they’re similar but not really. The professor emphasized standard deviation, nothing on our review even mentioned variance. On the test there’s an 18 mark question around variance, more than 50% of the mark went to something no one studied for. So that cranked the anxiety. I get depressed when I don’t get As. This fucked with my mind, which fucked with my next test. I feel sick, about to vomit. To top it all off I got my period which already makes my anxiety worse even on meds. It’s so much on me I can’t breathe idk how I’m going to get through the next 4 hours of school",2.066787117046349,4.1319617064676635,3.564645195077248,88.34811468970936,78.70149253731344,7.017648599109718,25.00680806493847,8.032893268588372,1.4610636815920397,777,29,163,14,19,256,120,201,0.181,0.792,0.027000000000000003,-0.9868,0,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,0,2,11,4,2,0,7,0,10,8,3,4,1,19,27,9,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,10,5,1,1,3,1,0,2,5,3,1,3,8,1,23,1,35,18,3,27,0,1,0,2,3,14,2,1,10,104,33,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436953477836954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885505773146854,0.0,0.2988420589493828,0.0,0.0,0.091049265219942,0.0,0.0,0.11591884205323688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080326416290114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121538773034987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756099993889294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17201138798544127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11702872945606205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584055113051743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076070247273703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407630993623482,0.2040956865155426,0.0,0.07400411180538988,0.0,0.10414472743068093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823541782301845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715626875078994,0.10614249914440926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232124590930698,0.17383887461631115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43391809942368814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147989929105688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09572291265847636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769699844289211,0.12219783512779198,0.0,0.12494468032362525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823696635423492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14587045622501787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16683796098876078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178440095954772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024576916578264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387917264957983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790537730423662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342847177123407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272010076851601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707880691082265,0.12071048967928892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654001555634256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,x77xx7p,2019/01/29,"I should not look to a job to make me feel good about myself!!! This morning it occurred to me. I should not allow my unemployment and rejection from the workforce be a means of my feeling anxious and worthless in life!!! The same anxiety that I feel at home is going to be in me at work! 

I should not have to rely on a job to feel like I am somebody! I am somebody if I have a job or not!

I should be happy with myself at home or at work! I should be productive in my life whether I have a job or not! 

Lesson learned! ",1.6371111111111103,2.9458821454545467,3.5512121212121213,91.37126262626265,77.54545454545455,6.343434343434343,24.949494949494948,6.937597516519254,0.8177373737373732,396,14,91,4,9,134,55,110,0.145,0.7709999999999999,0.084,-0.7668,6,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,1,5,0,0,7,0,15,2,0,2,0,28,23,7,0,6,10,0,4,1,0,5,2,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,7,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,5,18,3,18,14,1,9,0,2,1,0,0,8,0,4,1,74,21,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291340815814674,0.1906997092812445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414081323471448,0.12059312910054815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593481966532597,0.14158422018115596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17969427833572624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386469966913597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6700450130844595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384615610940781,0.08246877800426887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417522787868855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267753020937132,0.0,0.0,0.1838763073033165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457816620595903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shez-bez,2019/01/29,Anxiety is so bad with my flu :( I have the flu and my anxiety is causing me to stress I’m dying and have panic attacks and heart palpitations. Can someone help give me tips to calm down? ,1.4163157894736818,3.6757519473684224,3.6413157894736834,85.87671052631579,82.15789473684211,6.957894736842108,25.28947368421053,8.07648339933343,1.7073473684210527,146,6,30,3,4,50,28,38,0.439,0.47,0.09,-0.9538,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,2,1,0,5,3,1,1,0,5,7,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,4,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4302577065835894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31992288012611675,0.0,0.0,0.2348029401886964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888854679933825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918569726782468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697672381913788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332413582712793,0.18849261642727372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299454383496232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382727208571745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221310540035229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pis676767,2019/01/29,"Terrified of seeing my ex in public Had a 3 relationship with a woman. Left on good terms even though it was a troubling relationship. Been in a better relationship for 5 years now yet...

Every time I go out, especially downtown I get super anxious about seeing the ex and having an awkward encounter. I’m often looking up and around so I see her first to try and help me avoid her. Realistically I’ve only seen her 3 times, twice I pretended to not see her.

Part of it is guilt, we just never talk / share on Facebook yet I’d feel horrible unfriending her. I’m 39 and only ever been in two relationships. How on earth do people who have had way more Relationships cope with this??

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anxiety,ohiobuck,2019/01/29,Has anyone done Cognitive Behavioral Therapy? I have read that CBT is the best and most effective treatment for Health Anxiety and Generalized Anxiety. Has anyone undergone this? Did you experience any improvement? I understand that hopefully many who had successful treatment wouldn't even be in the subreddit anymore :),8.627199999999998,12.521275320000004,8.370000000000001,52.86500000000001,65.8,15.2,44.0,12.688352899677879,8.5974,266,17,31,14,5,85,42,50,0.053,0.625,0.322,0.9597,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,3,1,3,0,0,2,0,9,1,0,1,0,8,11,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,3,3,2,6,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,25,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17097024628666133,0.0,0.3846622797862932,0.0,0.2493352840728318,0.3515892447217601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26384364392326565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25728396898480266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605667777562946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459312855049391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26724148937120257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24971098340809936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548944914542126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514821905465344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28751399640951125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26173100122872234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chewbacca93,2019/01/29,"Reaching out to someone feels like a big victory but also feels pathetic I'm in this weird situation where I am suddenly unemployed due to visa issues. It's only temporary but my anxiety is off the rails and it doesn't help that I'm mostly home alone and money is pretty tight and I hate going out in the cold winter.

I reached out to a friend just now because I don't feel like having dinner on my own as my partner is working his second job until late tonight.

It feels like a big victory to be able to reach out but I don't know why at the same time I feel pathetic and rather useless.

So,yeah I don't know why I'm writing this all here, but I guess I hope if someone out there is also thinking about reaching out for some help, they will not think twice about it. It will at least give some kind of relief, even for just a while.",5.108448275862066,4.7678684655172425,5.912091954022992,83.66710344827587,68.36781609195403,9.028965517241383,29.46896551724138,8.548686976883017,1.9506593103448269,659,21,141,9,10,217,105,174,0.162,0.6809999999999999,0.157,-0.6281,3,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,12,10,1,0,7,0,13,1,0,0,1,37,30,14,0,3,9,0,6,3,2,2,0,0,1,1,8,10,1,1,9,0,2,1,5,3,0,2,0,7,14,7,24,27,7,25,0,1,0,0,8,15,0,6,12,96,22,3,0.1505301710962392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15590385973138995,0.0,0.2407578468812192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515516886942614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176179512973284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942375832521072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.380562887159151,0.3226163529255109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162992367827201,0.0,0.0,0.14440225657332506,0.08554976520314694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658259543840562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14861737959995638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20179440129196816,0.0,0.1509940350894715,0.14951042498310912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15711438965822572,0.14937796762657904,0.0,0.0,0.15675400898990915,0.16545489066084787,0.0,0.16980458962930178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206243140749541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448497826798645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15314330057824366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16920221927910487,0.0,0.0,0.2550874509619496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929073109931216,0.0,0.0,0.08777535329778649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271660131888008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958775736374717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aloniusjulius,2019/01/29,"What happens when you miss several days of an anxiety medication? My friend (yes my actual friend, I’m not talking about myself, lol) has severe anxiety. However, he’s also kind of forgetful and irresponsible. He’s forgotten his anti anxiety meds a few times (I forget exactly what it is). He doesn’t seem to care what will happen to him if he misses his dose for several days, but I do. Does anybody know what exactly would happen to him if he misses like 3 days of his medication? Will he get extremely anxious? I want to know the signs to make sure he won’t hurt himself. ",3.958558558558561,5.79637602702703,6.122702702702704,73.13288288288287,72.51351351351352,10.33873873873874,29.45045045045045,10.504223727775694,3.6064126126126137,453,19,82,15,9,159,73,111,0.22,0.6629999999999999,0.116,-0.782,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,3,10,0,0,3,2,8,3,0,1,3,17,22,6,0,4,4,0,0,1,2,4,3,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,13,6,10,18,1,5,0,4,0,0,17,0,0,3,6,47,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.14108801852858702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156195858292824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318070776073898,0.16333285130791148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740768619650266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27972402742542074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652185121536874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22340238979980112,0.0,0.0755364372438915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38355157221612063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547745577715475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15055653496880222,0.15891341594423186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063388143634251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965074480543007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16059441454001547,0.29129578978814114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13161907730859698,0.0,0.4899985539237344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13626377463205022,0.0,0.0,0.11620693445281315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430504031975265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527630127768494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270460621645383,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Marina_Alexopoul,2019/01/29,"Can you feel like a hypocrite but not be one? I’m not sure if my post could be a trigger, so please avoid it if you feel like it can negatively affect you. I can’t stop thinking that I’m a hypocrite, that I basically like all the things I like to “show off” or something like that, and I don’t really like them. This particularly applies to music.
I am currently studying music in music, I’m in my first year. I don’t know if I can express it in a better way. I remember that once, a person told me that a common acquintance we had was all about liking the “thought” of being a pianist  rather than actually liking playing the piano, probably just because he really admired our teacher, who was a successful pianist. I think since then, this thought is stuck in my head. Several years ago, I was just doing my shit and enjoyed it without asking such questions, I just knew that I loved what I’m doing, but now I’m just not sure whether that feeling of being a hypocrite is a fear that was triggered by that thought or a realisation that I can’t really admit. ",7.6921327014218015,5.9819601327014205,8.409616113744079,72.35120142180095,63.78672985781991,11.094028436018961,37.687677725118476,9.888512548439397,3.5931095734597163,832,35,161,14,10,282,113,211,0.096,0.652,0.252,0.9897,1,1,1,0,0,0,20.0,2,3,1,3,9,19,1,2,14,0,22,3,2,3,4,43,42,12,0,5,17,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,19,3,0,2,13,2,0,0,9,3,0,2,11,3,24,16,13,26,2,16,0,0,0,1,15,5,1,6,17,119,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.12619381719657785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463088171005872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208930565560792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882986784786376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436954332332007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324834866850044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14551651570231,0.1961582512208512,0.18476683337709565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999617170060773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327155817762918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106872281180578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5054183460692099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671278993630815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771737988174393,0.08762790669217872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129137926885512,0.0,0.1419501972867774,0.0,0.0,0.12384903598314105,0.0,0.13942458082792875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14486357878528675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24852953159469335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14648988349282893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460903356295285,0.1327410737996965,0.10697157835207337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955381819768654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811401372479168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437577059450796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859118419215888,0.1657210150583374,0.0,0.3079875126399213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356703381913944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264506657870058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465606392831514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166550601340815
anxiety,ddlgukswitch7,2019/01/29,"Running away.. I'm planning on running away from home, I don't know how long for. I have had this weird urge for the past couple weeks to do it. Wanna know why? Here's context. 

My mum yes 'mum' I am from England, has always been not very understanding of my anxiety and depression saying it doesn't exist just cos she doesn't get it she calls it fake. That gets on my nerves. I explain all the time as much as I can eat it's like but she had no clue. I show her videos of others explaining it and still nothing. It gets to the point where I am stuck in my bed cos I'm scared to leave it. 
And she says I'm a liar and that I'm so good at making something out of nothing. That pisses me off because the person I thought actually understood me doesn't. My online friends are all I have and when she gets mad she takes my electronics. Making me upset angry and depressed. My girlfriend lives far I'd call it long distance but she's only an hour away (I'm from Manchester she's from Birmingham) I am planning on going tbere. To Birmingham or just to her sisters house who said I can stay for a bit. Maybe forever, I really don't know. I just can't take my mum's unhelpful self calling me a liar. I try my hardest but she just doesn't understand. My emotions are like a tightly pulled rubber band, ant moment I could break. And that breaking point is coming up. I need to leave before it happens. I'm thinking of using my 50 quid I have saved up to get a train there and use the rest to help pay her sister as much as I can or maybe get food for her and take her out to show her how much she means to me. 
Even so, birmingham is where I'll be. Near Dudley. I hope I make it there ok. If I die k wouldn't care too much. I never did care about death. 

im sorry mum. 

but you can't see what what through 

maybe this'll make you see 

goodbye for now. gotta catch a train or just wait a couple days. 

idk. 

bye. ",-0.2422563652326595,1.9757865273631872,1.6323763535264852,97.39859086918352,90.44278606965176,4.6454784899034225,18.081357916300853,6.2272716619740125,-0.2697820310213639,1472,41,339,15,51,482,204,402,0.171,0.76,0.069,-0.9903,0,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,2,0,2,20,19,4,2,13,2,30,3,1,10,3,58,75,26,2,6,14,6,1,2,2,2,0,3,2,2,20,12,2,2,11,4,1,6,12,10,0,0,8,6,56,9,44,63,8,40,0,2,2,0,40,19,1,5,15,209,76,1,0.0,0.0,0.0835728047890791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125978259174025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551477206383897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413862949131073,0.0,0.0,0.05220567301594452,0.0,0.07287378444402326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349727951610624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623456730394093,0.0,0.17463245867917598,0.0,0.0,0.07377173461535462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837699563858947,0.18951923802938744,0.0,0.0552310578475356,0.0,0.1475241282993373,0.0,0.08888135063092772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763164373913729,0.0,0.09633407085297016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05656476325254901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355687043244476,0.0,0.06616566206991409,0.0,0.2684618576438727,0.0,0.0486714875452472,0.07183121449741307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573163902850567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057403042929808974,0.0,0.08590443563243698,0.08506037123737578,0.08433867239493087,0.09881767484426997,0.0,0.0,0.09250646983218204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141197388987167,0.0,0.0,0.1813619143372273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367927548118963,0.0,0.07562215817723487,0.15157835056456478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22866287870645985,0.0,0.2581122737913221,0.09328764500731196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518225778320871,0.06350136883864559,0.06605125733785458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16434879911019512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06513348319140948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817535775886213,0.0,0.07477800865358668,0.0,0.0,0.16191596715770198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054863517325178496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814637567851794,0.13620957575574352,0.08574111197913778,0.0,0.13648883111614635,0.0,0.0893417516896503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06593026504049954,0.0,0.0958675633374348,0.0,0.09128141156923672,0.06839263895156572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19317306440784096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054874994467217234,0.0,0.0679890157408551,0.04993768252511507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05814429918523911,0.0,0.0,0.17830962679331694,0.0,0.14793184442797147,0.0,0.0706624073544657,0.0,0.0,0.06869566848077523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727725899849122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yellowslurpee,2019/01/29,"Is this a normal symptom? (Numbness and Tingling) For a few years now I've been dealing with this numb, tingly feeling all over my body on and off. The first time it ever happened I was 15 (I'm 19 now). I was sitting in class, stressing over a test I had to take next period, and then boom, my whole body got this pins and needles feeling. I completely freaked out, went to the nurse to lie down for a bit, but it took hours before it completely went away. Ever since then it hits me randomly. I've noticed also that if I think about it too much, I'll get the sensation. Sometimes it won't happen for months. Sometimes it lasts for days at a time. When researching it, I've seen that it may be a symptom of anxiety, but wouldn't I have accompanying symptoms? I don't feel a sense of panic when it happens, no shortness of breath, or accelerated heart rate, besides that first time. I've also seen that it could also be a symptom of low B12 levels, so since then I've been taking supplements for it, but no luck.

My childhood was pretty traumatic and I have dealt with depression on and off. I was always a pretty nervous kid and had severe separation anxiety. Has anyone else experienced anything like this? Should I be worried?

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anxiety,SchizoidSquirrel,2019/01/29,"Feeling like you are in a different body. I occasionally get this odd feeling that I'm in a different body or that my body has somehow changed since the previous day.  This has manifested in several different ways.  The first time I noticed it was after work I got in my car to go home and it just didn't feel right.  I could not get comfortable at all and was left thinking that something was different because there was no way I could have driven like this before.  Even though it is ridiculous, I thought that maybe someone changed how my seat was positioned or even that I was in the wrong car.  I got this feeling again one day when I was putting on mascara in the morning.  I'm right handed, but using my right hand just didn't feel right so I even tried using my left hand.  Today it happened again.  I was bending my wrist to wipe something off it and was amazed because it looked really odd to me.  I don't remember it ever looking that way and I felt around it and it felt strange too.  I've read that this could be a sign of anxiety, but I don't feel particularly anxious.  Is this a common sensation that others feel?  These occurrences aren't really concerning to me, I'm more so just curious about what's going on in my head.",3.2195238095238103,5.1721537704918035,4.2233957845433245,85.47773224043718,74.81967213114754,7.762373145979702,28.012490241998435,8.563005593585519,2.073975253708041,976,40,196,19,21,316,123,244,0.067,0.823,0.11,0.9053,4,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,3,19,6,1,0,8,0,24,8,8,3,2,36,50,14,0,3,8,0,12,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,26,6,0,0,12,1,0,6,7,2,0,2,17,14,24,4,19,29,2,39,0,0,2,0,1,19,0,3,13,133,50,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917747925232999,0.10215835371010153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050044882521183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024862784824607,0.0,0.07694790888538712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013367036650312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19132251576191664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21659915991996545,0.0,0.0,0.1166376753813359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3779137293679007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791813180317524,0.08179766582904505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320063216308722,0.06460206774354732,0.1736508920558097,0.0,0.0,0.07691835169606154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944902144567971,0.0,0.1027850884243489,0.0,0.14464770614424993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996553636078407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280562802132347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070705928512396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965014445549852,0.0,0.0,0.08835749802822103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518741637321186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084748320868292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295333389501936,0.0,0.0,0.06127662482367492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090551949793256,0.0,0.0,0.09045287221054574,0.0,0.11586149846554128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243775037085442,0.3089014414497848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215835371010153,0.0,0.07480330776932051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661969071687554,0.13923240204500895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05794286802262901,0.08884544485339098,0.0717900494443656,0.05272952782960751,0.0,0.0857155506335295,0.0,0.0,0.06139494840352577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15620220869734716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21533356685692334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583295292576967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886926080635842,0.0,0.0
anxiety,itsalways7,2019/01/29,"First post here. I start Remeron today. I'm nervous of side effects and want to see if it's worked for anyone here. 

I was on prozac for a while and hated it so were going to try the remeron. If it doesn't work too well we're going to add seroquel. 

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anxiety,DanDanDan69,2019/01/29,"Sertraline withdrawal I came off Sertraline 5 days ago, stopped it dead rather than coming off gradually. I know this is the wrong way to do it but it’s done now. 

Feel so light headed, like I’m in a dream. How long will this last? ",-0.03455927051671637,2.3111581276595743,1.5902735562310042,95.62000000000002,95.38297872340424,6.089969604863223,17.352583586626142,7.447530270364453,0.4216711246200608,180,5,41,4,7,58,40,47,0.127,0.7240000000000001,0.149,0.2606,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,4,1,1,1,0,8,9,3,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,1,5,6,0,12,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,7,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786394945430021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35951612330567184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707722386732397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20272042206468224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216743972997119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15893749617682965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225989547708545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17275059483696384,0.2562254228176464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535684694872315,0.0,0.0,0.27817706558455874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627985904661128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24950492434633545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436765730174237,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PooPooWeeWee69,2019/01/29,Entering a new job environment After working a quiet job for years which required very little interaction I’m obliged to move to a new role which will require much communication and stress. The prospect terrifies me. How will I stop myself having a breakdown?,6.489000000000001,9.400510288888887,6.628611111111113,67.57625000000003,68.33333333333333,8.944444444444445,35.694444444444436,9.516144504307137,4.073777777777779,213,11,31,5,4,68,36,45,0.188,0.764,0.048,-0.7506,2,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,5,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,2,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,20,5,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5307855007506896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26804495422489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842461996897218,0.19659903650992272,0.0,0.0,0.5165900809228784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22359166103151495,0.3063514052229199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206658564606196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946993709737411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17222247290894507
anxiety,YukkiTheKiller,2019/01/29,"Zooming in and out when having anxiety Most of the time when my anxiety strikes really hard my head gets dizzy and things start zooming in and out to me, like sometimes things seem to be so close and other times so far from me.",20.014666666666667,7.191768244444448,16.64444444444445,55.88000000000004,55.444444444444436,20.666666666666668,58.33333333333334,13.023866798666859,6.979666666666668,181,6,37,3,1,56,32,45,0.18600000000000005,0.765,0.049,-0.6115,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,9,5,8,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,8,4,1,11,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,2,6,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4709991904088855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160835632462043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27576749709465065,0.0,0.3159364589159938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15039688670227566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972125631297568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802493513779091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044653002933656,0.0,0.21789336208604929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4090353634799216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3590122853103445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fleur-de-frost,2019/01/29,"Constant on and off sickness with a really distinct start date... is this an anxiety thing? I've been dealing with increasingly intense stress and anxiety for the past couple of years with this last year being the worse. But the past few weeks especially, something has just felt really off and I'm having trouble explaining what. I've been getting cold symptoms more than usual, extreme fatigue, have a harder time being around people than usual, my head has felt some really odd pressure... I just distinctly remember waking up one morning and going ""oh"". I couldn't distinguish what it was but whatever I felt then has been more or less here since. 

I scheduled a doctor's appt next week for some blood work, but until then, is this normal for anyone else? Is it like a culmination of stress or something more? 

Thank you!! Hope you're well! :)",5.6320588235294125,7.703852941176471,5.655702614379088,77.2231617647059,68.60784313725489,8.498692810457516,29.08986928104575,9.075114841892004,2.6478457516339864,672,25,111,13,12,211,102,153,0.096,0.778,0.126,0.8722,0,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,1,5,9,0,3,8,0,15,7,3,0,2,28,25,12,0,3,7,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,6,0,0,2,1,5,1,1,7,4,6,4,16,15,8,25,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,5,19,76,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20384227088300447,0.0,0.0,0.09315801656187993,0.13651061619392926,0.0,0.11860358655002295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439750762649208,0.0,0.0,0.14741725659322732,0.0,0.0,0.13735502124885698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636728646581672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112971700139558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3837671511027576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960755183359361,0.0,0.07571808796655456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136733154858001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232816576300302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086008181321214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06508979960774783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14169238123034192,0.0,0.1305378171559918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028058329895763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543675934983931,0.09236540531061004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560530306652675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092443296159855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020982760617873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20513503325140445,0.0,0.0,0.0943013887123555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052306771744336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847773027412055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266094603386415,0.0,0.0,0.08851256972524668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768790371914104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934696287845948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137392930147473,0.0,0.11979041683528817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699355027359458,0.0,0.1357734849796895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715924299168841
anxiety,CheapHelicopter,2019/01/29,"I always assume everything is going to be bad or much more stressful than it ends up being. Any sort of event, new responsibility, job, presentation, etc. I always assume it's going to be SO hard or such a stressful time that I end up procrastinating out of fear that it won't work out. I sometimes panic before these things. It all gives me a lot of anxiety, but once I do ""the thing"" it turns out to be way easier than I thought. Is there any way to start out in an optimistic mindset, or at least start working towards that? I hate the almost debilitating pre-thing anxiety and would like to believe I can handle things because I can.",4.4888082437276005,5.80822689516129,5.8655913978494585,77.54894265232977,70.37096774193549,8.414336917562725,27.487455197132626,8.841846274778883,2.079612186379929,501,17,96,9,9,169,81,124,0.165,0.759,0.077,-0.8103,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,3,7,1,4,5,0,11,0,0,0,1,17,19,6,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,6,0,0,1,1,10,1,19,12,6,21,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,8,9,71,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462159869588745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429974332931439,0.0,0.0,0.19859456526136945,0.0,0.2234068204432541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219189743626198,0.08901124929678135,0.0,0.12425060763732985,0.16451234219549668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25865730749213706,0.0,0.1628487262701364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13123160996920286,0.0,0.0,0.1643109040976062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14007382092616916,0.1659708480422051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308034938531987,0.14416259628207448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490038579844286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133704462114053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413932627837178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734006937868654,0.0,0.0,0.14102514465731972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15550446002029727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17132072284479682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14441558724292486,0.0,0.20670465771746105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33452637077625386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29102371680693273,0.0,0.0,0.11592202302810507,0.08514430045158031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15882571059411524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23180466642299544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21260576205573808,0.0,0.0,0.10372703478093352,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OwnBrother1,2019/01/29,"I have to speak on stage and I don't know what to do! I'm a college student and I will have to give a speech on a big stage in a few day. The problem is I always get panic, my heart beat faster, my armpit start sweating etc..whenever I'm in an unfamiliar situation.

Little background: I'm an introvert and a little bit awkward socially. I don't like public speaking at all. But it's a gratitude speech I have to give for a scholarship ceremony and I'm afraid I might mess it up. Can you guy give any tips to deal with this? Also maybe this is a wrong sub for this but I'm new to reddit so please forgive me on this. Any help would be appreciate.",1.6056326034063275,3.2385941313868654,3.849361313868617,87.79890815085159,78.48905109489051,7.194403892944036,23.82542579075426,8.07648339933343,1.2172973236009734,504,17,113,9,12,174,84,137,0.081,0.79,0.129,0.8773,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,2,8,0,3,11,0,13,3,3,0,1,13,24,8,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,4,0,1,7,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,6,0,0,0,4,11,2,16,20,3,16,0,0,0,0,12,10,0,1,5,68,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369215484920901,0.14246561007050784,0.0,0.0,0.2328658003767199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869237665585976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104202969039189,0.176516403731332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909513431715306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08945340774944897,0.4927385960265647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16953097540604234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20289204391341228,0.11476262252653432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940959562827854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364759614820651,0.34320726314667105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17200970503021118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18163335130616706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653616912459259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20088534242549147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18794399321906127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638307983472949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19245420385756445,0.0,0.17453337352465534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211877210678524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162708955895316,0.18719805752671967,0.0,0.0
anxiety,veraloe,2019/01/29,"just need some reassurance that nothing bad is going to happen In short, had someone call me at work that ended up being a wrong number. I laughed (friendly) on the phone and let them know and they replied asking why I was laughing and that they were going to tell my boss. I couldn’t tell if they were joking or not, but they didn’t laugh. Now I’m panicking :( ugh so dumb ",4.407599999999999,5.118930560000003,4.734666666666667,87.83400000000002,70.06666666666666,7.066666666666667,25.666666666666664,6.742157984588678,0.8728666666666665,292,8,61,2,5,92,60,75,0.202,0.629,0.16899999999999998,-0.7943,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,5,1,3,10,1,0,2,0,9,0,0,1,0,13,16,7,0,3,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,4,0,0,5,0,10,6,6,8,1,9,0,0,0,0,12,5,1,3,2,41,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397827621689675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21415775385043265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619041325706949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22717328569694856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981629061720804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29153742645220154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22681253704083304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095974694568658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262277566808498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901834788817603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461082881869663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173224520169792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44836570149534544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23144159289107605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186727179651686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804306567477649,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HappyMelonGirl,2019/01/29,"My bird is sick and it's set me on a 4 day panic attack So I want to rescue birds as a career eventually. I love any species of parakeet/parrot and I recently rescued a cockatiel (3-4 months ago) as my very first step to my career and she's had a variety of health problems  and came from a very problematic home but recently became much more ill. 

I already have a higher difficulty parakeet named Mango  (green cheek conure if anyone's wondering), and I've raised her from fledgeling level, I have the knowledge I need, so I don't think I did anything wrong, but for some reason I feel like its all my fault. 

She got pretty sick over the weekend, and has a vet appointment on Friday, but as soon as I saw how bad she looked I had a panic attack, and it's been non stop crying and blaming myself ever since. If anyone has any advice on how to calm down enough to act like a functional human again that'd be great. Support in general would be appreciated.",5.7959019514516905,5.645205801047123,6.688624464540697,78.03499286054262,66.90575916230368,9.249119466920515,29.92908138981437,8.841846274778883,2.2556345549738226,752,24,147,11,11,251,125,191,0.243,0.599,0.159,-0.9628,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,7,14,2,2,11,0,14,6,1,3,2,31,25,21,0,6,5,0,1,2,0,1,4,0,1,1,4,9,0,1,5,1,0,3,1,8,0,1,7,4,21,6,19,14,5,22,0,0,3,1,7,7,0,4,13,94,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13923405242332212,0.12630377441283822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723501728702718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19378848055414385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19925673324342802,0.0,0.11725247509560507,0.0,0.0,0.3241930232224563,0.0,0.0,0.11896847610787828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629641318803423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565123619173179,0.09189061478641712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14722441636608022,0.0,0.0,0.12888524701046325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204436577012803,0.1017908442022713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119711066943918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395774651358535,0.1570894928587446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15145419536753665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429234150273848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922130715067538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196509638064214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859768389895332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137296444242652,0.0,0.10474238768868414,0.10565033605675432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343493566788841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495780243397202,0.0,0.13633827478458954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649763691137288,0.28137220156883075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786452218817713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912329205406745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16168954565727955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912982147094404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351290128106725,0.08404095804613101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15451819366806294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121679027887273,0.15578426317691646,0.0,0.0
anxiety,emiIy1996,2019/01/29,"Those of you who are on medication for your anxiety, what do you take and is it effective for you? I understand everyone's different however I'm not having any luck with the medications I've tried so far. I'm going to visit my doctor too, just looking for ideas of things to discuss with him ",7.239080459770117,6.3909769310344835,8.632758620689652,67.60477011494254,64.17241379310343,13.250574712643678,36.574712643678154,12.45797560212912,4.782016091954022,234,10,44,8,3,82,47,58,0.073,0.873,0.054000000000000006,-0.0207,2,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,0,9,10,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,10,10,0,4,0,0,1,0,8,2,0,1,0,32,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18851152244323574,0.0,0.21206400986116306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896242451210887,0.0,0.2837350021323581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648849336572281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15754417652091224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31293504726032345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23278561537249934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5585175007439793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20842655452614692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184165240877098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18820661123225835,0.0,0.0,0.2885841869204126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wtf-am-i-here-for,2019/01/29,"Anxiety chest pains I told a guy I was seeing that I have herpes yesterday because we were getting to that point. 

He rejected me as soon as I told him. 

I’m so fucking tired of this and it makes me so stressed about the rest of my life in terms of relationships and finding someone and not being lonely and depressed. 

Right now I am very depressed and I have these chest pains and I have to go to work. 

I don’t know what to do, how I’m going to function today ... 

I hate this and it makes me wonder why I stick around... 

I have to work but I can’t think about anything but the rejection and the fact that I have what I have... ",1.0102935995302431,2.9870833587786265,2.5720610687022902,94.57028185554908,81.82442748091603,5.55748678802114,21.52730475631239,6.67199483983844,0.2877241338813854,484,15,110,5,13,158,75,131,0.182,0.8059999999999999,0.012,-0.9548,0,3,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,2,8,10,2,1,4,0,13,7,2,3,1,21,28,15,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,10,10,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,10,0,0,4,1,20,0,15,23,2,11,0,5,1,1,7,4,1,1,5,79,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075402396865846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14065334084504774,0.15215584217496608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419179683896723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944278488645435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621861004917909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15801362185497342,0.08929911800357769,0.0,0.1942765775901748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692385674165561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16874900714535976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939336590428295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072648944821067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22818206170352756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637437860184498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16157550109475352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18350508586979666,0.0,0.14596551838768368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620183153369447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482072756543973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19578931840953734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095192140003926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19644843602749373,0.16201303203232553,0.32664449745177304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14102764634372622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15422953109682033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18535642973023936,0.2488649079965927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,introvertedpotatogal,2019/01/29,"Feeling anxious-should I call out of work? Im 20 and I work m-f at a pizza shop

I called out yesterday because I was really anxious and wanted a mental health day. Now I’m sitting in bed with work in an hour and I want to call out again.

But now I’m feeling anxious because I already took yesterday off and I have work in one hour. 

Help I really don’t want to go ;(",-0.32393055555555605,1.6705999125000022,2.6266666666666687,92.06277777777781,87.375,5.555555555555557,22.63888888888889,6.937597516519254,0.7460972222222222,283,11,64,4,9,100,46,80,0.065,0.818,0.117,0.1813,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,14,12,5,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,8,1,0,2,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,2,2,8,0,12,10,0,19,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,8,35,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15940777844904405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4895732433817969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761147485051319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4425088267192145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316041055078754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607982999387492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820961237850904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15354707390818886,0.0,0.0,0.09682398372610744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845147513672223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15603432278917775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557492307859474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978852760409799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18508093081914165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049290106109249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25560684862725624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4206548117344778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Islandlifee,2019/01/29,Waking up from anxiety Can’t shake the feeling of being such a burden to everyone in my life when I mention that I’m anxious and it’s making me even more anxious and just ugh ,5.768918918918921,5.0068833243243285,7.252027027027029,76.01966216216219,67.10810810810811,9.562162162162162,34.71621621621622,8.841846274778883,2.9811729729729737,141,6,27,2,2,49,34,37,0.331,0.631,0.038,-0.8625,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,2,2,1,1,0,5,5,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,5,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665044737348817,0.7871249021325248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23009715195024386,0.0,0.0,0.3328854334633937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17614791061680998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460662284777349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325417544496196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,geo_metro,2019/01/29,"I want to ask out the girl I like but I’m afraid to to it I’m a 16 year old male who was professionally diagnosed with anxiety about half a year ago. I’m hoping I can feel less lonely all the time by asking out the girl I like, but I’m not sure if it’s a good idea. I’ve known her for a year and a half, and she’s one of the only people I know who’s nice to me. However, one of my friends claims her standards are “too high for me”, and I know her brother, who may not approve of this. Advice would be appreciated. Thanks.",0.5628205128205153,1.8226784871794912,3.0926581196581218,93.72873076923081,80.36752136752136,6.389401709401709,19.392307692307693,7.1686216300943375,0.02713743589743612,401,9,103,5,10,140,71,117,0.059,0.698,0.242,0.9737,1,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,2,10,0,1,9,0,6,1,0,0,2,23,18,6,0,4,5,1,1,2,1,2,1,0,0,3,6,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,2,0,4,1,1,13,8,14,14,2,9,0,1,0,0,14,3,0,3,8,63,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969977312321482,0.17870310152100727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15422074301053626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769309602550179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046161671812225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193322939149732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557529278475258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16908954915306346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21299773241491335,0.0,0.20023077604845535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22757786922033865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215842885991171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969796983605077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211541576579066,0.0,0.27321396245199914,0.153323195001815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13976160463447107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900022813320516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856029385247104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755251923555632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890681753144752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432083437959187,0.0,0.0,0.3894645392557528
anxiety,nanoissuperior,2019/01/29,How do you cure/treat anxiety? I’m currently doing nothing so something might be better than nothing ,4.788333333333334,8.024366722222227,5.6200000000000045,70.80000000000003,76.22222222222223,8.044444444444443,36.77777777777778,8.841846274778883,4.384244444444445,83,5,11,2,2,27,17,18,0.091,0.753,0.156,0.29600000000000004,1,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940505940410298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33995396752438783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4077677489632493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7376483270245072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959154552434448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,algorab-corvus,2019/01/29,"Taking Leave From Work Hey everyone,

I'm parked and waiting to go into the doctor's office to get my note excusing me from work for a while.

I've already informed the office, but I can't stop feeling sick about it. I feel embarrassed, I feel ashamed. I rollercoaster between ""I really need to take some time - I'm red lining"" and ""I can handle this, why am I being such a loser? I've handled way worse.""

I wish I could feel confident in this choice. When I'm sitting at the office trying to stave off a panic attack, it obviously seems like the right move. When I'm laying awake in bed at night... I feel like I've fucked up/everyone is going to view me as a weak person.

I don't have much else to say - just wanted to put my feelings out there to a group that understands. I have a solid plan to maximize my downtime and heal, I just struggle so much with the ""what if"" thoughts.

Anybody else taken time like this? ",2.452925675675676,4.237993735135138,3.972347972972973,87.17690033783785,76.51351351351352,6.7871621621621605,23.45439189189189,7.6454224807358475,1.0836013513513514,711,22,145,10,16,236,117,185,0.182,0.6920000000000001,0.126,-0.9206,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,4,8,11,2,4,11,0,9,5,0,0,1,28,33,10,0,5,4,0,6,3,0,0,4,1,1,1,7,6,0,2,10,0,0,4,2,8,0,0,2,9,18,3,23,29,3,21,0,1,2,1,6,8,1,3,10,84,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15547660302859168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16028372955938072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124899130340835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14420779823603191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23539252343540806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692545705079224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4274320103965677,0.1006524815467267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025135956329328,0.07360967612301372,0.0,0.1601430817505652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918311181235788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064965197810273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149744721394636,0.2071420337775356,0.10446881135229504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221655812904992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16530510537081491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302049266342165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14163426099739942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090258313267719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032005213326664,0.0,0.11204209243236853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282617767768656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779109456476852,0.0,0.14728975123106774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118648337092855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118516307499979,0.16430922452531865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565566749007584,0.0,0.0,0.14667238757562562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310109858307559,0.11183263230570603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713211604381555,0.0,0.16201757286486565,0.0,0.0,0.20514049506377954,0.0,0.1435798558084677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LaryngopharyngealVow,2019/01/29,I’m about to testify in court against the man who sexually assaulted me To say I’m anxious is an understatement. I could use some words of encouragement to keep my mind from running away with all of these anxious thoughts. ,5.867857142857144,7.425176738095237,6.165238095238099,75.79642857142859,67.33333333333333,10.361904761904762,37.80952380952381,10.504223727775694,4.2103238095238105,181,10,34,5,3,58,35,42,0.16399999999999998,0.774,0.062,-0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,9,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,1,11,5,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6991624225764238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290730804202116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470641376481757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750461342025617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31244805646305684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460805791423541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24566226384598036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672584049135536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ar___xx,2019/01/29,"Replying too fast and regretting it. I seem to have the opposite problem of most of the email anxiety posts on here. 

My issue is that when I receive an important or upsetting email, I cannot help but respond right away. I can’t handle the discomfort and feeling of urgency that I need to reply. I get so overwhelmed by the information(especially when something is upsetting or incorrect- for example a calculation for an amount owing that is blatantly incorrect) that I HAVE to respond immediately. 

The worst part is that I KNOW I need to take time before I reply to fully assess and formulate the best response, but I can’t help myself. I always reply quickly, and then regret it. Then I often end up having to send a few follow up emails within a few hours, as I obsess and analyze the original email and need to add things. I then spend hours anxious that I look absolutely crazy or stupid for sending so many emails. I feel sick every time I think about what the person receiving the emails thinks about me because of my multiple replies, and what they are going to reply. It’s a vicious cycle. 

I hate myself every single time for doing this, but I can’t stop. I am absolutely overwhelmed with the need to deal with the situation at that very second. The dread and embarrassment I feel every single time this happens is unbearable. I just don’t know why I can’t stop doing this. I am so reasonable in most parts of the rest of my life, but this is my one issue I can’t seem to fix.

I’ve tried drafting and trying to wait until later to send, but I always end up still jumping the gun. I’ve tried shutting off my phone, but then the obsessing becomes so out of control that I can’t take it anymore. I’ve tried breathing exercises and meditation, still can’t stop obsessing. I try going and doing something else, but everything is ruined by the nagging thoughts of needing to respond. All the things I know I should do, I just can’t seem to stick to. It becomes so intrusive that I can’t think about or enjoy anything else.

Does anyone else have this problem? 

Background: I have recently been diagnosed with Generalized Anxiety Disorder with Panic Attacks(have had issues for a long time, but never sought help until recently), Diagnosed with ADHD in teens, history of long term depression from 12-22(not currently depressed), some history of PTSD and OCD tendencies but no formal psychiatrist diagnosis for PTSD or OCD.

I do have a lot of stressful situations in my life that I literally have no control over(medical and insurance related), which contributes a lot to the anxiety. I have had some traumatic events in the last few years that have deteriorated my tolerance to stress(car accident, issues with house, surgeries, etc.). I have been having a battle for a few months with a company that has made huge errors over and over that I have had to fight to correct, which has pretty much created this email issue. 

I am currently seeing a psychiatrist and trying medications. Also referred and waiting for therapy.

Basically I’m looking to see if anyone else has this problem and has any insight. Thanks!",6.034703832752613,7.633464142857143,6.891602787456449,70.58876306620209,66.97909407665503,10.199303135888504,32.98954703832753,10.377213328947633,3.8122459930313592,2494,109,411,66,41,828,260,574,0.23,0.713,0.058,-0.9988,2,0,2,1,1,1,66.0,0,0,1,3,19,30,6,12,32,0,49,8,1,5,4,91,85,47,0,12,17,0,3,0,0,1,7,0,0,1,31,26,0,7,16,1,2,9,14,27,0,2,7,7,51,3,70,77,22,66,0,7,4,0,23,18,0,16,38,310,82,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768599294979897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05169343265489615,0.10757308109532428,0.0,0.0,0.043958137714524434,0.0,0.14835070284753987,0.07302599891582827,0.06410656235463763,0.09039706483496207,0.1324648106322265,0.053194084941301636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060732404107833475,0.0,0.0,0.039404590448688284,0.14278194526307744,0.0550047813689846,0.0,0.06783680486272839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14500089157922444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664209490222939,0.11135050122157608,0.13121863126298233,0.0,0.0,0.07408425546753994,0.0,0.056567827572324814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159972456480203,0.0,0.11450558607828284,0.0,0.07209186944865527,0.0,0.0,0.16338864402194245,0.0,0.05809521701596231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805338716799604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033772286102316765,0.0,0.07347400856849963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0571618762392881,0.0,0.0,0.06381966447380431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998262065121294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127316847105614,0.07458710483707102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33734236396122874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065751088730176,0.052691091760730335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913157852602743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441060865282116,0.10856442095295188,0.0,0.0,0.10991103594705323,0.0,0.06116493431443884,0.0,0.06553588943909774,0.0,0.0,0.07180164583044407,0.06511906777759091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0515958777067654,0.0,0.047518617096343516,0.23965263614681265,0.049855170782381435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043802455456922934,0.0,0.0,0.07584235669543134,0.0,0.1399999383951653,0.0,0.0,0.056442080627197536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06190826743232681,0.0657631973166437,0.0,0.1855582945365172,0.1511238808893505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646177605384834,0.12765049759648478,0.0,0.0,0.05520311239652257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302111207931954,0.17654038094370214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14531852050792995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952769275863542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032448686857598,0.16212846281099255,0.1480922325983013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720406549666544,0.0,0.0,0.05951280362423619,0.07392268610195367,0.0,0.08588929648204137,0.12425814425537535,0.0,0.051317781488222136,0.18846361077059426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633222212023497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05333564459691361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05832850274533837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04162672356297384
anxiety,Dollypeg_,2019/01/29,"Shaking during presentation Hi, I'm in my first year of university and one of my classes requires we do a couple presentations in front of our seminar groups. This is mostly fine as public speaking has never been a huge anxiety trigger for me however over the years I've noticed that even when I feel completely confident in a speech my legs always shake uncontrollably. I'm not sure if it's visible to anyone watching but it totally throws me off every time and sometimes causes me to mess up or makes my voice waver. Is there anything I can do to stop this? I try and move about but can never make it natural. Thanks for any advice x",4.2875609756097575,6.2213997479674825,5.707813008130086,76.04806097560977,71.84552845528455,8.822439024390244,29.37317073170732,9.3871,2.891072195121952,511,21,90,12,10,172,93,123,0.129,0.8009999999999999,0.07,-0.6566,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,0,0,2,4,7,0,3,4,0,8,1,1,4,4,21,14,9,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,6,4,0,2,1,0,0,5,3,4,0,2,1,5,12,3,16,13,2,22,1,0,1,0,6,7,0,3,10,63,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20700225352370344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17626330078928634,0.0,0.0,0.1440547462472723,0.0,0.1620528375814677,0.0,0.0,0.14811963055473093,0.0,0.17432177081385167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21761241743281995,0.0,0.0,0.22210447705437694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343908811055108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399147108879122,0.0,0.17847973001890746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710990457104896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801863451683409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828023907937981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22514658371585408,0.0,0.0,0.3267597013691225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24117501933403065,0.0,0.0,0.1435445615743084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20950976928347084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771031545313538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996515399663696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19502877670180305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352241945605527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382174241516688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27282898738397665
anxiety,evekdi,2019/01/29,"My life with anxiety, thank you if you take the time to read this I'm kind of scared to post this, but I really want to talk about it, so this is my story with severe anxiety.

My anxiety stems from a fear of abandonment, or more precisely my mum dying, which I got when my dad died when I was 7. For a few years I was perfectly fine. I'm guessing because I was young I didn't understand how I felt so I blocked it all out... But when I was old enough to fully get the grasp of everything, I fell into a really deep hole of anxiety. By the time I was in 6th grade, I had put on weight, lost all my friends and had become a shut in. I even forgot how to take care of myself properly. (Ate poorly, skipped school, never showered, etc) 

I had turned into an anxious mess. My relationship with my mum had gone sour as well, we were screaming at each other everyday and my older brother regularly had to come in to drag one of us out so we'd stop. 

My main problem was attending school though. My anxiety took such control over me that I could never bring myself to go, and I'd only ever end up going 3 days on average a week. This was the thing that actually made me and my mum almost become enemies, though she supported me, she hated the fact that I just wouldn't go to school. 

When I started high school (8th grade, new school) I thought it would get better. It actually did for the first term, I went for the first 4 weeks with no days off of anything, my mum was so happy. Quickly though, a friend of mine left me to become popular and I started to get sh*t talked by the popular girls behind my back and... Everything went down hill again. I didn't exactly get bullied, food was thrown at me but that's it. Anyway, though in high school I had learnt to take care of myself a lot more, by the time 4th term came around I almost never went. My friend at the school still despises me for it to this day.

By the time I had finished that year, I was close to giving up. I remember, three weeks before the last term ended, I had a crazy anxiety attack and stormed out of school, and actually didn't go back for the rest of the year. My anxiety was making me go psycho. During that meltdown I almost even broke a girls leg. (During my anxiety attacks, I tend to get dangerously dizzy, very angry and I cry, a lot.)

9th grade rolled around... And I didn't go to school at all that year, two days in total. The first day of the year I went, got there, freaked out and left after recess started. Second time was the third term, yet again I went there for the first day, my usual freak out happened and I left before the day ended.

Due to my irritating anxiety, school at that point had become a dream far in the distance. It was destroying my life, I was missing out on so many years worth of schooling. After that my mum and I decided to call it quits. She actually had a meltdown, crying about how she would prefer to have a relationship with her daughter instead of being enemies.

That changed everything for me. For the rest of that year we decided to just give everything a break and start fresh for year 10.

And guess what! The break helped my anxiety tons. I still of course have it, but right now it's the night before my orientation for my new school. I'm excited, of course anxious, but excited. The break helped me stupid amounts, and though I need to work on myself more, I feel amazing and like I can do anything. My relationship with my mum has improved drastically as well, she is my best friend.

I'm sorry for any typos, but this is my life and I wanted to share it. I hope you're all going to be okay! I'm so excited for year 10 and I genuinely can't wait to make my mum proud. My anxiety isn't gone but it has weakened a lot... 

Thanks for reading this!

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anxiety,Bunnyfloofy,2019/01/29,"Sexual side effects of medications? Hey there,  


This is pretty awkward for me to post here but I took escitalopram and clonazepam for quite a while and I've been having some 'problems' I've been off the meds for a while and was wondering how long it should take for things to go back to normal?",3.605789473684212,5.742156245614037,4.382315789473683,83.94821052631579,74.26315789473685,7.3670175438596495,23.68070175438596,8.238735603445708,1.3428343859649123,234,7,46,4,5,75,44,57,0.024,0.93,0.046,0.2869,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,3,0,6,1,0,2,0,11,10,7,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,4,0,2,0,9,5,1,9,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,4,34,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190507332523188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16190061542523335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521047689238051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164310992411917,0.2869808617908852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27911630498589485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27283080894815315,0.28981955184790026,0.0,0.27258620808482475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30299885735350024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141900017755652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18925781007196224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.316505801433355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089339993383478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DerniereVide,2019/01/29,"I (19M) finally gathered the courage to talk to a therapist I am a college student in India, and have been dealing with a myriad of issues for some time now, which includes resurfacing childhood abuse, conflicting sexuality, severe trust and financial issues and a lot more.

Since the past few months Ive been severely suffering from anxiety. Panic attacks in the middle of the day for no obvious reasons, sleep paralysis and nightmares almost every other night, didn't have the will to perform basic actions like brushing my teeth, taking a bath, even sometimes waking up was too much of a task. I'd started isolating myself from all my friends and would just sulk in my room all day. Its like there's a switch somewhere inside my brain- at one point I am all jovial, happy and laughing and then the next second my face drops, heart starts beating like crazy and I'm trying to hold back tears. 

2 weeks back, out of the blue, I had this window of clarity suddenly, and I finally decided to seek help. Since I'm a college student, I have a lot of financial constraints, and after looking up the hourly rates on Google, the fact that I can't afford a psychologist stressed me out even more.

But then I found out my college has a permanent student councillor and therapist, and every day I'd start walking to her room, only to tell myself this is a very bad idea, stop midway and go back to sulk in my room. This routine went on for 4 days, until I finally convinced myself today that I fucking need to go in and seek help, and I didn't stop, I continued walking until I reached her room, opened the door ,walked in and started talking. All the while my mind was still blaring like crazy- this is a bad idea! This is a bad idea! But while I was shaking inside as I told her about my problems, when I exited, I actually had a plan with me, as to how to tackle it all one step at a time! 

After a long long time, I think I finally made the right choice today.

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anxiety,ultimatepupper909,2019/01/29,"Anyone else panic when going high speeds? I have been looking through this sub and haven't found any similar posts, does anyone else have a panic attack when going fast speeds, specifically in a car or train?
The speed limit for cars where I live isnt too fast so I can usually handle being in a car that is going the speed limit, but if I'm with someone who's speeding I have a panic attack. This is most noticeable with trains for me though. I went on a short (20 min) train trip about 2 years ago, and I honestly nearly passed out from panic. My body just can't relax no matter what because of the speed. I googled how fast that specific train goes and it was about 180-200km/hr (110-120mph), so a lot faster than what I'm used to. I want to go on a 2 hour train trip with my friends soon and honestly don't know how I will cope if my body is in a state of full panic the entire way. 

Does anyone else experience this and happen to have some tips on dealing with it? I'm not on any medications but I'm considering it (for this reason and many others). I have my own coping mechanisms for regular anxiety/panic attacks, but I find it so much harder in this scenario because I can't just get out of the train/car and take a minute to breathe. Thanks for reading :)
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anxiety,plausiblewaffles,2019/01/29,"Anxiety about certfified mail I recieved a notice that I missed a letter, but it needed to be signed for and now I can't stop worrying about what it may be... My mom died nearly a month ago now and she had previously been staying at a nursing home, this is where the notice came from.

I'm really scared that they are sending me a bill or trying to sue me, I'm not even sure it's possible to ""serve"" someone with legal papers in the mail, but I'm not a lawyer so idk... The reason i'm scared of that is because I lowkey accused them of being responsible for a fall my mom had before she declined...  Can they even take legal action against me for saying something like that? I wasn't making a public spectacle of it all... etc

I'm just really freaking out about this. ",4.491483870967741,4.97518372903226,5.7569354838709685,81.39540322580649,69.7741935483871,8.52258064516129,27.112903225806452,8.548686976883017,1.814729032258064,598,18,120,9,10,201,98,155,0.161,0.748,0.091,-0.922,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,3,0,10,6,0,2,11,0,13,0,0,2,2,19,23,6,1,1,6,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,11,5,0,1,1,0,1,4,4,4,0,0,5,1,15,2,19,14,2,15,0,1,0,0,13,5,0,2,6,85,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14755042935601112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733599278987726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146812685651074,0.0,0.14163913569741365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19037774397761795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727518033958214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18563895402147676,0.21988110646768946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16696580407318734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081320466237386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110858573203196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38989518787617305,0.13286109574569535,0.0,0.0,0.12342269674243744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790153999318632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876506051090061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132679463415924,0.1711412768652537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237000610675148,0.3332967290531938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14103497973812154,0.12814355433689353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774166161198584,0.0,0.1391620556914455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568798635868679,0.0,0.12515184571741386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301057499840787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16904097307162227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Agn122,2019/01/29,"B12 causing anxiety? Hello everyone,

So recently I've been diagnosed with a B12 deficiency (140pg/ml). I have to supplement now. I have started taking a very low dose (merely 10mcg) and it makes me feel more anxious than usual. How do I deal with that? I have to take much larger doses but it terrifies me now. Any ideas?",1.6857786885245891,4.416646983606558,4.019815573770494,79.82349385245905,87.36065573770495,7.64016393442623,24.018442622950825,8.472884824447931,2.387932786885246,250,10,44,7,8,86,48,61,0.171,0.8290000000000001,0.0,-0.8455,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,3,0,9,10,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,0,5,9,2,6,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783872701580384,0.0,0.2006748411322781,0.2963480546368594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694759187711757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704414246214444,0.0,0.2662502854066926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25065894969541985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263737558858266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961284705254839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751012993396171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19283611240657675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25901033329066864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856721485335742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3944654799715033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889095126265459,0.21644229115327265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,celesteshine,2019/01/29,Advice for stopping skin picking I have a terrible skin picking compulsion from my anxiety. I have nearly ripped my toes to shreds but the compulsions are really bad. Does anybody have some suggestions for ways to stop doing this. Is it something I should seek counseling for? I take an antidepressant and meditate regularly. ,5.932606060606059,9.408590290909096,6.2213636363636375,66.78537878787881,73.36363636363636,10.93939393939394,34.62121212121212,10.504223727775694,5.277484848484849,266,14,37,10,6,85,44,55,0.22,0.78,0.0,-0.8931,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,7,3,3,2,0,8,8,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,0,7,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.345544472076329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705113652501725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952503252971203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094472753840349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22653219276408296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722269412771911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5912690803492302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26587138409846306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806798676111715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,existingstumble,2019/01/29,"I hate this All of my life I was controlled by unconscious anxiety. It ruined so much for me, made me perceive things different then they were and let me create defense mechanism that made me incapable of upholding friendships or be the person that I wanted to be. I'm a perfectionist but never had the strength or courage to give it my all. Instead, I told myself the things I wanted were impossible for me to achieve for me. I wasted years doing that. My friends and sister, in the meantime, worked hard to become someone while I struggled to handle little things like talking to people or not procrastinating everything.

Well, that changed when I moved out a year ago and started going to university again. I told myself what I would do - what I have to do to not disappoint myself and my parents again. This feels like my last chance.

Exams are coming up. I, of course, started to study too late. I was too busy procrastinating because I unconsciously was convinced it would be very hard for me to succeed - maybe not possible. It was hard already because I had to be completely honest with myself that rationally, I had no reason to think like that. Now, I can't help but constantly imagine that I'll fail every subject. What am I going to do then? 

I'm so stressed ugh. I hate this. But I guess this is how it is supposed to be.",4.588452380952383,6.467042051587306,5.2914603174603165,79.5674285714286,70.94444444444444,7.897142857142858,30.06031746031745,8.548686976883017,2.412989841269842,1055,44,190,18,20,341,136,252,0.172,0.684,0.145,-0.7762,2,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,6,11,19,3,2,6,0,27,1,0,5,3,34,46,17,0,4,9,2,4,3,1,2,1,0,0,1,22,7,0,2,5,0,0,4,6,9,1,0,13,4,37,10,27,25,3,24,0,3,0,0,10,4,0,4,19,151,59,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10683931719014864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300379947805954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220231064577336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14694346112346768,0.13311185945593634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750087327890713,0.10382275901463173,0.1263695612789851,0.1302461422699342,0.13518052485779095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592435952090686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154862918030748,0.0,0.1083212915784619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06094173259714882,0.08610403245141694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311834165138977,0.0,0.0,0.11561983582014722,0.1369957789020753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327733380043697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32390374698166835,0.2379895915358103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807862567402295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824504335070036,0.13595894718222876,0.0,0.0,0.12324633578173627,0.08513130950329871,0.17664922679602293,0.12079904356171292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22808985057862435,0.0,0.0,0.12108489581761588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810041195463634,0.0886007186526911,0.0,0.09295733398376907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13383022336437966,0.0,0.0,0.08355777981162281,0.1052389402596407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358753248476919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392113830598613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212156617173199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706183099063848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13806250094029598,0.12600028657886006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968744965918654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402170093919406,0.07722840402499265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23033614194542865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994468427292404,0.1421791013830843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836764305646084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774460188480987,0.0,0.0,0.17123688997965605,0.0,0.0,0.1552300066038829
anxiety,darkplaceguy1,2019/01/29,"Getting Anxiety cause my crush is mad at me We have this group of friends and we always tease her with the other guy friend but i think i got too far. I sent her a pm. She did said that im too insensitive, i apologize in some way like.

""Sorry. That was the last one. Won't happen again. Peace""

But there's no reply.  I think she only read the notification.


I apologize if i put this on the wrong channel cause i dont really know what else to do tomorrow once i see her. ",-0.9075757575757564,1.2163360202020217,1.7637979797979817,94.17236363636364,97.88888888888887,5.468282828282828,15.690909090909093,7.03164865440522,0.0012472727272725415,362,9,84,7,15,124,75,99,0.191,0.705,0.104,-0.8349,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,5,0,7,0,0,2,0,13,16,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,6,4,0,0,3,2,0,2,3,3,0,1,5,2,18,3,6,10,1,10,0,0,1,0,16,4,0,2,4,53,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16362957457791055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15043765068429113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4040299611768911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304737739023401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16427686673800326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038645009119284,0.0,0.1027421498236843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572799509638084,0.0,0.0,0.19471563256381627,0.17389803091763328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124170710857428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807437169176308,0.16029699700083622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607385645856527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094271391532996,0.13325596104350515,0.14956211986286871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19768879894598615,0.0,0.0,0.19670444399060094,0.0,0.1259798117993044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870603499121867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15670556769815355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22013494897391966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520123321475509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15609259092959893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150072463084156,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SufficientDeer,2019/01/29,"Constantly having to ""fight"" at work.  I  work  at a store in a pretty bad area at night. I am  the only guy that works in the front end and i work with the managers directly. The  store is in a bad  area with lots of homeless and people who steal. The problem is  that  since im the only  guy and most of the front end employees are women so they turn  to me to confront these people since  im the only guy (im not a strong or big guy but definitely the most capable out of those in the front end and have some sort of authority). We are  told not do anything as it can lead to dangerous situations. Right before new years this lady who was drunk randomly picked a fight with a cashier and she got punched (i didnt know that at the time) so they called me to the front. I heard screaming and yelling so i got in between them and she started punching me as soon as i got there. I never hit her because she was an middle-age woman i wrestled her and tried to get her out. Soon after it was the big story at work and got  a lot of people saying i should've hit her and that i got fucked up and was praised for defending the women at work. It was a mixed reaction of praise and ridicule. Now this has amplified my anxiety coming into work were i worry more about another confrontation like this than the tasks at hand. Now everyone comes to me whenever a shoplifter is trying to walk out and i dont want to be questioned as a man or labeled a wimp.  Tonight was another bad experience that i wont get into but now a lot of people are looking down on me and feel less than. I really want to protect my friends and coworkers but im really scared and i dont know what to do. (im  sorry but i don't know where to post this)",2.767749766573296,3.9162403221288535,4.275350140056023,87.96066293183941,74.35014005602241,7.753874883286648,25.26704014939309,8.285830014693849,1.3883045751633984,1333,43,295,22,27,445,170,357,0.16399999999999998,0.747,0.08900000000000001,-0.971,1,0,0,0,3,0,24.0,1,0,3,11,11,20,7,1,28,0,26,3,1,2,1,54,49,29,0,3,8,0,2,1,1,1,0,4,0,8,17,27,1,1,5,1,2,8,8,15,0,0,15,7,35,5,52,30,8,52,2,0,1,1,31,26,1,11,18,201,52,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614537889822634,0.058894342617223636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06335320164196986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19284114513799613,0.04693016088291981,0.0,0.06550970862995502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861166505101902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263383743959267,0.0,0.08319488821583881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804548441530046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20456115069808026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356375109177044,0.0,0.07530741718095668,0.0,0.0,0.038926608824940964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05947945858139981,0.0711726347018267,0.08044437473494834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078650615969073,0.0,0.0,0.30491433826519565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4157923134722685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12692904427057447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037611639061706933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06464913964932055,0.0,0.0,0.19635311042708603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05937661472993407,0.07435389099234194,0.0,0.07224646886452643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17565475177980502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134905504251952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373163678392293,0.07832278917513852,0.0,0.07366553419792286,0.0,0.0,0.08624232469334618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863884692711886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06574591732859768,0.0,0.06122263093954336,0.07707676095340113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12736779900865225,0.08653587651907771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861799094038156,0.05449133069453558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04489135642994301,0.0,0.0,0.07356375109177044,0.0,0.10453734843546583,0.08373903534005804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081708095184482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3923288285310385,0.07818336957451695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04957668158949796
anxiety,blinkblankblah,2019/01/29,"I had a panick attack, I keep throwing up. I can’t sleep right now. Anxiety doesn’t let me live during the day. Now it’s not letting me sleep either!? I just wanna punch it the face!!! It’s almost 1 and  I  threw up my dinner after an anxiety attack. I think for me the worst part is throwing up. Are there people who even after throwing up they still have that  sick feeling in their stomach and end up dry heaving? I’ve been pacing around the whole house. I’ve been trying to calm down and I’ve been trying to not think about negative things. I have meditation sounds in the background. I don’t have anymore meds so I’m just trying to cope without them. I can’t sleep because I feel nauseous. I hate this!!! LET ME SLEEP DAMMIT!!! Stupid brain!!! Stupid sick empty stomach!!! I’m not sure why I’m writing this. I think I’m starting to feel better. I’m going to try to sleep again. ",-0.016016330038674198,2.3370113798882706,1.663715083798884,95.39683605500645,94.41899441340784,3.6477009024495066,17.49914052428019,5.369823440869387,-0.5088643747314134,683,19,142,4,26,221,101,179,0.2,0.747,0.054000000000000006,-0.9785,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,3,1,11,9,5,0,7,0,16,12,9,0,1,22,32,4,0,1,7,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,8,4,1,1,6,0,0,5,9,6,0,0,5,4,20,3,21,24,4,24,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,1,9,92,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530025335347187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17616994922207702,0.0,0.1141920761213877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250272296105904,0.0,0.26198623143475985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019081708291287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183566095475806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285389737813071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425846377822072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198355770069976,0.0,0.0,0.07605163809659789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746610555953121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065439085104761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136810291482877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286091221225152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234542853092364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532281441387746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167441133097256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12789921507494215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468991500254553,0.0,0.07982646922524755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983324917353831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5761366269105631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149963591487902,0.0,0.09195428261217674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085220172102902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649666993242055,0.2213392037622761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127013316946463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038997035700574,0.1285543533675413,0.0,0.1109948706035459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Marcrodz,2019/01/29,"Heart beats hard once??? Help So i was lying down watching youtube then my heart felt like it stopped then beated out of my chest im shaking right now nervous. Coukd someone tell me if this is a symptom of anxiety. It just came out of nowwhere.
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anxiety,Unchainedboar,2019/01/29,"I am contemplating suicide I am unemployed at the moment I've been living on the little bit of money I had saved up for quite a while now and it's almost out and I can't seem to bring myself to get another job that I've applied to a few but the only kind of jobs I'm going to end up getting our terrible I don't want to be a McDonald's cashier for the rest of my life and that's all I'm qualified for I'm 27 years old and I have no training to be anything but a general laborer or a cashier or something like that and no matter what I do I can't pass test or study or do the kind of things you need to actually make something of yourself that and I'm so socially awkward and a messed-up person that I feel like I have no chance of ever being anything but alone so I don't see what the point of living is when I'm going to be alone and a failure forever and I really don't believe I'll ever be anything but a failure.as dumb as it is I think of the characters from big bang theory you know they were socially awkward and couldn't find girlfriend stuff like that they had phds in at least had a fulfilling career I feel like I'm those people but without the intellect or careers he said they were depressed as hell just being alone I mean I know these are they are TV characters but still it resonates with me.

I pretty much just spend all day thinking about suicide and the thought of that now I need to get a job is making it even worse when I have a job I have anxiety every night before I go to sleep and I can't get to sleep because I'm dreading the day of work ahead of me regardless of what I'm doing and it's getting worse now that I know my money is running out and I'm going to need to get one soon",4.2421955403087495,3.9671676927223736,5.744769664297969,83.91140100465573,70.18598382749326,8.901788777260476,29.5320999754962,8.575989854853784,1.9866215633423192,1358,47,300,20,22,464,167,371,0.192,0.748,0.06,-0.9946,6,3,2,0,0,2,3.0,1,2,4,3,15,14,2,3,21,0,34,3,2,2,4,58,72,32,2,6,14,0,2,4,1,0,1,1,0,1,20,17,0,0,11,1,3,7,11,7,0,1,8,4,35,7,43,57,7,36,1,1,1,0,13,11,2,7,22,203,55,11,0.0,0.0,0.08706845814422046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893436186379566,0.27722334266489823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355775191690094,0.06825510049189967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22026797239222248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05438931321440591,0.0,0.07592192300699856,0.10052339876135122,0.0,0.0,0.0974080502466319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508248551896336,0.0,0.0768473573581196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902480542363004,0.0,0.0,0.058930733916637425,0.16141403131500345,0.07517394999074546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022732843538668,0.12748139057616262,0.0,0.0,0.08154790654983929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796909841015613,0.0,0.2028292043970779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3541589419468912,0.0,0.0,0.1858233675684368,0.14710334281743367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06302061243864318,0.1743587645086367,0.08942455779993022,0.15757050946531356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911365386166875,0.0,0.0,0.09718964722066424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06558893061289221,0.1984724440725299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372943432924959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936241862525107,0.0,0.0604595922018002,0.06785786320503619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0618557671491911,0.07790579642498452,0.0,0.0,0.08434426512865811,0.0,0.0,0.09077153438489244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489929517688486,0.0,0.0,0.057158328883754765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487119363556671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109891853685096,0.08122497036346507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17857421672874774,0.1819025577218324,0.0,0.13737594512003815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125334176537453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213861403815107,0.19519024527227427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05927557925274954,0.11434057217516252,0.0,0.07083283594752521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052625844107277116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600747267719631,0.0,0.06495516844776568,0.0,0.1818510522136613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0574564760139879
anxiety,AcneB0y,2019/01/29,"At what point should I be worried The last couple weeks I’ve been extremely anxious about school and life, I’ve gotten to a point where my stress and anxiety is taking over everything and I’ve completely lost my appetite for everything.

As of today I’ve only eaten a sandwich and I don’t plan on having dinner or anything else to eat. 

I’m getting worried because I’m starting to loose weight and this isn’t good for me because I do high intensity exercise like rowing and I need to be eating and getting calories.

I’m not sure what to do any, advice helps me.",3.7583829365079353,5.4985467232142895,5.0669047619047625,80.90031746031748,72.83928571428571,7.477777777777778,29.408730158730158,8.167268648758528,2.2212468253968263,451,19,82,7,9,150,72,112,0.161,0.768,0.071,-0.7934,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,1,3,0,10,8,0,0,1,12,21,9,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,7,6,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,1,8,3,13,14,0,11,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,1,5,47,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158559617725022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034307650098618,0.0,0.12412925724613096,0.1833087979581928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133527016594668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978256570652213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17012762120836197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17953876285730966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320671203128743,0.13554828434341729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916595337666286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16954940053203518,0.0,0.0,0.1360968682599264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876015985527387,0.17143770548406084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226441044506956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460977651235656,0.07927255170981203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771271010524717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031451075450478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340683842301775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067782746765886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16421684282237226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484920460743675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858694817432735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529291170332818,0.0,0.12200011411950082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15380450038911736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13015602490742165,0.1975902425326319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295679402471627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yieldguy89,2019/01/29,"I’m sick of struggling through every day of my life I’m sick of being anxious and constantly feeling upset

I’m sick of having to medicate myself to get through the day

I’m sick of being told I’m disliked 

I’m sick of feeling left out, and being angry 

I’m sick of feeling every day feeling like I don’t exist 

I’m sick of the dreams I have where I’m invisible and I can’t make a connection with anyone

I’m sick of the loneliness

I’m sick of feeling like a failure to my parents 

I’m sick of working, going home and going to bed by 9 because I’m have nothing to do

I’m sick of being unable to connect or make friends no matter how hard I want to 

Im sick of having an great idea for a life change, only to loose interest in a few weeks
.
I’m sick of doctors giving me websites to look at to “ help my anxiety” when it’s obvious I need more help.

I’m sick of my childhood haunting me everyday of my life.

Those days as a teenager I was stuck in my room and couldn’t leave the house as I had no where to go or no one to see

I didn’t want people to see how so I would keep the curtains closed on summer days and hide from the world

All those years my parents stayed downstairs and never really took time to spend time with me. 

What’s the point anymore, I’m sick of it all.",1.8350574335411882,3.0337488447653453,3.9320068920249414,89.29782655070562,76.79783393501805,6.480406957663276,25.226288152280933,6.980632752743323,0.9468425992779784,998,35,222,10,22,343,128,277,0.28,0.602,0.118,-0.9943,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,2,13,0,16,20,0,4,4,34,55,15,0,5,2,2,6,2,1,1,20,0,4,0,5,11,0,1,6,1,1,4,8,2,0,1,6,9,20,5,45,43,4,32,0,0,3,0,7,12,0,2,17,123,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797116825907186,0.1299120728368897,0.11404453922688032,0.08040745929827478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07010013009720346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164988814097047,0.0,0.0,0.12426917738258045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3708126068345035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177026673687594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19377717286108906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907256539860318,0.16430547723839314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884516281692194,0.0,0.060080351616271926,0.1103140687015602,0.19606361216170126,0.0,0.0,0.12678283737388074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301329336144424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15415798877359468,0.0,0.1153497649943422,0.0,0.0,0.1326892550618169,0.0,0.12981581228574218,0.12421476815533905,0.0,0.0,0.1022131975810596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217635273644933,0.12494284143430287,0.0,0.2436739610963249,0.11236189017005037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656717588068256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15352064842482027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584577002423052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526763395196546,0.08869154375336426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034119027088454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779238609294941,0.08745918559477865,0.0,0.0,0.25537757167426706,0.0,0.0,0.07972333291518993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870782528847818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366899955318212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832728947893248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256979858310707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202181630122552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341094880893214,0.0,0.0,0.10988303523690293,0.12776412355643627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565453580385198,0.0,0.09224237557757263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083718022706492,0.0,0.0,0.08168943465220546,0.0,0.0,0.07405326902419128
anxiety,purpleeclipse19,2019/01/29,"Class in <6 hours. Class at 8AM. Tomorrow is a big day with class 8-12, a meeting 12-1, and lab 1-4. 
Just learned that my SO has thought about breaking up with me, but hasn’t. Should be thankful but I’m crying so much I can’t breathe. 

anyone else in a similar situation? ",-0.3149014778325139,1.8160563275862105,1.8828078817733989,96.32155172413796,89.17241379310344,5.383251231527094,23.802955665024644,6.868970318607317,0.7048541871921183,209,9,50,3,7,70,45,58,0.075,0.833,0.091,0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,6,1,1,0,0,9,9,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,7,6,1,9,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,27,4,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24551996914261665,0.35977668388109285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38570250192180505,0.22645137797471465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933261007047739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34579472718251225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581227482218387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3946875790281032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232755783849716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787599387316131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,porepolice,2019/01/29,"Please help This is the first time I visit this sub and I see that top post meme. 

I feel nausea if I don’t eat after some time, I’ve been having this for a decade.

I also spent my childhood afraid of balloons and hating fireworks, that popping loud stuff freaks me out.

Speaking to strangers on the phone feels bad, I literally force myself mentally and it always feels terrible. I never realized how much I hate and try to avoid until a few days ago.

If I feel “bad” my stomach shuts down, at my worst I went three days without eating.

All of these got so much worse after a specific day, a day when someone broke my trust and I found out. Things got even worse when this person broke my trust again, and again, and again (over different things).

My hands sweat by default, I have terrible hard time looking people in the eye, the bad feeling comes from my chest.. almost like this horrible internal chill from my stomach going up. 

I feel that this is not who I am now, I feel very irritated constantly (still live around the person who crossed the boundaries), it’s like I’m always ready to snap.



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anxiety,Lovelifepending,2019/01/29,"I really reallt need help On average I have a proper nights sleep once every 8 days, the other 7 days consists of me going to bed at a respectable time but waking up half way through the night and not being able to get back to sleep. During the week i work a  entry level tv and film job which means I have to get up early,and on the weekend I work in a bar which means I don't get to bed until really late/early in the morning. That's a big part of the problem, whatever time go to bed after finishing the weekend job,that's the time I wake up in the middle of the night during the week,E G if I got to bed at 4 AM after finishing the weekend job, I'll wake up at 4 AM during the week. 
I can't quit the weekend job because i need the extra money.
I can't take sleeping pills because I've been previously addicted to them.
I've already tried meditation 
I've already tried exercising before bed 
I've already tried warm milk
I've already tried magnesium and melatonin capsules.
I've tried nearly every herbal remedy known to man from every continent imaginable. 

I'm at the stage now where the lack of sleep is really affecting my anxiety and depression, today I woke up and felt like punching a glass window.

It's getting really bad, can anyone please help!!
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anxiety,battlingtsundoku,2019/01/29,"Hypersensitive! Anyone else feel like they are too sensitive for their own good?.. Every little thing impacts and affects you.. and it's like you insert yourself into other people's reality and end up feeling all the more shitty. 
You notice even the minute changes in ppls behaviour and tones and then project everything and then end up feeling more pathetic.. and it's the worst when you get hurt by ppl the most close to you..
I am not even making sense.",4.98,7.212943666666671,5.104285714285716,79.84071428571428,70.66666666666666,7.6571428571428575,27.47619047619048,8.418075326091056,2.0683047619047623,364,13,63,6,7,114,61,84,0.126,0.7879999999999999,0.086,-0.7707,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,5,2,0,4,5,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,2,1,17,7,10,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,8,3,7,7,6,11,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,1,7,45,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15910769831724944,0.2331510560238061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407168920841149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900881663617372,0.0,0.4030821195056539,0.0,0.0,0.3005882140905472,0.0,0.1917200234245753,0.0,0.2045065573650325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451671527829539,0.16256120099095622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888507040491912,0.0,0.0,0.1908574812320056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24359613544056385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223380999667512,0.22806408760276056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518908645305804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590662836123995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15775397099990005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15117358399075018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hughes33,2019/01/29,I found something that really helped my anxiety today! Theanine 200mg really helps with my Anxiety! It’s a natural supplement that you can buy at your grocery store...it has no side affects and it’s all natural. It really calms me down. Best of luck to you all.❤️❤️❤️ We’re strong and we’re GOING TO GET THROUGH THIS! Stay Strong! ,-0.4847532467532432,1.7252043428571469,2.5689610389610387,87.97876623376624,98.42857142857143,7.116883116883116,20.649350649350648,8.00094639256281,1.6840000000000006,264,10,55,8,11,93,50,70,0.077,0.59,0.334,0.9665,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,7,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,7,5,7,4,2,6,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,1,28,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4186147472963075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871319755813771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999941867502349,0.0,0.0,0.1429475230751262,0.0,0.15549624777321666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667838497047044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5258358546638987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21063479555583187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.291626940254573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593459168766276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SageLukahn,2019/01/29,"""What is a slice of bacon?"" or ""How anxiety can manifest in the most random of places."" About an hour ago I had a problem at a grocery store. This problem might sound stupid, and it probably is. But I was at the grocery store and I asked my girlfriend to give me an idea of a dinner I could make for myself. It's a LDR so I can't ask her to come over and cook for me. XD Anyway, I'm not a cook really at all, but do minor dabbling sometimes, and I don't know how to read recipes **at all**. Anyway, we thought a slow cooker recipe might be an easy beginner recipe.

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Step one Item one made that not happen. The recipe she sent me asked for 5 ""slices of bacon"". I don't buy bacon, not a huge fan of it on its own. This might sound stupid but in terms of a specific quantity of bacon, I don't know what a ""slice"" is. I have no idea what kind of package to buy. There are 40 varieties in all shapes and sizes on the shelf, not to mention the different flavors. I don't know how to describe this problem to my girlfriend other than asking ""what is a slice of bacon?"". She, understandably, doesn't really know how to tell me what package to buy. Thus I get severe anxiety from the decision and the social situation.

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It was late at night, so there weren't many people around, but there were enough that I just... couldn't. I couldn't have the conversation. I got significantly less than I should have at the store and just kinda... I don't know. Tried to disconnect myself from the conversation. I feel like an asshole for having to ask that of her, like I've made her mad or disappointed or whatever. She said I did this ""down trodden thing"" or whatever. Cause yeah, I feel like shit. I feel anxious, and I feel like a jerk for having to be such a hassle to her.

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I told her I was sorry that I have these problems. 

""Sometimes I wish I was 'normal'"", I said.

""What is normal?"" She replied. A valid question, normal is kind of an illusion. But there was one thing I am sure of.

""Not this.""",1.5182073473340196,3.701755833746901,3.0007347334019268,91.0558112933487,81.2332506203474,6.11533014585729,21.24366035223628,7.313800181584829,0.6194462143678514,1543,46,331,22,41,504,174,403,0.129,0.799,0.07200000000000001,-0.9634,1,0,0,0,0,0,90.0,1,0,0,0,17,17,5,0,29,1,41,4,1,9,4,73,71,23,0,12,16,0,4,4,2,4,0,4,0,0,24,11,3,0,15,3,6,3,16,10,0,3,17,9,46,7,49,45,9,27,0,1,0,0,28,17,1,11,11,238,70,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710631257133713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24607313266350414,0.2759629954119409,0.0,0.0,0.1158254702617158,0.08552305958182678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06739189142357556,0.35386132950963384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776803220515655,0.0,0.06521159720680908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06044283926688851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909372366463033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.078221634695587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15311123522156694,0.16224712776066275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039551793599866825,0.07262140049233579,0.0,0.0,0.0605467587411113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694408320324992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455239546489577,0.0,0.0,0.1709193796440478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15766645114517233,0.2080224742193651,0.0,0.08539649865266857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479390239551498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14326438253098545,0.050532468905955016,0.07675115521128642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409273722193509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104231798093767,0.22251916631720414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15389532756096685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05248306182850401,0.0,0.07909372366463033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816208456359247,0.2897509255179169,0.0,0.0,0.08480490120242133,0.0,0.07572367895984351,0.0,0.09699480734220584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440221440400528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552305958182678,0.07770823932060637,0.0,0.08509356032272533,0.0,0.07716987132866554,0.0,0.0,0.1497447864156172,0.08474352620492466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134936311576512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06616792708637673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005876746573703,0.0,0.0,0.060099878796359925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233764471910656,0.0,0.05139749848786691,0.0,0.0,0.0788096933139081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705493542443521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759629954119409,0.0
anxiety,Verifiedvenuz,2019/01/29,"I want to play horror games, but my low tolerance for horror makes it hard not to turn the game off, any advice? Manlybadasshero makes them seem very interesting ",6.933793103448273,8.516646689655175,5.527068965517246,81.26232758620691,64.86206896551724,8.558620689655173,24.84482758620689,8.841846274778883,1.6321586206896552,130,3,23,2,2,38,26,29,0.282,0.484,0.233,-0.4607,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,5,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,4,5,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36822255855024505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25624941918037103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33755525265791725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5030583876725496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34304129967542346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40987018992275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31091462605464176,0.22225724279484274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TigeyCK,2019/01/29,"Anyone else just feel like, a void sometimes? I try all of my techniques to clear my anxiety, but sometimes I just dont want to do anything. I try to pass the time until bed with video games and reading and such, but I end up getting bored super quick and just want to sit doing nothing, and I just get antsy and feel the need to do something, but I also dont want to do anything.",9.384261603375528,5.1064625316455725,8.869873417721518,78.37248945147681,62.92405063291139,11.039662447257383,38.991561181434605,6.42735559955562,2.7655282700421937,296,10,64,1,3,95,47,79,0.101,0.7859999999999999,0.113,0.5995,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,2,21,14,10,0,4,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,8,2,10,14,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,43,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15221017427248776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14560512605548148,0.0,0.0,0.13308608352736018,0.19501985915607006,0.3132576237772502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44614048077576013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15899978350223068,0.0,0.16857958851856206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924773597255627,0.1359747755903832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19888350566818355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929876657648866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14113038209820827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18263077820212087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903856862470639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652854996944822,0.3764907399543521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098539046892814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584488275109869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33679209069184113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxiousbeanthrowaway,2019/01/29,"Does anyone else feel extremely guilty when they take a much needed mental health day? I've been stressed out of my mind the last two weeks and tonight it all just came to a head. I had a panic attack, broke down, and then spent a solid 20 minutes just sobbing. I'm obviously not doing great.

My boyfriend, while calming me down, told me I should call into work tomorrow and take a day to relax and calm down, along with handling a few of the things that have been stressing me out. I agreed that would help a lot.

But now all I can think about is how guilty I feel about calling in to work. Unless I'm like deathly ill, I never call in because I hate being a burden. I work in an office, so it's not even like we're gonna be short handed or anything, other people will just have to run the errands that I usually do.

But I'm just so out of my mind now worrying that everyone at work will hate me for calling in, or they'll somehow know I'm not actually sick, just stressed. Does anyone else get like this? Any advice for accepting the fact that this is what's best for me, regardless of what happens at work?",4.728684707363122,4.90954159471366,5.236655129011961,86.39776431718063,69.17621145374449,8.071617369414728,27.668030207677788,7.7094869923839395,1.4093765890497163,870,26,186,9,14,279,133,227,0.179,0.695,0.126,-0.9362,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,6,15,19,3,4,13,0,17,5,2,1,5,43,36,15,1,4,13,0,3,3,0,6,3,0,0,0,13,11,0,0,5,1,1,2,4,10,0,1,6,3,19,9,29,22,6,29,0,2,0,0,8,14,1,4,16,124,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.10035457926492224,0.0,0.0,0.10049162857492336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993303603179407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143812761890116,0.21073837192669384,0.0846265117743878,0.0,0.0,0.11699251838624053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06268879408773696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792162647007378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4200343992488673,0.11761871989593164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132643378109294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17998760318495466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17181509440606088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06792320817466775,0.0,0.0,0.0982656517206172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399547409387803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05372835665167415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133787223357424,0.0,0.0,0.09093887408624804,0.0,0.0,0.2030615093008769,0.10554095808285226,0.10931146858179784,0.0,0.0,0.06892981797471066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05651680831212354,0.08382629952588262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15072364458693507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874287769774808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363602656419488,0.0,0.20767314710783386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07559740549430982,0.07625271365047774,0.07931463060009315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065766520780735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129458382143318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534000748251857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15464202462264656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683206748273984,0.06589412663390885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982656517206172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045730839353388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326099299877572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824900507421003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743346752425737,0.10443648741306844,0.0,0.07305281945917598,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mavatwo,2019/01/29,"dealing with breathlessness/panic attacks on the edge of sleep Hi all,

I’m going through some bad existential anxiety right now, and lately i’ve been having a really intense fear of heart attacks, and have been experiencing some breathlessness or shortness of breath which, while probably just due to anxiety, end up making me more anxious. I’ve also had a problem where right as i’m about to drift off to sleep my body goes into a panic mode and I almost jolt up, and it takes me about ten minutes to finally calm down. I’ve gotten an average of about four hours of sleep every night for the past couple of weeks because of this.

Does anyone have any advice with dealing with either of these? Thank you so much !",6.963944444444442,7.3590221629629635,6.986805555555558,75.02687500000003,64.4074074074074,9.712962962962962,31.689814814814817,9.516144504307137,2.8790925925925914,572,20,100,10,8,183,94,135,0.172,0.784,0.044,-0.9543,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,8,8,2,2,6,0,6,6,6,1,1,17,13,9,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,0,2,4,1,5,2,27,9,6,22,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,4,10,67,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389667329989955,0.0,0.0,0.14240355864956464,0.0,0.0,0.11372591320738415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670821026443764,0.0,0.2175817222138086,0.1606577081082544,0.0,0.09943708728200946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235705958002116,0.0,0.0,0.11874006514092975,0.08669037444770253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15796412276148195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15735352846416714,0.0,0.0,0.2932261493024049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444961610053107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259565449158274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198187196760648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16002666982651925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578496351572513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082166623798735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16852046467980514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400489768249067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16041995949502622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492680312395524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454128979422364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13345518789110988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685371491133028,0.0,0.0,0.13575628555602212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15332727872275198,0.13607651504625848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110387024385512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24289446634725556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4269404631171189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692481180229396,0.0,0.0,0.13092858400180035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140729135263672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Narwhalinspace,2019/01/29,"Can you get anxiety feeling without the thoughts? Sometimes I feel anxious but idk about what. Like right now, feel nervous but for seemingly no reason. Is it because I'm tired?",3.470625000000002,6.592624812500002,3.3862500000000004,85.03375000000003,82.125,5.7,36.125,7.1686216300943375,2.9694750000000005,142,9,23,2,4,43,29,32,0.34700000000000003,0.542,0.111,-0.8229,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,9,9,2,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,2,1,3,8,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253939776576656,0.33285222217609184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17960597170197484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4469269615658225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393395015492725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439431455995797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029325196193693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516155739738394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682234591028124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29140026772565203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23390625063807954,0.0,0.3386381011989177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840163773152293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,decentish,2019/01/29,I can’t stop thinking about my boyfriend getting in a car accident Please make it stop lol,2.4333333333333336,5.084441222222225,2.342222222222226,94.30000000000004,81.22222222222223,5.822222222222222,31.222222222222214,7.1686216300943375,1.8620222222222225,74,4,15,1,2,22,17,18,0.332,0.442,0.226,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23067271974986703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947138669901301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4846495306016834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7382505555427648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829041934918789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spiderlegyoungboy,2019/01/29,"Feeling mindfucked Does anyone feel mind fucked due to anxiety/constant worrying to a point where it impairs your ability to be rational? Example I'll be worrying about something else that probably won't happen with a deep sense of confidence that it probably will and see on the news that police are looking for someone that did something even though knowing for a fact that you had nothing to do with it start to think., did I do that? I don't know . I have another good job starting soon and I'm 23 and don't have time to fuck up because of anxiety but I don't really feel like I have control of my thoughts at all thus making me need to be drunk 24/7 ",5.716153846153849,6.123992423076924,6.269038461538463,79.05971153846156,67.07692307692308,10.192307692307693,35.480769230769226,10.125756701596842,3.5818461538461537,525,25,101,12,8,171,86,130,0.127,0.818,0.055,-0.8456,1,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,5,4,2,0,4,0,17,3,0,3,2,21,34,5,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,5,1,1,7,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,5,9,2,18,25,1,11,0,0,2,2,2,6,2,0,6,66,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709061881617629,0.12468468735792004,0.0,0.0,0.1139643717624064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993554249408072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828038946174269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263111181793126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361548101568796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765144408571672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472335288358781,0.11643801864908325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013578999909399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13670584877289174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441289565377873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617395499875517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17914689819332869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962726552374133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686811681597205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087951565873398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164570511205047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120852871360544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563905207113952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15407549402477722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514553266050713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441371143564457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987961874447107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13809844310238273,0.2509508687899965,0.0,0.0,0.2307262201914188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443555420211972,0.16013400075353673,0.129393553612014,0.0950390902216044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33104262850321675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HiDefcan,2019/01/29,"I’m uncomfortable at my boyfriend’s apartment... I (17F) have been dating my boyfriend (18M) for over a year. We are very close and have a very good, strong relationship. A couple months ago he moved into an apartment with three of his teammates who are all nice guys. They can be loud, but they are all sweet to me and I enjoy hanging out with them. However my boyfriend shares a room with one of them, and the others are always hanging out in the living area, so I feel as if I never have any “space to breathe”. My anxiety and sensory overload always gets really bad when I go over to his apartment, and I was hoping someone could advise me on how to solve this besides going to my car every 15 minutes to calm down. I do not want his roommates to know that I am feeling anxious, and I feel bad for taking my boyfriend away from his friends when he is concerned about me. Any general advice could be greatly appreciated, no matter how small! I am new to this subreddit and hopefully am joining a community that will benefit me greatly. 
(I take 10mg Lexapro, and 7.5mg Buspar twice a day)",6.351338028169013,6.134525788732398,6.622640845070425,79.19621478873242,65.76056338028171,9.353521126760565,34.181924882629104,8.841846274778883,2.7503586854460096,855,35,167,12,12,276,135,213,0.102,0.7040000000000001,0.193,0.9678,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,4,1,6,15,0,0,9,0,20,1,1,2,3,35,33,16,0,6,3,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,6,16,0,0,4,0,0,6,3,2,0,3,2,5,30,13,28,26,2,33,0,0,0,0,17,18,0,3,9,116,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14630474942227015,0.13271783550747224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24915823490168745,0.0,0.0,0.20362960493454269,0.0,0.11453546708760635,0.16914109744311456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066696291272726,0.0,0.25002006022482137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23907863484228564,0.16566244349161208,0.0,0.09655707879355807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614564205399148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271089442093852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156733782566451,0.0,0.07822257304679714,0.0,0.17017876684090374,0.12557811688506632,0.0,0.3301338787395722,0.0,0.14824643846478394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974116842175626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228225172096645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322055917490269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950515581336978,0.159128772528345,0.0,0.0,0.11547337146412047,0.1446006060367894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145421489169447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591453018847748,0.0,0.0,0.16074335676343252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685735530135986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22514176537302769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24706952575495825,0.08830879439437454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641483596161356
anxiety,planetsoup,2019/01/29,"Severe anxiety blackouts? Not sure if I put the right flairs on this, so I apologize if I didn’t. First time posting here, long-time lurker. 

So, recently I kind of figured out that in situations where I am severely anxious, I kind of... black out? Not fainting or anything like that, but like I’ll think back on the situation/conversation an hour later or even minutes later and won’t be able to recall anything that was said or done. It’s very short periods of time and up until today I just figured it was my shitty memory. But I had another “episode” (idk if that’s what I should call them) today and started putting some things together and realized it was happening only when I felt myself getting super anxious but had to continue being around people or talk to someone or just couldn’t be by myself and let it pass. 

It doesn’t happen when I have panic attacks, and it doesn’t happen for long periods of time. Has anyone else experienced this? I tried to do some research about it but could only find things pertaining to fainting due to severe stress/anxiety. Thanks ahead of time for any info/experiences you guys can share. ",6.599323792486582,7.0782237302325575,7.105581395348839,73.57590339892666,65.18604651162791,10.15026833631485,33.282647584973176,10.035473477838034,3.368881932021467,902,36,158,19,13,296,130,215,0.122,0.795,0.084,-0.7459,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,1,3,12,10,1,1,3,0,22,2,0,0,1,37,31,23,0,6,16,0,1,2,0,2,2,1,0,1,16,9,0,0,6,0,0,3,7,2,0,1,9,4,17,8,24,14,2,36,0,0,1,0,8,10,0,10,24,115,33,1,0.1086452900606114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388252284696001,0.11392405958589932,0.16622669904226356,0.24547650623234,0.0,0.07596731293919724,0.11131993877347528,0.17881163308245798,0.09671734229304782,0.0,0.12359970198727062,0.0,0.08354152178308077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109389884235283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674442356568551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111818525710298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075919878651613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175918942689967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627594107594432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431651631484333,0.0,0.09929982684001387,0.09241362822408393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05676267988768876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757591834817602,0.2882240135820546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699372578260287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262747016209013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109717003058413,0.0,0.10615720167607726,0.0,0.0,0.19229532567148944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16525927767073312,0.0,0.12747183895067604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532096441025071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405215554600936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184370490827692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727411686939947,0.0,0.0,0.09278248408398264,0.1033465503687252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682147593485101,0.0,0.0,0.12212185808733728,0.0,0.0,0.0920548017010638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689969549913983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445281269031218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10239690011793247,0.0,0.0,0.08732496874027626,0.0,0.10002598613274406,0.0,0.0,0.14435820622917386,0.06961551496630128,0.0,0.0,0.2534077693464845,0.0,0.20596606283426716,0.0,0.0,0.07376302028701373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964374255524445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mthrowawayasdfghjkl,2019/01/29,"finally getting help I went to the doctors on January 17th! I honestly am extremely proud of myself for doing this too and it may not be that big to people, but this was a huge step for me. It’s like the start of finally getting help. I’m 15, and I’ve always thought I had anxiety, but just never went due to my parents telling me nothing was wrong + a teacher even telling me nothing was wrong with me.  I don’t know it’s just so many people have made me doubt myself and made me there was nothing wrong with me, despite feeling deep down something was. But I finally just kept pushing it to my dad to take me to the doctors, he got pissed at me for asking and told me all these bad things of how the doctor is going to yell at me because nothing is wrong with me, and how it’s just all so stupid. Honestly, I don’t blame him for this because my parents grew up in a different time where mental health issues, weren’t very talked about or I guess “important”. But so he did end up taking me because I just kept being pushy about it. The days leading up to the doctors appointment where just filled with being scared and excited at the same time. Mainly excited that I will finally get an answer to this whole entire thing, and basically scared that I am going to get an answer to this whole entire thing. So went to the doctors, literally my hands shaking like crazy, and just regretting going and wanting to leave. But so I talked to my doctor and it was just such a rollercoaster of emotions. I remember he asked me how I feel sometimes when the anxiousness becomes too much and what I think about. I honestly couldn’t answer him because I knew the answer but just couldn’t even bring myself to say it. So he asked me if I feel like I just don’t want to live, and man I just started crying and had to say yes. That was so extremely tough for me to admit because I wish I didn’t feel that way, and I hadn’t told anyone about how I’ve felt. But so anyways my doctor ended up diagnosing me with anxiety, but I just really admired the way he went about this. He told me that what I feel is real and it’s not just nothing, and that just made me feel good because it’s like wow I’m not just crazy! He referred me to a psychologist and so I’m going to go for my first appointment on February 18, and I’m beyond proud of myself for finally getting help despite being afraid for so long. I just wanted to share this because I’ve been feeling happy and proud of myself for finally taking a step I’ve always been too afraid to take. :)",5.399370946822308,5.271033826848253,6.17487937743191,81.30809079118029,67.73540856031128,9.187963683527887,30.75201037613489,8.841846274778883,2.3088567574578467,1993,70,405,30,30,657,189,514,0.109,0.7090000000000001,0.182,0.9926,4,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,0,5,48,32,2,6,19,1,33,11,2,8,3,97,88,44,0,8,29,3,9,4,0,2,9,3,0,1,30,24,0,2,19,0,0,17,12,15,0,1,31,12,59,17,59,49,7,54,0,1,0,0,30,17,1,5,22,282,89,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381887341484874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625513415153785,0.06368895339351552,0.0,0.03941948439363708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15811214776297958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047071693999319056,0.2405644583141992,0.06226298025568393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06192650564509325,0.03635792473893083,0.0,0.0,0.05722056127230583,0.0,0.058901032128961126,0.0,0.4039233362112057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06341553166581981,0.09986499388310656,0.0,0.0,0.07447177314216084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995381731024237,0.040275101665393,0.05412990308295888,0.3705436134098728,0.0,0.047953487290703034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14727094373896446,0.0,0.16019920223027795,0.04728560328886535,0.04508912233082082,0.0,0.062104637080694323,0.0,0.0,0.06001341355548177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059925164820882025,0.0,0.0,0.1133631472561448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058842008092896386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030982833706235214,0.0,0.0,0.05969415659377553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017007164888493,0.0,0.04978113479544932,0.04989108009746026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16003330493403428,0.0,0.057156523293851076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056813855433599215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041442924910368634,0.0,0.043480728720256136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27047197273846696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519798895467274,0.0,0.0,0.07816818750611837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641683513656941,0.03611597734246316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638631386682263,0.0,0.0,0.08966508513597103,0.112884634763838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04340108098196063,0.055757410747339316,0.0,0.07980659653001065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16955126363182152,0.09062595764542362,0.09855040371463206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236134010884948,0.03612353260362824,0.0,0.044756331196909915,0.06574672199459848,0.0,0.0,0.16160935678536628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04651619195050365,0.09975626459995786,0.08949745831214033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20904486170499384,0.0,0.12588381894239553,0.06482974009620818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465536890469624,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DogMakeAMove,2019/01/30,How do I stop reminding myself How do I stop reminding myself I have anxiety? It makes me more anxious and my muscles tense up and then my muscle tension gives me ore anxiety and I just spiral I think. ,0.7433333333333323,3.280508000000001,3.235000000000003,83.74333333333333,94.0,6.666666666666668,24.16666666666667,7.793537801064563,2.073666666666667,160,7,29,4,6,55,26,40,0.34600000000000003,0.654,0.0,-0.8955,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,10,6,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,0,1,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,24,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5346428570253688,0.39476889507170976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352156736568796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332545983830585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5842966895241627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239076997216464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_xya_,2019/01/30,"Does anyone else get antsy around the time they take their anti anxiety meds? I take Zoloft every night at 9, and I've noticed that if I take it later I get antsy and kinda tingly all over. I don't even have to see the time to realize I missed it at 9, so it's not like I'm panicking about taking it later",6.538009950248758,3.848786283582093,7.385671641791045,81.88905472636819,66.76119402985074,10.724378109452736,28.303482587064675,8.841846274778883,1.7667452736318403,239,4,56,3,3,81,47,67,0.134,0.828,0.038,-0.6331,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,8,11,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,7,1,7,11,1,9,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,2,6,30,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16572684379452154,0.0,0.0,0.1514777478888982,0.22197038394700733,0.0,0.19285301303307334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895806493112864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18097255912402635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14308680910459046,0.0,0.1825261610890452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22636796224206196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583797958570837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406350609938259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20329931073405996,0.0,0.0,0.2466428564462389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17263177815868114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6515367707551967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526457545555018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BigTunaPA,2019/01/30,Anxiety preventing me from landing a job. I don’t know what to do anymore. My anxiety is out of control. I started having major panic attacks at my old job for 3 months so I quit. I haven’t been able to land another job since. I apply for jobs but then get anxiety flare ups whenever I need to do phone interviews. I take an Ativan before in person interviews but it never seems like enough. Can anyone help with strategy or coping tips?,1.8195348837209333,4.414959325581396,4.0919069767441885,81.04320930232558,83.65116279069767,7.626046511627909,24.879069767441862,8.548686976883017,2.3418734883720944,346,14,62,9,10,119,67,86,0.151,0.8059999999999999,0.043,-0.6143,4,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,1,3,1,1,2,0,8,0,0,1,1,11,14,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,10,1,12,13,2,11,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,2,6,41,12,6,0.160263168011761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16804990526336774,0.3678026546082489,0.0,0.1589379986697917,0.11205973337808288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18232248995551228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363721520379327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17974877037896705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16559469360136125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373089066781841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742102331568862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6361458609566927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807644589533548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829648868524464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279205317071781,0.0,0.0,0.11883310839349245,0.12360483508158575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681692356617229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18803429703324748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399356166693101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17045960636378804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589756909426502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257134869321055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134350951887233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049795734749535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dim_Glow,2019/01/30,"Giving a girl my number I'm 24 years old, and I've never given a girl my number, at least not out of the blue. I'm not a virgin, but I've never had a girlfriend either. I have had a crush on a girl I used to work with since the moment I met her when we were new employees at a local grocery store. We met during orientation. She's super cute and seems really cool and fun, but kinda depressed and sad. I have since gotten a much better job in a microbiology lab (which she seemed to find impressive), but she is still a cashier at the same grocery store. I almost always go to her checkout lane when I buy groceries and she always seems to be happy to see me. There have been some cues that she might think I'm cute, but it's debatable. The weird thing is this: she's only 18 and is not yet out of high school. I know it's strange, but I have a feeling I'm way more mature than most of the other guys she's around day to day. Combined with my lack of experience, dating her makes sense to me. A 30 year old customer once wrote her a love letter, and I think I look pretty good standing next to that guy.   


I don't know what to say when I give her my number. I want to be super chill about it, no pick up lines or anything. She doesn't seem like the type that likes romance or wants a serious relationship, so I want to be super non-chalant. There's a really sarcastic bag boy who is always at her checkout lane that will probably make fun of me if he see's me give it to her. I'm thinking of writing my number on an index card or something and then when I'm checking out my groceries saying something like, ""here, you're gonna need this"" in a sarcasticly serious voice as I slide it across the the table to her, and then walk out. Any advice at all is appreciated!",4.116856639247942,4.21078433783784,5.417967097532316,84.87106345475912,70.48648648648648,8.056404230317272,25.546415981198592,7.7425588080867325,1.1659012925969443,1375,35,301,15,23,462,193,370,0.077,0.7020000000000001,0.222,0.9963,2,0,2,0,0,0,38.0,2,0,0,5,12,22,0,0,25,1,20,2,0,4,3,62,57,26,0,6,13,0,1,3,1,3,0,3,0,6,16,18,0,0,11,0,4,3,8,5,0,0,9,9,43,17,40,42,9,43,0,2,4,2,39,18,0,13,23,189,59,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178008146993764,0.0,0.0,0.1042972335045575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599985189886747,0.0,0.0,0.07082968209087473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571155015655886,0.09272096218859373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211755742746187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434406449434916,0.0,0.0897094487191826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188459774052504,0.0,0.0,0.052664425763028135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519673795284443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29974790676866264,0.05919428050667293,0.08736114868365205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20626171937897547,0.0,0.11087604640688828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004657983880406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335880286997166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448287655404173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15265614701493932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746484521723412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400489690759273,0.0,0.13904993730703494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110493103833225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656667723710071,0.07723038742339705,0.16066312545062952,0.10059455705397984,0.11077113521292407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185884960586061,0.11092278836991216,0.0,0.07921536548116974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596414228162973,0.11229783260486044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334500586656697,0.0,0.0,0.11182461274659794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16565813460056733,0.0,0.10541147790973378,0.1659977650694596,0.3792790052405621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17231791306705554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603688237002619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317915187874547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06919664800565234,0.2002169635112238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995738096969197,0.0,0.0,0.18430180134541693,0.08267422025529005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07582684106827024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13414615585391204
anxiety,canjosha,2019/01/30,"Not sure if I’m looking for advice or just somewhere to finally write it out Hi everyone,

A little less than two years ago I started having horrific intrusive thoughts - horrific because they were about the people I love, and I began to fear living with my boyfriend. I suffered every day. I was a singer and had to go on stage and perform in foreign languages, and the entire time I kept thinking I was going to just start spewing the worst things. I didn’t trust myself. I couldn’t sleep because all I could do was research what’s wrong with me and be paranoid that I was the horrible person that’s in my head.

I would have the same thoughts all day, every day. I kept picturing myself in the future going to get married and thinking horrible things the entire time. Or even past that one day having kids and suffering from post partum.

I believe it all ruined my love of singing because now, although I have all of my degrees from a conservatory, I gave it up and going back to school in the fall.

I have had a lot of trauma in my life, and it’s funny how somehow it caught up with me after so many years.  I was abused my entire childhood until my grandparents took me in. I was in a car accident with my grandma as a teenager and right before it happened she was upset at me, and then I had to give her cpr and she died. I was 17. Only ten years later have I had anxiety issues. 

Anyways, sorry for unloading all of that. A few months ago, my anxiety went away. I never knew how thankful I could be for peace. My boyfriend and I never talk about it now, and it’s almost like it never existed. 

I drank on and off  yesterday (which is a rarity but we are on vacation) and took a few excedrin before going to bed. I woke up in a pure panic. I was with people all day, and Im suddenly questioning everything I did. I’m having palpitations and the feelings of dread I used to have right before I started having intrusive thoughts.

I am so paranoid that I am going to fall back into the dark place I was at. 

Thanks for reading, and I’m so sorry it was so long. ",3.222805781788832,4.799243029055695,4.719480519480519,83.5171091055837,73.91525423728814,7.330515811871746,27.042996551471127,8.00094639256281,1.7480175948345449,1613,60,313,24,33,540,195,413,0.14,0.8170000000000001,0.043,-0.9814,1,0,0,0,1,0,40.0,1,0,1,1,17,17,0,4,20,0,38,6,2,3,11,67,76,33,1,5,7,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,2,19,27,1,2,8,2,0,13,6,10,0,3,32,2,55,7,52,38,12,74,0,3,1,2,15,24,0,7,36,243,74,3,0.0,0.10394801246372992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573064431153685,0.1555381570949361,0.0,0.08785087316812107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422940032661249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242705319872205,0.13492090543727212,0.0,0.1604417437890761,0.0,0.2239602782084124,0.0988438624900307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400936434879118,0.0,0.0,0.28289924320637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910519110391126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057946124300089275,0.0,0.1478359002436461,0.0838316360792247,0.07884781796326709,0.0,0.0,0.09872283254551456,0.044359909009259985,0.0,0.0,0.09610606083938747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045836321879427586,0.08416047883888465,0.2991605273313027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758107196528448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003828941784793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476555882546757,0.09156936034030087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06196766948470647,0.04286139832960337,0.08793046000556153,0.07746891749576265,0.07764001330475798,0.07367274054793423,0.0,0.0,0.07458656495014221,0.15836301688769833,0.0,0.0,0.08894642529926321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07002680396150752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029928606324024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05944943855296424,0.06672409988275005,0.0,0.10293453819069938,0.0,0.0,0.08375007153793336,0.1216445726596485,0.0766041531015976,0.09166121297079943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402295492904624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982798602711238,0.0,0.08775568961073647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14984520863570736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878941526198356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779530706331254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19641746635428,0.1862913732563058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268632281893233,0.0,0.0,0.07051561665534381,0.0,0.16154358130233448,0.0,0.0,0.11657041598017165,0.11243017976286816,0.0,0.20894810111219445,0.10231440891705013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19494684483137048,0.0,0.0,0.0857013653426801,0.0,0.0,0.07577223480006715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132839483712251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0623222587774079,0.09592111285498996,0.0,0.16948949451374565
anxiety,hatter120,2019/01/30,Anxiety increases on meds? I'm not sure if it's the meds or the therapy. My therapist says that me talking about somethings can retramatize me and I'm not sure if it's my anti-anxiety meds or the therapy that have made my anxiety become noticeably higher. I'm not looking for medical advice I'm just want to know how others feel with this kind of things. ,3.4593427230046965,5.383896084507043,5.6447183098591545,75.66923708920191,74.07042253521126,10.367136150234742,30.143192488262912,10.504223727775694,3.7626882629107983,286,13,53,10,6,100,47,71,0.108,0.872,0.019,-0.6154,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,2,2,17,11,6,0,3,8,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,3,5,3,6,10,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,4,0,33,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608828059748308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3778439333266192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18183025348275886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832461565115932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17144562970398788,0.0904809966256735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13825484829130494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557848996966523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.548628670289102,0.16585593617937944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18744198761609085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309271182641342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267467365675164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103396163105785,0.0,0.0,0.13233016459472186,0.0,0.0,0.3765568742540592,0.19115795145001616,0.10937848284676607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710803436336546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,joomiehq,2019/01/30,why am i so inept i can recognize when i’m doing something that’s annoys people but i literally cannot stop myself from doing the thing,1.90845238095238,4.3385396071428595,4.907142857142858,76.50452380952382,81.5,6.590476190476192,20.047619047619047,7.793537801064563,1.2383904761904767,111,3,19,2,3,40,23,28,0.078,0.825,0.096,0.1109,0,0,1,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39841621572970093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4424228063893024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4804648001260229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817970911928992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5185664243148993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,heatingpadsarecool,2019/01/30,"Feel like i can’t catch my breath for the past two months i always feel like I don’t have enough air in me. I breathe in really deep and sometimes it satisfies me but sometimes i just really feel like i have no air so i do it over and over again until i have air but it’s exhausting and it hurts my
chest and i just want to be able to breath normally. I have tried breathing excercises and etc but only minimally. Does anybody else have any suggestions? Is these even anxiety i am experiencing? I have had a couple times in my life where this has happened but this is the worst. thanks",0.9017086834733874,3.396184773109244,2.5762689075630263,90.722162464986,87.8235294117647,6.53467787114846,19.69803921568628,7.793537801064563,0.8554869467787123,464,14,100,10,15,152,71,119,0.147,0.741,0.112,-0.8079,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,3,0,15,7,5,0,0,16,21,11,0,2,6,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,1,4,17,4,9,19,3,16,0,1,0,0,1,10,0,0,8,71,24,0,0.17892322345915038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887845515860107,0.0,0.0,0.12167392749099,0.0,0.13687577621185135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19797514358344992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15657691859142805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14946739427354688,0.0,0.0,0.18487551902575375,0.19954669037508604,0.11817710162965915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714068734668596,0.3834683597693025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582212156019069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19154101129114776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263787641175512,0.2622385476630938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14281480993797094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753067699925906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607917402992095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708024623764928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292455970778243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539192861121543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16472846506798794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433157046147867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147712389991598,0.0,0.17478199075838535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553355293707753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lcYMushroom,2019/01/30,"Girlfriend house So recently everytime i go over my girlfriends house i would have a anxiety/panic attack. There would be no reason for it but everytime i go in i start gagging, my heart rate goes way up and even today i kinda threw up (only a little water). But after 5-10 mins i'm completely fine and have no other issues. I'm 100% comfortable with her and her family. Everytime i pull into her driveway though i get that feeling every time and i wonder why it's happening. Does anyone know what can cause it/why it's happening. ",1.9697756410256413,4.587368221153849,4.128461538461536,80.89987179487181,83.13461538461539,7.3128205128205135,22.128205128205128,8.344100000000001,1.853874358974359,421,14,74,10,12,144,72,104,0.067,0.841,0.092,0.5251,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,2,0,6,2,1,2,0,16,18,8,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,6,6,1,0,4,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,1,1,13,2,8,14,0,17,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,2,6,47,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133463609667647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19741286458672544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17826079757586816,0.0,0.0,0.18194054223540398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15185530162508076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461344095024342,0.0,0.14620461184903702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16358651720522482,0.0,0.08774084329541877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066108621687458,0.0,0.1972396362315303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069000288785843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20563121683941754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4004554457352461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18111788494883801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536631213767728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17392039083379454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197567178548875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17841542591134238,0.17133771656974014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282383315046813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17049013132492544,0.0,0.10118542531027663,0.0,0.16448401500170978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13773824928103134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31316360404358673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18818344046748614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465382667968779,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,McGrips888,2019/01/30,"Feeling some very strange and absolutely terrifying psychosis/anxiety and have no idea what it could be. I apologize but this is probably going to be a quite rambling because i’ve not that very good at typing concise but i really don’t know what else to do right now. 
so some background on myself:
i have been diagnosed with many different things by many different doctors and psychiatrists. one thing i know for certain is that i do experience panic attacks and i have most forms of anxiety (general, panic, social) and many other things but i guess that anxiety is the main focus right now.
So anyway i was on Zoloft for a couple weeks before i realized that wasn’t helping my depression, even though it was sort of helping my anxiety in a way but still wasn’t improving my quality of life so i wanted to try something different. in hindsight i should have just stayed on that because at least i felt decent on that albeit not perfect. 
So i got switched to Effexor. (I had been on this once before but only for a couple days, i used to be very flaky with meds and this was a long time ago) The first couple of weeks were pretty normal aside from a few sides effects like a little nausea or some other personal stuff that is a little tmi i guess so its not that important. Until today... 
I was just sitting and play Overwatch, which is something that I do all the time. When all of a sudden I get this intense feeling of confusion. Now what it feels like is really really hard to explain but I will try my hardest. It’s very strange but what is starts with is almost what feels like of flashbacks of vivid dreams i’ve had before, now i don’t if these are actual dreams or if my brain is just creating that false connection or something. I wouldn’t call it hallucinating, but it almost feels like my brain is hallucinating it’s really weird. So after this happens, it kind of morphs (its a whole lot of emotions flowing through at one time so its really hard to explain) into me just being really confused and not knowing where i am/thinking that im not in reality. And then it becomes more like just a normal panic attack, but starts to subside way quicker than i normal one does. Like... 15 seconds instead of 10 minutes. Now I mean to someone who has had panic attacks before this sounds great... like a 30 second panic attack instead of 10 minutes. But what happens in that 30 seconds makes me feel like i am absolutely losing my grip on reality and i feel waaayy more terrified than i do during a normal panic attack.
like i don’t know if its psychosis or dissociation or wtf is going on. but its really really really scary. I don’t want to go to the ER because my mom would prob get mad at me or something and i dont wanna stress her out and honestly i dont think i need to go to the ER as it usually goes away in a matter of seconds. but it keeps happening every hour or so. And I can’t visit my doctor until the morning so yeah, here I am.
I know I probably sound ridiculous right now but i don’t know what else to do right now, I just want to know what is going on with me. Has anyone had experience with something like this before? I really appreciate any information or just giving me the opportunity to vent.
I took Lorazepam (which i use responsibly for panic attacks) about an hour ago and although it’s kinda helping the way i react to these episodes it’s not stopping.
Any insight would really be appreciated thank you.",4.577137678952177,5.967221308955224,5.8928023149558335,77.16807036247336,70.23880597014926,8.693268352116965,29.195857447456607,9.126234315654434,2.5534727383490705,2727,104,498,54,49,917,272,670,0.165,0.6970000000000001,0.138,-0.9823,3,0,5,0,0,0,59.0,0,1,0,6,33,40,8,10,23,1,58,7,2,5,4,121,103,54,0,17,37,1,11,10,0,5,5,2,0,1,56,21,0,2,24,3,0,8,18,21,2,8,16,14,60,19,70,76,14,72,0,2,1,0,16,28,0,24,41,368,116,3,0.0,0.0,0.0442264807237744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034815956794207,0.0,0.09076429999343286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061639281289802485,0.0,0.1386808931980456,0.0,0.0,0.03168929802782379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093531394661604,0.04258030406701914,0.0,0.0,0.0828812625281084,0.05005316958791477,0.19282295425624185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118581388861496,0.04627751767226889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036184903536405605,0.15043952901865046,0.0,0.029228112200045488,0.0,0.03903466584009426,0.04599957222601681,0.0,0.14205150498485675,0.0,0.0927753454087426,0.03966046353382577,0.0,0.10623108204001776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571928472484955,0.05097970492164633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029933905149496988,0.0,0.03818465746445948,0.0,0.0,0.08866471222007205,0.0,0.0,0.1604086083985123,0.1295085127984631,0.043514994105046785,0.0,0.0,0.03854977744137713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04735640659710127,0.0434757599637348,0.1287840351385807,0.038012865923943234,0.0362471163013239,0.04996624882090045,0.0998517552237509,0.0,0.12023087709430536,0.0,0.08119691836173935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113256081431437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926355118407021,0.0,0.0,0.05116157132868367,0.04895414980007995,0.0,0.0,0.040283134286180994,0.0,0.04719455104039786,0.17434955994891488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03201136164145019,0.22141412349318745,0.0908465261948179,0.0,0.040107407046492134,0.0,0.050702288040201465,0.0,0.038530051623157716,0.0,0.0,0.030251929508878717,0.13784427640957148,0.0,0.049367545388656495,0.0503410980824054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05307907423071698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03360473627711298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776187147140487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048265082885802696,0.09213146917053808,0.03446844635772691,0.0,0.3722186631146349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03957230066200019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04610746074188235,0.09772679317246197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048204159557853316,0.0,0.0,0.319369719288313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15481457359179898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04619876206699484,0.038400095161086736,0.1744505047596549,0.0,0.0,0.06415647137267015,0.0483058525963617,0.036193181931291916,0.03789014747466602,0.051914726467958534,0.0,0.05188137634674736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04172522579052526,0.0,0.0,0.09032720869605658,0.058079369027919714,0.044527372860405916,0.0,0.07928062098050727,0.0,0.042958739069766695,0.0,0.0503529824717454,0.061539581771925485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828509384767016,0.0499143652467764,0.14957734658517302,0.0801939966409297,0.10792042334439857,0.07270708852094948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050598960345484584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06438907193461632,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dontknowlife,2019/01/30,Who is awake? Having panic attack!!!! Can someone please chat with me? Im having panic attack. I randomly woke up and boom... the panic attack,0.30128205128205465,1.7953586153846146,2.8923076923076962,82.04435897435899,116.69230769230768,3.271794871794872,12.025641025641027,5.46131890053228,-0.4208512820512822,108,2,16,1,6,37,20,26,0.465,0.475,0.061,-0.9462,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,3,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6552786516203551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20739152237196734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6758072503748325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107568953650754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16267985915819522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wannabe-nerd,2019/01/30,"I got into a big with with my boss... Back story. I work in the beauty industry in Minnesota. Today was -20° and my car barely started, as did countless other Minnesotans' today. The heat in the salon was barely working (barely holding at 62° with 5 space heaters) and some of our water pipes were frozen. For some reason we were still open.     
I called my boss and informed her my car wouldn't start only to be told that I will have to figure it out and that I should've thought about that earlier today and that I'm still expected at work. She suggested and Uber (I live in a suburb 25 miles from work where Ubers just don't go) and I mentioned it would be potentially over a hundred dollars (which she didn't believe although it was true) and asked if she would be covering the cost of my Uber. She said of course not and that it's just plainly not her problem, which I get but is still frustrating when me and hundreds of others can't get our cars working. I kinda laughed nervously and said okay, I'll figure it out as I just hung up.  
I managed to get my car running and made it to work safe. I only had 2 clients totalling in less than 40$ in services and made less than 20$ myself today. I did an employee service, cleaned up and asked my supervisor if I could go home approximately and hour early because I had no other clients and work on commission and it's fucking cold outside. She said yes.   
I was then approached by my boss/salon owner and she asked if I wanted to do her daughter's nails (mind you this is a free service and I make zero money off of it) and I kinda chuckled and said no, I'd like to go home honestly and she, again understandably, got super upset told me I was going to do it anyways then just told me to leave.  
I was in the back room, realizing I was a dick and freaking out due to having strong anxiety all day and then this stupid moment. She came into the back for unrelated reasons and then I proceeded to apologise because I knew I was in the wrong and she began digging into me. She said things like I'm ungrateful, mean and that she felt like I just didn't want to be there and if that's the case she doesn't know why I haven't just quit. She said she ""cares"" about me and wants me to be happy and she's feeling that I'm not happy at her salon. She then said she bends over backwards for me all the time and that I never do anything for her and that I'm basically a shit person to be around.   
I don't deny that I don't love working at the salon I am at but I am grateful for the opportunity it has given me since I started, I feel as though I work hard but that I don't go above and beyond in the sense that I don't work for free for countlessly hours a week. Although I'm not perfect I feel like I'm not the worst person to be around but perhaps I could be better at times and just felt personally attacked when she's known for being a rude boss and making every employee she has cry.   
Now I'm not saying I wasn't rude, I was, I recognized that and apologized immediately and agreed that I could be more helpful and a better sport at times. But for Christ sake, it's negative 20 fucking degrees outside and I'm not getting paid to be there when I'm not with a full paying client so fuck me for being crabby when I can feel myself getting frost bite because my cars heat can't keep up on my 45 minute commute one way.   
So now I'm looking for a new job because I never felt as though I fit in there but now I feel as though I won't be welcome either. My anxiety is through the roof and I just want to crawl under a rock for the next decade.   
TL;DR : Today I fucked up by letting my anxiety get the best of me and got into a huge fight with my boss. Now looking for a new job because I don't feel welcome and also feel like I should show myself the door... ",3.902279976660509,4.38349165992415,5.126065107458913,85.40464370806188,71.08596713021491,7.702820188660897,27.348074491879807,7.61054688173877,1.3960557035884469,2977,96,636,32,52,991,309,791,0.124,0.736,0.14,0.9367,4,0,0,0,1,0,61.0,3,1,0,18,39,43,11,2,32,2,64,8,2,10,7,144,140,74,0,17,27,1,11,5,0,6,0,8,5,3,34,59,1,3,22,3,7,13,28,17,0,2,42,22,106,28,90,75,12,107,1,0,2,6,57,48,6,8,50,446,140,21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04349276006674994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481627149344762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044755348107129805,0.09683079892963484,0.15253174168102016,0.061872346815677985,0.0,0.1254592833032388,0.0,0.16576713035819468,0.0,0.0,0.061274814340211585,0.057075139453137726,0.09620064838202193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055534564054433966,0.062203518052253964,0.05545052840100671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026927184019216,0.0,0.059740873145467666,0.03507470907706593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0458228619969252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19249567794618147,0.07770726652340026,0.15665833102170518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011172890540468,0.17048780020004042,0.0,0.1545451357015567,0.0,0.1304932440162384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579060335785644,0.048719504530433694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03645403708289128,0.0,0.10910792607140714,0.0,0.10711923738140622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794015961518126,0.04834110414418006,0.0,0.0,0.02988932636921645,0.0,0.0,0.057587312564228166,0.0,0.055613747637357366,0.0,0.13285216496235108,0.0,0.04802416070263131,0.0,0.09134170570205216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049085821889690975,0.10292339572015033,0.07260664796149073,0.0,0.0,0.05924270033263659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054914729417733454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389224199525404,0.10505338919690237,0.05784052099887256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03685361152626048,0.0827265695479192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246424028997126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0520404106039936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0578465985495136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183649183515032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621372424581872,0.04325022396213663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05582682677308922,0.044988966891412886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154848568429274,0.0,0.13029907488976394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03613188728570108,0.0,0.1603029957961857,0.043176702393234234,0.09513938831588634,0.0,0.2577595954328019,0.15590552029799826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056618128722794786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831395941260662,0.04316936865862863,0.0436254651045991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04907523924541481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3959392475898128,0.0,0.0,0.07726903299096492,0.059462957369647476,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cyberactive42,2019/01/30,Anyone please help me asap I dont get this way a lot. But right now im terrified and i dont know whst to do. Its so stupud snd i shoukdnt be reacting this way. But please someone PM me or chst idc just please someone help,-2.07859410430839,-0.4757284285714292,0.5006802721088448,101.17011337868485,108.79591836734691,3.8104308390022683,15.648526077097506,5.82211442006289,-0.6542807256235825,173,5,42,2,9,58,35,49,0.076,0.688,0.235,0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,8,6,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13404418424660425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44935229304182106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001576444764636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569908567014882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20707366473300254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535573292457533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298023813184495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6313016394091788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16371452286808266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248610572781016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30433208288061125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,manufactured-musTURD,2019/01/30,"How do I overcome speaking in public I started college recently and speaking with everyone’s attention on me is freaking me out. Even with something as little as saying “present” or my name gives me the jitters. Whenever it’s approaching my turn to speak my hands start to shake profusely. Come to think about it, there are times when I’m by myself and I start to think of an intense situation, I’ll start to shake. I’ve always been a shy guy, but this fear that I have is starting to make me avoid social situations. Only during one on one engagements do I feel comfortable, excluding job interviews. I need some real tips/advice please.",4.081295454545455,6.525394175000002,4.987878787878788,78.73227272727277,73.91666666666666,8.363636363636363,30.07575757575757,9.095868883498916,2.971916666666667,511,23,88,12,11,166,88,120,0.115,0.799,0.086,-0.3767,1,1,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,4,3,0,7,1,1,2,0,19,21,8,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,4,6,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,5,0,2,1,6,14,2,17,20,1,18,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,2,9,56,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15638607099632654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316340572168586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13785749928060648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10570277152969264,0.0,0.0,0.15292198369562007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18008584938797284,0.08091939510571441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15352184419558235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15846155468126785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588117915634894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16039887803944686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682578090761102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866523072332705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168901025507516,0.12171516854009602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756723058259278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18215687092335556,0.0,0.0,0.15801699485536658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726765603157467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3597760500719489,0.0,0.16313732429275926,0.0,0.12320411757674875,0.0,0.0,0.5663742169446423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20509018934504333,0.0,0.0,0.0933187225253116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17407404063700418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,huberme,2019/01/30,"Do I have anxiety? Hello all,

I am currently a volunteer teacher abroad and recently I feel like my body has done a 180. Normally when I teach I am very comfortable and happy but recently I have been getting headaches everyday and have trouble sleeping. One day when I was teaching there was a point in my head that was hurting. Not like a typical headache but just like someone was putting a needle on a certain spot on my head. When I was teaching I started getting out of breath like I ran a mile and my head started throbbing in the spot i mentioned. My heart also raced a little. I had to leave class that day. It was super embarrassing.

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Recently, the doctors for my program got me talking and they think I have stress and anxiety due to insomnia and other stuff. I don't normally feel anxious so these physical manifestations are concerning. I get like 3 or 4 headaches daily in the same spot on my head and it feels like it hurts a little and also tingles and if I feel it before I teach then I have been taking off because I don't want to repeat the embarrassing situation last time. I feel helpless because my job here is to teach and I feel like I can't effectively do it.

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If this is anxiety how can I get rid of these constant headaches and breathlessness? They want me to go back on my prozac and see if it helps. Its a feeling i've never experienced and I just want it to go away. Any thoughts or opinions welcomed. Thanks!",3.7718404004711417,5.791183420494701,4.769880742049473,81.86716504711427,73.45229681978799,7.967550058892815,31.933009422850407,8.72156446121922,2.7625737338044765,1160,57,218,23,24,378,144,283,0.128,0.706,0.166,0.9132,2,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,2,2,12,20,0,3,14,0,27,13,8,2,3,46,52,29,0,8,10,0,7,7,0,0,5,0,0,0,15,15,0,0,10,0,0,4,5,7,0,1,13,9,37,13,19,39,2,38,0,3,1,0,7,14,0,6,27,151,52,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852342719367491,0.0,0.1876830602699665,0.210480432949198,0.058897538589853325,0.0,0.19876845790279796,0.09784426303815982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137262633429981,0.06659748223901542,0.0,0.10559288938221537,0.0,0.07369844132946032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620380721261207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359427352547237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171213097810977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864865670168649,0.0,0.08863175213788804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065471240288149,0.18562187465488614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18099989011331924,0.0,0.0984445310926939,0.0,0.06926965683103495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219759328527888,0.0,0.0,0.3555459910917535,0.0,0.0,0.10263286379221416,0.058052629265392626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854348640943688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594672319473089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059843231924985,0.0,0.09170712420903353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29619173445668323,0.1736112644518653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06679870890182922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16971815513172656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05868894691032432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818741231631851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706662977965328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565497709557922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901668541632135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735288634177293,0.0866722081929141,0.0,0.07338408363234157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226055258722102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921107260003438,0.0,0.09914733921411843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06511968541366152,0.0696135637773471,0.0,0.0797385383068823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05549597281177504,0.0,0.06875839543469896,0.05050278908642916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146203977661858,0.15325386386732995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210480432949198,0.0
anxiety,DiggysReddit,2019/01/30,"My laptop is soaked and I'm having an anxiety attack now Okay it isn't soaked, i splashed a tablespoon or so of sugary beer on my trackpad and keyboard, dried it immediately, turned it back on for a minute stupidly, turned it back off, sprayed the keyboard with canned air and am letting it dry upside down now. I know its very minimal and I did almost everything right but I can't breathe help. Will it be okay? Sorry if this is the wrong sub to ask this in but I've had this before maybe it can help someone in my position later on.",1.4738888888888866,3.886693796296296,2.88851851851852,90.38333333333335,83.25925925925927,5.822222222222222,22.88888888888889,7.1686216300943375,0.8720222222222218,422,15,87,6,12,137,74,108,0.153,0.812,0.035,-0.8995,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,5,2,13,2,1,0,0,11,18,9,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,7,2,11,13,0,14,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,3,5,60,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179123740612361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16647670216101154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034428766866712,0.2475711891468532,0.0,0.3346686692352237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851763644451353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955804715684784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29172868896345205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195968223747782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22252851789363126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186259107395852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18584405582981295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843865022114475,0.0,0.0,0.24360484339435015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4734104440612378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17955713150717698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23793044589124898,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AvengeThe90s,2019/01/30,"I just broke my mother's $200 toaster oven/air fryer/etc The timer knob came off and something inside it broke off too. It doesn't turn on until you twist the timer knob, so I just made the thing completely useless. But my mom is like, ""just use the regular oven, so your chicken fingers don't go to waste"" and my mind is **screaming**, bc I JUST FUCKED UP YOUR APPLIANCE BEYOND FIXING, and she's telling me to use another appliance?!",1.045253699788585,3.592328662790699,2.277695560253701,92.65768498942921,87.95348837209303,5.452854122621565,21.77167019027484,6.980632752743323,0.7433627906976747,339,12,69,5,11,108,60,86,0.159,0.787,0.054000000000000006,-0.883,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,0,0,8,6,1,0,4,0,4,2,1,3,0,13,11,7,0,0,5,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,2,2,11,1,8,9,0,8,0,3,0,1,7,5,1,0,2,41,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670439801097841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29127494056999576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670169296955513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28402466680369354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23543855818414375,0.0,0.0,0.1447349816421572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441902858773085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409751643505527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571443713863723,0.29826673881194665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19605761363731075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22259303844661385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16919160927495186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770081201404269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4399066859764325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SaturnalianGhost,2019/01/30,"My Family Causes My Anxiety How do I tell my family they are fuelling my depression and anxiety? 

My depression started last year in July following my partners miscarriage. I never dealt with it as I felt I had to be the strong one for my partner so I pushed any issues I had deep down inside. In the months following this I kept my depression and anxiety under control(or so I thought). It is only as I look back I see it wasn’t. I would go weeks at a time not leaving the house, always coming up with and excuse or story so I could cancel plans or not go to work. I also stopped answering my phone but somehow convinced myself I was fine. Fast forward to December/January. My partner and I have recently purchased a business, have a healthy baby due in April, a wedding to plan by October all of which are contributing to my anxiety but on top of this I have a self absorbed family that is feuding with each other constantly and they keep attempting to bring me into it. I need to focus on my own problems to ultimately fix myself but my worry is if I tell them I need a break from them due to their impact on my current mental state they will all take it personally and it will just make matters worse for myself. I feel I am getting closer and closer  to a mental breakdown. Every time I hear my phone I freeze with dread not knowing if my family are on the other end of it. 

The above is a light skim of the issues surrounding my current situation(if I went through everything we’d be here for weeks) but hopefully enough to get some advice. 

How do I tell my family for the sake of my mental health I need them to stop talking to me? ",4.759099326599326,5.691439472222225,6.141907968574637,77.25904040404045,69.40123456790124,9.471156004489336,30.468013468013467,9.688023934748609,2.928603703703704,1295,51,241,29,22,439,171,324,0.119,0.816,0.065,-0.9481,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,7,6,11,10,1,1,15,0,24,1,0,4,3,52,49,23,0,9,12,0,3,0,3,3,1,1,0,5,13,14,0,4,5,0,1,9,5,6,0,1,8,7,58,4,43,34,6,49,0,3,2,0,23,18,0,7,22,188,71,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942245153758442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711031860926418,0.08023257627731757,0.0,0.0,0.06557169509840709,0.0,0.2950566928904612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414418164582888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905411280957603,0.0,0.08306082490521842,0.0,0.1042001977248413,0.108147828206204,0.0769867984248219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491498103004311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540313315990078,0.09963187196052473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124146369989818,0.0,0.08665976437822999,0.0,0.4545003037607181,0.0,0.048754922607663065,0.0,0.09258225813016298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007552258677956,0.0,0.10960007720981156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249431020477996,0.10867696954333164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577088892593318,0.0,0.11126046622838053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20128341903012645,0.0,0.0857061712515017,0.0,0.0,0.05299216411672513,0.0785985117425755,0.0,0.10209920025456652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097195968006096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643638360599404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29151844338582483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696479735548148,0.0,0.0,0.2144917469752957,0.07436821092949017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533946620841241,0.07333487372957366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419380560754372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226484215010047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952071668949591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683752430362767,0.0,0.10059136649709473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06824947487073288,0.0,0.0,0.16122973178491715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249892370857794,0.07750203977977628,0.2528367426103591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654996539492931,0.11245133725044996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469119497268782,0.0,0.0,0.0893861075157223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019789382119172,0.09792335494607972,0.09826439650319847,0.06849691469820172,0.0,0.0,0.06209395955632395
anxiety,Saharalioness,2019/01/30,"I'm frightened to share my opinions on things because of my anxiety. I find that nowadays you can't voice your opinions without someone shanking you in ways that they will literally find stuff wrong with your posts and use it against you to try and label you as a terrible or ignorant person.

It's because of this that I'm too afraid to comment on things that I don't agree with or things that im passionate about.

While I know people are entitled to think and feel however and whatever they want to, it's because of the back lash today in society I find makes me to afraid to comment or talk about anything.

It makes me feel like I'm not supposed to like what I like and I have to be one with the sheeple. Forums that I'm in these days have people in it that make me feel this way too. It's either agree with what they say and if I disagree or don't think alike, I'm ignorant.

Maybe people these days just enjoy throwing that word around because of their own insecurities, I don't know. It's just one of these things that eat at me and I end up spiraling downwards more and more, falling into depression because of this.",6.680781710914452,5.965474703539826,6.635530973451327,81.03332595870206,65.23893805309734,9.834218289085547,34.32005899705015,9.075114841892004,2.7477828908554573,897,35,183,13,12,285,110,226,0.132,0.7829999999999999,0.085,-0.8762,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,6,4,0,8,14,0,3,3,0,9,2,0,4,0,44,26,15,0,2,10,0,3,3,0,1,0,2,0,1,29,14,1,2,10,0,0,2,6,8,0,2,0,5,25,6,34,24,4,22,0,1,0,1,16,11,0,7,9,126,54,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638342985107116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368056752048392,0.11215946932705298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687996514186993,0.0,0.3840173494045887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625086563519204,0.0,0.10851660643361792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892112909795378,0.0,0.0,0.11159139368561798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911158137244348,0.0900086116448746,0.0,0.0,0.34546283898802244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13609283166172542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848366516320967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846597795640052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25230163940590944,0.0,0.12657576019865652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707506932613233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620406805180424,0.11001123448071773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066537677406043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019378589232772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106752496119205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14423053911407074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126748647863648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33481357985646915,0.1614609961446618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942555367619105,0.0,0.0,0.08554020421988784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881651649699316,0.0,0.0,0.0743132647569556,0.2000129518069632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214516592856569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775232295756054,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxiousseaa,2019/01/30,"Break up is driving me over the edge, but also showing my progress. Hi everyone. I am using a throwaway because my ex knows my username and I would rather him not find this. 

TLDR; Going through a break up which is causing anxiety, but all the work I have put in to better myself is showing. 

​

I have worked very hard to improve myself over the past two years.  I started counseling about 1.5 years ago, and went on Citalopram this November. As we all know, anxiety sucks, and I no longer wanted it to destroy everything good in my life. Also, a little over two years ago, I found a man I really loved and did not want to ruin things with him (man described below). For a long time, I thought we were going to get married. 

​

Anyway, my (ex) boyfriend and I have been doing really well (or so I thought) for the past few months. If you are familiar with attachment theory, we are an anxious-avoidant pairing (a combo destined for failure). After months of work on communication and boundaries, I was finally starting to feel secure. I felt supported, loved, and comfortable. Fights were few and far between, I was not anxious when alone, and I was not worried to express my anxiety to him. I think me settling in and getting closer brought out my ex's avoidant ways. 

​

Out of the blue, he told me last Thursday that he wants to be alone and no longer wants the responsibility of the relationship. He also told me that my talk of marriage was something he couldn't handle. He proceeded to leave town for 2 weeks on a business trip. We are currently NC, but are talking when he gets back. I don't know what will be the outcome of this discussion (a huge contributor to my anxiety), but I know in my heart we have reached the end of our relationship. I keep going back in forth about what I would say to him if he wanted to get back together, but the truth is, I don't think I can trust him not to leave me again in a few months. I committed to another apartment earlier this afternoon, and will be moving out my stuff out of our shared living space over the next week.

​

Of course I am devastated beyond belief, I am incredibly anxious, I cannot stop thinking about what's on his mind, but you know what? I am still making it through life. I have gone to work everyday, I have hung out with friends, I have gotten exercise. I will find another man who does not make me feel guilty about my anxiety disorder and who will acknowledge my efforts to better myself. I am not letting my anxious feelings win and take over my life. I don't think I would have had this attitude even a year ago. ",5.7228735059760965,6.418200776892433,6.065575199203187,79.51656997011953,67.12749003984064,9.30288844621514,33.21738047808765,9.354420925462401,2.939364342629483,2058,88,391,38,32,661,233,502,0.087,0.748,0.165,0.9928,1,4,1,0,1,0,83.0,7,2,0,9,20,19,3,1,22,0,48,7,1,4,4,85,93,30,0,12,17,3,5,0,1,7,4,1,0,3,18,27,0,4,20,3,0,10,14,5,1,2,19,7,73,14,65,62,5,80,1,1,1,2,46,31,1,3,36,280,91,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16270559300286294,0.0,0.0,0.1267346456160576,0.0,0.1467845013090765,0.0,0.2651678007491697,0.2973770431150796,0.0,0.12831179820404928,0.2340248269457306,0.2764783141156391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411382668900689,0.0,0.03729669876966648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822310178133283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285197975056221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012122517415566,0.0,0.05354181330133998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05419013752936997,0.0,0.0,0.04041091349140327,0.0,0.0,0.058463150631027284,0.054987497251728884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280816277769403,0.0,0.05874544779826426,0.0670231833015628,0.11184063655654636,0.0,0.0,0.0670841991041993,0.047269973252972636,0.0,0.1278627456525723,0.0,0.10431543382798106,0.05131754873749222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05480811186007117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250236312543099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05438242176125811,0.0,0.0,0.16812337880436234,0.04987245787527868,0.0,0.12956830736115052,0.0,0.062563947044289,0.129646468735778,0.0,0.06132161996101899,0.05402586904658778,0.05414518915676885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044041776710424,0.0,0.08168049576063223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061777570640369636,0.0,0.146507492148025,0.06502803786454744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06506900625335202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681253704876499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06150599501122719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783910238451138,0.0,0.0,0.1313756767428722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04865532061002702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04710180125958281,0.0,0.0,0.08661153971078947,0.0,0.04886096674321276,0.051151878250705635,0.0,0.0,0.07004010338419124,0.0,0.06942994784025255,0.0,0.0,0.04600213717151761,0.09835344533810916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04064738628105584,0.15681484562076858,0.0,0.0971452217063965,0.035676404398150584,0.0,0.0,0.11692630126205457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953415358800296,0.0,0.0,0.05284262342893383,0.0,0.050482531288008746,0.18043712442471785,0.048564360602082385,0.09815491329173476,0.0,0.055011026806555466,0.05671742101572413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17816833550217304,0.062134489397830624,0.0,0.1303883273538692,0.0,0.2973770431150796,0.15759984832407714
anxiety,rybi_wan_kenobi,2019/01/30,"My family is causing my depression/anxiety How do I tell my family they are fuelling my depression and anxiety? 

My depression started last year in July following my partners miscarriage. I never dealt with it as I felt I had to be the strong one for my partner so I pushed any issues I had deep down inside. In the months following this I kept my depression and anxiety under control(or so I thought). It is only as I look back I see it wasn’t. I would go weeks at a time not leaving the house, always coming up with and excuse or story so I could cancel plans or not go to work. I also stopped answering my phone but somehow convinced myself I was fine. Fast forward to December/January. My partner and I have recently purchased a business, have a healthy baby due in April, a wedding to plan by October all of which are contributing to my anxiety but on top of this I have a self absorbed family that is feuding with each other constantly and they keep attempting to bring me into it. I need to focus on my own problems to ultimately fix myself but my worry is if I tell them I need a break from them due to their impact on my current mental state they will all take it personally and it will just make matters worse for myself. I feel I am getting closer and closer  to a mental breakdown. Every time I hear my phone I freeze with dread not knowing if my family are on the other end of it. 

The above is a light skim of the issues surrounding my current situation(if I went through everything we’d be here for weeks) but hopefully enough to get some advice. 

How do I tell my family for the sake of my mental health I need them to stop talking to me? ",4.8768823201338565,5.794057803680985,6.224060234244287,76.83196876742892,69.12269938650307,9.608254322364752,31.07585052983827,9.800150414767053,3.064471165644172,1308,53,242,30,22,443,171,326,0.115,0.821,0.064,-0.9451,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,7,6,11,10,1,1,15,0,25,1,0,4,3,52,50,23,0,9,12,0,3,0,3,3,1,1,0,5,13,14,0,4,5,0,1,9,5,6,0,1,8,7,58,4,43,35,6,49,0,3,2,0,23,18,0,7,22,189,71,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942245153758442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711031860926418,0.08023257627731757,0.0,0.0,0.06557169509840709,0.0,0.2950566928904612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414418164582888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905411280957603,0.0,0.08306082490521842,0.0,0.1042001977248413,0.108147828206204,0.0769867984248219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491498103004311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540313315990078,0.09963187196052473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124146369989818,0.0,0.08665976437822999,0.0,0.4545003037607181,0.0,0.048754922607663065,0.0,0.09258225813016298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007552258677956,0.0,0.10960007720981156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249431020477996,0.10867696954333164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577088892593318,0.0,0.11126046622838053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20128341903012645,0.0,0.0857061712515017,0.0,0.0,0.05299216411672513,0.0785985117425755,0.0,0.10209920025456652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097195968006096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643638360599404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29151844338582483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696479735548148,0.0,0.0,0.2144917469752957,0.07436821092949017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533946620841241,0.07333487372957366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419380560754372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226484215010047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952071668949591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683752430362767,0.0,0.10059136649709473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06824947487073288,0.0,0.0,0.16122973178491715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249892370857794,0.07750203977977628,0.2528367426103591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654996539492931,0.11245133725044996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469119497268782,0.0,0.0,0.0893861075157223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019789382119172,0.09792335494607972,0.09826439650319847,0.06849691469820172,0.0,0.0,0.06209395955632395
anxiety,Jazz__GalaxyVans,2019/01/30,"Nearly Failed 1st Semester Sophmore Year 
(I posted this on another sub but was hoping some of you guys might help a little)

This semester ends tomarrow and I have some of the worst grades of my life. Currently, I have a  C (75% AP Gov), D (67% Biomed), F (51% Geometry),  F (57% Honors Chem).  Im hoping to turn in some late work to raise the D to a C but that's all I can do at this point. This is literally all my fault as i've procrastinated all year and im really disapointed at myself for getting to this point. My parents are definatly going to be mad when they see my report card (But I dont blame them, if my child did this bad I would be angry as well) 

My question is what exactly can I do to fix this? Are my chances really that screwed up now? I really wanted to get into a good college but I feel that I messed up my chances. This is especially bad because colleges are starting to get more competetive. 

Please give it to me straight. No sugar coating anything.


Thank you all.",2.326802941176471,3.9983117449999988,4.397235294117646,84.49082352941178,76.55,7.7058823529411775,25.264705882352942,8.4952907291091,1.6619088235294115,759,27,161,15,17,261,123,200,0.182,0.6659999999999999,0.151,-0.9058,2,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,2,3,3,14,2,0,6,0,19,3,0,0,5,23,32,10,0,5,5,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,13,3,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,8,1,0,2,3,24,6,23,26,9,22,0,1,1,1,10,12,1,8,8,105,37,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15702630932108735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323178663346247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500705908660815,0.09128642945752503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17550630651084442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263437060257136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571828145622078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23471514697606405,0.14365419060897405,0.0851065805249754,0.12560349701963924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14827640001104314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003745096334428,0.0,0.0,0.2974717930068663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235121719480958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16892492862464312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577310783594282,0.0,0.15008920144282187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588614669921828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16628005289969527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438092597224016,0.28312498738354,0.0,0.14341944995362396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16775467505881486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878017453716375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933164858940495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599407549237254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378700117931114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628853896640597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832664216229222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13464355783806947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902004551949528,0.0,0.0,0.10637835911949536,0.0,0.0,0.1928686440239757
anxiety,FisherOfMen333,2019/01/30,"Willing to chat about your OCD? I know there are other people here with OCD and was wondering if anyone wanted to chat about it. I've struggled with it for years now and am curious to know some other situations. Hell, if it's something new for you maybe I can help you deal with it. I've learned a few things that help me over the last little while. Thanks, have a good day.",3.1235964912280707,4.609097500000004,3.6342105263157904,91.56780701754387,74.0,6.64561403508772,21.87719298245614,7.1686216300943375,0.4476035087719295,294,7,64,3,6,92,54,76,0.085,0.754,0.161,0.6395,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,0,5,4,1,1,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,13,11,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,2,11,9,2,8,1,0,0,0,8,2,1,4,6,44,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17510831736907098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16150832822900044,0.2581850445163124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100510078977887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357194252713254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752624475474023,0.2041360178100008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509992857341348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515932367286265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418693940796836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17361845286078714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814967682320669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927952731917684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618065590679393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23056471852447655,0.0,0.0,0.1663763111605662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771165334286712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271583503911682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16127040261777684
anxiety,the-lord-of-potatoes,2019/01/30,"An interviewer stopped me in the middle of our conversation To tell me that I ""didn't sound confident in my skills"".


Thanks dude. Thanks for manifesting my fears into a reality. And telling me I'm not qualified for the position. Oh, and saying how you get giddy when women and people of color apply for a job in tech, while implicating that I was a disappointment.


Maybe it's my anxiety. Probably. I just spent the the next half hour crying and feeling like a total fraud. And that no matter what I do or how hard I work, I'll never be good enough. 


I know it's a lie. But I'm too tired to fight it. I know I've been working my shit out in therapy for the past 6 months, but today was rotten and it really took a toll on me.


If you're too exhausted to fight the negative cloud that follows you around, you're not alone. I'm here too.",2.6081954887218046,4.161541502923978,4.630881370091898,83.61644736842106,75.49122807017544,8.394486215538848,23.325396825396822,9.04235418022936,1.647637928153718,651,19,139,15,14,224,108,171,0.236,0.706,0.058,-0.98,1,1,0,0,2,0,21.0,1,2,0,3,9,11,3,1,13,0,6,3,1,2,2,25,18,14,0,1,7,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,9,9,0,1,3,0,1,2,6,7,0,1,6,6,18,4,17,11,2,20,0,1,1,0,11,9,1,2,10,90,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17765391878285994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122040116904532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15269855599395402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18841825460430076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17723691104660474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19301955696212014,0.0867309999426911,0.12254145911760153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961763265718031,0.0,0.0,0.14387168703915612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15365768067129545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689230394474035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702176031716156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18853740862049395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380116233539821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17232549264130592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691404842837993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229493460112407,0.0,0.1824246857837863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16374531895997788,0.11891768558599053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849389444981668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988686255276484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13640797800775256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17607364450581595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434072203408633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.299850522244532,0.3158445689721809,0.1961601328392891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971491339397572,0.16259090475862525,0.0,0.1905767523595227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249752566483446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,isaboss1390,2019/01/30,"I got cancelled on today for the third time this week. Ugh. I’m an 18M and I’m codependent and have GAD. 

So this is the third time this week that my girlfriend has had to cancel on me for a date. Monday I asked her to go get lunch and she was busy and explained and that was fine. But then Tuesday I asked if we could get dinner and she said sure. And last minute called and said she had to do some schoolwork. Then today. I asked her again if we could get lunch after she said she could last night. And then she cancelled again because she had to do some schoolwork again. 

I understand being busy but then when I said “I love you” in a call today and she didn’t say it back I’m getting paranoid. And I’m super worried that after the almost two years worth of love and care I’ve given her that she doesn’t want me anymore. I’m stupid and it really probably is irrelevant but I’m scared. 

If someone could help that would be great.",0.5105871806364846,2.8166382164948525,1.6892559390407875,97.974726580009,86.93814432989691,4.404840878529806,17.197669206633798,5.7926816847441245,-0.5937765127745407,730,17,164,5,23,230,99,194,0.094,0.733,0.172,0.9672,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,1,0,1,6,10,1,1,6,0,20,5,0,0,1,33,46,25,0,9,6,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,10,15,3,0,2,0,1,1,2,3,0,3,12,5,25,7,12,27,2,29,0,0,0,2,30,3,0,6,25,107,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511806898484693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401164276859732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32242250418937607,0.0,0.0,0.08839886013370908,0.0,0.07007990952354858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347785846298238,0.0,0.11721165725010115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3671519504312038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402520851001553,0.0,0.06533568569273494,0.0,0.09194579884777353,0.1267462665187662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770567607407102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18741912560148927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20751580542448056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788426688016244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394873005035385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364774952940213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4374216344809974,0.09142258105060788,0.11509724945239673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097407126019779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835054304078642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407080384183187,0.0,0.3269122609722053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230139589772756,0.11967973776563412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678077029415683,0.0,0.18443153602567594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167497268909303,0.0,0.08166587111205338,0.0,0.0,0.07403190815683464
anxiety,WithoutWarning99,2019/01/30,"I’m just a fucking lost cause Currently a 19yo college sophomore, and I just can't figure out how to make myself be happy ever again like I was when I was younger, and I'm getting tired quick of the life I'm living. I just fucking hate everything about myself. I can't converse with people at all, couldn't imagine a girl wanting to be within 50 feet of me, I'm just a skinny angry reject who can't ever see positivity. I've tried joining clubs and sports, it hasn't helped for shit, I just don't fit in anywhere, I'm just one of those people whose a waste of space no matter where they are or who their with. If your a normal person and can feel happy or proud about yourself, then i'm seriously happy and proud for you because I'm too pathetic and useless to make a life worth living.

I just can't hold genuine conversations with anyone, especially someone I've never met, and by this point I've just stopped trying. I'm too fucking boring, depressive, and socially awkward to succeed. Things that used to put a smile on my face just don't now. I don't care if I get good grades, or when I'm having fun with my friends up in college, or if im doing what used to be some of my favorite sports/activities. It just happens and I'm still depressed after. I just never feel happiness from fucking anything anymore. I really couldn't give less of a shit about my major now. I just want to be valued by someone for once in my life, or feel that people would miss me if I was gone (but who the fuck would now). There's no dream job or salary that cures loneliness. Also, because of this, I feel like I'll never be able to lose my virginity, find a girlfriend, or live the life I wanted to because I'm just such a fucking loser. Why would any girls wanna spend time with me? Every time I try to flirt and make a connection I just sound like a dumbass. went on another of many failed dates yesterday because I can't keep hold of conversations and could tell I'm just for fun to be around for girls.

I really need help figuring out how to reduce my current level of self-loathing and social awkwardness. Every day that goes by I hate myself more and more, and vision a bright future less and less. I know that can't happen with the magic of a reddit thread, but I'm just hoping to see if anyone knows where to just scrape the surface of this issue if you were in my shoes, and work at finding ways to feel happy for once.

Ty for your time and my apologies that that was basically just a diary entry.",5.915464919695688,5.400345465483234,6.576716680755143,80.161575443787,66.73175542406311,9.057452803606653,29.94146238377008,8.306716005460428,2.004703634826712,1969,60,397,23,28,649,236,507,0.107,0.769,0.124,0.8792,4,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,4,2,8,41,42,10,2,21,0,31,19,6,8,6,104,83,38,0,19,33,0,5,3,2,3,6,1,0,4,19,26,1,4,12,3,2,3,17,23,0,1,9,9,42,19,62,62,8,49,0,9,3,7,27,20,8,15,28,258,61,7,0.07091475414048569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056710503265351424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0482244645860675,0.07436030288761722,0.0,0.0,0.0703283807444889,0.09917048989037773,0.0,0.05835680032897455,0.06312916598599293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729159036683563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230231806683635,0.07284898687033907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05661966079511541,0.0,0.0,0.045734149789377516,0.0,0.12215754765758635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829291013272753,0.1194974777832517,0.0,0.06373360841172503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17928315221691024,0.05066151452740085,0.0,0.0,0.12962960111062102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05478856313728574,0.39335728498652733,0.07410006427972876,0.06802789399396704,0.0,0.059479931245317925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541936577371887,0.3774503721852104,0.0,0.14002727637366574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950653297630109,0.0,0.0,0.0704343518106956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.076600103504632,0.07401657909112618,0.0703719511583611,0.06303229181619686,0.0,0.0,0.0779457885891429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20035675219143825,0.10393610049134897,0.0,0.1878570813737172,0.0,0.0,0.0793354705916015,0.07741183119777685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142008447152594,0.07189643018766806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052582391637583145,0.16408149044718773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948140242971604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15104379750482733,0.04805367269385543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749008456226706,0.061920028005892996,0.0,0.0,0.06703736433696322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128891469771005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085961475690904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301975537159505,0.0,0.07397955450172776,0.0,0.14558595210561745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457732268130993,0.12017168211231645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05663261426091419,0.05928790981393876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06198262081309797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04711261158763657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240528902619904,0.08150607790273058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14443938928401812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249515753190693,0.0,0.0,0.12548207798994998,0.05628883102661321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06573868755275,0.06398953552737745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051626785604919095,0.0,0.0,0.15112742009312002,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,204coffee,2019/01/30,"Missing work Since starting my job four months ago, I've missed in between 5-10 days so far. 

Initially it was primarily due to a lower back injury from my last job, then as the winter went on and my depression and anxiety increased. I missed a few days because of that too.

I've been extremely open and honest with my work about it and it seems like the kind of company that has due process and actually considers everything.

Although since switching up my meds and starting new ones/increasing my dose I've missed a few more days of work.

I always feelxterrible when I stay home",5.238581081081083,6.698587666666668,5.660889639639643,79.18971283783786,68.72972972972973,9.513963963963963,31.893018018018022,9.827888789773867,3.1364315315315308,465,20,87,11,8,149,75,111,0.165,0.765,0.07,-0.8417,3,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,5,8,0,0,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,9,11,11,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,8,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,1,3,0,9,3,12,8,4,23,0,5,0,0,0,5,0,1,16,50,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.1743072086989673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583357209209112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862602526515462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664369738239449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13734764014641962,0.0,0.10888500349636956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455850818167045,0.0,0.15384501623766295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605320049231974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17917027468135058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35450528194887965,0.0,0.0,0.1860050884227497,0.0,0.14559901892815222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726463693476587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19840638789213055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425726612186226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17251216548921686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260880418096327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955123736946191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528561002805235,0.19038499541676804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655823917216202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3901121374153847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Aardvark721,2019/01/30,"UGLY email from professor after reaching out (any college students have a similar experience?) Hi! First-time post. A friend of mine suggested going to Reddit .

I'm a 2nd-year vet student. Early January, I emailed a faculty member about my interest in developing a stress assessment scale for a large sheltered parrot population for a summer project. She did give me contact information which I followed up on. When I met with a behaviorist, they advised me that the project would be very challenging. I asked two people to mentor me but they did not have the time. 

I felt that my project was flawed. When I asked to meet with the professor again to try one more time to talk about it, she did not want to meet until I had done the ""legwork"". I had already gathered a lot of articles and some preliminary tools and to be honest, I just didn't know what she was looking for. I also don't think she understood what I was aiming for, and that's why I wanted to meet.

I have never done independent research before (and I don't want to!) and the summer project requires a mentor. The deadline was/is the end of January and submitting a proposal would have been rushed and sloppy. Three weeks went by and I heard nothing. Then today, I received an email from this professor asking if I had followed up on a contact. I let her know I had, but that, unfortunately, I wouldn't be continuing because I hadn't gained a lot of traction and I didn't think it would be a good project for the summer. 

She was very angry. I didn't do the work she expected me to do and she had apparently emailed ""10 people"" about this idea (I was not CC'ed or aware of these emails). She expressed that she had done a great deal of work on my behalf and if I wanted this project to happen ""I"" needed to do make it happen. She also seemed angry because she had to work ""again and again"" to get her projects going and implied that I should do the same. I thought it'd be best to just apologize and grovel, and I offered to email an apology and explanation to anyone who may have been inconvenienced.

In response, she sent me a very, very long email (pages) again. The summary: students being ""spoon-fed"" and how I don't know the basics of the research process. She stated that if I could not do the work for this project she doesn't think I have what it takes to complete vet school. She also told me that in the future, I should not approach faculty or ask for a meeting with them when I had such limited knowledge. She also implied that I was not capable of being a clinician and that I should have gotten this education in undergrad.

I didn't respond. I decided to write a short explanation to our Dean of Students about what happened, and I copied the emails so that he was aware. (Read as: covering my butt). I had a few friends read the emails and multiple people agreed that I was very polite and professional, and her responses were out of line. (""Fucking bullshit"" was one friend's response.) My sister read the email and said that it was ""outrageously inappropriate"". 

I absolutely regret approaching the professor about this idea. (They always tell you to approach them if you have an idea!) I don't have experience with this subject and I don't have experience with this type of research. I don't have the background or even the high level of interest that I think would be required. From my perspective: I never made a commitment, never wrote a proposal, never signed up for a class, and none of this is required/mandatory on my part. I  never even met with her about it! (I said 'hi"" to her once in person and introduced myself, an interaction lasting about a minute because she was busy with something else). I understand there are two sides to every story, but her response was so intense it shocked me.

I am now terrified of this woman. I plan to avoid her like the plague and keep my head down, hoping this will all blow over. Now I'm nauseous and numb with anxiety. I felt panicky and couldn't eat for the beginning part of the day. I am trying not to think about it and I'm worried I won't be able to sleep tonight. My nerves are shot. 

SORRY THIS IS SO LONG! (But maybe it made you feel better about your life? Lol.)

Will someone PLEASE tell me it's going to be okay?",4.116879819447057,5.885074415647924,4.897462102689489,82.36479386872298,71.95843520782397,8.016731239420727,28.477035922512695,8.663278654923907,2.174930088395711,3344,130,640,61,65,1080,327,818,0.08800000000000001,0.84,0.07200000000000001,-0.9113,3,1,1,0,0,0,115.0,1,4,5,12,32,21,2,2,52,2,90,7,3,5,7,124,146,55,0,22,20,1,3,1,3,12,2,3,0,2,44,40,1,5,21,3,0,12,28,7,0,5,51,7,108,14,91,69,12,68,0,1,1,2,89,20,2,13,35,477,152,39,0.0651361999563001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187941636599532,0.20835758228796927,0.054198536315827606,0.0,0.0,0.044294849585754935,0.0,0.0498290146809502,0.0,0.0,0.04554474550152928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435742168739099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911926876303107,0.0,0.055426108654996,0.0,0.0683564232699495,0.057607675624203485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06829406638611654,0.0,0.0,0.05200595548427666,0.0,0.0,0.04200746038843802,0.06715256203400317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19997084208266105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665059382544082,0.05441293696886499,0.0,0.057691339712855776,0.0,0.0,0.08604369151400744,0.0,0.05488005776445114,0.0,0.0,0.1911471066423067,0.0,0.0,0.03293481982173159,0.0,0.1250819333564774,0.0,0.0,0.055404818407985695,0.0,0.0,0.1509721995267221,0.06021736726885659,0.03403097607965595,0.06248457827293364,0.11105521049844716,0.05463315415726936,0.0,0.07181289040280703,0.0,0.0,0.17279917951725712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06684853294930625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881997147936653,0.0,0.06469494365368796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205925240354641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057896047348765974,0.0,0.0,0.1073914561115716,0.05309469657718442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660617756788262,0.04600762433541945,0.031822257142102815,0.0,0.0,0.11528697448929705,0.05469800299213621,0.0,0.0,0.11075293582058653,0.0,0.12326689465215715,0.04347891926171217,0.0,0.06543806775642766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04829766692980373,0.2511852646282653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06249994059109741,0.0,0.0,0.06936792713786281,0.08827594965698707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14107231415264915,0.0,0.13547171891180218,0.05687441738148745,0.0,0.07149998751827645,0.0,0.0,0.062382474249438866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19546148021120274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391888439628955,0.0,0.0,0.06592131181152562,0.0,0.05929755009563242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518324054091727,0.0,0.05518969084801487,0.05014502899316786,0.0,0.07291464307184288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461329697769427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04897431606703415,0.05235401020947194,0.11386381951206825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086832342375857,0.0,0.051710866981163485,0.07596288401192612,0.0,0.061741501382619614,0.06224043040877051,0.0,0.08844640823573885,0.0,0.12725720539455393,0.06780908130597796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687209328932704,0.15367607341989714,0.0,0.05224833064992971,0.0,0.0,0.06038190993115292,0.058775289172757185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18967971734633526,0.06614897284201003,0.0,0.1850835504003213,0.0,0.0,0.041945577197654835
anxiety,youngshine,2019/01/30,Living in ruff neighborhood hoods I lived in a ruff neighborhood all my life and I always have to watch my back sometimes I feel like everyone’s after me ,1.9450000000000005,4.753604500000002,3.068333333333332,86.4225,87.33333333333334,7.0,20.833333333333336,8.07648339933343,1.5363333333333338,125,4,23,3,4,40,24,30,0.0,0.906,0.094,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,4,2,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979830182066843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27537077898288576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421972726276811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810753146059947,0.25583970295118497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25294946490988546,0.17495845596449874,0.0,0.6324498368471778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3541880420672876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,toothpastesucks,2019/01/30,"How to deal with anxiety at school? F 16 I have always had this thing in which I believe people are watching me all the time. If I do something wrong, everyone in the room is watching and judging me; if I am sat on my chair, everyone is looking and laughing at me; and it goes on. It happens specially at lunch, because I have no one to be with, I think people are always judging me because I am always alone, as if the whole school stopped to be delighted by me awkwardness (which I know is not the case). It even makes me feel embarrassed to walk around the school, as I always feel judged. It got worse when, once, a guy stopped at my table and asked why I was always alone, like it wasn't obvious that I have no friends at all — I said a stupid excuse because I couldn't bare to admit it.
Now, I am stuck in classroom, no one talks to me and I am always by myself and, of course, thinking that all my classmates are looking at me and thinking ""she has no fucking friends at all, she's always alone, she must be annoying as hell, I pity her"". I just don't know what to do with this thoughts, because no one really wants to be with me, I'm at school from 7am to 5pm and it is really stressful to go through all this paranoia everyday. I can't wait untill the teachers start asking me again why am I so excluded from everyone, because it is really obvious.
I just want people to care about me. I see people with their friends and it makes me jealous. I wish I could be like them. I am tired of going home and cry the whole night as I feel useless and hating myself.",5.824073666849916,4.869461900311529,6.4046472420744,82.77595382078069,67.06853582554517,9.546710646875573,32.90104452996152,8.671277953709913,2.4162415612974164,1214,45,260,16,17,398,146,321,0.211,0.7040000000000001,0.085,-0.989,0,3,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,2,0,10,20,6,3,9,0,33,3,0,3,8,52,66,22,0,9,6,0,3,2,3,1,1,1,2,1,18,17,1,3,10,0,0,3,10,12,0,3,8,9,48,8,43,50,7,28,1,2,5,1,17,15,2,3,12,189,66,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250778928523243,0.0,0.0,0.4701101800269301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061744226886029124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185052173643124,0.15090908185265733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460055051625135,0.0,0.0,0.0909344429316641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229095370922919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06444172206506646,0.0,0.08865800864890151,0.0,0.08321021502740603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05330931431184247,0.0,0.0,0.23137045441794102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122430776559239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18707296944855087,0.0746166628205285,0.0,0.0,0.09174063421745468,0.0,0.06455251682514454,0.0,0.0,0.07991726898545859,0.07137308663869774,0.0,0.0,0.07968609047529374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096041239427718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871407517929368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886331598520338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135554994558233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077513682678064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757424595818682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595532260145555,0.16407700310049833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22382131114273573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15511793850967934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677530614059308,0.0,0.0,0.32673818329958554,0.06431677231229943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062135807163458526,0.0,0.0,0.057128154186088034,0.0,0.0,0.13495718456787972,0.09245497561617802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06487300432217735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053621264752469575,0.1551503883178548,0.0,0.06407607141746006,0.04706363928105713,0.0927662219282413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952116994982416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456595043354162,0.18022345346779572,0.09281446770299204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225211410153861,0.0,0.08824556976143606,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Astriles,2019/01/30,"Do i have anxiety? Heyy

So im actually not even sure if i have anxiety because i feel like i do? If that makes sense.
Id like to adress some points in my life that i regulary

1. Im very lazy at times and don’t wanna come out of bed.

2. Super emotional. Every time i argue or have a fight with someone i can just burst into tears and breath very heavily, im also very angered at this moment and it takes around and hour or more to calm down. 

3. I don’t like to be in the spotlight. Basically i do gym every 5 days in the weeks but mostly i skip this because of the people at the gym, i don’t like to be looked at or judged. This also is very annoying for me because this keeps me from going to the gym. If my bf is with me i have no proble with this. 

4. I have no sympathy for people. I just literally don’t, i love animals to death and care about them a lot, but people? I wouldnt care less if there is an article written about a baby tortured to death or anything like that. If my mom mentions this or anyone else im always like ‘so what? Lots of people die everyday.’ And my mom just gets angry at me then. 

5. Sometimes im super happy with my body and looks and other times i feel like im different from people and not as pretty as them, same with my body. 

6. I always go to bed very late and then it takes more then an hour or so to fall asleep

7.  I was diagnosed with depression when i was 14 - 15 this now has been 3 to 4 years, i do feel happier but not entirely, things have happened in the past with friends and lovers etc... i don’t make friends very easily or i feel like nobody wants to be friends with me? (Atm im 18 turning 19) most people go party in the weekend while im sitting at home binge eating or cryiner for some sort because im ‘lonely’.

8. I have codependeny. Basically i get attached to one person and would do everything for them mostly this is a bf (currently have one for 2.5 years) 

9. Constantly thinking if i will be able to live in the future, just the fact of having a shitty job and doing bad in life scares me a lot wich oftenly lets me thinks its better to not be on this planet anymore because i feel like i wouldnt be able to handle this. 

10. Very low self esteem of seeing other peoples looks or bodies. My mom often teases me by the fact that im eating a lot and getting ‘fat’ atm im 1m60 and 65KG i dont consider this fat but just a little chubby, but its a downgrade for my self esteem when she says stuff like that, i had argues about it a lot with her but she keeps seeing these things from time to time.

11. If somebody online makes a nasty comment to me like on reddit i just get very sad and feel like im annoying and stupid and this kinda ruines my whole day and keeps me from posting stuff or saying. 

Thank u for reading if u have come this far i really appreciate it! :)",1.033825208995644,2.8862430989932903,3.2180960791239848,90.61396385258448,81.09731543624163,6.128764865183093,20.18768397503827,7.2039019648360325,0.426957941834452,2181,58,483,29,57,744,255,596,0.14300000000000002,0.6890000000000001,0.168,0.9586,3,2,0,0,1,0,57.0,0,0,3,3,22,42,9,1,23,0,43,14,7,3,3,104,81,56,3,13,34,3,6,12,6,4,5,2,3,3,32,33,4,3,8,5,2,6,14,16,0,2,5,13,57,26,68,65,16,57,0,5,5,2,27,23,0,32,38,312,89,2,0.09142499006187044,0.0,0.04460880104350903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07311253152153865,0.0760729156347291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993986715612874,0.0,0.04533451175685271,0.03196323939407974,0.046837853211930236,0.03761748845345792,0.04069381218927852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03816802393863786,0.13932956341409508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040428987068356334,0.0,0.15232883050511098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932138705242564,0.0,0.0,0.07875453361644118,0.0,0.049398967467064375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058961555189187824,0.0,0.039372104986969365,0.04639722021593822,0.04744235276989929,0.04775982789871952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053574703727357904,0.0,0.0,0.09355058910708396,0.038186923899100604,0.05142040417618012,0.0,0.0,0.05098151551183777,0.030192671843124262,0.0,0.07702949725461421,0.0,0.04108344297510945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13868166596660975,0.16328507791944255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595208079846136,0.0,0.09553156776003684,0.0,0.0779383931128256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040423408388022816,0.048661800980821686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04585335968505233,0.0,0.09003519904912398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.592528067243294,0.0,0.04536259776450753,0.12189409783730895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05156568549102898,0.0,0.0,0.04674412328542557,0.06457617423887123,0.2679937925376289,0.04581592912433647,0.040364970604048235,0.0,0.11516094851976075,0.0,0.0,0.19431564290504652,0.04125731150038325,0.0,0.09154033618947154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606137650915689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06195193936326347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04363774898365562,0.22183901820185545,0.0399143874478836,0.0,0.0,0.04321308338839623,0.0,0.043779934138898136,0.04650604138507407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04572486548129593,0.0,0.02928459485214995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270482162760603,0.045766182135200915,0.0,0.07285388024594464,0.0,0.09537620368397626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03873204869705812,0.0,0.04521082645106627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465974038360944,0.0,0.0,0.04308348558149927,0.0,0.06874021454612701,0.0,0.0,0.04208592375708667,0.0,0.0,0.06073870097124665,0.05858144205234653,0.0,0.0,0.13327661731342752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04972206792026608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017407664022936,0.02696241393915251,0.0,0.036667806178621885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05103636821472808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03247284491442076,0.0,0.0,0.058874696113802014
anxiety,yikesmate,2019/01/30,Can anyone else not meditate? My anxiety won't let me. Everyone always suggests meditation to me and I'm like yeah sure but inside I'm like nooooo. The head space app made me want to claw my skin off and the colouring books are sitting gathering dust because they don't help me they make me worse :(,1.3369915254237306,4.005740898305088,2.686250000000001,88.9392055084746,89.16949152542372,6.339830508474578,22.62923728813559,7.6454224807358475,1.3714898305084748,239,9,47,5,8,77,46,59,0.158,0.6829999999999999,0.159,-0.6031,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,5,2,2,2,1,8,10,3,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,9,3,3,7,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,2,23,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24103210277741774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215999361659671,0.0,0.0,0.2025469048596818,0.296805404526856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17658267659943624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24198558683346896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767960693952629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972892546482184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941624804339212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962114501321783,0.0,0.28304032084515224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740966900629684,0.19335974822404264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730144635063404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17085732217531122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952027121185161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bojackhorsewoman95,2019/01/30,"I have too much anxiety to go to shopping. I need to do my grocery shopping, but just the thought of going to town is enough to make me nauseous. Along with the bad social anxiety, people are always staring and passing comments. There have been times where some creepy guys go to such extents where they start following me around. Once someone managed to follow me and physically harass me. 

It's scary, to say the least. And I have no friends whom I can ask to go with me. 

Does anyone have tips or advice on how to overcome this? I can't keep putting it off, I haven't gone out alone without having a panic attack for years now. And it's just getting worse. ",3.9695348837209288,5.561753124031012,4.2596046511627925,87.49963953488373,72.02325581395348,6.40031007751938,28.403875968992253,6.742157984588678,1.3325001550387587,519,20,101,4,10,162,91,129,0.165,0.7440000000000001,0.091,-0.8899,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,10,5,2,1,4,0,12,0,0,2,0,20,26,7,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,5,9,0,1,1,2,2,9,4,4,0,0,3,2,13,1,20,23,5,20,0,0,1,0,8,7,0,2,4,74,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17656483072156245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871368003485791,0.0,0.0,0.1503457055974537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27644947191112873,0.0,0.0,0.1263402549984401,0.0,0.0,0.1608493602749272,0.16891755751419135,0.2055570647773393,0.0,0.0,0.1508657435418526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812004014163972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18669753340744968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959800028041286,0.0,0.09440127831222994,0.0,0.4107533798912292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17890811758312467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16060253065195515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060969242647007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282542330519004,0.13397680651297614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19242530629612428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119967656489112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252653211248367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816399146848346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436892173349176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841872096703311,0.15309514935788032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12789088836720922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434449583294135,0.10535979541439554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17417541129284184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841350572654859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635623079791993
anxiety,runninwitdadevil,2019/01/30,"Do you ever just wanna tell people things but you can’t? Like those I have to tell someone or I’m gonna explode type things, or this happened, I think this is funny,  I’m upset about whatever, you should watch this real good show type of things. IDK if it’s just my anxiety and feeling that the whole world hates and doesn’t care what I have to say so I shouldn’t say anything or talk to anybody because I’ll just annoy them. Like even on here I’m concerned that someone somewhere will know that it’s me, how idk but like fuuuuuuuuuddddge. I miss the old me, the me who wanted to hangout with people and do things. I’m not to fond of the me who just wants to sleep and lay on my couch resenting herself for things that aren’t even important and no one else probably remembers. ",2.9625544267053736,4.596890509433965,4.096981132075474,87.4735994194485,74.72327044025155,6.653313981615868,24.18045476536043,7.321109707123232,0.8775946782776973,617,19,131,7,13,201,94,159,0.158,0.698,0.145,-0.0922,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,1,0,11,11,3,1,4,0,11,1,1,1,1,29,25,13,0,6,11,0,1,3,0,4,0,2,1,0,18,6,0,0,4,2,0,0,6,5,0,1,0,4,16,6,14,21,1,5,0,1,1,0,12,3,0,4,5,88,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732854310793125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12621142404434446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349365591871817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563721532620036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12812195187197467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026004534427661,0.13873302504048698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754908364028472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864048032468936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562563975239225,0.0,0.0,0.15142230088475708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428879685518571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247882539597721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16093726759623378,0.0,0.10392828988331372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126565484523554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653600867591855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745699952456798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737396641243108,0.0,0.0,0.2439338576221908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534819561793074,0.0,0.25990182881341417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327395560730292,0.26810636617229305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5094650293884766,0.0982740678334448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809246070823588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123346016047594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xstarlesseyess,2019/01/30,"Pre-travel anxiety? Hi all, 
I’m 30 years old and have had anxiety for literally as long as I can remember. I am on meds and have seen the same psychologist for years, and for the most part, I’ve learned how to handle and manage my everyday anxiety. 
Since I’ve moved about 3 years ago, I haven’t been able to see my psychologist much and I just can’t seem to use any of the methods I’ve learned to deal with this newish anxiety. 

I love traveling. I love road trips. I’ve always gotten a little anxious before trips, worrying about packing and whatnot, but it’s always mixed in with the excitement of traveling too! Since moving 4 hours from home and my family, my pre-travel anxiety has gotten out of control and it seems to just be getting worse.
I go home somewhat frequently (depending on the time of year), I’ll leave after work on Friday and stay until Monday since I’m off Mondays and it’s easier for me to leave when my family is at work on Monday (I still get sad leaving them and the typical anxiety all day Sunday about having to leave.) i am usually excited to go home so I know that my anxiety is a mixture of excitement. But the days leading up to my last day of work before traveling  are starting to become hell. It’ll start Monday when I’m thinking about how I have to work all week before I can leave. And everyday it just gets worse. Once the work day is over (on the day of travel), it all goes away. I started to think I needed to just start taking the fridays off that I’m traveling but then my anxiety will just focus on Thursday’s last day (I’ve tested it already.) 
I’ll get anxious about packing. But when I pack too early, I’m anxious that I’ve forgotten things. But then I’m anxious when I haven’t packed. 
I’m going home this weekend and today (Wednesday), I started to get very anxious before work. It wasn’t about the travel but because this week i am traveling, everything is heightened. I thought I was going to vomit. I had to sit in my car taking deep breaths and i ended up going to my manager, crying, because my dog sneezed funny that morning and obviously that means she has cancer (I am a veterinary technician so The worst case scenarios pop in my head with my pets.) Thankfully, I am very close with my manager and she knows about my issues and she talked me down. But I know it’s because I’m going away. 
I just don’t know what to do. The packing part is the OCD tendencies I have when I’m anxious. I will repeat in my head my plans over and over. 
I guess I’m not sure what I want out of this post, maybe to know I’m not alone? If anyone does this, what do you do to curb this anxious behavior?
Thanks to all that have read this!",3.2890714285714324,4.7313844944444465,4.786137566137565,83.64833333333338,73.5,8.179894179894179,26.93121693121693,8.77342768361299,2.013843915343915,2097,76,422,41,42,703,219,540,0.13699999999999998,0.8009999999999999,0.063,-0.9842,0,1,1,0,0,0,61.0,0,1,1,9,25,11,1,0,17,0,37,7,3,6,7,75,89,40,0,3,16,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,5,0,26,25,0,2,14,9,0,19,7,3,0,0,9,2,54,8,72,76,12,99,1,1,2,2,10,27,1,7,50,265,80,14,0.055013449086402134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04876610329351794,0.0,0.0,0.05697734206535213,0.060708709062916616,0.0,0.09155119335081532,0.0,0.0,0.03741103187030604,0.0,0.3366811037813265,0.4350467695834188,0.0,0.03846668272761559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337389269735783,0.0,0.0,0.10060706384009173,0.06075803232874821,0.1872495729621754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0617022610389245,0.0,0.0,0.06042969058885528,0.21287474106983434,0.05671645037563749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048142640024601766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04872558703376655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04944254075118354,0.0,0.10372356745414718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14371128275634407,0.0,0.18759246540740426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06060351643976334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291934028618855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22073189982450211,0.0,0.054177165734676035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05741974790341476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511697644595017,0.08968660710531326,0.0,0.2912564963376352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05513792853621728,0.0,0.048685171269181815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930357133786633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05526840391742211,0.059925773800329984,0.0611075400406605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694118018751268,0.04044121500708596,0.04079177542468493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05772736055795692,0.05858752783227051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914840867819225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05268767710286666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0550283365070217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062319513583919774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04383859630659846,0.10016435577522304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365230807327056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946940120801197,0.05863701695379011,0.043933811504169966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05184952470650693,0.0,0.08272653440952096,0.04421772650323588,0.0,0.1012979852575473,0.0,0.0,0.03654849107661495,0.07050079365770398,0.0,0.043674533512709134,0.03207878456871945,0.0,0.05214631718014805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047513956678622266,0.06058954192712754,0.09078371394151033,0.03244835762047705,0.0,0.08825694099403472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403026768515027,0.05586882796360824,0.11212680909897207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14170743009945835
anxiety,WheelCrazy,2019/01/30,"How do you deal with your anxiety attacks? If I'm alone I just start saying really loud things like ''I'm sorry'' or ''Stop'' as long as it lasts, my brain helps me a lot since after I start saying those things I automatically create a ''chain'' of thoughts that moves me away from the negative thoughts. I don't usually have anxiety attacks when I'm around people but when I do I start talking louder and louder until it stops.

This [song](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e0dJWfQHF8Y) also have helped me a lot when I'm having really bad times ",7.1790429042904265,7.649213851485149,6.980940594059407,74.99471122112212,63.95049504950496,10.297689768976898,29.704620462046204,10.125756701596842,2.807850165016502,433,13,78,9,6,137,68,101,0.18600000000000005,0.759,0.054000000000000006,-0.8926,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,0,7,4,2,0,4,0,6,1,1,1,0,14,15,12,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,7,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,3,12,1,9,13,2,17,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,4,15,51,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16020293897416152,0.0,0.12369839565843894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23666119007871564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769894644002734,0.0,0.3519440948321407,0.14532795689487726,0.0,0.12915223227557135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17267523003162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15946939097189985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073589211402677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260857169189479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556935747637933,0.0,0.0,0.13688787927027946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630086282443805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644014978064311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723637765720373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19818530833670656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24601719034495206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795377939357022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17315279374914236,0.32845217209463023,0.0,0.0,0.2586406010756462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243267847146861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20552645923106894,0.0,0.0,0.2455989828039471,0.09019577573017272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17035934524096735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AfterJet,2019/01/30,"subtle art of overthinking 24 M , I have had OCD in the past and I have been a compulsive overthinker. Any thoughts on how to stop overthinking ",1.831666666666664,4.641932814814819,2.338796296296298,90.31708333333334,91.22222222222223,7.144444444444447,25.26851851851852,8.07648339933343,2.1410074074074075,114,5,22,3,4,35,24,27,0.091,0.909,0.0,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,4,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4136288381784161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5806406148600153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.508521752700831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4828802000830349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,madelynx,2019/01/30,"Keep getting mild serotonin syndrome when trying to increase Zoloft :/ Advice please!! ## Hi all,

I   have had anxiety and depression for much of my life, but lately the   anxiety has been really bad. I was prescribed Buspar about a year and a   half ago and it helped a bit but lost effectiveness over time and   increasing the dose just gave me brain zaps without a lot of benefit. I   was on Zoloft from ages \~14-21 and it was incredibly helpful so I   decided to try going back on SSRIs.

I   started a 25mg dose of Zoloft while still on 15mg 2x daily of Buspar and   had a BAD reaction a few hours later (feeling waves of cold moving   through my body, shivering, sweating intensely, extreme nausea, almost   fainting, sudden diarrhea). I phased off of the Buspar and then   immediately started the Zoloft again but once again had a similar   reaction. I waited a bit longer and started Zoloft at half a pill and it   went well. I worked up to 37.5mg (1.5 25mg pills) and it helped a lot   for depression but I needed to go higher to help my anxiety. I went up   to 50mg and at first it seemed fine- but on the fourth day of taking it  I  had another, slightly different reaction, still feeling the weird  cold  feeling and agitation, but now having less nausea and faintness  and  instead an extremely uncomfortable feeling in my brain (can't  really  describe it) followed by a splitting headache that lasted hours.

My   psychiatrist at first was wary that my symptoms could just be anxiety,   but I told her they are very distinct from my normal anxiety symptoms,   even in my worst panic. She agreed that it sounds like mild serotonin   syndrome or toxicity. She gave me two options: try the lower dose of   Zoloft with Gabapentin added or try a different SSRI. I tried the   Gabapentin for a few days but I didn't like the woozy feeling and didn't   think it really helped. Now I'm weaning off the Zoloft (which is awful   btw) to try Lexapro.

I have found the   published research on mild serotonin symdrome to be pretty lame. Does   anyone have any advice (can be based in personal experience or research)   about what SSRIs might be better or worse for this? It's weird that I   never had it in the past. It seems like the newer ones (Viibryd etc.)   might be worse for this because their mechanism kind of mimics the   combination of Buspar and Zoloft. Any thoughts are appreciated!!

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anxiety,SamJones45,2019/01/30,"I’m on 50 mg Zoloft and it’s not working, unemployed and my mum is trying to get me to sign on for universal credit (UK basically where you get an allowance if you are struggling to find work) but I’m in a loop of being too Anxious to apply for jobs, I’ve never had a job, I’ve been to one job interview and completely messed up, I’m not motivated at all to find a job because I’m always thinking about when I’m going to get a doctors appointment for my non working medication, I don’t know what I’m expecting in terms of replies to this post but I just thought I might as well try and get some motivation I don’t even know :( ?",4.308731343283578,4.10925685074627,6.1768283582089545,80.61136194029852,70.04477611940298,9.685074626865672,31.67537313432836,9.516144504307137,2.6455253731343285,494,20,109,10,8,173,85,134,0.115,0.8270000000000001,0.058,-0.8156,6,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,5,7,4,0,1,5,0,8,3,0,3,2,25,23,9,0,2,6,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,8,0,1,1,5,2,1,1,3,0,9,2,21,18,3,12,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,3,3,65,12,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603391706545386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711162792264666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233378525631944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15881182932345725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15503441716660366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004350871293743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768789104504052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165441363129409,0.0,0.08608303311664862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6012364150181656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16648624105803295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525885677735281,0.0,0.16068413088262085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682183675863522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263896845027742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450649430839991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15834775245196872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705489197563376,0.0,0.12024906138624675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20567432329468746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618836260160366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308125927846153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kodatakana,2019/01/30,"Fear of needles How do I get over a fear of getting a blood test? I'm supposed to get one soon, and honestly, I haven't slept, I've been so nervous I haven't eaten, everything I eat I end up throwing up because my stomach is in that much of a knot. Literally everybody I've asked says they don't hurt and I shouldn't worry but honestly it's to the point where I need help. What should I do..",0.8384999999999998,2.581974423529413,3.130220588235293,91.54474264705885,81.23529411764707,6.602941176470589,24.742647058823533,7.6454224807358475,1.1393823529411762,306,12,71,5,8,105,57,85,0.079,0.7509999999999999,0.17,0.7947,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,3,4,0,9,5,3,1,0,7,17,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,3,1,10,2,9,12,1,9,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,44,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22601779485042606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473778015618278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24738612214766226,0.0,0.0,0.2141321778834492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172829426109371,0.0,0.0,0.5441060542314435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3789369631407146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620500949651709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588146111261477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17772521529025356,0.1792658076210997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16382633380385972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22854622782251185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922613642048029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24552426221879425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,weedquestion123,2019/01/30,"Can anxiety cause extreme fatigue and weakness? Hi, I've been dealing with anxiety for years now, and for the past week, I've been under a lot of stress and anxiety, my health anxiety has been crazy, convincing myself I'm dying everyday of some new disease or new cancer I found online it's living hell, for the past 2 weeks I've had weakness in my legs but it's only been seeming to get worse, it feels like my entire body is difficult to move, like extreme fatigue and it's making me panic as I've never felt like this before with my anxiety, and I'm a massive hypochondriac convincing myself that this extreme fatigue I've never had before is a bunch of different rare diseases or cancer and its giving me so much anxiety. Does anyone else have this? Thank you ",5.397382550335572,6.403731993288591,6.376704697986579,75.88331208053692,67.99328859060402,9.181476510067114,31.67852348993289,9.3871,3.0245350335570467,613,25,106,12,10,204,87,149,0.263,0.612,0.125,-0.9548,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,2,15,1,2,5,0,11,10,2,2,2,21,21,11,1,0,3,0,2,3,0,0,8,0,0,0,9,8,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,9,0,0,8,2,10,6,13,13,4,14,1,3,0,0,4,2,1,5,14,65,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5820236279262386,0.0,0.0,0.0886635968337789,0.12992464507560167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21580000492863788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14084953288107374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026159714973234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13072831170696222,0.0,0.0,0.1316014809067,0.13248213278554807,0.0,0.0,0.11096614844280928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592762464305078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06411540023577714,0.09058807925646706,0.12175075289350265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903293028324187,0.0,0.0,0.06624932711250467,0.12164097955348255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478564561676676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858486031606109,0.0,0.11196936066835447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780336503828032,0.0,0.0,0.08464197847058845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347715076814816,0.09321478559112294,0.0,0.19559656147679014,0.2449342300276052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643938558263186,0.0,0.1487759840265658,0.0,0.0,0.24209559831642855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543667698688592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525239319752414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674315392033265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20342741508250567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922307684556605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165696623528483
anxiety,entirely-bonkers,2019/01/30,"A day (read: moment) in the life I wrote this a few months ago. I feel like some might relate lol: 

I’m panicking.

I’m panicking because I’m 45 seconds late to a meeting and if I’m late then my supervisor will think I’m lazy and irresponsible and that I’m not organized enough. And then she’ll wonder why she even hired me. She’ll start regretting hiring me and then she’ll wonder if she should just fire me. And then I’ll be fired. And then I’ll have to look for a new job but this job was so hard to land in the first place. I’ll be out of money and I won’t be able to pay my car lease. I won’t be able to buy Christmas presents and I won’t be able to do anything fun. I’ll be jobless and broke and it’s not likely I’ll find another job because I don’t have any experience because I spent 7 years doing school. I should have done more in grad school. Why didn’t I do more in grad school? I should have worked harder on my thesis and made it really good so I could use it as a springboard for my career. I won’t have a career because I’m losing this job. If I can’t find another one it’ll be years before I can actually build a career. I won’t be able to save up and marry my partner like I planned. And then he’ll probably leave me because we aren’t meeting our goals and he’ll think I’m lazy for not having a career. We’ll be behind on life and we won’t get the house and we won’t travel and we won’t go out to dinner with our couple friends because we can’t afford it and we’re breaking up. 

Why am I crying? 
And why can’t I breathe? 
And why are my thoughts suffocating my lungs? 

Because I was 45 seconds late to a meeting and I’m panicking. 
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anxiety,Swiftie13-90,2019/01/30,"What do I do? Help I need some advice please

I have been spending the better part of the past 16 months or so forming this relationship with my female colleague at work, I feel like I have pushed her a lil too much of late I am so afraid that I have lost this friendship, we was close and we spent fair amount of time together outside of work.

I am seeing her for the first time in work since our conversation on messenger, I think she is struggling with having a friend who suffers from anxiety (me), I am the person who usually gives her a lift home from work as I drive and she doesn't. She told me she just wants to keep her personal life and work life separate, I'm afraid by this she means she wants to cut me out of her life outside of work which is something I really dont want.

I am likely to give her a lift home tomorrow after work is there anything I can say or ask her to help me deal with the unknown.

I was thinking something along the lines of, ""hey (her name) is there any chance we can go back to how things was a few weeks ago""

I don't know i'm really bad socially

Thanks in advance ",4.519962406015036,4.6123961842105325,5.045639097744363,87.89447368421055,69.6140350877193,8.61954887218045,26.81203007518797,8.418075326091056,1.4492872180451126,862,24,194,12,14,276,130,228,0.075,0.8059999999999999,0.118,0.8704,0,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,4,0,0,11,9,12,1,3,11,0,23,3,0,1,0,28,44,9,0,4,3,0,1,2,1,0,3,1,2,2,9,12,0,1,5,0,2,4,3,7,0,1,7,3,39,5,27,37,6,22,0,2,1,0,36,6,0,3,14,128,48,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106352688362366,0.09647601089910628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401180071211896,0.0,0.0832587792652481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956225669310612,0.0,0.10174640260929907,0.0,0.0,0.08368770073274412,0.09087300875204156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625606244654948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122045132797383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755427235455602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055030445840354686,0.07775202792110192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925753313726506,0.0,0.0,0.08408595618481304,0.0,0.0,0.20880965610974409,0.061853663080630665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590014220882794,0.0,0.21834155012422032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673789974386343,0.0,0.0,0.05981308679034347,0.0,0.12277106607522552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23062097436128354,0.1063429529995988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188066901840799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185536513241665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868713739239737,0.0,0.08000653807242647,0.08070006633047717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785812683311495,0.10389569949144843,0.0,0.1900617378418752,0.0,0.11946858103393375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13944548182938418,0.0,0.0,0.11684848370055526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655027442215611,0.0,0.0,0.08672771883414125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002976340261062,0.0,0.0,0.11094397921913146,0.0,0.1675736085460968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377838553233932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020100920246852,0.0,0.0,0.07230540037678344,0.13947465304697365,0.0,0.0,0.1269255880895134,0.0,0.0,0.1039968839431814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986681142330265,0.0,0.1925818073637648,0.0,0.08730118900431047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5546342463886554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hellobeats6,2019/01/30,Does anyone get episodes where it feels like your breathing in cold air/lungs are burning? I did a quick google search and asthma attack came up. ,5.73,7.486899962962966,3.660185185185188,92.86583333333336,67.8888888888889,5.4,24.61111111111111,3.1291,0.1588666666666665,117,3,22,0,2,32,27,27,0.112,0.797,0.091,-0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,1,2,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085715028922336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.502049425254389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5047366407479127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3861899631632729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22313763614148208,0.31526918327815195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23056423563584286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21559988103198569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
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anxiety,MercedesFamous,2019/01/30,Something I REALLY gotta get off of my CHEST! You are awesome. You matter. And I love you even if I don’t even know you. Keep moving forward because you’re worth it!!! <3,-1.0291666666666686,0.990765527777782,1.1722222222222245,97.345,102.05555555555556,3.5111111111111115,17.11111111111111,5.46131890053228,-0.5273555555555558,133,4,29,1,6,44,29,36,0.0,0.6759999999999999,0.324,0.9094,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,5,7,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,8,1,2,6,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,1,17,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404194648069342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5209882115284795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20605505240813754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35055630031739576,0.0,0.0,0.2167491176809036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3559567871757095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4191793530411527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25265946612194506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303624455349423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Chimpsanddip,2019/01/30,"Delivery services for nearly everything: useful tool or risky crutch? I've had a looooong and anxious Winter so far, and I started using a grocery delivery app when I felt like I couldn't leave the house.  I've really appreciated not only the ease, but also that I don't have to fall victim to grocery store layouts that prey on impulsive buyers (I have ADHD also, so a good chunk of my life is impulsive).  Specifically in terms of anxiety, I also see it as one less thing that I have to leave the house for, which means I hopefully have the energy to leave the house for another productive thing that day.  However, I'm also worried (imagine that) that this will ultimately make it harder to leave the house, and that I might be better off tackling it head on.


Now, I'm sure the answer is not black and white, and there is a middle ground between the two options in the title.  But I don't feel like I see it, and I thought discussion could help.  How would you guys approach this?  Do you think it boils down to mindset?  Maybe it depends on amount of use?


I also completely acknowledge that not everyone can afford such services, and I'm sorry if you feel that excludes you from the conversation.  I don't think it does, and would still appreciate your opinion.  Frankly, it is a small stretch for me, but I was also literally starving which is unpleasant.


TL;DR  Does relying on day-of delivery services (for errands, not stuff like Amazon) give a safe workaround to anxiety?  Or do they only neglect the underlying issue such that it is not worth it?",6.400868411073192,6.964542194539253,6.948094425483504,74.24070060675011,65.62116040955631,10.197117937049676,33.683921122487675,10.125756701596842,3.4431973454683344,1225,51,219,27,18,402,156,293,0.094,0.753,0.152,0.9581,2,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,5,1,1,15,10,1,0,17,0,25,3,1,6,1,46,44,25,0,6,11,0,3,3,0,4,1,0,0,1,27,8,1,2,10,0,2,2,9,2,0,2,4,7,23,8,28,33,3,24,0,1,4,0,11,15,0,8,10,157,50,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108644070809774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44262510218300505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673027854583267,0.14113923747589668,0.1042142059834526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158603438597871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967204801818986,0.0,0.0,0.07365267955079967,0.0,0.0,0.11898491201331575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16145403889520554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814710610185769,0.0829067318850822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328692099991176,0.06590213086134812,0.08857273623099217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849287697049707,0.0,0.07737341153574936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913402189534578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946732644349724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061832022402633226,0.0,0.0,0.09162327485594884,0.0,0.4257681386137178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628315155352256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907100870591845,0.0,0.0,0.06515763013131674,0.13520342926373466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06157638827664968,0.0,0.0926757135794737,0.10048533076955826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786075988662253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06250976615643873,0.1403178224115154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059096557589912814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470197402880236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032643048420683,0.06529374912340463,0.0,0.07366952983658649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560211616639832,0.0,0.0,0.08694283460965578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257120708023893,0.11821784052076355,0.0,0.07323476474168729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011308495513687,0.0,0.0,0.2390184731997001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368252258763167,0.0,0.13106094581687452,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,This-light-world,2019/01/30,"For the love of God please make it stop  I have anxiety about every single thing in my life. I'm 23, still in college, still trying to live in a dorm because I still have some hope of having some sort of ""college experience."" My grades were 20% lower than they should've been last semester simply because I had so much anxiety that I turned almost all of my stuff in late.

 And yet, my parents are still supportive. My dad is still helping me pay for all of this, and my mom happily drives me to appointments with my psychologist. I keep telling myself that I'm going to be fine, that I have nothing to worry about, that I shouldn't even really complain about anything. I read some of the stories on here, I just feel guilty for even pretending my problems are real problems.

 Do I even have anxiety? All I know is that sometimes I can't force myself out of my dorm, sometimes the pit in my stomach feels so heavy that it actively hurts. The only way to make it not hurt is to run away to YouTube and slack off on my work again.

   I'm sorry I've just been screaming internally for a few months and I just can't seem to get past this. It was my birthday last week and I'm trying to make myself better but there's so much to do.

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anxiety,AdmShackleford,2019/01/30,"How do you stop feeling like your presence is offensive? This is something I'm still struggling a lot with. I'm going to talk to my therapist about it more next week, but I was hoping to get some inspiration from people who have dealt with this before.

The idea that my very presence is offensive to others is so strongly ingrained in me that I have no clue how to change it. I'm always trying to minimize my imposition on others, to the point that I can't look at other people on the street in case they catch me looking and think I was staring. I don't even know what is an appropriate amount of time to look at someone as they pass you on the sidewalk, so I just look straight ahead or at my feet. I avoid taking up much room in public, I'll shrink away to avoid even brushing against someone in a crowded space. I apologise way too much and take responsibility for things that are not my fault.

I do try to ask myself, ""what could happen if someone catches you looking at them?"" and generally I imagine someone yelling at me and drawing attention to me. I know that wouldn't affect my life beyond having an unpleasant encounter, and I'm not responsible for the way they handle (perceived) conflict, but it doesn't help. For me, it isn't all about fearing negative consequences to myself, it's also an aversion to the possibility of making someone else feel bad in any way. I can't stop making other people's feelings my responsibility.

Does anyone identify with this? Have you found anything that helps?",7.825617070357556,7.15951227681661,7.888705882352941,72.82050980392158,62.91003460207613,10.198016147635526,36.22168396770473,9.3871,3.28399912341407,1204,49,218,18,15,391,158,289,0.151,0.75,0.099,-0.9468,0,2,1,0,1,0,28.0,0,5,4,2,13,12,2,4,11,0,21,2,1,5,1,44,46,15,0,4,7,0,3,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,22,8,0,5,12,0,0,4,10,8,0,0,3,11,35,4,43,41,7,35,0,0,6,0,16,21,0,5,8,161,57,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838151634988917,0.08720890562904188,0.0,0.0,0.07127324130796908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328440364507925,0.0,0.08624830462108701,0.0,0.09798161692616286,0.0,0.09847085245743872,0.0,0.08751055667944188,0.0,0.0,0.08918414790598313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087328941498968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368090306992235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171845383927026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755388996973675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13844979372677518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179384813664613,0.15898268416360073,0.0748750739055757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491689652447636,0.0,0.0,0.05475801346554463,0.0,0.0595649749379188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268163781817576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050159491409406,0.0,0.0,0.1040982952545718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831581883182685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519980671094784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07402920524464977,0.051204043663413655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44006289701639306,0.0,0.0,0.08910427277808465,0.0,0.0,0.1399207146352431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15409232688261154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146482120107604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21798264589911628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907772509347924,0.1181556159481311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4440186827937431,0.0806865535214402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370004761619312,0.17524887167061645,0.0,0.10956839652125508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15760560334134302,0.08424094534682851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169051999618545,0.06962998061577985,0.06715692975521992,0.0,0.0,0.061114565386992975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423159183508382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864778278906902,0.0,0.24957586182485306,0.08407090018765055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,girrlpig,2019/01/30,Oxazepam? Has anyone been prescribed this? I've been too scared to take it.,1.0890476190476193,3.0584260000000008,0.5585714285714296,99.36976190476193,110.42857142857143,1.866666666666667,18.952380952380953,3.1291,-0.8111619047619043,60,2,11,0,3,17,13,14,0.214,0.7859999999999999,0.0,-0.504,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4875767947768645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6981310035424187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5242918758554005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rrrooohhh,2019/01/30,"How do you cope with making mistakes? I have a lot of anxiety around perfectionism and my feelings of failure (where failure is anything other than perfect) and I keep getting incredibly fixated whenever I make a mistake, or perceive something as a mistake, specifically at work. I work as an accountant so making a mistake can mean someone paying too much tax or getting a huge fine, but even little errors that are easily sorted still feel like a huge deal that I can't let go of.

I know that you should do all the standard stuff, like admitting to your mistakes, dealing with them, moving on, which I'm trying to do instead of covering them up like I used to do, but I still can't stop worrying about them and feeling so so bad if I get anything wrong. 

Does anyone have any tips that have worked for them on how to let go of mistakes? Does anyone feel the same?! ",8.40921686746988,7.071964349397592,8.354307228915662,72.12435240963856,62.13253012048193,10.950602409638558,39.42469879518072,9.827888789773867,3.875785542168675,686,31,123,11,8,223,102,166,0.175,0.6779999999999999,0.147,-0.7281,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,4,4,13,13,0,0,9,0,15,0,0,6,2,40,33,15,0,8,5,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,2,8,0,3,3,2,8,0,0,0,4,17,5,21,30,4,15,0,0,0,0,10,9,0,5,6,92,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306480867163727,0.0,0.10469225566735378,0.0,0.0,0.19138175502288454,0.0,0.2252369001469023,0.12182828372518285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426663169323448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821790973871865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23952216011412675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903901894129889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767881804777605,0.09776789015652616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21450030696892372,0.0,0.15555355402388507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164133346757648,0.0,0.0,0.07521089102878525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798831570565971,0.0,0.20057855259419544,0.1371627702642005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634762143181275,0.0,0.0,0.2740515437019636,0.0,0.0,0.14907315822138806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14545319944281584,0.10060278342844364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595519721708468,0.10535621122379152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21858214315102276,0.11441532903964242,0.0,0.0,0.15666407077754305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291427939287664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819714844695807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988920851207255,0.1389809776743612,0.0,0.0,0.1496273937971356,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Anthonyybayn,2019/01/30,"DAE feel like they have to think of an excuse for everything they do even if they already have a real reason? I can't think of any examples off top but bro as soon as I do somm I like prepare myself to be questioned about it and will think of a reason for my doing it, even though I already had a reason to do it which is why I fuckin did it in the first place.

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I sometimes think I'm paranoid not anxious, feel like I'm going crazy for thinking this shit.",6.008469387755103,4.709082908163269,6.382571428571428,84.21242857142856,66.85714285714286,8.656326530612246,30.82448979591837,6.742157984588678,1.6168138775510208,367,11,79,2,5,119,63,98,0.128,0.745,0.127,-0.4879,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,2,5,5,2,0,5,0,12,2,1,3,0,16,22,6,0,1,3,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,11,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,2,2,11,3,14,18,0,7,0,0,0,1,6,4,2,2,5,57,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226872045956601,0.0,0.0,0.15841575570796795,0.17765810510243032,0.09942610773321747,0.0,0.0,0.1651728488291241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19313733813844325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140186564148235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478538012610245,0.2089013219561831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436401738551812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309308664262667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142887850290194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15275570970062166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637858513805189,0.0,0.0,0.1664161339605093,0.0,0.4509769555515659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15007988873222386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460294738351492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4684192840355669,0.14364811783839826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192951975213188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17765810510243032,0.0
anxiety,Born-Paranoid,2019/01/30,"I feel like my body is falling apart. Back in November I was working out religiously in order to prep for Navy boot camp. I had spent months jumping through hoops to enlist. It was and is still my dream to serve.

About halfway through November, I started having pain in my left arm during push-ups. I stopped and after two weeks it seemed moderately better. So I started wearing a sling, and managed to fuck up my right arm by wearing it. Two months later, of doing absolutely no working out, I’m diagnosed with impingement syndrome. And prescribed meds. They work great but not totally.

I go on vacation to Orlando, and on the last day, I sit awkwardly on my left leg. Some strange pop happens, and within 24 hours it’s sore up and down. DAMN! I wanted to get back to running when I got home! Cut to today, now my RIGHT LEG feels sore in the hip. Oh god, what if it’s bursitis?! This whole time I’ve done nothing but play with my phone, and now my right thumb hurts if I use it for too long.

I can’t help but think about how I was before this, and imaging how bad things are now. I’m still supposed to ship in May with a job I was really excited about! My anxiety caused my over-exercising that got me here in the first place.",3.0928367346938788,4.751325824489797,4.1181122448979615,87.35635204081633,74.42857142857143,7.5122448979591825,26.943877551020414,8.238735603445708,1.6732816326530615,957,36,200,16,20,310,153,245,0.16399999999999998,0.768,0.068,-0.9751,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,1,5,16,12,3,1,5,0,13,13,8,4,1,33,30,18,0,3,6,0,2,1,0,1,4,0,1,0,11,14,0,1,4,2,1,4,3,7,0,3,9,2,26,5,37,20,3,51,0,1,0,1,3,22,2,5,24,127,37,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09652731378247133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940491806306109,0.1053549848745724,0.0,0.0,0.10736984096792752,0.0,0.0,0.11159590886677104,0.0,0.1401574754444397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296215630284164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137562695313902,0.0,0.0,0.1280699897361997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291258941177867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12760074457249204,0.09014297906594837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073285981224322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665132739896265,0.0659238142154266,0.0,0.07171097147314756,0.0,0.201835260113651,0.13911383658541554,0.0,0.0,0.11158051006637457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457575844963809,0.0,0.1265687745279543,0.0,0.12426183039040108,0.0,0.13507824255546866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125214127119455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285349749551287,0.0,0.0,0.2741897623658944,0.0,0.0,0.061645148315496875,0.0,0.0,0.11166528209331164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401574754444397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014312591050411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107306185865828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342643595345223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183118816869374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083410481680668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32327095489328034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486948440104645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17862163130207312,0.0,0.2015349367027077,0.1054920853250675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838283497780058,0.08085101486099974,0.0,0.0,0.07357654157712959,0.0,0.11960383554683128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465189463378381,0.0,0.0,0.10897896089453173,0.0,0.0,0.07442420171681408,0.0,0.10121394210879678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408754042378563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275581511771191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PlsJustXilence,2019/01/30,"Sometimes I feel like everyone at school is just stupid At school I feel like everyone is just really stupid, like maybe is just me that I am very different in all aspects to all of my school partners, I seriously see school so stupid, I don’t teach you anything important, but I don’t hate my school, or my few friends I just hate the political mind of the teachers and the education",10.349600000000002,7.083894893333337,9.736,69.78800000000001,60.06666666666667,14.266666666666666,42.33333333333333,12.45797560212912,4.9139333333333335,307,13,62,8,3,99,44,75,0.215,0.6559999999999999,0.129,-0.85,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,5,10,5,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,2,12,11,4,0,0,6,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,3,12,4,6,11,3,3,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,3,39,13,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203906114402675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15494294799535574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834158617020888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14997085139796482,0.2118924832823203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457696050865848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928330074106655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173570869449746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14898825602187846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974170249054164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500539798560256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7504424884633717,0.11817667142923187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14667345004864282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236383047666627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,imnumbereight,2019/01/30,"A poem by me I'm not smart   
But   
 Some people are   
   Tell iam  
 Smart",-4.4830000000000005,-4.8752221333333345,-0.7541666666666647,107.14875000000002,137.0,1.5,3.75,3.1291,-3.082,48,0,13,0,4,17,14,15,0.141,0.6890000000000001,0.16899999999999998,0.1134,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6214314216632251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7834685623365005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,strawberryblasphemy,2019/01/30,"I have a nagging feeling that I should be addressing this, but at the forefront I feel indifferent about it I don’t know if this has been my normal all my life, but I constantly have thoughts about just ending myself or murdering a random person. 

Just some background on me: 
I am diagnosed with OCD; the kind that makes me constantly bite my cuticles up to my knuckles, pick at my scalp, bite the inside of my cheeks etc. My dad died from cancer when I was 16. I have a job that seems to give me a lot of anxiety that I tend to brush off at the end of the day, but my boyfriend told me I had a panic attack last week. This anxiety let’s me make plans with people and then immediately regret it a second later. I feel like I’m happy (or what I think happy is normally like.) I have a loving boyfriend, a lot of friends, a loving mom, and a narcissist of a sister. 

Back to the main point. Like I mentioned earlier, I noticed that I think about killing people a lot. When I say a lot, I mean A LOT. This is not when I’m angry or upset at someone or something. This is when I’ve just woken up in the morning, a thought creeps in, and I think about dragging a corpse into the forest, then smashing the face in with a sledge hammer. Some other times I think about just jumping in front of the train, or car, or bus. Other times I’m having a great time feeling normal (zoned out or emotionless), and when I’m with people I still genuinely smile and laugh. 

I don’t know if this is normal. I don’t know how else to explain this. At the main part of my thoughts, I’m rationalizing that this is how I’ve always been and there’s nothing that needs to be changed. But at the back of my mind, something is telling me to do something. So this is my minimal way of doing something. ",5.0919416963461295,4.857318975069255,5.888800949742778,83.46090489381349,68.39058171745152,8.759846985885767,29.65585015169503,8.269060116576782,1.882239308798312,1374,45,292,17,21,452,166,361,0.133,0.722,0.145,0.6655,2,0,4,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,0,1,21,18,4,2,30,0,27,8,3,5,1,69,58,29,3,9,18,3,4,3,1,1,3,1,1,1,21,12,0,0,17,0,0,3,4,7,0,1,9,6,41,11,42,45,12,42,0,1,0,2,13,17,0,18,24,212,62,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406371967575089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361853077929349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126209300451657,0.0,0.13688688908664867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416111998572743,0.0,0.0,0.1923770765574245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057404295060103125,0.0,0.0,0.09034360476749108,0.09237866294436577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435670378462657,0.0,0.15767345403250932,0.0,0.09927003959316943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18002517622497127,0.0635889929410712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687691551878885,0.0,0.0,0.08538681307363281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981341959662053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18950628915373985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832901162159575,0.0,0.0984767350498243,0.09269055471697142,0.14675323803339302,0.07255529375639726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910190864807604,0.06287062388307836,0.13045784402857122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3783669702850855,0.16067058442779242,0.0,0.1188301643143694,0.0,0.0,0.09695833663451794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987505281127184,0.10424781517885554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06600002707890737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488448736564541,0.08540780608383923,0.1013388433370082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443443635980204,0.0,0.09638950642990002,0.0,0.18512565274840714,0.0777203812501116,0.0,0.0,0.08414352644956101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078458191293772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103165558106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541815830854898,0.2740979829300524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108375937959623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777989460860161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281368850485068,0.0,0.2119927630867306,0.15570790642120771,0.0,0.0,0.08505317862148748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07065225175762413,0.07139871254516271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,capresesalad1985,2019/01/30,"How many of you disclose your anxiety in the work place? Hi there - long time anxiety sufferer here, I have been in a pretty good state for the past 2 years until about 6 months ago.  My work situation got very stressful and my general mental health has suffered.  I work in a school district supervising a department, so I oversee 20 teachers.  It’s a relatively high level position and I worked very hard to get my job and I am very passionate about it.  If anyone here works in a school, you know you always have WAY too much to do and NEVER enough time.

I recently got a new boss and after her supervising me for a month she decided to share with me her judgements and impressions which included that I am anxious and scattered.  Oh I am??? Really?? Thank you for sharing you are the first person to ever tell me and now I am cured!!

I know how far I have come in regards to my anxiety and talking in front of large groups, facing more difficult discussions and managing my work load but I am afraid that since she doesn’t know my background or the fact that I am diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder that she will factor these things into my evaluation.

So I guess my question is how many of you have shared your diagnosis or struggles with a boss, and have you been met with assistance or resistance?  Thanks for any help or experiences you can share!",5.856258549931603,6.840186189922483,6.428048335613315,76.00762653898771,66.94573643410854,10.566712266301867,31.84313725490196,10.59048541779884,3.4516144094847245,1079,43,201,29,17,352,149,258,0.092,0.799,0.109,0.8095,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,10,0,7,13,15,0,3,12,0,20,4,1,5,3,39,31,23,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,9,17,0,0,5,0,0,3,2,6,0,1,5,1,40,9,27,25,3,32,0,2,0,1,28,11,0,7,16,141,49,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346915312796088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773730042412828,0.0,0.0,0.07170508263729689,0.0,0.3226554462965533,0.1191209536886376,0.0,0.07372843051558932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083009528444264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702276401436643,0.0,0.0,0.12084719545949575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089511503632237,0.0,0.0,0.09537953196378546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031438132261971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969004567354223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05508978978008229,0.0,0.0,0.08844086547802672,0.16866533258428068,0.0,0.1161577197199202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445651570219704,0.0,0.0,0.11208133283815358,0.0,0.0,0.07067644384555775,0.11140667116321776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104636238400373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738466956550258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933140321060884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21380598051980493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626207970733867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683277257437157,0.0,0.0775129826434287,0.0,0.08132439922872392,0.10183782862618833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065759305967284,0.0,0.09206905173912597,0.11016584111682552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727377780894272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812066544506265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06754969951931199,0.0,0.1041125711272302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21342856585857395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722381515497189,0.1185227248413198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078498235486353,0.1102322664552967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475135740547493,0.09216212114801743,0.19415610959529228,0.0,0.0,0.07005186550326882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296971152136553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610053793569742,0.0,0.08369601020902233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4605840160019005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790204972711376
anxiety,Tsst_this_fuckery,2019/01/30,"Is this PTSD?  Hey, I'm Jess. This shit happened like over a decade ago I turn 30 on Friday.. I've been choked by my asshole dad and my  ex-stepdad at age 13, I've been stepped on my chest to the point I'm in pain and I scream and my ex fucktard stepdad said "" I like to hear you scream"" 14, I've been punched in the face by my  ex-stepdad at age 15,  my  non-alcoholic fucked up dad shoved me to the floor and repeatedly slammed me against the floor age 16, and 17 my ex-stepdad shoved me to the floor, and he shoved me out of my chair. What happens is I have visual images of this shit happening to me.  Are these flashbacks? I'm freaked out by people talking  loud in our apartment to the point my shoulders are keyed up or tense. Sounds scare me that I jump.  I see people that look like the fuckers ( dad and ex-stepdad) and I'm either scared or I hate them. Is this PTSD? Should I bring this up to my psychiatrist( I have Schizoaffective Disorder Bipolar)? ",1.7106993795826284,3.5526926954314746,2.5747800338409483,96.09593203609705,78.89847715736042,5.596051889452905,24.14241398759165,6.42735559955562,0.4342004512126336,739,26,170,6,18,232,99,197,0.231,0.7340000000000001,0.035,-0.9917,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,1,1,1,0,0,14,5,2,8,0,11,9,5,0,0,14,26,10,0,1,3,4,0,3,0,1,2,6,0,0,9,10,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,11,0,0,4,8,28,3,26,21,1,27,0,0,2,2,12,19,4,2,8,93,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14029813038168135,0.16914409426134425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18139284477763135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463194463780257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4198768798485573,0.0,0.0,0.15626033384015744,0.0,0.0,0.17838347720339706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319703729362363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13290819374516524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16841202919364467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21945105219178287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992354404753151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3700218149639925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15055243514461225,0.0,0.3169147535021245,0.0,0.1261218896936261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249268295093299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12721263211852962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17215393728950645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,applejacks1123,2019/01/30,"Chronic Worrying Hello, I was wondering if anyone had any advise regarding chronic worrying. I have been this way for as long as I can remember, and I still haven’t quite figured out how to lessen it. I feel myself worrying about so many things in life, many of them being very small tasks or responsibilities. Thank you",4.986440677966102,7.304031711864407,5.812000000000001,74.41054237288138,70.86440677966101,9.465762711864409,28.749152542372883,9.888512548439397,3.15338372881356,257,10,44,7,5,84,49,59,0.123,0.835,0.043,-0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,0,9,10,7,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,8,1,8,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,2,32,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269678787193238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467233538050653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610021349329407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14821452768617666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856997043329696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4254848544322833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231881549245045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23770513577373456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16757660687760972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19319030231859935,0.0,0.0,0.13940680108154074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17313802537507925,0.0,0.16655934803025804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275599647735023,0.0,0.6393009142501851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Valis_1701,2019/01/30,"“Just calm down, Its’s no big deal” UGHH JUST STOP So i don’t have a lot of friends with actual anxiety, so I’m left trying to explain myself to other people who just don’t understand. But hey it’s not their fault, like if anything how great it must be to NOT be anxious about every thing in this world. But when I try to vent about something they’re just always like “ I don’t understand why it’s just a big deal” or “ just get over it, you’re blowing it way out of proportion.” And then it makes it worse! Cause now I’m thinking “ okay they’re just judging me I’ll just shut up now” And there’s no worse feeling than that. ",0.6256493506493506,2.709693469696969,2.0325974025974034,97.28318181818184,84.0,5.286580086580087,19.277056277056275,6.5431188927421005,-0.08755800865800856,486,13,113,5,14,156,85,132,0.146,0.73,0.125,-0.4305,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,17,7,0,0,2,1,7,0,0,3,1,29,16,11,0,2,14,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,13,4,0,1,5,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,0,1,6,6,15,13,1,16,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,3,7,70,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.17743998982350453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129724471752848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390995613661144,0.20541630519849954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14963071439326706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867896438253216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749177856856834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15319973737511208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193878346196338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048151709137305,0.0,0.09499874472433792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004683740873204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19755898191741114,0.0,0.0,0.17766604611744222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154585484895637,0.0,0.0,0.12137303209186268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605812629985216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399817271584012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201814099356278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207998671800114,0.1165094133719954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469014623061167,0.0,0.0,0.3785831819751672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14432830366630267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16407342178938614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37060089890115455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sam0477,2019/01/30,"Anxiety/depression! Folks!

I'd love to hear your thoughts on a project i am currently working on!  
I trying to build a forum where people with anxiety and depression can come and talk and help each other out! Discuss ideas coping mechanism that work. I also have expansion ideas for the same website touching the fields of Mental health awareness. If you have any tips for me on how to improve the Experience for the fellow human beings that will be using that particular platform! I'm open to ideas. It's about time we bring awareness so we do not lose another soul to depression, etc.  


Thank you!  
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anxiety,TheBadcreator,2019/01/30,"I have started to get anxiety This might be a trigger for some. 
My anxiety has been getting worse. I am 23(m) years old, and I have always had a feeling of insecurity and anxiety since I was little. It hasn’t been bad enough to make it a problem until November last year. I didn’t understand it at first. It started at my campus’s canteen where I felt a sudden faint feeling and shortness of breath, but it didn’t last long. I had a couple of those over a periods of time but didn’t quite understand it. First day of lecture after Christmas i had a good morning, but when the class started I suddenly felt like fainting, cold sweating, I could feel my heart pound and had to concentrate on breathing. I later learns I hade a panic attack. 
Since then I haven’t felt like normal, I started training and felt better. 
Last week I started on my ADHD meds, Ritalin, and the anxiety is back and now it’s there all the time. 
Every little sign from my body I get makes me think that there is something wrong and I have a little pain in my stomach all the time. 
I just want to lay down and don’t move, cause I get really scared when the anxiety sneaks in. 

I have been talking to my therapist for my ADHD, but she just give me the talk of “its not real”, “stay in it, your body is made to tolerate the stress even tough it feels like your about to die”. Those words are easier said than done. 

Sorry if the English isn’t good. ",3.383594750320104,4.826220285211267,4.485390524967993,85.89706145966711,73.26056338028171,7.558002560819463,26.289372599231754,8.150884317080207,1.5864281690140838,1107,38,225,17,22,362,151,284,0.16699999999999998,0.735,0.098,-0.9555,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,0,4,11,16,1,4,17,0,29,11,7,5,2,45,55,18,1,5,8,0,8,3,0,1,4,1,0,0,14,9,0,0,12,0,0,1,8,10,0,2,18,10,33,6,29,34,4,46,0,0,0,0,7,14,0,3,33,154,47,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20361614608563205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07048766245847335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240245038170362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637280253799964,0.0,0.06513875400244909,0.07073147560195303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492140324147928,0.0,0.1881931845300349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702316680835329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763611132678443,0.09373287142999892,0.0,0.05463261353301909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791829576606419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669039286794039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753075230421976,0.0,0.055951867858368684,0.0,0.0713740121109594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713329267194182,0.06051869241954906,0.3253494908684421,0.0,0.0,0.14411297440793158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17703533106923838,0.08126403703039467,0.0,0.14210580547189966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038482901101847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20715620596425813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415887988349085,0.2547128149664276,0.0,0.07496797788326133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015710250839428,0.11309262549526786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409659226501743,0.0,0.0,0.08986667274813978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003607855734737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300035365600082,0.0,0.0,0.08889161477197978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901401702248259,0.09939197398400194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105850954831187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010226872620564,0.0,0.09642147527356462,0.0542690554173826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805810736719603,0.0,0.08481208249855307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015026245993634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06521589175478462,0.0,0.09482881085899753,0.29980004200714644,0.09029235135739994,0.0,0.0,0.09703798755062812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617754466609253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835784815800652,0.0,0.0542804082013035,0.0,0.0,0.14818978034028066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17637759096896988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049965681397939936,0.0,0.06795133125754628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632936811679078,0.0,0.09261992059202824,0.0,0.10910426325556327
anxiety,shibaewie,2019/01/30,"Relief for physical symptoms Hey, guys! So I've been struggling with anxiety for multiple years but I've noticed as recent that my physical symptoms (heavy breathing, tight chest, trembling) have intensified. Usually the coping mechanisms I was taught in therapy helped an immense amount, but right now, i just feel like I'm failing. What can I do? ",5.628499999999999,8.777770183333335,5.616666666666671,72.60500000000002,72.16666666666666,9.333333333333334,36.66666666666667,9.725611199111238,4.601166666666667,281,16,41,8,6,88,50,60,0.13,0.785,0.085,-0.426,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,2,2,0,5,4,2,0,0,6,8,4,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,4,2,5,5,1,6,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,23,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20180706002903995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333857232250425,0.18845950306411388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612044868466015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17682026458242872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887985440721592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003392123866985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604716843606564,0.0,0.0,0.22528463168746515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757821058843701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5483805396213264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016794595240214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29053955657128944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16987920932572692
anxiety,JacyVuno,2019/01/30,"Going to internship fairs vs social anxiety I am a current sophomore in college and just went to my third internship fair since starting college. 

Simply put, this time was no different than any other: went to the fair, stayed for thirty minutes, talked to 2 companies (out of 200) and left. Honestly, it’s so overwhelming. I feel so happy that I was actually able to talk to a single company, but at the same time I know I’m limiting my opportunities and I feel horrible. 

I don’t know what to do and how to progress. I would be absolutely delighted if there are any tips or tricks for getting my first internship/job. 

Thanks",4.9235216572504665,6.657844949152543,6.123333333333335,74.51366290018834,69.84745762711864,10.329190207156307,32.602636534839924,10.504223727775694,3.83861845574388,496,23,89,15,9,166,84,118,0.075,0.733,0.191,0.9388,3,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,4,5,6,1,1,4,0,8,0,0,1,0,18,19,10,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,4,0,0,4,2,2,0,2,4,2,10,4,15,13,2,14,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,2,5,59,15,2,0.19829234246316907,0.0,0.1935047222297701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26969118521822943,0.0,0.15169309923431562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20717329350029914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20052513273525424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686673652014815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359956472238699,0.0,0.11269410787064428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21108588578316897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19677455288431428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179525712499952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21544521028179686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19933857288797407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16402947478206067,0.0,0.0,0.2021340715976856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035234060051666,0.21135325343005174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187597473829221,0.0,0.18256094752368016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312517190301019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676379761386533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086119080059245,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gangster_Glooba,2019/01/30,"My anxiety gives me headaches every day without me noticing Hi. I’ve having a huuge problem lately. Ever since the semester in college started, and the end of the day before I leave, I have a bad headache. Whenever I don’t immediately get something, I become worried and focus on catching up, so I kind of go into overdrive. I have always had excellent grades, but in class, I can neither pay attention nor sit still. This makes me feel that I don’t know anything (imposter syndrome). 

I just become stressed out and I can feel my mind work wayyyy too much. It’s gotten to where I can sort of track how much my mind is working based on how much my head hurts.

My mind never feels relaxed and it’s so NOISY. I can’t keep it clear and I can’t focus. Reading is almost impossible.

I really don’t want it to take a toll my grades (even though it’s taken a toll on me personally). I REALLY need some help or some pointers. I don’t like suffering every day by giving myself a headache without realizing that I’m even doing it. 


If I could have a clear and stress-free mind, my potential will shoot out of the roof.

Someone, please help me. Thanks",3.1906427573358167,5.0230374867256655,4.503814625058221,83.95830228225431,74.57522123893807,7.058779692594317,26.93898462971589,7.85451343220497,1.660481415929203,896,34,174,13,19,296,133,226,0.129,0.72,0.151,0.7994,0,0,1,1,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,3,12,10,0,1,10,0,19,1,1,3,4,41,37,15,0,5,6,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,9,9,0,1,6,2,1,2,11,5,0,0,3,3,30,5,18,32,6,22,0,2,0,0,6,10,0,6,10,115,39,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006380727823188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914579288604197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408453049947577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045052510944858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177427706028712,0.0,0.24278454906114005,0.09352940959215847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775803370930017,0.0,0.0,0.2126578825722296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735189918366527,0.0,0.0,0.14519539368220716,0.09942424039622128,0.18521593976740414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672869488951658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057425952819225926,0.2108806068583968,0.06246712077339379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128043077634857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14734716345470894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766607979547256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769733538314417,0.0,0.1144593627818176,0.060406306276335975,0.0,0.12398869573823187,0.11638391569669387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05369882523987087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07336899066044239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4439305086120861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424001018298512,0.08150044053680981,0.08477307921855746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513874222479562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597337441998167,0.0,0.12065345702071605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051736309764658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994455673081856,0.0,0.1408284864775937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092266849806116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313046370833944,0.08461779240007876,0.0,0.0,0.07779826981890325,0.0,0.08777811102294455,0.0,0.2518140920729819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264225972350639,0.0,0.0,0.10119479157292817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079907449397678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06483060404290444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119079133248601,0.0,0.1600385847528837,0.11162382720301713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Yelov,2019/01/30,"Atmosphere in my house is just making it worse I'm not gonna write a novel.

TL;DR - mum, stepdad, 2 young siblings -> constant shouting etc.

[Shit like this](https://instaud.io/3f1N) almost every day.

I'm just minding my own business, let's say I'm browsing reddit and then you keep hearing shit like above constantly. It'll make me insane eventually. Really spikes up my anxiety.",4.47973880597015,7.783908223880597,4.407593283582088,78.37915111940302,78.70149253731344,6.932089552238806,27.777985074626866,8.07648339933343,2.529628358208956,309,13,46,6,8,95,57,67,0.18600000000000005,0.742,0.071,-0.7942,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,0,3,2,2,2,0,10,11,2,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,5,2,2,8,2,7,0,0,0,0,5,2,2,1,7,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082605537294221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591030813392795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4495020227272505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341290095706698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23195114715252585,0.0,0.0,0.17523096433492075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344070294501437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399794132411285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848609608183774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21267223835619384,0.0,0.20321570470126352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27765469865832165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099991264776604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13323643484619266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653929528254924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4269741463055462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119479902854836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JokerX133,2019/01/30,"Did you too get addicted to overdosing yourself with stuff to feel better for a moment? I don’t even know where to start, in a nutshell I’ve been suffering from depression and anxiety for years, pretty much most of my life. I always found myself enjoying stimulants, like alcohol, nicotine or cigarettes, anything that made my mind escape the world and it’s constant wars inside my head. 
Now don’t get me wrong, I’m not addicted to anything, I can live perfectly finely without any stimulant for months even years. Sometimes though there are these moments when I’m feeling extremely down and it helps in these moments.
Lately I’ve been felling really down, pretty much since the last summer. Though there were better times like in October/November or December, now I’m feeling like the whole thing is going down again. Anyways the thing is that I found myself especially lately really enjoying any stimulant.. like for example I drink several coffees or energy drinks or I combine them with some alcohol, sometimes I add a cigarette and the rush of adrenaline they cause mixed with calmness that alcohol and cigarettes cause is just amazing, even for a moment. Literally overdosing myself with coffee lol. 
What I love the most is to go out in the night, when it’s cold or now freezing, everything is silent and dark. The whole world is calm and combined with the stimulants it just feels good.. almost like it’s the sole point of the existence.. 
Does anyone here share the same feelings? 

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anxiety,penguin_94,2019/01/30,"Company meetings are the worst Im not talking about regular daily meetings of a few persons, Im talkin about like the annual meeting where ceo/general director speak to the whole company.
Today I was so scared of being forced to say something in front of everyone, I cannot even explain to you. At some point my anxiety was so bad that I felt like i wanted to cry.
fortunately it has been an ""unidirectional"" meeting, no one from the audience had to say something.
Please tell me im not alone with this",6.124570446735397,6.676480237113407,7.137680412371132,72.68356529209623,66.21649484536083,11.00274914089347,35.75429553264605,10.864195022040775,4.101984192439863,401,19,73,11,6,135,69,97,0.203,0.7120000000000001,0.085,-0.9273,0,1,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,1,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,7,11,2,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,5,4,7,2,14,5,4,7,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,1,4,50,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18779983416433535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871447220167848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140026742716609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19917892726853334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11976461235558575,0.0,0.0,0.17326548616379875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741021218119983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5875920376632555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17717418785005398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228717027937968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583275294397324,0.0,0.1990423269359977,0.1714123946231497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883966289520409,0.1815397156931539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27918839153704506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574357812105349,0.15848757724404733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17187656292355896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695121883785222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024448477773856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,unori_gina_l,2019/01/30,"wot.. okay so, I'm usually pretty anxious about lots of things all throughout the day. have been for many years, so lately I tend to ignore it, which helps for me. I've read up on some psychology stuff and how the human body works so I have an idea of where the anxiety comes from, which generally helps me cope.
   although sometimes I am struck with an anxiety attack. they get pretty bad and render me pretty much... well, useless. I get shakey, balance issues, my whole body tingles yet my senses are numb, it feels as though there is a thick fog in my brain and I just have this incredibly nervous feeling in my entire body.
   but that's all there is to it. it's only physical. my thoughts are unaffected. in fact, I often mock the state I'm in while it is happening. I'm thinking stuff like: ""why is this happening? this makes no sense. this is in no way useful. there is nothing to be anxious about!"". yet there I am, trembling like an old lady as I raise my cup of tea to my lips...

does this make any sense at all? does anyone else feel the same; completely calm in the mind while the body goes haywire? it's as if my mind and body are detached from each other lmfao",1.4452022546419132,3.870556245689656,2.6908620689655187,91.66342175066313,83.52586206896551,5.4657824933687005,20.561007957559678,6.8449194561589275,0.39400742705570296,907,27,188,11,26,291,136,232,0.134,0.735,0.13,0.6868,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,1,1,17,13,2,2,11,1,16,10,7,4,4,32,33,17,0,1,3,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,18,7,1,1,6,1,0,1,2,8,1,0,2,4,20,5,26,30,9,23,0,1,0,0,4,11,0,4,11,126,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848621750795064,0.0,0.15408566772710755,0.22754714851499666,0.0,0.07041873662361664,0.10318924213787416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114572103767385,0.0,0.0,0.08408859915733889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5593302388863303,0.0,0.11242560772429316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675270194420799,0.1055924634300185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494958434274486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17626390673008055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841302379700266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527659257220953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523358140259778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781149472122852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13500750931085734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368927180026787,0.0,0.1051150194893779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360520692660432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840358617805857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561999558851771,0.0,0.0,0.13444934340744955,0.10210407929133107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20337667475099425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403339894132756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966339103888152,0.0,0.1056781482274519,0.0,0.0,0.07659445292094769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073746661900413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073720062535553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996047128121614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23057758953351165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06690721384371075,0.06453086760161,0.09894701167711,0.07995244857396681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698105903724833,0.11091777851821136,0.0,0.0,0.07993886833262348,0.0,0.0,0.09055033720639773,0.0,0.09087506281255478,0.1124390593590625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331804092639585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06485390401639317
anxiety,overalltumbleweed,2019/01/30,"Combination of Therapy and Medication For those who simultaneously undergo therapy and take medication, what are the combos that work for you? Has anyone experienced setbacks in progress due to medication?",12.452903225806455,14.914028645161293,13.293709677419354,27.360564516129045,52.8709677419355,17.812903225806448,50.983870967741936,15.247664890283005,9.932406451612902,172,11,19,9,2,60,26,31,0.0,0.905,0.095,0.4871,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,15,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17508509889924606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7567532270797758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18826920378403894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5727071263071686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18229376245855314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DudeTryingToRead,2019/01/30,"Was this an anxiety attack or something else? So, i deal with anxiety on a general basis, and I'm planning to get myself treated and find out if i have an actual disorder, but over a year ago, and again today, i had a really weird happen to me that could be described as a panic attack, but also has similarities to Pseudobulbar Affect. When, for some reason, my anxiety gets really bad, i sometimes start hysterically laughing, it happened for the first time in late 2017, when getting dizzy triggered some really high anxiety, mostly because i thought i was having a stroke, and i started laughing and crying at the same time, while being terrified for my well-being, and I've had some minor incidents that i could more or less control, including today, when reading an isntagram story where a guy i follow complained about having a panic attack gave me an anxious reaction. For a while i couldn't help myself from laughing, my breathing was weird and I felt kind of shitty, but i managed to control it and calm down. Even then, every now and then for a few minutes i would let out a single laugh and my breathing was still a bit unstable.
What do you guys think? Is the whole crying-laughing thing normal in panic attack or could it be a sign of PBA?",13.157881355932204,7.961372500000002,12.515000000000004,57.878940677966135,57.050847457627114,15.020338983050847,46.02542372881357,11.93303328291395,5.486213559322033,994,39,164,19,8,332,140,236,0.279,0.6459999999999999,0.075,-0.9948,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,4,11,18,4,3,19,0,21,3,2,5,0,42,34,27,0,7,7,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,8,13,0,2,5,1,0,1,1,11,0,1,9,2,22,7,23,16,11,31,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,8,20,135,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.09669023739745372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783066723751966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792362478275465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031913972436374,0.11193503411889708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4508826387136499,0.0,0.0,0.0827297575655329,0.0603997787335856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817243929103768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22225892130416328,0.2373279665857458,0.0,0.10883748519807428,0.0,0.10214971759898753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135571411079289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277072350994738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06544306369785052,0.0,0.08348128846694154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513474826641592,0.0,0.0905596195410832,0.08427953279181145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15529956672663636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962145261962894,0.17523667357210346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641291820021275,0.10468611232179056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317918742988053,0.0,0.0,0.11176938754366098,0.0,0.0,0.10131858000387348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707982305440324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487559325609145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910932360726286,0.0,0.1904243800846096,0.10187332293482036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762785572954227,0.09799513639079888,0.0,0.1402622217750139,0.0,0.07912742085364803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06582601727397627,0.06348807193452652,0.0,0.07866044569155757,0.1155516173142251,0.0,0.18783726902865025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908707624615883,0.0,0.0,0.1106220845024026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038537262374846,0.0,0.0,0.06380588819675068
anxiety,mstojetz,2019/01/30,"Heavy head The past few days when I lay down my head has been feeling heavy and almost shaky, but if I touch it it’s not actually shaking. I’ve been reading online that this could be caused by my anxiety during high stress times? And of course thinking about it makes it worse. Has anyone else experienced this? ",4.1164999999999985,6.134970983333336,4.036666666666669,87.495,72.5,6.8000000000000025,23.666666666666664,7.554174236665415,0.9415666666666662,249,7,49,3,5,76,48,60,0.179,0.774,0.047,-0.8603,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,1,0,6,2,2,2,0,12,9,5,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,3,4,0,4,5,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,4,29,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.23046486172755096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364870718340899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18066705937309546,0.0,0.0,0.16513341257785438,0.24198093451501815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426084981134215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18856008105703928,0.0,0.0,0.15230813590645464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19728717047613453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941309869909544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4847508203277334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495233340038493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764326342854312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254480629463846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362308458005756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705284268895048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15132623637683587,0.0,0.0,0.13771083939555548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24067428375733255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pannekoeki,2019/01/30,"What should I do I (F14) have recently moved to a new country/ school and everything's worse than it was. I constantly feel like everyone secretly hates/ is judging me, and I can't bring myself to talk to people other than maybe two of my 'friends' at this new school.

Here, being on a sports team is mandatory at school whereas at my last school you only had to do any sports if you felt like it. I cannot do any sports and every day I feel pathetic for it.

Because of this, I chose a sport that I suck least at but I have no idea where/ when I'm supposed to go to it/ what uniform I need for it. I'm too scared to ask anyone what to do because I dont want to be a burden.

I thought it would be a safe bet to ask my mother for advice on it, but she just yelled at me about how I need to shut up and stop making excuses for not exercising. 'If you have a problem, why dont you just stop making excuses and go talk to [teacher I dont know and couldn't approach without crying or panicking]??'

A while ago I was diagnosed with social anxiety disorder, but now we can't afford mental health care or anything like that. 

Seriously considering suicide ",4.880605326876513,4.767520474576274,5.984285714285715,82.18262711864409,68.83050847457628,9.454721549636805,29.99273607748184,9.23628265651192,2.312582082324456,896,31,191,16,14,300,132,236,0.182,0.752,0.066,-0.9804,1,0,0,0,0,1,24.0,1,4,0,1,9,12,2,1,7,0,24,3,0,3,0,40,44,16,1,9,11,1,3,3,1,2,3,1,0,0,15,8,0,3,7,6,1,5,10,6,0,1,5,4,27,6,31,33,1,27,0,0,0,0,17,10,1,5,15,130,42,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526928719174176,0.0954932221727027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14651570401673072,0.0,0.08241063277915857,0.0,0.0,0.07532501536663319,0.0,0.08864989749242046,0.0,0.20141985015951894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133839628453806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098345531104627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116414295111829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833272456682585,0.06947481129664193,0.0,0.0,0.10934033571021383,0.0,0.0,0.1234641344098098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37876468011626346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076439332151268,0.10293748104946776,0.09681781421652476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893971551936447,0.07695997800336861,0.10343452848856613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322938335373149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244713552535325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063578162843942,0.0,0.11450844754604587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161033491908015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059203778560855985,0.08781164087147778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578894765027962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14381682125781578,0.0,0.10822595241310964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856317882900356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449643652652225,0.0,0.15975597024854785,0.0,0.2080862416988581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193101182866595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468413166295307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307990576823517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636712276629996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078532225755773,0.43610069794111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981380715850443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18012869444234986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783552810911402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17317328618735742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552296883176735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523333533105053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06354000041261028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720659345802224,0.0,0.0,0.10384469726046508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978271350037927,0.07652595883726647,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FindMeFindYou,2019/01/30,"I feel like crying Recently, I’d say for the past week ive been feeling off. Disconnected from myself.

For example, Ill daydream (excessively) about sone event or whatever and it feels real. I then get pulled back to reality and my eyes unblur. A sense of dread and anxiety fills me. 

Ive also been having about 2 hour sessions of me just feeling like im going to cry. Right now, in this class I feel like leaving and crying. My whole body feels off, I feel off. 

During these sessions I am more aware of myself. I can “sense” my own self and how I look/am thought about by other people in the halls. I think:

“shit im walking weird. These cloths make me uncomfortable. Are my friends looking at me? Better just pretend not to see them and get to class” 

Last week, I had an anxiety attack over a girl in P.E. because she felt off in the morning and I felt off and I started to clash in my head. All the thoughts began a war against eachother. All the different points of views wanted their fair share of voicing themselves. This happens alot. 

Most of the times, voices in my head, such as “people” with different point of view on my life or world problems argue and I sit in class, stareing at my work, listening to them argue. The only way ive been able to shut them up is by listening to music. 

Ive also lost my appetite and feel like fainting or leaving to a safe space whenever my “thoughts” or my anxiety spikes. Its starting to get to me. Even now, a voice tells me that nothings wrong and to just keep doing you. Hormonal inbalance and whatnot. 

Seems kinda silly now that i write it out",2.9059478021978014,4.969102900641026,3.883919413919415,87.06346153846155,76.08333333333333,6.636630036630037,25.88644688644689,7.5804360353943165,1.3868677655677657,1243,46,245,17,28,400,176,312,0.153,0.767,0.08,-0.969,2,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,4,3,15,19,5,1,14,0,14,8,5,2,2,50,45,21,1,2,8,0,10,4,1,0,3,6,0,2,10,14,0,2,15,1,0,4,1,10,0,0,11,22,42,9,48,34,7,47,0,1,6,0,17,25,1,8,20,160,52,6,0.09226304078976526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14756544077171352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117429210073677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496252842339003,0.0,0.07094458330969887,0.0,0.056242693310857086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159916190206562,0.0,0.10248343910375234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040398539067719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19279048087616832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609388682881784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732077249400037,0.2636509391009421,0.17717397587015915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128219644580441,0.0,0.14461089238822575,0.0,0.05243521228343296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158790226701801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18937699547642284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086051020363667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19931983294047131,0.0,0.0,0.0820076298845972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520669242767462,0.0,0.19538647692987812,0.0,0.0,0.06516811425208781,0.18030024537470749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15495543444560578,0.0,0.10071600791651553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061586296161421375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885288759857503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07017020005246323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880755122145033,0.12792715096679289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17443679119317418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828326963997528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050155393689643,0.0,0.0,0.09109862208371697,0.0,0.0,0.07879213271776933,0.0,0.07337127320332121,0.0,0.0,0.0735216981732833,0.08399280717752894,0.09625047336524294,0.0,0.09470668551517168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060851029252135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064196430839159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05911843111977625,0.0,0.21973964551622968,0.053799321044231914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05441913191076303,0.07323410728786106,0.14801569220144076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300839013863383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06716859254246148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008751514088186,0.0,0.0
anxiety,eyeshadowANDcoffee,2019/01/30,"Job change anxiety This could get long so thanks in advance to whoever reads this.   I've suspected for some time that I was experiencing some symptoms of depression and anxiety but just kind of ignored it or chalked it up to some postpartum issues that would subside over time.  
I have worked a government job for the last six years and it's very comfortable, and flexible, and low stress. The job had it's frustrations and it was fine but I wasn't really going anywhere in that job.  I was passed over for a promotion multiple times and decided maybe it was time to start thinking about changes careers.  
I put some things and motion and after about six months I landed a job in HR (the field I decided might be a good fit for me to move into). It's still government and it pays $8k more per year (which is great considering my husband recently lost his job) and has lots of room for growth.   
I felt very indecisive about taking the job and never had that ""new job excitement"" but objectively it seemed like the best decision so I took it.   
All through my two weeks notice I still felt unsure - my boss said he would try and hire me back if I ever wanted to return but he wanted me to give it at least 6 months at my new job - he wanted me to give it a fair shot.  And I've now been in my new job for close to 2 weeks and I have so much regret.  
I still don't have a handle on exactly what my day to day will be like in my new job but it isn't exactly what I was expecting.  I just want to go back in time and have my old job back.  I'm realizing that I don't really prioritize work that much and would rather just have  an easy flexible job that I don't have to think about.  My old job is a dead end but I realize now that I just don't care.  I'd rather just have an easy job where it's easy to take time off and I don't have to think or stress about it.   I have unexplainable panic and anxiety crashing over me kn waves  and I just don't want to do it.   I hate myself and feel like I ruined my life and I just want to quit but I have small kids so I can't do that either.  

I don't know what I'm hoping to accomplish by posting this but I feel sick.   I can't eat or move off the couch and I feel like I ruined my life.  I wish I could go back in time.  
I have counseling and doctor appointments scheduled.   I'm considering calling my boss on Monday to ask for my job back, but he did say he wanted me to give this job a few months before I did that so I'm torn on what to do there too. ",1.99847973421927,3.402508840000003,3.713723145071985,90.18312956810631,76.79047619047621,7.702768549280178,21.733111849390927,8.428315365350997,0.9687191583610196,1931,50,449,37,43,647,212,525,0.129,0.723,0.14800000000000002,0.8989,17,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,8,33,27,2,4,16,0,47,6,0,2,5,95,87,41,1,19,23,1,5,4,0,5,5,2,2,1,36,25,1,1,16,1,1,11,12,13,0,3,16,8,57,14,56,62,13,81,0,6,0,0,15,26,0,13,47,293,93,31,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531515697716758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04290013400477919,0.0,0.0,0.17642950924627848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0390482624832772,0.0,0.0481578018561184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04685792373920023,0.0,0.04678701769524879,0.0,0.09708921168423087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327745893489197,0.0,0.0,0.059189374080503586,0.0,0.03952423308600133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04696946032010109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04695602750252821,0.0,0.0,0.04064414101559787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041509337577574065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960875589752381,0.06556639510424819,0.08812150598595671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02397517196799912,0.13206308034788208,0.07823953575149792,0.03848961790013933,0.0,0.050592918431030164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04530600700420157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045578251882244084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047896320453752084,0.7741438283884795,0.0,0.0,0.04778645840984525,0.02521946105945868,0.03740575874306806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06482568720326486,0.08967642721807187,0.0,0.0,0.040610428460551636,0.0,0.0,0.05009339690497805,0.03901329006908368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0461017904406165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048681106089177216,0.0,0.0,0.10988477686513738,0.09754574767417214,0.06746756871091326,0.0,0.0353925194575313,0.17727999790213336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052245068952414986,0.09630582721763438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05384099668948851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04394909345000175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04613124174460904,0.0,0.04880872929421732,0.04590153972481082,0.0,0.05879549255233168,0.0,0.04530997135350035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0436510630275416,0.03649287125284133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04177573271763185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03248055637130905,0.0,0.10994133506636257,0.0,0.10513166721709234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047696367845219134,0.06900581675788105,0.0,0.0,0.04224853765795096,0.0,0.0,0.030486693247960824,0.08821168836250917,0.0,0.0,0.1873082103457343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05098450244050555,0.031155701241718993,0.0,0.04482700373271605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572666223192788,0.18946614955220373,0.0,0.07361897051914405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05277022500114687,0.0,0.0,0.0668156539438558,0.0,0.0,0.09779494582176257,0.0,0.0,0.059102179394257576
anxiety,emelizabethe,2019/01/30,It’s only the 4th week of the semester and I’m already having extreme anxiety I think I bit off more than I can chew this semester. I’m taking all online classes and I’m missing assignments because I can’t figure out the online layout of the class and where my assignments are. I think I’m going to have to withdraw from a course for the first time in my college education and I’m literally just ready to cry and say screw it all. ,2.4432865168539344,4.398411797752812,4.658862359550561,81.47570926966293,77.08988764044943,7.596067415730338,26.85533707865169,8.472884824447931,2.085549438202248,346,14,67,7,8,120,58,89,0.103,0.867,0.031,-0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,6,0,5,2,0,0,2,12,15,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,6,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,1,7,0,11,15,4,8,0,1,0,1,1,4,1,0,3,43,10,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485909477869083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416539300552468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19256277108297248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34486855914762155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34698881662937864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268694699223214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17952678268472305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402475303745895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512073098602836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375089297900791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4048173459824117,0.0,0.0,0.18419719492096095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533867972550637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SmallK3,2019/01/30,"Limbs going numb from panic attack Yesterday was a real doozy. I have been having dizzy spells on and off for years and the doctors seems to think it is anxiety while I of course think it is a brain tumor and MS. I posted about that a week or so ago. it is REALLY hard to believe them when they say they don't think I need an MRI.

I was feeling light headed at work yesterday, had a hectic morning helping moving a bunch of boxes up into rafters so up and down a ladder a lot which def made me feel dizzy.

I also had a mild headache and was starting to feel nauseous as the day went on, I went to get groceries (I work for a restaurant and grocery store) and had to sit down in the Wellness Dept for about 30 minutes then barely was able to purchase the groceries and head home. It was snowing by the way. I took half a 0.5mg clonazepam before driving because that actually helps calm my nerves before a 45 min drive where I know I may get anxious. This time I was in bad traffic and started panicking, I could barely feel my limbs, let alone by feet on the breaks. I somehow made it off an exit and pulled into a Holiday Inn where I hobbled inside to call a friend. I told the people working that if I passed out they should call the medics. I really could not calm down and my limbs felt like mush and were shaking so much.

My friend came to get me and we tried to go to Urgent Care but it was closed bc of the snow. I stayed at her place but barely had an appetite and just felt so drained.

I took off work today, which I never do, and just feel exhausted and worried. Anyone else ever have a similar situation or their arms and legs start to feel like jello?",5.621926191217688,5.203005269230772,5.940794145126129,84.15501557147309,67.31360946745562,8.417564621613206,29.32793522267207,7.475848149327749,1.6038674556213022,1303,39,271,11,19,418,191,338,0.102,0.8240000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.8113,0,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,5,4,15,14,1,2,26,0,26,11,6,2,2,56,57,31,0,5,8,0,9,2,2,2,5,1,1,0,12,23,0,0,13,2,2,13,3,6,1,1,23,11,34,8,41,29,3,58,0,0,0,0,15,23,0,7,19,182,46,6,0.09652514441374699,0.0,0.09419461702833952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556371652883707,0.0,0.0,0.0999709391522039,0.0,0.07719112311409933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384147127557797,0.1090459383975128,0.0,0.06749262529548683,0.09890141726571508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981128659292612,0.0,0.0,0.08059446372750306,0.05884083212062075,0.0,0.16427157696656688,0.1087507835848942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077539839476234,0.19712592920911776,0.11039905061744773,0.09841381779346388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413494698378302,0.0,0.0,0.06225073282090585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879757542804804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063437232168165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731251929104251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29283607963002417,0.06895758245581668,0.18535855160240866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14915017426617508,0.0,0.15129121208329765,0.0,0.10971492798631667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646756992416489,0.0,0.198125291346684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293975392756295,0.0,0.09682259002620472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053047695019188296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987034999416742,0.0,0.09431461977436924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206222600873851,0.0,0.1826688510492816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723892803662174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259095269399957,0.07095708746956622,0.07157217151712955,0.0744461419582813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325145946534428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06691838148737171,0.0,0.10084823158263058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244440633401628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098667463862872,0.12367295835805595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767606690734248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787286624338468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849830656606572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20496298208472571,0.10288296086592597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18554824507746676,0.0,0.0,0.05628458794230507,0.0,0.09149455051533892,0.0922339119815242,0.2144859741286678,0.06553423698004791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661716675998377,0.07742664854175106,0.0,0.08678769703178325,0.17895955183116782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810858189685174,0.09802596959416994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062159028301281775
anxiety,Kitten_Ears,2019/01/30,"I have no one to talk to Isn't it funny how in a week you can lose everyone you love? 

The relationship with my father is ruined because of the man I love. The relationship with the man I love is going downhill because I'm so depressed our sex life is none existent. The relationship with my mother has been ruined by my past eating disorder. The friends I had never cared and were never my friends. 

I want someone to talk to about my problems, but all that makes me is a burden.",3.1156249999999983,4.885502645833334,4.7004166666666665,82.73625000000001,74.625,7.3000000000000025,26.583333333333336,8.07648339933343,1.7116083333333334,378,14,74,6,8,127,61,96,0.211,0.6759999999999999,0.113,-0.7431,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,2,0,1,3,12,0,0,8,0,11,6,0,2,3,12,19,4,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,1,3,0,14,6,11,16,2,6,0,4,0,4,17,1,0,0,4,56,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974862983459176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16515215609357142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951546034875525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185646205320284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16574873898019532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15478140946285984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25029486116965466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205850011132548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441316992677047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18121720538460773,0.0,0.0,0.43858712725415505,0.0,0.10812470866688263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498620850795774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976366824461699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463081387325053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15499556565250447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5217263916479805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724741427995502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26039111355866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554159205050183,0.0,0.12993274961251045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,stateofspace,2019/01/30,"Anxiety is damaging my chances of a relationship Hey! First time reddit user and poster. I've come here because I need to vent but also to take any advice that can be given. 

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I have always suffered from anxiety. I can remember going to therapy from such a young age because I struggled to be in large groups or even speak to people. I'm now 21 years old and I'm starting to see just how damaging anxiety has been on my life. Specifically, relationships. 

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I've never had a boyfriend before. I understand that this is completely normal at 21 and I know I'm still young. But hear me out? When kids in my class were 11/12 they would all have those meaningless relationships throughout school. I personally never saw the point. They're never going to last? But now those same people are the ones in seemingly really happy relationships and engaged, having children etc. They got to skip the awkward stage early on. They got to date around, see what they liked and don't like. Find out what qualities they're attracted to. And just in general have \*some\* experience as to what it's like to be in a relationship. Regardless of whether they were just for a few months or less. 

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Embarrassment is something I find really hard to deal with. When some people can just laugh it off or join in making fun of themselves I literally get so panicky and can't breathe I feel as though I could faint. I hate the thought of people laughing at me. So I've never gotten to know anybody that I may have liked, or took a friendship further of fear of the embarrassment regarding what other people will say. And I don't mean that as I care what other people think about my relationship. It's more of a fact people will be talking about me? Like 'oh have you seen she's in a relationship?' 'have you seen her boyfriend?' and then asking me questions as well. I'm such a private and anxious person that I genuinely can't deal with this. I could never imagine bringing home a boy to my parents/family without them teasing me or making fun of me as they have always made relationships to be such a huge big embarrassing deal, when it's literally the most normal thing in the world. 

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Now I'm 21 and want to overcome this fear of boys and dating and sex. But it's so deep rooted in my mind that I can't talk to boys that I just don't try. Whenever a boy shows interest in me I am so sure that it's for a joke or a bet among their friends. But I'm just so sure that nobody could ever be attracted to me and want to date me. So I'm dealing with all of this as well as the unofficial life timeline that seems almost impossible to achieve. (By this I mean society's idea of being married with kids before 30.) How can I even do that with no experience of dating or being in a relationship, without knowing what I want or how to speak with boys I like? The thought of dating makes me feel sick, having to sit with someone and talk about our lives and likes and dislikes etc. I know that this is all irrational and there's no law saying that I have to be married with kids before 30 but seeing all my friends so happy and in love it just makes me want to experience it. It's all anybody ever wants? But I'm at university which makes it nearly impossible to date because all anybody wants is a FWB. Which is just triggering my anxiety even more. Please help?

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TLDR; my anxiety is damaging my chances of a relationship with no signs of improving

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anxiety,EgonDoesntApprove,2019/01/30,"Brain zaps - Please Help I’m begging for help from anyone that has found something over the counter or anything else to help with brain zaps. 

I lost my job right after Christmas due to missing too much time from my anxiety/depression. I tried to take a LOA but it was denied. I can’t afford supplemental health insurance and for the last month have had to taper off my meds as best as I could. I was on 150mg of venlafaxine daily. 

Today is my first day with nothing and the brain zaps are horrible. I can’t move my eyes without getting them. They come in twos/threes and even more. I’m going crazy. I know from researching and from my doctor that they can possibly last for a few weeks. 

God this is long I’m sorry, I’m just desperate for some sort of relief. I’d appreciate any help from you guys!  ",1.3555888157894709,3.8743688812500032,2.5179605263157896,92.00888157894741,85.1875,5.86842105263158,20.296052631578945,7.273561745256523,0.6052499999999998,631,19,131,10,19,201,108,160,0.115,0.7290000000000001,0.156,0.7909999999999999,2,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,3,3,3,4,0,0,5,0,12,6,4,0,0,16,24,8,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,5,1,17,2,25,18,5,19,0,2,1,0,9,5,0,3,11,78,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640854597411908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912896717400384,0.0,0.11666473263539065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487789988470045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4747870344729218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212240883059827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319190824944812,0.0,0.0,0.09143000177196987,0.0,0.12210640025264842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451077294534139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843074724057125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363782998124076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058959523799387,0.0,0.15544362370039033,0.0,0.0,0.07406903855871262,0.0,0.08057122868786265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403747120447031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506950125756806,0.0,0.0,0.3801021035140705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140684972799043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791315266210752,0.2311231460909879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546209868881594,0.0,0.0,0.15475883767774984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15747464822138166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315956058630162,0.1506792058751537,0.10421735358105713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360322577502174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15562102362396388,0.0,0.15982451370514705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107091146484406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914156788594416,0.0,0.15870004717295486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659348990357856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266729951765832,0.0,0.1343815010147747,0.0,0.0,0.09625260830982912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137194422069934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666134066913133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bradley-1493,2019/01/30,A Cliché But True: Face Your Fears You might stop doing the things you want or need to do if you constantly avoid situations that scare you. You will never be able to learn whether the situations are as bad as you imagine. You’ll miss out on the chance to learn how to cope with your fears. Anxiety can intensify if you get into this habit. Facing your fears can be a great way to overcome your anxiety.,3.2913381555153727,5.3946562531645625,3.7481374321880665,88.2913924050633,75.07594936708861,7.552260397830018,22.678119349005428,8.418075326091056,1.1858954792043397,320,9,67,6,7,100,53,79,0.253,0.6409999999999999,0.105,-0.9062,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,12,0,0,1,9,0,5,5,0,10,2,2,1,2,19,14,8,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,12,2,11,9,0,7,0,1,0,0,12,3,0,4,3,47,15,2,0.18720189689087552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28641787745479097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563057644754241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022987458467744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6319625376827004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978052646521241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20639075220294215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19859162933075994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880783451796164,0.14438164351311594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874217564227238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4208455511147115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565091681468315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436862206723015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104165290201415,0.1485921522209171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lambchop1369,2019/01/30,"Best way I can describe Anxiety I like to describe it as someone digging a hole. When you start digging the hole (when anxiety starts), you can sometimes stop yourself digging deeper and deeper into your mind and climb out of the hole and try to control your emotions. 

But as anxiety gets worse, you dig deeper and deeper to try and find something/anything to justify your anxiety. But when you want to try and control your emotions and “climb out of the hole”, you look up and realize you can’t even see the top anymore. So you feel lost and alone and think your only option is to keep digging deeper until you find something to justify your anxiety. 

Medication/Therapy/seeking help, is someone throwing a rope down into the hole to try and help. But still sometimes you don’t have the strength to climb all the way to the top and fall off the rope and have to start all over.",10.184679213002568,7.5346752694610775,9.188537211291703,71.67748502994014,59.77844311377245,11.938066723695467,43.01881950384944,9.957137785484203,4.290680752780153,698,32,126,10,7,219,76,167,0.102,0.785,0.112,0.5908,0,1,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,15,0,10,6,4,0,0,11,0,8,0,0,2,2,34,19,23,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,17,0,4,5,0,0,5,2,1,0,0,1,3,17,3,24,18,3,26,0,1,2,0,17,10,0,1,10,86,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872496721522902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4754002037832963,0.0,0.12326037783007394,0.0,0.0,0.10227849953828567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13043267164925434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787992995612535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796147218227409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820911044337074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06284378752045905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271941063012319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649353918266337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16661535984599693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110472955903634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060720877693709374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437068417065093,0.0,0.13567512092482809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549552991862387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452668522494297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904150786563497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21061777314985888,0.09568303589669422,0.2458481776646008,0.0,0.2639152274944919,0.0,0.09925662097448663,0.10391039985652026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963878292029175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33753379045037185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330832958289067,0.1973081850173901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266601714121589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,flipflops1331,2019/01/30,"Just any advice or tips for anxiety/panic disorder. I've been taking .5mg of xanax, I used to be on a higher dose but I lost my psych. I also take 100mg of Sertraline. The doctor I have now is extremely hesitant with prescribing xanax, so he gave me 28 and scheduled an appointment almost 50 days later. I'm already almost out. I had to leave my job as an EMT because of the constant stress, but I've still been having at least 2 panic attacks a day, sometimes waking up at night having another. I've been taking vitamins like L-Theanine and drinking lots of chamomile tea, but nothing helps. I start a new job Monday at a warehouse and I'm honestly anxious because I don't want to have an attack and be fired in my first week, even though it should be less stress than my last job. Do you guys have any recommendations? I relapsed on my almost 6 months of sobriety the other week trying to do anything to make them stop, but I can't do that anymore, I lost too much. I'm going to try CBD oil out because I've heard it helps with anxiety, but at this point I'll try anything.",3.673065068493152,4.832059100456623,5.050408105022832,83.23259845890414,72.15068493150685,7.849429223744293,27.84275114155251,8.278499904357787,1.874691552511416,849,31,169,13,16,284,134,219,0.223,0.745,0.032,-0.991,3,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,1,3,8,9,2,3,10,0,19,8,1,2,0,24,34,14,0,2,7,0,1,1,0,1,5,1,0,1,5,8,2,1,0,1,0,1,2,7,0,1,8,3,18,2,26,22,4,29,0,2,0,0,8,11,0,5,18,101,23,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648624167094106,0.0,0.0,0.3273593492610029,0.0,0.1202533845603736,0.08714492178597529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482094833424274,0.11426671261938905,0.08336333219766583,0.12310741688112325,0.10807100777497916,0.0,0.0,0.17934945054368318,0.0,0.0,0.24794291351902745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19928507992015226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776009027828742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405559350335871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248914284990802,0.11153752706246912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675113855215586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197502183339281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269158364598404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06193133635320236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789947787446423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608335757473545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32441388242988906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.088826778073744,0.0,0.11538568353841393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05323824704145391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379117654263893,0.0926441536100454,0.0,0.0,0.07273970021717648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698046340339033,0.0,0.08010700697482792,0.0,0.0,0.1052459003620989,0.0,0.10226290194298727,0.0,0.10456163629143383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785524007296514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030138252264792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077761596531997,0.0,0.07713098916996754,0.0,0.08702523264888705,0.09110552659733363,0.2496542667817414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458002956063147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070645015344813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219546390388006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411687701245268,0.0,0.0,0.06427454787819352,0.0,0.17482163645546595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AshTreex3,2019/01/30,"How to combat anxiety-induced nausea? Before I was diagnosed with anxiety, I thought it was just normal that I got sick before any speaking event, competition, interview, etc. and I would pop Tums like candy, even though it didn't do much. Now I realize that was anxiety.

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I'm on a prescription but I still get very nauseous leading up to important events. I have an important competition this weekend and I've felt physically ill the last couple of days. Any tips on helping with this specific problem?",4.824915458937198,7.700206250000001,5.840144927536238,71.39857487922707,73.45652173913044,9.741062801932367,34.13526570048309,9.994966539143718,4.395133816425121,413,22,64,13,9,136,69,92,0.152,0.752,0.096,-0.6381,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,3,0,7,3,0,2,0,14,12,5,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,7,2,7,1,8,4,2,11,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,8,42,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21851666014711613,0.2450593099250404,0.2742941937333732,0.0,0.3085643033955616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3432240977783953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22315147340210734,0.0,0.13006481098582148,0.0,0.0,0.2046976426686979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249228724561817,0.1332055826489805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19364129453811385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536777111814463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16129931000146652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13517966556582506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16439345799066082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852906655287832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14825560682771793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19760038211423847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19297740015351186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16105930258682966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981463700134174,0.16010880157061727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16640442922046605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14326536748951074,0.0,0.2450593099250404,0.0
anxiety,mark0w0,2019/01/30,"I feel like i might be confronted My best friend and i had a falling out recently but we patched things up. I was talking to her recently that her older brother was looking for me to have a ""talking to"". There is nothing my friend can do because her brother is fucking crazy. If im confronted what approach should i take ?",2.80952380952381,5.087425746031748,3.86373015873016,86.0632142857143,77.25396825396825,6.73968253968254,34.3095238095238,7.793537801064563,2.7058380952380947,254,15,48,4,6,82,45,63,0.128,0.71,0.162,0.5123,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,1,1,7,3,0,2,0,11,1,0,0,0,8,15,3,0,2,2,2,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,3,2,12,4,6,9,1,7,0,0,1,1,10,2,1,2,4,39,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14729206775159287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535700319206132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217261983582264,0.1726166089263839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37335701725190995,0.22337797986062666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609959499577945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180455379802807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029037462936878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563254373994049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318452483702151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4771501372407202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18167157224370695,0.3884172812132484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052459792778548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rogersthedodgers,2019/01/30,"General anxiety due to repressed memory? One night in August 2018, I was out with my friends drinking on an island. I blacked out entirely that night. I don't know what happened. The next day(and onwards), suddenly, I was very anxious and even experience psychosis and auditory hallucinations. Tried to asked my friends what happened that night but they didn't tell me anything. After that trip, I pushed them away due to my sustained anxiety. I dropped out of uni after that as I couldn't cope with my anxiety, as for my other friends, let's just say I also pushed them away unintentionally. Now I literally have no friends, and living with my parents. Until now, I always try to remember what happened that night because I think that's when I become this very anxious person even though before that I had some mild anxiety. Anyone here have a similar experience? How do you cope with repressed memory? Thanks",5.421106271777003,7.8818128353658565,5.815156794425089,74.23524390243907,70.03658536585365,8.83205574912892,33.66550522648084,9.424239791934726,3.54381149825784,731,36,120,17,14,234,98,164,0.12,0.7829999999999999,0.097,0.3191,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,3,0,12,7,0,2,3,0,10,1,0,1,0,21,17,11,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,12,10,1,2,3,1,0,3,4,2,0,1,4,2,24,5,22,11,1,26,0,0,1,0,13,7,0,1,15,88,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143352419894347,0.09513573976744456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498633354916397,0.2583316330953692,0.0,0.07994557326343579,0.0,0.09408782514388683,0.0,0.1068876342690471,0.0,0.21484267751089867,0.0,0.0,0.06969745264146911,0.12627383960491645,0.09729052125313446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373650824290992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200460807165638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15103415702605202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236828105326763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35333923171152914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033177442059615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06283543379807606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691511259782487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009597517609582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159639140660106,0.4291819799860375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747624147405834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695530081598722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998327655916808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12951907691765152,0.0,0.0,0.090923647825123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999336830694446,0.10526415234698447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326114399313728,0.11233339236843816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552516921904984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18867642176036672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spontaneousdolphins,2019/01/30,"Never stop fighting Throughout my life I dealt with constant and crippling anxiety, but I didn't learn how to cope until my early twenties. I just want to encourage all of you to never stop fighting. There will be terrible days, there will be seasons of eating too little or eating too much, and there will be long nights of panic and restlessness. We all feel hopeless at times, but keep searching for those people who will affirm you and help you to see yourself for who you really are. 

We will continue to fail and feel like we are letting our loved ones down, but we have to remember the progress we've made, and that while we may fail, it is simply one more step to health. The only time we truly fail is when we stop trying and stop growing. Punch each day right in the testicles.",8.819555345316935,7.1257924503311285,7.904976348155158,76.80887417218544,61.58278145695365,10.747776726584675,34.81646168401136,9.23628265651192,2.9410806054872283,624,20,117,8,7,193,97,151,0.159,0.635,0.206,0.6497,0,0,0,0,4,1,14.0,8,4,0,4,8,12,2,2,3,0,16,5,0,2,4,38,23,15,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,6,2,0,0,0,5,16,2,5,4,0,0,2,3,9,0,2,2,3,17,3,17,11,5,26,0,4,1,1,19,5,0,2,20,87,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190794861161884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16821317797235386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20077566566909089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31855811369701953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15741276221544048,0.1112035464733373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16545931792910662,0.0,0.0,0.10433562749674953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835777429260007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917291256371704,0.10994727265564146,0.07604762108586305,0.1560122293021432,0.0,0.1377542157513702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048924173773286,0.14728927076224993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442802216986622,0.0,0.2401092008213256,0.0,0.0,0.1460763802392973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109585105962622,0.1183864564137194,0.0,0.18263348985439048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079150556129125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997197920988391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17633245392717714,0.13293280308111005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404087931552785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5205549732024263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18153321413160428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568293301574024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918123103997028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,reubenmatee,2019/01/30,"I’m the most confident person one day, and the next I’m a shy introvert I used to be the shyest guy, couldn’t talk to girls, couldn’t speak in front of crowds, just your typical introvert really. 

Now, after lots of work, I’m able to control conversations(be the most confident and funny one in the group) one day, then the next I don’t feel like speaking, and when I do it feels forced and shitty. Seriously it’s like I have 2 personalities.",4.582765151515151,5.50083598863637,5.818636363636365,79.46878787878791,69.79545454545455,9.957575757575757,26.03030303030303,10.125756701596842,2.317493939393939,349,10,73,9,6,117,55,88,0.113,0.722,0.166,0.705,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,2,3,3,0,0,7,0,6,0,0,2,0,14,12,6,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,4,2,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,3,0,4,5,2,8,9,3,11,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,3,10,42,7,1,0.2124709171423264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23830420034391095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274052328552768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21486335948782204,0.15178926566017462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21037961260091048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20760511559033812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18063517572250687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4519304616217302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4319273767385878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3710428189267221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13611431015014658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17077607494370445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835066537404748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546813581960236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lmball2,2019/01/30,"Toolbox? Hi! Therapist recommended a “tool box” of activities or things to calm me down or keep my mind from going to the “end of the world” narrative. Suggestions for what to include?  I already have coloring/drawing, diffusing an oil or scent I like, meditating with head space app, etc. What are some things that keep you from going down a rabbit hole? Maybe even one sentence mantras to write on note cards? Thanks all!",3.3674853801169604,6.3811040526315805,3.6954385964912277,83.60862573099416,80.84210526315789,7.588304093567253,26.86549707602339,8.515128840125781,2.3813847953216385,332,14,60,8,9,103,61,76,0.0,0.8420000000000001,0.158,0.8845,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,5,0,2,1,1,0,1,10,7,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,3,13,7,3,8,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,4,2,38,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27696007866072186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22229170453412198,0.0,0.2799064236366082,0.16576837135569866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852727655134743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25757547681971005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44616093559281816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226150028314364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521407839616213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534158816663287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17006895156438234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310665009861032,0.0,0.2914043967303439,0.3334767982965789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ReadKupory,2019/01/30,"Did anyone else quickly calculate in their head whether or not you had to do a class presentation that day? I remember I always did that up to college! I would be like, “Okay, if each person takes about five minutes to present and I have 34 minutes, I don’t have to present today if the professors calls up 7 other people.”",8.05952380952381,6.496343841269841,7.958730158730159,75.4057142857143,62.96825396825397,10.939682539682536,38.460317460317455,9.725611199111238,3.58604126984127,254,11,49,4,3,82,48,63,0.0,0.919,0.081,0.5707,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,9,1,1,0,0,9,10,5,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,7,2,8,5,1,9,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,7,38,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608644020138361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192126136192202,0.3212267721776149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201274951512197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021872135161269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261896339441446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217504338439202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15316454362773904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21734749894216546,0.2737437556182554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3551443088801112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357195699975498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971696457586811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22270762727072851,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheSockThatSetMeFree,2019/01/30,"How to stop allowing yourself to project the feelings of hurt and fear as anger? Pretty much the title. With anxiety it’s like living in a world of constant fear. As a result, being afraid of everything makes me sad. Maybe I never learned how to properly project my feelings. Maybe it’s guilt or shame, I don’t know. All I know is that recently it’s become more apparent to me that the reason I come off as so angry at times is because inside I am scared and hurting. I don’t know how to change that about myself but I’m tired of hurting the people around me because I can’t figure out how to just show my true feelings and be vulnerable. 

",4.248062015503876,5.244149000000005,5.184496124031012,83.42155038759694,70.62790697674419,7.9038759689922475,29.06201550387597,8.167268648758528,1.9469596899224808,507,19,100,7,9,166,81,129,0.246,0.698,0.055,-0.9637,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,8,13,1,6,6,0,8,1,0,8,3,30,17,13,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,7,0,1,9,1,0,1,4,11,0,0,0,3,13,2,20,15,3,12,0,4,0,0,0,6,0,1,6,68,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823143854008428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758356000528402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884262625416421,0.17068993737785818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16349494451171026,0.1331323918622761,0.0,0.1670152153131177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13890088044586932,0.0,0.0,0.3478267050350192,0.2344375752067884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4963515809252618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548123101426599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755060332537874,0.0,0.13647176453713464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031642950075364,0.0,0.3105354153865606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361310089329253,0.0,0.11919960836964012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714651768650277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572343899792545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15890463422039106,0.1526009146384059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15473296619946902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12921193508692624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901201951301792,0.17763415981788547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawayfortoday77,2019/01/30,"Help with new medicine for anxiety? Throwaway account. But basically I’ve taken every SSRI under the sun, only to have it cause emotional blunting. I deal with OCD (pure O), anxiety, and depression. The depression isn’t all the time, I just had a very bad case of if a year ago. Thankfully I got that under control, but the anxiety and OCD is what I deal with daily. Currently I’m on Wellbutrin in the morning and Clomipramine (25 mg) at night. Any higher dose causes blunting. My doc suggested maybe I want to stop the clomipramine and just treat my OCD with therapy. She’s having me start Gabapentin to take for my anxiety when needed. I was wondering if anyone has advice on these meds? Will just sticking to Wellbutrin and gabapentin be enough for my anxiety? I’ve been on different SSRI’s for so long I’m nervous of going through major withdrawal. I know this is very specific, but anyone who has dealt with some of these meds maybe you have some advice? Thank you!!!!",4.210302197802196,6.506716005494508,4.7308653846153845,81.40475961538462,73.01098901098902,8.286263736263738,29.506868131868128,9.017664075816787,2.724537362637363,771,33,137,17,16,245,111,182,0.128,0.7959999999999999,0.076,-0.868,2,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,0,1,5,7,0,1,8,0,13,1,0,3,2,30,26,12,0,4,8,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,10,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,4,0,0,5,0,15,3,24,19,5,18,0,2,0,0,8,7,0,5,10,86,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24229849344196935,0.10989845416270788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430885991509858,0.0,0.4742117263893652,0.0,0.0,0.17337571317059502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351592166686592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547178110416056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390511574342463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556304400358762,0.2135630465042196,0.0,0.0,0.12952995972584494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394578493069874,0.0,0.1281017598156155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044562775461736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045919388158735,0.0,0.0991560247500866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309941477388537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06813471779873853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971606714045053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491038547003279,0.0,0.2754218087811422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192764561775207,0.0,0.1197381121660861,0.0,0.11634435907860267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429037310808007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775181741939503,0.0,0.0,0.1036506289093456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321554969364217,0.0,0.0,0.2282834025633737,0.1417789222007501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07229219883126069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045886210196256,0.07312506232342643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444816438049345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983735863395558
anxiety,Rendaman13,2019/01/30,"Going to a friend's house on Friday for the first time - and anxious thoughts are getting to me Hello r/anxiety,

I will be going to a friends house on Friday. This is the first time of going to this particular friends house - and thoughts are beginning to intrude.

For the sake of brevity, I will be naming my friend ""A"".  A and I are not super close, but we have known each other for quite some time and are well aquainted. His girlfriend, B, I am less aquainted with but am aquanted nontheless.

Yesterday, A, B, and I were sitting were sitting at our Chem table, talking about the upcoming changes to the game Minecraft (oh come now, the game is fun for all ages regardless of the memes or fanbase), when A suggested that I come over to his house on Friday to play the game, as B would not be available and he would be bored. I had never done this before, but I agreed nonetheless.


But as I was doing homework today, I began to think about what I had agreed to. Que anxiety:

""What if you meet his parents, but they dislike you?""

""What if you say something stupid that could hurt your relationship with A?""

""What if you say something stupid to A's parents,and hurt their opinion of you""

""What if one of A's friends or B comes over unexpectedly, how will you handle that interaction?""

""What if you're too boring/not boring enough, and A dislikes the event?""

""What if you break somthing in their house?""


This event is literally as simple as me coming over to A's house and Minecraft for 1-2 hours, and then going home. Why is this so complicated?

For context, I am 16 with Aspergers.

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anxiety,L3aBoB3a,2019/01/30,"Quitting coffee, so far so good. Yesterday was day 1 and a little weird but I was actually really busy so I didn’t stop to think about how I feel (which in itself is unlike me) but today I have a headache. However, I would much rather have a headache than the crippling pangs of anxiety that I get after even a small cup of coffee with creamer! I’m glad I’m finally taking strides to proactively ease my anxiety without constantly popping xanax when it gets bad. 

Sure, I can’t poop on command in the morning today after my daily cup but I’m making tea and waiting it out. Worst comes to worst I’ll look into psyllium husk capsules or maybe Noplaina if necessary 😛

For anyone contemplating quitting coffee- join me! ",3.8426086956521743,5.997945362318845,5.141376811594203,78.6842391304348,73.63768115942028,8.078260869565218,30.34057971014493,8.841846274778883,2.804466666666667,572,26,100,12,12,190,99,138,0.17,0.7240000000000001,0.105,-0.8915,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,8,7,0,0,6,0,8,3,1,2,1,21,20,12,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,6,1,2,2,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,3,2,11,3,17,16,3,19,0,0,1,0,0,8,0,2,10,64,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.18877177770207487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959656558003477,0.0,0.0,0.1352593519752396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16151623809042984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16663341050539895,0.0,0.20904240166216248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475427862638708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12776681291754374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781023776626684,0.0,0.0,0.21190658122219191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20213123252448895,0.0,0.0,0.1622502211023991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938800009316039,0.0,0.0,0.16244280997920255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291242354999104,0.0,0.19433878797168885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422023462143457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4114993887577791,0.0,0.0,0.1239240889736884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16172642225049436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18231707583642276,0.0,0.14544453332020876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395001320240205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36672135830514535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864714715177795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741585781604304,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ok_dad,2019/01/30,"I’m too anxious for college I woke up early to go to the library because I needed to print out an assignment for my English class, which is something I was really dreading. I know it sounds so stupid to be anxious about going to the library to print a paper, but I was and everything that could go wrong did go wrong. I got locked out of my account and couldn’t print anything out. I then got paranoid that I was taking up a computer, even though there were plenty open. Obviously, it shouldn’t have been a big deal. I should have asked for help and it would have been fine. 
But then I started panicking and I felt like I was going to cry, so naturally I go to my car and have a big fun anxiety attack. Crying and shaking, the whole shabang.
I’m on Prozac for my anxiety, but I’m not sure if that’s helping anymore. I decided since I didn’t feel okay enough to go to English, I would instead sit in my car and study for my math test.
I told my mom about it. Luckily, my mom is really supportive and I’m so so thankful for that. She told me that it would be okay and that I should look for a counselor to help sort out this mess.
I agree with that. I had a counselor before, but I’m at college now, so it’s inconvenient to go see her now. My school has a nice counseling service, but I have to call to make my appointment. I hate making phone calls. I can’t even get myself to dial the number. 
I hate being so anxious. I sound insane. Like I actually feel so dumb. I know the stuff I get anxious about isn’t a big deal, but that doesn’t stop be from getting worked up about it. I feel guilty because what I’m anxious about is so stupid. 
This is about the fourth time I’ve came to my car to calm down from an episode. The first time this semester, so progress?? Maybe. 
Anyways, thank you for reading if you got through this, or any part of this. If anyone knows how to get the courage to make phone calls for making appointments, please share you secrets with me. ",2.06773631840796,3.9134997288557214,3.2654975124378147,91.53963930348259,77.83084577114428,6.35721393034826,24.35074626865672,7.279313950308263,0.9078626865671636,1529,53,333,19,36,494,182,402,0.196,0.649,0.155,-0.9597,0,0,1,0,0,0,46.0,0,3,0,3,25,25,6,2,18,2,35,1,0,5,2,55,82,32,0,12,11,2,4,2,0,6,1,2,0,0,23,17,0,1,9,1,1,13,7,11,0,1,18,8,48,14,52,52,3,39,0,0,2,0,22,15,1,5,12,221,71,12,0.0,0.0,0.07687680741224713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05357232905712723,0.0,0.12053123087876,0.4449884648265624,0.07812746471398255,0.0550840135060695,0.0,0.06482829279245363,0.0,0.07364760360535026,0.08962233084461294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604572876075032,0.0,0.06703501104508662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24132608487399385,0.0901020336465618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06289851272076502,0.0,0.17306976617322886,0.0,0.16243509951873578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139962557375555,0.0,0.10406539356577407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07080136339797673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949888224664552,0.0,0.07564006374941909,0.0,0.0,0.0670092615927415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646348201404312,0.0,0.35817475160029594,0.0,0.18901996271534136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15555563739800646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584114361362876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988441045713275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.076974747488724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06615440491313519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21034201416372306,0.0,0.07914395762701361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845297071110457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05841352955597533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530983291866323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647553597611596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880018281881135,0.0,0.10093551523156212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972841631186565,0.06277655518514952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651666904944013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606478184015576,0.0,0.0,0.05576008551043022,0.0,0.0,0.06586265790453671,0.0,0.0,0.09018295176145824,0.0,0.0893973214535734,0.07424814714178891,0.0,0.0592319016821917,0.0,0.0,0.14505798765066122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739983403478473,0.0,0.09187317840501336,0.0,0.0,0.15055316135843486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795378845617029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057351951345200436,0.0,0.0,0.16788673442571322,0.17226464204623573,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CactusFolderWitch,2019/01/30,"Social Anxiety at my job I've been at the same job for over a year and a half. I work in the library science/archival field so actually, a lot of my co-workers are also introverted and quiet and I would guess, suffer from some degree of social anxiety. I in part chose this field because of the quiet nature and solitude it provides. However, I find myself still exhibiting loads of social anxiety when speaking with people at work who I've known, interacted with, and been around for awhile. I find myself stumbling over words even with people who I know for a fact like me and have shown kindness to me. I try not to get down on myself, but sometimes, I am just like ""get it together! and stop!"" I'm just at a loss. I go to talk therapy once a week, am prescribed anti-depressants/anti-anxiety medication, work out, try to eat healthy. Anyone else experience this? I feel like my social anxiety has held me back my whole life - now I am 31 and it just makes me angry that its still ""a thing"". Grrrrr. ",3.9824615384615383,5.533114630769234,5.273846153846153,80.40615384615388,71.92307692307692,8.276923076923078,27.35897435897436,8.841846274778883,2.1508051282051293,783,28,149,15,15,261,114,195,0.087,0.84,0.073,0.1615,3,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,4,12,6,0,0,10,0,9,3,0,1,1,33,18,12,0,1,5,0,1,3,0,1,2,3,0,0,10,13,1,2,5,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,3,4,22,4,27,14,5,21,0,2,0,0,9,12,0,3,11,105,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.1089965854265639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932112163211005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4272254872850232,0.0,0.0,0.07809857856812903,0.11444302356012015,0.0,0.0994307507232734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588528210678002,0.0,0.06808722183005199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429016851820732,0.09330545129169432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377239600310126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925751633027543,0.0,0.0,0.05647550744110121,0.07979374261581666,0.0,0.0,0.2041713739295616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671031772558213,0.0,0.06347789766602059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304280365662665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22167680577595134,0.0,0.0,0.11631142315553546,0.061383737247975426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889230742923073,0.16370316853857078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495768133718732,0.0,0.0,0.07455617008342155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251928677986342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189497591440646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209530000586841,0.0,0.15486819341706667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4554291667643195,0.0,0.0,0.1104675667627306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783968871894701,0.0933806314330471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897748738010575,0.0,0.0,0.1277310655836183,0.0,0.07420409038402433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516648888165535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959365809125236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470162250163447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252563197977659,0.0,0.0,0.07934374231008932,0.0,0.0,0.07192684732965672
anxiety,evenblackercoffee,2019/01/30,"Fron one worry to another Does anyone else lives like this? I spend days/weeks/months/years worrying about a situation and when I finally manage to deal with those bad thoughts, something else happens that makes me worry about something. 

One worry ends, another begins. Why is that? I’m tired of living like this. My brain tells me that I did something bad even tho I know I didn’t and after some time it gets inside my head so badly that I start to believe that I actually did it. ",2.6170967741935485,5.232638290322583,3.516569892473118,86.41485483870967,80.07526881720429,6.300645161290323,22.203225806451613,7.554174236665415,1.0702825806451617,383,12,72,6,10,122,63,93,0.253,0.698,0.05,-0.9655,0,0,3,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,1,0,4,3,2,1,0,7,12,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,3,0,2,4,0,11,2,8,8,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,9,43,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.12664898676399214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721765088469981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074693307732723,0.13297749575707807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250888689362565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462204209256801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488017805353087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338000462131495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135735296805823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168332304980655,0.0,0.11494876272583596,0.0,0.0,0.08572010919772996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14217037168960892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780599331163169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476622536653215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319427475260578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132506120094052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681033596496602,0.0,0.22920062894202836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663081839780233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17588794508888253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458809539834641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29973869916898593,0.0,0.0,0.09186071286623852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134356147499339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303279848501178,0.07567721233132772,0.1491658779745963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710850888345968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5272016646948886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357566707047764
anxiety,throwaway7774219,2019/01/30,"I had a panic attack at work. Is there something similar I can play it off as? Hi, I had a panic attack at work yesterday. It's been a long time so I didn't realize what was happening at first. I've had a person today ask ""are you okay? I heard you're heart was racing and you started sweating, etc etc...""

I don't want people to know what happened, is there something similar anyone has played it off as? Like maybe heart problems or something? I mean, I'm in my twenties and healthy so I don't know. Just looking for any kind of advice how to handle it. I don't even want to go into anyone's office because I'm afraid they'll ask about it.",0.19830555555555665,2.426226881481483,2.472476851851852,92.36427083333334,87.5925925925926,4.856481481481481,20.28935185185185,6.322622252153567,0.22204629629629613,499,16,106,5,16,169,82,135,0.146,0.763,0.092,-0.7908,0,0,3,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,1,3,8,11,2,3,4,1,16,3,3,1,0,13,31,8,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,7,3,0,0,4,2,0,1,4,6,0,1,8,2,13,5,15,22,2,14,0,0,1,0,8,7,0,1,7,67,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539998527431918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422607816365136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19376983056516975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590712397993126,0.3152657687280309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446536210741158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30906378107952714,0.09151808481019576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178597240712313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874728132630511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450576707085781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32839037003527993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14428972441528648,0.15229875606021606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06769379548316368,0.0,0.0,0.12262192524718382,0.11635615322170917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13920292189632855,0.150933303997129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251424287584406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606059466300304,0.12098592382225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325839482286545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200125612085834,0.0,0.0,0.09807402941386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807959019319711,0.0,0.13133941281269962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634534696625662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017477882855584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mlhoney,2019/01/30,"How can I manage my anxiety during the next semester of my life ? Hey guys, 

Last saturday I started my last semester at uni and anxiety is already attacking me (after 4 days). I am working full time (35-40 hours of job) on top of my 12 hours of classes and the workload of each class. 

It's wednesday and I'm already feeling a bit overwhelmed, I started the week pretty nicely but managing the job and uni, on top of everything else, feels like a huge challenge and I don't know how to cope with my own anxiety. 

Please help :( ",3.592980769230767,5.046896182692316,5.1376923076923084,81.38230769230772,72.75,8.661538461538461,32.230769230769226,9.188382445141503,2.983407692307692,409,20,79,9,8,138,70,104,0.095,0.6890000000000001,0.21600000000000005,0.8898,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,4,2,5,1,1,6,0,4,1,0,2,0,13,10,8,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,11,3,12,10,4,20,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,14,45,12,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36828950313896974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3829643586414809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18983825852507769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821783828626143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076170863423062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13939813742057414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499716354395729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687485658808891,0.1192116746071799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652271378498706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184917450506522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286658826696992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311846564881328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917071673929451,0.27204198935282825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178649324364292,0.08152405698420481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17746771124296226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18317270930156046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16976637251570167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23622232157435044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730300489400777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338527266062114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148305521382538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bajileh,2019/01/30,"My mother has always been toxic Today she caused me to spiral out so badly I had to leave work. 

Silver lining - I guess I found my last straw. We’re done. I’m cutting her out. I finally got to a healthy place in my life and I’m done letting her derail me. ",-1.5040808080808077,0.4181983090909078,1.3824242424242463,96.03585858585859,102.27272727272728,3.1717171717171717,13.383838383838384,5.033348758259628,-1.1146767676767682,197,4,43,1,9,68,41,55,0.166,0.784,0.05,-0.6359,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,0,6,1,0,1,0,6,11,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,0,12,0,6,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,3,27,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033737547674412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20407721396472026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510826372770524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5002450098328736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26774586399419115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26798961142589256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19548186359134384,0.0,0.2692518631239721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19923172349557786,0.0,0.2588013332982593,0.0,0.24993199712537956,0.1726383025272161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553627778235207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316778609664336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17793781410977802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,khumbaya23,2019/01/30,"So, my family started looking at old album photos on tv I was chillin in the living room scrolling reddit and my whole family were sitting there watching a movie and after the movie ended my brother presented them all with the old photos recovered from a very old harddrive. It showed photos of us and me of 10 years ago. I'm not a guy who likes trip down the memory lane, i always try to avoid old or even recent photos because it reminds me the bad stuff that happened at the time of the photo no matter how good the pic looked. But these old pics come up, from 10 years ago, and i can't even recognize myself, everything looked amazing and i kept realizing all the nostalgia. The present fat and ugly me was such a cute preteen back then. Not once did i see myself frown or fake laughing/smiling in those photos. Even my parents as well. Looking back and forth from the tv to the current real life faces, i see them as a tired old people with wrinkles popping up, and the photos showed them so charming, bright and optimistic looking. The walls in the rooms looked so clean compared to the finger dirt stained walls now. Every place(room) looked so clean and new just like when you empty the desktop in  pc.( Now ...being the jammed up desktop). Even my lazy furry droopy dog seemed so happy, clean, groomed and a fresh puppy.  I kept believing the ""those were the days"" and that my life will never be so happy. While I'm writing this with my family still here, i am trying my best to hold back tears. The more i think of it the more it seems dark .",5.208300000000001,6.118505230000004,5.245999999999999,84.16800000000002,68.36666666666667,7.6,27.666666666666664,7.554174236665415,1.5210666666666666,1219,38,232,12,20,381,170,300,0.08900000000000001,0.755,0.156,0.9783,4,1,0,0,0,0,36.0,1,1,3,1,23,14,0,1,28,0,10,6,3,1,3,37,29,27,0,0,6,2,1,2,0,1,4,0,5,1,12,16,1,4,4,5,0,2,5,3,1,0,7,12,27,11,28,19,6,48,0,0,11,0,10,15,0,4,32,155,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14890523708809988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988692570713187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19375081125606508,0.07012866093355997,0.05119990349197378,0.0,0.0,0.09462866896254844,0.08814297579614026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235048366464053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05416700270657898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439076119994464,0.0,0.0,0.22190005432492604,0.0,0.07076572137368313,0.0,0.07548535515007641,0.0,0.23753664984910136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07044734867905195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316392059386102,0.07427262949687947,0.17881915746472932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865012018607292,0.08206715058738301,0.0,0.07416525785131957,0.0,0.4937167812826146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06477874540931237,0.08111866593762664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5288041731742414,0.08944727108665146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326164591710727,0.0,0.0,0.058228521768165134,0.0,0.08775232331490751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955997155244806,0.0,0.0,0.08293060634842883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338593025846957,0.15292381528532847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059448994425349386,0.0,0.06707501908484338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614916740982447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05381779907302447,0.0,0.0,0.04897560702105735,0.0965348642686539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404823786041295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010303765634079,0.0,0.0,0.06930105921542684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551765588917854,0.0,0.0,0.09377252978999034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817441342965556
anxiety,BTMxFDR,2019/01/30,"Coping mechanisms Hey guys, new to this subreddit and it's cool to see all these people coming together to help eachother. I've struggled with anxiety for the past 5-10 years and I've been constantly looking for different ways to relieve the daily stress that anxiety causes to live a normal life. 

I was wondering what are the most effective  ways that all of you have found to cope with anxiety and get you through the day easier.

The only thing that has been effective for me is exersise. After working out or playing sports I feel this state of complete calmness and clear mindedness that I rarely ever feel, and I wish I could feel like that all the time. 

So hit me in the comments with what has worked best for you! ",7.00388686131387,7.278434233576642,6.85079379562044,76.44728558394159,64.32846715328468,10.937591240875912,33.91332116788321,10.686352973137794,3.6369131386861313,578,23,105,14,8,183,90,137,0.067,0.713,0.22,0.9738,1,0,0,0,1,0,9.0,0,3,0,5,2,8,0,2,8,1,9,1,0,3,5,28,20,7,0,3,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,12,10,0,0,7,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,6,10,6,19,14,5,14,0,0,2,0,7,2,0,3,9,71,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3794932948936817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17353212420485298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16986733984184632,0.0,0.14244054054416627,0.1733738227315942,0.1786923318624892,0.0,0.13202422676285558,0.0,0.0,0.10664168025393896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17276302429323884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14957500646922892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508286260706836,0.11813117896128925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18130557688835844,0.0,0.0,0.08639228451941791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16372957308854974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108354101531474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679664322129653,0.08078514958359131,0.0,0.14601339041362055,0.0,0.13885835734125604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597029631195707,0.0,0.0,0.1620148955567998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576156168324273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578521075024159,0.11463782542477638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317682374136476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18941605337268824,0.17286719308319815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098559409980264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642108226800247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26250561332627265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19015255859427527,0.0,0.1793227724165962,0.2407639450333543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648458131523683
anxiety,gorman2001,2019/01/30,"Phone anxiety; how do you deal with it ? Blessed is Caller ID and voicemail, so you don't need to answer unknown callers.  


But what about making a call? I have absolute dread of calling people/places i don't know. To the point that i missed many opportunities and i can't fulfill some of my obligations.  


What do ?!",2.166714285714285,4.854735766666664,3.28952380952381,86.74500000000002,83.0,6.095238095238094,25.23809523809524,7.447530270364453,1.4483095238095247,246,10,47,4,7,79,47,60,0.162,0.7340000000000001,0.104,-0.3895,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,1,3,4,0,1,2,0,7,0,0,2,0,10,11,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,7,2,6,11,1,1,1,1,0,0,8,1,0,1,0,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544669067213803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6793205034230184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429348312147387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828089639472905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220382273853454,0.3372423873570774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24664661712015004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31445011570270504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lizlasagna_,2019/01/30,"thought spiraling starting to affect my life (21f) hi guys, sorry if this makes no sense, i’m literally the worst at articulating myself and just writing this is going to be a huge accomplishment for me lol. 

i was diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder and mdd almost 2 years ago after being in denial my entire teen years, i was lured into an abusive relationship when i was 14 that ended when i was 19ish and i feel like it affected my entire psyche. i found a new partner who reassures me constantly and makes me want to be a better person. well i’m 21 now, i’ve accomplished some pretty great things like almost graduating college and getting an amazing competitive internship, 

but i feel like i’m coasting along. my mind rambles all day long and my own voice inside my head is constantly putting myself down or singing random songs on a repetitive loop nonstop all day long or is getting intrusive thoughts like hmmm i wonder what would happen if i did this .. well it’s gotten to the point where i cannot fully process any information and anything i read i immediately forget because my own voice inside my head tunes it out. i don’t know what quiet sounds like and i physically cannot will myself to stop talking in my own head. my boyfriend or friends could reassure my insecurities or my anxieties and i will not listen and just let it fly over my head because my head will not let me process anything like a normal person. i dont know how to put a name to this well enough to talk to my new therapist about it but i’m teaching a peak. ive tried meditation and relaxing but i’m always on edge and like i said before i can never get myself to shut up. what’s wrong with me? ",4.598165137614679,6.2657293425076475,5.785817737003063,76.87806605504589,70.55963302752293,8.657076452599389,29.28795107033639,9.174902378510234,2.611027987767584,1353,53,246,28,25,451,182,327,0.087,0.752,0.162,0.969,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,11,20,0,1,11,1,24,7,5,5,3,61,49,24,0,6,13,0,2,7,2,4,2,7,0,4,15,17,0,1,9,4,0,3,8,3,3,0,10,9,43,17,26,29,8,37,0,0,0,0,17,14,0,11,27,161,58,7,0.0,0.10483104975377053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842972606483617,0.0,0.1771943308528946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362014319860281,0.0,0.0,0.0601675504751877,0.0,0.13536967769314268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561844323216974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786979649468532,0.0,0.0752876061512846,0.0,0.0,0.07825091998940195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19122490723245708,0.0,0.0706418687697018,0.0,0.0,0.11412098773978555,0.0,0.0,0.0898025261110171,0.0,0.0,0.1014025709916982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036946547222964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836456442716444,0.0914206301381392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947349195435696,0.12641630171079152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701071601629636,0.06835728849083035,0.0,0.13867710287819282,0.0,0.05028364881912288,0.0,0.0,0.09754645852707827,0.0,0.08760636816011046,0.07824012236868275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4540158187728816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724954355678826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809479245669998,0.06249408419562748,0.302578538253652,0.0,0.0,0.15659912882845012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811847624501155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933678036851506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823909429418126,0.17090372031626702,0.0,0.0,0.08668889999422745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545098091787195,0.0,0.0,0.08363958080382901,0.0,0.0,0.09001315114064759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17788810763220095,0.0,0.0,0.08850117328572785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499143343841256,0.0,0.0,0.0841621068980951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990430153490413,0.06262463884801463,0.0,0.0,0.07397092610394965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14222929217802008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272888351723762,0.05878034022872269,0.0,0.0,0.14048207537905086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0600702314336821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05218616267349225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386549666191762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594978184743506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285168572070049,0.09673596171593096,0.0,0.11395287067697425
anxiety,ladystrick11,2019/01/30,"Therapy not helping... I recently decided to see a therapist for my anxiety. So far, I have gone to 2 sessions and I do not feel like it is helping much. I was hoping she could teach me some coping strategies but we've mostly talked about setting boundaries with my mother. She also wrongly assumed I had been sexually assaulted as a child??? Unfortunately, my insurance does not cover therapy until I reach my high deductible so I am using their EAP program for these sessions. I get 5 free but since I work for a Christian institution, the therapist I am seeing is faith based (she's a participant of the EAP program). She's been pushing me to read the bible and to tap into my spirituality because it helps??!! Needless to say, I am so disappointed. My husband said to at least complete the 5 sessions before giving up entirely. I feel like quitting entirely.... 

Not sure what else to do except to go back to listening to podcasts on anxiety. Or paying out of pocket AND trying out an out of network therapist (since I would have to pay out of pocket anyways due to my high deductible).

Just wanted to vent a little and see if anyone has had success seeing a therapist for their anxiety",5.4507432432432426,6.963445819819821,6.883412162162162,70.424847972973,68.27927927927928,9.513963963963963,35.046171171171174,9.827888789773867,3.8399900900900894,940,47,154,22,16,321,131,222,0.124,0.785,0.091,-0.7575,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,2,3,9,10,1,0,11,0,17,0,0,1,1,32,32,14,0,5,10,2,2,2,0,1,0,3,0,1,4,10,0,0,4,1,3,3,4,3,0,0,7,9,28,8,34,23,4,20,2,1,4,0,17,12,0,6,6,117,32,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082863949915612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606615930952187,0.0,0.0,0.07941668788461605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733481156774593,0.0,0.06923636440182902,0.0,0.09664688919086907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908483612835975,0.0,0.0,0.0906831444408303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939326049632087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488021471097118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485734644101585,0.16228092415120407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05934004847246591,0.10895479150579092,0.06454924633636293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283877077984367,0.2400037209570756,0.0,0.11280902091516225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097737995499456,0.11383543759601085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349322380187159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080465433424953,0.11360917852296062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214500984566414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803910809842487,0.0903221362471748,0.0,0.0,0.3620292547536363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18790652278440076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704633798916594,0.0,0.0,0.09129004987356942,0.0,0.0,0.2597736951070005,0.5274933035879376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711230702932738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809530742302228,0.0,0.0,0.0669915081516457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268645891341238,0.0,0.0,0.08068286688650708,0.12418019712228835,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SamuraiZero,2019/01/30,"Anxiety about 'working jobs I don't like for the rest of my life' Hey all.

So, I feel like I used to be a really confident person.  Did decently in school and college where I studied IT.

I went on to manage a service shop, and then moved to corporate helpdesk.

Shortly after I moved to sys admin, and that's where I was for the last 4.5 years.  I didnt really enjoy the sys admin stuff if I'm being honest with myself.

I was let go recently (probably partially due to my growing unhappiness and anxiety about going to work) and fairly quickly took another sys admin role.

I'm only a few days in but I'm questioning myself as to why I took this job - but it's too late. If I leave I cannot get unemployment benefits.

How do you guys deal with realizing you're stuck doing things you don't want to do to get by? I feel like I'm stuck in this horrible cycle with nowhere to go for the rest of my life.",3.50029776674938,4.32296353763441,5.596451612903227,80.42236972704718,72.2258064516129,9.378990901571546,27.21091811414392,9.661875296680813,2.3925687344913147,702,24,146,17,13,246,108,186,0.16399999999999998,0.787,0.049,-0.9382,4,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,2,8,6,0,0,7,0,13,2,0,2,1,20,31,13,0,3,4,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,7,8,0,0,4,1,1,9,4,0,0,0,9,2,20,6,27,19,4,25,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,3,12,94,27,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970950887430687,0.21844128067303056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207650907634826,0.14719227085972011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438022237965253,0.2039935332213056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918557079627084,0.0,0.2434228587703552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136731047987816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28335953021512883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637871621110055,0.16105369992050414,0.15117555776021327,0.0,0.1459946461095276,0.2016890047877035,0.20925442681946912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034893360711704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085849880479084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466351833256516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539329994520241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599379755087413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829275537288153,0.0,0.1409707081174851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14449348304353468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344045716634714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485176456624653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172512008882773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330967708199365,0.0,0.0,0.08421097251667768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323516210314226,0.1288300553505944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20788029143325726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194086678507113
anxiety,yorksh1006,2019/01/30,"Car Anxiety I don’t have high anxiety when I drive, only when others drive. I’m in a constant fear that the person driving isn’t paying enough attention or that cars in the oncoming lane are just going to start swerving and hit us. I’ll get myself so worked up I’ll fall asleep. I’ve been this way my entire life and I would really like to just enjoy a road trip for once and not think it’s going to be the day I die. 

Anyone else like this?!",2.7213069908814598,3.763846936170218,4.33437689969605,87.90500000000004,74.31914893617021,7.499088145896658,20.875379939209726,7.957251820313856,0.7215337386018232,348,7,76,5,7,117,69,94,0.115,0.7909999999999999,0.094,-0.2514,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,5,0,7,2,1,0,0,10,14,7,1,1,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,2,0,1,9,3,1,0,0,1,0,7,3,7,10,1,20,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,7,43,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369704448559865,0.0,0.0,0.15399896276064948,0.2256648872050437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380043417246385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203845595780765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285773675005718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18398468937946846,0.0,0.0,0.2275697994679047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478345036136589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506782967584085,0.0,0.2503382411823584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326987253597468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556407986731005,0.2151991207162175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23455150995911234,0.0,0.16750465669515358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19230761283035888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14109324704217108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558890644579703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112276296305912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26492510153528204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17481856957024014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16033946071280594,0.0,0.0,0.15645424335915334,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jammy_doughnut,2019/01/30,"Skepticism surrounding OCD When I tell people I have OCD their usual response is ""you don't have any of the signs"" this really annoys me and I wish people would take what I'm saying seriously because recently it's been getting so frustrating I've resorted to self-harm. If you guys have anything to add don't he afraid to put a comment I'll most likely reply within 10 minutes",7.2964864864864865,6.9138620270270295,8.049324324324324,70.30344594594597,63.864864864864856,11.183783783783785,34.71621621621622,10.686352973137794,3.809821621621621,306,12,53,7,4,103,60,74,0.14800000000000002,0.8140000000000001,0.038,-0.7804,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,1,0,2,6,3,1,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,7,12,4,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,1,1,7,1,5,10,1,6,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,2,4,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856902170903098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22470517847727128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664548894744013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14266262093953905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27037240827766584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13340336161613406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3786109540888922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745007987123373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17492927846654374,0.0,0.2696138854233736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217148334347234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848612141904228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20530719637575276,0.0,0.2386665443235577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007370989619994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140056144865721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939740453748693,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tikicheese,2019/01/30,"I’m slightly afraid of going to therapy. The lady that assessed me will be doing CBT with me. During the assessment a lot of emotions were brought up and the last time I saw her I left in tears. I’m not sure if it’s her specifically or my situation but I feel nervous around her, she seems to dismiss my way of trying to deal with things, basically saying that ‘if that’s what I want to do then there’s no point in me even going for therapy.’ I appreciate that but I have been stuck in a limbo for almost two years and if I try and deal with this all on my own, my way, I will struggle.

I don’t want to ignore how I feel, previously I found it quite difficult to bring up my idea of dealing with things possibly out of fear. It feels like we will go round in circles. I know she will just say ‘well if that’s what you want to do there’s no point in having therapy.’ I just feel sick and stuck. Based on what’s happened previously, I just don’t feel totally comfortable going to see her. But maybe that’s what I need? I’ve seen therapists I’ve felt comfortable with and found that we didn’t really get anywhere.

This probably sounds like rambling but can anyone offer their thoughts about this?",2.279839791356185,4.207473176229513,3.7756184798807766,87.74739940387484,77.48360655737704,7.387183308494784,23.38599105812221,8.296473431620573,1.3078016393442624,941,30,201,18,22,311,129,244,0.139,0.765,0.096,-0.875,0,0,0,0,0,2,19.0,2,1,1,1,10,12,0,4,5,0,16,1,0,1,3,50,46,16,0,8,13,0,7,2,0,4,1,3,0,0,19,14,0,1,12,0,0,6,6,6,1,1,12,13,33,6,32,29,4,26,0,0,4,0,16,14,0,8,6,136,52,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952893701026368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346427192500318,0.0,0.0,0.10626205198901242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691868053941693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427195359457814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884086283581347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13432120600811095,0.3017780346702881,0.085275900710414,0.11461116297399895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617597912578599,0.0,0.0,0.0623643981343646,0.0,0.2713563605976494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555595783756228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13475095906947568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06560105230300232,0.09730014174181424,0.0,0.0,0.12969273477316498,0.0,0.0,0.1166334993917865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148166435040756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992032497548742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850921355652358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225681039282582,0.1345685025523604,0.0,0.0,0.1286979539992205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269616347361294,0.0,0.0,0.07646963931966519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18985106383520467,0.0,0.0,0.09512014718954633,0.10866735100105412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341736541286684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478844046990695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250210630144236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136506714803285,0.1385944368306072,0.158604432790206,0.0,0.0,0.09476416687954876,0.06960393276504301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16208489006771756,0.0,0.11660434017696275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21121747589720916,0.1894961416178966,0.0,0.0,0.10732538426372233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686851738272908
anxiety,frnkiequinn,2019/01/30,"Knowing the difference between “just anxiety” and something serious? How do you know the difference between symptoms of your anxiety and serious things? Like for me feeling nauseous is an almost constant symptom and sometimes it’s really hard to tell the difference between that and when I’m getting sick, which just makes my anxiety worse and I end up obsessing over whether it’s something I should see a doctor for or not. 

Idk mostly just asking if anyone has advise on how to tell when a symptom of your anxiety is actually something else. ",8.115395189003436,9.161778082474227,8.110876288659796,65.70624570446738,61.98969072164947,11.415120274914091,44.001718213058425,11.20814326018867,5.674561512027492,442,27,64,12,6,143,65,97,0.197,0.7509999999999999,0.052000000000000005,-0.8991,0,0,3,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,0,7,4,0,1,6,0,5,5,0,3,0,21,13,12,0,2,7,0,2,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,7,1,12,12,1,7,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,4,5,52,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.1365895599598111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015874192651845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42830362865774996,0.0,0.0,0.09786958406412316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085212702195054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15125677155533307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4387134639695703,0.0,0.14326420955406918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692614483203892,0.0,0.12397099510874725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07077253548538279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312802909613841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253847374652262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538466113700154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683817866624065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343039898111803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966772992968709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153717664875824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232649393296059,0.1384329268196975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43644417402563424,0.0,0.0,0.2446781628239492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298918872647342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426403759151753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xxthecurious,2019/01/30,"Has any one ever experienced this abouth their sleep Hello, in the past few weeks, i have been sleeping at 1am then waking up at 5am grab breakfast then sleep at 7 am to 4pm and will be too awake until 1 am then the cycle repeats. But yesterday and today is different. Yesterday I had a job interview, i slept at around 11 pm and woke up at 4am went on and about on my day, got home around 5 pm then had a nap up to 8 pm had dinner then went to sleep at 2am then woke up today at 8am had breakfast, then folded my clothes. At the middle of folding clothes I had allergic rhinitis or hay fever (had been having for weeks now) and i was sneezing so much and felt really sick which is common for me when ever i have this so i slept because it makes it better so i went to sleep at 11 am and woke up at 6 pm had dinner now its 9pm here where I live and i still feel super tired like super sleepy. Has anyone experienced this? What can be the cause? Im on anti depressants but I havent been sleepy like this, this is the first time and im worried. 

Additional info: I dont sleep straight, every few hours id wake up and check on my phone etc (but not lasting upto 5 mins) then drift back to sleep instantly. This goes on until i fully wake up. 
I have no sleep apnea
Not taking sleeping pills
I have generalized anxiety and on anti depressants.",1.8008920187793436,3.313526014084509,3.7334507042253513,89.37205399061035,77.59154929577466,6.705164319248826,21.34037558685446,7.492282038375204,0.6192023474178403,1044,27,232,14,24,354,141,284,0.095,0.861,0.044,-0.8958,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,4,16,7,0,0,7,0,30,23,14,2,2,28,43,29,0,0,6,0,3,2,0,1,5,0,1,0,11,14,4,0,3,1,1,4,5,2,0,2,21,5,20,5,37,19,4,65,0,2,0,0,4,29,0,1,34,150,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05900408631052554,0.0,0.06637601234678897,0.0,0.0,0.06066904210523358,0.0,0.0,0.15448087565186455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667179594288092,0.0,0.052891955318140976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673777643377291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913293171478097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05595711107781914,0.0,0.14946344241119394,0.0,0.0,0.09065235766631366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016895038746454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676740436231228,0.0,0.15697024337076704,0.07310438336157438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04387166836678938,0.0,0.08330929284864859,0.0,0.0,0.07380340418663746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939496807873394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703371316970213,0.0,0.08544736681282887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874450720138544,0.0,0.08610220384256262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072614736858375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477930163746239,0.0,0.07661626754912415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05791720547193077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06378324311002492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05879511728130525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828282890174574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05558473896262428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7814610114178204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929171092978992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06523748921697553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050594150409730296,0.09972514359018003,0.16448868934383268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13919744801394554,0.0,0.0,0.24129979840712024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811542965884188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ConstructiveFeedbax,2019/01/30,"Anyone else have constant moderate anxiety throughout the day? How do you deal with it? Fuuuck. It's getting close to unbearable. It's there all the time, in my stomach and chest, but it's starting to get to my thoughts and cognition as well. I've tried meditating on it, ""isolating"" the pure sensation to not judge or analyse it, but it's near impossible. Excercising also doesn't help. I stopped drinking coffee, I still see friends and stuff, I'm ok but it's sooooo hard. Fuck.

My anxiety has been pretty ok since I started Duloxetine(SNRI) a month ago, but the last week it's like it's losing its effect? I'm at normal dose, 60 mg.  


Been a long time since I was on the sub. Guess that's a goof thing. I hope you are all hanging in there, stay strong and don't lose hope, we are here for eachother!",1.5896855345911969,4.07325504402516,3.0688364779874213,88.79369496855347,83.46540880503143,6.803773584905662,23.927672955974842,7.984000788550335,1.4681597484276732,628,24,130,13,18,205,104,159,0.092,0.6920000000000001,0.21600000000000005,0.9744,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,1,2,0,4,7,11,1,0,8,2,10,5,2,2,3,24,22,12,0,3,6,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,14,7,1,1,2,1,0,1,3,3,1,0,4,2,11,8,13,18,2,22,0,2,1,1,6,7,1,4,14,75,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13778100078326186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429883396498058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378099555371405,0.0,0.0,0.10868159818148866,0.15925834924620946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679666652883227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024071669052856,0.160243463509791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522640880791119,0.0,0.0,0.12984340754140974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008630007595356,0.14369428659649114,0.16241350466603585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17122576097166553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13923645211732874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418272594715436,0.0,0.0,0.30875789481831994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266977434043596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593617498268591,0.0,0.0,0.13755234000137956,0.0,0.3477770754548766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406425936473843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15229026030424794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15813012068358984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385910015614073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25714974709856875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22003099710017632,0.1656697241157707,0.12412811581097408,0.1299480278567027,0.0,0.0,0.1779323383013734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326204756088177,0.0,0.0,0.12339556638151625,0.18126718122980784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552805701976878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467809436235736,0.0,0.1397519443733324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lizardperson3,2019/01/30,"Fear that nobody ACTUALLY likes me even when they say they do. I (F/22) have this irrational fear that nobody truly likes me. I don't know how it even started because in high school and my first year of college I used to be super fun-loving, free of anxiety, made friends easily, etc. etc.. And then suddenly I started not really trusting people when they complimented me on my work or told me they enjoy my company. Even when my own boyfriend (at the time) would tell me he loved me, I'd be skeptical. I started imagining that all my relationships and friend groups had some sort of dynamic, where I was the loser of the bunch and everyone secretly knew it, but would just tell me compliments to be nice and hide the fact that they didn't like me as much as the others. I have friends who initiate hang-outs with just the 2 of us over and over and I still don't believe that they ACTUALLY want to hang out, even when they're the ones trying to make it happen every single time. This has all made me very anxious when forming relationships with new people, and I put on a fake version of myself who is extremely extroverted and chatty and kinda overly-warm just so I can make sure that they'll definitely like me, or I'll try to make myself more similar to that specific person (sporty, gossipy, nerdy, whatever they are).. and it's exhausting. And yeah I have a few people in my life who've proved to me that yes, they truly do love me and care about me, but even then I feel like I need to keep up some sort of ""likeable person"" act in order to keep them on my side, or else they won't like me anymore. I know it's all so irrational and I tell myself this every day but when I'm in the moment of hanging out with people, I get so nervous and forget that I'm making all those things up in my head and continue being overly extroverted and mega-friendly. I even have super close friends that I've made in the past couple years who still have never seen the real me because I haven't been mentally relaxed around them enough to stop trying to get them to keep liking me 24/7. I'm afraid that they only reason they currently like me is because of this other version of myself, so if I every figure out how to be myself around others again, they won't like THAT me. At this point it's hard to even tell if I know myself at all, since the fakery has become so automatic. It's blown my confidence and effects my sleep, anxiety levels, direction in life... I wish I knew where this all came from, I was never abused or bullied, I think I must have just taken a couple snide comments or minor rejections wayyyy too seriously in the past. 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anxiety,anxious99,2019/01/30,I’ve been working in a warehouse for over a year. Staring to see more rats and wondering how unsafe of an environment this job is. I’m trying to find new work but the filth of the warehouse kind of has me on edge every week. Should I worry so much? Are rats a very common thing within warehousing? I hate being there. I worry what are potential side effects ,2.41509054325956,4.718729422535212,3.822052313883301,85.72591549295778,78.71830985915494,6.310663983903421,22.818913480885314,7.447530270364453,1.0680688128772635,283,9,54,4,7,93,57,71,0.179,0.821,0.0,-0.9338,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,3,2,1,0,6,0,7,0,0,2,0,7,11,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,1,10,8,2,9,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,1,4,37,7,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20580482533455965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22325489968206788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24116232150462555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423965322995049,0.0,0.0,0.25436567926928066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17956377721708935,0.0,0.0,0.23591383724485365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19464855196187086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16227962261154014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16584072921854948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015452129996224,0.0,0.0,0.19593562764790656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648962957218957,0.3556574344866816,0.4961284064328665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572994369971756
anxiety,Gayestbassist,2019/01/30,"I can't stop making the worst of things. This morning I was in bed and I heard my roommate yell. I immediately assumed he's in trouble. And I thought ""who ever has him is gonna get me"" so I went up against the side of my bed and I tried to find any means of self defense I could. It turns out he hit his foot on the fridge. 
I can't stop doing this and it's literally making my anxiety worse. I can't even function normally because everything becomes worse than it is. And when that happens it turns into an anxiety attack. Does anyone else do this? Is it a normal symptom of anxiety?",0.6804368358913777,2.9832454793388443,2.993937426210156,88.99142561983473,85.94214876033058,5.771192443919716,24.34533648170012,7.1686216300943375,1.1317386068476978,457,19,96,7,14,156,79,121,0.18,0.7759999999999999,0.044,-0.9458,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,5,0,11,2,1,2,1,20,23,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,1,11,7,0,3,4,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,4,2,16,0,13,16,1,12,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,4,66,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853254980121704,0.0,0.3662775741185733,0.0,0.0,0.11159508172070104,0.16352766978229627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815664963030021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972898511543573,0.1762641616623732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274265294124022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13966584760735745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333241865957941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054133981902922,0.1443661093766303,0.0,0.0,0.14343696893952132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14587026791288674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338370353868617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14113255251988693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130666664050461,0.0,0.0,0.1738497096767616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31274556738739706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649619134496985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668632230434512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16588409883300578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603024641724748,0.0,0.0,0.12670349483932186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835700195797937,0.3471949863700037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794954058954535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252893032935793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hesgonnaletyoudown,2019/01/30,"The weirdest thing happened last night Guys, I have something so crazy to share that I believe may help many of you.

It's so crazy, happened last night and I am still at a loss for words.

So I have existential OCD that comes with depersonalization and health anxiety.

The health anxiety caused me to subconsciously do something so that my heartbeat was felt in my throat every time I exhaled. Maybe to check that my heart was beating or something, but I couldn't control it. It felt like I was making my heart beat as I exhaled. It sucked.

I saw this random breathing exercise on a YouTube video and tried it for a couple minutes.

And when I finished I sat still and waited.

And my chest did not beat. Silence, radio silence. It felt like my heart had stopped I hadn't felt such a silence in years.

It was so crazy that I had a panic attack over it.

Now it's the morning after and my chest is back to beating but very faintly. But I'm doing the exercise again to keep fixing this thing.

It's basically breathing in for 10 seconds and out for 20. And it's a little hard because I go out of breath, but it seems like it reset my chest muscles or something, with the being out of breath thing.

I am still weirded out!
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anxiety,eitherrideordie,2019/01/30,"Does anyone eat away their anxiety? Hi all, so I never realised this until today, but I was feeling super anxious over something that happened today. I also tried starting my diet this week (for the 100th time). I've been going super well but then ruined it today because of this anxiety feeling.


It made me realise anytime my anxiety gos through the roof, I try to stuff it down with eating.

I also notice when I don't have any anxiety problems for weeks or only small ones, I end up eating super healthy and going so well. But then I'll have the worst week of my life and on Friday I physically can't stop myself from eating food (usually pizza).

Is this weird, is it normal? Anyone do anything similar? Anything I can do to make it stop do you think?",3.783675799086759,5.649225335616442,5.23856164383562,79.17487442922379,73.04109589041096,6.784474885844749,27.235159817351605,7.492282038375204,1.7792666666666666,593,22,101,7,12,199,94,146,0.14800000000000002,0.6559999999999999,0.196,0.885,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,3,7,9,0,0,3,0,12,8,0,2,2,18,21,14,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,11,3,7,2,3,0,0,2,3,4,2,1,3,2,16,5,15,18,2,25,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,1,17,76,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18443325939750052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841753003576217,0.0,0.35285982834920604,0.13027208979058666,0.0,0.16126057461479226,0.0,0.1897873281483956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834137592904623,0.0,0.0,0.07029439406929049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009121302298688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4719803762366756,0.0,0.0,0.1021340496027135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661252930063586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394382456584259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107130040826162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197186186560883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144974634606446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911297254872387,0.0769730451511518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893732891176791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298331684398373,0.0,0.1312858466324915,0.0,0.0,0.07813980630254162,0.08770155559845165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103400029493232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877441404565697,0.0,0.0,0.08161990074480634,0.0,0.0,0.19281547191859552,0.0,0.0,0.13200703521638282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388860755517097,0.0,0.0,0.06724056853467708,0.0,0.32791279919020233,0.0,0.0,0.1565813845005548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270021698517969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774940027820031,0.0,0.2073624167317097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Vaddywr31,2019/01/30,"People without anxiety problems People without anxiety problems have no slightest idea about how much work it takes to do simple everyday tasks.  Most of the time I make myself do those things while others just consider them ""everyday life tasks not even worth mentioning"". ",13.265333333333338,12.152797422222225,10.753888888888893,58.03750000000001,52.55555555555557,14.333333333333336,46.944444444444436,13.023866798666859,6.530111111111111,224,11,29,6,2,67,38,45,0.078,0.769,0.153,0.3991,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,4,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,2,0,10,5,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,5,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,24,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3742300565022189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615531419952837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761187541781049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17276516468184516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632695179319536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17980597077939794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391436986892585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4680900711351619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18390551354741555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16249850350444356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14262570992961346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.471563020604153,0.0,0.1780685705766657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,j_lingz,2019/01/30,"Help! Over the counter Hi Guys,

I am suffering with crippling anxiety, where the littlest things in my life are stressing me out beyond words. I have seen my GP and I have been referred to see a counselor next week. 

 He does not want to give me any medication until I have seen the counselor, so can you please recommend any over the counter medications which have helped you destress and relax?

Thank you in advance",5.294718614718615,7.245778493506499,4.739675324675325,83.9390367965368,69.25974025974024,7.730735930735931,32.31385281385281,8.344100000000001,2.463330735930736,332,15,61,5,6,100,56,77,0.1,0.741,0.158,0.7126,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,1,3,4,0,1,5,0,8,3,0,0,0,8,14,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,3,11,2,10,11,0,11,0,1,3,0,9,7,0,0,3,41,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32039039240759354,0.0,0.1802098631806572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20614827442466774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225979529668912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233250634690512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157942609478753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638955716543002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4746225559866112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505306139364677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25858434188571816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877182260297043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698438274547801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21688055383821409,0.0,0.0,0.1565017698327162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894487148934026,0.0,0.18895947628362825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,latinalovesasians,2019/01/30,"How do you guys navigate dating with anxiety? Does any have any tips or tricks for dating with anxiety? I’ve taken to drinking a few glasses of wine before, but that’s probably not the best way to deal. 

I’ve started dating again and boyyyyy has it made my anxiety skyrocket. I get that horrible stomach dropping feeling and my heart starts to race. I’m already generally quite shy and quiet when I first meet someone. I feel like this is probably off putting for my dates when I’m quiet and shy at first. ",4.111734693877551,6.023293591836738,5.0813775510204096,80.45022959183675,72.26530612244899,8.573469387755104,31.637755102040817,9.188382445141503,2.995648979591837,404,19,74,9,8,132,70,98,0.204,0.7490000000000001,0.047,-0.9386,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,4,4,3,1,0,2,0,4,4,2,2,0,14,13,9,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,6,2,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,0,2,2,4,7,2,10,11,2,16,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,12,42,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972134801733615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24306100083180185,0.0,0.41014328839856745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207101466519082,0.0,0.18754754569275534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842445463642981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639234848735464,0.0,0.0,0.17507002919963344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18072462922776425,0.12767211134825646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30402520245785186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336980690261112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17695328591627627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21177495009840014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.087309808499428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16910191062719548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3853641973030411,0.0,0.0,0.17965523415727505,0.0,0.19008254186646487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15142236195142506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529869884167174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185351483335631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DontLetsStart27,2019/01/30,"Listening to music when anxious? I find that listening to music really helps me calm anxious feelings. But when I’m feeling anxious and hanging out with friends or family I can’t just stop talking and put in earbuds. My dad used to get kind of annoyed when I would put earbuds in my ears while I was in the back seat of his car, as I couldn’t hear him talk to me with the music. And I felt bad that I wasn’t talking to him. And that made me even more anxious. 
I feel awkward playing music out loud, even in my room. I don’t know if my music is crap or not and I don’t want to annoy anybody or embarrass myself. 
Aaaaaa does anybody else feel this way or can offer help?",3.198857142857144,4.093261171428573,4.535714285714288,87.47928571428572,73.0,7.028571428571429,28.285714285714285,7.1686216300943375,1.4170857142857138,524,20,111,5,10,174,81,140,0.187,0.715,0.098,-0.8802,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,7,10,3,2,2,0,9,2,2,2,0,30,23,16,0,4,8,1,5,0,1,1,0,5,1,0,4,9,0,1,7,1,0,4,6,6,1,0,4,10,21,4,17,17,1,18,0,0,0,0,14,7,1,5,6,74,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6323502700101895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760195480090623,0.11684050696512553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224587187108515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689836379747395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18485248754055392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319189720802864,0.0,0.28302288121870833,0.0,0.1343602658165971,0.0,0.1278987412645018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081140140972846,0.0,0.07311065426258935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577177615980726,0.0,0.18759196835309347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572155077340088,0.07690502911378268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13241059110150558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28134816053838824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896464253505605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169925537444978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374251679462971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085955927580265,0.0,0.0,0.08253773155033747,0.11107448567106948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940634255785956,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CyrusGrey517,2019/01/30,"Stuck in imaginary conversations during a conversation So I've been noticing something that I do alot lately when talking to people I don't know very well or anyone really if I'm feeling on edge at the time. Basically as they are talking to me I will get lost in my own thoughts about how the conversation could go, what I should say, what to avoid saying, just generally overthinking and panicing about the whole thing until I realise that they are waiting for a response and I was so busy stressing that I heard absolutely nothing they  said. Im just kind of curious if this happens to anyone here or if I'm just super easily distracted.",10.794545454545457,8.099580851239672,10.524033057851245,62.713322314049606,58.66942148760331,13.646942148760333,43.20826446280992,11.979248473330829,5.150413553719007,517,23,89,12,5,171,85,121,0.114,0.8029999999999999,0.083,-0.3896,0,1,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,3,2,11,8,0,4,6,0,9,0,0,1,0,20,22,13,0,5,8,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,7,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,7,5,12,3,14,12,3,9,0,1,0,0,12,4,0,6,4,66,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753224552732492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15719055178694075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954710864502192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028602947104127,0.0,0.11188994064563508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17409799912153318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212661332967022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20501747398368203,0.10819864818805673,0.0,0.22208623728963905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21491489510770487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18890913659178707,0.22414617908827156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23099316219191784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648997215142505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612467805546734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18727545368303125,0.3131295572692131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15156581017324675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255223505337309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31648512853779315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079656973542486,0.0,0.0,0.1562986323096731,0.11480077177672612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244444054475835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17701639052925727,0.0,0.0,0.21980654138127148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ClosetedAspie,2019/01/30,"Is it normal to underestimate how anxiety provoking something will be? I’m doing some ERP since I believe I have OCD and I don’t want to rely on medication for the rest of my life. My psychologist is pretty sure I’m dealing with OCD, but he hasn’t really assessed me for OCD. He isn’t very medication focused, but he recommended I try medication since he decided I have too much anxiety to really cope with ERP. I often rate my anxiety in day-to-day life as low and I’ve been through periods of time where I doubted if I even have anxiety. 

I’ve always had many fears and obsessions, but right now I’m tackling my fear of speaking foreign languages and speaking in general. I’m tacking this issue because it’s what’s on my mind most of the time at the moment, but I’m sure my other obsessions and fears are more important. 

The first exposure I did was practice speaking a foreign language in the privacy of my own room simultaneously with a recording of a native speaker on headphones. It’s the technique I’m most comfortable with and I don’t have to hear my own voice too much. That gave me about a 7 of anxiety. Now it gives me a 2-3 of thinking of doing it, but 0-1 when I actually do it. 

For my next exposure I decided to record myself while doing the same technique as before. I was expecting some manageable anxiety like 4-5, but instead it was closer to 7. So pretty much as bad as my first exposure. I know my anxiety makes me avoid a lot of things and as a result I have a very small world. So maybe avoidance masks my anxiety a lot. ",4.123505244755243,5.1611755288461545,6.241550116550119,75.57314685314684,70.9551282051282,9.903496503496504,32.45104895104895,10.125756701596842,3.4284115384615386,1223,57,237,33,22,431,151,312,0.163,0.746,0.091,-0.9582,0,2,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,2,13,14,0,8,16,0,24,5,0,4,2,44,37,24,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,1,5,6,1,0,12,11,0,2,4,0,0,0,4,10,0,2,7,6,32,4,37,28,14,25,0,1,0,0,11,14,0,9,12,164,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.094317569718606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042149033638085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5915028552481639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069966407173186,0.058917637344050575,0.0,0.08224300072618836,0.10889273650993583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246639780085022,0.0996430805291635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06383716587176087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32627820648887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16442281917807247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271657962250328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893285821593472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087867852114178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05311693843267426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653511579464056,0.04721886455240095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16433868446037755,0.0,0.0,0.06451538589282797,0.09798908510470483,0.09709906007495146,0.0,0.0,0.2920975634424188,0.0,0.0,0.097590098401578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131491242995294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278958297217246,0.0,0.09469759538975686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19665791046008624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383438927017235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253954474356043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599016421448674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744067688671863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18218510966435825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06421072220575516,0.06193014736710398,0.0,0.0,0.11271611297563235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561977913729065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594946238542486,0.05700734601693502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ameliam4rie,2019/01/30,"Finally getting the help i need! After years of letting anxiety rule my life, telling myself that i was fine and didn't need help and other people telling me i was fine. I finally managed to see a doctor who told me that i present with 5 types of anxiety! He's referring me for CBT. I'm so glad that i decided to get help and it may sound weird but being diagnosed finally makes me feel valid and that it's not all in my head! Now the wait for therapy.",1.630094562647752,3.6347431914893598,3.672695035460993,87.33388888888891,79.85106382978724,8.007565011820331,26.401891252955078,8.841846274778883,2.1498217494089844,356,15,76,9,9,121,63,94,0.046,0.823,0.131,0.7656,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,6,4,1,1,1,16,16,6,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,8,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,3,13,3,9,9,1,8,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,1,7,48,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677231076730587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776041117703746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17910256572114466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847668742582182,0.0,0.0,0.5750561325208192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18284284229838754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17958309128893102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518623485727029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17893202346939388,0.12359570265034844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680254423595618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25949542784655355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131121402896372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943883523501938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30588579572043284,0.0,0.20010836690569067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16720380242954294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268334676492743
anxiety,Lemonslicesfloor,2019/01/30,"Struggling with body image issues I’m not someone who’s ever dealt with body image issues before, but this past year or so has been really difficult in that regard. I have GAD and have struggled with that but I feel like lately it’s taken form as body image issues. I’m a really athletically built woman who exercises a lot and for some reason lately every small thing about my body has brought me so much anxiety. I feel myself getting anxious when I see pictures of women who I think look better than me or if I don’t go to the gym. Sometimes even feeling guilty for eating certain foods. I’ve never experienced such a huge amount of anxiety about my body image and I don’t know how to bring my self confidence back up. I don’t want to be obsessive with how I look because I know how unhealthy that is. How do I take steps to accepting how I look?",3.4537226890756334,5.2474131117647085,4.971596638655463,81.04647058823531,73.76470588235293,7.4453781512605035,24.495798319327733,8.192908349453996,1.5666386554621847,679,21,127,11,14,228,104,170,0.158,0.726,0.116,-0.7592,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,14,8,0,3,4,0,11,8,5,6,3,32,30,17,0,2,6,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,9,7,2,0,8,2,0,4,5,4,0,0,3,8,18,4,18,26,5,16,0,0,4,0,6,4,0,5,9,86,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16800010443477673,0.12404769787563386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443279247595066,0.0,0.0669357325262482,0.0,0.09343544220243696,0.0,0.0,0.09711305333929167,0.0,0.6098395777656148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235729619589202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252475918329412,0.09932435057134356,0.09251492824861288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16656118543640697,0.07844427294055327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277589541666124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05736825795178022,0.0,0.06240436113117974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438217423924436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069123419802907,0.0,0.2477282528548409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05364487495342186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27662407958166096,0.0,0.0,0.09335175952932293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071885553841443,0.0,0.08468790916341054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482070791165776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14068699851856092,0.11289719330931125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874998765902352,0.0,0.11454991860172882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303689713268813,0.0,0.1085993421807082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295827637702554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255923046606994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294915276020751,0.07035821472726105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476546984968602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071042238044736
anxiety,terrribleterry,2019/01/30,"I run away from people when they yell after me because I panic. I don't know if this is anxiety thing (it feels like it is).

Normally, if someone I know should know my name refers to me as ""Hey!"" I dont respond, because its pretty rude IMO.

But if someone sees me and sounds urgent and either calls my name multiple times or gives me multiple ""Hey!""s, my heart rate skyrockets, and I pick up my pace. I get the fuck out of there and hang out somewhere they can't see me for several minutes to make sure they lose me.

I feel like I am prey in the moment and shit is abojt to turn into an action movie where I'm hunted down and everyone is trying to ""get"" me.

I have issues with paranoia too for sure. Does anyone else do this DUMB stuff? Do you kniw why you do?",2.721666666666668,3.921649356687902,4.018232484076435,89.556690552017,74.54140127388536,7.016772823779192,22.637473460721868,7.492282038375204,0.7484569002123145,587,15,128,7,12,193,103,157,0.151,0.763,0.086,-0.9175,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,3,1,4,10,4,1,3,0,13,3,2,2,2,30,27,13,0,5,6,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,7,10,0,0,6,0,0,3,3,6,0,0,0,6,26,4,18,26,1,15,0,1,2,1,11,8,3,4,6,83,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169635298906776,0.0,0.0,0.1069070748426415,0.15665802258215228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436489930991336,0.0,0.0,0.1864055877448035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561219198032412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337986136386417,0.0,0.17919068810384256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277233599810775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460968170680683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15461565143634612,0.21845507998233332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14134808568031895,0.15976166148930446,0.1466699047799292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18118018560767096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595816652562304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520797143458521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14939261987261893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17104933335688738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205796573027187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14980370668605664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17938822501114876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599748323165714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15554821542618685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436735254522624,0.0,0.0,0.17272675713102725,0.15694354535302762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25909326509829145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17502710786370382,0.0,0.0,0.28820166571704386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157601315873822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891537501955434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380502383643203,0.1663048219532892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13796309913025784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NIt3wing,2019/01/30,Am I doing therapy wrong? Idk if this is the right sub to post but here goes. I have anxiety and have been going to therapy but idk if im doing it right. Idk what to talk about and im hesitant in letting my guard down. Has anyone else had this problem?,-0.9594444444444434,1.157576666666671,1.9017592592592607,93.4504166666667,97.14814814814815,5.662962962962964,17.86111111111111,7.1686216300943375,0.4636000000000005,196,6,44,4,8,68,38,54,0.266,0.7340000000000001,0.0,-0.9109,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,10,0,0,0,0,8,11,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,6,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,0,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16822192774126601,0.0,0.0,0.15375830599519508,0.2253122368958607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18369717341542904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249735167042682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4750567297569275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22486135159782414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106021991946475,0.0,0.0,0.21041338811447494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.375584630463305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767462707985328,0.0,0.0,0.5029467277683084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24042474266131084,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mooniekid,2019/01/30,can someone help me? i am freaking out my mind is racing and i can’t catch my breath and i am feeling smaller and smaller and smaller and i don’t know what to do,-1.2141666666666673,0.832659249999999,1.312444444444445,98.47700000000002,95.38888888888887,2.8800000000000003,23.86666666666667,3.1291,-0.14365999999999968,127,6,29,0,5,43,23,36,0.08199999999999999,0.794,0.124,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,1,1,0,0,9,9,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,7,0,2,9,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052171473311491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4046053463693001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33174326401389376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6095015777351647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5114599106324633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ctm5060,2019/01/30,A promotion is coming up.. I've worked the same retail job for 10 years. I've been too scared to do anything else. Talk of promoting me is coming up next week. I know I need to do this for my future but it's so hard to move forward. No one around me seems to understand how monumental this can be. Change is so frightening for me that I can't seem to move forward. I guess I'm just posting this to get it off my chest and to get a little inspiration.,1.124270833333334,2.9235937187500016,3.197083333333336,91.13958333333336,80.5625,6.7666666666666675,21.08333333333333,7.793537801064563,0.7098208333333331,351,10,81,6,9,119,65,96,0.13,0.809,0.061,-0.7791,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,1,3,0,9,1,1,1,0,15,20,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,5,0,1,6,2,1,0,1,1,1,9,1,15,18,1,16,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,3,6,52,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15876745592571825,0.17175131298848936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040975781247991,0.3323894672120102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611708013040381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015991045311558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125374989939008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728301111577371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914562757203557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603095512998596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19336959502077727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4101145845415255,0.0,0.1430574071869361,0.0,0.0,0.2051864806509268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13073642349274853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18477652415387172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931596340895793,0.0,0.0,0.35127799367815565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15507227227540685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008501025413976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547592500376507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404575535654549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424255452291999
anxiety,reCaptchaLater,2019/01/30,"Just sitting there and then... Boom? I'm going about my day. Everything is normal. Everything is fine. I pause for a moment to consider what may be wrong that everything feels fine, surely I'm forgetting a dedication I could be procrastinating.
All of a sudden I remember, my little break between school terms ends TOMORROW.
Wonderful, now I have something to worry about. Like a flash this little worm of worry in my stomach plunges upward into my throat and I want to cry and do /something/. It's like a desperate feeling of wanting to do something drastic, but being too afraid of consequences to actually change anything in my life.
So then I'm lying there in bed, like I have so many times before, worrying about future commitments but doing absolutely nothing to deal with them. This in turn makes me even more anxious about them as I'm aware I'm running out of time, but can't seem to find the motivation in my body anywhere to do a damn thing. This pushes me into what feels like (but may not be, not trying to blow my experience out of proportion) some kind of panic attack as my eyes tear up and I feel like I'm going to choke repeatedly. Then I calm down and go back to whatever I was doing so I can repeat it again in two hours. I just want to relax for once in my life.
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anxiety,angielundblom,2019/01/30,"Disconnection from loved ones Hi all! It's my first time here. I've suffered from anxiety since I was a kid but it had only gotten bad the past year or so. Just wondering if anyone experiences this state with their S.O: I'm coming out of a month or so of pretty debilitating anxiety, since Christmas (Christmas, amiright?) Anyway, I feel like whenever this happens and I'm starting to feel a little more level I feel this disconnection from my partner. A lot of my anxiety is to do with him, I definitely have an anxious attachment style from past relationships/my family dynamic growing up. He's wonderful and supportive and the love of my life and I hate feeling this way. So I'm so unbearably anxious that he's lost interest in me, then that goes away and I feel disconnected. Anyone else? ",3.267458053691275,6.041001731543624,4.989526006711412,75.87677223154364,78.66442953020135,8.825671140939598,28.775587248322147,9.354420925462401,3.237821812080538,634,29,111,19,16,214,95,149,0.142,0.619,0.238,0.9637,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,2,7,10,1,0,7,0,5,3,0,0,1,23,24,14,0,1,5,0,5,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,8,9,0,0,7,0,0,2,0,4,0,2,4,5,13,6,16,20,3,18,0,2,0,2,9,6,0,6,9,71,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197698893800362,0.3148150315024717,0.0,0.19485084241402464,0.1427639270645928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13090867633639672,0.0,0.11633788938019447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002371716686412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639549732744213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629517647652775,0.1313514908456032,0.0,0.3522567376517142,0.0995400828870182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11851724520262805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321240473378448,0.0,0.0,0.13756326500206975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841557198868804,0.06807144867508637,0.13964905552582574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15209928415572574,0.11845660024460487,0.25150835941480004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112148967956969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441617779478206,0.10596962109430058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660197248997219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14175254938180012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23051669135853695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862116922170364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15811432651750024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124664974484076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105966720156382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022030895963062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972638843959632
anxiety,sadboysid,2019/01/30,"I've had nonstop OCD for the past 2 months and I feel like giving up on my life I started getting OCD in November last year and it would prevent me from enjoying anything, I literally had to sit down and stare at the ceiling or go over my compulsions. My OCD themes consists of fear of contamination by germs, fear of developing eye problems by accidentally looking at the sun, fear of damaging my laptop or other objects, fear of spraining my already-sprained ankle and developing chronic ankle problems. 

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I feel like my mind hasn't been normal and calm for a long time, I love my life and I just want to enjoy it even though this OCD is making my life a living hell. If this continues I'm probably going to try and kill myself because at least I'll be ridden of my OCD. I don't know what to do because I've tried mindfullness etc. but it only helps temporarily. And I can't go to a doctor because I'm only 17 and my parents think mental illness isn't real. Someone please give me some advice, I just want it to go away I have never experienced anything so mentally painful before. ",6.036937455068294,6.415808775700937,7.096355140186919,73.50504313443567,66.38317757009347,9.388353702372395,34.68583752695902,9.265573868473778,3.1983505391804457,874,39,157,15,13,295,129,214,0.147,0.765,0.08800000000000001,-0.9399,1,0,0,0,0,1,19.0,0,0,0,0,5,16,2,4,6,0,12,9,1,1,1,31,31,15,1,7,6,1,2,2,0,1,7,0,0,0,8,9,0,1,4,0,0,5,5,10,0,0,3,6,23,6,26,26,3,24,1,1,3,1,5,9,1,4,11,97,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488197677956984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629239044104073,0.13041812432895594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17664746743038054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084039784165433,0.0,0.0,0.19628275725317385,0.0,0.09133022342723612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985716220097252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197017128359212,0.07089068456342136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4831059378499803,0.10853890073999922,0.15335364836665727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05607567848842212,0.20592210540868489,0.24399324755572996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194127183294177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874513104117125,0.0,0.05898595396558942,0.08748856123707809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22743180309112976,0.10487237604349617,0.0,0.09477466629555692,0.09498398312514847,0.09013046298073712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096869832213095,0.0,0.07164384271074026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21632749883297556,0.0,0.1083730580426641,0.0,0.08567006215827495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277978337943832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516095556584557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16325913681716125,0.1142070607915456,0.0,0.11917765306887515,0.0,0.10245896468955837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781649467286155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572027160479155,0.20540130120824865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216543701562302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094065808235208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596897484754941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877295509620447,0.10545152488859036,0.0,0.06258519078229646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574052592772893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661244367905336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762444018755942,0.0,0.13041812432895594,0.06911722706517097
anxiety,fitzthetantrum,2019/01/30,"I Doubt Everything I Do Been dealing with anxiety for about six years, but very recently I have this weird thing where I’ll forget and/or doubt that I did something. For example, I set my alarm clock for in the morning, but about 10 minutes later my brain just starts going a hundred miles per hour thinking “you didn’t set the alarm right. its not going to go off. you’re going to miss class. go check the clock again.” but I know for a fact I set it correctly. 

Has anyone dealt with this before? It really scares me. ",3.738823529411764,5.3403834215686325,4.074656862745098,88.55845588235296,72.62745098039215,7.452941176470588,23.534313725490197,8.07648339933343,1.132878431372549,407,11,83,6,8,127,71,102,0.219,0.7809999999999999,0.0,-0.962,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,5,5,0,6,1,1,0,2,14,15,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,0,1,5,2,7,0,1,3,0,11,0,12,12,0,21,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,2,8,49,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16929151560268985,0.0,0.0,0.15473593132557711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188307354625474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24704051719991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22814737710810504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988873759770502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6288406136209582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21793286038977566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161898366721507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176845475740266,0.0,0.21850398202449225,0.0,0.0,0.1889863354378018,0.0,0.0,0.22155679305827736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703651579817338,0.0,0.0,0.15663507818469946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14701982090138802,0.1417981119279814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18259311084095053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14250794205118736
anxiety,Saberooonie,2019/01/31,"I wish it would just stop ... Why can’t I finally just rid myself of this? Why can’t I just live a life where I’m not being overwhelmed by everything around me? 
Why can’t I just stop feeling so overwhelmed about everything at all hours of the day? 

It’s starting to feel like I’m physically incapable of relaxation. Like I’ll be stuck in this rut until I finally give up and kill myself. 

Please make it stop. ",2.7711015490533555,4.514871445783137,4.104165232358007,86.75662650602413,75.50602409638554,8.11635111876076,25.110154905335627,8.841846274778883,1.7793215146299484,322,11,68,7,7,106,54,83,0.207,0.629,0.16399999999999998,-0.4284,0,0,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,0,0,0,8,6,1,2,2,0,6,1,0,1,1,16,15,3,1,2,5,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,3,2,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,2,8,3,11,11,1,14,0,2,0,0,1,5,0,0,11,41,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15330930533442638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106547385444268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095543899384285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17415579689831018,0.12303158893480533,0.0,0.377309782325007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652058760588273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695986819527405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19053217586759946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164169293930867,0.16827268470523174,0.0,0.15207043209339818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149559322517444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18904213491777316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189581121533245,0.0,0.0,0.431942421209326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4661961434379562,0.0,0.198040615776286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233774690133478,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,imshtheorc,2019/01/31,"Losing Grip Hey everyone. I don't really post, but I need to write this.
  I lived in an area I  loved since I was a child for 11 years. I had moved there for collage, but stayed for it all. The bad thing was that the location wasnt great for jobs within my or my husband's field. So we moved and I hated it, so we moved again. 
This newest location seemed almost magical. Great neighborhood, kids, beautiful parks, the whole bang. It beat our last location by a lot.
Anyway, after the first year things started to grow sour. My child was being bullied, money was tight, I couldn't get even get a part time job in my field, and out of nowhere our landlords tried to kick us out. My foot got injured (sprained ankle) so I can't do the sports I love which ease my stress. I feel useless, tired, frustrated, and I just want to go home even though I don't know what that even means. My car and vacuum are breaking down, but my money is tied up in legal fees; I feel like I'm losing grip on everything and I can't catch up.  I asked a friend about go fund me and they asked why. Then they said they would send me money to help and I just broke down crying. Why is life like this? I want to help people, I feel horrible if someone has to help me. I'm not even sure why I'm writing this. I know everyone has problems. I just don't want to fall. ",1.0586801242236064,3.1192062862318863,2.3202277432712206,95.98434782608696,82.15217391304348,5.826915113871635,18.552795031055894,7.021680442328713,0.016266459627328974,1029,24,236,13,28,329,155,276,0.196,0.642,0.161,-0.936,2,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,5,0,3,4,15,17,2,1,10,0,20,6,1,0,2,41,46,17,0,8,9,1,6,2,1,1,3,1,3,3,13,11,0,1,7,1,5,10,8,9,0,1,8,8,40,8,27,35,4,35,0,4,0,2,25,12,0,5,12,143,53,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022761766748414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19096996844609498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528073312143337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121934936341686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269844013283585,0.0,0.0,0.19519394431451315,0.09179480032035876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15493170622545324,0.0729672103284548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687829573203062,0.0,0.0,0.07891135208502137,0.0,0.10672549026789596,0.0,0.11609444446052446,0.0,0.08168886822365089,0.2252144022508961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083985666626434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20538228998295432,0.0,0.10245246482523544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20271186162895485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226444379441362,0.08325587708036249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07214289492851454,0.09979866539744313,0.0,0.09018948141178493,0.0,0.0,0.2285319743464575,0.0,0.08683384034000069,0.18436656700009366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125792397536932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32566870921624896,0.0,0.07573382805438122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060520168395012,0.0,0.07080943738068869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978197059762834,0.0,0.0,0.09773200772613133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06543204128593483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09715636468733953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298234777087053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448938063307314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865409619709554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07229360664292436,0.10886522377039874,0.0,0.0,0.11699841758592675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626359598086352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571153057331395,0.0,0.10034979510373393,0.0,0.059557328148329834,0.11739228850253412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693448099997102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285910590856235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807304274765035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276490227811148,0.11403312113314396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255570855050253,0.0,0.0,0.13154669088865134
anxiety,Taco_tuesday87,2019/01/31,"Anxiety insulted I have literally written and deleted this post 4 separate times. 

Today I was told ‘anxiety is just used to try to bend rules and guilt people’. This has caused me a day of anxiety, tears, yelling, feeling like my skin is trying to jump off my body. What makes this worse is that when I objected to this I was accused of shaming the person who said it and banned from the sub. I admit that I lost my cool when told this but the more I think about it the more I think that any reasonable person would loose their cool at this.

These are the people that make anxiety a taboo subject. That make us stay silent when our anxiety is getting bad or too much to handle. The people that make us huddle silent in corners. Like many here, this is not the first time I’ve heard anxiety belittled. Not the first time I’ve been treated as weak, wrong or pathetic for suffering from anxiety. 

I’ve now lost a support group that helped me immensely and made to feel like a villain. ",5.63958987783595,6.1983434607329855,5.7536256544502615,82.16125872600351,67.27225130890052,9.717452006980805,30.57635253054101,9.725611199111238,2.672025828970332,775,28,154,16,12,245,112,191,0.269,0.6459999999999999,0.085,-0.9901,0,0,0,0,1,0,16.0,3,0,1,4,8,17,2,2,12,2,12,3,2,8,0,26,32,11,0,1,6,0,3,3,0,1,1,3,0,2,19,4,0,2,6,0,0,1,2,10,0,2,11,8,17,7,16,20,3,19,0,3,0,0,15,5,0,2,14,97,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217451713414186,0.0,0.5683436280404398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861715921108912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789055193611347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902848784758104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844741991272375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732871833920367,0.15164379240639025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805544460766015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05545044828287657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113914411219371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555546117547984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23171481882179054,0.0,0.0,0.10042621979018676,0.2833801250100741,0.10760285628889407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802043994865526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22073911502650093,0.1853436076737291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164669253181643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912306216691768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100957399435216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312434256017945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043920103075904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360123066762374,0.0,0.0,0.1856621432836101,0.0,0.10060228426332908,0.20283048945802667,0.0,0.14411555443494667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25533141074967675,0.09166539143588832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081592500918662,0.07539429529924277,0.11604047815164725,0.0,0.0
anxiety,peepee_10,2019/01/31,"Strange and scary sensation in body when trying to fall asleeo The last 2 days I've been getting this super weird feeling in my body, and it's almost impossible for me to explain (which makes it really hard to google). When I close my eyes and try to sleep, after a while I'll get this scary ""falling"" sensation, a woosh feeling (if that makes sense lol) and it lasts for 1-3 seconds and it keeps happening over and over. Last night it was happening so much I was so scared of it I just stayed up until I literally passed out, and I thought it was over. But it's happening tonight too, and I just have given up on trying to sleep because it is so scary and uncomfortable. Right after it happens I can feel my heartbeat beating really hard. I know a ""falling sensation"" isn't much to go on, but the feeling is so weird it's so hard to describe it. It feels like it's mainly in my chest, but I can feel it down my legs and arms too. It makes me jolt awake right away, and after I almost fell asleep and it happened again, my arms and legs felt heavy and I had to move them a lot to get them to ""feel right. I know this sounds weird and isn't a lot to go on but I really hope anyone else has experienced anything like this.",6.069304321176831,4.9446289123505975,6.419681274900397,83.42574011645728,66.64940239043825,9.794790070487279,30.463070793748088,8.841846274778883,2.0534055163959546,951,28,211,13,13,308,118,251,0.104,0.823,0.073,-0.1937,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,2,2,12,8,0,1,7,1,13,11,11,3,0,45,41,29,0,2,7,0,11,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,23,17,0,1,12,0,0,8,2,4,0,1,8,14,23,4,32,33,5,41,0,0,1,0,3,18,0,6,16,137,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000880757146931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985842080636827,0.10236817423305276,0.08221627056196013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386742479953926,0.0,0.0,0.06090335933567637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22195187855581805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443278609875673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346082091849054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35361755431212866,0.07137472860031724,0.09592793020873844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15659437029970225,0.0,0.1135607271824559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4417442548268782,0.0,0.26849546270073626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923178948605307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880336017202486,0.0,0.0,0.10981431483022036,0.2443165472919931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762059732518788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698774493280556,0.0,0.0,0.20006931235715072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618703766295608,0.1468886431351991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375745940797324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19201203530432065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559642127313416,0.0,0.0,0.10002594451968903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999615190330671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648928149573074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793162738325315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034941573601486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThoraninC,2019/01/31,"Hospital system just assign me with cute psychiatrist which almost paralyze me. I always have problem to act appropriately with women stranger since I broke up with my ex. By appropriate. I mean finding something to talk and thinking straight. I always tell myself that I shouldn’t talk about my ex to any women if she doesn’t ask about it.

Most of the times my psychiatrist is always mens or middle aged lady.

This time, I don’t know how and why hospital just assign me with cute young doctor around my age she wear glasses and have resemble with my ex.

The moment I saw her I say with my self “OH CRAP, RED ALERT HOW CAN I TELL HER ABOUT MY SYMPTOMS” 
“YOU NEED TO TELL HER ABOUT YOUR RECENT DEVELOPMENT AND HOW YOU STILL MISS YOUR EX SO SHE CAN FIND A WAY TO TREAT YOU”

I feel like I can’t talk about my ex in front of her but you need to fake it.

So I talk about my anxiety on my job finding stagnation while my mind scream “TALK ABOUT YOUR EX, SHE IS HERE TO TREAT YOU, TELL HER.”

I notice that my talking speed start to slow down. I find that I keep avoid her eye contact and my mouth hardly move.

Then I tell har about my ex but I find it hard to express aspects that psychiatrist need to know because I feel somewhat attract to her.

Then she ask me “so, are you still looking for girlfriend ?” This question almost break me down. My Id tell that she is flirting with me while my superego tell me she is doing what she supposed to do and also wall of psychiatrist ethics bar her from dating me if she really wish so.

If she really want to date me and really date me it would be nice. but having her as my psychiatrist is making me really uncomfortable and kinda hinder my treatment.

So far I haven’t told my hospital to avoid incident like this, it’s really not her fault too. I want to express this.

Thing is nurse office and department administration is right in front of her office I can’t really tell all the nurse that I find this uncomfortable.

I wish I can tell someone or even her that I find her attractive and make me uncomfortable.

So thank r/anxiety to let me use this space. Thank you
(I still have butterflies in my stomach)",3.7274880570410014,5.269050350588241,4.70331550802139,84.28067736185385,72.55294117647057,7.975044563279858,24.643493761140817,8.575989854853784,1.523321568627452,1689,50,344,30,33,550,185,425,0.08,0.799,0.12,0.9499,1,2,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,10,0,0,27,21,1,2,4,0,26,8,5,6,1,69,52,33,0,13,11,7,4,2,1,2,2,2,0,4,21,18,1,3,14,1,0,5,7,9,0,0,2,10,93,12,47,46,3,42,0,2,4,0,68,14,1,11,22,235,114,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713656442210095,0.0,0.0,0.054759800846712815,0.17093120522407332,0.0,0.0,0.046565661114240986,0.0,0.10476707937781883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609576772901634,0.1280306237089553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041742005020672136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07008753515065531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04522739570774046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924650035025973,0.048918882506343214,0.0,0.0,0.43809731111092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268112492022087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795132839141763,0.06086413535454696,0.0,0.0,0.07526464436419944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07002079749105715,0.0,0.06690730212778255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057502140650155326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141580291562594,0.0,0.0,0.07458985051437984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06914069472369813,0.0,0.0,0.07277857753013861,0.0,0.15232105844547214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795976538150087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552176767540797,0.0,0.0,0.07670818685930146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632027996198681,0.0,0.06761125608578859,0.0,0.0,0.05847766893588105,0.0,0.05445443441868252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143483901540801,0.0,0.0,0.05664360834980739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058019035284293474,0.052715754732138964,0.0,0.0,0.048467283227708685,0.0,0.16405377309979435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117222201677592,0.0,0.3302278870141783,0.5386551341681832,0.126086007715877,0.0,0.0,0.04549205313583857,0.043876310029761535,0.0,0.0,0.07985718310910166,0.0,0.0,0.06543123674928067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05914081206216545,0.0,0.0,0.08077720122272976,0.054352633100240015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06178845222651596,0.0,0.15748679991083664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048643002326243336,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BreezyB24,2019/01/31,"I’d give anything To be that chill person who is always fun to be around. 
To go with the flow without fighting everything in me. 
To go one damn day without a single panic stricken moment. 

Someday. ",2.6557894736842123,5.2230811578947405,3.951842105263157,83.65039473684213,79.52631578947368,4.852631578947369,27.921052631578952,5.985473137389443,1.3744526315789485,156,7,26,1,4,51,32,38,0.061,0.696,0.243,0.7972,0,0,0,0,2,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,9,4,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,2,19,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24107669064854176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384212449648581,0.25791911590636885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18685042477866606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603886124318847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779332500573378,0.3293179047029525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963270159470058,0.0,0.0,0.3399330794833128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25297908867861524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.558574407961515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ApertureElement,2019/01/31,My emetophobia is killing me I have always had anxiety over vomiting and the winter months are especially difficult for me. My boyfriend told me today that his manager went home throwing up and I can’t stop worrying about whether either of us are gonna get sick. All I can do is wait it out and I hate it. I wish this could get better with reassurance but only time will tell. ,3.894909909909913,5.716918581081085,5.165945945945946,79.99234234234235,72.64864864864866,9.257657657657658,28.54954954954956,9.725611199111238,2.7751063063063066,301,12,59,8,6,100,61,74,0.18,0.747,0.073,-0.7349,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,1,1,5,2,0,1,0,11,2,0,0,1,13,19,5,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,4,5,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,3,0,12,2,7,13,2,10,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,5,42,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20494310654638367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18842045854063127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21783422221114213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19665221240943487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573653987970751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24317236548089985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470611228986005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724968188475139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965960136968024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18732387189434635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20591961291029026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21527892153819386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362075518892212,0.0,0.2334656239138455,0.2353522443194167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29627114111764113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22832454604277916,0.0,0.0,0.2832352990034671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501317731182884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FlairoftheFlame,2019/01/31,"Today was a scary day, but it was good I'm in my second semester at college. Last semester I just stayed in my dorm room the whole time, talking only to my roomate. It was awful, I had mastered crying silently in the shower stalls. 


Over Christmas break I made a new years resolution to be more social (and stop biting my nails, which is going well!). I planned to attend this one club I was interested in, and to at least once or twice a week sit outside in the lobby/quad/wherever just not my dorm room. 

Today I started talking to someone on the bus about one of their anime pins. We ended up talking for most of the bus ride about shows we liked. 

Today was also the first real meeting for that club--game club--I attended and struggled through my first game of Warhammer with three really friendly people. I'm excited to go back again next week, hopefully I'll get to play DnD. 

Today I pushed myself, and I am happy I did--even if I felt nauseous during. ",5.905348162475827,5.924877755319147,6.515880077369442,78.7877272727273,66.65957446808511,8.751257253384912,30.92069632495164,8.296473431620573,2.2501531914893618,750,26,141,9,11,246,122,188,0.08199999999999999,0.764,0.154,0.9467,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,2,0,1,4,9,10,0,1,9,1,9,0,0,1,0,19,18,8,0,2,6,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,5,0,5,7,0,1,1,4,0,6,1,1,1,7,8,1,20,9,26,9,4,40,0,0,0,0,10,12,0,4,20,94,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096070284980701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539086826758476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15055424340293366,0.08839251938647462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139469553374528,0.0,0.0,0.09052699925093648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159932922478282,0.0,0.0,0.23316674895109424,0.0,0.0,0.10589240538138217,0.0,0.07160832111835014,0.0,0.15578899170419508,0.11495963082119218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459031795472999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361317491759023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172239295402617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696071258163708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968971790365913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323736388062273,0.14576512559186475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459646878824586,0.1857511384706879,0.10424049257934266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502031646682124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15600456524452955,0.08780430264730862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971565948866224,0.11613070090662744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701194693593186,0.14608798484417485,0.0,0.1145885020656786,0.0,0.14328512716140976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304914998151722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992093113447048,0.0,0.5196683453318546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21988292256563025,0.0,0.12323362062997407,0.0,0.0,0.1530228689647204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826230415588418
anxiety,tdc1994,2019/01/31,"I know it was hard.. I know it was hard to deal with my anxiety, my need of constant reassurance that you weren’t leaving. You always promised you weren’t leaving, that you could handle it... until yesterday when I was at work and you texted me saying that “you couldn’t do it anymore”. 

I’m sorry. I’m sorry I wasn’t working through my anxiety fast enough for you, I’m sorry that situations in the past made me question you, I’m sorry that I wasn’t doing everything on your schedule. I told you I was trying, that I knew I needed to be better and all I asked for was a little more time.. time you couldn’t give me, or wouldn’t give me. 

I know it’s so easy to tell me that I need to let things go, that I’m just afraid of getting hurt and I’m pushing everyone away. What I wanted you to understand is that everything you told me, I already knew.. but anxiety doesn’t go away at the snap of my fingers, it’s an exhausting process that takes work day in and day out. 

Maybe, time will be on our side and we’ll be everything you talked about us being... maybe, it won’t be and we’ve reached the end of our road. Maybe, one day you’ll see that there’s so much more to me beyond my anxiety and constant need of reassurance... one day you might realize that I was worth everything, I just needed a little bit more time. 

Like I said before... I stayed when I didn’t have to stay, I loved you when you didn’t love me, I reassured you every single day and I did my best, some days weren’t good but on those days it was my best. 

Be safe out there. ",2.382631578947368,3.571767795665636,3.806075541795668,90.78683467492264,75.37770897832817,7.273263157894737,23.136718266253872,7.839951260653429,0.8649453622291028,1190,33,273,17,25,393,138,323,0.057,0.787,0.156,0.9908,3,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,4,19,0,6,12,15,0,1,6,0,36,4,1,1,1,39,68,17,0,10,5,0,3,1,0,6,1,2,0,0,23,11,0,1,8,0,1,3,12,3,0,2,21,6,60,12,30,31,11,43,0,1,1,2,39,16,0,4,23,185,83,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463011101381403,0.0,0.06381281842689886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23467274818624026,0.0,0.07605658184846711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716954660190234,0.0,0.14410690245185045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06525814990833888,0.0,0.1609643478568882,0.06782670519331811,0.08372639803509385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657508360314755,0.0,0.0612312955297722,0.0,0.0,0.3462141668744299,0.07906475966446902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06792521046045134,0.07924200929275657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646152350124986,0.07328126467000254,0.27569867830601896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04006773328354713,0.14713744388140046,0.08717020132059541,0.06432453315733733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13739963405767636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209899653919438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644163394956345,0.0,0.0,0.16240878779354742,0.0,0.0784214520200586,0.0,0.03746720954067676,0.15372848756364674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384327289463874,0.0725666088162298,0.0,0.0,0.23113839338472505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135672925861394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056376499655695016,0.2843259670588524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393522648098404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732099651819142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591115227016215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295043194123152,0.06098753469052591,0.0,0.0,0.06111257065723815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620357685042802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433959066268632,0.0,0.16348419628476096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057661873386321616,0.06164109170677753,0.06703106517098792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05094990331610773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17887589053658745,0.0,0.0,0.14656252934000508,0.0,0.05206796135941361,0.0,0.0,0.07983773893557257,0.0922494874400242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04523417068201747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16749526165828102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwitawayar,2019/01/31,"The simple task of going to work everyday is something I dread immensely. How will I get through adulthood without feeling daily on the verge of a nervous breakdown? This is kind of a depression/anxiety/ptsd post, but I figured here would be a better forum to share.

I’m 26 and I never had a proper full job, only internships, freelance, part time, temp jobs, things like that. Partly because I’ve always had a hard time committing to a career, partly because some of this jobs paid enough to help me go through times of unemployment with ease.

Well, I’ve got to a point in which I need to work on becoming financially independent. I started a technical course and got a chance to do an internship on the area (tech) with the future possibility of it becoming a full time job.

The combination of money anxiety, ptsd trauma, years of depression, etc, have transformed the simple task of keeping up with an internship an absurdly tiring one. When I’m there I check the clock almost every 3min (literally) and calculate how much time until I can leave. When I leave I already dread the next day. Friday comes and all I think is the weekend will eventually end. I feel like everyday I’ll just crack, like fall on the middle of the street or something, but it never happens because my anxiety is actually very rationalized, all those things go through my mind while I appear to be just fine.

I feel weak and pathetic, but everyday I consider quitting just so I can go back and stay home in my room. The job kinda sucks but it isn’t terrible, so I know it’s more to do with me than with the job itself. I also know that quitting would let down my parents and I understand them completely, it’s time I make a living and leave their house, but I’m not sure if I’ll ever have the strength to keep up with independent adulthood.

I’m on medication for depression for more than a year. It helped a bit with my anxiety but it no longer does. My psychiatrist is reluctant to give me any tranquilizers. I’m kinda lost.

Any advice will be welcome. This community helped me a lot on previous times on previous accounts, so thanks in advance.",5.2149231819733695,6.642654831683171,6.170331171048138,75.63707920792083,68.75247524752476,9.730829634687607,31.505291908501192,10.004066432519934,3.2685016387845685,1688,71,306,42,29,559,206,404,0.151,0.737,0.112,-0.8894,9,0,2,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,2,8,16,23,1,3,31,0,23,3,0,5,7,61,55,26,0,4,13,1,4,3,0,5,3,0,2,0,17,16,0,2,8,1,4,8,6,10,1,1,6,4,32,13,50,40,15,58,0,3,0,0,9,21,1,8,30,205,49,10,0.0,0.0,0.07299250634493869,0.0,0.0,0.07309218861856387,0.0,0.0,0.07489985224624902,0.0,0.08254195967840329,0.05981630077633495,0.06223831001118023,0.0,0.0,0.10173103437155864,0.0,0.17166184960380362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05751539807033401,0.0,0.13678933937213314,0.1652180430791628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06615315870579408,0.08166054478532588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443224946893329,0.07842476134216134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048238818244146456,0.0,0.12884760656409205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06545663567980428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662492334679611,0.07728680321370167,0.08342005405711046,0.0,0.06765948861415898,0.06302092788394949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134610451995927,0.05343603417829576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03907910772509473,0.07175349774774295,0.17003875231567225,0.0,0.11964632153911607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06614403042056524,0.0,0.06700472750393108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15040749149849278,0.0,0.07502895324363239,0.0,0.0,0.08630737925173737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4453555748228992,0.13296861458829387,0.0,0.0778910849311815,0.08221455402504611,0.0,0.0,0.2376023046564097,0.0,0.07648649225457034,0.0,0.10962824680676686,0.0,0.06604840982064399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165135401650002,0.06359097517027433,0.0,0.0,0.04992855231721945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535157841931371,0.0,0.0,0.07552512112040936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054985473912829014,0.05546210970859778,0.11537836578519492,0.0,0.07954900990000605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050685371734646316,0.056887598748369135,0.0,0.0,0.08305483711024804,0.24299832668165056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070872091665073,0.08432402404202176,0.07163624768344921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17487079208132664,0.0,0.0,0.15911473690863293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516701638619688,0.0,0.0,0.05294273438787478,0.07972520522624775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049666256670784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886437171614483,0.0,0.0,0.09938554528069216,0.04792783240835116,0.0,0.0,0.30530908139744783,0.0859698255209781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786783390794856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061716562345691214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06725279772992912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210304545308083,0.0,0.10890833824590514,0.0,0.0,0.10626935864706293,0.0,0.0,0.09633551068659224
anxiety,alittleuncanny,2019/01/31,"Coffee and Panic Attacks? I had a cup of coffee and began feeling “weird” -dissociative, shaky, my heart was beating fast, nauseated.. I have a history of anxiety and panic attacks but I’ve never been triggered by caffeine! I wanted to know if anyone else experienced this, I’ve read it’s quite common!",3.706060606060607,6.629024363636365,5.792272727272728,69.86174242424244,78.0909090909091,7.303030303030304,29.166666666666664,8.344100000000001,2.929848484848485,240,11,35,5,6,83,43,55,0.276,0.701,0.023,-0.8652,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,0,6,2,3,2,0,4,1,1,1,1,11,8,5,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,4,2,4,0,4,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,22,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17765837027149395,0.0,0.0,0.16238340878381888,0.2379511716849984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5283993906542732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940017029329254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742448555682646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751984018491144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762973002794456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17911317346249636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5449531102757333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470094395808511,0.23229684048887936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697762703272434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,frieswelldone,2019/01/31,"Panic attack while driving at night After I long bout of underemployment/unemployment, I just started a new job. I get off of work just as the sun is setting and until yesterday I was fine.

Yesterday I was driving on the freeway and feeling fine when BAM! All of a sudden I felt like nothing was real and I was going to lose control. It was horrible. I managed to push forward until I got home and spent the rest of the night exhausted.

Today I dreaded coming home and could feel the anxiety bubbling up thirty minutes prior to leaving for the day. Sure enough, as the sun went down I felt the panic rising again. I was hanging in there until I finally had to get off the freeway and take side streets all the way home, adding 30 minutes to my commute.

I'm planning on talking to my therapist this weekend about this. Has anyone else dealt with this? Any tips?",4.276964782205745,6.003677271084343,5.312891566265061,79.7151946246525,71.4698795180723,7.2763670064874875,31.443929564411487,7.882392219407189,2.367364782205746,681,31,120,9,13,224,103,166,0.14300000000000002,0.785,0.07200000000000001,-0.9447,4,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,4,7,10,1,3,12,0,10,1,0,1,3,20,24,13,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,4,8,0,1,4,1,1,9,0,6,0,0,12,4,15,4,27,11,4,41,0,1,0,0,1,11,0,0,22,84,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700548942364952,0.0,0.10912528210002746,0.0,0.0,0.09974275495614844,0.14615966980039302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622826227621943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287856764676665,0.0,0.0,0.15999179203013222,0.11389277109813685,0.0,0.0,0.09199611901911713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191640479876568,0.0,0.0,0.14739345211711433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425416705396113,0.0,0.2739287812640759,0.1562638434665088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14905532002227126,0.0,0.08107011046955398,0.0,0.1140885871291812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4292625377479192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155606749413674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15104356957058482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969057706491584,0.0,0.0,0.1262389362317941,0.0,0.15958655465544136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13777026738390147,0.0,0.2677308530910284,0.0,0.13687454371530838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33473323997765336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16236458301422058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096694469780976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444399336470822,0.0,0.10725349659611404,0.1146550091298614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16562525056831526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13521356580693922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132272934430725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223606762376106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384939776857333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,loveyourcritic,2019/01/31,"Chronic lip biting Hi all..

I've been biting my lips, inner and outer, for YEARS and I've surprisingly just associated it with my anxiety. I noticed I do it everytime I'm working on any project, thinking about doing anything that makes me nervous (presentation, talking/bumping into my crush, etc), AND I CAN'T STOP.

Like, currently, I'm biting my lip, and I know it's bad but it gives me such comfort that if I stop I feel so odd. Can anyone relate, and if so, tips???",1.4946053946053937,4.07750185714286,3.8451548451548447,82.22939060939059,85.37362637362638,5.946453546453547,25.855144855144854,7.348242739294969,1.6568813186813192,363,16,67,6,11,125,62,91,0.163,0.764,0.073,-0.7327,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,0,0,5,4,3,1,1,18,12,10,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,12,3,5,11,2,9,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,6,42,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982660533843396,0.0,0.22303726454010794,0.0,0.0,0.20386065259122985,0.0,0.2399232959593386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24343459598433545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251586891489533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741796859107115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796842262117881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16022991664239505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243808010074782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19461390676464346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319350490276226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4875027641307337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18681540471049168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122540730864636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877505878376815
anxiety,bananableu,2019/01/31,"hi everyone. this is my first post on reddit. i’ve been struggling with anxiety my whole life. it was tough through my teen years but i’m 22 (almost 23) and it has been just the most disruptive thing in my life. i feel so guilty feeling the ways i do because i am fortunate and blessed and would never want to worry anyone i love. i am constantly scared, worried, thinking the worst. some days i can’t snap out of it. my personality is bubbly by nature. i love having fun, i’m intelligent and caring. i’m a nursing student with the intention of working in the pediatric field. i have a job in the medical field. i’m almost done with school, but i found my anxiety has set me back in the motivation department. i find myself unable to finish days without feeling any panic, even when things are okay. i feel an insane amount of fatigue and stress. i have a therapy animal (bunny) but sometimes i think i need professional help. sadly, there is a stigma around mental health. i’m sorry for the long post, i think this can be a safe space to talk about this since i know this is the purpose of this subreddit. if anybody would like to provide me with any sort of helpful tips and tricks to combat my horrendous anxiety, i would really appreciate it. thank you in advance to all and i hope that you all are doing well ",2.945716145833334,5.197442347656253,4.3801562500000015,82.65755208333336,76.6953125,7.5479166666666675,25.510416666666664,8.472884824447931,1.9174119791666668,1035,38,196,21,24,343,155,256,0.174,0.5820000000000001,0.244,0.9827,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,0,4,9,20,1,4,15,1,25,8,0,2,3,46,46,13,0,7,6,0,4,1,0,3,6,0,0,1,12,13,0,1,11,0,0,2,3,9,1,1,5,4,30,11,28,37,7,25,1,2,0,2,9,9,0,7,11,136,42,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22890955619722694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15545561994512844,0.0,0.26231719175901114,0.0,0.0,0.07992110497492579,0.0,0.0,0.1017510896098859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.087889520819758,0.0,0.06967612091151798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653630346159605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235175201084109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742788062441414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696841926932434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549396561772659,0.0,0.0,0.1092183942979083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231173731530852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446798205465874,0.09722338459334773,0.0,0.12532387375362158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214953838681489,0.0,0.0,0.1532255453787512,0.0,0.0,0.11352553024848258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134249533714047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06281620227017448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16146671295087353,0.055841127787346685,0.0,0.0,0.1011517606360466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20632013437386929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514506275671232,0.1151873540200812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475188226951967,0.0881550821349349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410623369392888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980221059267916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189353005789702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322340362536435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443407852479574,0.11567753916194025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455000789471656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113045463328979,0.12794931180279245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093007930145067,0.1194910087925305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186988092114924,0.0,0.10523193500780922,0.13071182713219576,0.0,0.15187146823618722,0.21971616465986088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06741700640040682,0.09072589191334242,0.0,0.0,0.10276928204588627,0.0,0.0,0.12761168826911026,0.0,0.11018096591745806,0.0,0.08321164403664136,0.23215406933439925,0.0,0.2435859784337695,0.0,0.0,0.07360534879561599
anxiety,sady_smash,2019/01/31,I hate my social anxiety It’s so frustrating when I can’t properly explain myself. I feel like an asshole because I get nervous and can’t explain myself correctly. Everything comes out wrong and I can’t help but dwell on it. I fucking hate myself. ,2.995000000000001,5.616566833333334,4.8706666666666685,77.24100000000003,78.58333333333334,8.006666666666666,32.516666666666666,8.841846274778883,3.4699116666666665,200,11,33,5,5,68,33,48,0.29600000000000004,0.594,0.11,-0.8441,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,8,4,2,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,9,11,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,0,1,10,1,2,11,0,4,0,0,0,1,4,2,1,0,2,23,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283654669430864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18197381323020148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25714684019996165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682887463225156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15093967953075987,0.21326133194203065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759750976912861,0.15596334370084794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5894494814502907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20009033519717198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145840825028746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043015264274489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263825909008005,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheRavenGrl,2019/01/31,"Had an anxiety attack after going to do our taxes We went to work on our taxes with our friend who normally does it and after he finished, he broke the news that we'd end up owing this year....a lot. He saw me start having an anxiety attack and I wish I could've been able to hold it in. He tried to comfort us by saying with all the tax changes, many of his clients are owing and to not feel bad. But I do. My chest, head, and belly all hurt REALLY badly.  This is probably my worst attack ever and I haven't been able to shake it. Any advice on pushing through my anxiety?",2.6244166666666686,3.686599941666672,4.458333333333336,86.84666666666668,74.58333333333334,7.333333333333335,22.5,7.793537801064563,0.9219999999999996,443,11,95,6,9,151,82,120,0.22,0.6990000000000001,0.081,-0.9537,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,6,0,0,1,2,11,3,1,4,0,10,2,2,0,3,19,18,6,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,7,8,0,1,1,0,5,4,2,9,0,0,5,3,15,2,17,12,4,14,0,2,1,0,14,4,0,1,6,64,22,4,0.3047415913952942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14889497808242172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036173660916225,0.0,0.3496897249544764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5200313312050397,0.0,0.0,0.2544464997502943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161188098201602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165568184008263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13334071012368345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495529893989267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782810810120466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704325253488327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177212987839011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659583458133764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15637639536140896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16311608820208534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295402016709218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544800712953623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492910284005358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16428148890156716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761263340112238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117137245469653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078488334429761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344976839698926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18328330630302492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14124925414939785,0.0,0.0,0.1752188953242272,0.0,0.0,0.1109277539953053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812179675651422
anxiety,chaoscontrols,2019/01/31,"Anxious about getting sober from benzos, natural remedies? I have been taking benzos for five years for debilitating anxiety. My anxiety has significantly improved since then but the benzo use has gotten out of control. I detoxed once and I was right back at it again but I’m so tired of hurting everyone around me. I have an intake tomorrow for an intensive outpatient program to help me get sober once and for all. There have been moments where I’ve felt so anxious I’m convinced I’m going to die and right now is one of them but I know if I don’t do this things will only get worse. I can’t imagine living the rest of my life so helpless. I’ve tried every homeopathic remedy on the planet and nothing helps. Do you guys have any weird ways to alleviate symptoms of panic attacks? I’m so fucking afraid of what’s going to be. ",2.9376851851851846,5.377125530864198,4.456280864197532,81.14701388888892,77.64197530864197,7.0129629629629635,27.40895061728395,8.07648339933343,2.0505543209876547,664,28,121,12,16,221,106,162,0.243,0.696,0.061,-0.9879,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,1,11,8,2,2,5,0,16,5,0,2,1,16,31,13,1,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,4,6,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,7,0,2,5,1,13,1,20,24,2,17,0,2,0,1,5,7,1,1,7,80,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281748414133712,0.0,0.2313268461073941,0.3416136295033537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345952117526653,0.0,0.17200563691191126,0.0,0.11625928244041416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695775531625924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15691608069080384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738793610638582,0.1444728794961702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14517048617976713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397769325802128,0.2369787487330925,0.0,0.1718547032145105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497063832222463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20268505040330226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16185690144917522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830925750128866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067931876894523,0.0,0.0,0.13350756475141407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450752561676217,0.0,0.0,0.3220345396864533,0.10245334546567296,0.11499027446799324,0.0,0.17739423715844982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582386528857216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506970080219293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15714903715338044,0.11367949124212595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044694609566024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17377590283517053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265118022955036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058355364888946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001120263521314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15408017154296666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736433826171224
anxiety,havwjvkbwvgThrowaway,2019/01/31,Why cant i just be normal I feel like everyone i talk to i just push away somehow and no one really cares about me. Even tho i have friends that always ask me to hangout i still feel like im alone. I dont even know how to describe it i just hate myself ,-1.5890789473684208,0.36818559649123017,1.0589254385964928,100.16101973684212,96.5438596491228,4.253508771929825,15.896929824561406,5.985473137389443,-0.678085964912281,197,5,49,2,8,67,40,57,0.136,0.669,0.195,0.5413,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,11,5,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,10,10,3,0,1,3,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,2,11,4,5,9,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,34,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340614251371763,0.0,0.0,0.18804494920211207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21127370014244645,0.0,0.21232861844423054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23041574522830466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26486305557953393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985335527444616,0.0,0.0,0.2159467648043648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22853851566281594,0.3229000379610213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746022526358828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22312209414989045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441120894252587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420028462001075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208183148309767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22142594523112602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15313925059050612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14477741796616447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18047894407884826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181645259440189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20392425733465694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Down_South_Donte,2019/01/31,"Every co-worker I have had thought I was stupid. I’m 23 and have been diagnosed as ADHD and Anxiety recently. I was never able to able to seek treatment growing up due being in a Black upbringing- our families frown upon going to psychiatrists. We get labeled as the crazy one easily.

I’m college educated (2.5 GPA), financially stable, and do a lot of investing, so I’m not a complete dumbass, but everyone I work with... hell, interact with, thinks I’m stupid. I worked as a cashier, and I sucked at it. Being a waiter, sucked at it. Being a carhop at Sonic, I sucked at. Landscaping, got fired. I could understand most of the job, but The complicated parts, I sucked at. I was ALWAYS reliant on a manager. 

I was a bank teller a little over a year, and I sucked at that too; I understood the main procedures well enough to do the job ok, but I never excelled. I was constantly talked down on. New employees would have to teach me things I never knew because I just can’t fucking pick up on details. My whole life revolved around figuring out how someone knew something I didn’t. 

Now I got my first real corporate job making $65k somehow after almost getting fired as a teller. I’m VERY manipulative, so I get jobs easily during interviews. I started about two months ago, and my co-workers are getting tired of me. They keep having to tell me the same thing over and over again. I keep taking notes to follow and try to remember things, but when it comes time to work, there seems to always be something I always need help with, even though the newer guys have it down. I’m the stereotypical stupid black guy of the trading floor.

I went to lunch today, and had to go back to my trading station to get some things. I heard my mentor/boss tell the new guys that the job isn’t as hard as I make it out to be, I’m just not that sharp, but have “a good personality and ethics.” I even had a co-worker almost punch his computer screen because I just couldn’t remember/understand the material.  Some of my co-workers even called me paranoid (really anxiety) because I’m so scared of messing up. I have a big issue with learning how to do complicated things because I just can’t fucking focus. It’s like my brain doesn’t have ANY RAM. 

This has been following my whole life. I remember my 2nd grade teacher flipping his desk because he was frustrated with me. I have people tell me that I’m smart because I know a lot, but as far as executing procedures, I suck.

Am I the only one in this? I’m so fucking scared of going to work tomorrow after hearing what they said about me. How do I combat this?",4.2698715021504805,5.5447511552062885,5.562561461264802,79.68407263845378,70.84675834970531,8.803292093665375,28.88445813200233,9.21561531244674,2.47192737216588,2034,77,391,42,37,681,240,509,0.163,0.7759999999999999,0.061,-0.9959,6,0,2,0,0,0,74.0,2,0,2,6,26,23,14,2,28,1,40,9,1,7,3,70,91,33,0,4,12,0,4,1,0,1,4,3,0,4,19,20,1,2,12,0,4,8,11,17,1,4,21,10,58,6,64,62,11,58,1,0,3,3,22,27,10,9,24,268,77,21,0.1341693054754626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062271606699134,0.0,0.05946649699567015,0.0,0.1343511787176539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16745941535182893,0.0,0.0,0.04561986429242102,0.0,0.10263915145119057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05971956370888897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0515839570668274,0.0,0.2453650899101157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488865868201587,0.06850093095904711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0577874882524527,0.07033698205658168,0.07249467734998627,0.0,0.05356163648320367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808951040795078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931637913611631,0.0,0.13292634132852954,0.0,0.05652171326888631,0.06410226054053758,0.0,0.0,0.0632414402199335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05706217134850351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18605604140501966,0.1752448111926545,0.0,0.11437726235184514,0.05626742390661778,0.1073074501880388,0.0,0.0,0.19927305973329865,0.0,0.0,0.060094672084344276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560927919947583,0.0,0.044965428646311735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700189483182352,0.33285583255234485,0.11925584341379902,0.0,0.0,0.03686797072942272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476774831507766,0.03277417275095852,0.06723644581383377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406594557547045,0.0,0.0,0.0895590532466026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053546329790337285,0.0,0.0,0.04974241997847942,0.15521945948698984,0.12958155129006282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091659371909128,0.05102090135727259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264614156327713,0.0,0.04650805146282705,0.058575731194905875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635702151509854,0.04297614634449851,0.0,0.06623800142570091,0.0,0.1519876683607151,0.0,0.06381286698448317,0.0,0.13432688080552158,0.0,0.0,0.06107134832907874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05684060856675325,0.1032900862742075,0.0,0.0,0.04748286249057894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05043931007072984,0.05392010274910675,0.17590483010561314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228403120218848,0.042985136714783184,0.06591033070743507,0.05325772084533218,0.039117600491857786,0.07710393977094182,0.06358840679281261,0.0,0.0,0.04554607565666155,0.0,0.06553195794347287,0.1396749787346517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05535186418181777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06031715935413232,0.06218814518025274,0.0,0.1497952381012258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907074093394108,0.0,0.0,0.04765501255216768,0.0,0.0,0.04320031690636274
anxiety,clearlyFeline,2019/01/31,"I always feel like I'm going to die soon. Hi everyone! I hope my post finds you all well. I was hoping to vent a bit here and maybe get some advice. 

I've been suffering from really terrible anxiety and what started as overwhelming fear of home invasions moved into health anxiety and hypochondria. Anything that I feel physically I immediately make into a fake illness. If I have a stomach ache it's probably a rare illness from those leftovers I had yesterday, if my head hurts it's a tumor, etc. 

It's been putting a strain on my life and I don't know how to make it better. Any advice is welcome! ",2.9332973805855147,5.159780711864407,4.793636363636368,79.80105546995381,76.62711864406779,8.358705701078582,27.67642526964561,9.095868883498916,2.6183457627118645,476,20,89,12,11,162,83,118,0.275,0.602,0.123,-0.958,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,4,13,0,3,6,0,7,6,2,3,1,19,18,8,1,4,2,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,7,6,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,7,1,0,4,2,12,6,10,14,4,10,0,3,0,0,3,3,0,5,4,55,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280924079876215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13968604160432802,0.0,0.0,0.11416124166228298,0.0,0.25684892216519983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814740800498998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14847242602788072,0.18327679935824165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17422848611833572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872257961304476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604124380940497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18890684954794992,0.1697660093638341,0.11993044303514773,0.0,0.0,0.15343536051668707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770813131923091,0.0,0.09540763649450114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17228891386164913,0.17844403288243074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16839302806320647,0.33347692410503865,0.0,0.0,0.17971442304158397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226010163162277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857558088993868,0.08201559372733995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22411668424075606,0.0,0.1686537179134449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784253155318007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16077852808809706,0.0,0.1809984123563606,0.0,0.0,0.16876145932366501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075454805630147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882329383659505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15094042720669612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lolamichelle12,2019/01/31,"Anxiety over Death For years, since I’ve been a child, I’ve had a fear of death, and most specifically those close to me dying. I’m 29 now, and it still effects me day to day. I’ll randomly think of a close family member and start worrying about the time I have left with them, whether I’m spending that time wisely, what happens after life and I end up having a panic attack followed by tears. We did recently experience an unexpected and sudden death in the family, which may be triggering these fears even more now. I was wondering if anyone could offer some advice other than medication on how to deal with this fear/anxiety. ",8.19399449035813,7.12615072727273,8.560950413223143,69.60384986225897,62.388429752066116,12.364187327823693,33.38980716253444,11.538034831475384,3.8045526170798887,502,16,92,13,6,167,90,121,0.232,0.747,0.022,-0.9783,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,1,1,6,5,1,3,7,0,9,2,0,3,0,22,16,8,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,8,10,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,4,0,7,1,16,9,3,21,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,6,13,62,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570965716389127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24596780735520815,0.0,0.0,0.11240982045592113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828920857042132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835685114169476,0.0,0.0,0.20735876457647487,0.16574046815442056,0.0,0.0,0.16684749286890596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14238905207552247,0.0,0.0,0.10618300539333864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15725789149199826,0.3031076965261112,0.5427120719759626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216293984131226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17467039122306846,0.0,0.11355226018277595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16195266362907065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18862173710290775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15873490518887007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13298551633996453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378947904991756,0.0,0.1283862166669903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030109824283474,0.0,0.0,0.18748538517594435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743415354118087,0.0,0.1632634912904338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352664725176776
anxiety,throwawayawaworht777,2019/01/31,"How do I know if I’m having a panic attack? I’ve always struggled a bit with anxiety but as I’ve just finished school, can’t find a job and run out of money it’s gotten pretty bad lately and I’ve never had a panic attack but lately I find myself randomly freaking out, how can I tell if I’m having a panic attack and if so how do I deal with it?",-0.1907692307692308,1.5933162692307723,3.4919871794871824,87.39259615384617,85.02564102564101,4.925641025641027,16.16025641025641,5.985473137389443,-0.3068512820512823,271,5,57,2,8,101,45,78,0.376,0.5760000000000001,0.049,-0.9817,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,9,3,4,5,0,7,0,0,3,1,21,11,13,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,9,0,0,2,0,5,0,6,9,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,4,4,39,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764109933439435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735058997836405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5235439805852745,0.0,0.0,0.12808260323139556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16747308380918688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15814867750659467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804096653922543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522258427724137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430463532154675,0.0,0.346083792324204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831154674333745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5399455897040525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15606296139835954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15524900266967742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16036700017506547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340783726357678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Fluoxetina1,2019/01/31,"Have you lost friends due to anxiety issues? I've been struggling with depression and GAD for more than a year, but it has gotten worse since I was laid off from my last job 4 months ago. It has been an obscure lapse of time. I went back to my hometown with my mother, where I have a solid group of friends who I've known since primary school. We often used to hang out on weekends, have a few beers, play some songs, eat some food, talk about anything. But since I came back, I've been unable to leave my house. It really surprises me how little time I've spend outside. 


I've rejected invitation after invitation from my friends to hang out, due to how easily triggered I am these days. I just don't feel comfortable being outside right now. Recently I found that they made a trip to a nearby beach for the weekend, and they didn't even invite. When talking about traveling, I was always the designated driver, since none of them have a car in good conditions to travel and I happen to have a nice car. 
I know why they haven't been inviting me, or even trying to reach me to have a chat.



Have you gone through the same as me? What can I do to prevent myself from losing my friends? I dont wanna lose people that care about me and end up alone.

",4.850768072289156,5.392359847389558,5.2649171686747005,85.03424322289158,69.0,8.473995983935742,27.209086345381518,8.472884824447931,1.6596604417670682,978,29,203,14,16,312,149,249,0.115,0.7240000000000001,0.161,0.9355,1,2,1,0,0,0,27.0,1,2,4,3,14,16,0,1,12,0,23,3,0,5,0,30,35,11,0,1,4,1,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,8,10,3,1,4,9,1,10,5,6,0,0,14,2,31,10,36,20,6,37,0,5,0,0,17,9,0,5,18,134,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849304037276228,0.0,0.0,0.1267611036260633,0.0,0.0,0.10183987078689592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362947344141427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071811055126112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882236425342368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13998373541566145,0.12478670563013082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893265443765983,0.0,0.10541596969238708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434424028451342,0.0,0.0,0.12523747548272016,0.0,0.0,0.10840290128212174,0.0,0.0,0.1616773998240813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061885025372084665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14799677911391654,0.13419640814052874,0.3782387333025914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026565242949572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108230758678133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14122382740427306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774535192987346,0.1214550817817312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06726339096618247,0.0997657391960021,0.0,0.1295953569461785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266884378160782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738504733856664,0.13360522387451912,0.0,0.0,0.11581018120605223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976920520504058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485113736197364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840738930290292,0.0,0.12084724216079022,0.0,0.0,0.1045220193798225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386714353073637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40497539915096775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795059476512988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19674795658093916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273540981429342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309607047139267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10570731044833437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345852348154326,0.11043965873794342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472780891702676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881637498471451
anxiety,Lewypull22,2019/01/31,"Validation - Understanding why we seek validation https://life582768761.wordpress.com/2019/01/04/validation/

My girlfriend wrote this beautiful essay to help herself and others understand the validation that most people search for in modern society and the issues that arise from this. We would be so grateful if you could give it a read and share it with friends and family or anyone who you think might benefit from it. 
Also if you have any general feedback it would be much appreciated! :)",11.517236842105262,13.895546776315793,9.435368421052633,54.48857894736844,54.92105263157895,12.39578947368421,36.252631578947366,11.979248473330829,5.171834736842107,409,16,53,12,5,123,58,76,0.0,0.723,0.277,0.9778,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,20,12,9,0,5,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,3,6,5,2,2,0,0,0,0,13,1,0,5,1,44,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945393140674848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16542886628863968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17009687772245316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19422768869246004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293290416425561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18794630408407476,0.0,0.0,0.2333624121288233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16305572141690625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25390595563285906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580662281724159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788281160795104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16864965177170374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433313080928899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587469503214055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5064958815496083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195092554680015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3456176304665469,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PeachDiary,2019/01/31,"Anxiety help I just recently have began battling with my anxiety. I guess before I just didn’t realize I had anxiety and never sought help. I started seeing a counselor and getting into meditation but I still find it extremely difficult to get out of my head once I start overthinking. If something happens I cant shake my anxiety and usually just break down crying or shaking. I get really sad and just continuously go over the conversation or my actions that made me start overthinking in the first place. Now I just start feeling bad about myself like why can’t I be normal and why can’t I get out of my head? In addition, with my significant other I overthink so much between our conversations, especially texting. If I think he’s mad at me or I did something wrong I just spiral. I’ll usually send another text or call him and if he doesn’t reply it gets so much worse. Then I feel like I can’t overcome my anxiety attack until he replies to me. Usually in these situations I feel like he’s not on the same page as me and didn’t think anything was even wrong. Has anyone else had similar issues and if so how did you overcome it? I really don’t want to use any medication but I’ve been feeling down lately and never know what will set off my anxiety. ",4.6143499775078745,5.990933109311744,6.291221322537112,74.39844242015297,70.1336032388664,10.023301844354476,31.535987404408456,10.25414643259724,3.4741328834907783,1006,44,185,28,18,346,139,247,0.201,0.713,0.087,-0.986,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,1,1,0,1,14,13,3,2,4,0,18,3,2,3,2,50,42,26,0,6,17,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,15,0,0,9,0,0,5,11,10,0,1,10,5,36,3,23,30,4,38,0,1,1,0,13,13,0,9,21,128,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06589348970282767,0.10160527223437474,0.44475703561307584,0.0,0.0,0.06775284817059342,0.09928273909221574,0.07973822528821206,0.0,0.0,0.1102346722382653,0.0,0.0,0.08090520172261031,0.0,0.0,0.08245246917150223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894298150145893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643713887299476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094526418736474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0639997556577649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19597675405455545,0.13844690716609415,0.0,0.0,0.08856238072606984,0.08242079757344366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531242111501761,0.0,0.05506897105691321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674330503159214,0.0,0.08568596622152401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19888917825610325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989644118609162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113561102322167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05325222438302968,0.0,0.10930437984747468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201738528907215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916865722473705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761384001130327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424613356764628,0.0,0.14946634927603447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493878500961632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319246673850874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123705949763542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414978871775785,0.0,0.09567439826000143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721460622442954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10891662991850916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14919255771316267,0.0,0.0,0.2743376429643211,0.0,0.07738231241501206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12417576016159998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368815984539653,0.32015607355458625,0.0,0.05715254062360304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748694915144856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874663129297964,0.0,0.21188398220899796,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Emerald119,2019/01/31,"Winter I live in a cold winter climate and being stuck inside really affects me. I’m from a much warmer place, so I’m just not conditioned to deal with January weather. I’m an extrovert, but I get stuck not interacting with people because I’m not willing to face the cold. Anyone have a way to get out of this winter prison? I feel like a cave person",4.111971830985915,5.138099915492962,5.7367323943661965,79.22481690140846,70.97183098591547,8.496901408450704,26.876056338028175,8.841846274778883,2.0650146478873244,278,9,53,5,5,95,49,71,0.124,0.805,0.071,-0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,0,3,1,1,1,0,11,12,3,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,4,1,9,8,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,31,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368530443262484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20649115599583376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492233533619556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17127579160260467,0.24199404397935956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35395258869498364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16548996812786382,0.0,0.2991113026384669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490109417156497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23483784053854426,0.2957724047581884,0.3539084538597999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21700383234238815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688739564553207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NellyBell1,2019/01/31,"Can i take two doses of propranol if i have a really stressful few hours ahead of me? I have 10mg tablets and i am finally usually on one. However, the next few hours for me are going to be horrendous and likely i might have a panic attack. I have work and some important things ahead which make it so i cannot have a panic attack.  I was wondering if it's okay if i take two?",1.5346607142857138,3.145263287500004,4.207142857142859,85.25500000000002,78.625,8.571428571428571,22.67857142857143,9.23628265651192,1.8139821428571428,293,9,64,8,7,104,51,80,0.253,0.7020000000000001,0.046,-0.9575,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,1,7,2,3,4,1,12,1,0,1,0,10,17,7,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,3,1,0,11,2,7,14,3,9,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,8,51,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4110024934372561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19787956407673407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266046043342228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557831238405471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825036364101206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057694142907527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916278535213904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19211004249658425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240465255491925,0.0,0.0,0.4238783978391461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572101519115915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20691965882031824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27163385568067383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000753592923424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529132016581473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19894669836063306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19589367546449926,0.13150625956849035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RingerNG,2019/01/31,"Are these early signs of a disorder? Due to terribly cold weather in wisconsin I've had school called off for two days. I'm stuck inside as going out is a literal health concern, so except for going to the gym for an hour and a half I'm left inside (I'm 17 btw). Over the last couple of weeks I've had feelings of tremendous insecurity and today it felt like something snapped in my brain. I went downstairs to cook myself some eggs and then had a wave of anxiety kick in. I finished eating then went for a walk (despite it being, not even joking, -45 degrees F) to get fresh air and get moving. I came back and felt worse, so I called up a friend and we talked about normal stuff and it kept me calm. Immediately after I felt like shit again so I tried to read since I thought maybe my brain just needed to be occupied, but it made it worse. I don't remember what happened after that but I do remember sitting down to watch a bill burr stand up to lighten my mood. Then I must've went upstairs and tried to relax. This happened today and I am having really foggy memory of what happened. I'm back to feeling normal but what the fuck is going on? Is it just me losing my marbles from being inside or is something else wrong??

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**TLDR:** School cancelled, I'm home alone and have been feeling anxious all day. I tried to soothe myself but it was a day full of a weird panic and I remember little.",2.461853271283875,4.5415674341637065,3.8684163701067615,86.57764782370657,77.50533807829181,6.1736107309061055,23.263208321927184,7.1686216300943375,0.9291280043799608,1103,35,216,13,26,363,160,281,0.159,0.773,0.068,-0.9785,0,1,2,0,0,0,36.0,1,0,0,1,10,15,2,2,13,0,18,8,3,1,1,41,47,23,0,3,9,0,6,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,14,14,3,1,10,5,1,9,2,8,0,2,16,8,22,6,37,28,3,44,0,1,1,1,5,14,2,2,21,138,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675755446145738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122325981855217,0.11351858564375387,0.0,0.0,0.07146797098287906,0.10554085430001156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367230027567954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20858085476976,0.19078967340876607,0.10685047317948901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337023985204064,0.0,0.1807493874399092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707030000694358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559455943505384,0.07804252653365762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06170469241421511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171169723605173,0.0,0.26910080524893515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217800608796797,0.08636761301004213,0.09761882014133877,0.0,0.15928251064604834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478396738662773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930376858585373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371040331327464,0.0,0.0920023622394981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615182155656113,0.0,0.0,0.1015038397563214,0.0,0.0,0.09128304722071824,0.09363390656439913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451590170386242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839864591500672,0.0,0.0,0.09385547672448707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929335241544172,0.0,0.06927161375317302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18306846540239616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961119651356213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934478000113544,0.0,0.05984885760411179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31748850566027464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890971527277889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958968727749925,0.07728007274710155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14384243798380525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069464325992219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508948162923106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416704433295125,0.0,0.0,0.1771072479560538,0.0,0.0,0.19028327304297168,0.0,0.09126022580150717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493790922220663,0.0,0.0,0.2598108319709703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904110554251453,0.0,0.10214285832292068,0.11351858564375387,0.0
anxiety,silentclocks12,2019/01/31,"Does anyone know what kind of Anxiety I am suffering from? Hello everyone. 

I don’t know when I started suffering from this anxiety, but I have only been aware of it a couple of years ago. 

I am not sure what it is but I makes me anxious sometimes crippled. 

It has to do with work. When I have to do/complete/start/finish an assignment, project, or task, and if I can’t complete it now, I freak out. I then dread doing it later. Does that make sense?

I have no idea why I get like this. I wish I knew what it was so I can research it more.",0.4510766961651918,2.495224778761063,2.59754424778761,93.21159660766962,84.39823008849558,5.890560471976402,21.806047197640122,7.1686216300943375,0.64256401179941,412,14,93,6,12,139,73,113,0.206,0.728,0.067,-0.9093,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,1,2,0,14,0,0,2,1,16,22,9,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,13,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,16,3,9,19,1,9,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,9,67,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787863700312679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085852074384679,0.2278527427706342,0.0,0.14102661700527966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21146854676451327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22316659105480816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.353001255889341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19272382016508824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537490937874107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276839114209327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100295143321413,0.2216875380304463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853574151758447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692598159021032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15339463748897686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19947696251299374,0.0,0.2855150060042237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19009081480896373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18199421479394734,0.0,0.23193400592970595,0.0,0.0,0.14683301310231892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298820047269873
anxiety,wonderingaristotle,2019/01/31,Anti depressant question Just started taking anti depressants for the first time (sri) effexor and im feeling more anxious and panicky than usual. Is this normal. Im on my 2nd day,3.3904545454545456,6.4485679696969695,5.1487121212121245,72.8430681818182,81.42424242424244,6.936363636363637,32.49242424242424,8.07648339933343,3.425915151515152,145,8,20,3,4,49,29,33,0.368,0.595,0.037000000000000005,-0.9073,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,4,1,6,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903396028459191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16574531165207948,0.0,0.4427116476507255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994815504391802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21860614303134546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5552134711775336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518078230987835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879015490663119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819076488652658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19323384952145747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14986018873938906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283051877148939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CinnamonHay,2019/01/31,"I think I'm a fraud I was salutatorian of my high school being 0.001% from being valedictorian. I managed to give a speech in front of 7000 people. I felt so sick to my stomach and I almost passed out but I did it and did amazing. I did it perfectly. Not one single mistake. I felt so proud of myself after graduating like I was on top of the world. Well now I'm in college and I feel incredibly dumb and like a fraud. For being salutatorian of my high school with one of the highest GPAs, I am extremely embarrassed to get my first C in calculus 2. I would always get 60s and 30s on my assignments. Other people would get As and Bs. I got one of the lowest grades in the class. They say calculus 2 is notorious for being the most challenging, but everyone I have asked who has taken it has gotten an A. I am now in Calculus 3, which everyone says is MUCH easier than calculus 2. And I got a 30% on my first test. I feel horrible. I went on ratemyprofessors and everyone says they got an A with my professor and her tests are super easy. Well not for me. I feel like a fraud. I am not really that smart. I am actually average and I just used Google to get such a high GPA in high school. Even in my physics class we have these group assignments and I don't know how to answer ANYTHING and my group members have to explain it all to me. I asked them ""How do you understand this?"" and they were like ""It's easy."" Idk. I just feel dumb and want to tell the truth to people. I am not smart. I am a fraud. Don't be sending me messages saying ""You're not a fraud"" ",0.8512283044058755,3.063823744548287,3.279068980863375,87.88861682242992,84.14018691588784,7.03305740987984,20.69790832220739,8.146662555663855,1.0916715798842898,1206,37,264,27,35,416,151,321,0.16399999999999998,0.6759999999999999,0.161,-0.6121,1,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,1,1,4,7,12,18,2,1,18,0,30,2,1,3,3,50,57,21,0,4,9,0,6,4,0,2,1,5,0,0,11,18,0,0,11,0,0,4,7,4,2,5,14,11,47,14,37,36,4,27,0,0,0,0,21,18,2,2,9,185,58,20,0.0,0.0,0.0986302486767598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012075269478995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409876987392452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317242682987476,0.0,0.18897458681110452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667561257519263,0.0,0.0,0.2897316416424673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20441716852918884,0.07220480023523124,0.19408709983298986,0.0,0.0,0.17194106667559803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112207022883928,0.0969560531713121,0.0,0.0,0.24250598529038275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4271462174142234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05554571499449183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19751180472237367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429846209148375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054640018047065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21020871941631272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647483636659181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215013391700952,0.0,0.3068662887602224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883400900193229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476190866271743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521797656827736,0.0,0.08729247893478141,0.0,0.0,0.059614011798940734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817490725134055,0.09369338533898977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14359519620477273,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Thought-I-lost-it,2019/01/31,"'For as long as I remember... As far back as I can tell from my memory... There was no 'before'...'-group? ((This is my first post ever on Reddit, so I hope I'm doing this right.))

TL;DR: Lifelong anxiety, how to handle, cope, fix or cure? Because I never found someone 'like me'. (Not being arrogant... Don't know how to say it otherwise...)

We all have this same goal; reduce the anxiety to a level at which it's manageable, right? Because really becoming fearless is highly unlikely (and I think not healthy.)
But we all have a different starting point. 
Some had a bad experience 6-7 months ago... 
Some had a trauma 6-7 years ago... 

But there's also a group of people who are suffering from their anxiety as long as they can remember. From 'birth'
I'm one of them, unfortunately. I'm diagnosed with a Generalized Anxiety Disorder with panic attacks which resulted in a deep depression on the side. Served on a plate of Avoidant Personality Disorder. 

People of 'my group', has anyone a working coping mechanism?
I'm just so tired.. 16 years of, different approached cognitive behavioural therapy based, talking.. 10-11 years of swallowing various medication options. 
26 years of exposure in vivo. 
Meditation, walking, exercising, etc. 
And nothing really changed. 

It's also hard to work when you don't have a memory you can fall back on. A memory of how life was without anxiety. Then you have some handles to hold onto. A goal of which you can calculate the distance. 
I just don't know what to expect of life. 
I find that very hard. 

Also I don't have parents to blame. No divorce, alcoholic dad, or emotional  numbed mom
My parents and family are full of love and understanding. And always helping me finding ways to achieve some small successes.
Only problem I see is being raised over-protective. But I find the punishment 'life long anxiety' out proportion. You know what I mean? (Also I thing I find hard to cope with. The guilt my parents feel of me suffering though life.)

For some context:
26 years old, living at home, studying anything and everything that interests me (music, electrical engineering, webdesign, graphic design, Sketchup, literature, health, etc), hardly ever go outside, holidays are awful. No experience in relationships, never had a girlfriend, never had sex, never kissed a girl. Miraculously finished high school. Unemployed - Not searching.  And luckily I got a few good friends left who are empathic and occasionally help me with my exposure objectives. ('Mission 1: get outside'). 
And many more things I can tell, but...

How do you hold on? What technique or therapy really helped you? Or if it's possible, how did you get better? From a life long state of anxiety to a manageable dose.   

Can someone help me out with info? 
Thanks in advance!",4.04968745104183,6.9801715682281085,5.492092668024443,72.50482551308166,76.69857433808555,9.479570734764216,31.43823437255209,9.757249324022393,4.017623499921667,2164,108,345,70,52,724,257,491,0.149,0.773,0.078,-0.9792,7,1,1,0,1,0,125.0,2,8,3,9,21,23,2,3,22,1,34,17,0,6,8,76,55,38,0,4,15,5,5,1,2,0,13,1,1,2,19,18,2,3,15,2,0,5,15,12,0,2,9,7,40,11,55,44,14,61,0,3,1,3,37,26,0,12,28,236,59,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366398248496253,0.068516919346156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050834353993628,0.05334685639567842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433219842917723,0.0,0.0,0.04482905190814659,0.0,0.05275924388460195,0.0,0.0,0.07293738901431984,0.0,0.09859733276328417,0.05353138038610373,0.07816494634504112,0.07080737906070894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05670242422978025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782267712081286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05522012698502532,0.06507298486896329,0.0,0.13396813618286812,0.14695729070381308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211809602686309,0.0,0.0,0.14300509263522698,0.0,0.11598711540387895,0.0,0.0,0.05762031110143639,0.1254289376509565,0.06043969559873112,0.0,0.0324172795591598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343911832418692,0.054534182879331886,0.0,0.07029620578436364,0.049533270301863455,0.0,0.06699242146862218,0.0,0.03643669349254107,0.053774644619317635,0.0512767388146611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297293467860338,0.0,0.0,0.0681487433354959,0.0,0.0,0.1718934173793807,0.13547705843090496,0.06431021011796634,0.0636783223906348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10570389860572252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06965857612080859,0.0,0.2264232851442516,0.031322199774062066,0.0,0.056612639919558685,0.22695069241479604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0578641650190132,0.0,0.0,0.06500015890727455,0.0,0.06983746540749251,0.0,0.06458674460152815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508795467277142,0.051174101375654237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977904962266867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06151781177304647,0.0,0.06727543576600366,0.0,0.043444387336417666,0.04876055536500059,0.0,0.07522237478269747,0.21356851435189755,0.0,0.0,0.08889527068099222,0.05598068846283673,0.0,0.0,0.06060717233461298,0.07227737386293735,0.0614021913064112,0.0,0.0,0.061347142431756235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321660579051605,0.0,0.0,0.06883298698276387,0.1452542569956699,0.10950369663585983,0.0,0.050984948404825585,0.0,0.06488541930600472,0.05108947718015517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864487170038732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04537925994579787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051531315312789434,0.11207455479567774,0.05902630948783586,0.14663679350670358,0.0,0.08518718472501692,0.041080794005897,0.06299034795721584,0.0,0.0,0.0736880537984611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667435242471022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052899646344817086,0.0,0.050889633211054094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06180230168180359,0.0,0.09334953792370976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20643220604314275
anxiety,thuggerone,2019/01/31,"Propranolol So i've seen some posts in this community about Propranolol what it helped a lot of people. I have 40mg pills and it does nothing for me , i tried doses like 40,80,120 mg and no effect. Why ?",1.41,4.020190000000003,2.575000000000003,90.85000000000002,86.5,6.2,20.5,7.554174236665415,0.8373499999999998,160,5,33,3,5,51,34,40,0.058,0.875,0.066,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,5,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,4,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,1,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643029175905764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790340373761201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033809088376721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35391946968194865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3994466722758041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886068199693112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39869592693371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826372562148128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756418558172221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tmh1988,2019/01/31,"OCD and GAD make me feel like I'm losing my mind, quite literally. I suffer from OCD, in that I obsess over my mental health, whether I have bipolar or schizophrenia. The sensations and hyperawareness from anxiety makes it 100 times worse.

Is anyone in the same boat and fearful of losing touch with reality?",6.344464285714285,8.02016166071429,6.305714285714287,74.78928571428574,66.32142857142857,9.171428571428573,30.07142857142857,9.516144504307137,2.8254428571428574,247,9,42,5,4,78,45,56,0.29,0.672,0.038,-0.938,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,0,6,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,2,0,11,6,5,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,6,1,7,6,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19240393668600794,0.0,0.0,0.17586116012859282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830179018356926,0.12717066609322503,0.17967830407026614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673426395196212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287474652224566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5627491772203347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357688399969379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25346223274152396,0.0,0.2539527097452237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675111141756661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466571034918013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25630947785765545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,twelve34am,2019/01/31,"What helps ease your GAD? I’ve been on so many medications and tried so many counselor-recommended tricks. My anxiety has only gotten worse if anything.

What medication has helped you? Which professionally recommended tactic has helped you the most?

I am currently on Zoloft. My psychiatrist keeps increasing the dosage — it helps my depression, but only my depression. I’m going to see my psychiatrist tomorrow and I think it may be helpful to come with ideas.",5.256863572433193,8.66474984810127,5.906751054852324,68.34834036568219,75.83544303797468,10.093389592123767,29.030942334739805,9.994966539143718,4.002897609001408,374,16,58,13,9,121,55,79,0.146,0.7340000000000001,0.12,-0.506,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,0,7,3,0,0,0,11,14,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,1,10,0,5,10,2,7,0,2,1,0,8,2,0,3,2,36,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13604236419426094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634205846672904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531880654030983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063359690846997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106704222453736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5959912113031832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20075270526294905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806684537633725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605911061182304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582976729282153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705012247598829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171050807486935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394871335571237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207374715105566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18122782690281494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,annoyed_freelancer,2019/01/31,"I can't relax. Hey! Like so many here, I'm a long-time lurker and first-time poster here. I'm late 30's male in Ireland. 

So for four or five months I haven't been able to relax. I've wound down and eventually ended all social contacts with other people, I never go out, rarely chat and interact beyond with the usual suspects: my children, close friends, immediate family, housemate and coworkers. 

Right now I'm coming to terms with awful abuse in my life, the abuse dealt to me as a child and the physical and emotional abuse I dealt out as an adult. Despite that I have done since then to take full responsibility for my actions, and make the best amends I can for everyone I hurt, I never really addressed the emotional cost to me. 

Tackling abusive behaviour in the self is destructive, and seeing at length all the consequences play out is a terrible thing. And there are no support networks available for obvious reasons. I put myself willingly through hell to become better person-and I succeeded-but now I'm paying an awful cost.  

My life has become brutally tough and lonely even with moments of great love and forgiveness from friends and family. I live in raw, paralyzing terror of causing hurt or being hurt. I keep myself apart and never unwind because I feel like the King Midas of hurt-I hurt everyone I touch. **Everything** feeds this. Everything affirms that, yes, I'll hurt someone if I relax. 

I can't cry, can't laugh, can't relax, can't even interact but that it ratchets me tighter. I'm suffocating myself and I don't know how to unknot it. 

My therapist is great, I'm well-read about trauma and abuse and healing, outwardly successful, mindful and high-functioning. I... just don't feel or relax or ever feel safe. ",4.315017528483786,6.530087684049082,5.311450482033305,77.71934049079756,72.46625766871165,8.46082383873795,28.20727432077125,9.140100540675403,2.672820683610868,1379,54,238,31,28,452,183,326,0.185,0.6890000000000001,0.126,-0.9316,0,2,0,0,4,0,54.0,0,0,0,4,14,33,3,1,13,3,19,6,0,4,7,53,37,29,0,1,7,0,4,2,2,1,4,0,1,5,8,26,1,2,7,8,3,4,12,13,0,2,2,5,29,20,33,33,5,32,1,6,1,1,15,15,1,5,15,148,37,2,0.08136158382765317,0.4820008624556287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04959726633041887,0.1797149541652926,0.0,0.0,0.08538396261629952,0.07195770911658078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358075867073861,0.0,0.07008580022054768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937187938902669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326114839423818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18304166167262886,0.07206221387379436,0.0,0.0,0.10747711755758528,0.07359621061069363,0.0,0.15548896004279714,0.1462450906381686,0.0,0.1534009204743674,0.0,0.123416584275974,0.058124731743288575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920612164021743,0.0,0.0,0.12571951567821968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04623966306769039,0.0,0.0,0.17940286680322148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596298037484154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5225955494868274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723179140449809,0.0,0.0,0.044714198682439706,0.0,0.09177941041873863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493618561072814,0.07949832025169926,0.0,0.07184376913313363,0.0720024413877418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343200597277387,0.0,0.05430948898801094,0.08248787579569976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215200608555301,0.0,0.0649420399764452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882532076912832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05640587784730894,0.07104179673572215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179086396703436,0.0,0.0,0.0813836014277279,0.0,0.05212231398241648,0.08365325892747863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948234803667447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06483464839087084,0.0,0.0848778762343395,0.0,0.0,0.06730314290964308,0.0,0.0,0.08293788860643786,0.06893740594885152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923281611492311,0.0,0.0,0.0611737854643542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446706976743101,0.05405302103189248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960828990817764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315383499446755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ryanjl1985,2019/01/31,Does anyone else struggle with having an anxious attachment towards your SO? I struggle hard with being alone. I recently was in a break up and I’m feeling this familiar sense of doom like everyone is going to leave me one day. I think I have pretty severe abandonment issues that need to be addressed. I cling to people too hard and I don’t have a sense of my own identity/security without a girlfriend. I always think that the next girl is going to be the one who “saves me” from this feeling of abandonment. ,4.25591836734694,6.203289030612247,5.322193877551023,78.72369897959184,71.95918367346937,8.16530612244898,29.5969387755102,8.841846274778883,2.633608163265307,407,17,71,8,8,134,67,98,0.25,0.648,0.102,-0.9294,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,2,7,0,2,6,0,10,0,0,0,0,13,18,3,0,1,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,5,4,0,2,4,0,0,2,2,5,0,2,1,4,11,2,14,14,1,9,1,3,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,53,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190449158243025,0.0,0.0,0.15300685393334562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20773744203811692,0.0,0.12857650217297167,0.18841167070182888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859046005062568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609187957164795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536121243268364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17570977173275154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18595532308916352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090118974462738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294492588952351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919279183326794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947074136827674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898368070679648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363482221399361,0.0,0.0,0.1955635321095005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492101494454859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748254175998314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18707691224537867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18156401993317248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20773744203811692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3844725609457864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23565186301906765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17725835007099536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,monwoo101,2019/01/31,"I feel like this is just the way I am. No job, can’t drive, no friends no anything. I don’t do much but sit in my room and play video games. I feel like my life is just gonna be this pointless until I die. Even if I did work I’d only be just barely able to land another soul sucking job at a super market that’s high stress and low pay because basically they hire anyone despite enough to put up with their crap. driving didn’t work out because after a year of trying I still am horrible at following and remembering directions even to places i go to everyday! I couldn’t even reduce the stress accompanied by being on the road. As for friends? I’m too fucking awkward and ugly to appeal to anyone. Comes to a point were I feel like this is just my personality and I can’t change it.  Everyone can’t all miraculously have a success story at the end, I feel like my story can only end in tragically ",3.2278996138996128,4.4942902648648655,4.9992471042471065,82.75655405405408,73.37837837837839,7.8803088803088785,26.18725868725869,8.418075326091056,1.6738339768339767,709,24,147,12,14,242,113,185,0.202,0.65,0.14800000000000002,-0.8828,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,4,9,17,3,3,8,0,19,3,1,0,1,21,30,9,1,2,6,0,4,4,2,1,1,0,1,1,5,8,0,0,5,3,1,6,9,8,0,0,3,4,18,9,22,22,3,30,1,2,0,1,6,15,3,1,11,94,23,8,0.12824270039989086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134473653056319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793405558218158,0.0,0.10553281544287783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15635111971612575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13566377264784105,0.1104697310097774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13309567610384831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271699362083677,0.1325089909477682,0.0,0.2541092823852448,0.0,0.0,0.12254139595228553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593734503367626,0.3664664431591407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981599844183657,0.11855831004435563,0.0,0.0,0.07288328199144843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549545398531956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25452218394719645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058161187966647,0.2506116225055132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942731405881477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19506870498303988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197657943763692,0.13398632685048015,0.0,0.12123080358189367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891933477341658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452739801327048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241478619720223,0.0,0.2938031600424377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706837549958436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017930863710754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867244265086214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258409445543738
anxiety,okayrealtalk,2019/01/31,I’m having an ongoing anxiety Attack. I used to have $2000 to my name and now I have $973. One place I spent money charged me an extra $80 and says they can’t refund it. I am working two jobs (one is unpaid) and in school and I’m so fucking tired. I’m panicking about my money situation and I owe my county $180. ,-0.8723591549295762,0.9894150563380286,2.82899647887324,90.58743838028171,88.57746478873241,5.803521126760564,18.734154929577464,7.1686216300943375,0.35256197183098603,243,7,57,4,8,90,48,71,0.2,0.8,0.0,-0.9049,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,3,2,2,0,2,0,6,2,0,1,0,7,13,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,2,0,3,1,1,10,0,4,12,1,3,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,1,34,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21121167315512632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31409755482864976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25524508110962724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739813660531109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.374177798734157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884601750120848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21956156977152688,0.0,0.2794225543780633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103419862639675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173302174778221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697043825221868,0.0,0.0,0.2384571554649537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20100021403607526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,janbradybutacat,2019/01/31,"Is my psych dumping me? I’ve been seeing a psychiatrist for a long time- many years. Appointments are now biannual at the most- meds are good and all. I missed an appointment a few months ago and rescheduling just got away from me. Lo, I need another scrip for the same old meds. I emailed, psych said to call. I called and he mentioned a “persistent problem” with missed appointments and said he could see me tomorrow and I should arrive early to fill out paperwork. He then asked if I had new insurance, which I do. He doesn’t take the new company, but I said i had another way to pay. 
So now I’m freaking out about his light scolding and potential paperwork- I’ve never had to arrive early for paperwork, ever. Is he going to say he can’t see me anymore? I’ve got a serious knot in my stomach and I’m about to cry. Did my terrible scheduling destroy my relationship with my doctor? 
Also, missing appointments is a problem with me. A lot to do with social anxiety and anxiety with other people seeing/judging me. 
Thanks. ",3.096291744589898,5.491790614213206,4.566374565856265,80.79125567726423,76.86802030456853,8.614373497194764,28.134918514560514,9.276330184999452,2.8505796954314726,809,35,149,22,19,269,113,197,0.189,0.782,0.03,-0.9817,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,1,8,12,2,0,11,0,16,2,1,0,3,29,34,13,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,15,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,10,0,0,10,8,21,2,23,22,5,25,0,3,3,0,18,5,0,3,17,96,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143656537259717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317472890288347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705708343185753,0.19739507532197687,0.0,0.12795004804559196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061333942224794,0.0,0.1212155782201203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26348125905379943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300945709784214,0.0,0.1417189523439176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320542136170728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670312782423632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332324945483266,0.10821321321525393,0.20637312285799794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417585295770324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096855127901651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080283662779402,0.0,0.0,0.2866172727508069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298001934676404,0.0,0.0,0.09566436003729706,0.09950574890661602,0.2492105567474844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538148185326032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944403954809428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469034040526004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13851581445752273,0.0,0.0,0.368173708769508,0.10259937804439036,0.0,0.0,0.30842917845147083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315164318270349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970046153911844,0.0,0.0,0.11878138217620453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752307631769271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240757085609063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308262187572704
anxiety,anonomous_axlotl,2019/01/31,"I feel so lonely I cried on the bus today I don’t feel like I have anyone to talk to since the second semester started.  I have one person my age, but we’re not really close enough to talk about personal stuff like that.

I don’t feel like I can talk to my parents, either.  We’re kind of drifting apart because of differing political and religious views, and the fact that the reason they have always given is that I’m some sort of genius (EVERY parent thinks their kid’s a genius) and that people just don’t appreciate me.

It all results in this horrible feeling that no one likes me, which I know I’ve given a good excuse for with how weird and bitchy I was in middle school.  I feel like there’s some special trick for having friends that I missed out on.",3.9951336898395695,5.130245150326797,4.950885323826501,84.34080213903745,71.35294117647058,7.6551396316102185,23.713012477718358,8.00094639256281,1.1692274509803915,600,15,120,8,11,196,98,153,0.136,0.665,0.199,0.8904,2,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,0,5,13,1,0,6,0,10,0,0,3,2,26,22,7,0,0,4,2,5,5,1,0,0,0,0,3,10,7,0,0,8,0,0,1,5,4,0,3,3,6,17,9,16,19,5,12,0,2,1,0,12,8,0,3,8,78,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050664225315055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126554563542313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828444506714772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15908430766937476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131210488363525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14964373460799535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202195737012247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3661413037800388,0.3103906767227902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118920305185746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147298452538945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150813752893122,0.07959245558016298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35377277854561473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19627537952099824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216237568545945,0.0,0.0,0.1004039535384799,0.2529125520589299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277909663200606,0.1489050120881632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465714109517388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198013733956251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025084253032759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16579085719908268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492164036718575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279850550191064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727789577068267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sepher40,2019/01/31,"A very short survey to design an app to help with anxiety Hey everyone! I’m a UX design student and am lucky enough to to be working with a client whose background is in sonic therapy. 

My team and I will be designing a non-intrusive app that uses scientifically backed soundscapes designed to help with anxiety and chronic pain. 

If can fill out this short 11 question survey, it would help us greatly and hopefully allow us to help others in the same situation. Thanks for your time =)

https://goo.gl/forms/5IPFcEacWufmbI0z2",7.104363354037268,9.365990771739133,6.850931677018633,69.35369565217391,65.19565217391305,9.604968944099381,32.70807453416149,9.957137785484203,3.6174857142857135,429,18,66,10,7,135,67,92,0.064,0.6859999999999999,0.25,0.9554,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,1,0,2,1,5,0,0,6,0,7,2,0,2,0,16,11,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,13,7,2,8,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,4,2,44,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285602235451208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353678146599833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19287876560507808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783700337444765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20580300618602546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5004806356184838,0.0,0.0,0.1854042333386441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986287596840164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091117722716991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20982354740937756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17185954727681768,0.21347203615516305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884807588529874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4490791544519671,0.16122190512194726,0.0,0.15402130593642427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589710643670705,0.0,0.0,0.13260415662951774,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwmeoffabuilding_,2019/01/31,"I talked to a girl today and I felt like an idiot for being so nervous. I'm a very antisocial person, not by choice but for the most part I really don't mind. However I really want to branch out, mostly to find a relationship, but when I talk to like, anyone of the opposite sex I freak out. It's... embarrassing. I hate that I react this way but I don't know how else to be. I've had female friends before, and have been in a relationship, but I feel like I've regressed so much and I don't know why.

I'm currently in college but I don't know anyone and don't know how to start a conversation. I talked to her by chance, I didn't really start it. 


Anyways I'm really sorry if this is the wrong place to post, I just need a place to vent. If there's a better sub for this I'll gladly fuck off over there..!",1.23396551724138,2.7011383735632206,3.8535402298850574,88.09548275862068,79.0574712643678,7.398620689655173,19.07126436781609,8.238735603445708,0.6430257471264369,623,13,145,12,15,220,93,174,0.158,0.705,0.13699999999999998,-0.6871,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,9,13,3,2,11,0,12,2,0,3,0,30,27,16,0,4,9,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,6,0,0,7,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,4,2,16,6,21,21,4,15,0,0,0,2,10,8,1,4,8,91,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973096539959857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005892447784082,0.0,0.0,0.12478443363508213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786428541873875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134036903585061,0.100796173472205,0.13547047370638404,0.0,0.12895555810527445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900735135527413,0.13043730697724876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929916793709926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31016195632326443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20679131512115145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142462728138873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371887532814053,0.10461795148699377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278891773002426,0.0,0.0,0.12319611725997855,0.2948222801018597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351271620252766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615486657313315,0.0,0.0,0.3029600731442469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15794097471971869,0.1997313281763192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402132845177395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373874571972633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641570000400893,0.08321973407701737,0.11199228506359507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731361041199946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15426198435114002,0.0,0.0
anxiety,longshifaccount,2019/01/31,"recently diagnoed with anxiety, taking anti-depressants and have couple of questions So, my beautiful folks I have been dealing with panic attacks for 2 years roughly. I used to think I had heart problems but everytime I would go to check that up I was told it was fine. Until recently, they realized it was anxiety and every time my heart was in pain I had a panick attack. Knowing that now, wow I had no idea how to control that. Now I'm taking medication and I feel much much better but I still have some questions that maybe some of you might know how to answer. My panick attacks started when I would consume thc, then it became regular occurrence without thc,  Since I have been feeling better I tried to smoke again but didn't gp well. Anyone has an experience with that? Also, I love my morning coffee. But sometimes it makes me feel weird and I get nervous that something is wrong with my heart. Same goes with doing cardio. Any help would be appreciated",3.5567280540208728,6.173089243093924,4.564815837937388,80.2451856967465,76.45856353591161,7.116144874155924,27.18262737875997,8.167268648758528,2.157670104358502,767,31,131,14,18,249,114,181,0.171,0.67,0.159,0.3753,0,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,3,10,15,3,2,2,0,22,7,3,5,0,38,38,15,0,4,5,0,4,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,10,9,0,1,11,0,1,1,3,9,1,0,11,4,22,6,17,22,5,15,0,0,0,1,8,2,0,5,12,98,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028277693377276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677305487138276,0.0,0.17273004487265728,0.0,0.0,0.07893940894240148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.385306010289241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19969442420827746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662230458790555,0.0,0.12491711967321502,0.0,0.0,0.1163906724597718,0.0972370371529116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511962960700174,0.0,0.0,0.11043381223773456,0.0,0.0,0.17125061398782104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05898342625212037,0.0,0.06416131784384096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40134640625971374,0.07567171394133347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744568206290907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408922225911745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189291968310413,0.0,0.07535886193191503,0.0,0.11341906369532287,0.0,0.0,0.11373069978827625,0.0,0.11976466465872307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16598289133365196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012915276736955,0.13245896470790308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802608928225206,0.0,0.0,0.252938397003984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229420800302952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933886204532578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691274715734974,0.11165689039971648,0.0,0.07990826943439992,0.0,0.0901587781115388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16976727045539075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233910733500794,0.0,0.0,0.06583048274207944,0.0,0.0,0.10787683045948827,0.0,0.0766488769705952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750577358812984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015069346786737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088275785095287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24059393535976534,0.12343389814275105,0.0,0.07270123117977605
anxiety,Brittanymaria423,2019/01/31,"Anxiety Getting Worse - Need Advice Hello, 

I have been experiencing more anxiety lately within the past month or so, than usual. I am an introvert and highly sensitive person, so I usually have some level of anxiety, but now it feels much worse suddenly. I keep having constant unwanted thoughts about my past negative experiences with men (allowing people to take advantage of me, not respecting myself, random hook-ups that I regret) out of the blue, which I am constantly fighting against in my head, making me feel exhausted. I have also noticed that I am just more anxious about everything in general, especially in social situations (I am shy and introverted already, so it just feels amplified now). 

I also feel like I might be experiencing some depression too. I have had a low mood, lack of interest in my usual hobbies and passions, lack of motivation to exercise and do anything, negative self-esteem and low confidence and overall feelings of sadness and wanting to cry randomly. 

I don't know what's going on with my brain but this anxiety and possible depression is making me even more anxious. 

I have visited my naturopath who prescribed me Vitamin B, Vitamin D, Magnesium, Omega 3s and a herbal treatment with St. John's Wort, Passionflower and Valerian. I have been taking the vitamins consistently for months, but just started the herbal treatment a few days ago and haven't noticed a difference yet. 

I have an appointment set up with my doctor and a therapist early next week. Nothing has really changed in my life recently, except from being in a stressful and overwhelming job, which I started last summer. I have noticed that I have been feeling more stressed since then. 

Does anyone have any advice or suggestions for me? What has worked for you to get the thoughts to stop? ",10.034892857142856,9.687666050793652,9.95669642857143,58.743616071428605,58.33333333333333,13.970238095238097,44.131944444444436,13.023866798666859,6.3246230158730175,1446,77,213,48,16,477,185,315,0.232,0.685,0.084,-0.9948,2,0,0,0,2,0,42.0,0,1,0,3,15,17,1,3,13,0,28,10,2,4,0,55,49,24,0,6,10,0,6,1,0,1,7,0,0,2,11,18,0,2,10,1,0,2,5,11,0,0,6,9,33,5,34,40,10,43,0,7,1,1,9,14,0,7,27,164,44,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770729516411454,0.08031434031202715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998297157835506,0.1449108192668082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616133367673696,0.0,0.27724504235010944,0.2047118325710069,0.0,0.06335191944014,0.0,0.07455877887287202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114322387842356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584625581589744,0.0,0.0,0.1958199147974477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952344778691684,0.058431619654650165,0.0,0.156072943206452,0.0,0.0,0.09466114282756488,0.0,0.09273629543963507,0.07928754018304415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059842611404477226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142838520193285,0.08862739245308153,0.0,0.0,0.2748704416914755,0.0647270007560342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467294772764973,0.0,0.05149193151651401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298510349462363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09572733892842077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990977427978859,0.0805323575124247,0.0,0.0,0.0497931927618388,0.07385376519764549,0.1022044453262876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06399577554850648,0.04426418566335439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095678480934105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961157613020758,0.0,0.0,0.14463734608595882,0.0,0.06660383515085347,0.0671811834886837,0.0,0.0,0.09635761528932536,0.0,0.0,0.08693628996582688,0.30945730161360524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17298216392132346,0.06281290577292176,0.0791112886564688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214158389277876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058042780678048876,0.0,0.08945980773812236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451898003512126,0.0,0.0,0.0749479688136187,0.1018418819370572,0.0,0.09235863319322143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825893468502833,0.0,0.0,0.0757483983483149,0.20757150038901467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624478046586178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519739038559722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385776638319192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29936013507554426,0.0,0.05344016151570912,0.0,0.07267648545988696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596026632946092,0.0,0.1846649638966244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,philthrowaway2,2019/01/31,"Should I go see a doctor about my ""heart issues"" or just try to deal with them? My heart issues are:

- I have a pretty high resting heart rate at around 80 to 90.
- I am extremely aware of my heartbeat and feel like it is thumping way too strongly to the point I cannot even sleep on my stomach anymore because I can feel how my heart is thumping against the bed.
- I regularly measure my pulse by hand and it always *feels* to me as if my heartbeat was irregular.
- I regularly experience shortness of breath.
- I regularly experience my heart twitching in my chest, but I suspect it is actually just the muscles immediately surrounding it.
- I regularly experience chest pains of all variety, but especially sharp pains in my left chest.
- I regularly feel dizzy and experience numbness in parts of my body.
- I am fatigued often (but I also have been suffering from the flu twice this month).
- This isn't a symptom but my grandfather died at age 45 of heart complications.

I say heart issues, but rationally speaking they are most likely the results of anxiety. I am a 25 year old man with no prior major health issues. I do not do sport regularly right now out of fear it might set my heart off, but I am rather thin with low body fat and a pescatarian diet. I have frequent encounters with panic, muscle tension, worrisome and intrusive thoughts, insomnia due to worrying about my heart and dying in my sleep mostly, gut issues and nausea. I have started taking CBD yesterday and it helped some, but the heart symptoms are still there.

Now this being said, what should I do? Should I go to the doctor (an appointment will take weeks) or should I start doing sport to test my limits, combat the anxiety and build heart health? I am afraid that going to the doctor means that I acknowledge my fears as legitimate. That I will spend the weeks until the appointment in an even greater state of fear and panic and that all of it is ultimately some irrational avoidance tactic that ultimately just leads to my anxiety worsening even more. On the other hand just going ahead doing sport might similarly increase my fear of pushing my heart to a limit it cannot take and that eventually I might just drop dead, whereas going to the doctor would ideally confirm that I am healthy and I can do cardio without worrying about my heart.

What ought I do?",7.790533102386447,7.776074953810625,7.988051385681293,69.92640348344884,62.74133949191685,11.188953040800616,35.59362971516551,10.775791032727817,3.89281377983064,1857,76,324,43,24,607,209,433,0.214,0.7340000000000001,0.052000000000000005,-0.9977,0,1,0,0,0,0,51.0,0,0,2,6,22,19,0,9,21,0,43,43,26,3,2,68,61,28,3,9,18,0,8,2,0,11,17,3,1,1,21,19,2,3,8,3,1,8,6,15,0,1,4,12,53,4,48,45,12,49,0,3,1,0,8,20,0,11,19,239,74,6,0.0,0.0,0.04778056476606282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03915548015030098,0.04074091644923624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236907093032583,0.0,0.04855787477954029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04358721336158266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029847227779295424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087731177320688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05047842811172973,0.0,0.0,0.1016311739455018,0.0,0.0,0.2004617291474131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970182707479959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191579793615282,0.0,0.22038674976334954,0.09902811653870967,0.034978986470638525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391332484763151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409019184781056,0.0,0.7542739715753299,0.03281868805766385,0.05173181599852359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555218633693971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05319815302070029,0.0,0.0,0.047841436598866735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0533347705081188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558251676238994,0.0,0.0,0.03908158660833797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05137815220637347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041996007744786,0.11489443589344375,0.0,0.05302186880750751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04628560914620184,0.0,0.0,0.0498127022119565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04181390673177025,0.046574771745242334,0.03893713076030268,0.0,0.0,0.03901695923361808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799618725099984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931214931456364,0.0,0.03910170208113277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178205484098184,0.11044164591929304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03887094106971145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03324248192948873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038864338685789694,0.07854990257363192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04719832768614316,0.0,0.0,0.09944806479846263,0.0,0.034781720944673584,0.0,0.0,0.03153039495506807
anxiety,anonymousgal109,2019/01/31,"Anxiety update: Still kind of anxious. I was in class earlier today and started seeing stars. At some point, I felt like falling over.",3.3724999999999987,6.4701279166666685,4.24666666666667,78.86500000000002,82.33333333333334,6.533333333333335,28.83333333333333,7.793537801064563,2.597183333333333,106,5,16,2,3,34,23,24,0.214,0.69,0.096,-0.2716,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,2,4,2,1,9,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,1,5,10,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761824804216901,0.4078545189618471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466397924133477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759510879443578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763781597207212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412845074536514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876894991772455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555347458500059,0.0,0.288314346111482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422086731193201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xicious,2019/01/31,"No get out jail free cards for anxiety. I was having a discussion earlier about anxiety in relationships and in society in general, it boiled down to a person suffering from anxiety should not be given a ""free pass"" for their actions due to anxiety if they are not taking proper precautions on their side. Whether it be medication, mediation, or therapy or whatever is needed. I understand it's not something that is completely treatable but if no steps are taken to circumvent their disability than it's incredibly inconsiderate to their partner or society. Thoughts? Mental illnesses are no joke especially if left unchecked.",8.936051212938004,10.701579047169817,9.685525606469009,52.59330188679246,60.41509433962264,15.113746630727766,44.38814016172506,13.707050652182113,7.671697035040432,513,31,70,24,7,174,73,106,0.2,0.7390000000000001,0.061,-0.9207,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,5,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,10,3,0,0,0,18,17,9,0,5,11,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,5,2,1,0,2,1,2,3,6,1,0,0,4,0,7,5,15,10,0,12,0,1,0,0,9,8,0,6,1,55,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6743368076972881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310561577745124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513542822045406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394351425154223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22200190212694465,0.2220834404985124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16340326386747686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19242058719323674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23659737200768044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16965335853845526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656925396140105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520149241235637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17495098581925211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294153301722837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,froghat3k,2019/01/31,"I'm anxious around people of my own race, but even more so when I'm in a situation where I am a very small minority in a group. My problem is...... I have an opportunity to buy a bread route, which would be nice because I enjoy the owner operator business. I've had several routes in the past. I would buy it, but I'm worried I won't be able to click with any of the store workers I would deal with on a daily basis. It's depressing because it looks like a good route, but I will have to invest big money for this route, 100k, so I can't simply walk away if I feel miserable and have massive anxiety every day. What do you guys think I should do?",5.600462184873948,4.2934205588235335,7.0842016806722725,78.87676470588238,67.67647058823529,10.124369747899161,31.193277310924373,9.23628265651192,2.3686777310924367,500,16,111,8,7,174,91,136,0.127,0.737,0.136,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,2,6,8,0,1,10,0,17,1,0,0,0,15,23,8,0,6,4,0,1,1,0,6,0,0,0,1,6,4,1,0,2,0,5,1,2,3,0,0,1,3,13,5,14,14,2,13,0,2,2,0,5,9,0,1,4,72,19,1,0.2030805258753384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13810172152319536,0.0,0.15535604643879086,0.2294231896656223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807847236008081,0.0,0.0,0.19080083906199946,0.0,0.0,0.2475920072966261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097013875686364,0.20936710494150676,0.17491295935961934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341327720426061,0.0,0.17110410184123295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102683615769634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703343100139444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20108164889138044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921488694910298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705364945978777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938633409884889,0.14079046641909515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19432063663860186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294231896656223,0.0,0.0,0.2282710198243668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13012580094868212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16756270216036315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20623813178971848,0.0,0.43278773675071214,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kimbodada5000,2019/01/31,"Has anybody had any long-term success with Propranolol (Beta-blockers) long term? Propranolol is brilliant for me when it comes to the physical aspect of chronic anxiety. 
However a psychiatrist told me today that some people find that the drug has diminishing returns if you use it regularly. 
I’m hoping to get another psychiatrist’s opinion soon, but this is the first time I’ve heard that one can build a tolerance to Propranolol. It’s a real bummer if it turns out that I can’t use it regularly. It’s the best medication I’ve tried, by a mile. 

Thanks. ",5.313942307692308,7.195303278846161,6.726153846153848,69.99384615384618,69.09615384615384,10.584615384615383,33.19230769230769,10.686352973137794,4.132734615384616,447,21,76,14,8,152,71,104,0.045,0.775,0.18,0.9366,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,3,2,4,0,0,8,0,7,3,0,2,0,13,17,4,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,11,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,1,4,4,8,14,3,11,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,5,8,47,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444475479289591,0.2227326629246648,0.16249471560897025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22291344973239652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829742615088638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24633066102641998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19414085962551064,0.18067766878830435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097658292796718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21097319579075235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759561422798678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139828972050543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14393597210851322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472598416711048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417715329952689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955605719634065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385923455831566,0.0,0.20134188429527866,0.20296891486637372,0.0,0.14421390875300372,0.23104342672419664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669118006914591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,1cutepup,2019/01/31,"Got my driver's license for the first time today. I am 23 and never thought I'd see this day. I am so proud of myself. It's taken me much longer than my peers, but my anxiety helped make me a cautious and alert driver. Today, anxiety wasn't there to scare me or hold me back. I did it!!!!! ",0.4495698924731215,2.199898258064522,2.7141935483870974,94.0079569892473,82.54838709677419,5.423655913978496,18.397849462365595,6.42735559955562,-0.166944086021505,220,5,51,2,6,75,47,62,0.09,0.755,0.156,0.7356,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,1,1,8,9,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,5,1,11,1,4,4,1,7,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,7,34,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4252793309985823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21373511414961607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17926207015462198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23643377515604505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223110771177536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863116280911744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18554135391354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043335687072468,0.0,0.2143809224039296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27828779367522666,0.0,0.2214992014674648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22067025663577228,0.16208149358442625,0.0,0.5269497013130142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gregory-76,2019/01/31,"Just realized what I’ve been feeling is anxiety. This is pretty recent. I’ve started noticing every once in a while feeling week legged, scared, Nervous, with a pit in my stomach. 

The reason is I’m 23 (and I do maintenance/renovations for an apartment community) and I’ve been considering a career change  (well I’m going to make it, so...), I’m looking to teach myself to code and I’d like to get into computer science / programming / engineering or something. Perhaps I’ll go to school and get my undergraduate, which pisses me off because in a way because I totally kinda blew 5 years and could have already had it....but i didn’t know what I wanted to do back then. 

Well I just read [this](https://www.anxietycentre.com/anxiety-symptoms.shtml) (and had an “attack”...wasn’t too serious) just searching google what anxiety feels like and correctly identified it. I opened headspace and took a breather for a sec. 

Well that’s why I’m here and I’ll read what I see and typing this out might have helped me so thanks for reading. 🙂",4.100777777777779,6.679549826315792,5.046666666666667,77.68111111111115,74.42105263157895,8.011695906432749,29.50292397660819,8.841846274778883,2.73662573099415,817,36,142,18,18,266,118,190,0.062,0.8290000000000001,0.109,0.8096,0,0,1,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,0,0,11,10,1,2,9,0,14,3,3,2,2,31,33,15,0,2,4,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,14,0,0,6,3,0,3,1,4,3,0,6,5,12,6,16,25,1,19,0,0,2,0,1,8,1,3,9,86,22,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758225923705413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21848170466490235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16245448981325736,0.0,0.10980362477646788,0.0,0.17409790302846234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15106241885444716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401339038794656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203143253911212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21661041133031647,0.10201564178137013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492131785647415,0.0,0.1623119371780817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571516680266033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847860176757693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952876714918228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991520414366702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531944849913082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15148718401913805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16257762015490826,0.0,0.1520762859469611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14527793105962608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4285129624406845,0.0,0.0,0.14682116614800966,0.14099679567173098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14296672120611673,0.1445202225103886,0.11379232328290055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993365497037108,0.0,0.0,0.10107387476058974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147014340646573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586549551520183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422655630953056,0.1133472079520488,0.11454475288527248,0.0,0.3851803802909128,0.0,0.12885389619740814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195788104556324
anxiety,xoklm,2019/01/31,"I'm looking for people who suffers from social anxiety so much that they can't even apply to jobs.. Hello guys. I'm in a struggle right now. It has been 2 years since my ""new years resolution"" were to find a job et save money. Sad part, I did not find a job not because I was not lucky but because I can't even go to a job interview. 

Besides that, I'm a law student and I am pretty good at university. But applying to a job is hard for me. It's just the thought of being around people, thinking I would do a bad job etc. It is hard because my family and friends think I'm lazy and I act like ""I'm better than that"". Anyone else like me?",1.6432581287325831,2.853698992700732,3.909608493696087,89.21553417385537,77.32116788321169,6.733642999336432,24.13337757133377,7.348242739294969,0.8963051094890515,490,16,112,6,11,170,87,137,0.139,0.6890000000000001,0.172,0.8684,6,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,1,6,11,0,1,8,0,13,0,0,0,0,19,23,6,0,1,6,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,5,0,1,2,5,4,0,0,5,3,11,7,12,16,3,10,0,2,1,0,7,4,0,1,6,67,18,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900517066769447,0.0,0.0,0.08230911425482759,0.12061300057670846,0.0,0.10479136972494138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828716684543007,0.2152740430230009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410941377965102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833583647449863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312834201005719,0.15549938764057372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097129202634158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151788835653838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094637140765484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06690018726897698,0.098733816121144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655642686052325,0.0,0.0,0.21089916301422326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7008842619974633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150192747862822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988510118612798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653412123402562,0.0,0.0,0.11368994854819454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747395002342746,0.0,0.16321761625000925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975854595679072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052802696111723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737512269184316,0.0,0.0,0.1199956900927606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306135029307552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508541280078216,0.0,0.09345261701870444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362140862153716,0.0,0.0,0.1516092918306256
anxiety,Redhaired103,2019/01/31,"How do you deal with health anxiety about your pet? I’m in my 30s and have had anxiety disorder for years now. The core of it always has been health-death fear and money. The money one is also about health actually. 

Long story short, a stray cat I’ve been taking care of got sick the day before NYE. (She is now officially my cat.) She stayed at the clinic for a week and the vet suspected of a fatal disease. She responded well to the treatment which made the doctor out rule the fatal disease option but decided it was gallbladder blockage kind of problem. I still give her a medicine daily for that.

This whole health scare triggered my anxiety disorder big time. To top that my general routine changed which I never deal with smoothly — my sleep hours changed with the cat, my laptop broke which makes me kind of feel more isolated at home, etc

More importantly, this cat isn’t my first but my first cat believed she was a dog and totally acted that way. This cat is a cat cat. A lot of things are new to me and with the timing (her sickness) I freak OUT by everything she does, fearing if it’s a sign of illness. Today she slept more than usual and for like half an hour hid under the bed which she has never done except last month when she was sick. The anxiety made me get all the digestive issues. (She’s now sleeping on my bed in a very confy looking position.)

My lack of enough experience about cats and anxiety are making ME get sick. I’m my cat’s only caretaker and I’m not in a financial situation like I can afford taking her to the vet and a series of tests all time, that causes even more anxiety.

Can anyone relate? How do you take care of a pet when you also take care of yourself?",3.801449175824175,5.341610312500002,4.867261904761907,83.18414835164836,72.36309523809524,8.145421245421245,25.720695970695967,8.730908602173464,1.8257682234432235,1339,43,263,25,26,439,175,336,0.184,0.7509999999999999,0.065,-0.9906,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,4,0,3,15,16,0,3,27,0,20,14,3,8,5,42,41,18,2,3,5,0,2,2,0,0,11,0,5,0,15,15,1,0,3,0,2,1,4,8,1,4,11,3,35,8,38,30,12,39,0,1,1,0,20,12,0,3,26,178,50,3,0.0,0.0,0.08206109576653266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13449575667973776,0.06997079801642889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3859782376352017,0.0,0.0,0.05879867621566232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155560495095532,0.09474223419540546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572104218313174,0.08638505257688986,0.17791514486084342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05423200930915493,0.17338912353597194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19275210574003232,0.08607113181704501,0.07358896848522742,0.08605471876587037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868889161037626,0.09378416206836476,0.05554158994655682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557594621543637,0.08225754481852933,0.0,0.18925245302720328,0.042519148709572865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430562381010267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786859260168453,0.08066815273386631,0.0,0.0,0.06725559061869073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35754098945464563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435055084000884,0.0,0.16562621990944695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776959503539493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17513654757081853,0.0,0.068545730982422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216564056054386,0.0,0.0,0.0744182606602982,0.07061561398932298,0.0,0.0,0.07149151830291857,0.0,0.1591386700474367,0.11226335190699427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712096931204041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971297463525766,0.08121601762065521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05698252261983774,0.0639553143545632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046413232186707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419018147119145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452227957937152,0.1683043000042381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963026519682228,0.06715551678437535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25290513068844434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055866603008169376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14710315006399088,0.0,0.07970883378289205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261481898647987,0.06938422841788232,0.0,0.06674785520875177,0.06745306495544975,0.0,0.07560828571912219,0.0,0.0,0.09388506755785653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0541521175530811
anxiety,DipMyDickInMyShit,2019/01/31,"I wake up everyday realizing there is absolutely zero chance that I can ever perform my dream job. I don’t spend too much time on it. When I think about it, it can steal my attention and screw with my mind. I can suppress most thoughts and I consider myself pretty strong. 

I’ve always wanted to be a journalist or writer. That’s my big dream. I enjoy doing research and digging up stories. Another dream of mine was to travel to foreign countries and aid people in need with labor work. I always wanted to do something that is worth something.

Instead, I sit all day behind a desk fixing the governments IT shit. No money can make this thought go away.",3.770058181818186,5.961617904000001,4.889818181818182,80.24490909090913,73.96000000000002,7.105454545454546,27.363636363636363,8.00094639256281,1.9841999999999995,518,20,90,8,11,170,89,125,0.08,0.7659999999999999,0.154,0.8166,1,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,6,5,2,0,3,0,11,3,2,1,2,21,19,6,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,1,5,4,3,2,2,3,0,1,3,0,15,2,14,15,3,14,0,0,0,1,0,6,2,2,5,66,23,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722846246189209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345765059754424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101802796319845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427263801713466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20235597107397008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271379578452931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219948787238163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493262939967618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258805015798096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16445053305153878,0.16587605519598522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550904060325826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275906479342339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296322273973067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444414658440643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14334254170571442,0.0,0.355197059024258,0.13044546809602678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26389660678589555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628615069017136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FreedomFromChoice,2019/01/31,"Anxiety about Getting my Hair Cut  

Hello all!

I haven't had my hair professionally cut or styled in any way for the past six years. I have given myself a trim every now and then just to cut dead ends off, but i'm definitely not the least bit skilled, and it probably just made it worse in the long run.

My hair is almost waist length right now, and is a bit wavy, but more unruly than anything else. It's constantly knotting up and getting tangled despite my best efforts. I end up wearing my hair up in a bun pretty much every day because it's always getting so tangled and is hard to maneuver around.

The obvious route to go is to get my hair cut and styled so that I can actually wear my hair down, and change up my style. The issue is I have really bad anxiety about getting my hair cut. The last few times I had it cut I ended up completely breaking down after and crying every time I looked in the mirror. I was a teenager then, and now as a twenty-something I doubt I'd have quite the same level of emotional response, but I'm still incredibly nervous about taking the next step towards changing my hair.

Has anyone had any experience with feeling this way? How did you overcome it? 

​",4.855996835443037,5.770765493670889,5.721052215189875,80.42816060126586,69.16877637130801,8.287869198312237,30.002373417721518,8.472884824447931,2.2036753164556964,950,36,182,14,16,312,137,237,0.181,0.773,0.046,-0.9851,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,4,13,10,6,2,14,0,16,11,11,2,2,26,29,19,1,0,7,0,10,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,11,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,9,0,1,7,11,22,1,27,22,9,41,0,0,1,0,2,16,0,3,19,120,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.11571542811844765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873915423215432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866674058674474,0.12847966335573147,0.14408575355380093,0.16127477716147334,0.0,0.1814243261688472,0.0,0.0,0.0829127850114356,0.0,0.09757993219515217,0.10555992963498967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990080236899193,0.07228430131665414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244407310727362,0.0,0.25891383577281074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508804807444995,0.0,0.12432721231560423,0.12814114110543626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025282111223804,0.07647326807317452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990570502713384,0.1333847569107911,0.3150758398555391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997222872188177,0.0,0.0,0.1159924435048852,0.0,0.0,0.05995680962094538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097616390596671,0.0,0.06739084601353408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062229688680218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376505785638788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966572348593688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493816602981114,0.09957600405275227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112201763592887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716877899836536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610948983554265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113196514760484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063687799453066,0.12784758729983484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612274069839027,0.0,0.0,0.07596436916757039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126531870147112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128745725811836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469687557339253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915621098402565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828805500116292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18824405327082847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084153555262428,0.0,0.0,0.14408575355380093,0.0763606116594274
anxiety,ThatsNoM00n,2019/01/31,"Share your strategies for when things get rough Hey fellow stress cases,

Lately I've been feeling like my automatic ""go-to"" activities when I feel anxious aren't so healthy, and may in fact be making my problems worse. When you feel things close in around you, what are your go-to thoughts, activities, mantras, herbal teas, whatever, to combat it? How do you break out of an anxious spiral rather than delay or perpetuate it? (is that wishful thinking?)",9.628333333333334,8.870766864197531,8.186512345679013,72.43680555555557,59.37037037037037,10.569135802469138,38.768518518518526,9.516144504307137,3.604133333333333,360,15,62,5,4,109,64,81,0.221,0.6970000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.9155,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,5,0,0,7,4,0,1,1,0,7,1,0,2,1,18,15,7,0,3,2,0,4,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,1,5,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,4,8,2,8,11,0,11,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,2,6,38,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5100221753431956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20094790359703288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34240820095341745,0.16126183481642434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793481143660856,0.0,0.2565755637556125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546337106184478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028046585430487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15067678730681272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21599349646594407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585733976342947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999304801085895,0.14463891850874055,0.0,0.1792047143276861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595788069126016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300385508091244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mario3453,2019/01/31,"the worse panic attack hello /r/Anxiety,i have decided to make this post because i needed to vent about what just happened an hour ago,i'm not sure if this is the right place to post this,but i will try it anyway

backstory: during the month of december 2018 i was suffering from depersonalization/derelization for roughly 8 days,it was literally the worse week of my life and i'm glad i was capable of getting out if it

another important thing that i need to point out is that i suspect that i might suffer from ADHD,as i seem to be constantly daydreaming through the whole day, a type of daydreaming that literally disconnects me from literally,and sometimes it tends to be quite scary.

another scary fact about my suspected ADHD is that my mind never seems to take a break,everytime a thought pops up in mind is always followed by another one,and another one,and another one and so on.

it's literally a string of thoughts that doesn't seem to ever end,and just like daydreaming,this can also disconnect me pretty easily from reality.

anyway,onto the story now

it all started an hour ago,i was laying in my bed watching some videos on youtube while i was letting my mind slip throught my thoughts,like always,a constant string of thoughts that seem to never end.

after a few minutes,i decided to go to the kitchen to put my phone on charge, and while i was doing so i suddently came back to my senses

i just looked around and myself,and something felt off

i was attempting to think about what just happened mere seconds ago,i was attempting to remember what video i was watching and what thoughts i was having while i was watching it,but nothing popped in mind,completely blank.

the string of thoughts that i was having during my watching session was so intense that they disconnected me from reality,this is not the first time that this happens,but this time it was more intense than the other times,if the Dpdr that i had during december made me feel like i was living in a dream,this felt as if i was not living at all,as if i forgot that i was alive and also forgot everything that was around me,it was as if my mind completely abandoned the realm of reality and decided to stay in the spacey world inside my head

i was literally terryfied,i didn't know what to do.

after i put the phone to charge,i went to bathroom to have a shower,and while i was doing it,the dpdr started to kick in.

my mind began to ask questions like
-who are you ?
-where are you ?
-what are you doing ?
-what is this place ?

and other similiars questions,since the whole watching videos felt like i was not alive,suddently going back to be alive felt way too much,i got in situation where i didn't knew who was i anymore,and those questions were popping inside my head so fast to the point in which i was not capable of answering one of them that the next one immediately popped up.

the questions wouldn't go away,my anxieity began to rise.

i could no longer think straight,like it has already happened before with other panic attacks,i felt as if i was going insane,i felt as if reality was slipping through my fingers and i was not able to remain onto it.

at this point i just quickly rushed to get this shower done as fast as possible,i needed to calm down but couldn't do so in the shower,so i quickly got out of it,dried myself,went to my room,grabbed my pajamas and attempted to calm down.

in the meanwhile, my mother came back home so i immeditately went to her and told her i was having a panic attack,she then attempted to talk to me and calm me down

while i was talking to her,my dpdr was still there,more questions began to rise in my head

-who are you talking to ?
-she is your mother ? are you sure about that ?
-do you have any memories connected to her to prove that she's your mother ?

but since i was panicking,i couldn't just think about anything since i was focused on remaining on the plane of reality, as my mind was still attempting to daydream,so i needed to force myself to avoid going in the spacey world inside my mind again.

after talking for a while i then began to calm down and return to my senses,or at least i tried to do so,since the daydreaming was opposing me to do so.

i have written this post after an hour since this happened,i have seem to calm down for now,althought dpdr related questions still seem to pop up in my mind,not that i'm surpried,since what i experienced was a ""not alive"" feeling

this was straight up,the most horrible panic attack i have ever experienced in my entire life,it even managed to beat the 8 days of dpdr which i thought were unbeatable

like i said on the top,i only suspect that i have ADHD but i cannot actually prove that i have it,so i have decided that i will take a few psychological tests to prove whether or not i suffer from ADHD,but for now only one thing is sure

today i seem to have discovered a horrible thing,i seem to have discovered that ADHD daydremaing + dpdr seems to be one of the deadliest synergies when it comes to panic attacks,the combination of the 2 ensured that i was not capable of taking back control over my mind and the situation that was happening around,the ADHD made me unable to regain control over my mind while dpdr kept increasing the sense of unreality that i was experiencing

i'm still paralized to what just happened,and i don't think it's going to be easy to recover from this trauma, i'm still shaking from the fear of what just took place and i'm scared of what's going to happen tonight when i go to sleep and what's going to happen tomorrow",10.968611632270166,6.909253091575093,10.573873849727509,66.69145135352454,59.750915750915745,13.840471723398554,41.83561154292862,11.450811084017134,4.570106557669972,4424,166,842,87,41,1460,348,1092,0.086,0.8590000000000001,0.056,-0.9886,4,1,1,0,0,0,103.0,0,8,2,11,47,30,2,9,45,0,98,7,5,5,12,140,183,55,0,15,29,3,10,5,0,4,1,1,4,0,68,25,1,8,46,3,0,23,20,16,0,7,77,20,107,14,152,93,10,139,0,4,6,0,36,52,0,25,64,575,175,4,0.0365561109031806,0.0,0.035673490959110134,0.0,0.2636000482598829,0.0,0.09721435993845576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04034057740694266,0.05846781736382885,0.03041761272043352,0.0,0.0,0.024859408976619982,0.1916613483400577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03008256449080525,0.09762806714823287,0.0341750289822395,0.12476356069166104,0.034345669547123155,0.11243757124193893,0.0,0.022284265905024657,0.0,0.031106557893815195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362090442834913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031489852643818685,0.07665677354573958,0.07900833818003353,0.08200157361423993,0.02918707995837282,0.0,0.0,0.04715133464190298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03740959346456889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06475572766330037,0.0,0.0,0.024144966482657727,0.06613419037754628,0.0,0.0,0.03285427532814044,0.0,0.0,0.04113578796987477,0.03696773612176437,0.026115692933488557,0.21059759538465544,0.0,0.0,0.031094609259547507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03819811829815114,0.0,0.18698112235965503,0.0,0.058474522707116214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939586888596342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255134867474258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03666875983898598,0.0,0.10800121671555082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0200902825274962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03738110015079185,0.05164132444710697,0.08929734633404297,0.0,0.06455943133301441,0.0,0.030697926266876664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918055205274669,0.02440148789072632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03878025675397118,0.4060237614004858,0.0,0.029178738957277205,0.0,0.026872947713867668,0.10842357213563628,0.05638865268257025,0.0,0.038877838665568716,0.0,0.0,0.03507657433536495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17339956779307,0.05560513924663031,0.0,0.2144535984539055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458006596670492,0.0,0.10367202234830314,0.0,0.10503194760857663,0.03719070694763372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349797664655687,0.20475605235283292,0.038881923726166785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04141094746537426,0.031218718972119718,0.03477323273408911,0.0,0.03659904427919256,0.0,0.0,0.2995137937327376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18143755619722615,0.08218120059236117,0.036582511289284934,0.0,0.0,0.028142680143258023,0.03615492842058105,0.0,0.051749206901082916,0.03896395027746512,0.1459687869436677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10336110570733692,0.0,0.08245693780517008,0.11752966889242628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285876719212378,0.09369471918277897,0.0,0.1741288121994775,0.04263232448820232,0.0,0.034650918742360814,0.03493093054570557,0.04061518428719196,0.049638399394236206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029016539288042324,0.029323107135913632,0.0,0.0,0.06777576209450306,0.0,0.08162718465883709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745076001725354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,she-explores-life,2019/01/31,"Advice to give your loved ones if you have anxiety or panic disorder I've had panic disorder for over 20 years. I kind of think the hardest part has been teaching my loved ones (especially romantic partners) what to do when I have an attack (or what not to do.) Anyway, I've started writing about it a lot, and I put together some info for loved ones. You might find it useful, especially if you have loved ones who ""don't get it"". I'd love feedback. What do tell your family or the people you are dating or married to. Have you found it as challenging as I have? [http://sheexploreslife.com/how-to-support-someone-with-anxiety-panic-disorder/](http://sheexploreslife.com/how-to-support-someone-with-anxiety-panic-disorder/)",9.145486725663718,12.697232265486731,7.926734513274336,58.3584203539823,62.6283185840708,8.059823008849557,25.45929203539823,8.841846274778883,2.045598938053097,598,16,87,10,10,183,70,113,0.126,0.6729999999999999,0.202,0.9042,0,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,7,0,1,3,10,1,2,4,0,14,5,0,1,0,17,25,10,0,2,7,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,8,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,3,0,4,3,0,12,7,11,21,3,6,0,0,0,5,17,1,0,9,4,66,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784941123945242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443049689235682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555846100125234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3794706289128703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404423938552212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008734910785388,0.0,0.0,0.121011781910361,0.0,0.0,0.057662232306506266,0.10587413830019064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493030663603028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383012551514804,0.498052892014231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708200683601105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991502979100035,0.0,0.0,0.5179678482168099,0.0,0.11951676807103682,0.0,0.07651462115543907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094937636383688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811837134794491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504864578629649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646567287172206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071875401348983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532170179181863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107276649780178
anxiety,fayaaaaaaz,2019/01/31,"Ever feel like sadness is an unacceptable emotion to have? I get that everyone gets upset from time to time. But ever feel like for yourself nobody can see you upset and if they do you're too embarrassed to have them remain in your life. 

Like the only emotion the world should be allowed to see you have is happiness, the rest should be swept up into a corner. 

It's not a good way to live, I get that, but also you're too embarrassed, ashamed, disgusted to let other see you in such a weak state, every once in a while it slips through, so you mask it with a dark sense of humor and ""I'm just fucking with yall"". 

Or is this juuuuust me? ",5.862406593406598,5.085157438461542,6.720549450549452,79.95730769230772,66.92307692307692,9.582417582417582,30.10989010989011,8.841846274778883,2.1526043956043948,497,15,104,7,7,166,85,130,0.194,0.7340000000000001,0.073,-0.9518,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,6,2,0,8,15,2,5,9,0,13,3,0,1,2,19,23,9,0,3,6,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,9,0,0,0,5,11,6,17,18,1,14,0,1,3,1,8,7,1,2,8,74,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984928453227335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3934267674635581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163729937058602,0.1473416369909852,0.16710271958554776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17684639791616344,0.24986470413875206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16167121227827733,0.27409845733939064,0.0,0.0,0.14667875172549802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18616009894870003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788238503444333,0.12352098302706273,0.256308592832932,0.0,0.15441982767289067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18623857837454144,0.0,0.1330020392512466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4180636129988376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20394467748034206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880943199175305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FrenchFriesOnMars,2019/01/31,About to take my driver’s test... I’m taking my driver’s test for the second time later this afternoon and I’m terrified that my anxiety will get the best of me and that I’ll choke like last time. Literally I put my left turn signal on and slowed wayyyy down when the examiner told me to turn right. She grabbed the wheel and it was an instant fail. How can I keep calm this time?,3.0394092827004218,4.280608911392406,4.182974683544305,88.52399789029535,73.81012658227849,7.79831223628692,22.02742616033755,8.344100000000001,0.9270995780590718,300,7,67,5,6,98,55,79,0.146,0.75,0.104,-0.5719,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,5,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,12,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,1,9,3,7,9,1,13,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,9,37,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826607296357562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25057758476113345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474906358731125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21223245772497412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946319042966204,0.0,0.0,0.25942761737509223,0.0,0.0,0.11665245129672128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400328647252718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20391087999514695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3590552357294177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4176914567054255,0.0,0.0,0.22815788158973754,0.0,0.0,0.5194330258042854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bekakm,2019/01/31,Catastrophizing an injury I recently had surgery and just got released to go back to working out. I have had a bit of hip pain that got worse yesterday during my workout and I’m sure I just came back too hard and have irritated it. Of course my anxiety says I need hip surgery and will never be able to work out again when really I’m sure some ice and rest will do just fine.. this is one of my biggest issues with anxiety. Anyone else? ,2.535340909090909,4.56113185227273,3.8522727272727297,87.03590909090912,77.06818181818181,7.581818181818183,24.63636363636364,8.472884824447931,1.5965863636363635,345,12,72,7,8,113,60,88,0.182,0.769,0.049,-0.8859999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,8,4,0,0,2,0,9,3,2,0,3,17,16,6,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,9,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,5,2,7,3,9,8,3,12,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,7,47,10,2,0.19359511126686904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961994604520665,0.0,0.0,0.13536620310833736,0.19836106950470705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977253813023336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113557208092036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22142123296318653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617238738813727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002456313405157,0.0,0.3096713914601972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17342319373997675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020629985736484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14354832196963566,0.1493124845690466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311850576752903,0.0,0.2059988478581777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240219855636955,0.0,0.19115181688778707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15395460281821213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649222025299833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818790934178553,0.0,0.1972899576740038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Billy-Roo,2019/01/31,"Don't Feed the Monkey Mind - The Intolerance of Uncertainty My library doesn't carry ""Don't Feed the Monkey Mind"", I'm searching for a pdf to d/l,  I'm trying to understand the Intolerance of Uncertainty. Does anyone know where I can obtain a gratis copy? Thx",2.9752000000000014,5.465454120000004,5.3020000000000005,74.861,77.8,8.0,24.0,8.841846274778883,2.128000000000001,206,7,37,5,5,72,32,50,0.105,0.813,0.081,-0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,6,0,4,2,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,18,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609558022470974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265969498558816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20510542819286826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7536676439064882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533838224681322,0.0,0.0,0.3885228255638397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sadpanda8420,2019/01/31,"I’m shaking and crying, but I did it... I made a phone call! I have intense anxiety all the time but phone calls and money issues are the worst.  This call was a combination of the two.  My bank cashed the same check twice and $400 come out of my account, rather than just $200, which put my account at -$187.  I hyperventilated then realized I had to call ASAP.  And I did it!!!  Dude on the phone could tell I was stressed and he was really nice.  Thank you bank dude for making this less stressful than it could’ve been.",0.9327142857142868,3.2732235333333364,2.31964285714286,94.01660714285715,85.09523809523809,5.404761904761906,18.27380952380953,6.816661863887847,-0.058190476190476126,401,10,90,5,12,129,69,105,0.174,0.743,0.083,-0.8785,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,3,7,0,10,0,0,2,1,17,15,8,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,4,0,2,8,0,11,2,9,6,4,8,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,0,2,59,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316376401329068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7028351868356404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482282048362104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747773078252101,0.0,0.1890173644730658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17960259785630822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282243610894706,0.1148620409973524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17298386976655755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023626767776852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.394224866759582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15040197556643786,0.1584244269103064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033887738946744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16809321150847462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Orangerrific,2019/01/31,"I have a job orientation tomorrow after being unemployed since October! Like the title says, I lost my job at a movie theater in October bc we got hit hard by Hurricane Michael and our building took too much damage for anyone to go back to work. I've been too anxious to go back into the work force bc of all the trauma from the storm. 

BUT, my new job at Target is an overnight job! No customer service! My literal dream come true! It's only until April and then they said I can stay with them and do stocking in an early morning shift which I'm also okay with. 👍",3.24754385964912,4.7638304210526385,4.669298245614037,84.14675438596494,73.73684210526315,7.522807017543862,26.701754385964907,8.167268648758528,1.7271649122807011,444,16,88,7,9,148,87,114,0.105,0.8079999999999999,0.08800000000000001,0.5136,6,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,2,3,5,6,0,0,8,1,6,0,0,0,2,11,15,7,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,8,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,3,0,0,5,3,10,3,16,8,2,19,0,2,0,0,6,5,0,0,10,55,12,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675416233724408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19318913056606046,0.0,0.11957200600103594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629875128524657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14730730903229552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19437433304969293,0.0,0.13676984589865934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15318860015597302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6787918765361349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354533722960998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866742405883763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257097534964958,0.0,0.0,0.16515953710757936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005845920328651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16266672944936414,0.13599155675019858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145868121983562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822706104586432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18999496666020246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24899013103552475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mental-health--,2019/01/31,"I can finally cook without crying from fear I'm not sure if phobias/fears are allowed here, but I strongly associate mine with my anxiety, so I thought I would give this sub a shot. (Sorry if this doesn't belong here, I'll remove this asap if it doesn't).

For most of my life, fire and heat have given me uncontrollable anxiety, and for a long time I thought I would never be able to sit by a campfire without wanting to cry. Recently, however, I'm proud to say that I've made some big steps to overcome that fear! I started small, mostly by having a friend light a candle and leaving it on my desk while I work. After I grew comfortable with that, I tried lighting them myself. Regular lighters are still a no-go for me, but grill lighters are okay. After I grew comfortable with those, I moved on to cooking. Open stoves don't stress me out as much as ovens do, weirdly. Starting was very rough, but as I got myself into a routine of making myself dinner, I found that my hands didn't even shake while I worked.  Just this afternoon I made myself brownies in the oven for the first time (without having a breakdown!!). A year ago, I couldn't so much as look at my stove without getting shaky, but as I eat my victory brownies, I can firmly say that I've made progress. Small progress, I think, but still progress. If you've read this far, thank you for listening to me ramble. If you have a fear, like me, know that it doesn't define you! You can overcome it, despite what your brain may tell you. Whoever you are, whatever you're doing, know that I believe in you.",6.300079954311818,5.843448469255666,6.315652008376169,82.15675613934897,65.92556634304208,9.212335808109652,33.06320197982105,8.4952907291091,2.430934361317342,1223,46,246,15,17,388,167,309,0.047,0.757,0.196,0.9936,2,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,8,1,8,8,17,0,7,12,1,24,7,2,5,2,47,46,22,0,9,16,0,3,1,1,3,1,3,4,0,18,9,4,0,6,3,0,6,12,8,0,1,10,9,46,9,37,31,5,37,0,0,1,0,15,12,0,10,19,168,64,4,0.10240254771917102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077367993687242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15667533743413414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153726044460944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431510981045273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22496878043262114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104783371140776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763591698708356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4609253431479549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217698562936324,0.0,0.08710355477756113,0.0,0.1122791080365417,0.07911595434732888,0.0,0.05350110467397437,0.09823385479348157,0.05819772773644315,0.0,0.08190067206178421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255552433694803,0.0,0.0,0.10842951227395516,0.0,0.0,0.07232994785717152,0.05002871226310659,0.0,0.0,0.09062303231121503,0.08599234934342878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29068729992569925,0.06835449577136138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883770226513452,0.15055531032348926,0.0,0.07897915771784493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243025930289697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011101619372748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628692321671864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146312683515478,0.14496210067729967,0.0,0.16355761377458686,0.0,0.1173017724302169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651318934094584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950434028155088,0.09427850772363082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561541774479399,0.0,0.1625923688268869,0.11942349814904635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952460802154536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449282633068836,0.060399675803292516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3948496070313753,0.0,0.14910054869602712,0.0,0.0,0.14548766365414384,0.0,0.0,0.06594388333173815
anxiety,boston_throwaway_404,2019/01/31,"I'm worried I won't sleep tonight... I generally struggle to fall asleep. Once I'm out, I'm out for the night, but every so often I end up having a sleepless night...

Usually this is an issue the day before an important event, for instance, if I have an interview, or a test the following day; however, tomorrow I don't have anything stressful like, instead I just have an amazing date planned with my girlfriend. For some reason I got it into my head that if I can't sleep tonight I'll totally ruin the date, so I'm paranoid that my worry will come true :(

Any advice on getting some sleep with this anxiety? I was wondering about going to the gym today to tire myself out, but then if I still can't sleep that might backfire and make me even more tired tomorrow!",6.722731788079472,5.995304344370863,7.3222433774834474,76.18415976821194,65.15894039735099,10.463907284768213,36.09354304635762,9.827888789773867,3.433350331125828,600,26,115,11,8,199,95,151,0.163,0.727,0.11,-0.8175,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,8,6,0,2,11,0,12,8,6,2,2,25,23,10,0,3,7,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,2,1,0,4,4,3,0,0,2,0,15,3,15,18,4,26,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,9,17,78,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13763925460121998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578440600392804,0.0,0.1077516374389214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590945599457347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985494801940375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133179970111665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18167618486886414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475334621621187,0.0,0.0,0.09303162736898543,0.0,0.11867415249378635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358952248416747,0.0,0.08004961803848101,0.0,0.11265246549368815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455511375847424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470132249997969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881332765696588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402001573824434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494220502728942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643607169513137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15000312132814542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448196414194437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5638161578614612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248484278658936,0.0,0.1613458539274848,0.14724942467879354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237780377505093,0.13351152766137395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15512892837757827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527483300862162,0.0,0.2860847313263954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,urboymach,2019/01/31,"Random Anxiety? Never experienced anything like this and it is really fucking with my head. Last Sunday I was in the car and felt disconnected from everything all of a sudden and then got a bit shortness of breath. Only lasted about 10-15 minutes and then I calmed myself down. Fast forward to last night, I get home and start feeling disconnected from reality and then sick to my stomach and I go throw up. Minutes after I started shaking uncontrollably, but controlled my breathing the best I could. Is this anxiety? I’ve never had this before and i’m pretty healthy in my social life and I do things like working out etc. I’m 17 and this happened out of nowhere. Help me out if you can because I can’t stop thinking about it and it worries me to think that I might be mentally messed up or something.",3.0176948051948083,5.637299000000002,4.178035714285716,82.25133928571431,78.48051948051949,6.447402597402598,28.456168831168828,7.6454224807358475,2.0125467532467542,642,29,114,10,16,209,102,154,0.158,0.741,0.101,-0.6462,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,3,2,8,1,2,4,0,10,7,4,1,3,30,23,17,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,9,15,0,2,4,0,0,5,3,4,0,0,4,3,17,4,20,16,4,30,0,0,0,1,3,10,1,4,19,82,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426708955306925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305216892997227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668657177206554,0.0,0.13496457344390794,0.0,0.16645035584594256,0.0,0.1731599442011968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17789347574801234,0.12663637712992487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768909568723057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14254753838748618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019747401644987,0.0,0.15228950931840873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663146095903676,0.08286665403591524,0.0,0.09014114754079466,0.0,0.12685410326404492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025741129914054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16277858853511454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631226664720587,0.0,0.15909775511902055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3878625028654701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203022446061156,0.15497668753691685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598405626777059,0.16825907992493125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446580712131101,0.0,0.0,0.14884379822551627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062928861059714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16136236983850805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160898421726554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616818972631915,0.0,0.12210495401223267,0.0,0.0,0.2245285273705536,0.0,0.0,0.13260422264999933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053727691901382,0.2032604805008779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546923807135084,0.16107513444514213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,m0thwings,2019/01/31,that's called anxiety when you're riding in the car and doing absolutely nothing wrong and you feel yourself dissociating--,12.619999999999996,12.189532904761903,11.704761904761904,48.548571428571464,53.28571428571429,14.114285714285714,44.80952380952381,13.023866798666859,6.308580952380954,105,5,14,3,1,34,19,21,0.079,0.79,0.132,0.2806,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825157093238438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5105786987649462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528263110604702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4797849056614305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5466959165962166,0.0,0.0
anxiety,slukenz,2019/01/31,"Are Therapists supposed to give you advice or just listen? Hi,
I recently started seeing a Therapist and we’ve had a couple of sessions. All that’s happened so far is I’ve talked a lot while he nodded and took notes. I feel like eventually I started just saying things to say them.

I thought they were supposed to note and tell you when you displayed an unhealthy thought pattern in the session or something. Maybe I just have to be more patient, but Im doing this without insurance (long story, I don’t want my parents in my business about this) and I don’t want to cough up 200 bucks an hour just to wallow in my own feelings and feel worse afterwards and also pay for that privelege.

...Is something else supposed to happen? I could have turned off my lights and talked to the wall for the same result as that combined $600 so far",3.997083529966969,5.755678042944787,4.357668711656442,86.15263331760265,72.25153374233129,6.487777253421425,29.716375648890985,7.010146845296331,1.6540074563473341,663,28,125,6,13,208,106,163,0.055,0.915,0.031,-0.6868,1,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,2,0,9,1,0,0,8,0,12,1,0,1,1,27,28,16,0,3,8,1,3,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,6,7,0,0,5,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,5,8,17,1,19,21,5,17,0,0,1,0,15,8,0,3,9,86,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14879351767147872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176783832609983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157278290264355,0.16848050258454178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12719951227914758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23097226055209816,0.10877955149618572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460683492573323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692983517186839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14995229043932332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16447445327139865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438994866998687,0.0,0.0,0.13475147404346222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945193004306413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529726342077476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16907444703505292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15034526007727528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421776070732872,0.0,0.0,0.12133705845767065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344451002453476,0.0,0.0,0.21555068560959528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447728402645439,0.13308804040906086,0.0,0.0,0.35358736882760994,0.10115940682241656,0.0,0.0,0.24176592648544465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16917420272736752,0.0,0.1656227353027892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17962200422273158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14677992232217288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15517304768567886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Fruitlessfire,2019/01/31,"Social anxiety I have severe social anxiety, it's affects my walk and everything. I had accumulated over 18 absences last year and almost failed. I'm a senior now and it's only gotten worse. I had been told to put my phone up, normally I would be fine but it was a new principle, I didn't know her so I started crying and heaving and ended up having to go home. I've missed 2 days this semester already, it has only been 2 weeks. ",1.5495707070707068,3.7571973409090913,4.314242424242424,81.5469191919192,81.27272727272728,7.092929292929293,23.41414141414141,8.167268648758528,1.652344444444445,338,12,65,7,9,120,63,88,0.193,0.79,0.017,-0.9104,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,11,0,0,1,0,11,18,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,8,0,9,1,5,8,0,15,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,1,9,40,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013334894645664,0.0,0.2218757483614225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076221394496026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22085600286370707,0.1296676737466778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17808031589441914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18070060950711211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426756636101995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20168051757633207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049783511064663,0.16389150236142602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941859099449188,0.0,0.0,0.19699703314066294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058318119403991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20212177935631914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271416338858011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4099126187967869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231196906854152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19212234563740907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612789592581116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20489827624591533,0.14282792394057195,0.0,0.0,0.12947665412019532
anxiety,littlefe11as,2019/01/31,"Xanax/Etizolam for anxiety relief Hi, this is not the first anxiety related post I've made (first was about coffee increasing my anxiety, obvious reasons for that). I've found that coffee, as soothing initially and enjoyable as it is, causes me to freeze up when making plans that would cause anxiety in the future. Recently I was prescribed xanax and also got a supply of etizolam, and what a turn around. I emailed an old boss to resume part time hours and take on a new project that could build my resume, reconnected with a friend whom I haven't seen in a while and am not planning to meet tomorrow, actually got some reading done for class (and surprisingly retained most the info with my annotations), and hung out again (close friends but still beats sitting at home reflecting on that interview coming up). 

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Most of all, though, I am incredibly anxious about starting work again and interviews. I haven't had a chance to use these for those situations, but I was the type of anxious who would think about an extending family gathering 7 MONTHS before the holidays it was so bad. They weren't even bad holidays, they're good people, I would literally have trouble breathing for a few hours during these meetings and feel just so judged and awkward. Can't eat either. I'd gradually lead up to faking illness in hopes of not having to attend those few hours of what should just be straight up fun. The only times when I am not anxious is when I'm alone and with close friends doing something, but the former situation leads me to think about upcoming anxiety inducing events. I think xanax would be PERFECT for this working evironment, even now I have no fear of returning to work cause I know xanax can pull me though. I am hesitant, though, due to the potential of abuse, I have been addicted to video games when I was little but have long since gotten over such things. But xanax really does make me feel like I can live my life again.

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Last note, I play chess competitively (not in person just online because I've been too anxious to meet my university club) and used to play at around a 1950 level on lichess (which is considered quite good). On 3mg of etizolam that dropped quick to 1700, then when I drank coffee and waited a little I managed to bring it back up a good amount and could probably bring it all the way back. It's clear that I am not quite as quick with my calculations and analytical ability under xanax but am far more ambitious and proactive. 

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What do you guys think? I was initially considering only taking xanax for those interview days and maybe work days when things are light, otherwise take a break and drink coffee to get shit done, but unless I'm doing serious calculations like in chess xanax seems to beat coffee for me every day. Hell xanax has given me the courage to even seek help online and with friends. The biggest fear is development of tolerance ad increase dosage, repeat. 

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TL:DR, xanax is changing my life for the better but I'm concerned, help!",9.81090934065934,8.381853239285713,8.8875,69.70596153846154,59.464285714285715,12.615384615384615,38.32417582417583,11.51311941424646,4.32160576923077,2434,94,431,56,26,763,283,560,0.128,0.7120000000000001,0.16,0.9595,0,1,2,0,1,0,74.0,0,1,1,17,35,29,2,3,25,0,48,18,2,13,5,91,82,45,0,8,19,0,3,2,4,5,13,0,1,2,27,30,3,2,13,11,0,9,11,10,0,2,20,5,35,19,69,53,13,84,1,0,1,0,22,29,2,5,43,281,62,16,0.0,0.07152755909610764,0.058911572147614735,0.06581127326418508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06252422251218406,0.0,0.04827717933311966,0.0,0.2616397512537317,0.29342045063306305,0.0,0.0,0.2309111337661923,0.27279977858508303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748266694780398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284028437130684,0.10081142032039138,0.03680046733091689,0.0,0.051369691621320386,0.0,0.0,0.053391598357674784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18604720823510285,0.06386254530674647,0.052002668538115984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963996917888841,0.0,0.0,0.11679930298089128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05282944110958465,0.1235571795834058,0.0,0.05913877428858439,0.0,0.061772701246313476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961974256250185,0.0,0.050863604029434066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056910652341611224,0.13586413191879612,0.06104890200310326,0.043127725576385285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269991904607348,0.0,0.0661916458826816,0.18656419080651954,0.0,0.031540383931082286,0.0,0.0,0.15190431095360765,0.09656543193953628,0.0,0.0,0.05977493968138273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092832383900016,0.0,0.060555169475677975,0.05996017735315229,0.17835432696680098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03317730047617632,0.049208906345469934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528101761757079,0.05898662474248345,0.12101147535822833,0.053307056507916416,0.05342478906767344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05712273979772103,0.08059373925761315,0.0,0.060648915150563365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04818607147891344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05830489145810905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06334725709786355,0.0,0.0,0.09182690239822099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06537389553573145,0.0,0.0418523603934695,0.05271200437712716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0578169484117262,0.0,0.06508814326299822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842002244510733,0.06038547660391121,0.0,0.03867401683276424,0.062069530239357636,0.05960724262179331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05495779761976608,0.0,0.0,0.06196805453567606,0.04993797632744314,0.13571488513484278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04647511323147911,0.0,0.0,0.042729587909260174,0.0,0.04821087307204313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617024042162404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021314809447576,0.15472842888613314,0.17793712019682106,0.0,0.07040346185311781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06566428872984878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427910787417996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047918213266567394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17579781123642302,0.0,0.0,0.1715380195175692,0.0,0.29342045063306305,0.0
anxiety,Searching4humanity,2019/01/31,"(Needing Advice) I have an upcoming Unemployment Appeal phone hearing against Walmart.  

*Backstory:*

My family in California was in hardship (Mom lost her job and became Ill), so I moved from WA to CA. I went on an approved leave of absence and attempted to transfer to the Walmart in CA.

After a month, the store in CA gave me an interview for a Cashier position.

A week before the interview, my grandmother passed away from a long time illness and I was grieving.

I did not mention that at my interview because I need to support my family. In hindsight, I wish I had rescheduled so I would have been in a better mental state.

Description of the Interview:

Assistant manager Edith comes in and we shake hands.

**Edith**: ""So I heard you are an EX-Associate for Walmart?

**Me**: ""No, I am a current Associate that just moved from WA. My family was experiencing hardship here so I moved back. I have 5 years of Experience working for the company and I would make a great additon to your store. In the past 3 years I have worked in the Fresh Areas (Bakery, Deli...ect)

**Edith**: ""Oh, so you have experience in the positions we do not offer here?""

That comment made me feel awkward.

**Me**: ""Yes, but I still have great experience with customers and I can complete any job you give me.""

**Edith**: ""We have a Cashiering Position available.""

**Me**: ""I have not been a Cashier for nearly 3 years and I am not Bilingual, so I feel a bit nervous about being a cashier again. I am looking for other positions besides Cashiering, but I am willing to retrain and do my best.""

*(SIDENOTE)*....This city in CA is a Sancuary STATE. Nearly everyone in the town speaks Spanish...so a Bilingual Cashier is something that is essential and I already knew that I was not bilingual.

**Edith**: ""Would you rather wait for a backroom job to become available, instead of taking this Cashier positon?""

**Me**: ""No, I need to complete this transfer and start working so that I can support my family. I would love to take the cashier position as long as I could be retrained. I am excited to work here because I grew up in this town.""

She looked at me, unsure.

**Edith**: ""So you came here to help your family? Do you think your hardship would interfere with work and has it in the past?""

**Me**: ""I have missed work in the past, but only for emergencies. I am ready to work hard here and do my best.""

**Edith**: ""How is your customer service?""

**Me**: ""I go above and beyond for customer service (going above and beyond is a saying Walmart teaches Associates.)

EDITH STARES BLANKLY AT ME.

**ME**: ""Even though I can not speak spanish, I really care about people and I have a lot of experience so I hope that you will concider me for the job. Will you hire me as a Cashier?""

EDITH STARES AT ME NERVOUSLY.

**Edith**: ""I have a few more interviews for today, but we will get back to you soon.""

**ME**: ""That sounds great!""

We shake hands and walk together and have small talk. I express to her how excited I am to work there.

She walks me to the door and I leave...not feeling good about how everything went down.

*ONE WEEK LATER,* I have not been called back.

I call the store and talk to an associate that has been helping me with my transfer and I tell her that I haven't recieved any news about the Cashier Position.

**Associate**: ""Edith turned you down for the job because *she said* that YOU SAID that you are bad with customers and would rather work in the backroom.""

**Me**: ""I said THAT? I did not say that I was bad with customers and I did not turn down a job. I said I was not bilingual, but I did express that I was willing to retrain and take the position.""

**Associate**: ""Well, she said you turned down the job...so we passed you up.'

**Me**: ""Can you have Edith call me so we can discuss this?""

**15 minutes late, I call Edith.**

**Me**: ""Hello Edith, I just talked to an associate who said that you passed me up on a job because I said I was bad with customers and I wanted a back room postion. I apologize for any miscommunication we had. I believe that because of my 5 years experience with the company, that I would make a great additon to your store and I did not mean to express that I did not want the job.""

EDITH SOUNDS ANNOYED.

**Edith**: ""Yes, you told me that you were bad with customers and wanted a backroom job.I passed you up and we have no other positions available.""

**Me**: ""I do not know what to do...my LOA is over and I cannot get an extention any longer. I have no more PTO, and I need to take care of my family. I thought that I would be great at the store.""

**Edith**: ""Well, we have no other positions available...so Keep doing what you are doing.""

I thanked her and she hung up. I felt so confused and defeated.

I called my store in WA and told them that the Manager here is not going to hire me because they said that I turned down the job...even though I did not. I expressed that I would apply for unemployment for now. They told me that they would deny my unemployment and probably fire me if the manager said I turned down the job. I told them that I did not turn down the job and I didn't know what to do.

I applied for Unemployment under the reason that I had been LAID OFF, because I felt that I had been.

I recieved Unemployment for 3 weeks and then my case was DENIED when Edith told unemployment that I turned down a job.

Walmart in WA fired me a month later and said I quit because I did not accept the job in CA.

I have a phone hearing next month and I feel that I was treated unfairly, fired and now I have to pay back $700 in unemployment.

**What do you think of the interview? Am I in the wrong?**

I felt she didn't want to hire me because I am not bilingual and I haven't been a cashier in a long time and also my family is in hardship so she thought I would call in.",-0.13185856750268246,1.9944174073410927,1.5465166557543562,93.87285221163654,103.6642793196061,4.80122039756455,21.2241790153975,6.548210646343621,0.6782127224219106,4392,175,907,72,201,1417,312,1117,0.115,0.8140000000000001,0.071,-0.9917,30,0,1,0,0,0,311.0,10,26,5,17,50,38,1,6,67,2,111,5,2,7,0,139,192,69,1,25,28,1,13,0,0,16,2,19,2,0,43,60,0,3,17,0,7,19,28,16,2,1,61,37,194,22,123,111,8,116,0,4,4,1,109,57,0,4,38,659,237,47,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03301160389577573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0372795305378568,0.02701563689717504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918922985903996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03173951685938831,0.1298822469877107,0.1128270029063521,0.18534000310550924,0.0373098185842208,0.028746189307903125,0.03806100446640775,0.07090473177398514,0.02987763689833495,0.036881445327001335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20697260170680296,0.03863787110423643,0.06888646932220467,0.0,0.0,0.029100399615643955,0.07084005024281465,0.0,0.0,0.026972361541651297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04462568823672102,0.0,0.0,0.03228036819746348,0.03036128977627817,0.1652275148101589,0.22292815743095884,0.0,0.06832524154349694,0.0,0.0973087148597718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0352996414310004,0.032406993011881526,0.05759765897492131,0.028334931497146682,0.0,0.18622513760766385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030262242317674663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615005621090154,0.0,0.04528703295702969,0.0,0.0,0.03355337660648503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5028547546151562,0.0300271979695788,0.0,0.0,0.03713165993846528,0.0,0.03810782656784823,0.035770503498320984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968863069659166,0.05673712937574124,0.0,0.03687729437700638,0.02872044363895328,0.030489781263274767,0.031965562575615364,0.04509980131493697,0.0,0.0,0.0367987517586455,0.0,0.0,0.03404454188657676,0.0,0.0,0.0395653391477649,0.08089396036954799,0.10771549169531834,0.0,0.10019638111967982,0.0,0.0,0.03592778455197581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0228917131452448,0.02569290798313883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674688240320688,0.023420344504344482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0364229573681442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03593155963778528,0.0,0.0,0.021641761398276768,0.034733758568499085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213463651086404,0.05372996997612228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026007210884323246,0.0,0.0,0.023911236067815617,0.0,0.02697853228795807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667134788403226,0.0,0.0,0.10160012997853833,0.08145862978820459,0.02952715778216367,0.031102138335032132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0432925774682788,0.06638173834469098,0.053638633762622415,0.03939737963156263,0.0,0.032021603716517924,0.1614018409873174,0.0,0.0,0.25721755582226075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970253741104717,0.0,0.0812942008918796,0.0,0.06074856319131429,0.06263293078927781,0.0,0.0,0.038847896967330015,0.0,0.0,0.22134479018644965,0.0,0.0,0.2639771940230546,0.036935564969092505,0.0,0.08701859336786508
anxiety,Black_Guns_Matter,2019/01/31,"Dear Boy in my Class, I never thought I would be accepted to this university, but here I am, starting my senior year. A semester early, at that. I got here by going above and beyond. I ask questions. I desire to learn. I am not in these seats, because I am skating by, on previous knowledge, or by cheating on exams, as you may be. So when the girl on the other side of the room raised her hand to ask a question, and you leaned towards me and rolled your eyes, clearly annoyed at her thirst for knowledge, just know, you made me feel things. I was mad, and I was anxious. Do you do that when I ask questions? Are you so high and mighty that you belittle those of us who were not born all-knowing? Tell me, what does it look like, from up there on your high horse? Is it nice? Do we all look very small?

Oh, now you have a question? I hope you look at me. Because you'll see me rolling my eyes, just like you did to her. And I hope it makes you question yourself, like you did to me. ",1.6221012101210128,3.3356193069306954,2.7480528052805298,95.34840484048406,78.70297029702971,5.478987898789879,23.598459845984607,6.139981653823899,0.31734565456545605,748,25,171,5,18,239,116,202,0.085,0.7509999999999999,0.165,0.951,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,2,14,0,0,11,11,3,0,6,0,19,4,4,2,3,35,36,13,0,4,6,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,1,2,13,7,1,0,12,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,8,8,41,8,25,23,1,27,0,0,6,0,31,17,0,9,12,125,54,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497497138272366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33508452380600723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566410722542927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455510395082676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060411147278446785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790151693329115,0.0,0.09555664949730984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524679627969456,0.0,0.2373351844879336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132283920622764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17511124153857027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009916980703675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305200040102616,0.07975180703110624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214800686792372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6692077650683029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520767850604897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456641622161983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442814030048614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937519175949988,0.0,0.0,0.0948513706163945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14371608734638278,0.0,0.0,0.09858101511826313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487301344422367,0.0,0.0,0.0769392532123395
anxiety,Timperz,2019/01/31,"Finally made a formal phone call today. Not sure if anyone will read this, but I finally found the will to make a phone call to student finance services about my application status. And it went well! 
My English was understandable for the service operator and I finally found out what was wrong with my financing and how to fix it. A small victory over my anxiety for today. ",4.73,7.105743376811597,5.99644927536232,72.55380434782613,71.7536231884058,9.817391304347826,31.78985507246377,10.125756701596842,3.833742028985508,299,14,50,9,6,100,48,69,0.113,0.85,0.038,-0.6512,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,3,1,15,10,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,1,2,1,1,1,1,0,6,0,6,2,9,2,0,9,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,5,36,10,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603460042591156,0.0,0.0,0.12433842602488768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631556434387821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5843913279646411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899488929928052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682610309185966,0.11869866274876735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17787176493747694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16759667938606304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371120430158328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851206839984611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598848111184428,0.16484429890960736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944222387626997,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MarinoNY,2019/01/31,"My anxiety / back story and request for what works for you Hey guys, I am in recovery and have about 18 months clean off heroin (iv) after about 8 years of heavy useage. I am on bupernorphine, symbalta, and bupropion. 
I have been actually doing well managing my work life. But as I tend to do, build my life around my levels of Social Aniety mostly. 

What inspired me to join here and make the post was this phone call I needed to make just now to my pharmisist just to check if my prescriptions were ready. 
I have such a bad issue with phone calls. Incoming, outgoing, important or friendly.
I do have a girl friend who is amazing for 4 years, I couldn't of got clean with out her, but my anxiety is effecting our relationship because of my anxiety leads to my misanthropic behavior. 

How do you guys deal with going out and ""dealing"" with the general public, making phone calls, and doing the mundane things? I used to have narcotics that made me not care about anything, but now I choose to live a sober life because I didnt like who I became. 
Thank you.",6.370820895522388,6.683519975124376,6.675833333333332,77.03375000000003,65.66666666666666,10.282089552238807,31.17786069651741,10.125756701596842,2.9918189054726367,829,29,156,18,12,268,125,201,0.079,0.805,0.116,0.5637,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,3,0,4,13,9,0,0,6,0,19,4,0,8,0,35,30,13,0,3,8,0,0,1,2,0,4,0,2,3,7,13,0,0,3,0,1,2,3,1,1,0,6,0,28,8,30,23,1,17,0,0,0,0,25,7,0,3,8,112,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.13178561215069026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30992992384793816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113151726663198,0.12021975091593802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384219315569747,0.11275793748479372,0.16464582213098256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4136918128312153,0.0,0.13768860292829793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784534080615923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20867272077911128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674986853227257,0.0,0.10800878415585508,0.0,0.0,0.2674339431119921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095314840622727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28616137802444674,0.06597675267359146,0.0,0.11924827020817574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778398127119175,0.2704331647345377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779258973217944,0.0,0.0,0.10013504735096844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129336930951905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14498908092997573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13766259580157275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433239843961205,0.0,0.0,0.08971869565521744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663655852955444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142275367010767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196630486371102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17393065238349964
anxiety,PhysoTronic,2019/01/31,"People who practice mindfulness, I have question for you While you practice mindfulness you first focus on your breathing and then depending on how your thoughts are coming, you focus on them, explore them a little bit and you come back to breathing again. You will not ""cut off"" any thought that is not breathing. In my case, anxiety is connected with IBS (for those who dont know, I basically live on toilet when I am under stress). I start meditating, I start feeling butterflies and my stomach, I try to focus on it and think like; ""ok, it's just a damn feeling, you don't need actually to go..."" 5min later I need to run to get to toilet on time... Considering how much people wrote on reddit that mindfulness helped them out with their anxiety/ibs/similar problems, I believe I might be doing something wrong. I know anxiety/nervousness/over-analyzing is my main issue that is making things hard because when I am out, I start feeling ""butterflies"" and if I move, I will stop thinking about it and I am good, no problems at all. I need to do presentation in front of people, I think I need to go to toilet, my name is called out and moment I start talking, after 1-2min I don't have any problems. But everything is changed if I am left alone and I have time to ""think""... In that moment everything goes to hell. I went a bit to side with this post but my question is, how do you practice mindfulness when you have issues like this and how do you know that you are doing right thing? 

TLDR: How do you know when you are doing right thing? ",3.894909909909913,5.716918581081085,4.727432432432433,83.13626126126128,72.64864864864866,7.771171171171173,27.536036036036037,8.472884824447931,1.9908495495495493,1204,45,230,21,24,389,137,296,0.07200000000000001,0.883,0.044,-0.6959,0,1,1,0,0,0,53.0,0,15,4,1,13,12,3,1,3,1,32,4,4,7,1,63,61,24,0,9,7,0,4,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,16,17,0,1,16,0,0,9,6,8,0,1,4,4,47,4,36,53,5,52,1,0,0,0,28,21,2,6,23,168,63,0,0.0,0.0,0.0895233240449973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501318719850868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477034714275576,0.0,0.07017953009962419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054107163679486,0.0,0.055922801612185456,0.0,0.0,0.10335762218863047,0.0,0.0,0.20030887494013708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367503682800493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704693202735497,0.1580488035551717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751657633033096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648968944382809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13915688643278842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07803253076593443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04792946289212603,0.0,0.10427395280706432,0.07694571347972677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821794761305261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06149023269404151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915018517424276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016678294732783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967390537941392,0.0,0.0,0.08963737562308137,0.09194585313826588,0.08100657849845559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612360116402822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731981363734073,0.3705180287767392,0.0,0.0,0.0975032692085442,0.06743818845737254,0.2720910771962429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190799309115244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785990967931459,0.0,0.0,0.26334342204047856,0.0,0.0,0.20553572899235364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15668797303937834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07062460685015183,0.0,0.0,0.2597312959243291,0.0,0.0,0.0766973065678235,0.1050858852940586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373575132595024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18284050283544825,0.2351287323216931,0.0,0.14565988787932513,0.10698665303946507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06228426759717455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850423010091384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030140357352964,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kateaclysm91,2019/01/31,"Zoloft side effects after 4 months? I've been on Zoloft 150mg (depression and anxiety) since November 2018. I had all the typical symptoms starting the drug, brain zaps, stomach issues...etc. But all of those subsided over time. 

Lately though I've been feeling terribly numb and emotionless. I don't really care much about my failing business, my relationships....anything. Plus my sex drive is nill. Basically my life revolves around me just surviving the day. Has anyone felt like this using Zoloft? I'm trying to get a referral for a psychiatrist but the wait times are brutal. ",4.632245989304813,7.755968392156867,5.032245989304816,75.49965240641714,75.86274509803921,8.807130124777181,29.860962566844922,9.339509955726095,3.4715764705882366,464,21,73,13,11,147,84,102,0.14,0.8140000000000001,0.046,-0.8881,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,3,4,7,1,0,6,0,7,10,2,2,2,14,15,6,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,4,2,7,2,9,11,3,12,0,2,0,1,0,4,0,0,8,40,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17358409161104718,0.0,0.0,0.15865943419029152,0.0,0.18672604988813885,0.2019963351459549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25330450623355577,0.0,0.0,0.2313479521541376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14633696650641884,0.0,0.195435632261677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631413819826364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530625355441898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147315638836905,0.0,0.217867380256852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855012801773725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559622440883306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16027191644428088,0.11085584642589484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18111589747858228,0.0,0.16680357743418844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536315272833775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877007426257404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606067360453379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358444194510489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22293607696229872,0.0,0.2646239003880317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540557196260398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19597576261392166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LavenderBrown0,2019/01/31,"Had to quit a well paying job because I couldn't handle the pressure I'm in my first year of graduate school (MSc in an Engineering field). I was paying for my food and transport (thank god, no rent) by doing freelance work on the side. I interviewed for a position on a Wednesday and got the job the next Saturday and started working there Monday. It was very fast! I had classes from 9 a.m to 5 p.m twice a week, and 3 days a week I would go to work from 7-3 (or 8-4, but I usually did 7-3 to skip traffic). I was under so much pressure. School is a lot of hard work, and it's my priority because even this job was a product of this program. I know I will get a great job if I manage to graduate with a good GPA. It was very hard to get in. 

Anyways, I was missing work for school (Projects, Meetings, TA's requesting extra classes to go over material, etc). Also, I started working there at the worst possible time : right in the middle of my finals. Finally, my manager pulled me aside and told me I had to choose if I wanted school to come first or work. My god the amount of stress I was dealing with. Finals, work, projects, grades, etc. I finally quit, after about 1 month working there. No pay either. It was the hardest thing to do: telling my boss and manager that I was choosing school over them. I still feel like a failure... ",3.5907076023391795,4.482339174074074,4.898771929824561,85.25131578947371,72.07407407407408,7.906432748538013,29.76608187134503,8.20500826718156,1.9775555555555555,1027,42,216,15,19,342,145,270,0.08199999999999999,0.825,0.093,0.4249,5,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,0,1,13,10,10,0,3,19,0,19,1,0,1,0,25,34,14,0,5,6,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,10,1,0,4,0,4,5,3,5,1,3,15,3,28,5,35,16,8,40,0,1,0,0,7,13,0,5,23,142,36,35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476449665410257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873666093360657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976229139863427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052229287706251695,0.08349303790931413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806416559281524,0.05349050713656061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040948968685958265,0.05785643397924602,0.0,0.3548649367176443,0.0,0.1377733466477198,0.09792862549737533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462371322395529,0.0,0.09205245110855284,0.067927237219163,0.06477192412792454,0.08928738084100099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509514610285765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214645423979455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0445078025552208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03956568210428327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885142419699287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06464227422105223,0.0,0.05953404832852075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612955864272323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129957723983144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17227721728680545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916162468777373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4098109155779085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146446537021257,0.0,0.06467554589759697,0.0,0.0927692204795268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078535733459104,0.0745610529857712,0.0,0.0,0.05380351786434839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04722360370477804,0.0,0.0,0.07738561952379637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919466728832245,0.13364390788678046,0.0477676570899298,0.0,0.1299242119591518,0.0,0.07281616444061732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5306291307510266,0.0,0.0,0.05753015008623068,0.0,0.0,0.05215234625476406
anxiety,scatterbrained81,2019/01/31,"Panic and anxiety, considering alternative medications ""CBD oil"" Since September my brain and body have decided to lose it's shit in a most spectacular fashion. I have been in and out of the ER with disabling bouts of panic. Sometimes to the point that I don't even know what is going on around me, can't see straight, heart feels like jump out of my chest. The whole shebang. Bad enough the ER tested for as many street drugs as they could. 

My doc bumped me up to 40mg of celexa and that only made things worse. I ended up in the psychward because the celexa caused basically a nervous breakdown and hallucinations. My entire body trembled inside and out. Psychiatrist said that he has seen that before with celexa and took me off it immediately. 

They took me off that and put me on a low dosage of prozac 10mg and zyprexa 10mg. The zyprexa has helped me get good sleep but I have a touch of amnesia from the night before. I still require the occasional rescue ativan. 

So now I'm considering CBD oil but I'm slightly skeptical that I will find legit CBD oil. It's not a regulated market and would like some pointers as to what brands I should consider. And if anyone on her would like to talk about any success or problems they have had using CBD oil, it would be appreciated. ",5.334562410329983,6.5344165691056935,5.786862745098041,79.34735294117648,68.26829268292683,8.877666188426593,28.69823051171689,9.168548406835145,2.252368531802966,1020,35,198,19,17,328,147,246,0.11,0.7959999999999999,0.094,0.6068,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,3,3,6,15,2,4,14,0,18,10,7,3,0,38,31,19,0,7,5,0,2,3,0,5,3,1,0,0,13,17,0,1,4,0,0,5,3,10,2,0,7,9,21,5,33,17,4,27,0,2,2,0,8,18,1,4,7,123,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893036096444275,0.0,0.1000412531822777,0.0,0.0,0.09143976546625963,0.0,0.0,0.11641600516888967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919028306955847,0.07971821907050489,0.0,0.22255697425952597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29051941749719085,0.0,0.14598630557173856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343402514445935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441187715433213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516555657453117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582637063150815,0.1351238262746672,0.0,0.0863745629188756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06612293398525051,0.09342450585192716,0.0,0.0,0.11952447079915125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832367679400353,0.0,0.07432150727056706,0.10968647969840947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549670468814548,0.08765461849700698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186961197380788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19166775646489329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14630192574565992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374090372696135,0.0,0.13258364905706804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174038993047968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272192815151507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945902393197772,0.0,0.3068686940798306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236230834237894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251324325903402,0.0,0.13146333445581346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439540062482934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420942697425778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342369623305797,0.10817706473700953,0.0,0.1308677908232494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12933818491460486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443576454010436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511066341586063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688000147702135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905880025300941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294618477584928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600377271737935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13326921376468812,0.2786929027800763,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,YaBoiNiccy,2019/01/31,"I’m looking for a job but I can’t make myself pick up the phone I’ve gotten a few calls from jobs but whenever I see the number I get too anxious to pick it up, and too anxious to call back. I even get anxious listening to the voicemail. It’s like I can only call people I know really well. What should I do??",0.05067226890756515,1.9058618823529407,2.775042016806726,92.46911764705885,84.58823529411767,5.650420168067227,20.00840336134453,6.868970318607317,0.2931991596638661,240,7,55,3,7,84,46,68,0.116,0.758,0.126,0.1654,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,3,0,8,13,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,8,2,7,11,1,3,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,0,2,36,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6035418634310153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369331468951269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5455212380847143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762069228740027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18607974136272232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534354416024507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978685532999529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870012861917359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495430255366483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887032026370074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13543847695178146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345880783273347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408312380443802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419073455120998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16011603048281156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,brigittechristine,2019/01/31,"Zoloft? Hey guys, has anyone taken Zoloft? I’m getting off cymbalta because of a 30 pound weight gain... is Zoloft just as bad with gaining? Any info about Zoloft is appreciated. About me: I have terrible social anxiety I was taking 90 mg of cymbalta but now am on 25 mg of Zoloft mixed with 30 mg cymbalta to help me get off of it (cymbalta) ",2.852736318407956,4.893474895522392,4.791865671641791,80.59635572139305,76.16417910447761,8.645771144278607,26.092039800995025,9.2995712137729,2.4116189054726367,266,10,52,7,6,91,47,67,0.08,0.805,0.115,0.5408,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,0,0,5,11,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,4,0,13,9,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,28,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372731740951997,0.0,0.2669179054891209,0.0,0.0,0.24396846201237055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913282343993445,0.2126944574040131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645858508378165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3454792638246788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338693931896263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35567341751982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623395616203599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4248826976972941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway72636167461,2019/01/31,"My anxiety is ruining my head, please help! Okay so a bit of backstory: Im in a relationship with who i consider to be the best person ever, i love her to bits and i know she loves me. Atleast, i know it until my anxiety starts attacking me from within and blowing little things out of proportion, e.g 'she didnt want to hug - is she okay? Did i do something? She texted me, but not how she usually does, what have i done?'. I know this is silly and stupid but it just overrides my brain and shes calmed me down before now but recently it feels as though she may be fed up with it - or atleast thats what my anxiety is saying. She still loves to be around me and we're still doing coupley things (the dates with her are just amazing and makes me forget all about my anxiety). Im afraid to lose her and everything and shes even said she feels the same way - that she is nervous about messing up and ruining it and i reassure her it will never happen. She is the most amazing person Ive ever met and is very supportive and caring, despite the fact that she doesnt think so. Am i just being an idiot and do i need to man up, or shall i seek help from a professional to help overcome this feeling? Any advice will be accepted, thanks!",1.984569547895376,3.9064070239043858,3.662899705525725,88.23873895721464,78.36254980079681,7.393105837519489,23.263641087822624,8.321376580360154,1.3585851723540618,957,31,204,19,23,319,133,251,0.106,0.6829999999999999,0.211,0.9862,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,2,16,25,3,2,9,2,29,7,2,2,5,48,50,24,0,2,9,0,3,0,0,4,0,2,0,3,16,18,1,0,8,0,0,0,4,9,0,0,6,5,41,16,26,35,6,21,0,3,0,4,32,9,0,4,11,155,57,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319020497340483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787700905548521,0.0,0.3544462650068264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311550711971218,0.0,0.1317762218035931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856494916874424,0.0,0.12155909098540744,0.0,0.2529182386568561,0.0,0.0,0.12930740845920968,0.0,0.0,0.1180989813020305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136582512436608,0.11853689150838985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650629176548551,0.20955430475883527,0.0,0.0,0.10410280651264037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17570521837373024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024303212500795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887759058040205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329203039889017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25023801265028983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909755829816923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160946225397249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958696911106246,0.0,0.0,0.3136301345745247,0.0,0.07731911135270197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588835120172099,0.08933718581663733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20228098974445885,0.0,0.12714933099799214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437064645853615,0.12436078508738095,0.0,0.0,0.1101832587381797,0.09211467479758537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917353849504434,0.0,0.0,0.08198685893083353,0.0,0.18500801167957526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13144537917606847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664302844443033,0.0,0.0,0.15390796820192662,0.07422080630999789,0.11380486984893187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757316400205995,0.0955739658941952,0.0683210256531289,0.09194246852196424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Daily22,2019/01/31,Girl just broke up with me. I have the most anxiety I have every felt. I feel like I am going to throw up. My breathing is the heaviest it has ever been. I can’t stop pacing. I want this to stop. ,-1.6355038759689933,0.30836502325581705,1.4747674418604682,97.25385658914728,96.44186046511628,4.7271317829457375,14.143410852713178,6.42735559955562,-0.6095240310077523,148,3,36,2,6,52,33,43,0.214,0.698,0.08800000000000001,-0.659,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,7,1,1,0,1,9,11,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,2,8,1,5,9,1,7,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27921274635134474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33015008884539504,0.3075158468704572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18454752822009898,0.260745562712072,0.35044311386664523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20742955028938595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783133756233405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6102880875421453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21527777933598374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ethanaugust98,2019/01/31,"Looking to talk to those suffering from Ecoanxiety I'm currently interning for a non-profit media company that focuses on climate change. I'm looking to speak with people who suffer from eco-anxiety to hear about your perspective. Feel free to PM, hoping to be able to share your voices in some form or another, or just gain a better understanding of the topic.",7.729545454545455,8.509002409090911,8.366212121212126,64.4693181818182,62.787878787878796,12.660606060606062,36.196969696969695,12.161744961471696,5.140769696969698,293,13,45,10,4,98,53,66,0.08900000000000001,0.7140000000000001,0.197,0.7906,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,2,2,6,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,9,2,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,2,5,15,8,2,3,0,2,2,0,7,2,0,4,1,29,5,0,0.2871286573575831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010794324482517,0.21965263697285567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539419641699386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037440475830167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451808764108452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236148647171832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851835434300805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4822315139602821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990588581422016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307831385437909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989110584452121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aaronburd,2019/01/31,"Taking time off my job for anxiety Hi guys, I've always had some anxiety but in the past week or two it has gotten to the point where it's essentially crippling. I work a part time job delivering pizzas but I don't feel I can go in at the moment. I am too nervous to talk to my boss myself so my dad is going in to talk to him for me. He's gonna tell him that I need a week or two off to deal with my issues. This whole scenario makes me more anxious. What if my job is mad at me? What if I look like a child for having my dad go in for me? What if they say I have to come in? Any advice would help",0.5431121433311219,1.4803031386861318,3.13442601194426,94.77319840743202,79.65693430656935,6.149701393497015,18.293961512939614,6.574015621080383,-0.3106291970802921,458,8,119,4,11,161,84,137,0.097,0.852,0.05,-0.6519,3,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,3,3,1,1,6,0,10,1,0,2,0,15,21,8,0,5,7,2,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,2,7,2,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,2,0,2,2,3,21,1,21,17,4,21,0,0,1,0,15,11,0,6,7,81,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15156008268264973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290540561119156,0.0,0.0,0.105472036561982,0.0,0.2372992665028437,0.1752167227293747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336032925201045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15989934595824712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784222669878327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644374985270919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357151808026634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395899698011347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16188213602992527,0.4617328405336223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757731045520031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024335392052705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035291959433936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500328683624016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16795614405897782,0.14805870023373754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14661785056727922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123340246021179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661448008351448,0.24932397922649774,0.1355625885060684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808779159380211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030166429206373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24882070453555144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17316150623060994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291327473800085,0.0,0.0,0.11017725072669653,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,duffbeer34,2019/01/31,"Anybody who suffered from anxiety in high school but is doing fine now, could you please share your story? It would really help me if I read about your story. ",5.852,6.922084866666669,5.600000000000001,81.63000000000002,67.0,8.666666666666668,25.0,8.841846274778883,1.7130000000000003,126,3,23,2,2,39,28,30,0.09,0.599,0.311,0.8587,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,3,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,1,1,17,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905346750369052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032276169487354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545620460602472,0.4012639659409288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.416890154697498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37988802306583735,0.0,0.2433001546875615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3843629465242094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26978854345474185,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PhotosByDrew,2019/01/31,"Fears of Rare Diseases. Does anyone else randomly get fears that they have caught some deadly rare disease? Example: Took photos of some bats at my neighbors house and touched the Umbrella they were on, now I think I have rabies, despite the fact that I had no contact with any of them. ",5.456886792452828,7.260647094339625,4.7171226415094365,84.84285377358493,68.62264150943396,7.564150943396226,30.23113207547169,8.07648339933343,2.10851320754717,228,9,41,3,4,68,42,53,0.142,0.858,0.0,-0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,7,8,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,4,1,7,0,6,4,2,5,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,3,1,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19814028440821388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20373133471199087,0.2985410280936137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549781684639436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24340064154917876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6557401855669682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15222779492811844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33619964206808084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18669689939012094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32372065536734324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nainnikita,2019/01/31,"Some post graduate interviews lined up and now I feel anxious Over the past one year I have been waiting for this time to come. I have three four interviews lined up for post graduation and now all my hard work needs to be shown. I am a little anxious. Want some good tricks and tips to power through
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anxiety,DungeonsandDrinks,2019/01/31,"What are your panic attack symptoms? some of my close friends have anxiety, and they tell me that crowded places give them tunnel vision, and they just feel panicky and irritable. It seems no one ever understands my anxiety. 

Mine is health related. Every little pain i get ,like a headache or stomach pain (which happens everyday due to my very extreme IBS) send me into a hypochondriac spiral of panic. 

suddenly i become very aware of my breathing.

my fingers and mouth start to tingle.

my breathing gets fast and shallow.

i lose control of my hands and they clamp up and get ice cold and numb.

then i lose control of my legs.

after that i cant even tell if my lungs are full or empty, every breath feels like nothing.

my vision begins to tunnel, and my heart feels like its stopping and then going really  fast to catch up.

and finally my tongue goes numb, and i cant speak. if it gets to this point, i either black out and lose consciousness, or finally it will start to pass. 

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Does anybody have such severe panic attacks? I live with this constantly sometimes twice a week, sometimes none for a month. My meds help, but they make me sleep more than 14 hours, and they caus eme to gain weight far too rapidly. It's so hard to even keep going to my easy job between my anxiety and IBS :(

sorry for the rant/wall of text. I just need to know if others experience the same.

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anxiety,fightthefuckon123,2019/01/31,"Please diagnose me. Hey everyone! First of all I'd like to say that this subreddit is very helpful. I have been having anxiety (I think) for the past 6 years. As far as I can remember, It started when I didn't study for a pretty big final in my high school. I had this feeling of my heart pounding with fear. At first I thought this was just normal, but then I realised that it wasn't, I've been unprepared for many exams and still haven't faced this. A reason for this may have been that the exam was a pretty big deal in my country, sort of like SATs here in the US. 

Fast forward, During my undergraduate studies, I used to face the same problem coupled with sleepless nights, sometimes even 36 - 40 hours straight. But this time, it wasn't because of exams, I knew I'd crush them and didn't think about them. I do not know if it's because of any other stress.

So around 2016, I broke up with my girlfriend. I started getting these anxiety attacks whenever I used to see her with her new boyfriend, I hid from them whenever I could. I faced a lot of problems due to this. Now I'm over this, but I still have this feeling right near my heart, not letting me sleep and not letting me do anything peacefully. 

My question is, have you guys ever felt this way? And what exactly is the term for this? I've googled panic attacks and it seems like a more serious version of the problem I've been facing. Is there any way I could get better from this?

Thanks for reading :) ",4.371267123287674,5.269207976027399,4.773178082191785,86.84545205479454,70.26712328767124,7.620821917808219,30.01095890410959,7.7348632917899725,1.7835172602739724,1147,45,236,13,20,363,159,292,0.153,0.7390000000000001,0.109,-0.9291,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,1,1,3,3,12,15,2,3,11,0,29,8,7,3,3,45,48,14,0,7,8,0,3,3,1,1,1,1,0,1,23,10,0,0,12,1,0,1,8,10,0,2,15,5,35,5,34,28,6,37,0,1,1,0,14,15,0,6,24,161,58,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14065563708021964,0.0,0.15822904627906564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510424116358689,0.09206398802266984,0.0,0.2353059175030617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12608536352107727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09146485868459556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16514179117923755,0.11443010232755142,0.0,0.0,0.10661946572564153,0.0,0.1049671411067925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830664490239481,0.09354754460460908,0.0,0.09882037610652708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163740551744659,0.10458254418901312,0.0,0.09929754355198732,0.11328941581540555,0.0,0.1759346764549193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806332261448956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102400126218585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451017680482197,0.06931893716618168,0.10926684504857057,0.0,0.0,0.10184594464046212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056835854196779785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21150392036327528,0.0,0.1515745022337484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792232557529167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484966788787974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988179454961113,0.0,0.09705083168821288,0.10132772865250568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133879587824765,0.0,0.0,0.09872422817211544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352196011119525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104266671867764,0.0,0.2968713131462926,0.0,0.0,0.11585188134120455,0.0,0.10344603372198473,0.0,0.0,0.10633097690633213,0.0,0.0,0.11715248748101335,0.08831844735290395,0.0,0.0822421821330097,0.0,0.10466458512363767,0.08241079414199982,0.09414790617868704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349273460660363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228309320163906,0.0,0.1463996523793782,0.0,0.16517957237598002,0.0,0.11846502380299655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521344332827714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253221778221358,0.0,0.0821023776717503,0.06030389506382044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243991774092457,0.1786399763043719,0.0,0.08533071986104976,0.0,0.1641768645127998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06659783178641901
anxiety,ClockUnderRepair,2019/01/31,"Self-Destructing at my job after receiving a serious warning - why am I doing this? I've done this before, but never in a position so serious as now. I've left my cruddy jobs due anxiety before, but this is big. I live abroad and work as a teacher, and I am very close to the end of my contract which I need to complete if I want to advance in this field and make my life better.  


I got one formal warning on Monday, the first I've had in in the 8 months I've been there. And then, with that one formal warning, I am now self-destructing at every chance I get. I am doing my job poorly and I don't even know it, I am running my mouth talking about how I'm going to be fired to my students who are between 10-13 years old and freaking out the ones who like me and inciting the ones who are just kids and like to talk the way kids do, and I'm just doing everything possible wrong right now and I don't mean to and I'm not trying to and if I keep this up I actually am going to get fired or have a panic attack and just fucking quit.  


I don't know what the hell I'm doing. I have done this before, where the job tells me I suck and I get scared and I either just leave without notice or just start breaking down, doing the job poorly or doing something in a panicky rush and fucking something up. I've done this--- I just can't believe I'm STILL doing it even in the position I currently am. There's so much at stake here, including not only my income but even my home as my employer owns/pays for it and if I lose the job then I subsequently lose my apartment.  And the whole running my mouth thing--- what the fuck is wrong with me? I want to rip my fucking face off for this, it's so stupid. But I've done it, every single day, since Monday.  


Tonight I don't even kno if I made the right call. I've been there 8 months and haven't missed a day and haven't been late ever. I have 3 sick days in my contract and I told them I will ""likely"" be calling tomorrow because XXX lie. And I am, I'm not going to work and I'll go see a doctor and complain about palpitations and headaches and all that other anxiety-induced crap and see if I actually get a note, and if not then I lose a day's pay; big whoop. I should see a psych but that's not covered by the insurance, plus I'm illiterate here and have no friends and don't know how to find one, so there's that too.  
I really hope that the day off and the longer weekend helps me calm down.  


I'm just so messed up right now. Eyes are filled with tears but I'm not crying, shallow breaths, heart palpitations, and the worst of thoughts (not suicide, but just self-hatred).   


Why am I doing this? All because of one warning? And the warning wasn't even a direct result of my making an error; it was just a couple of students who had a problem in my class and I didn't acknowledge it because I thought it wasn't meaningful and it ended up being that I was wrong after my class ended.  
What the hell is this? How is self-destruction the go-to for certain anxiety types? This never works out ever, EVER, I'm old damn it and I know this--- but I'm still doing it. What is this? ",2.4053969392635106,3.6257318902439017,4.032568149210906,89.06102104256338,75.37195121951221,6.852415112386419,24.29567192730751,7.362008331298528,0.9125869560019132,2424,75,536,28,51,812,248,656,0.21600000000000005,0.728,0.056,-0.9989,9,0,2,0,0,1,77.0,0,0,1,10,41,35,11,2,35,0,58,14,7,7,8,110,104,68,1,12,35,0,2,3,1,2,3,0,1,2,41,43,0,1,10,1,3,10,22,27,0,7,19,6,61,8,56,80,7,82,2,4,4,4,17,31,9,10,42,370,102,18,0.0,0.0,0.11583502303138715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080591647083923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06751974429584919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853851354097237,0.0,0.15150867296057627,0.06686767205310483,0.0,0.05249068052323435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120696102597805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06222785386605791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656701822962323,0.06519372039999352,0.19138076297557696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060747735837760386,0.0,0.2429446069929155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15770073947676824,0.0,0.0,0.1960021765052746,0.16105773347902907,0.1000106860065761,0.0,0.053340388577008686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054245267658900566,0.05048349184356805,0.0,0.0,0.04585403714221767,0.21947426644180096,0.1240327143170168,0.0,0.1686512405262816,0.0,0.04746800426885624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033060995952642,0.03978137874292706,0.0,0.059533375151733375,0.05894842279259788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3533771879470768,0.05275343766283301,0.0,0.0,0.13046989664942213,0.0,0.06694993170357523,0.0628435936106527,0.0644844751265573,0.0,0.04192100244379327,0.0869869465349094,0.0,0.052407565213653584,0.0,0.0,0.19919403285429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05615886352094966,0.07923381860951759,0.0,0.0,0.06465007687152509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474598107085144,0.0,0.04362943510245645,0.04400763227052976,0.09154950506079304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675709200386242,0.12455669942944016,0.0,0.2413045460238925,0.045138717939602384,0.0,0.06963500584942936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06690875376198208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056790398261445725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06312654592015737,0.0,0.0,0.03802144016216755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15205496857418138,0.0,0.0,0.05942018881564458,0.0,0.14188395617241442,0.0,0.24766199700377806,0.0,0.0,0.04909533413516663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138180522606676,0.0,0.0,0.04200857844354131,0.0,0.09479474726409094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06491979713010694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540734265837816,0.05187493947987099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03942982472807709,0.0,0.0,0.09423531044697483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05671193140177221,0.0,0.0402950831449548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04897036544373223,0.07001290701754866,0.047109652102371315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710916186771836,0.06626269647804849,0.0,0.05721174918437299,0.0,0.12962357885145367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19467131359835024,0.0,0.038219766171570926
anxiety,use2losing,2019/01/31,Am I a body? I had a really bad breakup with a girl I still work with and afterwards she spread my personal information amongst everyone and they all deny it if asked and she takes pleasure in it. Now at work I am more anxious than ever because I think every closed door conversation or huddled conversation is about me. I can barely focus and I feel my body is in a constant state of stress.It is as if a demon is running rampant in my head. Any advice?,3.651208791208792,5.1195866483516514,5.299780219780222,80.22021978021981,72.62637362637362,8.276923076923078,29.48351648351648,8.841846274778883,2.4095890109890106,359,15,70,7,7,122,62,91,0.102,0.855,0.043,-0.6305,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,2,4,2,0,0,5,0,8,3,3,0,2,15,12,8,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,14,1,10,11,2,12,1,0,0,0,9,5,0,3,5,51,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21473748347033408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14943776294471411,0.0,0.0,0.2482553284139407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054368985392919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18348235023738446,0.13395776419479585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4881861646793517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374720437382051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19877675839910688,0.18514913447710926,0.20998086170257627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111237182594702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255272410563279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19187751582312085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140777691238627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17549290090629616,0.0,0.2517232655839529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16522490319413097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408071411469997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199617212983807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cdl56,2019/01/31,Called into work this morning for the first time since starting there almost 2 years ago And still I feel terrible about it 😩 ,4.587500000000002,6.7229560833333375,3.84,88.905,71.5,6.466666666666668,24.5,7.1686216300943375,0.9701499999999994,102,3,19,1,2,30,24,24,0.134,0.866,0.0,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,6,11,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33702060534208605,0.0,0.3807111387706539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3882223837734287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922384020288408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233943228807767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145018650541416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691045188203221,0.0,0.3036248284797563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216952076100212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767870445117904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448336069940763
anxiety,vyrelis,2019/01/31,"Working myself through a panic attack It's not a heart attack. You've called 911 twice in the last year and they told you your heart was fine. The cardiologist said you just have some extra flesh that can make it feel like your heart is racing when it isn't. Your heart is strong. Your pulse is fine. It's a bit over resting rate but that's because you're having a panic attack. Your chest pain was very pinpoint. That doesn't happen with heart attacks. It did not spread. In fact, it stopped hurting altogether. Your chest feels numb now just by comparison, you couldn't feel your chest before either but you don't know because you don't pay attention to not-feeling your insides. Your nailbeds aren't blue. Heart attacks don't cause shaking. You had more caffeine than usual today. Your chest stopped hurting. These things only happen to you at night for some damn reason. You're well aware it's probably just a panic attack, because survival instinct would force you to wake your dad for a ride if your body actually felt like something were imminently wrong.

Anybody else got anything to help while I wait for my medication to kick in?",4.055604651162788,6.5524872465116335,3.750406976744188,87.32095930232559,74.2093023255814,5.7883720930232565,25.16860465116279,6.742157984588678,0.9421209302325582,918,31,169,8,20,276,128,215,0.238,0.6829999999999999,0.079,-0.9922,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,20,1,3,6,22,7,4,8,0,19,16,13,3,1,28,31,6,0,3,9,1,4,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,12,2,0,3,7,0,1,2,9,16,1,1,9,6,24,6,17,20,7,17,0,2,1,0,26,5,1,3,12,100,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.07841719645370733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06612726442194096,0.0,0.0,0.5485086200414893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14695531137986734,0.0,0.06837819893079436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772943009637718,0.08925891713335572,0.0,0.0,0.08205385405548313,0.0,0.0,0.08254914920778464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712826714257257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16252439264954524,0.05740731754112448,0.0771556720221476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06426912549596862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421195047945936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5713431858767805,0.05386184783229445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172048442233214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04416230622270593,0.06550197754858322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785170989662635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05363916505629193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095159111376339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540994340199404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06111539704842401,0.0855059018696847,0.2828461612479745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663883055560648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262075461800604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643825567184054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061863025406100114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436471044297255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05338586259872463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616938598568089,0.07678490580170931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850228463497159,0.06630324174702251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225092157717063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058501118699208335,0.0,0.0,0.05708356645992915,0.08785816380829066,0.0,0.05174750837626599
anxiety,racechaserr,2019/01/31,"Medication Questions Hi everyone, new here so I appreciate any support. I’ve gotten to the point where anxiety has really been getting the best of me, and it’s affecting others as well. I’m in therapy AND I’m a therapist myself, and despite all my knowledge of treating and beating anxiety I still feel horrible most of the time. At this point I kind of feel stuck, like if I don’t go the medication route I’ll never get better. I hate hate hate the idea of putting medication in my body for long periods of time, but I feel like I have no other choice.

Can I ask exactly how situations change for you when you’re on anxiety medication that’s working? I just can’t fathom how I could enter into a situation which triggers my anxiety daily, and just not have an anxiety reaction to it due to medication. Do you still have anxiety-related thoughts (“I’m gonna screw this up” etc., but your body doesn’t react to it??) Thanks for any responses, I’ve just never been able to conceptualize how it would feel. ",3.8714285714285697,5.723301193877552,5.984438775510206,73.97573979591839,72.77551020408163,10.206122448979592,30.617346938775512,10.411451182825502,3.6364142857142863,798,36,149,26,16,279,116,196,0.107,0.77,0.123,0.7237,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,3,0,4,13,13,4,0,8,0,13,8,2,6,4,34,33,14,0,3,7,0,4,2,0,2,5,0,0,0,10,6,0,0,8,0,0,3,7,4,1,0,5,4,18,9,21,25,4,23,0,0,0,1,6,9,1,3,13,99,28,1,0.10043534554108928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365989580853827,0.0,0.3841638221765184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938934903058664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540069877696788,0.0888269013393104,0.0,0.22312205473649085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624727833090207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018945091611276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201195916290972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597027672668773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20313251380021224,0.07175103092248511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494664545840464,0.0,0.0570797214044473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29747733158404216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337928008361385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045879569736693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813527329223204,0.0,0.0,0.0888821202878551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5058902214919827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15492386024788166,0.09700108257583548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898877302178484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096526269737284,0.11251057271465324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06434145414762568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257870729284068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16041559337347738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397283990733585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246737226000112,0.1148565706533926,0.11661317722678595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973444562266216,0.1171293153293257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030343744154104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07311812773310519,0.0,0.0,0.07134638784155048,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ledyBANG,2019/01/31,"Donating Blood I signed up for a blood drive tomorrow. I've never given blood before, and am really anxious about doing so.

I weigh over the weight limit required by just a hair, and for the last few weeks I've barely eaten or drank anything. I'm also the youngest age you can donate (in my country), 16. I've been taking this new medication that helps me focus, but makes me more anxious and nauseous. Also, for the past few months I've had trouble eating anything because so many things I eat have made me incredibly nauseous. 

The thought of a pint of my blood being drained is really freaking me out, and even though I want to give blood, I'm still very nervous about this. I don't want to be in a position where I can pass out because I'm too nauseous to eat or drink anything. There are so many things I used to be able to eat, but my stomach has gotten so weak over the past year.

I don't know if I should give blood anymore. I really want to because this has been something I've wanted to do for years, but don't want to hurt and push myself too much. I just needed to vent, and I would really like advice.",6.222286135693217,5.39309982743363,6.583318584070799,81.40766224188792,66.21238938053096,9.126253687315634,30.780235988200587,8.07648339933343,2.0040660766961653,875,27,179,9,12,284,122,226,0.106,0.8270000000000001,0.067,-0.9148,0,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,2,18,6,0,1,10,0,21,19,8,3,1,33,42,19,0,9,8,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,6,8,9,2,2,1,2,3,4,5,0,0,9,2,21,1,25,28,4,23,0,1,0,0,4,8,0,3,13,115,27,1,0.10852973264511716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605399866488552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17358237597117554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24521541225754426,0.10763233197484663,0.0,0.0,0.26793216790322144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984761530517133,0.0,0.09235080888847756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063178202914718,0.0,0.4442120438936504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168286484381367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20822321777917815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274519208344257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618332346191874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059645102764044965,0.08846621737622716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05302214532185866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269345716796363,0.07244443928780113,0.2200642289740724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933228773299153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662739716328613,0.0,0.07978184108524841,0.08047342158110539,0.08370482046170365,0.10481869208022424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072078204099719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781077031803736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355149047321381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667198468396145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160085225724914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14420466380494248,0.0,0.1066299112882774,0.08616048483144698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373484304072016,0.0,0.08954839558531012,0.3200682411125149,0.0,0.0870560051153566,0.13215997628154755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709640820094034,0.0,0.0,0.13977917907279733
anxiety,ailapls,2019/01/31,"How long did it take for you to recover after quitting Propranolol? Hey guys,

(Just wanted to let you know that I have spoken to a doctor and am under review, but really wanted to hear your personal experiences with Propranolol for reassurance)

I had some serious headaches for a couple of weeks and was prescribed Propranolol as preventative treatment. My blood pressure and heart rate had always been normal - around 110/70 with a HR of 70.

I started on 10mg a day and worked my way up to 40mg over the space of 2 weeks (I was on 35mg for 3 days and only got to 40mg for a day), but felt depressed and really tired, experienced trouble sleeping and occasionally had chest pains. Since it did nothing for my headaches, I told my doctor, who told me to stop taking it. So over the course of a week I reduced it from 35mg back down and took my final dose on the 22nd of January.

Since stopping, I have had a lot of chest pain, dizziness, trouble breathing and a pounding heart any time I stand up or exert myself. Sometimes even rolling around in bed is enough to get the pounding started. It's better than it was last week, but my heart pounding any time I move really worries me. I've had ECGs and bloodwork done and the results have always been normal.

I read a few posts on here with many people saying they have had palpitations or difficulty doing simple things immediately after coming off, but wondered if it got better for you over time and how long it took? I hadn't been on it long, and the dose wasn't very high, but I guess I just need some reassurance that this will go away as it's causing me a lot of distress. My heart even seems to race when I change positions in bed, so it really is worrying.

Thanks in advance!",8.20939349112426,6.613750849112427,8.18425295857988,74.01146819526626,62.69822485207101,11.053550295857987,35.03032544378698,9.827888789773867,3.1660053254437863,1369,47,264,22,16,445,174,338,0.141,0.815,0.043,-0.9874,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,4,1,5,13,13,0,2,16,0,27,16,9,4,0,50,50,28,0,6,10,0,1,0,0,1,7,2,2,2,16,19,0,3,4,1,0,6,2,8,0,0,24,4,30,5,51,24,6,53,0,1,0,0,15,21,0,10,23,178,46,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13864960293696038,0.0,0.0,0.11331419120674326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483361286985802,0.0,0.0,0.07827723840592063,0.06406413592994832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473707943859085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558751349857414,0.08813628288774056,0.07176854419406632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218652564600864,0.0,0.1611939574154002,0.0,0.07175913631925382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705529819449261,0.0,0.0852602294527087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608672516912648,0.0,0.11005761847634568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149811243385037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999552005151836,0.09126757229136613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04352867846380923,0.0,0.04734986676258772,0.0,0.13326932375964556,0.0,0.09178092806238562,0.08249500498376512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390212414153104,0.3949149737082605,0.0,0.08802693179889985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045787776327651936,0.06791289118572758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851952903222474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22119361042702965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166296379430646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446839075660154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855072013014771,0.0,0.06177705891887051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16326213235985135,0.07994304399700786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06336485499912865,0.17730618911791918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05776017002518094,0.07274749396609956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979279398347881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861581833535442,0.08333760301456578,0.0,0.21349503510112455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06625547717056424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758468985950549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378381518398973,0.0,0.08337522591457233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240072151290677,0.0,0.11794165201396345,0.0,0.0,0.13931023613366866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252851080190614,0.0,0.0,0.07670531054933498,0.0,0.0,0.055350821657777695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457450388257654,0.09575840162515803,0.0,0.1592222142774258,0.1851321872754247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687436472996062,0.09828275821148692,0.06613161407287522,0.2673212522389186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09035162509224323,0.06065435361116974,0.1692209687322147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nannylyfe,2019/01/31,Currently working through a panic attack before work I really wish I just didn't have to go back it's exhausting dealing with this added anxiety and stress. Any advice or something to distract me??,5.634166666666665,8.02958963888889,6.1344444444444415,72.45500000000001,69.27777777777777,9.244444444444444,34.22222222222222,9.725611199111238,3.9836222222222215,161,8,24,4,3,52,34,36,0.3720000000000001,0.5589999999999999,0.07,-0.8994,1,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,2,5,1,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,0,3,0,4,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,16,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696554524570397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18765567580376205,0.0,0.2111012343881272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31393331889341697,0.0,0.21218875755436906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348133919427723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844926561054976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568289223428305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237682358761208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17678083683072388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124400329138578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161001515805776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173292417661148,0.0,0.0,0.401790229313028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,system0540,2019/01/31,"I can never have caffeine again, it makes my psychotic Any problem I’ve ever had is made worse with consuming caffeine. I was warned by a therapist that there could come a day where I could never have caffeine again. That time is now. It’s said that when you lack alternatives, your mind is clear. I’ve always been held back by psychiatric issues, but caffeine prevents me from doing the work of recovery. The world is not getting any easier, The best I can do is build resilience so that I can bear what I cannot fix. I require more tools than the average human to get through life. I can accept that. To backwards is to die quickly, to go forward is the fear of death.",3.5802706453851485,5.503478061068705,4.1873698820263705,86.25261623872312,73.73282442748092,7.206384455239418,27.176266481609996,8.00094639256281,1.7069633587786257,530,20,103,8,11,168,87,131,0.17600000000000002,0.737,0.087,-0.9127,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,3,10,4,0,1,7,0,21,1,0,2,4,19,29,3,2,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,8,2,0,3,1,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,6,1,12,2,12,21,3,17,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,12,77,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701165491451842,0.0,0.0,0.2780623783831997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15720737019818173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21455485016844436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17611326418322693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264690998453994,0.0,0.0,0.13185160864846454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121840413031116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18493430682647072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23006007605265294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136305741165468,0.0,0.11619212411012865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21338988621776075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14440718916654466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934529986185636,0.13647017443909382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20643351299976076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31536475572460604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956284751439243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944762203962103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237379097651928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192148770948542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14884008476613309,0.0,0.20834928669346614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hypergalaxyguy,2019/01/31,I have a job interview in a few hours so I’ve been up all night with the worst anxiety I’ve ever had Any advice on how to deal with it?,2.0246874999999998,1.64325209375,4.662500000000001,90.1325,74.9375,8.9,22.25,8.841846274778883,0.9589499999999996,105,2,28,2,2,38,27,32,0.188,0.812,0.0,-0.7003,1,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,2,5,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,6,1,3,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,20,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769896927927587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623505474392305,0.0,0.29512842694264085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3977327291169616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34896929903517376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3799256096028637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38283721901801504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620379438943352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxietymess123,2019/01/31,"Reassurance that everything will be ok Hi everyone, been lurking around this sub for awhile now and just wanted to say that all of you are amazing and that this sub has saved me in some of the darkest moments over the last 6 months. 

I’ve been struggling with major anxiety, panic disorder and depression following the summer of 2018. Something I didn’t see coming at all. It all started after me graduating top of my class at university and thought the world and life was great. I had received an offer for my dream job and decided to take the summer off and travel with friends. It started great and I really enjoyed it, however during my last trip it all took a turn for the worse. 

One night when we headed out for dinner I started feeling uncontrollably nauseous in the taxi and when we exited the car the feeling didn’t go away. We continued down into the small town and the feeling of panic just kept increasing. I didn’t know what was happening and just told my friends I needed to get out of there. They, just as I, didn’t know what was happening and just laughed and told me I was hungover. It all ended up with me getting left alone and they heading to the restaurant... I couldn’t take a cab home as I was afraid to get nauseous again and instead decided to walk all the way home to our house which took 1,5 hours. 

Since then I have had frequent panic attacks which triggered a deep depression. I tried to start my dream job but couldn’t focus at all and constantly felt panicked. Just a simple thing as having lunch in the cantina triggered panic attacks and finally I had to take a sick leave from work just 1 month after starting. This of course led me to feel extremely shameful and bad which as you might expect didn’t exactly help with the depression. 

The worst part about it is that my friends who I planned the whole trip for (and also have dedicated a lot of love and energy to prior to that) literally don’t give a shit, nobody has called to thank me for putting in the hours to make the trip possible or apologize for leaving me alone during the trauma I experienced. It is as I don’t exist anymore.

Sorry for the long text but just wanted to share my story and vent I guess, I just hope I can get through this and pursue my dream job as that is all I want at this point.

Love to all of you!

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anxiety,VIllainLife,2019/01/31,I can't get myself to get my license I (25M) have had an expired PERMIT for 2 years now and I have to go and get it renewed. After I get it renewed I can then go and take my license driving test. Its becoming worse and worse by the day of how much I need a car which I would have one available to me once I got my license. I just can't get myself to go and renew the permit. I went one day to renew my permit and I messed up on a few of the sign questions without really studying and now I just can't go back. How do I overcome this mountain of things I have to do. It's so hard for me and I can't even think about how long it'll take to get it ALL done. i exaggerate my words but thats how my mind thinks of this situation. I really need this license thing sorted out so I can live my life more comfortably and not rely on others to drive me places. Thank you for reading and thanks for the help.,1.3138636363636351,2.4768718383838397,3.4200883838383858,92.58346590909092,78.0909090909091,6.162121212121212,21.97095959595959,6.6274283507984215,0.2835444444444444,696,19,166,6,16,238,101,198,0.047,0.873,0.081,0.8822,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,13,4,0,0,7,0,16,1,0,7,1,34,36,18,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,14,11,0,0,3,1,0,8,6,1,0,2,4,1,31,3,24,30,4,22,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,9,122,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581205556099003,0.0,0.0,0.1519772212355384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774915479157174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408207572776366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908887841230166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4313669928346851,0.0,0.3128231832029611,0.0,0.11005768582948372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326973623350215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223573965222162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719659774369503,0.0,0.0,0.12151038233466993,0.12177874696191568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894484921187036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115771108107093,0.2040691721142005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14654802563109412,0.18649348000886345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437710683636525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15415244956785912,0.0,0.13764523555174835,0.0,0.17631041290260585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15467715403486573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20692817624471244,0.0,0.0,0.253381910607337,0.0,0.0,0.18284127715398807,0.1763472960583065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756399173725752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326491984332305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804686099883206,0.09775277281262236,0.0,0.0,0.08861503833113303
anxiety,dreamydopamine,2019/01/31,"Not really sure where my life is going (and worried about it). (TW: suicide attempt) Hi there,

First time posting here; sorry if I screw this up. Long, so TL;DR at the end.

A bit of history to get you caught up: I'm a university student with GAD. While I've had GAD for most of my life, my worries had been rather non-specific prior to beginning my studies at uni. Since then, I've mostly been concerned about where I stand compared to my peers, and have this overwhelming feeling that I am not doing *enough* with my life (most of the people in my degree program are ridiculously high-achieving). This specific anxiety got so intense that I found myself devoting more and more of my life to the sole act of worrying, rather than doing the things that I enjoyed or found productive. Eventually, this escalated to a suicide attempt and a month-long hospitalization, which has resulted in me taking the year off of school because program logistics prevented me from only missing one semester.

Since coming out of hospital, I've been on 200mg sertraline daily. I've found it mostly helpful in calming me down/suppressing my worries, but lately I've been having doubts. I now have some strong, healthy habits of exercise and routine that had previously left my life. However, I've recently started to feel like I am wasting my day-to-day existence again. I was supposed to begin lessons to get my pilot's license, but unfortunately this has been delayed because of larger-than-usual numbers of trainees and wacky weather. I had previously arranged for a research position beginning in May to give me some time to start my flight training, but I worry that a) if I approach my lab manager to begin work early, I will not be paid for my time (most of research is funded by grants for undergraduate students during the summer only), but also b) that I will be committing to too much, too early.

If there's anyone out there with some thoughts or similar experience, I would greatly appreciate your input.

To whoever read this far, thank you. I appreciate your time.

TL;DR: Anxiety forced me (a student) to take time off, now feeling that I am struggling to fill my time in a productive way, but also unsure of the best way to do so in my situation.",7.44572463768116,7.76451015458937,7.925422705314009,68.96538043478265,63.396135265700465,10.957971014492754,38.022946859903385,10.686352973137794,4.328523671497585,1780,86,296,42,24,589,217,414,0.111,0.785,0.104,0.2467,1,0,0,0,0,2,67.0,0,4,0,7,20,15,2,3,15,0,30,7,0,1,2,51,56,23,2,6,15,0,3,1,0,4,6,0,0,0,17,12,0,2,8,2,2,6,3,6,0,2,17,3,43,9,55,33,14,57,0,2,0,1,7,19,1,15,29,214,60,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495339384225134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13866324825820658,0.0,0.0,0.06337053213646812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049428960605752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511048683798004,0.0,0.09894437599794867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806963245968163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689757354896355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027118950849488,0.0936449118354415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865343104444008,0.0,0.0,0.13747559910188206,0.0647460174491344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708974518960801,0.0,0.2981130167680565,0.0,0.0,0.0947007624938338,0.08694045672833198,0.0515070597666623,0.0,0.0724850088635771,0.0999197828195338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060747310429444076,0.0957554634731152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223447283486274,0.0,0.09846964967470392,0.0,0.32007288704383635,0.04427719041290648,0.0,0.0,0.16040921606521807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233992015770138,0.0,0.0666234032550073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614131646034503,0.13785624318270598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06283136010786487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679839014675624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906544240304643,0.0,0.058059833557588224,0.0,0.08948609089180919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172229557172852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499399768227745,0.10187180292506716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014527511598055,0.12829661696243613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474604755629606,0.0,0.1982687978093424,0.0,0.08541760658023775,0.0,0.13628480897245654,0.0,0.0,0.08343983383722342,0.0,0.0,0.06021047732944484,0.0,0.0,0.07195001578666012,0.31708213512544026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387558958069918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597964535408657,0.4601953049818008,0.0,0.06438087944843908,0.0,0.0,0.058362683082671674
anxiety,more_beans,2019/01/31,"Made a stupid mistake in work yesterday and now dreading going into my boss today, convinced myself the worst is gonna happen...help! Context, I work in childcare and when parents collect we bring children to the gate. I had a lapse of concentration yesterday and went out with a child despite my colleague not being present with the other kids, a parent saw this and complained to my boss via email.

So now I'm freaking out about going in today, convinced I'm either gonna be fired, or the school we host our club in will kick us out, I'm dreading seeing that mum again, and lots of other things like that...

I also tend to cry when confronted so I'm worrying about that too...any advice?",6.182875939849622,6.513636263157897,6.242622180451129,79.91701597744364,66.06766917293233,8.15375939849624,31.66259398496241,7.6454224807358475,2.14845939849624,545,20,99,5,8,173,86,133,0.233,0.713,0.054000000000000006,-0.9777,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,4,0,0,2,10,11,2,2,8,0,5,0,0,3,0,21,19,11,0,1,3,3,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,3,7,13,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,8,0,0,4,3,11,3,17,10,3,22,0,0,2,0,12,8,0,2,11,66,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20061018749199813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16417293750006304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960644950403092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22550499480965594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23334576941569946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815401425915974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760373778186186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029591197081264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17453297941700605,0.0,0.1942534365136368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4559077176291452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077677286348636,0.16359214049004708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363877128977525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3891879925402318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469425021255568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903088990840914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29891186141611875,0.20848526009627705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,imathrowaway5555,2019/01/31,"I need some help and advice Hello, 

I really need some help and advice. Lately my head has been playing games on me of what if I did this, what if I did that etc etc but now it's really causing me a great deal of anxiety. Anytime I'm alone with somebody and there's nobody I know there my brain keeps going ""what if I kissed them""... Now I'm in a relationship and love my boyfriend dearly but this is really stressing me out... I know I wouldn't have done anything like this and keep telling myself they would have said something .... I'm feeling horribly guilty of things i am 99.9% sure I didn't go but that 0.1% is causing all the problems.... I feel like confessing even tho it's not true and it's really causing me alot of issues..

It's going to affect my relationship if it keeps going the way it's going so please if you have any words of advice to help me break this cycle I really would be greatful.

Thanks very much ",1.358404255319147,3.6327429255319177,2.9515319148936183,90.64400000000002,82.51063829787232,5.887659574468086,19.50638297872341,7.1686216300943375,0.4102970212765964,722,19,151,10,20,237,101,188,0.093,0.685,0.222,0.98,0,1,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,2,0,7,13,0,1,5,0,16,4,2,4,3,42,36,16,0,11,9,0,2,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,16,8,0,3,5,2,0,5,3,2,0,0,6,3,25,11,11,26,7,13,1,0,0,2,15,3,0,8,5,101,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081857241616993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887953563013283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714897471491565,0.0,0.08042162223253937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865103000263793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173561420349564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239821756115912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838099068233044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758109254528198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344880737152549,0.06943518047405936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631041592771627,0.07510252098897477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987295736178017,0.0,0.0,0.2318050710165545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789030242863416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21139259229968668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972494084670248,0.0,0.2803242696119201,0.0,0.0,0.11554974773508073,0.0,0.11858747370692065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027191711036305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948809328564266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772802056164616,0.1559002018968928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539752537038245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059203481271227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.336734214718364,0.0,0.0,0.22573342289041756,0.0,0.0,0.09999954617009577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093165406439418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204222564199814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908065150200307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918853517111025,0.09678652246062464,0.0,0.0,0.06984149474434237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086740520515972,0.0,0.08344466510835594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14935795406609031,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,woodjojo,2019/01/31,Late night anxiety An other sleepless night of overthinking hyperventilating and unnecessary depression everything in my life is good school comes easy now I have the love of my life she brings me happiness but some how I still can’t kick this anxiety like is it just an endless cycle of pain I feel stupid and worthless I fear I won’t be successful in life I feel lazy and unproductive due to the sleep I lose in the night I want to be successful I want to be freed from this prison that most of us on the page have...,3.4922549019607843,5.626768029411769,4.3319607843137256,84.19049019607843,74.58823529411767,8.847058823529412,25.058823529411764,9.444778638647367,2.1298352941176475,417,14,86,11,9,134,66,102,0.255,0.529,0.21600000000000005,-0.8074,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,3,4,13,1,1,6,0,9,6,1,1,0,13,16,5,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,0,2,14,7,12,12,3,13,0,3,0,1,3,4,0,2,8,56,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731018065958661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15376069674433346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15374054081944605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604229884027946,0.0,0.0,0.20086049594826208,0.18050846180313676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971611616158287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900150272004962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201354140901027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782364171849822,0.08720537593520758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19969422092701286,0.0,0.0,0.1611019117449913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5025263961763945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18993504384130888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18065006366441114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786274609831192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14254917377512216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21471177946422032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105661407829214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,brozza981,2019/01/31,"Weighted blanket arrives today and I'm so excited I know this is trivial to some, but I ordered a weighted blanket last week and I'm grinning like an idiot waiting for it to arrive today. I've found it difficult to fall asleep in my uni accommodation, and I already try and layer blankets (also I used to sleep in a sleeping bag and duvet at home in the winter) so I'm just really ready to wrap up all snuggly and fall asleep tonight.

Has anyone else had experience with weighted blankets? I got my 6.8kg from eBay for £60 which was a bargain - let's see if it is good for the price!",4.293382352941176,5.03779198319328,5.7793172268907576,80.12174894957984,70.34453781512605,7.6306722689075634,32.52205882352941,7.6454224807358475,2.2683184873949576,462,21,89,5,8,157,81,119,0.07200000000000001,0.777,0.152,0.8702,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,6,0,6,7,4,1,1,16,15,11,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,7,3,1,2,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,4,4,7,4,15,10,2,14,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,2,7,53,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873496310096549,0.13576806175273096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187098017142059,0.17395334055337242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182424091149348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660713720677942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18614822965743671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14239822455069648,0.1357836322238475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17029698301327142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933032509782162,0.1383883219314916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17360523250171736,0.0,0.08294291237856742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087614557873465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13528775308845056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33979285533352505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218514586461809,0.0,0.0,0.11526527888541742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663006986893992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618231703903494,0.6202163227911629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Just_Kingsley,2019/01/31,"Helpful tool in managing your excessive worries Which involves writing a worry script for worries about hypothetical situations over which you have little to no control. 

For example:

• Worries about you or a loved one developing a serious illness

• Worries about failure or loss in your future (e.g. losing your job, getting divorced)


How to Write a Worry Script
Your worry script should be about the worst-case scenario for one of your worries. 

For example, if you are worried about a loved one being in a car accident, you would write about your loved one actually being in a car accident.

Its something you can do everyday for 15/20 minutes, and this exercise is designed to help you get over your worries and anxiety in the long-term.

Hope this helps!",9.69311688311688,9.71312363636364,8.927922077922084,64.64045454545457,58.84848484848485,11.785281385281387,43.85714285714286,11.20814326018867,5.318368831168831,608,33,91,14,7,192,75,132,0.294,0.57,0.136,-0.9679,1,0,1,0,1,0,17.0,0,13,0,3,7,7,0,0,9,0,10,5,0,2,0,13,16,6,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,3,0,4,0,0,13,4,22,11,0,12,0,2,0,3,24,8,0,4,2,70,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.08458118685432596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630526750460639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721210671762928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905670315518838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17428698889453306,0.0,0.0,0.0860867021477178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601043444263859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868699801725321,0.0,0.07670364076285811,0.0,0.09696588171811804,0.0,0.0,0.2346796343876729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349298092168528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742505283801267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06672577378274652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8802151452377024,0.0,0.061570625059375474,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheStonedBean,2019/01/31,I'm so anxious I can't even focus I deleted my post yesterday cause I figured even people on Reddit couldn't give a shit about my fears. But right now I'm so anxious. I'm having so much trouble focusing. I can't do anything without fear. I'm sitting here crying and shaking terrified. My boyfriend left for work and I just got when worse. I can't do anything. I'm so disoriented. I'm only 19 and my anxiety is just ripping apart my life. Usually I'd smoke some greens but I'm sick and can't. So I'm sitting here crying and losing my mind because I'm sick. It got bad because my leg started hurting a little out of no where. Like who has panic attacks over a leg pain? Me obviously. Anyone up and want to comfort me a little? Or at least relate? This feels so dumb but I'm so terrified I can barely breathe.,0.3468864468864439,2.685185390532542,2.8396956889264615,89.03708086785014,88.58579881656804,5.112538743307974,24.61566638489716,6.655083550727371,1.0393784728092426,637,28,129,8,21,219,99,169,0.35700000000000004,0.583,0.059,-0.9957,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,17,14,3,4,4,0,11,8,4,1,1,22,27,18,0,2,7,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,7,12,0,0,2,2,16,2,10,24,3,20,0,2,1,0,2,11,2,2,6,74,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871723300079136,0.32109795451687523,0.0,0.09936978967686627,0.0,0.2338963125548797,0.0,0.0,0.1616758039135696,0.0,0.0,0.11865970355515774,0.17326340727270145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14599077833497254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122122948096947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877306247870238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198367321088569,0.07185738075144288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363292149875032,0.0,0.0,0.2273239577659916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15213655279307114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15440786194848866,0.0,0.1003797013991306,0.06942998504948797,0.28487220489790444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15898981713848673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14349517162744005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447053773748068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808451048831533,0.15121988882971868,0.16674079069231196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852432713653957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13610644383732742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136503941506893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14587853157358674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005894018402454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15651908641433146,0.0,0.08382283689338589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13699334378631,0.0,0.10346107663528327,0.0,0.14482685596000244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Heichenart,2019/01/31,"I want to give up I've struggled with anxiety the longest time however recently everything came crashing down on me when I realized I spend almost all my life just making basic beginner mistakes with my art.Being an artist,It hit me the most.I struggled with depression and myriad of other issues including anxiety.I've reached a point where I want to improve but i just couldn't.I kept making the same mistakes over and over and I never felt like I could enjoy art anymore.Thoughts just flooded my mind that I would never improve,that i've wasted all this time not addressing the mistakes and now I won't improve. Art was my life and I felt like I had nothing to stand for,that nobody cares about me otherwise.I've never felt this hopeless and stressed out by something I used to love.I want to push myself but i just lost the interest to do anything at all. I have thoughts in my head berating me,I feel like a pathetic artist who has no direction.I am so close to breaking and at this point I don't know what to do. I only see my therapist about once a week and even then it's not enough. And because I also have OCD I feel a compulsion to draw and can't just take a break.",3.2700847457627087,5.1613741440678,4.362000000000002,84.80630508474577,74.5084745762712,7.770847457627119,28.749152542372883,8.548686976883017,2.236476949152543,942,40,183,18,20,307,131,236,0.17600000000000002,0.713,0.111,-0.9382,1,0,1,0,1,1,17.0,0,0,0,1,14,15,0,3,11,0,13,3,1,3,6,54,34,16,0,8,9,0,5,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,8,16,0,1,8,3,1,2,9,9,0,0,9,6,28,6,25,21,5,29,0,3,1,0,2,13,0,1,14,120,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745121970203355,0.0,0.0,0.10178472004114504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736784720830337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473951458672297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775879062613543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557291054432964,0.12976910411682194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162167484019603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962494664402808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315129074497023,0.0,0.08406637239585192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438987693418767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12871185692786055,0.09092791945266374,0.3666224985649395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209731436813268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13062465280485785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328458812284332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994903777180424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798014014682386,0.1865458121783909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893972214406636,0.0,0.11487398434506968,0.0,0.16991902386843746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12851519083499988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29449550978160105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221273329397884,0.0,0.0,0.13554764777033215,0.0,0.0968011768910081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24063899871976424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567234843651304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142463474349854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798535155721858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579730597421006,0.2661186377193092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569773262583013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14778036565706731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202090120684474,0.14843445192190285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992791985500504,0.0,0.0,0.2252168018793025,0.0,0.10209528541121572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904151274690886,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FierreAF,2019/01/31,"Anxiety and Sickness Today I called in sick to work because the anxiety was just overwhelming.

I've been especially anxious and upset since around Christmas to the point where it is affecting me nearly every day. Doctor prescribed Fluoxetine but I wanted to try talking therapies first before going down that route.

ANYWAY. Yesterday was a very noisy day, I spent my whole day surrounded by noisy people and music which I think had me on edge and up a height. I got unnecessarily upset about someone putting my bag on the floor. Then last night ended up having an argument with someone and my brain started catastrophising everything which made it difficult to sleep.

Tune in to this morning, all ready and packed to go to work, 5 minutes away from work I started walking back towards home, then to work, then home. I couldn't face going into work. My job is great for what it is, best job I've had but I just couldn't deal with the noise. I needed more space. It was the stress of the noise and potentially getting upset at my desk that made me call in, but then the anxiety of calling in sick and them getting upset with me is hitting me now, and now my brain is spiralling out of control like what if this day off sick makes them make me move to a team I don't like? I think other people at work seem to call in sick for things like hangovers and whatnot, I don't want to be lumped in with them but I feel like I really needed this space to breathe. Sat in the house right now just in silence and it's beautiful.

It's hard for me to avoid noise but it really gets to me and I don't want this to become a thing. I've booked in for talking therapies just need to do a self assessment but I guess I just wanted to get this off my chest.",3.807754091300602,5.430527738372097,4.471912144702841,85.69384582256677,72.48837209302326,7.538156761412576,25.822136089577953,8.167268648758528,1.5190599913867358,1378,45,275,21,27,440,167,344,0.154,0.757,0.08900000000000001,-0.9469,2,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,3,10,13,14,0,7,14,0,19,13,6,6,1,53,48,23,0,10,12,0,2,4,0,0,7,0,2,1,21,19,0,2,4,2,1,6,5,8,0,1,11,2,35,6,55,33,4,58,0,1,0,0,12,32,0,3,24,183,56,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938935532064568,0.09544457919280837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521001644914735,0.0,0.0,0.0793769183509704,0.06496414271242801,0.0,0.051501583127606186,0.09330760882622607,0.07189094691339104,0.0,0.08866233108800922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18862754184825506,0.3450766096903012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475768414556676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217944660235812,0.08710085173640575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647450011044948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482908581000441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118268655492853,0.0,0.0759301293172939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042718412691466916,0.06035646569115063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186333220157504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17656076922029434,0.0,0.14404518801952165,0.0,0.06757078076708377,0.09314557375443702,0.09307031496442313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568242289916309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694917114238836,0.0,0.0,0.09748493605119464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16767766598891135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688669673126856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16510141190732722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598844659071698,0.11278946880257368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979472736686024,0.0,0.18793480691043546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792839285419242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714323073717875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986611569696928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493127326038608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824716299826527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215016447624914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691243584416788,0.08813681321578169,0.0,0.0,0.06988728746092705,0.0,0.08454652507789738,0.0,0.14316859802004034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959855856875555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09677786700569677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13581250641643305,0.0,0.0,0.19323308883279824,0.0,0.11225683840824482,0.10826980770144133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008238546710378,0.0,0.0,0.05736011595847865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970939432676798,0.19932697250779075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432505549199306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690387478355815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gossamer4448,2019/01/31,SILENT MIND Does anyone else etg a silent mind like a inner silence in their head . I can talk and move and know whats going on but its like im not here,-1.5450000000000017,0.4276039117647059,0.2502352941176476,105.38005882352944,98.11764705882356,2.72,9.741176470588236,3.1291,-2.2418635294117646,119,1,30,0,5,38,28,34,0.0,0.8440000000000001,0.156,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,7,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965478578724489,0.28801460335882645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459877509106551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348184424791636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15975252094529596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28848412277681496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036303697457906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15448222343470827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746572147927155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.567650765693,0.0,0.0,0.298759040722153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22593316626082616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,A_funny_user_name,2019/01/31,"I got over my severe anxiety disorder a year ago, and now I’m having an anxiety attack Combination of meds and therapy, a year ago I believed I’d moved on.

I’m now having my first anxiety attack in over a year.

I’ve moved to a new country, I’m at work right now, and I don’t have access to any of my meds.

I’ve been sitting outside in a quiet area for the last 20mins trying to get it under control, but I’m struggling. My boss knows where I am and why. He’s a really understanding guy, no worries there.

I don’t even know why I’m posting this or what I hope to achieve. I guess just typing it is giving me something to concentrate on, and maybe it’s helping a bit?",2.847272727272724,3.511431804195805,5.170216783216784,83.46455594405596,73.61538461538461,8.237482517482517,27.58671328671329,8.548686976883017,1.873092867132867,520,19,113,9,10,184,86,143,0.16399999999999998,0.764,0.07200000000000001,-0.8246,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,4,7,4,2,1,9,0,8,0,0,2,0,15,21,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,5,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,2,1,12,1,16,19,1,26,0,0,0,0,4,11,0,3,11,66,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23820167748259904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091368491083092,0.0,0.308352004316535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057047278228245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15137619150015771,0.0,0.0,0.14668484998997394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15069465357399853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15398665610092174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874262283737605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428540121509692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019685050432863,0.1288890624113855,0.0,0.0,0.10745888833435238,0.0,0.14801120350346642,0.13303618985386584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900577726400753,0.0,0.0,0.13344845817569068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14768000330954895,0.10952023443222328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498132550879566,0.0,0.29848434796829904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28560396880391103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976442386684495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286784489733114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607359326834557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474155514768412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15178703370252464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343585489670784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14046083602797554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536508286544831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091220705542451,0.0,0.0,0.139872095708626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24247557153526306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781469925442272,0.13644773358062368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25956770134681245
anxiety,Some_depressed_betch,2019/01/31,Anxiety? I don't quite know if I have anxiety or not. care to help me? I always lose my breath when other people are around.  my heart beats so hard and I feel really dizzy and feel like I'm going to pass out. what's wrong with me?,-1.0909714285714252,0.9892463599999992,1.3557142857142848,98.065,95.4,5.257142857142857,11.142857142857142,6.868970318607317,-0.8131142857142852,178,2,43,3,7,60,40,50,0.339,0.616,0.045,-0.9214,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,11,9,6,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,3,8,2,5,9,0,5,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,25,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21936959180897808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4033677421510532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346954864192917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26879854094228944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666086013280625,0.18834446185119114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14983268215547746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361696472665909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31241465805359503,0.1767123283023465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488964396680873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12880118236080146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949457128093639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827747740035309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28041358192542154,0.0,0.0,0.16889452876641572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28824894265181816,0.0,0.0
anxiety,misteph44,2019/01/31,"Anxious about anxiety medication After a few months of seeing a psychologist, I was recommended to a psychiatrist to get a prescription for a medication that helps with anxiety and depression. I’ve always been nervous about the concept of medication, but I trust my psychologist a lot and want to give it a shot. I’m mainly waffling now because when I met with the psychiatrist, she barely asked anything at all, not even about my medical history or current medications... and after 15 minutes wrote me a prescription and said to make an appointment for a month from now. Seems rather concerning to me that she’d write a prescription for such a significant illness with such little thought put into it... makes me think about that whole “we’re all overly medicated, need to just get away from social media and technology and all that toxic stuff and we’ll be fine” perspective. Do y’all think medication does really help? How can I feel less weak for wanting to try it? How can I be less scared of trying it?",8.529836956521738,8.507274048913047,8.901217391304344,64.01769565217393,61.22826086956522,12.794782608695655,37.42173913043478,12.161744961471696,4.880719130434782,811,35,136,25,10,270,113,184,0.104,0.805,0.091,-0.3229,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,1,0,0,14,6,0,2,14,0,9,9,0,4,3,34,28,12,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,1,9,1,0,0,9,11,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,6,3,14,2,29,18,9,14,0,1,1,0,13,5,0,3,8,102,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911380348391458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167580853089073,0.1237381316141081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901341547021572,0.0,0.10239610223980032,0.0,0.10290737989627764,0.0,0.0,0.06676869158284097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433833963252956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958507572260179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234377058815762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0553818416579158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144501860893275,0.10507150300818972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683178466548702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977819661260264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311879627648356,0.0,0.0,0.1462247332788261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7723822103381803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17485217870922845,0.0,0.0,0.08121537499920395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010826552671614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07016795409027486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418845573177417,0.0,0.10965899931902846,0.0,0.08728151695806241,0.09971232719274624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165240979216892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253860587010656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036526567036903,0.0,0.08695487215796685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14872785102929198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920768977662975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228673676059044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CynicismNostalgia,2019/01/31,"Advice about partners parents Hi, I've had major anxiety from at least four years old (my first panic attacks happened then.) I'm 25 now and me and my partner have the good fortune of living at his parents house while they live and work abroad. 


The thing is, they don't know me. And from what little I've heard them talk about mental health, they don't take it seriously at all. This will be the first time since my partner started working away that his parents will be coming back for the week. So I will be left alone with them/maybe partner might be back some evenings. 


I had hoped I was keeping my anxiety in check by monitoring my thoughts, but regardless. That sudden adrenaline rush of anxiety has been keeping me awake for days, and I just had the largest panic attack/breakdown I have had in YEARS last night. 


I'm so worried about having to keep up a consistent front in front of them for the whole week. It sucks the life out of you. I told my partner all this after waking him up with my panic and he seemed.. well, not to get it at all. WHICH I appreciate as he's never experienced a panic attack himself. 

Words of comfort, wisdom, anything will help me greatly here. It feels so disheartening when your body and mind won't let you deal with regular things. ",4.664552845528455,6.079517406504067,4.801788617886178,84.97796747967482,70.0569105691057,7.417886178861789,28.300813008130078,7.793537801064563,1.6599447154471545,1006,36,195,12,18,314,148,246,0.133,0.77,0.097,-0.8668,3,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,3,5,4,14,15,3,4,9,0,24,4,2,0,4,32,42,15,0,2,3,3,1,0,5,6,2,1,0,5,12,12,0,3,4,0,1,4,5,9,1,3,9,3,30,6,32,22,7,38,0,1,0,0,28,13,1,4,21,139,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407966065023914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971276046320716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220952318743627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922683334574412,0.0,0.0,0.32858308451598595,0.09045434401676858,0.14806039427436585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069407817511286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293313252121216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620899679753909,0.09925618896267067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06358930058123166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04867996991718692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637844025239391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05030016562340678,0.0,0.0,0.08075162746456098,0.0,0.10614448062558396,0.0,0.0,0.08513642912623648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233674202709736,0.0,0.0,0.06453168264567034,0.0,0.0,0.09562365690482927,0.0,0.11108942152476046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25672323624515064,0.0,0.0,0.052910697362964415,0.0784776794325761,0.0,0.0,0.10460400860740596,0.09844859446183736,0.06800249039564059,0.0,0.09649370892491264,0.17002670462752925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672204636503927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702342721044968,0.1021334780115284,0.09721117810079784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425388201259456,0.0,0.0,0.0903483770385555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102532457352137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4518359333439368,0.3207088625353526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764593128010936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964039009977779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06814455250614808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238746851394436,0.07738289311543578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12792281296077854,0.0,0.0,0.0764322823886742,0.05613923088905641,0.0,0.0,0.09199571445453912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445338265269964,0.0,0.08656356455857922,0.0,0.0,0.10748856463724407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14017995216460016,0.09777281386179328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399700057223648
anxiety,N0tan0therthrowawa,2019/01/31,"Why does every small thing feel like the end of the world? I know all my fears are completely irrational here. But I got a new (to me) car at the same time I moved to a new apartment complex and got a new job (I work late nights). In said gated apartment complex theres not that much parking but theres a parking deck across the street for the mall that's close by you can park in. I dont live in the best area and tonight I had to park in the parking garage that isnt gated not secure. Its 2am right now and all I can think is someone broke into it and/or its destroyed by now. I know this is completely illogical and probably didnt happen but its taking a lot in me to not check to see if it's okay. I know I cant afford to get it fixed or anything if it is damaged, but so many people park over there usually so it's probably fine. Theres nothing of value in my car and it is locked but still. 

I know this is something so small and stupid but I cannot sleep thinking something is happening. It's such a small thing that I feel ridiculous even thinking about it. But here i am. Panicking.",1.5031168831168848,3.2725281428571438,2.8497835497835524,94.22324675324678,79.25974025974024,5.9584415584415575,22.688311688311693,6.868970318607317,0.4736805194805194,855,27,195,9,21,277,118,231,0.132,0.805,0.064,-0.9485,2,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,2,15,11,3,1,13,1,16,1,1,0,2,36,33,19,0,2,13,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,19,8,0,1,11,1,1,3,8,6,0,0,5,4,19,5,22,28,6,35,0,2,1,0,2,20,0,4,13,128,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469595323174878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351557710103718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667875599666561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133611258599513,0.0,0.14910763334942045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126842533155204,0.0,0.0,0.08403140903838577,0.0,0.10719318292623654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431643414164874,0.12865832543202402,0.09089010236527346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647020416272012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20350811169919628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250106239440493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625192720932288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27967978335813193,0.0,0.14351618937057373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06215607581172665,0.0,0.11234266954826108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081627843759668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289869432529605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522083953687114,0.09352556620996404,0.0,0.0,0.3686262710727336,0.0,0.11939274936956865,0.0,0.1220765399594769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820231694466242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27434175694990715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086500967182889,0.1210208241773292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138245205309156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731763251811698,0.0,0.10779796646908403,0.19588919854191172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016026495734457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565793176444952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16904627229727415,0.2445633734273301,0.0,0.0,0.07418635888143478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14012119107064575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480145212089905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262186241753996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TrumpPeachWatch,2019/01/31,"I've been on Lexapro for 5 years. If I ween off how bad will my withdrawal really be? I'm seeing lots of horror stories online about people having permanent withdrawal symptoms, even after 8+ years.

I only started being sexually active about 4 years ago, and I've always had a lot of trouble finishing. I got divorced last year and increased the Lexapro dose from 10mg to 20mg around Christmas, and now I've been hit with ED. I also started Welbutrin recently, but from what I've read it generally isn't the culprit for sexual dysfunction.

I want to be done with this sexual dysfunction. But the withdrawal I'm reading about scares me to death. I already suffer from chronic dizziness, and I've experienced the ""zaps"" before if I forgot to take it 2 days in a row. Now I read that people have those conditions forever and that their sexual function never returns.

What do I do?",5.91547077922078,6.866310125000003,7.012792207792209,71.98675324675327,66.79761904761905,10.15670995670996,33.72510822510823,10.230975488527342,3.713659523809524,703,31,119,17,11,237,109,168,0.16699999999999998,0.784,0.049,-0.9759,0,0,0,0,1,0,19.0,0,0,1,0,9,4,0,1,6,0,13,3,0,1,1,19,23,11,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,8,8,0,1,0,3,0,1,2,4,0,0,6,2,12,0,21,12,3,21,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,4,16,77,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14494901828751475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804463999759804,0.13076544556276368,0.1360602416742105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14556586598320104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653086694490574,0.0,0.0,0.13914194462217466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054557115576863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16733589103473426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800222900593566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078044231212352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328915758562546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780346525608424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12611531651396934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124362959607647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267258622108795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4906873514178048,0.0,0.10475394612312867,0.0,0.1614544956411578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637102443061514,0.0,0.13030283472718532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23147804734459496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16995801993086185,0.12294533640318818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644727104442488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4212014389038412
anxiety,toadstailandwheat,2019/01/31,"Anxiety before work(or before anything scheduled really) I like everyone I work with, I love my job, if I’m gone away from it more than a day I start to get anxiety about returning there. It upsets my stomach and gives me the runs, makes my heart pound and last week before going in I had to sit down because I had light halos around my vision. What is my problem, how can I stop feeling this way before work. It just feels so unhealthy and ridiculous. Does anyone else get like this right before work? ",3.9095103092783496,5.823965144329897,4.344935567010307,85.507506443299,72.81443298969073,6.911855670103092,25.527061855670105,7.6454224807358475,1.3933309278350516,397,13,74,5,8,125,70,97,0.168,0.713,0.119,-0.6405,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,6,6,1,1,2,0,4,3,2,2,0,13,15,6,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,3,3,13,3,10,12,1,17,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,9,44,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182747654929057,0.0,0.0,0.09975381519615877,0.1461758771031543,0.11740011533452133,0.12700098918973654,0.0,0.0,0.1340372948358859,0.0,0.0,0.08696650141628287,0.0,0.6069817427816164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200632025284897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484601414880064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917726180927145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363213324469537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442701630599949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907184841688986,0.13685607428498744,0.08107910014384008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690572375955094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415717643142425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629000210526452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13939660977889878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875960963023905,0.0,0.09522916484001234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650994719872162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139405511935766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183406800451127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097814068534748,0.0,0.0,0.11927328796063585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323984895190868,0.1144362596072884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4154436535382687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Spideyfan1602,2019/01/31,"New to this... It all started a little over a week ago... or maybe it started years ago and has crept up on me, I'm not so sure.
I was attending physical training in my law enforcement class for the first time, and it stunned me to find that I could not catch my breath for about half an hour after the exercise ended.
I thought maybe I had been way more out of shape than I had thought, perhaps, but surely feeling faint and dizzy for that long after some stretches and cardio wasn't normal.
Then, later that night shortly after falling asleep in bed at home I woke up to the feeling of suffocation, to the pounding heart beat that was so strong I could feel it throughout every inch of my body, save my feet.
This was hell. I thought for sure I was dying...
I feared maybe it was asthma, as I had a history of childhood asthma, and had learn to fear that it might one day come back to finish me.
I laid in bed in agony for a couple hours as I was paralyzed by the tight-gripping fear and nerve-wracking heartbeats.
I had had this sensation before, but far, far weaker...
At my first job on the second day, when I had been anxious about helping the customers, which wasn't something I was very good at, given social ineptitude.
That was a cakewalk compared to what I felt that might a week ago.
What was worse? It wasn't just an attack, it was long lasting anxiety. The choking and pounding heart beat stayed with me for the whole week.
I couldn't sleep for the attacks waking me up... it was like my bed was a trigger.
I scheduled an appointment with my doctor, but it didn't come fast enough for me.
I made my way to the ER and had them prescribe me something to tide me over until the appointment with my doctor.
The panic attacks I experienced night after night were so powerful that I called my mother for comfort and would talk to her until they subsided.
Bear in mind I am a grown and strong 21 year old male...
I have deduced that intense physical exercise seems to be the trigger, but there's no way I'm cutting my courses.
They've gotten much better over the last week, but they still won't allow me to get restful sleep.
I've had entire beautiful and blessed days where I feel normal again.
Such wonderful reprieves from these long visits to hell.
I hope my body learns to adjust and overcome this as the physical training continues.
I now know what it is like to feel the strongest fear one can experience, and I honestly believe that I would rather have my old depressive episodes back, awful as they were, so terrible is the sensation of extreme anxiety.",5.99373493975904,6.290441626506027,5.953879518072287,81.94262650602411,66.46987951807229,8.808674698795182,31.86104417670683,8.548686976883017,2.3615641767068274,2022,76,391,27,30,636,238,498,0.157,0.696,0.147,-0.4523,2,0,2,0,0,0,63.0,0,0,4,8,17,27,6,5,29,1,45,18,10,5,4,68,69,31,1,9,10,1,6,2,0,5,8,0,4,1,30,19,0,0,17,2,0,7,9,13,1,6,37,7,56,14,64,23,7,86,3,1,0,0,12,25,2,7,52,275,86,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892497878239186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888168753788197,0.08039591835570574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428805518444121,0.0,0.10944260968464327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06055596606369507,0.08017831059730324,0.0,0.06293944378852177,0.0,0.15809600256597073,0.0,0.0,0.07266717286028845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260427235692226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363853432391473,0.07874244925032284,0.0,0.1376861414647576,0.0,0.06129410030662644,0.0,0.07385778155430038,0.0,0.0,0.1456802871263327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06303085124677786,0.07353221677738678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059959376478041324,0.0,0.0,0.06961278708953512,0.0,0.3203205431871166,0.17991519518833468,0.0,0.0683293261544302,0.0,0.06504329798314297,0.12106541067723865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03718064794015285,0.0,0.0,0.05968962118003599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16866115767734033,0.04770023604689349,0.0,0.07138405297003036,0.07068266034642977,0.14016589977778765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07062003970748063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03911028893322188,0.1160175492060403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06953501049703073,0.07132578144647808,0.0,0.188935709654876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733781308549673,0.0,0.0,0.21448368863478706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15098912068324866,0.07185611705285004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052314284188800485,0.0,0.0,0.0687313650724603,0.0,0.2003499088125193,0.1394527028951079,0.0,0.0,0.14935088103407196,0.0,0.09644616122959808,0.0,0.0,0.08349650819317454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06478572135746909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243230123504852,0.0725435070400365,0.0,0.10957221236203699,0.0,0.0,0.100741561558252,0.07585216142409675,0.05683226629377056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20121582178541125,0.0,0.0,0.057199535426114737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16949060192159074,0.041496741679626914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058718376908542286,0.0,0.16946181326882806,0.2283362995887803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794529089484747,0.0,0.0,0.07717514250216449,0.0,0.0,0.07252296642619684,0.1011068020917232,0.0,0.0,0.09165553963436447
anxiety,noajenk,2019/01/31,"anxiety when out in public one of the biggest causes of my anxiety problems is when i'm out in public. it's where i was when i had my first panic attack at age 20, and ever since then that's been a big trigger for me. even simple things like going to get my haircut or going out to eat make me feel nervous and like if i stay there too long, i'm going to die. 

it's such a silly worry, i know, but it's a feeling i can never seem to shake. i feel like maybe my breathing will suddenly get worse, or maybe it'll just stop suddenly... 

does anybody else have issues like this? weather is also a weird trigger for it. i've been wearing sunglasses almost every single day for the past two years to help with this, and honestly, it's been a pretty good coping method. it helps me keep my feelings in check for some odd reason. i'm new to this subreddit, but had to share my worries just to get them off my chest. thanks for reading.
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anxiety,jtaub32,2019/01/31,Start of a new school semester What advice can you give about meeting new people in class or speaking in front of the class? I literally get too scared for even raise my hand and ask a simple question in front of the class,4.957424242424242,5.96855140909091,4.879999999999999,86.19833333333334,69.0,7.684848484848485,26.03030303030303,7.793537801064563,1.2552212121212123,178,5,36,2,3,55,34,44,0.064,0.865,0.071,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,8,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,3,21,4,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887531072619538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762468007020041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19517085844631324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543833068610532,0.28346456472521303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5707794787245491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048581847197151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310206666758798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958408285807807,0.29905548657377273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20915202226630908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,smiteeeee,2019/01/31,I have a presentation in 2 hours and my heart is racing. What can i do to overcome this fear???,0.5259999999999998,2.4079316000000013,3.0599999999999987,90.935,83.0,6.0,20.0,7.1686216300943375,0.28200000000000003,72,2,17,1,2,25,19,20,0.222,0.778,0.0,-0.6474,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5897804026915672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6210843956721195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5161523515916312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bjukee,2019/01/31,Does anyone ever have anxious thoughts of what they said the day after a night of drinking? I’m in college I try not to go out often but my roommates are all in frats and I tend to get pushed into going out drinking. I will wake up in the morning and remember things I said and will get extremely anxious about it. ,4.89484375,5.226286296874999,5.584375000000001,83.52312500000002,68.84375,7.65,31.625,7.1686216300943375,1.92785625,249,10,49,2,4,81,47,64,0.067,0.933,0.0,-0.4588,0,0,2,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,4,3,1,0,2,13,13,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,3,6,2,0,2,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,2,6,0,13,8,1,14,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,4,37,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4915040947629797,0.0,0.15210516864052162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402917455390952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19036589226044476,0.0,0.0,0.4262019547502999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967723942141704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273055782219189,0.0,0.24725971986834705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20414137637157415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24642416374709245,0.0,0.4138502169961633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445202446525004,0.0,0.0,0.1726980808895584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769163481102068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whimsical_calamity,2019/01/31,"Having anxiety symptoms out of nowhere? A year or so ago I started feeling dizziness, vertigo, and lightheaded all the time along with my heart racing to the point I couldn’t even leave the house. I saw like 20 different doctors and they all concluded that the only possible thing it could be is anxiety. I went on Zoloft for a year and got off a few months ago because I thought everything was ok now. 

Now, everything is horrible again. I feel like I’m dizzy after walking short distances, I feel like I can’t breathe right, I feel like my body is shaking when it’s not, and my heart is racing. I went to the doctor and had tests done again and they found nothing, so I was put on lexapro.

I’m just having a hard time grasping the fact that this could just be anxiety (although all these doctors said so) because it’s not triggered by anything - it just happens out of nowhere during the day. Is this normal? Can anxiety symptoms just happen even if I’m not anxious? 

I feel like I’m going absolutely crazy and everyone is sick of me talking to them about these symptoms.

Hoping someone else has had the same experience!",5.176944444444441,6.37168762037037,5.431555555555558,81.76900000000003,68.62962962962963,8.537777777777778,33.84444444444444,8.841846274778883,2.87018,890,42,167,15,15,282,120,216,0.108,0.795,0.097,0.3276,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,3,1,15,8,0,1,12,1,21,13,4,2,4,40,42,14,0,6,9,0,6,5,0,0,9,1,0,0,11,11,0,0,9,0,0,6,5,1,0,0,12,8,19,7,17,25,5,29,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,3,20,112,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755806550020084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30305214450352685,0.11188362349063677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081499014869505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074407545305613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000778390393537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15814597616848214,0.0,0.0,0.06387067372982791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347258905651216,0.0,0.3041057070099449,0.0,0.10134923885770836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273270775437358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308260127221054,0.0,0.0,0.09463410038795866,0.17801614448883407,0.0968771925261135,0.0,0.0,0.2503804219218482,0.2830082185798166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108588961832368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05628501104449831,0.0,0.0792089384043552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17515618914152714,0.0,0.08871770172933124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347186505112821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983660902102906,0.0,0.11427540435929218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104865886234034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419223852710404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07905039082952481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970352352742331,0.09502867530469253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753221034673948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362197930851833,0.11164934016242574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955954209667063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845770593292785,0.09420686898294507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391373115176072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700989003780833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30881209974578544,0.0,0.07960219145877287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06579578405047687,0.0,0.0,0.07862431774498506,0.1154985456259071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18361658775535067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755316559618085
anxiety,CyberJackalope,2019/01/31,"Currently seeking advice from any artists here who also suffer from anxiety. What pushed you into pursuing your career? How has it helped you? Were “typical” jobs just a means to an end financially until you finally pushed yourself to do what fitted your strengths and not your weaknesses?

I’m coming from a place of fear as I’m currently jobless due to a string of jobs that have failed due to poor management, work politics, etc. after my anxiety came to fruition in the past year or so. I would love any and all advice as I’m feeling lost and out of place. My s/o is so supportive and would love to see me engage my creative side, which I would agree it would be criminal not to engage as it’s something I always brushed away being more worried about financial security. I’m in a spot right now where he can provide for us and I think I just need the extra push to pursue something while I have the free time instead of stressing about my situation.

Tl;dr what made you pursue a career in art and how has it impacted your life? What mediums did you try before you found your niche? What advice would you give yourself when you first started? How has it help you overcome anxiety?",5.70287812041116,6.670078348017622,6.010678414096919,78.92312481644643,67.28193832599119,9.225139500734212,31.43289280469897,9.3871,2.811592892804699,943,37,173,18,15,302,136,227,0.114,0.736,0.149,0.8689,5,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,1,14,0,5,18,14,0,2,9,0,17,4,0,4,1,30,36,19,0,6,5,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,13,10,0,1,4,2,2,5,2,6,0,1,6,3,26,9,29,23,4,33,0,3,1,2,22,12,0,1,16,122,39,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449148421810861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408907815395004,0.09789881919826926,0.0,0.0,0.16001957860046456,0.0,0.2700184560696522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054123557101396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011618318361268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345665729764415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134981396769556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420787017094113,0.0,0.13121700746983442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323951720358321,0.05949016689798853,0.0,0.0,0.12888587300866458,0.0,0.10007772660923947,0.0,0.129003206662525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128658972518348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15772403217708494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335099013811922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310357442696828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284349003486644,0.0,0.21237740373073205,0.11132849937461788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816135497249945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872400784941176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231550841256444,0.0,0.0,0.2458499568412841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004771726283445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375621784153132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224973590520486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18115393738633104,0.0,0.0,0.083277183791936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477400253100405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351409168487435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538890755014484,0.0,0.0,0.06860588083345455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988037608755756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152510599997375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565462103007412,0.11948489336823667,0.0,0.4178955343837252,0.0,0.0,0.07576629845335985
anxiety,_About_Tree_Fiddy_,2019/01/31,"My wife just berated me because of my anxiety. So I have my first ever therapist appointment tomorrow, but I also have a work event that would conflict with the appointment. I told my wife that I should reschedule the appointment for next week and attend my work event, as the whole office will be there, it’s a very generous and small company (my salary doesn’t suck),  so I feel like I should attend as I usually do. I know my wife wants me to attend my therapist appointment, but I have anxiety about missing my work event since everyone will be there, plus drinks and fun, so it’s not like it’s going to suck.  I know my wife has been burdened by my anxiety at times, and I try to be supportive of her because of it, but tonight she just went ape shit on me. “I’m a piece of shit because I’m trying to reschedule.” Lots of fuck you’s thrown my way, and this isn’t the first time, and she has been physically abusive once before because of my anxiety.  I don’t know what to do anymore....I feel like deep down she is the whole reason I have anxiety in the first place, it’s not like divorce is an option either, as we have 2 young boys and my wife doesn’t work.  Feel like my life is falling apart at the moment, ugh. ",5.525882012724118,5.160800781376524,6.195977443609022,82.06434210526318,67.50202429149796,10.134065934065935,31.003181029496822,9.784248007369934,2.62193024869867,951,33,202,19,14,312,116,247,0.177,0.711,0.111,-0.9448,1,0,1,0,1,0,29.0,1,1,0,7,10,15,5,0,11,0,26,5,2,1,1,33,43,18,0,4,8,5,3,5,0,5,1,0,0,1,9,10,1,1,7,1,0,6,6,8,0,3,4,3,37,7,24,31,5,32,0,1,0,1,14,9,5,2,21,136,46,4,0.0,0.12560641024724206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477743780893943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4054929172058168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584947483331031,0.0,0.09020806304031986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385100845997143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589356101473986,0.0,0.1012986263372636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080794997859954,0.22720412356722144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705202371031621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800601547771606,0.0,0.0,0.06024883502681731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17478360790589575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487912785323739,0.2589595632834785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012727087330363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127445387299606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289889360949396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075955804530002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108997580479754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21763876689188352,0.08769389058941371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203007068037288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24617527569580006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12363243236731668,0.0,0.0,0.1012986263372636,0.0,0.14394983453524882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675679962913442,0.08747067200975034,0.06252838804335463,0.08414707323911508,0.08503611058748747,0.0,0.0,0.0982738148093567,0.0,0.2367163298698585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30871082807481104,0.0,0.0,0.07530759865429168,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jozeebox,2019/01/31,Have any of you had this? A moment where you feel like you are losing control and you get afraid you'll hurt yourself or others?,3.5476923076923086,4.990359153846157,3.549230769230772,92.77076923076923,72.84615384615384,5.2,20.69230769230769,3.1291,-0.34486153846153833,102,2,21,0,2,31,22,26,0.213,0.703,0.084,-0.594,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,5,0,2,1,4,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,6,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,5,1,1,4,0,2,0,2,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,15,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927574033953292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4828467118468858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176756986980257,0.3075520603996833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249205107424644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4608633111926483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103224518928391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4816237270212011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gay_Panda_Lover,2019/01/31,Afraid of coming to an end. I'm 30 and I've been suffering with GAD and social for about 10 plus years. It's honesty destroyed my life and I'm afraid it will never get better. I don't drive because of my anxiety. I can't hold a job because of my anxiety. I have no social life because of my anxiety. I've been to numerous doctors and tried so many drugs that I lose count. I've been in hours of therapy with little to no changes. I'm just sick and tired of living like this and I seriously don't know how much longer I can last. I don't have anyone I can turn too for help. I don't have close friends. My mom is really the only one that is there for me and there's not that much more she can do. Along with the anxiety comes depression and with that comes suicidal thoughts. I don't think I would ever act on them in the present time but I'm afraid of the future. I'm afraid that if my life doesn't get better then maybe it will become an option. I'm just sick and tired of living like this and I feel like I've exhausted all my options. I'm at the point where I'm willing to do anything that could possibly make my anxiety manageable so I can live somewhat of a normal life.   ,1.1647619047619069,3.0341444444444465,2.974047619047621,92.44178571428571,80.74603174603175,6.5809523809523816,21.61111111111111,7.6454224807358475,0.7355206349206349,928,28,211,15,24,309,123,252,0.183,0.768,0.049,-0.9754,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,3,11,16,1,4,9,0,26,11,0,2,3,41,45,17,1,4,5,1,1,3,1,4,11,0,0,0,11,20,0,1,4,0,0,5,11,10,0,1,4,1,24,6,27,36,5,23,0,3,0,0,7,8,0,4,13,130,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4055317542770185,0.0,0.0,0.0741328748304413,0.0,0.08724686908524958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19388962972264207,0.1170926964891988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875352495351344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215695669773823,0.27398505722164657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464974270684926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131638050899844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851775672813142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295157380828348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390380423994246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590274545397144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05360778391714987,0.0757419615317398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191214337422012,0.0,0.1107839801184603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106414619738317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044100702552515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521023043373899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058266782743801177,0.08642187923488362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29954519833591725,0.15539061945960894,0.10626164942605608,0.2808574509389622,0.0,0.0,0.11861122229975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07077034340400791,0.10748941677609083,0.10651310118683834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241713957376565,0.0,0.0,0.15587637495754006,0.0,0.08177051195208992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387880739642157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07184308370149993,0.08063432068433947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022482584987168,0.11952359645331773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06792024981788057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21615165111115994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597058976189024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124511444992506,0.0,0.0,0.06793445835558418,0.0,0.08416942914214934,0.061822136782237185,0.24371281730129246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198181084052803,0.11532122235791024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531481142286756,0.0,0.0,0.0682745328762447
anxiety,drthunder3,2019/01/31,"Short notice on presentation My boss gave me short notice of a presentation I have to give tomorrow. Usually I can keep my nerves down and wing it, but this is stuff I don’t really know much about. I’m fairly new (about 3 months) and I don’t like how they sprung this on me.  At least its a short talk, but if I get any questions I’m totally screwed.  I already know that I won’t be able to get much done afterwards either since my nerves are shot already. Sorry if this isn’t a relatable post, just had to vent a little. ",1.7197222222222237,3.6179604166666657,3.372,90.12300000000002,79.0925925925926,7.282962962962964,20.985185185185188,8.238735603445708,0.9298340740740744,407,11,91,8,10,135,70,108,0.092,0.8740000000000001,0.033,-0.5775,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,4,0,11,1,0,2,1,15,20,7,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,13,1,10,15,5,16,0,0,0,1,5,8,1,3,8,58,20,1,0.184931964605674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4081540431339529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576007751913967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18924960679830904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19323863744221267,0.1774035916329652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437602725202924,0.0,0.0,0.2032675427171691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034841663198387,0.18535041190519144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476109297943917,0.0,0.2718925450594753,0.0,0.0,0.17860844380017166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4210925348487366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17711370217561734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20716612402670587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847215197998565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15297763215600546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20701619377310904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21170285488860915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148641308051725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20367643202198554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nevillpapermen,2019/02/01,"I'm scared that I am going to mess up again. Back story, I got asked to twirp (my school dance) by a wonderful girl. I think she's really amazing and she's so adorable. I'm deathly afraid that I am going to say or do something wrong and she is going to leave like everyone else does. I really hate feeling this way and I really don't know how to not feel like this. ",0.6546153846153828,2.648674141025644,2.7355769230769242,92.81567307692309,83.23076923076924,6.464102564102564,18.724358974358974,7.6454224807358475,0.4345589743589749,285,7,65,5,8,96,52,78,0.157,0.629,0.214,0.718,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,9,1,2,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,11,18,6,1,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,5,1,0,4,2,5,0,0,1,3,10,4,7,17,0,8,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,4,36,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965130538943531,0.0,0.0,0.16163446787931146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18395158222389524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17559908519624526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20085963469044926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125716623275984,0.15017030638347412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3583925892653494,0.0,0.1681199310490986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075336593392169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552302633394655,0.0,0.0,0.22257646571487252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20539083366260333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4039876120921056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16716324416306935,0.21045161262793685,0.21273841652149655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618258765076019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346907080163006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685073630521366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279580709522816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298258818299426,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Woottang29,2019/02/01,"Can anxiety get worse Today I had some of the worst anxiety I've ever had and it feels like it has been slowly getting worse, is it just in my head because now I'm overthinking it? Or can it actually get worse over time? ",7.886086956521738,5.1539680434782635,8.771304347826089,73.1421739130435,64.21739130434781,12.678260869565218,36.04347826086956,11.20814326018867,3.714730434782608,174,6,37,4,2,60,34,46,0.308,0.647,0.045,-0.9282,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,7,1,1,0,1,6,12,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,2,1,3,9,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,5,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.22051921369313365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457408437413255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775239436862016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044075203770344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425985910561533,0.16143673960435634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3541881710422199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319157656713493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040007618563494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176796581003036,0.0,0.21419808236790186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.690864152727979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chippst,2019/02/01,"I feel empty and alone I don’t know if this is the right feed to post but I am just looking for any advice.

I was first diagnosed with anxiety disorder at the young age of 7 years old however it remained under the radar until this year as I finally graduated high school and moved onto university. Along with this, my best friend left at the same time for his 2 year mission with the LDS church. All of this change left me confused and scared but with the help of therapy I was able to relieve my panic attacks quickly.

It’s been 4 months since my last panic attack but I’ve rather been feeling lonely rather than worried. I am surrounded by a ton of supportive friends but I would rather not tell any of them how I’m feeling. I feel lonely and feel the need for human connection yet I isolate myself from the world at the same time.  I will be surrounded in a room by hundreds of people but I just plug in my headphones to tune out the world. There’s moments where I feel a certain high from life and I wish I could hold onto it but often times that high will disappear. I sit in my dark room crying and hidden from the world. I am not suicidal but sometimes I wish I didn’t exist, I do feel happiness but often times I feel alone and lost. For the past month as I’ve been driving the thoughts of just driving off a bridge or into a lamp post have rushed though my head and it scares me that I would even consider that. There’s days where I love life and others where I wish I didn’t have one.

Lately I have been convincing myself to see a doctor to find out if what I’ve been feeling could be related to depression or not. I have had these feelings for close to 5 years now but they have only gotten worse as I’ve grown older. What’s been holding me back from talking to a doctor about this is the male stereotype I’ve been “taught” in a sense from a young age. As a competitive athlete in my household I’ve often been taught that men don’t show these dark emotions and that I should be mentally tougher. So I jammed all of those emotions down inside me for years and years until I couldn’t anymore. I have quit drink alcohol as I was using it as a place to escape reality and I’ve replaced it with weightlifting as it keeps my mind distracted and happy. I have lost motivation to work and I even took the semester off of university to relieve stress but now I sit around all day alone with my own thoughts.

I feel scared, alone and I’m unsure what to do.
None of my friends or family knows how I feel and I’m scared that people may resent me for how I am.

If there is any advice at all someone could give me, it would be very helpful.

Sorry for the long rant but I have had this on my chest for months now.

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anxiety,ticktockFUCK,2019/02/01,"My blanket helps me cope Hi all, 

I am currently in my junior year, and in my second semester of living in a dorm. I have pretty bad anxiety and Tourettes syndrome so it is hard for me at times. My family just bought a house and I experienced a case of harassment due to my Tourettes the first weekend back in my dorms, so my anxiety is really working itself up in the past week. I live in the basement level of my dorm and the windows are not sealed super well, so with the extreme wind chill over the past few days I've taken to draping my self with a small throw blanket I bought from home. 

2 days ago I realized that it smelled strongly of my cat, when I held it against my nose and inhaled. It makes sense since while had it at home with me over winter break, he loved to knead and nap on it whenever he could. I have been really lonely lately and it was sorta driving me a little stir crazy, but discovering the blanket smell has really helped me cope. I don't think I've talked to anyone other professors, and a few words to classmates, or my mother on the phone, in the past week. I miss my cat, and my old house. I have the blanket on right now, and it comforts me in more ways I would have thought possible. It's kinda funny though, I get it now, why my cat loves things that smell like me, I've basically become a cat!",4.618509803921568,4.941053696296301,5.463376906318087,84.18107843137257,69.44444444444444,8.723311546840959,28.10457516339869,8.671277953709913,1.8600849673202613,1038,33,219,16,17,340,150,270,0.065,0.845,0.09,0.9133,1,3,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,4,10,11,1,0,17,0,15,3,1,1,1,28,26,18,0,2,4,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,7,1,15,13,0,1,3,2,2,2,2,4,1,2,8,7,35,7,31,16,4,46,0,2,0,2,11,20,0,3,23,143,50,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529545363261187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989999096111716,0.0,0.0,0.09094500760350284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001254539372108,0.10859948156421956,0.0,0.1436474195406762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384693041672964,0.0,0.0,0.16776331769389566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261442840777792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106338739167126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795399434639532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651337860664662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743606822489924,0.0,0.2609331359559026,0.0,0.0,0.3001568614607125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671984905040905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06354356327783163,0.1303600668005538,0.2297009081739244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23477886342129745,0.0,0.08681990862624818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648214175496107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3724874720163737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466296081611203,0.0,0.1323236432712064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499703802225604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107545329717504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356869599837722,0.0,0.0,0.10759174550444506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045419357193338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640991536483708,0.08334089087762513,0.12778895448545596,0.10325768953144614,0.07584239397952787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324015080224642,0.2086618237034012,0.0,0.1169447436944466,0.0,0.1173641231683905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468942655368172,0.0,0.0,0.0923949882312732,0.0,0.0,0.08375808877987792
anxiety,ItsMe170,2019/02/01,"Recently started experiencing social anxiety. Hi, I'm a late teen. I've been quite comfortable in social situations. I have been open to conversations with new people. I have delivered presentations to big crowds. But recently, my heart starts pounding fast even when I talk to friends now. Why does this happen and what can I do about this?",4.4432142857142845,7.696663749999999,5.2561904761904765,72.64500000000002,78.16666666666666,9.428571428571429,28.57142857142857,9.606745405546679,3.602142857142857,275,12,45,9,7,89,48,60,0.029,0.856,0.115,0.7178,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,0,6,1,1,0,0,4,10,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,2,6,8,0,13,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,10,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16625881911181395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901891942142166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435461109830969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679106023718745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921864715031372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575401386547204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451606022439639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099011477740826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15067103743698002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311599373079058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4291793820061221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442909115121022,0.0,0.4430863660341335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076582194655596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17468368517674793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19610883806124765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PerSanMarco,2019/02/01,"Self-hatred Most of my anxiety stems from extreme perfectionism. Right now a list of mistakes and failures has made me feel like a total mess. I feel like a poison and I’m slowly killing everyone that has to be around me and witness my panic attacks and inability to handle challenges. 

Sometimes it feels consuming. And now is one of those times. 

I’m lost. 

Just reaching out to this community to try and grasp at some semblance of compassion or advice. Thanks",3.7945751633986937,6.661070705882356,4.4745098039215705,79.80418300653595,77.23529411764707,7.071895424836601,29.44444444444445,8.167268648758528,2.506464052287582,370,17,62,7,9,118,63,85,0.273,0.574,0.153,-0.9295,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,4,11,3,1,3,0,4,1,0,1,1,19,12,7,1,1,2,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,0,1,2,3,5,4,12,9,3,7,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,3,5,42,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216982823493031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17355770350359048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20196562783315786,0.0,0.2581015029984409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21678747284061808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441423674638432,0.3241571286012365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510020539038753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22167798842691366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476593638674463,0.0,0.0,0.21467331123071934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15373544103935996,0.0,0.0,0.2661873183685595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19374883765068585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366786720273469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243838180255637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088747541027348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322918362427481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15403230020525027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,suu2001,2019/02/01,"Is this due to anxiety? Idk for sure what happened but I just went crazy I started scratching my neck and banged my head even tried to strangel my self but my sister called out after hearing the noise so I snapped out of it
It has happened before a few times too",0.9291105121293805,3.4780242830188683,1.3892722371967672,98.58773584905664,89.18867924528303,3.783288409703504,22.66576819407009,5.288315135182226,-0.0009439353099733873,209,8,44,1,7,63,43,53,0.108,0.86,0.032,-0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,2,2,2,0,1,7,7,4,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,7,1,7,6,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,30,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21744122080791095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418655236861776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29023868267844793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18773645681556847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.502701284775786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917100951480791,0.0,0.3203567788916967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29652212691185337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20118505348936974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26789086346385244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657414093114472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19297888093908414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26349138738163075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vahex,2019/02/01,Anyone else feel like they’re playing mental health roulette? I keep switching from feelings of anxiety to being depressed to being derealized! It’s so much fun I am having the time of my life! One moment I can’t get out of bed the next minute I’m scared of my own shadow and the next I’m have a existential crisis about if my face is real! 0/10 would not recommend. Went to a doctor today they recommended me to a specialist and I have to wait till March :) will be a fun February indeed! ,2.6621995464852617,4.761406897959186,4.4301360544217685,82.695022675737,76.95918367346937,7.212698412698412,23.133786848072557,8.167268648758528,1.4133773242630387,388,12,75,7,9,131,72,98,0.132,0.7040000000000001,0.16399999999999998,0.513,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,1,7,0,11,4,1,0,0,11,19,5,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,3,0,2,2,1,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,2,9,4,13,13,2,9,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,8,49,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16889980850819564,0.0,0.0,0.1543779029751449,0.2262201734175519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19016167068258366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259826528726044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18443741449142706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223270911406122,0.15772874335763135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535097332354614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346839747599785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196243722120526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559468713143169,0.1078643270795904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22249920303848092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16230227105283548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4696143926028118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496095305958789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513014990832082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210441544457317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287414235008905,0.0,0.20927822529309728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046697710165592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568392252023712,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,eienring,2019/02/01,"I turned off my phone tonight I recently was promoted at work and I was given a decent raise. I was happy about it until I learned a few days ago that we're deep in the red and the business may shut down in a few months if I can't somehow turn around. I have no management experience and I don't know what to do.

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I have been stressed out and depressed for the last few days. I spend every minute worried about getting calls about work. I started having a hard time breathing. Just now for the first time ever I have turned off my phone hoping it would give me some relief. I have been on call for a while which I was fine with when I didn't have as much responsibilities.

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I might get in trouble but I don't care, I can't stand getting another work call. I don't want to have to show up on my days off.",3.0228879892037765,4.265796345029244,3.824210526315792,91.07331983805672,73.85380116959064,6.665047233468286,24.84975258659469,7.010146845296331,0.7474224921277552,649,20,145,6,13,207,99,171,0.098,0.838,0.063,-0.5065,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,5,9,8,0,1,9,0,23,1,1,0,1,20,36,10,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,2,1,1,0,7,3,0,1,8,2,23,5,25,25,5,33,0,1,1,0,6,15,0,6,17,104,28,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072435915643973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621687441230713,0.2940136988889552,0.0,0.12686058750831908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769997935587862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706096490981092,0.0,0.12334961252154372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340709042125237,0.0,0.10420195764827574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109435500667521,0.10193288386853816,0.0,0.0,0.11834399486728375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290756151858313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18962492063415173,0.11605733521649522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878800680254696,0.10837646059224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016281408881176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664887591243562,0.09861679744337157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283432000802641,0.0,0.0,0.09656699169997474,0.0,0.08893597912639432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945551747325993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563196032244612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13858492220470287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14109161232192696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3947823072193124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135854982385867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642298685726588,0.12286349252160135,0.0,0.08594242069636311,0.0,0.2940136988889552,0.0
anxiety,Gent_Skeleton,2019/02/01,"Could use some ideas for something to do for yet another long night. I've not been able to take my anti-depressants for 3 days now, anxious thoughts are coming and going, and I can tell this night is gonna be long. Does anyone have any show recommendations, or just general late night activities that may help ward away thoughts of doom and gloom? If so it's much appreciated!",7.260416666666668,7.136501986111117,6.999444444444446,76.94000000000003,63.861111111111114,10.533333333333337,31.88888888888889,10.125756701596842,2.823488888888889,301,10,60,6,4,95,62,72,0.113,0.804,0.083,-0.3244,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,1,0,16,16,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,7,9,2,12,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,4,9,33,5,0,0.18692426475130536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271149099370521,0.19600638981862825,0.0,0.21117121329236,0.0,0.13070179211974814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17562149990437612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16101870267771354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14924381523806227,0.0,0.0,0.1205506869059972,0.0,0.16099759532749106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16357868374425868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10623336732953846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252913944684057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110147424045193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21085871248735572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33084418428266016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741084237376952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5262472796164132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439034312988685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14054378408120444,0.0,0.1633800464131165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967939731390985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614425484144406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sportgurl92,2019/02/01,"I literally behave like a child I decided to go see my friend,that bartends and I'm really ok in controlled environments (places I'm familiar), she invited me somewhere else and I'm ""ok"" on the way there ""I'm not going, I  will sit in the car"" . I did ok, a hour and had fun. My friend has anxiety so she got it and  I literally was so far out of my comfort zone, people I don't like (except my friend) and people I never met.  I'm proud. ",-0.3885337243401743,1.6900610752688188,3.1868426197458466,87.27299120234603,88.78494623655914,6.822678396871946,20.282502443792765,8.00094639256281,1.100105376344087,332,11,75,8,11,122,59,93,0.047,0.745,0.208,0.9291,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,3,10,0,0,4,3,6,0,0,1,1,11,16,7,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,1,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,5,1,14,10,7,10,0,13,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,0,4,42,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18524645619056265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715952886700674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20228783990497484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5612606455232941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752423705754347,0.0,0.1936719525553807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384720222449064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23660754286650704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18676339645730086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357569346981225,0.0,0.2529984464156557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15512947444487096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19296466642073468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922098568794704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheBigBurnerAccount,2019/02/01,"Just trying to clear my head I'm really sorry if this type of post isn't fitting for this sub but I just need to try and put my thoughts down and talk to someone, even if that someone is a void on the internet. 

The last three weeks have been pretty harsh on me in terms of anxiety. I've lost countless hours of sleep, eat less than 2 meals on an average day, barely talk when I'm not in the safety of my room, and have been overthinking every single thing I've ever done. 

I'm getting tired of this. I want to sit in class and be able to feel welcomed. I want to look at my bank account without going tense. I want to remember my drives home, not forget large period of the drive because I was too worried about what I said that day and what's waiting when I get home. 

I talked to a counselor earlier this week, for the first time in 5 years. For the first time, I was treated as though my worries and panics were valid by a professional, and not told that ""my sister used to worry a bit so I know exactly what you're dealing with"" or ""I'm recommending you for an anxiety diagnosis but you're going to have to start the process on your own with your family doctor"". This counselor was talking with me about plans to start turning things around by learning about grounding techniques in our next session and looking at the possibility of medication down the road. And it's great, leaving that appointment I was floating, but by the end of the day I was back to my usually worries that I dont belong where I am or deserve what I have. 

I'm sick and tired of all of these worries controlling me. I want to go to bed, fall asleep, and actually want to get out of bed in the morning. Not lay in bed for 5 hours staring at the ceiling, maybe falling asleep before I leave in the morning, only to leave bed at the last possible minute because I'm terrified to open my door. 

Again, I'm really sorry if this isn't the place to be posting this, and I'm thankful to anyone who reads this. My mind has just been going a mile a minute and I needed to try and do something to make it shut up. Thank you all for your time and please enjoy your day/night. ",5.8235626911315,5.253816784403668,6.353256880733948,81.86968654434253,66.93577981651376,9.376758409785934,31.469418960244646,8.72156446121922,2.2610905198776763,1682,58,353,23,24,549,214,436,0.133,0.7759999999999999,0.092,-0.9619,0,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,1,6,0,5,17,8,0,1,24,0,23,11,4,3,5,60,61,28,0,10,16,1,1,0,0,0,5,1,8,0,23,21,2,2,5,1,2,9,8,2,0,3,14,5,38,6,72,45,7,69,0,1,3,0,17,30,0,5,27,228,61,7,0.07542002708109799,0.0,0.07359906696145026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539222856669587,0.0,0.0,0.05273543653807849,0.0,0.0,0.06713981407646896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05799334542492391,0.0,0.09195069697050948,0.0,0.06417688809854122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233913595680292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458997346652286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19455871249656545,0.07775473623833609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719559353768754,0.0,0.07718087297807084,0.08839171003999494,0.0,0.0,0.07717351633436531,0.0,0.0,0.06679975814382096,0.0,0.0,0.049814216583849186,0.06822173237289117,0.06354462565492032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109928932154039,0.0,0.038134631810461145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830447301368653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821155390915318,0.0,0.1714517577815765,0.0,0.0,0.08315084611299572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740270646354623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15130487307094698,0.0,0.14854706893468936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04144887447966575,0.122954776496034,0.0,0.2395767566599606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666765545784292,0.0,0.08232986881358352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0503434537227411,0.0,0.07576955434360036,0.0,0.0,0.07597774269493332,0.0,0.0,0.07615272751896789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184598887388204,0.0,0.0,0.08021005442230006,0.07077658632286057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057360329151756165,0.0,0.08848915162704153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879787596525581,0.08278854152597832,0.0,0.17004949693327082,0.14446307584523166,0.07672928153064744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581795836776138,0.0,0.0,0.07544043681153557,0.0,0.09663200117663524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543618842727374,0.0,0.0717417167665432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07547449452267607,0.0,0.12780628839715147,0.058062021536172966,0.0,0.16885309117745326,0.10676536670550037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424790436317459,0.0,0.13887325587214022,0.0,0.0,0.100211429479447,0.0,0.07409979367878572,0.05987507700361615,0.13193407290833925,0.17336845279108293,0.0,0.07206706793024449,0.0,0.15361574306239698,0.08203533205826724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06513868806523447,0.08306450456866157,0.0,0.2224234301897668,0.0,0.12099479291710573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270221473623581,0.0,0.0,0.38296349238045096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048568024697508184
anxiety,dayton24,2019/02/01,Can you guys give me sppourt I like this girl but I'm to scared to ask can you help me ask her ( I also have gernal anxiety disorder),-1.0763793103448265,1.0018005862068975,1.8857758620689644,94.45556034482763,94.86206896551724,5.658620689655173,17.594827586206893,7.1686216300943375,0.3071999999999999,103,3,24,2,4,36,22,29,0.17800000000000002,0.6629999999999999,0.16,-0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,1,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,0,1,15,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25776518433992424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24657965433597856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6026654007357553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694152387743931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092059076528295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191549000732354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21604932807631946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15747293452483546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32270605678971154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cakemix444,2019/02/01,"I have severe social anxiety online despite being an extrovert in real life In real life, I don't have a lot of social anxiety. Generalized anxiety sure, but talking to people IRL has always been quite easy for me, especially public speaking. But when I get on the internet, it's entirely different. I've probably rewritten this post 10 times by now, making sure everything is worded right. Something about not being able to see a face or hear a voice absolutely scares me. The fear of constantly posting something wrong and being mocked and doxxed for it is also prevalent. I have mostly lurked on the internet and somehow always find myself viewing toxic communities and endless arguments over mundane shit even when I'm not looking. It seems that the worst stuff always comes up first. I want to create a YouTube channel and start posting my artwork, but I'm afraid of saying something wrong and being stalked or harassed. I tend to have thick skin, but some of the stuff I've seen online makes me never want to post anything.  Just the mere idea of having a public social media account gives me panic attacks. 

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Even when interacting with my friends, I have a lot of paranoia and fear interacting with them online. Due to some personal issues I've had for awhile now, I don't have any IRL friends at the moment, so online is the only way I have social interactions. And I hate it. I constantly panic when they read my messages and don't respond to me, when they might take a message I sent the wrong way, or when they don't follow me back on social media--I instinctively think they hate me and are about to ghost me. Thinking about how easy it is to ghost someone online and never talk to them again makes me have panic attacks. 

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Don't get the wrong idea about me, I don't consider myself to be overbearing or clingy. In fact, I have trouble expressing affection due to heavy childhood trauma and when someone doesn't respond to me, I don't start freaking out by spamming them or anything. I try my best to be very respectful of other people and their boundaries, as I know folks get busy. All of my friends are introverts, while I'm a huge extrovert. It's what goes on inside my head during these periods that's the problem, and I've never shared these fears with anyone before. I've been abandoned by and lost contact with almost every friend I've ever made until a few years ago and I understandably have a lot of abandonment and self esteem issues to work on. It's even worse seeing people I used to be close to seem to not want anything to do with me anymore and wondering if it's all in my head due to our interactions being online, or if they really do hate me. I have so much trouble trusting and connecting to people nowadays. There are times when I just want to delete all of my messaging/social media apps because my head is constantly swarming with these paranoid thoughts and I want them to stop; but if I did that, I would lose my only friends.",7.900170789163724,7.469700136042405,7.7584593639575985,73.04187043580686,62.65724381625442,10.232179034157832,35.297762073027094,9.558583805096642,3.323676277974087,2391,93,413,38,30,767,252,566,0.221,0.672,0.107,-0.9977,1,0,3,0,0,0,57.0,1,0,10,6,28,41,8,8,22,0,45,8,6,7,10,99,86,49,2,10,19,0,2,0,5,2,2,4,0,2,19,29,0,3,11,2,1,3,14,30,0,1,9,11,60,11,64,67,13,61,0,4,5,0,43,17,1,21,35,289,79,2,0.05784534425600023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05127640749458955,0.0,0.057923756529718325,0.0,0.0,0.046258900902576124,0.14439588094471612,0.12535081266769338,0.14057684951896493,0.03933681769545595,0.0,0.1327545900785112,0.0,0.057367037994276476,0.04044680967504092,0.0,0.14280536873980396,0.0,0.0,0.1316148598324699,0.0,0.04447949915285314,0.0,0.035261984957383564,0.0,0.04922212745093695,0.0,0.06070512002253588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04982864209972418,0.0,0.1875308016171197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060436072993590724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461891298596025,0.05232442558800991,0.0487371973849206,0.0,0.05198766552796364,0.0,0.0,0.1952762827529506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05286959669321434,0.04920322027384598,0.0,0.0,0.22345584740302613,0.0,0.09066541468566314,0.05549052513523615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17133090508256762,0.17809803476663433,0.0,0.06519590704807791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060070541104415,0.0,0.12075102142202357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03179028841665461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171575467615726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04857552045281417,0.06471414395644041,0.06314502643909344,0.14753412935209628,0.0,0.054734663376938934,0.11583664940201895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061364769031663165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04252298379877497,0.0,0.1338416866277551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798798183546118,0.0,0.2036071440262243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16041071319609762,0.05050832340539966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22159939946885615,0.0,0.06236706474419345,0.05535018226860953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061525643940421815,0.05786099802767102,0.1316813314416827,0.037057208745086716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049399607933032885,0.0,0.04600093949448463,0.05791328080215146,0.0,0.09219050022012906,0.10532045778293862,0.06034530965982509,0.06534877398665018,0.059377414618851015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948302191650919,0.09802434494574358,0.1335965162282859,0.0,0.0,0.08188646478549981,0.0,0.0,0.048361297941073175,0.0,0.0,0.13243815959151856,0.0,0.0,0.10903710477950083,0.0,0.04349249993859591,0.09298779314055268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412992181323044,0.0,0.04592274195160996,0.06746017083121958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039273191681703234,0.0,0.0,0.0602190433961295,0.0,0.04995980486013432,0.0,0.047728467065728135,0.17059341381689916,0.09182988358252994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627308083284497,0.0421120995530932,0.0,0.0589493476628793,0.041091672895456594,0.25297921291865993,0.14057684951896493,0.037250505166755515
anxiety,yunghunnybee,2019/02/01,"paralyzed sometimes i get so stressed out and i feel like there’s so much i need to do that i go through a cycle. first i’m irritated by absolutely any minor inconvenience that is added to my pile of stress, then once i’m alone and i have down time i get so restless. i feel like i NEED to be accomplishing something in that moment or something bad will happen. i become overcome with jitters and anxiety and i can’t stop moving. even when i tell myself i deserve a break i can’t stop thinking about laundry, grocery shopping, work days for the next week etc. but i sit there and feel paralyzed. even if it’s simple things like that i feel like i’m stuck and i sit there internalizing and avoiding those responsibilities. when i get in this way it’s hard for me to take care of myself and i lose weight because i lose appetite. my relationships and friendships struggle because i push people away (feeling like i just don’t have time or i can’t give significant enough time). and i sit alone and internalize everything while doing nothing about it. anyone else feel this way? ",3.289326923076924,5.721724663461544,4.1804230769230815,83.61457692307694,76.40384615384616,6.66,26.746153846153845,7.7348632917899725,1.6150819230769238,862,34,164,13,20,277,117,208,0.177,0.7120000000000001,0.111,-0.7657,0,3,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,5,14,14,0,5,3,0,11,1,0,0,0,30,32,22,0,3,5,0,8,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,13,1,3,7,1,1,3,4,8,0,1,1,8,28,6,18,29,3,28,0,2,0,0,3,5,0,3,19,103,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258412067629084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414309160073425,0.0,0.08340647353845294,0.0,0.0,0.0762352343270625,0.11171254174097968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243582724415744,0.0,0.09103421004636766,0.1329254746004028,0.1204133682291266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116178141921003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703143370532137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910792881718006,0.0,0.0,0.1126555444088445,0.12159555336289228,0.14402453922408198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798774972570808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307683921358152,0.3115598146690227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273955244824696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17088861122678475,0.10459003369125923,0.061963386426257025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641350717819472,0.0,0.09766808486113468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663289917782927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439499168627321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587999850683875,0.0801484631354231,0.1616864433119018,0.0,0.0,0.11595300419775922,0.0,0.0,0.10461574796218387,0.0,0.0,0.1161117516829686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558660625724213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705576336556522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16787087043896792,0.1078319348712692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18230534919908334,0.2497834653096583,0.11398021909398792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197583322213549,0.0,0.0952956797352771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07243366425059562,0.0698610348440631,0.0,0.0,0.19072611557180208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17308343351147032,0.08745605418217757,0.13276729194130538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793740174621423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,himanami,2019/02/01,"Insecurity I feel like the people I know would easily leave me for someone better. It makes me feel a combination of anxiousness, jealousy and anger whenever I see my friends talking to someone even though I know it's unhealthy to think that way. How do you deal with these feelings since it feels like it's almost uncontrollable :(",9.6865,9.081163983333337,8.92666666666667,66.68500000000004,59.16666666666666,12.0,40.0,11.20814326018867,4.5455000000000005,269,12,45,6,3,85,47,60,0.271,0.5489999999999999,0.18,-0.703,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,3,7,1,2,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,13,11,3,0,1,0,0,4,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,8,4,5,10,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,2,27,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094951640643096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23634952130065764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850306298452904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21568793939771697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381822670550665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42313461804703095,0.29892157090840593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16163633789465462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299544120237385,0.0,0.0,0.22152484196453784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20442040815922896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13965034570162566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504095854629134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667145323946467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17306197037155732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35452856404727545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16815633297163246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340543247084589,0.20554930260947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16606240409544545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14861789480960114,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vonnillips,2019/02/01,What do you do when you're ruminating over some shit that'll never happen? I've been stuck on some stupid shit that'll never happen since Sunday. I've been getting drunk but I imagine there are better options out there.,3.5517441860465127,5.92347993023256,3.695523255813953,87.71444767441862,75.27906976744184,5.230232558139536,20.05232558139535,5.985473137389443,0.06937674418604667,179,4,33,1,4,55,30,43,0.223,0.691,0.086,-0.4854,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,3,4,3,0,0,0,7,3,2,0,2,8,11,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,2,1,3,6,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,3,4,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612393316451717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15432369645108496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5224065679534342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4556300523469412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6064060132383934,0.24434113157839904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,areyoumymommyy,2019/02/01,"How to deal with BIG changes coming? I'm going to move alone to another continent in 30 days, leaving my whole life behind and I have around 5 crisis everyday thinking about it.

I'm a 28yo female. 

Someone can give any tip?",1.8100000000000025,4.356409090909096,3.396545454545457,86.38481818181822,83.0909090909091,6.247272727272727,24.70909090909091,7.554174236665415,1.5265872727272725,176,7,33,3,5,58,39,44,0.149,0.851,0.0,-0.755,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,6,8,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,8,8,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285771630502762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18763619342063603,0.28932792297851834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456287799378373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918885348283869,0.23768208194410026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17794664698645968,0.2844631201221118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646892025658343,0.15681264038846254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921612024564465,0.0,0.0,0.1948916314054032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932610624129529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23378753068649186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17679946119803566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30805668436108585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ewrwer33,2019/02/01,"Does this appear to be anxiety, or something else? have no idea what is going (Chest Pain, Weakness, Tachycardia, High Blood B12). Countless doctors have not solved it. And it is getting really bad lately.  

* Age: 22
* Sex: Male
* Height: 5""10
* Weight: 148ish
* Race: South Asian
* Duration of complaint: 8 Months (after viral infection)
* Location (Geographic and on body): Toronto, Canada
* Current medications: No.

RECENT BLOOD TEST (I have had blood test for the past 9 months, the last one 4 months ago. And all blood tests have had similar numbers, ALL had very high b12, and realtively high neutrophils and monocytes. All Had normal CBC other-wise, my Lymphocytes, RBC count, platelet count, Creatine Kinase, Potassium, TSH, Albumin, etc.. have ALL stayed very consistence, and normal, through-out the last 9 months) :

**Hematology**

WBC =10.2. Range 4.0 - 11.0 x E9/L

RBC = 5.32. Range 4.50 - 6.00 x E12/L

Hemoglobin = 152. Range 135 - 175 g/L

Hematocrit = 0.457. Range 0.400 - 0.500 L/L

MCV = 86. Range 80 - 100 fL

MCH = 28.6. Range 27.5 - 33.0 pg

MCHC = 333. Range 305 - 360 g/L

RDW = 13.2. Range 11.5 - 14.5 %

Platelet Count = 321. Range 150 - 400 x E9/L

**Differential**

Neutrophils = 7.1. Range 2.0 - 7.5 x E9/L

Lymphocytes = 2.0. Range 1.0 - 3.5 x E9/L

Monocytes = 1.0. Range 0.2 - 1.0 x E9/L

Eosinophils = 0.1. Range 0.0 - 0.5 x E9/L

Basophils = 0.0. Range 0.0 - 0.2 x E9/L

Immature Granulocytes = 0.0. Range 0.0 - 0.1 x E9/L

Nucleated RBC = 0. Range /100 WBC

**Other Vitamins/ Chemicals**

Vitamin B12 = **HI >1476.** Range 138-650 pmol/L

Homocysteine = 9.0. Range. 5.1 - 15.4 umol/L

Ferritin = 70. Range 22-227 ug/L

Urinalysis Chemical: Normal

Potassium= 4.5. Range 3.5-5.2 mmol/L

Chloride = 101. Range 98-108 mmol/L

Creatinine = 79. Range. 67-117 umol/L

Glucose Random = 5.2. Range 3.6 - 7.7 mmol/L

Albumin= 51. Range 35-52 g/L

Bilirubin Total = 6. Range <20 umol/L

Alkaline Phosphatase = 112. Range. 40-129 [u/L](https://www.reddit.com/u/L)

Alanine Aminotransferase = 16. Range <50 [u/L](https://www.reddit.com/u/L)

Magnesium = 0.87. Range. 0.70-1.00 mmol/L

Creatine Kinase = 61. Range. 44-275 [u/L](https://www.reddit.com/u/L)

Non HDL Cholesterol = 3.13 mmol/L.

Thyroid Stimulating Hormone \[TSH\] = 1.05. Range 0.32-4.00 mIU/L

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8 months ago I had a viral infection which has since caused whatever chronic condition or disease I have.

\-Just want to add, my viral infection started with a bad stomach/lower abdomen ache 1-2 days before the actual infection (8 months ago), and I had a rapid heart-rate from right at the start of the viral infection.

My symptoms are:

\-Just want to start off by saying my heart-rate was high right from the very start of whatever infection i got, like from day 1.

\-Tachycardia through-out the day. Little things make my heart race (whereas before I was very fit), I wear a fit-bit and my heart-rate is very normal in the 60s when I am sleeping. But in the day time, when I am out, even if I am just seating my heart-rate is constantly around 110 BPM. And if I have anxiety it can easily go up to 140. And if I, for example, climb the stairs or jump around a bit, my heart-rate shoots up to 150, and if I go for a short jog (I can't because of my heart), but in 1 minute it is nearly 180 BPM. Due to how fast it beats I do not take part in any exercise. I had normal Echocardiogram, and EKG.. but I did that 5 months ago. I want to point out, for some reason when I am with my family at home my heart-rate is also normal if I am just seating. And it was also normal when I visited my cousins and when I was in their house, again just sitting.

Recently I had to attend a science lab for my university, and even though I was sitting my heart-rate was consistently around 110-125.

\-My systolic blood pressure has been evaluated since this chronic condition.. at 130-140, but my diastolic pressure has remained 80.

\-Lately, my chest feels more pressure and stress, and I think its because I put alot of strain on my heart throughout the duration of this whole thing. I visited a cardiologist 5 months ago and he said my heart everything was good.

\-For the past few days, it feels if I breath in very deeply my heart hurts, but not really sure where the pain is coming from

\-My only blood abnormality is a very high B12 at more than double the upper limit, 1476 pmol/L. I have measured homocysteine just now, and it was in the normal range at 9 umol/L. Not really sure why my B12 is very high, as I am not taking supplements and am a vegetarian.

My hands (for nearly 8 months) have blue veins appearing on the finger. very similar to the hand in this photo (but on the finger as-well): [https://imgur.com/a/n5V1XjC](https://imgur.com/a/n5V1XjC) .

\- I had muscle twitching and tingling which happened alot through-out the day, it has since gone down, but the tingling and twitching still happen at times. I had a normal EMG.

\- Leg muscles have gotten much weaker according to my wall-sit time and squatting. Prior to 8 months I could easily do a wall sit for 3 minutes, now after 20 seconds my legs feel unbearably sore, and they are shaking like crazy right away when I start a wall sit.

NORMAL TESTS AND RESULTS (all this are from several months ago, except the blood results posted above, those are from today. ): Normal: TSH, Blood CBC, LDH, ESR, CRP, PROTEIN ELECTROPHORESIS, abdomen ultrasound , Echocardiogram, EMG test, urine analysis, EBV, bicarbonate, chloride, creatinine , AST/ ALT, Potassium.

ABNORMAL RESULTS: Very high Blood B12: 1475 pmol/L (range is 200-600 pmol/L). Slightly low Iron and Vitamin D. I do NOT take any B12 supps when it was measured high, and I am also a vegetarian.

To summarize: I feel I have some type of post-viral autoimmune disease which causes High B12, Tachycardia, anxiety, and high-normal Neutrophils and monocytes. But I really have no idea what it is, or if it is even an autoimmune disease, etc.

Thank you for taking the time to read and help me out. It is very much appreciated.",1.9841265543521869,4.780771661552349,3.0873676293622165,86.63235910549541,86.44584837545126,6.615683914961894,22.766646610509426,7.841875235110058,1.4895797031688724,4603,167,877,98,144,1472,476,1108,0.07200000000000001,0.882,0.046,-0.9741,3,0,1,1,0,0,494.0,0,1,2,3,29,19,0,6,40,0,69,56,30,9,8,119,101,62,0,22,32,1,9,2,0,0,24,34,1,1,29,40,1,1,8,3,0,15,10,13,0,2,25,44,68,6,74,74,21,136,0,2,1,1,12,55,0,18,62,384,97,8,0.0,0.0,0.0342117071706413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18646166246011456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410799417629017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04768150228516629,0.0,0.08045818982105991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362758606213976,0.0,0.0,0.03293829556722196,0.0,0.058544198800461175,0.04274225813948358,0.0,0.05966382437702152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654886194449267,0.03894171270376415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202877551353183,0.0,0.030199500764638468,0.0,0.03788541655416574,0.0,0.02799108822420817,0.0,0.0,0.1356576783014627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03588351252276766,0.030679632258004987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0292865942958064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819823169447376,0.06946675254433024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031508013839136866,0.0,0.03304971335551444,0.0,0.07090583674073314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01831644174078416,0.0,0.05977308109952671,0.029405121466237437,0.028039213348812916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06200363059573931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4985290638564672,0.023498745798645304,0.3704087109501997,0.035166193164551836,0.0,0.0,0.0404524098908499,0.03753048560160198,0.07915279118041596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057154159453098013,0.07909426349978846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034255292451163294,0.03513748664582709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023401594175416325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0353174081123456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078139791126957,0.0,0.05154356320510376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37784508805669936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02375631667484257,0.026663310625654336,0.07460870850832219,0.0,0.0,0.037964571121415824,0.06693396167983356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033141293203158964,0.0,0.06715205303317097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03524313414614806,0.0,0.0,0.035067647452288665,0.0,0.08983662060008722,0.03604562763063432,0.06923140753115106,0.0,0.0,0.08981843181041001,0.03334833860355367,0.02787965613547125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03960574213578565,0.0,0.08700141723571755,0.0,0.0350834788002737,0.0,0.0,0.02698948452120264,0.0,0.0,0.12407173122207815,0.03736733415386821,0.027997492035161668,0.0,0.0401590040785448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06608380221504626,0.03643885199447338,0.10543749376296456,0.0,0.0,0.03227684371474255,0.0,0.0,0.04658216771005999,0.022463853480101503,0.03444446441245485,0.0,0.08177078060938506,0.0,0.033231036641918434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31819319142552005,0.06203463366344776,0.0,0.0,0.042691394420029824,0.0,0.0,0.03163453664716138,0.03914118388235335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ElmoTheMolester,2019/02/01,"HIMYM left me devastated Okay i really liked HIMYM and watched it before, but i never saw the ending, so i decided to watch last season on netflix. Now at 2:30 AM i am trying to fall asleep, only to be thinking how everybody i love can die anytime and that even if i am end up with the love of my life she can be  gone just like that. I really can’t fall asleep, i am just overthinking everything right now. Is there something that could calm me down?",5.940659340659338,5.3821740549450565,6.549758241758244,80.5202417582418,66.69230769230771,10.356923076923078,29.18901098901099,9.888512548439397,2.4226553846153847,353,10,74,7,5,116,65,91,0.076,0.7170000000000001,0.206,0.9253,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,2,1,11,5,2,1,1,12,16,6,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,3,12,6,9,11,0,16,0,0,3,2,3,6,0,1,9,51,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19845005164097654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862043863792476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420418914318368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4131211670123761,0.0,0.0,0.15403728891218033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209599938950258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19010256237165005,0.0,0.0,0.2533903934774038,0.0,0.16472770047910734,0.22787558883095085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4209739664210346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17987093067352994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17737164607967598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29880890444904673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19916560402892064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17954144418066487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14943570680321244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583386846720219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,akraft96,2019/02/01,"Anxiety resurfaced after years of being okay? I was diagnosed with GAD when I was a teenager that mostly stemmed from bullying at school and problems at home. I started getting better in college and have been fine with minimal anxiety for the last few years. The last few weeks though, I find myself severely anxious more and more often. I checked all my medications I'm on, nothing lists anxiety as a side effect. I've had one major life change, but it's a good one. I moved across the country. I am working my dream job, living in the most beautiful state with my boyfriend of 2 years and we are in a great place. Everything I've been working for in life is coming together and yet I am more anxious than I've ever been. I have a few psych visits covered through my job, so I'm going to make an appointment, but I'm wondering if anyone else has gone from being anxiety free to an anxious mess? I feel constantly on the verge of a panic attack and it's starting to affect my ability to work. Any advice for figuring out where this is stemming from?",4.587967479674795,5.983910073170732,5.569268292682928,79.47552845528456,70.21951219512195,8.783739837398375,31.71544715447154,9.21078282632365,2.9150910569105686,835,37,153,17,15,275,125,205,0.136,0.7240000000000001,0.14,0.7769,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,5,7,10,1,1,13,1,16,4,0,3,2,28,28,13,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,4,12,0,0,5,1,2,5,0,4,0,2,7,1,17,7,30,19,10,33,0,0,0,0,2,14,0,5,13,107,21,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632187772019957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094945003132928,0.0,0.3642528530290486,0.4034348194148949,0.0,0.08323365209826387,0.12196778715718765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354221203386727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527882367755438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259256859460986,0.1025400988206161,0.0,0.12863703898950418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082035985674296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944039461498796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767605827565203,0.0,0.0,0.10698305504737078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06018883857565889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879794112547822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062192079292293215,0.0,0.06765164420571003,0.09984284457148386,0.0,0.13123905008443382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940412360923305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362523168602141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19406258414683036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681591391337708,0.0,0.0,0.10511212204718808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945832608322162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991756241773426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651781772567686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142195055442101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16132551848701854,0.0,0.0,0.13966463055022738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243686489527489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390262548603047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047210875286288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447827313829827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16851043571228544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11695354874250012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548454663964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909088054663173,0.2599817294484352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22996836678425905
anxiety,krissyx123,2019/02/01,"Apologizing. Have been told a couple times recently that apologizing all the time is not an 'attractive trait.' I find myself constantly apologizing for everything and who I am. I just feel like sometimes i am too much or I am just a problem, so I say I'm sorry for how I am. I don't know how to be any different. I just feel like I've been annoying people for a while and not knowing it. I just can't stop thinking about it. ",2.035431034482759,3.984163160919543,4.384583333333335,82.99687500000002,78.3103448275862,8.48793103448276,25.81752873563219,9.188382445141503,2.252035632183908,333,13,70,9,8,116,56,87,0.166,0.7490000000000001,0.086,-0.5238,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,9,5,1,0,5,0,11,0,0,2,1,20,18,7,0,1,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,6,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,3,11,3,5,14,2,6,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,8,52,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215904686450435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417964450226621,0.0,0.0,0.24757735508087225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337732384488401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20109388859789176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22627148933091715,0.31969697660173263,0.0,0.0,0.20450529331658485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24593651791942656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21862787033265885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16448348045713368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551214781514539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21410046544616892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22092812680327809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17793658761473907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22129646980360265,0.2504720683337671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18706670826333904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337126015844878,0.0,0.0,0.2609432052807044,0.0,0.0,0.21380464446775532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whoawy,2019/02/01,"I wish I could be “Two-Glasses-Of-Wine” me all the time She’s so relaxed and normal and not at all anxious. Not a stammering mess in the least. On the contrary she’s very fun, full of jokes, can hold a conversation. I envy her. 

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anxiety,mri790,2019/02/01,"My heart rate reached 144bpm today. I wear an Apple Watch and when the heart rate is high for a couple of minutes it notifies me. So today during a lecture in the class the watch suddenly tells me I have a heart rate of 144bpm. I get really anxious when I’m in large crowds and our lecture hall seats up to 400 students. I just automatically get anxious when I’m inside, even when I don’t want to be. What’s happening? Is it temporary or should be worried about it? ",2.8841489361702126,4.70012076595745,4.30739361702128,85.10875000000001,75.38297872340425,7.253191489361702,25.57978723404256,8.07648339933343,1.5093872340425527,368,13,75,6,8,122,61,94,0.08199999999999999,0.887,0.031,-0.6647,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,7,0,7,4,4,0,0,6,13,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,9,10,0,12,0,0,2,0,3,5,0,1,7,46,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4229233748070988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20711264364305745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12363154027099335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19558909738168406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16552388168828958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6654325318622716,0.0,0.1977674115484645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991318908756304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16360478193946035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548521352473253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104044313150324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19009178374152996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kame-Sennin3,2019/02/01,RESCUE REMEDY My doctor recommended this. Have u guys tried it?,2.240606060606062,3.3910651818181847,5.1490909090909085,64.6769696969697,124.45454545454544,8.73939393939394,12.757575757575758,7.793537801064563,2.354430303030304,51,1,7,2,3,18,11,11,0.0,0.578,0.422,0.7034,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6487736293294815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6276124072946845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4303434025245696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spooky_pancakes,2019/02/01,"Panic Attacks How do you deal with panic attacks that are to the point of extreme flight-or-fight, gotta run to “escape”, feeling like you have to call 911 and can’t think clearly or make proper decisions because you’re only thought is to urgently escape the panic (in my case the panic is caused by being alone)? ",13.046065573770493,7.230480245901643,11.780409836065571,64.92668032786885,58.016393442622956,13.511475409836063,45.254098360655746,8.841846274778883,4.4139442622950815,249,9,44,2,2,80,47,61,0.256,0.607,0.136,-0.8979,0,1,0,0,1,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,1,7,2,4,3,0,7,0,0,3,1,11,12,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,1,1,3,1,8,9,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,25,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17316862278406958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3804279408937527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192347844490478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17072974389187973,0.0,0.0,0.17176030626432048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17237570663589488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454126942799574,0.11944760833158025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168540254415849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160720014982684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271630224568437,0.0,0.7846920087063004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15805790477448334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071349145146634,0.0,0.1327380068108095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxietythrowawayplz,2019/02/01,Emotional numbing I wanted to know if anyone has experienced something similar to what I’m feeling now. I’ve been dealing with OCD and anxiety for a long time now. I’ve tried all different meds and nothing has really worked. My brain always has worries on its mind. It’s gotten to the point now where I have these worries but I don’t feel any anxiety with it. Sad things are happening in my life and I don’t have a sad reaction. I get stressed out and then my body just goes numb. I don’t feel anything. Has this happened to anyone?,2.0975615972812243,4.457109495327106,3.642888700084964,86.27022939677146,80.21495327102805,7.255395072217502,26.549702633814782,8.296473431620573,1.9937364485981308,424,18,84,9,11,140,72,107,0.218,0.758,0.024,-0.9623,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,3,0,11,5,2,0,1,17,21,7,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,4,9,0,10,19,1,11,0,2,0,0,1,5,0,1,6,53,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14722412908333074,0.0,0.0,0.12032189605894385,0.0,0.2707096459850726,0.0,0.0,0.2474341909055005,0.0,0.14560246389016465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19653494473714328,0.0,0.197518023029898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824122593193224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848594603977225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19902810767239604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683910209225441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244125682633768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129261469657437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723887194348266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497445289859492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658194452829066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19653494473714328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786539541139203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16977394495794002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16726080534127902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334911871572095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13621323975167166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20267849304205365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175477800151821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031722459822956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012727933441192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436087212000604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881081800972674,0.3593722479762917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Michael2000a,2019/02/01,Pit of anxiety So ive suffered from anxiety my entire life but its pretty bad right now. It feels like I have a constant pit of anxiety in my chest. Does anyone also get this feeling?,1.6531081081081105,4.043230459459462,3.9634459459459457,83.12192567567571,82.24324324324327,6.943243243243244,25.466216216216218,8.07648339933343,1.9575459459459463,145,6,27,3,4,50,31,37,0.249,0.551,0.201,-0.0648,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,1,4,5,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,17,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21900074104722253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6284920963825826,0.0,0.0,0.19148490601809007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22865643831269455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29593861017020523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396512578391768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769373638535425,0.19564117024604336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307727893875236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19343099900926167,0.13379110698805965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786077110051538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23386960203747464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_EJPC_,2019/02/01,I keep thinking about death and I’m terrified I can stop thinking about it I’m just imagining myself screaming that I don’t want to go while clutching my now girlfriend hopefully future wife and she can only hug me and let me go.  ,1.4481159420289842,4.115035260869568,2.791304347826088,88.70550724637683,87.69565217391305,5.67536231884058,25.057971014492754,7.1686216300943375,1.4364318840579715,186,8,35,3,6,60,34,46,0.241,0.625,0.134,-0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,11,13,4,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,8,2,3,12,0,6,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,23,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4183559132872682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655683346485407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271501668711156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3763680441726116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799275224615969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307716077429469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4716781751456505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21709233775735795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_Angelesse_,2019/02/01,"Isolated with anxiety at the moment Doing this first time on my own thing 10 months, I've gotten somewhat used to it by now, but since deactivating my facebook to get the hell away from my toxic relatives and the other 240/251 people who could care less about how I'm doing(first 2 days bumbling the fundamentals of reddit and nervous about being here, hi), my anxiety is through the roof.  Boyfriend worked 12 hours in the sub zero so I don't blame him for wanting to stay home.  So, just looking for human interaction and a hello q.q",11.154207920792082,7.944018851485152,10.380272277227725,65.61417079207922,58.5049504950495,13.268316831683169,42.08168316831683,11.20814326018867,4.601948514851486,428,17,76,8,4,138,83,101,0.129,0.805,0.066,-0.703,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,8,3,1,1,7,0,5,0,0,2,0,11,12,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,1,6,1,16,9,3,12,1,0,1,0,6,4,1,1,7,54,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3765669067931852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23124069975425635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509388444732255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965092217549414,0.0,0.0,0.15872900078394356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4187042674417869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858913104665615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24688147868697266,0.0,0.24238161857493856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20668136753652885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19645306390577344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706307274828109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035955236374337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26233441496864873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16351321268826802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351632500971542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21257128475609505,0.0,0.0,0.14516974694960386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17918050582540904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cactipacti,2019/02/01,"Running out of time, even if there is no deadline... I hate deadlines, yet i'm weirdly obsessed with them, which is where I believe most of my anxiety comes from.

Hanging out with friends? *but there's a project due next week, and you haven't reviewed your completed work*

Cooking a whole meal instead of a sandwhich? *you should be cleaning, you have hardly any time and cooking only makes a bigger mess*

Watching a 20 minute episode? *but you have 4 tests in the next three weeks*

Studying for x class? *but you'll have a test in y too... eventually*

Calling my boyfriend to catch up? *how about your exams in 4 months?*

Getting a massage for sore back? *are you an idiot, you haven't decided what to master in after your degree in something you haven't even started, because you're in high school!*

Having a family dinner? * BUT THE WORK FOR YOUR CLIENT ISN'T DONE, THOUGH YOUR DEADLINE IS IN LITERALLY A YEAR*

And time always comes and passes.

Looking through posts I count how many minutes I spend commenting and reading and looking, and I keep track, if it's less then usual:good, if not: I guess I have to cut down on a basic human act, such as eating, because I wasted to much time.

Being in class I count all idle seconds I could have spent on work.

Trying to fall asleep I keep myself up with my constant self hatred about not working while i'm awake.

And then I look at my friends having fun and I feel like I run out of time to have fun, so it's not worth joining at my age. At 18.

And then I realize how terrible of a person this made me.

My friend needs comforting? But muh deadline, but muh work, but but but but but but but.

My friends want to spend time with me? Sure, but in an hour i'm going to be close to crying because I haven't done anything ""productive"".

Celebrating how we finished a project on time, and have nothing for a few months? No way, I HAVE to find something. Like: cleaning up my old closet, if it's not done by tomorrow i'm worthless and lazy. There is no time to celebrate. This isn't worth celebrating. Finishing on time is not something to celebrate.

And yet I have less done than most.


But on a much more positive note after my vent. I've been trying mindfulness, which can be a temporary help. I don't feel like it would be helping with my obsession but if i'm in a situation where I need to be there for a friend I do that quick ""name three things and breathe 9 times"" technique and it brings me back to the present. It's only been about a month, but i'm glad I eventually gave it a try. I hope I can get more into it, but I feel like I don't have time to research it, yet here I am, writing a long post about not having time... funny",1.169880615013568,3.5974000504672934,2.4205562255049777,93.07765375339164,84.94392523364486,5.171239071450106,22.83463973470003,6.608569300468568,0.5833255954175458,2077,76,435,23,62,664,245,535,0.095,0.7709999999999999,0.134,0.982,0,0,3,0,0,0,87.0,1,13,1,6,28,24,3,2,25,0,47,8,2,6,2,86,78,49,0,12,29,0,4,4,5,3,1,0,3,3,16,28,5,2,6,3,5,11,17,9,0,3,9,8,56,15,67,59,11,88,0,1,4,0,30,31,0,9,47,299,72,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059243205373502535,0.0,0.0,0.048417707365852734,0.0,0.05446697920218048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05859064492241356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949514983319628,0.0,0.1302066030371532,0.0,0.0,0.08021680182445551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270205821315064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266313102907403,0.07465071339062668,0.07694073903890768,0.0,0.056846544405674077,0.0,0.07820867078147997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914448610981075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285427036732325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405243082127322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671200055821409,0.0,0.1080009402800984,0.15259356881324054,0.0,0.0,0.0650745233399602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750405463022028,0.0,0.07439699453134667,0.0,0.040463987225399886,0.05971827639552206,0.0,0.0,0.07843363782358305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06378024775733604,0.07029419350625908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544627102886608,0.07522556846170877,0.0,0.07071659299373619,0.07011659463300952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265697436332915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913678438341545,0.0,0.0,0.06300880402709895,0.17936748361065588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737013997091128,0.04752583221490669,0.07218453014160958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07189061304189194,0.0,0.17049089688335894,0.0,0.1046787974478076,0.10558619459056484,0.0,0.0,0.1514417190928953,0.0,0.0,0.06831728433944427,0.0,0.07471128997959292,0.0,0.0,0.10829997457352647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062168150995727006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637776902796075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121818780789625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720571085422545,0.0,0.0,0.07427600185229756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003056961244774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16443722209348302,0.0,0.0,0.050394962295927284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710413984306035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047301399002992704,0.0,0.06995257776576372,0.0,0.4981999564037533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450181799317797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841555187862098,0.0,0.04199496793398506,0.056514388951865675,0.11422295853449145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949105193182597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591683100179783,0.0,0.0,0.05057767023323261,0.0,0.0,0.045849770369261404
anxiety,parrbird88,2019/02/01,"DAE (feel this way) I'm not scared to go on a plane, but am scared of the concept that if I feel awkward/nervous/panicked, I can't escape...soI just tell people I'm scared of plane crashes :( Really just as the title says but doesn't anyone else have this? ",1.4658490566037763,3.37417898113208,2.7930566037735858,93.9175094339623,79.94339622641509,4.994716981132076,20.033962264150947,5.6839178017228535,-0.1670196226415097,198,5,43,1,5,64,39,53,0.07400000000000001,0.773,0.153,0.4715,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,9,4,0,1,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,5,9,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17748368527838168,0.2600786076808285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21204221197657547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566879288300839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425731451259652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759736105573828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260985791091595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20185563047725666,0.7623836776676896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22185841730299935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20147826599744892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CandyRed59,2019/02/01,"I can’t feel my limbs and other physical symptoms I haven’t felt my limbs in over a week. I often lay in bed. Is there any remedies to help? They are very numb. 

My back aches and every part of my body wants to throw up. I can’t get decent sleep at all.

Please help",-1.2387931034482729,0.7990471034482773,0.6650862068965537,103.20728448275864,95.20689655172414,3.589655172413793,12.422413793103447,5.148860815047168,-1.5336620689655174,204,3,51,1,8,66,44,58,0.08199999999999999,0.784,0.134,0.4601,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,5,4,2,0,1,7,9,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,2,9,0,8,8,2,8,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,2,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19329972049019345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21857067392575333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157376265549756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394928513261205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14372532078724962,0.0,0.2729245384316165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14850887237963378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38105351358959616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30781500727097544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120210979738809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844552424274726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29544454633118805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23453598648109236,0.16765799136864976,0.0,0.2280081726241737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,valkyrie217,2019/02/01,"Finally got a prescription Obligatory ""I've been creeping /r/anxiety for a while now, but this is my first post""

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I finally talked to my therapist about getting a prescription for my anxiety/ PTSD/ panic attacks. This is the first time I have been on medication in almost 10 years and overall my mood has been slowly improving over the couple weeks  since I started a low-dose of Paxil at 10mg. 

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I have been able to wake up in the morning without starting the day either already in a panic attack or quickly falling into an anxiety attack. But the problem I have been having the last 2 days is the nausea. Has anyone else started a low-dose of Paxil and had bad nausea / vomiting and had it go away? or will I have to try and find a different medication?

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I'm really hoping I can stay on this one because mood-wise I have been feeling great and even started going out more/ going to the gym/ spending more time with family. But the nausea the last 2 days has kept me pretty much floored.

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Thanks in advance! <3 you guys",6.1952468427095315,7.121379378109452,6.760398009950251,74.13258323765787,66.16417910447761,9.368694986605435,33.869498660543435,9.466822959209583,3.3278309223115192,849,37,142,16,13,278,118,201,0.155,0.7390000000000001,0.107,-0.8901,1,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,1,0,3,4,11,3,2,18,0,22,4,1,0,0,21,36,11,0,2,7,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,8,0,1,2,1,1,5,1,7,0,3,10,1,14,3,23,25,4,40,0,0,0,0,3,13,0,4,20,102,18,0,0.08223278184979127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234425252183829,0.0,0.09074591961890313,0.0,0.0,0.35639673911102193,0.3996873230960112,0.0,0.0,0.18872355910220545,0.0,0.0,0.05749907307678715,0.08425720282567578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806549825919229,0.07726040548552618,0.0,0.06866093797898315,0.050128340558546564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098900902428582,0.0,0.15910002403442586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591575467760303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686949373554042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054313976855950616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752174819781707,0.0,0.04157936532188936,0.0,0.0,0.18016398601964928,0.07515927283825558,0.13989432446559275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04296323448360976,0.0,0.1402043549413133,0.0,0.0657690677528635,0.0906619322966172,0.0,0.08142338265083862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167570708496166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406138534153664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16568175277247765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06045055648474516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055723061182540265,0.0,0.0,0.192964902916173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875627377166565,0.08366030235995893,0.0,0.07868566645047878,0.0961257214132874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05268042574369845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802380691626765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23281914497235054,0.0876492040320987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660955951284481,0.0,0.07570889720461298,0.0,0.09547859781871502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590119279025472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05583066097444035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596217739496582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926946721953526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3996873230960112,0.05295521540360762
anxiety,budgie02,2019/02/01,"Obsessing over Things I always obsess over things once something goes wrong. Often it’s at a time when I can’t go and draw or read. But skills like breathing or counting don’t work for me. Any suggestions? (Stress balls are not an option, no objects)",2.8968750000000014,5.494069937500001,2.904,91.34100000000001,78.79166666666666,5.506666666666668,22.1,6.742157984588678,0.5688699999999995,199,6,38,2,5,60,43,48,0.153,0.757,0.09,-0.4788,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,3,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,7,4,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,3,23,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687362489905559,0.0,0.0,0.21963013277538346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18355084060018412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15778643852941565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439516600715933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230566025375656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486374709202482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699601302470665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4291327742963531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18832593921829027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23512542595341784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35311612236210194,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bamber79,2019/02/01,I’m tired of being unhappy every. day. And I don’t know what to do,-3.750208333333333,-2.6063939374999983,1.2399999999999984,95.67166666666668,113.375,4.633333333333333,11.583333333333332,6.42735559955562,-0.6201416666666666,51,1,13,1,3,20,14,16,0.341,0.659,0.0,-0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38898174644147615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5081797498974935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314753757618237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6932320087770167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,deadgirlshoes,2019/02/01,"I booked plane tickets and a hotel to see my bf (long distance relationship) and now he said he won’t be there I should use a throwaway but I’m lazy and I might delete this later. 
I’m from Argentina, I live in New York. My boyfriend is Norwegian. For Christmas I booked everything to go from nyc to Norway to see him. I want to meet his parents and see his country and be with him. 
Two weeks ago he said he applied for a job in Greece and he immediately moved without even booking an apartment first. I’m worried about him because he was super stressed out about his job in his hometown and he was very depressed but he’s now training to work at a call center in a worse country!
Point is, he asked HR and they are not letting him take a vacation before July. I’m going to Norway on April. It’s just four days, it’s not like he has to leave for a month. 
I can’t and don’t want to cancel my trip. 

I paid a lot of money for it and I am making a big sacrifice because I live abroad too. I’m missing a chance to go home and see my family for him. I love him and he loves me and I know he’s the one but this is killing me. I just feel very anxious because I don’t know if he’ll be able to convince his bosses and I feel embarrassed because I’m apparently less important than a telemarketing job. I’m not asking him to come here or go to my home country. I arranged everything so he literally had to do the opposite of doing something, and even now that things are more complicated, I’m just asking for him to go home for four days. 
Worst part is he’s doing training right now so he’s super busy and I feel very lonely. He arrived on Saturday and we can’t have our usual five hour Skype calls and constant texting. 

I know he loves me. He is the sweetest man on earth. He cares about me. He even took with him to Greece all the letters I’ve sent him and a book with plastic pockets where we keep silly stuff from each other’s lives (like the cap of my favorite beverage and such).

I can’t eat, I can’t sleep, my anxiety is going crazy, I can’t stop crying and I wanna know what you guys think. I’m trying to show myself as supportive but I’m also worried that he quit a stable job in a first world country for one of the most stressful jobs ever in a country that is not doing so well. 

TL;DR Paid for a trip months ahead to see the love of my life and knowing I was gonna cross the ocean for him, he’s probably not gonna be able to be there. ",1.581035236733662,3.277765978723405,3.354962997224792,91.02728260869569,78.7678916827853,6.120410394415945,23.424817088554374,6.98899656878771,0.688863459759482,1909,63,424,21,46,638,234,517,0.128,0.76,0.112,-0.8291,7,2,1,0,0,0,40.0,3,1,1,7,25,21,1,3,25,0,36,7,1,3,2,68,92,33,1,5,15,1,3,2,1,6,1,2,3,2,12,30,1,2,9,7,3,13,14,8,1,8,10,10,57,13,59,70,8,54,1,3,5,4,63,18,0,5,25,260,69,11,0.1427108587453623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06325228279863639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05706291108932654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054586708161702205,0.08061132467565932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20012308256560335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17399042979374318,0.0,0.060718214820445426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457237428095687,0.0,0.07275161583552428,0.0,0.0,0.06146638416305498,0.0,0.07710986967117142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838058857305577,0.09203669771598244,0.0,0.061458326760555376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301441815072457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14138876439472148,0.06454507104301771,0.0,0.0,0.12825931779103858,0.0,0.06726754834197733,0.0,0.10823834724476784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213897835449292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433176093940593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07065309356357928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147259408806738,0.0,0.07027072447541284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35404626664505634,0.06342398421037602,0.07894421041446446,0.0,0.19607538938766564,0.0,0.0,0.07555509679501854,0.0,0.07296576101181684,0.05040044999667409,0.06972131697906915,0.0,0.1890244542844365,0.06314730957040933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06066383435835185,0.2576042436432351,0.0,0.04763030319025439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569683435941406,0.0,0.0,0.11391044590953694,0.07583952889885749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891551833195965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670457127191144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923175997261947,0.07727097647478291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06745394487021078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693322151979609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589528245125983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660902712228372,0.0,0.06093714680482744,0.13575070712465834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843051939572132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140696141040444,0.0,0.0,0.05493289564195639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05965633404018485,0.16347480652315194,0.0,0.08168489499481386,0.0,0.08097329565202385,0.0,0.0,0.05365040259550197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047405376630713314,0.045721677936056714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792785075397887,0.04844565265065146,0.0,0.06970388614770262,0.0,0.0,0.06162818067766039,0.07858792443487933,0.17662710653269045,0.08417456199886754,0.0,0.05723702134961516,0.0,0.06415710044860695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878408759082942,0.0,0.05194760242237407,0.14492980440584985,0.07271727859563892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Scooter15,2019/02/01,"Friday the 13th. My Mom died on Friday the 13th 2016 suddenly of a heart attack. Having anxiety that's like the absolute worst possible day for her to pass, but I look at it differently. It makes me think, fuck it, and fuck anxiety. It's like the universes and my Mom's way of saying to me, ""don't worry"" in a weird funny way. I try to think about that when I'm having excessive anxiety now. I hope you all know what I'm trying to say.",2.5642857142857127,3.762697956043958,4.910769230769231,83.00923076923078,74.93406593406593,9.156043956043957,22.89010989010989,9.606745405546679,1.8718967032967035,338,9,73,9,7,119,59,91,0.207,0.626,0.16699999999999998,-0.5047,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,3,8,3,0,6,0,3,3,1,1,1,9,13,4,1,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,7,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,3,9,3,11,13,2,10,0,0,1,2,6,3,2,1,6,43,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3954083843906298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19600685391510247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111139908538452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17881174045850678,0.18000831434285786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185620808343831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20416667355395188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17112468382888613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468709575094583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16834619166882694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14468176242962374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150061487294923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.403572268248873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19423317521468472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740267911671935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207953231736714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339497152383501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735145043547935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749707384210583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,UnhorsingKey,2019/02/01,"Mental health eval coming up... Not sure this is the right sub to post this in, but has anyone ever been scared when they go and talk to a shrink that they'll just get locked up if they tell the truth about stuff? I have a court mandated mental health eval coming up and I am hesitant to be honest because there is some fucked up shit that goes on in my head sometimes and I don't want to end up in an asylum or something. 

Has anyone else felt the need to lie to a shrink? Any advice? ",4.61419141914191,4.447314792079208,4.7611386138613865,90.90956270627063,69.39603960396039,7.5254125412541235,21.783828382838287,6.42735559955562,0.18042442244224371,378,5,86,2,6,118,70,101,0.183,0.752,0.065,-0.9232,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,0,5,6,2,1,7,0,10,5,2,0,3,17,18,7,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,2,1,7,3,16,14,1,17,0,0,0,1,5,10,2,3,3,56,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17314886541373406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049586632795956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24779194950277544,0.18155298364499795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801390846556026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30526848634457177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14802023352215204,0.0,0.1569385159523552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16027928441370656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701310204540338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16381010218811706,0.09257491521142784,0.0,0.10070165361127226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818489500655231,0.37669121358772384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571334382783761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313847833947161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16969987139961187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15132003306001915,0.0,0.0,0.17739896999740626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18188387963166106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641018689711462,0.1752462991441406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20284115123913585,0.0,0.0,0.16700029605872474,0.0,0.0,0.14241930777346928,0.15487262857677056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045117647637567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,infusedwithstars,2019/02/01,"making friends? i've been at college (in a new town) since late september, and my anxiety has been fine/managable, but what i've been struggling with is talking to people. i can't seem to make friends, and talking to (new) people makes me really uncomfortable and anxious. i see people i want to talk to, want to be friends with, or am physically attracted to, but actually talking to them is where it gets difficult. any advice or tips?",4.186167247386759,6.340144585365857,5.239547038327527,78.36207317073173,72.65853658536584,8.588153310104529,32.44599303135888,9.23628265651192,3.1878968641114973,344,17,62,8,7,113,54,82,0.158,0.6609999999999999,0.182,0.3127,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,9,0,0,3,0,15,17,7,0,2,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,6,4,12,13,0,7,0,0,1,0,8,4,0,3,3,38,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.15707958547477302,0.0,0.0,0.15729410133406185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946239216316732,0.0,0.12313854087145405,0.18184575023045665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3730857710293395,0.0,0.0840980855373454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18157664658489986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223381423956886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109239101086261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347806474392236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311893421403058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282690527604633,0.14653739077083608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331527293365808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16827660098795072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5175134581521811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18988382139347293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,2178vftw,2019/02/01,"Anxiety natural help? M(20) Hey guys, first poster here so might not be doing this right. I got a concussion several weeks ago and since then my anxiety has been flaring up, just because every time I get a head ache I start to worry. I had my first ever panic attack a couple weeks ago driving and had to pull over and have my girlfriend drive. Last night I had another one and felt short of breath all night so I didn't sleep till 7am. 

Mostly I'm just wondering what kind of natural/herbal supplements, or meditations, or whatever besides prescription drugs, have helped y'all deal with your anxiety a bit better? I just really don't want panic attacks to become a regular thing, and that makes me more anxious and it's just a vicious cycle as y'all know. 

Thanks so much ❤️",4.022214912280703,5.730911177631582,5.109210526315792,80.99280701754388,72.09210526315789,9.014035087719298,27.14035087719298,9.516144504307137,2.51260350877193,617,22,117,15,12,203,109,152,0.175,0.7390000000000001,0.087,-0.8897,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,0,3,9,8,3,2,6,0,12,4,3,1,2,23,22,14,0,1,7,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,5,0,3,7,1,14,3,10,13,5,21,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,5,14,73,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322727007013937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738000958047436,0.3006769455455302,0.14800896711617134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980955612866289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986515513014061,0.1446950986975494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587157975843068,0.1430337796913247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449649288185623,0.0,0.0,0.13507008160622253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519350962154133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11851001501283563,0.11038527282168582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579435865282906,0.0,0.0,0.22288154366933094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844961051360977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478417478656446,0.0,0.0,0.12972484255757644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445856013873353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17563236574427948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364313244695238,0.07200208153615019,0.10679421279424277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745312159283125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13898556204825382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963106501744027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24589625668938436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877874025117997,0.0,0.0,0.3074343122943289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393117201692421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111885571833462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14800896711617134,0.0,0.10837645594043513,0.0,0.13110900541310108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273265842885203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062044649007228,0.0,0.0,0.08704013808352143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639554345923165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727568073738897,0.0,0.21018367939860425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14207951550786702,0.0,0.13305147099843964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Essnemm,2019/02/01,What meds helped you out? I feel like i have episodes of crippling anxiety- stuff that feels like a panic attack due to something that happened recently to me and i dont know what to do about it. Im thinking of asking my GP for some anti anxiety medications but im nervous and think he might not prescribe me anything. Is it easy to get prescriptions? I know these drugs are abused so it might be more difficult. Would be super helpful to know if any fellow Aussie is on a medication and whether it was prescribed from a GP or psychiatrist :) ,3.8264761904761895,5.9105289809523835,4.580952380952382,82.99904761904762,73.47619047619048,7.7142857142857135,29.76190476190476,8.515128840125781,2.3431904761904763,433,19,82,8,9,139,76,105,0.158,0.672,0.17,0.662,0,0,2,0,1,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,2,7,1,2,3,0,12,3,0,0,0,20,22,8,0,2,5,0,2,2,1,3,3,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,2,8,3,12,16,2,4,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,5,4,56,18,0,0.0,0.1868177707746584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722364871045297,0.0,0.2412401810009283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975217272080994,0.0,0.1474037981235797,0.17937680679978407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18479261899951124,0.0,0.1828516485271212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594493077155902,0.2252845099868636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237809719557866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394304958348285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21137096306917572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406297056841937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25996033110617744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154062991652007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17514014127154626,0.31767970213303764,0.0,0.3345341501078875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849963313845489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15568393958006055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138505997022388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18049887525014868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20206211791131606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200700406368266,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spvfa,2019/02/01,"The after effects of a Panic Atack Hello everybody. 
So last Saturday I had my first panic atack. I just lost it and went to the hospital, but everything was ok. I’ve always had anxiety, and event went on meds for a year and a half. 
The thing is, this week is being hell for me. I’m always dizzy, can’t focus, and the bad thoughts (like I’m going to die or have an infection on my brain) are always present. 
If it  keeps like this I’m going to the doctor again on Monday. 
Has anyone felt this way, is it normal? I don’t know how to deal with it...
Thank you",0.5942307692307693,2.5732914358974384,3.0381410256410284,90.64644230769231,83.35897435897436,5.951282051282053,17.442307692307693,7.1686216300943375,0.14596923076923085,426,9,93,6,12,147,77,117,0.206,0.722,0.071,-0.9555,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,3,4,9,1,2,9,1,12,3,1,2,0,16,25,9,1,2,4,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,4,0,0,4,2,5,0,2,8,1,7,4,12,16,0,18,1,1,0,0,3,3,1,2,12,61,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42297428900613104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296246079029016,0.0,0.0,0.11847956086376693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14147911166116506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18915614326072905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746898785590626,0.0,0.0,0.17585667876838235,0.0,0.0,0.17343366478741426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15228582505201738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626933290863245,0.0,0.0,0.1441294375987781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925984717753725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506100910235479,0.0,0.0,0.09312228681566402,0.13811991406228266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16556408474227235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18496872963138528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882146833598638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660196709156353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39761331333282535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15600176514678218,0.0,0.0,0.1125714219667275,0.0,0.0,0.13452003616108024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13449718739798208,0.1359181877755955,0.0,0.0,0.3141535689344585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911672711813723
anxiety,vixsin520,2019/02/01,What to expect from the first psychiatry visit? Long story short I have seen just a general family doctor all my life. I am 23 now and have been on antidepressants since freshman year of high school. Mainly Zoloft with trying many many others. My anxiety/depression and lack of motivation and interest seems to be getting worse. My general doctor ran out of things for me to try and recommended me to see a psychiatrist. I have my first appointment booked and it took me over 2 weeks to finally just do it. I’m scared my anxiety is starting to ruin my life as I can’t focus on the easiest tasks. I can’t even remember important details given to me at work and over analyze everything and make the easiest mistakes. I just feel afraid of everything and don’t have the energy or drive to change anything. I know medication shouldn’t be the answer but I know that’s what I need right now. Everything but Zoloft has caused bad side effects like mania and irritability. Zoloft just stops me from crying every second of the day but other than that I still feel a mess mentally. Sorry for the rambling I’m just extremely nervous what difference a psychiatrist makes compared to a general family doctor. I’m scared to try other medications that just don’t work and waste time and money. Any advice?,5.218668986515876,7.1936027024793425,6.345963462374951,72.25090691605048,69.49586776859505,10.383993040452367,28.852544584601997,10.5429385540328,3.4982776859504128,1042,39,178,32,19,348,137,242,0.159,0.78,0.061,-0.9757,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,6,10,10,0,4,12,0,16,10,0,5,1,45,34,16,0,5,10,0,2,1,0,1,10,0,0,0,12,13,0,1,9,1,1,4,5,8,0,3,5,4,21,2,28,26,3,27,0,1,2,0,1,10,0,2,14,120,33,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125940600835324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835522791748789,0.0,0.08814487098936515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481827179545688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620594613026584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836521190600473,0.12189009090430915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265664682943773,0.07430895834962811,0.0,0.0992409409903217,0.0,0.0,0.1203829529504051,0.0,0.3538052285415761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610335199795178,0.0,0.09707989697387708,0.0,0.3106635681268348,0.0,0.21724297251302055,0.0,0.1165198815522378,0.0,0.0,0.12622057929740094,0.0,0.19601634116309904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060198982769174125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173886131165368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266465077950315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16277007031098664,0.056291876697562006,0.0,0.0,0.1019682564283001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538237813297881,0.2336349909600053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321490246299293,0.11611714495290155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543599844133415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13052459251867918,0.09839935626196997,0.0,0.0,0.23071557805380102,0.11661128686331546,0.0918173873710414,0.10489420544699536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531321441844028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289821171049622,0.08155505436788757,0.0,0.09201681005825267,0.09633114076220914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765486864483273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718714642546544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801639913188306,0.23468547271091436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242451198434827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677666548480218,0.0,0.11742153642097257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419949028362441
anxiety,Kalinkis,2019/02/01,"Can you have anxiety without even knowing it? Lately, 3 months, I've been having rather odd symptoms that do not fit with any specific disease. A sense of imbalance, as if on a boat, with my body constantly feeling as if its swaying/bobbing. This is even when lying down/seated/standing. I can walk fine but the floor feels as if its sinking. Some pins and needles sensation on right wrist and mild weakness in right leg. 
My ears feel like they need to open, but really can't, everytime I swallow theres popping sounds. But no hearing loss.  
I've not been thoroughly examined by specialists, but have had quick checks by them (I work in a hospital).  
ENT looked and said there is no fluid buildup behind my ears, but that it could be blocked eustchian tubes. 
Neuro said the symptoms are too diffuse to fit any criteria. A central lesion would have affected the entire arm rather than wrist.
My GP is attributing this to stress/anxiety. But I do not feel stressed. Is it possible to have anxiety without knowing it?",4.587765957446809,6.826875382978728,4.8095212765957465,81.50875,71.7659574468085,8.529787234042553,32.494680851063826,9.188382445141503,3.162951063829788,804,39,142,18,16,252,123,188,0.14,0.816,0.044,-0.9369,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,2,2,9,5,0,1,7,0,21,11,7,2,0,36,32,16,0,8,16,0,4,1,0,1,3,6,0,0,10,6,1,1,7,0,1,1,8,3,0,0,5,11,11,2,20,24,1,16,0,1,1,0,6,10,0,4,6,96,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20292113927288072,0.0,0.3424109300222782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16572667236500588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612313270463088,0.0,0.11912341767199475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19708932384411787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017583860188618,0.10658793553676747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16815833752170864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16399195260948132,0.0,0.1683031919101217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07289119089352035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528974798331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908937491887485,0.0,0.0,0.11062931344471426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681996760613364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558082551368413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548305965930394,0.2838452036103794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418143501832475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31015018429126795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876454017944003,0.0,0.10861879174676832,0.0,0.0,0.10598682820671873,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pantomchap,2019/02/01,"Audition time!!!! I have to do an audition in about 1 hour and a half. It wouldn't be as bad if I only had to do an audition monologue. However, I also have to SING. I am so afraid about it. Currently my head is focusing on ""what if my singing talent isn't good enough?

I really need some encouragement.",-0.3610394265232984,1.9062913548387108,2.8934408602150548,86.58793906810041,95.12903225806451,7.9168458781362,21.405017921146953,8.515128840125781,2.0192415770609324,232,9,50,8,9,83,45,62,0.039,0.8,0.161,0.8164,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,3,0,10,1,1,0,0,6,11,6,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,7,3,8,8,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,3,39,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020517211018928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31536911885830404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3902717424210508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31680226006118484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3876357982032589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3719647817765383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800645555810048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872627843629018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419684312054681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22024367535570685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Chrisfa99,2019/02/01,"Xanax with a hangover I got prescribed Xanax today because I’ve started having really bad panic attacks (longest one lasted a bit over an hour). I was out drinking with friends last night and am hungover, I know you shouldn’t drink and take xanax but I am wondering is there any risks associated with taking a xanax if you have a hangover, any feedback would be appreciated",6.0847826086956545,7.790190231884061,6.209391304347829,75.12365217391306,66.97101449275362,7.838840579710146,34.08985507246377,8.238735603445708,2.8161281159420297,302,14,50,4,5,96,52,69,0.13699999999999998,0.769,0.094,-0.2305,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,1,5,1,2,5,0,9,6,0,0,0,12,15,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,6,1,5,10,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,6,31,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843506820108779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23784826371740345,0.0,0.0,0.1745654190710184,0.12744764395173214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282512091470391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4096196595275991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615276128849361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16721305027471528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20589266395374453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489986636161564,0.3408412789314069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961988211288485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167181243908486,0.0,0.0,0.2452995847061613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13393613410296407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479814171133774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31439050600492313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981747109507001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267284083499828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851792668196356,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,blickystickyuh69,2019/02/01,"empty by now it’s normal, but i’ve always question the empty feeling. the constant tension i feel in the back of my head in my shoulders and the feeling of dread in my gut, why is it there? where did it come from? why won’t it go away? nothing i do will make it go away",0.09141242937853278,1.9192863050847428,2.245000000000001,96.48128531073448,84.2542372881356,3.9333333333333336,21.69774011299436,3.1291,-0.35239209039548003,208,7,48,0,6,70,40,59,0.177,0.767,0.056,-0.8220000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,4,0,5,3,3,1,0,9,12,2,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,1,3,5,0,9,9,0,12,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,3,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19499662778235602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4403560399148064,0.18019944094337212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20187038119474215,0.0,0.2532473480643179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3554807512383883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663711730598018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24050905030632255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564293652922744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22961165831251826,0.22486359374805726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625238219303683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4229259299120047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hyperlycomatose,2019/02/01,"Having a bad day Today I had an anxiety attack at work but luckily I took medicine early enough to calm down in time for my meeting. I'm writing this from home because I left work early because i feel like I'm having a bad mental health day. I feel like my anxiety is crazy and I don't understand why I have panic attacks over things like this.

So, lately my boyfriend has been too busy and we only see each other once and on the weekend. We used to see each other at least 2 or 3 times during the week, but hes just so busy now. Last weekend I was supposed to sleep over at his place. Btw, we've been together for about 3 months now and I have never seen his place. So I've been having anxiety about not seeing his place when I feel like were getting pretty serious. Anyway, last week didn't happen bc he had an emergency come up, baby mama drama. Fast forward to today, we had been planning since last weeks failed sleepover for me to stay at his house tonight. He hasn't given me his address so I have an anxiety attack dreading that hes going to cancel yet again. Lo and behold, I get a text that hes sick and hes having a bad day at work so tonight is probably not a good night. I really wanted to make him and his kids soup and still stay over but he hasn't replied to me.

Tldr; BF of 3 months, haven't seen his place. Something came up last week and tonight was supposed to sleep over but he says hes sick and is having a bad day at work.",3.068343834383441,4.03731818811881,4.3074362436243625,88.7111273627363,73.38943894389439,6.9612361236123625,24.33378337833784,7.1686216300943375,0.8667768976897694,1133,32,244,11,22,373,148,303,0.21,0.715,0.07400000000000001,-0.9924,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,3,0,0,6,16,17,3,2,11,0,32,5,2,2,1,34,54,21,0,1,8,0,3,4,1,0,3,1,2,1,7,17,0,0,4,3,0,5,8,11,0,0,16,9,35,6,31,38,4,62,0,1,5,0,25,21,0,1,40,147,42,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520015723434704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810678376708059,0.0,0.0,0.27504776422604665,0.10040416283863207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419075033389984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094046324186065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21244542232719432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509343795463939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492159086026787,0.17650060565915665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605287035441732,0.0,0.04680353378069596,0.06907441797649322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282514885625806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753818486487536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260752563390683,0.0,0.0,0.09502517009376373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26851719036028115,0.0928986167052612,0.0,0.08947758998090352,0.0,0.0,0.16093552896188268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05497176739245796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829932098593018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13146795457290866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06351628869357617,0.0,0.0,0.07728341526983881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770405566353542,0.0,0.06263373762656266,0.0,0.0966243811318079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.344168561214552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378337012241664,0.0887912709949744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05275792082725315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06549100717552178,0.0,0.0,0.19687582833461406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06812387274767022,0.0,0.1648264491273758,0.0,0.0,0.06339993993659199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755562792675554,0.06576781086759961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054712171931516035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604226740845227,0.0,0.1561234506330198,0.0,0.09149804607143867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573315776804569,0.0,0.07112719815157291,0.0,0.0,0.048574375267787,0.0,0.2642368419365411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431144977134897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239818042354425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,guava_dog,2019/02/01,"Worrying about my future I’m currently a junior in college but have been worried about my future lately. The amount of journalists being laid off recently has scared me, even though that’s not necessarily what I want to do in my future. I’ve written over 300 articles for local newspapers in the past two years while juggling being a part time student. (I get paid $45-$75 an article. Not a lot, but good for a college student). I’ve made a lot of connections but don’t have a clear path for my future job yet. I don’t want to do journalism forever, but I’d love to incorporate writing into my future job. I’m studying Marketing and professional writing in school. I currently have a pretty successful author as my mentor, so I’ve been talking to him about my future and potential careers. I also have experience working in the film industry and environmental science industry. Should I be worried about not knowing what I want to be when I graduate? I’m mostly afraid of having a badly paying job once I graduate.",5.444642857142861,7.031156916666671,7.028363095238094,69.09937500000002,68.375,10.277380952380954,34.026785714285715,10.451354775682146,4.105372321428572,816,39,133,23,14,281,108,192,0.116,0.787,0.097,0.3164,5,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,10,6,0,2,12,0,17,1,0,1,1,23,29,13,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,2,0,5,3,0,1,5,0,18,3,24,19,5,26,0,0,0,1,5,10,0,3,16,96,21,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301238010633395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843597044001154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015987915586826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504686336525165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036628797342141,0.0,0.0,0.1290196258145007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4579374563585815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453722345533993,0.0,0.1735193016041974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615500158803879,0.13883146921141545,0.14555125791891205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16381671790523494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16657556629776504,0.1468416768849222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564935236421488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518818805856007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15400388621949246,0.1556773192820021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236372841968864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511305408133874,0.0,0.08969556144238257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15026294267159546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721867764425793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119851422369698,0.4686448653241881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905711574030723
anxiety,morphexs,2019/02/01,"should i seek help Im 17, I have had anxiety for most of my life but I feel like at this point it’s becoming destructive. I now only have 2 or 3 friends (after i pushed away my old ones) and I never leave the house apart from school. Im curious as to if I should seek medical attention. However, my parents tell me im just shy and Ill grow out of it and I get scared at the thought of even bringing it up with them, idk :/",0.2685024154589364,2.0120895217391315,2.6336231884057995,94.38770531400968,83.13043478260869,7.132367149758455,22.17874396135266,8.167268648758528,1.0137207729468596,324,11,80,7,9,111,67,92,0.212,0.657,0.132,-0.8473,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,4,4,1,1,2,0,5,3,0,0,1,16,9,7,0,3,4,1,1,1,1,2,3,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,2,1,13,2,14,5,1,14,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,3,5,50,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440675382815937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17693683519781744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079893418460802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438639315321418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522240096147586,0.13453888416149734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549885091404796,0.0,0.09839164953406504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262297772586592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21730090336958927,0.0,0.0,0.6102675303910099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994081923321169,0.0,0.0,0.13301898949092025,0.09200571751982294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189716872448212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524727393993409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976146242524013,0.0,0.12761338788236204,0.14322908082391445,0.0,0.0,0.209111796578016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17802729111354718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18854543094989776,0.1905941984562385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16460369808109712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14950842106920642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,trinshutup,2019/02/01,"First time going to therapy Hey all.

I’ve had a pretty bad day thus far, but yesterday I went to therapy for the first time. It was pretty good, even if it’ll take time to get used to. Pretty excited to start getting some treatment for this. ❤️",0.4594117647058837,2.7389579803921578,2.76421568627451,90.3839705882353,86.84313725490196,6.537254901960785,20.264705882352946,7.793537801064563,0.9609058823529412,191,6,41,4,6,65,38,51,0.038,0.6679999999999999,0.295,0.9468,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,1,6,10,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,2,7,6,2,11,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,8,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611665441859096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448417692445142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749018886905505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32837134896472364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20169360432832328,0.0,0.1096996925802885,0.16189893807353847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5891228206508063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366230134629007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14512963577585536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4414783457762869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3376606323826307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16671031311193418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17893470086981905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thatchy3,2019/02/01,"Why shouldn’t someone who suffers with anxiety use anti anxiety medication if nothing else works? I’ve suffered panic attacks since I was 14. In Psych ward because of major depression & anxiety. The antidepressant I’m on increases my anxiety - vertigo, tremors, hard to leave the house and attend college. 
I’ve tried cbt, psychoanalysis, meditation etc 
But the only thing that stops the free floating monster of anxiety is taking a small dose of Xanax once a day. It honestly makes what was extremely difficult - manageable. It doesn’t blanket things, I still FEEL but I don’t have that abstract racing heart and terror every morning. 
I don’t feel dependent on it - i.e I take it when things are absolutely at their worst and I can catch the panic attack in time and take it at a low dose. 
I’m just wondering if anyone is on anti anxiety medication for the long term? 
I understand my doctor does not think it is appropriate for the long term.  
I don’t want to sound naive but if you’re using it for it’s correct purposes and have tried other solutions .... then ??? 
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anxiety,blue7772,2019/02/01,need help hey guys first post here. just reaching out to anyone to see if they know how to deal with as i call them''stupid anxieties''. I call them stupid because they really have little to no impact on my life but i get anxious about them anyway. aparts from having to deal with my serious anxieties i have to deal with them as well. for example i have this constant anxiety of becoming a ''normie'' and when i recently did somethign that would be considered ''normie'' i couldnt stop worrying. i know it sounds ridiculous but thats the frustrating part. i was diagnosed with severe anxiety and ptsd when i was about8 or 9 so i was just wondering if anyone had any ways of calming themselves down that could help me. thanks guys,4.184099756690998,6.457490664233582,4.452281021897812,83.47628041362532,73.01459854014598,8.654257907542581,27.47506082725061,9.2995712137729,2.540071046228711,579,22,107,14,12,181,91,137,0.161,0.6940000000000001,0.145,-0.0963,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,5,1,10,7,3,0,2,0,13,2,0,1,0,23,20,13,0,6,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,5,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,5,2,19,3,20,11,1,13,0,0,1,0,15,5,0,4,6,78,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928442349276968,0.0,0.4177764944249055,0.15423863138157154,0.0,0.19092815939603236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322666161626026,0.15078528298366206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788222466406724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14753908104035948,0.0,0.1090071011365244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4222654532381655,0.0,0.1385738120548922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613128895355145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713306392844038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703698642335071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830246926690803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500652660327463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643429703927968,0.0,0.13683767954303253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012343416181831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784733664830632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075680691437627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15959480803755802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746381624284193,0.0,0.13480567425823273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879574101298352,0.0,0.0,0.15423863138157154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414415223446035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569733405855338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083701705451422,0.0,0.0,0.1227557468682946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14805961048353167,0.0,0.1386515776033816,0.0,0.09698611009701867,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Groovelstory,2019/02/01,"How can I get over anxiety I’m feeling about chest pains? For the past 3 months I’ve been getting chest pains. I first didn’t think much about it but then I googled it and discovered that it is a very serious symptom that could indicate a heart attack or other cardiovascular health emergencies. It can also be harmless at the same time and just be a symptom of anxiety or a musculouskeletal symptom. I’ve spent close to $2000 out of pocket visiting 2 physicians and a cardiologist who conducted almost every test in the book and they all said that there’s nothing wrong with me and it’s probably either anxiety or muscuoloskeletal pain. Yet despite what all the tests say, there’s still a piece inside of me that remains convinced that I have some life threatening condition. I’ve had several panic attacks regarding this and one of my panic attacks was so bad I rushed to an urgentcare center thinking I was having some cardiac event but after doing an EKG and several other tests they said there was nothing wrong. The worst part is that I realize that this fear is irrational and my worrying is probably causing most of the chest pain symptoms I’m experiencing but I still can’t help feeling anxious and panicked when I have symptoms. Has anyone else experienced this before and know how to relieve the anxiety?",7.415751366120219,8.237191586065578,7.486786885245903,70.35875956284156,63.4672131147541,10.932896174863384,37.16830601092896,10.793553405168565,4.3248276502732255,1073,51,177,27,15,346,144,244,0.25,0.655,0.095,-0.9927,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,1,14,18,3,3,15,0,21,16,4,3,2,38,33,22,0,1,8,0,2,0,0,0,12,3,0,0,19,13,0,0,6,1,1,2,2,15,0,2,9,7,15,3,17,21,11,19,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,7,11,129,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105244687934874,0.0,0.0,0.07271603862515151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27824231910584474,0.10272410024023984,0.0,0.06357980231282663,0.09316769840679208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31033523423020226,0.0,0.0,0.07592207369129514,0.0,0.0,0.0773740415595377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340932345954388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07259955747626137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595966862136859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661176245815554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102320616084567,0.09195305892768453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734432068435879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501349531459807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665347458198184,0.0,0.10775152534004484,0.060947917871709174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04997230360657853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06422597443278151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257881018022101,0.0,0.06684341547328496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744980161196401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616159709134813,0.0,0.387020267178826,0.21337162017098715,0.0,0.09846744939366538,0.08680219859916538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19607408738168014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17298896032864114,0.07231053976226058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20544820048047968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452323336568233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4725512113983892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652750395438248,0.0,0.0,0.05302154063445443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502610280300633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234300401020612,0.0,0.0,0.19883358509420687,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KejidoKanaria,2019/02/01,"Had a bad experience at my last job, now it feels almost impossible to apply for a new one I'm 20 years old and have only worked two jobs in my life. My first job was McDonald's at 18. Overall, it was a very pleasant experience. I made more friends there than I did at school, one of my managers was very supportive of me and always liked working with me, and I made huge strides in becoming less anxious over all. I was able to boost my self esteem there. I enjoyed making customers happy, and I found the fast paced environment to be very fun and exciting. Plus, even when we weren't busy, I always had something to do. But then I ended up moving across the country to live with my boyfriend, and escape my abusive mother.

After SEVERAL months of settling in and applying to places, I got hired at a department store because my boyfriend's mom knew the general manager there. Let's call the store ""Rocks"" since I don't want to say the real name. I started and everything seemed great. My coworkers were friendly, and it just seemed like I'd enjoy working there for the most part. I felt a little off though, but maybe that's because I wasn't used to it yet. My GM told me I'd have to try to get people to sign up for a Rocks card, and I also knew that getting into the job. What I didn't know was how pushy I'd have to be. We were told to ask people to apply a MINIMUM of 3 times. I don't mind asking once. Even saying, ""you sure?"" after they say no is fine. But by the third time and especially after that, customers start getting angry. I don't blame them.

Due to being abused by my mother and yelled at for every little thing, I'm sensitive to anger. But I can still deal with it. At McDonald's, if a customer was angry, I could fix it and make it right. But if a customer got angry at me for pressuring them into a high interest rate credit card, there wasn't much I could do. I was expected to lie to customers and say that it only takes two minutes to apply. In reality, if you were LUCKY it took 10-15. Maybe even 20 depending on the person applying. Meanwhile, there's other customers in line tapping their feet as they wait, only two cashiers to help them. 

We had a daily goal to meet. I couldn't even get close to mine. I was lucky if I got one. It very soon became clear to me that it didn't matter how nice I was to people, if I kept busy instead of sitting around, or anything else I did right. If I couldn't sell the cards, I was going to hear about it and eventually be fired. My GM developed a very condescending attitude toward me. My department manager got very angry if I made mistakes or had questions. I went to my coworkers for support and their attitude was, ""Suck it up. Just manipulate people into getting the card and you'll be fine"" basically. They would stand around and brag about how many credits they got, and then look at me and smirk, as if they knew I had none. Eventually my GM called me into his office, and yet again made it very clear that I HAD to sell those cards. That day after leaving, I called in and said I quit. No 2 weeks notice. I couldn't handle being there even one more day. I felt so anxious about working there, I got sick to my stomach every day before work.

Maybe I was just being a wimp. I don't know. But I'm scared to apply anywhere else out of fear of failing like that again. I tried applying to the local McDonald's, just wanting to go back to what I know, but it's been well over a month since I applied and I've heard nothing from them. Makes me feel ashamed that even McD's won't hire me. My boyfriend and his mom are very supportive and try to help me feel better but it's just not helping. Sorry for writing a book. Thank you for reading. <3",3.432656516789983,4.643658443559102,4.525554686017834,86.56615786852592,72.79814077025233,7.4502845759817875,25.66422405615633,7.8965179332212925,1.324106070954279,2900,92,607,39,56,949,319,753,0.116,0.767,0.117,-0.8566,4,0,1,0,1,0,93.0,3,4,11,10,41,37,2,4,27,0,57,4,2,13,4,119,117,55,0,18,24,4,6,3,2,3,2,8,0,2,30,40,0,2,15,4,6,7,17,10,1,9,52,15,92,27,95,49,8,81,0,1,1,0,50,39,1,18,36,401,122,21,0.053355695993263536,0.1264355499280853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053428022322935434,0.0,0.0,0.04266853080893083,0.08879242660416975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055349875465635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04390719160252625,0.09499576299691144,0.09976074652835633,0.0,0.0,0.041027236768256974,0.04454977748546453,0.06505027409565572,0.058927174280422476,0.04540176745756756,0.0,0.0,0.04718877720139776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344639340068182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520036331624767,0.0,0.0,0.1032300297271689,0.05500737972830563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914367509799945,0.0,0.04725730984043227,0.0,0.0,0.21144560396398224,0.0,0.08990895017324631,0.0,0.04795265916360707,0.10438421767354364,0.0,0.060039991758888724,0.08093472916044382,0.0,0.102459670888006,0.0,0.0,0.045384327755100026,0.0,0.0585017666867186,0.08244495673973781,0.0,0.1393807449066979,0.0,0.06064654323093669,0.0,0.25604054532841103,0.05882484319472681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056798130529964574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060135747158276874,0.0,0.10728959500344852,0.0563732222478691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21178918141745046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796868543770038,0.043492013524390714,0.0,0.056495978102543865,0.0,0.054559814112114816,0.03768670599543447,0.07820069388600888,0.10695284885905704,0.04711405708371712,0.0,0.044805346658924335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019457985423357,0.1068460241678184,0.05409430122953873,0.1608089043546129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05387404295401282,0.1249790925764726,0.0851760149975813,0.056708660907434476,0.03922257574011349,0.0,0.0,0.05153126367068003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05119622931661495,0.060745813527502475,0.055987827550793866,0.05682207489128599,0.1446208018452042,0.121738233307861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05777901928608663,0.0,0.1479604859723136,0.046588135716184316,0.055745346131952984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05977059053712399,0.0567503503712731,0.053370134802352816,0.06073046308875415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113094569535418,0.05075348522103406,0.1697223639786802,0.05341835966568004,0.05399881286984253,0.0,0.09714604346494007,0.0556616273658877,0.06027674937732817,0.0,0.08827276617635299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04107582149907209,0.0,0.05972733336928844,0.07553087248858417,0.0,0.0426099277425825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18164223455865516,0.050287112034925786,0.0,0.04011684318863823,0.0,0.0,0.04912275630676385,0.0,0.0,0.03544715358300226,0.0,0.052421700411716204,0.0,0.06222427081762619,0.0,0.0,0.1019673080593653,0.059280141459173714,0.10867504565867107,0.0,0.15636228629869706,0.0,0.0,0.04608219026587595,0.0,0.35219229643973665,0.06294114379048456,0.0,0.04279872095982668,0.0,0.04797317845943362,0.04946126473359925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942179107318408,0.0,0.0,0.03790235558391005,0.0,0.0,0.03435931888445345
anxiety,I_use_this_to_wonder,2019/02/01,"Constant feeling of Butterflies & second guessing. Hi Reddit, I hope this is the right place to post this. 

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I have recently fallen madly in love with a guy in an LDR, we recently had a wonderful week together and during the build-up to the visit and ever since, I've had butterflies in my stomach every single damn day. I live on my own and used to feel like I was getting depressed but that has passed. I am loving my life at the moment and love being in love with this guy, but I'm always feeling anxious about *something* I'm not even sure what about. 

I have also started to feel not myself, like second guessing what I say, thinking, ""well, is that actually what I would say or  am I just pretending to be someone and I think that's what they'd say?"" 

I recently get very anxious and quiet at the dinner table, out for food with friends or family, I will often zone out and will be completely oblivious to the conversations around me. I either end up completely shutting off and going home, or coming back into the room and being the life of the party. 

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Has anyone else experienced this before? 

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all replies are really appreciated :) ",4.865406417112297,6.661733572727279,5.816149732620321,76.41334224598933,70.0909090909091,8.267379679144385,28.850267379679146,8.841846274778883,2.513810160427808,926,35,157,17,17,305,132,220,0.062,0.73,0.208,0.9904,0,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,1,0,1,0,10,13,2,0,12,0,20,9,1,1,3,43,42,15,0,2,9,0,4,2,1,3,2,4,2,2,11,18,2,0,7,1,0,5,2,3,1,2,3,9,20,10,27,31,4,34,0,1,0,4,15,17,1,8,13,118,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.08476597451995317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946448726563346,0.07227715918729329,0.3764650590652871,0.3166449672189207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19626143249623226,0.0,0.060736784506069286,0.08900163597894979,0.0,0.07732668366925473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06679245598576372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739142041594115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748249743739013,0.1821488712895529,0.09386828427737964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056019592187075286,0.0,0.0748151658428845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256307595152366,0.0,0.07693503233843965,0.0,0.0,0.057372338916873475,0.07857275732933566,0.07318601093090271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188691509055666,0.0,0.17568262000204296,0.12411020633267635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050353528590653,0.0,0.06711030985820253,0.0,0.09076489671511546,0.0,0.049366370837032963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19137926419994666,0.17201649282988885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871308940790947,0.08627477896861674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270812512511385,0.08487396529515022,0.0,0.07670181645061902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31358979695439565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075357911528732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831909554817111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055646804285175835,0.0,0.2573008574592,0.0,0.0,0.07418071699149148,0.0,0.20723136175143228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718541548737375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359892613473731,0.06687155206315441,0.0,0.0,0.061482235627471675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186755876873174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113168905729618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502193439072971,0.0,0.07167125521805998,0.0,0.0,0.06967643719471615,0.0,0.07810046844851255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419945894243714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06170514069457843,0.0,0.3166449672189207,0.0
anxiety,Azulon625,2019/02/01,"Worsening Social Anxiety Hello everyone I'll try to shorten my explanation as much as I can sorry for the wall of text but I want to write down the factors so I can personally identify them myself. 

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First of all I identify as an ambivert but leans more toward the introvert side of things. I enjoy my time alone greatly but I also long for social interaction. I can speak to other people normally when they approach me and all that, I've also actually overcame my fear of talking in front of  large groups of people I still stutter or make mistakes but I can do it when i need to. Now here's the problem for the past weeks I've been wanting to isolate myself more and more. I'm an active officer in one of my school organisation,  then i got bumped up to being a district officer. ( rather than managing things in my school I manage schools in the district) . Anyway honestly I never jived with my new officers too much, i can hold convos and be active in meetings when i need to, but its been a few months and I still feel this distance.  part of it maybe is I can't really go to the meetings often because my schedule conflicts with that.  This distance i felt has been one of the reasons stopping me from going to meetings these past few months I'd deliberately skip some even if my schedule allowed it. Not because I don't want to , but because I can't does that make sense? Sometimes after a long day of school of having to interact with people I run out of energy.  I feel physically drained to be honest even before I go home with a blank tired face doing a 2 hour commute home because of traffic.

(adding another layer to this problem)  

Because I chose to be more active in my school organization for the past few years that wasn't engineering department related. I spent more time with them and not my engineering department mates so I had little connection and social interaction with them. Most of them were surface level acquaintances because of being classmates.  So when this semester started (when I didn't have major social anxiety) I decided to interact with them more because most of my subject were all my majors and if I didn't make connections here I'd be having a rough time not having resources to pass the majors and for future classes as well.  Honestly (the semester just ended by the way) as the semester went on Id say it was very successful I made new friends and connections as weeks passed.  so this was one of the reasons I became really tired at the end of the day.

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Back to what I'm feeling right now , some major events are coming up and I've missed continuous district officer meetings now because of the above reasons and final exams. I've been formally excused of some of them because of finals, but right now as every time they ping me at chat I can't even bring myself to look at it I honestly ignore it as much as I can, I muted the chat groups.  My sense of responsibility is honestly Killing me and adding to the problem. I want to do my duties but I can't. I can't face people at my current state,  I can't even think of meeting up with some of my regular school friends that I'm comfortable with, We're supposed to have an event tomorrow and I can't, when I think of whether i  want to go or not my chest tighten, my hands shake , my knees feel weak and I feel tired then my head start to hurt (honestly as i type this i don't feel too well). I've also muted that chat group. all interaction with my regular school mates right now are unthinkable I need some distance again

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at my current state I've also lessened contact with my family it doesn't trigger my anxiety at all but as much as possible I choose to isolate myself. Interacting with my family during meals doesn't tire me out I don't feel anything wrong around them,, but I've been shortening our contact time these past few days.  I also feel fine chatting with my best friends(they are a different group from the regular school friends)  it doesn't trigger me when i talk to them at discord via voice chat, nothing wrong at all.  basically family and my very close best friends I am fine with. 

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Recently me and above mentioned best friends started playing an MMO with an active player base, we joined a guild and I'm also fine interacting with these new online friends I've made. I've also become quite chatty in the game but then again Games have always been my escape when I feel anxious about things  so I guess that's why I'm totally fine with it.Talking online like this is also ok for me although I don't really feel well typing this post because I have to think about the above mentioned problems 

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So that's my current situation and how I got here , right now I honestly can't face those two groups the District officer group and regular school friends group , I haven't been outside much but I can feel like interacting with strangers would be bad as well.  I don't know how to move forward with this, I don't like this feeling. Seeking professional help with parents consent is out of the question, my elder sister is clinically diagnosed with depression she even has her own meds and my parent never really liked the idea. It took my sister a lot of strength to ask them to allow her to see professional help because they had to pay for it. thinking about telling them makes things even worse honestly I also been having these swings of ""high Functioning"" Depression ~~( a self diagnosis on my part but I cant deny the things Im feeling based on the things I've read I do whats need to be done but at the end of the day I still plop down on my bed with anxious feelings and every thin associated with that)~~ tied to this social anxiety the depression came first because of continuous failing grades which isn't helping the financial situation we are in, ~~its not bad actually people owe my father money~~. When my sister started seeing help my mothers mental health was also affected , were in a bad spot right now and I can't affect my mother even more not at all especially as I saw how it affected her work mentality.

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A major event is coming up and I don't know how to move forward. I want to power through this but I cant rush things so easily either. I know trying to interact with them is the best route but I just cant right now. Should I just continue to block them out till I'm okay? should I just keep ghosting?  

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anxiety,edwwg,2019/02/01,"how i deal w anxiety Hey guys! So when I get anxiety and I start to get it going into certain situations, I always close my eyes and take deep breaths and play the scenario out in my head and I have found that it helps me a lot to calm down and idk if this will help anyone help, but I wanted to share incase it does ",6.94245098039216,4.165100500000001,7.652941176470589,80.566568627451,66.05882352941177,10.831372549019608,31.490196078431374,8.841846274778883,2.1719254901960783,246,6,57,3,3,83,51,68,0.058,0.742,0.2,0.8221,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,2,3,3,1,1,15,9,10,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,8,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,9,4,7,7,1,9,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,2,2,36,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992158020524825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36630978620179133,0.0,0.0,0.1674073438347392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24683049423193176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20951719566721688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625105950519106,0.0,0.0,0.25017311002023085,0.0,0.13606734508249424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23706246877081175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24571298438623704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4814325621661588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20354548700904665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691170069807149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16946201289908736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800133051271499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14121553967906966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,strawboy4ever,2019/02/01,"Interview in 2 Weeks. Need some advice. I have an interview in 2 weeks, but I am already starting to develop some nausea and loss of appetite just thinking about it. My biggest fear is feeling like I'm gonna puke in the middle of the interview.  So my two questions: 

1. What remedies/medicines/anything do you do to prevent nausea the day of a stressful activity (like an interview)? 

2.   What should I do now to combat my nausea, loss of appetite? 

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anxiety,FantasticCoconut8,2019/02/01,"When did you first realize you had anxiety? What was the point in your life where you realized that you had anxiety? or was diagnosed? 

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I have always gotten extremely overwhelmed in social situations, irritable when things don't go exactly as planned, and obsessed over every little detail of what might happen day to day. I thought this was normal.  I never saw a doctor about it. My dad was a firm believer in you didn't need meds or therapy for mental health, but my mom has been on anti depressants and anti anxiety meds her whole life (which really surprises me why she didnt want me to get help, even therapy?) 

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It wasn't until I started experiencing chest pain that came and went, up to 4x a week, that I realized it was likely anxiety causing this. (I had all the blood tests, exams, ekgs, eegs, with no actual heart issues)

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I was a young adult \~ 20 when I realized, wow my whole life I have had anxiety. I remember back in elementary school panicking all week in preparation for gym class on Friday.  As soon as we got assigned a presentation in school, I wouldn't be able to sleep through the night until the presentation day was over (sometimes weeks later.) School was really awful for me, and as an adult I now realize it was 90% due to anxiety. I sometimes wonder how life could've been different if I had treatment for it a long time ago. ",6.089635746606338,7.073091334615388,6.894705882352941,72.8714705882353,66.42307692307692,11.040723981900454,31.832579185520373,10.966923227221727,3.7562533936651583,1097,43,195,32,17,364,152,260,0.154,0.799,0.047,-0.974,1,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,1,6,0,2,10,7,0,2,11,1,27,12,4,2,4,30,40,18,0,5,4,2,0,1,0,2,8,0,0,2,14,7,0,0,8,1,0,3,7,4,0,1,26,2,29,3,30,11,4,43,0,2,1,0,15,14,0,5,27,135,43,8,0.08274277129252113,0.0,0.08074500899324748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334647433767921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06884861410058618,0.2689552743776458,0.3016245713041374,0.0,0.0,0.379787961371126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06362408371748354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322276872725226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463568743285904,0.0,0.0849996186627554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606337003650045,0.0,0.0,0.16008672703498633,0.0,0.07126622767007798,0.08398217114025623,0.0,0.08644858509953599,0.0,0.08469073252931948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054650820073048695,0.0,0.06971435348041241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038095899225416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043229682918398106,0.0,0.04702462373345246,0.0,0.06617695289863677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07316915939177784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795169665752868,0.0,0.09805058237254853,0.0554607354546138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636195598252001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337746654334655,0.040423938554710465,0.08292999414107396,0.0,0.07322474883071511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838171317668831,0.0,0.08338525215535747,0.0877770046096425,0.0,0.09690733370536037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06135271648355627,0.06381632615084021,0.0,0.0,0.0776484857089841,0.08107034791288131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880441424543815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821866369864522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601427607947443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937314301351446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512203059212913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930063417190108,0.08280252713239293,0.08434583528983185,0.0,0.0,0.16366943307097395,0.0,0.058565759395553085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892471401540396,0.0,0.05497062061114402,0.0,0.0,0.06568851794902028,0.0482479753404096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04880383029961114,0.0,0.19911378049150424,0.0,0.0,0.07670337795251989,0.07466248127670917,0.18475869846677,0.0,0.0,0.08973100589642505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016245713041374,0.0
anxiety,vorpalJ,2019/02/01,"Those with anxiety about heart I get this weird symptom sometimes at night where my veins seem bulged out like I'm on steroids. 

Does anyone else experience this? Is it an anxiety symptom?",3.876470588235293,7.004732235294122,3.3426470588235304,86.23691176470591,79.58823529411767,6.929411764705884,29.088235294117645,8.07648339933343,2.3270823529411766,152,7,27,3,4,45,30,34,0.156,0.775,0.069,-0.2812,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,2,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39211440822334537,0.0,0.0,0.17920032178403164,0.26259410893145474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242765939821452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21409310133717685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25069575455371185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389825317816875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036987740013914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520782928883736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405059648017478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333120965136421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25347226381734345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5327561650813226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,I_am_also_a_Walrus,2019/02/01,"This Dodge Charger was swerving through traffic and running reds yesterday and I thought that maybe this was the zombie apocalypse and he knew something I didn’t Of course that’s ridiculous but zombies are my worst fear (and also I was a little bit high) but I still felt that twinge of anxiety in me for about 30 minutes. 

What’s the most ridiculous thing you’ve been anxious about?",6.114583333333332,7.542213513888887,4.939888888888888,85.294,66.6388888888889,7.426666666666668,35.23333333333333,7.554174236665415,2.497680000000001,311,15,56,3,5,91,55,72,0.255,0.745,0.0,-0.9612,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,1,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,10,9,7,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,8,2,6,0,7,1,3,6,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,2,39,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377571045380972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274398103958633,0.3358734207910077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32458333984511417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345541626686794,0.0,0.0,0.2854623093462576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141222310923963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29798072706908985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986858523791656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22888222774473865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23743055719494105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975182280766005,0.0,0.0,0.236029346695026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gretschish,2019/02/01,"Does anyone get ultra paranoid about their conduct at work? I work for a company with a very.. politically correct culture. Now, I don’t think that being sensitive and respectful to your coworkers is a bad thing - quite the contrary!

However, as someone with GAD, I find myself constantly paranoid about getting in trouble for saying the wrong thing, or even using the wrong tone of voice. I think I’m a pretty nice guy, and I genuinely can say I don’t hold racist, sexist, homophobic, transphobic, etc. ideas whatsoever, based on my understanding of those terms. But it’s like I gaslight myself into thinking that maybe I’m a huge offensive asshole at work, and I don’t know why. I do enjoy off color humor, in the appropriate context, such as stand up comedy. But I’m meticulous about making sure that doesn’t bleed into conversations at work.

That being said, I’m always worried that something I say is going to be somehow wildly misconstrued or even entirely misheard and I’ll be reported to HR. 

Can anyone relate to this? It’s driving fucking insane and I’m not sure how to get past it.",5.122666256157637,7.0955198472906424,6.215267857142859,73.10004464285714,69.73891625615764,9.015886699507387,31.406711822660107,9.516144504307137,3.2771381773399018,871,38,143,20,16,290,126,203,0.138,0.738,0.124,-0.6181,1,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,1,5,9,13,2,0,9,0,13,2,0,3,3,29,31,12,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,1,12,9,0,1,7,0,0,2,5,6,0,0,1,6,15,7,26,26,2,18,0,0,1,1,9,11,1,3,5,92,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260403990944334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892494775222172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299353140314992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14624188537364768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842676343722275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092689847470786,0.17876621642953272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12368767316122115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251088920127122,0.21211045440235396,0.0,0.07691022799488938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399635681243394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276925091031984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437292979926967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661146030283382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033273391804776,0.0,0.13595553116606562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12918623631327122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767759777474325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14393837318061622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872826419870095,0.3228556405859544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146632837947113,0.10418238627521592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550907633487524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17981230379164392,0.26013885429956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088159970052944,0.0,0.11688025635216905,0.0,0.11166007316393196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211279967288476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39408264344292426,0.1374325227985014,0.0,0.0,0.2959206440105322,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ecstatic_Bat,2019/02/01,"New job advice So I’m looking for advice about managing anxiety in a new job, or at least some similar example stories to put it into context.

Long story short; I left my old job three months ago. I’d been there two and a half years, managed two younger execs and become comfortable and good at what I did. I had good relationships with my clients and had made some friends I will be friends with for a long time. I work in digital marketing, and this job was at a very relaxed, but manic, agency. One of the top five in the country (uk). I left because I wanted to mix it up and a challenge.

Fast forward to today, and I’m nearly at the end of my probation and I believe I’ve passed.  My new job is client side (something I’ve never done before, and corporate). I have regular 1-2-1’s with my manager who pulls me up and tells me where I’ve gone wrong when I have and congratulates me when I’ve done well. She’s fair.  

However, the parts of my job where I’m in my area of expertise, I’m doing a good job of. Areas out of it, I feel completely useless. 

Yesterday, I had to give a presentation to the top boss about all I’ve done for the project thus far. I got myself in such a state leading up to it, but it went well and he gave me some feedback via email in which he was “delighted with the progress”. 

Yet today, I’ve been nearly in tears all day because of something technical I dont really understand keeps getting brought up in meetings and the developers keep changing their minds on the requirements so I lose track of what they need. This part of the job isnt in my comfort zone. But one thing that’s absolute killed me, is this. To help me combat my nerves, I was doodling in this meeting and the lead developer, who’s a decent guy and I happened to be sat next too, said this;
“Do you need to be in this? You don’t have too?”, looking at my doodles.
I nervously smiled and said “oh yes! I do!” And he smiled back and kinda laughed and said “it’s ok cause i dont want to be here either.” 
Now, this wasn’t heard really by anyone else, but combined with the meeting still being a shitshow because my requirements still weren’t there, i feel terrible.

There’s a guy who has a fidget spinner in these meetings so I dont know why Im hung up on the lead developer thinking Im not paying attention. He feeds directly into my boss also, so I’m worried he’s going to tell her I was doodling. 

When the meeting ended, I got my shit together and sorted the requirements out. 

I just feel like it doesn’t matter that the global director gave me good feedback on my progress so far, the fact that i was doodling in a meeting had made me feel like a worthless ass.

Why does anxiety do this???? Any similar reactions to life would be greatly appreciated. I hate feeling like I can’t rationalise my feelings and it makes me really depressed.",2.7540379581151844,4.460208872600352,4.325310863874346,85.31424901832462,75.45724258289704,7.706937172774869,27.81882635253055,8.472884824447931,2.002485776614311,2216,91,455,42,48,741,262,573,0.11,0.7440000000000001,0.146,0.9488,10,0,2,0,0,0,67.0,0,2,2,13,28,28,3,1,31,2,42,4,2,10,4,79,84,35,1,5,8,0,6,3,2,2,1,4,0,2,27,30,1,5,10,1,1,11,11,10,2,7,31,12,59,18,64,45,9,85,0,4,2,1,36,46,2,6,32,293,86,27,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490772374739174,0.056653945956575164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051110235677521716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04346220908820807,0.0,0.0977846894154178,0.0,0.0,0.04468860985800213,0.06548518199197333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04914422176411568,0.0,0.11688010262661044,0.07058555118219352,0.05438422628900589,0.07200670174112102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06565501403487928,0.0676101998228176,0.0,0.06701029624247612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04121781750567367,0.0,0.05504713140486217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055929638456948025,0.19621185378032527,0.22471242701139374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05339009988206039,0.0,0.1132137525074856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19389432930842115,0.13697578745651795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875618141764343,0.0,0.033391272612549414,0.06131001303953204,0.03632254332168618,0.21442470999112895,0.10223219444275793,0.07046297452422369,0.0,0.12656544135043174,0.05651698516257516,0.0,0.0,0.06309966130306019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04283872589010693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807140186097727,0.0,0.5073807216221107,0.11361547172121295,0.07070892673777122,0.0,0.03512424855604648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888069450610252,0.0,0.04514278764276,0.09367221741375438,0.0,0.0,0.11311984660203335,0.10733961464974404,0.07150094543423409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209497627631432,0.042661616362945486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453268908204811,0.0,0.05101378132859585,0.0,0.0,0.09477956548929484,0.049292712779236685,0.1851792162305505,0.06797091413435169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706467288521158,0.0,0.08661656642550064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13842048164966836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06424900188852388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283058842025095,0.0,0.0,0.06861734455005677,0.0,0.0,0.18238424491707966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06560453438967016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840483736674474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208007671404204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172344363952877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04246015363963152,0.04095209463158117,0.0,0.0,0.037267478936550975,0.0,0.12116180854463406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486506491305152,0.06653442775765747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052733920449034036,0.0753936597289898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492875010115212,0.05924686998862936,0.11534089995274685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04652854458360007,0.06490552548471057,0.0,0.045401102168284746,0.0698775097414096,0.0,0.04115709757543308
anxiety,gabrielle100,2019/02/01,"Does anyone have HUGE dreams? Like the kind of dreams that you’re hesitant to tell your family and friends about because you’re afraid they’ll think you’re stupid? So I’m thinking that I really want to start a group chat for people (especially ones with bad anxiety) who have big dreams they want to achieve but don’t think they can do it. Or people with goals they don’t feel like they can meet. I want to encourage each other to not settle. Achieving big things takes so much time and hard work and it’s so easy to get discouraged. We can keep each other accountable. It would also be a good way to get advice and help when needed too. 

Comment and then DM me if you’re interested and if I can get at least 5 people (hoping for more) then I’ll create a group chat (probably on group me but it’s open to other platforms) and add everyone. 



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anxiety,that_is_akward,2019/02/01,"Dealing with the ""imposter syndrome"" like never before Hello all,

I've gone through all of my life never feeling like an imposter until recently. You see, I've never really enjoyed sports (or anything athletic) until about a three or four years ago. I got into road cycling without really taking it seriously. I joined my local club recently and I just don't feel like I have a place there. I've been putting off going for months on end now as I simply just don't feel good enough! Every week I always find an excuse not to go. ""I'm busy"", ""the times don't work out"" or ""I'm just too tired"" are frequent excuses I tell myself.

I guess a lot of it is to do with the fact that many of the people there are young and more experienced than I and I just don't want to come across as ignorant to others. Sometimes I feel like a big baby to them. Another reason is that I fear that I might mess up and make a massive fool of myself as I haven't trained enough.

Although, I've been doing a fair about of personal training independent recently, I would really like to take part in events without feeling the need to chicken out!

Am I over thinking this?

I would really appreciate your advice about how I can get out of this mental rut as It is really robbing the joy out of a hobby I enjoy

TLDR: Feeling like an imposter when I take part in athletic events
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anxiety,blueridgemountains12,2019/02/01,"I can't make a life-changing decision due to anxiety. Hi, I'm a 24 y/o female in the 2nd semester of a masters in school psychology program. Last semester I was feeling unsure about the program so I applied to an accelerated nursing (ABSN) program, not really expecting to get in. I found out 1.5 weeks ago that I did, and it starts in May. I couldn't make a decision before the add/drop deadline for my current program (this past Monday) so I didn't take any action, and I missed out on getting a full tuition refund for this semester ($7200), but, if I drop the program by Feb. 11th I can still get half of it back. But I still feel unsure of what I want.

I like school psychology enough, but when I was younger, nursing was my goal career. I'm just so confused and don't know what the best path is to take. When I found out I was accepted to the ABSN program I literally kept changing my mind about it every day. I just don't know if I want it as badly anymore, and I guess I just feel ""comfortable"" and ""safe"" in my program right now.

For me, the pros of school psychology are: I'll be able to get a job upon graduation, I'll have good benefits/a pension, summers/breaks off, a lot of autonomy in the role, get my own office, work one-on-one with kids, decent salary. Cons are: it can be very stressful, many psychs take work home, I may get sick of working in a school district (and is the only thing I can do with this degree), and I'm not that passionate about determining eligibility for special education.

For nursing, the pros are: also a lot of autonomy as a psych nurse practitioner, can make VERY good money, the work is more interesting to me, and it is a more ""prestigious"" career. The cons are: I'd have to go through an intense accelerated 12 month program, which I know will be super stressful and time consuming with clinicals, as well as a 2 year masters program, and I would still need to take microbio & chem 2 online before the program starts.

Any help would be appreciated, thank you.",7.119696969696967,5.9867231919191966,8.044121212121215,72.65618181818184,64.55555555555556,11.051313131313133,36.21414141414141,10.241411754978122,3.52765595959596,1568,65,309,31,20,534,191,396,0.08900000000000001,0.7809999999999999,0.13,0.9447,3,0,0,0,0,0,72.0,0,1,0,9,18,18,0,3,27,0,34,3,0,3,0,56,68,25,0,9,10,0,3,1,0,5,2,0,1,1,15,16,0,2,11,0,3,2,7,5,1,1,9,3,33,13,46,49,8,38,0,1,0,1,5,15,0,8,21,196,48,26,0.09261654647622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209898028852401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406541875559651,0.0,0.10034998941219997,0.0,0.12596485512107156,0.0,0.07085140455167283,0.0,0.09185072729598044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121640736197876,0.07733094771191293,0.0,0.0,0.1576197190405777,0.0,0.09719535153995584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19595205131205745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05973001050144061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569765047337876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07803343492511046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404891261426882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030985255619394,0.0,0.0,0.2903299375610322,0.0,0.052636117711586924,0.1553647300439369,0.0,0.0,0.10202756762533292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062078918829998886,0.0,0.09290194760726883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190763141008608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15269889543417078,0.07549484674391069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06541780577283596,0.04524776636581671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157478551630076,0.0,0.0,0.18546679185643966,0.09389864138510652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351630993141144,0.0,0.07392564378392416,0.0,0.0,0.06867399567211792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275936882734913,0.07043905705658836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841297339222652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059332531254877974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909402464247939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749315583814636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311089365812342,0.0,0.22189108096073876,0.0,0.21218388213972672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785444667147697,0.0,0.0,0.08526887256985333,0.0,0.0,0.061530318106699115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05400545305282108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528367008645892,0.10925527744730107,0.0,0.07429140703926006,0.0,0.08327339808220471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697037955697317,0.0,0.0,0.13158427463634353,0.0,0.0,0.05964201937793151
anxiety,henloimsad,2019/02/01,"I'm anxious to death because of my rental house TLDR I used to live with a bunch of collegemates (same course, but not too close). I've left the house since December, and they demanded me to find a replacement. I wanted to stay on good terms so I helped, but I just could not find a new renter. I paid for my part of January's rent despite not living there because I'm scared of them bullying me.

Now February's approaching, and they're pestering me. I just cannot pay another month because of my new rental house, but I also just cannot find a replacement. 

I decided to let go of the deposit money, but then about 4 of the housemates said I was selfish to leave, and threatened to leave the house aswell (leaving only 4 people left to pay a huge amount of rent, and those people are the ones I actually care about...)

But now they all hate me and I'm crying because I don't know what to do. I'm seeing their tweets all targetted to me. I've tried so hard to find a replacement for 3 months, but I felt like my efforts were useless. How can they not see that I've tried so hard... I would've blocked their numbers since December if I didn't care about them... and now I'm terrified of the new semester, worried about bumping into them and they would gang up on me...

Any advice or reassuring would make my day.. it's 2AM where I'm at and I just cannot stop shaking",3.5746774193548347,4.5860607598566325,4.568779569892474,87.15316935483874,72.2258064516129,8.304014336917563,27.21164874551971,8.697196308434329,1.7877984229390678,1068,37,231,19,20,348,139,279,0.181,0.7190000000000001,0.1,-0.9766,5,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,9,1,19,10,1,2,12,0,14,0,0,3,2,46,33,22,1,5,16,0,3,1,0,2,0,1,2,0,4,11,0,2,7,0,7,3,9,5,0,1,6,6,35,5,32,23,7,26,0,1,2,0,12,10,0,2,13,139,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0923877265570017,0.0,0.0,0.09251389592834433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571040256735334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643812595053616,0.09927347038888848,0.0,0.10695416210238463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308484658613058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19305198480710686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755891248569511,0.0,0.1039944475500502,0.06105660666469406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090145339883388,0.0,0.3461196328591508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053805159391281,0.0794076807640126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16961780743370347,0.0934705288635441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345768395740185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4369622556309909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05203010635350299,0.0,0.0,0.3007368543857642,0.20572617501184814,0.09681011771709712,0.0,0.04625271367375723,0.0,0.16719695573126625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319532880638062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511350464216135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743089094008609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415324666523367,0.07200349982246076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252222720499396,0.0,0.13126943610020445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005622469139317,0.0,0.09478473802828476,0.0,0.15088512153048042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566298753728521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090940603321473,0.0,0.07915132578505478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285542498551235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176754882510713,0.0,0.0,0.055840911839292184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614558411152534,0.0,0.20176011771008814,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BethanyyJade,2019/02/01,"I’m tired I’ve suffered anxiety and panic for 10 years (I’m 23) and I don’t know what to do anymore, I’ve been on different kinds of medication that either didn’t work or gave me bad side effects. CBT therapy worked for a little while. I haven’t slept properly in months and I’m so tired, I even messed up my Christmas job because I had panic attacks that made me physically ill so I couldn’t attend. 
Just looking for little things for help quiet my head and help me relax enough to sleep and actually feel okay for a while until I figure out a longer term solution...",1.7560919540229882,4.049586448275863,3.642068965517243,86.16816091954023,81.06896551724137,6.625287356321839,22.597701149425287,7.793537801064563,1.1876459770114938,452,15,91,8,12,152,78,116,0.237,0.684,0.079,-0.9612,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,4,9,1,2,3,1,7,7,3,2,0,15,16,11,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,4,1,0,1,4,6,0,0,6,3,11,3,13,9,3,14,0,1,1,0,3,7,0,1,6,52,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.1619623607826758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696626823017487,0.0,0.16459721797742052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888143481895829,0.0,0.0,0.13857765998871152,0.10117351056064733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734028778201487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17149093424307646,0.0,0.10962133694827422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391920238384921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17033266299925662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22249181112169766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646991905926517,0.0,0.0,0.17283176905532874,0.09121253624081524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326902256436695,0.0,0.0,0.1393726398970818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15704442191478676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671968828117821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324753288541048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3894590649818585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16608943314695088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18980066986729446,0.0,0.1102628087961976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3815152155935753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24165565007274306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687896278195873
anxiety,DismalRae,2019/02/01,"Frustrated :( It seems like any therapist I see just tries to excuse away my behavior. I’ve been through 3. I’m so frustrated. I’ve told them I shake really hard when I’m anxious, they tell me “well it’s cold out you’re probably just making yourself think it’s anxiety” I tell them I’ve had delusions because of how severe and persistent my anxiety is. Basically I have this fear of a vortex opening up in the sky, to the point where when I’m driving I can’t look up at the sky. If I do end up looking up, I can’t stop scanning the sky for any little blip. Recently, this came to a head when I went on a road trip, and saw a black dot that didn’t appear to be moving. I. Freaked. Out. I started uncontrollably sobbing, I felt like I was gonna faint. I really thought this was it. I told my therapist about this, and what she said really shook me. I can’t help but feel like I’m going fucking crazy. She said it was “metaphorical” because I don’t know where I’m headed in life, and it’s manifesting through that fear. Does this sound crazy to anyone else? I had a similar fear when I was NINE YEARS OLD. I  didn’t sleep for almost a week straight thinking the sun was going to explode and my parents had to take me to talk to my teacher to convince me it wasn’t going to explode so I could sleep. She knows this. I just. I’m so frustrated. She knows I can’t even hold a job because of how severe my anxiety is, but always has some dumb bullshit excuse for what’s happening to me. Do they only care when you’re suicidal? That’s the only time I got some actual fucking help. 

TLDR: it’s fucking cold outside so I shake, god forbid it’s my fucking anxiety. ",0.8383473991100203,3.0864575247813453,2.9984847322387616,89.64180259321778,84.5393586005831,6.4093601350314575,23.31203007518797,7.669130373188453,1.219272886297376,1293,49,275,24,38,438,161,343,0.222,0.698,0.079,-0.9937,2,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,4,1,19,24,8,7,13,0,25,10,4,3,0,35,65,19,1,2,6,1,3,3,0,1,2,3,0,0,20,9,0,3,9,0,0,12,8,18,1,1,22,14,44,6,32,40,2,46,0,1,6,4,20,21,6,6,16,163,64,1,0.0,0.0,0.08788395666510268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018042671291797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749357600365652,0.0,0.0,0.1224855298700956,0.0,0.2755775591600053,0.10174029925456568,0.0,0.06297089094696368,0.09227542022366626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461278257216577,0.0,0.0,0.16469619931693374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030027583998054,0.09182048795427386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190426283714928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881066730799026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752321937962164,0.0,0.07976496567579884,0.0,0.0,0.059482689554394536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040220379446295,0.04553620674601245,0.06433770187158291,0.08647013720344142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330299665214381,0.0,0.0,0.15354670384874575,0.0,0.0720278879560061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963829979567844,0.0,0.08067459062831332,0.0,0.18485169395332013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072842475540782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893690142504414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14848113864661602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06361087459929471,0.13199387956494169,0.09026212396534453,0.0,0.0,0.1512526612458005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06011464666608321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571777162253826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450108687800768,0.0,0.0,0.1369868638174277,0.0,0.0,0.0999991378694496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513424837773996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970981312059406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17308105159100146,0.0,0.088921754020989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17133222437978346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07176484353585677,0.08198573774814058,0.0,0.20348059850913136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802467743083109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374376230743932,0.0,0.0,0.07529281155097327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850921575150226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06771266986563328,0.0723854888469227,0.15742993142992642,0.0,0.0,0.2091293667632549,0.0,0.1154115061215432,0.0,0.0714962687701143,0.05251374700261783,0.0,0.0,0.17210922193565306,0.0,0.06114370676938275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223937460375422,0.0,0.0809732705077038,0.08348499093745823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05799462349245708
anxiety,HayleyKJ,2019/02/01,"Crippling anxiety about current world events is killing me Sorry if this is the wrong place to post this. I feel like I'm losing my mind. I've always had anxiety about world events, or stuff that is just out of my control in general. I'm not a very political person but it's just hard to avoid it these days. 

An example of what happens to me is I'll come across some article on the internet, or see something on the news, that will just send me into paralyzing fear. Like the other day I read an article about how America's power grid is vulnerable, and a foreign government could shut it down easily, sending the entire country into darkness for months. I don't know how plausible this is but now I'm really scared. And I've felt terrible for the past few days. Can't sleep, don't have an appetite, etc.

This happens all the time. I just want to escape it all. It gets to the point where I just sit there and think about all the horrible thing that could go wrong. I can't enjoy anything because I'm so scared of the future. Everything is so chaotic now and everyone is so divided that I just wish I could disappear and not be aware of any of it. 

I'm just venting because I don't know where else to go. I feel like I just want someone to tell me it'll be okay. But I know that it might not be okay. ",3.677776463630988,4.666195831460673,4.960938300808202,84.52438793613248,71.95880149812734,8.767120047309284,27.91030948156909,9.134995656068208,2.136210486891386,1025,37,217,21,19,341,137,267,0.197,0.718,0.085,-0.9867,2,1,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,3,22,15,1,4,15,2,24,1,1,3,3,51,46,16,1,7,17,0,4,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,22,9,0,2,7,1,0,6,8,9,0,0,2,5,18,6,26,35,6,35,0,1,1,0,4,15,0,5,15,142,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141799686863746,0.0,0.0,0.08288590840179158,0.0,0.1864832225516801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030088354960123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485998017364109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499304485783273,0.0,0.0,0.13670427413992342,0.2919455130514993,0.0,0.0,0.2358170225100644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181919007857347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359338770545959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646624070281313,0.10954228469456333,0.0,0.0,0.13715439320835154,0.12325733057016447,0.1741491870840738,0.1170286135731472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367982717044934,0.0,0.13853998965267575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21556482073073369,0.0,0.10918492553793438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484757787808835,0.0,0.20095425264208036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17864040957033792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13635802086993662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930061258216824,0.12306899875522333,0.0,0.09728736056304664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635292410846833,0.0,0.1064251892392308,0.1273437736904022,0.0,0.11522062271970512,0.0,0.11673203758161008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191787906401452,0.0,0.07808258495770844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24405608633506026,0.0,0.09712648104785124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197291909405035,0.0,0.10327267623960693,0.09383294714402984,0.0,0.1364401614030019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395290443902954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653277076925158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097490852703447,0.07809891939928278,0.0,0.0,0.07107206261033652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056780342515743,0.1437817383301935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016161436940067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665239983553064,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dublboyMom1217,2019/02/01,"Waiting to help my mom. Advice please. My mom is on xanax for her anxiety,  a very low dose .5 mg a day, but wants to get off.  Is that a possible thing or is our best to accept it and stay on if it keeps her more level? ",-0.7659183673469414,0.8595871020408197,1.9585306122448998,98.47575510204081,86.14285714285714,5.5526530612244915,15.922448979591836,6.742157984588678,-0.5221542857142856,164,3,43,2,5,57,38,49,0.055,0.718,0.228,0.8923,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,8,7,4,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,7,7,2,7,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,2,1,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511532995780838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19661672359483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697226920109466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16575421531005854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13428037982203972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17227257105061294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22844784733737455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6020286386120518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821266559840127,0.0,0.28974719832751866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27394511958869605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707501724833652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21206531867073025,0.15159484009569488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SweetDarlingSarah,2019/02/01,"Something that I did, that I am proud of and you should do to For the longest time, every time something bad happened I would blame myself. I would say “oh well I need to do better, I need to be better”. I think as a person with anxiety, most of us find it very difficult to understand or come to the point that some things are just out of our hands. I still struggle with this concept, as I’m sure many of you do too. But the other day I got a complaint at my server job about the service I was providing. It was a busy night and we were understaffed. Now, usually, I would hear this and want to quit my job, and get al riled up in emotions. I would blame myself and hate myself. But after realizing that my GM didn’t have my back but my MGR did.. I had come to the conclusion that I was more pissed at him than myself. I’m new, still working the system, and we were understaffed. Instead of understanding this, he went straight to blaming me. But you know what? I’m proud of the fact that a year ago I would have blamed MYSELF. I would have started looking for another job. I would have wanted to give up. I would have torn myself apart. Now I’m fighting for myself. Now I’m pissed because I know I’m a hard worker. I know I did my best. And I know when someone is asking too much of me. I hope everyone gets a moment like this in their life. The clarity. Although it’s still rough, you ALL should be proud of who you are no matter what. And don’t ever let anyone tell you differently.",2.2252862547288785,3.8854880393442635,3.531885245901641,90.63449873896595,76.80327868852459,6.528373266078184,22.55044136191677,7.321109707123232,0.6868436317780575,1152,33,251,14,26,376,155,305,0.142,0.738,0.12,-0.7921,4,0,2,0,2,0,38.0,4,6,1,10,15,17,4,1,14,0,36,4,3,0,4,53,67,17,0,15,6,0,3,1,0,10,1,2,0,1,18,15,0,0,10,0,0,3,3,7,1,0,12,6,50,10,34,42,6,34,0,0,1,0,21,10,2,4,21,187,68,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465133858258429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013575999554072,0.07305408927951908,0.0,0.0,0.06677294193725461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892757598139819,0.0,0.0,0.07343043958704076,0.07973507362293393,0.058213404050126386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002170378115183,0.1689166966347842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16452249522118864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06158694449954739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099772872702169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742001522793693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638149361491884,0.08045940031646087,0.09125040880281177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728150720922087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997853150703704,0.09160835286372043,0.0,0.0,0.07637678152593108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444669415138581,0.0,0.08554555406200574,0.09428241410591134,0.0,0.0,0.10763080081824898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484895938383524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28429478651780804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20992815993828653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765101063641604,0.06745156646702159,0.04665446485787627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801924906519689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681783691345547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07020046206379926,0.14161797476726967,0.0,0.09223051908632107,0.0,0.0896164173333618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338332177971505,0.0,0.0,0.09027447664011087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157162662500722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594215926058145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091335195639174,0.1470347928188694,0.0,0.0,0.06759247765767933,0.0,0.22878940708948975,0.0,0.0,0.09983303152065844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000373978742725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346761108565287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06344322149726356,0.061189906012569226,0.0,0.0,0.1113688349261812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19882916455030408,0.11486978941560025,0.0,0.10517522380999246,0.07879410479439276,0.11265189227226567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586226760924083,0.0885256404771881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952214033458827,0.0,0.0,0.5427002842295657,0.0,0.0,0.06149621783811685
anxiety,rental_mp3,2019/02/01,"How do I stop sessions with my therapist? Okay so I have a therapist I really like back at home but I started seeing someone else where I go to school. I’ve been going to her since like September/October of 2018. I had a really rough semester and it was helpful seeing her each week. But when things started to get better the sessions are always were very awkward to me and make me a little uncomfortable. It’s like she just expects me to be depressed and anxious and on the verge of a mental breakdown all the time. Compared to my therapist from back home who was proud of me, gave me even more tips and advice, and makes me feel comfortable. At our last session, after I finished explaining how good my life is going, she brought up an issue with my payment. Since I’m under my dad’s insurance the billing stuff has been going to him all the way back home. And she was just telling me all this stuff that was very stressful. Like if my dad doesn't pay she'll have to bill me instead or stop our sessions. And like I understood what she said after the first time she said it but she kept talking about it for so long and repeating everything. This caused me a lot of distress because money is one of my biggest stressors (which she is very aware of) and it caused me to have a breakdown. I don’t understand why she didn’t wait to talk about payment until the end of our session. I don’t know I just feel like that was the final straw for me. She’s very nice but I’m not entirely comfortable with her and I can always just start doing phone sessions with my therapist from back home. My question is: how do I stop sessions with her? I’m not very assertive so it’s not easy for me to just tell her I want to stop. What is the best way to go about this? ",2.658172648796004,4.538655447887326,3.6011994547932784,89.64034529759199,76.21126760563381,6.721490231712857,25.536119945479328,7.601502580125103,1.2584702407996369,1384,50,287,19,31,443,163,355,0.101,0.747,0.152,0.969,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,3,0,0,4,22,18,0,3,16,1,29,1,0,7,3,57,58,25,0,3,14,2,3,6,0,1,1,2,4,0,18,17,0,6,7,0,4,6,7,4,0,2,16,7,54,14,41,40,7,42,0,1,2,0,33,9,0,4,31,205,72,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784004466877484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256225933146815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998990553818305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24500572439009444,0.0,0.048558259043268714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359526404623979,0.07045027554875721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636596704152415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860858622494692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654332710593024,0.0,0.07055259104812818,0.0,0.0,0.05261279604420683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159070973493438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055409653135932,0.05690708358819487,0.0,0.08726051377256709,0.0,0.0677563307541523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04161757293671535,0.0,0.22635496907793104,0.06681263777391946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05339250827407628,0.0,0.3196104635702459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314136860185675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043777486203961,0.0649312086195114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05626420050199385,0.23349875792967795,0.07983739058004206,0.0,0.07049407072884152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06772166002056106,0.0,0.0,0.10634353180751653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027567123202448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05397774611001715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892342379434998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206081953918007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515443811405105,0.0,0.0,0.08061728808419942,0.12695286996542668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317864346014645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749324435613575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691452214331118,0.0,0.0,0.2663877754958438,0.09124699572970307,0.0,0.18237675696450345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280507989733961,0.13924771955716408,0.0,0.0,0.3699523610245486,0.05292067066462692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289744903142796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292590199051762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286274539446279,0.046983850677765004,0.1264562752296223,0.0638961605613474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187818763406117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SnarkyFox,2019/02/01,"Went to a job interview and didn't have a panic attack! I've been unemployed for almost a year now. I've put in applications and sent resumes to a lot of places, and I got plenty of interviews over this time. Every time I was called back for an interview I was excited, but terrified even more. A job means I have to be in public, talk to strangers, and have someone above me I could make upset and possibly mad at me. Every time I went somewhere for an interview I wouldn't last 5 minutes before feeling like I was about to die, and wanting to. So each time I just ran out of the building and went back to bed.

Thanks to lots of work with my therapist, and finally finding a non-benzo medication that helped (I don't know if saying that breaks the rule), I was able to sit down for an interview all the way through, let them see how awesome of a dude I was, and they loved me! I still can't believe I did it. I'm sitting in my car on mobile right now in tears.

It took an agonizing amount of time, but I'm finally getting better. If you're dealing with what I went through, keep at it. Just breathe. You can do this.",3.150792838874678,4.253485608695652,4.513427109974426,86.80090792838878,73.34782608695652,8.020460358056267,27.44245524296675,8.4952907291091,1.766508951406649,870,32,189,15,17,289,132,230,0.109,0.767,0.124,0.1685,4,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,2,2,11,9,2,2,14,0,19,3,1,2,1,33,39,15,1,5,6,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,8,13,0,1,4,0,0,9,4,4,0,0,16,3,23,5,34,19,6,39,0,0,1,1,16,12,0,5,15,126,31,9,0.11705703115164433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721570784525462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316927183669272,0.0,0.18001926291258916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960691185232022,0.1318831889781632,0.0,0.1035274315148926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952831656650813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346051435727316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12068065916035585,0.0,0.0,0.12148671741359085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731506508450725,0.0,0.197251194747232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059187552120521576,0.08362556644383545,0.0,0.2564605118482931,0.10698800580567916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06115746742594325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362120117527177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846086052462968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323220824435858,0.10404566773327822,0.0,0.0,0.06433148301511048,0.0954171037824174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196987452090606,0.0,0.05718815264166286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990354037721618,0.10564854082598628,0.0,0.07813647725646608,0.0,0.0,0.1275094233687208,0.0,0.11792264386101499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13734120471013725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229968323440266,0.0,0.0,0.1319642144813556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767464767635173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996606501475228,0.0,0.093088449496992,0.0,0.0,0.09327929840294732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918204263036437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348189628643457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408600759815908,0.0,0.10777038717630973,0.0,0.13591223533694685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34128448106116177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300546686962248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06904326981633874,0.09291442277186436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4340521624871428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521891282090943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538089019613856
anxiety,boywhataweird,2019/02/01,"Anxiety caused me to leave work early for the first time in a year And it feels like a major set back. I've been working really hard this last year with a therapist and meds to deal with a very sudden onset of near constant panic attacks. I've had generalized anxiety basically my whole life, but this was a whole new level.

And to be honest I made huge progress! I went from feeling like I was literally going to die at any moment for a whole month last February to not having a single panic attack since August. 

....until today. I've been working on a project that seems to have been doomed from the onset, it's been the pinnacle of Murphy's law. And every time something goes wrong, regardless of whose actually at fault, it's me that has to deal with the blame and fall out. And there's been a lot of angry fall out. To the point where when the project name pops up in my email, people asking for updates, I immediately get tense and nauseous.

Anyway, came in this morning and my coworker had emailed me to let me know that she had royally fucked something up and an entire portion of the project will need to be redone. And then she reached out to our client letting them know that it had been restarted without checking in with me or the lead. Queue me getting sweaty, shakey, nauseous, and on a one way trip of catastrophesizing this straight into a panic attack. Just the idea of getting yelled at again over this and taking the blame...my heart was racing and my brain was a million miles away from the present. I just couldn't do it. So instead of working with my anxiety and dealing with it I just... Left.

And don't get me wrong I felt almost immediately better once I left, but at the same time felt weak, avoidant, guilty and unaccountable. And I will still need to deal with this Monday. But I just couldn't do it today. I couldn't sit there and feel like that for another six hours. And I feel like I stepped back in progress. I've been doing so well at handling these issues at work and then bam. Back where I was 6 months ago. It's defeating. ",4.510211345939934,5.77916313399504,4.879779241892702,84.82826302729529,70.26550868486353,7.54373235218619,27.047916488405924,7.873277556716777,1.4855505946778471,1625,53,324,20,29,514,198,403,0.179,0.733,0.08900000000000001,-0.9918,0,1,2,0,0,0,47.0,1,0,1,11,19,21,4,4,25,0,32,5,2,3,0,68,54,30,1,6,10,0,7,4,0,2,2,1,0,0,21,32,0,1,10,0,1,8,6,14,1,4,21,8,30,7,58,24,8,74,1,2,0,1,13,31,1,4,36,222,51,9,0.0,0.0,0.07466569497154943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782419803301673,0.0,0.0766167624770201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0520314944771978,0.08023059918300522,0.17559681044790348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07152936875610469,0.2611339040758777,0.0718865246167963,0.1765014266612278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766957070893642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541386282171404,0.0,0.08751054039607155,0.0,0.07859997390429496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268342009927249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155263596809316,0.0,0.0,0.07940846106119193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06446554055796258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15474917844290728,0.2186437391033676,0.14692904447129654,0.0,0.0,0.06508195715676053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707350773686458,0.15989963262109955,0.0,0.04348412682853837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06854065980167852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906683269528613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534993713850123,0.0,0.0,0.08637391482608234,0.0,0.07985974047109798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409913730112263,0.12473668778921446,0.0,0.08101626725066685,0.16626329495856745,0.15647954526004632,0.054043426581297634,0.14952163623770626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06504865489300063,0.0,0.07239849337221455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498874458109835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12214396539636398,0.0,0.0,0.1134669070386817,0.0,0.07389677583297581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814838960177689,0.05184721959778421,0.0,0.0,0.26931471864187645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053044511647864334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232955891172985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0490162159808641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06965460271716316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06329238164988088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178069605616641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06110341672922075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05752828782120802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888375427146583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338461158656801,0.0,0.14505084081995853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06313127538078461,0.0,0.06073249388724785,0.0,0.0,0.06879441647826617,0.07092835944781756,0.0,0.2562722475679081,0.0,0.07375584519427586,0.0,0.2785120408422219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16731000740489022,0.0,0.09854378505461876
anxiety,yellowlabsarethebest,2019/02/01,"My 11 year old son just started having panic attacks This past week my 12 year old son has started having panic attacks in the morning and at night.  I've taken him to our family doctor where we discussed breathing techniques etc. and he's been referred to a child psychologist, but can't get in for a few weeks. Also going to get blood tests to make sure his levels are ok.  He's worried there's something wrong with his health, obsessing over pains in his body and now it's at the point where he's having trouble taking deep breaths.

  I went through this myself over a year ago and it was pretty awful, but I ended up taking medication to help with my panic attacks and they eventually stopped, but it took awhile.  He's fine when he's at school or with friends when he is distracted, but when he's home in the evening it starts up.  His anxiety is causing me to have anxiety, and I don't want to make his worse.  Anybody have any idea's how I can help him during these times?  ",7.03923076923077,6.050538179487183,6.96166666666667,79.88250000000005,64.64102564102564,9.441025641025641,33.346153846153854,8.238735603445708,2.392630769230769,775,27,154,8,10,247,117,195,0.232,0.664,0.103,-0.9784,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,2,0,1,0,11,15,3,5,6,2,14,8,4,4,1,25,28,16,0,1,6,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,1,7,10,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,11,0,0,5,0,19,4,23,23,2,39,0,0,0,0,24,16,0,1,20,93,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131108332241924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139757624866614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777210379959567,0.0,0.17486289171482736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.390063715921289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695029257156834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740719000439352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698053570254398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012269112051008,0.0,0.12746342806890915,0.07548738826311756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774232791983672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830007826706071,0.0,0.11942349097747165,0.0,0.06495357297382483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148479867479575,0.0,0.0,0.15321219571909467,0.0,0.11464206889997965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901936382010706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15257876559307304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513503083027908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107253310763178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398560081895201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161249102691404,0.4022836493694914,0.0,0.0,0.10910262323166464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804087895020803,0.0,0.0,0.11627389655530497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566746084390328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798593380797291,0.0,0.0,0.24268489727183434,0.0,0.0,0.09555145776945048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077168599293638,0.0,0.17186353336646426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664334849070172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698026265091145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06741113274475573,0.0,0.1833528967654259,0.0,0.0,0.1059478643660821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606692154341915,0.11647115242046525,0.0,0.12495804294375885,0.0,0.22079680795595397
anxiety,Rev-Mayhem,2019/02/01,"Heart attack anxiety I have some really nasty physical symptoms from anxiety ( as I’m sure most of you do ) 

Dizziness, high heart rate, tingling hands, jaw pain, back problems etc. 

The past few months I’ve been having episodes where I genuinely feel that I’m having a heart attack. 

I can get it under control after a while but it’s getting too much. 

I’ve obviously been to the doctors and had ECG’s, blood tests, blood pressure taken. All normal. 

Any help or anyone with similar experiences would be amazing. Thank you for your time. Just being acknowledged by people that understand means so much. ",3.7665290519877694,6.7269154311926656,4.299288990825692,80.41725152905202,78.1743119266055,7.303058103975537,26.5145259938838,8.344100000000001,2.309788379204893,478,19,79,10,12,151,87,109,0.139,0.743,0.118,0.3825,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,0,1,5,8,2,1,4,0,11,11,7,1,3,18,20,6,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,4,2,6,3,9,13,7,9,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,6,50,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411921016711297,0.0,0.23425557149445675,0.0,0.0,0.10705720807789892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3483666461813215,0.0,0.11773118904223955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171724498462632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15671330821531587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17075674486511436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14976975092627418,0.0,0.0,0.07741639172283524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15998602021528022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5443038692830121,0.10262557743420228,0.16176781592366615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667803298870192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222099550621394,0.0,0.2251051176205764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500140811179774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16291852037328852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615964031041376,0.10614633909652983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650440981348345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808539509747802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443031985510842,0.15913863058971633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409619795184949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927895183418041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593916234903869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876407337888276,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheKirkin,2019/02/01,"For the first time in 4 years, I went to the gym, ran AND lifted, two days in a row. Title says it all. 4 years ago I was extremely active. I was captain of 4 sports teams and pretty popular in my small town. I was a big fish in a small pond basically. I never thought I had anxiety because I never noticed it’s effects, but that’s because everyone was INSIDE my comfort zone already.

When I went to college that reality changed. I stopped going to the gym and the reality of my anxiety came to the front. I was absolutely terrified of going to the gym and doing what had been my favorite thing in life for 18+ years.

My GF finally made me admit I struggle with anxiety and told me to make small steps. This was just one tiny step in me learning to cope, but I’m extremely proud of myself.

Thanks for reading.",3.057143527204502,4.548653579268297,5.015365853658538,81.57428705440903,74.1829268292683,8.21688555347092,29.688555347091928,8.841846274778883,2.4502679174484046,633,28,127,13,13,218,94,164,0.067,0.764,0.17,0.9254,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,4,2,5,0,1,9,0,10,1,0,3,3,20,23,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,7,7,0,1,4,6,0,9,2,1,0,3,16,1,20,4,21,7,1,32,0,0,0,0,6,11,0,0,12,82,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483375145323116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803029047972697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37497450081181016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991998197457241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18687253553801927,0.0,0.0,0.17284301581300165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537185072046236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15612439507567566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17898375020947366,0.0,0.13897789108163874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857145207726442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540589406374235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15460183384041312,0.10906286996566814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520300533557065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860185106551915,0.0,0.0,0.11071605023786782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662245045845159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16343238180365596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299328280371886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659982335330567,0.0,0.17080878715201314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042587195453466,0.0,0.0,0.10854783784384717,0.0,0.0,0.12971195368107932,0.0952729539037257,0.0,0.0,0.15612439507567566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15960649758333034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029249347924425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156498672843904
anxiety,Polymelus,2019/02/01,"Buyers remorse? feeling overwhelmed yesterday i went and looked at a little 1 bedroom apartment. im a sophomore in college and im currently living on campus but i wanted to rent something with my boyfriend for the last 2 years of school. 

well i really liked it and was told that rent would increase the next day, so i either should submit the application that day to keep the lower price or just deal with the increase later on.
i submitted my application and was conditionally approved, so i dont need to show proof of income until we move in. 

i paid the security deposit today.
 i KNOW everything will be okay and everything will work out - and even if i dont meet the 2.5x rent income requirement i have my boyfriend to help and my dad would definitely co sign if we arent quite ready yet. all we gotta do is work decent paying jobs over the summer and then find something new down here when we actually move. 
i think that is scaring me the most: the fact that we live 3 hours north means we cant get jobs down here until we move in this summer. 

but like i said as long as we work this summer which we were already planning on doing, we will be ok (and even if my bf doesnt move in, ill be ok because my dad offered to pay for it completely if im by myself [im quite blessed and very lucky to have such supportive parents]). i was also in a bad car accident a year ago and have accident money coming in, so paying rent wont be a problem if we dont have jobs for a while.

but i just cant help feeling so overwhelmed by it! ive burst into tears a few times since yesterday. ive never quite felt this way before. i want to be told that this is normal to feel as a first time renter LOL. how do you deal with overwhelming feelings? ",4.123713408876299,4.907473745042495,5.188742917847026,84.05901617091597,70.75637393767705,8.036307837582626,27.17292256846081,8.212053250817874,1.6300973559962229,1364,44,282,19,24,450,186,353,0.07400000000000001,0.735,0.19,0.9912,14,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,11,1,0,10,16,16,0,4,18,4,35,1,0,1,4,67,57,34,0,13,12,3,5,2,1,8,1,1,5,0,13,28,0,3,9,1,11,9,9,6,1,1,10,7,37,10,38,34,6,56,1,3,1,0,25,18,0,8,30,183,50,13,0.0,0.0,0.08291107728473339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531406929290943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937581560193128,0.06794442587184092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094008152103044,0.0517923097238459,0.0,0.07229677153134102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318761175431777,0.0890814930775093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958747925887496,0.17518507262836394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29872601128059273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223376957279252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152717510264844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17183823305358348,0.0,0.08157725824539327,0.0,0.07765412327806044,0.0722690009343913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04438936382732416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138970539697428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367088076888006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3670960231118704,0.0,0.25293631039899644,0.07551851301334582,0.0,0.0,0.04669313045977591,0.06925572155642527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301670494440587,0.08515467691666341,0.1500467674118406,0.07518907837345498,0.07134704422708249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254899562641856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612064755236499,0.0,0.06299856649247347,0.06552826503446851,0.08205724589471848,0.090358509907514,0.0,0.08324514375702455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434072569007222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129757263499944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27110401278650803,0.0,0.0,0.05442910928429913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808187286733656,0.0,0.08506221586941676,0.0859865167289635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028180141506317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13081646150256118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641436055400733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05444049555059692,0.0,0.0,0.0990845542568494,0.0,0.0805344507810558,0.16237048879922086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07010290407361087,0.1002260869424254,0.0674392235456844,0.0,0.0,0.0763914296058055,0.07876102531555018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18556098635495571,0.0,0.0,0.12070974746569492,0.0,0.0,0.1094260407233454
anxiety,asdlknxqlkvns6ogr,2019/02/01,"Every coworker at every job I ever had hates dealing with me, I can feel their hatred and I'm a garbage person and I want to die If I had a shotgun, I'd have ended it long ago, and I don't trust non-shotgun-related methods. It's horrible. Everyone fucking hates me and it's a self reinforcing cycle and it's always a countdown to when people realize how shit I am. And it's not like I'm not trying, I'm trying my best to be personable and diligent and dependable and all that but I'm just inherently shit. Fuck it. ",0.6985474006116235,2.896920743119267,3.8662614678899097,83.52183868501531,84.6880733944954,6.936085626911316,24.679663608562695,8.07648339933343,1.8042837920489303,407,17,82,9,12,147,67,109,0.252,0.7120000000000001,0.036000000000000004,-0.9674,2,0,1,2,0,1,11.0,0,0,1,1,4,9,6,0,4,0,7,4,2,2,2,22,17,13,1,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,10,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,1,10,3,5,14,2,6,0,0,0,2,5,1,4,2,6,52,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16003841123894205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022430070644174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18946629526456246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18612950381942495,0.0,0.0,0.1873727123316094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15990544679433735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16330937265796025,0.30422660318176203,0.17251434760785253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128678766860784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338138814536665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564930694288244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791587576351479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882030521676085,0.0,0.0,0.15977281215026465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12516416876668784,0.31528229948620096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18834329383741266,0.0,0.3706448077541129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24515052860071784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648756513593373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jannell,2019/02/01,"Bad weather related anxiety I live in Indiana and we recently have had extremely low temperatures and substantial snow. This week I started a new job that is a 45 minute rural commute. I also have only been driving for a month after 13 years of not driving due to anxiety. 

Today, I was feeling mentally and physically prepared to make the drive. I left with plenty of time to go nice and slow. But I couldn't even traverse my neighborhood streets to get to the highway without sliding off, getting stuck, and slipping through stop signs. I finally pulled over and texted my new boss to say I couldn't make it. I started crying and started to panic, worrying they'd be annoyed they hired me knowing I'd have to commute. 

I managed to get back home. Finally my boss texted and said ""no worries."" I'm still worried that they think I was a flaky hire. The nature of my work (testing and cleaning old video game systems) isn't something I can do from home. I just feel like shit. I can't work, I can't drive to the gym, and I'm sooo tired of being anxious and stuck indoors. I know there are many of you with similar worries and I just want to say you're not alone. We'll get through this stupid winter!",4.482105131414264,5.778408714893619,5.166282853566957,82.64411764705883,70.36170212765957,8.082603254067584,33.397997496871085,8.4952907291091,2.6916132665832286,948,46,181,15,17,306,142,235,0.197,0.747,0.057,-0.9853,1,1,1,0,0,0,26.0,2,1,3,2,8,8,3,1,8,0,20,2,1,4,0,35,41,14,0,3,6,0,2,1,0,1,1,3,3,0,5,15,0,1,5,3,0,7,9,6,0,0,7,5,28,2,27,28,0,35,0,1,0,0,10,6,1,0,22,110,33,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119768967179642,0.0,0.09247788576575013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17692975228003965,0.1306411595985998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892061768260172,0.09655521657492967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702596096025526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637964107011308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694290063243915,0.08261379256789839,0.0,0.2533576324642494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416701275822485,0.0,0.06572131721751592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319942516382933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475562524785395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710629103995486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256440400963746,0.0,0.0,0.056496241288275524,0.0,0.10211292271720472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15438223018524844,0.11724159503135025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653870191982622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230336310618237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233731616606046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134554019917453,0.0,0.0,0.08795002014937127,0.0,0.13567953294007193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418131403149122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100008582320832,0.18392437108038712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870359345009625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902591807849301,0.0,0.0,0.24555340664523406,0.0,0.09235087207269488,0.09668086571916172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740979390723715,0.0,0.0,0.06743106569918624,0.13291205909837628,0.10961393291608533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682079250805113,0.0,0.09276005413841534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147358018185446,0.0,0.16837572254597044,0.4697552802700824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07446886748958317
anxiety,wdissolve,2019/02/01,"Does anybody have these kinds of problems? Hi everybody,

I am not sure where to post this, r/Anxiety seemed the best option.

For the past couple of months, I have been having problems with going outside alone, especially when the weather is nice. Whenever I go outside alone, my legs start shaking and I have to stop every 2 minutes because I lose control of my legs, especially when I'm walking downwards. I start panicking because of that, of course, and it just gets worse. What I've noticed is that this never happens to me during the winter, and whenever I'm wearing a backpack. Has this happened to anyone else and does anybody have any advice for me?",7.475515222482438,7.707811680327872,7.3596018735363025,73.34008196721314,63.34426229508196,9.266510538641684,38.740046838407494,8.841846274778883,3.608319437939109,523,26,86,7,7,167,79,122,0.188,0.758,0.054000000000000006,-0.9235,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,4,8,0,1,5,0,10,3,3,1,2,15,20,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,2,1,0,0,4,2,4,0,0,1,0,10,4,12,19,1,16,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,9,56,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587731906873284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365597414268404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049170386308783,0.0,0.12429645399874248,0.0,0.0,0.11360951847758505,0.16647955747929627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980921196879611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705123224870845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18223469424822408,0.0,0.17978059382273712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843739965915045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13573086203273144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368960758916085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848888881287548,0.0,0.18468180906813625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873603582893834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691975067973325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18177311863776505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968967150417635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531428883326967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18498410853946284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551051690460731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15561054920553072,0.0,0.0,0.31094207952147623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479153311557987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300078030592643,0.0,0.0,0.13584022611866953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15313510595414526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16558059971489444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,addie341,2019/02/01,"First appointment I’m gonna schedule an appointment with my GP after talking with friends and us coming to the conclusion that I have some sort of social anxiety/restlessness that I should get checked out. Now I’m kinda nervous cause I’ll have to talk about how I feel. 

What are some tips to make my office visit easier? Do I just talk about what worries me and why I feel anxious in situations? 

I’ve always felt anxious but never thought I had anxiety. Thought it was just normal behavior",3.634349881796692,6.136807446808515,4.551418439716315,81.0338888888889,75.59574468085106,8.007565011820331,29.59338061465721,8.841846274778883,2.7724813238770696,396,18,70,9,9,128,67,94,0.076,0.858,0.066,0.1983,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,2,6,2,0,1,2,0,7,0,0,3,1,25,18,4,0,2,3,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,6,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,5,3,10,1,11,11,2,9,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,4,5,46,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15824427932780027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548652147823116,0.429696591487896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19536636392962706,0.0,0.1638224894096388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19232057475171632,0.0,0.18260179837313625,0.0,0.0,0.1617662792435774,0.0,0.0,0.1469319317248934,0.0,0.09936075124180288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694605264666536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14667787686087327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18633517824462228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137693214381592,0.0,0.19386368330146453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4585763663749789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019619877247605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287620891565597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716070932843604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19313614808083346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,seasquirrel22,2019/02/01,"trigger warning miscarriage***** so i miscarried my baby.. i was supposed to be 9 weeks last sunday and last thursday they did an ultrasound. i was measuring 6 weeks 1 day (same as my two previous ultrasounds before that except this one showed no heartbeat)  so anyways it's been a shit time since then and i went to my counselor last night and we were talking about it and she casually said ""usually they do a couple of ultrasounds before a d&c"" and ""they were sure the baby was gone?"" and i said yes...like in my non anxiety mind i knew my baby was gone but now that she asked that question....i am questioning myself like ""what if the baby didn't die?"" even though i saw the ultrasound for myself and the doctor confirmed that the baby was gone. i'm having anxiety about it now and it's freaking me out. i fucking hate anxiety.",1.5727738095238095,4.276258325000004,3.311428571428575,84.8916666666667,87.625,6.547619047619048,24.494047619047624,7.793537801064563,1.8486547619047624,652,27,119,14,21,216,97,160,0.138,0.8220000000000001,0.04,-0.9224,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,1,0,3,0,9,7,3,0,9,0,14,3,1,1,1,19,26,15,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,10,10,0,0,2,2,0,4,2,4,0,2,18,3,22,3,10,7,1,20,0,0,1,1,11,2,2,2,15,87,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640221408408802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474200383344283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152156848347838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576295613702429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675011066642162,0.0,0.09762875165489034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571104310812192,0.0,0.0,0.15494570936731086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998626568488184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13995005506261507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14945820850451827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3701891686662686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07395751161571078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528524860673735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420615850183002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025802403486126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33916457189274035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879975575340003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553912648209038,0.12522460745722172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267557566170025,0.0,0.0,0.12167497424540648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14873187146265668,0.0,0.08827195776194521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478780434103534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672568982000274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428587327220832,0.0,0.0,0.14033246558125675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,elijah067,2019/02/01,"I feel worthless Hi. I'm an engineering student and currently graduating. But recently everything seems to fall apart. As a graduating student we have a lot of requirements and stuff. I tend to finish everything early but during presentation or sumbmission times bad things ALWAYS happen. 

 Some of things that happened:
1. I worked really hard on my thesis work and some ""educated"" or ""experienced"" people tells that my prototype for my thesis will not be useful and a complete waste of time. (The panel thou did not reject it, but some people who ask about my work tends to judge it.) 

2. When i try to do coding/programming it takes time to make it work than usual. A lot of errors and problems comes up. (I don't like to brag but i am really good at coding. But recently i feel like i am loosing  the skill.) 

3. I ended up with crappy professors on college. They put everything on pressure and does not care about the students capabilities. So yeah, i have dyslexia so everything under pressure is so hard for me. 

I got more but those are the major ones. Feels like i am a cast of ""Series of Unfortunate Events"" 

Now recently i dropped 5kg. I eat less. I keep yelling on my parents when they keep entering my room (yeah i suck). I keep thinking about how i will screw up in the neer future like failing my college thesis, failing a few subjects and other crap. I keep on thinking how am i supposed to get a job if i am this stupid. Sometimes i really want to hit the kill switch. I am seriously lost, i don't even know if this is the right subreddit. 
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anxiety,terrorrific,2019/02/01,"Drinking alcohol gives me anxiety (even though I [21/F] really want to drink) Bit of backstory: I have been drinking since I was 17 (socially). Never had a problem with it and really enjoyed myself. I’ve gotten very intoxicated about 3 times, but all in all they were good nights. Also, I’m pretty healthy and work out regularly. 

Last November, I started having anxiety and had a few panic attacks. I was drinking one night my usual amount and wasn’t feeling anxious or thinking about anxiety at all. Then all of the sudden, I get a huge sense of panic. I tried to drink again another night and it happened again, only this time I had an actual panic attack. Again, anxiety wasn’t even on my mind. 

Since then, every time I attempt to drink, even if it’s just a little, I start feeling really weird and have to stop myself in order to avoid a panic attack. At this point I’m just really annoyed and miss being able to see alcohol as a fun way to connect with my friends and let loose instead of a way to make myself have a panic attack.

TL;DR: Alcohol gives me anxiety even though I’ve never had a problem with it in the past. Has anyone experienced the same thing, and how did you overcome it?",5.346350574712645,6.0590711637931065,6.717862068965516,74.44667816091955,67.96551724137932,9.634942528735634,30.552873563218387,9.725611199111238,2.9678801149425293,938,35,168,20,15,320,126,232,0.248,0.625,0.127,-0.9871,0,1,9,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,1,2,16,19,5,6,13,0,18,10,0,2,6,36,34,19,0,4,5,0,2,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,8,13,9,2,3,6,0,0,4,15,0,1,12,4,20,4,25,20,8,33,0,1,1,0,6,10,0,2,20,121,28,1,0.0734800670743729,0.0,0.07170594583748187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355835349614439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058761983091758986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705025717255312,0.28106025094053644,0.08301156052449292,0.0,0.05137897139505945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343767368960177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022120207469577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4318949494751171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941315651824234,0.0,0.061910125679465425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430745948356945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05677051754647312,0.0,0.038390302268433714,0.14097755182799798,0.0,0.06163159402381475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06497818064221983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0598960619195231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513834701040506,0.0,0.0,0.07364633111477932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049048515354215776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419392093260886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334471526040467,0.0,0.0,0.206868195819132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04979199512867796,0.055884902148695834,0.0,0.4310651327344169,0.0,0.0,0.07014503846538482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946241424190454,0.0,0.0,0.07475564477559632,0.0,0.14062100098070782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18829285012997812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05855409996192044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215669416119656,0.0,0.0,0.07490367481927752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401913935014162,0.0,0.0,0.061432626293777826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048816891512453664,0.04708305998619046,0.14438758564378654,0.0,0.1285404540663397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049888142185218615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092791269673923,0.06062875079151968,0.04334044736335629,0.11665011405608895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053494363973518574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,drelevy,2019/02/01,"Wellness I am a UX/UI student at Ironhack and I am currently working on a stress management app. If you could please take two minutes to take this quick ten survey, I would greatly appreciate it. Thank you in advanced.  [**https://lnkd.in/eJ9mmyX**](https://lnkd.in/eJ9mmyX)",6.689999999999998,10.627188000000004,5.011904761904763,69.81642857142859,85.66666666666666,6.2095238095238106,32.1904761904762,7.447530270364453,3.03224761904762,224,11,30,4,7,65,36,42,0.061,0.6559999999999999,0.28300000000000003,0.8464,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,0,2,2,4,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,7,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,5,3,4,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,23,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24906503500298816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439236890330477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424251458919317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573352945905644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4690920350139942,0.0,0.0,0.28719973818830496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30472779531528565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804786483797745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271018049774371,0.0,0.0,0.2215988559852075,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Angryman990,2019/02/01,"Not sure what's going on Feels like I'm having a constant anxiety and multiple panic attack a day and only getting worse. I have turned into a super hypochondriac thinking everything is wrong with me. Went to ER yesterday because of diarrhea, cramping, and bloating - I've had for a week now, thinking I had colon cancer (hopefully just caused by anxiety). Did stool sample and CT scan came back all good. After I felt so better. Rest of the day minimal anxiety and no panic attacks. Now today I have had two full blown panic attack just this morning, I swore i was having a heart attack and still afraid I have something wrong with my heart. I even quit smoking three months ago but constantly fearing I did damage to my heart and lungs.  Now I'm afraid I'm doing damage to my heart. I am so afraid of dying that I feel like I've died countless times already",5.566545454545455,6.56573026060606,6.13636363636364,77.7845454545455,67.60606060606061,8.666666666666668,30.15151515151515,8.841846274778883,2.5297878787878783,683,25,119,11,11,222,104,165,0.267,0.667,0.066,-0.9848,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,10,22,4,7,6,0,14,8,6,1,2,24,28,10,2,1,4,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,11,0,0,5,0,0,3,2,15,1,2,9,5,15,7,13,19,3,22,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,1,18,76,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686796752241895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814155347750333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22490111891339049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4459405768862059,0.0,0.0753532448276764,0.0,0.05973774516822827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666992373044154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120818675555102,0.0,0.10066938022706144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21179876386683336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639924622981372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203409750989195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06472575138816647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807291815687436,0.0,0.0,0.11027328562277494,0.0990999303858748,0.14001741102906776,0.0940919895360902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051199116599265536,0.0,0.05569365840851368,0.08219479874266251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4645052066649787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733261707671743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575226111979353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782198560898994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453073959259451,0.0,0.3449332673407117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423132003107692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07544247864901994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826011621042518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236052347976692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558437603474126,0.0,0.0,0.05714253606243329,0.0,0.09288920543751897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065920307892714,0.09572832236492114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860686589774052,0.0,0.0,0.0908437195517168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998667860806572,0.0,0.21428753617327856,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zBlanket,2019/02/01,When did you develop anxiety? Were you born with it? I’ve always had a baseline anxiety but never in a way that effected me. More like an I always need to be doing something way. Then about 2 months ago I started getting full blown panic attacks and have been a mess every since. Did anyone else develop it severely and suddenly or was it more gradual? ,3.630784313725492,5.799704823529414,5.488823529411764,75.89637254901962,74.29411764705881,9.239215686274509,30.450980392156865,9.725611199111238,3.467727450980392,280,13,48,8,6,96,54,68,0.246,0.706,0.048,-0.9337,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,1,2,4,1,1,4,0,9,0,0,1,1,8,12,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,6,0,5,1,4,5,3,12,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,9,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013535193766828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3780116461913847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475360987219132,0.0,0.0,0.15882757536178174,0.23274057329057224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25841431297944273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897534995949884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19138248363139104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186757628878409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097332719203844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813078371469226,0.0,0.0,0.16842780104752286,0.17519099561627946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665099280745647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25661325104633786,0.0,0.1878996606599294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17487008180040603,0.0,0.0,0.16077694089250438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605999551595824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cat_grandpa,2019/02/01,"i finally took charge. months ago i started research on local psychiatrists in my area to finally treat my anxiety and depression. then another month went by and i found someone, but only drafted an email to her to book an appointment. then another month went by, and i finally sent the email. i had my appointment with her two days ago. 

took me a hell of a long time to close all those gaps but i am on day three of zoloft, and although i won’t be able to fully feel the effects, i am beyond elated that i even did all this in the first place. i cried from joy when i walked out of her office.

on step at a time. i can do this. you can too. ",2.3038636363636367,3.872119234848487,3.8400000000000034,88.90500000000002,76.34848484848484,7.830303030303033,24.12121212121212,8.575989854853784,1.4444303030303036,497,16,110,10,11,165,83,132,0.1,0.805,0.095,0.09,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,2,4,4,1,0,8,0,9,1,0,1,2,14,17,10,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,3,1,0,7,1,2,0,3,8,1,20,2,20,7,2,37,1,1,0,0,7,12,1,0,18,78,24,2,0.14704026514205856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606846462930197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083690773566893,0.11248540036677064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16151682677961968,0.1896576133579932,0.0,0.12664556490664391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711870835656136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434797612145533,0.0,0.0,0.4832262695752389,0.0,0.12507237441428076,0.0,0.1612220612018634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13012600756342071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35209841037130074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183074752864684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15362578114833497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458673949117045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407585647964036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17148072214164706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267342897716547,0.0,0.0,0.1436369732576237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726155978401338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mad100141,2019/02/01,"Anxiety Through Photos [Possibly Triggering] Hello, I'm interested in capturing anxiety through photos and I was wondering what sort of photos you feel represents anxiety or communicates an anxious moment? 

I wish to collect a set of pictures that I can turn into a book as a way to get through my anxiety and perhaps deal and face it through this sort of therapy so I was wondering what sort of moments you all believe best communicates such a concept. If you have images I'd love to see them or blogs that deal with it in a photographic fashion.",6.3963649222065095,7.880217603960396,7.561895332390383,66.54643564356435,66.02970297029702,11.712022630834513,41.161244695898155,11.491704259439757,5.5797343705799145,442,27,71,15,7,150,64,101,0.085,0.782,0.133,0.8402,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,1,1,2,3,0,0,6,0,4,2,1,1,1,17,13,8,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,9,3,16,11,2,7,0,0,1,1,8,3,0,8,2,52,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5618812233810143,0.2074405622379226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20687908254251533,0.19269993084748496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3786123802610544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284478617406078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593490155745184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16572599864607795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20700618351643674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632293792203102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099877275872908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997279769613119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575057432978372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111562055699452,0.0,0.39826039129521584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,duckdodgedipdive,2019/02/01,Scared to do what I need to do I'm sitting in my schools bathroom waiting for a good opportunity to leave. My school has brought in a couple companies that are interviewing us for potential jobs and I cannot get myself to go in and complete one. It's something I need to do to compete my classes but the anxiety is killing me. Why am I like this :(,3.9129577464788734,4.8896555070422565,5.404338028169018,81.60791549295776,71.39436619718309,8.496901408450704,35.32676056338028,8.841846274778883,2.9768456338028173,275,15,57,5,5,93,52,71,0.202,0.706,0.091,-0.8645,1,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,2,0,5,1,1,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,6,15,3,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,1,0,10,3,11,14,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,40,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17839681790790993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24450501787530865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580305779269876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218370036369953,0.0,0.1325325301056658,0.19559649967662773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314143112442407,0.0,0.2580004620991927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469243758943517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392939332931927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3458286360997245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15802187357545638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334731703875772,0.4720202610784209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17952820587682636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28051003178051936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104260866319255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,StoerEnStoutmoedig,2019/02/01,"Nervous 24/7 for over 20 years. Anyone else with the same experience? Hello.

Because of trauma induced anxiety I have been feeling at least slighty (2/10 at the least, in rare cases) nervous and uneasy for as long as I can remember. 

I have never spoken to anyone with the same thing. I often hear people who's anxiety flares up after triggers or situations, but nobody who has it constantly.",5.184131455399061,7.537080957746482,6.143309859154929,72.09458920187797,70.40845070422536,8.11361502347418,30.143192488262912,8.841846274778883,2.9488854460093887,312,13,47,6,6,103,55,71,0.136,0.846,0.018000000000000002,-0.6428,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,3,0,5,0,0,2,1,13,7,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,4,0,14,6,4,10,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,5,39,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907951764921247,0.0,0.0,0.3571948386000001,0.26171063596114585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15570324491304285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27602108775421785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21337280540620315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24985231246805106,0.0,0.0,0.12914934007204504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878798313453784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260409614321155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196997653778917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17707786865680966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28934401172391616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871057017901383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16969142444160853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644837786676959
anxiety,whereisit96,2019/02/01,"I wake up in the middle of the middle of the night hyperventilating, but only when I’m with a partner. Any one else experience this?",4.091153846153849,5.668803500000003,6.726153846153848,69.99384615384618,71.69230769230771,8.276923076923078,24.538461538461537,8.841846274778883,1.7682153846153843,105,3,20,2,2,38,21,26,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33852195585336164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4158491115488439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4869451941659786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4671528001618849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373230455929411,0.3786003221349949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,G3CK0_cs,2019/02/01,"I need help helping a friend Hello everyone, I'm new to this forum and don't even know if I should be posting here, but I hope you can help me out.

Recently, there's this really close friend of mine that has been struggling with stress from school. She tells me that she feels like shit everytime she enters a classroom, because she is unable to follow the lecture and gets lost because she doesn't understand what the teacher is explaining. She is a really intelligent girl and I try to tell her that the problem is that her base knowledge is lacking (she transferred schools this year and I blame it on her old teachers), but I get the vibe of being useless to her.

I feel really bad for not being able to help her, so please, it would be great if you gave me any sort of tip to make her feel better. Ty in advanced and have a great day.",7.678278443113773,6.089993137724553,7.318914670658683,79.7702282934132,63.73053892215569,10.50568862275449,34.04865269461078,9.188382445141503,2.723323952095809,662,22,135,9,8,209,106,167,0.145,0.606,0.249,0.9688,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,3,4,14,1,2,8,0,17,1,1,1,0,28,32,10,0,8,5,0,3,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,10,8,0,0,7,0,0,3,3,7,0,0,3,3,26,7,15,23,1,13,0,2,0,0,27,4,1,4,6,91,36,5,0.13993935683840006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516356137513172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684351768922395,0.17061146611707614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376498907235503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024930826662393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242862539225613,0.0,0.0,0.13371805242848075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21227263057411114,0.09997270448655862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162335999175285,0.0,0.14622507632821816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30856726988732863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751936043749511,0.0,0.0,0.13899135675196791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690701078803637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836730114129615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276033881523504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341060733654648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037632599305216,0.0,0.13515430285185367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468428146683074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15361139080839906,0.0,0.0,0.1340232210400872,0.0,0.0,0.13390306527139365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689462060281121,0.0,0.13817323246811944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832522002523196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14364573881202408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603000604526542,0.1462949998593566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446263319071829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500963743263877,0.0,0.0,0.1456818056952603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940890404170492,0.0,0.0,0.0901163577118922
anxiety,lunaboro,2019/02/01,"Do I need a new therapist? I’ve been seeing her since November. She works in gestalt therapy. I have a lot of anxiety in general, so I think she is working on the root of all that.

I think she has helped me with opening up where all my anxiety stems from, but we haven’t really gone over many coping methods. So I’m not sure what to do. It mostly stems from decision making, not knowing what to do w my life.

I also a lot of the time feel no emotions but I guess I haven’t really communicated that to her? I constantly have fear and anxiety over money jobs now knowing what I want to do, I find it hard to speak to people, etc. 

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anxiety,Danasto7,2019/02/01,"This anxiety is taking over my life!!! Im a 27 year old guy. Who have been thru alot in my life ive made mistakaes and just want to move on. I don't not whats happenin with me my. I often feel stress and worry, overthinking and analyzing everything. 

My biggest problem is this anxitey I have. It have come to a level now that I need an drastic change. I feel comfortable to go to the shop, even walk outside. I train alot and the gym have helped me alot. 

But I even Starting to feel anxitey around there when its alot of people. And today was like I realised this is to much. I was at the gym and started to feel stressed after then 25 minutes I left the gym. 

Its like my mind holding me on lock all the time. And I starting to feel uncomfortable thinking about sympthoms, my eyes drizzling and dont know what to do.

The funny thing is When I speak with a friend on phone. And doing exposing my fear i feel less stress. And if someone is with my I don't feel dö much nervous. So People please give me advice and real help how I can starting to change this bad thing that taking of my life. 

People that know me Well now that I normally are a funny guy and Always happy. But this is making even my face look unhappy or I thinks so atleast. I Always look serious for the most. ",1.5766923076923085,3.7195906692307723,2.8330769230769235,92.56192307692308,80.76923076923076,5.538461538461538,22.30769230769231,6.67199483983844,0.4712307692307696,994,32,212,10,26,320,137,260,0.126,0.764,0.109,-0.5751,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,0,16,14,0,5,16,0,21,5,2,3,1,51,47,22,0,5,6,0,7,2,1,0,3,1,0,2,17,17,0,1,11,4,1,4,4,8,1,0,4,11,34,6,26,43,9,28,0,0,3,0,9,10,0,8,16,150,51,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896926690121828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16854550483149253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747862770423196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016032922798486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456424746551151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142808054061224,0.08724341978613515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869895363656703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20068269010926906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102358676120588,0.0,0.0,0.11396772346579087,0.3584701126178618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824837875225453,0.0,0.0,0.09715663470896167,0.05755953878088485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20056548257677986,0.0,0.10781403268021883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577118112889006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939936308374017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113212546272402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100405972475984,0.0,0.21461036026483307,0.09896020740558234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17009873613306106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583321986359156,0.06760492897621789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226353884297597,0.0,0.0,0.10764420172421124,0.14890433974463388,0.07509755067398216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992325182891734,0.0,0.0,0.10627591811443922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21064359673225885,0.0,0.0,0.11117460277422718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969109127484356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527837397185978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581388850861099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28674492906253524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34804636788434085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15229933105932994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345713508229766,0.1297917746689075,0.0,0.0,0.05905695755157912,0.0,0.0960012320161954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05973734056244726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910625364239884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285436452354337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06522075100912365
anxiety,ohfarts514,2019/02/01,"Anxiety about work. Being stuck there, and many other things. I [31F] have terrible anxiety surrounding work. 

Right now, I'm on day 3 at a new job (grooming dogs) and the anxiety has returned worse than before. I'm sitting here feeling the tightness in my chest and muscles starting. I quit my last (and best ever) grooming job back in September during a panic episode. 

I take only Xanax, because everything else screws with my body too badly (painful rashes on my face, vomiting, non stop periods, etc). I have a diagnosis of bipolar II as well, which I don't necessarily agree with... But it's in my medical records. 

Anyway, I know a big contributor to this is the involuntary psych watch I was placed on as an 18 year old. I have a huge problem being anywhere that I can't just leave. Jury duty has been another bad trigger in the past, with full on panic attacks in the court room during selection. Twice. 

So, like I said, I groom dogs. I have done this for over 10 years, and I'm very good at the actual grooming part... But I can't deal with the constant  need to meet 2-3 hr turnarounds on live animals. I want to leave the second I walk in the door. I have applied hundreds of times for other jobs in other industries (which I never get hired for and rarely even get an interview for), but even the thought of those causes this same feeling at this point. I have lost or quit every job I've ever held because of panic attacks at work. 

I tried to talk to my GP about this on Tuesday, but she just didn't get it. She rudely brushed it off as I just have to do what I have to do. Even going to see her sparks a panic attack at this point and I was fighting back tears in her office. 

The last time I tried talk therapy, THAT started a panic attack, and an angry one at that... Because I felt like the therapist wasn't willing to actually HEAR me. 

My husband is disabled with a benign brain tumor, so I literally have to get over this and work... Or bills cannot be paid. But even he does not get it. He does not understand how crippling this is. The last few months as a stay at home mom were heaven for me. Hardly any anxiety... Now that I've been forced to return to work or starve, I can barely function in any part of my life because I'm consumed by the anxiety surrounding working. To add to it, this kills my sex drive and then he pressures me for sex, saying he doesn't mean to, but he has needs. I can't meet those needs in this mental state. So now, he is visibly upset and plods around the house putting off angry energy that I pick up on so keenly. And he just doesn't understand why this makes everything a million times worse for me. He has zero ability to empathize. So I have no support. No one understands this. 

I don't know what to do. I don't know how long I can force myself to work. It's destroying me. 

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anxiety,SmiteThePidgeons,2019/02/01,"I've been awake all night, but today I think I'm going to go outside. I've been neglecting myself lately. I've gone and let my anxiety take the better of me, and I'm tired of it.

I'm going to do it: I'm going to go outside and go to the coffee shop I like, and everything is going to be okay.

I'm not going to get in an accident. I'm not going to run anybody over. I'm not going to have a spontaneous heart attack. The barista won't think I'm stupid. I'm going to get in my car, drive straight to the shop, go in, and order a drink. And everything will be fine.

I'll sit down with my sketchbook and draw. And when I'm finished, I'll go home and I will NOT cry. It will be a good day. And even if it isn't, I won't let that one thing that goes wrong get to me.

I hope whoever reads this has a good day, too.",0.08826086956521806,1.3111076086956537,2.8754347826086963,94.92989130434783,81.6086956521739,6.121739130434783,19.108695652173914,6.9077264865688965,-0.01937391304347802,616,14,157,7,16,218,86,184,0.112,0.721,0.16699999999999998,0.8640000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,3,11,2,0,9,1,17,3,1,0,1,22,48,13,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,0,8,11,1,1,2,4,2,17,7,4,0,1,3,0,11,7,19,35,1,32,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,2,8,85,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177706601884356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161248520916043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454304330271336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742299146061415,0.1378813883222362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471984114390764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07060545634405285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19214697225300725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16755017505587824,0.0,0.7897875123869745,0.17932279347456995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667524666529198,0.0,0.0,0.10722791948631026,0.10617433862836552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058617318483937,0.0,0.0,0.21862193403209745,0.0,0.0522252113520767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031700824579506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07243719556966646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069274362451806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037437432558099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101861872480236,0.1369924950958104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228641095295826,0.10132728626077507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687673727896805,0.0,0.0
anxiety,imehahdeunha,2019/02/01,"Struggling I'm a university student, that was diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder several years ago. I was on medication for two or three years, but decided to drop it, as I felt like it really held me back. A few years later again and I went to university, and held this confident facade quite well. 

Recently, I've started a new class at university, and the majority grade is for a debate. Now, if it was the case where the debate was only a small percentage of the grade, then I'd drop it, and lose the mark completely, but because of the high weighting, then I don't really have an option. I feel so locked down that I can't express myself, and for a debate, I know I won't participate. I've always found it really difficult to express myself, I struggle to talk to family, and friends. I won't answer the door, or the phone to people I don't know. I refuse to speak up in class and express my thoughts. I have difficulty remembering words, and lose my train of thought, and then sometimes people laugh, or make remarks, even close family have done it, so it has just further locks me down. I really don't know who to turn to, and I just wanted this off my chest. Sadly, Reddit was really the only place where I felt I can talk about it.

I've emailed the tutor, she said not to worry. I've emailed the disability department, and I'm awaiting a reply. I'm at the stage where I'd drop out of university completely, or wait a year and transfer. I consider myself one of the best of the year up to this point, really pushing myself to succeed, but this debate has been a huge hit to my confidence.

It has brought horrible feelings of depression. I'm struggling to drive without horrible thoughts. I honestly can't believe a debate has triggered this, I was feeling fine a month ago.

I'm awaiting another doctors appointment where I can hopefully receive further medication, and support. I've been taking propranolol for university, and completely numbing myself, but it isn't enough to rid myself of these thoughts.",6.9958664772727275,7.095343255208332,7.811022727272725,70.14988636363637,64.36458333333334,11.565151515151515,36.20454545454545,11.20814326018867,4.265509375,1606,72,285,44,22,540,178,384,0.141,0.726,0.132,-0.1639,0,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,0,0,0,5,15,19,0,3,26,0,27,7,1,2,0,57,59,29,0,3,13,0,6,1,1,2,5,2,1,0,19,17,1,4,16,0,0,6,10,9,1,3,21,8,34,10,41,35,4,50,0,4,0,0,15,22,0,7,19,193,53,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15937560536145007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480107019227847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426429419098126,0.06877055872952344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06912484171602766,0.0,0.054800057896239485,0.0,0.0,0.10128254516348163,0.0943408062777408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28276423686217905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742770378064902,0.0912430316924675,0.0,0.0,0.1030291507307401,0.09201285329151124,0.0,0.09199530720331753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288709142466137,0.0,0.059375775122754326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169492795577243,0.0,0.13636307934035236,0.0,0.17262943084408455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856684682835412,0.06945379501317611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498056344660703,0.0,0.08928748542443216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14821425803535554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04391887774039456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20114232592433445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0600065963521229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811224856661296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175451015586329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682257751803199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060916179249789225,0.13674064306317246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464579604561593,0.0,0.09392268481405054,0.0,0.08498122772842821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561596870151648,0.0,0.0,0.3455399099894231,0.0,0.08876192569340621,0.0,0.10183518399540166,0.0,0.08551213556636947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015574308208887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889099142474105,0.0,0.06362918900605091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819379486507098,0.0,0.0,0.10201345660311242,0.0,0.0,0.06759096283342343,0.14451076574119015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854710443264872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778155238501544,0.08781579540932549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053023271181027,0.0,0.0,0.10946969054626067,0.08082772881718453,0.08333493467027475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665699571604853,0.0,0.0,0.09129423591569108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28945191858448305
anxiety,keistrak,2019/02/01,"Everytime i need to go somewhere... So i am hoping to find someone who could kinda help me. Every time i need to go somewhere with my car or during work i get really stressed about what if i need to go to the toilet? What if there is a traffic jam? The same is with some situations where you cant really leave. I just really struggle with this in my daily life. 
There is one exception on this and that is when i travel with my motorcycle because i know i can just drive in between cars etc...
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anxiety,inlove-and-lonely,2019/02/01,"Advice on talking to doctor about anxiety medication without therapy? Hello!

Today my SO and I are going to see their heart doctor and I’m going to attempt talking to them about prescribing anti-anxiety medications. My SO is not diagnosed with an anxiety disorder but... his symptoms are honestly making life very difficult. It feel mean to say that but it’s the honest truth. He keeps having panic attacks so bad he thinks he’s having a heart attack which just makes it worse. It’s often difficult for me to leave the house because he’s so anxious about something happening to me. I need to send several updates and even then he isn’t fully calm until I’ve been home a while. He has so many triggers that he can’t even enjoy what used to be hobbies because small aspects of them (for instance he can’t read what used to be favorite books because of how many pages he has to skip to avoid triggers) send him into panic attacks. 

The problem is that he will 100% refuse therapy. I don’t want to share his personal history but a childhood therapist severely violated his trust. I’m pretty sure if his doctor insists on therapy my SO will start panicking right there. 

So my questions are;

1. Is is going to be weird if I bring this up? My SO suffers from selective mutism and likely won’t be able to talk about it. 

2. How can we refuse therapy without seeming like drug seekers. We’re not necessarily asking for Xanax. He’d actually prefer something to take everyday that prevented the attacks than something that stopped attacks from happening. 

3. Advice on how to talk to the doctor about what is happening without sounding like “boo hoo my life is hard even though they’re the one with the illness.”


Note: posting in a couple subs for extra advice


Thanks for any help!!




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anxiety,kbuzzard13,2019/02/01,"Anxiety filled job looking for new employment but terrified of my boss reaction if I turn in a two weeks notice. I had my college paid for by the government and I signed a contract saying I would work as a child protection worker for them for two years or I have to pack back the money. This job has been awful I’ve been overwhelmed, and work a lot of overtime. I go into houses police officers won’t go into alone and I make decisions that affect children and families lives. I carry high case load and am constantly behind. I dread waking up and going to this job everyday because it’s non stop bad news. We are constantly and currently under staffed. It’s too much for me since this job I’ve been diagnosed with mental health issues and put on medicine for the first time. After talking with my doctor, therapist and family I’ve decided it would be best to quit my job and pay back the money. I have started looking at other jobs and have applied. My biggest fear is when I give my two weeks notice my boss is going to be so angry she will ruin my reputation in the field, and all my co workers will hate me since we are understaffed. I’ve heard stories of our boss freaking out and acting very irrational when people turn in their two weeks notice. What should I do to leave on good terms? My boss is typically a nice person and likes me but my anxiety makes me want to leave and stay at the same time. ",4.478597122302158,5.738072507194246,5.4511438848920895,80.73801079136692,70.33093525179856,8.725467625899281,27.56906474820144,9.120678840339163,2.2595835971223024,1119,38,212,22,20,368,162,278,0.19,0.746,0.064,-0.9906,8,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,3,0,2,7,6,11,1,3,11,1,23,4,1,7,1,45,39,23,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,6,3,2,0,3,9,22,0,2,2,0,4,7,1,7,0,5,6,4,33,4,33,25,6,42,0,2,2,0,13,14,0,3,21,144,42,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850901078958177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075070882145742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142429287347884,0.07135409870240145,0.052094577576219374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968319815545499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847000937805125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673836078408363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747017627024911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16112493173871062,0.09616432987690926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269077389300406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819793743856558,0.19427165188744785,0.07167835524094597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843723643352716,0.0,0.09083816115580516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029137049583004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860738748649396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919624718347233,0.5088249708954967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18097597004307872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0417506015749024,0.0,0.07546123166426573,0.0,0.1435268730102778,0.0,0.0,0.07265357821802973,0.0,0.0,0.11408813817932345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612185166592155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06282167271510206,0.0,0.0,0.08253614455014684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918844729772204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05924601488508234,0.07461887851938452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590918054980416,0.0,0.09089540577635642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795985858341809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14138395354581912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06048781424763985,0.09108716163486813,0.0,0.07144695315146635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868813269100488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922365602999557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966282689188524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859081490712768,0.3339213089906202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051203535917155,0.05040551086852918,0.0,0.2056484453171787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442929912864822,0.0,0.0,0.12141422804054368,0.0,0.0,0.05503233392868233
anxiety,Elke-,2019/02/01,"So frustrated I am so lonely and bored most of the time. I long so much for a close group of friends, something I’ve only really had once in my life, but whenever a friend asks to hangout I either bail or go and spend the whole time freaking out, being all weird and quiet and then leaving as soon as possible. How do you find friends when anxiety has completely different plans? 
I do socialise in small amounts but it’s never enough to make solid connections with people and I mostly felt that people don’t like me anyway... I can’t see why they would. I’m a much more interesting and funny person than I think ever comes across. ",5.349919354838711,6.0468339919354825,5.8711290322580645,80.57669354838713,67.95161290322581,9.103225806451613,28.403225806451612,9.188382445141503,2.2629709677419347,501,16,96,9,8,162,94,124,0.103,0.7190000000000001,0.179,0.9211,1,2,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,1,8,10,1,0,5,0,9,1,0,2,3,25,17,17,0,1,4,0,1,1,3,1,1,1,0,1,2,10,0,0,3,1,1,2,3,5,0,0,2,3,11,5,13,13,10,16,0,1,1,0,8,6,0,3,9,68,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369196426986045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16732266812069832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15417590913615936,0.1876577176549448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18699659685202852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18493476865874767,0.0,0.0,0.16189816830475906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17184941075873753,0.0,0.16358499433970178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4148398227212756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171877996936636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18951457608668196,0.0,0.0,0.12641926648060964,0.08744086363452741,0.0,0.0,0.158392168257266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947091726280913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631426187869003,0.0,0.13804084589778073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19060846093932615,0.0,0.13612278521847573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481651766938775,0.15627892617233802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017736952512656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465953330391487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14262433799329216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13778798350352572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468351943921905,0.0,0.0,0.20873001410651465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16150212169693282,0.19982540959066275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271426585116147,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ewgenyah,2019/02/01,"I miss feeling hungry I am an anxious person anyways but after using an emergency contraception a few weeks I am basically at the peak of anxiety these days. I keep sweating and have no appetite, I think I am also losing weight which makes me freak out even more and Google all sorts of illnesses.

I can't see the way out of this. I miss feeling hungry and enjoying food",5.133333333333333,6.317244555555559,6.251000000000001,75.89399999999998,68.72222222222221,9.093333333333334,31.06666666666667,9.3871,2.899763333333333,296,12,53,6,5,99,53,72,0.298,0.609,0.093,-0.9423,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,5,0,5,4,1,2,1,14,14,5,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,5,2,1,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,4,9,1,7,14,3,7,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,1,3,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21656690222524244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20716914127895614,0.3059385603715933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17465024246826066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788676516841012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738596532294573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274648944839599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407086411298252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029674595235404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18076798076100767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23646111176603765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21580075031740567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17352430792834406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338931527388357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21495661409095052,0.21722769080045745,0.32977399348663183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,weepeachfae,2019/02/01,"I'm finally getting medical help but I don't know what to tell them.. I wasn't sure whether to flair this as 'progress' or 'advice needed' because I'm stuck between this feeling of pride but also intense fear.

I'm proud of myself because I'm taking steps to improve my anxiety but on the other hand I am absolutely petrified of mental health professionals. When I was 13 or 14, I attended an anxiety group therapy (they refused to call it that though, it was called 'Keep Calm' *shudder*)- I hated it because I felt so invalid in my struggle as people seemed to be so much worse than me. So I pretended to be OK and they closed my file.Over the years, I still feel those feelings of invalidity, fear of being misunderstood, insecurity in regards to being vulnerable, feeling confused about what's actually wrong with me etc.

I have my first consultation with a triage nurse over the phone which. I don't know what to tell them... Whenever I speak about anxiety, I always tone it down so people don't get worried about me. So I'm scared I'm going to revert back to that coping mechanism and they'll just turn me away because I'm not 'ill enough' to need treatment. This is basically what happened the first time and they chucked me into treatment anyways but they never gave me any one-on-one time that I very much needed to work through my issues.

Please can someone help me prepare before my appointment? ",4.634534470504619,6.45330137313433,5.502068230277189,78.34584577114428,70.71641791044777,8.23909026297086,31.045486851457003,8.841846274778883,2.6817009239516705,1120,49,202,21,21,366,155,268,0.2,0.667,0.133,-0.974,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,7,6,15,13,1,6,6,1,15,4,1,0,2,32,43,20,0,3,9,0,6,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,17,7,0,2,8,1,0,3,6,8,0,2,6,7,35,5,34,32,4,21,0,0,0,0,19,8,0,4,10,136,52,3,0.0,0.0,0.10995262776610558,0.0,0.0,0.11010278465858156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010458446960584,0.09375299021945824,0.0,0.0,0.07662152674726239,0.0,0.2585836875080395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586002428024502,0.08663860814645567,0.0,0.2747377425892623,0.0,0.09587645305316067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301035303414077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164213633770864,0.12566021652448542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535769761194075,0.2278834854604521,0.0,0.10818378199612168,0.12342780117843635,0.0,0.19167925008328432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177340195669778,0.0,0.06403468169330277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963639173333666,0.0,0.0,0.11124129416577157,0.0,0.11976616616379852,0.0,0.0,0.15104471910048514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176013739758568,0.0,0.10014896950730068,0.0,0.0,0.12384430550930227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350622780884692,0.1135479171497474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16565528842398528,0.25063688079544394,0.08690038978446976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635016374407161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15622658963999053,0.0,0.0,0.12368115610042375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280536286280116,0.0,0.0,0.10257329832226804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546749595113772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899808303856978,0.0,0.0,0.1177903189281405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619300098177066,0.0,0.0847160991300877,0.0,0.19696239571598265,0.0,0.1288514337703354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070068369448532,0.0,0.1314011042717437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255590596272127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296705300858556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820273105788993,0.11442493516329708,0.1148234474291686,0.0,0.12319027481592405,0.0,0.07255773967484154
anxiety,ItsAlwaysSunnyinCLE,2019/02/01,"Anxiety induced vomiting Since the beginning of the year I’ve had stress induced/anxiety induced vomiting. I’m fed not pregnant so that’s out, this is something completely new for me and I don’t know why it’s suddenly happening. Out of the 31 days of last month it happened during 12 of them. And since Sunday it’s been every day. I can’t keep anything down. I’m never hungry. I weighed myself today and I’m at the lowest weight I’ve been in my adult life, even less than college, and it’s started to freak me out. I have to force myself to eat and I’ve just been trying to drink a lot of water.

It happens over anything. I wonder if this is my new panic attack now, just throwing up and getting it over with instead of having a meltdown for 2 hours.

It’s weird because I’m doing okay otherwise, but then something will trigger me and instead of crying, I puke instead. I’ve had the past two days off work due to the weather but so far it’s only been happening at night. I’m worried when I pull in to the parking lot today it’s going to start. I woke up and the second I woke up today the dry heaves started.

I’m a medical marijuana patient and that helps a LOT. But I can’t wake and bake before I go to work.

How do I stop this? :/ I’m tired of ginger ale and crackers.",1.5790601503759412,3.50103490601504,3.686667669172934,87.5820165413534,79.63909774436091,6.060511278195489,25.301654135338346,7.087006719466742,1.1707373233082707,999,39,204,12,25,341,139,266,0.136,0.8440000000000001,0.019,-0.9788,1,0,3,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,2,11,6,1,2,13,1,16,13,1,4,1,34,40,20,0,1,7,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,1,1,14,15,7,2,4,1,0,4,5,5,0,2,9,1,20,1,34,30,4,45,0,0,0,0,3,15,0,5,26,132,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17093884036172965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838805280885173,0.0,0.0,0.12710346682266466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810660347679669,0.0,0.09506985839387233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714167525063254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227248113025816,0.21616040206649206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094480951656992,0.0,0.11432270225380517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379339598636407,0.0,0.09413324238203784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05837177018932796,0.0,0.12699193445346782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39519266102647865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488700092014905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002674971370817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930643078829914,0.0,0.0,0.06140121068688559,0.09107089434111933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891476484183134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849541357136129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255131641787357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917793444872467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616930944035893,0.2158096573930746,0.0,0.1048464679213541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497199741922855,0.0,0.13108536988673272,0.0,0.0,0.10665428046368088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18484036746508845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720229300314547,0.0,0.0,0.23723887044374675,0.0,0.0,0.09340721307880362,0.1279807612351647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128411603812149,0.3177070843999237,0.0,0.0,0.0758540308030481,0.0,0.1091392196750371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360511118597456,0.0,0.0,0.10081455390444867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116113978745426,0.16267445348321755,0.113462294820929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194732196070988
anxiety,last_nights_storm,2019/02/01,"Help, my parents are not acknowledging my anxiety and are making it worse. I've suffered a lot through the years thanks to my anxiety, being out of shape (which I'm okay with, just hard to be active when needed), and my eczema/dandruff. While my parents know about the last two, they don't even think that I have anxiety and even if they do, they'll think it's my fault.

So, I've had anxiety ever since high school. It's the kind of anxiety that wanes every now and then, but comes back too. I have panic attacks, but I've almost always kept them hidden so nobody else except ""close friends"" know. I'm scared over the smallest things, like my friends seenzoning me thinking I just fucked up, or my cat being left at home thinking he'll be stolen or something. I feel better when I'm talking to someone about the topic, and while my friends are very helpful, I feel that it would be better if I could talk to my parents about this.

I've told them countless times that I feel this way, but boy, I don't know. Instead of helping me they get pissed. When I try to explain further, they'll pull out the ""I feed and support you so I'm always right"" card. Forcing me to interact among unknown people when I DON'T FEEL LIKE IT, always telling me what to do, taking away my use of tech cause they think it's interfering with my studies and making me an asshole (what?), and so much more. They think I'm entitled and even compare me to the poor kids, but it's a logically flawed comparison. Of course I can't correct them. They think they're so smart they're r/iamverysmart material. I don't know why they're like this, but maybe because I'm actually sociable and nice with my dudes and gals and even a bit naughty, in a non-sexual way of course ;)

Whenever they get angry, they do the typical parent scolding, but this makes me panic a lot of the time. They think me panicking is because I'm an asshole to them, but in fact, it's because I HAVE ANXIETY DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND! 

One time (no, four times actually) I raised my voice, then my dad beat me. I had nothing to do but to block his blows (which he and my mom interpreted as me fighting back). I was suffering a panic attack at that time, and I could not do anything. I just let it happen. Afterwards, deleted all my games (even Discord, which they thought is a game). Big oof to me.

I love my parents, and I know they love me. You may think this is Stockholm Syndrome but no, it's genuine. It's just they're too much.

And then that's about it. You can ask me questions about things, I'll happily answer them. Clarifications too. And help, I'd appreciate that very much. This post was made sneakily because they are watching me like 1984. I'll try talking to them later, and I'll tell you guys again about how they respond (most likely I won't be able to respond until next week cause they'll take my computer use)

P.S. They routinely check my stuff for shit. They even learned about reddit, and if they knew I made this post, yes, they're gonna kill me dead.",3.184131375421618,4.876178776293823,3.952175394364758,88.50059861674221,74.25876460767947,6.9599127798030755,26.24786208306361,7.6729893032291185,1.314226847466867,2353,84,490,31,49,750,262,599,0.153,0.7020000000000001,0.146,-0.9293,5,0,1,0,2,1,96.0,0,5,25,3,36,32,7,4,18,2,41,6,2,10,4,102,94,50,2,7,22,7,5,5,3,8,0,1,1,3,34,26,1,2,29,2,2,2,11,14,0,3,10,7,89,18,46,67,9,49,0,2,1,3,67,17,3,11,31,308,123,3,0.06030833122816528,0.0,0.11770446339464345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06039008220461064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15054408834455785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27681424991030923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04962861799793581,0.0,0.056380148672043925,0.1372188663308335,0.05666166241772711,0.09274676820667077,0.0,0.14705359581998725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066756361335179,0.06584107798031184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239065377314606,0.0,0.05195028728847359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630259030422966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05037987214509266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389985039687104,0.054552338312998494,0.050812370136726716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197481732624893,0.043084283879575636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978220131678978,0.0557540804249362,0.06301722786427774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05971472957821244,0.05333045813374408,0.0,0.05402441901696243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169361270870658,0.06371906309970556,0.060494173462615326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667222330813172,0.06280184647808737,0.16571940821941275,0.049159339196699056,0.0,0.0,0.06552517833919723,0.061669354695250915,0.0,0.1473180217330256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254397312770508,0.1088612470557506,0.11413040240507022,0.12076883819000132,0.0,0.0605878247093543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063238864552593,0.0,0.0,0.13300068785468844,0.044717863441594286,0.0,0.0,0.06413859444425449,0.0,0.0,0.0578674703381124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040866486032084634,0.0,0.0,0.2122764976211648,0.3348263240952928,0.0,0.0,0.04181020334654244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551742110813032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06755913318553702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05150298534972966,0.0,0.0,0.06037916043283997,0.06103525091104312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619056353517046,0.049887674801037306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051099053341692416,0.046428299777924266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903861061441795,0.0,0.06843717959166308,0.0,0.0,0.09068871923830668,0.14542065660664286,0.1054242793814326,0.05552380871505815,0.0,0.0,0.08013235099207591,0.3477882915659115,0.0,0.047878078489194495,0.17583136462947893,0.0,0.0,0.05762719494526861,0.0,0.08189079632218464,0.0,0.058912476466652625,0.06278309969605418,0.0,0.10417406961103697,0.0,0.0995213785252539,0.0,0.09573989241432533,0.048375705568772416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0544188885725593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061459341806379277,0.04284130817393416,0.0,0.0,0.03883658802462992
anxiety,rftg14,2019/02/01,"Good morning, brutal panic attack! My alarm doesn't go off for four hours, but sure I'll take an earthquake in my stomach!",3.6062499999999993,5.4979871250000025,3.84,88.905,73.58333333333334,4.800000000000002,24.5,3.1291,0.3001499999999999,97,3,18,0,2,30,23,24,0.302,0.535,0.16399999999999998,-0.4826,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,0,0,2,2,3,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4598370311460397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297167637451185,0.3390246520591188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3980566006558221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4742428261181552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38095469318879865,0.0,0.3039088758570301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pheonix247,2019/02/01,"Can’t sleep, keep reflecting on the past. I hate when I get this way.

I’ve been up for 6 hours just trying to find people from my past. People I haven’t talked to in forever. I wish they knew how sorry I was for how closed off I was then. How I was in such a bad place then, and that if they tried to know me now I would be so much better than I was then.

But I can’t. And those bridges have been burnt, and good friends have been lost. Because I was dealing with everything I was. I hate it. I tried a while back reaching out to someone and just saying hi. Got instantly blocked. 

Even though I can’t change the past, i’ve been trying to form a better future. Even if the guilt doesn’t leave, i’m going to use it to remember why i’m not going to let myself be that person anymore.",1.0755357142857136,2.6619397678571417,2.544666666666668,96.76700000000002,79.89285714285714,5.67047619047619,18.938095238095237,6.42735559955562,-0.2451576190476193,603,13,145,5,15,196,97,168,0.122,0.774,0.104,-0.2601,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,3,13,9,2,1,6,0,21,1,1,4,0,26,35,17,0,4,6,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,6,7,0,2,5,0,0,2,6,5,0,0,13,1,20,4,19,18,2,23,0,1,0,0,8,8,0,2,12,99,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342421211444777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408454963839577,0.11302110235347243,0.08251504386397138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394322898584403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143194396958756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955164414676602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17880983622273075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216540846072578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371785353216705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457987020529727,0.0,0.07072073678187474,0.0,0.15385798890071636,0.1135347074875583,0.10826086501271144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672826872948859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330369766464595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031541839056265,0.0,0.0,0.07439107714210755,0.0,0.0,0.14332816198174028,0.0,0.13841618708788614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14776294166963536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950619279157027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3876532750780567,0.18768508142159132,0.11819234017396188,0.14142383703184305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333806198136868,0.0,0.0,0.10764480629093147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545914128627135,0.0,0.11469126217242955,0.0,0.0,0.15152598821021765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879835379488416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13299187340966506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676059800048593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690877568156385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107443566790037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12214259576733115,0.0,0.1556589123618231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615684413428303,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Engbjerg,2019/02/01,"I am going to Uni Group Formation and I am going to survive. I am have done all my prep work, I am different than I was a year ago. I am going to go and be a socially adept person and talk to these wonderful new people, who are likely going to be considerate and nice. I have done this before and I can do it again in the future. I am in control.
  
I will update when I am done :)",0.17999999999999972,1.8921105975609755,3.5172560975609737,88.10198170731708,83.26829268292683,6.5390243902439025,18.78658536585366,7.6454224807358475,0.5338000000000003,287,7,65,5,8,105,49,82,0.0,0.8420000000000001,0.158,0.9081,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,3,0,19,0,0,1,1,9,25,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,0,12,2,8,18,1,14,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,8,54,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687929353314918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620306059191277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135685456486816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19894494678810834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5845872549071902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5410910575118673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302799225080434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839056570681348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201097961983949,0.16626453729562204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19410586875671396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304974861828588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064988128232944,0.13862564176885114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262212617646827
anxiety,FellowCitizen123,2019/02/01,"As hard as this day was at the beginning, it might have been most normal day in a while. As someone who has struggled with a depression for last few year, I find it incredible how close this comes to sounding just like my situation. In fact, this video made my day a little bit easier and I hope that there will be a sequence to this video. I hope that this makes a day easier for at least one of you as it did for me. What are your thought about it? Are we actually the most important thing in all of this to get back on track?

[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1M4KU1jDEzE](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1M4KU1jDEzE)",7.793415584415584,8.989511354545458,5.664025974025973,82.44318181818186,62.72727272727272,9.558441558441556,26.623376623376625,9.606745405546679,1.9264285714285712,499,12,95,9,7,141,74,110,0.064,0.7959999999999999,0.14,0.8358,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,2,0,0,5,5,0,1,7,0,10,0,0,3,2,19,18,7,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,15,5,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,0,1,5,2,9,3,20,10,6,18,0,1,0,0,4,8,0,5,10,73,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.1875103306442004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147751212409888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20977764047341468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16551990070014952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4956824864240376,0.0,0.1654982033044137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756212898036455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039025617485108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17212833533367028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3816958967858645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15662760240650198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387460821223624,0.19258441872258394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818166352772674,0.1282613767137378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20384040280047527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18826584989118034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020556888230142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21598424602562916,0.0,0.0,0.16280776635599403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20087652380519125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765568268590458,0.0,0.0,0.15254535077429182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12373806823577695
anxiety,catsallly,2019/02/01,"It’s been a really really bad day. I just want to talk about it. 

I commute to school, 1.5 hours each way. I go to one class where we sit in groups of 4 (my group is 3 girls though) where we do lots of arts and crafts type of activities and after I go to the library to do homework. 

In my class, today we were cutting and pasting things onto a notebook, and the other 2 girls, who sit across from me in a square table, were chatting away together and not involving me in their conversation, a totally natural thing to do, idk they might know each other from other classes or something. 
But no. My anxiety immediately spiked and I became paranoid of everything. 
I became hyperaware of the way they spoke, of the way the other groups interacted, of the way I looked today, and every single word I said since I walked into the class. It was SO bad. I wanted to throw up. 

After the class, I went to the bathroom and cried. I couldn’t hold it in. I cried and cried. But then, I dusted myself off and went to do homework, but I was so anxious still. I felt like there were creepy crawlers all over me. All I have wanted to do all day is crawl into bed and curl up and sleep. 

After wasting some time, I decided to go home. The whole 1.5 hour drive I listened to an audiobook which helped me relax. But once I got home, my boyfriend was filling his taxes and he was getting frustrated and he was raising his voice, not at me, but that is a major trigger for me. I tried to remove myself from the situation but I felt so lonely. 
I have felt so lonely for so long. 

My boyfriend is great, and he cuddled with me a little bit, and then he fell asleep, and I couldn’t. 
I’ve been awake not knowing what to do. I’m so anxious I feel like throwing up. 
I’ve taken a shower, drank water, and listened to relaxing music. 
It’s to the point where I can’t control this anymore. I want to go back on medication but I can’t afford it. 

I’ve been crying for half an hour. 

I’m reliving every moment of insecurity, and every self doubt I have, and every trigger sends me over the edge and I hate being the person everyone needs to be careful around. 

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anxiety,Keto8596,2019/02/01,"Every time I get abused at work my body stops functioning I'm a cashier. For the most part my job is pretty chill, sure you get rude customers, but that's part of the job. What I'm talking about is the verbal abuse. This doesn't happen daily, but maybe once a month. I'm making this post because it just happened to me 40 minutes ago and I'm still recovering from it. 10 minutes before my shift ended, I was serving, and two guys (who id never seen before) walked up and asked for cash out, so I did it like usual, and then when I handed one of them the receipt, he snatches it of me aggrssively, and calls me ""fuckhead"" and walks off. 

Most people's reaction to a little thing like this would be saying wtf and shrugging it off.  But when anything like this happens to me, my entire system goes into shock. My knees get wobbly, my hands shake, I can't think straight, my entire head starts to hurt, and sometimes even worse happens. I'm sitting here, almost an hour later, and my hands are still shaking as I type this. If not for autocorrect none of this would be legible right now

And that's a pretty mild reaction, probably because it was such a simple thing. Usually when something like this happens, I end up crying in the bathroom for half an hour. The worst it's ever been was when some woman, who was screaming at me because I asked to check her bag, started hitting me with one of her items, I ended up running to the bathrooms crying, and ended up vomiting, and I called in sick the next day.

Whenever I see my coworkers cop something like this, they're all so cool and calm about it. They take it, and just brush it off and get on with their work. And then there's me, who absolutely shuts down. I feel so fucking stupid, with my complete overreactions. What's wrong with me?? Is there anyone else who can relate to this? How do I stop reacting like this???",4.62921195652174,5.5328381494565235,5.0290608695652175,85.22463478260872,69.67934782608695,7.518434782608697,27.491739130434784,7.554174236665415,1.4456133478260873,1461,47,291,15,25,464,200,368,0.17,0.74,0.09,-0.9878,2,0,2,0,2,0,54.0,0,1,3,2,21,19,3,2,15,1,18,9,6,3,4,46,44,31,0,3,7,0,4,6,0,2,2,2,0,2,30,22,0,2,2,0,2,5,5,10,0,4,7,10,37,9,39,32,9,56,0,1,2,1,19,19,1,5,35,195,67,5,0.0,0.20055405889956152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502261943207278,0.0,0.08474836975783892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0591778121314808,0.08671717042956761,0.06964627824829309,0.0,0.1582420659892896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15477565261312806,0.0,0.14403399597673722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400889985626537,0.0,0.0,0.17284082748164806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873676613599209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18593216899691106,0.054581699197421917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070055010753057,0.0,0.29984115406034545,0.0,0.0,0.055899724056467134,0.0765559769042962,0.07130749579093497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04279331366401331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824244066023206,0.17687034470531188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083800614232271,0.3742062620448318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685853616212035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16669418355438684,0.0,0.09060206697423892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679716661510332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24808634243330666,0.08482514594097773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05649361495856925,0.0,0.08502587153126058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06755376766412244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06527468421079949,0.0,0.09000884117516164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013206935093876,0.11469989582780366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18329997921710625,0.0,0.05867431279291565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105563662236896,0.1722056857963236,0.09124938333272996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227667005424626,0.0,0.06730407112816303,0.0,0.0,0.06744205718777146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303102288708894,0.08370483858171572,0.0,0.11980825850345693,0.0,0.13517707579952884,0.14151503305129354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976620843329046,0.0,0.063633967948847,0.0680253176604473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124536656272824,0.054229822100057536,0.0,0.0,0.04935055876942257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267477302034007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18642400514156776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322860249484655,0.0,0.08624891429743373,0.12024262572561635,0.09253360435315464,0.0,0.0
anxiety,geepscreeps,2019/02/01,Nothing Inserting. Just wanted to post and say hello to everyone. Having horrible panic feelings right now for no reason. Just thought saying it might help. I hope everyone else is doing okay. ,3.992727272727272,7.33375675757576,4.8627878787878815,71.95418181818181,87.48484848484848,7.488484848484847,27.81212121212121,8.238735603445708,3.343368484848485,155,7,20,4,5,50,30,33,0.212,0.612,0.17600000000000002,-0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,9,8,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,1,2,3,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,1,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109924784153536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4826889854190041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770858636662952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692944753367415,0.0,0.0,0.2508621526943835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679402251017921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423507735609565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963402011913944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24189528418770134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596872901303348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21569611160253016,0.0,0.4017126529617143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005148884281948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14897420269079206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cattlerancher7000,2019/02/01,"Completely overwhelmed by life Hi friends. I guess i'm just looking to get some stuff off my chest and get some support or advice. 

I'm 23 years old with my first, full time, benefits job, for less than a year now.  I'm in a competitive field, and i'm in a supervisory role, which is kinda unusual for someone so young. I'm completely overwhelmed by my job. I'm terrified of fucking up. I feel constantly like an imposter. I work for a nonprofit and I feel a lot of obligation to do right by the people I serve and the organization. There's been a couple of days lately where I haven't worked at all. It's the off season and i'm kinda self directed, so no one has noticed. And I plan to make up the hours. But I feel like total garbage. I feel so lazy. But i'm so scared. This is kinda supposed to be almost a dream job and i'm miserable. 

Outside of this job specifically but work related, i'm so overwhelmed by the idea of working 40 hours a week for the rest of my life. It feels so meaningless but impossible to escape. Even though i'm working in a value driven field serving others. I feel so trapped by life. And then I feel like shit for feeling that way because i'm so privileged in nearly all aspects of my life and i'm lucky to be working in something that I (think) I want to do. 
I'm also scared of the idea of having to support myself all my life. What if I can't? I think I want pets and kids and these big dreams, but what if I fail and can't take care of them?

On top of that all. I moved to a new place for this job and I live all by myself. I'm starting to meet people, but i'm so lonely. No one here knows i'm struggling. And I got dumped by my partner of several years right before moving and i'm still devastated. 

I want so badly to be happy and to do good. But i'm so scared and sad and feel paralyzed and like i'm faking it everyday.

I don't know what to do. I've been medicated for a while. And I've just started to see a therapist in my area. But i'm struggling  ",0.8489280072218435,2.7953663459715656,3.1484766418415724,90.38548183254343,82.22274881516589,6.293929135635297,22.369893929135642,7.447530270364453,0.814796027984654,1546,52,347,24,42,530,184,422,0.181,0.687,0.132,-0.9896,5,3,1,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,1,11,21,30,3,9,20,0,17,9,2,1,6,68,69,46,0,5,13,0,9,4,2,0,6,0,1,3,16,21,0,0,15,2,0,3,6,17,0,3,4,11,33,13,55,62,12,47,0,7,2,1,8,21,2,12,26,212,49,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400229659198422,0.0,0.0,0.07583246835784269,0.0,0.0,0.06056110392569946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06323123044113099,0.04616419097652258,0.0,0.06444049291785507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772115912642575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588025357753265,0.08183702411436274,0.0,0.0,0.08379359744525837,0.0,0.048839464276809116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05001882712123897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446214189445252,0.1082027867737789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06441574007041585,0.0,0.0,0.0585086655036643,0.07001099162805571,0.07913140309737747,0.0,0.0,0.06351857398948506,0.06056804933618324,0.0,0.08342492663996755,0.0,0.0,0.08061579390239193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14915722197305428,0.0,0.0,0.17097948154508447,0.0,0.0,0.3757507694486992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323824920456613,0.0,0.08542652738271421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674510318420755,0.14799104506940688,0.0,0.06687081212580953,0.0,0.06359396970073694,0.0,0.0,0.06438277870816078,0.0,0.0,0.050550238087259385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628981920297807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097761238048336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314032509245598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621889379233633,0.07946569939474157,0.0,0.10263296209547723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500303382827927,0.0,0.07912153609387161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934569267963766,0.0,0.0,0.2274562613186941,0.0,0.06034685601968695,0.0,0.07900271079578683,0.08555313281561715,0.07773556455967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06416562462227883,0.05830050970768633,0.0,0.0,0.10720390254033496,0.0,0.06047792631624816,0.0,0.0,0.15833848606126547,0.08669251744266653,0.0,0.17187458822463944,0.0,0.0,0.05693939452467841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792814952104512,0.0,0.0970492123967652,0.0744041565624129,0.0,0.044158662839386784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400221702149964,0.06011080045804518,0.06074588786620616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307932338819038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14630254960703493
anxiety,Samdolph,2019/02/01,"I was a cashier robbed and threatened with a gun. Two weeks later the anxiety is unreal. Two weeks ago I was robbed and threatened at work (see my post history for the full story). 
I tried to go back to work but it was too stressful so I went home and am going to go on workman’s compensation for mental stress.

I’ve never really had anxiety like this before, of course I’ve had stressful times but not like this.

Most days I am lethargic and tense. 
Most nights I wake up multiple times from nightmares (sometimes about the event, sometimes random).
I am having really bad knee pain and I’m pretty sure anxiety is the cause.
I want so bad to go back to work and normalcy but I can’t be a cashier again. I get stressed just walking into a place that has cashiers.

I never understood anxiety before. It’s persistent and even two weeks after the event I feel panic. 

I’m on high alert when I’m not in the house.

I’m going back to school in September (I hope, not accepted yet) but I wanted to work this summer to save money.

I feel like a total panzy and I feel awful for not being able to work. Like I should have just stayed and forced myself. I’m losing so much money that I could have. 

My boyfriend will pick up the slack I know (I’ve done it for him several times), but I hate it. He wants to buy something we have the money for presently, but I had to tell him no because I don’t know how much money I’ll get from disability and we have to pay our bills.

I just want to go back to normal. 

I feel like shit.

My sleep schedule is screwed now.

I’m at home with my family but I really just want to be at home with my boyfriend and my parrot (it’s my roommates but I love him). 

I’m so stressed and scared. ",0.971124401913876,3.188188863636366,2.605017942583732,92.88459928229666,83.6590909090909,5.864354066985648,19.77452153110048,7.1686216300943375,0.3875500000000001,1328,37,290,19,38,435,162,352,0.232,0.654,0.114,-0.9934,0,0,1,1,0,0,39.0,3,0,0,7,20,24,3,7,13,1,27,7,4,3,4,62,59,26,0,9,16,0,4,5,0,2,1,0,3,0,10,18,0,0,8,0,7,8,9,14,0,3,9,5,40,10,38,44,6,49,0,1,1,2,9,13,2,4,31,183,50,7,0.07534671005975085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06679031230762739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305601078507795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317478766443904,0.12582271133142045,0.04593065510954551,0.0,0.1282290014268572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740182643786911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060158216965113274,0.0,0.0,0.048592394710738285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710584421010659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04976579138271869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710301725588621,0.0,0.1523902420861521,0.10765540944334108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873109237089128,0.0,0.25692763015542674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438927710643921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960793599956724,0.2267366807554733,0.07483628404906463,0.0,0.08693998716601466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281716272427822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18405298312931015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429369561483961,0.0,0.0,0.06800334756089123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593176200489213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077700279498076,0.0,0.11622405555083133,0.0,0.0,0.07070778326495751,0.07382377823725507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801742118416246,0.08840312989952538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872127528268058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216132048286182,0.07665469176199242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14480709548115905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07543520110965565,0.07625489314933605,0.06004157274618462,0.0,0.0,0.08512033577916824,0.0773423151150165,0.0,0.0,0.07540112455265294,0.0,0.0,0.05800557851119435,0.1490396457189623,0.0,0.0,0.08030956772492122,0.0,0.0,0.4315470090174226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101338253962877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06585634563290027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13180581767409708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05115547024262662,0.0,0.22080836226960932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22220720879592146,0.0,0.18131575789932824,0.0,0.0,0.06984715509177512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742665114924219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,takeawayaddicted,2019/02/01,"Dentist I'm currently sitting at the Dentist and I'm in panic-mode. My hands are shaking and I'm about to cry.
Fudge!",0.2578666666666685,2.521768120000001,2.764,90.08866666666668,87.8,4.933333333333334,28.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,1.401133333333334,93,5,19,1,3,32,19,25,0.211,0.789,0.0,-0.6239,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,9,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6834438539231025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7300030811816735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cloudy300,2019/02/01,"Anxiety during job interviews and rotations I tend to feel really nervous during rotations and job interviews and I know this has been hurting my chances of getting a job and doing well. So far, I've never heard back from the companies I've interviewed for while a lot of people I know got offers.

I can't help but feel nervous even if I keep on telling myself I can't feel nervous, I have to be confident, and what is the worse that can happen. Any tips for feeling less nervous during interviews?

Another thing I tend to start slurring when I feel nervous. I know this is not a good thing but no matter how much I tell myself to be confident, it happens. I don't know if taking a bit of time to think of a reply (as well as how to pronunce each word) and deliberately trying to speak slowly and pronunce each word clearly is odd.",5.724878048780488,6.057908560975612,6.635268292682928,76.70119512195123,67.04878048780488,9.730731707317073,32.86341463414634,9.642632912329526,3.083726341463415,660,27,123,13,10,220,93,164,0.183,0.6990000000000001,0.118,-0.8818,3,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,5,7,0,13,0,0,2,2,33,33,18,0,2,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,7,9,0,1,10,0,0,0,6,6,2,0,3,7,15,3,17,28,6,8,0,1,0,0,10,2,0,3,6,87,22,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005906416445986,0.15510696996961876,0.11315836053514565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374131467509947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149027969187568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976997350686048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739638681810372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772820712037245,0.0,0.0,0.1240682400582156,0.11830510058590735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26161025500492285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914762767298167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15835137094969348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4403631920994112,0.13147805232352214,0.0,0.0,0.32517175483338984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257562558898344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873818665447756,0.0,0.11408498810548505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254907178807636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476131074163388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469850533604254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121739713216316,0.0,0.2585771206345209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19654289041178,0.09478113427968217,0.0,0.0,0.08625331517539725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004279395775879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659956076467181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074307108031598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,easykalang,2019/02/01,"is this anxiety? This happen to be when Im becoming stress at my task

\- palm keep sweating when being stress (3hours)

\- feel changes on my breathing due to acid

\- feeling may heart will explode

\- feeling my heatbeat was fast but is not

\- thoughts of dying 

​

this symptoms almost happen to me, almost every day",4.263452380952383,7.278465107142857,3.853571428571428,84.05809523809525,76.5,5.161904761904762,30.76190476190476,6.42735559955562,1.8785690476190484,250,12,39,2,6,75,44,56,0.08199999999999999,0.878,0.04,-0.3919,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,7,5,4,0,0,10,14,3,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,4,4,0,6,8,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,5,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.371804844612325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20115252453468171,0.2255859979690405,0.0,0.0,0.14202232582063792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050366822895732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963938912203705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197293838616702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19267618189045568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15641877518116082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816118124058061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283407138334209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199970484531965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20053468225793786,0.0,0.0,0.1650149286101983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4253246443570273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19296222753700995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14738596871501342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255859979690405,0.0
anxiety,bearswhoplaythecello,2019/02/01,new job help currently freaking out in the staff room and i feel like im literally dying. any good quick tips at all???,0.8212499999999991,3.2852086250000028,2.7716666666666683,89.44000000000004,87.75,6.533333333333335,20.5,7.793537801064563,0.9713500000000002,93,3,20,2,3,31,23,24,0.095,0.611,0.293,0.7041,2,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,3,1,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,8,1,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611395043248767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3985410445938381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941666492540033,0.2743363333442833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220887965476256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25739335113288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4147959595224411,0.0,0.3810699942779273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18760755560303286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37087859201673856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,potofgold78,2019/02/01,"Car Anxiety I am hoping someone can help me. I’m 40 years old and I have just recently in the last year become terrified of car trips. Well my husbands uncle died and we had for travel from US TEnnessee to Texas. 13 hr drive. If I don’t drive it is worse. And I handled it okay except bridges and overpasses. They scare the holy hell out of me. Can anyone provide some tools for my anxiety? There is one bridge in Arkansas I’m gonna have to be in the backseat for its got me so scared. Up until a couple years ago I was normal, other than a diagnosis of bipolar depression. I HATE this anxiety and it’s not just in my mind my whole body hurts and tenses up and my stomach gets terrible butterflies. I so appreciate any guidance anyone has to offer. ",2.006644591611483,4.2343144768211936,3.965139072847681,84.56435320088299,79.72847682119206,7.47037527593819,24.63620309050773,8.447377352677275,1.8300009713024283,590,22,117,13,15,200,104,151,0.25,0.6779999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.985,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,0,1,0,6,10,2,2,5,1,12,3,2,0,0,18,19,11,1,3,5,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,0,1,0,6,2,7,1,1,3,0,18,3,20,14,2,21,1,2,0,0,6,7,1,3,8,79,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464921410847269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238179367918766,0.0,0.3792680706322564,0.0,0.0,0.23110588431798326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18251559265176015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18356550497990926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18285595113587794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14233734303788032,0.0,0.17151276120411155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634101183888429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217272688462767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16315905856039634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076963080018544,0.0,0.0,0.1641394852396927,0.0,0.0,0.17691318802558348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470814986388702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16686448991267566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16191874185479066,0.0,0.0,0.17341153129266304,0.0,0.11198378201939203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631733352433831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309061970787775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002342277045232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987862410589805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485876966753039,0.0,0.0,0.1845057827716234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16841304952173805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192641523652852
anxiety,SuperHashBros710,2019/02/01,"Psychiatrist keeps recommending SSRI’s My psychiatrist keeps recommending SSRI for my anxiety. I have been on SSRI’s in the past when I was extremely depressed and it lead to very bad sexual problems, which in turn lead to me being more depressed. I am no longer depressed, I’m actually very happy with myself and my life, but I still have horrible anxiety and panic attacks. He keeps recommending me to go back on SSRI. Why is it that doctors are so quick to shove them down your throat and it seems like that’s all they want to prescribe? Does anyone have any advice on how to get him to give me something else? I have told him I don’t want to take ssri but then we just end up talking about my issues and he never ends of prescribing me anything and I’m still having horrible anxiety everyday. I feel like it’s just a dead end circle. Like what can I say or ask him to have him give me something other then an SSRI? He keeps talking about holistic approach which I have no issue with in the long run, but for the time being I need something to help in the moment while I work on those skills. I had used cannabis for years to help with this stuff but I’m now on probations and can’t have my med card even in Colorado. It’s been really crappy lately so if anyone could give me some advice it would be much love! ",3.8596387832699617,5.31211879467681,4.927853612167301,83.1539096958175,72.07984790874525,7.845551330798478,25.317300380228136,8.395991825355821,1.5912465399239548,1045,32,206,17,20,343,143,263,0.175,0.73,0.095,-0.9736,0,0,3,0,0,0,16.0,1,1,2,4,14,12,1,1,6,0,23,4,1,4,2,38,46,20,1,7,8,0,1,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,15,11,0,4,2,0,0,5,5,7,0,0,5,2,32,5,32,36,4,37,0,3,0,1,22,12,0,4,23,143,47,4,0.0,0.0,0.09812581321154594,0.0,0.0,0.1965196376108712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837989936519769,0.0,0.23076969723672636,0.0,0.0,0.14061883686854984,0.0,0.08274704899311806,0.0,0.09400404670948,0.1143942418014729,0.0,0.07731951525498812,0.08395805984571654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028387127765386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25982001730523274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292087529045883,0.08799513714215756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839996340182271,0.0,0.2671819437723423,0.0,0.0,0.06641470759876003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05084292386321106,0.07183551533038729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05253510828885826,0.2893805406816938,0.05714693084247315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704118205114446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479792337999516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20990367744050165,0.0,0.3575066562704404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342884597330595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102398476367203,0.14737623637739328,0.0,0.0,0.08898677597306359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075355416857256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169238669815312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391846934288365,0.0745592238176584,0.07755313892216074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797798969858225,0.0,0.0,0.09598979361866504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621621969206932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06441721402992058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996426242941275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154022524203603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322332326411465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16060447729960625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151098202082849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560379672719693,0.16164235720260925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05863361556482372,0.0,0.0,0.09608327847594793,0.0,0.0,0.1093734472817841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868460294650508,0.0,0.16593450950083585,0.11861824268019128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073398818101057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320422185118303,0.0,0.0,0.07143039579593463,0.0,0.0,0.06475322468446043
anxiety,sassypuff01,2019/02/01,"Does anyone else feel like they are a bad person? Not because they have done something wrong but because Anxiety has convinced them that they are a bad person. Hi, I have a hard time dealing with feelings of guilt. Whenever I do something wrong, whether it be stumbling on my words, sticking up for myself or sharing my opinion, I feel like I've done something wrong and no one likes me. I was wondering if anyone else feels that way too?",6.6179518072289145,7.069698987951809,5.9538795180722905,81.94262650602413,65.144578313253,8.085783132530121,35.877108433734946,7.554174236665415,2.618110361445784,348,16,63,3,5,106,59,83,0.258,0.588,0.154,-0.8708,0,0,3,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,4,0,1,11,0,1,3,0,10,0,0,0,0,14,15,5,0,1,5,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,3,5,12,5,5,11,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,4,4,42,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748578329840176,0.0,0.0,0.19648843858153864,0.287927532333537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234631269220942,0.17130083735225998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14485427369846815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295669260864088,0.2875703742183107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347474534310213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28417378340687216,0.20075330668767385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586469801668293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059306364259532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520968512065507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24536673426241795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245023660027709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192947564693669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152616600185243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15237145622168766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4608598082828008,0.0,0.0
anxiety,strongerthenbefore20,2019/02/01,"What job is right for me? * I am currently a student looking for a part-time job
* Whenever I try something new or get close to getting a new part-time job, I totally freak out and end up backing out
* The best job I had was working at my local library as a book shelver
* I am looking for a job that is fairly low stress and always has something to do, as I get especially anxious when I get bored
* My biggest enemy is my own mind, as I tend to overthink things, which leads to me getting more anxious",0.6902941176470598,3.0271859705882385,2.76421568627451,90.3839705882353,86.35294117647058,5.3607843137254925,27.12745098039216,6.816661863887847,1.3460039215686277,387,19,80,5,12,130,63,102,0.18,0.768,0.052000000000000005,-0.8996,6,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,2,5,0,1,6,0,9,0,0,1,1,9,17,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,2,13,1,14,15,4,16,0,1,2,0,0,9,0,1,6,55,17,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942380899300977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971294630785342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112025746641587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380077897260844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11647558340882433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435331726198754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6524987496264879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22086440847158867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278391437956866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540192837934724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848171003749667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230569516446233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20248000951623307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506400672750578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736696836327193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928417203472472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573818119278366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thaipai314,2019/02/01,"How does one stop biting their nails? Biting my nails and picking on my fingers calm me down and help me focus. My fingers look horrible. My boyfriend always joke that he's going to take me to do an ""extensive"" manicure before he proposes so that the pictures of my hand + the ring that I put on social media will look good haha

If you used to be a nail-biter, how did you manage to stop? ",3.277890295358649,4.578322886075952,4.631075949367091,85.31133966244727,73.30379746835443,7.2919831223628675,24.55907172995781,7.793537801064563,1.2588717299578065,304,9,61,4,6,101,57,79,0.08800000000000001,0.726,0.18600000000000005,0.8299,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,0,3,4,0,0,4,1,4,3,3,4,0,9,9,6,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,6,12,4,8,6,0,7,0,0,2,0,7,3,0,1,2,38,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22014054136291333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251266250780145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888381213082873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23152394741693036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15035925212591011,0.22190584746534084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17733336374101472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4443384935708203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792771232194638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26596242967454664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269692252850339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4423789199570201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19892109980702333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285005309640296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,freespirit_tck,2019/02/01,"Got drunk at an office party. Did some stupid stuff. Having the worst hangxiety Work at a Japanese company but not in Japan. It was an office party for all our 300+ employees. Lot of people were drunk and I was among them. Although my boss and super boss don’t drink, there were 2 Japanese on my table who were really drunk. Everyone was also in fancy dress. Basically my super boss at office sounds like a hotshot at times and I get the feeling he doesn’t like me because he can’t trust me since I’m new. So I used this opportunity to praise him and say things like how I can help him make connections if he wants to expand the business and basically now think I did some major obvious sucking up. Will he let it pass or go about telling this to the whole office? I did engage with the event in the sense went to the stage when they asked for volunteers to sing and dance and perhaps people did see that this guy has had drinks but I don't suppose everyone knew I was drunk. I keep wondering and overthinking and feel like this will get me a disciplinary action or tarnish my name to senior people in the company who recommended me for this job in the first place ",4.710308441558444,5.771080190476191,5.518547077922079,81.21210633116884,69.60606060606061,9.065043290043286,26.55871212121212,9.354420925462401,2.1121101731601737,928,28,183,19,16,303,138,231,0.06,0.723,0.217,0.9923,2,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,2,6,7,13,2,0,14,0,22,6,0,6,2,35,40,19,0,2,6,0,2,4,0,2,0,2,0,1,12,10,6,1,5,8,0,5,5,3,0,1,15,5,22,10,24,22,7,26,1,0,1,0,18,13,1,7,11,123,34,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12437792307831486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454003011435078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481013095955132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047219419617264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972326854913888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15728208943119487,0.22222246653098704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322944174422655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625168454590892,0.0,0.08839173678982541,0.0,0.12439218727884792,0.0,0.0,0.15399994267273825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424901554261612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434031835498171,0.1382429195925466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15904077862890484,0.0,0.3039379672224085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13222672274198147,0.0,0.0,0.10381801547279232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15021261401432362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32347641682290984,0.0,0.16249658101006975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963701188016716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123684333227567,0.0,0.0,0.12393790947475823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128656683429729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780455534492622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13594077286903594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332775134523883,0.09965785538771857,0.0,0.0,0.09069125913914812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13432867285343048,0.0,0.0,0.09173609440514746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14417860806925512,0.0,0.17364458179479034,0.0,0.0,0.16866651607976108,0.1132282734064975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Williampram23,2019/02/01,"On and off with this shit I don’t know what’s wrong with me lately, but moving on. I’ve been recently getting numb and tingling sensation around my face and arms all the way down to my legs and the back of my knee was hurting because of this. My chest were feeling it as well and I had a difficult time breathing. I don’t know why it happens it happened all of a sudden.

I went on a date yesterday and this happened to me out of the blue. My hands were shaking, i was hyperventilating, i was slurring my speech and my mouth was bone dry. Not a good first inpression. This lasted for hours after the date, it felt absolutely terrible and to be brutally honest with my story I did nothing but lie my way out of the situation even after the date to ease the tension a little. I wasn’t a very good person in this sense last night, I was the opposite of who I built myself to be but when this happens all I wanted to do was go home, at that point I was anxious and thinking about wvery possible outcome of this.

I have not been my best lately, just exhausted from culinary school 8am- 7pm all week this week with a thursday off when I went on the date. This happened to me before in the past but I would just get over it.

This is my life right now. Embarassment, dishonesty, and straight up being a bit of a dick when it happens. How can I cope with this? Obviously I would move on but i will be dating in the future, how do I prevent this from happening again?",4.5311628733997145,4.985113304054057,5.435113798008533,83.84331436699861,69.67567567567568,8.52887624466572,29.09246088193457,8.532816995589336,1.94246891891892,1142,40,240,17,19,375,153,296,0.166,0.7829999999999999,0.051,-0.9894,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,2,14,15,2,2,20,0,28,15,11,2,5,43,46,21,0,3,9,0,3,0,0,3,4,1,1,1,21,18,0,1,5,0,0,6,5,10,1,1,17,5,34,5,44,22,6,58,0,1,1,1,2,21,2,0,29,182,55,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159892349131442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139913800781782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07894781740072461,0.0,0.06258741223762285,0.0,0.08736563145006766,0.0,0.10774709297779528,0.0,0.11209036179618954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06781336110214638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051913645035595056,0.0,0.0985804556360364,0.0,0.0,0.08733207261076034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107282931680007,0.0,0.05835041058243505,0.17223146733136185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6355426386136638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298758765786972,0.0,0.10111045317130964,0.0,0.10991164604173212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128508158965378,0.1673814671706109,0.2316351774928584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725197068515311,0.0,0.10290351784969674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21824648009556655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634996864420244,0.0,0.09851578809765052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801128051498892,0.0,0.08964853402964762,0.0,0.0,0.09705747286561583,0.11574635447055308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137542637084852,0.0,0.0,0.08768064616380243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390873853836054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539051419951684,0.0,0.11540673364737415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578756104165245,0.0,0.0,0.05986840398430145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471449486813523,0.060558135501932266,0.1629912435859417,0.16471329163143691,0.0,0.09231374158929603,0.19035446713868412,0.09264479099914953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458693533078022,0.11225484261326424,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kindawanthelp,2019/02/01,Maybe someone scrolling could help (I don't know if I'm in the right place) sorry if this interferes with guidelines. I don't know what to do anymore and I don't know what situation I may put myself in. I've just taken anti depressants from my mother's medicine drawer and I'm definitely not in my right mind I can see that much. I haven't slept in a few days I don't really see the end in sight I'm really tired. I feel like I'm a shitty person. I can't escape the feeling of wanting to simultaneously  curl up into a ball and shit my pants I can't make it through a school day anymore. I'm a few months removed from a serious concussion and I know there are side effects but im used to headaches I don't really feel pain and i think my heart just hurts. I'm sorry I don't know what to do,0.4899870801033615,2.5027755697674436,2.9552713178294603,90.89425064599483,84.0,6.14780361757106,20.60206718346253,7.3871296695380915,0.5617586563307495,626,19,143,10,18,216,92,172,0.13699999999999998,0.8,0.063,-0.7224,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,1,0,9,0,15,5,3,3,0,30,37,8,0,4,6,1,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,6,7,0,1,10,1,0,2,10,5,0,0,2,6,19,1,16,33,3,17,0,2,3,0,3,11,1,3,5,80,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771287984010794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155481184071354,0.0,0.0,0.1802152963406364,0.0,0.12034037340118316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375018373524695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21193943620544775,0.09981578203233137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16556851794570435,0.0936511701532744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14957282925343476,0.0,0.15092125267863832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3839314673441143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825998820283873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326398509771247,0.0,0.14036721886583148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14107706800558525,0.0,0.11152293202234492,0.0,0.10271005630235608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14867161241924118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199785333162955,0.1459773493139452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045688995222302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685240538124469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386397218090935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14140379629504335,0.2226770236293864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342026484901144,0.0,0.15705079751040446,0.0,0.0,0.11838404891837515,0.0,0.0,0.3128095316226398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952674251595558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16058724225168888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067296110549393,0.0,0.0,0.08241029943176106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GhostTacos_96,2019/02/01,"Does anyone else... Sometimes want to just disappear 

Not die 

But dissipate 

Cease to exist 

And have everyone just forget about them 

As if they were never born at all? 

Not suicide

Not death 

Just not being at all. ",3.6134615384615394,6.342426692307698,3.945833333333337,84.13875,76.94871794871796,6.976923076923077,22.570512820512814,8.07648339933343,1.4749435897435892,167,5,29,3,4,52,31,39,0.135,0.696,0.16899999999999998,0.3915,0,0,0,0,0,1,5.0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,15,4,4,3,2,9,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,6,2,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,24,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455307459066548,0.3597924757877233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36443603602072894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30729185562627165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933389758537264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33553682506148885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27082687456390603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34729420897315844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38409876148198574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071161037310343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ColonelWepler,2019/02/01,"My anxiety is affecting my relationship and I need help This is my first time posting anything to reddit. I'm sorry if this is long and confusing but I need help and I don't know what else to do. 
I have been diagnosed with GAD. I mostly function well and live a happy life, but when it hits me, it really hits me. I have a panic attack, I break, I cry for hours and sometimes it takes me days to recover. I've already seen three different therapists and none helped me. The only person who has ever understood me is my (long-distance) girlfriend. I felt such a relief when we first started dating, all my problems got so much better. But they were still there and kept showing up and messing things up.
 I'm also just a weak person in general. It takes very little for me to wind up in tears and need her help. And she always helps me. I help her too when she has problems but it's obvious who's stronger and helps who more. I've gotten worse recently and needed help her help more, but whenever I said I felt like I was being selfish she'd say that it was okay and that if I needed help she'd help me, always and that I'd help her whenever I was strong enough to. I've gotten to a point where I can't see her sad or crying without breaking myself, meaning she has to recover herself and then help me and I know that's not fair. 
Well this night she snapped and I don't blame her for a second. I am currently visiting her and staying at her house. We had a small argument, I got anxious, broke, she broke too, I couldn't help her and then after a while she started complaining. She said that she couldn't take it anymore, that I was being selfish and unfair and was expecting too much of her. She got extremely angry at me, kept telling me that I had to find some way to improve myself and to make it up to her tomorrow morning. She told me she was not breaking up with me but she did kick me off of her room by saying ""go away.""
I don't know what to do. I don't know how to fix my problems, it seems like I've tried everything short of medication and nothing works. My previous therapist said I wasn't bad enough to need meds so I'll believe him. I don't know how to better myself. I don't know how to make it up to her and fix this huge mess I've created. I don't want to lose her. I love her so much. Without her in my life I'm pretty sure I would've killed myself years ago. She says the same is true for her and that she'd never hreak up with me, but who knows if she'll change her mind. I want her to be happy and I want to make myself a better person. I'm at a loss. ",1.880958443430217,3.4254318692449397,3.573548322523824,90.46684662503006,77.45303867403315,6.784354231723918,22.66990952037793,7.586124646067393,0.8198840099287371,2007,59,446,28,46,670,222,543,0.153,0.6409999999999999,0.206,0.9903,2,0,0,0,0,1,53.0,2,0,1,9,21,34,2,2,12,1,42,6,0,7,6,96,92,50,1,18,16,0,2,2,1,1,5,6,1,3,29,31,0,2,13,1,0,2,17,19,2,4,27,10,102,15,49,54,12,55,0,5,2,1,75,22,0,8,27,310,131,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05326332251363136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630727763385083,0.0480513920200046,0.09999406162518763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04596623731399775,0.06788098064570179,0.059589959508440586,0.0,0.0,0.0494463164348946,0.0,0.0,0.06835740908314332,0.05645352626483857,0.0,0.050169967931259815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06769724708884235,0.0,0.15942567432678634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06356386686876228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200505604723944,0.03875101495658314,0.0,0.0,0.06098683688931609,0.0,0.0627779168744348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05019481098867987,0.0,0.0,0.12417145263064455,0.0,0.0,0.05435195037266885,0.0,0.0,0.0540021411609013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153855011818157,0.0,0.05491824637155841,0.1022196022773877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034148712976519245,0.0,0.1441707082871495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12792703120340254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5638488137912664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059173394151098235,0.06933209945816629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664771412800337,0.0,0.2311549360086135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488216722710525,0.0587107504744689,0.060222758678946275,0.05305774498588352,0.10634985384557034,0.0,0.06722175926831755,0.0,0.0,0.05423068268433112,0.0,0.12032521616591785,0.0,0.0,0.06545213993405458,0.06674288887939449,0.06053112925674324,0.0,0.0,0.060670538886799415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13251213438978085,0.2673216037711277,0.04634264417071148,0.0,0.0,0.05638739113719176,0.0,0.057654904872511126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0456987187949956,0.0,0.07049891303645163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15739642755482386,0.0,0.0,0.05680144749678823,0.0,0.05754654459744536,0.061129876900362125,0.0,0.1724848572711906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03849314250521118,0.0,0.059328465788935976,0.0645107360324029,0.0,0.0,0.17146891879110335,0.14335030451284872,0.0,0.0,0.047881399905364434,0.05470076575438584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059427381329521765,0.06726225289754934,0.08505949220080215,0.0640445336886725,0.04798539586636885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05663109762941141,0.0,0.13553338646421112,0.0,0.052518511380186594,0.0,0.0,0.13953081130796186,0.03991899979958162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035037096116640465,0.0,0.0,0.05741551208695004,0.0,0.04079499280254652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049577902560185176,0.10632225379427716,0.04769410480016181,0.0,0.0,0.10805049814920717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584306143762448,0.0,0.04374390581983008,0.0,0.06123358226426884,0.04268393854008372,0.0,0.0,0.038693928990675516
anxiety,chasethemoments,2019/02/01,"Cannot stop overthinking. It’s extremely annoying especially at night. I’m lying here in bed with a million thoughts circling through my head. I wish I could turn these thoughts off. I’ve tried meditation and have failed every time. The thoughts just come back. It’s not an issue during the day, just at night. It keeps me up. I hate this ahhhh fuck anxiety.",2.157483660130719,5.0131940294117685,2.9743137254901946,87.19552287581702,86.64705882352942,7.139869281045753,25.20261437908497,8.167268648758528,2.0241712418300657,286,12,55,7,9,90,54,68,0.251,0.688,0.062,-0.9326,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,3,0,4,0,3,2,1,0,0,13,13,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,3,0,5,0,7,9,0,12,0,1,0,1,0,5,1,0,6,31,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16443265375880636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16527975595964214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851564420215484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716164232083686,0.0,0.0,0.13862201036015115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18110078223351306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19871357211829896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122140965292693,0.2205960070276032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243471681630816,0.0,0.19105336055024627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4034234214076395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797039911381151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5119279484247192,0.12533639973849095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14593382705595928,0.2337988878432841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24717661879198746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jaded_grl,2019/02/01,"I can’t seem to get control of my anxiety. It’s been 3wks. I [F22] recently broke up with my bf. He cheated. It’s been 3 weeks since shit hit the fan and with it every night my anxiety acts up. I’ve had anxiety/panic attacks under extreme stress before but now I feel like it’s not going away. I can’t sleep, I can’t eat, i try to keep busy but it hits me while laying in bed. Everything about our relationship everything that happened near the end keeps playing in my mind over and over again. I worry that we will never fix this and worry about not being together sometime in the near future because I truly love him even after everything. Anyways, I’ve had 3 panic attacks in 3 wks and anxiety every day. I’m afraid that my heart will give out. I’ve tried everything from counting, breathing exercises, to taking nyquil, to keeping the tv on, so that I can sleep. Nothing seems to work and I’m desperate. I’m considering going to a therapist but there’s nothing until weeks from now open for me. Is there anything else that ppl have tried that works? ",2.503,4.70476877619048,4.069761904761908,84.58607142857146,77.90476190476191,7.057142857142857,25.261904761904763,8.07648339933343,1.6703619047619056,833,31,161,15,20,277,125,210,0.152,0.77,0.078,-0.8968,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,2,0,0,3,10,11,4,3,5,0,13,8,5,1,1,24,31,11,0,0,5,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,1,0,12,10,1,4,3,3,0,3,6,8,0,0,4,1,19,3,30,22,0,32,0,1,0,1,8,15,1,2,15,99,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25188479200434344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903182847409296,0.0,0.0,0.2497223001779185,0.10311760364456574,0.0,0.0,0.0669050896198621,0.0,0.09339266783663122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309857221712173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078232424971452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230585948220884,0.09168547949091316,0.0,0.0972095688764781,0.0,0.0,0.07249155764321302,0.0,0.1849451505807102,0.0,0.3945596852224291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055494978134154535,0.0784083614711255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05734199499638101,0.10528614772291192,0.12475158533641405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970552011601061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300591543641899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926635001252135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05362031654763095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905737360289696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082036846523434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464913938268824,0.0,0.0,0.10299680169770996,0.0,0.21062406627773989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287728057546223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083689474305538,0.11783484485630386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19983204789204406,0.0,0.0,0.11266102152987552,0.09078973784702997,0.0,0.21966675561678256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854962584310436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257229675676611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252143518580632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12743298646359807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22354751829467145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17607626109135213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15980460533264965,0.22292126213739974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bananahammockbag,2019/02/01,"Any artists or designers here that get anxious about their work? I work as a graphic designer in a small company but anxiety is getting in the way of improving my skills. Even looking up tutorials or other people’s works give me really bad anxiety! I think this is due to the fact that people were mean about my works when I was a kid/yound adult, etc (long story). They were from ex-friends and people I respected which is why they stuck. I think about those moments when I’m working or looking at people’s stuff or watching tutorials. 

I’m in the process of changing careers now because of how bad it is and I’m feeling relieved. But in the back of my mind, I can’t help but think that I’ve let myself down because I feel like I haven’t reached my fullest potential when it comes to art and design. ",5.292249999999999,5.7223987250000015,5.842500000000001,81.67250000000001,68.0,9.15,34.125,9.120678840339163,2.8857625,636,29,127,11,10,206,99,160,0.111,0.758,0.131,0.4961,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,3,6,11,5,0,0,7,0,10,0,0,1,1,20,26,15,0,0,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,4,0,0,6,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,5,17,3,18,21,1,18,0,0,3,0,6,8,0,4,9,81,27,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432825594419536,0.0,0.21222711417822868,0.15670397961460378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666021875085796,0.2316358295705697,0.1691139109376748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14673787566530422,0.11948726868867805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546994633169219,0.09161732607087206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027292756037962,0.09909518643451942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716779648646864,0.0,0.14494157454842913,0.13306425796713625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297507846147632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184142454133758,0.0,0.06776720193192891,0.0,0.0,0.12275489518939055,0.2329646572516136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15109697450441487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400585966567948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38465904709674376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886183671862727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15879094124294224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666412783587732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010235791009562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12516512804831648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5049164037296392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,obiwan_cunody,2019/02/01,"Moving out tomorrow My body is physically exhausted and my mind won’t shut off. I move in with my SO tomorrow and a thousand thoughts are running through my bed. Finances, our relationship, new daily routines, a new commute, new town. I keep thinking the worst. This is suppose to be an exciting time for us and all I can think about is what if I mess this up?",2.6118571428571435,5.011865614285718,3.9871428571428567,84.28785714285716,78.57142857142857,7.428571428571428,31.42857142857143,8.418075326091056,2.6655714285714285,283,15,55,6,7,93,55,70,0.128,0.8270000000000001,0.045,-0.7096,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,0,7,2,1,0,1,12,11,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,5,0,1,3,0,1,3,1,3,0,1,1,0,10,1,9,8,2,15,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,6,41,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414207845166896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19318581144657232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21945602506911327,0.0,0.0,0.4620056942955238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6297381264819388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333466945195417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785312074838381,0.0,0.17254728527809876,0.12673534774545014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614387178725946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,stressedandobsessed9,2019/02/01,"Help! Am I overthinking??? So I’ve been in a relationship with my boyfriend for 2 years. He is the love of my life. We live together and he is my best friend in the whole entire world. He’s the sweetest man I have ever known. I cannot imagine my life without him. He plans to propose to me this year (yay!)

I have a coworker (let’s call him Jack) that I am good friends with. We rarely hang out outside of work (we only hung out once briefly with a group of friends including my boyfriend), we never text, he knows my boyfriend very well, and I constantly talk to him about my boyfriend and never overthink it. I do find Jack mildly attractive but nothing special. He’s a really good friend. He is also married and I have met his wife once and she is so sweet and I think him and his wife are an excellent match. 

Well I quit the job I worked with him at today. He texted me to tell me he would miss me a lot, and I got really upset because I will miss him too. I am super scared I have feelings for him but I don’t know if I’m overthinking it. I’ve literally never felt like this about him while we worked together. Like ever. But now my brain is going crazy and I’m wondering if I’m just overthinking this whole thing? I’m just freaked out right now and I can’t sort through my thoughts. Thanks ",0.9726617590081404,3.2057073820224744,2.2755960222136125,95.14617977528091,83.79400749063672,5.929949631925611,21.940978948727878,7.237678284180719,0.6107226914632577,1009,34,228,15,29,323,137,267,0.081,0.732,0.187,0.9833,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,5,0,0,8,14,24,0,2,10,1,21,4,1,0,5,48,39,19,0,3,8,2,2,2,4,2,2,0,0,1,7,22,0,0,10,0,0,2,7,5,2,0,5,3,46,19,23,31,4,22,0,2,0,1,40,8,0,5,14,142,53,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375116487488966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146413124941854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302877078659233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087076735582134,0.1197079712331859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668719430921982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21208786869435672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05927651279739825,0.0,0.11256203713062736,0.0,0.10714881200686786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36229561158419377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662619928251214,0.1966589086622999,0.09376191666574518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857878956562775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633563477201687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885635035068926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987865603513095,0.16561022938385078,0.11454821632157812,0.0,0.10351886155536476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966727999505504,0.1058073337708909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27125188418545426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248819785072174,0.0,0.0,0.24969857694520256,0.0,0.08916095747105979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469169557746712,0.0,0.0,0.15020488680354074,0.0,0.0,0.12586433807071445,0.0,0.1001163170270386,0.0,0.0,0.11737065583038793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422742170671206,0.1024667842575265,0.10793236932030753,0.0,0.0,0.07788437700812535,0.07511815441434125,0.0,0.09306988424302658,0.0,0.0,0.11112314919732913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672947903644706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108130408081217,0.0,0.0,0.26177285187861354,0.0,0.11300840096296615,0.12713415666147132,0.2560409982553181,0.0,0.0,0.08327893930554778,0.0,0.0,0.1509883798975839
anxiety,Krattiger123,2019/02/01,"I'm powerless, I'm suffering. A little over a week ago, perhaps 2 weeks ago now my wife got sick in the middle of the night which woke me up. Shortly after I myself started feeling sick so I went downstairs and convinced myself that I was just in my own head. My heart was beating a million beats per second, I was sweating, shaking, and nauseous. After convincing myself I was just being silly I finally calmed down but this took hours and hours of standing in my kitchen trying to calm down. By the time I finally felt comfortable enough to fall asleep it was about 5am and I had to call in to work because I needed to be at work at 8.   


I woke up at about 9 and got very little sleep, I spent that day taking care of my wife trying to make her feel better. I didn't have an appetite the whole day and outside of feeling a bit sleepy I actually felt fine. That night before bed the very same symptoms washed over me and I spent the whole night standing in the kitchen again trying to calm myself down once more. Heart racing, shaking, nauseous, tired. I went to bed around 5am again and again called in sick to work.   


My wife was at this time fully recovered, I hadn't told her what was going on as I didn't want her to worry/think I am weird. When she came down that morning at about 9am to see why I was asleep on the couch I told her I had really bad insomnia and had fallen asleep down there. That night while I felt very nervous about having this happen again I was so tired from lack of sleep that I finally fell asleep at about 9 but I woke up early that morning at about 4am and had to run to the bathroom with horrible diarrhea. After that was done I got worried again and started shaking, I felt like the walls of the house were closing in on me and felt like if I didn't leave the house I was going to be ill. So I went to work very early and told my boss I was just trying to catch up on work that I was behind on from calling in. I lied to my wife and told her that I got an on-call and needed to go in early. (again the thought of her worried about me makes me anxious). I got into my office and much like I would in the kitchen I sat in my office and calmed myself down then felt completely fine. 

​

That night rolled around and I started having those extreme feelings of dread wash over me like I was becoming ill again. I had to tell my wife at this point what was going on, so I told her that I just needed to get out of the house for a minute, so I went to Walgreens panicking the whole way there but as soon as I got there I started to feel completely normal. Once I got there I was hoping to buy zzzquil but ended up getting NyQuil to basically force myself to sleep. I took it and fell asleep woke up the next morning feeling GREAT that I had finally gotten a nights sleep.  


Every single day now for going on over a week, I spend the whole day feeling completely fine. As soon as I get home I feel twinges of anxiety but I tell myself if I just take my mind off it I'll be fine so I read and watch TV. Sometimes I'm okay until about 7pm then the very same horrible feelings wash over me, I leave the house and go stand in my office in the middle of the night until I'm calm, then go home drink some NyQuil and go to sleep. Sometimes I'm fine until even later, I wake up at like 2am and start panicking then have to leave the house to calm down at my office some more before going back.  


My wife has been going through a very hard time emotionally with the loss of our pregnancy and being depressed because of work. I want to be able to be there for her, but I spend all night at the office trying to calm down. We went on a date yesterday in hopes that getting out of the house would make me okay and she could tell I was miserable the whole time. This anxiety, wherever it has come from is completely controlling my life. I don't know what to do, I don't know where to look. I'm becoming extremely depressed because I miss my wife, I just want to be able to be home with her in her time of need. The more depressed I get the more anxiety I feel.   


I am completely lost, I've never in my life suffered anxiety.",3.6573097180421366,4.422265592289719,4.487463963250439,88.7308609219072,71.81542056074767,7.485632821162683,25.372960557579603,7.591517297339326,1.0805599398067471,3241,93,705,36,59,1046,271,856,0.142,0.755,0.103,-0.9903,1,1,1,0,0,0,65.0,2,0,0,12,42,44,0,6,40,2,54,33,15,5,2,96,148,53,0,16,14,7,17,5,0,2,14,0,9,0,28,37,4,1,19,3,5,28,7,16,0,2,66,20,114,28,142,70,20,168,0,9,3,0,32,70,0,6,71,470,142,8,0.07849555938401773,0.0,0.038300171419115785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958157724289353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04252495289874245,0.047690348209352335,0.0,0.0,0.12009777615395885,0.044338819615631964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987768987678084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030179119962294863,0.032770256661974466,0.07177524664658375,0.08669217825675563,0.06679393956466828,0.0,0.0,0.03471147170059561,0.04284841033785425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202291136911285,0.0448890042398469,0.04001572712340098,0.0,0.0,0.033808486968751585,0.20575275143407232,0.0,0.04401972223103359,0.031336158463169436,0.0,0.0,0.10124628405417063,0.0,0.10141216541517686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04016410516298299,0.0,0.038447882312386855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04414846954678425,0.0347618834489285,0.04055344801467413,0.0,0.02592278833194585,0.0,0.033067947133375374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984485667611169,0.0,0.2261041402685052,0.17197609694512134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252672498353003,0.0,0.2230541766440657,0.0,0.21973024340825215,0.04327081566727378,0.0,0.0,0.034706681963860515,0.0,0.035158301554467024,0.0,0.04027954494871637,0.0,0.0,0.09301761581144397,0.0,0.0,0.11810616929831733,0.07796380192305898,0.07730231426691586,0.2717200095408469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043139106601232116,0.0,0.0,0.12467319528545652,0.0,0.0,0.055443734982411966,0.09587241337793956,0.07867317202615016,0.0,0.0,0.03295825013538517,0.0,0.042843587815116914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859459312525961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03962906920460522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0288516339810367,0.11640692533925537,0.030270307247346792,0.0,0.04174045895880422,0.2946510601875153,0.038454491005510634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835952089260569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03710183781244996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03925840069858747,0.0,0.025143132667536736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0312753989873645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963806198456085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763411535704982,0.0,0.13889890236608665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04079347080644261,0.05901889176388325,0.0,0.1029128681001924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02514839247075376,0.0,0.031158353055921243,0.11442847980346965,0.09021909834866904,0.0,0.1875146771118141,0.08721145470183797,0.1332333305947641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19430117163547075,0.06944807201176458,0.03115306068574487,0.09444660443805954,0.0,0.0,0.18191542490585488,0.03541501657041892,0.21909372203555605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17143710632749531,0.07971605081959582,0.0,0.05576099323878372,0.0,0.047690348209352335,0.0
anxiety,corinternet,2019/02/01,"I wrote this mid-panic attack. Maybe it’s relatable? Some people might get nervous,
but I get this soul-crushing, earth-shattering feeling.
my throat closes up into a knot so twisted not even a sea-captain could untangle it. 
my eyes well until the salt-water tears come streaming down;
I feel like I can’t even swallow because I’ll choke on my own spit.

My whole body feels numb and my legs go weak,
my world starts to spin in a tornado of emotions, 
and I can’t seem to get any of them out of my head
grad school
grad school
grad school
please just accept me because I will be such a failure if I can’t get in. 
I think and rethink about all the requirements,
 doing statistics on the averages, 
trying to learn where I might chalk up in the lineup,
but even though I know my application is strong, 
I feel so weak.
I have years of self-doubt weighing on my shoulders,
like the black demon my mom described seeing during sleep paralysis.

I google search ways to deal with my feelings,
but sometimes reading a book or taking a bath just won’t fucking cut it.
sometimes the endorphins from exercise just make it worse.
I sit here alone just dwelling on my thoughts,
and I can’t unthink them.
No matter how many times I’ve tried I can’t escape my own mind.
I’m tied down by the same knots in my throat
and the captain is me, pulling at any loose cord to free myself from this storm called anxiety.",5.498235294117649,5.889568145454548,5.307914438502674,85.81951871657758,67.54545454545455,8.216042780748664,29.631016042780754,7.928766900206844,1.7674513368983962,1100,37,223,12,17,340,170,275,0.152,0.741,0.107,-0.9324,0,1,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,2,2,16,14,3,2,14,0,15,16,9,2,1,44,37,15,0,2,10,1,5,2,0,4,4,0,1,0,7,10,2,1,12,4,1,3,8,8,1,0,2,8,35,7,30,29,6,27,1,0,3,1,7,18,1,6,6,134,42,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459657738140745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163618953021728,0.0,0.09203069079642333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368608776046074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466699493808188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13362838744795627,0.0,0.0,0.12284177932544825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362950955985777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605134758114696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240260661847214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353235432032263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23837498351344436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041414965614864,0.08594376357123115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121724848822807,0.2514112917656892,0.0,0.0683703915891506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346454581619686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06611482590256218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754694834890085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030251050232053,0.12196733270424558,0.12085951565704035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552427941455142,0.12147071265811656,0.14089623323413547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340225037333808,0.0,0.0,0.13205545574952454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203345424555456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36525610047074497,0.09586510811161374,0.10951841076486056,0.12550120936006876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038886768562627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379634825717128,0.0,0.08515036561029304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045212247904676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708465570706566,0.11819609144977207,0.0955063398389415,0.07014905607975823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16335430472618553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549011770731244,0.0,0.0,0.10816593402720216,0.0,0.0,0.13431287228661726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259800246917713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774705353913144
anxiety,Throwaway82947c,2019/02/02,"Panic attack during date This is really cliche, lovey-dovey, and awkward so please read at your own risk.

So I've (19F) been dating this guy (19M) for a couple of weeks. At the end of the date on Thursday, he walked me back to my apartment (we talked the whole way back) and he asked if he could kiss me (so fucking hot, I mean it). The moment he bent down, I froze in all sense of the word. I didn't tense up but I didn't reciprocate either. I just kind of stood there. And it was over in like 2 seconds. We basically touched lips. Shit. But that's not all. As a started to walk to the door to my apartment building. It all ""clicked"", like a wave hit me. My legs felt like jello (fuck this is so cliche) and I tripped over a crack in the sidewalk (am I stuck in a room com). Didn't fall but yeah. 

Said goodbye and closed the door. Then I notice that my heart is really pounding. Get to my apartment and I pace and hyperventilate for about 20 minutes (my classic panic attack). I'm actually getting really jittery as I'm writing this...

Now, it is worth saying that I'm a little tightly wound ball of anxiety and awkwardness. I've never really dated. I've never really kissed. I'm seeing this guy again on Wednesday. How can I not get an apple loading symbol when the time comes again? 

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anxiety,DaffyDuckOnLSD,2019/02/02,"Feelings of guilt/rumination? My anxiety can sometimes lead to rumination and ""broken record"" stuck-in-loops thinking. Does anyone have suggestions for when I'm painting  myself into a corner? The best way I can explain it is claustrophobic, or like overwhelming thoughts of being the root of the issue in everyones life I touch. I can rationalize these things as not real but also I can seemingly create evidence as to how it's the case. It's projection, I know this, but it doesn't make the thoughts any less consuming.  Just throwing it out there",5.785984848484851,8.05976066666667,6.280694444444446,72.07437500000003,68.59595959595961,9.798484848484847,32.57702020202019,10.125756701596842,3.814605050505051,442,20,71,12,8,143,73,99,0.037000000000000005,0.883,0.08,0.6072,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,5,3,0,1,6,0,8,1,0,4,0,20,17,9,0,0,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,7,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,2,7,2,11,14,2,8,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,2,2,52,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20722876219732028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17621949248165164,0.0,0.19823622294818,0.0,0.0,0.1811919898711332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719443531052272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267692487411942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476129202615096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102555462399967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704677825792715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14241285438998125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830334742412451,0.12659941405479766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17297345306741135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949503640026532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359051736484087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25628940506901376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17215661334386426,0.16604211988837358,0.0,0.4114457017204711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20568790801590306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ihavesword,2019/02/02,"so we meet again, mister anxiety i dont know where to start this, actually my anxiety started mid to late 2016. before that i hadnt really met people to be anxious about, my school experience was always quite troublesome and everyone was mean to me. but late 2016, when i was 20 i actually managed to meet en develope a great friendship. we got along so fine that it was by far the best thing i had ever experienced. and i wanted to keep that. this person was at that moment on a summer break so she had all the time in the world for me. and i remember her mentioning ''we're like best friends, we talk like everyday'' and i remember that because my mind (subconciously at the time) focussed so much on that i had established a level and connected to it was the fact that we talked daily. so as a result when the talking stopped as this person obviously has a personal life too it just started eating away at me, this constant fear of losing meaning to them if i stopped talking. so i obsessively tried to maintain, but this person i felt a connection with was very sensitive and would regularly get a bad mood and i remember that i either would get a negative reply or no reply (wich i would take as a hint they lost interest in the friendship) in the end everything just became signs of the apocalypse and i would start seeing messages in everything. and then ofcourse confront them with my absolute bullshit theories wich resulted in a fight and after that fight i ended up feeling more terrible because my fight picking must have pushed them away even further right? eventually my brain became so accustomed to all these hidden messages that it started applying to everyone, but mostly still to a select bunch of people (who have the highest value) 

this truely brain breaking experience caused me to become a solid toilet hugger and eventually it got me temporarily hospitalized. away from all of my obsessions i could finally find the room to no longer sink my teeth in looking for all these signs and i realised that, just being away from these triggers would reduce the stress to a level where i could somewhat rebuild the body that i had been destroying all this time also when i got back home i applied that same logic, if im at a distance it wont nearly hit me as much and with the necessary friends who thankfully were still very supportive i told them to take a bit of a distance from them, just for the sake of keeping things positive. the exact opposite of that obsessive maintaining urge that i had. it required great discipline to take such a decision. 

so as time progressed i found myself studying the patterns in this cognitive behavior. why did it happen with some people and not with others. what am i truely affraid of? are just 2 of those questions i needed to ask myself. i realised that anxiety is the worst possible self defense mechanic the world has ever seen. ''im affraid of being abandoned so i will become so insufferable to myself and other people that increases the likelyness of them leaving all whilest breaking myself in the process'' an actually good way of dealing with these fears i found is to set rules for myself. ''if they just drop you like you're nothing, or treat you unreasonable, theres no point in being affraid to lose them, not only is the emotional connection you feel one sided, they arent worth worrying about as losing a garbage person is equivalent to losing nothing at all'' in reality as i found out is that the fear comes with a certain expectation, an expectation wich came from a neglectfull childhood where there was a strong message that the moment i become inconvienient to someone they will just get rid of me. 

so in the end, with that basic principle i traded in my anxiety for depression, just that eternal void, looking at the world in such a bad way, because i was effectively looking at losing everyone in my life, and i just accepted it for what it was.

but then i remembered, i was hella inconvienient to the people who had to endure my anxiety in the past, why didnt they leave? they must have been different then. so i started researching personality, intelligence, morals and principles in people. connecting with what people tell me with how they act. i looked at how people solve problems and i do still believe that people to some extend only get along because they never showed their true self in a most dificult situation. i have seen people who turned out completely 2 faced. and looking back trough the past, there were signs all along. and the better i get at recognizing from what standpoint people make their decisions, the better i become at realising how reliable of a friend they will be to me. 

so in the past few years i managed to befriend people, and not amediatly die of anxiety, first and foremost im protected by the rule that if they just drop me, i havent really lost anything, second. i can see such a drop coming from miles away. but whats with the title then?

well even tho i've achieved a great deal over the past few years, i met a girl recently. and we get along wonderfully. every sign i get from her shows that trust is a very important factor for her. she cares about people. she's got a strong sense of morals. and i managed to get my first crush ever on her, my brain turned to absolute mush. couldnt think straight and when the pressure got too damn high i couldnt help but just straight up confess her, and the conversation that came from it was very uncomfortable. and my mind is once again flooding with thoughts. finding every bit and piece that could potentially mean she would exclude herself from my life. these thoughts are so strong and i cant shield myself as i feel like i messed it up myself, im at that same toilet hugging experience again. 

i see you have returned, mister anxiety. are you ready for this fight? because i sure am, i learned all your nasty perspective bending tricks. i know how to counter them. i even packed some extra weight so i can take the inability to eat a lot better. at the end of the day, where ever this situation ends, i'll make sure you arent any influence on the decisions i make. ",6.341958732926472,7.388475643417612,6.680415693112469,74.40642534147052,65.88753269398431,10.0231746585295,32.991676838128456,10.110191261400328,3.420885786689916,4901,203,858,112,75,1585,436,1147,0.147,0.715,0.138,0.4403,4,0,0,0,5,1,94.0,5,7,20,22,68,66,9,8,73,0,74,13,6,14,23,189,147,78,1,22,27,0,5,4,3,12,3,0,2,9,68,56,3,9,31,2,2,7,18,32,1,4,45,16,135,33,142,79,33,143,3,9,10,1,83,67,1,15,64,643,203,9,0.0,0.0,0.10958002459739392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029933080524826586,0.03114509458316133,0.0,0.0,0.02545395823710403,0.0,0.20043909605350413,0.04228570233565925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030802033183254588,0.0,0.03499237497093622,0.0,0.17583548327718812,0.057563340410976514,0.06250564767776831,0.11408613419258805,0.1653557616722238,0.031850516891769085,0.042171247558775854,0.07856179937049204,0.09931245166345586,0.08172861347278178,0.041576740720742134,0.0,0.12535412939674978,0.0,0.0856208211172632,0.03816279144446463,0.0384513355478222,0.0,0.0644859573968281,0.03924506641045845,0.040448969287825,0.0,0.08965539547084397,0.0,0.0,0.024139514015145733,0.0771782058416904,0.032238752084782926,0.0,0.0388468498134351,0.03910680548444905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04386815467584517,0.0,0.0,0.0766012955265368,0.0,0.04210416646211451,0.16576113988722835,0.0,0.0,0.07416728640618818,0.13543177325719602,0.06307345939539838,0.10729906508997733,0.06728006710853895,0.10984235221742927,0.0,0.12635883218546945,0.05677781070229685,0.0267402880690864,0.03593905767427997,0.04100317795619688,0.06842142222384534,0.06367656497674343,0.0,0.1231215178877197,0.0867559117517077,0.0,0.1564467294957061,0.0,0.0,0.03139484696946849,0.14968256690267254,0.12380145752565998,0.0,0.0,0.033099582607399584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025088810776380317,0.0395472768571685,0.037545747062038635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617250374722093,0.0,0.0,0.06653972572842047,0.0,0.0,0.04114154225528483,0.0,0.08444625204455616,0.07926678654322572,0.0,0.0,0.07931460379981188,0.07314641877153719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15716056119790714,0.20937523853225354,0.08171941504292976,0.03182199092420538,0.0,0.0,0.07495525588857313,0.0,0.0,0.12231804903920156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755880755848711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05503130741844945,0.027754170258569848,0.02886863504636425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183096420938721,0.0,0.0,0.03986215862282722,0.025363810430821115,0.05693501778273265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429262236791928,0.3373438793343193,0.1960967098874954,0.0,0.0,0.03538383031942618,0.0421971564451182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03581584150473952,0.0,0.0,0.04193061878731704,0.03981184201261243,0.0,0.0,0.047957750476091236,0.0,0.036958008274459775,0.0,0.1696054042690862,0.03196536046691911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037881567122993724,0.08948155747987595,0.0,0.07809614919936621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841466846504831,0.0,0.0,0.031714659810377376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158960595463342,0.0,0.08967590686357574,0.062586987468812,0.04287640127383225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04247557884522268,0.07055542552626869,0.0,0.11257202203137576,0.12034056346319608,0.032715822874240144,0.03446088703443314,0.0,0.0,0.0497341943797989,0.023983891485097462,0.0,0.0594311194575668,0.08730387822928153,0.0,0.0,0.03576635502999244,0.0,0.025412787293653708,0.08142706219820957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12353601318922933,0.02207742204485424,0.05942102484558263,0.0,0.045580148215641964,0.03365442837224526,0.0,0.06755023529680088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040591676422177564,0.0,0.03801239213800923,0.0,0.15953691026122568,0.0,0.0,0.04820790589448989
anxiety,badbicth06,2019/02/02,"Success Stories? What’s your story about how you overcame your anxiety/panic attacks???


I really need to hear that for some people it gets better. Had panic attacks/anxiety nonstop for 6 months when I was 18 and then I “cured” it by taking escatalipram and bupropion. Didn’t have anxiety or attacks at all until now, I’m 23 and for the past week I’ve been getting such bad anxiety that I feel like I’m gonna get a panic attack any second from now.

I really need to hear others success stories & what you did to get to that place. My anxiety in the past was so horrible and crippling that I refuse to go through that again. Please, any stories would be sooo welcome. Thank you",4.23706766917293,5.7150395112781975,5.300759398496241,80.747530075188,71.18045112781955,8.327518796992482,29.841353383458646,8.841846274778883,2.51500060150376,537,22,99,10,10,177,85,133,0.21,0.654,0.136,-0.8793,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,5,0,3,9,12,3,2,3,0,9,0,0,1,1,13,24,10,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,10,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,6,0,1,6,3,12,6,15,15,2,14,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,2,11,66,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575673324655006,0.0,0.18296191054794694,0.0,0.4116420672836095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4591215232103784,0.0,0.0,0.11232194824704067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897557495962573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06801939293721282,0.096103995853007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811330192821205,0.0,0.07645310790126561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032367235644641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06572164731472074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737579948147892,0.0,0.0,0.19949573142533292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156699351453661,0.0,0.0,0.2568368218820836,0.09326202613139664,0.0,0.140548982209609,0.14766699111565865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723590800879239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114533088159787,0.0,0.0,0.12385165545306172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790706468192053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556201315990673,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HD9999,2019/02/02,"How can I stop worrying that I'm becoming schizophrenic? I have generalised anxiety and especially bad social anxiety, along with chronic depression and possibly (though not diagnosed) some symptoms of OCD. The anxiety and depression began roughly 6 years ago, and I was on paroxetine for a good portion of that time, but I came off it about six months ago. Since then my full-blown panic attacks from pre-medication days have thankfully not returned, but my anxiety levels have increased somewhat. In fact, I think they're getting worse the more time passes. I'm not in therapy or anything at the moment.

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For the past month or two, the thought has occurred to me on many nights (it's pretty much always at night when I'm alone) that I am in the early stages of schizophrenia and that any minute, I might start hallucinating, believing that people are out to get me, and hurting myself or other people.

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Let me give some background info. I'm a 21-year-old male, so in the usual bracket for schizophrenia to develop. (I'm also a smoker which I hear is very common among schizophrenics.) I have had derealisation and some amount of brain fog ever since my anxiety disorder began. I have all of the ""negative"" traits of schizophrenia: outwardly emotionless, socially withdrawn, anhedonic, etc. (I have also been considering the possibility that I have schizoid personality disorder, which seems to match some of my experience. But of course I'm aware that these things can be explained by anxiety/depression. I just can't really remember whether I had them before I got ill. They might have been there to a much lesser degree; I wasn't a very happy kid but I wasn't totally miserable either.)

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As of yet, I have had no delusions, hallucinations, or strange body movements, with the exception of the fact that I have been having what I can only describe as ''tics"" for the last few months: I'll get the urge to pull the corner of my mouth back once or twice, and then the other side. Or something I've been doing a lot lately, which I never did before, is blinking with a single eye and then blinking with the other one, back and forth. This shit is making me nervous that I look like a weirdo to everyone else. I have read that facial tics are an early sign of schizophrenia.

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Other than that, I just feel like my experience of the world is ""weird"", and I constantly question whether my grip on reality is falling away. I have a lot of trouble making eye contact and thinking of things to say in conversations, even with friends (not that I have many) and family. I often feel like I'm not fully conscious or something, like I could really be dreaming; there's some kind of distance between my inner world and the world and people around me. Also, sometimes I think I see something in the corner of my eye and realise it was nothing; however, this seems to happen only when I'm already worrying about schizophrenia, not when I'm actively doing stuff in the daytime, so it's probably just an aspect of my anxiety. I also tend to daydream and zone out a lot - but again, probably just part of anxiety/depression, right?  


So what's going on? Is it just hypochondria? I've heard some people say that, if you believe you might have schizophrenia, then you don't have it, because it's in the nature of the condition that you don't realise it's happening when it comes on. Maybe that's true for the sudden-onset version, but what about the slow-burning sort? Couldn't I be correct about having schizophrenia if the symptoms gradually accumulate, and the delusional part only comes later on? How can I be sure it's not going to happen?

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One final thing I'll mention is that my mother's cousin has schizophrenia, so there's likely a genetic predisposition in me. I think there might also be a more distant relative on that side of the family with schizophrenia too.

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Thanks for reading this long rambling mess and thank you for any advice or support you can provide.",8.084969057153259,8.178847196743554,7.863635701757289,70.70074659959626,62.10719131614653,10.718059370553,36.700168779164045,10.322093796472897,3.891933077406757,3212,138,535,65,41,1027,325,737,0.11,0.821,0.069,-0.9752,1,1,4,0,0,1,125.0,0,6,2,0,38,27,2,3,41,0,63,15,8,4,9,111,109,59,0,4,32,2,4,5,1,4,7,4,0,3,45,32,0,1,14,3,0,10,16,12,0,5,18,13,61,15,81,79,26,88,0,4,5,0,26,35,1,29,47,402,106,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0467827540038025,0.08487634030994888,0.0,0.0,0.04958391124658512,0.05283109272836545,0.191427520336011,0.039835714347811135,0.3112343108836477,0.3490391322967911,0.06511308589202995,0.0,0.2197447971837808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03939692627818575,0.042618770808766485,0.0,0.05446455874548957,0.044980002005364936,0.0736256163677612,0.039973504003463584,0.0291840671127651,0.052874015763149707,0.0814759505284418,0.10787713403512836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053178171042060025,0.0,0.05344417109446683,0.0,0.054756079856254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824798965193708,0.0,0.0517357101584897,0.0,0.038224175925792116,0.0,0.0,0.03087532074223425,0.0,0.1649381690654615,0.048591969839284696,0.0,0.0,0.10973746251109144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039993297997683384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053393118220932866,0.03162089006066217,0.04330554703153815,0.0,0.04574647536975169,0.0,0.09366158886951176,0.09026430465862474,0.0,0.04841393010578367,0.06840361163483001,0.0,0.05244456330206882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036987994040784684,0.0,0.07503790697520063,0.04592592310462697,0.05441676649067547,0.040155156778530064,0.03828989481512601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270067279063287,0.050963673137751735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0539584407703712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051251022208395176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04985429406746842,0.0,0.0390243964137231,0.05400492146857925,0.0,0.0,0.04895528262852577,0.0,0.11694617895476304,0.0,0.0,0.04236773994243335,0.04020282042107736,0.0,0.0,0.12210446852718593,0.0,0.0,0.06391367463387786,0.09707517697340004,0.04809672643976008,0.0,0.053178171042060025,0.0,0.0,0.2031506212646595,0.0,0.0,0.11463975698697212,0.0,0.07038705362266443,0.0,0.03692403939398943,0.0,0.0,0.08985461615027195,0.0,0.04593721434899795,0.0,0.05023660666940704,0.050985157869599264,0.06488248121362197,0.10923295314087968,0.0,0.05617082686525976,0.0,0.10368760470249966,0.04570196603588037,0.1327615851795993,0.04180247657067236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794341086036947,0.0,0.04870593862758527,0.10323438146323577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05363079402371105,0.0,0.09577562078209312,0.0,0.061339715749717236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05423287781538143,0.04088486439445431,0.0,0.07614401214677956,0.0,0.0,0.03815006087767423,0.08716693946750781,0.0,0.0,0.049142850446828805,0.07920514919066733,0.0,0.0,0.097604770841848,0.0,0.1105692064797252,0.04734945552976644,0.0,0.033886068620574104,0.0,0.0,0.0400255222863504,0.0,0.0,0.054805254759214224,0.0,0.0543278178564604,0.04512148405020855,0.09952061013233812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223020226286875,0.05474906877066908,0.0,0.09541777864932163,0.12270509535274167,0.04703680174294492,0.03800728701851905,0.0558324256378729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0467667766271187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05272738882659871,0.07900353810025347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723847785040284,0.04878856707943091,0.0,0.0,0.3490391322967911,0.06165967367321231
anxiety,Moosschule,2019/02/02,"Panic over eternity I dont know if anybody can relate or can help me but I'm freaking out about some quite obscure concept which came to my mind. The only thing I can notice is my own existence.  All the other things, like the time before I was born or while i was asleep does not really exist to me. So since it is possible, that I exist (proof: i am here) means that it is possible that my very self consciousness will someday reemerge out of whatever ( because once it did) without me knowing and without a pause. It is some kind of never ending to me and I cant handle this thought. How should I deal with that? ",3.8221138211382097,5.027836739837404,4.801788617886178,84.97796747967482,71.84552845528455,7.743089430894308,27.487804878048767,8.167268648758528,1.7516926829268296,481,17,96,7,9,157,85,123,0.05,0.907,0.043,-0.1901,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,4,0,15,1,1,1,3,27,21,9,0,2,7,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,13,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,5,0,15,2,12,14,4,10,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,6,7,75,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761237528292357,0.0,0.15021587859775296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019057793331208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18199692078001656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544844958502892,0.0,0.20689439419418454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15635510940144126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832579567085992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18383109461487704,0.19403493317690165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624470365255768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19229529060416384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782471729435111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361524961162608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20098305112674866,0.0,0.18800100484015708,0.0,0.13426067382633358,0.0,0.20712247121760904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3980270054184475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18776369773970536,0.0,0.0,0.11309103158070785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18416155861689693,0.0,0.0,0.1460292392782685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23456026570933186,0.0,0.0,0.14014682800443784,0.10293733079565684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14565753220538205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403414340015157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JCE_1999,2019/02/02,"I got a job at a factory and I’m super nervous. TL;DR starting a new factory job with long shifts, need advice

So I got a new job at a plastics factory, working 12 hours a day and I’m super nervous. Ive only ever worked in a fast food environment, so I have no idea what to expect. I’ll most likely be one of the youngest people there, 19, because everyone at my orientation was at least 25+. I’m afraid I will get the short end of things bc I’m so young and inexperienced. I really want this to work out bc I need to make a living with my fiancé. We cant get by making minimum wage with the economy the way it is. Ive also never worked more than 8 hours at a time and I assume factory work is a lot more draining than fast food. I don’t want my work production to fall due to being tired all the time. Any advice would be greatly appreciated.",0.5506754385964889,2.6028820500000016,3.6414035087719334,85.82921052631582,84.05555555555556,6.678362573099415,21.140350877192983,7.85451343220497,1.0399999999999996,659,21,142,13,19,237,106,180,0.058,0.855,0.08800000000000001,0.7185,5,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,8,6,7,0,3,15,0,13,3,0,2,3,24,28,8,0,6,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,9,2,0,2,0,1,1,4,3,0,1,3,0,14,4,20,20,6,26,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,3,17,83,18,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320298647096267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494289635375837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073584396680676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237255787999525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656663921607366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515351208667577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739192714143607,0.0,0.1134451008391148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871211179273284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405593880552783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18990756963511388,0.1308927419008778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23383686472387336,0.0,0.0,0.13402403640850416,0.0,0.0,0.35344335600996835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05800215626248924,0.0,0.10483475652196933,0.10506629180163728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093421502612196,0.0,0.0,0.15849730946994275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17606348989429485,0.09156664723526033,0.2293272035811239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044990968679376,0.09029433986525334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823077149470353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605711896298911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403288866805345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887441552035637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845689980236067,0.13645484806071667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005203314936254,0.09423694628538297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.518591400802498,0.0,0.0,0.08433755157590901,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,haileyannee,2019/02/02,"Anxiety and ASMR Okay I feel like this is so weird but I want to know if others get anxiety when watching whispering ASMR. I’m perfectly fine when watching slime videos and what not. Don’t judge I find that shit satisfying and it seems to help with anxiety, maybe it’s the idea of like mindless entertainment idk. Anyways, I decided to give it a go with [this video](https://youtu.be/Ito3WvJT__g) because the title says she “plucks ur anxiety away”. this was my first time hearing the whispering ASMR and let me tell you, that didn’t help anxiety at all. As she was doing the switching from ear to ear thing, I got that feeling of a panic attack coming on. So I shut it off, I was literally like 2 minutes into the video. There’s all these comments abt how “I fell asleep to this” “this was amazing”.  I think it has to be the whole whispering thing that got to me, idk but it freaked me out and it didn’t help what so ever. ",2.887284313725491,5.152906650000002,3.6171895424836613,87.98794117647058,76.94444444444444,7.34640522875817,25.588235294117645,8.313332769828598,1.6753529411764707,727,27,147,14,17,230,107,180,0.162,0.628,0.21,0.9235,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,2,9,13,2,1,8,1,12,4,4,1,4,28,26,15,0,2,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,7,0,0,22,10,0,0,8,3,0,3,4,5,0,1,8,11,16,8,19,16,3,15,0,0,2,0,12,7,1,2,8,99,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.565408703607834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681663599640369,0.13888156596960805,0.0,0.0,0.09010957672922118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733366695109488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371146995932048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948426251809446,0.1056024930889175,0.0,0.0,0.13510461721391614,0.12573544450062274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722974331685327,0.1418022195421342,0.08400939760213984,0.0,0.2364499918031132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16660365534384985,0.0,0.29724148368672165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16687055903616532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123789505289279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15115575835509004,0.0,0.2166518596259152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14850485522808585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734346831715245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755223626815625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13456959219990253,0.0,0.0,0.1517348982210314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920101870440442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19640981072104927,0.09471695773271772,0.0,0.0,0.08619491283642694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718794662530686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16503552530189686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kanyefoprez2020,2019/02/02,"What I learned from a day without anxiety TLDR: it’s not fair to expect something from yourself that isn’t compatible with where you’re at in life. Please take it easy on yourself. 


I don’t know why, but today was a really good day. I just woke up in a good mood with lots of energy (and this NEVER happens). 

I had a volunteering event today with a bunch of people who I either didn’t know well or had never met.  
But it was weird... I didn’t have knots in my stomach, and lightheadedness and bouts of nausea. I wasn’t anticipating every next thing I’d say, and contriving conversation. I was just enjoying myself and the people I was getting to know. I wasn’t worrying about how I was standing or where I was looking or how I was talking or if I was even being helpful. I don’t know why, I just felt totally “normal”, I guess?

But I had a realization: if I normally felt like this (ya know, not having nauseating anxiety over mundane things), then I would enjoy events like that all the time. I’d have more friends and push myself out of my comfort zone way more often. I’d have so many things in life that seem unattainable to me. 
 
But the reality is, I do have this *thing* I have to deal with. I don’t know why I have it, or where it came from, and sometimes it can be a debilitating pain in the ass, but that’s okay. 
It’s okay because I’m human and that mean two things:  
     1. We all have our problems and   
     2. We all have an immense capacity for growth and change

So don’t get down on yourself for failing to reach your expectations or by comparing your life to others. Because our *thing/s* we have to deal with and our current place in life can be totally different.  
It’s not fair to expect a worker to dig an entire tunnel with a spoon (yeah, I’m bad at analogies) and it’s not fair to expect something from yourself that isn’t compatible with where you’re at in life. 

What is important is growth and patience. 
So *pleeease* be kind to yourself. Please be understanding of where you’re at in life. Aim for improvement, and remember that there is peace in patience. 
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anxiety,cakehasramen,2019/02/02,"anyone else get nervous using their phone? recently i’ve been feeling really anxious while using my phone even if i’m just using it for daily use like watching a video, or playing a game. 

or when i have to answer a message. sometimes i go days without answering messages. idk if this is due to anxiety of talking to other people or if i’m just lazy to start a conversation 

sometimes the anxiety isn’t so bad but sometimes i get anxious enough that i have to hide my phone for a couple of hours. i doubt this normal lol ",3.2236785329018325,5.247475553398059,4.797605177993528,81.04995685005395,75.01941747572816,6.907874865156419,28.92017259978425,7.793537801064563,2.0829771305285867,414,18,74,6,9,139,67,103,0.17800000000000002,0.731,0.09,-0.7926,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,2,6,1,5,0,0,4,0,19,16,10,0,4,10,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,2,8,2,10,15,1,8,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,7,8,48,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359609090792669,0.3484570162429698,0.0,0.10783656491238257,0.1580200659880701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12877007052666406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17064522353008024,0.0,0.09946131390348932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288338346147827,0.0,0.0,0.15935396584819891,0.0,0.10186308017617236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797996885204969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16115068909199792,0.0,0.08764869422292992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518789517382032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534574757581365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15110615610748218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691906497193383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879943877940016,0.0,0.15227697044470132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4575925638722238,0.0,0.10916009379024216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239589014760812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5327978926490589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14866582346421084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,littleredpanda,2019/02/02,"I can't trust my new bf - and basically everyone. I need help. 3 months in a new relationship and I cannot trust my bf. I am super jealous and super sure he still loves his ex and wants to go back with her. This is based on no logic at all. Everytime he goes out, I look at the time every minute and I imagine that he secretly goes to see her. 

For context: 
- I have never been jealous ever before. I'm even the contrary, my ideal way of enjoying love would be to experience polyamory. It's an ugly feeling. 

- My bf is the sweetest and has done nothing wrong. I know it's all in my head but it doesn't help me get over it. 

- Never met his ex but apparently a sweet gal who found a new bf. 

- I have... Lots of baggage. Let's get through it super quickly : abusive parents. Abused sis turned into a full narcissist adult. Last long relationship was with a pathological liar. He told me at the beginning of the relationship, we were OK for 1, 5y then it went south. Found out he was lying and almost cheating by reading his texts. Last short and horrible relationship was with an emotionally abusive douchebag who threatened and begged when I broke up with him. 


I see where my issues can come from but it does not help. I'm still broken and I can't help feeling jealous and angry. If I'm honest with myself, I know that anxiety and straight up paranoia is ruining all my relationships. I think my bosses hate me. I think my friends find me boring. And somehow hate me.

It makes no sense but I can't help feeling this way. How can I change? Have you been through this? 

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anxiety,Johnpy37,2019/02/02,"I'm freaking out. I just got off the phone with pretty much the only person I talk to, and I think I pissed him off. He was telling me of this outing (date?) With 2 girls (one of them is his crush) so it was a big deal for him, anyway were talking about and I kind of act like his relashionship counselor and tell him what he should do, anyway I say something and it get quiets for a couple of seconds and he says that he has to go, he is going to go play with V. Normally I wouldn't mind this, but he is lying. A little backstory I got this game that he has been bugging me to get for a while and I've been asking him to play with me, but hasn't been able to because he doesn't have ps plus. So, he is either lying to me about not having it therefore implying he doesn't have it, or of he actually doesn't he lied about going to play with V just so he could hang up the phone. It's really driving me crazy!",1.872707275803723,2.8392289949238574,3.668040609137056,92.15644331641286,76.30964467005076,6.471607445008463,20.74754653130288,6.742157984588678,0.14236541455160712,700,15,166,6,15,236,103,197,0.08900000000000001,0.8370000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.7151,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,0,10,7,1,0,7,0,23,1,1,1,0,27,34,14,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,0,2,11,13,0,0,1,4,0,7,6,2,0,2,8,3,20,5,29,23,2,15,0,0,0,0,33,6,1,1,3,112,31,0,0.17620864235122002,0.0,0.17195421653254694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16473129418014962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741515286781593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14068826268972456,0.19497151121968284,0.0,0.0,0.18166337296858664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18412348577000529,0.0,0.40057372871181934,0.0,0.2818602965081838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834941852923524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860866420104846,0.1766073513072446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17792049733727522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953362695439108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17264705686696144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940353637269432,0.13401461277363033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15385858981690884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17926753742161464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288376837035005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802563697894478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565402165733864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283259664114338,0.308028240250532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290738302552747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sammyinside,2019/02/02,"Heart attacks that never happen. I hate this! I hate thinking I’m dying. My brain make false flags feel like I’m done for, and my body falling for it every time. I was driving. I had a chance to go to the ER. I had my phone in my hands ready to call. Just like I still want too browsing here. I went to the internet, not to look for reasons why I’m dying but to search for ways to move past it. It’s hard to accept it. My had feels numb and my chest feels heavy. I just chewed a Beyer because the last time I called that’s what 911 told me to do. I’m on medications I take to infrequently and just started a generic Xanax. I feel like I’m going insane. It is coming back now. I don’t know weather to sit or to stand. My neck feels fuzzy and my arm sucks. 

It’s coming again.",-0.3276973684210525,1.6774878154761943,1.6953258145363428,98.65669172932331,87.51190476190477,4.2511278195488735,16.580200501253135,5.399115186594226,-0.8502904761904757,595,13,144,3,19,197,98,168,0.091,0.7929999999999999,0.116,0.2709,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,9,9,4,0,6,0,8,11,7,2,1,24,35,6,2,1,6,0,7,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,10,6,1,0,9,0,0,8,3,5,1,0,7,8,21,4,18,28,0,23,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,1,13,80,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599834583600332,0.0,0.10813344495679918,0.0,0.08572488409443188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15620484051520356,0.0,0.15698618547214796,0.2871916800703554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422753326986124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29189714606938444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14391019553607487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848427143166057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3555260590340149,0.2009278438258344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15984307403701475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435594836632426,0.0,0.12597412617281015,0.27768000010488764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16664361406041842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728489457243783,0.1146297343168566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20610967479166886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809122106077767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938695817972866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166685845499666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14946419368784544,0.0,0.0,0.10846017400924478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424433702730434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445879270422895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995364797404844,0.0,0.1123048647461101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573396593297923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010807195126204,0.0,0.0,0.1640014120726904,0.0,0.0,0.13437507814273889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294541923491447,0.11162312808016214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036259248398688,0.12689395017966326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,meatlaof,2019/02/02,Why do I keep crying Whenever I feel embarrassed in public I feel a huge lump in my throat and will 100% cry if someone merely asks if I’m ok. Whenever I feel embarrassed and I’m by myself I just cry. Will I ever stop caring about what others might think of me and just live in the moment better? 😔 ,1.3142857142857167,3.2208063809523857,3.676428571428573,87.40607142857145,80.42857142857143,6.73968253968254,18.436507936507933,7.793537801064563,0.5952031746031752,234,5,49,4,6,81,43,63,0.235,0.613,0.151,-0.7096,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,2,2,1,4,2,1,0,1,15,13,5,0,2,4,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,9,3,6,10,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,3,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19926366453191927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18851119297223912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21731756356370416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7023958853873961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19280365690882148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32332057009666304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18945483975589608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18821269872512428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22611527487806765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805987543985758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782004291707429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136575985797644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923320071360366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DramaticWasabi,2019/02/02,"How do you guys deal with paranoia? I find that on my bad mental health days, I see issues in relationships that aren't actually there.

I hate it. Most of the time I'd say I'm pretty level headed but if I miss my medication or just am in a bad state I start blurring reality. Insignificant words become dissected over and over. ",2.826666666666668,4.987466461538464,4.973461538461539,78.70070512820514,76.69230769230771,8.025641025641027,23.14102564102564,8.841846274778883,1.7531025641025637,260,8,51,6,6,90,54,65,0.203,0.736,0.062,-0.8556,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,3,4,1,0,2,0,3,3,1,1,0,11,8,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,8,0,7,8,1,10,0,1,1,0,5,6,0,4,3,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.22489070144389375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38484036672115823,0.0,0.2545192887587205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862432070059792,0.23758884310834186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21063156849403572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22818654508199004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275264646487946,0.2365131742683673,0.2449627413645629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405350014958797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321590280177995,0.23224429696778576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344554443027315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24742227607338196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832669557542912,0.0,0.0,0.18364268763286976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16311713721106524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438008308921992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,0b00010011,2019/02/02,"Looking for some insight Hello everyone - decided to make a new account for anonymity to post here and was looking for some advice. I've been ""needing"" someone to talk to for a while now and don't have anyone, so thought I'd try here. 

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I'm not sure if what I have been dealing with has been anxiety or something else. I used to regularly have panic attacks years ago and they went away, and I really don't have that issue anymore. Recently on occasion, I come close to having one but manage to pull out of it. Things go day by day for me. Some days are absolutely great while others are pitiful, but I try to keep my head high. I've got nothing to be unhappy about - my life is great and I have everything I need, and almost everything I want, but sometimes just feel down is the best way to put it. On those days I feel like that, my mind seems to always be in over drive and then I work my self up thinking about things I should have done differently, things I could have done, etc. It's almost like I get caught in a daze/daydream state thinking about stuff. The best way I could describe those days is I feel like I'm on drugs or something, just out of it feeling. Today would be a perfect example - it's my birthday and I was out to eat with my parents and sister, but I felt zoned out just not all there with them, kinda like I was in autopilot and just felt out of place. I feel like it was to the point that they were probably wondering what was up with me.

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As I'm typing this out, it almost does seem as if I may possibly have a combination of depression / anxiety. The feeling of ""losing"" control of your mind is a horrible feeling, and it seems as if it has the snowball effect of leading to more worrying by stressing over whatever mental BS I'm dealing with is. On a side note, I recently lost a whole lot of weight over the past 6 months, which I understand can cause issues along with also being diagnosed with having a thyroid issue a month ago (which can also cause anxiety/depression). Am on on the right path of thinking? Anyone else have similar issues and if so, how long did it take to correct itself? Im really hoping this thyroid medicine eventually fixes it, cause things are definitely getting scary on occasion. ",5.712402379755325,6.057563350678737,6.3053041729512325,79.01409669850848,67.07692307692308,9.534573487514663,32.20747444276856,9.444778638647367,2.8307005865594097,1779,70,342,33,27,581,215,442,0.081,0.7859999999999999,0.134,0.9816,2,0,3,0,0,0,57.0,0,1,3,9,16,19,1,2,17,0,47,8,1,9,4,97,87,33,0,12,16,2,10,5,0,3,5,0,0,1,29,28,2,2,21,0,1,8,4,7,0,1,19,12,34,12,68,59,10,61,0,4,2,0,11,29,0,20,25,246,63,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643284129128456,0.11670882534076145,0.0,0.19775801136090687,0.0,0.0,0.105288616143087,0.054775917660509627,0.1426537740919152,0.15998155661738322,0.0,0.0,0.10071969432395826,0.0,0.06528577122234322,0.09205987464027107,0.06745071802560113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489124355122435,0.061849546984483986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816925943471484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20287694271856813,0.0,0.05670680310820956,0.0,0.0,0.07383405603866551,0.105119958179792,0.0,0.0,0.212274846128293,0.13573588730264793,0.11339873924341168,0.06681616691090862,0.0,0.06877844443406779,0.0,0.0,0.057608365099998074,0.13473409831086572,0.0,0.0,0.07634201761029448,0.06736062793526514,0.10998520468172304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734179641357022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06290348269478786,0.11832770025117767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329997396506149,0.14108711215304745,0.12641444120237105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878702158241275,0.0,0.03741276351440905,0.0,0.052650345549487096,0.14515583774237925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756067572045743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695531161429454,0.0,0.06538414406572908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07110780569767489,0.27483808943418064,0.0,0.058512818574380086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04649774723928563,0.1608063109702791,0.0,0.0,0.058257567927262034,0.11056141039058286,0.07364704445105699,0.07186133176934756,0.05596639785451665,0.0,0.0,0.043942103668065176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634125851087838,0.0,0.1329392721315349,0.0,0.10508991729568852,0.0,0.0,0.09762437168138316,0.0,0.06357912186250862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06316575745985473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04460818020654126,0.0,0.0,0.07723743976147056,0.07309653681214594,0.0,0.06284228033787838,0.0,0.0,0.06877844443406779,0.0,0.062230723715259326,0.07421354784374601,0.06304703973985809,0.0,0.07097598312649009,0.0,0.0,0.06617743400851085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843448968905009,0.0,0.12999856608126942,0.0,0.0,0.05621854665585497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797877549264981,0.06867515246622745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05577763104124673,0.10135845599990864,0.0651076532661943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540815840142537,0.0,0.07535971605386622,0.0,0.0,0.06204409122614436,0.0,0.04949604337533064,0.052911741669932316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17493837618541122,0.1265438120592422,0.0,0.05226174698534432,0.0,0.0,0.06239923853779392,0.0,0.0,0.08938863490071491,0.0,0.0,0.06853145687564191,0.0,0.05685607108976165,0.0,0.0,0.03882829923204256,0.10450574023957107,0.0,0.08016332841588712,0.0,0.06102516324979165,0.0,0.07349695695757334,0.0,0.0,0.07138993652648465,0.04792509763864897,0.06685366314335496,0.0,0.04676381506857292,0.0,0.15998155661738322,0.042392426788291714
anxiety,enigmainlogic,2019/02/02,"If they had just listened Hi all, 
This is my first time posting here, but I don’t know where else I can vent this.

I’ve been in therapy for almost two years because of my anxiety and I’m working on undoing a lot of damage done by my parents. Most recently, I’m working on learning how to accept and hold into love. It’s not something I was taught. But now, I’m just angry thinking about it.

I asked my parents multiple times in my teens to go therapy and was always told no. They thought that if I couldn’t talk to them, I couldn’t talk to a stranger. And, because of that, 15 years later, I’m having to work hard to undo that. And, it sucks. My life would have been so much different, and I feel like I wouldn’t be such a mess. 

Anyway, I just wanted to vent, thanks.",2.1395747730530346,3.5035242857142883,3.6785093167701888,90.74784519827999,76.32919254658384,6.692976588628763,24.806975633062592,7.321109707123232,0.9671983755375062,594,20,132,7,13,197,99,161,0.131,0.7709999999999999,0.098,-0.5267,3,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,3,4,11,7,1,0,3,0,16,2,0,1,1,34,33,12,0,9,8,2,2,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,8,7,0,1,6,0,0,1,6,3,0,2,9,3,18,4,18,19,4,16,0,1,0,1,12,6,1,5,9,91,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566939127902907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020538797652098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970814398406895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628935375826313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907796982362488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16349016911889502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601352044247046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13072045945462288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912189672127852,0.1117906247914153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13310333390818455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893220956806397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401769511309546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599830154630496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052771871114037,0.07644910027332427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330352252875041,0.1412309284047783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503212350410365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475090273924207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14986630294315698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450689332043954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046732991279335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515482769397347,0.0,0.14406741178302065,0.35790113757705944,0.0,0.0,0.1002672150397726,0.0,0.12422906512917055,0.1824915847718179,0.0,0.0,0.14952505990153458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15285997489536354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229701631491599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417618288311237,0.0,0.0,0.11116017666748416,0.0,0.0,0.20153828956169892
anxiety,artistofmanyforms,2019/02/02,"i'm angry anxiety isn't taken seriously by scientist and doctors. i believe anxiety is caused by deficiency's and imbalances and many things, but if all bad mental health is is chemical imbalances why not research on how to fix it? why not educate people and explain to them that sometimes it is out of control and it's not their fault their mind is turning against them? i'm pissed anxiety isn't treated like the life ruining disease it is just because people don't have it as bad as others. if everyone felt the constant fear i felt i bet there would be a cure in a week. ",4.104591937069813,5.882431769911507,5.596932153392334,77.29819075712884,72.00884955752213,9.270009832841692,33.7944936086529,9.725611199111238,3.6030499508357927,462,24,84,12,9,156,73,113,0.256,0.711,0.033,-0.9815,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,4,1,3,9,1,1,4,0,12,4,1,3,1,23,19,11,0,3,7,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,8,6,0,1,3,0,1,0,6,7,0,0,3,2,7,2,11,14,1,5,0,1,0,0,5,3,1,3,3,57,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3938616761430236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28658755956705,0.10461668023103077,0.0,0.0,0.1933546066760634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762988598014887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18545798381229106,0.19248407019115527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17565819489039886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639882599968635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19311785249903696,0.0,0.0,0.3295601986274497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824218047359657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121879960990177,0.08384383821951925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739936162522533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17295048037304458,0.0,0.17328515837411898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23795648923833196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16973449345256986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401530840715828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18667099618263214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13766152924635627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097169264078468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191243370608801,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tmmartin_,2019/02/02,"Should I consider medication again? Lately my anxiety has been doing a lot worse and I've been having more minor attacks than usual and with 1 or 2 big ones a month. I used to take some form of medication for it a few years ago but it gave me constant headaches and loss of appetite but I'm starting to feel like it'd be worth it again. I'm underage so of course I'd have to talk to a parent about possibly starting up again but I feel like they think I've been better recently when I haven't and I change too much when on medicine, should I just go for it and maybe risk who I am? Not that I'm who I want to be or anything but I don't want to concern anyone",2.847272727272724,3.511431804195805,4.3450419580419615,89.38063986013987,73.61538461538461,7.678041958041959,25.48881118881119,7.908726449838941,1.147428531468531,520,16,121,7,10,174,87,143,0.08199999999999999,0.8,0.118,0.7069,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,2,9,6,1,1,4,0,15,2,0,1,0,24,29,14,0,4,8,1,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,3,0,1,1,3,3,0,1,4,2,12,3,16,20,6,18,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,4,16,81,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706737584003122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355491158160859,0.0,0.0,0.12389468309436827,0.0,0.1458114665189558,0.0,0.0,0.2015780908366176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15670928965942302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874424894310057,0.0,0.0,0.1914783837790406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17918418555864113,0.2531677435249647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070060376281663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998769331133009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731312106612141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063976902452705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17801018707455893,0.0,0.0,0.3569985941660779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143058580776233,0.0,0.1302543178140255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006786608610633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967474385344216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19975399765290347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17495278165755432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508306016179602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322409208950098,0.14241782300450115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353556985890002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15303442324209862,0.19514867317906934,0.0,0.2090213503872332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805707497325568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410391993384415
anxiety,alisrourr,2019/02/02,"I got diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder and I don’t know what to do I’m gonna try to make this story as short as possible. Ever since I was a child I got physically and emotionally abused by the same 5 guys from kindergarten to 8th grade. It fucked me up so bad I had the worst anxiety at 9-13. I then went to highschool and also got bullied by every single person ever. I have no clue why either. I’m 5’10 and 170 pounds and an average looking guy, there’s nothing to physically pick on. I was usually quiet so I don’t know why o was so targeted. I also got abused physically my dickhead of a dad and that fucked me up more.

I went to college and met a girl that bullied me for 3 years and I finally broke up with her 6 moths ago. It’s still fucking me up and my confidence is well... pretty much I have no confidence lol. I graduate in May and I’m getting paid 65k a year. I also want to start a YouTube channel and have these dreams and aspirations. I like my life currently because my ex isn’t here and neither is the bullies. Everyone is gone and it’s just me thankfully.

However, everyday I sit feel like they’re here mentally. I start work on May 14th and honestly I’m nervous. What if I get bullied at work? What if I get bullied on my YouTube channel? Overall I think pretty much 24/7 and let it get to me EVERY SINGLE TIME. I’ll be brushing my teeth and think of getting bullied. I’ll be eating food and think I’m getting bullied. It’s so bad that I went to the therapist and she said I have generalized anxiety disorder. I hate this and everything that happened in my life. Why me? I have no clue. I need help to move on with my life and start my new life on May 14th. I get a fresh start finally and I just want it to be good. This is the last chance I’m giving life honestly. I want to live my life to the fullest and achieve my goals. ",0.8852823920265784,3.0945899147286866,3.249049464747138,88.18017441860466,83.96124031007753,6.993207825765964,24.976559616094487,8.11559375814309,1.6652668143226284,1455,61,313,32,42,500,175,387,0.2,0.684,0.116,-0.9912,2,0,0,0,2,0,36.0,0,0,0,4,16,16,4,1,13,1,24,13,1,2,2,51,72,35,0,6,5,2,1,2,0,4,7,2,0,5,17,26,2,0,6,3,1,5,7,9,1,0,15,5,49,7,37,49,9,39,0,1,1,3,13,14,3,5,21,194,66,8,0.0,0.18694772272355328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993280481351788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18926918903488307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810559922131576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174268555775234,0.04809169814835616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007349821789438,0.0,0.0,0.1808336344025744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072598848902376,0.0,0.08874263636920145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272426717928074,0.1329394580631327,0.07538447867230327,0.07090284682017065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03989005548518218,0.05636030492749139,0.0,0.1728441822793276,0.0,0.0,0.0953962561215237,0.0,0.0,0.2188025440425796,0.2885239002266107,0.07568018613026938,0.0,0.06617068386771596,0.25238786033025656,0.0,0.0,0.15623053534312992,0.06976374240643951,0.0,0.0,0.07788930185177792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052879498604191257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867137205367566,0.06430733199382188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806721923247201,0.33434159301585203,0.07708507955611314,0.0,0.06966288899821446,0.0,0.06624922759848448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052660877186309976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795043608566598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384947921195482,0.11598907456228827,0.05849725682614729,0.0,0.07619417480115431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756987926909626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888526117085232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893863066005386,0.0,0.1605226090975954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504415085593104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06526009743527121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22336003782314906,0.0,0.06300307912942049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263295355362429,0.0,0.09159943965356497,0.0,0.15165200546332114,0.0,0.0,0.04600243259947606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053562341483658384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688815228534942,0.0,0.13959725137359946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093318667022742,0.2194004172932189,0.21356268766151493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486831399585255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160744226500357
anxiety,alexCDG,2019/02/02,"i made this website to help people with anxiety and panic attacks. http://anxietyhelp.onuniverse.com

i would be really happy if you visited my site or put it to use. i spent a lot of time on it and i feel that it would help at least one person out!",2.798750000000002,5.371573041666667,4.379000000000001,80.76600000000002,79.0,7.173333333333334,20.016666666666666,8.238735603445708,1.1049116666666672,198,5,38,4,5,66,39,48,0.145,0.6779999999999999,0.177,0.4186,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,12,7,4,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,2,1,6,1,7,2,2,7,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,3,1,29,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20238453136941775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009705168690551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337674067616192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281624663801852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3546524723067841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22491595667058026,0.0,0.25032917936743443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792699175060124,0.0,0.0,0.31039933461316194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18340974310733812,0.23099999834155885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26595173980501585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16948127717386655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15426466668726374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22849134680645244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758658268861714,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kozalak7,2019/02/02,"Anxiety Over Very Small Social Things? Hi guys. This is gonna be a random post but I was just wondering if anyone else goes through this. I get anxiety over very very small things. Like for example I get really stressed before calling or texting my friend and sometimes I even have to meditate or take deep breaths before doing that. Or the other day I had to go to an event where there were many people I knew and I immediately panicked and went to the toilet to take deep breaths. Stuff like this has lead to me believe that I might have social anxiety but the weird thing is; I dont go out of my way to prevent socialising. I am pretty introverted and like to spend time alone but I do talk to random strangers a lot while I’m in public and I like meeting new people. Its almost as if I’m more comfortable with people I dont know rather than people I have known for a long time. Which doesnt make any sense because I dont have any toxic friends etc. in my life, I’m actually very lucky to have some really good friends. I dunno, I’m really confused, lately it seems like small things are making me exhausted and the only time I feel genuinely comfortable is when I’m with my parents, brother or when I’m with myself. Why could this be and is there any way I could get past this? Any replies would be much appreciated :) ",3.570827922077921,5.209161223484852,4.554523809523811,84.80000000000003,73.12878787878788,7.755844155844157,25.450216450216452,8.418075326091056,1.5907307359307357,1049,34,212,18,21,341,143,264,0.08199999999999999,0.708,0.21,0.9921,1,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,8,16,0,2,8,0,28,4,2,3,0,44,50,20,0,6,11,2,1,5,3,3,2,0,0,1,16,11,0,1,6,0,1,4,4,4,0,0,5,1,25,12,24,37,5,30,0,0,0,0,13,11,0,17,17,131,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0887233445268491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104174837414436,0.09416415031875004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24731080116545096,0.0,0.20865721958553493,0.0,0.0,0.06357233179589658,0.0931567513631876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05542307602263154,0.0,0.15472990048665464,0.10243401952220307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283795764642186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451820543073646,0.0,0.0,0.05863491343094879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31966742787528196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595074349153498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139816492368732,0.06005081426669275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0459711273010602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21073023143683636,0.0,0.14250349708956864,0.0,0.10334216181949916,0.0762581273623688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002361291825875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04996643194723787,0.0,0.10256003238287938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642184279917437,0.2220909423529626,0.0,0.0,0.08046001479723454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07729566062806904,0.0,0.0,0.1213776145193194,0.0921770925984792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645016476705594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683556148744682,0.0,0.0,0.08780965748930196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06914761906112685,0.0,0.0,0.10095423895613127,0.0,0.08679199949079111,0.2521257712252037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870747944151129,0.09249680412534253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747341648475816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276879117123985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18535992991097303,0.0,0.0,0.08992072500781118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414683888600228,0.0,0.10407993475422857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367187997739964,0.07307684939793002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416088559353612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15904593208509274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000691494621741,0.0,0.1443337527678873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428236386751363,0.08203980818302793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859723901393123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06458589649829467,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AnonCycleContinues,2019/02/02,"Plea for help to escape one's mind. Hey everyone, I have fallen into a rut where I wait for other people to get me out of my rythm to do things that I should do. I don't take the initiative to do things I should do or even experience new things. I have found myself to be an introvert who doesn't really have any social skill and can only get to know someone so well. I think I want to change but I don't think I have the ambition or direction to change.  

I spend my time doing nothing productive, all the while criticizing myself for doing nothing. This results in a cycle where I get nothing done. I try to make an attempt to change but it only lasts a few days at most. I don't know what I should do at this point since I think if I leave this to continue I could easily be doing the same thing for the next 40 years and living with regret.

I know this is kind of broad but if you want more clarification just post below or dm me. I appreciate any and all feedback.",4.08629161882893,4.488610273631841,5.527562189054726,82.97138920780714,70.6417910447761,8.771680061232301,24.41676234213548,8.841846274778883,1.471363260619977,759,18,163,13,13,257,112,201,0.054000000000000006,0.867,0.079,0.4306,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,2,6,3,0,0,10,0,25,0,0,2,2,38,40,13,0,9,9,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,13,6,0,1,8,0,1,1,4,1,1,1,2,0,27,2,24,32,6,20,0,1,0,0,5,10,0,6,8,124,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17374945609322295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4054293037105149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199838766251712,0.0,0.0,0.08238851088339595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307331265045464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437800749198016,0.0,0.0,0.12207108762832093,0.0,0.12496451289291972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400718411330092,0.0,0.0,0.2002331074422451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562847447568188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13303249814480847,0.21062501919461896,0.10413371687672784,0.0,0.1352693451432135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280604147054199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527445790980995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899159825818707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338223932477226,0.13586411745700894,0.0,0.0,0.36774018148108506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656705227839202,0.1943200401340264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856611884928714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076552525204927,0.0,0.12234967577444088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818402484110403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056765426114255,0.0,0.0,0.13022555768586727,0.10824259317362657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605248532011404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33948705117808936,0.2455721068045965,0.0,0.0,0.07449235014779991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086734211020444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070112225776872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486305136389713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226714044371226
anxiety,Sushiwrap,2019/02/02,"I think I screwed up Today my boss called me in and told me he saw me on break for too long. He said that this was a very serious offense and now I can’t get it out of my head. I’m so scared I’m going to get fired, I apologized and said it would never let it happen again but I still can’t shake off the feeling of the possibility of me being fired. If anyone could tell me something to feel better that’d be cool. If it makes any difference I’m 18 and am a cashier at Target.",1.6799999999999995,2.545672235849061,3.715235849056608,92.02587264150948,76.64150943396227,6.809433962264151,21.740566037735853,7.1686216300943375,0.3645509433962264,371,9,91,4,8,127,73,106,0.153,0.753,0.094,-0.6658,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,2,2,4,1,10,2,1,2,1,16,25,8,0,4,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,7,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,5,8,12,2,12,14,0,15,0,0,1,1,8,6,1,2,6,57,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197674734417787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459829954362243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846478875912746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21318650369657804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666928880272857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181294158646828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21112967473129365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181566181134929,0.0,0.11865380670399822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846224085571996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142672875431742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21349047423242426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18476267333804788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139361474134077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16102308591731446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23536673406331904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3971929085579834,0.0,0.20902400646581284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16072812479352114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667310240845075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824818786573656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13377702870377914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19789789613078315,0.19949709605923904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17226437995513236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14831047355673038,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,peachyflower1,2019/02/02,"I'm very anxious for my job interview. pls help (im F17) I've never had a serious job before, but on Tuesday im going in for an interview (which already took me a lot of guts to apply & call to set up). I have chronic anxiety that makes me irritable & i just want it to go away. im so scared for my interview & any advice will help me. any mindset to walk in with, calming techniques, things to tell myself, anything will help. im trying to do things this year that scare me so i can succeed but all it's doing so far is just scaring me. anyways, any advice or support would be awesome. hearing similar experiences & how you coped would help immensely. ",1.8960103329506308,4.014482022388059,4.0165671641791025,84.62493111366247,79.52238805970148,6.809644087256029,27.471871412169925,7.882392219407189,1.8851625717566007,517,23,102,9,13,177,88,134,0.132,0.657,0.211,0.8903,2,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,1,7,7,0,3,3,0,11,2,1,2,2,14,19,7,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,8,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,4,0,0,2,1,12,3,16,12,2,14,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,2,3,63,20,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21044676072208074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882725340612375,0.0,0.0,0.4666837452230723,0.0,0.2196777150851768,0.0,0.08237469436760557,0.12164743865951028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886112382030451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116864559248008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09162751440450376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995303783919784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533143249791338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239373761537975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213628752255148,0.0,0.28870179766517085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.465250320768992,0.0,0.2137110222546078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154545094811692,0.0,0.0,0.07187705212614975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304924163515455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234185667533675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221936750887092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411682522613317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307524827357052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119636135763391,0.07310746452625347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884704969180772,0.06351229128566999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15298517334044798,0.0,0.0,0.06934221203957656
anxiety,nanotech23,2019/02/02,"Can propranolol make you depressed? Hi

the medications I take are the following:

* (titular) propranolol 20mg x2 a day
* gabapetin 300mg up to x5 a day 
* luvox 50mg
* abilify 10mg
* strattera 60mg a day

I just feel really fatigued and depressed nowadays, and I hope it's propranolol causing this because that is easier to give up than my other medications. For example if my Strattera was causing this, which i'm hoping it's not, i'm basically out of options for treating my ADHD. I did a quick google and apparently there is a suspected link between propranolol and depression. I'm just wondering if anybody has experienced depression after starting propranolol - it's hard for me to make a conclusion myself because i'm on so many different meds.",4.501347557551938,7.185734766423359,6.349197080291972,68.31218416619879,73.5985401459854,10.638742279618192,36.815833801235264,10.560738912317856,5.1588555867490165,601,36,94,22,13,207,86,137,0.15,0.787,0.064,-0.8883,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,5,8,0,0,8,0,7,3,0,4,0,22,21,7,0,4,5,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,2,3,10,3,14,19,0,11,0,5,0,0,3,4,0,6,6,59,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18876032462467335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19148943078073766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32269584769969256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038797285137701,0.0,0.541115739391709,0.0,0.0,0.16409838002812907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941624347622117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15067003580077273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069843295069026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31199984846989004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096827890276009,0.15923817531797152,0.0,0.0,0.1744626213930051,0.3164507759049239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061917696204126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117065977264938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809253033455662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17032913481399342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rainbowcake12,2019/02/02,"I lost an irreplaceable item. I've worn my grandma's favorite ring every single day since she died. It's basically become a part of my hand. I only take it off to shower. 

This morning on my way into the grocery store I realized it was gone and proceeded to have the biggest panic attack I've ever had. I spent the rest of the day sobbing uncontrollably as I drove to all the places I had been in the past 24 hours. I don't know how it could have slipped off my finger. I don't remember the last time I had it on. 

I haven't been able to stop the racing thoughts thinking about where it could be, who found it, did they turn it in or keep it, is it in the trash somewhere, what would my grandma say, I'm a terrible granddaughter, I'll never get it back, etc. It wasn't expensive, but as someone who is very sentimental, it was extremely valuable to me. I feel like a huge failure. ",4.01487108655617,4.5875392486187865,5.352168508287296,83.55525092081031,70.87845303867405,8.464272559852672,28.895488029465927,8.59863814320734,1.9766570902394105,688,25,146,11,12,231,113,181,0.118,0.78,0.101,0.2213,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,1,5,8,1,2,13,0,20,2,2,1,3,20,35,6,1,3,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,17,2,0,2,7,0,3,2,5,6,0,0,16,5,19,2,18,15,6,26,0,2,0,0,5,12,1,1,12,101,36,0,0.17341501702689832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19728461687280133,0.0,0.1333454438235076,0.0,0.0,0.19152326178027285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769155603752305,0.0,0.0,0.2236766794318692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17997740897364198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19340358417451167,0.0,0.15686381109792072,0.14610963117351694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768384314705474,0.12388772281397495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19014061530303747,0.0,0.0,0.09060218895567768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17077885997644462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541392350722368,0.0,0.0,0.09530435816348903,0.141356384270923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472181778848673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18930297634045928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374835182783318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318899348289053,0.0,0.2034651581283387,0.0,0.18779156427008747,0.16554425607035902,0.0,0.0,0.18118178328820772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964454090542508,0.0,0.0,0.1379065819089131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345069410598982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14693398117389028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14498271924493178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038651103907356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111734071934873,0.0,0.13767215287398407,0.10111969099500977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886257411495557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14308555053698127,0.0,0.13764876871132695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231890525760019,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,snseymour1,2019/02/02,"gay anxiety i was supposed to go on a first date  tonight with a girl i have a super big crush on (i’m also a girl) and i vommited from being so anxious right before i was supposed to go to her house. i’m sad that my anxiety always gets in the way of me having fun! i’ve been on dates before but i really really like this girl,  so i’m so nervous. any tips on how to calm myself down before our rescheduled date?",1.8090529695024105,2.9470781235955066,4.350593900481542,86.51651685393259,76.75280898876404,7.3329052969502415,22.82664526484752,7.957251820313856,1.0775701444622785,319,9,70,5,7,113,58,89,0.136,0.7340000000000001,0.13,0.456,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,2,5,6,0,1,5,0,6,1,0,1,0,4,12,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,3,0,10,4,13,8,0,16,0,1,0,1,5,8,0,0,6,44,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18449765705329974,0.19196811282189175,0.0,0.0,0.1568898213995447,0.0,0.3529830346832784,0.2606351525133437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5889483113100321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19624069493394428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053576903682366,0.0,0.2622341318615898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662068541800552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271261300682897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29559579051835205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19702396177096826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831258205219327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ddaengtrinity,2019/02/02,i made a stupid decision and i’m shitting myself over it in one of my classes we regularly have pop quizzes and other day this kid offered to trade info for a test i already took for answers to one of those quizzes. i never cheat and i know i shouldnt have given in but i DID. i actually ended up not using the picture i took of his answers bc of guilt but i still accepted the offer and was in posession of the pic ... and the next day the teacher of the class i had the quiz in gave us a little lecture of how he knows people cheated (bc its a reoccuring thing for the earlier classes to tell the later classes about the quizzes):// and fuuuuck i know at least two other people saw me take a pic of his quiz and i feel like a dumbass. the teacher said if this keeps happening he will get the people he knows cheated kicked out of ib.  he /did/ mention he knows certain groups who regularly do it so that doesnt apply to me but hhhh i’m still just so paranoid and overall embarrassed at myself. i literally feel so pathetic and know i shouldnt have done it but i already did it. its the only thing i’ve been thinking about for days straight and i keep fucking picking away at my skin and hating myself more and more. if i get kicked out of ib i’ll most likely be kicked out of nhs and the only thing i’ll be seen as will be the cheater. i’m so ashamed of myself and have millions of thoughts going through my dumbass head. i deserve this but im just suffering even more than i do everyday and i dont know what the fuck to do,2.570097063819464,4.123332198738172,4.203485804416406,86.64151116233927,75.59305993690852,6.895850521718029,27.64972094151905,7.61054688173877,1.5455412278573155,1205,49,252,16,26,404,153,317,0.183,0.779,0.038,-0.9951,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,0,0,12,16,8,3,22,0,23,5,3,4,2,56,56,28,0,4,10,0,3,2,0,4,0,1,0,1,18,19,0,2,16,0,1,3,6,12,0,4,16,6,33,4,40,33,5,28,0,1,2,2,18,15,3,3,12,179,51,9,0.0,0.0,0.11314531737649325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25589575402594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893387714344244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243242494363004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865169939005653,0.13588634338482272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269260396757997,0.0,0.0,0.0765803912730734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172502640961556,0.0828309281212077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143780428636156,0.1211526571084131,0.0,0.06589405392569349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252952925234374,0.0,0.0,0.11447140272565645,0.11899272844321004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252401892572232,0.0,0.0,0.20611398144911525,0.0,0.0,0.4460412850409674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132894630741343,0.11620706498289235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970969349847293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942371257575134,0.0,0.1233085205978283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571342801728509,0.17636236204176148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411444013652696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028997578103356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901558457945165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851871995901237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717599676982904,0.0,0.10134079206331204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310855516512789,0.07429269223040302,0.0,0.09204715318014173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257637690785378,0.0,0.0,0.1132611398924732,0.0,0.13946721718891672,0.10013900771988972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,littymcwork,2019/02/02,"Is a feeling of terror and impending doom normal with severe anxiety? I’ve had what I call brain fog for almost a year. Lost my job, can’t drive, etc... because of brain fog. I can’t think straight, I zone out, can’t remember much, racing thoughts and feeling of impending doom soon as I step outside of my house. Constant feeling of terror. Does this sound like severe anxiety? ",2.4987499999999976,5.166105819444447,3.4894444444444446,86.07500000000003,81.08333333333334,6.377777777777778,27.055555555555557,7.6454224807358475,1.862855555555556,297,13,54,5,8,95,48,72,0.289,0.599,0.111,-0.9358,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,2,2,0,5,2,2,0,0,12,11,3,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,6,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,3,4,6,1,9,8,2,7,2,3,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,29,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18819393242260304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875459034522117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456597451085512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4196045410465986,0.19190690688147052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030954776939224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644668354115871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20960185561247152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850830760344978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21685657062543615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865006281469836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181758598281856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20515780657984925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381569155537816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841404847297001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128984446698191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4246355378983017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042383239642225,0.0,0.1492027091003303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102666456833652
anxiety,savagehoneybadger,2019/02/02,Extremely painful panic attacks with headaches? My best friends gf has panic attacks that cause her not to sleep. She pretty much wakes up crying from a massive headache. she says it goes from her forehead over the top to the back of her head. Said ibuprofen doesnt work. He works 12 hours a day 5 days a week and 8 on saturday and this is causing him to lose sleep to comfort her....what would help her headaches so she can sleep? Shes like 35 or 36 if that helps. She also shakes really bad. ,2.614138321995462,4.701408418367354,2.624013605442176,95.64400226757373,77.06122448979592,5.580045351473924,25.174603174603178,6.42735559955562,0.6213365079365087,387,14,83,3,9,116,76,98,0.21600000000000005,0.601,0.183,-0.721,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,5,3,12,2,3,5,0,6,8,6,2,0,9,7,6,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,1,2,2,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,8,0,0,1,2,11,4,11,5,2,11,0,1,0,0,17,4,0,2,7,46,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210447165315764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443939023392854,0.0,0.11638859249515307,0.12638155298621548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15884584159529766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109824268027709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16626484601445918,0.19523287145470025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694246589726565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15534182404203753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029104880149256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490617944689096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394818182977504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16933617223825412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126901892545593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16106061131206992,0.35518308983552005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15399030725132748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696683752706016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439806132317955,0.12036971420966043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4544161121804572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141404797120245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203877331062926,0.0,0.0,0.1075237370622831,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,strictstrictstrict,2019/02/02,"There were people outside my door talking and my heart is racing. The way my uni accomodation is set up the stairs are right outside my room and there was just now loads of people talking outside. I was afraid they were gonna knock on my door or open it or something (I thought if i got up to lock it they would hear me). I should have gone outside and said hi, all the other accomodation blocks are social. That just made me feel like shit so I had some xanax and more alcohol. fuck man. ",3.1024489795918377,4.763325520408166,3.636479591836736,90.80941326530613,74.40816326530611,6.124489795918367,23.47448979591837,6.6274283507984215,0.4518734693877549,383,11,83,3,8,120,67,98,0.092,0.883,0.025,-0.7769,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,6,4,2,1,3,0,12,5,2,1,1,18,21,8,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,3,2,2,3,1,4,5,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,10,3,14,1,5,8,3,11,0,0,0,1,9,7,2,4,2,54,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25328946254913715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198383610238217,0.16931855539339424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21911006763448845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18955694067361256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671252299159973,0.2808556092673952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579013216498305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22426269072623609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286229963170668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20240352844758167,0.2254488727482433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432852958113065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415997986578543,0.0,0.18246032984422472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809960892749576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881578699894548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881259106269752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16836367598562932,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,frnfls,2019/02/02,"Almost every time I go to a store, I wait in my car from anywhere between 15-60 minutes before going in It’s like I’m scared or something. Scared of being judged, being noticed, being recognized... I have so much fear. 

I go to the grocery store more than anywhere else so I often find myself in the parking lot of my local grocery stores just sitting in the car waiting to “feel right”, but it never feels right. I end up forcing myself to go after I can’t take my heart racing anymore and/or crying. 

Does anyone else experience this? I don’t know how to get over this. It’s been happening for a few months now. I haven’t told my mom about it because I know she’s not going to listen to me. 

How do I overcome this fear? ",2.2307849293563566,4.062064176870752,3.830884353741496,87.73728414442701,77.29931972789116,5.339403453689169,23.55259026687598,5.873414542411696,0.5295237048665622,562,18,111,3,13,187,92,147,0.112,0.875,0.013,-0.9276,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,4,5,0,9,1,1,2,1,17,26,6,0,0,4,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,0,0,2,5,0,3,7,5,4,0,0,2,3,19,1,21,21,4,23,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,4,7,76,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488765517509366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14744566499879902,0.10395702755668278,0.152335122764508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063090936885736,0.0,0.12651148757903674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16331252305459318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13010650778305918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24839779542614446,0.0,0.1316819344639859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12526511268220444,0.0,0.0,0.14543269345181456,0.0,0.3346014526306316,0.1503491098294608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588627049956886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767655915378464,0.0,0.42247718703037607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147282501369628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17618060896030566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16341580043107387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263510260533451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639818133024405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17412638101484612,0.11867097876166775,0.0,0.109293243004268,0.0,0.11466733731519672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16926749031842311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539353014214429,0.0,0.0,0.29769925374175144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445729037388892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117851086637296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669359702808904,0.0,0.0,0.14206534843689256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spacepiratepig,2019/02/02,"I love Uber and Ubereats Am I right? As someone who struggles to go outside, these two have really made my life a lot better. I don't have to go out to eat anymore. I don't have to take the bus or the dirty taxis. I don't need to get a driver's license anymore. ",-0.19287356321839155,1.6165446551724116,2.014482758620691,97.83712643678163,85.20689655172413,4.55632183908046,21.735632183908052,5.46131890053228,-0.12235402298850585,202,7,49,1,6,68,40,58,0.097,0.775,0.128,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,4,0,7,3,0,1,0,6,14,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,1,0,6,2,7,13,1,4,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,0,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5074177360205248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262557187982455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617720269201284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336575876544041,0.0,0.2907815808148979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18069620066108869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174925895862269,0.2308913318411724,0.24206704706754115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189690405472458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16388753561363864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184724721205056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21675901757480787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674430030484397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19234796343256352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499030742589423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AromaticBeat84,2019/02/02,Thank you all for sharing your experiences with anxiety with us!! It's so nice to be able to communicate with others who have similar situations and issues.  Your story is helping someone with the problems in their lives so thanks to all the courageous people out there!!,8.059375,9.1768111875,7.8583333333333325,67.22,62.125,10.566666666666666,36.83333333333333,10.504223727775694,4.2016583333333335,219,10,34,5,3,70,39,48,0.07,0.621,0.309,0.9435,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,3,1,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,2,9,5,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,10,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,0,29,8,0,0.2765483752306345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21155875010524566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27051737644828056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18536454652753226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28864465421723456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441972819297561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19172382269713328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646194464218383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108519606819409,0.0,0.0,0.23431854089951865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5092171769327536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326536448991121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,misscambria28,2019/02/02,Bad day and I'm trying to cope somehow Today is a stupidly anxious day for me. I can't make up my mind on what I want to do. I can't hold still.  I can't just stick to doing one thing without starting two more things. I am trying to keep my mind busy because I'm sad. I am sad because my car is having issues and I still haven't even paid off my last repairs from months ago.  I don't have money to. I feel like I'm drowning. This is my mind on a bad anxiety day... ,-0.6881298701298704,1.0350710095238114,1.9555844155844184,98.04350649350651,86.5238095238095,4.199134199134199,19.069264069264072,4.851557810540192,-0.6000476190476189,356,10,88,1,11,123,61,105,0.198,0.765,0.038,-0.9442,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,2,0,14,0,0,1,0,13,23,2,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,1,0,2,1,6,5,0,2,1,1,15,1,12,22,1,15,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,1,11,57,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494961954826409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901518859129033,0.1905241331793768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816279187724332,0.20561239969282888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262918477692127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139035317925328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527344997141416,0.12048209971513743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17602460064250933,0.0,0.149902010208661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747055477542025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239284948491057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257378866935112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.510858935197118,0.0,0.13461315177682448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428018761753148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193698578459027,0.0,0.2693648755732308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22408435358055145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598584980215022,0.0,0.0,0.2290017194162689,0.0,0.1647445013583185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947290610292142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16257056582937138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,princessbasement,2019/02/02,"Even With an Amazing Partner, I Still Have Relationship Anxiety So me (23 F) and my boyfriend (27 M) have been dating for 9 months. He's just an amazing person and he treats me so well. We've established healthy boundaries, we're respectful of each other's time, and know how to make each other laugh. We often find ourselves asking the other ""how did I get so lucky?"" to which we always reply: *because you are worthy of nice things.* And that's all there is to it. *I am worthy of nice things*. But every now and again, the anxiety monster comes back into frame and leaves me exhausted. 

The anxiety monster loves to ask me all sorts of annoying questions. ""What will you do when this relationship ends? What if you can't make him happy anymore? What if the break up fucks you up worse than the last one did?""

Note: I've been in a serious relationship before this one, but my partner hasn't. ""Does he know how deeply heart break can tear a person up? Will this relationship last?"" Now, I don't know if it's the anxiety monster, or if it's me. 

The only way I've been able to calm the anxiety rattling my brain is by telling myself ""*take this one day at a time.*"" So with that mindset, everything so far about this relationship has been wonderful. Not sure if I should have posted this in the offmychest thread, but I managed to talk down my anxiety in part by writing this and my reminding myself: I *am worthy of nice things*. 

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anxiety,packet-zero,2019/02/02,"Feel like cant see straight/passing out feeling with mirrors. GAD diagnosed for 6 years. Never had this symptom. Anyone else? When I'm looking into large mirror I feel like my eyes start continually jumping around and I cant see straight and feel like I'm going to pass out. I googled this and the only thing that came up was a seizure forum. Anyone else experience this? 

Might as well throw this in too. But continually misspelling words or jumbling words together. Always happens when my anxiety is high and it makes me more anxious.",2.882843822843821,5.912136818181825,3.470909090909089,83.74174825174826,84.85858585858584,5.470396270396272,27.81740481740481,7.010146845296331,1.7469791763791769,431,20,74,6,13,135,73,99,0.058,0.826,0.117,0.7004,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,6,3,1,1,1,21,20,9,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,10,0,0,4,0,0,5,3,0,1,0,3,8,6,4,10,16,1,20,0,0,4,0,0,8,0,2,10,43,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520130283740975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430128490391525,0.1835628410731167,0.0,0.22722786804878276,0.3329720557453892,0.0,0.14464691880166594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858406070039904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649197896226103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714722746950651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15894240944716026,0.0,0.0,0.3286310554710016,0.3482399235168248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923444934550632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14368576341759995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716752967464645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23814724071706714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364472506055799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846061406328723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17237188485814334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253191592976045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235778648984794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589604839995278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150083712705211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16888508677898695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079484259995346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609435685052893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463560588321552
anxiety,yyellowy,2019/02/02,"What is the best time to take Xanax if I have to do something that gives me a panic attack around 12:30? I just got started on Xanax, I was recommended to take two daily but I only take one since I am naturally tired all the time.

The first time I took it was before I went to sleep and all my worries for everything disappeared but it still hung at the back of my mind but it feels like I would have the confidence to do the thing I was worried about. I woke up feeling a bit down in the dumps but still very relaxed and confident but the anxiety crept back 12 hours later so I took another one (new day). This time it made me sleepy immediately I crashed in the library for maybe 20 minutes? But woke up feeling refreshed but had a hard time concentrating.

So I have an interview which I am very very passionate bout for the job, what's the best time to be taking the Xanax?",4.306016949152543,5.114731762711871,5.029166666666669,85.27730932203391,70.35593220338983,8.611864406779661,27.744350282485875,8.841846274778883,1.8541943502824865,690,23,148,12,12,223,103,177,0.12,0.698,0.182,0.9463,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,9,8,2,1,16,0,14,6,1,1,2,20,30,12,0,2,9,0,4,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,10,3,0,0,3,1,0,4,0,3,0,4,11,4,18,5,19,17,5,28,0,0,0,1,2,8,0,1,17,102,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083307500077213,0.0881538248615513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025828426203457,0.0,0.1310955044490838,0.0,0.17721592794333793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805579151854618,0.0,0.2418623046706526,0.0,0.12580586856751969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431650675157006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356504191386548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17479757669310053,0.08232331427958081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801812638070988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054311639290572,0.0,0.0,0.0921632928221786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322718228150728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348244557905028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435213308800167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05629759490059993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903735817344824,0.0,0.0,0.11576821258084825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635366242287933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129387973501044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561713121436493,0.08764077915562933,0.0,0.1352024702455374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532289646040114,0.0,0.11531739102898947,0.0,0.0,0.08871289412092459,0.0,0.0,0.08156333883781472,0.0,0.1840523144942268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465670199525815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655646236480187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4031638283061857,0.13244472711634764,0.0,0.0,0.2560588064129117,0.0,0.0,0.11256704019285704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852407763619175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068232303399686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340517870571254,0.0,0.08185904834368328,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,boqolnicks,2019/02/02,I think my anxiety makes me need the toilet a lot. Anyone know how to fix this? It's ridiculous. I've been to the toilet like 3 times in one hour.,-0.7978124999999991,1.264009843750003,1.5425000000000004,98.2525,91.1875,4.45,14.25,5.985473137389443,-0.8811500000000003,113,2,27,1,4,38,28,32,0.13699999999999998,0.782,0.081,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,6,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,1,3,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258232751149856,0.0,0.0,0.29780918283459423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4194397933917805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23407136166000714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20808021410776686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620971085693479,0.0,0.0,0.2843011037448222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158100580603594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886105536632361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27290868694167514,0.0,0.0,0.24835405450439035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Yankuba1,2019/02/02,"Book Recomnendations Any helpful or inspirational books for dealing with anxiety? Fiction or non fiction

I tried DARE and the Badass Guide for Ending Panic Attacks without much luck",6.881896551724139,10.936721241379313,5.95474137931035,65.28314655172417,77.9655172413793,7.037931034482759,38.28448275862068,8.07648339933343,4.334441379310345,152,9,18,3,4,46,26,29,0.307,0.537,0.156,-0.5967,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,10,1,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412487673156973,0.0,0.2713902063277576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4035903837066047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3657416824822942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142118038706144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23778795489636825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607892052545183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4162340812050523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240858555339073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34197569979936376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,influenceffect,2019/02/02,"Why you need to fight Rejection ## Why We Fear Rejection

**First of all, there’s no human being who doesn’t fear rejection. Yes, there are humans who act in the face of the fear of rejection but the fear is always there.**

**I believe that the fear of rejection is partly a relic of the tribal times when rejection meant death, and partly a childhood fear when rejection also meant death.**

**In the tribal times, hitting on the wrong woman could mean that you would be killed or kicked out by the leader of the tribe. Being ostracised from the tribe meant a quick death in the jungle.** 

**This is why the fear of rejection is hardwired into our brains although the dangers are no longer there. It’s unlikely in today’s world that you will be killed for hitting on a woman or die after being ostracised from a social environment. Also, childhood is a period where it’s impossible for us to fend for ourselves. If you were denied your needs in childhood then you would die.**

**In the modern world, we are unlikely to die in adulthood due to rejection. Nevertheless, the fear is hardwired into our brains although it’s irrational and costing us a lot of what life has to offer. Since it’s a hardwired and irrational fear, it’s difficult to shake off.**

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**Here are 11 reasons why you should fight rejection.** 

[https://www.influenceffect.com/post/11-reasons-why-you-need-to-overcome-the-fear-of-rejection](https://www.influenceffect.com/post/11-reasons-why-you-need-to-overcome-the-fear-of-rejection)",5.206684303350968,8.726569312757206,4.05079071134627,76.32546296296297,90.440329218107,5.606466784244561,21.42357436801881,7.07126945348624,1.3044290417401525,1225,38,179,20,42,358,113,243,0.405,0.589,0.006,-0.9992,0,0,2,0,2,0,89.0,6,7,0,1,11,27,5,10,23,1,23,4,3,1,1,25,31,14,8,7,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,12,8,0,0,5,0,1,2,3,27,0,1,4,0,14,0,34,15,4,33,0,10,0,0,23,16,0,4,15,134,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559174584634756,0.05493361949262119,0.07153223971272034,0.08022107462922966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438151329857924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14739947843627932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05271130115536269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20555385315400493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8171948006238678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05615626213125688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460818742506096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0466316159217629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056127527121817004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191472956849009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19581087149974474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14298564783089954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645710885834965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678791734766924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05461211878249511,0.0,0.0,0.06729869703447633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699315238988567,0.0,0.06257888818420908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588269681968316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23828978348569405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379689953975257,0.07218209964384548,0.08022107462922966,0.0
anxiety,Mezito,2019/02/02,"Has anyone had this symptom before.... Last week, I did a presentation, that I was nervous about and almost couldn't speak because of how dry my mouth became. I drank water but it didn't go away. It's been a week and I still have a dry mouth and my anxiety has been all over the place about it. 

I go to the doctor in two weeks for my annual, so I know that will give me some answers. I'm wondering if its diabetes but my fasting glucose from last year was 82, but I'm not sure. I guess I'm wondering if dry mouth is a common symptom of anxiety, I'm not extra thirsty just feeling dry. ",2.788211382113821,3.7371377398374017,4.513983739837396,87.04138211382114,74.04065040650406,7.743089430894308,25.861788617886177,8.167268648758528,1.4344569105691063,454,15,100,7,9,154,76,123,0.07400000000000001,0.91,0.016,-0.6534,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,6,0,13,9,3,1,2,23,26,10,0,3,8,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,7,3,2,0,5,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,8,2,12,1,10,16,3,17,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,7,11,66,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17618514309990718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691973938551663,0.0,0.0,0.12302598065917338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16530765875631995,0.0,0.0,0.10725543780151664,0.0,0.14971763035043895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18008884008542236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896390707168755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687840481586272,0.1999890587952841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19382505879675524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669567116217646,0.2868399874576108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18382678898439872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051121285058155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16582762461995784,0.3657518525013643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17187429984744515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4234013415969037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3816132483206715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133038666092288
anxiety,smashyland44,2019/02/02,"Feel out of touch with reality Have had panic disorder and OCD since I was twelve after my dad died, it eased off after I finished school for a couple years but during and after a tough relationship it's back.

I was given benzodiazapines for it and antipsychotics, I had a worrying ten days of anxiety and no sleep and took about 15mg of diazepam everyday for ten days. Now I am terrified I am physically addicted. Stomach issues, sleep problems mini panics rolling on to one another, had reasurance from so many people that after ten days I would not get physical withdrawal symptoms but anxiety is good at playing tricks 

All I want to do is take some diazepam to break this anxiety cycle but I don't want to because I'm scared I'm addicted. Sounds stupid and I have anxiety like this all the time anyway however because of the benzo situation I am worried it's that. 

I don't even feel right anymore my vision is like I'm looking out of a television I just want to cry ",5.969875886524823,6.737048505319152,7.278510638297874,70.78333333333335,66.6063829787234,10.947517730496457,34.28368794326241,10.864195022040775,4.023136879432624,781,35,138,22,12,267,112,188,0.255,0.645,0.1,-0.9853,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,7,11,2,3,6,0,17,6,3,0,2,24,30,10,1,5,5,1,3,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,8,9,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,7,0,4,7,5,15,4,25,22,3,21,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,1,15,95,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776264761377853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13352116972436226,0.38964172056750784,0.0,0.12628146063385906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791225619571284,0.0,0.15524367723889926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408930376695386,0.13987080563747187,0.2463603672562671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321529530487132,0.0,0.1459361982110105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410313805160119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876814787616475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652694297273627,0.0,0.0,0.10680201245282983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329039801542909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441826418384798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692878503581237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290970462045007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862850518149741,0.0,0.0,0.2987988508393431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827760623506174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184177722279653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367094396428185,0.0,0.10874284018543463,0.0,0.0,0.12748389921271816,0.12886916147536104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105332291153111,0.1431291458538584,0.2548526210998762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234914635360426,0.09573958515013246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742496841829798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414731494264196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253152983788047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586284292090145,0.0,0.09045466969455064,0.0,0.0,0.08199914735490307
anxiety,finallySelfAware0219,2019/02/02,"Suddenly self aware of social awkwardness and past humiliation..need advice Not sure where to begin. I'm 31 M who suddenly had a lot of self-realizations about my past. I've always been (and continue to be) insecure that I have no friends and that I'm a loser. I think I've finally come to accept that this is true.

Looking back at HS and college (and even before), almost anyone that talked to me was mocking me behind my back. Sometimes I would be invited to parties, social gatherings, etc. and everyone would be openly mocking me without me realizing it. At my age, I rarely get invited anywhere and when I try to reach out, people are usually brief or don't respond to my messages. When I do get invited somewhere, I'm pretty sure it's out of pity. 

I have (and have always had) terrible social skills, especially in large groups. In these situations, I feel like I get a sudden boost of adrenaline and anxiety. I'm loud, obnoxious, annoying, and don't know when to stop. I've always had moments in my life where I put myself above others to make myself feel important (and because of my huge insecurity and anxiety) by putting others down. I cringe at past interactions I had with others where I tried to be cool - I would try so hard. I now (finally) feel so terrible when I remember times I put others down.

Since college, I've had a decently successful career. Although I feel I do pretty well in my line of work, social gatherings continue to be awful. I constantly worry about trying to hard and sometimes will just ignore others. I try to focus on my career and am careful not to brag/show off to others anymore, although old habits die hard and I still find myself talking more than I should and annoying others.

Any advice how to get over this, and how to improve going forward?",5.563216112531968,6.6682598970588245,6.834040920716113,72.39535805626598,67.67647058823529,10.0306905370844,32.13554987212276,10.176274734539398,3.49253452685422,1415,59,244,35,23,480,172,340,0.16899999999999998,0.718,0.113,-0.9526,0,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,0,0,4,20,22,4,3,4,2,27,1,0,3,3,51,47,28,1,4,5,0,7,1,1,5,1,1,0,1,17,22,0,2,10,0,0,7,6,12,1,0,7,10,38,10,44,30,3,52,0,2,1,0,15,20,0,3,28,174,55,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16990879323512792,0.0,0.0,0.08705542787247571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21701709198048885,0.0,0.0,0.059120535351717525,0.0,0.1330140208866976,0.0,0.08621871814902116,0.060788777063012764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336992647677604,0.0,0.05299634160506952,0.0,0.0739774769931636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863865649876974,0.0,0.0,0.07488902685498942,0.0,0.09394863841787568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022748196193107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695838217692204,0.05742145140483895,0.0,0.0,0.08307258294587835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17583300973206764,0.062108224244631124,0.0,0.19047173797578312,0.07945937275686879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06716775834901699,0.0,0.1816851885206792,0.0,0.04940862996990787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336369851500802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047778620139758636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061406583528515836,0.04247331001088148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300567108382078,0.0,0.0,0.07391122126750857,0.0,0.0,0.05803150947132212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122636532613014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24897527079096554,0.0602715712397321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768935461756821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621888394872417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895399865503786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848333023030914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18138971183051,0.0,0.0,0.07191566424189519,0.09772148202390367,0.0,0.3544876564210318,0.0,0.0,0.1719669784457124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942846337872814,0.07268370936143212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638752798376485,0.0,0.0,0.13975426670773347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05570609062874714,0.0,0.0,0.05069400180432913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951245491143437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574946149214066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816732485334438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380472436967812,0.0,0.06329159337795885,0.08828933214491701,0.0,0.18527388658267235,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DeusBex,2019/02/02,"Has anyone actually managed to 'cure' their anxiety or other mental health problems? I've been struggling with depression and anxiety for almost ten years. I've tried therapy multiple times, self-help books, meditation and mindfulness, multiple medications, and even health supplements. Nothing really seems to help and I'm beginning to lose hope. Before anyone worries about that, I'm not saying that I'm suicidal or anything but I'm falling into this rut where I'm just kind of accepting that my life is going to always suck.",7.206754658385093,9.493813619565222,7.74875776397516,62.91673913043479,64.97826086956522,11.778881987577641,35.96894409937888,11.491704259439757,5.305311801242237,431,21,60,15,7,142,67,92,0.213,0.718,0.07,-0.8795,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,4,8,1,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,17,13,7,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,5,0,1,1,1,2,3,9,12,0,7,0,2,0,0,3,2,1,5,3,31,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.1681648229753417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17255908893369698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338861493335053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636570610305765,0.0,0.0,0.24098798302968566,0.0,0.14180919770479214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466363022217699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14842369466156471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381936292570173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793654894854743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36634788163888,0.0,0.0,0.2310122910652557,0.0,0.0,0.17115809751091834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17945048286066556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171859201856698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927881475801406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17359980469659692,0.1736635656159576,0.0,0.17399962351457945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16535095823532492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648922237922364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039612350067808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13704014872015047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568786567889415,0.17977307205513654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18015202122223345,0.0,0.18849611984833556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19706921962975552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048438080819527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699769804529475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17500490308092936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097196761742137
anxiety,ljpineda,2019/02/02,"Asian (27F) With A Curfew And Anxiety I'm 27 years old with Asian parents. Doesnt help I'm also a female. I've done everything they wanted me to: go to university, get a job, help them out at home, etc etc. I still live at home since I don't have the funds to move out (yet) and my mom is still recovering from when she was diagnosed with cancer a few years ago. She is doing very well now. But regardless, her and my dad still treat me like a child. 

Whenever I go out, they ask where I'm going, who I'm going with, when am I coming home. And no matter what, they would think I'm lying. Also, they still gave me a curfew of 1am and if I wasn't home by then, no joke, I would get continuous phone calls from my mom, non stop until I answered or came home. One night I had 20+ missed calls. Every question or phone call would make my pulse increase just from fear of what they might say or think. 

I would have to go to out of city conferences sometimes for work and they would still ask the same questions, then conclude with saying I'm lying. Then proceed to call me non stop while I'm away.

I live everyday with anxiety and mild depression that I'm sure was influenced by how I was raised. My dad is verbally and physically abusive and because of that, my mom was influenced negatively and projected her struggles onto me. Everytime my parents fight, my brother and I would would step in when my mom gets hit but my dad would just yell at us and say it's not our problem. Rinse and repeat at least once a week. I feel a sense of relief and relaxation whenever I go to work or to my friends knowing that I won't be at home.

Because of all this, they didnt raise me to be an obedient child, but one who fears them. But do they know that? Doubt it. Or they refuse to believe it. I feel like I haven't developed fully or reached my full potential because I am being held back by them. But at the same time they think they're pushing me to do my greatest by using Asian conservative means. 

Luckily I got the funds to finally move in with my boyfriend next month. The distance and freedom will be good for me mentally. But it's unfortunate I have to lie to them about moving out. They would NEVER let me move in with a boy, so I told them I'm moving away for work. Truth is not an option to me. Everytime I tried to tell the truth, I would get ripped to shreds or someone else would be punished instead. And I hated it. So I live this lie and it's the only way for peace to exist in my family.

It's so tiring. ",2.7938803088803112,4.071740308880312,4.10799034749035,88.6756920849421,74.48262548262548,7.573822393822392,24.1469111969112,8.158263871857827,1.1796994594594588,1952,58,431,31,40,643,230,518,0.101,0.782,0.118,0.9505,3,0,0,0,1,0,58.0,2,0,16,4,24,22,3,4,18,0,43,3,0,6,5,97,84,45,0,15,18,10,2,2,1,14,3,4,6,3,17,32,0,5,12,2,2,16,12,10,1,2,13,6,72,12,63,50,10,70,0,2,0,0,58,20,0,13,35,287,89,5,0.0,0.0676562157601177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05061724060870265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132846982413467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736533825519037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067648235856429,0.0,0.1072979148616101,0.043907707672619485,0.0,0.1044260585406652,0.0,0.0,0.06433409863918586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23322901327291415,0.06530916999371306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049188086482712334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0491816385971506,0.05795705658429742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05843489772504633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04770117043434775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273670519708341,0.0,0.0,0.04811067247421067,0.0,0.051319355299829714,0.0,0.0538304315501607,0.12851064875299756,0.057744703412715766,0.04079348916294632,0.0,0.06255215692818916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04411665694252848,0.0,0.11933319393891492,0.0,0.19471338320296866,0.04789422411278934,0.04566947188489864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056376139112230016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654817538788379,0.0,0.3436661613965161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05666465864144925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276323777072909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058390390321404334,0.0,0.055794044435045285,0.0,0.1512656280549341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038115849897808585,0.0,0.0,0.06220052672359368,0.0,0.0,0.05754511596744626,0.06057591455292384,0.0,0.26750743624453666,0.04557805816118262,0.3034505247933033,0.0,0.0,0.0440403763740436,0.0,0.0607283404013741,0.053586107846685896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05991866279493841,0.0608114815962604,0.07738722359815449,0.04342844072792768,0.0,0.0,0.1268094329860776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0546386463193892,0.0,0.0,0.12793401766479107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362287689244447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0472351432612636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04838211271092565,0.0,0.056475073606827575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280075869891732,0.09547921056250867,0.0,0.059695129005520514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05381770718319796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04990943113361845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976545370657607,0.0,0.0,0.033296479466003184,0.06563004159382127,0.0,0.054563152518945016,0.0,0.03876832816406309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868635354003326,0.049317563123666204,0.0,0.047114909553782884,0.03368008132918082,0.04532469745327347,0.04580356555038642,0.0,0.051341315229714565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247122241846686,0.0,0.0,0.44619775743867934,0.0,0.0,0.07354328725234255
anxiety,throwaway57295ef,2019/02/02,"I messed up  Okay, so I’ve kind of messed up here.

I’m in my last year of uni and we were supposed to have done a four-week work placement over the summer last year. Thing is, I have terrible terrible anxiety, and I was so scared by the thought of it I never did one. I’ve had such bad experiences with working in the past that I couldn’t bear it. We were supposed to fill out this logbook and do this blog thing chronicling it all but I just… never did any of it. I couldn’t even think about it, like if I even tried I’d immediately end up crying and having a panic attack and it sucked so bad, so I just avoided even thinking about it. Now it’s all due in in like a week and I have no idea what to do. I’m terrified what my lecturers will say if I tell them and I have no idea who to go to for help. My uni has a mental health office but I would rather die than go in there. I’d rather die than do any of this. I’m so scared and I don’t know what to do. I can’t drop out, my family would kill me, and if I told any of them about this they would be so so mad and I couldn’t bear it. It’s so fucking stupid but I’m genuinely considering killing myself just to make all this stop. I’m so fucking sick of living like this, I fucking hate myself.

If anyone had any advice I’d appreciate it because right now I just don’t know what to do.",0.9629830508474626,2.2812437389830507,2.9719999999999978,94.77189830508476,79.40677966101694,6.347118644067797,19.935593220338983,7.087006719466742,0.08040067796610151,1033,24,258,12,25,349,131,295,0.309,0.638,0.053,-0.9983,0,1,0,0,0,2,24.0,2,0,3,2,25,25,10,4,7,1,31,5,0,1,5,48,50,26,4,12,12,0,0,3,0,4,2,1,0,0,25,15,0,2,7,1,0,3,10,20,0,1,10,1,31,5,34,32,3,30,0,0,0,3,10,12,4,4,17,175,56,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528814974314166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930839145160573,0.0,0.0824253994298899,0.0,0.0,0.07533851238947767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257663617715076,0.0,0.0,0.17992682837494606,0.06568096499904551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835392787463743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236466859865933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026157242275787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543098032190367,0.0,0.0,0.21349566172062973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539626839061447,0.101573345004287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29882833815994103,0.0,0.0,0.12246907606897454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637687388257848,0.0,0.11452896560535053,0.0,0.0,0.07221987641764485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432642510431701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384099827677389,0.11220088451157856,0.11842877383830545,0.17565475059077687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15791776773992228,0.0,0.09514169701201358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192129545151622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858263159243936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16620072381886844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301148193596249,0.0,0.0,0.12641672248933558,0.0,0.0,0.1028557541343256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201450013484587,0.0,0.08568394832315876,0.21574509625270089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008048529358026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417475806001777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316331706011656,0.13807857969088194,0.0,0.08553829316271415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029559257789712,0.0,0.07315246522180338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17285469323204733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15688075076464827,0.0,0.0,0.22961901314919386,0.0,0.0,0.13876979013015686
anxiety,JarboeStreetGangsta,2019/02/02,So out of it I've battled anxiety/panic for years now. It seems like every few years it gets real bad especially in the winter. I was doing so well the dr took me off my SSRI this past fall. Forward to this month slowly I felt more and more detached like living in a dream or just not all there it's hard to explain. I also have OCD so the time I actually do feel normal my mind keeps thinking about how at times I feel out of it.  Does anyone else get this and how did you overcome it?,1.6231930960086274,3.2494679320388364,3.537411003236248,90.08490830636462,78.41747572815535,5.742826321467099,20.182308522114347,6.42735559955562,0.1003557713052854,379,9,83,3,9,128,76,103,0.087,0.82,0.093,0.1492,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,11,5,1,0,4,0,5,1,0,2,1,20,15,9,0,1,3,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,6,1,0,3,1,2,1,0,4,4,9,3,12,11,4,17,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,2,11,57,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.2013505904779993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16500388991451292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427236274094107,0.21141185551581373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722788772091736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18056281260638954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723641858951316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738438872332888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086556514831705,0.0,0.1981113942215133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21560025295245333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18483324005861404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18339765547899253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016071085735588,0.0,0.18219522774945374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20833683476565948,0.0,0.16469249743977735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20216187509348835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969675561649798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23485136366253234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18783720411301785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220942585733322,0.0,0.0,0.24062808203964275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22924281080235656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18551754436580792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657425115542695
anxiety,lalauf,2019/02/02,"More anxious as I get older So I’ve always been an anxious person, but i find that as I get older it has gotten worse. Like over the past few years I’ve been hit with some super intense and crippling anxiety.. sometimes out of no where and sometimes it was triggered by something. Right now I’m currently experiencing some of the worst anxiety I’ve had in a long time. I don’t want to get up and I’m hiding under a pile of blankets just trying not to cry but ultimately I’m just crying and perseverating on a current work issue that brought this on. ",4.135337837837838,5.321325270270271,5.660889639639643,79.18971283783786,71.07207207207206,7.712162162162162,29.190315315315317,8.07648339933343,2.002647747747748,439,17,84,6,8,149,75,111,0.201,0.679,0.12,-0.8768,2,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,6,0,6,0,0,1,0,16,16,9,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,6,1,4,2,16,9,5,19,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,2,10,55,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15611399845252635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28705597049568543,0.4239120257841282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4121812191753887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17148032372565092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940694772315779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19582544164091592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166114326942362,0.0,0.0,0.16603686907835033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17910351983922373,0.0,0.16382163266075078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16022556043753494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14443823598895209,0.3711198831662518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940212008662792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273809532233934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106625193172332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365888320660881,0.0,0.19119974149422445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082045418286902
anxiety,LSDbird,2019/02/02,"Living with my mom Living with my mom is good because I get a free place to live before I start school again. Living with her is bad because I have to deal with her constant negativity, emotional abuse, and manipulation. 

I have no where else to go. I’m trapped and it’s unbearable. 

I’ve been drinking just to manage some anxiety but at this point, it’s through the roof.",4.839041095890412,5.8531657808219215,5.621808219178085,80.7612054794521,69.27397260273972,8.579726027397259,29.668493150684927,8.841846274778883,2.202969315068493,294,11,59,5,5,96,51,73,0.188,0.738,0.07400000000000001,-0.7469,0,1,1,0,1,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,1,0,10,9,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,8,3,10,8,1,8,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,3,37,11,2,0.0,0.2068109405274933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335288086324611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574036158817516,0.2128057872164233,0.0,0.14852756578115475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886244724722156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799514130959913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17099067389999656,0.0,0.0,0.14581252898872674,0.19634310410448905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119417113927948,0.0,0.09919970018294076,0.14640265381853335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.616516634006282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4088572192981226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823656000252657,0.0,0.1650043609407145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17665198250542952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354603422147516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Fire912,2019/02/02,"Phone calls The anticipation of having to call someone gets me really anxious. Im sure y’all know the common reasons for this.

My biggest fear is that I’ll stumble when talking and forget to mention something important which means I’ll have to call them again.

Last month I had to call many people all throughout. I stumbled and forgot things. Sometimes I called them back to clarify. 

I’m still anxious about it but maybe someday I won’t be.",3.8375000000000017,6.3707265595238125,4.238333333333333,83.37750000000003,75.07142857142857,6.104761904761905,29.54761904761905,7.1686216300943375,1.8589333333333324,357,16,62,4,8,112,65,84,0.087,0.857,0.056,-0.353,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,2,0,5,2,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,1,2,10,11,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,9,1,8,7,1,8,0,0,0,0,11,1,0,0,7,38,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326050290071508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319344039247377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7515763123112756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16564930430758618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690981544563417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15900930399784768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090136322318102,0.11999371705751205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14924524642946,0.14788966682840549,0.16035206544062186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749957998581025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020551088046142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943048601960116,0.15135377317971654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247283923824891,0.11332748482891898,0.14559192945436747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756005756130618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13874127694212862,0.0,0.0,0.1183197700126044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779808688663226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CanuckKid94,2019/02/02,Cant shake the feeling a girl I hooked up with a few times and ghosted will accuse me of rape. Shes been talking shit about me because I ghosted her. How can I cope? Obviously I never raped her. She was coming onto me most times and I even made sure everything I did was ok. She's talking shit about me to others. I'm so nervous I'll get a call from a detective any second and I'll be arrested and sentenced to 50 years in prison. ,0.9852415458937216,2.9068494565217406,3.1466666666666683,90.70944444444444,81.6086956521739,5.828019323671497,23.265700483091784,6.937597516519254,0.7369816425120765,338,12,74,4,9,115,64,92,0.258,0.643,0.099,-0.9396,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,4,2,5,1,9,4,2,2,3,13,14,6,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,6,0,1,5,1,15,2,10,7,2,9,0,0,0,2,9,3,2,1,4,50,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17360815391775206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15562438627652558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26068293603896725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199125164148901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16861877373683815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22944109787116604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908393012589478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338017824781728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415646313269933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19689788086549587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5241096733444434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406108523554046,0.0,0.0,0.4103900632989432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977270762382261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644004729760118
anxiety,e4d8cb7b71,2019/02/02,"Fabricating Imaginary Scenarios & Inserting Myself Into Them To The Point of Anger/Rage/Depression/Anxiety.. WTF Is This? Any of you know if this is some sort of mental disorder or something else, where most of your time is just consumed with your mind creating all these overly detailed imaginary scenarios where it then inserts you into them and then you get sucked into it where you actively just mentally participate in trying to work you way through some uncomfortable or upsetting conflict of a scenario that has either happened in the past or that has never happened and probably will never happen. Then you just wind up falling victim to this scenario where your mind is just fighting against you every step of the way with every choice you make it makes up an even worse reaction to your choices/actions.. Its like mentally playing chess with your evil ego where all it wants to do is just subdue you into submission of being wrong & weak & pathetic for not being able to overcome it at all.

Its frustrating because I'll be trying to read/work/do something and then all the sudden that evil ego bully thing will just start screwing with me by nagging me to participate in one if its made up scenarios. Sometimes im able to notice that I'm in them and then just shake my head and get out of them, but other times its like im just stuck in them and no matter how hard i try to get out my mind just sucks me back into them to the point that i get all worked up into anger/rage/depression/anxiety ect. and then it just ruins my whole day. Other times it takes on the role of someone like a friend/family ect. and then creates some conflict & gets me to fight & argue with them in my mind but its like i can never win cuz it just goes on and on, cuz you are your own worst enemy and your mind will always find some way to try & fight you every step of the way.
Starting to wonder if its just Satan in my cerebellum trying to wreak havoc on my enlightened higher cerebral mind, different subject though...

Its weird that Ive been able to disassociate myself from these thoughts scenarios to realize that its not real & that its just my mind making it all up, but it just seems like its in overdrive now trying its hardest to get me to waste all my time and mental processing energy on interacting with these made up scenarios to get me all worked up. sometimes I kick its ass in these scenarios where I just feel like a badass by overcoming all its made up situations & scenarios its feeds me & i feel rather good those days, but most of the time I just cant seem to escape them no matter what i do, if i just want to sit relax & be quiet and have peace alone, it just wreaks havoc on me and wont stop trying to get me sucked into its mind games, it pesters the Sh1t out of me to no end..

I'm feeling like my mind is its own separate entity and is never really working for or with me but always fighting against me every step of the way like some negative bully that just never knows how/when to shut up or quit & go away, its just relentless.

Does anyone know if this is a thing or disorder or something & how I can go about making it stop harassing me all the time before I go insane and pull a Tyler Durden on myself.",9.07600761307658,6.761093177115988,8.740002239140171,72.98492946708465,61.58620689655172,12.123690103000447,35.48163905060457,10.608840637214634,3.48991249440215,2589,81,497,48,28,835,249,638,0.191,0.723,0.086,-0.9973,1,1,3,0,6,0,65.0,0,18,8,6,34,34,15,2,17,0,27,5,2,11,15,138,69,44,0,8,41,0,4,8,0,4,1,1,0,0,53,32,1,4,13,4,0,9,13,22,0,1,6,5,63,12,92,55,22,91,1,1,0,2,34,47,5,23,37,359,116,4,0.13384565998299555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04620791266778275,0.0,0.0,0.07424687417208012,0.5800868666857983,0.0,0.0303398795172292,0.0,0.06826104235687327,0.0,0.0,0.03119599917557129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04191746782790837,0.034306350242463875,0.0,0.027197024005044274,0.0,0.037964266148952826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05754625194256729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04661340902855561,0.10226581478978873,0.0,0.03904307967370175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037270291405275886,0.0,0.03951584241610092,0.0,0.0,0.029467932030095068,0.0,0.15036098833553802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04205925875776008,0.0,0.06767638729950717,0.06374624415698628,0.0,0.0,0.04077750280195944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03446960829478245,0.0,0.1864768881739276,0.0,0.07606757304278107,0.037421129776470184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835927509088273,0.0,0.039966473792630436,0.0,0.045788087205464456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638418720813577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355807436024638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17437394309936774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664799972857926,0.11912402315630985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17984659257021382,0.0,0.4054378844224525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17205004050348482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05079472367123389,0.0,0.0,0.030232427719128138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042590275801959336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435160761634154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04810275312129898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047453778259952464,0.044627293506484235,0.050781887868251344,0.02858165236636872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123204130472671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050149376578068894,0.0,0.0,0.03780233111933616,0.1030409281622182,0.088251186765231,0.0,0.06315776469053032,0.0,0.0,0.0746006433051385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03354509300310098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05928073941639466,0.0,0.04383422712058639,0.03541950110706594,0.15609296138873988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120356402933674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05263042538629588,0.17706742481973722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049811299822311056,0.0,0.0,0.04838330292598677,0.16240205760289578,0.0,0.04546672075910243,0.0,0.048779739249231686,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IsaiahTFitz,2019/02/02,"How To Conquer Your Anxiety ​

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Taken From The Instagram - @[Pleasantly\_Positive](https://www.instagram.com/pleasantly_positive/)

Anxiety is one of the most unconstructive emotions, & is (in most cases) somewhat avoidable (excluding medical anxiety of course).

Don’t believe me? Do the following exercise & see!

Grab a pen & paper & make a list of everything that’s stressing you out (triple spaced).

\- Homework

\- A big project

\- An interview

\- Waiting for info on a sensitive subject

Sometimes just writing it down will help alleviate some anxiety, but we aren't done!

On the spaces in between, write what you can do about the situation.

\- Pour over the study guide

\- finish the project

\- keep prepping for the interview!

If it’s something you can’t do anything about (think harder), write down the name of someone or something (religious figure) you can talk to about it.

Tips ONLY work if you use them! So RIGHT NOW, grab a pen & paper, & write down what’s stressing you & what you can do about it!

If you feel comfortable, you can put the list, or one or two examples, in the comments!",6.6971428571428575,9.9406360952381,5.86161375661376,71.73940476190478,69.0,8.856084656084656,33.780423280423285,9.444778638647367,3.782134391534392,918,44,137,22,18,278,113,189,0.06,0.908,0.032,-0.3111,0,1,2,0,0,0,83.0,1,10,1,2,8,4,0,3,17,0,15,2,0,3,0,29,24,9,0,3,8,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,8,2,0,3,4,1,0,2,3,3,0,3,2,4,13,1,24,21,5,18,0,0,1,0,22,14,0,10,2,96,21,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8113747525658848,0.11374129140801592,0.0,0.0,0.2864327199922455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702959681741868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546168096806204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579123158067387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529392483978467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412685637318748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047329904496383725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06274199392083392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08320113504696056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06248259767023135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429799462795772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685942383191415,0.07119142815190392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409968205521134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993884086290909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459170259164066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521683996615172,0.0,0.0,0.07931188970093933,0.14412463441800882,0.09257852867069316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144502529073752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523679548360518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05997881634041447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143926413446908,0.0,0.0,0.08084535601315399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06814613648637156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374129140801592,0.0
anxiety,Sucretier,2019/02/02,"Had my first ever anxiety attack yesterday- I don’t want to tell my parents but want to see a doctor. Near the end of my final exam we had this part worth about 15% that required the use of these formulas. Unfortunately, there was this one number that was vital to every formula and short answer which I couldn’t seem to remember. I erased and redid all my work about 3 or 4 times and things started to build up inside as the room was getting emptier and emptier while I thought of what would happen. I was really concerned for some reason that my friends would make some stupid remark like “what took you so long” and then that only made things worse. I also had concerns that I was going to fail the course, and my heart beat really fast and I couldn’t think straight. I think I got some other answers wrong too because my mind wasn’t in the right place. Once I got back down to the cafeteria after finishing, my legs felt really weird and full of energy and I wasn’t really thinking what I was saying- I felt like I was just on autopilot. I calmed down after I found out I was right all along, but I still felt really freaked out about the whole situation. I’m hoping this kind of stuff won’t happen again for a while, but I don’t know what to do if it does. I’ve never been diagnosed, but I’m certain I have social anxiety, my dad has generalized anxiety which was likely passed onto me, and I don’t want to ask to see a doctor or therapist because I’m worried about the reaction I’ll get from my parents. I just want everything to stay normal, and I don’t know what to do. Any advice?",5.100906250000001,5.483529778125,6.026875,80.35062500000002,68.40625,9.525,27.5625,9.516144504307137,2.2364500000000005,1259,37,252,25,20,417,170,320,0.125,0.76,0.115,-0.7491,2,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,1,0,5,14,15,2,0,11,0,28,6,2,4,5,63,62,24,0,11,9,3,3,3,1,3,3,1,1,0,21,15,1,1,15,0,1,3,10,6,0,2,24,6,37,9,37,33,8,39,0,1,2,0,10,16,0,8,22,176,58,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348967984035916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650895279654929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06506031638249539,0.0,0.2195667097070271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944050922757546,0.1088408382146204,0.0,0.07356594805974476,0.0,0.11664166203598016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971051790306717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958489196656701,0.08372330927271893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473709357522018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654090195205365,0.08060788002750277,0.0,0.08598392461287939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755806905547231,0.10480412145209206,0.0,0.08137864895013659,0.0,0.10489953183511193,0.073916035822282,0.0,0.09996945880857376,0.0,0.0543726655847081,0.0,0.15303545435124238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16920506402236996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337191246755017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502399357532244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962778143962847,0.10515778059582327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14022168290663894,0.0,0.0,0.08466680782528846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052726491407036,0.06386187716157599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660155930339892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378823019004613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937383559066578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188767607506766,0.06482989859272292,0.07276295175160598,0.0,0.0,0.2124651150111595,0.10360357329821272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995699347923633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064500214370445,0.09836686452659273,0.0,0.0,0.10837785187612554,0.1634069205179052,0.0,0.07608230285870124,0.0,0.0,0.1524765719031453,0.08709629688345094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753946154272788,0.0,0.09752566914032368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06771721276024963,0.10197374100678937,0.07640387162426672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952167802245677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362164214636936,0.0,0.0,0.11108269508176527,0.12712059913186918,0.18390847744410493,0.0,0.07595296964931081,0.055787177441190584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106295235825729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262998638508434,0.0,0.0,0.2257195599628696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681449555600793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06965043643507242,0.0971596730032088,0.09749805485489688,0.1359254457217185,0.10460243478582126,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WonderfulWeek,2019/02/02,"I sorta ghosted my supervisor more than once and now he wants answers I study something medicine related and have really bad exam anxiety and sometimes struggle with social anxiety. my exam anxiety is so bad that i am too scared to study before every exam. Now my supervisor wants to talk about why i ghosted him more than once. I'm really struggeling to finish my studies but really want to.

I know that my supervisor is very smart and think that i cant lie to him any more. but i'm so scared of his reaction.

Has anyone ever had to tell a supervisor about their anxiety? is it stupid to tell him?  ",4.422892720306514,6.132672362068965,6.01770114942529,74.87519157088123,71.06896551724137,9.638314176245213,29.26819923371648,9.994966539143718,3.1486429118773955,478,19,86,13,9,163,65,116,0.194,0.758,0.047,-0.935,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,8,7,1,3,1,0,8,0,0,0,1,15,15,8,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,16,1,13,14,3,4,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,1,4,57,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107070495133532,0.0,0.4817912081246719,0.0,0.0,0.11009177132746624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629261265835322,0.0,0.0,0.13397722201372772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242133663834838,0.13265729566189413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652967170758685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33535539117966995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025969502150215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31526717276928706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049909166892634,0.0,0.12121167885194645,0.1557207611472089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645995362526923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265512773556608,0.27523415582097377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088675060348701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991164258013455,0.2786019157722291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14207293561659307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shyhearted,2019/02/02,"Anxiety without being anxious about anything? First off, I do experience anxiety fairly regularly, and have so since a teenager, and has gotten worse/more constant the past few years. It's usually triggered by upcoming social or new/unpredictable situations. I usually only feel high spikes of anxiety during or in the days/weeks leading up to an event, or when actively thinking about my future. On a few occasions I have experienced full on anxiety attacks (hyperventilating/uncontrollable crying fit), although that's usually reserved for the Worst situations and aren't that regular. Usually I understand the reason why I'm feeling on edge (like I know why I'm feeling anxiety because all I can think about is whatever it is that's making me anxious at that time). 

But sometimes/lately I've been feeling the same feelings of anxiety even when I'm not anxious. I can be watching TV or laying in bed, no recent or upcoming social events, not thinking about anything particularly anxiety-inducing, but my body still feels the same way as I do when I'm in high stress situations. My body won't relax, my mind won't stop racing, I can't concentrate on anything but am also highly aware of everything. I just feel like I'm in a constant state of anxiety. It's like my mind makes my body think I'm about to go on stage and make a fool of myself in front of everyone, but.. I'm not doing anything. I can't snap out of it, I can't relax. 

This isn't a constant thing, it lasts anywhere from a day to a few days. There's a difference between the normal anxiety I feel where I can pinpoint the reason behind being anxious, and this no reason anxiety that I feel doing nothing. Normal anxiety is leading up to / when thinking about / during particular situations, and can sometimes have residual feelings that last awhile after the event, but this no-reason anxiety seems to come from nowhere, for no reason, with no end in sight. As I said, it's not a constant, it is just... happens sometimes. 

Does anyone else ever get like this, just experiencing anxiety even when not anxious about anything? How do you deal with it? Is there something actually (like medically) wrong with me? 
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anxiety,2low-key,2019/02/02,"Is anxiety worse on weekends? During the week, I am busy with work. From 8-6 on M-F, I am consumed with the day to day challenges of my desk. When I get home, I eat dinner and go to sleep. Good routine. On the weekends, with less on my to-do list, I often slip into a dark place of anxiety/depression. I know most working people look forward to their 2 days of freedom each weekend, but I honestly dread it. Does anyone else struggle more when they aren’t busying themselves with work? ",2.8898195876288675,4.551007711340208,4.101636597938143,87.2518363402062,74.97938144329899,6.499484536082474,28.619845360824733,7.1686216300943375,1.5612690721649485,376,16,75,4,8,123,71,97,0.112,0.7859999999999999,0.102,-0.2523,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,4,3,5,0,2,4,0,4,3,1,0,0,11,8,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,7,2,0,1,3,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,11,3,16,8,4,17,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,2,10,45,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16109261154714846,0.0,0.0,0.14724196418631014,0.2157634093392944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.407418742379264,0.0,0.18137166890239406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842793912990021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21547522641689465,0.17591200978766153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001900891020742,0.0,0.11967708639676435,0.1766239516595764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112282382060124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157288929862376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17683360196535464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459891934449363,0.0,0.2200105809772872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21073140849916736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22014323804376534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689140370779572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4599127820481632,0.0,0.21459832820238967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,loadceleryman,2019/02/02,"Gastritis/Anxiety Spiral Anyone else have panic attacks triggered by stomach pain? And then stomach pain caused by anxiety? And then more anxiety? I think I triggered stomach inflammation with NSAIDS and I’m stuck in a cycle that’s been going on for about a week now, sleeping 5 ambien-induced hours a night. Any tips on escaping the downward spiral?",4.649377880184332,7.8870439838709725,5.373963133640554,72.30951612903227,76.90322580645163,8.058986175115209,33.05069124423963,8.841846274778883,3.818817511520738,285,15,40,7,7,92,46,62,0.298,0.684,0.019,-0.9514,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,4,0,2,6,4,3,0,8,6,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,8,4,1,11,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,6,24,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503777063712975,0.0,0.5074973507217493,0.0,0.0,0.154621009662194,0.2265764137592287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515701816452851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22716402662144464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847278574106584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567471531881258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177710026583019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075179036354836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4706012152765824,0.25945138348944197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22129223370348766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14169279912346502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17737918061228436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,James_Taylor117,2019/02/02,"Anxiety/Addiction/Hyperawareness help I've been struggling with alcohol-caused anxiety for close to a year now. I write here in hopes of tricks or techniques people have found to help them cope and go thru the detox process.

Im currently using the tapering approach and the way I've set it up is to be drinking no alcohol come this time next week.  The problem comes when I don't drink I become super sensitive to heartbeat, breathing and other feelings throughout my body.  When I notice every little thing, you can imagine how that compounds my anxiety.  

It is insanely hard trying to keep my shit together with a family and while working so any advice or personal experience would help. Thank you in advance.",7.626686046511629,8.572964100775195,7.5297577519379875,69.79835755813956,63.03100775193799,11.101162790697675,37.83042635658914,10.9516,4.579549612403102,575,28,91,15,8,184,97,129,0.152,0.7490000000000001,0.098,-0.6537,1,0,4,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,1,3,6,7,2,1,6,0,8,7,3,2,0,21,17,11,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,6,9,3,1,3,2,0,5,2,4,0,0,2,2,10,3,13,13,0,21,0,0,0,0,8,5,1,3,9,57,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472105343181705,0.0,0.3219917210395511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244514639402763,0.0,0.2304891314181937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166377809040656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16733488953062547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15475599757606473,0.0,0.2595381545117479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29515347520475665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12692662023622647,0.0,0.0,0.14736170236417626,0.14201661276262442,0.0,0.0761716648696621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651766928450467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561617888408557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349501489026682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029265863756789,0.0,0.0,0.14962649236959755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16272464369872666,0.0,0.0,0.13390200219095738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15098790058340095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602148255947437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715126422828644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443968246091064,0.1315391759812025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441488625069647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546370115707084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15748898486708504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13869554527532724,0.0,0.0,0.10008319288825863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784349473913762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10227944472634752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301106653399861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957660047377852,0.12083996068014605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967283213087307,0.0,0.0,0.10701532792869596,0.0,0.0,0.09701174824573004
anxiety,MKEsteakout,2019/02/02,"I come in peace! Ok, I hope I can get honest answers.  And I want to start by saying, this is genuine, and I am/was the worlds biggest sk
eptic on anxiety.
Ok.  A bit of background.  I'm a Gen X'er raised in a very rural area.  Even today, if I returned to my home town in northern Wisconsin, and I spoke of Anxiety, people would look at me funny.  It's the kind of place where Mental Health care doesnt really exist.  A ""you on see a doctor unless your arm is broken"" kinda place.  
Probably where my skepticism comes in.  Hold on...bear with me.  I believe Anxiety is a thing, I just have a hard time relating.
Fast Forward 20 years, and I'm a Supervisor at an Ambulance company in an urban area.  Being a Paramedic, for years in this industry, we dealt with things we see with humor, war-stories and the occasional beer.  
But....about a year ago we started to notice the trend that the younger folks would call in sick with Anxiety.  Someone calls into work because driving to work causes Anxiety, or people leave their shift because a call or incident triggered Anxiety, so on and so forth.  It is now becoming an issue for us.  It is not unusual to have 2-3 EMTs be absent for anxiety related issues.
So...here is why I come here seeking your advice.  I'm looking for suggestions on how to handle the issue.  We work in emergency services, we can not continue to let every person off of work because the feel anxious, it's not feasible.  This isnt a restaurant, or retail store.  Ambulances HAVE to run. So, are there services we can offer at work to help curb this issue?  Would some sort of training for peers or supervisors help? I guess I'm asking folks in his room to help me figure out what would help you stay at work when the going gets tough.",2.979696078431373,4.986901891176473,4.621176470588235,82.11696078431373,75.67647058823529,7.709803921568628,26.333333333333336,8.548686976883017,2.0495509803921568,1353,51,255,27,30,455,194,340,0.086,0.8109999999999999,0.103,0.9012,0,0,1,0,0,0,58.0,7,4,1,6,12,9,1,0,23,2,22,5,1,3,0,49,45,17,0,7,10,0,2,0,0,4,3,2,2,1,12,21,1,2,3,1,2,7,5,2,0,0,1,8,29,7,46,37,2,51,0,0,4,0,26,31,0,10,14,159,41,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910731561416859,0.07176083990832352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4335071394323047,0.0914549816844332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568106559183388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480464280367251,0.08940733699482586,0.0,0.09120744034196056,0.0,0.0,0.08838080527687239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479892673254936,0.0,0.0825380022040479,0.08316206173788859,0.0,0.20920411842101572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285985323268699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05346935603291785,0.0,0.06820723974254013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040932776731028214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459025149355019,0.0,0.04600802596113181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917996205149695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251888644292978,0.0,0.0,0.08605032048914779,0.0,0.0,0.21704704931464627,0.0,0.08120346642537496,0.08040559197034129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379797899432284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430113744898905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571860121832789,0.0,0.08278095371556875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13596194885711135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158259527359217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216666991756063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224662638914176,0.07068591360100954,0.16915940763745718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728210823139962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05186120779787638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06437787309971943,0.0,0.0,0.1290197198012166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859206473768678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459932115468224,0.08628619680756608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756448598132612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047204930646887695,0.0,0.0767349299256122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737769900134367,0.0,0.0,0.06679553134713664,0.04774876890359607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304839686484732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536128736653524,0.0,0.0,0.2300296065419325,0.0,0.0,0.15639517285163415
anxiety,Cainangrey,2019/02/02,Morning anxiety attacks Keep waking up stressed out and anxious. Really fucks with me. Anyone else?,5.0810416666666685,8.418326687500002,4.927499999999998,69.23416666666668,94.625,7.133333333333333,36.583333333333336,7.793537801064563,4.649233333333333,81,5,9,2,3,25,16,16,0.53,0.47,0.0,-0.8858,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584745980002877,0.3817042727341112,0.0,0.2362511051022995,0.34619440306126703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3843832966446916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822524607218297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.312361380153957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30032015804637097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21645233798095545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3870363896470659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,impossiblegirl86,2019/02/02,"Worrying that I'm going to get fired now I work in a floral department of a store. We're supposed to charge for stems of babies breath but I haven't been fully following the rule because of customers who complain about the price.

I hate confrontation so I've been afraid to charge people but now my supervisor has said customers she's taken care of would say that I don't charge them for it. I lied to her face and told her that I haven't done that and she told me to make sure that I start charging every one because if it got back to higher management I would get fired.

So now I still have the fear of confrontation and telling customers no because I'm afraid they'll go right to management and tell them that I've done it before or if it happened in front of my supervisor I would have to accuse the customer of being a liar right in front of them.

I've tried to rehearse lines like ""I could lose my job"" and ""I already got in trouble with management, if it happens again I'll lose my job"" but I don't know if I'm strong enough to do it. And if I lost my job over this I would hate myself even more.

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anxiety,Heyoman2234,2019/02/02,"How to get past anxiety around losing your virginity? So, there is a guy I want to have sex with. We messed around last night, but I was incredibly anxious the entire time and I feel like I'm never going to be able to go all the way with him because of my anxiety, and I'll never be relaxed with him like that. Btw, we will be safe, dont worry. I'm on birth control and we'd use condoms.",2.510763052208837,3.312829975903618,4.590542168674698,86.78934738955826,74.5421686746988,7.461044176706826,24.676706827309236,7.793537801064563,1.0978128514056222,300,9,68,4,6,104,60,83,0.139,0.6990000000000001,0.162,0.6159,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,3,1,0,2,5,6,0,0,3,0,9,3,0,3,3,20,17,6,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,10,0,2,1,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,1,10,4,11,11,1,13,0,1,0,3,7,3,0,0,9,43,11,0,0.20311595241478256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107662952889978,0.22946321157143065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616325214635519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381759933794095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22781181193317385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380503835014466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270152849242538,0.14510607698960695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061197018349462,0.0,0.23087095313256234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011167267351828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16556661074308834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19846438913362352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272347957036539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133110884071129,0.0,0.0,0.19061056188930775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938971596289848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843854526828045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754269678422782,0.0,0.0,0.11980305128710295,0.16122398875748253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062741091601692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwmeinthetrash987,2019/02/02,"Angry anxiety? I never hear much about people having angry anxiety, most people think anxiety is just panic attacks but for me it’s anger attacks. When my anxiety starts up I get very irritable and agitated and snappy, I usually don’t get that panicky feeling, I just get angry. Does anyone else have anxiety like this? ",5.240172413793104,7.702390948275862,7.2443448275862075,63.7851379310345,70.55172413793103,10.157241379310344,32.289655172413795,10.355215969177356,4.387278620689655,257,12,36,8,5,90,43,58,0.515,0.424,0.061,-0.9877,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,9,11,4,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,6,1,3,11,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6533821703465726,0.0,0.0,0.1194409516391587,0.1750247429991206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886636358848687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948527741987386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269775583276822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637146125758376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26773838277526896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19252596789125329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345376913416168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557197198661554,0.0,0.13174651308097232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004198537816969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23684943746108536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209069066129832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094542249122361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18813352319464244,0.14094396004060225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shade_redd,2019/02/02,"Fitness impacted by anxiety? I am wondering if this is happening to anyone else, who is suffering from mild to severe anxiety... I am somewhat of a martial arts athlete, training for competitions and such. When I was much younger (around 15-17 years old), I used to train a lot and intensively. I am roughly ten years older now and still try to participate in competitions, although I am not as good as I used to be. Nevertheless I’ve still been training a lot these past two years.

Concurrently, I got my first panic attack 8 months ago and have realized since then that I am suffering from some mild anxiety, at least that is what I have been told from a couple of doctors (ER, general doctor, therapist, etc.). I am somewhat managing to deal with it in my daily life (that’s a different story), but I feel my fitness is much more impacted by my anxiety. I am getting tired much quicker and after an intense exercise I almost feel like I could faint. Basically my general fitness and endurance is worse than it has ever been

Is anyone else experiencing this? How do you deal with this or try to improve it? Or is it just the fact that I am getting older (although I really feel my fitness has worsened since my first panic attack).",7.206051061007957,7.150492038793107,8.154482758620691,68.38494694960215,63.956896551724135,11.621220159151196,38.10477453580901,11.20814326018867,4.5229286472148535,971,47,169,26,13,330,128,232,0.141,0.785,0.07400000000000001,-0.9295,2,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,0,2,9,8,2,2,7,0,26,6,0,3,2,34,37,17,0,2,6,0,4,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,14,9,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,6,1,4,6,5,25,2,25,29,11,26,0,2,0,0,5,8,0,10,19,134,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482865123949176,0.0,0.10712200746546978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32734843275503545,0.0,0.0,0.14960160416188525,0.21922114619275795,0.0,0.09523220578365636,0.0,0.2434035504984393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854124255251151,0.11836800997604888,0.0,0.0,0.22057716852386544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117681906400794,0.0,0.2189909742972939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17873110428135827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930762725801235,0.0,0.09676681631636697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16227234856153475,0.07642438643741334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18198915420120848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178212890750107,0.0,0.0,0.08972722772242332,0.08555927525058002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459940317656487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556101509036901,0.05226355602701455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18189603083677044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538801660391095,0.0,0.2359212002562037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225436054175213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251028907758655,0.0,0.0,0.10212164620551152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853220215101187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085355429711594,0.0,0.17698495108402554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708639324193975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420853617702675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295431853438067,0.0,0.10222110289940692,0.0,0.1452607145864853,0.0,0.1045009795232281,0.0,0.0,0.18478755211447426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160119874930325,0.0,0.0,0.10901869696913867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20666903175651694
anxiety,jaymac388,2019/02/02,"Dating and Anxiety Hi there! I’ve only recently realized I have anxiety...I always thought I was just a “worrier” but I finally realized my worried thoughts were impeding my life so I went to a Therapist...and I am so glad I did. 

My question is this...does anyone have trouble distinguishing between a premonition and anxiety? All of my dating relationships in the past have been with immature men who *poof* disappeared out of nowhere. Just...decided they lost interest. Now, I am dating a great guy, who is slow and steady...things are progressing, just very gradually. But whenever he has a day of being busy with work or we have a couple days where texting isn’t “jiving” (which happens with texting sometimes, I know), I start thinking “oh no, this is it, brace for the end”. I can’t get rid of this sinking feeling in my stomach, and I can’t tell the difference between it being a warning to myself to brace for the end, or just my anxiety taking over. I even (so stupidly, please don’t start this), started calling psychics to make myself have a brief moment of relief. But then I am just left with a huge bill to pay and being mad at myself for believing a stranger on the internet! 

Ugh. Anxiety can kick rocks. Any thoughts or advice for me would be appreciated.",3.395299598100109,5.87224055042017,4.906156375593716,78.31851114358787,76.26890756302521,8.508878333942272,30.936061381074172,9.20300075937882,3.221164925100476,993,49,176,26,23,332,141,238,0.147,0.72,0.133,0.5463,0,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,1,0,1,3,11,9,2,0,15,0,27,2,1,1,1,34,42,15,0,1,10,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,8,11,0,0,10,1,2,3,5,5,0,0,9,1,25,4,26,28,1,29,0,1,0,0,12,9,0,4,17,126,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328756503094208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314418234282443,0.0,0.0,0.09246937055964496,0.0,0.4160896958671763,0.0,0.0,0.0950786375439016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15320009097015908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884824224663705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504565299330258,0.0,0.1753884913146784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206755798295434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408714295174416,0.0,0.0,0.089811863787063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875431538637053,0.0,0.0,0.14895671711395128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104263739566072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991568626416316,0.0,0.1346391145526631,0.12024446418049267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472968409788776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477399639052162,0.0,0.09604493757235846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14843551641620487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076604468337816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341702473403733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980592072333064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926247414019322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523259325847295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342613879713139,0.1459889589859694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134485235623438,0.0,0.2887367471369344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223816589647353,0.0,0.11885033833802693,0.0,0.0,0.15788037109889366,0.0,0.08712889871740882,0.0,0.32385286543874964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219568754933748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260525152865292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899324771941234,0.1380917632427144,0.0,0.09659452265058607,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FenMythal,2019/02/02,"Anxiety and feelings of guilt Hello. I just need to write my thoughts down and maybe get a hug.

Yet again, today, I cancelled my plans because of anxiety. It's common by now. No one invites me anywhere anymore, which I'm fine with! But there are certain things that I don't want to cancel.
  I live a couple of hours away from my family(two younger brothers and a stepfather). I don't see them much. For years now i have seen them very little(couple of times a year at best), mostly because I was too busy with my own life. I am ashamed of it because it's not difficult to go, just hop on a bus. 

  For the past year I've made it an effort to see them more. I finally moved to a place where I am able to invite my brothers over without any inconvenience. So it's either been me visiting or them coming over. 
But for the past year my anxiety has been getting worse as well. So among all the meetups there have also been a lot of broken promises and last minute change of plans.

My anxiety has been getting to a point where I feel paralysed. I have to give commands to my body in order to move, usually to no avail. Sometimes it works. I keep telling myself to move my limbs, but they won't even flinch. Rational part of me tells me to move, knowing full well that once I go, I'll cope with the situation and feel better some time after. But my body won't move. Sometimes I feel numb about it. Sometimes I feel really scared. 

I had to tell them off, again, and I feel devastated. They don't have a mother, or a sister who would be reliable. They're children, they need and want me around. They used to call me telling me they love and miss me, asking when they see me again. They don't anymore. I don't know if it's because they grew out of it, or they gave up on me. 

Today I'm really out of it. I lost to my anxiety, again. With each time I feel like I'm losing the race with time. They're growing up without me being there. 

I am beating myself up for not going, yet I can't make myself move. 

I need hugs.",2.0869464720194637,3.839454817518252,3.418704379562044,90.88649939172753,77.46715328467154,6.415815085158151,23.58211678832117,7.279313950308263,0.8090978102189781,1554,50,339,19,36,507,198,411,0.116,0.795,0.08900000000000001,-0.7961,0,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,0,0,14,9,25,19,0,3,16,0,27,7,2,3,2,59,66,21,0,7,15,4,7,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,15,18,0,1,10,0,0,13,14,8,2,1,11,11,63,11,58,50,12,62,0,3,4,3,32,21,0,7,28,235,78,1,0.07213670898221823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05768770011080479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049055435781062605,0.0,0.2759219246227087,0.0,0.1430804631968534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06421696486460568,0.06743808515845677,0.0,0.06777481268404548,0.0,0.0,0.17589547298733774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570302559556577,0.0637990569672963,0.0,0.160255243244581,0.0,0.0,0.07365964523841873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631107311691836,0.06213938736744677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15963579285338245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047645615945249575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553214126889783,0.05153447931049268,0.0,0.07902223867554141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306535933103032,0.06920010442388852,0.1229908623171164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104012751401409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06411842142496224,0.0,0.0,0.0792888974374155,0.058801045778800874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05095229089007317,0.035242352242796975,0.0,0.06369803563707273,0.0,0.0,0.0807025254955568,0.07874573925521874,0.061328050343557025,0.06510619626160849,0.06825749823162927,0.048151813396355984,0.0,0.07247102000532846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4600194328831224,0.05302878125804611,0.1604653670081827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682324077856699,0.04888170091905325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811702615676941,0.13772530232457333,0.0,0.0,0.07536750737056129,0.0,0.0681925066331102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242524588002073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222143004182986,0.0,0.17245085246289496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108468330563935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21403514914285904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25220265281844817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04792442408750265,0.0,0.0,0.05726848918329616,0.16825398046231288,0.0,0.13675433078230936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046708280185301,0.0,0.0,0.0623029554125281,0.07944839354643256,0.05952033967765144,0.08509619991079086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297191292909798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907442650879054,0.0,0.0525163832831123,0.0,0.07351346926434157,0.051243848357676286,0.0,0.0,0.1858147019585678
anxiety,MaritimesSniper,2019/02/02,Anxious when alone? Lately I’ve been feeling really anxious whenever I’m alone at my apartment. I live by myself and I have a cat (thank god for her). When I get lonely my mind races and I’ll start having intrusive thoughts and it’s honestly hell. I was wondering what some of you do to keep busy at home to avoid letting your mind take over and eventually having a panic attack. Any suggestions? ,1.399350649350648,4.102739324675326,3.0776623376623387,85.46506493506496,90.8181818181818,6.436363636363637,22.584415584415584,7.686295010490155,1.6126727272727281,316,12,58,7,11,104,59,77,0.28300000000000003,0.64,0.077,-0.9498,0,5,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,2,7,2,2,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,12,16,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,1,10,2,8,12,1,8,1,1,0,0,4,4,1,2,4,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4049868958844981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329561639749125,0.0,0.0,0.4417501373392605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224252991294008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885770796500412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214794898701196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19611639401781886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737817474670319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22054820765629185,0.0,0.0,0.19992622052622352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17264236544223824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3948266308286993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22939344879730345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525121784148438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383857525491249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700212910671762,0.0,0.0,0.1800029411768341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521620626167626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21202649647380156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alexanderstrom,2019/02/02,"Is this normal? I don’t know if this post is triggering or not, but I’m going to describe my situation and someone can maybe be triggered by that so I’m just saying it might be triggering for someone.

I’ve struggled my whole life with anxiety, mostly health anxiety and OCD. 
Therefore I’m constantly afraid of getting different diseases. 
About two months ago I started worrying about tinnitus, you know having a constant sound in your ear. After I started worrying I hear a sound in my ear all the time, and I didn’t before. Know I can’t stop worrying and I can’t stop listening.
Is it possible that my anxiety are causing the sound, or is it just a weird coincidence and I actually have tinnitus and have to live with it?",3.8489047619047625,5.938528271428575,5.48,76.55333333333336,73.42857142857143,9.523809523809524,32.38095238095238,9.928628108626363,3.682809523809525,578,29,104,17,12,196,82,140,0.193,0.807,0.0,-0.9737,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,2,5,0,16,4,2,5,1,29,28,11,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,8,0,0,8,8,0,2,3,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,1,8,14,0,12,24,3,14,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,5,10,73,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.1380853240372388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543278900067298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247454199662047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204075914906688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453613050816536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30582630647891657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478392415192935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392883904828464,0.0,0.08041872168849523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15040977373097356,0.15948278851890935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332970307830667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994689093036307,0.0,0.0,0.12494866293710127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421575557360444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15011102575459884,0.0,0.0,0.1129453696732946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386416993562795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595219943392707,0.13551958919502002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252789380873143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590539278392028,0.0,0.0,0.23978799563534164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003113743983412,0.0,0.0,0.23660364588066654,0.0,0.1479283823233548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082510825029177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13822667668020044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15798168248774347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4311057744861268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jnyl,2019/02/02,"help - Think mum has severe undiagnosed anxiety, parents wanting divorce, mum doesn’t want to see a doctor Parents are 51, cause of underlying divorce is a combination of severe undiagnosed anxiety for decades  (to the point their own children can’t plead with them to see a doctor, just talking about it triggers a massive panic attack), and father doesn’t want to deal with the anxiety because its taxing on everyone. Suddenly came out recently through arguments, anxiety previously just buried and everyone in the family let them have their way thereby entertaining their ‘illness’. Note: dont actually know if she has anxiety but im quite sure she does now, even if only just realised this 

From an Asian culture - they dont believe in mental illness, siblings still in school, what steps can I take to get help? 

Thanks in advance ",14.848904109589045,10.249356767123286,13.336356164383568,51.45590410958907,53.24657534246575,16.61150684931507,54.54246575342464,13.968273953766033,7.44004821917808,672,37,100,18,5,217,101,146,0.117,0.772,0.111,0.4569,2,0,0,0,2,0,17.0,0,0,6,2,7,5,1,1,8,0,12,4,0,2,1,20,23,5,0,5,6,5,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,2,1,1,3,5,2,0,0,1,2,9,3,20,21,1,16,0,0,2,0,21,8,0,2,4,65,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.11723746182494962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4595266132439465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667443985693462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323507464778052,0.0,0.0,0.13535450582204192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374059886923229,0.0,0.12341492895175013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385711256673422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459328854038135,0.1051336666045692,0.0,0.2816019321789436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935008630133474,0.0,0.0,0.22959421835424865,0.0,0.0,0.11325551480131005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276720213473766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16105208078403135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976977083493196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06602476145576926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228493535136881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107095457931095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137044363236106,0.0,0.14095618279007915,0.2667982997891752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356934272105132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778166436674385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862188661087952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158617765696865,0.19146903311305666,0.0,0.0,0.2714437288109133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594244704875007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322874361093713,0.0,0.09032890472476683,0.09656245926329793,0.0,0.11060702741207468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697964768839959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125817036743584,0.09536003698021236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Fire_And_Blood_7,2019/02/02,"I thought I was just being paranoid, but now I know it’s real My friends have talked to me in weeks. I was going through a funk a while back, where I was always very anxious. It finally subsided and I was working on myself, my career, getting back in shape, my goals, etc.

I felt a lot better. Then I finally realized it.

I haven’t heard from my friends in weeks. Almost months. I see them out or doing stuff together all the time, but I not a single one has reached out to me.

The only friend I’ve talked to is my closest friend who lives across the country. But he’s been short these past two days and idk why (this could be me overthinking it here).

I want to reach out and ask if I’ve something wrong for my friends to have just completely disregarded me, but at the same time I want to wait to see if they ever reach out to me again. Or just even reach out and ask them to hang out.

I understand space happens, but to go from hanging out every weekend and talking all the time to literally 0 contact on their end, that’s strange. That hurts.

Is that even worth it at this point? Should I care? Should I try and make an effort again to spend time with them?",2.420822784810128,4.080546219409285,3.2213734177215194,93.07307278481014,76.25738396624473,6.427763713080168,24.086286919831227,7.1686216300943375,0.736530970464135,902,29,201,10,20,285,132,237,0.08199999999999999,0.758,0.161,0.9563,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,5,4,13,9,0,0,10,0,17,0,0,1,3,47,35,17,0,7,13,0,1,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,13,14,0,2,5,1,2,4,2,2,0,2,8,4,33,7,32,22,6,46,0,1,2,0,19,21,0,6,21,144,46,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540864478500402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589924140950458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020242290900838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21549089895164472,0.0,0.0,0.17724398504136446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193139459584616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750751759065005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208399636668106,0.0,0.0,0.09201967467638318,0.0,0.0,0.0743282726551156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020794303765215,0.0,0.12853690758922734,0.15224626540065891,0.10425240709600392,0.09710512987753353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066039175874767,0.2525067728324793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4452186471165204,0.0,0.06021462962480315,0.0,0.13100120612499247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191732937414176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233800932583711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06333971281037634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176999338455718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798348120674344,0.0,0.0,0.07693188152178282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919933775542186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809801871288234,0.08765465457845631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100214705702822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895078442401597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118247948380635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836825048975885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887269392826403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13193644052104406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779065748884967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149754316655208,0.2688184385486633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824882396986181,0.0,0.11258486197963374,0.11998182792290055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509531203997977,0.13595772012994098,0.0,0.18489706973057085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039973775757788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390513028933369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12601042245395572,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lizzle372,2019/02/02,I have mild pneumonia but im still freaking out I hear my lungs crackling and i wish i could suction them clean. Ive never had this before but i read about long recovery times and people dying and my mind goes into overdrive a little. Anyone here have it before? Im sick of being sick. Now its like ive just moved on to phase 2 of being sick. Ive never been more irrationally angry at cold dry air.,0.595301204819279,2.949560638554221,2.7168795180722927,90.36712650602414,87.19277108433735,4.765783132530121,16.73373493975904,6.2581,-0.2154327710843376,315,7,64,3,10,106,60,83,0.225,0.637,0.138,-0.8877,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,10,4,1,0,2,13,12,5,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,3,5,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,2,11,1,8,7,1,13,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,7,42,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15124420356638196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681161270305986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17270047798738994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22448853733291452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24378938948451034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4672890760332761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567480143193117,0.21679259807275794,0.0,0.1914214960057912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21840453742518048,0.0,0.0,0.229896034794751,0.0,0.0,0.33365267389659475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499573807908408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21636170156706552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17273998846314392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261281160590023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487379670001276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spidey-parker,2019/02/02,"What reminders do you set for taking medication? Anxiety, depression and insomnia has me so muddled, I find it so easy to forget to take my meds. Recently I went to see my doctor and he doubled my dosage because I, and he, felt all I was doing was sliding backwards. I really try to take my meds every day, but it seems inevitable that I miss a day here and there. So what do you do to remind yourself? Ive tried setting phone reminders, keeping my tablets somewhere I check every day (i.e near the kettle bc I have tea every morning) even asking friends or family to remind me but I’m still missing days :/ ",2.4863276836158192,4.909041050847456,4.045000000000002,83.57620056497176,79.16949152542372,6.306214689265537,27.62994350282485,7.492282038375204,1.842014689265536,476,21,86,7,12,158,78,118,0.111,0.835,0.054000000000000006,-0.6022,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,0,7,4,0,0,2,0,9,4,0,0,1,13,21,10,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,5,4,1,1,3,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,4,2,18,1,8,17,2,12,0,3,1,0,7,2,0,2,6,57,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351361082722502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15093982503537093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842224855154133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4165037697396961,0.0,0.13906205575007424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16525734213166002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664034895979864,0.0,0.40810163357407103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15220660975929134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15502334670903273,0.0,0.14756811316345678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474071995649676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435097584501085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586830545307166,0.1626502141316906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343302608016032,0.0,0.15941859640096046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865974983714765,0.14698373171564708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289391922584918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641850829660728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21923642913355315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496715873671929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OakleyGaming2,2019/02/02,"Brain zap Hey everybody, so I’ve heard of brain zaps through some things I’ve seen on reddit and in turn did some research. I’ve never had one myself so I don’t really know what they feel like, but tonight while I was laying down to go to bed, I felt a really strong electric pulse in my forehead (strong enough to send my head back with some force) and even heard an electric type of sound that was extremely loud and made me jump. Soon after, my body felt kind of numb and I had some tingling in my hands and fingers, as well as my head having some pressure where I felt the initial electric energy.",4.622169421487605,5.325071909090912,4.546766528925623,89.4037861570248,69.57851239669422,7.702892561983472,25.868801652892564,7.6454224807358475,1.1174537190082638,475,13,101,5,8,146,81,121,0.051,0.852,0.097,0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,2,7,7,0,1,3,0,7,10,8,1,1,19,18,11,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,3,6,0,0,5,0,0,3,2,2,1,1,12,11,13,5,16,6,6,15,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,5,7,64,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142461789774033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042958114620863,0.0,0.4106354200495917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19004052792383166,0.0,0.1214787057829988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929964583513688,0.13139386962765368,0.5297817113706664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045270761433539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37751394080305695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19152639629759607,0.10107868743607352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985496890465514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17403138527355685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185193741407193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463026547797748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23565020681194065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221895634686584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20005425459502044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653679108658564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thegrandwitch,2019/02/02,"Overthinking about my future (moving out, getting my own place, getting a job etc) Im about to finish college and im planning on getting my internship nearby. I know if i tell my parents they will play on my fears and get me to move back to my hometown and get a job there, but its a backwater trashhole with no job prospects and i wanna work out of state away from my parents. Im hoping i can save enough money from my student loans to get a place or at least rent a room before i start applying for that internship. But i dont think i will make enough money to start paying rent and i dont have a car to get around and ive never lived in the city before or learned the bus routes. Its gonna be a new place and i dont have any friends because my anxiety makes it impossible for me to build any lasting relationships, so i cant even ask anyone to help me. Im really at a loss. I dont want to go back to my parents' because theyre homophobic pieces of shit and i know ill never grow or evolve if i go back home. ",3.5760912698412715,3.8681771250000025,5.013253968253969,86.60000000000002,71.73148148148148,8.023280423280424,27.46560846560846,7.957251820313856,1.4669719576719582,793,26,178,10,14,267,115,216,0.112,0.812,0.077,-0.7455,11,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,3,9,7,1,1,10,0,12,2,1,2,2,31,32,16,0,5,7,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,4,0,4,12,0,0,4,1,6,6,8,3,0,0,0,0,28,4,29,28,6,31,0,1,0,0,9,13,1,6,11,112,32,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953103929579645,0.0,0.06723257859097619,0.0,0.0,0.06145196129090276,0.0,0.0,0.07823720683010606,0.08216158187937876,0.0,0.08257182582535809,0.2027368152499737,0.0,0.10714902619272347,0.0,0.14956909061915025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4120071284433053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181619541549972,0.0980161641052344,0.05804789929134217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988962266342503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679005350244487,0.0,0.3214177928094702,0.0,0.09989532157226903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058908158779502826,0.0,0.08815686200271643,0.08729066612064118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797280098665739,0.0,0.26163999532497023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09659973624136857,0.07163885104383354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760498178816763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117329225754541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18681789976748966,0.0,0.0,0.13556626116848566,0.08488088324846245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29276113409222954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754666126709204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056302046456762185,0.0,0.0,0.09435671448660136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021375515219357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441238022668137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681627103235222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056313824531077514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05183746231944776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06398208245364431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,theantfly,2019/02/02,"My friend is travelling and I can't not be super anxious about it. She's gone to Cambodia for a year and I can't stop worrying about what could happen. She hasn't had a very good history with mental health and I don't want her to go through anything else that might hurt her. 

I called her tonight and we caught up but it didn't make me feel any better about it. She's in the process of getting a work visa and she said she had to give her passport to the police after her employer, who can't speak any Cambodian, signed a form written in Cambodian to do with her work visa. All I can think about is that they're not going to give her passport back and she'll be stuck there, having to work for her employers because they'll make up something like her having to pay off the board they're providing her.

I'm also anxious because she's been getting motor bike rides from an older guy who is taking her around the city. She met him while she was over there (like 2 days ago) and she said he's nice and is going to take her to more places. I'm worried he'll take advantage of her and she's no stranger to that sort of stuff, it'll fuck her up if he does anything. I can just imagine how easy it'd be for him to just take her somewhere without her knowing because she doesn't know the city and won't be able to realise he's not taking her to where he said she would and he kidnaps her and takes advantage of her.

I kind of lightly touched on this stuff with her when I spoke to her but I don't want to freak out to her and push my worries onto her. She doesn't care that much as she's pretty reckless and doesn't care much about her well-being. I really just don't want her to fuck herself up and cause long lasting damage but I can't do anything about it and it freaks me the hell out. All I can do is be an anxious ball of dread. How do I deal with this? Should I talk to her more or just trust her more? ",3.4773318773318778,3.921062808353813,4.176358176358178,91.96872144872148,72.02211302211302,7.2089908089908095,25.63918463918464,6.937597516519254,0.782191081991082,1501,43,349,12,27,479,180,407,0.134,0.7609999999999999,0.105,-0.9277,2,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,1,7,20,21,3,1,12,0,44,3,0,5,2,59,83,27,0,7,13,0,2,2,1,8,1,5,0,1,18,24,0,1,5,3,3,8,18,8,0,0,14,8,65,13,56,54,8,35,1,2,0,2,68,15,3,4,14,237,83,6,0.08986870118148804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966318123024198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186796786616853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222759706497573,0.0,0.0,0.30457815667889393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22186285128830274,0.08000219732261346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910348394469748,0.0,0.1643493783273242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948156309248884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176599182945308,0.0,0.1832542605789796,0.09231991158645236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175284521064816,0.0,0.0,0.057957877609907935,0.09265068479668748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864470601841038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750737681372691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04544031556969984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943233560386564,0.16616433223465518,0.09390537434694674,0.17242049419612912,0.15322336171941328,0.07537760275938428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898414330674558,0.07947059565884643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552622690599624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620630332347092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935844229121878,0.09877897579953658,0.07325498607867817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781061590767555,0.0,0.0,0.07953097254251447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997611176108915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056651344683918,0.09533649012047377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321276715873626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938936651566426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142877748284726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05757219119647261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564571436472716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918531675700222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513425824178399,0.0,0.0,0.20575632390884804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40542047394372216,0.07223305784378249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05758423497798824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415109028650117,0.15902066512380292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080275515928728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663022096687416,0.0,0.19627645437356567,0.273798085141102,0.0,0.06384014686032723,0.0,0.0,0.057872497099770985
anxiety,Kyuu-Taichou,2019/02/02,"Is this the right thing? TLDR: I dont need to go to the hospital but because it's not severe I think people think I am lying about being sick.

Hi I'm 28 F with anxiety and depression.

I went off my medication mid November- not intentionally but I just kept forgetting to take it-

Work was very busy very stressful.
2 weeks passed and I felt good- in control.  I didnt contact my doctor I just ""pushed through""

Jan 1st hit and I am slowly feeling more miserable less in control. I tried setting up an appt with my psychiatrist- but the office said that they would not see me because I missed 2 appts.

Last week I had a panic attack and called off of work but they still needed people for the night shift- so I came in for a later shift and was a wreck. I forgot so many things, left without doing my billing, and had to drive back. 

Everyday felt a bit worse. Sunday I called off for my shift. I felt like I couldn't breathe. I want to work. I want to work. 

I dont want people to think I am lazy.

I know I cant control that.

But can I be faking this?

I have been off of work for 5 days- and I spoke to our HR and they are making me feel like I'm lying. 

But people dont think like this - like I am right now. This isn't normal. Is my anxiety- is my depression not severe enough? 

I dont think I need to be in a hospital but I just needed the time off of work- I cannot work if I'm constantly thinking about dying.

This is so messed up.

I dont know what kind of input/ advice I'm looking for .",-0.3609933621488111,1.8515675981012687,1.8297777091694984,95.67156684161779,91.37341772151899,4.728496449521457,16.88453226304415,6.345904618129536,-0.3215581043531959,1155,29,263,13,41,386,154,316,0.222,0.705,0.073,-0.9945,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,1,0,3,10,12,15,1,3,11,0,31,4,1,5,0,58,68,19,1,11,16,0,5,4,0,1,3,2,0,0,12,11,0,5,13,0,1,6,15,9,0,0,15,9,45,6,35,47,4,35,0,4,2,0,10,15,0,1,17,166,57,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374065684881069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545654681583173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584899333943866,0.0,0.0580256702225779,0.0,0.09200194919008634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238503080713973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541104116777953,0.08630849938286904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815476842025297,0.2539113687203626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04866678929942875,0.0,0.12999073253937488,0.0,0.07831770986072131,0.0,0.0,0.07723862143895106,0.0,0.0,0.4422048926139531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797248573940857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631177519696089,0.05391011453038152,0.2173662501685176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04288683073558053,0.06329400010258278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858212859743313,0.08294395517387985,0.061511655009502335,0.0,0.0,0.08198975475055731,0.0,0.0,0.14746781348326535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633691292475869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05037151456218512,0.0765066899775848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602009178069179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22381666098278927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081603634621693,0.07393680188324392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853847442261327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20926357808343773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888838290180885,0.07178170474207446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06013349593983192,0.0,0.0,0.17050130873858585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06026410282917055,0.0,0.08644154084469689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05673808173783301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026728613259923,0.2901182665284627,0.0,0.0,0.04400253712793914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051233788880566206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452821380330055,0.13352844381092627,0.0,0.12106223396865352,0.0,0.0,0.06995409055781222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274273808185634,0.0,0.3845609760252861,0.0,0.07690229144819212,0.0536060860787112,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,calestto,2019/02/02,"Running And Anxiety Hi everyone!

I really love running but anxiety is making it really hard to do, I'm anxious abt looking weird or people judging me when I'm running mostly because in my area which is around a university campus no one really runs much most people on the street are coming to/from work or are going to the uni/nearby shops. And on top of that I have to run most of my trip along a main road. I feel mostly fine when I'm actually running bc I have to focus but when I get stuck at crossings It feels like I'm having a panic attack it's mostly bc I've been exercising (heavy breathing, heart beating, feeling hot) but it makes me panic more and I end up running home earlier than I want because I'm scared I'll have a panic attack in the middle or the street. My only help is running at night when it's less busy but I can't see the ground very well might trip + it's not very safe to run alone at night. 

Does anyone have any advice how I can overcome it?",3.6391133004926095,4.403647467980296,5.352684729064041,82.51257389162562,71.85714285714286,7.770443349753695,25.83004926108375,7.957251820313856,1.4592029556650252,768,23,156,10,14,263,118,203,0.229,0.6809999999999999,0.091,-0.9859,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,7,12,2,4,9,0,15,4,2,3,0,28,33,15,0,1,8,0,5,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,9,6,0,1,3,2,1,14,3,7,1,1,2,7,14,5,18,30,9,37,0,0,2,1,3,16,0,9,8,93,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.12694017300445146,0.0,0.0,0.12711352895142575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472455976523814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845945802998782,0.0,0.1990230319807976,0.1469543666327388,0.0,0.09095557476449076,0.0,0.0,0.115799560595214,0.0,0.2959715567133437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15859219230904176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205315866262894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383465335767105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152130482832558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429785388149606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19731840195813294,0.09292980557770626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679618901156844,0.0,0.07392796095536862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652691662991392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541464673141519,0.08719047085810028,0.0,0.13048172726226712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635509465864991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923517621703548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740307152503605,0.0,0.17365999296033532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799525555681544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562441298072033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441441850667553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881461697778387,0.09893236975313864,0.0,0.4578656502168969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803634048563335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499994249971954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023365215149585,0.0,0.1036576185206784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146606958358072,0.07672507240702163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11695833183925933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947004287894351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,InsaneGrape1988,2019/02/02,"Career anxiety. I'm an artist, and each time I make an artwork for a client and send them, while they are busy looking at the said artwork, writing feedback or just sleeping, my mind makes up highly impossible scenarios like, ""they're gonna fire you"" or they're gonna call my art trash and say I'm the worst artist ever. Nothing of this sort has happened before and yet I can't help but feel anxious to the point of not being able to eat/relax or work on anything else until they reply with praises. My mind can only be satisfied with grand praises... If they reply with something like, ""cool"" ""ok"" ""carry on"" I feel worse... I feel like they don't like it but they're being polite. 
I've had a past filled with achievements and recommendations, but I'm not able to internalize my success and have that confidence in myself that I've done it before and can do it now. It's like everyday my confidence meter resets to zero and I have to earn it everyday and because of this, a lot of manipulative clients have ripped me off of my hard earned money or paid me less. 
The only times it has happened with me is when my father was very very demanding inspite of me trying my best and my first art teacher who degraded my project so much the only feedback he gave was, the drawing was only worthy of being torn and thrown into the dustbin. Years later I've come to recognise a pattern in them which is abusive, narcissist and manipulative, yet it doesn't help me ease my anxiety when it comes to my career. 

Do you have any coping mechanisms to escape such anxiety?",7.18888157894737,6.509523809210527,7.501578947368428,75.12105263157899,64.19736842105263,9.96842105263158,33.80263157894737,9.188382445141503,2.8934118421052637,1234,45,230,18,16,404,165,304,0.104,0.736,0.16,0.9797,0,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,2,6,9,9,14,0,0,13,2,25,1,1,4,1,45,43,25,0,1,11,1,5,5,0,2,0,2,0,0,14,21,0,0,3,4,2,4,5,2,0,2,8,9,31,12,30,29,6,31,2,0,1,0,21,11,0,7,21,153,45,10,0.23753923358583276,0.1407225745481446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076741220288428,0.0,0.27257529527953256,0.13417586054864314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773727479337167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240085601723438,0.0,0.20212839219030013,0.0,0.12464138532111345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127705798480053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20461901657303186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154255390933988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153096884649114,0.09921677464612566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743391807807898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18016046063456906,0.08484903796815099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010253753705678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100551597745859,0.0,0.10639424791624724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592175411604367,0.12548662104617014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29012417739973123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973656521369513,0.0,0.0,0.1009736809556483,0.0,0.0,0.15855928294092125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398469110979671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730933415005164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396265054708185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3613185821396789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337903829110288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227567760208423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297710353864047,0.09445036633708596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188553907897483,0.0,0.0,0.09143465356566567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13851103734381398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063677355998801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19599474482933354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646569556455203,0.0,0.12103638628421386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648373919979193
anxiety,the-plcCplcC,2019/02/02,"today i am manic wrestling with god yelling at god today even walking back from my fit i cwas thinking aböut what k would write here i cannot turn off my brain i wanted tö be more eloquent but i cannot .

set the stage. this was a stupid thing i am ashamed of myself i have problems with intimacy. today a friend told me a girl i like wanted me to ask her out , inwas estatic. i am afraid of how normal i felt after knowing someone out there felt something for me i am disturbed at how this is apparantly totally absent from my life. a few hours later i found out my friend was mistaken when i asked a second friend for advice on the matter. what would have just been a disappointing day for some made me lose my fucking mind. (i am not a desparate man i am not angry i am just totally unable to process my negative emotions i am manic depressive probably)
tonight at approx 2:30 am i walked out 15 min in 15F weather (midwest state post polar vortex) to a field adjacent to cemetary and neighborhood and i screamed. i am so sad and scsred that even wjen i screamed i was still thinking i cannot turn it off oh god.  i was thinking of if id tell this to anyone even the  i could not esxape my head. i hit the ground with fists i screamed i tore my shirt open and still i could not escape myself. i havent cried in 5 years , i hit myself in the face and screamed at my self to cry but i couldnt .  i wouldnt. next i lifted my hand up to the sky and asked god to kill me. i aksed him why am i here is this really all there is ? has he doomed me tö suffer? will i always be this way? iasked him to strike me down where i stood and to hit me with a car failing that but none occured i am still waiting. maybe it will happen later then i yelled at myself more imploring myself to remember how ashamed my parwnts would be if they saw me. i am so sad i am so scared i could not lose myself in the moment even then i was still in my head I WANT TO GET OUT I WANT OUT I WANT OUT IVWSNT OUT I WANOUT I WANT OUT

I WANT OUT YOU FUCKER JUst get IT OVERWITH 
then i walked back and contemplared the moment. truth ve told that girl thing was just a catalyst shes cool dont get me wrong bur im not in love.  what is more improtant was the emotional whiplash i felt normal then i felt truly insane and destabilized. i cant tell anyone , i dont want anyone to worry  but o think im going quietly insane every week im either horrivly depressed or im going insane like above god will not kill me and i dont have a plan to do it myself but sometimes if i m being honest i am afriad that this will cjange as kanye said i love myself but i thought about killing you , right bow the killing is boiling up. i want to love myself. but i cannot
i AM on 100mg sertraline I USED to go to therapy i do not currently I DONT know why i am posting this. i recorded myself screamign int the snow i cant bring myself to watch it . my name is ---- and i dont expect anyone to respnd and if they read it theyllcjust think ""oh this guys fucking nuts HAH"" man i  try sp hard to be normal i try ro just BE bur i CANT and its KILLING ME usually i am more eloquent bur i cant bring myself to be so rigjt now i just want to be ok .  i need to be ok this cycle xannot continue iwant to tell someone how i feel exactly as ive told you but im afraid people will think i am insane and take me away feom uni if im not here working towards smething i might as well be dead i dont see where any of this is going 

mom anddad if you ever read this im sorry i dont know if i wanted to be what youcwanted me to be but i at least wanted to bring youcjoy.
i am ---- i live in midwest i do history i am tall i am losing my fucking mind good day ",-0.6513611462284032,1.5090188912768705,1.6691125158027802,96.51357184997894,92.70417193426044,4.429262536873156,17.77353560893384,6.079149491110277,-0.3018236325326589,2857,81,653,28,105,960,311,791,0.209,0.6809999999999999,0.11,-0.9985,1,0,2,0,2,3,47.0,0,4,2,6,36,48,10,6,22,4,88,15,6,6,6,125,153,47,6,33,33,1,7,2,3,10,1,8,0,6,28,29,1,1,17,2,0,11,29,33,1,1,21,19,140,15,77,103,12,89,1,11,3,7,36,40,4,10,34,446,168,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0465896163446526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03967125680819995,0.0,0.0,0.032422136696778445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333480509161007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371526197432398,0.0,0.04479430681745086,0.07332166078623252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05322353247837439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419911435708208,0.0,0.10474234956192156,0.06149571048262228,0.0,0.082128619626847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3911413329120964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072608847569087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259613862221918,0.043126764654143314,0.04017010445698314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024107029154183116,0.0,0.18311038775421204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052275598240114365,0.1105058790411348,0.13223043297604,0.074728120901052,0.0,0.10838422523441232,0.03998938045458017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04720793220868676,0.04216079801447479,0.0,0.04270941405212332,0.0,0.0978611415787954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04695244652387928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604969663618519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637388361601377,0.0,0.07860644076405694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03367582234158245,0.04658535160228186,0.0,0.042099848586783895,0.0,0.0,0.16001580284007694,0.0,0.0,0.1290916263238686,0.04511332746330073,0.0,0.0,0.04789816418417775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05057798384490692,0.09628077866831364,0.05583897035903517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035352045982275204,0.0,0.0,0.050705252119061135,0.0,0.14014062448156014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03305337324905405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913231730782994,0.0,0.051404094611004966,0.04562064958070472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953802212466152,0.0,0.030543240605684405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05400898310688748,0.04071607554967693,0.04535194324828306,0.0,0.04773320305834428,0.0,0.037992562380391635,0.0,0.04973772647161248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079348807644375,0.03670424439601802,0.047153978303216285,0.05337073151801307,0.0,0.0,0.15230032116053935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035847327285365965,0.0,0.1250159450442572,0.0,0.05452304302233146,0.0,0.06334923761819795,0.1832977804883052,0.0,0.037850377948035537,0.0,0.0,0.13557725670675247,0.13667284763250134,0.0,0.06473938990596352,0.1037182239719034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041177800275052884,0.05250970937039935,0.0,0.33745503412069977,0.03784394891081856,0.03824378080866732,0.0,0.04286753623828598,0.0,0.08604252990011987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03470957561613969,0.0484185195320058,0.0,0.10160556296370407,0.05212754299415337,0.0,0.030702559111183837
anxiety,stupiddumbidiotbitch,2019/02/02,"Does anyone else's anxiety effect them physically? I get terrible chest pains and pains in my upper back, jaw pain from clenching my teeth and leg pain from unconsciously tightening my leg muscles for long periods of time until they're suddenly aching and I realize I'm doing it. Just curious about the ways other people's anxiety effects them.",7.818870967741938,9.129013951612905,8.345322580645162,62.83798387096778,62.70967741935483,12.651612903225805,36.467741935483865,12.161744961471696,5.341922580645162,283,13,42,10,4,94,49,62,0.308,0.66,0.032,-0.9559,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,2,3,5,0,0,1,0,1,9,5,2,0,7,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,0,7,3,0,9,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,6,23,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29689149246341,0.0,0.0,0.13568246886271118,0.1988245146767275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921048921591806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16981220612031822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621017209495394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138176866397346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17172586161333353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8259205508749347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452804914243702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315061190015682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15402581093486956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nyx_By_Night,2019/02/02,"Feeling highly anxious about heat exhaustion. Hi,

Today has been an especially hot day in my city. Even though I've been inside for most of the day I've started to develop symptoms like fatigue, body pains, a high pulse, feeling hot around my face, chills and some bad diaherra.  I'm so terrified that this is going to get worse. The sun has already set and it's starting to cool down now. I've been staying hydrated and been trying to eat but I'm really bordering panic, thinking I'll need to call an ambulance or something. I'm home alone and have nobody to comfort me.

Please someone help. :(",4.404385964912278,6.2080043508771965,5.290350877192985,79.69412280701756,71.28070175438597,8.224561403508767,31.08771929824561,8.841846274778883,2.721550877192983,472,21,85,9,9,154,86,114,0.195,0.684,0.12,-0.8665,0,1,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,1,5,1,8,7,2,0,0,13,19,8,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,3,5,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,4,5,3,3,12,15,2,14,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,3,7,43,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18241453275635186,0.19436060715593506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19897346239266284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679043803279244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470587509557983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19563747553583355,0.0,0.0,0.1798454359626279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271747857440369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802219680980143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633027207293806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17811028249114633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201912741295036,0.0,0.1000970756839166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805426590445953,0.3721758499839927,0.17666981694550365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604679241855093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059599455975346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18741162589063687,0.2066471740441809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19333463859715294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283151436205748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14923189925959252,0.1355912272762249,0.0,0.0,0.2493273006895926,0.1877280277058814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18306346898125944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128551180859876,0.1730439571340467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669478732874347,0.0,0.0,0.1195787227732164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17948853658169714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,magicalwol,2019/02/02,"Moving Out For The First Time I’ve been anxious since the day I found the house (it’s perfect), but it’s my first time moving out, it’s an hour away from my family home... I’m terrified.

But I know it’s a good decision and the right time.

Any advice? I feel awfully anxious and sick (it doesn’t help I got a full blown cold on the weekend of the move yay).

We’re any of you terrified about moving out? ",0.3256847545219621,2.297664488372096,2.406434108527133,94.82913436692509,84.34883720930233,6.14780361757106,18.857881136950905,7.3871296695380915,0.2785028423772609,310,8,73,5,9,104,54,86,0.218,0.7020000000000001,0.08,-0.9301,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,3,1,3,0,0,9,2,2,1,0,0,1,12,7,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,4,1,0,4,1,0,0,2,3,2,7,3,10,4,1,19,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,8,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15007278846447303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088740300442644,0.0,0.0,0.34699456083912383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14428980229624874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990438801047382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14477788009044426,0.0,0.0776526911060912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612635060954882,0.0,0.16838826786009586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881234714168993,0.12282883740555915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293882324835504,0.0,0.15404935112290133,0.0,0.1512415239254565,0.17720620102049311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440140874211076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.652908363195555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115315111993825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703973775060254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26865437854075075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BvbblegvmBitch,2019/02/02,"My mom hid my pills and threw out my prescription I've been having a lot of trouble with my mom not accepting the fact that I have anxiety disorders. She's  cancelled psychologist appointments, psychiatrist appointments, blocked my doctor's number, hid my medication, thrown away my prescriptions and lots more and it's just starting to get out of hand. I don't understand why she has an issue with me bettering myself and getting the help I need. She says there's nothing wrong with me and I don't need to be high on drugs all the time (I take zoloft and klonopin and the doses aren't enough to get me into any kind of ""high""). I try explaining to her that multiole doctor's with degrees and years of experience know better than her but she refuses to admit she's wrong. ",5.701081081081077,6.831863702702704,6.127945945945946,77.48867567567571,67.37837837837836,10.244324324324324,31.016216216216225,10.355215969177356,3.2317221621621632,620,24,116,16,10,200,91,148,0.07200000000000001,0.8270000000000001,0.101,0.7283,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,2,7,0,0,6,0,8,8,1,0,2,31,20,9,0,2,3,2,1,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,3,15,0,2,5,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,2,24,4,19,17,5,11,0,0,0,0,14,7,0,2,3,77,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038989359546484,0.0,0.1129325311761794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13869831396810198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26112419300575784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16919075534512856,0.3022003780374063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17119784450688544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525358313495396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14440533437754602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23138351972314825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894975943686968,0.31194731119612545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15408188692270544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15372846204860274,0.08113070295174786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510105699961489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487164066795349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34579265057388103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189237660511885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164993095903766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173971279755095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448955925169713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109954413404614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608118002972479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022751623184613,0.0,0.0,0.15368257304800895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320837707491245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32280898347430936,0.0,0.0950655001891493
anxiety,throwaway0947583,2019/02/02,"Does anyone else feel like work makes anxiety much worse? Outside of work, I’m in pretty good control of my anxiety. It affects me but doesn’t completely take over. When I’m at work I feel like it’s a thousand times worse and I can’t really handle it. I wasn’t able to have a job for a long time because of how intense the panic and anxiety was. I have been able to hold down a job consistently for the past two years though which has been great, but I’m starting to see an increase in symptoms again. 
Unfortunately, a few of my coworkers are jerks and make things much worse by saying things about me that aren’t true or lying about my job performance. My boss really likes these coworkers and will believe anything they say. It sucks knowing that my boss has a poor view of me because of these people. 
I just don’t know what to do anymore. I need to work to support myself but it’s becoming more and more of a struggle. The worst part is that being so anxious all the time is making me depressed and making me absolutely hate a job I once loved. I just want to quit half the time because I feel like running away from everything, but I know I’ll be even more anxious starting a new job. I used to never think of work while I was outside of it but now it’s consuming my thoughts and even starting to bleed into my dreams at night. Medication has not been helping. 
I hate this stupid disorder. I wish I could just function like a normal person. It’s so hard to not just give up. ",3.811641836424446,5.04998316053512,4.6676451809060495,85.80477576771058,71.90969899665551,7.710611128002433,27.637731833384013,8.150884317080207,1.6837545150501674,1171,42,241,17,22,379,155,299,0.23,0.627,0.14400000000000002,-0.9867,6,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,8,15,19,5,2,16,0,23,4,0,10,3,47,53,19,0,5,12,0,4,5,0,1,3,2,0,1,18,8,0,2,8,1,1,2,8,9,0,3,7,8,29,10,34,42,10,28,0,1,2,1,7,9,1,1,22,162,47,12,0.16100622053009958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847539770181817,0.181891200600381,0.07983745355190787,0.0562896464878684,0.08248494988397695,0.06624720043860192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563532209435474,0.0,0.0,0.14722184644415812,0.08890936047959322,0.0,0.09069943770111012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440597947713717,0.0,0.09029108348066092,0.06427518294894105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933721090892436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922635388261388,0.0,0.0704488142938318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06725001869296278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063430901743002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235100463571124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211437419348385,0.17253431417590073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772259188891258,0.0,0.06752218944612721,0.0,0.08875496326816261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211497437515964,0.1589603095526802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05395953787792805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3994345755218493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272721219036832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19664876653168106,0.0,0.0,0.07124271929942537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265720006547867,0.0,0.21494580487526685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109841423529164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835809770279375,0.05969203621032813,0.062088961495731586,0.07775040554061692,0.0,0.07554671555350109,0.07887595563102122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573318509498315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445305453195448,0.0,0.08717702344622277,0.07684932786478713,0.05581072037090184,0.07029221073372581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819006045301175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562496709059175,0.0,0.0,0.10314470767148172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803860888203633,0.0,0.0,0.06415055610842277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709415473785105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415932994821013,0.0,0.0,0.09135397552376076,0.0,0.0836735556557811,0.06052832018362955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696537868552478,0.05158314248472114,0.0790938970987954,0.06391047726577248,0.18776804393765675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863984116952609,0.0,0.0,0.06952883989550421,0.0,0.0,0.04748282019799222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925746038551684,0.0,0.0,0.29303611530186024,0.0,0.24611864079961485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0518413636125446
anxiety,alaskafaults,2019/02/02,"Panic attack while sleeping? I just had the scariest experience I think I’mve ever had.
It’s 6:15am where I am. I’ve been going through some difficult things lately and one of the things its affected most is my sleeping: insomnia, woo...
However just now, I was sleeping but then I woke up..or at least I thought I did, I felt like I could see everything I usually see in front of my in my room. But I felt this huge pressure on my body. As if someone just sat on me. And i tried calling for help, I literally did but my mouth didn’t move, just strained breathing and I couldn’t move my body. It probably only lasted a few minutes before the pressure lifted and I could sit up but this has never happened to me before and now I’m terrified.
Was this some sort of panic attack?? ",1.6041783681214419,4.018329212903228,3.2678178368121458,87.87349146110058,82.67741935483872,6.227703984819733,24.601518026565465,7.5105763829236425,1.3534060721062615,608,24,121,10,17,201,93,155,0.195,0.742,0.063,-0.965,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,8,9,2,5,4,0,14,8,7,1,2,28,25,13,0,4,9,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,8,5,0,0,4,0,0,4,3,8,0,1,13,4,23,1,13,9,5,23,0,0,2,0,2,9,0,5,10,89,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035814838632971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270705072282011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29641125249034983,0.0,0.0,0.13624232980503634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21305877279258548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069098263313195,0.0,0.0,0.11991421533751752,0.13051571877627294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562187635175001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075828773328903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798770860208962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943228469578235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875957175663976,0.1505097495782966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518494844534067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28362033281012483,0.0,0.0,0.10290595322579794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041255624417896,0.10147608758519644,0.0,0.31309209809757416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385523096207112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21264566091208048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4005655056320586,0.0,0.11305097361815908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17728391634556648,0.0854936581301542,0.0,0.1059249249095934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058714055506524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14694931262562996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawaySorry-,2019/02/02,"Ahem... FUCK. WHAT AN AWFUL FUCKING DAY.
PEOPLE TREAT ME LIKE SHIT THEN ARE SURPRISED WHEN I GET FUCKIN ANGRY.

THIS DAY HAD PLENTY GOOD PARTS BUT IM TOO MUCH OF A SHITHEAD AND LET THE BAD GET TO ME.

IM ALWAYS FUCKIN MAD AT SOMEONE, ONLY BECAUSE EVERYONE IS A DUMB FUCKWIT AND DOESNT KNOW WHAT THEIR WORDS DO TO PEOPLE.

THIS WHOLE DAY FELT LIKE A FUCKING WASTE. ITS 1 AM AND NOW I GOTTA HEAD TO BED, MY STOMACH HURTS, MY HEAD HURTS, I WANT COLLEGE TO BE OVER, PEOPLE NEED TO STOP ACTING LIKE SHIT. I HOPE I DONT FUCKING WAKE UP IN THE GODDAMN MORNING. TAKE ME IN MY FUCKING SLEEP. PLEASE.
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anxiety,Anti_whiteknight,2019/02/02,"Positive comments only please. I have been doing pleasant for the last couple of months. Recently i have been having the thought of how i've been doing so well and i don't understand why i keep dealing with this. After this began, i have been feeling more anxious for these last 2 days. I almost feel helpess and question why i deal with this daily. Any words of incouragement will help. Please no meds talk either. ",3.4926923076923084,6.191661282051285,3.794551282051284,85.22336538461539,77.2051282051282,5.951282051282053,25.134615384615394,7.1686216300943375,1.3113538461538456,332,12,58,4,8,103,54,78,0.055,0.72,0.225,0.9177,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,12,0,0,1,0,14,18,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,6,2,7,2,8,11,2,7,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,7,41,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18443582940754025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525290196246708,0.0,0.0,0.2080779295591781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20379847812588628,0.0,0.11878483315625354,0.3797756781040501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862601091034976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345609776117775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16371311812562156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002725999660113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20458929730712527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14701563232824602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140081871238728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4043621780273246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063306474879692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18186160847789712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14804185519162155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14622323391902448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917442838707376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16560547394028,0.0,0.33239871458728376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Infinity23dds,2019/02/02,"I want to share a comment response I just saw on a post calling anxiety fake. It is by u/rr88trod. 

A redditor said that anxiety is fake unless people’s families were killed in front of them when they were children. 

Here is the response. 

“umm ok lol first of all it’s actually evolutionary. we needed those reactions when we were afraid of being eaten by tigers and shit. it got passed on. there are many other reasons, one of which is the extreme sensory stimulation we get everyday due to technology due to no fault of our own. 

when you see things happening to other people from a young age you fear that for yourself and your family. 

also as someone whose grandfather was murdered when I was seven years old, I barely remember the incident because i suppressed it. i went to therapy for anxiety and realized then. people could have gone through extreme things and you just don’t know and neither do they. 

many grew up around when the worst decade of terrorist attacks happened. it was broadcasted everywhere. does that mean just because they weren’t involved they shouldn’t be scared? 

a lot of these traumas are from when they were kids. you are inherently judging kids for being afraid. when a kid is afraid because someone punched the kid in the face everyday, you don’t go and say “hey your family didn’t die today so why the fuck are you faking it?” 

you tell them that this is not how life would be, so that one day they don’t go back to the feeling of feeling unsafe when they are faced with a confrontation by idiots who lack the capacity to see peoples worth for themselves and mental health as fixable rather than fake. 

at least we have begun to acknowledge it. even that’s s problem for people like you

i’m sure someone like you existed in their lives at that age to demean their emotions and that’s when they ended up having a cluster of unresolved issues causing generalised anxiety and panic disorder. 

standards of living and happiness are not determined by whether or not you or the people around you die. you aren’t on earth to not die. you’re here to live not survive. 

if you were forced to be in peace about everything in your life just because you didn’t die today well...frankly it would be much more possible if comments like yours didn’t exist and people actually had a chance to look at themselves with love rather than with shame. you can’t sort your life out when people around you say it’s all fake. 

watch simon sinek. read joe dispenza. and learn some empathy”

Brilliant. ",4.668461538461536,6.79171656475584,4.853333333333335,81.7769230769231,71.25053078556263,8.227796831618491,29.274375306222442,8.914623046629139,2.511777462028417,2006,81,361,40,39,628,238,471,0.192,0.732,0.076,-0.9962,3,0,0,1,0,0,37.0,5,21,12,2,29,31,7,7,19,2,44,10,3,4,3,69,67,35,6,12,17,0,2,3,0,3,4,3,0,5,27,23,1,1,9,1,1,7,17,23,1,4,19,10,44,8,61,38,11,52,0,0,5,2,56,17,2,8,30,259,71,2,0.0,0.0,0.14990737977795393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614234622593702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350321457231594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20512665491236803,0.0,0.08738037672704206,0.0,0.05906073824116336,0.0,0.18728617930476696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842972471861802,0.0,0.0,0.07890314382728303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061325070273392214,0.0,0.0,0.049534912614124654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31885899768076426,0.0,0.08802881209501141,0.0,0.06721534329475715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639884817411099,0.06802923682705282,0.0,0.0,0.05073106896645626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903022659865674,0.0,0.217223708253993,0.08643054021168929,0.07767303268256807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533298639963475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100791140271964,0.04012909637220288,0.0,0.08730370108096172,0.0,0.06143050656885389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584241430816069,0.08176372049538308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164348829324021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016776947118327,0.0,0.0,0.0849768551309615,0.0,0.04221175909231635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16275563649634986,0.11257376990722286,0.0,0.2034690521775685,0.0,0.06449951445120776,0.0,0.0,0.06529955568488131,0.06932236822138528,0.0,0.0,0.15574284874716704,0.0,0.08366660939522212,0.0,0.0,0.0774045654250839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05646283935756913,0.05695228154026676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059724924558484,0.0,0.10409440160755967,0.0,0.0,0.09011783305712218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42599288767150345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658966604555557,0.07356099088173743,0.0,0.0,0.07349504128481935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682895095426326,0.0,0.0,0.07897158659181461,0.0,0.0,0.08700867873811825,0.0,0.07306215435365268,0.12216187223668762,0.07689837303222999,0.0,0.12241232715125334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884247819854415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19523792831637712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723907870660378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06713372216846937,0.0,0.08783683123168567,0.0,0.10205586454605166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561032004185098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04530344608639802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905976514073672,0.07120193899502768,0.06930742268446596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912463417944736,0.0,0.0,0.04946194037492278
anxiety,throwtrashawayplease,2019/02/02,"Had an anxiety attack, please help My boyfriend and I are not in a good place right now. He cheated on me a few days ago and he’s with his mother in his hometown for the weekend. We were texting, I said things like “I don’t know if I will ever fall in love with you again”. Then suddenly he stopped replying.

Before he went to his mom I made him promise me that he won’t hurt himself. I know he’s beating himself up for this and he’s really sorry and wants to work on himself. 

When he stopped replying I went crazy. I’ve said some harsh things in the convo. The only thing I could think of was that he killed himself. I just went really crazy. I felt so helpless and I had to cry so bad because I didn’t have his moms number and he wasn’t picking up. I called my dad while hysterically crying and during that convo I remembered that my bf had once called to his moms house so I found the number in my call history. I called his moms house in the middle of the night, she picked up and I asked if he was okay. She said he was sleeping and told me not to worry.

That kinda calmed me down, but although she said he was sleeping my stupid anxious mind is wondering if she had checked on him and if he really is sleeping. I’m still worried that he killed himself. What can I do to make those thoughts go away? Please help

This all happened just 30 mins ago. He stopped replying at 4.38AM, I called his moms house at around 5.46AM. It’s now 6.27AM here.

Tldr; Worried my boyfriend killed himself although his mom said he was sleeping, anxiety is taking over my thoughts. ",2.281195474817796,4.2699401892744495,3.07878168171435,92.45861198738173,77.70662460567823,6.012792341999347,24.49570325247471,6.953978226594392,0.8028897857065154,1228,43,262,13,29,387,153,317,0.179,0.7509999999999999,0.07,-0.9865,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,1,0,2,13,15,6,0,9,1,23,5,4,4,2,46,49,23,3,6,9,8,1,1,1,2,0,5,0,0,14,14,0,3,9,1,1,5,6,9,0,0,26,6,52,6,30,20,3,44,0,2,0,1,63,21,0,7,19,164,66,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020505795310055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373694241099958,0.07659714816271213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06035830239911026,0.0633858723437517,0.07713475176337475,0.0637023666199673,0.0,0.056611976291367175,0.04133157091583392,0.0,0.05769464917602784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461679597662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05413451222791205,0.0,0.14895499063356205,0.043726787766623386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061330940655632764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06510071190619994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434157510106973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03853353328940159,0.05686923976755464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059957231240425325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089272496931276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23470378789962246,0.0725836207383421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22503915198149285,0.0,0.07452459421758363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03312471335902591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06119410175020449,0.06415604860737001,0.045258472121354885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846085916877545,0.4764544623032749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06362773949874814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722070936857392,0.0,0.051566602324977465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083883223896809,0.14885283474020308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303074106328522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680663653681598,0.05790267907397007,0.32247693077422274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271404526597656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589897349660091,0.0,0.0,0.05414689714055248,0.1700569396064044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05097879054997935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351342384746223,0.04344489007229301,0.0,0.10765469203826376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06478787495891271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03999147404474729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885598607548483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352855649415167,0.04936078417584575,0.20656917150165235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DangerTaterz,2019/02/02,"The Walking Dead gives me bad anxiety now I didn't start watching TWD until about 4 years ago when I started dating my bf. I wanted to catch up so I binged the first few seasons. The first few years I was watching, I'd sometimes have a little anxiety if I was alone & it was dark. Now the entire time we're watching I just feel constant anxiety. I even make sure I'm doing something else while we're watching so I'm somewhat distracted. 

Does anyone else have a similar problem?",2.6942708333333343,4.883544052083336,3.9345833333333333,85.85208333333334,77.22916666666666,6.3500000000000005,28.375,7.3871296695380915,1.7605499999999998,383,17,72,5,9,125,65,96,0.21600000000000005,0.759,0.025,-0.94,0,1,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,8,4,0,1,6,0,7,0,0,1,1,8,15,6,1,3,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,2,4,5,10,1,4,11,3,20,0,0,4,0,2,2,0,2,16,42,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16477262844650795,0.0,0.0,0.192517051393191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20140239820175604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.426596242099899,0.0,0.0,0.12997258326132444,0.1904574408530336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15520318851673331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20087173684046847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16266604878110288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31056008339936986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277289878632144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398721113356524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31622121473348386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17831435795057676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863019761354576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407726493203344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778633773895804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14310056811574887,0.18384143837163416,0.0,0.2631355958063735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17519100138412946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083889278366797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963765428862876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23940302947058725
anxiety,notathrowawaylol69,2019/02/02,"I feel like one of my only friends is going to stop talking to me I made this account specifically for advice on this, so here goes nothing

One of my only friends is a really nice person who has slowly been falling out with their friend group. I was going through something similar and we began to play games more often and talk to each other. We usually talk for hours almost every day and were pretty close. Recently though they began talking to a group of people and have been playing games with them pretty often. I am in no way associated with any of them and to be honest I don't like them and I think it's mutual. She seems to like them a lot and it scares me. 

I'm very worried I'm about to be left behind and I'm usually right about this as it's happened several times in the past. Any advice on how to stop this from happening?",3.0381344537815096,4.728602729411765,4.555126050420171,84.03235294117653,74.6470588235294,7.2100840336134455,23.907563025210084,7.957251820313856,1.2995798319327738,664,20,131,10,14,222,102,170,0.071,0.745,0.184,0.9674,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,6,0,8,11,0,1,4,0,12,0,0,2,0,27,25,12,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,9,16,0,2,3,4,1,3,2,1,0,2,7,1,19,10,29,16,3,23,0,0,0,0,22,8,0,5,14,93,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452663722175621,0.0,0.0,0.12566606218303347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17068309359610026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093450322405064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573574719826602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345452108738099,0.08965432898034466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908735699885485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426444764655514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219513013868055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358822769070417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13635171265091026,0.0,0.0,0.1839329406811485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669216561008146,0.0,0.11874729857972595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204167449424151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700786018972477,0.19089064416983612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980008072974432,0.08700308762339683,0.10957821954394888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553489876134291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039591658908529,0.0,0.12391210684552373,0.0,0.0,0.10717285228462324,0.0,0.0,0.12564333500664332,0.0,0.0,0.11424679604564207,0.0,0.1417746981098865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966129104970767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20984046057845215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4034755511434565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041273496674341,0.12329912988097187,0.0,0.0731776953917402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27643210942548513,0.10354729854417166,0.0,0.09961284067118713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744722499870145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mandala_pug,2019/02/03,"Anyone ever affraid to be themselves?  I always am affraid to be myself and feel like I have to ""keep it reeled in"". I'm terrified that I am going to say the wrong thing to the wrong person. I know I literally have no control over this but it makes me feel like I can't be my full self. It makes me not want to go outside, hang out with friends, and even just not speak. I feel like I am trapped and people don't get to see the real me. I want to have fun and be social but Everytime I try I end up stressing over saying the wrong thing to someone or making a bad impression. I feel like I am twelve years old again. ",2.234198473282444,3.305579786259542,3.7510610687022883,91.50185877862594,75.56488549618321,6.461374045801527,23.023664122137408,6.742157984588678,0.4724192366412217,476,13,109,4,10,158,76,131,0.179,0.6659999999999999,0.154,-0.1695,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,4,12,0,1,5,0,13,0,0,4,1,26,29,7,0,2,6,0,4,4,1,0,0,3,0,2,7,6,0,2,5,0,0,3,5,5,0,0,0,8,18,7,15,25,1,14,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,1,9,73,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295203616456145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491717102869753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334273135914158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522513419043651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023118579542735,0.0,0.0,0.08965934152712858,0.12279056104591192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745502157401379,0.3879095601351241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048774776340582,0.0,0.07092198982026936,0.0,0.15429582918853826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065780514469815,0.0,0.0,0.07460277502572088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26527570549930884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718357059807235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244320972292293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410959245980344,0.11852868519322185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545093365602284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21590227147992466,0.0,0.0,0.1081724559602897,0.0,0.14161329716187399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837655212737413,0.11501764402363547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554972586246861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18036800328869546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216302303307126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16013371008215727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.445252754399376,0.0,0.08741635244473052
anxiety,malorieisnotok,2019/02/03,"Losing loved ones I constantly fear all of my loved ones will die. My boyfriend, mother, and grandmother all suffer from anxiety and depression. They're all my biggest supporters and watching them suffer and not being able to help is tearing me apart. I'm so scared of losing everyone I love. Is there any way I can hinder this?",4.977049180327867,7.124842114754102,5.223737704918033,79.34052459016394,70.47540983606558,8.814426229508197,28.593442622950818,9.3871,2.7820531147540994,263,10,45,6,5,83,45,61,0.325,0.476,0.199,-0.878,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,2,2,11,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,8,10,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,2,0,1,8,4,4,8,3,4,0,5,1,3,6,2,0,0,1,30,9,0,0.20097756164782546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667163373477045,0.0,0.15374728456080966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171853455544743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17310167935196613,0.0,0.2085829787255708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920426728586886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261556319419108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471102314735828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4496849668292068,0.0,0.0,0.5441702882251649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723751942254879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20121360002857785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280669552660943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595266337005692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rolyato,2019/02/03,"I cant believe I agreed to this I am a musician and have agreed to go on a month long tour in a month. This happened on extremely short notice but I know if I pass this up I will never regret it.

I know many on this sub are already thinking, ""Really? You're anxiety can't be that bad if you're getting on stage in front of lots of people as a choice."" But this decision is probably the most anxiety inducing thing I can remember experiencing in the past 10 years.

I'm not sure what I'm asking here but I just needed to vent. I'm terrified for spending a month in a car with 3 other people, I'm terrified of going to parties/playing shows every night, and I'm terrified of my mental health going into total decline. Almost everyday since I have agreed to this (it's a month away) I have had some sort of anxiety attack/crying.

I am a musician and I need to experience this to really know if this is what I want to spend my life chasing. But God damn this is absolutely terrifying and my anxiety is at an all time high.",2.7117563025210067,4.231466909523814,5.185742296918772,79.88533613445381,75.14285714285714,8.941176470588236,26.162464985994397,9.478462496947786,2.393935574229692,801,29,162,21,17,284,118,210,0.196,0.752,0.052000000000000005,-0.9839,0,0,0,0,0,1,19.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,11,0,16,2,0,1,4,35,34,12,0,7,9,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,16,6,0,0,7,1,2,6,4,3,0,0,1,1,17,1,28,31,5,32,0,1,0,0,1,14,1,8,11,108,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141388720269434,0.0,0.1448221785939539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4015806932288463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268793529632667,0.14929988471438954,0.12330053283338376,0.0,0.10957657010012108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478580203874067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441565728858891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057198191956684,0.0,0.0,0.12837398064427266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685653883225748,0.0,0.2237533127245024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605155273527328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949772072897312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386580290199832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21637160431664876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269586099950236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613972158616592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115721458389696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305269577675444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225501110429524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4190052613069348,0.0,0.0,0.19461964772124465,0.10121728609742447,0.0,0.0,0.12315608664875395,0.0,0.0,0.14941304468820407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252796023238314,0.181965022928376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14149459397115574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681462716450378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14866479398837626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855976726270604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12368836766526067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718736049141693,0.08409072345394543,0.0,0.0,0.07652476126733948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740638723717655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451167495871657
anxiety,Nina8900,2019/02/03,"Grateful for others who get it First time on Reddit and stumbled upon this community. I deal with anxiety on a daily basis, mostly related to fear of major health issues and dying. 

It makes me so sad, and yet so comforted at the same time, to realize that there are so many others who understand my pain. I am fortunate to have very supportive people in my life, but seeing these posts where people are typing exact thoughts I have on a regular basis — it just makes me feel a little less crazy. 

Right now I’m experiencing my normal chest tightness and wondering if I should go to the doctor for the millionth time to get the all clear — again. 24 yo female with no prior medical history, and yet I’m often convinced I’ll die very soon. 

Thankful for brave and vulnerable people like you all who make me feel hopeful and less alone. I wish healing and peace for all of you on your journeys with anxiety. ",7.759683462532301,7.161798598837208,8.191240310077523,70.37443152454782,63.011627906976734,11.132816537467699,33.64599483204134,10.504223727775694,3.516598708010335,717,25,125,15,9,238,111,172,0.122,0.68,0.199,0.9621,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,1,12,10,0,1,7,0,6,7,1,3,5,36,24,13,2,5,3,0,3,1,0,1,6,0,0,0,11,11,0,1,6,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,1,5,14,7,21,22,8,23,0,1,1,0,7,10,0,5,11,90,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255447721237916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253624331744686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15185595050174705,0.0,0.0,0.305740473652275,0.0,0.0,0.15076393797130988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657492151361551,0.14895480431857125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529010222217726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15391240669154566,0.0,0.08371184477853025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565690098944013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629839671959413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537390005491108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403968682899617,0.07196150018785746,0.14762952355285802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949641418565436,0.14933526320491866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838546038598416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431903632217127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567335791685849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30634998901516736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410690766646029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579017985444926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737602876608196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16715002190861794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561058329035022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169367574198847,0.2576688574140469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533405752881843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430696399256421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16938340092871326,0.0,0.15973648359209172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gothboygucci,2019/02/03,"Is it possible to get ripped and in shape while being on heavy antidepressants and antipsychotic medication? I've suffered from anxiety and depression my whole life. I'm 24.

I'm currently on risperidone 2mg, mirtazapine 15mg, and just started taking Zoloft at 100mg. I've been on risperidone ever since I was 18. My therapist says I'm not ready to come off of it but if I do the work in therapy and change my way of thinking, I will be able to do it.

I feel a lot better, but I've been getting really fucking fat.

Is it possible to get in good shape while on all these meds? If I run everyday and work really hard and eat right, would I be able to get a six pack on these meds? Is it even possible to get abs on these meds? I just feel like a big fat freak and I feel so depressed about being on all these meds. But my fucking therapist keeps saying ""It's no different than a diabetic who need insulin"" yeah yeah

Just need advice. I feel terrible.",2.112199194012664,4.1365947305699535,4.060060449050088,85.05142630972942,78.37823834196891,8.22671272308578,24.71185952792171,8.998388855275968,1.977081980426021,745,27,157,19,18,253,104,193,0.135,0.782,0.083,-0.8579,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,3,7,10,2,0,5,2,14,10,2,0,3,31,35,16,0,5,9,0,5,1,0,2,7,2,0,0,11,9,3,1,5,0,0,2,2,7,0,1,3,7,13,3,23,26,4,25,0,3,0,2,3,16,2,3,7,94,24,2,0.2159161973466836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054954045635096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258764999079607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548016515473884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420535366335673,0.09299634274374048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18596830438959533,0.0,0.0,0.1127932354036353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046808671170888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130530599666443,0.09765428096783013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183474338686428,0.07712528726328348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996110452197572,0.28201825375309475,0.0,0.0,0.09055013112990028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670925127968638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959581184758691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625399779326315,0.05274287383759643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178211487393267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4796684408595226,0.10875642664537176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600991244683634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651196057553892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832144487049938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219562639400436,0.0,0.17170522637167512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930405483079756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641329789827575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811710546511996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345949447455977,0.2506953468589563,0.0,0.06917519047291097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569211369103327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053136176281685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15718956321788485,0.0,0.0,0.076690335828371,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,axxolot,2019/02/03,"What do I do This weird thing occasionally happens to me. Most of the time it is whenever I am really anxious, I will talk but it feels like it is somebody else talking. Like I am just there listening to it. Sometimes it happens when I’m not really anxious but usually it’s just when I’m anxious. I get really bad anxiety and I don’t think that my dad really understands how bad it is because when I tell him I need to see a doctor he just tells me that everybody gets anxious so now I’m on reddit. An example is , is when my teacher made me read in front of the class, I got really hot and anxious and it was like I wasn’t the one reading. I know it sounds dumb over that little thing but I just cannot help it.  ",1.3680227057710503,3.184195589403973,3.8548391674550615,86.63584437086094,79.86092715231787,7.757994323557239,24.69299905392621,8.634040054169528,1.7560535477767267,558,21,122,13,14,195,83,151,0.21600000000000005,0.7240000000000001,0.06,-0.9755,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,12,7,1,0,5,0,14,1,0,2,0,19,30,12,0,1,8,1,2,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,17,3,0,0,4,2,0,1,4,4,0,1,4,5,18,3,8,25,1,12,0,0,1,0,9,4,1,1,10,83,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824065945031474,0.6515502297255393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926209893846316,0.0703148750862724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180632381406316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635818551709516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05832325279869401,0.08240440561228632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052880396026587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225407687657293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040031448973633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731511845367263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06339206830458312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16905914997894714,0.11560867824456725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914476377010517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552884312654986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816257316355574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307577893643696,0.0,0.3694733871484861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919171668151085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408180491478764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854241917217144,0.20163791288286664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153263746294909,0.0739101357843583,0.0,0.0,0.06726015978721246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008100279468348,0.0,0.0,0.1270391732804759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OhxMyxMittens,2019/02/03,"Lovan and headaches About two weeks ago my GP prescribed me 20mg Lovan for my GAD. Everything was going alright untill the 3rd night I had a really bad panic attack. Since then I lowered the dosage to taking it every second day. ( GP said I can do that) But about a week earlier I started getting really bad headaches and this werid tension/pressure feeling around the back/top of my head. Started getting really bad anxiety about it, but tried to push through it as my GP said headaches seem to be a common side effect. 

But last night the pain and pressure got so bad I booked 13 sick ( home doctors service). I talked to the doctor about it when he came, but I did forget to mention the pressure feelling on my head. He said I needed to stop taking Lovan as I seemed sensetive to it. He then gave me some panadeine forte to help with the headache. 

Right now im just an emotional mess, and that annoying part of my brain is telling me what if it wasnt caused by Lovan but its something more serious? Luckily I'll be seeing my GP tomorrow to give her an update and hopefully get some closure.

Has anyone else experienced headaches with Lovan or from other meds? Did it ever get better? Did you have to stop? And did you ether find something that didnt cause headaches?

TLDR: Lovan gave me intense headaches. Had to stop taking it. Has anyone else experienced something simillar. And have you found something that didnt give you headaches? ",3.74989010989011,6.107575827838832,3.969898901098901,86.05010109890112,74.60439560439559,6.419282051282053,27.769816849816852,7.404127859558343,1.6371243663003665,1143,46,208,14,25,354,150,273,0.18,0.747,0.07200000000000001,-0.9843,1,0,4,0,0,0,29.0,0,4,0,2,11,15,2,3,12,1,19,7,3,3,1,36,45,21,0,3,8,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,16,11,0,3,6,1,0,3,3,12,0,2,18,7,25,3,28,25,4,28,0,0,1,0,19,4,0,7,21,127,41,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296509605848935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715988622982945,0.0,0.0,0.13088566902052495,0.1917954459354365,0.0,0.08331816384004936,0.0,0.10647625313725076,0.0,0.07196771576166551,0.3125870495670302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277595013170164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448143198509337,0.0,0.10704616642213856,0.0,0.1922928563634516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06036014139775241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19159406973565365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15637091787684734,0.10528022393048968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466078665071404,0.07885666060143046,0.0,0.08411590973566595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0473237459005347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554287210329514,0.0,0.0,0.10262057228583632,0.0,0.0,0.19559521181022696,0.17956705522580355,0.05319141049914095,0.0,0.07485536699168968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19210810954727514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06273382989457121,0.0,0.09388203093595786,0.09295958171589508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109716918135343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629129119530613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396141145124604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939848251018972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17566254230525954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959020937373947,0.10981194593317777,0.0,0.10135276866089396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17987540664895527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992843917250315,0.26708689295356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458199667410627,0.1704082310721078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742160874201166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288211761666514,0.0,0.0,0.13249209039334395,0.0,0.0,0.2347453687907671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111122606791548,0.07522700562619282,0.08180494824352977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06354392360150768,0.0,0.09142736600201924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501503112382531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Curly_umbrella,2019/02/03,"Driving has officially become overwhelming, and I need help I hate finally admitting it but it's time. What started last year, I would get a panic attack at every red light has now transitioned to just the very thought of driving makes me have so much dread. 

I've always been an anxious soul. Back in 2012, I had my first panic attack at work and have been battling that and depersonalization since. I'm an active guy, very social, and I've tried the medicines. But this driving battle I'm going through is taking a toll on me. 

Just the thought of my driving to work tomorrow makes me weak. I'll get in the car, feeling super dizzy from the anxiety. I'll turn the AC full blast and put some low music on. I avoid highways like the plague and take back roads no matter how much time it adds to my destination. 

I went out with some friends this weekend and couldn't truly enjoy myself because I had a nervous stomach the whole time thinking about having to drive home. 

It's getting to a point where I'm turning things down just because the thought of driving and having a panic attack is too much. Any advice would be great. I know I need to face this head on and get on the highway, ect. ",3.763939462389878,5.583492879828326,4.284477072509599,86.1870363677434,72.99141630901288,6.4503275355771414,26.85543257284843,7.0608816371341465,1.2611939914163086,943,34,182,9,19,298,137,233,0.243,0.659,0.097,-0.9906,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,4,11,20,6,7,17,0,16,4,3,3,0,36,42,13,0,5,5,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,1,1,10,12,0,1,7,1,0,10,2,15,0,1,8,3,16,5,23,30,7,38,1,2,1,0,5,15,0,2,14,112,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444449042979516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893492857701021,0.0,0.0,0.07268386845878924,0.0,0.08176493615785997,0.12074697371713193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.364783339873104,0.0,0.16437232368760032,0.0,0.1303093451067008,0.11804349168734846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005324404228109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054043080268332384,0.0,0.0,0.11708472078092065,0.0,0.0909143291107194,0.0,0.0,0.08257727172915164,0.0,0.22336709680968292,0.0,0.06074387419019619,0.0,0.0,0.1178385010559262,0.0,0.10583062945412132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055244907739887,0.10969243650198532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164118858338127,0.0,0.10721201454107014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058739910265034286,0.08712362674139165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05221746487027711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426900002100885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357131416806817,0.15850426416714694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762112885756228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103865357790796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744658635267054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841443415198216,0.0,0.0,0.10895340356902836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565209114147634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16072490504721104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100808464704296,0.0684860876094151,0.0,0.25455866011728623,0.18697240156275616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256630468304197,0.2325152662965032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17637876295955554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908128912887873,0.0,0.11933066385415925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15562368710847924,0.0,0.0,0.15185273860269466,0.0,0.0,0.0688289235424519
anxiety,dagnyxo,2019/02/03,"I feel like a burden. I’ve been seeing this guy for a few months now, and things have been going well. He knows about my anxiety, and he knows a lot of it is stemmed from my last relationship. (I was physically/emotionally abused and cheated on) 
He’s always very supportive when I do get anxious about things, and tells me that it’s not annoying and that I’m not a burden, but I constantly feel like I need reassurance that he still likes me and that I don’t annoy him. 

I hate myself for it because every single time I ask him if he still feels the same, I feel worse after because I feel annoying and embarrassed for continuously asking. Yet still, every time I feel the urge to, my anxiety takes over and just makes me ask the question. 

I don’t know how to overcome this fear of being cheated on, and not being good enough. I’ve tried therapy and I still go, Im on medication, but nothing seems to work. ",5.351029633350073,5.563139000000007,6.343294826720243,78.89164741336016,67.83977900552486,9.675740833751883,29.16172777498744,9.573946990214177,2.4013933701657457,713,23,145,14,11,238,100,181,0.215,0.684,0.101,-0.973,0,0,0,0,1,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,12,17,6,2,7,0,10,1,0,2,0,33,33,15,0,2,7,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,11,10,0,0,11,0,0,2,5,10,1,0,3,7,22,7,16,28,5,20,0,0,1,0,15,4,0,4,17,97,33,1,0.0,0.1379453170361968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687543926761263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17813055531094404,0.131527806973534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265267042880535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194394991789344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581473006021215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096314766753905,0.0,0.1202987839735995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961872059415956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101118637505613,0.35320973823031226,0.16634896682804062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06082757912891337,0.0,0.13233472133271668,0.09765228301958896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527966436109785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494619224177215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575964413800406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919534214683004,0.0949024162520284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17063902544326812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898089539978744,0.0,0.0,0.07771500281511086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728655963774863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929298160161776,0.0,0.0,0.0863281191241177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117135186765938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042333530045866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499754063478985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277614236667828,0.105989508268881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3719105896835636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321184094589894,0.0,0.0,0.08753757397022771,0.0,0.10176112014946152,0.0,0.13314283861819914,0.0,0.15469601205734415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577742605091386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790453509625277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960633263700738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468061103992754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475923515261374,0.0,0.1186476493377345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,adequateastronaut,2019/02/03,"I need support/tips I get horrible anxiety when flying. I’ve only flown once before and had a panic attack for almost the entire 3 hour duration. I’m going to have to fly to Nebraska from NC and then from St. Louis back to NC literally next week and i’m honestly freaking out. I meant to try to go to the doctor and get something to take before the flights to help, but I’ve been so busy with college I didn’t have the time. If anyone has experience with this and could gives me any tips or things that you do that help I would really appreciate it. ",3.805597345132744,4.791380035398234,5.478042035398231,80.94591261061949,71.65486725663717,8.835840707964602,25.629424778761074,9.188382445141503,1.9444876106194688,436,13,89,9,8,149,79,113,0.087,0.812,0.102,0.5704,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,3,4,1,1,5,0,9,1,0,0,0,16,19,11,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,4,0,7,1,15,13,0,10,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,7,53,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19619113345416134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13323609020750685,0.0,0.14988250681671464,0.0,0.0,0.13699569762330133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22289359389782326,0.0,0.15065465151236285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.333436418981905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564306062901506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20053809894043687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916527796622855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20472602305694326,0.18794963715212532,0.2226980063876816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626495277994288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19294719712721187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452763101816903,0.0,0.0,0.20836904145188187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086543127266956,0.0,0.14901020687243086,0.0,0.2298764143250677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12551492206165754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15083305776797098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22233398836919088,0.0,0.0,0.14731162774863055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301642272502304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424576176786752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330205851970728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715965537231286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13917988686992488,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,julesfried,2019/02/03,My anxiety worsens when I’m with people who probably have never experienced anxiety. Seriously... what’s that like? Makes me feel sick.(happy for you though),6.0910256410256425,9.732237846153849,7.3053846153846145,58.12294871794876,74.38461538461539,12.6974358974359,35.5897435897436,11.20814326018867,6.393297435897436,128,7,17,6,3,43,25,26,0.224,0.69,0.086,-0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,12,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5543600155993935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18320397610750205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857050041373865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17701520969918186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418568229223101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794497705990112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25119268592833965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3906509782151316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35598552250804943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,groundbreakingday44,2019/02/03,"Cant shake the feelings I realized recently that I have anxiety problems. Not sure why it took me so long to realize this.

I overthink everything. I moved into a new building at school, a single room, and I just feel so weird being alone all the time. It's my first time ""living alone"" and I like it, but at night I start freaking out. It's an old old old building (my school is 100 years old and I live in the oldest building). Every little noise (and there's lots of them) I freak out and think something is gonna ""get"" me. I lay awake until the early hours of the morning, heart pounding and freaking out. The only time I get a good night's sleep here is when my boyfriend stays over which obviously isn't practical to do every day. I've been like this my whole life. I'm fine during the day but at night I freak out. 

In addition, I always think something or other bad is going to happen. Even know rationally I know the thing, whatever it is that given day, is impossible, my mind convinces me that it's going to happen. Lately its been pregnancy fears, and I've like never had sex and havent skipped a period in years.

I just can't seem to convince myself that bad things aren't always going to happen.

When I plan things out the way I want to get things done or do things, and it doesn't happen that way, I melt down completely and can't think straight. I start crying and can't stop and have even gotten hysterical, to the point where I was crying uncontrollably. I remember as a kid these feelings of the world crashing on me would bring me to the point of throwing myself around my bed. My dad has always thought it's me being a brat, but I really can't help reacting like that; it really feels like the whole world is crashing down on me. 

I've had these issues since I was a kid (I had an awful childhood) and always thought it was me being an awful person but I've realized it's anxiety. I see a counselor at school every week but it hasn't helped much.

 Does anyone relate to any of this, and if so what helped?",4.708737335834897,5.110937363414639,5.525853658536587,83.53166979362102,69.26829268292683,8.454033771106943,26.50093808630394,8.384062270229773,1.5837861163227016,1589,44,327,22,26,520,184,410,0.163,0.77,0.067,-0.9907,0,2,2,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,1,2,13,21,0,3,24,2,35,4,2,1,4,60,67,29,0,4,11,1,4,5,0,2,1,0,2,3,32,22,0,1,16,0,0,8,12,11,0,1,14,5,43,10,36,48,6,71,0,0,1,1,8,27,0,5,38,213,75,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15358653264686084,0.0,0.0,0.24678284098100406,0.0,0.0,0.05042206655683528,0.0,0.1134435230371523,0.0,0.0,0.05184485804712535,0.0,0.0,0.06600597925441487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381822497030635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774104648647731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16289258694832665,0.14345480231209212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648859782311686,0.07587746809703559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794594136538916,0.0,0.18741451553311275,0.0,0.0666379662859276,0.0,0.0,0.08343526754138073,0.14996250739027542,0.05297017352700044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06306885489989895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116215236552083,0.0,0.1264172531931766,0.06219044789382432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26226952078533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786379215414544,0.14909622405459172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301922775091271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738953473669577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149779938048794,0.0,0.08364032229099662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05237176597408366,0.1811208281113398,0.07431413044412323,0.13094518645258987,0.06561719426974813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630365827351905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486668561606569,0.0,0.0,0.0788058451727677,0.05450610509209386,0.0,0.057186242868542375,0.07161101534415336,0.0,0.2087440047065469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112165231148349,0.0,0.0,0.0563916470144677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474174052761295,0.0,0.0,0.1401845505349472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094805166720909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500011211995643,0.0,0.07321058421108242,0.0,0.08399337052801525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251202207091536,0.0590850481855864,0.06750006029009736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06133463418948072,0.0,0.07419990639275853,0.0,0.0,0.11416297890313072,0.0,0.0,0.10496234874625797,0.07903015297166935,0.0,0.0619896759935773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988206566327948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24629773057391796,0.14252997842088316,0.0,0.11772785328407127,0.12970601422011413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082379332802037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04373344347388359,0.11770785674001358,0.05947573657325453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669055560698659,0.1655635233156929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052671445913779605,0.0,0.0,0.09549564813987743
anxiety,TruePhilosophe,2019/02/03,"Could this be some demented form of anxiety? Please help me.

I’ve documented this problem extensively since I’ve been dealing with it for almost two years. I will try to go into as much detail as possible. I apologize if this gets lengthy as I’m writing off the top of my head. I am desperate. 

Since August 2017, I have felt an extremely uncomfortable and distressing burning sensation in my legs. Specifically in the thigh regions and sometimes in the calves. It is always in my legs, nowhere else. It is not necessarily painful but it is the most uncomfortable feeling you can imagine. It’s as if my legs are being squeezed from an outside force that also happens to have very dull needles attached to it. Prior to August 2017, I was experiencing frequent signs that in hindsight, were probably the beginning of this problem. I would often wake up in the middle of the night and clutch my calves and massage them furiously as they had severely cramped. This was random and unpredictable. The cramp was EXTREMELY painful and took active massaging to loosen. This did not happen exclusively at night. Next, I would experience mildly severe constipation often. This would happen about once every two weeks and made it so I couldn’t eat and I thought I had stomach poisoning most of the time. Next, i would also often eat large dinners and if I ate even a little too much, I would get really nauseous and couldn’t sleep the following night. The nausea was pretty severe. This only occurred after I consumed a dinner. The portion sizes were by no means excessive and the nausea came without warning.  This all happened at the concurrently. I did not think much of it. Come August, and the extremely uncomfortable burning sensation begins. The cramps continued. I did not know what was wrong with me. I self diagnosed myself with anxiety even though my symptoms did not match any form of anxiety in the DSM. I went to a doctor in December 2017 and got a blood test which came back perfectly normal. The doctor did no further testing. Fast forward to February 2018. I started taking a Magnesium Glycinate supplement. This literally changed my life. For 7 months I suffered from the burning sensation which made me depressed and tired all the time. The magnesium gave me great relief and my symptoms have been decreasing in severity ever since. The burning is almost never as bad as it was before and with it the constipation, cramps, and nausea attacks have completely disappeared. I haven’t had a single cramp, constipation or nauseas episode since I started taking the magnesium. My only gripe is that the magnesium never helps in relieving the burning 100%. There are periods where my burning is almost unnoticeable and other days where the sensation is horrible. The magnesium doesn’t always work. The only thing that has taken away my burning 101% has been weed. I consumed some edibles a while back and the sensation quite literally melted away. When I don’t take magnesium and when the effects of the weed have worn off, the burning comes back. It’s extremely frustrating and I want to know what is really causing this sensation. It has quite literally ruined my life so far. Thank you.

I just wanted to clarify that I have felt anxiety plenty of times in my life and have even experienced a panic attack but never has it felt like this. I’m convinced it’s not merely anxiety but I need an opinion.",5.481110423755027,8.039631901639346,6.037695638725643,72.27489174141667,70.14754098360655,9.456232601299103,32.4930405196412,9.87939668111105,3.813246210949583,2740,128,430,74,53,886,283,610,0.172,0.747,0.081,-0.9961,1,0,0,0,0,0,62.0,0,2,2,6,23,24,5,2,44,0,56,31,9,4,7,95,99,44,0,17,15,0,5,1,0,6,17,0,0,1,37,31,5,0,11,0,0,10,17,17,0,2,34,7,50,7,56,54,13,71,0,4,0,0,11,27,0,16,37,320,87,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19211874599426787,0.0,0.0,0.1022862070754034,0.10642785634021278,0.0,0.0,0.04349015867193603,0.0,0.2446189314567259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455112912796692,0.12017169190973732,0.1475274759729192,0.05339799236874114,0.0,0.0,0.054419199580010486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629013929092072,0.0,0.0656972353197708,0.0676536784443708,0.1101795050174812,0.0670533890793281,0.0,0.0,0.051061179280405634,0.0,0.0,0.04124432377090101,0.06593262208582011,0.055082530995459636,0.06491083779984362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091698696809434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308795459587417,0.05342443387239827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12672084333705685,0.05784905095419881,0.05388306862810892,0.0,0.0,0.0625581986415928,0.0,0.0,0.03233650307595505,0.0,0.18421441249509835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06682549160031752,0.0,0.03634590154454415,0.0,0.051148968850987936,0.07050828770198206,0.0,0.0,0.22621331993423416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06563411620403008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573254905120782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029367236417948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13551545390796585,0.031244151980465817,0.06409759744652406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102754287584673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06966344633716134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051046587161121065,0.0,0.14103819939861453,0.0474202580639756,0.14797323549212793,0.0,0.1360292494465735,0.18004636672854535,0.06266025434090576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810774133295963,0.0,0.14591716547356862,0.1361007693058612,0.0750349377436897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07020106922795168,0.0,0.07209727509600447,0.0,0.0650630812580959,0.06895203274008621,0.12238855862814133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360435426209415,0.0,0.0,0.08193971870017568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667168125426697,0.2889942518175997,0.0,0.2116099680269107,0.0,0.06399907665082435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06325104411220596,0.0,0.09053237031466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294308099481586,0.14425384417310425,0.0,0.0,0.05887922935767623,0.0,0.0,0.042487458823701765,0.040978430016315466,0.0628333903453181,0.05077145155940253,0.11187433447970138,0.07350443993816849,0.0,0.0,0.07105401463088466,0.04341981476523795,0.0,0.1249453628698213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05276783246491668,0.07544214372116048,0.0,0.05129915129094335,0.0,0.0,0.0592849703380618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06164830441085109,0.0,0.04655846605974824,0.0,0.0,0.22715149305597465,0.06992244641973755,0.0,0.04118356479301858
anxiety,randomuser1598,2019/02/03,"I don’t know how to forgive myself I’ve made a few mistakes in the past few years and I was able to move on but after tonight I feel like a terrible person. I can’t stop thinking about how dumb or careless I can be sometimes and how better off other people would be without me.
I was doing relatively fine the past month until now. I hit a breaking point after tonight. 
 I was driving in the rain it was dark and I could hardly see a thing. I made a left turn after checking for oncoming traffic then everything happened fast. suddenly i was breaking as hard as I could because I saw two pedestrians crossing. I can’t stop shaking. i didn’t even see that there was a light for pedestrians to cross or that anyone was walking at all. I stoped just three feet in front of them and I feel mortified. one of them just raised her hands and the other kept laughing and was yelling “oh my god”. 
My mind keeps racing now. how did i miss it? why didn’t i stop to apologize to them? i sat there for a few moments frozen, mouthing the words I’m sorry. I don’t know what’s going to happen or if I should be worried. I don’t even care at this post because I feel like I deserve whatever comes at me. I just feel like a reckless idiot. ",2.022099428373462,3.953258426294824,3.333816040187081,90.59810150701544,78.28286852589642,5.958842889312316,25.255672960332586,6.8959733430537185,0.9622106703620306,959,36,201,10,23,312,138,251,0.159,0.722,0.119,-0.8385,0,0,0,0,1,0,19.0,0,0,3,1,14,15,2,1,13,0,25,3,3,6,1,43,49,19,0,6,9,0,7,3,0,2,0,1,0,1,9,7,0,5,8,0,1,9,8,7,0,3,16,12,35,8,27,25,4,41,0,1,3,0,7,10,1,4,22,141,44,0,0.12640577469361758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838585674643157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15411157399449335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179563546018234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887911180340722,0.0,0.0,0.1088873821663408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018494507227066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16697964404776072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360535960321932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25565823101462803,0.2709129320945653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183931478060382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235604182001686,0.0,0.22646949100201444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235526054220296,0.0,0.0,0.1389386159500272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13734024406292056,0.0,0.0,0.18526642953898376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392164007577384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276337982047694,0.0,0.10089588337900997,0.13434933385082187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565582433955722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413372301131978,0.08763384820121083,0.11037264676444657,0.0,0.0,0.11949431504260576,0.0,0.12106179037302385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20145807323998668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501854335927742,0.14150091577630394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31704266315933105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397837992608624,0.08099571638219362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374931845346994,0.1234800743982266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406155050046278,0.0,0.0,0.12185065600405826,0.0,0.0,0.12837120008368855,0.0,0.08979503558349257,0.0,0.0,0.08140117452657236
anxiety,camcora,2019/02/03,"Only calm when I’m completely alone Here’s a stumper: every search result for this shows articles or sites about how to calm anxiety when you’re alone, but nothing about people who only achieve calm when in the company of absolutely no one. 

Any thoughts? It really only occurred to me tonight as I’ve spent the last week or so in completely terror, and now that I’ve got 72 hours to myself, the world around me has calmed, the anxiety is gone. I realize this is a pattern with me.",7.160744680851067,6.582669755319152,7.307957446808512,76.15300000000002,64.21276595744679,11.349787234042553,34.75744680851064,10.793553405168565,3.6164451063829786,383,15,74,9,5,124,68,94,0.152,0.752,0.096,-0.6925,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,10,5,0,1,6,0,3,0,0,2,0,10,8,10,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,1,1,1,1,1,0,1,4,0,5,4,12,4,0,14,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,8,44,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4226636186067689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13875938691541867,0.0,0.3121917600980698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18164565317390494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42788012016394894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17191893054146412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16319553149156124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009458153471985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16632605403133852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957892061893308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826795630116734,0.4655622568379729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146093610113505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307181380576933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16199102754101205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16367470250243002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,helloworld9093,2019/02/03,"Anxiety over death is crippling me and making it impossible to sleep. So right now I've been awake for 2 days straight and don't think I'll get to sleep anytime soon. Everytime I try I can feel a panic attack coming on as I slip into obsessing over death. I'm so scared of dying suddenly and not getting a chance to say goodbye to my loved ones, and I'm petrified of not existing for eternity. I'm scared of not getting to live a long life were I come to terms with death and can pass on, but for now I'm a 21 year old who has no plans to die anytime soon, but I just can't stop being scared of dying in my sleep or dying from an aneurysm or heart attack or whatever at such a young age. I know there's no reassurance as we all we eventually die but getting this off my chest at least makes me feel somewhat better. Has anyone had this issue before? Hearing your experience would surely help me. ",6.8985345345345355,5.293946481081083,7.543423423423428,77.59165165165169,65.27027027027027,10.816816816816818,32.98798798798799,9.725611199111238,2.795834834834834,709,23,149,12,9,237,115,185,0.227,0.675,0.098,-0.9746,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,1,0,2,9,11,2,5,6,0,12,7,5,2,2,32,30,15,8,1,10,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,4,11,0,1,4,0,0,3,7,7,0,1,3,4,15,4,27,25,4,28,0,0,0,1,9,11,0,4,14,93,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859054656470394,0.0,0.0,0.07851936457376016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555038393766613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955548831037017,0.0,0.0,0.09931591525595128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934646191715836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242106769367722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5827230693749142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984618304770732,0.0,0.0,0.11355958173777975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346782785302594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12656477075332714,0.13307026750296916,0.07526905729958328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720693856777226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061714465643816274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793173699531179,0.0,0.0,0.09915865547268092,0.09937765466520117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135073742343532,0.0,0.14991574001303087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783484688886478,0.0,0.0760940850353322,0.0,0.0,0.13175413751262713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589942584490624,0.0,0.08930159307797783,0.3372810398768794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371286789576768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388375535187424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583682929548943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195418382119266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624102074813892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977123711230732,0.0,0.0,0.07231438076932216
anxiety,MentalWalls,2019/02/03,"Through 2+ years of coping with anxiety I learned pretty much the same concepts as my mate in a 10 day Vipassana retreat. Through 2+ years of coping with anxiety I learned pretty much the same concepts as my mate in a 10 day Vipassana retreat. 

A short and candid blog post right here [https://mentalwalls.org/blog/vipassana-anxiety-mindfulness](https://mentalwalls.org/blog/vipassana-anxiety-mindfulness)

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Thanks for reading",14.918278688524587,18.116498491803284,9.701762295081966,52.6677254098361,47.68852459016394,8.067213114754097,39.84016393442623,8.07648339933343,3.4034885245901645,372,15,45,3,4,100,36,61,0.054000000000000006,0.742,0.204,0.8591,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,11,1,4,9,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,26,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386877104541505,0.267680485195508,0.0,0.0,0.3370475599241784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28414192239581776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224334455678145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238818617479747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21098009726293585,0.4482349883673896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22035292551998506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18812928395010275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20281648344878309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267680485195508,0.28372333939578565
anxiety,manatee_tamer,2019/02/03,"Being Ghosted After Dating I'm not sure why, but being ghosted abruptly makes me really worried that I must have done or said something wrong. My brain starts conjuring up worst case scenarios and it leaves me a nervous wreck. I don't want to not take a hint, so after a text or two with no replies I don't press the issue, but man if it doesn't keep me worrying for weeks and weeks. I envy the DGAF mentality towards life. -_-",7.813352941176473,6.049558541176469,7.968088235294116,75.78389705882354,63.58823529411765,10.852941176470587,35.367647058823536,9.516144504307137,3.1082352941176468,336,12,66,5,4,110,64,85,0.292,0.682,0.027000000000000003,-0.9757,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,5,0,8,2,1,1,2,15,15,8,2,3,7,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,2,2,8,1,7,10,1,9,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,7,44,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428675577407156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22263817429996902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22707485049010384,0.0,0.1933762464567548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303633428394303,0.0,0.0,0.15366820551291904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14522217995604506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192480873185626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393737301146569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20694822727111226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16748738349528494,0.0,0.0,0.15398922948521848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20504658241477267,0.0,0.1635771325938654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21252332275408475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832180955780645,0.0,0.3490250726047251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963129665168823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4418830183035063,0.0,0.0,0.23786638106289146,0.0,0.0
anxiety,weebuwobble,2019/02/03,"Has anyone else ever had a panic attack in their sleep? If so, what was it like for you? A few days ago I was dead asleep, and the next thing I remember, my boyfriend is shaking me awake. He said I was hyperventilating in my sleep and when he would attempt to wake me, my eyes would roll into the back of my head! 

I don’t think this was a seizure or anything. I remember having a bad nightmare and I began hyperventilating in my dream which in turn, must have caused me to start panicking in real life.

Has anyone else experienced anything like this?",3.41,5.252993333333336,4.495555555555558,84.20500000000001,74.0,7.022222222222222,24.037037037037038,7.793537801064563,1.1031592592592585,432,13,88,6,9,141,72,108,0.171,0.768,0.061,-0.9278,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,1,4,6,1,2,6,0,14,7,6,1,2,15,19,7,1,4,2,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,7,3,16,2,10,9,1,15,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,2,10,62,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338263845570556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22620033546363594,0.33146634414337633,0.26621483519119443,0.0,0.0,0.1840152887538836,0.0,0.12437665307183107,0.13505545718409095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16616299149547278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431611294788136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702446673130638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463131791609955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16600334914460396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424962357301327,0.15804688689087176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17202418723489588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18978012790769502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841082250103124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.366465051806849,0.0,0.1538623880321113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237359373644382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448829928260915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746027933784953,0.10364360821511977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759388074663215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298067577737792,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iloveSeinfield69,2019/02/03,"Get really nervous of saying the wrong thing (ramble) I’m not sure how long I’ve had this habit but it’s become more evident as of recent. Almost every time my partner texts me I become nervous because we often talk about a lot of things at once so this means I have a lot to reply too. I prefer this though as I get more nervous when we don’t have a lot to talk about and it’s short messages. I simply don’t know how to reply to them a lot of the time, As I’m typing the messages or waiting for them to reply I have a slight anxiousness that follows me until they do and I realize I said everything right and I feel dumb for worrying over nothing. Whenever we ft or are together things are lovely and I feel little to no anxiety talking to them or being myself, but for some reason it’s hard and uncomfortable for me to do the same with them through messaging and I feel bad for this. I have this problem with strangers at times too, my mind goes blank and I don’t know how to reply to them as I’m to focused in my own head and trying to think what’s the right thing to say. I have days where I’m fine and very confident with myself and don’t have these problems but more often than not I have trouble communicating as a whole think? I feel insincere or like I’m lying to people sometimes when I talk to them. I feel like I ramble whenever I talk to people and most things I say don’t really matter. It’s irrational I know but knowing that doesn’t make it any easier. Anyways I hope this all made sense. ",3.5863636363636364,4.447164891719748,5.008210770121597,84.57748118123914,72.05732484076431,8.002084539664159,25.41922408801389,8.296473431620573,1.4732471337579622,1192,35,249,18,22,400,143,314,0.16699999999999998,0.73,0.104,-0.9566,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,3,0,7,0,15,16,1,3,11,0,19,2,1,6,2,65,45,32,0,4,10,0,6,2,1,0,0,4,0,1,20,17,0,1,15,0,0,1,9,10,0,0,3,10,41,6,42,41,13,19,0,0,0,1,24,9,1,14,11,181,61,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09739533601611114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06614250882170934,0.0,0.07440630398193644,0.10988005927076304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121095183748159,0.05929092101886385,0.21483976722297526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06272690494051067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194868565460696,0.0,0.08741415364163088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24589671609369826,0.06948505702057846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163231872826603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712898295790897,0.0,0.09982040173220873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966045922122328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138138827926752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503605694261734,0.09748356947919964,0.0,0.08607512835576715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307597656635547,0.08778409756261467,0.09203306640843696,0.06492413514710374,0.0,0.0,0.10594845488295963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820839866273756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09332694230961827,0.0,0.0,0.10358244300563832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348605153422871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18613604930261715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461896512858793,0.1000030674069172,0.0960359628768048,0.0,0.0,0.1661249788325938,0.0925198525450447,0.23204349445931466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619607908842956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916696886947833,0.0,0.0,0.3908835467911253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230877060322305,0.12464503472152022,0.09556088554569764,0.0,0.1701453703828739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660355254808476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025256588832448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859121362189583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987757958468546,0.0,0.0,0.10634235814221986,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Rety96,2019/02/03,"How do you deal with it? So I'm sat here, listening to music and watching the Super Bowl (No clue what's happening but go Rams!) and it dawns on me, this is the 4th night this week I've sat alone with my anxiety eating me up. I think all sorts; does my girlfriend still love me? Do my family hate me? Do I have any friends? What am I doing with my life so on, so forth. I don't know if this is classed as anxiety but this only starting happening after I was diagnosed with it on a return to my GP about my ongoing depression, so I'd just like to know; how do you guys deal with it when your head goes south and what helps you?

TL;DR: My head keeps going to shit and I just want a bit of advice on how I can help it and any pointers",0.9661482820976488,2.4919450000000007,3.0013019891500896,93.64582278481014,80.01265822784809,6.792766726943943,20.146473779385172,7.7094869923839395,0.4694397830018082,562,14,135,9,14,190,94,158,0.121,0.735,0.14400000000000002,0.6246,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,4,0,1,13,7,2,0,4,0,12,7,3,3,1,25,28,17,0,2,5,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,1,12,10,1,1,3,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,3,2,22,4,18,25,2,15,0,1,1,1,13,6,1,2,8,90,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15910595725947935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16863256196750975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214465582793197,0.0,0.2491139242313797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17775742379535195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33572083167996314,0.14023674875817005,0.16525901565723866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424850025105853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16660565221405976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349233820121475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257944369518868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850688765086544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16121753801833594,0.2879626257187024,0.0,0.0,0.16075118036216646,0.33420087631150425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21826981666261386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14472202234866496,0.0,0.0,0.17896338262737269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500468066791912,0.07954569647149715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469515340678807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15279567247804693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383205409659367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671325348261158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524493374628242,0.0,0.1300283748309671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432857188744607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09603553761603843,0.0,0.13060449585528974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sherbies_,2019/02/03,"Anxiety About Food? So since I got a personal trainer in November to try and lose weight (I have 25-ish lbs to lose), I've been getting pretty anxious about eating (or even *thinking* about eating) anything, healthy or not.

For some reason, I *can't* get myself to cook healthy meals because of a ton of worries - that it won't taste good, it'll be a waste of time and money, I'll never be healthy anyway, it won't stick, etc. - which all kind of tie into this thought that I'm not worthy of eating well. Even if I meal prep some things, they will *always* go bad in the fridge.  Also, when it comes to junk/fast food, I realize they help in the short term, but I feel really guilty and disappointed in myself every time I eat them. Just thinking about how I'm getting fatter every day, how I'm a piece of shit for doing it instead of eating healthy, scrutinizing myself for not being able to stop, things like that.

It's also a mix of depression, since I've barely been eating these past couple of weeks (a depression symptom I'm well aware of) and can barely bring myself to go to the gym or even really get out of bed some days. I would tell my trainer about all of this, but he's going to think these are all excuses. A couple weeks ago, he checked my MyFitnessPal that he wanted me to use, and he was clearly very disappointed in me not cooking and my mindset when it comes to eating. It also doesn't help that he set harder limits on the number of calories and the macros I need to eat per day (1420 calories, 50% protein, 20% carbs, 30% fat), which also discourages me and adds onto the anxiety and failure mindset.

I know this is the weirdest possible thing to be anxious about since people cook and eat healthy all the time (especially since I tried googling this and found nothing about it). But is there anything I can try when it comes to getting myself back on track with food and having a healthier relationship with it?",7.393519475080277,6.305445981432363,7.360092140164737,77.63531620829262,63.9867374005305,9.952757224626554,33.104704732653914,8.841846274778883,2.5965522546419098,1513,50,293,19,19,486,184,377,0.149,0.773,0.078,-0.9839,0,0,0,0,0,0,58.0,0,0,3,3,27,14,1,0,16,0,22,22,2,4,6,59,49,29,0,4,12,0,2,1,0,5,2,0,1,1,27,20,20,3,9,4,2,7,9,9,2,0,6,3,26,5,48,34,11,36,0,7,0,0,14,11,1,7,18,192,53,0,0.06730066598753844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596579797081305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152812731006943,0.0559995454455765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296965054088694,0.1520611923859191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076542743873327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05175005792222692,0.05619324494889828,0.04102586132380588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17392069362012375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14893381367217176,0.0,0.1302100857503389,0.0,0.1159319299968699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6197884464144127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505803270372284,0.13335436547121396,0.0,0.11340742749684778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034029238882053184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441406973639384,0.07379170651172552,0.0,0.0,0.17580910122968516,0.0,0.1147455582755232,0.05644860557187679,0.05382649062307608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022043554858716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07008328712051164,0.0369866859622822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03287970591356358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15058446079280116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04990259106611746,0.05190642256404232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06457680412404226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06424610091419393,0.04665780785163865,0.05876434563261801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587138879006876,0.0,0.06846897233549397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862290599273207,0.06919629354528138,0.0,0.07225572869947629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908316649965066,0.2226872254831377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056266370289919834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06995116092581878,0.0,0.0,0.05882374847003855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413471602730906,0.1293706478490806,0.0,0.0534292112367649,0.11773067866485865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13707820342139546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05812616698785969,0.0,0.05553009773564629,0.0396956764995798,0.0,0.10796906948322146,0.08195408026784262,0.12102276241571465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834709316241397,0.0,0.04780846216710776,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Yulgok,2019/02/03,"Social Situational Anxiety Tomorrow I'll be going to the laundromat and I have a ""Social Situational Anxiety"" and I'm worried about conflict and being close to others. I'll leave if too many people are there, 2, even if my laundry is still wet. Can anybody offer some advice to help me deal with this. I don't necessarily need a full solution now just anything that could help.",3.7418511066398352,6.375025478873241,5.982615694164995,70.23577464788737,75.90140845070422,8.564185110663983,28.45271629778672,9.23628265651192,3.0731392354124742,303,13,50,8,7,106,56,71,0.127,0.7659999999999999,0.107,0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,12,11,5,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,5,8,2,6,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,3,3,36,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20698402631454474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240771366237159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17430642122550927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16911774443703914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21837287131071972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13990239095102108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037984581180193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28395143873893913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22428243295165715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147480563405712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15705879099191386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468464609743866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4761798473547204,0.0,0.4318392297877997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16915643525375845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151093077647604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Murphino,2019/02/03,"Does anyone else struggle with seemingly constant chest pains? I should start this off by saying I've been to the hospital multiple times, seen my GP, had a stress test, and everything's come back normal, ecg, troponin, tons of other blood tests, etc.

That being said I have been having issues with the left side of my chest for over a month straight now, It varies from tightness to straight up pain, usually presenting itself as a constant sensation of tightness over the left side of my chest.

I feel like I've angered my primary care doctor because I always bring it up when I see him and have even called him at home about it once or twice and every time he's told me I'm fine, with a young and healthy heart. But I just can't stop worrying about there being something wrong with my heart, I have regular panic attacks about this sensation on an almost nightly basis now, and even when I'm not actually panicking about it the sensation remains and freaks me out. 

When I try to sleep it takes hours to fall asleep from a mixture of the anxiety about the sensation and the sensation itself. It's gotten bad enough that I'm posting on the internet about it now because i don't know what else to do.

Does anyone else have similar chest pains, or constant pains caused by anxiety?

(P.S My doc says that all of my chest issues are anxiety related and I see a therapist with a psych appointment on Monday, just posting here because I've been feeling very stressed about this whole ordeal lately and wanted to vent/search for anyone else in a similar situation.)",11.914748157248154,7.9301205608108125,10.571437346437346,67.1986240786241,57.91891891891893,14.27714987714988,43.46314496314496,11.911945987284742,4.963186486486487,1250,49,227,26,11,393,161,296,0.14,0.789,0.07200000000000001,-0.9667,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,0,20,16,2,4,17,0,16,15,10,1,1,35,35,16,0,3,6,0,4,1,0,1,5,3,1,0,17,16,0,3,4,0,0,3,3,13,0,1,8,10,21,3,42,24,5,44,0,0,3,0,8,17,0,4,23,145,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.08328575522726528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546207101397855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101502486918286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958692406094282,0.0,0.0,0.17902851927242042,0.2623423553240973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709382791606794,0.0,0.0656260978743158,0.0712606621317016,0.1560790827322614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714819597450206,0.0,0.08701632214568178,0.08767424169770241,0.0,0.07351834902958869,0.0,0.2766873498076376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735563606221858,0.14937438403514885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851837953358739,0.0,0.0,0.08818562475900665,0.09518377366593184,0.11274095774647548,0.0,0.07190800585931245,0.0,0.07670382291111047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630738789967309,0.06097147071314282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20227174175072068,0.0,0.0,0.08560937756099388,0.0,0.08404899228887218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781588934496132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04690413828435115,0.0,0.0962744337321054,0.0,0.18545818253582516,0.0,0.0,0.04169593011093947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06812266602731942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800917958293506,0.08362133135716318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908911089796424,0.0,0.0,0.36325826148651824,0.10013558767719627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16347647967501808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118395122225841,0.13574173338603712,0.0,0.0,0.13602002958120624,0.07769613869615165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959329066597876,0.0854080158381577,0.0,0.0,0.06570381274255514,0.0,0.0,0.06040860682949278,0.0,0.0,0.0713533949899756,0.19552797918992204,0.0892225667517404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06416985604897224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909372490732228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953232068494862,0.0,0.0,0.08155212324537829,0.0,0.057944589535129626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399697959762404,0.07041970145128343,0.05033950599753259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528618504394716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667339140069014,0.0,0.0,0.0933128683065579,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AmagusTitanAnt,2019/02/03,I need advice. I need help/advice. I suffer from anxiety disorder and depression. I have been having a really poor week. I am really stressed and anxious. I have no friends to talk to. I don't know what to do. I have a therapist but it doesn't feel like it helps much. I just need some help and advice to calm me. ( Sorry if this post doesn't make sense I got anxious writing it),-0.1918531468531448,2.1137634743589757,2.1523776223776245,92.2608041958042,93.74358974358977,5.9132867132867135,18.62937062937063,7.348242739294969,0.6544461538461541,293,9,63,6,11,99,48,78,0.273,0.58,0.147,-0.6292,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,2,0,10,0,0,1,0,14,17,5,0,4,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,2,1,11,3,5,15,2,2,0,2,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,42,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4844252128502452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641163562566327,0.3733586341940616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423248968522525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18938458115804974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355261426217338,0.1180507462330909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276675366642898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216116950791518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322798348245729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081408831252266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807301448842727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030202652613202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147376442142692,0.3675802409053519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582586100636299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21171979212549927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849777554461033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18928708445803516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13281731747090245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19186166965469664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13254921813039833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pouryour,2019/02/03,"Chronic Mental Health issues coverage with ACA/ Obamacare or no insurance at all Is anyone without health insurance or have an Obamacare plan that has therapy and sees a psychiatrist? Are you able to afford medical care?

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I may leave my toxic job and lose my great insurance and pay. I want to change medications and fix my horrible mental state, but am afraid I will be royally screwed in having therapy, getting medication, as well as other routine things like testing for stds, etc. 

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I'm also extremely concerned the costs will skyrocket (as they have been creeping up ever since its inception), pre-existing conditions can be discriminated against,  or coverage be scrapped completely and leave me to basically die. Does anyone have any intelligent insight on whether this is likely to happen?",10.063667883211679,11.098191452554747,9.434735401459855,57.921738138686116,57.83211678832117,13.273357664233579,44.86222627737226,12.602617957971056,6.544942335766423,667,38,90,22,8,213,105,137,0.128,0.775,0.097,-0.5705,2,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,1,2,3,8,1,1,3,0,17,7,0,0,2,17,23,14,1,1,6,0,0,2,0,3,6,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,3,1,0,1,1,9,5,15,16,2,6,0,1,1,1,2,4,1,4,3,65,14,3,0.12350695519685873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876846744909404,0.0,0.2676394687102712,0.3001489381481794,0.08398896476782096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17271786950677462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259235721302696,0.0,0.13065398216043794,0.0,0.12949469270575034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818072026084382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808176879145484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13774290263367595,0.0,0.11171911188218693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645272865287701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361668541223911,0.0,0.0,0.10921679259259884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625642358573249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890917311117764,0.12256159559706127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615520651138939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067851946381362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817269100965002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732607913104309,0.2489319233851035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098419052792502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216622962450056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824819340109685,0.0,0.08205253306010242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284760212997587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104758531100868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905629745379764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001489381481794,0.0
anxiety,HikingPeach47,2019/02/03,"Does Your anxiety change when you're around your SO? Or a specific friend or family member? I find that my SO is very calming and he's really learned to understand my anxiety and the panic attacks. So when I am around him I feel pretty mellow. When he leaves for work I find myself constantly searching for something, I can't sit still at all. I fall back on old habits from when I lived alone, I power clean, I obsess over one thing in the house, I go shopping , or over extend my schedule so I don't have to sit with my feelings. It's exhausting and I don't feel like I can really stop and breath. I'm curious if other people share this experience of having someone close who is  like a wet blanket over their anxiety. What do you do when they aren't around? ",2.925203619909503,4.74348332026144,4.270588235294117,85.40687782805429,75.27450980392156,7.844947209653093,24.18753142282555,8.617729084823388,1.6350376068376071,600,19,121,12,13,198,99,153,0.159,0.713,0.128,-0.2295,1,1,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,2,2,14,9,1,2,4,0,12,2,1,0,1,22,18,17,0,1,4,0,4,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,7,9,0,1,7,1,1,2,4,4,0,1,0,4,24,5,16,18,1,25,0,0,0,0,11,10,0,4,13,84,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795581435944528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500124084382889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4073024382819877,0.0,0.17350373365239813,0.0,0.11727185188408025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16133683787956532,0.0,0.0,0.16481064167989115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13346375304375305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918541289037768,0.14377417383470414,0.0,0.2313430374069269,0.1089541739373266,0.0,0.0,0.27878531146545005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178299285665333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866757426929929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17597767790350113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16148755066082998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14901873183146458,0.0,0.13467035947823378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16003505809896812,0.0,0.10334567100598477,0.0,0.0,0.17893926634028026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057322011085739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15515892164701392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19540541498711966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922241347645494,0.11741072600295308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121795800269095,0.1275063585940494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132179674148434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587697449893365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583787648218694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110301148928563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,theboyBrwr,2019/02/03,I’m so exhausted from my anxiety It’s inner fight everyday with myself and I’m just so tired from it.,-0.2078787878787871,2.08037518181818,3.360909090909089,84.0280303030303,92.63636363636364,8.387878787878789,20.96969696969697,8.841846274778883,2.231587878787879,82,3,17,3,3,30,17,22,0.419,0.581,0.0,-0.87,0,0,0,0,1,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.554079270356686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8324639104255526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BlackStallion101,2019/02/03,"Anxiety about memory loss/learning Hello,

So I walked into a wall and hit my head and got a pretty bad bump by my eyebrow about a month ago. I read online about concussions and ever since then I am convinced that I suffered a concussion. What ensued in the following weeks was anxiety that I am losing my memory.  Know I am double checking every memory in the past month. Whats interesting is that I am actually losing some memory. I think this is anxiety distracting me from forming concrete memories in the first place and double checking them is making me more aggravated. Have y'all experienced anything similar?",4.60358766233766,7.437639910714285,6.396980519480518,67.33438311688312,74.0,10.144155844155843,29.824675324675326,10.230975488527342,4.151596428571429,498,22,74,17,11,171,73,112,0.193,0.733,0.07400000000000001,-0.8955,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,3,5,7,0,1,7,0,9,1,1,1,1,10,15,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,1,2,2,0,5,0,1,2,1,15,2,9,12,5,16,0,3,0,0,3,6,0,1,8,59,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.1899147041005946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17251312674727798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4466363878341836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16015032956563907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16249414471688806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17603905391373836,0.16397026860079975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16553814493286925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15565019540804834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997295985057676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069544908256986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4354454558805422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990602343048993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106772803060721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18578060813075534,0.0,0.0,0.2033296876648616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19799189581271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19466616664837225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609862994972348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470047359383553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15610721197458008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Artlins,2019/02/03,I just need someone to tell me everything is going to be alright Im sorry for the post but I really needed to share this rather than keep it for myself,1.7130208333333314,3.6585750937500015,4.057500000000001,84.97083333333336,79.3125,6.7666666666666675,20.041666666666664,7.793537801064563,0.8812791666666668,121,3,24,2,3,42,27,32,0.036000000000000004,0.816,0.147,0.5492,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,6,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939282289547712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858680139434973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35326624871794626,0.0,0.0,0.2906938797629206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4850015441899146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132200607675231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095143074003162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771053653953382,0.0,0.0,0.3661016849457573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28585298111282514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ealisXselfishharm,2019/02/03,"every time i get anxious i pull my hair ( does anyone else do this? ) when i have alot of anxiety i dont know what to do, i want to cry and scream and panic, but thats not how life works, so i tend to pull my hair when i enter these states of heightened emotions. its the only thing that helps me calm down sometimes, is this an actual thing? does anyone else do this?",2.2362770562770566,3.4276934285714304,3.3604545454545445,93.8273484848485,75.75324675324677,6.172294372294372,19.326839826839823,6.42735559955562,-0.144851082251082,282,5,65,2,6,91,53,77,0.123,0.78,0.097,0.2824,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,3,0,6,3,2,1,0,8,10,7,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,10,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,3,10,1,6,10,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,43,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.1884378054042776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477210188221963,0.2181481062096696,0.0,0.2700401061735485,0.3957076658704816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21211135072656004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33796633090966405,0.0,0.2263118344230119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226206473322707,0.21721157908973315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16269513049562706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100886812436258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943090112292413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612274402223856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639228437353146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14686129850376234,0.0,0.2265613169175085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909808987836996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565742016461076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259819896864225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389541956395832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405791448803165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LRLeah,2019/02/03,"I think I stopped being able to tell when im anxious? I've always known when I'm anxious and get a hold on it, but I had a really bad attack the other night over something that really didn't matter, and only afterwards did I realize that was my anxiety. How do you even realize that you're having an anxiety attack? ",7.591179487179486,5.538900015384615,9.198461538461537,67.70487179487179,64.23076923076923,12.974358974358973,35.512820512820504,11.855464076750405,4.262897435897436,251,9,47,7,3,90,47,65,0.355,0.645,0.0,-0.9711,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,4,3,2,0,4,0,7,0,0,1,0,11,10,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,6,0,3,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,32,11,0,0.21102872482187227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17559280421047624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228727937554241,0.4768047842206439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4801512791614957,0.0,0.0,0.17620017055053885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938248248554214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025379883001332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279472355186143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19803616276745828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049685454557047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703808096404374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624602222985609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17642946319187466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18444840696187628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13521868589941385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,StereoNostalgic,2019/02/03,"I broke something expensive I always dreamt of Hello. Today I broke my dream graphics card I was trying to buy for so long, after only 25 days. Card was very expensive for me, 357$ I have now left with no hobby and Its nighttime for me, hard to sleep, I can’t believe how things just got so bad out of nowhere so fast. Before you ask, I bought it  secondhand with no warranty and it’s going to take me forever to buy a new one. This is so hard for me, just happened right before i was going to bed. Now my heart is beating really fast and I just don’t want to realize this actually happened. Its like a nightmare I will soon will wake up from. Does anybody else have broken expensive thing? How have you cooped with it? Sorry for broken English.",1.2879647058823522,3.6989918200000034,3.0338431372549017,89.02711764705883,84.13333333333333,5.929411764705884,21.490196078431374,7.285733465282438,0.853560784313725,583,19,117,9,17,193,91,150,0.183,0.779,0.038,-0.9655,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,1,12,4,0,0,2,0,12,3,3,2,0,14,21,9,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,9,7,0,0,1,1,6,2,4,3,0,1,5,2,18,1,20,14,0,16,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,0,11,79,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.1730142228185616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475235387210637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16574677499158547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803381493761464,0.0,0.0,0.3017297603269539,0.19975061098437524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434052707762052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15515193980243885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481071180054907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20152152634620316,0.0,0.1417989076602332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135625447144249,0.0,0.3176427673130854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21009528040937506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19263140034704535,0.0,0.0,0.08661732037076625,0.0,0.0,0.15690038515061688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123249498195175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201395956661486,0.1348407415817656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357963676180033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140885445003027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774229151478808,0.0,0.0,0.13649025654927413,0.0,0.19846709711605795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330368131256792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23557367375329524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16805481086867627,0.0,0.0,0.12037158212235373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628683962176992,0.10457311077347606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Absywabsy17,2019/02/03,"I can’t make it stop The past two weeks ive lived with constant anxiety and tonight is the worst its ever been. The one person that I need, that makes everything better is gone. Now I am alone and it won’t stop. I can’t keep this up. I can’t take it. I need it to just end. I need her to just make it stop. But she won’t help me. She doesn’t care. So I don’t know what to do. How do I make it stop. How do I stop my anxiety. I can’t handle this anymore ",-2.40343665768194,-0.6822476509433937,0.4987061994609192,104.97264150943396,96.26415094339623,4.160646900269541,13.231805929919135,5.773587663045528,-1.319623180592992,343,6,97,3,14,118,56,106,0.198,0.716,0.085,-0.8271,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,3,0,16,0,0,6,1,23,28,6,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,12,3,0,6,1,0,0,1,8,1,0,2,2,0,17,2,5,24,1,14,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,12,65,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276266885358925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225669986093839,0.0,0.1462776389738029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13044933198310318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15038327723731265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593921286189568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063878459262807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334197076104602,0.0,0.0,0.13256101822703484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098864298017333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110233348723238,0.0,0.0,0.08106063158339158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024277461893294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39382224063591015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32810202732888466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994795431470098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14080281542892606,0.0,0.12878891005326534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6165715302605141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089957624656886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440833817185073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831339759266435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,osnapitzem,2019/02/03,"i need help with feeling mentally trapped my biggest issue with anxiety is ALWAYS thinking everyone hates me— including close friends who i know do not hate me. i constantly have to get reassurance that my friends are genuine and don’t secretly hate me. no matter how many times they tell me they love me, i never believe them.

the best way i can explain this is that i always feel like i’m trapped in my mind— like my whole being is inside of my head without any contact of the outside world (if that makes any sense). 

i’ve been like this my whole life, but recently it’s gotten worse. i’m sick and tired of feeling emotionally drained. it’s gotten to the point where i think i’m annoying my friends from constantly having to get reassurance. i’m just scared to lose them. 

*yes i do see a therapist, but i want outside advice as well* 
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anxiety,Mac987654,2019/02/03,"The Chimp Paradox by Prof. Steve Peters I'd highly recommend this book for anyone struggling with anxiety or who needs a better understanding of their mind.

The cover does look like your usual self-help, but it gives a lot of very practical advice on dealing with your emotions and feelings, or what he refers to as the 'chimp'.

In the 8 or so years I've been diagnosed with anxiety, this is the first book I turn back to when I need a reminder on what's going on in my brain.

'Why do I sometimes become so irrational in my thinking? It is not you thinking at all, but your chimp taking over and thinking for you. The solution therefore is to understand how your chimp thinks, recognise when it is taking over, and intervene'.

Hope it helps!",6.990797872340425,6.9990137092198585,6.766019503546102,77.94562500000002,64.39007092198581,9.886879432624113,33.22783687943262,9.516144504307137,2.963247517730496,587,22,108,10,8,185,91,141,0.073,0.816,0.11,0.7517,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,6,1,2,6,4,0,1,9,0,6,2,1,2,1,28,22,14,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,8,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,2,12,3,21,21,2,17,0,0,1,0,12,10,0,5,7,75,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14835438685149904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322800737451033,0.0,0.0,0.10615438526663888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673835161473295,0.0,0.0,0.16767059477261648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342703164807875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694786337901739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565172636997188,0.0,0.154091652894733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285659158895374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17077434887577572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676353251169309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291359601232593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14563726116299694,0.08628143211181184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20352025390452155,0.1604036137651592,0.0,0.15078911733487427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417040335867954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274885350440267,0.0,0.0,0.12906988159715485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15329248237694484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251416309955684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15837885119074518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15015147338910126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15871270282413155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282958597617159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38911431300370025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16513393680740468,0.0,0.3160949199415299,0.0,0.0,0.1672056210930813,0.12526540713068648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13699175661863072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977655471128252
anxiety,underaprilskies,2019/02/03,"Dealing with extreme anxiety and fears seem real First post here, I just found this sub: I am super anxious, in part because I am tapering off of a mood stabilizer. (My doctor knows I am doing this, fwiw I am between therapists right now.) I become terrifyingly anxious and catastrophize. Because of my heightened fight or flight response/panic response, I made a couple of very, very poor choices at work. Now I have catastrophized it into me losing my job. And I might! The anxiety feels so very real, that it's hard to combat. All I can think of is: Does anyone have any go to thoughts or behaviors to deal with this? 

Any thoughts?",4.387711864406782,6.556593025423733,5.212000000000003,78.71223728813561,72.13559322033899,7.770847457627119,30.444067796610174,8.548686976883017,2.6087227118644067,499,22,86,9,10,162,80,118,0.195,0.772,0.032,-0.9395,1,0,0,0,1,0,20.0,0,0,0,4,5,5,1,1,3,0,10,1,0,1,1,21,19,6,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,7,0,1,1,0,3,0,1,4,2,14,1,14,14,2,10,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,4,3,60,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949346480805305,0.0,0.21928963597055331,0.3238375904783297,0.0,0.10021762145359163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17474170588747348,0.1582934906891829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15858867934541718,0.0,0.0,0.2955278360853542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670133175932146,0.12542648681006074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16128280360495395,0.07247047423781773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191393445661156,0.0,0.15715073687830752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145607814633342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839290445042714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14223000350074014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876881059439375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16034633222807376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356195412881914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15204737389206902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552092521502577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726771597524393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262751730718336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240053659519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047958360882567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664137778419012,0.0,0.09183820061891143,0.0,0.22757137119061355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547795351511998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434381563182188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pie_oh_pah,2019/02/03,"Having anxiety over a family event tonight and would really appreciate some perspective. Tonight is my husband's brothers birthday.  I had been planning on going all week, but the last few days have been hit with my own ups and downs that have been exhausting.  The last few major family events of his, his sister had been directly and pointedly rude to me to the point I'm almost in tears.  She us very passive aggressive but it feels like any chance she has to take a subtle dig at me she does. Its embarrassing when she blasts me like that in front if their family, and frustrating that no one other than my husband sees the underhanded agression since shes smart to keep it subtle... she basically hates me because she is still a part of a very secretive, controlling religion and I resigned and am not ashamed of it (actually very proud of it since I believe it is a cult). She now sees me as a threat. I just want to move on with my life and am trying. I still struggle with PTSD as a result of being in that ""religious"" institution.  We never even talk about religion with them, I am just panicking at the thought of being in the same room as her when the last 5 times or so shes been a straight up bully and its embarrassing and hurtful.  My husband is upset with me right now because I told him I am having second thoughts about joining his family tonight.  This is stressing me out.  Any perspective or opinions would be so helpful. Should I suck it up for him and our relationship, take 2 xanax and go, or stay at home where i feel safe and secure? ",6.1986333333333326,6.511748796666666,6.564666666666671,77.68233333333336,66.03333333333333,10.266666666666667,32.333333333333336,10.125756701596842,3.101833333333333,1229,47,237,27,18,398,166,300,0.183,0.6990000000000001,0.118,-0.9741,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,3,0,2,3,14,21,6,6,15,0,29,3,0,2,2,47,46,25,0,5,9,5,2,2,0,3,3,0,2,0,14,19,0,4,5,0,0,4,3,15,0,2,10,4,42,6,38,29,8,44,0,2,2,0,30,21,1,7,20,178,56,0,0.0,0.0,0.11010562053707593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298275840449187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15345628240830714,0.0,0.08631449728939465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756001219495725,0.0,0.0,0.12712056047646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654822818099973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07276589451041991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873812875715696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452302664931686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4254636203251696,0.0,0.11410028612571972,0.08060564017952265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824756455540895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139608004207596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562744457906415,0.0,0.11317750093548096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078664726115505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028832105047017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27591406772556465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969503293247387,0.11024589369954102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992023391808194,0.0,0.0,0.08702130668933729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645640061491832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218369112356355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21332128416359247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189201220831587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228166668787903,0.0,0.0,0.12113699262284515,0.0,0.0963560428873589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798215039491802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18666797274129648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120261567021673,0.18021206709372933,0.0,0.12924616834127578,0.11795421739653028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16966795343974747,0.09068832890332068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17914853490306948,0.06579197068338426,0.0,0.0,0.10781372050413852,0.0,0.07660403594975115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572037137044754,0.0,0.0,0.27928923398142724,0.06654994638955594,0.0,0.09050526933222423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16030212228386204,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Straikkeri,2019/02/03,"When you say panic attack, what has it been like for you? Hey folks! I've had anxiety for about 9 months now, and I've been reading a lot about anxiety and panic disorders and attacks and the symptoms, causes, treatments etc. One thing I read caught my attention. It claimed there is no such thing as an anxiety attack, and every time a person is talking about anxiety attacks s/he really means a panic attack. So according to this source, all anxiety attacks are essentially panic attacks. But then, apparently not all panic attacks are the same. So, I decided to ask you friends. Who else knows better than the people who have been going through them? 

And so, my question is, when you've had your panic attacks, what was it like? What is it that you imply having gone through physically and mentally while having this attack?

I've had things I've been calling anxiety attacks, because I've understood a panic attack is more severe and includes things I've not experienced. I'm curious to know what people actually call panic attacks and whether mine qualify :D",5.649076923076923,7.613677292307693,6.423589743589744,72.16307692307693,68.38461538461539,9.302564102564103,33.51282051282051,9.725611199111238,3.679882051282053,852,40,135,20,15,280,106,195,0.345,0.593,0.062,-0.9961,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,5,1,1,11,25,13,8,8,0,19,1,0,1,2,25,28,19,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,17,9,0,0,7,2,0,3,3,21,0,1,11,2,11,4,12,17,6,10,0,0,0,0,17,0,0,2,9,98,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.05096980656737815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23973889122142544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048828824144401616,0.7724621933899005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03183946095931677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04619397074983704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666714084288399,0.0,0.0,0.05365550361018424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05986111599688785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04363219990248008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05825124018947976,0.0,0.0,0.044006770897302185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04035344997236144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0296840139778578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0574094537304572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05103474145374059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044404828196238214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056894742651622386,0.0,0.0,0.05263644435640662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041690191807612735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03539299747979833,0.0,0.0,0.4902534912953823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242063438056491,0.045605991640298535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05851054158891425,0.0,0.10449003310480864,0.0,0.03346044054316299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04153609386699746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059006029881805866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054287885384727334,0.0,0.041981204588593474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387995089416884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03045624740191638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,canyounotbesoobvious,2019/02/03,I did it It may seem like nothing but ive finally reached out to a therapist to help me cope with anxiety and hopefully allow me to be the person I want to so desperately be ,2.303693693693696,3.730482432432435,5.484864864864863,77.70585585585587,76.02702702702703,10.33873873873874,31.25225225225225,10.504223727775694,3.6928090090090095,138,7,29,5,3,51,29,37,0.13,0.5539999999999999,0.316,0.7477,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,9,8,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,6,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,2,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762687588421823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3956078486636103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420624681183324,0.0,0.0,0.35869045175806524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17643325962787967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465206190684272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31533083285836616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287654927996282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4193078040842233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130079148629348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Heggy5,2019/02/03,"Dating and Anxiety - is it possible? New on this subreddit but need some words of wisdom. 

TIFU for those with social anxiety...

So, i have been dating a girl for 4 weeks - Tinder/WhatsApp/Dates. She is from another country and English is her 2nd language. So sometimes our communication can become a little difficult. I had mentioned i had social anxiety but maybe she didnt understand due to language barrier. All has been going well. Until today...

We went to a bar/resteraunt for 3rd date. While she was having a cigarette, my friend texted me "" You should get the Calzone"". My social anxiety kicked in. I freaked out. I felt really awkward about going in with a woman who I was going on a 3rd date with. I told her my friend was in there and I wanted to go somewhere else. This upset her. 

We went elsewhere but she went quiet. She thought I was embarrassed of her (mainly as she cannot speak English too well) or hiding something. I tried to explain but she didn't understand. It was a horrifying experience. In the middle of pizza hut, trying to explain that she hadn't done anything wrong (literally had nightmares of this situation) and I have this problem. I dont tell anyone I have these health issues. So i was nearly in tears opening up to her. She still does not understand. We eat, change conversation, i take her home. No kiss goodnight. And I have hurt her feelings. 

I have WhatsApped her and she still thinks it is her fault. I am trying to educate her but I dont think she gets it. 

I feel awful and now realise that social anxiety will affect all my dating. So i am very upset 


TL;DR. 3rd date, my friend was at same restaurant, freaked out. Upset my date. Had to explain my social anxiety issues in the middle of pizza hut. She is now upset and heartbroken by my actions",1.8344312952005275,4.614473514792898,3.5032386587771214,83.32423997370154,87.5207100591716,5.96302432610125,23.487442472057857,7.3871296695380915,1.5139347008547013,1400,54,245,25,45,463,170,338,0.2,0.726,0.073,-0.9918,0,0,2,0,0,0,57.0,4,1,0,0,13,20,0,6,10,1,37,5,0,1,2,47,62,21,0,4,7,0,3,0,3,2,1,2,1,2,13,17,3,1,12,0,0,8,8,13,2,0,23,5,57,7,37,37,5,42,0,1,0,1,46,17,0,2,17,188,70,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286250004420774,0.4064872750304788,0.0,0.0,0.06192295663283845,0.0,0.07287703469039583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780716022826344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368435234098474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749913429092195,0.09062725491718923,0.20758246776081293,0.0,0.0,0.09061861660566578,0.07398021218661244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662831730835388,0.0,0.0,0.0895568258016923,0.0,0.08503113860329581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20526286536706065,0.0,0.09253750933279188,0.0,0.20132192807518431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413475187458682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883253565886537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480492201412068,0.0,0.0,0.18486650301867966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876002076263176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897005762568051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656658479881305,0.0,0.0855314483368599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998376833045801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473961144959807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0567335705459129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954474141156518,0.0,0.4513769818210457,0.0,0.06817753445547517,0.0875877445069821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414476794763971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658582491892616,0.0,0.0774050253223876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11349087778532507,0.0,0.0703064588079331,0.0,0.0,0.08394417995889153,0.08462252737545946,0.0,0.18037853899067507,0.0,0.0,0.2765811130209323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307097444787408,0.05223476783708046,0.0,0.0710371981958965,0.0,0.15925149676826694,0.24628700954861135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968260596844956,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thesandyshores,2019/02/03,"Great opportunity ahead but one aspect is giving me anxiety, how can I get through it? I have a wonderful opportunity to study in Europe this summer for a month. It's an insanely affordable trip, applies perfectly to my major, and short-term so I could be back in time to take other summer classes that I'd need.

One issue though: although it is only a month, the housing aspect of it all is giving me anxiety. I didn't get a lot of details (making me more nervous) but I would definitely be sharing a dorm room with others. Worse, I think they are double-rooms so I might be sharing a room with one person in a small space and then like two more people in another room of the suite. I could handle a single-room within a suite but the thought of cuddling up with a stranger in one small room is extremely anxiety-inducing to me. Who knows if I'll get along with them? I'm usually awkward so it seems more likely the three of the other people in suite would be friendly and I'd be the odd one out. I'm the odd one out in my own friend groups. What if they all conspire against me. I can't ever make friends so I don't see why that would be any different here. My sleeping habits are weird too. I need it like ice cold to fall asleep. I'd keep thinking the other person would be watching me all night. It would be hard to get comfortable.

God. I know something simple like this is stupid to reject this opportunity on but... I don't think I can forego the accommodations here & seek my own because it is arranged directly by my university and included in the program cost. Based on some quick research I don't think single-rooms are a possibility for a summer stint. It's also short-term so it might be difficult to secure a month's worth of housing anyways. I just don't know what to do here. My university's health center offers short-term counseling, do you think that would even begin to make a dent? I'd just hate to go back there since the last counselor I had was awful and incorrectly entered in my health records that I was autistic. All my anxiety is trauma-based from childhood and my teen years, it isn't neurological. Should I email the program director about this? I just hate to seem neurotic and high-maintenance. Freshman year I got a single dorm room with help from the students w/ disabilities office but...I don't know if that's reasonable in this scenario.

Anyways, I have a week to decide commitment and this is like the only thing holding me back. Definitely not optimal but I want some neutral consideration from y'all who actually understand anxiety, not someone who thinks I'm being unnecessarily picky.",4.2767954990215244,6.00091125636008,5.371897749510765,79.30242588062625,71.46575342465755,8.319393346379647,28.62627201565558,8.912814788092511,2.3417432093933463,2096,81,395,41,40,692,236,511,0.111,0.733,0.157,0.9832,2,0,1,0,0,0,59.0,0,2,3,5,25,25,3,2,31,1,49,6,2,5,7,77,87,26,0,15,13,0,1,5,3,9,3,0,7,2,32,16,0,3,18,0,2,4,10,8,0,8,6,4,44,17,51,60,14,51,0,1,2,1,21,25,0,11,27,272,76,8,0.0,0.0,0.07590296641462728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06220138061046612,0.0,0.08427560379131516,0.0,0.05289369876367542,0.08156008562611651,0.23800879035584785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17942619920842834,0.0,0.04741453222232957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420348501136287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126451570462848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05137356986217382,0.07035730308591416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18028005779760092,0.0,0.16254929990506592,0.14922910864141367,0.04420469426412745,0.0,0.0622085141350057,0.08575374852467002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967643441804881,0.15358512818712405,0.0,0.16535498009701546,0.0,0.0,0.05213491698160714,0.08217982168123229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794974973929873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118308148297966,0.0,0.06913526328031493,0.0,0.0,0.17098545714999522,0.06340183820390495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18999916457509705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06612656414088755,0.0,0.0,0.1557581217346833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650265475459777,0.0,0.0,0.18625198573646698,0.0,0.0,0.11534714620161755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299213259619014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31623822179558736,0.11831180249657673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784700490961227,0.13583061364784044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768631035302993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997174913826177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061981329873557,0.14161767255175467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06434118801818191,0.0,0.07783710119472373,0.0,0.0659035285112261,0.05987955897503215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05848157845511246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051674192895164735,0.2990332708751447,0.07641936756993985,0.061749369204084074,0.0453546850449064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759806653662439,0.0809726899082514,0.0,0.0,0.08566470419828996,0.0,0.045877207004167135,0.0,0.062391169360490564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701851901366773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435009930430062,0.0,0.0,0.0792654113948749,0.33152004079051484,0.0,0.0,0.10017673591896603
anxiety,GOLDCOAST63,2019/02/03,"Haven't Gone to Work in Weeks A few months ago, my supervisor asked me to take on more responsibilities and become the team lead on our shift. Reluctantly I said yes. I knew I would be good at it but I also wasn't sure if management would be on board.. I just personally never got that vote of confidence from them, the people that actually make that decision. I told the boss, ""money talks"", stating I would do it if I got paid to do it. The role does come with an increase in pay and he assured me I would.

I entered into the role seamlessly, helping my boss any way I could and I had everybody vouching for me, even rumours I could move up even further. That's not something I want personally, I have other professional goals. But the vote of confidence was nice. Even shook hands with the vice president who addressed me as my new title. I was proud of myself for moving up the ladder in such a short span of time.

They even entered me into a prospect program where I would learn more skills, and enter into management assistance. Be a big dog. That too, would come with a significant increase in pay.

But I didn't get any raise. I asked my boss, and pretty much told me he was the wrong guy to ask. Puzzled, I went further along the chain of command to our lead supervisor. He said, ""don't worry, it's coming."" Weeks turned into months. I realized the one person to authorize my promotion was the terminal manager. We'll call him Ulysses.

No other team lead has had to wait months to get their raise.

Ulysses is NOT the most approachable person. The type of person who rarely says good morning, to anyone. Which is cool. But I had a feeling he didn't like me personally, despite my performance, despite everyone vouching for me.

2-3 months of waiting for my anti-social superior to acknowledge me or feel like signing off on my raise.. I figured I would wait. He knew I was a lead, he knew I was doing well.

One day, he drove into work while we were on break. I drove out with a few other guys to get my boss a coffee, as I usually did. I knew I would end up a little late but I thought maybe the boss would cover for me, or that it wouldn't be that much of a big deal. I returned 5 minutes late and Ulysses confronted us about it. 'Yes sir, yes sir,'. I made no excuses. End of the shift, he called me into his office.

""So you want to be a team lead, right?""
I said nothing.
To myself, I thought I already was.
He continued.
""You need to lead by example.""

Ulysses wrote me up for returning from break late. I took it on the chin. It was a victory for me, as I got the confirmation I needed. Confirmation that he did not acknowledge me as a lead.

A short time after that, I accidentally damaged some freight. I reported it immediately. A common mistake. But Ulysses wrote me up for that too.

He brings me into his office, writes me up. And then literally dangles a piece of paper in front of me. 

""You know what this is?"" 
""No.""
""This is authorization for payroll to give you a raise. This is my signature, and this is the Vice President's. I'm supposed to file it with accounting,"" he paused. ""But I'm not going to do that. Because I don't think you're team lead material.""

I was devastated. He saw it written all over my face. Like Icarus, I flew too close to the sun. Looking back, it almost feels like Ulysses was stockpiling enough ammunition to take me down. He said more but after that point, his voice muffled, like adults in Charlie Brown. I returned to work and tried to put my best foot forward. It was hard. I was embarrassed, ashamed, resentful. I've always been charismatic, happy-go-lucky, the peacemaker. But now, I resent my supervisor for using me for months without a raise. I resent him even more for his apathy. All the hard work I've done, even before this new role, I feel taken advantage of... And all the other bosses that vouched for me watch on in silence. They fear Ulysses' wrath as the risks of jeopardizing their standing with him outweigh the reward of being a champion for my cause. The same can be said for my peers. Everyone has turned a blind eye to my pain. I am beside myself. 

I googled it, and apparently this is how you're bound to feel after a demotion. But I can't even call this a demotion. I never got my promotion.

I ended up spraining my ankle really bad on the way to work one day. It's happened a few times within the past couple months. I used to shake it off and just persevere, thinking my job needed me. But now, I'm giving my ankle the rest and elevation it needs.

I'm just about ready to return to work. But my anxiety.. I can't see past what happened. I'm mad as hell. I've been home for weeks, dipping into my savings. Takeout.. Hours of video games.. My crib is filthy, just recently started tidying up.I don't want to go outside. I don't want to go outside. I just turned 30 and I thought I would do better than this by now.

I'm realizing now that I have anxiety. I require more self-examination and reflection before I can say whether this is chronic anxiety. But it's anxiety.

Has any one else gone through something similar? On the job, or at school or anything?




RECAP : just got demoted, sort of. No one to talk to about it. Thinking I may have anxiety.",2.014807819870281,4.374494161132812,3.653523732311324,86.0748341686321,80.533203125,6.950088443396226,24.69943985849057,8.060901050708917,1.581015875589622,4047,154,815,79,106,1343,402,1024,0.115,0.7859999999999999,0.099,-0.6976,3,0,2,0,0,0,178.0,5,4,5,30,30,36,6,6,55,4,76,7,4,20,7,158,163,46,0,24,31,0,8,5,0,13,3,8,2,11,51,36,0,6,24,6,5,35,22,17,1,5,57,24,133,19,128,84,22,139,1,1,7,0,82,52,1,12,53,541,184,42,0.0,0.0,0.0468251235710964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04253461318771165,0.0,0.04804869722261102,0.0,0.052951154238721286,0.03837250994206981,0.039926243159230816,0.0,0.0,0.0978915883423558,0.0,0.183536815915406,0.0,0.0,0.033551285830357484,0.0,0.03948645792002887,0.0,0.13457471462269385,0.0,0.0,0.036896467277848635,0.04006434594931442,0.029250389480805074,0.05299417481841933,0.08166110902456486,0.0,0.050355883433226487,0.04243764169952974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699002372142547,0.0,0.0,0.0492924293031219,0.0,0.12400100480543565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662208485829501,0.05309299934484038,0.0,0.061890973150901876,0.049469039254330674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0419908180679646,0.04910393655419853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04008418492645468,0.0,0.1274978226792782,0.04957994035435023,0.0,0.22184925168283606,0.0,0.0,0.0917008734093822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053994949838008656,0.12130988343903867,0.10283859380264433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520843466978579,0.09206058448846302,0.10908086306052016,0.08049282308023785,0.19188455334102653,0.0,0.0,0.09502272083393742,0.08486357170137335,0.0,0.08596785621779843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03216243113210076,0.0,0.04813151627429642,0.0,0.04725423260212172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523274314220033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02637056078998652,0.0,0.16238295170435205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721194545987483,0.0480922260313431,0.0,0.0,0.04029418350086706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04540329263401218,0.032029460954958205,0.0,0.048206028847136345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298005640472959,0.10199805867309268,0.07054701200192576,0.14231708270688115,0.0740159025337747,0.09268582208210037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0460416091485649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16257482538728707,0.0,0.05105798985646776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161165244191136,0.033265823262291216,0.2513848497325248,0.0,0.0,0.04536006174154232,0.0,0.0,0.0488166255025472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048236824406186915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030739556782617108,0.0,0.047378068514350544,0.0,0.0,0.04097777745599423,0.22821721059015104,0.07631705352508115,0.0,0.04856201852805067,0.038236758950581616,0.0,0.05005741489093542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388032064708082,0.0,0.0,0.03396307654088205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04522402505863361,0.0,0.07215547078449075,0.0771348853335657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922379619797008,0.0,0.1142809818903712,0.08393896175894258,0.0,0.0,0.0917008734093822,0.053311603994420434,0.032577750635209034,0.15657730672739212,0.0,0.0,0.057718426448505764,0.08288493981890567,0.052847214664239237,0.0,0.11320800693517638,0.07617438054075143,0.11546877624352675,0.0,0.04314306662281426,0.04448132702849307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04625452915999232,0.0,0.20959602505720296,0.048729728770409125,0.0,0.3408621034983083,0.05246259191989187,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yungmillredd,2019/02/03,"Social Anxiety Social anxiety... Its ruining my life and all good people I come in contact with... I had to quit my college as I threw up everyday before, I throw up before work, and I don’t know how much longer I can go on.. Ive been the same since I was around 14. There’s not one person im comfortable meeting alone, apart from my best friend, but thats no use, I have ruined so many possible relationships simply because the thought of meeting people is terrifying to me and i’m too anxious to get help... i truly think ill be this way for ever? I also feel theres no purpose in life, and when you die you die, so why should I carry on living in this cruel world to see the people I love go through pain and die, and live a miserable life... i dont see myself being happy but I still have a tiny bit of hope.. please help me :( ",2.683582289803219,3.8072782616279115,4.52581395348837,86.1801878354204,74.52325581395348,7.385330948121648,23.695885509839,7.882392219407189,1.1024171735241506,639,18,137,9,13,218,115,172,0.281,0.579,0.14,-0.9864,0,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,0,3,11,12,1,1,5,0,13,6,0,2,2,23,28,14,3,2,3,0,1,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,4,9,0,0,4,0,0,5,5,5,0,1,5,3,23,7,19,20,5,20,0,3,2,1,13,10,0,1,4,89,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745848029796844,0.0,0.0984152327471617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188289152659096,0.1390286988266876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955416026860748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501943169848549,0.0,0.2094389202889447,0.0,0.1291493831326535,0.0,0.13435537498981207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600981246932914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.383166887488811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442315517452677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131956060630843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06222548606389167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507990376683756,0.0,0.06429651169331728,0.0,0.1398816306591503,0.10322128953614157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100524273360142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497608055135324,0.0,0.0,0.12223155725511305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13293158375956304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763344075583583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607738681200311,0.0,0.0,0.21733773371857368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107118928404787,0.0,0.0,0.12476884356856835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046711586325584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339219562897322,0.0,0.13095009846664865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255953838606869,0.10745582594104612,0.0,0.1350886842851725,0.0,0.13873757394833855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308950374992245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321260182988354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19613413546831585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101800843194995,0.0,0.0,0.25089904060745505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982800644086924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07885524046650763,0.0,0.09770005878595904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628885960061983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976834640424429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104724292152868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959296477272137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,drewg2009,2019/02/03,"I improved my OCD Anxiety by detaching from technology, let me explain This past weekend I had building anxiety about hanging out with my brother. I was having harm OCD thoughts and I have been having them for years, but I was also in a bad habit of constantly checking my phone on 5 or 6 dating apps, and dealing with stress of work, and situations like my belongings being stolen from the Y and being on a train car and witnessing a random fight.

Nonetheless I went to an all time low Sunday and got little to no sleep and then all the sudden I got rid of all my dating apps, stopped posting as much, started audio journaling, and stopped checking my phone as much and I have to say I have seen DRASTIC improvements. I am feeling so much better. I am able to go to bed easier, I have clearer thinking throughout the day, and I have less OCD harm thoughts. I would advise people try detaching from technology and see if it gives you the same benefits. I think modern generations aren't prepared to deal with technology and how it can affect our psychology. Let me know your thoughts! Thank you!",6.3726978818283175,7.11028504347826,6.752367149758456,75.01220735785955,65.71497584541062,9.847491638795988,34.76365663322185,9.851270322608157,3.4650196209587514,872,39,155,18,13,283,128,207,0.168,0.723,0.109,-0.9109,0,0,0,0,1,0,18.0,1,3,1,2,4,10,1,1,8,0,20,1,1,2,3,37,37,21,0,2,3,1,1,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,3,16,0,2,8,1,2,4,2,6,0,0,11,5,28,4,24,21,8,26,0,1,2,0,15,6,0,3,16,111,31,2,0.14484197698693282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583007666648522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22160743189015747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093700073066835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810095818653178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15652272106785506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934110926787821,0.2986514365673216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323645557905514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894562246981504,0.08231703340634344,0.0,0.23168672112571756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960136260707652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962214696266359,0.0,0.07076247370496018,0.14516971229356945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194265564506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382680562453405,0.10041518953704126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138718575933001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151841536312804,0.0,0.0,0.11542030290460813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16280845077425385,0.14494658013048653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025198968089153,0.0,0.0,0.24218875671096135,0.16591599526857406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335103227624118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18561778078105748,0.0,0.34496505216538603,0.08445852156940463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833819469705392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13426996377655873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544668430610724,0.0,0.0,0.10289158473217873,0.0,0.0,0.0932734843488318
anxiety,whoswho123,2019/02/03,"Suffering (Triggers) Suffering


Why do I have to suffer ? Why do I have the sudden urge to cut myself and why do I allow it to go that far ? I know that at any moment I can cut way too deep or know how to cut enough where I might not come back. Everyday I get closer to not being afraid to die just afraid of the shame that’ll I’ll bring to my family . No one understands me how much it hurts to pretend like I’m ok or when I am ok that feeling comes back and I constantly fight with it.  The anxiety doesn’t help. The feeling of being empty and feeling nothingness is something I can’t and don’t want to feel anymore . I feel dead like  a walking corpse . I want to put myself outta my misery . It’s unbearable. It didn’t help that the one person I cared and love just turned they’re back like I didn’t mean shit and then portray me as the piece of shit and make me feel worthless and small . I would reach out my hand and you wouldn’t grab it instead you rather have me drown in it and make sure I stay there with your words of stop being such a pussy grow up man up . I’m shattered broken and dead . I have so much pain in side that this is the only way I can express it ",2.0082530120481934,3.311319734939758,3.2928092369477926,93.6295753012048,76.55020080321285,6.42578313253012,20.88373493975904,6.961326702584282,0.2289291566265064,910,21,211,9,20,296,131,249,0.268,0.595,0.13699999999999998,-0.9918,0,0,1,0,1,1,15.0,0,3,0,0,15,23,6,3,9,2,24,5,3,6,1,47,48,19,4,5,7,0,8,3,0,4,1,0,0,2,15,16,0,1,10,1,0,7,10,15,0,2,2,8,30,8,23,39,4,32,0,5,0,1,10,12,2,3,13,139,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396551723258712,0.0,0.09445610561959544,0.0,0.12245151742021385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848281359359041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258884175429681,0.0,0.0,0.21272120888335688,0.0,0.13342988136228146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814493553647052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758007322308154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639886091205752,0.0,0.3745883605641269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645092721880932,0.0,0.07017225311807494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16552199496567982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217983849091233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571448664419414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18096724373826628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143872961500928,0.0,0.1648376720393072,0.0,0.0,0.1344977227613306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13098478406393926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18153295249145232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673362894662692,0.09390638132275007,0.13138341913999424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078114028470348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412394096900692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534854430271583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950551437792552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160523009815314,0.0,0.10322851805397912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163713467016446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430259707577374,0.0,0.1285392012428019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14565452994702588,0.1960134073912665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342441120382004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771130383070766,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,buttholeskin,2019/02/03,"im starting to lose feeling in my body when i start to have a panic attack, i lose feeling in all my body, beginning with my feet, and i feel like a floating head.  i kind of feel like im going to black out, which probably makes my anxiety waay worse. usually this is all paired with nausea and depersonalization.

does anyone else experience this? does anyone have any advice? i would appreciate any comments.",3.888701298701299,6.250634493506496,5.250649350649352,77.01025974025976,74.1948051948052,8.036363636363637,26.584415584415584,8.841846274778883,2.281472727272728,324,12,58,7,7,108,50,77,0.2,0.6729999999999999,0.126,-0.8053,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,1,7,1,1,2,0,4,4,4,1,2,13,13,3,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,5,9,3,9,12,2,9,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,7,32,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468030119569542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204323095771252,0.0,0.11492553461697667,0.0,0.0,0.21008861039182736,0.1539283827541805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17090830668272458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337433139871143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629345611884922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549788333698225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469537615250342,0.0,0.0,0.3038431965602035,0.2146486762175352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537916794231595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541793157410493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245483473752554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15644142128736604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467895738333042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361378730667831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027968790301896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762625297190177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16197334315851053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21266712671408688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16545711463974505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15309719893237164,0.10671907780416627,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ronology,2019/02/03,"A Win on Twitter I’m a huge NY Sports fan (Giants, Knicks, Yankees). I recently made my profile picture a photo of myself without a filter (first time I’ve ever done that). I like to troll a bit, and I told a Rockets fan that their team sucked.

She retweeted my post and made fun of my hairline. My hairline isn’t straight due to genetics. Her post had over 90 likes and over 10 retweets. Instead of worrying intensively about it, I just laughed it off, and continued to troll around with her.

Progress.",3.7152835051546376,5.581497061855671,4.101636597938143,87.2518363402062,73.22680412371135,6.911855670103092,31.712628865979386,7.6454224807358475,2.0944649484536084,393,19,77,5,8,123,68,97,0.052000000000000005,0.69,0.259,0.9618,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,4,5,6,1,0,6,0,3,0,0,2,1,11,8,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,5,0,13,5,14,3,1,16,0,0,0,0,6,8,1,0,8,48,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161183674483537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650439219242498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248439834034415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21960098680248175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206501564127489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372120715394037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4594330832991227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.465016541044928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23970785856617785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156218551775654,0.0,0.0,0.2319788531159003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340233462782516,0.0,0.0,0.2465465414346168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mylftstrkjstwntvrl,2019/02/03,"medication and therapy and more What up fellow anxiety buddies. So I finally have a medication that works fairly well with me. And have a therapist I see every month. 

Shit has done wonders for me. Like I’m able to have some form of concrete control over my life. Even If I still get anxiety I can handle it more now than when I didn’t have any of this help.

Also. Writing down goals and using a planner helps me immensely. One, because I don’t have to keep some thoughts on the back burner in my mind. And two, I have evidence of accomplishment on paper I can go back to when my spirits are negative.

But the major point  I’m trying to make here is that those things in themselves aren’t the end all. I find it easy to go to therapy and take medication. It’s not that hard. What I find hard is to actually change my lifestyle. Sometimes you have o sleep earlier and Drink less. That is very difficult because of the way I was before my anxiety. Nothing could stop me. But now I’m hindered in a sense. But it’s not all bad. I see it as a change that’s necessary for my health as a human being. 

Also just wanted to say anxiety/panic are little bitches. And one should never lay down. Because we are the masters of our own life. 

Have a great Super Bowl Sunday!",2.004584980237152,4.213942786561265,3.888025296442688,85.2122118577075,79.63241106719367,7.05195256916996,24.744505928853755,8.109356740369918,1.6208189407114628,987,37,197,19,25,333,144,253,0.07400000000000001,0.8109999999999999,0.114,0.8421,1,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,2,1,0,7,14,8,2,0,12,0,25,9,2,3,3,36,40,19,0,4,7,0,2,1,1,1,6,1,0,1,15,10,1,3,4,1,0,2,7,4,1,3,4,5,25,4,28,33,10,27,1,0,2,0,9,11,2,4,14,147,40,4,0.10993524290436173,0.0,0.10728093872521616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17583034806421755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475973501507806,0.0,0.2523004797475337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16906683179177526,0.0917913358269782,0.20104651107739602,0.0,0.09354679459837258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325938201996127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123301722900685,0.08777434594700192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250192219224776,0.0,0.10769468526218733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736999470441796,0.0,0.0,0.07261119111436172,0.0,0.09262518361507197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042868500950785,0.200957640739471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057436627007708074,0.0,0.12495746400243135,0.0,0.0,0.12120399340755986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19696076831995166,0.0,0.0,0.11685602240361635,0.0,0.0,0.1473745519666589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771549511268958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155301026469468,0.053708806639460094,0.11018399441475213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338262829981289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33224457435600485,0.0,0.0,0.11100325631844793,0.0,0.08774926204286508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478883662059206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548583053663232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489899314768888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392433875540716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742491763510328,0.0,0.0,0.1752083104617916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284694702943665,0.0,0.0,0.11001463682202534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10872876626929603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779442699256575,0.09191078564236572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265762105429106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514410624251187,0.12764329027007054,0.07303609046553483,0.0,0.0,0.08727630298026769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463881359319169,0.0,0.10739075810199604,0.0,0.0,0.0949487526333403,0.0,0.09070808874612897,0.06484265458892055,0.08726147875312809,0.0,0.0,0.0988449860629312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922008140628755,0.08003416615679905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cathleene1987,2019/02/03,"Be the reason I smile today I want to see pictures of you pets...animals are known to make people feel better. I want to see your pets be them big, small, fluffy, furry, living in a field or in your home. I just want to see their cute faces ",0.8085999999999984,2.760722659999999,2.2340000000000018,96.85700000000001,82.4,4.800000000000002,14.0,5.6839178017228535,-1.0439999999999996,183,2,42,1,5,59,36,50,0.0,0.755,0.245,0.8519,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,2,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,2,0,9,11,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,9,2,7,9,0,5,0,0,3,0,5,4,0,1,1,23,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318473236492163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325491741820855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629543675019524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314802096798699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17498486020764015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817394130182198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26953031766824004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6266905892518624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24848428093201105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4638624880963888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Thundercracker213,2019/02/03,"Anxiety and running a business WTF Hi, anyone else here self employed? I am 23 and self employed doing digital marketing. Thing is I struggle with anxiety over stupid things like having to take into account xyz in business and other mundane things. I have only been in business since october 2018. I barely make any money and just felt sh\*t this weekend with my mental health obviously not helping. I don't know what to do and I was just hoping for some advice, thanks :) ",4.049870801033592,6.946849,4.738992248062019,78.10587855297159,76.44186046511628,6.612919896640828,29.32299741602067,7.793537801064563,2.4311772609819133,378,17,58,6,9,121,66,86,0.162,0.721,0.117,-0.514,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,1,1,0,9,1,0,1,1,17,15,5,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,6,8,0,0,2,1,2,1,2,2,0,0,3,1,7,3,9,12,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,2,42,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20124353541910447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004720207252935,0.0,0.31508918772092626,0.0,0.0,0.14399900295960974,0.2110112833099061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17203759918600392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19773602303901686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21890605925302709,0.0,0.0,0.13803816757416587,0.0,0.0,0.2045462606075248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317999794237332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006125569465145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13746747192247893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207540475543365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15662770140005916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4296835520090958,0.0,0.0,0.1703568396724993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152946475672565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548422898541593,0.0,0.0,0.1896031558296039,0.0,0.0,0.4104549107063316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,itsjustnicoleee,2019/02/03,"Vega one or alternative product Hello all, 

I am not a coffee drinker nor an alcohol drinker. I am trying to change my lifestyle by being more active and eat healthy foods. I came across Vega one. Based on the reviews and the health benefits, it looks like a good product to consume if you’re just starting out. One thing I noticed is, there is a caffeine on it. Mind you, I do have panic attacks episodes. So I was wondering if some of you here are Vega one drinkers or is it good or is there an alternative product without a caffeine? 

Thank you. ",3.5654926624737944,5.539294207547172,4.476918238993711,83.94281970649897,73.90566037735849,6.5979035639413,32.532494758909856,7.3871296695380915,2.2309425576519915,430,22,80,5,9,139,69,106,0.075,0.775,0.15,0.8065,0,0,4,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,0,5,7,1,1,8,0,11,4,0,0,1,16,16,9,0,2,8,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,4,3,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,4,2,1,10,5,9,13,3,6,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,7,2,63,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032171817768158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163280366819489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174859307509655,0.0,0.0,0.2011580998763011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19457538291418736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22993540755402694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31898491160638065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021251932286125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289981548903976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15968177124888314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19200169722426846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21649199980230294,0.0,0.0,0.5154140637248307,0.0,0.0,0.223105171040601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13459223510491874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17506858713543566,0.0,0.0,0.12633010772024866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910232874237704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18330201788036607,0.2062142925569152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,G-Random20,2019/02/03,"Does your anxiety make you nauseated? I just feel like i'm always rushing, like i never have time. I calculate how many hours i sleep every night (can't really sleep anyway), always trying to fit something into my schedule. If it takes me too long to take a shower i feel stressed out. It's horrible. I feel like i never get a day to just stop, catch my breath for a second and disconnect. A day to do nothing, just stare at the ceiling and drown in my own thoughts. 

Lately i've been more anxious than normal and i constantly feel like i am about to throw up, especially right now as i'm typing this. I actually think i might do it. Is it normal?",2.2832051282051324,4.309022115384618,4.156538461538464,84.55762820512822,77.84615384615384,7.102564102564102,23.14102564102564,8.07648339933343,1.331717948717949,505,16,101,9,12,171,88,130,0.127,0.7759999999999999,0.098,-0.5651,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,0,8,5,0,1,5,0,8,3,3,2,2,23,20,6,1,3,4,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,1,6,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,2,5,17,4,14,17,2,23,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,2,17,65,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.14061346527633647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397929563415187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023034526525233,0.16278347697693793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15571277044281062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18585544554643527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609629164906974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140412075748234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914299296057539,0.3088190683956119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528236845526333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190205787860108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625425825538602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815852100912338,0.0,0.0,0.1275173017559176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618284272056507,0.14608714852321195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15285934008343444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222659919952442,0.0,0.0,0.13522102214284756,0.2823600540348388,0.13826061130300174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230932607576876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305418219903208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28839306401457776,0.0,0.0,0.11092942324155898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046775707794832,0.16505743771759468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21667921004517132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232863667229127,0.0,0.1143933260128934,0.08402147810460434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782932875275384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,J-Hob20,2019/02/03,"Does this happen to anyone else? Is this anxiety?  Sometimes when I’m waiting for answer or something good to happen I get really superstitious. For example, if I want something good to happen, my brain automatically goes “if you do this, then that won’t happen.” That’s the best I can describe it. Is it just me or do other people experience this? Is this a form of anxiety?",3.211146881287725,5.71250705633803,5.484024144869217,73.8104225352113,77.02816901408453,8.000804828973843,25.635814889336014,8.841846274778883,2.3891955734406443,295,11,51,7,7,103,48,71,0.051,0.784,0.166,0.8594,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,7,1,1,0,0,8,15,6,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,6,14,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,40,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849289502551505,0.0,0.0,0.1302154639067134,0.19081334996088373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954355715260558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20789286156978976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297002392662566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15557021456382056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18216744062545576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729682949401644,0.0,0.0,0.3123996603751774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6587258332660585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291075588053502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930289846338794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867359622304486,0.18418498411090106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984253491471443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,skellyNSFW,2019/02/03,"Sitting here staring at an email So I'm currently a university student and this semester, I'm at 18 credits between 6 classes. 5 of the classes I'm taking are required for my degree, 1 of them is not but it's an elective in my major. I'm fully planning on dropping the elective because of all my other work and also class time is tough for me so I really just don't want to be in it. Wouldn't be a big deal at all except for the fact that it's with my favorite professor from last semester, a class of <20, and I had to be force registered for the class because it's special topics. So I have the email all written out but can't press send because I feel so guilty!!! But I know being in the class will leave me so mentally drained every single day.

Uggggggghhhhh. I just need to do it. I just need to press send and get it over with. I'm just worried because I'm easily guilted into things and hope he doesn't try to do that because it'll make me feel worse. (He's a great guy though so I'm hoping he'll be fully understanding) ",3.449554531490016,4.1831114976958546,5.169050691244241,83.76976651305688,72.27188940092167,7.814316436251921,29.213210445468512,8.021203637495839,1.8755778187403995,813,32,170,11,15,278,115,217,0.093,0.785,0.123,0.8616,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,3,13,7,0,1,12,0,18,0,0,1,4,34,39,16,0,6,9,0,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,12,9,0,1,4,0,1,2,5,2,0,0,2,5,15,5,28,28,5,19,0,0,1,0,10,11,0,2,4,110,27,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023641734649095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5344932912872065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309357081245668,0.180789863500549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477495102437553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773359466753044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161907355248944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19333652001139304,0.0,0.17363531804910082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3483467995280211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963740181236131,0.1429429147011803,0.0,0.1856823615292668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170550704304638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17672300684776032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600564549484448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234097849010094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318499197738506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650229640835452,0.0,0.17229164720645695,0.0,0.1022546200446544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905885336106982,0.0,0.0,0.18255736165654932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343267440345533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276651596349465,0.1780879747336067,0.17870820879565166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kiryani,2019/02/03,"The anxious voice in my head has changed and is trying to ruin my life I genuinely am at the absolute point of despair. 

I have started to learn how to deal with the anxiety in my head that tells me I am going to die. All day I would sit there at work, convinced I had a heart problem or a clot problem or something was up with me. The forefront of my thoughts 100% of the time , turning me into a shell of myself , snappy and absent minded. 

I have learned to tell myself that this isn’t happening , over the course of the last 16 years on and off, it comes and it goes and I have had a handle on it recently. 

But it has come back with a different angle. It is trying to turn me against my girlfriend of 13 years. She’s not done anything wrong. Nothing has even happened and my brain will not stop telling me that she is a slut, she was a slut before we got together, I’m an idiot for being the guy that got with her. 

It’s not true. It’s irrational but I can’t make this go away like I can do with the health stuff. I feel like my anxiety always wants to take me down and is finding a new way to do it. 

I genuinely don’t know what to do now. I’ve been locked in a room for the last 2 days shaking and crying about my loyal faithful girlfriend of 13 years being a slut and it’s the most irrational thing ever and I WANT to stop it but it won’t go away and I’m losing. 

I don’t even know why I’m posting this here I just want to know what to do. I feel like the real me is chained away and screaming to be allowed out and this fucking thing in my brain has taken over and is trying to ruin my life. 

I don’t know how to make it go away",2.237073436478532,3.0908170623229445,3.7780878186968856,92.15753922423187,75.26062322946177,6.677228154281979,24.341795598169536,6.8449194561589275,0.6522570058836346,1265,38,296,11,26,421,163,353,0.13,0.778,0.092,-0.9168,2,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,0,2,11,21,2,1,23,0,37,12,5,5,3,62,68,21,1,6,9,0,2,3,2,3,3,2,1,1,25,24,0,2,10,0,0,7,9,14,0,0,10,4,40,7,50,52,2,47,1,4,0,4,12,21,1,3,19,209,65,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751404972172503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816524184911802,0.10201827097355903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431282902391062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393758360657337,0.06943851155143252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684239550095577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20161915784109405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553008416585436,0.15557849373004692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919514604537352,0.11647773814509445,0.09309987397526262,0.0,0.0,0.09372171282098174,0.0943488805543234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241275702529364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929041266160795,0.08168550230588731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132123874137778,0.12902696672688732,0.0,0.0,0.08253658810512605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348496519036606,0.0,0.0,0.2052882925790452,0.0,0.14444936067591185,0.0,0.0,0.0894155563537822,0.15971177022195476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853567400707733,0.09598935729181526,0.0,0.1070111520494866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19851575233410826,0.14722028200763798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275693405520372,0.13235450918632174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010275276980521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055778011258445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911817038791892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721655489177248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866495099553493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536684955485617,0.0,0.08648665538549374,0.0,0.0,0.1728182350985938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278618047157992,0.0,0.0,0.08916470330462806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952074110569142,0.0,0.0,0.06391792105587556,0.0,0.0,0.15099704851366666,0.0,0.0,0.10337693600194492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06789767234132961,0.0,0.23679008497578674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998846509902432,0.0,0.0,0.07169160867846186,0.052657223448353226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839322851779444,0.1964505172452229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15979162933308186,0.07167943157362629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148567752444859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657426807173247,0.0,0.0,0.06414965674890748,0.09873368817709514,0.0,0.17445922386150772
anxiety,kikokenza,2019/02/03,"How to stop OCD eyecontact and staring at strangers? I seem to look at random strangers too much. Sometimes it makes people feel uncomfortable. Then how am I supposed to build relationships with people if my gaze creeps them out? I notice that every time I look at a stranger, it's like I give them my energy and power and I feel terrible.",3.8472395833333337,6.322882578125004,4.241875000000004,83.64895833333338,74.78125,7.3916666666666675,26.291666666666664,8.344100000000001,1.8920604166666664,271,10,50,5,6,85,45,64,0.129,0.799,0.07200000000000001,-0.5661,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,14,8,7,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,10,1,8,8,1,7,0,0,3,0,4,4,0,3,4,32,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258624455083837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710907841694281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571593440345562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096656804847026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4502263745149076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17894031880689826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19706395990008854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052020509922627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.371695110841811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28780928985462856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24404292238064804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651303251257105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22412041740237512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563150937672389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OrionTheNotSoGreat,2019/02/03,"Bad anxiety about being in a relationship. Anyone else get really bad anxiety when they have feelings for someone and maybe have a chance to date that person but your mind is telling you no?

 I constantly make myself feel bad because I wonder things like ""will I be a good partner?"" Or ""what if I screw things up?"". Then I just get an overwhelming rush of anxiety to the point where I'm so anxious I dont know what to do. I'm in a weird point in my life where I really want to make a connection with someone but I am constantly worried by ""what ifs?"" and most often I get turned off by the idea of a relationship at the end. It also seems worse when I get a few days of confidence and it feels like I can start dating and either I lose the confidence and feel ashamed or I feel kinda cringey at myself for doing things when I was confident.

At the end of the day I feel like a piece of shit because I think that I cant be a good partner or even a good date. I feel like I have to be perfect, a great conversationalist, good looking and overall prince charming which I dont really see myself as any of those.

PS. Sorry if this was a bit of a rant, I haven't seen my therapist in awhile cause I am doing some anxiety learning classes and wont talk to her til after that. I really just needed to get some shit off my mind.",4.422977941176473,4.637220341911764,5.7036764705882375,82.66779411764706,69.84558823529412,9.194117647058825,28.132352941176467,9.168548406835145,2.068545588235295,1031,33,221,19,17,347,137,272,0.17800000000000002,0.623,0.199,0.9237,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,1,2,12,21,3,2,20,0,22,4,2,3,1,45,49,23,0,5,11,0,7,4,2,2,1,0,0,3,14,8,0,0,13,0,0,1,6,10,0,0,3,10,33,11,33,40,7,31,0,2,3,1,11,14,3,13,20,156,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046083075436685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059917222415039065,0.0,0.26961293994965074,0.0995382253801518,0.0,0.06160794475141618,0.09027820482707424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22070230251923748,0.10742100247379063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619233805418867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051233614486677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19042931293450832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364618553731055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20652646289161172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360386313779191,0.0,0.15607705479638515,0.0,0.0,0.05819524222420865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118543261889276,0.18883551698558365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301668909404501,0.0,0.0,0.29560699534954143,0.0,0.0971406149196088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946447084582634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04842246763441082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062234076554566725,0.17218266022017398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07398946924051147,0.09857156689329268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762704242740385,0.0,0.08851745286055128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17793018651777226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533179542596715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693348431796616,0.0,0.0,0.16658319396899196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257798315715183,0.0,0.0,0.18919244010772526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07021156043948708,0.08021123293055595,0.0,0.0,0.18088548929867626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493091414682763,0.0,0.0,0.09863094529287668,0.06236408803222567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081877246173049,0.0770112537070734,0.0,0.0,0.10230147834735773,0.17560735103725653,0.056456765863470815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583742046888083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051969041305487684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555058123893667,0.0,0.08947908741913256,0.08979071979038647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LehGeek,2019/02/03,"Why is social interaction so hard? Last night, I got so worked up over wanting to go into a discord call and tell others to get others on, that I started panicking. I ended up turning off the lights and getting under the comforter as I usually do, and per usual I ended up falling asleep. Now it’s the next day and I still want to talk to the same group, but no one else is in a call in the group. I keep staring at people going online and offline trying to push myself to hop in the call and @everyone, but I’m not quite sure I can do it. ",4.105941845764852,4.168635017699113,5.7428824273072046,82.64115044247791,70.50442477876106,7.87307206068268,27.647281921618198,7.447530270364453,1.4835547408343863,419,13,87,4,7,144,75,113,0.127,0.8440000000000001,0.028,-0.8295,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,8,0,5,1,1,0,1,15,16,11,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,3,9,2,19,15,1,27,0,0,1,0,9,12,0,0,11,62,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4994423392355162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514649778760234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13619794445341968,0.0,0.2888078578133327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15579050049110926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703620222685185,0.0,0.1853173434274172,0.0,0.13039697219918936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605068467045004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449163210100523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289833150025196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733935468966823,0.1530008105361425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047926796190713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303053204618435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734117660974069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661974608630276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539965751254262,0.0,0.1302029463216222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15366208054864947,0.0,0.0,0.13104436135295347,0.1425030427417706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069260057482716,0.1773393285776825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35912827069150105,0.0,0.19232894305483933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471171014820493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869414263495225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Headfeelswrong556,2019/02/03,"Oh my god I feel like my brain is melting I literally cannot calm down. Every noise feels like imminent danger. I've been like this for a few days. I've never felt this way before and I have no reason to. There's no reason for me to be scared in my own apartment yet I can't go back because it feels unsafe. If I go to my apartment every little noise sounds like someone trying to break in. I don't know what I'm gonna do. This does not feel like my normal daily anxiety - this is a level of paranoia I've never felt before. I'm losing it. I haven't been able to sleep or eat because I've been at such a high level of fear. I don't know what's wrong with me. I have to go to my classes tomorrow, and I don't know how I'm gonna make it happen. I'm so lost.",0.4382456140350861,1.7878704853801182,3.071204678362573,93.34821052631581,80.98830409356725,5.4956725146198835,18.417543859649122,6.079149491110277,-0.3024287719298244,587,12,141,4,15,206,88,171,0.152,0.7440000000000001,0.104,-0.7905,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,6,12,1,2,3,0,15,3,2,4,2,22,36,6,0,2,3,0,6,5,0,2,0,1,0,0,9,3,1,0,11,0,0,3,11,6,0,0,6,7,18,6,16,27,2,21,0,2,0,0,0,10,0,2,11,78,27,1,0.13307192091611258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017996552669614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232409314502093,0.0,0.1622388157230947,0.0,0.2264688069790323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14855227326893342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582038022554736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164521347495404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13616579653865954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22423766543342452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974290722684286,0.26914064631613377,0.2851998206744936,0.25553982508673656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22688351790074315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767506018935064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14059779060331268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21939854281233667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250610941862689,0.13337302400593093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488734410260181,0.14526372126616335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888265405319057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20526653806842066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038222865372878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27364019559779057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322820742132796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133168023865935,0.0,0.11275140675751673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034709923173877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562629683513973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549325554165216,0.0,0.0
anxiety,floatinglotuss,2019/02/03,Can general anxiety be seasonal? It never really goes away but when spring comes it's more manageable. Winter makes it hard to remember feeling normal,4.283076923076924,7.6896730769230786,6.006538461538463,63.57596153846157,87.46153846153845,11.830769230769231,29.57692307692308,10.125756701596842,5.657953846153848,124,6,16,6,4,42,24,26,0.11,0.8240000000000001,0.066,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,8,5,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,11,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899268553853981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.356074247138723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32646693805962684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19162909009416584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33950123430465096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25297924146838546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923009991632984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3713304279133818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427911530848611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42932259398243255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EndTheMisery,2019/02/03,"Nervous stomach for the past three weeks, this is pretty new to me (long post) This is a new symptom of anxiety for me. I've been dealing continuously with a nervous stomach for the past three weeks. A lot of things are changing in my life after graduating college a month and a half ago and I don't handle change well at all. At first the nervous stomach seemed to be caused by a variety of worries, but it's such an unpleasant sensation that the nervous stomach has now become the primary source of worry and anxiety itself. Most days I can still eat two light-to-moderate meals and some light snacks, but there are a few days where I'm afraid to eat much at all. As I was about 70-80 pounds overweight and ate lots of junk food when this began, I'm not super concerned about weight loss right now (what I'm eating now is actually better for me than I was before the nervous stomach anyway).

Some days my stomach is more anxious than others and the area that feels anxious tends to change occasionally. At first it felt like the muscles around my stomach were tense, then it was a constant pit in my stomach, and now the upper half of my stomach feels anxious. I get nausea somewhat, but I don't vomit, though the thought of doing so causes me even more anxiety (I've only thrown up once in the last 20 years and it was due to a stomach flu that only lasted a day or two).

I've heard of other people dealing with nervous stomach for weeks or months at a certain point in their life before (my mom dealt with a worse case than mine for six months when she was about my age due to a major life event). I've spoken to my doctor and my therapist about all my symptoms and no one has been concerned about my physical health, so I'm 98% sure I'm good in that department, but I still struggle to stop worrying and sometimes I even work myself up into a panic attack.

I'm used to living with anxiety, but I've never dealt with physical symptoms of this caliber before. I've somewhat helped my nervous stomach by changing my diet, eating less, eating more slowly, *just* started practicing a little mindfulness in the past few days, and when all else fails, sipping ginger ale seems to help somewhat). It's just a frustrating cycle of a nervous stomach caused by worry, but I'm stuck worrying about the nervous stomach!

All of my previous experiences with these symptoms lasted a day at most (and even that would be rare). Usually I'd just be anxious leading up to a certain event or appointment and once the relief that it was over set in, I'd be fine.

For those that have dealt with a persistent nervous stomach, what helped and what made it eventually go away?",9.04727502527806,6.92395989534884,8.687084597236268,72.73927704752276,61.48062015503876,11.144455679137176,38.71385237613751,9.43228470229965,3.572316582406472,2110,84,389,28,23,679,231,516,0.201,0.745,0.054000000000000006,-0.9973,0,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,0,0,1,9,30,27,2,13,35,0,27,38,15,6,9,70,50,32,0,1,13,1,4,1,0,1,12,1,0,0,27,24,12,1,6,0,0,3,5,17,1,10,16,6,30,10,70,29,22,79,0,2,0,0,9,26,0,14,49,271,57,6,0.0,0.0,0.06049606129515076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054952904986195664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18969738668049346,0.2801370176513773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05518676357463237,0.0,0.07052579578540415,0.05824430618599556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846621222970889,0.15825400170527698,0.0,0.0,0.05482762196192286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910511450107034,0.26232078449107915,0.0,0.0,0.0669922278540936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398814879581846,0.12782377504667136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345229024190699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171707174610958,0.05178705624973071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228370422714014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060640885024104786,0.0,0.0,0.06269087690152436,0.0,0.05952284033357225,0.0,0.0,0.10546214217557316,0.07496197832567918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032388695972775834,0.0,0.035231954955856716,0.05199664611122964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06589548132258331,0.0,0.0,0.12465746527381184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15159729604992805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136211140770626,0.03028656625453695,0.06213310359757913,0.05474080626954627,0.05486170537123125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054081774789222,0.0,0.058659116404005125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259508798112098,0.07260525539453935,0.14844626076808362,0.0,0.04557186438363847,0.0,0.04781269364618459,0.11974612657149025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320406853491943,0.04200794723689167,0.0942966842254188,0.0,0.07273523105380286,0.0,0.0,0.17753751785815575,0.04297802396727558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05860326393590154,0.0,0.059371996494172234,0.06306899679913361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052941539661991936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287189162499625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06131249583508154,0.0,0.04387884544649347,0.0,0.09901511116189564,0.051828783267340084,0.0,0.0648083679183226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05842751034722945,0.25773715562189714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719784558547854,0.04118528284766617,0.0,0.06090764252076484,0.049215383808600105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111597757941728,0.0,0.0,0.053541902480151775,0.06827634598233584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918073103850393,0.0754905682060171,0.05573900085734322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04513151990522201,0.3147836496485423,0.06317599183324674,0.04403792907266608,0.0,0.0,0.039921351185386734
anxiety,habisumz21,2019/02/03,"Scared to take medication, but I think I need to put my pride and fear aside. Hi everyone. Sorry if this is long, but I need to let it all out. 

About a month ago I had a really bad mental breakdown. I barely ate anything or slept for a week and a half, which caused my blood pressure to become low and I lost approx 10lbs in that period of time.
I reached out for help and was placed in an outpatient therapy program, which I’ve been attending 3 times a week for 3weeks. 
It was helping a lot and I was able to begin eating and sleeping regularly again, but I had an anxiety attack the other day and my anxiety has been steady ever since. It’s disrupting my daily functioning at home, work and school.

I’m very reluctant to taking medications because I’ve never been on any consistently. 
The psychiatrist prescribed me Remeron prior to this last anxiety attack, but I had bad side effects so I was taken off. She now wants me to start Celexa (Citalopram).
As much as I want to try to stick to natural remedies and therapy to get better, I’m feeling completely defeated. I’m so tired of not being able to live “normally” because of anxiety and I can see it’s starting to take a toll on everyone close to me.

With that being said, does any one have their own personal experiences with medications that helped them or maybe even some words of encouragement during this process?

Thank you all in advance. Any feedback is greatly appreciated. ",4.410812873258127,6.308647937956206,5.632236230922363,76.86516921035171,71.44525547445254,9.215394824153949,29.607830126078305,9.688023934748609,3.0097722627737222,1141,47,207,29,22,380,168,274,0.179,0.7120000000000001,0.108,-0.9706,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,2,7,7,15,2,3,11,0,18,9,3,2,4,39,41,21,0,6,8,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,1,1,13,15,2,0,3,0,0,3,2,10,0,2,15,3,24,5,36,23,6,34,0,3,1,0,11,13,0,5,18,135,37,4,0.19786903901338665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876994821753595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20183659762135328,0.0,0.3027385465077291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141467978662863,0.0,0.0,0.2251045971796688,0.0,0.0,0.16521238258089674,0.12061912962853945,0.10926540390470844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749954267522117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163300430102913,0.0,0.0,0.10373096139476493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06380458043322794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865782647282691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123471248521893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534531706049508,0.08949193700193975,0.0,0.18907234626867134,0.0,0.09677694412343522,0.0,0.11132883987871596,0.05002426571228578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05168920307054063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907565702566524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19894116892550825,0.0,0.0992393896928672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064483801237385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116724921436868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736099328883233,0.08755393647565571,0.0,0.0,0.1079987150278069,0.0841105905526928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939302254770888,0.0,0.0,0.2989983598909485,0.09970272601541956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789685895798693,0.0,0.07272825538913306,0.1467173852389366,0.07630440056322448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693482332910856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06704059086322504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638580635093293,0.10336551574541156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945651800187268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06337998655914462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410938382786778,0.0,0.09905071329267323,0.10012701560268693,0.07883800295141369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183965689705175,0.0,0.09900596883348144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074909469933067,0.1400527242400297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231593383484898,0.0,0.0,0.09108561328986628,0.2262804905695499,0.0,0.0,0.06339324529907997,0.0,0.0,0.11537902786936664,0.11371067631718837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717004451262365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163133985409797,0.11670828582012095,0.0,0.1587186078200947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202550850531313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hhuibl,2019/02/03,"Does anyone else get chest pains that comes and goes? About two months ago, I went to the doctor cos I was facing sharp chest pain that comes and goes around my chest - sometimes in the middle of the chest, sometimes left, sometimes right. What alarmed me most was the numbness in my left arm. I was so terrified that I was having a heart attack. So I went to the doctor, who ran an ecg/ekg, and said everything was fine and attributed the pain to a muscle pull. He was telling me that I wasn’t in the typical profile of people who get heart attacks. I’m 23 yo, female, about 130lbs. 

Fast forward two months now, and the pain is back. Now the logical side of me is telling me that my anxiety is probably the cause behind all the pain, but I can’t help but wonder. 

I get heart palpitations, occasional flutter, tightness in chest, and basically as I think more about how I’m gonna die, it gets worse. These pains don’t go away when I rest or lie down too. Sometimes the pain feels a bit like hunger in my chest? Idk if it makes sense. 

Until I calm myself down. However there are still instances when I still feel them even after trying to calm myself down. 

So yeah, does anyone else face this issue? ",3.4808229259589614,5.162170860169493,3.8042105263157886,89.91152988403212,73.44915254237287,6.832827832292596,23.014272970562,7.475848149327749,0.7757406779661018,937,25,195,11,19,291,133,236,0.17600000000000002,0.755,0.069,-0.9727,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,1,0,18,15,2,1,16,1,14,23,12,5,1,26,33,18,1,1,4,0,4,1,0,1,10,1,0,0,12,9,1,1,5,0,0,8,3,11,0,2,11,5,23,4,24,21,5,36,0,0,0,0,8,16,0,4,15,119,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219702234094225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062306016704805324,0.0,0.0,0.11389796455755552,0.16690223663852186,0.0,0.07250426531086762,0.0,0.1853133134712575,0.07652125899439396,0.06262699652644932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891800850208152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366754398191975,0.0,0.14031714633175854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452815666915625,0.0,0.0,0.16672699713799252,0.14254800046203886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360754725513658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0537943577164933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731984714407276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823631551665846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17020882934781248,0.0,0.046287675596076834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895419370876309,0.05459158047907523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500853138177923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17698277559815706,0.0,0.0,0.03979043330026888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054365880745837404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13001894389137886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6066504878410831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05646444637120459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781263326902597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955449439298733,0.07747385866118459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222089629435445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008586524119167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14237490116986148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0521873497265464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055296531792778464,0.0,0.15912194162151794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15100263623220905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832478310482897,0.0,0.0,0.08300049824375738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Darockwins,2019/02/03,"Yesterday I showed up I truly believe that 80% of doing anything in life is just showing up. So yesterday I had a company lunch and a dinner I had scheduled with some friends that was in a city 30 minutes away.

I have mad anxiety when it comes to driving on the freeway, I get panic attacks pretty often and the idea of socializing with my coworkers frightens the hell out of me. But I gritted my teeth and left my house to go socialize with my coworkers and have dinner with my friends.

I ended up winning an award at my company lunch, a 50 dollar gift card, a Keurig, and snatched home a ton of food. Then I drove to the place I was meeting my friends for dinner and had a great time especially since I haven’t seen them in so long.

I was a wreck the whole time while driving and trying to converse with coworkers but I showed up and I’m glad I did. 

Here’s to fighting through the anxiety and showing up.",5.346298701298704,5.510368445054944,6.09899100899101,80.80509990009993,67.84615384615384,9.255544455544458,34.67732267732268,9.095868883498916,2.9496417582417584,715,33,143,12,11,235,102,182,0.108,0.758,0.134,0.5673,2,0,0,0,2,0,13.0,0,0,1,2,6,12,4,1,15,0,12,8,1,0,0,22,18,16,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,3,16,6,0,1,4,1,5,1,5,0,0,9,1,23,7,28,9,3,29,1,0,1,0,9,14,1,2,10,103,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26191983632170523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14087482317586802,0.0,0.0,0.19475339341056452,0.16083868533836734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928725616131741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14746506815893312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15162357063973692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20700368557509569,0.0,0.3967830193146901,0.0,0.08943973447721988,0.0,0.0972912493610076,0.0,0.0,0.1887376322863816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17171757613864402,0.0,0.0,0.1975303309891883,0.0,0.19325272688046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859984880595619,0.0,0.12091659360154315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514978054533221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008546363848506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17885716422738815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741618227606493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416101767440642,0.0,0.0,0.34901339095278394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996445873385366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162268053897714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19112757505551664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sad_throwaway789234,2019/02/03,"What am I supposed to do? More than 5 years now since my breakup with my most serious former partner and it can still bring me to pieces. I still have dreams about us getting back together, despite her having no actual presence in my life. I can go weeks without thinking about her and then one night she's in my dream and I can't get her out of my head. How much longer am I going to have to live with her taking up space in my mind? Why does it still bring me to tears 5 years later?",2.4458823529411755,3.726306676470593,3.264852941176472,94.36433823529413,75.37254901960785,6.276470588235295,22.553921568627448,6.6274283507984215,0.3083686274509807,379,10,87,3,8,120,70,102,0.035,0.892,0.07200000000000001,0.5625,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,0,0,9,2,1,1,0,11,17,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,1,2,0,4,3,1,0,1,0,0,19,0,17,17,4,22,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,12,64,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.2042923705760192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609748398128088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18320087831708345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21875022401416166,0.0,0.23795332931985255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21485031054429052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147867902850851,0.0,0.0,0.1848571434343055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113806855571725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538940553680084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19645787912975646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185887378993453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173173914628173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5015541015990034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15740281127299924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13414103706758312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25181853812258403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16792545131949185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18890301064158824,0.0,0.0,0.20180293593085716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696250729603836
anxiety,AnxiousBody1000,2019/02/03,"Should I get a job? I'm a full-time university student working towards a business degree. When I started university my anxiety was very little and I found school to be too easy. Now that I am more anxious it's hard for me to do as well without putting in more effort. The job I'm applying for requires 20 hours a week minimum for part-time employment. Should I apply? I'm not sure if I can handle it as on certain days like today my anxiety shoots up and I feel like I'm going to be overwhelmed. The job is also in sales so I would have to talk to people all day. However I also feel like I should be pushing myself and if I'm able to work this job and go to school, it would make me feel way better about myself and would definitely long term help with my anxiety. What do you guys think I should do?",2.302549187339608,3.900299053892218,4.183100940975194,86.31791916167671,76.4251497005988,7.166638152266897,25.10222412318221,7.957251820313856,1.382511035072712,630,22,133,10,14,214,100,167,0.067,0.782,0.151,0.9277,6,0,0,1,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,5,9,8,0,1,6,0,18,0,0,1,3,27,33,13,0,9,4,0,4,3,0,7,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,1,5,0,1,4,2,1,1,0,2,4,19,7,20,21,4,21,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,2,13,87,25,11,0.1255357130227093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20078172869891348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28810343056804805,0.14181962339558654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102613661707572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16192029917845174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19042388529125293,0.17936547693329008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764342976676067,0.0,0.0,0.06558722875888569,0.0,0.14268967736489516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243000925891682,0.0,0.0,0.11245534114140204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841439422598612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362739008365717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4982992987870002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18399122498730408,0.12581976386388954,0.0,0.11109515564658744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379606324344567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359429438376651,0.0,0.08703065698958404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12619806478441864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25409768722167525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885482380624261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831592386976468,0.0,0.0,0.10090085091936003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804382159950261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899317743988345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358011040716687,0.0,0.09964440579095964,0.10069717678933772,0.0,0.11287168224046848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101194760152577,0.0,0.18278298840731694,0.0,0.0,0.2675309062073047,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,This_is_Evil,2019/02/03,"Health anxiety So  I had a huge panic attack last year because I thought I was dying, well not really it started with just me trying to sleep but I could hear my heartbeat increase  and somehow I made that connection. I went to the doctor he said it was a panic attack and that it's because I had stress and I was anxious, I guess that I was diagnosed with anxiety like that. After that everytime I get any kind of symptom, like a headache, being cold, heck even back pain worries me and it makes me panic. I had an anxiety attack because I conviced myself that I had an neurological problem and only after hearing stories of how people can't feel their limbs for days, while I can, made me realise that I'm just fine,. I'm almost 19 and this is taking my life away, can someone help?",3.8075591397849458,5.352102825806455,5.130080645161293,81.28845430107528,72.35483870967742,7.231182795698925,29.045698924731184,7.793537801064563,1.9702795698924729,618,25,114,8,12,206,95,155,0.261,0.6459999999999999,0.093,-0.9839,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,8,14,3,4,6,0,14,8,1,4,0,23,29,10,1,2,4,0,1,2,0,0,7,3,0,0,12,8,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,9,1,0,13,5,23,5,10,14,1,12,0,0,0,0,6,2,1,3,10,82,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888423837903266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073591721524134,0.0,0.2724690054366064,0.1341235391116341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4051946897431932,0.11154445127261403,0.09129089163191202,0.0,0.2171178706222545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947908968185861,0.0,0.0,0.07656670868195385,0.0,0.0,0.12050165340881795,0.12321604449081708,0.0,0.0,0.12151833132705345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841562190565313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06003006921782944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06202802567828461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078710320516013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12619731930534464,0.26761958198841423,0.0,0.0795777274010783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12363205040933575,0.0,0.09677533770884483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385777995301982,0.11600441777109816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22467771975947706,0.07924872663413808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902944217857328,0.12632996497549356,0.4178886470125384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230778962156618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136021670101492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605718796660177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293304848744055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188090435197031,0.0,0.10059386933493633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403296490776616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599714242814884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339897012680605,0.08926514853620185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425304103667652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060532951445566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674650746566944,0.1100576912912128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056927713246572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764539146163952
anxiety,pillowsandblankets4,2019/02/03,Am I supposed to take vitamins with Prozac? My doctor didn't say anything but my Physcologist said to take B12 and other vitamins to work with it. ,3.0859523809523814,5.808502357142861,4.485714285714288,79.5259523809524,79.0,8.019047619047619,27.190476190476193,8.841846274778883,2.6223190476190483,118,5,21,3,3,39,22,28,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,14,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344701297824908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4160143344639432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3866228781486513,0.3232218859545218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6111930760333871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958972662001249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hayleybts,2019/02/03,"College starts from tomorrow. I'm extremely anxious, like I will leave my hometown. 
So I have anxiety/intrusive thoughts about losing my mind. So, also past 3 weeks I was with family as I was on break. I'm afraid to go tomorrow. I'm trying to be rational but I just feel scared. ",1.2529350649350626,3.8460398,3.565194805194804,83.49636363636365,87.36363636363636,8.233766233766234,26.038961038961038,8.841846274778883,2.7625324675324685,219,10,42,7,7,75,41,55,0.16699999999999998,0.795,0.038,-0.6712,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,12,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,1,7,1,7,7,0,8,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,24,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23934774273353304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381204749557183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28215062196296903,0.0,0.15133358133849378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17009741080513255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169123608431508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14622142054079965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33483684170378425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022047004785417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28571290037012503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996485598194633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21184399244715788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23760842587680803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20320305056001792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400780401717691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mjd8959,2019/02/03,"Bad panic attack from weed... Last night I smoked too much and went off on my girl for cheating. She’s given me no reason to ever believe she would but my past speaks other wise. My thoughts and feelings got so intense and I just started to think a bunch of random stuff as being connected and fact. I woke up the next morning embarrassed and hurt because I scared her and a few of her friends, they thought that was the real me. They don’t understand panic attacks and I wish I didn’t smoke so much. 

Can anyone else relate? ",3.097200854700855,5.045088249999999,3.666666666666668,89.35611111111113,75.15384615384616,5.776068376068378,25.017094017094017,6.42735559955562,0.8143965811965814,414,14,81,3,9,130,79,104,0.246,0.6409999999999999,0.113,-0.937,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,5,11,3,4,4,0,6,0,0,1,2,21,17,11,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,3,7,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,9,0,0,8,2,17,2,10,7,4,10,0,1,0,0,9,3,0,1,6,58,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600394949612468,0.1699882759539708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774795509364218,0.0,0.0,0.1385229283789276,0.10113355181765132,0.0,0.0,0.18691702021390533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859152186633875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006968589344233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388605827506122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281770356921391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268860184618278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17760368663465698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13523392067357046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439170903539318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17644080931362555,0.15568968580314682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38930524710404796,0.0,0.0,0.15837416122979606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18883509780957725,0.0,0.17057696567580388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16609886800227264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742772052618886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899204127599549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063045982521606,0.0,0.2634185232841971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727119376028384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15379469032048532,0.0,0.0,0.19078143744521808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785345706060316,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,karate134,2019/02/03,"Days Long Periods of High Anxiety then None Does anyone else have days long periods of high anxiety that seems unrelenting for no reason (i.e. no stressors, etc)...  
Then goes away for weeks or months?

What do you usually do about it?",4.454285714285714,7.1407070476190535,4.800238095238097,79.3489285714286,73.76190476190476,9.914285714285716,27.16666666666667,10.125756701596842,3.2372666666666667,184,7,33,6,4,58,32,42,0.233,0.767,0.0,-0.8504,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,4,2,14,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,11,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33299462545971753,0.0,0.0,0.15218197236135567,0.2230023307425916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044840075338907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807251684209923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904620152849032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18181390583504206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427309537968655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4599063572429263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3852167571068196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17372162358293794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223774614474021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19813521912086726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397044751748698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745811492267004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,artygirl7,2019/02/03,"Anxiety around decision-making. How do I start making decisions calmly and through intelligent thought rather than anxious, irrational emotions and impatience? It's been affecting my personal/work life so much, lately, and I would like advice. 😣",7.840384615384615,11.619216051282052,7.274038461538463,60.27721153846157,67.97435897435898,12.105128205128207,40.519230769230774,11.20814326018867,6.7028923076923075,202,12,24,8,4,63,35,39,0.208,0.609,0.183,-0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,0,11,6,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,3,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084582319040341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414782008626166,0.3566047176570292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810033519729697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35507378532401096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3560769977107415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22295922208406727,0.15421499805414174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21070477243017016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23204561778916225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22342499999105409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505979137578911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22980344473093464,0.0,0.0,0.22423503176865714,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spicymashedpotato,2019/02/03,"Why am I feeling this way? I'm (25f) having some anxiety about my body, and issues with body acceptance. I've grown up in a social atmosphere where the topic of sex is very taboo. Growing up, I never got the ""talk"" from my parents or older siblings. When I got my period at 11 years old I was completely shocked, my elder sister then showed me how to use sanitary napkins and told this would happen every month. That's it, that's all the talk I ever got from my family about puberty. I basically learned about sexual maturity and sex from textbooks which were part of the biology syllabus in middle school and high school. I also had a good teacher who explained these topics very well. As I grew up, I started exploring my body and basically ""discovered"" masturbation. As my family was ultra religious and ultra conservative, even though I secretly dated 1-2 guys, there was never any sexual contact. I was very scared of sex with another person and more so of getting pregnant. When I was 22 years old, I fell in love with my best friend (27m currently). We felt comfortable with each other and lost our virginities together (being careful to use protection). We're currently married and have a great sex life. The problem is, I hate myself down there, I hate touching or looking at my vaginal area. I avoid it at all costs. When wiping, I wrap toilet paper around my hand so that my hand doesn't have direct contact with my vulva or vagina. I don't know why I'm feeling this way. This wasn't the way even 2 years ago when we became sexually active.",5.535406779661017,6.649472532203393,6.602500000000003,73.99730932203391,67.7457627118644,9.832203389830509,30.682203389830512,10.008157457239328,3.1765898305084743,1227,47,215,29,20,411,173,295,0.073,0.7859999999999999,0.141,0.9632,4,1,0,0,0,0,41.0,3,0,0,2,20,16,2,2,9,0,18,13,6,3,5,44,40,24,0,2,3,2,6,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,13,18,0,4,9,1,1,5,5,7,1,0,14,7,35,9,30,24,7,44,0,1,1,7,18,15,0,4,21,143,48,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918714884842432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288166603741097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047943041439049,0.1086766195943408,0.07928507728702375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922624584724522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876482982302284,0.0,0.0,0.3453653428502784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566890143271704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866561111709958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690779910920006,0.09374921328801587,0.08732200805556573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954070120295001,0.0,0.10480800199320324,0.0,0.09951160801469768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007277543221047,0.0,0.05414814211969337,0.0,0.0,0.08692914916194333,0.2486735138007638,0.11426456256956327,0.0,0.1026208791920861,0.09164938935599523,0.0,0.0,0.20464805085976345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950240121280873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817427171750074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05695838025488865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320469960287257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870323329177794,0.0,0.11313638869783385,0.0,0.09354004415423194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272525319701696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598686487937093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21750757934481274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508105955770748,0.11223309754635903,0.0,0.0,0.09049531897466152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917043493009682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376271603779973,0.20978043958139672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564894230427777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335762950388272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16660541141828006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182675110359496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903341189733697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17902508623940436,0.0,0.2565440244343733,0.0,0.2467961925653229,0.0,0.0,0.09318570104119146,0.0,0.18703975482825505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362358904748867,0.0,0.0,0.20022420779893296
anxiety,deer_droppings,2019/02/03,"Constant nausea Anyone else experience this? New to this sub and have never looked in to therapy, psychiatrists or anything like that but I’m starting to consider it. I’ve been dealing with stomach pains and nausea for over 3 months now every day. It effects every aspect of my life to the point where there’s days in which getting out of bed isn’t an option. I can no longer go out with friends or even eat the food I like without being worried about my stomach getting upset. I recently had an endoscopy see what was going on but the results all came back the way they should. This made me think it could be anxiety related, but I’ve never had any anxiety issues that were this bad.I’m just at a loss and was wondering if anyone else has experienced this.",4.7005936920222595,6.264566591836736,5.435423623995056,79.8953988868275,70.15646258503402,8.066542980828695,29.69016697588126,8.575989854853784,2.3463387755102043,607,24,110,10,11,197,106,147,0.11,0.816,0.07400000000000001,-0.6671,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,2,7,6,0,1,7,0,14,6,2,3,3,27,26,9,0,3,8,0,0,2,1,1,2,0,1,0,12,8,2,0,3,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,8,3,7,3,18,14,1,24,0,1,2,0,3,9,0,5,13,77,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920115598539414,0.0,0.22319054717156636,0.0,0.0,0.2040007560727912,0.29893582907087823,0.1200440917682188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121701752229972,0.1218009483533247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16684407886844846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764088533471515,0.0,0.1164706721077641,0.0,0.0,0.18815680240548144,0.15039246872838138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492682787373781,0.2437225229728613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635018228152216,0.0,0.24581481692307555,0.0,0.0,0.1426954007784414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17639468052083454,0.0,0.11270397389891905,0.0,0.15242910622723274,0.0,0.1658101767688766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15225737125229585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303702486627543,0.14253597084462302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249968512496034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380320574353676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643738744876285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22501820279922166,0.1408886225521988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15522309021092665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379006297638002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403563915650136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624484043818548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325227664790508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16682271579572014,0.0,0.0,0.09347189691235276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579013172745098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14061992986110336,0.15819705473529588,0.0,0.14814486637932214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,everythingwillgo,2019/02/03,"Abilify for anxiety/ feeling disconnected from reality I didn’t know where to ask this, got no replies on another thread but has anyone here been prescribed Abilify for anxiety or with dealing with strange feelings and reality feeling like a dream that causes severe anxiety?

My psych just prescribed it to me. Anyone have any experience with this anti-psychotic?",9.35893442622951,11.17634649180328,9.314877049180328,55.44149590163936,59.491803278688536,13.313114754098361,46.39754098360656,12.602617957971056,7.113324590163933,300,19,39,11,4,98,50,61,0.17,0.7020000000000001,0.128,-0.4423,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,12,10,3,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,3,1,9,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,28,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16027859730365013,0.2471435431000136,0.5409110530530479,0.0,0.0,0.3296025606500512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203401421665533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421205404931196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429880346995864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23055193713486746,0.0,0.0,0.3575187706590532,0.1683783647040476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885043704440338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295301230198006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514717366627154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26626479831650113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Throwingmyselfaway47,2019/02/03,"How does everyone deal with hangovers? I have a decent hold of anxiety in my every day life but when I'm hung over I feel as though death is and I have no way of dealing with it. I have complete loss of control, and I'm confined by fear for hours. I've been drinking tonight and I'm worried about tomorrow. ",0.3796874999999993,2.7339725937500035,2.0956250000000023,94.286875,88.6875,5.075,25.1875,6.6274283507984215,0.9419750000000008,242,11,52,3,8,79,48,64,0.285,0.715,0.0,-0.9615,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,1,0,5,2,0,2,0,11,9,8,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,3,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,5,0,11,8,0,8,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,31,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18789925504253924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25752875668807657,0.0,0.2754846352454483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15840510922713602,0.5064485605897792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21494443483300774,0.0,0.0,0.24061489482368145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20694613442906734,0.23470121940432426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276391709206106,0.12419326669586905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418870312002683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17348924907012564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413212086115857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949623742455458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494398654765017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AttonRand1,2019/02/03,"I can't do this anymore I'm sick of being constantly nervous

I'm terrified of being sent back to the hospital and being forced meds that made me feel worse

I just want to be functional and normal

I'm so tired of this all

I just want to be okay",0.3159119496855354,2.4831066603773637,2.771981132075471,90.92199685534591,86.16981132075472,6.552201257861638,20.154088050314463,7.793537801064563,0.8775937106918241,195,6,43,4,6,67,35,53,0.317,0.609,0.07400000000000001,-0.9497,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,1,7,2,0,1,1,10,15,3,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,1,4,1,6,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161761402754885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245146984317703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445228427980129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16120108122582516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016679126352191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35412860103947075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31236836976197635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36642784673096657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760875166148738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248969768609392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Rex-Compitum,2019/02/03,"Driving + Anxiety So, I'll try to keep this as short as possible but I guess I'm really just needing to vent about this and maybe get some advice about a way forward.

For about six years now I've suffered from pretty intense anxiety and panic attacks, but I've been able to deal with most of it. The worst thing symptom of my anxiety, however, and the one that probably most affects my life is the intense anxiety I feel when I'm driving or even just riding in a car. It baffles me because I've never really had a car accident or even any bad experiences in a vehicle. Yet, as soon as I get in a car and start driving I'm completely overcome with panic. I suddenly can't breathe, my vision narrows, and I'm fighting the feeling that I'm going to pass out or even die. I'm on medication (daily escitalopram + lorazepam as needed) but I don't want to have to take an Ativan every time I need to drive half an hour down the road. 

My main concern, and the reason I'm reaching out to the community, is that I've just relocated to a new city and my new job requires about a twenty minute commute one way - in my previous town, my job (and everything else) was only about a five minute drive away and so I didn't even really have time to start feeling my anxiety before I had arrived at my destination. I know I have to overcome this but I don't even know where to start. 

As a side note, my anxiety evaporates almost immediately as soon as I get out of the car - I can't even count the number of times I've faked needing to use the restroom so that a friend would pull over and I could get out of the car. Like I've said, it's just so frustrating and I can't even discern a reason for it happening. Any advice or stories from people who have had similar problems would be incredibly appreciated. Thanks everyone!",6.096721311475411,5.523462743169402,7.441535519125682,74.30476229508199,66.37704918032786,10.817267759562842,34.69344262295082,10.355215969177356,3.4743501639344263,1428,60,283,32,20,493,173,366,0.16899999999999998,0.7490000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.9883,3,0,0,0,2,0,33.0,0,0,0,1,26,13,3,2,24,0,21,4,1,4,1,56,53,32,1,9,12,0,3,1,1,2,3,1,0,0,13,17,0,2,8,0,0,15,7,10,0,5,7,4,26,3,50,42,5,53,0,1,0,0,5,20,0,9,19,185,39,3,0.08669523804247511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694351664842556,0.0,0.0,0.08681275779834964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179114695505422,0.0,0.39792971884315137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862834900424497,0.08145302997362777,0.0,0.07238690250295447,0.052848612434585725,0.0,0.0737712621681456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089830764160664,0.0,0.0,0.06921909312119216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937898364666401,0.0,0.0,0.08997596967520746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242274689451966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4008297095935412,0.0,0.07304447718574178,0.08284101519239087,0.07791608981135716,0.08480457831744871,0.0,0.0,0.13150715176414948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06698052585477994,0.0,0.18117873465279968,0.0,0.04927090167208331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550457881134733,0.0,0.07666431268554026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537734604601104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17206329292494854,0.07705871097772259,0.0,0.0,0.09529087110359544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061235410512187415,0.04235491416193088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709701924566128,0.0,0.0,0.0873363315261657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571336819884913,0.06686471217025088,0.16746160226728954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749387397595368,0.06593563516834829,0.0,0.203436364620604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06010356211017081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773585469401046,0.0,0.0882002245898786,0.0934721297548066,0.08295563435900437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16661756834535926,0.1782742875583413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246702438814267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18409000711321571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010954733990673,0.06518402965244326,0.0,0.0,0.07981732731693865,0.0,0.0,0.05759646389383718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15165807146161026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058860375805955024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487685017028267,0.0,0.0,0.051135097593616376,0.1376292892538954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317161939495602,0.0,0.0,0.05582889088432269
anxiety,GUACISBACK,2019/02/03,Tips for reducing chest pain? I’m getting bad chest pain at the moment but have been to doctors and it seems to just be from anxiety. I sometimes have tightness all around chest and sometimes painful heavy feeling in heart or what feels like electric shocks in heart/left chest:/ does anyone know any tips for helping reduce these kinds of chest pains?,7.69140625,8.717447828125,5.215624999999998,86.166875,62.90625,7.65,34.75,7.1686216300943375,2.2309812500000006,287,12,51,2,4,79,51,64,0.253,0.648,0.099,-0.9024,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,1,0,4,11,6,0,1,12,10,4,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,1,2,10,8,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,2,25,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977602175599173,0.0,0.12349135510903195,0.0,0.0,0.11287364151372753,0.0,0.0,0.14370441970066233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478495712593958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652275646778945,0.14126601792361435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632448707283924,0.11532361361992585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433904179458734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825839842643209,0.1082012397429482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16810157267787887,0.08871615949907047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17539110944231254,0.0,0.0,0.07886516886332717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6870796276017507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14695724695425014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193112284058547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kurarara2,2019/02/03,"I am really paranoid about people reading my thoughts, too I would like to say that it scares the shit out of me... I kinda go through my daily life right now, truly acting and thinking that others can read my mind. It makes me feel unsafe... anxious... ",5.6062499999999975,6.114388791666666,5.645833333333336,83.08250000000002,67.33333333333334,7.233333333333332,28.5,6.42735559955562,1.3720750000000002,194,6,36,1,3,61,41,48,0.087,0.7390000000000001,0.174,0.6915,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,1,1,0,3,2,1,1,0,9,8,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,2,8,1,5,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,2,25,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30286106834900306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13555242440511614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15235955044304386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18935719258651887,0.1309733628118651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17894960252828004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27069061244814663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18585719750121207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5363174428331242,0.0,0.17174286747692802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289441273630717,0.0,0.21319288535089506,0.26840102767526297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275186604586348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17177879512758315,0.0,0.21283047623542897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19044072587969446,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ManlyManChildHD,2019/02/03,"Me: Knows that googling symptoms is never a good idea. Also me: googles little everything thing!!! ALL THE TIME Safe to say I am a massive hypochondriac, yet I can't help myself, currently think I have syphilis alongside another 12 different ailments but I never feel the need to go to the doctors because the NHS is getting shafted budget wise at the minute.

I feel bad for wasting doctors time when realistically I don't have anything but I can't stop myself thinking that I have everything under the sun.

It sucks",4.4230409356725175,7.081855421052637,4.922456140350878,78.57163742690062,73.73684210526315,7.169590643274852,33.71345029239766,8.167268648758528,2.9786257309941524,415,22,68,7,9,132,65,95,0.16,0.754,0.086,-0.8088,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,8,0,9,4,0,0,3,14,18,4,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,6,0,1,1,5,2,0,0,0,3,12,3,6,18,1,12,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,8,47,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564285874084638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20511327655740197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609696848999158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16332549139362373,0.11924153813595754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20436995567215746,0.0,0.4004285606972292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3516018289466172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19781175360905398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219772101049532,0.0,0.11116920255941988,0.16406769624882428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111270743591974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208189501197254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750168753032337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19605178276763416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504172547964747,0.3017317109722634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15555626796536606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16353802996950653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033128313225805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12995404476123448,0.2506769233096442,0.0,0.0,0.2281225671938449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,leejuhleen,2019/02/03,"Hypochondriac or am i ill? So my dad has been diagnosed as CKD 5 this December and i have been relatively calm throughout  his hospitalisation. He’s fine now, all better that he has dialysis thrice a week. Problem is, i have been having chest pains since last week, i can’t stop thinking that i will be next. That i have kidney problems too, i began overthinking and googling any discomfort that i have. I went to the ER last Friday due to chest tightness, my ECG and xray results were normal and i was told by the GP that i am healthy. I was advised that it’s an anxiety attack and that it’s all in my head. I’m more than freaked out because this never happened before. Anyone who had the same symptoms? I’m tired of thinking...",3.0088111888111904,5.152200790209793,4.048251748251752,85.63083916083919,76.06293706293705,6.917482517482518,27.08391608391609,7.882392219407189,1.68413006993007,575,23,113,9,13,186,96,143,0.183,0.75,0.067,-0.9417,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,3,9,1,1,5,0,20,10,4,1,3,19,28,8,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,12,6,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,6,1,0,10,1,16,3,8,16,4,13,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,10,75,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971195266941332,0.0,0.14591806619290396,0.0,0.0,0.1333721172570532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21699798648370205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627531640288385,0.0,0.1623084591039834,0.0,0.0,0.1686969063862607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936003863296658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686736283824761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957576066525059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109624181512717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471129553951292,0.0,0.2028576131323216,0.0,0.18688788897350664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20296426922287333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650310647014357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15778478968159626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15946990013603765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982552737943124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24444114885113874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21923130945953406,0.0,0.18226335203320584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060054636464585,0.0,0.0,0.17682090618493285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,babyfacedteacher,2019/02/03,"How do you tackle your anxiety the night after having alcohol? I don’t drink very often and when I do it’s usually not very much. Occasionally I have a blow out, this maybe happens a couple of times a year (last night being one of those times).

I wasn’t intentionally going to have as much to drink last night and when other people are pouring your drinks it’s not great. Sometimes I black out really badly when I’m drinking and although I’ve not had tonnes to drink I don’t remember any of the night.

This, of course, sends my anxiety through the roof. What did I do? What did I say? Was I horrible or rude? Did I upset anyone? Who saw me? Did I make a fool of myself? Did a parent from my school see me? 

In reality probably not very much happened and although I may have been drunk, I wasn’t quite at the stage where I was rolling around in my own sick  or being abusive.

I cannot silence these thoughts and it continues for about 3 days until I find something else to be concerned about. How do you help yourself get rid of these thoughts?",2.465315789473685,4.453670519047621,3.72338345864662,88.0537218045113,77.14285714285714,6.7067669172932325,23.90977443609023,7.669130373188453,1.0991428571428572,819,27,170,12,19,267,120,210,0.163,0.8240000000000001,0.013,-0.9822,1,0,7,0,0,0,22.0,0,4,0,1,10,5,1,1,9,0,27,8,0,4,0,24,37,16,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,12,8,7,0,4,6,0,2,9,4,0,1,14,4,26,1,24,19,4,27,0,0,3,0,9,7,0,4,17,123,38,1,0.0,0.12881204821450334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618557308140084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393139180579161,0.0,0.1663366482616349,0.0,0.0,0.07601756086449163,0.0,0.0,0.09678131514666316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077428126293682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029346146617755,0.0,0.0701135694508071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5325071022465735,0.0,0.0,0.0908192306773907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936550785580543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05680022507374514,0.0,0.06178646318341428,0.0,0.0,0.11986104449452127,0.0,0.0,0.19227643791673307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728708156967956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17723797923087778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256954353139468,0.0,0.10922099231758656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397588488462085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080947318749578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366955619167406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207175321020944,0.0,0.0,0.07537078481387371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721547825951292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563407399852785,0.0,0.0,0.06964699178699686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231553406998136,0.0,0.0,0.08645624329682669,0.0,0.11002756251501103,0.08663349492724234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369577547451308,0.1075240437649279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17261855060598524,0.12678769186722136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973658409308292,0.26910910991158665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07001028181202358
anxiety,elliebellrox,2019/02/03,"I just want to sleeep Why is there a weight crushing my chest right now. It’s late and somewhere under the doom, I’m exhausted. 


:( 

I think I need to revisit my meds with the doctor.",0.09162162162161992,2.448999783783788,1.6473513513513502,96.43210810810814,91.70270270270271,5.122162162162162,18.210810810810813,6.742157984588678,0.07065837837837785,140,4,31,2,5,45,31,37,0.272,0.6940000000000001,0.033,-0.8519,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,1,4,1,0,0,6,5,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,4,5,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,18,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644227819282122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4016294603387507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3954809961134868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639996957406187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040568447511101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22813652851994926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100020518818811,0.0,0.0,0.4335617007691384,0.0,0.0,0.3212713873162203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mrtnolvr1984,2019/02/03,"Medication recommendations I'm contemplating seeing a doctor about my anxieties, I am constantly thinking about dying whether it be my own death or family members, I absolutely fear the day I lose my mother or grandmother and I will play scenarios in my head, how I will react and what I will do afterward, it makes me go into a state of panic as if it already happened. At work, I constantly think the worst, that my coworkers are deliberately slacking off to spite me, that my boss hates me and is scheming to fire me. I will shy away from friends invitations to go out for fear that they are judging me, people out in the public are judging me, and if I didnt need money I feel like I would never leave the house. What medication would be recommended for something like this, also if you take it how do you like it, and what are the side effects? ",9.688562664329536,7.241580134969329,9.924557405784402,65.3828220858896,60.533742331288344,13.240666082383877,39.850131463628394,11.765960540728905,4.558494127957932,674,27,125,16,7,227,98,163,0.18600000000000005,0.725,0.08900000000000001,-0.9603,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,1,3,5,12,2,3,7,0,17,4,1,6,1,27,29,15,2,6,6,1,2,3,1,6,3,0,0,0,12,8,0,0,4,1,1,2,2,7,0,0,1,3,26,5,18,20,2,17,0,1,1,0,6,9,0,5,8,97,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717175017974944,0.1244398094750742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903983575041036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619901229225485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33631433473513034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003544063022234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149672886094274,0.0,0.0,0.1592715712231935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466935482213197,0.35020493997404417,0.07868017393382512,0.1111665185902208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022249787337808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17687143526863605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760380425773588,0.0,0.0,0.1536308672109661,0.1596988909652982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795509533519708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16476660006575666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280668976293113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17408575619299904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386967193028332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31351775153087424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538149761267215,0.12001462535723526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825726776615248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787912271155756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399957693510365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979478328573763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699798958371165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19941488377054856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328461210133163,0.0,0.0,0.22107918028108303,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ReinaQueen,2019/02/03,"It gets worse during that time of the month I've had anxiety for awhile and it used to be easy to ignore. Push it down... Pretend I don't feel bad... don't feel anything and pretend to be okay... then let it all out during some random fight with my mom when she's being an asshole and use that as an excuse to cry.

Recently though with the coming of my period it's gotten *so much worse* to the point where I can barely sleep during the time of the month. I can't  sleep and all I feel is anxious and depressed and like screaming all at the same time. I feel like I'm gonna lose all my friends and then I'm gonna be all alone or I stay up at night and think about how I don't really have any friends and everyone is just pitying me.

I've been so far down this rabbit hole that I can tell where my anxiety ends and my depression starts and what's worse is that I can’t even take medicine to help myself cause the doctors don't know how it'll affect my AVM. 

I'm really confused on how to deal with this and it's gotten to the point where whenever my period starts I just can't take it and don't know how to go on this way.

I don't know if this belongs here but I just needs to know anyone has any tips or anything on how to... Help? I guess. I just can't cope very well and I don't wanna have a meltdown every month.

Even if you don't know how to help thank you for at least reading this 💜",1.1955288461538487,2.6156741348684243,2.749605263157896,96.17454453441299,79.03289473684211,5.992712550607287,19.258097165991906,6.67199483983844,-0.13123036437246993,1083,23,263,10,26,355,139,304,0.11,0.8109999999999999,0.079,-0.2715,0,1,0,0,1,0,24.0,0,2,0,1,23,16,1,1,11,1,28,3,2,10,5,61,57,32,0,4,9,1,4,2,2,3,1,1,0,0,18,19,0,1,10,3,0,3,12,9,1,0,4,5,27,7,33,45,9,37,0,4,0,0,13,16,0,8,18,167,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769523497301202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142428276960556,0.0,0.15909372598108626,0.11747141777565108,0.0,0.07270747080885724,0.0,0.17113862646468234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682162818779512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681938936038116,0.0,0.0895723190535429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422066195802218,0.0,0.10720211278078873,0.17912115469457454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064312108170582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209825089384864,0.0,0.0,0.13735984514022484,0.0,0.08761033032368684,0.0993604032088497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103081200182021,0.07428561848802348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606743239593474,0.0,0.05432692998197615,0.0,0.05909604856039299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454921740092887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20909324022657125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28573223520338503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632986654945256,0.0,0.10160187774695983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633060234999405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178386649027485,0.2489951933110409,0.0,0.0764396160808402,0.07710222485087119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758118870039516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965954677049712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401133881430123,0.0,0.133228600462585,0.0,0.1026708648635562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081165898136956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471996875863911,0.11083225524475664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15636485028588293,0.0,0.0908858995938479,0.09573375950120186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662823557162137,0.10216296554125323,0.0,0.18190031948915847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17961619631651432,0.0,0.08579702957571825,0.0,0.0825370237306708,0.0,0.0,0.09349338421613122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179032914216345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bradrampage,2019/02/03,"Anxiety came back and has been a nightmare ever since. I previously had panic attacks around this time last year. I was worried I was having heart problems but got everything checked out and they found nothing. It cost me my job last year, my fitness, my relationship, my savings, I was afraid to go outside, the whole sha-bang. 

For some reason a couple weeks ago I psyched myself out about something stupid and thought I was having an allergic reaction to an unrelated medication. Turns out I was just panicking over nothing. Now ever since I’ve been having problems with my heart rate being super high and when it isn’t super high it still feels like it’s pounding. I can’t get a good nights sleep for the life of me and it’s been ruining my workout routine. Yesterday I couldn’t even finish my lifting regime, I felt so exhausted and weak two rotation sets in. 

It wakes me up multiple times a night, either my heart feels too fast, feels like it stopped, or I think I stopped breathing and go into a frenzy of overthinking. Let alone the phantom chest pains. I don’t know what to do. I’m still managing to drive around and live my life but it’s so hard to get it off my fucking mind. It’s driving me mad. ",4.3386288416075685,5.952753106382978,4.866773049645392,83.4236111111111,71.12765957446808,7.945626477541372,30.07683215130024,8.515128840125781,2.2726548463356977,960,40,184,16,18,306,142,235,0.213,0.696,0.091,-0.9789,1,1,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,2,15,18,4,2,10,0,20,15,7,1,2,40,37,14,0,3,5,0,5,2,0,0,7,0,0,0,12,16,0,2,9,1,2,5,4,12,0,1,14,5,29,6,21,20,3,41,0,1,0,1,2,13,1,2,24,119,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415311618272618,0.0,0.0,0.11000662232479624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812541215617931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18910759181507347,0.0,0.1208348029304442,0.0,0.0816727157012694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148157023712328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752478654839035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015395161503588,0.19215494853465034,0.0,0.0,0.09545911953834804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16111636185536354,0.15175991731154578,0.10198297802200802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645917529408482,0.0,0.09819398018450863,0.11098582161208044,0.0,0.12072877126829396,0.08908803390198394,0.08494977285749787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09514770380929068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3775955677734884,0.0,0.22444378498222187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540191690349897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058372941183359624,0.17315866900408053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861194995565802,0.15004547549075462,0.10378248764303093,0.0,0.09378971855859852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700035552838827,0.0,0.0,0.10724678873000296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19935101073058772,0.0,0.2038321569435069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302016148112745,0.12462032101317365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20326666381303507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920662579351474,0.0,0.11403507212937306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17572415556057927,0.0,0.1062916251628818,0.0,0.0,0.08176943308269333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16964674146732311,0.17760085490676192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06805823069638746,0.0,0.08432278058589635,0.1238695457096631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553133042355232,0.10375654127369532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519920045003772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858516281521304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786640504347092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679784962317582
anxiety,pinoy_gamer,2019/02/03,Fast heart rate by just standing up? Does anyone heart speeds up when standing up too fast and drops back when sitting or bending over,5.355599999999999,7.468363960000001,3.4450000000000003,92.6275,69.4,5.0,28.5,3.1291,0.6742000000000004,109,4,20,0,2,30,19,25,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,15,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,6,12,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559534472928365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814729080859217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32033629630424665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8675514348455917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lucamiras,2019/02/03,"DAE develop new symptoms? My anxiety started with heart palpitations and vertigo and fatigue. After some therapy sessions and regular exercise routine, they got much better and I thought I was on the road to recovery.

Since the Christmas holidays, new stuff has shown up, including a periodical stabbing pain in the sternum which lasts for 2 seconds and then goes away for twenty minutes to up to 2 days (went to the hospital last year and got confirmation that my heart is healthy).

I hate this because every time something new comes along, I worry this time it might be dangerous. And also because if my brain can just make up new shit as it goes along, there’s really no limit to how fucked things can get. :(",8.559401993355477,8.528841418604653,8.336677740863786,68.11604651162794,61.17054263565893,12.022591362126244,40.90919158361019,11.491704259439757,4.989202879291251,569,29,94,15,7,183,95,129,0.207,0.7559999999999999,0.038,-0.9738,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,4,7,4,0,5,0,7,10,4,2,0,19,17,12,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,8,11,0,1,1,2,0,2,1,6,0,1,5,0,8,1,18,10,2,23,0,1,0,1,1,7,2,3,14,63,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278868444528035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789430269547616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13251060358579006,0.0,0.0,0.17195189754502244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473736499061933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15744595496072553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149244535573528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095836382956002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883127937198848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038810607095022,0.07368695643834654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22560323908316354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924662433996465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342633350181519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299309067499288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414450006150282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496198879637525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367975260485937,0.0,0.0,0.544864641648486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500752365436964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09035307242545636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14477431045598424,0.1166687600981658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857856555069874,0.0,0.0,0.09982799479480242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16145569284212724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465933251435748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16129016952235742,0.0,0.0936999175776592,0.0,0.0,0.11196906000319018,0.16448172723626914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074438876940994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432317565279732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082436873130503
anxiety,Na_Tilly,2019/02/03,"Well.. Just experienced my first public panic attack. Long time lurker!

Yesterday I was lining up in my usually coffee house to get a coffee. Just been to the gym early, so needed caffeine to get on with my day. My mum was with me, so wasn't in my own. The queue was longer than usual, but that's fine. Dealt with that before and waited perfectly fine. Just another day in my life tbh... 

But whilst waiting in the line, that didn't seem like it was moving for 10 mins (it felt like anyway), I have no idea why but I just felt like everyone was watching or looking at me or talking about me. Like they were waiting for me to breakdown or something. I tried to shrug it off, I usually get those thoughts and can easily just brush them away, but was getting more and more tense. I usually have a fidget cube in my pocket but changed coats that morning... My mum noticed my panic looking around or staring into space and deep breathing quietly. She asked if I was okay. I looked at her and just tears filled my eyes. Just said to her I need to get out of here.
Walked out onto the high street and just kept walking until my mum stopped me and hugged me. Great, now I'm crying in public. Not uncontrollably sobbing, just tears rolling down my face. She asked what was wrong. I just said I didn't like it in there today, didn't like the music that was too loud, a lot people, waiting for longer than usual and the feeling people just want to see me break.
We walked back go the car and drove back to my mums. Much better at home. She went off to get her hair done, and I just sat on the bed and cried.

Had a lot going on the last couple of months. Like, it's been like a soap opera or a reality TV show. Seriously messed up. Feel like everything is settling. The way I described it was like I've been running a marathon and I've just suddenly stopped and everything is just crashing into me that has happened. I have been so focused on getting things done etc, that now that's all done I have time to over think everything...

Sorry, long post. Just felt like I needed to vent you know. And document what happened.

In short: panic in a coffee shop, first time in public having a panic attack, lot of stuff going on right now, not sure what caused it but like to think everyone is talking about/looking at me. ",2.640449293966625,4.645719052631581,3.39405220367993,90.53832477535305,76.67543859649123,6.115447154471545,22.525459991442016,7.0180271515732855,0.6237569105691056,1792,52,369,19,41,566,213,456,0.168,0.737,0.095,-0.9863,0,0,1,0,0,0,65.0,1,1,2,4,30,32,2,5,19,1,33,6,4,1,3,81,76,30,0,5,29,4,6,12,0,0,1,4,2,0,21,23,0,7,11,6,1,12,7,11,1,2,33,19,48,21,58,43,9,83,0,1,7,1,23,38,1,10,42,247,69,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878389321215612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05839499898642974,0.12264817942666023,0.14925150549320867,0.06163028922862816,0.1008796760578163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055817987687576655,0.0,0.0,0.05801497898250625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06738591343658433,0.06939264486746116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258153652641035,0.14410986030645434,0.08460893119318218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013846952655983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731576961330936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253609774357873,0.1768623396401261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06633535753862685,0.04686231860143649,0.1889494496038596,0.0,0.0,0.11159309382440677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23990109624040185,0.0,0.111840403785677,0.0,0.0,0.07232062884414421,0.0,0.0,0.11601394732285852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930654909594491,0.06579887084254275,0.0,0.0,0.07568982179056838,0.0,0.0740507262093537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03605024852276192,0.05347009183466756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0463329118894876,0.38456699929743693,0.0,0.0,0.1161020876034656,0.22033893640663416,0.0,0.0,0.1673039879042428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05235868582489935,0.06971894517693572,0.04822114583496863,0.14591743729334292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468231439929986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078545265964417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095302943843736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06282353685065856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05601925089738593,0.12479502767450462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05227210273802118,0.059716801367817575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050499569225694194,0.0,0.07343017123142949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096836107184012,0.0,0.0,0.07509256450580318,0.0,0.0,0.06182414380745475,0.0,0.0,0.10544833718916176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04357955412429364,0.08406347464717627,0.0,0.05207647815283392,0.11474994620901405,0.0,0.06217803211550045,0.0,0.0,0.044535875291579284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.361227665492992,0.0,0.03869065221329475,0.052067632755923125,0.0,0.0,0.05897934011236944,0.06080882794909428,0.059190847905267865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717197291298601,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PhantomParsnip,2019/02/03,"I've noticed that my anxiety gets worse the day after I drink. It seems I'll have to stop drinking. That's depressing The title makes me sound like an alcoholic lol. That's not how I meant it. 

Socializing without alcohol sucks. Alcohol is a great social lubricant, making everyone a little more open and encourages us to have fun. It helps develop relationships. Some of my best memories with friends involved alcohol. 

Idk. Maybe I'll just suck it up and give up on alcohol eventually. I did this with caffeine. It just sucks that anxiety is taking from me another aspect of a normal life.",3.5504740061162074,6.457197495412848,5.165344036697249,74.20807721712539,78.63302752293578,9.871865443425078,30.18425076452599,9.928628108626363,4.028412232415902,473,23,79,17,12,159,77,109,0.123,0.64,0.237,0.9467,0,0,7,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,1,3,10,3,0,6,1,5,8,0,3,0,17,15,3,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,0,6,1,0,0,10,5,7,1,2,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,1,8,6,12,13,3,8,0,1,0,0,9,5,3,2,4,50,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6894635386974318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13529810470777578,0.19741358773552486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540792296308282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321299869200383,0.0,0.1111324458885003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25279849906267626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329269149582495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968744698821658,0.0,0.06741230109648437,0.1237763264433652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422548732987092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864853856216402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113696348801856,0.0630370276483375,0.12932090539550326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17225565260071768,0.0,0.12962692331959244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12642097592564094,0.0,0.146900315198061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852880496418046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746311043133185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26305753181329683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787398004597466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701371282967547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15520594038337696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12437930375097378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149152368195416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NegativeDog,2019/02/03,"Does anyone else's brain replay random sounds? I  know almost everyone gets catchy songs (""earworms"") stuck in their  heads that play in background of the mind. I almost always have a song  stuck in my head as well, but I also frequently have sounds. Does anyone's brain play back random sounds they hear? Wind chimes, microwave beeps, police  sirens, etc? Like with the music, I can make it stop if I concentrate  on making my mind silent, but the second I start concentrating on  something else the sounds start playing. Should I be worried about this?",5.6496938775510195,7.943244938775513,4.3589285714285735,85.62982142857145,69.0,6.53265306122449,22.45408163265306,7.1686216300943375,0.7839142857142858,436,10,75,4,8,126,69,98,0.086,0.787,0.127,0.6322,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,0,4,5,0,0,5,0,5,4,4,2,0,15,14,5,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,7,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,7,11,5,9,10,1,10,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,5,6,41,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197549820343114,0.0,0.0,0.12768089393029347,0.13285079411132936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232774542920484,0.1635916263168469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276950170884306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564690974802014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27944094331468394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26675266077738696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17806428908989252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15256298726320747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341631534513723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277166245133161,0.0,0.17994962115564095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774554440644465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800233030478887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21314999790258204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32242431757540746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291488618176093,0.0,0.0,0.2260178434983496,0.0,0.0,0.1334837973290804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435544696349358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16214355901606606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cfountain11,2019/02/03,"I just wanna say hello to everyone and tell you all that I’m happy to become a part of this community! I posted to share this small yet still exciting victory. Today I started reading a book on anxiety and I joined this subreddit. It’s a small step but it’s still a step in the right direction. 

As hard as things have been I still just know that it’s going to get better. Sometimes it seems like it will never end and feels impossible to overcome but I wanted to tell you all that anxiety is treatable and we can all overcome it together. It’s hard to stay optimistic when times are tough but it’s important so don’t second-guess yourself when you think something might help you or is helping you get better. 

Thank you all for being here for me and for each other. Just the existence of this community makes me feel better because I know we have a place where we can all speak freely about what we’re facing and help each other through things like advice and support. 

Tell me about what you’ve been doing recently that’s been helping you and how you’ve been working towards feeling better! ",3.816640706126692,5.806945004672903,4.596199376947045,83.2855347871236,73.25233644859813,7.5592938733125665,26.374870197300105,8.344100000000001,1.8419811007268951,877,31,164,15,18,282,115,214,0.036000000000000004,0.7120000000000001,0.252,0.9944,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,3,7,0,5,15,12,0,0,7,0,16,1,1,2,6,38,32,18,0,2,7,0,5,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,22,13,0,0,7,2,0,3,2,1,0,0,4,7,20,11,21,25,8,25,0,0,0,0,21,8,0,3,14,120,42,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722600385787404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18354202662174676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731280497867096,0.13248919837700215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.424388465264065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625120200770637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146293460565142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18196999123525776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535094979440062,0.0,0.06817747495209947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215226043672545,0.0,0.0,0.12770235252443515,0.2149257422256664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32163344240367336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185654732010146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721527316840225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800759257203295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726129542397632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925225048550216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990773852134696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533531961203725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489095081181926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999500168779473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844853400633094,0.0,0.0,0.10244735209140107,0.0,0.09539902525775716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092093892277762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923530226851033,0.11864601763610334,0.0,0.0849101019260374,0.12786410411369548,0.28740671371674675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13613206663963526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145576376427047,0.11044538762677812,0.0,0.0,0.15939555969914326,0.07686715055312984,0.0,0.0,0.06995112069169522,0.0,0.11371045928756547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07075701310611987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733415649922546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,modestcat32,2019/02/03,"Too anxious to go to work Throwaway because I don’t want this under my main account.

I’ve been having a really awful couple of weeks with anxiety. I had a panic attack at work two weeks ago for the first time in years and had to go home. I then had another one the next night when I tried to go out and see friends. My heart was thumping just at the thought of speaking to anyone, which is unlike me. I’m an introvert but I’m not bad with socialising.

Ended up having to take a week off work, which I spent mostly at home freaking out about losing my job and not being able to live because of anxiety. I’ve started back up on Lexapro, which I tapered off from about six months ago. I’m also seeing a psychologist to work through it.

My predicament now is that I’m terrified of going to work and having another attack (I work in an office job that requires pretty regular communication with my team so it’s not the sort of place I can put my earphones in and get the day done without speaking to people). I pushed myself to go in for a half day on Friday, and I didn’t have an attack but was really breathless and anxious for most of it. I also had 5mg of Valium to get me through. I feel extremely vulnerable and scared at the moment and not really like a functioning human.

Has anyone experienced this before and if so, how did you handle it? I’m currently so anxious because it’s Sunday night and I have to go back tomorrow.

TLDR: I have horrible anxiety about going to work after having a panic attack there two weeks ago. How to cope?",3.7844852734922876,5.068200438709682,5.501360448807857,79.62682328190745,72.03225806451613,8.230014025245442,27.02664796633941,8.716276077567194,2.061791023842917,1216,42,232,22,23,416,153,310,0.192,0.774,0.034,-0.9942,3,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,11,18,12,4,3,16,1,23,1,1,2,0,34,45,23,0,2,9,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,2,1,12,16,0,1,2,1,2,9,7,10,0,6,12,6,24,2,53,32,3,55,0,1,2,0,6,18,0,4,29,170,36,11,0.07837195671109083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20841603279330706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534805093370252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16435965997673346,0.17986299711151724,0.2656140101788759,0.0,0.1095989887423041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3566376596075549,0.0,0.12052639419729325,0.06543731025494208,0.1433244521666344,0.0,0.0666887627937745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671707944238155,0.0,0.10108685705688296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020172187763032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941429161686077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039627216126946765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06666314634212121,0.0,0.0,0.06054997934494447,0.0,0.0818922253966398,0.0,0.3117841235695485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287114604890193,0.0,0.0,0.1572269252799732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15554414808890715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03828857932859591,0.0,0.0692038736167012,0.0,0.0,0.08767817278956481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06255574813471157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334946507270892,0.14709354462282326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053106866149616905,0.0,0.0,0.1839052100381369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05433324683384404,0.0,0.08188201414240366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973245520220855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878546297433886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062124689330753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846400076619235,0.0,0.12490460529459653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05547207433835753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058925957936384665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06221857939609107,0.04569931820881782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053209414136480816,0.0,0.1531160276320622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046225810615582605,0.0,0.2514610254003308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755477695596944,0.0,0.3993900252382152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05046897059640895
anxiety,epocv,2019/02/03,"Once she told me I was everything she needed it was over for me. First of all.. I'm sorry that this is a long ass story but I just really needed someone to vent about this whole situation that I've been through this past week.. idk it really means a lot to me if u guys read the whole story and give me some advice hahaha, thanks! 

Hello. This is my first time talking about my breakup and this shit happened 2 weeks ago, this is the first time I open up about something like this to whoever reads it. I guess.. I really needed to vent myself about this whole situation and idk get the frustration, anger, sadness, confusion out off my body. 

So if you guys can help me out on this one.. I'd really appreciate it. Because I don't know how to get over it/her. This past 2 weeks have been rough and mostly hell for me. Most in the mentally way.. anyways.. How tf do you guys got over a breakup not just a regular breakup but a breakup were you felt she was the one? Like you were mad in love with her and outta nowhere she dumps you? Everything was outta of the blue so I don't know what I did wrong, that's why I'm so confused I thought we were good!! But I guess I was wrong.. and now I don't know what to do now? It just seems impossible to me to stop thinking about her.. 

So I haven't been in a serious relationship since I was 14 lmao (ik.. I'm a joke..) but yeah.. I'm 21 now. Actually I have never met a girl like her before and she came outta nowhere. The way she thinks, her mindset, her personality and how she's so concerned about others and the fact that she knows what her goals are and has them so clear idk that's what made me go nuts for her.. she was super supportive, caring, loving and I honestly don't know what happened.. 

So we dated for a while.. years.. we were good, chilling, everything was fine or at least that's what I thought. She had to move out bc of med school so now we were like 6 hours away and a few states lol.. we talked about it and we agreed on that I was going to visit her every few weeks/months. I didn't have a problem with that cus I was really into her and I really wanted to work this temporary problem out. 

After two weeks of her moving out she was just acting weird, idk dry ass replies and shit. So I was like okay.. (I'm a very talkative guy and I like communication like I won't judge I'll never do that but if you're not being honest with me and you don't communicate at all.. we can't work things out cus I CAN'T READ YOUR MIND and just start guessing on how you been feeling). 

So yeah I asked her ""what's wrong?"" And she replied with the ""we gotta talk"" combo so I knew it was over. Indeed she said aight we have to break up. She came up with the I miss you thing.. the I just won't be able to hug you and kiss you again like we used to. 
So that happened.. then a few days went by and she came back and was like ""okay nvm I'm dumb I wasn't thinking properly, let's get back together"" So I was like FUCK YEAH XD 

Keep in mind this 1st breakup happened the first week of January.. now after our ""first"" breakup everything wasn't back to normal it just didn't felt right idk I felt weird and she kept acting mad weird. So I was like WTF is going on? Tf? Did I just do something wrong? I did something to make her mad? 
And I asked her again if something was wrong and I confronted her.. I was like you gotta figure this shit out. Like how you feel about the relationship? Are you ready for the commitment of a LDR? Do you even still like/love me? 
She was surprised I asked her all of these questions, she took a few days to give me a real answer.. but when she did wow. 

Her answer was. She cared so much about me and she loved me so much she just had to give up her ""place"" as my girlfriend to someone else. 
Because now that we were in a LDR she wouldn't be able to hug me, kiss me and spoil me the way she was used to. 
I was really surprised I didn't spected that answer at all.. I was like ""I don't want you to give your place up, I love you.. I don't want any girl but you.."" 
We kept talking about it , trying to figure things out she was crying I was crying lmao.. 
And then she told me this and this is WHY I feel so confused and idk distracted, mostly frustrated!!!!!???? If u say so..

She said. ""Okay I'll be waiting for you untill I graduate out off med school, so we can be together again.. I'll be respecting your place as my boyfriend but we'll have to be friends for now.. yes I still see you as my partner but we are friends, okay? I'll wait for you and respect your place as my boyfriend"".
So I was like okay.. I was so happy about that answer she gave me that day. And everything seemed to be back to normal untill she started tweeting shit about guys and crushes and just stupid shit like that.. like she doesn't even care anymore bro it's obvious. But she hasn't said anything bout those tweets. Talking about how she just met this dude and how she's so handsome and cool, idk.. 

That's why I feel so frustrated, weird, confused, angry, mad.. sad???? What do I do guys? Should I wait for her? She seems to don't give a fuck about that promise. What do I do? What's y'all advice on this list situation? I'm so confused I don't know what to do.. and I don't know I feel like she's just wasting and taking away from me time and energy she doesn't even deserve anymore.. and obviously playing with my feelings.. 
Should I ghost her or just forget completely about her? 
Help me guys :////// I don't really know what to do.. 

Thanks ://
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anxiety,whyamihere02,2019/02/03,I feel so lonely I don’t go out of the house much cause of my anxiety except for when I have class. I’m so lonely. I don’t know what to do,-3.345882352941178,-1.8205744117647031,0.5972941176470599,102.8918235294118,101.94117647058823,3.896470588235295,9.741176470588236,5.6839178017228535,-1.6727458823529413,106,1,30,1,5,39,24,34,0.233,0.767,0.0,-0.742,0,4,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,8,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,6,8,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,21,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36498857361357895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4901243756344492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412416337333205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27115314997174544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5505219823412615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622077025833224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507314480048355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SlaughterOfTheDonuts,2019/02/03,"Please help me. I don’t know what is wrong with my head. I don’t really know where to start, but basically I have a mental issue. I am always paranoid, especially when alone or when I hear strange noises (creaking floorboard in an empty house, sudden onset of neighbor’s dog barking, etc). Whenever I am triggered by one of these things (and sometimes this happens without a trigger) I start to see things. It’s almost like I see shadows of people creeping up on me. My entire mind, body and soul is convinced that it is some sort of paranormal figure threatening my life. It is terrifying. My senses are suddenly heightened and I feel the need to get away as quick as possible. Last night was the worst “attack” I’ve had, I started to cry and it lasted around 20 minutes and hit multiple times during 2 hours. I frantically look around out of fear, and things that I mistake for a human figure catch my eye. I am really sorry that this is an awful description, but I have never told anyone. Someone please help, what on earth am I experiencing? I can answer any questions you have.",4.2205824964132015,6.240215482926833,5.230014347202296,79.04407460545194,72.21951219512195,7.555236728837876,27.668579626972733,8.313332769828598,2.0946011477761832,854,32,150,14,17,280,135,205,0.228,0.7,0.07200000000000001,-0.9895,0,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,0,6,8,1,2,7,1,18,4,3,2,1,30,33,13,0,2,4,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,1,15,10,0,0,7,0,0,1,4,6,0,1,3,7,24,2,23,29,3,24,1,0,4,0,8,9,0,5,15,105,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983553553915278,0.13428842375676853,0.0,0.0,0.10788731978784484,0.0,0.0,0.08817309335376389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066112955424127,0.0,0.0,0.2308493787792665,0.0,0.14750671257389833,0.12181962693176494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402278053443987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242517469450958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460492335286845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590329465433502,0.0655598781774583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774188102799647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465771099437888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306833619312952,0.0,0.14613599002690894,0.0,0.1738164284009906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768876059143167,0.149609972117018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353311186333755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425152430990148,0.2113800444824362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158253371327482,0.06334521679063262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088815555125196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066655708903424,0.0,0.13091941109695318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614108039188636,0.10000161189973007,0.0,0.0,0.12167691562371978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786081929151474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988976242997672,0.0,0.0,0.28465499412235984,0.0,0.14617191478986633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524862224869536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612674423268814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20664410744081696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109860306758381,0.0,0.1282368330568407,0.1451435029253955,0.2753215687084783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584205798019236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560565761079721,0.0,0.0,0.12389547164363475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12498739636530387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176260984003938,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dodonutcm,2019/02/03,"Fear comes true I've always had a fear that people don't actually like me as a friend, which I know is pretty common. As a result, ill sometimes accidentally text my friends way too much and will get scared that I've annoyed them. This past week my anxiety was pretty bad and one of my closest friends told me that I have been annoying and creepy. Of course my idiot brain decides to respond by texting her 20 times apologizing untill she says that I need to stop because its borderline harassment. I don't know what to do.",5.203655462184873,6.322201970588236,5.710504201680673,80.0744117647059,68.50980392156863,8.573669467787116,30.257703081232492,8.841846274778883,2.3590879551820723,419,16,80,7,7,135,74,102,0.295,0.5589999999999999,0.146,-0.9414,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,1,13,4,3,3,0,9,2,1,1,1,11,15,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,1,0,0,8,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,8,0,1,4,1,13,5,9,10,1,9,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,0,7,48,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.17709607735365462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15100400186306231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882995994339092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515263168198668,0.11062713438976816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20258915507466307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15632698762386588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4084257801775955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4206277115263394,0.0,0.09481461907733307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994708189688758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866084775373632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13340700612986886,0.1345634307271842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297400052272725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17324101945737774,0.12581380166027373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692561696294125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431836783046328,0.1816908579024977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17948610657774508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151723500904916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582111860012253,0.0,0.0,0.17340973960322842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404856794589094,0.14557048132866002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,asslesschapszz,2019/02/03,"How to say NO to creepy boys. I'm 18 and a senior in high school. You think I'd have this down by now, but I obviously don't. My friends say ""oh its because you're too nice!"" But no. I have a lot of anxiety when it comes to telling people ""NO"". And top of my list is creepy boys. I stutter and hyperventalate when I say ""I have a boyfriend."" and ""no. Sorry"". This boy at school keeps touching my shoulder and saying ""come on are you still with (my boyfriends name.)"" I told the teachers and because she's a shit teacher she doesn't do anything. I feel like I let it happen. I tell him ""Yes. I'm still with him. Stop."" But my anxiety won't let me say anything else and he knows it. I freeze up. I'm afraid he, or someone like him, will take things farther. Anyone have advice on keeping your cool and saying ""back off""?",-0.3098009682625076,1.9186484260355063,1.370406132329208,98.91961135018828,91.36686390532543,4.01947283485745,19.5161377084454,5.565023196281405,-0.4033218934911241,620,20,145,4,22,200,101,169,0.119,0.804,0.077,-0.7869,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,3,0,1,8,8,1,1,5,2,13,2,2,1,1,26,26,15,0,0,4,0,3,2,1,2,0,6,0,3,7,12,0,3,3,0,0,2,7,3,0,0,1,10,24,5,15,21,1,20,0,0,0,0,24,10,1,2,10,89,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122315192960324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19151022523796385,0.0,0.0,0.08752214473085068,0.0,0.2060093614569281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624841102891817,0.0,0.15260558623696108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21564665597272015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456391603856366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328998077341971,0.08942185143287251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670644075263644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068788603779996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224953697431213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22251463608388086,0.0,0.0,0.06879044963476755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559906943763347,0.0,0.12230399641424936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641550821631564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677748485927791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5972437752007668,0.0,0.25335851719808844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848574999530046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605658362694488,0.0,0.0,0.1401181601446839,0.0,0.0,0.19992269342660968,0.1046481676002822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411266067497212,0.0,0.21880912015652992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315773804444146,0.08020422127171932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960580520016173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,theamazingcthulhu,2019/02/03,"My GP told me to just change jobs to cure my anxiety... It's been a year I'm seeing this GP for any type of illnesses. I also have quite severe panic attacks which can make me faint, sleep paralysis, insomnia...

This time, I asked for some medication because I don't want to live like this anymore. I'm also thinking about going to therapy but I feel it's going to be difficult without some help.

Yesterday he finally agreed on giving me anti anxiety medication but told me that I'm too young (30F) for that and that my real problem is that my job is too stressful and that I should consider another career.

I love my job even if it can be intense and I hate this man... 

I should try to find another GP but I think its unbelievable how people don't take anxiety seriously. ",4.241408199643492,5.437688339869284,6.107748068924543,76.04668449197862,70.83006535947713,10.008080808080807,30.248960190136657,10.230975488527342,3.2406653594771253,608,25,116,17,11,211,94,153,0.21,0.68,0.11,-0.9436,3,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,8,9,2,2,1,0,12,7,1,2,0,22,30,10,0,5,6,0,1,1,0,2,5,0,0,1,14,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,7,0,0,3,2,18,2,13,23,2,8,0,0,1,1,8,1,0,3,6,74,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100526894278096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931042663404293,0.2754266089850353,0.3014064119098512,0.0,0.1302462918496843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227779156578156,0.1494093825029407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005891439639568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389320956680734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674370575981506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640552653191836,0.0,0.0,0.14386804922471522,0.12003528788721014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598585153337172,0.149278276854705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296633969985869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802923196884406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3909809492942951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06416229851547836,0.0,0.1159687738559155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853247396670118,0.0,0.08766528987377842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646068294793194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15409008628593845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104923880172892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566721667606054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13968800302542111,0.0,0.14948484117150668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046547914730869,0.0,0.0,0.1483680487309365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314270863665141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504406369582404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874549982587408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501898619221646,0.0,0.0,0.16830479259263112,0.0,0.0,0.07658088516953944,0.0,0.0,0.25098716648453945,0.0,0.08916596994521588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746315773126244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659959255911726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457365653045346
anxiety,DarthHaze,2019/02/03,"On the Verge of a Panic Attack. Weird Sensation on the Left Side of my Head. I'm a Hypochondriac. I'm terrified of every little sensation in my body. Right now, I'm scared. My anxiety is through the roof right now.


About 10 minutes ago, I'm sitting on my computer and all of a sudden I have this weird sensation on the left side of my head. It doesn't hurt, but it feels like there's pressure or something in there.


Right now, I'm panicking thinking its a aneurysm that's about to burst or proof I have a brain tumor (which is my current fear right now).


Please help. I just need to know if anyone else has felt this and that I'll be okay. My heart is racing and I have a impending sense of doom.",1.5061904761904756,3.5354253333333365,2.8436507936507947,92.99500000000002,80.3888888888889,6.614285714285713,22.091269841269842,7.7094869923839395,0.8376186507936505,544,17,121,9,14,176,82,144,0.201,0.7070000000000001,0.092,-0.9287,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,9,11,1,4,10,1,9,5,5,0,2,15,19,7,0,2,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,9,0,0,1,2,11,2,17,17,1,24,1,2,0,0,1,16,0,3,8,70,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378822535599891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899235889584694,0.0,0.0,0.1087614663311789,0.1593753853396222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17695617109679398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172776678087246,0.0,0.17364091626101716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993882712378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105431788176505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17503263357932836,0.07864879378993188,0.11112218186376152,0.14934867165886884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192703959850011,0.0,0.0,0.18432290553127773,0.10425928795664184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16651534252162506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548408171287862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380026370829584,0.0,0.0,0.07599197911044905,0.15589807939839656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533547981915852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824998618985498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707429342181223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5313421590625426,0.0,0.0,0.15572880508244766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197470053342002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966767540132856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jkern441,2019/02/04,"To the people who finally went to the doctor or psychiatrist for bad Anxiety, what finally gave you the courage to go in? and how did it go, was it easy to explain? I've suffered from anxiety for about 6 years, but really bad in the past year. To the point where Its getting hard to do daily things. Simple things like ordering at subway/chipotle freak me out. I absolutely hate having attention on me. I'm a pretty attractive person so I sometimes gain extra attention from females in public and inside I'm dying of anxiety from any attention. This is frown upon I know, but I've tried some benzos from friends and they help immensely. I need to finally go in and get my own treatment. 
Thank you so much to those that give wholesome answers. ",4.6274327784891165,6.3789978380281696,5.814967989756724,76.36466709346995,70.61971830985915,9.38898847631242,30.514724711907807,9.800150414767053,3.2159352112676065,591,25,104,15,11,197,97,142,0.146,0.6659999999999999,0.187,0.8746,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,1,1,5,10,1,0,6,0,5,1,0,1,0,17,20,10,1,1,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,10,5,0,0,6,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,4,1,10,5,24,16,4,21,0,1,0,0,11,10,0,2,7,70,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508183062609863,0.0,0.3546320258407364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580426910921627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16037183900547292,0.0,0.0,0.15816218048817754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5078214901968513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938509968450545,0.0,0.16146514991635788,0.14823379991635002,0.2634591815725807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13842343135920093,0.15256076625454704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357438870826806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492252039339772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549277323253413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113593148684607,0.11457781894321027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475109400351713,0.1071277011093299,0.13492466844636306,0.0,0.0,0.14607542095785198,0.0,0.0,0.15720677720100326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899223071308612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528284951650842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422652249542395,0.0,0.0,0.2053181725789651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491186420806403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324558479381985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19901718054441334
anxiety,narntek,2019/02/04,"Stressed about job situations, but feel like I'm doing something wrong whenever I actually do have a job? Any ideas? The story starts like this. I don't have depression and I'm not suicidal, but have issues concerning self confidence and anxiety, and figured maybe this is the place to reach out? I was born with Asperbergers but overcame that (mostly) and am really social, have a lot of friends, but at the age of 21, I've really not had a considerable amount of job history. I started out working my first job when I was sixteen, went to orientation, was told I didn't do something right at orientation (it was a job at a store) and after the orientation was over, i called back for my training check, but never actually got a schedule. That was when I was 16. When I was 17, I got a job at another store, and kept that a week or so, but the pressure of people asking me where things go or where they were got to me, and I told them this job wasn't working out. I worked at my families shipping company part time and also fix and resell electronics which I've done since I was 14 and still do. I kept the job at my families company the entire time, which enabled me to be able to still be somewhat successfully independant. After our company sold I went to work for another shipping company, doing packaging of their products and shipping them. That was a temp-to-hire position and they didn't hire me. I got a killer job at a technology company and LOVED IT, but the business shut down and I was laid off. I've since worked mostly part time jobs, but have no insurance or benefits because of it. At the same time, I enjoy fixing computers and cell phones and other electronics, and have used my side money from those to help pay my bills, but realistically, barely 1k in the bank, still living at home, I don't feel as if I'm a productive member of society. 

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 I get out of the house from time to time and see friends, but for the most part, I stay at home and play XBOX and ship out my orders. I applied for a job at a fast food joint, but I felt rushed (as it's fast food) and told him that I wouldn't be back. I felt more comfortable at my last job  (also fast food) but couldn't get the hours I was free. I enjoyed the labor intensive part of it, unloading trucks, stocking the freezers, but was not given the hours I could work, and it wasn't very helpful for my financial situation, as I missed out on work and stuff I could have been doing which also lost me $. I'm told fast food is fast food and I should try and get something better for myself by the people I talk to, and I agree, but when any type of constructive criticism is thrown at me, I advance from that, but also worry I'll make the mistake again, for example, was told the chicken tenders weren't cooked all the way ONE TIME and now feel as if I make them again, the same result will happen, so I asked to do another job,  which in hindsight almost feels like I'm devaluing myself. I feel like I won't ever be able to hold a f/t or p/t job, because all I can think about is doing something wrong or dissappointing someone. I've quit jobs before I've officially started them, because I've wasted away all night worrying about being reprimanded for something that I might not even do.  I'm on pretty much the highest dose of Prozac for my nerves, but can still ""fight"" through it. It can't be good for my health to just sit and worry, but I'd be doing that if I were at work or home, which consequently, is spent watching TV (sitting obv isn't good for you either).

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If anyone has any ideas here, I'd be happy to hear them. I've talked with psychiatrists and my doctor who have stated I'm on the meds I can be on, and I basically have to get over the fact that people aren't out to get me, so to speak, or talking about me, or judging the way I do things. I figure they're must be someone in this group that feels the same way as I do, and if there is, he/she can point me in the right direction in dealing with this. 

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Thanks for listening!

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anxiety,sam12536,2019/02/04,"How do i fix this? So I have been breathing really abnormally for the last two months and I have zero clue why, it feels like I can never get a good enough breath. Sometimes when I breathe I also kind of push air like in to my stomach and I don’t know what to do to fix it or where to even start? I’m assuming it’s because of anxiety.",0.5596281800391374,2.3039946301369882,2.863444227005872,93.10753424657534,82.15068493150685,6.36320939334638,21.38747553816047,7.447530270364453,0.5730407045009782,260,8,62,4,7,89,54,73,0.061,0.86,0.079,0.308,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,2,0,7,4,4,1,1,8,12,7,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,1,8,4,8,11,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,7,43,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240634294774518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21434036226174166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17079785999182015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895054685204155,0.0,0.18505920824981292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416696929853987,0.20016385032623354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14638482795090715,0.0,0.0,0.2350054507107784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917690226391386,0.15398206415916527,0.2283877490132612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27376797103042955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22364058086558655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21609554577773624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794933540633161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27710961755308705,0.0,0.19831601885943104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736995270660389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25282291560430203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,clockwork_doorhinge_,2019/02/04,"I see my mom after a month and a half and the anxiety about what she's going to say about my physical appearance is eating me alive!!! I'm a university student who has been battling mental illness for the past couple years now. I have gained weight these past few years and my whole life is centred around me being fat. I get married in a year and a half and my parents have been really pressuring me to lose the weight. I have really bad anxiety, depression and I have been diagnosed with BPII.

I see my mom tomorrow after a month and a half. I have been working on my self, working out, and slowly eating healthy, and trying to be positive and look at myself in a positive light. My fiancé is also away and from the pictures I've been sending him he says it looks like I've lost weight.

I don't hear these words when people say them to me or compliment me. I am so engulfed in self doubt and hate I don't know what to do. I have 2 assignments due tomorrow and ive just been excessively cleaning because im so anxious about what my mom is going to say to me tomorrow.

I look so fat in the mirror and snapchat camera, I feel like non of my clothes fit. I am so so anxious that she's going to see me and say ive gotten even fatter. I have personal trainer and we workout 3 times a week, and ive been working out since my mom left. I definitely notice a difference and I feel stronger and im so sore from working out all the time but I don't see a difference in myself. I am so close to being on the verge of tears but I don't want to cry because my face is going to be puffy if I do and I don't want to make it worse.

HELP ME",2.3564168819982783,3.618713186046514,4.3004005167958645,86.92349698535746,75.56976744186046,7.654435831180017,25.531438415159343,8.285830014693849,1.5090890611541772,1272,44,278,22,27,435,155,344,0.11,0.8009999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.4978,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,1,7,16,11,2,2,18,0,37,12,3,1,1,42,61,33,0,3,5,5,5,2,0,0,6,6,1,3,9,27,7,0,3,1,0,6,5,8,0,3,9,19,51,3,36,48,3,41,0,3,7,0,23,17,0,4,20,190,60,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06553126249650558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537516341446325,0.18514869909957185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294828487161617,0.0,0.0,0.07698987881504779,0.0,0.06842052227281842,0.0999056331777848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067041176212054,0.09001256378895588,0.0,0.0,0.07057897444519423,0.08317229218586455,0.0,0.17122984274710304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677000668393773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054123796915437186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828675510365673,0.0585414132445905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0428127990735858,0.0,0.18628457407023485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090356879551636,0.0,0.0,0.09235779525897572,0.0,0.05492590190804162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17702898761219207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04503474346394165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890333132564583,0.0,0.0578800670281933,0.08006822360333554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20643909299110505,0.0916753202540958,0.0894524777327465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054698819978929065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258112956707046,0.0,0.0,0.3838912456994963,0.13081518607255416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329474852697167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909900522372233,0.0,0.15645125254961906,0.056810237319753015,0.07155107740904665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499193133777393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325829146637925,0.0,0.0,0.2611977263503463,0.0,0.17097268852449926,0.0,0.0,0.06778562211924677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955653955572812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05563517037703659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666638474229433,0.0,0.0657312113766538,0.2993602333917653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148849240331366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23862729085628084,0.0,0.0835087972329836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15830937946522752
anxiety,Fajitas233,2019/02/04,How is anxiety in a romantic relationship for the rest of you? I've never experienced more anxiety than I do being in a relationship. I'm constantly thinking of their opinion of me and making sure I do everything I can to not fuck up.,5.486231884057971,6.300286173913044,8.346521739130434,62.53253623188408,67.69565217391305,13.08985507246377,37.072463768115945,12.45797560212912,5.527646376811596,188,10,33,8,3,70,35,46,0.075,0.7509999999999999,0.173,0.6652,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,3,0,5,1,0,2,2,8,9,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,6,1,9,8,2,5,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,1,2,29,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4394607828810827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31039391121707216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581440707198973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26553978171603665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19172845399329352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22152971265540675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6167556932575262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707111562083141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18404557681784964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mb01453928,2019/02/04,"Anxiety showing only through physical symptoms — help?? Hi all. Let me start this by saying that I’ve never been diagnosed with anxiety, but, my doctor says I’m at the very fine line between stress and anxiety. I don’t feel overly stressed (besides the normal stress of tests, etc), I’ve never had a panic/anxiety attack, and my symptoms only show through tensions headaches. Sometimes, it’ll last for a few hours, while others can last days (last year, I had a migraine for almost a month). The pain radiates to my neck and upper back, and never goes away, though the pain sometimes lessens. 

Has anyone else experienced this? I go to physical therapy to release the tension, but I can’t seem to find any articles about anyone who has what I am experiencing. Does anyone have any success stories? It’s not debilitating, but I would like to know if it will go away..",6.6758124999999975,7.449604956250003,6.94875,73.74125000000002,65.0625,9.65,35.375,9.642632912329526,3.4941375,683,31,117,13,10,221,107,160,0.177,0.73,0.093,-0.9287,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,1,3,11,1,5,9,0,14,8,1,0,4,21,21,10,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,3,7,2,0,0,9,5,0,0,4,2,0,2,6,8,0,0,3,5,10,3,18,14,3,20,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,3,14,77,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018012197701713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14964966471569754,0.0,0.3366935618860699,0.0,0.0,0.2308086365888989,0.11273973107367985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251761123511516,0.20675543561784074,0.08460702371096407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709608726689229,0.0,0.0,0.11167911787167087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262135965720835,0.09628884286306696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191675612107453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271361632495195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05563496422142825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056631271049203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506627122150835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07375143947804437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083583408705204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060470143258655684,0.269069777251686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251412110261903,0.0,0.0537555738008861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782567006902957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545880005329045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780698828730492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673670209246324,0.23416141853850755,0.12909763516857886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17500208647411591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016806212530263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176468845678748,0.0,0.07788048651250831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37812031129356016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228728614756516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258300028755075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810486884007513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078707318265744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816284376408196,0.0,0.0,0.0708563368274103
anxiety,guppygilligan,2019/02/04,"Anyone else suffer from IBS or other related bowel diseases because of their anxiety? I went to a GI doctor, and they told me that I have IBS. They said it’s because I have anxiety and some possible food allergens. It’s so embarrassing at work because I keep having to call in because I physically can’t go in, which only begets more anxiety. Looking for anyone to relate to so I don’t feel so alone.",4.172194092827001,5.694750291139242,6.274113924050635,73.53159282700423,71.40506329113923,9.317299578059073,30.888185654008442,9.725611199111238,3.266466666666666,319,14,56,8,6,112,55,79,0.19,0.81,0.0,-0.9115,1,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,3,1,3,2,0,1,1,0,5,3,1,0,0,6,12,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,2,1,1,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,3,3,10,0,10,9,2,5,0,1,1,0,6,3,0,2,0,39,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20054371327680307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4443824266034319,0.0,0.0,0.2707831257831777,0.19839823087595526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.472143567554197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19771928803504288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19818992206245567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16175417156494545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790584358556564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341398330205858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004517536228396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172108467167341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626015917007476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14726538968203268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21829028704540687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841877833045792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18502308126424066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17949822895998924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096595061384656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ArtieVAM,2019/02/04,"Health anxiety So I'm freaking the fuck out for no reason. I keep thinking my throats sore but when I swallow its fine, I feel like my throat is swollen but it feels normal, I'm overly tired and dizzy but I know that's from my anxiety and lack of food due to poor appetite. I don't know what to do or fix this. I'm sweating and wanting to pass out. I've had this before where I felt like I had some severe illness and forced myself to get a blood test (my worst fear). How the hell do I get over this?? ",0.4874242424242432,2.418472018518525,1.896498316498317,98.9528787878788,83.44444444444444,4.668013468013468,20.003367003367003,5.565023196281405,-0.3698814814814813,390,11,93,2,11,125,73,108,0.363,0.5710000000000001,0.066,-0.9899,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,2,1,3,0,6,12,4,2,0,23,20,11,0,3,4,0,3,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,7,6,2,1,7,0,1,1,2,5,0,0,3,3,13,3,11,17,3,8,1,0,0,1,0,5,2,2,4,56,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34514676284883034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19195785931216625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538480093738151,0.22812705648032666,0.16115934546917735,0.2165988263328332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727806071406766,0.0,0.0,0.2085514786234645,0.2357197168293525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397883541027601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005120254947426,0.0,0.0,0.24795335055194634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204207550453296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22102729147185707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319409320400473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548490163424085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445469937928811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592789870002678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305701409061366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheGeneralTatman,2019/02/04,"Dear me, Don't lose yourself during your study. You can do it. Just stick to your long-term strategy. No need for worries. I give you permission to stop meta-thinking to death on a timed schedule. *Go ahead. Make it happen :)*

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Sincerely,

*Rationalism*",1.4463438735177867,3.0720149782608743,1.945256916996048,88.56436758893283,116.6086956521739,5.150988142292492,23.74703557312253,6.574015621080383,1.5563739130434788,203,9,35,4,11,62,40,46,0.205,0.647,0.147,-0.484,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,4,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,8,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,6,8,0,6,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,20,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172634710224092,0.3558006388200819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808935377217323,0.16641274706793294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589341465878697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25913086886881664,0.0,0.3275835792192788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19545538731802828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21711761369917207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448053254925277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18762316574232127,0.0,0.0,0.1707419959886188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973664784467245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558006388200819,0.0
anxiety,unicorns69ng,2019/02/04,"Been fine for weeks now I'm spiraling. I have high anxiety caused by intrusive thoughts and paranoia. This past month I've had either constant fine days or small anxiety I can manage. I'm in the process of going back into the workforce and my job offer requires a background check. A part of this background check involves my education. I put my high school years and forgot to add my G.E.D program after refilling it twice from user error. Today HR called me to say that they couldn't confirm my graduation after calling my high school. I panicked and said I'll email them back with where I finished my education. 

Now I am having high anxiety and racing thoughts about them now refusing to hire me over something so stupid. ",5.7648888888888905,7.530454414814818,5.757962962962968,77.82583333333336,67.81481481481481,8.362962962962964,32.75925925925926,8.841846274778883,2.9154592592592596,586,26,99,10,10,184,92,135,0.147,0.8270000000000001,0.027000000000000003,-0.9356,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,1,8,3,1,0,4,0,7,0,0,1,0,17,14,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,8,0,3,2,0,2,2,1,1,0,1,6,2,18,2,15,7,2,26,0,0,0,0,11,9,0,1,15,64,22,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310927889265673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218656457131247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946265494810729,0.0,0.0,0.14820249014289053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15590194428262166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304061970576796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199056001628663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6097062507816722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316325931128826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515296334391682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15622767254577782,0.13771967835572255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450287111966196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723145473287804,0.114727327631111,0.0,0.2920128780005768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106419025445684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22906460257112835,0.0,0.0,0.1367487464627722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572270775977005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290355713720044
anxiety,KoopaTroopa43,2019/02/04,"Can’t stop feeling like everyone hates me despite being one of the nicest kids in the school I’ve dealt with anxiety for a while, and that often clouds mu thoughts with me thinking, that other people are thinking negatively and harshly about me for the slightest things.

For example, I might say something annoying, or something at least I think is annoying, and then I jump to the conclusion that they despise me and hate me. A real life example that actually happened would me be making a few annoying jokes, being nice to the person for the next few YEARS, and still thinking they despise me to the core.

Truthfully, at my school i’m known as one of the nicest kids there. I don’t talk a lot, but when I do, it’s mostly me trying to help other people feel better about themselves, while simultaneously making myself feel like shit. One of the kids at my school, who i’ll D, is one of the most popular kids at the school, he’s had multiple girlfriends, is liked by everyone, essentially, the internet definition of a chad, and he considers me as his favorite friend. The kid who is the most popular and socially active, greatest friend in his opinion is the kid who can barely speak a few words without feeling like an annoyance. 

The reason I bring this up, is because at the end of the year there’s going to be a big pool party that everyone at the school is invited to, and I don’t want to go, because I don’t want to be the one annoying kid who nobody wants there. I can’t stop thinking like this, it’s driving me insane. ",12.639628378378385,7.25536748986487,11.82021621621622,63.0382972972973,58.222972972972975,15.218378378378382,46.15405405405406,12.161744961471696,5.3587821621621625,1211,49,226,25,10,398,143,296,0.101,0.6859999999999999,0.213,0.9901,0,0,2,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,2,2,8,23,10,0,28,0,23,2,1,3,1,44,45,16,0,4,3,0,4,5,3,2,1,2,0,8,16,10,0,2,13,2,0,5,7,10,0,5,2,6,26,13,35,36,9,26,0,0,0,0,26,10,1,8,16,162,42,5,0.0,0.0,0.09268730485481698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726598522820955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579850986674207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400256814168416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412456574411951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722739256494409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921000572463108,0.20356234789543776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676345748291372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795925816368586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399097686748118,0.0,0.0,0.18754723655573505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366345311800059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708756353032452,0.2320134682606929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074905763296908,0.0,0.0,0.12680049449779407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007593421183096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101288064637023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218063563571988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316950930103548,0.08293334299361506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810864714964463,0.0,0.09765581297126456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553233676960219,0.0,0.4806268806574034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749615826948672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682069822292803,0.0,0.14624131834250004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585158105352438,0.15881596692772645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07634175936554985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06310084962737053,0.3042984708916939,0.0,0.07540393845409228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06448555122390945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16806594810489528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155785010708613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06747144970676287,0.0,0.0,0.1223287059791693
anxiety,throwaway189001,2019/02/04,"Please help. Mind is going crazy One of the worst features of my anxiety is the fact that I will make stuff up and believe it. Some stuff is ludicrous- and is apparently so- but I'll believe it regardless. The problem is, in the moment, *I have no idea whether it is true or not*. And I feel so scared, so helpless.

I'm deeply afraid that I said something two years ago to someone which could ruin everything I have now and the trust of the most important person in the world to me. I have no idea if I did or not, and have no way of knowing. My anxiety started kicking in OUT OF NOWHERE last week and part of me says, well, if it was bad, why didn't you worry about it before? Then the other part of me says I WAS always worrying, just not as much as I should.

I cannot eat, sleep, or breathe. I've been throwing up constantly. What the hell is wrong with me? Why do I hate myself? Why is it that when I solve one problem, I immediately think of something far worse in which I cannot forgive myself for? 😭",2.0450724637681184,3.7539442560386505,3.3742270531401,91.35380434782611,77.45410628019323,6.532367149758454,24.54347826086957,7.3871296695380915,0.9414231884057962,779,27,173,10,18,254,118,207,0.282,0.63,0.08800000000000001,-0.9945,1,0,2,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,0,8,15,2,2,9,0,23,3,2,1,2,36,32,20,0,7,11,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,15,8,1,0,6,0,0,2,9,11,1,3,6,4,23,4,22,23,6,22,1,2,0,0,7,9,1,7,10,128,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747652924980787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088569565216432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18550444906688465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123465400503323,0.0,0.0,0.10317071103853356,0.273203578504265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102295753571114,0.0,0.09680440384059892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406407960035278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896734244369546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0613052018514339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890642520704329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970450564713475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126808289190718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27374208180705123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663317556388723,0.09883099736155752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093209363370127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224230603639101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912915189154724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431773246798587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625934115197581,0.0,0.0,0.10586660733617068,0.0,0.1330907893502629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320305097115902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153319232083113,0.19283805401613946,0.1213875683225571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133273357259268,0.0,0.10273064057642983,0.18668091344733725,0.0,0.0,0.08581795661689792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27759342802302345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768901039806947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843891519659658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962387738445368,0.0972555633895068,0.0,0.1090139703716151,0.0,0.3282147270987711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462607146050713,0.12355918828781152,0.0,0.13256256193315913,0.0,0.0780779154340591
anxiety,TinCan667,2019/02/04,I am STRESSED I stress myself out and I don’t know why I fall into the same habits. I just feel like there isn’t enough time in the day to accomplish everything and I am getting overwhelmed. People are being disrespectful at work undermining me it feels and it put me into a negative headspace. I want a new job but it seems like my job is overflowing the job market. Debating on switching careers because of my unhappiness and anxiety. How do I deal? ,2.06833855799373,4.8562779655172434,3.6347753396029283,83.09003134796241,85.4367816091954,7.301567398119122,26.29989550679206,8.296473431620573,2.3161356321839084,361,16,67,9,11,119,62,87,0.16699999999999998,0.728,0.104,-0.7626,3,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,3,5,0,8,0,0,1,0,16,14,6,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,2,13,2,8,13,2,12,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,1,5,48,16,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14785490253120215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781869114688916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464643343008602,0.19925811453088746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19970481704264811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17370317399005006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19545136927969334,0.13807575142620698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097824898839146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5753870640955877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621892604625152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888488768318844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866662707645755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399260065439025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19429483222261829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17595036839210526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44279188833272987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270024987937585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139986461821578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744006921975829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14070655570834564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zakassam,2019/02/04,"Keto and Anxiety Recently I started the keto diet. It started off well but then 2 weeks in I started to slack here and there. Wasn't taking my vitamin and wasn't hydrating properly the whole time. I only started concentrating on the macros and that was it. This last week has been filled with anxiety, from waking up to sleeping, this constant l, agitating uneasiness in my chest. Just feel like the a constant rush of adrenaline. 

I've had anxiety since I was 18, and I've never taken medicine until now, that's how not myself I've been. I've always happy I dealt with my anxiety without meds but this time I just couldn't handle it. I feel like because of this diet, my electrolytes became completely unbalanced. I'm curious to know if Imbalanced electrolytes can trigger anxiety to this extent, the extent to which I'm praying to go back to my normal anxious self. 

Has anyone had any experience with this? Currently I'm taking a course of Ativan, and I started taking magnesium l threonate as well. Any other supplements I should add?

I'm getting my blood test done Wednesday, to see if I have any defeincies in any other places. This sucks because I was finally losing weight with this diet, and it wasn't even difficult. ",4.1763209109730886,6.62772057826087,5.406645962732919,75.80702898550727,73.65217391304347,8.554865424430641,30.082815734989648,9.23628265651192,3.167585921325053,983,44,161,24,21,326,125,230,0.12,0.774,0.106,-0.1234,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,10,8,1,0,7,0,17,9,4,2,1,29,37,15,0,5,8,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,17,12,4,0,3,0,0,3,7,3,2,0,12,4,18,5,25,23,3,31,1,1,1,0,1,7,1,2,23,109,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232636967607506,0.0,0.0,0.30182236905953264,0.0,0.42441478522774106,0.12535153410531946,0.0,0.07758477065641657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853202457353738,0.0,0.13527855659265156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633788748656035,0.2398134628560741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354908050759888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328704990042782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085387148189832,0.0,0.0,0.1122079139686333,0.15853756455412987,0.0,0.1215496249584183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057971242242762136,0.0,0.0630602787203541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811739799829313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06097989571299828,0.09044599572687394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841744727969377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413419148321682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324989167908725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557804389444182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871578184910732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438894743579423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159280274576426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955814326805824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841956725072407,0.0,0.11575392590326054,0.0,0.0,0.09178602673693542,0.0,0.1110386436968737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926850251781513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502809734651905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294015998896595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17800844887888567,0.1351175737421858,0.19953005355859896,0.0,0.0,0.12388121473724956,0.0,0.10696004483534574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ItsTooPeopleyOutside,2019/02/04,"Why does it feel like as soon as you are doing good, everything falls apart? Every time I start to better manage my anxiety, it comes back with a vengeance. 

I'll get my ""resting anxiety"" (the level your anxiety is at all day just because) down to a 3 or 4. I'll be so excited, be functioning better each day, eat better, sleep better, etc. etc. and then BOOM out of nowhere, it'll skyrocket back up to a resting 7 or 8 all day. 

It's so so discouraging. There's no rhythm to it...I can't even prepare myself for my anxiety randomly going up and down. I just want to live my life normally, but this makes it so difficult to do. I'm constantly exhausted because I can't sleep, I'm up all night with the anxiety. Then I'm not able to focus or function properly through the day, which just makes the anxiety worse! It's just a never-ending cycle...

Does anyone else's anxiety bounce around like this? What do you do to try to regulate it? How do you cope with it?",2.251601809954753,4.023532066666668,4.314298642533938,84.56158371040723,77.05128205128204,8.485671191553545,25.82956259426848,9.168548406835145,2.191395173453997,743,28,155,19,17,255,108,195,0.147,0.762,0.091,-0.8975,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,4,0,4,15,11,0,0,8,0,12,5,2,3,3,29,23,15,0,2,9,0,1,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,12,9,1,1,1,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,0,2,12,8,25,20,8,27,0,1,0,0,4,10,0,4,16,100,24,1,0.10815718562920852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5791796567697641,0.0,0.0,0.07562601897176703,0.11081981810198993,0.0,0.09628282586495038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16633239920844084,0.0,0.13186323296172586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826249655542924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316783852785586,0.0,0.11687949412104552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790097484404733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892981640050648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067180236967357,0.09035145016627164,0.0,0.09579516371399177,0.0,0.24124770407481305,0.0714368010533806,0.0,0.09112709367377393,0.0,0.097204704427944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05468752281394063,0.07726751502433411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056507665468048224,0.0,0.061468221076400126,0.09071711582286464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639461879789257,0.10568027533592468,0.0,0.09550477644208942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439152252361426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341748923623987,0.0,0.0,0.10149819194432312,0.10597107797174504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21647059091034515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655421267033315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06306732471743824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343162941810755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637939103401597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975950372562907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022141228303664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,is-currently-x,2019/02/04,"i already have extreme anxiety tonight is the first time i heard gunshots , and nobody seems to understand why thats to crippling for me . they think  im scared because of the person and i am but my anxiety  is not from that  im scared because of the sound it made and i never want to hear it again . sorry if this is odd i hust need someone to underatand ",1.898690476190474,4.025412916666667,3.3353174603174587,89.47000000000001,79.55555555555556,6.336507936507938,26.952380952380967,7.447530270364453,1.492688095238095,278,12,57,4,7,91,50,72,0.208,0.792,0.0,-0.8986,0,0,0,1,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,2,3,0,5,0,0,1,1,13,13,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,3,8,0,8,11,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,5,38,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237969155776392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102857634538373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24725228521881154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17250317399227408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22857245591863834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4381216588577724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19189604069348895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503750229891916,0.15641331080410042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17707877760779464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40608011829613,0.0,0.0,0.1846232132039282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17183337327864456,0.0,0.0,0.2270200990062944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299472547671707,0.0,0.0,0.11825540606568904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111239073945851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196178021755824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18299715125775048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Beerob13,2019/02/04,"Had a pretty big breakthrough tofay I suffer pretty severe anxiety which result in some real debilitating panic attacks that leave me weak and disconnected for days after,  much of which I'm sure you are all familiar with. 

This is going to sound dumb,  like real dumb.   But the other day I participated on the fortnite marshmallow concert event.   It was pretty damn cool tbh.   I didn't think much of it but I decided to listen to his stuff today on my ride in.   My mornings consist of me trying to not puke from anxiety and pray I don't have an attack,  especially the days following a big one. 
Anyways,  I'm listening to his music and this feeling starts welling up in me and at first I'm scared af because I'm on the highway thinking I'm about to have an attack,  but instead this feeling building in me crescendos with the drop of the best and I get this rush of what it felt like when I did ecstasy back in the early 2000s (should note I'm 37 and I didn't do a lot of E but know that feel).   So this feeling of pleasure overwhelms me and the next thing you know I'm ugly crying  in the car but in a happy way. 

Today I went the entire day feeling amazing.   I felt bormal.   In a way I don't think I've felt in years.   There's a mild anxiety looking that this won't last but I can deal with that. 

The feeling of knowing I CAN FEEL NORMAL is absolutely overwhelming.   Which brings me to you all,  is there anything that triggers uncontrolled happiness in you that completely wipes your cloud away?",3.7493096357226783,5.300402209459463,5.016292596944768,82.0203642773208,72.51351351351352,7.580258519388955,27.734430082256175,8.18289091462,1.8847642773207984,1178,44,226,18,23,391,156,296,0.125,0.659,0.21600000000000005,0.9887,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,5,0,2,9,23,6,5,19,1,18,1,0,2,3,45,50,15,0,2,7,0,10,2,0,2,1,4,0,0,22,10,0,0,17,1,0,7,6,13,1,2,9,16,28,10,38,39,7,44,1,3,1,0,10,18,3,2,18,156,50,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267006028374129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128799454338148,0.0,0.0,0.3371314850439837,0.0928075995511843,0.0759561629160588,0.0,0.060215720167227586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366411659504647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356955092049916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850582054777927,0.2548211894804163,0.1018384328398483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496249784731528,0.0,0.2845345214785391,0.0,0.0,0.08402270453342649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05160877213005908,0.0,0.05613927576898002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21030751255465785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286165798490287,0.08051935068076486,0.0,0.10459436352240647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651839627913088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829508024037548,0.0,0.0,0.08397971033979071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523017329836546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505425952867692,0.0,0.09678398797970042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06693627240882348,0.0,0.0,0.11589771840268367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014860635649377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22486783472125516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889658551448666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159393018876458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991739765878825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130801225039324,0.0,0.0,0.09309952059111584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562542312243233,0.18988380688092532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18726486530183334,0.0,0.0,0.06706552462198102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15681484123703188,0.0,0.0,0.08881559777589454,0.09157058037713876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06361145006215925
anxiety,Throwawaythrow1515,2019/02/04,"Social anxiety and social media I don’t even want to post on social media even tho I use it everyday because my social anxiety is that bad. I have twitter, Instagram and fb. I post maybe one thing on fb or instagram every 6 months. If that. I use twitter more frequently. 

I just got done deactivating my twitter account. 

I made a tweet that I thought was stupid so I deleted the tweet. It was up for an hour. And then I didn’t want anyone to think about the tweet and notice I deleted it so I just went ahead and deactivated the whole account. 

No one probably even gives two shits and I’m sitting here anxious as hell thinking about how everyone thinks I’m stupid. 

It’s a never ending cycle. I hate it. ",1.3594327731092442,3.9158641785714288,3.3831932773109235,85.4747478991597,85.78571428571428,6.151260504201679,23.94957983193277,7.5105763829236425,1.4230126050420169,555,22,107,10,17,187,83,140,0.185,0.774,0.041,-0.9638,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,12,6,5,0,6,0,7,1,1,4,1,21,22,14,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,4,0,2,1,4,6,0,3,8,0,15,0,10,14,2,15,1,0,0,0,5,3,2,2,8,73,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20257649678435455,0.14957816933718576,0.0,0.09257954476633508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055131919839656,0.08071189152222359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354946607831472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172701243307384,0.0,0.0,0.2623536162952421,0.0,0.11155558580105493,0.12651713495931716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701341829279492,0.0,0.0,0.10589510450255377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13072095858227276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130390690976994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528331057721362,0.0,0.0,0.13301702439143595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568314089915863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211767436713584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074216304304353,0.0,0.0,0.1794399582886101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536117395679266,0.0,0.14275327297304655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591020055674133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5398744216012957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796294418547101,0.2545162821309445,0.0,0.10511352016288852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293388953426934,0.0,0.0,0.22870807501143126,0.0,0.0,0.15618992665371514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273929016378587,0.0,0.14782368199894452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nun_w_a_guN,2019/02/04,"I went from having severe anxiety to the point where it left me housebound to it being a rarity and being able to function like a normal human being Just wanted to come to this sub to let everyone know there really is hope. When I was in depths of anxiety having panic attacks everyday and even developing a stutter and just being in pure panic 24 7 I thought there would literally be no escape. I thought my whole life would be controlled by this disorder that had rapidly developed, but after a steady diet of beta blockers and learning not to give a fuck the illness slowly disappeared. Everyday things like eye contact or going to the shops, that would once send me into pure panic, I don’t even think twice about anymore. So just wanted to come here to say NEVER give up, always fight or it will just grow. Anxiety is not a death sentence and good luck everyone :)",6.730060975609753,7.312754810975612,7.282829268292687,72.05851219512198,64.91463414634147,9.974634146341463,32.25365853658536,9.888512548439397,3.2821409756097566,695,26,115,14,10,229,106,164,0.175,0.6759999999999999,0.149,0.3044,0,0,0,0,1,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,13,12,3,3,9,0,18,5,1,1,3,35,32,10,1,7,9,0,0,2,0,4,2,1,0,1,8,8,1,2,5,1,1,7,5,7,0,1,5,2,8,5,20,16,1,20,0,0,1,1,7,8,1,4,7,89,16,1,0.12866332650268744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705819465442444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952812778226342,0.0,0.12759944702350084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463731083377032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22166412630511234,0.0,0.0,0.14430686113747876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14745931903993292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16996182740458562,0.0,0.0,0.2458866444380865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894717209851233,0.0,0.24685117342144236,0.07312233349900008,0.10791669388027476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12779171434581546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070999940919807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397930807089824,0.13156696855607053,0.0908787125354634,0.12571680458711915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992330892413522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260627421617956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13702224360864365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4528760747656618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162843120740795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242502157038797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231824140272644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14535293638817873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547819703479358,0.08244226442549883,0.0,0.20428861882020052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151777927046255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927219269070005,0.0,0.14364800920796722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741962068489903,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hlove316,2019/02/04,Something I’m proud of Haven’t been proud of myself for a while but I am proud for the first time I drove at night long distance bc of anxiety I don’t drive at night but I did it today for my daughters recognition ceremony ,1.2080851063829776,3.4450881063829826,2.8887659574468114,91.09400000000002,82.82978723404256,6.313191489361702,22.16595744680852,7.554174236665415,0.8741268085106378,179,6,39,3,5,59,33,47,0.045,0.773,0.182,0.7351,0,0,1,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,7,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,0,6,3,8,4,0,11,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,7,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803543327129299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31172562799621634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243211110071975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6878287342817311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28213233258302145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21369601420450093,0.0,0.3473778787650047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anthos_hero,2019/02/04,"Does anyone here take medication? Many years ago I was prescribed Paroxetine (Aropax/Paxil/Seroxat) but I freaked out about potential side effects so I threw them away and put it out of my mind for a while.  I have issues with obsessive rumination but also social anxiety and feeling tense, pulling my hair etc.

I used to smoke cigarettes as a coping mechanism but since quitting a year ago I don’t have any way to manage my anxiety (which makes it much worse).

I’m still worried about the potential side effects of medication but I definitely need help and was hoping that someone here could share their experience.",6.596418918918919,8.393679846846847,6.617646396396395,72.33025337837842,65.84684684684684,10.234684684684686,34.59572072072072,10.411451182825502,3.982918018018017,497,23,82,13,8,158,81,111,0.13,0.738,0.132,0.29600000000000004,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,3,7,4,0,1,4,0,6,3,1,4,0,19,14,11,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,3,2,12,2,12,10,2,15,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,6,53,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092010125240783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13947251471192432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860214526723074,0.0,0.26684041566826355,0.0,0.0,0.12194881736021515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638602950198559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924909881827274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15262397480882708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19450893093932226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17060265562411606,0.0,0.0,0.08818497683990968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116900748895896,0.0,0.0,0.1732246339479072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820346817927227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641744235650725,0.1768204360692202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35139164385813376,0.0,0.0,0.17610046809771274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820856889704615,0.12931993138811967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17532632636762882,0.0,0.18550238142738107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442705484086733,0.0,0.0,0.17778508039620616,0.1477737432777029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928095627580114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311317004768346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063089443121438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13843546365198497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17711788525429897,0.177734740747189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246236520335308
anxiety,frankenstinker,2019/02/04,"Upping my lexapro dose? Please share advice! I've been on 10mg of lexapro since October and it's done wonders for my depression. Not perfect, but I'm generally in a much better place than I was before. Buuuut my anxiety almost feels like it's gotten worse. It's like depression kept it down, and now that I'm not quasi-suicidal, anxiety has the energy it needs to rock my world all the fucking time. Currently, I'm still using ativan multiple times a week for panic attacks. My doctor has suggested I move to 15mg of lexapro but I'm worried about side effects. I'd really love to hear about anyone's experiences with this, or any words of wisdom.

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Being anxious about the things that are supposed to make you less anxious is a real bag of dicks.",4.111734693877551,6.023293591836738,5.402465986394559,78.14818877551023,72.26530612244899,8.70952380952381,28.5765306122449,9.2995712137729,2.7089142857142856,606,24,109,14,12,202,101,147,0.2,0.6459999999999999,0.154,-0.7774,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,3,5,12,2,1,6,0,8,5,1,3,2,21,22,5,0,1,5,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,9,3,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,5,0,0,5,2,8,7,19,16,3,14,0,2,0,3,5,7,2,3,8,62,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457331442952742,0.0,0.0,0.1493373119809009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615878746469986,0.18121553307005367,0.10141701727352892,0.0,0.22817596582362226,0.3369605437591675,0.0,0.10427876569045924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696627650007464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269030298429089,0.0,0.0,0.13189792241097464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568997753986599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264614724559858,0.0,0.15261703889099165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458827952340703,0.0,0.0,0.0754072137505417,0.10654218223115218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787304468996492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16808615487017642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571980410567706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346002971076712,0.0,0.09954887186743068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15850706460301134,0.10963149626972804,0.11058182536116563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17497796765180632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15581449181241916,0.163705612210277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16974845256693338,0.09553979705489406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12336613867360227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909952485825193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312965043409655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907876809408503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739238126335605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12880488787143735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962722306525385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16173071042713574,0.0,0.15145398582641986,0.15198146063757728,0.0,0.0,0.18121553307005367,0.0
anxiety,SevereChicken,2019/02/04,"Anyone else too nervous to drink Used to be my go to medication (I know, shut up) but after one mildly embarrassing night I'm afraid to be even slightly intoxicated around people. The people I go out with are nominally my friends but I'm scared of them in a way that can't be healthy. Idk if I'm looking for advice or someone else in a similar predicament or just venting",4.873648648648646,5.798916905405406,6.287405405405406,76.34543243243247,69.13513513513513,8.622702702702702,32.36756756756757,8.841846274778883,2.6667221621621624,297,13,57,5,5,101,55,74,0.149,0.779,0.071,-0.7264,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,4,3,0,5,3,0,1,0,11,13,5,0,1,6,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,0,2,1,4,0,1,0,1,5,1,13,10,0,11,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,3,2,36,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319880341028985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16599810542886154,0.2432480262615569,0.0,0.21133952171785605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23256513125412406,0.0,0.0,0.396640461953986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15680282783610086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18341741963788447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26984385483980283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047080080232334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19935921844446214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23915913416235096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22278718087094496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087081217197033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291715056759634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23768240238386806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20115128581995104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20504047219070404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18843991428401166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Shinjii27,2019/02/04,"Anxiety and fear are affecting me. Need advice Hey guys! This subreddit it's great, knowing that there are a lot of people dealing with anxiety really helps. So this is my short story with anxiety:

I got sick two months ago, a really bad stomach infection... and for the first time in my life I experienced a symptom I couldn't control at all... chills. I started shaking because of the infection and I couldn't control it for about 3-5 mins and so I got really scared, I felt like something bad was about to happen. 

Anyways, I went to the doctor the next day and he told me I had a stomach infection and prescribed me antibiotics and pain meds, I followed my treatment and everything but I started developing this terrible fear that I had something worse than just an infection. Yes, without noticing it, anxiety started. I don't know how to fully describe how I feel, I guess I can just say that I feel uneasy, fearful, like I will die soon. I feel like I don't want to be alone in case something bad happens. Just a lot of fear and overthinking stuff.

It's been exactly 3 months since I started feeling like this and to be honest I've seen some improvement but I'm just exhausted of this horrible sensation. My back, arms and neck hurt because of the stress, I wake up around 4-5 am every night and just feel anxious, my stomach is a knot and I have the need to check my heartbeat. I haven't found a way to relax and go back to the way everything was before... so I could use some advice from you guys! What do you do to calm yourself when you're feeling really anxious or when you feel like something bad is about to happen?

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I just started theraphy by the way, I will have my third session with a psychologist next wednesday.",3.168180950563084,5.387685923076925,4.337405993510213,83.38538556976525,75.8639053254438,7.674899790036267,29.2464210727238,8.558390810932622,2.424380301584272,1374,62,259,28,31,449,165,338,0.231,0.654,0.114,-0.992,1,1,4,0,0,0,45.0,0,3,0,3,22,24,0,7,17,1,26,16,6,6,2,58,58,24,1,6,10,0,8,5,0,2,10,1,0,2,14,18,0,2,11,1,1,4,6,15,0,3,12,11,40,9,32,39,5,34,0,1,1,0,11,6,0,6,26,172,54,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443303738406328,0.06546340733897364,0.0,0.0,0.07648613895324237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800162463682975,0.08973561148429346,0.0,0.0,0.2259796328969949,0.16685854643939302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06574199461362992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357190230551918,0.24664605149457405,0.09003632655386515,0.0,0.06284075536593624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16565769972700276,0.058963070030798925,0.0,0.0,0.04762702282142165,0.07613591907095353,0.0,0.0,0.07664445114528723,0.0,0.0,0.07558841745928059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622216563300708,0.0,0.13274290814614895,0.0,0.0,0.3324063044743232,0.26138480654034657,0.15827497305687724,0.0709074059634911,0.0,0.0,0.06281661700882403,0.0,0.08097251306947519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041970553134597625,0.0,0.11812889067061892,0.0814196844670028,0.08135389983882009,0.14624585988257546,0.19591544907238695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049499975958889705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07905775699364574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811718566774595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05216231007351056,0.1803964525731275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255689478271423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203049895307356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789243946308448,0.0,0.0,0.10951740780408152,0.0,0.0,0.15708023736210922,0.06930305096628776,0.0,0.0,0.08407850665624901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785814125811486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05119816487045936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892403364007868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058728338962137215,0.07393655048645195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06108933214931586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274127898382347,0.0,0.0,0.2613564045203107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459471639271579,0.0,0.0845403725824433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675823693534982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04306242244785625,0.0,0.0,0.07056666535141243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07214054086431916,0.0,0.0,0.06378253110808707,0.0,0.0,0.04355853572315932,0.175855643030998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845952065894406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118858869857553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525927316239985,0.0,0.0,0.08973561148429346,0.0
anxiety,breadsticksforarms,2019/02/04,"I feel so overwhelmed I feel so behind in my classes. I think it's my fault that I can't just get the work done like everyone else. My courses aren't even that hard, I feel so dumb. I don't like speaking up in class because all the other students are going to think I'm dumb. I stutter on all my words while trying to say a simple sentence. I'm just a dumb white girl, and I fear that's all I'll ever be. ",2.555,2.806189166666666,4.157777777777781,91.97000000000004,74.0,6.4444444444444455,25.0,5.46131890053228,0.4199999999999999,315,9,75,1,6,106,55,90,0.21,0.687,0.102,-0.9116,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,7,9,3,2,4,0,6,0,0,0,4,13,15,5,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,1,7,12,2,7,13,3,7,0,1,1,0,3,4,3,0,4,46,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166092883425134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788275491225081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227610571084878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179961373661566,0.24646130188018994,0.0,0.26035315678723536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066002562077164,0.413301334156504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14235235830954052,0.0,0.15484883615065387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440762221381962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662264720416888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21667608020756746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491707139266151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18498668341006752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983586587741128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,centralfyre2,2019/02/04,"How do I know if i have a problem? Everyone experiences anxiety from time to time, how do u recognise the actual disorder? Some theoretical stuff feel too vague and generalised sometimes. ",6.275833333333331,9.354680750000004,7.745000000000001,58.53333333333336,69.625,13.016666666666666,38.79166666666666,11.855464076750405,6.540966666666668,152,9,22,7,3,52,28,32,0.27,0.73,0.0,-0.782,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,0,8,5,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.3110449275452692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438357499329079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3653044369202657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30457038177541024,0.0,0.3117895493489858,0.0,0.0,0.16116486632450475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751715434940691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049917865982891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152426854964729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3648818237994693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717205108050372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ronanmurphy08,2019/02/04,"How to Prevent an Anxiety Relapse Do you ever feel like you are relapsing with your anxiety? That you had made progress in the past but now you are back to square one?  
This is some EXCELLENT advice from Anxiety Canada on lapsing or relapsing  with your anxiety. Don't worry, every piece of progress you have made,  every coping mechanism you have learned, will stand to you again in the future, even if you are struggling right now. You cannot unlearn the skills and coping mechanism you have developed. You just have to get back into the practice of using them. Do this, and a ""relapse"" become a ""lapse"", a blip, and you will be back on track.   


[https://www.anxietycanada.com/adults/how-prevent-relapse](https://www.anxietycanada.com/adults/how-prevent-relapse)  


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anxiety,TacitusKillgore,2019/02/04,"Does this happen to anyone else? When I get anxious I start to cough. Not uncontrollable coughing fits, but it’s a hard cough, as if I’m trying to clear my throat from something blocking it. I also begin to randomly gag, but I never come close to vomiting, I just gag as if I’m about to cough. I can’t control it. It’s a nauseous, nervous feeling in my stomach like something horrible is about to happen. 

My question is: does this happen to anyone else? Is coughing and gagging like this associated with anxiety? Am I just being weird?",2.4090034965034945,4.928398326923077,4.208811188811191,81.72709790209792,80.15384615384616,6.08951048951049,27.72377622377623,7.348242739294969,1.8334923076923089,422,19,75,6,11,142,61,104,0.22,0.665,0.115,-0.8991,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,2,2,0,6,8,2,1,2,18,16,9,0,2,7,0,2,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,7,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,2,10,2,15,15,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,6,51,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435917712208385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13736071224589058,0.2028484469100474,0.0,0.2511010390715029,0.36795499556195177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15467256759293607,0.0,0.0,0.20138858827059866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31426330727355034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999938820902055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078947953054042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381118897603832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4763453286398262,0.0,0.16084791900514134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754450869357534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848552726129518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011450781039016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764637006047667,0.0,0.0,0.12709146010976596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190750417844926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cptkisuke,2019/02/04,"My best friend is moving away... Im from new jersey im 26 and a man, yet i have no idea what to do where im going i have ideas, but my anxiety keeps me frozen in place. I have had it under control for a while however my best friend is moving away and now i feel like im falling behind still living at home and not moving forward. I just dont know what to do. I mean i do but i cant move im frozen.",-1.8572434017595327,-0.14344084946236535,1.4104985337243434,100.00847507331379,91.90322580645164,4.242033235581624,13.830889540566961,5.565023196281405,-1.1608623655913974,303,5,80,2,11,108,56,93,0.054000000000000006,0.747,0.198,0.9442,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,5,5,0,0,2,0,11,0,0,1,0,14,16,6,0,0,4,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,3,3,0,2,5,0,0,7,4,0,0,0,1,1,12,5,10,15,2,19,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,7,53,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896775577044434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21853185427387792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440954375582695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13043824863211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13630054932901933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05880383196426332,0.08308341164483865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17970330287312405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06609491081935454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665651284716792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625728795272364,0.6281097190719043,0.0,0.0,0.10337112691430142,0.0,0.0,0.06391441412426299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05681739483733441,0.0,0.1026933848291543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668276414551427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4944260544036958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232146451456164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150679939515413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928758416927709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CoolestBoyCorin,2019/02/04,"Panic attack while driving So Im temporarily of my meds because of health insurance reasons. I sceduled my driving test a month ago and i worked so hard to improve myself and actually go to the lessons and stop avoiding stuff and i took the test today and i failed it because i had a panic attack and started crying in the middle of the test. I was fine untill the test started. I feel so bad because i did everything i could, i used all the coping skills that i had but it still wasn't enough. I made it through the test, like, i finished even tho i failed, but it still feels so disheartening. My family said that i have the emotions of a 2 year old and i just need to get over it.",3.0843688685415316,4.573439935251798,4.364081098757357,86.28103335513408,74.10791366906473,6.781164159581425,27.02485284499673,7.348242739294969,1.3514690647482013,537,20,110,6,11,177,78,139,0.213,0.738,0.049,-0.9624,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,5,9,11,2,3,11,0,7,1,0,3,1,21,18,16,0,2,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,8,7,0,2,4,0,0,4,1,9,0,0,8,4,20,2,11,9,2,20,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,14,78,28,8,0.0,0.0,0.14629326310572674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288864787985685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34109489370680435,0.0,0.0,0.12517092227685658,0.27415634586184634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969316859211665,0.0,0.16467216635737436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686317170867634,0.0,0.15489999183904696,0.0,0.09901598748424008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347319540506088,0.0,0.14132444158285756,0.0,0.15160082743467104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832324816122363,0.0,0.0851988963535947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13429241878251807,0.0,0.0,0.15935029124575276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16193154417033306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323981943266045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185111172400314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16651932024158622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965896301719145,0.0,0.0,0.11115843823276504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573082607000005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517807297138117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413532158677698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14260139808676758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21221809632733685,0.0,0.23944110407417696,0.12533380958450008,0.0,0.0,0.1716142843828384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209980117285945,0.0,0.16655863166922222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12947652225646414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913830048610497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653892513772694
anxiety,kcon7210,2019/02/04,"I can always tell how the state of my mental health is getting based on how much my teeth and jar hurt from unconsciously clenching them. and after the week I've had, my teeth feel like they've been boxing each other.",8.379069767441859,6.615928883720933,7.339186046511633,80.73808139534887,62.48837209302327,9.530232558139538,28.47674418604651,7.1686216300943375,1.4130558139534881,174,3,35,1,2,53,35,43,0.077,0.866,0.057,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,4,3,2,2,0,6,6,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,5,1,4,4,2,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098983061509127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883158765887103,0.2660698286361152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945835175749537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39588424797406296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3987026524041028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18195442638469445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753299719753112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737848316483839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255272853960685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29874735128036245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,first_on_the_list,2019/02/04,"I've had a weird zoning-out thing my whole life and I'm wondering if it has anything to do with anxiety I recently found out I have an anxiety problem and I've gone to therapy and whatnot but I've taken a break from that and I'm doing pretty good. However, I've realized that there was this one thing that would happen every so often that isnt happening nearly as much as it used to. Sometimes, I would zone out and when I'd zone back into reality, I would get freaked out because I didnt realize that I was still in real life and it would take me a minute to readjust to being in real life and not in my head. Idk if that is very descriptive but that's basically what would happen. Does that ring any bells for anyone? Might that have something to do with anxiety/panic disorder/anything else?",2.7886772486772458,4.653539296296298,4.583350970017637,82.81222222222223,75.79012345679013,8.085361552028218,25.7689594356261,8.841846274778883,2.050236684303351,634,23,125,14,14,215,95,162,0.071,0.875,0.054000000000000006,0.4956,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,0,19,4,1,1,0,33,31,15,0,8,5,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,0,16,13,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,7,1,9,1,20,17,2,14,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,5,4,89,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051682385044298,0.0,0.2036518550891399,0.0,0.0,0.093070994583555,0.0,0.2190702275781973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235050076864304,0.0,0.08114034301694832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648218851351655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111932036536357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214776814965216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145944148031648,0.0,0.0,0.06954252912174906,0.0,0.0,0.11164321896327226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35311628869137873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13660542790462124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820506718067145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120471137409304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784841935888428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019624922602484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13541692293724514,0.0,0.1273647181448639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30300813794287873,0.0,0.0,0.13142637752764288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247170492276934,0.13164549850115034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629883427936003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007934516299352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15221861307903506,0.0,0.17685977442430695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496107517232315,0.0,0.109826607721225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486083901294772,0.0,0.0,0.14434806525079194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4727743542950259,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,juicebox340,2019/02/04,"I use social media and TV to calm my anxiety or distract me from crying and I’m worried that it may be unhealthy I’m F/17 and I frequently get anxiety attacks and end up crying. I know that talking it out sometimes helps, but talking it out leads to more anxiety sometimes, as I get really embarrassed and worried that the person I trusted will think it’s dumb or stupid or insignificant and tell other people.

One of the fastest ways to get me to calm down or stop crying is to look at my phone or just scroll through social media (Instagram, reddit, twitter, youtube, etc.) or watch a video. I know it works pretty fast but I’m worried it’s unhealthy?

Any advice or input appreciated! ",2.7665584415584408,5.382353015151516,4.178051948051948,81.90136363636367,79.45454545454545,6.498701298701298,27.61038961038961,7.7094869923839395,2.0007753246753244,546,24,96,9,14,180,79,132,0.295,0.5870000000000001,0.118,-0.975,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,1,8,3,2,3,0,4,0,0,2,0,25,15,16,0,0,10,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,10,8,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,5,0,1,0,2,10,3,14,12,2,12,0,0,2,0,8,5,1,8,5,60,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134803239917318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381079765576453,0.0,0.3165943438573528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15693815244314888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4545951174950994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218284172779288,0.0,0.1538508255603148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162196987387528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246504332422263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15162753312491176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584333932403484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347855708494478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563722893116944,0.12045270523912273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403448443774576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837436566899347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812455064060368,0.0,0.0,0.2728723500636447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533245954576125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217581278256821,0.12057446669820401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839285309373067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191445932647709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094983673337188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042931486272703,0.4202850645923039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,M1k01sH3r3,2019/02/04,"Feeling weird lately... I'm a type 1 diabetic. A few weeks ago I had a different than usual low sugar reaction where I felt pins and needles in my legs and arms and I got really scared. I ate some sugar and got my levels back up and everything was fine. Later that day I couldn't stop thinking about it. I took a nap, slept on my hand accidentally and when I woke up it felt numb so I got really stressed that I might have some bad illness. Of course, my hand returned to normal immediately. I got a panic attack and didn't fall asleep that night until 4 am. I got convinced that I have some kind of disease and got really stressed about it. I also had episodes of fainting later. I had my blood tested and everything turned out fine, my doctor even said that my results are better than average. I've been feeling very weird lately. Almost not like myself, I have a brain fog all the time. My math or other skills haven't worsened though. I've always been an introvert but now when I'm alone I get so many different thoughts that I prefer to be with friends. In fact I choose to interact with people as much as I can just not to be alone. I also get these deep thoughts about life and existence which never were as deep as they are now. I just want to be normal again like I used to be and I don't know where to go. I've already been to a doctor. Please help me.",2.0106862202545663,4.02082041726619,3.4785611510791377,89.16719977863865,78.64028776978418,6.4351964582180425,21.483674598782514,7.468242284971852,0.709876148312119,1068,30,225,15,26,351,152,278,0.115,0.778,0.107,-0.0308,2,2,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,2,19,18,1,4,9,0,24,18,8,2,3,45,51,25,0,5,6,0,6,2,1,1,7,1,0,0,12,14,3,1,10,1,0,3,7,10,0,0,24,9,34,8,29,21,6,35,0,1,0,0,5,12,0,6,22,146,46,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891658713830731,0.0,0.1007251185703342,0.2083592500212682,0.11100220396030597,0.16088159876007874,0.08369791084343953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443424215280182,0.0,0.0773465516488317,0.0839874175462252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896258877168799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229032893223367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06487143220736838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101877013132456,0.0,0.20591372747601072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664379308973765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808053927515007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172140432061937,0.0,0.19316197849310188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771463065713483,0.0,0.10510695658762548,0.0,0.0571669134681287,0.0,0.4827001480821477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742252915374705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474772018870217,0.05528095486192785,0.0,0.2269370175073799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104881979294086,0.0982851797176271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198122012436307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670878422024023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394431648953062,0.0,0.07758025700743054,0.0,0.0,0.09439574229488096,0.1971112662266703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801924318269738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973558464884398,0.0,0.0,0.11041625821293843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19331921658876405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568295052822552,0.0,0.10070690205668764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409671197396598,0.23044818191337066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445321929713202,0.09882795132699472,0.15971248776924812,0.05865411804104405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175781954366372,0.0,0.109411692006767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687639700484491,0.11078431405758186,0.0829962659950973,0.05932986002111011,0.0,0.080686240214559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lockey1995,2019/02/04,"Really strong intrusive thoughts over a tv show scenes I've seen won't go any one have similar? Hey, 

I've had this on and off for a few years now and it really is quite difficult to explain so basically sometimes after I've finish a tv show I'll have this thing for a week- to a month depending on how long it stays it for where my mind turns into a sort of picture house of scenes from that tv series and it really is intense at times. 

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So i finished this one last Wednesday and from Thurs-morning to now I have these really strong thoughts I think i just need to know what happened in certain scenes exactly so i end up going back and watching those scenes over and over but it doesn't help too much because probably an hour or so later I'm trying to picture that scene or several how they were displayed in my mind but i'm guessing this is an impossible task. 

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So this time around it's quite intense allot more than the others i have about 10 scenes from all sorts of episodes flicking through my mind thing is it's weird because sometimes I don't really want them to go in case i forget what happens in those scenes. I have an intense urge now to check through them again which would require me to go through probably 3 episodes to find them again so I'm wasting allot of time in the day at the moment and if i don't go to check them I have insane anxiety untill i do. I don't know if it mainly gets triggered from a good story or something because it doesn't happen all the time but only sometimes on certain shows.",5.910608974358972,5.804339099358977,6.033461538461541,82.67820512820515,66.66025641025641,8.984615384615385,32.3974358974359,8.515128840125781,2.359543589743589,1237,47,249,16,18,393,153,312,0.069,0.871,0.059,-0.5959,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,5,5,19,7,0,0,14,0,20,0,0,4,5,47,43,24,0,5,9,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,25,9,0,1,7,6,2,5,6,2,0,2,5,2,22,5,45,36,8,49,0,0,2,0,8,18,0,11,25,168,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21119406341445646,0.23684725643238305,0.06627561636094742,0.0,0.07455604187672259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675937456199387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494012974318745,0.0,0.17823072053673136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285313879691244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631994766696205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907596783057148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050918423612148205,0.0,0.2769416231876605,0.08174417566326123,0.0,0.0,0.10736232616118077,0.0,0.2585486176445955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06532486548767766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597770690214012,0.11245486280057182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712208473078677,0.0794422776927556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624834900810018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952181102204388,0.0,0.07779102515460007,0.0,0.07164374562754591,0.0722647818991106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13208178892306927,0.0741221337939427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101550607649695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20731976875834987,0.0,0.0,0.312174381925234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010118581345724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502887435085841,0.2891690025068822,0.0,0.0,0.10387856859046783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949515969314146,0.062447937413201364,0.0,0.15474347983056438,0.22731703597723185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06616841772300222,0.10600765282510996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05748397715018625,0.0,0.07817591322780547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923223859980464,0.0,0.23684725643238305,0.0627605468443515
anxiety,littledot03,2019/02/04,"“diagnosed” with anxiety? i’m 15 i’ve been living life and i could say i’ve been happy a lot of them time. but for maybe the past half year, i’ve been feeling this constant nervousness and i’ve become more self aware that i over-think EVERYTHING. i haven’t told my mom, dad, or any of my friends because i know my few friends wont take it seriously and i’m afraid my parents are just going to think nothing of it because my mask a lot of the time is just content with how i am and a happy person.

i finally searched something up about anxiety and i know it’s not the most trusted thing but there was this youtube video where a guy asked you 8 questions and if u answered “yes” to more than 4, than it’s likely you do have “G.E.D”. i got 7/8. even starting the video/test made me anxious and my heart started to beat fast.

i just want to know for anyone who also may have GED, how did you or how are you dealing with it and what are some tactics that you use to calm yourselves in anxious situations?
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anxiety,MikerzJunior,2019/02/04,"How do I combat winter anxiety? I'm a student who walks to school, lately I've been walking through temperatures below -30C (-22F), and the cold air seems to trigger hyperventilation consistently. I would appreciate if anyone is in the similiar situation and how you deal with it. Thanks.",6.768600000000002,9.232319260000004,8.165,58.7875,66.4,10.6,34.5,10.686352973137794,4.4884,233,11,35,7,4,80,43,50,0.081,0.809,0.11,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,3,0,9,7,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,6,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,2,23,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725497525078278,0.0,0.0,0.24911608615892264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36730435630370173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4018942382919549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605697871864893,0.0,0.3243397989377412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4004685455377688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280105773850369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530878654628642,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thegirlnextdoortoyou,2019/02/04,"Do you ever start worrying you might have other mental illnesses as a result of anxiety? I have GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder), and often when I read about other mental illnesses and their symptoms, it leads me to worry that I might have those mental illnesses without knowing. I once read about the traits of a narcissist and that made me worry that I was a narcissist. I read about sociopaths and worried that I was one, even though I've never shown any sociopathic behavior. Since depression and anxiety often go hand and hand, I worried that I might also have depression. The only thing similar to this problem that I could find was something called Medical Student Syndrome, where medical students read and learn about diseases and fear that they have those diseases. Does anybody else have this issue? How do you overcome it?",8.489056316590563,9.599838164383565,8.032557077625572,66.36670471841708,61.19178082191781,11.420395738203958,38.824961948249616,11.20814326018867,4.959615829528159,676,33,98,18,9,214,81,146,0.255,0.706,0.039,-0.9851,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,2,1,13,4,0,1,5,0,15,8,2,4,2,26,19,13,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,16,8,0,0,3,4,0,2,2,4,0,1,4,2,17,0,10,11,0,7,0,2,0,0,6,1,0,5,4,82,33,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258994743347342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023136395977167,0.0,0.23701805279005164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545655688342943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245764963307457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177903295839841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836348353106735,0.0,0.09037770690938228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627402093288636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06821296236104582,0.09341924417749776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621444819550493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439258448698563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058694249866420974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779353072813468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056757903841166475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772244655381568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080798317485551,0.3122343850908519,0.32867921306211106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796529795514311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998579255862112,0.06998263237412773,0.07854621113753554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882138474550438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4132166300810261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543114773460096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950707170083854,0.0,0.0,0.07309943265179022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734352543654076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686121245701212,0.0,0.1014683514828389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955458054870647,0.0,0.0,0.5244100195258719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dean_McBean,2019/02/04,"I don't know what to do... Okay, this could be a long post, so I'll start from the top. Sorry in advance.

From about year seven to leaver's year in school, anxiety grew in me as a result of a lot of bad friend choices, abandonments, rejections, bad love decisions, an unaffectionate family, and my nature of being a sensitive and emotional person.

A part of this anxiety taught me to forget to think about what I enjoyed, or whether something felt good or right to me, and instead it replaced that with what other people wanted from me. Eventually my brain started making up what people wanted from me, and forcing me to try and complete those tasks. I would try to change who I fundamentally was into the person ""people wanted of me"" just to be accepted.

The other side effect is that I became a workaholic - in short, if I wasn't either working (and excelling) or finding a way to be accepted by others, I felt utterly worthless and like I had failed at... everything, I guess. For a while, death had been an option, but thankfully I managed to work past that.

Now, only months after leaving school, I've been trying to work through the damage that was done to me, but I don't know what to do.

My parents have me stuck in a hamster wheel of getting a job, going to uni, working harder and harder... etc. And it's terrifying. I can't tell them this because, well, I have, and they said this (i.e. giving myself more and more responsibility) is just a part of life, and everybody else has done it so I need to too. Which just fuels the anxiety.

I don't know how to take a break, because I don't know what activities I actually enjoy doing, or am just conditioned to think I am when actually I'm just as stressed as when I started. For instance, I've realised my entire music taste (EDM) was actually not helping my anxiety at all, even though I would listen to it all the time whenever I wanted to relax. I was just conditioned to think it helped. Slow hip hop however does seem to help. It doesn't feel ""right"" to listen to it, but I do genuinely enjoy it and relax when I do, so... that's what I face with everything else too. My hobbies are just efforts to work harder.

And to top it off, I'm scared of being alone. My friends are great (they're genuinely good ones now), but my anxiety to please them and be perfect for them is still too powerful for me to be myself around them. Let alone for me to relax and just enjoy being with them. I don't know who to talk to, who to trust....

Please, can I have some advice??",5.177519263419093,5.611955159919027,6.2467010578555575,78.65967415436859,68.251012145749,9.127229985634061,29.29580775760742,9.11188708381993,2.3320242392581947,1955,66,381,34,31,654,222,494,0.1,0.738,0.162,0.9895,4,2,1,0,0,0,90.0,0,0,6,14,28,31,0,2,20,1,47,6,3,4,3,78,82,38,1,9,20,1,3,1,2,2,1,3,0,2,33,21,1,1,17,3,0,3,9,9,1,2,16,7,54,22,70,54,10,41,0,5,0,1,24,17,0,10,19,289,87,12,0.0,0.0,0.2309161070699397,0.0,0.0,0.07707715261098105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633844255467195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017013361132091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07021676196003168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171707968368845,0.09616470182481672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805220255483001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344082388918009,0.0,0.08270045558485706,0.0,0.0,0.06297642590732899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06902531163791534,0.16143598430571227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178230306549862,0.08872538810405985,0.0,0.0,0.08796809014613585,0.05209715034524502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141778131892093,0.0,0.07435769583949052,0.0,0.03988230234326898,0.0,0.15146752011413842,0.0,0.07209164497894617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187949692845765,0.0,0.04120968884578021,0.07566547671921571,0.044827303401772815,0.13231564549983812,0.0,0.08696156295043632,0.08689130065302839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15860766239416985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827270431936308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21674216654332049,0.0,0.0,0.08351877012145185,0.0,0.08065651265348539,0.05571276824262483,0.03853504854303672,0.0,0.0,0.06980317484216228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067057935882296,0.07118907433048359,0.0,0.05265064187204097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06295842868258983,0.0,0.0,0.05848588713693052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05344872285495393,0.05998909340753648,0.0,0.0,0.08758296168191194,0.17083101458439276,0.07529649516749505,0.1640489937958549,0.137743744880551,0.0,0.17316530864166327,0.0,0.0,0.07554183421691799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472011212313342,0.07502956506645883,0.0,0.07896908507513882,0.15965435382751986,0.0,0.07180615633939763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060722943624482925,0.0,0.0882957264069796,0.16748746870963666,0.0,0.06299083367607335,0.0,0.09035270528272372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05930527299109356,0.06339790153274237,0.06894149262573616,0.07261883641115291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151622529958575,0.07749571019223768,0.0,0.045993491438979836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065579287485865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860934918190939,0.06260845343784688,0.0,0.0,0.0709193998991658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871149696787157,0.0,0.0,0.11206313190395316,0.0,0.0,0.1015876935604772
anxiety,morganaofthesea,2019/02/04,"Too Anxious to Eat. Im so anxious I can’t even swallow food.

My brain goes like this “I have to write my thesis, I don’t even know how to write a thesis, my thesis advisor is rude to me, and my apprentice advisor hates me too. I’m hungry, but I’m a full time student and apprentice, I should even be eating this food, I guess I’ll eat”

*eating food*

“I can’t afford this food. Should I start doing porn for money? My mom would kill me. She doesn’t have to know...No I can’t disappoint my family. I can’t write a thesis, I have no job, I won’t have a job when I graduate, im a slacker I’m wasting my time in school, I can’t even pay my bills, my stomach hurts, I don’t want to eat”

And then it comes up. I’m so scared.

I need food to eat. I need to nourish myself but I keep vomiting up top ramen. I can’t keep it down. I can’t keep living like this. Anyone else experience this? My anxiety about my life (which isn’t that terrible it could be worse) is really affecting my existence. Sometimes I get so stressed out I forget that I should breathe and I pass out. Anyone else experience this? What do you do? ",-0.6616946778711466,1.444469525210085,2.130050420168068,93.92132212885154,91.14285714285714,5.694341736694678,18.01736694677871,7.1686216300943375,0.2584701400560223,849,24,198,15,30,295,106,238,0.213,0.7490000000000001,0.038,-0.9912,5,0,0,0,0,1,37.0,0,1,0,1,12,10,3,2,5,0,28,18,3,2,0,28,44,12,1,8,2,1,0,2,0,5,2,0,0,0,13,7,12,3,1,0,3,2,13,8,0,0,0,0,41,2,16,36,1,15,0,2,0,1,6,8,0,1,7,123,54,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06482891420901778,0.19147315629265574,0.0,0.11850992509867893,0.1736604481007919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460231033249654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299943667313752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676611738770163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.520285499132073,0.14158544555623445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238904032562102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657917508123839,0.0798890841263914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5123637965554987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0442752328707111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933550501982434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366713753838821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907201853546615,0.0,0.18307608521284105,0.0,0.16819065167559394,0.22597303462530396,0.09375666012131206,0.0,0.0931461524256629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059857180602487285,0.08280325795771269,0.0,0.07483048861095984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925112739743247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256731776028871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05428916480718567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484350960215488,0.08576543396129245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381396501003019,0.0,0.05998222657295017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970739449613911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882979469311913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04998419617318856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636135745033569,0.06019969332742001,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,magsiepie,2019/02/04,"DAE feel like their skin gets sensitive, carrying around some sort of emotional pain? I've skirted with symptoms of anxiety and depression for a few years.  
It hasn't been as severe lately, but lately, I've just been feeling like something will hurt me, emotionally, and I'll carry around an anxious heaviness for the rest of the day.  It's like my skin feels extra sensitive, my chest feels tight, and it's harder to breathe. Sometimes I feel like I'm on the verge of shaking all the time.  
I have no idea if it's an anxiety thing, or a personality thing.  
Feeling kind of sad and oversensitive.  
Does anyone else feel this way?  
If so, how do you get over it?",4.873508311461067,6.131142055118115,5.5227821522309695,80.60041119860018,69.39370078740157,9.109011373578305,29.85914260717411,9.444778638647367,2.6023305336832907,519,20,101,11,9,168,86,127,0.17600000000000002,0.698,0.126,-0.8377,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,0,5,10,0,1,8,0,6,6,4,1,1,25,16,11,0,2,5,0,10,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,8,7,0,1,8,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,2,10,7,5,14,13,5,12,0,3,0,0,3,5,0,5,9,60,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051753520889436,0.15149710872553185,0.0,0.09376724839845264,0.13740336398402692,0.0,0.2387584530333189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648470706019354,0.0,0.11550187084500935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735357888044072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202502770989448,0.3016934392469472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4746420641993104,0.28740752347903026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14012553817852616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435589828922951,0.15138485437638075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13964661465750802,0.0,0.0,0.3025458327712162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620618872438574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426940011123287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709270879443465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149710872553185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323828441180112,0.13263032391271548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393833425343739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17818284283241673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819596460331472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644393925582664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635730231881321
anxiety,a_wild_tilde,2019/02/04,"How many of you remember a life without anxiety? For me, I grew up with it. I don't think I've ever not had it. I've been improving a lot thanks to therapy (psychodynamic + CBT) and meditation, and I'm starting to see just how much life has been affected by it. But a common question people ask in therapy is, what would your life look like if your anxiety was gone? It's hard for me to see that life as anything but a pipe dream because, well, I've never had it. Curious to hear everyone's experiences!",3.9440360610263534,4.680267203883496,6.187406380027743,76.90970873786408,71.13592233009709,10.545908460471567,31.21914008321775,10.608840637214634,3.3769761442441046,394,17,82,12,7,140,71,103,0.051,0.807,0.142,0.7892,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,9,4,0,3,2,19,19,8,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,1,0,2,4,0,1,0,6,5,7,3,13,12,2,8,0,0,3,0,6,2,0,3,5,54,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563263501924688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786634019703395,0.0,0.15662182568740188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212726994210644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154424071845712,0.0,0.1600860709692872,0.0,0.1638805573726788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15007770176976196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18882317618439529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4733373317707913,0.08184872890171596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14068650122386536,0.0,0.0,0.14243155315112446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16985334438022506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315688553579207,0.0,0.12921267361304545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614709316550655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18767660303499428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18978354630928493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26700607221793643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858154190498035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542429471169967,0.3831798291729809,0.0,0.0,0.10734912604830248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063333136161589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149695335398834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190114616417334,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AnxiousEnderman,2019/02/04,"How do you calm yourself when breathing is hard? Hey friends! I was wondering, what coping strategies do you use to deal with anxiety when breathing is just too difficult or not working? Shortness of breath is one of my most troublesome anxiety symptoms, because if I start feeling anxious and notice that I'm having trouble breathing, focusing on breathing just... makes me more anxious about having difficulty breathing. What other strategies do you use to calm yourselves that can they be used in crowded places like lecture halls?",10.335,10.97473805555556,8.343333333333334,67.305,57.33333333333333,10.311111111111114,48.0,9.888512548439397,5.3869333333333325,435,27,59,7,5,129,66,90,0.197,0.6920000000000001,0.111,-0.7978,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,1,1,7,6,0,0,0,0,11,7,6,5,0,15,19,6,0,1,5,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,2,8,4,8,17,2,8,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,4,4,45,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118709426687887,0.4605577193243539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425772038309307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21014797260455803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306659052157552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15748469201679666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18259876243451534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958492452942624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606341228290725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320708534031529,0.0,0.0,0.13812586808500638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129672696578399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427754785747066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118656748286108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5281516174038794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210535581052066,0.14839645293188575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ShedAgain,2019/02/04,"I'm not sure I can handle a full time job I'm on mobile so necessary apologies.

I am currently working full time as a care assistant at a vets. I love everything about this job and once I've been working here for a year they pay for my vet nurse training which I am really excited to start. 
Despite all this I really cannot keep up with working full time hours. I have had the most part of the last two weeks off sick and my anxiety is the worst it's been in a while. I've had depression for the past 3 or so years now and this is also the worst it's been since this time last year. I feel awful because I still have an overdraft to pay back as well as having a few things this year that I'll need to save up for, and my partner gets very stressed about me not going into work and not getting paid. He is fairly understanding but often tells me I just need to push through feeling incredibly anxious and get on with going to work, which then makes me more stressed because I worry that he's judging me for needing the time off. I also feel like a huge piece of shit for not going in, and really worry that I'm just lazy but it seems to me that I just really cannot handle working full time. I feel as though going part time may help take the pressure off a bit and having a few more days to recouperate and calm down would make going in much easier, and I would be able to give myself fully to the job. I'm not sure how willing my employer would be to negotiate that. I just don't really know what to do and I feel like a complete waste of space and like I'm letting down everybody around me but I think this would be best for me. 
My employer is aware of my mental health issues and have been quite supportive when I have spoken to them about it in the past but I'm not sure that part time hours is something they offer.",6.373166183174473,4.915908383202102,6.8179278905926255,81.8973269788645,66.21784776902888,10.225777041027767,30.288852051388314,9.134995656068208,2.168429921259842,1438,39,315,21,19,471,173,381,0.133,0.757,0.11,-0.7429,6,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,3,8,22,21,1,3,20,1,34,4,1,3,4,60,70,31,0,7,15,0,5,3,1,6,2,0,0,1,20,17,0,1,9,0,3,6,9,7,1,1,7,5,35,14,49,53,19,56,0,1,0,1,12,22,1,5,31,220,55,13,0.07483268013828298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968733454056445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05724679547973373,0.08453962828070963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661695077258048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057541711880662275,0.0,0.09123461448094387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853228099565324,0.0,0.08169790521677342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629690473767052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846064137367001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04826088793602591,0.0,0.06445327774970278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06725478766921851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18918825774186426,0.10692096328613172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729096030184387,0.07178632561633938,0.2126456832118837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795436396531117,0.0,0.0,0.05015876809149341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14739023208140764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810587592369582,0.22277966449582792,0.06651472446086472,0.0,0.0,0.041126083960344166,0.12199724419494115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652148551059199,0.0,0.10967840271266126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06753941548769843,0.0,0.09990279015517664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541374074518034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05501063026017069,0.16646245236326934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969436207279583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24310950059494885,0.14287252137249076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959376666373445,0.0,0.0,0.2396986554843615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06812486147898285,0.0,0.0,0.0768146707874382,0.06190236630996693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057609853164418585,0.0,0.0,0.052966956163567586,0.0,0.05976147502374644,0.0,0.17144116453033778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491923861354295,0.21158674626581864,0.0,0.056264862422037334,0.0,0.06540706082475145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04971550752939867,0.047949759821422286,0.07352272828959329,0.0,0.3490843006168425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310065488139787,0.0779034591401624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06174479822634515,0.0,0.0,0.0600262621692481,0.0,0.06728356648791194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32687449436153365,0.15199243829032494,0.0,0.21263595566301366,0.0,0.0,0.19275917009304505
anxiety,aplagueofhumans,2019/02/04,"I’m a musician, had bad set last night I have been slowly overcoming my anxiety. I started my music career about a year ago - that’s when I put out my first tape - and things took off quickly. Before this set, I played a show for 200 people, all there to see me. It was the biggest achievement I have ever had, something I never dreamed I would be able to accomplish. 

Yesterday I had a show that went really poorly. It was in a garage, and only ten or so people showed up, two of which were talking. My self esteem plummeted. How could I go from playing a show for 200 people to ten people, two of which who don’t care? 

I’ve gone from on top of the world to an anxious, broken mess in the span of a month. How do I get past this? ",2.9323780854906687,3.8888405761589415,4.376881396748947,88.13228175797714,73.70198675496688,7.34521372667068,23.66104756170981,7.686295010490155,0.9636437086092712,561,15,122,7,11,187,100,151,0.091,0.8270000000000001,0.083,-0.2869,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,4,8,5,0,0,11,0,14,0,0,2,3,11,23,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,10,3,0,0,0,7,1,5,2,2,0,5,10,1,15,3,19,10,1,30,0,0,1,0,3,10,0,1,13,86,25,3,0.1740898015859662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15432010512839658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317822170852295,0.1966719231002244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453577125884116,0.0,0.0,0.14813759882989885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774961551939571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899654075031165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15747419236374272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480806962952065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095473603708508,0.0,0.0989392461423565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419064237488587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13895681871232987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13426878727893488,0.0,0.0,0.1633714856218456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324031388930332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16618841428545372,0.482767793877815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17500833451973966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152638472010988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872703238142156,0.0,0.18161363062910493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340228345190524,0.0,0.0,0.1232216575978382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399267881103197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565752857635403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934201751565293,0.0,0.0,0.3401208798239027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16138299020127847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366840016624893,0.0,0.0,0.11210812446301248
anxiety,localshortstack,2019/02/04,"Severe anxiety at new job Today was my second day at a job. New employee training was cancelled until next week and our supervisor is away for some time, so I haven't been supplied with a computer to work it and a taxi card to get home for free(work policy, as I'm working afternoon shift). My spot is still occupied, again, because my supervisor is away. Oh and also - my user ID and password don't work for some reason and, AGAIN, won't get anything until supervisor is back. Honestly all I do is shadow other people, but some seem annoyed with me or it could be my anxiety. I try to small talk but I can't help but feel silly, clumsy and overall a failure and I can't stop thinking about it. It's currently 12am, I don't have the taxi card I mentioned, people somewhat cared for that on the first day, so they borrowed one to me, but now no one pays attention to me and I am beyond afraid to do anything. Idk,maybe it sounds childish, but I'm literally having panic attacks. Don't really know what I need from this post, just wanted to let it all out I guess :/. ",4.0591277258566985,5.0402545700934605,5.633813084112152,80.08143613707166,71.05607476635514,8.510404984423676,28.752647975077892,8.841846274778883,2.2548259190031157,834,31,163,15,15,284,127,214,0.146,0.813,0.041,-0.9705,5,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,1,4,11,7,2,2,6,0,23,0,0,1,2,35,35,20,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,10,11,0,1,6,0,2,0,8,4,0,4,3,2,20,3,25,28,6,28,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,7,19,118,30,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083692131881463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20733322226601625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230303090853567,0.0,0.0,0.15416491232629598,0.2546367114804897,0.10420066694513877,0.0,0.08260709810922251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816391795925628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819562052970204,0.0,0.0,0.17478856801229467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851913851911691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152667738178534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159926646412754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14928218071030966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083110177743296,0.0,0.1359299810221539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26895028393111176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447406824456669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13857060496172166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361404147129257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048072369686346,0.0,0.26175743072051816,0.14411896925879938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836534116534807,0.0,0.0,0.15899459755919634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18789446394999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297834151636119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681271012278421,0.1393293114451387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12336539476575445,0.0,0.15309043409089956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108220373561607,0.11329442992320984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10891972984795473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683087085788513,0.0,0.0,0.07901836718855203,0.0,0.12844990525263295,0.0,0.0,0.0920040208239452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992872147720086,0.0,0.10869986915285733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3946185495311196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,My42ndAccount,2019/02/04,"Does anyone have experience with trazodone? Hi everyone, I finally worked up the courage to call and make an appointment with my doctor, and actually go to the appointment. We talked about my anxiety and the doctor prescribed trazodone. Anyone have any experience with this medicine? Interested to hear if it helped you, what kind of side effects you noticed, etc. Thanks!! ",6.602956989247314,9.881639080645165,6.140000000000002,69.44666666666667,69.48387096774194,9.93978494623656,36.13978494623656,10.125756701596842,4.688055913978495,301,16,44,9,6,93,46,62,0.025,0.833,0.142,0.8420000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,2,0,2,1,4,0,0,4,0,2,2,0,2,0,10,6,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,4,9,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,1,29,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.19906569653932335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872081005918482,0.0,0.15605248342948214,0.0,0.0,0.2852703666000665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082975208241904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4175866687384825,0.17851381500923724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275037808367868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19492205088136572,0.0,0.39908449435044707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234620646463228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593273187674236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299125747352313,0.0,0.13673080319774467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21242513584552905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361655126247972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23224499656976624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16396016182523404,0.0,0.18780741762223105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485078078385825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mblau29,2019/02/04,"I'm not skipping class anymore. Last year I couldn´t go to class for more than two days in a row. Now I feel like a normal person, people don´t talk about me like the girl that never goes to class,  or the girl that is always leaving. This past two years have been horrible for me and every morning when I woke up I felt physical pain, only thinking about going outside or going to class. I remember being the smart girl, the girl with the good grades and suddenly I was leaving the exams with nothing written on them, I got zeroes in more than one. I lost all of my friends, none of them were there for me and some of them even where happy about it because now apparently I wasn´t better than them because I was failing classes, I don´t talk with any of them anymore, but I don´t feel lonely... I feel great. To everybody that needs to read this, if you are a teenager like me suffering from this illness, it will get better, when I was crying in bed praying for the next day not to arrive I thought that it was impossible and that my life will always be that hell, but now I´m OKAY, I get sad, I get angry because of all the things that I lost because of this, but in the end it kind of made me who I am today...so PLEASE don´t give up, talk to someone, your life is not ruined I swear to you life is wonderful to me right now and I was just like you. Life is worth living. I wish all of you all the luck in the world.

(I'm spanish, sorry if the grammar isn´t right)",4.398615330271987,4.766686328859064,5.059056870363829,86.72693571176266,69.93959731543625,7.481737901801484,27.093606499470148,7.0608816371341465,1.1780375838926171,1138,34,240,9,19,367,149,298,0.118,0.7040000000000001,0.177,0.9511,1,2,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,5,5,5,13,23,1,0,15,1,18,6,0,1,5,38,42,14,0,5,11,0,4,4,1,2,6,0,1,5,17,8,0,0,8,1,1,3,5,9,0,4,15,4,40,14,39,23,8,31,2,7,0,0,21,12,1,7,20,167,57,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17270447394688634,0.0,0.0,0.07057311152912314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058412758149063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530502610965565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835677490625424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399608832983515,0.1338574220151258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919171729872917,0.0,0.0,0.0685448883378573,0.0,0.08743807629004552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15742096886258286,0.07413956268183228,0.09964387864050783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017920800151647,0.0,0.16266034715829694,0.09955403737783826,0.1769395726522046,0.08704469520918535,0.0830013500422054,0.11441644279238886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047441352259957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806960251471696,0.0,0.08459353577648515,0.0,0.21977343229532706,0.0,0.0,0.2932080125593427,0.20280422878964208,0.0,0.091638541206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22657353870851385,0.0,0.0,0.09819796641699208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769506312067859,0.08004057293732766,0.0,0.1103698823546806,0.0,0.10168114472522127,0.09957851351001293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032316960937739,0.07892841896071542,0.11042791133365182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906856362171504,0.07194712114550453,0.09061560516752357,0.0,0.1139179078526774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380683812826336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756109796291207,0.17725297796804793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793140159408891,0.0,0.0,0.11617181874956065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25024029448548873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06894599288020141,0.06649723523993431,0.0,0.08238873857476503,0.0,0.0,0.09837012437790088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20275352627188112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934044560438035,0.0,0.11254363194171478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366023027090435
anxiety,Strong_Glove,2019/02/04,"Guys, I know this is silly, but I would love some help. I used a throwaway for this. I'm so sorry for bringing this up, but I don't want to die in 12 years. The current news about climate change is crippling my ability to think about my future. I don't know much about it- looking it up makes me afraid. I'm 21, and whenever I think about my possible future career or family, it hits me that it might not matter at all. I'm so sorry if I bring others down. I need cheering up, or at least a way to focus so I don't have it hanging in my thoughts constantly. Please, I need help. ",1.2394456762749435,2.8736144227642297,3.1611529933481144,92.3147228381375,79.5691056910569,6.098743532889874,21.750923872875084,6.980632752743323,0.4668764227642277,446,13,101,5,11,150,74,123,0.052000000000000005,0.726,0.222,0.9773,1,0,0,0,0,1,17.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,3,0,8,1,0,2,1,23,26,9,1,5,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,10,1,0,0,5,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,1,1,16,3,17,22,4,17,0,0,1,1,4,8,0,5,5,68,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056044782596893,0.0,0.0,0.21003142518222465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20171241378482932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832229662302457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924444950817952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605474886637665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21362761292098256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632113610408865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17541524404108022,0.0,0.1297351493858207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20618260762324275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287513538963129,0.2882272669386471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21334618521524465,0.0,0.21910889357255195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43513464786920375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24907289351113696,0.0,0.15429815567148406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16786248860638248,0.0,0.0,0.11463709701561928,0.15427194751613388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380660011091211,0.0,0.0,0.12515986634939946
anxiety,DarkCelestial,2019/02/04,"Curing brain fatigue I work in a call center and day after day after day so I'm taking a lot of calls talking ATON listening ATON obviously and using my brain to communicate with callers so once the day is over I am exhausted mentally I do go to the gym after work and exercise which helps for a good hour after to keep me up then after all I wanna do is lay in bed in sleep all day....Anyone else have that issue and how did you get past that? Any tips?

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anxiety,lnjectWeed,2019/02/04,"Really scared I'm having heart problems/heart attack. Seriously. (Male, 19 years old) So to start things off, I'm 19 years old now and the first time I experienced any heart problem was about 3 weeks ago. I was in the bathroom and out of nowhere, I felt weird (I think this was the sense of impending doom), and my heart was beating EXTREMELY fast. I thought I was having a heart attack. I tried everything to calm and eventually my heart beat went back to normal. For a couple days after that I would have episodes like this again. 

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After a few days I go to the doctor and they do an EKG test on me and blood tests and everything came out fine. They said it could be anxiety related, but I can't think of a reason why I would be anxious. I don't have any significant problems happening and I'm not in a new environment, and I don't feel like there's anything I'm really worried about in my life.

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For a couple weeks now I've been having mild chest pain with mild upper left arm pain. Now I'm assuming there is no way it can be a heart attack because I've been having these symptoms for like 2 or 3 weeks now, and the pain comes and goes. It's more of a dull ache than a sharp pain. I just feel like there's some type of pressure around my left bicep.

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Also another thing I noticed is that if I drink soda or eat anything high in sugar, I feel these symptoms more. 

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I have made an appointment with my doctor again just to double check everything again, and sadly the cardiologist isn't available for three more weeks.

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I just want to know if you guys think this is something serious or what. Just want some opinions if someone can please help me. I just have the idea in my head that maybe these are early signs of a heart attack or something and I'm just scared.

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Thank you to you all in advance :)",4.486923076923077,5.628194347826092,4.840326086956524,85.56938963210703,70.19565217391305,7.835451505016723,26.92558528428093,8.139509932561175,1.5516589464882942,1472,47,298,20,26,465,175,368,0.185,0.731,0.084,-0.9908,0,0,3,0,0,0,59.0,0,3,2,4,22,26,4,3,19,0,32,25,12,2,1,61,58,23,0,11,15,0,5,4,0,2,9,1,0,2,15,20,4,0,12,1,1,5,6,19,0,2,13,8,33,7,35,39,8,48,1,3,0,0,9,15,0,11,31,186,48,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044983836407880166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040582071410314606,0.0,0.32990379354676863,0.36997634841112176,0.0690189137062969,0.0532122789980888,0.03882104236155167,0.057329261196412476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352032522606254,0.045175270445579487,0.0,0.2309265259729677,0.0,0.03902103542662405,0.0,0.030934682054460313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058040639584499926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04371373881599084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04051706448211019,0.11230038869247233,0.0,0.06545477207134927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038826771638111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04971238987964964,0.0,0.05192648385458045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13682342946417994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697708114374854,0.0725068226139972,0.048724734620861215,0.0,0.0,0.04316506790716808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02884048620290748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05024715412553014,0.04487508807892332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0520806952746093,0.0,0.0,0.48108012247053705,0.034014404554268136,0.0536166136382113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05728678210914107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02788902739812673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027275040407378,0.0,0.03584385412225485,0.09916898421240912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0480176998251761,0.0,0.0,0.05098182287360299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04901142323160504,0.0,0.0,0.049720934795764775,0.0,0.05777538845876499,0.10650012890995199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159920206992358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05570457417370098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711536614885508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650191968342376,0.05217599999365005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048271677569250764,0.0,0.10161248327400832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04299746523285797,0.07813448880052727,0.0,0.0,0.035918734520541784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549038351694257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04672069008514626,0.0,0.0,0.06742762831180935,0.09754919773173934,0.0,0.0402871654292569,0.029590775143904426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034453638937389834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05986336870585885,0.04028032249399567,0.1628235814389257,0.0,0.0,0.04704264570185928,0.0457909514245395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05153567842581778,0.0,0.07209791721272142,0.0,0.36997634841112176,0.06535834752889166
anxiety,mndjnrt,2019/02/04,"Why is anxiety my security blanket I sometimes feel like I find comfort in having anxiety because I am so used to have it so that not having it feels unknown and scary. Like I don’t know what there is to feel other than being anxious. 

I just realized this because I had to remind myself what I was anxious about, and when I remembered what it was I felt at home. Why do I have to always worry about something? Why is that my normal state? How do I work on that? It’s like I’m addicted to my anxiety and it’s like my red thread to hold on to to guide me.",0.17959706959707233,2.4193119230769256,2.7974908424908413,89.89096153846155,87.88888888888891,5.736019536019538,22.03235653235653,7.1686216300943375,0.8823997557997556,433,16,92,7,14,150,65,117,0.132,0.7440000000000001,0.125,0.3049,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,8,6,0,0,0,0,15,1,0,2,0,17,22,7,0,1,2,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,13,3,0,2,8,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,5,17,6,15,17,0,6,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,5,70,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17950013216340524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13700758379524622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3778858269097479,0.3720304583198102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20074641993500275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497661593781543,0.11763079571173055,0.15809627556864864,0.0,0.15049326168673166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651641183179621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049102873898636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.321771830629847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613286284711036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18652396909148172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12676078965789667,0.16284970917084146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221054172707984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4457312450008769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987205529477322,0.16721689469268036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Trinia_,2019/02/04,"After months of unemployment due to anxiety and depression, I’ve now landed myself a job I’ve had anxiety and depression for quite a while, years; it usually creeps up on me but then goes away, it depends on my mindset and lifestyle. Last year I lost my job (lost as in I had no choice but to leave due to my mental health) and went spiralling down, living off my savings which weren’t a lot at all.

Now, I can proudly say I turned up for an interview shaken and paranoid to be working there today and it feels great to be distracted. I can be on my own, I don’t have to talk to people all day and it’s laid back; perfect for myself.

I am extremely proud of myself, although I still have a lot of issues with my mental health I need to address, small steps like this really help everything else.

Thanks for reading :)",6.1188070892978885,5.652074036809823,6.675787321063397,79.4583571915474,66.30061349693251,9.943830947511929,31.60804362644853,9.444778638647367,2.6417053851397405,640,22,128,11,9,210,101,163,0.126,0.684,0.19,0.9675,5,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,7,5,12,0,1,5,0,12,2,0,1,3,19,19,13,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,6,8,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,5,0,0,6,2,19,7,28,10,5,30,0,4,0,0,4,12,0,3,17,93,25,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22080725325007605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13559243478717425,0.11097238929447413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307380452706852,0.0,0.2486034563788706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205599913052052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970459576566587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297201387270172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15911218774164002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30680865956130754,0.0,0.0,0.09673397188329162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506315225234572,0.2864286427742013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763923276849696,0.0,0.1528129644943168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050696503589125,0.0,0.12743630562957012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150824352553193,0.2453896761205165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908791804276913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519403498040078,0.0,0.0,0.10701069689457517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005261103901014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15350100250649365,0.14435803730675856,0.0,0.09245443571417933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476824745599792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525332588125375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159981314601372,0.0,0.13286952925646364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679752067266884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15697761076495834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589469700360579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13378514268503613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506593812025287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18587338614472013
anxiety,seventhgr8dertrash,2019/02/04,how can I tell my parents? Hello fellow ppls so I need help i don't know how to tell my parents about my social anxiety it's been really eating me up lately I can't sleep through the night i skip classes to avoid presenting a project I've even skipped school  a couple of times because I was to anxious to see other people on please help me,1.6853722334004004,3.807766591549296,3.3234607645875265,89.30056338028173,80.26760563380282,5.74728370221328,24.227364185110666,6.868970318607317,0.9321533199195172,272,10,55,3,7,90,53,71,0.08800000000000001,0.789,0.123,0.5198,2,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,3,0,5,2,1,2,0,5,8,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,11,0,9,6,0,6,0,0,1,0,9,2,0,0,4,34,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15659169006375034,0.231247935520235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478063055025837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22649195630031302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20945485672764905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351996137167594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744064956349658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249543208639254,0.0,0.2309057242648325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177930647634172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19209309685589004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4545808171500113,0.0,0.0,0.14191026089297407,0.0,0.0,0.2246944668023779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113334031628976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20716302928889108,0.1631160123588375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20484358090340554,0.20866154130093972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3578262192955848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119359739157071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bongless,2019/02/04,Gabapentin side effects and bad experiences? I was just prescribed Gabapentin for anxiety and I of course started to google it. I got a lot of scary side effects and threats of seizures. I called my mom who took it for anxiety and she said it gave her heat palpitations. I talked to a friend who's mom took it for breast cancer and got addicted. It just seems like an overall bad drug? Should I avoid it?,2.2867948717948714,4.983127423076926,2.313076923076924,93.91525641025645,82.46153846153845,6.030769230769232,26.615384615384606,7.3871296695380915,1.3335538461538463,321,14,67,5,9,96,48,78,0.267,0.669,0.065,-0.9504,0,1,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,2,6,1,1,3,0,2,4,1,2,0,13,10,5,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,1,3,1,0,0,8,5,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,7,1,9,2,8,2,1,5,0,0,0,1,11,2,0,2,2,38,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20947223648075886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939889731301397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208750207968748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19620698404434497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22283339434832675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18795990635302368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14845487846203193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073603653572412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938749517704858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16335935037809582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4500883191025441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827789783139404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17492645573435975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13600500186834902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544431672919646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4269722027177417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bendonahue17,2019/02/04,"Something I’ve discovered Reducing screen time and not giving in to other distractions helps a ton with anxiety! Like, when I’m at school - instead of playing games to try and distract myself I force myself to pay attention. And I’m minimizing phone time too. It really makes a difference. 
Basically retraining your brain to not need constant stimulation. ",7.0618032786885285,9.7273991147541,7.54504918032787,62.69790163934428,66.04918032786885,12.09311475409836,36.790163934426225,11.602472056035307,5.645659672131147,290,15,41,11,5,95,48,61,0.152,0.74,0.109,-0.1847,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,10,5,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,4,2,8,5,1,6,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,5,25,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356048756570609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438090215562818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328184070376811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217749409892725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954437567898883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064333945729992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046412185947686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20557993032672475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283642549302273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973007273063884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116935498715077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23709907563698465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35917278229914035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090991076998106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ladym01,2019/02/04,I’m feeling a major attack coming on My heart has been beating really hard for over an hour. Not so much fast but just hard like a banging. Anything heart related sends me into an instant panic and I’m wondering if it’s the meds. I’ve been on lexapro 10mg for about 3 weeks now. I’m also on antibiotics for an infection I’m dealing with so I’m wondering if antibiotics can cause weird heart symptoms. I’m so worried and trying to relax right now but it’s hard. I just need someone to chat with for a few for distraction ,2.7122222222222203,4.381904296296298,4.495555555555558,84.20500000000001,75.48148148148148,7.7629629629629635,27.740740740740733,8.515128840125781,2.093251851851852,416,17,83,8,9,141,68,108,0.206,0.72,0.07400000000000001,-0.9157,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,9,6,1,2,7,0,4,5,3,1,0,18,15,10,0,3,7,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,3,2,0,2,1,4,0,0,2,4,3,2,15,13,3,13,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,4,6,48,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12601264346866667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967077085207507,0.0,0.0,0.17926427221192318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16187289621804998,0.0,0.13573688066355816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624528709668555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796746374636787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4234686562734668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5601812806061031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15517960055952018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698316902283565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17503026461598792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583573089953185,0.11683984074613035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18488027130811235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009465582282894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345681600837716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351275743572294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637807241662229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698305849691024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639713303877712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417666580986139,0.0,0.16002502695655493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,noralgia,2019/02/04,"How does anxiety affect your speech? I’m wondering if you face challenges when speaking when you’re anxious? Especially those who suffer from social anxiety? In my head, I feel like I can be to some extent eloquent and articulate, yet in reality whenever I try to speak I somehow stumble over my words and slur. Does anyone face the same issue?",5.579047619047621,7.703677380952383,6.555746031746036,70.50314285714288,68.84126984126985,9.484444444444444,33.234920634920634,9.888512548439397,3.7742596825396815,277,13,44,7,5,92,50,63,0.156,0.7859999999999999,0.059,-0.7449,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,5,3,0,0,1,0,2,3,3,2,0,11,5,6,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,8,2,6,4,3,6,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,4,4,29,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4244617703397115,0.3134135280689606,0.0,0.19398339932097253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4855564505204239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027542002246385,0.19819389444656935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28472012563317645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895616959052533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553681212872132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828018753305245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18835471291329306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30085773240143043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dunkindanuts,2019/02/04,"Ringing in ears? About three weeks ago I had a very high stress work week. At 33 this was one of my busiest weeks and demanding.  

I woke up about two weeks ago with ringing in ears.  Now i am having even more anxiety over the ringing in ears.  

Just curious if I have Tinnitus like symptoms from anxiety.... has anyone else experienced anything like this?",2.980649350649351,5.64961896969697,3.462900432900433,87.02863636363638,79.0,7.40779220779221,27.61038961038961,8.418075326091056,2.19282077922078,276,12,53,6,7,86,50,66,0.1,0.79,0.11,0.1751,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,2,0,6,4,3,0,0,4,7,2,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,7,5,2,11,4,1,14,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,1,9,35,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462509483217732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988145032950611,0.0,0.0,0.1365613046121738,0.2001123309497662,0.16071879436566416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16315167816666534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899664535841726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20634971136855554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19083162736670495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323432452886574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22372041087258604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20299594392292847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907839180855245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16114649788205848,0.0,0.0,0.6266453017833241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218385334052508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SpookieDough,2019/02/04,"25yo with no licence cause of anxiety The proccess is almost done. I finished all the mandatory driving classes, got my apprentice permit 2 years ago (which is more than a year than what is usually necessary)...

But i just suck at it. I'm too nervous behind a wheel and i just feel like i will never be ready for the final practice exam. I'm on medication and do my best to calm myself but i feel like it wont be enough. And the older i get, the worst it gets.

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anxiety,AllPrograms,2019/02/04,"Bit Cheek During Sleep - Extremely Worried Hello all,

This morning I woke up in the middle of the night and noticed that I had a wound on the inside of my right cheek due to having bitten it.

I'm not new to biting my tongue every now and again whilst asleep, but i usually wake up half way through because of the pain and never really do any damage.

This time however I have bitten so hard that I've caused a wound and didn't even wake up. I know that this can be a sign of having a seizure during sleep. I'm an extreme hypochondriac and am now convinced I have a brain tumor. I haven't had any other symptoms aside from this  biting.

I have made an appointment with my doctor but have to wait until next monday and the anxiety is driving me insane. 

Has anyone else had this happen to them? Does the fact that I didn't wake up mean it was a seizure or could I just have been in deep sleep and not noticed?

Thank you all in advance for your help ",4.7683506044905,5.0259409948186535,5.294935233160622,85.7466860967185,69.10362694300518,7.8841105354058705,25.92789291882556,7.492282038375204,1.1835633851468046,744,19,154,7,12,239,115,193,0.13,0.833,0.037000000000000005,-0.9525,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,1,1,6,4,0,0,14,0,22,15,10,2,4,25,31,12,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,12,8,0,1,2,0,0,2,6,2,0,1,9,1,17,2,21,20,3,27,0,1,0,0,5,11,0,1,13,108,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21060983753834506,0.0,0.11846163588763735,0.0,0.0,0.10827637457298378,0.15866454823439222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439656482445967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16905867690006002,0.0,0.0,0.17286645283931976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590760355899088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12363701353545567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15849795791934138,0.1355123487290951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935928129533966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022785270772905,0.0,0.13046979680435744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369354355537864,0.0,0.1387173035355405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037942765605187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510281043275883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465250525700856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16867962274070075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943169074988412,0.1495573797098122,0.16468724765134604,0.1453184551939314,0.0,0.0,0.3526008893386892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16477383497595766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920239066935012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224307418283907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4648925945882567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16095089984250216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425672532370542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029565971164838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705480034075666,0.0,0.0,0.12291460008415912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726009405012736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Startled77,2019/02/04,"Anxiety at Work - Exercises to help overcome roadblocks? Hey everyone,   


I'm posting here looking for some advice from you all.   


I work a corporate job and often find myself hitting a wall of anxiety when I need to take on simple tasks which involve speaking with other people. I've worked years of customer service oriented positions prior to this role, and consider my people skills to be one of my strengths, but I can freeze up and procrastinate over things as simple as making a phone call to set a meeting. This is something I've been able to force myself through at times but haven't found a way to build up the willpower to do so consistently. 

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Has anyone else had similar experiences in the workplace and/or have a mental or thought exercise they use to overcome it?   


I've had a lot of trouble speaking about this with other people because of how trivial it seems. Hoping to solicit any advice or even other's stories of how they overcame something similar would be helpful. Thank you!

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anxiety,MyThoughtsAloud,2019/02/04,"Have never tried professional therapy before, sort of nervous, but I just made an appointment. What should I expect? Basically looking for some information, what should I expect/be prepared for in talk therapy? 

Thanks all! :) ",6.619999999999997,10.310975444444443,6.9311111111111146,61.40000000000003,72.33333333333334,10.266666666666667,34.0,10.125756701596842,5.008133333333333,180,9,23,6,4,58,29,36,0.041,0.698,0.261,0.8794,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,2,11,6,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,1,4,3,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,1,18,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676820241951569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641656164517333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29766054912973183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242621326718846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25284523427105404,0.0,0.2896204174106054,0.7194928788816833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135772667778627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chanteloosa,2019/02/04,"Women, Anxiety Medication (Lexapro) & Cycles Hello! My first post here.

I am wondering if any other women on Lexapro have noticed changes in their monthly cycle since starting their medication?

 I started Lexapro in November, had a regular period later that month. My December period was ten days later, way lighter and shorter than usual. My February period started with spotting (unusual for me), no cramps and lighter than usual. What gives? I am inclined to believe it is because of the medication because it seems too coincidental for the cycle changes to start after I started my medication. But the changes are giving me a LOT of anxiety. My doctor said she had never heard of Lexapro affecting menstruation but I thought I'd ask you all, too.",5.870051282051287,8.786754800000004,6.788846153846157,65.68532051282051,70.23076923076923,9.871794871794874,39.294871794871796,10.125756701596842,5.168948717948718,604,37,85,18,12,200,85,130,0.04,0.947,0.014,-0.3076,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,2,1,3,0,0,0,5,0,8,6,0,1,2,13,21,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,6,2,16,0,14,15,2,23,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,4,18,62,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313022199435532,0.0,0.0824089031256738,0.0,0.18541001864066795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132901693424488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477446154831009,0.0,0.0,0.13653225256314244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3845880725619422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815330148044271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403639841765735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307858262482064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325004196153208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302583758922958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4883183162097006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19345495094602386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346414914118806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13796816364880427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116060249108852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152732138742779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032086364714262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024420402270008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4288713563496824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962061248079228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669329040915737,0.0,0.0,0.09618978381503386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141828468578926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mitchellsw1313,2019/02/04,"Does anxiety cause you physical pain? Sometimes I can’t tell what comes first, pain in the body, or anxiety and then the pain. It plays a weird trick on me and I can’t tell what is real and what isn’t in terms of the pain being anxiety ridden or the other way around. Does anyone else deal with this?",2.6983870967741908,4.194493354838713,3.7105161290322606,90.54577419354843,75.12903225806451,7.540645161290323,20.464516129032265,8.238735603445708,0.7500541935483871,236,5,52,4,5,76,41,62,0.31,0.6609999999999999,0.029,-0.9482,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,1,7,1,0,5,0,5,5,1,1,0,10,6,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,6,0,1,0,0,4,1,6,5,1,10,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,3,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3617307986492885,0.0,0.0,0.11020979958520163,0.16149772405246365,0.0,0.1403129648545232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750774764934698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16191655908607255,0.0,0.1357734937201271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16249669027466204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758642197552841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166917088118235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406933918630778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6708644023667353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794031873452783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15588770777646033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27552923153361897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12510941093838926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SJG-20,2019/02/04,"Anxiety attacks or other heart issue? So I’ve been having heart palpitations for some months now. They seemed to start over the summer when I decided to play goalie for a local recreational club. Recently, they’ve gotten worse and also have them more frequently it seems like. I’ve seen a doctor and he ruled it anxiety related and started me on a lose dose of sertraline (25mg) and I’ve been taking that for a little over three weeks. During an episode, I get the palpitations, sweaty hands, and can’t shake the feeling something bad is going to happen or what could happen. If I have the episode for a longer period of time, my body starts to tremble. But I’ve never felt out of breath or chest discomfort. Recently I did play in a game and played through the palpitations. Never felt tired or anything, but had a couple of moments where I had a head rush feeling. Like when you stand up too fast.

I’ve had a few ECGs done and they’ve all come back normal, but I do know it’s hard to catch these events on a monitor. My doctor suggested a Holter Monitor but never got on it. I guess I’m wondering what other people experience and if this is tell tale anxiety problems or if I should get tested for other heart conditions?

Thanks for all your help and I’m sorry if some of these things I’m describing are triggers to some.",4.2123359073359055,5.84250624710425,5.041967181467181,81.97955308880313,71.47104247104247,8.5776833976834,26.07741312741313,9.120678840339163,2.086147335907336,1054,34,202,22,20,342,150,259,0.098,0.813,0.08900000000000001,0.3211,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,2,1,8,13,1,3,17,0,17,12,8,1,5,47,43,26,0,8,13,0,6,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,14,11,0,0,9,5,0,5,4,7,0,1,12,7,15,6,26,29,7,38,0,1,1,0,9,11,0,16,23,130,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897382883191618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25753248451032995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923433768309519,0.0,0.0,0.12766075293927392,0.0,0.08628640199811499,0.09369483084494548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464555871803665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666327915387968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959453985430478,0.12416375395117972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297135979195749,0.0,0.11483489672056645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976779424987802,0.0,0.0,0.11347854297204897,0.08016641249105179,0.21548797938244973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725540331900836,0.0,0.0637743657777782,0.0,0.08974857989590143,0.0,0.1236174645859688,0.0,0.19846269312663367,0.0,0.10052259129126068,0.0,0.1151649555085898,0.0,0.0,0.398925916370665,0.07521534354502435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712329696315145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061670424761955174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964515349147112,0.11246890161801533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12553987222743085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956893578030521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25964135829815016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994686636588304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779574605863655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737459208984423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22159753316967712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043126278840127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863885829380053,0.0,0.1256154960298293,0.23827904607485545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437170842927429,0.0,0.09808084882049402,0.10331248779640734,0.0,0.0,0.07455065426483506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06543346406847682,0.12897462546533398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001209763661222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216923717260001,0.0,0.0,0.1143566633357554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sleepybreezes,2019/02/04,"How to Talk About Anxiety with Friends I feel like a fraud. I’m in a lot of pain, hurting emotionally and physically (chronic migraines that are heightened with anxiety), but I feel like I don’t deserve to talk to people about it and how I feel. My friends have things worse than me, they have more immediate issues in their lives. They’ve told me time and time again that I can tell them about how I feel but I’m so anxious about burdening them or bringing their days down.

I had a full blown panic attack this morning- worse then I have in a long while. I couldn’t breathe, couldn’t think. At one point I was crying and hyperventilating to the point that I my whole body felt like it was buzzing. And with my migraines, that’s taken me out for the day- no school, no real moving either. I’m so drained and I want to let the people who care about me know what’s going on, but it makes me so anxious at the same time. I’m terrified of being a burden.

Where can I go from here? How do I talk about this, or should I? It all hurts so much and keeping all these feelings to myself is putting a huge weight on me. I don’t want to be alone in this any longer.",1.8691749427043547,3.7977890420168094,2.8089228418640206,94.19236058059592,78.74789915966386,5.671810542398777,21.742551566080976,6.574015621080383,0.19825378151260603,904,26,204,8,22,286,126,238,0.243,0.662,0.094,-0.9918,0,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,5,0,17,13,1,1,10,0,19,7,2,5,2,41,41,22,0,5,6,0,7,3,2,1,4,0,0,0,15,11,1,1,8,0,0,5,6,7,0,1,6,7,31,6,31,29,9,29,0,2,0,0,13,15,0,3,12,143,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915352797866803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823559806556946,0.0,0.17602058934797205,0.2599397061185198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308820575297687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277907799488263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729762360327416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12637323131118786,0.14839101238361976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294118821729706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908549583114052,0.16437855441131607,0.11046272822753653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17776935590642712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13076720947466394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24631941914682765,0.0,0.0,0.1200787065583052,0.0,0.10225865833891247,0.0,0.0,0.06322657430525255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764289044026112,0.0,0.16861779705259972,0.0,0.10158821003873657,0.10181257508142502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780846139533783,0.0,0.0,0.07679446444668821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227627404371745,0.08457245054202699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795851866309908,0.0,0.12241763894390205,0.1349823364516367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951758197856133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217512349246778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565355727001796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094815903982734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643324908140552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774101732937959,0.10055575423402682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643181475683011,0.07371718287575071,0.0,0.0,0.20125370275677965,0.0,0.0,0.10993190726297453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571487006742822,0.0,0.0,0.14009570230102492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12844536280405755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344845231602604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BeeKnowsBest,2019/02/04,"Going to a concert with a panic disorder Hi friends. I’ve been suffering from a Panic Disorder for over 10 years now. My panic attacks appear randomly but can also be triggered by big crowds, temperature or loud noises. 

Now here’s the thing. I REALLY want to go to a concert next month. It’s from a band I’m a huge fan of and it’d make me the happiest girl in the world. However, I’m so scared I’ll get a full blown panic attack. 

So, my question is: if I do get an attack, what can I do? Do you have any tips? Maybe you’ve experienced the same?

By the way, I’ve contacted the venue and they told me I could get in earlier and get a good spot with a seat. That gave me some relief. I’m still scared though!
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anxiety,Unhelpfulhelpful,2019/02/04,"Sleeping through the night Bit of a weird one but I've been living out of home for 4 or 5 months now and I can't sleep through the night without waking up and going to the bathroom in the middle of the night. Every. Single. Night.

When I go back to my parents to stay the night I can sleep through the whole night no problems. This started as an anxiety thing when I first moved in but now I'm stick with it. Anyone been in a similar situation??",1.037282608695655,3.288274250000004,2.363217391304349,94.50569565217394,83.67391304347827,4.984347826086957,22.243478260869566,6.2581,0.28465304347826104,349,12,76,3,10,112,61,92,0.116,0.884,0.0,-0.8446,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,10,0,4,4,4,0,0,9,8,8,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,2,2,0,5,0,18,6,3,24,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,14,55,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046879629526448,0.0,0.0,0.09183054867553224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098637803168696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338078015003697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065306788650807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171112754385064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14927826545152467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173693462605682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596876499720632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482813281290132,0.13958537593981438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7394784056504119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899411779106979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14582889902837776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566720707649948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762292885640896,0.39428122898089146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295762818831632,0.1399826826163341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725129776836331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466277443841643,0.0,0.12659958288833315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ssreddit302,2019/02/04,"1.5 years into treatment... My current cocktail of meds Desvenlafaxine 100 twice a day
Lithium 300 once
Lametrizine 50 once
Modafinil 50 once

Meds have been a life saver for me and im  thankful for a wonderful doctor.
But now i Wonder wether i will ever be able to live without medication... 
Any thoughts people.?
PS- ive begun diet changes and increasing physical activity.",4.693376623376626,7.787746606060607,4.714415584415587,78.05590909090911,75.36363636363636,7.40779220779221,33.67099567099567,8.418075326091056,3.2761541125541136,300,16,47,6,7,93,55,66,0.0,0.885,0.115,0.8126,1,0,0,1,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,5,4,0,0,1,9,9,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,5,1,6,5,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,6,24,5,1,0.17825098536030926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121678253175135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18856590727401132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495713922130628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18244743665725024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16123822131990304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925416522117948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12590394246789727,0.0,0.0,0.15739888578259287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3959933218542597,0.17956911479574525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5694944457776996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357678935668365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16410955854461198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415113715478076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718275889860919,0.3866111798905917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478779038392027
anxiety,-FoodOfTheGods-,2019/02/04,"Feeling really anxious since my flatmate moved in I haven't been feeling well lately. Two months ago I got a new flatmate, he is really nice actually, we share the same interests and he has been pretty respectful to my presence in terms of cleanliness and noise level, but I can't shake the feeling of being scared, unconfident and anxious since he moved in. These days I am usually hiding in my room, trying to avoid meeting him in the kitchen or hallway and generally feeling really down when I know that he is present. 

I have been living with flatmates for 12 years now and had some really nice experiences, made friends for life, had a few bad apples living here too, but never have I felt so lost and afraid as I do now, for no apparent reason. The only time I seem to catch a breath, regain my confidence and slow my heartbeat is when he is out of the house. Slowly but surely I think he knows that I am avoiding him, despite the premise before he moved in that I'd love to cook with him, have a beer here and there and go out together to have fun, something that was so natural to me with previous flatmates but not this time. I have to stress that there really shouldn't be any reason for me feeling this way, I am successful in my job, I have all the things I could ever ask for, my Tinder matches are off the roof since I have grown a beard (I know, weird flex but okay), my friends are awesome and yet here I am with crippling anxiety. 

I feel bad for him and for myself, it becomes clear that I should have decided to live on my own. Being the landlord, I could at any time cancel his lease agreement but I don't want to be an asshole, it's only been two months, he spent a great deal of money on furniture and it looks like he is planning to stay here for years, not months. On the other hand, the thought of him staying for years destroys me from the inside out if this crippling feeling remains, eventually turning into a full blown depression at this rate. I don't know what to do and I don't expect any of you to have a solution, just wanted to share my current struggles. ",8.198590544157003,6.257783348668284,8.058796992481202,76.00067669172931,62.97094430992736,11.116044348158534,36.264687141582776,9.682069395223575,3.241724455205812,1645,60,325,25,19,531,205,413,0.14,0.682,0.17800000000000002,0.9778,3,2,2,0,0,0,39.0,1,1,0,3,17,30,1,7,21,1,43,7,2,3,5,69,69,26,0,8,11,0,9,1,2,2,1,0,3,0,17,22,3,2,18,2,2,7,10,13,1,2,13,10,46,17,52,48,7,56,0,2,1,1,25,21,0,4,26,229,63,2,0.0,0.0,0.08525943515134968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744725092415876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17824152701840434,0.0,0.06683696298490456,0.19740395803135224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167811977377128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589875027923305,0.0,0.09649207661929757,0.07434449178437225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951390144690334,0.0,0.0,0.05634570727615153,0.09007349095193047,0.07525069836856996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903016447485453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546354082472386,0.0,0.0,0.3092343573726711,0.0,0.08388783727067428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13500197794565655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04965375455037967,0.0,0.06987688396501496,0.09632451150045286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008119706100034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670014373682787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19206263186170472,0.0,0.09855591531969682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061711231988406376,0.042684027294562624,0.0,0.23144499603869684,0.0,0.07336786458134101,0.0,0.09537346600884863,0.0,0.07885383583735202,0.0826705577852824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092110473385692,0.2785779152018098,0.0,0.0,0.06738427537372563,0.08438142000052534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289595820924685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888557250730371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798537460461216,0.17965954380090393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747150218350906,0.0,0.0,0.07953735762614787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168173500926505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06726084126192107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18624722742889185,0.0,0.0,0.10008077021411307,0.09133693538888213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234414642633485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0580440094274709,0.05598245797800195,0.0,0.06936114078247395,0.15283650999643514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059317742396176834,0.09503226552321298,0.17069342392134185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622449078546362,0.0,0.10306487190843322,0.06934935951687826,0.0,0.0,0.0785551261893245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16878810519277074
anxiety,oceanplum,2019/02/04,"Treatment through Primary Care Hi all, I'm asking this primarily for a friend (though I suffer from anxiety as well). How many of you have successfully treated your anxiety primarily through your PCP? I'm curious about the effectiveness.",8.080166666666667,10.497427350000002,8.490000000000002,57.94166666666669,63.0,13.333333333333336,43.33333333333334,12.45797560212912,6.8263333333333325,194,12,28,8,3,64,33,40,0.14400000000000002,0.607,0.249,0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,2,4,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,5,7,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,19,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5530669582963852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33793777608394737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3685559748547935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27928084241074586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664869899731424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3551551782070692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250165983000376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RainbowyOwl,2019/02/04,"How did you get over your driving anxiety? I don't have a driver's license. I've driven before, took driving classes and read the driving handbook but I just can't bring myself to get a driver's license.  
First of all I'm afraid of failing - I get really nervous and mess up when people test me.  
But my main issue is being afraid of driving itself, it's such a huge responsibility. You always have to pay attention and any mistake can cause an accident and thinking about it stresses me out. Even when I'm riding in a car with someone and see a car speeding I get a mini heart attack.   
My family keeps trying to convince me to get a driver's license, they tell me it's freedom and I know they are right but I'm so worried about driving I don't know what to do.  
I haven't been or witnessed a serious car wreck before so it's not caused by trauma or anything like that.",2.3374438202247205,4.266280314606743,4.261109550561798,84.32739466292136,77.31460674157303,6.023033707865169,26.29353932584269,6.9077264865688965,1.2884707865168537,688,27,132,7,16,234,104,178,0.205,0.7020000000000001,0.093,-0.9645,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,2,3,10,12,1,4,10,0,13,1,1,3,1,25,29,16,0,1,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,1,4,1,1,12,5,10,0,1,4,1,19,2,16,24,2,22,0,1,1,0,6,6,0,2,5,88,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14350659381695602,0.0,0.0,0.11728366520167036,0.0,0.13193699786372298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14192587705787735,0.0,0.0,0.19620643026671825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935139065474789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35434281167116016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391301249039627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16258680328556724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467005810718747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4505351798616336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043745583243848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800110329064099,0.0,0.15329684370203722,0.0,0.0,0.18956701440310764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425880181374677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956709695549135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17251395304648118,0.0,0.11048695645426394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14728611558684582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743409350371966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14613096747220722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975606876231264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074400535419752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051006970974732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19161749503068176,0.1170939627160025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17514889556666868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Oliviamaida,2019/02/04,"I went to my first counseling session for anxiety today :) It took a lot of energy to make myself go, and I was having a panic attack all morning, but I’m glad I went. I am now going to counseling every week, which I think will be good for me. For background: I’m 15, I’ve had anxiety my whole life but it got a lot worse in the past two months, and my whole family has anxiety too. ",2.357407407407408,3.2766362839506202,4.971296296296295,83.46583333333334,75.04938271604938,8.85679012345679,23.37654320987655,9.2995712137729,1.7517061728395062,293,8,64,7,6,105,56,81,0.16,0.708,0.132,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,1,4,0,7,1,0,1,1,9,17,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,2,0,2,6,0,10,2,8,9,5,12,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,6,45,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40645074685759996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20148063447308587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921721550367506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16695728187091696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506440238057039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20130383667935287,0.14854589207104296,0.14164573217805046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125093337633426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011338793216452,0.0,0.0,0.1182178650975164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136220878063713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20779262875470608,0.0,0.0,0.1690651925889174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348067915265303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16787327296325302,0.0,0.19676834455651346,0.0,0.0,0.1730042443036093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420616291579044,0.0,0.0,0.3283531699398695,0.0,0.39545914361869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804834497261122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lungsofdoom,2019/02/04,"Having extremely low self-esteem and anxiety issues makes even the most pathetic things in life insanely hard Life for normal healthy person is already hard.

Life for anxious person is some weird sadistic joke.",10.73542857142857,11.739753542857144,8.766428571428571,63.38107142857146,56.42857142857143,11.571428571428573,40.35714285714286,11.20814326018867,5.171571428571427,174,8,22,4,2,52,29,35,0.328,0.562,0.11,-0.7708,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,0,5,4,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,4,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,12,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580349734831409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788777529358558,0.2641590435614756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15444116536199304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4189278556526849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24405564467383276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49547881962332396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15608198210244567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22910175897144866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4083391191207257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24393356310581954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553449096739872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MommaBun,2019/02/04,"Sick all the time Is anyone else sick all the time because they are constantly under stress? I feel like my immune system is just terrible because I’m constantly so stressed out. My friends and coworkers have noticed and I’ve become that girl who always has a cold or sinus infection or strep throat. It’s so frustrating. I try and do everything right to take care of myself - eat healthy, exercise, sleep, get a physical once a year - and yet I’m always sick. ",4.598768472906404,6.554535149425291,5.126108374384238,80.44758620689656,71.06896551724137,9.109359605911333,29.66995073891625,9.606745405546679,2.9602985221674882,366,15,66,9,7,117,65,87,0.221,0.645,0.134,-0.8737,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,4,7,1,2,5,0,6,10,2,0,2,11,12,8,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,7,0,0,1,3,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,6,3,4,12,2,10,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,7,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30711072744657797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290374323103188,0.18908710218259486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249925783330034,0.2038143122307908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18815487316320645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39885293490694296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888345492874495,0.15416280393288842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16585621771982975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331097444065282,0.13183824661537769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425782108169882,0.0,0.09641660577915044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015886040680086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101045291275932,0.0,0.19653330156952012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15759953914853655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18467724204943506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4227889804713327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387540961060345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152181419798775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252932395398582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884026398122913
anxiety,panicatthedizzco,2019/02/04,"Anxious dizziness - wave four panic. So, hi all! I’m a 29 year old fully functioning male adult who has suffered with anxiety and panic attacks since I can remember. I have found (and apparently this is quite common) that the height of my anxious/panic phases tends to come in cycles of 5 to 7 years (for which I should be thankful I suspect that there is at least some relief).

My first wave I was a child (around 12 to 14) and was fearful of being sick in public places. That phased out on its own.

The second wave I was around 19 to 20 and I was scared of that and also general stomach fear (think the reverse). Through practice, speaking to a counsellor (to effectively debunk my fear) and herbal aids I managed to get through this one and that hasn’t really troubled me since. 

At 24, I then started to have something completely new: I started to have head sensations pressure and convinced myself it was an “oncoming” stroke (aware this is medically not an accurate thing). I should also point out I’m low risk based on common indicators and have been to a doctors. So anyway, it was exceptionally hard but I got into meditation (mindfulness), positive thinking and made some changes. I even understood why it can’t be accurate what I was thinking. I had a good few years of being “fine” or at least very able to manage anxiety.

I’m now 29. I’ve a stressful life I’ll admit and over the years it’s built up. Weirdly as a result of getting better at dealing with anxiety I’m out of practice and have for the past year been sliding back into frequent panic attacks, but this time they at least feel different (almost like you graduate one problem to the next). This time I can be mid conversation and just feel intensely dizzy, like I’m going to fall over, and that I can’t breathe. Now, sure, I slightly get into fearing stroke or at least imminent death/some other terrible crippling illness but in my calm mind I know it can’t be true. This time it’s the physical sensations that I feel are more at the wheel than the thoughts driving the sensations (conscious it’s a vicious circle but just to depict).

My questions to those who have experience of this are as follows:

1) does this repetitive getting out of cycles and coming back into new ones seem familiar? Almost like it’s an arm’s race between your ability to relax and anxiety?
2) does it ever feel like your coping mechanisms (breathing exercises and the like) just aren’t working as they used to? What have you switched to and tried in the past?
3) has anyone experience or insight with this very symptom? Grateful for any specific tips!

Conscious this is a long long post so thank you if you’ve read this far. 

Also, if anyone needs an anxiety buddy I would gladly oblige. Talking is always good.",4.208726751260215,6.297463336520077,5.042240135581436,80.08315161654791,72.4225621414914,7.89030071267165,30.050799582826357,8.643655677312706,2.5530692160611848,2187,95,389,41,44,709,263,523,0.14,0.7390000000000001,0.12,0.4518,3,0,1,0,0,0,67.0,0,5,2,5,19,38,3,11,25,0,42,14,5,4,4,86,77,37,0,7,14,0,7,5,0,3,9,1,0,3,36,33,0,0,20,3,0,7,6,20,0,6,15,8,35,18,67,53,10,69,0,2,0,0,20,32,0,11,34,267,71,6,0.07286474400823524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592703166756496,0.0,0.0,0.17480972837423642,0.06062930408779318,0.0,0.0,0.049550524564139005,0.0,0.2787066486336263,0.16463284120900953,0.0,0.10189744640048418,0.0,0.0,0.12973014078029946,0.0,0.16578833081070166,0.0,0.11205698094020684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06444294478466953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770812376404449,0.12553305015546734,0.07639729778286666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751203515923178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612814901839264,0.0,0.07458015303599773,0.12752885701690309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04812647621367196,0.06591033254077003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425514025764551,0.0,0.32797237845573785,0.1473704156446242,0.052054587678547516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061978714030433174,0.0,0.0798924308699009,0.0,0.0,0.15227528545159907,0.0,0.0414107131885647,0.12223098045948726,0.058276592104427774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06527249853708744,0.0,0.07478024883160468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04004455772924592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05146652355950262,0.1779901669101964,0.0,0.0,0.12896601105502592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06894638257639707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340356382843778,0.0,0.0,0.14714524008939678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054028284416287535,0.0,0.1407464476242252,0.07749248188525609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645929166739537,0.0,0.14812510888313088,0.0,0.0,0.2564732325225953,0.0,0.0,0.13911528594700046,0.0,0.0,0.07612814901839264,0.0,0.06888073505441289,0.0,0.06978428308429499,0.0,0.0,0.06972171941725541,0.0,0.0,0.08162518916927733,0.07750062435138233,0.07288446224278337,0.0,0.046679020820079145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254155082838538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295032010961007,0.0,0.0,0.06633332633669943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205489384142012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0560948397868474,0.0,0.0,0.10314808168361626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346631807716133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867415890893701,0.07573436843674658,0.0,0.058565921166371875,0.0,0.13416813319137216,0.0,0.0,0.04840809820889897,0.14006635743319765,0.0,0.05784646767165213,0.12746405458185406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049470378214178004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629317439226316,0.0,0.12024208964022295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06574909808149973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053046401452907996,0.0,0.0,0.05176102355181344,0.0,0.0,0.2346125308841549
anxiety,planesoverdames,2019/02/04,"Businesspeople...anyone...how do you deal with anxiety when you’re at work and have to make phone calls to customers? One of the most difficult parts of my (27m) job (and if I’m honest, the most mentally draining) is calling others to try to make a sale or to request information. For some background: my business is family-run with my mother being the head of it. She travels often to take care of personal affairs but to make a long story short, I’m charged with making pretty difficult decisions in her absence. It may help to know, too, that I’m an introvert. 

Of course I have the best intentions for her and the business so she trusts me to make those calls, but a lot of times I can’t shake off the anxiety that comes with it. Sometimes I’ll stutter through a call even. It’s something I’ve struggled with for a while and would love to shake it off. Doing so would make it much better to produce in my industry, which is something I’m passionate about. 

TLDR; decision maker, man-of-many-hats in a family business suffers from anxiety when having to get on the phone and call people. Am selective with words and stutter during a phone call. 

Thoughts? I appreciate the feedback ",4.2965247185511535,6.097740035242293,5.130976505139504,80.73780592266276,71.55506607929516,8.39246206558982,30.232256485560452,8.998388855275968,2.6609346059716104,936,40,172,19,18,304,133,227,0.119,0.718,0.163,0.9586,1,0,2,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,0,4,8,15,0,3,16,0,14,3,1,9,0,40,31,15,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,11,13,0,0,5,1,1,4,1,8,0,1,1,0,13,7,37,26,7,17,0,1,0,2,22,8,0,8,5,117,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24932036009873626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400752602907953,0.09608034276843752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6655813705525404,0.0,0.1107623673034485,0.0,0.0,0.09358090732822973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199967900275787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175352315598517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241302287912102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05675819777571613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149260736078066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281689753916629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780517292484904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05970389536810431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961400707947842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923590469581617,0.098048873298724,0.0,0.4350950897360687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948025324047682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986048261618192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736150470345411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764297163578398,0.0,0.07531501689337798,0.094857385887526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052259087090502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16726769554897908,0.10744448518876512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357067808229752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168128680049479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624541383710728,0.0633469399213053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07375719578899814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908881959472487,0.0,0.0,0.15434480536297568,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MelMcduck,2019/02/04,"Sad teenager here 🤙 Hello people of this subreddit, I am currently sitting in my schools bathroom stall instead of being in gym class.  My anxiety keeps me from going to class and my grades are suffering. I am supposed to be in 11th grade but I am retaking almost all of grade 10 (I didn’t go very often). I feel really shitty about myself and I don’t particularly “vibe” with anyone in my classes. I’m unmotivated to finish school but I still go to appease my mom. I have been to counseling but it didn’t work out and it’s very expensive. The only person I can vent too lives on the other side of the country and she has her own life to worry about. I feel alone and lost. Any advice?",0.9909974424552423,3.477283521739136,3.394722932651323,85.18254475703326,86.97101449275362,6.1456095481670925,21.16112531969309,7.5105763829236425,1.088140153452685,538,18,105,10,17,185,93,138,0.175,0.8059999999999999,0.019,-0.9635,1,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,7,3,0,0,3,0,13,1,0,0,1,16,21,8,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,7,0,1,2,1,1,3,3,3,0,0,4,2,19,0,20,15,2,14,0,3,0,0,5,7,0,2,3,74,23,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19790883149818547,0.0,0.0,0.20280337088821374,0.20975879135127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772655135998646,0.0,0.1549340027983852,0.0,0.0,0.14161286897136613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20480932641741612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453054089933605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18001693229102592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14305210414397473,0.0,0.0,0.17883666992285174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22108414550260186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371993212836762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540323036950071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404079919525778,0.17684036495926694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974515638252795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4099399827219452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16173978754570847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342149953030274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474434024348122,0.20567786076116035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kamisama2u,2019/02/04,"Anxiety while dating Hi everyone, I am suffering from severe anxiety the last 15 years. I am 26 now.

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I have started therapy a couple of years ago and it helped me so much, namely I do not get anxiety attacks daily anymore. But I still get them when someone I like shows some real romantic interest in me:

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* I start seeing someone (first couple of dates, nothing official) which I think is very cute, and I do anything to attract his attention.
* When things start to get serious or he starts showing real interest my anxiety shows up. Every time I think about him I get  heavy nausea, trembling, cold sweats, need of isolation. So I stop replying to them, or become totally cold during dates and just finish it abruptly. 

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How can I come over this? Is there someone out there who was suffering from the same thing and somehow managed to heal?

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Please help me, I have been single all my life because of this and I do not want to screw another potential one.",5.488626373626374,7.41337467582418,5.9481318681318704,75.57186813186816,68.72527472527473,9.375824175824176,33.879120879120876,9.784248007369934,3.7089296703296704,789,38,129,19,14,254,118,182,0.134,0.735,0.131,0.5007,0,2,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,2,1,12,11,2,1,3,0,12,4,1,1,2,28,26,14,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,7,0,1,3,3,0,1,2,6,0,2,2,3,24,5,16,24,6,26,0,2,1,1,10,4,1,4,22,93,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772413661537986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3776500145788547,0.4235221785998772,0.0,0.09137035553618213,0.2666371378671876,0.0,0.08641612397167908,0.0,0.0,0.07170602306543744,0.0,0.0,0.099130497594565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053117681688023735,0.09623556333058456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506049228931436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928300504109433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341637007069622,0.08326278539760587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411837409863703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18210117376001772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168116944431806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102798450818801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06154717964729722,0.042570556628364384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06405545009953734,0.06461070802965761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360994785258359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059046036505427564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564985456506184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983611261881002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943661355523206,0.0,0.0,0.09843959095100956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214917548798446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467030245909608,0.0,0.06958742634203112,0.07285012551500476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964833196275444,0.0,0.1157794119667913,0.1116672698712827,0.0,0.0,0.050810070464880425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07189684653653668,0.0513954427928593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4235221785998772,0.11222626738438828
anxiety,Woldking2,2019/02/04,"Dorms I have a single dorm this year, but my dorms are closing so I can’t reserve this one for next year. Having a roommate always gave me incredible anxiety, and I almost didn’t want to go to college because of it. Luckily, my freshman year, I was able to get one of the very few singles.  However, there is a chance I may not be able to get one of the limited number of singles for this year. I currently am taking medication (lexapro) for anxiety. I’m going to email my college housing to ask for an exception soon. What kind of things should I include/how should i write it?

Thanks so much for your advice!",3.187520661157027,4.9332135785123965,4.732305785123966,82.68573140495869,74.37190082644628,7.815206611570248,29.45537190082645,8.548686976883017,2.3250621487603307,477,21,93,9,10,160,78,121,0.055,0.83,0.115,0.7978,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,6,0,12,1,0,0,0,12,22,4,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,0,7,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,3,0,13,2,17,15,5,10,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,7,70,20,5,0.35706863701511754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17446166976703367,0.0,0.0,0.17877633075644322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14855485508435076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27315652997672696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16690548744312236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883286346657436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18655362537589226,0.0,0.2029303350656604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20600463308127692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859160191244901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17985454313344024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312432665250283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898732731604723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629384241756044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13423558864760007,0.0,0.0,0.16437041363959048,0.0,0.0,0.11861026812906895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14730951039514895,0.10530416672044894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4598809905652274
anxiety,psychowl710,2019/02/04,"When caffeine causes panic Since going off all medication I have about 1-3 cups of caffeinated tea a day to try and chill out my anxiety. I haven't had much caffeine over the last 2 weeks because I'm recovering from laparoscopic surgery and haven't needed the extra fuel. Today, I woke up craving coffee. 

So I make my coffee, I drink it and all is good, until...

I start to shake and feel like I'm seconds away from a panic attack. No reason, I'm just chilling at home with my boyfriend. Just get to wait for this nonsense to pass. 

Thanks, anxiety. ",3.3663888888888884,5.198550268518524,4.714074074074077,82.63833333333334,74.0925925925926,7.022222222222222,25.88888888888889,7.793537801064563,1.5250111111111109,431,15,82,6,9,143,78,108,0.192,0.733,0.075,-0.8728,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,1,3,4,0,5,3,0,3,2,16,17,7,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,6,2,1,2,1,0,3,3,4,0,1,2,1,9,3,17,15,4,16,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,8,51,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094533211696047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300974422033704,0.19002785756699173,0.0,0.0,0.12329447535081448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077744713000743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13043954625970616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981356400513836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226761898879898,0.1444930101077019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567135069719677,0.0,0.11494776668432508,0.16964424350138094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20288106080682627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16486709899346588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881294284855308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350086496045617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20375345119820854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14868275237929665,0.14997159317586314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4746118902217302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20795470061065785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16730973919455636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431591092541019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862118046642586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19171674153285748,0.0,0.0,0.13731976715433492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622390042098268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jingleboots,2019/02/04,"A Hopeless Conclusion: Its Unbeatable Hey everyone.  I do a lot of reading here, not a lot of posting, but theres been something heavy on my mind that I think a lot of you can probably relate to.  It seems like when I solve a problem and I figure out a mindset that ""fixes"" my current anxiety problems, it takes no more than a day or two for my mind to find SOMETHING new to fixate on and it throws my whole system out of whack.    


This has happened to me over and over, defeating physical sensations just to start questioning my sanity, coming to terms with obsessive thoughts turning into depersonalization to keep those thoughts at bay, they depersonaliztion became it's own issue... and I find myself wishing I could go back to when my anxiety was just about a weird feeling on my face... because I know how to handle that.  And when I'm constantly battling these anxieties.. it makes me so unwilling to take on real life challenges.  I'm going nowhere.  


It just seems like anxiety is unbeatable and I'll never be truly happy or at peace.  I can't remember a time in my life that I felt peaceful and comfortable with myself.  Its just starting to feel hopeless...",5.67051987767584,6.923480486238539,6.4247889908256886,74.88550152905202,67.53211009174312,9.666544342507649,33.799388379204885,9.888512548439397,3.502771498470948,918,42,161,21,15,302,135,218,0.158,0.725,0.118,-0.7548,1,0,2,0,0,2,28.0,0,1,1,5,13,13,1,1,9,0,9,3,1,2,1,50,32,15,0,4,8,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,15,13,0,1,15,1,0,4,4,8,0,1,5,3,23,5,32,25,7,31,0,3,0,0,4,12,0,8,15,120,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686760400870952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264383402694264,0.0,0.07344519484416996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378526144394908,0.0,0.13019910139014773,0.0,0.0961957097268216,0.0,0.0,0.0777014368500328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11512647582611382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218394446549232,0.0,0.115682379461975,0.0,0.22023818767767575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694630026221485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065425395936985,0.1282561779039894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575273778108814,0.0,0.1070906459314267,0.0,0.0,0.06621419440043919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17020112541259735,0.11772361770449545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072904968204516,0.0,0.0,0.08042320264262999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24330655861540185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929237606686828,0.11636303623545065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538921512083836,0.0,0.12990083307936756,0.2305715305755712,0.0,0.0,0.1349683065591677,0.0,0.12051540147715364,0.13713580016500188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648352242064732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21936602696341967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18550708696153945,0.0,0.0,0.17055668784782854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811761383320177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720051151311838,0.0,0.1912997657103415,0.07025448789834016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105068576169676,0.1176941859522427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451474029704408,0.1385492706819903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,utterlyhappy,2019/02/04,"Anxiety Disorder and Relationships Hi friends,

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This is my first post here. This morning I finally gave in and went to visit my doctor regarding these strange panic attacks (anxiety attacks?) that I've been having more and more frequently, and she prescribed me a daily sertraline (I haven't picked up my prescription yet, I think that's what it's called) and then I think a lower dosage Lorazepam or something similar on a use as needed basis. This is my first time delving into the world of my mental health issues because they've always been something I've been able to control naturally, so all of these things are new to me and very scary.

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I have health-related/medical panic/anxiety, and of course starting new medication is already making me uneasy. However, I feel like I'm actually more concerned about my relationship. I know anti-depression/anti-anxiety medication often has some emotional side effects and I'm concerned that the changes will effect my relationship with my partner. He's very supportive but I know sometimes he doesn't understand my current mood swings and my lack of energy/desire to do things.

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How was your experience of starting medication? How did your relationships fare? Just looking for some insight :)",7.149457013574661,9.486715800904976,7.260090497737558,66.16579185520364,65.19909502262442,10.448868778280543,37.886877828054295,10.59048541779884,4.8757040723981895,1036,55,148,29,17,333,137,221,0.085,0.863,0.052000000000000005,-0.6111,3,0,2,0,0,0,41.0,0,2,0,5,8,7,2,1,5,0,16,5,0,8,1,35,33,16,0,2,3,0,1,1,2,1,5,0,0,1,12,11,0,1,9,0,0,2,2,3,0,2,7,2,24,3,17,25,7,21,0,0,1,0,15,6,0,4,13,102,36,1,0.08641443864428984,0.0,0.08432802668419077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536048187511567,0.0,0.07190373546839676,0.2808900245025508,0.31500900445338986,0.0,0.0,0.26442723614464764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19661779830258386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052677439727737765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823880356926922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914150179399975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692114090843318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903843328222113,0.08844883964572188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720461240936544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452990262484343,0.0,0.0,0.04369373664191613,0.061734492233901934,0.0,0.09466279363042852,0.0,0.147008154731993,0.0,0.0,0.06676358093629503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18370901471510592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019422276864067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498223109218756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04221772975970302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256636442869371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05768230881417659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598696059310263,0.26116036702226697,0.08708542926056281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06407521130136469,0.0,0.16691920665021126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20277744943628348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276114506409306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711070696123863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305211339173675,0.08546608943067732,0.0,0.12232916889020627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806208091611178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148198265017406,0.11074176604231947,0.0,0.0,0.05038895409999263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996047819756693,0.0,0.0746343296473501,0.0,0.14260192386734913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801070503724706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31500900445338986,0.0
anxiety,TheSaintAugustine,2019/02/04,"Interview anxiety I need advice on how to stop being chronically anxious over job interviews. I’m currently looking for a new job but my interviews are severely letting me down. I have recently interviewed for two roles I was unsuccessful with and have another very important one this Friday. I’m not generally an anxious person but as soon as I enter the room everything goes south. I shake, panic, and forget everything I’ve prepared. I’ve already convinced myself that I have no chance and torture myself over putting myself through it in the first place - which spirals and makes it all worse!

Any help, tips or advice would be more than welcome, thanks!",7.339166666666667,8.96212200854701,7.359903846153848,68.34447115384619,63.95726495726496,10.978205128205133,37.70192307692308,10.9516,4.780300000000001,533,27,81,15,8,171,88,117,0.246,0.595,0.159,-0.8929,3,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,1,2,4,0,9,1,0,2,1,17,15,10,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,5,5,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,3,0,3,1,1,11,3,13,10,2,17,0,0,1,0,8,8,0,1,6,58,16,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32578569762908005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18395255652989345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335861132925718,0.1747946969596541,0.12752155072119795,0.3766367848333536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996302149363048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141791050978052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173243560081164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308389933746131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17045737519499946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13998218121653064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112704965858974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360255209820747,0.0,0.1609954888727365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295714016947055,0.0,0.0,0.19558117522552784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14555202319954108,0.17416124918357248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16757495272714795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16459163075788125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883183924166768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393648469259322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15347075936124388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16283721719429814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13754119078295754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698768884042574,0.11841565356628027,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,myanxietyaccount7,2019/02/04,Venting about my anxiety My mental health has been all over the place for the last year. I’ve been on so many meds but they all caused emotional blunting. I trying a new therapist to specially work on my thinking with regards to my ocd and anxiety. I’m ready to be done with these feelings. I don’t remember what it’s like to feel normal anymore. Right now I’m on Wellbutrin in the morning and clomipramine at night as well as diazepam when needed. I think I’m doing okay? I don’t know. I used to be so happy and bubbly and the stress of everything has made me numb sometimes. I just hope these meds are the right ones and my new therapist can help me and I can get on track to being myself again. I miss my old self. ,1.6371428571428623,3.8595110816326574,2.8415238095238102,92.14514285714287,81.04081632653063,6.0968707482993185,22.72517006802721,7.3011,0.8236280272108845,567,19,120,8,15,182,95,147,0.077,0.7490000000000001,0.174,0.9539,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,8,9,0,1,6,1,14,2,0,3,2,24,28,12,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,4,2,18,6,20,21,2,19,0,1,0,0,3,10,0,1,10,79,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221017822034746,0.0,0.14326214016307515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839673055567065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782926597603574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16249424257263262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298282861729984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460832045890073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07547261633609598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377674717426193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15355062100437744,0.0,0.0,0.09682622046025613,0.0,0.0,0.14347800808978445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938957481865712,0.11775141726383828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057420270911006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13668833690294596,0.0,0.14645632886375798,0.0,0.0,0.32091745590711457,0.0,0.14557828600985528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071127456817418,0.0,0.27903418760854537,0.0,0.13556274243452499,0.1415368064533895,0.0,0.0,0.15158291165186302,0.0,0.09788753729207852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092641110348887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16364117864516342,0.24673031075472995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15069974872212455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428712807289044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16547455833143535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33545051568355944,0.0,0.18512392517362292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807655559830072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247641296576361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988384065229328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516613232390584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302532044407656
anxiety,Nottheunicorn,2019/02/04,"Night sweats on zoloft Hello. I've been on zoloft for about year. 200mg. Started at 50 then titrated up until I hit 200. Still get decent anxiety but it's better than I was a year ago with my depression and anxiety. 

Night sweats. I basically soak the comforter and sheets and sheet i wake up to pee and go back I get chilled and Shriver for a while lol.

Has anyone else had this? And or able to fix it. 

Thanks guys",-0.20735746606334607,2.0866911058823554,1.2588235294117671,97.6831674208145,96.76470588235294,4.497737556561086,17.126696832579185,6.297961479604792,-0.2677692307692303,324,9,72,4,13,103,62,85,0.092,0.742,0.166,0.8316,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,3,1,4,6,4,0,0,9,10,11,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,6,3,13,6,0,17,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,1,11,41,9,0,0.235430459552317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086948973320506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3602073143120344,0.0,0.0,0.1646184513498204,0.24122632769588084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810314911407391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20821910942066305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20277590983277885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19667193917922274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24600539616442205,0.0,0.13380055566065122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23311316928091674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4418710755862729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16663889102505516,0.0,0.1880150691164028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21675273607597656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032189941217445
anxiety,Preferential,2019/02/04,"First time here, need some insights Hey all,

I love that this is a community. I am feeling prettyy weird at my desk at work right now and thought you all might be able to shed some light on some things for me.

Had serious anxiety materialize when I was 22, major blowup/issues for about four months. It eventually faded, flared back up at 26, faded, flared up again in August when I hit 31. What's got me all worked up is that this one is persisting and bringing some weird new symptoms.

Specifically, it's cognitive issues that have me scared. Memory struggles, lot of typos at work, taking a while to remember regular things, having major issues with names, feeling a little disoriented and out of it, minor bodily coordination glitches, etc. This is all new to me, along with seeing spots on occasion in the periphery of my field of vision. Has anyone else experienced anything like this?

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anxiety,bushcamper101,2019/02/04,"Going to prom alone Prom is coming soon, people say if you miss it you will regret it. Seems like a good idea going right? I am not worried on getting a prom date who cares bout that. But how about going with no friends with social anxiety? Should I skip it or does anyone have any solutions. 

But hey at least I had the idea of going with anxiety. Exposure is the best cure XD",1.5402631578947386,3.830484868421056,2.8649999999999984,91.4425,81.89473684210526,5.905263157894738,18.71052631578948,7.1686216300943375,0.30182105263157943,294,7,61,4,8,95,58,76,0.129,0.612,0.26,0.9347,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,3,7,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,1,0,15,16,5,0,3,5,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,5,2,2,0,0,1,1,5,5,8,13,2,10,0,2,0,0,7,3,0,3,3,39,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20783695790599432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646468533281794,0.0,0.3070289603632409,0.0,0.0,0.14031539606871746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105941859888492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20459974348112772,0.0,0.0,0.17286222839235826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17561050560765148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15503964828936673,0.0,0.10484348599690034,0.0,0.4561889097557529,0.16831519376484708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4530713263625536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803880920895253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13912155826758116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17137385144718098,0.0,0.15958341576405652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18268538194584716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20456109793354074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20379341725718536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CatAppleBananaDog,2019/02/04,"I think I have anxiety please help I think Ive had depression for a while now, I've never been diagnosed with it because my parents don't really take it seriously so I've never gotten help, sometimes they make a joke about it so I think they know somethings wrong with me but that's neither here nor there, the point of this post is because I think I have anxiety, I'm not sure if what I'm suffering from is anxiety or just standard depression. For the past couple months (before bed and when I wake up) I've been going to sleep and waking up with my stomach turning and my brain going into 200% overdrive because of anything, I can't get out of the house without feeling this way, I haven't talked to anyone other than my parents for the past 2 or 3 months and I can't imagine doing it, I'm extremely introverted and the only people I talk too are online. Lately it's been so much worse though and I don't know what to do.",4.097955465587042,4.920542552631577,5.387894736842107,82.46564777327937,70.84210526315789,8.161943319838057,28.299595141700404,8.384062270229773,1.9338502024291493,735,26,147,11,13,246,108,190,0.161,0.8009999999999999,0.038,-0.9688,2,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,0,11,7,0,0,7,0,17,6,5,1,3,31,34,17,0,1,7,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,11,11,0,0,8,1,0,2,11,5,0,0,5,1,20,2,20,29,2,19,0,3,0,0,8,5,0,3,10,101,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29030516751010377,0.0,0.0,0.08844830036398632,0.0,0.10409467190257636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313306781423824,0.0,0.10763799538981768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412103425506085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13996439889133566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21790005230163773,0.12838984244110827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06395971267263914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06608845786331106,0.0,0.14378013690327993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695739700464269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595833756225882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903677452558827,0.0,0.14269195880158994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844364474543458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20193433038044756,0.0,0.09298843774390143,0.0,0.1951216061321692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620520763354833,0.0,0.0,0.2809156309973802,0.0,0.2415077321624357,0.08769576053315357,0.0,0.0,0.1388536109357652,0.11957873643742115,0.0,0.1211473191715989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103598667162505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658643219045845,0.0,0.0,0.09738209177169713,0.12510686755950753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922011490943366,0.0,0.09510855686903312,0.20334390583480572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32421175579350786,0.12428077282489608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375903219291595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040590581498428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219367421273635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890929223436035,0.0,0.1383025113095762,0.0,0.0
anxiety,captainbo0merang,2019/02/04,"Weird vivid dreams on Hydroxyzine?  I've started taking hydroxyzine so my anxiety will calm down enough to let me sleep and I have started having super vivid dreams. Usually when I have dreams they are fuzzy: I can't understand what people say to me, there's no real ""plot"", faces are blurry/non-existent, etc. 



Now it's like hyper-real life, almost?? I know who the people are in my dreams (familiar faces of friends, family, and co-workers), and there's a clear plotline. For example, I had a dream this morning after I snoozed my alarm that i had gotten up, got my computer set up to work from home, and made breakfast. I was sorely surprised when my alarm rang again and I was still in pajamas! 



Has anyone experienced having weird or wild/vivid dreams while taking Hydroxyzine? ",5.17028840125392,6.9338728000000005,5.419874608150471,79.68304075235109,69.27586206896551,8.858934169278996,27.66457680250784,9.339509955726095,2.484103448275861,616,21,109,13,11,195,97,145,0.08199999999999999,0.7,0.218,0.9669,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,2,8,9,0,2,3,0,15,6,3,1,1,12,24,10,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,2,2,1,0,5,5,1,0,2,6,0,0,2,4,0,0,7,5,17,5,13,15,2,17,0,0,2,0,4,6,0,2,11,71,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015979767689713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540131278887329,0.0,0.0,0.14077117034121256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20802261541983447,0.2245306714969373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18979135900382185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15554325006712444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16101805028155808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20194546076380984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106429936465103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058685247866985,0.1422018511904602,0.09835726012877613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904986495525424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791469094015807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291520059068297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601017766657107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20147046506758048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849978422419947,0.0,0.16077846137099425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302742795617789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20958649851022748,0.0,0.0,0.22173112217437133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931340982017063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JABROREP,2019/02/04,"I moved to another town and now I feel very anxious being alone with my mind So I quited my job and I moved to my hometown. It was something I needed to do cause the job was slowly killing me inside. The only thing that kept me alive were my friends. They are true friends and I was able to disconnect my mind with them and just enjoy life but now I feel very lonely and anxious. Now I will be alone with my mind, and the emotional stability I kind of had seems to start vanishing. I don't know what to do. No matter what I do, is never enough. This fucking anxiety doesn't go away. When I try to fix something it comes back from another place.  ",1.26792207792208,3.5114913333333355,2.6583549783549785,92.7968181818182,82.63636363636364,5.892640692640692,21.549783549783545,7.1686216300943375,0.5994874458874461,504,16,109,7,14,163,79,132,0.152,0.753,0.095,-0.8703,2,4,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,1,7,8,2,0,3,0,15,2,0,1,2,25,25,9,1,1,2,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,7,10,0,1,4,0,0,4,4,3,0,0,6,2,22,5,13,16,1,14,0,1,0,1,4,3,1,1,7,77,29,2,0.13177785643464038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729642342883473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763611447893736,0.10080969948064544,0.2977429373911726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12380963398211504,0.1013290374366022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353721584395638,0.0,0.1135149549096065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823235167439988,0.0,0.13616175213843926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13326168738982794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20362248998459329,0.12182650483373612,0.0,0.0,0.07489239263369939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615383777091248,0.0,0.14579267363117052,0.13722635895378096,0.07242166360780498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307859713399458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3991742080645275,0.0,0.0,0.2801180131397445,0.0,0.09771161079512992,0.1016352067295542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002229979561789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767981248718625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401619711752118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199656112679375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028980639339067,0.0,0.0,0.09327304504134323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754735232892998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946851439344265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21746106490430564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lupinetraveler,2019/02/04,What do you do when your psych won't prescribe anxiety medication because you're on too many meds? I'm on three meds for bipolar disorder and one for depression and my psych won't let me get help for anxiety because she thinks I would be on too many medications. How can I help her understand that letting my anxiety go untreated is severely detrimental?,7.2612686567164175,7.7951335970149245,7.849962686567171,68.61583955223881,63.77611940298507,13.267164179104473,40.630597014925364,12.602617957971056,5.710674626865673,289,16,51,11,4,96,47,67,0.129,0.7290000000000001,0.142,-0.4226,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,1,0,6,15,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,9,0,6,9,0,5,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,35,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4042827129046641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21476938661847525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15172520875555598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20189310336277874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203563707054946,0.0,0.10011503465063007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23615089333880945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36026836085720604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571944947546021,0.0,0.0,0.39134515186199104,0.35492266470760075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936967728565212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19900916131556906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287536604323616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833873933723344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125138068568036,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ScionGames,2019/02/04,"Anxiety about future plans/holidays So I have GAD as well as seperation anxiety and I was wondering if anyone else gets anxious when making future plans and when other people make future plans? Growing up I always got freaked out when people said like 'oh its so many weeks to such and such'. And now whenever my partner mentions holidays and such I get anxious even though I know I'll love it?

Just asking so I know I'm not going insane! ",3.5010714285714286,5.9507372023809575,4.659761904761903,80.35607142857144,75.78571428571429,7.533333333333335,25.97619047619048,8.472884824447931,2.16464761904762,351,13,60,7,8,115,57,84,0.107,0.7140000000000001,0.179,0.8131,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,15,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,14,15,15,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,6,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,3,1,7,3,6,12,0,12,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,2,9,39,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656502744191901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30459088075139706,0.4498068340879092,0.0,0.13920116858353754,0.20398069859754286,0.0,0.0,0.18611266377879854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16630556014137898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149027704621905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20802187326603724,0.0,0.11314159228426995,0.0,0.15922223781976852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21881801470916845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726029495538176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17967721927872266,0.0,0.26577451705274724,0.20183558859436831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760336218062036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18937040187163412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955948134503077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15968974253605314,0.0,0.1789965761830587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21589346343176755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mjpenslitbooksgalore,2019/02/04,"Nausea/Vomiting Rant I have read that anxiety induced vomiting is a thing. I generally only have nausea which i can typically fight through. Friday it was snowing pretty bad and the nausea wouldn't go away, so i made myself throw up just so i could get over the feeling and drive home from work. It helped, i wasn't so focused on the nausea and my anxiety was manageable for the drive.

Now today i'm at work having anxiety again (typical) I have a therapy appointment coming up soon, hopefully she will help me get paperwork for time off due to my mental health status as i have a lot of work induced anxiety. However the nauseating feeling is worse. i feel like my food is stuck in my chest. I'm worried I've screwed myself up as far as coping methods go. I dont want to depend on throwing up to get through my day, i already have other bad coping methods. It was probably stupid of me to do in the first place. I can barely focus on work today as my anxiety is pretty high today. i dont like my job and its stressful but i am a single parent and i need to work and i understand that i must cope as a functioning adult. 

Sorry my rant is going wayward...rant over. ",2.9519957081545063,4.8256235450643805,4.9569334763948465,80.27376931330474,75.3519313304721,8.093476394849786,27.10064377682404,8.841846274778883,2.3098327896995707,918,36,173,20,20,316,124,233,0.152,0.7859999999999999,0.062,-0.9183,3,0,2,0,2,0,23.0,0,0,0,6,7,9,3,1,11,0,25,5,1,4,1,25,43,15,0,6,2,1,3,2,0,3,2,0,1,1,9,7,1,0,6,1,0,8,4,6,0,1,6,3,30,3,31,33,2,35,0,0,0,1,6,17,1,3,12,123,39,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829178754093732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4100174650834888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071275391116036,0.0,0.17900584669549074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233856325509482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558607940951264,0.0,0.0,0.0691315793954366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25126229268755845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260226804906572,0.07657976654149026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911795801803726,0.12962000528771206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16801409342535245,0.0,0.18276330039612276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394273241243455,0.0,0.0,0.14370041692108607,0.11325686624052575,0.1075248156343066,0.10646831758744478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063739929816293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473962842880062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113292383257146,0.0,0.1014300202354054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802683557632063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948335760119088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152624157549378,0.0,0.0,0.1190267978125458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199542901128136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21811067106786702,0.11557379270723052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722350040541426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199954577115643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279092847489699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258624375579005,0.0,0.07121525738417787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06250597035166397,0.0,0.3048235336312414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159324664449533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06322608872667436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39019433447592095,0.10886121002479472,0.10924034528417312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rnulched,2019/02/04,"Struggling Strap in folks, this is a long one. So A lot has happened in my life lately... I’ve moved recently, continued on (and moved up a rank) in a job I hate and should have known better to switch to something else way before hand... I’ve struggled with anxiety since I was little (maybe 5-6 years old) from minor problems like test anxiety to being diagnosed with GAD and a panic disorder at 16. I thought everything was fine the longer I’ve been in my 20’s but the last few weeks have been a struggle to even wake up in the morning. I woke up today after calling out 2 days in a row, filling intending to go to work.. half way there I just felt sick.. I sat in my car on the side of the road and cried. I’m exhausted, every decision is a minefield for me and half the time I just feel like I’m drowning.

I’m hoping to get back on my regular meds I took that helped back when I was first diagnosed and seek counseling. But that might be awhile.

I’m just really struggling right now and I feel like there’s not a lot i can do to feel better. ",1.905042444821732,3.610627760368665,3.4918602959010454,90.36982051903955,77.84792626728111,7.149066213921902,23.402619451855443,8.032893268588372,1.1396230414746549,812,26,179,14,19,269,131,217,0.132,0.779,0.08900000000000001,-0.7261,1,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,5,11,15,1,5,15,0,16,7,2,1,0,30,33,11,1,3,6,0,5,3,0,2,5,0,0,0,3,10,0,0,7,0,0,6,1,8,0,4,10,5,16,7,29,19,3,44,0,0,0,0,2,19,0,4,20,107,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17196092902085472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17284681438547944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563830628952542,0.0,0.0,0.19880524394268784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476598900092068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234586154957082,0.07248429414523602,0.0,0.0,0.2281533956736653,0.0,0.0,0.12881230575404484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389006838516124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423462627081191,0.0,0.09469609000216768,0.0,0.10101173062860262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17048808560460862,0.1605874007829567,0.10791506515544012,0.0,0.0,0.0956015697548135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058720790483354275,0.0,0.0638756264537726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938890568774386,0.0,0.0,0.1109649827947878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753347701585176,0.0,0.0,0.11163177402636017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153287490481753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916154313701846,0.12678438697688496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938661714884171,0.1647288714236375,0.11264747927797783,0.0,0.0994644152815358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19110530137350068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291404211758295,0.0,0.12484347042412035,0.0,0.0,0.11923138799488182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389122972449419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179377213627716,0.0,0.07616051817605511,0.0,0.0,0.1318691640768356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754508102606553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720019402601019,0.0,0.11097469241125636,0.0,0.0,0.09598314983014693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297278852070938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652575037510662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4699909619453329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922761952539925,0.06553735905392158,0.0,0.10653557977092226,0.0,0.12487294313062842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17842492771876906,0.09015501847546648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182356359074948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237751407898359
anxiety,pattyforever,2019/02/04,"How do you fall asleep? I’ve been really struggling with anxiety-related insomnia lately, sometimes lying in bed/wandering around miserable until 4, 5, 6, 7am. Does anyone have any advice for how I can remedy this? ",4.0965384615384615,6.945488333333337,6.366346153846155,66.78490384615384,75.92307692307692,11.079487179487181,27.698717948717945,10.686352973137794,4.460071794871794,171,7,25,7,4,60,37,39,0.245,0.755,0.0,-0.8765,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,4,2,1,2,0,4,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,5,3,0,5,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637097034986092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531088824072306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26025101656787464,0.0,0.0,0.3313370669258105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257148815088506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4198580094965363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384409629476418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.368115490382464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38910443641555503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MonkeyBoof,2019/02/04,Whats a habit you do when you’re nervous that gives away that you’re nervous? For me I always touch my face when Im nervous talking to someone idk why,-0.03500000000000013,2.1723126969697013,1.5729545454545466,98.47943181818184,88.6969696969697,3.3000000000000003,23.40151515151515,3.1291,-0.2059030303030301,121,5,27,0,4,39,25,33,0.251,0.7490000000000001,0.0,-0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,3,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,14,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443095221599129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3887728198369838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3969486401283999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4469682233960513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35060607491874396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325917167455749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3733844694985417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,battery-always-low,2019/02/04,"Anxiety while eating... Firstly sorry if it’s weirdly formatted (on phone).

So I’ve had anxiety/ptsd for about 3 and a bit years now after an armed hold up. Things got really bad around Christmas where I was always having the racing feeling from the moment I woke up till I fell asleep (that’s if I slept).

I ended up going and getting medication because I just was so exhausted and wanted life to go back to normal. I have been on this medication for over a month now and I am feeling a lot better. I don’t get the racing feeling as much and my brain has stopped always making me overthink every little thing. 

But one weird thing that happens has not stopped. I’ll be eating and then I think about swallowing the food and I get anxious that I am going to choke and then it legit makes me almost choke because I am so anxious about it. Sometimes I feel as though I am going to throw up because it just won’t go down!?! 

Am I crazy or have other people experienced this and what did you do to help it? 
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anxiety,legion7274,2019/02/04,"I want to help a friend with anxiety. What do I do? Hey, I know this girl who has awful anxiety, and I really like her but she's so anxious and depressed all tbe time and I don't know what to do. I don't want to be wierd about it because we're just friends, but I want her to know I care. Any suggestions?",-0.3649159663865511,1.387051500000002,2.080924369747901,97.44558823529414,85.47058823529412,6.238655462184874,20.00840336134453,7.447530270364453,0.3373168067226895,234,7,60,4,7,80,43,68,0.17600000000000002,0.57,0.254,0.5771,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,1,7,0,0,0,1,14,14,6,0,3,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,11,4,6,13,1,1,0,1,0,0,10,0,0,0,2,38,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17050015523906578,0.0,0.3836046320493177,0.2832454876158821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15283833979193506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25562868474233835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21594724812413385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.387415748434516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680542606493673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.413372211659136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249053408075875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16061949628664585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619852688929513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4436485497692424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mclovinash,2019/02/04,"I walked in to the dentist and made a dentist appointment I have a really, really big fear of the dentist. I used to cry when I even heard something to do with it. I'm really scared. I know I need work done but I can't let it get worse it will just make it harder to recover. What can I do to make the wait to the appointment less stressful? :(",0.8822309197651705,2.7067241506849307,3.1867318982387483,90.78972602739726,81.46575342465755,7.4590998043052865,21.38747553816047,8.418075326091056,1.147972211350294,265,8,61,6,7,91,46,73,0.244,0.7559999999999999,0.0,-0.9525,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,3,6,0,8,3,0,4,0,11,18,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,1,8,0,9,13,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,42,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609479375516312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431058303818599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569057982912332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26732046426272954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411502515646974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305564793447674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429206668966523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22478452711584795,0.31714559966262834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17614734681603614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4565600643215338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23783848544364555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18288489640705766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721235855744312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051751197033376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729461332155719,0.0,0.2420934088318696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Violet545,2019/02/04,Nervous at dinner party How can I calm myself at a dinner party ? I always get nervous and act weird like I can't swallow my food right . ,0.06892857142857167,2.4418723214285762,2.732857142857142,87.93714285714289,93.64285714285714,2.8000000000000003,17.714285714285715,3.1291,-0.5338857142857143,107,3,19,0,4,37,22,28,0.184,0.498,0.318,0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,2,4,0,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,2,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,12,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4515589220773138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6562190773733151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28353147373244963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651293763621192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4634515935635875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tomatosoupfordinner,2019/02/04,"Anyone have “anxiety cycles” Like the anxiety is always there, but some weeks it’s just REALLY BAD. Like constant feelings of panic, guilt, and shame. Usually, this will get triggered for me if I have a few nights where my insomnia kicks in and then I start to get off of my routine. I begin to think about really anxiety inducing things and it’s almost like my body needs a week to recover from it and has to constantly be in panic mode for a few days. Anyone else get this? ",4.154147465437789,5.618048838709679,5.451643625192013,79.64032258064519,71.36559139784946,9.61536098310292,26.1889400921659,9.957137785484203,2.6041133640552987,374,12,71,10,7,125,63,93,0.254,0.675,0.071,-0.9684,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,4,4,0,6,2,1,2,0,14,14,7,0,2,3,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,7,3,13,12,3,14,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,13,49,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16628857865801902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817811116382567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3811143029571555,0.0,0.0,0.2322308805597997,0.1701516507890606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386560620344874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844590802509975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3589112346274297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709720088083817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872472144673742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839666807230513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602839291644285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433906716175228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313395976398225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583931833868805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3896794063229017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127690239873311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754057968878855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032519136048194,0.10640676704063304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18289545233322396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664121997169866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shelberta,2019/02/04,"Only sleep for 15 minutes at a time Work is starting in an hour. I feel so exhausted, I don’t know how I’ll face the day. I barely sleep because my thoughts race throughout the night about all the things I need to do. I know that I need to rest so that I can tackle them in the morning, but each time I close my eyes and try to let myself surrender to the exhaustion, the dust in my brain kicks back up. 

My heart is pounding so fast because of the panic I feel. I’m never going to get everything done that I need to get done, and I’m terrified of facing the consequences. 

Not sure where I’m going with this. Just need some support. 

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anxiety,aybsbakshxgzn,2019/02/04,i hate having anxiety when i get comments i don't respond to them and people usually write a hate comment just because they don't want me to be happy. for example i asked if my drawing was ugly then everyone said it wasn't but i didn't respond to the comments and then i got a hate comment saying it's ugly. then i deleted the post and cried,2.428750000000001,4.028024375000001,4.659444444444446,83.03000000000002,76.08333333333334,7.022222222222222,30.055555555555557,7.793537801064563,2.1411222222222217,273,13,53,4,6,95,46,72,0.302,0.6659999999999999,0.032,-0.9575,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,0,2,4,3,0,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,8,15,9,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,5,2,11,1,4,9,0,6,0,0,0,0,12,0,0,1,5,38,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17429114836728074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21299252174378588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888450519784282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25026317307197105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177036042208887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903301598396353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822183684997828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24253180680582045,0.0,0.6748119258246255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795028667273134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21820044294561766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167207680516166,0.18118145442035413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509251804849826,0.0,0.13438144163809934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nammyhoch,2019/02/04,"Asking for a friend who has severe anxiety and is constantly thinking that her body is dying soon I have a friend who has severe anxiety. Every time her body feels any kind of discomfort, she immediately panics and thinks that she has a weird disease and is dying soon.

She does not see a therapist and doesn't believe in meditation or anything like that. She also drinks caffeine and alcohol daily.

Has anybody here experienced this and what advice can I give my friend? Thank you",6.7236742424242415,8.173495534090911,7.025454545454547,70.81651515151519,65.25,9.957575757575757,31.71212121212121,10.125756701596842,3.4260166666666656,389,15,63,9,6,126,59,88,0.163,0.691,0.146,0.079,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,4,9,0,2,4,0,10,4,2,0,0,11,17,8,2,0,2,0,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,7,6,2,0,3,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,10,6,3,17,0,5,0,0,1,0,14,1,0,1,5,46,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15379154571835713,0.0,0.16819314160003804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585806403408614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702493193339488,0.0,0.240793092398349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12951170400062129,0.0,0.14713061577955844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17731524729797116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496311107451628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17007367359057862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266746506285401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772575933187667,0.0,0.0,0.1541741200319843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260084415390072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957690075988037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3647780617676741,0.0,0.0,0.15097483791204147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16388878997397852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768887339374966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18465347908300514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541281411415114,0.0,0.0,0.3555929786694442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14489589614586526,0.0,0.1827322481835124,0.0,0.20168763771669693,0.0,0.0,0.09177051696610024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ExpensiveGuarantee,2019/02/04,"I have been anxious for a few months after a life defining exam. Is it an anxiety disorder? I suspect I do have a disorder but lately it has been... There all the time. I remember having this 2 years prior but I started taking birth control pills then to control my hormonal imbalance (I have PCOS), I stopped a year ago but haven't consulted my obygyne yet.

Anyway, a year ago I had a career defining exam. It was a licensure exam. So, the anxious person that I am, I was worried all the time. I was so sure I was not going to pass. I did, though. But my mental health went downhill from there. Somehow, I started worrying about my health, my parent's health. Everyone's health. I also started thinking about death. I even woke up on new year so out of my mind thinking about death. I panicked so bad I felt like I was going crazy. It's just something that looms over me now. I can't enjoy my love one's presence because the feeling comes back even when they are there. I started sleeping beside my sister again because I get so cold at night. But it is a different kind of coldness. I also can't sleep at night. I'm sleepy but everytime I close my eyes, the feeling of dread overwhelms me. I just wait till I'm so exhausted I can't do anything but sleep. It's tiring to be honest.
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anxiety,concussionmine,2019/02/04,"How can I prevent peeling my fingernails and finger skin when I'm anxious? hello friends, I am really disgusted with how my fingers look. When I'm anxious, I always find myself peeling my fingernails to where they look very short, and there's a lot of dry skin around it because I'm always picking at my fingers. I was wondering if anyone has the same problem, or if someone can help me prevent picking at my fingers.
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anxiety,FlyingToad24,2019/02/04,"Dating Anxiety is making me vomit daily. For a bit of context I’m 21 and in my final year at University/College. I’ve tried dating in previous years but my anxiety has always forced me to stop. 

I would like to date and try and find someone at University before I leave as then that makes it so much harder. 

I’ve been talking to this girl for about a week and half, we’ve gone for drinks and played games online a few times. It’s goes well but before each time ive vomited.

I’m meant to be seeing her tonight and ive woken up sick and I’m struggling to eat or get any work done.

Having little appetite and being sick now 9 days in a row isn’t fun and it’s starting to take a tole mentally and physically. 

I’m struggling to focus on my work and social life and I’m worried that with my final year I could make a mistake by and throw my work away.

I don’t know what to do.",1.6921457219251332,3.2375987058823554,3.7970020053475935,88.65667947860966,77.98395721925135,6.3862299465240655,21.84792780748663,7.1686216300943375,0.6017703208556142,686,19,150,8,16,235,116,187,0.174,0.7559999999999999,0.07,-0.9598,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,4,7,0,2,6,0,14,7,0,3,0,28,30,19,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,1,7,15,2,1,3,3,0,2,2,3,1,1,5,1,14,4,24,21,4,28,0,0,1,0,5,9,0,1,18,87,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164202975140446,0.0,0.0,0.0951468419195575,0.0,0.2140688331575412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145453273225025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381143292157876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15275069193490015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171055939039333,0.0,0.0,0.09023345220493008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431813877391788,0.0,0.13706320912120926,0.0,0.1431677401291659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065395845201649,0.12787956559844227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07309969289207334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689349885834777,0.0,0.0,0.14814954001350006,0.0,0.0,0.09882594027691027,0.0683552895684037,0.14023135711397866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801825875817673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14100118050346774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285345522287426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149395737651163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14262548878858586,0.11854933112571316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903239479889826,0.0,0.0,0.11697501322674232,0.0,0.29253859406059074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519849491592136,0.11245819276599373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16317085585410354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899858900404722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223118948141486,0.0,0.12580018189702996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055788582162061,0.14209024121314354,0.0,0.09939143871431708,0.0,0.0,0.2703015750255543
anxiety,snoopy70s,2019/02/04,"Having major anxiety over my job interviewing Long story short I have a job interview soon, it’s a way out of my current situation and I’m already so anxious just at the email that I scored a second interview.

My anxiety manifests in my stomach and I end up having to use the bathroom a lot. This has already happened this morning /from the email/.

I feel more anxious than ever before. At doctors appts I always end up using the bathroom, before meetings, etc. I have to drive 20 minutes to the interview and I know I’m gonna be a mess. But I can’t just use the bathroom as it’s a small place. 

I wish we could be honest in life and I could just say point blank that I get a nervous stomach but I’ll be fine and it doesn’t affect my work, just something I deal with.

I want to change my life so bad but I’m terrified that I’m doomed to a life of being comfortable in order to appease my anxiety, and being comfortable in a sense that I’ll stay in a bad situation because I’ve been able to manage that part of my anxiety under it. 

I don’t even know what I’m asking for I guess I’m hoping for some advice or to find people like me. ",2.1923949579831934,3.774663827731093,4.371168067226893,84.9186848739496,76.68907563025209,7.1129411764705885,26.185714285714287,7.908726449838941,1.5777052100840343,893,34,184,14,20,309,124,238,0.156,0.736,0.109,-0.907,3,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,1,9,11,0,1,16,0,16,6,2,4,1,34,36,13,0,5,8,0,1,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,12,9,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,1,2,25,6,29,27,6,26,1,1,0,0,11,16,0,5,7,123,37,9,0.11421430867330998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160890056882496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520766594793992,0.0,0.0950354543336973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494945340670877,0.25805931798078724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677496081119528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19072835401470686,0.06962398246836365,0.0,0.1943759287993231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082359429948072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18238166354551305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774993710871827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690318460177965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023199537633936,0.0,0.12737914535974634,0.07543747369792164,0.10331338108758337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057750186221222265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438980896074154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059672262260057014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581993763866786,0.0,0.10099933596126112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344057941700705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22668015560264054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12553839416926668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24201883180305356,0.05579934203020745,0.0,0.0,0.1010760690611873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710092089171887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12368296619006552,0.0,0.07918182071145881,0.0,0.11932964328718056,0.0,0.10796943902335047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908278024836949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25676333668148715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792775482297381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173725634842372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959334746959428,0.0,0.0,0.0673665584462174,0.09065800198640238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131340818326295,0.0,0.0,0.08314937700002073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PapaSmokeOG,2019/02/04,Does anyone anxiety scratch themselves I’ve found I have a tendency to start scratching my arm when I’m anxious and if I get really panicky I’ll break the skin. Does anyone else do that ,2.4168918918918934,4.996719810810814,3.644527027027028,85.4084121621622,80.62162162162161,6.943243243243244,28.16891891891892,8.07648339933343,2.219708108108109,151,7,28,3,4,49,31,37,0.188,0.812,0.0,-0.6697,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,2,0,0,3,6,3,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305022545525185,0.3403959078309278,0.0,0.4213676143645143,0.3087289468151007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5273589490422241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517068565062842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303721946978257,0.0,0.0,0.1574226735408917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19302767967828866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21326962863465296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,madonnafiammetta,2019/02/04,"Every time a specific coworker sends me a (work-related) e-mail to ask me something, I panick. He's treated me badly in the past, but my severe anxiety leads to procrastination and subpar performance. How do I fix this? It is sort of a Pavlovian response now and it makes me feel sick. 

This colleague (not a terrible person, per se) has put me on a bad spot with my group in the past, having everyone calling me out for something that technically wasn't even my fault (I ended up being the scapegoat for something my boss hadn't done). Now, whenever he writes me to ask me for a report or other work-related stuff, I absolutely panick. I can't even open his emails in fear that he's asking for something I haven't done yet or that he wants to reprimand me. That obviously leads to me procrastinating and being late in responding, and as a result I'm giving subpart performance on this project. Man, I can't even work on it without this constant fear that I'll do something wrong and I'll be fired for it.

How can I fight this? How do I transform this person (and the project he's leading) back into something normal and approachable, and that I can think of without feeling sick to my stomach? I know it's me. He's been judgemental, yes, but he's become that monster in my eyes because I let him. Because their criticism tapped into my own insecurities. How do I go back to being able to do my job without this constant fear?",6.314448924731185,6.253660505376345,7.155427867383512,74.81980846774195,65.8100358422939,9.985752688172044,34.641801075268816,9.673873057562805,3.255388709677419,1127,48,211,21,16,377,140,279,0.217,0.7509999999999999,0.032,-0.9955,1,0,6,0,1,0,37.0,0,0,1,6,12,11,1,4,11,1,23,4,2,10,1,40,35,17,0,2,8,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,21,13,0,0,4,0,0,7,9,10,0,0,5,4,35,1,32,25,1,32,0,0,1,0,24,13,0,3,12,148,56,11,0.10036453121689308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677859167112093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814818654159221,0.0,0.0,0.1543482587460005,0.16760038267367228,0.12236257335983736,0.11084473948830996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248340779974983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21691680618506096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20541552251168665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889318488705084,0.0,0.0,0.19886947892496112,0.0,0.08456144623696929,0.09590261060523708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.338814001858834,0.1014946452000142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627880365842068,0.05703947599208986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995963107315461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0551577215975581,0.0,0.11321556278392855,0.0,0.0,0.10262953307430553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06699410393063335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833593118486958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916186030598928,0.0,0.17526887483631284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10089407474250807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338335264706315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4635931169887068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148933762396276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06430953906163388,0.0,0.0,0.058523365262750336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05919760086706216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902434797293091,0.0,0.2191997221850875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973285939760916,0.0,0.0
anxiety,quinnpenskey,2019/02/04,"I think one of the worst parts about anxiety is trying to decide whether or not the symptoms you're having are due to an illness or just anxiety. Example: Right now I feel very focused on my breathing like my throat is enflamed and I'm not getting as deep of breaths. Is this anxiety ? Probably. Am I actually having trouble breathing? Idk, Probably not its been like 10 minutes of this feeling and I haven't passed out so I must be getting enough oxygen. Anxiety sucks, I want my mom. ",2.718387096774193,5.359086698924735,4.0240967741935485,82.77614516129033,79.86021505376344,7.160860215053764,31.880645161290325,8.238735603445708,2.8470567741935486,385,21,69,8,10,126,66,93,0.203,0.69,0.107,-0.8290000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,3,0,11,6,4,0,1,16,19,7,0,2,7,1,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,1,2,9,2,9,16,3,7,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,2,4,50,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.19206238162334047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6022496521852039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20336180022550032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19903046357048668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20565471381206293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19230706665875894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305065482100055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333664741256761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21313072482816808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4243982414595525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16807835050087408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20456543319430556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261106666880542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13362400134255606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16239242277424207,0.11608618286820098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Rohov,2019/02/04,"I smile unconsciously Hi everyone. Sorry for my bad english but I'll try to express my thoughts correctly. Sometimes since school years people around me have asked me, why am I constantly smiling. The problem is that, I don't even feel like I am smiling. It might happen on a class, when everybody is serious and I am not thinking about funny stuff. Some say it's good that I'm always in good mood, but I understand that it may look creepy. I've searched in the internet about my case. I've discovered that the unconscious smile may be caused by anxiety or depreesion, like it's a psychological defensive mechanism. It seems true, as I am very often nervous. Maybe someone has got the same problem? Also, please, give some advice how to reduce anxiety. My life is not bad, I am making achievements and improving myself, I've got good grades, my family is healthy and sound. Maybe it's because I spend much time on the internet (around 4-6 hours a day). Thank you for listening. ",4.5672463768115925,6.58482195652174,5.226608695652178,79.43868115942028,71.28260869565217,9.254492753623188,30.744927536231884,9.725611199111238,3.1700627536231885,776,34,141,20,15,250,118,184,0.152,0.6459999999999999,0.202,0.9266,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,1,9,15,1,1,8,0,16,1,0,3,2,30,31,10,0,2,5,0,1,2,0,3,1,3,0,0,11,5,0,1,5,0,1,0,3,7,0,0,3,5,18,7,14,24,4,12,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,8,8,84,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308107496692001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705131827183298,0.11138591065035933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20481181058857936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383354070613897,0.12514515059664802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235423773971422,0.08160250029544558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13751562109662974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14465986824868024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633146847747335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884161786137339,0.0,0.0,0.12791317794917387,0.0,0.0,0.12619544971426924,0.0,0.06768586658082447,0.0956327594278187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284149374805509,0.0,0.33683734143933713,0.21412719076411546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837585341176934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182947640427653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455238982097364,0.13079877545283106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241238764331632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935553144532013,0.0,0.2689695797604423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14200898188483033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840574210999363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280472502325958,0.0,0.0,0.14694292065017986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561803182881464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064543497260906,0.0,0.13547792701643088,0.0,0.12186512894460742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110734021157133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134228780237876,0.0,0.13239532186954547,0.14985024449694154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324271974842704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324436112725007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857749070844471,0.0,0.1062733867138482,0.0780574124916459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088514556632243,0.0,0.0,0.13935756913466527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045215555900556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079180644466812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620428947914822
anxiety,Msndjie,2019/02/04,"Anxiety is really bad today I don’t know why, i have nothing going on today, i have small thing tomorrow i’m a little anxious about but it’s not that bad. When i woke up this morning i woke up with really bad anxiety, and it has worsened throughout the day. Now i’m laying in my bed, i haven’t gotten any studying done and i almost feel like i have to throw up and like there’s a stone on my chest. I usually have anxiety most days, but never like today. ",1.3695833333333312,3.2298359583333323,3.9345833333333333,85.85208333333334,80.04166666666666,7.183333333333334,22.125,8.167268648758528,1.2849250000000003,356,11,74,7,9,125,60,96,0.241,0.675,0.084,-0.941,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,3,0,9,1,1,0,1,12,17,6,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,4,1,11,3,9,13,1,20,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,2,13,48,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16865992415788025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145392682831965,0.0,0.38654915419314334,0.19027977335593005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4219000684622049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21724890457126256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17236401180066047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516408112227161,0.1203275734400478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09572356356316472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256560614398708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24686152559021435,0.16881271842710718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990483852233287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616146691995938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21580320030667927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118984752755008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4789604067204343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18550361887921032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15198332713485274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,swedishgirl1234,2019/02/04,"Anxiety over the most important thing in my life Hi there! 

I've been dealing with anxiety for the majority of my life. I've been taking anti depressants for over 2 years (Thank God for medication). Even though the medication helps a lot I still struggle with anxiety. 

I've been together with my husband for almost 5 years and we've been married for a little more than 2 years. I love him so much. He's my rock, he makes me laugh, he makes me feel safe, he always listens to me, he's so sweet and caring. He's my everything. 

Unfortunately my anxiety makes me question all of this. It makes me question my love for him, if he's the one, it makes me wonder what it would be like to be with someone else and so on. You know how anxiety thoughts can be. 

It breaks my heart to have all this anxiety about this because I love my husband so much. Yes, we have our ups and downs but what relationship doesn't? It scares the crap out of me that my thoughts/anxiety may be how I really feel. What if I don't love him? What if I'm not attracted to him? What if? What if? What if? Ughh. 

Does anyone have any advice? Or is someone dealing with something similar? If you haven't I'd just appreciate someone telling me that it'll pass.  ",1.530728744939271,3.8185823360323887,3.2591295546558747,88.61679149797571,81.91497975708502,7.038866396761134,24.074898785425106,8.139509932561175,1.4698372469635623,955,36,204,20,26,317,119,247,0.095,0.765,0.14,0.9389,0,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,2,2,0,0,12,15,1,2,7,1,19,10,2,7,2,44,38,20,0,8,11,2,2,1,0,3,4,1,0,0,19,11,0,1,7,1,0,1,4,4,0,1,5,4,31,11,27,26,8,14,0,1,0,4,30,8,1,15,5,135,50,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519269305244786,0.0,0.0,0.09754693051755234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105698369377654,0.0,0.0,0.06624545872731097,0.0,0.5216548145976145,0.0,0.0,0.0681147489286822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059383206522251375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932096226464496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20086092709466544,0.08390329318366475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524841773490105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137763202523549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06434160933204476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755021256993535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851178038060646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154371015359232,0.06529514047765285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053536670290390026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761402093275502,0.04759198962930894,0.09763530131481304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281864717281598,0.3516829292141836,0.0,0.32512594335415995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19627048556226745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432222906292323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601084363425376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21825391952099385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06240646641722539,0.0,0.0,0.10458712434848938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975292887910776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476179344621365,0.07499473369055121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779564880280708,0.0,0.0,0.10183918335077713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324386613924425,0.0,0.08514489863451857,0.08968653317024518,0.0,0.0,0.06471811752092102,0.0,0.09570962475020313,0.07733653317237582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564228164631664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920073560364758,0.0,0.0,0.18819596605656616
anxiety,Phasko,2019/02/04,"On sick leave waiting for the doctor, what do i do? So I've had a lot of work related stress, I'm having a severe depressive episode, and it turned into crippling anxiety. I've spoken to the doctor and I should get a call in about a week so I can talk to someone.

It has reached the point that I can no longer handle bad news, decision making, or thinking about my problems without getting physically sick, cold sweat and then an anxiety attack.

I'm a workaholic, and I don't know what to do. I've been at home for a week now, and I don't know what i should be doing in the hours that I'm awake. Do I play games, read books, watch movies and such, or should I try to do as much as I can? 

Please give me some advice, I only need to wait a little bit longer for medical advice.",3.345409927495819,3.8822044110429488,4.6676185164528725,87.99086447295038,72.37423312883435,7.645064138315673,25.247629670942555,7.686295010490155,1.0980601226993865,601,17,134,7,11,200,96,163,0.195,0.767,0.038,-0.9718,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,1,1,12,0,19,6,1,1,0,25,33,13,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,0,7,7,0,2,4,4,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,2,13,1,19,27,4,12,0,1,1,0,4,7,0,4,5,87,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069218093716266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240275404144888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786594362896443,0.0,0.0,0.13112460389430902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17145062032948474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16035877769618095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352611725249759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214809639412008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409729518714267,0.15065025260364753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575272441557879,0.0,0.15465602608667525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17261379194520204,0.0,0.0,0.16628618970621495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15739865307506284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351260598324566,0.0,0.0,0.10482762868462596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15820461272649589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544490226275456,0.11644562425243295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119438513667807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17238639482747162,0.14845668854811084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502692382186351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15708580784781032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774142393577048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330622866822191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17989258066497432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262254636403196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10062701172348784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662209869127927,0.17081802482969974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519413406664658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15138414644518972,0.0,0.1143293998368546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,billbo6000,2019/02/04,"Anyone else with death anxiety and heart pain everyday? Doesn't it just suck when you have daily chest pain, you wake up in the middle of the night with this awful feeling you are going to die and you are lucky if you go 15 minutes without thinking about death once. And the best part is when you visit the doctor and they just tell you its all good, you just need to chill. There's only one difference between that and the doctor saying the same to someone with a broken ankle, this is worse.",4.532798232695144,5.8259035463917535,4.5338733431516935,87.23804123711342,70.23711340206185,6.7799705449189975,23.135493372606767,6.868970318607317,0.6817081001472753,392,9,76,3,7,121,68,97,0.24,0.648,0.112,-0.9509,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,8,1,1,7,6,1,0,7,1,6,7,3,0,1,19,12,8,3,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,8,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,3,0,1,0,2,9,3,12,12,4,10,0,0,0,0,12,3,1,2,4,56,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14526187616685646,0.0,0.0,0.13277234606092714,0.19456011885194446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19927310134118992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970711542171276,0.1983899165975533,0.0,0.3887116797511952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586249570146127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601180655797932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158325939000484,0.15926693563202332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22501521380407005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079768098218876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781946643313466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20222184416791275,0.12867131880582053,0.14441646779213624,0.4041030875940063,0.0,0.0,0.20562747588152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15100455899389312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16088935510732336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16596828329590346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167095144872815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18304283131107374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19350953142767985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,legiblepoet,2019/02/04,"I just want to feel better I made a stupid decision to poke bears on controversial topics on Facebook. I realized it really offended someone so I apologized and then deactivated my account. I could not sleep last night just thinking about it, spiraling and catastrophizing.   
My anxiety used to be so well under control but it seems like in the past week it is really spiraling. I don't know what I can do to fix it quickly, I don't have time for slow recovery. I know I can focus on making sure I shower and brush my teeth daily but that provides a small maintenance boost in mood in the long run. What do I do in the meantime, when I am spending days feeling like I can't breathe? ",3.774176349965828,5.66941638345865,5.2728229665071735,78.7943062200957,73.13533834586465,9.046889952153112,29.384142173615857,9.573946990214177,2.918554887218045,541,23,102,14,11,182,86,133,0.051,0.782,0.16699999999999998,0.9315,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,8,8,2,0,5,0,13,3,3,4,1,23,23,9,0,2,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,1,8,0,2,1,4,2,1,0,1,3,17,5,14,20,0,21,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,1,13,71,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16966726323405734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19615352073519146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24875417475468936,0.17707972343797462,0.0,0.0,0.1430349543364368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22428542005251734,0.15844543848335835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24377784134854824,0.1807868752407321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21670889194986026,0.0,0.0,0.19627545892064005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20986123041871016,0.14804525609713648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20813307536578105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211721804596045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841662282480931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019075252767675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22194823843331507,0.0,0.18792030837599985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090326272104278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142112837119611,0.0,0.0,0.12932640470810794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19155367864825265,0.0,0.0,0.13081634750685786,0.0,0.177905008290496,0.0,0.19941410678038973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,redhead_beaut666,2019/02/04,"Waking up with Anxiety Does anyone else ever wake up with anxiety that they cannot explain. Your heart races, stomach is flipped and you feel in complete panic. I’m not sure why this keeps happening but its always first when I wake up and its one of the worst feelings in the world :(  ",4.798818181818183,6.208236109090913,4.790681818181817,85.20602272727272,69.72727272727272,7.6818181818181825,28.29545454545455,8.07648339933343,1.8094545454545448,226,8,43,3,4,70,44,55,0.252,0.748,0.0,-0.9304,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,1,1,2,3,0,1,2,0,2,5,5,0,2,12,8,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,2,4,1,8,8,1,9,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,3,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066433092033427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37996717948290826,0.0,0.0,0.17364891318128864,0.2544592619577501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603854796879195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21732877714325088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20746075674806666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22464267785748268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25114184325272915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112425131726847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196110615422698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942905543628926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207408470263175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16828530436587072,0.0,0.0,0.2913798769310407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340626478765097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240931412477109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,last__day,2019/02/04,"Honestly - how helpful is seeing a therapist? I've now gotten to a point where I realise I am mentally ill and I'm done trying to suppress it through unconventional ways (like substance abuse.) 

I think I'm going to bite the bullet and schedule and appointment for next week. Can anybody here who has seen/is seeing one tell me: is it worth it? Do they truly help? Have you noticed any difference in your mental state as a result of therapy?",4.138928571428572,6.1629702738095276,5.385238095238098,77.8264285714286,72.45238095238095,8.133333333333335,29.857142857142854,8.841846274778883,2.6853285714285717,349,15,61,7,7,116,67,84,0.033,0.799,0.168,0.8875,0,0,0,0,1,0,11.0,0,2,1,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,8,1,0,2,0,7,15,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,7,2,8,13,0,10,0,0,2,0,7,3,0,0,5,39,11,0,0.0,0.2508403765628366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396928251228086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22119069554912654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166516643752639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203190222206904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283807968325857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343025366414647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4267054666434749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225154771120032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410319368013417,0.0,0.0,0.14345940051790845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001333001402636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374090978557591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18504287239449402,0.0,0.24210752849892356,0.2458103003439287,0.0,0.13565448708596356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14373641691496658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16804463638768524,0.16982007494058388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zanyotaku,2019/02/04,"Disney family trip ruined in a matter or seconds.  *long story*
 Back story/about me: I'm a 20-year-old girl who has a lot of mental health issues. I have a severe panic attack disorder, severe anxiety, insomnia, depression, and bipolar disorder. I started having severe panic attacks back in middle school they make me feel very nauseous to the point I'm crying, shaking and sitting by the toilet. I have minor panic attacks almost every day but everyone in a while i have a huge attack where I'm sobbing and thinking I'm gonna vomit. So the back story is my brother Ryan had bought my family (3 brothers) me and my parents Disney world tickets for Christmas. i have four brothers and one sister, Ryan is married and has a son, and my sister is engaged. So my family including their spouses and one of my best friends went to Disney World on Saturday. I also took my panic attack medicine at night, therefore, it would be less effective by the afternoon, because of my insomnia, i only had 2 hours of sleep. We went to the animal kingdom in the morning where at lunchtime i ate at Pandora, i had a really sweet drink and a hotdog. 
   Here's where the story begins. After eating at pandora we headed over to magic kingdom. Slowly through the after noon i realized i had to go number 2, but when i went to the bathroom i had diarrhea but not much came out . During the day i went to the bathroom at least 3 times to try to go but still barely anything. Around 8:00pm my best friend, my second to youngest brother, and i went to ride thunder mountain. In the line i started getting the urge to go #2 again but held it in. It got so bad i thought i was gonna poop my pants. Slowly without me noticing my panic and anxiety were escalating. I started to feel a bit nauseous like all my other panic attacks and just tried to shrug it off. 
    By the time we got to the front of the line all hell broke loose i literally started pooping my self but just a tiny bit which made me feel sick. My panic and anxiety made it ten times worse where i was grabbing for my brother cause i thought ""this is it, imma be sick"". Nothing. At this point i can't ride the ride and i need the bathroom NOW! Thank God were at the end of the line. I tell the cast member i feel sick and need out fast. He clears a couple people and points to the exit and directs me out. I go out the exit and as I'm quickly going down the stairs ,my friend and brother are pissed and yelling while following me cause they were leaving the line we just waited 40 minutes in.  While heading to the bathroom i instruct my brother to call my mom cause she knows how to help me with panic attacks. Though at this moment i didn't know it was a panic attack and i thought the sick feeling was real because i had bad diarrhea. My brother is yelling from behind telling me that mom was at Pirates of the Caribbean and says we have to go there. My friend is getting mad at me too but i don't stop and keep going to the nearest bathroom. I got super upset and since i was in distress my bipolar acted up and i snapped really fast and yelled at them to "" just leave, i don't care go"". They didn't. I finally made it to the bathroom and went to the bathroom. I didn't throw up and again nothing really came out. When i realized nothing more was coming out i headed out. Walking was agonizing as each step made me more nauseous, but i didn't stop till right outside the bathroom. My whole family was outside the bathroom about 30 feet away mingling my friend and brother were right outside the bathroom and told everyone I'm out. My friend asked me if i finally went number 2 and if i feel better. Not be able to talk cause i feel so sick i shake my head no. I sat down and tried to calm my stomach and panic. Finally my mom comes over and started talking to me, i tell her what I'm feeling and she right away knows its a panic attack. My sister also came over aggravated not really knowing the severity of my panic attack and starts getting mad at me for making them late for a fast pass. I try to tell them to leave and go ahead to their ride and that"" ill be fine its just a panic attack"". My dad also comes over not really knowing how to handle this but tells my friend to get me a paper towel cause at this point i started crying because i felt bad for keeping them from our rare family trip. My friend now knowing that this is really bad suggested that we go home for me and her took her car and drove to Disney behind the rest of our family. I really didn't want to leave and ruin this for my friend but she insisted and said her feet hurt really bad anyway. My friend got the house key from my dad. My dad being really worried said he didn't want to just leave me but at this point i calmed down a bit and told him i was fine and to go and enjoy the rest of their night. He was hesitant but my bff assured him she would look after me so he and my family left. It may sound cruel but they knew i wasn't
  physically in any danger and i had stopped crying and was calming down. Though the texted me and called me a couple times as my and my friend slowly walked to the exit. As we were slowly walking and my friend kept talking to me to get my mind off my attack i started feeling a bit better. My friend drove me home and told me that my das asked her to stay with me till they got home. I told her that's not necessary ill be okay because i felt a lot better, plus she was really tired so i called my dad and told him I'm gonna be fine and that I'm sending my friend home. About an hour or 2 they got home by that time it was like nothing happened. They kept asking if i was okay and and even asked the next morning when i woke up. I assured them i was completely fine.
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anxiety,woopseii,2019/02/04,"Drug induced Panic attack 5 weeks Ago i did a stupid thing and tried mdma and a thc capsule which induced an extreme Panic attack which led me to believe i Was dying. Now i have this constant urge to check my pulse 24/7 to see if it's beating normally. It have started to feel like a big fog in my chest and i also feel breathless and ill. Is this normal? My heart is Good according to the doctor.

Thankyou

P.s if anyone have tips om reducing anxiety it is very welcomed! Chest feels heavy and exercise makes it worse.
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anxiety,Charliechops5,2019/02/04,"Has anyone been on prochlorperazine before? Im currently experiencing some bad Vertigo at the moment and my GP has issued prochlorperazine to help. However looking online at side effects (I know I shouldn't look) people have said it makes their anxiety 100x worse and a lot of people can feel suicidal on it? 

My vertigo is bad but I already suffer with GAD I don't want that to get any worse! Anyone had any experience with that drug? ",3.4218518518518515,6.318484024691357,4.818765432098768,76.54444444444448,79.12345679012347,8.538271604938272,25.049382716049386,9.150863307647796,2.7184419753086417,350,13,59,10,9,116,60,81,0.245,0.7340000000000001,0.021,-0.9575,2,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,9,3,0,2,0,13,17,3,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,5,7,0,9,13,2,7,0,1,2,0,3,5,0,2,2,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21053400830073507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259478240137155,0.0,0.14594862786642707,0.0,0.0,0.2668001025119636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31859201046417746,0.0,0.0,0.1623424536480902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212479454701191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18662258066381576,0.0,0.0,0.09646571967732252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996763491227492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12787795923031878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060785974744467,0.19912809658322952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484945879034598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204196805757015,0.0,0.0,0.16219705646088867,0.0,0.0,0.12734926925593082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645301018089057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814785146784281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20868585838343784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252887597288223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888487652259725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OsrsAdam,2019/02/04,"Cant accept being forgiven I recently had an incidebt which involved disappointing my girlfriend (made a bad impression when meeting her parents) and she has told me and comforted me about how I have been forgiven, but I still feel soo anxious that its made me believe I havent been forgiven? Does anyone have any advice on how I can move forward and stop worring all the time?",10.758809523809523,8.550520500000005,10.029999999999998,64.71166666666669,58.28571428571429,13.333333333333332,46.19047619047619,11.855464076750405,5.590190476190474,305,16,50,7,3,98,54,70,0.241,0.713,0.046,-0.9045,2,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,4,1,12,14,7,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,6,1,11,3,2,7,1,8,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,6,38,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467838702721699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717391342597456,0.0,0.0,0.2853037568084599,0.0,0.1765852065344534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21086437163389327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28453152468209475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22100366938464908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769424653388833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4779280202648402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26841517114978275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804211302777428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24935753747596184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20168261540109392,0.21113877346099985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14726091247725046,0.0,0.0,0.2413173932030638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,the-cosmic-explorer,2019/02/04,"I get somatic symptoms from anxiety whenever bad weather comes and I need to drive. TW: death ideation, nonsuicidal 

I live in the Midwest, and with that comes difficult driving conditions: rain, sleet, snow and winds. Without fail I get super sick from anxiety, and usually have to miss work (when I was younger I would skip class). Usually I get dizzy, throw up/feel nauseated, get a fever and have body aches.

I got into a bad accident caused by weather on my birthday a couple years ago. Since then, it has been hard for me to conceptually see me drive in bad weather without getting into an accident. I end up in a mental spiral thinking that I will die in a car accident where I either hit someone or slide off the road into a steep, long ditch. I have enough money to get a new car in that scenario but I want to avoid it if at all possible. I just feel it’s unavoidable.

I also worry about my mother doing the same. She is disabled, and I care about her a lot. It’s just another situation related to driving that I think is out of my control, so I focus on it.

Thanks for listening. It just feels good to get it out there. I am aware that one way to resolve this issue is to try to imagine times where the weather was bad, I drove and I was fine. It happens a lot more than the one accident, which makes me feel a little better. I also know what to do when I lose control of my car. Those things help a little.",2.8674468085106386,4.679270230496456,4.4329255319148935,84.20875000000002,75.41843971631207,7.67872340425532,27.352836879432626,8.472884824447931,1.991585815602837,1103,44,221,21,24,369,161,282,0.174,0.73,0.095,-0.9336,1,2,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,8,13,16,0,1,17,0,16,4,1,4,1,44,43,16,2,4,9,1,4,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,18,15,0,3,8,0,1,12,2,9,0,2,6,6,32,7,39,34,7,44,0,3,1,0,5,20,0,4,11,153,50,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922409672520598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16642998102864498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911368341207878,0.15920787478835052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475356887696881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920306739592468,0.0,0.11558476521731287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060938691364306,0.1068960316403516,0.0,0.17927317332518825,0.0,0.0,0.2334193571142273,0.0,0.11513798402887347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079955748642426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092164330844053,0.1075195308442569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21045901485022656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3805613646300512,0.0,0.0,0.08727875136660566,0.08322453397093177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201797490967553,0.0,0.09321535586935414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974775446317731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860931524714264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05718744927837593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20858651878923729,0.0918849498443982,0.09208788452241257,0.0,0.11641406886902045,0.0,0.1769324524222151,0.0,0.0,0.0694593940706382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486579461142304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715754524109948,0.0,0.10049967824645943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14102452586911485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730954221031464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292059962130939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607769310047031,0.11696533471043745,0.0,0.0,0.08816784203338547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815590430265032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580244790732596,0.0,0.0,0.06913138308835008,0.13335208187300246,0.0,0.0,0.060676943964117075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064842029305768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292099460594118,0.0,0.06137599050386688,0.0825962435569455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20061602491492347,0.0,0.0757553226832871,0.10567575390603637,0.0,0.07391968039652748,0.0,0.0,0.06700981591918141
anxiety,RicketyRocketship,2019/02/04,"Irrational fear of food allergies Im a 27 year old man whos never had an allergic reaction to any food, yet in the past few months ive convinced myself im going to have a fatal reaction to something i eat.

In turn this has essentially destroyed my diet and i only eat maybe two or three ""safe"" foods.

I do suffer from health anxiety and i take medication.

I need someone to lay some facts on me about food allergies, so i can help myself understand that im not at much risk.

Anyone?",3.0063265306122453,4.6433285612244894,5.201785714285716,79.58696428571429,74.61224489795919,8.981632653061224,26.535714285714285,9.516144504307137,2.4979959183673475,381,14,75,10,8,133,75,98,0.172,0.736,0.092,-0.845,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,1,2,4,0,6,10,0,0,2,10,12,4,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,7,1,1,0,0,1,2,5,0,2,1,0,11,2,11,11,3,11,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,2,6,45,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149833649120737,0.0,0.10293006963430662,0.0,0.0,0.09408020319015843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753556460045054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140569806138313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6507916031111849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646763385448349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430199245189097,0.0,0.0,0.09018575536260684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4360099446963918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13517314990132834,0.0,0.0,0.13554455864810314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739620069057056,0.0,0.09890943162593248,0.09976681762803917,0.10377294010264006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14118716317134253,0.0,0.0,0.1023310277853674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12844281020852552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400343270792725,0.10358284945285752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116454831284333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463513192545787,0.1314354006054261,0.14007087046276662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664552589390005
anxiety,softgrit,2019/02/04,"Fear of my own emotions I'm sat in my dressing gown, really apprehensive about going to work. I'm mostly afraid that i won't be able to contain my emotions - i have really big mood swings, i'm way too sensitive and i often feel like exploding or pushing people away when i know i'm feeling particularly vulnerable.

Can anyone relate? I really, really don't want to talk to people as it's difficult to pretend i feel ok like this. Twitchy eyes and heart palpitations are at an all-time high currently.",3.430126002290951,5.7614097216494855,5.64426116838488,73.79246277205041,75.49484536082474,9.259564719358536,27.27262313860252,9.725611199111238,3.0667351660939297,401,16,71,12,9,140,70,97,0.118,0.789,0.093,-0.3307,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,5,8,0,3,1,1,6,2,2,0,0,11,17,5,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,4,1,0,2,2,4,0,0,1,4,9,3,11,14,2,10,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,3,4,38,12,1,0.1951662751141195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364647974017139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833651399506303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4390715816818225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21961631895766445,0.2960457983644001,0.13942682593759262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091749175592906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312729756992089,0.0,0.20620388503012135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725828076368388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19069676758283727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706074428767385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.500114053424775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15686725916962155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151141256461352,0.15491390494323634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420833727021971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ssilvianaa,2019/02/04,"I don't even know if this is anxiety Hi guys, first time poster here.

I (23/F) have always been panicky, worrying all the time, underestimating and shaming myself and very scared of socializing. Like it is very hard for me to greet people or say goodbye to them (this usually requires kissing on the cheek and it makes me terrified, I prepare myself for that in advance) and I am very awkward and uncomfortable  when I am somewhere with people I don't know that well and I instantly want to go home.

I always make scenarios in my head about what might happen in certain situations (far off in the future or immediate) or if I take a certain decision. And I cannot get myself to do the things that I should do to feel better physically and emotionally because I instantly start to worry or overthink. I also sit on the couch a lot and think about things I should do instead if just doing them.

I don't really have anxiety attacks, it's constant. Of course, it sometimes gets worse. As an example, some collaborator at work got me so anxious at some point that I couldn't stop shivering for an hour and felt like shit the whole day. Since then, I cannot talk to that person and not lose myself, my voice or get extremely aggitated.

I have never been to a doctor to tell me that I have anxiety, in fact, it just occured to me a few months ago that this might really be anxiety.

So is this anxiety? Should I go see a specialist or just try to analyze my reactions and deal with this by myself?",5.7254176245210715,6.206553710344827,6.847126436781611,74.66773946360155,67.06896551724138,10.444444444444443,31.97318007662836,10.380263240014207,3.285295019157088,1176,46,224,29,18,397,155,290,0.15,0.7709999999999999,0.079,-0.9587,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,2,6,13,13,2,3,13,0,27,5,3,2,5,52,45,27,0,8,13,0,3,2,0,5,1,2,2,2,20,14,0,2,6,0,0,3,8,6,1,1,4,6,35,7,32,34,6,31,0,1,1,1,10,12,1,14,17,169,55,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525573749335367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593475901313477,0.17882865047754815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4110284177276767,0.12139785067902165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224989182158623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550588363565701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503857105100633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612478124982654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930203250765336,0.11078529846887852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998862943011836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208766800787432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709755201962111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054334395195848637,0.0,0.10317729435955852,0.0,0.0,0.0914043955736889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16842835453975308,0.0,0.12214261842920945,0.0,0.08594461438461057,0.0,0.0,0.10640110104817832,0.09502545695031532,0.0,0.096261972673996,0.0,0.11028372485990266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778993238161197,0.0,0.10582526650314054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811308616245693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499787792626973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021890397591185,0.0,0.09135762418845107,0.0,0.0,0.14345915931171827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279935984531349,0.0,0.0,0.08577258442871277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287884682265997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899679534824467,0.09382887434229507,0.0,0.0,0.10158329440698807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376817105929603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854555463425675,0.1075849994766248,0.0,0.08563074635519442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030490816978727,0.08889102512992958,0.12078818718968795,0.0,0.10954070822867706,0.0,0.0,0.10627949532051098,0.0,0.07605988772408982,0.0,0.0,0.08984036375790967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079563993475425,0.08637130842695416,0.09392372269477656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427816961637356,0.0688552564197188,0.0,0.0,0.1253201742854837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295746757908529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118350680305846,0.26599427798756514,0.06338198106547235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661836139768502,0.0,0.0,0.11997390631033565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823128211052399,0.2182592436607576,0.109509691898212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Wazzupdj,2019/02/04,"My personal descent into (and reemergence from) anxiety I just wanted to share this, so here I go. About 6 months ago, I started going downhill. A combination of moving, my mom having cancer, increased toughness of university courses and excess personal projects was too much at once, and I went down the rabbit hole, until I was officially nonfunctional in December. 

During this time, I was desperately trying to untangle my life and my thoughts with it, but I couldn't escape the ever-present possibility of panic attacks. It was horrible. I thought I would be like this forever, and I couldn't bear to do that.

What turned this around is that my therapists prescribed me emergency medication, as she saw Ia was'nt doing too hot. Oxazepam, to be taken when needed. I realized speed is of the essence, before tolerance took this from me as well. So I took one, slept 11 hours, and then began doing the things I needed to do but couldn't. Things like hygiene and mental maintenance at first. But gradually, I started doing things I was so afraid of. Asserting myself, regaining contact with friends, and actually approaching my dark thoughts without feeling like I'm dying. I've bow emerged on the other side with actual self esteem and a confidence I didn't know I had. My courses for uni start again in a week and I couldn't be more excited.",6.907418032786888,8.115932241803282,7.332090163934428,69.65706967213117,64.69672131147541,10.526229508196721,35.74180327868852,10.550175099000144,4.141890163934427,1073,50,174,27,16,351,151,244,0.118,0.774,0.108,-0.1683,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,1,12,11,1,2,8,0,23,4,1,0,0,34,45,21,1,8,5,1,2,3,1,1,3,0,0,3,14,15,0,0,6,0,0,8,6,4,1,2,17,3,29,7,29,20,3,32,0,0,1,0,8,9,0,0,18,131,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.2519918759322055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445113383361455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877130697781114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493819417391925,0.0,0.14688499714774148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098658929461242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339992018779438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167903550257926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06528355456554491,0.09223855412864512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982369131848713,0.0,0.0,0.09975260103674782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467561066293246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715057442470534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095728292914541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119652908350212,0.18923468278680056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13006804774317893,0.13011582002217456,0.0,0.0,0.15121591486877028,0.10305698951090016,0.1372269851431914,0.09491311789484742,0.19147172454363104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750143103607584,0.08749050104799108,0.0,0.0,0.15148661687400947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22547347461472755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455558253068184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346933112043059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274161135644566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991047127067028,0.257331381499719,0.0,0.0,0.3075045703425012,0.07528699276618671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868992129644113,0.08765944294576583,0.14043817450098836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615435866075937,0.0,0.10356688645652297,0.0,0.11608834598422535,0.11968930551613947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446059598422587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917183707634208,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kingofbong,2019/02/04,"28 Days Till Physiatrist, out of medication.... help so in the last 6 months I have experienced extreme anxiety which has made my life a living hell, I can’t feel content doing anything wether it be working, waking home from work, being at home, being with friends etc... not cool with living like this. so my doctor finally after 6 months of hoop jumping prescribed me 5mg Valium 3 times a day..... now as an occasional xannax recreational user this is the equivalent of having a Pez... so I have been taking 10mg morning and lunch, 15-20mg at night which barely does anything for me anyway, constant thoughts running through my head to the point I can’t make a single straight thought.. anyway (small violin) people live in 3rd world countries and such... so basically my GP is already becoming suspicious and reluctantly prescribed me the 5mg valiums, and said go to a physiatrist... now I can’t get in for a month and I’ve had about half the Valiums ?????? so just looking for some advice... positivity only please, I’ve made like 5 posts on reddit and people have been unnecessarily rude on every single one, what’s with it ? anyway thank u guys ",4.7361143330571664,6.682210741784044,5.8607898370615885,75.35990057995029,70.69014084507046,8.579839823253245,29.430820215410108,9.168548406835145,2.743157083678542,900,36,156,19,17,299,140,213,0.07200000000000001,0.8240000000000001,0.104,0.7648,0,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,0,2,13,7,2,0,12,1,17,6,2,3,0,19,29,13,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,3,1,2,1,7,10,1,0,3,0,0,3,4,2,0,2,8,5,12,5,25,18,4,30,1,0,1,0,4,12,1,1,16,98,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919051959977562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458929998017368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113749939138007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21758913022090065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14601153171129747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428681021364287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17052432309456445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13531880597873186,0.1156946718185886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14744503253172964,0.0,0.0,0.11138955574959483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06684750523371323,0.0,0.0,0.14482559925024713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214230159887512,0.0,0.06907236365362225,0.0,0.07513591800622313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13090507649074531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356818613365001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861513268671409,0.0,0.265227506188269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776582433233256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338125804846033,0.1291786936967942,0.0,0.3502218996887758,0.0,0.11102004082857757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501936986449382,0.08824876828339935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13318399342856682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.316577552718148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406670787218402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958644739287044,0.10054889010696247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18331047987093949,0.0,0.0,0.145122876509094,0.12497773795129673,0.0,0.1266171424787863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575851815911568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940272536266953,0.0,0.0,0.12171784881621793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20991415589177087,0.07709058853275674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924956014131876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dawnday2018,2019/02/04,"When I start to feel anxious I get mind blocks I'm currently in university and trying to finish my degree. I dont even want to say how long I have been in school but it's been toooo long. This is mainly because of my depression and some major family issues I've been going through for the past couple of years. I now have 6 more courses to finish..
This semester I am taking courses that are really difficult and it's making me anxious. What if I cant get through these? What if I fail, what am I going to do then? Am I even competent enough to do this in the first place? These thoughts keep coming into my head when ever I'm in a lecture or I'm trying to do an assignment or I'm trying to study. 
My mind completely blocks and I just feel so anxious. It's making me think maybe I should just quit.

I'm not too sure what to do and how I can get over this ",0.2682234432234409,2.4631912802197853,2.5724175824175823,92.05591575091576,86.74725274725273,5.6644688644688665,18.556776556776555,7.07126945348624,0.2788468864468867,671,18,147,10,21,228,97,182,0.159,0.825,0.017,-0.9717,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,4,12,4,0,0,4,0,18,1,1,4,2,33,39,16,0,4,8,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,14,7,0,3,4,0,0,3,3,3,0,1,4,3,19,1,20,34,5,24,0,2,0,0,1,7,0,5,14,104,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4651133105508711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365787430316668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821677884878525,0.1438894768422639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184917344377588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820128224552215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16083972849796832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14180161330311872,0.0,0.18128634613042394,0.12413794130187075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937401466382709,0.0,0.13878142699104432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673298658470795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21510064945534155,0.0,0.155988916605475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408438674505977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323887019280532,0.0,0.12198178268006026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24289932235408174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832123719464626,0.0,0.13787214370581305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27713875007030603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100741974256735,0.0,0.0,0.14338255217297813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459675226284003,0.0,0.0,0.08791698240950932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913568305097243,0.0,0.13889029561789948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713644292054524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293434334035507,0.0,0.10318449450281644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793537415221789,0.0,0.10895016200839552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795229823700672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094542826951051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837557167403211
anxiety,CrimsonSpirit13,2019/02/04,"Question on anxiety flare-ups I struggle with anxiety every day. I constantly feel like I am going to mess up, and every day I feel like something bad might happen. It increases with the amount of people around, and I always feel like everyone is judging me. I have always felt like I am not worth it and do my best to avoid social situations. If I am working, I am ok, but if I am somewhere where it is just a social gathering or party, it skyrockets. But recently, I was at my parents house a little while ago and we went over to the neighbors via my parents insistence, and they had about 40 people there and I knew virtually none of them. I started to feel more and more panicked and alone and it got so bad that I felt like I was going to throw up. I got lightheaded and cloudy vision and started sweating, and I stumbled to the bathroom and felt like I was going to pass out. It was so uncontrollable, I was crying and shaking and I don't know how long it lasted. There has been two other times this has happened, before giving a speech in my college speech class and when I tried to go to an event at the beginning of the semester. All recently.

I didn't have episodes like that in the past, so I was just wondering if you all have moments when your anxiety flares up like that so much that can hardly function, and if so, is it certain things that trigger it or does it happen randomly? Is there anything that helps if you feel it start?",4.804567537725437,5.588540111888117,5.628778064041224,81.5174181082076,69.20979020979021,8.678395288921605,30.08759661391241,8.841846274778883,2.339072727272727,1136,43,222,19,19,372,145,286,0.121,0.752,0.127,0.1985,2,2,1,0,0,0,27.0,1,3,2,2,16,18,0,4,10,1,27,1,1,2,3,54,53,35,0,5,12,2,9,8,1,1,0,2,1,0,20,22,0,1,12,0,1,9,4,7,0,1,16,11,34,11,26,36,9,41,0,0,0,0,15,13,0,11,27,167,54,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410804419074519,0.0,0.0,0.09827016063719067,0.0,0.0,0.15790049431916273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21775567896455766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808061479287816,0.08446597592329984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15844666388322834,0.0,0.0,0.08073843455672527,0.0,0.09957384237572957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253480252234164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422450725432654,0.12238335592265755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303274244154274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598860197768925,0.09066476141452827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398784489243345,0.20335327733897865,0.2733076451404548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102040818157082,0.21569675525600904,0.0,0.15177318689326716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25171413951775456,0.0,0.08499652057302771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06359806699081598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094822292314228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052145208949489104,0.0773422993050007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3708402827566516,0.09509768090342256,0.0,0.08396845882674063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065585632173217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974991375608919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21071265966170816,0.0,0.09057654853903248,0.1315598343701236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629066185602976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187371008298173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665245425850724,0.0,0.19344251529260248,0.0,0.07304555993477706,0.0,0.0,0.20147600237583246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919230064677444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06303604132720585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05532703348987664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06441932075340573,0.0,0.09268689250380753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795748071963977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289655334311652,0.06907594551257039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MsMNnice,2019/02/04,"My family is adopting our first ever dog. She's a rescue and our shelter requires a home visit. As the title states. My family and I (28, still live at home). Are adopting our first ever dog. (I've never had a pet). She's a rescue puppy from a local shelter. We've made it to the final state of adopting... A home visit. I'm so nervous about it. I don't know why. My parents own a nice house, it's clean, we have everything we will need for the puppy. But of course my anxiety is giving me a million ""what ifs"".  I'm really excited, I've wanted a puppy ever since I could talk, but I don't wanna be let down if something were to go wrong, for whatever reason. We've met the puppy and fell in love. So of course, I'm lying in bed thinking about everything that could go wrong. Wish us luck!!! ",0.3947878787878771,2.495310933333336,3.1462121212121232,88.83265151515154,85.12121212121212,5.606060606060606,18.863636363636363,6.937597516519254,0.35645454545454536,604,16,126,8,18,212,95,165,0.096,0.75,0.154,0.8272,1,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,6,0,0,3,8,7,0,1,13,0,13,1,0,2,4,25,27,10,0,8,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,5,5,0,1,3,0,0,5,3,3,0,3,4,0,17,4,16,18,1,20,0,0,0,1,15,5,0,3,8,82,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474024228020933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186323134147531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37154464557630784,0.0,0.0,0.2461022558886032,0.0,0.25814413611691545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14998460951804235,0.0,0.23292108586533916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131342148926453,0.1556248533585652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4120132506445383,0.0,0.0,0.1579824958357535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752453645997988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14000572197719474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120899194482701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357189048511187,0.1295530775960928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101521359958387,0.10559793583251847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520288366031554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771179256159553,0.1407722860620447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325819708667405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540450216649493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934116609594012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100477653188882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773014137973154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16469289662939726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075650936373444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235452490373538,0.0,0.15744645814845748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993919536486839,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Evietta,2019/02/04,"Anxiety Attacks as you Fall Asleep? Hi Everyone, I recently have been diagnosed with anxiety and anxiety attacks. I know I am anxious but it hits me the most during the night. The worst part for me is every night I am just dozing off then all of a sudden my body will jerk (muscles flex), my heart will flutter and race, pain in centre of chest and my chest will go really tight. This prevents me from sleeping... quite often I barely get any sleep. 
I have a worry that it’s my heart and not anxiety but it seems too much of a reaccurance etc. Could I be scared to sleep or does anyone else suffer with this? I never know whether to get up or keep trying to sleep.
Any tips on calming anxiety attacks would be welcome too.
Thanks all (sorry if these are stupid questions).",2.2231000000000023,4.7194194933333335,3.327583333333333,87.90337500000004,80.73333333333333,6.416666666666668,23.375,7.6454224807358475,1.2695000000000003,604,21,116,10,16,194,100,150,0.268,0.6579999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.9858,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,1,4,12,5,1,6,0,14,12,10,0,3,28,23,12,0,3,8,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,7,6,0,3,4,0,0,2,2,9,0,0,1,1,16,3,15,14,7,12,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,7,6,82,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521635500177375,0.0,0.4279368729461572,0.1263917879186263,0.0,0.07822862279676665,0.11463358598769174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3818366383036558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427270460853335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932653437767725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355515610734444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790634803612404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346081692911536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477501724439626,0.0,0.0,0.094263153534931,0.10690548601248906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690465549101835,0.0,0.06358359657103095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651550689047074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944348134118516,0.0,0.0,0.12297189821038107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224417417624226,0.0,0.08628822975001928,0.0,0.0,0.20998232830768165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190474859723192,0.0,0.0,0.12115440243863032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533044467359244,0.1189974297308669,0.0,0.0,0.07167275807687046,0.0,0.1104673325901264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201071815536587,0.0,0.0,0.1018507322441366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4478404769459174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523974053245165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300344761852956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595871523060904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361888156071502,0.0,0.07947585989731196,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Siddhantp,2019/02/04,"I wrote a poem on depersonalization A shadow lives its life
It guides me 
Tells me what to do
Where to go and how to behave

The shadow tells me
How I am walking or breathing
Or if I speak too loud or too low

It guides me in time 
And tells if I am fast or slow
If I am happy or awe (change)

It tells me how I feel
It guides me through various ordeals 
But it's a shadow 

It's outside me 
Guiding in the environment
It has no feel",0.3774349881796688,2.0709530319148968,2.9195035460992886,92.73388888888887,82.51063829787235,5.454373522458629,20.01891252955083,6.42735559955562,-0.05230591016548436,331,9,80,3,9,115,50,94,0.049,0.909,0.042,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,5,0,5,2,1,3,0,17,9,14,0,3,9,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,9,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,4,13,1,7,8,1,10,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,8,3,58,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533146965738431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421542081168616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608943716237873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25490737654294543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16913618927604318,0.0,0.0,0.21144570388930367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8371870013666426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13962982129359836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,impishlygrinning,2019/02/05,"Tonight’s Resurgence of Previously “Handled” Anxiety History with Anxiety:
-my anxiety is not a chronic disorder-that is, it’s not a day in, day out sort of anxiety
-(4 years ago) first year of teaching, I had several anxiety attacks in relation to worrying about my students and things that are completely out of my control
-another resurgence of anxiety attacks a year ago in relation to asthma attacks at the gym

Generally I can control my anxiety. I recognize the things I can control in life and act quickly to address them. I set aside the things I can’t control or push through them as best as I can. I’ll have that anxious knot in my gut a few times a week, but can move on from it pretty easily. 

Tonight, however, my anxiety peaked unexpectedly, though fortunately I haven’t had a full panic attack yet. I’m going to write it all down to clear myself out a bit-here’s what’s up:
1. I’m throwing a birthday party for a close friend this weekend. 4 of our closest friends either are already working or have dates that night and can’t make it. She had expressed with me last night that she worries our friends feel obligated to be her friend, and I dread her coming to the party and finding the people she cares for absent. Plus, I have to plan a party. There’s no one else who could help plan it with me. 
2. I have parent teacher conferences this week (tomorrow-Friday). 22 back to back 10 minute sessions, in which parents will be kind to me, be stern to me, possibly cry (for good and for bad reasons), and in worst case scenarios, be angry. 
3. My heater broke and I had to put in a maintenance request tonight. I already feel like my roommates have designated me the apartment caretaker-I own the furniture, I control the utilities, and I always end up being the one to put in the maintenance requests. I hate feeling like it’s all on me to keep the house running. When I try to delegate, it doesn’t get done for a few days. When I wait to see if they’ll be proactive, they won’t do it without getting my go ahead (for literally no reason, I’m not in charge here people. Plus I’ve even explained to them how I feel here without any effect). 
4. I’m starting a new DnD campaign that I’m genuinely excited about, but I am very nervous about it. My former best friend, who I also dated on and off for a couple years and very recently (last few weeks) reconnected with is DMing it. 
5. My roommates have taken turns being sick for the past couple months. Fevers, colds, strep throat, throwing up, and more make me afraid to come home! Also, my students keep getting sick and coming back to school too soon. The number of kids I have had to send home this week is unreal people. If your child was vomiting yesterday, then he is not ready to come back today! He will vomit again, all over the hallway, while hundreds of students are trying to go home, leaving me to stand over the puddle while waving frantically for him to go to the office and parting streams of first, second, and third graders. 


I recognize that this is just one of those hard periods and that things will cool down and chill out next week, but man did I freak out tonight. Writing it all out really helped though, thanks to those of you who read this far!",5.714027607110674,6.2228341325878604,6.202268370607031,79.18448226427459,67.09904153354633,9.423707708691737,33.303678217416234,9.40045753921074,2.965739215204392,2541,108,485,47,39,824,300,626,0.136,0.735,0.129,0.7444,3,0,0,0,0,0,86.0,2,2,5,14,25,29,5,5,30,1,47,10,2,11,5,79,80,38,0,3,15,2,5,2,5,5,8,0,4,3,34,34,0,8,9,3,0,17,13,14,0,7,9,8,60,15,90,58,15,105,0,1,1,0,39,33,0,5,55,336,94,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309563904321548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283433108989449,0.09300750935975917,0.048386728414928866,0.0,0.0,0.03954503207608109,0.060976945791275626,0.3558860684356213,0.06569467269674881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26462302538342697,0.0,0.1788597373936312,0.04855409558169358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12205287865728096,0.0,0.06348640575287001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059289356795764414,0.0,0.0,0.20036956374015785,0.06097076908719254,0.0,0.3261094081031876,0.04642926202495457,0.12868711587951367,0.06387672120267525,0.11250877138296364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059509201320950826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0485781384948995,0.0,0.051504992133231335,0.0,0.0,0.038408534769696065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117612636092046,0.0830869242076653,0.0,0.0,0.05314944165715128,0.09892731735645653,0.0,0.0,0.22463862535990856,0.0,0.0911453173384158,0.0,0.13219541030008392,0.04877474139254103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05209234556122465,0.05741259320609116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795548477458072,0.0,0.1749921671975293,0.0,0.0,0.06709905393170061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337549719196046,0.0,0.060555866183259324,0.0,0.09480251084946836,0.0,0.061574070076268965,0.0,0.0,0.041074142865439485,0.05681979693740542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763319089769266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04641599360187248,0.06180586969054563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05616310659526885,0.061844808077479003,0.1091425365321656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182149378554858,0.0,0.0,0.06822828682424914,0.12914077667204704,0.06297243630337998,0.0555122119638343,0.12094483940841567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555710862718311,0.0,0.059161008234728876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691669125153642,0.0,0.0,0.05816726306313871,0.0,0.0372533568886984,0.1195789085948627,0.05741761690137283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05885244931326016,0.04633923766456712,0.0,0.0,0.06569467269674881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04115994971440637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05353811263665805,0.0,0.0,0.15453316091014074,0.0,0.11426715894039373,0.0,0.03390862270598281,0.0,0.055120847580128085,0.0,0.0,0.0789621385647797,0.06325216212925634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596219885750584,0.0,0.0,0.2332282342976543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211199268106012,0.0,0.04233500382545086,0.11811139567243754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979070580381346
anxiety,NekoTaleStuckTrash,2019/02/05,"I need to see my therapist. I’m just writing this as a temporary fix, but I am freaking out. Between school and work and everything going on I keep having such bad panic attacks that I end up vomiting. I am not on anxiety meds because I thought I could learn to cope, but I may need them because now my anxiety is getting in the way of other things in my life which only gives me more anxiety. ",6.762375000000002,5.430756487500003,7.845000000000002,74.44000000000005,65.375,11.5,38.75,10.686352973137794,4.100624999999999,309,15,61,7,4,106,60,80,0.197,0.74,0.063,-0.9373,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,3,4,1,1,2,0,6,2,0,0,0,15,15,5,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,1,13,0,11,12,1,10,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,1,2,46,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4645439438633272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302778609064884,0.0,0.0,0.16900922741096927,0.246782300346296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616130134871173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17928083767103406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18191879589492996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575420728120287,0.1941762418770204,0.1150378968778331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17991698438952422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429726796285548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22483897339017855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30017837088994825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15394678282026572,0.0,0.23749201597914205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048561891744414,0.16129965274143826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350210254419053,0.13447645261383992,0.0,0.0,0.16069600039141635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606687055366977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14736153980957978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Apartmenthorse,2019/02/05,"Help with irrational fears? I posted this on the OCD subreddit too but there's a lot of overlap with my anxiety.

How do you handle irrational fears??? Like, today at work I believe (not even totally sure it actually happened) that some toilet water splashed up around my lady bits. Now I'm paranoid about contracting an STD or STI from this. In spite of doing lots of research and only finding people suing ""it's theoretically possible but highly improbable,"" I'm still scared. Like, I'm so convinced that I'll just end up being the anomaly.

The thing is I get like this SO often. My therapist tells me that if writing down reasons why it's irrational doesn't help I should just distract myself, but that doesn't keep the intrusive thoughts from coming :/

Advice? Anyone find something that worked for you?",4.382403474903473,7.025425560810813,5.116640926640926,77.20770270270273,73.79729729729729,7.742084942084942,28.814671814671808,8.634040054169528,2.616326640926641,645,27,106,13,14,208,106,148,0.221,0.67,0.11,-0.9533,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,0,2,13,10,1,4,6,0,7,2,0,2,2,27,15,9,0,2,8,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,12,5,1,1,4,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,1,0,11,5,16,12,5,15,0,0,0,1,6,9,0,6,7,74,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.15269440661246908,0.0,0.0,0.15290293384880005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197008915745556,0.0,0.0,0.1094090797896814,0.0,0.0,0.1392935331075278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17629071482015227,0.0,0.0,0.1708272404117947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478704310922107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13858802635323791,0.0,0.0,0.10334848736764456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521497092502693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28602571968120555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817503256680795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13836795010568415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097601869421201,0.1653215901811722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907978174289315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22933340602141555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26605433093767394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900424535967152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847820050700817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763990231192397,0.14985722342888988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087959874615498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566560826693534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046003150868792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249589917165833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747330373769693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13676369883036732,0.0,0.0,0.18167641612247,0.10395325234330884,0.0,0.0,0.12422153882374308,0.0,0.0,0.14831745740853758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411919252583784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22782741566678186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,joyous_occlusion,2019/02/05,"I decided to stop at my bar after working late, and the conversations were highly political, but I owned it! My apologies for the rant and if this is a trigger. I sat there, drinking my drink, when I was confronted by two advocates for building this wall between U.S. and Mexico. I was completely unprepared as I just wanted a couple beers to wind down so I could go to sleep when I got home.

Arguments were thrown at me: ""illegals get free welfare."" ""We got these gangsters coming over illegally."" ""Trump needs that wall and he needs it now!""

I'm conservative, but after what I've read about the actual annually cost of the wall, the argument of ""each illegal is getting 100,000 every year in free subsidies."" I sat quietly, drank my drink, and listened to these guys make their case.

My first question: ""How did the wall work out for East Germany and the USSR?"" was met with blank expressions. ""Oh, it worked for a while...""

""And how much did it cost the USSR to maintain that wall?.""

""Um, not sure.""

""Argument invalid,"" I said, ""Let's move on. How much is it going to cost to build that Wall?""

""Only 5.8 billion!"" (I'm toying with them at this point)

""What are the estimated maintenance costs to keep that wall functional? Five years? Ten years?"" Silence. They didn't realize walls need maintenance and security, own #1.

""But they're stealing $100,000 every year per immigrant for free health care, etc. It's costing you, it's costing me, and costing him millions altogether. That comes out of your paycheck!""

""Who said that?""

""I don't know, CNN?""

""And how much tax revenue do we draw in every year?""

Much thought went into this until the answer of ""maybe $10,000,000,000,000?""

""Do you know how many illegals actually gain free government benefits from the U.S.?""

""Oh it's gotta be hundreds!""

""How does the process work for them to get such subsidies?""

""Uh, not sure.""

""So you support building a wall for $5.8 billion with a yearly maintenance cost of maybe 1 billion a year? Just to keep out a few hundred illegals that, if they came to the U.S. getting these phantom handouts you claim cost $100,000 apiece at a net loss of roughly $700,000,000 per year?""

*Silence*

""That's why true conservatives do not believe in excessive government spending on something that won't a) guarantee results, and b) cost 7,000% more than it saves every year.""

*More silence*

Idiots leave and a friend walks in, familiar with my condition. I was trembling, not in the best way. She asks me how I was doing.

I told her about the discussion I had, how I seemed to have owned them, but still shaking due to an anxiety attack following that conversation.

""Oh, don't worry sweetie. Let's have a drink.""

She bought a round (my last after four drinks) and we started talking about things that really didn't affect anything. It was great, and I felt so much better.

Sometimes you get pulled into arguments that others feel should rule everyone's thought process, and you are either owned or get owned, but the real victory is hanging out with people who don't pursue drama or political crap, and just want to be your friend.",4.096865835651252,6.435218304728551,4.5029154218605125,82.72036743243707,73.48336252189142,7.981058342776692,29.234607328045048,8.78556168762146,2.4940070808007957,2416,103,443,50,51,761,284,571,0.093,0.795,0.113,0.96,0,0,7,0,0,0,162.0,3,8,6,9,23,25,4,2,29,0,35,11,2,12,3,91,81,41,0,9,17,0,4,0,2,3,1,4,1,1,35,34,8,6,11,10,17,12,10,8,2,9,28,8,48,21,63,45,17,69,0,1,1,0,40,31,1,6,25,286,83,8,0.0,0.0,0.1419853551462616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05565290169623525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0598663529710781,0.0,0.06801063614350149,0.08276266212364143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196338133149281,0.0763457461261645,0.06434071251439137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08320564860416815,0.07417260832697273,0.0,0.0,0.1253339045584557,0.07627610113020662,0.0,0.0,0.05808427773892405,0.08049555231083916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366327263621155,0.0,0.0,0.3563323623938983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113453417838737,0.0,0.0,0.24517719079172204,0.06951493175711784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036784156814218115,0.0,0.06985059393241791,0.0,0.0,0.061880391015160935,0.0,0.0,0.1124116278159414,0.0,0.2280505739695566,0.0,0.08269003848859482,0.0,0.11636828426876696,0.0802061962432873,0.0,0.07203309748924368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732894603231642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686347265749031,0.07297333045536722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293255767681582,0.0,0.0,0.07996206210726389,0.05930026808920909,0.08206421150686287,0.07703084718218668,0.0,0.14878187242038698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04856062346453916,0.07375622108668557,0.14617260145953995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732083484488493,0.2673949845106215,0.16182772188125213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05532900784044178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05043510160691495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877146267484413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149569899112763,0.0,0.07276883835147954,0.08280446110698643,0.046604969234001835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13840220473495288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622809516563546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280168996503524,0.0,0.0,0.056005850948093065,0.0719507709235407,0.0,0.05149222379728459,0.0,0.058097566280299474,0.06082154806003691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825548748899269,0.13713042848341975,0.0,0.0,0.05847301220478152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04833130361491697,0.0,0.0,0.11550940010178465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06951493175711784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106535005064317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581866872004018,0.057744890185411124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743919218844373,0.0656447937299827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118489946236277,0.07388029457244565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4216326149308427
anxiety,strydr_jpg,2019/02/05,Start a new job in 2 hours. So after well over a year of being unemployed and barely leaving the house I've gotten myself a part time job. I was really happy and pleased with myself about it up until an hour ago when my anxiety started setting in. I'm so fucking scared to the point I'm shaking and almost throwing up.,5.027769230769231,5.264629584615388,6.359807692307693,78.40894230769231,68.53846153846155,8.346153846153845,30.09615384615385,8.07648339933343,2.1664615384615398,253,9,47,3,4,86,51,65,0.102,0.757,0.141,0.5667,4,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,2,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,8,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,2,0,4,2,11,5,1,20,0,0,0,1,0,6,1,1,11,32,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18164006078002687,0.0,0.2051874374735725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15675533829882474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18943568999173696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21813015623694545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4035895022288645,0.2364382499113761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40668246296866334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21696975613951827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19790303819317764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22189720658926448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22492928675296545,0.1937058727996108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127038296327465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051503285596502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290072241162159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948447764507147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18423840388581972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319551106089114
anxiety,BearfangTheGamer,2019/02/05,"My anxiety over a legal matter is stupid but won't quit.   So, I got a traffic charge a few months ago. Nothing serious like a DUI, expired tags and improper tags due to an error at the currency exchange I got my plates from.

 I was ordered to do 100 hours of community service.

At the end of January I was at a little over 101 hours so I asked for a verification letter. I got my letter no problem. I even got the documents showing the non profit status of where I did my hours just to cover my bases.

So, I have my letter, and I have those papers, court is Thursday morning.

I keep driving myself insane with thoughts like ""What if they think you faked your letter?"" 

""What if the place you did the hours isn't good enough?"" 

 ""OH GOD THEY BOLDED THE FONT ON HOURS DOES IT LOOK FAKE NOW?""

And I just really wish these insane thoughts would stop. I'm DROPPING OFF PAPERWORK AND YET TOO SCARED TO CALM DOWN.",1.303524873636608,3.7875899776536315,2.896296887470072,89.47942271880821,84.97765363128491,5.64416068103219,21.37297153498271,7.07126945348624,0.7219127959563711,702,23,141,10,21,230,113,179,0.208,0.695,0.097,-0.9721,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,3,2,1,10,12,1,1,14,0,12,0,0,0,0,19,24,10,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,3,1,3,1,3,6,0,0,10,1,24,6,18,12,2,27,0,0,1,0,10,11,0,2,15,93,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118983479312288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026827202736755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548343238013593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746230325045327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888462446787025,0.13869160585573626,0.0,0.08865517774752407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125826172144672,0.4294120025409445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6609291334588815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193064657796168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115233963671885,0.13452997340846493,0.0,0.0,0.11271625129921364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713811885239248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287937150258459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402378714130388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843640162551112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276614803275375,0.0,0.0,0.08598877818336631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438390060685493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221916226666682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600676655649775,0.0,0.2131213118836168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543535728787767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535048281960383,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Charlie_Munger137,2019/02/05,"Fuck Everyone You will never be appreciated the way you should. People are a bunch of fuck bags that will push you everyday. Fuck them. Fuck the knot in your stomach and the exhaustion the unwanted chemicals bring. The therapists says get more friends and you could do without the ones you have. 

Thanks for listening, I think I need to read the 10 Paradoxical Commandments. Fuck I hate Tuesdays.",3.466857142857143,6.683764828571429,3.66,81.29000000000003,86.42857142857142,8.514285714285714,27.0,8.841846274778883,3.0844,318,14,55,10,10,98,52,70,0.316,0.614,0.07,-0.9683,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,6,1,0,1,9,6,0,8,0,8,7,1,0,1,9,20,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,7,0,1,0,2,10,2,5,15,2,7,0,0,0,5,10,1,5,0,3,38,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13974075630310492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16724093879174948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352214962443792,0.8090246940348946,0.09144172606427288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727979047271866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297765311991384,0.13498768948476153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859937822093995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133815753813296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17506927696063496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391844505163558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16113666305672314,0.0,0.2032139314387641,0.0,0.1121469751246272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13892424837266412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16871487898600554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LittleRedFox25,2019/02/05,"Anxiety is affecting my physical health and taking over my life. About six months ago I was diagnosed with acid reflux, which was caused by my stress and anxiety. My doctor told me I need to figure out how to cope with my anxiety or he wants to put me on meds for it. I was doing better over the holidays.. But now, the past month has been by far the worst my anxiety has ever been. It had physically taken a toll on my body. Chest pains and tightness, stomach aches, headaches and migraines, muscle pain and tightness.. I’m not seeking medical advise, but I’m curious who else has the same issues. And what activities do you do personally to cope with your anxiety? ",4.390472440944883,6.175959582677168,5.529929133858269,78.03583858267717,71.28346456692913,9.489448818897637,28.44803149606299,9.888512548439397,2.9264714960629905,525,20,97,14,10,174,85,127,0.133,0.83,0.037000000000000005,-0.7615,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,1,4,5,0,1,5,0,13,11,3,3,1,24,20,10,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,5,10,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,4,0,1,8,3,14,1,16,12,2,13,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,6,69,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929354680032305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6010515234844269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897598184521806,0.0,0.174545133066594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16142423295904482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15949198092686626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16083762200777207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13126881545543231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421405121880374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16703057488667464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164011471117689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099136868654508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174545133066594,0.15830022026588222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508524487386219,0.0,0.0,0.11651599564941825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344122805685699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500062071865622,0.0,0.13720702860898046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579673083723568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18000129485917402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11814838191031796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15015229885257925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268419077072994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lowkeyobserving,2019/02/05,"I need an answer. Today I slept at around 7 am and I woke up at 11 am. So, I only had 3 hours of sleep. Inside the 3 hours of sleep, I woke up like 3 times. It is my anxiety, yes. But I wanna know why my body wakes up so early and I get highly anxious and stressed when I tend to sleep at 6, 7 or 8 am. 

I have been diagnosed with Bipolar Type II, GAD and Panic disorder. Right now, I’m on Seroquel 300 mg, but I skipped two nights not taking that is why my sleep was ruined again. 

Thank you in advance!",-0.8079729729729728,0.9708758828828864,1.9436261261261296,97.60300675675678,87.46846846846847,4.781081081081081,17.35810810810811,5.985473137389443,-0.5229945945945942,377,9,94,3,12,131,77,111,0.126,0.809,0.065,-0.6619,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,6,5,0,2,2,1,9,9,7,0,0,14,19,10,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,6,0,14,2,14,13,0,21,0,1,0,0,1,11,0,1,10,55,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042583694948356,0.1778397446667008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14013713753900173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17485808548614534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15977794364867448,0.0,0.0,0.18041691002893287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822454307563738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16632282852285096,0.0,0.0,0.3100538974773841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865138919982428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690743986203047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672490415413722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772796660966528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197249716310924,0.0,0.18469840262209547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443578395579986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6301345790183128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180324029957878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836021721809935,0.0,0.0,0.14493114723610664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179284341468244,0.0,0.1492157134979872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377642489637985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284094053871917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jimbo224,2019/02/05,"How does your anxiety manifest itself? Hey everyone, I was thinking recently about how my anxiety has changed over the years, and was just curious how others experience anxiety. I feel like there might be different ""subtypes"" where certain treatments are more effective than others, so if we're able to pool our knowledge, we could find out what works and what doesn't.

Just to throw out my experience, I've been dealing with pretty intense social anxiety for about 8 years, which gradually morphed into a more generalized anxiety disorder. It used to be that I would constantly worry about what others were thinking about me while in a social situation, but starting about 3 years ago, my physical symptoms have become the major complaint. The symptoms include an excessively dry mouth, shaky muscles, intense sweating in my hands and feet, and if it's intense enough, tunnel-like vision where I can't seem to interpret what's going on around me correctly. I really don't have the cognitive worrying going on anymore - it's more like my mind is fairly blank when anxious, which I think might be because it's over-stressed.

Anyway, I've found that CBT is less effective than exercise in general for my type of symptoms. Exercise does make me really stressed out, but I usually feel better after working out or cardio. Some other things like meditation and eating healthy have helped as well, but not to the extent that exercise has. 

That's about all I can think of at the moment, but I'll add more later if something comes to mind. Thanks for reading!",10.49119258439402,9.317248744604317,9.770863309352515,63.09868013281684,57.9568345323741,13.302047592695072,42.96734919756503,12.230961643895464,5.503025677919203,1253,60,195,33,13,401,163,278,0.086,0.775,0.138,0.9433,1,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,2,1,0,5,19,9,0,2,9,0,23,12,4,7,3,57,38,20,0,5,11,0,3,3,0,3,7,0,0,0,20,15,1,0,13,5,0,4,4,2,1,0,5,3,20,7,35,26,10,32,0,0,0,0,8,15,0,9,16,142,40,4,0.09831661668903112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715174860962463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760597133134755,0.11106979214627408,0.09750366529253253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752263318642282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059932896991789476,0.10858297878875943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695305784633886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040059441388448,0.08469105972941525,0.0,0.10624533502287646,0.0,0.07849781833028012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136011473823928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271993881486537,0.11267936047784227,0.0,0.17207506761711866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060244364314297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158734672802562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09394574051241594,0.0,0.1923450332030137,0.0,0.0,0.0994236709635469,0.07023741060723274,0.0,0.0,0.08985960649808468,0.0,0.0,0.1077990955585216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117511979433942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06589955574132285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440975982503856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562710508096857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085967869219187,0.19854351187797525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002334463446597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834322256179223,0.0,0.12596828438368865,0.0,0.09707579797540396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950375531981017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051199646323104,0.0,0.200442818821953,0.0,0.07568893484251824,0.0,0.0,0.06958900732534523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252427044802232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065658285002657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051673139322464,0.0,0.0,0.0653171914761876,0.2519892724933772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491399001023522,0.1082818632159855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883984457544348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14315133578973605,0.19969059329970926,0.0,0.06984130365434886,0.0,0.0,0.18993803313251706
anxiety,Roosh_,2019/02/05,"Is this normal I get anxiety when I drive, workout, walk around people. Basically anywhere I go in public. I went to the DPS today and was very nervous about just walking in. Same thing with grocery stores is that I’m very self conscious when people look at me. 
Is this normal?",2.4487421383647816,5.14568069811321,3.4399056603773595,86.1333176100629,81.64150943396227,5.0427672955974865,23.927672955974842,6.42735559955562,0.883631446540881,219,8,39,2,6,70,41,53,0.08199999999999999,0.918,0.0,-0.4754,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,9,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,1,1,5,0,1,0,0,2,1,5,0,7,7,1,12,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,3,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20123165145171065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23416924748896065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743216800232827,0.0,0.14949672430818725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22089478476936816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5154640479506515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3647299054734061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27441732100629873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747579685301781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24933955378978204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43408570249277056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24384892077546186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LillyPandaBoo,2019/02/05,"What does drinking do for you? Lately, I've been drinking a lot more to calm my nerves. I'm not much of a drinker in the first place, I'm a lightweight and don't really like the taste of most alcoholic drinks (except sweet mixed juices). I'm not even sure if it helps, I just feel like it helps others temporarily, so I hope to god in that moment that it gives me some relief. Most times it makes me feel nauseas, dizzy, and sick after 3 drinks. It's not a good healthy way of thinking at all, I know. I was just wondering if anyone else does this or anything like this with another vice?",4.085750000000001,4.717140741666668,4.5183333333333335,89.38500000000002,70.75,8.0,25.0,8.07648339933343,1.1180000000000008,459,12,102,6,8,145,82,120,0.159,0.687,0.154,0.4831,0,0,6,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,4,9,0,0,6,0,4,7,0,1,2,25,15,6,0,3,9,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,11,3,6,0,5,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,4,8,9,12,13,7,10,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,9,8,61,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16679734681644798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16365887119416306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913168586577993,0.15991789256187336,0.1284369172457142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27316561218014,0.0,0.0,0.6115786630645763,0.0,0.0,0.13038113351893174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308645936690364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15783302206444816,0.1115004371764306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13275782247477594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14972193372578102,0.0,0.1309088052132743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20922836452440088,0.0,0.0,0.15501828345229282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577506599265257,0.0,0.1760600707919142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287519579962584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326898906513737,0.0,0.0,0.10418167247182128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473352156294295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16306577912788658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998602352874804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14709940242646066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000069400475911,0.0,0.0,0.09100893532460116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388554361561842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692573264395518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jose_Waldo,2019/02/05,"Exercise, exercise, and more exersice! I’m sure we all know this already, but I was just wanted to throw a reminder to myself and everyone else on here that staying in shape is AMAZING for your psyche.  Even if you hate physical activity, DO IT.  Because afterwards you will feel like a million bucks :)",4.4514545454545456,6.953162145454549,5.6490909090909085,74.15363636363638,73.0,9.49090909090909,34.63636363636364,9.888512548439397,4.173836363636363,238,13,39,7,5,79,49,55,0.075,0.695,0.231,0.8903,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,3,0,0,3,4,1,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,2,11,9,4,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,2,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,6,3,5,7,2,6,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,30,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3832639379428531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117162433935696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29013196756546417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22939421125015905,0.0,0.0,0.3318684772878675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17560978341898084,0.24811750250437836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3428955729060669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908718538705777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696775544811217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3701850092651559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273344685831867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204851750487948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,deadgirlaesthetic,2019/02/05,Life feels upside down I don’t know what’s going on right now. I am so uncertain about everything and everyone in my life I actually have no idea what’s happening I feel like I’m upside down. I don’t know who or what I want or what to even do. Everything I do and everything that happens I don’t know if they’re good or bad things I actually have no idea what’s happening. It’s so much ,-0.01607142857142918,2.1663562023809533,2.8574285714285743,89.53757142857144,88.16666666666666,7.645714285714287,20.304761904761907,8.548686976883017,1.382813333333334,307,10,71,9,10,108,46,84,0.141,0.772,0.08800000000000001,-0.6207,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,0,0,15,19,8,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,7,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,2,10,2,6,19,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,5,2,46,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.3306964121632197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414746449199181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191298598682588,0.0,0.0,0.1619064057709983,0.4568430513721853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17134708956963102,0.12104739012170462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629619555357656,0.14211755232801074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4495035444336232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825524392207264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27935804035006084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23935981950280424,0.08277942879829969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245572994722061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447001411810995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256786789144513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993962339674592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,avas1107,2019/02/05,Anxiety Treatment Has anyone ever taken Clonidine for anxiety/panic disorder? I was recently prescribed it after not having luck with typical medications. I’m nervous to take it due to people claiming it can make you lightheaded and I have already been feeling lightheaded a lot recently. Any input would be great!!,6.003459119496862,9.583304094339628,7.224811320754721,58.99746855345913,74.09433962264151,10.325786163522016,39.02201257861636,10.125756701596842,6.014008805031446,259,16,29,9,6,87,45,53,0.16699999999999998,0.735,0.098,-0.4523,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,8,1,0,1,1,9,13,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,3,2,5,8,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29502746308203764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818072232855249,0.0,0.2045220806238078,0.0,0.0,0.18693739322555175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064063555922326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418334548517648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13518023420772013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947544087482546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272914788126557,0.0,0.0,0.17845825544849714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693270805162858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853468840388817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5279519043720605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20101398920470886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18991782729142886,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lollifesucksiknow,2019/02/05,"newwww job Yesterday was my first day at my new job. After working four years in fast food which became second nature to me and quite easy to manage despite shitty customers, I finally have a real office job. 

I knew I would be a mess on the day but anxiety completely took over my body and I felt so awful. I tried to eat something so I would have energy but ended up throwing up about four times even when I was just trying to drink water. Ended up feeling so weak and tired and couldn’t pay attention much in training.

I was quite ashamed of myself for not being able to sit in the break room with the rest of my team and ended up sitting in a hallway by myself and going back to the training room early. 

Hopefully I’ll feel okay for my next shift. 

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anxiety,taforreasons91,2019/02/05,"Who else deals with GAD? This shit is so old. I could be sitting on my couch relaxing and all the sudden it hits me. I feel the awful butterflies in my stomach, breathing is more shallow, now my muscles sometimes even twitch (a nice physical reminder). I just don’t get it. I will say if I’m not able to go outside for exercise or sunshine, that’s when it really hits me. Anyone else like this too?",1.8212499999999991,4.024890625000001,3.3550000000000004,88.82000000000002,80.25,6.5,26.25,7.6454224807358475,1.5388750000000009,310,13,63,5,8,102,66,80,0.077,0.782,0.141,0.6662,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,0,3,1,6,5,3,0,1,9,12,5,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,7,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,3,9,4,5,7,2,8,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,2,5,42,16,0,0.2802453769785789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959540836129937,0.2871445065810093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237531297435265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288920678131706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4682181043285228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18509942843725316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417004830317863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14641664276992786,0.0,0.1592699059941732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369137354509626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29407038079242537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179532364585478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22286237199916772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876678522342308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771698436875489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AllScaredandshit,2019/02/05,"Any tips on dealing with health anxiety? Ever since I can remember I have had crippling anxiety about illness. The big ones and cancer and ALS specifically, even though I know it's rare, if I hear any news about it, it little keeps me for days at a time sometimes. It in particular just messes with my head, but any terminal illness can set me off. How can I cope?",4.6426760563380265,5.8006183380281735,5.570535211267606,80.4163661971831,69.8450704225352,9.060281690140846,29.69295774647888,9.3871,2.564732957746479,286,11,56,6,5,94,54,71,0.138,0.862,0.0,-0.755,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,2,0,5,5,1,1,1,13,8,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,8,0,9,7,0,10,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,3,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4620351338400568,0.0,0.3465076366295345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605853550593306,0.23348721335359274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14958551952261334,0.20486086060500813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23243011438947006,0.24073381185911635,0.2552553511233173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20130262122845136,0.0,0.0,0.12446550097264017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269888400762988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346626299317714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25655360072588546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18734360999678898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223990940512592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22251190310906888,0.0,0.1320602041755747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ShadowbanThisAsshole,2019/02/05,"Nervous about starting Propanolol Little background... So about 2 months ago I gave myself a concussion and while in the ER I was told I had high blood pressure and needed to get it checked out. I went to the doctors (for the first time in about 5 years) and was told that my BP was high but she wanted to monitor it before starting medication. About 2 weeks after that I ended up in the ER again for chest pains and fast heart rate. Since that day I've been dealing with health anxiety. I've never had a panic attack or anything before this in my life. 

After getting the all clear from the cardiologist 2 weeks ago I started getting tension headaches. I went to the doctors today to see what they recommend and she said it seems like I'm still recovering from my concussion and that it's better to treat the symptoms while my head heals instead of starting me on long-term medication.

So anyway, she prescribed me 60mg of propanolol. I'm 24 years old, 5'6"" and 145 lbs. Most people I've seen have been prescribed like 40mg or less. I guess my anxiety is scaring me that my dosage is too high and that it's going to cause serious side effects like dropping my BP too much. How much am I overreacting about being nervous about the dosage?",5.873291839557402,6.4138179336099626,5.903385892116183,81.35471922544951,66.75933609958507,8.418367911479946,31.83430152143845,8.238735603445708,2.2554545504840933,986,38,189,12,15,311,135,241,0.087,0.79,0.122,0.9158,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,3,15,14,1,6,11,0,12,13,4,3,3,24,34,16,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,9,1,0,0,13,10,0,0,2,0,1,3,1,9,2,1,14,3,24,5,29,19,5,41,0,0,2,0,9,12,0,5,28,118,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19794252510724006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17082436194780726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187869128770362,0.0,0.0,0.1270183451308648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19001237947133687,0.0,0.0,0.09874562536315792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469562309019543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200521286492627,0.11510656628541215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285576450867455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988890344256638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496969600922682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749980351555327,0.0,0.06345344372766723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299540320314475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458542840280032,0.11867905772611735,0.0,0.1323061540334142,0.0,0.3538940452415815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886191531333897,0.16364010426992162,0.11190294145454224,0.0,0.09880701025358783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22495188071690592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911821163516771,0.0,0.16415164789210146,0.082787289590994,0.08611160151480705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715821795153497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880380097130967,0.1309975814987847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740426634714798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620501175780317,0.0,0.1117814371105472,0.0,0.0889708410558862,0.10164224824645264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235828957188576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161066541851085,0.0,0.08916408118953444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604742144790085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06510419319014478,0.0,0.10583143823851074,0.21337331030950207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06585424515386411,0.0,0.17911828687081124,0.0,0.0,0.2070019104977909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437982771122546
anxiety,DiscoDicks,2019/02/05,"I don't recognize myself Whenever I look in the mirror it just doesn't feel... Me

I've tried changing my clogged and my style but it never gets rid of the gap of just not knowing who the hell I am

I get urges to cut my own hair off just so maybe I'll recognize myself but I just cant

I feel like my brain isn't in my body and that nothing is connected ",-1.0248101265822775,0.9962349367088628,1.531506329113924,98.1532088607595,92.03797468354428,5.185316455696203,18.02658227848101,6.742157984588678,-0.07563898734177199,276,8,68,4,10,94,52,79,0.155,0.845,0.0,-0.9138,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,2,0,3,0,6,3,3,0,1,13,12,5,0,0,7,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,4,14,1,6,12,1,4,1,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,2,45,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435190052317254,0.0,0.34523730564717403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32715689539444365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127430820466372,0.2209359607767343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231519832752928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16996163509016607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15108919420495853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597011632392387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106940178221061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23852097643087594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29674405619936145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20996776707237602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jasteraz,2019/02/05,"Anxiety? Is throbbing pulse on my head also a part of anxiety? It usually happens when I try to sleep and + sweating. And I feel like I lost my drowsiness, I usually feel sleepy and start battling my eyes during long or boring classes but now I haven't felt being sleepy. I do yawn but that's it, my eyes don't feel sleepy. Even with 0 sleep I can't feel sleepy but I want to. ",0.4872433192686358,2.710470354430381,2.3219409282700454,94.04960618846698,85.96202531645571,5.536427566807316,21.436005625879048,6.937597516519254,0.5236571026722925,294,10,65,4,9,97,50,79,0.116,0.8370000000000001,0.047,-0.4039,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,0,1,0,6,8,6,0,0,14,15,9,0,1,4,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,7,12,1,5,12,1,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,7,39,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621322100103997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101932047453821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390877077214589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4100485379302645,0.14483848387605333,0.19466352090254785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17928353462011656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080711489163763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904919842729933,0.0,0.0,0.17941974325204654,0.0,0.0,0.2213161680883171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21954915980200507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.405775598986632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14350139374877044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764809014651694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4465819785748913,0.0,0.11958212000584835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,puriuh,2019/02/05,"I can’t make my mind calm down My thoughts are bouncing from wall to wall, not slowing down, maybe getting faster. 

My jaw is sore from grinding my teeth so furiously. 

My vision is borderline blurry, everything takes a second to catch up when I move my eyes. 

My feet and hands shake, and make me wish I was being held by someone, so that my body and its nervous energy could be contained. 

I refuse to let myself cry. If I don’t have control over all of the fucked up things my mind is doing right now, then I can at least have control over crying. 

Everything feels awful. I know tomorrow the feeling will have subsided but holy shit it feels so bad right now. ",3.9330232558139535,5.5161728837209285,4.2596046511627925,87.49963953488373,72.10077519379846,7.330542635658915,26.078294573643408,7.908726449838941,1.4048257364341086,518,17,104,7,10,162,91,129,0.213,0.73,0.057,-0.9675,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,6,7,3,2,3,1,17,9,7,4,1,23,29,10,0,3,3,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,5,5,0,0,3,3,6,0,1,3,5,18,1,14,21,2,21,0,0,1,1,1,11,2,1,7,72,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390029297344645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849205306626689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37344049021814,0.13291985711110818,0.0,0.3657385142336429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992410058377689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525302056612456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15390706272868065,0.08697835537752979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914924509983582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17023595706681585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22225192025784285,0.0,0.1672504338169715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361924673896081,0.0,0.0,0.1769407268088736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843441461690733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17088820101985447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410570338187952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517141610276808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060118539071208,0.0,0.0,0.13216565268771688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19144252185670613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,prositronmchappy,2019/02/05,"Neurologist says anxiety, panic, OCPD rather than OCD, memory loss, 10% vision; & eye strain, leaking, etc., left in right eye since 2001 has affected me. Says can’t confirm what neuropsychological assessment said about brain trauma, but am definitely not faking, & nor do I have dementia risk. I do have learning probs; repetition used to work lots so I could catch up. Meds may be helpful, but not a cure, & I am not forced. I was told before my CT scan showed nothing; memory issues, but she did say evidence for coordination stuff; & how I walk. I never drank alcohol as much as many; I wanted too, & even took a 15-month break. I’ll pause/quit again. Male, 44. Am grateful, but wish all the docs gave me same info. Gotto go obsess over OCPD. My doc, & possible psychiatrist will prob say not severe. I’ll continue meditating & venting to a therapist every 2-6 wks. thx for letting me vent.",4.419285714285714,6.5129614047619055,5.6661904761904776,75.81214285714287,71.85714285714286,9.085714285714287,26.880952380952376,9.606745405546679,2.6432452380952376,708,25,128,18,14,236,129,168,0.08199999999999999,0.758,0.16,0.958,1,0,1,0,0,0,53.0,0,0,0,2,7,7,0,4,4,0,16,5,3,3,2,22,25,9,0,4,9,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,0,1,2,0,2,0,2,1,0,4,7,7,0,0,7,8,14,0,11,13,5,14,0,1,3,0,10,5,0,2,4,68,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726765694609344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7612747884404557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678467321752327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540958853075299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204888394526036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013925867877703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194184855890237,0.06629507705134552,0.0,0.08456814425458002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05704399402520901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672775582392611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476279255303562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905499426981227,0.10263766224487324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853330939746258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176194162906801,0.0,0.0,0.11149119901178314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011635670826835,0.0,0.07378532252539023,0.0,0.0774134450983315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631010256032056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776547996992735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315489106164946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067584886142709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571755033031485,0.0954772144780818,0.31928090212420995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133923336156557,0.0,0.0830291534865899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149024768155006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654018662514228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959102069437972,0.1115175195504188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668959667446398,0.0,0.0,0.05920228984283973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115423399593091,0.0,0.0,0.07307236158333365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ricejiminaj,2019/02/05,"Severely seeking help before tomorrow. To start off I suffer from GAD and Social Anxiety Disorder (to the severe extent), so I have a school presentation tomorrow that I’ve been given one night to complete and I feel like I’m going to die. It’s a solo one as well and I’m just so scared I’m going to mess up and have a panic attack please help thank you",2.783607305936073,4.400763821917807,5.157739726027399,79.75432648401828,75.16438356164383,8.154337899543378,23.125570776255714,8.841846274778883,1.7521433789954342,281,8,54,6,6,99,50,73,0.331,0.506,0.163,-0.9455,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,4,8,1,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,12,7,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,1,2,2,1,4,3,9,10,1,9,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,6,32,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505680440212201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239130714506623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16748075034846802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20636378342725112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20426982637477006,0.0,0.2255746934339688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951895361569836,0.1406094452269979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237165893563708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638508422615126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961571294336369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18470381060320126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26674292395851124,0.0,0.0,0.2309278301160436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160510966772993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970528342878692,0.1991940447212772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44470494342390665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20063491315117032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931139586895136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812069561637837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17696632476909666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Arenzon,2019/02/05,"Multiplayer Anxiety Anyone experience this or know a way to work through it?

I avoid playing multiplayer games, especially team based ones, solely because when I do play them I get severe anxiety. This applies even when it's a game I like. I loved playing Rainbow 6 Siege, but I found I couldn't get through a match without shaking uncontrollably, so I haven't touched the game in months. I recently downloaded the game Apex Legends only to find out to my horror that it's a team based battle royal. The addition of push to talk features only adds to my fears lol.

I'm not very sure why it freaks me out so much. Maybe because I feel like everyone else is leagues better than me, and I'm just a burden that the team has to carry. I hate it when I'm the last one alive, because I know everyone else is watching me play. This sounds pretty dumb as I'm writing it out, but it's what I'm struggling with atm.

Any advice is appreciated.",5.179057971014494,5.916817630434785,6.037826086956525,79.08471014492756,68.34782608695652,8.959420289855073,32.18115942028986,9.075114841892004,2.6818855072463768,740,31,144,13,12,244,110,184,0.191,0.621,0.189,-0.3562,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,5,8,19,3,5,10,1,7,1,0,0,1,22,20,10,0,1,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,13,7,0,1,5,11,1,2,4,10,0,2,1,4,18,9,17,18,1,13,0,0,1,1,11,4,1,1,8,80,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15110088856347845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051524792084294,0.0,0.2365803012863233,0.0,0.0,0.10811963352829483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827797486404865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675607818901142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258344041205559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021304685257684,0.0,0.0,0.295507745288143,0.0,0.15125605154946764,0.0,0.17399971549173732,0.07818466455864759,0.11046641779718452,0.0,0.0,0.14132737452433694,0.0,0.0,0.1695418413801834,0.0,0.0,0.1615737061136514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15266333585950118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16995923094960474,0.12604262188770896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510870570187637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955798862521926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553448114972367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234227549182246,0.0,0.11366951959353805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20956014181603386,0.23520342957518325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15731247041053206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526766941496813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17468585413103627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16165096922305974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573524963355455,0.0,0.0,0.12428429087159235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758445992337947,0.0,0.12273666872193265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395279006590274,0.0,0.0,0.14905606798763074,0.0,0.11257117204962593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lookitscat,2019/02/05,"Anyone else get a stuck feeling in their throat when they feel anxious? In October I got a pill stuck in my throat for the first time ever, and that set off months and months of anxiety and worsened depression. 

Now whenever I feel anxious I get the sensation that something is stuck in my throat. I went to the doctor, got an upper endoscopy, and predictably I’m fine. Sometimes, though, it feels like there is food stuck there, even though there probably isn’t. When I’m having a particularly bad week, it feels like I can’t chew right, swallow too big pieces too soon, and those get stuck (like right now). This sets off an endless loop of reassuring myself I’m fine, but what if I’m not and there’s something actually wrong, etc. 

It’s starting to affect how I eat, and though I know I’ll cope and it will pass, I always think something is genuinely stuck and I need to go to the ER.

Does anyone else feel like this, or something similar? How did you cope? ",3.4300601604278063,5.40716939572193,3.8601036096256713,88.20427306149735,74.29411764705883,7.027941176470589,25.056483957219246,7.8658589789855275,1.2758879679144388,755,25,153,11,16,236,103,187,0.14,0.792,0.069,-0.8775,0,0,4,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,2,1,18,10,0,0,9,0,8,9,3,3,1,26,35,19,0,2,4,0,6,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,10,9,4,0,8,0,0,3,3,3,1,1,10,6,15,7,13,24,2,27,0,1,0,0,4,10,0,2,16,89,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.10993346204591097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373664824005802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617953802440417,0.2545325392952562,0.0,0.1575397447407847,0.23085342972403936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940608784112617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702820313487057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530552223891563,0.09858374420181484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527254595954545,0.18821491055172468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12563831283197316,0.07440650424326338,0.101901444354584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.341765645015523,0.2414388214372232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095822919343248,0.136220931127181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17657024622155584,0.0,0.06402351987919229,0.0,0.18019842044737944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619113591731092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201470317612887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798377285466201,0.0,0.0,0.08353106418655071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145941223758945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19241076580799496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469043456324794,0.1114170871545037,0.0,0.07973665206030768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218374609726766,0.33204416274448273,0.0,0.06568909994573824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036375747720077,0.0,0.0,0.1044308248159546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316880165620255,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nineofcups11,2019/02/05,"I don’t know what’s wrong with me I never used to be anxious. Then I went through a pretty rough period of my life where I questioned everything. Did my parents actually care about me? Did my boyfriend really wanna be with me? Who am I and why am i here? I thought I’d gotten this figured out but after plenty of change and movement my anxiety got magnified by a 1000. My hands shake and my heart beats super fast, I feel like I can’t breathe and all I wanna do is cry by myself in a corner. I just wanna be happy again. I just wanna be myself again. Now it’s like any social situation gets me, especially those that have me testing my mental strength.
Today when I went to the climbing gym I went there with the idea that I would have a good time but when I got there and saw how crowded it was I got so scared. I couldn’t climb well and I ended up staying for less than an hour. Now I’m in my car parked in front of a park crying because I don’t know how I got to such a shitty mental place. It seems like the more I try to get better the less it works. I feel like I can’t really be there for anyone important in my life when I’m in this state. I wanna run away from everything and everyone but I know it’s unhealthy to run away from my problems. I’m stuck and I don’t know what to do",1.0025548458761475,2.7763108953068603,3.04875451263538,92.18019091918914,80.84115523465705,5.994390447098029,20.040127742293805,7.010146845296331,0.2586335462371565,1006,26,229,12,26,340,141,277,0.131,0.716,0.153,0.7951,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,7,20,15,0,2,11,0,22,5,3,3,2,41,47,18,0,8,5,1,4,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,13,12,0,0,11,1,0,11,7,4,1,0,14,5,44,11,36,26,4,41,0,0,1,0,5,12,0,2,20,162,57,2,0.0,0.0,0.10734252999713252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480265547441056,0.0,0.08414844282499075,0.12426683480202293,0.0,0.07691340953365021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20669415661391347,0.0,0.0,0.06705397809583635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728460876825552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215065703222653,0.0,0.11636367754888075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416560623729405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742589598466024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510814498721224,0.19771886294993188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123694981590207,0.15716569793083268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149392041264802,0.0,0.0,0.0922614038906422,0.35190294187643484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170952975491012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13034858390370338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832622519154964,0.0,0.0,0.12417475718563065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418088835018149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553901866489354,0.2149585660346698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22170494603705976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483751490728329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12214015917994225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149248721990066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190787525439648,0.0,0.10525357304546028,0.0,0.0,0.12322333531625115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140935529663969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012754577085568,0.0,0.0,0.10013837391394308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364276319210485,0.0,0.1121294736060916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172436139277666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873264093511905,0.0641409271588779,0.0,0.10426558165539426,0.0,0.0,0.07468166463008752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500326384950833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890173415337963,0.30590873979981764,0.0992564089846808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008011473022633,0.0,0.0,0.07813967754745664,0.12026593668968838,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Poonchichi,2019/02/05,"Dealing with new job anxiety I recently started a new job after quitting my old job of two years.

Today was my first day and while it wasn't terrible or anything, it did cause a lot of stress and anxiety after work. Everything is so new to me that it is terrifying me. At my old job, we could listen to music all day and while the work wasn't easy, it still made the days go by and the music soothed my anxiety.
I wouldn't have lasted as long without that emotional crutch.
Fast forward two years and I made friends, knew a lot of people but eventually quit and wanted something new.

I really feel like I made a mistake. I miss my old friends, my old job and knowing that I don't have that emotional crutch of listening to music, really stresses me out.

The good thing is, that the training lasts for five weeks and then we can decide to either stay or go and do all the things involved. I am going to force myself to stay these five weeks and tough it out. If I don't like it, I can always leave and find something more suited to me. ",5.5774720893142,5.3446106028708185,6.22068181818182,81.48435606060606,67.37320574162679,9.454704944178626,30.335326953748012,9.075114841892004,2.303334609250398,812,27,167,13,12,266,107,209,0.118,0.7879999999999999,0.095,0.2574,5,1,2,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,0,5,2,11,0,2,10,0,17,0,0,4,2,39,31,20,0,5,6,0,1,2,2,1,0,2,0,0,14,16,0,0,5,0,0,4,6,6,0,5,8,3,23,5,21,21,6,38,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,5,32,116,37,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07127393455684862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19658334926464494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07048885632564768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799388828764727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839057509142102,0.0,0.0,0.1657260796773912,0.0883091617796796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19270640498320205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698347306780995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04331102557709088,0.06119376317122392,0.0,0.0,0.07828943907759779,0.07286025914673365,0.0,0.0,0.1323576047179307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604346064142426,0.07184547994707187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4250094527624675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047075143445805406,0.1396446541325824,0.0,0.09069896611693158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369589391789871,0.0,0.0,0.0758042267703052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564595349321474,0.0,0.2431537043159441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309143407798953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595327132684095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059384152441301574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18221467362174334,0.0,0.0,0.1097488260888001,0.0,0.0845764862287325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188671716090594,0.0,0.0,0.060628847173777076,0.18259907953175966,0.06840622151110927,0.0,0.1962408436593105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138141258809936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811933315568397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16734993868330966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0505230359730424,0.0,0.13741862244202982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257081116195482,0.0,0.1247194175330176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032129379707367
anxiety,Rubicon_juice,2019/02/05,"Why do we look at things we know will make us anxious..? Not really a question, just thinking out loud.

I’m in therapy working on health anxiety and making good progress (slowly!). I particularly have a lot of fears around a certain disease. (I don’t know if I can go into detail here.. I don’t want to trigger anyone)..

Anyway, some guy on the homepage today is doing an AMA about this disease and I KNEW I shouldn’t have read the responses but I did. And I read things about other people’s experiences with this disease and it’s just thrown me.

I’m doing well with not symptom checking and not googling medical things etc lately, and I knew that In reading his thread I’d see things that make me go ‘I’ve definitely got this illness too!’. But I read it anyway. Sigh!

Hope this is ok to post here. Just needed to get my thoughts out. Maybe some day I can read a post like that and not feel any fear.

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anxiety,ihatemyself45654,2019/02/05,"I finally asked a girl out today I've been trying to ask her out for like a week now, but I kept chickening out. Today I decided I would call her. I spent about an hour just pacing around because I was too nervous to call her, but I finally did and she said yes. So now I get to be nervous about having a date this Friday :) I just wanted to get this out because it was really hard for me to do and I'm proud of myself.",0.9236538461538436,2.4037430549450534,3.498997252747256,90.23662774725277,79.98901098901098,6.747802197802199,20.166208791208803,7.6454224807358475,0.5711857142857149,322,8,74,5,8,113,56,91,0.08,0.774,0.147,0.797,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,9,4,0,2,4,1,8,0,0,0,0,15,17,5,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,7,2,15,2,15,8,0,14,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,0,10,55,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17906819457578632,0.3761004955757072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452411512152986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4107979788128079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44070502680407136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21018754994268196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180192951278472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980944973526702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827285363030087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12886331476310944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913419015804928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3813377222862989,0.0,0.0,0.13656920833526778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864483875416085,0.0,0.1613522424716606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289282322625094,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Scared2Fuk,2019/02/05,"I have not left my house in 3 weeks. I have missed the first several weeks of classes this semester. I can't even make it to therapy. Advice appreciated! I started having regular panic attacks (panic disorder) and severe anxiety and constant dissociation about 4 years ago.

I have been mostly fine (functioning) and on an upswing for awhile. There are pockets of time that are difficult but they usually are a day or two. The dissociation and anxiety always present. I haven't driven outside of the city I live in more than 4 years because the anxiety attack started in a car. It somehow turned into an inability to walk anywhere even. I still depended on my car to get around.

Anyway, I had some severe anxiety and had to leave work because I was having a panic attack and was fired. After that I started taking buspar because I am desperate. Since starting buspar I haven't left my house except to go to the neighborhood co-op. I can't go to class or therapy. I was even offered a series of free massages from someone and cannot go. Before it is time to leave I spiral into a horrible panic and then go to sleep at like 7pm (almost my bed time now). 

Just need some words of encouragement, books to read, advice, etc. Does anyone have any experience with buspar? Does it get better? 

Thanks y'all xoxo",3.8626647037173365,6.130718558704459,5.509284136915717,75.56077567169673,73.93927125506073,8.215605447184393,28.23132131026868,8.97023862654752,2.6794064777327944,1032,42,176,23,22,350,141,247,0.209,0.688,0.104,-0.9739,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,1,4,11,15,3,4,12,0,22,1,1,2,0,27,39,12,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,12,0,0,0,2,1,8,6,9,0,2,7,1,22,7,31,32,5,40,0,1,0,0,4,11,0,8,22,123,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169523365613784,0.07689010179453051,0.0,0.08685794800194581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217493402933653,0.0,0.0,0.05898642406248215,0.0,0.2654245735631914,0.0,0.0,0.06065088147031453,0.0,0.0,0.07721731671929091,0.0,0.2960390693690645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15862836801524227,0.0,0.07380966364785285,0.0,0.0,0.07671480579349321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373552172423998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055940360909526615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941197549680708,0.0,0.15181415951440613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673843806514147,0.1718735831483286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484872316732152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378131191959801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063652343636512,0.0,0.1971861981568868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20017347523157614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18369104881665466,0.18848732524393536,0.0,0.0,0.04237696192590956,0.0,0.07659333328124159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05789986857015007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06431688310024472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4070845260086237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676384024661217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29397577538041136,0.0,0.07175252799168498,0.0,0.08680300992713698,0.0,0.07349483153646906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24558111305343186,0.0,0.06927096919032205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06521796106581979,0.0,0.0,0.07985887606349884,0.198390338488195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15173701676066725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434861125025876,0.08473273476047198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955322597423948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13915578073278656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06314802030076694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171590499867733
anxiety,Planeinvestigation,2019/02/05,"Needing a support group. This might be a semi-long post... so bare with me. 

On February 2nd at 2:40 am I woke up to a crash right outside the house. We have a two story house and we were staying in the independent apartment downstairs. Me and my family. 

I looked out the window from the couch that I was sleeping on. My usual bed was taken up with storage at the moment since we were transient. I saw a dark shadow outside the window that looked like a Male shape. I often have haullisinations at night so I told it to get out. It didn't move and unlike my haullisinations it was 2d rather than 3d. And usually when i tell my visions to leave they do. This didn't and he moved inside. I started saying in a very angry and clear voice to ""get the hell out"" I repeated this over and over and he didn't move. 

Finally he said ""who are you"" retrospectively it's kind of funny he said that. But at the time I was enraged. I screamed for my mom and dad who were in the master bedroom not 20 feet from me. 

The guy leaned over and snatches something and jumped out the window and ran. My parents came moments after he left and at that point I started crying. It was terrifying! My parents said I did the right thing, and I couldn't have done it better. But I still feel I could done more...

He got my moms laptop and my phone charger. 

I realize we are very fortunate we didn't have more robbed, and it was likely he was a drug addict idiot. And most importantly none of us were hurt. But I can't help but feel even more anxious and fearful. 

My first thought was he was going to rape me. After a moment of me telling him to get the hell out, and he didn't made me realize he wasn't much of a threat. Except to our possessions. 

But I'm really scared, even my home. Where I grew up isn't safe... 

Thank you for taking the time to read this. 

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anxiety,Abloodydistraction,2019/02/05,"I thought I got over my anxiety but then I went to the mall Seriously I haven’t had any issues with my anxiety in months maybe even a year, but going shopping with my partner, with a ton of people around I felt like I was going to throw up. I couldn’t even buy anything I was in a store for at least an hour picking out and trying on clothes until I reached my limit and had to run out and didn’t even buy the things I wanted and just needed to leave. Which was super embarrassing as my partner hasn’t seen me like that before. I haven’t been actually shopping in a long time, I do everything online, I remember why now but I want to know how to get better. I feel cornered when I’m in the mall like that and I don’t know why. I’m fine in small stores but places like forever 21 make me feel like I have vertigo. ",3.1481599229287087,3.8309739075144553,4.629031791907515,87.5523723506744,72.9306358381503,7.8475915221579955,25.399325626204238,8.07648339933343,1.2447152215799608,638,19,144,9,12,214,98,173,0.075,0.746,0.179,0.9633,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,8,10,0,1,8,0,14,1,0,3,0,31,32,14,0,4,5,0,3,5,2,0,1,0,0,2,4,11,0,1,7,4,6,5,6,2,0,0,12,4,24,8,25,19,2,29,0,0,1,0,2,15,0,0,14,94,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.15323489126271314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678318070283696,0.0,0.2402491815044521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292191589529562,0.13978658336518365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361770570420686,0.0,0.0,0.13887688734872794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111429143073865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112499707957993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15879429998427438,0.11217952769187996,0.1507697488215468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203969315151449,0.0,0.1784831829065297,0.0,0.12558817328719762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546391475827029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16389452548483058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725949536066856,0.0,0.0,0.16626804193541986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835752764210896,0.0,0.0,0.1389632197050404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481618824100447,0.0,0.15775389417568578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253367913004777,0.0,0.0,0.11643291586995835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886217529404103,0.0,0.16405892701864225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17788004093056226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432121040071893,0.0,0.0,0.12466123950730727,0.09156322288046327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661046240679788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852362077212778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14556483337589451,0.28338339031698323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111970559715887
anxiety,The_Eastern_Isles,2019/02/05,"Anxiety Related Eye Issues? I have been having pain in my left eye and issues like feeling like my peripheral vision is going out. 
I thought my eyes were having something wrong. When I started anxiety meds it went away, and then came back when I had a panic attack. 
Does anyone else have anxiety related eye issues?  ",3.867471264367815,6.685381724137932,5.269655172413792,74.49919540229888,76.58620689655173,8.004597701149425,26.90804597701149,8.841846274778883,2.7804045977011502,252,10,39,6,6,84,41,58,0.266,0.611,0.124,-0.8677,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,1,1,0,8,5,4,0,0,6,14,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,6,5,7,2,3,8,0,12,0,0,4,0,0,4,0,0,7,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001387389811647,0.0,0.0,0.12191168237279487,0.17864526850348145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19835172559156555,0.16381039744703835,0.1340667067783547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994134016006691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15257749884040653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564957199061387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815812337731369,0.1245578291368003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908883669632802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5459377496543204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18943506153066605,0.0,0.0,0.17036015296048482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936668951874975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18552390133265895,0.2045656972765252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422546947779962,0.0,0.0,0.12340796178692436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384168189153186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16162699217063908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906276520944672,0.0,0.0
anxiety,djEjrgkfRk,2019/02/05,"Should I avoid a situation that's giving me very bad anxiety or should I push myself out of my comfort zone? I've been working on pushing my boundaries (e.g. making my own phone calls) but this situation is starting to get to me. Haven't been able to sleep properly lately.

My friends want to go on a week-long road trip in a few months time. The problem is, having anxiety and being the extreme introvert I am, people (regardless of how much I enjoy their company) drain my energy. A day trip would be something I push myself to do, but spending almost a whole week with company and no alone time at all? That's very daunting and anxiety-inducing to me.

Especially since my friends and I have very different interests. I enjoy their company but I don't really enjoy the activities we do, if that makes sense. So it's got me wondering if the trip will even be worth it. But I don't really have an excuse to back out of this trip and I don't want to disappoint/lose my friends either.

Any advice on what I should do? Should I push my boundaries and go? Or should I save myself from the anxiety and say no?",2.798972602739724,4.909170757990871,4.5215958904109605,82.14814726027399,76.57990867579909,8.398264840182648,26.01849315068493,9.120678840339163,2.3157030136986294,872,33,170,22,20,294,115,219,0.094,0.7070000000000001,0.199,0.9791,1,2,1,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,2,1,8,12,0,1,11,0,25,1,1,3,1,38,36,17,0,12,9,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,8,11,0,1,1,0,2,10,6,3,0,0,3,1,31,9,20,23,6,26,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,6,8,122,39,1,0.1361329946933051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302758687022526,0.0,0.0,0.13631752981500336,0.1409927269391733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257510459074747,0.0,0.3124241049839589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467786993087408,0.11366536428992265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13900700816312794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779451957552127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14223000502356375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991455909407725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155280420226603,0.0,0.07112387104510093,0.13059117308270216,0.1547350361405982,0.0,0.10887799184197143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535639475499282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047341644805827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817396620956183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866005757966854,0.0,0.1000734147627044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943774777777751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026089075897404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744205645701662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082584213584337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261061996985305,0.3060383795683244,0.13623130831400074,0.0,0.0,0.10480183017127773,0.0,0.0,0.09635563431659973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15876048791641986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33697193286758176,0.1605895347087665,0.0,0.2183953538546264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519876269855621,0.0,0.0,0.1476304257001248,0.09910644147286776,0.0,0.0,0.0967049735836946,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Clug_Dark,2019/02/05,"Experiences with mirtazapine and effexor? Hi everyone,

I have panic disorder and GAD. I have taken mirtazapine (now at 45 mg per day) for about two to three months with good results. Looking for an added boost for anxiety, I am curious what your experiences with effexor have been in terms of helping anxiety? For reference, I have had bad side effects from SSRIs/tricyclics/Buspirone but have not tried an SNRI. I am especially interested to hear about your experience combining mirtaz and effexor (apparently known as ""California Rocket Fuel"").",7.895384615384617,10.417913923076924,8.93054945054945,54.18945054945056,63.615384615384606,13.551648351648351,40.47252747252747,12.540900571622839,6.745852747252747,441,25,60,19,7,150,66,91,0.095,0.784,0.121,0.5345,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,1,3,4,0,1,2,0,9,0,0,2,0,12,12,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,2,7,2,16,9,1,7,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,4,43,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33507567444567005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18285960330676526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412397797902556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509981219175895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20926817769267075,0.0,0.6426852516210338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836905776037734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468339796647984,0.0,0.14679409482030348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839086159015318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17480729638650405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569545846444788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14868967448807138,0.0,0.2139355664499676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ifthegluefits,2019/02/05,"Any advice for missing a dose of Celexa. I have just started back on Celexa 20mg for anxiety and panic disorder. I have taken around 30 before I forgot a dose for 12 hours. I go to the doctor tomorrow to increase my dosage. 3 days ago I missed my dose for 12 hours and started to have intense anxiety and remembered then immediately took my dose. I have taken all doses since and am still feeling anxiety and paranoia. 

I am kind of having a really bad time. I had a panic episode around Christmas and started back on Celexa. It’s just heart breaking that I was starting to feel better and now it’s back. ",3.478739495798319,5.380505487394959,4.8173865546218515,81.71952521008407,73.95798319327731,7.449075630252103,27.866386554621855,8.238735603445708,2.040730420168067,479,19,89,8,10,159,69,119,0.204,0.73,0.066,-0.9392,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,9,7,0,2,5,0,9,7,1,0,1,16,22,8,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,9,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,6,2,12,2,14,16,2,24,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,16,59,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289098555936805,0.12962109837072808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943913322383403,0.0,0.33558895056265536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603454325796419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373177929312446,0.12209314105048187,0.0,0.0,0.12442810516722773,0.0,0.0,0.12932558490847296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430408927958496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16758840415550938,0.14966916776029035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14787317110607684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310397239733477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17327927889903036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880075812854673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522725492622367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431309242636386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367653341545663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16564628410141846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096019217157815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4139998890644745,0.0,0.11677678793622195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526593287899788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16246318345874775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,UrethraX,2019/02/05,"UK, psychologists, bulk billing I'm sorry if this is in the wrong place but I'm not sure where to go..

I'm talking to a friend in England who's been struggling for a while and isn't exactly on the upper echelon money wise.

In Australia we have a thing known as a mental healthcare plan where a GP will give you a little multiple choice test and if you qualify then you're given the plan, which can be used for discount or free sessions which therapists or psychologists.

Does England have something similar?

This guy's been lost for a while and as he's international, I don't know what to do specifically.. I myself am fucked so I know I won't be able to remain clear headed and properly help him in the long run like he needs.",4.58095890410959,5.530982164383564,5.540986301369866,81.3406575342466,69.82191780821917,8.853698630136988,28.98356164383561,9.120678840339163,2.269065205479452,580,21,117,11,10,191,95,146,0.119,0.731,0.15,0.7722,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,1,2,0,3,3,9,1,1,11,0,14,2,1,1,3,19,26,15,0,3,6,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,3,0,4,2,4,4,0,0,4,0,9,6,14,18,0,16,0,1,0,1,12,10,1,4,5,71,16,3,0.21209267914519028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18560373278729891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386227778893567,0.19607626425382807,0.0,0.2034586239303945,0.12053715723592055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100050975172525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21766827754238002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216125210922068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23312117951090586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361776981530756,0.2125725832495184,0.0,0.1876953468761054,0.0,0.0,0.2315242134767312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21373953584783484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726403416957932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22159170808107584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327930631675633,0.0,0.23742039001964635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22172531850026272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19989484008058556,0.0,0.0,0.17047206156900707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462559475293829,0.14090495178695034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18317997755295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318900497787017,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kiwikitty00,2019/02/05,Paranoid and anxious Lately I have found myself feeling very paranoid and anxious about things. For example a main thing I tend to get paranoid about is someone or something hunting for me or going to “get” me. This has caused severe panic in me in several instances. I attend college in a major city and live downtown and I feel scared the majority of the time. I’ve noticed I’ve also started having a fear of being in the large places with large groups of people and loud sounds. I start panicking in these situations. I’m just not sure what to do. My anxiety medicine doesn’t seem to be working as well as my depression medicine. ,4.469749999999999,6.575959808333337,5.020000000000003,80.44500000000002,71.75,7.133333333333333,32.0,7.908726449838941,2.4834,507,24,87,7,10,162,82,120,0.254,0.718,0.028,-0.9782,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,3,6,0,8,0,0,1,1,16,19,10,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,6,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,4,1,0,1,4,11,2,19,16,3,12,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,3,4,61,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354845980449093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775322291883795,0.3773210320932161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17155322973117468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14383536914520506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18791948712693055,0.16887869067521386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18310498835403224,0.0,0.0,0.1744994116816048,0.0,0.09490896789048614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18838132759938606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474625359576319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901286424061913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959364933692083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577557651335033,0.0,0.17447765310991978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16719440588614606,0.0,0.0,0.15202895711290096,0.0,0.3773210320932161,0.0,0.0,0.18771305752185555,0.0,0.0,0.1414970960769105,0.12856343052845626,0.0,0.0,0.23640447649133786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15739389739837398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218924662141098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737803684128933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779106595899246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15015150448635467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157673279556434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dranda3,2019/02/05,"Had a panic attack at work. I work at a grocery store and in my shift the store got held up, I completely froze and followed my instincts. Luckily everyone got out safe but the person that held up the store managed to break out of the store. While everyone was giving statements to the police I couldn’t breathe and started to feel extremely sick. All of my co workers saw me have a panic attack and now I’m afraid of going back to work because I’m worried that I’ll get into a dangerous situation again. 

Has anyone got any advice on how to deal with this? I’ve never experienced anxiety like this before. I have another shift in a few days and the thought of me going back makes me feel physically sick. ",4.563309352517988,5.843825223021586,5.705820143884893,78.91211151079139,70.15107913669064,8.725467625899281,29.727338129496413,9.120678840339163,2.563036834532374,562,22,105,11,10,187,84,139,0.21,0.731,0.059,-0.9781,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,4,5,8,3,3,11,0,6,3,1,2,2,22,24,8,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,9,0,3,4,0,4,3,2,6,0,0,9,5,10,2,20,14,2,22,0,0,1,0,3,10,0,0,9,66,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14821577883758547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314470517513144,0.15904523946322158,0.11603152683662755,0.0,0.0,0.10605520485935674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451061043927439,0.0,0.2332585651425746,0.0,0.092460124010982,0.0,0.12906488428539334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15902912885998888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978183052305675,0.15637102908188902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28986534120890195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533836241584647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924431457346917,0.14550119176895995,0.17240163814603413,0.0,0.3639268381574021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410110569570577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124473500921163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698168209945503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35591760378659865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13243740677939847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704898880341352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735687026749284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204135961404833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312652380529001,0.15403407766895608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,magicbruise,2019/02/05,Do you feel like people who don't have anxiety disorder are insensitive to your condition? I have experienced varying levels of anxiety over the years. Everything from mild jitters to something almost feeling like a heart attack...left side chest pain..rapid heart beat..a scary aura feeling...I have also experienced the phenomena I would call an anxiety peak..where chronic stress and repeated aggravated anxiety triggers (often coupled with poor sleep) lead you to a very heightened state of anxiety with new more severe symptoms appearing which can only be gotten out of by a gradual healing process..This kind of anxiety high point can be addressed by lowering the stress and eliminating the abusive scenarios in your life (or a good vacation!) I feel excellent sleep also helps the body to recover as well as good foods and EXERCISE! My point is I don't think people (loved ones or coworkers) realize how scary and unpleasant anxiety attacks are and how fragile you are when you have a high anxiety point you have reached in your life..they don't realize how easily you can destroy their attempts to heal..it feels kind of like how people with very strong constitutions scoff at other people who worry more about their mortality from illness or other cause..I don't think the problem of insensitivity towards things that healthy people don't experience will likely change anytime soon. I guess I just wanted to know if anyone else felt at the mercy of people who come down on your life with a sledgehammer of stress at times when it only takes very little to knock over the precariously balanced tower of your tranquility,11.3908041958042,10.094888080419585,10.524965034965033,58.78821678321678,56.30769230769231,14.114685314685314,43.67832167832167,12.896187039172386,5.8993440559440575,1325,62,200,38,13,425,164,286,0.16,0.675,0.165,-0.8295,2,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,11,2,4,13,19,2,3,15,0,22,15,6,6,0,39,37,19,1,4,5,0,6,4,0,2,7,0,1,0,9,11,1,0,10,1,1,3,5,6,1,1,2,8,20,13,38,31,2,30,0,0,0,1,19,19,0,8,11,128,29,2,0.0,0.09385091321771093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931738643563109,0.0,0.0,0.12668843800193486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4847635468052415,0.0,0.0,0.05538548300881831,0.08116001921004842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802256504660127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798446813306685,0.0,0.0,0.08088227976767698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379369117562617,0.06823241270546439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764437309404685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907815376507984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06616980208721951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118885244350849,0.07748259219618632,0.0,0.0,0.16020385083269448,0.11317529862603258,0.07605403453613224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578106247161756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287520208863576,0.0,0.0,0.08725875984204512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18772849423255744,0.053092802225108524,0.16737945592032474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497007932846716,0.04353175177701519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606191119238035,0.0,0.16784512469083238,0.1547920457420935,0.07938924252211953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714901295491733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650152441313797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05367475496871741,0.1204855688762854,0.08428503884942411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294854984188281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22463719646106686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579328516149446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089484768770729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15853443560541874,0.0,0.0,0.060979738072848476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27220440776321225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232953276868538,0.05955607217759376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05262361316299762,0.1015091562973205,0.0,0.0,0.04618799573270314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960696694951248,0.04672011809229362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121931467747672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804416134297844,0.0,0.05626852078668745,0.0,0.0,0.051008651549008695
anxiety,wheresyourgod,2019/02/05,"Do the psychiatrists in your area all have bad reviews? Just trying to figure out if this is a common thing because well, the reviews of people with mental disorders can be a bit rough. There's not many around here. The ones with good reviews are small establishments and only like one or two people reviewed them... and the larger ones (including one my Dr and my previous therapist wants me to see) has terrible reviews. Just seems kind of a hopeless path to take if they all suck. Do you find the smaller offices are better?",4.832653061224491,6.923270785714287,5.0813775510204096,80.45022959183675,70.73469387755101,7.757142857142857,28.5765306122449,8.472884824447931,2.237077551020408,419,16,73,7,8,132,74,98,0.12,0.785,0.095,-0.5794,0,0,0,0,0,1,12.0,0,2,2,1,6,9,1,0,8,0,9,1,0,0,2,19,14,6,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,1,5,0,2,7,5,10,13,3,6,0,1,1,0,4,5,1,4,2,55,9,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17361245606366504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16283665802216318,0.11888464808402645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17248262975354195,0.2129153888829536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22351407639408133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782481447035241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635766414574336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030871907876104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527873737466412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19772343942988904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965380372394383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5286124731070133,0.1483243253148486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704097799694709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155408653094917,0.1775422678942445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663356460912558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264375675467871,0.12956509216544854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324083025348282,0.0,0.1905098340082765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150300415111946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753497434994774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thrownaway111121,2019/02/05,"Does anyone else have a job that gives you anxiety, and how do you deal with it? For a little bit of background, I work full time in a call center, mostly doing debt collection but sometimes handling inbound calls to take payments or answer questions, basic customer service stuff. If any of you guys have worked in a call center before, you’ll know it’s not exactly the greatest job and it can definitely be stressful, especially when you get a difficult customer on the phone. Plus working in collections, obviously people aren’t too thrilled to be talking to you in the first place what they do answer. 

Also, for some history on my mental health, I’ve always suffered from anxiety and depression. I’ve been to therapy before and I used to take antidepressants, and since then I haven’t really felt super anxious or depressed unless I was stressed about school or something. 

Anyway, I’ve always hated the job, but I could manage to push myself through the day. But lately I’ve been getting really anxious about work. I spend a lot of my shifts trying to stay off the phone for as long as possible by going to the bathroom or something. It’s gotten to the point where I’ve been going home early because I was “sick” or calling in all together. I left early last Friday and called in today and yesterday. But it’s getting to the point where I can’t do that anymore because of the attendance policy at work, and obviously because I need to make money, and I’m really stressing out about going in tomorrow. Especially because I’m gonna get disciplined for my lack of attendance. 

So how do you guys usually get yourself through your shift if your job stresses you out? Does anyone else have any call center experience and have any advice for keeping the anxiety down?",8.528882352941173,7.958362087878793,8.536345811051696,68.43569518716579,61.45454545454545,11.279857397504456,37.89661319073083,10.59048541779884,4.15976827094474,1419,61,233,29,17,463,175,330,0.179,0.784,0.037000000000000005,-0.9941,6,0,2,0,0,0,29.0,0,10,1,7,13,11,1,4,17,0,22,2,0,4,4,48,44,31,0,5,13,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,9,14,0,2,5,0,3,6,4,9,0,1,7,1,25,2,47,32,8,46,0,3,0,0,25,25,0,11,14,159,34,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083574080437903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057969696321189326,0.12063387016803145,0.0,0.0,0.1478857040410515,0.0,0.16636243235227186,0.16378463426731274,0.07188994348089102,0.10137245927918233,0.14854778356195522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767553071757514,0.0,0.1233661727771309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913958103709856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4441183050178045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05787683679589103,0.0,0.0,0.046749625239489064,0.07473332307956553,0.12486991885642565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687181398105424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111107826811257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090848084689272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960113102023563,0.0,0.0,0.061659392714637426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893634325363568,0.06953837700484196,0.12359208158948702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355168006138974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156821241810532,0.0,0.07705277509392937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271271506898054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877379253075462,0.06443185308930227,0.0,0.0,0.039838243657316606,0.05908848438433411,0.0817711291429784,0.0,0.07875987636010258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265335894513489,0.0,0.06415078181984779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061627841767967026,0.0,0.0,0.04838719509600485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305220165900418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05374992460937829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0502549787673691,0.0,0.07573592821978573,0.0,0.1370517074977541,0.08172083533842663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120464700064163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931557574105485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07336307870048125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05996392835259609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161166570779588,0.07169380748432191,0.0,0.0,0.07726398784490755,0.0,0.0,0.33214516082005024,0.0,0.08298294753075283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900591948778204,0.05826418294381934,0.0,0.0,0.08289787395596715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042269115138483235,0.0,0.06871141517889287,0.0,0.0,0.04921550125341196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626075124894846,0.07983676309242244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638655020881133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lmb89870,2019/02/05,"Workplace anxiety I recently started a new job, and every small mistake I make I convince myself I’m going to get fired.  I escalate the mistake in my mind so much that I can’t even think logically. Then I spend the rest of the day thinking about what I will do with my life once I get fired. 

I take medicine for anxiety and ocd, but they don’t help. I’ve seen therapists but they don’t help either. Sucks. 

Recently got married and have a great opportunity at this new job to be successful, but my anxiety is keeping me from enjoying life. I am always restless and can’t just sit back and relax. ",3.8232119514472447,5.2338539915966384,5.333053221288517,80.3774696545285,72.10924369747899,8.986367880485528,30.869281045751638,9.444778638647367,2.8576883286647985,471,21,93,11,9,159,79,119,0.134,0.629,0.237,0.9668,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,2,5,10,1,1,5,0,10,2,0,1,0,19,23,10,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,3,1,1,1,4,4,0,0,2,3,17,6,9,19,3,13,0,0,1,0,4,3,1,0,8,60,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411896862248838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3894206426554708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047560265037722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10943137129730499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207389195624536,0.0,0.14296508102384972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17730452374633585,0.0,0.09643464805361783,0.0,0.1357108394575206,0.18707589082831616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274696139910111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33676800166142296,0.15082187295980784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397039656575829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132645895119033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17133126126290096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473638515062957,0.0,0.0,0.32776141960257665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18070664878463333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350825972182989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010236227122224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275803515853166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970148141508462,0.0,0.2174517790717112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Budgiepro456,2019/02/05,"Social Anxiety in Music Theatre Before the post begins, I just want everyone too know that I am posting this too complain and open up a bit. I know people may complain about this but I can’t find another sub reddit to open up too. 

Ok, hi. I’m a 15 year old male who was born in Australia but lived in 2 other countries when I was 8 - 11. I have a rare condition with me being born with my optic nerve in my left eye damaged, meaning that I can track light but not process images with my left eye. I’m slightly overweight at 68kg, am a very average height and white. But I’m not very self conscious of my looks, and apart from all the pimples am happy with my appearance

In terms of how I act, my friends describe me as very energetic and caring, but self conscious at times. Which raises my problem. In my spare time I like to read fantasty novels, watch classic movies (#1 Shawshank Redemption), go scuba diving, play Warframe with 3 of my mates and most of all, do musical theatre. I could spend all day doing it (but I’m not quite “ready” too send some auditions for agents). I love the dancing, the teamwork, being another person and the singing of a chorus ( Want to do the Lion King). 
My main problem is that musical theatre is very, very social.

I have some close friends, like a group at school (geeks tbh), my mates from a small drama club and a group of very, very old friends who I trust with my life. I’m told I am very compassionate, but recently I have noticed.

I turn almost completely quiet when meeting someone else within my very close groups.

I don’t know why, but while everyone is cracking around as usual, I seem to not fully appreciate jokes, chip into conversations nearly as regularly and avoid eye contact almost completely. It’s almost as if I ignore my mates when a new guy says hi. Now I’m not sure whether I’m just being judgy or whether I’m “guessing them”, but I am not happy with how I act. 
But I just can’t break the mold

For example, during a musical I met another guy my age. I was very enthusiastic for about three minutes and quickly dialed down. However, as I spent time alone with him, I talked more and cracked jokes. After about an hour I was confident. However, when we joined another group of about 10, I immediately switched off. No jokes were funny. I didn’t really speak unless I really really could or was spoken too. I would pretend to do shit on my phone when really I’m not super intrested in the phone but intrested in socialising. Once we leave, I’m very quiet. It takes a while to slowly ease back in, but not like before. 

(When I talk to new people or personally to a crowd, I trip over my words) 

I feel that I need to get better at this too be able too be better at musical theatre, but I just don’t know HOW. it’s like as if I am being tested or something. I know that I am a good person to talk too (listen too me brag) and I really want to show who I truly am too everyone

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anxiety,suntirades,2019/02/05,"DAE experience blackouts/time loss? This evening, I woke up and immediately started crying because I had no idea where I was or how long I was asleep for. I had to tell myself aloud that I'm in my bedroom and it's 9:15pm. 

It has been happening more often as of late. It's normal to zone out in lectures and on buses etc., but not to the extent where you struggle to discern if you're in a dream or not, right?

I'm really not sure if anxiety is at an all time high for me again, or my medication is giving me some nasty side effects. I feel like I'm losing it and I'm scared. Anyone else?

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anxiety,Peachykun,2019/02/05,"Beginning to think my anxiety is ruining everything around me. Hello guys, I’m 19 years old and I’ve been suffering from severe depression and anxiety since I was 12 years old. People told me as I got older it would get better but it’s gotten so much worse. I’ve tried therapy and all sorts of medication but nothing seems to help for long, the medication is only short term help. I feel like my anxiety is going to ruin my relationship, I’ve been with my boyfriend for almost 2 years. We’re long distance about 1,200 miles apart. Since my anxiety has started to flare up really bad the last couple weeks I’ve noticed I feel like my boyfriend doesn’t want to be around me. I also notice I’m constantly blaming myself for everything that happens in and out of our relationship. I’m so scared that he’s going to leave me because of my problems. I feel like everything is falling apart and I’ve become more suicidal than I’ve ever been in my entire life, the thoughts of suicide are nearly impossible to push away or control. I don’t know what I’m going to do.. if anybody has any advice or any tips or ANYTHING. Please tell me, I’m in desperate need. Thank you so much. ",3.672453861927547,5.5140993030303065,5.089241285030759,80.22980177717024,73.28571428571428,8.499521531100479,27.74231032125769,9.134995656068208,2.4467610389610392,933,36,176,21,19,312,134,231,0.253,0.674,0.073,-0.9935,0,0,0,0,0,1,21.0,1,1,0,2,9,12,0,1,3,0,16,3,0,1,2,31,41,16,2,5,6,0,3,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,5,9,0,1,7,0,0,5,2,7,0,0,8,3,23,5,29,31,5,33,0,4,0,0,11,13,0,7,18,96,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561690815543028,0.0,0.0,0.09798163700444963,0.0,0.0,0.07824980816179572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308134773230387,0.0,0.29941686186676725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052138788668496,0.17421270640834596,0.0,0.0,0.0919323543934262,0.0,0.08169982597944614,0.059647840836740025,0.10806653042749334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653948690978186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057400050920088,0.10974597126400143,0.0,0.10826805491066638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427719839652455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851002044041037,0.0,0.0,0.2638211095575042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484261799121064,0.2097100306660757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05112206276441317,0.0,0.16682952108478372,0.0,0.0782587821897234,0.0,0.0,0.09688589158609523,0.08652754557341147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117224126872426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05377525019996419,0.07975999291125052,0.0,0.10360796035451407,0.0,0.0,0.06911364086094808,0.14341223329439587,0.0,0.0,0.1731865677894693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19714514202565092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14386054401634032,0.07255379200352077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938887523587739,0.2228034649913174,0.20535212636514488,0.0,0.0,0.07441857204593659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783617471331045,0.0,0.0,0.10740881604478036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362827606649696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626845735358397,0.0,0.0,0.21010640927156585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796391665968422,0.0,0.0,0.08907805261504279,0.0,0.11054151586595856,0.0,0.16188340419175898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06925802424497472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214061844042574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552433691685364,0.09008621071570544,0.11189885657041282,0.0,0.0,0.06269768679924649,0.0,0.07768117438728449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349891059232364,0.0,0.06643304650637667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05771387406264467,0.0,0.0784885638475205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971648819754868,0.06950912058824285,0.0,0.0,0.18903463936815715
anxiety,laksjdhfg1233,2019/02/05,"I want to leave my job, but I can't bring myself to search for a new one. Just the thought of them phoning me at any time or meeting them for an interview is terrifying to me. Anyone else? I can't even imagine giving in a letter of resignation to say I'm leaving ",2.896071428571428,3.715270750000002,5.041428571428573,83.85357142857143,73.64285714285714,7.742857142857144,28.285714285714285,8.07648339933343,1.7275857142857145,206,8,45,3,4,72,43,56,0.207,0.773,0.021,-0.8848,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,8,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,1,9,0,10,7,0,5,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,1,2,31,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18957601592552084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19492540282377288,0.2856371124394636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328800730069824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18412773025868792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26742561531529885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766403784472857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5903632530589511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26924186001030914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889046130026297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216924334273924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22131557582929906,0.16255547816359026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16442824625479194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,avamaemae,2019/02/05,"How Do I Stop Being Anxious When I'm Not With My Mom? I'm 13 and have been diagnosed with GAD and depression by my doctor and go to therapy weekly. My mom works as a nurse at the local jail and does 12 hour shifts, leaving at around sundown. Although we live with my grandma and grandpa, I still get very stressed and feel alone whenever she leaves. My chest gets tight and I feel like I can't breathe and I often start crying uncontrollably. My therapist is on vacation currently and I haven't seen them in a while. My mom doesn't know about this because I don't want her to worry about me. What should I do?? ",2.0448924731182783,4.191460693548386,3.1900000000000013,90.59666666666666,79.16129032258064,6.713978494623658,24.043010752688176,7.793537801064563,1.1894268817204303,482,17,102,8,12,155,84,124,0.185,0.794,0.02,-0.9542,1,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,1,1,7,4,0,2,3,0,11,4,2,1,0,24,22,14,0,2,1,4,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,14,0,2,3,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,2,4,20,1,14,18,0,15,0,1,1,0,8,6,0,1,9,66,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497480769936035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799506223517295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418005022555294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971007679460792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17497089584827466,0.0,0.0,0.13719491887468396,0.16167443588914554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16303849044160906,0.1393944064833436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16108206489503202,0.11379570904841645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16644329396596078,0.0,0.09052730373341072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568670488090329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754077293763199,0.0,0.0,0.3373269635454615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782029654050639,0.0,0.1406546302066963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5596701644270275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274519322538422,0.0,0.12720797147903234,0.1331722866600582,0.18246439499059844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821602383733341,0.18494618148757805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142966315062565,0.0939524618831514,0.0,0.1277715960488678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596389742009862,0.1617651651618501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwitaway3719,2019/02/05,"Put on remeron 1 week ago and I’m ready to go off the deep end. My doctor added remeron to my venlefaxine and abilify combo last week. Each day since the night I first took it I’ve slept between 14-20 hours a day.... no joke. I wake up hungover and wired. Seeing spots, having panic attacks like I’ve never had before, crying, constipated and hungry as a hippo. Then I go right back to sleep. I spoke to my doctor about how I’m doing and she said it goes away...I’m ready to kill myself for feeing so unwell. :( ",1.0956381118881104,3.28882449038462,3.0741958041958064,89.86171328671331,82.94230769230771,4.935664335664336,17.14685314685315,6.11248444174946,-0.2851615384615385,393,8,81,3,11,132,76,104,0.147,0.742,0.111,-0.7205,0,0,0,0,0,1,20.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,2,1,4,0,3,5,3,1,1,8,12,9,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,1,1,4,2,3,0,1,5,3,9,2,12,7,1,22,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,14,43,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16500225284798156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21176160189186716,0.17488505364131465,0.1431304945952981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583917890548795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044665128573632,0.24009034608555135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3810452182976928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16486516430318404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583309476861597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21157578262387766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833108203322091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20593679771463588,0.0,0.0,0.15172928759140278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909388077715564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435629684787842,0.0,0.0,0.1746801763535465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21839567877823285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18712253623015826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589629031561446,0.17706216685161325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483298164863509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539772804281559,0.0,0.18627485017820766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20680885760494375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986212370883196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,idcris98,2019/02/05,"I‘m terrified I have six exams in 2 weeks starting monday February 18th and I‘m freaking out right now. If I don‘t pass these exams I might as well kill myself, because I wouldn‘t know what to do with my life after. If I pass these tests I can finally go to college and study whatever the fuck I want. And if not, there‘s nothing I can really do. I wanna cry, but for some reason I can‘t. And at this point I‘d rather be dead than facing another failure.


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anxiety,notreal_throwaway,2019/02/05,"Not sure whats wrong with me I don't know whats wrong with me or what I really have, so I figured Id ask you people since you might know. Now I've always been a worrier but its really started to come out in the past few years. Around two years ago mainly is when I started having obsessive thoughts about my sexuality which caused me a lot of anxiety, less so now.  with research I thought it must be a subtype of OCD called HOCD(look it up if you need to). Also about a year ago I had a heartbreak and I know not a great idea but i got into a new relationship just a few days after. However ever since I've been feeling unavailable and numb with my emotions and the relationship in itself just gives me anxiety and obsessive thoughts. All this on top of the fact that I've been sad for a pretty long time(3 or 4 years) and I don't enjoy any activities, yes even sex. Currently I'm just stuck in a cycle of looking up my symptoms, finding something that sounds like what I'm feeling, being relieved for a few days, then back to miserable. So basically yeah I don't know whats up with me. Now don't get me wrong, I'm not filled with anxiety right now, although I have been before, I've never self harmed or even thought of doing it, and I don't want to die. I just wanna know whats wrong with me so I can start being happy with my life again and not be so miserable. Any help is appreciated and if you have any tips for betterment, I'm all ears. Thanks",3.980481727574748,4.5610700631229255,5.294117940199339,83.9120739202658,70.96013289036546,8.677807308970099,27.67458471760797,8.841846274778883,1.881127441860465,1143,38,247,20,20,383,149,301,0.14,0.6809999999999999,0.179,0.9386,2,0,1,0,0,1,27.0,0,4,0,2,23,20,0,4,14,2,24,5,1,1,7,62,52,24,1,6,15,0,2,1,0,2,3,2,0,1,15,20,0,0,14,0,0,2,10,12,0,1,11,5,29,8,34,35,8,40,0,4,1,1,11,12,0,7,27,167,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16957948618899935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649288464245879,0.07959014192182044,0.0,0.0,0.1951399578980729,0.0,0.21952059704183224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515057587738843,0.0894217252313022,0.0,0.0,0.07355049798565498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139282264597095,0.0,0.0,0.0845964372911966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767140543312254,0.0,0.0,0.09826097156851443,0.0,0.08239574433581724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233752776867764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927169370481047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759564641140676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635451221728475,0.0865227269215916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672906915811702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742421203358401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04997423177878185,0.09175813205892012,0.0,0.0,0.07650165717876498,0.10545668808599214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018233523434683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06411353174767348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797948609144764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262839239277109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756184943821983,0.046730744672766944,0.0,0.0,0.08464902638579988,0.1606472099399832,0.0,0.0,0.0813199255866671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147167587349086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092475972110937,0.07377273343300761,0.0923813155201588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913106749170623,0.06631306592089997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731249034368054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255426473185298,0.0,0.0,0.2053889422172137,0.0,0.08168630117179768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978591623359116,0.0,0.0,0.15824867630045547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363759698201526,0.0,0.0,0.20310897305389214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015089544833488,0.09941907173322954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806352738788048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037480730437571,0.055775461204977235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343812330010284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056418038774166415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4183218661308365,0.0,0.24638705537729397
anxiety,smrnnm,2019/02/05,"recently my friendships don't feel quite right? every social interaction, whether online or in person, with people I'm close to (aside from my family) soon enough leads me to feeling like I really want to cut them out from my life, run away, and make new friends instead.

It feels like I can't spend any extended amount of time with people or I'll end up just not wanting to be around them at all and actively wanting to distance myself.

The reasons I come up with are different depending on the person, it's the classic ""they don't actually like me, I'm annoying them"" or ""I don't actually like them, these little quirks are irritating"" or ""they have an idea of what I'm like that I don't want them to have"" etc

I was wondering whether this is a normal thing with anxiety? I'm going from thinking about how much I love someone to straight up not wanting to talk to them at all within a few minutes. It makes talking to people so exhausting (more so than usual) and I just want to be able to have fun with my friends :(

My anxiety has shot up since starting uni, and this is now the longest I've gone without visiting home, so maybe this is just a result of me desperately wanting to go back and escape these overwhelming situations?",6.933297159272264,6.439776029045646,7.3080497925311185,75.68651133099266,64.64315352697096,10.734886690073413,35.13597191190553,10.214889679676881,3.4322656240025537,977,40,188,20,13,320,137,241,0.078,0.76,0.162,0.9557,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,8,2,13,13,2,1,8,0,17,3,0,7,2,49,41,15,0,8,12,0,3,5,2,0,2,0,1,2,11,14,0,0,7,0,1,7,8,4,0,0,2,3,25,9,39,37,8,32,0,1,0,1,18,16,0,6,14,131,36,1,0.11163279911814804,0.0,0.2178750174288877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591413145213574,0.0,0.17079757154595085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099376858742957,0.0,0.0,0.10488268949853484,0.08583873184039767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616177179672697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663251524833695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887352564845403,0.11534652281724175,0.124500079814508,0.0,0.0,0.0940554479401861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052374679438932,0.0,0.1693346922733472,0.15950098799058585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724944473630999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268869846354175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197679949759053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12601984221337945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884954739123279,0.2726907342931984,0.11188539170498488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075295963959806,0.0,0.1490315205085106,0.0,0.11215015118219976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820629519863306,0.0,0.0,0.10781565301630856,0.0,0.0,0.10937644124828903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321763810848271,0.19494690862435565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873522301500306,0.0,0.0,0.07151482963627519,0.11477710990989455,0.11022392164793876,0.0,0.0,0.09533380049564677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923438050120479,0.12547994343973118,0.0,0.11379558045106553,0.09458610843068127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901426978668902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17945243071178485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416387138387316,0.07152979014004214,0.0,0.0,0.06509398289298217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229477568655746,0.0,0.4609074205818365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076100347241684,0.1210610087072389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ChowChow732,2019/02/05,"Alone in my apartment for the first time Hey ya'll, first time posting but I'm having a bit of a hard time. My boyfriend of two years and I moved into our first apartment s few months ago and it has been so so wonderful. He left today to go on a business trip until Thursday and it's the first time I'm alone in this apartment overnight and my anxiety is on overdrive. 


I've checked the locks a thousand times because I keep thinking of someone breaking in, I can't stop thinking horrible things like what if my boyfriend dies in some crazy accident while he's traveling, and my heart is just racing like crazy. My imagination is just going nuts with bad scenarios. Maybe I watch and listen to much true crime lol. I also need to clean the kitchen and eat some food  but I'm just having a hard time functioning.


 I thought I would have a nice relaxing time with my cat for the next few days but I'm like minutes away from a meltdown. Luckily it's just tonight because my sister I'd staying with me tomorrow. I don't really have any friends in the area I could invite over but I wish I did. I just needed to get this all out and maybe it'll make me feel better.  ",3.2134020156774885,4.851044727659577,3.7953863381858888,89.88105263157894,74.06382978723406,6.989921612541995,27.68756998880179,7.669130373188453,1.4824042553191492,921,36,193,12,19,290,135,235,0.119,0.6559999999999999,0.225,0.9863,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,5,8,9,0,0,13,1,15,4,1,1,2,41,33,18,1,6,10,1,3,3,1,2,0,1,2,0,8,13,3,2,6,2,1,5,2,1,0,6,3,5,23,8,25,27,7,47,0,0,1,0,7,16,0,4,26,117,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048801549959732,0.0,0.0,0.23481638457465226,0.0,0.09065504737988694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770896195624255,0.0,0.08672113848108233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650673962098764,0.0,0.09465200962257847,0.13820807907878535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025892037736266,0.12376125672268108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050983039239492,0.0,0.0,0.07310870610044433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765120557756935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159969831631478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057318915272506765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38570049682439533,0.13707701970921438,0.0,0.08758271397886153,0.0,0.05922663749517205,0.0,0.1288517590316509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203099043829486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433377037095853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076079512684212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316746121109665,0.0,0.0,0.16614791920354408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075669595364169,0.0,0.2277734678148926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048396474925613,0.12048519702809594,0.08333365116328201,0.16811204030225185,0.0,0.0,0.12056110404542482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856885737791548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262219700436319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605072172114544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082813820569968,0.0,0.09477518208731728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531225769031161,0.1452747783264231,0.0,0.08999626593388606,0.4627134891388257,0.0,0.10745332464860187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073758735144833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13035998202028434,0.0,0.12293557110600345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805286654151565,0.0,0.0,0.0730010061831989
anxiety,nofreepizza,2019/02/05,"Chest pain??? Vent (but I also need advice) Some background for y'all: I'm a college student with no money and practically no health insurance (and undiagnosed anxiety that I've had since I was a kid yay me). With that being said, I've been super stressed today, and then I drank a load of caffeine via a venti blonde flat white (they contain 4 espresso shots). I am now super stressed about a possible bed bug infestation, I have an essay due at 11:59 that I have no idea how to write, I have two more assignments that are worth A LOT of points grade-wise that I also don't know how to do, and I have a whole bunch of extracurricular responsibilities that I'm struggling to keep up with, AND I think I might fail my Spanish class. AND I stopped exercising since before new years :)))))). And now my chest hurts (kind of like heartburn but kind of not?) and I have mild nausea. Just in case, what symptom(s) should I look out for that would mean that I should go to the ER?

TLDR: Been very very stressed today, drank a lot of caffeine that only exacerbated it, am now having heartburn-like chest pain and mild nausea. What symptom (or symptoms) should I be on the lookout for in case things take a turn for the worse and I have to go to the hospital?",5.00375,5.7704663374485605,5.3866229423868335,83.4937615740741,68.75308641975309,8.05030864197531,27.944701646090536,8.07648339933343,1.5966133744855973,972,31,199,12,16,310,139,243,0.138,0.818,0.044,-0.9566,0,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,1,1,3,9,14,0,4,14,1,23,13,3,2,0,38,38,18,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,5,7,1,1,1,13,14,3,3,4,1,2,2,5,8,1,1,7,4,22,6,26,24,6,19,0,2,3,0,5,7,0,5,11,131,35,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676478348697923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19111310089753905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140994444045487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016776579899088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358184675666759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270128680627474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791710618753274,0.13489028761771055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620869197110366,0.0,0.2488620422906695,0.06566888187129018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0583770475084581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034196835978176,0.0,0.0,0.203173186843036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016023987368786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12676059165566253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886007294931477,0.0,0.11540471873021513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087794847150636,0.2542927419080971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295719343635903,0.13470764244589611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136628770437888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19768763710555493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989945105281953,0.4106280672969632,0.12491746806545975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3725893037522978,0.08984202355517057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938421256610198,0.07656472025165231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22652614133320065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997140689186354,0.11672490565231768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19718443724436605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13340693291671726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177107981301565,0.08488265906551977,0.0,0.0,0.07694799718017069
anxiety,116rip,2019/02/05,Very anxious Butterflies in my stomach and can't sleep. Really worrying about nothing but need to calm down- help,4.040333333333333,7.3964037,4.1200000000000045,77.39833333333334,87.0,8.666666666666668,31.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,4.095666666666666,94,5,14,3,3,29,20,20,0.066,0.606,0.328,0.7565,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4493763290631843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266622453087248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29494761723451657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38167906912430094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548270061592448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39806563553288427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282088096433382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40396323803007533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LennonForPresident,2019/02/05,"6th session of therapy down, haven’t had a full on panic attack since I started. Not much, just recognising my progress. It’s not easy but I’ve been managing to control the buildup to anxiety. 

Trying to go to the gym more. ",1.8100000000000025,4.356409090909096,3.396545454545457,86.38481818181822,83.0909090909091,7.156363636363636,29.25454545454545,8.238735603445708,2.481587272727274,176,9,34,4,5,58,38,44,0.181,0.775,0.043,-0.6191,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,1,2,1,1,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,5,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,7,3,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,23,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650335895679349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3941373182040333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3885735562569675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19689573278463496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546808896475076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40648486964580377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28658733136753123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452193594921389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3961961987110878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352170638853763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wagalow,2019/02/05,"I feel as though I don’t have the right to say I have anxiety. Ever since I was little (around 8) I’ve had anxiety. I didn’t know it was anxiety until a couple years ago. And I’ve only recently started counselling to help with it. I’ve always just thought that what I was feeling was something in my control and that I was doing something wrong. But anyway, my anxiety has gotten worse over the years but it comes in waves. So, I will have a period where I’ll be happy, motivated and have no anxiety.. but then out of nowhere, like someone flicks a switch and it all comes rushing back. I’ve been having a pretty bad bout of it recently and it’s escalated in that period, Ive been struggling to calm myself down when my chest tightens and I’m breathing in thick air, which has never happened before, which is what scared me. But now I’m having a good couple days which I’m grateful for. 
I booked a doctors appointment when I was really low, but I almost feel like I shouldn’t go because I haven’t be feeling very anxious for the last few days. 
Does anybody else experience this? 

Sorry if this isn’t very good, it’s my first post.",4.163157894736841,5.178100885964915,5.286798245614037,82.5396710526316,70.84210526315789,8.156140350877193,27.846491228070175,8.472884824447931,1.9206701754385964,894,31,177,14,16,296,128,228,0.157,0.698,0.145,0.2822,0,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,3,11,11,0,2,9,0,28,3,2,2,3,31,43,19,0,2,7,0,5,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,17,11,0,1,7,1,0,4,7,5,0,1,12,6,20,6,18,27,2,39,0,1,0,0,2,14,0,2,22,119,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023434855523312,0.0,0.11561104666237555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606742800017072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4416120439385096,0.1304307698832251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277902036296536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887774163859915,0.09639972021684806,0.0703800173288913,0.0,0.09824331180302576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19890773016278465,0.0,0.0,0.12949208640221027,0.0,0.2554965099787679,0.0,0.14891725683587478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181726161931972,0.10103504793387558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644745522413184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443524333808996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293669628391916,0.0,0.0,0.2335091422754029,0.08248074803309949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820557463499878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561547699636414,0.19367558462618453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209607039341677,0.12290350706499174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738674597485129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345079700869509,0.09411086142431536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281051499204857,0.11571578230409685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904566050922233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780838194160215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057353686653633,0.11745877609807147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396313613064014,0.0,0.22799486381113404,0.0,0.0,0.09859754822563638,0.0,0.09181408598182712,0.11559013797307235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550519040127756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782425896149202,0.17776509440388075,0.0,0.12924190761618082,0.08171931922678624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069815540024993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343350153947865,0.09165801012763887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905241774237664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765804208283935,0.0,0.12623141756329587,0.0,0.14869787973165405
anxiety,Springlocked800080,2019/02/05,"Health Anxiety from Headache Type Feeling? For the past two or three weeks I've been getting this weird feeling near my left temple. The best way I can describe it is that they don't last long, it hits a few times, and it's definitely not unbearable but it's enough to where I can definitely notice it.

I had an MRI done less than half a year ago and all the results came back fine, with and without dye.

I also struggle with really bad anxiety like many others here, so I have a hard time trying to relax and clear my mind. The reason I say that is because I don't know if that could be causing it because I also have a history with tension headaches... Go figure.

Does anyone have advice or something to ease my mind? Have you dealt with anything similar?",4.847200000000001,5.667716653333336,5.364000000000001,83.32200000000002,69.13333333333333,8.133333333333333,29.666666666666664,8.238735603445708,1.9948666666666668,598,22,118,8,10,192,104,150,0.097,0.727,0.177,0.8959999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,1,6,8,0,2,9,0,15,2,0,3,2,27,22,11,0,2,6,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,11,9,0,0,5,1,0,2,4,4,0,3,4,4,13,4,12,15,5,15,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,3,10,83,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15303200765940758,0.1388203520399724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504729649383257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396038754153581,0.0,0.0,0.10950143803610644,0.0,0.1288720780198276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120419117341874,0.13075813301487532,0.19092917794323647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16434665656025915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791137142392326,0.0,0.16087585794107406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503587075217745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13704556618197586,0.16026067355825038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16181420867135482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583677806177917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818193356326811,0.0,0.0890018897318912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028678257410712,0.0,0.0,0.1664631545382788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860656829345524,0.1276534880867259,0.0,0.0,0.17015113931932108,0.0,0.0,0.07650899967149914,0.0,0.0,0.13858996635502174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15877228203500207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.316251603138909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17829514789198633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14949662039743042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032478902026208,0.16101540610011802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453810488707955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056171847375365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16371692182274258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18263457057623847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063241081302862,0.0,0.15297974374115142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430528375122207,0.12561860381811055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15096105360347709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008480994200197
anxiety,Cheeks6969,2019/02/05,"Help Literally I know I have anxiety. I've dropped 11 pounds in a month and didn't want to tell my parents because I knew how they'd react. I was 100% right about their reaction, especially my dad. He doesn't have anxiety like my mom and I do and he doesn't understand what it's like he just think it's easy and a joke. Anyway I told em today I think I have anxiety and they basically blew it off. don't really know what to do about it",0.029216634429399587,2.19205571276596,2.806557059961317,90.16136363636365,87.61702127659575,7.247969052224373,20.247582205029012,8.296473431620573,1.1412468085106393,343,11,80,9,11,120,56,94,0.124,0.785,0.091,0.0665,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,3,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,11,0,0,2,0,15,19,6,0,1,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,6,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,0,14,3,6,14,0,6,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,0,4,46,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5367525583080863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14257104500645484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15676479861783826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25706860496348805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285238569205404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739173674561985,0.1866807424951593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596960035189976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14982948300257484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19973219699439865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044213825122988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29972165299066755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22169084306332087,0.223482312236555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434772732349404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379484524679383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,violetfae,2019/02/05,"Burning stomach/indigestion from anxiety? 24-hour Prilosec and manuka honey for 2 weeks to see if this burning stomach, reflux and indigestion BS goes away.

Anxiety brain is trying to convince me I have a peptic ulcer, Barrett’s Esophagus, or worse—stomach cancer. I never thought my anxiety would manifest into some hypochondriasis bullshit as I got older, but... here we are.

Does anyone else get this too? I could use some reassurance.",6.323687258687258,9.44887766216216,6.8706949806949815,64.63202702702705,69.67567567567568,9.093436293436293,37.5984555984556,9.606745405546679,4.7186239382239386,353,20,46,9,7,115,61,74,0.179,0.762,0.059,-0.8466,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,5,4,2,1,1,14,10,6,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,7,2,7,6,2,5,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,4,3,32,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5544477322699572,0.0,0.0,0.16892554817591207,0.2475378021501071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269820303278011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26969466259164604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19289018835989613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21141729101982185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20181768728992533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622095536847835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19322182478201366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379177712087232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18632932538668595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925161825050802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19179570453745107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16402394865628364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20865644263576266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937891583128799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17161881060828688,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,00000odt,2019/02/05,"Conquered agoraphobia,now here comes the intrusive thoughts... I was pretty much housebound for 6 months ( only leaving the house for groceries and the gym,and hating every second of it) and two days ago I've had a huge panic attack that led me to the ER. I don't know why,but having to sit in the ER in a room full of people for hours kinda changed something. Talking to a supportive GP willing to help (I've never searched for help of any kind before) kinda changed something. I was also given 2mg valium,only took half because I'm scared of medication.

So,today I've been able to go work at the library instead of at home ( I'm self-employed). It wasn't easy, I've had a panic attack but I managed to stay there instead of going straight back home despite wanting to do so so badly. 

Yet,I've been having ""that's it I'm going manic/losing it"" intrusive thoughts.  Just because I'm happy I managed to do this. I started to blame the valium even if I just know half a 2mg pill can't do that. 

Why can't I just accept that the meditation I've been doing and the small steps I've been taking (changed my whole diet,environment,started reading CBT self-help books) are finally changing something... 

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anxiety,ATLKing123,2019/02/05,"I think I have anxiety? This may sound dumb but I’ve just felt real off lately. At times I feel weirdly lightheaded but nothing ever happens. I do have random worries of killing over. I run a lot and had felt some pain around my heart, but went to the doctor and got checked out, he said it was fine and I “had the heart of an 18 year old” (I’m 26). I had blood drawn and tests came back great they said. 

The only thing I can think of is anxiety and just my brain messing with me. Any tips/advice on what my next step should be? ",0.8430221130221156,2.773605243243246,2.058968058968059,98.27380835380836,82.15315315315316,5.117444717444719,19.0999180999181,6.11248444174946,-0.3244666666666665,406,10,96,3,11,129,81,111,0.19,0.745,0.065,-0.9338,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,5,7,2,0,5,0,12,6,4,0,1,26,24,8,1,1,5,0,3,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,4,9,0,0,5,0,1,4,0,5,0,0,11,6,13,2,11,10,2,17,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,4,7,59,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15550890923829325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082200607876341,0.0,0.24348198710192945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166755896861902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223681625542712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17765189179264085,0.0,0.1820127616240557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628856357445703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395044768622928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046552221014441,0.0,0.3055970289517821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272780943393211,0.17545144497401793,0.0,0.0,0.1407262009488407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771612540805179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17606386123309367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795158624136543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352943915489372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16924626275856602,0.0,0.0,0.15269828057317253,0.0,0.16698973955996002,0.0,0.0,0.12103247416369944,0.16933524706853398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811351620197491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027554970276958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057249620838971,0.20393984858966044,0.0,0.0,0.09279530241387696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475235614147858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616135042549976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248037766364704
anxiety,karannagwekar,2019/02/05,"I want to be a director, but I'm having trouble making my first short because I think I suck. I found out very recently that I suffer from ADHD and anxiety. It doesn't help that I can't concentrate on following through on things, especially tasks that I set for myself.

But what's worse is that even when I do follow through and get something done, I'm often all the time second guessing it and obsessing over it and feeling like I suck. Which is ironic , because the first short I wrote and want to make is all about learning to be fine with sucking and letting go. In a sense I want to make a short film that will serves as therapy for my fear of sucking and being bad at this. 

But while I do this, I constantly wrestle with the fear that I'm being self-indulgent, that I'm going to do a bad job of making a rather cerebral piece of work that will amount to not much, that my first attempt in what I hope will be a legacy of my work will be terrible and that my legacy will never take off after that.

I know its illogical, but it somewhere deep down still feels that there's a lot riding on this internally for me for this to be good. And that anxiety coupled with my ADHD is causing me to procrastinate this process, while every day I get more anxious about the fact that I'm getting older and running out of time, and getting nowhere especially during a sabbatical I've specifically taken for the very reason as to figure who and what I am as a director.",13.454790715372908,6.585162051369863,12.5003196347032,63.22854642313549,58.62328767123288,15.580517503805174,47.17047184170473,11.429527900616536,5.1654645357686455,1157,43,228,19,9,382,145,292,0.187,0.7509999999999999,0.062,-0.9921,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,6,8,16,4,3,14,0,25,0,0,6,4,48,59,22,0,5,6,0,2,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,30,17,0,0,8,1,0,6,4,12,0,4,4,2,26,4,42,42,7,37,0,1,0,0,3,15,4,4,16,173,56,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831559759190014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18024007695617075,0.1330854328130512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967234955310384,0.14362492954678466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210175626976966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730469844821318,0.0,0.0,0.13034832058106846,0.0,0.07597408800499468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205547952223786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780869077673473,0.0,0.09925528227036524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651253882091117,0.11913088182086692,0.08415948215713963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30061307044314545,0.0,0.12916643681449955,0.0,0.0,0.2461917333410868,0.0,0.13390190310329558,0.09880873596151143,0.0,0.0,0.12977482067436827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896180166135251,0.0,0.0,0.11700634356787455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690268289693473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474221374140092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046297370577078,0.0,0.057553276067532015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015308251246606,0.0,0.0,0.3145413893443135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659978386921875,0.0,0.09085801057222777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112253667143374,0.11631762641830372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289567446140698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906915774129616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407874071403337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857424287152027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471959056556576,0.0,0.07826400436847282,0.07548429853425269,0.0,0.0,0.1373853782558996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19440192399764086,0.20845225023670047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715260028240049,0.0,0.1200527411480436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bonniebesos1,2019/02/05,"Fear of failing Tomorrow i'm going to take my drivers test. i faild the first one and had to pay 150 euros to take another One and I cant fail another because i don't have the money.
Today i had the last class and i felt really insecure. The person that stays with us on the car is really rude and I don't know how to stand up for myself because I was bullied a lot. I know its not  a big deal but Im just really nervous. 
Any advice?",-0.4037129186602897,1.6312981789473715,2.931866028708136,89.42488038277511,88.26315789473685,6.401913875598087,19.16267942583732,7.686295010490155,0.7784736842105259,337,10,75,7,11,122,65,95,0.171,0.807,0.022,-0.8849,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,3,2,6,1,3,7,0,8,0,0,1,0,13,15,6,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,3,0,3,2,4,6,0,3,4,1,11,0,9,11,1,11,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,1,4,49,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18669246647734114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12992098118193285,0.4006664913781578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329253840284616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19696481261207585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149850762648636,0.0,0.0,0.18343856748339507,0.0,0.0,0.16250757000171073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085784769430204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063674670394292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20999286190990032,0.1557317642880815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16242441531190718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589217053779324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16681804271731765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3671757810176031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20363455364257835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28729259747568603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18109366019509626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22981038688149955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ajk999,2019/02/05,"HELP! MY ANXIETY SEEMS TO BE TREATMENT RESISTANT :( For about a decade, I have had anxiety and depression issues (anxiety usually more intense). I am home from school due to intense panic attacks, agoraphobia, generalized anxiety, constant worry, and suicidal thoughts/ideation. I feel like I have tried so so so many drugs and therapies and nothing seems to be working. Is my anxiety “treatment resistant”? Do I have an underlying mood disorder or health condition that is making me feel this way? I am a 20 year old male.

In short, these are all treatments I have tried, and these are in order!

1: Zoloft for about 6 months, very mild relief that failed with time

2: Paxil (still on it) alone for about 4 months, very good results, until mood decreased and anxiety increased.

3: Cymbalta added for mood boost and additional help with anxiety, + Paxil... This was the BEST i ever felt. this combo got me through my freshman year of college, and I had no panic attacks for nearly a year.

4: Panic attack’s returned, as did general anxiety. Dr. stopped Cymbalta and switched me to Effexor +Paxil... Saw very little relief. Went back to school for my sophomore year, and was at a very low point. Suicidal thoughts, crying spells, panic attacks, agoraphobia, constant worry, inability to fall asleep, no motivation. Put on scheduled dose of 0.5mg Klonopin 2x daily, stopped Effexor

5: took a medical leave from school and went into an Intensive Outpatient Anxiety program (CBT, mindfulness, medication management) Some benefits, but did not lessen panic attacks, anxiety, suicidal ideation, or low mood.

6: Dr added Neurontin/Gabapentin to my regimen. Little to no positive or negative effects (on Paxil, Neurontin, and Klonopin as needed) 

7:  Dr. added Buspar and raised Paxil. Seemed to do very little. Panic attacks constantly, anxiety, suicidal thoughts, low mood.

8: Panic attacks became even more regular. Dr stopped Buspar, reduced Paxil to my original dose, and added Klonopin 0.5mg 2x daily to relieve panic.

9: Dr. added Pristiq (on Pristiq, Paxil, Neurontin, and Klonopin as needed) 

Above is my CURRENT med regimen. Yesterday my Psychiatrist added Lamotrigine, as she said it is possible that I may have a mood disorder that is comorbid with my anxiety (Bipolar 2 or Cyclothymia). 
I have not shown serious symptoms of Hypomania, but the depression is definitely there. I have felt like shit for about 6 months now, with only slight improvement. I am constantly anxious, depressed, worried, irritated, unmotivated, and hopeless. I want to know what I am dealing with and my steps to recovery. I want to return to school and my old self so so bad, but it seems out of reach. I feel like a completely different person. 

Side note: I found out that I am very deficient in Vitamin D, so I have been on 50,000 IU weekly for about 3 weeks. no major results so far. My B6 and Iron also came back as too high, so stopped my daily multivitamin.

If anyone has any suggestions, recommendations, or experiences like mine, please please let me know. I need so much help, and I feel like neither I nor my psychiatrist truly know what’s wrong with me. Sorry for such a long post, I just want some advice. I hope you are all doing well! ",5.2018604492852285,7.940651810619472,5.961128318584072,71.67672311095987,71.60176991150442,9.726684819605175,34.2282164737917,10.035473477838034,4.271214431586113,2543,132,398,76,52,829,271,565,0.261,0.621,0.118,-0.9983,2,1,1,0,0,1,130.0,0,1,0,5,26,46,8,8,12,0,37,17,2,6,3,85,68,46,4,8,12,0,6,5,0,1,15,1,1,3,15,31,0,4,18,0,0,8,9,27,1,0,19,8,47,13,62,45,11,71,0,8,1,0,11,25,1,14,40,240,62,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04407627203104098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04671537636048196,0.0,0.036070606103573384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030673077586714764,0.0,0.4140641851606689,0.05095602878218476,0.0,0.03153859930669806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591956760359133,0.0,0.0693662176282897,0.037660951647852124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047335116703585485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0515883239986575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04729193611817293,0.1949707564868317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04954593592603735,0.0,0.04650147285019954,0.1165471084831851,0.0,0.0,0.0471253259559658,0.1033889165490747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052307703287328214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029791554213847764,0.04080022888904684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044121533220731035,0.0,0.0,0.09122616224179028,0.09666947548911048,0.08661611637515004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04945551540007792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03783209542293585,0.0360747428373769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04794471035696006,0.0,0.0,0.09069917916112752,0.04765611226685305,0.04524418567664409,0.04479963347241806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04707810221746325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436590249806052,0.0,0.0,0.047759886125407235,0.0,0.04612311524704197,0.0,0.1101805933909315,0.13562175717247527,0.0,0.039916675937703656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030108066205735477,0.04572958560106629,0.0,0.0,0.05010170057052545,0.0908774721662793,0.0,0.0,0.0455433863261692,0.0,0.10800760284697038,0.0,0.03315750631828838,0.10033478602024214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04327964864638157,0.0,0.09466062392552686,0.0,0.0,0.034304531373534466,0.0,0.4233697990367067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03938411425608706,0.0,0.09902391294280548,0.042638986148756663,0.050849327303960766,0.04319830613714593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04534317654668776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0429053670019562,0.0,0.0,0.1825954512294552,0.0,0.16424829268370475,0.04705455279886458,0.0,0.04629983186751116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05049157012759122,0.0,0.0,0.03602106495269152,0.15083984224907165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973510386708927,0.0,0.0,0.046881565421860096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051581718519308234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161696900759354,0.02630120044202327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0501135284435528,0.06124692977744148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04967699706645612,0.2232990453985533,0.07981263342091965,0.03580240229030144,0.07236132935496034,0.0,0.040554984925435286,0.08362593057536442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03283711730145108,0.13741953716332142,0.0,0.0,0.04931544720873834,0.0,0.11618506041541825
anxiety,zachl1,2019/02/05,"I've had enough. Obsessive fear of anxiety leading to psychosis/schizophrenia is getting me down Whatever happens, however many times I have been reassured that I'm fine it makes no difference in the end because my stupid fucking brain reminds me that I **MUST** remember this great fear I have of losing my mind and going mad. 

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And if it wasn't this it'd just be something else. I can go a week and feel fine and then boom, my brain reminds me that I have to fear getting psychosis again and there I go again researching symptoms and going through reddit to compare myself to people with it. 

It's such a weird and irrational fear to have that explaining it to anyone is daunting. As you can imagine, this doesn't help things. I'm just done with it all. I can't stand it anymore. Fuck anxiety man.... as soon as you feel good for a minute it will come back at you with full force and break you down ",2.4138269402319352,4.974417757062149,2.9764912280701767,90.31506690454952,80.46892655367232,6.212191495688374,26.26494201605709,7.475848149327749,1.4785322033898307,721,30,141,11,19,224,106,177,0.206,0.721,0.07400000000000001,-0.9694,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,4,0,2,8,16,4,5,4,0,18,5,2,2,2,25,34,13,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,17,12,0,0,5,0,0,6,4,11,0,0,4,3,18,5,20,26,3,21,0,1,0,2,8,5,2,1,8,98,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375643383194633,0.1542739203325105,0.0,0.0,0.19425266795236046,0.0,0.12591316250898255,0.08877546928763214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762669646130448,0.0,0.07739545560590581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834653549386206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936736721408677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326492938506943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12992721153848671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606128020996712,0.0,0.11245151774245858,0.1311867001004103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5714746117651613,0.12839259736250613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347504626358684,0.13266583613629804,0.0,0.2886239549047541,0.10649052586784756,0.0,0.13997713624717528,0.0,0.0,0.11227294598046954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510061079685817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203910136392156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474877659483157,0.1287205364634385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819641908431015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802014582336108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382430903556054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977423066544728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13196315190765492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434856392625695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403313601098369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018420461431086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542739203325105,0.0
anxiety,izumi1,2019/02/05,"Cafeteria is terrifying place I am so scared to walk into cafeteria where people at work all make big circle and laugh so hard during lunch hour 
Cafeteria is a terrifying place 😢😢😢 it reminds me how socially inept I am ..",1.6505426356589157,4.410586651162792,4.4933720930232575,75.61199612403102,89.4651162790698,8.448062015503877,23.44573643410853,8.841846274778883,2.77722015503876,178,7,31,6,6,63,33,43,0.257,0.672,0.071,-0.8558,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,1,0,4,4,0,2,1,5,5,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,3,5,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,18,4,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28857453374682995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172434149381129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21503122603924488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22333159997149413,0.0,0.6731363315442688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225187496132284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283815812755233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345220561385783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TwistyTurret,2019/02/05,"Sensory overload? Do any of you sensory overload easily? I’m starting to think that a lot of my anxiety is because I can’t “turn off” certain inputs such as noises in my surroundings and sensations in my body. I do have health anxiety, but sometimes out of the blue I will feel overwhelmed at work and I think it’s due to noise. So maybe when my brain is saying “something’s wrong” it’s actually saying “I’m in overload”. ",3.3953184165232386,5.294128807228919,5.099345955249572,79.62168674698798,74.18072289156626,8.598278829604133,31.1342512908778,9.23628265651192,3.0301648881239243,333,16,62,8,7,113,57,83,0.171,0.773,0.056,-0.8559,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,1,2,0,7,3,2,0,1,9,14,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,9,1,12,13,1,10,0,1,1,0,3,7,0,1,3,40,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.2246042228727923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15651757324985746,0.0,0.3521455215778411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030418922627294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556573127303701,0.0,0.25693612426622897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637646638665912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24465069388697205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19567490246665395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312279567304289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36606699975742935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17718940964816934,0.2276354060844233,0.0,0.16290934932081294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949561288164089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503493966127245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16756016405638108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516452448901427,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kaylameow_,2019/02/05,"New symptom during panic attack - rush of heat/adrenaline? Looking for others who have experienced this. 28/F currently on 10mg of citalopram and 50mg of hydroxyzine for severe anxiety and panic attacks. My doctor added the citalopram about a month ago when we discussed that I was having to take the hydroxyzine every day. My anxiety has improved dramatically and I haven't had any big side effects beyond some tiredness during the day. I take it in the morning, so I am going to try switching to evening to see if that makes me less tired during the day. 

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Since starting the citalopram, I've not had any panic attacks until last night. I ate a new kind of candy, it was mildly sour so it made my tongue a little tingly. Well, my brain decided I was definitely about to die of anaphylaxis. I was 100% not having an allergic reaction. This anaphylaxis thought is a common panic trigger for me. Anyway, I was able to calm myself down much better than I have been able to in the past. I quelled the attack before hyperventilating, but while sitting there I noticed that it felt like heat surged through my body. I think it was adrenaline because I felt very intense and just weird. I wasn't sweating or anything, it was like phantom heat... if that makes any sense? I felt like I was hot, but I wasn't actually overheated? It went away very quickly - even before I was completely calmed down. But, this was the first time I remember this feeling, so I wanted to see if anyone else had experienced this during a panic attack. In the past, I have usually felt the opposite where my extremities get very cold & it feels like my body is pulling all the blood to my core.  Usually any kind of emotional confrontation causes the cold feeling, so I'm not used to the opposite happening.

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I appreciate anyone willing to share their experience with me. I'm not worried that this is a medical issue - it just felt like a weird panic attack quirk. Thanks, all!",5.797066385669128,7.318586098630142,6.340342465753428,74.6095231822972,67.46575342465754,9.12223393045311,32.120653319283456,9.466822959209583,3.121902002107482,1566,66,267,32,26,509,185,365,0.128,0.74,0.132,0.3463,1,0,0,0,0,0,55.0,1,0,1,3,17,28,7,6,22,0,28,11,5,7,2,42,57,18,1,4,13,0,9,5,0,1,5,0,0,0,22,6,1,0,13,0,0,4,7,15,1,1,25,17,36,13,34,31,5,39,0,0,3,0,5,12,0,5,27,178,58,1,0.12731865952394664,0.0,0.06212232287896849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05643015484982272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20692457160153316,0.15470610704333074,0.17316210883830324,0.0,0.0973984260493234,0.0,0.0,0.08902416704542718,0.06522650625268589,0.05238620426768048,0.0,0.0,0.43453006658087295,0.059810035848366076,0.0,0.0,0.0388061365583623,0.0,0.1083388017925071,0.0,0.0,0.05630150395390478,0.0,0.14142232879388453,0.0,0.07106486541874793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06539566743498007,0.0,0.0,0.0667455960859962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316500387456007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606833378092904,0.0,0.0,0.06515802148814827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053179201429349135,0.0716081776706825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409277384469083,0.0,0.05363573092884165,0.0,0.0,0.06227103977487888,0.0,0.0,0.09656420962948722,0.04547823790168926,0.30561469843755457,0.0,0.0,0.05414859337515082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033259372358689566,0.0,0.03617906413355949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05629373507034791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644380105839158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13258279157100175,0.0,0.051890850253569036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15550366482374867,0.0638033723274908,0.0,0.0,0.05345780398816484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060235997038979174,0.08498619387782806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06413007743402556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050812269670574665,0.0,0.04679693211141141,0.0,0.0,0.12296515474101175,0.0,0.0597399685803475,0.0,0.0,0.07247656886520337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4481430438410617,0.0,0.0,0.12154006692221962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211361097563168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145648763816817,0.0,0.0,0.07191692272322002,0.0,0.05265965541646668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04505840125829683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06616641834471737,0.09572778695932774,0.0,0.0,0.05860895794413686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0407903280603973,0.0,0.05053839701486957,0.03712026711897562,0.07316703489567335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04322050620022718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054981221623643946,0.1402235160208957,0.15757684199392613,0.03754792204997304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05723738263417383,0.05901283646488266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06464913947068596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15470610704333074,0.0
anxiety,RoadSodaReloaded,2019/02/05,"That weird head feeling... Not quiet a headache, or dizziness, but almost. Maybe my head feels numb, or is it actuallu tingling? Am I about to fall asleep or stroke out? Is my brain not getting enough oxygen or is my skull about to explode from internal pressure? How can I be experiencing all the sensations at once? Anyone relate to this? It's the (hopefully) anxiety symptom I hate most.",3.3069366197183108,6.2067476338028165,4.158573943661973,81.05504401408452,79.70422535211267,6.930281690140845,28.59330985915493,8.07648339933343,2.3605901408450705,306,14,53,6,8,98,55,71,0.201,0.799,0.0,-0.9361,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,1,3,0,6,9,5,1,1,15,11,6,0,1,7,0,3,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,5,6,1,8,10,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,7,0,38,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578248006210435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969682663851392,0.0,0.0,0.1800330514626488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28742812199728035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660413075809288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603749805421473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345204677379776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254204026635556,0.5284888625521432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557315447022639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25866902735494834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742033018023735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26761592035733706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jgo_,2019/02/05,"SSRI stops working? I was on Fluvoxamine for 3 years for GAD.  Worked well to control the anxiety.  Recently the anxiety came back strong due to new stresses in my life.  My doc raised the dose to 100mg, then 150mg then 200mg.  Each time it worked for a few days/weeks but then it came back.  Has anyone experienced this?  I am now transitioning to Zoloft generic but am worried ill experience the same thing there.  Can SSRI's just stop working for someone?",2.35551724137931,5.0611926551724125,3.400701149425288,86.17691379310345,82.2183908045977,6.698390804597702,24.791954022988506,7.908726449838941,1.5926285057471268,359,14,70,7,10,115,63,87,0.179,0.779,0.042,-0.879,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,6,6,3,0,1,5,0,5,4,0,1,0,10,7,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,3,1,4,2,10,4,3,17,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,13,42,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703237182141133,0.0,0.0,0.1235407224878938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717163358688353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40415611085050096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19816478488312472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17282968207802102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479628742592215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706413501155085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744529507434808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970276386808046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954294658141749,0.20238955151299776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738020211984193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302516206597664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417242855613705,0.0,0.15885905678474027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5145087334274139,0.17942996072861106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137779310238105
anxiety,throwaway123434343,2019/02/05,"I used to blame myself, but now I realize that toxic people are the source of my anxiety I used to think my anxiety was my main problem. That there was something wrong with me for having anxiety, and that dealing with mentally ill abusers was normal (they tried to gaslight me and said everyone had to deal with this kind of abuse, or that it wasn't ). But now I'm realizing that abuse is not normal or acceptable, and that people who don't get abused are able to feel safe and non-anxious. 

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I used to think that the only problem was how I dealt with my emotions, and that somehow my anxiety was the root problem. But it's just a symptom of the way I've been treated. I will be less anxious when I cut toxic people out of my life.

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If people make you feel anxious, you're not the problem. They are. Anxiety is normal when people put you in anxiety-inducing situations. So instead of concentrating on eliminating your reaction to the way they treat you, you need to concentrate on getting away from the people who make you anxious to begin with.

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When I once had dinner with my friend and his family, and they were actually nice to each other, I thought, oh my god, people actually live like this? No drugs, heavy drinking, constant threats, yelling, breaking things, arguing about everything, etc.? People can get along and be nice to each other? Maybe my situation isn't normal after all.

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Can anyone else relate? If so, what did you do about it?",6.267366107114309,7.2199632266187095,6.477937649880098,76.12723421262992,66.01438848920863,9.487130295763393,33.43005595523581,9.586721724236666,3.1943254996003194,1179,50,208,23,18,378,144,278,0.222,0.6920000000000001,0.086,-0.9917,0,0,3,0,5,0,55.0,0,7,4,0,14,17,3,0,8,0,25,6,0,7,1,55,42,21,0,11,10,0,2,1,1,1,4,2,0,0,19,18,2,1,8,1,0,1,6,8,0,0,13,4,33,9,33,26,6,17,0,0,0,0,19,5,0,5,9,154,52,0,0.06577474076893851,0.3117292489839499,0.12837331774012034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850676165709938,0.3196940377536046,0.0,0.0,0.25158748327427755,0.22292020509986046,0.0,0.04599122808453945,0.06739399481702886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061797534124481975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107912786647366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562173914720074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443420524822208,0.07627781719383497,0.0,0.054946355882056916,0.07398773032698093,0.0,0.0,0.07335622272486889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285058351931187,0.05911409582335386,0.0,0.062006571794935426,0.0,0.06651537048521253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05081740155678283,0.0,0.10309376189837816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849427082103891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04645864459528126,0.032134215929215636,0.0,0.05808030114808588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781030042499795,0.0,0.06607956782844153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628546831095745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04877113685145385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25778112261508945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004795226360502,0.0,0.05002465427811168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3647993874957162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25175017537240424,0.0,0.06612178157808576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06256684073533866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14786712895578796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05063660890701847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683651403573624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04369781509762504,0.08429159603421572,0.0,0.05221779706069747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04465673141473113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042477259703884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441785532041636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191435353904453,0.3196940377536046,0.0
anxiety,ZegaReddit,2019/02/05,"Coworkers Constant Reminder So about a year ago, in the office, I went to throw a ball back to a coworker while walking because some of my coworkerswere playing with a ball and the ball went to where I was walking. In doing so, I walked right into the foosball table that was in the office. Embarrassing but I get how that’s funny to others. I get that. Over the past year, there are just random moments where they bring it up. “HEY REMEMBER WHEN YOU BUSTED YOUR HIP OFF THE FOOSBALL TABLE”. Everyone laughs. I slowly start laughing about it less and less. (Nor did I ever truly laugh about it, just trying to be a good sport about it. I want nothing more but to crawl into a hole every time they bring it up)

Today, coworkers are trying to figure out the origin of some random saying, and with barely talking to any of them today because I was focused on work, I try to give them my theory of the origin, but instead of responding to what I said I just get a reminder of the Foosball table incident. I don’t laugh. I just turn back around to my computer, shake my head visibly and put headphones in and continue working. I haven’t hit play on my podcast yet, but after they all laughed, I hear the one who said it make a joke saying that I’m basically telling him to F off. 

Yeah it did slowly eat away at me. 

Am I just being too sensitive? 

If it’s visible that I’m not laughing nor entertaining the joke anymore, should they stop? ",4.747541993281075,5.620878102836883,5.722534527808888,80.47026315789476,69.39007092198581,8.348189622993656,29.026502426278466,8.532816995589336,2.1429120567375888,1123,40,213,17,19,371,151,282,0.022,0.778,0.199,0.9949,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,6,2,23,14,0,2,19,1,14,3,2,4,2,37,32,17,0,3,11,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,16,11,1,1,2,9,0,10,5,2,0,1,9,5,32,12,42,19,6,51,0,0,0,0,20,20,0,5,21,162,48,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515283930284635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601129767611402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001853948398252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568544201685322,0.0,0.0,0.13264886167952014,0.217126584397922,0.0,0.1721313076520216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15257187093692676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446848931443554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277107883956363,0.11895526481705394,0.13490923995343504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22129151843716846,0.13543844263687055,0.0,0.11842008892305884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14489753224653534,0.0,0.15912684364348947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424272796750773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547174122837746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956712638085617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347779791217561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14193089065474854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15993617579111713,0.12057204268685998,0.2686003679599433,0.22455349232259145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993215271037854,0.0,0.0,0.11803778863281017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347993064133695,0.12340275643726605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232667158159465,0.0,0.2676555727654297,0.0,0.0,0.2875680076437908,0.1535697873544798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832751401618888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26176160808170496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055701280800475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818382649984484
anxiety,yrubnab,2019/02/05,"Auditory hallucinations regarding sin and ego suppression frequently, like at least 5-10 times a week, i'll hear my mom, dad, grandfather, sister, or any ""parenting"" figure, commenting on my present behavior or thoughts. it's strange because their comments aren't telling me to kill myself or someone else, or to rob a bank or steal a crystal skull. the comments are always to put me in check, for example if i'm doing something that is slightly ""wrong"", or selfish, i'll hear an authoritarian figure in my life tell me clear as day that I'm wrong and I'll be caught or that I have a big ego and need to cut it out. sometimes i'll get nervous because it sounds like its coming from another room, like two people having a conversation about me, but it's always bashing me in someway. this might seem unhealthy or like some manifestation of anxiety or paranoia, or abuse or delusion, but usually I listen and put myself in check, and the outcome of my actions are better. am i just hearing my subconscious? what is this? am I loosing my mind...",9.308174603174603,7.6199684795918365,9.278843537414966,67.32647392290251,60.63265306122449,12.180498866213153,42.69614512471655,10.980518767755715,4.721856689342403,826,41,146,17,9,272,123,196,0.162,0.769,0.069,-0.953,1,0,1,0,1,1,31.0,0,0,1,1,2,13,2,1,8,0,12,2,1,0,1,32,24,20,1,2,15,4,0,4,0,1,1,5,1,0,11,7,0,1,4,0,3,5,1,8,0,1,2,5,18,5,17,20,2,20,1,0,0,0,15,9,0,15,10,89,29,0,0.0,0.1639130548889372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23022382397940205,0.0,0.0,0.09407753739695446,0.1450640092286224,0.10583151395570067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16866441684235722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235256036698555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916967907441516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921936664427227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556727611538806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227816449834618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4677656259026083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305530572480733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771528833348644,0.27034832395542985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14675936416937574,0.13968632975192205,0.1620248804478557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025790946186102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15361280050882484,0.0,0.0,0.09590916191042874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781445308321676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259416735543829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721701853007845,0.10650269465850616,0.13682411491642366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418346114386993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982836758099884,0.08066853289090692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514036746371785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15236454627272625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096988310415164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025112700811661,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ChildishRevolution,2019/02/05,"How to overcome the fear of interviews and getting a job? I have two interviews coming up and it has been causing me to have panic attacks the past few days. I've been feeling a lot of physical anxiety (trembling, sweating and pressure in my chest). I have been practicing interview questions. I feel like I'm going to mess up my chances. What are some ways I can get over it? Any advice?",3.1439428571428567,5.427508613333334,4.3219047619047615,83.16000000000003,76.2,7.485714285714287,32.047619047619044,8.418075326091056,2.7897619047619044,306,16,56,6,7,100,55,75,0.204,0.7240000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.8895,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,4,4,0,9,2,2,2,0,11,16,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,6,0,1,3,2,7,1,9,13,3,9,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,3,3,40,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384276877033809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16592399099897456,0.0,0.1866544092762572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775779040801347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25064860222939034,0.0,0.21017885145805326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157355664249112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745605947135936,0.24674095515661315,0.1743090514864407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549531343500968,0.0,0.13866716574244442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421259642964207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920293119837964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20743460354942533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862738770099399,0.0,0.0,0.2329194661038495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27332863319099154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23834625921419925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19367073481829566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,galipan,2019/02/05,"The importance of sleep Since August, I've been experiencing anxiety almost on the daily again due to a break-up from a long-term relationship. Over the holidays, I went on a very relaxing vacation and since then, I felt I was coming back to normal.   


Last night I had a terrible night's sleep. Not for any reason in particular, my cat just kept me up. And I remembered today the importance of a good night's sleep. I feel like I did in November.   


Man, I want to go to bed...",3.7234346504559284,5.014879063829792,5.8407598784194565,77.10500000000002,72.19148936170212,10.477811550151976,26.19452887537993,10.608840637214634,2.8871720364741633,368,12,75,12,7,129,64,94,0.054000000000000006,0.748,0.199,0.8999,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,9,0,4,3,3,1,0,13,11,3,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,1,4,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,7,3,10,3,14,4,0,19,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,11,44,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16999018514932818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544266677188247,0.0,0.12986598647880102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13053501273633053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14623326599900188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583579051355188,0.12127662567010244,0.1629962860998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647855810740076,0.1423866898535048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837711204883066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293619374579304,0.0,0.0,0.15023231711556118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4779249686008638,0.16632882202810712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17454162221064196,0.0,0.18225878085458005,0.19230506298235933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808545630842128,0.0,0.509647996589872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16091269384063311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14006983385537325,0.10012888575385244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736928271393533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,The_Bearded_dad,2019/02/05,"Thank you All! It’s such a reassuring feeling to know that I am not alone in this uphill battle that I have been struggling with for most of my adult life. While some days are better than others, I have finally found a good combination of therapy and medication that has helped me to better approach this fight. I appreciate everyone here, as you are all a reminder that we are in this together. ",5.9148,7.00048288,6.622666666666664,74.29800000000002,66.86666666666667,10.266666666666666,31.0,10.355215969177356,3.2433999999999994,316,12,58,8,5,104,56,75,0.095,0.6659999999999999,0.239,0.8788,0,1,0,0,1,0,6.0,1,2,0,2,2,8,2,1,3,0,8,2,0,0,2,11,12,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,9,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,1,9,5,10,10,4,6,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,3,48,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728813996954226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.466045750156396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16992005124981446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517623542836136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332212473752005,0.0,0.0,0.2886247873652636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888875423135424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22099094466794564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766022302787318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14479937259980094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18610070241495436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26542408236374804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754420432814181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425730562483984,0.3013074632991978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anonymousstraggler,2019/02/05,"Feeling down because it's a nice day and I want to be out, but I have no one to hang out with. I was thinking of going out by myself. I had a few ideas of what to do, but what I want more than anything is to be able to have a friend I can just call up on days like today and be able to chill.

This is the one thing that depresses me to no end.",1.8186250000000008,1.3860086124999995,3.7775,96.4775,75.375,6.9,22.25,5.6839178017228535,-0.09030000000000048,259,5,72,1,5,89,53,80,0.118,0.7240000000000001,0.158,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,11,0,0,0,0,14,16,4,0,2,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,2,1,8,3,18,11,2,12,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,5,58,14,0,0.4858040354997574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19988766401492905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14807081548530815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480301181963065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31330341333222883,0.0,0.20921115196015727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151390905878441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281855856335587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876654963690491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804681436645175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742068119043956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866965641775405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291933871618944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16137330735762825,0.1556418050205194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23024271103943444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865398068863016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jenn_mxo,2019/02/05,"Do you take any natural supplements for your anxiety? If so, what do you take? I have pretty moderate anxiety, especially when I’m driving. In class, I can’t concentrate. 

My question: do you take any natural supplements that you think helps ease your anxiety? I don’t want to go to a doctor so that’s not in the question. I know natural things help just as good so I want to try that first. ",1.1988311688311697,3.7997344025974047,3.50390909090909,83.65586363636366,88.0909090909091,8.794285714285715,25.881818181818186,9.120678840339163,2.944388051948052,307,14,61,11,10,105,47,77,0.061,0.6459999999999999,0.293,0.9548,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,6,0,1,5,1,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,0,9,15,6,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,12,1,7,15,0,6,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,3,2,40,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674495848855455,0.0,0.451296801421865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201273661032176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16726544759100184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175742486600716,0.1649358168838748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636129110023373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807050415529924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20005783613156944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4405729939603248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4435558747126022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064166207070416,0.12600165683227507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350849697248546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319716763199593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KissedWithFire,2019/02/05,"Just need some reassurance, freaking out So yesterday I found a leak from the ceiling of my boiler cupboard. I rang my letting agency and tried to explain to them where the leak was coming from and if it was coming through my ceiling it would probably be from the flat upstairs (this has happened before when their bath overflowed). They said they'd send a roofer out today, despite me trying to explain that the leak was coming from a ceiling with a flat above so I don't know how much use an outdoor roofer would be.

I had to work all day today, so tried to make sure my partner would be in. I gave the agency my partners number and explained that they would need to get in contact with him as I'd be at work all day and I have no signal at work. My partner promised he would be up at 9 in case the roofer came early, so I left for work at 8am. Fast forward to 5pm today when I finish work and get signal again, I get tons of voicemails. One voicemail is from the roofer trying to get into the flat (my partner didn't wake up and is super heavy sleeper). 

The other voicemails are from the letting agency saying that I need to get in contact urgently as the leak wasn't coming from the roof it was coming from the boiler and I'd wasted their time and their money as I'd given them the wrong information about the leak, leading them to believe they needed a roofer (despite me saying I didn't think a roofer would help). She also accused me and my partner of ignoring her calls and that she needed to speak to me to have a chat about the property and my tenancy. 

When I got home the front door was slightly open and I'd locked it on my way out, which means the agency had been round with keys and let themselves in. Freaking out as I hate people in my home and my safe space unless I have prior notice. The place was also quite messy as I've been working super long hours so have been too tired/not enough time to clean up. Freaking out that they're going to evict me. My partner has also stormed out in a mood and wouldn't speak to me as he thought I was being stupid freaking out about this and I didn't understand why I was a bit annoyed he couldn't have just got up.

Sorry for the mega long post, just freaking out and feel like I could just cry and so scared for the agency to ring tomorrow.",6.196346153846152,5.42194720726496,6.183449572649575,84.07266153846156,66.24358974358975,8.342700854700855,30.25846153846154,6.742157984588678,1.5517788717948715,1815,54,374,10,25,574,198,468,0.127,0.821,0.051,-0.9865,2,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,10,10,23,19,3,1,31,0,47,1,1,4,3,78,83,39,0,15,6,0,2,1,6,7,0,7,5,6,13,37,0,2,11,2,1,11,8,11,0,1,25,9,51,7,70,39,7,64,0,0,1,0,40,32,0,2,22,258,64,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19197711551207847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809155905152181,0.09015571091616396,0.0,0.0,0.08736167028923562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170988613605729,0.09152214416106594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446529134048969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06388986480957372,0.0,0.0878987712517222,0.10321321626413564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268257624063433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040460773508416335,0.057166667351054336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773835742606284,0.0,0.0,0.20903706516116294,0.0,0.04547749912533073,0.0,0.12799942152110658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076187150591921,0.0,0.0,0.07900368557080904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05363606017187842,0.0,0.16053418925009516,0.0,0.07880408209234123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043977178823593165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694251675867228,0.24547917487533136,0.0,0.03909397852250072,0.0,0.0,0.141631264070379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053414310877088166,0.0,0.0,0.087165792709339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0588242811176191,0.2966709660488703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110387944272054,0.0,0.0,0.05422396759181555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0554761451593906,0.0,0.08360440001678214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663752755178896,0.0,0.08627564251732678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511166084253417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611782821513381,0.1272710404943929,0.08011448882492375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957640803093797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541838237590262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05127391084082646,0.0,0.06352734547125563,0.0933212041750605,0.0,0.2275502568740397,0.0,0.0,0.2173146906908452,0.0,0.0,0.08330417155416257,0.0,0.06911202702945315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06351655509899326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220606264077542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3495352999150094,0.0,0.0,0.3410656405628653,0.08748986435231047,0.0,0.0
anxiety,romacloves,2019/02/05,"Intrusive thoughts I’ve always struggled with my mental health but after over 10 years I’ve learnt how to cope and get by until recently. 

About a week ago I started getting really negative intrusive thoughts and they won’t stop. It’s almost constant and its really affecting my day to day life, they even trigger me when I’m in work (which is normally a good distraction)

I’ve been having anxiety fuelled nightmares every night and it’s physically and emotionally exhausting. They’re always about my general anxieties e.g. my relationship, my job, my appearance. I’m in my mid twenties, I don’t know why this has started so suddenly? 

I really just want to make it stop. 

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anxiety,swisscheese973,2019/02/05,"Anxiety Shits Anyone here have such terrible anxiety they literally feel like they’ll shit themselves??? I cannot be the only one (my doctor says I’m definitely not but y’all know how that goes).

Massive trigger is getting in the car. Not sure what trauma occurred to make this happen but getting in the car for short or long rides basically scrambles my brain and anxiety is makin’ the breakfast you feel me?

I’ll start getting really intense painful cramps in my stomach, I’ll break into a sweat on realllly bad episodes, it’s all consuming. And then the GI bull shit begins. My body is like... expel all of your inside IMMEDIATELY.

I know this is basic fight or flight response to a perceived threat but man it’s wild how illogical it is and how I won’t even be fixating on the anxiety, until my body starts going into hyperdrive panic. I don’t even have to shit most times!!!

Anyone else? Please share. I’ve been in a car accident or two but they were forever ago and not that insane. Bleh.",2.8014921465968565,5.390069502617807,4.320887434554976,81.093582460733,79.10471204188481,7.3802094240837715,25.7803664921466,8.395991825355821,2.066629109947645,789,31,145,17,20,262,120,191,0.255,0.669,0.077,-0.9916,0,0,0,0,1,0,25.0,0,3,3,0,7,15,6,1,9,0,15,13,9,5,3,30,29,16,0,0,10,0,2,2,0,2,3,1,0,1,8,6,1,0,5,0,0,5,6,11,0,2,2,3,16,4,14,23,3,23,0,0,0,0,10,9,4,4,10,88,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555197915695085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3988853451394202,0.0,0.0,0.1822947096685209,0.13356426029752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884110894911173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895903800478359,0.0,0.14551946329958498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13342402410455756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889500465665912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17219670008724813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318229655534251,0.09312574831836312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20431556382181199,0.0,0.07408383825642093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527263249280607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432795675048933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12736988785066022,0.0,0.0,0.11536020956787928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870130777572217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833202620976928,0.09914096891622308,0.13870707495689302,0.15294368705014444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14309081456508985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350884981516805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366365081695147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5352307707715335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18453209837543444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228581902909694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601113879356637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733804446140004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Seeker0fTruth,2019/02/05,"Hey friends, looking for some good vibes Hi everyone.

Tl;Dr: I've done something pretty boneheadeded, even if it's unlikely to affect me in a serious way, my anxiety is working overtime because of it and I'm looking for support.

I'm an American, and I signed up for an insurance plan through the marketplace in January. I missed having insurance in January (and, as my anxiety has gotten markedly worse over the last six weeks or so) but I should have it February the first and I was looking forward talking to someone about it.

. . . Except I didn't sign up for the insurance. I thought I did, but I failed.

This means that I don't have insurance through the marketplace and won't get it until January next. I've been applying for different jobs (and this has really shot it into overdrive!) But I don't have any immediate prospects and it's going to delay treatment that I want and clearly need.

I've been experiencing panic attacks and heightened anxiety about this. 

I've been meditating (Headspace is great, although I'm not in love with the ""visualize liquid sunlight percolating into your body"" meditations, which is where I am) a fair bit, but . . . Well, I'm looking for support.",4.6592274263640725,7.0279176605504645,5.88106711733462,73.33416465475618,71.93577981651377,9.543602124577498,35.785610816030896,9.93914555978268,4.2382165137614685,942,53,157,27,19,314,126,218,0.132,0.738,0.129,-0.16399999999999998,2,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,0,4,6,12,1,1,10,0,21,2,1,1,1,31,40,19,0,4,8,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,13,12,0,1,2,0,0,2,5,5,1,2,9,5,16,7,27,29,2,19,0,2,4,1,6,11,0,3,7,111,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783225643272436,0.0,0.3301660342667324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16366573952644214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769798262242556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570619114850463,0.15980015060680453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15030695763625074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14722252424873572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502062397028384,0.0,0.0,0.1374679405208368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237039865334046,0.0,0.0,0.11114874585825943,0.0,0.07516285097740821,0.0,0.08176106201421922,0.12066605479480925,0.0,0.15861024870308987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427625341305495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726812528622492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4832371352542558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984261553505233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15670975581982413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066731184408048,0.0,0.0,0.1530006882085236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16879306709660644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463611135098639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921627767832656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189525504613467,0.11075331288321352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265096676128599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563220103453554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421171639979198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485454382954145,0.11419231708556694,0.1153987908329992,0.0,0.12935075307112034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047344946481156,0.0,0.14660941161396562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,woohfer,2019/02/05,"Too anxious to go to therapy I have felt anxious most of my life and it has only gotten worse with time. Most of my anxiety is because of very little things or nothing at all (just a bad feeling/nervousness for no reason) so talking about them out loud makes me feel very guilty since I know there are people who go through so much more. 
I have tried to deal with it on my own for my whole life because of this and I just feel miserable. I want to give up sometimes.
I want to do something about it but every time I dial this number I cancel it. 
Have any of you gone to or are currently in therapy? Has it helped you? Did you have a tough time making the initial appointment?",2.0260190903986555,4.095594094890512,3.248467153284672,90.54284110050536,78.85401459854015,6.259180235822573,23.6771476698484,7.321109707123232,0.9542570466030328,529,18,110,7,13,171,87,137,0.139,0.833,0.028,-0.8991,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,1,0,8,3,0,1,3,0,11,2,0,3,1,22,24,7,0,2,5,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,9,5,0,0,5,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,4,4,17,0,23,20,7,13,0,1,0,0,9,6,0,4,4,82,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509270860690832,0.0,0.11822291234777213,0.3491731189628523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290347017249043,0.1884126742898968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593242713328101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020687445396734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15628044591709725,0.0,0.14838293048915166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824914495194014,0.17565763642711116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358511063998573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493131149973497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21831277916939945,0.0,0.1548899874489833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063137107472597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360490774974832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14828559315396386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753486781179345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713879087689396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15889317490392338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278373394537636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897267897617453,0.15284431583957828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421364539674536,0.0,0.0,0.35346062021119984,0.0,0.10266971346988034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703410884921396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492272459409616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25502387714359553,0.18230375489258865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17253873452545435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574897762311349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aCarelessGarbageBag,2019/02/05,"Hydroxyne? Hi,

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My doc prescribed me hydroxyne for my anxiety but I am not really noticing anything besides getting a little tired. Has anyone had success with this drug? I work from home which is ok for my anxiety but being in a call center type of role it is really affecting my anxiety.",3.051298701298702,6.091073818181819,5.067012987012987,72.72909090909094,83.54545454545455,8.96103896103896,31.493506493506487,9.23628265651192,4.178532467532467,240,13,36,8,7,82,43,55,0.149,0.725,0.126,0.329,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,1,6,2,0,1,0,5,7,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,7,2,6,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,27,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421564786227913,0.2715705956023062,0.0,0.0,0.5129186380250691,0.0,0.0,0.15627273240580242,0.0,0.18391714414135474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22821313773670576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591829662152031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167667874711424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22418346650109613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22400046327271766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544502650877521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863529317863827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568743487224773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627068467792667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715705956023062,0.0
anxiety,Lonely_Wallaby,2019/02/05,"I have my second therapy session on Thursday, I’m already anxious about it. I’ve started therapy to try to work on my self and subsequently be a better partner in my relationship. My next session is Thursday and although my partner is supportive, I’m afraid of going. I felt really empty and sad after the first session. I’m almost afraid of progressing.",5.579999999999997,7.437089727272728,7.257999999999999,66.53700000000002,68.39393939393939,9.522424242424243,38.95757575757575,9.888512548439397,4.644161212121212,286,17,42,7,5,99,43,66,0.112,0.8109999999999999,0.077,-0.3306,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,4,1,5,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,11,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,1,1,7,2,9,9,0,10,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,6,29,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23575583585535406,0.0,0.25981024145605625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659764448364283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20822461937416464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260561434003982,0.0,0.0,0.20026232788414194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338040963291433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25038959033969205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15082677204614542,0.0,0.0,0.25277089488786364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24561181406635915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666433006709501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267170765284762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5384847460921278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598460577548544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17140071405192142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,averylynne-,2019/02/05,"Crap psychiatrist. Doctor advice? The clinic I go to has switched my doc three times, and all of them have been crap. The newest one acts as if I’m making up my symptoms and lying when I say a certain medicine makes my symptoms 10x worse. I left her office crying the last time I went. I don’t know what to do anymore. The town I live in only has this one place for adults, the rest are all pediatric. 

Would you think seeing a general practitioner (alongside my therapist) might be better? Or should I just suck it up and deal with this shit doc? ",3.2355555555555533,5.03522107407408,3.9492592592592617,88.12166666666668,74.37037037037038,6.651851851851853,23.11111111111111,7.3871296695380915,0.8341777777777772,428,12,87,5,9,136,81,108,0.195,0.762,0.043,-0.9551,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,1,2,6,4,0,7,0,11,8,3,2,3,18,20,7,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,4,0,3,2,2,14,2,9,14,3,14,0,0,1,0,6,6,4,3,5,58,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18511683423037056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18787180876578224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16754270935657326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080889872253609,0.0,0.19530248463427408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19389804338754346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766210493923023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411029041831786,0.15441743171580438,0.0,0.0,0.20582517823059565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16727741723200248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529029631579993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20096401270749314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567364785386716,0.14407630126143287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19792261802220906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15064887450902345,0.0,0.0,0.1509577331594662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19445560855682167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39379768636271306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199523721380512,0.0,0.12138436096445412,0.0,0.0,0.22092589676626428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17561112605868676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930537283813228,0.13457147487467494,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SadChineseTakeOut,2019/02/05,"Global warming It's currently 70 degrees in my town right now in *February!* Last week it was in the 20's. This time last year, it was snowing. We actually got more snow last year than we had in 6 years. Late last year we went through 2 major hurricanes and got kinda side swiped by another.

This weather is CRAZY. And I'm terrified of the what the future holds.

Every time someone mentions the weather I'm struck with anxiety. What will things be like in 20 years?

My boyfriend and I are at the point in our relationship where we're talking about getting married, which is troublesome for me. He wants kids and I don't. I don't want to bring kids into a world that's doomed (among other reasons). He seems so carefree though. He believes everything will be worked out.

Does anyone else fear what will happen to our planet?",2.3006289308176133,4.960779723270446,2.9946226415094337,89.3257704402516,81.95597484276729,6.049056603773584,24.556603773584904,7.3871296695380915,1.2669018867924526,652,25,126,10,18,204,109,159,0.135,0.812,0.053,-0.9374,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,5,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,6,0,13,0,0,1,0,16,24,6,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,12,10,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,6,1,11,2,19,13,2,35,1,1,0,0,13,17,0,2,17,70,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.1408051321117591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129947054900114,0.11038059759992748,0.0,0.0,0.1008901391726164,0.14784100794156296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162564156350053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626817047398464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053484377018335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156960379701295,0.0,0.12967754076317956,0.0,0.0,0.16236510371969526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538498404258695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23080199536358856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12759417929505987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4704587778908642,0.16276414044206314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049225803107706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639962906703051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14835299902654933,0.0,0.15491225758214028,0.0,0.12322191439766085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313551764504353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225549905340738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597393548067685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585911988770493,0.0,0.1417630911525067,0.0,0.16827201152456125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702106386159742,0.0,0.11573983546864453,0.0,0.0,0.1337572365237578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504402248033057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4645865373213057
anxiety,themayorofcandyland,2019/02/05,"Book recommendations for interpersonal interaction? Hello! Just what the title says. Are there any books that have significantly helped with interactions with other people? I’m not totally helpless with social interaction once I know someone but even talking to a cashier or something, I either go over a dozen different scenarios and conversations and do none of them or stick to my usual script.

Thanks in advance! Have a good day!",6.935773809523809,10.313586902777788,7.104761904761904,62.44500000000002,68.8611111111111,9.669841269841275,32.507936507936506,9.957137785484203,4.143660317460318,355,16,50,10,7,114,61,72,0.0,0.8540000000000001,0.146,0.8953,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,3,3,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,1,13,8,5,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,1,4,2,9,8,3,6,0,1,0,0,10,2,0,2,2,37,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20063990697152456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19027884784051152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30825798256067505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19487365260643064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676801954139409,0.2474687479512448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19776164529339785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621483608536114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142120264073379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20454622703642605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346306783693461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007600065854416,0.2499896611251621,0.2271391379892893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371450368666077,0.0,0.2716366980859608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249490711149077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,4-earthlings,2019/02/05,All day my chest is tight and I’m sick to my stomach the little anxiety demon needs to leave me🙃 I’m so pooped anxious and done. Just venting no responses needed 🤷🏻‍♀️,-1.9828195488721791,-0.3621480789473655,1.4324060150375963,94.4618421052632,108.73684210526315,4.276691729323309,18.586466165413533,6.18269132825596,0.17607819548872206,135,5,30,2,7,48,33,38,0.278,0.722,0.0,-0.8119,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,3,0,1,7,6,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,5,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765933897470017,0.4084613323446368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331771145365022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3700027210809704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3828411904467794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36237938835713496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5361862159435073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BeckyAnna,2019/02/05,"Making phone calls Hello 
Does anyone else have a big problem with making phone calls?
It's not that I'm not used to making phone calls or that I don't know how to make them, but I just feel so uncomfortable, whether I have to make an important call or someone else calls me. I don't even like phoning with my friends, but with my bf I don't have any problems. 

I don't know what exactly makes me anxious about it, because every time I finish a phone call, I think 'Yeah, that wasn't a big deal', but whenever I know that I have to make one in the evening, I'm already frightened about it in the morning. 

Every time my phone rings I'm anxious as fuck and most of the time I don't answer it and whenever I have to call someone, I try to avoid it and to find other ways. 

Do you have any tips for me? 

",4.299289940828402,4.019520378698228,5.0353195266272195,89.0625650887574,70.06508875739645,7.9434319526627215,28.142603550295853,7.1686216300943375,1.2144078106508869,620,19,143,5,10,201,82,169,0.155,0.79,0.055,-0.9484,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,0,7,6,1,1,7,1,13,1,0,9,1,36,30,12,0,2,9,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,11,6,0,1,7,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,1,2,21,2,17,29,1,9,0,0,0,1,19,4,1,3,5,87,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521148355435647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129670692232806,0.0,0.0,0.21541703818082314,0.0,0.0666648462742446,0.0976884178005845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05811916503168114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6814788131963914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829268284676612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834338047604063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15929082656693053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259440447956225,0.0,0.16065829654338293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0482074205555053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871402111674925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366044360920895,0.08814148564916803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15719123762816534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04657893807764352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44548735661691335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460572508192408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18245747547625532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161564730060132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06109084847117523,0.0,0.0,0.1667828175162365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06473047706838793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234426244370392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567747767494276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,afwest14,2019/02/05,"How do you attempt to calm yourself down during or after a panic attack (if you do)? I’m 22, and I was diagnosed with GAD when I was around 15-16. Up until a few months ago, I had only really had 3 (?) attacks. Now they’re frequent. It’s gotten so bad that I’ve wound up in the ER twice already convinced I was having a heart attack (I’ve seen two different cardiologists and two different ER doctors - my heart and lungs are fine). Several of these attacks have happened in places where I can’t really call someone sobbing to have them talk me down or lay down, so what can I do to attempt to slow my heart beat/ start breathing normally again and not completely spiral? Today there was sort of a trigger, but mostly they come at random times. 

Thanks. ",5.536749249249247,5.8001873445945975,6.370630630630629,78.6776726726727,67.44594594594594,9.010210210210207,30.63363363363363,8.841846274778883,2.416943543543544,589,21,112,9,9,195,104,148,0.109,0.84,0.051,-0.7416,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,2,3,9,11,4,1,5,0,15,8,5,2,0,18,22,13,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,7,2,3,8,1,13,4,18,14,2,24,0,1,1,0,6,11,1,6,12,77,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123256927984681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13983376451772306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280370807299495,0.0,0.5766289424552749,0.0,0.0,0.10580219444841163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939074800177386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091542293724264,0.13285884721668093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286136196897297,0.0,0.2647815672242701,0.0,0.12969873863560233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205414567474137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4504756238282576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114314604663567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241543383912756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637288862962996,0.0,0.1486733999053807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239078361213508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16235445690724418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14315250756121148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736567746393363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896899211281441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184916218453208,0.0,0.11666265709870073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388885839671287,0.0,0.12011152847078845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24756536699905585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,uneasysloth,2019/02/05,"Anxiety and Interviews Looking for some tips here!

I have an interview for a job I have been coveting in my company on Friday.  I am already feeling panicked about the prospect of sitting down, and needing to be on my best non-anxiety behavior.  Does anyone have any tips to help me get through this?",5.587500000000002,7.075185607142856,6.305714285714287,74.78928571428574,67.92857142857143,10.6,40.785714285714285,10.686352973137794,4.964550000000001,238,15,41,7,4,78,45,56,0.078,0.743,0.18,0.7345,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,10,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,6,1,11,8,2,5,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,1,0,32,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562581419355655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195399129339869,0.0,0.4939381281096054,0.0,0.0,0.22573481015323135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387970238867152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825164255306836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16323585120570774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16866876387337268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21639052292601174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203654444463208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711013792090716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393791985263628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MonocleComplex,2019/02/05,"Absolutely HATE my job doing customer service! Don't get me wrong, this job has taught me some invaluable methods to get over a lot of my anxieties (making phone-calls/small talk/scheduling appointments/etc.). The issue is that during my 90 day review (more like 5 month review), they told me ""hey you're ticking all of our boxes BUT you still get nervous around angry customers!""

Their resolution? JUST DON'T BE NERVOUS!

WELL WHY DIDN'T I THINK OF THAT?!!

I have tried explaining that I grew up in a very violent household, and have worked a couple of jobs recently where I was assaulted (MCU and thrift store), but they're not interested in understanding.

I'm under the impression my manager doesn't want to know/deal with any customer that're being a jerk. She sees it as, any time any of us say we have a mean customer, that we're being overly dramatic.

On top of that, all my other co-workers are cutting their hours because they're either getting on their Social Security soon, or they have to work other jobs on the side so I'm taking more hours because upper management doesn't want to hire another person.

I hate my job but I have financial obligations to fulfill, or I would just walk. I've been job searching for something more in what I majored in, but I have to make sure we can buy another car first so I can get there. I keep telling myself this is just temporary, but it's hard to keep going when I'm essentially being told by my boss ""you're a great employee, but your best will never be good enough.""

I don't know what they're going to do when I leave and frankly, I don't even care at this point. I get paid peanuts and no one can be the best they can be, because management's idea of managing their employees is no incentives and LOTS of penalization!

There's another angry customer that has been hanging around for about a week and now I'm anxious he's going to be come on my shift again for about the third time because his order still hasn't shown up. I have to work in a few hours and I'm trying not to think about it.",4.9547743773550215,5.838457064516135,5.574039150813345,81.68419262935393,68.92555831265507,8.9480378641669,29.069846521459432,9.150863307647796,2.3071160555096046,1619,57,319,30,27,524,208,403,0.128,0.775,0.098,-0.6445,8,0,2,0,0,0,50.0,4,2,7,7,22,20,6,2,13,0,40,0,0,3,4,49,76,20,0,3,14,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,16,13,0,3,7,0,4,8,13,9,1,3,8,3,43,11,45,58,14,49,0,0,1,0,24,22,0,5,19,210,59,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16489758497610674,0.2542658476254489,0.0618332549530402,0.09131271620202626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390824383430642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970881734241232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16964815277973375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240960779092582,0.0,0.0,0.0696262282703873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943472589783402,0.0,0.052127420635532704,0.08333019457809568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351700657976087,0.09014466783297576,0.053386180205971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687523179854807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533759939313397,0.0,0.13780937047585795,0.06779475314784142,0.0,0.08911323632672774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240607755954914,0.15960197728817155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387981123180198,0.0,0.0,0.0912450564980708,0.0,0.08436350888898474,0.4812563455364037,0.1436874110159012,0.0,0.0,0.08884199066270343,0.0,0.0,0.08558525913100834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039488513903950334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374342752157634,0.0,0.0,0.10790673333622627,0.0,0.0,0.08804546754867887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451619708294251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062339593137265815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05477119441666367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057595605235985,0.0,0.0,0.07640865535237283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980797136038087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427772820871211,0.0,0.0,0.06440950969365695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239404196290802,0.0,0.0622253998441499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909880773400612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617950266561332,0.0,0.06077265205650158,0.06496654372605823,0.07064729883679903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358273154432428,0.0,0.0,0.09426299926161977,0.0,0.0,0.1544693759848223,0.0,0.10975391235684827,0.0,0.0,0.08414487501650139,0.09722622026208916,0.0,0.0,0.0666916255968461,0.09534898380789557,0.0,0.06483540504731172,0.0,0.07267414509288514,0.0,0.07293476428598038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23537520051706745,0.0,0.0,0.057417944308118814,0.08837280971396884,0.0,0.0
anxiety,drunk-valkyrie,2019/02/05,"I've been in my house too many days in a row and feel so anxious about leaving. Keep thinking of things I could do that cost money, but I don't want to spend money. What else can I do? (with a toddler) I've texted a friend who is busy today. I probably will be going out to see my dad tomorrow, but what can I do today? Just to remind myself I'm in control over my anxiety? Toddler hates the library. It's too cold for parks or outside recreation. No one else to visit.

I'm going to take my trash out and that's a huge thing just to step outside my house. 

Anyone know this feeling?",0.965,2.8720857642276414,2.797743902439024,93.26051829268292,81.60162601626017,5.0756097560975615,21.6321138211382,5.985473137389443,0.15506016260162614,451,14,99,3,12,150,80,123,0.106,0.818,0.076,-0.3846,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,6,2,1,0,5,0,11,0,0,1,0,18,24,6,0,2,5,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,2,4,0,4,4,2,1,0,1,1,4,11,1,16,20,0,15,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,1,4,64,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243523113134815,0.21034228017503592,0.0,0.1301887342919671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20882848995562628,0.14865797240902404,0.0,0.0,0.12007747630529755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31107656064725425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188287033312383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438503267736875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21163271609213907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838245822682764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42967770207888106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654946809306586,0.0,0.0,0.10232543542970204,0.0,0.0,0.1971488671430862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18876795418858705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616750876211022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20074486185154225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483697309358896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13999209242189825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24739340416946304,0.11930336127329168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529736670948829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981998729592214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CornFlakesNinja,2019/02/05,"Overthinking and Anxious Well as I'm writing this I'm at work alone. This might not be a big deal but I've only worked here 2 weeks and i still don't know a lot about the stuff we do around here. I have the numbers of my co workers who are out and they said to call if there is any issue. I'm anxious and nervous I won't be able to help customers or stutter on the phone. Like I know the basics of what to do but I don't have the knowledge like they do. Literally makes me sick to my stomach. I'm scared to leave for the bathroom or do anything. 

I know there's nothing I can do other than just get through it. Only 4 1/2 hours left to go. wish me the best.",-0.30006034482758537,1.6557986275862078,1.6160991379310343,99.61725215517241,86.86206896551724,4.1767241379310365,20.09698275862069,5.148860815047168,-0.4806465517241381,511,16,125,2,16,168,92,145,0.133,0.7290000000000001,0.138,0.5719,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,2,4,9,7,0,2,9,0,16,2,1,1,0,23,28,10,0,2,7,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,7,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,1,1,14,4,17,23,2,10,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,5,5,82,21,3,0.16742741269376551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734043060849912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385638196237992,0.0,0.0,0.3782906400512803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13777849490687066,0.14904589397026247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17570474017160706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17096210786728713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17261031077425135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747391282087105,0.0,0.09515285700010656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122230655102397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16488227581935386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17475071984485405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760411822341413,0.0,0.0,0.17728145543273954,0.18191037377777414,0.0,0.0,0.16359315351379036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234079901130262,0.0,0.0,0.11175909806825476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17761402653345168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065111802195906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546721838435461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15926180996349218,0.0,0.16762404805475695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13370774805204688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916643308768268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430017139708803,0.0,0.15053735123562711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19253326180305627,0.0,0.0,0.2437783009838449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThePersonof21,2019/02/05,"Do you take medication for your anxiety? I realised I had anxiety and its variants for the past 6 years, but I have always vowed against pills. But lately, despite working on my mental health and being much better than I was, I still get spells that last for quite awhile and I can easily be shook by an event thus causing anxiety. 

Do you take medication for anxiety and would you advise it?",5.76472972972973,6.911321148648652,6.287405405405406,76.34543243243247,67.24324324324324,9.703783783783782,31.016216216216225,9.888512548439397,3.0586140540540554,311,12,56,7,5,101,54,74,0.116,0.792,0.092,0.4423,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,4,0,3,1,2,0,1,2,0,9,4,0,2,0,9,12,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,11,1,8,7,1,8,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,6,41,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15942854973534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5863012609072927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694567566340083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196828449032566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010434840605063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20366439656122232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15618153273756308,0.2161358582183831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3860385304646584,0.1930901586635001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408498135771676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18290617563770464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20379274230218192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15301392796958524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881223263797724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13948883266200102,0.0,0.0,0.13610885102248516,0.0,0.0,0.1233856667542691
anxiety,lei_medown,2019/02/05,"Got recommended to try rescue remedy spray when you’ve already had your dose for the day: sums up my life. So I had my first driving lesson today in a long while and things were going great until I was presented with a few tricky situations and my stress levels snowballed. 

We pulled over and my instructor said I have something that can help you, and started writing a note listing a particular anxiety relief spray. To his dismay I told him how I’d already had a couple of sprays before the lesson, his face was a picture...

TL;DR Got recommended to try rescue remedy spray when I had already had a dose, pretty much sums up how I move through life.",10.68362903225806,7.6161820403225855,10.259419354838714,65.67912903225809,59.241935483870975,12.823225806451616,39.31612903225806,10.793553405168565,4.15897935483871,519,18,91,9,5,170,80,124,0.069,0.7509999999999999,0.18,0.9371,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,1,2,0,3,5,4,0,1,9,0,10,5,1,2,0,11,16,11,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,2,0,1,12,1,16,2,12,4,2,19,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,0,10,62,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.573402180856031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249998925274564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473831832343276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19164606859666244,0.0,0.1117017481810868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473265704853476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843538141865753,0.0,0.2770528749629439,0.1909571615554788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609446742580795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446771130843959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327939934816034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18408761221256534,0.12732429574751952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17620994246255398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647559253965916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19468767625570696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13334030073071998,0.0,0.0,0.12259413061658415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19840370336353375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150685231922218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641764004772305,0.16550309920940814,0.0,0.23518723409876335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GiraffeAsh85,2019/02/05,"Uncomfortable AF situation Ever since getting officially diagnosed with co-morbid anxiety and depression about 3 years ago (undiagnosed for years), my close friends and family have been unbelievably supportive.

Just recently however I was helping a friend move his stuff to higher ground as he was expecting to have his place flooded during a resent monsoon, I kept feeling like I was useless and only getting in the way (somewhat strong and capable of lifting furniture with ease, it didn’t stop my anxiety from being a massive dick at the time and making me think otherwise), I kept apologising, looking back it must have been a little repetitive.

Friend, “stop saying sorry so much mate” (he’s one of my most supportive friends normally), later on I was feeling shitty that I’d pissed him off he called me to apologise and that he’d realised that it was me having an anxiety moment and that it was a slip of the tounge.

Anyone else have a story where family, friends or SO have had a slip of the tounge moment and how did it make you feel?

(Sorry for the lengthy story)",8.205944055944054,8.461820512820513,8.38825174825175,66.49720279720282,61.82051282051282,12.01398601398601,37.72727272727273,11.567385478589935,4.750384615384615,860,39,138,24,11,282,121,195,0.155,0.6629999999999999,0.182,0.7096,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,1,8,13,2,0,13,0,20,3,2,3,2,30,33,13,0,3,2,0,3,1,6,1,1,1,0,0,10,11,0,4,4,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,13,5,16,9,18,17,3,24,0,2,1,1,17,9,2,3,14,96,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020601849866947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853233197259269,0.0,0.0,0.0869304632102016,0.1273849695046453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559773677530184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694904266848772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708036447369224,0.1261865793798202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385702594763893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124584754673565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23440383015222696,0.0,0.18858635247516245,0.08881732720420141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4802633502577614,0.0,0.12990866373379775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833319787031822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060738588464925275,0.12460564125180736,0.0,0.0,0.10440112650579493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597491322781396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13213708904966276,0.09139268853109282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218114482319542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424538450593222,0.09455425631020066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989246524381365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227552786734218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098867698354653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028423716788528,0.139745757495986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27834182087279363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20788141587633424,0.0,0.0,0.14232161513472527,0.0,0.2821635559599931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966201157438545,0.0,0.0,0.0724945174379976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868286745609857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16012158659615167
anxiety,chipsahoyguru,2019/02/05,"Overwhelmed and Seeking Advice A few months ago I was diagnosed with Anxiety. I always hated the part of myself that would shut down when faced with an obstacle, but after reading a bit more about how anxiety impacts the brain, I am trying to learn to have grace for myself when I shut down. I am also trying to be a better overall planner so that I am not faced with challenges that feel so overwhelming. 

This year, I’m getting pursuing my master’s degree, my Montessori teaching certification, and working at a school full time as an assistant teacher. I thought I could handle all of this, but I’m starting to feel overwhelmed and falling behind. I feel like all of my work is bad and that I‘m not giving my students the attention they deserve. I don’t want to give up because I am almost finished with my masters degree and teaching certification, but I’m wondering if any of you have advice on managing anxiety. 

I recently subscribed to headspace and have been doing their anxiety meditation as well as being more honest with myself and others about what I’m capable of and scheduling times for me to work. I also have an extremely supportive partner who is taking care of all the household stuff like cleaning and cooking while I’m buried in homework. This has all made a huge difference, but I often still feel helpless and would love to hear any and all advice. Thank you!! ",8.834070637533669,8.143786163424128,8.603268482490272,68.59257707273271,60.906614785992225,11.176174797964682,39.61358874588447,10.389873798559362,4.2823609099072115,1112,51,181,21,13,359,145,257,0.098,0.728,0.174,0.9761,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,2,8,12,17,1,3,12,0,20,6,3,2,5,44,45,27,0,5,7,0,4,2,1,2,1,1,2,1,11,16,1,0,8,2,0,1,3,6,1,0,4,5,27,11,34,36,11,25,0,4,0,1,10,10,0,4,16,143,38,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3510723593448736,0.1061564162538407,0.0,0.11991827644718896,0.0,0.0,0.19153756589430296,0.09964653656443402,0.0,0.0,0.16287629330587894,0.0,0.3664518690645902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999912087307291,0.07300211024861003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059143981680346,0.1307424713229014,0.0,0.0,0.13368723609730573,0.0,0.0,0.12209916341457196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561537445465923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154975952111208,0.0,0.1251194698484302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422088086279797,0.08555366835393483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625675365564166,0.22976162224398794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823419883053378,0.0,0.0,0.13497364938003378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170134075723129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808441255789984,0.11331596718372422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558804976358973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968401423726364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978834890365925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824454451522814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211994060047033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476387159379492,0.0,0.09563724937346732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370919013678297,0.0,0.1358976229529358,0.0,0.0,0.0900415640056081,0.0,0.0,0.11025518098044317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507284048023852,0.13966130478368202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16261284623809366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063515691586346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076749732897959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129870209833976,0.26155125453863226,0.0,0.0,0.17014236938954927,0.0,0.0,0.07711889980914106
anxiety,trixter99,2019/02/05,"How do you tell your significant other how you feel? I'm in a fairly new relationship and I'm wondering how I should tell him. I don't want him to have to deal with this but I think it's necessary. Especially when it becomes very overwhelming and I just become... anxious. 

Anyone here in a relationship where anxiety is present?",2.657619047619047,5.364434126984129,4.589841269841274,78.18571428571431,80.74603174603175,8.679365079365079,26.46031746031746,9.23628265651192,2.8082126984126994,262,11,49,8,7,89,45,63,0.107,0.868,0.025,-0.5605,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,0,7,1,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,3,0,13,11,7,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,9,0,5,10,0,6,0,1,0,0,10,3,0,1,3,35,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17208335960280285,0.2541253729960625,0.0,0.1572877342315601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4968711915725445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319098331511807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373964504666945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172546087263884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4830164414403746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3932260897451532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441365528510491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18560431597517388,0.13267919892650887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439447458963561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PupperinoSuprimo,2019/02/05,"After years of working on social anxiety struggles, I started my first beginner improv comedy class last night. I was scared shitless but feeling great because the old me would never have dreamed of doing that  I guess I'm half writing this to pat myself on the back but also writing it in hopes it will encourage others.

I was always  shy and uncomfortable around people. Even as a kid. I was so scared in fact that I experienced selective mutism at some points. Even as a teen I'd sometimes just freeze up and go completely silent in uncomfortable social situations. I'm talking heart racing, breath shortening, mind going a mile a minute avout all the terrible things peoe must be thinking about me --- to the point I couldnt even think a d would sometimes just panic and leave without saying anything. Even in situations that a lot of ppl would find completely mundane, like riding on the bus or sitting in a class with people making chit chat waiting for it to start.

I didn't figure out it was a social anxiety disorder until my first year of college when I had a complete panic attack melt down and went to see a counselor.  

So..... I decided I would do everything in my power to learn to manage it. Even if it meant I might never get rid of it fully and would still have to deal with it, I was not going to let it stop me from living. 

 I continued seeing the counselor a few times but only while I was in school cause it was covered.  (After I  was done i couldn't afford it.) I did try an antianxiety drug for about a yr which I think was a helpful crutch in the beginning - but eventually weaned off it.  Aside from that, I did a ton of reading and watching  self help books, articles and videos to understand what exactly my anxiety was and how I could re train my brain. But most importantly, I PRACTICED the techniques I learned and I repeated them. Even when i was scared, even when i bombed the situations, even when I didnt want to. (Okay sometimes I got too psyched out and bailed but I never quit completely). 

I am now earky 30s and at a point in my life where I actually have a few solid friends, I have a good quality of life and even when I still feel the familiar feelings of anxiety creep up I do the shit I need to do anyway. It is a long journey and still in progress but it's 100% worth it and it is possible to drastically improve how you manage life with anxiety. 

A few recommended things/podcasts to research:

- Do research on CBT (cognitive behavioral therapy). This is the proven most effective type if therapy to help rewire your negative thoughts & beliefs (which is essentially what feeds your anxiety). Therapists use it but the great news is that there are a ton of self help resources and you can do it to yourself!

- figure out where your self esteem issues lie - I.e. where you are judging yourself- and address those issues

- check out the YouTube show ""Impact Theory"". There are a ton of great interviews that explain how our brains work and give helpful advice for correcting negativity

- read ""Feeling Good"" by David Burns. Great booked for understanding how our thoughts affect our feelings deeply. Especially if you also suffer from depression which, let's face it, many of us do. 

- reduce your alcohol intake and get some exercise. Although it might make you a bit calmer in the moment , alcohol actually triggers you stress hormones because you are essentially poisoning your body. It then goes into overdrive pumping you full of adrenaline to help boost your metabolism and filter out the poison. The effect on your mental state can be huge. Alternately,  Exercise releases endorphins and fe good, calming chemicals.


Anyway I'm gonna wrap this up and hope there aren't too many spelling mistakes. Hope this I'd helpful and inspiring. Feel free to ask if you ha e any specific questions. Cheers guys

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anxiety,SpaghettiFaggot,2019/02/05,"Is SSRI medication effective? I am not sure if this is the right forum for this, but it's getting unbearable.

I found out 3 months ago, that I have been suffering from anxiety for around 18 years without knowing exactly what it was. Throughout my childhood I've had around 10 therapists including a couple of psychiatrists, however, none of them (to my knowledge) picked up on the symptoms.

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I have been using quetiapine once a month for the worst anxiety attacks, usually to be able to sleep. It doesn't really work for my day to day life since I become extremely drowsy and it would affect my education more than my anxiety. I am looking into some SSRI medication and getting a psychiatrist to be able to have a legal source asap, but it's becoming unbearable and I am getting constant ""attacks"" upwards of 20-30 a day. Funny thing is that I can control the existential overthinking and I can keep a certain perspective on those thoughts.

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Is SSRI medication effective and is it worth it in your experience? I would use it to kickstart my life in a path to deplete my anxiety since it is based largely on personal insecurities coupled with some childhood trauma.

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Sorry if it isn't the right forum.

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anxiety,SlightLeaJar,2019/02/05,"How to cope with anxiety and panic due to constant intrusive thoughts? I'm sorry to post another similar comment on this subject but I am still having immense difficulty coping with runaway generalized anxiety and daily intrusive thoughts, and I have no idea how to address it or, ideally, prevent it from damaging my emotional equilibrium even further.

As I mentioned in my last post, I have tried nearly a dozen antidepressants and anxiolytic medications, to (mostly) no avail. I have also worked with several different therapists in several different treatment modalities - CBT, DBT, etc. At this point I am hoping to develop a reliable and effective coping mechanism I can employ myself when these waves of anxiety start to roll in from *absolutely out of nowhere*.

Perhaps the most frustrating and paralyzing thing about it all is the fact that most of the time these anxiety attacks seem to come from out of nowhere and focused on nothing in particular, aside from this massive swirling whirlwind of panic and dread - like that horrible sinking feeling you get when you suddenly realize you've forgotten something critical, like leaving the stove burners on or forgetting a term paper that's due in several hours. Except there's nothing at the center of it all, so there is nothing I can do proactively to resolve the source of the anxiety. I have at least 5-10 incidents of these intrusive thoughts a day, sometimes many more, and sometimes it's more or less 24/7.

My brain is honestly so scrambled from lack of sleep and constant worry that I feel I'm not adequately conveying just how agonizing this all really is, but I assure you it is truly a daily hell for me. How can I train my mind to withstand these mental intrusions, or to ""ground"" myself in a way that helps return me to the present moment and prevents me from getting sucked down into the morass of all this directionless fear and panic?


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anxiety,booklover9608,2019/02/05,"The Future I'm finally going to college after a 4 year hiatus. And I thought I knew what I wanted to do for the longest time. But now that I'm about to go and schedule my classes, I'm not so sure. I thought I wanted to go into forensic science. Then toyed with the idea of early childhood teaching. And now my brain is full of question marks. It doesn't help that the school has this tool you can use if you're stuck, it's a trio of tests to see what career might be best for you. And none of them are close to what I had in mind. As a kid I just wanted to be a librarian. Then people said that was a dying profession with EBooks. And then forensics because I love science and chemistry. And then teaching because I love kids, and would love to inspire them. I'm just feeling so lost now. :(",2.568911819887429,3.9391568292682964,3.7202439024390266,90.85965290806757,75.21951219512195,5.777861163227018,26.03001876172608,5.873414542411696,0.6961825515947471,616,22,132,3,13,200,97,164,0.077,0.7909999999999999,0.132,0.9025,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,2,2,8,7,0,0,9,0,12,4,1,1,1,32,34,17,1,5,5,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,9,12,0,0,7,1,0,3,3,1,0,0,8,3,15,6,21,22,3,22,0,1,1,3,12,4,0,3,15,91,24,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20753631377347667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17864162853962567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19002845317562286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17666765705248982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086071353168646,0.0,0.0,0.18647420359738676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902299844289116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409886359854687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19216437340369025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18582172892615512,0.0,0.4609066878117809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18058282844519047,0.17187967980440008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801323772161053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19069201789830706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16192385628446535,0.0,0.0,0.17227774558907374,0.1356480399766336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604359398500876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270280773885138,0.09926011821059402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14702056265473262,0.0,0.0,0.3012110205966653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092362823328315,0.0,0.0,0.10961992834282452
anxiety,harry_thotter21,2019/02/05,"How do I (27F) stop being a yes person when it gives me anxiety to say no? I started typing out this whole long drawn out explanation of my current situation is, but overall synopsis is: I inexplicably cannot say no to people. As a result I am working 2 jobs (one full time), while being in a post-graduate medical based program for school, and have become a shell of a human. I was diagnosed with anxiety and ADHD almost 6 years ago, and for the first time ever,  I can visibly see my anxiety manifesting in a physical way (lack of sleep, rapid weight loss, etc). I don't know how to even start taking things off my plate because I don't know how to say no to people. I've been trying to leave my full time job and focus on school for almost 3 months now and can never fully psych myself up to do it without sending myself into a spiral about letting people down and feeling like they will hate me after. Does anyone have advice on how to go about quitting your job when you can't say no to people?

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TL;DR i need to quit my job and my anxiety has made me put it off for 3 months. ",10.581954545454543,5.921080831818184,10.850454545454548,66.25068181818183,61.13636363636363,13.545454545454545,39.31818181818182,10.686352973137794,4.019818181818182,853,26,166,14,8,293,134,220,0.134,0.8340000000000001,0.032,-0.9578,5,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,1,5,11,3,1,0,8,1,20,4,1,6,2,29,32,16,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,1,2,4,0,2,5,11,1,1,3,0,0,3,10,2,0,2,3,7,23,1,34,25,5,37,0,1,1,0,11,13,0,2,21,120,28,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930769821510975,0.09700911281869228,0.08800014714927118,0.0,0.19881654535145085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756301483486014,0.12062841419570172,0.0,0.0,0.30377644177153235,0.0,0.0,0.06941448079212119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06051632742314408,0.10964000451807084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076071801669732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687508577053925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071641974765427,0.06556934401666294,0.08979874714763925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05019576666271625,0.07092115267251989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444216035948536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952323810478798,0.05641953271170504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980122282037448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3940553249165796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911646097198058,0.0,0.0,0.10511651661657333,0.0,0.10151408647715812,0.0,0.04850011637628464,0.0,0.0,0.08785410246721401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939351773394944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000781082219788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584786439058678,0.0,0.0,0.07361019227323505,0.07656599915007603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727042982011433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752955414644756,0.08668196757752841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950767649016124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979749027044987,0.0,0.21117960421786847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31578573010962224,0.0,0.2009405731503728,0.07910828762713433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158780065429548,0.0993453964594838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053287472251133,0.0,0.0,0.08299726020379326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464146927395314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06595303654810268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17366188223566614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06740032728260227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879884397922914,0.0,0.12088862476297445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083554321459176,0.0,0.09569630631025762,0.0,0.07227243753041755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062841419570172,0.06392900938711543
anxiety,Hollographic-unicorn,2019/02/05,"Anxiety and relationship I need help. I really suck at communicating things and that frustrates my long term boyfriend. Then I freeze up and become a complete airhead as soon as the anxiety kicks in that I have miscommunicated. 
How do I prevent the brain fog? How can I calm my anxiety enough to not panic during all of our conversations? 

This has only been happening the past 8 months of our 6 year relationship. ",5.732400000000003,7.9387520400000025,6.749000000000002,68.93950000000002,68.6,10.333333333333336,31.16666666666667,10.504223727775694,3.7308666666666666,333,14,57,10,6,111,57,75,0.149,0.722,0.129,-0.3718,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,0,0,0,3,4,2,1,4,0,5,1,1,2,1,9,8,8,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,10,1,8,7,3,10,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,7,41,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4910302863197141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362990471837097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388471260385571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22433017647937226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22107510316560428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18920174908234455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14341107975862954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893454929652164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707786893959438,0.0,0.0,0.15864663973365886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627241810916254,0.0,0.2510328121707117,0.0,0.0,0.20424646913668584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370665361517676,0.0,0.0,0.4594201749761235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421437345218313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13778149747416307
anxiety,Kinetosc0pe,2019/02/05,"Asked the wrong question and now I can't sleep Lately I've noticed a vehicle pulling up across the road from my house once or twice a day. 
I got nervous that it was someone scoping out my house or a neighbors house. 

Tonight I saw the person who lived across the road walk away from the vehicle and soon after I asked him ""do you know who drives that car?"" 

Him: ""why?""
Me: ""I've just noticed them pulled up a couple of times a day is all""
Him: ""which one?""
Me: ""that car you just walked away from""
Him: ""they were just dropping me off""
Me: ""oh okay, I was just worried that it was someone scoping out the neighbour hood""
Him: ""No they were just dropping me off""

He sounded angry and after I walked away I noticed he was just staring at me 

I don't think I'll be able to sleep, I feel like it was a drug deal or something and I just made it clear I saw the patterns. 

I'm scared something's going to happen to me or the house I live in.

What do I do? I wanna move now. 



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anxiety,AnxiousPanda09,2019/02/05,"Fellow Anxious Asians, how are you coping during Chinese New Year? It's Chinese New Year!! Which means days of plastering that fake smile and spend time with family and well wishing long distant relatives you only see once in a blue moon.

All that forced socializing drives me insane! How do you cope? The only way I can cope is with copious amounts of alcohol",4.69409090909091,7.256063560606062,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636367,72.48484848484848,8.036363636363637,27.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.4572303030303044,289,11,49,6,6,90,54,66,0.161,0.7509999999999999,0.087,-0.7605,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,2,1,9,7,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,5,1,5,7,2,10,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,7,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432281453740322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571157773943892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467789245324399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21455481664581247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014130105898442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479159505533216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.439622277434412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423795594446967,0.0,0.3461900961693569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18136248537209285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320028253796367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327115507168556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806530594604714,0.0,0.0,0.20463381322146185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617211955128453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931253950147753
anxiety,corvostrife,2019/02/05,"Anxiety's a bitch How do you deal with anxiety, all I want to do it shut myself away from everyone and everything.

Some background my anxiety came to a head about 18 months ago, and after alot of badgering and cajoling from my wife I eventually went to the doctors,  who prescribed my one of the usual medications for anxiety and I thought great be sorted soon amd I can go back to how I was before how wrong was I! What I wasn't ready for was the fact that they wouldn't get rid of my anxiety only make it manageable and less of a concern allowing my to function. But the past few weeks have been like a slap in the face, I'm struggling to cope with even getting out of the house everything's a battle of wills and I'm afraid to say my anxiety is winning more than I am.",3.3673206751054856,4.689965626582282,4.8551265822784835,83.7050105485232,73.1139240506329,9.064135021097048,28.356540084388186,9.516144504307137,2.4845046413502105,611,24,128,15,12,205,100,158,0.14400000000000002,0.7759999999999999,0.08,-0.8075,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,1,7,8,2,2,12,0,14,4,2,5,2,24,24,10,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,5,10,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,5,0,1,8,1,17,3,25,13,6,15,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,3,9,92,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799270717428246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6627460933472634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356588232797894,0.1110267233704034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228649519954715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651432865616061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14885938253464276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477889186478878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536799789776297,0.0,0.0,0.13797049224493546,0.25953620293298785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15087525874898602,0.0,0.08205996197972175,0.0,0.0,0.1591900919279425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14818543085730182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16660626271401366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705414865129556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963812083788373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454573754745434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525043604991925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784215940967683,0.10981483048622856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783625294771998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482444005229316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15094740595600456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462924862418927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15902479332880284,0.0,0.08516475286546336,0.0,0.11582066273325678,0.0,0.0,0.13385064629496174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15786740872834654,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mintsthefox,2019/02/05,"Pharmacy and Prescriptions Sorryfor the long rant! so I suffer from SA and MDD and haven't been out in months besides for therapy and yesterday to pick up my prescription. 

My plan was changed in January and recieved a new card and was told that everything will be switched over. Ok not bad so yesterday Feb 4th, went in to my local drug store to pick up new prescription and my two old ones.

Told the lady about new plan so she has me go to the drop off and says the pharamcist is heading off to lunch and that she cant give me the prescriptions since its not accepting it. Go back home and got on the phone with my insurance and they call the drug store and then called me back. They said everhthing was sorted and my prescription was ready to be picked up.

Since I'm at home I feel like copping out because that was a lot of energy taken out of me. So I wait an hour and then head back. Get back in line and anxiety is a 8/10 right now. Trying to just focus on the floor or sign. Just felt sweaty and gross. Get up to counter and give my name no problem he says it'll take 20 mins.

Ok trying to keep telling myself its no big deal just sit down and stare at phone but with a lot of people moving about it was distracting. 30 minutes pass by and I go up and asked if its ready?? Pharmacist tells me the girl is I think he said packing it right now?? So go back sit down and another 30 mins passes by. Head back up there nope still not ready.

30 more mins and he says its ready. He tells me sign, actually reaches over the machine and declines if i needed a consolt about the prescription. Then bags it and hands it to me. I am just so humuliated at this point. It took 1 hr and 30 mins for it to be ready when they said 20 mins. 

Get home and get to sorting my pills out when they ended up messing it up. It was suppose to be bulropion, vistaril and seroquel. Instead of vistaril they gave me my old prescription prozac which my therapist had taken me off of. I couldn't stop crying like seriously?? How do you mess up an order when you took an hour and a half to fill it. I guess it was always my dumbass fault for not checking before rushing out.

I'm not gonna even go back today just gonna wait till my appointment to ask for a switch in pharamacies. ",2.8685205640423064,4.392864491304351,3.85473560517039,89.56955934195067,74.73913043478261,7.7555816686251475,24.388954171562858,8.441846121484758,1.3423766157461814,1766,55,388,32,37,569,215,460,0.067,0.86,0.073,0.5793,0,0,2,0,0,0,37.0,0,2,5,2,31,14,0,1,21,2,25,9,4,4,0,72,63,46,0,5,14,0,3,2,0,4,4,6,3,1,21,35,1,4,4,0,3,13,11,9,0,3,23,10,40,5,64,31,3,90,0,1,1,0,36,37,0,8,38,247,61,0,0.0,0.0,0.07657615755076075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529397155629661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228345032843741,0.06002992863676504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671916503184118,0.0,0.0,0.42237427968163055,0.06551981999416746,0.04783505653545888,0.0,0.06677285048634532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16025487112406825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301167585119383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619646241737128,0.0,0.08089992412027916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820023740100856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06950181592184075,0.0,0.0,0.05182920728316512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052447338634422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03967718198367475,0.05605953784882943,0.07534425054574202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639909661936144,0.15055263679763525,0.22298375098820286,0.0,0.06276024777976151,0.0,0.08644440632174942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24160096410375775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23613775846942586,0.0,0.15455581468722393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974843096839088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766737146031317,0.0,0.0,0.0694441671750219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13342609474001432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06263462451953754,0.08340201600283359,0.0,0.058185085891870526,0.0,0.2273626924989611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16468375781178174,0.0,0.05317382846301291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05440175548754732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07418024704534162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508593464794411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402722740435696,0.22393103199070555,0.18720933130074446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12982367312943213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06266686284952558,0.06560508218511411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05900025752791733,0.0,0.2057607501387766,0.0,0.08973817082414688,0.09111061873772504,0.0,0.05028090456607321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743811200292975,0.14996437797066975,0.1743678382636638,0.10655301150474893,0.0,0.07665454562228911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274319525134874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ice_Picklick,2019/02/05,"Do you have big goals in your life or do you have small but important ones that you need to do first? I keep ""biting off more than I can chew"" and It's hard admitting it. I'm making small progress, which is essential but it's hard not to want more when you know there's so much you can do.

How are you doing atm with your life, do you have any big plans ahead of you or are you taking baby steps just like me? (GAD and couple of phobias)",2.220243161094228,3.1383308723404286,3.0790577507598798,96.90500000000004,75.38297872340425,6.648024316109423,18.74772036474164,6.868970318607317,-0.2444237082066869,338,5,84,3,7,107,61,94,0.047,0.8540000000000001,0.099,0.7892,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,11,0,5,5,1,0,0,0,0,14,3,0,2,0,16,22,9,0,2,6,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,3,1,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,14,1,9,22,3,10,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,2,4,59,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975088807371578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.321365881986844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470477668068647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5203536488212321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25815605240564377,0.0,0.0,0.15961800296342216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4102921433460128,0.14189411295998716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19387068156573492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21350651699185424,0.21535727577206526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19680938275912246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183744259598632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713087951595979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KimberleyJaay,2019/02/05,"Friendly reminder that people can't 'reschedule' their panic attacks. Background info: I have some pretty bad mental health issues; some of them being Panic Disorder, as well as motor (physical) tics. 

Today at work, I was having a panic attack. Since I've been medicated a few years, I don't get them that often anymore which is amazing, but occasionally it will happen.

It was 4:15pm (store closed at 5:30) when I realised how bad it was. I was shaking uncontrollably, and having some trouble breathing, my tics were acting up pretty bad and they strained some muscles in the process and I was BEYOND stressed from a particularly difficult couple hours of work-related stuff. I decided to call for assistance over a small mic and earpiece (everyone in the store wears one). I decided I needed someone to cover me (Forgot to mention I work on the counter in a retail store).   
After almost 10 minutes of no one responding to me, I made yet another page (Probably the fifth one), except this time I said: ""Hey guys, can someone cover me while I have a 'tenner'? Because I'm in the middle of a panic attack and I'd really like to sit down for a couple minutes.""

Immediately my co-worker who I frequently get frustrated with (We'll just call her 'CW') came over and this is how it went down:

CW: *Long sigh* Next time could you tell us a little earlier?

ME: I'm having a panic attack......

CW: Just give us some notice next time you wanna go cos some peoples shifts are ending now   
*(as in, now there are fewer people on, so she won't be able to help out in another department while shes on the counter covering for me)*

ME: I can't time these things

CW: Okay, well I guess some people are going to have to wait a bit longer before they go home then   
*(yeah, like a couple minutes, as it's now 4:25)*

ME: I cannot time these things! It's a panic attack!

CW: *Sigh* Okay, just, *Sigh Again,* go then

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I'm sorry... are you fucking kidding me? DO I HAVE TO EXPLAIN WHY THIS IS SO FRUSTRATING TO ME???

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anxiety,LBRuth,2019/02/05,"Severe anxiety over messing everything up So as of lately, I feel as my social anxiety has gotten immensely worse. 

I'm a bit sick, I broke my wrist last week and ooh boy has the last week been exhausting. 

I feel like I'm constantly making these really jarring social mistakes when trying to interact with my co-workers. We have this group chat thing and I've really tried to force myself to participate even though I absolutely hate group chats. 

I feel that I come across as awkward and creepy. I don't know what it is, maybe my tone is just off. No one really reacts to these mishaps so it makes it feel 1000x more awkward. 

Today was just awful, awful and I want to curl up into a ball of shame. My work involves writing, either creative or informative.

The first thing this morning, I messed up couple of lines in the article I was working on. And I didn't notice until it was too late. We had to work around that and I caused extra work for one of my co-workers.

Just when I was about to leave work, I categorized one of the articles completely wrong. I couldn't figure out how to fix it myself, so I had to ask my co-worker how to fix it. He helped me with that, but I can't shake this feeling that everyone thinks I'm an idiot when I keep making stupid mistakes like that. ",2.965336898395723,4.8662148117647055,4.293591800356508,84.92434491978612,75.3921568627451,7.459893048128342,23.35561497326204,8.296473431620573,1.3900588235294122,1007,30,200,18,22,332,144,255,0.17600000000000002,0.777,0.047,-0.9773,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,2,0,0,6,16,16,3,4,7,2,16,3,1,7,0,43,35,21,0,4,6,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,19,14,0,1,10,3,0,2,5,14,0,4,9,5,30,2,34,25,4,26,0,1,0,0,16,11,0,1,15,136,49,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15523228721925794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903203537363178,0.09485081893319004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076735895471708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422672564565966,0.0,0.0873982671061938,0.10637822357616956,0.10964153948225153,0.0,0.0,0.1122628678410336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06701295981884006,0.0,0.0,0.09694878006044748,0.0911851434551852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565045407187277,0.07248259725065458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630129192307018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017012689197263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800607990100786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018175362736286,0.0,0.0,0.055759418706637774,0.16540586326383433,0.22890118687049565,0.10743082777422253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913585071423264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031747605094825,0.0,0.10192957852046908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551217007400227,0.0,0.0,0.20625449338272256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949924195183515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462021366179585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20685010997488928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348101999313987,0.06501107028190357,0.09968332008237933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961716234742157,0.0,0.0,0.13776851032146614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059843367665880415,0.0,0.16276918020771874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5909090627479471,0.0,0.1033957702974355,0.0,0.11092989840426587,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MyAnxiousThrowaway79,2019/02/05,"Potentially losing my job. Hi all, love this sub and have been browsing for a while and love the support everyone has on here. 

Now here’s my problem, I may be losing my job over something I didn’t do in the next few days and every time I think about it I have a major panic attack and burst into tears, I’ve tried meditation but it just doesn’t work for this particular problem, what have you done when something potentially life changing has come up in your life? Any suggestions would be greatly appreciated ",5.227040816326528,6.625197010204087,5.884285714285718,77.8107142857143,68.6938775510204,8.457142857142857,29.306122448979593,8.841846274778883,2.2972285714285707,409,15,76,7,7,133,70,98,0.141,0.743,0.115,0.0745,2,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,3,6,10,1,1,4,0,14,4,0,0,1,14,19,7,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,3,0,9,4,9,12,3,13,0,2,0,2,6,6,0,1,6,54,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629485121763393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945522215440287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18090930705412167,0.14731274309547285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028937679190423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750058945554921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408601027475926,0.1634104565610097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885426744419626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394084583458749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415833839374899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826400905816105,0.0,0.0,0.3086922086017935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18187449538835454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20064716219712886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272731038708521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633086573541417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940637709928942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957836364379224,0.0,0.0,0.09971918153967886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161067481061868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449965805329732,0.0,0.0,0.12148288208409977,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dbot13,2019/02/05,"Can't stop being anxious about SO's work My SO works for a transportation company. 
His company is on new because 3 people died doing their jobs.
SO know's job is dangerous. 
SO's been gone for 11 hours and 28 mins. 
My chest feels so heavy and I can't think. 
SO always says he's being safe, but so were his co workers, no? 
It is normal to have no contact when SO is on duty. 
I am down the rabbit hole. Please help.",-0.30272727272727096,1.8820623636363685,2.0118181818181817,94.88772727272728,90.13636363636364,5.0181818181818185,17.090909090909093,6.574015621080383,-0.1542181818181816,320,8,72,4,11,108,64,88,0.11,0.765,0.125,0.0808,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,3,10,2,1,0,2,0,13,1,1,0,0,10,17,12,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,3,3,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,3,2,7,1,7,12,0,10,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,5,44,8,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20316753397609208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27584060928258525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488426916340475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534080819135568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345879759808324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16366082312640728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404565305435233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4845986009957513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13418847808698772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358192058274527,0.0,0.0,0.2392330314736675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16927551262287185,0.0,0.0,0.2680234030446948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19417238310120624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041355801485646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15645314786784778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3555147706754879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ContrarilyLatino,2019/02/05,"How do I move forward in life when dealing with anxiety? This is a long post.
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I struggle with anxiety. Bad. I have been in therapy before but lately, I have been getting heaps better. However, whenever I have to make a change to my life I am overwhelmed by crippling anxiety that doesn't go away until I revert back to whatever it was before the change.
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Some more context: I just finished university and am now qualified to be a teacher. I can teach primary and secondary (AUS). Last year, in my final year, I looked for work for this year and was offered a great job. It was perfect. I would be taking over from a senior teacher and be teaching English (which is what I have always wanted to do). They also said once I complete my teaching registration (in Aus you are only a provisional teacher for a while) they could give me a leadership position within the school which would mean I would be earning 6 figures before I am even 24. The only catch was that the job was far away (over 3 hours) and I would have to move out of home.
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In theory, it was perfect, but once it became a reality, I panicked and ended up turning it down. I was so overwhelmed that when I turned it down I wasn't even disappointed. However, it meant I didn't have a full-time job lined up for this year. So I went into relief teaching. I applied to do work with an agency and the way it works is that they call you each morning between 6:30-7am if there is a job available. Every morning I wake up so anxious that I might get a call. I am not anxious about the teaching or going to an unfamiliar school - just the call. I cannot explain why.
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I had my first day yesterday and it went really well. However, I came home and have just had an overwhelming sense of dread about having to do more work. Even though the work is fine, I like teaching, I didn't have any problems at all, and everyone was kind to me. I am anxious about this simple change in my life (from being a university student to working).
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One part of me says that I should just go onto the online portal (for the agency) and select every day as unavailable until I feel better (You can say you're not available for any day as long as you're not booked). I am tempted to just work bare minimum as I still live at home with my parents and don't currently have any major financial responsibility other than phone plans, my car and a pet cat. The other side of me says that I need to work as much as I can and, if possible, still look for full-time work because I am 23 and should have a career and if I don't start saving money I will never be financially stable and always regret it when I am older.
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So, open for discussion, does anyone feel the same way about major life events?
- what age should someone be working full-time and start putting towards and investing in their future?
- is it bad if I only work part-time for a while and don't have a 'real job' until I am a bit older?
- Is it normal for people to get this overwhelmed by simple life changes and expectations?
- And do you have any advice (either anecdotal or just advice) about what I should do?
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Also, for reference, relief teachers in AUS get paid around $360 a day (depending on school/agency) which is approx $260 USD give or take. I am not sure how that compares to other countries, but just for reference. I, personally, think it is an acceptable amount for the work I am expected to do as the schools I have had experience in.",4.218245614035086,5.246871073099417,5.442061403508773,81.42651315789476,70.7251461988304,8.214619883040937,27.992690058479532,8.536127082880203,1.982263742690058,2690,94,528,43,48,897,278,684,0.061,0.848,0.091,0.9737,10,0,0,0,0,0,91.0,0,4,4,19,34,25,0,6,37,0,84,6,1,4,5,94,115,56,0,20,22,1,2,1,0,10,5,4,4,1,35,32,0,0,10,1,3,12,13,11,1,2,22,8,68,14,85,75,13,85,0,6,2,0,24,31,0,10,42,387,103,32,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519749250435582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609025083917955,0.08957611305159394,0.0,0.0,0.14641577886811774,0.0,0.1235316418777583,0.182426265046548,0.0,0.037636821483310615,0.0,0.0,0.047917100202519734,0.0,0.0,0.1011437553124959,0.04138934523471301,0.08988595214884967,0.032812205552201865,0.0,0.13740745725931985,0.0,0.0,0.09521053547060918,0.05876472377086633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648889795342886,0.0615633092034086,0.0,0.0,0.2277656905657084,0.0,0.05643618284917905,0.0,0.0,0.04297617301572135,0.0,0.0,0.1388548575864846,0.055492877643500166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04710403444902245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04767440524687691,0.0,0.0,0.10665591677866576,0.0,0.09070249111415353,0.05143363833838212,0.0,0.05265275902870998,0.0,0.0,0.054432708781911636,0.0,0.0,0.058964426874219225,0.0,0.04578489212694319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124887411277613,0.10327078972652892,0.09177271903256527,0.0,0.0,0.05934403423552436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16197745399948374,0.0,0.053008374277199566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670730543034732,0.0,0.0,0.05605213756811093,0.0,0.043875876235139666,0.0607187674428853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900966538417979,0.02629696572161357,0.0,0.047529888134086734,0.09526972278413463,0.09040160182866737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03592968419343543,0.0,0.0,0.0586329647072241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057101533494605776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441834883269893,0.039568756177073776,0.03991175377709336,0.04151440461440155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05273865527029164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464717879551554,0.03647430808893397,0.12281270111131501,0.0,0.0,0.05976808718884604,0.1165779596643588,0.0,0.037316598175959566,0.04699932495796834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06068142201480569,0.05155101913862962,0.0,0.0,0.051504802130237566,0.0,0.05411061615572405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06126647322710323,0.034482708560058875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0512014380481888,0.12841525660948727,0.0,0.217901636491765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045607117117299305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619751178874998,0.0,0.08597201023922861,0.0,0.0,0.05627126612170999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05073094862875554,0.0,0.08094183295064425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06155542650561777,0.0,0.0,0.03448992215049783,0.05288437699050523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709580315208715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0317483327542504,0.0854501248181666,0.0,0.0,0.0483965921585109,0.0997956247147691,0.04857014880346063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4702370108004529,0.0,0.0,0.1529475347640336,0.0,0.0,0.1386503038818869
anxiety,BOKUtoiuOnna,2019/02/05,"Using apathy to cope? About 3 years ago when I was still in school one of my teachers sent me to the GP to deal with my anxiety. I didn't think I had any, or at least not about schoolwork, because I was very apathetic about it honestly. I didnt want to work and do well. In reality looking back I was super anxious in my social and home life.

Constantly I'm becoming more aware of my level of anxiety. I'll be out in public and just feel the need to just go home for no reason because there's this creeping tension and nervousness that I can't get rid of and has no source. It hurts me physically to talk to strangers sometimes. And yeah I get nervous like a normal person but sometimes I feel my whole chest tighten up which is different. It even happens when i bump into people I know and I've not spent the hours I usually do when planning to meet someone, preparing myself. Though it doesn't stop me from attempting to act nromal. Every time I have an assignment at university I spend two days freaking out instead of doing it. And whenever I don't have a job I feel like I'm just being lazy but when I get one it feels like every day I'm steeling myself not for the boredom but to actually deal with the concept of walking through the door. I cannot participate in university societies because that just fills me with such a sense of dread and even if I go I can't force myself to go back again without an escort and a lot of determination. I don't know what it is about societies.

But anyway, I always think I'm a calm person because I shrug everything off like I'm chill. I don't care about my grades. I just chill instead of going to the society meetings instead of committing to them. I either don't get a job and just live a poor student life or try to convert the anxiety into excitement about how much I'm acheiving when I do go to work (but like, it's stupid the mundane things I feel proud of myself for - wow you walked through the door of the establishment you worked at and did your job). I talk to strangers in like a weirdly casual way to just somehow pass it off in my mind as casual. I never mind the fact that my whole life is falling apart around me I just ignore it. I act as if deadlines are optional or often don't even think about them and then laugh at myself being a terrible student. I avoid doing things I like so I don't have to be worried about how terrible I am at them. 

But anyway, my question is, do you ever use apathy to cope with anxiety? I feel like I avoid caring about doing anything properly just so I don't have to worry about it. Even now I have so much work to do and I'm working harder than I have mustered up any time recently but I'm acting like these assignments aren't all late and I have time to do them whilst relaxing.

Is this a thing people do or am I actually just chilled out and lazy?",3.7267699368904217,4.830863796901898,5.138907056798622,82.85784997131385,71.96041308089501,8.356052782558807,28.119047619047624,8.77342768361299,2.072924727481354,2250,83,459,41,42,755,244,581,0.126,0.736,0.138,0.9352,4,2,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,4,4,9,52,35,1,6,24,1,49,4,1,5,5,89,87,43,0,5,28,0,6,9,0,0,3,0,4,2,22,26,0,4,13,3,3,14,21,13,1,3,9,7,70,22,80,74,9,66,0,1,1,0,20,24,0,11,36,334,92,14,0.0,0.0,0.1395420990798424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633780410504473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05949147972190619,0.0,0.0,0.09724122919335282,0.0,0.2187809500374732,0.08077159619186129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05883618454335325,0.06364775380215103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995401826894023,0.0,0.17433635773996994,0.07896314872440613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579252134152634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726317959103762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221968517027017,0.1474211502406675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07469945930825556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18889316490300356,0.06467339961770681,0.12047911495637335,0.0,0.06425716154736197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21690709366964867,0.15323305259250009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941754969632245,0.0,0.20316781142331933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06322482477084186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343523947380912,0.0,0.07041043679997268,0.0,0.07653933658165314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128501090715265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858609066904261,0.0,0.08065206669521302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15150196866503088,0.31436971636993305,0.0,0.06313342429772185,0.0,0.06003972352451058,0.0,0.0,0.06078444625438949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443837794060353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511748168280437,0.05301434075685006,0.05514312412422166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700521720286305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689683939706344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913444859555076,0.12485736620742995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800933370310365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07351113051945944,0.07059495658140623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235908294688692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288249175853125,0.060579428839374776,0.0,0.14142531241678005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05709783478607381,0.05977494282308402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493364022185623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424988841435791,0.13743774546533216,0.07024573257658896,0.0,0.12507194882936226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0485419723456193,0.0,0.06984247148373339,0.0,0.0,0.12350141977602574,0.0787441730247024,0.058992758907414025,0.0421709589735365,0.05675122747206381,0.0,0.0,0.0642846576597729,0.0,0.0,0.15964836049166084,0.0,0.06892084418245109,0.0,0.2602544234868719,0.14521795398766651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04604191597973468
anxiety,shanem1996,2019/02/05,Does anyone else have really vivid dreams? I don't know if this is related but I keep having really vivid dreams. Not necessarily bad dreams but I wake up and feel like it actually happened,2.1875,5.079218305555556,4.262444444444443,77.32700000000003,88.16666666666666,8.435555555555556,18.31111111111111,8.841846274778883,1.9141177777777785,153,4,28,5,5,52,29,36,0.0,0.614,0.386,0.9513,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,8,8,4,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,1,8,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.3222166639075424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308757044421197,0.3383174721916303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756938777497279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889504667737773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758303952544765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16695339151167832,0.2358869633002233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919848884047993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934869998474761,0.0,0.0,0.18146314360962928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16131358192295894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4230548338629588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,break_the_cutie,2019/02/05,"What do you procrastinate and avoid? You know the funny thing about anxiety? If anxiety makes you procrastinate/avoid anything than induces anxiety, I bet you end up in even more anxiety inducing situations as a result! 

At least I do. 

Coursework. I avoid it until the night/morning before it’a due. 


Result: I’m writing like crazy on very little sleep and a fair bit of caffeine. Cursing myself, stressed out my mind. Every. Single. Time. 


Important phone calls. No thanks. This one always trips me up later. I avoid contacting people until it’s basically life or death if I don’t. And yippee, number one on my anxiety inducing list is my employer! That isn’t inconvenient at all. 


Result: I needed a reference. I got scared and noped out of telling them in advance. My starting date for my new job is being held up by not having this reference. I’m fixing it now after sheepishly emailing my work. But maaaan. How much easier would it have been to just give them a heads up? 


Appointments. Funny story: I once missed a dentist appointment. So what did I do? Never called them to schedule another appointment. It’s been two years, I’ve never been back and I’m too anxious to go elsewhere. Rip teeth. 


Result: I’m even MORE terrified to go see anyone since it’s been so long since my last appointment! I managed to take one of the hands down scariest things (going to the dentist) and just make it 100x worse by not doing what I’m supposed to do. 


That’s nowhere near a completed list. I’m avoiding so much right now. I genuinely wish I wasn’t like this.",1.9244795221843027,4.742971682593861,3.3356919795221884,84.19398165529013,88.14675767918091,6.616006825938567,23.707252559726964,7.822599999999999,1.8134942662116038,1225,48,219,27,40,399,171,293,0.158,0.7609999999999999,0.081,-0.9662,2,5,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,4,3,2,13,10,0,6,10,0,19,7,4,10,3,43,41,17,1,5,8,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,17,8,0,5,6,0,1,5,9,7,0,4,8,2,28,3,33,31,8,40,0,1,1,0,15,16,0,4,21,146,45,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610798742629048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111526716886688,0.44179849143109456,0.1304858374257309,0.0,0.08076258374372923,0.0,0.09504936355148906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881489798757039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828478988180632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609967414028928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358835398106287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211029987097708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023016289484151,0.0,0.0,0.1525776632407858,0.0,0.09731650077863226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080127751048603,0.19692953905642432,0.0,0.09237852991202404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853969499692354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461918973918893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06347758577536748,0.09415059479295514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158338733311364,0.11285814330732255,0.11576463721591194,0.0,0.1022167741769508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419868172687293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662539342256355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698164116118674,0.08564422365504361,0.17816651072558873,0.11155379417663083,0.0,0.1083920102921288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300723086513768,0.2348040492340743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007543587477063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863917586214227,0.0,0.0,0.11563893983816738,0.0,0.09204116535053923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19109102490419852,0.129830533806197,0.11558670193242625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175382091752298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323086248303756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684409714229054,0.0,0.10095496371162622,0.10633990816630044,0.0,0.0,0.15347050288601913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735089540924513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282992795870947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530230812578397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282307960500256,0.0,0.0,0.08408776845704359,0.0,0.11770771701184073,0.08205022101995697,0.0,0.0,0.07438032980096264
anxiety,imcrazyrighton,2019/02/05,"Anxiety of upcoming family trip? My brother is getting married next month and the wedding is taking place in Pakistan, the ancestral homeland that I haven't been to in 13 years.  


Most people might be excited at the thought of a ""destination wedding"", but I'm dreading it. Alot of it comes down to the fact that even though I can *understand* my mother tongue (Sindhi), I can't speak it to save my life. As a result I expect a lot of embarrassment.  


Furthermore I'm not going to have any time alone as I'll be sharing a hotel room with my brother most of the time. I don't know how I'm going to be without any alone time and just going to parties every day where I have nothing in common with anyone else.  


The trip is 3 and a half weeks away so still quite bit of time, but that doesn't stop me from thinking about it literally all day. The trip itself is just 10 days so not HUGE and yet I can't stop worrying about it!  


Can anyone relate to this kind of anxiety?  


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anxiety,Stravata,2019/02/05,"Anxiety in school I get a lot of anxiety in school out of nowhere, it will happen within seconds sometimes. I will be sitting there then out of nowhere something hits me that there's something wrong. Sometimes I never know what it is but it always gets me. Then I get a stomach and feel sick which just builds up on my anxiety even more. Sometimes I don't want to go to school because of my anxiety. I've never missed school from my anxiety but I always want to not go. I do enjoy school a lot, but just something kicks in and it worries me a lot sometimes.

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I only have 3 friends who are aware that I have anxiety but I never really vent to them or tell them my triggers that might potentially set me off. some tell me to just take meds but I feel like I shouldn't have to take medication to be happy. There are moments where I am happy, but sometimes anxiety gets in the way of things that might be enjoyable. Sometimes I never want to leave my house, I almost didn't want to go to my brother's 5th birthday party because of my anxiety. Some things just make like life a living hell. I know some people have extreme anxiety which almost makes it impossible to do normal day activities.

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Thank you for reading my post, it really does mean a lot to me. I wish you all the best.",3.2325822426600617,5.162957933852142,4.301317651220376,85.03087283339231,74.71984435797665,7.162999646268129,27.24602051644853,8.00094639256281,1.7567992217898831,1027,40,200,16,22,334,119,257,0.154,0.69,0.155,0.8518,0,0,3,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,2,1,9,12,1,0,8,0,20,4,1,3,5,47,45,11,0,7,12,1,2,2,1,5,3,0,0,0,16,4,0,0,5,1,0,3,8,3,0,1,1,2,35,9,30,35,10,26,1,1,0,0,9,11,1,12,10,145,51,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13635584477552345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330539493020698,0.14754150091968174,0.1654629828972292,0.0,0.0,0.4687678777022098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300873485059547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145166697385705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04390959805253107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059582192665342426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04496991575305905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885227942524236,0.04864038688541045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05260278798913433,0.0,0.14228772386385674,0.0,0.11608389580171345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602078967739604,0.14495683600774273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856167439116345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483616209329366,0.0,0.0,0.07209285020910161,0.0,0.0,0.0480908932184851,0.06652639827846431,0.0,0.06012085769918801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315358676792673,0.0,0.0,0.0908953719594864,0.0,0.0,0.07416520985069358,0.07562778489395644,0.06858910813838871,0.0,0.14445618554580994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100473373930786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667094603674825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05178218882917323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04720200229433493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520721187346891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681040538312644,0.0,0.08723479460222408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34453145679051256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572469304544209,0.4040305675220243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238383913315376,0.0,0.11901968129634813,0.06268409949207106,0.0,0.0,0.09046613296826292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16063467183596256,0.05404320309021026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829511309886354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06914426109605758,0.0,0.0,0.07444094693356257,0.1654629828972292,0.0
anxiety,DudeWtf515151,2019/02/05,My friend hasnt responded to my text but checked my story Okay so my best friend is this really cool lesbian girl who recently started talking to a girl I believe to be sus cause she cheated on her last bf. She's bi btw. Anyways I told her I was iffy about her talking talking to this girl. She messaged me today saying they're officially taking and that she knows I'm not supportive. But I am. I care more about her happiness and she can do whatever the hell she wants. She's not a baby. I told her how much I support and how bad I felt for causing her to believe I didn't support her but she never responded. Less than an hour ago she checked my story and I think it may have been by accident. I think she's purposely ignoring me cause she wasn't satisfied with my response and I'm so scared of making her angry. I don't want to lose my best friend. I know I'm anxious but I'm freaking out bad.,1.280081187010076,3.383536632978725,3.2072452407614804,89.69184210526316,81.6063829787234,6.511086226203807,25.32026875699888,7.669130373188453,1.3887617021276597,709,29,151,12,19,238,105,188,0.215,0.579,0.206,-0.2542,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,7,20,2,1,4,2,13,2,0,6,1,29,33,13,0,2,6,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,0,3,5,7,0,1,5,0,2,0,7,8,0,0,7,3,41,12,15,24,5,9,1,1,0,2,36,2,1,1,7,100,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825741642936502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13796772793350845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20394037976854676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751885809355145,0.25632760869090426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245156952910058,0.3763714287702584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726020516420076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28306295906286183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000550130922478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026960523378835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13423461820700028,0.09954906910541804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662786403086966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152011815193244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897767333916452,0.0,0.09419117493360736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823710503217406,0.0,0.12058478750334145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711957421201764,0.12226952828648915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644148012073351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4157617432543424,0.0,0.0,0.09182362625352636,0.2944809924308751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565069435969735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576126023953633,0.2333934387931379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14406627251826645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mollAcado,2019/02/05,"Anxiety from coffee? Does anyone get this? I used to drink coffee almost everyday, and not coffee like with a ton of sugar or shit in it, just iced coffee. Then after drinking it a lot for months I slowed down and stopped drinking coffee to save money and now that school has started again. Ever since I started drinking coffee again I will get really anxious and dizzy and on the verge of a panic attack. I’ve never had any anxiety from drinking coffee before, if anything it made me feel better. When drinking coffee at say 10 am, I’ll be anxious all day and even at 12 am when I try to go to bed I will be shaking in bed and I can’t eat all day from being so anxious. It seems that any type of stimulant will cause extreme all day anxiety. My dr had put me on a small dose of adderall to help me focus while I’m in school and the last time I took it over 3 months ago I had an anxiety attack from it. I feel like maybe ever since that happened it has messed my body up where I’m over sensitive to stimulants if that’s even possible? I can’t drink coffee, drink anything with caffeine, I can’t even take an excedrine migraine without having a panic attack because it has caffeine in it. Does anyone else have any of these problems? I feel like I’m crazy or the only one this has happened to. ",4.1603844528939575,5.00055277186312,5.183618504435994,83.92259294465569,70.71102661596959,7.365356991972963,27.538867765103504,7.3871296695380915,1.4937572454583858,1021,34,200,10,18,336,132,263,0.179,0.772,0.049,-0.9852,1,0,8,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,13,14,4,3,10,0,20,15,2,5,6,37,38,17,0,3,7,0,3,3,0,3,3,1,2,0,16,10,10,1,4,8,1,4,6,9,0,1,5,5,18,5,33,27,5,43,0,0,0,0,2,15,1,7,27,132,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800782134354592,0.0,0.07682419026792757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565170846069011,0.0,0.2347629481270425,0.2600159389153463,0.0,0.10728908442296113,0.07860890326992037,0.1262683623741326,0.0,0.0,0.2618408829027337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04676791706699773,0.0,0.0652832328432092,0.0,0.0,0.06785277539039268,0.0,0.08521883819208519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788127709271037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14843453117521505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427671438472122,0.0,0.0,0.601252645299709,0.0,0.078503909825757,0.06408987605340549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201889012530975,0.13879561229668885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637610306297988,0.10961784125768984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016626781860887,0.0,0.04360185323821654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568682515983396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051423927631671126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06253719634123073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244483185004094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06522476385858117,0.0,0.0725945008653494,0.0,0.0,0.07707574494799928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247465090297813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059171341865552625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0519875877610708,0.05834916330357776,0.0,0.18002923048858474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649048927177294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734108626360668,0.0,0.07712498340865817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049148919648714914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06101097615128893,0.0,0.1552898607805732,0.0,0.06984318155945624,0.0,0.0,0.07875217478265334,0.1269274715657459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086058938152881,0.0,0.0,0.06414151597234136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05768403657998679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04473616103252508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523895642332678,0.05208797445027572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06626161327009769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07395552750321904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThePanic91,2019/02/05,"Anxiety support and friends? I'm not sure if it's ok to ask for support or friends here. But, I could really use some friends that understand what having anxiety is like, and generally are interested in being friends and talking. I have general anxiety and some social anxiety, I often deal with health anxiety, mostly dealing with my heart. I have panic attacks but much less than it used to be. It can feel lonely sometimes when the people around you don't quite understand.",6.554827586206898,8.043555229885062,7.01902298850575,70.56577586206897,65.66666666666666,10.857471264367817,37.48850574712644,10.864195022040775,4.647216091954023,383,20,62,11,6,125,64,87,0.165,0.655,0.181,0.3651,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,4,13,1,1,1,1,10,2,1,2,1,25,19,9,0,2,5,0,1,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,6,10,8,16,5,3,0,1,0,0,10,2,0,6,2,47,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5156682126078008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001455678489345,0.1260344819749492,0.1533723229056664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763936746993452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27797813669671023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06816686935824612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41663310573508616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330278626254345,0.0,0.15975725520524645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658641418726968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910505258144367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15817717786193114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934642324322507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339309317231747,0.0,0.0,0.08636639043446324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13742762977887155,0.0,0.0,0.13333617585803414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059745204942585,0.1270622030386791,0.0,0.0,0.10835975401251556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806957992608968,0.0,0.23287496056496945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Aibuxx,2019/02/05,"Does anybody else get a burning sensation on their scalp when having bad anxiety? I have OCD, but I'm sure this applies to anybody with anxiety-like symptoms. Does anybody elses skin on their head seem to ""burn"" when it gets really bad?",6.027878787878787,7.304881181818183,5.952727272727272,78.50742424242426,66.72727272727272,9.503030303030306,35.12121212121212,9.725611199111238,3.5368121212121206,188,9,33,4,3,59,34,44,0.183,0.755,0.062,-0.6966,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,4,3,0,1,4,6,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,5,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003368978449588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4373164447492826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4583445663340587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43753299417109065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736421830568801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26876364708994377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16776654362895999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384050198870701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24681807960766855,0.27219279674970764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,supersonic555,2019/02/05,"Difficult times and bouncing back The past few months have been rough for me. I got promoted at work and had a guy whom I thought genuinely cared for me. Slowly I realized he did not want to be with me and cut me off and the promotion I had chosen to go for was completely the wrong role for me.

I started getting horrible anxiety at work and could not eat, sleep, or function. I constantly cried over my relationship with this guy ending and him cutting me off without giving any proper explanations when previously he was warm and emotionally open. It's as if he had made a 180 and went from this warm, caring person to a cold closed off jerk.

I lost 10 lbs in a span of 3 weeks from the stress of not enjoying my work, this guy and not eating. He also worked with me so I felt a huge sense of shame as if I got played or tricked and as if everyone knew (they didn't) and was no longer the smart, fun, and outgoing person everyone depended on. I went on a 2 week short term leave and then quit afterwards without notice because the anxiety and resulting depression were unbearable. 

I became so self-critical. I was a rockstar at work and I felt I let my coworkers and the entire team down. I felt I burned bridges and lost all my good relationships I had spent time building and again a huge sense of shame for letting this guy take advantage of my niceness and get to me. 

I have never cried as much as I have over the past 3 months and a half. I'm determined to make a fresh start, rebuild these relationships (minus the one with the guy), become better, smarter and healthier. 

I still get anxiety from things that remind me of work or this guy. I can't use social media anymore, I get massive anxiety and get reminded of him. Even Linkedin is a reminder of my failure and work and him. I've deleted every trace of him from my digital world but it still lingers.

Hopefully I can make some positive progress in the upcoming weeks. Stay tuned. ",6.244679425837319,6.253224884210527,6.641626794258375,78.210023923445,65.94736842105263,10.803827751196174,33.58851674641149,10.537671172512404,3.397236842105264,1536,62,304,37,22,499,201,380,0.107,0.7709999999999999,0.121,0.8864,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,1,16,9,25,4,3,22,0,22,3,1,6,2,61,53,41,0,6,13,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,11,30,2,0,6,2,1,3,10,12,0,2,25,7,44,13,47,24,5,46,0,3,0,0,25,20,0,9,22,199,55,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058841292686956134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05003640722607093,0.0,0.22515167280773124,0.0,0.07297083604113415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05657789478687113,0.0,0.044853222560782974,0.08126249119231148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06507485957931873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003788061656698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714643460306513,0.07951302034471773,0.0,0.05874703698348351,0.0,0.16164668311377925,0.0,0.0,0.06337369271798059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057986586240568,0.0,0.08276674297130182,0.06516936831902895,0.0,0.0,0.048598394938605634,0.0,0.06199368424484904,0.14061623646920404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21194283125170815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922105835494196,0.07058391287142522,0.041816778467056656,0.06171477666191176,0.11769608172403195,0.0,0.0,0.4371301020137839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308078876882979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790979253665441,0.0,0.15047951875788113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16064086737613628,0.0,0.0,0.0696224571929924,0.09822942984450868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174604968430792,0.0,0.054089208494079714,0.0,0.0567488469095975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377045390395521,0.0,0.0,0.049859198152979366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404794229777569,0.0,0.12849311084514126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826058017410008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23698970669278166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675919571580285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363237935159782,0.07500477045656087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415953140977878,0.07842568119995205,0.11752095430230138,0.0,0.08428477231484541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055322432410663404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04888277846352184,0.0,0.0,0.058413698713964915,0.08580929462530308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06354884017995914,0.0,0.0,0.04339894289320734,0.0,0.17706248742673514,0.0,0.0,0.13641738769442582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185552587043765,0.0,0.37496594795434457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044734970256122,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SquidSoundCrate,2019/02/05,"Just a worried fellow. Hey guys,


     I have been battling GAD(Generalized Anxiety Disorder), OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder), and Hypochondria (Hypochondriac). For about 17-19 years. I’m 29 now but I still struggle.  

     I am watching Good Will Hunting for the first time tonight and it has helped me voice what I have been going through.

     I have seen my therapist for the last 18 years out of 19 years diagnosed as a GAD,OCD,HYPOCHONDRIAC.

     My therapist has been great but it’s time I change and see someone or find someone new. 

     I am scared of change because I don’t know what it will bring. I know that change helps people like us but I’m still completely scared.  

     I have a college degree in art and I have started drawing again after 5 years of being out of school. However I still struggle with hypochondria and anxiety like no other.

     For a background I have been on SSRI’s for the past 19 years. Citalophram(16 years) and Lexapro (3 years, 2016-2019).

     If there’s any advice you can give I am all ears please. I’m willing to speak privately so that I can find a positive change in my life.
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anxiety,Bronco1947,2019/02/05,"Health anxiety about a concussion that may or may not have happened. I hit my head when I walked into a wall about a month ago.  I had a really painful bump for 1.5 weeks by my brow bone. I am anxious that I fucked up my head and got a concussion. I started reading into the symptoms and feel that my memory is deteriorating. I think my memory is fine but anxiety may be fucking it up. Now I constantly try to remember past events since the incident and sometimes I forgot some simple, silly things. This is driving my anxiety over the top and preventing me from studying because I fear that any new information I learn will just be forgotten. I don't know if (1) this is anxiety or (2) this is actually something else like a lingering concussion? When I bumped my head I had no other symptoms besides severe pain in my eye socket and brow bone (all of this has gone away). 

​

Thanks",5.0858771929824576,6.330001520467839,6.2528801169590675,75.6133552631579,68.88304093567251,10.144444444444446,32.37865497076024,10.317481424215053,3.5229216374269017,704,31,130,19,12,236,110,171,0.183,0.75,0.067,-0.9545,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,6,9,2,1,9,0,17,13,6,0,1,26,29,11,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,4,5,0,0,0,11,7,0,2,6,1,0,3,3,5,0,0,5,2,23,4,14,17,2,23,0,0,1,2,1,9,2,7,12,91,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.12762950649234675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159350211163445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14170794936358774,0.1589208450218558,0.08893982657918623,0.0,0.4002076056951489,0.14775238481496425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287894278339775,0.0,0.0,0.07972670415862974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133457281005132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925597948596268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471720366192021,0.06612997201154462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418214420879149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460252522018566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156547484490766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4026764048091291,0.13902074914009496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187726166792054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06389605243150204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043931488918459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631515764410978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27833374696717944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248512454255096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308226600870706,0.0,0.08378567236458079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14815647827806688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14775238481496425,0.0,0.1081885789421446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068642797457203,0.1293519514777532,0.0,0.09257190087908784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27187609633191684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041134380976805,0.0,0.0,0.08688924885456459,0.08380319986025409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879596932380521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049096567775946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589208450218558,0.0
anxiety,Zeraora22,2019/02/05,"I have all the symptoms of a prion disease I'm posting this on anxiety forums because my doctors and psychologist keep insisting that this is anxiety, even if this is an IMPOSSIBLE option by what I feel about my symptoms. First of all, they are SEVERE symptoms and the most debilitating thing ever, i've never felt anything near this since it started in August.

My cognitive impairment is the scariest part of my prion disease. I have a college degree, Bachelor, and i'm getting 7th grade math wrong. My memory is a joke and i cannot remember things from some hours, let alone yesterday. My focusing is so terribly bad that I can't even play games like PUBG or Plague Inc. I can't even comprehend any movie plot.

It is ridiculous and laughable that doctors are attributing this degree of cognitive impairment to anxoetty, that can cause a cognitive impairment, but so mild that shouldn't ever be considered. I know what memory loss from anxiety is like, my sister suffers from GAD and it is a joke compared to my disease. It is like nothing.

With the cognitive problems, i'm getting a terrible insomnia, not sleeping more than six hours a day since August, what is NOT anxiety or OCD (I suffer from it). People with anxiety get a good sleep with perfect cycles, even if this does not happens everyday. My emotional responses are also severely weakened, and i feel apathetic and ready to die or commit suicide. I feel like an empty vessel.

This just cannot be anxiety. I'm currently trying to contact medical students and biologists to study me, because i am an extremely rare case of Sporadic Fatal Insomnia (there is no reported cases this decade). I have ALL the symptoms.",6.9653278688524605,8.18822549180328,7.728647540983612,66.81395491803282,64.57377049180327,11.47704918032787,38.52868852459017,11.308507894218259,5.065160655737706,1345,71,208,41,20,449,162,305,0.218,0.6859999999999999,0.096,-0.9909,1,1,0,0,0,2,36.0,0,0,1,3,12,19,1,0,16,0,27,11,2,2,8,44,42,18,3,4,10,1,4,4,0,1,9,0,0,0,23,12,0,1,6,4,0,0,10,10,0,2,1,4,23,9,23,37,7,17,0,3,0,0,4,3,0,8,17,152,46,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111567973426476,0.0,0.07807501809350964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06639203901065405,0.0,0.44812206170678864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034152368998174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151732945329006,0.11902920561640365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002933432169097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06296354937267022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132497053032158,0.0,0.0,0.19985776026960808,0.08543704556639617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982109093700694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579359079912452,0.17662462336146292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14809463376864962,0.06974719735538062,0.09374052148945504,0.0,0.0,0.08304439228311912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15302360743388302,0.0,0.0,0.08188777106155927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863342651558016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922926110893106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677841035898018,0.0,0.0,0.053655130037687015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998337274151068,0.0,0.19078918270127776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835238508747672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752986048900115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367902888696483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572423963663287,0.0,0.06768464604009135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350296259459072,0.0,0.0,0.0934191344321388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059624314379382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22058918875490416,0.0,0.1615217980493573,0.0,0.195401871292286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910331952337201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679184230200972,0.0,0.0,0.4059015873538286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972263656085628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628465206288753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106743546866276,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jonesyg10,2019/02/05,"Ex-sufferer, now student pilot offering help for people with flying Anxiety. If anybody wants to ask any questions or ask for any advice regarding flying anxiety please feel free ! I used to have crippling anxiety when flying and had to take heavy medication before boarding, plus it would eat me up for weeks prior to the flight. Now I am training to become a commercial pilot and fly most weeks, I know how bad anxiety can be and I want to try and help people overcome it like I have. 

All the best",5.226626139817629,6.891427255319152,6.0918237082066895,75.30500000000002,69.0,9.201215805471127,30.44984802431611,9.606745405546679,3.0998316109422497,398,16,67,9,7,131,65,94,0.098,0.7170000000000001,0.184,0.8748,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,3,0,7,2,0,2,1,18,15,9,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,4,12,12,3,7,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,4,7,43,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16592032032861356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309309124450438,0.0,0.5195664929048519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174681519229518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177054622249707,0.0,0.18752366805444806,0.14448182988178235,0.0,0.17818788577945258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17374122037952427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585273529285836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22761811388159675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331411055904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295256611786693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17104916770030654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23542697741290736,0.0,0.0,0.18638236173980466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19020766761975505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276636403724161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527869463030425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14664713616704048,0.0,0.0,0.2002973042448336,0.0,0.2723963346429089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206164869398833,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bacon_waffler,2019/02/05,"Help my girlfriend Hey everyone

I have had intense anxiety in the past, accompanied by brutal insomnia, lack of appetite and drastic weight loss. In the last few years I have had little to no anxiety at all. I saw a psychologist and he told me what he recommended that I do. In my case it was quit my job and stary my own buisness. To all of you it does, and will get better.


Now, the hard part. My GF just moved in with me. We are in love and have a very stong and deep rooted love for one another. She sacraficed a lot to be here with me. She moved from a small town, of about 10k people, left a pretty high paying, pretty low stressjob that she was a big part of. Along with most of her family. This weekend she has experienced the full on wrath of anxiety. Crying, shaking, non stop thought process, diarrhea, and overwhelming feeling of impending doom and failure. Im doing my best to help, natural remedies, reassurance, and even some if my ativan to just break the panic attack. My problem is, I cant really remember what I did to stop my anxiety of get through the really hard bouts. Shes 28, petite, and also starting to upgrade her schooling. She has a lot goinng on and I hate to see her like this as I can only remember what it was like. Any advice would be great. Also no real loss of appetite or insomnia in her case yet.",3.4569998189389817,5.087835391634981,4.86310700706138,82.5028010139417,73.4106463878327,8.355531414086547,27.35270686221257,8.976282227363876,2.199627340213652,1040,39,206,22,21,347,156,263,0.17800000000000002,0.672,0.15,-0.3702,2,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,1,1,0,5,9,19,3,3,13,0,22,5,0,1,2,37,33,16,0,4,4,0,4,2,2,2,2,0,0,0,10,16,1,2,4,1,1,3,3,11,0,1,9,7,32,8,36,20,13,31,1,5,2,2,23,18,0,6,11,149,42,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894854304300412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17831998036924707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581827953516856,0.11690892328293467,0.3411638327592178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268380720450723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700381547682374,0.09860547884672846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246855925206784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756726709918448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363931378542057,0.0,0.0,0.10653523818803012,0.0,0.0,0.1051045913259798,0.0,0.05637362806369034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649977735071773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292015549680192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19974959230302025,0.11007511720217356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14946127049707691,0.1177972582370608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204303274237892,0.0,0.11063845519399136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088073635130996,0.0,0.0,0.1211362185563514,0.0,0.0,0.10893857005966144,0.11174412117905776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895727635586393,0.2012514906468232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23699637901906456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755497613144434,0.0847945740576131,0.0,0.13081166080973927,0.0,0.24146961213608956,0.10643158402785176,0.0772944089408534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268545819506941,0.0,0.1066826407782534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858530364531772,0.0,0.1269021311548796,0.1428490648725067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525970584175021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283570196067698,0.08884456757904177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891450352338676,0.0,0.0,0.18642435361025247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885120731744088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653523818803012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199245057874827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357670342065091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920060962418242,0.0,0.0,0.07179709440211174
anxiety,depressive-realism,2019/02/05,"Piano anxiety I don't know why I have to get so anxious when playing the piano during piano lessons. I just can't stop being anxious. I am anxious about learning in general: French, baking anything. Like I saw that the Czerny, burgmeller book is intermediate and the young pianist book is early intermediate. That is ego stroking to me. But ugh I just suck so bad...",2.906764705882356,5.79417467647059,4.2102941176470585,80.01632352941179,81.64705882352942,5.752941176470588,29.088235294117645,7.1686216300943375,1.9984058823529416,290,14,49,4,8,95,48,68,0.21,0.7020000000000001,0.08900000000000001,-0.8315,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,1,0,3,0,8,2,0,0,0,9,12,5,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,1,1,3,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,7,2,4,10,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,5,31,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926221408706444,0.8533685100471847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072054596245213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21023793103439375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13155225946876012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837969918983153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301409805703804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21051151766240464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272054164273072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wave_wizard,2019/02/05,"Wanted to come out of lurking to tell you all that after barely graduating college I’m working almost full time in a field I love And it’s going great. I’m appreciated at work and haven’t had a panic attack in weeks. I don’t know about the rest of you, but I definitely started feeling like I was going to get “stuck” in anxiety — like I’d never feeling “normal” again. (Of course, what IS ‘normal’ anyway, but you get my point.) 

Just hang on a little longer. Therapy works if you work it. I appreciate this community so much... your stories gave me hope when I needed it most. ❤️",2.0736755485893426,4.1525840948275885,4.4934169278996885,81.62963949843261,78.74137931034483,6.631974921630094,22.614420062695928,7.686295010490155,1.1405275862068964,449,14,88,7,11,157,85,116,0.081,0.69,0.229,0.9598,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,5,0,4,6,7,1,1,4,0,5,1,0,0,2,20,22,7,0,6,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,4,2,13,5,14,18,5,20,0,0,0,1,8,9,0,4,9,58,19,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17431837041159715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317255413889156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980438533555388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499565672366254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760425769543052,0.12436449632229304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18190173068382595,0.0,0.1978700713122808,0.0,0.0,0.1919264528161394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17290309554379102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567113052936614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17009572792931665,0.17447629084321634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15711615628736406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279705890110585,0.12907988859852745,0.13426307329889026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3411275678410518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20424818000538944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645641297602993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321641374253235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215568444933505,0.0,0.19907838779412898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150884327532184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267830569398922,0.0,0.139638395153829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5069362215787805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ragnar0k22,2019/02/05,"I think I just had my first panic attack at Disneyland I’m pretty sure I experienced my first panic attack while eating a pineapple dole whip in front of the tiki room. It just came out of no where and I have no idea what caused it. I’m not even sure if it was a panic attack but I’ll try my best.

TL;DR: I think I had a panic attack and I don’t know what caused it. Now I’m scared of getting one again. 

I was sitting on the ground eating my dole whip in a empty hallway by the tiki room when I suddenly started to feel pressure on my ears. I would pop them only for them to feel clogged again. When I tried to get up to shake the feeling off I got hit with a wave of nausea and felt super lightheaded. I tried to act like everything was fine but that didn’t last long. After that my family asked a cast member for medical help. Meanwhile, I was sitting on the ground looking at my feet and feeling as if they didn’t belong to me. Then my face began to feel all tingly and that soon spread to the rest of my body. Disney ended up calling a nurse over and by that point I was hyperventilating and had a pulse of 168. 

By the time I stopped hyperventilating my pulse was down to 115 and my body felt heavy. A cast member ended up rolling me down main-street on a damn wheelchair to the taxi area since I felt too weak to walk. It was if I couldn’t move my muscles. The tingly feeling never completely went away until about an hour or so after the initial attack. 

Is that what a panic attack feels like? I had no idea what was going on the entire time and nothing felt real. It was such a bizarre experience. I’m not even sure how it was triggered. It felt like it came out of no where. 

I had another one last night but since I noticed the signs I was able to prevent myself from hyperventilating. Same thing. I was fine one minute and next minute I have the lightheaded, throat closing, rapid pulse, and nausea feeling. This one lasted about an hour (or at least that’s when the tingly feeling stopped) and I didn’t feel 100% able to move or speak until another hour after that.

Is this what they feel like? Are they suppose to last this long? How do I know what triggers them? And why do I feel so anxious now? How can I stop them?

I’m planning on seeing my therapist later this week and hopefully my psychiatrist so any advice will be helpful.  I just...dunno what to do because they last so long and trying to slow my breathing or ground myself didn’t seem to work.  I’m already on prozac and welbutrin for depression, as well as adderall for adhd-pi. I haven’t changed doses since October of last year so I’m at a loss. :/ ",1.863405253283304,3.993633328330205,3.151965290806753,90.72093105065669,79.69418386491556,5.600938086303941,21.131801125703568,6.67199483983844,0.3258919324577865,2056,58,432,20,52,666,227,533,0.15,0.745,0.104,-0.9815,0,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,0,0,8,7,27,31,7,8,29,0,36,13,7,7,5,82,79,44,0,6,14,0,17,4,0,2,4,2,2,0,28,22,2,4,24,0,0,10,14,18,1,6,31,22,57,13,67,43,5,91,0,2,2,0,13,33,1,9,50,288,85,1,0.11360537671422735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06826579296998601,0.055506929652961536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06268317909039976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038627775930018836,0.11912514292013796,0.0,0.06417086960111068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0531028458146126,0.38772754985135227,0.05336799554166753,0.0,0.0,0.0346263915990045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05961091698341148,0.0,0.0,0.12618996303060154,0.0,0.0,0.05800189573390197,0.1299342861433937,0.0,0.11670401592677634,0.060089712514133836,0.0,0.059556538026062686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048924072248187414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624666199204327,0.0,0.0,0.1006206439065306,0.0,0.0,0.07503527988192166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05105059363688488,0.05556392879459417,0.053548519273283225,0.0,0.3446537515581113,0.08115970382407163,0.2726974433694316,0.0,0.0,0.0966326753977882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0593541204441761,0.0,0.03228227681181458,0.0,0.045430298903517914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614728931298198,0.0,0.0,0.05641788629221419,0.1678176180045665,0.0,0.0,0.12824664221638274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06243454400486801,0.27781063418922497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111003697266682,0.0,0.0,0.15080577515905566,0.04769995209734782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057222732573890725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074453655635685,0.0,0.0,0.04380973503566647,0.0,0.06041030348023984,0.05330547510351377,0.0,0.05450371145562731,0.06467023718025743,0.0,0.0,0.15396388678363784,0.043201004122753135,0.0,0.333228579820807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053696900748907095,0.0,0.0,0.05778875499426767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06465389504148228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05686940035457382,0.0,0.04526438835176625,0.05171103412053992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096331237536872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04020523518099755,0.0,0.0,0.14246877276769018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606075846331267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06595229924943162,0.03773718214408145,0.07279373821441737,0.0,0.0,0.06624420875230483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15426118707235992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045563690314733084,0.0,0.05107243856167586,0.052656661188827066,0.051255591149302976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04135303364073197,0.0,0.0,0.04035100006014677,0.0,0.0,0.036579068952689024
anxiety,aimeedg16,2019/02/05,Accelerated Resolution Therapy I'm scheduled for my first ART session with my therapist this week and I'm just wondering if anyone has ever done it? What was your experience like?,4.353750000000002,7.6950968750000035,6.705000000000003,61.24000000000001,80.25,10.7,33.0,10.125756701596842,5.0851000000000015,148,8,22,6,4,52,29,32,0.0,0.91,0.09,0.4329,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,6,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,1,2,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,16,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363967689909252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459781543050398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30581707797696944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307118301252985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875747775939811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16517116711386393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3866294592979646,0.3925425371985736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711912519172641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.366638568633152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,granddadduck,2019/02/06,"Looking for advice. So after many years of trying to deal, I finally made an appointment to get on some anti-anxiety meds. What tips do you all have for someone who has never been on a prescription regimen? ",4.876153846153844,6.648778666666665,6.423589743589744,72.16307692307696,70.02564102564102,10.328205128205127,30.948717948717945,10.504223727775694,3.843471794871795,164,7,27,5,3,56,36,39,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,2,4,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,8,5,2,6,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,4,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070767098435559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403966688199896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32397293663271426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442401861735719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16418011350663209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638867694777508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29734634569737883,0.0,0.31859524505600606,0.0,0.0,0.34905550446573474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423652213873199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26625888386550856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133518196687635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023635645740136
anxiety,umm_okay_now_what,2019/02/06,"Why does my therapist always ask if I have friends? It kind of annoys me because it seems like they assume that I'm this lonely person...okay maybe I am but why do they need to know about how much friends I have, it makes me uncomfortable",1.8175000000000023,4.146604083333333,2.65816666666667,93.1035,81.08333333333334,5.506666666666668,20.016666666666666,6.742157984588678,0.16241166666666684,188,5,40,2,5,59,38,48,0.141,0.7070000000000001,0.152,0.1446,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,2,6,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,8,10,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,4,3,10,1,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,3,1,24,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21163746196137584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377805405944608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15504785076850122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22258117614883347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3930164331175998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26486373941214003,0.13978271218339292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426132130564832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16977890450309352,0.0,0.2555262100608153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18697464859769092,0.18859541866805954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22208639131892696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23154837484240934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953170047369128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4590180426306342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lynflower89,2019/02/06,"I don’t feel like myself anymore, I feel detached from reality. A lot of life changes have happened recently that just broke me. I’m states away from my children, which was the only thing holding me together. The past three weeks I’ve felt so depersonalized and I’m scared that feeling will never go away. I miss my old self, that was able to feel something other than emptiness. I get so in my head and I’m just afraid of everything. I can’t even drive in my car for more than 15 minutes without zoning out and scaring myself into a panic attack. I was just prescribed klonopin which I’m also afraid I’ll get addicted even though I’m only on .25 mg. I see no hope for myself and all I can do is sleep..I just wish someone would tell me they’ve been there and that it will get better. I have a giant head cold on top of all of this which isn’t helping the mental fog..can’t even take cough syrup because of the possible drug interaction. I’m miserable..",2.380644789867585,4.471715772020727,3.5709412780656287,88.55816206102476,77.80829015544043,6.1541738629821525,24.1937248128958,7.1686216300943375,0.9581182498560734,756,26,154,9,18,245,117,193,0.113,0.792,0.094,-0.6864,0,1,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,12,12,1,6,7,0,15,6,2,0,3,25,36,9,0,3,5,0,5,1,0,3,4,0,0,2,11,7,0,1,5,0,0,3,6,9,0,1,5,7,19,3,21,28,4,19,0,3,1,0,5,10,0,2,6,97,30,0,0.13254477325391326,0.0,0.0,0.14449336719010394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059960072840468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13144879922486205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15078881436106906,0.24906035515835964,0.0,0.0,0.08079806353947834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172250808063375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402147952928932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15370985679406526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626337180240439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912269566430075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680744795280417,0.09469001249629358,0.12726376811986434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077475203241911,0.0,0.07532824913569718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720890525259965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27205835305304904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884196758818848,0.0,0.0,0.1316468667654195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362029316387184,0.06475468111676012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268482637453114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335739565765695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222670025949963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908344309923534,0.0,0.0,0.2016125455116627,0.0,0.15551273304669586,0.0,0.0,0.12652898382456734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494243166256515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087197326764932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654008812996265,0.0,0.105621023653726,0.0,0.1382731054447658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13264049550399842,0.0,0.11230475625399404,0.10203944200259538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965717408638404,0.0,0.1158499739712852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805685778607153,0.0,0.1302245667553985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631942212681376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524199479579766,0.12776843154550874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415600402425316,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wrackspurtgotme,2019/02/06,"Is it possible to ever “recover” from anxiety permanently? As stated in title! 
Follow-up questions to explain why I asked this: 
1. How do you know if your “anxiety” is really anxiety, and not just a normal human response? (e.g. like how most people would be nervous to give a presentation in class) 

2. How do you know if you truly have anxiety, or just react very badly to certain situations that cause stress? (like giving presentations). I get that you can be diagnosed by a professional, but what if you happen to see a professional for a one-time situation? 

3. Hence, the big question, can anxiety ever be truly “cured” or will we just have to learn to cope with it? 
Right now for me it’s kind of like a “lifestyle”, if that makes sense. 

To summarise that it goes like this for me:
example: 
1. I have to give a presentation in two weeks 
2. I spend the two weeks panicking and in agony 
3. I waste too much time panicking and don’t prepare well 
4. I start panicking over my unpreparedness
5. I feel like death by the day of the presentation
6. Once it’s over I just feel so drained and I want to sleep and never wake up again. 
And then usually things go alright until the next time I have to stress over something :p 

The thing is, I’ve seen a psychologist on a few occasions (cos of the things I stress over) and I’ve been diagnosed with anxiety. But when I have nothing to stress over, I feel fine most of the time. Hence I was wondering if I “recover” in between stressful situations, but then “relapse”. 
At the same time though, the “recover/relapse” cycle doesn’t feel like it’s really anxiety... like don’t normal people live that way too? (Question 1) Everyone gets stressed over certain things right?  

Sorry for the lengthy post. I hope to hear from all of you about this :) ",3.2000586510263966,5.390949533724341,4.652492668621701,81.29873900293258,75.65689149560117,8.505571847507333,26.83577712609971,9.19923166143015,2.434200000000001,1385,54,268,35,31,461,168,341,0.17,0.696,0.134,-0.933,0,0,1,0,0,0,56.0,1,7,0,0,18,22,0,7,20,1,22,4,2,7,6,58,45,27,1,10,15,0,4,7,0,2,2,1,0,1,19,10,0,0,12,0,1,1,5,8,1,2,3,7,27,14,46,37,6,44,0,0,2,0,18,17,0,14,30,180,46,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3871534358321209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758870132954298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06036565903016345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742697755217345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04662611224202795,0.0,0.0,0.1467615289701942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079503292951403,0.0,0.06908366436334741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14622379848525033,0.10329915275933994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554525294904679,0.20806396766261992,0.04108851667363854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06393272262434868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814848965219879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180804734196146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528705305908477,0.07946598120415664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472474374093607,0.0,0.0638402987842369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04825935562190368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05314721570012268,0.0,0.055760535075452936,0.0,0.07688955076734183,0.0,0.14167302478962507,0.06937170726756575,0.0,0.0,0.07699481774949242,0.04899087327487132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100244409178656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150492803914952,0.06924132569295527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24297031042900974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263166835796384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348388489116448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057612001357752324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437973333377567,0.07235003167666915,0.0,0.0,0.05565839326146724,0.0,0.08093148932399825,0.05117276844294303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4969014447615499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921258338477234,0.0,0.0710322401468229,0.0,0.1686297587817551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412489278682125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962583353166933,0.059653272361652375,0.042643126851358085,0.057386643580482635,0.11598589901962865,0.0,0.06500442195070946,0.0,0.06523753649199182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840390074816941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05135829633189175,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Theycallmemrmoose,2019/02/06,"Just spent an hour crying in jack in the box. I have a million things to say but I have a learning disability and when I type things out it looks like a 5 year old wrote and it just makes me hate myself more.


At this point I have accepted suicide is my best option to just end the pain. I don't want to feel pain anymore. The only problem is I can't do that to my family. They love me deeply even though they don't understand any of this. It would hurt them to bad. But every day that reason holds a little less weight.


On a positive note for only $5 the sour dough jack meal is a great deal. I'd rate it a 4/5


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anxiety,gkass98,2019/02/06,Panic when waking up I keep waking up in a panic and I don’t know what to do. It’s been happening for the past few months and it hasn’t stopped. Any advice?,-0.6372857142857136,1.3132732000000047,1.9825000000000017,96.43375000000002,88.42857142857143,4.642857142857143,14.464285714285715,5.985473137389443,-0.8274285714285718,122,2,29,1,4,42,27,35,0.246,0.754,0.0,-0.8176,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,4,2,2,0,0,5,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,5,6,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940305218943135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20461850776705776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660799211560709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674487649219885,0.0,0.0,0.16536369127926862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401710366315539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7060694860796368,0.0,0.0,0.28723774842399985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515611886805877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,-lazyoldman-,2019/02/06,"Nighttime Anxiety Although I can get anxious during the day, I mainly become anxious at night. During the day, everyone is bustling around and I get distracted. But at night, everything falls quiet and I can't get out of my head. My obsessive thinking takes over and I can't make it stop. I can't fall asleep until I finally tire myself out. I've become so sleep deprived lately and I don't know what to do.

I've tried developing a solid nighttime routine. I journal, I meditate, I try to do relaxing activities. I distract myself with TV. But nothing helps. Anybody have any suggestions or experience with this?

Also, sorry if this is all jumbled. I'm currently super anxious and don't have anyone to talk to.",2.931144278606965,5.7229755970149245,4.80146268656717,76.5497562189055,80.34328358208955,7.453930348258706,29.828855721393037,8.447377352677275,2.9609667661691548,566,28,92,13,15,192,84,134,0.161,0.758,0.081,-0.7561,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,3,3,0,12,4,3,1,1,19,20,13,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,10,0,1,2,2,0,2,5,4,0,0,0,1,16,2,14,20,2,17,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,2,9,63,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218991059855702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365838391820506,0.0,0.11660938421438775,0.5166113096592483,0.0,0.10658337840191587,0.0,0.0,0.1356960078329772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366963767843581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19661091513329654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14565446075296112,0.1369952555397333,0.14910687774073567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16698083350566187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23891689552394546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643829830401867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217136192665946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377215328083634,0.0,0.17194893488369356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174895156724093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28609254714705273,0.0,0.14626176400293028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254119691595186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706341512723112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12743923587234035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146092266817576,0.12251835463273256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767170230486152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17519714085844534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20698143975716252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ragtopshawty,2019/02/06,"Weighted blankets for anxiety? I’m looking to buy my friend a weighted blanket to help with their anxiety, occasional sleep paralysis and nightmares. Looking for honest reviews and possible brand recommendations. 

Thank you! ",8.586470588235294,12.884583235294116,7.854411764705888,53.88985294117651,69.58823529411765,10.458823529411768,49.67647058823529,10.125756701596842,7.474141176470589,186,14,19,6,4,58,28,34,0.08199999999999999,0.628,0.29,0.8622,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,3,5,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,11,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3916729316772637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19778210335554527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715889211184768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.429944828851133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885973597242796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25618117358284564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23568699527962245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6234690457393334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheMoonIsDead,2019/02/06,Attack I’m having a anxiety attack. I don’t know why. I feel like my heart is going to explode. I don’t know what to do or how to calm down. I can’t calm down. I don’t know why. ,-3.6808970099667775,-2.2940813488372083,0.5266445182724233,102.2279069767442,106.67441860465117,3.387375415282392,10.794019933554818,5.288315135182226,-1.6083794019933553,134,2,37,1,7,50,24,43,0.193,0.634,0.173,-0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,0,7,1,1,1,0,6,13,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,1,6,3,5,13,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011112623036612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5981540205089751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292583107456654,0.18780972553135986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494072861748429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31152766906083706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4334348458927735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284354977552198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4744373403118838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cig990,2019/02/06,Does anyone also suffer from moments of extreme heat and increased heart rate ? Title ,5.620000000000001,9.37169671428572,4.84,72.83000000000003,81.85714285714286,2.8000000000000003,28.42857142857143,3.1291,1.439685714285714,70,3,7,0,2,21,14,14,0.199,0.682,0.119,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.440321522761402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849983566289795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4818413229052862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6524738780418332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BTCheese15,2019/02/06,Sleeping is hard My girlfriends been staying with me for the past two weeks as I’m at university and she still lives in our hometown but she’s gone back home now and I almost forgot how bad my anxiety gets at night. With her next to me I always feel calmer and sleep is almost easy. Sometimes when I’m with her I forget that I’m sick but my mental health always finds a way back to the centre of my life ,1.6696764705882359,3.6195951882352944,2.8525735294117682,93.53533088235297,79.47058823529412,5.191176470588236,18.86029411764705,5.985473137389443,-0.2680294117647062,321,7,70,2,8,103,60,85,0.158,0.769,0.073,-0.7746,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,3,5,2,1,0,15,10,8,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,1,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,2,14,0,11,7,0,15,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,9,44,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723249068856457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093847622482209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14222097964319794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859073094112864,0.15522745399216656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400190570514327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699187763813563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971305330288464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665392399358743,0.0,0.0,0.19761410679932248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18648333202527698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313140435534459,0.0,0.0,0.16416232675310635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873539994240318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19771786469277267,0.17446435635516944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17747255355876454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3720894095701068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18387018133722047,0.0,0.0,0.1981557955195315,0.1484683195203236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18160748846583444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14756705582727253,0.14912614301794636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,brenton393,2019/02/06,"I dont want to turn 26 I think this is the right place to express this?   


Im turning 26 in a couple days and Im dreading it. Most of my friends are a little younger and married with a career. I've been single for so long and I still live with my parents while I go to college. I feel liked I failed. Turning 26 is a reality Im not ready for. I never pictured Id be in this position. I know this may seem pathetic, because my situation isnt uncommon, but I cant help to feel this way. I  thought Id be married by now with a decent job. I feel stuck. Ill finish my degree in about a year and start my career, but im way behind since I put off college. I wanted to be married by know, I didnt want to live my young adult life single with a small social life.   


Anxiety is something Ive always struggled with.   I feel like I failed my first 5 years as a young adult and hope I can do better. I know everyone grows at there own pace, but I cant help having anxiety over turning 26. Just feel anxiety that Ill never accomplish the things I want the most. ",0.8831428571428575,2.6051801333333344,3.2205714285714286,91.056,81.0,6.063492063492062,23.158730158730158,7.07126945348624,0.7308730158730161,810,28,183,10,21,279,115,225,0.184,0.731,0.085,-0.9566,2,1,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,5,6,9,0,2,11,0,18,4,0,0,2,36,41,11,0,5,5,1,5,2,1,1,4,0,0,2,8,10,0,0,11,0,0,3,8,4,0,1,4,5,28,5,25,33,5,29,0,2,0,0,8,10,0,5,16,112,36,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432452107317456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23257866821537698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06177703908519274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962861337882931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213280759316717,0.0,0.06535709669563422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877187027084987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683646169011276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25620737171898345,0.14479724752568454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620130902013383,0.0,0.0,0.0782964466436883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057594897541094536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585458521340155,0.0,0.0,0.1006553038197107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4378662679598457,0.0,0.10056612919883597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16708445872392635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316146344586156,0.0990209985501618,0.10157113734098673,0.17897338551673667,0.08968433070900378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15632213399262282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252810946945864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588064307760528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187653017892634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654536929104882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225779610521627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383100920091009,0.11391246323078605,0.0,0.10330523363826696,0.0,0.0780178920221965,0.0,0.0,0.07173026903783009,0.0,0.08093171652743436,0.0,0.0,0.10594448462306692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732700892653745,0.06493575280536361,0.0,0.08045409320752916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4409232409890898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390961485754094,0.16088085551969974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13052163208685005
anxiety,This_IsFrom_Mathilda,2019/02/06,"I feel like my life is ruined because of my stupid emotions I’m so behind on everything. I can’t do this I’m so stressed I feel like my life is about to crumble into pieces as of tomorrow and god that’s the absolute worst feeling.

Alright, let me stop rambling. I’m in high school. Our semester 1 grades get set in stone tomorrow and it’s currently 9:45 where I live. I have extremely high expectations of myself so if I get a B or lower I feel like a failure. I currently have 2 As, 3 Bs, and 1 B-.  I know that’s not bad at all but god I feel like if my grades keep following this pattern of getting worse and worse every semester then I won’t be able to get into a good college and then no one will want to hire me for my dream job (therapist) and I’ll be stuck in some piece of shit office job. My GPA has been slowly getting lower and lower. It’s a 3.4 right now and at one point it was a 3.6 and my goal was to get it to go up from there but nope.

This year I was able to get a [504 plan](https://www.understood.org/en/school-learning/special-services/504-plan/understanding-504-plans) because I’m diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder, social anxiety disorder, OCD, panic disorder, and PTSD which all interfere with my schoolwork in different ways so I have special accommodations for certain things such as being able to leave class whenever I’m having a panic attack and getting extended time on work cause my anxiety prohibits me from doing it sometimes. The 504 has helped a lot  but I’m currently screwed and it can’t pull me out of this one.

I have an English project, Spanish project, and physics project that I haven’t done. All of these projects take up 60% of my grade and one of them is out of 100 points, one is 60 points, and one is 30 points. If I take a 0 on all of these, my grades will definitely drop, and then so will my GPA, and then I won’t get into college, and I’ll never get a job, and I’ll end up under a bridge in Detroit in a cardboard box. And yes, Dr. [redacted], I know that’s a thinking error but that’s what I believe will happen and I can’t do anything about it!

I’ve been feeling a deep hatred for myself lately and one of the ways I’ve been trying to punish myself is by not letting myself sleep so tonight I’m going to try to do my stupid homework that I know I’ll take one look at and break down into a panic attack because that’s what happens every time. I just feel so hopeless and like such a horrible person.",4.458237575757579,5.107296208000001,5.446690909090911,82.99901212121213,69.92,8.540606060606061,29.95151515151516,8.666027191798058,2.174673333333334,1944,74,398,31,33,641,218,500,0.213,0.7040000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.9974,10,0,0,0,0,1,65.0,1,0,1,2,15,24,7,4,20,2,39,7,2,1,6,69,79,46,0,5,11,0,7,5,0,6,4,0,1,1,24,32,0,3,11,1,0,4,11,15,0,8,8,8,45,9,59,60,9,59,0,2,1,1,5,32,2,6,23,258,69,21,0.20112623560360396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15386101973004165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05516991827862343,0.0,0.0,0.15254008568347213,0.0,0.0,0.05597733522684524,0.1226046864377302,0.0,0.0,0.07553346455032392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887068224543524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680462984878861,0.0,0.07004470288954835,0.2305080907616132,0.0,0.0,0.06860732285332981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541331473427677,0.05937938243843927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129716853329656,0.0,0.0602530972886608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372894250729159,0.19157949720284892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502671897454608,0.0,0.07620311643296429,0.056231714684895816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857017727644903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04493689205533469,0.14166727367453266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995867545493108,0.059590079798931835,0.0,0.0,0.11053371918227232,0.0,0.07562638473435239,0.07098788105611634,0.0,0.1371101350827035,0.09470760547750452,0.1637668657289135,0.0,0.059199383613811475,0.0,0.05629846099006764,0.0,0.0,0.056996777722645324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05170698397887497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634355798210444,0.0,0.0,0.23597830241251455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05853855704283813,0.0,0.0,0.25350573651984565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836860214640505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0572535687567989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570032536540028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881773019514381,0.0,0.0,0.06709049552186781,0.06834095625792683,0.0,0.0,0.06630632993216408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056050179600429004,0.07679647444977039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15122189870505273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784102044634633,0.044539777995537516,0.04295785688444576,0.0,0.0,0.0781855502632023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103434113467022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039543154920028266,0.1064297627776421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04880743164044287,0.0,0.1366432111833925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04317290051535417
anxiety,lunabuddy,2019/02/06,"Anyone else's anxiety give them lasting stomach upset, bloating and gas? What do you do? My anxiety has increased lately and my body is so physically messed up even though I haven't eaten anything different or done anything different. I get so frustrated and embarrased about looking fat and being gassy and I just want it to go away :( Anyone if you have advice that's great but I just wanted to know I'm not alone in this. ",4.1260846560846565,6.323126617283955,5.0932275132275135,79.1566666666667,72.95061728395062,8.085361552028218,28.855379188712522,8.841846274778883,2.591841622574955,340,14,59,7,7,111,61,81,0.13699999999999998,0.774,0.08900000000000001,-0.4538,2,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,1,0,7,4,1,1,0,0,8,4,3,0,0,14,17,11,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,1,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,2,1,9,1,6,14,1,7,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,2,2,42,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18883224749784472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20013873915300714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29565669950938683,0.0,0.0,0.2702363115384878,0.19799758929812253,0.31804070931831163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815556833280969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21464648179713414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40379010312244734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19775198428341648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614275282968544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763343811592984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096011463618716,0.1853737656734578,0.10982295224822004,0.0,0.0,0.21304818382090446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619985053806058,0.15751668833885255,0.21798354786953208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16227323716870626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898576767735584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22795634707914006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cplus44,2019/02/06,Have to pick up my last paycheck on Friday really nervous because I left on bad terms! My manager and co workers always made fun of me and treated me like crap everyday. Last week I didn’t show up or give any notice mostly because I was afraid of being yelled at on the phone so I just quit without notice. My pay day is on Friday and I’m going to have to go in to pick up my pay and I’m so terrified that I don’t think I can do it! I know I should of called in to say I quit but I was sick of being bullied at work and what my manager would of yelled at me on the phone. I don’t know what to do...,2.153777777777776,2.3053129703703696,4.419999999999998,90.09000000000002,74.85185185185185,7.481481481481483,23.88888888888889,7.3871296695380915,0.7654444444444448,461,12,113,5,9,162,72,135,0.145,0.809,0.046,-0.9459,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,4,3,7,1,2,2,0,15,2,1,3,0,18,24,9,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,1,2,2,4,4,0,0,4,3,19,3,25,16,2,22,0,0,0,0,5,14,1,2,7,76,23,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16025207662615198,0.0,0.0,0.13096924958630934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080638019061466,0.2348047442244285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19665809319736302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420598818038805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18475191593730872,0.21890908638595327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116871908803419,0.3139765743764006,0.0,0.0,0.20925190784221653,0.0,0.0,0.09409078430157053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18223532580432986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4385348226836329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4096908641454407,0.0,0.0,0.12337944718054482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15315698825718246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340525747323093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15448578607566424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856519362889256,0.0,0.1402093611047161,0.0,0.0,0.13681192019723848,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,febubaby05,2019/02/06,"Anxiety??? So I don't go to therapy and it's hard because of my work schedule but I keep looking for therapists to make myself think I'm gonna take the first step.

I keep feeling burdensome to my friends if I vent to them because I feel like I'm just using them to talk about myself and then leave.

I feel even more burdensome to my boyfriend who explicitly told me he's bad at comforting and I told him it's okay, and I find myself asking him sometimes if he still loves me or if I'm annoying but I never ask my friends those kinds of questions (if I'm annoying or burdensome etc)

I get not even waves but more like bursts of worry/nervousness/sensitivity for days at a time and I'm just on edge and anything can set me off.

Today I started crying for no reason while eating my subway and I used to have depression and I don't think it's that. I'm so lost??????????

What is going on?????",1.7210581841432244,3.61089699456522,3.70182864450128,87.80020460358057,79.05434782608695,7.155498721227622,24.41048593350384,8.124751697461798,1.4160528132992334,693,25,149,13,17,235,104,184,0.196,0.6679999999999999,0.136,-0.9013,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,2,3,8,13,2,0,2,1,5,2,0,4,2,35,34,21,0,4,12,0,4,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,7,8,1,2,8,0,0,3,5,5,0,1,3,5,28,8,19,30,3,19,0,2,1,1,16,5,0,7,12,94,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724457897607116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536400840803696,0.0,0.2621165048649381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170523715325396,0.17091642835303902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15399157605388553,0.09041062585839824,0.0,0.12074500551461782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434488504154027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15634834291074207,0.1851876768796406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21265206073508974,0.10015140232082116,0.0,0.0,0.12813065750823133,0.1192451117377141,0.0,0.0,0.21662011017748894,0.0,0.07324322435785029,0.0,0.15934583989219686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255822503453832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492137266631853,0.0,0.14598578476313126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14844043207871996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697901076810975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772386709396733,0.0,0.1530333927637872,0.0,0.12652649144059736,0.0,0.09357757564368507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081227799607682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15704431683308512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14413814806570888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865099391970878,0.0,0.0992268452024844,0.0,0.11195551077054784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054050524755421,0.11267900476407094,0.0,0.0,0.1603189036980506,0.16277080730681373,0.0,0.17965553393718395,0.0,0.0,0.08174562115896722,0.0,0.13288324811409433,0.2679141378659412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24215742302167176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205962107296476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sarcasthole,2019/02/06,"I feel like a disappointment I feel like I’m not accomplishing anything, I feel like I’m not cut out for what I’m doing, and my family/friends think I am. I’m so afraid of disappointing everyone. I don’t want to let anyone down. And I feel like I can’t talk to anyone without either making them worry about me, which I don’t want to do, or annoying them because I complain too much. 

I don’t know. I feel shitty. ",3.3065517241379285,3.988485574712648,5.3914367816091975,82.23474137931036,72.5632183908046,8.558620689655173,25.99425287356322,8.841846274778883,1.7436528735632186,323,10,70,6,6,113,50,87,0.215,0.617,0.168,-0.7935,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,1,3,10,2,1,1,0,8,0,0,1,0,18,22,4,0,2,5,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,7,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,0,5,15,4,9,21,2,2,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,1,4,44,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568959193007063,0.0,0.15117021086142962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198238025167016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17553410839671782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46442354227354105,0.5249439167667362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14192688076741533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095722546778124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18784664431633227,0.0,0.3589879760100743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262179545567653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350413184891607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14765184692259675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770813671647172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21670313293550905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17708113856587393,0.0,0.0,0.18655720876160156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CamiPin,2019/02/06,"I quit my job, only been there for a week... and have you heard about Ergophobia? Today I quit my job, I just want to talk about it with someone that I think that won’t judge me, and those are you guys...

I only worked there for a week, in a restaurant, I was a runner...
The thing is that my position consisted in first to take the plates off the table, take them to the dishwasher and then clean the table.
I took the plates and taken to the dishwasher, when I went back to clean the table, a coworker asked me for help to take some dishes to the customers, then the boss called me and told me that I did not finish cleaning the table, I told him what happened and he said “I don’t care”, I asked him what should I give priority (because I was so new, and no one told me), clean the tables or take the food to customers, and he keeped telling me that he did not care, that all the work need to be done, or he won’t need me, and I just felt sooo frustrated, I said “I’ll go home” and he said “ok, we don’t need people like you here”...

Have you ever heard about it?
I feel so anxious when I think about working, but I also feel bad if I don’t work...
When I am looking for a job, I don’t care the pay, I just want to work the lesser hours as possible, and in a position where I don’t need to talk to almost anyone...

Someone like me here? 

*i am sorry if I did not write well, English is not my first language...",3.725252525252525,3.510139185185185,4.790454545454544,90.10568181818184,71.2895622895623,7.946801346801347,24.58080808080809,7.3871296695380915,0.7758202020202019,1066,24,255,10,18,351,129,297,0.056,0.852,0.092,0.7832,3,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,1,4,1,9,22,9,1,0,23,1,23,2,0,1,2,44,59,25,0,9,12,0,3,2,0,3,0,5,5,1,12,13,2,1,5,1,1,4,12,2,1,3,19,9,46,7,26,36,2,24,0,0,1,0,31,5,0,6,17,176,58,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193739894615838,0.0,0.0,0.0734227764545786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372249081550047,0.0,0.06419774372343627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17166541365329294,0.0,0.0,0.0705984850351186,0.07665997144508767,0.05596831719636698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375127896719566,0.0,0.28082823979165417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395651632123228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305006232538346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284676417489607,0.0,0.08815482240186681,0.0,0.0,0.15619208292995992,0.1110205737689844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807533994230128,0.05217941070349663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090924727661544,0.08118988129228097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06154027961196841,0.0,0.09209586668067084,0.0,0.09041725344826627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27333053355548564,0.08160756129752023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971033150866588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709974750336465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723125322015741,0.0,0.088673511395484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06221482555909692,0.13965575910678024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365153357578315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350529682767234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953087303468561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620053980551939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555856154303274,0.0,0.0,0.10277707160433737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27612762414460795,0.14759152974996825,0.08024855802698375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06099643892428425,0.1176600518319946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702793350175839,0.2631936015857935,0.1020075566708216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083073038305074,0.0,0.14729360781822445,0.0,0.08255086104594332,0.08511151696218408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342045758968229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThrognarrBlud,2019/02/06,"Stress-Induced Seizures I was diagnosed in August 2018 (So a little over 6 months) with non-epileptic psychogenic seizures, basically escalated panic attacks. I pass out completely, have a ""normal"" seizure (appearance-wise), sleep for a bit, wake up. No warning, no aura. I had panic attacks all my life. I just completed my first year as an emergency room/intensive care unit nurse (VERY stressful and hated it) and ended up having to leave that job because I couldn't work once the seizures began.

I found a lower stress job and 2nd week in, dropped and had a seizure in the middle of the place. I quit the job out of embarrassment. My wedding is in 6 weeks and I go to therapy religiously - he advised that I try to be healthy and prepare for that. Meanwhile, dream job opportunity came up - low stress, great environment. I have very positive thoughts towards it. I start 1 week before the wedding (then I'm off the wedding week & week after for honeymoon). Therapist says go for it - I am scared TO DEATH. 

No seizures at home. Totally under control now other than starting the new job (between my hospital job and my upcoming 'dream job') so I don't anticipate having any on the wedding day/honeymoon thankfully. Just scared about that dream job. 

Anyone struggle with this? Anyone had issues where they couldn't hold a job? What do you do in that case (financially, to use your time in a healthy way, etc?) During the months of not working I feel guilty/lazy. It's a tough cycle.

TL;DR struggle is real with psychogenic seizures. I feel like I can't function. Can anyone relate/give advice? xo

\~K",3.5296905859117835,6.318809204081633,4.163131446126837,82.10683015141541,77.70748299319727,6.922800087777048,29.211762124204522,8.049812674583475,2.3362474434935274,1262,58,220,23,31,400,175,294,0.201,0.701,0.098,-0.9823,10,0,0,0,0,0,62.0,0,2,1,6,7,20,3,10,18,0,19,4,2,2,2,29,34,11,1,3,3,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,12,13,0,2,4,3,0,4,8,15,0,1,8,3,24,5,37,23,4,47,0,1,0,0,10,22,0,0,20,132,36,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036404629891006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801915444826224,0.0,0.04896697819456407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15104613159591188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16383587562655427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043894573828342665,0.0,0.06127233931936765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861259134070496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235640291375564,0.07341555914791997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099516493775594,0.0,0.08076155935293637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046438319942081384,0.0,0.0,0.07308521459101709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637765022379283,0.0,0.0803064274975247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281743223579076,0.0514415514710253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061248803421382676,0.0,0.07895155409007387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184605541767906,0.0,0.0,0.07938756472431396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710916403913218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722285218102344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751562147034913,0.6430992328711833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762446251396243,0.0,0.0,0.050860412862552974,0.035178802640754035,0.07216956093823712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495001153162065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954445278229864,0.0,0.0,0.07055120978339678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668471181927697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896853322803304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523160341422575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658791538658621,0.0,0.0819593101716626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057262562991110835,0.14418239829004784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07205863318349771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019333278717332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299334094414688,0.15055392977251214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629403129610888,0.08234585782377091,0.08360524833423168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057165221680828514,0.04198764551403307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04888777571173596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621906096759187,0.0,0.11882602320103053,0.0,0.057155511940592686,0.2887968794977315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048433697157883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04636990944104053
anxiety,highfashionwannabe,2019/02/06,"GERD/Anxiety? Hi! I deal with GAD and I think GERD and it's been driving me crazy!! The physical symptoms are awful but for months I've been hyper aware of my heartbeat and it's so weird cause it's only when I walk. I'm not out of breath or feel any pain or anything it's just kinda loud in my throat, then when I sit down it stops. But it discourages me to do anything cause it annoys me so bad. Could this be my anxiety or GERD? ",-0.5888709677419364,1.56159089247312,1.5163709677419384,97.99455645161294,91.68817204301077,4.820430107526882,17.427419354838708,6.42735559955562,-0.26952258064516155,335,9,79,4,12,111,61,93,0.279,0.721,0.0,-0.9803,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,1,1,6,4,2,2,0,20,9,13,0,1,7,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,8,5,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,2,2,10,0,8,5,0,11,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,4,5,48,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16530212536259056,0.0,0.3719096964326856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4000667796538598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20296089732006864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4994183953535306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19407888396640746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506038812994141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290809802675212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940234206522936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18487261115490392,0.2586533036065945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032250142053645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526522610145698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557552738957983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sunnydaysnights,2019/02/06,"Anxiety of the unknown at work I feel like I read into body language/pitch/tone too much...I notice it in people like seeing the color red and blue: it feels obvious and loud. 

And my anxiety latches on and makes me think they don’t like me or that they want to fire me or that something is wrong and I hate that feeling...",3.0822727272727306,4.318986924242426,4.21860606060606,88.3279090909091,73.69696969696969,7.098181818181819,25.32121212121212,7.554174236665415,1.1577975757575758,251,8,53,3,5,82,48,66,0.17600000000000002,0.7,0.123,-0.5859,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,1,1,5,1,0,2,0,2,1,1,1,1,15,10,7,0,1,2,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,9,9,3,6,10,0,4,0,0,4,0,2,4,0,2,3,32,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3712554886469644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26953113059227923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680756895768361,0.17335029034703622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395681341381031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3556418193532131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16197177005910096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17837678289998973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762603573889412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16822400738631346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427171793117666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933618407521201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18680499063923825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15548129256692422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431221500569383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766531924239349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653013388861843,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anonreddit11,2019/02/06,"Is this anxiety? Please help. Some days I feel so so so overwhelmed, over ridiculously small things that I normally have no problem doing. Like the thought of driving my car, speaking to customers at work, or even things I enjoy like hanging out with friends. I just have some days where I sit and think “I can’t believe I have to get out of bed, get dressed, drive my car, go to work tomorrow, talk to people, and cook dinner.” Even though I usually don’t mind doing these things at all. On these days I think to myself “I can’t do all of these things tomorrow. There’s no way. It’s just too much.” It comes to the point where it cripples me and makes me contemplate if I want to even continue on with life because I just feel so overwhelmed doing these small tasks. 
I am a 19 Y/O female. I have times where I feel down or anxious, but I wouldn’t say no more then the next average person. I would understand if these “overwhelming days” (as i like to call them)  came when i actually had to do stressful things like an interview, or a public speech. But these overwhelming days come on SO randomly, even when I have nothing planned for the next day. Like I said it literally cripples me inside, to the point where I sit in my bed sobbing for hours not wanting to continue on with life because it feels scary knowing I have to do these (simple,everyday) tasks forever. Also I would say these overwhelming days come about once every week or two. Is this anxiety? What can I do to stop this? Nothing seems to help me, it’s like when these days come I go off the rails and lose all sense of rationality.  I really appreciate if any of you took the time to read this, hope it wasn’t too confusing.",3.9427027027027033,5.338417840840839,4.523118318318319,86.35844324324327,71.7927927927928,8.331003003003003,27.434114114114127,8.841846274778883,1.9349568528528525,1323,47,275,25,25,421,160,333,0.104,0.775,0.121,0.7007,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,1,1,4,25,20,1,7,10,0,25,4,0,1,3,55,50,25,0,11,13,0,4,6,1,3,2,5,2,1,27,14,2,1,10,2,0,13,9,11,0,1,6,9,37,9,39,41,7,60,0,7,0,0,14,20,1,13,30,188,64,4,0.0,0.0,0.08416846330396907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689748354862626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05865358830750081,0.0,0.13196344677530095,0.09743899762017774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515552959102628,0.0,0.0,0.09717525933237936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807184031496516,0.098648083445066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29719014713044634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4449977025336994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278716964034219,0.0,0.07267012631290594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17444424179074802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663725256044202,0.0,0.0901250993894544,0.0,0.09803677939829183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156243570995992,0.0,0.0,0.08566663226373619,0.08493978957022906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04740125404660187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184316154190895,0.2528270785723921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649272563631564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057573163794006114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708884930612852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06340435580349414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183457679586858,0.0,0.08450759605359627,0.16552018209595226,0.0,0.0,0.0918544227633497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597955330598804,0.07531098295896557,0.0,0.09467761762616128,0.16307001032733764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253048908689879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627426813349387,0.0,0.05525455267853338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204438322827276,0.13718039866653642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851960495360044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210963737363438,0.09880014593395052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693252283231729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28650641825381484,0.11053222324597717,0.08474109825809753,0.06847360203955884,0.1005872187659222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582795393304372,0.0,0.0,0.08425462332730962,0.08979025723364797,0.0,0.0,0.09499321110024024,0.0,0.10174606333896066,0.06846197152594817,0.0691852913906429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558340479265287,0.0,0.0,0.12254036834072705,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,theycallmelauren,2019/02/06,"Getting Better? Hey guys, I don’t know if I’m in the right community for this post but if I should be posting this somewhere else I would really appreciate the redirection, but the initial reasoning to this post is that I am looking for advice or support even. 

I hate to come across as pity-seeking or anything so I hope I’m not portraying that trait either I’m sorry if anything I mention offends anyone in any degree I love you all

Anyway, I am a friend who is “suffering” <-yes. suffering. from DID stemmed from childhood trauma carrying around this big sack of anxiety that has fluctuated through the years but recently reached a point of I’m so violently uncomfortable everywhere in my body and surroundings it was debilitating. At this point I worked it out with my weekly therapist to move forward in getting a second eye on me, preferably from a medical side of things

I went to the Doc. 

I trailed through a few mold stabilizers, sleepy pills, and sweet dream medicines you know and I am with two prescriptions I feel are helping assist me in a way of providing a grounding system within myself. Like I am tamer in my breathing and thoughts I can recognize myself my body and my sensations and I’m processing through so much more in therapy and this all relates BECAUSE 

I basically reached a point of pure, consistent panic and I remained insightful and as i touch with Lauren’s reality as much as possible but everything felt like a script I knew the world inside and out and I was heading into the “loosing my sanity for the rest of my life” ..... but I hit the breaks and stopped that and got help and I slowed down that train heading towards doom and to give myself some self recognition, i’m doing much better. My therapist told me people transitioning from being quite ill to quite comfortable can experience this deep connection to their identity of their disorder that being okay seems scary.... like it’s hard to see that person and believe they’re real and i’m heading there??? 


well i am nervous sipping my toe into this pool of seeing brighter days but my dissociation is happening much more and i am very anxious.... if you have made it this far, i’ll take any response you want to throw out there ¯\_(ツ)_/¯


TL;DR I’m visiting more doctors, heading into medicine and more therapy.... i fear figuring out who “normal” lauren will be and i am very afraid ",5.774502551020408,7.411630562358277,6.2137124433106585,75.05927614795921,67.63945578231292,9.684835600907027,34.41617063492063,9.978442167317967,3.6844177437641714,1902,91,329,46,32,614,238,441,0.128,0.728,0.14400000000000002,0.7075,1,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,4,2,5,9,24,3,4,18,1,27,15,9,2,3,69,61,39,0,10,14,0,4,3,1,3,5,0,0,3,23,32,0,1,11,2,0,6,2,11,1,2,10,9,49,13,55,43,14,51,1,3,4,1,20,33,0,9,11,229,72,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566053070797798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922388094322302,0.0,0.06705981134825052,0.0990310719831052,0.0,0.061294048473414325,0.0,0.14427374724361774,0.07803616104566831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05343684292065215,0.0,0.0,0.09876302442512976,0.0,0.155056642572834,0.0,0.19474143626398036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551149840402878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056533575606597615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046618115388077,0.0897239268857945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732288469157976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057898733876051565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878333338258355,0.08574849408034745,0.0,0.09864209346325416,0.044323629880610484,0.0,0.08416753680227365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677260513372003,0.0,0.09159767057449014,0.08409164937310817,0.0,0.0,0.07010986805842502,0.0,0.0,0.08679737769694029,0.07751762337502682,0.0,0.07852631897346729,0.08654629693909001,0.3598586114689196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751356551885865,0.0,0.0,0.087066355704212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635150435099324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06191699009641295,0.12847903421061016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361248833164265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911675095909199,0.08294619865339767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830842692050521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931689173421478,0.2577613266546159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588838178041598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285035462412086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060772543677059636,0.07654150347071402,0.0,0.0,0.2486016634832685,0.09882370178524556,0.25186271380580466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18647482124501724,0.0,0.09977649630807467,0.05615736735133439,0.09012928308040008,0.08655386988083151,0.0,0.0,0.07486132991802938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13970765641790234,0.07980255175197691,0.091448704240201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812841454382867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328785048939396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947575359527792,0.0,0.0,0.06590955926769446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004941515962017,0.20356049201205506,0.058237540251213915,0.0,0.0,0.06959240528063307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376307555288136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563127568451473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14465768733763745,0.05170425583499458,0.06958058473384267,0.07031572305973778,0.0,0.07881704535084716,0.08126188155147672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638176679956386,0.0,0.0,0.062271289393240725,0.0,0.0,0.056450293303583615
anxiety,kappalightchain,2019/02/06,"Anyone else fixate on safety/being harmed? A dog is barking outside my window right now. It’s 8:47pm and very dark out where I live. I’m afraid it means someone is out there prowling around. 

I often have to leave for my shifts when it’s still pitch black outside. I am terrified that I will be abducted between my door and my car. I’m so afraid of it that the images in my head are incredibly vivid. 

My cat just was in her litter box and the noise made me jump out of my skin. 

Anyone else constantly fear being attacked or murdered? Sometimes the fear is so bad that I almost feel out of body. ",2.939000000000004,4.665008233333335,3.7416666666666663,89.61,75.0,6.133333333333334,22.833333333333336,6.742157984588678,0.5654833333333333,468,13,96,4,10,149,82,120,0.228,0.772,0.0,-0.9827,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,10,8,2,4,4,0,10,3,3,1,0,15,15,7,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,7,8,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,2,4,14,0,14,10,0,16,0,0,2,0,1,10,0,3,4,62,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18519731381590712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586379390085889,0.37899931458650055,0.0,0.16464169331014414,0.0,0.2104034679339632,0.0,0.0,0.15442269361077693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20543398979729144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998615812576295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089983206198605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4162327075506276,0.09351456272849147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18980857832629425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19583175515560766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633112444652122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17500095362127047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014610765758248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579433938830064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15670466195680524,0.0,0.1829169257535362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476986011595014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260032191780956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rainydaybee,2019/02/06,"Does anyone else subscribe to/worry about ""magical thinking""? Magical thinking as in, believing that the more you think about something the more likely it will come true (""manifesting from the universe"" if you will)? Even for truly ridiculous/rare things like a middle-of-the-night home invasion and stuff like that?

This makes my anxiety worse because I'll beat myself up for having repetitive bad thoughts (especially if it's about a loved one getting hurt or being harmed) because I feel like I'm willing the universe to make it happen!

My boyfriend has helped a bit in that he constantly reminds me that as humans we have TONS of thoughts a day and to just let them pass by. He also reminds me that this kind of thinking doesn't have a basis in reality (as in, thinking that you can manifest things happening with your thoughts).

​

DAE struggle with this or have advice?",10.869758928571427,8.95984224375,9.328035714285717,68.89625000000004,57.8125,12.142857142857144,43.48214285714286,10.608840637214634,4.661401785714286,709,33,118,12,7,217,103,160,0.096,0.795,0.11,0.5191,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,1,4,1,1,6,11,0,1,9,0,12,1,0,2,1,23,29,10,0,2,5,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,1,1,15,6,0,0,9,0,0,2,1,4,0,1,3,1,12,7,21,21,4,10,0,1,0,1,11,5,0,4,7,82,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042189071899926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673308859005166,0.0,0.14461086550103072,0.16217637082447928,0.0,0.0,0.1021014849547701,0.0,0.0,0.09332285973077864,0.13675217181514385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143892833610132,0.16271984378720492,0.0,0.0,0.15037100835347114,0.0,0.0,0.1457108187528093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496954678522557,0.0,0.14422984025292584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607483235019524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167974081336588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149411042629677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815334530314241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06748465792565958,0.09534847350689893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973072244034338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23604791894367044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08945976211815093,0.0,0.13387775254299386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142878617559732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13898479110938464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364785091655004,0.0,0.2608199041963699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204587009016506,0.0,0.17817981147223105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524924170983895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044033484788784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274900991088204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952813410341516,0.15278717765209324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17733838554609235,0.42759962719004574,0.0,0.3178724087289961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13554167985553256,0.13601373624675686,0.0,0.0,0.16217637082447928,0.0
anxiety,chairman_maokai_,2019/02/06,"Feeling Unsure Hi all! Long time lurker first time posting. 
Essentially, I have always had super bad anxiety/hypochondria over losing some of my mental ability. (Ie: hitting my head,drinking etc) 

About two years ago I hit my head pretty hard and got a considerable sized lump form. No neurological symptoms or anything but it was so worrying I started having anxiety near the magnitude of a panic attack chronically. This lead to the worst year of my life. I was so miserable and unable to focus or bear everyday living. 

So fast forward to two years later, I am still a bit foggy but very little, and I find myself feeling smart and capable again. I started feeling so happy and really enjoying things like running and hanging out with friends and family again. 
Granted every couple months I’d get worried about something for a day or two (my neighbors house getting fumigated, going to a friend’s art show and smelling spray paint) 

A few days ago, my cat ran under my legs and I leaned on my leg and kinda turned my head and smacked it into a door. I went to a doctor, and talked with my mom (who is also a doctor) they and many friends have said I’m totally fine. Again, no neurological symptoms, my head was a touch sore for a few minutes. However, I can’t help but feel that same intense anxiety I felt after hitting my head the first time. I’m worried that I can’t feel as good as I have in these past couple months, and I’m worried I will feel like I had in the most miserable year of my life which I though was finally behind me. I am so worried that I had endured so much and come so far, and it all reset and slipped away again. 

Basically, I know that most people would not worry in the first place unless there were some pretty discomforting neurological disturbances, and even then they would not pay it any mind after getting confirmation from a doctor. I want to be able to nip this in the bud, and I was wondering if anyone here has any ways for me to really rule out concussion vs anxiety or any way to say “yeah that’s only anxiety you didn’t damage your brain” for myself to calm down, so that this becomes something transient like the brief times before, instead of another year+ long bout of anxiety. 

Thank you all so much, and best of luck to all of you. You are all such strong and wonderful people ❤️",6.221452546296297,6.5785467388392895,6.842718253968254,75.55691137566139,65.98660714285714,9.762037037037038,31.994378306878303,9.633347757342033,2.9415136243386235,1841,69,338,35,27,606,242,448,0.146,0.66,0.194,0.9804,1,0,3,0,0,0,45.0,0,5,2,8,23,27,1,5,19,1,25,20,7,1,6,69,55,44,0,4,12,1,9,3,5,3,13,2,2,0,17,27,0,0,12,2,1,9,7,10,0,6,15,12,45,17,47,33,20,63,0,4,0,0,19,17,0,13,39,233,62,5,0.06529755691382581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157646887499396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05221843267262897,0.054332798230525364,0.0,0.0,0.13321373355011476,0.0684701818230157,0.24976226155901976,0.0,0.0,0.04565757003796739,0.0,0.053734325627655434,0.0,0.0,0.07428539765086152,0.06134920418467164,0.0,0.05452073254227014,0.0,0.07211602144282075,0.055563411541348896,0.0,0.06852575744193956,0.0,0.0712880202309297,0.0,0.0,0.07289366871446341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05624806344043662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14450100949153272,0.0,0.08422304455462812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20050444918709245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06396674673600261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282403658856276,0.04312842050565574,0.0,0.05501600796043506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06155672532461071,0.0,0.19809844048614414,0.04664858770630595,0.06269589466161335,0.07153028187972962,0.05968078405425139,0.16662620566088346,0.0,0.0,0.15134619148208547,0.0,0.10234583529060093,0.0,0.037110106376916786,0.05476849271771293,0.05222442130933176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06951046353790462,0.058493785247517915,0.0,0.335070658696055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0437675759859111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534461366074541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03588582960119767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224319105282404,0.09570326400328537,0.06544530631136203,0.05765893906160785,0.11557256614890288,0.0,0.07305126371837369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620147385380197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06580457921984438,0.0,0.06593191824190049,0.07647570946859053,0.10423977390716922,0.0,0.09600243512970998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04966173445357044,0.0,0.07661261389378414,0.0,0.0,0.062333906646819086,0.09053820846976007,0.0,0.06822204909840733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06253700961156572,0.13286218055363427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366257399700154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621129296151232,0.051927238109901866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005384989245177,0.0,0.0,0.0924358937365738,0.0,0.05214671329967415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357383272429309,0.0,0.05248370281983818,0.0,0.06011721740280336,0.0,0.0,0.043380795347725334,0.0,0.06415451813402903,0.0,0.15230212218197833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102499125675624,0.19135867499608994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05387732296728042,0.038514190869137564,0.10366032265419982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060531489447345425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162483013150542,0.0,0.3978770319889829,0.0,0.0927710219062986,0.0,0.0,0.21024742894002865
anxiety,WiseImbecile,2019/02/06,"Does anyone else have that friend who says they understand cuz they have anxiety too, but you can just tell that they don't understand and there's no way it's as severe as your shit? I'm honestly not trying to make it into a competition or feel superior or anything for having bad anxiety lol but I have a friend who says he understands because he went through some anxiety for a couple months when he was living with his mom and this girl was messing with his head. Like Im sure he did, but dude, I've been going through this shit for like 8 years and have had some very very intense times and symptoms. But seriously, I haven't been able to eat normally for this entire time and he says he understands cuz he was overthinking shit for a couple of months. It's almost insulting. There's just no way he can relate much or if it at all.",5.669821428571433,5.782456815476191,6.133428571428571,81.01157142857146,67.15476190476191,10.053333333333336,29.3,9.888512548439397,2.5011028571428566,667,21,137,14,10,216,96,168,0.198,0.65,0.152,-0.8483,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,3,0,6,14,4,0,4,1,16,6,4,3,2,33,25,18,0,2,11,1,1,2,2,0,1,3,0,1,11,8,1,0,5,0,0,2,5,7,0,0,8,4,9,7,16,17,4,12,0,0,0,0,26,2,3,7,8,84,20,0,0.11500245356062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151583451709619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26392968659495003,0.0,0.0,0.08041238946981696,0.11783360403405975,0.0946372204363015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602224506742336,0.07010442827637149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544960549664008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063942209875716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767622038652002,0.09606979315736996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0581486959573504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17770122069002905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06535854459108266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802569556185162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422238436558153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236877962282228,0.0,0.10154927343664792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676503076040089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13468948368594874,0.18358772248936173,0.0,0.08454003571895688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267798715653055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743637007957099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299200383765309,0.3541450978509361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838845148275086,0.1195315829025003,0.0,0.0,0.10051721335030774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411771099286154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807911700834785,0.0,0.0,0.4788864397438512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18977813643754485,0.0,0.1825671894256485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066084266109741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405780958949126
anxiety,2ThePointOh,2019/02/06,"Things have gone horribly wrong. My therapist says I should do things that make me feel uncomfortable. I normally work as a waiter at a small hotel but they had no-one to be a night porter for tonight and they asked me. It freaked me out and I thought it would be a good way to challenge the anxiety so I accepted.
They told me how to do the fire safety and stuff but didn't teach me anything about bookings or rooms. They said if anyone calls during the night to just ask them to phone again in the morning.
I'm alone and the phone rings. I freak out and answer blurting the greeting too fast. I think it got cut off because the guy asks if he's called the right place. He wants to confirm his booking. I tell him I can't help. He then starts saying that I answered the phone rudely and that I sound like I don't care. I apologize. He goes on and on about how he would fire me if I worked for him. I apologize over and over and say that I'm new and that I'm taking on board what he's said. He says that he doesn't believe my apology and asks if I really want to be there and what my name is. I panic and give him a fake name that sound similar to mine then immediately give my real name after deciding that was just a terrible idea. He says 'is that even your real name' because I've given him 2 like a fucking moron. It goes on like this for like 5 minutes and I'm feeling nauseous and I've apologized and apologized and its clear he's not going to let up so I hung up on him. And say out load 'that was fucking aweful' then realize that I hadn't hung up and quickly hang up. He might have heard me. 
I know he's going to complain to the hotel. I feel sick and want to die. I can't imagine telling them tomorrow that I hung up on a customer. I'm shaking as I type this. I'm all alone here. I volunteered to do tomorrow night as well but can't imagine ever coming back to work or seeing these people ever again after what I've done. Some poor receptionist is going to get it when he calls back tomorrow. I'm probably going to be fired.
I want to die.",2.0798611111111107,3.5924798564814817,3.6214814814814815,90.47166666666668,76.82407407407408,6.929629629629631,23.342592592592588,7.6953281115453125,0.9153120370370368,1606,49,359,23,36,532,196,432,0.191,0.706,0.103,-0.9916,0,2,0,0,0,2,31.0,0,1,6,4,21,22,5,2,18,0,28,3,0,3,4,73,71,40,2,12,12,0,6,4,0,4,1,12,1,1,27,24,0,0,14,4,1,8,8,13,1,0,14,19,50,9,46,48,2,55,0,0,1,2,62,23,2,8,27,223,77,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727577167098819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06380196127119186,0.0,0.0,0.05831630641706779,0.0,0.06863237346646044,0.0,0.3118767820546786,0.0,0.0,0.1282612954008154,0.0,0.10168162760771488,0.0,0.0,0.09396499233608856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25548693742863265,0.0,0.08503344371315913,0.0,0.0,0.07184305472743023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731152933008734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534874713469028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05508594047822739,0.15088296259719086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651099638599542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542067873081797,0.043573870199065765,0.1600127423165995,0.18959610271388894,0.06995326734802466,0.06670384238575257,0.0,0.0,0.08258065179310513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055902304266394934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415020388784162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045835313471870656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528374058403396,0.0,0.16298314793036042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055671185565496696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847586998366741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054974149704598,0.0,0.23480012868639336,0.08171581604281386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785375488724367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057820136980399214,0.0,0.0871368738265003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992098232656992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189858456957591,0.0534291717320109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712244722451733,0.15866795507887016,0.3979455840279171,0.0,0.0,0.06646024127457173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059032049872507125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954748267923026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06270758988510743,0.0,0.14579327023049266,0.0,0.0,0.0968356334932988,0.11081657442611824,0.053440348816945975,0.0,0.06621151860129522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969375986799994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19676959192198387,0.06620027231155236,0.0,0.0,0.0749880140412252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821519759754769,0.0,0.0,0.1184921434849332,0.09118650776316316,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawwway321,2019/02/06,"Overthinking something that happened 5+ years ago I’m using a throwaway.

I’m having a tough time dealing with something here. I recently developed bad anxiety (last 6 months or so). I haven’t been diagnosed by any means, but I know this is it. 

I overthink EVERYTHING. If it’s not something that happened in real time that is causing me to overthink and lose sleep, I remember something I did forever ago and begin to think about that until it festers and grows. I almost prefer overthinking the little things that happen in the “now” because they almost always blow over, but not this. 

This particular event happened over 5 years ago. It’s not something I’ve ever looked at as a bad thing/regretful decision. Ever. I’ve never thought of this event and thought negatively. Until now. 

I was throwing a party and a few friends came over. One was a dude that my best friend dated very briefly 4 years prior - maybe a few months? I made out with him. I didn’t see it as a big deal because their relationship wasn’t really long/that serious. I don’t think they even had sex.

Anyways - I never overthought this because I never had anxiety. I just did it and moved on. I’ve always had a conscience, so I know I would NOT have done it if I thought it’d hurt her. Now I’m thinking into the past and remembering this, and still being best friends with my childhood best friend is allowing this to cause me such anxiety - like I fucked her over by doing this. I mean, you don’t make out with your best friends ex. Let it be known that I never hung out with him after that; I didn’t even like him. It was just think I did at a party once. 

Anyways - can anyone offer advice on dealing with these memories that surface that won’t go the hell away? I’ve considered just telling my friend, but I have no clue how she’d react and I find it selfish to tell her and absolve my guilt/anxiety at the risk of hurting her. (Again - at this point they basically dated 10 years ago and I made out with him 5 years ago - we’ve been best friends longer than that). I just am not used to experiencing this and it’s taking over my life.

No, I haven’t been to therapy yet but it’s in the works. Thanks in advance for any advice.
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anxiety,pinkglitter25,2019/02/06,"Why is driving so hard for me? So I just turned 18 and the age to get a provisional license (the age where you can drive w/o a supervisor in Australia) is 17. I’ve been on my learners for almost 2 years and I can’t seem to get the hang of driving.

I had a lot of anxiety on the road (which I’ve slowly overcome) along with trouble decision making (e.g. right time to turn on a roundabout/intersection) Along with other issues. It sounds pretty simple but I’ve found it so difficult to get the hang of it. Not to mention I’ve been doing lessons once a week for almost a year, I have a great instructor and he says I’m “getting there” but I don’t feel it.

When I was at school last year so many girls could drive and they said they would get it when doing like 20 out of the 120 hours or so. I used to (and sometimes still) feel about myself when I saw girls drive past my friends and I while we wait for the bus stop. I also had to miss grad activities because myself and none of my friends could drive. 

I got a car for my birthday so I can practice more with my parents in between lessons. Everyone tells me it’s all in good timing but I’m worried that my friends are going to get annoyed as to why I can’t drive after learning for so long and owning a car. I’m also worried I’m going to get judged at University. I also had a crush on this guy (a whole different story lol) and the reason why I think he stopped liking me (despite everyone constantly telling me that is not the reason) is because I can’t drive and don’t know a lot about cars, especially that he is a car guy and stopped liking me over seeing a girl that is also obsessed with cars.

I did the first theory part of my provisional test which I passed in less than 10 minutes just to feel like I was getting somewhere. It also expires in December of this year so I have to get it by then. It’s just ruining my self esteem. When work calls me last minute I can’t get there immediately because of public transport. Has anyone had these issues?? Is not being able to drive despite having the determination to learn as bad as I’m making it out to be??",4.289995073891625,4.705745696551723,5.415595238095238,83.90625,70.19540229885058,8.05336617405583,28.639162561576363,7.957251820313856,1.6807093596059108,1658,57,350,20,28,551,201,435,0.097,0.8170000000000001,0.086,0.5765,2,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,1,1,2,4,26,16,1,1,25,1,36,0,0,5,1,59,71,37,0,3,10,1,4,4,3,1,0,3,0,6,20,20,0,4,14,0,0,20,10,7,0,1,13,9,41,9,58,53,9,64,0,2,2,0,24,17,0,6,31,234,61,6,0.08032930525468912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087639133693601,0.0,0.0,0.3211965819499813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614516986488599,0.0,0.0,0.05616811798345647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06707161453034337,0.14690399668080992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820252020197872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680744147180909,0.0,0.12827282758162095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392702677006272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535161872152101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185073108700008,0.05738727172450405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832806601339397,0.0,0.08807693699111993,0.1861866659229466,0.0,0.4196874652576812,0.0,0.09130599073161176,0.06737641004955958,0.06424668363386411,0.0885633426306544,0.0,0.15907728311504707,0.0,0.0,0.07195927922465968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910818456955061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16768584895437091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0441468853751556,0.1309582103842464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569793638300167,0.0,0.0,0.07108890733458091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658620544879332,0.0,0.0,0.10724087004956592,0.08144130734524295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554808843133098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919618715297854,0.0869888095571768,0.07668341131595104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817237823505516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16518380925743611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860078777563748,0.07641156452301819,0.06388108772075707,0.0,0.08129754549467551,0.06401205601777589,0.07312878254615711,0.0838009845511466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944773691190436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415108694198851,0.20147668830331847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042270690009884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05147177525202076,0.0,0.0,0.09368132777034004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17475043395283799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937872817064519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443532328631316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21745411070458265,0.08968480059198666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058480690942821816,0.16315661752681088,0.0,0.05706363369256937,0.0,0.0,0.2069177555371738
anxiety,onarebootagain,2019/02/06,"Weird libido during treatment with Zoloft (sertraline) Hello guys. I suffer from anxiety as many others here. It’s mild anxiety but I reached the point where medication was necessary. I have been using 50mg Zoloft for a few months and my anxiety completely disappeared, however my libido is kinda weird. It’s goes like this: for a while I am very horny, thinking about sex a lot. Then all of a sudden it’s gone. No thoughts, can’t have sex even if I wanted. Then the cycle repeats. I don’t know if it’s because of Zoloft ( it seems weird to me, because in my mind, if it was the medication my libido or lack of it should be consistent). My hormones are fine, and other aspects too. I’m 26 years old male by the way.

I have an appointment with my doctor, but I wanted to hear from you guys. Does anyone experience the same when using anti anxiety medication ?

Thanks in advance ",3.053557692307692,5.369733627218939,4.518724112426039,81.47855954142015,76.63313609467455,7.775295857988168,25.355399408284025,8.660442795831766,2.050458284023669,689,25,128,15,16,229,108,169,0.149,0.787,0.064,-0.8485,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,1,6,7,0,0,10,0,13,9,0,2,1,25,25,13,0,7,6,0,0,1,0,1,7,1,0,3,10,4,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,5,1,16,3,16,18,5,17,0,1,0,2,6,4,0,7,10,87,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4575253337170704,0.0,0.0,0.10454689410411228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18229032335844672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15676742613851688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15303864104853354,0.1308447500967138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098755636967384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14625789866194835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960938779735713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16851834903515306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217152213827393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304724422002848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711538208689313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158841065729467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4518728320791167,0.0,0.0,0.15097118109406565,0.0,0.11934433430258162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15689463772840212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14134342258674898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13611613419320165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376566548858889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958054930415978,0.0,0.11870108120661273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582721589237084,0.0,0.12336851860905745,0.17637990944121426,0.11868091935592205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628508775555328
anxiety,IThinkYouAreNice,2019/02/06,"I feel too stupid to share my conservative views on Facebook I’m afraid of being attacked for displaying my conservative political views on Facebook. I guess that’s kind of cowardly of me? I wouldn’t even know how to articulate my reasoning behind why I believe what I believe. And I fear I lack the intelligence of reading up and internalizing the logic behind why I choose to believe what I believe. On the other hand, I understand why more liberal minded people believe what they believe. but I find liberals to be just so mean spirited.I wish I had more of an aptitude to come to conclusions on my beliefs.",4.638684210526319,7.031597254385967,6.3489824561403525,69.8482105263158,72.0701754385965,9.823157894736845,34.20701754385965,10.125756701596842,4.2117817543859655,493,26,81,15,10,169,69,114,0.091,0.82,0.08900000000000001,0.2021,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,5,6,2,2,4,0,4,1,1,2,0,23,12,5,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,10,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,4,18,2,19,8,3,6,1,0,2,0,2,5,0,1,0,61,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13836190143279622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8221540243795915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047660678362284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032978829839407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13685788884739572,0.061495434641940135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115975712422617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339796848805369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664997349925192,0.06683994129575005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324813601859354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280294461014055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843169658663705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165431344299901,0.0,0.0,0.12504705620737674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266121676132653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32923319211537033,0.0,0.13985860891017338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tobysimard,2019/02/06,"A Good Song To Make You Happy I'd suggest listening to any version of September, be it the original Earth, Wind & Fire version, or the cover by The King's Men. Hope I can help someone out!! The version by The King's Men has helped my not be anxious countless times!",3.6366666666666654,4.873632851851851,4.75277777777778,85.03250000000003,72.33333333333334,7.622222222222224,32.01851851851852,8.07648339933343,2.3157185185185183,210,10,42,3,4,69,41,54,0.039,0.6829999999999999,0.278,0.9289,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,6,0,4,0,0,2,0,6,7,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,3,6,5,3,3,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,2,2,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604370530383417,0.0,0.22622025887688316,0.0,0.0,0.37581119761639065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790194885477789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.354122836372903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4459500731381429,0.0,0.0,0.3304065153902073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22205318367837487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818618026188808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939767653228356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mdl215,2019/02/06,"Feeling anxious about walking my dog Not sure if this is the right place to post but just looking to vent. I have had bad anxiety and panic attacks for about 5 years now. I was walking my dog by myself for awhile which was an extremely big accomplishment for me, until he was attacked right in my own driveway by an off-leash dog and ever since my mom comes with me. Many of my neighbors either leave their dogs off-leash or chained up and are just down right careless. I have managed to sort of get a routine going, we get up super early and try to find the best times to avoid others, my dog pulls a lot and it’s hard for me to train him while being so worried about another dog approaching, and I’m too nervous to take him anywhere else with him still pulling, I also have no fence so this is his only outside time.

Today a neighbor approached us and said that her children are getting two german shepherds, this makes me extremely nervous as they have had a dog before but this was years ago and it was left outside all the time, and to think thay now once i start kind of getting the hang of things again there will be something that can completely throw all of it off and ruin my routine scares me. Her children are also extremely young and there’s no way they can take care of them so I’m sure they will be spending lots of time in the yard again. I can’t avoid this house either as it’s two houses down and I have to walk this way. I want to be able to take relaxing walks with my dog but I’m always anxious and stressed over it and that isn’t fair to my dog either. I have also been stopped by a neighbor who was extremely rude to us and accused me of not cleaning up after my dog. That really has nothing to do with the story it’s just extremely frustrating and really hard on my anxiety. Like i said before being able to take my dog on walks on my own was a huge accomplishment for me and now I can’t even do that. Just looking for some words of encouragement or advice, thanks so much! ",4.718849943160286,5.201105238916256,5.148275862068966,85.96469496021221,69.27093596059113,7.921030693444487,28.66957180750284,7.748469712250963,1.5974686623721108,1581,53,328,17,26,504,190,406,0.18,0.7340000000000001,0.085,-0.9895,0,2,1,0,0,0,23.0,3,0,5,4,25,24,4,7,14,0,36,0,0,1,5,57,60,34,0,2,15,1,3,1,3,2,0,2,6,2,21,23,0,4,3,2,1,13,7,14,0,2,12,7,46,10,56,41,12,57,0,1,2,0,25,19,0,7,23,237,67,3,0.1810634161027704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846653733319944,0.08025089681686039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21719452266146252,0.0753296334426755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493038949691593,0.13851301772625585,0.20455012254375848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20598577498034668,0.0,0.0,0.07559019471093506,0.0,0.0,0.15407163115272027,0.0,0.095007442237401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230310998044153,0.0,0.0,0.07798505026100287,0.09492077345405243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562762530188481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05979533934306633,0.08189111297057891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045775551764247316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827443410387877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891963235935809,0.0,0.05145125598963296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16219725634872748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089228721430081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427484254093974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586000707970728,0.09836296569003274,0.0,0.0,0.04422921962069895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15204766753971227,0.0,0.0,0.15393364148154212,0.0,0.0,0.06043061811453365,0.09178494245065408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602964229994104,0.0,0.0,0.0665512221296039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686761552897246,0.0,0.0,0.09641331443940557,0.0,0.06885344348808405,0.0,0.10621945325211693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945863662218662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670435103770599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599386074917982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319407520571023,0.17223277181881647,0.0,0.09063803314359943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488876442896322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969573183703402,0.0,0.0,0.06407880892291458,0.0,0.07229873899441094,0.07568856167250046,0.10370376569814888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17065012687934913,0.0,0.27227431057824003,0.0,0.0,0.08334943345514162,0.0,0.0,0.06014524409604065,0.058009063009174286,0.0,0.0,0.2111590680058937,0.0,0.08581347363793948,0.0,0.0,0.06146508710949961,0.0,0.17687264798904812,0.0,0.2177969958212181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05339794700438199,0.14371971189408111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193934403986724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659890357290133
anxiety,beth_jadee7,2019/02/06,"Anxiety advice I’ve had anxiety for as long as I remember,my therapist thinks it was from 4/5 after my mum told her about my childhood. I used to get myself sent home or excluded from schools by behaving badly and doing anything I could basically because I couldn’t deal with how many people there was at my school. I was sent to 4 different schools and got myself excluded which meant I ended up ended up in a PRU ( Pupil Referral Unit, it’s for kids that get excluded from schools, they normally have 30 students max who have a range of behavioural difficulties), I ended up being homeschooled by them after failing to go in due to my anxiety. I got myself excluded by 2 colleges and have left 3 jobs with no friends other than my boyfriend and a friend I’ve had since I was 6. 

I am making progress with leaving the house to go to the shops, answering the door and phone to strangers and walking my dogs the past couple of months. I haven’t left the house in for a year so this is massive progress to me. 

I really want to have a ‘normal’ life with a job, friends, house etc but I can’t see a way to get it. I have high school level qualifications, but nothing further and I can’t get any jobs other than retail which I have tried and failed in. I am exceptionally good at art and literature, but I have no qualifications to get me into either industry. I just don’t know where to go from here. I want to work, but I don’t know where I would fit. 

In my previous jobs if I made a small mistake (which was down to lack of training in all three) my higher ups would make me feel really bad for many shifts after that which put me off. I have tried doing freelance work, however it is an unpredictable job and I would prefer something more structured. 

I just feel like I’m a lost cause atm and have no place to go. My family are extremely understanding, my mother lets me stay at home looking after the dogs instead of paying for someone to look after them. However this isn’t a long term plan and I want something more for myself. I just feel like I’m failing I’m seeing people my age having jobs, going university, getting cars etc. 
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anxiety,kpershun,2019/02/06,"“But talking on the phone is so much easier” (just a rant) 

So some may relate, some may not. But I can text people for hours and feel fine but the moment it’s a phone call, I am panicked. It’s not exclusive, like pretty much the only low stress call is my parents, like even calling my brother, close friends, or my boyfriend is like high stress and makes my whole body feel shaky. 

But I have made online friends who prefer voice chat. And it’s always, the truth, that I have bad anxiety about phone calls. But every one of these friendships ends up failing because they view their version of “easy” is universal and I’m just being weird. Or they try to sob me into it, saying that I’m just being a bad friend by not doing this for them. And I’m tired of being either forced to make myself a big ball of anxiety, where I get made fun of for my lack of talking on the phone or getting angry messages because I refuse to call them. I’ve had so many people tell me to just “get over it” and it’s so frustrating because I wish it was just an on/off switch. But it’s not and I’m stuck with it and I’m getting to the point where I’m tired of my boundaries being pushed because they don’t fit what others want. I wish there was a “here’s a temporary dose of what I feel” so people finally just get it. ",3.3158246918411267,4.1642939144981455,4.1442183525728815,90.56733907258855,72.68029739776952,6.852748972803759,24.195069458031696,6.8360192770164,0.6708245353159845,1009,27,222,8,19,324,136,269,0.243,0.618,0.139,-0.9868,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,6,1,18,19,1,3,13,0,19,4,1,4,1,50,41,22,0,5,20,2,3,3,3,2,3,2,0,0,18,11,0,1,4,2,0,1,5,10,0,1,6,6,24,9,24,29,8,18,0,3,1,0,28,13,1,8,7,143,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326376407849602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15310196934033932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167103538180587,0.24399966901176345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115188368688793,0.0,0.0,0.510897999603205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862966466902165,0.0,0.0,0.06609331282414177,0.0,0.08431076728134919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179065270090733,0.0,0.0,0.10961851236949513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319345587222741,0.0,0.26140439911012264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572628448405914,0.0,0.0,0.09854584262791527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466630516930496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893716386582332,0.13359100528838325,0.10145223658874293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14712152456580735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678079921126771,0.07610546623655877,0.0,0.0,0.11111256654435743,0.0,0.0,0.20812158426290486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459566391887282,0.0,0.0,0.10180411847771476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957729850183994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292528314959397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608601357513645,0.08746297270541459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230024602813358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793892759406757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059022111995703626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117212371051645,0.2301442338055854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ginjafiz,2019/02/06,"First Time Panic Attack and Emergency Room Visit. Insurance Rejected Claim for Visit Based on Nervous/Mental Disorder for $7k Bill. Advice? I'm doing this for a friend since I figured this might be a place to get potential answers. First off, she's from Colombia and was visiting her boyfriend in the United States when she had a panic attack for her very first time. 

Not knowing what was happening she took an Uber to the emergency room where she was given an EKG, one other test and anti-anxiety meds. A few months later she receives a notice that her claim has been rejected since the insurance policy does not cover treatment for mental/nervous disorders and her bill stands at about $7k.

 My question is can a one time panic attack automatically be considered a disorder or illness? Is there any merit to their rejection?

Their language specifically:

""Mental or Nervous Disorders: Any mental, nervous, or emotional Illness which generally denotes an Illness of the brain with predominant behavioral symptoms; an Illness of the mind or personality, evidenced by abnormal behavior; or an Illness or disorder of conduct evidenced by socially deviant behavior. Mental or Nervous Disorders include without limitation: psychosis; depression; schizophrenia; bipolar affective disorder; learning disabilities and attitudinal or disciplinary problems; any disease or condition, regardless of whether the cause is organic, that is classified as a Mental Disorder in the current edition of the International Classification of Diseases as published by the U.S. Department of Health and Human Services; and those psychiatric and other mental Illnesses listed in the current edition of the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual for Mental Disorders published by the American Psychiatric Association. For purposes of this insurance, Mental or Nervous Disorders does not include Substance Abuse""",13.712216913521258,13.353666511705685,12.787446249402773,41.42238294314381,51.10702341137124,16.435833731485907,54.80195891065456,14.856640023380866,9.003673483038703,1553,100,169,59,14,508,162,299,0.223,0.723,0.054000000000000006,-0.9948,2,2,0,0,1,0,39.0,0,0,2,4,4,17,3,7,25,0,15,10,1,2,0,38,21,23,0,2,15,0,0,0,1,1,9,0,2,2,10,10,0,1,5,0,2,6,4,15,0,5,7,0,13,2,35,11,1,29,0,4,0,0,20,10,0,12,11,130,23,7,0.0,0.07259319703491793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05987090476221836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499411740165005,0.0,0.0468702627151656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20910541581000636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839594944394363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06293966416991004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052770500700804614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7021905087412176,0.0,0.10723301832681624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891885703121092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15634495751695726,0.0,0.0,0.04733591930866928,0.0,0.03201028155021457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05417956447528173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512558924248718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033671585344016104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06805553203706975,0.0,0.4939541941433305,0.06499623502890257,0.06186375615802268,0.0,0.04890396129004428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975463487850628,0.0,0.0,0.0830342919350461,0.0,0.0,0.21565627958061293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05349732282507708,0.06401258028834908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05862571492393079,0.0,0.0,0.06863478283161291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136393303152492,0.0,0.0,0.06245555722238427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06368146871630069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717852900676914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807159840173556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050552959164119636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05906068280312664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ilovejameson,2019/02/06,"When you drink too much and make a nonrefundable $1300 purchase So I got hammered and bought two bob seger tickets. I meant to buy 3 but by the time I noticed it was only two, they were completely sold out. Ticketmaster told me they can't help me and I'm screwed so I could use their sistersite ticketsnow and be charged 15% commission on their behalf or basically it's ""good luck"". It's 4 hours from where I live so craigslist is no help. 

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I put them on stubhub for $100 more than I bought them for so I only lose $75 a ticket but I'm worried nobody is going to buy them. They are floor seats 5 rows from the stage and I've never had such a terrible panic attack. I've been having palpitations for 8 hours straight and am about to go to the ER in case I'm dying",2.1490476190476184,3.85504101234568,3.636437389770727,89.60111111111117,77.14814814814815,6.850793650793651,23.917107583774253,7.7094869923839395,1.0109774250440922,612,20,135,9,14,202,109,162,0.188,0.754,0.058,-0.9694,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,8,1,9,7,2,1,6,0,12,2,0,2,1,16,25,14,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,1,0,1,3,6,3,3,5,1,2,10,0,19,2,16,13,2,16,0,1,0,1,12,7,1,2,5,79,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18592030116005426,0.20850355607972565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952111347060915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17991137392777104,0.0,0.0,0.13700257428959864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17808582739048134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680952328273284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19503983835287916,0.14392356974134146,0.13723812304376085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300295466331316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379679122301665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515192389905086,0.0,0.0,0.19196801165689487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453926402688865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614016272955414,0.0,0.13234264251943512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195359092535623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610075153590203,0.0,0.20132671782005096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724977630516017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005691235922518,0.0,0.0,0.1639638982014711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352416963327441,0.0,0.0,0.14820074585583676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17426041847665075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20850355607972565,0.0
anxiety,PizzaByAlfredo00,2019/02/06,"I hit a milestone! I have been pushing myself to do things that open my tiny box I have created myself from anxiety and exercise classes are one of the things that I thought I could not do. The people looking at me in the mirror, people knowing I am not good at whatever exercise, fear of embarrassment, etc. But I did it! I actually made a class today despite the intense nerves hours prior and getting only three hours of sleep last night because I was so worried about it. But I didn't fall like I thought I would, I talked the the instructor (who of course was super nice) which was another fear of mine. I feel so much better knowing that the intense nerves that usually keep me down can be overcome. That same feeling of dread, nausea, fear, and disappointment have stopped me SO many times in the past, but it didn't today. If I can do it you can do it. It's scary as HELL. But we can do it with baby steps and encouragement. ",4.448461538461538,5.616771366120221,5.246448087431696,82.52069356872637,70.31147540983606,8.253720050441363,29.923917612442203,8.617729084823388,2.2297544346364018,732,29,144,12,13,238,107,183,0.185,0.745,0.07,-0.9623,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,1,0,2,5,13,1,5,10,0,24,3,1,1,0,26,35,13,0,3,7,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,16,7,0,2,6,2,0,3,4,7,0,2,10,3,24,6,16,21,3,20,1,1,1,0,5,6,1,1,12,109,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.14221491394492147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15281432474322018,0.11148576016677532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883781409678676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288894743259023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635637424274872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16253142141673127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49197225073076,0.14737451451895772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613976037355279,0.0,0.0,0.12223438012031045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870363646917201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953466751563925,0.0,0.0,0.16018268602038166,0.11879228691621425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07119804696973539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237947072058322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13789660042131394,0.0,0.14775093704474584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071309211356588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13676105620324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987528191653731,0.110836925126267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13911915521799678,0.202066575878678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14583878827160773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218397660018502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713510016912887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936377784134384,0.0,0.0,0.2313923063175481,0.08497839986155506,0.0,0.2762767138604836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16050490660835634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14799948521483058,0.0,0.10352492640514728,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bigloader0011,2019/02/06,"Is this anxiety? Sorry if this is the incorrect place for this, but i am unsure of what's been going on and a friend of mine had suggested to me that it may be anxiety. I find it very difficult to talk to new people, especially in large groups. but this seems to occur much more while i am at uni rather than while living at home over the summer. i feel this may be because i was arrested at uni last year, nothing major but i cant seem to shake the feeling. But the feeling i was experiencing has been greatly more since that. I apologize if this isn't the place, but could anyone help to as what is going on? ",4.3935400000000016,4.790160304000004,5.70215,82.01082500000003,69.96,9.13,26.825,9.188382445141503,1.94118,478,14,101,9,8,161,77,125,0.113,0.769,0.118,0.1514,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,6,0,18,0,0,0,0,18,25,11,0,4,8,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,12,1,0,0,6,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,5,4,10,2,18,15,4,18,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,6,6,78,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932879157762664,0.0,0.0,0.1340355972141138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685374571420315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305057093340396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29077590808780346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17520313775494706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14810086727870056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21788611469130095,0.0,0.0,0.21134125455786645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848719677826428,0.0,0.1922828401053093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562546740849857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16926766635692947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14091577492975954,0.0,0.0,0.18513745760549666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18393377261693308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289518948170986,0.0,0.4005549610490268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490186388300292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15856971420432087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21458365003840554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540748762059667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15816608624182074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344344947518918
anxiety,FoxMilk14,2019/02/06,"I am battling, so hard, but I feel I cant talk about it So I have suffered with Anxiety since I was about 14 years old. I always thought that it was pretty severe until I actually had a severe panic attack. Now I almost feel like before I was crying wolf as I didn't understand how bad it could actually get. I was out with a few friends at a club, when I had the worst anxiety attack of my life. I immediately went and hid in a bathroom stall to try and ground, but just as I was trying to relax, a swarm of other females came in the bathroom and were talking so loud and making so much noise that I found myself sitting there with my ears plugged for 30 minutes. This panic attack would not pass. I found myself shaking/trembling uncontrollably as if i was freezing or something. I could not get myself to take deep breaths. I felt my abdomen felt extremely tight and my mind was going wild and I felt like it would never end. This lasted about 2 hours while I waited for my friends to finish their night and for our designated driver to pick us up. When I got back home I went straight to my quiet bedroom and after about 15 minutes I finally got to a point where I could take deep breaths and relax. My boyfriend came upstairs and was trying his best to comfort me but I was so physically exhausted at this point that I just laid there breathing and trying to fall asleep. I have since had two other anxiety attacks in the last two weeks which had as severe of symptoms but did not last quite as long, maybe 20 minutes or so. I now feel like one could happen at any time and I am really scared. I am in a position where my family would blow it way out of proportion and I my boyfriend has so much stress of his own that I do not want to add to. I just really needed to write this out to ask how I can control it without therapy, drugs, etc. This problem that I have had for years now seems all so new to me with the panic attacks that I am having. It is just a fear that I always have lingering now. Advice, tips, help, and comfort would just be very appreciated at this time. ",5.31787589498807,5.363860758949883,6.0132257756563225,81.80212028639617,67.90214797136038,8.708773269689738,29.4091646778043,8.364918446050245,1.9388471789976127,1634,53,333,21,25,535,199,419,0.204,0.68,0.116,-0.9903,0,0,2,0,0,0,31.0,2,0,1,3,30,28,6,7,12,0,40,10,6,5,2,75,68,40,0,12,17,0,9,3,2,4,4,3,2,0,23,24,0,3,11,3,0,7,8,18,0,3,29,12,57,10,51,30,8,56,0,1,0,0,12,20,0,5,30,247,80,0,0.0,0.0,0.13814062564563034,0.0,0.0,0.06916463874977599,0.0,0.0,0.07087516902876942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778796912989267,0.0,0.0,0.04813229959954199,0.0,0.1624377384144984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06616902016227398,0.4026079279120204,0.0,0.054424854492233374,0.05909769578203038,0.0,0.0,0.0602279066836923,0.0,0.07427842909845696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16190515343769088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938491845374394,0.2260458047596267,0.0,0.07774765428052896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208142919053223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06268938428117259,0.0,0.07893754465961421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06672435341457307,0.07964630505461251,0.10736430734554224,0.10112938386479874,0.20387746477662996,0.07753518048301565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521153215595973,0.10936770612956237,0.0,0.07395844671104239,0.0,0.040225464237874604,0.0,0.11321722284412147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06258983423477182,0.0,0.06340428245378253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04744182203947644,0.0,0.07099733288806846,0.0,0.06970327847773784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17308354357444386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049993459264116066,0.10373746128646563,0.0,0.0,0.06263738615141554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047245681783329614,0.0,0.07110724411355562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146683958372388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406174754220332,0.052481897926385836,0.054589301127082025,0.06835901581477198,0.0,0.06642150722388225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427088948251552,0.0,0.04796183411909165,0.0,0.0,0.2491325081949726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381848952917472,0.0,0.0,0.07200791663252415,0.0,0.06772615864525619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752824173557185,0.0,0.0,0.09068596689494393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086235098991141,0.0,0.0,0.06443474745740432,0.0,0.2398811306247236,0.0,0.1170986113910556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0544893047724239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107736221763658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356671485608766,0.106434336075914,0.11377931873371484,0.0,0.0,0.08094221137776941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05619079792269723,0.08254386968012482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922177887279725,0.0,0.1382820348987246,0.07368366858702828,0.08513869193288699,0.0,0.0,0.05840027258991703,0.04174742027742701,0.05618125369221179,0.05677482434046035,0.0,0.0,0.13122609993616388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822864639538823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20111812055187867,0.0,0.0,0.09115899963243232
anxiety,NewgroundsTankman,2019/02/06,"How to stop thinking Everyone has deceitful motives for me Hello I am 23 years old and a college student. All of my life I have been struggling with loneliness and overthinking among many things but this past year I’ve come to realize my childhood and experiences may have influenced my actions. 

To start off I find it hard to hold attachments to people. Everywhere I go I feel I make an good impression on somebody if not that someone will always remember my face. I would consider myself an introvert because I love being alone and at peace but I’ve also seen that it’s also been poison for my social life. I have a time limit when hanging out with friends to where I get annoyed being around them and sometimes it’s hard for me to read if they actually give a fuck about me or want me around. I try combat these thoughts with smoking weed, exercise and sedation. I’ve also noticed that I force myself to have conversations where ever I go to avoid being the “quiet lonely guy” off the simple fact that I know I will be able to use that person in the future for what ever reason. Even if I’m quiet people will become curious and try to force me to talk I always think someone is after me to use me for something I have. 

Now to deal with this see I began to become very observant of other people's emotions. what they say, how they act and who they are as people, what their dreams and aspirations are. I carefully listen and organize all the information intake and now see the world as huge amount of information and who controls the most, controls everything. I try not to but will admit to manipulation. I’ve learned to lie and act very good to navigate through situations and have always felt guilty. I feel that I actually try to outsmart everyone because i think nobody is sincere and that everybody lies. 
How do I change my line of thinking.

TLDR: I overthink to the point where I can’t make emotional attachments to people for very long and use manipulation to protect myself from being hurt and want to stop. 

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anxiety,Dani_parnell,2019/02/06,"Argument at work. I don’t want to go back now. I had already handed my notice in due to being unhappy and being bullied at work, it only got worse after that.
I ended up in an argument at work with my line manager, (if you would like to know more about the argument and bullying there are some posts about it recently in my post history) 
I now have decided I can’t finish the notice period and I need to leave this week- my therapist agrees this is probably best.
Problem being, I am now so anxious, nervous and I feel so sick from the anxiety that I don’t even know if I can stomach going in tomorrow to explain myself and then work until Friday night.
I wish I could just ghost, but that’s not professional 
I already have my next job lined up and they are aware of my situation, and happy to take me on early without a reference from my current place. 

Has anyone else here been in a similar situation who can help? 
I feel awful.
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anxiety,DerpFalcon12,2019/02/06,"Anyone else sometimes get a huge burst of confidence, but then feel like absolute shit later? Idk if this is the right place to post this, but I felt like I needed to get it off my chest. 

Every other week it seems, maybe for a day or two, I feel like I can do anything, like i'm on top of the world. However, after a day, everything comes crashing down and I feel like shit, almost like I didn't deserve that boost of confidence. It has just been a viscous cycle. ",3.2724772036474192,4.451914606382979,4.33437689969605,87.90500000000004,73.14893617021276,7.499088145896658,24.06686930091185,7.957251820313856,1.1354699088145894,359,10,76,5,7,117,66,94,0.127,0.606,0.267,0.9282,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,1,8,2,0,6,0,6,3,3,0,0,14,16,6,0,2,5,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,3,4,7,6,10,13,0,16,0,0,0,0,0,8,2,4,12,44,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640534229908836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455468315227238,0.16786456992275678,0.13481923461012846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112619396936674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21131532350609225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686006333361989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13803497108956314,0.0,0.14724104571484134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24851414632862265,0.3511234290230373,0.1573037798975493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711902279500782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4802383077074813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16459060283217075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214788637242879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17116888200506478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15690513786402224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991107036823014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491459001057122,0.0,0.0,0.3363410351873051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16203338576857612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16003941489065168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141561989048522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,selrahcthewise,2019/02/06,"At work just feeling meh At the job at which I work, Boss calls up abd says he has more hours for me ( current store is closing looking to transfer) I feel just kind of kind of underwhelmed bybthe whole thing,anyone else had this feeling about a job?",9.756122448979593,6.630952877551023,7.932346938775513,81.82872448979593,61.04081632653061,10.616326530612248,38.785714285714285,7.1686216300943375,2.7330326530612243,197,7,41,1,2,58,40,49,0.028,0.907,0.065,0.1779,3,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,7,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,2,9,6,2,7,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,2,23,5,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564601961132003,0.2292714955674124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22848690066526284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869251588848589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394236796045781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22036134583602554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.444100227447764,0.0,0.0,0.4660291751979954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879044482719239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17794520933847288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14865810296096693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24982324480105345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258040576130513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sadude96,2019/02/06,"I've been doing so good until today. I've struggled with anxiety for quite some time now. I've been hospitalized, been through intensive group therapy, all of it.

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Today, I woke up, looked at my phone ""Wednesday, February 6"" came across the screen. That could not be right. I went to bed, and it was Sunday? I frantically start looking through my messages and see that I had been talking to people? I dont recall any of the conversations. But they happened. I count my meds... and see that I havent taken them since Friday. I was supposed to work on Tuesday. That didn't happen. Not even a phone call. Did they even notice? Probably not. 

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My wrist watch vibrates. ""You're heart rate has exceeded 130 BPM while you seem to be standing still""

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Oh fuck. My hands begin to tremble. My thoughts begin to race. I stand up, look around. My room is a mess. l quickly slide on pants and a t-shirt and begin pacing around my living room. 

""I fucked up, but I don't know what I did.""

""I need to relax""

""It's happening again.""

""What's happening again?""

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I can feel pressure building in my sinuses. I'm going to cry. Where have I been these past few days? I haven't eaten. I haven't even gotten out of bed. The thought of food makes me want to puke. What the hell is going on?

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anxiety,FewConflict9,2019/02/06,"I'm going on a school trip abroad tomorrow. How can I calm my nerves? The whole thing just sounds scary to me.

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I'm not friends with anyone going 

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I'm scared of girls 

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I'm scared of getting laughed at

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I have really bad anxiety and I'm extremely insecure and self conscious

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I literally never go outside unless it's necessary. I do my best to avoid people so living with like 20 other people for 4 days sounds like a nightmare.

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I'm afraid of forgetting something or losing something

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I'm scared of looking like the loner

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I'm scared of doing something embarrassing

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I'm not particularly scared of flying (I want to be a pilot) but I'm afraid of going through airport security in case I've done something wrong and get caught out (I find it really complicated)

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I'm scared of letting my guard down and relaxing in case I do something wrong or lose something

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I've tried to keep a cool head in the past days and I have been pretty chill with it but I'm really nervous right now. ",6.381155462184871,7.7921647205882385,6.3467787114845935,75.51264705882355,66.00980392156863,8.769747899159665,34.179271708683466,9.04235418022936,3.154921288515406,889,40,148,15,14,281,107,204,0.21,0.665,0.125,-0.9287,0,1,6,0,0,0,54.0,0,0,0,3,4,27,0,12,7,1,10,1,1,1,1,26,32,12,0,1,8,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,2,5,9,0,4,2,1,0,6,3,17,0,0,3,4,12,10,25,27,2,20,0,2,1,0,3,8,0,2,9,77,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.486625988626284,0.5457351804849171,0.0,0.0,0.031234441657166125,0.0,0.0,0.02854892285682397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03409091167472249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042848021944412194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05266327576691968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04178273535447555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03731740648008092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031544756190507964,0.0,0.04266343790670198,0.0,0.09281734120165576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04190282741172673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03629111923392892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041750911202469036,0.0,0.05984166697667046,0.0,0.036053180270156984,0.0,0.0342864813635283,0.09135549223294576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03149021325589567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03897636012483087,0.05661204323946315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0415382612353321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846923420555044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03486815418492159,0.0,0.0,0.2452646029622163,0.04132161514580626,0.0,0.0,0.04259405387200685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885951780318212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027125293326386014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027720537878518643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02408228609410577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045584658084581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928125718715986,0.5457351804849171,0.0
anxiety,sjabadabadoo,2019/02/06,"How to not throw up? For the past 6 months I have been talking to a girl and eventually  things didn't work out. We never became something but I have never felt so strongly towards anyone before. Anyways I deal with some anxiety and panic attacks everynow and then but everytime I hear that she is talking to someone else or even sometimes when I just talk to her I often throw up because of my anxiety and I was just wondering if anyone here had been in the same position and had any stories or advice of how their struggle.

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P.S. sorry for the bad english. It is not my first language",3.3335335968379454,5.75770771304348,4.289011857707512,82.93320158102766,76.21739130434783,6.2687747035573125,29.58498023715415,7.348242739294969,2.003695652173913,477,22,83,6,11,154,82,115,0.17600000000000002,0.794,0.03,-0.9512,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,1,3,10,5,1,2,4,0,10,0,0,2,2,26,13,15,0,1,9,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,8,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,4,0,1,7,2,13,1,14,6,2,14,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,6,7,72,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16299743120566648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807303932733311,0.20268324359445045,0.11343139116406185,0.0,0.2552068472273292,0.0,0.0,0.23326431360602465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18976187606534126,0.0,0.0,0.13927308487064274,0.10168123003463712,0.0,0.1419366059562948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17196600965990438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934204981894113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101714501866606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16015651755005153,0.0,0.0,0.1418820853436459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18799849270777735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13314013038080594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572966769108088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957067445621394,0.0,0.0,0.15923182000554387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133118114974005,0.12841268119999427,0.16497189583391272,0.18672169512299291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17437814552755415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022084915028854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081614113558584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18089015010393536,0.12143417584332533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20268324359445045,0.0
anxiety,1000_kissesdeep,2019/02/06,"No days off is killing me, afraid to talk to boss Last month I started a new kitchen job with early morning shifts. I’m a full time student, so school plus the job makes me very busy, but I can’t afford not to work. I liked my hours because it meant I could be settled at home by dinner, and have some time with my boyfriend.

I have been having a really bad time lately. My mother is mentally ill and won’t speak to me, and I am struggling with money. I basically spend the whole week rushing around, waiting for the one weekend day I get with my boyfriend. He is my only support system.

My boss has scheduled me the next two weeks to work only weekends. This means I get zero days off, and will probably not get to see my boyfriend for more than a rushed dinner. I am stressing about this to the point that I want to cry, but I feel like I cannot bring this to my boss because I am new and bc I am already on a very limited schedule. I don’t really know what to do or if I should bring it up, but it is making me very anxious and I have not been doing well the last few months. I am really tired of having to smile and nod everywhere I go. Nobody in my life seems to understand how busy or stressed I am— they expect me to show up and deliver and speak to me like a child when I am not on point.",3.9556755009696185,4.023907890109893,4.8502305537599675,88.89133807369105,70.83150183150185,7.8887308769661715,27.04783451842276,7.5105763829236425,1.2011341952165484,1006,30,229,10,17,328,147,273,0.153,0.795,0.053,-0.9815,3,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,3,6,11,1,4,12,0,28,6,0,6,0,44,48,19,1,5,10,1,1,3,0,3,3,2,2,1,8,15,3,2,6,3,2,5,9,6,1,3,3,4,39,5,34,40,5,42,0,0,1,0,7,12,0,5,27,153,47,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176959087353592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465960805939776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823136370847983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213432804258426,0.1345318345247549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810232807209578,0.0,0.1212099353322297,0.21349218693251415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05579426959681246,0.07883122771917725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729537429664164,0.0,0.06271219323722763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068606773746403,0.0,0.10866861456998186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190028213154643,0.0,0.12208153591845528,0.0,0.06064329370471362,0.17989348847347858,0.12447513107855025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794066612702366,0.16172849316704346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14731366718850733,0.0,0.0,0.12019917852121867,0.0,0.0,0.11120284717093272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17615430087631118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131457717395974,0.11735425749109105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477332745003655,0.16784626031066344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20862533554469026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897168642237252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21207148211601504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116760760585944,0.08793150141262672,0.10045488374838972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810348980392055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25280201498680205,0.11535763193883095,0.0,0.0,0.12521937010553744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886919611497049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930309769198838,0.12682653188688234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779203991933932,0.11487411147157735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731410997353219,0.06508494897937538,0.0,0.1770258627218632,0.0,0.09921433530995796,0.0,0.0,0.1231974046850718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606664518578228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TBBklynite,2019/02/06,"I went on a job interview today.... AND I didn't at all feel overall anxious or nervous!

It helps my friend and I did a fake interview two days before. However, I couldn't really get to sleep last night but when I did, I woke up refreshed and managed not to be stuttering mess.

I feel like this is a major improvement for me.",1.26792207792208,3.5114913333333355,3.462900432900433,87.02863636363638,82.63636363636364,7.40779220779221,24.58008658008658,8.418075326091056,1.8493359307359307,252,10,52,6,7,86,50,66,0.124,0.669,0.207,0.7604,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,3,0,6,1,1,0,1,10,11,6,0,1,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,5,2,9,2,6,4,2,9,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,6,35,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32395666219617764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440112513581033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18493618304619652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28998848351335593,0.2048610757428595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22154971258585807,0.0,0.1498200263313277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922088779103388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845645999909559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337473018883813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400962285593168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26910440669822056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837055069742813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286966638610156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718145180798849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28012240698645274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658289704840181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,joebos617,2019/02/06,"Anti-anxiety meds when you’re already on a ton of meds? I currently take 30mg Prozac, 150mg Wellbutrin, 40mg Memantine, and 72mg Concerta. I worry about adding something else on to it, but I am sick and tired of being such a nervous person all the time. 

It’s gotten a lot better with the help of CBT and having a friend I met in school who always listens to me. The fear never really goes away but the difference now is that it isn’t as constant. I still am afraid of being that friend that gets on everyone’s nerves and I still feel it affect me at work a lot. 

A couple of people have suggested anti-anxiety meds. I am seriously thinking about it because I still get nervous calling people I have known my whole life like my friend across the street. I don’t know how else to fix this. ",4.8163975155279495,5.077422844720498,5.860428571428574,81.72207142857145,69.0,8.924472049689443,27.901242236024853,8.841846274778883,1.9902740372670804,622,19,126,10,10,207,100,161,0.141,0.718,0.141,0.4678,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,9,10,0,4,11,0,11,4,0,2,2,17,20,9,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,0,4,1,0,1,10,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,2,14,5,19,16,5,17,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,2,10,84,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495072307138709,0.0,0.11273148118044468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072859900869765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12728935159268154,0.0,0.0,0.08258827954649915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198223982034466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13834178376346076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640739676880396,0.0,0.0,0.14990772942463693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415493568249101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22635485741289285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294584021310567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15245438062447025,0.06850352930713048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140180681364057,0.0,0.14156700901000402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908104097203924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445710245159487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569460707762123,0.06618942919841571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23036309370759425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4514682931775661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449170349265333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878516600767618,0.1182972410053359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679293348774893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711453531819887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430029621640044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245871602649142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018652451768098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681109008568802,0.0,0.0,0.07900036616765588,0.15571608171981716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126028324042035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863216306127448,0.13758806406856988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MikeH2387,2019/02/06,Gabapentin (Neurontin) for anxiety? Anyone here been prescribed Gabapentin for their anxiety? I was recently prescribed this at 100 mg 3x per day for anxiety. I have never been on medication before. Tell me your experience with it please ,5.778461538461535,9.503679153846157,5.605846153846155,68.76415384615385,77.97435897435899,10.29948717948718,36.0051282051282,9.888512548439397,5.296595897435896,193,11,27,7,5,60,31,39,0.134,0.81,0.056,-0.2869,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,5,0,6,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6515694707325628,0.0,0.0,0.1985159711404433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24158588801012856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18309799961171086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27771775564105605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28600873276648864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189683406713734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31164713519463244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803261648283763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24814922620919466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,katqt,2019/02/06,"Seroquel for sleep and anxiety? Hey everyone

So, I'm a female (23F) 5'7 115lbs with a very active lifestyle (I work in manufacturing so I'm constantly on the go)

Over the last little while I've been having some health issues that are causing me major anxiety and I can't sleep for more than 5 hours a night (I can be up for 14+ and still only sleep for 5) so my doctor put me on Seroquel (25mg) yesterday to help with sleep. I took one pill last night before bed and I have a couple of questions about it's side effects. I've been feeling bad all day since I woke up, I went to bed around 1am and woke up at 7am. I can't seem to shake the fatigue associated with it, which is confusing since it's the first time using it - but, I'm keeping in mind that everyone reacts differently to medications.

Anyone else have similar experiences with Seroquel? Or just a general off feeling after the first dose? Just looking for some peace of mind here.

Thanks! :)",1.3075426136363646,3.746530578125004,3.3625946969696976,86.4986931818182,84.36458333333334,6.407575757575757,22.26893939393939,7.686295010490155,1.1627416666666663,749,26,152,14,22,253,119,192,0.043,0.84,0.117,0.9397,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,4,9,5,0,2,10,0,11,10,4,4,1,30,26,11,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,6,0,2,0,7,10,0,1,5,0,0,5,2,4,0,3,6,3,11,1,29,19,5,32,0,1,1,0,3,13,0,6,14,90,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18578244094556276,0.0,0.0,0.08490448833572235,0.12441617423918501,0.0,0.10809565512939304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138636148049136,0.0,0.0,0.10332531983595283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473884041188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121930494569795,0.0,0.0,0.1343565181488153,0.0,0.07831028346494319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686523104707634,0.0,0.12428554310642995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143656576213096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23205714905023914,0.0,0.118778775375042,0.0,0.0,0.12279414429045095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20657126113947366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900968648564147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907108085797506,0.0,0.0,0.0813898690116112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958100387169593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673810088140638,0.0,0.10792977812649482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19795820556621202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217016201633184,0.0,0.0,0.10196798567854982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232479319211735,0.0,0.0,0.24521304040780925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22790177695988106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228198725717774,0.09235060363787648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206753910581038,0.13602588026565315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054245874010832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008911174328236,0.0,0.4860582379150688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697165239886137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179354441131872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708049823148298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349097164975835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487382572524116,0.0,0.10018988166981856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256392172102636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884002049611534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BackyardTortoise,2019/02/06,"Feeling Empty Depression and anxiety suck. I found ways to cope but they can only do so much. It’s been hard to leave the house lately. I dragged myself over to the gym last night just to sit in my car and stare at the front door for twenty minutes. I have work in an hour and I don’t want to be there. I don’t want to be at home either, I get more depressed staying home. I just went for a run and I don’t feel any better. I usually one-two punch depression and anxiety by doing something productive but it feels like they’re winning today. I don’t talk to people about it cause you know... so y’all are my ears right now. Maybe that’ll help. ",0.20544117647058968,2.4219071911764734,1.9544117647058847,96.1898529411765,87.38235294117645,5.1647058823529415,18.058823529411768,6.6274283507984215,-0.10137352941176524,502,13,114,6,16,164,93,136,0.161,0.7020000000000001,0.138,-0.0617,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,1,3,7,7,1,0,5,0,13,1,1,1,0,18,23,9,0,2,5,0,4,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,4,5,0,0,5,1,0,4,4,4,0,0,3,6,16,3,16,17,3,20,0,3,1,0,5,6,1,0,8,69,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710909302615557,0.0,0.2409824446307623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13930075268700662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16180146277478072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4069775864245756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389184327123209,0.11252191017438523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17269657355601414,0.0,0.0,0.08229008602072264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14109392744790986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557256919852116,0.0,0.31598157562326074,0.0,0.15511112082355386,0.18174011834686496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656086482921346,0.12838794686211202,0.1776729847219946,0.16677550765693275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694919685723188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582353739164554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578461335419173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478081757026204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672975517703527,0.1197899764612474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919443290463174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450877604077374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125537450647028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678798308865889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265968978845344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14929673036506388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538599180076836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17346997819207086,0.0,0.1858015660710087,0.125020478516726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600911095525454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466582842261873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MindIfISlytherinIn,2019/02/06,"I can't wait till it's Friday. Winter is very hard and this summer I was so motivated I applied for a job where I had no exp, and I knew I can study since it was sunny and it was a short period with no worries for me. 

They asked me this winter to start training. Surprisingly, I said yes. I get frequent panic attacks, I'm irritated and I'm worse every day. I can't wait for Friday's every week, so I can lay in bed and fuel up for Monday. And when Monday comes, I wanna cease to exist. 

Sometimes I want the worst to happen, so I don't have to wait for it to happen, because I'm tired of being scared and stressed my whole life. I just want it over. 

So, yesterday was fine. I started studying, it felt fine and I felt productive. Then many bad thoughts started haunting me and I tried talking to people or writing it here, but I couldn't. At the end of the day, I wasn't productive and that stressed me even more. 

Today I was about to tell my mentor that I want to quit, but I felt like I should give me another chance, so I ate that thought. ",2.3672038678485094,3.5693147077625578,4.035944131077091,89.07174053182919,75.43835616438356,6.61412839108246,23.841257050765513,7.048011613610866,0.7493403706688158,807,24,178,8,17,271,119,219,0.14300000000000002,0.758,0.098,-0.8074,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,2,11,11,1,4,5,1,17,3,0,1,0,33,43,21,0,6,4,0,4,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,12,12,1,3,7,0,0,1,7,7,0,0,15,5,32,4,23,25,3,26,1,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,20,118,44,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807703883301828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310220200287428,0.1498040090309263,0.0,0.0,0.10994656511797284,0.08027036946630686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342990237739625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698442779612326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662861605462692,0.0,0.0,0.08697281699001459,0.0,0.22189067606761195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3792978162774123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879690544391967,0.12631861081751472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23288682221376603,0.0,0.1179586272749879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067120836682825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300885680429856,0.06433176675546819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350196001731396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449707569135165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128972199215607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005695302515814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525699751562538,0.0,0.13183377091825546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108926328955499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302340168941144,0.0,0.27960947705719497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30167597456025874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583868889215414,0.11509335503806227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20907702546051565,0.0,0.15134577787708856,0.1248164091045566,0.0,0.0,0.08940147896442527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864906470967793,0.23300327032895096,0.0,0.1056250474541841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470150351594465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337265384093615,0.13419227313538618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rebajean133,2019/02/06,GAD Sucks So I've been taking trintellix for a couple years now and i have ZERO libido. I've been reading that you can take buspirone in addition to the trintellix can help with libido. Anyone tried this? Did it help? Is there a different medication I could take for GAD that wouldn't mess up my libido? ,2.1830992736077484,4.905854186440678,3.4971428571428578,85.00203389830509,83.40677966101694,6.761259079903147,20.292978208232448,7.957251820313856,1.218833414043584,243,7,45,5,7,79,44,59,0.043,0.82,0.13699999999999998,0.6757,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,3,0,9,1,0,0,0,5,13,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,4,0,6,8,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,2,31,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192322006037692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21960578711120815,0.30433862332985806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873696810342061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687216821227164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27708487591174485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751253634447097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.620412208254828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18674152716645187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771237815082527
anxiety,LordDrakkon11,2019/02/06,Voice in my head!! I can’t seem to turn off my inner monologue! I can’t make it quiet in my head!! My doctor gave me a prescription all it seems to do is help me sleep. I just want some peace and quiet. Anyone have any victories over this? Any advice? ,-1.054858490566037,1.0337837735849045,1.2428066037735839,97.95213443396229,98.0566037735849,4.159433962264152,12.285377358490566,5.985473137389443,-1.0176773584905658,192,3,44,2,8,64,39,53,0.0,0.83,0.17,0.8413,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,4,3,1,1,8,11,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,9,0,6,10,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,3,0,28,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498504861698524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34774644016939954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17877951121513158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26170240329127675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5248090823440565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17137893749767028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170670400024742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4655284338781071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558676693655527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781097025177375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080846862206845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,peskykitter,2019/02/06,"I'm lonely It took me a very long time to actually admit this like this but there it is.

  


I moved away from where I went to college 5 years ago and slowly lost touch with almost all of my friends. I am NC with my family as they are abusive, and I lost touch with my one high school friend long ago. I only text with my 3 closest college friends from time to time and I have a wonderful boyfriend but I get so lonely at times that I feel like there's no place for me in the world.

  


It's really hard not to blame myself or think that something is wrong with me. I had made friends in this new town which was hard with a 9-5, but they faded me out slowly over time (stopped replying to texts and bailed on everything I'd planned) and that hurt a lot. I go to social events with coworkers which is nice but doesn't lead to anything more. I have a lot of hobbies - I go to book clubs and take art classes - but never seem to click with people and wind up feeling more alone than if I had stayed at home to hang out with my cat. I have issues with trust - I was bullied at home and in school and then by an ex for a year, but I try still and it doesn't seem to work.

  


I don't really know what to do. More and more I just feel like something is so wrong with me that it can't ever be fixed. I feel like I don't belong anywhere and like I'm a giant waste of space. I miss ""home"" but I'm not really sure I know where that is. I've been in therapy for years and just when I start to feel a little better something else comes up. I feel like I'm losing and running out of time.",2.7510696421700658,3.1788782123893853,3.837906887264335,93.79867641400541,73.66076696165193,7.075593176862896,22.408746953956648,6.8959733430537185,0.29970709247146354,1210,26,296,10,23,393,164,339,0.152,0.687,0.161,0.6402,0,5,3,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,2,7,11,23,0,0,10,0,22,0,0,2,4,65,51,28,0,1,13,1,10,6,4,0,0,0,3,0,16,29,0,1,13,3,0,9,9,9,0,1,10,11,37,14,51,40,7,58,0,7,1,0,9,25,0,8,29,183,53,8,0.0,0.10148572428018256,0.0835857345537499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518538176138015,0.0,0.08576988901278038,0.0887114852916824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704857635914204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047454680359825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575380871762606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378314803112238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155274317597735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747874868990164,0.0,0.0,0.0769800953789879,0.0,0.08074676173956534,0.0,0.2598547517036118,0.2447643130556425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647035949221443,0.0,0.04475056534531043,0.0,0.09735803527380946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15345792732539254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904979223499524,0.2577531783892289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169414409874453,0.0,0.0,0.0894002938175563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941461560001486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510766651546493,0.08584759062197306,0.0,0.1516018016430219,0.0,0.09582467155515437,0.18700244023750173,0.1456395632033319,0.0,0.08104767860805688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103641386340616,0.0,0.0,0.0660614762986247,0.0827249554364511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0580412187457932,0.0651435601609689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05938154693157442,0.0,0.08948997067151675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16461601620531038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173372398426962,0.0,0.15595197059056826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873132430988989,0.0,0.1978213958467157,0.0,0.0,0.060626187052438926,0.0912955339523898,0.06840322015353795,0.07161039624202738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072767492569742,0.0,0.0644009835706674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795256337945736,0.0,0.0,0.05488348431946719,0.0,0.0,0.2996724510784268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951645023071088,0.05815329484007337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067333971817508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07940191311950244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288787175349474,0.06235697270274272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872979267448032,0.0,0.16547468009175534
anxiety,Aestheticpsycho,2019/02/06,"I'm so tired of being constantly anxious Or just generally feeling like something is always wrong. I can just never fucking relax and feel like the world isnt ending. Its driving me crazy. I just want to feel okay but it's like I'm slowly burning and I dont know what to do about it. My own mind is going to destroy me if I cant get out of this. Nothing helps: not meditation or cbd or marijuana, prayer, thinking about it or not thinking about it, nothing. It's just constant and unavoidable. Even in my sleep it finds me in horrible nightmares. It's 24/7 and I fucking hate it. I'm constantly thinking and feeling about how wrong everything is and I can't escape this. This life is fucking terrible",2.111103117505994,4.610330230215826,3.72903597122302,84.83221103117509,81.23021582733813,6.2965947242206255,27.971702637889692,7.554174236665415,1.883163645083933,558,26,105,9,15,185,77,139,0.243,0.6759999999999999,0.08,-0.9819,0,1,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,11,13,5,0,1,1,11,6,1,1,1,33,29,14,0,2,12,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,13,7,0,0,9,1,0,2,7,8,0,0,0,4,11,5,12,28,1,11,0,0,0,3,1,4,3,5,8,71,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147875151734594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15584703669832908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4472328697040407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616792800882263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218495152852935,0.0,0.0,0.09111631251156392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398279452116663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790116772152125,0.19710655970410415,0.0,0.0,0.12608606823681895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826045367056019,0.07207447744249093,0.0,0.07840157395824669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13619951440565956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246663997080368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581507568195472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743991693285894,0.20218984161862646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392926797824206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639745769830444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647382518647766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380521084378576,0.0,0.0,0.10620255947291857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651831382704491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15855608305682206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136794740494065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016587632363461,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Throway1234554321,2019/02/06,Hairdresser Why can’t I just ask them for their opinion on what might look good? It must be a common question so why can’t I bloody do it. Awkward bastard. ,-0.12593749999999915,2.17686078125,1.2872500000000002,97.23275,97.4375,3.8100000000000014,22.025,5.6839178017228535,0.16945500000000058,123,5,26,1,5,39,27,32,0.242,0.6729999999999999,0.085,-0.6557,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,0,2,3,1,1,1,0,6,0,0,0,1,5,8,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,2,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,3,1,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321928390981092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29804045471336515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29839422481010364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.376957210445974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3980596147494556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6412741193939377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,YourOngoingCourtCase,2019/02/06,"Long car rides I’m meant to be going in the car for 3-5 hours this morning but I’m getting too much anxiety, I know I’ll regret not going but I just can’t bring myself to even think about going. Any ideas on what could help? I’d appreciate it so much.",-0.8608928571428578,1.1852618392857153,1.8585714285714303,95.98642857142859,91.32142857142857,4.628571428571429,15.142857142857142,6.18269132825596,-0.6643642857142855,197,4,47,2,7,68,44,56,0.101,0.774,0.125,0.3291,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,13,3,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,7,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,6,10,2,11,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19921815745095048,0.0,0.22410832377061954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23389921683774406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934927631993944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305590636945568,0.0,0.499476002689558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963602913522612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884997978936697,0.0,0.0,0.330708397603654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609993653333024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592542795679645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43070848014668706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18771252100193075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Melayla,2019/02/06,"Scared today and actually feeling my aloneness Not feeling great today and it scares me. I think my sinus infection has moved into my ears - I've been lightheaded all day with occasional dizziness. Rational side of me doubts that it's serious since I have the sinus explanation and no other symptoms (I'll go to the doctor in a few days if it isn't better - I'm not posting cuz of the dizzyness so much, but because of how I'm stressing about it.).

But I have anxiety so of course I'm convinced I'm dying. I've been working on my anxiety lately (using Mindfulness and Acceptance Workbook for Anxiety) and I think I might be more sensitive/aware of my feelings currently? But I'm only into the first part of it, so don't really know how to handle my current anxiety. (I'm trying for equal parts researching what the symptoms would be if it was serious, combined with taking things easy today and cuddling my cat as much as I need to)

So I ended up starting the day sobbing into my cat's fur. I haven't let myself cry like that in at least 4 years. Of course, crying just makes me more anxious cuz I'm scared it'll start a panic attack. (sobbing is one of the major features of my panic attacks - crying hard and not able to stop)

I'm sorry... I'm not even sure why I'm posting except I'm just feeling my aloneness so much more than I usually do. I just feel so vulnerable. ",4.070912408759128,5.3228921131386855,5.773437956204384,78.07110583941609,71.29927007299271,8.39970802919708,30.12335766423357,8.841846274778883,2.5712969343065697,1085,45,200,20,20,372,143,274,0.219,0.705,0.075,-0.9894,2,2,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,3,13,19,2,7,9,0,17,8,1,6,2,48,43,24,1,4,13,0,6,1,0,3,6,1,0,0,12,12,0,1,9,0,0,2,8,13,0,2,3,7,24,6,30,34,13,29,0,2,0,1,0,9,2,4,17,136,36,3,0.09385393391893848,0.0,0.09158790091215274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944087413490343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28719201023389634,0.1060282308682175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135447980532273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0572124869962649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300617759226049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092824181062034,0.1815840691064549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097405565782656,0.0,0.0,0.09606347829773124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312672812872146,0.0,0.0,0.061989638195926865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23727684492300255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983210824614469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053339353510888636,0.0,0.0,0.10347429347912278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407469000002851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05157966758943107,0.0,0.10587132545017824,0.0,0.0,0.0959720062306844,0.0,0.045852291367474984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626482296786321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956419227380134,0.09476571850904836,0.0,0.0,0.09975187867682993,0.20698032120738952,0.0695915027820143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06359785458237388,0.07138014596558942,0.0,0.2202347389882791,0.0,0.2032693288702336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17977225014154125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06012523333579975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818924824120264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763694399753811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506179508750764,0.1328605949827429,0.0,0.0,0.07846609125720196,0.10750936420480163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845622200291535,0.195100346742496,0.07056647804084942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06235238334091999,0.12027562239900272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668876659081164,0.0,0.0,0.06372066039693489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105966494373021,0.1033668486278012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846885773162594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832678168794529,0.0,0.0,0.06667114185509884,0.0,0.0,0.06043885632170131
anxiety,-_--___--_-,2019/02/06,Anyone over 40 here? Noticing a lot of younger people here just wondering anyone over 40 dealing with anxiety and why?,5.3514285714285705,8.260678666666667,5.362142857142857,75.32035714285716,71.85714285714286,8.009523809523811,34.3095238095238,8.841846274778883,3.6315523809523818,96,5,14,2,2,30,17,21,0.098,0.902,0.0,-0.264,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,10,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688985152449343,0.0,0.0,0.491557560228124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36238373047220096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29883492772092385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001880225052324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436876339772999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171764100261894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3811895590877604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,croixlatine,2019/02/06,"Moved out and anxiety got worse Hi! 

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I recently moved out of my family house. The change was not that hard because the new apt. is only a block away from my mom and sister.

I always struggled with anxiety issues (panic attacks, depression, dissociative disorder, tension headaches, and the list goes on) but the last years have been easy breezy for me (of course, I still have bad months/weeks but nothing in comparison). I found out now, living alone for about 3 weeks, that I'm really scared to sleep alone! Idk if it's not feeling as ""safe"" as in my family home or what, but I'm not being able to sleep as easily as before, I've never had trouble falling asleep. I'm having really irrational fears and I feel profoundly lonely.

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My friends, family and BF (he's moving next month)  are staying some nights with me but I feel frustrated because it makes me feel as my anxiety will always be a ghost making me unable to do normal things without struggling.

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anxiety,fu7272,2019/02/06,"How do you rank your anxiety on a scale from 1 (none) to 10 (really bad)? I'm using this online CBT program called Learn to Live that my company has as a part of our wellness package. The anxiety lessons ask me to rank my anxiety on a scale from 1 to 10 but I'm always worried about picking the ""wrong"" number because I don't have any guidance on what each number means. 

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Does anyone know of a source similar to the one for [physical pain](https://www.disabled-world.com/health/pain/scale.php) but for anxiety? I've searched but haven't had any luck.",6.00340970350404,7.040539745283022,5.789299191374662,80.52726415094341,66.64150943396226,9.453369272237195,34.01078167115903,9.606745405546679,3.217357412398922,447,20,82,9,7,139,73,106,0.127,0.8240000000000001,0.049,-0.767,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,2,0,3,3,4,0,0,7,0,6,0,0,3,0,12,12,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,2,1,1,1,0,7,2,16,11,3,3,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,0,48,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265175087030554,0.185755086465122,0.20831827318595308,0.2331700550407487,0.0,0.5246042916700612,0.0,0.0,0.1198747813202161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16027318662930296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431451758270923,0.10450818666896076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17505933094935885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15002823315939076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822326227493902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421889891119616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15138459417393946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18674833701223026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617212967641252,0.0,0.3648483339589893,0.0,0.0,0.18565273143109132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098288055434962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14806904995784967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15414508114660447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17410556512444691,0.0,0.0,0.18744264424579785,0.20831827318595308,0.0
anxiety,lolliepopp99,2019/02/06,"My mental health: an essay to get my thoughts out. I’m going to type a thing to get all my thoughts out. It might not make sense and I might not even publish this. Who knows lmao.

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Anyway. I’ve suffered with something since I was about 14 (I’m nearly 20 now). I struggled with self-harm up until I was 17, tried to kill myself multiple times when I was 15/16 and at one point slashed my arm open and had to go to a&e to get stitches.

I’ve been on medication, went to counselling and went to a couple of sessions with a mental health service that turned out patronising as shit, so I stopped going.

I stopped taking my medication for some reason and I’ve been living with no help for 3 years.

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I also suffered with an eating disorder from about 16-18. Weirdly though one day I woke up and just…stopped. I’m still confused about that but I’m not complaining. It’s like my mind changed overnight.

It’s still always in the back of my mind though, just not as intense. I don’t give in to it because of how much my boyfriend suffered last time.

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I have suffered with panic attacks and social anxiety.

I get panic attacks when I get stressed in crowded places or sometimes for not really much reason.

My social anxiety is so much better than it was, I think it’s a result of me getting a job as a bartender. That sort of made me act more confident and learn social cues and situations slightly better. But I’m still not perfect; I overthink social situations and I cannot make or answer the phone unless it’s someone I know well or unless I’m at home with nobody else around. And even in that instance it’s only when I’m in the right mood. I make my boyfriend make all the important calls.

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Recently, I’ve been anxious to leave the house. At the start it was just a nagging feeling in the back of my mind whenever I was on my own, but a few weeks ago I was walking to the train station to visit my (very ill) auntie at about 6am and I got this overwhelming feeling that something terrible was going to happen or that someone was following me. I was so scared. I kept looking behind me and I had a horrible tight feeling in my chest. It was one of the worst feelings.

Now I feel anxious when I need to leave the house in the dark on my own. Every noise I hear makes me jump, my chest feels tight, and it’s just generally a horrible experience. I get anxious when it’s light too but it’s not as bad.

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The other week I had a panic attack, I was so scared of going outside in the dark to go to work that I couldn’t leave my bed. I contacted my boyfriend and he suggested I got a taxi instead of walking to the bus stop, which I did. But I can’t do that all the time as it is significantly more expensive than getting the bus.

I’ve been missing a lot of college because of this fear and I’m scared it’s going to lead to me failing again. I’m scared that I’m going to get worse and end up home-bound and miserable.

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I want to go to the doctors in order to find out what is exactly wrong with me and to hopefully get some help with this but to do that I have to change surgeries because the one I’m registered to is not near me… but to do that I need to make a phone call to get my NHS number (UK here)… and I can’t. I have been putting it off for weeks. I don’t really know what to do.

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This has been my ramblings about my mental health struggles. Thanks for reading if I end up putting this on Reddit.",3.541881732129255,4.710787185289958,4.516743281471005,86.89600709933632,72.47949080622348,7.192351213143294,28.306196278968557,7.539968504222095,1.5275131324121425,2728,104,568,31,52,887,276,707,0.208,0.7290000000000001,0.063,-0.9988,1,0,2,0,0,1,93.0,0,0,0,6,36,40,6,14,34,0,42,12,4,12,5,114,112,53,1,6,25,0,8,1,0,2,7,1,2,0,39,35,1,6,17,1,1,20,15,32,1,4,31,11,71,7,104,78,15,86,0,8,1,0,19,34,1,13,32,380,110,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03685787218042698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03325125023343519,0.03459761960249175,0.3604124748018657,0.3536669847776181,0.0,0.0,0.06361667352241916,0.14091958913083236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03701472521600463,0.0,0.14190864525547686,0.0,0.06394440541093893,0.03471729096196075,0.07603974992931313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354768534027317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491499197313224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797156353672572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046007118364790295,0.0,0.02681544989548905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047653908637765585,0.04255855816683494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04254638682519882,0.0347344821958483,0.0,0.07365449923268952,0.0,0.0,0.05492596499006247,0.0,0.03503266861733997,0.0,0.0,0.04067289963447584,0.0,0.046788693028313365,0.12614359486340398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03800306870864213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389602984975369,0.039887012031315006,0.21267618217456574,0.0,0.06651012726251973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036768768352728014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259174715871358,0.04686331445740628,0.0,0.05573995797010005,0.0,0.08341560633731958,0.04129799811736401,0.0,0.09595472228288976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04126141054388057,0.0,0.046001748681611096,0.0,0.06855330419727232,0.033892983832308814,0.0,0.13208061323807035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.020313728420256832,0.0,0.036715613870518526,0.0,0.034916454007361084,0.0,0.0,0.03534955188689142,0.0,0.03934369284351249,0.16652853138820406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377429419694829,0.12570759508597068,0.08821892655366376,0.12595085296274844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169753370988344,0.061661602755763614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270185262878585,0.031623215688885285,0.0,0.14635436560824205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04344190949258218,0.0,0.039306231618653854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359811340033904,0.0,0.0,0.041590925997708826,0.0,0.0532740076782456,0.08550165980574431,0.04105491181384344,0.0,0.0,0.03550881436362427,0.0,0.0,0.16651402901656892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043376668117102515,0.0,0.04268093779106405,0.03439513596180669,0.09347459127390907,0.0,0.1695409653503646,0.07046064560902641,0.06402012880760763,0.04112336072351548,0.0,0.029430307229396376,0.0,0.09961674397520967,0.13904987693841087,0.047629376023724,0.08693620624990316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031262740154195515,0.0,0.0,0.03828097736541659,0.0,0.0,0.02762368779767581,0.026642576151862718,0.08170363708362358,0.06601923323921506,0.07273632676087585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0282298692488229,0.04522674535085866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03430758558235472,0.024524768986397518,0.0,0.10005811918007007,0.0,0.0373851203968333,0.07708954863638544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030270497845253732,0.0,0.04237324000335271,0.0,0.04546084617494334,0.3536669847776181,0.026775946778983668
anxiety,KazBrekker18,2019/02/06,"Embarrassed about my anxiety I’m a 21 year old male who is in my second year at university. I’ve always had anxiety but this year at university, it appears to be worse (mostly social anxiety). Today I was in the library with 2 friends doing work when I suddenly started to get really anxious and I couldn’t control it. For 4/5 hours I just sat with my ear phones in, just thinking about it and it was horrible while my friends messed around and were talking with others - I pretended to work so they thought that’s what i was doing. One knows about my anxiety so she asked me if i was okay when everyone else left and she helped me calm down a bit but I just feel so embarrassed about it. My other friend probably just thinks I’m a dick because I didn’t talk to anyone for hours but the thought of talking to someone made me want to scream. I couldn’t even get up to leave because i couldn’t have faced explaining why I was leaving to anyone or making up an excuse. Any advice to not feel so guilty about my anxiety? Or how I can stop isolating myself from others when I get anxious? ",3.264137224782388,5.047586875576037,4.4462288786482365,84.65759728622633,74.25345622119816,7.955862775217612,27.26292882744496,8.680891452615391,2.052163543266769,860,33,171,17,18,282,121,217,0.203,0.7090000000000001,0.08800000000000001,-0.9785,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,3,19,9,0,2,6,1,17,3,3,4,0,38,37,19,0,5,11,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,12,8,0,2,8,1,0,1,5,4,0,2,12,4,28,5,30,21,2,25,0,0,0,1,17,10,1,5,14,121,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139127727374434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485014717077234,0.0,0.0,0.07751820044795475,0.0,0.43601632969583376,0.2575561348222845,0.0,0.1594111615303484,0.0,0.0,0.10147669621672133,0.10656676308963893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897644894823216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444930926855555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785127809061553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522535902844326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529038012818813,0.0,0.0,0.10892386373393803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527516126747675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642088941361873,0.0,0.17866772659934949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640617009928459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22451753844598396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06264680505828506,0.0,0.0,0.2414013015534084,0.1238522125420005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078616130047299,0.07609028160406613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961501416417508,0.0,0.07724366178279753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290223026224704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302594118779382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620008615996467,0.09658471713589306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068384484429235,0.0,0.0,0.0953020861205158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27486640290865416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608243561535014,0.0,0.1809932030234272,0.0,0.0,0.10805071300377037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723520214441182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285969339752628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597449238086195,0.0,0.11616718423399867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22022056908566545
anxiety,birdgh0st,2019/02/06,"I just requested an extension on an assignment due tomorrow and I feel awful about it It's the first major assignment of the semester. I emailed the professor today asking if they would be willing to accept the assignment late or if I should turn in what I have been able to complete as-is... I know they're going to be pissed, and I understand why. I just feel so stupid for not asking for help sooner. I feel like anxiety traps me in this feedback loop where I'm scared to ask for help or an extension, so I don't do it (or I wait until it's too late) and then I'm even more anxious about doing well on the assignment because I don't have the time or resources I should have asked for in the first place. I just really hate myself rn.",5.081471670345842,5.059513291390733,6.113598233995585,81.11416482707877,68.40397350993378,10.154819720382637,29.360559234731426,9.994966539143718,2.6077941133186173,581,19,121,13,9,194,86,151,0.17800000000000002,0.774,0.048,-0.9626,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,2,11,7,3,1,10,1,14,1,1,0,0,23,29,13,0,5,10,0,3,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,6,0,0,1,3,4,1,2,1,3,17,3,17,22,2,18,0,0,0,0,9,7,1,6,11,87,23,6,0.15556775617599425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900890766696208,0.1757472838775755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5817394076845304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483266023717728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16310983255010925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275103575979253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359791954319502,0.11113763609603776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646517078629513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841274089516546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535909519317541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20854757547441566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549597034602599,0.0,0.35097441004205376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600254763670193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16253519429485055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966068814640318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15575046294666056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071280966897774,0.0,0.1474600427945623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16921304631373846,0.0,0.16195152057080112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398740957386609,0.0,0.14037570293224735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105108705304492,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fatcat505,2019/02/06,"I can't handle the minimal amount of pressure put on me My social anxiety has been pretty bad for the last couple of years. I almost never leave my house because i don't really have anything to do outside, since i don't have a job neither do i study. My anxiety acts up all the time when i'm at home because i'm wasting my life and i know it. ""If only i had something to look forward to"". Well, now i do. I've got the chance of landing the job that i've always wanted. I thought this would give me a little bit of peace because now i have the chance of working and doing something useful. But...it's just making me even more anxious. Whenever i have to exchange words with someone in order to get the job or whenever i think about the duties i'll have there, all i can think is ""i won't be able to handle it, it's my dream job but i can't handle it"" I just feel so useless.
If i'm at home wasting my life = anxious
If i'm about to do something useful with it = anxious as well
What am i supposed to do? I've been constantly thinking about how being dead must be easier than dealing with all of this unnecessary anxiety over small things that everyone else can perfectly handle. I know i'm being weak. But i guess that's what i am, i'm not as mentally and emotionally strong as everyone else. Sorry for the wall of text, i just feel so frustrated for not being able to act like a normal human being.",2.0804436860068267,3.7090744914675775,4.1637351535836205,86.08527508532423,77.12286689419795,6.8723003412969295,25.03058020477816,7.699297019823105,1.3342085733788394,1098,39,227,16,25,377,142,293,0.15,0.7340000000000001,0.116,-0.8749,4,0,3,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,3,16,10,1,1,12,0,33,3,0,4,6,42,56,16,1,7,11,0,2,1,0,3,3,0,2,1,13,6,0,1,8,1,1,4,9,5,2,0,5,3,30,5,35,42,7,23,0,1,1,0,4,11,0,6,10,153,43,6,0.19972221748580996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999647549874773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309244218072709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22918042456934376,0.33844388563490035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217718377751125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337985459902685,0.182623215037122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902246694684464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791438224225973,0.0,0.0,0.1104944174353799,0.0,0.0,0.10295241822736473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16684228491419995,0.11233030639799216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06595732051214166,0.0,0.0,0.19084313771529052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098555414201166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05217330770290084,0.09579587494901842,0.0,0.0,0.07986805114759543,0.0,0.11000826972125828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20033766849251175,0.0,0.0,0.11522631188020395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3963869664218998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976210754297863,0.08140013191010427,0.0,0.1057384953529088,0.0,0.0,0.1410697086979102,0.048787093552344216,0.10008706541496752,0.0,0.0,0.08385818068112738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665806552010671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063651002940667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701904330460539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784268404707316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594887311288079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159464830817193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038799610992973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397358335053521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082606141088355,0.0,0.0,0.10179582455743016,0.08461199337631692,0.2306338808479348,0.0,0.11178633548829152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634328336801308,0.19196089880283254,0.0,0.07927856574777661,0.058229815569751577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724958705002323,0.0,0.0,0.05890066924867742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795742591938126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270007650489975,0.0,0.0,0.07093846649577898,0.0,0.0,0.06430727995537268
anxiety,FiftyNineBarkingDogs,2019/02/06,"Its not always a negative thing! There's times when the anxiety brings me down terribly, I feel awful, paranoid, like nothings going to get better and everything that could go wrong goes  through my head all at one time. 

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But I just want to talk about how my anxiety can seem to create periods of insane happiness. Like manic enthusiasm, energy, physical activity and positive thinking. My head is literally spinning wheels of enthusiasm. Does anyone else have this from their anxiety? When instead of everything being negative all at once, everything changes to being positive all at once? ",7.593094059405942,10.20700983168317,7.90998762376238,60.83844678217821,64.54455445544554,12.574752475247527,38.367574257425744,11.93303328291395,6.0779792079207935,487,26,66,19,8,159,76,101,0.14800000000000002,0.575,0.277,0.9528,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,7,6,0,0,2,1,6,2,2,1,3,14,14,6,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,0,1,7,4,14,11,3,12,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,7,49,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814105199611742,0.16685986711029774,0.1871279007317061,0.0,0.0,0.3534307083832973,0.0,0.0,0.10768098177878407,0.15779207971033732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362012456299634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16291248974434422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295715528155965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476719008967286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864795729460687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.415218127912768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786746185665555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804590930258821,0.0,0.17504447500199968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393677875181906,0.0,0.0,0.31609862253861937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504740823006024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14776797827839586,0.0,0.0,0.3280117790059192,0.1043549680851736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019659877471335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378005755292075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231132820916836,0.09867753259361464,0.0,0.0,0.17959827943000467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083369705736627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16837576458790132,0.1871279007317061,0.0
anxiety,Boxedwinetime,2019/02/06,"Work Boundaries I was going to post a long backstory, but that simply doesn’t matter.  I enforced and protected my work-life boundaries today and it made me feel so good.  The fact that I identified they were being violated at all is a step, let alone going into work on my (now violated) day off to make my concerns heard is HUGE.  Big thanks to this community and my amazing husband for the support I need to protect my mental health.",8.465963855421688,7.142805927710848,8.709728915662652,69.57615963855423,62.01204819277109,11.191566265060242,37.61746987951807,10.125756701596842,3.7776530120481926,344,14,61,6,4,114,62,83,0.069,0.636,0.295,0.9752,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,2,2,6,2,0,4,0,7,1,0,2,2,12,16,5,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,4,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,4,2,11,4,9,10,1,14,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,4,42,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419367260293976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15065116542209364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811399554342415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655178664786547,0.19593063394860394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24830338868902124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23886943371787914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20672657790067356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210357537160368,0.15592825173199218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354114981713822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732097047253466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22372198558755005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26508385591341793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215065340170442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22142326749087504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.510185635079901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Petthedogyouheathen,2019/02/06,"Roommate drama ALL THE TIME. I feel scared in my own house, I hate being here. My partner and I are living with my partners best friend and girlfriend because we had money troubles (still paying rent but just not super expensive). The girl, let's call her Lucy (for Lucifer), is passive aggressive as hell. She always makes snarky comments loud enough for me to hear, but not loud enough to be directly talking to me. Now a family member of hers is having money troubles so we are being kicked out. They didn't tell us, until I asked her boyfriend to confirm we could keep living with them for a few months. We are moving out middle of the month so we sent them half a month of rent because they are genuinely garbage people and she asked for the whole month of rent because we moved some stuff in early before the 1st of the month when we moved in. She refused to let us step into the house before the 1st apart from dropping some things off. My boyfriend as politely as possible said ""absolutely not"". We aren't on the lease so ya know, sorry that you can't take advantage of your boyfriends friends. She's always home because she never works, and I feel so nauseous and horrible when I get home. I just don't know how to let the little things go and ignore her for the next few days.",5.0832211764705875,6.106494828000003,4.966094117647058,85.65092941176471,68.72,7.48235294117647,27.50588235294118,7.5105763829236425,1.4412235294117657,1017,32,197,10,17,314,141,250,0.142,0.816,0.041,-0.9797,3,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,10,3,4,4,12,12,3,1,14,0,19,0,0,2,2,40,34,19,0,1,7,0,2,0,5,0,0,4,5,3,4,19,0,3,4,1,7,6,8,7,0,1,4,6,39,5,32,23,10,33,1,0,0,0,42,11,1,2,15,143,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16528868760822654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18570641099828447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421844935437641,0.0,0.169032401639597,0.0,0.10423292084903478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141945994234867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930099882879725,0.0,0.0,0.06405484787355607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20525355316256552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363248970903046,0.0,0.10044096233937742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15347275911466451,0.0,0.05189194908747593,0.0,0.05644731156692116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980604857373652,0.0,0.0,0.11194376712377116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19925729365130976,0.0,0.0,0.22920984591102386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828247342527099,0.0,0.0,0.10917018581203776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30469220458212226,0.0,0.0,0.09954731895481483,0.17540731706730875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629859394647296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3963916820690789,0.31669255462051793,0.0,0.0,0.07660369736738913,0.0,0.105630691486834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885777165788892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119712863768842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944785189971854,0.0,0.0994392303601019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111834975629004,0.0,0.0,0.07931914133904391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370059231387653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467821992516246,0.07983172818658038,0.0868123134522436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197101868385125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057915795604246464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389456709071764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108901144660676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230802175952722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,8bit-meow,2019/02/06,"I feel guilty taking two days off work because of my anxiety. Part of me tells me I need to take care of myself, the other part tells me I’m being a disappointment and need to suck it up. I had to quit my last job due to panic disorder and depression. I wasn’t able to take any more short term disability, unpaid time off, or a leave of absence. I knew it was time to finally let myself be defeated, walked in that morning, told my boss “today is the day. Let’s go down to HR.” They were really understanding and told me that if I ever got better and wanted to come back I could. 

I got another work from home job that I’ve been doing for two months. It’s a lot easier at home but the past two days I’ve had overwhelming anxiety again. I haven’t missed much time but I just couldn’t do it the last two days. I felt sick to my stomach and on edge. I clocked in, let my supervisor know I needed to log off (but didn’t say why) and clocked out. I’ve been doing so much better. I don’t know why this keeps happening though. I take my meds, I take magnesium. I get my sleep. I take care of myself. 

It’s frustrating and of course I’m beating myself up over it. I’m not worried about losing my job. I start a new work from home job (that will pay me double for the same work) 26 days from now. (They don’t know that yet.) 

I just hate days like this. I feel like a failure. What I wouldn’t give to be one of those normal people who could just go to work every day and be fine.",0.4948742012779554,2.4394463897763607,2.5505660942492017,94.19776607428119,83.50479233226837,6.085023961661342,17.44898162939297,7.292943589461545,0.016463338658147197,1132,24,267,17,32,380,154,313,0.14300000000000002,0.769,0.08800000000000001,-0.9348,4,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,2,11,11,17,3,2,10,0,27,3,2,1,1,41,65,15,0,10,9,0,3,2,0,2,1,1,3,0,17,10,0,1,8,0,1,4,8,10,0,5,14,4,41,7,37,39,9,44,0,6,0,0,9,13,1,3,29,169,58,11,0.07372261623828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050133907098261696,0.0773045911191609,0.11279519926921992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0566881412617153,0.0,0.044940622590270735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040332611579358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033024121947347,0.0,0.0,0.06350550604271875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772302040477164,0.0,0.0,0.3328149198767341,0.0,0.06349718133922277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449250523700708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668632708695757,0.06211448381111681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455273977368619,0.052667451771102484,0.07078527283882324,0.08075952255602284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038517024195727605,0.07072145117333796,0.08379652349314487,0.0,0.11792542178982846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06519266606683195,0.0,0.0,0.07278582069491915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22184938518511926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926332841207708,0.06552804866218677,0.0,0.0,0.1215480656147445,0.1201875437214261,0.0,0.0780616058908869,0.0,0.2261591098911261,0.0,0.07203429284167807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08247675005572441,0.0,0.0626763319800806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818892070665764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058844688926609434,0.0,0.10838921113615828,0.16399315741441853,0.0,0.07120176215763005,0.0,0.0,0.07223251111998241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0499563527193631,0.0,0.0,0.08649760573059155,0.0,0.15966881833910085,0.0703765790873441,0.051109979556557036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841307706561497,0.0,0.0,0.04722859573771972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05862718344182821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377585783004745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05218124722167795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33258139511035195,0.0,0.1288736320962038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07243209614394262,0.0,0.1289647511703485,0.0,0.06988042003463307,0.14089023825797656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880651349987529,0.07674784347175323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04348350914446083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133046388671251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683547132679477,0.07486889537092546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Spalding636,2019/02/06,"Is reddit a good place for people with anxiety, or does it make you feel worse? Been a reader of Reddit for a long time but only just started contributing. But already after just posting a few replies I’m worried that I might cause offence or upset someone. Does anyone else feel this way?",3.852,6.204817472727277,4.361818181818183,83.38272727272731,74.27272727272728,5.854545454545455,27.363636363636363,6.742157984588678,1.4714727272727277,231,9,39,2,5,73,44,55,0.221,0.745,0.034,-0.8693,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,2,0,12,8,4,0,0,6,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,1,5,6,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,4,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24948300021473024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17294926293013668,0.0,0.0,0.15807918770349527,0.2316439112516509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23224466637636626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39568524704249003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888593905154404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22862393926014976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18962373234846566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20007216067822492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509090052745279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398333248054403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719427169654207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15673421120668282,0.0,0.2362036809224881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21652049534351628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19155539026051369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16001936792051305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318280612613908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17945041302714546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22959346416667106,0.23039307844221135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bestillmyheart08,2019/02/06,"When will I hear back about my MFA applications? I [26] applied to a few MFA programs for admission in fall 2019 and as I’ve never applied to any other grad programs, I was just wondering when I’ll probably hear back? I know it’s different for all schools and they have a range on their website but for those who applied to MFA programs...when did you hear? ",4.37732394366197,5.469359126760569,5.071943661971833,83.99101408450704,70.40845070422534,8.496901408450704,32.50985915492957,8.841846274778883,2.6114935211267607,282,13,57,5,5,91,49,71,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,2,8,9,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,8,0,10,6,2,8,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,5,39,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15355963017008115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472703609601634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359250585463571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7635182478979982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410014887466647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741598253576415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434630953387509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22853339286109586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448830457452013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LintPlastic,2019/02/06,"How do you stop caring? I am very emotional and a sensitive person. I had a abusive past filled with sexual abuse and verbal and physical. I never learned self-confidence and I never gained self-esteem. I grew up hating myself. Though as an adult I know none of it was my fault and I accept that.

I'm 27 years old and since I was 20 I've been trying to learn to love myself and have confidence. I'm definitely better than I used to be but I'm still so over emotional and I'm constantly getting offended and hurt by anyone's words. Even if they are complete strangers. And when someone's words hurt me I constantly think about it or think about what I should have said. Feeling weak and pathetic. I know I shouldn't care about what others think of me. I know it doesn't matter. And I try so hard not to care or to be strong. But I just can never be strong enough to not let it hurt me.

Yesterday at work a manager screamed at me for 20 minutes reminding me how I don't matter and she doesn't care about my opinion or if she's hurting my feelings. How nothing I do is ever going to be good enough. I tried to talk and defend myself but it was quickly realized she didn't give a dang. Plus I couldn't risk losing my job because if I lose my job I won't be able to pay my bills. This job has caused my depression to get worse and I've had more suicidal Thoughts than ever. My anxiety is at all-time high. The meds i take for it don't help at all. At the end of this verbal assault she said ""I feel better now do you?"" And I looked at her in tears because I had started crying while she screamed at me and said no I feel worse. And she was completely shocked that I said that. She was in pure shock. 

I want out of this job because it has destroyed my mental health more than anything. But I'm trying to look for a job I'm getting nothing. It's gotten so bad I cried all yesterday in front of my parents which I never do. But I couldn't stop crying because I'm the one who allowed myself to get this crappy job and to not have a good life. I've let my anxiety hold me back from opportunities ever since I was 20 and now here I am in this abusive job because I've been too scared to do other things. Because I always feel like I'm too stupid.

I feel so weak and pathetic  that I allowed her to do that to me but I couldn't lose my job. I also can't go to corporate because anyone who tries to defend themselves end up getting run off of fired. I wish I had stayed strong or just not give a damn about what she said about me. Because her opinion shouldn't matter. 

But I've never been able to have a 100% confidence or love myself. And I just want to. I want to so badly but I don't know how. It hurts so much that I have no idea how to save myself or love myself truly. If I just didn't care about what others said or their opinions I could do so much with my life. But I'm always supposed terrified of conflict and I cry so easily. I feel so ashamed and week. Because I don't know how to help myself.

Please can anyone help me figure this out? how the hell do I get confidence and truly love myself? I've been fighting for years and I have no idea what to do anymore. I just don't want to care anymore about what people say. How do I accomplish this? It seems so hopeless.

 I'm so sick of my anxiety controlling me! I just want to be in control of myself.

I want to see a psychiatrist but I can't afford it. Nor does my insurance cover it.

Any advice is much appreciated. And I apologize if I'm not supposed to post this here.  Thank you!",1.3758582949308753,3.2515060981182806,3.178261136712752,91.20667741935483,80.08870967741936,6.186912442396313,21.78448540706605,7.2259226712905225,0.6130514439324117,2763,83,608,36,70,922,258,744,0.269,0.59,0.141,-0.999,12,0,0,0,3,1,63.0,0,3,2,14,49,52,8,3,14,0,67,10,0,14,11,141,137,75,1,19,33,1,9,1,0,4,6,9,0,2,39,32,0,6,24,0,2,6,32,30,0,1,24,21,110,22,76,97,10,56,1,10,3,4,40,19,3,16,30,422,149,14,0.09252106878279204,0.16443350602572196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04520525880796717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03699453263932866,0.07698494093557147,0.0,0.0,0.03145874972746758,0.0,0.10616754656630156,0.0,0.09175603907972144,0.09703932377239126,0.0,0.03806847815113736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035571495454609484,0.0772512278260065,0.2537999315121463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182736669347537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829941874901601,0.04752231187063657,0.0,0.0,0.0970065803317607,0.09998240664234563,0.1037702458660636,0.036935272457586696,0.0,0.2032600992064055,0.0,0.0,0.03984413048508432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04048290539015067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407374938523446,0.08194620523342769,0.09559899649327146,0.0,0.030554646672026318,0.1255359054677815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16373501313276986,0.03304853501250515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450153193181572,0.08875463978758992,0.05258185553812751,0.07760228286262956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04144035231971732,0.045672700363486834,0.0,0.049172784817940865,0.0,0.0,0.0930223832170163,0.048876794464092765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24761429424559595,0.1044450249525742,0.0,0.0,0.3672515381272344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711789942009916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460906132459884,0.06535036705435694,0.0226005603937862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769439575093474,0.1552611149926451,0.0,0.0,0.16700775368033727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05138502501787896,0.0,0.04661973807271798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020204467489511,0.0,0.17839487997064024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877646080411293,0.0,0.04854264898428192,0.0,0.0313473353356501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05136684887649882,0.0,0.04416091456516167,0.032071229802503515,0.0403929142785744,0.0,0.05078017498399818,0.0,0.0,0.04430480435414805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26402617057199923,0.0367882337099307,0.04631486514126161,0.0,0.03686365653836438,0.04211385308576342,0.09651965283578416,0.0,0.0,0.07653438418346951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039196400668721605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03274344434389391,0.04930757450127148,0.036943722522137235,0.07735175632163348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050601516235628766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034782164667790084,0.037182465225905785,0.0,0.04259048476878877,0.0,0.0,0.030733443484845687,0.08892564755849115,0.045450740161984464,0.03672569695493332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703933115264207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03995424870654034,0.0,0.038169785667991785,0.16371397051897502,0.0,0.03710741029635892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0531973315231168,0.0,0.0,0.033678219997241764,0.0,0.0942868733857044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05958053487372305
anxiety,ThrowawayBTBUM,2019/02/06,"Anybody here vent super hard to a significant other during a panic attack and immediately regret it? I have a partner who also has anxiety, but it affects us very differently.  When I get anxious and they lead to panic attacks, and they are very intense.  They usually happen at night, when she's asleep, and for context her schedule/routine is so important for managing her stress and anxiety.  I want to reach out to her so badly, but I always end up sending a text and immediately regret it.  She says it's not a problem, and if I want I can call, but I need some type of action plan to go through when I get these panic attacks.  What do some of you do when you have a panic attack, primarily actions that don't affect those around you?",6.643933566433562,6.433428104895108,7.884746503496505,70.37019667832169,65.15384615384616,9.9472027972028,34.658216783216794,9.516144504307137,3.2883153846153856,581,24,103,10,8,200,87,143,0.307,0.6,0.093,-0.9905,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,3,3,3,9,14,4,5,6,0,9,1,1,3,0,25,16,18,0,7,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,10,9,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,13,0,0,0,2,20,1,14,16,2,16,0,2,0,0,17,4,0,3,7,81,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832065004652543,0.1023017307769956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18810819595085185,0.1388950842485993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109448872417785,0.0,0.5594797248539957,0.0,0.0,0.10265558712141397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554260593032932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12845341906206398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889452565797847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12846943809302316,0.0,0.06987359818225032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087216023599378,0.0,0.11013633873833914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116362277050798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537740568948142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5770071305681791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764364899859285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777236781682247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408353424032784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14789007069506144,0.0,0.13540872115951044,0.2028882578732102,0.14503462047624546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CherryBinaca,2019/02/06,"The worst part of my anxiety is having lost the ability to look forward to things I think the worst part of having anxiety is how I no longer look forward to anything. For example, I'm going out with my best friends tonight for my birthday. I KNOW I'm going to have a great time, I always do, but the fact that there is SOMETHING to do tonight is giving me a serious case of the dreads. From big things like trips, to small things like a dinner, without fail I just panic because I  can't curl up in a ball on the couch. Even tho these things are almost always fun, and I'm almost always glad I went, it doesn't matter. If anyone has come up with a way to mitigate this, please share.",5.3189285714285734,4.977924892857144,5.816428571428574,84.53107142857145,67.92857142857143,8.714285714285714,28.92857142857143,8.07648339933343,1.7232142857142856,535,16,113,6,8,173,87,140,0.106,0.642,0.252,0.9797,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,5,15,0,2,11,0,13,1,0,1,1,16,26,5,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,8,5,1,0,2,1,0,7,4,7,0,0,2,2,11,8,21,24,5,18,0,2,2,0,3,9,0,3,7,78,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026431775292888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772237062079084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23120778865199865,0.0,0.0,0.10566433993879892,0.0,0.1243562030301047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211936356387104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15858769800687206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017369280334165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981118315196152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167524203318112,0.0,0.0,0.1449649492352978,0.17176625440709034,0.0,0.0,0.16660674200616896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304980958937541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147656014289074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538000078160698,0.0,0.1649617755444902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773029373078994,0.0,0.3272894116419651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16588080367025795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633705121037738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4015809954516434,0.09682950671562257,0.0,0.0,0.08811738775330519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994943622701135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14008673419648485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456711470786108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheDocileHornet,2019/02/06,"Help? On how to improve my mind state Naturally, my anger is always on a simmer and my mind is causing my stomach to hurt because I’m worried about something I did or said.  I tend to over react or exaggerate when telling stories. I don’t know why. I think it’s cuz I’m used to people hating me. At work, I can fake the smiles and small talk however at times I do lash out by using a harsh tone here and there, accidentally. 

The inside of my head is a mess. I’m either sick to my stomach with anxiety about a minor transgression I made / the consequences of my last ‘mask’ slip or im depressed and want to die. Tho logically I know that It’s a dumb idea for many reasons. 

I had therapy before, I bike back and forth to work and I eat healthy/take care of my teeth. I love my job. I don’t complain about my anxiety /anger issues , I stick thro and ignore it or try to calm myself in some way.  

I would describe it as, my insides feel like a fish on a hot sidewalk.

I sweat, my skin gets red, My stomach hurts and I feel gross. I wash my hands every hour at work because it calms me down and really helps. It feels like I’m cleaning my mind as much as my hands. 

Does anyone else get that? Input would be great. ",0.6748809523809562,2.7985786309523846,2.659523809523812,92.61880952380956,84.11904761904762,5.47936507936508,20.84126984126984,6.775458762138228,0.3237079365079363,933,29,208,11,27,312,150,252,0.197,0.679,0.124,-0.9576,2,0,1,0,0,1,29.0,0,0,0,3,9,19,4,0,10,0,12,13,9,8,0,40,33,20,1,3,5,0,7,2,0,2,2,1,1,0,8,11,1,1,9,1,0,0,2,12,0,0,4,9,37,7,30,26,3,18,0,3,1,1,7,11,1,5,7,120,45,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923725930603873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18247337241887127,0.0,0.0,0.08339220994871968,0.12220013248469605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170670719321386,0.0,0.1454045387707949,0.0,0.10148493835458527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159766669850335,0.12251705148090193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272196771784413,0.0,0.12377727407008247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436879033332967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203691671328742,0.09962982587050964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048512180043474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809104900435687,0.1704045491943886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246211070341467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148905691643825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117748576646218,0.12239934229702233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15988038270668015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745108387340104,0.0,0.2553493047061939,0.13463461682874578,0.12882566014573507,0.12448070207329087,0.11835118555905205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13108882640046346,0.09721613405391537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165327995321557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764047849283216,0.11285054560480788,0.0,0.12091504655066185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612681334406265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767281328449694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268268857511131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640361641899203,0.12262332615259268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344744064756615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181530689511652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585994087724344,0.10424205292786942,0.0,0.13638885666569128,0.0,0.0,0.07641959962970593,0.0,0.0,0.06954383762689023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097247403168871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060117259861075,0.0,0.0,0.07034503781724177,0.09466626654618927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761727177346286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604769875939081,0.12111845110536035,0.0,0.16944354527702624,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AskThemQuestions,2019/02/06,"Sudden tiredness/brain fog out of nowhere even when not particularly anxious Does anyone get this? My (health related) anxiety seems to manifest mainly physically. I've been having pretty bad anxiety/depression episode in the past two months with myriad of different weird symptoms. Today i have been feeling much better (except constantly feeling out of breath) I have, been socializing with my friends when bam out of nowhere I got super tired, brain foggy and sad even though I felt relaxed at the moment.

So instead of going for a beer I had to head to home... I keep telling myself that it's just anxiety but these feelings are just so weird.",6.2972367149758455,8.521951226086959,6.221159420289857,73.21859903381645,67.17391304347827,9.285024154589372,33.647342995169076,9.725611199111238,3.6557053140096634,521,24,82,12,9,164,85,115,0.108,0.772,0.12,0.1049,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,10,8,0,0,3,0,8,7,3,0,0,17,17,7,0,0,5,0,4,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,4,6,1,1,5,2,0,1,1,4,0,1,6,4,9,4,17,11,2,14,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,1,8,57,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546741162809298,0.188045941634672,0.0,0.1163886932754882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13898235958988642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14721527181031466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716360219204705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798779279460298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14336681568600546,0.0,0.0,0.1739092803348261,0.0,0.0,0.14566525018475238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198829460926129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524928353493342,0.0,0.1598221991957698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860215326230814,0.0,0.08696548401324491,0.0,0.09459979549792072,0.0,0.13312868267424516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17083009931610935,0.17693310136107526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16696720098472506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795220002958198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286220732179674,0.0,0.1223630382291497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15889943190902509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16934383025104474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515337124858173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696791624478903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17300971692172706,0.0,0.0,0.14548836554505146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16354047153909074,0.0,0.0,0.1913146927396473,0.15777918149852338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260163145785075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SandyKY,2019/02/06,"Thanks to the girl who knew I was having an anxiety attack especially when I did not know I was having one. This just happened within the past hour. I’m casually speaking to a store associate woman in a fabric shop and BOOM IM HOT I CANT BREATHE IM DIZZY IM DISORIENTED I NEED TO SIT DOWN IM SWEATING BULLETS I AM TINGLING. it was the scariest moment of my life, and i gave birth last year. I’ve never experienced this ever! The other associate girl made me aware that I might have been having one and she says to power through it and I did. Thanks girl you the real MVP. ",1.316165413533838,3.878763824561407,3.2155388471177946,86.51210526315793,86.19298245614037,5.713283208020051,21.30075187969925,7.1686216300943375,0.8570120300751873,452,15,88,7,14,151,78,114,0.07200000000000001,0.8390000000000001,0.08900000000000001,0.2423,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,3,4,1,0,8,0,13,4,2,1,2,14,22,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,4,7,4,0,0,2,2,2,0,3,1,0,2,9,5,13,3,9,12,0,13,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,1,9,61,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709471050356855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18900535753772607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502808539826922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469148168432883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16361194299576026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7178279116393429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913048091388068,0.13542421285989967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173478089684668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15720329200568334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762456021426866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231888295553214,0.1281354596116323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22515809991265148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15859701482487315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891008140103566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13211918513294535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059141238711073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106987084231451
anxiety,rpawlik,2019/02/06,"You will get better, I promise! Hi Everyone,

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I just wanted to remind you that, if you are suffering from anxiety, it will get better. I was in your shoes a year ago when I had a year-long bout with near-debilitating anxiety. I felt terrible and was scared that I was ""broken"" and would never get better. I have been fully recovered for about 7 months now and none of the things that used to trigger huge spikes of anxiety cause me any trouble now. 

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Here are some things that may help:

Ditch the victim mentality. I made the decision to stop viewing my anxiety as a plague brought on me by the universe and instead viewed it as a challenge, or better yet, an opportunity. An opportunity to better myself, improve myself, and make much needed changes in my life. ""If I can manage this and get through it, I will know my true strength and I'll be able to do anything!"" And it's true! Stoicism is a great place to look for help with this. And here's something you need to understand: you are worth it. 

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Accept it. This might be the LAST thing you want to hear, but it really makes sense when you think about it. You're already anxious, right? It's already here. Trying to make it go away is actually causing you MORE stress and anxiety because it's impossible. Therefore, since the anxiety is already here, try accepting that it is here and get to know it. This doesn't mean that you have to like it, it just means that you can relax on trying to force it to go away. It's like the weather. Let's pretend you want to go outside but it's pouring. Do you get angry at the weather and scream and shout at it to go away? Do you incessantly google ""how to make the rain go away""? Of course not. You accept that it's raining, without judging it, and either find something to do inside or go play in the rain :)

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Trust your own body and mind to recover. Our bodies are exquisitely complex, same with our brains. We are fooling ourselves if we think we can think our way out of anxiety. It just doesn't work like that. Our bodies didn't evolve such that, when they get worked up into an anxious state, they won't calm down until we find the RIGHT cure on Google lol. I laugh at this because I did it for a while too. No, your body and mind are wise beyond your understanding and they know how to get back to a calm state. You have to let go and trust them to heal. This will help you to relax as well because you don't have to concern yourself with ""fixing"" anything. Let your body do that for you.

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Read self-help books geared toward anxiety recovery. There's plenty of them out there, give one or two a try. The benefit is that understanding what your body and mind are doing when you're anxious is empowering. Knowing that racing thoughts, sweaty palms, and a jackrabbit heart are NORMAL when you're anxious means that you are a NORMAL person, not crazy. ""Full Catastrophe Living"", ""The Mindful Way Through Anxiety"", ""At Last A Life"" are some good ones I've read but I know there are many more out there.

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Meditate. Yes, you've probably read this suggestion a dozen times already but trust me, it works. It doesn't work overnight but it absolutely works over time. The point here is to do steady, deep breathing (which in itself calms the nervous system) while paying attention to your thoughts and body sensations without judging them. The benefit here is that you get intimate with your mind and your body and learn to experience the symptoms of your anxiety with openness and curiosity instead of fear. I have been meditating consistently for years and really turned it up when I was anxious. Now, even if I feel anxious, I welcome it like an old friend. ""Hey, old friend! Welcome to the party!""

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May you be well, may you be happy, and may you be peaceful.

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anxiety,waitwhatnonevermind,2019/02/06,"Does anyone get anxiety in one body part? I know the title sounds weird, but recently when my anxiety is in 'full blown' mode, it feels like it is centered in my hands. When this happens, my hands start to hurt and it straight up feels like adrenaline is coursing straight through my hands as opposed to the rest of my body. It is such a strange and frustrating feeling, especially since simple tasks that I have to use my hands for become painful to complete. 

Does anyone else experience this? ",6.494322344322343,7.641589000000002,5.626098901098904,81.73973443223444,65.5934065934066,9.143589743589745,34.946886446886445,9.2995712137729,3.0916358974358977,393,18,73,7,6,118,60,91,0.181,0.7,0.119,-0.7691,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,3,0,5,7,6,1,0,9,13,6,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,8,8,2,12,13,3,12,0,1,0,0,0,8,0,0,6,45,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757349683522392,0.0,0.0,0.2520274390309395,0.18465625541221375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19903836518479298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4003666479634309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18895679910785734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31542273503293816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15055033246320926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17628932907901476,0.0,0.0,0.2733733014603537,0.2574978056049399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415729141346137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593675779749374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19292878604310548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904396712713408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17609236550545435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221214504279509,0.0,0.19176633781871588,0.0,0.0,0.1951602411131406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17794509179585938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907949757161534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756034516068324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15565185208111718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,stretty,2019/02/06,"Heart attack I just received word from a colleague that their family member just keeled over at age 33 of a heart attack during exercise. 

This has been my single greatest fear since I have been 17 (now 30)

Diagnosed with an innocent (slight) heart murmur (like him too) makes this all the worse. 

Now I am scared typing this on my way to gym. 

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anxiety,Missdriver1997,2019/02/06,"Looking for someone to talk to. No friends i can just Open up to. Il talk to anyone. Ive lost a lot of my friends over the years, We have just grown apart and im so lonely. Ive been lonely for most of my adult life, but its gotten worse in the past 6 months because of this. I have no one to talk to on a daily basis except for my mum and because of my anxiety and depression I dont really feel capable of making friends anymore. 

I used to try really hard at work/uni to make friends but they all seem to hate me and I just feel like il be like this forever.  Ive never had a relationship either. Its just so hard to try to get better from anxiety and depression, when im alone all the time. (I dont suffer really from social anxiety, mainly just GAD). I dont have anyone to be positive with or look forward to things with.  I can only talk to my mum so much and she gets sick of my depressive mood which ive had since i was about 13. 

If anyone you guys just want to talk casually about anything and everything, id love that.",1.823537206931704,3.225757266055048,3.9645259938837927,88.21011213047913,77.25688073394495,7.596738022426095,22.66156982670744,8.344100000000001,1.1647942915392453,796,23,179,15,18,274,117,218,0.206,0.637,0.157,-0.8601,0,5,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,1,1,2,12,18,1,0,6,0,18,3,0,3,3,35,33,15,0,2,12,2,4,2,4,0,2,0,0,2,7,11,0,0,3,1,0,2,6,8,0,1,6,6,24,9,36,25,7,15,0,7,2,1,20,8,0,5,9,119,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409198257901764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306561848916185,0.0,0.09967310444382282,0.21082450268194067,0.0,0.08270634689186979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253278650727835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888877478649171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596922155191949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.353370324277726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032664396018207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163582989835407,0.07180018045798063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31059700895147346,0.0,0.1050185340265517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951490366415708,0.0,0.0,0.1800639437525528,0.09922703462833626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21712344394117505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098904907165543,0.09820249606291596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16879633646030162,0.0,0.1097121454309643,0.08544502905081197,0.09070891378084443,0.0,0.13417459291311562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022144876662693,0.0,0.07388210989490428,0.0,0.07751499163170215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810420894980236,0.07643793029859848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594257759892524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19315658434451954,0.0,0.0,0.10790383788387717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149519790195047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313806638530606,0.0,0.0,0.10245131788386667,0.08515683494752868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.403907119042106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667704873293807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058604774519900524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13647143283650898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680331113337239,0.0,0.0,0.05927994802345045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07316821373142716,0.0,0.10242230890644223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06472137349049847
anxiety,WatsAJoke,2019/02/06,"Psychiatrist won’t prescribe benzos, what now? I’ve struggled with really bad anxiety my whole life. I’ve been diagnosed with GAD with panic attacks, social anxiety disorder, depression, add. I also have un diagnosed PTSD from a rather recent event that’s happened to me which interferes badly with my sleeping (difficulty falling asleep many nights, and waking up easily in panic from noises).

This is a list of everything that has been prescribed to me before that has failed to treat depression and anxiety: Zoloft, Lexapro, Prozac, Risperdal, Zyprexa, Seroquel, Trazodone.

I’m currently on a moderate to high dose of Effexor which hasn’t helped me either, but my psychiatrist keeps raising the dose since I’m having no side bad side effects. About a year ago I had a psychiatrist in a different state that prescribed me .5mg Klonopin twice daily as needed, which helped with general anxiety, but later I switched to Ativan .25mg as needed, because it helped me sleep better and worked better for panic for me, which was also a problem back then even before my PTSD incident. However, now I have a different psychiatrist that says he will not prescribe benzos, even despite my current symptoms and history of them being the most useful medications for my terrible anxiety in my experience. 
 So my question is, what more could I tell my psychiatrist to help him understand my situation, or what other suggestions medication-wise would you have for me to ask about?
  Many things have been tested on me and have failed and at this point I really feel like a guinea pig. I do understand the potential negatives of benzodiazepines such as dependency over extended use, but I do believe sometimes the benefits outweigh the negatives when it comes to medication, plus it is not something I would take every single day, only the handful of nights I cannot sleep and lay in my bed in fear for no reason. I will say again that I AM open to alternative suggestions, so don’t try to deem me as some sort of drug-seeker. I don’t feel some sort of “high” when I take anti-anxiety medicine, I feel normal like I would feel if I didnt have anxiety (with a little tiredness in top) and able to relax. I just had to include that because it’s a natural instinct for some to assume that at first glance when they see questions like this, which I do get lol.

In case you would like a little more background info on my current situation, heres the deal:
I am 19, 3-4 months ago i got robbed and carjacked with a gun to my back. That didnt help my anxiety much, many nights I have trouble sleeping and I often wake up in the middle of the night after hearing sounds that make me suddenly awake in panic. By day I have really bad anxiety as well that truly prevents me from achieving my full potential, I struggle with work and school. Speaking of work I’ve pretty much been out of work since that carjacking incident I mentioned, partly from ridiculous fear, and partly because I can’t even hold the same sleep schedule every day with these PTSD-like symptoms at night. As for school, I am graduated from high school as of last year, which I had really bad panic attacks at the end of senior year and I had to finish my classes online because my anxiety got so bad. Now I don’t feel comfortable starting college classes yet until my anxiety and add are under control, because I really do want to do well and not just waste my time. So since I’m not in class yet I’ve been just doing my best at trying to get my problems under control. 

Anyways sorry for the cluttered rambling mess haha, any advice is appreciated.",8.382254964766176,7.937277505231688,8.373988468930175,69.0698744394619,61.69058295964125,11.591902626521463,37.49993593850096,10.973918162328555,4.238980320307496,2877,123,486,66,35,936,301,669,0.172,0.7070000000000001,0.12,-0.9851,6,0,2,1,0,0,71.0,0,2,2,15,32,41,3,9,25,2,52,20,9,8,0,87,81,39,0,13,14,0,6,4,0,7,11,5,1,0,31,30,0,6,13,1,0,2,17,27,2,2,14,13,69,14,88,58,16,82,0,4,2,0,24,36,0,13,47,342,100,17,0.048069609489462095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04697306605634897,0.08522161691627493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688249868330255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03268898282998097,0.0,0.4045043165584459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04493859595234925,0.10937224069681048,0.0,0.07392512507496148,0.24081669632862665,0.14651393889395786,0.0,0.08180739436300061,0.0541579888882752,0.050446089499960725,0.08502732651609733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041407712201063734,0.0,0.0,0.10782830896858163,0.03837967171761197,0.0,0.0,0.09300276426338966,0.049557656654165824,0.08280456843236984,0.09757928354894686,0.0,0.10044502164328244,0.0550919370305844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05574548591680293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04257540619166324,0.0,0.0,0.09524857113751607,0.0,0.08100143844025798,0.0,0.043201865462815736,0.047021301915579586,0.0,0.10818334964516968,0.12152719444015606,0.03434093862403385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040887985275365066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050228773916555884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689131590223948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042507796919208085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0541779434874276,0.0,0.16110022988453013,0.1523645448909442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04272647757937568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039183147499225225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033952986769649265,0.11742191553394217,0.09635675409593454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03208683760085094,0.14620511759630453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685014876245272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0383687036836633,0.0,0.0706733878698218,0.07128601269725188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255503609060479,0.04709801115519651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036559104116298674,0.0,0.2819966477996496,0.0,0.10410940545567796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045441318438427636,0.0,0.0,0.048904074187340135,0.0,0.0919922486777014,0.16857240335137502,0.0,0.10769792775027584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539731136582374,0.04942356453732207,0.04746294020994519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645376567774098,0.0,0.14594703335191764,0.038305255169780526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929103312196375,0.10806451020768304,0.24052162393275334,0.04900091332584094,0.0,0.037006333853625284,0.04754207292181,0.053809992306559036,0.03402391700956351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050558573912886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992545956859454,0.07228472799872385,0.0,0.042014957447593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03193531259461102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028029775858864882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06527221894261409,0.0,0.0,0.10008431748872,0.0,0.0830334174922739,0.0,0.0,0.028352701117521445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644070371809605,0.0,0.0,0.05366800233026316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399809928584572,0.0,0.0,0.1365890855873623,0.0,0.0,0.09286575746147742
anxiety,mahmahsaysimawhore,2019/02/06,"Wake up with panic attacks almost every morning? So I have really severe GAD and social anxiety along with severe depression. Nearly every morning, i wake up anxious if not panicking. It sucks. Any ideas on how to help this? I’ve tried wake n baking, which helps a ton but I can’t be high for school on Monday’s and Wednesday because I have my important classes. Thoughts? Thanks ",2.2204225352112665,5.124858718309863,3.4663239436619726,82.85666901408452,88.57746478873241,5.656901408450705,24.001408450704226,7.1686216300943375,1.6101481690140842,303,12,49,5,10,98,57,71,0.18600000000000005,0.652,0.162,-0.2116,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,1,1,0,4,4,3,1,0,12,7,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,5,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,5,1,10,5,1,8,0,1,0,0,3,6,1,2,2,31,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058823978966542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981756084153252,0.0,0.15728626142728624,0.2322736489142456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23390388127916456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533410214679633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17708615843089626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464599558290696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756236412814473,0.21723158876067933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321015418192445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24123163247939255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317149897189587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20808191270900636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4645472978284913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20958707145646646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18929225563694568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16322636509487987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959141051798962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ffgto1990,2019/02/06,"I found Lexotan in my parents bedroom I suffer from anxiety but they don't know, only my doctor and my girlfriend do. 
From what I read Lexotan is used to treat anxiety and panic attacks, could it be that one of my parents suffer from panick attacks? Could my anxiety be due to genetic?

No one in my family ever speaks about mental health in any way.",2.613466386554624,5.105192573529415,4.510336134453784,80.02794117647062,79.14705882352942,6.8268907563025225,27.36134453781513,7.957251820313856,2.200699159663866,277,12,47,5,7,94,45,68,0.325,0.633,0.042,-0.9726,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,2,6,2,1,0,0,7,2,0,1,1,9,10,3,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,5,0,2,1,1,10,1,10,5,0,6,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,37,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221551742727885,0.0,0.4124550959587604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4089140692588922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869830157795569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18395066597734386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16256670269650442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16942368109169398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19705330797556428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910335722788644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098769213566879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18111512568812124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435653572505346,0.13668488400175174,0.0,0.2108622737075992,0.3991147816385584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797682737723711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15522006504996272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265308424557846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,123qwertyytrewq,2019/02/06,"Can’t sleep if I NEED to be awake the next day - insomnia anxiety Whether it be the night before something major like an exam or something minor like if I need to drive to see a friend in the morning, I’m fucked: my mind won’t stop worrying about not sleeping and thus I’m awake until 5 am (sometimes later).


 


Every other night where my mind isn’t needed the next day I’m fine - I’ve slept like a baby for the past month before today: I had a job interview in the morning.


 


Does anyone have experience fixing this? I’ve tried all manner of sleep hygiene habits but I think the issue is anxiety rooted. Should I try therapy? I’m getting desprate as it’s starting to ruin my life as it is getting worse.


 


Thanks for any help!


 


**TL;DR: Cant sleep if I need to be awake the next day; will therapy help?**
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anxiety,Boalie,2019/02/06,"Helping girlfriend with anxiety Hi all,
Looking for some advice for something I can do for my girlfriend to help her deal with her anxiety, especially when I’m not with her. I’d like to make something she can use with her coping strategies to reassure her and hopefully help her avoid panic attacks. 

I was thinking something like a jar of reassuring words and love, but as someone’s who’s never gone through what she has, I thought I’d ask to see if anyone had some things that had really helped them in the past. Any ideas would be a great help :))))",11.282075471698114,7.378682962264152,10.107264150943395,69.79787735849057,59.0,13.241509433962266,44.424528301886795,10.686352973137794,4.597969811320754,438,19,83,7,4,138,73,106,0.073,0.7020000000000001,0.225,0.9485,0,1,3,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,1,10,1,2,3,0,9,1,0,2,2,22,20,6,0,3,3,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,5,2,13,7,15,13,3,5,0,0,2,1,23,1,0,4,5,54,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15889914752940992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057935837223104,0.0,0.2487901199922788,0.0,0.0,0.11369964638970854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520170001130198,0.18499064750485475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16764222685518698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17927644901974238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5449652608312937,0.0,0.0,0.16150693423853804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18356520752544614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588846021439719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655018882958264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676052294788658,0.0,0.1085424386726976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254137022923102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19078604274101496,0.0,0.0,0.15522821599876702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417117108512004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957792418900366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377776572176899,0.37555191067211663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802986420519256,0.10419296311350566,0.0,0.12909298812672312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14044153771172235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551241532550514,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tworhodes,2019/02/06,"Youper, Calm, Tinder Does anybody use Tinder, Calm or Youper? If so, what do you think?",1.9987500000000007,4.755171375000003,1.5425000000000004,98.2525,85.25,3.2,14.25,3.1291,-1.3836499999999998,66,1,13,0,2,19,13,16,0.0,0.738,0.262,0.6072,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.631171687948345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4621485746511996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6229293662047903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bkingy187,2019/02/06,"Helping a partner with anti depressants My partner has recently been prescribed zoloft (sertraline 50mg) for anxiety. She hasn’t had any issues with anxiety till the last year or so, and no experiences with medication for mental health issues. 

I’ve been prescribed Zoloft and lexapro in the past as well as beta blockers and anti anxiety meds (benzodiazepines).
My experience with anti depressants hasn’t been the greatest, the adjustment period has always been difficult as well as staying on them, not drinking, and getting off them when I didn’t feel that they were working. Beta blockers and anti anxiety meds have worked great.

My partners doctor suggested anti anxiety meds as well which I thought would be the best option as they wouldn’t have the adjustment period and can be taken as needed, and if they don’t work there’s no need to ween yourself off... seems like a good first step in medicating for anxiety... the doctor apparently rushed the diagnoses and treatment which doesn’t help.

But my partner has opted for the anti depressants. 
Any suggestion as to how I support her with the decision and how to not let my bad experiences scare her into not taking them. I have to be honest about my experiences but at the same time I want her to be comfortable with her decision. I also want to support her while she’s adjusting. Any advice would be much appreciated. Thanks 😀",8.036626506024097,8.840738445783135,8.133799196787148,66.31371084337353,62.13253012048193,11.780562248995984,36.68032128514057,11.4731,4.68035935742972,1119,50,176,32,15,364,128,249,0.11,0.723,0.16699999999999998,0.9652,1,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,6,5,10,18,0,1,13,0,27,9,0,2,0,44,40,28,0,8,7,0,1,1,4,3,8,0,0,4,3,16,1,2,8,1,0,2,11,6,3,1,9,1,25,12,33,22,4,21,0,3,0,0,21,7,0,4,12,134,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031662312499524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391222504145273,0.07690498937650811,0.0,0.0,0.18855647228050929,0.0,0.4242291513943988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717099971867551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969943168715494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23881650575553814,0.09380941161606478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18920177175797506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905412962039982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616374710444956,0.0,0.0,0.046732848166746666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786166428230496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04828823860901675,0.0,0.0,0.07752169017234048,0.0,0.10189886939643056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824343431533968,0.0,0.0,0.1239010349494918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19293533774454336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533869646263598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451080649888227,0.0,0.04515417783958205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30798995921180017,0.18621689235454708,0.09314264368192443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06794299662649518,0.1370639066893763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882301038155737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125851989741267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925335310614586,0.0,0.0,0.08414023274694657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851273371438136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097655495076884,0.0,0.0,0.0694920843417153,0.0,0.0,0.08509250611558493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337511206322099,0.05389375050558403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902929854887357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493034769436168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018594639132216,0.0,0.0,0.13131211140425575,0.0,0.0,0.05951865840028429
anxiety,strayaa-,2019/02/06,"Anyone else have issues about touch delay or sensory stimulation when your anxiety is high? Basically what the title says, whenever I’m extremely anxious my body reacts kinda strangely. My sense of touch is delayed, like i’ll touch something, and i’ll recognize I touched it or feel the effects a second later. Sometimes it’s more than a second later or other times I wouldn’t have even sensed at all. While this is happening, my sensory stimulation can also be jacked UP. When i DO feel the effects of touch, it feels insane like wayyy too much for me to handle. In the end, this weird side effect leads me to doing somethings that I don’t realize I am doing like rubbing my legs or arms together extremely aggressively, or digging my nails in. It can hurt. 

This has happened to me once before and lasted for about a week until I took some prescribed meds to calm it down. I’m not sure if the meds worked or not since it was really a guesstimation, but 2-3 days after I took it the sensation stopped. I don’t have access to those prescribed meds anymore, so even if I wanted to they’re out of the question. I don’t know how to dial my anxiety back either, I’m in a really stressed out spot mentally. 

Is this touch thing related to anxiety?? I’m 99% sure it is, since it only happens when I’m extremely anxious but I’ve asked doctors and they’re unsure + there’s a lack of research about it. If so, is there anything I can do to “snap out of it” because it’s really affecting my daily life and is painful.

Any help would be appreciated c: thanksss",4.465359165424736,5.738661140983609,5.756490312965722,78.48406482861404,70.37704918032787,8.955290611028316,29.92921013412817,9.339509955726095,2.7103114754098363,1228,49,230,26,22,412,164,305,0.138,0.812,0.05,-0.9619,0,0,2,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,0,5,16,11,1,1,13,0,27,6,3,9,3,48,43,24,0,7,14,0,10,3,0,2,3,1,0,0,21,7,0,3,9,0,0,3,6,5,0,2,3,11,22,6,31,36,6,31,0,1,0,0,5,11,0,12,20,153,43,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918998996067397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584379020875516,0.0,0.255958968443118,0.2519928654633081,0.11060715760538492,0.07798392262833237,0.11427501061212507,0.09177916145664523,0.0,0.10426489748589017,0.0,0.0,0.08575919456568523,0.0,0.06798726348829731,0.0,0.09490327196571154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388397794222746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192721146360759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415502722432892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316847025564808,0.0,0.09878191046958684,0.0,0.0,0.14732818259922315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16917778851150306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958751376766529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747557799610594,0.11783689363135763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11939448800824122,0.0,0.0,0.11640767699013413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06129362024186043,0.0909113151090262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877648622202227,0.16346283713970794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716519338266823,0.0,0.1123953642342979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198691330989738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877512989122425,0.0,0.08482310499651016,0.11867510385912793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493840938235068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21434569422038452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869262458992345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18451648040860028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17172150236594824,0.11030539015316296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324354002559694,0.12775650658445156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102302063143713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07409515191323879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650336674865394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478264482687268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578290693819322,0.0,0.08946212631107647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119470335608682,0.0,0.0,0.07922725835470452,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Space_Settlement,2019/02/06,"Anxiety completely decoupled from events My anxiety seems to have disconnected itself from actual events. There are days that should be stressful (arguments with SO, work deadlines, big social occasions etc) which I seem to drift through serenely, and others (like today) on which nothing of importance happens but my heart races away all day and I feel like I want to crawl out of my skin. ",11.880696517412936,10.51846801492538,9.85134328358209,64.21144278606968,55.4179104477612,14.306467661691544,43.22885572139303,13.023866798666859,5.777043781094528,315,14,49,9,3,95,54,67,0.093,0.8390000000000001,0.068,0.0759,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,4,2,2,0,1,11,9,4,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,2,12,7,2,10,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,7,34,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.2157776381917171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383067690089341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077460673945851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318362613579996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852034761128102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466031534416108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118030584502112,0.157965547789743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19553243722285615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620239114647972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160525361628721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21216707875931545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4025919980847648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22540024896980965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25328800486273706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095924230115277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304201382606833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609753191309313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FrostedLace,2019/02/06,"Anxious about calling in sick towork Anyone else get anxious when they are actually sick and need to be out of work?? I came down with the stomach bug yesterday and left work early.i was seen at urgent care and have a doctors note for yesterday and today- but I am so anxious about telling my boss. 

To be fair, I’ve been out a lot the last year due to anxiety, surgery, and medical issues. But I have had the sick time to use, and the doctors notes (most of the time) to prove that I was seen and that I’m not faking it or abusing my sick time. Obviously there has been a day here and there that was more of a mental health issue but I have been honest and open with my boss about what’s been going on. 

It makes me so anxious now though, even with a valid reason and a doctors note. I’ve been out more on the last year than I think I have been in the last 5 years and I’m afraid that it will catch up with me sooner rather than later. My boss is pretty chill but I can’t help thinking it’s having a negative impact. I am in a union and I have language in my contract allotted for this, but still I just worry about it.   ",3.962051282051284,4.264070247863252,4.714512820512823,89.04715384615385,70.88034188034187,7.607521367521367,25.856410256410257,7.3011,0.9861405128205124,874,24,196,8,15,282,122,234,0.14800000000000002,0.763,0.08800000000000001,-0.9295,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,2,16,4,0,1,15,0,25,10,1,6,2,44,38,22,0,2,9,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,0,0,11,21,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,13,2,19,2,32,22,5,35,0,0,2,0,4,14,0,4,18,139,30,8,0.0,0.13736312005117485,0.11313509729086528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868937844239795,0.5238907801308692,0.0,0.08106391819527757,0.11878833225888832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838182415942085,0.13259788856794594,0.1182026871819991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747679956276265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3559908302867543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968481835310894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657347399028712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605708568716022,0.0,0.06588810190850787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232326788034454,0.0,0.0,0.07770827918299446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24201045771457935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835056443420971,0.0,0.0,0.12596289405867575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856314741011553,0.0,0.0,0.07738700733616279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679155275479094,0.11683444875222725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596377206430783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794680407531265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919971045472012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258523608598003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133163824593357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857196317756194,0.11390480495457188,0.0,0.2028065679458031,0.0,0.10989210637188077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001299624561764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16880301910733478,0.11773685118047893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239735539958316
anxiety,NotGertrude,2019/02/06,"My anxiety This is my first time posting here, and i have difficulties expressing myself the way I imagine words in my head isn’t always the way they appear.

I’m just gonna type it as I think so it may not completely make sense. 

mmkay.

I can’t talk to real people about anything. I feel much more safe and secure talking to randoms online. 

I used to have many more stories on my account about reasons for my depression and social struggles. 

But a person I know found my account. So I had to delete those posts and private my account. 

I have difficulties with expressing how I feel and having serious conversations with people. 

The only way I can avoid panic attacks in awkward situations is to laugh and make a stupid joke out of it. Or just laugh it off.

That joke will usually fall flat and just make everyone feel worse. I sink further down and try to salvage the conversation but it never turns out in my favour. 

I will continue to feel awful about it for years. Thinking of ways I could have fixed it if I wasn’t such an idiot. It could have worked out well for me. But I had to just go and fuck it up.

I try not to make jokes anymore. But I have nothing interesting to say then.

Not like I did before but still.

But I feel like trying to participate will help me. So I keep trying.

But recently I’ve stopped trying. I’ve stopped trying to be seen in the circle. I’d rather be on the outside just listening to conversations.

My close friends are just too loud. I love them and treasure them. But they are so loud.

I wish I could tell them that I just want to sit and listen to conversations that don’t involve me.

But I can’t. I’m just too scared to tell people how I really feel.

I guess I feel like I can’t trust anyone. I know they aren’t out to get me, but I can’t tell them any personal information.

I’m just so scared to let people see me.

I would seek help from a counsellor, but I’ve had my trust broken by counsellors too many times. I know not all counsellors are like the ones I used to have, but I just can’t risk it again.

I find it hard to talk about my self and I feel guilty doing so. I even feel bad saying my own name. It’s a name I hate to have in my mouth. 

Maybe it’s because I hate myself. And I am my name.

So when I have no one to open up to, I open up to you. The people of reddit. The ones furthest away, but the only ones who know the real me.

Wow this is longer than I thought it would be. But I just had to get this all out somewhere.

Thank you.",1.3710679611650465,3.3618143106796134,2.9994271844660183,91.90360679611652,80.6504854368932,6.139417475728156,20.785436893203887,7.24861992348623,0.453723106796117,1930,54,430,26,50,636,220,515,0.17,0.7190000000000001,0.111,-0.9776,1,1,0,0,0,0,53.0,0,2,7,2,35,37,6,7,16,1,46,4,2,9,3,109,91,41,0,9,32,0,10,4,1,7,0,6,0,3,22,23,0,6,21,3,3,3,15,16,1,5,9,18,77,21,59,68,6,46,0,1,2,2,39,22,1,6,18,298,99,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060729222961534275,0.0,0.0,0.049632185283855663,0.0,0.05583319307516583,0.0,0.07238133702022423,0.05103268819237434,0.0,0.060060294113403676,0.0,0.0,0.08303077742443349,0.06857164771150039,0.0,0.06093928217239339,0.0444908732686722,0.0,0.062104712400074674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652320277330286,0.0,0.0,0.17481733718018969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628617247615269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04820579005988459,0.0,0.0,0.06974013012990285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33212989443979224,0.10428075033563566,0.0,0.0,0.06670680987149237,0.062080856771390164,0.0,0.08002409594231209,0.05638789648380284,0.06747329672737025,0.07626311979707595,0.0,0.041478959260078656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040101559398449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06538006953164563,0.1441148136205399,0.07490348887787855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978403824981347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648722679067623,0.0,0.0,0.16044220934576278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463193073267999,0.0,0.14262679994608474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06587165610769401,0.0,0.1948717556935188,0.14799031881229316,0.0733230687964456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05365224576788758,0.0,0.05629039814422886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003091015450502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19782563121708474,0.11101649988617662,0.0,0.08563196931402679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529924478290931,0.12745507199090386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13979857926458447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166145423636884,0.04675594921729324,0.0750405580150135,0.07206371195056037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11608092804545468,0.14614108875921494,0.0,0.05815945793786645,0.0,0.07613909221726554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820380037692344,0.0,0.07439884018158374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058285777317243374,0.12203716724428185,0.0,0.07629958814276433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17598731857337874,0.19137586784924693,0.06719462310760821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353146060254383,0.0,0.057941800349251116,0.08511607939150646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29731144110213675,0.07938653392324768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607091456968034,0.08038247599307757,0.0,0.04304834208153992,0.2317278348161607,0.0,0.0,0.06562212481981214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392894942219219,0.0,0.0,0.053133823480406746,0.0,0.07437777423221567,0.10369265447756257,0.0,0.0,0.046999835845063835
anxiety,Megladon-sandwich,2019/02/06,"Good stuff I just wanted to share something happy. 6 months ago, I left my boyfriend of 4.5 years, partially because he told me he was having doubts about whether I would be able to handle the hard parts of life ahead with my anxiety/mental health—bold thing to say there, as I’ve been the one to get good grades throughout college, get internships, hold down a great job in research, and help pay his bills, all while managing chronic anxiety, depression, and severe depersonalization/derealization disorder. As soon as he said those things (which I’m sure he was thinking for years), I was completely and utterly crushed/heart broken.

I’ve also recently fell into a new relationship with someone, We’ve been dating for 4 months. He has so many amazing qualities, he puts me at ease and makes me laugh (like REALLY laugh), and we are just generally really well matched for each other. I’ve been having a difficult time with my anxiety and DPD recently after starting two masters degree classes this semester and also putting a lot of pressure on myself at work. Obviously, I was super nervous to open up about when I’m struggling because I don’t want my mental health issues to push him away/give him doubts about me. But after I did open up, he showed me so much kindness and unconditional love. I feel like this is the first time I have felt really genuine, intense emotional support from a partner, and I can’t help but feel lucky, happy, and like I made the right choice leaving my last relationship. I’m in love, y’all!",11.721586893671699,8.376151084805656,10.66342434950209,64.4341856729843,57.58657243816253,13.965820751686476,43.39511725024093,11.911945987284742,5.0231371024734965,1219,50,214,26,11,389,175,283,0.08,0.726,0.194,0.9867,2,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,1,1,0,5,14,27,0,5,9,0,18,5,0,2,3,41,37,22,0,3,5,0,4,3,1,1,3,2,0,1,8,18,0,1,4,1,2,4,2,7,1,3,12,6,27,20,34,23,5,37,0,1,0,2,23,13,0,4,23,128,35,8,0.10364100713777487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187149948709934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16576335192722805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857017356497305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737413785926936,0.0,0.0,0.12635719198027642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866562413127956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926584758111007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878157321565826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658218333180582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480801454538224,0.07404115620767877,0.0995116199325617,0.0,0.0,0.08815698772635827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082962972093348,0.0,0.0,0.17385831914577468,0.0,0.1142645762542936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22065555858971636,0.09284198522701327,0.0,0.0,0.2203310882309366,0.0,0.12281509247025672,0.13893676485156398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817428467283616,0.1028477075144929,0.0,0.0,0.10792616022612024,0.0,0.08448125359824157,0.0,0.10974086197883327,0.11260625750468654,0.0,0.07320470837012769,0.1519012829341046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811187803104792,0.18708011071384048,0.09806762688847867,0.06918117705007444,0.10507571413840064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104445758569845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16545052620897485,0.0,0.07618806533338551,0.0,0.0,0.1000971305216562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022982868690318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223311098779387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20837567602343204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19918524915635685,0.0,0.20466598240857714,0.2225433102036216,0.0,0.0885088538108176,0.0985863313398492,0.08241948872138828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708483782586725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781468902005628,0.07978791073614308,0.0,0.0,0.07335763828945327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083480835355946,0.11864415727904115,0.0,0.11761058669844605,0.09768042268641476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377089598071619,0.06640897253343575,0.0,0.0,0.1208678094418758,0.0,0.0,0.09903342375793056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124220434626824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226030251152432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318571220144237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545188755473765,0.0,0.0,0.07362359786491147,0.0,0.0,0.13348282118566399
anxiety,Legioxaugusta,2019/02/06,"I am actually in tears right now I need to stop fucking watching any sort of political related media So there's two parts of my mind1 that's. Hopeful of the planets future the other that sees nothing but negative shit



So now that cold war era treaty is dead and now my mind doesn't know how to react


ive gotta stop following this bullshit

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anxiety,KodamaBaby,2019/02/06,"Small victory! Answering office phone So I started a new job back in September and have settled in really well with my lovely team and am confident with handling all my clients now - these are mostly contacted via email. 

The only bit I haven’t been able to handle is the phone.. 

So, if the phone rings, someone just needs to answer it, find out who it is that the client (or whoever is calling) is wanting to speak to, pop them on hold, then deliver them to the appropriate person. 

I have a lot of anxiety and, for some reason, answering the phone is really hard for me, particularly when I don’t know who is going to be on the other end, so the work phone is very difficult for me and hearing it ring is a NIGHTMARE. 

It got to the point, around Christmas, where someone in my team noted that I hadn’t actually answered the phone yet - which I guess I’d been trying to keep on the DL. When they noticed my less than enthusiastic response to this, they made it my unofficial new year’s resolution to answer the phone. Obviously, them drawing attention to it only made it harder as the pressure became really high and I knew how much attention would be on me every time the phone would ring. 

We reached the new year and January came and went.. I still managed somehow to avoid the phone when it rang - someone else would always answer. 

One day, a member of another team came into our office, stating that they had a client who wanted to speak with someone on our team. I practically begged and pleaded for another member to take it. Eventually, they did, with the promise I would take the very next call that came to our team. 

Sure enough, the next day, the conversation came up.. Just as we were laughing / joking about me answering the next call, sure enough, the phone rang. 

I did get really panicked and felt myself get super hot, but I answered and then heard laughing on the other end.. turns out it was one of my team members, just messing around with me. 

I wasn’t very happy - I did take it as a joke, as I know it was intended, but of course this was really difficult for me, having worked myself up to answer it and had it backfire with suddenly the team laughing at me.. from then on, I avoided it even more. 

But.. YESTERDAY.. oh my lorddd. 

Yesterday, the phone rang and others in my team were either on a call already or out of the room for lunch. Everyone was busy, no one paying attention if I were to call, so I picked up the phone, answered it, took a message and returned to my desk. I DID IT!! Just like that!

I was beaming afterwards, I was SO PROUD OF MYSELF. 

No big deal for the others, they just went ‘FINALLY,’ and treated me like I’d been behaving ridiculously all this time.. 

But, honestly, it was a really big deal for me and I just needed to share somewhere. So proud of myself! Small steps :D",4.960265283733918,5.980863405904063,5.798249725740501,79.58285778398327,69.0,9.106691931784184,29.03979256008776,9.358847034038227,2.4776857883713976,2194,78,420,44,37,720,228,542,0.045,0.8340000000000001,0.121,0.9928,1,2,0,0,0,0,84.0,5,0,8,13,27,26,1,3,37,0,42,2,0,6,5,94,73,40,0,10,15,0,3,2,0,4,0,10,1,1,35,33,1,4,19,10,1,9,6,7,1,3,34,13,57,19,69,33,12,70,0,0,0,1,54,30,0,9,32,306,92,14,0.07236755565889308,0.0,0.07062029517767457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985939720285745,0.0,0.06021560355221224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517673839035305,0.05536098200034286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884493469836775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05564618331906456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900662774692217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36947682752754746,0.3310768189478833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334217316295873,0.14921554447122634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060453806751084686,0.0,0.12819234897053236,0.1495500601252862,0.0,0.047798087998026456,0.0,0.06097278682969976,0.06915030067553866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694842021807362,0.0,0.06614263482341619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561812194212167,0.0,0.04112814959192354,0.0,0.05787894516243875,0.0,0.0797210213486369,0.0,0.0,0.07703660866812119,0.06482711543382112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156349474131444,0.0,0.0,0.07646029580813431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181363249442864,0.06432360855795494,0.0,0.0,0.0795426320300922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071026453700854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06152430793291073,0.06531454440016354,0.1369518618774763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053198480126961184,0.10731925111020202,0.0,0.2096791086184236,0.23089114930575555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239094176657913,0.0,0.0,0.14711438580458125,0.11007757417107808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06318855825459947,0.0,0.0,0.06841073135880793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27816305539353153,0.07440590001671703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24526718027274266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051222128369129344,0.0,0.05779282343017455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641112954732887,0.0,0.1632341868061886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439620733833425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040301708472587,0.04913281996127505,0.07871511969014265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17913243708638385,0.08536851861265883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06506712353139192,0.13417089823061842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536888482620448,0.0,0.0,0.20563134085388554,0.0,0.0,0.09320466636162993
anxiety,SixaBit,2019/02/06,"Whats wrong with me? So every single day I feel very flat things happen to me I don't react to them. It's been this way for awhile a car crash even happen and I saw some guys get run over still no reaction no high heart beat nothing. I never feel alive so much so that I have been starting to push myself to do things that usually make people feel alive. But if it does it's only for a moment and it goes away. I don't know what's wrong with me and why I am this way. It kinda feels like a fog or as if I am really really stoned constantly and I am just relaxed. I hate how it feels so much I want to feel something again. The only times I truly feel alive and ""normal"" with any kind of emotion is when I wake up almost every other night with my heart beating really fast thinking lots of anxious thoughts related to early abuse that happened to me. It only lasts about 5-20 mins but damn I'm starting to crave it. What the hell is wrong with me how do I start feeling again without putting my life in danger?",3.6682696177062404,4.089995159624415,4.691928236083168,88.52207746478874,71.58215962441315,7.400268276324613,23.664989939637827,7.1686216300943375,0.7295327967806835,791,18,174,7,14,259,124,213,0.16899999999999998,0.7709999999999999,0.06,-0.9791,0,0,1,0,1,0,14.0,0,0,1,2,14,10,4,0,5,0,12,4,3,4,1,39,35,18,0,4,7,0,8,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,19,10,0,0,11,1,0,4,6,7,0,0,4,9,23,3,24,31,5,29,1,0,1,0,2,5,2,7,19,113,42,0,0.0,0.12433770395762532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508306605870027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136335175896005,0.0,0.0,0.11855324904853212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985953487306763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340373849465547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767814317547119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09183441308411418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804429054864116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931241760134882,0.0,0.1768343228805582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.424489827424462,0.07496973813795513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05482724378534205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390790414366484,0.278396444437086,0.0,0.0,0.10360732737497354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487107385535126,0.0,0.11087573112118804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927970854064116,0.05767272666437845,0.08554076927244826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412280004893647,0.051268780714548094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921692692510964,0.0,0.0,0.07004880789505692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542871451456065,0.0,0.08093682477296013,0.0,0.0,0.09847984459116348,0.10281971619297613,0.1006935408298796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394366524599553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275274680545102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549450242226187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016833168881112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807885651823847,0.0,0.0,0.22283294378412674,0.0,0.08380586922469932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943602699875748,0.06724183597130265,0.0,0.08331128392237137,0.061191832267915976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557748015209955,0.08658716143479378,0.06189681072947354,0.1665942663389735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469276169116897,0.0,0.0,0.10115919939960907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34420891705681844,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bornxfree,2019/02/06,"Cipralex and lasting sexual side-effects I was hoping someone here may be able to help me out. I started taking Cipralex around 8 years ago and it worked great for my anxiety and depression. However, the sexual side-effects have been overwhelming. I stopped taking Cipralex around 10 months ago, by safely and slowly weening myself off completely. Fortunately my ability to reach orgasms has returned, however my libido is still almost completely gone. I dont have any issues performing, but its actually getting into the mood thats.. a struggle. Ive had 3 relationships dissolve due to my lack of interest in sex since starting Cipralex and I was hoping that coming off of it would help my sex drive return. Has anyone experienced this after coming off Cipralex? Im really at a loss right now.

TLDR; Took Cipralex for 8 years, stopped taking it ~10 months ago. Libido still gone, was expecting it to be back.",5.637936507936505,8.210486197530866,5.894462081128751,73.41222222222223,69.74074074074075,9.073015873015876,33.176366843033506,9.606745405546679,3.7309774250440912,732,35,113,18,14,233,104,162,0.099,0.768,0.133,0.6922,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,3,7,10,0,2,4,0,16,3,1,0,0,22,29,6,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,11,0,3,0,0,0,6,1,4,0,0,8,1,13,5,19,17,1,36,0,3,0,3,3,10,0,4,20,71,21,1,0.13056551912729958,0.0,0.12741311236568093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34721536450115864,0.0,0.1307425072558281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878903028899161,0.0,0.09988226475884283,0.0,0.0,0.0912944467733376,0.0,0.0,0.2324619870416765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039682488037313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22494126733402764,0.2737909253840379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245589030481383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530218160159491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682150948509429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394894577462186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17503063053601148,0.0,0.0,0.2593620416518683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14103316581305514,0.1362764799820757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642832443644927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20843230339939628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364361487414043,0.0,0.0,0.14017850476123495,0.0,0.11150223993683757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800514664894828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062774065543672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848298929106831,0.0,0.20853958446683624,0.2183172406547221,0.0,0.13649542940534426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945070639131576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506309587891014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505325295250178,0.0,0.0,0.09274999868028196,0.0,0.0,0.16815982711857025
anxiety,calcal4,2019/02/06,I’m gonna pass out My lord if I ever have a heart attack it’s gonna be today. This medication doesn’t work. I’m gonna write a will real quick ,-0.5246666666666684,0.4786666285714318,3.120000000000001,93.47333333333334,82.71428571428572,5.80952380952381,14.523809523809526,6.42735559955562,-0.8037619047619047,112,1,30,1,3,42,27,35,0.114,0.8859999999999999,0.0,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,0,4,2,1,0,1,5,9,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,5,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,14,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4223484410949515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33581526594207306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43993092372373105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739935205590874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.422561746648472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518999000720749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27027312296079264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zonbikoume,2019/02/06,"feeling trapped at uni got a panic attack last night and ive been quite suicidal for the past couple of days. i had back to back classes (8-9:15am, 9:30-10:45am) but i couldnt bring myself to attend any despite me being in uni atm. i havent eaten anything from the morning because im so damn anxious to go out of the room im in and eat. my eyes are puffy from constant crying and i feel like absolute shit. i cant seem to find a ray of hope anymore. ",2.6971428571428566,3.6012438333333385,4.13982142857143,89.80875000000003,74.20833333333334,6.3190476190476215,27.255952380952376,6.18269132825596,0.9546952380952384,352,13,77,2,7,117,72,96,0.249,0.6709999999999999,0.08,-0.9562,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,3,1,5,0,8,4,2,0,0,11,16,5,1,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,4,0,1,3,3,4,0,0,4,3,9,2,14,10,0,15,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,2,8,42,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465956587695187,0.0,0.0,0.207092242662728,0.18179787972119585,0.0,0.0,0.1508515119332122,0.0,0.0,0.2085457371856348,0.0,0.2819137581360292,0.0,0.11174629759780552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19809692876136764,0.0,0.0,0.20283306343807805,0.20136143319971994,0.11822213698858612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18757562491853527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853777755025067,0.13095930585985752,0.0,0.0,0.16754535211492122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041813699077868,0.0,0.1466126693194252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18207181344388693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960203905208637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494250886407539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955778826789433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17202743945981702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21507906731939436,0.0,0.0,0.17499361818615328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19497662783227326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16688185921429538,0.0,0.0,0.18816882409216326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20051537652627505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vodkarummy,2019/02/06,"Can’t sleep because my mind won’t stop fucking talking and imagining things Hey guys, It’s currently 3 AM and I have to be up early to function later. I can’t do it for some reason. My mind does this thing, it just thinks about the dumbest stuff. It just talks, sings the same song lines over and over again, plays made up movie scenes, talks again, repeats words, and a whole bunch of annoying things in general. I usually just notice it and let it happen, tonight though, I can’t get my mind off it. It’s like I’m hyper aware of my thoughts to an unhealthy point. I feel like I’m going insane, I might just be. 

I try and close my eyes and just breathe, it doesn’t help. I try and count and I either find a way to talk over it or sing over it and then forget it. I have these intrusive images of like, idk, some kind of movie scene I play out, which once again I’m so hyper aware of. It’s so stupid. I have rain sounds on because it usually helps a lot and it’s not helping. I’m afraid I’m gonna be like this forever, stuck, like those people in the movies who are yelling at an imaginary person to shut up and have constant talking in their head and honestly that’s got me extremely worried. 

I really don’t know what to do at this point, I don’t want to be stuck like this, really. I’m not sure this is normal. They’re usually just my own stupid thoughts, but like constant. Talking about people, discussing, playing out a scene, repeating song lyrics... 

Im actually tired, I can feel it in my eyes and my entire body, it’s just my head that won’t shut up And it happened to be the most irritating thing, guys. 

Does anyone have any advice or can relate to my situation? It would really help to hear from someone because it’s really affecting me and I’m guessing I’m having some sort of panic attack. One where I worry about going insane I guess. ",2.6654098221125198,4.228058050131929,3.8113098987147858,89.51287769171844,75.35883905013193,7.106681419695294,23.30760064686357,7.831003766801068,0.986701012852158,1447,42,312,21,31,470,181,379,0.135,0.789,0.076,-0.9748,1,0,0,0,1,0,48.0,0,0,1,0,17,20,5,2,10,0,29,9,7,3,1,64,58,23,0,3,13,0,2,7,0,5,1,5,0,3,37,19,0,1,9,7,0,2,10,7,0,1,6,9,30,13,39,41,10,43,0,0,2,1,18,24,1,11,23,192,67,0,0.0,0.0,0.07868170781238057,0.0,0.0,0.0787891595484586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054830090941446655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056377266456662536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172646844146848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14745101067587935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955999901988533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17426135800807027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111694859747534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153630423643872,0.057600959857444116,0.0,0.0,0.07369291581157603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453967570685062,0.042125021999709085,0.0,0.09164597913146716,0.0,0.06448591357912478,0.0,0.17764259105620325,0.15966962574783888,0.14259889228875597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549604187352318,0.0,0.09087409002251727,0.0,0.21617412328059005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870925302610123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396209272199487,0.04431127140061824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244802290701594,0.0,0.2757368155816713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685473999783926,0.0,0.07629256117872771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553401275761133,0.24423516097975795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899873325003659,0.0,0.0917959913670005,0.0,0.08586663661708968,0.054635904545341896,0.0,0.0,0.0946000793261568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179518969502654,0.07040162697090696,0.0,0.0,0.1524398379378802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20661052363307866,0.08289944512272865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062972306369556,0.08068664957982097,0.0,0.06831619920886127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06740897000577016,0.0,0.0,0.09230025151932436,0.0,0.0,0.07599133231032433,0.0,0.0,0.3888364224437425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142637601069789,0.05166343635076608,0.07921701396358324,0.12801991950549807,0.0,0.09267050867327796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948281013171038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664024429063005,0.0,0.047556731538417885,0.0639990874065317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001875230315366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637641500323374,0.0,0.05727611672192611,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,J17W,2019/02/06,"No Sleep! Poisonous Lifestyle. I’ve known for a while that my Anxiety has been a problem throughout my life but as of late things seem to have taken a turn for the worst. I either cannot get to sleep or If I do manage, I wake up dead early. I have recently taken a holiday to Vegas where sleep was no issue and I even managed to push myself to jump 855 ft from The stratosphere! I did this for me and knew that if I could accomplish this then I would become stronger and things could get easier... Wrong! As soon as I was back home and the idea of a return to work and the same old lifestyle returned I was back to square one. I really could do with some supportive ideas and any help would be massive for me. Thanks, Jay.",2.766020408163264,4.34333616326531,3.636479591836736,90.80941326530613,75.12244897959185,6.8047619047619055,22.45408163265306,7.492282038375204,0.7264653061224489,564,15,121,7,12,180,92,147,0.16399999999999998,0.708,0.128,-0.6933,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,6,6,1,0,9,0,17,6,4,0,0,25,26,15,1,8,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,6,7,0,0,5,1,0,2,3,4,0,1,8,1,16,2,19,12,4,15,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,5,11,91,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027031973084196,0.0,0.11553485731008252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322601087379195,0.0,0.0,0.1667969010842394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36174710766140106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975157732051347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157810223246859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122987786018108,0.0,0.1514918910719202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409810656340583,0.0,0.15763242561092922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17036446757907708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667448166099693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15847690387240926,0.0,0.10233946339130727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14451196165892854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967514416369674,0.0,0.14912044643827052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13748885128478164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4534067014844727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713830797667938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13904490796882893,0.0,0.0,0.2006705884713086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16427346107210267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994908899233996,0.0,0.0,0.21456978151044606,0.16512376662280911,0.0,0.0
anxiety,beencouraged,2019/02/06,"Encountered small bugs: harmless but can’t stop itching. TL:DR; Does anyone else have a fear of tiny bugs like lice, fleas, pantry bugs? Or get itchy with anxiety?

I made a big think of food with dried seasoning and then later realized the seasoning had small harmless flour beetles in it. The food definitely will have some tiny beetles in it too, although the ratio of food to beetle is very high.

I’m having a rough time because my anxiety was really increased by this. I feel invaded, but if I throw out the food I will have very little left to eat. I am already struggling to eat even 2 meals a day. I stayed up too late because of this, surprised, grossed out, paralyzed. Can’t eat because ew, can’t sleep because hungry. Everything itches, especially my scalp. Shutdown. 

A lot of times I think I am fine, and my anxiety really is much better than years ago, but then stuff like this happens and it ruins my sleep and eating schedule. 
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anxiety,AloneCryptographer7,2019/02/06,"Can anyone give any tips to make my social anxiety less obvious? When I get Adrenalin I get really shaky. I mean, its probably not \*that\* obvious but it feels it. Often if I avoid small movements with my fingers I can hold the anxiety away. 

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I know slow breathing helps, but is there anything else? ",2.4598684210526334,5.422794350877197,3.1291008771929825,85.31891447368422,87.94736842105263,7.060526315789473,28.177631578947373,8.07648339933343,2.6168263157894742,246,12,43,6,8,77,45,57,0.142,0.799,0.059,-0.413,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,3,2,2,1,2,15,10,4,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,8,0,3,10,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,2,27,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632513550439533,0.29522781173971,0.1652238280879475,0.0,0.37173353707853257,0.0,0.0,0.16988605382857047,0.0,0.19993864168484335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282726434146664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029652166692384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228498811763278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538772879480949,0.2330731747655653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16285362457321784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13352664134868142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16218033357668632,0.0,0.0,0.2646589856903071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26195624830208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15564893770816313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476711655914768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29522781173971,0.0
anxiety,_poisonflower_,2019/02/06,"Getting overwhelmed and stressed out about life Hi, throwaway because I feel more confident letting this out with complete anonymity :)

I’m currently a college student who has entered internship season, and it’s really taking a toll on me. I’ve always aimed really high with everything that I do, with my future career being no exception. However, my desire to achieve my goals alongside all the other things I have going on in my life is becoming a bit much. Trying to strike the balance between relationships, friendships, work, family, studying, exercising and just having some time for myself feels like such a challenge, especially when I think about the future where things are only going to become more demanding.

For example, my current predicament is that I’m very worried I’m not going to be able to make the “top” internships I have been gunning for, even though I think I have done everything in my power to make myself as strong a candidate as possible. On the other hand, my friendships have been deteriorating a fair bit, just because I don’t go out and see my friends anywhere near as much as I used to, due to always having obligations of some sort (which aren’t always rational). 

I guess this isn’t as much a question, more just trying to communicate how I’m feeling with the hope that others may have something to say.

Also, I have talked to family/friends/girlfriend about this stuff, and they tell me stuff like combine different aspects of your life so finding  a balance is easier. While this may be true, when I think about it with my own personal circumstances it is a bit harder to do this. 

Another thing some people say is to do less. While this is definitely a valid suggestion, I think again in my case, it’s not as possible. I feel that everything I do is beneficial to me somehow, and I find it difficult to justify doing something less.

This may not make too much sense, I’m trying to just put into writing how I’m feeling. Things are getting quite bad for me in terms of me being able to cope with everything. I was also considering talking to someone from organisations like Headspace, which could help.",10.017077664399093,8.504946053571429,9.549761904761905,65.384126984127,59.127551020408156,12.690702947845805,41.420634920634924,11.538034831475384,4.88665260770975,1711,77,282,39,18,553,193,392,0.043,0.8109999999999999,0.146,0.988,6,0,2,1,0,0,45.0,0,1,1,8,22,12,0,2,16,0,39,5,1,6,2,57,68,22,0,3,8,0,6,3,1,3,4,2,0,1,28,16,0,0,12,1,0,6,7,4,0,0,4,9,36,8,56,55,18,34,0,1,1,0,16,15,0,11,16,219,64,7,0.16730783080566974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337960118486397,0.2088202769718002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771842421912265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984752513498639,0.10198930076399436,0.1847783544161787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739852283372834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770953871752847,0.0,0.0,0.06679084446811495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740053676767548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560699947617262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05525262216470616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007309805138575,0.0,0.07886146643397933,0.0,0.21148966573296868,0.05976237387862787,0.0,0.0,0.15291632631946467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06463080752772088,0.0,0.08741143621990143,0.0,0.1901697917146721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215421904203737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05607145614566356,0.08838495454175788,0.0,0.08308721336258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554179622557072,0.17726170316764067,0.1226072326300291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16751891434407334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24598101265581826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06362257225365499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05799509193007709,0.07304337224782011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886144407698795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409529034632147,0.0937115303490997,0.08897623619489667,0.0,0.0,0.10718168057596512,0.0,0.0,0.08981299853875721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304990230128602,0.0,0.0,0.06666133986712111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087969105360584,0.1288017420752662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582527745687018,0.0,0.1915274382246732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06289733352470635,0.13447569689360464,0.07311720925765276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22230377708712876,0.21440820477231384,0.08218954714915777,0.0,0.048779270798360384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703865521139016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225012389615605,0.0,0.06902324115409265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060901046726587665,0.08495461174926441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Heymax123,2019/02/06,"For the life of me I can't handle heading to the gym anymore. I'm 31 years old now, I started lifting weights when I was early 20's and I kept at it for many many years. I always loathed walking into the gym and had some anxious feelings about it but for years I somehow forced myself. Lately, I just can't do that anymore. I'm losing some muscle mass and developing a beer belly, starting to look like I'm pregnant or extraterrestrial. I'm fairly heavy set so I can pull it off with bigger clothes, but every time I see myself nude in the mirror I feel sorry for my body that I've treated it to poorly.   


Over the past year or so I ideally plan to head 3 times a week and can never do it...I managed to go twice last week which was a good run for me, today I had plans to go straight after work but couldn't muster it. I loath the music there, the meatheads who stare at themselves, people who scream their tits off when performing an exercise, people who stand in the squat rack doing arm curls, people who spend all day on a single piece of equipment, people on phones...everything there drives me insane, it gets so busy around 4:30-6pm I can't handle the amount of people there, the whole experience just makes me feel extremely uncomfortable, I guess some uncomfortable is a good thing but I can never get use to it no matter how many times I've tried to embrace that uncomfort. 

 I just want to walk in, get my shit done and walk out but I can't handle it anymore. I'd love to go first thing in the morning but I always struggle with sleep and rising up. I wouldn't say I enjoy lifting weights, but I don't mind it, however where the weights are situated (the gym) I cannot fucking stand. I don't have much of an alternative, I've tried a few other gyms don't have great options around me, there is one more I'll have to try. I guess this just sounds like a whole lot of excuses.   


​",3.6977792207792213,4.8337254857142895,4.576136363636365,86.74420454545454,72.06493506493507,7.058441558441558,25.438311688311693,7.310402129719878,1.0608831168831172,1492,45,310,15,28,483,201,385,0.125,0.79,0.085,-0.9353,1,0,1,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,1,7,20,14,2,1,22,0,27,16,8,3,3,49,52,21,0,4,13,0,6,2,0,1,2,3,0,0,21,12,4,1,3,6,2,10,13,5,0,3,6,12,35,9,41,44,13,58,0,1,3,4,8,20,3,10,27,196,56,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557288779048014,0.0947794338082919,0.1062920448651777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882217221742902,0.26025592964141786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15574309742618322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716532077746122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05641432161428427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951758643515849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073701699657768,0.0,0.07861714493734871,0.08556761307035972,0.0,0.0,0.13269039598330906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744064319943847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086949062042707,0.13710667664647494,0.0,0.14914265951973193,0.14674023618334564,0.0,0.09644180956843472,0.19272777504031569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795497562753504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130403173676587,0.0986759306540609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0617863801326561,0.08547201055749397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345720745610143,0.09786246763058316,0.0,0.07436835842173932,0.07894985919062526,0.0,0.058390431413626674,0.26605862495785004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832510057108546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06430439887089444,0.0,0.1349326636028517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917905957680148,0.0,0.059275516404775574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350505673699701,0.3032217392522111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956385694115941,0.0,0.0,0.06970647598855992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979212210604733,0.0,0.09832588443308504,0.08753845773425231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792141887677297,0.12383091268035447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144815989331627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622938370710055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15302262490177349,0.0,0.08291634113893151,0.0,0.0,0.17816992768786555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07555055953836146,0.0,0.0,0.05159518898645804,0.0,0.1403347930029055,0.3195639902755243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19532606161776955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06368304867239664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062920448651777,0.22532485996002646
anxiety,ThePondererTK,2019/02/06,"Girlfriend's anxious feelings causing a resurgence? Hello. I've been with my girlfriend for a year now and quite often when we're talking about how her day went, she'll present a long list of complaints/worries about how she is doing in school, how she hates her work, external family etc.

We don't say negative things about each other i.e abusive comments or insults and are generally happy together, but hearing how bad she feels makes me worry alot, and brings back alot of anxiety symptoms from when I was going through the worst of it. She's currently going to consuling to get help managing her problems, but I'm definitely her closest person that she talks to about her feelings.

Does anyone have any strategies for being supportive while also being proactive about managing personal anxiety?
Thanks",8.21996891996892,9.433715503496504,7.522750582750586,69.4280574980575,61.797202797202786,10.271639471639473,39.66511266511266,10.25414643259724,4.541692152292152,659,34,97,14,9,205,105,143,0.182,0.687,0.131,-0.8132,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,2,15,8,2,0,6,0,10,1,0,6,0,23,24,14,0,1,3,0,3,0,2,1,1,2,0,2,4,6,0,0,3,0,0,4,2,5,0,0,3,5,15,3,17,18,5,16,0,0,0,0,24,2,0,4,10,72,19,4,0.0,0.1870686772461369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626109702536578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736765592799673,0.0,0.2415641797422835,0.17836584380148224,0.0,0.11039731729688478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214043189224436,0.13182792261441914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16219205384931232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182318250484007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816679602814072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17608423460604786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488405390774661,0.0,0.2394951852691776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248873548019553,0.0,0.1794601064054357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680722099810904,0.0,0.15587939191517566,0.0,0.0,0.1779486019953336,0.0,0.10582742290958873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972383161593727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538989717924106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27571931877536576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15107524384349136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16793082298842724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255570057101736,0.0,0.15978870661247874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17916676425392086,0.0,0.16410364337748426,0.0,0.2538050092590966,0.0,0.14535989364094826,0.0,0.0,0.10489221008940193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146361579063771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149426333931522,0.32068108245141863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167318192468522
anxiety,hardjazz,2019/02/06,"School It’s sad that high schoolers have a higher stress level than adults, according to https://www.apa.org/news/press/releases/2014/02/teen-stress

I feel constantly worried about my grades. Whenever I’m not working on school, I feel like I’m wasting time, and I should always be studying or working. This is extremely unhealthy emotionally and physically. I don’t want heart problems, any other mishaps. I just want to live a normal life, but there’s always a voice telling me I need to be productive or it’s bad. I can’t get rid of it. It hasn’t affected my social life luckily, but it will if it doesn’t go away.",4.916535626535629,7.8588817837837865,4.504013104013109,80.74407862407864,73.50450450450452,7.63996723996724,28.108927108927112,8.575989854853784,2.358866666666668,502,20,86,10,11,152,77,111,0.166,0.754,0.08,-0.799,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,1,3,0,10,3,1,1,0,18,19,7,0,7,7,0,2,1,0,2,2,1,0,1,9,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,0,3,10,1,8,15,0,7,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,3,3,50,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28810228772425645,0.0,0.0,0.11772870973575628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16265355964803144,0.0,0.1445494092461954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870830823260853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947386393075265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750710919781076,0.12367819507722065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044895608347958,0.0,0.09838906602525696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20515007791555806,0.0,0.18291260772049156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445619886587544,0.08457853021864749,0.0,0.15286965509232614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836756562148266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16962253347742876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656541104207084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35041685686885105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764757971127191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3966207026082643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513160184773699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094867017459083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20422335790931545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252069355636874,0.17581351547336332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ntwallace,2019/02/06,"Who else is terrified to do or achieve anything due to the lack of support from their parent/parents growing up? Verbal abuse did nothing but fill my head with doubt, kill my self esteem & make me hesitant to do anything in my adult life then they complain about me not accomplishing anything despite the fact that I'm trying. I can't even drive because my dad has me terrified of it & tells & cusses at me when I mess up & it's made me break down numerous times.   And whenever I would manage to do anything it was never enough. My mom even says I never do anything right my whole life & says "" don't you wanna do something good for once in your life?"" Then says she's just trying to ""help Me"". Gee I didn't know putting me down was helpful at all ",4.731118421052628,5.423919348684212,5.0103684210526325,86.21357894736843,69.32894736842105,7.658947368421052,29.673684210526318,7.554174236665415,1.6828873684210528,599,22,122,6,10,189,97,152,0.17600000000000002,0.74,0.084,-0.9486,2,0,1,0,1,0,22.0,0,2,2,2,5,6,1,1,2,0,14,4,1,2,4,17,19,6,1,3,4,2,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,2,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,4,6,4,0,0,5,3,23,2,20,13,4,21,0,0,0,0,17,9,0,2,7,80,28,3,0.0,0.12880645928669968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5889493922608905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4473053576119139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627009165267622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081529019099616,0.0,0.0,0.11232900654444812,0.0,0.14360707672185286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118283307664174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157032236850876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573530792100348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027420280107498,0.0,0.05974551147880226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303604246216417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286633503337718,0.07256639486676925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732269056287146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16769146434400894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431251385949453,0.0,0.0,0.11577519582480085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207122943810822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928602426062713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283982592825853,0.0,0.2593574763383009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134107795349269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369214406228817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12336558351261315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950194603276106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06339109538633632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476172152750365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213735518985918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722619507196786,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LadyReclus,2019/02/06,"Don’t mess with my kids I am having a really hard time tonight. I had a falling out with my ex’s family today and there’s nothing that you can do to get my “feathers ruffled” than to mess with my kids. 

They have NO say in anything and I would like to keep it that way. But what they were suggesting made me feel like they are up to something so I said no. 

This resulting in a yelling match and now I’m having anxiety fits tonight. 

I don’t know how to just not care. I know I could technically just cut off contact with all involved but that would hurt my kid. I don’t ever want to do anything to hurt my kid. 

What do you do to “get over it” when you can’t let go of something that’s raising your anxiety?",1.5021293937850224,3.029683145695365,3.084370860927155,93.63743759551708,78.47019867549669,6.5004584819154365,24.198166072338253,7.321109707123232,0.8025227712684666,549,19,129,7,13,181,87,151,0.175,0.792,0.033,-0.9506,0,0,2,0,1,0,9.0,0,4,3,0,8,8,1,0,3,0,20,0,0,3,2,26,32,8,0,4,5,1,2,2,0,2,0,3,0,4,9,8,0,1,3,0,0,2,7,5,0,0,4,5,22,3,20,24,1,17,0,2,0,0,17,7,0,0,9,91,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27763626442665384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986559567811717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18501286789216131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488284888877606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641430030773412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17106646899719874,0.0,0.0917527709851166,0.12963667479942184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18961308253924966,0.0,0.10312918415547198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16255454213664516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3885182048361112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16129199437215866,0.0,0.0,0.1994538248920687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855574552907524,0.0,0.1773065884430479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17170397798264356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741179325309226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624937036052785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17261216369615026,0.14430607251107638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793970263785255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058121030848376,0.0,0.17200500465160626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070311424710145,0.14403629561232215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25781116618994937,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,That_one_guy_lol,2019/02/06,"I have so much Anxiety I cant sleep I havent had a good nights sleep in a few days


My relationship anxiety is through the roof right now. My Girlfriend is going to vegas on Friday and wont be home until Sunday and I’m constantly worried that she will cheat on me while shes there. She’s had a history with cheating but we’ve discussed it multiple times about why she did it and also my concerns about her going to vegas with a couple of friends. She also has talked to her therapist about her cheating. 

Despite this reassurance that she is taking this seriously and trying to change, I still have this lingering anxiety and it is so frustrating. I dont want to feel like this, i dont want to feel insecure, but i do and i hate it.  ",2.6982188951987602,4.5846902416107405,4.481342281879197,83.3478471863707,76.11409395973155,8.074548270521424,26.226639132679402,8.841846274778883,2.0769397005678893,582,22,117,13,13,197,85,149,0.251,0.7020000000000001,0.047,-0.9804,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,10,11,5,1,5,0,19,2,2,0,0,14,28,14,0,2,2,0,2,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,10,8,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,7,0,0,3,2,21,4,17,22,2,15,0,0,0,0,15,4,0,0,10,89,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25899530118359515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716345867501358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17130349561169125,0.0,0.0,0.17499189524742234,0.0,0.0,0.17917563089848318,0.0,0.10443329909851476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3795682146117794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16375624031512556,0.11568486839242967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12510892686635205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18406035352115693,0.1358216011166374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598751753648864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16243186297565534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911221643443514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903928521111425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196302059734548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17385529124038465,0.0,0.13828977867322031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32409961433867884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931979212642014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175335882436453,0.13015549991966027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18801653281996586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442435359156738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099417831982833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19102439413550776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14611922018189116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16445068095024706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,notevenitalian,2019/02/07,"How to get over anxiety about exercising? I don’t know why but no matter what I cannot work out. I know I need to. I know it’s supposed to make me feel better. But I can’t. 
The thought of working out causes me so much anxiety to a point where I snap on people if they encourage me to work out, and come up with excuses to avoid it. 

Even something as simple as lightly working out on a stationary bike in my room feels so hard, if I force myself to do it I’ll even start crying sometimes. 

Anything physical sounds horrible to me. How do I get over this? I feel like all I can do is lay down on the couch/bed, and I want to learn to enjoy working out, and at least get over the stress I feel at doing anything active",2.676788277511964,3.5272040592105256,4.393827751196174,88.1727033492823,74.19736842105263,7.632535885167465,25.660287081339717,8.00094639256281,1.3005973684210526,555,18,125,8,11,188,89,152,0.15,0.715,0.136,-0.3092,0,1,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,6,8,6,0,2,5,0,9,1,0,4,1,32,25,13,0,4,4,0,5,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,5,10,0,1,9,2,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,7,20,4,31,24,3,21,0,0,0,0,3,19,0,2,2,88,25,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340463794895933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25176590508441943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13529133575071745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15714442027750725,0.0,0.1317718649663201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168032599835885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20207317569608488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093890331877372,0.10928325393129608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397647272258449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703289854888956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522082932199533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473441045326715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211002266932667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124520485202668,0.11342682727214695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060515496093776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460802007328033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776534776372405,0.1512932562623142,0.0,0.10827439526336133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17522895175857567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144271038371734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902268709014185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380334702824932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5568273247997202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bitterbobb,2019/02/07,"I never stopped feeling anxious around my boyfriend We broke up over two month ago after dating for eight months and after processing some stuff, i’ve realized that I always felt really anxious being with him. Whenever I would drive down to see him (it was never the other way around), it would take me hours of being around him each time to not feel so anxious.

The anxiousness resulted in me being too afraid to initiate anything intimate. He almost always had to be the one to take my hand or kiss me. The thing was, I really wanted to, but I was scared to do it because I wasn’t sure if he wanted me to or not. I believed that if he didn’t do it himself then he didn’t want me to do it to him, if that makes sense? And I knew that was wrong (as he himself told me)  but when the time came to do it, I never could shake the feeling.

I guess I just wanted to hear your thoughts about it. Is that normal for people with anxiety disorders? ",4.073165991902833,4.8895959684210535,5.01526315789474,85.13722672064779,70.89473684210526,8.161943319838057,26.19433198380567,8.384062270229773,1.5919554655870445,734,22,151,11,13,240,104,190,0.087,0.831,0.08199999999999999,-0.6202,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,1,0,0,8,7,0,3,6,0,20,2,1,2,4,45,38,13,0,11,10,0,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,15,10,0,1,7,0,0,3,8,5,0,3,13,7,27,2,28,18,2,26,0,1,1,1,15,7,0,8,15,120,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079431448520676,0.0,0.1138610448174829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18922651495356665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698547444806891,0.5138257688687042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357109796517693,0.3036697698452648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931467657015894,0.0,0.0,0.1281087489634021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300504124672169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078571472645247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031796925691688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724808896823458,0.0,0.10917646463170487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252609801150721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815595084046505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197840122903473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590024496139998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815195404837392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630933349730457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111408628931988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705074455548555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.078830053930698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568711556441782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384045262254515,0.0,0.09060968509461867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506406770208403,0.0,0.0,0.13016720710316967,0.0,0.0,0.10716741642695124,0.0,0.17098688971224155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755418180813673,0.0,0.0,0.09027058486462756,0.1326068265352868,0.0,0.0,0.10865182471747158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107512820650403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26826912479279863,0.09025525204680232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16154825202935374,0.12432065540002002,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ethas,2019/02/07,"it's 11:40pm. eating late dinner because I have a job interview tomorrow. nervous and scared. imagining all the things that might go wrong. hope I have everything ready. hope I dress nice enough. hope I can get through without failing. hope I don't make a fool of myself.

super scared for tomorrow.

night everyone.",2.480892857142859,5.2700853035714275,2.6082857142857168,86.33671428571432,97.75,6.525714285714287,27.028571428571425,7.554174236665415,2.46132,251,12,42,6,10,76,45,56,0.155,0.479,0.365,0.9314,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,0,12,0,3,3,0,5,2,0,1,1,10,12,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,0,0,6,6,4,11,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,5,4,24,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797893602738484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812517894442796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18302625376243672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16925864782116504,0.15919616598559153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925449415668776,0.0,0.10066904871431856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7037341234161297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17577766419507165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19981430065547687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823798509474966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18791064875143254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16622778812092995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3546830645200008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767962494557735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17075037063766813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19366767271479365,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheAnxiousAuthor,2019/02/07,"The Chamber Understand one thing immediately and unequivocally: I am here to make you suffer. When I am done with you, you will understand pain. I will drown you in insecurity until your lungs burn for air and you gasp for breath. I will electrify your limbs with poisonous adrenaline until you can't focus. I will bash in your ace with doubt until you can't speak. You will submit to me. The more you resist, the more this will hurt. 

​

My name is Anxiety. And you belong to me now. ",2.9209677419354847,5.611983516129037,4.0240967741935485,82.77614516129033,79.43010752688173,7.160860215053764,21.12795698924732,8.238735603445708,1.276626666666667,389,11,74,8,10,126,55,93,0.242,0.758,0.0,-0.9746,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,13,0,1,3,6,1,2,3,0,12,4,2,1,0,11,15,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,1,1,21,0,13,8,2,8,0,2,0,0,15,3,0,1,5,60,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925301460000482,0.3280630212029589,0.0,0.0,0.206538853060303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762898191860466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28902601965780744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802180150282736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18294976844016814,0.0,0.2872845595561586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17936696400880567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5621307172009469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280630212029589,0.0
anxiety,Robofury,2019/02/07,"I want to travel but my anxiety won’t let me I want to take my kid on a road trip to Disneyland it would be just me and her I planned the whole thing out and it’ll take about two weeks but the anxiety in my brain just won’t let me do it.

I think maybe we’ll just fly out but that’s even worse because even though I’ve flown I’m terrified. 

I want to travel and enjoy life but my brain is just refusing. 

Anyone overcome something like this?

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anxiety,luckhaveit4me,2019/02/07,"Feeling that an attack is coming on...... There are days where I just feel 'off' or other days where I feel my heart suddenly racing and my body is reacting to certain things going on around me that haven't yet fully hit me yet, but in that current moment they don't affect me as strongly if that makes sense. Only to find out later that night......it all overwhelms me, and that's when the breakdown occurs. Does anyone else get this sort of premonition that an anxiety/panic attack is coming? Sometimes I get these feelings a whole 24 hours away of when a long ongoing attack is taking place, not an emotional breakdown, but this one happened within a few hours. ",8.655626666666663,7.333264336000003,8.205400000000001,73.34036666666668,61.64,10.253333333333334,33.63333333333333,8.841846274778883,2.816733333333333,522,16,91,6,6,166,88,125,0.113,0.8440000000000001,0.043,-0.8679,1,0,0,0,1,0,21.0,0,0,1,1,9,6,3,1,7,0,7,2,2,3,2,23,20,9,0,1,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,0,5,0,0,3,3,4,0,1,0,4,10,2,13,19,3,27,0,1,0,0,1,11,0,3,13,68,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622015619174996,0.15565143515394078,0.0,0.13523357359027635,0.0,0.5184642897998637,0.14272599363734095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16873959456225035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617168666294893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19594089085551314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329389066145079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690268877428715,0.17088015691076727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072443740403825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388444938838646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587351319996897,0.0,0.08633489019171732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433496836287429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18001603394746427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992047454215362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443702783141298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140220445127923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14255879058675666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293926398408984,0.1155356534748756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15871533909772365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502445039434847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421865343060975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092334860847677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696039295764302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Faustty,2019/02/07,"Life is coming and my anxiety is not letting me sleep So. It's not just about the sleeplessness. I'm also extremely sensible, angry, worried all the time, and I think it has to do with the fact that I'm realizing that sooner or later (possibly sooner) I will have to start this ""path"" in my life. And I don't seem to be ready for it.

The thing is, everyone's just pushing me to do things... ""Get a job"", ""Do something"", ""Get that money"". And I can't seem to avoid it because I'm basically at the ""right"" age to do all that (I'm 24).

I suffer from ergophobia (anxiety attacks when thinking about a job/work - Fear of work), and *nobody* in my life cares about it nor they believe it. They just think I'm just a scared, lazy guy that does not want to ""move on"" and wants to keep hanging from someone else. It's not that, I swear.. I'm so mad at people for not getting it, for not understanding that this is a real issue... Everyone's so ignorant.

I haven't got any help from anyone because of it (seriously trapped in here, but can't quite explain the situation 'cause it'll be too long).

And now I'm worried because I decided to take this course that would basically allow me to apply for better jobs and they're also my **dream jobs**. Even though I'm so scared and anxious, just by thinking about it, I decided to do it. It is already a big deal for me, and everyone's like ""meh, it's just a course""... I don't even shared with anyone, but some people found out because, you know... Life...

Now I'm trapped because I won't have any excuse to not look for a job, because otherwise people will just bash me for ""wasting"" money and time on that course.

How does someone deal in these situations? I don't take any medications nor go to therapy at all, those are out of the equation for me (sadly).

I guess I just have to man up and accept it, but I feel so weak and alone, I worry so much on other things that consume me, things that won't exactly let me focus (more like worry) about my situation (jobless because of the phobia).

It's devastating because I feel like I just can't enjoy life anymore, I worry about everything and I'm afraid of losing things because of it.",3.3906880733944966,4.508642461009174,4.9609059633027535,83.76296444954129,72.78440366972477,7.927064220183485,27.15711009174312,8.376592526197632,1.7539944954128437,1667,59,347,27,32,563,180,436,0.166,0.779,0.055,-0.9922,6,4,1,0,0,1,95.0,0,1,2,4,33,21,2,5,15,0,32,8,1,3,5,72,69,31,0,3,20,0,2,3,0,6,7,0,0,2,39,19,0,3,16,1,2,5,18,13,0,0,2,3,35,8,53,57,6,29,0,3,1,0,11,15,0,5,12,232,74,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006272928111199,0.07465104011349481,0.10819585786653883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13800849090415215,0.0,0.1035007784376861,0.07642276971628638,0.06708844965993792,0.09460184278852957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695914942698799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711372918823254,0.0,0.0,0.07621591608554243,0.0,0.05982899029077366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06897145042407192,0.06949293495302326,0.0,0.0582725980634373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394838426789417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839810818317628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056511064581729775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936148053873251,0.0,0.0,0.19392114329928192,0.06079748935370265,0.0,0.0,0.07612259306211233,0.06840953029234474,0.04832760872763424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417233161509255,0.0,0.0,0.10602956543866482,0.0,0.03844580916609576,0.0,0.05410413311876817,0.0,0.07452168900634938,0.06698196712282832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04534290085095506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07060673781750554,0.33565006422597604,0.0601284814422919,0.0,0.0,0.03717746703827426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13834893728432718,0.23890824268119665,0.09914790831026672,0.0,0.0,0.059866182784112223,0.05680712256625565,0.07568059535409148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06814805130762011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07189891588742367,0.0497289237464046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406954206644524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626274110547064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195177249179348,0.0,0.0769980173672234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05777085981616481,0.0,0.0,0.13545451742251802,0.0,0.0,0.12316805045498865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281169171220027,0.06769666408490205,0.0,0.1146355391749009,0.05207858883829571,0.0,0.0,0.047881467848665864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172546795971787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736116589504724,0.0,0.22471099415245996,0.17338393968878882,0.0664636295103132,0.0,0.07889196362748635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042375556942514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980086164681438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849682220734013,0.3434981719906868,0.0,0.048055063061901854,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SweetPanda40,2019/02/07,"Losing my job over anxiety :( I am an excellent worker. I have been with my company for 5 years. I work at a hospital. A couple weeks ago an incident occurred where someone almost hit me in the parking lot. My adrenaline immediately kicked in as it scared me. The car parked and I confronted the driver. Stated she almost hit me and could not be flying through the parking lot like that. She began to argue and I was trying to call security but my hands were shaking so bad. I had 4 ladies arguing with me. They began walking towards the hospital and I followed to have security speak with them. The lady driver said if you keep following us there is going to be a problem. I didnt say anything but simply went in the first doors I could reach and told a worker to call security to the lobby. In the lobby I approached to be able to point them out to security and we began to bicker back in forth. Security stopped it and statements were written. I was shaking like a leaf and my adrenaline caused me to make rash judgements. All in all, I am now on administrative leave due to my actions. I am a very nonconfrontational person, but my emotions took over. The surge of fear and also idk such an intense physical response made me act unprofessional. I never yelled, threatened, or called anyone names, but my voice was elevated due to everything. I have had issues with my anxiety,  but never anything like this at work. Can they legally fire me knowing I have this condition? I have taken fmla before due to it. It is a learning lesson for me, but I also was made to feel unsafe at work. Idk what to think. The verdict should be in tomorrow.",3.631298493838429,5.860804159744411,5.244403240529441,77.37309504792334,74.49520766773163,7.7941122774988605,28.111478776814238,8.634040054169528,2.4051753537197627,1294,53,229,26,28,437,169,313,0.152,0.741,0.108,-0.9424,2,0,0,0,2,0,34.0,2,1,4,9,8,19,3,4,21,0,28,2,2,4,4,49,49,21,0,5,9,0,3,3,0,1,0,5,1,1,8,15,0,7,6,0,0,12,4,10,0,1,21,8,44,9,40,19,4,46,0,1,0,0,20,17,0,6,19,174,52,9,0.11943113751238382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586849734224063,0.0,0.2391860648531639,0.0,0.0,0.19101807503874368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827289865991499,0.0,0.0,0.08350902826092102,0.0,0.19656329996055036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09183517270286333,0.0997200111808939,0.0,0.0,0.10162710150411364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658576338054816,0.0,0.0,0.12268867704615186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19071209020706173,0.13214828204091206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434395470979574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733700543192802,0.0,0.0,0.134393233534121,0.060387971630426064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015880645566088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06787546773993175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246550783792646,0.1185169754542058,0.10615588255030158,0.0,0.0,0.06563622978272772,0.0,0.0,0.12646033013070312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17504406326632752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361289357450976,0.0,0.2030721644302695,0.0,0.2260172600766277,0.07972121168749771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18422531189126445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428266260209043,0.0,0.0,0.11290102850437372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142794690719143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360636122957453,0.09497643416470396,0.11957140358029066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119361524555262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984977873268606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765266504999651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412157000204075,0.13269238821770815,0.08108590270514594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366095325929282,0.0,0.0,0.0985431962882817,0.0,0.0,0.09580045453727302,0.0,0.0,0.11071386100334504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26084187158099426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690973685432022
anxiety,Avachi,2019/02/07,"Going and doing new things... ...is absolutely terrible for my anxiety. That's why I'm trying to say ""yes"" to more stuff, to get over it, but for now it fucking sucks. I hate myself  after I try something new because I feel so foolish or like I did something wrong or weird. The anxiety *after* doing something different is actually worse than before, because after the fact, there are infinite scenes and thoughts to replay. I'm hoping that getting out there more will eventually make this symptom subside but it's torture for now. :( Anyway, just venting and seeing if anyone else relates. :/",5.120681341719081,7.480754443396227,5.924088050314468,73.56734800838576,70.60377358490567,7.7299790356394125,32.532494758909856,8.515128840125781,3.0562255765199167,465,22,71,8,9,152,74,106,0.305,0.64,0.055,-0.9869,1,0,3,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,0,7,9,4,0,2,1,7,2,0,1,1,15,20,9,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,8,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,0,1,2,3,6,2,13,17,2,11,0,0,1,1,1,2,2,4,9,54,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.17067971721155153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676000356158086,0.0,0.0,0.12229597149732126,0.17920839282838452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21323801515788096,0.0,0.14882923879882518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18273600117329208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146108687519319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843601477699889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169464446581513,0.18275878961817368,0.0,0.09940118381157764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172680117030489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17371775597750486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544858050201108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167488502177741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33784406096598063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908957543168207,0.0,0.0,0.1393747353354549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4039457220992632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20022164319868135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18179078065029847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116197522272097,0.0,0.0,0.13885313541202673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23749478236243876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15782240103146414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17824070178800508,0.0,0.19122854720236904,0.0,0.0
anxiety,connocrip,2019/02/07,"It’s 3 in the morning and the feeling in my chest wont let me sleep I’ve had this before, this indescribable feeling in my chest that I know is related to anxiety. The only way I can describe it would be to say that it almost feels as though my chest is going up ",2.7997368421052653,3.4760387543859643,4.872763157894738,85.50809210526316,73.73684210526315,7.805263157894737,26.530701754385966,8.07648339933343,1.4798807017543858,207,7,46,3,4,72,40,57,0.032,0.911,0.057,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,8,4,4,0,0,7,13,3,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,7,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,33,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076236845637289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23501270514540676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614107425984017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4659996479565612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17459295958953627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688330702629324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141402267303454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336449566738989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24430353534522964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30742911108617965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018295630385984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438468154790919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182312159692613,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tahwraoyw321123,2019/02/07,"Propranolol prescription from walk-in clinic? I have the interview of my life coming up and I have terrible social/speaking anxiety. My heart races, hands shake, and I lose my voice. I realized this during a mock interview this week in preperation. 

I’ve been looking into solutions and came across propanolol as a possible treatment. I was wondering if anyone knew if a walk-in clinic such as Walgreens or CVS would write a one time prescription of propanolol for anxiety. I’m an otherwise healthy 25yo with no known medical conditions or allergies. 

tl;dr will a walk in clinic prescribe propranolol?",6.4938354700854735,9.28536541346154,6.389743589743593,69.8330341880342,67.94230769230771,11.545299145299149,36.55555555555557,11.20814326018867,5.384781196581197,489,26,72,18,9,154,72,104,0.162,0.795,0.044,-0.8708,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,1,7,0,6,7,2,0,0,17,12,9,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,2,7,0,0,4,0,0,4,1,4,0,1,4,3,8,0,12,6,0,11,0,1,1,0,3,5,0,5,2,45,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3925898469352388,0.0,0.0,0.17941760217050334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934769962935048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22103437964012085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30406700875861203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18124105314289413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154756697462405,0.2870648297966053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25849306097635866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17387581204344282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892729727195646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615668894283502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14962295159732772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058255041145688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27826697094117603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18227814453872693,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ya_girl567,2019/02/07,How do I stop picking my fingers? I've been picking my skin since kindergarten and I don't know how to stop. I've tried stopping but sometimes I do it and I don't even relize it. I use to draw a lot to help stop me from doing it but the teachers don't like it when I draw in class so its gotten worse lately. I've tried using a stress ball but it always gets stolen or I end up losing it. ,-0.19287356321839155,1.6165446551724116,1.8788505747126472,98.80954022988509,85.20689655172413,3.866666666666666,17.712643678160926,3.1291,-0.9589632183908048,303,7,73,0,9,101,52,87,0.28300000000000003,0.6779999999999999,0.039,-0.9655,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,3,0,7,2,2,6,0,18,12,10,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,4,1,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,2,10,1,6,10,1,9,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,8,45,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16179902113462316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722260955368116,0.0,0.0,0.1284332198627134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159275493822033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13033657721639458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686532428244354,0.0,0.2193494850820579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499906096879036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21754121538396207,0.0,0.16531550316353785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085208735030415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19231726307412225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6502798237571338,0.2227432553578459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640392757476867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358869021564975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981624410469891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gooblemonster,2019/02/07,"Been Having Punishing Anxiety Lately, For Some Reason Adderall Helps Me, Has Anyone Else Experienced This? Okay so long story short, I've been experiencing some pretty punishing anxiety lately (past 2 years)... I just feel like my sympathetic nervous system is all out of wack. Tight upper stomach muscles that makes it difficult to breathe, that kind of nauseous, nervous feeling even when about to do something fun or exciting, I've started sweating much more, difficulty sleeping, etc.

I've noticed the one thing that helps me is when I get ahold of some adderall. I relax, my stomach muscles release and I can breathe better...But that doesn't seem to make sense as it is a stimulant.

I also don't feel that I have ADHD.

Any idea why this would help me?

I've contemplated going to the doctor to trial some anti-anxiety meds, but they all seem like they have a depressant effect, and I absolutely hate that feeling.

Any advice or thoughts would be greatly appreciated.",5.816871921182269,8.075186270114948,6.346798029556652,71.69586206896555,68.48275862068965,8.649589490968804,33.692939244663386,9.23628265651192,3.466390476190477,777,37,121,16,14,252,112,174,0.123,0.7120000000000001,0.165,0.6921,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,2,1,7,15,3,2,4,1,16,7,6,5,2,29,29,10,0,2,4,0,5,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,11,3,0,1,10,1,0,1,2,7,0,1,3,7,14,8,12,23,9,13,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,8,10,78,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16160314728732028,0.1313995507547725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753317417870464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18288427897541548,0.0,0.3086005542587392,0.0,0.0,0.0940224204401034,0.13777728448949486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892509308091505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581619006308815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13763262481923222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232988527503544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499661979509969,0.08881415463697037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27196212799510955,0.09606321848955317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025343331517961,0.0,0.07642066849913258,0.0,0.0,0.1482502910076657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13275827785907507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703910935844478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179682319306262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400266397982731,0.0,0.0,0.3033691611631629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138752264045075,0.0,0.0,0.11899902247050867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17951547130585005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14936247199810404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884868283105397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153091517866671,0.0,0.0,0.09111828776296432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283639224239866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680123351083687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382544236970423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448273285871118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13456406398364287,0.0,0.0,0.10351923030986077,0.0,0.0,0.0951764018259148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933386896889475,0.0,0.0,0.10675174102053027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133551058934072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19104293152435947,0.0,0.0,0.08659230941905896
anxiety,Crumblestilskin,2019/02/07,"Anxious about work, or am I? I work as a flight attendant. Everyday is relatively the same. Nothing really phases me anymore, I’m doing it long enough where I’ve come to enjoy work. It’s not a tough or stressful job but it is tiring, which only adds to my anxiety.

I get on great with everyone, I have job security and I have even been asked to do some PR work for an upcoming sports event. Sounds good right?  Nothing to worry about...

But generally on a day off when I head to bed if I’m in work the next day, I’ll be stressed and anxious. but I don’t know what about? I like my job, I’ve no problems with it, I can handle any task thrown at me. I don’t know if I’m worried about being late, or something happening or just in general, but i KNOW there’s nothing to be worried about, so why am I? Am I so under-stressed that I’m making up things to be stressed about? How do I stop?
TIA",0.18257345491387866,2.2868832553191503,2.5886626139817643,92.44833333333335,86.12765957446808,5.9213779128672765,21.718338399189463,7.2636822038024595,0.6963593718338399,684,24,156,11,21,234,107,188,0.135,0.711,0.153,0.7653,3,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,5,14,10,0,3,6,0,18,2,1,2,0,29,30,17,0,3,12,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,8,6,0,2,3,1,0,2,4,5,0,0,1,1,18,5,24,25,3,20,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,7,10,99,26,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143353141599221,0.0,0.08035838294807764,0.2373396717402075,0.10417543540335612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820197289248564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048611655380688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548939750000025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853854616760013,0.0,0.06938058034280419,0.0,0.0,0.10037405663478358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054881161616694346,0.0,0.0,0.08810593489639305,0.0,0.115811395921567,0.0,0.0,0.09289007438518193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780546323568406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31271992506441104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17318832834285494,0.0,0.1184942228276774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051319199106598365,0.0,0.0,0.09296064656560382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011769481239499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171550024840457,0.0,0.0,0.30237769253973945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989070586916368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100512934589072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729388496993036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970701373308182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086801371803884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782149899713101,0.4813102510609682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978657510916518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073264112798715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478588379621472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.382366465140719,0.320031884553343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheMortalQuoyle,2019/02/07,"In afraid that I might be offered a promotion I have worked for a government agency for 23 years and in my current position for the last nine years. I'm good at what I do and my boss is appreciative of me, keeps me challenged, and is supportive of my professional development. There are also many frustrating aspects of my job, but I like the work and the people I work with. One of my strengths is my institutional knowledge. 
A position has opened up in another division that would be more specialized and is mostly unrelated to the work I do today, although I have some unique skill sets that fit the position well. The money is slightly better and there could be more opportunities for advancement. Unfortunately, much of my institution knowledge would be unused and would likely deprecate. I've interviewed for the position and have a second interview tomorrow. There is only one other person getting a second interview. 
I'm desperately afraid that I'll be offered the position. I'll have to choose between my current comfortable job with limited pay increases and limited advancement OR jumping into the unknown where I will be more specialized, have more possible advancement and pay, and a boss and coworkers that I know little about.
It would almost be a relief to be rejected. ",9.636842105263156,9.565499000000004,9.727017543859649,59.16578947368424,59.0,14.09122807017544,41.80701754385965,13.160352788161607,6.119607017543862,1044,52,159,37,12,346,117,228,0.091,0.77,0.14,0.9323,4,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,15,7,17,1,2,16,0,30,0,0,2,0,36,36,16,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,1,8,16,0,3,4,0,3,5,0,4,1,5,0,0,19,13,23,21,8,23,0,1,0,0,6,10,0,5,9,129,27,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521085696607387,0.0,0.0,0.12395404030320135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16253179658734332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708556353331386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375548288317302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098149218692527,0.0,0.0,0.1300072714981239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30762864611811186,0.13777178459570488,0.0,0.0,0.08518435619444119,0.1263462953859505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514510698777217,0.15535146730717672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15714642776911153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16443129657937516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139433826736726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21006503341860588,0.11788505167470086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074580006259242,0.13534067245189094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17474005144042806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17589300933178978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469225831231636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393642851885743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.451369555558623,0.0,0.0,0.44043233010974897,0.0,0.0,0.19963079661053884
anxiety,umthatsnotapstyle,2019/02/07,"Brain fog and anxiety? Hey y'all. Any tips for combatting brain fog and dizziness caused by anxiety? Some days the only symptom I'll get is being super disoriented, foggy, forgetful, unable to process concepts I usually can, etc. It used to send me into a panic attack (the ol' am-I-going-crazy spiral), but I've been able to calm myself from those as of late by reminding myself that brain fog doesn't actually hurt me and is just temporary, but I still hate feeling like I'm not present and can't think straight, focus, or concentrate - I'm a college student, I have to get my attention back. Oftentimes smoking weed helps me clear the fog for a bit but it's not the best mechanism at ALL and has its own pros and cons so I'm looking for any other solutions. 

tl;dr The only thing that eases my brain fog besides waiting is out is marijuana and I'm looking for a more sustainable and uhhh legal solution if anyone has advice ",4.777910256410255,6.1370601500000035,6.133333333333336,75.75115384615384,69.72222222222223,9.316239316239317,31.068376068376068,9.661875296680813,3.1214658119658125,737,31,131,17,13,249,120,180,0.113,0.726,0.16,0.8785,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,2,4,8,2,1,9,0,12,5,4,2,2,28,25,15,0,1,8,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,10,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,3,11,4,16,23,7,11,0,1,2,0,4,4,0,3,7,81,19,3,0.13948387229527412,0.0,0.1361161385697132,0.0,0.0,0.13630202568126942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18970763253315112,0.0,0.2134095610434746,0.0,0.0,0.09753036667042504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15868304128148022,0.0,0.1072544879694578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637971850283132,0.0,0.15228026254024402,0.0,0.0,0.6228405262708636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328835944819762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995555841760379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555613885057114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052723685392003,0.09964730623793934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574913257951402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771144645630778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349309940568257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14932037016615565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15734388343890415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06814477440093776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23426264563423335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21216754052912934,0.0,0.163654270659322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139200059366904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14497715073562153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266688685359298,0.08937563325489885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046928116060004,0.1536217792001982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ahch00ch00,2019/02/07,"Food problems with anxiety I think this is weird, and idk how common this is, but when there is junk food in my house or available sometimes I will get a lot of anxiety that I need to eat it. I know that it's weird and that of corse I don't need to eat it but I will feel super anxious until I do. Also, sometimes in the store looking at junk food I get anxious thinking like ""I should get a snickers because I haven't had one in so long and what if I die before I get the chance to eat one again"" And weird stuff like that in my mind that like justifies me eating a bunch of crap because I feel like I will miss out or not get the opportunity again. I am trying to lose weight right now and I just got a care package with a bunch of sweets from home and I just binged on a bunch of them after a really good day and I feel like if they never got sent to me it wouldn't be a problem. And I don't buy junk food for that reason: I know I will just binge and eat it all at once. So I want to throw all of the junk food away but I don't want to be wasteful, and I would feel bad since it was sent from home. I feel so defeated every time I binge and I'm aware every time I do it. And I'll even have like chocolate in my hand thinking ""I don't want to eat this"" but I feel like I need to and I don't know why so I do. It's never ending for me. I just can't be controlled around junk food since it makes me so anxious, it's horrible :(",0.960759585242343,2.0814739655172403,2.7705485893416935,97.05195020496748,78.93730407523513,5.785435254400773,19.792741741017608,6.093298490706669,-0.2933965276103212,1101,24,280,7,26,367,129,319,0.162,0.674,0.16399999999999998,0.5446,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,5,18,22,1,0,12,0,27,15,2,4,4,63,59,30,1,13,13,0,8,7,0,7,0,0,2,0,21,17,13,1,13,0,2,3,11,10,0,2,6,10,42,12,34,43,6,29,0,3,1,0,4,12,1,5,21,185,63,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056353249334367764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781568331007058,0.2388264106352684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06273147699701168,0.0,0.0,0.06620702351520394,0.0,0.058837852413318036,0.0859133006429688,0.0,0.05996309395358342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07184684181708863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903587532502272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045446042580806284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313467825590357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4326382547792441,0.0,0.0,0.06241374881724177,0.0,0.0,0.04654346194933997,0.0,0.118744690535342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21378448639873865,0.1510271005598855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.51126124973374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18408315733460973,0.0,0.0,0.05910523100411923,0.11271942433961506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413703373347957,0.0,0.0,0.0813106327078858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618214103237165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409898022416017,0.0,0.0,0.0623619793151668,0.059175388135338826,0.0788356882390685,0.0,0.05990938979302141,0.0,0.0,0.04703794987518601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115261101519979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15675342957292318,0.10869856093570622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750461404069374,0.09550190680121992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13485675453702578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0451436174077212,0.0724528599632992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0601793031947109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658374702531768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393893453058291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066902242839505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545918360261525,0.0,0.0,0.08218093713460996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04784315925829077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469159010765858,0.0,0.0,0.08581106294633167,0.0,0.0,0.06358642654768795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050058458870884906,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Wolfriles,2019/02/07,"Panic attack rant (idk if its triggering) So, I had a panic attack. When it started to happen, my step dad was getting himself some alcohol. I told him that i was freaking out and possibly having a panic attack, and he said, ""cool."" He then proceeded to go downstairs to play video games. (He's pretty much addicted to video games.) So I stumble over to my room and then my panic attack really hits. So I'm crying and hyperventilating and shaking in my room while my step dad is playing video games. After that, I cried some more because he dismissed my panic attack and he knows that I have a literal diagnosed anxiety disorder. Sorry if this gets deleted or something. I just needed to rant and if it doesn't belong here.. Sorry :/ ",3.910869565217393,6.0831605942029014,5.483405797101451,76.23206521739135,73.4927536231884,7.7884057971014515,27.44202898550725,8.59863814320734,2.3830898550724644,574,22,96,11,12,194,82,138,0.34600000000000003,0.61,0.044,-0.9929,0,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,0,6,15,5,6,3,1,7,3,0,1,0,18,18,18,0,4,5,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,7,8,1,0,1,8,0,4,1,12,0,0,5,2,15,3,10,12,4,16,0,0,0,0,14,5,0,6,7,66,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399229292810525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174917346114636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999264653328428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5947941774487865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374241742804837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297215174881765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613221293587397,0.0,0.0,0.11984160939338745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926276018711996,0.0,0.059427224987707125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246730227940828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05746669782944652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686798649773947,0.07753430855166189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6134279159051701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178823692921718,0.0,0.1063811380102837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06698760921719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946614017737064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049995781243648,0.0,0.2341059845430317,0.07401230002186199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999172225589213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,smokyrabbit14,2019/02/07,"How to cope with existential anxiety Do you know how you don’t see your nose until someone points out that it’s in your line of vision? And until you forget about that fact, you can’t stop seeing your nose? That’s how I feel my continued cognizance about how strange it is to be conscious and how weird reality is. Only, I can’t stop noticing it, and the strangeness of it only makes me question the nature of reality more. It causes me great anxiety for some reason- to a point that it makes me feel as though I’m going crazy. Does anyone experience this? If so, how do you cope? ",3.6920306513409926,5.22028168965517,4.898735632183911,82.8976053639847,72.6206896551724,7.569348659003833,25.819923371647512,8.167268648758528,1.5595911877394633,460,15,91,7,9,152,69,116,0.138,0.8109999999999999,0.051,-0.755,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,8,0,0,10,2,0,0,3,0,8,2,2,10,1,26,17,15,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,2,6,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,6,14,1,15,16,2,10,0,0,2,0,9,4,0,3,5,65,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957163537599389,0.0,0.0,0.13514541837594882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19855113793909432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16914006528503178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18906429573863973,0.0,0.0,0.1954556976850361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984511107607904,0.0,0.0,0.21309117026348606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622127833761022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580309394400234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22004982572300966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293995316633011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654229261206404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165171106828744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19872336667577414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308037242557246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16376496953844652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231803890571567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18989598409904188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ToastyNathan,2019/02/07,"My car cant start and I hate myself for it [vent] My cars shifting column broke and now I cant get out of drive. I am stuck in front of a target waiting for AAA to tow me. I am on and off crying because this was an issue I was supposed to fix, but never did and now I am fucking pissed at myself because I never did anything. This is my fault because I'm a dumbass peice of shit. I dont know how im going to get to work tomorrow. I already took a sick day yesterday, I dont want to miss two days of work.",1.6842105263157876,2.0834424649122845,4.355219298245616,89.21861842105267,76.10526315789474,6.752631578947369,24.77631578947368,6.6274283507984215,0.7431263157894739,387,12,92,3,8,139,71,114,0.26,0.7090000000000001,0.031,-0.982,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,3,7,4,0,4,0,12,4,2,1,2,12,25,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,0,6,6,7,1,1,6,1,16,0,16,19,0,20,0,2,1,1,0,5,3,0,9,62,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20855797212611188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555247606712632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34562430234361097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20759943540157624,0.2437691120966099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4429957085274388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747205617310403,0.1974816079336703,0.0,0.10740881820585584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18659101015387933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20414437902341415,0.19725911434416887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386535971233178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915254022213506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19399813072926586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133769895526669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099776705478508,0.0,0.0,0.18461825399628626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147269919932044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27517764614127016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AceyCaseyKay,2019/02/07,"Anxiety and parenting (long) I am trying so hard to not let my anxiety and depression affect my daughter (9 years).

 My mom kept her mental health a complete secret from me, and her behavior didn't make sense to me until I was older and found out from outside sources what she was dealing with. I always felt like she was mad at me for just being alive. Maybe she was. I will never know. 

I've tried to be as honest with my daughter as I possibly can be when I burst in to tears for no reason, or snap at her for something trivial.

I just want to know if I'm doing this right?

When my anxiety is presenting as general irritation at everyone or everything and I snap at her over something really dumb like talking too loud when she's really not, I tell her that sometimes the over abundance of electricity in my brain makes me angry, and that I'm not actually made at her, that she hasn't done anything wrong just to try to be quiet for a little bit while I try to get things under control.

Or when I burst into tears out of nowhere and she asks me what's wrong I tell her that my brain is fighting with me and I'm just losing at the moment.

She's such a trooper I'm so proud of the way that she accepts what I tell her and usually she just gives me a hug tells me I can do it, and goes back to playing Minecraft or with her Legos.

But is this ok? Is she going to grow up to resent me the way I grew up to resent my mom? I'm doing my best. I just want her to understand that my mental health isn't her fault and that she is free to be herself regardless of how I am feeling at any given time.

Anyone out there who's done this before? Anyone out there who had grown up like this? I just want her to grow in to a happy well adjusted human. I just want to be better than my mom, but am what I'm doing just the other side of the same coin? 

I cannot afford professional help right now. My insurance doesn't cover it. My meds without insurance would cost about $200 a month. And I am a broke millennial. I also feel I should add that I don't have my daughter full time, her dad and I split custody evenly and he is a wonderful father.",2.69099841730414,3.867861230941706,4.394940648905306,86.91700079134796,74.5829596412556,7.489211289897125,23.879978897388554,8.027739517013583,1.1593243998944875,1663,48,360,25,34,562,204,446,0.07400000000000001,0.813,0.113,0.8883,2,0,2,0,2,0,36.0,0,0,0,5,26,25,5,0,14,1,40,5,2,7,1,73,67,34,0,8,20,9,4,3,0,3,2,2,0,1,22,24,0,2,12,1,3,5,12,11,1,0,13,6,73,15,60,44,4,51,0,3,0,1,49,26,1,6,21,264,95,1,0.0,0.0,0.08711432959722705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138893020732437,0.07427952434276565,0.0,0.0,0.06070644304656968,0.0,0.20487318074798916,0.0,0.0,0.1248388706459573,0.0,0.07346133971541141,0.0,0.08345509953500392,0.0,0.0,0.06864287301955642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596192198019293,0.0,0.09368302082323632,0.07895177683255172,0.09745936904674148,0.0,0.0,0.19930897049463914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935975602188462,0.0,0.10012353598236644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203311944103472,0.07688784389040543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18270775119296134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058961781191955234,0.0,0.0,0.08530100404763828,0.08022983152656009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027486411873804,0.0,0.08571289139112227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787959556669767,0.0,0.0,0.0466397229140427,0.08563561063394279,0.05073401591229181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502923347577394,0.07996809821498313,0.0,0.0,0.18977898911126576,0.0,0.0,0.059835584246475025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812056217361984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128429519206956,0.0,0.1308379682204604,0.0894716705487739,0.0,0.07900085694270635,0.0,0.09986993672985844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446912891352518,0.1191764081183998,0.0,0.08968339142099015,0.0,0.09915848918721594,0.0,0.1799256803703415,0.0,0.0,0.3136547081010253,0.0712542062583466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885027990340982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912341440194766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063815028692384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437688475793087,0.09178409806595836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247163655823393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744832074658678,0.08828999535270643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175158666895985,0.3121025373792993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05930680820759824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410773566338496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424330094559467,0.0,0.0,0.09293288431586408,0.0,0.0,0.09831793971810658,0.0,0.21061427876900748,0.1417162323814502,0.0,0.0,0.0802641624620269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605278515688435,0.0968091591073524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06341461883441746,0.19520476084147872,0.0,0.05748674658608225
anxiety,acuteomnivore,2019/02/07,"Paxil Three weeks ago I randomly became sick, nauseous, fever, panic attacks. The following week I could hardly get out of bed I was constantly sleeping and just did not feel real at all. I went back to work a little over a week ago and I have not been the same at all I am constantly having panic attacks because I feel like I am in the matrix or like nothing is real. No new stressors in my life. I’ve been on Paxil for 9 years. I got off of birth control in October and switch from smoking to vaping in December. Could I be experiencing Paxil poop out? ",2.620540540540542,4.629306234234235,4.6849459459459455,81.24417567567569,76.74774774774775,7.322882882882882,25.51441441441441,8.238735603445708,1.8293884684684685,436,16,82,8,10,150,74,111,0.165,0.774,0.061,-0.9171,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,2,6,2,2,5,0,12,5,2,1,2,20,18,4,0,2,4,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,5,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,4,0,1,6,4,11,2,17,9,3,25,0,0,0,0,0,12,0,2,13,58,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26544823513612786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406725818682243,0.0,0.1151309649677542,0.0,0.09127230369368022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236037959444296,0.16793177217901945,0.23908995138059794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514131294499008,0.10696513256282776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822627563086684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975050956611273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412615045270793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575674038733844,0.14629828145791002,0.15006597647249673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460745055595473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366727443103702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35134518767116196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408446373242745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14983531853836965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603063548727389,0.0,0.0,0.1387986027299484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090031756361346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641939965751116
anxiety,Decimator123,2019/02/07,"College First semester I had my friend for a roommate, second semester (current) I don’t have one because my friend dropped out. Now going into the third semester I have no idea who’s going to be my roommate and I’m sick to my stomach from all the anxiety I’m getting from this. I’m trying to calm down by playing games, but every time I see my friends log into Apex Legends (new f2p battle royale) they already have 3 people (full squad). It doesn’t help that the main friend group I was a part of has basically ditched me. I don’t even know why. They have a group chat a friend of mine got into and when I said I’d do it the same way he said “You wouldn’t be able to stay, there are people that hate you in there” and I just don’t know what to do. Everything is going wrong. The roommate thing might be solved, but it might not be. The friend thing has been going on since the last of the first semester. I need help and here’s no one to reach out to for help and I just feel so lost. 

Sorry for the wall of text and rant, I just don’t have anyone or anywhere to tell or put this. I’d appreciate any help I can get. ",1.4629837251356217,3.1121824472573887,2.8519349005424988,94.71670886075951,78.95780590717301,5.86449668474985,20.990355635925255,6.655083550727371,0.13673936106088025,868,23,202,8,21,282,128,237,0.115,0.71,0.175,0.936,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,2,3,10,12,2,0,13,0,27,2,1,0,1,29,46,12,0,2,8,0,1,0,6,3,1,2,0,0,11,11,0,0,4,3,0,5,9,4,0,6,7,4,23,8,26,32,5,26,0,1,1,0,23,10,0,4,8,134,34,1,0.11520635954237635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713308254262196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834427508321948,0.0,0.08813254971624508,0.0,0.0,0.08055496527331124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022872747026326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609271394068542,0.0,0.09706632672399572,0.0,0.10354004740774142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05825179694841565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19598894114709856,0.0,0.0,0.534048885604253,0.0,0.12038113578750913,0.0,0.26189771623812,0.0,0.09214105002727127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374242880181094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088815774216825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300539569570634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266288045958013,0.09390855941501472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576135059478818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444314831288552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542405582619085,0.0,0.11126701994229274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561336215798679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475726060661295,0.0,0.1597391677464319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581421155010907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21917525983135405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180455273762177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529989112312404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896408742411272,0.0,0.12279465057828025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069543616588277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15307597228055236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717775471416138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821755578522026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144544579010024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395582028406117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12596006876228147,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BoatsAndAguerhoes,2019/02/07,"My girlfriend and everyone one of my friends are out having a great night and having tons of fun and I’m stuck at home because I left due to anxiety Only posting this because I’m frustrated as fuck. Literally everyone I associate with and my girlfriend are out tonight having a great time and I’m lay in bed doing fuck all but waiting for them to post a Snapchat story so I can just make myself more jealous.

My girlfriend is amazing and extremely supportive, but I just wish I was out with her right now and out with my friends having a good time, but I dropped my girlfriend off to the pre drinks earlier and I stood in the doorway for a good 5 minutes trying to decide if I should stay or go, but I hate nightclubs and get nervous around new people at the after parties and I’m not opposed to drugs, but they’re way too hit and miss with my anxiety I’ve just decided not to.

There’s so much more going on too, I’m just really upset and frustrated right now that my dumb ass can’t get out the house to socialize and have fun.",8.63800106326422,5.96624121052632,8.597767145135567,74.78214779372675,62.73205741626794,11.968314726209464,39.49016480595428,10.25414643259724,3.8323010101010113,819,34,165,14,9,268,117,209,0.17800000000000002,0.653,0.16899999999999998,-0.036000000000000004,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,12,20,7,2,9,0,13,5,1,1,1,44,33,23,0,3,13,0,0,0,6,1,1,0,2,0,2,23,1,2,2,1,0,2,3,10,0,1,3,0,20,10,29,28,5,31,0,1,0,3,9,15,4,2,9,112,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174944229807887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654695470379004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733111841992303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925653323748413,0.16485319163037426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27166795459446835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21965523254839775,0.2628376585694198,0.1485389095752566,0.0,0.1615784771250548,0.23846360228347965,0.0,0.3134499700776201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14034737449632306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259177793644276,0.0,0.0,0.16402631416938418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445043950823953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488871611452523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449934521209106,0.0,0.0,0.13729295462945285,0.0,0.13340164232934631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963270438752404,0.10811431450635813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985514949592957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722879496588289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910673170907846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24279701100771164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490782207234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151516958028776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16131436395211776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657819618942483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651304890897992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283501118697815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163469769688694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ld6891,2019/02/07,"New Anxiety sufferer here, feeling defeated Hi All...I was diagnosed with Anxiety back in December. I feel like it’s been YEARS even though it’s only been a few months. My dr prescribed me lexapro but i never took it, i have a fear of prescription meds. My dr then reccomended CBD gummies which ive been taking and feel as if it has helped relax me a little. I fear everything. Right now my fear is getting sick (especially norovirus). If i hear that someone threw up, i instantly feel sick and think about it 24/7 for at least a full week. it’s so tiring. I got in a fight with my boyfriend this week because his niece had the bug on Sunday and i was around her and have been freaking out all week. Someone at work threw up in the bathroom on Tuesday and now i go up a floor to use the bathroom and probably will keep doing that for the forseeable future. I worry about anything and everything and don’t have an interest in things that i used to enjoy for the fear of something bad happening. It’s tiring and it sucks. The only thing that keeps me going is my monthly dr’s appts with my PCP. I just started therapy but have only been twice so far ",2.4088685986502583,4.619391834061137,3.5673620484319173,88.026104605002,78.25764192139737,6.958396188963874,25.69293370385073,8.00094639256281,1.6008148471615726,906,35,182,16,22,293,131,229,0.207,0.732,0.061,-0.9896,0,0,1,0,1,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,12,14,2,4,13,0,19,8,0,2,2,30,40,18,0,2,5,0,4,1,0,1,8,1,0,0,16,14,0,2,5,1,0,5,2,10,0,1,12,5,24,4,26,27,4,39,0,2,0,0,6,18,1,2,17,126,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16814674102879065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090438520207896,0.09783449951928108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450648848437524,0.09176209646587008,0.06699415646514095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115464139314067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258806142768318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19754246976437026,0.0,0.0,0.4946732241153634,0.22227542145286425,0.07851274195158515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0574183310513111,0.0,0.12491765984901965,0.0,0.08789724867224981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971844050911426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386553970074075,0.0,0.07366380351883006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953687373205332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05369169814901414,0.11014889622632286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220743735804906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17544262050100232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476182784694744,0.10614232112606972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25075221783151075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849102932786508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385419077178878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18623620623242895,0.08460656163866383,0.0,0.0,0.07778794416773642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263129116151227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568048399047993,0.0,0.1460256508614545,0.0704196259329458,0.10797641204053894,0.0,0.0,0.25262828091733297,0.0,0.0,0.122103192566157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898370150071152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26446599172888235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000867194360166,0.1116090121087446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707721410057663
anxiety,LittleMissSunshineL,2019/02/07,"My heart is bursting with emotions right now and just wanted somewhere to write things down My boyfriend follows me I think, on my regular account. I can't remember if he follows me on this account too but from memory, I think it's less likely. Not that I mind if he sees, I'd just rather he didn't see it straight away.

So I've been abused by my stepdad. Although that's not the main point. I've been trying hard the past year and a half to recover by attending counselling and psychotherapy, making new friends, attending Mindfulness workshops and keeping the habit going, doing bits of yoga here and there. I'm starting Cognitive Behavioural Therapy soon, and I feel like that will help too. I'm on beta blockers for panic attacks and I feel like my concentration might be slowly returning. That would be helpful as I'm doing medicine, but I don't want to jinx it by putting too much pressure on myself.

I dated a lot and met a lot of jerks, one of which was emotionally manipulative and used the fact that I'm kinky to guilt me into doing things that I wasn't comfortable with. 

But now, I've met so many lovely people and my housemate is my bestfriend. He has stood by me all throughout this, I'm probably moving in with him again in September and we're looking for a new house with his friend currently. I've met really lovely people through his work recently, we hang out, and they're okay that I have panic attacks. They accept me for who I am, they tell me that it's okay and create a safe environment for me. 

I've now been dating my boyfriend for nearly 8 months. He's amazing and my heart is often bursting with this warm fuzzy feeling from him telling me random lovely things that I don't expect someone to say ever. He's just a decent human being, and I love him with all my heart. A year ago, if you'd said to me that I'd be dating someone like him I'd say that you're telling a funny joke. He's into the same things that I'm into, and helps me with exploring things in a healthy way. He doesn't let me fall into the trap of unhealthy decision making, he doesn't pressure me into anything, he's mature and he cares for me. Oh and also he's good looking too! He always smiles, and he has cute dimples, which I love. 

He has weird habits too I guess that I don't particularly agree with... His eating habits aren't great, and he doesn't wash his dishes right after he eats. But it doesn't matter, because he holds me when I'm down, he would wrap his arms around me and tell me everything is okay if I'm having a panic attack.  He cares for me in a way that I didn't know someone could, and perhaps I'm over exaggerating as it's the first time I've dated someone properly. Before that I've just dated guys who won't commit, or were just generally jerks so nothing lasted very long. And plus, I was emotionally vulnerable due to it not being very long after I'd gotten out of the abusive situation. 

I just feel so loved....for the first time in a long time, it feels as though everything is moving in the right direction, and I'm worried that *something* will go wrong soon. It can't all be perfect, and I don't know how long this ""happiness"" will last. Maybe tomorrow something will go wrong, but I don't know what. 

TLDR I love my boyfriend and feel like everything is going well right now but worried about the future....because everything is going right so something is probably going to go wrong?",5.387488095238094,5.74415407794118,5.9948739495798335,80.91931372549021,67.77941176470588,8.711484593837534,29.86694677871149,8.563005593585519,2.1289152661064423,2703,93,532,38,42,880,277,680,0.138,0.6920000000000001,0.17,0.9861,1,0,3,0,1,0,77.0,1,1,2,4,35,45,5,6,23,3,55,14,4,5,7,114,111,51,0,11,21,0,8,5,2,8,1,3,0,2,39,44,3,4,15,2,2,17,19,15,1,4,15,15,64,30,65,79,10,89,0,0,4,6,59,30,0,11,45,332,103,1,0.0,0.13164753120566214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049246286447688095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04442743155990117,0.0462263333328625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045717152967929484,0.04945585984580597,0.0,0.18960600219797089,0.05219589004626632,0.0,0.0,0.06773180481134952,0.0,0.04727333887946853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606518326527748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328435131342413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04435626489064666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369357095011835,0.0,0.18747619099853227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0502528117046766,0.0,0.0,0.1997175382153547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16854211159490615,0.11906582589413525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451036053998847,0.0,0.0,0.08584353863543527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221012895025806,0.046597022111131765,0.0,0.06124974648784093,0.0612002585559561,0.0550083306103593,0.0,0.059139487791367074,0.049766500213741946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19749935260626245,0.11171233339272936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06410318149159104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049379967898093936,0.0,0.0,0.09159496888231007,0.09056972047665317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05680890251978304,0.0,0.1357071948846453,0.0,0.0,0.1966582300534617,0.09330466432607347,0.0,0.0,0.09446199984076788,0.3008441390087256,0.0,0.07416698499134855,0.0563242000625198,0.05581261300378857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058935232423378524,0.11218972440895984,0.0,0.04434358888281793,0.11809266002622032,0.04083942583118429,0.0,0.0,0.10731101570739672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05330666256764678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0376456058733748,0.0,0.0,0.1955459874713165,0.0,0.0,0.053033674694422814,0.0770298887667442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05251757160575672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197956910541416,0.0,0.0,0.05584826789303437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035590050200082185,0.0,0.05485400615021849,0.0,0.06293315253757907,0.2372189630221574,0.052845667482227694,0.08835936657407953,0.0,0.0,0.08854051996671514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062446313706356865,0.0,0.0,0.18828678551844466,0.12830720068065568,0.0,0.0,0.03932221949676125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19423059119700464,0.0,0.0635321530965799,0.0,0.1845418578922005,0.07119499088044078,0.05458265056568802,0.0,0.09718396019401568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03771829856598654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047981810372974686,0.0,0.09167763014894924,0.06553573101861672,0.0881941807612066,0.0,0.0,0.04995074970501001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04044480919853853,0.1128378984407462,0.0,0.07892956596999813,0.18222249851480246,0.0,0.07155138736880852
anxiety,Alicia8894,2019/02/07,"Random Arm pain? For the past 2 days I’ve had this random ache in the upper part of my left arm. It doesn’t seem to be radiating or shooting pain, just a quick 1-2 second ache every couple of minutes. Yesterday it was aching for 8 hours pretty much until I fell asleep and seemed almost non existent the entire next day until about 8pm. I have pretty bad anxiety over health related issues, just thinking about something seriously terrible going on with my health sends me into a spiral. I guess I just wanted to know the chances of this being heart related or if I’m just webMDing out of control? ",7.522307692307693,6.653599820512824,8.151752136752139,71.35019230769231,63.61538461538462,10.876923076923077,32.32051282051282,10.125756701596842,3.161041025641026,477,15,85,9,6,160,85,117,0.202,0.733,0.065,-0.9447,0,0,1,1,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,6,0,6,8,4,1,0,21,14,6,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,4,0,0,3,1,5,0,1,2,0,7,0,18,10,2,19,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,9,9,53,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869807536547346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288788641248145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066516769668547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889531007785757,0.0,0.18640852557059606,0.0,0.2172980467020864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419429935163991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574521642209546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18558837482721646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581508393941729,0.0,0.1996374130027072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659087249736914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17583860347402688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258654466671927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830428287272316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384461843337267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17916944379595987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35852729079874585,0.0,0.0,0.18243627456678527,0.16082339731709064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427885143258952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30673698649839176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296962105216191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079485852274524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936779761917353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IncrediblePlatypus,2019/02/07,"A shot to calm the autonomous nervous system? Hi,

I've been having pretty bad anxiety issues - basically a low level attack going on around the clock for a few weeks now.
I had an emergency appointment with a doctor two days ago and we talked a lot, he said some really interesting things - that I'm so wound up I can't come down on my own and that's why my normal meds (for depression) aren't cutting it anymore, because I can't rest at all like this.
Since I have my finals in a little under two months, he's kinda hesitant to just throw me on new medication due to side effects and there isn't really time to fix me through therapy and so he's mentioned that the best idea would probably be to give me a shot that would - as I understand it - make my autonomous nervous system (which is causing the panic in reaction to my mental state, which triggers mental distress, which causes my nervous system to react more etc spiral and so on) not react to my mental state anymore, so that the physical symptoms of the anxiety stop and my body can rest properly.

Basically, the shot breaks the feedback loop in stuck in.

Has anyone on here tried something like that? And if yes, how did it go? ",8.215844155844156,6.691490411255412,8.74199134199134,69.79012987012989,62.63636363636363,11.863203463203465,35.71861471861472,10.832165505486646,3.785723809523808,939,34,172,20,11,316,142,231,0.14,0.7709999999999999,0.08900000000000001,-0.855,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,0,2,10,15,2,5,16,1,15,5,1,8,1,32,24,14,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,2,4,1,0,0,14,11,0,1,3,0,0,4,5,10,0,2,5,1,17,5,28,16,10,39,0,2,0,0,9,18,0,4,13,120,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099282208153545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18973606778701996,0.0,0.24597107045079405,0.08671133650897173,0.0,0.0,0.11039603336422148,0.0,0.14108035333571586,0.0,0.0,0.10354395957246824,0.07559592136387436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13014183646083333,0.0,0.0,0.13774820421146375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547868028819545,0.0,0.1068244488899835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799768006938768,0.0,0.10681044566540432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12693045753822305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383049850730439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584792921517827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896259894708612,0.14095655635009458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139993262833216,0.0,0.12943520807264447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117096789710916,0.12429154626008827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542967121172038,0.0,0.0,0.08277826909850984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13774820421146375,0.12492798100297065,0.3749215962096723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989843535843818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977054394886745,0.0,0.0,0.12150439659737865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550012492236405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616371433829845,0.1337047737895564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15888917436972974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796280741476788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258313563178204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546968449154518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367870330120904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889485534314574,0.0,0.0996753005616253,0.0,0.0,0.1418173238685617,0.0,0.0823873618393492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231177960505833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419529171901426,0.0,0.24228134856496195,0.12909976777210114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947410027499116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190058966736226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761876353057962,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Elcooler1,2019/02/07,I crave answers I fixate hard on answers to any question. I have to know the answer. I won’t stop thinking about the question until I know the answer. It irritates the live crap out of me. Is that anxiety?,1.1653658536585354,3.68016212195122,3.1494634146341483,87.08760975609756,86.3170731707317,5.231219512195122,25.27317073170732,6.742157984588678,1.2616497560975617,161,7,30,2,5,54,29,41,0.261,0.7390000000000001,0.0,-0.8225,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,4,0,3,1,1,0,0,11,6,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,9,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,7,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,2,2,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153995606431885,0.0,0.2423114192719012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837440699295269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.348152929435299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796943635623824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7096606963956967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648155834386378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20295938416655732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Chillidawgs,2019/02/07,"Emergency refills?? I’m not able to get a refill because my doctor can only get me in on an appointment during the week, the days that I work. I literally called out today on my third day to get in but was unable to be in because she had no openings. They refuse to help me out and they’re not open on weekends. People keep telling me to go to the ER but was told that it’s only for emergencies when I called. I explained that my heart rate is extremely high 24/7, I cry at every little thing that goes wrong, I feel like my life is quickly going down hill after I just got everything back together. I feel like no one can help me and I’m starting to give up. I’m currently homeless Nd I need this job to work and I need the money so calling out again is not possible. Can anyone help me with a plan to get back on track and maybe give me some suggestions? I’m currently on Duloxitine and if anyone’s been on it you know what I’m going through.",2.466453045685281,3.9426120507614257,4.1265958121827415,87.40684803299494,75.7005076142132,7.361548223350255,24.495241116751266,8.07648339933343,1.3031931472081215,742,24,159,12,16,249,114,197,0.096,0.8190000000000001,0.085,-0.315,3,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,3,7,3,0,0,7,0,11,3,1,0,0,27,35,10,0,3,7,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,9,11,0,2,4,1,1,3,5,1,1,2,6,2,23,2,28,28,1,36,0,0,0,0,16,19,0,2,16,101,32,4,0.12639573675550594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17675767597342049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943810392435381,0.0,0.1540993359266852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38719253735379533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388397817393629,0.16302958749778293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937139241521128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649385961993944,0.0,0.11359633815169458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781896454108296,0.18059427918639165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641462226524056,0.24250061600041614,0.21550082996715186,0.0,0.1010902171536724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14977955662701958,0.25416119411829763,0.13354403548968624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542826554771178,0.11234633836159394,0.0,0.0,0.06946379138674222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927704683643327,0.1235011449669382,0.12668173358049314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698150631261068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874416744992852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564902237290893,0.1922593068251918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762688915881851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249220188340858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946355303083395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047544504192257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397171116603587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980837937863904,0.12077654304018763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138703595195532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840352034479353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13819389620697636,0.0,0.0
anxiety,notavegan9,2019/02/07,"I can’t stop thinking about every little thing and I feel needy I feel like I need constant validation and I always overthink if my boyfriend still likes me even though he’s always saying I love you I don’t know I can’t help it. And I always wanna talk and he isn’t as open as me so I overthink about seeming needy. What can I do to help stop stressing out when I don’t see him for a few days. I always feel like our relationship is gonna end when we don’t talk for a night even though it’s clear it won’t! I can’t stop and I hate myself for it

That was such a mess and really scattered oops 
Thank you for any advice you can give or any thoughts",0.9809046587215632,2.6496834718309863,2.5474647887323947,96.25371072589382,80.47887323943662,5.214301191765982,18.66955579631636,5.873414542411696,-0.4445770314192852,511,11,122,3,13,167,78,142,0.14300000000000002,0.6920000000000001,0.165,0.6067,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,2,3,0,0,11,8,1,1,3,0,13,1,0,0,1,24,27,15,0,3,2,0,3,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,7,9,0,3,7,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,2,5,25,5,11,23,1,13,0,0,1,1,16,3,0,3,13,77,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408210080485078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4566859203186128,0.0,0.0,0.18661790080978247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14827756194338906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849046953939198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152921629492977,0.0,0.0,0.181254629357998,0.0,0.11560713347150793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20813571993672267,0.1960487394541088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162637348733058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13546856661480913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18394079055559215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540819565507131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011047407009877,0.1375225964643313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383930019781285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174105229774433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287642845851132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790160098127174,0.0,0.0,0.1473144723624668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911658932606284,0.0,0.0,0.10934029894639688,0.12491276554157915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957778050474552,0.3441464420967412,0.15717602593408692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22057181761844455,0.0,0.12632648994124848,0.0,0.0,0.09115763909063156,0.08791998950627124,0.2696204328767265,0.10893110074113543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,509tellus,2019/02/07,"Transgender subsequent anxiety I'm 19 and transgender. Which isn't a big deal but my identity is the source of my anxiety and it's causing me major functionality issues, that I don't think reading some self help book or any medication can help. 
I'm so ashamed of who I am and how others inherently perceive me that I cannot function.
I have been prescribed medication to no avail, and have been on the gender clinic waiting list for awhile. But I have to just sit and wait to be helped in that aspect.
I can't bring myself to get a job, learn to drive, go out with friends, volunteer, attend interviews or do anything that common people do, and in turn hate myself for not being able to, even my parents are ashamed that I can't do what all my friends seem to do with ease. I can't even pursue a career I want because although anxiety is hindering, I know that I am the problem and I feel helpless to do much of anything but wait. I really don't know what to do, I'm suffering :(",6.99372448979592,5.9390517397959215,7.707061224489795,74.71651020408162,64.76530612244898,11.105306122448981,35.926530612244896,10.355215969177356,3.546660816326531,775,32,153,16,10,260,109,196,0.18,0.725,0.095,-0.9579,3,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,1,2,6,0,26,3,0,2,1,33,43,15,0,2,7,1,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,12,10,0,3,7,2,0,4,9,6,0,0,2,1,21,2,20,39,4,11,0,2,0,0,10,5,0,4,1,108,33,6,0.16284139385165486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073773188845766,0.0,0.3737196617400618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26800918430788595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09926660225279588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16728296821203173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16788232671944686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21511040969051126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233750156782285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516217138884915,0.0,0.08507790725681565,0.0,0.09254651680728937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16077216327060975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274474612485036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16996410765879144,0.1615949565584944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17898674278102078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280911450440493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970716125188555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808160968925624,0.0,0.0,0.11289371885309953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15581722170541992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16288546104549206,0.0,0.10432036669356858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824468906751376,0.1698790881756458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434218993284393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771246754272194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604807316873896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,darth__baker,2019/02/07,Has anyone gotten results from acupuncture for anxiety? I just tried my first session today and I’m wondering if anyone has done multiple sessions or seen benefits with lessening anxiety? ,7.438602150537638,10.924838451612906,7.852903225806456,57.16602150537637,67.70967741935485,11.8752688172043,42.59139784946237,11.20814326018867,6.988539784946238,156,10,17,6,3,51,27,31,0.116,0.8029999999999999,0.08,0.1431,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,7,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,1,3,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,13,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5216395969087971,0.0,0.0,0.4767893332198324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489021745175812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900052040583079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231732766540777,0.0,0.0,0.2314773281968995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697371994918952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sunvoltage,2019/02/07,Hydroxazine Busbar Prozac I was prescribed all three of these today from the psychiatrist.  Anyone had good experiences?  I was diagnosed with moderate major depression and GAD possibly adhd.  Got my scripts a little nervous to take them. ,7.3657894736842096,11.102932157894738,7.367631578947371,59.16092105263158,69.52631578947367,11.168421052631581,35.8157894736842,10.686352973137794,5.711821052631577,194,10,23,7,4,62,36,38,0.136,0.792,0.07200000000000001,-0.3832,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,0,1,3,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,4,1,4,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849935406989723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22399331422651692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759134697010443,0.32514436346494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31335977729258285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686909572460795,0.2562098947208872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210707676527977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611418896014237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408602627379616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30365047312756804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CaptainBeefFart98,2019/02/07,"Sometimes I expect a social interaction to be quick, but then it's drawn out and I'm unprepared so I start fucking up a bunch of times and then it's become too awkward to recover so I give up and sink into my self loathing self. Yeah, so some guys dog was on the loose and it ran up to me and my dog. I tried to just keep moving but he kept following us and the guy couldn't get her. He tried makong small talk to brrak the ice and I just completely failed. I mostly stood there saying nothing and then in one final ditch effort I said something just barely audible that made no sense. At that point I wanted to slap myself for being so pathetic. ",1.7462868710237132,3.8540032932330845,3.216541353383459,90.22370156159631,79.97744360902256,6.197570850202429,20.0052053209948,7.321109707123232,0.4909981492192017,510,13,107,7,13,167,91,133,0.173,0.7929999999999999,0.034,-0.9702,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,2,10,3,1,1,5,1,4,1,0,1,0,23,17,17,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,5,10,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,3,0,1,6,3,14,0,16,8,3,20,0,1,0,1,14,10,1,2,7,72,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079628313260808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19742922880370292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20627371903836653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17408054622585106,0.09837910844051864,0.18063475721014816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728937026124793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16736991343033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17817424877448818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20013336507362148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806791676661102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127597122158159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17800459958512746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17911665738466104,0.1497439160428588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3928764535065461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919483909273136,0.0,0.14496273141048518,0.18623376135885164,0.0,0.13327988561360332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15134860768136188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979938962331652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556870178108068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22650201508082335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106436571420557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,frosya2018,2019/02/07,"Can’t relax and been anxious for hours because of work-and Some random woman gave me dirty looks and screamed at me on the bus. None of my rational thoughts are sticking and Donna (the name I call my anxiety) won’t shut up.

Basically, I was on the bus and sat in between and woman and a boy. I wasn’t intruding on anyone’s space and was just listening to my music (not loudly-in headphones) and on my phone. So the woman turns her head back at me (she was sitting more forward and I was leaning back) and legit- stares at me for what felt like ages with this judgmental dirty look. So I just kept ignoring her.

So then I obviously feel uncomfortable and look up from my phone to not feel so stiff, and see there’s an older woman standing in front of us. So I at this point assumed that maybe she was giving me dirty looks because she was suggesting I give up my seat (But 1) I didn’t even see the woman until then, 2) she wasn’t even like old and had no canes etc, 3) if she actually cared about that she could have gotten up instead of feeling entitled to her seat and looking to me- that’s BS. Clearly that wasn’t the most important thing to her.

So at this point I’m annoyed and keep ignoring her. The bus stops and the older woman is exiting the bus, the boy on my right gets up to leave as well, and I take his seat. The nasty woman on my left also gets up and begins exiting the bus and then looks in my direction and starts screamingggggg.

Now here I get super anxious and stressed (plus I still have my headphones in) and o don’t remember too well what she said but it was something to the effect of “yeah I dare you to f***ing follow me...+gibberish I can’t hear . At first I thought she was yelling at someone else but she was looking directly at me (even once she got outside) and so was everyone on the bus cause she was looking at me..(they looked kinda surprised.

SO this combined with feeling anxious even before I got on the bus because of a silly work thing ( a coworker was always really chatty and nice and all of a sudden she is ignoring me and avoiding me even when she directly saw me at the bus stop walked right by looking at the flow—she 100% saw me) 

And I can’t freaking let it go. Like objectively I know o shouldn’t care about my coworker, and just assume the woman yelling at me and invading my space was just crazy but I can’t stop overanalyzing all of it ughhhh

I guess this is mostly a vent but any tips on how to deal would be great. Im already watching tv and having ice cream but it’s not helping much. ",3.919457364341085,4.833926837209301,4.9100775193798425,85.38899224806205,71.32558139534885,8.058914728682172,27.89922480620155,8.344100000000001,1.7634131782945737,1992,70,417,30,36,652,234,516,0.097,0.815,0.08800000000000001,-0.3897,0,2,2,0,2,0,55.0,1,1,0,4,32,21,1,2,24,1,37,2,1,3,4,85,84,54,0,4,14,0,5,3,0,3,1,6,0,10,17,33,0,10,12,2,0,5,16,8,2,1,31,28,65,13,60,47,9,69,0,0,17,0,44,42,0,9,25,287,82,1,0.0,0.0,0.07220004087698817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164581764989169,0.059166886813732014,0.06156260076461208,0.0,0.0,0.05031328014258634,0.0,0.056599383411789626,0.2507506731749196,0.0,0.0517330019375025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378192912325732,0.0,0.1353042440758583,0.0,0.06295696583354173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554837312269433,0.0,0.15086810460539996,0.07600439975791654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05907210955299806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762767160856502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06180613246682815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251437872843463,0.2443365535797401,0.0,0.0,0.07069716322862751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14963896088445386,0.0,0.07103853396721614,0.0,0.0,0.06293278283772727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596450032231458,0.14194896791109146,0.04204816864983181,0.0,0.11834734465868145,0.08157025266990077,0.08150434638719058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593137795598262,0.0,0.08338803511904022,0.0,0.0495915155229695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286168760032617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991799389916124,0.0,0.0,0.06576250007955092,0.0,0.0,0.04066098328806925,0.0,0.0,0.07834090085718735,0.08038642576704999,0.07565609326004924,0.0,0.10843803421842567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6212993098566519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432927001241058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054388507299449634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763626712338571,0.07879308731460784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13988210012727487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047397573930064635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381215348904035,0.12636794018829464,0.07037799658306511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179151425001096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06268842546226652,0.05695833522601562,0.0,0.0,0.05236794540086562,0.0,0.059085624090881375,0.18556779683141794,0.08475115613459515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055628555173256274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830653571392667,0.0,0.0,0.11747385355953475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047594314023736,0.0,0.0,0.08899651364742732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304529432778936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772594156501984,0.0,0.0,0.052557806427627085,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JoJoNoMi,2019/02/07,"The world is just overwhelming for me right now... Stop me if you've heard this before. I'm a recent college graduate in a current job search trying to ""find himself"" to some extent. I wouldn't say I'm completely lost. I know the fields I want to explore and the career options I'm interested in but I'm just scared of this world...being idle in this world scares me specifically. There's too much shit to do and too much that I like. There are thousands of of movies and shows to watch. Millions of books to read, games to play, food to eat so much that I just ultimately end up being this scared little husk in my bed. Pay too much attention to one thing and you end up missing out on another. A realization that just makes life kind sad. I just want to feel like my time isn't being wasted. For instance, I spent most of last week just chilling and playing kingdom hearts 3 but damn when I look back on the hours I'm like ""Damn, I really spent all that time on that?""

​

I'm not a remarkable human being in any real context. Life has done a good job of humbling me. I have few friends (some I even struggle calling friends), I'm generally poor at interacting with people, and  I recently quit my lab technician job because it was too draining. I'm just trying to find a way to progress through life and be okay with my decisions",3.5662656641604014,5.161715075187972,4.343984962406015,86.47908521303259,73.06015037593986,7.472681704260651,26.952380952380953,8.11559375814309,1.6042952380952382,1054,38,216,16,21,338,150,266,0.149,0.708,0.14300000000000002,-0.4099,4,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,0,3,18,22,3,5,10,1,13,7,2,1,1,40,32,12,0,4,11,0,1,3,2,1,3,2,1,1,11,10,2,1,7,6,4,1,3,11,0,3,6,5,22,11,35,21,10,32,0,4,2,0,10,16,3,5,17,132,33,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182320626273034,0.13259340344555193,0.0742057110655914,0.11442240361176713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390696187048488,0.0,0.06651887012327133,0.0,0.09285354488855546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142427469508184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441081311115392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116682012160402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165755734615528,0.0,0.0,0.19329682460851244,0.0,0.0,0.07207308943609876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05517462518880961,0.07795573764133998,0.0,0.0,0.19946839862565735,0.0,0.13194899360007034,0.0,0.16861252149760247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152513418399837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930836871528098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746175408358608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32485590371621914,0.0,0.0,0.11363225349460565,0.05996979662161628,0.08894780657724277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23122519955545895,0.15993235608827416,0.10936745096735273,0.0,0.0,0.0916337733135602,0.0,0.11911796280637554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728388097115558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32086461836827496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394290392165276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565044487972211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606312927277775,0.10915007245499918,0.12420306733178688,0.06990541396420244,0.0,0.21548674339982105,0.0,0.0,0.09318834740044536,0.0,0.08677703548113395,0.3277460989856339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201066916852463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122965994747484,0.0,0.11407648403479187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249483997438984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725813216240886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14817137151858153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872424682032185,0.08661480780001272,0.08752991745376729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259340344555193,0.0
anxiety,cuddlykitten5932,2019/02/07,"Phone Anxiety I'm using the app, so sorry if there's formatting issues. 

When it comes to talking to people in person I usually have no problem at all. When I need to make a phone call or when someone calls me, I start to panic. I know I'm not the only one, but I'm kinda disappointed in myself right now. 

My boyfriend and I wanted pizza, but the site wasn't accepting our gift card so we had to call. He wanted me to call because he knows about my anxiety and thought it would help. I started to panic a bit and asked him if he could do it for me. He did, but I feel bad because it feels like I can't do anything right, or do the simplest tasks. 

There has been a few times where I had to call my doctor, and after I did I felt good about myself. I guess today is just one of those days for me. ",2.637039215686272,3.3127330764705896,4.372647058823528,88.94524509803922,74.11764705882352,7.0784313725490176,23.57843137254902,7.1686216300943375,0.723607843137255,613,16,139,6,12,208,101,170,0.16699999999999998,0.772,0.061,-0.9384,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,2,0,0,0,12,8,0,2,7,0,15,2,0,2,1,33,34,16,0,8,9,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,6,1,0,7,0,0,1,4,5,0,2,8,3,24,3,17,24,3,19,0,1,0,0,18,7,0,6,12,95,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18571344357503453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988685428498972,0.0,0.11347556958375794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134870780173696,0.14798640069290048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13251745520013467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6197217921540391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045596469493256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969134663933796,0.0,0.0,0.07828119996481855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423938494624345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274854001789876,0.08671516071697383,0.11654553437083655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180926972845704,0.0,0.0,0.1337157043193572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135964179034717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669103187067512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13341649273163886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05930100157538831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102327399723218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000304440700689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645028574277925,0.09231630573122143,0.0,0.2848307077836309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415083590430783,0.10598587962123457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614596089141008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20731873666457445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284637979350628,0.0,0.0,0.13587695380512246,0.17182928306102965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756206883898737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963635668777717,0.07077868619354326,0.0,0.1150557251299876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483487684409047,0.1336848709303166,0.0,0.14318822563839378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622612677076939,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IsraeliImputation,2019/02/07,"Lost my identity 18 yr old senior and have had an awful fucking year in school so far, and for most of last year. I was feeling pretty low and just absolutely beating up on myself so went to therapy and have been diagnosed with social anxiety which is also causing some depression. Basically I’m kinda starting to remember who I used to be/who I really am I’m kind of tired of being of being the dude I am right now. It’s like when I go to school and I hang with people and stuff like that, I feel like I have some sort of fucking handicap when I talk to them and I just can’t let loose. Instead I just say monotonous and boring shit. Has anyone experienced anything similar? Any reccommendations here? Is doing shit I used to do back when I was happy going to help me return to who I am or is that just bullshit? Only 2 weeks into therapy and haven’t actually been given any advice yet",2.661682960893856,4.6468986424581065,5.1217283519553085,78.26851431564248,76.5418994413408,8.050418994413409,24.595321229050285,8.841846274778883,2.0162203910614527,703,24,134,16,16,248,113,179,0.184,0.72,0.096,-0.9503,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,2,15,13,4,0,2,1,22,6,2,3,0,28,36,16,0,0,5,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,7,12,0,0,3,0,0,4,2,8,0,0,8,4,18,5,20,25,3,25,0,3,0,2,7,7,4,6,17,97,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.13245037114624866,0.0,0.0,0.1326312520996436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854115901954592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18459858325633494,0.0,0.10383109550191004,0.0,0.0,0.09490375938714622,0.0,0.111692091934742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043659986826607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942943569568564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169018174966612,0.1377604619268163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725571112108542,0.09696368728664248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509556029473955,0.0,0.0,0.15427402743937624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14448434949570482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909752204699342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413392089780505,0.0,0.1106359526924012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879047033839764,0.0,0.19892866685589106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14816249894163372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242308272957166,0.0,0.0,0.10322680978008128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409629492778758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808356866592264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695045296670614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15375269461554952,0.11591046470072845,0.0,0.1079358824204427,0.0,0.2747267657664703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27864446740261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383569997461124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960685578603578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15537540948879836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909254916585466,0.0,0.0,0.3104322392714685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559986890136613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344498039557761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088723396250944,0.0,0.0,0.12582066687034305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748080013132376
anxiety,Bizzzleshizzzle,2019/02/07,"Does anybody else get anxiety after watching a movie/tv series? Every time I’m watching a movie or tv show and get attached to the characters, once it ends, I feel “empty”. I just feel alone and hopeless, even when watching it with friends or family. It has gotten to the point that I don’t even really enjoy watching movies anymore because I’m left with an anxious mind when it ends, regardless of the type of movie or show",8.176951219512194,6.920667548780493,7.946463414634148,74.60310975609757,62.536585365853654,10.639024390243904,37.57317073170732,9.516144504307137,3.514307317073172,337,14,61,5,4,108,53,82,0.126,0.794,0.079,-0.228,0,1,0,0,0,1,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,12,9,7,0,1,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,3,2,7,8,0,8,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,3,6,33,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320303683975244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17138444360317748,0.25309324362859964,0.22218029256834432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13656828743979585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960525727529603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187150618709482,0.0,0.3968530471941951,0.0,0.0,0.295943042223736,0.0,0.18875725769601634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21119814206396947,0.0,0.2265553837040365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17308715000089422,0.0,0.23409573470513015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24341224272885364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262092169778848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385875713688037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21178336631281447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352111889707506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063530047939936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ZealousM,2019/02/07,"Want to give meds a try but pretty nervous about it. TL;DR: I’m seeing my PCP tomorrow and I want to ask about medication that could help with agoraphobia that is triggered by driving but I am feeling very unsure due to a lot of negativity surrounding SSRI meds. 

Hey guys, I’ve been lurking on this sub for the last few months under a different username and I’ve finally decided to post. 

I’ve dealt with anxiety and panic attack on and off my entire life. Nearly everyone on my dad’s side of the family deals with it and it somehow decided to pass along to me. 

I usually go spans of 3 to 4 years without having any panic attacks and during those times I’m very happy and feeling positive about life. Then something usually happens that sets me back 10 steps and the anxiety and panic will manifest in different ways.

• high school; performance anxiety that would affect me only when I would perform on stage. 
• post college: unexpected death of my father would come as me being constantly afraid of death. 
• most recent: a panic attack woke me up from a bad dream and sent me to the ER cause the panic attack was so bad. My husband drove me to the ER and I have the worst panic attack of my life while we were merging on the highway and I felt like i was trapped and was going to die if we didn’t pull over and call 911. 

Now because I had that panic attack in the car and felt trapped and helpless, I’ve been having a really hard time with driving just about anywhere. Driving to and from work is so painful because I work 11 miles (40 minutes) from my place. 

My PCP gave me 0.5mg of Xanax (haven’t taken it yet cause I’m terrified of it and all the horror stories I’ve hear) and propanolol to help ease the very physical symptoms I get. I just don’t think that that is enough because I am suffering. 

I’ve only been going through this since November and I feel like this has been the worst anxiety has ever been for me because I am constantly worried I am going to have a panic attack and kill myself or someone else while driving. Not driving is NOT an option because my city is suuuuuper spread out and you have to drive about 20 minutes just to get anywhere. 

I guess what I’m asking here is what made you guys finally want to try meds? I was doing therapy with EMDR but I had to cancel due to sessions being $100 a week and me not being able to afford that for very long. 

I feel like I’m running out of options (and sanity) here. ",3.837806631373645,5.303821808247424,5.190615770409586,81.19542490944555,72.15463917525773,7.964892727779326,28.159654499860693,8.524219190627866,2.111046809696294,1927,73,367,33,37,644,232,485,0.282,0.643,0.075,-0.9992,3,2,1,0,0,1,35.0,2,2,0,4,18,29,8,10,21,0,41,7,0,5,2,76,76,36,4,8,12,3,7,3,0,4,7,1,0,2,19,35,0,0,9,1,0,18,8,25,2,0,21,9,43,4,63,47,7,68,0,2,1,0,20,20,0,8,28,243,62,5,0.05700732391263477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0387669351250254,0.0,0.17444178702903354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658830487051077,0.4539784255657836,0.0,0.04383511323671382,0.09519746853907886,0.17375567767145805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058210851515715735,0.0,0.0,0.1171244500967328,0.0,0.04910676177730717,0.0,0.1232093298534194,0.0,0.04551570941607365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05877204777073351,0.0,0.0,0.059164601925597485,0.11912104019662358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047622304108974056,0.0,0.0,0.05890380461999568,0.0,0.0,0.05156638820986577,0.0,0.05447294099371849,0.0,0.0,0.05374143146293047,0.0,0.11529846339463155,0.08145208718757639,0.10947194179665404,0.12489747370062515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05956794770765349,0.054686619660638924,0.1295943036553818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06279999435229414,0.1128924267044128,0.05041138826636452,0.060685356351880514,0.0510673648461617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06425139721564167,0.0,0.07642161511164881,0.06023136763296968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06307015757160556,0.0,0.0,0.04646857765496429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079787635906117,0.08355269673767082,0.0,0.0,0.050449687746816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0484655881893272,0.0,0.05394170826556234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18996685645710296,0.05742888136732593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04550270206547029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671327736791648,0.06065981195822905,0.5350864935789751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05956052009831179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919451605697764,0.05799694292204281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036520351454389526,0.0,0.05628785494892608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057694455275356576,0.04542745639526189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047157047437962105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048302120555417064,0.043887023073802905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05925243725970514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06519284313164082,0.0,0.0,0.03652799130836503,0.0,0.0,0.06648285802842463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740846175531632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557102671141826,0.1881480500714456,0.10087318995751346,0.045249760249337696,0.045727836613945666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0549530259406821,0.0,0.08300402152469807,0.05789370463463475,0.0,0.12148910186252415,0.0,0.0,0.03671084754120439
anxiety,amorsemper,2019/02/07,"Severe (near crippling) anxiety over missing class Hi guys.

I like to think I’m a good student. I have plans of going to grad school and my self worth is largely based upon my academic achievement (which, I know is unhealthy, but there are worse things to discuss in therapy). I’m very much the student that tries to stay engaged, visit office hours, complete all of my homework, all of the works. If I make anything less than an A, I spiral. If I get behind, I spiral. I started running a fever Sunday night but made myself go to class Monday. Mistake 1. I drove to my parents house “for the night to recuperate” after class but ended up with a 103 fever and a positive flu test. It is now Thursday, so I have missed 3 days, meaning I’ve missed some classes twice and some only once. In those 3 days, I’ve missed 2 tests and a quiz. I have a doctors note and I’ve reached out to all of my professors, but I go back tomorrow and I am dreading it so much because I feel so behind and like my professors are thinking poorly of me for missing so much and like I won’t be able to catch up or make up some grades. I’m in all upper level classes that are very dependent on coming to lecture and applying to grad school next semester so I am very stressed. I have a test to makeup tomorrow and I can’t study at all because I so anxious about not going to school all week. I also feel guilty because I technically could’ve gone back today but the doctors note says to stay home until Friday. I feel fine today but my mom said I needed to give it another day because I was so sick and I had never been that sick in my life.

Anyway, sorry for the wall of text. I’m not sure how coherent I am or if any of this makes sense. Just wanted to vent.",3.3794719687092574,4.49910877683616,4.653333333333336,85.95097783572363,72.81355932203391,7.141069100391134,27.17470664928292,7.468242284971852,1.4213228161668838,1353,48,277,15,26,448,185,354,0.165,0.769,0.066,-0.9893,2,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,3,16,15,0,2,14,0,19,8,0,6,8,55,52,32,0,6,14,2,3,3,0,1,8,2,2,2,10,14,0,0,7,0,2,10,5,8,0,1,7,5,36,7,46,43,13,51,0,5,0,0,10,16,0,9,26,179,46,26,0.0996648432529034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970193914143074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777551106507566,0.10450727808843577,0.07624333229379897,0.11259290440601567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201567400214348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532722250357054,0.0,0.24301905356535786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585243753405271,0.10449669194767544,0.0,0.0,0.07957426753533814,0.0,0.0,0.1928267364940721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20402238046071156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827346902934642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15118061802642865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052070767084934376,0.09560759920710367,0.22656730879135625,0.08359414195407491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868386410470928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999719639572744,0.0,0.09814979465026276,0.11499984785585125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054773191390970435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039622622910688,0.14607362444304686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430528448099257,0.19958117034451245,0.0,0.0,0.10856423205239596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672625986452212,0.0,0.0,0.21979538212417415,0.07390021842338447,0.07686767125933251,0.0,0.10599469147245767,0.18705740782242086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061398053557349,0.0,0.07579960436367289,0.0,0.0,0.11066601389334577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480408895296864,0.07925748360860592,0.0,0.30259842667192643,0.0,0.0,0.10397216760743072,0.11259290440601567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156663234072713,0.07054328902653803,0.2124589241564868,0.0,0.0,0.1141657412138452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939329352808901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139754341369118,0.0,0.06621289329741953,0.127722414532942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18894123579901986,0.0,0.0,0.06766588639659052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467018002912344,0.05878490677761099,0.0,0.0799451255668078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255719289066791,0.0,0.10156698988047508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,februarysixth,2019/02/07,Don't like being in my house I get fucked up head sensations while I'm here and feel like I'm going crazy. I go out for awhile or leave the house for a few days and I'm like 85% better. ,-0.28197674418604635,1.1375546976744246,1.7745930232558145,101.48654069767444,83.41860465116278,5.230232558139536,13.075581395348838,5.985473137389443,-1.291786046511628,144,1,39,1,4,48,32,43,0.31,0.627,0.063,-0.8566,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,5,10,4,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,4,5,9,1,7,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,5,18,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23610171763204546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17216514021099175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349814490093008,0.1907140898448936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467973874905551,0.13947398186164736,0.0,0.3034355597764064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739748354624196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6160649282456951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28266885179889617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912650261672303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_honeybunz,2019/02/07,"anxiety about getting older I’m only 20 years old, but I’ve been getting increasingly anxious about getting old. I feel like the past few years old my life have gone by so fast it scares me that i’m getting older and that my youth is slipping away. 

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anxiety,eppao,2019/02/07,"Fear of Summer, Sunlight, and Excessive Heat When the sun is out I get a sense of PTSD due to past events. Feeling overheated makes me anxious, and during the start of Spring, I ate less and fasted, and I believe this fear factored into it (and other emotional factors.) I've tried to overcome it, going on walks with short sleeves and shorts, sometimes with my Dad, but in the back of my head I think something bad will happen. When I'm inside I'm still anxious because I know it's hot outside and the sun's out. I used to put a dark blanket over my window (until my parents took it down), and it calmed me a little bit, as long as it was cool inside and no sunshine peered into the room. I've always worn long sleeves in summer and in winter I was more likely to wear short sleeves.

I'm okay with lights, but the sunshine makes me feel what I assume is vulnerability.. It's irrational as most phobias are, but you can't escape sunshine and hot days.

Have you guys felt similar?",6.058233364573567,5.82881114948454,6.2510684161199634,81.65780224929709,66.37113402061857,8.291658856607311,31.55388940955952,7.348242739294969,1.9321505154639167,769,27,151,6,11,246,116,194,0.135,0.7490000000000001,0.116,-0.4573,1,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,0,0,4,10,0,2,9,2,8,3,2,3,0,31,26,20,0,0,3,2,5,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,10,18,1,0,6,0,0,4,2,3,0,0,6,10,17,7,25,19,4,36,0,0,3,0,5,15,0,2,18,91,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399059282250653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638381195948788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382280756791332,0.1344540592859037,0.09816293036115914,0.0,0.0,0.18142665919274625,0.0,0.0,0.17580401530872433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385159642717233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811380668468525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624090205213118,0.162844103637815,0.0,0.15461489867693434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413198896498672,0.0,0.09151756057275463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944588932859802,0.14239907616594005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652641412121801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849836082049027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867155442305579,0.1613952469906709,0.0,0.2850145244978323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21497872685013494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788057365179061,0.0,0.1537221968416426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18823648243428515,0.1618805123307938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396943937274188,0.15926365875763246,0.0,0.11397848632139175,0.0,0.1285994694976538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318208633780566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17891123377280746,0.10932939778548252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907897843157482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ginzo5150,2019/02/07,"Any older people in here? I'm 59 and finally diagnosed with SAD after taking anti-depression meds for the past 7 years.  After getting the diagnoses right I came here to see if others are experiencing the same issues I am and to per chance find a tool or two to deal with it.  What I've noticed over the past couple of months is that the vast majority of members are quite younger than me - not that there's anything wrong with that.  What I would like to know is are there other semi-seniors hanging out here?

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anxiety,Marve99,2019/02/07,How to find busiprone in stock? My friend takes busiprone but she cannot find it in stock anywhere. I told her I'd help search but haven't had any luck. Does anyone have a suggestion on how to find her anti-anxiety med? Apparently the FDA shutdown one of the facilities making it due to cleanliness issues. ,3.124971751412432,5.706308983050849,3.645,86.44399717514126,77.81355932203391,7.323163841807911,25.08757062146893,8.344100000000001,1.727099435028249,246,9,48,5,6,77,45,59,0.054000000000000006,0.8440000000000001,0.101,0.4195,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,3,0,9,7,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,5,2,7,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,1,26,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723225954565965,0.0,0.19385245054828296,0.0,0.0,0.17718513162662794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22175450038192535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6948167129419788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957783768507068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16985055721522885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644866900085041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691483385742341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814733883384963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717122972935884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19052737133793304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24213723741426296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fingersmcgee420,2019/02/07,"Paranoid Anxiety? First time posting here. I have been diagnosed with anxiety. (Which I already knew I've had for years.) I decided against meds. It's been mainly stuff like ""the what ifs"". It was always me worrying about my daughter, husband or Dad. Like something will happen to them and I'm not there to help, etc.  Then it turned to me the past few months. I've been getting these huge overwhelming fears about death. About me dying. If it's not that it's super paranoia. I'll come home and see something out of place or read too far into something that my husband says or doesn't say and my mind switches to he's cheating on me or someone is coming into my house when I'm gone. Or I flip out over the stupidest things. It's starting to become more than overwhelming... I need to start mediation or yoga or something. I'm not one for meds, but have been seriously considering them. ",2.2375367197062417,4.8262746569767465,3.2393635250918003,87.9616952264382,81.5,6.179192166462669,25.33170134638923,7.475848149327749,1.4209255813953492,699,28,135,11,19,223,108,172,0.128,0.841,0.031,-0.8793,0,0,4,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,2,2,7,8,1,3,3,0,11,1,0,0,0,27,25,15,2,3,13,4,0,2,0,1,1,2,1,0,13,10,0,0,2,2,0,3,4,5,0,2,8,3,15,3,21,16,4,22,0,2,1,0,10,9,0,9,11,90,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15576942190844548,0.0,0.117453300221763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21596827585792755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558959779944473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24318720541990002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14327061320073853,0.14649789236067887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15742652157369685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15884001478652626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006742640215963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737483098626818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482399765463607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461405283124023,0.0,0.14159121880182726,0.0,0.0,0.16287535000206282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379236184558749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135855244925733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252756419072055,0.0,0.11266956477946401,0.0,0.0,0.10466556404513727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565112198791503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474960410323414,0.0,0.0,0.1474782281689528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351886595958871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119443978620433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245062167250098,0.0,0.0,0.11248324843935473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196012248475643,0.4346758820675817,0.0,0.0,0.19982222767626834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16159012449886928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377793424548196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230933921879917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535374560672102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433510145237068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089999115220684
anxiety,CookedLikeaCookie,2019/02/07,In really hungry and thirsty and I just cant bring myself to leave my room Ive been in bed the entire day and had a panic attack at 1 am last night...its 530 pm now,-0.9386842105263185,0.7358264473684244,2.088684210526313,97.0082894736842,87.15789473684212,4.852631578947369,12.13157894736842,5.985473137389443,-1.1897578947368421,127,1,32,1,4,45,34,38,0.208,0.792,0.0,-0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,4,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4582426521999252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597723949359357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32833540425234153,0.0,0.42650657685755056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37800010286980185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4725984983974752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580437139102658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ickle0ne,2019/02/07,"I tattled on a co-worker today and now I'm worried about work tomorrow. Sorry if this isn't the right place to post but I suffer with anxiety and I've just caused myself a massive issue at work and I'm a bit of a wreck. Not sure how I will face work tomorrow!

Will try and keep it short.

I serve children dinners at school. One of the ladies who works at the school ordered and paid for a lunch and my co-worker accidentally threw it in the bin leaving the lady hungry. She told lie after lie to cover her arse, offered to pay for the ladies dinner tomorrow (which didn't help her hungry tummy today) and offered to give her extra pudding by way of an apology (which she didn't actually do).

She told me not to say anything as ""we'll just get moaned at"" but I couldn't sit back and ignore it. She fucks up all the time and always tries to cover herself. One of the ladies in the kitchen knows she's full of shit and often questions me to see if I give her the answer she assumes is correct and I always do, because it's the truth!

Anyway, I sent my boss a text explaining what had happened, she appreciated my honesty but doesn't know how to deal with it without it being obvious that I was the one who told. Only me and the lady who wasn't fed actually knows about what happened and the lady is a quiet person who wouldn't go to my manager so my coworker will know it was me that threw her under the bus. So now I'm panicking about going in tomorrow to face the shit storm I've just got rolling.


Tldr: a lady didn't get fed at school because a co-worker fucked up so I tattled to the boss. Now I'm a wreck!",3.5789013975155264,4.275816157738099,5.173462732919255,83.99110248447208,71.94642857142857,7.629192546583853,26.215838509316768,7.7425588080867325,1.3675739130434788,1263,39,264,15,23,429,158,336,0.166,0.7959999999999999,0.038,-0.9924,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,0,4,17,8,4,0,28,0,20,12,4,5,5,49,51,24,0,4,11,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,1,2,18,15,6,2,8,0,2,5,11,6,0,3,17,3,34,2,39,27,4,37,0,1,1,2,34,16,4,5,12,178,52,11,0.0,0.0,0.19172574594004108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16347823921199642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514925803754217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083876797199356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755364019558551,0.0,0.11976589306228225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724682331669484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091407194033916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127563718623246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816327495216872,0.10264712714286098,0.1884713043621496,0.11165806004925836,0.0,0.07856724407319808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17373719860960735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584463242990256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025314792705908,0.0,0.08731549338119897,0.0,0.0,0.2159488348446437,0.0,0.0,0.10401633760879392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19969907578219148,0.07471189750100353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857747297413502,0.10263432793137553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408166475713292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100453188561848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389187631065907,0.0,0.07812015697527191,0.0,0.2982562089507777,0.07828031805403465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20167296589090736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996567686529092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258501929645437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057281429388473575,0.0,0.18622997258669732,0.2816023271845593,0.0,0.1333897930263988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779741131303231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469472187126213,0.0,0.5006120972003734,0.09976208160750627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,janet_traa,2019/02/07,"Buspirone is definitely working! I started buspirone yesterday and I'm definitely noticing less anxiety! I feel... good?

I don't feel extremely paranoid every time someone gets on the bus during my commute, and I didn't have these intrusive thoughts that I usually have about my coworkers secretly hating my guts or anything.

I *just experienced* something interesting. I had an ebay package to return, and the USPS dropoff box is all the way on the other side of campus; I was walking there and I saw a USPS delivery truck parked outside a nearby dorm building. I actually walked up to it and asked the mail carrier if she could take my package, and she did! I would've *never* done that at all normally, but I did it and it wasn't hard!

I'm absolutely certain that I would've been completely paralyzed by even the idea of doing that before. ",5.3894230769230775,7.2895316602564115,6.423589743589744,72.16307692307696,68.93589743589743,9.815384615384616,36.07692307692308,10.125756701596842,4.176676923076924,673,36,112,18,12,224,102,156,0.023,0.875,0.102,0.8479,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,0,9,0,15,1,1,0,4,22,26,10,0,3,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,9,7,0,0,5,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,10,5,19,3,10,15,3,15,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,2,6,79,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.2018052577559601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15820009268007346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17017733666676396,0.0,0.19332844493642132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17597007651584934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168240271448349,0.0,0.0,0.16511157264913132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116264051734208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658829157277702,0.0,0.17423644196486834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20912681422903467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080435486085006,0.0,0.0,0.17345255784054242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18525060971188706,0.20417045502527176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334500489349316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594955565487115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20261837432320498,0.0,0.2354411744970605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752194833280227,0.15920339354406135,0.0,0.0,0.14637286338628702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554865451455535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16417470827723407,0.1205857206677483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22775905248404746,0.0,0.0,0.16414682255014698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15055158653976092,0.0,0.0,0.2938070822227376,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DrowsyRat,2019/02/07,Sometimes it feels like my heart skips a beat and/or I get easily light headed when anxious. Is this normal? Basically the title. It's kind of concerning me as I don't recall this happening to me all too often in the past.,1.1837121212121209,3.8176038863636386,3.360909090909089,84.0280303030303,89.68181818181819,6.56969696969697,18.69696969696969,7.793537801064563,1.1315878787878793,177,5,33,4,6,60,39,44,0.047,0.8390000000000001,0.114,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,0,2,2,2,0,1,4,5,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,4,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,22,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622211496771846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16212039162778866,0.2290584607108565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16751617890647566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28353245195543714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290593481350603,0.0,0.0,0.3799486322767737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338872783467489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566438443654026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141497690515026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060780488470071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171117179322429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Chivi19,2019/02/07,"[TRIGGER ALERT for nightmares] I wake up costantly at night and it's getting horrible I may be weird here, but I am waking up a lot this nights, around 4am, Anyone else in my family doesn't seem to take it seriously, I mean, it doesn't seem serious, but the nightmares I get always ruin my sleep and ranks, I also get very sad before sleeping. And weirdly enough I can sleep after the nightmare normally, what can I do?",4.156425702811244,5.367235746987955,5.301385542168674,81.69296184738957,71.04819277108433,7.9429718875502004,28.29116465863454,8.344100000000001,1.9967285140562248,329,12,63,5,6,109,60,83,0.218,0.742,0.039,-0.9427,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,3,0,8,5,5,1,0,13,15,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,10,0,8,13,2,8,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,4,3,43,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732619510949768,0.15329154904243414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881574048401034,0.18876224245574116,0.0,0.16400101021206526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15676353331035273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538979456437795,0.0,0.0,0.19035564723781684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736727370262294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887528737830358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15662313271711972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20067711533193885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457689544117677,0.18050325885744792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354265235360733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5530798759525629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13851571063584356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15200649635000538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pawwwwow,2019/02/07,"My college shares results on a wall inside campus. This is my third year, and results day has always been a nightmare for me. I dread the day and how embarassing it has been for me, even though i work very very hard. Everyone would look at each other’s grades. It’s horrible and it’s tomorrow. Someone who’s really shy and struggles with self confidence, goes through hell twice every year and it only gets worse.",3.182183544303797,5.76441865822785,3.646060126582281,86.51060917721522,77.60759493670886,6.987974683544303,25.064873417721518,8.07648339933343,1.6909101265822786,330,12,61,6,8,103,58,79,0.239,0.6990000000000001,0.062,-0.9406,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,2,3,0,6,0,0,3,0,11,8,7,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,2,2,6,1,6,5,1,8,1,0,1,0,3,3,1,0,5,39,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19888136781158727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082925019103831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15786853504811996,0.0,0.2013822087403044,0.2283910742671349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248765655080779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21411236669875305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20071415929476896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18178326899557548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15312046952344974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24934695465630544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20251840641951904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24987256074238365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348330793428675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3944282656047464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17400728966244214,0.0,0.24357883655870124,0.16979088442786608,0.0,0.0,0.307838341541336
anxiety,whereisthelove117,2019/02/07,"Always jumping to anxious thoughts I‘m so frustrated from my constant anxiety and panic attacks..

I removed a sticker someone put on our front door an hour ago when I noticed there‘s little plastic parts from the sticker on my hoodie. More like confetti, but much smaller. In my head, I laughed about how my anxiety is gonna ruin my night because of this and shrugged it off.

Here I am an hour later fantasizing and freaking out about how I must‘ve inhaled the plastic confetti because the sticker was relatively high up and they sprinkled on me, it feels like I can feel them in my airway all the way down to my lungs. And because I‘m a smoker (started cause I thought it helps with the anxiety 2 years ago, it used to calm me down but now im just addicted) those little hairs in my lungs that remove the occasional plastic confetti don‘t work properly. Makes perfect sense at the moment..

Nothing makes sense when I think about it but my thoughts always find a way to jump to worst case scenarios where I freak out about my physical health.

- Remove dust? Inhaled it, gonna die.

- Dishes? Soap goes through my skin into my bloodstream, gonna die.

- Watching netflix? Permanent eye damage cause I looked into a bright box, not gonna die but lose my vision.

- Elderly neighbor giving me a cookie for no reason except that she knows I love cookies? The situation where I greeted her without a huge smile 3 years ago appears. She might have been offended. It might have been poisoned. Start feeling symptoms. Gonna die.

- DOING ABSOLUTELY NOTHING, JUST LAYING ON MY BED? A BARELY NOTICEABLE 1 SECOND LONG PAIN IN MY LEFT ARM? HEART ATTACK, GONNA DIE.

I don‘t even know why I think this way except that my therapist told me I probably have CPTSD and that might cause it.

I‘m starting with therapy at the moment but I‘m too scared to take meds because I might come to think it messes with my brain in an unhealthy way and I‘m scared of freaking out even more..

I‘m so sorry if this post offends anyone I just had to let it out somewhere anonymously =(",3.7434972406961937,6.3150829450261785,4.159523135701146,83.62963280033964,75.57068062827224,6.642818734965331,29.696052073015426,7.730073105063049,2.1483474458751948,1623,74,284,24,37,509,210,382,0.248,0.664,0.08800000000000001,-0.9976,0,0,1,0,0,0,46.0,1,0,2,3,21,25,6,3,19,0,18,16,9,9,2,58,54,19,5,1,13,0,5,2,1,10,5,0,3,0,18,17,1,0,13,1,0,9,5,18,0,1,8,11,44,7,45,35,6,61,0,3,4,1,11,28,0,6,21,183,62,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183143207575412,0.0,0.0,0.19962056534414974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491942654390514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17227251035673324,0.08480156758992016,0.0,0.05248687397188676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707935092126002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18303459534400326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379685559224806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313358901667046,0.0,0.06466145733349063,0.0,0.08111810407631531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3895257236074633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915884572063242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386466549990801,0.05362612469019578,0.0,0.0,0.06860763261369425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200874983235639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703787748683201,0.0797900992892204,0.0,0.08895184516263496,0.05031418104198701,0.07930981126384963,0.0,0.0,0.14784690898383726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108258784090568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250701971604607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155784586757102,0.0767585812426415,0.0,0.07334548834233534,0.15046878498174696,0.0,0.06642975862513797,0.06303531083439118,0.08397802312047961,0.0,0.0,0.06774868099071896,0.0,0.1002123309986088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337978545115328,0.0,0.0,0.31852647211049384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05518107631940506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07044298882035392,0.0,0.14405290748392435,0.17092296000934504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798739664525621,0.08807206793432068,0.0,0.08128758534399855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07189108266890691,0.0,0.08093227360883741,0.0,0.0,0.0754605989234776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717885243408773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15030540579999094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437569168430356,0.0,0.0,0.06360194389471081,0.0,0.0,0.084028610533973,0.15939321018384586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802080212799263,0.056439194619793374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584284713624828,0.08715572030232413,0.0,0.14429498500685795,0.0,0.17877858762826068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717273878874004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06483166416391213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383309618322526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06773407473246551,0.0,0.0,0.07235954100014921,0.0,0.0546478814940678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667820951935856
anxiety,bloodyasphalt,2019/02/07,"What is the best advice or tips for job interview anxiety? I have extreme social anxiety. It really resticts potential job opportunities because I can't get over the anxiety of interviews and end up being extremely awkward and show no confidence in myself. I don't have any real job experience to begin with so I only have myself to sell and interviews come scarce with my resume. Any tips or advice??
 I landed a job interview this Tuesday so anything and everything you can think of is needed!",4.503333333333334,7.3731391111111115,6.403333333333332,66.965,74.55555555555556,10.222222222222225,31.11111111111111,10.25414643259724,4.401444444444445,400,19,59,14,9,138,62,90,0.098,0.7859999999999999,0.116,0.6946,4,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,2,3,0,1,3,0,9,0,0,0,0,12,14,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,1,1,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,9,2,10,13,1,8,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,3,44,12,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226503419212897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245353001760668,0.0,0.3788828568162561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585595808736795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006380388788374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732529872143012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221141625952874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462217662000075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837328956229606,0.1614908330919496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625331726814878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6553100096784972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241300335484982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555926655191646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879098832533284,0.10576162456357502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16828964730631127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578374930596383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ChasingComets,2019/02/07,"Confrontation makes me look like a liar Today my boss walks up and asks why there was a setting on my email account that gave me access to a colleague's account. When I started this position, I took over the previous person's computer, email address, desk...everything and I had NO IDEA that it was linked to someone else. This poses a huge security threat and I can't help but think that my boss has the impression that I was the cause of it.

I know to myself that it isn't true but when I get confronted with something my anxiety soars and it mimics what a horrible liar's reaction would be: flushed face, stammering, can't hold eye contact, etc. making me look guilty.

This anxious reaction only fuels more anxiety about how I came across and it will consume my day worrying about how this could have potentially affected my career.

Any ideas on how to manage situations like that? ",5.496477045908184,7.0009154491017975,5.947679640718563,77.20778692614772,68.16167664670658,9.878043912175649,31.880738522954093,10.125756701596842,3.3806690618762474,708,30,127,18,12,228,107,167,0.213,0.726,0.061,-0.974,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,8,11,5,0,8,0,13,2,2,9,1,27,25,12,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,16,7,0,2,5,0,2,3,4,6,0,0,7,3,18,5,13,14,2,15,0,0,3,0,7,6,0,0,7,84,34,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001053154002606,0.0,0.2700091136509805,0.1993689769808923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16498233716705202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018428756239152,0.0,0.18129067292926668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14090266519207556,0.0,0.0,0.11381317911697594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742403573682042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19681870120236244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586063067388575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220204078667528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828893129051885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39844250231996536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698724081419956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17243566826131976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963927623483913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355997710876987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421884493757166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15409306329773995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983677402580739,0.0,0.0,0.1495285387836607,0.13586075220572455,0.0,0.0,0.124911453703799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307944873301268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16727972819192824,0.0,0.19607263629984945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592432023363221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17922113893235542,0.0,0.1253643226615733,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jellybeans798,2019/02/07,Moved abroad for an internship and have brought all my anxieties here. Feeling like a loser I thought I could start fresh but I’m so anxious and can’t really make friends. Having a really hard time adjusting I almost just want to go home,2.8291304347826056,5.525174086956521,3.6458260869565247,85.31004347826091,79.86956521739131,8.027826086956521,26.591304347826085,8.841846274778883,2.4630226086956517,192,8,36,5,5,61,40,46,0.182,0.61,0.208,0.0737,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,1,12,12,4,0,2,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,2,2,4,2,2,9,1,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28585821190747784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21838471821075886,0.3225012464891763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279255571565007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434283704270534,0.2039407118109432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205543728716101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16223988510728604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557261599215072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863509309070581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13946682878048647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905542702755342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303410751546906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36576037414692697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20205801389105327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266322781299692,0.16646057648981696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16837833441231187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OrphelinDuCiel,2019/02/07,"Feel completely dehumanized Long time lurker, rare poster.

So, I've been (unwillingly) off my buspirone since Mid-December and I can sadly report that my anxiety is back with a vengeance. I've taken to controlling what small things I can to not feel like it's spiraling out of control.

Today I got a package I wasn't expecting and immediately had a paranoid freak out, and then I read this article about the buspirone shortage and it's kind of apparent that since it's a 'cheaper' drug the Pharma (insert expletive here) guys have no interest in making it because it doesn't turn a profit.

Never have I felt more like a number than a person. And I'm not okay with that. I just wish I felt like I had some recourse besides shelling out 60 extra and taking 240 pills a month to get it back into my system. That's right, I was on the 30 mg 2x a day and now they only have the 7.5 mg. Which means 4 pills twice a day. And I'm already having emetic reactions to the other pills I have to take.

I'm sorry. I don't know where I'm going with this. I just needed to say it to somewhere before I scream. ",2.40837837837838,4.364448081081083,4.153414414414414,85.05498648648648,77.1981981981982,6.962522522522522,23.71261261261261,7.908726449838941,1.3035326126126128,862,28,172,14,20,290,132,222,0.153,0.812,0.036000000000000004,-0.9579,1,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,2,9,10,0,0,15,1,15,4,0,3,1,33,35,10,0,3,4,0,4,3,0,0,4,2,0,2,17,15,0,2,6,1,1,1,7,3,0,1,9,6,18,7,21,26,3,23,0,1,0,0,4,10,0,1,14,111,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669105657355772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570752032953867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326072137814327,0.0,0.09220193830367863,0.0,0.12870448342292756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15858505582249569,0.0,0.33928441095651823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19509031466944496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17540453461324604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15295531563178133,0.1080546031389973,0.2904516663508432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902303270058858,0.0,0.08596011185268224,0.0,0.12097020287670585,0.0,0.0,0.1497634595520134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15750589278804109,0.08312425448513458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22168255716740096,0.0,0.0,0.13385343890365053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096201914873984,0.0,0.0,0.16475798878854914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207280643923478,0.0,0.0,0.11215159107462784,0.11665502237822432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503411510246908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206758848304076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129313272591347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916855385118325,0.0,0.12028182163618152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502347685397591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16931445663888922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274456642674897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048524201127887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819637516794585,0.0,0.14336940178624194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645189623213845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739325674680891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,StolenPretzel,2019/02/07,"I just got fired for the third time in a row and I’m honestly just at a loss. I tried so hard this time. I felt like I was in a much better place and was doing so well. I knew there were concerns and I struggled a bit but this time it just seemed so unfair. Am I ever going to catch a break?! I know I’m not the only one with problems, but it’s not easy living with a condition you have to battle on a daily basis AND trying to also just live through the normal shit of life and the unrealistic expectations others put on you. I know I’m strong enough to get through it but I’m just so bummed. Like... a frustrated kid who died for the 15th fucking time in a row in the dungeons in the original Zelda and got sent ALL the way back to the beginning!",2.3398541666666652,3.331358943750004,4.138750000000002,89.1379166666667,75.1875,7.083333333333335,22.083333333333336,7.492282038375204,0.6175833333333332,581,14,133,7,12,197,90,160,0.219,0.6940000000000001,0.087,-0.9775,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,3,14,13,4,1,18,0,6,3,1,1,2,29,22,14,1,3,10,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,8,0,0,5,0,0,4,2,7,1,2,8,3,11,6,20,14,4,23,0,1,0,1,5,9,2,1,10,92,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13529820133776882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009380063871565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496315096310158,0.18470759118036306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755886402349047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17481464627944568,0.0,0.0,0.1530386699631988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244535396453608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15640998309361856,0.08839284470065466,0.0,0.09615245780599424,0.0,0.2706274358465036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515576689756753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859607019994177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119501268003827,0.16531173405089292,0.0,0.2987891572689292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12437137742649958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16576662582555213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464499711334393,0.1286737843896245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767636457505104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16188841408991386,0.0,0.1700789338580036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15402082868454467,0.0,0.0,0.17366727789181205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768702267458475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3946155052246101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297327472833217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13429218848000235,0.0,0.0,0.15211877781970914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mommy62,2019/02/07,"First time in years where I had no anxiety issues This is more like bittersweet progress, maybe. 

My life is constantly burdened by anxiety . Everyday I’m awake I deal with it. It impacts my functions and how I live, making small situations unbearable and large situations unimaginably tough.

Today was different actually. 

I’m kinda sick so I’m being put on large doses of albuterol and medium doses of steroids. Albuterol makes me super hyper and steroids kind of do as well. 

So today I had super bad wheezing so I took my nebulizer and a chunk of vitamins and 1 steroid pill. So of course, I was bouncing around my 1st - 4th period classes. 

I could barley think and I was just super airy the first part of the day. I was wobbling over and stuff and just generally looked like I may have been on crack.

However, during about my 4th period class the effects dimmed and I was simply left being very attentive and focused and pleasant feeling. I was energetic but not hyperactive, pleasant but not airy. It was just a super good feeling.

I stayed awake during my two most boring class periods and took the most well written notes so far. I talked to people I usually didn’t, handed out candy I stash in my bag to classmates, and never felt awkward or burdened. I just felt good?

I also was jam packed with sugar from an entire bag of mints I ate and some Snapple fruit punches. Plus, my music taste is usually varied but for the last few days I’ve been listening to nothing but upbeat alternative and electronic music.

I felt super excited that I went a whole day with feeling fine, minus the hyperactivity, but was upset that the feelings may have only happened due to medications. 

I don’t want to rely on drugs to make me feel happy and I’m generally cautious about medicine. However, if taking a small dosage of something to fell just normal(?) for the day would be so useful.",4.3335898617511495,6.693971900000001,5.400654377880183,76.45189400921659,72.85714285714286,8.058986175115209,28.71889400921659,8.841846274778883,2.632684792626728,1495,61,252,31,31,492,196,350,0.067,0.746,0.187,0.9928,3,0,2,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,9,19,24,0,2,13,0,28,14,1,6,1,66,55,34,0,5,14,0,9,2,0,3,9,1,0,0,7,23,4,0,11,0,0,5,6,7,2,3,22,15,32,17,34,26,7,39,0,0,1,0,3,13,0,8,22,168,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.10239366960740996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391012784087247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605378194985771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340732462885327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760970797957082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338887025536384,0.0,0.08377571529201504,0.0,0.0,0.270677079874544,0.1081751862013362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962643971530434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12168207147113393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652713581441061,0.0,0.3022392821976473,0.0,0.0,0.17850179847792724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17601567072709368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278664806192742,0.11169680098041583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951658434100056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926538099837606,0.0,0.08552955411637303,0.0,0.0,0.11400355208850488,0.0,0.07411308189023444,0.10252411784231548,0.0,0.09265251177032333,0.0,0.08811229950570583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21011887161894166,0.0,0.10541332973450557,0.0,0.0,0.10570296885824153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092621323497907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280623561319496,0.1006803390106093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980175339469378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113625775317321,0.0,0.07274320827292126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548067115420326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358848118071711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077797308255533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183827946312758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011637420589172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889208690134454,0.08433639210859263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672330199682246,0.0,0.0,0.06118380947416216,0.0,0.198917158366438,0.0,0.2331556373730653,0.0,0.0,0.10249848607449263,0.0,0.0,0.09062328613357644,0.2311246538318652,0.08657580908739422,0.061888695506769835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18868404705519,0.09726843104939677,0.0,0.11714730955992342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453716924910901,0.0,0.0,0.06756958314384569
anxiety,fuhgeddaboutitt,2019/02/07,"Since thinking uses calories, could overthinking cause people with anxiety to lose more weight? Maybe seems like a stupid question just hoping for someone more educated on the topic to explain the science to me.",10.73542857142857,11.739753542857144,8.766428571428571,63.38107142857146,56.42857142857143,10.428571428571429,43.214285714285715,10.125756701596842,4.989285714285715,174,9,22,3,2,52,31,35,0.185,0.6890000000000001,0.126,-0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,10,6,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,6,5,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,3,1,14,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21750862929997894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292081146747414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270111934833273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823998950581839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13890733293701682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180880918685157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856437060390276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971158643084253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31851021673867114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588397327286243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351974243042596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240908516548102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18218463490612272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24556639440027656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.346232498041172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Xivvx,2019/02/07,"Found out that marijuana is interfering with Celexa I began smoking marijuana when it became legal in Canada in October. At first I liked it because I was calmer and not anxious but after 2 months of regular use my previously controlled anxiety came back with a vengeance. 

I originally put it up to it being winter, but the doc told me that the marijuana use was inhibiting my SSRI. Took a day to sober up and I’m well on the road to reclaiming myself.

TLDR: if you’re on an SSRI and smoke marijuana regularly every day you may have a relapse of your anxiety, talk to your doc and take care of yourself ",5.3908620689655145,6.590488603448279,7.358103448275868,68.13474137931037,68.13793103448276,10.627586206896552,32.603448275862064,10.686352973137794,3.8648310344827586,482,21,84,14,8,170,79,116,0.049,0.8370000000000001,0.114,0.7594,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,2,3,3,0,0,7,0,6,0,0,4,0,18,16,8,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,7,0,11,3,18,7,0,22,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,2,11,60,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329796579419089,0.2435147679332513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16574779071152862,0.0,0.13139977324620078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465364559765412,0.2197717618242556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241762242127824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27802911285512805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18161361854057906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18335019979107706,0.0,0.2363439350257969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530884086367864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17205321902624582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166913980153713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16206985048484202,0.1732542133986529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20597117143309465,0.23948852649825603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.372339052267192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19380901492281585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fuerza-a,2019/02/07,What is a “good day” for you when you have anxiety/depression? I don’t remember the last time i had a “good day”. Is it when you feel numb and don’t have any sort of panic for the day? When you go a day without thinking about suicide?,1.6818000000000026,2.8820801800000027,3.4450000000000003,92.6275,77.2,7.4,24.5,8.07648339933343,1.1201999999999996,179,6,43,3,4,60,32,50,0.113,0.6990000000000001,0.188,0.6042,0,0,0,0,0,1,5.0,0,4,0,0,4,4,0,1,5,0,7,1,0,0,0,6,10,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,1,6,2,5,9,0,10,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,9,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16278159911626336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6175021828309466,0.0,0.20617129834934467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103399576531385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136040983878061,0.4015488157948586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19512064482111666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808522095227237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271162530680958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618348091358267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15338031800822516,0.0,0.0,0.13958010749088565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307466765183407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,callmehill,2019/02/07,"Considering meds I have lived my life hearing the narrative that medication for depression and anxiety are “bad” and that we live in an over medicated society.

I spoke with my doctor today and while I would like to go without meds I am wondering if anyone has had any positive experiences with meds, not that they just flatten you into a zombie. Looking for experiences!",8.157727272727271,9.04353431818182,9.081363636363637,59.34204545454549,61.87878787878788,13.26666666666667,39.22727272727273,12.602617957971056,5.7774363636363635,299,15,46,11,4,102,53,66,0.129,0.7859999999999999,0.086,-0.4753,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,6,4,0,0,0,13,11,5,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,3,9,1,9,8,0,6,0,1,1,0,5,3,0,2,3,37,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896109350921867,0.0,0.13382400279871542,0.0,0.0,0.1223178942728235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460625520201069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15067036590748792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17905232360886364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34223796581239313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941900246750454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19716328999487534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356103140404327,0.08546389801430848,0.0,0.308939788348618,0.0,0.1469004705867123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5829365902092561,0.3524551272591121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16581694233226246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686300976969409,0.1897084205754555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426806813941432,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ritwika96,2019/02/07,"How to avoid creepy people ? There's nothing more I hate in the world than being stared at. Nothing. Why can't they just understand how uncomfortable it makes the person they're staring at. 

As I've started analysing the reason behind my anxiety I've come to the conclusion that it's this need to avoid people who stare at me at all costs. 

In my head I start thinking maybe I shouldn't go to this party or place because that person would be there. 

So these people are just acquaintances and not my friends. Being an introvert right from my childhood I have very few friends. I only open up to them and am generally quite reserved with others. At the same time I don't like being rude to anyone. So I'd like to know some tips on how to deal with/avoid such creepy people who stare. Right now I try to just block them out as much as possible. ",3.402489307100087,5.273437910179642,3.759148845166808,89.3574401197605,74.08982035928143,6.687596236099231,23.305816937553463,7.447530270364453,0.8590379811804958,669,19,136,8,14,208,104,167,0.125,0.823,0.053,-0.8445,0,3,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,2,12,8,2,2,6,0,11,1,1,5,1,30,21,11,0,3,5,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,2,10,6,0,3,5,0,1,2,4,4,0,0,0,4,15,4,26,15,6,22,0,0,4,0,10,15,0,2,7,90,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012022460291402,0.0,0.0,0.10979235881254096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571821698640716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352592255485245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16188120286611615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426272408028545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923834780339528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15502519941319806,0.16114829570001127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629434016273811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15342453386871513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481237850375326,0.0,0.15774816032009292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11542810749535945,0.1164286839013636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013307387088089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942113791525533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4354328739917787,0.2742084238978925,0.1640529639950278,0.0,0.0,0.1770169795570828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670105906980312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16144318794299314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26818923534180594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222797841375359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061237264265847,0.0,0.0,0.09155989484662704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660658745335018,0.0,0.0,0.16346383986808566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955832669508724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168654511308074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154283195615156,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Butterfliesandjam,2019/02/07,"I can't call people by their names I can never refer to people by their names. I have the sinking feeling whenever I try that I'll get their name wrong - even people who I've known for years. I can't even call my therapist by her name. I have no problem *refering* to people by name, but I can never ever just say a person's name to their face. I can't just say ""hey, Sarah, what's up?"" or whatever. Does anyone else do this or am I just extra special nuts?",1.7244587628865986,3.0961992164948486,3.6150386597938144,90.74049613402063,77.45360824742268,6.087113402061857,20.37242268041237,6.6274283507984215,0.1909597938144332,352,8,78,3,8,119,58,97,0.101,0.845,0.055,-0.4606,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,4,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,9,1,1,0,3,20,11,3,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,3,15,1,9,11,1,5,0,0,0,0,18,1,0,2,4,52,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223255304623854,0.19376912436996813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38621204578742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549449418129564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579800588389605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498153601942542,0.17106398348273394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562146546628963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880399594103084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917119721595572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5244299442231962,0.1651266096792423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18095607470048206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007812839011064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21957534400568765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839564959682234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20676591961531848,0.0,0.12178289066644908
anxiety,dxnlan,2019/02/07,"my anxiety is going to kill me one of these days i’ll just stay in this position for hours until my heart stops racing and my chest stops tingling and the pressure eases up and my mind stops consuming me ok cool xo 

nobody is helping and nobody believes me i feel so alone and neglected but it’s sick that i’m somewhat used to it because it’s been 20years of this same feeling coming and going 24hrs a day, waking me up in the morning and the night

i wish i could sleep it off but i don’t have that choice ",5.3102201257861665,4.878972160377359,5.88301886792453,84.3505031446541,67.9622641509434,8.576100628930817,29.930817610062896,7.793537801064563,1.777545911949686,403,13,85,4,6,131,71,106,0.165,0.7290000000000001,0.106,-0.6694,0,1,0,0,0,1,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,1,4,2,6,6,4,1,0,23,14,11,1,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,9,8,0,4,2,0,0,3,1,3,0,1,1,3,12,2,11,12,2,17,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,1,8,56,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048582672427552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131433178936085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057534933227128,0.0,0.0,0.2228497328866211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703847907367709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157924985142823,0.0,0.0,0.2551256868932065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20002443499383604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22482543655732992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343906578770429,0.1325793070780482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19479041833505212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188333176662268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997188063979488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18561929167674654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340325152016787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19794006663520866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21082551860105386,0.0,0.4961019976998728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708332906063883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274570412354005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lyzonee,2019/02/07,"What might’ve this been? Does it sound like anxiety? (Felt like a brain zap but wasn’t) I felt a sudden heat completely surrounding and inside of my head, it was vibrating intensely too. It rose and rose, peaked, then fell, over the course of 20-30 seconds. It left my face numb and ears ringing a bit. I imagine it was less intense than a brain zap but elongated, I haven’t experienced brain zaps before. Does this even sound anxiety related? Any reply or comment with speculation is appreciated.",3.852198067632852,6.485889195652174,4.685797101449278,79.67466183574882,75.52173913043478,8.871497584541064,27.613526570048307,9.444778638647367,2.84426425120773,394,16,72,11,9,127,65,92,0.07200000000000001,0.8220000000000001,0.106,0.4589,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,0,6,7,6,0,0,10,8,7,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,8,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,6,7,5,2,5,2,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,40,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730321460801294,0.0,0.28641676443009506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15929440715976967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043751923300988,0.0,0.0,0.6269352486535176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962768644867835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32764200977373675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364460686639295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3594849594158168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19212240736478664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20339461831931,0.0,0.0,0.18291407096572684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19859085760034348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,islenska12,2019/02/07,"Numbness in Arm from Anxiety? Hi all, this is my first time posting in this subreddit. Last night my arm felt kind of heavy numb, followed by a panic attack. I had been extremely anxious all day, so I was wondering if anyone else has experienced something like this from anxiety? I've had my pinky and part of my hand go numb on the other side but it hasn't been my full arm before. ",3.5574122807017545,5.150662723684217,4.721052631578949,83.77570175438599,73.07894736842105,8.224561403508767,27.14035087719298,8.841846274778883,2.0661561403508766,301,11,60,6,6,99,57,76,0.17600000000000002,0.775,0.049,-0.7190000000000001,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,1,7,1,1,2,0,8,7,4,0,2,7,12,4,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,5,0,1,6,3,7,2,8,6,4,13,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,6,39,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35381104586547724,0.2612465383295169,0.0,0.1616952908135026,0.2369428268145428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630801193835824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19677661295372573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14913703982860335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19317959888264136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220361467264281,0.0,0.0,0.19670102722711968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142463424456727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24081116118727355,0.0,0.18849951425053516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297700901109654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21701234425163826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713219050693375,0.0,0.25042108163586585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22147345877890912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17802745314779594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484366293064842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507806271280283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,QDawgg99,2019/02/07,"Coping strategies for going outside? CW: Death

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I go to the University of Washington and we have experienced our first large snow storm in a while with a second on its way this weekend.  Tragically, a student recently died from slipping on ice. Her boyfriend was right next to her as it happened.  Now I am absolutely terrified something similar will happen to me or my boyfriend while walking around. I want to have us just stay in my apartment until everything is melted. Leaving my apartment is almost painful and terrifying and so anxiety filled I start getting light headed. He does his best to reassure me, but as we all can attest the anxiety monster ignores statistics and rational thinking and decided to only believe the worst. 

Any advice on coping strategies to get through these next week of continued ice?

Side note: I am not trying to ignore the fact that a life has been lost. I did not know the victim and dwelling on it too much causes me significant distress. I realize how this makes me sound like a selfish person, but it is what I need to do to preserve my mental health.",5.889463986599663,7.793068231155787,6.246311557788948,73.90903182579567,67.69346733668341,9.1257621440536,35.37721943048577,9.558583805096642,3.7250459631490793,874,44,142,19,15,281,139,199,0.168,0.754,0.077,-0.9677,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,4,0,0,3,6,13,1,2,10,0,14,4,1,3,2,30,27,16,2,2,6,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,9,10,0,2,4,1,0,4,2,10,0,2,4,3,23,3,26,22,4,29,0,2,0,0,10,11,0,2,13,106,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294115192624685,0.0,0.0,0.15672358289101246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643313517829978,0.0,0.23946162160779205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393283495162267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17633477867179034,0.1642490832734502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16078034528169866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16243414792036098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13696420166495527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066237578189164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312853711648495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16354151831233846,0.0,0.17789809788686312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768050703299551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16062587434889192,0.1663643246779042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601458538416018,0.0,0.0,0.1657229993213117,0.0,0.0,0.11054864721109484,0.07646357596331634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17085070751937564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447259070671756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15772670329419194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505390491621995,0.11605123758653547,0.0,0.0,0.33290334955462936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903399046234005,0.16653918978167376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665973832085487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545361493075126,0.0,0.0,0.13365990074735648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049014048500092,0.0,0.0,0.1107795913139532,0.16682035324581773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100286200706263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626098306942744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882639720684114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231449281876744,0.12423148319234742,0.12554402353570368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WhitchyMa,2019/02/07,"I can’t even ask for help I’m feeling miserable. In the desperate effort to stop the panic and the sadness and the guilt and shame I’m trying to keep distracted as much as I can (listening to songs, watching shows, playing games, daydreaming - a lot of daydreaming since it seems to be the only thing that makes me feel really at peace). This means I’m keeping my anxiety under control, but I can’t concentrate on anything, and I really should do some things in my life. 
The problem is, as soon as I start thinking of getting some help, I start feeling guilty. What rights do I have to be upset? My life is good, things are not that bad, I’m studying, passing my exams, eating well and sleeping through the night. My gastritis seems to be giving me a break, too. So my physical symptoms are all in check. THEN WHY THE HECK AM I FEELING LIKE THIS? And why would someone care? My mum won’t understand, and I really don’t won’t to upset anyone. If I told out loud how I feel I’m terrified people would be afraid of me, or pity me, or judge me. And I know that is objectively not true, but I’m stuck by my fear. I can’t ask for help. If I pretend things are not that bad inside of me everything will be all right. Isn’t it what everyone do? What if this is normal and I’m just a whiny crybaby? What if I ask for help and steal that time from someone who deserve it more than I do? 
But still, I’m feeling miserable, and I would just like for everything to stop. I don’t know how to keep going on like this. What should I do? ",1.9699862637362668,3.8006709711538487,3.5435347985348,89.50384615384617,78.0705128205128,7.149450549450549,23.96336996336997,8.07648339933343,1.28071391941392,1181,40,255,21,28,391,146,312,0.17800000000000002,0.669,0.154,-0.7513,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,0,2,10,24,0,10,11,0,34,5,1,4,3,61,71,28,0,11,14,1,6,3,0,8,3,3,0,0,22,12,1,6,13,5,1,2,11,16,1,0,2,10,33,8,33,56,7,22,0,4,1,0,13,10,1,11,12,174,55,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606482094768469,0.0,0.0,0.06952481267919043,0.0,0.08182364765796198,0.0,0.2788650745847916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660422888901655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137703515278856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111520875636464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174324172071587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567356419344299,0.0,0.0,0.09501105380195084,0.1787252313099239,0.0,0.0,0.111888074635673,0.30165330645905897,0.07103387936179555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05194885186368307,0.09538374958353987,0.05650920958374401,0.08339841988424211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665873386877397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651378420801585,0.0,0.0,0.10928989776660863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14046280985924914,0.1457316168399342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845331007101371,0.0,0.0,0.06637129451217776,0.0,0.0,0.1083100465830508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07309358901041899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330972168242772,0.09742175306289706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562213193424458,0.0,0.11666143479381742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893327852243482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951425114836386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19109508392245314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169827905615455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810373959646048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822507595429082,0.0,0.099503302489147,0.0,0.16849596482658247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075624680693036,0.0,0.07940611975145524,0.1662583628864285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334739416819334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642314663629147,0.0637116866496426,0.0,0.0,0.057979303905901725,0.0,0.0,0.09501105380195084,0.0,0.06750745774318218,0.0,0.0,0.10351169215750283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089400854575982,0.0,0.179442915967726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21189984206547646,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheOtherMother23,2019/02/07,"Work anxiety I made a pretty large paperwork error at work and am expecting my boss by to investigate the matter. The error will cost hundreds of dollars to correct. I’m VERY anxious and have been for days as today approached. 

I haven’t been able to sleep or eat or breathe, just constant worry as I apply for new jobs and anxiety so bad I can’t maintain one constant solid mindset or calm myself. I have an ulcer now and I know because I’m vomiting blood. I can’t sleep or eat. I throw up every time I try to eat or drink. The stress has completely taken over. 

AS WELL I’ve been being harassed by a coworker (technically a subordinate who’s trying to over throw me cuz he wants my job) at the same time about the issues in the paperwork, and I had to involve my boss in on that as well because it contributed to a hostile work environment. 

Overall I’ve been feeling attacked and feeling like a failure, I have 3 small kids and this is my first time making such a huge error while in a position of authority. This is my first year as “the boss” and I already have made some huge mistakes. 

SO How do you just get through the day?! If you KNOW somethings coming that’s bad and your anxiety is justified but out of control, how do you recenter? The constant “fight or flight” response is wearing down my every will and bit of inner strength- as well I’ve been being harassed at all hours of the day and night, even on my days off and have been unable to sleep for DAYS. Help me reddit what should I do? How can I call myself down and hit a point of acceptance and stop letting my emotions win? Any advise? ",4.182368815592202,5.382594354231976,5.207218209077278,82.43262641406571,70.97492163009404,7.930271228022352,29.857026032438327,8.321376580360154,2.148380019081369,1265,51,246,19,23,416,167,319,0.13,0.753,0.117,-0.6586,2,0,2,0,1,0,26.0,0,4,0,8,14,17,5,1,19,0,31,12,6,11,2,52,45,35,0,5,10,0,2,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,7,16,4,2,5,1,2,4,3,9,3,3,10,2,30,8,42,28,4,46,0,0,0,0,12,20,0,8,23,172,37,9,0.09502646736503133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048640697201142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462125640463605,0.0,0.21808496230610985,0.1073528599139261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810632509396856,0.0,0.0,0.15868626198321525,0.11585450500388228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374429072334536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703264777568098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185688741652024,0.09963344307803584,0.3080695573517812,0.10658026341441053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064210505347154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09308976106377014,0.0,0.2917073984940359,0.0,0.10689198557282366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627640854786449,0.0,0.16012779442593933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609647425126633,0.06788692727276435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16165892919280458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04964740712542603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.063694238002817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358192873038022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918294327778923,0.18859821207067584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444812261400993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717100112088582,0.0,0.0464251319822839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798326821293019,0.06343090485877051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177715432854544,0.0,0.0891759023526423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643923935908505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983072692861939,0.0,0.0,0.09667607994192487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382717244452612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852852830299024,0.0,0.0,0.07315601715075068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944638172070781,0.108852497305724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662320919094722,0.0,0.09007397990886423,0.0,0.0,0.12903346727943024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840678755289676,0.056049072502768686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563206191433296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075412000045205,0.09650399030368403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06119392941796601
anxiety,julifeline,2019/02/07,FOMO anxiety. help. i sometimes get this. FOMO. fear of missing out. my colleague now is in Mexico working from there for two months (we have a remote job). i have a friend now in Thailand for two months with his wife and kids. also working from there. have another friend who just left for holiday for a month to Sri Lanka and New Zealand. how to overcome this? feel all these people around are having all this fun and i’m missing it. ,0.865054945054947,3.4196090952380978,2.101428571428574,91.50510989010992,94.95238095238096,4.4893772893772885,20.747252747252745,6.297961479604792,0.4882263736263739,340,12,64,4,13,108,59,84,0.099,0.7340000000000001,0.16699999999999998,0.8113,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,2,8,6,0,1,3,0,6,0,0,1,2,12,11,5,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,5,3,14,11,2,11,0,2,0,0,8,5,0,0,6,48,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16331863474692734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21414768777750484,0.15623154308308138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18180352153291088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298098692028572,0.1032622811199096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155674104833529,0.0,0.10669911776482864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688769253214605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20266177032294003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22189102748959946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4890312679694077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19724174865936248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415838798955805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20198371737663565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39899624133712974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29735642097604864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,herbyfreak,2019/02/07,"My partner's anxiety and depression spike frequently, resting heart rate of 120bpm and she hasn't left the house in weeks. She's a uni student on her last year, a few months for her project and she has no motivation to finish. She hasn't left the house and works at home because she doesn't want to be around people, she thinks people are judging her and that she should be doing more, no matter how much I tell her things are alright and be there, I can't seem to help.

Lately she seems lonely and wants to spend all her time with me, and I always do, but I'm not sure if I'm making it better or worse, I could use some advice if anyone is willing to spare the time to comment, thank you!",8.41410798122066,5.433248204225353,7.84985915492958,80.93586854460095,63.43661971830986,10.593427230046947,32.821596244131456,7.793537801064563,2.0972075117370883,543,13,118,4,6,171,95,142,0.127,0.7929999999999999,0.08,-0.5839,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,3,3,6,0,0,5,1,16,1,1,4,2,30,26,13,0,6,5,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,3,10,0,0,4,0,1,0,7,2,0,0,0,0,20,4,13,20,6,15,0,2,0,0,18,6,0,6,9,80,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601564734736877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637391949460806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537936443518108,0.0,0.0,0.11459932091587008,0.0,0.0,0.14590145838700722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990898077569314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495196829794052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085696530852187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411626787543553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19421657794502392,0.10985548468629032,0.0,0.1644002291767531,0.0,0.0,0.37822606647747065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359644685631625,0.18488090230703585,0.0,0.35614518619611607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940130561012472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308195693753705,0.0,0.12048181564399806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272485635776487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984080335987864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15446926794419324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14325161167639056,0.15089266213650862,0.0,0.0,0.10888467527959972,0.1050174138281298,0.0,0.0,0.1911371954484944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155281358553742,0.0,0.0,0.1933392476015292,0.0,0.1314668277434712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931764334194335,0.0,0.1670231908245719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554312268830317
anxiety,The-Nap-Queen,2019/02/07,"Simple stupid question. Please help. So I never ever fly. I just don’t have the money to travel. I flew to San Francisco this past March and that was my first one ever.

I’m flying to Vegas in 5 days. I had a much smaller bag for San Fran but that bag has since broke. And I don’t have ones any smaller than what I’m using now. 

So I’m using a suitcase. The anxiety inducing question is...
Is it TOO big? Will they notice? Will I have to pay $30 to check my bag? Because I can’t afford that. I only have $200 for the whole week. 

The carry on dimension limits are 45 linear inches (roughly 22” x 14” x 9”) 
My suitcase is 28” x 18” x 10” (56 linear inches)

I know it’s a dumb thing to be anxious over. And that I’m sure it’s not even noticeably bigger than a standard carry on. But I just need people who have flown more than me to tell me what they think. ",-0.5020489060489055,1.4677928594594611,2.3246332046332085,94.08684684684687,87.97297297297297,4.604890604890605,16.91763191763192,5.916634753146586,-0.4434530244530239,649,15,148,5,21,227,112,185,0.101,0.861,0.038,-0.8907,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,2,2,9,4,2,0,8,0,18,0,0,3,4,22,28,7,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,1,5,1,3,2,5,3,0,3,3,1,17,1,16,22,3,19,0,1,0,0,7,8,1,2,9,93,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791689130955747,0.0,0.13264933876388071,0.1958908913032587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10570208499757122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118276546175919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452804011093455,0.31369764848106263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749263201790533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622532518702977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952952527311118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746781139180566,0.12857275270437768,0.13373557343451936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.394830566603838,0.0,0.0,0.2349985530665055,0.1318773339898045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655284398783387,0.12021265153725087,0.0,0.0,0.19033942626906936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884918936402782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434369887453975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16342598596223584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515578871478268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519822454376692,0.11110672450565867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995211725131329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908977644062087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19359317573426013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,isurviveonmemes,2019/02/07,"Therapy: how it hurts to heal So I just took back therapy. My third appointment was last Tuesday.
I’ve been rambling shit. Talked about things I didn’t want to talk about. Stuff that sucks, stuff I hate about me. About how I panic about everything. About how I feel stressed all the time, even when it all runs smoothly.
It was exhausting. It broke me in a way. 
As I got out of the therapist, I started to feel more stressed than ever. The feeling’s still sticking to me, two days after.

But deep down, I know it’s the cost of healing. I know it’ll be hard, then it’ll get easier. I now know there’s a way out. In that deep, dark, cold pit of despair, I’ve finally found a light. And I’m so glad.

So I wanted to say kudos to everyone who’s going though therapy, to everyone who’s considering it, to everyone who’s not ready yet. Kudos to everyone struggling with anxiety for being brave, and living with it. You’re all doing great. 

I’m on my way to heal, and I hope you’ll all find your way too. 
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anxiety,sniperbullet1997,2019/02/07,"has anyone taken olanzapine/zyprexa or valproate/valproic acid for anxiety? how that work out for social situations does it make you calm/relaxed around people and confident?

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anxiety,Noxannna,2019/02/07,"Even when im succeeding i worry about the future Hi guys. I'm new here and normally just lurk. Actually posting is extremely anxiety provoking. But, I currently am so anxious about other things in my life right now I just need advice and reassurance from others.

I am diagnosised clinically with Generalized Anxiety, social and I have clinical symptoms of OCD and panic disorder (ya girl is a hot mess). I am on medication, a stupid amount. We are still looking for the right amount to perfect it. There has been improvements. Prior to the medication I checked my alarm around ten times each night before going to bed, had to take a photo of my stove to prove that it was off throughout the day, and driving was literal hell.

Despite this I'm actually considered to be succeeding, whatever that means. I have me BS and graduated summa cum laude and now I'm in the second year , second semester of my master's about to graduate with a 4.0. but that's the problem...

I don't deal with change well. I can't stop thinking about what if I'm not competent enough to get and keep a job? What if I just think I know what I'm doing but actually don't? What if no job wants me? I have little to no savings even tho I work almost full time because grad school is .... Well grad school. And if I don't get a job I don't have anything to fall back on due to family issues. I can't stop thinking about what happens if I graduate and things go wayside and I end up homeless, even tho I'm top of my class, basically done with my thesis and doing very well. (Please don't ask if I'm living above my means, I'm a grad student, I'm poor, and I won't even splurge on brand name foods)

I know you guys can't tell the future but some reassurance, advice on reframing etc would be very amazing right now. I'm boarderline panic attack 😓",2.092672007187243,4.441793559556789,4.035633750093584,83.50696114396949,80.16343490304709,7.559212397993562,24.43819719997005,8.524219190627866,1.8658865164333311,1429,53,283,33,37,484,188,361,0.1,0.7959999999999999,0.104,0.3006,4,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,1,2,0,7,27,18,3,3,14,0,31,7,0,1,2,57,59,27,0,11,14,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,2,3,15,20,1,3,8,0,2,4,12,8,3,3,5,2,33,10,35,50,7,40,1,0,1,0,14,15,1,8,20,183,48,16,0.0,0.0,0.266387541071523,0.0,0.0,0.17783422228415555,0.0,0.0,0.09111614541274604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921848602938486,0.10279596403692098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487932138943676,0.08100288367875512,0.08506598496403417,0.10351744625558586,0.0,0.06996784662296812,0.0,0.055468366373486115,0.0,0.07742817094473582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625831728614928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0586828284149625,0.0938095814178559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428563215576424,0.0,0.0,0.09311722652295208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059261279052797,0.09401988640716706,0.10148102496674104,0.24039954515775536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577991377806604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002885506109883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950799649209834,0.0,0.1034266104481708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18019435592408609,0.0804646326159761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982878385458638,0.09497284262789348,0.270888941025732,0.08087858159136166,0.0,0.0,0.1000145265301951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427090568413824,0.0,0.09119869036183592,0.08034830954956691,0.0,0.07641103495778329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19823566951449528,0.0,0.1833313463359458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06747000830511449,0.0,0.08788141334411027,0.0,0.08539057886815589,0.08915362449267654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21352089083574488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998827698796526,0.0,0.0,0.08714594975820572,0.0,0.0,0.08706782084516762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331220623156339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18417914314047595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275570070368476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266696769633378,0.15214811053517102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457635981995892,0.06841526147800454,0.0,0.07953171795334296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090314632328407,0.17491353651858818,0.0,0.0,0.10611726696062028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15015717923118935,0.053669911038392144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454403652450903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06624384218842956,0.09240760539244842,0.0,0.06463867447675747,0.0,0.0,0.058596379945264024
anxiety,throw72536away,2019/02/07,"Have anyone feel that someone secretly hates you and plotting something to ruin your life? I’m not the type that deal with other people’s business solely because of this reason. But even so, I can’t help it but think someone, somewhere is holding grudge against me and it makes me anxious that how helpless im gonna be when they do something bad to me

Please help me",5.133333333333333,6.317244555555559,4.939888888888888,85.294,68.72222222222221,6.315555555555558,32.455555555555556,5.6839178017228535,1.6907355555555559,296,13,54,1,5,91,58,72,0.189,0.703,0.108,-0.7713,0,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,1,0,4,4,1,0,1,0,5,1,0,3,0,13,11,7,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,8,0,5,9,0,1,0,2,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,35,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672628758265473,0.0,0.16541902796782024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19753058635700746,0.14421417468349162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24389886066748506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15625582771707636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961963605709923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23356923992527925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31714302228859664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25554204033835465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671002090991633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579159238275306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16401160230999373,0.0,0.0,0.2596887589280181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432389240052068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4008991559132362,0.3642546187107125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515879708213685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HighSeasCaesar,2019/02/07,"I deleted my reddit account of 6 years because someone was coming after me I'll try and keep this short. I've been a redditor for a long time and have used the same account since, i've used it to post things I think are cool and ask questions when needed. Recently, I got my first full time job in IT and with it, I should be able to fix my debt and 2-month late payments. On the first day of being full time I made a thread asking for help about a piece of equipment. I had only one reply which was a guy telling me i'm wrong working for the company I do.

While there's nothing illegal or necessarily wrong with the company and it really isn't that bad compared to some larger conglomerates I can understand why he was upset. I tried explaining that I'm just a student intern who just started and i'm trying to get a fix for a problem while our head IT guy was busy with another problem, he started calling me incompetent and bashed our IT team, went through my post history to try and find my location, so naturally I deleted everything here I am. 

I've never been diagnosed with an anxiety order but my Fiance swears that I need to go see someone, I just found this subreddit while setting up my new account so I'll probably stick around.

Thanks all.  ",4.706421176470588,5.636106748000003,5.815694117647059,79.55972941176472,69.52,9.08235294117647,31.90588235294117,9.325443323948027,2.8382235294117653,997,43,193,20,17,332,150,250,0.064,0.882,0.055,-0.0209,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,2,0,0,4,10,8,0,1,13,1,16,2,1,3,2,39,40,17,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,14,15,0,1,6,1,4,3,2,6,0,3,11,2,25,2,24,26,6,33,0,0,1,0,15,7,0,3,19,124,39,4,0.1143959502709749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119954128225766,0.08751258884181068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183664909103647,0.21388954237039734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551584015422902,0.06973470950036384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681105546066582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854198184876356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377592418393619,0.0,0.0,0.11610948150920372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281170381009726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455582609029228,0.194610273722586,0.0,0.12542925489160495,0.0,0.0,0.05976716249785646,0.0,0.06501385479470356,0.0,0.09149289170063568,0.0,0.0,0.22653995214789244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740324821047245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667719410349451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352032905924442,0.10168037677725844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290436146425281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101236816159193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824421412475853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130975610526508,0.0,0.0,0.16964629524021052,0.08822920913561046,0.1104843216179934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976599956084064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751765649407552,0.08700327506002165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21911939679646428,0.0,0.12333818267981647,0.21892294979755295,0.0,0.0,0.1281496450466116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328497501930505,0.0,0.1129522000623164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115876147235688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462951219928242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938546348714141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16194008478904154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998710274244332,0.10532042142888108,0.0,0.0,0.07599958623050677,0.0733003058276201,0.0,0.0,0.2001155956526054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106693643464015,0.0,0.0,0.11909021862195493,0.0,0.19760274317097545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604619198517663,0.10322455196772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328161424646179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25014802688836546,0.0,0.07366724135595126
anxiety,bloodtype_coffee,2019/02/07,"Anyone having difficulty holding up their job because of their anxiety?  I haven't been able to keep a job. It either prevents me from applying for a job or keeping a job because of not sleeping well due to worrying about the next day. I end up quitting because I become so mentally, emotionally and physically fatigued from my anxiety. It's so frustrating because I have lost out on thousands of dollars I could have potentially made 😢",6.019541666666665,7.924992537500002,7.309999999999999,66.40166666666667,67.375,10.333333333333336,40.833333333333336,10.504223727775694,5.132583333333335,353,22,54,10,6,120,57,80,0.226,0.758,0.016,-0.9275,4,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,2,4,4,1,0,4,0,6,2,1,1,0,11,10,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,1,3,0,9,1,13,6,1,8,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,1,4,42,11,4,0.15575523041058995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383046498865765,0.0,0.0,0.10890767859257416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797877711620557,0.17201941492152958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435787756440847,0.0,0.0,0.10044923830611116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17520367013103605,0.13795290354211634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.618252131024775,0.2768848106189612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700252331246798,0.0,0.0,0.14737936501841972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15696463823271495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656474545462259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16566485983193527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15586771497525007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004265759031292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581769970207573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rayeraye13,2019/02/07,"I need help I am having some very bad anxiety attacks right now. I want to go to the hospital but I dont have the money to go to just any hospital. I can barely think clearly and calling anyone is impossible for me right now. Can someone please figure out where to go? I'm on my own with no one able to help me. 

I'm in south Houston Tx. ",-0.02763698630137057,1.9792353287671285,2.8399828767123303,90.95394691780822,86.12328767123287,5.8417808219178085,21.453767123287676,7.1686216300943375,0.6671383561643833,261,9,59,4,8,92,52,73,0.11,0.691,0.199,0.7972,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,1,11,15,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,3,2,2,0,1,0,0,8,0,11,15,2,12,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,2,38,8,0,0.2297997586547533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562717160547306,0.0,0.17579618638128708,0.0,0.0,0.160681334361927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614304004400794,0.0,0.0,0.1918731997343875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346512467397964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693236056840734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3918014957430381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308059868510528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17039360926033054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557182637289597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522511274305402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39249547657322015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19470858977976926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14724640643839773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18960886746780786,0.1355418515610182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,imnotanamericanidiot,2019/02/07,"Coffee So I like the effect coffee has on me, but at the same time I hate the fact that it makes me extra anxious. 
Anyone has tips to feel extra alert and awake without the beating heart all the time?
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anxiety,jhmillard,2019/02/07,"Mindfulness and being true to yourself... So I have not been here very recently.  I tried to stop in a bit ago but ran out of gas in the day...    I have taken 2019 to be a journey on trying  new things...   changing business plans and moving in a different direction with things outside of work...   trying to stay busy doing things that are GOOD for me and not things that cater to my weaker self...   

I will say this...   I have gotten a TON out of the last few months working on mindfulness and actually working with a mindfulness coach/counselor every other week or so...   It's amazing what happens when we get out of our own way...  Understanding how to celebrate our uniquenesses is key to finding your true happiness in yourself...    

Not self promoting any product here as I don't have anything to really sell at this point... but I am setting up an anxiety blog to keep track of things i've learned along the way.... more in an effort to get my writing chops in order to eventually pen a book ...   I will hopefully have some good content that could benefit the masses...   either or... its something that I really find therapeutic...   i recommend it to any of you out there....   write things down...  

Happy day to all out there and hope to be back here more often to check in...   ",4.4169094304388405,5.975011680672271,5.23389355742297,81.08839402427641,70.84873949579833,8.650233426704013,28.76844070961718,9.150863307647796,2.4500832866479927,972,37,184,20,18,316,144,238,0.039,0.772,0.189,0.9925,1,0,1,0,0,0,58.0,3,2,0,6,11,10,0,0,12,0,17,0,0,1,3,42,27,14,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,17,14,0,2,4,2,2,3,4,0,0,0,4,1,18,10,43,17,9,38,0,0,0,0,10,19,0,6,11,138,35,7,0.0,0.0,0.10753439762480428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976811945920409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14987272048444147,0.0,0.08429885256563628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068107338404327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473313214395548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120304370036367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657166987735545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798171912438227,0.0,0.0,0.14213328249075527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513029275868494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284401724378727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20143241755528649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115144650303525,0.0,0.0,0.18485263001839092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744505051161888,0.23460919519925955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188969439481756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794635496680967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982361034901988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337965283796597,0.0,0.08795657595772577,0.11711981690402665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642699138663557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416986744721733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14118744254260165,0.0,0.10880424160721758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763146526307597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22991477849614605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483347369119612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745317908395013,0.0,0.09212793145471608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4392518607540461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22444545940444985,0.0,0.0,0.11471685290636928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092239310094287,0.0,0.17493528049007814,0.08839176031194702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406697578155688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,trextabby,2019/02/07,"Anxiety over personal physical surroundings Does anyone else get incredibly anxious or worked up when their physical surroundings at home are in disarray? I recently moved in with my fiance and am afraid he'll think I'm absolutely neurotic when I suddenly freak out that the laundry isn't caught up or there are shoes lying around. Living alone allowed me to go on raging cleaning and organizing sprees whenever I got what I call the ""sudden itch"", but now I worry that getting up off the couch while watching a movie or something together to randomly start cleaning like a mad woman will begin taking a toll on our relationship.   


I bartend and don't get health insurance though my job, so therapy or medication is a bit out of the question. Just wondering if I was alone in these neat freak anxiety attacks...",11.931666666666665,9.442609883561648,11.357534246575346,56.97502283105026,56.32876712328767,15.760730593607304,46.93607305936072,14.06817628641468,6.733944292237442,657,33,103,22,6,216,108,146,0.191,0.762,0.047,-0.9516,2,2,1,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,1,1,8,8,3,1,8,0,8,4,2,1,0,19,21,14,0,1,7,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,4,2,4,7,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,6,0,0,3,1,12,2,18,16,1,28,0,0,1,0,8,16,0,8,10,67,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444707936195661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25443624345279536,0.18787030140625355,0.0,0.1162799829438824,0.17039276606050405,0.0,0.14804118346550638,0.0,0.18918888509920026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815552113190096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698096613213677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455291947208978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13892130284170146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26065276737400106,0.0,0.0945114366131442,0.0,0.13300433671904568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17676784083980215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16681124889629168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16502589206662607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124519035012079,0.0,0.14684488125563408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16752853877112214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17674929930829966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14520569190227553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18629270780920454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16419999598876994,0.178542668462675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12802493573820192,0.0,0.0,0.11770714186227238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503599645258354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901771632695015,0.0,0.0,0.10655755192223393,0.16338772011288566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803439475472229,0.12106750216164736,0.16888449697377264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alleywig,2019/02/07,"Situational Panic Trying to calm down right after an extremely stressful interaction (accident, rape, hostile persons, death, near-death.. etc) seems absolutely impossible. I just had a pretty bad accident at work and here I am in the break room holding myself while rocking back-and-forth like a lunatic. But it's helping.

I tell people around me when I am having an attack.

Over the years I have lost care about what others think, so that frees me up to share my intense condition. I have been fighting this invisible monster for so long that I feel absolutely no shame in admitting it. It is a part of me, but others do care even if they can't understand.

I am also helping myself by understanding that the situation is in the past. I am patting myself on the back for handling it. I got this.",5.3784213759213735,7.068965601351351,6.4802457002457,72.56647420147422,68.66216216216216,9.165601965601963,31.697788697788692,9.573946990214177,3.184937837837838,631,27,108,14,11,211,103,148,0.17600000000000002,0.69,0.134,-0.675,0,0,0,0,2,0,23.0,0,0,1,2,10,15,4,3,10,0,13,1,0,0,0,13,23,9,1,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,12,2,0,1,6,1,1,0,2,9,0,0,4,1,18,7,17,19,2,19,0,1,0,1,9,11,0,2,8,86,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127410496855382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14613209696704918,0.0,0.1867491724614989,0.0,0.2524489915157138,0.13706195303843247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347324232678655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18307539568057074,0.10842234266358998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300132775437838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128916005318395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22005828479050693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801974812442412,0.0,0.0,0.1452713572928498,0.0,0.0,0.17919376957237726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19259965884574615,0.0,0.17776307032240862,0.15670381866025845,0.1138038971490804,0.14333317089548175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16700390019069716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018684384360772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14943987600842107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36903253924705465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18803815386881226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14347806142316505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518342359576867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144996933956414,0.0,0.0,0.341780754390953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195062586727192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10570996348769708
anxiety,Mollyarty,2019/02/07,"Constantly overwhelmed and no way to cope I've had anxiety my whole life. A few years back after finally getting my own doctor as an adult, I was finally able to talk to someone about this (my parents didn't want the community finding out about their medicated child so instead I had to suffer). I was diagnosed with GAD and Moderate-Severe Social Anxiety, as she put it. I don't know if that's an official diagnoses or not, that's just how she phrased it.

Anyway, she tried me on antianxiety meds but I didn't notice any effect whatsoever. In our appointments following the one with me telling her how ineffective the meds were, she began making transphobic remarks about me, I'm trans btw. So I stopped going to her. It was years before I found a other family doctor but when I did she started me on different meds. The only problem is I feel like these meds are making my anxiety WORSE not better. I can barely focus most of the time, I CAN'T sleep, I had a panic attack, like a full on 9.5/10 panic attack completely unprompted by anything the other day. It was like, ""oh, my anxiety is high, hope I don't get a panic attack, oh god what if I get a panic attack"" and then I was having a panic attack.

I've tried looking up motivational stuff but it always just seems like whoever is saying it is being condescending. I've tried reading about ""mindfulness"" but how the hell is being even MORE aware going to help anything? I can no longer calm down enough to meditate either. Music doesn't help because I always think I'm listening to it too loud and someone will hear me or I'll cause myself to go deaf. I'm seeing a social worker for counselling but she seems WAY out of her depth with me.

I've tried everything I know, I've reached out to everyone I know, it's been days since the last time I've felt any calm and I'm losing my damn mind. If anyone has anything they think I might not have tried, please, I'm desperate.",3.4561494063324534,5.375606728232192,5.00109416226913,80.30224810356201,74.06596306068602,8.114808707124011,25.56406662269129,8.841846274778883,2.0596021767810027,1526,52,285,32,32,513,197,379,0.166,0.706,0.128,-0.9359,2,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,1,0,2,6,17,25,7,6,18,0,32,8,1,8,0,54,64,24,0,6,16,1,2,4,0,2,7,5,0,2,16,11,0,1,13,1,0,5,11,17,0,1,16,9,45,8,33,44,8,36,1,3,2,0,24,12,2,10,21,187,61,5,0.06847125534268457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394713912603235,0.0,0.0,0.09312560322483723,0.0,0.20952129169234526,0.0,0.0,0.047876693771589415,0.0,0.1690380270539245,0.0,0.0,0.3894796889183481,0.0,0.05265016888016561,0.0,0.04173944172968539,0.0,0.05826399515037324,0.0,0.0,0.0605572610930593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033884051227564,0.0,0.0,0.07179080850665663,0.07399310216634075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831659042081548,0.0,0.0,0.13899376572844566,0.0,0.07153788846928733,0.0,0.1401664624375031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074911028927333,0.0,0.045224618386054204,0.0,0.0,0.06542721875111962,0.0615375492499734,0.0,0.06454860575141184,0.0,0.034621124032289764,0.04891587849801758,0.06574314285569283,0.1500138267587815,0.06258148692183345,0.0,0.0,0.07507519731933042,0.0,0.0,0.10732021460912096,0.0,0.11674137699583867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771720811104659,0.0,0.09178967828816686,0.07234364060232844,0.0,0.06800740616222893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289003377494244,0.05581321184100065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048363272584128085,0.13380638697494301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0574986095615367,0.07660182045964835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914101892585066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042245157845657,0.06897758621634574,0.0,0.07263718149583027,0.13827289787064925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795497803207115,0.0,0.0,0.046397894670219465,0.05207547512104595,0.0,0.4016813259426161,0.07602922603129278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516087683419036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551774411792828,0.0,0.06883252350702336,0.0,0.0,0.06848978463680383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05445109048345791,0.0,0.0,0.05456272550480585,0.12466731852695286,0.0,0.07735302896926181,0.0,0.056640129981897935,0.0,0.06852070446441648,0.1395956440667126,0.11603094490846927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048464306951169316,0.0,0.0,0.0572450354063436,0.0,0.0,0.07838320576305882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05503460139939503,0.05984689516225065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774723135095598,0.0,0.0,0.07985227924313762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324374390321968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04038612043016938,0.10869859083285152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644571134060944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977805885719161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818648704480096
anxiety,lucas_meringue_tie,2019/02/07,"Took fake lsd 7 months ago, and now I'm worried im going insane. Anxiety seems to be my life now, work is difficult. Help So I had a friend, who i knew was a bad person, and to make a long story short we were taking lsd over the summer. It turned out to be fake, a few months later i noticed i was dealing with depression, so i stopped all potentially bad substances from entering my body, and i felt a little better, But still anxious/depressed. A month later was my birthday, one of my best friends was kindof pressuring me to smoke, of course i did. As the month went on things got worse, i started blaming my feelings on the events of the summer, and even though so many people told me the acid wouldn't still be effecting me, my manager was the first person to tell me what I've been paranoid about for months, she said ""did you ever stop to think maybe taking fake acid over the summer is what causes you to feel like this?"" I freaked out, and left work early. Today marks 1 week with no substances in my system. I stopped using an e cigarette, i stopped caffeine, and i stopped marijuana. But i still feel like something is wrong. I'm posting this here because I am waiting for my prescription, and because I'm hoping for words of comfort.. even though i did this to myself, I should've been smarter, I'm scared. 
If anyone does any drugs, do whatever you can to stop as soon as possible, because you never know when you're gonna do something thats gonna drastically effect your quality of life.",7.917779922779921,6.239744175675675,7.684768339768343,77.62432432432433,63.32432432432432,10.484169884169882,35.66988416988417,9.04235418022936,2.950795173745173,1180,43,233,15,14,377,170,296,0.203,0.7120000000000001,0.085,-0.9854,0,0,5,0,0,0,39.0,1,5,0,7,17,19,0,2,14,0,23,4,1,5,3,42,51,19,0,3,3,0,4,2,2,3,3,1,0,2,9,12,0,7,10,0,0,4,3,11,0,2,19,7,36,8,31,26,3,49,0,1,0,0,17,10,0,4,35,146,45,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981069531497452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061226964312661676,0.0,0.06887661504977285,0.10171405027557727,0.0,0.06295464446837598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15035111726269326,0.16465370772700316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448629642567652,0.07962874087087575,0.0,0.10000871364025968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924908624203251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282224813067144,0.1550942218882438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879033416993793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441214688667827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189346860622829,0.08144191436532194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657337523847932,0.12864220551204286,0.0864478279235277,0.0,0.0,0.07658382116972315,0.0,0.0,0.13912181000834845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05116902960888313,0.0,0.07200930477381197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060348638421720266,0.0,0.0,0.08942518246112023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725337220186116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049480943513144894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782341377293062,0.0,0.12718892601007858,0.08797321677843395,0.09023883635352528,0.0,0.07967824181347906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06009913709800847,0.09128147306750822,0.0904523726049819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3593258412752073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944062967630989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250557296129208,0.0,0.0,0.06101012273278893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062419010914046426,0.15723037580602311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015010619446588,0.08622875030225327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564401034828753,0.0,0.09014085492004828,0.0,0.0,0.08196458544248328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862685749403464,0.0,0.0,0.063727316428179,0.0,0.2157064727653299,0.4516403161144577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539040001786734,0.0,0.07869465726790474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05981532844609109,0.05769086498681567,0.17691808288567334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534275964624828,0.08603240889360719,0.1000323234250194,0.0,0.09793234876977387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776142983707443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222073685804282,0.0,0.0,0.08346345182474656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13109326923343576,0.09143502771526453,0.0917534721174644,0.0,0.09843926217629244,0.0,0.0
anxiety,designoftheinside,2019/02/07,"Anxiety Physical Symptoms   Hello everyone! So, long story short, I was diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder a couple years back by a psychologist I used to visit. However, I was never really treated for it just told to get out a little more. 
  I’ve suffered through my symptoms, which include fast heart rate (palpations?), sweating, uncontrollable shaking, muscle tension, difficulty breathing, and racing thoughts for years. This has unfortunately made me somewhat reclusive and avoidant from many public/social settings, despite me being slightly outgoing and desiring to talk to people more since I barely have any friends. Although, I am more able to hold my own when talking one on one with someone without being near anyone else, when I’m at home, or around anyone I am familiar with (depending on the setting).
  Why am I saying all this? Well, I’m in the middle of my first year of college (I’m a 21 year old guy) and I really want to be able to live my life without dealing with this daily mess, especially since this occurs whenever I’m in class and I would love to be able to go to places by myself without going through this as well. I’d basically just love to feel... well what I assume people without this feel on a daily basis. 
  Wow, sorry for the long story but does anyone have any tips for dealing with this? Also thanks if you actually read through all this you’re a trooper :) ",6.2642563429571245,7.867318531496062,6.87002624671916,70.94135608048995,66.44094488188975,9.266491688538931,34.977252843394574,9.586721724236666,3.68992895888014,1113,53,175,23,18,365,154,254,0.07,0.828,0.102,0.9007,1,1,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,0,1,11,15,0,4,9,0,13,9,3,3,3,38,30,14,0,4,9,0,2,0,1,1,4,1,1,1,11,12,0,2,4,1,0,4,5,6,3,3,5,3,18,9,42,20,7,32,0,1,0,2,13,13,0,5,13,123,29,3,0.2931533234535605,0.0,0.09535845193845814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814486895081127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13290287506948406,0.0,0.1495076600306948,0.0,0.0,0.2049796199130053,0.10012340771172344,0.0,0.08698953666248793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513893682034847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812285884534624,0.0,0.0,0.20148546944092288,0.0,0.09918148415879444,0.0,0.0,0.1119930354302172,0.0,0.08551348295986537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163066171086449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337352112318682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881808573995544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311868905738462,0.0,0.0,0.07549651016732009,0.0,0.05105350401575397,0.0,0.111070526293099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675595990629418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157960332568966,0.0,0.0,0.0980188952283024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06902095397633343,0.0,0.0979388814139528,0.08628658514245127,0.17295431083953078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763882132578301,0.09246292093419507,0.0,0.09907048591612698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536597179217325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253836642253578,0.0,0.13243218589318367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354904020246311,0.0,0.10209427616821748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097744218302076,0.0,0.12520101708280715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770909637436957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161666305682428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279595321457005,0.0,0.0,0.10938704826339003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031323663140336,0.0,0.1570836912942946,0.0,0.08996539794829851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07757699775937899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337352112318682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843967826175888,0.0,0.0,0.05763647517120628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635800440835656,0.0,0.08817509244474178,0.0,0.0,0.3767857901446525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941590333388649,0.0,0.0,0.25170817185978744
anxiety,Richydd,2019/02/07,"My story with panic disorder - Can you help? Hi all,

I'm male, 20. I've been suffering with a diagnosed panic disorder for probably 8 years now. When I was younger (between ages 8-12) I suffered from a mild eating disorder (self-diagnosed I suppose), I was extremely social (go to kids parties etc.) but as soon as the topic of food came about I felt physically sick. I could eat at home fine, but not in front of people.

Once I joined secondary school, the issue remained but other symptoms started to occur. I started to get panic attacks in the form of IBS symptoms. I could go to school fine, sit through lessons fine, but as soon as there was something 'unfamiliar' (i.e. a mate said should we go round to his after school, or perhaps go out on a lunch break), I'd get awful stomach symptoms where I'd feel like I was literally going to soil myself. It started off as just a food thing, so I avoided food at social stuff but then transformed into just ALL social situations...And this is where I'm at now.

I'm not exactly 'socially anxious' because when I'm at work so far I can talk to people fine (I mean, I still stay close to the doors, don't like being centre of attention). I can joke around with people, and it's fine. But then as soon as my manager tells me to do something which is perhaps to leave the building, where there isn't a toilet nearby, I suddenly go into full on IBS mode and start panicking - I have to go to the toilet about 5 times before doing a task for example. Train rides to and from work are hell because I'm always worried about: what if I get off at the next station and the toilet is closed? What will I do then?

Its getting to the point now where I'm just fed up. Yesterday I was picking something up from a friend, who lives about a 10 minute drive from me. I was sat in the car waiting for him and started panicking. The thoughts were: Damn I really need the toilet, what if I speak to him and then have the sudden urge to go NOW? What's my backup plan to try and get out of this situation? Whilst I'd like to think that the urge to go to the toilet MADE me panic, it's the other way around. When I panic, I need the toilet. If a toilet isn't there, I panic even more. Therefore I avoid a lot of social situations. I don't go to parties, not just because I'm worried there isn't a toilet, but what if I need to go, and then go again, and then go again. I'm worried what friends will think.

In terms of trying to seek help, I had CBT a couple of years ago. Whilst it did help a bit, it wasn't really sufficient. About a year ago I went down the medication route and my doctor recommended (once we'd gone through all the IBS medications), an SSRI called citalopram. After a while it made me just feel unmotivated, and nothing made me happy. Looking back on it, it may have eased the anxiety a tiny bit, but I decided to reduce them (nearly off them now) and try perhaps another route.

So what do I do? I've tried every single IBS medication. I've tried CBT. I've tried an SSRI. Do I try more SSRIs? Do I try hypnotherapy? I'm going through a bad patch right now, I see all my friends getting girlfriends. It's not that I can't get one, I think I could - A girl asked me out for a drink the other day but I refused because...you guessed it, I was worried about having a panic attack in front of her. I'd always thought as I got older I'd just man up and eventually be fine with a relationship, but turning her down because of my anxiety really made me think of the bigger picture, and realise that I really do need help.

Sorry for the long post.

I welcome any suggestions, thank you all so much.",3.3292467532467502,4.552609974149664,4.793246753246752,84.49948051948053,73.06802721088434,7.576747062461347,26.560915275200987,8.061468544071445,1.56561768707483,2821,97,581,41,55,945,293,735,0.147,0.76,0.093,-0.9922,0,2,4,0,0,0,107.0,2,2,2,4,43,32,4,9,47,1,47,18,1,6,6,94,114,51,0,12,25,0,4,3,5,4,9,2,2,4,30,29,8,4,13,2,0,22,11,16,0,1,26,8,69,16,97,78,16,114,1,2,3,0,41,40,2,8,50,378,99,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365081960089185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852106116763873,0.0,0.0,0.03208646238587366,0.0494761130493718,0.07219064158644915,0.05330403172719857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400680556011188,0.04411029172117766,0.10735630121712697,0.0,0.0362812718496897,0.039396330708869054,0.11505072553106192,0.0,0.040149763848070764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030245299224776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048179725624040194,0.053965462476127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130167829957576,0.05220775008186281,0.0,0.0304295151758042,0.0,0.0,0.09578071081374197,0.0,0.0,0.16222946194050744,0.048294408508727016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046221959817363434,0.0,0.09656119353722384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05262218050304904,0.03116431929586902,0.0,0.039754213540888435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04771488637068847,0.033707969476647656,0.0453036502813374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171163769979655,0.0,0.1093617846483138,0.0,0.17256036557350146,0.0,0.37541733894825424,0.0,0.03773703097966618,0.0,0.05197804908021199,0.0,0.0,0.05022781392643502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12650467574181376,0.0,0.04732899259257576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04924741417708975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04996061400699574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915456309521265,0.0,0.04166397855774387,0.04175599652246748,0.03962233605041987,0.0,0.0,0.0401138049069612,0.0,0.17858503260170766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05139676696581135,0.0,0.14259752306284207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0346853711135896,0.13994415041580635,0.0,0.0,0.05018028824257454,0.0,0.0,0.045273931656842466,0.0,0.0,0.10049797688491803,0.03197282488523341,0.0,0.0,0.3875184746946027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813349077521437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04460374807079809,0.0,0.04518884096597249,0.0,0.05087189544727904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090807586217595,0.0,0.0,0.05065752273326759,0.0,0.040294532061328034,0.04488240348782759,0.0,0.0,0.14325695052466333,0.03759921608999085,0.0,0.04922277962478767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060726747008634,0.0,0.2404886640983264,0.0,0.10897270913040412,0.0,0.0528181712813963,0.16698395588286372,0.05029143396605893,0.03768087967163257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0540139273477437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471254634863495,0.0,0.03792438613170282,0.041240541463096345,0.043440314677752924,0.0,0.0,0.03134668373371042,0.12093336915775665,0.0,0.07491700745567573,0.027513133506101847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562765086742121,0.051322201916056534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037452141252015576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0437396649929301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870043778129928,0.1916689230290934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115406402277143
anxiety,neotsunami,2019/02/07,"Do you feel like a Jack of all trades, master of none and continually feel bad because of it? Lately I've been feeling like my life has mostly been a series of incomplete attempts at achieving something. Pretty much the only thing I feel like I've done well is my marriage. But then there's:

* Majored in Mechatronics Engineering but never got a job in the field
* My engineering background gave me a basic understanding of programming, so I can understand code fairly well but not enough to actually do anything from scratch
* I love podcasting and video editing and even created a company to try to monetize on that hobby...
* but I don't really know much about audio or video editing, just the basics
* Tried to have the company reach wider audiences through self-taught digital marketing of which I have a basic-to-intermediate level of understanding
* My company didn't go anywhere for over 3 years so I had to find a job...in Marketing.
* Work in Marketing without really having any experience
* Bluffed my way into my marketing jobs and have been assigned leadership positions in a couple of companies but always feel like an impostor because I don't really feel I have the creativity and proactivity for it.
* Studied German for a year but had to leave it because it was confusing me once I got into high school because...
* I studied French for 3 years during high school and couldn't really mix it with German because it was confusing
* Studied Japanese for 3 years and then stopped for over 9 years and now I'm trying to pick it back up again
* Have practiced but never excelled at:
   * American Football
   * Soccer
   * Swimming
   * Parkour
   * Kung Fu
   * Karate (just got into this)
* I've tried to keep the podcasting/internet video thing going but I seem to always have something else to do and I'm not actually doing it routinely and with discipline
* Also I try and try and try to be a kid person and a good dad in order to get along with my stepson, but it just seems that most of my interactions with him are scolding him for things he doesn't seem to want to do (pick up after himself, get homework done, lower the volume on his TV, etc.)
* I've tried sel-teaching myself most of these things but I eventually drop the course and never come back to it things like:
   * Drawing
   * Photography
   * Coding
   * Piano

I'm 34 years old I just can't seem to find that one thing that I'm really passionate about that I'm willing to sink in the hours and it doesn't feel like a chore. I don't find myself to be motivated enough to actually finish most of the things I set myself out to do. With Japanese and Karate right now I'm really hoping I finally stay on and excel at and actually finish them or at least feel accomplished enough. But there's the constant fear that I will ""just drop it"" like all the rest of the things I've once thought I really wanted to learn/do...",3.245009276437848,5.866732944341379,4.673187384044529,79.01304638218923,77.62708719851577,8.075844155844157,26.31205936920223,8.89354638988153,2.4767139888682737,2263,89,402,56,55,751,242,539,0.064,0.821,0.116,0.9801,4,0,2,0,0,0,68.0,0,1,1,8,20,19,0,3,26,0,38,3,0,3,5,92,75,36,0,4,21,1,9,7,0,2,1,1,2,2,29,29,0,3,21,6,1,4,15,4,2,1,15,10,38,15,73,55,16,61,0,0,0,2,14,25,0,14,33,276,67,20,0.0,0.0,0.23269828920311544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04767321864293431,0.09920708979394437,0.0,0.0,0.04053949994752868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049057164743678536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916788270740817,0.04977512096840442,0.1817004172016105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051352100961144606,0.0,0.0644214535533839,0.0,0.0,0.06596165249541702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201144554323674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04979976850634988,0.0,0.0,0.1847913003646292,0.0664852627904968,0.039374422311381566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05831383853250593,0.0,0.06708221727293166,0.2411406543056577,0.21294092979091886,0.0,0.06530411950549626,0.1634580887272444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06229161023900333,0.0,0.0677599125297621,0.05000131552098598,0.1430360580442415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259707282570358,0.0,0.059210059168989825,0.05870768855219456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17747280771984458,0.05298757824910252,0.0,0.0,0.032762243391838086,0.0,0.06724708193594431,0.06312251829316012,0.0,0.0,0.04210706440532703,0.20387040088520345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0538038771424017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764615952542266,0.0,0.13793375686945325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06255476562162837,0.12697372741366922,0.04039592514654748,0.04533906139303535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0520525628152043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060648773418954624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26733136028575544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05090994952142408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066490988080045,0.0,0.2170810422856524,0.06219030468422149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178739376015904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635404913171663,0.0,0.04983989428232345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31683863887405,0.0,0.0,0.04732678198197817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237914290771126,0.0,0.0,0.1861805338828634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032365194379013,0.047318743339850484,0.0,0.0,0.10720012066665263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05746567751755857,0.0,0.043399633158941436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303364035104769
anxiety,carpleror,2019/02/07,"Bombed an interview today because of my anxiety. Posted this on r/socialanxiety but felt it fit here also. 

I’ve dealt with social anxiety my entire life. I’m extremely shy and awkward when I’m uncomfortable and nervous. However, when I’m not, I can be very bubbly and outgoing. So, over the years, I’ve learned that to compensate for the nervousness I get in interviews, I need to be high energy and bubbly so my “true” personality cuts through the anxiety. 

Well, today I had an interview. Not just any interview, but a *final round* interview for my dream job. This role was with an incredible global company for a role that would propel my career. I could go anywhere I wanted after landing this job. Well, I fucked it up. Anxiety kicked in, I couldn’t remember anything about my prior experience, fumbled over my answers and couldn’t give any specifics. I started getting nervous, sweating, shaking, my mouth got super dry and I could think straight to formulate coherent answers. So what was supposed to be a 45 minute interview was barely a half hour. 

You may be asking yourself “Hey! You made it though the first round, what happened this time?” Well I have more than just social anxiety, I’m also a hypochondriac. Last week I thought I was dying, had anxiety all morning before meeting the doctor. When the doctor told me I wasn’t, all my anxiety slipped away, and the interview I had later that day didn’t seem so bad after that. I had essentially “used up” all my anxiety in the morning. Fast forward to today, I had no such doctors appointment, and proceeded to suicide bomb my career. The worst part of this is, I’m not even phased. I’ve done this countless times over the last 18 months, I’ve come to accept that’s just how I am. 

Well, time to go back to my dead-end job...",3.712479838709677,6.09129325297619,4.932334869431647,79.00513824884796,74.80357142857143,8.38310291858679,29.588709677419352,9.11188708381993,2.9038394009216595,1407,63,249,34,31,464,177,336,0.187,0.7120000000000001,0.101,-0.9842,5,0,0,0,0,1,53.0,0,2,0,2,23,16,2,5,18,0,26,7,2,3,4,43,51,21,2,7,8,0,3,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,16,11,0,0,9,1,0,5,8,9,4,2,17,3,33,7,31,24,6,47,0,0,2,1,19,16,1,2,27,168,49,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14033699234966035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193372643161904,0.0,0.5369886884102432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220547667332723,0.0,0.08202838753130924,0.0,0.08243796641980447,0.06746938438374199,0.07326221062254294,0.053487662013632,0.0,0.07466331007371017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755833107651022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011219168106315,0.0,0.0,0.05658733973034088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910639661787371,0.0,0.0,0.26942776632197624,0.0,0.08979212956030393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771475375189339,0.0,0.0,0.05795379628205171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583004194985804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424758116202356,0.09611878514104086,0.0,0.0746346304432499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111751074214846,0.09168478108258238,0.08417162156298225,0.09973337858227713,0.0,0.07017654340279289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759134358555128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270589248492507,0.0,0.0,0.08640973563085255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612158436982722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430454307549354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06197587391335953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302508150558922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003607540775812,0.0,0.0,0.06506074067481317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501772891867699,0.0,0.0,0.07661429537923811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403407944517965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993963530650914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987844495741077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17888702673052922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062105345987065234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597721731036732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056222532676975565,0.08620760581818994,0.06965858851155297,0.15349193279234002,0.0,0.2495119163519743,0.08384273526502269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578226693294332,0.0,0.07239762928620612,0.05175342721640711,0.0,0.07038259417473655,0.0,0.31556800531042817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0623305101531638,0.0,0.0,0.05650397822483531
anxiety,nartat,2019/02/07,"To the people who are taking medication for anxiety which medication proved effective in your case? My psychiatrist prescribed me Mexazolam for my anxiety and now in my 3d week of using them I see some improvement however my anxiety symptoms are not gone. 

My psychiatrist told me that after 5 weeks we could switch up the medication and she can prescribe me a stronger medication. 

For everyone using anxiety medications: what type are you using and when did you start seeing the positive effects of it? 
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anxiety,PM_NUDEZ_4_DRAWING,2019/02/07,"Heart related anxiety I also posted this on anxiety help FYI

Hey so I have had heart palpitations for several years now. Generally they freak me out for a few minutes and then I calm down. Occasionally I'll have a really bad one that will cause me to spiral into a panic attack. I've gone to the hospital countless times but my heart is basically fine (a few minor issues but nothing that will kill me) POTS, bundle branch block, murmur and a slight leak. 

For some reason it's become so bad in the last two or so months that I cannot stop thinking about my heart all day and am constantly checking my pulse. I have to constantly tell myself I'm not having a heart attack. I have high levels of anxiety all day long where my heart is pounding and my adrenaline is flowing from my stomach to my chest. Literally from waking until I go to sleep. I've missed class, work, time with my daughter. It's getting impossible to deal with and the only place I feel consistently calm is at the hospital which obviously isn't reasonable. Has anyone gone through something similar? What helped?",5.214093851132689,6.73444801456311,6.2630873786407815,74.61993851132685,68.85436893203884,9.571003236245957,29.26731391585761,9.888512548439397,2.963980323624596,865,32,154,21,15,288,132,206,0.151,0.7659999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.9312,0,0,1,0,0,1,18.0,0,0,1,1,7,11,3,1,10,0,16,10,10,3,3,25,24,14,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,2,4,0,1,4,3,8,0,2,3,1,21,3,23,19,5,29,0,1,0,0,7,10,0,2,14,101,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967773302370157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286605297480706,0.0,0.0,0.0696668109286814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266974238270205,0.0,0.0,0.16638141550489907,0.0,0.1100385593584558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023521533523116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153391578475297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12851211564579362,0.10271887110319593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050378234420339896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052054952775622915,0.0,0.05662462462093421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.708404701185507,0.13356590981436772,0.10526939800353673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399260963274927,0.0,0.0,0.11023089430758408,0.0,0.0,0.08121547605605157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817346288624985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952736659003493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560206114375147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06751496606888073,0.07577658341629298,0.0,0.11689970540376883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409692394390843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542238058291633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06382845954799088,0.20488187286970605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255870903851417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997065291391378,0.0,0.0,0.07670356295575241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329896540654576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708500945842816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06384181210597589,0.0,0.0,0.11619544296012185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973285015637762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725351566896403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06416139916349534
anxiety,ashprove91,2019/02/07,"Extreme jealousy I have extreme jealousy issues in a relationship. In past relationships I’ve showed it but this one, I have decided to be better and not bring things up. However, I found he was liking other girl’s Instagram pictures including the one he was seeing before me and I mentioned it. He said it wasn’t a big deal and he would stop. I wrote him a note saying I was sorry and I just worry and overthink. Then I couldn’t stop mentioning it the next day because I couldn’t stop thinking about it and he said if I keep mentioning it it’s just going to annoy him and push him away. Now I have all this anxiety that he’s going to do that. I don’t know what to say to him about it to make things right. Another note would be annoying. I don’t know what to do. Fuck. I trust him but now I think he’s going to be pushed away and go find another girl because I acted like this. ",0.95549180327869,3.1998041530054664,3.0025437158469934,89.83299590163935,83.97267759562841,6.282950819672132,21.171857923497267,7.554174236665415,0.8562461202185787,692,22,147,12,20,233,89,183,0.17,0.7490000000000001,0.081,-0.9241,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,8,7,3,0,5,0,18,1,0,1,1,32,35,12,0,5,6,0,0,2,0,2,0,4,0,2,18,8,0,4,7,1,0,8,6,3,0,2,8,5,22,4,15,20,1,24,0,0,1,1,25,7,1,1,11,98,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28140960743080673,0.10265125358952723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521426846861039,0.0,0.0,0.16359601386843742,0.0,0.11418165844647578,0.0,0.0,0.1186758389076493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653830497342963,0.1383389721566027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264277357464395,0.0,0.0,0.14712706390959954,0.0,0.1240519861287215,0.0,0.0,0.3050419960688129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400544084448155,0.0,0.11926990481915985,0.0,0.0,0.14748927126417075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131112148558457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956961311616861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270740307566385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818546273113446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809488548205905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881292144263746,0.0,0.11459336384884375,0.2552815645290672,0.21341879490323665,0.0,0.0,0.10692817187388916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502092618985513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365543195409421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782932696220183,0.17196082029528606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627150826419746,0.0,0.1906425261370543,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gothbit,2019/02/07,"depression cured my anxiety I used to have awful anxiety a year ago, the kind where i couldn’t sleep, developed hypochondria, thought i was going to die every single day, i had a feeling of impending doom almost constantly, and all because i felt like i had a lot to lose. i had good friends and a boyfriend, and i wasn’t working (i had inherited a little bit of money to live off, and as i was 18, it was enough to keep me going for a few months). since i started working again, full time 9-5, i feel i have been stuck in my life and i’m not enjoying anything, and because of this; my anxiety has disappeared as i feel like i have nothing to live for anymore. my intense fear of dying didn’t matter anymore, bc i didn’t care if i died.  has anyone else experienced this?",7.8282417582417585,5.486373179487182,8.456556776556777,74.12653846153847,64.0,11.734798534798536,38.95238095238096,10.290406445055957,3.81995347985348,600,26,122,11,7,203,93,156,0.213,0.654,0.133,-0.9198,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,3,2,11,0,1,7,1,17,2,1,1,1,20,30,9,3,2,2,0,4,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,5,0,2,3,5,4,0,0,14,5,22,7,16,15,7,16,1,3,0,0,1,5,0,3,10,81,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800178106880015,0.0,0.13329924561161025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055065446224117,0.0,0.2640361518571841,0.09307975760020258,0.13639593815036896,0.10954542697023444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622959654274355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453312481889734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572348481958765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385412757588956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585061102657017,0.0,0.11465502426752228,0.0,0.41446888170760143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120367295074672,0.0,0.0,0.13754730156540926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215832732293356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497956551641167,0.2019265896771905,0.09510009473750017,0.1278149203467904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284725187339754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513089594215699,0.11165373063117418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183221026682878,0.0,0.1386227415651054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940257426788834,0.13007023964943604,0.1334200055427167,0.23509267211883525,0.0,0.0,0.14892588268802673,0.0,0.11317284031529873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625415324896667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773107536743336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011724398328278,0.0,0.13321493319005492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422216924163544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568145481768912,0.07762264068645387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497189923002304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938241384143754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572414040226002
anxiety,egarci522,2019/02/07,"Anxiety before driving I get massive anxiety before I have to drive and it gets to the point where I'll make excuses to avoid leaving at all. What are some things you do to help with that?
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anxiety,ZaltarTheOmnipotent,2019/02/07,"Is this a panic attack? I’m getting totally overwhelmed with anxious thoughts, but I don’t have the physical symptoms of a panic attack (except tensing up a lot). I feel like something in me short circuited and whenever I think about starting my day I get so flooded with anxious thoughts I can’t think of anything else. It’s not a normal feeling for me, and I just don’t know what to do about it. Now I’m about to miss my shift at work (part time at a menial uni job). Is this a panic attack? Is it legitimate?",1.9306730769230784,4.025613798076924,3.7833076923076914,86.4616923076923,79.28846153846155,6.083076923076924,27.707692307692305,7.1686216300943375,1.5550338461538455,401,18,79,5,10,135,66,104,0.295,0.664,0.041,-0.9797,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,6,9,3,4,7,0,8,1,0,0,1,18,21,4,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,7,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,2,2,10,1,15,19,3,9,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,1,5,56,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33626894544694097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224736334510408,0.0,0.0,0.5079436164715143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095982429912597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243275804026019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505048867983188,0.1063235085769909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551407993813726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476898750928333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179255791016357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271035995889905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265291427012766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458208771706115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5238564966892008,0.0,0.16116736623158656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145758797674568,0.0,0.0,0.10534197307750286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546903766058626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907273014738696,0.0,0.2363072949349369,0.08678342041167776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834932657013682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ralth_17,2019/02/07,"Struggling with anxiety attacks, any advice? My story: In my early 20's I had a serious problem with alcohol. I got help with it, but ever since then have struggled with anxiety ever since. In December I decided to have a few drinks in celebration of a major milestone, a really poor decision. It ended up triggering a major anxiety attack. It felt like I was in a constant panic attack for days, shaking and crying, not able to eat anything or sleep. So after 5 days I ended up in the ER. They didn't really do anything except run some tests.

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The anxiety gradually went away, then flared up about a week later for another 5 days to a week. It was so horrible. Since then it has been somewhat better. I went a few weeks without an attack then on Monday I woke up with terrible anxiety. Sick to my stomach, sweating, feeling flushed and hot all over, shaky, unable to concentrate. It got a little better yesterday, but I woke up with it again pretty badly. 

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I'm already on Buspar and Cymbalta for anxiety and depression and would prefer not to take any more medication. You guys have any advice on getting better from this or preventing it from happening? I'm trying to eat better (when I feel like eating), get sleep, meditate, and exercise when I'm not feeling super anxious.

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anxiety,poisoned-piper,2019/02/07,"I am Shame  

I am Shame, but you can call me Dave.

I’m intrusive and omnipresent.

I fester, I grow and I take root in your life.

Like mold, I feed off you and get more repugnant by the day.

Remember my name sake and his rock? No giants are safe.

Whether tall or strong or ever so nimble?

Never would it matter.

For I seep through the cracks when you’re not looking. Trust me, you don’t want what I’m cooking.

My specialty? Seeming inane and mundane.

My cousin too, lives in you, yet you don’t know his name.

He goes by guilt and you know he’s there.

For you feel his presence day after day.

He reminds you, on the daily of how its your fault. How everything big and small boils down to you.

He truly loves finger pointing: and his focus is on you.

Once he’s in, he paves way for me and Like they say, two’s company.

You make it a crowd and we want you out, so we’ll dominate you till you scream and shout.

Till you tear your hair out, trying to run away. But guess what? You don’t even care.

Somewhere in this limbo entered apathy, you don’t know that. For you feel not a thing.

Don’t worry though, we can be beat. How?

Just find your own company.

Your friends, your family, your loved ones! call them all!

Denounce us and call us fools. You see we’re cowards and once we’re exposed, we run for the hills and then try to keep low.

We are no Goliaths, we seek out brawls. We’re easy to beat if you just stand up tall.

Don’t fear us for we aren’t menacing, we just want you to feel like an enemy.

And don’t be shy, pass it along. If you someone in need play them this song.

Listen to them vent and complain and whine, trust me when I tell you. It’s worth your time.

Guilt is a cousin, he’s my family. But too much time with a cousin? OH! Woe is me.

Always short on cash, but don’t let him trick you, he’s just fine on his his.

You live your life,

don’t let us conflict you: Your thoughts we try to bend.

But try to remember, you’re not your friends.

We’re not here to help you, but only to.

Instead look upon our neighbours.

There’s compassion, there’s love there’s forgiveness and there’s strength.

Don’t you forget, they live just across the bend.

Sometimes they seem far away, but they’ve got your back. That’s where we stab you: Don’t worry! They’ll handle that.

You deserve better than us and now that I’ve had my say.

I hope you see better days, where we don’t get in your way.",-0.0761286507441099,2.133912230460925,1.1975222576300162,101.046997273235,89.02004008016033,4.554696277801504,15.995959131377509,6.054868835483849,-0.7499345510693516,1829,39,439,16,61,575,227,499,0.138,0.685,0.177,0.9837,1,0,0,0,0,0,88.0,17,44,7,6,29,33,1,5,10,0,30,10,2,5,3,90,62,42,0,8,21,3,5,3,3,3,2,6,0,0,14,34,3,3,13,4,2,5,20,13,0,2,3,15,94,20,46,52,4,58,0,3,4,3,105,33,0,8,20,266,108,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06691074243884884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15110286728146746,0.061833266132397764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14223898312420585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463345118417612,0.0,0.0819872517089299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20744105310756134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053112571600021474,0.07273890655760061,0.0,0.0,0.07227075887581028,0.0,0.15161399109607998,0.09048790709411594,0.12197893501331868,0.05744765112059105,0.0,0.0,0.07349677727732153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425504013729873,0.0,0.08402580697528991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06431428008586185,0.0,0.08858489181787238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05389969041426502,0.0,0.0,0.07986907038748972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147550055239021,0.0,0.0,0.13258000212666046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16445716416069872,0.11359732241446448,0.11785839597496214,0.0,0.2130206365120183,0.0,0.1350547169318081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217729844096674,0.0,0.05367685118445442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059113412337167284,0.05962583073288034,0.06202009754668523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712761938511216,0.054490487497893376,0.06115833587275976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601705464985427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821863711311574,0.0,0.0,0.12789659902995296,0.0,0.0,0.12815881121773962,0.14641144840455506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06813437115889072,0.0,0.07953132698738745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06046118716905537,0.0,0.07028522556476009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05342337076011842,0.0,0.07900617267937401,0.06383959304184708,0.09377989356420732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21838282888737576,0.0,0.07855262035144743,0.0,0.4836396390551376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422904685242792,0.12765749926618614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16332828099394972,0.0,0.057123672576408074,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThePrplPplEater,2019/02/07,"I cured my anxiety by being suicidal. Now I'm back to having anxiety. So for the longest time I had crippling anxiety, panic attacks and depressing. After about 4 years of this I was sure I was going to kill myself. I even ended up in hospital. Since about 6 months ago when I became suicidal, I started to realise that my actions didn't matter because I would be dead in a short period of time. I was living anxiety free with no panic attacks at all.

Now I've started living somewhere where there are flat mates and stuff and I can't kill myself without feeling insanely guilty. I don't want to burden them with my problem.

The thing is now i'm having panic attacks again and it's ruining my life.

Sorry I needed to vent I can barely function and I don't really have anyone I want to share this with.",2.655020833333332,4.8345452937500015,4.721250000000001,80.21208333333338,77.3125,7.2666666666666675,26.291666666666664,8.238735603445708,2.0768416666666663,637,25,113,12,15,219,100,160,0.35200000000000004,0.579,0.069,-0.9929,0,0,0,0,0,3,13.0,0,0,1,0,12,15,5,3,3,0,17,1,0,0,2,18,26,7,5,5,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,1,0,1,2,6,12,0,0,5,1,22,4,21,18,1,24,0,2,0,0,3,6,0,0,16,86,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098023646308537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790376801198036,0.0,0.0,0.0866120612010932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4227564937643621,0.0,0.0952475889636898,0.0,0.07550937203053562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066881590036484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971113771653734,0.0,0.0,0.08181428387967346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06263187111125723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039758800180962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740853165732933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749231400409195,0.0,0.0,0.2187571329197443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988710269702057,0.0,0.0,0.09184726883266292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4360006280114921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185258716980778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935363153627739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246568879284493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13866116625862512,0.17535018352558598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418003308055612,0.2709850883554064,0.0,0.1167450346297626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229303702507239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444579805332664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14612225109196073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940526305576525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879929595503502,0.0,0.0,0.07976755297131856
anxiety,BettyVonBlack,2019/02/07,"DAE feel their anxiety is “coming on”? I get this feeling. Like yesterday at work, all of a sudden I felt like how you feel when your blood sugar drops. Vibrating, shaky, head is foggy. Then again last night I felt weird and spacey and like I had drinking a bunch of caffeine but I didn’t. I tossed and turned all night last night with surges of energy. 
Today I woke up with that “oh shit” feeling. Where I don’t want to leave the house because I know my anxiety is here and it’s going to be with me today. I can go a few weeks of feeling relatively normal, then I get little hints that my anxiety is coming back. Anybody else?",1.27452380952381,3.6378112142857164,2.7168253968254,91.61428571428574,83.6825396825397,5.822222222222222,19.31746031746032,7.1686216300943375,0.3958317460317455,487,13,102,7,14,158,83,126,0.117,0.762,0.121,-0.3121,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,1,1,6,6,1,1,4,0,9,5,3,1,2,24,26,9,0,2,1,0,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,9,2,0,8,1,0,4,2,3,0,0,5,8,17,3,12,20,4,25,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,1,18,63,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255879511715911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908842390874253,0.0,0.08648196216588952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444149837880111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897750793685393,0.0,0.0,0.11851325831182613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586658822716866,0.10135116758325392,0.2724327761705093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824128537812942,0.0,0.1612547258287454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559841637882842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16369765819498674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779674349987539,0.2312841703082634,0.0,0.15021867651485935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20792992939741609,0.14218990399582015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3994030450405968,0.139001396370906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456263829385069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689502500519408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543126200686577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367795050274845,0.0,0.1137986708973262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328224587124918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Juli_A_,2019/02/07,Has anybody overcome his anxiety of singing? How? I had singing lessons a year ago but I quitted it. My voice is not my problem my teacher said.  The hardest part would be to not be so shy. Now I think about going to singing therapy. Has anybody experiences with it? Have you found other ways?,0.9416468253968232,3.488488125,2.0080952380952404,91.74801587301589,96.32142857142857,4.631746031746032,31.222222222222214,6.42735559955562,1.875176984126984,229,14,44,3,9,72,44,56,0.1,0.85,0.05,-0.4305,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,1,0,10,12,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,2,8,0,5,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26434193967630604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281270442356253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29170303508042905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269678746542571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16947754288802264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229284208927662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853432066953044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.317179163941252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836625307896076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410249542206929,0.0,0.0,0.19107859030714933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367023230812013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21183723760045828,0.0,0.0,0.19203511460395128
anxiety,oplunz,2019/02/07,Intense anxiety because of phone call Some random number called me 4 times yesterday and today but I can’t just answer. It’s way too much for me. It could be the market I was sending applications to but I just can’t answer. Anyone else experience it like that? I’ve been crying 30 minutes now ,1.7964778325123127,4.451851603448277,3.917290640394089,81.73534482758622,84.6896551724138,6.0729064039408875,22.07881773399015,7.447530270364453,1.2658886699507397,235,8,42,4,7,80,47,58,0.098,0.8029999999999999,0.099,-0.2382,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,10,6,3,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,5,1,3,2,2,6,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,5,28,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21371767381474205,0.0,0.0,0.19534235475847184,0.28624809974500803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17030166854627574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5705370479674589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230546179124385,0.0,0.3068753846163685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23337821124646516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732779636494925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364863185734397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20536946803334366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16290318975035298,0.0,0.2648105754811911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22175130548401634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bubblegumbarbie,2019/02/07,"Because I’m sure someone needs to be reminded: IT IS OKAY to call out sick if you’re too anxious to work!!! I hate calling out of work. They didn’t have someone to fill in for me today, which makes it even worse. However, my heart felt like it had a adrenaline shot, and my stomach was in knots (even after throwing up). I’ve seen this pattern in me enough that I know it’s anxiety. I kept waiting for it to pass, like it does most of the time, but it didn’t today. I agonized over the decision, but when it came down to it, my anxiety was too high for me to go in today, and I need to take care of myself - physically and mentally. 

You need to do the same. You and your health are important. It’s not your fault your suffering from anxiety, and it doesn’t make you a slacker if it causes you to be unable to perform your job properly. ",3.3387379576107885,4.068886953757228,4.901864161849712,85.59630298651254,72.52601156069363,8.772447013487477,28.289499036608863,9.075114841892004,2.104773025048169,645,24,142,13,12,218,101,173,0.126,0.784,0.09,-0.7559999999999999,2,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,8,1,3,5,8,1,0,5,1,12,4,2,3,1,27,28,10,0,5,5,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,15,8,0,2,3,0,0,5,4,3,0,0,9,2,21,5,28,17,3,21,0,1,1,0,11,10,0,3,8,99,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250987052410704,0.16003063848554774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635200972784368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28929264837351826,0.1620164016939803,0.14442744341267094,0.14551944128762673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396387175167255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14636822168109204,0.0,0.18712452898157175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360117020294558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050620791139261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985569256571528,0.0,0.1505734020841019,0.0,0.16786270561272132,0.0,0.14966704148793075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405714403840851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785027694622458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841165515026865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891125809299148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275564403905225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151077557037546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400488571063251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335088359885966,0.0,0.10650746922854293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260058721736388,0.0,0.4028191664565066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062540968503918,0.0,0.14435927668244056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,muximuyoka,2019/02/07,"Going outside literally hurts My anxiety is so bad that I feel actual pain being outside, and going into stores, etc. Does anyone else feel this?",6.083846153846152,8.156432769230769,7.633846153846152,63.48615384615386,67.46153846153847,9.815384615384616,28.384615384615394,10.125756701596842,3.514369230769232,116,4,16,3,2,40,23,26,0.362,0.638,0.0,-0.8977,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,5,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.2932498998475436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298857911343665,0.0,0.0,0.21012034692380124,0.3079032711521639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25090943794851994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629742807672577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25103368274737514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351429307266221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30388909590384083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415682621660635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216972216266386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197589086784225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yoimjoe,2019/02/07,"My youth is being stolen by my anxiety. I feel powerless and terrified. I don't know what to do. I'm going to rant a bit. Hope it's not too long, I just wanted to talk about my situation, and maybe someone has advice.
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23M from Aus here. Ever since I finished school in 2013, my life has been halted by anxiety. Every year since then has been exactly the same. I'm so scared of moving on from my living situation. I've been living at home with my family, with no job, no drivers license, no friends, nothing. I live in rural Australia, it's a 20 min drive to a major city, and an 4-5 hour walk, no buses or trains.. I often have to burden my parents to transport me around.

Every new year, I tell myself ""I can't waste another year, I wont. I'm literally wasting my life away"". But then February comes, and March, and then April, and nothing has changed, nothing ever changes. Any thought of progressing in life gets instantly pushed to the back of my mind because of the instant anxiety I feel. I feel like this could go on forever and that I have no control.

Most of the time, my mind feels numb. Not much critical thinking happens in my head, it's just fog almost all the time. It's relaxing.. but not in a good way, like a trance that I'm stuck in. A lot of the sentences I say out loud don't even make sense at times.
It makes driving difficult, since I have no faith in my decision making and I don't feel alert enough. I'm TERRIFIED that I'll have an accident while driving. I feel like it's inevitable. A lot of my problems would be solved if I had my drivers license honestly, It's probably the most important step I could take towards a better future, and I know that..

I often daydream about the life I want, in a city with friends and a job I love and a girlfriend I love.

And, for as long as I can remember, I've always had anxiety about deciding a career path. Making that decision, and focusing on it... It's just not something I've ever been able to do mentally for some reason. I don't know what I want to do with my life. It scares my parents, and it scares me. No one seems to know what to do with me.

But there's good news! I've stayed physically fit, and haven't had a single physical health issue in many years. I have my hobbies, and a cat that I love. My siblings make me laugh, and my parents care deeply for me and still work hard to provide for me and my family. I'm very lucky in that.

I just wish that I could reset my mind. Be a different person mentally.. If there was an option to do that, I'd take it without hesitation.. Is that wrong? 

I don't want to be like this anymore..",2.5568741577917855,3.999731099065425,4.238400347750492,86.83567050641167,75.39252336448598,7.668332971093242,26.086720278200392,8.356213837460157,1.6366248641599652,2018,73,432,36,43,679,239,535,0.129,0.72,0.151,0.9693,7,0,1,0,0,0,85.0,0,0,0,4,22,27,0,3,26,0,41,11,1,7,5,98,83,32,0,13,15,3,7,4,3,2,7,2,1,1,27,27,0,2,18,1,0,11,20,8,0,1,10,9,59,19,59,64,12,59,1,0,0,3,13,20,0,15,30,280,86,5,0.06642293162294823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490772003182363,0.0,0.0,0.06651297124778867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05526920014040351,0.0,0.0,0.04516987124298462,0.06965023532875904,0.20325344353598626,0.0,0.06587369979580754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05913049162370877,0.0,0.0,0.062406530768962236,0.05107513437516598,0.0,0.04049080260198752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05874568521821399,0.07251663794379712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06772260564592901,0.0,0.14053330858130322,0.05721747410485885,0.0,0.0,0.07449896587165282,0.1590999180533596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939782614564323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863264433534154,0.0,0.04387171988736943,0.1802500333126764,0.1119283693797678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523525688917414,0.0,0.20151258008609746,0.094905111246727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026363844053676,0.0,0.034703240267588566,0.0,0.07549936551676283,0.11142480726136676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05873757906907271,0.0,0.05950189994077156,0.0,0.06816909086138204,0.07060447023888057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662761621262506,0.065972958532159,0.06541320776793469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693282833949446,0.13182902081857958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460172244409605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23458240482374626,0.12980355695640033,0.0,0.1759579966427502,0.11756440855709585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294080231863528,0.17984786734231553,0.0,0.22168911320417464,0.06734242717430704,0.06673076266406659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387738447136666,0.0,0.2012046776695391,0.0,0.0,0.07059706439513135,0.04882849746333358,0.0,0.0,0.06415168126892865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912037829857737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04500989750669157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212644148298845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057997941841250525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161515469065327,0.0635577749503014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06829383643203064,0.0,0.0,0.07524423315213036,0.0,0.0,0.0528221812478294,0.1995028263860433,0.06722355295349865,0.0,0.06046894227868721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16483720630241627,0.14932431631186613,0.0,0.0,0.05627993441356373,0.05113561789417507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07079800725779176,0.05304543899608508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998835562892436,0.05338823638259444,0.058056569947678535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042561132543557735,0.0,0.0527323881951602,0.1161952367652226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05480587496108035,0.15671186412012506,0.0527234313893203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638309329475654,0.06402933577667956,0.0,0.04835668531480383,0.0,0.0,0.04718494485793207,0.0726230484831992,0.0,0.17109676081528558
anxiety,gummybeatz1268,2019/02/07,"Pain in chest ,throat and shortness of breath. Hello, 3 months ago, I've experienced some panic attacks, followed by spams in my muscles caused by stress/anxiety, and after that I've had anxiety . Around 2 month ago my anxiety kind of went away. It was intense by the way, I had insomnia, I couldn't breath for most of the day, I had constant headaches and muscles spams. Then came tinnitus. Which increased my anxiety again. And since then I've grown used to it and I almost don't notice it anymore.  


After thinking I was finally getting back to normal, I've started to feel this INTENSE pain in my chest and throat. It's a constant pain in my chest and everytime I try to take a deep breath , it just doesn't happen and it comes togheter with feeling like someone just stabbed my hearth. This is happening even though I am not feeling anxious anymore , but because of this pain in my chest, I'm starting to feel anxious again.   


I've went to the doctor and he just told me ""meh that's anxiety take these benzos"" , and did no tests. Now I'm having anxiety again, chest pain which is new to me, tinnitus, everything is starting all over again... Should I get a 2nd opinion on this chest pain?",3.5463537117903954,5.6480821834061175,3.9733165938864623,86.96958187772928,74.32751091703057,7.0254148471615725,29.353930131004358,7.908726449838941,1.974243493449781,936,41,180,14,20,293,119,229,0.16699999999999998,0.7809999999999999,0.053,-0.978,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,0,12,10,1,1,6,0,15,19,11,2,1,34,38,14,0,3,5,0,4,1,0,1,8,0,0,0,15,14,0,0,5,0,0,7,5,8,0,0,10,5,17,2,27,26,4,41,0,0,0,0,3,11,0,4,23,109,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15861187451316106,0.0,0.08958696651078753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4106460536417403,0.20214153146850544,0.1774518511754166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964343305495794,0.0,0.101780139501864,0.08405596197507602,0.06879359419617105,0.0,0.05453745500536128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232491687644983,0.0,0.09190590938927803,0.0,0.07706677119215692,0.0,0.19336125797935175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057697969554736175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157192599690776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05909124531030607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040599452900073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18094616658978174,0.06391430771667538,0.0,0.09800529173369918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348426225272956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15822843064346484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316475010226903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043708417666053184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14282132243242293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640652212092087,0.0,0.0,0.08765738207603606,0.0,0.10185728248119652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5711868198449701,0.1049687122408688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740069443283581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758039898827235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18997283026684147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024826470724328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453413137907774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05732600249710934,0.08789958742693235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548830197284031,0.0,0.060741331687549575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726963223792313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101370144197063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16587118424437688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,scarlettevergreen,2019/02/07,"When I think about swallowing, I can't do it. So, a couple days ago, I was eating dinner and taking a bite of a sweet potato. Suddenly, I found myself just unable to push the food down my throat. Ever since that incidence, each time I chew food it's like I think about it and there's this ""anticipation"" before I swallow which makes me panic and then unable to swallow. When I am distracted and try to immerse myself in instagram, it is easier to swallow, but when I get consciously aware of it it freaks me out and I think about how weird it is that we just have this gaping whole in the back of our throats, and then suddenly my brain won't let me get the food down my throat.

This seems petty but I literally cried over this. I wish I could go back to 3 days ago, when I didn't even think about swallowing. Now eating is scary. I know this might have a medical cause, but have any of you gotten this/what do you think is wrong with me? ",2.589640052356021,4.25497847120419,3.769289921465969,89.3006364528796,75.80628272251309,7.288089005235602,20.31446335078534,8.07648339933343,0.7010023560209421,732,16,159,12,16,238,103,191,0.114,0.836,0.05,-0.8922,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,2,2,0,0,19,7,0,2,7,0,17,17,4,3,1,31,32,17,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,15,10,12,0,9,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,4,1,28,2,20,24,2,25,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,2,18,114,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339955461028685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975511924824711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20297843010456906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231050648821568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14734021230883626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558615030327004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538021417305887,0.1460401828636395,0.14498060635537907,0.17024031695517094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701095975136933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717561821095754,0.11938904398945245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4787945894673353,0.1447160191105213,0.0,0.0,0.13791464898194694,0.0,0.0750107800692093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07253614539598642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13496479762734787,0.0,0.06448177409448452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810179105732645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329621771438502,0.0,0.1400164651019625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485732843084749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015524896768168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091803208723935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923717135979697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4228570307670266,0.0,0.0,0.07696219511629017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960994328368692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735784144834396,0.1517775778093597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443061535800401,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dursi,2019/02/07,"One of my friends told me she’s suffering from social anxiety Sorry if this isn’t the right sub. I’ve never had problems with social anxiety myself so I wouldn’t know if she has an accurate description.

She says that whenever she’s with a group of new people, she just wants to go into a ball and cry. Wondering if this sounds familiar to anyone, and what I can do to help her.",2.4206493506493523,4.417953662337666,4.331168831168832,83.60246753246757,77.31168831168831,8.555844155844158,23.98701298701299,9.23628265651192,2.1109532467532466,300,10,60,8,7,102,58,77,0.138,0.76,0.102,-0.2124,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,1,15,11,6,0,6,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,2,0,1,2,2,11,1,9,8,0,5,0,1,0,0,13,2,0,4,2,43,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576654802660698,0.0,0.0,0.16345680701998744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567844059443373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18060944544154456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285638047532278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15669051628705988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847339705107652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18029715996646956,0.2257756768274855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15840800852761114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620660764192062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236854806173804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19963755474527736,0.0,0.1859025903426952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4765963656952409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616853955441533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233764160966879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788308618247794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535126432352133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,black-coffee-skinny,2019/02/07,"Anxiety Poops They're a thing and I hate them and it's been a week make it stop I can't take it much longer.

All my friends think I have food poisoning. I hate this.",-2.3657915057915058,-0.8983764594594561,-0.4528957528957527,107.72405405405405,110.8918918918919,4.276447876447877,13.393822393822393,6.18269132825596,-0.9869042471042472,129,3,35,2,7,41,29,37,0.376,0.547,0.077,-0.9001,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,2,0,3,3,1,1,1,6,8,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,7,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,20,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23849276599891356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769770341803072,0.0,0.2408621943433889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6155897348645123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208099794542665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22917679950725275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606422807627892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23440198800875175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20711707623745665,0.19976089059592828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25007215124186216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hollyheadlights,2019/02/07,"I fucked up at work, now lying awake on Sunday night panicking about tomorrow So today I messed up massively at my office job (which i usually love so much), I accidentally cut my boss out of an upcoming event and booked all of my travel without consulting or inviting him (genuine misunderstanding but I should have thought to keep him in the loop) and then dug myself a massive hole trying to explain myself over the phone. I made it a million times worse with bad excuses. He yelled at me and said I’m a bad team player amongst other things. This has never happened before. I feel like this year I’ve just been failing left right and centre at my job, I’m working so hard and trying so hard but I keep making little mistakes that are stacking up against me. I don’t know what to do, I have to face him tomorrow at the office and I’m so stressed I’m scared I’m going to cry when I do. I’m terrified that people are going to see how often I’m messing up and I’ll get fired ",4.54962703962704,5.1820764646464665,5.66616161616162,81.56667832167834,69.7070707070707,8.314529914529912,28.86713286713287,8.384062270229773,1.9718876456876453,772,27,154,11,13,257,124,198,0.289,0.685,0.026,-0.9954,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,4,11,12,2,2,7,0,10,3,1,4,2,29,33,18,0,2,5,0,4,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,9,9,0,2,4,3,0,3,3,10,0,1,4,7,22,2,25,28,2,32,0,1,1,2,11,16,1,2,14,98,31,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613499698652693,0.0,0.0,0.13317407208977353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17191319250631473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913353788743087,0.11180707249162722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446861813741316,0.08176730735198298,0.0,0.17789058824154064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383966927531521,0.0,0.2803951505950878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106137634430408,0.2782173445128739,0.0,0.0,0.08601095443455213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700429415300191,0.0,0.0,0.07646034819223617,0.15685894186250054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412517076425309,0.14808864191487126,0.10446818058591556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504904812444335,0.0,0.12070616303848425,0.0,0.0,0.14686916876923115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850073427059102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365425853723525,0.1488719201504709,0.0,0.15668862424097044,0.0,0.12471407635260645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792757390278648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397484615663748,0.0,0.0,0.12424734289105498,0.09125921733492916,0.0,0.14834826682927682,0.0,0.0,0.21251299490977546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172367945023182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15086505864078725,0.0,0.22787474138843225,0.0,0.1594917790403628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078397089607208
anxiety,hreamer,2019/02/07,Need Help Today I woke up with a horrible feeling in my stomach and overwhelming anxiety. I can’t focus on my life and can barely get out of bed. I am thinking the worst in everything and trying to stay positive. It is really hard. I do not know how to shake this feeling. What can I do. ,0.6663196125908009,3.0123428474576275,3.4971428571428578,85.00203389830509,86.6271186440678,7.439225181598062,23.682808716707026,8.418075326091056,1.986460532687651,224,9,45,6,7,79,47,59,0.195,0.662,0.14300000000000002,-0.5256,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,7,2,1,1,0,12,14,4,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,3,7,0,9,13,1,8,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26074805738945617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063325219853973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446863376277585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780791966418255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053331751851187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284634664928144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18732134106077114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407512720726295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527347351542925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183561830933859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36329899338203103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184018619898654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230843846483117,0.0,0.0,0.23141365806858374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,buzzbuzz20xx,2019/02/07,"Anyone knows any anxiety curing songs ? Music and singing always calms my anxiety down , even if only for an hour or so

I love singin and listening to the song ""here comes a thought"" it's the perfect anxiety curing song I know

But it's starting to get a little old

Does anyone know anything ?",2.665416666666669,5.283515660714286,4.064285714285717,82.54738095238098,79.89285714285714,6.590476190476192,25.404761904761905,7.793537801064563,1.8164261904761907,231,9,40,4,6,76,43,56,0.084,0.723,0.193,0.8633,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,11,9,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,3,4,8,0,6,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,3,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18799725737407344,0.0,0.0,0.15364455950237932,0.0,0.5185223846129267,0.0,0.0,0.3159600913276777,0.0,0.18592647855138691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946242785902383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977185431694174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14922891943716904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118042489772361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22250192919695064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37250635509298347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226447716577016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039165015297232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370823375016884,0.0,0.0,0.17183488017860732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15991900906397638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17936833408645572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gueliass,2019/02/07,"Irrational fear of emptiness Hi everyone,

This is gonna be my first post on reddit. I don't expect much, but I would like to share this and try to find someone who feels the same way than me. I think that I won't find nobody cuz maybe this is a childlike feeling, but I'm trying anyways. I'm 21 years old and since I was a child I have always been very sensitive. I'm always on the edges, or I'm very happy and confident or I'm extremely sad.

This feeling came up for the first time when I was around 8-9 years old. For 3 or 4 months I cried every day and I was anxious thinking about what would happen when I was not here anymore. I have to say that I'm not scared of dying. I don't really care if I die today, that's not what I'm worried about. What makes me have anxiety is the fact that I'll never feel anything else, knowing that in the future everything will be a vacuum. In my head a line of time is drawn from the beginning of the world in which I can only see that we have a minuscule time and that we are nothing. And the worst of all is not thinking about me, but thinking about all the people I love. It horrifies me to think that they will stop feeling, that they will disappear and that everything will be over there.

So, this feeling comes and goes. Maybe I don't feel it for two or three years, but when it comes back it makes me feel the worst way I've ever felt. I can't sleep, I can't eat, I can't really have fun without having something in my stomach that torments me. When this thought comes back to my head, if I can't stop thinking about it in one or two minutes, it may be hours in my head, no matter how much I try to think about other things or distract myself. And tbh I think it's a contradiction with my way of thinking, since society really disgusts me and I feel very pessimistic when thinking about the future of the world and of humanity. But this fear is not rational at all.

For example, two years ago I was in Menorca (a small island near Barcelona) with some friends. We spent 5 days sleeping on different beaches on the island. On one of those nights, one of my best friends (who knows a lot about science) started talking about the stars. How they had formed, what was their future or the future of the universe itself. I was enjoying that conversation a lot, until this feeling invaded me. At that time I had to ask the four of them without asking many questions to leave the subject. I explained that there was something about this topic that caused me anxiety, but I couldn't explain much more because I knew that if I continued with the topic that night I wouldn't sleep for a minute.

For years I have not been emotionally well for personal problems, which leads me to make this feeling appear more than usual. But I want to find a solution and someday stop feeling this worry that everything will disappear. It makes me feel like I'm living a dream.

PS: For days I have had this text prepared, but I haven't published it thinking that I would never be able to convey what this thought really makes me feel or what really scares me. I hope you can understand a little what I'm trying to say.

PS2: Also I don't have a high level of English, but I hope it was enough for you to understand me. I really appreciate all those who have spent time reading this, it means a lot to me.",4.552636363636363,5.187569646268661,5.195502035278157,84.93484056987789,69.70149253731343,8.359565807327003,28.36160108548168,8.438071523408619,1.8364626865671647,2613,88,540,38,44,843,262,670,0.122,0.746,0.132,0.8332,1,0,2,0,0,0,65.0,3,2,5,4,28,24,1,5,34,0,59,9,7,10,8,130,128,43,2,13,28,0,15,2,2,12,0,2,1,3,61,23,1,3,40,3,2,8,23,10,1,10,21,18,73,14,73,89,19,81,0,1,1,1,30,24,0,20,47,388,134,3,0.052727843398331066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04674005175659884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042166437315600235,0.08774757929375669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067331175453864,0.059567454656190476,0.05229185225696977,0.0,0.0,0.043390522413404936,0.046938959576485736,0.09858683168357316,0.0,0.0,0.08108891375556344,0.0,0.03214240393347413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05533461859712493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060306605989932864,0.05375955047114769,0.05416601972301509,0.0,0.13626110473600705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057919060064284114,0.10201529077882228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944635358917756,0.05508937380186149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05395374731702785,0.04404734727021898,0.05931172684942471,0.0,0.05448195727147007,0.0,0.0,0.04769535307979485,0.044425482196332175,0.050383713969192834,0.1421651572063524,0.0,0.0,0.11866696607235602,0.37325094683273213,0.037668781859288986,0.050626998492432886,0.0,0.14457688086194925,0.08970055331717824,0.0,0.0,0.08147480202495956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046627057780767193,0.0561297697677874,0.0,0.0,0.16234193792962914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05570986150982348,0.0,0.10474129162966532,0.05192630453213145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05795568755897824,0.0,0.0,0.05583117285926846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05152032179635704,0.05284715118661125,0.04655965173959899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448198067521278,0.047588937299445085,0.0,0.17598122453400045,0.05345775724363866,0.10594441159494032,0.05743607915775304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04208686154757872,0.0,0.116283095523578,0.0,0.08133392679445982,0.0,0.0,0.09896301829452812,0.0,0.05059378781849912,0.0,0.11065800373717352,0.0,0.10718925388206584,0.040101900912052714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03655484755776644,0.04603991904769282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050498698653461835,0.0,0.0,0.05045342508140736,0.0,0.0,0.05906725193998307,0.0,0.05274211230159144,0.0,0.2026728399273914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386259482204365,0.10557953937676376,0.0,0.04201726449157181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723403386719733,0.0,0.15829776844871654,0.0,0.044676130603086686,0.08118493979478117,0.0,0.0,0.03732103894605932,0.0,0.0,0.13224851423262626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04238064322836905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035030036217259954,0.3716446029191369,0.0,0.08372003580202703,0.1537301475582558,0.0,0.04997983023671509,0.0,0.0,0.14319497808369847,0.0,0.15452232403460053,0.10978308904986964,0.0,0.0,0.05807227016965664,0.1305179787303143,0.0311002481676513,0.12555872343151522,0.0,0.0,0.04740866357452393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016555188770232,0.0,0.0,0.10709536888286354,0.0,0.11236904134332304,0.0,0.0,0.16977501199136433
anxiety,SEC78,2019/02/07,"Anxiety at 30,000 feet I’m flying for the first time in 8 years next week. While I’m looking forward to a little R&R with my BFF, I’m positively dreading the flight. I’ll take a Xanax or maybe 5 (kidding!) but would love to know what my fellow anxiety buddies do when faced with something that absolutely terrifies them.  ",3.488279569892473,5.993350516129035,4.427096774193551,81.727311827957,76.09677419354837,7.359139784946238,29.68817204301075,8.344100000000001,2.4446688172043007,260,12,47,5,6,84,51,62,0.163,0.6809999999999999,0.157,0.289,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,1,4,0,2,4,2,0,0,6,9,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,1,7,8,0,11,0,0,1,1,4,4,0,1,8,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093720530727791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4368599262966386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428719997893577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15692003244221495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861764574958268,0.0,0.0,0.2397736109043836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25770232049512115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868536498274011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036648039336738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21981524028080965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146833149768479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649506378568302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290352520815232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028325933803682,0.0,0.0,0.1838722065885332
anxiety,ts888888,2019/02/07,"Parent of kid with anxiety? Hi friends, I'm a reporter for [https://scienceline.org/](https://scienceline.org/) (and I too have anxiety). I'm writing a story about children with anxiety; if you're a parent of a kid with anxiety and you're willing to talk, leave a comment or send me a DM. Thanks in advance!",5.513888888888888,8.354507055555558,5.447925925925926,75.2396666666667,71.03703703703705,8.023703703703704,33.022222222222226,8.841846274778883,3.1824266666666663,247,12,40,5,5,77,35,54,0.133,0.746,0.121,0.4574,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,5,4,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,9,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,11,1,0,2,0,24,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7313297115004955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18464887012687145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530638364279496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5307568647554565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920971316989776,0.0,0.22003678110221395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,klipklop3,2019/02/07,"The fact I am alive makes me really anxious. For some strange reason I cant stop obsessing over the fact that I know I am alive and it makes me feel so anxious, does anyone else ever feel like this?",6.740975609756099,5.1280300487804915,6.795243902439027,82.85676829268293,65.58536585365854,10.151219512195123,30.256097560975608,8.841846274778883,2.050160975609756,156,4,34,2,2,50,30,41,0.139,0.609,0.253,0.6414,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,3,3,12,8,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,6,1,2,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,20,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5843932912756686,0.0,0.18085147421760653,0.2650136520309763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263430793559483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21606575597175115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23396034399767454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26155863436107724,0.18477693512465185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214521669684868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636149469509733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3452967651605345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16569541295797474,0.26593142599050706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162398492733812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,UncleSaja,2019/02/07,"My recuperation Was diagnosed with diffuse anxiety over more than a year ago. Pushed through the worst part got off the edge of self harm and suicidal thoughts, went back to colledge and by the beggining of autumn/fall i will be off my therapy and i hope this inspires you to push forward.",5.642777777777781,7.378013833333338,5.408333333333335,80.33250000000002,68.07407407407408,9.844444444444443,35.72222222222222,10.125756701596842,3.7499777777777776,233,12,44,6,4,72,45,54,0.215,0.687,0.098,-0.8188,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,7,7,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,4,0,5,2,11,1,3,10,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,4,31,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638381300090669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22769225658753084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288652511677404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020963064391477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380482996645546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956216935981859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32231295117021186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105013481520967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255676651973589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403749942903218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362913268188716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27591340943262405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916691146142965
anxiety,Tazzy13,2019/02/07,"Dreamt that my heart stopped. The pain felt real. I just woke up from an awful dream. In my dream, I was in a hospital and someone was using an x-ray and some sort of wand thing to look at my curved spine. I suddenly felt this electric pain, just a little at first then it quickly turned into my whole torso feeling like I was being electrocuted. Then I could feel my heart stopping. It got hard to hear anything but the slowing of my heart. I tried to speak but it was like I was being strangled and I couldn't get anything out. I couldn't breathe, my vision went white, then my heart stopped. 

I woke up at a ridiculous hour and can't go back to sleep. I actually got out of bed pretty quickly. I don't remember feeling pain in my dreams before. I'm constantly worried about my heart and now I'm freaking out that I'm on the verge of having a heart attack or something. My left arm aches a little. I know it sounds irrational, but I was supposed to see a cardiologist months ago but my new doctor has ignored my previous referrals. I don't really know why I'm typing all of this out. I guess I just need to get it off my chest. Has anyone else felt something like this while dreaming? ",2.5747857142857167,4.443730383333339,3.715476190476192,88.78000000000004,76.41666666666666,6.404761904761906,24.761904761904763,7.2636822038024595,1.0224404761904764,932,32,193,11,21,302,125,240,0.183,0.73,0.087,-0.9711,0,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,8,10,2,0,11,1,17,15,11,1,1,41,44,14,0,4,8,0,7,3,0,0,4,3,1,0,11,10,0,4,9,4,0,2,5,7,0,1,14,13,31,3,28,25,3,40,0,0,3,0,2,19,0,4,22,123,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.08688350029334442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892250560237671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062254040779153724,0.09122497215984926,0.14653337425021265,0.0,0.0,0.10128804863698923,0.0,0.0684609880567855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576064352631119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962131934509842,0.0,0.07108571664690283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911291902285878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437576299245102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505349038566788,0.06360529215513161,0.2564573265531169,0.0,0.0,0.07573154238871603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930322806412946,0.0,0.05059958455489805,0.0,0.14241586887586286,0.0,0.09808004008343048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975620448258426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034681816967933,0.6330281890022703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767970736723198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978605693438773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673476582391302,0.0,0.0,0.1304912831542333,0.17846918986375024,0.0,0.0,0.0747654130309364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106540197200968,0.0,0.0,0.0660169442923998,0.0,0.0859887602627685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28421261098883144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057871016038696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133920379982944,0.05703690854514613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085719029795973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094788447178915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909743747751088,0.0,0.07543748958978898,0.13708412004224274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22330707205425535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0591496612799073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06044765696289246,0.0968424885152732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.076896045796181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253461166120604,0.0803385595566566,0.09940231992405857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041747423239746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,soundandvisions,2019/02/07,"I can’t sleep. I’m too afraid of the house burning down. We bought a little space heater for our RV and it is causing me so much anxiety. 

We left it on while we were gone and all I could think about was worries that it will start a fire and burn the RV down. 

We live in the RV. Left it on overnight and now I keep jumping awake in a panic every half hour or more thinking I smell smoke and there’s a fire and we’re going to die in here. 

:(",-0.976168384879724,1.027466907216496,0.7006443298969067,104.43660223367701,91.2680412371134,3.645704467353952,15.29982817869416,4.7782277997778095,-1.3208893470790375,338,7,87,1,12,108,68,97,0.199,0.8009999999999999,0.0,-0.9564,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,5,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,7,0,6,1,1,1,1,17,14,9,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,1,2,0,1,3,1,2,0,1,4,3,10,0,11,8,3,18,0,0,0,0,5,11,0,1,4,56,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17072380161316475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292562088811618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781824200949947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23161436107018155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880296480732762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683218031798335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21977667510221294,0.2575072549981303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19836300928374348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4849479050044407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236741335834984,0.1970624627622813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16405501562925598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618409325297056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22333033670973146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579602847695357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859955815710044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266391215781229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GarbageTrashMan,2019/02/07,"Up and down rollercoaster with Anxiety. This is similar to a great post from /u/DerpFalcon12 yesterday about gaining confidence and then losing it. 

I have these two week intervals, where I have massive confidence and everything is going right for me, followed by two week intervals like the one I’m in now where I feel like I am going nowhere and I am no one. 

It is 6 AM, I haven’t slept and I have to get up in four and a half hours, but it feels like I just drank a Red Bull because of the anxiety coursing through my body. I have anxiety about doing enough to be successful in my career path. I do not know how to not be anxious about getting to where I want to be in my career as fast as i can. 

I do not know why I have this need to get to the end goal of my dream job as quick as possible, but the fact that i am not closer to it as I was six months ago is keeping me awake. 

I am trying to figure out things I can do or add to my resume to be more impressive, but what if it is just because the right person has not gotten their eyes on me yet. How do I make sure those people get their eyes on my work? I always work hard and try to do my best at my current job, but that doesn’t seem like enough. 

This week I feel down that I’ll be at this position until I’m 25, because I’m not good enough to be where I want to be. 

I do not know how to chase this anxiety away and just learn to grow like a normal person. ",5.646338797814209,3.8537128688524622,6.538688524590168,84.39928961748637,67.85245901639345,10.362841530054645,30.169398907103826,9.21078282632365,2.0914546448087425,1095,30,260,17,15,367,141,305,0.045,0.7929999999999999,0.161,0.988,4,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,7,16,12,0,0,9,0,35,5,4,4,2,47,60,24,0,5,16,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,17,11,1,1,9,1,0,4,10,1,0,7,4,7,36,11,47,49,5,41,0,1,3,0,4,21,0,3,20,192,53,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383551374444683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808119453674737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32392012286911115,0.11958785880727092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945578664175583,0.0,0.0,0.1935876538039941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109000030538424,0.0,0.0,0.117582850096963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375755254205402,0.3281345821134843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513711161815837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16057287533631248,0.1512479924626892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22122287634341264,0.0,0.12032152237755238,0.08878751727613089,0.0,0.116707306133811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482674637366142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424745543708648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21009273879145116,0.09409023483068064,0.0,0.0,0.17452810316181072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25858100720640786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842648971313788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066012121474988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449375057978821,0.0,0.0,0.0784913483959297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371702000048674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14346238151790328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338765729861818,0.18485984906865527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933744287774622,0.10138138819892507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808019639308585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963678984814328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976861917706624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703264399887853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14373940367119542,0.0,0.20681308807387785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487396375119933,0.0,0.2547354055492902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551914187150047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541297719360993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,99muppets,2019/02/07,"Extreme existential anxiety. This has happened before maybe like 1 year ago, it just hit me, what is life? What does this mean? Why am i this person in this universe? It’s extremely hard to explain, but i get sudden thoughts and i feel physical pain it’s that fucking terrifying, those thoughts just nag in the back of my mind, what happens after death? What is my existence? And I just feel like nothing is “real”. It’s hard to explain as you can probably tell but I can’t function properly, what can i do?",2.1529128014842267,4.757569653061225,3.5376066790352527,85.56778293135439,82.06122448979592,6.828942486085343,28.29684601113173,8.00094639256281,2.172865306122449,398,19,76,8,11,130,66,98,0.226,0.727,0.047,-0.9649,0,0,0,0,1,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,4,5,2,0,1,0,9,3,0,0,0,16,21,5,1,0,5,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,15,2,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,4,10,2,7,18,0,7,0,0,0,1,5,2,1,0,7,50,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17089052418828732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747849024142184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823825024531193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640441593463983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16870572865119154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19495378484933776,0.13772423511617793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17822480472445162,0.1007211763227644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34095479341817003,0.0,0.34539145677824523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13616835532523866,0.1883681011732232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936764653852029,0.2099972358974259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19465590398529115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849805166241316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051347360810795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16833070576426462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078527125236816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21942929365961505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16850086543233805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30609638341383943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17395669904777505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414595064790836
anxiety,lelolelo96,2019/02/07,"Any advice please? Struggling with anxiety at my final year of university. Hi there! I’m a final year university student but I’m really struggling with my mental heath and academic motivation. I’ve had anxiety symptoms for 6 years and every exam I constantly cry and have panic attacks for weeks. However, now that I’m in my final year, everything got worse and I’m halfway through. I got diagnosed with GAD in semester 1
and Insomnia and I’m on a waiting list for therapy. I gave up everything to get a first/A at university - my social life and hobbies. Usually my anxiety motivates me but now it just completely debilitates me.  To me, an A grade is a personal goal I’ve wanted at uni since I was a kid and I know if I get it I’ll be so happy. But what do I do? Nothing. I procrastinate and cry and have negative intrusive thoughts constantly about how dumb I am. My grades are slipping. I get a grade like a B+ on an essay and then I cry about it for ages (I know, please don’t come for me - an A is just my personal target goal but I know a B is good). Last year I was getting 80s - even in written assignments, now I get 68s when it counts. I feel so hopeless. I’m always confused with the content. I’ve reached out to multiple people - professors, doctors friends and tutors but nothing is helping. My cohort is very competitive and everyone is trying to rival against each other so they rarely help others. My friendship group are also very high achievers. I just want to leave this place but I know I’m so close! I’m just so scared I’ll get a B. I panic so much about uni work that I just avoid it because even looking at or starting an assignment gives me anxiety.  I physically cannot bring myself to socialise or do a hobby because I feel anxious and guilty because I should be studying - despite the fact that if I’m at home in front of a laptop screen but on my phone then it’s ‘fine.’ It’s so dumb. I’m feeling more and more hopeless every day. Advice please? ",1.8488767720828816,4.257371552162852,3.972771719374773,83.2458969465649,81.5699745547074,7.305198109778264,27.168847691748446,8.344100000000001,2.235112250090877,1552,70,299,35,42,530,193,393,0.217,0.698,0.085,-0.9958,1,1,0,0,0,2,43.0,0,0,1,6,24,16,3,7,19,0,22,5,0,3,1,57,58,38,0,5,16,0,3,1,1,1,5,0,1,3,14,23,0,2,10,0,0,3,3,12,0,0,8,5,40,4,36,47,4,42,0,2,2,0,13,17,2,5,23,185,54,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16139351100177146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603963419272127,0.06871363111002737,0.0,0.0,0.05615760427133293,0.0,0.25269557195499825,0.09329251332862654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09394729477001644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102100625342574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113582969721101,0.08658413314547228,0.17848046966131995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27213256202817465,0.05325762157450139,0.0,0.0,0.08381751764995397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452468985004749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908734589409766,0.0,0.13915534628274606,0.07890925227788195,0.14843614296979846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252656186166118,0.0,0.0,0.271388860634014,0.0,0.07024297172196152,0.0,0.0,0.06380152633457223,0.0,0.2588695668486638,0.07921878621393967,0.0,0.06926464543736344,0.13209441580971107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790852864903886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070400085473044,0.08725088267475636,0.08283502259023957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18153643748159692,0.06731416828756795,0.0,0.08744087636762657,0.0,0.0,0.058329083066206724,0.04034468432152708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06934686165979036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322176897052552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06070620442903184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15847652553381378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937809596014816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057250953942757164,0.1442122980139591,0.08627909601542362,0.2719459288387273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05290321347848005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267753458148942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06831148245495497,0.0,0.0,0.08418046880806115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0584509367306261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726622373156236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583280862960209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443805330760906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555973056943439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05606677118642631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095080644449298,0.1362752008413801,0.09741629329137952,0.0,0.06624113421575129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0601196222848187,0.0,0.08415663320135862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658958261770559
anxiety,EvilSubie21,2019/02/07,"So The fears Came True. Was at work, had a pretty terrible panic attack. Had a coworker drive me to the hospital because I couldn’t get my heart rate down. Doctor looks at symptoms says he wants to do a ct scan. I hate cat scans, also bad with health anxiety. Ct reveals I have a mass on right frontal lobe, have to have surgery now and I don’t know what to think or even do. Not too keen on opening up my skull. Help. (It’s not cancerous)",0.25240759240759303,2.5267719230769217,1.9000999000999,96.17444555444557,88.01098901098902,5.5068931068931075,20.36063936063936,6.980632752743323,0.3722659340659345,339,11,77,5,11,110,70,91,0.233,0.6809999999999999,0.086,-0.9311,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,5,8,2,2,6,0,10,6,2,0,1,13,17,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,4,4,7,2,11,12,0,12,0,0,3,0,3,9,0,1,1,45,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833363053955555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753805616822766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608123157493261,0.0,0.0,0.1914195650877586,0.13975260797085515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622083115627427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23465369760514065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15142172731655748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25797725059589605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977703628420147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263432876342961,0.0,0.24368889269188884,0.0,0.27167000472089103,0.15366577024021194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599335289101102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925176837046131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26898305558192165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332362353942152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957837611729089,0.0,0.18231393584999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382852389816753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14689828032362753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522139784459805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16690143072733432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,elakah,2019/02/07,"My grandpa is in the hospital I know this is such a common thing to happen. Everyone has to deal with that. Grandparents are old, sometimes something happens and they are in the hospital.  

However, I love across the country (Germany) and I can't visit her. The only information I've received are:  
Mom:""She was vomiting, had a fever, couldn't eat and hat stomach pain. Before that she had constipation but she did went to the toilet.""       
Brother:""Aunt wrote me that grandma is having surgery. It's life threatening."" 

That's all I got.    
At first I wrote my boyfriend, who didn't have a lot of time because he had to go to uni but we spoke for a few minutes and I started crying.  
He felt bad about leaving me alone so he told his mom and she called me and offered to come pick me up so I don't have to be alone.   

I felt embarrassed to be honest. I mean, I don't even know what she has. Maybe she'll be fine? So I declined and said I'll try to keep my mind busy, if that doesn't work I'll call her again.   

But it's so hard to keep my mind busy. I feel so guilty.  

I haven't called my grandma in WEEKS and now she's in the hospital. She could die. And I didn't call.   
I was so self-absorbed. I keep saying to myself ""You are trying to be better. You were doing so well these past few days, that's why you didn't call."" but that's not true. Yes I was doing a lot but I still could've had time to CALL! 

I'm so scared. I love my grandma. She was the only nice one in my family. ",-0.2441896938013457,1.9672468414239503,1.6294498381877034,97.49210604929054,90.29449838187702,4.722628827483198,18.60268857356236,6.297961479604792,-0.18628095593726668,1130,33,262,12,39,370,153,309,0.138,0.779,0.084,-0.9513,2,2,1,0,0,0,48.0,1,3,1,3,15,12,0,2,12,1,39,8,1,1,2,40,63,23,1,3,7,2,4,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,14,12,1,3,7,0,0,5,10,4,1,2,22,7,47,8,25,34,5,25,0,0,0,2,41,8,0,3,12,173,61,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19519033719652826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867916758886369,0.057442502590989625,0.0,0.08018386336026223,0.0,0.0,0.08333989346980933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5773239241144774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117188826375367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15047198981360355,0.0,0.10350861636535727,0.060771368325070574,0.09714829326992078,0.0,0.0,0.09779717258598304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642210571637816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622388597250895,0.0,0.0,0.0900420088742946,0.0,0.0,0.08883284728945487,0.0,0.047646157315836435,0.0,0.1809535775914366,0.0,0.0,0.0801530631778463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05355379766048207,0.0,0.07536534827815518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666567872723793,0.0,0.08441270169707142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512712255487346,0.0,0.0,0.10357407428702434,0.0,0.0,0.09977730036198568,0.0,0.0,0.06655832698276617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16022409813872662,0.17009478567836242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466796805458247,0.10264546897811667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902934242781086,0.2207250299541168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887985789025716,0.0,0.06385354174286974,0.1433342416959176,0.10026870638920968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995440190997578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896355087458641,0.07493648157621914,0.09434193187226447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830375716732706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07254382908265257,0.09319712744084548,0.0,0.06669737213167183,0.0,0.07525320742402948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626030632412292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098940131261534,0.0,0.0,0.0900420088742946,0.0,0.1279536825654673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558663430105579,0.0,0.08472522110827073,0.08735332378263237,0.08502905706990238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860148090398539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thekategatsby161,2019/02/07,"Moving out Anxiety I’m moving out of home on Saturday and to another city, I’m excited but the anxiety is getting so crippling. I know realistically I will be fine because I have so many friends and family there, I have been there a lot and whenever I am there I love it but I feel so sick and like crying. I hate how this is taking away from such an exciting step and making me not want to leave. ",1.1039701897018972,3.395633109756101,3.9365040650406544,83.06771002710029,83.75609756097559,8.034688346883469,23.74525745257453,8.841846274778883,2.0781338753387537,313,12,65,9,9,111,57,82,0.196,0.573,0.232,0.5633,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,8,7,1,0,3,0,8,2,0,2,0,16,18,11,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,2,7,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,1,9,6,8,15,1,8,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,2,47,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23446579965676165,0.3421092617039443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100810868977395,0.0,0.0,0.13630547500675955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24561588518229985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21079171170880345,0.0,0.11305969991287583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17275406055625211,0.0,0.1168226200760757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22076031197942556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22429066091132885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288560523382165,0.0,0.0,0.2367618350051813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924045926197973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19009810522909307,0.20180919625966046,0.0,0.14925582076577104,0.2266969517579153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4753062808386432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681205941902158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318860315517672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sarah8677,2019/02/07,"Going through a severe period of anxiety, and help or advice would help a lot. Just started 80mg propranalol yesterday... Just to continue, i havnt been taking anything and ive been trying to deal myself which is stupid, Ive had anxiety for over 10 years ao know better. I had a bad scare on sunday night and my anxiety hasn't come down since then. Not sleeping, palpitations, tight chest, constant dread, restless but tired. I staryed propranalol 80mg slow release yesterday and took another this morning because i woke in a panic. Should i not expext them to work straight away? Im going back to the drs tomorrow but im left stressing the whole of today. Im obviously thinling ""is it a heart problem"". I hate my brain. ",4.046372549019608,6.318515205882356,4.881470588235292,80.25078431372552,73.41176470588233,7.768627450980393,30.450980392156865,8.59863814320734,2.660153921568627,572,26,100,11,12,185,96,136,0.232,0.711,0.057,-0.9704,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,2,3,10,2,5,7,0,11,6,4,0,1,19,20,8,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,0,4,3,9,0,0,6,1,12,1,13,12,2,25,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,2,14,59,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841276620102738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14852596476473726,0.3250715555781375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656084944333148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330790936502859,0.10891540527829087,0.11826672844906752,0.0863447982935319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252725067132412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812142136619162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201366589376812,0.0,0.1530667209935763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460286270373597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609989693440785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984401292857376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678486870521952,0.18988182229527129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4589991096983049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784377550914022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15389649672413372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204205667540108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292319191255575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16618858149282226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553406960128006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181023999136427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16001727399709004,0.0,0.11716928631386532,0.0,0.14174617965009725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025627163955053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622525929966212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649857457026599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627988104484818,0.13426184206588954,0.0,0.1573715692443554,0.09616690093306347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581403404688096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311843607282764,0.0,0.0,0.1006197527447773,0.0,0.0,0.09121401869018116
anxiety,JohnMcGoodmaniganson,2019/02/07,"Just woke up from a dream and wanted to write this observation somewhere so I chose here. I'm in the beginning of a pretty intense coding bootcamp to become a programmer and it's already quite challenging and my anxiety about it is through the roof. I just had a dream about the individuals in my work group and myself all staying in a big house somewhere working on our code when a giant hornet flew into the room. It was buzzing around for some time, making everyone uncomfortable and finally landed on my side, underneath my left arm, and I immediately shot up out of sleep. The dream had me feeling anxious as fuck because I hate hornets and wasps and all those little stingy bastards and when I'm feeling anxious my mind begins to wander all over the place. I began thinking about how anxiety has plagued me for such a long time, remembering an instance where my grandma suggested a book for me when I was probably around 14 (29 now) that I never read. Then I began to think about all the books that I never read. Then I thought to myself about how I would explain anxiety to someone who doesn't suffer from it as much. And finally it hit me. The hornet was the perfect metaphor! Have you ever tried to read a book with a hornet flying around the room?",6.293125,6.971867062500002,6.580000000000003,76.385,65.875,9.233333333333333,33.5,9.21078282632365,2.988075,1005,42,180,17,15,324,137,240,0.104,0.805,0.091,-0.6459999999999999,0,0,0,0,1,0,17.0,1,1,0,5,21,6,3,0,21,0,10,3,2,3,8,41,29,20,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,10,16,0,0,7,9,0,1,3,4,0,0,10,2,25,2,37,17,6,44,0,1,0,1,7,24,2,1,18,136,35,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13901863324580185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28911593334282226,0.2846360607612279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364384283463656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679434425917245,0.13913158002245002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395331138123302,0.0,0.12037631919547802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739540383858453,0.0,0.0,0.2760030555836703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646360694905745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12437610005078363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536041971078756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13687426206656675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626194138250654,0.0,0.11148558540694943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409055382407453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720074922851715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260751091343664,0.0,0.1943222911121252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13161903961876836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816378895993166,0.13582439690187725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399193174287488,0.3780329502510768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427072612267385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606787128585475,0.0,0.1067398120191056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342746054125234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614418116992231,0.0,0.100011580715584,0.14691627793660245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553004051831371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430443501598319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834253559160239,0.0,0.0,0.08949036982270736,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,unklgumbald,2019/02/07,"I am having constant anxiety attacks and I don’t know how to stop them. My cat recent fell incredibly ill and is fighting liver failure right now. I’m going through nonstop anxiety attacks. I can’t sleep nor can I eat. I can physically eat but the intensity of my shaking and bowel distress has caused to me to throw up everything I’ve eaten. I’m so lost and scared, I don’t know what to do.",3.5467916666666675,4.838070762500003,5.6875,78.03416666666669,72.625,8.333333333333334,32.083333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.784958333333333,311,15,60,6,6,109,55,80,0.341,0.659,0.0,-0.9751,1,0,0,0,2,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,3,7,3,3,1,0,10,7,3,2,0,10,17,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,2,0,0,4,4,7,0,0,2,0,10,0,7,15,0,10,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,38,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271899210303597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4865713747020742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196832549731684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23109629631479464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4376446668673465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19219493844153568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153610296348195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350531597534853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334429589423051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21115145779425232,0.0,0.0,0.18262706180985053,0.0,0.0,0.21410154361960745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140048269230493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17878849889379525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,topdadd,2019/02/07,"Keep going Just a quick message to all struggling today.

Keep going. You will get through it.

Talk about how you are feeling with a trusted person and see your Doctor if necessary!

Dont give up.",1.8737837837837856,4.673808270270271,2.6041081081081106,89.57264864864867,87.91891891891892,4.0410810810810815,23.616216216216216,5.6839178017228535,0.6022800000000004,154,6,27,1,5,48,33,37,0.07200000000000001,0.8009999999999999,0.126,0.2714,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,1,1,9,11,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,5,10,1,5,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,1,2,20,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911712173438818,0.0,0.0,0.33340143699896113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438386138166263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862593609498365,0.2728934049842548,0.32334628662863857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5057071659225139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483917447267601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266889658275861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297394015391824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228649444479518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696481116916097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,forLib3rty,2019/02/07,"Anxiety and jealousy in the night Hello,

I'm 18 and currently in 2 years long relationship. In the last 4 days, I woke up in the middle of the night 3 times. And it is truly a hell for me - wake up during night and be unable to fall asleep again.

My girlfriend is currently in Egypt and she is having a good time. We are writing to each other. During the nights, there are parties in Egypt. And that is where my anxiety and jealousy starts.

I woke up in the middle of the night and read a message from my GF, that she is going to some party. And immediately, I am starting to have a visions, how my girlfriend is cheating on me, that she is doing immoral things under the influence of alcohol, etc. And these visions are never ending. I can not stop them. And it puts me in a real anxiety, I am feeling horrible...

Normally during the day, I don't have these visions, because I really trust my girlfriend (as she has never got me a reason to not trust her). But in the nights, I am starting to have these ugly visions, because I feel horrible when I woke up in the middle of the night.

Do you have any opinions, what could I do with that? My girlfriend knows about these issues and she is trying to help me, but I do not really know how could I stop it. It seems impossible for me. I do not really want to act like a dick. Thanks all for your help. ",3.097657705148478,4.471196590405904,4.726251976805481,84.16249692496926,73.87084870848709,7.523528378140924,25.45088736601652,8.11559375814309,1.5063293270075562,1040,34,211,16,21,351,127,271,0.09,0.7809999999999999,0.128,0.8206,2,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,1,2,1,0,7,7,2,0,19,0,30,4,3,4,3,43,46,18,0,4,6,0,2,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,15,15,1,2,6,1,0,4,7,2,0,0,4,2,36,5,35,39,4,50,1,0,0,1,21,20,2,3,27,165,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216717890697796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137440072453897,0.0,0.2408755935379113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796170062235068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675993458160892,0.0,0.0,0.13537724314335642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296080328772832,0.0,0.1170548673473334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613888746572188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059649516597623665,0.08803300325283173,0.08394374982524885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407010114006719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954790315776464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153633119061934,0.08555401328344259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051276718500252186,0.0,0.0,0.09288369632668377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618987119391219,0.0,0.0,0.6894656434323452,0.10283563544952797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551083580763826,0.0,0.0,0.104985464038333,0.11946411363297947,0.20171454288816887,0.10791333945351744,0.0,0.11268460460971558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554896657489034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22286744431507208,0.0,0.0,0.17549760560339958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966303604966761,0.0,0.0,0.06972880772235733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240261281759772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125895496994719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061906394019976836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758890623911971
anxiety,weirdolovememe,2019/02/07,"I need advice Good morning guys,
I have a few problems. 
I feel like I am way to aware of myself being outside, at work, walking, talking, etc.. I’m constantly thinking about stuff, overthinking I guess and it makes my head hurt. I also feel like I am day dreaming at the same time and I’m tired all the time. My ear also feels like its closed or something but when I try to open up my ear, its already open but I feel some type of pressure in mij head on the right side. I’m also had my period a week ago and my hormones were crazy. Constantly crying or overthinking everything my boyfriend said to me. I’m scared this weird feeling I have will never go away. Every morning I wake up hoping to feel normal again but no.. I have a docters oppointment tomorrow but I’m not sure what to say for him to take me serious because we all know docters aren’t really taking their patients serious. Btw I also have trouble typing this and reading, it’s like my head is shutting down a bit. Does somebody know what I have here or can somebody help me make a list with what i have to tell te docter because I can’t really think clearly",2.1295494770716026,4.318081504424779,3.505744167337088,88.22499597747387,79.08849557522123,6.232984714400643,25.316975060337892,7.348242739294969,1.2891929203539827,884,34,175,12,22,289,135,226,0.13,0.767,0.102,-0.6692,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,1,1,8,15,0,2,8,0,16,7,6,2,5,41,40,16,0,4,8,0,6,4,0,1,1,4,0,1,10,9,0,0,10,2,0,2,5,8,0,0,3,10,30,7,20,35,7,29,0,1,0,0,9,14,0,6,16,111,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063402690395083,0.09646474492411468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008853976251495,0.34810184988156595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224249547727253,0.0,0.0,0.13267459834392215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880618800048992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351973266369333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953661036665075,0.07018162962666617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523146563494198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136606057887868,0.0,0.0,0.09168780622060284,0.0,0.09780281301657803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301441179985168,0.2332288453111577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06184644012629297,0.09127530574205717,0.0,0.0,0.1198804571216014,0.1077515679617055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33505041274707603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294155236831533,0.0,0.0,0.10808548129871826,0.0,0.0,0.11649693580988367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196122042481312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21266106962717388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14527997550802035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069064258958421,0.08393076394910595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066231267820852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412861342924727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088521347050869,0.0,0.13942919809940466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929339790256192,0.10351529428381892,0.08654016752389126,0.1089504926975947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377702007868994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457593957379964,0.0,0.0,0.10256409344715063,0.0,0.16364223305353118,0.08746755266841022,0.09511582389152227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13945836591052854,0.0,0.0,0.12691076636867438,0.12507566879531787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388346030932663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637838266199313,0.08729099441808233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079224211291259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xxomghunter,2019/02/07,"What should i do if i am overly panicked about something and its always on my mind I watched a Shane Dawson conspiracy theory video and he talked about these viciously things about aliens taking over and I can't stop worrying about it I can't even sleep and I have always been a worrier and when slot of the school shootings happened in America I was scared to go to school and scared of loud bells (considering I live in Australia where there had literally never been a school shooting at least I think)
Thought you guys might help me with Some ways to forget",4.49893042575286,6.658699121495327,4.3756386292834915,84.86684319833853,71.80373831775701,7.746209761163032,25.907580477673932,8.515128840125781,1.7495511941848392,454,15,86,8,9,139,78,107,0.17600000000000002,0.763,0.061,-0.9114,0,0,1,2,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,8,3,1,2,4,0,11,1,1,0,1,17,16,8,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,5,7,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,5,2,12,0,16,9,2,12,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,3,3,62,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30830738487161835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122364492284439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052892564159046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18343953904490956,0.16382749660273538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241779121805376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16359066066441794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19653481116936855,0.18706286032319028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288627944590898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709612497938859,0.5624882690600289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853968372090436,0.0,0.0,0.14262454121551854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15488819902263692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929475165636507,0.14890741588634568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123080533332387,0.11870907701164728,0.0,0.14707816162694826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705317981629887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881436124955656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rosecoconut,2019/02/07,"Just so tired of being like this Day to day I feel like I can manage my anxiety. I go to uni, get work done, go to the shops etc I’m a functioning adult. But whenever it comes to a planned event, on the day of it I just feel so panicked, scared, worried, sick, low energy and I end up cancelling which then makes me feel better as I feel so relieved that I don’t have to go anymore. I miss out on so much because of this and I just hate myself for being like this. Life is meant to be lived and I feel like I’m just stuck in my safety zone and the thought of stepping out, even to do something amazing that I know I will enjoy, just terrifies me. I have a counsellor and I’m trying to work through how I can cope with this but it feels like I just keep going backwards and I’ll never be able to actually live my life to the fullest. If events or outing are spontaneous I feel more relaxed and able to go but planned events give me time to worry and stress and panic. But I can’t live life without planning stuff! 

Had a really crap morning where I yet again had to miss out on an amazing opportunity because of my anxiety so felt I needed to talk about it. ",2.1754545454545458,3.6697745206611567,3.6108181818181855,90.7262272727273,76.52066115702479,6.658181818181817,24.49669421487604,7.365786028017652,0.9195249586776856,902,30,201,11,20,297,127,242,0.163,0.698,0.139,-0.5203,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,7,17,20,2,3,9,0,17,6,1,2,1,43,46,23,0,2,13,0,8,5,0,1,5,0,0,1,12,14,0,1,11,2,1,7,4,8,0,0,7,8,27,12,33,34,3,30,0,3,0,0,3,11,1,2,17,134,39,3,0.21808479659695926,0.0,0.10640965118425802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16683427247233582,0.0,0.10814075854561173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294246781560726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643914005849884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393037086034647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109699781499436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115882321714043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965791993939256,0.0,0.12161109815904525,0.07202147567279463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3859457905603215,0.2336997333964057,0.10469780249808447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05697015255193681,0.10460340449889484,0.3098565391804043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765679320230083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692189380324996,0.0,0.0,0.05992685039976784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310596120551425,0.2663630393217457,0.0,0.2888593063407111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727866475923346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801587093285359,0.08085355666711072,0.08410021981841177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793775990606476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985535254019169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917046329696352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839461655397499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490769883510153,0.0,0.124827457886535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.087644149299682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656748409490758,0.06358349934358193,0.1253281960593086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403263071365691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511298077267682,0.0,0.1587683292999779,0.22147569703215728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alyciakieffer,2019/02/07,"Has anyone experienced these symptoms? Hi everyone, I’m new to reddit and hopeful that someone can relate to the way that I have been feeling lately. 
I’m a 20 year old female who has recently started having severe anxiety and panic attacks. I have been experiencing a variety of symptoms that seem unrelated and make my anxiety worse as I begin to experience them.
Most of my anxiety has been related to my heart rate. Before I had anxiety, I had never noticed my heart rate or feeling of my heart beating inside my chest. Now, I constantly check my heart rate because of how fast it feels. I used to exercise regularly but have stopped due to the anxiety, as I’m scared to put too much stress on my heart. I have gained quite a bit of weight as well. I got my heart checked out through ekg and lab tests, and everything came back normal. Although, I’m not understanding why my heart constantly races. Even just moving from a sitting to a standing position. It’s a vicious cycle. I check my pulse and it seems fast, and then I start worrying about why it’s beating that way or stressing that I’m going to die of heart condition. Also, I have recently started noticing “floaters” in my vision, and have been experiencing constant ringing in my ears (I only notice this when I focus on it). Also, I occasionally get this feeling in my head that I’m just off balance or something. I don’t feel dizzy or lightheaded, just off. 
Has anybody experienced any of this? Please tell me that I’m not alone... These symptoms have really been overcoming me and making me feel as though life is not worth living due to constant panic.",5.334251336898394,6.801967493464055,6.33912061794415,74.38786096256686,68.50980392156862,9.354486036838976,33.190136660724896,9.688023934748609,3.3807633986928103,1287,59,225,29,22,428,160,306,0.173,0.769,0.057,-0.9873,0,1,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,1,4,14,9,2,5,8,0,22,17,11,4,1,40,50,25,1,2,11,0,7,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,18,11,1,1,9,1,4,4,5,7,1,0,9,13,34,2,32,41,3,40,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,8,24,149,52,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887612327111495,0.0,0.10636341633138112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04522371085410308,0.0,0.254369635877582,0.0,0.0,0.04649981703848624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565574331975629,0.0,0.05113601268402344,0.0,0.040539065061143936,0.0,0.05658839199191557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07260307315999487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606069007478919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28746059443950955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901868413513329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04392401218470913,0.0,0.0,0.06354560980711342,0.0597678025715852,0.06505181800466847,0.0,0.0,0.20175277025376367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0347446043208644,0.0,0.03779467797717722,0.0,0.053187807275011496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825034407821172,0.0,0.0,0.6304425030172316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06605159409905266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750172694085911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04697240242347117,0.0,0.0,0.058722575791231336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887813410059716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07068121160185444,0.04888669792400753,0.0,0.05129052196629751,0.06422814598926259,0.0,0.0,0.06515794172501538,0.0,0.2271392569226391,0.06978277079589792,0.0,0.0,0.050577846433452436,0.0,0.1560517796255347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299933946809008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668529820510125,0.0,0.07073317300894806,0.0,0.0,0.04260295040443833,0.0,0.13132560872291865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658020701841168,0.0,0.0,0.12108203481715782,0.0,0.07512844791671565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05634701651274216,0.05119656829553696,0.0,0.0,0.1412115934870827,0.0,0.0,0.055598736317423764,0.15235586981091045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073634463022592,0.0,0.0,0.058125769683317376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533797906774022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923103509646221,0.0,0.05743646542061592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557254872658417,0.0,0.08098164632747018,0.05979337765424505,0.0,0.1200156093890375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06753611422274783,0.0677713249298254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042825174315644345
anxiety,veronicaftw,2019/02/07,"(this may be triggering, idk?) anxiety over friend. i’m trying to make this as,, vague as possible in case he uses this site as well. but he doesn’t have anxiety so i think i’m lucky. 

but i have a ex friend who constantly harasses me, he’s always sending me terrible mean messages from different accounts and it’s gotten to the point that just thinking of his name makes my stomach twist and turn and seeing it, or checking my phone in the morning makes me shake and makes my heart race so fast,, i thought after awhile i’d just get over it but it’s been months and i just don’t know what to do at this point,,, ",2.300538181818183,4.127104392,3.3794181818181848,91.0737090909091,77.08,7.105454545454546,24.163636363636364,8.00094639256281,1.2029200000000002,479,16,104,8,11,154,80,125,0.12,0.787,0.093,-0.3621,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,1,1,3,0,8,2,2,6,0,26,24,14,0,0,7,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,0,5,0,2,2,2,3,1,0,3,1,11,4,14,19,0,14,0,0,1,0,12,8,0,3,4,62,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15303336110498236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28139142181773064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19874852865897935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921537232575819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841870487959938,0.0,0.09608884307881484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21794208024071587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107576452461403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49106308798150206,0.0,0.0,0.20033911620005596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680049142835488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477213060369225,0.20733835508595652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14655773438617842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356926877548163,0.0,0.14600925260539047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486731238557272,0.20004846958842695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588449090349587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16536312889080348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Storm0963,2019/02/07,"I am a broke college student looking to buy a weighted blanket... suggestions? I (20f) am currently an upperclassman in university (studying pre-med and psychology) and paying for school myself. I struggle with anxiety issues and a friend of mine recommended a weighted blanket. I fell in love it. Unfortunately, there is a lot more to buying a weighted blanket than I thought. You have to take your size into account as well as your levels of stress. Where can I find an affordable, quality blanket? Where do I go to figure out what blanket is right for me? ",5.638200000000001,7.821155019999999,6.631,69.78550000000001,68.8,9.0,37.5,9.516144504307137,4.1362000000000005,442,25,69,10,8,147,69,100,0.124,0.764,0.112,0.212,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,0,0,4,6,0,2,8,0,7,4,0,0,0,10,12,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,3,0,4,2,0,3,1,0,1,4,13,3,16,11,2,11,0,1,1,1,6,8,0,1,1,55,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244910128816466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18213884348364004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15396368484447945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132557482975123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20799715495180252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167345500443869,0.0,0.0,0.16942122615690688,0.17985850747353424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17018452986653246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20168259006827144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22827523564789706,0.2083313348273334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14983419837671785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15820652382123074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7280101943496273,0.17917717763216812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jyates1982,2019/02/07,"Doing big things with extreme anxiety. I just wanted to post my story about still doing big things and having anxiety. Just a little back story first. I was diagnosed with anxiety when I was 16 years old. I suffered for years before that but finally convinced my family to get me help. I fought many years with panic attacks crippling me to the point where I lost good jobs and also making me an alcoholic. Fast forward 10 years. I get married, quit drinking, still have panic attacks, but I continue on with the struggle. I decided to change careers and this was extremely scary for me because I do not like change at all. I went from being a chef to an oil field laborer. I decided that I wanted to make more money and my anxiety wasn’t going to hold me back. I was beyond scared to do this job but I managed to get the hang of things and slowly my anxiety decreased some due to realizing I could actually do the job. 9 months later I found another oil field job that paid more and I leaped again scared to death. I moved up the latter there quickly and beyond knew it I was making 6 figures even though deep inside I was always fighting my anxiety. Fast forward a few more years and I got offered a job as an oil field consultant. I thought to myself how does one become a consultant when they are terrified to deal with other people, talk on the phone, and handle a billion dollar corporations day to day operations. Well after going through a million different scenarios in my head why I shouldn’t do it, I decided to jump. Now I have been a consultant for a year making and I am making a quarter million dollars a year. I faked it till I made it. I still have extreme anxiety and am constantly worrying about what if but I fight thru it every day. I just want people to know that you can do big things. I let my anxiety hold me back for so long. You can do big things in life just jump and fake it till you make it.",3.772301587301588,5.448178981481483,5.088550264550264,81.0221904761905,72.67724867724868,8.320423280423281,27.679365079365077,8.936278230431713,2.300291428571428,1517,57,286,31,30,505,186,378,0.206,0.7559999999999999,0.038,-0.9964,7,0,2,0,3,0,29.0,0,3,1,3,27,18,5,5,20,0,29,5,1,8,1,53,53,26,1,6,10,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,20,17,2,2,9,1,4,9,3,14,1,6,17,3,51,4,43,32,6,61,0,2,0,0,15,18,0,2,38,216,71,11,0.0,0.0,0.07007844367148466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674550690743923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05742826866064499,0.059753584590116274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530145574507899,0.43948969048609454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16339371197146824,0.0,0.1656576730576015,0.0,0.04377611024319588,0.07931104099043497,0.06110697626072426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15193577834869146,0.0,0.0,0.07760358221001543,0.0,0.05733627642841069,0.0,0.0,0.13893897372668346,0.0740353258353591,0.0,0.07288797069988075,0.0,0.07502856680446977,0.0,0.0,0.06284342579955984,0.0,0.0,0.07034871268413444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0474313454644592,0.0,0.0605049581935103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06769824329990362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786668621579286,0.0,0.06108350388190833,0.0,0.07873847800037323,0.0,0.0,0.11255688507953916,0.0,0.08162516758783436,0.06023274834099013,0.057434854783971125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370013546186947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04813426952321342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35631312407743143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03946616085488019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734329400029298,0.0507231497267197,0.035083861359440034,0.07197478823214715,0.0,0.06355162381269926,0.0,0.0,0.07839160620277172,0.0,0.0,0.0679505325922209,0.2876115987545059,0.07280639865316355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057319891029625016,0.07632510780745973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535492648459949,0.0,0.04866187155280447,0.0,0.0,0.16851251745028648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957121066140756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788583327203188,0.0,0.06877633060574058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638121833398252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379327584672955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17204818152535406,0.0,0.0,0.07507380585401971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05772000482547945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385444987941462,0.0,0.07055521804518672,0.0570109429963491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12707026162657348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456788009435695,0.06657071958104288,0.06479942913822329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292887433770166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237133575820504
anxiety,sunshade_jp,2019/02/07,"SSRI causing crazy dreams? Does anyone have any experiences with their meds causing terrifying dreams? I just switched to a new one (Lexapro) and haven’t had this happen before. I’m not sure if it’s due to the meds or I’m just having a weird week. Either way, I can’t fall asleep because I’m afraid of what I’ll dream. ",3.4027692307692305,4.809440661538467,4.003076923076922,89.51692307692308,73.15384615384616,6.430769230769231,23.76923076923077,6.742157984588678,0.5741384615384613,253,7,54,2,5,80,50,65,0.157,0.728,0.115,-0.4063,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,3,0,5,1,1,2,1,11,9,3,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,2,0,1,1,0,3,1,4,8,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,26,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636767441689871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16829531485964933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14672175404333868,0.0,0.20480857461865665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4945077188225019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106285280300108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23543998429557444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21284044957040746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5347023430257233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324588942611968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309706617592526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22684649330419784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910476907228553,0.19306616297429374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,inferno22131997,2019/02/07,"I got diagnosed with Generalized Anxiety this last summer... life has sucked I’m not the type of guy that shares his feeling so the fact that I’m here means I’m desperate. Ever since this past summer I haven’t been able to live a normal life. I’ve had to quit multiple jobs and even drop out of school for this semester. My anxiety is consuming me and idk what to do.

My biggest source of anxiety comes from my physical symptoms. In the summer I had several  panic attacks and heart arrhythmia, as a result I was convinced I had a heart related issue. After many many doctors appointments, heart monitors, and EKG’s they concluded I was fine. Then the next thing hit, my eyes began feeling overly stressed and I started to see blurry in the afternoons.  This freaked me out because I started to think I had some sort of eye issue that could cause me to go blind. An eye doctors appointment found that there was no visible issues and either eye irritation or anxiety was the culprit. 

Finally as of most recently I have begun getting back pains and minor headaches and I’m literally on the edge of falling apart trying not to convince myself that it’s a brain tumor (thanks web md /s) For many people these things may seem silly but for me it has made me dread life. The medical bills have started to stack up even with insurance, this has made me stress out even more. Is there anyone out there that has had similar experiences? And if so how have you dealt with it?  Honestly any advice would help me, thanks.

TLDR: Have had massive physical symptoms as a result of anxiety. Every time I convince myself it’s a disease of some sort heart issues/cancer etc and I get so anxious i can’t function correctly and get extremely depressed. I’m looking for advise from anyone out there who may have gone through a similar issue.",5.607760869565219,6.9215398666666665,6.2284239130434775,76.01133152173917,67.72463768115942,9.692028985507248,32.346014492753625,9.928628108626363,3.35881884057971,1454,62,254,34,24,474,189,345,0.149,0.794,0.057,-0.9698,1,0,0,1,0,0,32.0,0,1,1,2,14,18,2,4,16,0,29,20,9,7,3,53,59,22,0,4,6,0,2,0,0,3,11,0,0,1,20,20,0,0,7,0,1,4,5,9,0,0,17,9,29,9,40,37,6,36,0,1,7,0,8,12,1,10,19,172,49,6,0.08328627411092526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138638314208317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05663752240346295,0.0,0.3185688586515043,0.094089783249937,0.0,0.11647139872137435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475016039809506,0.0,0.0640420038364095,0.0,0.0507705396627722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297502633239134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555794577199811,0.0,0.07174375047586203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06649731281176932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173434585116698,0.08453381506029196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17049406138828488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288621136597014,0.1650293956761224,0.07533720316251148,0.07017227804600225,0.0,0.0,0.0814699574635001,0.0,0.0,0.0842240853260388,0.0,0.0,0.09123604228760204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913191007171682,0.0,0.0,0.13054092212628807,0.0,0.0473335089101789,0.0,0.06661164175244191,0.0,0.0,0.08246650561917862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3947785433168859,0.055825033937242384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34771692687387457,0.0826487757721748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788942947133157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17648267541687934,0.0,0.0,0.0735433059152235,0.0,0.06993949406903711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15761497268323704,0.0,0.2533176289525572,0.0,0.09072316871470666,0.0,0.08390215900632426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857589737914821,0.0,0.08160286527834255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886224677729614,0.09771849763893924,0.0,0.0,0.07950617267722866,0.05774021574862263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885852044270897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223514795356382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842901558422194,0.06636837735614767,0.07582069593689103,0.0,0.094089783249937,0.0,0.06889526660116634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17685136046343958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190808291198236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731326570920989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15335762267503214,0.0,0.0,0.11066339946680603,0.053366481497927526,0.0,0.0,0.04856489620455494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05654591306670211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059164179528458385,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sloth_grl712,2019/02/07,"catastrophic anxiety I have recently been diagnosed with anxiety. I have been seeing a therapist for about a year now.  My main problem is catastrophic thinking.   I will over analyze and create scenarios in my head even if there aren’t any.  I feel like this is causing problems in my relationship and life. 

I’m on the fence about going on anxiety medication. I really wanted to try fixing myself without them but I can’t keep going the way I am going. I just wish there was a switch that would turn my brain off so I could be normal. 

Any help/advice would be grateful. 

Thanks ",2.9455198776758422,5.701987275229364,4.732316513761468,77.31266437308871,79.91743119266056,8.403975535168197,25.59709480122325,9.075114841892004,2.693366360856269,459,18,80,13,12,155,77,109,0.111,0.752,0.13699999999999998,0.775,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,8,4,0,0,5,0,16,5,2,1,0,20,28,5,0,9,4,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,3,2,15,2,12,19,1,13,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,1,4,61,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587225747489492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209129595447171,0.0,0.3727704871100621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18132315256061365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685810228788253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968538834001508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16486080670641293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728203572354494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08212838046559917,0.116038458957813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769344004270352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16669779210406238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887193631025116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443732994396506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472756481407788,0.07935402276335699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636289289478635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15914476579280298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31084295305643245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405541342620027,0.0,0.16037786561006692,0.17438667958510787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943393389883456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954170334528946,0.0,0.18859120497082754,0.0,0.10407718123872883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027782003543007,0.17667481349734482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095804129904187,0.12892763411824576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18678396389657206,0.1565746112936461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23076810997416736,0.0,0.0,0.1045981833689909
anxiety,Apoxa,2019/02/07,"I don't know what's wrong with me Where to start... This is a long post but I'm just scared. I'm 21 and living with my parents. I've always thought of myself as a mostly carefree person. For better or worse... But all of a sudden a couple weeks ago I had my first, what I can only assume, was a panic attack. At the time, I thought I was having a stroke and about to die.

It all started while I was driving back from work and my head started to feel weird. It was almost like a sound went through my head and I instantly felt off. By the time I had made it home it'd progressed to me now having difficulty talking, feeling numb and disoriented, and like I was losing control. I remember looking and the bathroom mirror and something just hitting me. 

I sit down on the couch and try to talk to my parents but instead start bawling and freaking out. I started violently shaking and they called 911 and the fire department came. They checked me out and helped me calm down and control my breathing. I eventually returned more or less to normal and their tests had run back normal. After I settled down and they left I was exhausted afterwards and a little shaken up but thought it was maybe a one time thing since there was no apparent trigger and nothing like this had happened before. Well turns out I was wrong. Almost daily now I'm getting these symptoms:  Pressure in head, harder time focusing with thoughts/vision, chest pain or discomfort, slight numbness/fatigue in body, and trouble breathing. Everything I've looked at points to panic attacks or anxiety; yet I didn't feel nervous or pressured about anything before this. I do however struggle with depression and now this is becoming too much for me to handle. 

I feel like I'm about to break at any second. These symptoms lately have definitely caused me to start becoming anxious and now I just worry I'm going to be caught in a never-ending cycle that gets worse.. This might have turned into more of a rant I'm sorry. I just can't even sleep right now because all I think about is how I might just die any second while I'm asleep. I have a physical exam setup for next week so I will be bringing up these recent issues. Hopefully they are able to help me. I'm posting here hoping to find advice or possibly other people that have experienced  something similar. If anyone has any advice it would be most appreciated. Thank you.",4.135617099517353,6.136751152838433,4.826683521029646,81.92472305217194,72.4061135371179,7.004458745116065,28.42817743047575,7.7627490962704995,1.8999598253275107,1900,75,339,25,38,610,244,458,0.205,0.6859999999999999,0.109,-0.9944,4,0,2,0,0,0,48.0,0,1,5,7,26,32,3,9,17,0,37,15,9,6,3,79,78,37,2,6,16,2,7,4,0,4,6,1,2,1,20,30,0,2,13,0,1,9,4,22,1,4,22,11,46,10,50,47,9,67,0,2,2,0,14,22,0,16,36,239,66,3,0.07189709091544315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051401027382174,0.06373243307430758,0.0,0.1439891020771017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059824139197517084,0.0,0.0,0.1466774618364058,0.0,0.055001077759322295,0.08122324804115201,0.0,0.0502721176587068,0.0,0.059165179794246826,0.0,0.0,0.1635866406347273,0.0,0.11056884994281416,0.0,0.043827799297382834,0.1588093764971074,0.12235825779615632,0.0,0.0,0.06358713425958941,0.0,0.07986145996812978,0.0,0.0,0.07341496840133542,0.08223111840370184,0.0,0.07385811733533874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16127740199079696,0.0,0.07955276359341308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06192485905363184,0.0,0.14923565856694793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367948236390356,0.0,0.0,0.04748735047203645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461646936361587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541331773087235,0.05136329611571062,0.06903248224830033,0.0,0.06571263857109041,0.06115562880403003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07512652512064891,0.0,0.04086077363635667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06357836005273729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213614727714278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638220902997782,0.0,0.07211864431866423,0.142820067758306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750418834650752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03951276089576199,0.0,0.08110305016947156,0.0,0.07811639964767783,0.0,0.0,0.14050114783578696,0.0720597731407733,0.06348644849410384,0.06362666299065897,0.1207508972478345,0.08043445417076323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06803076582312423,0.0,0.0,0.0722302914503957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254290331644146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0528526344081583,0.0,0.05545146882905098,0.0,0.0764633718432867,0.0,0.14088776779865664,0.06898719780863266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04871932951564215,0.054680977448192086,0.07650357385584756,0.16871149019129245,0.15966642202906967,0.0,0.0,0.0498443901527762,0.06277776658729009,0.0,0.0,0.06796599010860394,0.08105316727074523,0.1377150778108414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098970354932367,0.0,0.08144538850694888,0.0613997228027578,0.0,0.0,0.0719815305552783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05947401656929183,0.0,0.07194901413465468,0.0,0.0,0.1106997863215265,0.0,0.08048290697830805,0.3053347860134805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751624499568706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494572127311674,0.0,0.11557631652886655,0.0,0.06619318163613623,0.0,0.0,0.047765232491251884,0.0460687527813241,0.0,0.17123477761162362,0.16769508757553692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04881340528258938,0.15640677829324215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534301913339648,0.0,0.06464411922648616,0.06664932358474658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05234193847666264,0.07301498579247671,0.14653855596630724,0.051073630558017474,0.15721636464323988,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alt_some_more,2019/02/07,"Its getting to the point where I get anxiety when i see girls Maybe its just cause I'm young (M14) but I feel awkward whenever I talk to girls, I look around me and all my friends seem to be fine and talk to them regularly. It's makes me feel bad about how pathetic I am and like I'm missing out, should I be concerned or just leave it for later. 

PS. I'm definitely not gay or anything (not that it's bad) I just feel really nervous and get a lot of anxiety when I think I should be trying to interact with them. Should I be pressuring myself to do better with my social life or just let it sort itself out over time, very confused",2.796818181818182,3.9626323181818215,4.308000000000003,87.68700000000004,74.30303030303031,8.007272727272726,25.32121212121212,8.548686976883017,1.4984793939393946,494,16,110,9,10,165,80,132,0.197,0.6859999999999999,0.117,-0.8683,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,1,10,11,0,4,2,0,10,2,0,3,1,34,25,11,0,3,10,0,3,1,1,3,1,0,0,2,8,9,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,0,5,18,4,15,17,2,11,0,1,2,1,9,6,0,7,6,73,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28985798727831363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15590148985047128,0.16865097083376945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163662456649262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675534326248409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946176884811884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873753568887242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14636886484039266,0.0,0.2969399544038127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20060055847979635,0.0,0.1937258110936448,0.1338143797816227,0.09255586795085878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590905736041482,0.0,0.0,0.16106390657967593,0.0,0.0,0.12645957487750858,0.0,0.19032833312788208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790918096411176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213667407053578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15096739493631084,0.17246847676305718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19312076636780048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30454601846797824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139212995106728,0.0,0.0,0.11047001836447423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12862434686576493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15631637359622946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RanxietyThrowaway123,2019/02/07,"I love watching how he is “I love how he is.. like his mannerisms”
“Funny how he does stuff”

HOOO BOY AM I SELF CONSCIOUS ABOUT MY MANNERISMS AND SMALL MOVEMENTS THANKS FRIEND
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anxiety,Anon660throwaway,2019/02/07,"After almost an hour of reading posts here, I’m finally making a post Today was one of the bad days. It’s 1:43 am and I’m still not asleep even though I have class tomorrow at 9:30. I’ve just been reading posts on here while crying while listening to sad music....and I think I may have numbed my feelings enough for me to be able to sleep. I just want to say thank you to this subreddit for existing. It gave me reassurance that I wasn’t going crazy, and that people on here experience the same things that I’ve been going through. Thanks r/anxiety.",3.965608108108107,5.109438747747749,4.8104391891891884,85.28701013513515,71.43243243243244,8.432882882882884,24.68581081081081,8.841846274778883,1.5608459459459456,435,12,91,8,8,141,77,111,0.126,0.7909999999999999,0.083,-0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,0,4,0,9,3,2,1,0,12,21,5,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,3,0,1,5,3,9,3,14,14,2,17,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,2,9,59,16,3,0.17289190856756298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731262722459646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226183682822185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443575219540697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18991364318287954,0.1115009780353464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178643558470647,0.0,0.11419347502645115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691214619352867,0.0,0.0,0.08741934379236424,0.0,0.0,0.1893946349460386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196516911869085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17026370351617415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154066914965204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171560317231433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986148027929015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4967479700099919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3458773911468379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374905850660135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17301676903624327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807170151563866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31835128129705115,0.0,0.0,0.11486170168273226,0.11078215394080046,0.16986542234746427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16388131360179944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197612714803878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jmartin1989,2019/02/07,"Pre-Op anxiety Lol, 29 years old and I need a hug...Tomorrow I’m having a relatively minor surgery. I’ve had two surgeries in my life but when I was much younger. I don’t remember ever being this nervous or anxious and one of those was very serious. All I can think about is the small panic I had when I had to breath in the anesthesia as a kid.
I can’t get a hold of my mom to tell her that the operation date was pushed forward from March 20th to tomorrow. I’m sitting here in my room with no one to talk to. Not gonna sleep much I think.",1.3276923076923095,2.7775260854700896,3.596931623931624,90.11334615384621,78.74358974358975,7.4150427350427375,24.52051282051282,8.238735603445708,1.300214358974359,420,15,99,8,10,145,81,117,0.149,0.8340000000000001,0.018000000000000002,-0.9209,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,7,1,12,3,2,0,2,13,19,7,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,3,3,0,1,3,0,0,2,4,3,0,3,6,0,12,0,14,11,3,16,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,9,64,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17442369567088029,0.2575814815797691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062441610384809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912353983130627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16104713121468375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670374577668532,0.0,0.0,0.3352207700275614,0.16906329800252395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23925357156685714,0.0,0.30900505411588536,0.0,0.0,0.2675154998787181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25828595070257226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281703096829916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18326230214257488,0.1992869849992216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921936239223871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22272838634066192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881285372367192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468281610364696
anxiety,little_kid13,2019/02/07,"Horrible nightmare I had a terrible and disturbing nightmare. Basically I was sleeping and then I just had this disturbing nightmare where (following text is disturbing) it was about some attack where it was set in Uzbekistan or some similar place and there were these suicidal people that were on top of a building holding children and they all jumped off taking the little kids with them. It was so scary and earlier in the nightmare I dreamt about my friend telling me about it and then in the nightmare my mind visualised it, and to make
It worse it has some disturbing vibe to it. This sent me to have an anxiety-induced cold sweat and I woke up in the middle of the night sweating profusely, shivering, stressed and nauseous (because my body had entered flight-or-fight response). I was feeling extremely anxious and this rarely happens to me, it’s probably because about a day ago I saw this documentary about the Sandy Hook shooting which creeped me out, documentaries are always edited to seem very disturbing. Sorry for this, I just had to get it off my chest to calm me down, I’m going back to sleep now :)",7.126300904977378,8.167782799019612,6.552549019607843,76.03377828054302,64.14705882352942,10.198491704374057,37.260935143288094,10.214889679676881,3.9747342383107096,897,44,154,20,13,277,121,204,0.183,0.764,0.053,-0.9835,0,0,0,1,1,0,21.0,0,0,2,1,13,10,1,6,10,0,15,6,6,1,1,24,27,14,1,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,18,12,0,1,2,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,14,3,19,2,27,13,4,29,0,0,1,0,7,16,0,5,7,114,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16831565329951095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15799395357103072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145084284043436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21601397405778866,0.0,0.14600468956678508,0.0,0.2314960943925641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109119824801942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245579304158452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960081719451406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14669950090869652,0.0,0.09920357301486507,0.0,0.10791221168205073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16790875056521248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19030793597135215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267452373828677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191722951307658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17818791861289807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13163770292746488,0.0,0.1983824063697616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20472091863883896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17285806985804686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800308487896756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21255320743369985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21750494717756386,0.0,0.0,0.20769603794192584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276484836747058,0.0,0.1659620004180479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15666948032581796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935022059512352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,UncagedCanary,2019/02/07,"But how do you tell them? -Anxious and Depressed    I lay in bed feeling full and empty at once. My mind is filled with a haze of emotions that for some reason, I just can’t get past. My husband accidentally tugs my hair trying to pull the blanket up to his chest-it didn’t hurt that badly, but alas the dam opened. He asks me what’s wrong “I’m just tired”. “Do you want to go to sleep?”
“Not that kind of tired.”
   I gave him no insight of what I needed and ended the conversation. He opted to give me some space, and silently tears stream down my face. My shoulders gently rock up and down as I lay on my side. Thoughts run through my head. 
   You see, with mental illness there comes many parts. The part where you hide it (or don’t), the part where people ignore the fact that you suffer, or they try too hard to figure out what’s causing the suffering. Plot twist, many times I have no clue myself. The segment where when you’re feeling good you remind people to be honest about when they’re not okay, and when you’re not okay you wonder how you could be so stupid. How do you tell someone that you are sad in your soul today, and get them to understand that they can’t fix it? People want to fix. Many of us are “fixers” and we thrive on being able to accomplish the art of making it better.
   Son of a bitch, tonight I didn’t want to be fixed. It’s so strange- I always want to be the best I can. Maybe I didn’t talk to him because it meant I would simultaneously be talking to myself and trying to make better the cracks that were forming as I lay in bed. I didn’t want to be better. I wanted to have time to break for a bit, and I guess an accidental hair tug let it shatter for me. There is beauty in the breaking, the cracks let light shine in, and after my shattered vase fiasco tonight, I feel much better. I needed a space to let this loose from me, a place where no one would tell me how to get better. I’ve done this for 10 years, the “build up your emotions until you’re fragile and then BAM” thing. I’ve done therapy for just as long. It’s okay that I’m a little extra whatever-I-am today, just as long as I realize that it’s happening and I do what I can to help move it along. 

This was a ramble, much needed I might add. Whoever you are, thanks for letting me tell you, and thank you for letting me be broken tonight. 

Maybe you’re a little broken too? Well, I love the cracks and chips and uniqueness you bring to this world. You’re so fucking amazing and you bring color where it’s needed most. You’ll get back to where you want to be, just like I will. (Maybe tomorrow...)

💕,
Bird 🐥
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anxiety,RopeBaby96,2019/02/07,Anxiety and relationships I feel like my anxiety is starting to get in the way of my relationship and I don’t know what to do. I can’t tell anymore if the things I’m feeling are legitimate concerns or if my anxiety is just running rampant and I feel like I’m losing my mind...,1.4989473684210533,3.778907228070178,4.469385964912281,79.93986842105264,81.98245614035088,8.010526315789475,30.552631578947373,8.841846274778883,2.9565578947368425,220,12,44,6,6,79,36,57,0.13699999999999998,0.747,0.116,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,12,14,6,0,2,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,3,8,2,4,14,0,4,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,3,3,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4967931630299614,0.0,0.21467846981397715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.328358756797073,0.309290113097144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309579606619966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896536252949502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115110360446534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421727508621963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21857135931033184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4648120660678754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15321743612055685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892029085606178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14381197544302385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17182252718590815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ohwhoaolivia,2019/02/07,"I apologize for everything, all the time. How do I stop? So I’ve realized that I say “I’m sorry” for everything. Someone bumps into me, I apologize. A restaurant worker gets my order wrong, I apologize. I delegate tasks to be completed at work, I apologize. But the worst of all is I apologize to my SO constantly. For being too emotional, for being “annoying” but trying to be sweet to him, and for just about anything. I feel like I preface almost every interaction in my life with “I’m sorry.” 

I believe I do this because I’m just so anxious about everything all the time. Has anyone else experienced this? Do you have any tips? I just don’t want to push anyone away or undermine myself because I can’t stop apologizing! ",2.850527950310564,5.356106123188408,5.1847204968944105,75.44739130434785,78.34782608695652,9.160248447204973,28.697722567287784,9.606745405546679,3.3947809523809527,567,26,99,18,14,198,81,138,0.162,0.722,0.116,-0.8051,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,2,11,5,1,0,4,0,12,1,0,1,3,19,18,8,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,4,21,2,18,14,4,11,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,2,6,74,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643959795415893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116435649986814,0.0,0.0,0.185469250528761,0.0,0.22958776482147186,0.16821508445034225,0.13510074785828172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15424634568399267,0.0,0.0,0.2001572033635522,0.0,0.0,0.184967240617243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721327222218338,0.1774131586824172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371458379939117,0.18467301632782085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832319905037704,0.0,0.4426454900675444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301102118811232,0.11728553419140705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577384335761455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596055175629685,0.08020684722658274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055730431000684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910361802942028,0.0,0.0,0.3675574370057184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745126843714406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914616994523028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146298519029416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683374507447268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952021538920288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17949787791338204,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CoolJoey99,2019/02/07,"I tried to describe my anxiety.  ***RUN!***

Imagine you're in a gladiator arena. 

Horns blaring all around you, surrounded by hundreds of people, screaming.

Your mind is in a state of panic and all you can think of is the impending danger. You can't see the danger but you can feel it coming. It's always somewhere close, ready to get you. 

You want to run, get away from it. 

But you can't. You can't run, you can't hide. 

But you're stuck in this nightmarish colosseum, every single moment you're awake.  
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anxiety,Inhaleexhale8828,2019/02/08,"Physical anxiety symptoms Does anyone else ever get moments, while at work or out somewhere(not feeling anxious at all, just living), and a weird body sensation comes upon you...like a rush of physical anxiety symptoms for no reason. It’s kinda hard to explain but maybe someone can relate! ",8.946133333333336,9.941661880000003,8.61,63.01833333333335,60.2,10.666666666666668,42.66666666666667,10.504223727775694,5.256866666666667,234,13,30,5,3,75,45,50,0.174,0.8,0.026,-0.5016,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,3,1,1,2,12,5,4,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,7,5,1,9,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,3,19,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34953585861571473,0.25808983114707473,0.0,0.15974148622285858,0.2340797874494424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537626999093983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19679429377562616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19992305868114207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19084536153276704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20665119390971146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115514029310556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935863592423103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20465136849090196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20173050409987425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295143837967628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23489043373776444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935697113500386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4749057410010998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16631841731456118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cberman12,2019/02/08,"Anyone else attach to much value to thinks that don’t matter? My mind attaches so much value to insignificant things, knowing it will only cause me to fret for no reason.


My mind seems to focus on the most minor and toxic details of my life, willingly ignoring the big picture just to bring me down. 

The big picture of my life is good, but I find my mind attaching itself to the most minor and negative things in my life and it’s pretty hard to deal with honestly

For example: my life is good: I’m healthy, my family is healthy.  However, my mind will attach itself to the most minuscule and negative things in my life (losing a game, minor interactions) and it only serves to put me down",11.134962406015044,7.1368091127819575,11.020090225563907,63.431488721804534,59.37593984962406,14.549774436090225,40.13383458646617,12.340626583579946,4.809738045112782,544,18,98,13,5,183,72,133,0.113,0.723,0.16399999999999998,0.7911,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,6,0,7,5,0,2,0,23,12,7,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,9,6,0,1,5,1,0,2,4,2,0,0,0,1,14,3,20,9,5,9,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,4,0,72,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962059966074698,0.14097702337525744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14134263915510756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184905600162565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493863390351625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970743083396238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575459674003395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308076150445564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232534473560718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561576312532903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4859187708692419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15392780701244071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5557059560926767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022886881784848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20928650615388564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399783045941205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831576496474587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146524366109708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525659854966434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27422567472921106,0.08816199675294209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lurker3213,2019/02/08,Is this normal? Please help So when I was young I would rub my hands and I would feel the warm tingly feeling in my hands. I recently asked my mom about it (thinking that it’s normal) and she said she didn’t feel that way and my OCD was making me think that somethings wrong with me. So I I went to the Internet (mistake) I saw saw all this stuff about auras and spirits and and how I could suck in other peoples spirits if I breath and it freaked me out but I kinda forgot about it.  I was in the movie theater with my dad and I thought about it and my the arm that was facing him started tingling and I breathing went deep. My brain kept saying if you breath in you’re going to kill him. I couldn’t hold my breath anymore and my skin felt tingly all other and I was having a panic attack.  Now I have this mental compulsion were I have to imagine my spirit staying in my body and theirs staying in theirs. Then I can breath.  Is this OCD? Am I crazy?? When I breath it feels like my “spirit moving” but I think it’s just the anxiety. I’m just 14 I’m so afraid to be around people. please reply ,0.2419548872180428,2.537745175438598,1.5593984962406005,98.38578947368424,88.47368421052632,3.9588972431077702,17.35338345864662,5.288315135182226,-0.7044353383458644,852,21,190,4,28,270,114,228,0.119,0.8079999999999999,0.073,-0.9367,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,2,0,14,10,3,2,6,0,19,14,13,2,2,48,42,24,1,9,6,2,10,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,18,17,0,3,10,0,0,4,2,8,0,0,16,14,43,2,18,21,2,23,4,0,2,0,13,9,1,3,8,133,61,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568702692313453,0.0,0.13701111996389598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298587913678598,0.12915484573276045,0.1571695173745681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534573614485579,0.0,0.15422496336843666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030430468317803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27941818328096674,0.09869686705406344,0.1326489972046108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851580113216572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260135924278257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15284634616147785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749480737009418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221851445435283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922620439657196,0.0,0.0,0.1618036751253315,0.0,0.14683527551849807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707221370030917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16209333100811013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915564428426425,0.0,0.0,0.30330204818345674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136409885331948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141558743767745,0.10986518495446064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063572912929458,0.0,0.0,0.0977857376152558,0.2945064356691694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815267099376415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655694968462571,0.0,0.10967842382294198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965979450648902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561393028308763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19628052350056088,0.15104913248714635,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BrynjolfIsLife,2019/02/08,"I just cant do it anymore I hate work, i cant go it just kills me inside, i dont get paid enough, i hate the management, the customers annoy me, i just cant do it. i was supposed to work today but just didnt show up, theyve called me twice but i didnt pick up, my family doesnt understand. i hate it i cant do it anymore it eats away at me.",-1.869629629629628,-0.2872745061728388,1.6138271604938268,99.52222222222224,90.35802469135805,5.0814814814814815,16.407407407407412,6.42735559955562,-0.5590888888888887,259,6,71,3,9,94,40,81,0.197,0.8029999999999999,0.0,-0.9178,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,4,5,5,0,2,0,12,1,0,1,0,8,19,2,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,8,5,0,1,4,0,15,0,5,15,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,48,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3972378666140256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18816490664930632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045031143755685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347207479290564,0.0,0.0,0.20493127088639046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20693755854279056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18880139731684376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463539448385582,0.0,0.11382086850122602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5931901454179974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22157455717803706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18983723352730952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20849328433692665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.291605095364645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,beau_berry,2019/02/08,"non-stop panic for the past 3 days i am really on edge right now so i apologize if this doesn’t make a lot of sense. i have been dealing with anxiety for a long time, i’ve talked to doctors about it but i’ve never actually taken the steps to get help because i thought i had it under control (spoiler: i did not). the past 3 days have been the most stressful days of my life, i think i’ve had a million panic attacks. my left arm has been feeling strange and weak, and i’ve seen a doctor and they don’t think it is anything life threatening. *i* however, think that i am going to drop dead of a heart attack or have a stroke or a seizure. i am a healthy 19 year old girl and have had health anxiety for as long as i can remember but it had never been this debilitating. if anyone has ANY advice for how to get this under control please tell me. i decided to finally see a doctor specifically for treating my anxiety but my appointment isn’t until wednesday and i don’t know how i am going to handle another 5 days of this.",2.623312985571588,4.070218367924531,4.580133185349613,84.43678690344063,75.22641509433963,7.81842397336293,27.093229744728077,8.4952907291091,1.8844219755826863,802,31,168,15,17,275,114,212,0.203,0.736,0.061,-0.9861,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,2,5,7,2,3,13,0,25,10,2,5,2,31,39,18,1,2,8,0,2,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,9,6,0,2,8,0,0,3,7,6,0,1,12,4,20,1,23,27,2,26,0,0,2,0,7,5,0,6,17,112,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.11075897804781866,0.0,0.0,0.11091023613319026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718343955401559,0.11901394846803247,0.26048004081495696,0.0,0.0,0.07936137371038318,0.0,0.09340028156701326,0.0,0.0,0.25824375669979904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918814088073058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545983094908396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29279072488386243,0.11701283018501595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.348514134880573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05738867382339007,0.0,0.0,0.12433297319909214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859743558325525,0.0,0.12900857483924388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064448516160645,0.0,0.13449725792321274,0.07607621148753795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06237626600626173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12331735908633056,0.0,0.16033587313766165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20088667892715092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649307546228926,0.0,0.0,0.07576168715085818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750753676384988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909845897018513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663340286002034,0.0,0.0,0.21669591509634256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458818612863122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271058003116858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857262067550598,0.09692781155837517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044427483030433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489052585002948,0.13001310425615994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912264658352654,0.09920342108493556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21817737203776064,0.0,0.0901057936363314,0.06618237471528453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730898502302321
anxiety,10ofuswemovinasone,2019/02/08,"How I basically cured my anxiety/panic attacks This is a pretty long post because I have to give a bit of context to this whole thing so please bear with me here:

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To preface, I never really knew that I had anxiety or that I was prone to it... I'm a 25 year old man who's never experienced it before (or thought I never did), but a random incident sparked an explosion in a sort of panic attack. But as of then, I've done tremendous research and self-exploration as to how to solve this shitty irrational fear of everything/overthinking. I’m not saying that I got rid of my anxiety, but it is now SIGNIFICANTLY less than before. 

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Here it goes: I was driving home in my car about to switch the radio to something else when suddenly I had this overwhelming feeling of uncertainty. Like as if, I didn't know what was going to happen at ANY minute. Like irrational fear. I was stopped at a stop light about to turn left, but my mind slowly began freaking out more and more and had this feeling of claustrophobia overcoming me. Luckily the light turned green in about a minute because if it didn't I swear I would've just hit the gas and went anyways, because I needed to be home now.

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When I got home, my worrying intensified and felt like I didn't have any control over anything. My heart started to race WAY more noticeably now, which made it worse because I now was worried I was going to have a heart attack. This feeling continued all throughout the night, so much so, that I didn't sleep at all because my heart was beating fast all fucking night. I was a mess.

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I probably got a total of 1 hour of sleep, so when I woke up, I was hoping this shit was just a nightmare and that it will go away in the morning. It didn't. It wasn't as bad as the night before, but a small level of anxiety/fear/worry was still in me. But I decided to say fuck it, and drove to work. -This was scary as hell btw, but I did it anyway.

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This continued for about 2 weeks, and I became restless, stressed out and worried for my well being at this point so I decided to do some intense research. Over the next 2-3 months, I studied Dao philosophy, human mind/body connections, trauma and overall mindset/perspective. Here are 3 things that I found which helped me to a point of slowly removing my mind from anxiety/panic, and then finally almost completely removing it:

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**1. Breathe into your belly.** 

This one was a BIG one for me. It’s not sufficient enough to breathe into your chest. You need to take a full breath right into your belly, exhale out and continue that. I’m not a neuroscience major or anything, but the reason being, there are the two nervous systems that our minds operate on: the sympathetic nervous system and the parasympathetic nervous system. The sympathetic nervous enables the fight/flight/freeze response in our minds – this is how our minds react when anxiety hits. This causes shallow breathing, shortness of breath, and rapid heart rates. When anxiety hits, what actually happens is that our blood moves from the parasympathetic nervous system, to the sympathetic nervous. Breathing into the belly allows for it to flow back to the parasympathetic nervous system. 

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**2. Accept it and go directly at the fear.** 

Alan Watts explains this concept incredibly well. If you do not know of him, I HIGHLY encourage you all to listen to his talks. They give you the right perspective needed to battle this. His talks revolve around Dao philosophy (I also highly encourage you all to study this if you haven’t, it’s given me a beautiful perspective for life). He can explain this one much better than I can – 

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“The only way to handle danger is to face it. If you start getting frightened of it then you make it worse because you project onto it all kinds of bogies and threats which don’t exist in it at all. Whenever you meet a ghost, don’t run away. Because the ghost will capture the substance of your fear and materialize itself out of your own substance. It will kill you eventually because it will take over all your own vitality. 

So, then, whenever confronted with a ghost walk straight into it. And it will disappear.” - Alan Watts

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Fear/thoughts only affect you when you want to run away from them. But when you run towards them, you realize they disappear. Next time overwhelming thoughts arise, try this. Take a couple deep breaths into your belly. Now Accept it. And let go. Trust me. Just let go. Everything is okay when you let go. Let the ego be disrupted. Let the fear, scary thoughts, uncertainty happen. Go towards it. Now get back in touch with the body. Approach from the gut. Get connected with that.

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**3. Mindfulness Meditation.** 

This is actually one of the first solutions that gave me hope for my anxiety. I began doing mindfulness meditation, and at first I was skeptical, but damn did it help me calm my mind. Any time I feel like my mind is running/racing with a flood of negative thoughts, I turn to mindfulness meditation. I personally love this one: [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6p\_yaNFSYao](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6p_yaNFSYao)

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I really hope this helps you guys. I’m not saying that these tactics/perspectives will resolve it completely, but it will significantly lessen your anxiety. God Bless. 

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anxiety,fros4638,2019/02/08,"I’ve finally accepted I struggle with anxiety I’ve tried to mask having anxiety for years. I tried to stay away from calling it “anxiety” and just stick with “excessive worrying” (which is literally anxiety but different phrasing I know). At some point, I took Prozac for about a year and then stopped because I felt better. I do feel better, but at the same time I know I still struggle with anxiety, and that’s okay. I don’t feel the need to be on medication any longer, and I refuse to go to the doctor to get any medication. I can live my life like normal, and there are only a few things that set off anxiety. It is really sinking in for me that I still struggle with anxiety because of something my boyfriend said to me a few days ago. We are planning a trip  to Colorado in May, and I thought we were going to drive but now he says we will be flying. I hate flying and it scares me. I have now realized that I have been obsessing over flying the last few days, and already looking up tips for flying and having panic attacks about this trip already. IT IS MONTHS AWAY. 

I thought I made so much progress over the last few years, but I feel like a failure right now. I don’t want this anymore. I want to live my life. ",4.24693536673929,5.261557300411527,5.135323166303562,83.7042483660131,70.64609053497942,8.680610021786492,30.343500363108202,9.007467420416297,2.4058406681191005,956,39,195,18,17,312,124,243,0.191,0.7120000000000001,0.097,-0.9644,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,3,0,0,4,10,14,2,6,10,1,19,6,0,1,0,41,38,15,0,4,5,0,4,2,0,2,6,2,0,0,12,16,0,2,10,0,0,6,2,8,0,0,8,7,30,6,33,26,7,39,0,0,1,0,8,13,0,2,20,133,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410468620219792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094031132545221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904221922405454,0.0,0.5080762986462406,0.0,0.09409467169413696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793878731582493,0.17828426344588846,0.0,0.0,0.1156749594838638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678258844178891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688227142904628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237846980371947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912857009250124,0.0,0.09711288167471677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392132310933742,0.06778171950670263,0.09109891113811333,0.10393552604705747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04957046605585256,0.0,0.1078440718137343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367356719382987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428625413518766,0.15467842287359507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340319698789188,0.09270636926727648,0.0,0.16756014390547785,0.0,0.07967463214390473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977699321439626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911616245982468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757316723166597,0.0,0.06974712901161179,0.07035172466157817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296147133296058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215990709389097,0.0,0.11132029844757348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969151175887267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06078204510258878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102631847127212,0.09025184640997654,0.07545174808898518,0.09499063110688212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304264361261012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112860322360426,0.15154130351505354,0.07932325969002672,0.0,0.29756502127137824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630335246320802,0.0,0.0,0.15064697353425938,0.055324824574586776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541428236573076,0.12883349766252414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192442090445516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635443324397064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18329728237614332
anxiety,whatever_go_away,2019/02/08,"I just need to get this off my chest This is kinda long, and I'm just kinda venting, and honestly I don't care if anyone reads this, I just need to get it out of my head.

I've had pretty general anxiety for as long as I can remember, but it's never been bad enough for me to notice it more than just a general discomfort and constant fatigue. It's mostly social, as well as things like having to be perfect and getting good grades in school, and not being late for things. I've also struggled a lot with depression for about three years and have self-harmed and been suicidal, although I never attempted it. 

All of a sudden though, it got way worse. About a month ago, I stopped sleeping, and I finally went to the doctor about it because my parents don't believe in doctors or medication and stuff like that, and it took me screaming at them that I wasn't okay for them to listen and finally do something about it (I had been complaining about it for about two years, but I have anxiety about telling people stuff so I don't tend to make people listen to things until it's really bad). The doctor said it was a combination of anxiety, depression, and several vitamin deficiencies. She gave me hydroxizine (Atarax) to sleep, which worked a little for about a week and a half before my parents made me stop. I'm taking a bunch of vitamins, but they don't seem to be helping much at this point, and I don't feel very motivated to take them, even though I should. I probably haven't through the night in about 4 or 5 weeks, and the only way I've found to get more than 3 hours (without medication) is to have my dogs sleep on top of me and take naps almost every day. I don't sleep for more than an hour and a half straight with my dogs on me, and without them it's more like 45 minutes. 

I don't know if this is because of the lack of sleep, but I started having panic attacks, to the point where I'm crying, hyperventilating, nauseous, and about to pass out. They seem to be because of really stupid things, like my parents wanting me to ride the city bus somewhere (where I live nobody but homeless people ride the bus, and everyone has at least one car, most have two, but my parents won't let me have one), or my dad driving very dangerously and constantly changing the radio. I don't know why they started happening, and I have three or four a week. Every time they happen my parents tell me that I just don't want to do things and that I'm just manipulating them to do what I want them to do. They've started telling me how scary it was for them when they found out I was self-harming, and that I shouldn't pretend to have an illness and put them through that again. They don't listen to me at all, and tell me I'm lying whenever I say something is wrong for me. When I was really depressed, they told me it was all in my head and to just get over it. They've taken away my phone because they said that until I stop lying to them I can't have it, and that when I need to be picked up I can borrow a phone from somebody, which gives me so much anxiety that I just wait for them to remember me and pick me up because I hate talking to people so much, and I don't really have friends. 

I don't really want to tell my doctor or therapist that it's gotten this bad because then I'll have to talk to my parents about it, who will tell me to stop spreading lies, and then not offer me, or refuse to let me have any help outside of ""just getting over it,"" but I feel like I'm losing my sanity and I don't know what's happening anymore, and I'm not in control of my emotions. 

I don't really know what to do, and I'm not necessarily asking for advice, and I don't want to complain, I just wanted to tell someone because nobody will listen to me. ",8.59170039164491,5.500044010443869,8.703588446475196,75.29744533289819,63.20365535248042,11.872650130548305,36.73123368146214,9.827888789773867,3.259987075718016,2936,98,618,44,32,971,270,766,0.173,0.758,0.07,-0.9979,6,0,2,0,0,0,78.0,0,0,18,7,36,31,4,3,23,1,65,18,8,8,6,123,128,69,1,14,31,7,2,5,1,5,10,8,0,0,49,40,0,7,13,4,1,8,28,19,1,9,23,10,95,12,105,93,17,74,0,5,0,0,57,27,0,16,42,447,144,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04761610699393997,0.04319413197782344,0.0,0.04879371442821849,0.0,0.0,0.03896749340221934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033136480852415176,0.0,0.14910611109974534,0.0,0.04832474682558539,0.034071513987596835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0455537858750287,0.055434749659931726,0.04578124211971378,0.0,0.12205668632057674,0.20792751179906147,0.0,0.041463651086893184,0.054899388308764015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049681098562142166,0.0,0.051547404949202236,0.0,0.0,0.10531458281031866,0.05465221591735578,0.0,0.0,0.053525048227935856,0.03142531061371345,0.0,0.1259071906866667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994993057923018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05481206077194746,0.0,0.05034870019076888,0.0,0.032184160946354776,0.0,0.0821103130633954,0.04656136886735412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04927633964701508,0.03481105120608382,0.0,0.1067575430569476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685473177369076,0.037646870502622935,0.0,0.15274915225563904,0.04674401314996618,0.0,0.040870450708598974,0.03897196236364274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926913076657315,0.0,0.0,0.04810847774256437,0.10001727753012203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06532224891369033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597386253492453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071177939778203,0.0,0.054966924748341736,0.0,0.0,0.09965467083741952,0.0,0.1190293707204548,0.048837918171201034,0.04302741795312207,0.08624489434830439,0.0,0.05451378931297588,0.0,0.04142651540178024,0.0,0.04610729162168197,0.03252609251579368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817598536829243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03889395462558174,0.0,0.10746131392818062,0.1083928310223084,0.07516355323116508,0.0,0.0,0.04572760953922248,0.0,0.0,0.055476765732696505,0.0,0.0,0.06603824920715473,0.03705958242359568,0.0,0.05717141196383805,0.32463781027359223,0.0,0.0,0.1351265007631457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212678082858136,0.0,0.0,0.04957354979022549,0.05253666076186009,0.0,0.0,0.04898475861052085,0.0,0.0,0.04874084802917431,0.0,0.1872971267069272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039788347802618,0.0,0.0927023294683644,0.03875019231482423,0.0,0.04931499501719056,0.0,0.08871966613341711,0.101667156380413,0.05504838786660629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438142608319307,0.049671714614606406,0.041286789573478776,0.07502586908480145,0.0,0.0,0.10346906910889224,0.0,0.0,0.16295402801812658,0.0,0.05094073184728938,0.11156302915526406,0.053300153005796734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991141194464994,0.07833089729742439,0.2981308681744044,0.0,0.0,0.05657657083883993,0.16186246598910115,0.0,0.09574936029900094,0.0,0.028413491355041526,0.0,0.0,0.04656136886735412,0.05413822499624199,0.0,0.0,0.0951996900164354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041084803976525,0.17244502392408273,0.07735549943491045,0.11725917286163495,0.0,0.04381201976399414,0.045171030514332536,0.04396913551986813,0.0,0.0,0.09394345392500222,0.0,0.03547431801167972,0.0,0.04965765012351296,0.0,0.05327604859801987,0.0,0.0627580329836175
anxiety,baisechoi,2019/02/08,"Adopted a 2nd dog and I've been in a low, constant state of anxiety since. A few weeks ago, my family and I decided it would be a good idea to get a 2nd dog. I found a beautiful girl online and we visited the shelter multiple times, brought our dog into visit her, had a shelter supervisor come to our home, took our dog and two cats to the vet and spent about 500 bucks in check ups to show they were all healthy and that we would take good care of the new dog, then spent another 200 on an adoption fee. We got her today about 5 hours ago, and I've been in a state of anxiety since. Her and our OG dog get along like pb&jelly, but I have such a horrible feeling deep in my gut. I feel so overwhelmed and want to cry. I am fully aware it will take a few weeks for her to fully become apart of the house. I've just been feeling so bad. I swore up and down to everyone I know that she is a perfect girl (she is a good girl), and I really have no reason to feel this way, yet I do. 

Has anyone else gone through something similar with a big change? How long did it take to go away?

I haven't been able to relax, eat, anything. I just need to know I'll feel ok soon. ",4.4629089861751154,3.7959880443548393,5.545184331797239,86.85741935483874,69.76612903225806,9.343778801843321,28.19815668202765,8.841846274778883,1.730417281105991,897,26,213,14,14,299,142,248,0.08900000000000001,0.773,0.138,0.8237,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,7,0,1,1,10,11,0,1,18,1,19,2,1,2,2,39,43,16,0,4,3,0,5,1,0,3,0,0,1,3,6,18,1,0,11,2,5,7,2,3,0,1,14,5,27,8,31,25,3,37,0,2,0,0,19,14,0,0,14,127,33,0,0.12332403429804498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21863863091755573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13362153963769444,0.0,0.0,0.12931600278213573,0.18868509737055736,0.0,0.0,0.086231032207814,0.1263600468984663,0.10148517233857153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586698980197613,0.0,0.1029704173905136,0.0,0.13620170680489696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573707208289014,0.0,0.13046047610393866,0.10623273569149816,0.0,0.13326946941035564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13546566082587752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12619127496581434,0.10302140606157087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784139970716673,0.0,0.0,0.11625892397821475,0.0,0.3117816860685858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13521843820161214,0.0,0.0,0.12886343581784318,0.0,0.07008789069506463,0.3103150467000705,0.09863349609308114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370406162807727,0.0,0.12144933204861548,0.1422993777781495,0.0,0.139217823669446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13555132809616174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602498938204379,0.0,0.0,0.10913788957273017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144320879883576,0.0,0.11910712080575063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900453426370338,0.12679764684729816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20402983113349887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494086666982107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781729777800789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191123614480288,0.0,0.1168967646137071,0.0,0.13701753978482656,0.0,0.0,0.12046966182614545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273971064453846,0.09788887816449196,0.19784620304563225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752117112518586,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jjthejet123,2019/02/08,serious Help with feeling in lower areas of body. Whenever I get anxious which is alot I get this weird tingling feeling in my private areas.  Not like i'm horny but just a really helpless feeling and it causes this weird tingling in my penis.  Does anyone else experience anything like this.,4.753962264150943,7.478980622641512,5.687396226415096,73.16656603773588,72.9622641509434,7.258867924528303,33.241509433962264,8.238735603445708,3.1965652830188684,235,12,34,4,5,77,39,53,0.279,0.619,0.102,-0.8611,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,1,3,1,1,0,10,7,2,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,4,2,5,7,1,5,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,1,2,21,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085106860178253,0.0,0.190948846303198,0.27981000060316674,0.22472741052466996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30333819928833466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805356717028329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23898035699575124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22812922596799945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671315800583937,0.0,0.0,0.41424312150029546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853534715992139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183044523242204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668331207534885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17494658574907562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Grasp_it,2019/02/08,Best way to get over social anxiety? I haven’t talked to any of my old friends in years. My last few years of high school I did online school because of being bullied in high school. I feel like that has a factor in the social anxiety as well. I was prescribed buspirone and bupropion 3 weeks ago and I was wondering how it makes everyone feel. People tell me that I can’t rely on this medication but I feel like I have to or else I’m going to have severe anxiety the rest of my life. I just get very nervous when even my friend that I knew for 10 years ask me to hangout because I don’t know what to expect.,2.107215461703653,3.813279062992127,3.685955619183968,89.1998282032928,77.26771653543307,6.822906227630638,23.356478167501788,7.686295010490155,1.0017779527559052,479,15,103,7,11,159,80,127,0.108,0.77,0.122,0.404,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,1,3,0,10,2,0,2,0,14,22,7,0,1,3,0,3,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,6,1,0,1,3,1,1,0,4,3,17,6,17,17,3,17,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,2,10,65,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082126975862427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268832382085257,0.0,0.31280619924989506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274216195514526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16617380214127242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303790067091518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386073028760782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002452448056937,0.0,0.0,0.13023999906148545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20675134512251425,0.19474475887191905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210609288266318,0.0,0.14242171089007344,0.0,0.07746213844226392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880157788761412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490663250732561,0.11110227205960853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627235722685244,0.1331780873976025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098096473063344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13730739187085905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14302338163962686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944929013078969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.413827067008288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15397962213069488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778803210540717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955236324306963,0.11913175767739567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246134969815152,0.0,0.10818818710533304,0.10933122554133456,0.0,0.12254960607365473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14781097751491076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633171990767382
anxiety,twatsonwatson,2019/02/08,"5 Hour Energy Does anyone have problems taking this drink? I never used to have a problem before, in fact they never even worked, no matter how many I took. Well, in the past 2 months, I've started taking the 5 hour extra strength ones, and only one at a time, but each time I've taken one it give me a bad panic attack. Not one I can't operate on, but one that it feels as if I'm about to burst into tears and fall on the floor at any minute. I take them for work, and like I said never had a problem at all until about 2 months ago. My chest starts hurting and my heart feels like it's throbbing. It even happens with the regular ones too, as I tried going back to that, but ever since I took the extra strength, they all affect me that way no matter how much I take. If anyone could offer any information, that woul be great. Thanks guys",4.918965517241379,4.531322735632188,5.573011494252879,86.09813793103451,68.77011494252875,7.879540229885057,24.29655172413793,6.742157984588678,0.7237627586206887,652,12,141,4,10,212,106,174,0.139,0.696,0.165,0.2444,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,3,4,10,14,1,1,9,0,6,4,2,4,7,33,24,14,0,6,6,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,9,7,1,0,3,1,0,4,7,7,1,6,5,3,15,7,18,17,6,30,0,1,0,0,8,9,0,2,18,92,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470021446396508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529898852538142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14939898240779484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215369412735744,0.0,0.08214729375238307,0.08920034459969395,0.0,0.0,0.09090625209007074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529674217012723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348949428561908,0.0,0.0,0.10465479067708798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411231944898154,0.09663575447268148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803504362507756,0.07632087656315774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248308896405013,0.06071514674506327,0.0,0.0,0.11778277199486845,0.0,0.10578057924508284,0.09447127689667018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659655781473547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104162058322821,0.0,0.11436597706519053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438553959621326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831098566381962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17054473261716965,0.0,0.07853388882239078,0.0,0.24718651417232385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4343531917219549,0.08125062925819093,0.0,0.12534445597755894,0.0,0.0,0.10198333173220968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066716870917657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162179536876101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837262053966452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512326263828251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212977876575001,0.0,0.0,0.09835664817135807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458931812191207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23738879718544845,0.07253198608607936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226863709848976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479835166283953,0.0,0.0,0.09605489166630063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555500883959771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RobotSalesman,2019/02/08,"Ways to cope with Anxiety? About a year ago I was diagnosed with General anxiety and prescribed Paxil. This worked for a few months but then just stopped one day. My dosage was raised and led to serotonin syndrome (I’m incredibly sensitive to meds). This was a horrible experience so I tried to wean off it but was unsuccessful so I was switched to Prozac. This never really worked and gave me terrible side effects so I had to get off of it. After Paxil quit working I started using smokeless tobacco which somehow really helped my anxiety (more than Paxil or Prozac). As of a month ago I quit tobacco too but my anxiety has kept getting worse and worse. This started much earlier before I quit tobacco. I’m constantly feeling on edge, worrying, picking my nails crazily, getting panic attacks for no reason, and feeling like my brain just isn’t working right. I can’t bring myself to try prescription meds again due to the myriad of side effects, and I really don’t want to use tobacco that’s harmful to me to calm my nerves. I’ve tried a few herbal teas that help a little but I still just can’t keep it in check or manage it. Any responses would be greatly appreciated!",4.0208108108108105,6.377370045045048,5.269630630630632,77.05228378378379,73.77477477477476,9.124684684684683,30.91981981981982,9.642632912329526,3.402091171171172,938,44,164,26,20,311,130,222,0.2,0.7120000000000001,0.08800000000000001,-0.9808,0,0,5,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,9,11,7,1,1,7,0,13,5,1,7,1,34,29,17,0,2,9,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,11,8,1,3,5,0,1,2,6,4,0,1,8,2,19,3,26,19,4,27,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,3,17,106,30,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19699621797239628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755630580583489,0.0,0.3400153981367482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641110640746128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455199205807252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404280792306427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007750567614794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166097634150563,0.0,0.0,0.11278094987615515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086932984457186,0.0,0.0,0.11236772336308408,0.07938167891373256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741614191269072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250637845241193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489581500567626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876548691499884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054285929097041774,0.11136796519387734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246850854683872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17738432542557786,0.0,0.08168344268408465,0.0,0.0856999263436323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529544373068575,0.0,0.0,0.13037131917363542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545583560780342,0.0,0.0,0.21355230391772184,0.11424631032443767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489291866979456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15729771891269267,0.0,0.0887378129778112,0.09289840353609888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22632251186328275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19193802937781612,0.0,0.0,0.06553941466448296,0.0881991379978825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32357666022962883,0.11284424085658085,0.2264744959512319,0.0789340024592978,0.0,0.0,0.07155540914392584
anxiety,breadisababe,2019/02/08,"Should I try a different therapist? I’ve gone to two therapy sessions so far but my therapist makes me feel like I’m a child, which makes me quite uncomfortable. Should I keep going or try going to someone else? ",4.817723577235771,6.270732073170732,5.857073170731707,77.41211382113823,69.73170731707317,10.34471544715447,30.739837398373986,10.504223727775694,3.432017886178862,169,7,32,5,3,56,30,41,0.104,0.816,0.08,-0.2381,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,8,10,3,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,5,1,2,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,16,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24621859341988245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19686692986849574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915873733826178,0.16835832112727922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678664248447493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20946888236513375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513346667238847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31461493629543463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506575420919507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19967723859230493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26950218215724786,0.5472478509871023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200006067900501,0.0,0.2302093649530952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tinal2010,2019/02/08,"My story So the first time I had a panic attack when I was about 14 years old because I had pink eye and a reaction to Ibuprofen that gave me hives. Then I didn't have anymore til I was driving home from work one day (about maybe 23), I also worked as a traveling medical assistant for one doctor. I was driving on a major highway. It sucked. All I could think about was just trying to hurry to get home. Let me add that when I was 16 I was in a car accident where my face hit the dashboard and broke my nose (I don't remember to much about it, but had some flashbacks later). So after the incident on the highway I really didn't travel except to one office that was about 15 to 20 mins from my house. I ended up being sick and having a panic attack I was really dehydrated. I can say that I visited my mom in Michigan after talking to a therapist for Months (it was only a 4 hour drive for me). I don't take medication because it gives me anxiety because I have to be in control of my body at all times (I had a hospital give me a shot of dilaudid for a migraine and went into a panic attack). I have actually moved to Michigan close to my mom. I have only had a few times here where I have had a panic attack. I just remember what my therapist said about the 5 things rule. It has helped me a lot. ",3.634272242722429,4.126128173431738,5.695688806888068,81.04291000410005,71.69372693726937,8.826650266502666,27.23267732677327,8.998388855275968,2.0443553095530955,1009,33,210,19,18,354,139,271,0.15,0.85,0.0,-0.9893,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,4,16,10,5,4,20,0,31,10,4,1,2,20,41,13,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,2,0,11,7,0,1,3,2,0,9,4,10,0,4,20,5,37,0,37,16,7,38,0,1,2,0,10,11,1,2,18,162,48,3,0.0,0.0,0.09265368115896926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592834850811833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263349384199087,0.0,0.09416100185521957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4320595064397823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17363475335726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546369447868484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649010584492932,0.0758067216781263,0.0,0.0,0.06123236903192776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971813394626946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409404830900437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076108994769135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049605409766683636,0.1821618693552693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364035825525094,0.0,0.1904773259511114,0.0,0.09350276661376122,0.10955503241753263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09708880296332403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071976471353318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538610229102837,0.0,0.0,0.19129638017073694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22239941046642706,0.0757850578477783,0.10091266062311097,0.06979629585835342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962994276801597,0.0,0.193013769794386,0.14442154956078593,0.0,0.4455950858819438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164978438466716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21511080748141748,0.0,0.09031546764806148,0.07550493629310556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138763845215185,0.07631406525899008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204794413489795,0.0630779588573894,0.060837616420768376,0.0,0.0,0.1660914741168696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06446215813286724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801597043877993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824375888263996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06114216471250757
anxiety,Vivid_Angle,2019/02/08,"Advice and personal experience on starting anti-anxiety meds for a short period? Hey everyone - I wanted to ask those of you who have used anti-anxiety medication about when you knew it was time. To give some context: I am a veterinary medical student and experience anxiety regularly. I see a therapist every two weeks, which helps me learn about my perfectionist tendencies, thought habits, and has generally improved my well being. I originally started seeing him because I was losing sleep and thinking a lot of suicide,  behaviors I think resulted of a lot of anxious and depressed feelings.  I also feel like I can't focus very well when I'm anxious, and I don't know how to relax and actually rest. I exercise regularly, and meditate, but often times I still feel completely maxed out and anxiety takes over.

My therapist said that some people will use anti-anxiety medications during particularly stressful parts of their lives, like a rigorous graduate program; or, will use meds in conjunction with therapy to establish new, healthy behaviors and habits. Have any of you used anti-anxiety medication in this way? I ask because, while I am a generally anxious person, I have only experienced invasive suicidal thoughts when I am perpetually stressed. I am considering using medication through this stage of my life. Thoughts, opinions? If anyone is a health professional, I would love to hear your input.",8.941632088520052,10.244260286307057,9.722473029045648,53.97380636237901,60.24481327800829,13.89554633471646,43.867496542185336,13.023866798666859,6.886367413554634,1143,67,158,45,15,389,151,241,0.135,0.763,0.102,-0.8414,0,0,0,0,0,1,34.0,0,4,1,1,11,10,0,2,8,0,17,10,1,8,0,44,45,19,2,3,3,0,3,2,0,3,8,2,0,2,7,12,0,0,11,2,0,0,2,4,2,1,7,8,28,6,22,34,6,21,0,2,2,1,17,6,0,8,15,112,35,5,0.0,0.0,0.07772687279519229,0.0,0.0,0.07783302056007907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06369604544814393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05416470514489848,0.0,0.3655920152923331,0.2699453551609795,0.0,0.05569310504630605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14892392412726185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710775451269704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351146924629703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860239514207747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710852785246749,0.07610895155329313,0.0,0.1558258919852785,0.0,0.0,0.12082024126918905,0.05690194842232514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640750086992533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466418449210608,0.08977129541216737,0.0,0.05338769025549405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04377353582311485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0562591233484325,0.07782589584417307,0.0,0.07033237527416263,0.0,0.0,0.089107933266041,0.0,0.13543109794379252,0.07188720001091646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17694630289305505,0.40119478313550655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692642916312709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06057738489815576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625314649046797,0.0,0.055219254450221966,0.13909454830824675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576535306001299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694141402701262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970748376631165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275330543520473,0.0,0.06360856215526375,0.0,0.1824775236164368,0.0,0.0,0.17424826037473046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059886858500521035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108667255729136,0.18495948868220702,0.0,0.1020729584307942,0.0,0.1896995173716008,0.09288906617678894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780643880972242,0.0,0.0,0.3439599664995824,0.0,0.06571955987003482,0.046979610961876986,0.06322243205139419,0.06389039471705821,0.0,0.1432297619586387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05658104739240589,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mirk-eaves,2019/02/08,"How should I disclose my anxiety disorder to man I am seeing? I've always been self conscious about telling people about my generalized anxiety disorder. I've been seeing a guy for three months now and we recently became exclusive two weeks ago (but not boyfriend/girlfriend, if that detail is relevant at all). There are times when my anxiety flares up and I get horribly insecure, and while I do my best to not let these emotions get the best of me and sour the relationship, I also would like him to know that this is something I live and deal with. He already knows that I have an anxiety disorder and that I receive help for it, but we never really talked about it much in depth. He is a very caring and understanding person and for that I am so grateful (he is in medical school so he has to be haha). I wrote this ""letter"" to possibly send to him so that I can be more honest and open with him about it and so that he can understand me better. I would appreciate your thoughts and feedback of whether this is okay or a horrible idea. Thanks!

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""This is something I want to talk about because it significantly affects me and I want you to know who I am. I want to be open with you about this because you deserve to know and I always want to be honest with you and not have to hide things from you.

I have generalized anxiety disorder. I experience anxiety over things that I logically know are nothing to be anxious about. I wish I didn’t have to constantly fight with my head over why I’m stressing about something that does not require stressing. I KNOW it is irrational. Usually I can talk myself out of it, but sometimes it is just too exhausting and takes a toll on me. When this happens, I might be more exhausted than normal or I might seem upset and unhappy. This is just me going through the motions until the anxiety subsides. I don’t constantly experience anxiety. I might have a flare up maybe once a week or once every two weeks, usually in the morning when I wake up, but sometimes it can last all day. Sometimes it might last for an hour; at worst, it can last for up to a week.

I just want you to know that I have this going on so that you can know the full me. I often hide the fact I have this and will pretend that my anxiety isn’t an issue because I sincerely wish it wasn’t. It’s not fun for me to go through the motions of feeling anxiety creeping up and not being able to assuage it by getting rid of the stressor because there is literally no stressor causing it. I’m feeling anxious for absolutely no reason and I know that. It makes me insecure.

I also want to tell you this because I don’t want you to feel like this is something I’m going/trying to burden you with. I understand that sometimes people worry that being with someone with anxiety is going to be stressful. I want to be clear with you about this boundary and I assure you that I do my best to not let it affect my personal life and relationships. I try to be very mindful about how I behave and act in general at all times, especially when I feel anxious and therefore I am cautious of who I tell about my relationship with anxiety to avoid negative judgement. I just want you to know that I will never expect you to “cure” me of this condition. I will never ask you to be my unofficial therapist. That would be unfair to you and I already pay people a lot of money to do that for me. I attend therapy and found it to be wildly helpful.

I hate using the word “triggers,” but I feel like it is really only the applicable word in the sense that I do have topics that make me feel anxiety. Despite this, I don’t want you to think that you can’t talk to me about these topics just because it might make my blood pressure spike a little. I want you to know that above all else, I highly value good, honest communication and understanding, and I am always more than happy to talk about anything with you.

If you have any questions or concerns, I am more than happy to talk to you about it and as always I appreciate your understanding.""",5.246069518716578,5.902447136363637,6.289197860962568,77.63173796791446,68.16666666666667,9.494592988710638,31.81729055258468,9.578458609240784,2.907691889483066,3180,129,609,65,51,1062,276,792,0.14800000000000002,0.701,0.151,0.4737,0,1,4,0,1,0,67.0,2,24,0,5,37,34,2,8,24,2,78,7,3,12,10,155,140,56,0,21,24,0,6,3,0,12,4,0,0,5,63,44,0,2,31,1,2,10,20,14,0,3,7,9,113,20,106,105,15,62,0,0,2,0,63,24,0,15,31,479,176,4,0.043040370045987215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03815269113844096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499223722469544,0.06883873675143715,0.1432521430816733,0.0,0.0,0.029268927548449005,0.0,0.4280349486205891,0.14587010159310734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035418557270649936,0.0,0.04023693597012115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574220605625728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355046389503504,0.03806570966710344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043882525752178964,0.04421431605280866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302269929625567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02775747803868695,0.044372731621106117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19731197166196174,0.0,0.03766491787117884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035954706353765555,0.04841462322630391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03626336807968282,0.0,0.0,0.08420348140894704,0.0,0.0,0.13057502588203745,0.06149609792145168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04719154421410377,0.0,0.0,0.06746045076979634,0.0,0.09784333665140588,0.036100220358048433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04261673314286648,0.03806045708866157,0.09163454849276467,0.0,0.04249345474507922,0.04417183681424176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05769810557952485,0.04547451403387751,0.0,0.0,0.04238609467297689,0.0,0.0,0.048587338890071816,0.0,0.04492296408881453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601924795179176,0.10525093832743908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802338889261907,0.030400686218442687,0.06308205225420997,0.043137757896997066,0.03800543528674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036591383474900235,0.0,0.0,0.08618934365894147,0.0,0.04323983673012252,0.0,0.0,0.04335864474474972,0.0,0.2282951550275677,0.04345850431614422,0.0,0.03435441274162472,0.0,0.03163962427224986,0.0,0.09958616020234158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04217042430923178,0.04129839586432405,0.0,0.0,0.0916731788265127,0.0,0.03273414089332718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951631990570194,0.07516238195938482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0485215502924173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048215064702928766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05514552632624303,0.0442526687707834,0.04249717299148099,0.13862775006166014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04355915230222981,0.06859520494231364,0.039182336406617946,0.04490049271388242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036467965868685,0.13253831849451947,0.17027210605957496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479077954083422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03236100183444012,0.20756531461634192,0.1128575415038832,0.039625790082260484,0.04922041415303003,0.049973186959622634,0.05718821876044807,0.027578531231496492,0.0,0.03416924616052657,0.05019437179060483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0584431720342699,0.0,0.08408837504911945,0.22403271559023755,0.0,0.03717306061986907,0.09480577381595236,0.07102562568027478,0.27924957929724986,0.0,0.13809755478316402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038837239465190763,0.0,0.09898860289170612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043709585010979685,0.0,0.09172393197637473,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pottedpetunia42,2019/02/08,Current mode: endless anxiety I've been feeling on the edge of an anxiety attack all day and I'm not sure why. It is very unnerving. ,-0.4133333333333339,1.5861572962962995,2.6863703703703727,85.42066666666669,105.66666666666669,6.6044444444444474,27.62222222222222,7.554174236665415,2.63788,105,6,20,3,5,37,25,27,0.282,0.6679999999999999,0.05,-0.7151,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,4,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,10,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5915298258282702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4398385494641095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493393245498032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954877931820951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643868334094458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31900379256653466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34886638628095273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,smittypants,2019/02/08,I’m dreaming up an anxiety tattoo and want to make a consult appointment... ...but anxiety 😂,2.491176470588236,5.275364294117646,5.772058823529411,68.81926470588239,82.52941176470588,10.458823529411768,37.911764705882355,10.125756701596842,5.659729411764706,71,5,11,3,2,26,16,17,0.217,0.701,0.083,-0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,0,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8642044829018058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3770361222099607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331581820716669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OctoberDover,2019/02/08,"I think I'm having an anxiety attack right now and I don't know what to do. I had my first anxiety attack last week. I was alone with my brother and had no idea what was going on so he took me to the hospital immediately. They gave me an IV drip to calm down and stop the shaking and told me to get checked out for anxiety. 

I havent been to a doctor yet but I think I'm having another panic attack right now. My legs won't stop shaking, like jumping up and down shaking. It stops for a while and I calm down but then it comes back in full force and my heart rate increases. 

Right now I'm on vacation with my parents who are drunk and fighting outside my room. I don't know where the hospital is and I can't get there. 

I need tips on calming down because I don't want this to get worse. Please help. ",1.1286622807017537,2.9214790116959084,3.0003472222222243,92.5871875,80.52046783625731,6.3802631578947375,22.383406432748536,7.413659706084162,0.6936459064327485,625,20,144,9,16,209,95,171,0.247,0.6729999999999999,0.08,-0.9714,1,1,0,0,2,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,8,12,4,4,7,0,16,5,2,0,0,25,33,14,0,2,2,2,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,6,13,1,3,5,1,1,8,7,8,0,1,8,0,21,4,20,24,2,37,0,0,0,0,9,16,0,0,14,94,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143851279795516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319864804287294,0.31341191656096684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4660817992462895,0.0,0.10500883674849383,0.0,0.08324779038300432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763729006182905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397784421661988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616077122363574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21404624401780373,0.0,0.077612135975304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16182830456424102,0.09153557858947332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15416347322861856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15010336312736497,0.11131741028144457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671798659249327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126004199771294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16022774353043648,0.15163751141246573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990562068887178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498732312870505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425193900894232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17500864456934434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049219554037458,0.151726979130368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054864053350268,0.0,0.10954293431216418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391697870492867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aTreibCalledQuest,2019/02/08,Was anyone else scared to start meds? Finally made the choice to speak to a doctor about going on anxiety medications. I’ve been going to therapy for about a year now and always felt like I could do it on my own. Now I’m exhausting myself trying to be happy. When I spoke to my therapist she said there is a once a week Prozac. I like that idea cause I can take it once and forget about it until the next pill. Has anyone tried that medication before? How was your experience? Anyone else scared to start taking medications? ,3.4460784313725483,5.5691224313725485,4.7947058823529405,80.87284313725492,74.68627450980392,8.062745098039215,20.15686274509804,8.841846274778883,1.3390509803921575,416,9,79,9,9,138,68,102,0.122,0.7959999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.4871,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,2,6,0,9,7,0,3,0,9,20,5,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,7,3,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,7,4,9,3,14,11,1,14,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,12,51,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116571525636836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265527950621242,0.0,0.0,0.2814871180637387,0.2749878207351051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141861365782843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13785049289469145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714010562739583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13734954822679338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241977004385044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13126394855694012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884381631968655,0.14699901085309952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525269798106572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14284816326032135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15148461431447025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111729069328787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697418969050675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490552699835599,0.4055480950222608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271299996898035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858167673873857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764578825459275,0.0,0.26869597613238155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18996129456675825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20178894311586693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15345840345855635,0.15580538316310655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18221292989426616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763943499472907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641421025169982
anxiety,throwaway1898685,2019/02/08,"My friend/crush with anxiety is ghosting me - how should I handle this? I became friends with a guy I (sort of) worked with a few months ago. We became quite close over the course of that short period of time: talked about our insecurities and heartbreaks and dreams, went camping together and made plans to do stuff together in the future, had a lot of long hugs and crying together about our feelings, did lots of building each other up with compliments and positive affirmations, etc.  Neither of us made a move during this time, though he made several comments that seemed weirdly flirty. But who knows! 

He also told me a fair bit about how he suffers from anxiety and (what sounds like) depression. Rarely goes out, keeps dropping hobbies, doesn't really have a lot of friends, barely speaks to his family, and mostly his life consists of work and watching TV.  He has not sought professional help for any of this, despite having dreams of being a therapist (I think he believes he can treat himself through reading CBT stuff).

A few months prior, he left a toxic relationship with a person he did not appear to like very much, but she has a lot of issues of her own and no one else, so he feels like he obligated to help her lest she become homeless.

About a month ago he got a new job and I haven't seen or heard from him since, other than when he came in to say goodbye to another colleague who was moving away. 2 weeks ago, I worked up the courage to text him my feelings (the thought of having to do it in person made me want to pass out, and I know he's not a fan of unexpected phone calls). 

He hasn't responded. I followed up with a call, and then an email. Hasn't responded to those either. I talked to one of the few people who also became work friends with him, and he's ghosted him too. I know he isn't dead and is going to work, because I asked someone else who maintains professional contact with him. 

So now I'm not sure what to do, if anything, and I have sooooo many feelings. I'm pretty angry, hurt, sad, etc and it seems obvious that I should let go and move on, and this basically has zero chance to turn into a good romantic relationship. I'm super frustrated that I never got a real answer. I'm confused, because despite his anxiety and avoidant tendencies, he's also pretty empathetic and prides himself on being a good person. 

And I'm also worried about him -- it would be one thing if he was just doing this to me, I could just assume it's him being a dick, but if he's withdrawing from the few other people he has in his life on top of everything else... I don't want to abandon him. That being said, if he's not responding to me, I don't really know if there's anything else I can do, especially if he isn't willing to help himself.

Any advice or insight that y'all could give would be much appreciated. ",6.447505531617558,6.190355472924187,6.907114242459536,77.37214102713408,65.57039711191335,9.819867241178526,32.13089553976942,9.370254747372089,2.7167803190869924,2228,79,430,37,31,729,258,554,0.109,0.7609999999999999,0.13,0.932,2,1,0,0,0,0,71.0,4,1,0,10,20,26,1,3,26,0,44,4,1,6,3,99,83,43,3,14,19,0,4,3,3,5,2,5,0,4,28,36,0,3,15,4,0,10,16,11,0,4,18,11,49,15,68,51,18,48,0,6,2,2,80,19,1,19,21,291,77,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518331673795731,0.1773897718868486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21337573567233376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072332298224754,0.06994596864720916,0.1530873397832067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978499999740103,0.0,0.06236013485275025,0.0,0.06267150748225189,0.0,0.0,0.08132545126174277,0.07367038965720152,0.0,0.0751536495267391,0.0,0.0,0.0728245419426959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362264482889908,0.07629270598966846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651696846302784,0.0,0.07327226840489114,0.0,0.0,0.05745288592618378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22289374503832088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487873303200314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05995011857976675,0.0,0.06288350147381644,0.0,0.1349121319517924,0.047654038097574784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20614435232831133,0.0,0.0,0.06398947766026454,0.07581993410924154,0.1118979144641426,0.1067001032643168,0.0,0.0,0.06604839960344583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413278960999467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140904132070494,0.0,0.0,0.06962264971279065,0.06619438192451647,0.059290435029570376,0.0,0.0,0.1466372102619843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247513626208242,0.06821034292491726,0.09423137455625323,0.09776602493494804,0.0,0.0,0.059031792183815636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268406928040357,0.0,0.2524713911692073,0.0,0.06762836159171051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15972979251791986,0.21269045378492524,0.09807164431073903,0.0,0.0514469788347133,0.06442406785163388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560302552993134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248964326353827,0.1747325993580264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572585420359612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094893783874184,0.06672301319313348,0.07592485019763172,0.08546581332097515,0.0,0.0,0.14323233085471376,0.0,0.0,0.06345169403340667,0.053046463030575135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145138407044387,0.0,0.07535762011538644,0.0,0.055179033779764165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0565188977377753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272244466770554,0.0,0.0,0.06286863715403276,0.0,0.0,0.10722984324519083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774496020307777,0.04431581267194816,0.042741846146386084,0.06553728637056458,0.05295628871864222,0.0777923994022693,0.0,0.0,0.06373944965765199,0.0,0.0,0.07255584371682584,0.0,0.0,0.08023785598005045,0.0,0.0,0.05503857946231139,0.07868862956925253,0.0,0.05350669684135523,0.0,0.0,0.061836167954058115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428100335158259,0.0677421267282007,0.0,0.09477058212581384,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RedGala,2019/02/08,"Is this anxiety or depression? I’ve had panic disorder for 7 years and OCD for 12 years. My anxiety took a bit of a spiral last year and I ended up quitting my job and moving in with my parents temporarily for 10 weeks after which I moved to live with my best friend and his family. For the past 4 months or so I’ve had episodes where I just start tearing up and want to cry however I can’t exactly pinpoint what about. My anxiety on a daily basis can be anywhere from a 2/10 to a 10/10 depending on a ton of things. I don’t sleep very well despite my medications usually waking early in the morning with an on and off sense of dread. My appetite is okay towards the evening. Sometimes I don’t want to do anything but watch videos all day in bed. I have a lot of thoughts of worthlessness and that I’ve let my family and friends. I’m afraid of self diagnosis because I work in healthcare and don’t want to add another mental health condition on top of my other ones and I’m afraid of what else can be done because I’m already on paroxetine, mirtazapine, and buspirone.",6.126527777777778,5.7209823009259235,6.999444444444446,76.94,66.26851851851852,10.71851851851852,35.12962962962963,10.317481424215053,3.484785185185185,851,37,170,19,12,285,129,216,0.071,0.8420000000000001,0.08800000000000001,0.5418,3,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,4,6,11,0,4,11,1,16,4,2,1,2,27,25,15,0,3,4,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,1,7,15,0,0,1,1,0,3,4,6,1,1,5,1,18,5,36,17,5,31,0,2,1,0,5,15,0,4,13,112,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14383053507644772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667010269654525,0.2991232068747194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725655469769303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15890490889968895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678103457000487,0.0,0.1422946571279521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316948698236182,0.08405682475365853,0.0,0.11225939066407846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937792439817887,0.0,0.0,0.13338038746255798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888015283072484,0.0,0.1154402286452436,0.0,0.0,0.08608660737726294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457409560711762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20139666622621896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13854253546791154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293397339478974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624235705440158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13327879723182548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509029059237735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080817587090498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13130119378229976,0.13134941897957658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403404975455056,0.2770560069299087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831997889977719,0.0,0.0,0.15292282757155792,0.14472423127336714,0.0,0.12442177304156035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386298425508837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597030833073018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13043150374621312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890699723816745,0.0,0.0922534653294723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659036090420454,0.0,0.0,0.10347331744176952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14480962008367254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14354820535524895,0.10754198494735116,0.2306290832540193,0.0,0.10454878091895166,0.0,0.1171889536009491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948871617855094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251798989924044
anxiety,MadMax2230,2019/02/08,"Is it a bad habit to drink before anxious events Many times when I do something like go on a date or to a club or something I feel like I have to have a drink to be comfortable. Not necessarily drunk, but having at least a shot tends to take off the edge off for me. Is this a bad habit?",5.7681720430107495,3.821213451612909,6.363548387096772,86.24865591397852,67.70967741935485,9.556989247311831,28.731182795698928,7.793537801064563,1.3498215053763447,222,5,55,2,3,73,42,62,0.138,0.746,0.116,-0.5158,0,0,4,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,7,0,7,3,0,0,0,5,11,4,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,4,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,3,10,10,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,6,36,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29193277295004905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.431527586009178,0.0,0.0,0.219890156779196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5062920932407985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066121490097335,0.1846100694633242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14686188056038094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25249476399653914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619898969647205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3978774102883412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942941747032306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506825111857884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,drugaddictdaddy,2019/02/08,"Whenever something bad something happens, it keeps replaying over and over again😢😬 Yesterday, I was on facetime with a close (guy) friend and i was doing something embarrasing, he gets off pause and sees me doing it. He looked at me and says ""I get off pause and I see this, what are you doing?"" I got so scared and anxious that I hung up. We go to the same school and I'm scared that on Monday he will confront me on it, or he will remember me for that one thing I was doing. Any advice on how to calm down?",1.4488571428571433,3.3888021238095294,3.0021428571428608,92.24035714285715,80.14285714285714,6.104761904761905,21.92857142857143,7.1686216300943375,0.5748857142857138,393,12,87,5,10,129,66,105,0.141,0.809,0.051,-0.8691,0,0,3,0,0,0,14.0,1,1,0,0,2,6,1,2,2,0,10,0,0,1,0,15,20,10,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,9,10,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,4,4,13,2,15,14,1,15,0,0,3,0,9,12,0,1,2,61,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19534528122925865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359425534701273,0.0,0.0,0.2258362450837925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16691269138710396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544464461715089,0.0,0.208884682016712,0.0,0.11361086772322004,0.0,0.15988264116070575,0.0,0.0,0.1979378135535161,0.1767757193805018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17768513915328374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16787022116582562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354610989607078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22645389298493665,0.0,0.0,0.15897282859328624,0.40028043615670617,0.2023149765619985,0.3185975058440073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.461690919977099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280829087151702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,undecided9,2019/02/08,"socially incapable I always studder or go blank when someone is talking to me in public. 

An example is today - I went to the cookie baker'

Lady: ""do you like the weather today?""   

Me: What?

Lady: Do u like the weather today

Me: oh (awkwardly laughs) no. 

Lady: that will be 5.79'

Me:  gives her a 5\*

Lady: Oh ma'am its 5.79

LIKE WHAT THE FUCK WHY DO I TURN INTO A FUCKING INCOHERENT ZOMBIE ALL THE TIME. ITS LIKE MY BRAIN JUST STOPS WORKING",-0.5332941176470598,1.247746258823529,2.463529411764707,86.30588235294121,109.94117647058823,4.352941176470589,19.11764705882353,6.2272716619740125,0.6220588235294118,332,12,60,5,17,116,58,85,0.121,0.754,0.126,0.1179,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,1,2,8,2,1,8,0,7,3,1,0,1,5,13,2,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,0,10,5,4,10,1,10,0,0,0,2,7,2,2,1,10,39,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653139341245318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217875673700918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673446023644518,0.0,0.19058764606147413,0.11291186687861984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3882512612686349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20252465559307686,0.1683371090325484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16610161667426662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15968784368068314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584928355149852,0.0,0.5649634392064972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161018962431841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841741817990201,0.17927373953119127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463813245540902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,beaniee67,2019/02/08,"I can’t do it anymore. Anxiety is too much I’m at a point  where I feel like I can’t get through life anymore. I’m 19 and in college basically because my parents have forced me to be there. I don’t have a job (which my parents &extended family give me shit for on the daily even though I’m in school full time) and I live at home. Im exhausted after every single day because everything about college causes extreme anxiety for me. Talking to professors, fellow students, even the simple act of driving to school and walking to classes makes me anxious for some reason. In all my relationships, specifically with my boyfriend & best friend, i over analyze everything and am constantly scared that they’re going to leave me. I’m also trying to find a job which is a whole other stressor on top of everything else. I’ve applied tons of places and never get called back. My parents blame it on me, say I’m lazy and that nobody wants to hire me because I’m 19 with no work experience whatsoever. They totally disregard my anxiety, which they are full aware of given I’ve been through years of therapy and am still on medication. Therapy literally does nothing for me, and the medication only helps a bit. I also struggle big time with depression. I cry every night over how hard life is for me. It’s getting to the point where I feel I can’t continue because life is just too much. I can’t imagine how it’s gonna be when I’m a full blow adult living on my own. Sometimes I feel like it’ll never happen and I’ll be too anxious to ever leave home or live a happy life. I just don’t know anymore. I feel so trapped. Someone put me out of my misery ):",4.461961147086036,5.525085115501522,5.8415831901678335,78.65894409937891,70.1854103343465,8.882833355358798,31.629575789612797,9.20300075937882,2.798206713360645,1309,57,251,26,23,442,166,329,0.171,0.768,0.061,-0.9829,5,1,0,0,0,1,34.0,0,0,2,3,21,10,1,2,11,0,21,8,1,5,5,36,43,17,0,1,3,3,5,2,2,2,7,1,2,1,11,13,0,1,8,0,0,5,9,5,0,0,2,6,34,5,40,36,14,42,0,1,0,0,14,23,1,2,16,162,45,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292843765541902,0.0,0.17516522604411175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855112646229302,0.18263675397817888,0.2404940972593735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062155652266037816,0.0,0.19710039159294807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482933492399274,0.0,0.08824879242468307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082539616708243,0.0,0.0,0.08303784403100563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735184760383657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887913474284124,0.05213065219232613,0.0,0.06962141702571065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07073757675889472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06752566962290336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677897959513644,0.07311815249295359,0.13621071957974412,0.0,0.21794269195173135,0.07907026705731053,0.07620223787836221,0.0,0.16348654465349924,0.11549434309054675,0.0,0.0,0.0738799745972028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06245144038275165,0.0,0.12669585078717588,0.07754246001091336,0.04593930458309387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148042945416765,0.08604832127795012,0.07241056625952644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054180712489984656,0.0,0.16216434847562702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873136020257589,0.0,0.16042872675350187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04442374914052708,0.0,0.0,0.17118112970690275,0.0,0.0,0.2283791917194861,0.07898192386352026,0.0,0.21413128299224155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053956711421535804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628616566367353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188432354073159,0.0,0.12468691556300385,0.0,0.0,0.07585637379302304,0.0,0.0775615244260829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06147720305664201,0.0,0.0,0.2692667223544617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445336860483843,0.0,0.1528267843716285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125957592717528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310987334860373,0.0,0.0867844815560074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428171300455904,0.08092801878802251,0.1636147934834156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297399938841077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848960997870139,0.0,0.07994598722797425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06455340550495167,0.0,0.0,0.08450429041088774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06497057122393103,0.0,0.0,0.18487935304480085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941809487169788,0.0,0.09426884294680347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054880358188314125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0476774474084847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024725185842326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05884744805735807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052053856045512235
anxiety,weuncertainstep,2019/02/08,"Does the world ever feel very weird and strange to you for a couple of hours after an anxiety attack? Something very stressful happened to me like two hours ago and I still have this feeling of detachment, like I’m not in the same world as everyone else. Everything looks a bit foggy and I feel extremely tired. This happens to me quite often. Anyone relate?",4.329004975124377,6.736413268656715,4.615746268656718,81.85904228855723,73.02985074626865,7.451741293532338,27.58457711442786,8.344100000000001,2.174006965174129,287,11,49,5,6,90,51,67,0.212,0.701,0.08800000000000001,-0.8547,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,3,5,1,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,10,8,4,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,4,5,2,9,8,2,9,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,8,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16400528437812167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415365295799017,0.0,0.0,0.12936730256780926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21048210639062864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019892621312476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20471638986371696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619085150278525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15455690448896967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16735732313908516,0.0,0.1767904618628669,0.16628021122517214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806485416029717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272176039030683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644064574787228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18077868358951799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15536661858613354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967870064231907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243415056107608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477538036243699,0.0,0.21193489741579688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126483685381302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807334876166815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053147128091024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,camelsam9587,2019/02/08,First therapy session tips? I recently signed up for therapy due to anxiety and depression through BetterHelp which is a therapy app. I’m having my first session tonight in 3 hours and I’m starting to feel a little anxious and overthinking everything. Luckily the app allows you to just have the session over IM if you choose but I’m still kind of nervous for what they are going to ask me and if they will judge me. Does anyone have any tips on what to expect in a first therapy session? Thanks! ,3.6297777777777793,6.091564726315795,4.6740350877193,80.35269005847955,75.42105263157895,8.853801169590644,31.60818713450293,9.444778638647367,3.4170467836257306,399,20,71,11,9,130,62,95,0.092,0.846,0.063,-0.2011,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,2,3,2,4,0,1,5,0,6,0,0,1,0,13,14,7,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,0,1,8,2,14,13,0,16,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,2,9,48,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594027865469433,0.0,0.11917637715799792,0.17599459568606862,0.0,0.10892966281210396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456395080355998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417883173717693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632996590578214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001101500581556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877042188847358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3975361891403093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853715542017086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534184904215042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16827633815977402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16222784508780774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561391712963114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538205436909771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026660779458244,0.0,0.12441143695929033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342743635817135,0.7126225424201139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Grinchtastic10,2019/02/08,"I just had an apointment I had my first appointment to get some help and they said i definitely should be on medication. She also recommended cognitive behavioral therapy. Step two the psych evaluation, is sadly 6 days after my follow up appointment...",6.290116279069767,9.341997953488372,7.811802325581392,58.202819767441866,69.46511627906978,12.672093023255815,34.00581395348837,11.698219412168324,5.783330232558143,204,10,29,9,4,70,38,43,0.062,0.778,0.16,0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,4,8,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,3,1,7,0,4,3,1,7,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,24,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093456657679947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494716181362478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290351183569635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20210130750214084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592821967157545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.389687825730839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679613611739512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4423707494959989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3778740806479955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,T2throwaway2239,2019/02/08,"Anxiety on reddit... I have rarely feel anxious in real life (that's not to say i don't have some other underlying mental disorder)  ,  but after a controversial post on here which received negative backlash which resulted in people judging of my post I've actually made a new account on reddit.  So yeah if anyone's having any sort of problems just wants to talk or whatever I'm here. ",7.652916666666666,7.626489569444447,8.802222222222222,64.01500000000001,63.02777777777778,11.644444444444444,37.444444444444436,11.20814326018867,4.581127777777779,307,14,49,8,4,106,57,72,0.17,0.768,0.062,-0.8393,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,1,4,1,0,2,0,13,8,4,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,11,7,1,11,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,4,2,34,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.2390543051703203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665872495254934,0.0,0.18740053482277672,0.27674512469667084,0.0,0.1712879477951396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807555777642432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123863634238063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17302877573614087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317954923618873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468710297266539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23659248611842615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16983058792811007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4692249731513258,0.0,0.0,0.2344021495650252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788282340040284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19480909831859775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19689671923460686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14448900170287218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bonjourlaurr,2019/02/08,"Anxiety that ‘turns on and off’ ? Do certain things give you anxiety while you’re perfectly social in other situations? I don’t know what it is about a university setting and the classroom, but I get terrible anxiety in class and I start to feel dizzy.  My hands also sweat so much. I’ve had anxiety since I was young, but my family always said I would ‘grow out of it.’ Im 24 years old already. I’m not even sure if I have an anxiety disorder as I feel some months it’s stronger than other months or I don’t even really have anxiety sometimes. As of lately it’s getting worse. What are some things to combat anxiety? I feel like I keep telling myself it’s in my head, but my body reacts otherwise and it’s a strain on my mental health.",2.6033866804336623,4.466303979865773,4.481342281879197,83.3478471863707,76.31543624161074,8.611461022199277,25.55549819308209,9.265573868473778,2.227677955601445,579,21,118,15,13,197,94,149,0.226,0.7140000000000001,0.06,-0.9695,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,5,6,0,1,4,0,10,5,4,1,3,23,22,14,0,2,6,0,4,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,12,5,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,5,17,4,15,18,3,17,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,4,9,76,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716214423933829,0.0993983194355146,0.10342303585021076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6655950188744371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13806324249922272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14245234088565284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164190777040208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717385478762285,0.0,0.18854120144284006,0.08879606270675103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987756121657834,0.1192346734448568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756208358584573,0.13211931126469842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425946021534946,0.0,0.0,0.11047872115299742,0.0,0.0,0.06830904282919968,0.0,0.14020968421367316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0607240465326221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525968802281198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19842147330748264,0.0,0.09137080744489684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042623830463598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962628165312825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823259533018884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281774932847146,0.13971229979806246,0.0,0.12670265714066106,0.0,0.0,0.12293050386862392,0.0,0.0879763334772709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714615738517185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863892909225643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16515157321449345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13519679560478584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266667814233298,0.08829529342265054,0.0,0.0,0.08004162527547762
anxiety,PaintTheMoon333,2019/02/08,"Trigger warning for one of the most recent posts on r/justunsubbed I saw someone post a warning like this before, I’m not sure if it worse to inform others of these things (because I’d definitely be tempted to look) or helpful.

There are some very ignorant and belittling comments regarding depression and anxiety. 
",5.701428571428572,8.436793428571429,6.267285714285716,70.07771428571431,70.07142857142857,9.48,37.98571428571428,9.888512548439397,4.729961428571428,256,15,37,7,5,83,50,56,0.265,0.615,0.12,-0.8251,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,11,5,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,2,1,2,6,3,2,4,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,4,2,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21478357334267828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711510342766345,0.0,0.2389093533079787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418214887439441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18819008740797685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716703299420066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235770918060134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902528479536102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5377883074366497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772204258538701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378902952007619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26461660170429097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865270233595744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316595765272477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861223449170037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,inadequate_thought,2019/02/08,"Anyone else hate being set up for a response? ""Hey inadequate thought don't you get too loud on us or something like that.""

Im the opposite of witty. I can barely even respond much less something jokey. I hate these situations so my innate response is always to passively suggest they fuck off, then feel bad about it later.

It is what is is.

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anxiety,Whiskey_Sweet,2019/02/08,"Got my driver's permit I had it in high school, but never drove because every time I got behind the wheel, I had a panic attack. Well, today I went and got my permit and will be going out to practice later! I'm super nervous, but excited. Also got 100% on the test, so I'm pretty proud of that haha. ",2.0652380952380938,3.3171218730158722,4.870031746031747,82.5888571428572,76.30158730158729,5.674920634920635,18.949206349206353,5.6839178017228535,0.07854539682539707,230,4,44,1,5,83,48,63,0.13699999999999998,0.562,0.301,0.9372,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,3,8,1,2,3,1,4,0,0,2,1,8,13,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,1,0,8,0,6,5,6,3,0,11,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,29,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17196383165191825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446339532232732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13108366015212206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18117670421823756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220964435284365,0.0,0.6879342128446644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22719683843156085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16584865339924476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252297856594799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21876843559121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21762743149828453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538894389710256,0.0,0.20382853425556427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19334276170293546,0.19934008602328884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ClementineCarson,2019/02/08,"I have tickets to a concert and I don't think my partner wants to go to it at all because it'd make them anxious, should I still ask? Basically my partner has anxiety that can be triggered badly by loud concerts and lots of people in a space. They love music and I have an extra ticket to Elton John. I am almost certain they wouldn't go, they had anxiety issues after we saw a movie in a theater last month. I just don't want to skip asking them but I also don't want asking them to make it seem like I am ignoring their anxiety and pressuring them to come. What do you think?",3.928750000000001,4.521145708333332,5.501666666666669,82.33500000000002,71.08333333333334,8.0,28.333333333333336,8.07648339933343,1.822833333333334,455,16,92,6,8,155,76,120,0.153,0.784,0.063,-0.758,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,1,8,0,3,6,0,1,5,0,15,1,0,3,2,24,31,6,0,5,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,3,0,2,5,6,0,1,3,4,0,3,4,3,0,0,2,4,20,3,13,25,3,11,0,0,1,1,16,4,0,3,5,68,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17750590993659612,0.0,0.0,0.14175925025107367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.406823136514909,0.20025969109565467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4971582697213645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480093862024836,0.10805947509325622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15269863328492128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014882709984815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850192495914244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14449513756955326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866030266664664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070488889943476,0.15998914068366932,0.0,0.23665235231031645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414917246565243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289365933493487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16137596051896022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156455109948687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271693000131147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136675619429778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,impassiondovercoming,2019/02/08,"Sometimes when I get antsy/angry Hey everyone. I’m brand new here. I don’t mean to be clogging up the subreddit at all, I’m at just a bit of a low point right now because I’m fixated on something and confused. I’m not behaving badly and freaking out. I’m laying in my bed and I’m trying to stay calm, okay, so:

Sometimes I can’t tell if my best friend cares enough or not about our communication. 

**background:** I send her things all the time and sometimes she’ll just ignore them and it discourages me from sending her other things. Also she sometime prefers ambiguity as far as plans go because she’s never exactly of when she’s sure she can see me. Her bf is extremely controlling, watches her every text and openly says he doesn’t want her to see me. 9/10 times if she’s home she sends me very brief texts and it agitates me because I feel like I’m having a one-sided conversation. I’ll bring this up, and she’ll just say it’s because he’s home. It frustrates me and it makes her miserable.

I’m not sure if she cares enough to make plans that are for certain because her boyfriend does these unhealthy behaviors and she reinforces them maybe unknowingly. 

Background: her boyfriend hates me. Just outright. And I don’t know what I did to him. I haven’t done anything. All I’ve ever done is been supportive and kind to him, so I can only attribute it to mental illness or something else. I can’t tell what it is. In addition to this she basically says “idk” as far as when she’ll see me next because her schedule seems to revolve around being in fear of when he’s home and he controls who he goes out to see or not. And she doesn’t have a say in seeing me or not. He treats her poorly if she sees me and he knows it. He just won’t talk to her. So there’s a never ending cycle of me being frustrated and her giving into him being mean. 

Guys, I’m at a tipping point and I feel like I should just give up on her. I don’t want to give up on her because she’s great, but I’m upset and it’s causing me to be very frustrated. What do I do? ",1.4134209344115014,3.484232655660377,3.1249730458221023,90.63880503144657,80.93396226415095,6.019227313566938,23.30278526504941,7.1686216300943375,0.8235841868823002,1602,56,345,21,42,531,188,424,0.085,0.835,0.08,-0.6978,0,0,2,0,0,0,44.0,1,0,2,5,20,28,4,4,8,1,32,1,0,6,10,76,69,39,0,8,20,0,2,2,2,5,1,4,4,1,20,24,0,4,8,0,1,6,16,13,0,0,4,13,63,15,42,55,7,46,0,3,7,0,62,25,0,12,16,220,83,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06253615634779168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06435157121166482,0.06961418373830193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529336251500871,0.3336880628337474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206560905620977,0.0,0.08537366119038499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594593172900992,0.08033248464372476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17541490206123328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06843295806905109,0.16005059133641672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06532569434261386,0.0,0.0692615953896107,0.1616020899542225,0.0,0.0,0.07073597503476252,0.06588649829868409,0.07472302652883034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799624080255672,0.07908008987401573,0.11173155626841803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06041678266180212,0.0,0.0408560402250013,0.22504841801061515,0.04444260954784438,0.0,0.0,0.08621528610002642,0.0,0.07742985454476035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720587143518742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23532159075831274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143280346889317,0.08595286130780469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640870569241875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439762116362164,0.0,0.0785619643187736,0.170364482032468,0.0,0.0,0.07880675929689197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062463623210605,0.07552561807528692,0.0831661145181839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052990042684113864,0.05947428582855314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784771271397135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678199319361078,0.0,0.2487497012028829,0.0,0.0,0.3738895276190653,0.07118993843375182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040367674634354,0.30936544012008016,0.0,0.0,0.08335032147057972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873992897004662,0.14740431136835927,0.0,0.0,0.06285384063188877,0.13669971673067507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390461994003483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119757945037872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05309236508788327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904564615354192,0.09224824792811301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kinda-guy-kinda-sly,2019/02/08,"Social anxiety and doctors appointments Does anyone else have trouble at appointments, like having high blood pressure/heart rate? Every time I go (I’m sick, so I’ve been a lot recently) they think I have a high blood pressure issue, when in reality I just get to nervous and anxious that it goes up, but they don’t believe me. This is my university doctor, my usual doctor is aware of my anxiety and overlooks it or takes the measurements again after I’ve calmed down. How do I get the new doctor to realize I don’t have a medical condition? ",4.679903846153849,6.403784875,6.0453846153846165,74.8746153846154,70.44230769230771,9.430769230769233,31.26923076923077,9.827888789773867,3.3565807692307708,433,19,75,11,8,146,72,104,0.126,0.8220000000000001,0.052000000000000005,-0.504,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,0,5,5,0,2,5,0,10,8,2,1,0,10,16,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,11,2,8,15,1,14,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,8,49,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384026905043947,0.17603146750369275,0.0,0.10895248416434723,0.15965529643125134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17555500285430226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6379506635087198,0.13635852776940066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016703876930932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128448866442902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16281831599175356,0.0,0.08855570443205893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18464663196864176,0.0,0.3292633110682216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16263487596439793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612544387216577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247200476443813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15697156127332584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504912600625648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538527699250368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588381632214517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715672877289672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998427218036464,0.0,0.0,0.090859492420587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17161295540052446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cupcakecrossing,2019/02/08,"Connecting with my inner child to help ease anxiety My therapist recommended that I should try connecting with my inner child to deal with my trauma I had as a kid but it's incredibly painful for me. I just completed a meditation where I'm supposed to sit and communicate with my inner child and it was really difficult. I ended up crying almost the entire 20 minute meditation and now I'm a complete mess. I want to work on this but every time I do I just end up crying. Next I'm supposed to write my inner child a letter  which I'm sure will just end up with me crying as well. I feel like I'm grieving the fact that I can never go back and have a normal happy childhood. I also just feel terrible for myself as a kid, I went through a lot of shit. 

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Does anyone else have experience with this? Will I eventually be able to communicate with my inner child without breaking down? I've had such success with my cognitive behavioral therapy so far but this has been a huge road block for me. ",4.600367965367965,5.775051186868688,6.195411255411256,75.83454545454549,69.95959595959596,9.495526695526696,28.78932178932179,9.784248007369934,2.7688776334776333,797,29,150,19,14,273,110,198,0.201,0.6709999999999999,0.128,-0.9652,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,11,12,1,0,10,0,13,2,1,0,3,32,23,12,1,3,8,0,2,1,0,3,1,0,0,7,8,12,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,7,1,0,5,2,24,5,28,14,1,27,0,1,0,0,11,14,1,2,10,103,32,2,0.1367213497407682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369066824073271,0.0,0.0,0.10933601399162918,0.0,0.14813752532254576,0.1661314048324995,0.0,0.0,0.10459145832889699,0.0,0.0,0.09559874666846577,0.1400871797910276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513027864538348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28669946794132445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4505459482507221,0.0,0.14095370816841085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196457745070634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142131440079966,0.0,0.36328360447124536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151936339000592,0.0,0.0,0.1337397148166046,0.0,0.0,0.13826084489169285,0.09767375957302217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770189380241975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14554241912221574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164143876887347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06679514542121028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623560234786667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544793352393536,0.0,0.14540470651920218,0.0,0.13395789405478442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548115569606918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758719759417996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14034250077030955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288582540999621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563527788123487,0.15874402484614253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972331851781161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282482184888036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064179440513063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292891299096945,0.12674206096228116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13179450223735742,0.0,0.09953477095469566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661314048324995,0.0
anxiety,JordanWilliams123,2019/02/08,"Looking for advice on how to cope with anxiety on nights out and the build up too it.. I'll try and make this as short as possible
So I have Social anxiety disorder (SAD) and general anxiety and I'm from the UK

I turned 18 two months ago and around half my friendship group is 18 so they all go out to nightclubs etc.. I get asked most of the time because they would like me to come but I always end up worrying about going out and say ""maybe another time"" or something of the sort.  Some of my worries about going out include - embarrassment from being sick or needing the toilet, or dancing in a bad way, getting home (I live in a different village to my friends so I have to travel 10miles further which i think is far) and everywhere being to crowded for me to cope.

I know my anxiety holds me back, I don't want it to control my life and make it so I never get invited out on nights again by my friends so I'm looking for some advice on the matter and how people cope with going out 

Thanks in advance ",4.6096832579185545,5.026097705882356,5.627058823529413,82.66907239819005,69.49019607843138,8.825942684766215,31.378582202111613,8.841846274778883,2.4356165912518857,788,32,161,13,13,261,115,204,0.134,0.789,0.078,-0.8788,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,2,13,7,0,1,8,0,8,2,0,5,2,42,29,22,0,3,4,0,0,1,2,1,2,1,1,0,5,19,0,2,2,2,0,8,2,3,0,2,0,3,21,4,39,26,5,38,0,1,2,0,9,19,0,7,11,112,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440776011383383,0.11070539762670738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039165586196095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130955627076635,0.3821549493422902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117651754343988,0.1167531270517514,0.0,0.0,0.09603092105220068,0.10427600056920693,0.07613037372452469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075796824773832,0.0,0.0,0.1400721583528489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048105003179356,0.14313210698614753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106134204470027,0.0,0.13928278155238308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929758315566477,0.0,0.19574598288356546,0.0,0.2839061981188544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527253096218854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863500568375046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821186541534712,0.061013814661816074,0.0,0.11027811406874652,0.0,0.20974840357996866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672699926243345,0.0,0.12546646581632795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968415881839676,0.0,0.0,0.09260263612018699,0.0963210818979353,0.0,0.0,0.2343972648487301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865813960827476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079210032904216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993156998854955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273072675712889,0.0,0.09614464151735416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497980133068915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002298592424133,0.0,0.0,0.14564602710561927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479054039914179,0.13584193908207984,0.1219971215374778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366199245175271,0.09913003145833588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536590130001826,0.0,0.08871662835424095,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,doggyduck,2019/02/08,"wish me luck- gonna go get my hair cut after anxiety making me put it off for over a month i dunno if this is a common thing but i have so much anxiety over haircuts. i have to call to make an appointment, i have a hard time explaining what i want done, i wear glasses and have horrible vision so i can't see what they're doing til it's done, and i'm so bad at small talk but i'm also way too scared to just sit and not talk??? it's a  l o t  for me to handle

but my head is so shaggy, and i know i'll feel a million times better when it's over, so this is my big goal for today. wish me luck",-0.14772506082724846,1.0497444890511003,2.7296532846715347,95.82664537712894,82.21167883211679,6.0265206812652075,17.25608272506083,6.816661863887847,-0.3190530413625305,453,8,118,5,12,161,85,137,0.159,0.7090000000000001,0.132,-0.6934,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,9,6,1,1,6,0,11,3,3,2,0,21,25,16,0,4,6,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,2,4,15,3,14,22,1,19,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,4,8,75,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634640198451593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799916156797043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15279878450475987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16185014169806053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18686520751205027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745485739052117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253116355050044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561084075923916,0.0,0.10400408950556482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393358764894975,0.0,0.1878125512428584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057295432992763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244310125938498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607021959689942,0.0,0.134527313861234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839672647335709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18321663738538627,0.0,0.14582867017077428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941796862675241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215782050404962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134195384192533,0.0,0.1734642239797216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793915042183147,0.14525823997919307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4208858719468819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ResDuh,2019/02/08,"How I managed my anxiety Like for some, the main problem from anxiety is the physiological symptoms that trick you into thinking its something a lot worse. For starters I had anxiety chest pains almost everyday, each day thinking it was angina. It look a good month of viscous cycles of re reading the same articles to finally realise, and more importantly accept. That if this was a heart condition I surely would be dead by now. Sounds sinister, but this really helped. Admitting that suffer of a heart condition whom had repeated chest pains would be on the brink of a heart attack, and that unless us, the GAD suffers, are super human, we would have had a heart attack by now! 

The best piece of advice I can give anyone is the next time your freaking out and gunna google away, say out loud (not in your head) ""God I hope this is a fucking heart attack so I can be done with this"". It won't solve your anxiety but you'll laugh and suddenly notice, shit, I'm okay again. The app Headspace worked wonders also, it won't ever solve it fully (for you'll be a walking mush of relaxation) but it but teaches you too live with it and more importantly make you notice the triggers of an attack. 

Anxiety makes us stronger, makes us work harder, forces us to worry and over think. Take it in its stride and use it to your benefit. Don't let it constrain you, and realise that the greatest minds to ever live have suffered with anxiety. How else do you think they got all that bloody work done xD. In the least cringe way possible, harness its powers :) 

I really hope this helped someone, it surely helped me just by writing this, so thank you reddit! ",5.018972459108067,6.589224488745984,5.353574723892077,80.7638109883965,69.38585209003216,8.366895009087097,28.63427932336083,8.841846274778883,2.2850309240877955,1300,47,237,23,23,413,172,311,0.194,0.623,0.183,0.6053,1,0,1,1,0,1,40.0,5,12,1,6,12,28,7,0,20,1,29,13,9,7,5,56,48,19,1,7,8,0,0,1,0,7,3,3,0,1,27,16,0,1,7,2,0,1,4,14,0,0,8,4,27,14,31,28,12,26,0,3,1,1,27,10,2,7,15,170,54,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202051634078292,0.0,0.0,0.0738016761377037,0.0,0.0,0.05893927858678288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382899124555636,0.0,0.0,0.05153399101298285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353856117837131,0.06924523872990737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734546024315685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047531544249452634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508449981846305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061568371364581126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13333494036618426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073668617232048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06813609845628721,0.0,0.07070145325675962,0.0,0.06181754765227724,0.05894603799929137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756392786545478,0.0,0.0,0.43668475966532105,0.14820222795315444,0.0,0.0,0.14640497419060733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536505294726367,0.0,0.03600696184632079,0.0,0.13016002581600847,0.0,0.0618909242676569,0.0,0.0,0.0626586089832023,0.0,0.0,0.1475895106985753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441777736575493,0.0,0.05882804940407831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838266818489276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16781990654943513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15684775860503253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308767142179364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052263994402669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372171442733698,0.0,0.09443048179960543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0586106054233594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565380745543138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062447270280067774,0.056739223043696815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389260914008734,0.07660435860293911,0.055414558502270575,0.0,0.0,0.0678546873779165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889004722601659,0.0,0.0,0.04297609459536242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35461661707039444,0.0636546653582248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058501034238376826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992642531285643,0.16096729833647244,0.0748477246808576,0.07510839982404495,0.15706686772452458,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kremdia,2019/02/08,"Lost and overwhelmed. Kind of looking for advice but also ranting also basically my first reddit post so I apologize in advance if I messed anything up.

I'm 21M in college with a major that's pretty stressful on its own. Usually I can handle that. Sometimes I get a feeling that I'm lost and my anxiety spikes up on what I'm going to do with my life. Take that and throw in my social anxiety to the max. I haven't been on a first date or dated in years, yet here comes this girl that is in a similar program here at school and Idk what it is but I've never felt like I needed to go on a first date like I do now. In comes my anxiety though, where I'm over thinking everything I say not to mention I'm awful at talking to girls, worrying about wasting my time on something that may never even get started. I'm also the type to where if I get rejected, I find it awkward to talk to them and I've found we have mutual friends which makes that kind of worse. I'm just lost on what to do and how to calm down.

TL:DR- college student feeling lost and confused with the social anxiety bearing down from a desired relationship. ",3.787025862068969,4.588297961206899,5.2727586206896575,83.08560344827588,71.54310344827587,8.041379310344826,30.017241379310345,8.278499904357787,2.109184482758621,885,36,180,13,16,299,127,232,0.228,0.69,0.083,-0.988,0,1,1,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,1,8,15,16,0,4,9,1,10,1,0,2,2,34,38,18,0,4,7,0,3,2,1,1,1,1,0,2,15,13,0,0,6,0,0,6,4,10,0,3,7,5,18,6,37,30,2,42,0,6,1,0,13,21,0,5,16,122,33,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561581858695362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25929778642850165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307276670501659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894172024037429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18620498030433452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138669493321091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713652457485276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929832943820053,0.0,0.10377502012127696,0.0,0.09878437176007833,0.2758017560562433,0.0,0.11850559273571028,0.08350336254657678,0.0,0.1694040921488575,0.0,0.12285021393355035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251001331637044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07634103524021138,0.10560615067612096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076109089112756,0.0,0.4719341290046177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07214512280325096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014093199482134,0.16671795960606098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351203162171646,0.10995756209179623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603889329651827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595060663512251,0.0,0.10938406972277237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22035059692330028,0.0,0.08320628332338663,0.10689519272457478,0.0,0.07650051717273255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238067910752207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126370449996018,0.17374334780814735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06925414806392466,0.10618935172969056,0.0,0.06302308898873152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903630838879595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976183056137434,0.110144102447662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696008288467951
anxiety,Fractorification,2019/02/08,"A question for any psychotherapy patients here. So I've been seeing this psychotherapist for 4 weeks now, but the experience has not been a pleasant one.

My first concern is that the Doctor is a little too old for me. The man looks to be around his 80's and as such, his hearing isn't as good as it used to be. He needs hearing aids, and I find myself constantly repeating my words over and over every 2 minutes when he can't understand me. The age gaps also lead to some awkward situations where I'll make some small jokes but he doesn't get them, and when he jokes around with me, I don't get them either but I fake a chuckle out of courtesy. I'm 20 years old, but there's not much there to springboard an enjoyable conversation with a man that just has a different mindset.

But, regarding the actual therapy, not much has come from it. Every session so far involves him just asking me the most basic of questions: *""How did you feel this week? What do you want to talk about? Do anything interesting this week? You exercise?""* And when we do discuss this stuff, it doesn't go anywhere meaningful. Like, I told him that I like to write fiction, so he asked me about some famous Canadian author I didn't know about. So he kept insisting: ""*You really don't know who she is?""* And this went on for most of the session, bringing up this author I don't know to tell me about her work and stuff, but I didn't care. At one point he got stuck in his tablet trying to research her, but his wi-fi wasn't working. This took like a good 5 minutes. The session ended with him telling me to look for a book club to join to meet new people with similar tastes, which isn't bad advice, but it's not like I haven't tried that countless times already.

That's how most of the sessions go though, him asking me basic questions to gather info, and telling me the most basic advice that I've been following before. *""Go to social events, go to the gym, join a club, etc.""* Again, I've been trying to do this already, but we're not dealing with the root of the anxiety problems I have for not going through with this stuff.

He also made me buy a psychotherapy book called ""Mind over Mood"" and constantly insists that I read it and do the exercises. Now, the book itself is actually pretty good and has some genuine advice for mental health, but that's where I'm getting most of my valuable info from. The doctor has done nothing to help me so far, and I don't know when this therapy is supposed to start. He seems to rely on his patients reading the book for help, but his sessions do nothing to supplement it.

Now, I've held back from leaving this place because I'm hoping that the sessions will get better, that maybe things will start to kick in and we'll get to the mindful side of things. There's also the fact that I've never been to a psychotherapist before so I'm not sure if this is how things are supposed to go, in that we start slow, but it gets progressively in depth. But, so far I don't see that happening. If he's just going to insist on me reading this book for help, I might as well save my time and money for traveling to that clinic and just read the damn book at home.

So, my question for any of you that have been to a psychotherapist before, how have your experiences been? Where there any procedures or exercises that you did? And how far into the therapy did it take for it to start helping? Did you guys have to buy and read a book? What do you usually do in your sessions? Is everything I've described about my experience normal? Or is it just me?",4.682465741074648,5.430582557909607,5.31822695035461,83.76385683375406,69.46610169491525,8.285418920543336,28.199423007573024,8.399286722034276,1.8125706455102781,2793,93,569,40,47,902,275,708,0.066,0.8370000000000001,0.097,0.9755,1,0,0,0,0,0,89.0,3,10,2,6,49,26,1,1,36,0,58,8,0,10,3,110,114,59,0,7,30,0,1,4,0,4,7,2,1,3,50,30,1,2,15,21,3,14,22,5,1,3,23,8,62,20,85,85,13,77,0,0,4,0,69,31,1,20,36,390,112,25,0.0,0.0,0.11487998357358233,0.0,0.0,0.17255530427008084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990948587483014,0.14121372168283486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200828017430302,0.0,0.0450286188043812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04843771133187051,0.10479780595966053,0.16508168933928358,0.0,0.0,0.045260591233323065,0.04914660179759341,0.035881210841587234,0.0,0.15025951051306854,0.0,0.0,0.05205790406448463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06010381544058231,0.0,0.06001286553415883,0.0,0.0,0.05070366898774992,0.0,0.12721598515129873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06068326128717722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06149737401741235,0.0,0.12049376281098086,0.0,0.06023539282474628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05213350817545615,0.0,0.0656457417320395,0.0,0.0,0.09918611543336936,0.0,0.052900606424318285,0.17273249843825125,0.0,0.0,0.02976196612835472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05379802493681473,0.05006726430360105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18451512949755425,0.0,0.2341650368602521,0.14810982045582152,0.04707663889529628,0.0,0.0,0.05828179284965115,0.05205072074314348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06256665020701499,0.13268158838067767,0.0,0.15781355299713073,0.0,0.05904253291042959,0.0584624033809469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939419522428275,0.0,0.0,0.062325459198470975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502633921393204,0.05899433589437445,0.0,0.0,0.09885708324212188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05569584353645456,0.0392902748327989,0.0,0.05913393686722726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059318195126385975,0.06244237862762065,0.11886596457866475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865394361174644,0.04364479705745666,0.04539734772057545,0.056848465664638234,0.0,0.0,0.057671429805124325,0.1129577222504826,0.0,0.12352975127873432,0.0,0.07977167744837729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040806910249059566,0.0,0.06149737401741235,0.0,0.05564281255823121,0.0,0.0,0.059882950734079926,0.0,0.05632217138372988,0.0,0.0,0.2637518369911928,0.0,0.2943853943906814,0.0,0.03770796005358591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380943188500786,0.05358498048549039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06616239902711801,0.0,0.06000153008470335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16664890031526688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021458037679194,0.0,0.0,0.05547593748448764,0.0,0.04425625960111218,0.047310362922031585,0.15434171909423394,0.0,0.2019385652126959,0.0,0.11731419820696215,0.0,0.05783078123180195,0.0,0.06864482007833309,0.0,0.0,0.0562443514695583,0.06539690367139529,0.11988857174572035,0.0,0.0,0.06127653322371391,0.0,0.050837135060817815,0.06482724112109832,0.0,0.03471783143659128,0.0,0.14164459275774433,0.0,0.052923242983198615,0.05456487595388504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570323677879348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037904650899810384
anxiety,Longhorns1212,2019/02/08,Going on 9 hours now The worst place to have an anxiety attack is at Uni right? Started at like 2 AM and didn’t sleep at all. Been in class at Uni for about 3 hours now and have another 2 left and I can’t do anything but stare at the wall. Fuuuuuuuck someone send me a nurses pass ,1.5796721311475397,2.8836381147540986,4.063081967213115,87.66183606557377,77.68852459016394,6.847213114754098,22.036065573770493,7.554174236665415,0.6046760655737704,219,6,52,3,5,77,48,61,0.105,0.8640000000000001,0.031,-0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,4,0,8,1,1,0,1,5,10,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,2,1,2,1,10,8,2,19,0,0,1,0,1,11,0,0,6,32,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873231551144289,0.20961673858307295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254867091954229,0.0,0.0,0.31172569231882674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572607764367988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5396888941817601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977124374844232,0.0,0.0,0.1338673421336914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862819094886191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23400286263731224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274207675587184,0.0,0.2321676050197255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939455389710012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Rototolescargot,2019/02/08,"Thinking about taking a break from university So I'm in my first year of master, which means I only have 1 year and a half left (hopefully) before graduating. I did a double bachelor and it was very stressful but I did it and was thinking that my anxiety would get better this year, with less classes and less competition. It did at first but now with the exams coming up I'm going through a very hard time, I'm crying almost everyday and feeling I'll never succeed, that I'm too stupid to do anything. The thing is that for this past 3 years and a half I've been worrying constantly, about my exams, about finding a job or an internship for the summer, about not studying enough, about what I'm going to do with my future, and it feels like a tunnel without end. I just want one year without exams, I guess. 

Here's the thing, it seems like a good idea and the opportunity to find an internship or a job related to my studies that will help me gain experience, or even volunteer or something but it feels a lot more stress than just applying for the second year of master (in my country there is a selection for the final year), I have to do adminstrative stuff at my uni so that they let me take a break while still being a student, I have to look for internships, maybe abroad, which means emails to send, etc. And I already feel overwhelmed with the tiniest tasks so I don't know if I can do it (I know it's ridiculous but I can take months to send an administrative paper for example). And if I don't do anything I'll feel like a failure. 

Did any of you take a break from school to get some rest? How did it go? I know it won't solve everything but I really feel I need some time to think without constantly worrying. 

",4.968036469344611,5.501631020348839,5.875623678646934,80.78734672304441,68.73837209302326,9.161522198731502,29.299154334038054,9.218907990703514,2.313120930232558,1357,47,274,25,22,448,169,344,0.115,0.7929999999999999,0.092,-0.8044,2,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,1,8,17,13,2,3,26,0,27,0,0,1,1,61,62,26,0,6,17,0,7,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,23,15,0,0,18,0,0,6,8,5,0,6,8,8,27,8,40,49,10,40,0,1,1,0,6,7,0,13,27,195,50,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723697844741846,0.0,0.0961378553030879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05924382883779115,0.0,0.06664570812457095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338283773127727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741317540303243,0.0,0.0,0.0770495736262954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504520489253055,0.0,0.1882891290093996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569600374504543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716147333911394,0.09001709594909403,0.0971605849626636,0.05754120152003987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829683585641951,0.08521898576366073,0.0,0.0,0.2642995535466929,0.12447549687018125,0.0,0.09543447954202326,0.1592501641319938,0.1482065571617704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910320428176589,0.0,0.1485350090099586,0.07307118692198535,0.0,0.0,0.09597127305583272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07804140854534615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05839395183783064,0.0,0.0,0.08652870941731879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834661636038326,0.0,0.0,0.17290410024010247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363478156072562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465492282610903,0.08908496180197402,0.0,0.12768565914479674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315792145905027,0.0,0.0,0.07406536013103232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752262897139051,0.1897960098137168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06953746237946794,0.0,0.0,0.06459754891625448,0.06719145437169724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05903401073579779,0.06625783732684733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831648328838199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05581058816442645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816896208584615,0.0,0.07930976041728713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706837346824866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06957325363192482,0.0,0.19958877551268972,0.0,0.09973027964763848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26201023601230106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157558314418554,0.16746679028521855,0.0,0.0,0.10159944419079422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14376440694432613,0.05138497520194843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519384872017014,0.0,0.0,0.17694691195465975,0.0,0.06188675592733951,0.0,0.0,0.3927119368206577
anxiety,Abi_Mc_Ta_Da,2019/02/08,"Public Bathroom & Limited Access to a Toilet - The Phobia Hi All,

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Just wanted to share my experience in living with and eventually getting successful help for a phobia that was ruining my life. Some might relate, some might laugh, but it was a phobia of using public toilets or being out of instant access of a toilet that slowly ate away at my life. 

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When I was younger, I outright refused to use public toilets. I found it a huge invasion of my privacy and couldn't wrap my head around why people would choose to use a toilet so close to one another. You can see feet under the stool gaps, and even hear others. And worse - they can hear you using the toilet. Madness.

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During my teen years I started not going to school. I couldn't use the toilets, which would result in me fearing having an accident (Never did.) I started having panic attacks when I needed the toilet and didn't have access to one when not at home. I started just not leaving the house, and missed out on social activities due to lack of toilet access. 

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I went to private hypnotherapy, which maybe helped a tiny bit, but not much. I was able to use public bathrooms now sometimes at least, which made going outside more likely. However, I still had panic attacks and dreaded doing what others found automatically easy.

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At university, the panic attacks continued and my social life got constantly interrupted due to my phobia. I couldn't sit with friends in lectures because of the cinema seats - I'd be blocked in. No easy toilet access. I'd sit in silence and have panic attacks. I eventually moved to the back of the lecture hall and sat on my own, right next to the toilet door. Only then could I relax and listen to the teacher. 

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I finally went to NHS free CBT for my phobia. Over many sessions, I learnt all about anxiety, which I hadn't thought of being involved in my phobia. CBT opened my eyes to a lot of anxiety-based problems I personally dealt with; with a toilet phobia being one extreme example. 

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Through learning techniques and becoming more self-aware and in control of my own thinking, and with small steps to test myself, my mindset changed. I was eventually able to complete any task the CBT lady gave me, whereas I couldn't do so prior starting treatment .  

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So if any one of you suffer from toilet phobia or any type of phobia, please don't be embarrassed. The irrational ones are hard to talk about, but if it is negatively impacting your life - help is out there. 

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I can now not base my life on fear :)",6.2232433811802235,7.680779943157897,6.46911004784689,74.31946730462523,66.41052631578947,8.283891547049441,32.28867623604466,8.575989854853784,2.7960456140350884,2063,85,331,30,33,662,231,475,0.228,0.701,0.071,-0.9981,1,0,0,0,0,0,96.0,0,4,1,3,17,24,5,8,24,0,36,9,3,9,3,76,67,28,0,13,14,0,1,1,1,4,5,3,2,1,12,25,1,4,6,2,1,6,15,17,0,5,19,6,44,8,63,34,13,56,0,3,2,0,25,27,0,9,22,240,56,8,0.08574144000831471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4645040721330686,0.4688335551527189,0.08746067910737068,0.04495368789129581,0.032795983460859615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0381640299241534,0.0,0.1950865320912652,0.040278452661711366,0.032964937431577725,0.0,0.026133593002897408,0.04734734206318157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046803722825406235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0453515373097852,0.0,0.044949134274778216,0.046328018222191285,0.048083157855975764,0.03422878150108374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02831570623935608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04193579041027317,0.0,0.09648295754860778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0469627782603156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401106339954801,0.033121811929792966,0.0,0.022398181778456608,0.0,0.04872883626898563,0.0,0.034287631102128666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038403744456152654,0.0,0.04399772692728608,0.0,0.09663683438742078,0.0,0.08620601982837983,0.0,0.0430028276290212,0.0,0.0,0.04946705495174972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0453939024410994,0.0,0.0,0.15140428688375235,0.020944468310319868,0.0,0.0378556311916714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03644715307607941,0.0,0.04056531183857817,0.0,0.04346418125864004,0.04306940046058898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095811824141174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04556479075599113,0.03151491197132092,0.03178809567016195,0.03306454216326135,0.0,0.045593497082135864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525154688885653,0.0326051143917919,0.0,0.2011982116489632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0297211593238282,0.03743305910687375,0.0,0.047059176728965715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041021489226775516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03661136064191591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04338745740271453,0.03416241335248338,0.0,0.04472351072095457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740260041432749,0.0,0.0,0.04240023828558368,0.0,0.12137646509330992,0.0,0.03423661237368668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03445786082533018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027469826334860382,0.0,0.03403456297740723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221592247226352,0.0,0.0,0.02528626140050681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948317389443685,0.03868415668981532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043688926232310965,0.06090825893981296,0.0,0.4688335551527189,0.02760733811091015
anxiety,scottjoe345,2019/02/08,"Anxiety from untrue stereotypes about... my manhood Hi, this is extremely difficult to talk about to anyone, but my friend group never fails to talk about dick sizes and ultimately faces always turn to me. I am Asian, but my manhood is decently above the 50 percentile mark (I have done a ton of research on what actually is average and what isn't due to my insecurities about it). I have tried telling one of my closest friends that it isn't true, but the entire group doesn't believe me because a few have seen it flaccid (when I was blackout drunk once and also with one person I slept with but she couldn't get it erect because I was so drunk that time too). I realize it can be hard to believe that what I have can grow to what it does, but it does. And I haven't had any woman complain once I am actually erect. So I'm not even anxious about the reality, I'm just anxious because people make so many assumptions about me. And the worst is the person who tried to sleep with me. She asked me out, I rejected her, and I know that she likes to look down on me in that regard because it makes her feel better. I haven't said anything to her because I don't think she would believe me and because I still feel bad for rejecting her.

I know I'm not supposed to care, and I really don't. But it hurts when people stereotype me, or women are skeptical to be with me because of my race. And it feels like there's nothing I can say to fix it because if I try to talk about it all, everyone thinks I'm lying or insecure. It feels like catch-22 and I don't know what to do or if there is anything I can do. Frankly, it makes it hard to be around these people because it gets brought up so much.

This probably sounds really ranty, I just needed to vent, and I just feel like I need someone to believe me. The best solution is just to stop caring what people think, and I'm working on it. Everyone gets stereotyped about something, and it sucks that it has to be this, but I'll have to deal with it like everyone else. H

Hope this helps anyone who might be dealing with similar issues.

TLDR: Friend group saw my tiny flaccid penis when I was drunk. Everyone thinks I have a tiny dick even though it's more than average when erect. And they continue to make that assumption and look/poke fun at me whenever penis size is brought up... Body shaming sucks. It really can wreak havoc on an anxious mind.",4.781818977708936,5.36185612526096,5.389364940400029,83.94451478214022,69.1670146137787,8.685864367970908,30.06539160886255,8.748949900417786,2.1738750218869956,1880,70,387,30,31,607,204,479,0.163,0.7070000000000001,0.131,-0.9487,0,1,1,0,0,0,52.0,0,0,1,4,29,29,3,3,10,0,45,9,6,4,3,69,85,37,0,7,18,0,7,5,3,2,0,3,0,4,42,23,3,1,13,3,0,3,12,14,0,2,11,13,53,15,53,66,7,25,0,4,3,2,33,12,4,7,15,262,95,3,0.0,0.0,0.13547885452776018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05551147862336523,0.057759182211195574,0.0,0.0,0.047204859432596516,0.0,0.05310259896300658,0.2352589663465852,0.0,0.09707373789048757,0.0,0.11424593637733042,0.061794432183842236,0.06489403833891433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05795896820619894,0.38083490904194706,0.0,0.0,0.3128295873774844,0.07284719063163382,0.06139228952148153,0.0,0.07710487237805091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415472744090122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431284802183085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149178685868905,0.07103606536206797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05798766820411656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169644780296628,0.0,0.0,0.2653175975037229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17549258600741632,0.14877114919380496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16089052166418755,0.0,0.1088000607667151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436514629705875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04652768638174635,0.0,0.0,0.06894516517681598,0.0,0.0,0.07431063252433891,0.0,0.0,0.07245165377507802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444668256958924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16956431608518144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658292404803194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18534130186462008,0.07037633097319816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363878081546057,0.07008977640190937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05102831368861917,0.10294129451460893,0.053537443830174086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660595842946926,0.0,0.0,0.14785029321903287,0.0940753571534229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924956214437004,0.12122171778035998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484155295087286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13340786816964167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06602995126607482,0.05520192048619543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946554138620821,0.0,0.05881545197631353,0.0534393742614088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05543523641855564,0.058034391316560165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16738043242835354,0.060672128303764235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17791436846947278,0.06820028828356929,0.0,0.040476684032253636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413855213573904,0.07550403338591108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05053524550982959,0.0,0.0,0.04931071592769782,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawaysadpotato,2019/02/08,"Feeling so much anxiety at my friends house I feel horrible but I’m just so fucking uncomfortable. She’s so much less awkward than me and i was bombarded by all her friends who I didn’t know after getting 5 hours of sleep and it was so exhausting and stressful. I was ready to bail the whole time and didn’t know who to talk to. I felt really left out especially when they’d make inside jokes or talk about other people from their town. I feel like such an outsider who can’t behave like a normal person.

I went to the bathroom and cried. And then just laid down on my friends floor suicidal and panicking. All her friends are going to a kickback and she invited me but now I really don’t think I can handle doing this again. I feel so so embarrassed and frustrated and like a big loser for crying over it but I’m SO uncomfortable and don’t feel super welcome here and I’m here for 2 more days. I just sit or stand there silently and awkward and I heard her friend say “Sarah said to Jim she’s whack” and my friend told him to shh so I think they were talking about me and that just spiraled me into a full blown anxiety attack.

I was really excited to visit but now I feel so out of place. Like a fraud. My head hurts and I wanna vomit and I’m super scared to bail on hanging out tonight because she can’t just leave me at her house but I i don’t wanna be the reason she cancels ",1.5176079093320496,3.690545209790209,3.109353749698577,90.33548951048954,81.16783216783216,6.322449963829277,22.099831203279482,7.503015589744147,0.8587631058596576,1094,35,232,17,29,360,148,286,0.231,0.594,0.175,-0.9658,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,3,3,24,26,3,5,9,0,17,5,2,2,2,52,40,36,1,3,12,0,7,4,6,0,2,3,0,1,8,22,0,0,12,1,0,4,7,11,0,0,12,10,40,15,31,26,8,32,0,2,0,1,32,16,1,2,14,160,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16482504189048433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225574842975348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567070273395201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23667087153679486,0.06947640308131743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268266345339429,0.07696174128579174,0.10343689834742993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4993877416725996,0.09959388266228808,0.056284045488539054,0.0,0.06122497049749695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056120930983572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060915330433934,0.24860999867107905,0.1153263056603423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841027003782313,0.0,0.0,0.11406963722182975,0.1170480594998886,0.0,0.0,0.21052412535470344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191005817143359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15838667232062772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555171450860557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468584280191214,0.0940649568070267,0.11255405470696483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20704219651188632,0.11076353005333812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247511135038072,0.0856705607093811,0.10785569367414803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780697171623592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340340139855535,0.0,0.0,0.11783822791907925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25976588081752844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805700572362153,0.0,0.0,0.06281774594358168,0.0,0.0,0.10293983952013948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986602080689534,0.0,0.12027577218801735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,khornecuck,2019/02/08,"I have been a long time in denial about my anxiety, hoping to ignore the problem to make it go away, but it aint working! I get stress breathing, start to stutter, have problems adjusting volume of my voice. this happens in situations when i am scared of getting socially fucked or physically fucked. It really makes me feel like a coward, especially in the latter case. WHats funny is, i never had problems in the few fistfights in my life. i guess what really gives me anxiety is the whole verbal angle to all social and physical confrontations. im really bad with words and cant hold my own. it sucks so much. ",5.553275862068966,6.793242086206899,6.646034482758622,73.23991379310345,67.79310344827587,9.937931034482759,30.017241379310345,10.125756701596842,3.1957793103448284,486,18,84,12,8,163,83,116,0.327,0.5920000000000001,0.081,-0.9896,0,0,0,0,1,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,3,14,4,2,6,0,9,4,1,2,2,19,23,6,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,12,0,0,2,2,11,2,14,21,5,12,0,0,0,2,3,6,3,3,6,59,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380366511664489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14617259453741674,0.0,0.12990285754636394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866595664526065,0.11114643110954446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287662530325302,0.16256832758572934,0.1492465770883807,0.08841973754614395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17138898429656632,0.0,0.13757893963308027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15452611127602098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680531702730039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989080252789006,0.07600856219177518,0.0,0.0,0.13768346367199724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20770180593900148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436925067991295,0.0,0.11999293904827894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44660733835238375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990057247525595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15576278845108382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748785141064679,0.0,0.31718857174531084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012037234572533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17821644135227147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907199883387272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17369958896850876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326414188704975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pastfaded,2019/02/08,"I’m suffering bad I didn’t know how to word the title, but I have PTSD and severe anxiety and depression. It affects every aspect of my life. I’m posting here because I honestly don’t know where else to post and I honestly don’t have any one to talk to. My relationship is falling apart and I recently got kicked out of therapy for no shows. Therapy didn’t help because it’s hard to take someone seriously when she only can’t relate to anything you’re going through . My Doctor was from India and I could barley understand fuck all he said anyway.  I digress, I wake up in pain every day. I have nightmares every night. I’m beginning to resent my girl because every time I try to talk to her she turns it into a competition. I tell her I feel like shit and she’ll say she feels like shit as well. She’s a bartender so she’s on her feet a lot. She doesn’t sleep next to me because I thrash around in my bed.  I had a dog and he helped me but he died from cancer and I’ve been pretty fucked up since then.  I don’t have family, I guess I have relatives but it’s one of those situations where if I don’t call I don’t hear from them. My heart feels hard and my girlfriend told me that I’m emotionless. Reality is that I turn them off because I don’t know how much more I can take. I only feel happy when I drink or smoke up. It’s like the only thing that turns off my brain. I have no motivation to do anything and my house is suffering because of it.  I’ve been on disability for the last 10 years roughly and I think it’s just making me woo, I’ve been trying to find a part time job to take my mind off myself but due to my physical issues and lack of any skills I am unable to or do not qualify for the position. I say MITA because I feel that way, I look at other people who wake up and do these things, these normal things that people do every day and they seem like tremendous feats to me. My girlfriend needs a car and she cries because we can’t afford it and I blame myself for that. I often think she’s better off without me. I’m on a cocktail of medicine “12 pills” in the morning and a few at night but they don’t help. I’m so detached and disinterested that I have like 20 texts I haven’t read from people. Idk , sorry if this is the wrong place for it. Im new to Reddit and you can remove it if you want. I guess I just needed to vent ",1.4347851258071709,3.1533021823647327,3.4905784903139616,89.7873930082387,79.28056112224448,6.43956357158762,21.309329770652425,7.3871296695380915,0.6004249476731238,1835,51,408,25,45,624,226,499,0.16899999999999998,0.7240000000000001,0.107,-0.9848,2,0,2,0,0,0,34.0,1,2,4,3,15,22,5,0,14,0,38,16,8,5,1,68,77,37,1,9,14,0,8,5,2,1,5,4,1,1,26,23,2,0,14,4,0,4,17,12,1,2,10,13,75,10,55,65,7,46,0,3,1,2,39,23,4,10,21,263,101,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754340428810804,0.0,0.054865201820948416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803803352321975,0.06384553787168269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059882765628520476,0.349756208682491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06343004712806383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006265279078867,0.07323360236036673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057262164660601474,0.0,0.07878047524255266,0.0925062559215429,0.0,0.061771878445335375,0.0,0.0744334916670789,0.0,0.0,0.07340792134342264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702577812915695,0.0,0.0,0.05991241824833119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021337532430716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761073785307192,0.0,0.1813176066219396,0.10247281407499176,0.0,0.0,0.06555030054440772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260699732820766,0.0,0.0,0.04075983023330524,0.0,0.057360615595676075,0.0,0.15801417415746033,0.0,0.0,0.07634671440892644,0.12849312433527602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083306037050368,0.08498792280476525,0.14421615627747275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275464453306436,0.0,0.0,0.07746933977180873,0.07485649825539299,0.07117051211768327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182454429639656,0.058460944130266174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05065758595925405,0.1751925631761553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06022629571508852,0.0,0.0,0.060973332655342334,0.0,0.0,0.04787330625589385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07241622449693713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05272206603407726,0.10635816343354984,0.0,0.06926711555270179,0.07627447495574023,0.1346077371426128,0.07026985769443456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719794430769828,0.16363767687915692,0.0763145776523167,0.0,0.0,0.07766520206040063,0.0,0.1491637602452605,0.0,0.07493158632250536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737486328799767,0.07296448936025404,0.0,0.0,0.08383622792957349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717388829826276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081432893890502,0.07699987553599236,0.0,0.0,0.0682216440096338,0.1140684097397549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529071614832567,0.0,0.08102259224503,0.14723802023309726,0.059327090579121625,0.08061569446202417,0.07177126962111258,0.0,0.06076767815297977,0.0,0.0,0.08028408013792161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617723580688014,0.1152907941154536,0.06268598202908053,0.0,0.1640349394083467,0.0,0.14294169645864127,0.09190988693156364,0.0,0.0,0.08364040487055739,0.0,0.0,0.06853103152178909,0.0,0.0973856310276788,0.23403058103989416,0.0,0.07466250245899178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042302004350373616,0.05692758072963883,0.0,0.0,0.06448442089477914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06913501427053206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841398684451395,0.0,0.04618499027485927
anxiety,themav22,2019/02/08,"Anti-Anxiety Medication Success Stories?  Hey All, My therapist would like me to begin an SSRI regimen (specifically Prozac) to treat my moderate to severe anxiety disorder and I was feeling nervous about it. (Ironic, right?) Any success stories for anti-anxiety meds would help me out a lot. Thanks! ",5.250466666666668,8.754410180000004,7.0120000000000005,59.63266666666666,77.2,10.533333333333337,38.333333333333336,10.125756701596842,5.995733333333333,239,15,29,9,6,82,40,50,0.141,0.5429999999999999,0.316,0.9053,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,1,6,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,0,1,7,6,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,5,6,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,20,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16407671734555185,0.0,0.5537290159379785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765244861609969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199696292579325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16172296960445287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787581489116104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205125181773599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680044915545769,0.2430613177231867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20604934467654246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725744721216873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22213555820106412,0.0,0.2801413361681205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34279269111809924,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AramintaDerwent,2019/02/08,"Struggling So I have had PTSD since I was twelve. The short story is that I found my brother after he committed suicide. I'm 25 now, married and have two babies. Obviously mental health issues run in my family. I have been living with generalized anxiety that leads me into periods of depression. For a long time my nightmares became less fiquent and I was thriving for one of the first times in my life, suddenly there has been a huge set back and I feel like I've lost control. My nightmares are back, anxiety through the roof, I'm so angery all the time. It is really starting to take its toll on every part of my life. I'm constantly trying to fight with my husband. The littlest things will set me off and I with blow up and then cry for hours. I struggle having the kids for a whole day by myself and feel like I'm on the edge every moment of the day. I can't seem to shake it this time it's been since before Christmas. I'm physically and emotionally exhausted and I know my husband is hitting that point also. I just can't seem to regain control of myself. I'm lost and don't know what to do.",2.5993243243243254,4.60282041891892,4.047108108108109,85.81714864864865,76.7927927927928,6.962522522522522,24.613513513513517,7.908726449838941,1.3909200000000004,871,30,174,14,20,288,126,222,0.133,0.8170000000000001,0.049,-0.9557,0,0,0,0,1,1,19.0,0,0,0,6,8,10,1,3,11,0,20,4,0,3,3,28,38,13,1,0,1,3,2,2,0,1,4,0,0,1,10,13,0,2,7,0,0,3,3,8,0,3,9,2,23,2,27,27,4,34,0,3,0,0,6,10,0,2,21,116,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836967578348398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18820199255339734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18917154646163453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467098491854457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329282494435977,0.2759284876318507,0.0,0.0,0.13511881778306836,0.15866032667578306,0.0,0.10594684992792223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383677567224277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20727955968721745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596125740573815,0.0,0.12439336307419865,0.175754277314111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463077875618168,0.0,0.13487222814170605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307520477977214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211383760792719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838868408077006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520426571291969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17376876962177573,0.12019126286235696,0.0,0.1086185634308214,0.10885845552668197,0.0,0.0,0.2685561332827616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239634127570758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335359291350708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320597842263573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628258286389412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379009482183444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880225294094835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22396423354924166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20350743802647275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870658925616271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571899210589644,0.0,0.1345510915026343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248691677701792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172123434532358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28690846533260184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835145465485243,0.0,0.12016121418104315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733434993891055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lifelesspanda16,2019/02/08,"Severe anxiety please help I am 16 years old and I've had anxiety for sometime but it recently got worse when I tried weed edible. I ate this one cookie that was 900 mg thc it was my first time (I know bad idea and I regret it) and I started panicking a lot and this was at school so after panicking for like 1 hour I called home. Everything was fine panic went away when I got back home and I went to bed but next day I noticed I had this really foggy vision but I ignored it that happened for few days but when I started going to school specifically to gym class (that's where I had eaten the edible) I started getting really panicky there things would go slow motion i would feel like i was no longer part of my body. After a few panic attacks like that i now feel like I'm no longer part of reality like everything around me is fake including my body and mind. Whatever I look at seems fake to me like I'm in a dream, and its really making me panic more I been home for the past 2 weeks because of this. Doctor just told me its all anxiety but I keep panicking what if the weed caused it and I'll be stuck like this forever? My sister said to take anxiety meds and itll go away because she had similar symptoms but I am really worried and panicking I dont eat that much anymore I have gotten really depressed and think about dying. Please someone give me an insight on this i am going to start celexa medication today ",2.244404853128991,4.2948357137931055,4.1016475095785445,84.78625159642402,78.06896551724137,7.744572158365263,23.15453384418901,8.626192665926032,1.6394035759897827,1127,36,227,25,27,381,156,290,0.252,0.639,0.109,-0.9943,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,11,18,1,3,7,0,20,8,2,2,1,37,52,22,1,4,8,1,2,7,0,3,3,1,4,0,21,12,3,2,7,2,0,7,3,10,0,2,20,4,35,8,23,28,8,39,0,2,1,0,7,8,0,3,31,144,56,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513523408602954,0.0,0.08146237700456505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312342279311912,0.0,0.09344790759586848,0.15434943999825992,0.06316180607626043,0.06858478971351421,0.10014549166070852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18248155968278185,0.0,0.0,0.08387573895646354,0.0,0.0,0.0843820314076719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105949049663495,0.0,0.07074842400672808,0.0,0.08524999338370318,0.0,0.0,0.08407538956829615,0.0,0.0,0.09626932206424832,0.0,0.0,0.08405134480894096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14764711433240588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306650363256222,0.11736392484414708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986958748308741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04291558620088657,0.07879769004631024,0.1867318154710182,0.0,0.13139225341968785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263752947370934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05505777078355775,0.0,0.24718411176172175,0.0,0.08089291187206975,0.0,0.0,0.09272784749944804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301121204607232,0.0,0.0,0.04514286514739967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809115940149515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06897824079247228,0.0,0.0,0.06983383540166871,0.0,0.0,0.05483014366469679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124077984139092,0.08274900189060247,0.0,0.0,0.08293958164489974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06038351392519909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735850407778503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351873526460247,0.08619377235589026,0.0,0.055661261641482884,0.0,0.0,0.289126343408943,0.0,0.1779026568149429,0.07841343430371861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18033358023705134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631100031546254,0.0,0.08110490235382976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813545448679983,0.0,0.0,0.16626333214193553,0.0,0.0747786110123301,0.0,0.0927966067172186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959829566581763,0.0,0.08124012471553764,0.0,0.2325609374007757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853765548986602,0.06176024683760749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05457121699936818,0.05263300886016463,0.0,0.0,0.047897416889411785,0.0,0.07786061494551044,0.07848980147192054,0.0,0.05576874210006538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588902218411335,0.0,0.0,0.15229213846579506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341876352463665,0.08370928936518847,0.1167020458505083,0.0,0.0,0.05289648553595342
anxiety,idontmindtherain78,2019/02/08,"Anxiety after taking tattoo So I made the leap and took a tattoo, slightly larger than my fist. The tattoo was meant to symbolize my struggle with anxiety and to challenge it. I suffer from health anxiety and GAD and since then I’ve had massive waves of anxiety and a couple panic attacks, being scared of dying from a allergic reaction to the tattoo that will cause my throat to swell up and kill me. 

The fear is driving me crazy and it’s been three days since I took it. Anybody here who could help me calm down and give some rational advice? I kind of want to google if a tattoo can kill you through an allergic reaction but we all now what kind of rabbit hole googling things like that is. 



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anxiety,ruckinfok,2019/02/08,"Lately my mind just shuts down. For years I've dealt with my racing thoughts and ""using"" my anxiety to help me perform better. I recently realized how wrong I was about everything. About my empty life. About my meaningless job that ended my employment after several years of my dedication. Now I'm just alone with my thoughts trying to figure out what's next. Even thinking about interviews and catching up with bills just turns into this incredible task of fear. Idk what to do about anything anymore because I just feel like my life is one big mistake.",5.7277475247524725,7.878355970297033,5.690185643564359,76.75329826732674,68.5049504950495,9.010396039603961,31.43688118811881,9.516144504307137,3.19580099009901,447,19,74,10,8,140,72,101,0.16699999999999998,0.759,0.073,-0.8126,2,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,12,5,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,21,10,3,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,6,0,1,1,0,3,0,1,3,1,13,2,19,7,0,15,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,9,49,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011514252990956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857634947943058,0.0,0.19261221206581225,0.0,0.0,0.15982498504101447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839357864616742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17177016645909154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720196296474382,0.0,0.0,0.1282792531895365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17455074564731227,0.0,0.0,0.2185494092082836,0.09820252981535292,0.1387494817373799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018032878465144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927315407594024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190865273323632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27436403933513565,0.09488517540718934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19610496128221194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20655320077683872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316072415925105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19176698773321368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21941122207866665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444714525906478,0.0,0.30837502582265336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186137177680726,0.21125357083307175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677421192540369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21234705290079955,0.0,0.2501402356333472
anxiety,Jadams4100,2019/02/08,"Heart repeatedly skipping beats For the past 2 days my heart's been skipping beats way more than it ever has alreast 2 or 3 times every 30 mins anyone know what the hell is going on? Because I know the hospital is just going to say ""oh it's anxiety you'll be alright"" ",1.3938787878787873,3.742552054545456,3.4322727272727285,86.78174242424242,83.0,5.848484848484849,23.71212121212121,7.1686216300943375,1.102575757575757,213,8,42,3,6,72,44,55,0.118,0.8440000000000001,0.038,-0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,2,2,2,1,0,3,1,6,2,2,0,1,5,10,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,1,4,7,1,10,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,6,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20430427136165336,0.0,0.0,0.1867383110747965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16280056620015793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17223506507935002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24157591020815045,0.2250140863840543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035588001231257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6329474809856028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935442777910885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549441076308149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123810955195015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572796058638028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21198405392377187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,charlie2-10,2019/02/08,How to stop feeling stupid after a panic attack I've been having panic attacks in front of people all this week particularly in professional meetings and I have to just leave because I can't cope. Then feel so embarrassed and like an idiot for doing that in front of people and not being able to control it. Everyone's really nice about it but I just feel ridiculous for doing it and refuse to return to the situation out of embarrassment. Anyone else deal with this or have tips?  (F22) ,6.3053623188405785,7.3228689565217415,7.063913043478262,71.72818840579711,65.95652173913044,9.1768115942029,28.3768115942029,9.2995712137729,2.506885507246377,392,12,66,7,6,130,67,92,0.258,0.691,0.051,-0.9516,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,11,5,4,3,0,8,0,0,2,1,19,11,9,0,0,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,3,3,0,0,2,2,9,0,0,1,3,3,2,17,9,1,11,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,6,50,9,1,0.19564635509853265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368004804892312,0.20046281121502754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4451519466989082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926420214425068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21943402339024784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017028013039633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16343742489286806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18694847653700172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29677402695912664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20716124094576055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558292662202623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4590976866920535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27127309690370793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533606488735938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199147003916917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16356911332624122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569357048538258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PurrplePixie,2019/02/08,"Hurts I just went through my 3rd attack of the week and 2nd attack of the day. I can't be like this, it's exhausting and it's sucking everything out of me. 
It hurts like hell and I am weaker than ever, weaker to have courage to end it all. That's how much it hurts.


It hurts, anyone knows it? I wish i could have a drink or do drugs or anything than to go through this. 
It hurts, do you feel me? When I say hurts, I mean it brutal everywhere, mentally, physically, emotionally, everything hurts. ",1.6093000000000008,3.760297330000004,3.0599999999999987,90.935,80.7,6.8000000000000025,22.0,7.908726449838941,0.9611000000000004,383,12,84,7,10,125,60,100,0.395,0.5579999999999999,0.047,-0.9915,0,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,0,4,16,5,0,3,0,8,3,0,1,2,15,15,7,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,12,4,1,0,3,1,0,2,1,13,0,0,1,2,11,3,11,12,2,8,1,7,0,0,2,1,2,2,7,56,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781803743780808,0.0,0.09201036522597257,0.0,0.0,0.2544007573920159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927144119213559,0.0,0.0,0.07210840556195905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953154544602207,0.12966447197267844,0.0,0.0,0.12577155899631973,0.0990307550839791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113883429755344,0.0,0.0,0.20097580929982364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0565346565313699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06354438064367299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8378668089005091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06144802692645768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924974767250004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217942151076772,0.0,0.0,0.11267850292780365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219344911924571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891605296725083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968749316436735,0.0,0.0,0.10364928538073796,0.0,0.0,0.12857634820747052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,beachgirl152,2019/02/08,Finally said it out loud I have struggled with anxiety since I was young (I’m 49 now) but felt it was manageable. My oldest brother died of a heart attack almost 4 years ago and it got much worse then. My parent’s health is declining and I am always thinking about the next bad thing that could happen. I went to my doctor for a follow up on some other med I am on and finally told her. I have wanted to say something since I began going to her last year but couldn’t make the words com out of my mouth. She started me on Wellbutrin and gave me some local counseling resources because I think I want to do counseling as well. ,3.946342957130355,4.9736910708661455,4.965301837270341,84.59726159230097,71.36220472440945,7.8491688538932625,25.922134733158355,8.167268648758528,1.5337478565179352,494,15,99,7,9,162,90,127,0.163,0.8059999999999999,0.032,-0.9578,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,1,4,0,10,4,2,1,0,21,27,8,1,4,2,2,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,6,7,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,3,1,0,9,4,18,1,16,16,3,23,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,3,13,66,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425769156050981,0.0,0.16106024095270924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13383360455683824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304385135802436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829812352268526,0.0,0.0,0.1342965280060226,0.0980479190915939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284194178293823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692882156219288,0.0,0.0,0.16462881867743212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544337462222846,0.3523895610277071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141033526081398,0.0,0.1286402095483467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14223223621449904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709677492326816,0.0,0.1905987947505196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311078694887391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073634249663561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786594374123488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823753200718305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710575163742871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17859624119531528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15299777538987147,0.12790818211576932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661006784790243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382419225596275,0.0,0.0,0.11384494496961345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16814720178152529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685641820425827,0.20612238888406312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15369162558624727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189737806940738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14461646428239322,0.14910234123338512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16391195439330974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207154221245635
anxiety,silentsigh80,2019/02/08,"Too embarrassed to admit why I don't want to go to a friend's hen party Tomorrow is a close friend's hen party. I was all up for going, looking forward to it, until the social anxiety kicked in. Now I've had a headache for two days solid with worrying about how uncomfortable I'll be.. I'll be the only sober one since I've stopped drinking due to migraines. I literally only know the bride-to-be.

I've just sent a text explaining my migraines and that they may mean I'm unable to go, which feels so shitty but I'm just far too embarrassed to say it's because my anxiety is just sky-high :( :( ",3.286016260162601,4.358585406504069,5.0895934959349605,82.91455284552845,72.98373983739837,8.393495934959349,27.487804878048767,8.841846274778883,2.0397414634146345,467,17,97,9,9,160,79,123,0.203,0.7440000000000001,0.053,-0.942,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,9,4,0,2,7,0,8,3,0,1,1,17,21,5,0,1,4,0,1,0,2,1,2,1,0,0,4,3,1,1,5,1,0,5,1,2,0,2,3,3,6,2,14,15,1,15,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,1,7,52,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267629387633068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13019108971472698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13773582815552732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20921857866070334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107988072626924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33000933227879564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641324956935537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256498173824209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737320789830055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17934611306921538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326417697309101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14472144852116894,0.32486121387672084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698404797099815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17666839656560626,0.0,0.0,0.2177090572769798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17855518021961286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20862813904600186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12596989346923834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19271489050831733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21689203469532853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ashuster,2019/02/08,"Encouraging words please Hey guys I’m out of town in a big city for work for 4 days, I know that’s not long but my anxiety has been nonstop. I had to take a plane and that was scary as hell. Inside I was freaking out for majority of my flight. I’m just having a hard time adjusting to all the unknown around me. The people and this city. This is my first time traveling alone. I miss my kids, my boyfriend, and being in familiar territory. I am in a gorgeous city tho so I feel like I owe it to myself to get out and at least check out a little bit of the town. All I really want to do after work is lock myself in my hotel room where I feel safe. Any encouragement would be greatly appreciated guys! I know I’m being a baby and should appreciate this time to explore new territory but it feels like torture counting down the hours until of work/class that I can go back to my hotel room and days until I can go home.",1.2773105538715903,3.32848839267016,3.4666519702397345,88.11325434003858,81.30366492146597,6.53414163681455,20.523835767429038,7.669130373188453,0.6917162303664921,717,20,157,12,19,245,110,191,0.131,0.7040000000000001,0.165,0.7939,1,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,6,11,2,0,10,0,17,0,0,0,2,29,32,13,0,3,4,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,3,3,8,11,0,1,7,3,2,4,1,4,0,1,4,4,22,7,29,23,5,35,1,1,0,0,6,18,1,0,15,104,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16996156162968842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159589353189256,0.0,0.12553860029186634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608675796818266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12618533329876086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17915833684214116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21166614723355656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489267271944873,0.2344709072414517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958621090339648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573721818423333,0.0,0.18652741139355505,0.0,0.0,0.18092450356093775,0.0,0.32497619918707416,0.0,0.0,0.14700435285759106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16460902279642206,0.0,0.1616087265421141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18037379988178145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16034519828764365,0.16447465078825338,0.0,0.14522628534739535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15849202124726333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137685883095377,0.0,0.0,0.1801361799225361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512879698917599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233852832265092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870699188229086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679239735629104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3584075418490949,0.0,0.0,0.11657429914617748,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Melonbark,2019/02/08,"Am I getting anxiety/panic attacks? I think I get attacks but I'm not sure, because I don't feel nauseas when they happen. When I have an ""anxiety attack"" I start loudly uncontrollably hysterically sobbing and hyperventilating, and I start shaking violently. I've been sent home from school sometimes when they happen. I also get lightheaded and my limbs get a pins and needles feeling. Is this a panic attack? Because when other people have them, they say they feel sick too. But I don't, so I don't know if it's an attack or something else. I know I have GAD and SAD, but are these actual panic attacks? They also don't happen randomly, they only come with a reason. But those reasons are always small, like once I had one of these outbursts because I had a tiny splinter.",4.4001020408163285,6.383284469387758,5.803826530612247,75.27063775510206,71.65306122448979,7.621088435374148,29.256802721088434,8.344100000000001,2.3818394557823126,615,25,104,10,12,207,85,147,0.348,0.621,0.03,-0.995,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,7,0,8,15,7,4,6,0,14,1,0,2,1,24,32,18,0,1,7,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,6,7,0,0,8,0,0,3,5,13,0,1,4,5,22,2,3,28,0,10,0,2,0,0,9,1,1,3,7,72,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.1021620391541899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674406200848168,0.08711021148123234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008732895414765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7145978388830814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914535963290791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018090106305997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745480540382408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15880276377110386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21878417571552625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777302505701781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501229842349913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506943531516947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051146096147419606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149110684063453,0.07094044568396518,0.0796212293800995,0.0,0.2456615972585076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257865178846727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152768818562984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325344618176721,0.0,0.1059515589048352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059524070674487,0.10354078374763216,0.0,0.1481998077420171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866879714124396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708092838925978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LightPallas,2019/02/08,"How to stop debilitating anxiety about work (EMS)? I’ve had anxiety/depression for over a decade, been medicated and in therapy for most of it. Right now I don’t take any daily medications; I have Xanax PRN. I’m not in therapy either because Medicaid is a nightmare. 

I’ve been in paramedic school for a couple years and started a job as an EMT about a month ago. At first I was doing (mentally) well; it was rough and stressful but I kept an upbeat attitude and focused on learning. 

Then last week happened: nightmare call after nightmare call, dispatch fuck ups, got pulled on for a 24 hour shift, my partner got severely injured due to a stretcher malfunction/my unfamiliarity with what to do. One shift I got stationed at the mental health ward I was hospitalized at for trying to kill myself. The next shift I had to interact with an EMT who I had gone on a date with and had sexually assaulted me. My partners were harsh and critical. Basically just a 48 hour unending shitshow. 

I self-cared like nobody’s business over the weekend and this week when I have the chance. Exercise, healthy eating, time with friends, meditation, etc etc. 

But it hasn’t helped. I have severe anxiety about going into work. On my days off I can’t stop thinking about it. On duty I have paralyzing anxiety about my next call, or whether my partner hates me. I’ve been taking Xanax every day; I normally only need it once a week or so. I’ve been trying to reframe things positively and be gentle with myself, but it’s like I’ve been traumatized and can’t dissociate it. 

I’m trying to find a therapist and psychiatrist to see about getting more long-term help, but I’m hoping for some suggestions or words of advice for how to handle work in the meantime. 

Thank you. ",4.4377264614011604,6.4104500060240985,5.626037483266401,76.62775323516288,71.5301204819277,8.89442213297635,30.3685854529228,9.444778638647367,2.985910620258813,1390,60,250,33,27,462,183,332,0.149,0.735,0.116,-0.9008,1,0,0,0,0,1,44.0,0,1,0,4,13,11,4,1,19,0,25,9,0,2,0,42,46,24,1,3,11,0,1,2,4,0,7,0,0,3,11,16,1,4,3,2,0,3,5,5,1,2,18,2,24,6,48,27,6,46,0,0,1,1,13,18,1,6,27,162,35,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399522377191387,0.08526614957005639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06541212899099252,0.0,0.2207540131383081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05863619996838885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946605695607476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643180421746347,0.0,0.12406848395287018,0.0,0.08284783805469051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984258278650543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145533413722893,0.0,0.0,0.08104376583493067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791542074837896,0.08181870267804657,0.0,0.0,0.0743157355904098,0.08892560268576169,0.0502550210200448,0.0,0.054666684894387405,0.0,0.2307944866429805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506001883460174,0.0,0.0,0.09496717426550597,0.0,0.10224489438463114,0.0,0.0,0.12894753039572102,0.0,0.0,0.09553783428358163,0.1894544777962052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545319343676953,0.0,0.10641938211651146,0.0,0.0,0.07840724539589164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398661959259412,0.0,0.0,0.08512464221913034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938015158378074,0.19387269657931172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677750658766568,0.0,0.0,0.07132326328504614,0.0,0.0,0.2045971567606391,0.0,0.09424524455001868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243863203542516,0.06518046522074884,0.07315641623627256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214527039876124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734886542785996,0.07665054324971253,0.0,0.1003465814146386,0.2173334135217433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808339249293455,0.0,0.0,0.16083738565657926,0.1101846975888086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14464500093269148,0.0,0.0,0.08855832821138568,0.2200020533201043,0.1116833729586734,0.06390400085775873,0.0616343198537303,0.0,0.0,0.05608884570085428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19591898104672828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23147214016974624,0.0,0.08648587340708573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21008121013052802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061942856379785825
anxiety,IlPenseros0,2019/02/08,"02/08/2019 Anxiety is very strong in the mornings. Do not like feeling this way but it feels ‘normal’. No desire to eat. ‘I’m a fat slob’ ‘I’m disgusting’
I feel I’ve single-handedly irreparably damaged all of my relationships by existing and speaking. They’re all fed up with how ego-centric and self-absorbed I am and they’re all going to leave me. Desire to run away from where I am and never look back. Desire to lock myself in a deep dark box in the ground where no-one can see me. 

What helped: Identifying the anxiety. Getting up and moving around. Brushing teeth. Breathing. Gaining a clearer picture of my schedule. 

To do: Show more interest in everyone. Continue with plans made previously. Speak up and smile. ",1.8847761194029893,4.706731582089553,3.1379253731343297,84.49867910447763,91.38805970149254,6.2620895522388045,26.102985074626865,7.554174236665415,2.05434447761194,568,26,100,12,20,183,95,134,0.098,0.732,0.17,0.9354,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,3,5,5,1,0,6,0,6,5,3,2,4,24,17,8,0,4,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,9,3,0,3,1,0,3,3,2,0,0,2,8,8,3,20,15,4,21,0,1,2,0,4,13,0,0,5,61,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443167267425218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20033724371264408,0.0,0.0,0.21143663819817302,0.17304526585182292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23027662144596425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21503958493470374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413676578640638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757641974887185,0.0,0.12789792858425267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508425292802135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382895442248623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099453349307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18898063176839305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21294246913220646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391866008002855,0.0,0.0,0.17356812828133816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204957476413806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416134838130827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17933126410418967,0.0,0.2347704077581813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18568521294959572,0.0,0.17862978361191295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pos4350,2019/02/08,"Thought I was in a good place w/ my job/financial anxiety.. no longer.. struggling now and don’t know to manage it So basically.. here is some background..

Before any of this, I already have had major anxiety issues since my teenage years.

Had a bit of a traumatic episode a few years back being let go from a position that was my highest level, most well-paid position. Made me doubt myself, and made me pretty much locked into this fear of abandonment/rejection that is always on now

So in my current position, I’ve built up a lot of rapport and a good reputation. I’m very well-received there, my bosses are incredibly supportive and believe in me, and I’ve never felt more relaxed and confident. My lady and I bought a house together and will get married soon. Finally settling down!

Well.. fast forward to recently. Before the holidays I was offered a career growth opportunity by a leader who believes in me. It would be a new position, a promotion, and away from the bosses who I love working with. I chose growth over comfort and went with her. 

Fast forward again.. said leader has been removed from the project, and I’m on an island with new people who don’t know me, and elevated expectations. The company had layoffs just last week, some near and dear to me. Every day feels like a fight for my job. And a brand new mortgage staring me in the face. The fear of the unknown is absolutely crippling me. I feel like I’m back in an old, dark place I thought I left behind for good. 

I don’t think I’m asking any specific questions or anything but I just needed to unload this. I feel overwhelmed with no place to turn. Any uplifting or comforting words welcome",4.478044164037853,6.294091164037856,5.473181072555207,78.40707129337541,71.1135646687697,8.605123028391167,31.607444794952677,9.174902378510234,2.964370447949526,1317,60,237,28,25,433,179,317,0.066,0.8109999999999999,0.123,0.93,4,0,0,0,1,0,47.0,0,0,0,3,13,20,1,5,23,0,21,2,1,4,1,48,46,19,0,3,5,0,4,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,10,19,0,0,10,2,1,7,6,6,1,0,15,6,29,14,35,26,9,47,0,1,1,1,11,21,0,8,25,158,39,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848091158974428,0.0,0.08179680531118383,0.0,0.0,0.2005502787053729,0.0,0.1504045861664914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089581827250178,0.0,0.09190097256667512,0.0,0.09235984661416413,0.1511794204408583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729893192651613,0.22150989569701868,0.0,0.0,0.10732251055998496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06339794932814252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282536218813727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22123866661196864,0.14911637258349972,0.14045679850557166,0.09438725882822782,0.10768723002164744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05135978412251456,0.0,0.055868430216144835,0.24735820067707395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342962069993062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260383875664784,0.19510310847394555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805061815021118,0.08013088275433836,0.0,0.0,0.1068075866916431,0.10052250317784328,0.0,0.09605274049642072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357454780852615,0.08872320058465262,0.18603524870896207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07226475307223018,0.07289117248149493,0.07581810722012547,0.2848278554679313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315351444068667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815161792333045,0.0,0.3081202800022889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001051178935287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012298108023603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706334329610686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350961806677356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131808697373431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276868782909132,0.0,0.0,0.11155421743881752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06298923566190523,0.0,0.15608479514217174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692652635721332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111109755003311,0.0,0.0,0.0788535414517937,0.0,0.265161313099243,0.0911287954747516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156648484401808,0.0,0.0,0.06983234311982997,0.0,0.0,0.12660910957847565
anxiety,Pusheen4Preds,2019/02/08,"Exercices for getting back into art? Hello 👋🏼 I have anxiety and panic disorder stemming from PTSD. Since my incident 6 years ago, I haven’t been able to do art. I used to draw, paint, mixed media journal, and photography/photoshop. But now I get so down on myself even when I get my art supplies out, I go blank. Don’t even really have the courage to pick up my camera because I don’t know what I would take pictures of and don’t have access to photoshop anymore.

**Anyway, I was curious if anyone had tips of art exercises that could invoke creativity?  Or at least loosen you up?**

I tried “Wreck This Book” but it didn’t inspire me as much as I would’ve hoped.",0.9355347593582906,3.462673712121216,3.1715686274509807,86.1538235294118,88.3939393939394,6.439215686274508,22.158645276292333,7.724431198458867,1.3510618538324426,518,19,103,11,17,176,94,132,0.058,0.8240000000000001,0.117,0.8545,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,1,1,0,14,1,0,2,0,16,22,11,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,6,0,1,5,1,0,0,4,0,17,3,17,16,2,13,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,3,5,69,21,1,0.21742217815262765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19273164242875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16632737117608856,0.0,0.21562437764533388,0.15202664228175936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16718423432925014,0.0,0.13253854176214475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735939174512185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491846527370469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872105962248233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34078234294583426,0.0,0.12356603434020005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159492812611621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948954303150043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15983031785863272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550980798368257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541548912250823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392862147376296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17985387254664825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16347441944684532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476153869990297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18778295353724853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30890095442516885,0.0,0.0,0.14001275426417026
anxiety,Mklingy,2019/02/08,"Not sure how much longer I can do this! Hi fellow freakers, get ready for a doozy.

A little background: I’m 23F and for the past month I’ve been dealing with debilitating health anxiety and extreme insomnia. I constantly feel like I can’t breath, my chest hurts, I’m dizzy, oh no I’m going to faint.. wait am I having a heart attack? It’s been literally 24/7 for weeks.

I’ve been staying up for 24 hours at a time going insane. Every time I start to fall asleep my entire body feels like it is shutting down and I’m jolted awake violently, which sends me into a panicked terror for another hour.. before I know it it’s 8am. 

The only time I can sleep is if I take a Xanax and I’ve been taking one almost every night to try and sleep. I know this isn’t good because I’m not under a doctors supervision and these things can end badly. 

The problem is that the days I don’t take one I’m literally unable to sleep and I drive myself into multiple panic attacks that make me wish I’d just die.

I don’t have a therapist or even a primary care doctor, I tried to go through a health clinic but the soonest opening is in a month and I can’t keep going on like this for even another week. I’m so terrified and I feel it’s over for me. ",1.5253488372093005,3.3937765930232544,3.741259689922483,87.38654069767445,79.58139534883722,6.470542635658915,21.602713178294568,7.492282038375204,0.7817410852713178,963,28,205,14,24,331,144,258,0.152,0.7879999999999999,0.06,-0.9581,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,0,5,14,3,2,16,0,20,16,8,2,1,32,46,14,1,3,6,0,3,3,1,0,8,0,0,0,13,13,0,2,5,0,0,7,8,8,0,2,4,3,21,6,23,42,1,35,0,1,0,0,4,12,0,3,18,116,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042014149079584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182327126205553,0.07960588740827276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367673548662137,0.0,0.0,0.08688605054032374,0.06343422707982266,0.0,0.08854769843071209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558759663406196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609646805989152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245227656751304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711032083216996,0.1072816576182391,0.0,0.0,0.10799822037274816,0.0,0.0,0.21302036727799384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921665885432362,0.0,0.0,0.13746176725976586,0.0,0.1753506757991986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15784812776216745,0.14868147803929194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05436724100479556,0.0,0.23655959323156425,0.08728088938642163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22122258439816106,0.0,0.12331202272687032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20495697832213927,0.0,0.11139876317712953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924936255741753,0.0,0.0,0.11437770033605932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525159007468678,0.10429581420952792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946109557940869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16611996650977334,0.0,0.07649633489615268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765359473412008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14102798046976076,0.07914258977183936,0.0,0.1220924065471933,0.0,0.0,0.09933738434442972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099571706901354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124065210177865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365445547443056,0.11091449367736786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807565389566897,0.0,0.2347213114101541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082209360634452,0.06913307656201502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820352910020384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413003018575059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16694188129626475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966427370548173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cevapcic69,2019/02/08,"Feeling anxious and panicky day after drinking This started happening recently. Day after drinking I become really panicky and shaky, but literally for no reason. It's not like when some people get anxious while hangover because they regret the things they did yesterday, or they regret their life decisions (and stuff like that)...

When I'm hangover I just randomly experience little panic attacks. Like random things (or thoughts) just trigger me. For example I'm sitting in my room and just look outside through the window (at clouds) and it just hits me, my heart starts beating faster, my hands start shaking a little, and I experience this feeling of fear, like something bad is going to happen.

Also the worst part is when I try to sleep  the day after drinking. I go to my bed and kinda fall asleep for like 5 minutes then I wake up completely scared and freaking out for no reason (experiencing the same symptoms I described above). Some nights I don't sleep at all.

After a few days I'm better, but still experiencing some anxiety (I feel like it's constantly there, it just worsens after drinking alcohol). 

I went to the doctor, and she took my blood and tested it. She says there is nothing physically wrong with me, then she sent me to a psychiatrist, and I have a feeling she also doesn't know why am I experiencing this stuff.

Also what scares me is that I can't find no one with similar symptoms to mine (not even on the internet).

I know I should stop drinking and I tried to a couple of times, but it's really hard for me to quit.",6.1886887634310686,7.23829187543253,6.674285193953747,74.30289018393736,66.2318339100346,9.129193225277726,33.20360590056456,9.276330184999452,3.087473356401384,1228,52,211,22,19,400,155,289,0.271,0.6829999999999999,0.046,-0.9971,0,0,7,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,4,3,15,20,1,6,12,0,11,17,7,3,1,52,34,26,0,3,12,0,6,6,0,1,5,1,3,0,16,15,6,1,11,5,0,7,8,13,0,1,5,11,36,7,29,27,8,43,0,2,1,0,10,9,0,9,32,153,52,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315029644459856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091116652532236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06667913960503831,0.1969378243462756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916002461018517,0.0,0.0,0.07277711840577501,0.05313350332369557,0.09626422806092112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708822399686226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138831293199436,0.09419179023397653,0.0,0.0,0.0964437433903324,0.0,0.2248506283841583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921460001820031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.426930754977384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057570065907692425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17052346831138082,0.0,0.09808214172885757,0.17628808940503388,0.06226896875114234,0.0,0.0,0.07966502438862667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045538853606483305,0.0,0.09907301240862326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15415517362647752,0.0,0.07808055644997268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032880839103637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580455537537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061565512093707975,0.25549942018061644,0.17471961892043536,0.0,0.0,0.07319461966049662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179618226997551,0.0,0.08363485191637979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059063623961200615,0.0,0.0,0.10226651427328186,0.0,0.09438858654962004,0.0,0.06042756223920787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270813911218563,0.0,0.0,0.11167716884931957,0.1792353103354442,0.08606253815968792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931518672239477,0.17452990815498054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17445106726536355,0.0,0.0,0.06710201697029368,0.0,0.0,0.1850823806758639,0.0,0.06960815365677711,0.07287182465751094,0.0,0.0,0.1995606146773824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18119060132403145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115813898028988,0.0,0.0,0.06919735701402023,0.05082520475534282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096840840013017,0.11835534858708907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808005903327129,0.0786506764617012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529860462112848,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thisisathrowawayy110,2019/02/08,"Anyone else struggling with olfactory reference syndrome? It's basically like a mental illness where you're convinced you smell bad but you actually don't. Anyone else struggling with this? I've been wondering if it has something do with anxiety.

[https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Olfactory\_reference\_syndrome](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Olfactory_reference_syndrome)

So basically I don't know if I'm going crazy and have this syndrome or actually smell. I've asked my family members who said they couldn't smell anything, but my brother actually said I did smell a little. I know he wouldn't lie to me. He has autism so maybe his senses are more sensitive? That's what my psychologist hinted it could be. But that means I do smell then. But literally right after I asked my brother who said I smelled I asked my mom who said I didn't smell one bit.

But the biggest thing and one gives me the most anxiety is strangers reactions. They cover up their noses when I walk past them, just like if they smelled something bad. I often get weird looks from them. Otherwise I could convince myself it was nothing, but two times people have said to their friend ""smells like shit"" right behind me when I couldn't smell anything. And often people sniff around me. Hearing laughing or snickering behind me gives me so much anxiety. Social situations like sitting in class makes this way worse and sometimes I think the smell comes from sitting. This has made my depression and social anxiety a thousand times worse than it used to be, I basically isolate myself at home because I don't want to be seen or smelled by people. I've been to doctors and two psychologists. they say they can't smell anything. My doctor refuses to give me a referral to a gastro, even though I also have a lot of bellyaches and things like that. I wish this wouldn't be true but online there are many more people suffering from this, they say their family can't smell them either. I don't know if we're all just crazy or actually smell? This has made my life a living hell, I've been so close to suicide because of this.

Sorry I don't know if this is too off-topic for this sub but this was the one I though was closest to it.",5.339053835998243,7.746646640897758,5.1059652339738895,79.46197557576649,70.12219451371571,7.710165762065426,27.0060877218718,8.4952907291091,1.9652058970221504,1777,61,313,30,34,547,180,401,0.17800000000000002,0.7490000000000001,0.073,-0.9926,0,0,2,0,0,1,56.0,0,2,12,0,18,19,2,2,11,0,38,6,2,4,2,60,69,34,1,13,20,3,0,5,1,2,4,8,1,0,26,13,0,1,8,0,0,3,12,9,0,6,16,27,52,10,27,43,8,24,1,2,2,0,41,11,2,14,12,209,78,3,0.0,0.0,0.2901242420314976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05943815260244725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22743551128693745,0.0,0.0,0.10394037034344412,0.15231071384590708,0.18349089870253535,0.06616553875361589,0.20845319829873524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411753685373544,0.09061638742244496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114430112785345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640249200761101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868588162203872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401652728453658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215079475819931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12417899711018048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04909135545275303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14013511498857995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0574237714200018,0.0,0.03883205645258856,0.21389965411787965,0.04224094927844147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377034898299582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745546333460534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16338961603644156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05249836681912056,0.18155866039494134,0.07449377364571136,0.06563086334522329,0.0,0.062414781611399635,0.0,0.0,0.06318896416617878,0.0,0.14065735289706818,0.049612912756789085,0.07535448890429325,0.07467005164112837,0.08096236379452748,0.0,0.0,0.07490271962258845,0.0,0.0,0.08704924022273712,0.0,0.0,0.054637865380027316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131741433557677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15109484308335375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709521918976011,0.20611204036380554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694730646577712,0.35350331291960707,0.1182133949653289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629415663564773,0.0,0.08354508449434632,0.0,0.15153117101034966,0.0,0.114438950685488,0.07350991535806918,0.08320142006384594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15540250238662184,0.0,0.08130013894893996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875724727545017,0.047624841048665066,0.14604904221821435,0.0,0.08667970596400168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521061553782902,0.0,0.0,0.06419345136450873,0.0,0.0,0.043839162477189816,0.058996198864934735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547076780076802,0.0,0.08060293879774431,0.0,0.0,0.15148826512675795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,q11111234,2019/02/08,"Do SSRI/SNRI's really impact your cognitive ability after long term use? I'm going to be getting medication soon but I'm scared of getting SSRI/SNRI's because I read that they will make you slower after a few years of usage... if its true then are there any other choices that wont make me slower? I researched the other options and Moclobemide seems good but I cant find much information on it and it doesnt seem to be very popular, plus I also have no idea if its legal in my country.",3.216893939393941,4.852569212121214,5.327159090909087,78.91073863636366,74.05050505050505,7.77828282828283,25.506313131313128,8.472884824447931,1.8872313131313128,388,13,72,7,8,135,74,99,0.066,0.779,0.154,0.8316,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,9,1,0,3,1,17,19,9,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,5,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,9,3,9,15,3,10,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,5,7,50,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19175693648613104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16306283775051802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461714411262926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21916024153923386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505567840444049,0.0,0.1362760226091967,0.2011212869094117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27068943148144325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21220324023791307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201182992354261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415593684255141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762704462147819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23985108827344365,0.0,0.1536131789782573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400678159619479,0.0,0.0,0.4365846991545904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20709828682701725,0.0,0.1978487263884288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544144502780446
anxiety,throwaway1758294,2019/02/08,"I worry about terrible things I could do. Does anyone else do this? I constantly worry about what terrible things I could do even though I would never do them. I could be sitting and petting my cat and feel super anxious about what would happen if I lost control of myself and threw her down the stairs. Those thoughts would consume me for a few minutes before going away for a while. Another common one is thinking about what would happen if I beat up an elderly person I'm with. Again, I think about what would happen if I just lost control and started doing it. I think about the pain they'd be in and the bleeding and it makes me feel like a terrible person even though I would never do it.

  


TL;DR; I feel anxious about anything I could do to cause others pain, even though I'd never do them.",5.421346153846152,6.085818955128207,5.546564102564106,83.08176923076925,67.78205128205127,7.778461538461538,27.779487179487177,7.554174236665415,1.5628071794871792,631,19,119,6,10,199,80,156,0.19,0.77,0.04,-0.9678,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,6,15,9,0,0,7,0,22,3,0,4,3,35,39,13,0,13,4,0,3,1,0,6,3,0,1,2,12,7,0,2,7,0,0,2,3,7,0,1,4,3,22,2,16,22,1,16,0,2,0,0,6,5,0,3,9,101,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514433930544204,0.0,0.2265585088577922,0.0,0.07011278352294857,0.10274090878085278,0.08251562966120468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420920712004988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532441481129091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300736140261392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835882651233956,0.2249280137687993,0.32023736293801497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774904044025876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376471157178332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19868689516887533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15210219315755186,0.07163461237169935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05698710756517941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660116185308307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04898802269387895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21891830801216552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06693259607534363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23200873631990898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679471636127072,0.0,0.21339377620421207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17510795899510112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097331068991773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13323303499240746,0.19275148778438989,0.2955513294866427,0.07960507370301513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036629500095252,0.0,0.4273837550296797,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,flyingbabaloo23,2019/02/08,"How to reduce anxiety? Hi all! I mainly suffer from social anxiety since I´m a young adult (10 years basically).

So it´s probably a very common question on this sub-reddit, but what are your solutions to reduce or supress anxiety? Anything from Vikram-yoga to morphine is an acceptable answer ;)  I just need some honnest advice from people who found solutions. Thanks! ",4.487500000000002,7.881385746031746,5.274900793650794,71.27044642857145,80.42857142857143,8.229365079365081,28.50992063492064,8.841846274778883,3.4990015873015885,294,13,40,8,8,95,53,63,0.1,0.698,0.202,0.8479,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,11,5,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,7,4,3,4,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,3,3,26,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505151587618201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5883514547807981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21096507573079668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810890241210255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19009006956163368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17772996853731052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764028968863052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871854632217766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21206629394499635,0.0,0.0,0.26133000487069663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360247974449281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21152649423248834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16508950005584638
anxiety,Thejokester23,2019/02/08,Tired of waking up like this Usually around 6:00am - 6:30am I’m used to instantly waking up with a kick of anxiety that sends me running to my bathroom to stand in the shower. The shower running seems to calm me down. How do I stop waking up so early every day due to full blown anxiety every morning? ,5.024491525423732,6.011658186440684,5.962500000000002,78.5857838983051,68.83050847457628,8.611864406779661,28.309322033898304,8.841846274778883,2.2784881355932205,239,8,43,4,4,79,43,59,0.134,0.79,0.076,-0.4019,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,1,4,3,2,0,6,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,14,4,1,16,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,1,6,27,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4524482764402357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26325250440811443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907142171290655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4983118310777924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444733102648202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692113672092564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472342299453921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33988535722359303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25540616998881305,0.3256925738610782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Budguy1,2019/02/08,New to anxiety (help) I’m 17. Anxiety is something that Im now realizing has been responsible for many issues throughout my life. I think I am having my first bad episode of anxiety currently. I feel worried about my health in weird ways. Just have an almost constant pit of worry in my stomach. I can find relief here and there but it’s getting tough. What should I do.,1.7370833333333344,4.428512986111117,3.427222222222224,84.74000000000002,85.80555555555556,6.533333333333335,26.055555555555557,7.793537801064563,1.9189888888888893,293,13,55,6,9,97,59,72,0.183,0.764,0.052000000000000005,-0.6428,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,1,0,9,3,1,0,0,9,13,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,9,1,7,11,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,5,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21216462603148614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4862569288564672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769087918482063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22896421536511666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713158749975453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19365211931819887,0.18022282141852194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110697204700482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252157848816793,0.0,0.0,0.14201696545051046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288639671274897,0.22114497434035973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14965528455369226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148104438796133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046325282178076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16311358587468489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13576249264132306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16817843037171126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.430343600505545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thhr543h,2019/02/08,"How to reduce worry in a relationship In my last relationship I constantly felt like my gf didn't like me. She said she loved me, she was never mean or rude to me, and she always made time for me but I still believed she was faking it. We ended up getting broken up because I confronted her mom on some posts she made on fb about my mom, we got into it and she broke us up. Now part of me is telling myself that that was just their way of getting out of a relationship without hurting my feelings as much. Because I worried she didn't like me I even broke up with her once and got back together because I was trying to get her to admit she didn't like me. Now I'm just more scared of relationships because I feel like my last one was forced by the girl for some reason and I'm not actually good enough for a relationship. How can I reduce these thoughts so I can be successful in future relationships? (it's the same way with friendships too). What can I do to reduce the amount of anxiety in a relationship so I can enjoy it? 16 Male btw",2.5748356807511747,4.279698713615026,4.2597417840375575,85.59881455399062,75.94835680751173,7.1746478873239425,24.509389671361504,7.984000788550335,1.288040375586855,818,27,172,13,18,275,112,213,0.14800000000000002,0.701,0.152,-0.1946,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,3,0,1,1,13,16,2,1,7,0,15,1,0,5,1,31,32,11,0,0,6,2,3,5,1,0,0,1,0,2,8,10,0,0,7,0,0,0,6,7,0,1,15,4,40,9,31,16,8,26,0,3,0,1,32,12,0,3,16,129,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.08959806387573646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639732289157494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023812048662058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059996386192764,0.0,0.2238779582599169,0.0,0.0,0.10344391178154258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992192513354602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132071837525752,0.09486929929996683,0.0,0.060642852466285424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284870903651636,0.06559255796680784,0.08815666898135997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439084324744226,0.0,0.0,0.07700995271193725,0.14686547012235807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828971204060227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14968273883266464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22428052667853965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286650043669755,0.17375489068018388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001330453461578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150649206339503,0.0,0.0,0.06749449019599127,0.0,0.07081328416541485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977798348093568,0.0622161287733502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942655160075113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793326078471914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440097305819553,0.0,0.6900236304791616,0.0,0.0,0.08733696209451335,0.0,0.09192269718925763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733234698641265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025023899391864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07289074706265716,0.05353798619040953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06233626651106191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044197783884517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575673255879665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850625352705432,0.0,0.0,0.1864849045999516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SunshineMassacre,2019/02/08,"Anxiety over leaving the house So, this is my first post and I don't really know what I'm doing yet, so sorry if this kinda sucks...

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But anyway.

I have really bad anxiety about leaving my house. As a result, I'm quite a homebody. My anxiety gets triggered by medium to large crowds and by going places where I don't know the layout of the building. This has led to me going to great lengths to find maps of buildings that I have to go to, (my college, the mall, the grocery store, etc.) and trying to arrange my schedule to avoid busy times of day. All of this is pretty easy to do by myself and doesn't tend to inconvenience anyone. However, I will soon be moving in with my bf and he is a very spontaneous, adventurous person who loves to get out and about. We constantly butt heads about this because I just want to stay home and he wants to go out all the time. I go out with him because I feel bad that he isn't getting to have fun and do what he enjoys. But then he feels bad because I get very anxious while we're out, even though I try to hide it from him. But that's obviously very hard. So it's a bit of a catch 22 and I never know what to do and neither does he.

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I really don't know what I'm hoping to get out of this post...I guess I just need some support or something from like-minded and equally anxious bugs. ",2.6608077174623967,4.044676356115112,4.024512753433618,88.71556572923483,75.0071942446043,6.781164159581425,24.14715500327011,7.348242739294969,0.9194187050359708,1049,32,225,12,22,346,142,278,0.102,0.7859999999999999,0.113,0.7296,1,1,1,0,0,0,41.0,1,0,0,2,14,12,1,1,11,0,18,3,2,3,4,48,46,23,0,5,7,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,16,19,0,1,7,1,1,8,7,5,0,1,0,3,24,7,41,44,7,31,0,0,0,2,14,10,2,6,11,147,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20449110406685309,0.2293301060646565,0.0,0.0,0.216569259643052,0.21321350308867126,0.0,0.06598292097521183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363750754051797,0.1725739645894428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302326211108502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197615224319516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060858281425385886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258034712207883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524306587764673,0.06232787158063738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542859839044164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624884010944316,0.08026769530499034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465117743711913,0.0,0.26815194220953936,0.0,0.0,0.10403887913460533,0.10395481888522927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453342581128326,0.0,0.09684676944247744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946568203317704,0.09372675832503533,0.0,0.2177714532311169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20744440466163333,0.0,0.0,0.19983999678315392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04610247472323094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851690246666209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528278766219507,0.0,0.0,0.1002961537611506,0.0,0.0699712141373001,0.07278089836092284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239677587984091,0.09859241459157672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807531395032474,0.09600417578919247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036988664089896,0.0,0.0,0.18135988196600664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264757874747159,0.0,0.10563504261064843,0.0,0.10058163016761694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708545041324537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271414349735033,0.0,0.1100511797269743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813667747828614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23358556800656394,0.11131905663964514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293301060646565,0.0
anxiety,emeraldsofoz,2019/02/08,"Rough Night Panic, feeling incredibly fucking alone, no sleep, upset stomach, tossing and turning. Lots of tears. Lots of picking up my phone looking for a message I want so badly that  isn’t coming. I ate about 6 brownies at 2AM. 

I’m too much. I’m too intense. I feel too big. 
I’m not enough. I’m boring. I disassociate.

Now I’ve given up on sleep and I’m laying on the couch waiting for coffee to be ready and my kids to wake up. Panicking I’ll never be enough. Panicking I’ll never stop fucking up. Panicking. Crying so hard, wishing I had someone to just hold on to. Chest tight, feet tingling. Can’t breathe. 

This is going to pass.  This is going to pass. Be grateful for all you have, do things for yourself. Self care. Come on dude, pull yourself out of this. 

I’m going to close my eyes and pretend I’m back in a moment that probably wasn’t real, but it brings me comfort. Fuck it - It was real for me.  
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anxiety,SElizabeth91,2019/02/08,"Cyclical anxiety and obsession Is it possible to become obsessed with your anxiety? I find myself thinking about it almost constantly and am really struggling to break out of it - I feel like I'm just existing at the moment and it's affecting every aspect of my life.  It's come from feeling like I want my fiancé and I to break up, and now it's pretty much all I think about.  A couple of weeks ago I would have a few days of feeling great with no worries but not I just don't have good days anymore and wake up instantly anxious  with no appetite and dry heaving.

TL;DR how do I break out of this anxiety cycle? ",4.1105646630236805,5.439540803278688,5.558961748633879,79.35152094717671,71.29508196721312,8.700910746812388,29.94899817850637,9.150863307647796,2.6914888888888884,486,20,90,10,9,164,77,122,0.175,0.728,0.097,-0.8232,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,3,3,0,7,2,1,2,1,29,15,9,0,2,4,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,13,0,0,6,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,3,12,4,19,14,3,16,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,9,66,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15404738108364252,0.0,0.17401770974051098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.398828582727544,0.19632435230047127,0.17234518554125638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19192871949814044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14969792529296394,0.0,0.18779675535759527,0.0,0.0,0.19228663175691213,0.0,0.2241502064339662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14641894753051413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636084136118774,0.24829999009212675,0.0,0.0,0.15883372700003284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14576021341510542,0.0,0.1915954220936364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274746434277475,0.16980235038346547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774986802175306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959132508252882,0.0,0.17679891148465685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113292883877016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18167482415407615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22270515570866128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250120830475216,0.0,0.1393975497770783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17648419805464347,0.0,0.12344984571235232,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nosinned21,2019/02/08,"I think I have an anxiety disorder I’m well aware of the dangers of self-diagnosis and it’s something I wanted to avoid but I need some advice. For years and years now, I feel as though I’m constantly worrying about things that just aren’t that significant at all. I’ll worry about things 6 months into the future, I’ll worry about what others think of me, I’ll overthink absolutely everything to the point where it drives me crazy. Something happens and I’ll be in tears for days and thinking the worst. I’ve seen a doctor a few times, nearly got to the point of help but always run away at the last minute, telling myself I haven’t got the time or that I’m okay now. I think my worries are preventing me from getting help about my worries! What should I do? ",3.1099095022624397,4.974065712418302,3.9620915032679735,87.61864253393671,74.88235294117645,7.060633484162897,24.18753142282555,7.882392219407189,1.1915081950729012,606,19,124,9,13,194,91,153,0.231,0.688,0.081,-0.9734,1,1,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,10,5,1,1,10,1,7,1,0,0,1,21,22,9,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,10,5,0,2,5,0,0,2,2,3,1,0,3,2,14,2,21,17,4,22,0,0,1,0,3,9,0,2,11,79,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366350250313245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529999923827074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681064406190536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889818607363815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675593194376096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816144834821388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450376240016219,0.1295296090898365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373526248833833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06398764132543834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06611731605414044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20242769388609091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190802500341863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16964801622855172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315539660618164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101125351993766,0.0,0.0,0.09383545454590804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23926190339438586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201957742088874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948492292859814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061055263577277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16814881124619335,0.3243533261224323,0.12433504127621962,0.0,0.14758501192691348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464265418423277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378393064434082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6425899353892623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298850659817626
anxiety,ppfg,2019/02/08,"I finally went to office hours!! I’m a 5th year senior in college and while I love my program, I am terrible about engaging face to face with my professors and classmates. I don’t talk in class or anything so I’m often overlooked by my professors, which is usually my goal. I have been emailing one of my professors back and forth but the subject matter was getting complicated for email, and I knew it was time to finally make the dreaded trip up to their office. 

As I was walking up the stairs I began to worry about what would happen once I got up there. I didn’t have anything planned out that I wanted to say, and my brain was frankly fried after my exam so I was worried I was just going to get up there and make a fool out of myself. I hadn’t showered that morning (because midterms), what if they thought I smelled? Or what if they just didn’t like me in general? I was going through all of the usual fears when approaching a social situation. But I went up anyways, for fear if I didn’t at that moment then I never would and would possibly miss opportunities. As soon as I got there and we got to chatting I felt my fears start to slowly retreat. It actually felt like a weight was lifted off of my shoulders. We ended up talking for much longer than I expected to and I left with a new professional connection, feeling on top of the world.

I know it doesn’t sound like a big deal but I resolved this year to try to make changes and slowly push myself out of my comfort zone so this was a big step for me and I’m really proud of myself and figured you guys would appreciate the mini-win for the day. ",4.075515297906602,5.1464285000000025,5.200209339774557,82.87007246376812,71.09876543209877,8.103918411164791,29.51905528717123,8.456263369488248,2.102715673644658,1270,50,255,20,23,420,169,324,0.1,0.789,0.11,-0.5653,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,2,1,3,6,16,16,0,4,14,0,24,6,4,3,2,51,51,29,0,9,10,0,4,3,0,4,0,2,1,1,12,19,1,0,8,1,0,9,7,7,0,1,24,7,46,9,50,23,2,52,0,1,0,1,16,21,0,6,25,185,58,11,0.0,0.0,0.10554098440168867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17800015553992582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831623961768364,0.0,0.06592860124009456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073366714378593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441072869660912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974924713233084,0.11150020976197904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957907827280785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651040119501686,0.05468502179762842,0.0,0.20768622051410526,0.2369509834111257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301016242284778,0.0,0.12293081991885425,0.0,0.259497676972594,0.0,0.0,0.107087720570705,0.09563866802836198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065081700938162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05943764228991191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750772444080144,0.0,0.0,0.1585131634135172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761161850708726,0.0,0.21657737863152346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795043400363487,0.0,0.08341367431666465,0.10445410664824006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517860513957673,0.07328675634674962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219253996300641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928509388732514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600700159865945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215676483662926,0.0,0.11024758802635087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655071162795994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17385734641907075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586079727611863,0.06306444046889725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07342827118036781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382288238954697,0.0,0.06379099286278697,0.0,0.0,0.13170029107571854,0.0,0.2005164187106779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219667697672916,0.0,0.30731299101705195,0.0,0.0,0.13929299238821588
anxiety,keertian,2019/02/08,"My struggles with Anxiety/Panic Disorder Hello r/Anxiety,  


It was the end of 2018 when it started. It had never happened before. I was vacationing in Europe when all of a sudden one morning after having coffee I felt this sudden fear of the unknown, as if I was anxious of something and I have forgotten what it was, every thought that came into my head spiralled out of control. I thought of it as normal since I know a little about caffeine and thought i had just been over caffeinated but my head was filled with the most negative of thoughts. I literally saw the worst in everything. I thought it will pass but it never did. I couldn't sleep after that. Two emergency visits to the doctor and a week later, my condition had deteriorated to the point that I found myself in Paris on NYE and literally nothing gave me a sliver of joy.  I had never ever felt so miserable in my life. It was as the pain comparable to a loved one passing away times 1000. And the fact that I did not exactly understand what was causing it, or how long it will last, or why is it happening to me, made it much worse. I was very close to taking my life on the first day of 2019. But, there was a small, very little part of my brain that was still rational and I decided to call my parents before I end it once and for all. I couldn't handle the fear anymore. I was constantly talking to them and my sister and with their constant guidance and my girlfriend's help (who stays in Europe and was with me all the time) I was able to survive this radical onslaught the first week of Jan when I came back to my home country and started seeking pyschiatric help there. From this point onwards, the story gets better. I was diagnosed with panic disorder coupled with depression and I have to say that the diagnosis itself made me feel better now that I knew what this terrible state has a name. Also, my doc said that 1 out of 10 people experience something like this at some point in their lives, so it isn't exactly uncommon.  


 I started talking to my friends/relatives, wrote a mail to my university that i won't be back for 2 months, and followed my therapist and medications religiously. I decided that I had only one job, and that is to not feel the fear anymore. Writing this post today, I can't say that I have succeeded entirely, but I am much better now. Here are the points that I feel/learnt that are of help while struggling with anxiety:  


1) Accept that emotions are not under your 100% control, so don't try to reason why you are feeling this way. Almost everything we do affects our mood, eating, sleeping, interacting everything. So don't try to be overcautious.  


2) Sometimes the most difficult thing to do is to not think at all. Seriously, how often are you able to close your eyes and just breathe without having a single thought cross your mind. It's very difficult, but with constant discipline and practicing meditation, it is possible and you WILL improve gradually.  


3) Distractions are the best, distracting yourself with productive activities is one of the most effective way. Playing a sport, going to the gym, or taking a walk will keep you busy through the day. And when panic starts to hit, just pick up the closest distraction (For me, I try to solve a sudoku puzzle or I have a chess app and I try to play chess to take my mind off things)  


  
I have written this with the intention to help and I am sorry if I have unintentionally broken any rules of this subreddit.  
Thanks.",5.357218312175228,6.611382416036309,6.116399723738732,76.80480809708612,68.25869894099849,9.37868841675985,31.91873314477406,9.653516015845867,3.0866230743932115,2751,116,500,60,46,902,302,661,0.136,0.7609999999999999,0.103,-0.9705,3,0,2,0,0,0,73.0,2,7,3,11,25,31,0,11,36,0,59,15,7,12,11,118,100,48,0,5,19,2,5,1,1,5,6,3,1,0,47,40,1,4,21,6,0,10,16,18,0,7,41,10,71,12,79,49,14,83,0,2,2,1,35,28,0,13,41,379,118,3,0.12091871507714545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06054131323877834,0.0,0.0,0.04834932638023237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0411144363659402,0.0,0.09250248606493876,0.06830186494665795,0.11991887352853213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056803556607837036,0.09297902802748184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289292044646103,0.0,0.06344836569079218,0.1604141656958742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749263812307922,0.061735763808295666,0.1382987969350018,0.0,0.062108414488630616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196005260756807,0.13562062088605736,0.0,0.06689712916107167,0.0,0.07798256786904734,0.0,0.05207355605600825,0.06136497524217315,0.0,0.0,0.13858332338459398,0.06188271432306462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06186501645711616,0.0,0.0680086396238431,0.10709809098224628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054688950257181485,0.050939616316956336,0.0,0.163010916341371,0.05914085291386487,0.0,0.20410075779848805,0.12228027108774853,0.0,0.11610092906078022,0.0,0.0,0.10285339727326567,0.0,0.06629056491357636,0.0,0.0,0.03158751894594567,0.0,0.03436044617561211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692802040253063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12409748671929555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16209853171817906,0.0,0.060645665165886674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059996583325123976,0.05373905491996107,0.0,0.0,0.03322688175440325,0.04928244579689426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540846445023305,0.0295373881732366,0.12119231899355352,0.05338672037333777,0.05350462887660792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05456693066947886,0.11441621189821208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06090644207310169,0.0,0.0,0.12209343217700035,0.0,0.048258082371372114,0.0,0.08888916866737788,0.0,0.13988995120473646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0592373336507331,0.05801238415615046,0.0,0.0,0.06438724259860762,0.16387530147443338,0.045982065811076785,0.06433301912269428,0.14187205875042996,0.06713296166400719,0.06547159249289236,0.0,0.04191490597419306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286145402612695,0.06815884143934313,0.05790335201190736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06216228904143144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05751069407274875,0.09615941555119394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05001260532566917,0.0,0.12100604112705628,0.0,0.0,0.09308913442030772,0.0597958505474177,0.0676793008839254,0.171173777793629,0.06444163076262774,0.04828292102884012,0.0,0.0,0.1264104952664067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363737378273705,0.09718988285948964,0.0,0.0556628534506566,0.0,0.07019797400685811,0.08033302133178108,0.038739915068857454,0.0,0.2879878590591325,0.07050867516403156,0.0,0.057308401619444366,0.0,0.0,0.16419174044892634,0.0,0.059060007226939513,0.06294032341141724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14965590535640352,0.0,0.09597964772533596,0.09699369953042933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911033265412426,0.0,0.0,0.05828066316997906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061613250519223124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,funnerisafunnerword,2019/02/08,"Reflection after therapy (Long post) I had my 2nd therapy appointment today. It went as well as to be expected. 

I have anxiety (and possibly bipolar just waiting to see psych) and have been trying different medications unsuccessfully for the last year. I failed with xanax,zoloft and I'm on prozac now but it gives me awful headaches after I take it. 

Tonight my therapist walked me through my anxiety and it seems to us that my anxiety is not typical I guess. Things most people would be anxious about I'm ok with but other things not so much. 

Aparently I have a what-if way of thinking. It can take me down a long road once I get going. Things like what-if I fall in the shower or drive my car into a ditch. But none of these things have happened to me. 

On the other hand I dont ever give a second thought to leaving my son at daycare 4 days a week but I get anxious when my sister (who also has 2 kids his around his age) watches him. I'm not scared of driving, I actually like it, but it's what if something happens to me. 

I'm trying to reflect as much as I can and hopefully gain perspective. Also my therapist has a book she is reading to help me. Should I buy that book too? I found it online and was wondering if having it to read might help me deal with my anxiety? ",2.465477922517344,4.4072259961089495,4.149149044154967,85.21721366942991,76.97665369649806,7.582405684317376,26.349010319742852,8.456263369488248,1.884406665538826,999,39,203,20,23,335,147,257,0.078,0.792,0.13,0.9543,3,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,0,2,11,7,0,1,9,2,20,4,1,0,1,39,43,22,0,6,12,2,1,2,0,3,3,0,1,1,20,11,0,1,7,4,1,7,5,2,1,1,6,3,35,5,31,32,4,31,0,1,2,0,14,8,0,9,16,146,55,6,0.0,0.0,0.10390343244499513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17029471319844286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258097995138189,0.2405710145894693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478458660240688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866703232481364,0.1097701957043828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124284750040984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247869361937525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631198401740658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167434335169531,0.0,0.0,0.11125672025390372,0.204279454953712,0.06051172544607308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729330407504066,0.0,0.18830951670477744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273478575351006,0.0,0.0,0.10575287689475513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679066081188679,0.0,0.11274077411899636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403580409858508,0.0,0.0,0.1884525827242204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726152628485264,0.0,0.1129522701452015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15654153447366376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339151786457373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381578427257297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003363049538415,0.10197282425973744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130059701429088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065992203895407,0.0,0.08484612954635487,0.09693008697854423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196901919236943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16011065241098324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24352498919218876,0.2472494395598692,0.2829468340566838,0.06822434995371915,0.0,0.08452859900849921,0.0,0.0,0.10092506502463452,0.0,0.0,0.14457794680224825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12807531867413108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451424148980623,0.08540715807337285,0.0,0.09573306734593512,0.09870262383720918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154666972686863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563619664584717,0.0,0.0,0.06856587564877137
anxiety,Oliwine,2019/02/08,"Anyone else terribly terrified of a heart attack? Id if it's just me and my severe existential anxiety, but I'm super super terrified of a heart attack",2.8810000000000002,5.347857099999999,6.7966666666666695,64.14500000000001,78.0,10.666666666666668,26.66666666666667,10.504223727775694,4.1126666666666685,123,5,19,5,3,47,23,30,0.424,0.345,0.231,-0.7140000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,1,5,2,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,1,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19823662731655314,0.0,0.0,0.18119235947215304,0.2655131737883836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5896041538563648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21647301629706428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6141495381512843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927474043659941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EllieS1987,2019/02/08,I’m just awake I fell asleep for like 30 minutes and woke up in a cold sweat having a panic attack... this is happening a lot lately... I wish it would stop,-0.3204545454545453,1.815958090909092,1.9305303030303025,95.91579545454546,89.30303030303033,4.512121212121213,14.31060606060606,5.985473137389443,-0.7986303030303028,119,2,27,1,4,40,29,33,0.163,0.682,0.154,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,3,0,3,2,2,0,0,6,7,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,1,3,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3969744119661003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085702108408782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3936242657072861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17047651423814764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29665988738671906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4094108440074848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917329826816201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4012686184244124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478799537550836,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JohnJHelstrom,2019/02/08,"Anxiety & Exercise I know that exercise can help with your mental health. In the past this has been beneficial for me. I've suffered from anxiety my whole life, as has my mother and her mother before her. Mine is specifically mostly hypochondria. However, the past few years I've suffered some severe health problems that have left me with anxiety that is even more extreme. I have also always been someone to nervous eat, so this has caused unwanted weight gain. Recently I've been trying to get back into exercise and get my physical health back to where it was but I've been having trouble with cardio. The elevated heart rate that comes with exercising seems to cause me anxiety and I often will experience heart palpitations or what I perceive to them during exercise. I've had EKG's during my health problems before surgeries so I know that my heart is most likely healthy and have worked out vigorously in the past without problems. So I have to assume it's all in my head. Does anybody else here with anxiety experience anything similar and how do they combat that to live healthy lives?

TL;DR:
I get anxiety when exercising bc I have hypochondria and get paranoid about my heart and my heart rate, but want to lose weight and stay healthy. Any suggestions for people who might struggle with similar issues?",5.675420168067228,8.122788936974793,5.858563025210085,74.25481932773111,69.29411764705883,9.129747899159666,31.647899159663858,9.642632912329526,3.4266547899159674,1069,47,172,26,20,339,129,238,0.16899999999999998,0.75,0.081,-0.9521,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,2,3,13,11,0,2,4,0,22,21,6,3,1,40,31,18,0,5,4,2,2,1,0,2,12,0,0,0,12,17,3,0,5,6,0,1,1,9,0,0,6,2,25,2,25,23,7,17,0,3,0,0,10,7,0,8,9,118,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657157102946135,0.06926710648917507,0.09019670124332048,0.0,0.056609943215062075,0.0,0.3820964809134266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06850413335206626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280216381900301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167195025763207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17103256802963665,0.0,0.07170881543056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284888926517563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518115236859916,0.06954111597125316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05498301197741004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628605726390416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17396980835821707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543412359814058,0.3539452241917413,0.0,0.4932328863295977,0.05579785038359974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688690222456831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149933967663848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044671675227764,0.0,0.0587989128633501,0.040669653168184265,0.0,0.14701498918159553,0.0,0.0,0.09313066560055352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838921046723392,0.08831055214436268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23840237334761885,0.0577120996125195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389647301488201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219510420619737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578377565561471,0.0,0.09404396698275704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053382716458555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872885975351569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702649958674087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056518378486734834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04910048160888125,0.0,0.0,0.2027417172752595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294087185837913,0.0,0.08024590202875391,0.0,0.06060387453871322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05360751341270804
anxiety,porklorneo,2019/02/08,"I just had a horrible panic attack when I woke up, not sure what to do. I’ve been on meds for a little over a year and just like 45 minutes ago I had the worst panic attack I’ve had since right around when I started taking medicine. Does anyone else have this? Like is it normal to still have bad panics attacks even so long into medication? I’m just really frightened and sad now, it feels like I worked so had to get here and now everything is reset. ",1.7663440860215085,3.8437275698924713,3.285161290322584,89.91440860215056,79.75268817204302,5.853763440860216,18.935483870967747,6.937597516519254,0.1987548387096778,356,8,74,4,9,117,64,93,0.34,0.591,0.069,-0.9844,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,13,13,3,3,4,0,10,1,0,0,1,12,16,7,0,1,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,9,0,0,6,1,5,4,9,10,1,16,0,1,0,0,0,7,0,0,12,49,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334784938518183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528778243883932,0.15428516609594367,0.0,0.13404652737373465,0.0,0.5139133409690391,0.0,0.0,0.12572651197913462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177200240619313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12578876896444108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945548462947527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13532998181038478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613686509536897,0.10757310013249467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867089751409086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206947156996202,0.1509189202759561,0.0,0.1332569734927331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672584409404969,0.1516917004618339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475346706596272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5300132409814059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646425425120744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859296479511184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455984766392678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065800289106814,0.0,0.12025194946272802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419181767118372,0.0,0.1132160708853605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962272701881112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969674274743709
anxiety,crexyisaword,2019/02/08,"Finally pulling off of Lexapro! I have been on amti depressants for 2 years now for anxiety. Started on Celexa, then went to Lexapro. I am doing so much better and my psychiatrist let me go from 20mg to 10mg, and hopefully next month can slow it down even more. I am scared that I will have to go back on them someday, but for now I am grateful that I get to stop taking them. ",4.062692307692308,4.389708089743594,4.865794871794872,87.96253846153847,70.66666666666667,8.804102564102564,29.70256410256411,8.841846274778883,1.9939610256410247,293,11,67,5,5,95,56,78,0.106,0.792,0.101,0.2942,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,1,5,4,0,1,0,0,10,0,0,0,0,5,17,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,2,0,10,2,14,13,2,20,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,1,11,48,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20241086526617874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20345361854857455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23400863018722706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22789124892025076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17475940635752396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898457548717466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13823751800513107,0.0,0.3007455447826602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26279788205998594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27056152163374025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111934635360748,0.0,0.19450432424188466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813947996381941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649010615143496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18727838541423528,0.0,0.0,0.22120934927806907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19893898674134225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452778710124009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17038748666873518
anxiety,girlinamber,2019/02/08,"i really, really need some advice (content warning for topics that can induce extreme anxiety. i know it has for me.)

over the past few months, my paranoia has gone from being the normal little chatter in the back of my head to being a constant, looming threat and it's ripping me to shreds. i just moved into a new basement suite with my partner, and i haven't really been able to relax at all because im so terrified of somebody breaking in, or being poisoned by carbon monoxide as we sleep in the room adjacent to the furnace. i had to borrow 60$ just to buy a new detector to get one threat off my mind. but i just cant stop worrying about somebody breaking in. i make sure all of our windows and doors are locked at night but it never feels like it's enough. everybody is so much more powerful than i am and im so scared. every sound the house makes means there's somebody hiding in my closet with a knife, or the neighbours upstairs are actually just robbers stealing all my landlord's things and they're armed with guns ready to kick the door down and kill me

i cant afford to see a therapist right now so im just wallowing in fear, constantly. i cant live like this anymore. i know how ridiculous it sounds and that im just overreacting but i cant shake it. i feel like i need to have four guard dogs and alarm systems near every door and vent and window and that i need to sleep with a self-defense mechanism under my pillow

can somebody please give me some advice to at least sort of deal with this until i can see a professional? i know that this may fall underneath the 'no medical diagnoses' rule but i just need some reassurance, or anything at this point. i dont know what to do and i feel so lost and alone",4.6684350332038616,5.4016423314121065,5.494489412354344,82.54133567222155,69.48991354466858,8.455531888234558,29.207993985716076,8.587818076936951,2.086847487783486,1367,49,272,21,23,447,188,347,0.16899999999999998,0.76,0.071,-0.9864,2,1,0,1,0,1,25.0,2,0,0,2,17,17,5,4,16,0,23,7,4,4,5,64,43,28,1,5,14,0,3,3,2,1,3,2,9,1,16,20,0,2,9,1,2,4,8,11,0,2,4,7,33,6,47,35,11,40,0,1,2,0,7,21,0,8,15,186,49,1,0.09789630431842458,0.0,0.0955326713031107,0.0,0.0,0.1913262711414324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139104729325883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489040484962663,0.0,0.09708682836219394,0.0,0.0,0.08056031714835052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527621524263199,0.0,0.059676678471866085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21158225333791206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009267911399982,0.0,0.09936268818218394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473373956756355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011530516926102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649637172425127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016055915090993,0.14849793875466327,0.13987427873137806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05114677848542186,0.09391105551013776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046985131518324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295919137404528,0.0,0.0,0.4229792310162505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083077561841566,0.0,0.2152049945754788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434815680699442,0.09811781520899523,0.08644423025660705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686538050701017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069308661961931,0.0,0.0,0.10663777468779399,0.0,0.09862022738724624,0.0,0.0,0.09884736026226328,0.0,0.07813989612174388,0.10404827867647852,0.07196504776718493,0.29035547685017565,0.07550366500609547,0.18909772148243725,0.0,0.09186904992531507,0.09591759287856172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06633706938243389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345309966966324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746074443318422,0.09254365046285568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18814463797356126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360290899161539,0.0,0.0,0.09801127877111226,0.0,0.15602135972907413,0.0,0.10212719579475954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959340077172404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818456939165369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922661082649424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136651546706871,0.06503795461353648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941844903505567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Imnotfat4,2019/02/08,"Anyone else that can't voicechat with people online but can talk to people in real life? I can't understand why I get crippling anxiety when I'm gonna voice chat with someone online. I just can't do it. But I can talk to people in real life.

Anyone know how to deal with this??",2.1543103448275858,3.850074775862069,3.785724137931037,88.58168965517244,77.10344827586206,6.019310344827588,20.220689655172414,6.742157984588678,0.3127958620689655,219,5,45,2,5,73,36,58,0.051,0.949,0.0,-0.3798,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,0,11,11,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,8,10,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608120820418395,0.0,0.0,0.2939711088835426,0.21538767514574936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21671998501829312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17560567352177267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982741987426256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155273606577988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969587862232446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4372048958921601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4785359752002937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17811247421490214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33792188904122866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188387552107774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896841967476374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,somedumbretard666,2019/02/08,"Rexulti anyone? My psychiatrist just gave me a script for rexulti 0.5mg. I’ve been on Prozac, Luvox, buspar, lexapro. Nothing has reply helped my panic attacks or depression besides Xanax (and that’s a whole other nasty story).  My dr swears rexulti is his favorite drug for anxiety sufferers even though it’s an anti psychotic. I’m scared. Any positive experiences? ",4.851584821428574,8.065525453125002,6.044464285714287,68.01125000000002,75.71875,9.907142857142855,32.58035714285714,9.957137785484203,4.571029464285715,295,15,42,10,7,98,56,64,0.31,0.59,0.1,-0.9465,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,2,3,0,3,4,0,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,5,0,3,3,1,1,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19412663425616475,0.0,0.21838066950846424,0.0,0.0,0.19960442884332216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247587280087189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24587140343913205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310498712146585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18854756691579028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792404745871296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913418081439669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739122769718557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33493278388986164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28580121472694825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804688453461879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187125373038736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ineedanotherface,2019/02/08,"Having friends makes my mental health worse. I don't make good friends with anyone that much. And that's fine, really. I spent pretty much 100% of my childhood with just family for company and no real friends, and I felt pretty stable anxiety-wise. Didn't even know I had it for a while.

When I do make a friend I consider close, I gain two things: a need to talk to them as much as possible (that I generally manage to control, even if it affects my ability to do or think about other things) and a debilitating fear of upsetting them (which I can't really control as well). Maintaining the friendship becomes an obsession, and usually, it's over before I even realize it is. Thank god it usually ends quietly. The time I was formally friend-dumped (for good reason) completely destroyed me for a while.

So anyway, I have a new friend now. I can feel the bad part of the cycle coming again. The internet has enabled me to make friends in a way I couldn't in childhood, and that's... bad. It's honestly not a good thing if it makes me like this. I just wish I could go back to being cut off from everyone instead of becoming a nervous monster any time I make a friend.",5.568003742981908,5.8840944497816645,6.505442919525888,77.55564410480349,67.38427947598254,10.56032439176544,32.0776668746101,10.451354775682146,3.2862898315658136,915,36,179,23,14,305,130,229,0.14300000000000002,0.639,0.217,0.9548,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,2,4,14,23,2,4,16,0,15,1,0,10,0,37,31,16,0,6,6,0,2,1,7,0,1,1,0,0,17,10,0,2,6,0,1,2,6,8,1,1,5,3,25,15,25,23,4,22,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,3,15,129,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061130375269892165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628553299112138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06912222783453217,0.15011392976436208,0.0,0.19855968313264466,0.07649238802064615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743492659542603,0.09425118147896018,0.0,0.20164546037577366,0.07177230772323336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07961858499241589,0.0,0.0,0.17812058967515956,0.0,0.0,0.08589668784136369,0.0,0.0,0.08474319319479548,0.10115470395881734,0.04545264097242157,0.0,0.0863114515239728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5556093495413257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05108830753414285,0.2261941453946688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555213780037147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04940288449090003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04391721699529949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36002596360357525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059107904981398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982452655936327,0.06665457794056177,0.0,0.08681929441570392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734544292387604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134093820631272,0.0,0.18290715393914808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023180023024459,0.1151756145898687,0.09242505534834934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225265061105499,0.0,0.08276146825280302,0.0,0.0,0.1791628990192432,0.05759985434325074,0.0,0.0,0.10483475279089136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878124747495318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980090497517663,0.0,0.0,0.07135294074689509,0.0,0.0,0.08082467240360826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033726027746614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916087257603308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,criticalcaliph,2019/02/08,"Does anyone else always cringe at past conversations? Every time I interact with someone wether its in class or at the store, i’ll always look back and think of how awkward/weird I was during the conversation and won’t stop thinking about it. It’s like i’m stuck in a loop of negative thoughts and images about myself and it totally messes with me. How can I get past this?",4.009497716894977,5.931136000000002,4.672808219178084,83.2310388127854,72.56164383561644,7.606392694063928,24.495433789954337,8.344100000000001,1.530362557077626,300,9,57,5,6,96,55,73,0.117,0.848,0.035,-0.6966,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,1,14,10,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,5,1,10,6,1,9,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,1,6,36,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4165036590468345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17500060371744874,0.2564399836906152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19244878069091298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190204736008791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090756401146456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21087049966071125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13076022916483046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227347304713547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21017097450772326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4778384520327864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21206023024231535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209244101184815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207368189251251,0.0,0.19869323762391952,0.14593945378132853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pebble-o,2019/02/08,"Am I being a complete sook? Harsh manager and feeling fragile TL;DR at the end!! 

Recently I started working at a restaurant and my manager/supervisor is incredibly strict and very tense. For my first two shifts, I could handle her constant scolding, I even felt motivated.

But on my third shift, I came in and I was having one of those weird, dissociative days. I kept making mistakes despite it not being busy, and her condescending tone somehow really got to me and I cried (I ran to the bathroom). That somehow really shook me up, like more than reason can explain. 
The day after, my shift at work was okay, but during the day I was so so scared of work the next day. I cried and shook for a lot of the day (before work). When I actually got to work, I settled in and I was okay, which made me think that today I wouldn't be so anxious about work tonight. I was wrong though, I'm crying on the train and trying to breathe deeply to let go of my panic. 

TL;DR, I have a crazy strict and tense manager who seems to trigger my first feelings of real anxiety. Am I being a sook? How should I go about this situation? ",3.3791335372069327,5.1677264036697235,4.722324159021408,82.77708460754333,73.95412844036696,7.413251783893987,26.790010193679922,8.167268648758528,1.7614915392456676,868,32,169,14,18,288,124,218,0.208,0.754,0.039,-0.9901,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,9,11,10,0,4,12,2,19,1,1,6,0,35,36,18,0,4,3,0,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,11,0,1,8,0,0,6,2,7,0,5,12,4,30,3,25,16,2,30,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,4,17,122,37,9,0.0,0.0,0.1101812724426583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637380267423765,0.12755315140489287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607582655648426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913591304089256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838119319888647,0.12201271869122822,0.0,0.09014732010346953,0.0,0.3720702192287287,0.3640794542766595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000023866471444,0.0,0.0,0.07457423029312983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141786827055746,0.0,0.10840874838706027,0.0,0.0,0.192077843923446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833568151617436,0.0,0.1806046210821385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545540033190604,0.0,0.05516082099234525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598977910170296,0.0,0.1068356509066379,0.07536652323642985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007823229026635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650893265072425,0.0,0.0,0.1324724310533113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12851326644636127,0.14466266065436445,0.11608754566172926,0.11148237263828237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303993975495184,0.0,0.0,0.10278659780491188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269125758187021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991639325115744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723464616383429,0.11093088394100724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070229522172816,0.0,0.0,0.0766566694235614,0.0,0.11029406077967556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316037646248633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4931873101127448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123446446961256,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CHaOS_Winner,2019/02/08,"Tips for dealing with stage freight? I’m going on my school talent show tomorrow, and I’m kind of anxious. I’m doing sleight of hand magic, so a ton could go wrong. How do I calm myself and get ready for tomorrow? Any tips for being confident on stage and eliminating stage freight?",2.335878787878787,4.918522254545458,3.4322727272727285,86.78174242424242,81.0,6.575757575757575,25.53030303030303,7.793537801064563,1.6307575757575754,224,9,43,4,6,72,39,55,0.086,0.6829999999999999,0.231,0.8461,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,1,0,6,10,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,8,8,1,9,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,22,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359292999116985,0.0,0.0,0.3919404618879272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27700124920596303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576771813455805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18126044984622894,0.0,0.3943449905873656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612818694059004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511191276277805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793215370025127,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gracinix07,2019/02/08,Is anyone familiar with the process of getting an emotional support animal? I am not currently in therapy but I have an anxiety diagnosis and would like an emotional support animal,6.37505376344086,9.597130161290323,8.99483870967742,48.97892473118282,69.96774193548387,15.746236559139788,45.81720430107528,13.023866798666859,9.17402365591398,149,11,18,9,3,54,25,31,0.056,0.623,0.321,0.8316,1,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,7,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,16,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073592667880369,0.0,0.0,0.18953063980322646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6098094115114646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161705370137406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13242565502804315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.615188707334244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.309979400735091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925524192645216,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gumy2,2019/02/08,"Anxiety and paranoia due to potential stalker. I've always struggled with paranoid thoughts, delusions, and general anxiety. I've always held a very cynical view of people that give me a bad impression. 

Straight forward, I think my girlfriend may have a stalker. My evidence is somewhat solid to show that he is actively searching for her online. When I met my girlfriend she had a youtube channel with a nifty little fan base, and also a twitter with some of her subscribers following her. Amongst one of her fan was a man I'll call Dan. He seemed pretty nice, but quickly got a bad vibe off him, I just found him to be creepy and weird. I didnt like it when he'd converse with my girlfriend and bullshit with her about loving art. (her youtube channel focus) she just spoke to him to be nice and that's it. He'd comment on her photos and say 'youre beautiful, so pretty, etc' not big of a deal. Things only get more worse, or infuriating for me rather.  He insisted that he and my girlfriend should 'meet up'. My girlfriend was of course weirded out, as she never even considered him a friend like that. I retaliated and told him to back up when I saw him tweet out to my girlfriend: ""I miss you. Haven't seen you awhile on Twitter/Youtube"" and I basically told him to fuck off. He liked the tweet funnily enough. Things got out of hand when I later confronted him never to message her again due to him just feeling entitled to be my girlfriends friend. Which he said ""please stop 'harrassing' me"". My girlfriend, who already had enough of him being a creep blocked him. So that seemed the end of it. Couple of months later I checked his twitter to find a bunch of hate-filled rants saying ""It's really shitty when you dedicate so much to a friend and they go off and stab you in the back"" even though my girlfriend didn't even view him as a friend, and made it explicitly clear that she was creeped by him. He made several other creepy tweets regarding forcing people to fall in love, and a very weird tweet saying ""There's dust behind your bed"". He later would start making series of tweets about a 'list' of people, and would say things in response to other people saying, ""Who is that? I don't know they are, but they're on my list"". Thankfully he ended up disappearing from twitter. A breeze right? Wrong. He came back, had the audacity to send my girlfriend a friend request on instagram. This is particularly unsettling because she had deleted her original account he followed her on, and he still managed to find her new fucking account. My girlfriend was of course freaked out. \*\*Btw, when the stuff happened after we blocked him, my girlfriend deleted her twitter, instagram, and youtube so she wouldn't have to deal with him. \*\* I sent him a message telling him to leave my girlfriend alone and that she doesn't want anything to do with him. I know he saw it. He never responded, but deleted his account. So pathetic. His last post on his Instagram was basically a pity story on how he ruins his 'friendships' and wished he had died on a planecrash. Then he disappeared. A year and half, to today. I decided to search his old twitter handle, and to my shock, he was back. He seemed the same. Miserable and sad over his lost 'friendships'. It was pathetic honestly, this guy wastes too much time online and has to go out and meet REAL people. I looked through his timeline. He made a tweet saying something along the lines of ""Took a look at an old former friends account and was happy to see that she's doing good things now and is doing good for herself. But it also depresses me that she hates me and doesnt want me in her life"". I automatically assumed it was about my girlfriend, and told her. She pointed out the dates of his tweet was around the time her new account was private. No big deal. Unless he made a new account posed as someone else so he can still follow her. Possibility. Ugh.

He made another tweet saying:

""some people may be stronger and bigger than me, but no one will ever love you the way I do. Its me and you boy."" 

I don't know what to say about that. It was a later date when my girlfriends twitter became public (she had made a business account btw). Seeing as this shit is happening again, my girlfriend closed all her social media. He had never attempted to follow her or message her when he came back, so maybe he's moved on. But the whole cryptic tweet bullshit he does makes me think otherwise.

I'm honestly sick and tired of this guys shit. Its caused me to be very anxious, nervous and simply infuriated. This guy is really stating to piss me off and has made me think all sorts of ways to make his life miserable like he has made my and my partners life miserable and frustrating.   
 

He's never made any threats, but it's clear that he was into my girlfriend which is enough for me to be cautious. I just want him to just go away, learn that NOT EVERYONE WILL WANT TO BE YOU'RE FRIEND, STOP BEING ENTITLED and at least fucking do well for himself and socialize with people in the real world so he can leave us alone.  
 

As you can tell, this has taken a huge toll for me. It's made me afraid and extremely anxious. I've been constantly checking his twitter, and trying to keep tabs. I always feel like my girlfriend is going to be put in danger. It's aggravating and very unsettling. While I'm not sure just to move on, due to the lack of any threats or hacking, or any other weird shit, I still feel very on edge about this guy. He also lives in another state from us btw. Give me any advice, and piece of mind cause these paranoid thoughts are driving me insane. Thanks guys.",4.27682243502052,6.0573746269767454,4.556120383036936,84.92325854993162,71.56744186046512,7.365800273597809,28.64705882352941,8.008105612284727,1.8604161422708616,4424,172,845,62,85,1386,406,1075,0.19,0.691,0.119,-0.998,1,2,1,0,0,0,144.0,3,9,2,2,53,63,14,6,42,0,73,16,5,17,12,162,155,81,1,11,22,0,4,5,26,8,5,10,1,8,50,62,0,6,20,4,9,21,18,36,1,3,54,23,139,27,126,81,18,130,0,9,9,6,184,48,7,16,63,560,189,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04153004448722458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803338254750466,0.04689928325167368,0.10196056566042418,0.1060890294472937,0.0,0.0,0.1156045389536788,0.08912891626237439,0.06502404142444458,0.09602473370370697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0349734883256333,0.03783358815376791,0.0,0.0,0.03992970324420029,0.1633975590077449,0.07097065724002308,0.025907316303199462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0433967673087425,0.09721627043125414,0.0,0.08731743952654736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04592688887630679,0.0,0.0,0.04702491665675021,0.0,0.0,0.131445434053283,0.0366047790729316,0.0,0.04410779770136752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03719162119980495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035502900169143974,0.0,0.07528393020291012,0.1317401121680956,0.04739820521995674,0.08421160739093295,0.038443253995205054,0.0,0.040610117931173764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06446711124353068,0.03036166953799281,0.0,0.0,0.07768759280052308,0.0,0.0,0.04659853612976597,0.2298451960561131,0.1178703796020894,0.022204247991720816,0.08153883499449338,0.09661383906663457,0.0712931712942032,0.067981505960683,0.0,0.0,0.2104060602552771,0.07516438015738221,0.0452415352134073,0.0,0.08391896553473502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03777553103570594,0.0,0.0,0.07006988333546044,0.034642785651680066,0.0,0.09000172220082821,0.0,0.0,0.09005601524879132,0.1038156072258482,0.042595689617623375,0.037527859679729485,0.0,0.07137779535012137,0.0,0.046393252532680784,0.0,0.11507244327788448,0.4021407866202896,0.08510628993767233,0.0,0.04269648572999258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04291240554311443,0.0,0.03392271581736148,0.09034053957094107,0.06248408266080958,0.0,0.16389127054766536,0.12313891979517767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919220573026124,0.0,0.05759755680531802,0.03232280427557364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062467387436484,0.0,0.0,0.046651716675556586,0.04017578869648778,0.04791182937594414,0.04070279751393137,0.08647459265998904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04272376161599678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674752879082538,0.05445256864767755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036294362598187836,0.04042678108250743,0.2703786281273219,0.0,0.0,0.06773323884743336,0.11606991564476644,0.0,0.048012366851853484,0.13087545669841968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866458283943232,0.03600971007435517,0.03271821110009097,0.0,0.0,0.03008138292147578,0.0,0.1018205279867328,0.07106301270940238,0.0,0.04442973173130158,0.048651788821556866,0.0,0.0,0.040055299860765885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429291712975347,0.07825570625285395,0.0,0.0,0.11293918529198138,0.0816959397323151,0.0417555680617368,0.06747975207229201,0.04956363022967938,0.04884695267612176,0.040284580873377024,0.1218303537935213,0.047218536635921314,0.028854388099925136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102243392793499,0.0,0.0,0.1753327974067638,0.10026928515427372,0.0674682903680506,0.0,0.0,0.038212177448807526,0.0,0.0,0.04744920252049522,0.04887235695611816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04331064736188934,0.06038088714613265,0.04646655949132702,0.0,0.027368301046451025
anxiety,MyMainIsInTheShop,2019/02/08,"Anybody else here using their side account as their main account now cause of their anxiety? As you can probably tell by my username, this wasn't originally my main account on reddit. I used to have one that was pretty active on more than a couple subreddits. I made high quality VOD memes, interacted with the community, and at one point became a mod to one of the subreddits for my favorite games.

Then my anxiety kinda overwhelmed me. Being a mod put a huge spotlight on me I wasn't prepared for, and it didn't help that I was the one of the only ones that ever really put in effort to better the community and update the sub.

One day I just messaged the other mods that ""I might not be available for a while"", dropped everything and went dark. I signed out of the mod discord, stopped posting, even set my game console to always offline just so they thought I was gone.

Now here I am fully transitioned to using this account as my main one. I always feel like I did a bad thing just leaving them without a proper goodbye. I feel like I should go back and tell them *something* at least, but it just makes me sick in my stomach when I think about it.

The only solace I find in using this new account is that I don't have to keep up an appearance or personality I set for myself in my past account. I can post what I want, comment what I want, and not be embarrassed or worried about what my ""internet friends"" might think.

I'm finally anonymous again and it feels like I'm free. But I can't tell if thats a good or bad thing.",5.193092105263158,5.598612388157897,5.982236842105262,80.67065789473682,68.21052631578948,8.76842105263158,31.46052631578948,8.6894789155246,2.4018447368421056,1202,47,237,18,19,395,161,304,0.085,0.802,0.114,0.8691,0,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,6,2,16,11,0,2,18,0,21,2,1,8,1,48,42,20,0,4,13,0,3,3,1,3,1,0,0,1,19,9,0,2,7,2,7,6,8,4,0,7,11,3,41,8,34,25,5,41,0,1,0,0,18,15,0,8,18,176,60,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16339437546323562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502214134768915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549765205332096,0.1639595480752805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683601827967244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008623033843746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863904017744427,0.0,0.06332073909679559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820203686068154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484979204769081,0.08881330393038069,0.0,0.0,0.08824170140960011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14893476876591888,0.21042861133824947,0.0,0.10755608136414044,0.08973865469183613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585693246472403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055800389933017516,0.08235231714649482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06581085437027845,0.1037370842797554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727070084712751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396297760169887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390364163891484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929043413165932,0.06553877043086552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20831601384557108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094826991065775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4657254720405925,0.14934714113257871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372800664091764,0.0,0.08573072761348458,0.0,0.0,0.09281588214642207,0.0,0.18806680240296075,0.09988871234892596,0.10585926198186582,0.0,0.0,0.19740464352595785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06289936499261096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558705688267621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208645588060598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574521694915197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304585479449451,0.12582504637838673,0.0,0.07794735235850109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.339198780185931,0.0,0.0,0.11582326639674224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101781277806288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946461438195149,0.0,0.0,0.0997109040184393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,veganavocado,2019/02/08,"DAE hate therapy?! I’ve been going to therapy for years, I’m on my 6th therapist (Just in my adult life, I’m 22F). Even with a counselor that’s a great fit I fucking hate it. It literally doesn’t help me no matter what. I’ll just talk and talk and talk and nothing comes out of it. It’s a waste of money for me honestly",-1.3104285714285735,0.7199159571428595,1.805714285714288,94.58428571428574,96.57142857142857,5.6571428571428575,18.42857142857143,7.1686216300943375,0.403685714285714,247,8,59,5,10,87,48,70,0.163,0.657,0.18,-0.0752,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,3,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,9,9,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,3,0,0,1,0,5,2,9,8,0,7,0,0,0,1,5,4,1,0,1,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18304066358910356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14034713776883495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964428766699978,0.0,0.0,0.1207625308609264,0.0,0.0,0.2342701352207847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4195782617939798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242705725559987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15008743296349036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20388915487789747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5123724020434605,0.0,0.0,0.4859999249060737,0.24671638310664906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683610263965032
anxiety,Itswhatever1234,2019/02/08,Relatable? Is it normal to feel so anxious that you don’t want to leave the house yet you’re anxious being inside all the time? ,1.3810256410256407,3.852386846153848,2.7669230769230784,90.66141025641028,84.38461538461539,5.005128205128205,20.2051282051282,6.42735559955562,0.29945128205128224,102,3,20,1,3,33,22,26,0.242,0.7120000000000001,0.046,-0.6697,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7345591109163438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643843972689744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751310370851201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442424805091021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31853685967081674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18957311700357374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19175714973187505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spacegirl01,2019/02/09,Relationships are tricky for everyone A lot of people here seem to constantly worry about relationships. I'm guessing part of the worry is believing that other people have it easy. But that's not true. Even the chillest person has troubles with relationships. The difference is that they just accept that that's a part of life because you can't control other people. And so they can put it down for a while while they focus on enjoying something else. Things usually work themselves out if you just leave them alone. And when you're feeling better you have more energy to bring to a new situation. Idk if this is helpful but it's something to think about. ,5.328429752066113,7.6058731239669415,5.414950413223141,77.79151652892564,69.82644628099173,8.476363636363638,28.62892561983471,9.120678840339163,2.618781157024794,532,20,90,11,10,167,80,121,0.104,0.7909999999999999,0.105,0.2687,0,1,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,4,3,8,5,0,0,7,0,9,1,0,1,1,19,15,10,0,2,7,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,12,4,0,1,4,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,7,4,15,15,4,11,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,5,6,69,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15171745097071024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929776130986031,0.0,0.0,0.16504187933502845,0.0,0.12955678424469574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583015512909163,0.16429881466246207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304884359769752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237197662655985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675398162058332,0.0,0.0,0.13997561829032004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406876426705343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613731125533436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818785832796732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15510970361629808,0.0,0.0,0.10346884846592637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245389095732393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14147908051834554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172645861777452,0.0,0.30466912730185497,0.12790772309237786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14726095989237975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4718200622590093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333572275002739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16465871628734494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255473296507157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09732015748663196,0.09386363348513596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613359016663698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664505185099543,0.2975314698828044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Demonic_Fox,2019/02/09,"I could have been hacked and didn’t know until now. So I was watching some videos about the dangers of hackers and I relized. I could have been hacked a year ago. I got my second and favorite drone for $40 dollars. It wasn’t anything fancy and the camera was stuck in place and the reviews were reliable so I figured why not. It had a camera that I could hook up to on my phone. I even used it as a baby monitor to keep track of my baby sister when I played video games at night. But like I said I could have easily been hacked. When I got the drone. Part of the instructions were that I could hook up to it’s wifi signal. I thought it was cool becuase from the app. I could take pictures, videos, and even control the drone. That was amazing at the time but now, I relized that I could have been hacked. The WiFi wasn’t secure, there was no password, it was just click and connect. I filmed and looked at my family through the camera! And any moment someone could have connected and saw them too! In fact i think one time I was hacked. I was playing with the drone and I was a master at it. The battery was fully charged and I checked for damages like I always do. So I started flying with my friend and the drone went out of control and chased my sister! It cut her leg!i haven’t touched it scince and she is terrified of it. So for all of you who even use baby monitors, some one could be watching. A storie for another time is once I was hacked on a school computer! So I can tell if any one cares, if I get 50 votes, I’ll post it. I just got bad anxiety because after a year! I found out I was hacked! For those of you who are wondering, it was a Gol RC drone. I don’t remember how it was spelled. Just remember whenever you get on the coffee shops WiFi that there is a chance that someone’s watching you.",2.1900552949061662,3.87189599731904,3.1918624329758707,92.93956308646112,76.96246648793566,6.271079088471852,23.720593163538872,7.04035,0.690359316353887,1409,45,311,15,32,450,169,373,0.129,0.7959999999999999,0.076,-0.9702,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,4,1,3,20,13,2,0,23,1,47,0,0,5,2,54,68,29,0,11,8,2,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,22,19,0,4,8,8,3,1,7,4,0,4,33,9,45,9,36,25,4,31,0,1,6,0,16,14,0,5,17,221,67,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325448180454978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814902817981978,0.0,0.0,0.12773774658143855,0.0984833901994394,0.07184860214273055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728822119343755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841934158724237,0.05725280745022086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957577783573817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106787059874655,0.6748878551403029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860999760299858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853949030270503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297851716004157,0.07256241882272453,0.0,0.0981387280696418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253493969845708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348048016266439,0.0,0.0,0.05161601831846404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176921146549193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886921064257613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813763032217764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000218172144516,0.19092802535692127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170629138270873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812649101663858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899494722447439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21278627814539725,0.0,0.08933950109155807,0.0,0.0,0.09505213248545157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15915635360276412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647711418982152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061620970919774,0.0,0.08209028734519486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06018019327332452,0.0,0.07456205048352421,0.16429665725681547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16223358335412974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706485269756226,0.08474826152265473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185231758127128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096290111366187
anxiety,girlalien,2019/02/09,"fighting the same fight every day, every moment. never ending panic attack i’m losing my mind. i have no one to go to for help, i’m at a breaking point almost. i can’t even explain all the things that have put me to this point, but i’m in such a state of anxiety i can’t find a single thing to help reduce it. it’s like a never ending high that you never build a tolerance for. my anxiety has been rising every day for my entire life and all i need is some progress. 

i hate to ask but i am so desperate, any words of support or reassurance you can give me in this time of utter horror and shock? my mind is being assaulted with intrusive thoughts and the whole nine miles. i can’t do this. ",2.119873563218391,3.6074189586206913,4.096293103448279,87.215933908046,76.65517241379311,6.764367816091952,21.048850574712645,7.492282038375204,0.6714022988505749,539,13,114,7,12,184,90,145,0.21600000000000005,0.645,0.139,-0.9134,0,0,0,0,3,0,13.0,0,2,0,2,3,11,5,1,8,0,13,1,0,0,5,22,24,7,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,3,0,0,3,7,8,0,2,2,0,15,3,15,21,6,21,0,1,0,0,10,7,0,3,10,81,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570778001361653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895215232224347,0.0,0.22263031918556886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360327060328786,0.16553923805989176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18768451221309115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25775828514278065,0.0,0.0,0.0961083348141714,0.0,0.3677967000326775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329939911689109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958696247707547,0.0826969892902645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366152636351914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19506528630266035,0.15373986737340142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027783928334428,0.07108909648438283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16278906646078306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29384831621655066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789421658593644,0.3366800808542653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986017031160442,0.0,0.0,0.17072525867547292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275108974006915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627827611160765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16512362865989091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933414650897077,0.0,0.0,0.11551910965018693,0.0848483620542914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16245731380005166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,findingenfp,2019/02/09,"Can't function in life - losing hope Hi, I don't know if this is the right place to post this kind of thing but I just don't know what to do and I am at my wit's end.

I am 20 and at drama school. I have never had a boyfriend and I have a small circle of friends who care about me but they have all gone to universities at different places. I don't know how else to explain it without cutting to the chase but I've realised I can't act because I can't open up and let go. I binge eat every night in order to deaden my anxiety so that I can go to sleep. I can't hold a conversation with people unless it turns into something very dead-pan or about myself. I'm too emotionally fucked up to be in any relationship. I don't really make my family happy. I find it hard to have fun as I don't drink (perhaps a blessing in disguise) due to not having the enzymes.

I just feel like I can't even human. I can't sleep. I can't eat unless it is to stuff my face to deaden anxiety. I have panic attacks over thinking that I have brain damage due to my hypochondria. 

Tidying my room, self care, trying to love myself all doesn't work. I've looked at all the self help books in the world. I went to counselling for a while and I did nothing but cry in my sessions and discovered that I was sensitive. I just need help, but I don't have the funds to get help nor do I have the time because drama school is all day every day of the week.

I find it SO hard to socialise and make friends, I keep my heads down in the corridors and people find me irritating if I go up and talk to them because they think I'm fake, boring and they just don't reply to me. 

I'm considering giving up acting as a career as I don't think I'm suited to the lifestyle. However, another part of me thinks these issues will follow me everywhere in life. I've tried positive thinking and changing my beliefs about things but it jst made my anxiety one hundred times worse.

I would just like some help maybe? Guidance as to what to do/research/take notice of that maybe I haven't tried?

Thanks a bunch.",2.12945470875032,3.642747000000004,3.735013471901464,89.70717507056713,76.6905311778291,6.566307415960996,23.11322812419811,7.279313950308263,0.7495086476777009,1613,48,354,19,36,537,204,433,0.115,0.7340000000000001,0.151,0.9659,2,0,2,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,4,2,13,21,3,1,17,0,41,12,5,4,5,62,76,31,0,5,18,0,3,2,2,2,2,0,1,3,19,14,3,3,14,4,1,8,21,8,0,1,6,4,54,13,58,66,7,47,2,2,1,2,21,26,1,5,13,231,73,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05770378464410548,0.08897705637020575,0.1947397559129909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653393401742158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15517904894016848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472538114478532,0.0,0.0,0.17302908085385796,0.0,0.08976452168832122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320838473362074,0.10944791416470982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865460769492926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312483885116254,0.0,0.17365411773480058,0.07088481902677983,0.09544958514970217,0.07515565971559722,0.0,0.0,0.05604541714828255,0.0,0.14298669322107305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999301408795242,0.0,0.04290484713366763,0.06061987725785858,0.0,0.0,0.2326656806932072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111633173620765,0.07844636623023052,0.04433283176924245,0.0813999072569074,0.1446738392869289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032890329571593,0.15202544198664955,0.0,0.08708491811476175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275040008365589,0.0,0.0,0.0842793943554899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856576794844681,0.0,0.07542233643869335,0.0,0.08836262047918789,0.1399009933216238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676919692216725,0.11987010099213564,0.08291097905015955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125618022497843,0.09493017597916786,0.0,0.0,0.07658425347282365,0.08029112198456609,0.11328171185135445,0.0,0.1704949539125488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06291833469113768,0.06544481153647894,0.0,0.0,0.07962994455848249,0.0,0.08141992005539858,0.09660710070115024,0.0,0.0,0.057499420766730015,0.0,0.0,0.09955815339758073,0.0,0.09188885966697112,0.0,0.11765447475361285,0.0,0.17730921538985853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126689430758847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054359791112059366,0.0,0.0,0.09110168479312583,0.0,0.07246504686118163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17175401726400832,0.0,0.0,0.17704293112122546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16983101691297506,0.0,0.0,0.0653249301229085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713778957535572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820261404283487,0.0,0.07812237238533383,0.0,0.0,0.11274675691722626,0.2718558143869094,0.0,0.0,0.09895836515898264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17283135198931934,0.09229703328495456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07001362454574464,0.0,0.0,0.0680649431713422,0.0,0.0,0.07866071924054008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179644751890827,0.0,0.0617748884095301,0.0,0.086473707374713,0.06027800880545961,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheFightingMasons,2019/02/09,"Is this an anxiety thing? It felt like I had an attack. I was having an argument with my SO. I was feeling upset, but just like a normal kind of upset I guess.

I said I needed some space and went into the kitchen. When she followed me and blocked me in the kitchen I started feeling really weird. Liked panic. I kept asking her to please back up.

She stopped trying to argue with me and was just trying to calm me down I think, but she kept getting closer and closer.

This just made me panic even harder and I couldn’t breath or I was breathing way to fast i don’t know. 

I was begging her to back up, but she was worried about me and kept holding on to me. I ran into the bedroom and she chased after me.

I pretty much was completely gone at this point. Couldn’t control my breathing couldn’t say anything. 

I don’t believe she was going to hurt me or anything I just needed her to back up, but I don’t understand my reaction at all. 

Was this a panic attack?",0.9070189201661272,3.1907114162436545,2.6971965851407482,91.67405514536229,84.58375634517769,4.800092293493308,21.137286571296727,6.11248444174946,0.2519969543147207,747,24,153,6,22,247,97,197,0.222,0.6679999999999999,0.11,-0.9775,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,11,15,3,5,8,0,18,5,3,2,1,44,40,15,0,6,10,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,6,11,2,7,6,0,0,5,6,10,0,0,19,5,39,5,23,18,3,28,0,1,0,0,13,14,0,4,11,120,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156763322638268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185145282938213,0.0,0.12412074010120135,0.3020869516308325,0.0,0.3062726274127761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14958477274931295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13920537523482576,0.0,0.14891130029109978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769242335108594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13426361012550705,0.0,0.12747869902447045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06936612571863095,0.0,0.07545546813108228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462596067519328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213155695657173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13825808991609465,0.0729661630265472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19459212845404997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125628881337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976002144922707,0.1968925033667856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008506113711873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4673261176392479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574007843513634,0.1255092633898179,0.0,0.0,0.13507342081922333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850549796580716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629336422536747,0.10558293798839698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397431474821384,0.0,0.0,0.11100051385174273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820557364118363,0.08507277268575614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18028235977366772,0.0,0.0,0.13821681892771873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538555310308884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307784371542915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483298144540204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GasEmOutDude,2019/02/09,"First panic attack 18(m), My father is a sufferer of anxiety disorder, and I just had my first major panic attack. I don’t know how to proceed or what to do, but I’m not sure how I’m supposed to deal with something like this. I have talked to my father about it but he hasn’t told me much yet. Figured I could get someone in this community to help me out.",2.215600000000002,3.5484632933333344,4.389000000000003,85.85950000000003,76.06666666666666,7.133333333333333,24.5,7.793537801064563,1.2309999999999999,277,9,59,4,6,96,53,75,0.203,0.71,0.086,-0.642,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,5,7,2,2,1,0,7,0,0,2,1,14,12,6,0,1,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,2,0,9,2,10,9,2,6,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,1,5,43,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043008774542367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4771582699860855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16743899222267347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216205186645278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24034959141568196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35676402335567564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956653494914158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056639325723308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525293604808715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024553172133412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15416339317533606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4921067054992875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17768938442956567,0.16144753117998695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19765228769419946,0.0,0.0,0.16855959335157025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003900292977172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BreannaNicole13,2019/02/09,Empty feeling that I need something. It’s not a sad feeling or happy. I get this weird feeling I can’t explain. Like I really need something but I don’t know what I need. Not water or food but maybe an emotional need? Idk. The only way I can describe it is like butterflies in my stomach that feel bad. Sometimes I get it in situations where I’m supposed to feel happy. Sometimes I get it when i’m just sitting doing nothing. No one understands this. Has anyone else ever had this weird empty feeling? ,1.5825757575757569,4.191655464646466,3.480025252525256,84.80670454545456,85.26262626262627,5.3202020202020215,26.431818181818183,6.816661863887847,1.4947030303030302,397,18,71,5,12,133,62,99,0.124,0.643,0.233,0.8526,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,3,0,7,3,1,0,1,21,25,5,0,4,7,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,0,2,0,9,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,1,6,10,4,3,24,0,7,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,2,4,45,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381388698383792,0.15212536939574212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396650022575888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240278856922095,0.16700910574157787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13429988788064784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4504262731284561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17953087802876555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23270881409785035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31609879369039984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815953949244788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507017967242625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14915837372015625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4403553894984732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246125864953854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060731880446787,0.11291835469336445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511387700308234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16688683965802906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285993835457137,0.2936818493125725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545628200500166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784881468486445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,contentiouspeople,2019/02/09,"My lymphocytes were low on a blood test and my doctor referred me to an oncologist A fucking oncologist.  I'm 28, I'm not supposed to even hear that word.  I'm just beginning to get my act together and start working on a career.  

I googled it for 20 hours or so and such a result can range from lymphoma to stress or malnutrition (the latter 2 I am very guilty of).

I've got health anxiety and it has been cranked to overdrive for about a week now since this happened.  I am declining the referral because I'm fairly sure it is just due to stress (GAD), eating one processed meal a day and drinking a lot.  All of these evidently cause it.

That doesn't do a thing to help my anxiety though.  First test I was at about 745 absolute lymphs.  Second test one week later I was at about 540.

I don't have any other symptoms aside from the general fatigue that comes from severe stress and GAD.  Now it is 100x worse.

All other counts normal aside from a low vitamin D (typical).

I know I would be sweating bullets walking into a fucking cancer center, and from what I've read they would just suggest a spinal tap which is not happening.

This isn't supposed to be happening to me.  Everything else in my life is going so wrong right now, I'm in my 20s I should not be referred to an oncologist.  There's only so much I can take.",2.8050338898991565,4.728695977186312,4.214051909406519,85.2165283517937,75.92015209125475,7.463646883782443,26.643908083980822,8.321376580360154,1.8212682757480576,1034,40,208,19,23,342,150,263,0.139,0.833,0.028,-0.9783,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,2,16,10,2,3,16,0,24,16,3,2,3,32,43,13,0,4,8,0,0,0,0,3,8,2,0,0,16,9,3,0,3,2,0,4,6,9,0,4,5,2,19,1,29,32,4,27,0,3,0,2,4,11,2,3,12,137,35,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776511448787941,0.0,0.1974608433797793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867367845600147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325800032800883,0.0,0.11117362142802514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323291770522187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209821141762604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12642950620231194,0.0,0.13206043258934946,0.10781293282074954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524280483294856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599065924304235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977823101855236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23862747845110704,0.06742843783638929,0.0,0.07334767928268189,0.0,0.10322094111007976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34238156163918765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718457111683333,0.14545981554772994,0.0,0.08650608795861213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709794185352852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092791094823868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115877929094487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972205779076097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487382966153964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264512377973447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17490857064933646,0.0981558213367976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909476195040875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021639522202162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458008798521451,0.0,0.1067596304416493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913492165602568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4435128200777168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163736856508915,0.1341425862790722,0.09703693537253012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574162067538045,0.0,0.1268006341139654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064878813732433,0.0,0.0,0.20704803218324352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395709808597827,0.0,0.13152299931003456,0.18336080992056655,0.14110667108834654,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SquidSemen,2019/02/09,"Is it normal to disassociate during heavy panic attacks? I’m seeing if I’m the only one. Only a few times in my life during high stress situations (when I got robbed, and when my wife almost died during labor) my body seemed to disconnect, on the outside everyone sees it as panic but my mind just goes completely calm and almost void while disconnecting from what’s happened. I’m still taking things in but it’s like my sub conscious and conscious swapped to prevent trauma ",5.248940609951845,7.241351325842698,5.941605136436597,75.1097752808989,69.4494382022472,7.782343499197433,27.32102728731942,8.418075326091056,2.13509823434992,384,13,63,6,7,125,63,89,0.14800000000000002,0.77,0.08199999999999999,-0.6386,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,3,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,15,10,10,1,2,4,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,1,2,6,2,8,9,1,9,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,4,6,36,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591673502733606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040257887900224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19920694380298332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880351755199584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18612719740793016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17136760008084825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343503688056647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585902737461322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18948315865742468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667354830295438,0.08761674364689717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18108285142345207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17571568096548046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152581158439388,0.2727931697206936,0.0,0.4208350355586597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858224299338311,0.16326491934301413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20158631472540475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14322161084439966,0.0,0.20543401697597052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484178941066474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119145905777561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457492857013778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xLucidus,2019/02/09,"Any advice? I went to the psychological counseling center at my university for the first time last week. I’ve never been to therapy before, and the decision to go to counseling came as I felt helpless. I’ve always enjoyed doing my own research on anything, so I tried to figure out why I am who I am by reading a lot about psychology and trying to change what I don’t like in me or what doesn’t seem to be normal. I did that for the past 3 years, however, I don’t see improvements. 
The counselor told me that I have Anxiety, Social anxiety and depression. 
What should I do? 
I told him that I might start looking for a therapist outside campus, but I honestly have no idea what to do now. ",5.766222627737228,5.7333638978102215,7.281450729927009,73.3596943430657,66.95620437956204,10.937591240875912,33.183394160583944,10.686352973137794,3.566110218978101,542,22,104,14,8,188,89,137,0.081,0.8440000000000001,0.075,0.264,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,7,0,15,0,0,0,1,17,25,7,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,5,1,0,3,5,2,0,1,7,3,18,3,18,15,2,17,0,2,2,0,5,5,0,4,10,78,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16904875328310526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394573363705834,0.0,0.0,0.11764256109814253,0.0,0.26468146788556324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423601797784796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720603941218965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19786024212293124,0.0,0.0,0.1830058165559614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14900037654392906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16610236996826222,0.0,0.0,0.14714949470759922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831706927940632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19529034586285424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14101404891275465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451663940912392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452722657177321,0.0,0.0,0.1470741987039298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835204018273894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133424441520113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16949841124589768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16514334278662687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17304185733499494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13785465106481773,0.15748818937944953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17634665996743662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244678142522783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19783490767431805,0.2008605778409478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087480042417922,0.0,0.0,0.3306083531433073,0.0,0.2349045562202427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13876618812894767,0.0,0.0,0.1603681374861842,0.15610111812617494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114031354529965
anxiety,ThePhildebeast,2019/02/09,"I feel as though I'm trapped in my own mind. I don't think I'm hearing voices, but I feel as though my head is exploding and I'm arguing with myself. But I can't say anything, I mean I physically can't say a thing. I don't know why. I'm always second-guessing every decision I make. I hate getting praise, because I don't know if they're being genuine or if they just want something. I cringe whenever I'm touched. And I am scared all the time. I have no idea why I feel this way. I've got a great job, and I'm on good terms with my family. I need help. ",0.12256097560975475,1.820405097560976,2.701808943089432,93.94832317073171,83.39024390243901,6.051219512195122,21.6321138211382,7.1686216300943375,0.4940845528455285,429,14,104,6,12,149,74,123,0.141,0.6940000000000001,0.16399999999999998,0.5719,1,1,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,3,6,2,1,3,0,9,1,1,1,1,25,29,12,0,4,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,5,0,0,9,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,8,20,3,6,27,3,5,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,3,2,54,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14372982047835278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421466448906213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529799190550754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14553715628705435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628397094992768,0.0,0.2620208623096333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024719881971556,0.0,0.0,0.14488238932196693,0.13815240414323007,0.19044156073662905,0.19028768974897287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17054060038831226,0.1772765150714813,0.0,0.1946855260960928,0.0,0.11578100234295333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19499741772685075,0.0,0.0,0.17141338618939114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18986188874031146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530232520788065,0.0,0.0,0.1881596600787749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17441367058797555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808122634331634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27473249508727565,0.17293842591380912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329802704093515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147578282473532,0.110681969782461,0.33942361426541456,0.0,0.10072349203703176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188390658628203,0.1371094444887769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31173394470052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PenisDeMilo23,2019/02/09,"I have anxiety about a ton of things, have for 6 years now. Just a question. Whenever I get really anxious or am under a lot of pressure, which has been frequent since I started college, I start washing my hands involuntarily. Anyway, after a long spell of doing that with hand wash or sanitiser, my hands crack and I usually apply Vaseline when I start bleeding. 

Anyone got any tips to sorta stop myself and not wash my hands 10 times (literally) after I take a piss? ",7.119886363636365,7.1733848522727275,7.90127272727273,69.7619090909091,64.11363636363637,10.221818181818184,34.64545454545455,9.888512548439397,3.476697272727272,369,15,63,7,5,124,66,88,0.13,0.831,0.039,-0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,1,5,0,6,9,5,0,0,11,12,5,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,4,11,0,10,10,2,14,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,5,13,46,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17128047634900026,0.0,0.1926801298654645,0.2845418056923697,0.0,0.17611360638200865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159186334429815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20144372927318613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228973356048173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21413116628463436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28215243745591634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16135459698754415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083497579145099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5348253945037434,0.0,0.0,0.2105748922633313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893751590371303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16733147011666702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14686762772743267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277399608731007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16219624878145156
anxiety,deadmau5Rules2003,2019/02/09,"I hate school dances I'm currently at our Valentine's School dance with my friends, but I am not having a fun time. I'm having sensory issues, the music is too loud, the light effects are hurting my head, and I just want to go home. I have 45 minutes until this is over, but it's 45 minutes too much. I regret going to the dance. My anxiety is killing me.",3.5370270270270296,4.130310540540542,4.852270270270271,86.63462162162165,71.97297297297297,7.541621621621622,28.313513513513517,7.554174236665415,1.5295599999999996,276,10,59,3,5,92,52,74,0.264,0.693,0.043,-0.9628,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,1,3,6,2,0,4,0,8,1,1,1,0,9,14,4,1,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,0,5,1,4,0,0,0,2,10,2,6,14,1,10,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,38,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023475555486996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20435788081598494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006514781155953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611464493461273,0.2714610618114449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653226442439012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28316080825069884,0.0,0.0,0.2760771661488883,0.0,0.0,0.2926384194989153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944434875185198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5353915339901505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15423648240549087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560134090646928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whingingaccount,2019/02/09,"Anxiety? Narcissism? Paranoia? Or fuck it... Is it all 3?!

Or something else entirely??

I don't suffer with it, I used to, daily, but I taught myself to ignore it and become genuinely disinterested in it with time...even if I thought it was happening

But, I actually can't help feeling some times that people let thier guard down very obviously and in some way are trying to manipulate a conversation/situation to make me answer or react in a certain way to confirm some secret/hidden agenda they have...? 

 I realise it sounds so self absorbed and actually ill in some way, but I have no idea which way?
I haven't got this feeling in a while and I mildly had it today, very fleetingly...and I have no idea what it is?

I've had this as long as I can remember and my teenage years were particularly awful. Any  info or useful subs would be good? I'm lost and don't want to talk to anyone real life, before I know what it is and have done some research of my own.
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anxiety,X_BlueJay_X,2019/02/09,"School grades and college planning are seriously stressing me out My GPA isn’t so good, but I’ve been showing serious improvement and I’ve been taking more challenging classes. But I’m having trouble in second semester of 11th grade. I have to get at least around the same grades or better if I truly want to show this continuous improvement. I’m constantly thinking about school and college. I want to get into a good university, but if I don’t do well in this semester I can pretty much say goodbye to all of that.

I’m constantly thinking about high school grades and college. It’s literally seeping into my dreams (actually, nightmares would be a better term). It’s causing me constant distress, and I’m constantly on the verge of crying. I’m not doing as well right now, especially in AP Physics and AP Lang, and I can’t take my mind off of it. I find it distressing hanging out with my friends because according to my own mind, “there’s always some studying or homework I can be doing.” I almost always have that feeling of “butterflies in my stomach” feeling, and I can’t stop it.

I have to take the SAT in June, along with the Math 2 subject test in late May, and the physics subject test in August. Those are also stressing me out a lot, since I need a near perfect score to make up for my GPA.

I’m just in a constant state of distress right now. And it isn’t gonna go away until at least the end of this year.",5.712579831932771,6.006227300000003,6.384243697478992,78.6266386554622,67.07142857142857,9.15966386554622,34.327731092436984,9.007467420416297,2.927989495798319,1124,50,215,18,17,369,145,280,0.101,0.7090000000000001,0.19,0.98,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,5,11,17,0,5,11,0,22,1,1,2,2,49,44,21,0,6,9,0,2,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,12,19,0,1,5,3,0,2,6,8,2,1,3,3,22,9,43,36,10,44,0,0,0,0,2,25,0,8,16,146,34,18,0.0,0.0,0.10235402567631928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502860887851503,0.0,0.0,0.08387764021406226,0.17454782415145226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933711599562212,0.0,0.0,0.09854425367918383,0.0,0.0,0.06393779423592796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18552704774226392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774725595500992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5667248464687539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152128183191644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289824507973413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060674610326068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586429688494934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103499567217623,0.0,0.10959766134347426,0.0,0.05960937530436785,0.17594752244070114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108182720091322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831646162419725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917069205161993,0.0,0.0,0.07001250651276596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118107891742924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710359447177045,0.0777719588686282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670720670992953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791448763406274,0.0,0.08340989900631977,0.0,0.3184520004800667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676313880123622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768975202263196,0.2402941024888782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23658462635392075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441397849122788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372946791068833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886109939320033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450831056660709,0.0,0.0,0.06754342211349829
anxiety,DaVideoGamer,2019/02/09,"The only think keeping me from telling people about my anxiety is my anxiety. I hate this feeling that my friends hate me. I'm never invited to anything. I'm everyone's school friend. The guy they are with when I'm already around. And I feel that if I mention it, even as a joke to test the waters, it'll make the situation worse.",2.5012437810945265,4.454680044776122,4.087388059701496,85.64710199004975,76.91044776119405,7.451741293532338,29.07711442786069,8.344100000000001,2.1723651741293533,261,12,53,5,6,87,49,67,0.191,0.672,0.13699999999999998,-0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,4,5,2,0,5,0,3,1,0,1,1,10,13,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,5,3,1,1,3,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,9,3,7,12,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,2,33,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23496489493910205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32576973468491555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752167931008431,0.18954586188483155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14063307660860214,0.0,0.0,0.20345624563083847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21531968038940166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32900626070658195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21082641104399946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.420433097334456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18925499635981505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14212719319222086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16421869374429682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16193689506920747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761341429213293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21548859029649173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393334256022596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861033501774144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364319208117081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21698586847311066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yk-human,2019/02/09,"Looking for advice for my brother & his anxiety I've always known that my younger brother, who is two years younger than me and a freshman in highschool, has been very shy and reserved in public settings. 
He has his group of close friends, but he is not confident in public, and is quiet in school. For example, when I am with him, and we are paying for something, he will struggle to confront the cashier & hand money, give back. He is 14 going on 15 pretty soon, and still struggles with this. 
I never thought much of it though, I just figured it was completely normal for a kid his age to go through some stages before becoming socially confident & whatnot. So in cases like that, I would just hand him the money and sort of force him to be put in a position where he has to confront someone, so that he realizes it isn't as bad as he thinks. He would describe handing the correct amount of cash over and say it just seems like a life or death decision. 
Anyways, the reason I'm writing this post is because today he was out with his friends and got an anxiety attack. His friends jokingly called over a girl and put him in an awkward position (it's a bunch of teenagers just messing around lol, no harm intended), and he started to show all of the symptoms of a coming attack, so he ran to the bathroom. His friends gave me a call and told me to call him to make sure he was okay, and so he told me that it isn't the first time he's gotten an anxiety attack and that he gets them frequently.
I assume that there are people in this sub with loved ones and those who also suffer from this that did the right things in order to care for them or themselves. I'm asking for some advice. I've only called my mother to set up an appointment with our family doctor for him so that we can talk about it. However, I know that he would only be an open as it gets with me. It is difficult for him to be open with our parents, as my father is not very understanding. How should I go about this? What are the first things that we should do? Any tips to be the most helpful I can be with him? Thanks in advance. ",6.599108143041796,5.674536502369668,6.654890133563121,81.51521757862994,65.49289099526067,9.663248599741491,33.39982766049117,8.710501217029153,2.520090995260663,1652,60,338,21,22,528,206,422,0.122,0.743,0.135,0.9025,2,0,1,0,0,0,46.0,5,0,2,3,22,25,5,3,23,2,35,7,3,4,4,69,62,30,1,6,9,5,3,2,4,6,3,2,0,2,30,31,0,0,11,2,4,8,6,13,0,4,12,6,38,12,61,39,7,47,0,1,1,1,68,21,0,8,15,237,68,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17234821227118222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052212211947863,0.07337761851122206,0.2866477092920295,0.0,0.05996934227108116,0.0,0.2023855999768625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850402476828455,0.08244178339426853,0.3009721060188423,0.0,0.06780940770030422,0.07363142786177065,0.053757222087421834,0.0973942458756968,0.07503958838940346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36019009160036136,0.0,0.08991126177055313,0.0,0.0,0.07596422557910039,0.09246109379520448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026186429683614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313368820992696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500215284462384,0.0,0.0,0.27252840428796626,0.0,0.0921468419658516,0.08459581861451433,0.15035400259063408,0.0,0.07053020990280089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059109057483639475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048464588612997364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06228821175944104,0.08616621788944248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405383004246477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959109332971886,0.0,0.058864680999410175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06482668195376035,0.0,0.06801429623903217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640332328305797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059756954688780235,0.1341384918140436,0.0,0.0,0.09791985277062797,0.0,0.0,0.06113690384209861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445758333006304,0.08971662344602396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17730209603513206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066965079369713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531015902528074,0.0,0.07012885756782286,0.0,0.08924869929472343,0.0,0.08028100582296978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989427900270483,0.07471951008417338,0.0678897080587822,0.0,0.0,0.06241833632945016,0.0,0.07042526355596025,0.0,0.0,0.1843818115324581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311403717750372,0.0916587725845065,0.0,0.07088037518757476,0.0,0.08118960164398017,0.0,0.0,0.1171734037416246,0.05650587559170594,0.08664206355499796,0.07000964469072347,0.051421827072584206,0.0,0.08358979121436022,0.16853054967742034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614467571441482,0.09180448842146027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14552497864458985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18793390574476526,0.0,0.0,0.05678873953176668
anxiety,LoveMyRache,2019/02/09,"Anxiety makes me question my own actions and creates unreal thoughts This started with one particular thought about something from past. Even though I know I didn't do that thing, I can never feel completely convinced about that. It's so disturbing and it causes anxiety everytime I replay that thought in my mind. My whole day is full of thinking about that, I don't know how to convince myself. I feel like this mindset is consuming me.

I realized that this not only about thoughts. Earlier, I needed to measure my height. After measuring it, I was suspicious whether I did it correctly. Then I did it again and again and again and again. It feels like I can't even convince myself about what I see. And I still feel an urge to measure it again every once in a while.

It's really really hard to live like that. I think I need to get professional help, but I want to know if there is anyone who lived through same things.",4.079507575757575,6.199204147727276,4.540545454545455,83.40748484848488,72.86363636363636,8.32969696969697,29.34696969696969,9.029198982220553,2.566415606060606,734,31,138,16,15,232,101,176,0.063,0.856,0.081,0.2038,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,17,7,0,1,2,0,11,0,0,3,2,36,31,14,0,4,4,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,21,7,0,0,15,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,8,6,25,6,18,23,4,18,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,2,16,107,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21185865033272916,0.0,0.0,0.09682158450737433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422470403512145,0.0,0.0,0.14518337180594384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930182463754821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829165243435203,0.0,0.1166671169659291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800587778449973,0.19784627929168855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234496515639124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404210225794332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281365726382122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282988043687142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029486382131204,0.0,0.24454344969811898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242993476483073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398154301353102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20534779978059128,0.1067967558426522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14746624545864356,0.09383099219860286,0.10531282797531057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13218547559716906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15511831611603655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17741511367379284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034282282773523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660112618531843,0.0,0.0,0.09800992135026013,0.0,0.11058248181687487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839868980878373,0.1774522279267377,0.13604626995870447,0.4397194909957901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167331250586538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545970349603245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Frigateer,2019/02/09,"Does anyone else feel like they're constantly being watched? I can never escape the feeling that there's someone else in the room with me, standing a few feet behind my shoulder, watching me. I *know* full well that there's not, but I still can't help acting like there is. It makes me incredibly self-conscious, and I feel like my social anxiety never gets a break because I'm constantly *on*, having to act according to how others perceive me, even though the only *other* is in my head. I end up getting embarrassed by the stupidest things and then I feel stupid myself. It's so hard to try and have a shower or relax when you feel like someone else is there. I'm having to write this on my phone with the screen angled towards my chest because it's easier to hide the screen than on my laptop, and I can't let *it* see what I'm doing in case *it* thinks I'm being stupid or whatever.

Whatever *it* is changes, sometimes it will be a character from a TV show or a book, or an amalgamation of characters. Other times it's just an abstract figure. I can't see it, it's usually just out of sight, or behind me. Sometimes it talks to me or me to it, but mostly it's just there watching and judging. Again, at no point am I under any delusion that *it*'s real.

I'm guessing this is related to my social anxiety and a long history of social isolation, and being hyper-aware of being watched by others (the real ones). I just really need to know that I'm not the only one going through this, because I feel like I'm going mad.",2.177920892494928,4.2804751535947725,4.027133198106832,84.98382352941178,78.50980392156862,6.7043497858913685,23.950416948388554,7.753152298057669,1.3599999098489968,1191,41,231,19,29,402,151,306,0.134,0.789,0.077,-0.9488,1,1,0,0,0,1,47.0,0,1,0,0,17,11,3,1,17,0,21,4,4,2,2,45,46,20,0,1,14,0,7,5,0,1,0,0,2,0,26,10,0,0,11,4,0,4,8,4,1,2,0,16,27,7,33,39,3,32,0,0,9,0,8,14,0,8,17,167,53,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07024507797113226,0.0,0.15804289005255845,0.0,0.0,0.07222722797007039,0.10583934437488136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18890553643090707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927386936450507,0.0,0.0,0.22325337183380786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903953548778883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588726027356539,0.0,0.09148992928721704,0.0,0.0,0.06822628224105404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133785089659829,0.295179807067558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793618628374113,0.0,0.11741142207306388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379260407449293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253326356158616,0.0,0.10601188294338328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692373835445692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353797380567708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562754316519153,0.0,0.2523269584465769,0.0,0.0,0.0914140423524658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895113319499224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659295405755054,0.1593370666253388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13999259563181826,0.15712309756232554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764846380875464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351477810451361,0.06617430362171467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16462767594209146,0.0,0.10776064843537672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158929412211748,0.17504536861857886,0.0,0.2043255146035844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249261943317257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302571435863995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862552239415272,0.06618814691720518,0.10148816511091782,0.0,0.06023294762520055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07013145885909187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137663647359707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287584756213617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OhhThatSucks,2019/02/09,"Anyone here around 13 or 14? I know its risky admitting I'm young and what not, cause of predictors and such. But I just feel trapped, and wanna talk to someone my own age. Although I'll most likely not find anyone.",1.3813953488372093,3.867996441860466,2.3081860465116293,93.83158139534883,84.5813953488372,5.300465116279072,20.227906976744187,6.742157984588678,0.30943162790697665,169,5,35,2,5,53,36,43,0.123,0.877,0.0,-0.6369,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,16,4,6,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,4,4,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5363149733501484,0.0,0.0,0.3414031433223762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3939680291499908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19391300599528896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505190714590725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107657911953028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18736248060202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32494481251807805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082489459659352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Legal_Transmigrant,2019/02/09,"Anxiety for loved ones? Does anyone else experience that more so than anxiety for oneself? I'm constantly - and I mean all the time - worrying about the health of my family members, looking for symptoms and causes of potential illnesses whenever there's anything wrong with them, conjuring elaborate scenarios and scaring myself shitless (for example, my grandpa takes his dog on long walks and now I'm afraid he's gonna get violently mugged and have his dog stolen and tortured). 

It's like I can't live my life in peace because I'm worried about everyone else's all the time. ",7.063142857142861,8.434046552380952,7.229523809523813,69.9471428571429,64.42857142857143,11.714285714285715,38.80952380952381,11.491704259439757,5.118523809523811,468,25,76,15,7,151,76,105,0.215,0.701,0.085,-0.9217,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,5,7,2,2,3,0,2,5,0,1,2,11,11,7,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,1,0,1,10,2,12,10,3,8,0,0,1,1,6,2,0,0,6,42,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809106516090313,0.0,0.0,0.12837906005286995,0.1881223456767537,0.15108912302859712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192231280532416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18861023013107894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19840895764084102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606716887595043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30675247499382297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17543995174801724,0.0,0.1795983679518058,0.17308399309325204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592467086332136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951607549301161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968379782138365,0.08969885363673205,0.0,0.16212427411751193,0.16248233751551194,0.15417976615246934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16570832528660093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19999682758982054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441373112797326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18381802208113465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19083318330460272,0.13804614767705525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21412006019506266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729142786245199,0.0,0.0,0.2007403910737464,0.0,0.0
anxiety,furbaby758,2019/02/09,"Stomach & heart “jolts”. Fear of the future? Can anyone here relate to my situation? My anxiety is caused by me anticipating or worrying about stuff that hasn’t happened yet or things that might happen. Also social situations and fear of being awkward around people or maintaining confidence in conversations with people that have more energy than me or more authority than I do scares me for some reason. Ive been called “too nice” by people and I have a bit of a people pleaser personality.

 I have a doctors appointment this week and I’m hoping I can get some anti anxiety medicine. Ive been dealing with this for a few years now and I’ve had enough. Ive been to therapy before and it helped a little bit but after a year or so it came right back. I want to try actual medication now. 

It feels like a sudden knot in my stomach and my heart has a couple beats with twice the blood pressure. I really hate the feeling and i almost feel shaken up afterwards. It happens when something crosses my mind or when see someone particular in public. I could be washing dishes, sitting at work, driving, anywhere! It’s so annoying.

Does everyone with anxiety feel “jolts” in their stomach and chest? ",3.986788383514842,6.514376591928251,5.378334401024983,75.41630792227204,74.56053811659194,8.193807388426222,27.65940636344224,8.976282227363876,2.6734195601110406,952,38,160,22,21,318,139,223,0.131,0.7909999999999999,0.078,-0.8968,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,2,13,10,2,5,11,0,20,11,7,2,0,35,34,20,0,3,7,0,4,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,12,14,1,0,5,0,0,3,1,7,0,1,5,5,20,3,25,25,8,26,0,0,1,0,8,9,0,11,14,118,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.1068862935962052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967930816996918,0.0,0.0,0.08759176807006001,0.0,0.11867661246109165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513723637507625,0.0,0.0,0.07658650558281525,0.0,0.0,0.09750566380319617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422245011558792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320267207985697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391586041422629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184322740295953,0.1252740943093237,0.0,0.11251833778001732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745145803707384,0.12119378408600025,0.0,0.0,0.11292147997500268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210944942446596,0.09585117061234506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317463056239695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466140536053868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465052784040151,0.22152832203762046,0.07824884942033802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05722533984575035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29057326330564165,0.0,0.0,0.10813902195696133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25958913040996906,0.07341620896170885,0.0,0.0,0.10878883192237228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053511232688513,0.10977867006536206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034079163967099,0.0,0.11619490545212907,0.1105949182210098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037395552440164,0.09563809911201274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07016825671149211,0.11261593929149853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353873344148446,0.0,0.0,0.10965947225771233,0.0,0.08728189338686453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24623449229211244,0.0,0.11165289132805804,0.09280511988157696,0.08432218690972224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125386599467605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252580539463342,0.0,0.07276741890386948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436424623230052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646041235125734,0.0,0.0878590279284634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973975137814825,0.11123387828991137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14106853147811454
anxiety,allyk3an3,2019/02/09,Cipralex does anyone else in this thread take cipralex? ive been on it for a year now (10mg) and my anxiety is much more manageable. Whatre your experiences on this medication? ,3.7693137254901963,5.972641617647064,4.447647058823531,83.36107843137258,74.0,9.239215686274509,28.98039215686275,9.725611199111238,2.796109803921569,141,6,29,4,3,45,31,34,0.066,0.934,0.0,-0.264,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,4,3,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,17,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28750880694307623,0.0,0.0,0.2627889699508106,0.3850820953570244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288912348476372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139576146619654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676337098859031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3786090350759189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762781836563671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825772749760825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420221016581112
anxiety,1_curiouskitten,2019/02/09,"Need new tips for managing Anxiety symptoms CPTSD with severe anxiety, actively in therapy, no meds. I'm honestly doing quite well overall and have made a lot of progress in the last 1.5 years but lately, I've been getting into these spirals that just fucking suck. 

I do my usual tricks: exercise, bath, journal, sit quietly for a little while, try and remind myself that anxiety is an event not who I am as a person. But when I get into one of these death spirals I will just walk around my house for hours muttering to myself about all the ways I've made mistakes and how crazy I am. I do all the right things and it still goes on for hours or even days. 

I feel like I might just need to get on some meds because I'm not really sure what else I could be doing to manage these events. If anyone has any good tips for this I would really really really appreciate it.",8.05046511627907,6.2057067209302375,8.299651162790699,73.85203488372095,63.1860465116279,12.088372093023255,33.7093023255814,10.9516,3.443288372093022,684,21,134,15,8,226,114,172,0.155,0.741,0.104,-0.818,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,10,9,3,0,7,0,15,3,0,3,3,32,27,12,1,6,9,0,1,1,0,3,2,1,1,1,11,8,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,4,1,1,3,2,14,5,20,19,4,25,0,0,0,1,2,9,2,5,14,92,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124028110989496,0.0,0.3079193190249204,0.0,0.0,0.09381486609618277,0.0,0.0,0.1194398507113609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817888585933126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712392167824568,0.0,0.0,0.08652862647458832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208191723154314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861809753154533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784044300728187,0.0958511590871768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403811207601875,0.2102950469178572,0.0,0.0,0.11253552929622224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642610793792453,0.15481430211405375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936655359373468,0.15134973711065056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06554874244635811,0.13447370596197908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406663633040352,0.0,0.2539100194444184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980655091563725,0.0,0.0,0.1423332924396549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19897088482470188,0.0,0.12958233600363653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091714428732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715217182986555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270643578877648,0.0,0.0,0.34381125277862457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458054765444782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515740433018737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071484295265126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645374834985634,0.13945412539285354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15343522294194506,0.0,0.0891366645949067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109270294468484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14776942953393227,0.0,0.0,0.10649799454070764,0.0,0.0,0.12063504923962813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531060227808938,0.0,0.0,0.08640115703342667
anxiety,masterofnone_,2019/02/09,"Are these feelings normal/common? If this isn’t the right place for this, I am sorry.

 For the last few months I’ve been following advice given to me by a psychotherapist.  I’ve completely changed my sleeping habits, began meditating regularly, “back talking” the bad thoughts, and going out of my way to enjoy things.  

Lately I’ve noticed that I’m ALWAYS on the verge of tears. Things are going well but I’m constantly feeling like I wanna curl up in my bed and cry.  There’s nothing presently wrong actually things are amazing. But it’s like everyday I just want to lay down and cry.  I tried to once.  I tried to just let it happen. And not a single tear dropped.  And I can’t explain how frustrating it is.  I thought “maybe this is what non-anxious people feel like”. Nope, I thought maybe old feelings are coming up or something. But I can’t find anything to tie these old feelings to. 

Has anyone else experienced this? ",3.2019819518716583,5.6291273465909075,4.0021925133689855,84.80858288770057,76.67045454545455,6.413903743315508,26.830213903743314,7.5105763829236425,1.5843072192513374,727,29,135,10,17,232,111,176,0.094,0.765,0.141,0.8172,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,6,9,1,0,6,0,13,1,1,1,0,28,32,11,0,3,8,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,14,7,0,0,10,0,0,4,5,3,1,0,6,6,13,6,19,25,2,25,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,2,13,85,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.12022519903751945,0.0,0.0,0.12038938467502128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251207395855952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614414035223837,0.12623271850328752,0.10138290944420353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473301475703527,0.10286665786905852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13032901585630266,0.10612568885127406,0.12917260981935152,0.1331351786429584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27065831407351865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291759516069787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114675150730246,0.17602787372451326,0.0,0.0,0.11260235342410567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400345313848829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894514547667128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042425187667164,0.13897470132896947,0.0,0.0,0.12598010693771766,0.0,0.1805675466217466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24754144659781704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833687717368217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070961209109778,0.11821349740784637,0.14026374922186816,0.2585548582539372,0.13120372911310374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541120487986492,0.0,0.12871753288147902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521192631305916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232887385786786,0.0,0.0,0.09484519823279,0.0,0.13791205060753478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902330452885803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24554534899154354,0.0,0.0,0.2934205560207842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16728910702673766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266641349999417,0.09779023912415864,0.0,0.0,0.1107713845953094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13469960300300118,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tw1st3dg3m1n1,2019/02/09,"Hearts Desire I know what I want. But does what I want, want me? ",-2.9480952380952417,-1.9814462857142845,-1.1271428571428572,111.4554761904762,119.0,1.866666666666667,4.666666666666667,3.1291,-3.131161904761905,48,0,13,0,3,15,9,14,0.0,0.515,0.485,0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,4,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696967543609413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5006159985675982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321724411026337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7475318651305752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cookiecreeper22,2019/02/09,"Does anyone else have this fear of having a negative outlook on your career and or future? I am a senior in university in the U.S, and I'm an information science/data science major, and I feel like I am too stupid for my field of study. I was supposed to graduate this semester, but due to me failing a few classes before and just making some bad decisions I now am behind a semester. Every time I have to code or do computation I don't know what to do, and when people look at my code or math my heart starts racing. I don't know if I have anxiety or not because I am a very sociable person, I have a lot of friends and I am in charge of running multiple clubs, but when it comes to school I am just so slow and dumb. To me in my head, growing up is just a pitfall one after another, if I do ever get a job even with my shitty coding skills and my inability to code properly, will I just hate it? Will I work for a few years and create a business of some sort? I also am overwhelmed with the thought of having to get in a relationship, I am 21 and I have not even gone on a proper date and I don't even know how to flirt or show interest. I feel like my brain creates all these excuses for why I shouldn't date (no car, no job, not the best looking). When I look at my self all I really have are my friends, and when I graduate and have to start new, I fear what will happen to my mental well being, because when I'm alone and bored, I over think and make posts like this. Sorry for the long read I just wanted to share my feelings.",4.3934674922600605,4.084968965944274,5.981795665634677,82.45492260061923,69.86687306501548,9.15294117647059,28.455108359133128,8.841846274778883,1.9490408668730648,1188,37,261,19,19,409,161,323,0.161,0.7240000000000001,0.114,-0.959,2,1,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,0,4,20,19,3,3,17,0,31,3,3,3,3,57,55,32,0,4,17,0,3,3,2,4,0,0,0,2,8,18,0,0,10,3,0,5,10,9,1,1,3,6,42,10,37,47,9,37,0,2,3,0,9,11,1,11,23,194,50,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302734207332693,0.0,0.0949937930854502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455835902612218,0.09087160751773336,0.0,0.0,0.08305852050677351,0.1217111552284315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918204972671073,0.14482271033107974,0.0,0.10107885183323867,0.0,0.12465946008516288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326053986819608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232434461248843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039511642334297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923116248197053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353727626775754,0.10744949751596122,0.10008303599124348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673364395664752,0.18018658644991206,0.16972268455786288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183548835945256,0.0,0.12412244237846115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504281037209746,0.0,0.0,0.1172774120511654,0.12190956791341045,0.0,0.0,0.14076297741628438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357552193137053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958464222705061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740997497057317,0.0,0.0,0.10512261545584474,0.2992530852795757,0.0,0.0,0.10098832356776123,0.0,0.0,0.15858227627992835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197091958250516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472507034481175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049303705729978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235183824477227,0.10372008692490013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376495706922568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881898547339095,0.0,0.07609789145809702,0.0,0.0,0.12753261149855846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021862387500146,0.0,0.0,0.12392058063756567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329721422336937,0.16815587358452747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611381071285307,0.0,0.09430348239477568,0.06926556170180345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980115834199384,0.07006355593269464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680363494664713,0.0,0.10718664704983537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864782343135532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649483042391539
anxiety,plumfc,2019/02/09,"Very confused about my recent anxiety I've typically never been an anxious person but I do have a history of mental health issues. Recently, I have suffered from pretty intense anxiety in pretty typical situations. Going to school, playing soccer ( which I've been doing for over 15 years), hanging out with friends, and upcoming events give me a knot in my stomach and stress that just causes me to worry and become very anxious.

I am in my early 20's and am preparing to go on a Spring break trip in about a month to Europe which I keep worrying about. I assume the worst, now, in most situations and get sweaty and nervous when thinking of the trip when I should be excited and anticipating it.

I guess the point of this post was to ask anyone reading any tips in recovering from this? I am not used to the feeling, I don't even know if I am translating this well but I figured I would give this a shot since it seems like a very receptive and understanding group of people in this sub. So thank you for anyone that has read and I'll appreciate any help/tips in overcoming this. ",6.733349358974358,6.8314284567307695,7.395000000000002,72.91666666666669,64.91346153846155,10.587179487179489,33.19871794871795,10.317481424215053,3.3802006410256418,861,33,157,19,12,286,128,208,0.124,0.708,0.16699999999999998,0.8332,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,10,11,0,3,11,0,16,2,1,2,1,32,31,15,0,3,5,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,12,11,0,1,7,4,0,5,3,5,1,0,3,1,18,6,29,25,2,30,0,1,0,0,7,12,0,6,12,109,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655879315490106,0.0,0.18627636281210772,0.2750849953722412,0.0,0.17026043142834624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138195273491565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344629698157405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250704715422135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041452355009064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06156030262233636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406351029832476,0.0,0.06360918922091026,0.23358679771326715,0.1383863117733053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341210123078968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12941422969836,0.0,0.0,0.08160625241046993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12707504725282406,0.0,0.10821672062330297,0.0,0.0,0.06691044688737491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0594807498688984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269505405800912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717944287589828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390086837265513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440590696127838,0.10630713525759786,0.0,0.0,0.11509281225137973,0.0,0.1166025505502114,0.2477264138538424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435652790965397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404262664114153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321718856652768,0.0,0.1108363473190047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007126036405438,0.27370351063256976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13946386124044755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209075913108604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801228682233158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674572347240318,0.0,0.10515264365599007,0.0,0.3013687405501013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946759497509216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24728544490921395,0.0,0.08648748827784827,0.0,0.0,0.07840281015450966
anxiety,KenGriffeth,2019/02/09,"Deep in thought...Anxiety experiences This is my first time posting to Reddit. Still learning everything so it's a little confusing right now.
Sometimes I'll get so deep into thought that I'll completely separate from my surroundings. This happens whether I just space out thinking about something random or even just watching television or playing a game. My brain will ""snap"" out of it and ""come to"" for a lack of a better term. When this happens I have panic attacks because everything seems so ""fake"" and like I can't conceptualize anything being real. Life feels bizarre. Having a body feels completely foreign. The idea that any of this ""is"" proves difficult to understand when I'm in this panic state. I have to touch everything or be touched or drink water to give my brain and body some sort of stimulation to kick it into gear again and say ""hey dude....you're real. It's all real"". I've had this since I was a little kid. I'm 24. It's unbearably exhausting. It happens almost every day on some sort of scale. Some episodes not as bad as others...other times it literally makes me jump up from whatever I'm doing and I just run...like I will literally run out of my house. 
Does anyone else experience something like this? Or know what this is? I'm so tired... ",2.9962087912087902,5.746344205882359,3.994285714285717,82.72956043956046,79.63025210084031,7.190950226244342,26.80090497737557,8.263242389622931,2.164850808015514,1003,42,181,21,26,323,140,238,0.092,0.851,0.057,-0.8049,0,0,3,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,0,2,14,12,1,3,7,0,14,9,4,2,2,46,32,19,0,1,10,0,4,2,0,2,3,1,0,1,18,11,2,0,10,3,0,3,2,8,0,1,3,6,13,4,27,25,6,31,0,0,1,0,5,16,0,14,12,110,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674681666612608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249322762088613,0.0,0.08155047679747153,0.0,0.0,0.07453881508696897,0.10922666618957637,0.0877246195636805,0.0,0.0,0.12127551936195932,0.0,0.0,0.08900847763021437,0.0649837798692892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428108190435297,0.0,0.2368222734340621,0.0,0.2380068710971659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182845246254497,0.22354099160444302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874967216716181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328840149806028,0.0,0.0,0.1044296817089686,0.0,0.0,0.08905255265780199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07040982160002904,0.0,0.0898170454707941,0.0,0.2874218524570062,0.20855503277821044,0.0,0.0,0.10780266384548187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067587201911738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05569530810410097,0.10226265125396414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828042169822708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300475519803725,0.0,0.1203410344236462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05858584271264983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529636547894238,0.1041610097781986,0.21368704385257864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115787095398737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501496884573297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209554717108682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36401030737392265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103779187215658,0.0,0.08477443710281382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704674102395004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818253397706205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16413533559110274,0.10543241225384878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513274396349453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830645703383602,0.0,0.16926065606256915,0.12432133064938768,0.12252367566140665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097676618950088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tulm1892,2019/02/09,"Zoloft week 4 issues? Hey all!

I started on Zoloft January 7th (25mg) and was upped to 50mg a week later.

The first week I didn’t feel much improvements but weeks 2-3 I felt 100 percent better. I had no anxiety and these obsessive, intrusive thoughts didn’t even exist.

I’m in week 4 of taking the drug and I felt like I was when I first started taking Zoloft. Is this normal? 

Thanks!",0.40607594936708935,2.7825187848101294,2.278341772151901,92.79877848101269,89.0,5.6916455696202535,19.292405063291138,7.1686216300943375,0.4990445569620254,300,9,64,5,10,99,55,79,0.094,0.73,0.17600000000000002,0.8097,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,2,4,0,1,3,0,6,4,0,0,1,10,16,5,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,8,3,7,3,5,8,3,14,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,12,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997245322983905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15026207067684585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970291784526457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221684537244572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859061604232299,0.0,0.32625982747533216,0.0,0.0,0.28903241275580155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17733066489393276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300418650764696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489548993471905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16646518174603994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24051111245635945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255486167857918,0.0,0.0,0.15642039310545616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13488101828257018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6814146090602228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,maverick1325,2019/02/09,Can anxiety mess with your memory? So for the past few weeks my health anxiety has been targeting my memory. I can't remember what I had for lunch two days ago. The more I've been reading into it the worst I feel my memory is. I just don't feel as sharp as I did. Today I was looking for a t-shirt that I swore I had placed back into the closet but it was in the hamper instead. Is this anxiety? ,0.8939117647058836,2.6511491411764716,3.6855147058823534,87.56356617647059,81.11764705882355,8.014705882352942,20.036764705882355,8.841846274778883,1.2889117647058823,307,8,69,8,8,109,56,85,0.123,0.877,0.0,-0.7514,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,6,0,13,2,0,0,0,8,16,4,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,3,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,7,4,12,0,9,9,3,10,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,6,54,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21691274988889472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5615869871020368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881600319980328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578119579954282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474564448425759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601058135602556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054872841826126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335948767812195,0.0,0.0,0.25566055474750193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24476730735908786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771986308166473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23194801905831036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390374062921025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196284452466624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pitawkristiansen,2019/02/09,"Worst Anxiety symptoms So my worst anxiety symptoms has been the dizzyness no doubt, cant really focus at work,cant keep a conversation going because im to focused on being diizzy /: so what is your worst?",5.3546491228070145,7.394290078947371,6.73947368421053,69.30464912280705,69.26315789473685,9.27719298245614,33.719298245614034,9.725611199111238,3.8589192982456137,165,8,25,4,3,56,33,38,0.451,0.499,0.05,-0.9634,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,5,2,0,0,0,2,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,5,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,19,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.477797651348604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903673566152819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774799919482408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373237258407788,0.0,0.0,0.27757518007057297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200059153813056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6491718719816987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273487746969077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chickadee712,2019/02/09,"Small wins are adding up So I have been in active treatment for my anxiety for about a year now. Lifelong anxiety sufferer with only experiencing severe panic attacks in the past two years. I have been to hell and back. So it’s been 6 months with my newest therapist and 4 months on a low dose of Remeron. The combination of medication and therapy actually does work- if you do the work too (which is the hardest part) I never thought I would get here honestly- where I can actually feel and see change happening in my body and brain. I do a pretty aggressive treatment plan (practically a partial hospitalization plan) daily filled with ERP. I had my first natural positive thought about my phobia a few days ago and it happened so naturally I stopped everything and cried a little. Because the thought was matched with the belief as well. This is after a year of CBT. I never thought in my life my mind would change its belief about my phobia (emetophobia). But it is. And twice now while doing exposures I have succuessfuly sat with my panic and allowed it to pass without it going into a full blown panic attack. But I’m always okay with it if it does because I am teaching my brain that I’m just not afraid anymore. To bring the panic on keep it coming. I ask for it- and then it dissipates. Hardest thing in the entire world, but today was easier than the first time. I still have such a long way to go- but I’m getting there. With hard work every single day. It is possible, I truly believe it for all of us. ",2.8750515463917523,5.436180542955331,4.372381443298973,80.99156185567014,78.62199312714777,7.316426116838489,25.851202749140892,8.344100000000001,2.031857182130585,1202,47,220,25,30,399,167,291,0.115,0.8059999999999999,0.079,-0.5329,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,1,0,8,17,15,4,5,18,1,22,6,3,1,3,44,42,22,0,4,9,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,17,19,0,2,7,0,0,6,4,11,1,4,11,4,26,4,35,29,5,47,3,2,1,0,3,15,1,2,25,162,43,4,0.0,0.0,0.18093762618899087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217930198695778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07713978211832091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184144432463602,0.0,0.0919405896352307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666867823609023,0.21093555185754614,0.0,0.0712860820738395,0.0,0.11302684614861715,0.0,0.0,0.10444922039506434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297675326765457,0.0,0.20698369697733135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19614376138589332,0.07985900781261526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183445993192683,0.1195768949487958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16225731751493172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781097790892618,0.0,0.08331921586882375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04687552465162431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15771332256620518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687132747501268,0.0,0.10537522872123176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16396126739795575,0.0,0.0830474040767209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240238171693147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06548180741145579,0.0,0.09291692741657684,0.0,0.08204291755557716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933927084538973,0.0,0.0,0.09360780179670078,0.0,0.14799593816510706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14300295101584642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050797124625276,0.0,0.4350875004233634,0.0,0.10039281792822806,0.0884994723982006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451339120186796,0.0,0.09431650856806298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07387560213454973,0.0,0.0,0.10473270056005828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403605617837357,0.0775073352867016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601871474616699,0.10764015590679364,0.061590516414134,0.0,0.0,0.2943965120262135,0.05405828939376762,0.0,0.08787554587378085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056142254394757,0.0,0.11151529641026817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358662690197414,0.0,0.0,0.08335486877459099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936639210349556,0.0,0.20247574560544068,0.0,0.0,0.13171301036958674,0.0,0.0,0.17910111079380148
anxiety,marythenoodle,2019/02/09,"My anxiety gets in the way of making new friends. I don’t want it to hold me back anymore. Any tips? I need advice on how to be less afraid of trying to make friends. I have horrible social anxiety, but I’m also just a natural introvert. I have a few really good friends, but I can’t expect them to hang out with me all the time. I used to live with them so I almost always had someone to hangout with if I wanted to, but now we live separately. I feel so lonely now and I really miss living with them. Soon we will be moving back in together but eventually we won’t and I want to feel confident without them. I have a huge desire to make more friends, but I’m so afraid that no one will like me. I know that’s just my depression/anxiety talking but that doesn’t make it any less real. It’s so scary to try to make friends. I don’t want to feel afraid of it anymore. 

Sorry if this post is a mess. I’m rather upset and can’t really think straight :p",0.8744554455445552,2.809810554455449,3.1866237623762395,90.20528217821784,82.06930693069306,6.812277227722772,21.486138613861385,7.908726449838941,0.9443635643564354,740,23,166,14,20,254,103,202,0.14,0.6559999999999999,0.204,0.9375,0,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,3,0,4,0,14,14,0,4,6,0,15,0,0,7,1,46,36,17,0,10,12,0,3,1,5,3,0,0,0,0,8,11,0,1,5,1,0,2,8,7,0,1,1,3,26,7,24,30,5,17,0,2,0,0,14,6,0,3,8,111,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115765028819529,0.0,0.0,0.11433593299036787,0.0,0.0,0.09131062815464,0.0950078675652984,0.0,0.0,0.15529420125831886,0.0,0.2620448124353413,0.0,0.22647404812580715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755965199521037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17320026771624775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4410803843820125,0.0,0.05965494067317821,0.0,0.0,0.09576973526741854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275097652353118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05578314466958882,0.0,0.30247215446616704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38108403694037785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135649742555715,0.0,0.08466387941992556,0.0,0.11027687070929826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737210545077715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935398360851144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12996315147545792,0.2194421144136858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163933080365751,0.09674532183863996,0.0,0.0,0.12781645452882132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177448703612352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07316267349364834,0.0,0.0,0.06657994952140063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15504301797599346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986158571702696,0.0,0.0,0.2693880134760926,0.09063168589919217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006655855903584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pigsonthewlngs,2019/02/09,"Did I have a panic attack? I was talking to this girl I've known for a while on messenger. I'm sure she already noticed, but I decided to tell her that I was pretty into her. It took me a while to build up the confidence to even press send, but after I did, and I saw her replying, something strange happened. I felt this adrenaline rush, but it wasn't a good one. I got really fucking cold and suddenly started shivering really intensely. I usually get pretty bad social anxiety (sweating, hot flashes, etc.) but I've never experienced anything like this. I was shaking so much, like I couldn't control it at all. Any help would be greatly appreciated, thanks for taking the time to read.

​",4.163725222146276,6.155719849624063,5.716431989063565,75.61385509227615,72.30827067669173,9.046889952153112,32.39166097060834,9.573946990214177,3.4561488721804503,552,27,96,14,11,187,91,133,0.16,0.655,0.185,0.828,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,2,11,2,2,6,0,10,2,1,1,3,16,21,9,0,2,4,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,1,3,1,0,4,3,5,0,1,10,6,16,6,12,8,3,16,0,0,1,1,10,4,1,0,10,66,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17675380010203792,0.0,0.0,0.1735463099784529,0.19462652840622824,0.10892246188206722,0.0,0.1225311521083081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13180791977581752,0.0,0.0,0.1822187888227655,0.0,0.0,0.13373694109137185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17964653312286827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786341348904224,0.10579210446332407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537902515255147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14807644573399414,0.08368326632805499,0.0,0.0,0.1343446858233835,0.12810419138741586,0.1765902106157362,0.0,0.0,0.14163958278250874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073599245351631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565039106341943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774485973401115,0.0,0.12353453129506953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823568992667966,0.0,0.0,0.10853670180097738,0.0,0.0,0.18792734714679984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259050417232847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602153585711991,0.0,0.20522058689352404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632751970803215,0.0,0.1233082414809693,0.0,0.0,0.11337057573274625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15096022740100926,0.0,0.12042942068658392,0.12874019744382376,0.13999739988436916,0.14746487047184384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339758928656376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17795700076841894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17640684421344927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378160300808407,0.0,0.19462652840622824,0.0
anxiety,ifbebjocido,2019/02/09,"I left a big assignment until the very last minute and now my anxiety is so bad I don't think I can do it. Pretty much just want to drop the class and hide my shame. I had 2 weeks to research and write a 5 page marketing plan, and I didn't do a damn thing. Now there's 6 hours until it's due and I have an incredibly crappy introduction, taking up about 1/3 of a page, and the panic is setting in big time. The closer the deadline gets, the more I'm freaking out.

This is worth 20% of my entire grade, and I'm just so embarrassed and full of regret. Obviously I can't turn back time, but I wouldn't mind dropping the class with an F just to hide the fact that I'm incredibly lazy. Though maybe that's being too hard on myself. I don't know why, but all I want to do after classes is get into bed and sleep forever, so that's what I did. ",4.534364640883979,3.6800266629834266,5.941928176795582,84.69996408839779,69.66298342541437,9.228950276243095,26.38729281767956,8.548686976883017,1.4241929281767955,650,15,153,9,10,222,108,181,0.16,0.7929999999999999,0.047,-0.9424,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,13,7,1,3,14,0,17,1,1,0,3,28,28,17,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,12,0,0,2,0,1,0,5,7,0,0,3,1,15,0,17,23,6,25,0,1,0,0,1,10,1,0,12,98,23,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656677347732812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665211996996563,0.18081847517871388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262872246356372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19399513841247704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21326788401002544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901566040003053,0.1765252266523263,0.0,0.0,0.2352929707105904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21756353246319365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21866377002299314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15919644806807245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540863883842597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203192783405952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21671630223352734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282609754268454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438727783184868,0.13876284298481176,0.2127690073831363,0.0,0.2525556445713231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355549901805007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17868460182741902,0.25546528599189755,0.0,0.17371129330735935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19541163075853069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bisoubelle,2019/02/09,"An anxious mess I've had bouts of anxiety in the past that were quite severe, ones where I didn't feel comfortable leaving the house or being around people. I'll become paranoid or obsessive. These seem to ebb and flow; I'll regain my confidence and relish being alone and exploring. 

However, the past few months have been brutal in terms of my anxiety. I had a high-stress job where I began having panic attacks at work, so I found a new one. I thought this would make the panic subside but it hasn't. 

I do have PTSD, which flares up occasionally. I'm currently not comfortable going into large grocery stores (think Costco) or going to the movies. I've become very sensitive to light and noise. I don't like being alone and will forget to breathe. I'll fixate then on my sweaty palms, my racing heart, my blurred vision, and believed that I'm going to have a heart attack and die (I know this sounds extreme and is irrational). 

I practice yoga almost daily, breathing exercises, meditation, but my mind feels so negative. I realize how powerful the mind is, but I don't feel like I can change mine. I feel like I cannot escape these dark and negative thoughts, or being brought back to embarrassing moments where I feel deep shame. I forgive others quickly and am very understanding, but hold myself up to an incredibly high standard where no mistakes are allowed. 

I am hoping that some kind souls may offer suggestions as to how I can feel more comfortable and/or exchange your experiences with anxiety and if they're any bit similar. My partner is very supportive, but I know it must be frustrating to not go to the movies, something we used to really enjoy. I want to be independent, stable, and strong. ",6.7226415094339576,7.558853748427676,6.975150943396226,73.37385849056605,64.9748427672956,10.133584905660376,32.56666666666667,10.125756701596842,3.3643919496855355,1364,53,234,30,20,441,188,318,0.239,0.6609999999999999,0.1,-0.9921,5,2,1,0,0,0,42.0,1,1,0,4,11,23,4,5,12,0,32,6,5,6,1,65,59,28,1,6,12,0,6,3,1,4,1,1,0,1,11,16,0,1,17,2,2,7,10,11,0,2,10,8,31,12,24,39,5,32,1,0,0,0,6,14,0,11,14,153,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821260330460976,0.20316187915823192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06669752624913802,0.0,0.22509199460427856,0.1108020888234454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731168384300579,0.0,0.2231595254200452,0.0,0.07541719783394259,0.0,0.0,0.21664253849726867,0.0,0.11050218063571246,0.0,0.0,0.10707757692594347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375526628754173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179119337718746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959407190824738,0.0,0.0,0.2975521122812909,0.14013624512022596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753927535429417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22296370455692371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23244971829721625,0.0,0.2072530733092791,0.0,0.09741522418254343,0.0,0.1131707492939132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09732892007978633,0.0,0.0,0.10213486403365904,0.10780402281409884,0.0,0.0,0.10385218925292626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375029044402488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546892891300865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19806497710421955,0.0,0.07828624201605425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947259384987785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292262022508308,0.0,0.0,0.23015067696185035,0.0,0.0,0.18725625041761115,0.0679960809035881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464986389947335,0.0,0.0,0.10431978213086206,0.0,0.0,0.0628323361622799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928803102392598,0.0,0.1108020888234454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075506507388868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234990930649706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129962611657417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06284548033680458,0.0,0.15572857522248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021043760760367,0.0,0.08470932808694248,0.0,0.2427779524205325,0.05784991955410295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140315434497405,0.0,0.0,0.06967297031458412,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Reddu01,2019/02/09,"My mother causes me a lot of stress Hey guys, I'm thinking about telling my mother that she's linked to my stress/depression issues, she's a nice person, but she's pretty much a blockhead, for her my suicidal thoughts and anxiety attacks are nothing but me being lazy or wanting to have and excuse not to do anything, every time I try to talk about this she just tells me that I'm a man and that I'm young, that I'm lazy or dramatic.

I was diagnosed with mayor depression and anxiety, even one of the doctors that I visited for a few months told me that I might have borderline personality disorder, I've been suicidal for must of my life, I even had a ritual were I'd have everything ready to... ""Do it"" if I couldn't think of anything worth living for, sometimes I sat for hours just thinking about something, anything. Lucky me I always thought of some miniscule thing that would just give me the energy to take a shower and carry on. My stress sometimes would cause me physical pain, even tachycardia, one day I went to the doctor to have my body checked, since my chest pains and headaches were getting out of control, they ran some tests and put a device on me to check my heart rate for a few days, everything seemed to be normal in my head and heart, but the doctor mentioned that I did have a high heart rate for a few minutes in 2 occasions and if I was doing anything physical at that time, I just told them that it were normal days, no exercise or anything out of the ordinary. Later I was thinking about it and those time were my heart rate went a bit coocoo, were when I was talking to my mother on the phone.

Now, coming back to the present time, I have been doing something really childish, not taking any of my mother's calls unless I was at home with a cigarette on hand... No more aches, I was smiling, it's really sad I think. A few minutes ago my mother called me, she was complaining about me not taking her calls, about cancelling meetings with her, but it's because I've been under the weather these days, I don't want to talk to her about that since again she will just shrugged off and tell me that I'm not a man, and later carry on like she just fixed all my problems, I'm going to visit her tomorrow, and I want to tell her to fuck off, that act as if I died since acting is the only thing she's good at, but it hurts me, it hurts me a lot to have to do something like that, every time I think about it I even lose my appetite and have insomnia for a few days, my mind is a mess right now, I just want to bash my head on a wall untill I'll be in complete silence just for a few minutes, of course I'm not going to do that since it's not going to fix anything.

For anyone that is reading this, thank you for taking your time reading this, sorry if I had any misspellings or errors on this post ( bad engrish). I just don't know what to do anymore, I want to have a civilized conversation, but I know I will end up yelling and looking like I have half my age in a teen tantrum.

 Sorry if I sounded like an edgy teenager, is just that this has been going on forever in my life. I want to know how to start and finish this relationship with my mother. ",7.1268072018004505,5.439667172093028,7.288237059264818,79.86807951987997,64.87596899224806,10.369092273068267,33.519629907476876,9.023248300946321,2.606458864716178,2486,82,520,33,31,807,251,645,0.17600000000000002,0.76,0.064,-0.9973,1,0,4,0,1,0,66.0,0,2,2,2,28,24,3,2,32,0,54,20,9,4,2,93,100,36,3,18,32,6,1,4,0,6,10,2,2,5,37,23,0,1,13,3,3,13,11,16,0,3,27,4,84,8,83,63,14,68,1,5,1,1,52,25,1,16,33,365,121,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0506656311491109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047558638893646234,0.0,0.0,0.07773651834513112,0.0,0.08744886030973696,0.0,0.0566837134103384,0.03996502953858736,0.0,0.2822086995641072,0.0,0.0,0.06502356802899527,0.0,0.043949683838779764,0.047723141742000805,0.03484196359943515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062399900649713874,0.06348778916155808,0.0,0.0,0.17508898674128198,0.0,0.0,0.1174305749763872,0.0,0.049235110738833805,0.05992731654060395,0.0,0.06410567561751118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843054974594811,0.0,0.09845731337807018,0.05801246405524722,0.05931923878091945,0.0,0.06550609720592103,0.1755057535413479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050623536707819376,0.0,0.0,0.15100484743518616,0.0,0.09631333342556607,0.0,0.10273683413648196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052840099008896864,0.02986181938824848,0.054829552539713215,0.12993302064041465,0.04794001142476804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05659374523180215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731775266328134,0.0,0.0,0.27092206873213137,0.0,0.06038879266380511,0.05733245155983814,0.0,0.056287464251469216,0.0,0.12237405042408832,0.0,0.0,0.059656350855821674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423485999162637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074240157971813,0.1116947680935846,0.0,0.05047007978840199,0.0,0.04799691558731098,0.06394330468985053,0.0,0.09718452266697564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060633825675807836,0.057711592138655676,0.0,0.04562163119753654,0.0,0.042016473418807265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200212093559518,0.05484303281043237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746120648472782,0.04346995871054861,0.12163671360388432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981339210973396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054739957345579536,0.058148527899881924,0.0,0.05469088136007444,0.0,0.057457890645032574,0.0,0.0,0.1143435793273442,0.0,0.07323160733880503,0.0,0.0,0.06136450004858225,0.0,0.048811186991011946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052032969227114034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18912120194391865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200518805344835,0.11305812857726033,0.1279636468300787,0.040455539142095286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19641712242643775,0.0,0.0,0.12503947961122794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17189776486382274,0.13782026058844446,0.19982858000703455,0.052621862426817705,0.0,0.0,0.07594424171227482,0.21974078094869626,0.0,0.09075147104724816,0.19996986721142015,0.0,0.0,0.10923063077374674,0.0,0.03880539103687131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022736787516164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596896688834584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120442300645958,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Childish-Normino,2019/02/09,"Advice Hello, i have had  a problem with anxiety for about 6 months and its mostly affected my eating, and i want to hear your opinions, my friends want to go on a weekend long road trip to a football match and want me to come with them, but im just too scared of getting an attack there or just feeling really bad. Should i go, or how to reduce this scare of feeling bad and weird. Thankful if anyone responds, ",5.265365853658533,5.48426456097561,5.7718536585365845,82.89143902439027,68.02439024390246,8.023414634146341,31.03414634146341,7.554174236665415,1.9607385365853656,322,12,63,3,5,104,60,82,0.294,0.568,0.138,-0.9638,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,0,6,9,1,2,4,0,3,1,0,2,0,24,14,9,0,6,6,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,7,1,0,2,1,0,4,0,7,0,0,1,3,8,2,12,12,1,9,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,5,3,43,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19840889144582566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553254774422429,0.0,0.0,0.1419706848571299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309879560083252,0.0,0.0,0.33906078363355185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749014693923817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20776118841666388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20532682197468466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15686863782838434,0.0,0.10608031568039247,0.0,0.2307852657542074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288414747136182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21931865349663485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17968451182587453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16206504286854098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19428240068315136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007298589683544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.406558055078365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869324740515893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3592757597390372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_Monotropa_Uniflora_,2019/02/09,"Anyone have any similar exeriences and/or advice? Constant dizziness/inability to focus eyes/breath catching I have been constantly dizzy/lightheaded/having difficulty focusing my eyes properly as well as the feeling of breathlessness/breath catching for over a month straight now (minus 4 days last week where I felt better).

The urgent care said anxiety or allergies. Antihistamine has no effect. It got so bad I missed 2 days of work and almost passed out while driving. So, I went to the hospital (about 2 weeks ago) the hospital ran a myriad of tests. All were normal except non-emergency level low blood iron. I have been taking iron/blood specific multivitamins daily ever since. The hospital suggested it was anxiety, specifically trauma-related PTSD episode type anxiety (long story but I have experienced multiple extremely traumatic physical events) 

It let up for 4 days after I visited the hospital, then came back seemingly out of nowhere. 

It is making it extremely difficult and dangerous to drive. I commute an hour to work. It is also making my job extremely difficult and dangerous, as I am a linecook (chef) and have to work very fast with hot and sharp things for long hours. 

I have always had panic attacks, but acute instances that lasted from a few minutes to a few houra, nothing like this until recently.

I just want it to stop. It is making me unable to go about my daily life. Help?",5.853713968957872,8.633956256097562,6.566844050258684,67.89764966740579,69.77235772357724,10.81419068736142,32.726533628972646,10.735267742514802,4.6234617886178855,1133,53,168,39,22,371,163,246,0.193,0.757,0.05,-0.9897,1,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,0,5,11,13,3,1,12,0,17,3,2,4,2,27,33,17,0,2,5,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,11,9,0,1,4,0,0,10,1,9,1,0,11,7,15,4,29,21,3,44,0,2,1,0,4,8,0,3,27,107,26,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150895324248445,0.11022475574307274,0.0,0.12451402559516468,0.0,0.0,0.09943902668039817,0.1034653913635722,0.0,0.0,0.0845591829468341,0.0,0.28537183044111725,0.0,0.0,0.08694524314107514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146092214751474,0.0,0.09561399031737476,0.10382327274919156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997346255388296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221809059070206,0.12677849289508014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687465550276796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405776220940255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247759567484383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06287280531871244,0.0,0.1193911502685806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706683956077623,0.0,0.0994504307799544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334614681916025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24491047906837365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233936912188075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20271630690086534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715166677444115,0.08782888212762052,0.06074891524918151,0.0,0.0,0.22008365438411087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24900469846255746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925136707661948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183215863332547,0.11931283117639227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589261621083233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14535319915902412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227761495449915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828101589945658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319944494061847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285985695487863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395837995349456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349231774658112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260960441006235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025980344833299,0.07334217933005041,0.0,0.1994848697495035,0.0,0.11180150997307464,0.11526949558012813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715749472634627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dogzyayz,2019/02/09,"Worst night This week I (29F) have been extremely anxious and on edge. I've been very angry and resentful, and having a horrible time remembering things. Last night I felt the need to get really black out drunk. I lost bits and pieces of time . I woke up this morning to find out had completely lost my phone and my best friend said I had pinched him hard, leaving bruises and breaking the skin.  He said I was erratic and completely out of control and he was actually afraid of me. It is enough for me to not want to drink again and I think I've lost his friendship. I need to see someone for all of m issues. I just am not sure whether to start with a therapist or psychiatrist. I think my irritabiliy and anger issues  are from my anxiety...thanks for your words.",2.5347203579418363,4.9373252013422855,3.3309798657718126,88.8734720357942,78.86577181208054,7.463266219239374,24.69843400447427,8.447377352677275,1.6677996420581658,601,22,124,13,15,190,95,149,0.214,0.722,0.064,-0.9657,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,5,2,10,2,1,4,0,11,3,1,1,2,31,26,12,0,3,5,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,4,14,2,1,5,2,0,0,2,7,0,0,13,7,19,3,20,13,6,14,0,3,2,0,9,5,0,1,8,79,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.13330378684376765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15432130823300946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335530671521646,0.0,0.14913393717660495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28644906697202976,0.0,0.1532106894508263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381789476291087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14114631840080513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115928293993173,0.0,0.12485169697468505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553831877732033,0.0,0.07136887479397921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236850548053704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851538668518186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113488118404772,0.0,0.14464172903735445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4473514571434604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025772129418934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563833310999414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751069965250999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15474336728777532,0.0,0.2598794499572221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885405901824743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574237914395473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966875551089613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287457103552529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576471185956867,0.0,0.15860537911381298,0.09075225805263544,0.17505801280626046,0.0,0.0,0.15930737764755673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127109053192634,0.0805713625217731,0.0,0.1095738353087802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sugarsweetsky,2019/02/09,"DAE read messages they're about to send over and over again I just sent an important message (about three paragraphs long) and I reread it around ~10 times before sending. I'd get to the end, and everything would sound alright, but I'd still need to go back and MAKE SURE. I don't know why I do this, but I have similar tendencies when it comes to checking if I locked a door or turned something off. 

Does anyone else relate to this?",3.498089700996676,5.241962662790699,3.4711960132890383,92.05802325581396,73.53488372093024,6.774750830564784,25.07641196013289,7.447530270364453,1.0004504983388705,343,11,72,4,7,104,65,86,0.0,0.912,0.08800000000000001,0.7140000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,1,1,16,12,9,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,4,6,0,0,1,1,1,5,1,0,0,1,1,1,6,2,11,10,0,16,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,7,42,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17435836019709974,0.2554988616922614,0.0,0.2219833314143232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917425032280229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121870549670079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148016221095759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21821667934528305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083083429038128,0.0,0.22085900973076245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241087538116654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028034562090818,0.0,0.1417170753773913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13704177419810668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206758167455756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16644978431945964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18489733369886788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494275522971056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919695659950761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19913927554704905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350189167296033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14540386323727725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27123215270202483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250086794299508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771382406021662,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PlsNoStopDontStopNo,2019/02/09,"Going to try a weighted blanket... I’m just afraid my mom will find it and throw a fit about it. Depression, anxiety and suicide is in my family, as well as some other issues. She refuses to admit I have anxiety and depression, all though I have cut before and have social anxiety. I’m always trying to find a was to get my brain to release that sweet sweet dopamine, from taking Tylenol to just trying to find things that will help me. ",6.076235294117647,6.1856959176470605,6.727058823529411,77.11176470588238,66.29411764705883,10.094117647058825,31.117647058823533,9.888512548439397,2.9298705882352944,343,12,64,7,5,113,54,85,0.193,0.655,0.152,-0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,1,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,1,1,3,0,7,3,1,0,1,13,13,7,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,4,1,1,4,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,1,3,7,3,12,10,2,4,0,2,0,0,6,2,0,1,0,45,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385247019574754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3967649683842979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14711066359610653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929945566527957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29780767632869365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297866635794586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4740356739771048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032420993260827,0.0,0.09825336896687248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587980234958928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18044489146682985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20247843062219356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17623240374075538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891058957163409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998646866285898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485575514350135,0.0,0.16985662819429428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35212853988836346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105248675742776,0.15544254140717165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pepinoperez,2019/02/09,"DAE has this while exercising?? Sometimes when i run i feel a crushing pain in my chest(but not in the middle, in my left part, more precisely behind the nipple and it’s extended to that size) and only stops after 5-10 minutes after i stopped running not before burping a lot",6.86540880503145,6.8204323962264155,7.330188679245285,73.97503144654087,64.66037735849056,9.330817610062894,36.53459119496856,8.841846274778883,3.2767911949685544,219,10,38,3,3,72,43,53,0.187,0.813,0.0,-0.8253,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,9,2,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,1,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,7,2,3,13,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,6,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754916128363235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16370022812966695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517606954449723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752448769720816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24623022491486124,0.3444980883007032,0.0,0.0,0.3505950561528612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202019193691659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5413472622419376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Saria90,2019/02/09,"Anxiety Chest Pain Doesn't Go Away Hey everyone,

In November I thought I had a heart attack. I got a chest x-ray, blood work, EKG, Echo Test and treadmill stress test and they found nothing wrong with my heart so I checked online and found that this could be anxiety related.
However, I still have stabbing chest pain pretty much daily. It starts at random times, is feels sometimes worse than other times, lasts for max 20 seconds, might not come back for several hours and isn't always cinnected to a panic attack.

Does anyone experience something similar and is it normal that chest pain stays this long?

TL;DR: Got (probably) anxiety related chest pain on and off since November almost daily. Is this normal?",5.907421874999998,8.025464898437502,5.811375000000003,76.19612500000002,67.984375,9.495,29.9875,9.888512548439397,3.2349256250000007,569,22,93,14,10,178,88,128,0.238,0.721,0.04,-0.9783,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,1,3,9,2,2,3,0,10,12,8,0,0,19,19,7,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,4,0,1,2,3,9,0,1,6,1,7,0,10,10,1,16,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,3,8,50,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633712128892808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667076240395643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666313059254341,0.0,0.0,0.08123550136982642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643422117123829,0.10915459049698308,0.0893349671677693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007846740126457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927599840873023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166958059156822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111014619009354,0.0,0.1136459751283352,0.0,0.0,0.058743913733219286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25476994396357155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06602756333527024,0.0,0.185838932964882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753468512309675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441353683698313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470190795953744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281532008707753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324823190707468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540539875425901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22766274800077665,0.11147749215838043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4944932871899387,0.1363117681413856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819645506087667,0.12526129536949335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124991714698514,0.0,0.0961049937717716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944075823911879,0.11490462868343825,0.0,0.0822325428840635,0.123832031599971,0.09278120574890353,0.0,0.13308337816126842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223365196633206,0.13549055769780485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458015720934876,0.0,0.11839697250023865,0.0,0.12702419154132347,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheKiddo95,2019/02/09,"My Anxiety Journey; Hello, 

I'm a first-year law school student who has been dealing with severe anxiety for almost a year now. When my anxiety began I lost all my bonds with friends of many years and family. Since then, I have felt so alone and scared. This is my second semester and people have realized that I'm dealing with some serious inner demons and have attempted to reach out to me. Ironically, this has only made the feeling of loneliness worst, being alone was bad and I felt so sad. But seeing people trying to connect with me and my inability to be open to the connections is so much worst. I have always felt alone and very sad since the anxiety took over my inner life, but on the surface, most do not know unless they really pay attention or I tell them. Since people have started reaching out and trying to help me I have had countless breakdowns on and off campus. I am a top student at my law school, people really believe in me and say they expect great things from me. But I feel so alone, none of the accomplishments help. None of their kind words help. I just sit on campus and study all day every day, I can't connect with anyone. Every time someone gets close I push them away because I am too scared to form bonds again. The pain of losing all my original friends was too much. Yesterday, two of the people attempting to help me were playing pool and I was with them trying to connect. On the surface, I was laughing and telling jokes, but inside I felt so cold and disconnected. I was in a glass box while they were connecting with all those around them and having fun. Later on, I had two breakdowns where I was just crying because this anxiety has stolen so much from me and now I'm being reminded of what it stole. I was numb to it, but now it's in my face and I can't take it. I'm NOT suicidal, but I am very sad. I don't know what to do about this pain anymore. I just want to push everyone away because feeling alone is terrible, but people attempting to connect and me being numb to it is so much worst. I feel like I'm destined to be alone, and with the anxiety constantly attacking me it just makes it all so much worst. They feed into each other. 

I am not sure where to go from here, I am on a journey that is so cold. ",4.641573867854493,5.427431126948779,5.46348106904232,82.54940126206385,69.57906458797328,8.748359317000743,28.106978470675568,8.936278230431713,2.0895647512991826,1772,59,354,31,30,579,189,449,0.215,0.669,0.116,-0.9931,0,6,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,9,7,27,29,1,2,14,0,42,7,1,3,6,79,68,40,1,2,16,0,8,1,2,0,5,1,0,0,19,34,1,0,12,3,1,6,8,19,0,3,20,12,53,10,55,43,20,52,1,5,1,0,22,27,0,4,19,261,72,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009259324804783,0.4349790906727328,0.0,0.0,0.058243700317553423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212883294062717,0.0,0.06941891722639072,0.048944024845476206,0.0,0.0,0.06231280034833073,0.0,0.07963249785865538,0.1315303013878238,0.0,0.058445162235384464,0.12800985900156114,0.0,0.0,0.07886344664236956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07564265502753434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688919521677473,0.0902854615743997,0.1443291263761381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795217565346915,0.06688580952148936,0.0,0.0,0.06598760930966155,0.0,0.1415717771071517,0.05000637646298746,0.2688351065092269,0.0,0.0,0.059540014525462565,0.0,0.0,0.10816011087183068,0.0,0.03657091329454372,0.0,0.03978131046001108,0.0,0.0,0.07717272000087097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18767195229175326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07289184117187451,0.07693781925498794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04944145112147998,0.03419734432701825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783095303462779,0.07641076682521103,0.0,0.0,0.06623352362653226,0.04672401352046725,0.07096668916924855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25728184648829394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053236411025460735,0.14896499268197522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911655824734371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968464806472712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055664986772063024,0.14015983348188135,0.14168283465504747,0.05577911051010862,0.0,0.0,0.07907748579729681,0.0,0.1737084817705228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05930883069680761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049544737881303126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656613128295561,0.0,0.06597201124492992,0.0,0.05262956496912773,0.0,0.12236216384198173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046503366770285326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04081622634480305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777002895353119,0.1425715465477059,0.0,0.1367551789786108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551087943250135,0.04128646165871163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522868664076235
anxiety,polarpug,2019/02/09,i want to go out again i used to be able to go out easily but after a year of having too many panic attacks i never really recovered from staying at home T\_\_\_T i have my old college friends DJ debut tonight but i'm scared shitless,1.7193749999999994,4.024107187500004,3.641500000000004,86.05350000000004,81.29166666666666,6.34,26.266666666666666,7.554174236665415,1.648661666666667,187,8,36,3,5,63,39,48,0.22,0.653,0.127,-0.7992,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,2,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,7,8,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,9,7,0,12,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,6,23,5,1,0.27372054014958885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31139663000034085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211475810326415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111233817186689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745640195787215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775096655741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21111015489940665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872236621360951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211520774805329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17535238703483125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27404201162404523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917496761227283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364066624197768,0.0,0.0,0.1614474664348821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17626705357591033
anxiety,kaserdan,2019/02/09,"Does anyone else have trouble with criticism? Earlier today I made a post asking a city sub where a picture of a park was, that a Facebook freind posted (he put his college town on the location). I posted the picture (of a field of flowers) and got downvoted and told mean things in the comments, that it was outside the area of that city and how could I be so dumb. 

I’ve been thinking about it and can’t get over it. 

Does anyone else have trouble with criticism? Any tips to get over the thinking about it and rolling it over in your head constantly? ",6.49722222222222,6.183748351851853,6.398518518518523,81.24833333333333,65.48148148148148,9.422222222222222,34.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.7976555555555565,434,18,85,6,6,137,66,108,0.14800000000000002,0.852,0.0,-0.9431,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,5,3,1,0,11,0,8,1,1,2,0,13,17,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,6,0,5,0,15,9,0,15,0,0,0,0,6,9,1,0,2,56,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805916289969474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24278102662840526,0.3557631298775425,0.0,0.0,0.16229972794246936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18760820654270824,0.0,0.13861159091162206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30385046853503594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900538482254594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18140567520589512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884990605074246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17817154623786838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642717667175312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891096379140195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4988044496172542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17452365029825434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533721595038235,0.2224815586976365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645597634391016,0.1658895601022486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sml5711,2019/02/09,Need advice So I have anxiety alot.   Usually when fighting with my husband or whatever.  But noe lately its just ranndomly and its bad.  I could be at work doing my thing and all of a sudden i can't breathe and i am freaking out bad.  So I try to walk away from my desk and relax. I am not doing anything stressful. Same thing at home too.  Randomly and its intense for awhile. Ugh any suggestions.  ,0.7139160839160859,3.2445040512820533,2.6062237762237785,89.00695804195807,91.82051282051279,5.9132867132867135,23.75757575757576,7.348242739294969,1.4453435897435902,308,13,60,6,11,102,59,78,0.201,0.718,0.081,-0.88,0,0,0,0,3,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,1,1,2,0,8,1,1,0,1,17,9,10,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,6,0,0,0,0,9,1,9,7,3,9,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,4,48,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514837178844829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750098008523442,0.0,0.19687539335918935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21178072357291625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417929079985598,0.0,0.4297603088028636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20547652825456625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581474226904938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290306945885955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908250090036679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947985683916289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419496242149353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17472672823365654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834394865974758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873570509266766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rala1,2019/02/09,"Anxiety & physical symptoms I have always had anxiety but after a year of smoking marijuana daily it seemed to have made it worse. I had my first anxiety attack a week or two before Christmas of 2018. It was the scariest experience of my life and I was high. I quit smoking that night and attributed it to the marijuana use. As this was something I never experience before. A few days passed by and I still felt extremely weird and not myself. So another attack hit me. My head was spinning, my ears were ringing, my vision was weird, my heart was RACING, but the chest pain was unbearable I thought I was dying. I went to the ER in a panic. All my tests came back normal and I was convinced I was okay. I still felt weird but it eventually subsided. Flash back to two weeks ago I experience another attack. I had been worried bc I was having muscle twitches all over my body and my back was hurting really bad. I was convinced I had MS bc that’s what Dr.Google told me. I went to the ER yet again they took an XRay of my back and it came back normal. But I was still convinced something was seriously wrong. For about two weeks, I felt extremely tired, weak, and anxious. It was consuming my mind. It seemed that my anxiety has now morphed into health anxiety. Where now when I feel anything wrong with my body (a sore arm, weak leg, hurt tendon, aching) I’m convinced something is seriously wrong. Some days are better than others but the slightest physical symptoms sends me into another anxious spiral. I am doing better but I’m afraid of getting sucked back into the spiral once I feel more physical symptoms. I still have the muscle twitches which is worrying to me. But my PCP has said that is completely normal with anxiety & I was diagnosed with severe anxiety about two weeks ago. 

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anxiety,Aandy_Les_Chats,2019/02/09,"Anxiety won today, but I'm trying again tomorrow! I had a panic attack when I was on my way out of state and thought I didn't have something I needed (could have gotten by another way, which I was able to figure out once I calmed down/listened to people trying to help), and honestly, I don't know if I was semi-subconsciously looking for a reason not to go as I was pretty anxious already. BUT I made new travel plans and will be going tomorrow instead :)",8.474450549450552,6.030377736263741,9.36162087912088,68.46462912087911,62.84615384615384,11.737362637362635,37.035714285714285,10.125756701596842,3.721767032967034,358,13,65,6,4,124,65,91,0.129,0.682,0.189,0.784,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,3,5,1,1,2,0,12,0,0,2,0,16,22,8,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,4,1,0,3,3,2,0,0,10,1,11,3,11,9,0,15,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,6,47,12,0,0.2049551277041181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261730799536017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21491332176455472,0.15679011170679644,0.2315409561479469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23316604604635385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636399921212115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329614445340435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373771018313972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126379781465358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721106880035177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939334974413052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15197163021561022,0.0,0.19794693949287573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21827052199313185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404706823115785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209007929278838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085130475735455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21072800650814935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15778447050820574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16271147768714636,0.0,0.0,0.1942734962894445,0.0,0.0,0.2783021562063521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253676809911879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anonbff,2019/02/09,I don’t want to die I want to stay here. I don’t want to die. I just don’t want to get up out of bed. I can’t. I can’t get dressed or shower. I can’t stand up. ,-5.5429900332225905,-4.6186736046511605,-1.1198671096345496,114.03255813953493,110.6279069767442,2.4571428571428573,8.46843853820598,3.1291,-2.740239867109634,117,1,42,0,7,44,19,43,0.211,0.649,0.141,-0.765,1,0,0,0,0,2,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,12,1,2,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,8,12,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5966506118446872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300359093861552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063809768653564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6781763481094409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,icehailstorm,2019/02/09,"Breakup panic attacks and nightmares I get that it's normal to feel awful after a breakup, but instead of just feeling sad, I've been feeling weirdly hyper and freaked out in the week that has passed. I keep dry heaving and feeling like I'll vomit or die when I think about him too much. Every time I go out I keep thinking I see him or will see him, and when I'm back at home I replay our conversations and imagine him out on the town having forgotten about me, or at home alone drinking himself to death. I'm the one who ended things because he didn't want to be exclusive (and tbh he didn't really seem to respect my boundaries) but I keep getting tempted to text him to relieve these feelings. 

I've never felt this way after a breakup before. I've been doing the whole ""delay contacting him by one day"" thing and it's worked ok for a week. I've also been trying to spend time with friends and journalling. I still find myself exhausted by the end of the day and it's interfering with my ability to work AND relax. It feels like it'd be easier to go back to the weird situation I was in then to muscle through it now. He's been easily the most important part of my day to day life for a long time. When I ended things he said he still wanted to see me but I haven't heard from him. I have no idea what to do, even how to cope in the short term. I know it'll get better with time but if anything I feel worse than this time last week.

Any coping/distracting techniques that have been helpful for you? I am in therapy and considering meds but it's hard to get an appt with a psychiatrist, so for now I just have to figure it out on my own. Thanks for reading.",3.141051805337522,4.395859787172011,4.3136005830903805,87.63314588472755,73.57725947521865,7.142812289751066,25.728750840995737,7.61054688173877,1.2090337295357698,1309,43,278,16,26,429,179,343,0.13,0.72,0.15,0.8538,0,1,1,0,0,0,27.0,1,1,0,3,19,16,1,1,15,2,22,4,0,1,1,56,53,27,2,4,11,0,9,2,1,2,3,2,2,0,20,19,1,4,16,3,1,3,5,7,0,2,11,14,34,9,50,37,6,50,0,1,3,0,22,14,0,6,34,186,54,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697154650303147,0.0,0.07487518521041214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367102229122477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704880015742413,0.0,0.0,0.10651665748774652,0.0,0.14399005044025076,0.0,0.05707545149270566,0.0,0.07967149753733496,0.0,0.0,0.08280736097123813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24153218460415676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717225970810328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172090704430924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24878286829418456,0.0,0.0,0.0618411604468965,0.0,0.07888658419528344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33139192629540626,0.13377734510766445,0.08989865234276571,0.0,0.08557533290168952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233763722959281,0.0,0.19566943397019612,0.0,0.10642318989425348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387331407519774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275763538712302,0.0,0.18783531235963336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569589652440096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496656308210549,0.0,0.0,0.05145612383014653,0.07632024131308737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661330267970671,0.09148493167040887,0.0,0.0,0.08285883789248212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040008614993323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882818712744904,0.0,0.07221256075115713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173667268057406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126891049658212,0.0,0.0,0.10985361607296364,0.0,0.10139122881203594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365447209619923,0.0,0.059981221214331824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890627479773322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22383089450699514,0.08523644778710862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524307033520013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954469587035155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620112778162581,0.1070730754153293,0.0,0.1866091102312124,0.11998753790300057,0.0,0.0,0.2729795070116072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635680364988479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104497790132794,0.07431844906533014,0.2253109327564449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045335852286499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632625039137372,0.0,0.0954160872431204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IceHuntress13,2019/02/09,"ER Visit now in constant worry On Thursday I had some heart palpitations and then burning chest pain. I panicked and went to the ER. After a EKG and blood test they said my heart was fine, and I most likely had a panic attack. I was discharged and sent home. Ever since then I still feel pressure in my chest and a constant worry of dying. They gave me some Ativan, and it helps somewhat but not enough. They also told me my white blood cell count is slightly elevated and I have a low grade temp which now has me worrying about what's wrong with me. I don't know if whatever illness is brewing is causing nausea and dizziness or if that's anxiety too. I have had anxiety most my life but never had such harsh symptoms. I can't relax right now, I have no idea what to do. ",4.090809384164223,5.163643277419356,4.902873900293258,85.00885630498536,71.06451612903227,7.184750733137831,26.994134897360702,7.348242739294969,1.3508709677419355,608,20,121,6,11,197,99,155,0.23,0.731,0.039,-0.9801,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,0,9,9,1,2,5,0,16,10,6,1,2,27,23,17,1,2,6,0,1,1,0,0,4,1,1,0,5,10,0,0,3,1,0,3,5,6,2,0,11,3,21,3,9,12,6,20,0,1,1,0,10,5,0,8,13,89,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340196591528142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360940572924174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17555034955539245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585192808583103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33350943116091875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16014982596320484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594438862332912,0.0,0.0,0.13958258533956427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780239714521189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.365717118499154,0.10343100402626418,0.0,0.1547859063610464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741976515134612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480495669127562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899399441553843,0.07538826373536463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190136883859126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16419713835458224,0.18104999871734745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178023289439866,0.14678452092418606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764715208640284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323247956412416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038758322029667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14745019379693633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14304728072579415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4701290849515831,0.0,0.0,0.1687141912191686,0.0,0.0
anxiety,1398_Days,2019/02/09,"Phantom smells with anxiety? Sometimes when I’m really anxious or stressed I’ll start smelling weird stuff. One of my biggest fears is fire (like a house fire) so I always seem to think I smell smoke.. But I just wanted to know if anyone else gets this, because sometimes it makes me feel like I’m losing my mind 😅",3.6859677419354817,5.427365338709676,3.7105161290322606,90.54577419354843,73.03225806451613,6.250322580645161,26.916129032258066,6.742157984588678,1.0681187096774192,249,9,50,2,5,76,51,62,0.25,0.711,0.039,-0.8923,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,12,11,5,0,2,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,6,6,2,4,11,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,4,22,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763402523881265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16212358529181148,0.2394172026791921,0.0,0.14818429541882774,0.2171442697521426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12918874042131484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17703782593602602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384768094545189,0.1071566657423844,0.15140070082122306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072311761209584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445353197648709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646954427385305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20707366794182336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370921193256761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146292718119546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21398587007944786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360722909198498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13576587157794276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19293039370894915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4192024707104656,0.0,0.15000303096916215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427616779886085,0.0,0.2426057274147122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579427304157618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250000434281429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tooghostly,2019/02/09,"Getting back on the wagon: how do I beat the Anxiety Goblins back down into my mind cellar where the bastards belong? TW: dissociation, unreality; S/N: first post here, have mercy on me

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Hello folks,

Hope my title made someone smile. Have dealt with anxiety most of my life (preteen years to now; I'm in my 20s), and despite some major changes in my life this past year, I've found that I'd started managing my anxiety better. I don't have health insurance, haven't see any mental health professionals, and I'm currently trying to use my new status at my job to get a better job that offers insurance. But in the mean time, I finally reached this pseudo-zen state where I approach problems (particularly at work) with a ""happens all the time, whatever"" mentality. Someone calls for me to see a customer with an issue and I'm already prepared. I go through the cycle of prepared statements, potential solutions, firm ""no"" when what the guest wants violates company policy, and I move on.

But then something changed. The New Year started and it's like my energy has dipped. I already have severe sleep problems (I wake up every day as if I'm on 5% battery despite charging all night). When I'm awake doing nay task, I look like that meme of Patrick Starr where his eyes are bloodshot. Remembering things is a challenge, I slur and stutter over words when I talk, and sometimes when I stop moving I just stare off into the distance and black out for a bit.

It started when I made a mistake that hit my confidence, and then it was just like day after day after day there was something wrong, something new going on, and my ""screw it, things happen"" zen state has popped because I approach every situation, especially work, with this sense of dread, like ""what's going to happen today?"" The difference is that before, problems landed in my lap that were familiar and I fixed them, and now they're not getting fixed. It's either something I've never encountered, or I did something wrong without even realizing it and hear about it later, and I feel cursed. I feel this pressure to be super perfect all the time and yet no matter what, something always goes wrong that I can't fix or cover up.

Does anyone have any advice on how get back to that zen state while I search for a new job? The job hunt has not been going well when I haven't been sleeping and my thoughts scatter every ten seconds.",7.04013955071477,7.187443606194693,7.0886725663716845,75.20421715452692,64.26548672566372,9.431722260040843,34.64125255275698,9.057496981413335,3.0450041524846836,1898,78,335,28,26,609,238,452,0.109,0.792,0.099,-0.6656,5,0,6,0,0,0,71.0,0,0,1,9,24,24,3,2,20,0,24,9,4,5,5,64,58,33,0,7,11,0,2,4,1,0,4,1,0,0,24,23,0,1,8,0,0,8,10,13,1,3,10,9,39,11,44,46,8,79,2,0,6,1,8,24,2,6,47,212,63,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06755943116887676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15258779217950458,0.0,0.057527143470972986,0.07490941712490723,0.08400846898885314,0.09403044216161807,0.0,0.15866780201577868,0.0,0.0,0.048341879447587416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594852056227684,0.0,0.04214499584980562,0.0,0.058830107257021126,0.0,0.0,0.12229131064910467,0.07547920043040023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059614190513677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627459389080505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17834940682050693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223297408162764,0.0,0.0,0.06050185603052019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045664035626852735,0.0,0.17475156183077034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991502848102209,0.0,0.0,0.07573570517673958,0.0,0.05880750946790082,0.0,0.07580465258585929,0.0,0.0,0.14448396406748787,0.0,0.15716756605910007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18341165403119386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14697782775238374,0.07792191038837748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866818844931367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721605902623098,0.27442941005127225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766637203925344,0.13510649376332626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058057284930505076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13083734019225007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530996507736852,0.0,0.0,0.13934675161641835,0.0,0.0698082013726904,0.0,0.0,0.1469624109547893,0.0,0.0,0.05332236528256469,0.2670900221379499,0.0,0.06487996361347953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599865472717667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621369856391755,0.0,0.0,0.19846300809348608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831822760072141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018574972068552,0.0,0.0,0.0781046163959799,0.0,0.0,0.07771237277141242,0.1383729482526721,0.0,0.1171583396655392,0.3193481381603638,0.06837781036762051,0.0,0.1468056062092519,0.0,0.0,0.05780124696556434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055569335656054375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186249628687247,0.0,0.0,0.05488669373835226,0.12094222530914005,0.0,0.06553336030061756,0.0,0.0,0.04693917550116318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05971177660679518,0.0,0.0,0.04077852523620872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06216205650730191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664516179389125,0.0,0.10066445567580463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267698746560109,0.08400846898885314,0.1335650038606813
anxiety,ladyluck56,2019/02/09,"Pain induced by anxiety Every time I am hit with an anxiety attack or panic attack, i feel a sharp intense pain in my neck or back. Do you redditors feel the same? If so, what do you do to alleviate it? All the help is so appreciated ❤️",0.8085999999999984,2.760722659999999,4.594000000000001,79.93700000000003,82.4,8.0,24.0,8.841846274778883,1.9972000000000003,183,7,39,5,5,69,39,50,0.313,0.5670000000000001,0.12,-0.9056,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,3,5,2,1,4,0,5,3,1,1,1,9,8,5,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,5,0,4,7,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,2,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37624288386103705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5595191216331837,0.0,0.1890905808688068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071908438483661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486802452047933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16482913497176785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5233338404595399,0.28852388078570923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339283412508938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_sydney_vicious_,2019/02/09,"Can anxiety increase body temperature? Hi,

Long story short I went through a breakup in October which kicked my anxiety in out of nowhere (never had it before). During that time I remember not being able to sleep AND I remember one of the reasons I couldn’t sleep was due to my body temperature being so hot that my mattress sucked in the body heat and wouldn’t let me sleep comfortably. I would try moving to a different side of the bed but that spot would get hot too in a matter of minutes. 

He and I are trying to work things out but we’re not quite there yet. Luckily most of the anxiety has died down however I still do have nights where my body temperature increases randomly (and usually I had SOME form of anxiety earlier that day). I know the increase in temperature has nothing to do with being sick since I literally felt fine otherwise. 

My question is - for those of you who have experienced this, what did you do to control your body temperature? I do have a cooling pad on my bed but it’s not helping so any suggestions besides that would be great. 

Thanks!",4.551469512195123,6.327179278048781,5.581509146341463,77.86641006097564,70.85365853658536,9.807926829268293,31.349085365853657,10.125756701596842,3.384615853658536,852,38,160,24,16,281,123,205,0.095,0.789,0.115,0.748,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,0,3,7,6,1,0,9,1,26,9,8,2,1,30,32,9,1,5,6,0,3,0,0,4,1,0,3,0,13,7,0,1,6,0,0,5,6,1,0,1,6,5,21,5,25,16,6,26,0,0,0,0,9,12,1,4,9,116,34,1,0.10863034783991003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07387236162449251,0.0,0.3324076750527756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243642500858702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6033191374560581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183817212842298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005758759228776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274115053772955,0.1134955927017576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430216943971693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05675487319408973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11976534199231766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281263232763496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05970039824378845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108189059755054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961344394406283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545686819806245,0.0,0.0,0.08378242110265792,0.0,0.0,0.10194222262617933,0.0,0.10423374852907644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361073507182225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169085080371515,0.11554174650156393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169008993831164,0.0,0.0,0.24611401576377495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986014628821402,0.0,0.32612639813389177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675233610849298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001222934347292,0.0,0.0,0.0721691761671034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06334322940756801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475057509999813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964098096571694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070142076848054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908418700865302,0.0,0.0,0.23150364704559065,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,weHenley,2019/02/09,"Rapid heartbeat, breathless, tingling ache/pain in right arm - is this just anxiety? I feel like I'd be overreacting to call a doctor. This has been going on every night for a week now but the pain (more like a fluey ache with pins and needles) is a bit more pronounced now. I recently had an ecg because the medication I take can cause heart problems, and it was fine. Has anyone experienced these symptoms with anxiety? I could just do with a bit of reassurance. I'm severely depressed and I'm especially anxious today. I keep feeling like something bad is going to happen, which I know is ridiculous.",3.804569805194806,6.4401651875,4.711266233766235,79.4200974025974,75.69642857142857,7.287012987012987,29.824675324675326,8.296473431620573,2.5066857142857137,479,22,83,9,11,155,78,112,0.264,0.618,0.118,-0.9686,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,4,10,1,0,8,0,13,7,2,1,0,16,23,4,0,2,3,0,2,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,3,3,6,5,9,18,4,11,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,9,51,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448055094791916,0.18075917262274724,0.0,0.11187863835951513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359680145308142,0.09753705903089344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34936623338253525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633821506328708,0.0,0.0,0.16436836131258292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775031284280786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781136013722964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16377105148480026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481041705617094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618058353689813,0.2286140269679699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18186811814004475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14149116216112498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18960571592990005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221906111124188,0.0,0.0,0.08793410925822262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345098710760349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16118737145943535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15015307780411985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34051144337049605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531023849573062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15798481823588809,0.0,0.0,0.13664268987949615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18075917262274724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317902981949153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16630560071976022,0.12030322567033175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15166524763493658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283456966397052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hi9250,2019/02/09,"Topamax for anxiety ? Hey guys, was recently prescribed topamax for pretty bad anxiety. When I googled it I didn't see many or barely anyone talking about using it for anxiety. Most where using it for migraines or bipolar. So just curious, has anyone used this specific drug for anxiety and did it help ? Any help is appreciated. ",4.07027093596059,7.290400362068969,5.544876847290643,70.06637931034484,79.86206896551724,8.83152709359606,34.14778325123153,9.23628265651192,4.391233497536945,263,15,38,8,7,88,41,58,0.147,0.642,0.212,0.7607,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,3,0,8,9,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,2,0,6,6,1,3,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,3,2,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936387327723325,0.0,0.5821059920960987,0.0,0.0,0.2660284317749876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15883527052997495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22060802605656607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883589911744336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255016191015909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928647785665624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935337201777093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18783055485754985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158979407247755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15290079107687465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.492896546557321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AcceptableZombie,2019/02/09,"Severe Anxiety Problems since a few months Hello people,

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I really don't know why I'm writing on this subreddit, but if I'm talking with people in RL they mostly don't understand the state of mind I'm in. I'm a 27 year old man by the way.

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4 years ago - when I was 23 years old - , I was diagnosed with a benign Brain tumor which has been removed via medication. Funnily enough I was not at all scared or depressed and mostly forgot about it.

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A year ago, my sister was diagnosed with Skin cancer, which has been removed and since she goes for her recovery checks every three months. This was something that scared me, but we are mostly people who don't show strong feeling, at least not when it is about anxiety. My psychologist thinks, that probably this cancer got me on red alert and it was just a matter of time until it would eventually break out.

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I dropped out of Uni 3 months ago, and that's where it all started. I had severe heart palpitations and tachycardia and I thought I would have a heart attack and die. Since then every day I would think of dying. Later on I got a esophagi and more and more symptoms came along the way. I died a thousand deaths every day, always being scared becoming a terminal cancer patient or having heart attacks.

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A great number of doctor appointment has since began and my symptoms for a brain tumor are back. I'm getting a MRI on the 18th this months and I'm terrified. As every good Hypochondriac  I'm having a lot of stomach pain which isn't helping my case (Colon cancer and that good stuff). Most of it has been checked out and guess what I'm healthy. 

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My girlfriend father is a trauma surgeon, and he ""helped"" me by telling me he would kick my ass, if I wouldn't stop thinking about stuff like this. But he gave me names of good caring doctors where I should get myself checked out, got me a psychologist, even got me some work for three months, so that at least I would have something to do and stop thinking about my ""symptoms"".

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It got a lot better since then, but I feel that my whole life has been turned upside down, and every little pain or anomaly *could* be the sign of something worse-- it's like I lost faith in my body. I just want to live normally again - I mean there is so much more than illness in our lives, but those thoughts are just overwhelming me sometimes. 

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I just had to get this off my chest as I'm mostly fighting this anxiety alone because my family and best friend don't really understand why I'm scared in the first place.

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How are you guys getting along with such thoughts? I for one stopped googling my symptoms and at least I think that's quite impressive on my part :D",5.6277142857142834,6.642091961904768,5.3415238095238085,83.48314285714288,67.47619047619048,8.133333333333333,29.857142857142854,8.238735603445708,2.0258000000000003,2180,78,412,28,35,671,240,525,0.182,0.67,0.147,-0.9759,0,1,3,0,2,0,90.0,2,1,1,7,20,28,3,5,22,0,44,30,11,1,2,92,87,38,4,13,16,2,3,2,2,7,19,0,0,2,30,30,0,4,14,1,3,3,8,14,0,5,25,4,49,14,52,52,22,63,1,3,1,1,25,24,1,14,33,272,79,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586724063493247,0.0,0.0,0.04123105720152465,0.0,0.0,0.03312503139919836,0.3882061545519334,0.4353605454115116,0.0,0.0,0.09136340876140432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057903181228924,0.0,0.030611360859171217,0.0,0.024267749563270352,0.0439669141379984,0.0,0.0,0.041778040904265616,0.035208627273008226,0.0,0.044219831735412836,0.0,0.08888204339208082,0.0,0.045531927674220055,0.040588852973412116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03178497106127378,0.0,0.0,0.05134819273564889,0.0,0.03428821422352571,0.08081243442110629,0.12394919364210508,0.0,0.0,0.08149425259762585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04113427538019015,0.0,0.026294067855408942,0.0,0.16770781650300592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03752923695477855,0.0,0.04025816986512251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03386228621999614,0.0,0.0,0.030757035089084006,0.0,0.08319613242800973,0.0,0.0,0.10017198267224964,0.15919809507479615,0.04389056257162227,0.04385510033225835,0.039418066442017785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415247930069533,0.053367482478955945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.021878483550256504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02811891435282611,0.038898218980784056,0.03989998485437955,0.07030575376429522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04345721574216529,0.06768991795704564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043364658965191115,0.0,0.04010429268838677,0.0,0.0,0.04019665714079338,0.0,0.15887943821106096,0.0,0.02926486194009888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03900525602788081,0.0,0.0,0.08354760046645042,0.0,0.026976223002979992,0.0,0.08472109486636854,0.0,0.0,0.04311024940446052,0.0,0.08279753011238303,0.0,0.04159287929390608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04292181254224711,0.0380927041741796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04234273597103495,0.0,0.0,0.05100649112217896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15942664561765466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994772604499766,0.0,0.16465583063299638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194283311820653,0.039373015567490184,0.0,0.028177656794388183,0.0,0.0,0.09984859347031057,0.0,0.0,0.09114563724849027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16551094360792953,0.0,0.031997694955394264,0.03479561306407875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275429034895836,0.0,0.09481385710026556,0.023213476683261357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04330174668209962,0.0,0.08288703349191233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023480914353830155,0.06319850172638901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07184449734949695,0.04444633902902826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02898208614101243,0.0,0.04056969588438788,0.1413990772453607,0.0,0.4353605454115116,0.10254509853426093
anxiety,buttjokeyaddayadda,2019/02/09,"Started a new job. Started a new job at a law firm last Wednesday. Tons of pressure+I don’t know what I’m doing+I don’t know anyone there. This is the first job I got that wasn’t through networking.

Wednesday I was doing everything I could to not lose it. I was tapping my fingers, my feet, etc just to let out energy.

Came home exhausted. My girlfriend told me I wouldn’t be there if they didn’t believe in me, so I should believe in me. I’ve had jobs I was underwater for in the past, but knew managers who gave me some hours just to help me out. This job I got because they think I’m a good fit.

I don’t know if this is the right place to put this, but I just needed to tell someone who can relate. My anxiety was absent Thursday and Friday. It kicked back in a little today, but I feel like I’m winning the fight.

TLDR; New job stressed me out until I was reminded that I am awesome.",1.8804032258064536,3.4980162204301064,3.40826612903226,91.33239919354841,77.65591397849462,6.155376344086022,25.065860215053764,6.9077264865688965,0.8679473118279568,691,25,152,7,16,228,106,186,0.056,0.795,0.149,0.9585,6,0,0,0,1,0,23.0,0,0,2,3,7,7,1,1,9,0,21,3,2,0,0,26,38,8,0,6,9,0,2,1,1,2,1,0,1,0,11,5,0,0,6,0,0,2,7,4,0,1,14,2,25,3,17,19,3,29,0,1,0,0,10,12,0,3,16,101,36,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533196735856609,0.0,0.0,0.07799517532857195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857715691997984,0.0,0.0679970737193085,0.0,0.0,0.25134705890276265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275782838690601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905996886051032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440266744673548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024986198797342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056400733347486375,0.07968809496339926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488050659177437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355903497377198,0.17842617962661397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476656685603374,0.0,0.11188918569693354,0.0,0.10984980353524458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6641499109112653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839073938382512,0.09092443316904204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406278463447705,0.0,0.05449547467700462,0.11179784942435844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479083133312438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270954110446235,0.0,0.3231938850414494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648275792580768,0.0,0.0,0.11654125868459395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213399080669452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525920864599602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451210159635356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579048935946894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277749412261546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749564377438928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147382321830045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573204817282356,0.10658646192445703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,somethingthoughtfu,2019/02/09,"Anxiety preventing me from finishing school, please help I need some perspective.  I don't know what to do.  Any and all suggestions are welcome.

Panic attacks are preventing me from finishing school.  I have an undergrad degree and have finished all the exams required for my designation (the last exam was almost two years ago).  However, anxiety (panic attacks) are preventing me from completing the experience reports required.

The experience component is two forms.  The first is technical.  I need 30 months of technical experience to achieve this.  The governing body has approved approx 40 months.  Except due to delays I've been penalized two months, and because of what they consider 'past experience' vs 'current experience' I am ultimately two months short.

The second experience component is soft skills (think interview questions  e.g. describe a time when you experienced x, how did you handle it).  You need to meet with your mentor every six months and log it in the system.  I have only one of these logged, though i meet with my mentor monthly.  

I told the governing body that i am ill (was on a disability leave for 10 months) and asked if there are any options for medical reasons.  They said they would only consider a medical exemption if I am unable to complete the experience requirements by 2023.  

So why am I writing this today?  There is a very narrow window for the mentor review.  My mentor went into the system and had trouble and ended up clicking cancel today.  To reopen the window i need to create a new report, have my boss sign off (usually takes him 2 or 3 months) and then request a mentor review.  The window closes when i send the report to the governing body.  This happened once before where the window opened, i requested the mentor review, sent it to governing body, mentor review got cancelled unintentionally, but i could not reopen it as the window was closed.

I'm lost.  I'm years behind my peers.  My job is stressful but I can't job hunt because i will get asked why I'm not designated even though i finished exams in 2017.  I don't want to talk about my health and doubt anyone would hire me.  It makes me look lazy or inept.

Can anyone relate?  Or offer suggestions i haven't thought of?  I've spent the day crying in bed (yay depression) and feel there is no hope",5.6038235722610725,7.7319530697115395,6.345594405594407,72.02061771561773,68.78365384615384,9.369347319347318,29.91375291375291,9.800150414767053,3.2754016025641017,1831,72,292,45,33,600,217,416,0.099,0.8690000000000001,0.031,-0.9671,4,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,0,4,3,8,12,12,2,4,27,1,35,8,4,4,2,60,62,25,0,11,11,0,2,0,0,3,4,1,6,0,12,16,0,7,6,0,1,3,7,9,0,8,14,6,40,3,35,44,4,49,0,2,2,0,27,13,0,11,31,193,52,33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05984996518134125,0.0,0.06760876942952611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182808564216292,0.0,0.10330101739544946,0.0,0.0,0.0944192570824296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262390224625195,0.1536212297858736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231577347329053,0.0,0.0574522038112939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999857603334141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158109657454848,0.0,0.0,0.05390702732681237,0.0,0.07416452481129349,0.04354303836940672,0.0,0.0581525053954579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0598002401352205,0.0,0.0,0.044594504480816255,0.0,0.05688619209197589,0.0,0.0,0.4623137577019934,0.0,0.0,0.03413874844911755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05743013530170319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03527497457553206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05399970976868079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05970527801765469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07176767568074953,0.0,0.0,0.04525538706343826,0.0,0.0,0.06705986002892203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134000897951764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03710571289617615,0.05503556722768865,0.0,0.07149101522312508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056697482327973475,0.0,0.07370305016304783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045068286255984864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603304515884046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4311329754330268,0.0,0.0,0.2002527308083684,0.0,0.0652085773054627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190366389779466,0.0457514335247455,0.10269981667074647,0.0,0.15843388250795656,0.0,0.0,0.06445285143015676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411366150516717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563476802240376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941897428683036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06422436262591624,0.0,0.0,0.13666211587315702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734077764105668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050764566672287056,0.05426780515326727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04326232527001358,0.13267070358013178,0.05360115189671938,0.0393698493386246,0.0,0.12799691001687558,0.06451562232891878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638181563960321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436070815143454,0.055708799262975485,0.03982342124176647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06258916384466573,0.12184762649097165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592462936470886,0.0,0.0,0.08695778609111528
anxiety,newgradnoclue,2019/02/09,"Please tell me is gets better! Anyone experience health anxiety with REAL pain? I’ve had panic attacks since my teens that have progressively gotten worse through my 20’s into my early 30’s... I go through relapses- every other year I usually end up in emergency, diagnoses at panic given benzo’s and a SSRI prescription. Stupidly when I feel better I get off them.....

Mid December I began becoming obsessed with brain tumours after hearing if somebody I know being diagnosed. I developed the most crippling headaches on one side of my head with stabbing continuous pain in the same spot. For about a month I pooped Advil like candy until I was just convinced I was dying and went to ER. Diagnosed with anxiety and mental health issues (which I clearly have). They put me in 20 mg Prozac and have me lots of benzos while my body adjusted to Prozac. It’s been rough. Every day is a roller coaster of emotions and I still have headaches and head pressure, it went from about an 8 to a dull throbbing ‘2’ that’s always with me, but I’m exhausted/nauseous/sad/anxious all day.

When can I expect the headaches to actually disappear and this Prozac to kick in and make me feel better? I took it once before and it worked great but I didn’t have any physical pain symptoms just anxiety. ",5.293416666666668,7.018515508333337,5.884166666666665,76.6241666666667,68.91666666666666,8.833333333333334,31.25,9.2995712137729,3.0005,1022,43,174,21,18,331,152,240,0.14,0.774,0.086,-0.7847,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,2,5,7,16,2,4,8,0,14,19,5,1,2,32,29,16,1,2,5,0,3,1,0,0,14,1,0,0,9,15,0,0,4,1,0,6,1,10,1,1,11,4,27,6,30,17,4,32,0,1,0,0,4,11,0,3,16,111,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.10377817993974932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848824158692599,0.0,0.0,0.07231880448506131,0.0,0.24406278409987764,0.0,0.0,0.07435947014269187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098372305104706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745060323683157,0.09049246024480216,0.0,0.0,0.2821627075789019,0.0,0.1181262322858092,0.0,0.1187171060101761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716851250906578,0.0,0.0,0.3238163068030567,0.11037017152103183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962473396147776,0.09419083157959353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17920188034107626,0.0,0.0,0.1040266183121189,0.0,0.0,0.1075432840482885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112260357835876,0.0,0.06043878035628617,0.0,0.0,0.11724664219692765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182829845765538,0.22608126782163265,0.11985946833672885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099740677039477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0584448815948152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051955196011619006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041141336589358,0.0,0.0,0.07098666076790874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717157395107524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488421908005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325482775384345,0.07206268001449358,0.0,0.33947835187073305,0.24954781301988185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673577552188975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690692220697846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104482544305654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797036141134741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492790937892976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053402626822104,0.0,0.0,0.09295093423077967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181541192050308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712489651869942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197167281504889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742102367338652,0.0,0.10837547615464932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848322151986252
anxiety,otheraxxount,2019/02/09,"Meeting people I’m in HS right now (senior) and I practically have 0 friends. I don’t really know how I’m supposed to meet other people after this, especially if I don’t go to college. How have you met friends/SO’s?",1.9883333333333333,3.781986,4.793055555555559,80.73625000000003,77.8888888888889,7.166666666666668,26.805555555555557,8.07648339933343,1.8428888888888888,170,7,34,3,4,61,33,45,0.0,0.916,0.084,0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,5,9,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,4,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,19,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732680499207248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745761271693847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655177544380827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.669888423115496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095079454071253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4125937077572721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tish1111,2019/02/09,"""Defining anxiety"" Is it possible to suffer anxiety without panic attacks? When i feel anxious i feel like the things around me aren't real, i feel like everything is hazy and blurred and I feel like my insides are scrambling and everything is just going to spill out of me, like i could almost combust. Because of feeling this way, i think to myself this is it now, this is the time im actually going crazy. Which makes things a whole lot worse. Im feeling guilt trying to figure out if my anxiety isn't as real as the next person who may suffer such more profound symptoms such as panic attacks. 

Tl;DR is my anxiety actual anxiety",4.94966023875115,6.538363231404957,6.1343250688705275,75.0285583103765,69.57851239669421,8.68356290174472,32.452708907254355,9.150863307647796,3.167373921028468,505,23,84,10,9,169,69,121,0.183,0.648,0.16899999999999998,-0.2225,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,6,11,2,3,4,0,11,1,0,1,0,25,21,8,0,2,3,0,6,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,9,6,0,0,8,0,0,2,3,7,0,0,0,6,12,4,13,19,3,10,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,5,8,61,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.2218053860313628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380065895163813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4346967098044392,0.12838831572581055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116957316255952,0.0,0.2585788400839996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927791573797837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073756679316343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20427648166790585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34477882991289543,0.2435674725202219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12917596951472593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455156710763763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22208796327672636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661827975257307,0.0,0.0,0.07585999149264623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086445398861828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26667960949157365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923183216074603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811947171653365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587094343925042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181223373750506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510035094064828,0.07282015580300674,0.0,0.0,0.06626824944998258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715858501371188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902073854428148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688237622061932,0.0,0.10955127198387013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581559986295133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whateverspots,2019/02/09,"I’ve started counselling for anxiety & it’s ruined my appetite / makes me feel the need to vomit? Hi - is this the appropriate sub?

I started counselling December 18 after a series of bad panic attacks. I’m going to target my anxiety, I have a history of being abused / neglected as a child & subsequent adoption.

We made the break through that my appetite disappears at dinner because I associate dinner time with my bio father. I’m struggling to eat, yesterday I made myself eat a large dinner as we were at a family birthday, then was sick in the toilets. Struggling to tell if I made myself sick or not, I didn’t stick my fingers down my throat but I kept coughing / heaving until it came up. This wasn’t a “let’s go to the toilets with this in mind” incident, I weed & stood up and started coughing and sick came out so I kept going / making it more forceful to get more out.

Today we had a late lunch (still with child relative) which meant I could eat a lot as my brain wasn’t telling me “this is dinner” so clearly wasn’t clocking it was a problem for me. I am full up and that feeling is giving me massive anxiety and I’m plagued with thoughts to make myself sick so I’ll feel better.

For context I am finding this weekend with family incredibly stressful due to a number of emotional / manipulative issues with someone adjacent to my direct family rearing their head, feeling a bit unsafe / insecure, and tbh missing being at home.

My counsellor is great and suggests eating breakfast like a king / lunch like a prince / dinner like a pauper, even just having cereal if that’s all I can face. I feel okay with doing this tbh as I work - but this weekend is terrifying me.

Has anyone else gone through this and what did you do???? Grateful for any help possible please???",5.167190265486727,6.491159970501478,6.069782448377584,76.70343473451331,68.76401179941003,8.599852507374631,32.70907079646018,8.959647251330699,2.970416814159292,1406,63,244,25,24,464,181,339,0.152,0.7190000000000001,0.129,-0.4709,0,0,0,0,1,0,46.0,3,1,1,3,6,17,1,5,19,1,26,24,5,7,2,53,58,21,0,5,7,1,6,3,0,0,7,0,1,2,17,21,12,3,8,2,0,7,5,11,0,0,20,6,37,6,42,34,6,35,0,3,0,0,14,12,0,4,18,166,54,1,0.0,0.11068911228303613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036662249859221,0.0,0.06352977258156049,0.0,0.2144014033402696,0.0,0.0,0.06532243254140609,0.09572128998249434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628035773311502,0.0,0.0,0.07800298768942182,0.05694883359554944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826236586326491,0.10199200020222117,0.0,0.0,0.10428920666028768,0.0,0.21369844497886892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458940612060203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3823737619840977,0.07804161304203834,0.10508652898530994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06170397015774937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26420821568973,0.0,0.2361833974894192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853854900109707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04880883875411901,0.08961834354689421,0.15928064623641125,0.0,0.0,0.10299745090865067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587733416857924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06261841196242124,0.0,0.09370930642838547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750769608923472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538343659131748,0.0,0.0,0.0955297365943748,0.0,0.13692296812222765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942355478372383,0.0,0.2651928336134991,0.1870785799220946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943290078315736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927080292552011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096099135091049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025486707619689,0.0,0.10531861990089793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939168692028908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915567026891074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19837249643347646,0.0,0.07460647071102107,0.0,0.10701392674054308,0.1953287148270408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16330888639468125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416617620404213,0.05447478421361564,0.0,0.08855258745349401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680119100699164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LSW_Therapy,2019/02/09,Creating little boosts of happiness to improve overall wellbeing Your own happiness and wellbeing is so important. Has anyone tried using [these cards](https://lswmindcards.com/) for 10-15 minutes each day and seen the impact that mindfulness can have on your own personal wellbeing and therefore on your relationships with others? Would be fantastic to hear about any success stories on here :),14.396499999999996,14.96101498333334,12.073333333333338,44.125000000000064,49.16666666666666,16.0,50.0,14.554592549557764,8.2135,329,18,37,12,3,101,49,60,0.0,0.659,0.341,0.9762,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,2,0,9,9,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,3,9,6,3,5,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,0,1,30,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899194203688476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19527849732847666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801119679319372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5945957639445226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31476793503869394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799111092214753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819923598552396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24385580905961016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998413237060238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18961223192910526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412075438901989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983919176866436,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Curvol,2019/02/09,"Somehow I got a at home job! I've been bouncing between a few jobs since 17, I'm 21 now. I usually had a pretty decent time starting a new job and learning everything possible. It's once people get comfortable and I get ""comfortable"" that the morning anxiety starts to make me feel like my tummy is a sick penguin that somehow made it 100 feet in the air before realizing penguins can't fly.






I had always applied to at home jobs but that lingering feeling of needing to be responsible and take a job that's offered much sooner would always pop up before I'd even get a response about the at home job applications. Well yesterday on the spot I was hired for 1 Solar Solutions to set appointments with interested parties for the sales. $10 an hour and $25 for every appointment set!






I'm so excited and yet so nervous. I've gotten myself way past my old ""please never call me"" self so the phone calls aren't really on my radar. I'm really just afraid I won't be able to find people. I know cold calling can really piss people off and I'm really not worried about that either... I'm worried about the 1 day a week I come in for the regroup meeting and picking up my check. I know it's entirely new and I shouldn't expect to just be an absolute dynamo like some people are there but I keep racking my brain trying to think how I could comfortably find people to ask about it. I absolute love solar power too. I love the idea I'm helping point people towards clean energy and hopefully set myself up one day too (provided I'm not permanently this poor) but holy hell what have I gotten myself into? I'm always ready to learn past that curve but I really can't bring myself to even dare go door to door.







I dunno. I guess I just wanted to be excited for myself out loud while not completely ignoring the fact that my heart rate still reacts in a less than appealing way everytime I think of it. I mean, all I gotta do is set the meeting.... Right? I got an at home job. Why am I not throwing a God damn party. Of course a party of just me and my lady... And probably Chili's or something (see ""poor"" for more info)",3.6018838028169,4.916377694835684,5.335208333333334,80.52281250000001,72.52112676056338,8.611384976525821,26.69278169014085,9.103633062298675,2.1890190140845083,1662,57,324,35,32,568,224,426,0.045,0.758,0.197,0.9965,8,0,1,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,0,1,23,18,3,2,25,0,22,7,4,5,3,65,62,21,0,7,14,0,2,2,0,4,1,1,7,1,14,15,0,2,14,0,4,4,10,6,1,1,9,5,39,12,45,44,7,48,1,0,1,2,12,19,3,7,21,194,53,10,0.07362798481080345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18379314473242747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056325206851608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883222675074467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530398423334094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219318128540676,0.22554721378211234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06342398944718693,0.07719754124309547,0.0,0.0,0.058785954707775125,0.0,0.0,0.09496791822351892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726117913094563,0.0,0.06203475275204781,0.0,0.06617208518808304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445704278750939,0.05259984706040497,0.0,0.0,0.13458928846732576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154027495419177,0.0,0.041844480525555415,0.0,0.11777405099523157,0.0,0.08110952616150525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724951650572722,0.04935128620737151,0.0,0.2954194880966899,0.07312920206989754,0.07250873381053055,0.0,0.0,0.083117032822284,0.0,0.0,0.5114508975820371,0.06544393590139418,0.0,0.0,0.08092802982773202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194182857078406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329042618404046,0.06966857947817767,0.049147251591883205,0.0,0.0,0.08020246024234319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05412504058045228,0.054594217800402765,0.056786440907376765,0.14222073307057487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772601844987683,0.07841140086603231,0.0498922280150244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057248536409706,0.3062662442397163,0.0,0.0,0.08082141725338877,0.06960224431406906,0.08300449006617723,0.0,0.07490613029093232,0.07938342064933866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23583986211051025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06287789673195192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05867197124688168,0.0,0.07681004582449097,0.0,0.0,0.060905829886097836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05668241984523625,0.0,0.0,0.10422853322048953,0.0,0.058799403779052885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05535908146195608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435567939807744,0.0,0.0,0.042933070043748814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049988568618679716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109082318575707,0.0,0.04342769307671941,0.11688493448443825,0.059059928243645976,0.0,0.06620040071041522,0.0,0.06643780419130486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954558512560842,0.0,0.052303207919509466,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rescueandrepeat,2019/02/09,"Going back to work Posting on mobile:

My husband got really, really sick two weeks ago. Like transferred from the big local hospital to a huge hospital hours away because the two large hospitals in the region wouldn't touch him, sepsis in the blood, a huge abscess that required surgery and a drain, and a week in ICU. I've been home caring for him, trying to get all the medical appointments taken care of (2.5 hours one way from our home 2x a week), hinge health coming in, helping with bathing, dressing, fixing all the food, etc. He has to have around the clock IVs for the next month and a half which I have to administer, he can't. He literally could not get in/out bed by himself until today. He had a procedure done yesterday and is in a lot of pain. 

I am on FMLA. I was supposed to go back to work today but instead I had to push it back to Monday (called them Wednesday and told them). Covered by intermittent FMLA.
I'm super anxious about going back to work because I'm really needed but I'm afraid they think I'm milking it. I'm not. I've been so busy taking care of him, dealing with IVs, changing the dressings, etc. (huge anxiety for me, I pass out from blood work, needles, and I've been having nightmares about ripping out his PICC line). Now I'm afraid of getting the cold shoulder and everyone wondering why I have been gone so long. I rarely called in before this happened. I went in one day after he went into the hospital to square away some important stuff because I knew I would be gone and I didn't want to leave them in a bind. 

Am I in the wrong for taking off so long? I had plenty of built up sick time that I haven't even touched my vacation. ",5.0274002574002585,5.4642768708708775,5.689781209781213,82.51297297297299,68.57957957957959,8.625139425139427,29.37065637065637,8.563005593585519,2.06027824967825,1310,45,262,19,21,426,179,333,0.062,0.8640000000000001,0.07400000000000001,0.2491,0,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,1,0,4,6,14,9,0,2,21,0,24,12,3,0,2,32,55,14,0,5,4,1,2,1,0,2,7,0,4,0,7,15,2,1,3,1,0,10,6,4,0,5,18,4,27,5,51,33,6,61,0,0,1,0,21,24,0,3,26,163,34,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276278544544884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142426827728161,0.10547631600655584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311499227026045,0.0,0.0,0.1754397157894198,0.2871688891619044,0.0,0.17074402661983568,0.0,0.07944707073755655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19067300541311225,0.0,0.2855767146637284,0.0,0.0987682034742782,0.08042601688842324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454466720461568,0.0,0.0,0.060212953028311075,0.09625561807580936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955452103825916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20825418115086086,0.06166695995911006,0.0,0.0,0.08921463182993708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289780094961405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463386892645305,0.0,0.1591851092986496,0.0,0.07467283197509925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256270658744752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924304427392014,0.0,0.0,0.06258085327925575,0.0,0.18730619869488152,0.0,0.1838922054835378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886046777573447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045613613792269546,0.0,0.0,0.16525086533464348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937591633304275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405580851935144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452336404062282,0.0,0.0,0.06922925412129205,0.0,0.0,0.09929515213899223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265336100082045,0.0,0.0993473583765318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941823564285592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17943677997919996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688103479382316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14039830857042854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05982477238448935,0.0,0.0,0.05444211009913929,0.0,0.17699894677147907,0.08921463182993708,0.0,0.06338897157047815,0.0,0.18240884024127813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05506932640561623,0.07410910127843294,0.2246762539421058,0.0,0.0,0.1731013049979531,0.08424774298326068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012507834339773,0.2718844654113327,0.0,0.0,0.06632409471744062,0.10208039790597057,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ADHD2APATHY,2019/02/09,"Had my first panic attack last night. It’s been over 12 hours since it started, and I still feel very on edge. What the hell can I do? Had the classic “oh shit I’m having a heart attack” thing. I’d say the entire panic attack was maybe an hour to and hour and half long. The peak, obviously, was shorter. But I just can’t seem to shake the lasting anxiety. I still feel like my arm feels kinda funny even though I *know* nothing’s wrong at this point. I feel very on edge - like I could slip back into a full blown attack in a moment. I don’t know what to do. I have a doctors appointment later in the week where I’m going to lobby for anxiety meds, but I have no idea how I’ll survive the week. This is new to me. I’m scared and don’t want to panic again. I’ve tried every breathing exercise, a ton of guided meditations... nothing. Still on edge. Still feel like I could lose it at any moment. What can I do? Please, I need help.",0.7149999999999999,2.7240568461538466,2.5540384615384646,94.11721153846158,83.1025641025641,5.130769230769231,17.442307692307693,6.2581,-0.3515692307692309,715,15,161,6,20,237,112,195,0.195,0.716,0.08900000000000001,-0.9593,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,3,11,16,6,5,13,0,19,6,4,1,1,24,34,8,0,4,3,0,5,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,9,5,0,0,9,1,0,2,4,13,0,2,5,6,16,3,17,27,2,35,1,1,0,0,2,12,2,2,24,96,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648426699899865,0.0,0.1495815223362093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44489198642769306,0.0,0.07517605823008977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15611647233436515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006769556704108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06457355441654389,0.0,0.08237211430797217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471672638093909,0.1396881722720658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315975275943081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05556269961751372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158532407737826,0.065530522946831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888395993278229,0.0,0.0,0.11036597108627376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745932929456008,0.15938475992042073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329066201593446,0.0,0.0,0.08651987832822594,0.0,0.10937520311686592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821913855230788,0.0,0.10859604252027916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249228778558571,0.0,0.09442306095969948,0.0,0.09174681570357646,0.0,0.18761832477319854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441221867804212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731776504595944,0.09242051866710538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774748753784898,0.0978808721500366,0.0,0.0,0.08900254069747134,0.0,0.0,0.1003554460808851,0.08087308740396237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06919931386610566,0.0,0.3123043774310115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06495141987988982,0.0,0.09605464840177984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06637673087548282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613344613902176,0.057664949718510425,0.0,0.15684405738670884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689182884018353,0.0,0.0
anxiety,seal973,2019/02/09,Helppp Whenever I feel anxious I get extreme stomach pains and it doesn’t stop unless I’ve moved to another room to avoid the source of my anxiety. I want to step out of my comfort zone but those pains can get in the way. Anyone else have that ?,3.0948,4.646035479999998,3.916999999999998,89.24350000000004,74.2,7.4,26.5,8.07648339933343,1.5103999999999995,194,7,41,3,4,62,40,50,0.226,0.718,0.056,-0.775,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,3,3,1,0,0,8,7,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,1,5,1,8,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28144890742345396,0.20533117850657687,0.3032243352648668,0.0,0.1876769253514124,0.27501543796915673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242202167825021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357150128534101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28046392122765673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852749390942648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5712094969674891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22440088047747914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15831383314325348,0.21304956243288584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CatMafia_,2019/02/09,"How'd Zoloft affect you? I just took my first dose as my doctor prescribed it for severe anxiety and panic attacks, I'm wondering how it affected others and how long until I notice a difference ",7.805675675675676,7.549521594594594,8.846621621621622,64.58722972972974,62.78378378378378,11.724324324324325,34.71621621621622,11.20814326018867,4.2922540540540535,157,6,24,4,2,54,30,37,0.309,0.691,0.0,-0.8779,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,1,3,2,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,8,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,5,0,3,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,18,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219027883767888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299965489483979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30306145590648914,0.0,0.29689897957925504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467334297690193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25670285943341165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33024666569101513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34033469551699497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276965826055344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32227849001841696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145685872777841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wastedtime666,2019/02/09,"Anxiety and blood pressure So I've had anxiety for about 12 years and have been on ssri meds to help.   I quit taking them to see what happened and it's mostly been great.

Lately some of the anxiety was coming back and I got my BP checked at the same time.  It was in the pre hypertension stage.  So I got it into normal range using olive oil (read about how it helps online) and have felt reduced anxiety. 

Has anyone experienced this or found any natural methods to help?

Note: I've also tried L-theanine but didn't do much for me.  ",1.5156289308176092,3.9808045566037764,3.2172641509433966,87.72954402515724,83.62264150943396,6.174842767295598,21.097484276729556,7.492282038375204,0.9099522012578616,417,13,83,7,12,138,79,106,0.07,0.8370000000000001,0.093,0.5274,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,7,2,0,1,3,0,10,1,1,2,0,17,19,11,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,0,2,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,10,5,6,1,12,9,4,10,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,3,4,53,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14068437221276514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963266299794476,0.0,0.5383179106911653,0.0,0.0,0.1230084138645292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13527278626520248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154080826040264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16891224284887488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19288886126672086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814010130154447,0.1939540916565217,0.0,0.0,0.15556681497463573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537494502825184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19844713184056995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19540914481218102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293225555216572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17236573330251725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18711418611033906,0.17596912214301275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018667104482985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227108578976948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258125028460732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943916108530625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15193970555899727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132876880285221
anxiety,Ceelic,2019/02/09,"Was prescribed Lexapro but am too worried to take it. For the vast majority of my life I've suffered from what I would call a very generalized anxiety which I would split into two parts -- social and agoraphobic. I told my doctor about this and decided we start on Lexapro. She gave me a months dose but so far I haven't touched it as I'm worried about the side effects. I want to give it a shot tonight as I can work from home tomorrow in case things get crazy, but I think I'll cut it in half and try 5mg. 

Any advice? For reference I am a 27 year old male. ",2.6217948717948723,3.834491008547008,3.9022222222222247,90.24000000000002,74.8119658119658,7.593162393162394,26.67521367521368,8.167268648758528,1.4071470085470081,436,16,101,7,9,143,85,117,0.16,0.828,0.013,-0.9491,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,2,4,2,1,0,6,0,7,3,0,1,0,16,16,9,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,8,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,1,13,0,15,11,2,13,0,1,0,0,8,7,0,0,6,60,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20329473760687936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414746522844563,0.0,0.15915038862512826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21243257819604605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21293823447684532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10869255800155847,0.19957137380475687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086815520353584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14694513507007373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660559167742927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21830347504311126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252875535006681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21207105802129855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472521140629813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642054101660022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821284279222834,0.13330393161941248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198791582598522,0.0,0.14124582166979904,0.0,0.20322530782084505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17165517390020146,0.12270765819753705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15145593848915978,0.4225503876553152,0.0,0.2955719590577296,0.0,0.0,0.13397124054841505
anxiety,nextrhymeiwrite,2019/02/09,"how i haven't felt anxious for 30 consecutive days i don't recommend this method nor do i throw it to anyone's face, i just want to write how my yearslong hell on earth has been ceased for 30 days: i drink, i sober up, i drink again! first two hours, my sobered up mind still don't work to the fullest since it's half-turnedoff due to lots of alcohol so amygdala is not activated enough to feel anxiety. and these two hours is enough for me to get alcohol again and start drinking, so there's literally no minute anxiety can creep inside me.",4.9364482306684145,5.494837926605506,5.097536041939712,86.25018348623856,68.81651376146789,9.164351245085193,29.332896461336823,9.23628265651192,2.11358872870249,430,15,94,8,7,135,73,109,0.124,0.847,0.029,-0.8697,0,0,6,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,9,1,1,0,1,0,9,6,1,2,0,12,14,7,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,5,0,2,3,0,1,6,1,0,3,2,2,11,0,13,12,3,14,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,10,58,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.348759488968888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24965011965763606,0.18433632956418364,0.0,0.11409267509136853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104630721605707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4795351951012967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371976892033197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250395640013873,0.0,0.15666936136202148,0.0,0.0,0.13879282616490485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524990213784266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213803389965865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872180624622302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16475578792012974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497640371717398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11549298815177032,0.0,0.13030824927027446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187879266474082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624224551559353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879013772231635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,oddgirlout2000,2019/02/09,"is this normal?? hi so I've only just started to get anxiety (HEALTH ANXIETY). Does anyone with anxiety get like nervous, tight bellys and sort of an anxious feeling in the pelvis?? i only get anxiety in my arms and jelly legs as well. i just have super bad health anxiety, feel like crying and when i wake up in the morning its not there but then it comes i just constantly am a worrier. ",2.776597744360899,4.916089328947368,4.481127819548874,82.27289473684213,76.76315789473685,8.027067669172935,26.646616541353374,8.841846274778883,2.317945864661654,303,12,57,7,7,102,56,76,0.213,0.68,0.106,-0.7787,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,1,4,0,3,6,4,0,0,15,10,8,0,1,5,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,3,5,4,8,10,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,6,36,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.646336972899639,0.19089658023690909,0.0,0.11815306053080292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108923026113246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14555923232208476,0.0,0.1826047454494331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856139491039832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14787342857760433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17088029440575,0.12071762475217808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648514509666248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3592305549051217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16510783112011904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16556216181079608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570301447088835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960320861134563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15193114767475144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vepolier2025,2019/02/09,"Anxiety and nausea Hello redditors...
I just wanted to know if someone here feels nauseous when suffering from anxiety!
I personally feel nauseous and sometimes vomit when i am anxious about something!
Social gathering is the worst..... and eating out.",7.3554999999999975,10.933715550000002,7.485000000000002,59.21000000000001,68.5,10.0,40.0,10.125756701596842,5.7920000000000025,202,12,22,6,4,65,33,40,0.21600000000000005,0.784,0.0,-0.7955,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,10,6,6,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,4,6,1,3,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,19,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4738156499592777,0.3498553812965889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168845966128069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131716161766954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17019452389128678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704045946945749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156843884013241,0.2623947052499204,0.2384102882302025,0.3062859280571413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18265996497437095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CriticCorner,2019/02/09,"Driving I-4 today. I live in Groveland and the farthest I’ve driven outside of a driving class has been Leesburg. But today I’m driving to Winter Park for a pre-show to a concert, and that involves me getting on I-4 for the first time.

Ever since I’ve been allowed to legally sit behind the wheel of a car, I’ve been told what a shit-show I-4 can be. Full of traffic, crazy ass drivers, intense focus needed. All the best parts of being an anxious driver.

Now, my mom and step-dad have told me that on a Saturday afternoon I have nothing to worry about, and my step-dad will be leading the way down so I can drive myself back. But this is doing little to calm me.

So as I sit on my couch, watching Retry with a finished lunch, about an hour away from having to leave, I’m slowly being consumed by anxiety and can feel my stomach churning in fear of being alone and getting into a motor vehicle accident.

Anyone in Florida, around Clermont or Orlando, any advice or words of reason would be greatly appreciated. Thank you. ",5.861083333333332,6.090359475,6.722000000000001,76.55433333333336,66.75,8.466666666666667,33.66666666666667,8.07648339933343,2.6492666666666667,805,34,143,9,12,268,127,200,0.095,0.8170000000000001,0.08800000000000001,-0.103,1,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,4,8,5,0,1,15,0,20,3,2,3,2,22,30,13,0,2,4,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,4,9,1,0,2,1,0,7,0,1,0,1,6,3,13,4,31,16,4,35,0,0,1,1,5,13,1,2,12,103,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549629688563464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17540552862169748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517037446161625,0.0,0.1295596741726829,0.1913282062854676,0.0,0.11842021009722635,0.0,0.0,0.15076600120837585,0.0,0.0,0.15911897288456486,0.13022712241135348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17773251153309333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15319550592818298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19057669909690186,0.0856333313504363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14405723786626573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769668616122238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867196199154072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16678514740151273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793274233326267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16974286885666784,0.14954768008855573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19835198358287634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557803983867194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625051587040574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834000047304874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17412993437564706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17384525431516235,0.14009605852045645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15592361812905492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875497804660563,0.0,0.32106630457304913,0.3236608203377013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13442981281361138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17199295276342086,0.0,0.12030824128334787,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,genericExistance,2019/02/09,"Paralysis During Anxiety Attacks I was wondering if anyone else experiences some sort of paralysis during anxiety attacks. A few days ago, when I had an anxiety attack/breakdown, my head and body felt so heavy that I couldn't move. And when I tried, they were floppy and fell right back down. I was wide awake, yet my body refused to move. I'm pretty sure this is paralysis, but I couldn't find any information online about it happening during an attack/breakdown. If anyone experiences something similar, please reply.",6.592406832298138,8.726876532608696,6.979192546583858,68.43413043478263,66.28260869565217,10.474534161490684,32.70807453416149,10.608840637214634,4.144768322981366,419,18,63,12,7,136,64,92,0.109,0.8140000000000001,0.077,0.0387,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,6,3,2,0,3,0,7,3,3,0,1,16,11,9,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,4,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,5,1,9,1,4,4,2,12,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,5,6,39,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964233201881777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917838989359783,0.0,0.3097539301065739,0.0,0.0,0.18874764706376052,0.13829221873091946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6141892354821483,0.0,0.10378322635488636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29984141034986894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704417183729317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274971140586487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640521698276527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12959190105930268,0.0,0.12335969211450652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193530969353186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385176617511471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28690247039948563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14815599758604187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731251982094864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526322889424286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390612715232632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720717119053396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163544148674613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14636868229571498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,QuirkyPerformance7,2019/02/09,"My School And Mom Found My Nudes And I'm Terrified. Hello Reddit. I am a minor, 13-14. I come on here to help me deal with my nervous and scary thoughts about a situation that's basically just my fault. I showed my friend a picture of a penis on school grounds, to which she reported to the principal months later. The school told me to give up my phone and I did. My mother saw the images and she was disgusted by them. She was disappointed and just wanted know why I did it, when I'm not even sure myself. I just wanted to pleasure people, and honestly I hated doing it, especially when I felt forced to by other boys. But, I'm here for anxiety relief and to get this off my chest. How do I make my mom trust me again? If this has happened to you, when and how long it took for you to get your phone back. I messed up so much and I'm so sorry for it. I just want my life to be normal again, but I'm not sure how this will go, considering my mom is getting a detective. Which, I don't even know how it will go with them.",1.4369883040935676,3.047178722222224,3.4297953216374286,90.72105263157896,78.9074074074074,6.769590643274852,20.164717348927873,7.669130373188453,0.48640185185185203,788,19,182,12,19,267,115,216,0.121,0.8140000000000001,0.065,-0.826,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,3,2,0,21,13,2,1,8,0,13,3,2,5,2,38,39,22,0,5,9,4,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,12,13,0,0,5,1,0,4,3,6,0,0,10,2,35,7,24,26,1,19,0,1,1,1,21,6,0,1,9,128,47,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387980194439868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441495604449952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697198875194754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13999463743797586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793774508741618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038072844796592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888790662707854,0.10491184895896798,0.0,0.21283569890540435,0.13026317411917662,0.15434639630930533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007960060580088,0.0,0.0,0.1340655752573681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101789631113856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14925444894331874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591325324204733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201708297203756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064159808461687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4771106033133011,0.1083871418425522,0.0,0.09982206564358867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304642392059568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414043484324493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4122834572633566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15263485955368838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520069929065899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255962965402248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780294683270217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975419291742493,0.15086888253611005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24027928566318035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225303257064996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AmidalaNaberrie,2019/02/09,"Road trip with friends So my friends and I are going on a short road trip and I’m nervous about , any tips that might help while we are on the road ?",0.8298958333333317,2.55610303125,1.1075000000000017,106.12083333333337,81.1875,4.266666666666667,20.041666666666664,3.1291,-0.9412208333333334,115,3,30,0,3,34,24,32,0.058,0.6940000000000001,0.247,0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,4,4,0,10,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,1,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31209588144817085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7091539554614399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608269669729391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076187381468587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4868642865081754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jalexander0614,2019/02/09,Wellbutrin and Zoloft I was already taking 75 mg of Zoloft and it’s been great for my anxiety but the side effects... not so much. My doctor added 150 mg of Wellbutrin. I’m on day 3. Day 1 was great! Yesterday and today... my heart is racing and my head is throbbing. Please tell me this gets better because the way I felt on day 1 was exactly what I had hoped for!,-0.033200000000000784,2.284067080000004,1.8096666666666683,95.4465,91.53333333333332,4.6000000000000005,19.5,6.2581,0.04980000000000029,281,9,61,3,10,92,52,75,0.016,0.753,0.231,0.9619,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,2,0,7,6,2,1,1,10,12,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,1,8,4,6,6,1,9,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,5,34,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360690473567943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636502996430075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040530803952505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891972666528012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.413887382110195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189589744557286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20539936425373329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176579485343173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4717011206381624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195464332958553,0.0,0.0,0.2534994599751241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124735353910399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15725781766797162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234822913050909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16084326672920402,0.0,0.186977891304472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20277373065411344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16980190239270768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HollySki,2019/02/09,"Anyone got resources?? Description of being followed which has caused me anxiety attacks below. Proceed with caution if you yourself get anxiety which as you're on this board presumably you do. Also idk if this is the right forum to ask for resources in or not but I'm hoping it is.

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22F, I was followed back to uni (24 hour labs, I'd gone to cinema with a friend) at midnight about a year and a half ago - I got off the bus and went to put my headphones in as I usually do to combat general anxiety of walking home alone, and I felt a swooping feeling in my gut of ""100% do not do that. Do not do that, you will die."". I looked around and could only see a couple of people still wandering about but nothing immediately untowards, but I was still nervous so started walking but kept my wits about me. Along the walk I noticed a figure quite far behind, a couple of times I turned round and they were still there but I was trying to remain calm and logiced ""If I'm walking around, it stands to reason someone else is. They're probably just trying to get home."" ignoring the fact that each time I glanced over my shoulder the figure was closer (I'd been awake 37 hours, I wasn't in the best decision making mode).

 I was followed for about fifteen minutes and when I heard his footsteps speeding up and heard his breathing - it was at this point I realised I'd fucked up and should've called someone - I turned round, fists up ready to punch/defend myself with my keys, and he was within arms distance. He immediately stopped, ducked his head and mumbled, ""sorry going this way."" doubles BACK on himself and cuts into the trees we were walking beside. I hurry the rest of the way to uni just trying to keep breathing. I get into one of the buildings that requires card access and freak out for half an hour before calling security to escort me to the dorms where I break down on my flatmate. And then phone a friend for half an hour until I'm calm enough to fall asleep.

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I've tried googling resources pertaining to being followed but I keep getting things about repeated stalking and tbh they just don't feel right those coping methods. Whenever I walk home now being winter, it's dark around 6/7pm and I freak out even though I now live down a different road and there are cars about (previously it was just me and the dude following me). I get it during the day sometimes too even though that's as far from the original situation as can be.

  
I keep phoning my dad at all hours whenever I'm walking anywhere because I get spooked by something and my heart starts going and I want to be sick. Breathing techniques sort of work but the queasiness and sense of foreboding/unease doesn't unlatch until I phone dad and keep him on the phone till I get home. It's gotten to the point where even if he's at work or recently a fancy dinner for work, he'll step out and answer the phone (thank you, love you). I don't want to keep interrupting his life like this. If he's unable to answer I might phone my mum, or I'll put on 80's music and speedwalk the rest of the way home. But this will leave me in a funky mood for a couple of days due to restless sleep caused by freak out on the walk home. Which in turn leaves me irritable and jumpy. I'm also more likely to jump at shadows now/jump when friends sneak up and hug me from behind (I've explained to them to please not do that they just forget sometimes).  
I still get jumpy/anxious even when walking with friends. If someone's walking down the same side of the road towards me I will get my keys ready in my hand and my heart starts going because I'm terrified they're gonna try something.

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There's only so much logic can do - I used logic the first time round and look what happened. Therefore my brain doesn't listen to logic now even though the chances of being followed twice are low.  


Basically I'm wondering if anyone has any resources for dealing with stuff like above? I'm going to speak to a therapist on Monday for an initial assessment for a bunch of other stuff, but I want some stuff I can work on in the mean time/use for homework.",4.515418231478321,5.7694096336633685,4.841370775008535,85.16504950495052,70.23762376237622,7.2555821099351325,28.28747012632298,7.503015589744147,1.5687615397746677,3256,116,633,34,58,1027,346,808,0.1,0.8240000000000001,0.077,-0.9407,6,1,3,1,0,0,162.0,1,5,4,8,44,26,3,2,43,0,45,19,13,7,2,118,114,65,1,12,28,3,7,3,4,6,2,4,8,0,29,45,1,10,17,1,0,28,9,10,0,6,21,15,74,15,117,80,12,130,0,1,7,3,44,55,1,15,45,413,103,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046943403623951566,0.0,0.0,0.054847736139485744,0.0,0.08469978153204824,0.0,0.11475830857048175,0.1286977015277169,0.03601274349328069,0.0,0.12153644550167356,0.0,0.0,0.0740578759179624,0.0,0.0,0.14142953049530332,0.049507876626122514,0.06024651286927001,0.0,0.08144170716109214,0.0,0.06456449167624806,0.0,0.04506271615075078,0.0,0.05557536283248808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05911780092952485,0.10815053897864964,0.0,0.0,0.10880335947430483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04228205203298715,0.17578855744039693,0.0,0.06830608569261197,0.05459659563275519,0.0,0.0,0.05496126083109355,0.05532905105109174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04423898399253109,0.0,0.0,0.05471899183458693,0.0,0.17488880878294275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05355354987451512,0.0,0.05084726129264355,0.0,0.0,0.045045406684488656,0.0,0.0,0.16365854862791182,0.048958120900616416,0.24901177935122226,0.0,0.12038729398339393,0.0,0.08470949527094157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046829918045412575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054349412911872695,0.0,0.0,0.12550918378672532,0.0,0.0,0.31872261570017324,0.05259849469862024,0.2607611011051061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353541689321448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214815490490876,0.0,0.0,0.037405269222531005,0.07761670676522532,0.0,0.04676221874089041,0.0,0.08894149860637475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04779598241175197,0.0,0.0353493731524185,0.0,0.0,0.0576859662141682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05617926960362585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03892966939954351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05081390612908459,0.060292175957568736,0.0,0.0,0.035885200665013765,0.0805527443745898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0367138866737344,0.0,0.0,0.05813115371987949,0.10012343017407577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0570968684465017,0.0,0.0,0.1064733189247152,0.0,0.05632655012002358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0544488692555387,0.05228889195200047,0.0,0.0,0.09045039804358412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0422000689360322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059526163709000386,0.052995491431035185,0.0,0.13461150891607518,0.08153815098064293,0.1047521414891933,0.05928130160520648,0.11245023458897208,0.0,0.16916690134255566,0.04427462920965205,0.0,0.0,0.1818701314510177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04875591740041915,0.0,0.061487444681382425,0.03518244133900242,0.0,0.15609067695441367,0.0,0.12351918484947727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17977247030318394,0.17280683088893695,0.0,0.0,0.06370104689454066,0.04573805769779417,0.0583249251012752,0.0,0.09370666790070446,0.1261049915658593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04909189791411562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0574298746520001,0.1542140242162227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286977015277169,0.03410273037212305
anxiety,jendoesreddit,2019/02/09,I don’t know why I can’t just shut up Every time I say something around other people they look at me weird. I can’t seem to say anything right around other people. I wish I had enough self control to just shut up. ,3.438405797101449,3.743829217391305,4.24217391304348,91.9586231884058,72.04347826086956,6.133333333333334,21.85507246376812,3.1291,-0.16670144927536154,168,3,38,0,3,54,30,46,0.043,0.888,0.069,0.25,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,8,8,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,3,8,0,7,7,1,9,0,0,1,0,4,8,0,1,1,24,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19365334305712767,0.41898027200528204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26393825019799105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431547853098973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19827240295191292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12932907949390374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19761466973066388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32629099816130336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20096721796307632,0.0,0.37428154678582304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21423205852086727,0.2454964625609093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18116554172085736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13722055115946058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21234521779284185,0.0,0.27061342064345445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iuhoosier2018,2019/02/09,"Does this sound like an anxiety attack Since about November when I go in pubic like restaurants or anywhere I sit down specifically, I'll start to get really nauseous, I try to ignore it and then I start to feel like I'm choking and going to V\*. Recently I got a new job and during orietation I kept going to the bathroom because I thought I was going to get sick. The longer I stay the closer to sick I feel, then when I go home it usually calms down. Going on walks helps sometimes, I thought for the longest it was physical but I've taken Zofran and Phenergan, neither of these have helped my symptoms.  ",3.5578991596638616,5.479326512605045,4.718226890756302,82.43044957983196,73.78991596638657,7.785210084033612,28.70672268907564,8.548686976883017,2.284848067226892,481,20,90,9,10,158,76,119,0.102,0.82,0.078,-0.4118,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,12,21,10,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,3,1,1,0,5,4,0,2,4,0,0,7,1,2,0,0,7,3,13,4,14,14,1,23,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,12,52,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270747437139168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18897566448282194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012599496255495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536517967010262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16798179995762907,0.11866999622747698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17357267011382332,0.0,0.5664295191283581,0.0,0.13285443749721054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22268190024675805,0.0,0.1666232484369103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16483990374914972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24346087495145874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043139666900955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641519742368416,0.0,0.16401493847687815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374090421691606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16428839281431712,0.0,0.2351489659250679,0.17705261905975128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17265331678696416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637477466062746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277871668682422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829482064935629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,roberta_sparrow,2019/02/09,"Question about Xanax and alcohol I had some beer at a friends house last night but I couldn’t sleep at all.  I took .125 of Xanax at 5:30am bc after insomnia I get a lot of anxiety and wanted to at least get a little bit of sleep.

I had stopped drinking at around 10pm, so almost 8 hours had elapsed.  I felt sober and I’m sure all alcohol should have been out of my system.  But what if it’s not?

Now I’m like freaking out that if I try to get some sleep now I will die :(",0.3650485436893192,2.105923805825249,2.0600097087378657,98.63875242718449,82.7864077669903,5.6733980582524275,20.008737864077677,6.742157984588678,-0.031189514563107142,364,10,91,4,10,119,67,103,0.192,0.76,0.048,-0.9429,0,0,4,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,8,10,3,0,3,24,16,8,1,5,5,0,1,1,1,2,5,0,0,0,3,6,4,1,2,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,6,1,9,3,16,7,7,18,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,7,8,56,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672963842276657,0.1720762097218485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145962930407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15297694098932016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876083411257177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17834618114219172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16834098076332368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16499648545092754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13276568221734247,0.0,0.2693430441439707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16923100332595956,0.19828405860985976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14007519865162302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395394037600616,0.17223209891038616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609500087985805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612632655938864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925037878119199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5159021120453515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436686662865057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619602459646603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909241931586656,0.11667029856393853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135761149421288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bertreynolds76,2019/02/09,"I feel like I've forgotten something All day long I've had this feeling like I've forgotten something. No pans on the stove, I locked all the doors. Bills are paid... Did I miss one? Why do I feel I owe my roommate an apology after I yelled at him for being late on rent? Will my truck make it through the N.W. snowpocolyps of 2019? Is my girlfriend happy? How about my ex wife? The 3 dogs? I have to move in 3 months. No sleep for me.",-0.35108058608058457,1.8785682417582448,1.1125549450549492,100.59286172161177,91.85714285714286,4.352014652014652,18.57234432234432,5.985473137389443,-0.3826710622710623,334,10,79,3,12,106,65,91,0.107,0.7559999999999999,0.13699999999999998,0.5697,2,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,0,8,1,1,2,2,7,15,1,0,0,0,2,3,2,1,1,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,4,1,2,1,0,1,3,4,13,3,11,10,2,10,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,7,45,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624536443056248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.382102235301664,0.3599125685695027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681505561528729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28415239395420466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461296919624387,0.0,0.0,0.22292217826991925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16814415390079726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20106291861522926,0.2677281596969265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706928911401713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520803418155863,0.0,0.0,0.3878474265487126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272991471738521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Polskihammer,2019/02/09,"I think my depression caused permanent brain damage.  I've had depression for over 8 years. I've been taking sertraline 100 mg and been stable. I've also used marijuana daily for the past 6 months straight. But now I've been off marijuana for 3 weeks and I feel my depression and anxiety is worse than before I started using marijuana 6 months ago. I feel worse at handling stress than ever. 

I know my anxiety is very health conscious. But anyone been in a similar situation? Were there permanent changes made? ",3.8637234042553175,6.7603232446808565,5.1483404255319165,74.89400000000002,77.19148936170214,9.291914893617022,28.54893617021277,9.642632912329526,3.45604170212766,411,18,69,13,10,136,61,94,0.27,0.6890000000000001,0.041,-0.9718,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,2,0,8,2,1,4,1,15,17,6,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,7,2,8,0,9,10,0,14,0,4,0,0,0,5,0,0,9,36,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14849793490536695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396709306808188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25630737980161783,0.0,0.0,0.11713511152059056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14254868145519287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870096898918051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17209099623591062,0.1772158122917544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4328587460978629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153302511976632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16940807332426747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17806780002725806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206557968042778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15851314232717026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674285453944187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15991847793295938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883014801064668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857276583417857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19189561311979889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12595551717297604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734118127447367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893700324379344,0.0,0.13822299848536182,0.0,0.0,0.13437585324170287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34143797585194563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787852273052802
anxiety,nimaboi,2019/02/09,"Neglecting myself I'm a person who has suffered from depression anxiety before. Since starting high school my mental health has been slowly deteriorating to the point where I'm now turning to Reddit. Every day I wake up with a lump in my chest and a kind of fog in my head, most nights I end up without enough sleep because I lie there thinking it would be better if I just died, but then again I start thinking about what comes after death and feel scared. I just had a couple of slightly better weeks because I thought I for the first time had found a girl that I had a genuine interest in, not only that she was fun and looked good but that I could relate to her on a deeper level. Yesterday she told me that she couldn't have anything serious and didn't want to deal with emotions at all, because of that we couldn't have anything betwen us. This has made me very sad because talking to her, it was obvious that she throughout our time talking liked me a lot more than i liked her, she often acted as if we had been married for years, pulling me in and in the end doing this. I'm not absolutely heartbroken from this. I had friends telling me that she had a history of doing this, but it still leaves a hole in you and I'm stuck in the thought that I won't have a chance like that again.   


Currently I only have contact with a psychologist for my ADHD as I've continuously lied about how I feel every day because I'm afraid of opening up. I feel like a burden to the people around me whom I want to make happy, not drag down with my mental health. I'm now considering if I should open up as even my attendance and grades have gone to hell. My main issue is that the psychologist is paid to listen to you and pretend that they can relate, comforting you, it's their job. I've also read too much awful things about the medication they give you, I don't want to lose who I am because what point would there be to living then.  


I'm not trying to get diagnosed as I have been before and I know the exact feeling. I'm just trying to find someone who can relate to me and maybe share their success story to motivate me so I can turn my life around.",8.418656318214893,5.908478668202765,8.326715983507157,76.04841983992242,63.009216589861744,11.0723259762309,35.05408682997817,9.134995656068208,2.849891244239631,1698,53,347,21,19,552,211,434,0.123,0.742,0.135,0.8892,2,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,4,4,4,6,22,25,1,2,21,1,39,10,4,4,3,66,75,25,2,12,14,0,4,4,1,4,6,1,0,2,26,21,0,1,12,2,1,5,10,10,0,1,20,6,61,15,56,46,7,51,1,5,1,0,37,23,1,6,27,250,87,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074788748729474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151806611597274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684145924004944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718844883868828,0.1592253853120336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270984293648213,0.0,0.15219866000789067,0.0,0.0,0.1581891864490957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703702532108281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140350395520198,0.09895387722022897,0.0,0.11535139912584352,0.09219959876031077,0.07702692682043344,0.09077074460274367,0.09281542442817484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059801757784076,0.15841892587141235,0.0924062944446824,0.0,0.05906843754844687,0.0,0.15069921839357212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808763258366339,0.06388963837179792,0.0,0.0,0.08173845980027486,0.07607009877028274,0.0,0.0980566506153576,0.06909429215461692,0.0,0.046724089817708585,0.0857905174571681,0.0,0.07501061373890455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520113248557016,0.0,0.0,0.09178217076096908,0.190122281581542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448893035355377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334289580095274,0.08874662656588729,0.0,0.0,0.09312879080875867,0.04914902655418545,0.0,0.0,0.09469468530138793,0.0,0.0,0.06316787290249437,0.1747661891835883,0.0,0.07896935248587779,0.0,0.07509965035007315,0.10005059211983007,0.0,0.07603117390378883,0.0,0.08462192568024103,0.05969599355616478,0.0,0.0898456203016889,0.0,0.0,0.0900924847807945,0.18025114912517956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06574219247392163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392508516252782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603285377601967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06200030571538055,0.07808783914520423,0.0,0.0,0.16908270527800895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08945536106000948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895361922697672,0.090509108136461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07397837947491312,0.0,0.08949574583209878,0.0,0.07577473141405958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659967029624158,0.0,0.07141983967380937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14376275717856693,0.07816677543154123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059414088685743514,0.11460775215079225,0.0,0.14199670251737848,0.10429605683591367,0.0,0.0,0.0854553055987936,0.0,0.12143577406617136,0.19455084193860175,0.0,0.0,0.10757467377260352,0.0,0.0,0.07379007275615318,0.15824644524955053,0.0,0.07173628192145974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620844660986708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705865991682178,0.0,0.0,0.057590734742706436
anxiety,throwaway647483626,2019/02/09,"Overcame anxiety twice this week Small victory, but a friend I haven't seen in 2 years asked me to come back to play sports in a casual team. Although I had major doubts the day before training I forced myself to go, and reconnected with many so many people.


Even though the attention was overwhelming at first  they invited me to a party, and I had a great time even though I was worrying about it all day.


I want this to continue, I feel happier than usual.",6.6804494382022455,6.518853449438204,7.129528089887638,75.65114606741574,65.06741573033706,11.614382022471911,31.28314606741573,11.20814326018867,3.452171235955056,363,12,70,10,5,119,65,89,0.111,0.643,0.246,0.9393,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,2,7,6,0,2,6,0,5,0,0,0,1,10,11,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,4,0,2,1,2,0,2,5,2,11,4,11,6,2,15,0,1,1,0,4,4,0,1,9,49,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16133471958680304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19715911617730006,0.0,0.0,0.16216586226381458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17945680352897028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18166806878306446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27202070463228945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785893907698088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663525968961872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17938787067823395,0.0,0.0,0.16293758186204166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985695054137545,0.0,0.0,0.232513378200192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42763050565637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462086023743481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4144081307068969,0.0,0.1229750444549152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322719427236981,0.0,0.12439181454393987,0.0,0.16916790003290175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21417493508055915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13580998898774926
anxiety,throwawaydegar,2019/02/09,"Health Anxiety - STDs Hello everyone. I've (M30s) not been here for two years. I got ""better.""

Most of my anxiety was around health and stds. It grew from there to be dying of something new everyday.

It started when I got chlamydia years ago. I had REAL OBVIOUS symptoms after a whole load of unprotected sex but I was super relaxed about everything and never even considered I'd be sick. I found out I had it. I swung the other way. Paying attention to EVERYTHING. Hyper aware of every tiny feeling. Thought I had cancer, aids, MS etc you name it. 

A pile of therapy. Meditation. Two years. I was fine.

Last week. Right back here.

Had sex (not bragging or anything). Had what might be described as the safest sex in the world. Condom the whole time. Even oral. Not broken, I checked. I don't think my dick was touched unwrapped - romance, alive and well in 2019.

To my knowledge the girl doesn't even have anything she says her last test was 4 months ago.

Anyway. Here I am googling symptoms non stop. Thinking, ""is my dick sore? It feels maybe sore or maybe it's because I am focussing on my mental energy on how my dick feels.""

""are my testicles sore or am I just constantly thinking about them?""

I don't think it burns when I pee. But does it? 
I'm not leaking. Or am I? 
(sorry this turned real graphic) 

Being a bit mad is worse when you know you're a bit mad. Hard to tell what is real. It's debilitating.

Ive went for a test. Takes 10 days. My main concern is that I've had sex since. I am worried about passing it on more than I am about me having it. When I had sex again with someone new I wasn't in this full on panic. I was convinced all that was behind me. It's stressing me almost all day.

Anyone got any words?

I know I just need to wait for the test result. I suppose I'm looking for people to say, ""don't worry you will be fine and here is some logic of why.""

Ill get right back to not needing that reassurance and being healthy but for now. Please. Just some supportive words. You guys have hoped me before.",0.3856441476826405,2.8359433905472677,1.9252029327048987,93.82135506677143,92.70646766169158,4.612097407698349,19.739198743126472,6.339386263674448,0.1805432835820895,1561,51,324,18,57,503,210,402,0.132,0.7170000000000001,0.151,0.8542,0,0,1,0,0,0,73.0,0,4,1,2,27,15,2,2,11,0,44,21,4,2,4,59,71,18,1,3,15,0,5,0,0,2,11,2,0,2,20,8,0,2,14,1,2,3,11,4,1,2,22,8,45,11,37,41,13,45,0,0,1,10,15,13,3,10,28,209,65,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15330583971796366,0.0,0.08659001837584206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058804469377760564,0.0,0.13230291085003476,0.0,0.0,0.06046379245463985,0.0,0.1423194931197102,0.07697912542795543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13298449132931375,0.0,0.05271301635732079,0.0,0.07358198390133651,0.0,0.0,0.07647816459132697,0.18881180300049935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934463769324743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115356047554481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974511425679571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567293013744092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964400302148884,0.1713434068555498,0.0,0.072857063664062,0.08262846624967952,0.15543235394527313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13116973791182598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481296204085046,0.0,0.0,0.04517846904293362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20748059315149325,0.0,0.0,0.08562166737853992,0.0,0.0,0.07746264394165399,0.0,0.0,0.18383308580894347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588700195524998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504637900199488,0.14097374697931558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261537339117954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17374710096138085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714424392723788,0.09173397577131996,0.0,0.0,0.06902176407768207,0.0,0.0,0.12823697123036598,0.06669315435141585,0.16703193845373054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145719936538798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059949351680107475,0.0,0.0,0.09492116726548064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29527493361313506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476945976901927,0.0,0.1375332828798765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07153119386580416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326812294862993,0.06657098623095818,0.0,0.0967992201307178,0.06120589301620396,0.0,0.0,0.07229513291750353,0.09905430040583348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812830885632537,0.0,0.17975669839046773,0.06501678403682501,0.0,0.07558103877031322,0.0,0.0988891831458964,0.0,0.0,0.22163311485898105,0.0,0.06864974421019816,0.050422985160810264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405757526889844,0.16894272150615974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863808377813932,0.06936326431800288,0.0,0.07774943229681723,0.08016115206899989,0.07802825214785106,0.19308758648195476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175634652075182,0.0881231709264876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16705694451518566
anxiety,unreleasedBi,2019/02/09,"Anxiety about depersonalization is making my every single day of my life bad since december 27th 2010 I just wanna talk, there is nobody that I can turn to, my parents do understand my struggles but they still can't feel this detachment that I have been going through. I still remember how I was happy, always happy always smiling, I loved every seasons of the year, autumn, summer and the their weathees.. I'm not enjoying anything now.. I loved going out the the whole day and seeing my friends.. now I can barely keep up with one friend.. I've had many good gfs but I distanced myself from them.. why? I don't know.. 

I'm lost, I can't feel the time or the day, my senses are numb.. in december 27th 2010, I was 18 and I ate an edible drug, I got high and after a few days I got a panick attack and I became different ever since.. I'm 26 (will turn 27 in october 2019) now and I still feel like I'm 18, I still wanna enjoy life and do the things that I used to do, I can't due to the busy mind and the past, the past me is killing me I can't forget it, I feel like victim almost all the time.. I'm just writing and streaming my mind and I don't know if all this make any sense or not",0.8886290322580628,2.8867033145161294,3.0288000000000004,91.0162,82.38709677419354,5.742193548387097,18.79096774193548,6.918507183188421,0.1553578709677419,914,22,200,11,25,310,132,248,0.085,0.746,0.17,0.9776,2,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,3,1,13,18,3,1,14,0,21,7,0,4,3,44,48,16,1,3,9,1,4,2,2,1,4,0,0,0,7,12,1,1,8,0,0,2,8,7,0,1,8,5,36,11,16,39,5,29,0,1,1,2,10,5,0,4,24,129,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599727604816286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17615765930583904,0.0,0.0,0.07198420430453699,0.0,0.08097785649193913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710864648259083,0.0,0.0,0.12042396302927087,0.0,0.0,0.08838348972508947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730677394049473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059467645338003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275678531087432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575080960552496,0.17837276014281842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21409141884008814,0.15124393161935878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16356474483558428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031829187615067,0.08878513342830928,0.1693218850503682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253666469035595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184033659742466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408770861068692,0.11711153057397702,0.0,0.11634894484863065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953531892305116,0.10342962583556534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555191167719105,0.0,0.19107434919561486,0.0,0.14131644813540978,0.10731912451115533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21376429650759105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172926485485973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753810230982192,0.0,0.20209883252659705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991170448161048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435176243997274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751266911467396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381398806808497,0.0,0.0,0.11066136036140499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850812634499256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703245518007166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344838764357982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23027704479572655,0.0,0.11019752427384354,0.0,0.09142368424180236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551657728691404,0.11818197171968348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681663675778402
anxiety,metanewday,2019/02/09,"I always feel super anxious after some social event After some social event is over i feel super anxious

Because i dont know if i did good or bad socially

Like if i was awkward or not

But i dont know the answer and i cant ask anybody

So i just have to suffer this huge anxiety all by myself

Only way out of this horrible feeling is something like youtube binge

something that will occupy my mind

i dont know

i hate this feeling

a lot

why am i still so socially clueless even when i am 25

fcking sucks",1.7628571428571431,3.780792190476192,3.9011904761904788,85.79464285714288,79.47619047619048,6.104761904761905,24.785714285714285,7.1686216300943375,1.2257428571428568,400,15,78,5,10,137,69,105,0.201,0.593,0.206,0.158,0,0,2,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,2,6,10,2,1,2,0,12,0,0,0,1,22,22,9,0,2,7,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,8,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,4,14,5,7,19,4,10,0,1,0,0,5,3,1,7,8,56,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326853878720328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413675471285916,0.30756944419364723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272603353657736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366032874782693,0.08298173364907195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4786193632666415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991057574743368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753195322241899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417683873729954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343971943023877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22443545783422766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300951695051652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157302766784061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744942800501167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353069008755234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5550571868945746,0.0,0.20959437459344746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087111691348682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805124767763788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228334116367895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Amanda2891,2019/02/09,"Does anyone absolutely hate photos? So I've always disliked the way I looked, I hated school photos and would often take the day off. I could never smile on demand, and I just looked...terrible. 

Not liking photos was the reason I never got Facebook until I went to Uni where I finally got drunk enough to relax and let people photograph me. I also don't have a photo on my linkedin profile which means it will never be of any use to me. 

Today I tried to join a few local hobby groups in the area, I don't really get out much so this was a big step of me. But no  they also require me to submit a profile picture-so I move on. 

I don't really have many friend, and don't really go out at all anymore. I have no way of meeting new people as online dating sites/apps obviously require a photo. I don't want a wedding, cause obviously that would require many, many photos. 

In all honestly I know there probably isn't anything wrong with the way i look, but after all these years I'm still not comfortable with a simple photo. It's just dawning on me that something so trivial  has had a large impact on my life. 

I don't think iv ever met someone who hates photos of themselves as much as me. It's something I would like to get over obviously, but I wouldn't know where to start.",3.9679579579579567,4.8677666988417,5.557574002574004,80.84572179322181,71.2007722007722,7.763277563277564,25.58580008580009,7.984000788550335,1.5049534963534963,1001,29,194,13,18,341,141,259,0.107,0.8340000000000001,0.059,-0.8562,0,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,3,13,10,3,0,13,0,22,3,0,3,10,42,43,16,0,6,7,0,0,2,1,5,2,0,0,0,9,8,1,3,5,2,0,4,15,4,0,0,7,2,28,6,30,28,7,38,0,0,2,0,7,17,0,1,16,136,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778130068964439,0.09250639795180496,0.0,0.0,0.07560272401302061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102555975550294,0.07773605411457894,0.0,0.09148744537495727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420721611448635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876408738896935,0.0,0.0,0.07169859394344408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972898780139526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487335972370095,0.0,0.0,0.10056403488193492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217866360038396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589342885384524,0.0,0.1161685621016918,0.0,0.06318324070060853,0.0,0.17783339926451838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329286502841705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219760225984425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368383699955735,0.07852609857928171,0.10862885173717736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18671778154576926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381416060700065,0.0,0.12110202556292085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816129266526312,0.16345264292796613,0.0,0.2572347405907277,0.10737338231176254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15414931340388136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198653134542228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21366440573340928,0.11430628260564472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251490387870808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419810665500612,0.1711756930229916,0.0,0.0,0.07869014526682487,0.0,0.08878439486792641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358966642779081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123636771207169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538077751325917,0.0,0.0,0.07548043908405057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601939251485046,0.0,0.0,0.06557381882331523,0.26473631135036396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306021839099147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369263138569081,0.12155226792487832,0.0,0.0715929713295831
anxiety,thrownahnah,2019/02/09,"How to explain anxiety? Hey everyone. So, I have anxiety. Obvious because of the question. It's something I can live with most of the time but I have my days. 

My SO and I (we're currently on a temporary break for me to figure things out, but calling him my ex hurts.),we started dating when I was 15 and he was 16. It's been two years now.

About 6 months into our relationship, I was going through a very hard time and was almost suicidal. I told him about this and his immediate reaction was that I had problems. He also said he was scared of me. I was too hurt to do anything at that point so I let it slide. This behavior of his persisted and I told him I needed a break. Fast forward to now. He feels that his behavior was childish and immature and I wish I could explain exactly how it is for traction.I'm in India and there isn't much awareness about mental issues here so that justifies his reaction a bit. Any suggestions on how to phrase it are welcome.",1.6870535714285708,4.1150005625000015,3.647589285714286,85.195625,82.4375,7.4071428571428575,26.85119047619048,8.418075326091056,2.2268627976190483,756,34,149,18,21,255,114,192,0.133,0.828,0.04,-0.9501,1,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,0,1,17,4,0,1,6,0,19,0,0,3,2,29,29,19,1,4,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,12,11,0,0,5,0,0,3,1,3,0,1,13,3,27,1,22,14,3,24,0,1,0,0,24,8,0,3,13,113,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16897033915028373,0.0,0.0,0.13494259769249228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475007536301438,0.0,0.2581737264434751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885996025405076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286331402391656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842221250611941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17230404149389786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472643810637308,0.0,0.0,0.10882437327278598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16123983142116236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532082379677841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589974073983937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15115933064579007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18064137431903626,0.0,0.0,0.1761223914401544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17254972004724525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14900192554505404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17005184578513194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346879363662382,0.0,0.12404449270265527,0.12511975933732675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951535544941706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161462923509779,0.0,0.0,0.1890292119222821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18116533014575248,0.0,0.0,0.1605119043902104,0.0,0.16893978023377232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990552874339292,0.0,0.0,0.1194361739947303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845759240854808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210442203212384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19678916954633294,0.0,0.0,0.3224796628423247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648360254756104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392294932232436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19404451398330624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866405890503253
anxiety,KurosakiMay,2019/02/09,"I am so afraid of the noise Is there any chance I would feel myself better?

I am in that kind of situation I don't know if I will make through it.

I am so tired of neighbors' noice. I only have a room in apartment house so I have a lot of neighbors. I wish I had my own house but it's impossible for me to get one.

First- from one side they drink and fight a lot.

Second- there's a crazy granny above me who likes to watch het TV at 5 am

Third- there's a repairs that will never end. It goes on and on for 2 years already.

I am so tired, I feel myself like a psycho. I have sleep disorder, a lot of psychical illnesses right now, depression and what seems like neurasthenia. I am not sure.

Doctors didn't help me at all, as well as their drugs. Have no one to talk to, well, and almost all advices I get were ""you have to find something you love to do and you wouldn't care about your surroundings"". Yeah, sure man. I have a lot of stuff I love and want to do, but right now... I only survive.",-0.5576636826399834,1.5917561895734629,1.2710479199578764,99.86883974021416,91.3696682464455,4.642513603651045,16.819554151307706,6.238725200709706,-0.5338605932947162,760,19,185,8,27,247,116,211,0.177,0.664,0.159,-0.7389,0,0,3,0,1,0,31.0,0,4,2,3,12,15,1,1,9,1,23,9,1,1,5,30,35,15,0,5,4,0,2,3,2,4,5,0,3,1,8,6,1,0,5,2,0,0,6,3,2,6,3,3,30,12,26,28,7,18,0,1,1,2,15,12,0,7,9,132,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162374805557738,0.0,0.0,0.1191121826237464,0.0,0.13126531869531505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808907172789153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520243878447487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127840961129882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024522691529298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363280811112164,0.12175132608422982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165266347751014,0.13794532440257287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535522512882102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029033730768003,0.08497857433427276,0.0,0.0,0.10871900294199703,0.10117960764384948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429391184433625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973030679440919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745068250711995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238690979333576,0.06537232504254759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17434026053132445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4045113372347497,0.2147157325605258,0.0,0.07940067521355827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174229697444963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24181270349750295,0.1809350979455769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20316690332893012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108288467056014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13370583888399368,0.1190368435885728,0.0,0.0,0.09157424398465128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617036598381113,0.0,0.0,0.22421970388949208,0.0,0.0,0.09560825869998632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27343321116095204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701603455243501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21390235854747944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678770903193085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844993339430204,0.0,0.0,0.07660050452654868
anxiety,new_user_00,2019/02/09,"Insignificant Changes I Thought I Wouldn't Notice You guys ever seen those hearts on Snapchat that signify you and another person were each other's bestest friends supposedly? Well I just lost one, one I had for nearly 700 days. Quite frankly I don't think I've felt more relieved in 2019 so far.

We were in a pretty great relationship for nearly two years and had one of those horrible childhood friends relationships, every day we'd spend 2-5 hours just talking. Eventually she moved for college and got what I would consider a full time job; eventually we did exactly what anyone could predict, we drifted. 

I tried to cut off most of our contact in all honesty but I found myself often thinking back to how much I missed her and how lonely I had became.

For some reason seeing that small insignificant emoji beside her name disappear was almost like a sign to me. I felt as if something was signifying that this new chapter was definitely a new chapter and there's not much I can do to stop it and honestly, that's the most refreshing though I've had in awhile. 

Maybe being alone isn't so bad, perhaps I'm going to find comfort in being alone :-).

(If you're wondering why this is in the r/anxiety subreddit it's because essentially all of my anxiety is social and the lose of this relationship really made me fixate on that, this small change really helped I feel).",7.207194337194338,7.457987119691121,7.454424710424714,72.37188159588159,63.9034749034749,10.767670527670527,34.64118404118404,10.504223727775694,3.6586275933075934,1100,45,196,25,15,358,162,259,0.117,0.763,0.12,0.4034,1,4,1,0,0,0,24.0,5,2,0,3,12,14,1,0,7,0,22,1,1,4,4,45,38,16,0,5,6,0,3,1,2,2,0,0,0,2,16,11,0,1,10,0,1,4,4,6,1,4,18,5,27,8,25,14,10,30,0,4,2,0,22,15,0,8,12,133,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203516525982199,0.2317551306057292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731960667299828,0.17118114488787922,0.0,0.0,0.07823154570182039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603150653233793,0.09341805041377572,0.06820314407721367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23671581882517875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932987194095565,0.0,0.0,0.14431120521181318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012050325995398,0.0942666755482044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05657166010464371,0.0,0.2148514143200284,0.0,0.10225949347234456,0.0,0.0,0.12267448454524725,0.17288183151054576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06358597228479285,0.0,0.08948345693856807,0.12335195543772172,0.0,0.11078225682941424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13258248802985015,0.07499315268316747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101827118075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102711137672347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054660627401330084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12516901953843235,0.1221340585673176,0.0,0.0,0.10586687439254557,0.0,0.0,0.11240201546749001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891445575181388,0.16449449423371693,0.0,0.0,0.21611556596635426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738010806876812,0.0,0.0,0.22744546864567375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769235800197512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382574391696515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900187590640098,0.0,0.0,0.1433508720620852,0.1150348737599688,0.0,0.360363028285882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891566651262392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405114000437305,0.0,0.0861333856232965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353961710386967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992772047081371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338086026554436,0.1099249722052004,0.0888230027189813,0.06524016949465157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596155332368401,0.0,0.10929392370164533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059670455805643,0.0,0.10095745777966574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133288479579653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947882940366705,0.0,0.0,0.07204930675081686
anxiety,Alex_Faulk,2019/02/09,An old dude touched my ass I am a 15 year old guy and yesterday I was at Walmart with my mom when this creepy old man (probably in his 70s) bumped into me in a fairly spacey part of the store and placed his hand on my fucking ass and paused (hand still on my ass) for about 2 or 3 seconds until he apologized and walked off. I honestly don't think I'll ever forget how uncomfortable that made me feel and how scared I was (side note I have ADHD and anxiety) I seriously wish I had enough courage to confront his wrinkly ass and punched him or something. (Another side note I get a lot of compliments from girls and gay dudes at my school about how thicc I am and how big my ass is) this has got to be the most fucked up situation I can remember being in and now I know how women feel when shit like this happens and how unsafe they feel. Now I'm scared to go out in public in fear of this happening again....,4.878167311411993,4.642569824468087,5.574390715667313,85.5377272727273,68.84042553191489,9.389555125725336,28.793036750483562,9.095868883498916,1.9524936170212768,709,22,160,12,11,231,119,188,0.189,0.7170000000000001,0.094,-0.9617,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,15,12,4,3,6,0,12,11,8,7,1,34,27,22,0,1,2,1,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,14,0,0,6,0,1,2,1,8,0,1,5,6,24,4,25,20,4,32,0,0,0,8,13,17,8,4,14,103,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17676667033698906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15423064723403185,0.1125190388845576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15197733514120826,0.0,0.0,0.1330461132952365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16551065872235884,0.22311062917288949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719540144485537,0.07684544326842065,0.0,0.08359136156860235,0.0,0.11763670090406435,0.0,0.0,0.1456365193967168,0.2601322104375613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083365018993496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185792879295154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504575870070014,0.0,0.13917466160380684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722632809638273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4630204941855528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592778956528803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536717226087809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15858168472180464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16661776840960213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29451396101584776,0.14885710051733772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509798558470587,0.0,0.1653288452210657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323263169613873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746166183880027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424564020813743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16913961397232272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471742642229056
anxiety,BuyingThiccGf,2019/02/09,"It's 2:00 a.m. again. My fiance has been asleep for about 5 hours. Our alarm will go off in about 4 more. I can't sleep. Ive been laying in bed thinking about school, work, health, and money. I can't shut these things off anymore. Ive always struggled with this type of behavior. But I used to lay in bed and think about how I embarrassed myself in school, or some other nonsense. I'm slowly realizing that I have always had anxiety, and I have never learned how to effectively handle it.",2.6046620847651774,4.730920371134018,3.5762199312714777,88.61926689576175,77.24742268041238,6.372966781214204,21.087056128293238,7.3871296695380915,0.6320959908361967,384,10,78,5,9,123,69,97,0.128,0.841,0.032,-0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,2,7,3,0,3,0,0,11,3,2,4,1,16,16,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,7,4,0,0,5,0,1,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,11,0,15,12,2,11,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,2,3,53,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4047306886198099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860505171906102,0.0,0.24119317642161525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821852911898794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585146499933623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395071084572567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875740417263972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4922711891835445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24337979975016336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542497939582455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615740376509424,0.3116708119356431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100503084858953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177055525474528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Metronoid,2019/02/09,"Can't swallow/eat... (emetophobia/GAD post) I've suffered anxiety in varying forms throughout my whole life. It all stems from a phobia of vomiting, (emetophobia). I'm 37 years old and haven't thrown up since I was 4. However, that one incident has stayed with me my entire life, resulting in massive panic attacks, agoraphobia and general anxiety, particularly health anxiety.

However, I've managed to overcome the anxiety for the most part, I've travelled the world, played huge gigs in front of thousands of people, (I'm a musician). I now live in a new country and have set my own successful businesses up and feel (felt) like I'm doing good.

I would only get anxious if I had to get on a flight or something health related would crop up but I live a mainly normal life. However, the past few months have been DREADFUL--- I thought I was having major panic attacks for no reason, all of the symptoms-- racing heart, sweating, dizzy, etc amongst other symptoms. I went to the doctor and was diagnosed with atrial fibrillation which is a heart condition and means that the electrical signals are wrong in my heart. It's not serious but very annoying and treatable. I'm now on beta blockers which have helped alot with the physical symptoms but it's what's going on in my head that's the problem.

But, since then, my emetophobia has come back to the point when vomiting is ALL I think about. I wake up and panic because I think ""how do I feel today? How is my stomach?"" etc. Even if it's completely fine, I'll think, ""maybe today is the day..."" and be anxious throughout the day. I'm at work and it's all I think about. I'm on a date and it's all I think about. I saw a reddit thread today where people were talking about nausea and I started getting anxious and convinced I was going to get sick and now I have to go to work.

It's gotten to the point where I've stopped eating breakfast, other than tea and a biscuit, I never had much lunch anyway and dinner is a tiny meal. I struggle to eat, to swallow. I get anxious whenever someone asks if I want to go out for dinner or something. It's not that I'm afraid of food poisoning or want to lose weight or anything but it's as though my body is now physically telling me food is BAD, even though I know I need it! I haven't had a proper meal since Wednesday now, other than some potatoes last night for ""dinner"". It's a struggle to swallow, I feel like I'm going to choke which makes me even more anxious. I LOVE eating and I LOVE food so this is really getting me down and I feel so tired with lack of nutrition.

I've had lots of therapy, CBT, hypnosis etc but I just am so tired of feeling this way! I want to go back to normal but right now I'm struggling to function properly.  I've been on r/emetophobia but I feel like it feeds into my phobia more than anything. 

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Sorry for this rant. I'm just so tired.

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anxiety,Pheniballs,2019/02/09,"Panic attacks consisting mostly of INTENSE physical rush? Is it normal to have a seizure-like feeling in my muscles with a huge drop in temperature? I've had a few panic attacks in the last year or so that just absolutely fuck my body up. I initially had them while tripping, and I have  had perfectly positive  trips since then (I don't have bad trips typically, just these  occasional adrenaline attacks that come out of nowhere)

I have had horrible anxiety about a lot of things in my past, but nothing generally causes this reaction in me. But when I feel a sensation that worries me (pain in chest or kidneys area for example), I think what if I'm going to die now.. and I feel like mentally it doesn't freak me out too dramatically, I can rationalize it as ""I'm just worrying"" and I just try to calm down.. then all the sudden I unexpectedly feel a huge drop in temperature, I'm freezing, 5 seconds later I'm shaking violently, every muscle in my back legs and arms are just so fucking tense, and it goes on for 10 minutes or more of me shaking soo hard that I want to call an ambulance. 

The question I have is why is my reaction almost entirely in my muscles? no doubt I was worried about the feeling in my kidney area, but I've been more worried about so much shit in my life that has never caused a violent physical reaction. I thought I was having a seizure this time, and I'm still wondering if it's a possibility that this sounds like something more serious than panic? I know typically the answer to ""am I dying"" is ""no you're panicking"", but I have seen panic attacks and even experienced other ""forms"" of panic in my past (such as tunnel vision/heart racing type panic).  But this recent panic is new to me, and scary as fuck. It's like I'm being electrocuted or something. Any help is appreciated.",6.607349570200576,6.612723739255017,7.884267908309457,69.61665974212038,65.189111747851,11.220687679083095,36.074641833810894,10.899274998029325,4.064215931232091,1431,65,261,37,20,493,183,349,0.254,0.636,0.109,-0.9959,0,0,2,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,1,1,18,29,10,10,15,0,27,12,7,2,3,51,49,29,2,4,16,0,7,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,20,12,0,0,11,0,0,8,5,24,0,1,9,10,33,5,38,39,9,48,0,0,1,3,4,21,4,12,20,183,53,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780713512715555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0528398928742184,0.0,0.0594416692322625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35358808879988995,0.0,0.059747892890866586,0.06487776275425136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630919031448511,0.0,0.0,0.07934223193780111,0.0,0.0,0.15964231828241662,0.0,0.06693322604287186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16128441506206376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05132131031735797,0.0,0.06546712316045655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964418400205661,0.05551018603215173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155022038957637,0.0,0.0,0.044159727227435934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960555636233168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207701472755808,0.052081882959681455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042702880730755705,0.0633373429544233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054883083790009314,0.113883533241208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06605929717556841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830514521165748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057119768203286785,0.0,0.05992842327568559,0.07504488883123972,0.0,0.0,0.07613127263619952,0.07455697888949757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826802004157907,0.6381642963126483,0.0,0.0,0.14835033274149742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759711182783643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704380608442444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672115982418276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975978768538182,0.06427573721910833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196372934981446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062052762978693374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05162162754285084,0.049788180092638266,0.0,0.0616865549216441,0.045308548184998236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05275442607879189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045830538611024665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011379455137542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426429452556633,0.0,0.3156398246206457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05003741578082084
anxiety,MDPlayer1,2019/02/09,"I've been at college for 6 months now and I have no friends. When I was younger, I had no problem making friends because I found a group when I was very young and the group shifted over time but I always had at least 4 people that I was very close with.  In college, I have no close friends, several acquaintances, and 1 ""friend"" that I see once a week tops because of his schedule.  Last semester I found a friend that was very similar in interests to me, and we began to hang out a lot, but he's studying in London this semester.

I go to NYU, and I think because of the city location, and the lack of campus, it's a little harder to make friends, but I certainly haven't helped.  I feel constantly paralyzed, anxious, scared, and sad.  This week particularly, I feel like I am being eaten alive.

I don't know what to do, and I don't know why I'm writing this, but I needed to write it down.  Thanks for reading.  I just can't breathe.",3.8319291819291834,4.625745111111115,4.814391534391536,86.4403663003663,71.43386243386244,8.143426943426944,29.88237688237688,8.384062270229773,1.9903810337810333,722,29,155,11,13,236,105,189,0.11,0.693,0.197,0.9626,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,0,1,4,13,0,1,8,0,16,2,1,2,1,34,32,14,0,3,5,0,2,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,9,13,1,0,7,1,0,2,7,3,0,0,11,3,23,10,20,20,3,26,0,1,1,0,14,12,0,1,13,98,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079176239562817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14651978375606334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371847899619749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015551133958404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311565862176826,0.09265498759738873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844103669435675,0.601217751026963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370933644849004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693262560645901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14255527380827873,0.10571970921687372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06336300965195374,0.12998965976770285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102630669792632,0.0,0.0,0.17314643449294553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103522265447039,0.0,0.0,0.09616808519189088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812221481162926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991501131470928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241017427276003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12973129259710758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984851684392518,0.0,0.1033510755639888,0.0,0.0,0.14651978375606334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940683109026455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310408483062938,0.0,0.0,0.07562689427315494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210388311909637,0.0,0.0,0.2080689288937851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170306430030844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,substantialabsurdity,2019/02/09,"I fell asleep early.. I fell asleep early tonight and it was so nice to not lie awake in bed overthinking every little thing I did throughout the day. I was looking forward to getting a good night's rest because I work a double tomorrow. 

I fell asleep early only to wake up from a nightmare 3 hours later that sent me immediately into panic mode. 

I fell asleep early to be well rested for my long night lying awake in bed questioning and replaying every thing I did throughout the day. 

I keep closing my eyes to go right back into the nightmare that woke me up and my chest feels like it is tightening. My heart can't take the strain. 

I want to sleep. I want to sleep so bad and I want to feel like I can take a big breath without constrictions. 

Please let me sleep tonight..",3.3253996983408736,5.243078503267976,3.9620915032679735,87.61864253393671,74.42483660130719,6.5377576671694335,24.18753142282555,7.321109707123232,1.002684665661136,613,19,121,7,13,194,88,153,0.096,0.782,0.123,0.0286,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,2,8,0,9,12,12,0,0,17,22,6,0,3,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,7,0,2,3,0,0,7,3,3,1,0,6,4,20,5,17,14,3,32,0,0,2,0,2,11,0,1,18,72,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142597356186634,0.12406991545913262,0.09058161974293476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19166187852486932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503939744851393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502673424563549,0.21231139286406675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763431475206445,0.0,0.08444948455697644,0.12463373004099824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17608479312472655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14633531398337368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320773154508933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519475944984171,0.0,0.14519120000016858,0.14893038377561085,0.0,0.13150115417444408,0.12478166863804503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27889110317702176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301255335172394,0.0,0.17434322845048816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16311176390502966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16645946474823525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268985993456697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4461044138905809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234486286503043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19743871222454085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629340536504737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13360399381814664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323946607645627,0.0,0.10817831704327127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sleeeppyhead,2019/02/09,"Help - Dating someone with Anxiety I don't know how to lay this down so I'll just tell our story from the beginning. 

I met this guy through Reddit. He was going through a rough time and needed someone to talk to, so I sent him a message and told him a stranger was willing to hear him out. Days passed and we eventually got closer, we have exchanged numbers and talk to each other a LOT. One month of talking thru phone and we decided to meet. I knew then that he has depression and anxiety. I just did not have an idea how things work or how you trigger it. I only knew that his triggers were his family or his ex. 

On the first day that we tried to meet, panic attack kicked in and we weren't able to meet. I tried talking him to it. Consoling him and telling him everything is going to be okay. We tried this for a couple of times but no luck yet has come to us. We haven't had a successful meet-up. 

This guy is amazing. He is sweet, adorable and kind and I really really want to make things work between us. I'm gonna be honest and tell you guys, I already have feelings for him but I don't know how we're gonna start dating if we can't go through this bump. 

He feels anxious, hours before the meet-up. He actually shows up and asks for some time to calm down and compose himself in which I always give in. He starts walking then or pacing or throws up when he feels too intense. I talk to him through messages coz hearing my voice just makes him more anxious. I am literally clueless on how we are gonna make this work. A little help please? We tried different patterns wherein he is the one who's gonna come to me or vice versa but we can't seem to make it work. 

I can't surprise him at his house or work and just show up unplanned because I'm afraid he'd have a panic attack or get paralyzed on the spot. I don't know who to ask about these things or to consult and I've tried to watch videos and research about this. Any help will be appreciated. TIA! ",2.1596174096174074,3.8451329434889447,3.3544794664794684,91.72438329238331,77.05896805896806,6.322190242190242,24.15928395928396,7.110495986334442,0.7791005826605829,1536,51,339,17,35,497,199,407,0.083,0.7859999999999999,0.131,0.976,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,14,2,0,7,16,16,2,3,14,1,31,0,0,12,0,77,70,38,0,3,17,1,4,0,0,6,0,3,0,3,21,32,0,0,11,3,1,9,10,6,0,3,12,9,49,10,47,48,4,41,0,1,1,0,72,15,0,13,17,214,70,8,0.081000707648058,0.0,0.07904500617195331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893862950998246,0.0,0.06739907759458395,0.0,0.0,0.055083258833299634,0.0,0.12393063928415585,0.18301548741505164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514494547183049,0.18429999718299173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04937727956086925,0.0,0.06892563622447842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395498746919743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896257423544938,0.0,0.10447751082329253,0.0,0.06976579080577275,0.0,0.0,0.08462849937041816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279821307829455,0.0,0.07636025829221887,0.0,0.12286917475741616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06889916054620747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04231952656519149,0.07770325964047213,0.1381037064552949,0.0,0.06478366546161707,0.0,0.0,0.2406103064540779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825873689429566,0.0,0.16287920074456735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797693806833059,0.09346394126267382,0.0,0.0914399394946363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843497722907319,0.13354761171558488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118398871278149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886390502966208,0.0,0.0,0.2162744053435268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06465399205285192,0.0,0.0,0.060060998364795164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977635163422968,0.061604688198026815,0.0,0.19007375569513826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891445294157872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378225492201024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374000206896975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137263273465936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466543556329944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255265027761809,0.21239456620533656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16143981280059147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416964920600553,0.0,0.0,0.07739964736678646,0.0,0.27497081733469064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19486775589306765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047776316026794115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948473994077913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,myphilaeagles,2019/02/09,Why does this disease debilitate us? I’m in a headspace where I want to jump in front of a car and fucking kill myself. Problem? I can't get off the couch because the weight of my anxiety has me stuck here. Guess I can't die tonight as much as I want to.,1.0259999999999998,2.676906872727276,2.6454545454545446,95.68818181818185,80.27272727272728,5.854545454545455,25.54545454545455,6.742157984588678,0.7005636363636367,198,8,48,2,5,65,42,55,0.212,0.687,0.101,-0.8058,0,0,0,0,0,1,5.0,1,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,5,10,3,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,1,1,8,0,9,9,1,8,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,1,1,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21252779573634015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693535100786044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883282187603929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431178714918827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25683558891619823,0.14514692653014508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060446604970011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30736125314299895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20422606878318264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658315367670977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341773661401233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277250950120925,0.0,0.0,0.33830395537775626,0.0,0.0,0.2506849218599453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cloutangelkay,2019/02/09,"my generalized anxiety is completely out of control. i’m sorry if this post is kinda messy i’m currently in the middle of a panic attack. i usually don’t talk about my issues online or anywhere else in fear of trusting others, i got diagnosed with generalized anxiety when i was 13 (likely through genetics, my mom has severe anxiety) 

i’m always concerned about every single little thing, and it always feels like i’m going to faint and i’m always feeling some type of impending doom, like i could collapse and die any second now. and unfortunately i’m physically dependent on my benzos and have fallen into going through constant withdrawals when i’m out of them 

the biggest thing i would say i worry about is my health in fear of developing some type of illness or sickness. i make constant doctors appointments, take  2-3 showers a day, wash my hands constantly, if i feel any slight sign of a sickness i instantly fall into a huge panic attack that feels like i will never escape, what is the most effective way that has helped with anxiety or racing thoughts? ",8.903787878787881,8.213939479797986,9.295636363636364,63.68345454545455,60.76767676767678,11.960404040404036,38.9919191919192,11.20814326018867,4.66626707070707,859,38,134,20,10,288,119,198,0.24,0.68,0.08,-0.9846,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,2,6,12,2,4,7,0,12,9,1,4,1,35,29,12,1,4,5,1,5,4,0,2,8,1,1,0,8,11,0,1,6,0,0,4,2,7,0,1,3,6,17,5,24,23,4,28,1,1,0,0,5,12,0,10,14,87,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277859368526527,0.0,0.0,0.15139079111110154,0.0,0.34061088471386325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532649934506021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670761764719124,0.3608634108929756,0.12484491398699908,0.08887289173440803,0.0,0.0,0.07178647992089693,0.0,0.0,0.11297846899491733,0.11552339464549995,0.0,0.0,0.11393167346484688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298617843195207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378444039073043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505119687115189,0.22512903755370345,0.15904140831883126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265213776289448,0.0,0.08902569104519023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831854188763548,0.0,0.0,0.07460951408996024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617991573493135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21752401142516428,0.11156300967938296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430105356767215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303662675989465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585001706327923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611992904344064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660530757426556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851909012874233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574991028217278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124603713540771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369212812382854,0.08946768188145728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147900357231192,0.0,0.0,0.08836861547710181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259350019008253,0.0,0.0,0.08835360571634075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304187082011505,0.0,0.07907224366601978,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheHulkette,2019/02/09,"I want to be the Hulk A couple years ago, I recognized a pattern where first I'm doing well, feeling calm, happy, and relatively confident. But then, pretty quickly, a little thing here or there produces some anxiety and I come down a little. Ok, no big deal, hardly even notice it at first. And then a little more and a little more until it starts to interfere with my ability to get things done. And eventually I reach a hopeless ""everything is going to be hard forever and I'll never be a capable being"" place, which sucks. Weirdly, this is kind of good news. Once I'm there, it's not too long until I reach the next stage: an anger-fueled, don't-tell-me-what-I-can't-do determination. This propels me back up to my positive place to start over again. 

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Just a few months ago, during the rage stage, I made a realization that made me really happy: I'm basically the Hulk. At the beginning, anxiety-brain lives in a corner of my mind where it is more easily brushed off (I always imagine it on the exact left, don't know why). But it is constantly making moves to expand its territory. I push back some, but I get tired and it doesn't. So anxiety-brain is taking up more and more space in my mind and becoming louder and harder to ignore. Until, eventually, it oversteps its bounds, gets too loud... Then the Hulk wakes with a fury, and roars anxiety-brain back into its corner! ""Shut up and get out of my way--I've got shit to do!""

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This realization was great. I love the idea of being the Hulk and I love being the Hulk while it lasts. Being strong and forceful and determined. It was exciting to find my anger could be used for good, directed at anxiety-brain instead of me. In the weeks and months after I made this discovery, I had some success getting past small anxieties with some gritted-teeth ""I'm the HULK!"" self-talk. I also realized that no matter where I'm at in my anxiety cycle, thinking about these two, the Hulk feels like me and anxiety-brain feels like something other. Anxiety-brain is NOT me. The Hulk is me. 

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Well now it's been about 6 months, I've got a number of different anxiety-producers going on in life, and the Hulk feels distant. I want to be able to draw him up at will, like Banner in The Avengers: ""That's my secret Cap..."" Then maybe I could short-circuit the cycle. Instead, I'm feeling like Infinity War-Banner. I want to be the Hulk. I can feel he's still inside. How do I wake him up?

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Disclaimer: I've never posted before (made account just for it), and I know the above is a little rambly and maybe weird. But when I told my friends I was the Hulk, they just didn't appreciate it enough. And that was when I was excited, I don't know how now would go. I'm just hoping somebody here might get what I'm saying.

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anxiety,savannahm15,2019/02/09,For the first time I just spiraled without having a panic attack. I’ve never been able to stop myself that way before. Sharing because I’m super proud and wanted to encourage others to keep fighting!,5.35882882882883,7.544439837837842,6.122702702702704,73.13288288288291,69.54054054054055,6.014414414414415,28.54954954954956,6.42735559955562,1.8690252252252253,162,6,22,1,3,53,33,37,0.097,0.517,0.386,0.9319,0,0,0,0,2,0,3.0,0,0,0,3,1,7,2,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,5,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,2,4,5,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,17,4,0,0.3190954205015125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630171069310669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19451760660110806,0.0,0.2715267003585434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714224016686154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836266712906864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24610605989945394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743897230093892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26677805968636703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860671057918286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882107464890589,0.25328309212484995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30759659841682313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,constellationcrown,2019/02/09,"Worst week ever I have had a really, really, really shit week. 

My father told me I wasn't welcome at home anymore because I'm not Catholic. He screamed at me for so long and so harshly that I wasn't able to leave home for my bus back to college on time. I missed the last big party I could ever go to with my friends in my dorm (I'm a senior) and ended up sitting on my bed in a ball crying instead.

My sister became suicidal because we got into a huge screaming, swearing fight with each other over a project we had been working on together. When I tried to make sure she was ok, she told me that I was a terrible sister, she hated me, and that I only cared about myself. She's okay now, but she scared the shit out of everyone.

I barely slept all week, and when I did, I started having nightmares about dying over and over.

And when I went to my favorite Korean restaurant at the end of the week to try and make myself feel even slightly better, the owner chewed me out for ordering an odd combo of foods and now I feel like a horrible ugly American.",7.3275348837209275,5.3032179627907015,7.942906976744188,76.40970930232561,64.72093023255815,10.646511627906976,34.05813953488372,9.120678840339163,2.8290558139534885,822,27,165,11,10,276,124,215,0.195,0.696,0.109,-0.9717,0,0,0,0,1,0,21.0,2,0,0,2,14,18,4,1,13,2,11,5,3,2,4,27,27,14,2,1,2,3,2,1,1,0,0,2,4,0,4,16,2,0,2,1,0,2,3,10,0,0,13,4,34,8,31,13,3,40,0,1,0,0,17,17,2,0,20,118,38,5,0.12877446983705332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770967134608693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901961853104857,0.0,0.15699944314250328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389055382458214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129415436739586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028159356909087,0.0,0.14145270833274226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364756882405618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281119159759573,0.0,0.0,0.08505432282642372,0.23296776089029475,0.0,0.12304952443797282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022448237900766,0.0919965069819466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15571460008291246,0.0,0.09949083595722344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318549881721934,0.0,0.10299270730038827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713812870325386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25834258575010555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496838021673416,0.0,0.13635356999184114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06291270131266409,0.0,0.0,0.1139613535095486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17191591713275825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793878711093056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24748866850911144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892570919478746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26437028549775804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114723254922512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14085836905952567,0.0,0.1213684138381714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508942893884016,0.0,0.0,0.24609904887594564,0.0,0.17485882408231013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41318044858802006,0.0,0.0,0.11937522367515463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374934773790837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Acaron97,2019/02/09,"Feeling hopeless about the end being near Hey guys,

This is my first post on this subreddit. I’m a statistics student at a competitive university (21m) and have had a fair bit of day to day stress since high school. I’d never dealt with any serious mental health problems up until about a year and a half ago, up until then being a physically and emotionally healthy 19 year old. This issue I’ve been having all started when one day I began having an ache in the back of my head and feelings of paranoia. Since then, the feelings of dread and terrible aches have never gone away and get worse every day. I have been to at least 10 different doctors and taken every test imaginable, with every result coming up with good results.

In this time, I have become extremely anxious about my health, constantly being afraid that I’m going to die. I sit in class or with my friends and just feel like I’m not even there, that the things around me aren’t real, that I’m not looking through my own eyes. I feel like my body is failing me even though there isn’t really any physical reason to. I started having panic attacks that would occur at random, and would give me terrifying dissociation.

In the last 4 weeks, things have gotten relatively better since I started taking medication, seeked therapy, and cut out alcohol. I’ve also been eating healthier and exercising more. However, I still feel crushed by this overwhelming sense of dying, and frightening thoughts/feelings of my own existence. 

If anyone would like to share similar feelings, advice, or just a pick me up, I’d really appreciate it. I hate feeling alone about this and don’t really know where to turn. Thank you.",8.518653846153846,7.897414455128207,8.50474358974359,68.8194230769231,61.5,11.646153846153846,35.846153846153854,10.9516,3.965976923076924,1338,51,229,30,16,436,180,312,0.174,0.727,0.099,-0.9782,3,1,1,0,0,1,36.0,0,1,0,3,17,21,3,5,13,0,23,10,3,4,3,50,52,23,2,5,7,0,8,3,1,3,6,0,0,1,13,20,2,0,11,1,0,3,7,13,0,3,8,10,21,8,40,38,6,50,0,3,2,0,6,18,0,4,30,152,34,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870516928111477,0.07896744495840878,0.09520352778248144,0.0,0.09226398706373948,0.0,0.0712403108826629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116012560094595,0.0,0.0,0.10063937715283187,0.0,0.062289488925175635,0.0,0.0,0.07930350026276557,0.0,0.10134572318298532,0.0836971956994575,0.06849997050790142,0.0,0.0,0.09838609709747692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787874129778252,0.09725647560699394,0.09895205847513412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673783606578533,0.0,0.09626797831776557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298068161169112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18490991297911288,0.09307364733239787,0.0,0.09118108020716033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911550032880692,0.0,0.10020732432562764,0.07890183656865121,0.0,0.0,0.11767806605622667,0.0,0.22517092011527406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4053911740537817,0.12728301943755338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577466477466016,0.0,0.0,0.0688259501498616,0.0,0.04654262713040015,0.08545733220082398,0.050628396523398435,0.07471929447300077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882070026608357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795184424864133,0.09142571567712976,0.1893839022943777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941219630078066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298037931792916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0489581461224443,0.07261521560855007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13056558634808138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480798529203528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974259194268036,0.0897755532134495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741389121345982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347849960488054,0.0,0.060365512288718635,0.0,0.0,0.104520686508223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853176891449531,0.0,0.0,0.08524119932145226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139690747414652,0.17120815799344,0.09159301955239037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901575972551916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22107320731417426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18916199135450165,0.0,0.07114246592324708,0.0,0.10204523232228564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06697995750515598,0.0,0.0,0.08201642672858732,0.10187512936782868,0.0,0.11836668351515035,0.0,0.08752441585232212,0.0,0.05194550074087465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968976317096916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145767920183971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078403878808604,0.1898478019133825,0.0,0.0,0.11473413837500487
anxiety,ThatPieGuy777,2019/02/09,"Most my college pod is mad at me, anxiety is keeping me from sleeping. They’ll forget about it tomorrow, right? Three food in our microwave, took a quick piss, came back, the microwave was just spewing smoke. So I guess it was on its last legs and I was unlucky and used it, now everyone (minus one) is all pissed at me and my anxiety makes me feel like I’m a target now, or something. That’s ridiculous, right? I’m just over thinking and in the midst of an anxiety attack. ",2.8841489361702126,4.70012076595745,3.80526595744681,88.70875000000002,75.38297872340425,6.827659574468084,27.707446808510642,7.6454224807358475,1.5794936170212757,368,15,75,5,8,118,67,94,0.227,0.748,0.025,-0.9556,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,1,0,8,6,5,0,5,0,7,5,4,2,1,17,17,6,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,2,5,1,10,1,9,11,2,16,0,0,0,0,2,8,2,3,7,51,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.485821629858324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24082536686516975,0.0,0.16277480696480176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24211438269612245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022767092484938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703568290705738,0.15122976524825654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255973658009496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331979138022104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881577916362404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17255376339214304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341993802563564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130321162915332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14344509256385926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615603502100373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21184062044840565,0.0,0.0,0.16296756599033735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13564095755662786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23519287046718376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18283024195396969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,eleanorshellstrop_,2019/02/10,"Never ending bad days Long time lurker, first time poster. I’ve had a serious of unfortunate events,  beginning about four weeks ago, and haven’t been able to get back to OK since. It all started with a speeding ticket. That sucked. I was annoyed and upset and pissed about all the money and points on my license it was going to cause. I was on my way to and ended up bailing on my best friends birthday because there was no way I was continuing to drive 2 hours there and then have to go back. I couldn’t handle it.  Whatever, got over it, paid the ticket and accepted that my insurance is Fed. Then my roommate left me a note she was leaving in 30 days. Cool. Whatever, I couldn’t stand her. It was more of a relief but stressful trying to find a new person. Actually FOUND a seemingly great girl. Landlord texts me about 2 hours coincidentally after this meeting that he has something to discuss with me on Monday when he picks up rent - cue 48 hours of panic. Finally I’m informed that landlord is selling the house. I have to move after 5 years. I had a bad feeling something like this was going to happen. Drink a lot of margaritas on the couch, call out sick. Find a cute cottage 2 min away and look at it - like it more than anything I’ve ever seen around me for a 1 bed. Take my dad to see it Thursday night to get a second opinion - he’s pretty meh, it’s very small so not impressed but this is all I can afford if i don’t want to live in a basement, and I can’t do roommates anymore plus too expensive - my apartment was totally underpriced.

Went to sign the lease today and got into a crappy accident. Woman came speeding down from behind me as I went to make a three point then.. looks like it’s my fault, but God she was FLYING. This all happened in front of my new landlord and home. So now I’m unexpectedly out almost 5 grand between all the fees and deposits and rent bla bla. Plus the deductible. Might not have a car for awhile. Have a million parties in expected at (bridal shower, bachelorette).. 

Is my life ever getting better? Was this a bad sign? Honestly. Things could 100% be worse but I can’t stop panicking about all of these shitty things that keep occurring. I cannot catch a break. ",3.0172090777402225,4.978061348623854,4.09482858522453,86.1405866731048,75.42201834862385,6.699565427329793,25.46450989859971,7.573540080772713,1.313766972477064,1732,61,342,23,38,562,239,436,0.127,0.732,0.141,0.6759999999999999,4,0,3,0,0,0,53.0,0,0,0,3,16,26,3,3,25,2,35,5,1,3,10,62,66,27,0,6,7,1,1,3,1,1,2,0,9,3,23,22,2,2,7,4,8,11,11,11,0,5,23,6,31,15,58,38,11,81,0,0,4,0,15,25,2,6,44,224,54,0,0.09606269738673602,0.0,0.09374333543876244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515378514184878,0.0,0.09619291520492812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09526838299083916,0.0,0.0,0.07905141487700662,0.08551616714873844,0.0,0.0,0.09025406638546618,0.14773256938792953,0.2406250193291224,0.05855892870523297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081187430992702,0.0849596493862681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980907544853034,0.10987013441584086,0.0,0.09868285190402208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766982471704803,0.0,0.0,0.12390498549154355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941048719881513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17016607393091926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17378841895903827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04857218615983549,0.0,0.0,0.10523198947961672,0.1755991301779559,0.08171088132350594,0.0,0.10532778938026073,0.07421780170716831,0.0,0.15056638362884942,0.0,0.16378393407183625,0.0,0.1536602291891722,0.1059094629999896,0.0,0.0,0.16989585209432126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635871795248684,0.0,0.2838072197073507,0.11084345515965577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538493925165973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017165261740292,0.10437240178634777,0.0,0.06785192407572369,0.14079414488666595,0.0,0.08482512174268977,0.08501246427046535,0.16133694359258186,0.0,0.0,0.08166907008363596,0.0,0.0,0.06412259644471638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190734126513806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209944468994826,0.0,0.0,0.07408947430209553,0.1855559034813316,0.0,0.09014833403186537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127088775189251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387824204712922,0.0,0.0,0.18162059847654607,0.0,0.0,0.09773029840541593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654953253787103,0.08745187183828954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946405596283213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14790751529415472,0.0,0.0,0.06799367164232174,0.0,0.0,0.08031271641816183,0.11003949529453094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222719328462797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276395752871454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202986272390897,0.0,0.0910562048062441,0.0,0.0,0.06522026580452757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926178584359016,0.056660267817364225,0.15250019567015952,0.07705570143105751,0.0,0.0,0.17810216577697244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789609550291976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061861227577808035
anxiety,MikoAnotherAccount,2019/02/10,"I thought I was getting better Hey guys so first of all my supposed anxiety isn't yet diagnosed by a doctor but I have an appointment on 19th of February. It's 5:16 am right now as I'm writing this and I feel absolutely terrible. My whole ""anxiety"" thing started about a month ago when I got a panic attack and couldn't fall asleep until 4 am. After a month of constant worrying, constant brain fog, researching google for all possible diseases, derealization, fainting I finally convinced myself I was getting better. I rethought the whole situation and thought that what I have is simply anxiety and that I just have to chill. I finished all my homework, went to sleep happy and ready to experience tomorrow. I slept, for 30 minutes. I got a weird dream or whatever the hell it was where I wasn't able to tell who I was or whether I'm asleep or not. Some people were smoking marijuana in that dream and I got scared that I may get anxious if I inhale the smoke. I woke up not even knowing where I was completely terrified. It took me solid 15 minutes to realize that I'm safe and it was just a dream. I am completely tired of this whole thing and I'm trying my best to keep it cool. Is there something wrong with my brain? I have no idea what's going on. I've already been to a doctor once this month. She had my blood drawn and the results came up great. Nothing to worry about. Should I get an ECG and MRI? What is wrong with me??? And sorry for sounding like a broken record. Last month felt like a neverending dream (a nightmare tbh). *hug* to all of you.",2.542008686210643,4.8464874625407175,3.814029315960912,85.94458360477743,78.28338762214983,7.090076004343105,26.5199782844734,8.131152278815165,1.820410727470141,1229,50,242,23,30,401,168,307,0.17800000000000002,0.6579999999999999,0.16399999999999998,-0.7888,0,0,2,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,0,4,12,19,2,2,16,1,24,14,7,1,4,43,48,21,0,3,10,0,2,2,0,2,6,1,1,1,19,14,0,2,7,4,0,5,6,8,0,1,21,5,34,11,30,24,9,31,1,0,0,1,7,8,1,6,20,163,53,4,0.09592303949887898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502998685073829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585345936449353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201425879912127,0.1083657312260622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109126305329576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066531197282803,0.16967226666727284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21416367146915968,0.0,0.10971040299741824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20114696380475286,0.20731745682839448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735986592724327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19636259106862167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633562629172781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383113881808502,0.0,0.0,0.04850157093548496,0.0,0.0921011606602715,0.105079001089893,0.0,0.08159208839543902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20046331624284505,0.0,0.05451527389452565,0.0,0.23015525227102795,0.10575548968559158,0.0,0.09497889010267692,0.0,0.1021118592282284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082854358017376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526080490404006,0.0,0.0,0.0527167939043807,0.07819007986912277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937263036785482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30625941987530825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204074345785596,0.0,0.0,0.10215490647696264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125450190784978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650095775148117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10813881433345916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191775161745922,0.0,0.0,0.0960356964479161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782151541454706,0.09599231397082103,0.0,0.0,0.07384624218193794,0.0,0.1073779893840822,0.06789482107048134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384096450113017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745401029702433,0.0,0.0,0.15230435730924632,0.0,0.11024942305481122,0.0,0.0,0.1065740263496026,0.06512544726605715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892161862727024,0.0,0.3212839439738105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948290056525068,0.0,0.0,0.20975357088202304,0.0,0.0
anxiety,skymningwolf,2019/02/10,"What is the best non-Rx anxiety/stress medicine for me? I have a few reasons, including financial, that hinder me from going to the doctor regularly and obtaining certain prescriptions. 

Dealing with bad anxiety at work and other busy activities is extremely frustrating and it just eats away at me sometimes. I’ve always looked for something fast-acting and strong, but I’m not sure what I should take. I currently have Bach’s pastilles; they do *help*, but don’t really do enough where I can focus or move on. 

I’m not really interested in supplements or vitamins because I would rather take a tablet in the heat of the moment to make me feel better right away, like taking an Advil/Tylenol.

Pills are probably the easiest for me since I can carry them and take them anytime. I know a lot people only rely on natural or organic stress relievers, but I just want something that works regardless. 

Any help is appreciated! Thank you r/anxiety",7.062891120507403,8.116797308139539,7.453530655391122,69.47455602536999,64.2906976744186,11.835940803382664,34.822410147991555,11.567385478589935,4.53236511627907,755,33,126,24,11,247,117,172,0.08199999999999999,0.723,0.195,0.9674,1,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,3,6,4,12,1,1,9,0,13,4,0,2,2,28,26,11,0,5,11,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,6,6,1,0,3,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,2,17,9,16,24,4,14,0,0,1,0,7,10,0,4,3,82,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191015819047307,0.0,0.0,0.0973381757978377,0.0,0.21899906811771605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689641433886468,0.0,0.11951354805688826,0.0872550829438092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15021361642238315,0.12659318430142852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14756812472940692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465069464168997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464650468278696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14789894715100635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237444785699866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134814546806175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19188363956299445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866443865696196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06992958524410818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019916267537008,0.0,0.0,0.12169009306781632,0.0,0.0,0.0955451644192416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521321464021624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088622586390157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923328268329874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15432606569917562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18339465725632886,0.14716883784702434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223835081314342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840453620642832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22038795449908752,0.14156630923408434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279262616756574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490507742242114,0.0,0.4304853165994188,0.0,0.0,0.1317814639696177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442600432307358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20841111150628447,0.0,0.0,0.10168053021196063,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Moneton,2019/02/10,"Anxiety when someone tries to contact me Whenever i get a message, snap, phonecall or whatever i always get anxious and always think that it's because of something bad. I sometimes wait for HOURS to open it and respond because of the anxiety. ",6.884242424242423,8.373945000000003,7.025454545454547,70.81651515151519,64.9090909090909,9.503030303030306,46.48484848484848,9.725611199111238,5.3079484848484855,196,14,29,4,3,63,34,44,0.203,0.797,0.0,-0.7845,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,5,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44810541201742404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4119788590583915,0.3041964123270196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22482769261845093,0.3282867806443224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28136303291784703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26517492874665044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281500649062899,0.20729580912176004,0.2663131266294529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17253618458300246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18281542684559046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,blackbeaer,2019/02/10,"""hope you have a good day"" ""same b-bye""

Why am I like this ",-5.3030952380952385,-4.921371785714285,-1.9699999999999989,117.49833333333332,124.0,1.866666666666667,4.666666666666667,3.1291,-3.3647333333333336,41,0,14,0,3,14,14,14,0.0,0.491,0.509,0.8074,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3628616391826518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4719227415300171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5588367657538224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748815634723171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5077026217593266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ChaiAddict200,2019/02/10,"I’m 24 and I can’t hold a job because of anxiety. It’s ruining my life. As the title says, I just turned 24, I can’t hold a job and I feel like shit.

Getting a job isn’t the problem, I present well, but my anxiety is so bad I can’t keep one for more than a few months. Recently, I’ve gone through a whole string of jobs that have only lasted a few days. 

It’s making me feel extremely depressed. I’m such a freak! Even stocking shelves is to much for me. It causes my chest to feel like it’s caving in, everything does. 

I’ve been like this since high school, running from situations that cause me huge anxiety, and I hate it. I’m terrible with conflict. I’m not talking major conflict either. Someone can ask me to take out the trash and if they even have the slightest annoyed tone to their voice, I can’t handle it.

I’m not good with coworkers, managers or customers because every interaction leaves me in a state of panic. I can’t stop thinking that they’re mad at me or annoyed with me or wish they never hired me or that I’m doing everything wrong and my reaction to that is severe. It’s making my life hell. 

The only thing I’m good at is writing fiction. I’ve written multiple 80k-word novels which I’m currently pitching to literary agents. Writing is perfect because I can do it in my room all alone. 

The problem is that I need to make money in the mean time (I’m not even sure I’ll ever get published but I think I have a good chance. Writing is the only thing I’m confident I do well). 

I can’t live at home and write fiction while my mom foots the bill. It makes me feel icky knowing that she’s paying for my life. 

I don’t know what to do! Thoughts of how much of a failure I am take up my days and nights. They cause me bad anxiety as well.

Anxiety meds don’t work either because they’re anti-depressants and I have a very bad reaction to them. 

Anyway, I’m sorry for venting. I’m just so lost in life and feel like shit for being 24 and unable to hold a freaking job.",1.763544698544699,3.504002230769231,3.5448648648648664,89.67310810810812,78.375,6.516528066528068,25.18555093555093,7.432916251226849,1.1566971933471937,1552,58,335,21,37,520,189,416,0.265,0.6609999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.9981,6,1,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,5,3,14,32,7,1,21,0,29,8,4,8,5,67,69,23,0,5,14,1,5,4,0,0,4,2,2,0,21,14,0,7,11,1,3,2,13,20,3,1,5,7,43,12,38,63,10,29,1,3,0,0,15,13,3,5,17,198,64,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787987381243489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28762180858935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029765411936957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883553376103428,0.18335394743449648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317395165958613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969897703860246,0.0,0.1295315705309236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06580410026520762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899778169057906,0.0680186466416953,0.06335546295975218,0.0,0.1351617571157247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901055540299954,0.16115906879377906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857310405002696,0.0,0.0,0.18921128633509152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424000143114448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794481881317643,0.07542723072705781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3730997195694714,0.06683722708646249,0.0,0.0,0.08265097495673247,0.061294379404498965,0.0,0.07962119101944018,0.0,0.0,0.2124512588495823,0.14694691775402266,0.0,0.06639901573090104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208478530389081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20077435564215348,0.0,0.0,0.08190995810807085,0.0835252634616827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806807615053537,0.060020341165593134,0.0,0.1105547085001231,0.05575652017982583,0.057995415374726376,0.0,0.0,0.0705658951796577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050954425765500334,0.17156872850278046,0.0,0.08822573286829682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439039013605413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424649755201401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05979849016017377,0.0,0.07610187377460671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494952627410249,0.15437422725888614,0.06220250550211565,0.0845229073157286,0.0,0.0,0.06371291424817888,0.0,0.0,0.08417522059085776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06286681600077387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087088121355191,0.0,0.11307533533880595,0.060439305090696074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991311528069904,0.09636449709150828,0.0,0.059696837997206514,0.04384710840675322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179112533974114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062044173435464686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20282939073974196,0.0,0.0,0.08395310501224358,0.08647112907662875,0.0,0.0,0.05474322912582756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221448920765395,0.0,0.0
anxiety,almighty_uterus,2019/02/10,"Does anybody else get fatalistic thoughts of accidentally dying? It started happening more after I went stoned to Six Flags, I thought I was going to die that day.  Now I'm scared of accidentally dying somehow. Last week I had a panic attack, because I was worried my A.D.D medication would kill me. Or I would get into a car wreck. Or accidentally electrocute myself. Is this normal anxiety, or should I be concerned and get help? 

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anxiety,pinksultana,2019/02/10,"Morning anxiety - how do you manage it? I need some things to try. I have general anxiety depending on what’s going on in life and stress is a trigger ect, but I also have consistent morning anxiety which I know goes along with the physiological process of waking up hormones ect but for the first 1.5 - 2 hours everyday I am extremely uncomfortable anxiety wise and am willing to try anything to help it. I do have chronic fatigue so the only thing that will limit me is morning excercise ... if I’m well on the day I can manage to get to the pool and walk it out but if I’m having a fatigue day then excercise is out of the question.",5.260180000000002,5.8720528880000025,6.929350000000002,73.21242500000002,68.12,10.41,35.625,10.411451182825502,3.9110200000000006,501,25,93,13,8,174,78,125,0.135,0.7829999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.4203,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,2,4,5,0,1,8,0,14,5,1,3,0,21,20,12,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,8,7,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,9,2,17,18,1,15,0,2,0,0,3,7,0,5,6,71,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632501536128107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6246641345490265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16798928010709094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633059679803181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17364081530746006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665437775946976,0.0,0.1160170893025466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368302941559856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010361256742892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121896406130438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14418965045845394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513667313442634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155257164247933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228682776316066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23384092019904715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27124220861857296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27719441879546985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18354577962544008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dolinwen,2019/02/10,Does anyone else stay up all night because they’re afraid they might miss their flight/ train etc the next day? Ever since I was a kid I’ve had trouble sleeping the night before a “big day.” It used to be before the first day of school and has now transformed into the day before a trip. Tonight for example I went to bed around midnight and tried to go to sleep for about 4 hours before giving up and browsing Reddit. I set multiple alarms/ my partner also set theirs... Does this ever go away? Or what can I do to help ease the fear of not waking up? Any advice is appreciated!,1.996884057971016,4.375585956521743,2.923152173913042,91.17400362318844,80.73913043478261,4.8768115942028984,20.88768115942029,5.985473137389443,0.1107246376811597,455,13,91,3,12,144,83,115,0.064,0.836,0.1,0.6407,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,3,1,6,5,0,3,8,0,8,3,3,1,3,12,14,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,5,0,1,3,0,8,0,16,9,2,27,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,2,13,55,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489451464506194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039334043196808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387431656688806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09652322780533587,0.14144188327561688,0.0,0.12288798565707372,0.0,0.0,0.12969641630662546,0.0,0.0,0.0841500388845296,0.0,0.4698594187458872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35610656060955964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416056015617317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531763440036755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539549973311477,0.0,0.24973650537048034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15533732059938352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741973414974295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13242390788540473,0.1569066092970222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252765103053913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13594504488689302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644234311810533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14681083278208426,0.2590889547294307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13970739603752572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141910131733199,0.0,0.2762863951280485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14713600820048822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372247793563036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922526558628985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796771138857824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MrDerp182,2019/02/10,"Anxiety or something more? 32yr m.  Happily married. Dealt with bouts of depression/severe anxiety when I was younger.  I wouldn’t consider myself an alcoholic but someone who has struggled with alcohol in the past and has been sober for almost 5 years. Currently taking sertraline 100mg, propranolol 80mg ER.  Xanax and Clonazepam PRN. Symptoms include restless legs mornings and night as if I have anxiety running through them almost like tickling/itching sensation, extreme irritability, sleep disturbances (screaming/kicking in the middle of the night thinking someone is at my bedside trying to hurt me), migraines about once a week and random bouts of anxiety throughout the day.  I can be having a great day then get irritable/angry at the drop of a hat.  I’ve only visited with a general practitioner, went to a psychiatrist a couple of times and they diagnosed me with PTSD from childhood trauma which is a whole ‘nother story in itself.  This has been going on for years and I never get answers and am sick of feeling like this.  Anyone else in my same boat? ",6.909533995416346,9.025131508021392,6.9722268907563,68.86573529411766,65.47058823529412,9.834835752482812,37.95607333842628,10.125756701596842,4.535961344537816,860,46,125,21,14,275,133,187,0.173,0.7490000000000001,0.078,-0.9521,1,0,3,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,0,2,8,0,3,13,0,14,9,2,0,1,24,21,13,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,1,7,0,0,0,5,11,2,0,3,0,0,4,2,5,1,0,4,1,12,3,25,15,3,27,0,1,0,0,4,8,0,5,16,85,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969670802275141,0.27825468353121713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4251518278821159,0.0,0.0,0.09714938136135601,0.14235942758279466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15373336411158242,0.0,0.17920832554268598,0.0,0.0,0.1410201633599088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606570870842155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025173454578892,0.09925805147492542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451797890999597,0.0,0.07896223723193302,0.0,0.0,0.15318074125958847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14873707627195454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13575715753087148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715832439948576,0.0,0.0,0.2607696845808665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479655036723547,0.0,0.10566937258124592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263299959983116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16241225933753306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15696152592830465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903934304487314,0.0,0.23544513266537426,0.10696203242303644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524921278404118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444108228680395,0.10446483905257804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902650298479617,0.0,0.0,0.08101644994300461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433046281318506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144848750189658,0.0,0.0,0.1287978477128971,0.0,0.15512043500539432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789443252223394
anxiety,gorlwholovesherdog,2019/02/10,"I feel so anxious about quitting, help me! I am quitting my sport because we practice 6 days a week, mainly 5 hours a day. There is no time for anything and my grades are atrocious. I’m on jv although the coach often makes me stay for varsity ( resulting in me staying in the pool 1.5 hours more than everyone else). On top of this, when the girl on varsity in my position was injured, they used a field player instead of asking me. Making me wonder why I was forced to put in all those extra hours when I don’t get reciprocated. Just as the cherry on top, i dread going to practice every single day, and I have since the last 4 months or so. For example, I hate to go to bed because I know when I wake up I will have to go to practice/ I hate going to school because I know practice is in just a few hours. 

I am going to quit tomorrow and tell my coach that I am quitting the sport but am going to finish out spring’s swim season. Although I am so nervous about it now that I feel like throwing up and even to the point where I am physically sick. I tried to quit last Friday but keep chickening out. My mom wants me to tell him that I’m quitting because of how I was treated but I am just going to say because I want to focus on schooling. 

PLEASE HELP ME OVERCOME MY FEAR OF GOING TO TALK TO HIM.

Note: I have made up my mind about quitting for the past few months so nothing can change my mind. I logically know that he can’t tell me no, but I fear about telling him and what he might say or think.",4.002307692307692,4.314325384615387,5.092717948717951,86.33561538461541,70.7948717948718,7.65025641025641,28.42051282051282,7.365786028017652,1.4267174358974362,1168,40,253,11,20,386,154,312,0.113,0.8290000000000001,0.058,-0.9506,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,1,9,21,8,2,4,12,0,21,3,1,6,1,39,49,22,0,2,9,1,2,1,0,2,2,2,1,1,8,8,0,1,8,6,0,11,4,6,0,0,4,4,45,2,45,43,7,54,0,0,0,0,19,19,0,5,23,170,53,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472804021647602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06171816387448766,0.0,0.07011436939779209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22859486852747285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933948238728393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14510533830414854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06265242375187421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04953643491984058,0.0,0.0631902783809144,0.07166519650833447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16879048352456136,0.07584395927179799,0.05357962804858267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03918412151236199,0.0,0.3409913644609229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14809287591864687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005411120558401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954374360351615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06666296462050947,0.0,0.0,0.1236532227525768,0.12226913723971078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0366409469929724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096630092530806,0.10012544169108238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956257326957142,0.15145614603260768,0.08783845920215604,0.11972770427644658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196400305723248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159546938438534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232688338091401,0.07089873013151088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539517065611118,0.0,0.5583980909321271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928515911501544,0.0,0.15180691181063755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06204032699068171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15987888726421612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060281723712701935,0.2622113294181859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04805662458119495,0.0,0.0,0.043732787308034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05091970914276818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06477545173627121,0.0,0.0,0.0884732474368803,0.0,0.06016004161070219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767534576377672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133371334480928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,weed6669,2019/02/10,"Severe anxiety attacks RIGHT before falling asleep. Hi, so this has been happening for about a month were right when I'm finally falling asleep.. the literal second.. Bam, panic attack, can't hardly breathe, heart racing etc. Every single night. It happens at least 4 times before I can sleep then I sleep just fine after. I wake up from my half asleep-ness gasping for air half the time. I know it's anxiety and it could be nothing else.. physically healthy 20 yr old who has always had anxiety problems her whole life. I have no idea why I'm anxious then.. I've searched to the back of my brain trying to figure it out. I just think it's kind of weird that it's only the literal second I'm falling asleep. I never have them any other time of day.. and can't find anything out about this. And no I don't have sleep apnea. I just wanna know if this has ever happened to anybody else/what I can do about it. Thank you. ",1.4325526932084325,3.9056440273224062,2.8326151444184227,90.27524590163937,84.13661202185794,5.234348165495707,21.28259172521468,6.655083550727371,0.5206624512099922,719,23,142,8,21,233,114,183,0.195,0.7809999999999999,0.024,-0.9746,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,1,0,10,8,2,1,5,0,17,11,10,0,2,20,27,8,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,13,5,0,0,6,0,0,3,6,5,0,4,3,1,15,3,18,22,4,25,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,15,92,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304344854817883,0.0,0.0,0.08421434165014799,0.0,0.2842080539165868,0.13990211464324384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190843097371724,0.0,0.0,0.28176805907327696,0.0,0.09522406634633653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21075467212382926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824458239382265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887486567747013,0.0,0.0,0.07986550703052094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345107178234177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811252340521504,0.0,0.11201890013653623,0.10433917210640364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565888672322446,0.11318603129765145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285295982901694,0.0,0.11093485973182414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467490707229596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13979845180138334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895861087851265,0.13611666457635968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747070665165331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884660949822506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551178925186113,0.0,0.0,0.11621392596673315,0.0,0.11882626082435815,0.0,0.12994754278477194,0.0,0.0,0.09418466461579712,0.0,0.1452976506825738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118496600209353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115145913461301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13990211464324384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37178342900674016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401373755907787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793506303739371,0.0,0.0,0.2166334571650137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407812771180931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174487167854907,0.1382611232484272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,strsha01,2019/02/10,"DAE want to be uncomfortable when anxious I do things to make myself physically uncomfortable when I have anxiety attacks. Whether it’s something slight like pinching my hands, or when I’m home and I sit on the floor till it passes... or I’m too uncomfortable to think about things. 
Does anyone else do this or is it just me?",3.488279569892473,5.993350516129035,4.2367741935483885,83.09182795698926,76.09677419354837,7.359139784946238,26.46236559139785,8.344100000000001,1.868055913978495,260,10,50,5,6,83,45,62,0.218,0.725,0.057,-0.8625,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,1,0,1,0,5,1,1,1,0,9,10,9,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,1,6,9,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,5,34,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310215677629573,0.3411628074521879,0.0,0.2111584701503383,0.30942450192295506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435572876397382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642735348035428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522739429150289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029206509069359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14753708821649866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015807086853728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324867005236893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4012575514602834,0.19350303532227967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17812156048257505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vodkalimesoda1,2019/02/10,"Obsessive rumination over girl? How to end vicious loop? I was seeing this girl for a while who I put on a pedestal and essentially became needy over - out of nowhere. She sort of intitiated contact and got me interested and would continuously go hot-cold-hot-cold and have me wondering.

This has lead to an extreme process of rumination where I cannot at all, at any point in the day, stop imagining future scenarios and imaginery conversations I would have with her. It's like I'm planning every single action I take around her, every potential conversation, etc. This has gone on for 2 months. It is extremely obsessive and my rational self HATES it and wants to end it.

This person seems to be using me for validation and once I go cold she comes running back to have a conversation or something. I don't want to delete her off social media and her number, she hasn't done anything explicitly wrong to me and I know if I delete and block her it will give her absolute satisfaction she craves that she had me wrapped around her finger. I'd just like for her to exist, and me not to care",5.699052197802197,6.8013520096153846,6.486016483516482,75.02326923076923,67.36538461538461,10.173626373626377,30.722527472527474,10.290406445055957,3.1194989010989014,870,33,165,22,14,287,126,208,0.12,0.8220000000000001,0.057,-0.9029,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,6,9,2,2,5,0,16,1,1,3,2,37,33,16,0,5,4,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,4,11,17,0,2,4,0,0,8,4,5,0,0,5,3,29,4,28,24,3,30,0,0,1,0,24,13,0,5,11,112,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200357683447272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553640098574873,0.2932408873255227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664631489753014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679255188506336,0.0,0.0,0.14187691000277827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062197041244857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16854818551381856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917556537900763,0.0,0.18368720011233064,0.0,0.0,0.2775384869340557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15799796881605938,0.18720883531241025,0.0,0.13172790437305273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260995267504688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051637168087784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609309730677174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13146423287086414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754031457312444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14381216409304426,0.0,0.0,0.155697417311811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16557184207905065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124683667543452,0.14993927669568285,0.17182097899762316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16789380046467964,0.0,0.12679629031880404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769894635842714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383603565263855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225036924971465,0.0,0.0,0.19429200073907604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17861320061271058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340003392259637,0.1800766964108835,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Frrrosty,2019/02/10,"Anxiety related to job-hunting Around November I left an emotionally abusive relationship and moved back to the town I had left 6 months prior with my girlfriend. During the time I spent away, it took me about 4 months to find a job, and I was often made to feel lazy and naive by said girlfriend. The truth is that I wasn't very motivated to find a job, I was too preoccupied on how horrible the rest of my life was going. The job I got there was often high-stress and very physically taxing, and the hours were 1PM-9PM, leaving virtually no time for anything else on days that I worked. 

Fast forward to today. I've been back for several months and have used my time back to get reacquainted with my hobbies and family, and find a job where I'm not miserable at. I received the job offer the other day and negotiated the hours to be something that's much more appealing to me. However I noticed that for some reason I've still been nervous about accepting. I've laid out the pros and cons as follows:

Pros: 
- It's a job, albeit part-time
- It sounds like I could potentially learning something about the industry
- Manager doesn't seem uptight

Cons:
- Minimum wage
- Hard to get to
- Office seems fairly unprofessional from what I've seen

At least those are the rational ones. The less rational ones are the greater fears that I'll lose my personal life like I did again which obviously isn't true, or that if it's not for me I'll feel stuck.

I didn't think I would be as affected by everything that's happened to me as it turns out I am, and I was wondering if anyone else has experienced something similar. If you have a similar story or advice I'd love to hear it.",6.7855931623931625,6.514124258461544,7.390743589743593,74.2335341880342,64.87692307692308,11.283760683760686,34.05555555555556,10.864195022040775,3.5980427350427355,1324,52,257,33,18,439,176,325,0.117,0.816,0.067,-0.9139,9,0,3,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,0,3,15,11,0,4,20,0,25,3,0,6,3,49,48,20,0,5,7,0,3,2,2,1,2,3,0,1,17,16,0,1,13,0,3,6,7,5,0,2,19,8,26,6,37,25,7,36,0,2,1,1,10,13,0,11,21,164,43,12,0.0,0.10018746071941943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262914658815226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468667583858853,0.0,0.0,0.05912495374978299,0.08663971353940521,0.06958406929823424,0.0752745907237141,0.0,0.0,0.07944507026958253,0.19505976006672224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06751272136580244,0.0,0.0,0.10906589224563096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412747989366183,0.09511642362741593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599532187075836,0.0,0.07971380287604397,0.09515131336652262,0.08551018025347983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318535739434299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.088356180921115,0.0,0.04805628773848807,0.0,0.06762879610009323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477440324127857,0.0,0.07574740277534052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530306641889323,0.0,0.0,0.08934022105013857,0.0,0.0,0.16654529016911698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5873757109566635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953476439455874,0.1837451347334918,0.0,0.1194517010036966,0.08262158284218996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459882742599693,0.0,0.0,0.07631694035218363,0.0800108702434559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20248028331416187,0.08987182387146685,0.062159895195808126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626989893455506,0.0,0.0,0.11459744440798952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156812666095772,0.0,0.0,0.0738328266015536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086939757225224,0.0,0.09078369937767417,0.0,0.0,0.08043406794763308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539569435847209,0.0,0.09552652658164948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19529075115172345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06752816694980833,0.0,0.09686095913691888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054181383326592926,0.0,0.0,0.1479194346498584,0.0,0.08015114308997452,0.0,0.0939471034414084,0.0,0.0919748755713983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303100480447564,0.0,0.1395384916872983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169959685089396,0.061559266562360174,0.0,0.0,0.06006761173414168,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rollingwththehomies,2019/02/10,Uneasy for different reasons. I am never truly comfortable in my house for different reasons. Tonight it is a whole other reason. I’m extremely jumpy at every noise. The dryer is running and I jump from a zipper. I am keeping my breathing under control but I don’t know how long that will last until I start crying from fear. I feel like I can’t even move around my room. I shouldn’t feel like this.,1.858509142053446,4.422325708860762,3.3675105485232097,86.5534036568214,83.0506329113924,5.536427566807316,22.701828410689174,6.937597516519254,0.9775811533052045,317,11,58,4,9,104,58,79,0.196,0.722,0.08199999999999999,-0.7876,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,3,0,8,1,1,5,1,14,14,4,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,2,6,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,2,11,3,9,12,1,14,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,8,41,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160114839284087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20172993019032515,0.0,0.0,0.1975693768535068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758339048045186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879680323960158,0.0,0.151541044074338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023941558615605,0.18188672481384816,0.25698613722357866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20753598530337086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986913681225146,0.0,0.0,0.09884715897871324,0.1466111021356935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17574245613276449,0.0,0.0,0.15917173918862373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19116427597944285,0.0,0.0,0.1387202521587466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5547826346850755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730687272746807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20080890569642046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tiredoflacroix,2019/02/10,"Rejected from Job, Doubting Everything Now I got rejected from a job application (for a technical job) recently.

It was very late in the process -- had done multiple phone screens and an onsite interview. It had gotten to the point where they were asking about salary. All the feedback was **glowing** and the hiring coordinator repeatedly emphasized that several people on the team I was interviewing with were really eager to have me on the team.

Then, at the last minute, I found out they didn't like an answer I gave on the soft-skills interview, and they chose not to extend a job offer on that basis. 

The question in point was: they asked me to describe a situation at work where there was conflict. I did so. Thinking that I must have done something wrong in the scenario I described, I sought feedback from my manager about how I handled the situation -- to see if I could have done something better. He said my reaction to the situation was the right one, and I shouldn't have gone about it any other way.

The team is not willing to re-evaluate their decision.

Has anyone been in a situation like this before? Was the hiring coordinator just feeding me a load of bullshit, and the team didn't actually like me very much? 

I'm leaving this interview process really confused, and seriously wondering whether \*any\* of the positive feedback I got was honest. I kinda feel yanked around, like they pulled the rug out from under me at the last minute after inflating my hopes. 

Anyone have tips to deal with this?

Also, does anyone have some perspective on how I can (rationally, not distorted-anxiety-thinking) interpret what occurred? Because as crazy-anxiety as the ""they were lying about liking me"" thing sounds, none of the alternatives make any sense.",6.707281385281387,8.321452485714289,6.9261544011544025,70.90775974025976,65.41269841269842,10.552669552669554,34.000721500721504,10.637119530657019,4.008111111111114,1403,62,231,38,22,452,168,315,0.115,0.8290000000000001,0.056,-0.9431,5,2,2,0,0,0,53.0,0,0,7,6,14,15,0,2,29,0,33,1,0,3,2,38,49,15,0,5,6,0,1,5,0,3,0,2,1,0,12,11,1,1,8,4,0,2,7,6,0,1,27,6,30,9,41,18,4,32,0,2,3,0,24,21,0,8,13,171,42,19,0.0,0.0,0.09513248528187787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795969255158536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19888191161010013,0.0,0.074576689209349,0.0,0.0,0.20449388887986386,0.0,0.0,0.08678340144995557,0.1822729065337175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05942669307742157,0.0,0.08295359050773071,0.0,0.0,0.0862186368445624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783481178625186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050400916990168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531084548574355,0.2992867395917377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761432593416835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04929196047198151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688860521221782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15593726661558915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682580996573356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3869601121958597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589285564105343,0.10996869902960688,0.10322382795410298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381342071503843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650728068716701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166358643734935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06605918363408951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758466824085245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18431197087864112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920687386136987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490433383496133,0.0,0.09625587850893352,0.0,0.0,0.08325269670239037,0.09273171653065393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768389340328964,0.0,0.0,0.11013167691449788,0.0,0.0,0.4383143698922631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009930525666024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476551085235102,0.12493046312543647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087267729248705,0.0,0.0773800214819115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571964390373187,0.07097112706536594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106585874698022,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BigSatin79,2019/02/10,My social anxiety got the best of me this weekend. Girl friend said she didn’t understand. Now I’m anxious because she wanted to sleep alone. I had a long business trip that coincided with her mom coming to town the day I arrived back. She wanted me to meet up with her mom (Visiting) and her moms best friends (who live here) for dinner. I made a big stink about it because I was worn out. But told her I would last week before my trip. I don’t like meeting new people especially when my anxiety level is high. She was more worried about canceling on them than me being overwhelmed. It pissed me off but I went because I love her. After dinner we got into a fight and I tried to explain to her how being introverted is hard for me to meet new people and I have to turn it on. As you know talking about your anxieties can make it worse especially if someone important to you doesn’t understand. She didn’t understand and how could she. I just wanted her to understand what situations make me uncomfortable. But I started to go into very specific thoughts for examples and she said I was way off in my thinking from hers and it was just dinner. She kissed me said she loved me and said she wanted to go home. She is off tomorrow to spend time with her mom. I haven’t seen her all week and wanted her to spend the night.  I can’t help feeling this was because she wanted to be alone after I opened up. It was a draining conversation and fight.  And I do have to work tomorrow. Next time I’ll just keep it to myself and tell her I’m not going. Hopefully she understands how hard it is being an introverted socially anxious person. I’m complicated. And I have to be ON all day at work. She is taking it personally because I don’t have enough left for her. Which I am trying to balance. Hopefully she can handle it. I’m not sure she can and don’t feel I was well received because she doesn’t understand I get stressed from something that is easy for her. ,2.3346935462048437,4.586481089974292,3.842471248816128,85.74691888783659,78.71722365038559,7.076741983493438,24.632728994723312,8.119692808369301,1.5571912596401027,1540,56,308,29,38,509,176,389,0.118,0.7859999999999999,0.096,-0.3855,0,2,1,0,2,0,33.0,1,3,1,4,14,18,3,2,8,0,39,8,2,6,3,63,87,22,0,11,9,4,4,1,2,1,0,4,1,3,17,22,3,1,12,1,2,9,11,6,1,0,22,10,71,12,49,58,6,50,0,1,1,3,67,19,1,3,22,220,88,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14829863693243314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16430659197741798,0.16176064928977635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055051014916664115,0.0,0.2618565537182659,0.0,0.06092083148732254,0.0,0.15026601160207276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06167149747083148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057161618004175664,0.0,0.0,0.09234382415204012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07397526748186281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239969238735962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062598655912008,0.0,0.03740467100085604,0.0,0.12206478009628767,0.0,0.1145197921384328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282675032100148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04798764235817375,0.07564250832678511,0.07181416042962831,0.1422170834665981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06363563002899528,0.0,0.0,0.03934593858209053,0.058358292536519515,0.0,0.0,0.07778659332107646,0.0,0.0,0.034976988497740155,0.0,0.06321840961287988,0.0633580321258278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923193446824047,0.06774354089886762,0.09557849099893156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353979664076139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829097879699492,0.07614054457652929,0.06718568968321377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992678956950963,0.1250254395019641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27240741439721783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804741413338523,0.07164524642183936,0.14596120102309834,0.0606609761640966,0.05511620670025735,0.0,0.0,0.050674277816033814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201016095474968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06747606645769898,0.0,0.053829433974844416,0.057544177483391,0.06257591168970113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04587425116329712,0.0,0.05683727560655395,0.08349354065224357,0.0,0.0,0.068410697857811,0.0,0.09721463156159528,0.07787321555159428,0.0,0.4471884152573584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059072170380236176,0.25336635747031866,0.05682762156926301,0.11485604254959245,0.0,0.06437119267592024,0.06636793108994275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042419031159738,0.07270671756250609,0.07295993613517615,0.05085799841730813,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,endubs,2019/02/10,"I found myself getting lost again in my anxious thoughts.. ​

..but then I remembered something I too often forget.  I remembered how easily it is to give control to certain trains of thoughts and I forget that anxious thoughts patters all have a similar thing in common, which is that they completely take away your focus from the present moment of experience and point that focus towards my conscious worrisome thoughts and ideas.   And I can let go of that thought pattern by completely absorbing my mind and focus into the present moment.  

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So if anxious thoughts arise, hyper focus on the room your in and the experience around you.  The reason you are becoming anxious is because you've become disconnected with life itself.  The anxiousness is a sign of separation and tension.  Return to this moment now and everything else will wash away.  Your will understanding and realize that no anxious thoughts were necessary, because how you experience life is completely in your control.  

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You pattern your thoughts.  You create your experience.  You worry because you worry.  When worry has no purpose anymore then worry dissapears.   Worry only exists to bring you back to the center.  To warn you of separation.  Butt fear can be lied to. If we decide we need to be afraid of something, for whatever reason, then fear will arise.  Our belief and understanding, and what's built into our memory, determines what our emotions and reactions respond to. 

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All we need to do is let go of it all.  Just let it wash away.  And be still, with effortless focus.  And joy and peace will arise in that space.

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anxiety,Dodgey_Account,2019/02/10,Does Hypnotherapy Get Rid Of Anxiety? Hi I’m 14 and have really bad emetophobia (scared of vomiting). I heard that my uncle had social anxiety and after doing Hypnotherapy he could go outside again. ,3.6014285714285736,6.851760571428574,6.357142857142858,61.95285714285717,86.14285714285714,10.8,27.0,9.888512548439397,4.610542857142859,160,7,23,7,5,57,30,35,0.193,0.807,0.0,-0.7346,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,3,8,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,3,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.55907949169126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30510437451701095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917523389057033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197751511603842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909130747436312,0.0,0.20767248102564645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23409275810856026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658418994088067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3724922708176636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Suicidalbutbaked,2019/02/10,"Haven't went to any classes yet new semester New semester just started a week ago and I went to all classes once and haven't went back due to a bad week, got sick and had shit going on so I haven't went yet. Im nervous since with missed so much time. Im worried as fuck what to do tomorrow ",0.6827083333333306,2.3723576875000028,2.5825,95.54583333333336,81.5,6.141666666666668,23.166666666666664,7.1686216300943375,0.6265916666666667,228,8,55,3,6,76,41,64,0.298,0.7020000000000001,0.0,-0.9607,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,2,1,2,0,5,3,1,0,1,6,14,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,5,0,0,6,0,2,0,7,8,2,18,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,12,28,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15122400552778995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160118547160499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117861321454952,0.14244142403666624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15771423829880798,0.0,0.0,0.09695424386277143,0.0,0.13644205779928967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3685482111741745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540847245826614,0.0,0.0,0.3295274182707426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816803073118308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17511543642160293,0.14111965566963686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207494811788464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947652092984896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736853517373774,0.0,0.0,0.6325807562659215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17324960122296365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,biasedyogurtmotel,2019/02/10,"feel-good TV show/movie recommendations to help calm anxiety? My list of go-to TV shows/movies to cheer me up or distract me is getting smaller and smaller as they're either A) removed from Netflix/Hulu or B) I watched them too much when anxious so now they're ""tainted"" with that feeling or I just got sick of them (which happens now that I'm down to like 2 shows.)

do any of you have any shows or movies you like to watch when you're anxious to distract you? There isn't really even a specific type--just something that's not really stress/anxiety-inducing (ex. I love Shameless but can't watch it when I'm anxious because all the bad situations make me feel worse.) I used to watch Freaks and Geeks, the Office, That 70s Show, and Twin Peaks. For movies I'd usually just watch something corny with a happy ending like Ten Things I Hate About You. 

thanks :)",3.501453930684701,5.337166757396449,3.920224006762471,88.4570562130178,73.73372781065089,6.958748943364327,26.864327979712595,7.7094869923839395,1.4222777683854608,678,25,138,9,14,212,104,169,0.151,0.6829999999999999,0.166,0.6948,0,0,2,0,0,0,29.0,0,4,2,0,12,14,1,2,5,0,5,2,0,2,1,19,17,13,0,0,9,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,2,5,0,1,3,6,0,1,1,7,15,8,17,16,3,10,0,0,5,1,9,2,0,4,10,73,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188736281155952,0.0,0.12310976705689322,0.5454097748614931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343684718650735,0.09810044424452297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14253477494438652,0.0,0.0,0.10629167450760676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441106665830307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840784343160377,0.0,0.09145930460033036,0.1349790864810356,0.12870912326667908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14230843130387805,0.17131124855998228,0.0,0.1588834540627744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786689811817574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23586442692513584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452441422820398,0.0,0.10742094051964468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830087291750699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20618967677222724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18089023710763252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477810519809513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843429108338848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14816122708792098,0.0,0.0,0.10691366214946008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389904469947489,0.1772398702263313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16399976350288775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tofuwa,2019/02/10,"Too anxious to walk into class I’m a college student who every quarter deals with the same problem that I continue to beat myself up about. 

Whenever I miss one or two days of class and homework, it leads me to feel like I don’t deserve to go to class. Then I start making requirements for myself before I can attend classes. I tell myself I can’t go to class unless I finish the homework. Then when I don’t finish the homework, I miss then three, four, five days of class, and the homework starts to build up to a crazy amount. I let the anxiety and stress build to a crazy level, for no apparent reason other than to destroy me when I inevitably have to go back to class. I just recently went back to class after one of these episodes. I felt like I was going to hurl all the way there, but as soon as I entered the classroom I felt much better. (Except the fact that everyone was commenting on how long I’d been gone) 

Has anyone had a similar experience like this with missing classes? If so, how did you break this routine? 

I logically tell myself every quarter that I’m just hurting myself, but I can’t stop doing it, I feel like I have no self control. ",6.029550449550449,5.72261427272727,6.613593073593076,79.29533466533469,66.44588744588745,9.012454212454212,32.05494505494506,8.384062270229773,2.378872527472528,911,33,176,11,13,299,126,231,0.129,0.809,0.062,-0.8364,1,0,0,0,0,1,23.0,0,1,0,5,13,12,1,1,12,0,15,0,0,6,2,31,33,18,0,2,8,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,10,6,0,3,6,0,0,10,6,7,0,8,9,4,29,5,32,23,4,36,0,4,0,0,7,5,0,2,23,133,39,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081846774888505,0.15976252197057328,0.0,0.09888302297252573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174840177445251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033662972659814,0.0,0.0,0.12507306933904486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586127438898849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18240631822030515,0.14579614533249133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383021774695632,0.13513132727294938,0.0,0.1383343166455091,0.0,0.0,0.1430107692628968,0.20205864508175586,0.2715676540364285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214853088616014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15139130608727022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460988010869258,0.0,0.27635951847964674,0.0,0.0,0.12515082059768415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439787015676956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039587848242409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19165751530130468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13531829552870328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14540165303654354,0.13963359440190212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14753021781737413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20019332163842174,0.0,0.0,0.11823210220308833,0.16199428227902807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24721180361351036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814521330486493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225133157361296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13109625975726855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,preordains,2019/02/10,"I’ve been under immense stress, depression, and anxiety since I was 15 and I’m now notice memory problems I hear stress can damage the brain. Can this be undone? ",3.3363440860215086,5.803677903225813,4.807741935483873,78.99827956989247,76.41935483870971,8.004301075268819,23.23655913978495,8.841846274778883,2.078217204301076,129,4,22,3,3,43,25,31,0.446,0.5539999999999999,0.0,-0.9423,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,5,1,1,0,0,3,7,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,4,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22094381179507133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.322414701904333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487572055233584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255171563134784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288194694808882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763583597391129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389119715268735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6616765894490727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,owsleybearstanley,2019/02/10,"50mg Quetipine/seroquel A nurse practicioner prescribed me 50mg/day or Quetipine because I had tried SSRIs and they didn't work. I went in complaining mostly of being frustrated and angry all the time. There's lots more too it, lifelong anxiety and depression, potentially autism.
Question is, I've read that a 50mg dose is for (off-label) insomnia. I was not given a follow up appointment. I'm guessing I'm supposed to call for an appointment when I'm about to run out. I had enough to last me a month. So, ok now here's the question. Do you think she was intending to raise the dosage when I went back, or is she assuming that 50mg is what I need?
I took it for a few days then stopped. I still feel horrible and beyond angry and stressed all day. (I also have two kids with special needs and we live in utter poverty on disability in a small town without any help for any of our issues, so we have a lot of stress). I don't know whether to start taking this, because it just makes me sleep. I can hide in my room without meds. I need something I can function on. Otherwise, mostly I am concerned that I was given the wrong dosage.",3.7861296199895875,5.154786623893809,4.684086413326393,85.15828474752735,72.14159292035399,7.795523165018221,28.78084331077564,8.313332769828598,1.9651216033315984,891,35,179,14,17,289,139,226,0.163,0.813,0.024,-0.9802,0,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,3,1,1,1,14,8,1,2,12,1,18,3,1,2,2,36,37,15,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,8,10,0,1,6,1,0,5,5,6,0,1,11,1,26,2,25,25,9,30,0,1,0,0,13,12,0,10,13,122,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862095372181624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847342920429696,0.0,0.10390742757194517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444272399006713,0.0,0.16559798704521492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13869474604187101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627919000048996,0.0,0.1169877585885591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14034579481223786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867830775168725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496289616339118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104210146417592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176829598012824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464707071577509,0.11071728739515567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993789608210045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23095083719480916,0.0,0.0,0.09066570316550876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15087338658598842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084159661448258,0.0,0.0,0.3021424180591572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043150736889061,0.0,0.13586394545555994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592528146055016,0.0,0.0,0.10456640576905987,0.0,0.0,0.09613918325298534,0.0,0.108471768342402,0.11355761168315474,0.3111791714628367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212514199214867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703257805059897,0.0,0.0,0.07920192601804392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150909004364216,0.09221774518920188,0.0,0.13268342688700555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518263294186955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618651257838944,0.0,0.09888381105981524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14850570832244409,0.0,0.0
anxiety,grmtnnnt,2019/02/10,"My wild few days So I’ve been struggling a lot with anxiety recently. I have agoraphobia so getting out and about can be an incredibly daunting thing, when I’m out of my “comfort zone” I experience every horrible symptom that could be expected (breathless, tense, warm flushes, dizziness... the list goes on) 

Last night I was invited to a 21st birthday party on short notice which was JUST outside my comfort radius. The other problem was it was in a place I’d never been to before so I wasn’t aware of all exits or bathrooms etc. I usually need to plan way in advance. 

When I got to the venue I could barely manage the staircase without feeling like death was on his way. But I pushed past the first hurdle, straight to the bar and got myself a drink. Still had severe jitters but there was enough distractions. Focused on breathing and being present. 

Honestly had one of the best (and craziest) nights of my life. I’m also incredibly hungover which the first time in years, it doesn’t get easier. Anyway, I learned that the worst part is the first step. Once your out the gate you’re good. 

Thanks for listening :) ",3.969186602870813,6.351110416267947,4.5086124401913885,82.33028708133973,74.02392344497608,7.270813397129186,29.181818181818183,8.20500826718156,2.254726315789473,883,38,157,15,19,280,139,209,0.096,0.733,0.171,0.964,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,6,12,12,0,2,16,0,20,5,1,0,2,23,30,13,1,5,5,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,8,8,2,0,2,2,0,3,4,4,0,4,13,3,16,8,23,12,8,36,0,0,0,0,3,14,0,2,18,113,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152748914398851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027262257178994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226591053318986,0.0,0.15127415446339146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301804736586692,0.0,0.0,0.09296336390100396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412099024875633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14894314316608442,0.16076282803411368,0.0,0.0,0.12145068360926195,0.0,0.0,0.1410041444154495,0.0,0.0,0.07288542586936134,0.10297917054272338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3678359687472267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062248390860422,0.0,0.0,0.12090428090672607,0.2305762233304101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749964300333453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018158080437416,0.07042330203962671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254924935461635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688371886439048,0.11117561950321786,0.0,0.0,0.2705457685476433,0.0,0.0,0.16411315147379496,0.0,0.1535126330881545,0.0976782356727271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560979496934677,0.13760532352213636,0.0,0.0,0.15060370258388844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792991462614912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232849800204142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628459103017983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151165672139679,0.0,0.0,0.150694510240942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498246896383982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271186734427956,0.0,0.0,0.09576534986478268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405370336686788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587583648428884,0.0,0.0,0.22883552471788016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13895327242264588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282641514164224
anxiety,governmentskeletons,2019/02/10,"How to I respond to “do you feel better?” So I was hospitalized for suicidal ideations brought on by anxiety last week. I’m feeling better, but still functioning at probably 50% rather than 100. I still have thoughts of hurting myself and waves of depression and anxiety. I’ve been pretty open about it (I don’t really have a choice, my anxiety is too bad to hide). So people have been asking if i “feel better” and I honestly don’t know? Saying yes feels like lying but saying no would be oversharing. ",4.140763157894739,6.2173302736842135,5.312828947368423,78.12292763157897,72.57894736842105,9.381578947368425,28.717105263157894,9.827888789773867,3.0915526315789483,396,16,71,11,8,131,68,95,0.241,0.56,0.199,-0.7359,0,0,0,0,0,1,12.0,0,1,0,3,8,8,0,0,1,1,12,0,0,1,0,16,21,9,1,3,4,0,4,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,5,6,9,5,11,14,0,8,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,1,5,48,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4012381530927349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344437998834552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597747136266295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4638742611994189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15058260122303296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536013803022441,0.1249000620218447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18716134132461748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608313055722036,0.14251146733185738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541411574958548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120654031816587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778670631572326,0.18849853596004448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120018975378338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27806695033869605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792422255683514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912379024921364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879713051519427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402397366700687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419568265257755,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Magnesium1994,2019/02/10,"Driving and other scrutiny I’m about to cry right now.  Tomorrow, I start driver’s ed.  I’ve been behind the wheel a few times, but it wasn’t a good experience (it’s actually why I have driving anxiety in the first place), so I’m going to another place.

But it’s not just driving.  These people are going to scrutinize EVERYTHING.  When I went there a few years ago, they sent me home early because they thought I couldn’t take care of myself.

Hugs and words of encouragement much appreciated.",2.6557894736842123,5.223081157894743,4.510789473684214,79.64302631578948,79.52631578947368,8.010526315789475,25.28947368421053,8.841846274778883,2.2854,390,15,73,10,10,132,69,95,0.042,0.747,0.211,0.9612,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,1,6,4,0,0,5,0,5,1,0,0,0,9,15,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,1,5,0,8,4,8,9,3,20,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,9,45,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.2091407238844893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18997749741584866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22472817801017828,0.1639505445478251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064455923176513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21850863396332765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354151882627612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19261268634189785,0.2096413934960418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822964031443176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436005387981923,0.17975742510264667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21497562392933006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575463344540731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485791777383273,0.0,0.44782754728577256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18302401332292886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15169340455278316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16113836164448986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17014233283330565,0.12496891900152132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19867234135446224,0.1933861371237067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13801196485543685
anxiety,CoolFix721,2019/02/10,"Deleted Instagram Was shaking the whole time I was doing it, but so relieved! ",6.428571428571428,8.125159000000004,6.727142857142859,71.76785714285714,66.14285714285714,8.457142857142857,42.57142857142857,8.841846274778883,4.4515142857142855,62,4,9,1,1,20,13,14,0.079,0.64,0.282,0.6696,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4629434746061136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8863878041351984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kozozwierz,2019/02/10,"I just feel so paralysed all the time and don't know what to do. I have some deadlines coming up so my anxiety been up. I have some projects that I need to finish and I love what I'm doing and I want to do it but the fear of failure just keeps so paralysed. Sometimes there are things that I know I need to do. So I try to ignore them for most of the day and when I finally confront them I just freeze. State at the wall. 

I live with roommates so I have to get out of the house because the thought that they're talking about me scares the shit out of me. It gotten into my sleep. Last night I woke up crying that ""what I'm doing is unethical and that I need to stop"" don't even remember what I was dreaming about. 

When ever I'm around other people I just feel like this fake person that gotten good at pretending to be a real person. I don't really have any meaningful relationship with anyone. 

I got better few months ago. Stop telling myself that I hate me. Been actually nice towards me but now everything shit again and I don't know what to do. I just feel like I was happy once and now I'm just chasing that high.",0.7224358974358971,2.9485979102564137,2.443076923076924,93.57692307692308,84.85470085470087,5.309401709401709,19.256410256410245,6.67199483983844,0.08992820512820554,877,24,193,10,26,288,118,234,0.16399999999999998,0.669,0.16699999999999998,-0.0713,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,1,22,15,4,2,8,0,21,4,3,0,2,45,45,16,0,4,8,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,18,14,0,4,9,2,0,1,4,8,0,0,9,4,32,7,28,35,5,30,0,0,0,1,8,12,2,3,18,140,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.12786608424124435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614992162852147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910468801709133,0.0,0.10023736052538756,0.0,0.0,0.09161901161612047,0.0,0.0,0.11664421136126453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987448788603924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588512009611247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287048288921743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439299708587605,0.08450331556167756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654387993068305,0.11852386366860865,0.0,0.0,0.11776104395300907,0.0,0.0,0.14744483896781993,0.19875765732761044,0.18721528523684555,0.0,0.14353662976355527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845760928986255,0.0,0.0,0.10990149423915636,0.1047964194898237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13948355028586445,0.0,0.12936469987023202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384400702420754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119067940881714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646521626508904,0.0,0.0,0.21603148632431807,0.10680669238334227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12802898400894974,0.0,0.11570162413956205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825941842126425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458665505545896,0.0,0.0,0.2914705829671148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296249562248887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13954235230091805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083949459635947,0.22882015694037056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14914048267231514,0.08394097991298906,0.0,0.0,0.14067685943632632,0.14843110541624924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311835862746471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690002046345184,0.0,0.0,0.13112432634175436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12959172200055116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21909338973491554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531670814520283,0.11452573164759193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705030928222242,0.0,0.0,0.10402294425967973,0.07640447076874085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896056410373618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728471089658727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jasper7k,2019/02/10,"""I'm not talking enough... wait... Am I talking too​ much? F**k"" Whenever I'm with a group of people I am not too familiar with I always feel the need to question how much I participate in a conversation/just talking in general. When I don't speak I feel like I'm just an infection intruding on their time and then when I start speaking I feel the exact same way! Like I'm not talking enough and being weird and then I start talking to much and I all myself I am being annoying. 

I'm sure others feel this way. Any tips on how to begin fixing this issue?",0.9642069434989792,3.3261061150442472,3.2548672566371692,87.20876786929884,85.19469026548674,6.308781484002722,21.966643975493533,7.61054688173877,1.1233980939414576,433,15,88,8,13,148,61,113,0.07200000000000001,0.88,0.048,-0.3318,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,6,5,1,0,5,0,6,1,0,2,3,24,20,10,0,1,4,0,4,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,6,0,1,5,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,6,13,3,10,18,7,14,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,1,10,59,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975522299988038,0.0,0.0,0.10604507937730692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222570273563109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153933800372157,0.11140412600837768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627616619972359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15236957868278309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439032532228909,0.11562811413083335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810970364676713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746893648610986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207513766195805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14697234180117216,0.0,0.0,0.6266964692627893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093032418112648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475570690316201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Runaroundtheclocksue,2019/02/10,"I just don't talk and it's ruining my relationships.. Exactly what the title says. I just don't talk. I've been dating my current boyfriend for 2 months now and today he finally just came out and told me that he wishes I would talk to him more. He insisted there was nothing wrong with us as a couple and that things would be okay. I told him I would work on talking more and asked him to be patient with me. He is a very talkative person and he says that me not talking makes him feel like there's something wrong and I'm not telling him. 


I have been this way my entire life. The only people I'm talkative around are people that I've known for years or my family. I know that if our relationship lasts a year or longer this will not be an issue. He is a very understanding person and insists he'll be patient but I'm scared he'll get tired of waiting. 

I just don't know what's wrong with me. I've struggled with social anxiety my entire life. Is there medicine for this? Should I see a therapist? I really like this guy and I want our relationship to last. I just never know what to say, I never know how to put my thoughts into words, I never know how to act when im with him in a group. I hate that he thinks i think something is wrong when there's nothing wrong. I'm just don't talk",2.395030303030304,3.870487681481485,3.7059932659932677,90.35151515151516,75.8888888888889,6.983164983164983,22.643097643097644,7.686295010490155,0.7882592592592591,1014,28,226,14,22,332,125,270,0.076,0.835,0.08900000000000001,-0.3211,1,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,3,0,0,1,16,12,1,2,9,1,22,3,0,3,4,57,49,18,0,7,13,0,1,2,0,7,3,3,0,3,15,18,0,1,11,0,0,3,10,9,0,0,7,5,35,3,21,31,2,24,0,1,1,0,39,5,0,3,17,138,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403884709547443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452072537409163,0.07825868186769247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574332417607884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262486248130887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891547938737233,0.0,0.04232690339524592,0.05980330568551565,0.0,0.09170153960408764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04373565256364563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288725969950869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264748982933875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042247252501688,0.08737275516681756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23002746095233256,0.1364716190941179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825540757354472,0.08179413831094964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055877883203292115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681748976847142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19368973908667733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16064632883538282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366614794638902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606962661817252,0.14618680066855436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415288799449419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053627545153992005,0.0,0.0,0.2696235368956893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19971154412920605,0.08380952549873243,0.0,0.06670699684011658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533303735745422,0.0,0.12888995958891689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875131331275315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4037034016553844,0.07316728791576607,0.0,0.0,0.09719516772082014,0.0556140087540124,0.1072775274750826,0.0,0.06645735070188225,0.0,0.09621372233962946,0.07934843969528002,0.1599792984719627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714632262432105,0.10069427944175716,0.0,0.0,0.13814103163058758,0.04937504098255847,0.06644606265657946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626376108734863,0.0,0.0,0.06094275842112206,0.0,0.0,0.17839812697277213,0.4576253387411278,0.0,0.10781455028525616
anxiety,Helvetiian,2019/02/10,"My Vacation I recently got back from a trip to Quebec, I couldn't recommend it enough. Being an English-speaking Canadian who's been studying French since I was young it was really nice to use my French skills. I remember my French teachers always saying ""you can be a whole new person with another language"" and I never took them seriously until now. I'm also in a relationship of two years now with a girl I love and who cares about me more than anything, that's kind of where my problem is. In Quebec I felt like I had no obligations in life, it was so refreshing from my almost Sisyphean schedule. I feel a bit trapped in this relationship, almost like Stockholm Syndrome if that's a fair comparison. I want that feeling of no obligations and a fresh start but I'm entirely attached to this girl and my family and I don't want to be missed or for them to worry about me. I don't feel happy in the life I'm currently living and I don't know that having a girl I love is making me happy or that I can settle.  This is where my anxiety lies, do I break her heart and go for a fresh start or do I tie myself down and ride it out until my death? (I'm probably in this relationship for the long-run)",6.271585944919277,5.530818456790127,7.239094650205761,76.45490028490029,66.07818930041152,10.769104146881926,31.861031972143092,10.214889679676881,2.980683064260841,947,32,191,20,13,320,129,243,0.139,0.747,0.114,-0.8763,1,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,2,1,9,12,0,0,12,0,20,5,1,2,1,31,42,17,1,5,5,0,4,2,0,0,2,1,0,4,15,11,0,0,6,0,0,4,7,3,0,1,8,5,33,9,28,30,4,29,0,1,0,2,16,10,0,6,16,135,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586355553618715,0.0,0.0,0.10327538511102273,0.10745708697530884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13541740022580587,0.09879382596723628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627345343105303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930277881506044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14099040063702825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166960814707396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13343894995681024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174426134020835,0.0,0.1958953159257044,0.0,0.12399726178400153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07339478286555301,0.0,0.10328722918082943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749496499110986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15303474290119262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448226802025307,0.07097346056567579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18243464218035546,0.1261852177536012,0.0,0.11403538620188824,0.11428724174972615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23311269054292136,0.0,0.08620376722855957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960282569547216,0.12472684200631586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276244029209613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139237692725682,0.12357214024161163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273213218680822,0.0,0.12751285435909238,0.4159528471996159,0.14629352488689476,0.0,0.0,0.10269947294612848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682819104437018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182815761315067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348231173102996,0.0,0.0,0.12615367054039708,0.0,0.0,0.11153784431386222,0.0,0.0,0.15234344236970998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441832329521033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311506990998835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316367643016302
anxiety,veggieavenger,2019/02/10,"Physical symptoms tips/exercises? I'm very new to this subreddit and reddit in general so sorry if my format isn't right. I just am looking for advice for the physical symptoms of anxiety. I have been dealing with generalized anxiety/panic disorder for about 6 years and I finally have what I feel is the ""right medication"" for my psychological symptoms and I feel mentally the best I have in years! 

Aside from feeling mentally great, my physical symptoms are worse than ever and starting to get in the way of being at peace. I'm dealing with intense shakiness in my hands (to the point where I can't draw a straight line), chest pain, twitching, cold/hot flashes, joint pain, and just overall tension in my body. I've been to a doctor and know I am in good health and that it's most likely just extreme anxiety that happens to be manifesting physically. 

Has anyone out there been to physical therapy for muscle relaxing/anxiety related physical problems? If so, what has helped in terms of daily exercises? Or does anyone have any good tips for calming the physical effects of tension anxiety? I've gotten pretty good at managing my mental symptoms so the physical side is new for me.

I enjoy yoga, but yoga classes are expensive for a college student, but I try to exercise frequently and keep my caffeine intake low! 

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ANYTHING HELPS THANK YOU!! ",6.713098995695837,8.255348569105692,7.657594452415115,65.93515781922527,65.34146341463415,11.154088952654233,39.26733620277379,11.088447113337141,5.149766905786704,1092,61,166,33,17,367,139,246,0.096,0.774,0.13,0.927,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,0,2,10,16,0,3,10,0,19,16,3,1,1,31,32,16,0,3,8,0,4,1,0,0,13,0,0,0,6,11,0,1,5,4,1,0,2,7,0,0,4,5,19,9,34,26,3,27,0,1,1,0,5,17,0,5,10,112,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549960998166153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588928881742647,0.11875138503664473,0.066459045002843,0.0,0.29904955181909804,0.0,0.0,0.1366687242077279,0.0,0.08042260816319627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025605155636862,0.0,0.0,0.108554844668658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20150853582350914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200585657414083,0.10002973309641723,0.08552327268177289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840144065093401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482440978914782,0.0,0.0,0.10705730023074413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051059348703508686,0.0,0.0,0.2459112482427007,0.0,0.10774652492779298,0.0,0.0,0.08642139778770858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388131592773624,0.0,0.0,0.1310113255410899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686599124327489,0.0,0.0,0.05370928133771902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04774543404656213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206771388583925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845164697557568,0.2954634209022899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887744797644041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20798101061094895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238545728985413,0.0,0.0,0.09942548791264123,0.0,0.09351341744988216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16691999806194174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093995710696858,0.06917306186834607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5078890530900971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997569733263802,0.11176158449400153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06635154967507956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806366281379277,0.0,0.07757270062954506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959416085831706,0.0,0.0,0.11875138503664473,0.1258684939093086
anxiety,trashpandachild,2019/02/10,"I don't want to self soothe I don't want to be my best friend. I don't want to my dad to hang up on me when I'm crying. 

I don't want to feel so bad.",-3.359750000000002,-2.4429454749999984,0.4050000000000011,109.97,91.25,4.0,10.0,3.1291,-2.3912500000000003,111,0,39,0,4,41,22,40,0.281,0.496,0.223,0.108,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,11,2,0,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,1,7,2,7,10,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25752338605057673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236747612377916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387922138564903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559497912889633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23828967977828736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217562816565296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7276721629467329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,temporaryscars1829,2019/02/10,"Constant Irrational Fear, Don't know what to do So, for awhile now I've been extremely afraid of my accounts being hacked for basically no reason whatsoever. Seems like a somewhat normal fear in moderation I guess, but I'm always thinking about worst case scenarios to the point where I'm afraid to check my E-Mail or even really look at my phone.

For example: I've activated 2FA on my E-Mail account the other day and since then my mind has been trying to convince me that the device that I did this from must've been infected and that somebody now has my password and my 2FA recovery codes. 

Reading that typed out now just makes that thought process seem absolutely insane but I keep convincing myself that it actually happened which usually lasts for a couple hours. During those hours nothing feels fun and it feels like there's nothing to look forward to. The darkness of winter probably doesn't help either.

All of this is just making me go crazy to the point where I don't know what to do except post this on here.",10.684423076923077,7.8616515641025675,9.770608974358977,68.42668269230772,59.0,13.032051282051285,40.2724358974359,11.20814326018867,4.334705128205128,825,31,150,16,8,262,123,195,0.16899999999999998,0.778,0.053,-0.9724,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,12,10,0,4,7,0,13,1,0,3,1,29,31,9,0,1,7,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,16,5,0,1,9,1,3,2,4,5,0,0,5,4,14,5,23,25,4,23,0,0,2,0,2,10,0,5,14,97,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.14256629638964052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215615930478254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578752997728567,0.0,0.0,0.16164980898168446,0.0,0.0942182972424792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649345649491166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.328791872186364,0.14773864522624072,0.10436930950896332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302836953495613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16093859037943606,0.0,0.12919010344405818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792347226651676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877455697726142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985471980048713,0.0,0.0,0.16057846296285694,0.11908579709058704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14274792404096262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453636881081985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19503724818886026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751290703230374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314072650515988,0.2803615322515461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762113802723146,0.0,0.13991730152705578,0.0,0.15751362908178135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461331524742117,0.0,0.09359131228992422,0.15020857061320686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26599628489794724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085015005808787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361089107081748,0.0,0.11598201345298527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918797642285132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609014796885559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,probablyalreadyhave,2019/02/10,"Anxiety became my life without me even realizing I'm 27, and for several years I've known something was wrong with me, and recently I figured out it might be anxiety. During college I had multiple depressive periods, at one point I self-harmed, and for a long time I have had regular suicidal thoughts. I'm in counseling now and newly on medication, and through counseling, I'm starting to realize how much anxiety took over my life without me even stopping to think about it

I just got so used to feeling this way that it felt like there was nothing different. Suicidal thoughts became a very regular thing, random insanely stressful periods (which I now realize were panic/anxiety attacks) were things that I ended up forgetting about or ignoring, feeling anxious about every interaction with every person just became part of who I was. The worst is when I simply cannot stop obsessively thinking about something that upsets me. Non-stop thoughts that I can't seem to turn away. But now with my counselor I'm trying to rewire my brain to not feel this way and it just feels so shocking to me that I lived like this for so long without realizing that I truly needed help. I always thought that it was just a normal level, or like that everyone deals with this kinda stuff a bit. I always thought I would just deal with it and it would be fine eventually. Finally getting help has helped me realize that I should have gotten help long ago. I almost died because of this, sometimes in the middle of the day I'll remember that I almost killed myself and it'll really really shock me how far it went before I got help

I'm not all better, I still suffer from all of this but I can tell the medication is helping, and I hope that with the support of the medicine and my counselor and my friends and family I can actually get better and not have to live like this forever. I don't know exactly why I felt compelled to post this but...just thinking about how much of my life this claimed before I did something about it really makes me reflect on so many points in my life that only make sense now that I've admitted my problem. ",9.009894736842108,7.506524965432103,8.951799870045487,68.84836257309944,61.074074074074076,12.575698505523071,39.83430799220272,11.520995432342351,4.61137037037037,1701,75,302,41,19,557,194,405,0.104,0.789,0.107,0.0437,1,0,3,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,2,27,23,2,3,10,0,27,7,1,7,3,87,64,25,4,7,15,0,6,4,1,5,6,0,0,1,37,20,0,3,26,0,0,2,9,13,0,1,21,6,44,10,45,36,7,41,0,2,0,0,14,15,0,9,25,210,81,1,0.0,0.0,0.06978633657173276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06339192735624434,0.0,0.14321980597100645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900902894252345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188288855546403,0.08078929347416675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135632000333255,0.06718878333338303,0.0,0.0,0.04359363883070983,0.0,0.12170452963261255,0.0,0.0,0.12649480967016866,0.07807363451926408,0.0,0.0,0.07983211809706207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04611994538042157,0.14745345062640464,0.061594010730715375,0.0,0.0742191657409906,0.07471582616841146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06333925954763459,0.0,0.0,0.09446727596148836,0.0,0.12050551226693572,0.06833370130836328,0.0,0.0,0.06741605755957332,0.0,0.1446364124131015,0.0,0.13732731950789495,0.07833895606088033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05525073825577702,0.0,0.07472514374937794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439089959509904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28760179229964666,0.0,0.0,0.0710285087483834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791184986591138,0.0,0.03930165455049215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20204688422597566,0.13975048695678444,0.0,0.12629451401461045,0.1898601671234525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547091697558754,0.07250292065280077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408357449548428,0.0,0.07586395324396238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514051321661434,0.05302595634696893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006752065516446,0.06861861725719492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04845903488259496,0.05438883128975678,0.0,0.08390505441633289,0.0,0.07744157065491879,0.0,0.0,0.06244236140253453,0.0,0.0,0.13520573120553672,0.0,0.06848965108758517,0.0,0.0,0.06842824809629665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743910696405098,0.0,0.0706104241335516,0.0,0.08101024710156488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06510271619171949,0.07460361739752032,0.08078929347416675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16516251948197466,0.07072814954885237,0.0,0.0506172436874579,0.0,0.057110345081138915,0.17936411903999008,0.08191785814815805,0.0,0.08186523395682599,0.1564471502358193,0.08115206358812163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06250548221844114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502007069804497,0.1374678584592013,0.0,0.2838665249806338,0.04169978414755103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794535338253768,0.04855260802732879,0.07778556889574034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06176423964100741,0.0,0.059005684385646275,0.0,0.1135273236489968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629323368371938,0.0645293264886856,0.0,0.0,0.2068078347956831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160151502073128,0.07818819936669556,0.0,0.04605200389211221
anxiety,imboredyikes,2019/02/10,"I’m paranoid about everything I get super anxious and freaked out everytime I hear a noise outside, whether it’s a dog, a car, a neighbor being loud, a plane, wind, rain, whatever. I just can’t help but be paranoid someone is out to hurt me and my family, or that something bad will happen and I’ll die. My brain immediately creates scenarios where I’m robbed, murdered or even worse. Does anyone else struggle with this? I find myself spending 45 on high alert because I heard a dog barking and this is just making my insomnia worse.",4.523823529411764,6.320358588235294,5.231519607843137,80.26433823529412,70.9607843137255,7.845098039215688,33.338235294117645,8.472884824447931,2.8185647058823533,424,21,76,7,8,137,76,102,0.327,0.5920000000000001,0.081,-0.9854,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,1,1,6,0,6,2,1,1,0,15,13,8,2,0,6,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,1,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,5,0,0,1,3,10,1,6,9,0,6,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,2,0,44,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23722423982220656,0.0,0.14682698837403074,0.215155317776909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17532941320509918,0.12800542482780547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23441365451509785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21793215927522314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837600319539047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17541623244894736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13869367316106376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887217415512908,0.0,0.1979559706323432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19192326221478245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970893950953768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18568979321057974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366693136761681,0.0,0.14074908859799154,0.2218615790039444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247941949042256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016718509801487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17792032883871842,0.16165736591388075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195228026975659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42798704043623786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,windowss666,2019/02/10,"Don’t know what to do with my anxiety. Ok so this is my first ( real ) post , im not a native english speaker and im on my phone so sorry if this is kind messy.

So i have anxiety since im little ( elementary school probably ) , i was bullied really bad and my parent’s divorce was messy and difficult but my situation kind became worst in the past 2 years.
I’m not going to go further in that because i think no one is interest in that shit lol.

Recently i hardly go out of my home but to go see my mom and go to school , i don’t like being outside because i have this weird feeling that people silently judge me ( it’s seem really narcissistic sorry ) and I don’t like when people look at me even if it is friendly .
Sometimes I just want to be invisible or simply don’t exist.

Also im don’t feel like I have a lot of friends and sometimes I just feel like they hangout with me out of pity.
I don’t have any friends outside of school and if feel really lonely.

Im also extremely anxious about my future . Im literally scared of everything went im not at home honestly and I don’t know what to do .

Any advice ? 
And I’m sorry if this is not the right sub to post this.
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anxiety,raaadmads,2019/02/10,"Work-related anxiety I have bursts of work-related anxiety that make it hard to focus on other things. While at work, I have a certain way of doing things in order for me to not get anxious and overwhelmed but sometimes I am not as thorough and it can send me in a spiral. 

I know it’s impossible to never make mistakes but I scheduled a meeting about 2 weeks ago that was supposed to be for last Thursday. I slipped up and didn’t put in on the calendar for whatever reason. Normally this wouldn’t be so upsetting had I been there, but I took a sick day that Thursday and didn’t even realize I was supposed to cancel because it wasn’t on my calendar. The meeting was supposed to be with a client, client’s family, and also an outside agency so needless to say my anxiety levels are very high since it was hard to orchestrate a meeting in the first place. ",5.137272727272726,5.804128941176473,6.263155080213902,77.68510695187167,68.41176470588235,9.475935828877004,34.278074866310156,9.573946990214177,3.3010588235294134,680,32,127,14,11,228,97,170,0.124,0.8340000000000001,0.042,-0.9232,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,6,4,0,2,10,0,19,1,0,3,2,21,24,13,0,3,5,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,12,6,0,0,3,0,0,3,7,3,0,1,10,3,13,1,25,10,0,27,0,1,0,0,5,12,0,0,10,97,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15008128460866788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539550860259156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38856036119110654,0.1912697949549764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320855650454944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918962299216872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182630597510254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596084697809083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440132580731447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845641735618649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033333402911469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17888314767612276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304722301684272,0.1380085786795626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260287462462246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058073062420733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658858461610665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17689077520765034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17020125563090266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17407677357232015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13464047950836502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400532880511481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674498944105716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224961361307534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18810736509395926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969679233832435,0.0,0.13438877221444112,0.13580862715533776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36977461803441775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DeepInternetDiving,2019/02/10,"Been a while since I contemplated killing myself (this is mostly a self-pity, self-indulging, self-hating post) I don't know if it's anxiety or if it's ADD or if it's depression or any other term society has come up with for basic human problems. I don't even fucking know what those terms mean anymore. I just feel like a weak person saying it about myself. I feel like a whiny, self-indulgent, complainer by using those terms... but I don't know anymore. Everyday I take on more and more and more and more and more and more work... yet at the same time, everyday I push off more and more and more and more and more and more work... it's an evil cycle. I have enough work for 3 people... and complete the amount of work that 1/8 of a person completes in a day. I'm not even good at any of the things I do. I got here by luck. Simply by chance. It's never gonna get better. My to do list has at least 80 projects on it; and that's just for this month. My ""2019 goals"" list has at least 40 different things on it... I'll never hit those goals. I can't even do simple shit.

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I don't if it's worth it anymore. Any of this. I'm not going anywhere. I'm not gonna be anything. Just another piece of shit who blew a bunch of opportunities in life being... lazy... weak... careless. The worst part is all I want to do is work. It's literally the only thing that brings me joy; completing something. There's literally nothing else I'd rather do all day everyday... yet... I can't even get myself to reply to some emails. This cycle will never end. There's no solution. I've tried everything... EVERYTHING... EVERYTHING!!!! None of it works. I should just... quit and save everyone else from my own destruction.",1.3251905684754526,3.5454235668604674,2.8866666666666667,91.38611111111112,82.22674418604652,6.264082687338501,20.311369509043924,7.492282038375204,0.5993167958656329,1313,37,284,21,36,430,168,344,0.14800000000000002,0.767,0.085,-0.9742,1,0,1,0,0,1,88.0,0,0,0,11,16,21,6,0,13,0,23,6,2,1,5,52,45,22,1,8,16,0,2,2,0,4,3,1,0,3,28,16,0,0,6,0,1,4,14,13,0,0,2,3,23,8,31,36,30,33,0,1,0,1,7,11,3,10,19,187,51,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441766667558377,0.1058863348207567,0.17777741343060294,0.091375352204505,0.06666292978844597,0.0,0.25926254914046337,0.0,0.0,0.07170994437242928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706948371347197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506459703840852,0.2740982888151907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239798339965767,0.0,0.0750547570961369,0.0,0.0,0.0910442122177125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559091003360025,0.0,0.07718141234186958,0.0900403569243776,0.0,0.2302242820920096,0.0,0.0,0.08326733869631889,0.2349512047316509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812261672958872,0.12450766210974575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056081686526945,0.0910555660615013,0.0,0.04952446379217265,0.07309006896938992,0.06969493528075557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640904412983094,0.0,0.1436718976781533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06155054540899424,0.08514576927345416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492252713925577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955543129055795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016264511793509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361452013618104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662749587625052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436564051754104,0.0,0.06041287219211337,0.15217701240680326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345736971816399,0.0,0.0,0.08338254772587185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268560159984628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.069298336078093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36362992543180905,0.0,0.1788987824563347,0.07208426366015314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708570435146707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551948527013503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17367861519877734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05081284905831026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05916328809641691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526218780833012,0.0,0.0,0.051398253397890184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3806398469058561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058863348207567,0.0
anxiety,anxaway258c,2019/02/10,"Anxiety about finishing school and work (venting) I'm currently non medicated and last semester of school and in writing moment have several weeks left of internship before returning. I know I have to start applying to jobs and it's freaking me out. This interning is making me so nauseated and worried. I don't want to go there, every night I'm anxious and I don't know what to do. I feel like I have no idea what I'm doing and - how am I going to get a job if I don't know anything? I know I'll learn eventually.

I have nothing good on my cv and I got no references, yet I have to start putting myself out there. I've never been to any interviews and that's worrying me too. Yet I know it's almost guaranteed job when I finish. 

I feel like a time bomb about to go off. I had severe anxiety attacks last week, hyperventilating and one with non stop crying. If I don't finish this interning I won't finish school. But it's a torture going there. It's really not that bad but... It's taking all my energy because I'm always second guessing myself and afraid to ask for help. 

All I want is to go back to school because I know how that works. If I could go to school forever I'd be fine. But I have to get a job, there is no other option. I need to have a proven income (not welfare, personal reasons) so taking time off is not an option.

So I'm a wreck.

Started talking to my psychologist again, but I probably need to get started with some medication. I used to have Zoloft for depression and anxiety, but I want something that doesn't lower my sex drive even further. Although Zoloft was pretty much perfect for me aside from that.

This year is going to be horrible.",2.5095450049456005,4.439155231454009,4.582691394658756,82.2147690405539,76.80415430267063,7.935469831849653,25.77339268051434,8.745826893841286,2.031343897131553,1311,49,260,29,30,451,161,337,0.14,0.7909999999999999,0.069,-0.9143,7,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,3,18,11,2,1,7,0,28,5,0,5,4,60,67,27,0,9,11,0,2,2,0,1,4,0,0,1,16,16,0,1,12,0,0,9,13,6,0,2,4,2,36,5,34,59,4,43,0,1,0,1,6,8,0,8,28,171,52,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209991643656762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822123005358778,0.0,0.0,0.05575517955263273,0.0,0.18816356888774388,0.09262398029698736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06746977718440311,0.0,0.07664843838054368,0.09327406958242117,0.0,0.0630443082833561,0.06845720372573523,0.09995919435589043,0.0,0.06976641006490425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654613665685541,0.0,0.09006082111747173,0.0,0.0,0.07061681308252155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05415281364086229,0.0,0.06907908037009941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291197779729208,0.11714559666462784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850725531864762,0.0,0.32617277792279703,0.06876829581886255,0.0655739144051253,0.0,0.0903198808397982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054955348656149136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255534898968723,0.0,0.0,0.32544483850523365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703533243217041,0.13366359152986018,0.0,0.0,0.08908104559143261,0.0,0.0,0.08011114959508005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05472814498439543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16519013338638305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06027118449615375,0.12158727783604298,0.06323479890460412,0.0,0.0,0.07694091269761992,0.0,0.07867044232623786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05555771686023886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07158943720797746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341206122417631,0.08839776821562415,0.0,0.0,0.08242136586066895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05252410968517096,0.08429811748018615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4148850950809769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18524796059397475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06311896577892845,0.0,0.0,0.23212831207610785,0.0,0.0,0.06854628839013534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329071263684875,0.06589947289195035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561662985718368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081197853768062,0.0,0.0,0.14507731395297674,0.0,0.13153290208480592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937761158510213,0.166527164784169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05279808397512145
anxiety,BrainWizard234,2019/02/10,Looking for a friend Hello i only have a few friends but we don’t talk that much I’m only 13 so i don’t really leave the house that much to meet new people I’m a boy I live in the Greenville Winterville area anyone around you can direct me and we can talk,-1.0932894736842087,0.9871172807017601,1.2659429824561421,98.67680921052632,95.49122807017544,4.253508771929825,14.142543859649123,5.985473137389443,-0.8482614035087725,203,4,48,2,8,68,41,57,0.042,0.875,0.083,0.2535,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,8,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,7,2,4,8,3,4,0,0,1,0,10,3,0,0,1,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17219043133605058,0.0,0.0,0.21922324540352936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3805190971354488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841505037237721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607533490159782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21745172989147776,0.0,0.20679603376245168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620582676771796,0.0,0.0,0.2378390468214621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745830305618861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17072539291772712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577601993628708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958682610198479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Beep_Boop_Cam,2019/02/10,"Has anyone used a weighted blanket? I've heard of these and they seem great, but like has anyone had and used one? How did you feel about it?",1.2688505747126442,3.441326,1.6075862068965527,100.75436781609196,82.10344827586206,3.866666666666666,16.563218390804597,3.1291,-1.1832160919540229,110,2,25,0,3,33,25,29,0.0,0.7979999999999999,0.202,0.7461,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,3,0,8,9,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,2,2,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4556365914688052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647424843301534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3592135629077035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591773608284265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22078152137786608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966108747618041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5628012537899929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3967564138332143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,seriouslyhere,2019/02/10,"Nightmare anxiety (possible trigger warning) Last night I had a nightmare where I was reliving my sexual assault experience from when I was 9  years old.(I'm 16 now) I woke up crying and shaking because of it. All day I've been thinking about it, I e had two anxiety attacks just thinking about it and crying all over the place. I feel bad because I'm with my friends and I'm just very distant and tearful. I know I'll be messed up for days because of it.


I don't know I just needed to talk about it, does anyone else have issues like this with nightmares or anything? Anyway I might be able to calm down a bit?",2.300300546448085,4.5673982377049205,3.5602459016393446,87.64534153005467,78.91803278688525,6.033879781420765,29.019125683060107,7.1686216300943375,1.7021617486338805,483,23,94,6,12,157,80,122,0.197,0.7390000000000001,0.064,-0.9367,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,10,8,2,1,3,0,10,0,0,1,2,20,19,6,0,1,4,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,5,0,1,6,1,12,3,15,10,3,14,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,2,8,61,18,0,0.16805934204914516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571298733378969,0.0,0.0,0.11751099953509712,0.17219665626355546,0.1382985189224775,0.0,0.0,0.1911917634152637,0.0,0.0,0.14032253076762916,0.30734224512822544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18347727452969184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692105915644788,0.2167687448384403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14706986275912756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14039201537830232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16439428458346195,0.0,0.0,0.08497585295827499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984223077794665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17541028991146956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18472203851743346,0.13699079435163694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210530551994899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17828440371654153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461387265725027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15771230786107146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763500088563252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755862428337681,0.0,0.0,0.18946165678025875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13507973316437025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21537128089256388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641695572045195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386665577886769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822470623768206
anxiety,alliegreenie,2019/02/10,"Xanax side effects/impairment question I was recently prescribed Xanax (0.25 mg) to be taken up to twice daily as needed for anxiety attacks.  However, I’m a bit wary of taking them (despite knowing that I was prescribed a low dose) because my anxiety tends to flare up in inconvenient places like movie theaters, crowded restaurants, at work, etc, where I either need to drive afterwards or need my concentration to remain intact.  For those of you who take Xanax to help with your anxiety, have you noticed whether the medication has any significant detrimental effects on your mental abilities or concentration?",14.217621359223301,11.478969572815533,12.438907766990294,51.7453519417476,52.300970873786405,15.736893203883495,52.93446601941746,13.816669648895859,7.427487378640777,498,28,68,14,4,157,78,103,0.115,0.785,0.1,-0.1779,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,4,1,2,1,3,1,0,3,0,5,5,0,1,0,11,14,4,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,3,0,10,1,17,10,3,12,0,1,0,0,9,9,0,3,3,45,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354432043979689,0.0,0.45709612856785403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265859239060724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141287770242565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174432989290548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22212846851197734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350021613274465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945924922606848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730495799874374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20064396868867349,0.20071766257289256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4430486276685889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22675766186330526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20809144885217934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231172581506536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966574715897308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.299503818766833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14499896131801476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,discreetsun,2019/02/10,"Sudden overwhelming anxiety caused by relief? My anxiety has been building up all day because I'm trying to clean the apartment (getting to it makes me restless, it's like I have a complete mental block).

So I took a break, and during my break I started thinking about how I needed to buy actual furniture (to help with keeping things clean), and then of course I go to my finances. It hit me that my next paycheck would not involve paying for my old apartment's rent anymore. For three months I had to pay two rents, and I knew it ended with the last month's payment.

The relief was so much I started panicking and all I could do was cry while hyperventilating. I couldn't even be happy about it - I was just freaking out.

I was able to get out of it pretty quick because I have tricks now, but that was really strange. How do you deal with situations like these?

​

In any case... I don't have to pay two rents anymore! I'm so happy, I'll finally be able to buy furniture, curtains and a washer & dryer in a few months!",4.130262725779969,5.474418216748768,5.0338128078817785,83.07699178981939,71.26600985221675,7.580821018062397,28.80426929392447,8.021203637495839,1.887921116584565,810,31,157,11,15,264,117,203,0.121,0.8029999999999999,0.076,-0.7194,3,0,0,0,1,0,32.0,0,1,0,0,11,10,1,2,7,0,19,0,0,4,2,27,33,13,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,6,0,10,10,0,2,2,0,9,2,3,4,0,3,9,0,22,6,24,18,4,27,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,0,18,107,32,4,0.2590018014183409,0.0,0.12637419836263994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806283436269627,0.1573577689415783,0.08806505325734268,0.0,0.1981356691659256,0.0,0.2568601911468578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15788509417681332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13303309769318514,0.0,0.0,0.13577923053582358,0.0,0.0,0.1033959316320762,0.0,0.14225065853519706,0.08351736761520051,0.13350974226568665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469936012456836,0.0,0.0,0.08553412356632438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418619067728778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353177513359504,0.0,0.07359834622244953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757122337287516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868017239835269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510635075727642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556051833294658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265351974866797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644285681434548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13050644897793182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100991503061989,0.0,0.09519806258585126,0.0960232769758952,0.0,0.0,0.13772567705988967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588941089800288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131748972435422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829615930543743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455644382721497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18332280811885765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603464412037021,0.08297894815724896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388026564397693,0.0879226109191478,0.0,0.25300712555204363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199372430143768,0.0,0.1573577689415783,0.0
anxiety,violetlivid,2019/02/10,"Major anxiety when talking to certain people? Hey guys, I've thought about this a bunch and finally wanted to ask a question over it. Does anyone get major anxiety when having to talk to certain people like school nurse, principal, counselor, and teachers one on one? When I talk to these people I usually get a upset stomach to the point of pain, my throat starts getting tight I have to fight back tears and my body starts to go cool and clammy. Does anyone else experience or is this unusual? ",6.458949275362323,7.514603228260871,6.5508695652173925,75.40644927536233,65.6304347826087,9.1768115942029,32.72463768115942,9.2995712137729,3.0707985507246374,395,16,66,7,6,126,62,92,0.146,0.763,0.092,-0.6531,0,0,0,0,1,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,1,1,4,1,3,4,3,0,2,11,12,8,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,1,2,5,4,12,11,3,12,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,2,9,40,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467766257121577,0.0,0.0,0.2255589175453477,0.1652632159772216,0.0,0.0,0.15078670463256327,0.0,0.0,0.12402396829913405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17915959485031424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28229628867707723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13473917823021225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15777500416125995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17668803814010084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528060057097392,0.0,0.09166623866983507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15970492280003568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879936308548928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21859193009706288,0.0,0.1716265806070227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354597104371534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247353675123534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806845015634165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16323661019115587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283273082231533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3889223798037271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804821997754998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17764088975938694,0.0,0.09513448914773133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,omermerG,2019/02/10,"There are infinite universes and i'm afraid his time it's the bad one. A friend of mine is going through a tough time, and since there are infinite universes, that means there are some where she is... you know. And i'm afraid it may be this one this time. I was right about my previous fear, what if i'm right again? I'm so scared.",-0.053623188405797606,2.2403001594202934,1.081159420289854,100.96637681159422,90.8840579710145,5.965217391304349,16.36231884057971,7.3871296695380915,-0.048785507246376536,257,6,63,5,9,80,45,69,0.168,0.787,0.045,-0.8290000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,4,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,8,15,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,4,1,0,6,1,3,12,1,10,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,6,41,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22417437042566127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021210904432069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20743140948270536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15258662797725214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14755273604979482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924596699530026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.363865759090277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4585706939662424,0.0,0.0,0.26880105408231303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22209417083813746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4696685659189354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ChiefWamsutta,2019/02/10,"Poke my finger on a nail and now anxious. I just happened to poke my finger on a nail. I don't think it actually broke the skin, and the nail was all silver i.e. no brown/black/orange rust.  The mark is very, very minor.  

I thoroughly and aggressively washed my hands with soap and put on Neosporin. I'm still feeling anxious about tetanus though.",3.344825870646765,5.507787686567166,3.5590298507462705,89.4351616915423,75.11940298507463,6.257711442786071,24.59950248756219,7.1686216300943375,0.9163950248756216,273,9,55,3,6,84,48,67,0.17800000000000002,0.799,0.023,-0.8434,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,5,0,3,5,4,0,1,9,7,5,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,5,6,0,6,6,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.2723096659688359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6304874736387772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410945719677449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467603831075403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805193566975265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22284733310831456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17880208102531367,0.2741623080031529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4604860777811978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,boo_ella,2019/02/10,"How annoying Does anyone else get annoyed with people when you're trying to sell something and they are like ""just wait"" or  ""let me talk to my significant other about this"" when in reality they really mean to say ""I'm not interested""? I get really mad with people about this.",4.815769230769232,6.573395961538466,6.272307692307695,73.24769230769233,70.15384615384616,9.815384615384616,24.538461538461537,10.125756701596842,2.575330769230769,218,6,39,6,4,74,41,52,0.154,0.7709999999999999,0.075,-0.6697,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,6,5,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,9,7,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,5,2,8,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19807681753554154,0.29025508929280713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24790130699225504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366451117218977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960054937296797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896742431113239,0.0,0.13839689632899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085762982676586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3927830627899501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629544101969813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225276598374957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180837251107406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276907163125381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923293551524644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,madisonwm,2019/02/10,Anxiety post about a small opiate binge the past two weeks. Any suggestions? Tips?  Problem is that I can’t sleep. I know nothing other than a benzo will prob do the trick.. but that seems counterintuitive. Like one addiction for another. ,2.390000000000001,5.0228531190476176,3.0336904761904755,82.66339285714291,101.14285714285714,6.861904761904763,21.91666666666667,7.6454224807358475,1.9766095238095245,189,7,32,5,8,59,38,42,0.078,0.833,0.08800000000000001,0.3421,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,4,0,4,2,1,0,0,4,6,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,2,1,3,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224753313822588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20116017535151964,0.3101813922966144,0.22629297592280226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16256881890850938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445172720226418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28383658882110724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004477459387538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823830379328464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833031283825479,0.0,0.0,0.2830491387761205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26929328548818554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960224996769842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28896228332769186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372800326371152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jetk99,2019/02/10,"“Strange” triggers? Hello everyone! I just wanted to make a space where people can talk about their unconventional triggers. For me, I get anxious and sometimes have panic attacks whenever I enter comic-book shops and see super-hero movies. I think because of my past experiences I feel alienated in those spaces and it makes me question my reality. I’m sure I’m not alone in having unexpected triggers! ",4.14064162754304,7.446321436619723,5.2697652582159655,71.33200312989048,81.11267605633802,7.099217527386543,30.424100156494518,8.167268648758528,3.1099377151799685,326,16,47,7,9,107,57,71,0.152,0.79,0.058,-0.7611,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,5,1,15,12,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,1,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,10,1,6,12,0,7,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,1,1,28,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579193865300203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813323729234653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833069281163732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518060293538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379582926526321,0.0,0.2435985679156681,0.0,0.0,0.1259167624987529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13010759906435967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33245815705158593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29218238016609765,0.0,0.0,0.2377267695678585,0.17264565129799808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789699550913519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19844421406611665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462964743147185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234707290993616,0.0,0.0,0.20016042307459528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595680036216707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14688401016988414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thomass7287x,2019/02/10,"Drinks for anxiety? Whenever I get anxiety and start getting sick or nauseous I just need to drink something and I feel a little better. Is there a drink that I can use to help with anxiety? Maybe some sort of tea, juice, etc?",1.1837121212121209,3.8176038863636386,2.5563636363636384,89.79621212121214,89.68181818181819,6.56969696969697,23.24242424242424,7.793537801064563,1.5724969696969695,177,7,35,4,6,57,35,44,0.193,0.6920000000000001,0.115,-0.3885,0,0,4,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,2,5,0,1,0,10,8,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,5,8,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4878558063973114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880045138779012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6247250608781606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370763092420809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748385042703283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22212238370395676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424839361464585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130550901095193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21355925203285692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15762099918434405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163649925068195,0.0,0.0,0.15046103975511993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18359576774768246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RationalRice,2019/02/10,"Anxiety over showing family members my art I've always felt a personal connection to the things I draw no matter what it is. Its a part of me, its a part of my imagination and thoughts that I put out. I only show it to close friends or people who follow me online but never to family members. I always say no when they ask if they can see. I had one instagram that had a good amount of followers but I choose to leave it and make it private just because members of my family were starting to find it. I have a new one now, its not as successful but I'm always living in that fear that they're gonna find this new one I created. Today my little brother started talking about my old instagram and mom instantly started asking questions. I choose to tell the truth saying I don't want people I know to see it but that response wasn't so popular. I feel so stressed and sad after this incident and it feels like my heart is beating faster than it did before.
I just don't know what to do, its like this anxiety and insecurity is getting in the way of me successfully putting out my stuff out there. I'm starting to wonder if it was a bad idea to leave that old instagram, what if I never get to that point again. Do I have to start spamming posts?
Sorry if I'm rambling I just need advice if there's anything I can do.

Thank you fellow redditors for reading <3",4.19533180778032,5.085287869565222,5.552074752097635,81.12991990846685,70.66666666666666,8.709077040427157,29.381388253241802,8.99025400887824,2.3472420289855083,1076,41,214,20,19,362,145,276,0.172,0.738,0.09,-0.9719,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,2,3,11,14,0,3,9,0,18,1,1,1,3,45,46,20,0,7,14,2,3,2,2,1,0,2,0,1,29,10,0,0,14,4,0,4,8,5,0,3,8,7,30,9,28,37,3,32,0,1,2,0,16,9,0,8,19,150,59,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537038161392684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24362485878270446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14932244165153066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031378172522559,0.0,0.18247951028056586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148918148226783,0.059494052388720714,0.0,0.08304761722261306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276016494690835,0.10982343932537672,0.09869566441606407,0.06972311361633754,0.09370815284465042,0.0,0.1784032611458535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540298090438552,0.0,0.10198051220831723,0.0,0.0,0.08185949517688082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565257871022605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017481317513828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727320579364953,0.0,0.0,0.206681661389601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536165155475712,0.09781754929713073,0.08617968853634819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651465659726429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143040945577815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236672848347353,0.15054520849483188,0.1885190335076644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20482267241730454,0.0,0.19840218233727594,0.07422670061290207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113754660169778,0.0,0.13532254900191545,0.08521768818116647,0.0,0.0,0.09226044293796007,0.0,0.0934706759789808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19622331252515124,0.10933065829949856,0.0,0.0976231273447106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15522565207391598,0.0,0.0,0.1555438939829239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925153352269558,0.3453972905781892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179670876212904,0.0,0.11172489033907466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844454365376223,0.08530383178443278,0.08985394382490831,0.0,0.0,0.064838921637657,0.0,0.0,0.07748089107305628,0.0,0.0,0.09251027535578303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05756507190993021,0.07746773063558329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583947561630704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,crimsonghost99,2019/02/10,"Contacting old friends to confront social anxiety  Lately, I've been thinking a lot about how to confront my social anxiety. One of my anxieties is talking to people I haven't seen or talked to in a long time. For example, I had a group of three other friends in seventh grade (I'm now in my second year of college, for reference) whom I had several classes with, but in eighth grade, I didn't talk to them anymore since I didn't have classes with them. I think about these people a lot, and I wonder how they would react if I messaged them. I think that I should try it, although I still inexplicably anxious even though I know that nothing bad can come of it. I would like to hear what Reddit thinks about this idea. ",6.322712765957447,6.164992290780145,6.514955673758867,79.74562500000002,65.80851063829788,9.319503546099293,33.93705673758865,8.841846274778883,2.7343822695035453,567,23,110,8,8,182,87,141,0.071,0.843,0.086,0.7118,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,4,0,9,6,2,0,4,0,12,0,0,3,0,23,22,8,0,4,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,0,8,0,0,1,3,3,0,3,6,2,20,3,21,13,2,12,0,0,1,0,16,4,0,5,8,82,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32873186193636456,0.16181906881852873,0.1420543967819102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959841204512665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233875400128594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460787421540634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22133187781732394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16144053400993452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169916623818728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872029657521061,0.0,0.16157960157068554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997924073167558,0.0,0.0,0.1267618274999576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435530051472801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744148847798587,0.0,0.15030502163823584,0.0,0.09706231560316284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986074921865508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16181906881852873,0.0,0.1184886127093133,0.0,0.0,0.2920278292266307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439068796770485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34538975667473426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3671265484447444,0.14073139036423285,0.0,0.08352369417425395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724974042761801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15533636471920728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035054627190632,0.0,0.0,0.0922410887208928
anxiety,downwiththenormal99,2019/02/10,"Will delete this soon I had a good day. Went out with some friends. Watched a fireworks display. Had a good chat with my family. Everything was going fine. Then my fucking brain just decided to think of all the wrongs and all the problems and all the things I should worry about. 

I had a good day. In fact, I had a good week. I managed to turn around from any negative thoughts since the start of this year and avoid a break down. But here I am now. My heart's racing too fast. And I feel like I am suffocating and my mind just DOESN'T STOP. I have this feeling that I am running out of time. That I can't keep up with my surroundings. That nothing seems to go right and god I just feel so tired. I want to be okay again.  I want to. But this fucking brain of mine just keeps on thinking about worrying things. Why can't things just go smoothly???  I am desperately trying not to think of any degrading thoughts about myself and my head just hurts right now. I feel so stressed out suddenly. What is wrong with me????",1.0069801980198,3.5037526287128733,1.6394178217821782,97.70013663366336,87.06930693069306,5.21219801980198,20.95128712871287,6.742157984588678,0.2703819405940591,789,26,175,10,25,241,113,202,0.158,0.7040000000000001,0.138,-0.8493,0,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,0,18,17,2,2,10,1,17,7,4,0,4,49,39,12,0,4,9,0,5,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,11,15,0,4,11,1,0,5,5,9,0,0,8,6,25,8,27,28,4,31,0,1,1,2,2,11,2,2,15,120,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15490258354081124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138910812119432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542849893939181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690340305952834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023598777725657,0.0,0.10736838687326997,0.0,0.2303513264656408,0.08136533555887293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799361539108054,0.2105848840487217,0.0,0.0,0.19418441627816735,0.38211290048791796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688729679184552,0.0,0.0,0.1349640081592903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192504226189126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20246704515301345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05564247188455312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499967985241333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928361151746308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898042514828088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945283666302751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036841054135571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421364439487837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061420378803827,0.0,0.0,0.09521982754752067,0.1304642929870067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22699677378237046,0.2189345201125827,0.0,0.18083698144204766,0.06641204957631527,0.13090349628328707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773260168436563,0.12388311266904198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134354338166694,0.0,0.09135826714683634,0.0,0.0,0.10558015135999184,0.10277091158862764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23132817669830394,0.0,0.0,0.24904870271031196,0.0,0.07334349632961437
anxiety,Landfields,2019/02/10,"How do you fight the sense of impending doom? I feel it all the time. It's usually mild, in the background, with some peaks of fear or even seconds of absolute panic, but it never goes away. It's the feeling that something terrible is just around the corner, but nothing ever happens.  I know it's pretty common. How do you deal with it?",2.91,5.028847272727276,4.075757575757578,85.43363636363638,76.27272727272728,6.824242424242425,26.15151515151515,7.793537801064563,1.6248060606060617,264,10,50,4,6,86,47,66,0.171,0.745,0.083,-0.6553,0,0,1,0,1,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,6,5,1,2,5,0,3,0,0,2,3,16,7,5,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,0,2,4,0,8,7,2,9,1,1,0,0,4,4,0,2,5,39,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428407910526366,0.0,0.0,0.2562950329455582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28123434531261804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18017511557466487,0.24675402641933344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30696440838095823,0.2758614775073998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412271532667455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499181611587334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103923403968917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26174920720544503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200600996036838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277525335452684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100069449686061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590659485362218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004394676290707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,the-swell-guy,2019/02/10,"What has been working for me I have had panic attacks, I have spent many nights and weekends in my bed, I have spent my job slacking off too nervous to do my job. I have struggled harder than I ever have in the last year

In the face of my anxiety, listening and doing it anyway is the best step forward. I feel like I do when I stand up to others, but I am only standing up to myself and thoughts.

It has got me doing so many positive things",3.79677536231884,4.191209184782611,5.1400000000000015,85.52166666666669,71.28260869565217,7.4376811594202925,28.3768115942029,7.1686216300943375,1.4523202898550729,343,12,72,3,6,115,60,92,0.093,0.8029999999999999,0.104,0.6082,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,5,6,1,3,3,0,15,1,1,0,1,7,21,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,3,0,0,2,1,2,2,0,4,0,0,6,2,16,2,12,15,1,16,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,8,61,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17061883387119853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537310449091452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23405827509536545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20174517065346206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277165698984122,0.15933407205931066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17837902747550952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4426495986714376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18180080968383244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089621466428616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4522387889581641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20930037964924048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696258507510162,0.0,0.2616799423737796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331614231026587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14817251950781585,0.0,0.0,0.17706245807360474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623699183591459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436252655875661
anxiety,blonderedhead426,2019/02/10,"tomorrow I'll go to an interview with the army. I'm really anxious about it,I need to make a good first impression. I just want to be done with it. 
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anxiety,earthyorgy,2019/02/10,"Anxiety makes life terrifying Does anyone else feel like the world is too freightening? I have GAD, so I worry about everything.. the world terrifies me. I feel like I don't belong in the world because I can barely work or finish school without panicking. I don't believe I'll ever amount to anything. 

Anyone else relate? 

(Also, I do see a therapist weekly, so please don't tell me I need to see one.)",2.1771284271284266,4.871240103896106,3.990822510822512,81.68877344877345,83.02597402597402,7.058585858585857,22.841269841269842,8.167268648758528,1.7892551226551228,316,11,56,7,9,106,52,77,0.165,0.7040000000000001,0.131,-0.5725,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,4,0,7,1,0,1,1,7,13,4,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,10,2,5,13,1,7,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,1,5,33,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439356743892114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13768969198999212,0.0,0.0,0.251702427592476,0.3688362500218454,0.1481141045644617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097185079220199,0.0,0.0,0.20278390499007795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15750798490616422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007123692685873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16280869923606206,0.0,0.0,0.16176086227054068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18201384177615595,0.2571657396500477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713026064223934,0.17586527898965507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014283323751095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13345820554509694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196396413033407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975718629339759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18215662454941625,0.2868529420837159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573167193632512,0.0,0.0,0.20897897625238634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14437485068173342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735012085018649,0.0,0.13103280300337874,0.1827857073712667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Airvian,2019/02/10,"Feeling proud of myself I talked / breathed myself out of an anxiety attack tonight... I know it's something that we all face and its not impressive or anything but I'm proud of myself. I feel more in control than I have in a while. 

I hope everyone is doing great. I love you",0.4193181818181806,2.88046372727273,2.109431818181818,92.18414772727272,93.54545454545452,4.931818181818182,23.238636363636363,6.6274283507984215,0.8957727272727269,215,9,43,3,8,70,43,55,0.081,0.569,0.35,0.9661,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,1,1,0,3,0,7,1,0,2,0,3,3,2,1,1,12,9,4,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,11,6,7,9,2,5,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,2,2,33,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23827613347001925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563158914652757,0.0,0.0,0.35434571290001426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493436613243793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29762597551384784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149804014348335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34340028531667555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093631517212166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711775163782454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811167095795101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397872744973613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503503471669491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kissmylifeaway,2019/02/10,"A sweet guy at my new job just gave me his number, but I have severe PTSD surrounding dating (not in therapy until next week) TW sexual assault Hey everyone,
Last year at the same time of this year I got assaulted by an ex best friend of mine I was in love with for years. Due to this I have severe anxiety around men who hit on me or are even friendly. Also lately I've been having nightmares of my ex best friend hurting me in the most graphic ways. 

After a year of hell since the incident (being in the hospital twice for panic attacks) I had to move back to my mother's and got a new job at a retirement home. This guy about my age works in Laundry. I work in housekeeping so I don't see him all the time. But in the mornings we run into each other. 

I talk to him with ease since he seems really polite and welcoming. After a few weeks of working here he gave me his number today and confessed he thought I was cute. 

I panicked immediately, but didn't show it. 

I know very well not every guy will hurt me, but for some reason my brain panics in this specific situation. I want to date again and be normal, but I don't know how to be normal around men again without having panic attacks and extreme flashbacks of my assault. I'm tired of panicking around men who aren't an actual threat. 

Maybe talking to him will be practice for my anxiety regarding men and dating? I don't get to see my new therapist until next week so any advice or encouragement of any kind would be so nice. ",4.837350818517866,5.287850341137123,5.9781376518218625,80.23133603238867,69.0,9.104101390600249,28.11142404506249,9.134995656068208,2.182955852842809,1168,37,232,21,19,391,165,299,0.174,0.636,0.19,0.6165,2,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,0,5,16,25,7,3,13,0,22,3,1,2,1,40,37,20,0,4,11,3,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,7,8,14,0,0,6,1,0,2,8,12,1,1,10,3,34,13,45,18,8,49,2,2,2,1,33,17,1,5,29,158,42,5,0.0,0.0,0.08365066957867777,0.0,0.0,0.08376490718129502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06855051103484894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658551772284,0.0,0.13115162436550726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22892778270516384,0.0,0.19503848395138548,0.0,0.06591363690036163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17991638014663386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569222946441748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05661746464746417,0.0,0.07222306890038009,0.08190944173374635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19868192586931446,0.0,0.04478533059672262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371167454104941,0.0,0.0,0.25462978899173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598447280269819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835307565640011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701283866889059,0.0,0.0,0.08926452501729701,0.09421929507129956,0.06987350387999569,0.0966962576376111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736593791563741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611758567319873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911071370775422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483676652506595,0.18232907117917546,0.0,0.16797543205316906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30172298738222914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020246995102004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054914633669112985,0.08813476836004755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13661599777214467,0.07803656228938431,0.0,0.19367913049729385,0.0,0.1418174733727222,0.09635323417338636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779749659881613,0.0,0.0,0.0980286595240776,0.0995279014631442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06805236111282201,0.09996841893666307,0.09852290089077853,0.08125284283607832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072824352563499,0.05056006722233495,0.06804080214865793,0.20627901672348686,0.0,0.07707286463849504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263133207550519,0.0,0.1872162473895402,0.0,0.0,0.060893257757957925,0.0,0.0,0.2208043092822524
anxiety,PM_ME_BABY_KITTENS,2019/02/10,"Having a bad day after weeks of success Today's going rough. I barely slept and woke up dry heaving and sweaty. I was having a really good few weeks and actually managing to eat regular meals and leave the house, see people etc. But of course today's just one of those days. I know this will pass but it's just so frustrating when these problems come up to throw off my progress. I'm so tired of crawling back out from this. Anyone out there having a better day/been through similar cycles of anxiety and want to offer some hope?",3.4595085470085465,5.4973844807692265,4.3474358974359015,84.4753418803419,74.38461538461539,7.314529914529915,23.09401709401709,8.167268648758528,1.340646581196581,422,12,80,7,9,136,76,104,0.157,0.6940000000000001,0.14800000000000002,-0.2628,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,7,7,1,0,4,0,5,4,1,0,0,17,14,10,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,8,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,3,0,1,3,2,4,4,16,10,3,18,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,2,9,52,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.19000431196081505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14894904174480944,0.0,0.0,0.13614249132559095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971637753967829,0.1625708146760436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17220103861799466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167721398284074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767064838259552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19923215711943945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21714790693653616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065552396480696,0.1633095900315432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19338632169733092,0.0,0.2246638049989988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700495539140584,0.0,0.0,0.2061648274011509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13193736816501836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349841576213853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863067018119873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473321779051977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551549365371314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237851303572536,0.3691157662141294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148422461369156,0.0,0.31236173674725304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GrimmLock420,2019/02/10,"Anxious about the future and so many ""what if"" thoughts in my head. Sorry, I just need to get this out. 

I love my life. Everything is going great. I'm 31 years old and I have the most amazing woman and my girlfriend. We have been dating almost 10 months and in 3 more months we are planning on moving in together. 

The thing is, I am having doubts about our relationship. All these ""what if"" questions are circulating in my head and I hate them. She is all i ever wanted and when i think about a life without her, i get super sad. I hate this cloud over my head. I know it will pass. I just hate it. She is so special for me. I love her. So much.",0.14970864661654204,2.390851729323309,1.9360855263157888,95.98728618421056,88.09774436090225,4.528007518796993,17.335056390977442,5.985473137389443,-0.4620672932330829,492,12,111,4,16,161,81,133,0.154,0.71,0.136,0.0614,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,3,0,1,2,10,11,3,1,4,0,12,7,3,0,3,26,26,12,0,4,5,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,8,9,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,5,0,0,2,0,26,6,13,23,5,18,0,1,0,2,14,7,0,6,8,83,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15083102995414516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17016546365721397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625060728147734,0.0,0.0,0.13537369822468756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15739262204379628,0.0,0.0856047087368421,0.0,0.0,0.16606663133295355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4461384831510551,0.4637598047163679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278057625567234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21278439417100747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718932218022038,0.0,0.0,0.15271198173469716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404578255175262,0.16009250127749758,0.11072806439620338,0.1116878989730789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15805753848306278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687365419814884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16171686389031378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168614423982471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006978457018152,0.09651560195144833,0.0,0.11958089188027743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884361737207146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451989060374063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699875141439243
anxiety,Becky-and-Momo,2019/02/10,"What would you do if you didn’t have to worry about getting anxious? So often in my life anxiety has got in the way of me achieving the things I wanted to. I was too anxious to apply to an agent after finishing my theatre course. I was too anxious to go to parties when I was younger. I had great reasons why I didn’t want to or didn’t do those things... however I think it was mostly because I was anxious. 

So I started thinking the other day... what would I do if I wasn’t scared I would get too anxious..?oh the irony of that question. 

For me it would be:

Travel to Japan

Try to talk to someone famous

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anxiety,physicalstheillusion,2019/02/10,"How to mentally recover from reading something that gave you anxiety I read something a few hours ago that gave me such bad anxiety I got a stomach ache from it. I’m not going to point to it, but it popped up on my reddit feed and I started reading it and it was bad, and then I felt like I had to finish reading it to get “closure”,  but there was no closure. It was pretty much hands down the worst thing I have ever read. And just the mental image of it has me sick to my stomach. How do you recover from that so you don’t spend days anxious about something that you only read about?",2.409008264462809,3.96133738016529,3.8546198347107454,88.97829338842978,76.02479338842977,6.4928925619834725,26.149586776859504,7.1686216300943375,1.1755580165289254,457,17,96,5,10,151,70,121,0.2,0.7440000000000001,0.056,-0.9542,0,0,3,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,0,0,9,4,0,0,4,0,8,5,3,2,1,12,16,10,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,13,4,1,0,1,6,1,1,3,3,0,0,8,2,14,1,15,8,3,12,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,8,73,27,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331377489936725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19557953286283367,0.144411760247717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21346578413002051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243991509895966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562975006476528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227370551679422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678601259869882,0.0,0.07264885840221666,0.0,0.10223750237480644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12588701471172908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062451387272492186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576455863211196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939699181291561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722064058997383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208408738294924,0.0,0.0,0.13004928689795714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7671888604893453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952298397431407,0.0,0.0,0.09047888582081487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492471637194693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mytkh,2019/02/10,"I moved into my own Apartment yesterday AND Started a new job last week! Honestly I have no idea how I did this. I'm sitting in my own apartment after 3 years of living at home with my parents after a series of horrific events flipped my world upside down. It feels so strange to actually have something of my own again. After hundreds of applications with only a handful of interviews I landed a good job in my field and I was able to find my own place. It's weird to be alone again and I feel nervous about nothing but I also feel a great sense of accomplishment. 

I've had anxiety and depression my whole life but a few years ago things got really bad. My best friend was murdered and my girlfriend left me, on top of a few other things, all in less than a year. Without going into my life's story, it was almost impossible to deal with on top of my already shit mental health. Having to crawl back home and live with my parents, almost an hour from my small group of friends, was humiliating. After 3 years of that I never thought I would be where I am now. 

My job gives me so much anxiety because I'm the new guy and I don't know how everything in the office works yet. I have this lingering feeling of thinking I'm going to screw up or I'm doing something wrong. It also doesn't feel right being inside my apartment, like someone is going to burst in and tell me to leave at any moment... But I know it's just the anxiety talking and that this is the best thing that's happened to me in years. 

I just wanted to share this quick victory so people can hear about how it can get better as quickly as it can get worse. The shitty things can come out of no where and tear you down, but the good things can too and build you up higher than before. Stay safe out there everyone. 

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anxiety,UndergradChester,2019/02/10,"Internet memes and mental health [16+]  **This is a study looking into the effect of internet memes on the individual. Participants will be asked to answer a series of questionnaires. This should take no longer than 30 minutes. Further information can be found in the information sheet.** 

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[https://chester.onlinesurveys.ac.uk/memes4dalolz](https://chester.onlinesurveys.ac.uk/memes4dalolz)",11.983311965811966,17.18427805769231,7.540256410256416,51.293632478632496,76.11538461538461,9.234188034188037,32.7008547008547,8.841846274778883,4.856813675213675,337,14,33,9,9,92,43,52,0.046,0.954,0.0,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,6,1,0,1,0,8,10,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,22,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493510234310061,0.3917857826765747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014270179245337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.353526084945286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427262987598971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27075864005559896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249319788979886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424260208890921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3917857826765747,0.0
anxiety,dogu189,2019/02/10,"Going downwards when reducing dosage I have been using anti depressants for my anxiety for a while and things were great, recently my doctor reduced because i told her i was feeling great and she reduced  the dosage and i have been experiencing some anxiety rising up again, is this normal? Are things going back to same when i was feeling great?

For reference I have been using Lustral 100mg for about 4 - 5 months now, and now reduced to 50mg.",7.071927710843376,7.636431614457834,7.233397590361445,72.7691325301205,64.18072289156626,10.013493975903614,34.672289156626505,9.888512548439397,3.512568192771085,356,15,60,7,5,115,52,83,0.095,0.7240000000000001,0.18,0.8541,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,2,0,11,1,0,2,0,12,18,7,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,7,3,10,3,8,11,2,14,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,9,47,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29675490718496605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14914184475579156,0.0,0.11823508776981845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16705587008054526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985243848733199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961421365028116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22046177242240894,0.0,0.0,0.641518634151811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15481554457884994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19003780543873544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19151027349002425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25771435237389123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18533532388076931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350351331463606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Feraligatr927,2019/02/10,"Buspar is making me sick...? I have been taking various doses of Buspirone for probably 4 years now.  I started at 10mg per day, and now i take 45mg total per day.  
It has always been fine for me.  If I take it on a completely empty stomach it might make me a little queasy.  
But about a month ago, every time I take one, even if I take it with plenty of food, theres a good 20 minutes of 'oh god, I am seriously about to throw up.'
Its gotten to the point where I just dont take it anymore.  Sometimes I can really feel the anxiety and know I need it, so I give them another chance and they make me sick.

I read that they can cause nausea, but why would it just be starting now?",2.6825874125874165,3.3058426083916115,4.592594405594404,87.60581468531471,73.96503496503495,7.678041958041959,23.39090909090909,7.908726449838941,0.9667991608391612,515,13,117,7,10,177,95,143,0.054000000000000006,0.8959999999999999,0.05,-0.1251,0,0,0,0,0,1,19.0,0,0,3,0,11,3,0,0,6,0,12,5,1,4,1,20,28,8,0,4,6,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,9,4,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,1,19,2,13,22,2,18,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,3,11,78,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243848954425109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675718217670178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471373784001119,0.10734414137841301,0.0,0.13915937897009542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441469242453933,0.0,0.0,0.14712247401232822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18098912032504946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16445357433631186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267979956797373,0.0,0.11822534957278386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094982667935626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967506701503085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346073858182178,0.0,0.11769345754389544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711600507914057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14063714368594307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809933501250301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14885696469009915,0.0,0.0,0.1120017988075918,0.0,0.0,0.10404523590032766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095084220317886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13264741616640816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15128830599299198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035761359901408,0.0,0.08989235518567228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387797130230288,0.0,0.19863792839964392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6330174427254657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818215111526734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661665077896025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967904707829883,0.0,0.0,0.09036124831554336
anxiety,anonymouslyabsent_,2019/02/10,"The clouds of beating hearts can be seen The clouds of beating hearts can be seen

As couples walk by

Hugging and sharing secrets

He whispers something into her ear

She laughs and hangs onto his fingers

Catching the sun as it departs from me

I wish we wouldnt part ways

I hate goodbyes",5.227,6.74276801818182,4.576136363636365,86.74420454545454,68.81818181818181,5.5,35.56818181818181,3.1291,1.8161818181818181,231,12,41,0,4,69,43,55,0.092,0.687,0.221,0.8175,0,0,1,0,0,0,0.0,1,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,3,0,5,5,4,0,0,7,9,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,2,5,7,3,8,4,1,7,0,0,2,1,7,2,0,0,0,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258054313498019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29071029475762816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.697853848237995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31886271803899835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266834614140428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23372221588659706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386051580993905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BayleyPantlin96,2019/02/10,"Looking for some advice Hey Guys, just looking for some advice really, or maybe just some tips. I'm on propanolol for anxiety, and to control my heart rate as that seems to spiral when I'm anxious. Unfortunately at the moment my biggest problem seems to be the physical symptoms of anxiety rather than the mental ones. My heart rate is often very high even with the propanolol (I'm on the highest dose too!) and when my heart rate rises I tend to get bad tension headaches and other aches and pains. Does anybody have any tips for dealing with this? Any ways to keep your heart rate down?  I've tried to concentrate on my breathing but it's tough to do that 24/7 And get on with daily life. I'm also now using the mindfulness app which has been a great help. Any tips would be appreciated.

Thanks guys X ",3.9488933002481375,5.957842122580647,4.133548387096777,86.66339950372209,72.93548387096773,6.833746898263028,26.1166253101737,7.61054688173877,1.3421513647642676,639,22,124,8,13,198,97,155,0.098,0.7929999999999999,0.109,0.8968,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,10,7,0,1,7,0,8,9,5,2,0,25,22,11,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,6,8,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,1,1,2,7,2,23,18,3,14,0,0,2,0,6,8,0,7,4,72,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423034608822958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914668700727083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529317650754808,0.0,0.18968857934336414,0.14006200567559252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351804388048934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13905400816731134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781784039939087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849565228985317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188755943327189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295487688759341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13668828539225505,0.0,0.2455192004725425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5876671479598593,0.08310111842205166,0.13099157894208374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019903806548777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757067498753203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20822379384643985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455448082979095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494258608751535,0.0,0.12518436358862806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401199375422258,0.0,0.13192336251034828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11863202735272102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942470324900447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257333023380584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288625946551971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414404133787875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417421874425772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707883323566422,0.0,0.10229640767878803,0.0,0.09840947955774047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807176892834707,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BOZMMBNB,2019/02/10,"Worth getting professional help? To begin with, I’m not too sure if I have anxiety. I’ve experienced most ‘symptoms’ of social anxiety since I was 13, and I’ve only become aware of this last year, when I was 18. Never occurred to me that most people wouldn’t be anxious about ordering food, or listening to music in public because then I wouldnt be able to hear my own breathing over the music. 

Fortunately, I can say that I’ve been able to make a lot of improvements and I’m doing well. I can order food when I’m out, and today I finally got myself to go outside and jog, all without feeling anxious. However I do feel anxious about going outside on some days, and going to work. I’d have trouble sleeping before work days. I have no problem working, and I feel fine when I work, but afterwards I’d just dread the next work day and I’d feel extremely anxious.

With that I’m wondering if this would be worth seeking help for? I’m afraid that I’ll be trying to seek help for a problem that I do not have, and that I’ll be taken as a joke if I do. ",4.25610631229236,4.752756939534886,5.821611295681066,80.67726744186048,70.30232558139535,8.561461794019934,30.24086378737541,8.634040054169528,2.2835980066445187,822,32,165,13,14,281,115,215,0.123,0.78,0.097,-0.3455,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,5,8,9,0,2,5,0,21,5,2,1,3,38,41,18,0,8,9,0,4,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,8,11,2,0,5,2,2,4,7,5,1,0,5,8,16,4,23,28,6,25,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,9,15,103,24,6,0.2167511040769214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16581400134498386,0.4897341037160608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606473061713931,0.1196922825917906,0.09221961254815116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20967979613725105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21919174172654,0.0,0.0,0.1187201199030005,0.0,0.0,0.262096295419234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05662175290414132,0.0,0.18477697121710207,0.0,0.08667782926024893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12214712364255152,0.0,0.21792554421836532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834053960359069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213701879668316,0.0,0.0,0.0723415225356259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358590687291728,0.0,0.11525862908673447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242449091466016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513396202887578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20740153372560316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618458885713133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964937656826796,0.0,0.10845381956603398,0.1104752272481214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021426752242738,0.11264369482570248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272735131177378,0.0,0.0,0.07357988587604222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744263666314333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447016477448287,0.11752866319417585,0.3944934631529728,0.0,0.0,0.07698688272162929,0.0,0.0,0.06979030228072165
anxiety,anxiousandafraid99,2019/02/10,"Does anyone ever feel like they can’t have sex due to their anxiety? I am in a very healthy, loving relationship of 4 years with a man who loves me and is so understanding of my anxiety. For the past 3 months, it’s been almost impossible for me to let go and truly enjoy sex. I find myself overthinking while we have sex, wondering if he’s enjoying it, if he feels I’m out of it, or if he’d rather be having sex with someone else. It’s terrible and I hate it because our sex life is incredible other than my anxiety. We’ve had to stop sex multiple times because I’ve felt a panic attack coming on and he’s never made me feel bad for it. I just don’t know what to do. I feel like I may need to meditate or something before sex to change my headspace. Idk. Any advice is needed. I feel really terrible.",2.704933210502073,4.0070510179640735,5.035568862275452,81.84046522339938,74.74850299401197,8.731275909719024,24.822201750345464,9.265573868473778,1.97952362966375,628,20,132,15,13,221,105,167,0.158,0.701,0.141,-0.0332,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,2,0,4,12,2,1,4,0,16,10,0,1,2,34,34,11,0,6,7,0,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,9,9,0,1,10,0,0,2,3,6,0,0,4,6,19,6,18,26,0,14,0,0,0,9,13,3,0,8,11,80,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111739139454302,0.0,0.0,0.14460740558728996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820487295366624,0.0,0.3314235471107323,0.0,0.0,0.10097598225332173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16428909792257254,0.0,0.0,0.12057769428045227,0.1760640008881026,0.0,0.12288367631189492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276837563632314,0.12439784795866668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263756066301581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063740168522265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306286036411547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.365094342411448,0.20633542084948728,0.13865782917143252,0.0,0.13198963033983438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207246771605134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14257660509409426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936486523358527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14767069461021098,0.10200221797824773,0.1411044737239214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606743016575532,0.13664579338137212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526799993284505,0.0,0.0,0.21415881481287236,0.1113791658910378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16943595409230705,0.0,0.0,0.13785725885357755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251379979446374,0.0,0.0,0.1550440657602132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235952100003145,0.1111751422024392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073460433293046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.084207593471368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033761886618888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915473388698952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15660827242992326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929963668053324
anxiety,alicia--san,2019/02/10,"Asthma and anxiety I have asthma and anxiety. I don’t usually have many panic attacks,in fact I rarely do, which is a blessing I realize. However when I get anxious I can’t breathe at all which I usually disregard as my asthma but could it be from anxiety too? I don’t have any other symptoms than difficulty breathing tho ",3.1833333333333336,5.5540805873015895,5.7367460317460335,72.63464285714286,76.46031746031746,9.914285714285716,34.3095238095238,10.125756701596842,4.449171428571429,259,15,44,9,6,92,43,63,0.228,0.735,0.037000000000000005,-0.7876,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,10,6,2,0,2,8,11,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,9,1,4,9,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,35,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168680791251953,0.0,0.5692669262200821,0.2802230467333036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19804572772999796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295945697045269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25148121055034817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910302711384237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25781630578585024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5463785072431175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WorkProcrastinationA,2019/02/10,"Anxious about cheating I've been in a relationship with my boyfriend for 8 months. And as much as it's been great, and I think he's wonderful, it's also been plagued by this overwhelming feeling that something bad will happen. For a little bit I was worried that he would secretly be a serial killer (i know...) and if it wasn't that then it was that he was cheating on me. If it's not one than it's the other. 

I've been able to talk about these things-specifically the cheating thing. And he just listened, and heard me and told me I didn't have to worry about that and that he knows there's lots of things I worry about but that shouldn't be one of them. But I can't let go of it. I always wonder if he's texting someone else, or hiding something from me and I'm just missing it. I want to go through his phone (and I have. thats when I knew it was time to talk to him about it). 

​

I need help in trying to trust the actions, and trust that he's not hiding anything from me. When I calm down I feel so okay that I can't believe I would think these things, and then that voice comes back and says ""but don't let your guard down, remember all these things could happen...."" or ""but remember when you felt this away about this? Yeah hold onto that...."" I need it all to go away so I can enjoy life and experience it again with joy. ",2.7698463901689685,3.88992058781362,3.5484178187404005,93.2854838709678,74.30465949820787,6.604608294930878,22.963133640553004,6.868970318607317,0.4128230414746543,1040,27,240,9,21,330,133,279,0.08199999999999999,0.7659999999999999,0.152,0.9707,0,0,2,0,0,0,44.0,0,2,1,0,17,13,3,1,6,2,25,1,0,0,2,54,49,32,0,10,13,0,3,0,0,4,1,4,0,0,35,16,0,2,13,0,0,5,8,6,0,2,14,7,28,7,35,26,5,23,0,2,0,0,22,9,0,8,9,172,63,0,0.11141191134514576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909606525069816,0.09270363526129537,0.12071475939506053,0.1353776669257373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258637476802539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168251012699001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20935031632923665,0.08566888277754743,0.09302429229455088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552307207685254,0.0,0.0,0.12163295175684626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597149653902558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895334553936338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307035586465524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898222756522144,0.0,0.0,0.11266641985896828,0.0,0.1069729066121504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18995387011785247,0.0,0.0,0.1228320255766218,0.0,0.0,0.1970423705180496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467705571235217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245814560419185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278524554766947,0.07869352782473375,0.0,0.11166400412713648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471842289799047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892792470406022,0.0,0.081900574057501,0.16522104113444575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099118898079858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119614698040812,0.25241595419984075,0.0,0.0,0.0885992236483461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439895093742434,0.17154066489401398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790973482620666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960684934501334,0.14277650834831926,0.0,0.0,0.06496518145621212,0.0,0.0,0.1064588557428572,0.0,0.07564137453342187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571363189445502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416429306797189,0.0,0.3394326121016055,0.0,0.15828765051138782,0.0,0.1353776669257373,0.0
anxiety,Akardyagain,2019/02/10,"Had a terrible night last night. Just looking for a bit of advice or encouragement I suppose. Or maybe just writing everything down will make me feel better, it sometimes does!

Anyway, since late December I've been experiencing pretty intense general anxiety. It's been up and down a bit, but present every day. It was triggered by a doctor insisting I come off a med a previous doctor had said I was ok to stay on, but there's probably a variety of causes. I've had one other period of general anxiety like this, a bit worse actually, and that was about four years ago, also in mid winter. 

So that's the background, I've been coping, if not exactly enjoying myself. But last night for some reason I just could not sleep, I did the same things I've been doing every night and my anxiety wasn't really worse that day so I've no idea why this happened. 

I went to bed at my usual time around 11, but come 3 am I was still wide awake. So I decided to smoke a bit of a joint to see if that would help, it didn't! What it did do was turn the little bit of anxiety into a full blown panic attack. I eventually got to sleep around 6 and woke up around ten. 

So not so surprisingly I've been feeling rough today, I'm struggling as I can't concentrate enough on things to really take my mind of the anxiety properly. 

And the thoughts that keep going around my head are, what if I can't sleep again tonight? What if this is the start of my anxiety getting worse? 

And rationally I can think of good answers to these question...it's very unusual for me to not be able to sleep, and tonight especially I'm so exhausted it probably won't be a problem. There could be some rough nites to come, but I'll get through it and end up back in a good sleeping pattern. 

And my anxiety has been worse than this, I coped with it then I'll cope with it again if I have too. And either way this is just a difficult, unpleasant period of my life I have to get through. It's going to pass. 

Well, I think I do feel a little better! ",3.343534880025423,4.691905953201972,4.950746861592247,82.89497616399177,73.21182266009852,8.884029874463689,26.64357222310504,9.370254747372089,2.209558970284444,1571,55,326,37,31,531,196,406,0.163,0.755,0.08199999999999999,-0.9892,0,0,1,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,0,2,25,17,1,2,21,1,39,10,6,4,1,67,67,31,0,9,21,0,5,1,0,3,4,1,1,0,27,20,0,1,10,0,0,7,10,7,1,3,23,9,27,10,48,36,11,57,0,0,2,0,4,21,0,9,28,219,54,2,0.06780523035986552,0.0,0.06616812380916014,0.0,0.0,0.06625848635941482,0.0601052455805263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054223818221429465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.363095709439542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24144412225566356,0.0,0.07713823821522457,0.0,0.052138036779646464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993643223940398,0.3701287507613839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06965464938989532,0.0,0.17522460620885472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827391816108617,0.0,0.0,0.08745752839072309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388030528538826,0.0593368140193024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06005530844021996,0.07006092844232095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142576619875848,0.0,0.060938968940954436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285308536749453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627630291605436,0.0,0.07707054997131682,0.1137436204569805,0.054230036844458665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059959941277016995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958772815865445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045448416637303916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654385179528278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06026840420599424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054062517366564,0.0764872532338794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04789283944206422,0.033126210579351716,0.13591730778749184,0.0,0.0,0.05693931631864695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04526051778145283,0.0,0.06811946753887822,0.0,0.07531632533481403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684639535650577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25452246176184234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04594657890499923,0.0,0.0,0.07955482837428422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898229569631682,0.14621101304656986,0.06488044815800913,0.0,0.0,0.07595737595900867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687553364136448,0.06971506975511117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449830131374794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05403198982404428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056089187233597765,0.0,0.3392709924316005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706110660115795,0.0,0.04799289104031821,0.07227135379064634,0.05414934455297531,0.0,0.0,0.07088474886600442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050981094765583226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009356431599944,0.08689370751879533,0.0,0.0538297789880053,0.039537775098056005,0.0,0.064271430123666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07375261986949012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746778817906015,0.055946416185071984,0.0,0.053820635785975166,0.0,0.0,0.06096504517432449,0.06285612785512944,0.06118367397085232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763972899983715,0.04816689022054986,0.0,0.0,0.04366434526995183
anxiety,younglordphantomhive,2019/02/10,"So I recently got a dog. So roughly a month ago my wife and I bought a dog. A siberian husky about five months old. Now day one of having our new friend my stomach gets upset. I figured I was just getting sick.

Nope. Fastforward to now. Every morning I wake up in a panic because I'm afraid the dog needs to pee and is suffering. And everytime I have to lock him up to go to work i end up giving myself a fucking panic attack.

I love my new dog so much but he is tearing my stomach to pieces. Has anyone else ever had this happen? Did it go away?",-0.08016149068322775,2.1226338347826115,2.38922360248447,92.56358695652176,88.91304347826087,4.6770186335403725,20.388198757763973,6.18269132825596,0.1912981366459628,421,14,90,4,14,144,79,115,0.116,0.8240000000000001,0.059,-0.6505,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,1,8,9,2,4,7,0,8,7,4,0,1,8,20,7,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,7,0,2,5,1,15,2,13,15,2,19,0,1,0,2,7,5,1,0,12,61,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586152643502346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251156569306688,0.18334026478299664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20356462947359405,0.16811551682132933,0.0,0.0,0.10907724114875923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539840533990894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14947740468015186,0.0,0.15848348229637088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16185713863616694,0.1507606290030054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824489677899726,0.16542271521146976,0.18697252037801215,0.17165095495794094,0.20338600298938067,0.0,0.14311083078901302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15823181228561445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149601008587966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28564874959080233,0.0,0.13153796542620724,0.1326781884408187,0.0,0.3456334751697807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18776239922287846,0.0,0.1212511268960953,0.0,0.0,0.4198838224866344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766769296488702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026696153902895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fikrigopi,2019/02/10,Im so scared(will delete when faded) I am so scared right now. Its 12.48 am now in my place. I'm alone. Can someone help me,-2.607777777777777,-1.6873904814814793,-1.1609259259259233,111.40083333333335,120.4814814814815,1.8,11.907407407407408,3.1291,-2.189637037037037,95,2,25,0,6,29,22,27,0.195,0.713,0.092,-0.4663,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41494831490447603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685444956831964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4327663137804811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4185896832738356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421494020753601,0.0,0.0,0.4011164304287631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394659635505724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,millionmillennium,2019/02/10,"DAE when they're in a good mood, get anxiety about being in a good mood? I'm not quite sure why it happens, but whenever I feel quite happy, I get a spike of anxiety. Something about being happy feels 'wrong'. There is a strong aversion to it.

Anyone else feel this way? Any insight you could offer would be very appreciated.",2.80952380952381,5.087425746031748,4.051031746031747,84.72035714285717,77.25396825396825,6.73968253968254,23.198412698412696,7.793537801064563,1.212822222222222,254,8,49,4,6,83,47,63,0.113,0.574,0.313,0.9625,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,3,4,9,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,1,9,13,2,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,6,6,8,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,26,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079944060978496,0.0,0.2942828481124852,0.0,0.0,0.13449029153562975,0.1970775382216823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15356977051138646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16067741021863385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29176231883979176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20098195055415527,0.0,0.0,0.32265539083429257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17008776588445454,0.4095041631964055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4091596769656128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480745911320836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18128045361072398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15870263938714435,0.0,0.15267245938458432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17355911618102327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663453587062432,0.2102962407371275,0.0,0.0
anxiety,duceduce23,2019/02/10,"Claustrophobic sleep anxiety I'll try and not make this post too long but I have been having this issue and it seems to be slowly getting worse as time goes on. Lately I'm not sure why but I have been more and more afraid of death because in all honestly NOBODY knows what really happends when that time comes and now especially since having kids I just think about it more which can cause me to have anxiety, so there is one issue. On another note which the main focus of the sub is about, I have been getting horrible anxiety due to a feeling of claustrophobia. Last night I had a bad episode and had an anxiety attack upon waking. It sometimes gets triggered by a thought or like last night I woke up from a dream feeling trapped inside my own head and felt like I was going crazy. I get up and walk around, I went outside to get some fresh air but nothing was working. I finally took a xanax and fell asleep about and hour later. It just feels like I'm a prisoner in my own mind, it's a scary feeling. I have tried micro dosing with psilocybin which actually has seemed to help some. Tons of great research has come out in the last few years on it. Anyone here have any type of meditation advice possibly or some other way to remedy anxiety or even maybe someone with similar experiences? ",6.283320053120852,6.582929788844623,6.543968127490042,77.94947144754319,65.85258964143426,10.039946879150069,31.07596281540505,9.888512548439397,2.835482656042497,1031,36,197,21,15,332,157,251,0.181,0.703,0.116,-0.9667,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,13,9,1,1,11,0,21,6,4,3,2,44,45,18,1,0,10,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,14,15,0,0,10,1,0,7,2,3,0,1,12,5,14,6,30,32,12,37,0,0,0,0,2,12,0,8,19,129,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.1046899540425764,0.0,0.0,0.10483292396054804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729541828768887,0.11249259441672196,0.4103451172772796,0.0,0.0,0.07501277741032185,0.0,0.0,0.09550208094043147,0.0,0.12204666157632847,0.0,0.0,0.08957444671365762,0.06539698556958325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020626887520137,0.0,0.18482470526182093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085752931571346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494057514424616,0.0,0.0,0.21697627518886045,0.07664096278468494,0.103005770716263,0.1175201638694263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802472607551956,0.0,0.0609697832585081,0.0,0.0,0.11827674748554085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010038736882394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719076252303912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564934082708936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22394521508055373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058958366505726965,0.2623429297159546,0.12101668545102692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723499157204185,0.0,0.0,0.09493955955231667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161033521442463,0.0,0.10777733318566124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832237246096328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20135031258784072,0.0,0.10293820022687156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269580814851631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094225344073956,0.10274473166221043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06872641311827297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19532764437784506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874325121725625,0.0,0.10735762950777963,0.0,0.09089812555407972,0.0,0.1061028145269494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111027465459006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874079030084579,0.0,0.08516845822362827,0.12511183995179814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919219740312635,0.14567236375285406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515399202230302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944977668441664,0.0968036517801004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810122913122686,0.0,0.10932764117235083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908490125539297
anxiety,MotherMayI1995,2019/02/10,"Returning to work after 2+ years... Hey all. So I’m (23F) having some anxiety about returning to work for the first time since I became a full time stay at home mom in 2016. I had a great job in childcare and my oldest child was able to come to work with me; perfect for our little family at the time. Well I became pregnant with our youngest kiddo, and chose to leave the job and stay home full time. I blamed it on my high risk pregnancy, an issue with a coworker (who caused problems with everyone and was fired after I left) and pretty much anything other than my anxiety and depression.
Fast forward to now, my oldest is in preschool and gearing up for kindergarten, and I figured it was time to find a new job. My husband is in therapy 2x a week and not at a point where he can hold a job due to his anxieties right now, but the kids love having him home and we have bills that need to be paid so... it has to be me. 
I dropped out of therapy a few months ago and stopped taking meds as I felt constantly low (I wasn’t experiencing the happiness or the extreme depression. I just always felt sad and anxious) and I’m just worried about handling this issue without professional help to go through my anxieties and issues. 
My anxiety has been the worst it’s been in my entire life, but when I found this job I felt SO comfortable with the staff, something I’ve never felt in a work environment before. It’s again with kids, although now with a bit more responsibility as an assistant teacher, and I’m trying to figure out how not to have a complete panic. I had a job lined up 6 months ago but panicked and backed out the day before training started, and although I’m further in the process with this job than I was with that one, I feel as though my family is just waiting for that breakdown, and it’s in turn making me nervous. It’s nothing to do with capability or qualifications; I’ve worked with kids since I was 14 and love being around them. It’s everything else; leaving my kids home with my husband all day, who’s normally free to do his thing during the day while I watched the kids; completely changing my life schedule from waking up when my kids did to now waking up at the butt crack of dawn daily and answering to other adults, and not just toddlers that argue back... 
How do I calm down and remind myself of the good parts of this? It’ll finally mean financial stability, I’ll take so much burden off of us... but it’s still a big switch from full time at home to full time at a job again. 
I have debilitating panic attacks on a daily basis that leave me either exhausted and hyperventilated or cause me to pass out completely. These currently only happen as I’m trying to go to bed or when I’m having an extra horrible day, but I want to find some new coping skills before they get more frequent in the daytime. 
*Little tips for breathing or distractions to keep me going would be so helpful! ",7.347579598702389,6.274990479094079,7.691331250750933,75.17322299651569,64.06968641114983,10.704697825303377,34.253033761864714,9.83838024301492,3.1060967920221065,2301,83,448,40,29,757,266,574,0.13699999999999998,0.782,0.08199999999999999,-0.9793,9,0,1,0,0,0,58.0,4,0,2,8,29,25,2,5,33,0,32,9,4,5,4,93,63,51,0,5,19,3,6,0,0,2,3,0,6,8,25,42,0,4,12,0,3,6,6,15,1,2,17,8,49,11,87,40,18,100,0,4,1,3,29,43,1,7,50,310,74,15,0.05757162656425278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206754655207184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047904205268304384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22021068370590932,0.06503955090561897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04737654324188531,0.05125095353582256,0.0,0.06549603652670326,0.0,0.08853805428696829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469676415665614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285330528761304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118283838631795,0.060903147179719265,0.04959285854490453,0.1810882653197593,0.06221447562091904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485157454084411,0.0,0.09917271519852024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04809370656466619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055012156359998336,0.051741665716039685,0.0,0.10854681156245206,0.0,0.029109944224713486,0.0,0.2211111597534132,0.06306690282226439,0.10523884736354253,0.04897039614507435,0.0,0.0631243169513156,0.0,0.0,0.03007879869856412,0.0,0.09815784634535901,0.048288348894773736,0.0,0.06347292153278483,0.0,0.0,0.05091039923755219,0.061286067017693034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717809545642912,0.06082758436676956,0.28874517773725944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18026946166474905,0.457047647338484,0.05117230694676195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828801195347079,0.0625517407143665,0.0,0.08132908487520714,0.0,0.11540378885272184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392128144122093,0.0,0.038429507782645526,0.0,0.0,0.06271237902913515,0.06394909851872205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742719321907352,0.09190624611646088,0.0,0.08464353960195865,0.04268863160996205,0.044402787584548964,0.11120607137453532,0.0,0.0,0.05640797041923976,0.0552415284037554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039012024125344116,0.04378581627896508,0.0,0.13509579854649414,0.0,0.062344461255033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054423795897446656,0.0,0.0,0.058571041589203586,0.0,0.05508827140398895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04916585451984862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524768884544642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044321450824351606,0.0,0.0,0.04074949360171383,0.1227273875376695,0.045976775342514035,0.048132457694505394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657339659797772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13167634478645948,0.0,0.03824803052150191,0.0,0.056563830792264465,0.0,0.2349933489986073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817471067261576,0.06262139759316931,0.0,0.0,0.0692515781493832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03395723697700634,0.0,0.0461804861628624,0.0,0.05176380635566018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05549699355965476,0.0,0.2095641490676954,0.05846678136925537,0.0,0.04089723170058345,0.0,0.0,0.037074239947457184
anxiety,ofkkx,2019/02/10,"I’ve been very nervous 24/7 for the past month or so, no idea why. Not sure how to explain this, but I feel the same way you would right before you give a presentation in front of a large group of people. I’m anxious most of the time (even though I have nothing to be anxious about), and I constantly feel butterflies in my stomach. I’ve even thrown up a couple of times because of this. Is there something wrong with me? ",3.9392156862745082,4.938338941176472,4.233823529411765,89.9405392156863,71.3529411764706,7.0784313725490176,27.10784313725491,7.1686216300943375,1.1236666666666668,330,11,71,3,6,103,64,85,0.16899999999999998,0.831,0.0,-0.9054,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,0,7,3,0,1,6,0,5,1,1,1,1,14,10,6,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,2,7,1,13,7,2,12,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,6,46,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4531069709495073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224752064186485,0.0,0.1706450459004846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167128478386464,0.0,0.0,0.2218940550383485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649099863613003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20279842754925165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19237655296762515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263856168317556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16006937397830268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19242385023513692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914384316194696,0.13902941082525527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17126034163397136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15438573953448473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18900688281403907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970298509039152,0.0,0.2338733521711864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654667702307108,0.0,0.1591795754317675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18095645106767475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14245809294533884,0.2192593638064676,0.0,0.0
anxiety,there_goes_christmas,2019/02/10,"Therapist red flags? I am sorry is this isn't the right place for this, I am just having kind of at a crossroads with my therapist regarding my anxiety. 


TW: Some mention of death, but I don't go into details beyond it having happened.


I have always been an anxious person. Used to be stomach aches as a kid, now I get panic attacks instead. At this point I at least logically understand that I am not dying, so I am in that awkward space where emotional brain thinks the world is on fire and logical brain is frustrated, but it is at least less truly terrifying.

I started seeing this therapist not long ago. I am a first timer.



This therapist seems really fixated on me sorting out my religious beliefs. He says that ""very few people are truly atheists"" (I am agnostic, but atheist leaning). 



They told me researching religion might help my grief over my sister passing away 10 years ago, which would help with my anxiety. 



We talked about my relationship -- my girlfriend is atheist. She has studied a lot of religious texts because she is interested in literature and art, and also sees it as important for understanding other people and our collective history. 



The therapist wanted to know how my girlfriend felt about me researching religion, and I explained her interest in understanding despite her beliefs. That this was not a sticking point for us at all. The therapist said ""That doesn't sound like an atheist to me. Atheists are usually not interested in religious texts! Very few people believe in nothing.""



It just rubbed me the wrong way because I know a number of atheists who interest themselves in understanding other people's belief systems and texts. 



This therapist, he is also really fixated on the idea that grief related to my sister dying has caused my panic attacks 10 years later. I definitely see how this could be connected to my unhealthy fixation on health and death, but finding religion and talking about how much it sucks that my sibling died hasn't helped me find a better manner of dealing with panic.

Reading what other therapists have to say has helped a bit (CBT exercises, and such)



So I think I want to change counselors. Is there any advice on the types of counselor I might seek out?  Am I just not giving this late stage grief counseling enough of a chance maybe?



Thanks! ",6.460568910256409,8.228008021634615,6.865596153846155,70.5377371794872,66.13942307692308,10.258205128205127,35.260897435897434,10.4301,4.210117243589743,1851,89,291,49,30,601,215,416,0.183,0.713,0.104,-0.9915,0,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,3,0,1,2,19,20,4,4,18,0,36,5,3,5,1,62,62,22,8,4,12,2,3,1,2,3,2,4,0,2,27,16,0,0,19,3,0,2,9,12,0,1,5,11,45,8,47,51,11,45,4,3,4,0,32,29,1,6,12,217,72,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637253943849543,0.11561478958172194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043016341325664,0.05426244481490581,0.0,0.0,0.044347080098723485,0.0,0.09977554166962208,0.07367213425284586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837841678908986,0.061269765499374775,0.0,0.0,0.07950648593140834,0.0,0.0,0.07347272577142819,0.0,0.057675604028451774,0.07119571216141482,0.0,0.0,0.14559856310703956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06699172056299292,0.06898671305335649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05206727858973399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723174534301066,0.0,0.0,0.2030424122109532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335585393801666,0.0,0.06738246738304142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06261471219948332,0.0,0.119207011481868,0.055470149301158185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03407110389031755,0.06255825730348323,0.03706205395144547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05766764553675436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931837552000705,0.0,0.0,0.17484361225359504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361754563692641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790931014823726,0.07167872488769013,0.0,0.07356311086418671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031859780529807986,0.0,0.0,0.057711457876363975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055441765373822095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551522941017641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13836138696095862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047939062665428384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06257363773620807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295402336484972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18084194816863533,0.05694148116028799,0.06813371103501009,0.0,0.12329473811172265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06523065322647134,0.0,0.08355424260175039,0.0,0.0,0.07001436279382954,0.0,0.05569155051667565,0.062032502011633676,0.10371999912001507,0.0,0.0,0.15589896706650944,0.05936747112456104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300062077006687,0.04615810105634638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048314874511056,0.0,0.06003937396901065,0.0,0.6057386069150471,0.0,0.0835717216836072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06231382155103729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27155615501303265,0.07844321634456483,0.056323098757043236,0.07182291251153637,0.10761511865753368,0.07692864069913442,0.05176304847813523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04632544816902826,0.07130018438115676,0.0,0.08399007510660159
anxiety,Throwaway557710046,2019/02/10,"My mom got the sickness that I did and Im afraid she won't be able to handle it I had a fever, nausea, vomiting, diarrhea mostly, chills, headache, backache. And I ended up needing to go to the hospital and getting 2 IV bags. My heart rate was in critical condition, blood pressure was very low. My mom is a homebody and smokes cigarettes like 3 packs a day. Her immune is low. She woke up this morning vomiting, diarrhea and everything else. How can I make sure she doesn't accidentally get critical or anything like that? She is 50 years old and a little heavy.

I love her more than anything and I don't want anything to happen to her especially if its my fault... I love her too much for anything to happen I'm so scared.

I don't want to admit it but I'm afraid she will accidentally get so dehydrated she will go critical or something. They told me the only reason they didn't rush me to the ER was because I was only 20. Please give any thoughts you have, thank you. ",2.458991981672394,4.549069309278352,4.123642611683849,84.69452462772053,77.55670103092783,7.4038946162657515,26.241695303550976,8.344100000000001,1.8330753722794952,762,30,154,15,18,255,114,194,0.09,0.794,0.115,0.779,0,0,3,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,2,0,4,13,0,4,8,0,19,10,2,3,1,21,41,14,0,4,4,2,0,2,0,3,6,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,3,0,0,3,5,7,1,0,11,0,29,6,13,26,3,13,0,2,0,2,21,6,0,4,6,93,35,0,0.139129642339647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461292774968637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4579673641269041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481213861559647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972710940093738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162249634490032,0.0,0.12322756724724088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504075140374854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21806848727473227,0.1334658305625655,0.1581411639709746,0.0,0.11127468471372326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460637664764998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16486929605559164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15028388849331206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359434310749291,0.13944445229283164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511398683908718,0.0,0.0928701166210927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258939111635548,0.0,0.0,0.10227629558146306,0.10316286688955137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14599315551050562,0.0,0.0,0.21162872484219425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272256744146862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14304844433436706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929304334433254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710879593238964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13112804137343315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809188200938434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045339508582236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329443355253697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479652576508904,0.16412453555331807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959492812222787
anxiety,hisriversong23,2019/02/10,Motivation Hell My house is a disaster due to my anxiety and back pain stopping me from doing anything. The Most I can is semi keep up dishes and take care of my children. I've tired to do lists but it feels like I am losing it still. My Theripst is wanting me to look at ADHD meds to see if it would help. Any tips and tricks?,0.905093167701864,2.9274720144927566,2.790517598343687,92.6126086956522,82.47826086956522,5.681987577639752,21.45134575569358,6.868970318607317,0.4168824016563155,255,8,57,3,7,85,54,69,0.213,0.6559999999999999,0.131,-0.5647,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,2,6,2,0,2,0,8,3,0,1,0,12,15,5,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,3,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,8,2,8,14,1,6,1,1,2,0,2,2,1,2,5,37,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880377599813887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298438160437748,0.0,0.183347527301276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19722867004677824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842920726232929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443603822216594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12118477186618108,0.17122088730820556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606463038670725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765479565235129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130304440069938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709106024888907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012631327578707,0.2681303509463985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662202598265385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25502665888765713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19098661951385645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914014327205418,0.20037554383615994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802026351445132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754663596164154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136406392598866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702552796163021,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lanie_pop,2019/02/10,"Constant sweating? For the past two days my anxiety has been very high. I’m supposed to be getting my period and it’s always the highest around this time it seems. I’ve noticed that my hands are constantly sweaty and I’ve been waking up drenched in sweat to the point where I have to shower or I can’t fall back asleep because I feel gross. 

Does this happen to anyone else? I can deal with the hands, but any tips on the sleeping? I do sleep with a fan (and a space heater currently because my parents basement is cold. I do program it to stay at a regulated temperature.) ",2.0360526315789467,4.449416552631583,3.12377192982456,89.58723684210527,80.84210526315789,5.905263157894738,25.28947368421053,7.1686216300943375,1.1694526315789475,453,18,91,6,12,145,82,114,0.038,0.934,0.028,0.2709,3,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,8,0,11,8,8,0,0,10,16,5,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,4,10,0,13,13,0,19,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,2,8,56,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15594718390987294,0.0,0.0,0.12745098897795584,0.0,0.14337461940330334,0.0,0.0,0.1310473545164942,0.1920323744092165,0.0,0.16684217662818507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441132376331027,0.0,0.22849712403977654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4050655769017077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086941080121705,0.19322021688024127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16401116933680082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565640857736942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094764411604197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791841710265484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16573353734513646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980179074657194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133771745232022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20810603557695764,0.0,0.17891214000111982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771710366627885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17061873952245474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751076501860212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19976315615633886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928521920132317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18308061584797372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463986886340164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bicycle4you,2019/02/10,"Everyone is ""better than me"" I should be more like her...or him. I'm not good enough. How do I be more secure in WHO I AM? ",-1.7922619047619044,-0.2813433214285705,1.5357142857142847,100.67595238095241,89.35714285714286,5.161904761904762,12.904761904761903,6.42735559955562,-1.0798238095238095,89,1,25,1,3,32,23,28,0.081,0.638,0.281,0.7167,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,3,7,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,2,4,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4594716940492551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5368012517464363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4964219730861249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4357472788113682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25381038618766777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,emma21480,2019/02/10,"Brain fog anxiety Does anyone else get anxiety in the form of brain fog? I feel like in some social situations I can’t think, speak, or present my thoughts in the way I want to. I almost get dizzy and a weird sensitivity to light when this happens too. Anyone else experience this? ",4.7705555555555526,6.289152537037038,5.626851851851857,78.76583333333336,69.92592592592592,9.103703703703703,28.314814814814817,9.516144504307137,2.430903703703703,223,8,44,5,4,73,40,54,0.134,0.794,0.07200000000000001,-0.3142,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,1,2,2,0,0,8,8,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,5,1,6,7,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,3,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956408610210888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989242395347331,0.0,0.0,0.2732229104071054,0.4003716398706032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4362085038659605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17097487084271182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264231875427316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911152363008036,0.0,0.0,0.09878798559896422,0.13957666701161828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20415181215945047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17277036836254278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545085405951696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21961083129037146,0.0,0.19916124708832092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518906403735722,0.0,0.1551067353729507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152378380243404,0.15508038987712272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SnowIndie,2019/02/10,"Did I have a weed induced panic attack last night? After I smoked last night I literally felt like I was having a mix of a heart attack and losing my mind all at one time — even better description actually, it felt like I had just smoked salvia. I have day-to-day anxiety, but I have never experienced anything like this. My body was shaking, I was having extreme paranoia and everything was like moving in slow motion. I was seriously freaking the fuck out laying in the tub trying to make the feeling go away but I eventually had to just go to bed and make myself fall asleep. I feel fine now but I’m really freaked out (and embarrassed, my bf was there) about what happened. Has anyone else ever had this happen? ",4.221725282017253,6.0725955255474435,5.373842070338423,78.71772395487726,71.84671532846716,7.901526211015263,25.593231585932315,8.575989854853784,1.889297810218978,565,18,102,10,11,187,87,137,0.211,0.682,0.107,-0.9371,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,7,16,3,3,6,0,16,4,3,3,3,22,28,7,0,0,5,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,0,5,0,0,6,1,10,0,1,12,5,15,6,12,16,1,22,0,1,0,1,1,6,1,0,14,69,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.14315850510812927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222546442984307,0.0,0.0,0.10257638544480774,0.15031197636883353,0.12072199402236462,0.0,0.0,0.3337859450697484,0.1378299285298374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974465164613413,0.0,0.16295116023339393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18921934466478585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254942549881875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689428241001592,0.1326989814627063,0.0,0.0,0.1318449306735525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14835233945816198,0.0,0.2817109299189072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562222836955753,0.0,0.0,0.1667465251633396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594534971052226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738407732248739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391609394762568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286681774451678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16412031078690734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19584741694355545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14812566356625614,0.0,0.0,0.15591939209087824,0.0,0.0,0.1131444527303367,0.0,0.0,0.2753369224081135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994080407938332,0.0,0.0,0.17212140300432185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398008293569744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554222868195542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959999515304496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SimilarlyDissimilar,2019/02/10,"A cake day reflection. A year ago I was in a terrible place, the sole reason I joined Reddit was because of crippling anxiety and no one to talk to. My relationship was the most toxic thing I’ve ever been in. My friends stopped asking me to hang out, I quit my job. All due to anxiety. 

Now? Haven’t had a panic attack in 6 months. Got rid of the toxic relationship finally. Beautiful new girlfriend (who started as my best friend of a few years), who’s so supportive and relieves my anxiety instead of adding to it. Date your best friend, it’s the best thing in the world. Real friends who I take trips with and am able to talk about anything to. Doing everything anxiety told me I couldn’t. 

It gets better, y’all. Happy cake day to me. ",2.3662035225048927,4.559279945205482,3.9141291585127216,85.57465753424658,78.31506849315069,7.4590998043052865,25.497064579256357,8.418075326091056,1.8377667318982387,576,22,115,12,14,191,90,146,0.12,0.636,0.244,0.9775,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,5,5,14,1,1,10,0,9,0,0,1,2,13,16,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,7,0,15,11,20,8,6,23,0,0,0,0,16,7,0,1,14,77,23,1,0.12432439009780465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020607051724968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3804312725360024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023083799259356,0.0,0.1162265221824254,0.14143694178795174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578699426635246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3914123316069442,0.1099548199271109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16035789302581532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124585285491238,0.0,0.0,0.11173474533695613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13619129242396627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38421086155832,0.0,0.064954362526133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943357201039038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323456250617532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337277360397572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923454205219942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007327067077005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424542427077766,0.0,0.0,0.14586788459349795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129892526554636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223429226068087,0.0,0.14150837400415248,0.0,0.12782617921847425,0.0,0.2669557357217883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879974432053502,0.0,0.0,0.1039407569994446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108184457231052,0.0,0.0,0.09347646899229686,0.19985447087283711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651912009719213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879728254314308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601216621754867
anxiety,SpazztakMonkey,2019/02/10,"Worried about Addiction Anyone get anxious about getting addicted to things like alcohol, porn, or anything else even though you barely engage with them at all",8.982307692307693,11.774802615384614,7.180000000000002,66.74000000000002,61.30769230769231,9.815384615384616,39.92307692307692,10.125756701596842,5.010907692307693,132,7,16,3,2,39,25,26,0.136,0.7140000000000001,0.15,0.1045,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,5,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5991815083366611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936954621662675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31046463375346844,0.0,0.19215821791581125,0.0,0.2261507181598105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295740789494889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815138304337908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871607534696934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13426155213184468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18257599602557656,0.0,0.270006000442669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790896863800729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wellhellothere45,2019/02/10,"Threat Levels (anyone else do this) So basically if I am about to do something or make a decision that makes me really anxious, I end up doing things that I deem below it in  ""threat"" that would normally make me anxious.

Example: Have to go on a date? Making that phone call for an appointment suddenly became easier.

What is this?",4.445645161290322,6.375728403225808,5.994387096774192,74.17158064516133,71.41935483870971,10.121290322580649,26.916129032258066,10.355215969177356,3.2044090322580647,259,9,45,8,5,88,49,62,0.13,0.826,0.044,-0.6753,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,3,0,7,0,0,4,0,9,12,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,8,11,0,9,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,3,35,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5112688340693387,0.0,0.15822173824261096,0.23185280000488595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23105937156545986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18902969761485144,0.0,0.20041881781086068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860135860146124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6041803599290941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217084594442588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14496213741389413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17420305161785868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503318034787302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16074434461089168,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Its_Undi,2019/02/10,"Hey guys, wanted to ask some tips on how I can develop a thick skin to keep my anxiety away. Hey there, im a 15 year old high school student suffering from social anxiety. I rarely have any friends and i tend to overthink  **EVERYTHING.** 

This anxiety of mine developed when i took things personally, like a rude comment to me. I didnt know how to take these things to myself and i always question how i look, move, smell, and if im awkward. 

Even my posture got fucked up because of my anxiety, i move around in a C-Shaped posture and i always look at the ground because i dont want any eye contact with anyone.

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**What are the ways that can boost my confidence, lessen my anxiety, and to have a ""thick skin""?**

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(*p.s. sorry for bad english, i live in an asian country)*",1.5984313725490191,4.1608827320261454,2.9184640522875864,89.27808823529415,84.42483660130719,6.275816993464053,25.493464052287575,7.594959193182576,1.5553503267973858,610,26,121,11,18,197,99,153,0.19,0.755,0.055,-0.9401,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,0,0,7,7,2,1,8,0,7,4,3,3,0,17,19,10,0,3,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,7,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,3,8,19,2,19,16,1,18,0,1,3,1,10,11,1,3,4,72,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19301452395419727,0.2513353629899228,0.2818644151553625,0.1577450220536774,0.0,0.4436339153010321,0.0,0.0,0.08109810678619346,0.0,0.0,0.10324958261504227,0.10842857739615933,0.0,0.10896997602104497,0.0,0.09684107555653344,0.1414044887368065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593137386208412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660576874281752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423816573976644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960828465970537,0.1072245420932078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927623106676374,0.0,0.0,0.11484154139828387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254255314411742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25056338355165736,0.0,0.0,0.10309114209961014,0.0,0.0,0.06374129938779001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056663502660286164,0.0,0.10241523570589624,0.0,0.19479324953078697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465434408707657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170479279860892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127200236636592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12992765847490048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738112763408795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823020302341435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983362723849104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872048854472524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541080863766641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12886153381849985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681971954669558,0.09206201632183728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818644151553625,0.07468933817337309
anxiety,rumbleroii,2019/02/10,"Does this happen to all? Alright this might be weird but do you guys get anxious when ur not able to sleep like, here is how it goes

Your on ur bed, u have something very important tommorow, maybe an exam or a seminar to deliver or something, you look at the clock and find out u can sleep for 6 more hrs till it becomes 7am, u feel relaxed and then u close ur eyes, minutes passses by, u don't get sleep, u look at the watch, bam u have only 5hrs left, u lose ur shit, u start worrying whether  will you be able to wake up fresh, you reconcile ur self saying u have been through this before, u again close ur eyes, minutes pass, all u think about is getting sleep, u look at the time, again u have only 4hrs left , ur anxiety kicks in and there goes a night....

Pls help me... Plssssssss",7.681304347826089,4.898322347826092,7.305465838509318,83.65149068322985,64.65217391304347,10.690683229813663,35.422360248447205,8.418075326091056,2.5000409937888204,602,20,138,6,7,190,103,161,0.105,0.777,0.118,0.2936,0,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,5,0,1,7,6,1,0,6,1,14,8,8,1,2,19,24,11,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,1,2,5,6,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,8,6,3,16,19,3,21,1,1,6,0,16,11,1,3,10,65,11,1,0.26642943374661165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190889378336453,0.15049471200521475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471251886378079,0.1133559123316684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165770964539652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673573635055288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175583783412013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20879757399487944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190351369252432,0.11780133418270575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929101667446193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894763593276956,0.0,0.0,0.06508198172903601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356004335694082,0.1490331931763261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338320883741631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14131976285543266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501298757319007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026315901343902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593768970487533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389720027490666,0.0,0.13674299252352778,0.0,0.0,0.5332436917946431,0.0,0.0,0.20511039466257536,0.0,0.0,0.09429006225531077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535861159790271,0.0,0.0,0.07767857269319979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991609279425033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352860113810807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gee9828,2019/02/10,"I had a heart attack scare and now my anxiety is through the roof Hi i didnt know where else to post this so sorry if it's not the place. It also might be a little long, I apologise.

So on Friday night I was rushed to the emergency department because I was having severe chest pain to the point where I couldn't even talk, I was just crying. I didn't know what it could be and it didnt even cross my mind that it could be anything to do with my heart. The pain eased up after and hour and after around 6 hours when I finally got seen by a doctor the pain was non existent. 

I explained the issue to the doctor and he told me he wasn't really worried about me seeing as I'm an otherwise healthy 20 year old but he decided to run an ECG anyway. The ECG came back showing changes in my heart rhythm that mimicked that of a heart attack and so he decided to take some blood to check. After about  2 hours he came back to me telling me that the blood test came back negative and that I hadn't had a heart attack it was probably just a panic attack and that I could go home.

Now it's a little over a day later and my brain wont stop going over the experience. I keep thinking something is wrong or that the doctor missed something. I keep getting chest pain and shortness of breath but my family are insisting it's anxiety after the whole experience. I dont know what to do I don't feel like myself at all and I dont want to go anywhere or do anything which is the complete opposite of how i usually am, and I've completely lost my appitite. I don't know how to shake the fact that this wasn't an actual heart attack and that I'm actually okay. I just feel completely broken and terrified. 

I'm sorry if this is a lot, or this is the wrong place I just felt like I had to write it down and maybe get some advice about what to do to make everything seem better.

TL:DR - I had a heart attack scare and although results eventually came back saying I hadn't had a heart attack I can't stop thinking somethings terribly wrong. ",4.856992840095464,4.788505410501196,5.900576610978522,82.60975751789977,68.88066825775657,9.377031026252984,27.97718377088306,9.174902378510234,2.029563169451074,1593,47,339,28,25,531,184,419,0.246,0.715,0.04,-0.9983,0,0,3,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,26,25,7,4,30,1,43,21,14,4,2,68,77,32,0,7,12,0,3,2,0,2,7,1,1,0,26,22,0,4,13,1,1,12,16,21,0,0,26,6,37,4,37,42,5,54,0,2,2,0,12,16,0,10,27,226,63,4,0.0,0.0,0.10488550876230514,0.0,0.0,0.052514372869866696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04297607695204173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222232359802467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844733152439617,0.04784023662491184,0.0,0.4279612316420377,0.0,0.16529181118307448,0.0,0.032759571659556265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04752890436657711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05999191771283203,0.0,0.24585822324438625,0.0,0.0,0.05685008319392704,0.0,0.16903696156280812,0.0,0.0,0.12872170546312478,0.0,0.059031166510045675,0.0346580303032744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501633994863069,0.0,0.0,0.12596639958453545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04489310234227194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098988704203713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048298292235524135,0.1051365980095553,0.05066154668125122,0.0,0.05434539354960035,0.03839206181347344,0.05159908973995151,0.058869842335881224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056154149254085774,0.0,0.09162550687903694,0.0,0.04298100563524045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5094598586245793,0.0,0.0,0.05390587559545595,0.0,0.1587700314379478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05609088291569776,0.0,0.09553364782821384,0.0,0.0,0.11813699458178575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05250956578432656,0.1077237433693138,0.0,0.04755845055230499,0.0,0.0,0.05866385630519951,0.045688058387159496,0.0,0.0,0.03587204956909972,0.0,0.05398932747465535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05700993721409753,0.054262356163072976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05043160580296956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056391376491850935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22873375803675836,0.06305263144985478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122942946319386,0.0,0.050801928435144125,0.0,0.051468326410071735,0.0,0.057941103688656036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0344273950220039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04273642211570775,0.10760677680346092,0.0,0.042824039853991074,0.048923126252355134,0.0,0.06071121199975293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411566314650095,0.0,0.12031567182442245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985854922032681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0404059972832964,0.04319439584205925,0.0469713673548091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886919408231798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05135113389977107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05918731840945893,0.0,0.03169740541456867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0599990956981907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054575855909629434,0.0,0.0,0.17626965691245744,0.0,0.03460697390801521
anxiety,hholly6,2019/02/10,"Food related anxiety attacks Anyone else find that they struggle to make it through a meal because of a lingering feeling of anxiety/the emerging of a panic attack? 
I try to eat meals but often can’t finish my food because I get this anxious rise in my chest, like I’m going to vomit. And if I push past and finish the meal I get a panic attack 5 or 10 minutes after. 
With anxiety I know you should push yourself, but the 30-60 minute attack I experience afterwards really gets old after a while.  
Anyone else ever experienced anything like this? And does anyone have any tips on how to squash/eat through the anxiety so I can finish a damn meal? ",4.7838095238095235,6.0718776984127,6.2588888888888885,75.12500000000001,69.63492063492063,8.774603174603175,30.66666666666667,9.150863307647796,2.8534190476190484,514,21,89,10,9,175,80,126,0.251,0.691,0.058,-0.9739,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,0,6,10,5,3,9,0,4,9,1,2,1,16,12,10,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,4,7,0,3,0,0,4,1,8,0,0,0,2,11,2,14,11,0,16,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,3,12,54,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819248352449357,0.0,0.2764813870911411,0.13609864386496354,0.0,0.25270968112861153,0.24687483025949594,0.09913788143443872,0.0,0.0,0.5482154551005259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687676722648346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542552971927643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465450935804688,0.20127716599362555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897348074190533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784436464334246,0.0,0.0,0.060914072695818076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010888150868704,0.0,0.2913495310857092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888243532570952,0.0,0.06846680000243101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662080537649661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771270013871606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041574427852123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641470353533268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28269498663533543,0.0,0.0,0.1150037964432412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717720697648395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259430982557539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179232450819185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wukong-the-great,2019/02/10,"My life feels like a dream When I try to recall events it feels like I'm recalling a dream even if I try to remember events from the same day or from the day before, it feels like I'm recalling a dream and I can't remember what happened exactly,

And if I try to remember something I can't tell if it's from 1 week ago or 3 months, I have a problem with my timeline, yesterday feels like it was a week ago

Can someone tell me what's wrong",2.4604511278195496,3.372223736842109,4.111278195488726,89.75894736842108,74.78947368421052,8.375939849624057,26.203007518797,8.841846274778883,1.6701428571428574,345,12,81,7,7,116,48,95,0.065,0.755,0.18,0.802,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,7,0,5,1,0,0,1,18,12,8,0,4,5,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,7,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,4,9,4,7,11,1,11,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,15,44,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540230250535712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192306682150796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18481104029228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946369049226581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897922538906116,0.40944490039546205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670446246506276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012048435704238,0.2800028562783172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436692390715412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13710224081730274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.486934272721314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214030089502658,0.11030606097131034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504708775666622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918387453980953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22986555844271486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15665719402253891,0.0,0.0
anxiety,littlespot,2019/02/10,"i cant breathe i have this constant tightness in my throat which makes it feel like i cant breathe, its so bad im always coughing or clearing my throat and this just makes me more anxious that im annoying people with my coughing etc. has anyone found something that works for the constant feeling of being choked? i know addressing my deeper anxieties will help but im hoping there might be like a temporary fix?",4.900916666666671,6.528527925000006,4.802500000000002,84.37916666666669,69.75,7.333333333333335,32.083333333333336,7.793537801064563,2.260333333333334,334,15,61,4,6,103,59,80,0.117,0.7340000000000001,0.149,0.5526,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,0,2,0,8,6,4,2,1,15,15,4,0,1,3,0,3,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,7,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,9,3,4,10,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,4,38,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167760729964747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394492588667636,0.2059327235668612,0.0,0.12745949415475202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15220225222248046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3939755496925819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20329848605974105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18433983671793072,0.13022605861711425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19986857738218408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218331135242018,0.0,0.0,0.18105238489459494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5907045809107794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018031368048487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17811270009440172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433563298891222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933779816637928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12637503751992105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14033364243148402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270730003073813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bowtie87b,2019/02/10,"I got a kitten and i'm having a mental breakdown I (31M) suffer from anxiety. I though I needed a pet because ever since I started living on my own i've felt really lonely and all that.   
Got a kitty because I live on an apartment and they tend to do better than dogs on them.   
Im basically having a breakdown because i can't stop thinking on how she'll bite on cables, and the first thing she did was get on my bed and shit on it, BUT it had worms! 

Right now I'm freaking out, and i feel like i'll throw up because of how anxious i am about all of this. Of course i'm aware these are things i should've had in mind before getting her, which only makes me feel worse. I'm sorry for the poor thing for getting stuck with me, as i feel like i'm not ready to have her... (and returning her is not an option).  
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anxiety,Jayy1995,2019/02/10,"One of my worst days I’ve had bad days, I’ve had a lot of trauma and bad things happen to me but anxiety wise, today was one of the worst I have had in a couple of years. 
Now I feel sick from it all. Just had to say it, that’s all. 
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anxiety,coopsec,2019/02/10,Doubling dose I’m doubling my dose of Citalopram to 40mg today. Feeling extremely anxious about this because of side effects. Wish me luck guys 💓,3.8288888888888906,6.826619296296298,4.0903703703703735,81.7666666666667,78.25925925925927,5.0814814814814815,38.62962962962963,6.42735559955562,3.0094296296296297,119,8,18,1,3,37,24,27,0.078,0.6779999999999999,0.244,0.6003,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,4,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5000111497151261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269804382915901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22379146960998936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4382428236453825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4195323188386332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5089672722513013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,itslaurathough,2019/02/10,"DAE constantly question is they actually have anxiety? I’m very bad at identifying my feelings because I’ve never attempted to take much notice of them. 
I’ve always been a stressed and worrying person but because of this I can’t tell if its at a normal level or something anxiety/mental health related. 

It’s a constant state of not believing myself. My doctor gave me some medication but he always prescribes stuff without much questioning. Maybe it’s denial? I just want an answer and some understanding of my mind :( 


(I’m not asking for medical help. Just having a bit of a vent/type-a-thon sorry)",3.548541666666665,6.385987723214285,5.433928571428575,72.72773809523812,78.01785714285714,8.376190476190478,28.97619047619048,9.075114841892004,3.260265476190476,483,22,76,13,12,165,82,112,0.108,0.83,0.061,-0.601,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,1,2,2,0,1,6,0,5,4,0,0,1,22,13,6,0,3,9,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,1,9,0,10,11,5,7,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,6,3,50,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.14689412959607556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25050358822914903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515391211640295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072385408035634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256850335295932,0.18352158736346755,0.0,0.0,0.16959410422347168,0.0,0.0,0.16433816633032436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253357256538572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540723271303221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611174677253169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600047865260152,0.0,0.0,0.10089609949817463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512261390625434,0.0,0.0,0.30328331166732225,0.0,0.0,0.1519909026988767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213115766345458,0.0,0.11609688079582595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748599747768465,0.0,0.17137772713853894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143570473455998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372528034822657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158842152253374,0.0,0.16850436345280287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17242992055729406,0.0,0.17231915124110456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317871975702988,0.0,0.13156856852663576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15670550660893998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420180045044946,0.08878562603684252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14510412963495942,0.0,0.0,0.15286902729287305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Larxenas,2019/02/10,"Can't make a thing out of my life I always had been an effortful, brilliant guy. I had eidetic memory back then, too, and could be disciplined.

Now my life is a mess. I can't concentrate, I remember barely anything I read. Can't stick to routines, and even if I try, the anxiety pushes me backwards. 

I'm seeing all the people succeeding in life, yet I'm stuck. And it hurts so much... I'm not asking for pity, but getting it off my chest. Thanks for those who read",1.7804137115839254,3.8223980106382953,3.7982269503546138,86.43388888888893,79.53191489361703,7.582033096926714,23.21040189125296,8.515128840125781,1.564821749408983,359,12,75,8,9,122,68,94,0.075,0.8140000000000001,0.111,0.6303,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,7,5,0,0,5,0,9,4,1,1,1,12,18,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,1,2,0,1,4,3,0,0,4,1,10,2,7,12,2,9,0,2,1,0,3,4,0,1,4,51,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18368537405671373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688765384218486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816620903772235,0.0,0.20637559691805515,0.0,0.0,0.16974653403462095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17625445326862962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458062222277709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533508090109075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185815974553207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363221882490301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4677761574371722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473552994425972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622799099389001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304332954315986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44162834825226144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500717411695609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17591270339518944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20324102430783164,0.0,0.0,0.14665943739021056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14987777055531004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,racharmian,2019/02/10,"Does anyone have friends that are insensitive to anxiety and depression? I told my friend last week that I have anxiety and depression (as told by my doctor). She’s become distant, and hasn’t asked how I’m doing in recent days. She is 10 weeks away from giving birth, so she may be preoccupied by other things! I feel upset that she doesn’t care to at least ask how I’m doing? ",4.784399999999998,5.589318640000003,5.836000000000002,79.93800000000002,69.26666666666667,9.2,25.666666666666664,9.3871,1.9920666666666664,298,8,59,6,5,99,52,75,0.188,0.672,0.14,-0.4682,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,10,1,0,2,0,7,19,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,9,3,9,15,1,9,0,2,0,0,11,3,0,1,6,40,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29701857047125796,0.0,0.0,0.13574054482069808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629715847421875,0.0,0.1823919756005112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144018622280896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19792896167076476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125198099075315,0.0,0.3344085945593387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19870077148212556,0.16988489057713105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815820325581273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999694533492459,0.0,0.0,0.18622764501724512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15824225080442414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19168042814238045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128971664290472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37099998432432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31143952130132324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Saf689,2019/02/10,"Maintaining focus with anxiety ? I struggle with keep focusing on my activities when they require mental efforts, I have a lot of intrusive thoughts most of the time not related to what I'm doing . Anybody experience this too and what do you do to cope.",7.022101449275365,8.21762889130435,8.09,64.37166666666668,64.43478260869566,12.220289855072465,41.42028985507246,11.855464076750405,5.7419942028985504,203,12,32,7,3,69,39,46,0.091,0.909,0.0,-0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,2,2,1,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,7,6,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,27,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30888710922963863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3949698623475816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.358894166699617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3432754430662596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.406910678226849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4221137627773133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205526001234864,0.2354447082831897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LesPantalonsVerts,2019/02/10,"Anxious S.O. struggling to go to work, I'm at wits' end. Help? Hi everyone, some background: I've struggled with mild to moderate intermittent anxiety, with maybe one or two panic attacks a year for the past 12 or so years. Not too bad, I've never had an anxiety-related diagnosis, and I get by using coping skills. My mental health issues have always been more on the depressive side.

My S.O. and I have been together for many years, and he had some occasional mild anxiety when we first met, but it has gotten worse over time, with him struggling on a regular basis for the past 3 or so years. He was diagnosed with Generalized Anxiety Disorder about 2 years ago. 

He was diagnosed while he was at a very stressful job that had some shady and disorganized practices, which I think exacerbated his feelings. He has been at a new job for about 15 months now which he claims to enjoy and says is easy for him. For about the first 10 months, he rarely missed a day of work. Since Septemberish, he has been frequently calling in for many different reasons...anxiety, less than 8 hours of sleep, waking up nauseated and vomiting, diarrhea. He went through a period where he was extremely anxious every time he left the house, even to go to the grocery store 5 minutes away, so he frequently avoided leaving, though that seems to have mostly resolved.

I've asked him many times if he feels his frequent stomach complaints are anxiety-related and he says no, he sometimes wakes up with these issues even on days when he wakes up mentally feeling okay. Since maybe mid-November, he's only attended work all 5 days, without calling in or coming home early, maybe 3 of those weeks? There were many weeks he did not go at all. He had to see a psychiatrist to get FMLA paperwork filled out so he wouldn't be fired, and she approved him to miss 2 days a week for mental health reasons. He usually misses more than that.

For most of this 2019 so far, he says he wakes up anxious or panicking almost every morning. I've asked him if he's worried about work, or what he thinks about when he panics, but he says his mind is mostly blank with a more physical panic. He claims not to be anxious about going to work most of the time. Some days he is worried about screwing something up, but he can rationalize that it's not likely. He's tried taking his non-narcotic ""rescue"" medication (buspirone) as soon as he wakes up, he's tried mantras, journaling, breathing exercises, distraction techniques. He says none of these help very much.

He sees a therapist every 2-3 weeks. The psychiatrist has been working on changing up his meds to find the right combo. He just started seeing a gastroenterologist this week for the stomach issues and will see a pulmonologist to rule out sleep apnea.

I'm the ""breadwinner"" in the relationship, so we've been paying our bills in the meantime, but it has been close at times and I've been having to use my credit card more than I'd like. I want to be supportive while he's struggling to find more balance, but my job is in the mental health field, so between home and work I am experiencing compassion fatigue. My immediate internal reaction lately is just annoyance when he misses another day of work, or I come home and see that he has been home all week and has not done any housework. I don't want to have this attitude, but I am struggling to change it. Many days I feel alone. I am paying all the bills, doing all the housework, and feel like I cannot come to him for emotional support and get any kind of response other than, ""I'm sorry."" I talked to him about most of this mid-December, but things only changed for about 2 weeks. My best friend is telling me to kick him out and let him go to help him ""wake up."" Because my own anxiety is not as severe, and I have been dealing with high-functioning depression for so long, I can always push through on my bad days and go to work or do what really needs to be done chore- or errand-wise, so I struggle to understand his position. I go to work even when I'm sick, unless I can't get out of bed.

I suppose why I'm here, what I'm asking for, is advice from people who have struggled with more severe anxiety or who have been through periods where you struggled to live your life. What else can I try to get him to recognize the importance of at least trying to go to work every day? What other coping skills can he try? How can I get him to help around the house on days he can't manage to make it to work? How can I communicate to him that he's on the verge of losing me without making him feel even worse? Or if there is anyone out there who has been in my position, any advice for how I can regain my patience and compassion?

Thank you all for reading and any advice.

**TL;DR S.O. is too anxious most mornings to go to work, despite not necessarily being anxious about the job. Working on med changes. I'm trying to be compassionate but I'm quietly fed up. Help.",6.492507146941107,6.524393745283022,6.821477796836287,77.05011835334477,65.42557651991615,10.208622069754146,32.754259576901084,9.932263248211688,3.0521411320754717,3899,147,745,78,55,1265,370,954,0.14,0.772,0.08900000000000001,-0.9931,5,2,1,0,0,0,127.0,2,3,0,22,46,41,3,14,33,1,76,24,11,8,7,119,140,66,0,7,34,0,7,3,1,2,11,6,6,0,31,39,1,1,14,2,6,16,17,27,0,4,28,19,60,14,138,103,28,118,0,8,5,1,94,45,1,26,60,457,91,23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062428895458391,0.0321254695974504,0.0,0.03629013751717944,0.03753475768295195,0.0,0.0,0.060310848724155874,0.0,0.0,0.09858052095940302,0.03800185994951487,0.16634564533169388,0.24565216104427395,0.0,0.025340557539380918,0.0,0.0,0.03226218333396375,0.10164135933522303,0.04122938193911933,0.0340496228192636,0.0,0.060519460800375985,0.0220921839310546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038032705155861934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401224844578108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533527370220816,0.09365526594423558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23372453953458486,0.03736289100753381,0.062428659346314,0.07356772660327289,0.0,0.037864142993047134,0.04153533838437883,0.0,0.0,0.07417427373444542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030274714348770087,0.04076625947262599,0.032098778847463434,0.0,0.0,0.09574738388375603,0.0,0.12213845933098268,0.03462983908860188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994726450457946,0.025890585502458967,0.0,0.0,0.066247254992524,0.0616531708923204,0.0,0.0,0.027999715201872853,0.0,0.11360659474171765,0.0,0.18536941555131534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556749997310177,0.0,0.0,0.12145792874083297,0.038290617895161666,0.14541075579319604,0.0,0.035690095643067535,0.08363452177436742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347859933333708,0.1438544453664117,0.0,0.0,0.03773943604349953,0.0,0.0,0.04088143895969032,0.038373997864202265,0.03937596449546853,0.037058889155072335,0.02559809784605717,0.05311658211694398,0.0,0.03200147668251551,0.032072154300314154,0.0,0.04054442122172889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04838231252228732,0.18371348453159755,0.10922690002902637,0.0,0.08051118654838928,0.036509005838664635,0.1460896604605594,0.0,0.0365930899629852,0.0,0.05785445844774693,0.0,0.026641313032013062,0.026872250451184347,0.02795130187364184,0.03500179425956836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024557846980957032,0.05512584390188376,0.0,0.1275630535530077,0.0,0.0,0.06919229151812471,0.025124953861238808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03625081833613668,0.0,0.023216919653200555,0.03726179524383447,0.0,0.03890928299840328,0.0,0.03094962537978248,0.0,0.1441015327897291,0.0,0.0,0.14439696815284891,0.03299245530073807,0.0,0.08188405368142464,0.0,0.0599578776133459,0.0,0.07253436765718489,0.0,0.0,0.02790010084637816,0.03584328656307631,0.04056884472355688,0.025651574119997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041513955659334884,0.30309578774675616,0.0,0.0,0.08225173962355505,0.0,0.0,0.027248730025439163,0.02912915185981033,0.03167624100460025,0.03336585379897345,0.0,0.042078607051168664,0.0240769173589178,0.04644355300678172,0.035606609305636035,0.0,0.1056621247942256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14763160529510866,0.0,0.03540220172591842,0.037728170562924684,0.0,0.06260119499589162,0.03991435352929068,0.059805259087807525,0.0427517745245966,0.0,0.2034924710225202,0.0,0.0,0.033595780283737,0.032701875502323216,0.0,0.0,0.06987008268846841,0.0,0.3693744269484223,0.07360901170992894,0.0738653727382592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669011439135454
anxiety,AnonaMouse8,2019/02/10,"Over thinking sucks. I went for a job that I really really wanted. 
I thought the interview went really well, she told me how much she liked me and that she'd be in contact soon to discuss.
Today I got the generic email, 'thanks for your time but we've found a more suitable applicant' 

I just wish I could let it go and leave it there. 
With my anxiety I am over thinking this so much and I've been in tears all afternoon. 
I let myself be disappointed but now I want to let it go and move on. 
Instead I'm just thinking why, what did I do, how can I be better, maybe it's how I look or I spoke to fast or I didnt paint my nails or style my hair right. 
I know this is nonsense but I've been thinking non stop since I got her email.
I just want to stop, I just want to go through a normal thought process :( 
Anxiety just makes everything so complicated and I'm so exhausted. 

TLDR; overthinking a unsuccessful job application. ",0.9630158730158732,3.2489321798941795,2.8416931216931225,90.71904761904764,84.34391534391534,6.774603174603175,22.75661375661376,7.957251820313856,1.2160962962962971,718,26,158,15,21,239,105,189,0.179,0.731,0.09,-0.9582,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,1,16,7,1,0,6,0,16,2,1,4,1,39,44,17,0,7,11,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,9,6,0,2,8,0,0,6,1,3,1,0,13,3,29,4,14,23,4,20,0,1,1,0,12,6,1,3,9,104,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903588318595797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003759464424397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933763490122684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181885999373366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641789574608004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121288197023707,0.0,0.1990168525247308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24693129889112025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837686927315959,0.0,0.0,0.13174067874116613,0.0,0.3816774495031646,0.0,0.06078434156778256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447976968141297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304996932179634,0.0,0.12499458615648525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223662514326234,0.1829230654472617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219032062372192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391160361411052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625227709518784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291984067720182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20803800858029875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454736203953915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188880771775144,0.0,0.19754796068130245,0.0725491260352133,0.0,0.11793369942899272,0.11888671392473425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935397981305295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186670810700244,0.2306734322069368,0.11226787706693728,0.0,0.14307453945631962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,call_me_medusa,2019/02/10,"Anyone else suffer from performance anxiety? I am doing my masters degree and working(as an engineer) at the same time. I have such a hard time paying attention in class and sometimes in work meetings. Even if I don't have to speak, I tense up so badly and I can't even sit up straight or hold up my head because of crippling anxiety. I think I have a really bad fear of not understanding something right away, or remembering it for the exam, or being able to explain a certain concept if I am to be asked about it. And it doesn't help that I have really bad neck and back problems from slouching over already. Of course, it keeps getting worse because of my posture and feeling like I have to rest my head on my hands or else I will lose control. 

It feels like I am going to have a seizure almost every time I am in one of these settings. It is incredibly exhausting and such a waste of time because I miss so much information being held in what feels like a deathchoke by my anxiety. The only thing that kind of helps is constantly moving(crossing my legs, uncrossing them, tapping, etc.) 

Does anyone else experience this? How do you try to handle it? Does anything work for you?",5.557635829662264,6.488761356828196,6.1146431718061685,78.17775036710722,67.59030837004406,9.04892804698972,32.754478707782674,9.21078282632365,2.9121655800293684,936,40,172,17,15,304,130,227,0.19,0.747,0.063,-0.9826,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,1,6,9,14,0,1,10,0,21,6,5,2,1,32,33,16,0,3,7,0,5,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,13,7,0,4,9,0,1,1,4,9,0,1,1,6,24,5,30,28,4,22,0,3,0,0,10,13,0,7,9,125,37,5,0.10958690352148827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973545408135384,0.0,0.12093187308694588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515010437241796,0.0,0.0,0.1532514219292916,0.2245694660777486,0.09018068418886416,0.0,0.10244896164802082,0.0,0.1029605032387082,0.08426556441216483,0.27450146097727385,0.2004094777135048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842451124601346,0.12291103066289348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19180047552953053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746373880236353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221836541615527,0.14476223247448158,0.0,0.09233169266124668,0.0,0.0,0.10719701972213908,0.0,0.12331573343440225,0.16623129341548,0.2348667173167497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057254634057334525,0.0,0.062280762702444474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816834049374888,0.0,0.22493555767095666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469075828753369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974058750639638,0.0,0.1141178963305706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16061587683686998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259971379623197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805589833190212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425892195751528,0.083345778303091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485986663546774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040835305780824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414059899972968,0.09358661683468296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436535226254027,0.10838424971261924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280466925784816,0.07021886285134603,0.0,0.0,0.2556040188716531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440231401781824,0.0,0.0,0.11408383135559662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595611418747303,0.0,0.11167841695948638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,paddypower1888,2019/02/10,"Massive peak of anxiety in the morning Anyone else wake up to a huge spike of anxiety in the morning? Shaking, sweating, stomach doing rollovers and that horrible sick feeling?
Its not until after my shower and, sometimes being sick that i feel i can leave the house to go to work.
In work i take my 5mg diaz, and another later on.
But when i wake, everyday, is the most horrible point of the day :(",4.01017316017316,5.642182766233766,5.505909090909089,78.44553030303031,71.98701298701299,8.25021645021645,32.31385281385281,8.841846274778883,2.969434632034632,311,15,55,6,6,105,54,77,0.263,0.693,0.043,-0.9542,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,6,0,4,6,4,0,0,8,8,6,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,13,7,1,15,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,1,6,39,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27586484857647564,0.402514651666584,0.0,0.0,0.183953340118923,0.2695590217282624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696663921002052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21977159803795693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660447454786638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951579802704487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30356178244568216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785662892328326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24869791600676716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601952334265286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19780523354265456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830542598761474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BananaRuntsFool,2019/02/10,"Want to go to bed, I'm tired, but I haven't read the ""perfect thing"" yet Not sure if this belongs here or where to put it.

Nights like tonight are tough. I'm physically tired, I'm mentally tired. I could totally go to sleep. A part of me just doesn't want to. I don't feel like I've seen/read/watched the perfect thing yet. I'll screw around on the internet until I give up. This gets to be a problem when I have school the next day and then I don't get much sleep.

What do you do to combat this? I know one solution would be to not be on the computer before bed. That's been my habit for like 8 years every night so that would be really hard but doable.",0.8482286023835286,2.4840538661971863,2.3812676056338056,97.44526002166849,80.76056338028171,6.341061755146263,19.373781148429035,7.321109707123232,0.07669057421451786,507,12,127,7,13,165,88,142,0.223,0.685,0.092,-0.9559,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,2,8,9,1,0,7,0,16,6,2,0,4,21,28,9,0,7,7,0,2,3,0,2,3,0,2,0,9,2,0,0,2,1,0,3,6,3,0,1,1,2,10,6,15,20,3,19,0,0,0,1,2,5,1,2,14,76,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825017719605594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259040904037966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502577954800335,0.0,0.0,0.0929112989659969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138266410476753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284460575699007,0.10292149616868612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505381264853546,0.13820219739536224,0.16375319635990038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905573759590033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791754575093066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21115158258292524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14518565472329792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590582421910397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15321689274934447,0.27039424705288684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762353013305536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15601052568830606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13785266578596958,0.0,0.14482713020673255,0.0,0.0,0.28821198038492224,0.0,0.09229301156239317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14580349902888054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883420941646145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357814459444225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19142343130666387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.496751482630077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16994890275926372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046821317680212,0.0,0.0,0.09277442690597087
anxiety,havenous,2019/02/10,"Can’t fall asleep because of my anxieties I’ve been watching youtube videos to help distract myself from my anxieties, but once I turn my phone off to go to sleep my brain instantly goes to bad thoughts and I can’t relax whatsoever. Does anyone have tips for shutting your brain off when you go to bed? Or does anyone have anything specific they think about before they go to sleep to relax them? ",6.001578947368423,7.009931789473686,5.553789473684212,82.3175263157895,66.6315789473684,8.71157894736842,30.989473684210523,8.841846274778883,2.405782105263158,320,12,60,5,5,98,52,76,0.108,0.772,0.12,0.4515,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,3,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,5,5,5,0,0,5,11,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,4,2,2,0,0,2,1,12,2,13,9,0,8,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,1,1,34,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027783628312472,0.0,0.0,0.2767456584645411,0.0,0.16285077497124276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16523411139524802,0.12063499351618495,0.0,0.16839412282300514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4418326759287685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34635860617803915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374049741290025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13264488917769213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107517833362748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960759605900753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680316562017355,0.0,0.1571065748077774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152530013801007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TaraBURGER,2019/02/10,"I'm afraid of my wedding, please help me I'm going to have to be in front of a bunch of people and talk. I know I will be looking at my fiance the whole time, but I WILL have a panic attack. When I have them I dissociate and don't remember anything. Sometimes I just start running. Sometimes I get horrible stomach pain and immediately have to use the bathroom.

I don't want to forget everything that happens at the wedding, and I certainly don't want to run away or poop in the middle of the ceremony. I have no idea what to do about this. The wedding is all paid for and planned so I can't just cancel and have a courthouse ceremony. My parents kind of forced me into having a bigger wedding than I wanted and invited people I don't even know. I'm so scared. It's in April, how do I prepare myself by then?",4.0983941208492105,4.643059209580841,5.805160587915079,80.48293957539471,70.67664670658681,8.228415895481763,30.151878062057705,8.296473431620573,2.121902994011976,636,25,129,9,11,219,94,167,0.193,0.742,0.065,-0.9769,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,8,7,1,3,10,0,19,3,2,2,2,24,34,14,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,4,0,1,4,6,5,0,0,1,1,21,2,22,29,3,18,0,0,1,0,8,9,0,1,5,97,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15055584136889893,0.0,0.0,0.2081369853275421,0.1718916343593578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208396227233715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644275728588735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558609673794033,0.0,0.10397717331713413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617859275317446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263044432523156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206533191924572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19051880180145525,0.20109385223394652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536355758101235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946763276922356,0.2146575100649039,0.20314915454111232,0.0,0.0,0.2536750204450693,0.0,0.0,0.20082893619290493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20725161378573034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831692210428276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36189306065689,0.0,0.12949603062510076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705177638126368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668215279310787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580138167434388,0.0,0.0,0.3237336475268449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20426199815248425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sciencefox03,2019/02/10,Night terrors “stuck in my head”? Ive been suffering from night terrors for several months now. While I don’t usually remember them (typical for night terrors) I tend to have what I refer to as “snapshots” that are just a second or two image or scene from the dream that I can’t ever seem to describe but I remember the feeling of terror.  These snapshots sometimes get stuck in my head in that I can’t stop lingering on them or I’ll be doing something totally normal like washing dishes and it’ll pop into my head and I can’t focus. I’m just wondering if anyone else has experienced this?,4.098065134099613,5.727165396551722,5.509080459770118,78.52174329501919,71.75862068965517,8.603831417624523,30.13026819923372,9.150863307647796,2.7882118773946365,470,20,85,10,9,158,76,116,0.16,0.784,0.056,-0.8999,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,4,6,0,4,3,0,12,5,3,0,2,20,20,9,0,2,7,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,3,1,1,6,1,0,0,4,5,0,2,3,2,13,1,14,15,1,14,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,6,10,62,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706579850400756,0.17154427368471595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398601275529035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15144335763282193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846539142673915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747141618130101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5154717719260871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817942421571998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13363514920058625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4713444016315746,0.16403863418652348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793144145931471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15241527809269487,0.0,0.1891399215282455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889012322825905,0.1655852660697616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997281876240392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16354758601518293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843923781241247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18156270486528509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Vauldr,2019/02/10,"I just had my worst panic attack in a very public space... ...all because I got drunk and wanted to sing karaoke.  Once the music started I couldn't do it, but I did and it was so, so bad.  I held it off for as long as possible, but then I couldn't.  I was at a very public event with lots of people around.  When I have panic attacks they absolutely knock me off my feet, and I end up in a fetal position shaking/hyperventilating.  After sitting for an unknown amount of time (apparently 45 minutes, but it felt like 2), I tried to stand but I still didn't have control over my legs.  I fell down, and triggered another panic attack.  My heart rate was well over 150 for...two hours?  My chest and my whole body hurts so bad.  I have scratches on my face from...myself?  It took so long until I could even walk.  Since I was at an event, paramedics came and did a bunch of stuff, I was fine besides my heart rate.  Now I'm laying at home shivering while cuddling my cat.

God.  I don't know if I can come back from this.  I've never not been able to bring my heart rate down...but this was absurd.  I was not in control of my body at all.

I don't want that to ever happen again.",1.1833627999278349,3.0650885269709605,2.7936171748150818,93.69666065307598,80.74273858921163,5.353130073967166,19.606891574959405,6.280692351149826,-0.11784806061699493,889,22,202,7,23,292,137,241,0.182,0.774,0.044,-0.9891,1,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,1,2,14,13,3,3,7,0,22,11,9,3,4,34,35,21,0,6,8,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,9,10,1,3,2,2,0,6,8,10,1,0,17,2,33,3,31,15,7,43,0,1,0,1,3,16,0,2,20,137,42,0,0.10933837277631588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465081724431067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733433285209356,0.0,0.3731645508991619,0.0,0.08407445961001464,0.18258594840268366,0.06665165720235683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429005671655243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12505397038124244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418532666563112,0.0,0.0,0.2452645645983689,0.08729779371752168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684134493140924,0.0,0.0,0.07221696402400371,0.09890281791615388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498198441180352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744788495966001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668756195057483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886994945510216,0.0,0.0,0.10967530280064383,0.0,0.10767627264669036,0.0,0.11704898944705998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060089510232385374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05341720604397161,0.0,0.0,0.19352203845820407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295557455721223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843284935819669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164417985883189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3848550665536256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580146069806783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232625869129048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044583183213674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739026301259262,0.0,0.08731776573729977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251662778523841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06375608444177196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147895523496145,0.07423357795583277,0.0,0.10680770271551693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804312167623891,0.1289812102460547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830832813659728,0.0,0.0,0.12207238850635745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,radioactive_kitten4,2019/02/10,"Worried about qualifying for an Emotional Support Animal Hi, I'm fairly new to this subreddit, and I'll try to keep this short. I was just diagnosed with anxiety by my doctor about two weeks ago. She suggested a therapist I should go to, who I have yet to see. 

I want to talk to them about getting and Emotional Support Animal letter. I'm concerned that they won't thing my anxiety is bad enough, or that by asking too early they'll think I'm faking it or something. My dog really truly helps with my anxiety no matter what the cause is, especially when doing homework for my college classes. 

Basically I have two questions:
1. Does anyone else have experience/tips in this matter?

2. How early should I ask the therapist? Bring it up right away or wait?

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anxiety,seracweir,2019/02/10,"Middle of the night spiraling crisis about decisions for the future? More likely than you think “How do I know I’m making the right decision?” 
“Should I be doing something else with my life?”
“I was so excited about this why am I crashing now?”
And more on this volume of Get A Grip: Greatest hits!

I was just accepted into one of my top choice grad programs and now that it’s getting more and more REAL I’m questioning literally everything. Is it a financially wise decision, should I be waiting, will I be okay moving so far away, can I handle the stress without friends in the area, should I be joining the workforce instead, what if something happens to my family while I’m gone, etc etc etc 

This is the first I’ve been so overwhelmed and close to a panic attack in such a long time and it feels so shitty. Thanks for letting me vent.",3.9103964134025486,5.6474599263803675,4.864417177914111,82.51950448324682,72.43558282208589,7.7147711184520995,27.875884851344967,8.384062270229773,2.028915431807457,660,25,124,11,13,215,106,163,0.134,0.745,0.12,-0.657,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,2,12,11,1,3,11,1,18,1,0,2,0,26,32,12,0,4,3,0,2,1,1,4,1,0,0,0,8,8,0,1,8,0,0,2,1,4,0,2,4,2,14,7,17,18,8,21,0,1,0,0,3,11,0,2,9,95,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878421486889592,0.1551309772691613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13793239497538076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5524406118127725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839471486009884,0.0,0.1556557266554101,0.0,0.0834871048900274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14044673421253367,0.0,0.0,0.12756743901630885,0.0,0.17253154472079776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14601064874354028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074288558643326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884127385644349,0.1166256071666037,0.08066684846738227,0.0,0.0,0.14612157867781847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021554429492998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17549111378255766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15494924181944753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188619686051428,0.0,0.0,0.1937268758810921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849665877655376,0.0,0.0,0.18793701768716528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14100730738678802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25422718678446754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18913867404421755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201570762558755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579902461824046,0.0,0.0,0.09627988401910174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899060503952927,0.0,0.0,0.15916496736062274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,1204-Never-Forget,2019/02/10,"I need to ask one of my friends a favor, and its literally making me nauseous. I don't own a car and live in a place with terrible public transport. The fact that I don't have a car makes me feel incredibly insecure for a variety of reasons. Because of this, asking for a ride somewhere greatly embarrasses me and makes me honestly want to die.

Usually, I can avoid asking for people to give me a ride to places if I can walk there. However, I need to go the bank in order to deposit some cash or my account will be overdrafted, which I cannot really afford right now (am I am a poor graduate student who just payed rent this weekend). The bank I use is too far away for me to walk to, which means I need to find someone to take me, which is the cause of all my dread.

I have friends who care about me and would no doubt help me out. Yet the idea of asking them to drive somewhere makes me feel so insecure, so much like a child, and so much like a burden on them that I would frankly rather walk the six mile round trip in the rain then ask them to drive me the ten minutes to the bank. But what I hate most about all this is that I even feel this way. Its incredibly stupid that I am allowing this anxiety to trap me and dominate my thoughts in this way. Does anyone have any advice for me?",5.900714285714287,4.901406665413532,6.414736842105267,82.91315789473686,66.93233082706767,10.156390977443607,31.406015037593985,9.424239791934726,2.393830075187969,1007,33,224,17,14,329,139,266,0.16,0.752,0.087,-0.9626,3,1,0,0,0,1,23.0,0,0,3,0,12,18,2,6,19,0,18,0,0,8,3,41,42,13,1,8,5,0,4,2,2,3,0,0,1,1,18,8,0,1,8,1,9,12,4,10,0,3,1,4,35,8,34,37,7,32,0,0,1,0,16,12,0,5,7,155,53,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354060896133655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901393986908073,0.0,0.08888588191531696,0.0,0.0,0.08124352641594111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5431150208692352,0.0,0.10916537359806078,0.0,0.0,0.07082902284210409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846458143526313,0.11936027735099848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058802904719425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016796242677806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674313301639404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762491506798254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619657050963603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795379283275043,0.0,0.0,0.1114611011567859,0.06603408602832526,0.0,0.0,0.1281011101104876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147146670303987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788045252553215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13116562153170586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353021562728854,0.0,0.10259887976673893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31023387542757264,0.0,0.0,0.1265661825122139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17082767146760952,0.2584627097482462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787341038892061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055228656877947,0.0,0.2427899620355195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443500097463376,0.119463813749688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922657396934563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844835132842633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736125533868969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224276349143963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035181411092294,0.1279680934522707,0.0,0.06853252769832854,0.18445419138246336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16507766319168224,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ironhawk3,2019/02/10,"Dealing with sleep anxiety I'm a short-time lurker to this subreddit and I'm glad to find this place!

I have had anxiety and social anxiety for most of my life, and lately I'm having trouble getting to sleep. Even if I try going to bed early, it's a pain actually sleeping because my neck gets sore, my mind races and it's usually an hour or two twisting and turning before I get to sleep.

Any advice on helping me sleep easier so it doesn't keep me awake?",2.5835106382978736,4.324811127659576,4.683989361702128,82.40875,76.02127659574468,7.67872340425532,26.643617021276608,8.472884824447931,1.9923659574468084,362,14,71,7,8,125,66,94,0.146,0.769,0.084,-0.5983,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,4,9,6,0,0,12,13,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,5,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,8,1,9,12,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,4,40,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.1367049418955806,0.0,0.0,0.1368916331068613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09526412942323606,0.0,0.3214990736840629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539588343691651,0.0,0.1192039263642505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14442379690948298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252630318310742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803720272772526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195694086312456,0.0,0.07961480883209462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389752645198407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795771648920485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451597870422347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15802451251674324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894776300481088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14144818162060774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14906270404253708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463613534797616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7009420645050418,0.14280130321609033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511004281522037,0.1523746939384991,0.1368448814943583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542863074146275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zeyhrr,2019/02/10,I need help I feel so lost. I'm in a constant state of anxiety. I feel like no one understands and is able to help me with it. I've been going to therapy for three years now and I've gotten some tools to deal with it but I've been so overwhelmed. I've cried in the bathroom in the middle of a lab because I was so anxious. I've had a panic attack almost every night. I'm obsessively worrying about my weight and if I eat more than once a day I start to freak out. I have a job interview on Monday and I'm not prepared for it. I feel like a failure. I feel like going to school was pointless and I fucked up and I don't know how to fix myself or my life. I don't know how to stop being anxious. It won't go away. Not once this week have I just stopped worrying about every little thing I've said and done. Not once this week have I felt okay. I just had therapy on Wednesday and it helped for that day but now I'm back to being a mess. Can someone just help me please. Can someone just make it go away so it stops consuming my life. Can someone just fix the broken piece of shit that I am so i can just be fucking normal??,-0.07902246508803756,1.9384317049180344,2.104116575591984,96.0730631451123,86.45901639344262,5.090224650880389,18.87310261080753,6.42735559955562,-0.12187625986642425,872,24,205,9,27,293,119,244,0.255,0.66,0.085,-0.9934,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,18,14,4,3,10,1,22,7,1,3,0,42,46,19,0,3,13,0,6,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,12,11,2,3,8,0,0,4,7,10,0,2,11,7,23,4,28,31,3,32,0,2,0,2,7,11,3,4,19,132,35,3,0.09754268460100793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767490861631127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461988673370261,0.2203909383556369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096888545280637,0.18328912618294915,0.07500430350758107,0.0,0.05946111517430845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540898938013472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714605878259982,0.12581392412537948,0.1005622247387313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982003244357383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981051790473763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16436783751567893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19728204865604626,0.20905354010673,0.0936562739525848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18035328026350467,0.0,0.0,0.22174302212320615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615232215060366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679606338335586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721381699026412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377945656271714,0.14296328587422044,0.0977633953529107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647936281288356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06511049940253193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232666467277864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153720177537616,0.09557112063606853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116393269536964,0.06609744751016214,0.0,0.0,0.11444532363381403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707257617346888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278543010557463,0.0,0.0,0.09871840437161407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012616401689203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479428003733748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690412142100358,0.0,0.0,0.2446501559962013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230971215410178,0.0,0.06480302538620845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154537469718272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15648571580578768,0.11878071169179892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19811866209381895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628142908205123
anxiety,puppiesandtequila,2019/02/10,"I only needed one thing at the store but I left with 6 because I was anxious I needed one thing from the grocery store: spinach. But when I walked in the doors, the store was packed with people, which I should have expected being Saturday afternoon. I grabbed a shopping cart that I didn’t need. I started aimlessly walking up and down the aisles with my heart pounding. I felt the type of anxiety that makes my head spin; I can’t think straight or soundly. I felt like people were staring through me thinking, “why is her cart empty? Why does she look lost?” So I started thinking of things I could grab to put in the cart, whether I needed them or not. By the time I made it to the produce, I already had five things in the cart that I hadn’t come to buy, only because I was anxious. ",3.6080769230769216,5.065741858974358,3.927435897435899,90.05923076923081,72.71794871794873,6.482051282051282,29.66666666666667,6.816661863887847,1.4393051282051288,614,26,126,5,12,191,94,156,0.08800000000000001,0.873,0.039,-0.7149,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,2,2,2,0,0,11,0,13,2,2,3,0,26,29,8,0,7,6,0,4,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,9,5,0,0,5,1,5,4,4,1,0,3,11,7,25,1,17,15,0,18,0,1,2,0,3,8,0,2,7,87,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507581155537055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451014675672593,0.3086722631139707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665585447847867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768177722783292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907600872074608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955275939680265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623437628739238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402064647221437,0.0,0.0,0.16188950354838538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14843266212000966,0.0,0.0,0.06674321748775977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472224278585676,0.0,0.14913147582025216,0.0,0.0,0.12926847272446562,0.09119161319885698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4051933429677845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18514780018855356,0.2078038180603896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18942336194432896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733586835495093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19339368485249805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630439010212863,0.2626122419897194,0.0,0.0,0.07966133995406509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465476845747143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,My-Name-Is-Anonymous,2019/02/10,"For students: How do you deal with doing stuff in front of a class? I’m in college and I have multiple things coming up that I have to do in front of a class. Presentations, demonstrations, etc..
I know this is probably a common question, but  I’m really open to any suggestions. I don’t want to lose my sanity this semester. ",1.834241071428572,4.2987459062500015,4.016339285714288,82.55187500000002,82.125,8.657142857142857,23.205357142857146,9.23628265651192,2.3416544642857136,254,9,50,8,7,87,45,64,0.062,0.912,0.025,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,1,0,9,12,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,11,12,1,10,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,1,2,36,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21512873742376085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725073732563884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261427913233463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3528136918294287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738575972860696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539145487210252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34107863018096063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543842177741714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026618063387512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621448776084032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21016877501036013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865913303478948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,randomUser042718,2019/02/11,"I feel like there is something I NEED to do but I don’t know what it is. It’s driving me crazy. The feeling of needing to do something and just not knowing what it is my brain thinks I need to do. It causes me so much anxiety and I just want to fix it but I can’t because I don’t know what the problem is. So I’m just stuck here trying to figure it out knowing I won’t be able to. 

I’m ready to just start crying. ",-0.33653801169590736,1.140111252631577,2.1898245614035083,98.16321637426904,83.84210526315789,4.643274853801169,21.08187134502924,5.033348758259628,-0.3292690058479533,319,10,81,1,9,110,50,95,0.16899999999999998,0.745,0.086,-0.8739,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,2,0,12,1,1,1,0,24,27,6,0,5,7,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,8,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,2,11,1,9,24,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,57,20,0,0.21051745167879626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161045274322675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832948459105126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350070983748868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21625941257505468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23124353553117544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128878978209607,0.1503937095427078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4627795437427197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284819324304012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15475454943235614,0.4682880688886487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20143677025374268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241332385089504,0.0,0.0,0.14900533582562933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348910827136354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429275309614475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416864731925167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,a03393,2019/02/11,"I passed my first semester in college! 2 years ago I dropped out of college, and didn't even managed to finish my first semester. I had frequent thoughts about the people around me plotting against me to the point that I would frequently skip classes because I was too anxious to be seen by anyone. 

One year passed and I went back to college, and managed to survive my first semester! I did skip some classes from time to time when my anxiety spiked up but not as often as I used to. I recently started therapy, so I hope that I would be able to manage these thoughts better. 

I got a 3.56 gpa and it's much higher than I anticipated, I'm grateful. I hope to be able to attend classes fully for the upcoming semesters! ",4.712785714285712,5.983213278571429,5.378571428571429,81.43642857142858,69.78571428571428,8.171428571428573,34.714285714285715,8.548686976883017,2.8971571428571434,569,29,107,9,10,184,87,140,0.021,0.841,0.139,0.9643,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,5,8,3,0,0,4,0,9,0,0,1,0,17,19,9,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,9,1,20,3,23,5,2,25,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,4,15,78,24,10,0.3355379457622699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14871707185854435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12834280505019602,0.1895311858161256,0.0,0.11730796666140494,0.0,0.0,0.1493499549519862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290039843849219,0.0,0.102270408693032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837802291239466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080982432112263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4281126078836217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13418017360038625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332648897130613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332949881306332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368459791940205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630988171207955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15859590709699553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16565162092042468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874774250743185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918584417005452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26637964898299804,0.19565487449866176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14489852648525375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15552351866622693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238356529615544,0.0,0.0,0.21607543602722126
anxiety,Katniss301,2019/02/11,"I have problems So basically, I know something is wrong but I don’t know what.  I think I may have anxiety because I panic in crowds, the dentist, the doctor, the dark, and many more. I also just have bad thoughts about how something will end. Like I fear elevators because they have the potential of getting me stuck. Can someone please help me with my problems? I don’t know what to do with myself anymore! Please help me.",2.4333333333333336,5.084441222222225,3.216296296296296,88.03333333333335,81.22222222222223,5.575308641975309,27.51851851851852,6.937597516519254,1.443874074074074,333,15,63,4,9,105,53,81,0.26,0.5760000000000001,0.16399999999999998,-0.8605,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,2,4,0,11,2,0,1,0,14,18,5,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,15,1,6,14,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,45,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14920019246309033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427257601860395,0.0,0.18502759345297828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15577839801383378,0.2274630326108435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19096259613897246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16524589878788618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20994344440923626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747527543824194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501082635581947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307602454295961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114881902689144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891529893716019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21890003496877344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40959630196098207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3570451388257595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15808040016747166,0.28726184647343683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954670761742946,0.0,0.1481159691200418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039853223929668,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pina1494,2019/02/11,"Anxiety while watching a character on tv have anxiety? I have panic disorder and GAD. Currently on medication that is working well. I may have one or two panic attacks a month now. Which is a lot better than the 13 I had the first week I ever had them. 
Anyway, I’ve noticed that if I’m watching tv and a character has a panic attack, I start to feel anxious. Like almost to the point where I can have an attack. 
I wonder if it’s because I know what it’s like and I empathize. But sometimes it’s so relatable, it hurts. 
Does anyone else find this happening?? ",2.0383198051948037,4.235221062500003,4.289837662337664,82.44152597402598,79.44642857142857,7.287012987012987,26.25324675324676,8.296473431620573,2.043471428571429,437,18,83,9,11,151,72,112,0.261,0.655,0.084,-0.9638,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,3,6,11,3,3,9,0,11,1,0,0,1,15,17,9,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,7,1,3,2,3,10,4,5,14,1,12,0,1,2,0,1,4,0,7,10,62,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408271595996361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151731052983864,0.15887923669344384,0.0,0.0983363245524434,0.14409873411144858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4799830323971162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573071708230195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438157298965125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16118163577949518,0.0,0.12307196614258567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748376614470897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272137836823717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111005002667753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853923118166066,0.11962535183238493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436440993201844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505543030774097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772901532771575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741579942353865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195641398591571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167649790888087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225472829242417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16011560983748044,0.0,0.0,0.09529894546620264,0.0,0.0,0.4950199621928184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294696887888693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909311407277802,0.0,0.09954325251230076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373814444840362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281013305788135,0.0,0.1264491209982204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251430648756864,0.10238506133138148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ZagoTG,2019/02/11,"Rest of family went on a weekend trip and I actually coped okayish! Parents went for a trip Friday-Sunday last weekend and I actually managed to look after myself, I had trouble sleeping and had some bouts of anxiety but I did okay in the end! (I'm 14) I had to stay home to look after all the pets as last time we left someone to look after them he almost killed most of our fish and my axolotl, lost 10 of the fish so we agreed this was necessary. At least I had my dog to comfort me! ",1.8552695269526929,3.6267010396039616,3.974785478547856,86.55335533553357,78.20792079207921,6.469086908690867,25.083608360836077,7.3871296695380915,1.1993753575357529,379,14,79,5,9,130,67,101,0.122,0.7959999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.6333,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,3,0,1,1,1,5,1,0,5,1,6,1,1,0,1,11,13,7,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,6,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,3,0,0,9,3,14,2,17,4,5,18,0,1,3,0,6,4,0,3,9,54,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.36531526561446737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874306061537241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431897997116171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16578315729242826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17645370271543578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877536705853476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20708348347647326,0.0,0.0,0.3051482762528968,0.0,0.0,0.20336822614076444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4715443086654306,0.0,0.2043256737846414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20783777266199085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873120553831935,0.0,0.15859436172424474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995056477836244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091443430783196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34702968319187394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ScRuBlOrD95,2019/02/11,"Today i start the path to stability Warning on mobile so.. 

Today i made an appointment with my doctor to start the fight against my anxiety. I recently have been feeling so bad that people around me have been asking me if someone is abusing me and it clicked *i am*. So after having my daily panic attack today i said to myself im going to do whatever it takes to feel normal again. Every single aspect of my life has been butchered by my anxiety and i can't deal with it anymore. **i am going to take the fight back to my insidious oppressor**. Wish me luck and a swift victory. Much love

Xoxo",0.9857371794871808,3.5719659658119696,3.49948183760684,82.9974278846154,90.1965811965812,6.001923076923077,21.842414529914528,7.413659706084162,1.3729491452991454,466,17,84,9,16,161,77,117,0.183,0.691,0.126,-0.7712,0,0,0,0,2,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,3,1,5,0,12,3,0,1,0,13,25,7,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,5,4,18,2,15,20,2,13,0,0,1,1,6,2,0,2,9,65,22,1,0.0,0.19447824443767064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511322487916686,0.0,0.16278209193557375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14611878721739618,0.15344809952312746,0.18673216329797526,0.0,0.12621299919773438,0.1370494693998633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16922042331863005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16800354098995438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829444961383364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659875359434291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865683071806049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17729862338601593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159364502277959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481421374887712,0.15531258571823933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066128041677365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16082167566488353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925821168183908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137935318603312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16206776866635011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15613407321744768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907470638866193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23235729968004026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468246704394537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.466754626353837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18875210825522665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Albynium,2019/02/11,"Two week road trip... My family is going on a road trip on the 24th. 
I’m afraid of cars going too fast and my parents and brother have a habit of accidentally speeding for a little bit at a time. 
I’m half tempted to take melatonin so I can sleep through as much of the car ride as possible. 
I’m definitely gonna have to pack my anti anxiety essential oils. 
Is anyone else scared of moving too fast? (cars, roller coasters, skates, skateboards, motorcycles, etc). 

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anxiety,peanuttpeabutt,2019/02/11,"hydroxyzine before presentation? i was prescribed hydroxyzine several months ago by my doctor since i was having insomnia after experiencing my first panic attack. it was horrifying, but again, this was several months ago.

i ended up taking one pill the night i got them, and slept perfectly fine. i wasnt afraid of potentially dying in my sleep, which was what triggered the panic attack in the first place. ive had a perfectly normal sleeping pattern since then.

however, im getting insanely nervous and anxious thinking about a presentation that i have to give tomorrow in class. the hydroxyzine pill looks extremely appealing right about now. im debating whether or not to take the pill before i do the presentation tomorrow, since i’d probably pass out during it if i dont have anything calming me down. yes, i am aware i have an anxiety problem, but im also more anxious this time around since i have many big things coming up ( road test and AP exam, plus lots of tests, quizzes, and assignments).

at this point, its either hydroxyzine or alcohol. im telling you, im really desperate at this point. ive had to drink alcohol secretly before doing presentations and speeches before so i dont pass out during them. one time i had to take part of a debate and was in physical pain after it bc i was under so much stress and almost fainted

if you have any suggestions let me know..please",5.484257812499997,7.497197035156251,6.456687500000001,71.56956250000003,68.8828125,10.27625,31.940625,10.467255456243755,3.904495937500002,1115,49,183,33,20,370,144,256,0.16,0.775,0.064,-0.9716,1,0,3,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,2,4,8,13,2,5,10,1,25,13,3,1,2,30,35,19,1,4,9,0,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,12,12,3,0,2,1,0,3,4,9,0,4,13,3,25,4,26,21,5,43,0,0,1,0,8,19,0,6,21,126,37,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278635089599982,0.1841999523977556,0.08629660132974226,0.0,0.0,0.06891793917222097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0586052058364665,0.0,0.06592729604718052,0.1947172432858372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091861619600444,0.0767182756439032,0.0,0.1960838828228497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933305823876215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423624985158088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944100592166614,0.0,0.0,0.08820865688984186,0.0,0.0,0.20200412136264706,0.08442337571168519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632970583425909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466089542011348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04502537826893297,0.08267149805307702,0.0,0.0,0.06892584298087406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4654447562576526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04736215345843536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812466421832801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236931052202304,0.0,0.0,0.07326696739529985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737277077561897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757575686920126,0.0,0.06335205449514061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087388583571865,0.08443788699680665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679529896679088,0.0,0.09170136236842986,0.2022268074286437,0.0,0.09332430390960723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003952798515888,0.0945995194701136,0.16293549630562318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291637912977152,0.08246241091618636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0552089740213425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359706150023834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947172432858372,0.0,0.2851552192948835,0.0,0.17248403661887082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871864716572896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19438940874505653,0.0,0.07532492651219032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05725401667569016,0.055220523430996635,0.0,0.0,0.10050424586794962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sparklerose01,2019/02/11,Travel anxiety I go on vacation with my family on Saturday and I'm so anxious. I have to drive 2 hours to get to my mom's place (I hate driving by myself) so we can all get to the airport together (I'm terrified of airports) I'll have anti-anxiety medicine for the plane but I'm not sure when I should take it before going to the airport. I just need someone to talk to and support me during this anxious time. ,0.5598837209302339,2.8424410348837235,3.4058604651162803,85.96181395348837,86.32558139534883,6.695813953488373,26.041860465116287,7.908726449838941,1.9286176744186043,323,15,65,7,10,114,59,86,0.162,0.7959999999999999,0.042,-0.8087,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,2,11,15,6,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,10,2,13,14,1,12,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,41,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351075497321738,0.4948725505246248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18637442042041555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064775845668767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288633857616199,0.0,0.2489542803753453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162421644391355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21569582678537155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565198146237265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16240450394471395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288348484712234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18557944792780484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485473443398281,0.20642877766565093,0.0,0.16467978708905798,0.1760442604803961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771542892638066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GlitteringDoughnutt,2019/02/11,"trip anxiety i leave for an overnight trip very soon and a friend of mine is very nervous about getting sick on the trip. there is minor risk but they’re still terrified and seriously considering not going, even though it’s basically a once-in-a-lifetime sort of trip. i want them to go so bad but how do i tell them it’s okay to go?? their anxiety and depression has been on high, anxiety because of the risk of getting sick (they’re an emetophobe and we’re getting on a plane,,,)
i just want them to have a good time without worrying about anything ...",3.4655555555555537,5.2756135779816535,4.5058103975535175,84.32937818552499,73.77064220183486,8.514169215086646,29.542303771661572,9.150863307647796,2.5160328236493377,436,19,89,10,9,142,68,109,0.297,0.574,0.13,-0.9703,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,4,0,10,9,0,3,8,1,6,2,0,1,0,13,14,9,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,6,0,0,1,0,9,3,14,13,0,14,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,1,3,54,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4511719638940432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16177665026082216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16414426676856222,0.11983931398994355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16932250185681424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984570512324808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15188478749669995,0.0,0.30813016089919604,0.0,0.3351795317250914,0.16489019240888586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077079113195752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208160206951438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15699686375873922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17182814535756968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931484748638733,0.0,0.1146330900519109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244143378690205,0.23190750841425894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18950554648507725,0.0,0.0,0.1996464789159148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ImMissBrightside,2019/02/11,"Y'all ever leave a hangout with a friends feeling like you were really annoying this time and making sure to be much more likeable tomorrow Sometimes I just feel myself being annoying and afterwards I know they did too, and mentally I just know that when I see them again I have to be really normal and likeable so they don't start hating me",5.141846153846156,6.980462569230774,5.818461538461538,76.50153846153849,69.46153846153847,9.507692307692308,29.92307692307693,9.888512548439397,3.212907692307692,277,11,47,7,5,90,49,65,0.099,0.645,0.256,0.8886,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,3,0,7,6,3,0,2,0,7,0,0,1,2,15,15,6,0,1,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,12,3,3,10,2,7,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,8,39,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380704438773919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26615356738800583,0.18802300514597955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20333995903598606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25984565948915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28928470744942303,0.0,0.0,0.2786802329057967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858135108303453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17568138417511706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265233640408995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19347495006778026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578703421810753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33721253642664234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20972837314543066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26030166267418103,0.0,0.1862872530367688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24805348211896874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346821903299904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thisisthehanman,2019/02/11,"Work anxiety Man. Every job I’ve ever had, no matter how much I “like” it just causes me ridiculous amounts of stress. I think it’s because I typically avoid conflict and never try to step on people’s toes, but at work you can’t avoid those things because it’s inevitable that you can’t do everything perfectly. I know I’m not utterly failing at my job from an outside perspective, but every little tiny criticism or something that I’ve done wrong keeps me up at night, I swear to god. Anybody else have this problem? What do you do to not let your mistakes and shortcomings eat you up inside 24/7?",7.562564102564102,6.703854957264963,7.5466239316239285,75.68865384615388,63.52991452991454,10.535042735042737,36.5940170940171,9.725611199111238,3.438135042735043,478,20,89,8,6,154,83,117,0.199,0.665,0.136,-0.647,2,2,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,5,0,4,3,10,1,3,1,0,9,2,1,2,3,22,13,6,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,2,1,4,2,0,0,1,6,8,0,0,2,0,13,2,11,10,2,11,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,1,4,56,22,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548385287786192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23185862403796906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19536278040349955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946157190791505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945971689066853,0.15886735403694666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17202476455984028,0.3204623772255463,0.0,0.17091761298786218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37743997909500937,0.16903685711284422,0.0,0.0,0.10451556455151187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944674884720759,0.0,0.09291021718864324,0.19060596375763714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980098575687744,0.0,0.14667518640795452,0.0,0.0,0.1784669660979957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184385141515076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819724147202806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464065076804974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21784556627777368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634425250433098,0.12185687853668943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291167839233117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769002785728217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079272206613504,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cerebral_Z,2019/02/11,"Should I go back? Hey everyone. As the title states I'm looking for an outsiders perspective on whether to see my therapist again. 

Situation: Last week at the end of my session we started talking about social skills training and eye contact was the first thing that we discussed on this. That session essentially ended with me telling him that I personally don't necessarily care for eye contact when having conversations with people. He spent the last 5-10 minutes trying to tell me why he thought it was important for us to discuss it. Fast forward to today's session, within the first 5 minutes I tell him that I feel like my life is going uphill and I don't want to discuss the social skills training any farther. He kept trying to take the conversation back to social skills training. about twenty minutes in we got on the topic of body language. He asked if there was a way I thought body language could help convey a message during a conversation. I responded, ""if we keep talking about skills training, getting up and walking out the door"". queue another 10 minutes of me trying to change the subject. Halfway through the session he finally switches off the skills training and we find new topics that aren't related to skills training to talk about. So, now I'm here venting on Reddit asking for opinions on what to do.

tl;dr: Feel like my therapist wasted half my session. Now I'm unsure if I want to go back. Need Advice.",5.634622641509434,7.482528264150948,5.9193867924528325,76.2232311320755,68.24528301886792,7.715094339622643,35.13679245283019,8.238735603445708,3.039909433962264,1150,58,187,16,20,367,143,265,0.04,0.923,0.037000000000000005,0.0588,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,6,0,0,8,14,3,0,0,16,0,11,5,4,0,0,29,36,11,0,8,4,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,10,12,0,2,5,0,1,5,3,0,0,3,8,6,24,3,38,26,0,38,0,0,4,0,37,13,0,4,22,120,34,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473796672477348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288810127501727,0.11239069908262883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20040323371137572,0.0,0.0,0.2472512848406935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23811225429930374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928019060260598,0.0,0.11338537997247627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557688728355102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18986461184572465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241792979231787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838986948102557,0.15314308342516195,0.0,0.11741371458338892,0.09796330114902696,0.18233957460119346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05599868278544416,0.0,0.18274367123107635,0.0,0.08572401976839115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07184249159617567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09526915661854203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17473686703876734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570650794266262,0.10472837917116044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000670775308768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947482092046003,0.0,0.10351798915119816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430718213884352,0.0935880431433416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854109573461441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204781593422453,0.0,0.32777864808199497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586466430186231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805882612256725,0.25844885583685234,0.2810479441437684,0.0,0.0,0.24889539981394795,0.07120760871489917,0.0,0.0,0.1701826259617381,0.0,0.0,0.1015969316463206,0.0,0.0,0.21831062147814428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892792681124698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643859622201656,0.08507685988297008,0.08597572068711562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671596742638172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,broke_gamer_guy,2019/02/11,"Solo Trip Next week I will be traveling by myself to a city I have yet to decide on. It's down to LA, Austin or Denver but I am excited for any of those three really. I'd recommend any suggestions as well. I've worked really hard for this and I'm not going to let my anxiety stand in the way. ",0.6827083333333306,2.3723576875000028,3.8731250000000017,86.29270833333338,81.5,8.641666666666666,18.479166666666664,9.2995712137729,1.3812791666666668,228,5,52,7,6,83,53,64,0.063,0.7909999999999999,0.146,0.7452,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,7,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,1,5,2,12,4,0,11,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,34,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4302924590947281,0.0,0.24202643718005465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17980352143103104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834103589602274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.323515444849838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364689968982967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40535656955168464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25112419318603074,0.253777390477728,0.0,0.2844596233094232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23032517544544145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NicklethePickle,2019/02/11,"I’m so over this. Just need to vent, guys. I have anxiety and depression and I’ve been on medications since October last year. I was so excited I finally took the leap to get help, as I’ve suffered most my life with this. The dr started me off with Zoloft and the side effects were too much. It was so disheartening as it really seemed to help with my moods, but I was grinding my teeth so bad I broke them along with a host of other ailments. I took y’alls advice and told my GP and she agreed, we need to change meds.

So, we slowly weaned me off the Zoloft and then started Effexor. I’d heard a lot of good things about it so I was hopeful. I’ve been on it for a month now and not only has it not helped my mood at all (I cry constantly),  but it has given me awful side effects, too. Will I ever find the right drug? Will I ever get relief? I hate that it takes so long to wean off the meds and then you get the withdrawal symptoms anyway. I feel like I’m just wasting my time and money on drugs that just make me worse. I go back to my dr in 3 weeks. I’m hoping I can make it that long and I’ll see what she wants to try next. 

I know it’s all about finding what works for you, individually, but it’s so frustrating trying to get to that point. Sigh. Tell me there’s light at the end of the tunnel, please. ",0.2705376344086048,2.3032501577060955,2.205458781362008,95.81485483870968,85.05734767025089,5.583799283154121,17.543727598566306,6.88968998030894,-0.17383928315412198,1010,23,241,13,30,335,148,279,0.147,0.743,0.11,-0.9465,0,0,2,0,0,0,31.0,2,3,1,3,21,16,2,0,12,1,13,10,1,4,4,45,41,25,0,5,8,0,1,1,0,2,9,1,0,1,20,17,0,0,7,0,1,3,2,7,1,0,12,4,35,6,33,27,5,36,0,4,1,0,15,14,0,5,20,154,55,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152396468976712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873071410029007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775691828011183,0.09529160358208476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073164591417765,0.0,0.0,0.12333116413895735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536357895344338,0.0,0.0,0.09829775381199374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647030788044182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108299277453213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20646951642153255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05770623755039533,0.08153263025083207,0.0,0.1250209772899387,0.20862073381558166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23850740345373456,0.0,0.06486122582847649,0.09572464003117168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300405922580176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267716980145025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294915515321442,0.0,0.0,0.2267084992112688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06272142887882746,0.0930290552653182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061155073565172,0.055756877978128894,0.0,0.0,0.20199829761801213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702702578092366,0.0,0.0,0.15236183813553394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25353960431996186,0.11497133865847114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109539389393642,0.0,0.08389676334780054,0.16924802722874546,0.0,0.0,0.1213757740583103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679902290526614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527760245578998,0.107887272823629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07311292846072928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746416751571384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090944753741697,0.10389728957063184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944073564039192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615599081665336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862205685241227,0.08580959398380059,0.0,0.09975236926638953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758211667487413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654859892254401,0.0,0.0,0.10905361200845108,0.25359945925927835,0.15497001264184976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06731529158639199,0.0,0.09154610823487802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308609920234854,0.0,0.11630556063006756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349429737457279
anxiety,yeehaw070,2019/02/11,"anxiety about a big decision in the future I have been having severe anxiety about an anticipated decision regarding a job that's going to be released in about 1 day and 11 hours (yes, I have a timer counting down). My anxiety about this has gotten awful (i've always had mild to medium anxiety for about 5 years now and have always avoided treatment after my diagnosis) but it has never gotten this bad. I have frequent dreams about this job decision (getting it/not getting it, a weird dream scenario where only 5 people got hired instead of the expected \~200), increased panic attacks, it's interfered with my ability to focus (i'll be studying and all of a sudden my heart rate spikes, i get extremely nauseous, and I can't breathe because I'm thinking about this job. I do think that a little bit of anxiety is normal in the situation, but it's gotten out of hand and I'd love some tips about how to put my mind off of it and how to eventually cope when i (most likely) do not get the position. Right now my best idea is to just sleep for 1 day and 11 hours and then wake up to check my email. pls help",9.598173515981737,6.529533018264844,9.848858447488585,67.79146118721464,61.28310502283105,13.021004566210046,39.858447488584474,11.20814326018867,4.3338529680365285,877,34,165,18,9,296,128,219,0.121,0.7390000000000001,0.14,0.8824,3,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,16,8,1,2,11,2,16,6,5,2,2,30,29,14,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,10,0,1,6,2,1,3,3,5,0,0,6,1,14,3,31,21,6,28,0,0,0,1,3,11,0,2,15,108,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21605970579143874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4966020756126662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477015880255905,0.0,0.0,0.10840352251541588,0.07914381676612386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624970068008402,0.0,0.14174190525029282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16746060225100462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713255072690492,0.0,0.07378599047730391,0.0,0.1038377689968027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15385044606084305,0.08702303119561744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557149079290265,0.0,0.0,0.14656347779443252,0.0,0.0,0.3865119186700584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06342890401760155,0.13012484252209244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717761190224545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13109237257733333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013372696723348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720688533305993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874238107161112,0.0,0.15232878994721386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000851843606199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051608747597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087502655608897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14667215701387562,0.0,0.0,0.145935565232942,0.12992483497834215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638101785716156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360695403070129
anxiety,zzzz_on_me,2019/02/11,"I think I may have chest discomfort from anxiety. Some backstory. I struggle with bad anxiety and have for the past 5 years. The pain started on Thursday I was really stressed out for something and I started to feel my chest tighten. Thought it was normal because it has happened before. 

But this chest discomfort has stayed with me until today, Monday. I can breathe fine. Have talked to my parents about it. Have tried some breathing exercise but the more it stays the more I get stressed about it. I get really stressed about medical ailments. 

Does anyone else have experience with chest discomfort lasting a few days? It went away for one day (Sunday) but it has come back today. Starting to get worried and thinking it could be more then anxiety. 

Thanks. ",3.5918382352941163,6.743944507352945,3.4947058823529424,84.25617647058823,81.86764705882355,6.729411764705883,30.058823529411764,7.928766900206844,2.602526470588235,607,30,101,12,17,184,82,136,0.205,0.757,0.038,-0.9606,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,4,11,0,7,5,0,14,9,6,0,0,20,28,8,0,2,3,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,9,8,0,0,4,1,0,2,0,9,0,1,4,1,11,2,17,21,6,23,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,16,71,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969715016849618,0.0,0.0,0.09047935593382572,0.13258539723365645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215753811923402,0.0995004666114059,0.10804343641947757,0.07888092320569627,0.0,0.110109707668778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146647857920566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331521902526747,0.0,0.0,0.1669043451009709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132386458490437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809693713724776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657784417765225,0.0,0.0,0.06542843202772562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028181800280327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442782474281235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547811601327843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13035669514899556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678433973995396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876846602331198,0.0,0.13769052133641546,0.0,0.14368317570710676,0.0,0.12352676065663196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16579366367329626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09961829573583852,0.0,0.0,0.2747695548678313,0.2758459607982221,0.0,0.0,0.4446811359005857,0.13527677725205656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040066657996124,0.0,0.11913395974897965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16582834678367406,0.0,0.1027289951390398,0.0,0.0,0.2453117793489155,0.0,0.0,0.0878539770472662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199549203857456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141178839671486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332923518013602
anxiety,Deannerzz,2019/02/11,Here’s a reminder to do that thing you’ve been putting off I got a letter in the mail in December about something I owed my past therapist. I didn’t know what the charge was for but I was hoping it’d go away. However the letter said I would be sent to collections if I didn’t pay it so I didn’t want to risk it...I finally called and told the person on the phone the situation and she removed the charge! Huge weight off my chest! ,1.0364371980676346,2.9707608804347814,2.7618840579710167,93.46814009661837,81.5,6.697584541062803,21.09178743961353,7.793537801064563,0.6979599033816424,339,10,79,6,9,112,63,92,0.05,0.8420000000000001,0.108,0.7051,2,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,9,0,10,2,1,0,0,8,19,5,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,5,2,1,0,1,0,2,4,3,1,0,0,10,2,10,1,11,6,0,13,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,2,2,50,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359194059511886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564040984994688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750709130274793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270754392956084,0.0,0.2008298985322541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494018012853588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799956680930248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397060959823943,0.0,0.21925333481899853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524277327783587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23885632505644025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822501392425075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193311252009873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29154977814170985,0.16682158479706166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399395467413549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14810697467544104,0.0,0.0,0.3057756400979064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783762696557285,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EmazEmaz,2019/02/11,"N00b here, first post. I have a lot of reading to do here but can anyone point me in the right direction?

Depression and I'm guessing GAD, 55 yr old male, otherwise good health. But I think I'm becoming a hypochondriac. Is this an anxiety thing? Not sure which came first.

And the WORST part is that I often feel anxiety free, for a few hours or occasionally a few days and then BAM it hits me again, seemingly out of nowhere. Is that common?

Just started Celexa today -- super reluctantly. Tried a much improved diet for a month, and magnesium supplements.

Just looking for support, I wouldn't wish an anxiety attack (or panic attack, are they different?) on ANYBODY.

Literally my first reddit post too (I think)... can we curse? Cause I wanna curse. A lot.",2.503289915966388,5.343827992857146,3.8046218487394974,82.45331932773112,83.35714285714286,7.579831932773111,24.663865546218485,8.4952907291091,2.206726890756302,589,23,107,15,17,192,99,140,0.28,0.6,0.12,-0.9809,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,1,0,1,4,7,10,2,1,11,0,9,2,0,1,1,27,22,9,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,7,1,0,4,1,1,1,2,5,0,3,1,2,11,6,10,19,7,20,0,1,1,0,3,5,0,7,12,74,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.322830984251992,0.0,0.0,0.09835805578944004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200594022155917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15535631122039445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16088625879038446,0.0,0.14450437267613467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090718964107944,0.0,0.12115679675362642,0.0,0.0,0.1469677012094837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711257645589931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3589553631248288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798530797308653,0.0,0.0,0.15496121912116806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495230796472596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852924952167606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812535498064965,0.0,0.0,0.23918112441576264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227953534226688,0.0,0.10340687056448618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14760698213938772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16504311870459584,0.0,0.15232930157997884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329763486843845,0.0,0.2694413511347248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407056654841737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201293608096866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805849887310256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956525046698952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15962792417056204,0.13257754716856185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934533021677166,0.18026823484849236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13333643586418942,0.0,0.0,0.0955040659447124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16176079650161568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,General_Gengar,2019/02/11,"I stress about everything. My anxiety makes it feel like there's always something wrong. I don't remember the last time I wasn't completely freaked out about something. School, work, life, whatever it is. When one issue is resolved, the anxiety is just redirected towards another. It never stops.",4.892352941176473,8.272935392156864,4.846568627450981,75.45455882352942,77.43137254901961,9.674509803921572,33.990196078431374,9.725611199111238,4.57933725490196,239,13,36,8,6,74,40,51,0.172,0.685,0.14300000000000002,-0.3718,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,5,5,0,1,2,0,5,1,0,1,1,8,7,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,1,4,2,4,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,23,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18818038963739345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237144890629972,0.34601832578162395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23712086886575884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20325494933895505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435156090886699,0.1615663042672981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360487097517287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843477955078274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15974107904463353,0.11048868023385093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509612717215098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17442589480083445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324954999948595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25619131589682154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288825305136209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34821276498409914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18907702554352354,0.2590615956042477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13187371913556542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646446820470699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472667150149925,0.0,0.0
anxiety,usethefourthce,2019/02/11,Eyes feel wide open Anyone get this?,1.5828571428571436,4.33182442857143,0.6257142857142846,103.04428571428572,90.42857142857142,2.8000000000000003,7.0,3.1291,-2.5074571428571426,29,0,6,0,1,8,7,7,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6931712453121278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5012536532714554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5179366754290081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,checkoutmyrabbit,2019/02/11,"I think it’s causing my hair to fall out. I’m a female without insurance. I have a very, very serious problem. It’s not about me and I won’t say what it is bc if the fear and intensity of it. Idk why I’m posting. I guess to vent!? I’m 30 and I treat my anxiety with alcohol which isn’t great but it helps. ",-2.185142857142857,-0.3720563714285703,1.6371428571428588,95.79285714285713,98.42857142857142,5.6571428571428575,19.857142857142858,7.1686216300943375,0.5422571428571432,234,9,60,5,10,86,48,70,0.132,0.747,0.121,0.4377,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,3,0,4,2,1,1,0,13,9,5,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,7,5,1,0,1,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,2,8,2,7,8,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,35,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829093205341405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025130439674124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27194434677685225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29788796313222465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918590127596981,0.2916231995560256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774388369294814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25353230103709684,0.0,0.0,0.2533050018550346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21051905497684428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16962437351415086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4368498510068568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388721269455569,0.0,0.0,0.25518437406549793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,UppinDowners,2019/02/11,"Applying for jobs and hoping I don't get them...but also hoping I do I am employed part time right now, and have been at this job over a year but the hours are inconsistent and if i ever want to move out I need other employment.  I've been applying for the past couple weeks and its comforting that I haven't gotten any calls yet but at the same time I do need to get another job. 

So many worries, from the interview, to telling my boss about my moving on, to having to drive (HATE driving) to learning and starting over as a newbie and leaving my cozy telecommuting job. UGH! Just wanted to rant lol ",3.0567499999999974,4.8120045083333345,4.233333333333333,86.08500000000002,74.75,7.466666666666668,24.5,8.238735603445708,1.4539,471,15,95,8,10,154,79,120,0.097,0.8,0.103,-0.4232,6,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,1,0,6,1,10,0,0,1,1,21,21,12,0,7,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,3,0,10,3,18,18,2,21,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,3,10,65,14,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815197208907532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047196314099473,0.15492397219971127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15086460946760433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16347751518436401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364420578585692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15438178507448214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14586803058683873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934891101322287,0.1454994937762834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5864581924242199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564410843628022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979068291971134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31406003411496075,0.0,0.21910273799091293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599939099050247,0.1410397367632675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617379539577273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457498030687784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913602353430834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17230310417363667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17428817265091467,0.0,0.11851247719162505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004266237161942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951432170002412
anxiety,Premedpotato,2019/02/11,"Getting scared of leaving my dorm at night. So my fear of leaving my room at night is starting to become a huge part of my routine. I've been avoiding eating in the dining hall so I don't have to be around people. I have no idea why this is happening. I'm nervous but able to function during the day but, once I leave my room at night I become a different person. Suddenly I'm more nervous around people and I worry that I'm being awkward when people do talk to me.

What do I do about this? I can't keep ordering food and it's impossible to to avoid people while on campus.",1.7655454545454532,3.6344674333333344,3.8078787878787885,87.19227272727277,78.83333333333334,6.03030303030303,23.40909090909091,6.980632752743323,0.8694999999999999,452,15,92,5,11,154,73,120,0.181,0.805,0.014,-0.9359,1,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,7,4,0,12,3,0,0,0,10,19,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,5,4,3,3,1,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,13,0,17,16,2,20,0,0,0,0,2,11,0,0,8,62,18,2,0.14110853577910928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512330271805635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31168658286682777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910033319596209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742838646829134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438925988660525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878633325964364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17062900157875066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372338590454845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478181217137045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15929436110460726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542375014605325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4482406947778417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3972624056229863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027598532034114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152806793322347,0.0,0.3913075659504965,0.1232105306323658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127426089798606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987734790610137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341769596291255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273285055119234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330256765501226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,eirebrie,2019/02/11,"CBD oil and anxiety meds Does anyone combine these two? I take Paxil & Buspar, and Klonopin (at night and as needed) but would like to try the CBD oil and I am still experiencing some breakthrough situational anxiety. 

Just wondering if anyone combines them or has been advised not too?

Thanks a ton, tribe!",4.2198787878787885,7.270462654545457,4.7195454545454565,77.55265151515152,77.0,7.303030303030304,27.34848484848485,8.344100000000001,2.3373030303030298,246,10,41,5,6,78,47,55,0.123,0.8220000000000001,0.056,-0.4425,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,13,8,8,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,3,2,3,6,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,4,3,27,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27477230326106983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38800210606854707,0.0,0.0,0.3546419147177157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22192449188805874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389471144520835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816891588646309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18803900304821072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379836570860549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285053715244888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20252293579633865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19067342490057812,0.0,0.0,0.2334780965073509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17217575387249634,0.0,0.2477274737501544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750151885418009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801480718959084,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_curiously,2019/02/11,"Are my symptoms (not textbook symptoms) from anxiety? I'm starting a new job tomorrow in a field I don't want, but I'm gonna start anyway for now. I also have post-work coffee plans with a guy who wants to get to know me before referring me to his company (in the field I want).

Currently, I am feeling physically drained and tired, my muscles feel stretched and nonexistent, my brain doesn't feel fully alert or awake (even though I had 11 hours of sleep last night), and I just don't feel like I'm in any mood at all. Just feel very tired and kind of depressed? Can these by symptoms of anxiety?",6.939000000000004,5.651250900000001,6.960000000000001,80.78500000000003,65.0,10.666666666666668,35.0,9.725611199111238,3.0067500000000003,468,18,99,8,6,150,83,120,0.217,0.769,0.014,-0.9734,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,4,0,8,7,2,0,1,21,24,8,0,3,5,0,5,1,0,1,5,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,7,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,5,12,2,14,22,1,14,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,1,10,55,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915826018193455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132767243121928,0.0,0.227974950784594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12679123271561468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663374846339768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833672784440894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841558409206226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767039131735623,0.10644832229791144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784831936359013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475371575825944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467386978751683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14786324900702535,0.0,0.0,0.15516449602571986,0.08188857462023089,0.12145795894830395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279571502945123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439087685364957,0.0,0.13982994335125115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142704422191535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14911137767266602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109312691375688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.464615905335811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14639544644296193,0.0,0.0,0.34251582609658976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229437143065846,0.2636588504131944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847651840935893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iAmGod6669,2019/02/11,"Sorry, It’s just been a rough couple of days I’m just starting to drift from everyone again, I don’t see the point of socializing anymore nor do i feel like I have a real bond with anyone important enough to put forth effort. No one really notices when I fade away. ",3.7238888888888866,4.982518981481481,5.189814814814816,81.8991666666667,72.14814814814815,8.362962962962964,24.61111111111111,8.841846274778883,1.7133111111111106,211,6,42,4,4,71,45,54,0.116,0.847,0.037000000000000005,-0.4234,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,8,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,3,4,1,7,7,1,9,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,6,27,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496983197054029,0.17605058176978886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365558017836604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27859002095546737,0.0,0.1623774105798341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601562690511581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24058678695873226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730764276428616,0.1798718371916183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300709601960348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286653445617442,0.0,0.0,0.17061279102845497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380136874362821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531086600488084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865810084254212,0.16129685408446054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20063623469686112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566582235995663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28184733916019833,0.17821133335832107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,1018mmg,2019/02/11,"Just moved into my own apartment with my husband but I’m experiencing daily anxiety attacks. I’m a 23f, recently married, and just moved into my own place with my husband. I’ve NEVER been away from my family, not even for college. I believe I have adult separation anxiety. 
We moved into my childhood home, but being here without my parents is driving me absolutely insane. Every corner I turn leaves me missing my parents, grandmother, brothers, and pets so much! My heart quite literally feels like it’s tearing apart into two. It doesn’t help that I have to start a new job in 2 weeks, which leaves me feeling even more overwhelmed. 
I want to be a good wife to my husband but I feel so useless. He’s so supportive and loving, he keeps telling me to stop being so hard on myself, he’s currently cooking dinner because I literally can’t function right now. 
Any advice for me? Having friends over isn’t an option as they all live very far away. 
All I want is to go cuddle with my pets and my grandmother and to have my mom tell me everything will be okay. It’s in my culture for women to be very close to their family and to leave home at an older age. I feel so hopeless. ",4.338531969309464,5.736230643478263,5.59081841432225,79.07656010230181,70.82608695652173,8.020460358056267,30.48593350383632,8.4952907291091,2.4171611253196934,928,39,171,15,17,310,134,230,0.124,0.741,0.136,0.4487,4,0,0,0,0,1,25.0,1,0,2,1,11,11,1,1,5,1,16,5,1,0,3,34,31,15,0,2,7,8,5,1,1,1,0,0,4,2,5,15,2,2,4,1,0,5,6,5,0,1,1,6,33,6,29,24,6,34,0,4,0,2,22,18,0,1,12,117,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961070709777658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627908550834311,0.0,0.17161867382735368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12760896452090592,0.2107738174057357,0.0,0.0,0.06837746730256933,0.0,0.0,0.12637658035598914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14817375301712765,0.0,0.09450761562724994,0.0,0.10081068618432673,0.0,0.211486785461942,0.0,0.2268650157639695,0.08013389120621241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666185365250671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374849429057472,0.09408242891726742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048181207060464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292136107231392,0.0751848307712116,0.0,0.2250302466863565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131089014409526,0.0997013780972823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563138156576671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054800336750473515,0.0,0.09904769634009576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123732533794702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313715266377833,0.0,0.35765518232270305,0.0824574662436747,0.0,0.08651200967246128,0.10833397232179592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24910184236110816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171932212553916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930603770292887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075381860555412,0.0,0.0,0.0957921138099009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939412763008799,0.0,0.0,0.0937786988642885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12728858437538373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19608212029375088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200817221143255,0.10957327254324528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18510311884783567,0.13232091828518805,0.0,0.08997558223102943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812736552819613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SpineThrowawayL4L5,2019/02/11,Spine decompression surgery coming up The days leading up to the surgery and not being able to take the anti inflammatory feels like when you are lost at sea in a flimsy lifeboat and as you approach an island it gets destroyed on the reef leaving you alone to try to get to the island. Not knowing if the island is populated allowing you to get back to reality or full of resources to help you make a better boat that makes sailing the seas easier or full of poisonous fruit that just makes the situation that much worse.,15.09939393939394,8.306826616161619,13.370909090909093,57.97636363636365,55.56565656565657,16.02828282828283,50.17171717171718,11.855464076750405,5.727650505050505,421,17,76,7,3,135,67,99,0.145,0.76,0.095,-0.6908,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,5,0,3,3,5,2,0,11,0,3,3,1,5,0,16,14,7,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,2,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,1,2,5,2,16,12,3,13,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,3,4,52,9,1,0.2293654109354262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375533927404317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17636784312745887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20285506678997106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19757799211942634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14792171512633354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597404342844288,0.16385869540164458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595018815166073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153738800134656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605323142640573,0.0,0.0,0.2428648524297174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120563540886337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503794406276472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4593095785530054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16860996815996634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578163319254181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17245424414585075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572405808416026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337429489784583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,syouganai,2019/02/11,"It broke my auto pilot My first panic attack happened 3 years ago. I was 27. It's funny because, traditionally, my ability to remember certain events is pretty terrible but I remember that moment really well.

It was like a hard reset for my brain. When I say it broke my auto pilot...that's the best way I can put into words how I feel. I had to relearn how to do so much, and looking back on it all now, it was because I started paying attention to so. much. Everything was a distraction, a worry.

I don't think I'm exaggerating when I say that I had to relearn many aspects of my life. Like, how to drive. I didn't forget how to drive, but driving wasn't just driving anymore. It was driving while focused on every little thing, and worrying about things that might not even happen. Things like, oh god, I really hope that I don't get stuck very long at this light. What if I need to get out of my car? Will people look at me if I have a panic attack and need to just get out of my car and leave it there in the road?

My panic attack turned off my auto pilot. You know what I'm talking about - how you can drive 20 minutes home from work and not remember a thing about your drive - auto pilot. I used to love driving, windows down, listening to music and just driving. It took me a year before I could listen to music while driving again. Another year before I could reliably drive somewhere different than what my work routine would dictate. I became terrified of bridges. What the fuck? Where did that come from.

Anyway, sorry for the rant, but today I stumbled across this thought that one of the hardest things for me since my panic attacks first started happening was that it shut off my auto pilot...and I just wanted to get those thoughts out.",2.88992779444861,4.966841468023258,4.242393098274569,84.41130907726935,76.18023255813954,6.64801200300075,24.759564891222812,7.601502580125103,1.3591887846961739,1371,47,259,19,31,452,169,344,0.171,0.706,0.122,-0.9671,1,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,3,0,5,24,21,5,5,11,0,23,4,1,6,2,49,54,22,0,9,11,0,2,3,0,3,1,4,2,0,29,11,0,0,9,0,1,16,6,13,1,3,15,9,40,8,40,34,4,53,0,2,2,2,9,17,1,4,22,186,69,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292813890546362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626815283298285,0.0,0.0,0.08159057000791338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37437984636104893,0.0,0.06326120044597501,0.0,0.10030308528637774,0.0,0.14001285672531288,0.0,0.08633817464188506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184147004999414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086904699598448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137314833713634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595552109695635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054339116277567816,0.0,0.06931673403846636,0.0,0.07393972936567685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04159861048226815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399590750621827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605806920589211,0.17193248069144149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21825550585374293,0.0,0.07369851621770236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252436407712672,0.08171351098287431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04521390406960875,0.0,0.0,0.0871129443916552,0.0,0.0,0.058110329866775376,0.12058013555435736,0.08245699860507967,0.0,0.07280710766626124,0.138173576351339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425264840977308,0.0,0.0,0.08340972248256502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872763638972763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095707248909962,0.12200557614646745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05574885280396001,0.0,0.0,0.386108434845817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057036244081275875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369902483500855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270492116921763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540961814049092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27959048414104903,0.0,0.0,0.13085015386811494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06805529198256302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209547378783056,0.1164634530799453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06612618771490852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732854640832829,0.05271583462254897,0.0,0.13062772013894108,0.0,0.0,0.07798314004776538,0.0,0.09140593436738692,0.0,0.08948705316040961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710555939183956,0.0,0.06788206206297777,0.04852547511449114,0.06530276625059908,0.0,0.0,0.07397136872012876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197883079516734,0.16710007037847735,0.0,0.05844284682178515,0.0,0.0,0.15893917775264269
anxiety,DukijevDred,2019/02/11,"Teen anxiety I'm 14, I'm on the final year of my primary school. I have straight A's, even though I barely do anything. REWIND TIME: 3 years ago I was a pretty athletic kid and I went out with my friends to play basketball or something every day, it was cool. Now, all I do is play games in my free time. I never go out of my house except for school and if I need to buy something. My body is ruined, I can barely do any medium/heavy physical activity. I don't have a social life. I'm scared, I feel like I'm losing my social abilities and I feel that I'm burning my brain on these hours and hours I spend on my PC daily. I don't know what to do. The friends that I had are gone, most of them just became edgy and I do not like spending time with them anymore. What do I do?!?!",-0.720714285714287,1.3602574047619065,1.788333333333334,96.49,91.0238095238095,4.866666666666667,17.523809523809526,6.42735559955562,-0.24037619047619074,596,16,141,7,21,203,96,168,0.062,0.758,0.18,0.9541,0,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,1,4,11,0,1,5,1,18,3,2,0,2,21,30,8,0,2,5,0,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,6,9,0,0,3,3,4,3,4,3,0,0,5,3,26,9,16,25,2,22,0,2,0,0,8,7,0,3,14,86,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752331732654274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550133924884186,0.0,0.11868259699387465,0.0,0.1538583874270669,0.0,0.0,0.12766799262220954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17232690439658735,0.0,0.17318889277833027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005324255233844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246930256606357,0.0,0.13071315618747278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568881091868264,0.11083290767233582,0.0,0.169949606561841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23972341989146095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881703218900962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30556567172644683,0.17901212062504449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526154883778103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958082098568288,0.1515883123121638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17356332453236273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503523753532464,0.11965446125537435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578343795010065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15532341055710308,0.31402236360197905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31629384170077285,0.0,0.2388705578606402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524254459723085,0.0,0.2713922523073646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14381745109680352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998116987100656
anxiety,yllnncylhs,2019/02/11,"New job but more anxiety For 2.5 years I was working in a job (first out of college) that I did not like very much but did a very good job at. 6 months ago I got a job offer to do the work I really want to do. I was a super hard worker at my last job and I am the same in this job but now I have the bonus of really enjoying my work a lot more. The only problem is that I find myself with a lot more anxiety in my new job. I think a large part of it is that I'm terrified to mess up my standing in a job/industry that I see a future in. Also, I've had frustration with not being as knowledgeable as I was in my last job since I changed industries. The anxiety could also be the culture change in this new job. I feel like with time and experience I'll hopefully lose some of this anxiety but I'm scared it will take a long time for me to get over. I hold so much self worth in my career performance and it's hard for me to stop thinking about all the ways I could be better or produce better work.

I guess I'm just fishing to see if anyone else has similar experiences or tips for how to get rid of some of this anxiety.",3.4427482993197245,3.243201383673469,5.421632653061226,85.28360544217688,71.89795918367345,9.472108843537416,26.537414965986393,9.3871,1.8515659863945573,869,25,206,18,15,304,123,245,0.17800000000000002,0.691,0.131,-0.8275,10,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,13,7,14,1,1,17,0,19,0,0,2,1,38,34,16,0,6,10,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,11,7,0,2,5,0,2,0,2,5,0,1,7,5,25,9,36,21,12,30,0,1,2,0,3,13,0,9,17,139,36,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06446943445327293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632192368132482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781855490539439,0.0,0.0,0.05085346405097112,0.07451895144829182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864491080829818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15387423672804035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161355918683206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06075533639684124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14228487331951087,0.0,0.0,0.036773719062134204,0.051957260887483085,0.0,0.0,0.06647253903159661,0.06186283203770405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599528769474112,0.0,0.0,0.061001222212001875,0.05816763199242534,0.0,0.08011865141725409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030091626936272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722358189763505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7217182233110334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856688247799765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106295102877877,0.0,0.0,0.06436244124516884,0.0,0.08136459759665539,0.0,0.12366235398335013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05805120148380085,0.0,0.10692764375359068,0.0,0.0,0.21072493965441752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05531330786205697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875788718709781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959136027849361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318348952058322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281392443576022,0.0,0.11591040990504613,0.0,0.07587169569332741,0.0,0.0,0.06016177365167201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06080428953639544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05468278709455501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320298298722617,0.0,0.0,0.08481715615644103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001727224645482,0.042897158547580035,0.057728504684150035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21178888104548388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04683477487093545
anxiety,potato-appeal,2019/02/11,"I Absolutely Hate Work Anxiety I get work anxiety every time I even THINK about having to go to work. The night before I have to work, I only worry about waking up on time to go to work and how I really don’t want to go. It basically ruins my sleep. 

While I’m at work I’m super tense, I can feel it in my shoulders and in my stomach. It makes me uncomfortable and causes me to hate work even more because I’m in a slight amount of pain. I know it’s related to work because the MINUTE I clock off my body relaxes. I’m also an awkward coworker. Everyone else is chill and relaxed and they talk to me normally while I’m super reserved, jumpy, and awkward. It makes me feel like I don’t fit in. 

I’m seeing a therapist right now but I don’t think I’ve even brought this issue up to her. It feels like this is all in my head and I’m going crazy. I wish I knew what to do about it. ",0.20163157894736727,2.159369321052637,2.9581578947368463,90.7746052631579,84.73684210526315,6.326315789473685,20.026315789473685,7.554174236665415,0.6159263157894737,681,20,156,12,20,239,97,190,0.131,0.759,0.109,-0.023,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,10,9,12,2,2,5,0,9,7,6,4,1,23,36,12,0,3,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,7,2,0,5,3,6,0,0,2,4,24,6,25,34,3,24,0,1,1,0,3,12,0,0,9,91,34,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911078619783523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17048777874744353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358537769440908,0.0,0.0948189946129648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237739647309603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446963295947155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09308573346617843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207960251980692,0.0,0.09388485007882008,0.10647644546674966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16902755284666265,0.15921168494612778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058217742790788125,0.0,0.2533136738028308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200287419142443,0.11435965539380386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630430298992403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061239189409843235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088784510314869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14876120699417755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456980629797627,0.10917805415461797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474777917693836,0.11856971630627512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138511596993165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951608839571939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879553766191953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151079308447387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956346986072539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937918936144369,0.0,0.14280009867664514,0.0,0.0,0.1299518307291965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657244894659828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813936810252527,0.0,0.0,0.6489807974505782,0.1131628983481658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NotALobster,2019/02/11,Finally visiting a doctor after 5 years Chirst Almighty this nerve wracking . But I'm proud of my self ,3.895263157894739,6.770410368421057,4.262368421052631,81.4240789473684,76.89473684210526,8.010526315789475,30.552631578947373,8.841846274778883,3.0712947368421046,83,4,14,2,2,26,19,19,0.0,0.8290000000000001,0.171,0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,6,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5285092133401202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5656395131308632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5386688302272022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325144266664901
anxiety,mardyyy,2019/02/11,"Suddenly noticed a weird cycle I suffer from anxiety and depression and it has been lasting for 3 years

Last week I noticed a fixed changed cycle in my body and it's making me worry

It goes like this

In the morning. Starting at Around 7am, anxiety and restlessness suddenly hits. I feel extremely irritable and my body is shaking a little. I get annoyed and angry at the smallest of things. I can't speak properly and I'm in a constant state of panic. Medication, deep breathing exercises, things that help you calm down and what not do little. 

This does not stop, until around 10pm at night. 
Where I suddenly feel calmed down. Where my body chooses to relax and rest. I had used this opportunity to simply feel and live like a normal person. And to communicate. 

Help?  Just looking for some advice. Maybe from someone who has gone through something similar?  Im getting insane and I'm on the verge of hurting myself or doing something worse as the pain is getting unbearable. ",3.3315934065934063,6.179514851648352,4.556802197802199,78.60069780219781,79.05494505494505,7.156483516483518,28.880219780219782,8.238735603445708,2.577399120879121,781,36,130,16,20,256,117,182,0.214,0.672,0.114,-0.9598,0,0,2,0,0,1,19.0,0,1,0,1,5,15,1,3,9,0,9,7,4,2,0,27,23,15,0,1,4,0,3,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,11,14,0,1,4,2,0,2,3,9,0,0,3,5,13,6,24,19,2,32,0,3,1,0,6,17,0,2,14,86,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406109506022882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942438031059615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260376281493274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4230624472583563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430387129978882,0.0,0.0,0.1371956181856919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934804025125973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110109103139504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925801071246696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19898967276732604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17019345435065994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591029586699435,0.0,0.1371355493277207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069741064306494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404973869694072,0.2544889110549148,0.11210552323309077,0.0,0.10661206318771216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474490902948521,0.0,0.12754555985404162,0.0,0.0,0.12789601063939846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914072090447254,0.12439108897135312,0.0,0.28908320069400184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509139949933904,0.1489569060166111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108541198571946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757041365559128,0.1954756922419219,0.0,0.0,0.08986095132434453,0.0,0.0,0.10614189418602032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686894292497502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965024816910293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183739851532812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893118736800166,0.12938022113451594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175626681077096
anxiety,Blueeyeswandering,2019/02/11,"Dance exams!! The only thing i fear is my anxiety. Hello everyone!!
Well on Sunday I have my very first dance exams!! I'm very excited and I feel 100% prepared. 
BUT my mind decides to remind me of times that i had oral exams at school etc when my voice would tremble, i would start shaking and had people offering me water to feel better and relax. Also, due to my anxiety I'm like ""okay i know every step, but what if they ask me to perform one and I forget it, or my legs start shaking, or I can't speak like in the past?"" I know these are just limiting beliefs and completely irrational and my mind creates them. Although this knowledge doesn't help much haha! I wish I could say "" I''m well prepared and I know I will do great"" and actually believe it!

Have you experienced something similar?! Have you found a way to control bad thoughts and be more calm? Also look confident during times where your anxiety is taking over?

Thank you in advance!💕",2.21478260869565,4.758237000000001,3.70995652173913,84.85026086956523,81.17391304347827,6.506086956521739,24.96086956521739,7.7348632917899725,1.6220443478260864,744,29,138,13,20,245,119,184,0.136,0.65,0.214,0.9556,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,4,2,5,7,17,0,4,3,2,16,2,1,1,0,34,32,18,0,5,6,0,2,2,0,3,0,3,0,0,7,9,1,2,10,3,0,5,2,5,2,2,4,7,29,12,11,23,3,21,1,0,1,0,12,6,0,3,11,93,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.13330064122352586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21847588604299575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134929292284833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770135903959598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405422128007707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15389997478375894,0.0,0.12081046282712665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14322115376213512,0.0,0.1532070740798199,0.1090629587766722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15234367544751493,0.0,0.0,0.11509030882886725,0.1305259259771965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15371153106110505,0.13813682925681944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116190797184489,0.0,0.14977344039797896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15060056550644407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155923927690206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252132441717033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13347046454781974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470851732166028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27585152443619604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041577276333373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256282447615413,0.10388947811969562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303989299196593,0.09470034958816603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862878082678447,0.0,0.13824519222184564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516036440461844,0.0,0.0,0.19337054707177825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270523374865266,0.0,0.0,0.12576174414175134,0.0,0.0,0.090750116537029,0.0,0.0,0.10844412147331313,0.15930361841067633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254164912741841,0.0,0.1084257018080228,0.0,0.0,0.2456372992348209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570817808802415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19407161583304894,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheBikGahuna,2019/02/11,"Is this anxiety? I'm sorry to come to you all with my problems. If I had the money, I'd visit a doctor, but that just isn't financially an option right now. If I give you some weird symptoms I've been having, can you tell me if that sounds like anxiety? Everyone I've talked to has said it's just anxiety, but I'm not sure. I have a feeling that it may be something much worse, but I always seem to think that lately.

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I had an accident in February of 2018. I was driving at 4am and hit a curb. I was knocked unconscious and walked away with a pretty bad concussion. (Back story: I used to do a lot of research chemicals. I was not driving high, but I was high on different things every day to escape reality. I won't go into details on what I took, but they include derivatives of psychedelics, benzos, and dissociatives. I have a very good feeling that my past use of these substances has messed me up quite a bit.) About a week after my accident, I had the bright idea to do a psychedelic. It did not go well at all. (Ever since that night, I'm proud to say that I've been 100% clean from smoking, drinking, and all of my past drug use.)

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Shortly after that night, I started experiencing disassociative personality disorder. For a couple of weeks, I felt like I was in a haze. Like I wasn't me. I had numerous episodes throughout my days that I would assume was severe anxiety. My thoughts would dart, then I would start freaking out. I would suddenly go cold and everything felt so surreal. My heartbeat would start to race, I'd even start sweating. All the while I had a terrible feeling in the pit of my stomach.

​

That feeling faded as time passed last year, but I'd still have the occasional rush just like before. It was all going well until winter came. I usually love the winter. I'm really overweight, so it's the one time of year that I feel good. I began feeling depressed at night as the sun would set and that feeling in the pit of my stomach would start to show itself. It got really bad around Christmas and New Years, then seemed to disappear until last week. Now I'm feeling as bad as ever.

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TL;DR I have a tendency to worry a lot about illnesses and I feel like that may be what's going on with me. I've made some bad choices in my life that I feel have messed me up a bit. I'm sure that, if this is anxiety, that's what it is from. I'm sorry for being so scattered right now, but I feel like I've been freaking out for the last week. I wake up in the morning just fine, but progressively get worse until I go to bed, then lay there with thoughts darting back and forth for hours. I'm just scared and I can't afford a doctor visit.",3.7455333951762526,5.021078022263453,4.9680329313543625,83.44470245825606,72.11688311688313,7.987402597402598,27.57518552875696,8.472884824447931,1.872788089053804,2110,76,427,35,40,699,231,539,0.205,0.7020000000000001,0.093,-0.9952,2,0,3,0,0,0,85.0,0,3,1,3,23,29,0,1,29,0,46,13,4,4,9,89,97,36,0,12,20,0,13,6,0,10,7,3,2,1,31,20,2,1,20,2,1,17,7,13,2,1,27,19,52,16,63,56,12,93,0,1,1,1,13,25,0,14,56,281,83,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04654132371482495,0.2424165860735509,0.2718622976278935,0.0,0.0,0.21394565797338871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049792856511125236,0.0,0.0,0.05255155752315995,0.0860191338645788,0.1868092308924064,0.0,0.0,0.0475954636511449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213023936222207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397325815960299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048181934561997215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061889581237194714,0.0,0.0721452255087943,0.0,0.04817561856919462,0.0,0.0,0.05843881734391864,0.06410487234870946,0.11450103534499916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05479373718602112,0.06486534058022983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03694368494599454,0.10119047774290206,0.04712655926757403,0.05344705257213162,0.05026960785899498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110993832136961,0.07991810074154526,0.10741025767369164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029223052534579262,0.05365670703058572,0.1907304829011352,0.09382907679936232,0.044735293913344784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819406162564038,0.0,0.0,0.0550834329105296,0.0,0.0,0.0631423452125383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678030601451022,0.06309565608181329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039507630336494966,0.16395829906068835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510567238119036,0.050482352993082964,0.052925824545301335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04111770934220952,0.0,0.0,0.05402112129726367,0.0,0.1574699806186957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03790212640871286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679010182212123,0.0,0.04883915416126962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05690468700294311,0.0,0.05352100213213567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059492380793546726,0.0,0.0,0.07166512798934661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553415772615984,0.05320576260085683,0.0444807276119997,0.05599939689898307,0.0,0.0,0.1018398894912938,0.0,0.06318916629576292,0.0,0.046268939175762594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04306049915187034,0.0,0.1252264078491928,0.1979508231386302,0.0,0.044668729448592494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543371093278546,0.05813653662671851,0.0,0.044957393733467216,0.04888852396711305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037159868533160494,0.03584005996734567,0.0,0.08881022859068452,0.0652307869443018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06214440485586314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14492628819887912,0.06160307433148906,0.04615116487226293,0.0,0.0,0.17946657866680854,0.0,0.10058223718844582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0568033930012994,0.11400244886789705,0.2781358968945274,0.0,0.2718622976278935,0.10805841741105092
anxiety,kshduekwn,2019/02/11,"Blanking during attack? I have GAD, I haven't had an anxiety attack in a few days, but when I was walking back to my dorm I felt one coming on, started having the symptoms (shortness of breath, repeating things over and over, intrusive thought, shaking, heart racing etc) and then it was like I ""woke up""- it was an hour later and I was in my bed. I remember the beginning of the attack, but after those few minutes it's all a blur. Has this happened to anyone before? This is the first time this has happened and I don't know why and what I should do.",2.4818181818181806,4.4943153636363675,3.8254545454545488,87.22818181818184,77.18181818181819,6.218181818181819,24.63636363636364,7.1686216300943375,1.1152909090909096,430,15,84,5,10,141,72,110,0.101,0.856,0.043,-0.7312,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,3,1,8,0,14,3,2,0,1,15,23,9,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,9,6,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,4,0,2,8,1,11,1,11,14,4,22,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,1,13,69,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404266040836452,0.0,0.0,0.12835280780855435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6264945348428054,0.0,0.14115003512155594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15620016301401612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812486013535426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183841391666488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20472332549283973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17625103813443502,0.0,0.0,0.15614016349151094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32465157262849936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175252253066416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18077439612859772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088243824677508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968051111093749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438828975408843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20794318570176504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299281421844871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19079415981160025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195232648646452,0.0,0.0,0.14572998263925166,0.10703813738336594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16563872104257998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheLastJediUnleashed,2019/02/11,"How to stop competing with this guy? So I’ve known this guy for 5 years and he is a good friend of mine. He happens to be better than me at my instrument, and tends to make me jealous of a lot of the things he does (e.g. Taking my friends to his side and they like him better, kisses people’s asses and gets on their good side, gets jumpy after getting what we want but I don’t get it, etc.). Sometimes, he does really annoying things people laugh at which really aren’t funny and put me in a crabby mood, but I can’t tell if I’m not laughing because of my rivalry with him and him doing better or if it’s justified. Im normally a social person, but in high school I was anti social because he always did things better, jmyself to him and competing with him, but I don’t know how, it’s so hard. What can I do to forget about him and focus on myself and live my life without competing with him?",3.942308377896616,4.247798342245993,5.442580213903747,83.79759581105172,70.92513368983957,8.372370766488414,25.2090017825312,8.344100000000001,1.4432071301247775,698,18,147,10,12,237,107,187,0.099,0.715,0.18600000000000005,0.9489,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,2,7,5,15,2,0,5,0,11,3,1,3,0,33,22,20,0,4,9,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,3,11,14,0,1,2,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,2,1,25,12,25,19,2,13,0,0,0,2,24,9,1,4,4,100,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787578059422646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806188352572198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4586450777907912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226908014300592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445894569921133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20032821276536186,0.0,0.2709385425158987,0.0,0.0,0.2174816720767802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567396622634241,0.11464544766695905,0.0,0.1161372678932246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369780191211738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400398272379741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712500001210257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157273841396944,0.0633384416411268,0.0,0.11447971137277722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022031420854984,0.0,0.0,0.0865396498425518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702546272566334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17976029636535318,0.11320180558230475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13032994528063918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16610897598456908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13120857965655086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643153516051733,0.0,0.0,0.1282231173611634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838978366579503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974775876605516,0.0,0.11331623735858552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583929401765146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646851513767636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497402821630035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348771369589535
anxiety,1206549,2019/02/11,"Stopping Sertraline after just one dose? So my friend (no, really) was put on sertraline (50 mg) and on her first dose, she had bad side effects. We don't know how soon she can see her doctor but would it be okay for her to not take her next dose? Is it just one of those things that quickly get better as she adjusts to the meds?",2.9632352941176485,3.9866335588235313,3.7698823529411776,92.25747058823532,73.70588235294117,7.2047058823529415,22.423529411764704,7.554174236665415,0.6078905882352945,254,6,58,3,5,81,55,68,0.048,0.8320000000000001,0.12,0.7528,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,3,6,4,0,0,1,1,7,4,0,2,0,12,11,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,3,2,1,9,3,8,7,0,10,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,0,6,43,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23255937969801885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463355234096439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850853742869978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369159108411109,0.0,0.0,0.21519016570710373,0.0,0.14551946791619974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15307179274476854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093819963830306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962178582822626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774757795313834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799977310673418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17843227159133973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221950882574238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328620136527521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20941851326724129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18504173341860305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978584136938468,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Marcotheernie,2019/02/11,"Apathy Sometimes my anxiety and panic attacks become so debilitating that I just go into this state of complete and utter apathy. Its not pleasant by any means, it feels awful in its own right but the anxiety just shuts off. Like My brain dosent even think anxiety is worth it anymore. This only happens in my lowest of lows but I think its  sick kind of irony that when things are going good in life, Im anxious constantly, but when everything goes to shit is the only time I'm not. Anyone else relate to that? Just bombed a big college exam and am currently laying in bed calm albeit sad as shit and so frustrated and confused with my brains as backwards ass way of functioning.",7.646611295681063,7.389335410852716,7.787840531561461,72.05093023255817,63.10852713178295,10.782281284606864,33.157253599114064,10.290406445055957,3.383776522702103,544,19,94,11,7,177,90,129,0.335,0.5920000000000001,0.073,-0.9907,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,8,13,4,2,3,1,4,7,5,0,0,20,12,14,0,0,8,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,11,7,0,0,4,0,1,2,2,8,0,0,0,1,6,5,16,12,1,20,0,2,0,1,0,11,3,1,6,59,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060609606288278,0.0,0.3579364111408441,0.17619508010534646,0.15467451396827847,0.10905375014618307,0.15980368818635818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17743172026435675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172250134587151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34821511213213163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16352542911647874,0.16854182359972175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302880226375041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301284080848304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14017050869325814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886015329316255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17727602521821487,0.1308153174983644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791857026922855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16846803031828975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16241264709940553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016208157153533,0.07619619873264949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16989066641419118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372355066825569,0.0,0.18299030909159347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331925198583149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201898884087424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15425251836677858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361564167912407,0.19987104141775405,0.0,0.0,0.0909439418553993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379707151961135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whoppityboppity,2019/02/11,"Paranoid thoughts? I'm just wondering... is it common to have paranoid thoughts for people with anxiety? I don't mean stuff like you are afraid of what people think of you or you're self conscious about yourself or anything like that. I mean stuff like you are afraid people are always watching you, reading your thoughts, put hidden cameras in your room and stuff. Or you are afraid people are planning to murder you because they hate you, and they hate you because they can read your thoughts and thinks you are a horrible person.

I'm not talking about paranoid schizophrenia. I know my thoughts are irrational, they just *feel* real. Even if I realistically know that I'm almost certainly wrong. I know people can't read my thoughts, I know my family (probably) isn't planning on poisoning me. I'm still afraid of it.

Is this common in people with anxiety? I've tried googling before but didn't come up with any good answers.",4.762631578947367,7.186330175438599,4.382315789473683,83.94821052631579,71.80701754385964,6.899181286549709,30.113450292397665,7.793537801064563,2.103828538011696,744,32,130,10,15,225,88,171,0.152,0.805,0.044,-0.8854,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,12,4,2,6,14,4,4,1,0,15,1,0,0,1,36,38,8,1,1,8,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,9,7,0,0,18,3,0,2,5,9,0,0,7,2,26,5,15,31,0,10,0,0,1,0,19,5,0,6,6,79,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120023288187904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409270884271272,0.0,0.0,0.06872646648132577,0.0,0.1546261987248804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316643256056816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321442196980675,0.0,0.08599737067157671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705702956424623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06675131461185413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527342505111534,0.0,0.05110060902599095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476704793159946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19955804587504794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221668471724165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481231774770627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22017498468011104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4203871391835037,0.08824451999202135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896326230211606,0.0,0.0,0.10159646661743872,0.0,0.0,0.3032717571851892,0.115032088787759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543099682718557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070923128251906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470796801541882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812308013566751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295144824933005,0.0,0.4813975258348076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686153036736129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095987690033628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049678402896627,0.0,0.0
anxiety,erincini,2019/02/11,"Always feel like I need to be “doing something” A big part of anxiety for me is the nagging that I should be doing something, constantly. And if I want to just relax I’m bombarded with thoughts about how I’m wasting my life away. Does anyone else have this feeling? ",6.257820512820516,6.2377896538461535,6.6007692307692345,78.61089743589746,65.92307692307692,9.241025641025642,34.641025641025635,8.841846274778883,2.93178717948718,210,9,39,3,3,68,43,52,0.13,0.7170000000000001,0.153,0.058,0,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,2,0,7,1,0,1,0,11,14,3,0,4,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,5,2,7,10,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22503115704882234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068889972030928,0.0,0.0,0.1891008037187578,0.2771019413156767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25409113558125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922539964027821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366674554772388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259213439487763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734893270361033,0.1932053199561851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19102266668119533,0.13212532720189565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005308742774748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928646070470994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4164021636607919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21470240747757505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951493787065735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vergilbg,2019/02/11,"Am I having anxiety? Last week i had sudden chest pain, called ambulance and got scared alot was a heart attack. Did bunch of tests, ruled out heart issues. Since that day, ive been feeling out of focus, kinda dizzy, lightheaded and with chest pain being there all the time and find times i cant calm down. Called paramedics again, did tests, ruled out heart again. They said must be stress accumulated and I have anxiety. Never had this before, my world has changed, feeling the urge to cry, dont know how to deal with it, feeling exhausted and insecure. What happened to me?",3.904485981308412,6.382182485981307,3.581130841121496,88.4455280373832,74.60747663551402,6.896822429906544,22.84953271028037,7.908726449838941,1.096937196261682,454,13,87,7,10,136,78,107,0.26,0.7020000000000001,0.038,-0.9767,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,0,4,8,1,3,4,0,16,8,5,1,3,21,23,6,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,10,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,8,4,8,1,11,12,3,14,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,9,54,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306794384022195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17152424974676336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282953686644227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079089423527947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594961646718727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16561531884380354,0.0972350891659612,0.15543870771336174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17670297458249104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22870367161584185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378023411453778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058567318496576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13332666366718351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5359945553710405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573661848056634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286002624385541,0.12289882578436315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162842094116564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208628298167932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14341814123255173,0.0,0.15094848792312462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247196718740951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17270814558904626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17583204821008822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093973409820415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_BitMason,2019/02/11,"I'm exhausted, not sleeping ideally I took a nap this afternoon, had a nightmare of sorts. I was lying down exactly where I happened to be sleeping. I couldn't really more. I wanted nothing more than to get up but I was moving in slow motion, reaching for something only a few feet away, and snapping back to where I originated. I feel like I was crying in my dream.

This has understandably put me into a melancholy mood.

I'm constantly afraid that at any moment a tragedy will occur, and I'm not strong enough to move past it, get better, and I'll be miserable forever after. And I know I doesn't make sense to worry about things you couldn't control in the first place, but that feeling is always there even if I'm not looking at it, and I hate that.

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anxiety,AlduinSupreme666,2019/02/11,"Extreme Fear of Being Cheated On So I (M17) am in a great relationship that will be 6 months tomorrow. I love my girlfriend (F16) a lot but I’m extremely scared of being cheated on. My last relationship was two years long and I’ve been cheated on and that whole relationship was an abusive shit show that ended with her cheating on me and trying to get me to kill myself. After the relationship was over she also tried to get me arrested. To say the least I have some damage coming out of that. Lately I’ve been having these weird episodes when I’m around my girlfriend where I just freeze up, can’t think, and lose all emotions and it lasts up to ten minutes. I believe it’s related to stuff with my ex so if anyone knows what exactly this is please tell me. People have told me it could be PTSD but that seems a bit extreme to me. If I even read about someone being cheated on, or watch a show with cheating in it I get stuck in a constant dead inside mood for up to three days after and the freezing happens more often. 

I remember every detail of her cheating on me and everything that was said and done. I honestly still haven’t recovered completely because that was my first relationship, my introduction to love and romance and it was stolen away from me. I was so infatuated with her and it all just came crashing down. Nothing would make me happier than seeing her burn in hell. 

I have zero reason to suspect or be scared that my gf would cheat on me. She is the sweetest, most kind and supportive person I’ve ever met. But every single day it freaks me out. It makes me want to run away. I need some help because I don’t know how to control this. It’s becoming a lot to deal with. My gf doesn’t take my concerns personally and she understands why I’m worried but I feel like I’m being a jerk by expressing my worries because it sounds like I don’t trust her even though I do. Can someone please help me? I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I need to fix this because my girlfriend shouldn’t have to deal with this. It hasn’t gotten any better in over a year so I don’t know. 

TL;DR I’m extremely scared of being cheated on due to past experiences. I need help on how to fix these lingering issues. ",3.4346138996138973,4.988982139639641,4.585806949806951,84.7792702702703,73.32432432432431,7.416628056628058,26.64967824967825,8.052868069273773,1.6052180952380946,1746,62,351,26,35,573,211,444,0.231,0.6409999999999999,0.128,-0.9962,0,0,0,0,0,1,36.0,0,0,0,4,19,34,13,4,13,0,41,3,1,6,4,69,76,30,2,10,10,1,3,2,5,4,0,3,0,2,28,25,0,1,11,3,0,3,9,22,0,5,16,8,54,11,61,47,12,49,1,2,2,2,34,26,2,11,22,251,82,1,0.0,0.09313673045838022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628621848090484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05345562163224439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054964012873622674,0.0,0.0,0.06997711306641123,0.0,0.0,0.14770818708874567,0.0,0.0,0.19167298590109716,0.08681552539220748,0.0,0.08856344589956823,0.0,0.06952171956964566,0.08581875159912321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990574618793022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06771318054126862,0.08241820000756203,0.08494650527525377,0.08816470851125284,0.06276148818631229,0.0,0.0,0.10139033902388477,0.16208123433293803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044250269742231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842256951058376,0.06962268651973193,0.0,0.0,0.10383868689992183,0.07110475275381231,0.1324599871293238,0.0,0.07064712248768215,0.07689296840247427,0.0,0.0884550038711675,0.03974618456505186,0.05615703098289245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06686328178373506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123207122144179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666476426922629,0.0,0.0,0.0695121264663344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806633650913227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204554017073383,0.0,0.0,0.08696726910602201,0.08185734845472717,0.17280194268250793,0.1281507912297573,0.08867239537964536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768070578489692,0.0,0.0,0.06956493751598593,0.0,0.08794139933667497,0.0,0.13365813604183652,0.14189221389482476,0.0,0.10494189183477623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06274355238586668,0.0,0.0,0.17485882669867173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542577088578489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503950921062827,0.05449636557254861,0.1372736272741232,0.0,0.17257429769967425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188766194874833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862851646457697,0.0,0.0,0.0808213390843351,0.0,0.42197381180428295,0.08904668414376665,0.0,0.07477349013854867,0.06251163567379762,0.2360986938503172,0.0,0.06263979633542953,0.0715610828634708,0.0,0.0,0.08068920658350186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320732588832618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277584678152967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998648802255323,0.0,0.08920256921184905,0.0,0.0,0.05910286486714358,0.0,0.06870619620973648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05036834807984046,0.07723121834314797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511259049921819,0.0,0.10673831783145224,0.0,0.07678785553135484,0.08183291347462142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04636458928909478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093081134098879,0.08776218095393785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596589443997694,0.0,0.11168066189498706,0.08594468159129345,0.0,0.10124097608607872
anxiety,createanewaccountuse,2019/02/11,"What do you do to study? Whenever I try to sit down and study topic A, I can't stop thinking about topic B or task C. If I move to either of those, I can't stop thinking about topic A. Repeat endless cycle. At the end of the day, nothing gets done.

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anxiety,fazrinna,2019/02/11,Student Academic Excellence Award I will be one of the recipients and the ceremony will take place the day after tomorrow... I just ditched the rehearsals because I dont think I can handle it... I can foresee myself having panic attack in the middle of the crowd... Just the thought of being the center of attention overwhelms me... Any advice?,5.671967213114755,7.992361114754104,6.57783606557377,69.63232786885247,69.0,8.814426229508197,33.511475409836066,9.3871,3.687954754098361,272,13,40,6,5,90,44,61,0.125,0.76,0.116,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,2,5,1,2,8,0,8,0,0,0,0,6,11,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,7,2,6,6,0,7,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,34,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31861923418242344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22173001572851705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709370336804245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19876138786190048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102798618744801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38213650449372405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22094473611428933,0.0,0.0,0.3825577655763465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406602821607162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451543683609005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20892423043539754,0.0,0.2588529243534448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,puppylove827291,2019/02/11,"How do I stop tracking someone’s Snapchat score? It’s really annoying, and it’s a bad habit and I think it creates a lot of anxiety for me. I’m just worried that this person is ignoring my snapchats and idk how to stop this. Any advice? ",0.6282312925170039,3.0156951224489816,2.7664285714285732,89.77440476190479,87.57142857142858,6.531972789115647,26.534013605442176,7.793537801064563,1.8496503401360536,187,9,39,4,6,63,37,49,0.361,0.6,0.039,-0.9343,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,11,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,24,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.316193893520484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200421991580618,0.0,0.247534105540834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27017173609498224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27509202299008306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28253334176533024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072905279236704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741641761654437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5410466314524096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073338919467636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32860627346805155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,celticwitch88,2019/02/11,"Am I being paranoid? TL;DR: I feel like my coworkers are undermining my work but my father says I'm paranoid and I brought it on myself.

So...quick backstory. I've been in my current position for two and a half years. Admittedly I'm not one of the popular people. I'm quiet at work and a little bit odd (goth, metalhead, roller derby player, queer) but I tend to keep that under wraps. I dont talk about those things at work and I dress more or less to fit in.

My job is a data entry position that is extremely tedious and I've admittedly made a mistake here and there by not paying attention. I've never denied my mistakes, always the first to own up and fix it and to date, none of those mistakes have caused a problem because they've been caught in time.

My supervisor and the rest of my team work from our head office in another state, so I'm on my own and I have to call for help if I don't understand something. They've encouraged me to do this.

What has developed in my office (from my perspective), is a culture of colleagues who dont think I know how to do my job. If they want something changed in the system and I say ""I can't because A, B, C..."", I get back blunt emails saying, ""Just do it.""

When I bring these incidences up with my supervisor, I'm asked what the problem is and why I'm not complying with the requests. My explanations of ""Because you trained me not to because..."" are met with ""Oh it's okay this time, you need to be more flexible.""

Lately this has escalated into my colleagues in my office emailing my supervisor behind my back if they don't like an answer being provided (I.e., a deadline or date appearing a certain way), and asking my supervisor for the correct information. Nine times out of ten, supervisor gives an expanded version of what I've already said. She has never come out and acknowledged, ""Well OP is right in what she said."" 

All of this compounded is making me feel as though I don't know how to do my job and that I'm not wanted. Yesterday, I had a breakdown in the office and left for the day. I called my father to discuss the matter and was advised, ""Well just remember that you go out of your way to set yourself apart and make yourself different from them, so this is to be expected. Why do you need their validation if you know you're right?""

I don't know now if everything I've experienced is actually what's happening or if my own perception is making me see things as worse than they are. I'm considering quitting my job but I'm terrified I've done this to myself.

Note: I am on medication and I see a regular therapist.",3.8845614035087728,5.183098693957117,5.523343079922029,79.50793859649127,71.80701754385964,9.064717348927877,29.28947368421053,9.4824395486982,2.6531941520467828,2022,81,400,47,38,689,236,513,0.056,0.8640000000000001,0.08,0.8359,6,0,2,0,0,0,77.0,1,6,5,7,16,13,0,0,23,1,40,3,1,7,5,87,85,39,0,16,19,2,2,2,0,0,1,6,0,0,25,27,0,1,16,2,1,6,15,5,2,6,11,11,62,8,60,70,11,55,0,0,2,1,41,27,1,10,19,278,87,11,0.0,0.0,0.08559613023670337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679448870048607,0.0,0.07298500566967722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197569003079692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16400134402096395,0.0,0.0,0.13489317603588538,0.0,0.21387835901142205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576087980337693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17913143279236768,0.0,0.0,0.09010635480560512,0.09278969387587406,0.07555777288868222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05656822015917709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164237444790467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976179084815987,0.20560011524035327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883161289270604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870158402107665,0.06266283992556028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460941310426837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04582690144333308,0.08414318189226944,0.04984984047443949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756512724065068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001978444369768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05879278972392552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481701130984301,0.07796415975845457,0.0,0.0,0.19282109975576409,0.0,0.09894511907482104,0.0,0.0953014276119691,0.0,0.0,0.0857051786197424,0.08791238823965013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829970292246057,0.1756491623871104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883625435389365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007751626954914,0.135300760568175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059437220303031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06080978592756684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16786074534517229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932945477899357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936276930492692,0.14981441194098705,0.16687204295592914,0.20926088244793986,0.0,0.0,0.13979327119101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505291744580578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050112404701205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184261834045838,0.11654645803352093,0.05620353636579273,0.08617847823484434,0.0,0.15344007136987212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856837517078525,0.09131328113241198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347188182801076,0.13924644934607466,0.0,0.0,0.1577306910402548,0.0,0.15829633437011753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25542710536081864,0.0,0.0893879751676488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0564848868196225
anxiety,dannniioo,2019/02/11,Should I start citalopram while i'm on my period??? My doctor prescribed me 10mg of citalopram everyday. I have never taken anxiety meds before and I'm a little nervous. I'm ready because my anxiety is crippling but I've read about the side effects and how i may become irritable the first couple weeks. I live with my boyfriend and I just started my period and my hormones are already out of whack and i'm super emotional. Should I wait till my period is over? I don't want to lash out at my boyfriend or anyone if i mix having my period and starting new meds. Any advice would be appreciated! ,2.5667948717948725,5.03579313675214,4.550961538461539,79.80028846153847,79.17094017094017,7.318803418803419,25.98931623931624,8.344100000000001,2.139644444444444,475,19,85,10,12,162,77,117,0.059,0.7929999999999999,0.147,0.8807,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,3,0,11,1,0,2,1,22,21,12,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,9,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,18,1,11,15,0,21,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,3,14,57,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18704558834233326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112278986684342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016672189146564,0.0,0.29285930787704506,0.0,0.0,0.13383971899120525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11668297686975845,0.2113995124279407,0.16287751145544518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21179373418482086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19591828995258484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21531273349686986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628149470334524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19184510692798992,0.16902030035587445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4252311562813457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476287324141474,0.1848668996571358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19146379600250474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4064471904259071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289975526101155,0.0,0.15353915835826465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359735909307134,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,leenlegion,2019/02/11,"Anxiety causes me to... Pull and twist my hair, stroke my own hands, remove my nail polish with my teeth, bite my inner lip and cheeks, click my fingers...

What nervous little habits do you have? Please share. ",3.1515789473684217,5.842012842105267,2.7097368421052606,92.55565789473684,78.47368421052632,4.852631578947369,17.394736842105264,5.985473137389443,-0.3350210526315789,160,3,30,1,4,47,32,38,0.09,0.804,0.106,0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,7,6,1,0,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,5,8,1,2,2,1,4,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,16,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38987916872445855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5235486751052749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5108009805468934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5594402352911066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,1ndividualsolitude,2019/02/11,"Do you feel this exact nervousness that appears when someone scares you, but all the time? It happens when I'm trying to fall asleep and my mind starts running. I can feel this anxiety inside me, in the stomach area, and it feels so attached to me that I can't get rid of it. 
The only option are pills or keeping myself bored during the day, so I can dedicate time to understand and study my thoughts.",7.344620253164557,6.2949383670886085,7.198575949367092,78.62925632911396,64.0632911392405,9.925316455696203,34.939873417721515,8.841846274778883,2.8521367088607588,317,12,61,4,4,101,57,79,0.106,0.894,0.0,-0.7401,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,2,4,0,5,3,2,0,2,16,16,9,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,5,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,1,3,10,0,5,15,1,11,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,6,41,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163625309441033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18240056534072527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4290187766170365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14776587821848927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501037335028252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513903880348568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855755031159174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151033244650014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831600173422168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23963911930340034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20018700777778733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22453372054406126,0.3298383872903883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19202154468966234,0.0,0.0,0.2944337660757474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,johnwhick1,2019/02/11,"Pain in chest I think I’ve always had anxiety, but never knew what it was cause nobody talked about it in my family or in school,  I’ve always been socially awkward and anti-social to even family I see all the time, as I’m 24 now and I’m starting to see things differently, I hate crossing the street at the corner cause I think all the cars are looking at me, I never look people in the eye, I think I’m going to die all the time in some freak accident, I have a daughter and I always think awful things that can happen to her if I’m not around,  I always think worst case possible on every situation, I recently started a new job and my left side of my chest been killing me, of course I think it’s a heart attack but my girlfriend says it could be panic attacks, I’ve never been to the doctor and talked about anxiety,  any advice?",3.673003875968994,4.526260215116282,5.230232558139537,83.09364341085275,71.84883720930233,8.058914728682172,24.21705426356589,8.344100000000001,1.380893798449612,655,17,134,10,12,222,97,172,0.28600000000000003,0.7140000000000001,0.0,-0.9954,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,5,9,4,2,10,1,10,6,4,2,6,28,30,10,2,2,5,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,8,6,0,0,7,0,0,3,4,9,0,0,6,6,18,0,19,22,5,26,0,0,5,0,7,13,0,3,10,85,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675326680770253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636034459965016,0.0,0.0,0.07429056688646146,0.0,0.16714474855027364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725150021725468,0.0,0.2485646557211425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22445008267714192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722350229272473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337939928676752,0.11413811248905548,0.0,0.1118172188137277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215550655843231,0.0,0.09204389765879233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059735388312261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062086635510164224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660527972519928,0.0,0.0,0.1078571408791989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945623560605174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084091278013159,0.0,0.1208637655904958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186953647881088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18347711699420627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25277018719703537,0.10550981521623204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624472770595475,0.12817585015770874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573695278466999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231576890361549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786657855444523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687626688088312,0.0,0.1105621007899842,0.1741087592779778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279632201148614,0.0,0.11136185080657664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546488060203654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756145074930825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451554787550045,0.419999957092878,0.0,0.0,0.12740365456374378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CoyoteVirus,2019/02/11,"Cancelling Rehearsals, Driving me Mad So I'm directing this high/middle school play and we open March 21st (that date is set in stone btw) and we live in Missouri and we've had nothing but bad weather the last three weeks and we keep having to cancel our after school rehearsals. 

We've got a great group of kids working on this show, and I know it'll be fine, but...

It's just frustrating. I feel so helpless. I want to rehearse. I want to work on my craft with my kids and I can't.   
I have plans. Rehearsals on a few Saturdays and maybe a few morning ones. Even just planning out as much as I can at home. 

Still, theatre is my therapist. It stinks not getting to visit them. ",0.7866176470588258,3.241974426470592,1.7594117647058845,96.69735294117649,87.8235294117647,4.376470588235295,21.970588235294123,5.900188976854957,0.15076176470588187,526,19,112,4,17,164,94,136,0.119,0.76,0.121,0.0697,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,4,0,1,4,6,8,2,0,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,23,17,13,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,6,13,0,1,2,2,0,2,2,5,0,2,2,2,16,3,16,13,3,18,0,1,0,0,9,8,0,0,7,71,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18073125544677132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14296678015799244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944637688470303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308903628222478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731191931601226,0.2386428925601531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286970621516901,0.21712246029962093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19239554527899955,0.0,0.0,0.11895825191902885,0.17644007781488316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19113412381710035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174585883585431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15911965795294192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20769483756796686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14667581162291166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4381289332269334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17286159819599034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251321455255326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553420595696926,0.0,0.17362750180086264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151642842505079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,karokain,2019/02/11,Having separation anxiety lately Afraid to be alone and book my nights full to make sure I’m alone as little as possible. I’m exhausted and know that I need down time... but that means hanging out by myself. Not quite sure how to remedy,3.569565217391304,5.657084434782611,4.799347826086958,81.1364130434783,74.21739130434783,8.947826086956523,22.369565217391305,9.516144504307137,2.0017130434782606,188,5,36,5,4,62,36,46,0.128,0.7759999999999999,0.096,0.128,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,12,8,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,8,7,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,21,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5051752119976671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865686229528504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13403085338883333,0.0,0.2751088706589863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24443325827174706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16279274527250426,0.0,0.0,0.26565836862821074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18083498677676588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22886619682412015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27493966336154035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25939791594693634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4597107145774692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14220922043487913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,suzie_bol,2019/02/11,"Anxiety or just introversion and laziness? I’ve always been the quiet introvert and I’ve always been lazy af (teen girl). But in these last months, I’m wondering if it ain’t something more than just introversion and laziness.
*btw I know that probably most of y’all ain’t doctors or therapists, I’d just like to hear opinions from people with similar experience

So the main points:
-I don’t like going out, anywhere. I prefer to stay at home, play video games or read or basically anything to avoid going out (I also cancel my plans so I can stay at home)
-I’m often feeling uncomfortable while in the public, like I’m being watched and “pushed” from every side (doesn’t happen always but mostly when I’m in the city centre or a mall without my friends)
-I have problems talking to other people, I tend to sweat, “overheat” and my heart is beating faster + I can’t talk about my feelings. Even with my closest friend it feels like the hardest thing to do
-I don’t like to hang out in bigger groups because I feel left out. 1 or 2 friends is more than enough.
-Talking about friends, I have maybe 10 and hang out regularly with only 2 or 3 of them and I hate meeting new people, leaves me feeling like shit
-I hate parties, I’m always tense there and can’t seem to find much fun stuff to do
-So many people tell me to get out of my house and spend more time with people, but I almost always feel like I’m out of my comfort zone while doing so (+I never feel the need to be more sociable)

I don’t expect anyone to read the whole thing but if u did, I thank you very much, kind stranger. Please leave your opinion down in the comments.




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anxiety,BloodyWelsh,2019/02/11,"Boyfriend said he’d break up with me if I start having counselling Just had a conversation with my boyfriend about me possibly getting counselling for my anxiety and he literally told me that he doesn’t wanna sound harsh but he would break up with me if I did.

He used reasons like he would want to leave me alone during that period and his mother’s already getting counselling for anxiety.

Do you guys have any advice on what I should do in this situation?

No advice to break up with him instead please cause I now that’s an option I just want other advice first and don’t wanna think about that right now.",4.723945386064031,6.408698720338986,4.823333333333334,83.8340018832392,70.27118644067797,7.617325800376648,26.670433145009408,8.167268648758528,1.6464998116760832,491,16,93,7,9,153,72,118,0.101,0.8220000000000001,0.077,-0.2144,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,7,1,0,0,2,0,12,0,0,3,0,24,21,6,0,9,5,1,0,1,0,3,0,2,0,1,7,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,2,16,1,17,13,0,14,0,0,0,0,14,6,0,3,6,66,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5239113607809021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850936665815386,0.1972151937343565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153155637782112,0.0,0.2734312347183903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18358836808024628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201392204565706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18674123636022286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769548234392104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18923217850699928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731056712242981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961741567102067,0.0,0.20147303023457308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837476176974068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526206640058014,0.1699978104240772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008818717770164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12649459329305418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451262837116576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707687563665632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543513989360084,0.0,0.0,0.2108201354718981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539064039097423,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,busythinkinboutFELIX,2019/02/11,"i'm not feeling too good about this  my 'friend' (who is 5 years older than me) keeps inviting me over to places to meet up. last year at a party he brought me into the backyard and tried to mess my entire life up. he keeps suggesting we try again (if you know you know) and i dont know how to say that he's caused half of the anxiety attacks i have because i keep thinking back to that one night. he really thinks it's funny, and his sister (who has been my friend since 1st grade) doesnt suspect anything. i need help",5.145277777777778,4.496013342592589,5.415185185185186,88.29833333333332,68.35185185185185,8.311111111111114,28.185185185185183,7.1686216300943375,1.2378407407407408,403,11,91,3,6,128,80,108,0.096,0.762,0.141,0.7249,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,2,0,0,5,5,1,0,3,0,6,1,0,2,0,20,18,5,0,2,2,1,1,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,6,5,0,3,7,0,0,1,3,2,0,2,2,2,14,3,13,16,0,14,0,0,0,0,17,6,0,1,7,53,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831602669756746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878785873610226,0.0,0.0,0.2056928252607128,0.0,0.13902858474457333,0.0,0.11021760490293213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18573747543438426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119031806144388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142090099332732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793803959939534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15165141950675812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119039062922175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4821258025298869,0.0,0.0,0.29809859989660803,0.14738094895696705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770856170074651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406529170336715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967409894050514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251876429514127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18890369396795875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158288961102917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14378411710215291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495645176192107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23170625373955486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455106897290372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328661569033084
anxiety,Rivethart,2019/02/11,"Has anybody ever seen a counselor through the center Thriveworks? I finally got insurance that will cover mental health care, so I looked around and found a therapist I like through a counseling center called Thriveworks. I booked an appointment for next week, but now I'm super nervous about it and want to back out. Has anybody here ever been to a Thriveworks center/therapist? They have a bunch all over the country, but I've never heard of them until now. ",7.923132530120482,8.699055289156632,6.949060240963856,74.80768674698798,62.373493975903614,9.531566265060242,35.877108433734946,9.3871,3.475098313253012,371,16,59,6,5,113,60,83,0.033,0.8290000000000001,0.138,0.8105,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,1,9,4,0,1,8,0,5,1,0,0,4,12,13,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,3,6,3,11,7,2,15,0,0,2,0,4,5,0,0,11,46,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19435441098905049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16787747547987272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22293294294053204,0.0,0.22259559779612606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3949726341775188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23916297952110196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393807059918182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17461343470036844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320679204528977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666194869936428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18333695070881395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200189740453161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16838472324685558,0.0,0.23218976842697986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5069813660168557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287729951574207,0.0,0.17512613069916158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chubbybunny789,2019/02/11,"Shall I quit my job to work on my brain? I’ve been suffering from anxiety and bits of depression for a very long time. I’m on SSRIs. I have a therapist. I’ve done CBT. I’m trying so hard to get better. 

I’ve got a well paying job in a big city in a very stressful environment. I’ve been dealing with balancing anxiety and the work for the past 6 years by steadily drinking more and more heavily. The past month I’ve been on and off with sobriety and I’ve been finding my Achilles heel is the stress at work. I’m in a constant state of fearing I’m not good enough or I will be fired, which tbh is exhausting. I’m so tired. 

I’m also overweight, I desperately miss the gym but I am tired as hell no matter how much sleep I get. I used to be so glamorous and bubbly. But now I’m a shadow of the woman I was. I’m greasy and social awkward. Once again, I’m just to tired to even wash let alone blow dry my hair sometimes. 

I’m lucky enough to have savings and low enough rent to quit my job and have a few months to work on my sobriety, hit the gym, finish some craft projects, more therapy, read, walk the dog and just refresh my headspace before getting back out there. I want some time to fix myself and my brain. I’m desperate to get better. 

My issue is, I’d probably have to wait longer to get a mortgage now (as opposed to getting one ASAP) and therefore will have to put off a family house and having babies. My husband said it’s fine and I should do whatever I need to do to get better (as long as I don’t spend it drunk playing computer games!). But I have so much pressure from my mum and I know she’ll be so disappointed if she finds out. I’ve tried to talk to her about this and her response was pretty much ‘suck it up and focus on getting that house’. And I feel like I owe this to her because she’s gifted me money towards my mortgage (not the savings I’m going to dip into, I earned that) and she’s adamant I get a house ASAP. I’m also worried what if it’s difficult to get another job. Everyone in my family will be so disappointed in me.

Has anyone else taken a mental health break? Did it help? I’m not sure if it will be a stupid thing to do or if it’s what I need to do. ",1.6018548387096772,3.150283096774196,3.5351478494623656,90.42272177419355,78.24731182795698,6.7145161290322575,23.237903225806452,7.554174236665415,0.8802483870967741,1700,54,383,24,40,575,217,465,0.177,0.743,0.08,-0.991,8,1,1,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,0,10,19,29,3,5,22,0,38,14,5,3,1,58,77,41,0,8,14,2,4,1,0,7,7,1,1,1,15,24,3,2,4,7,5,3,5,16,1,1,11,5,42,13,56,52,13,40,1,6,0,0,16,20,2,9,16,235,57,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676777410186311,0.0,0.11855026575013715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772311265992331,0.11340586443030964,0.0,0.0,0.05182764767606369,0.07594648728316103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05699504681389962,0.0,0.0451839279145342,0.0,0.06307214585994123,0.0,0.0,0.1966639806289792,0.08092174841938232,0.0,0.0,0.16548876240270027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009927435322946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641626464959532,0.0638409505485728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585227988299936,0.0,0.0726110918750316,0.0,0.0,0.061919207038877926,0.0,0.0,0.22976273041915826,0.0,0.04895671366070265,0.0,0.0,0.07082650397780804,0.0,0.0,0.13975076945896006,0.08340757044724054,0.037478181493802165,0.05295258959725428,0.0,0.0,0.13549186460965154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38725552616596304,0.0,0.04212509594629561,0.062169803210338624,0.05928193080480584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06639852472496262,0.0,0.0,0.07878794908256186,0.0,0.0,0.04968224340337957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565796266326282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736384457841823,0.29421757984209224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040735372723242035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579450639199742,0.0,0.0362121406817967,0.0,0.0,0.13119082409341826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07469728556385404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832653974797068,0.0,0.16346403388778355,0.10992066977867693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893723959000483,0.050226812848681295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14151518573053729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540846213980719,0.07991577788512047,0.0,0.0,0.07451282651212084,0.0,0.15767519974040567,0.07414180361953397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050675341556263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417527506055198,0.07555778488296587,0.0,0.0,0.07330830131327451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16981241744251713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985886767748255,0.0,0.0,0.05957625112812288,0.0,0.0,0.08476467543619914,0.0860610591364588,0.04924319396147663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644197142117314,0.25557612715254263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10064759905401716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401738938272185,0.0,0.12231640493156715,0.04371892576049135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664435061886677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21584605323112674,0.07527423022868984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047731973746481686
anxiety,RubMyRing,2019/02/11,"Anti-depressant side effects Hello there,

Forgive me if this has been asked before but I just felt like I needed some reassurance on the crazy crap this drug is doing to me.

I've started taking Setraline since my anxiety got increasingly bad to the point where I had to see my doctor. I've nearly finished my first week, which has been a real killer. I understand the first few days are the worst with the side effects, however one thing in particular is bugging me. My Jaw is tense a lot, it jitters if I move it into a certain space and I've started grinding my teeth in my sleep.

Has anyone else had this? If so, did it eventually go away? I'm just worried about damage to my teeth! 

I'm suppose to up my dosage after the first week says my doctor but if the side effects are still there, then stay on my current dose until they do go away.",3.213750000000001,5.007999541666671,4.4721428571428605,84.37285714285716,74.41666666666666,6.942857142857143,25.690476190476193,7.7094869923839395,1.4133047619047612,665,23,130,9,14,219,102,168,0.191,0.752,0.057,-0.9819,2,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,6,8,8,1,0,10,0,15,9,5,3,1,22,28,10,0,5,8,0,1,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,8,3,0,0,6,0,0,4,0,4,0,4,7,3,19,4,18,21,5,34,0,1,1,0,6,15,1,6,15,93,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745311414070142,0.0,0.0,0.10735456492872213,0.15731375946498902,0.0,0.0,0.14353359422918935,0.0,0.2885005539494089,0.0,0.12819450349204792,0.0,0.0,0.13064615280700995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901674900367743,0.0,0.1322386366754477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31429717482926073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780507331420775,0.0,0.12825798257211338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741674794820364,0.0,0.0,0.3917879072314352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745138570116448,0.0,0.12279519088850728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500897266899115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13052914346835595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16318237798380486,0.0,0.1138435392101886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403863348821893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14513928670349754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17475534114721747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209642454916,0.0,0.0,0.1223467452836032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270049377411522,0.0,0.15364491231330846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21734435598818494,0.16364684962223264,0.12261247618070892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154384844214716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200118856400524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15983434184685866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24631147867482894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559212620849401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,theilldefinition,2019/02/11,"Over a year ago I did something about my Anxiety and decided to help change the world and bring more attention to Anxiety & Mental Health Awareness as a whole...I've become worse. The title says most of it but over a year ago I followed a vision I had from 2010 to start a clothing line with a specific purpose to not only represent and motivate people struggling with anxiety, depression, and other mental illnesses...but to also raise money to give it to big companies who spend all their energy in helping make a difference. 

What I didn't realize was that this was going to make me worse. I've been dealing with more frequent panic attacks (especially prior to sleeping). I've worried about upsetting customers and being late on shipping out to them. I get tense every single time I get an e-mail from a customer complaining about something as small and insignificant as a 1 day delay in shipping or the post office messing up delivery (which has nothing to do with me). 

The whole thing has been weighing heavy on me and the more successful it becomes the worse I become. I need help...I need someone to provide me a better coping mechanism because my current one is not helping anymore. 

The same thing happened when I had my first child...I got worse. It seems like the more I gain in life the worse I become because I feel like I have more to lose. 

Sorry for the rambling and incoherence, it's been a rough day and I don't know where else to go. ",6.922391304347826,7.111193376811599,7.212862318840577,74.07407608695655,64.5072463768116,10.088405797101453,35.72826086956522,9.827888789773867,3.5668086956521736,1156,51,201,22,16,376,160,276,0.21,0.6709999999999999,0.119,-0.9805,2,0,2,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,2,6,6,12,1,3,22,0,16,4,1,3,1,33,33,16,0,2,4,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,13,14,1,1,7,0,2,4,4,8,0,2,10,3,23,4,37,22,10,33,0,2,0,0,10,13,0,3,17,139,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638288281193147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389891272858973,0.0,0.10012439319836723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21207637179259636,0.0,0.09164423822271664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051278224382069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266252756374573,0.4082309868124052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172766350429532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775576633598447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919146364078792,0.09526893654186057,0.07959116419093705,0.0,0.0,0.09654704276735902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719530695669022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785800842457384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046724431124837484,0.06601653353772924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860248319864492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655908285222713,0.08864649600881604,0.10503557353738506,0.0,0.07390738777692826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171638613767901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822573971429624,0.0,0.0,0.2477574383284857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050785204652111116,0.0,0.10424062777169342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06527074039309808,0.09029209026320252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338129058911688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12336656337714436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18625173556608104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703922014250192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866829043735233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626182798638832,0.07028070343173005,0.0,0.10842127153719604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406430472794213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850164164376488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07348681760285285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412507827010507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247507196435832,0.0,0.07829728302104205,0.14228090307621816,0.0,0.1034435663119808,0.06540709568068652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660525654695894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278398432968395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05388404371529746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063412135892618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938451505812046,0.4708599440701166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901587701841168
anxiety,WhereAKidCanBeAKid,2019/02/11,"I keep waking up at very odd times. Usually around 4:00 or 6:00 am. I’m *supposed* to wake up at around 7:30, but for some reason I just keep waking in the middle of the night. I don’t go to sleep super early, usually around 10:00 or 11:00.

I also recently started taking beta blockers. Could that be a reason? This has become more noticeable since I’ve started to take them.",1.907702702702704,4.361060243243244,3.485067567567569,86.55165540540544,81.70270270270271,5.8621621621621625,20.06081081081081,7.1686216300943375,0.6893027027027032,294,8,55,4,8,97,56,74,0.025,0.9,0.075,0.6761,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,0,3,0,5,4,4,2,0,14,13,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,13,11,2,18,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,3,8,35,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067492434404824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4697907867663879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942784442433136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404495823546132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997353692518486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127132496421699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650793379488436,0.0,0.0,0.20027436052263736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3617289407172171,0.1736896078438775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14551432247696688,0.0,0.17603674089326188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490195835556536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26452440585568593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257436128783914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3874793666564375,0.1451439260882827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kknives,2019/02/11,"Help With An Art Project? I'm working on an art show for a community association that I'm in, and here is my idea: I'm going to collect used/worn shoes. Inside of each pair will be a little note with an individual's personal story of mental illness. The idea is to get visitors to my exhibition to ""walk in one's shoes"" for a day. I'm hoping to reduce the stigma surrounding mental illnesses of all types from all walks of life.

If you're willing to participate, just reply here with your own story (e.g., your personal struggles, triumphs, diagnoses). Of course, you can be completely anonymous, or you can even DM me with your story if that makes you feel more comfortable. Any help I can get would be greatly appreciated. :)",5.060869565217395,6.51196175362319,6.465913043478262,73.28452173913044,69.14492753623188,9.577971014492757,30.46666666666667,9.888512548439397,3.092722318840581,574,23,104,14,10,195,87,138,0.057,0.794,0.149,0.9264,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,6,0,2,4,5,0,1,8,0,11,6,2,1,2,18,21,4,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,3,3,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,10,4,21,15,5,9,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,4,1,66,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337290901437486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20618431816436825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682331037426034,0.0,0.0,0.1995961280555868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988580711286649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943240647609927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054835499113932,0.0,0.1117610165709194,0.0,0.0,0.21680788136705995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26362138309972605,0.0,0.0,0.19531832781053388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44398897851790864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389000707664593,0.0,0.19709547283062012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312657423533088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3963549225073618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332554748419408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434152801064305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055818103176207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316391328037345,0.0,0.0,0.13969488003165864,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chriscus,2019/02/11,"i feel weird when i make people laugh - thoughts ? im not the funniest guy in the room but i usually can make comments or jokes that are pretty funny , whenever people laugh at what i said i feel like anxious about it , I’ll laugh but I’ll feel weird because everyone’s attention is on me and ill usually have something to partially block my face - ex: i might take a sip of water for a few seconds or i might hold my hand around my jaw , I don’t know if that’s anxiety or what , does anyone have any thoughts ? sorry if this is the wrong sub ",1.9840540540540559,3.834731774774777,3.515576576576578,89.62795945945946,78.09909909909909,7.322882882882882,24.613513513513517,8.238735603445708,1.4474064864864862,421,15,91,8,10,139,76,111,0.175,0.5920000000000001,0.233,0.9118,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,5,0,9,5,3,2,0,23,19,9,0,2,8,1,4,1,0,2,1,1,1,1,6,2,1,2,7,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,5,12,5,8,14,1,8,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,7,4,52,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969046619576597,0.0,0.1346445027585468,0.19883726447672026,0.0,0.1230678481319116,0.0,0.0,0.15668311452018427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729193833655908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15402448797497953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168181768343709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669825482241396,0.1257390899829718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742741222467694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19011723982441356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967285780600089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598789313791308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349714318838545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37343019815472817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440415133969277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17906190195023802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16742250151607938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354984146852741,0.0,0.1970248844591039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323349955243381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794590266924919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38769262205792665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924354949508924,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whoisssuuuu,2019/02/11,"my anxiety has turned physical For about two months now my severe anxiety has turned physical, as in physical real symptoms. after a really bad panic attack i’ve been experiencing multiple debilitating symptoms. 

Has anyone else went thru this? I’m doing everything i should be, medication, therapy and even multiple anxiety support groups. since this happened i stopped going to school and i quit two jobs. I just want myself back. Any tips? ",5.8027000000000015,9.188106253333334,7.1035833333333365,60.83137500000004,73.13333333333333,11.216666666666667,33.375,10.686352973137794,5.3245000000000005,359,18,48,14,8,121,57,75,0.25,0.701,0.048,-0.9402,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,1,1,1,0,7,3,0,0,0,7,15,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,2,2,1,7,1,7,11,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,32,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738143764766914,0.0,0.3623927804054231,0.0,0.0,0.11041148790409812,0.16179327131407142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17964077539296822,0.0,0.12141990238913987,0.13184484405559962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13191013070349822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429536821655737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419156553933385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974157095849583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13963567995249188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566972562643973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15907359774077204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603899557408108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852685695975656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16795237860037368,0.0,0.17973150231723653,0.10115857314804746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15980921710180926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17838873885341536,0.0,0.13062140540067746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201641626489752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17918976211205812,0.0,0.32824941546478714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18057917648732305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34351258538344803,0.308502270446507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313700040864502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14638036604608926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yumbby,2019/02/11,Pacing a rut Like literally. My husband is working out of town for about two months. I literally dont know what to do with myself and the more pathetic i feel because i am that way the worse it gets. I cant seem to get past the front door. But i dont know what i would do of i did. So i pace. I would be too embarrassed to tell anyone that. When my husbamd calls i turn the conversation to him so he dosent know im not interesting..dont really exist as a person. I will force myself to go for a walk but im not sure that will help much. ,-1.0673397435897414,1.0089539914529908,1.885806623931625,94.56665865384615,94.55555555555556,5.318162393162393,15.859508547008549,6.9077264865688965,-0.1809824786324783,415,10,100,7,16,145,75,117,0.083,0.866,0.05,-0.3484,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,7,0,13,0,0,0,1,15,22,7,0,2,4,1,1,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,6,3,0,0,5,0,0,3,5,1,0,1,1,1,16,2,13,16,2,9,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,4,67,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636576064497138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144898285882732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699349269260064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5851341668189333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841476951524999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17389669756161102,0.0,0.09458115603994532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154880268380273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35952748926230355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743826612616483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130512350006057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13283602883465667,0.0,0.12233892844437892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15886812318084234,0.0,0.14531280759081516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661385453257356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515038550611699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685026505343552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14545969926452498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18101876918815588,0.16256959326727816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209761584254612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211568115315758,0.0,0.16959769473607747,0.2364420734822429,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,christinamsxx,2019/02/11,"Cant drive because my anxiety is so bad. I've been suffering with anxiety for years. It got it's worse about 3 years ago, to the point that I couldn't drive anymore. I had been getting anxiety in the car for years before that, but it just got to the point that my anxiety took over my life. I didn't like doing anything because I was avoiding being in the car. I since have gotten a lot better about being in the car. But I still feel restricted because I can't drive very often without getting nervous. Are there any ways to deal with this? I am prescribed antibiotics anxiety meds, but I fear I will be too groggy to drive while on them. ",4.175038759689927,5.152988519379846,5.0015503875969,84.73317829457369,70.7829457364341,8.213953488372093,29.06201550387597,8.515128840125781,2.0462620155038764,505,19,102,8,9,164,78,129,0.214,0.7390000000000001,0.046,-0.952,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,8,7,0,3,6,0,17,1,0,0,0,13,24,5,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,1,0,0,8,5,5,0,0,9,1,14,2,16,10,1,22,0,1,0,0,2,7,0,2,7,71,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13191035039122598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119533834406952,0.0,0.5691930379205985,0.0,0.14757871021931965,0.0,0.0,0.12245726737781187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424944101516315,0.2721380661296953,0.0,0.12662564318180394,0.0,0.0,0.1316096178342474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534157198693251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16745168743055824,0.07524238746332551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15549329869119716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380325741219273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510831743577913,0.07270064372004781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651223469294295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16529344101563348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28134552966021226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230964830054717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883919522246215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16533246304104027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278314963739607,0.0,0.11811779248609758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14344672941421008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15164925714355273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874846793419781
anxiety,7i1i2i6,2019/02/11,"Intrusive thoughts of my therapist Help. I am unable to take time from work for recurring appointments, so scheduling for the evening is essential for me. This limits my options quite a bit. A year ago I visited a therapist I got along with well, he offered a lot of observations of interrelated issues. 
Particularly in winter, I experience some intrusive thoughts. I take a picture of my bathroom outlets every morning so I can easily check it; I have terrible visions of my animals scared and alone in a house fire. I double check the lock on my home, usually running back once to double-check. Same with my car when I park for work, I usually have to double back and check my alarm. Oddly enough, if I have alcohol, I am prone to intrusive concerns that I cheated on my boyfriend and just plum forgot. I have a history of promiscuity, you could say, and I think that worry is left over from my days of weekend hoery.
All this to say, I worried when I booked this therapist that I subconsciously chose him because he's a male and in my age range. (This isn't the case, he was quite literally the only one to respond who had openings, took my insurance, offered evening hours, and specialized in anxiety.) I eased up once we got to work but I eventually had financial issues and couldn't afford my therapy. Now that I've booked him again, I had a dream about him. I dreamed he could only see me late at night, and he offered to make me a cappuccino with flirtatious undertones, or what I perceived as such. I never really considered myself attracted to him, but I'm aware the power dynamic in this relationship can cause some issues. Power dynamics are something I enjoy in my intimate life soooooo I guess it makes sense his role could be appealing to me. 
So, do I skip seeing him and continue trying to find someone who meets my requirements? Part of me thinks as far as this particular anxiety goes, maybe it's good to force a little exposure and help me realize I'm not subconsciously trying to cheat. Is this something to share with him? Will he automatically need to turn me away if I share this, because I kind of really need somebody. ",6.265545350172213,7.209138348258705,7.141990049751247,71.39676234213549,66.01492537313433,11.259242250287027,34.86452353616533,11.130083040563493,4.2250199770378885,1704,78,302,51,26,569,211,402,0.056,0.841,0.102,0.9643,3,1,3,0,0,0,46.0,1,1,0,9,15,15,2,2,16,0,24,2,0,3,2,51,44,23,0,8,7,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,1,1,18,17,1,3,7,5,3,4,4,5,1,1,10,6,60,10,51,28,10,42,0,0,2,0,32,16,0,8,22,210,78,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098645239617748,0.09763765276646552,0.0,0.09462295506907377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978258637953955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583713147585989,0.1405026996529914,0.0,0.111386238064638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974308952397087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385342148597532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21883415750674745,0.0,0.0,0.05892060577485968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944008462376927,0.0,0.12068681087195288,0.0,0.07697599946629356,0.0,0.0,0.08936907247215438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835027507777703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662968693112415,0.14614026629215365,0.0,0.10064498632684968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247536782949868,0.0,0.09164302809812057,0.0,0.08997266866541632,0.10541889817066563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28607299124503915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951389373881098,0.0,0.0,0.1030597451705097,0.0,0.0992645310442068,0.0,0.06453132541312115,0.0,0.09156821896851756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767227546668358,0.0,0.0,0.12196901396311965,0.0,0.09178490099835328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548678100043826,0.07046361678026754,0.0,0.0,0.0857365735475498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19459401975341276,0.061908913095973225,0.13896906687749505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893559538085264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194348390520568,0.0,0.0,0.11705702558377715,0.0,0.0,0.09808805395858462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453086547431238,0.09146879408985087,0.0,0.14560656493427446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741029777147113,0.14066908389865715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738494750200686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447983114114333,0.31823321024238505,0.0,0.1170815132611037,0.0,0.14506164283675393,0.053273622125702066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150598196353963,0.1240569152162937,0.09937507085220253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20124355737235006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214495558838386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19953676821759767,0.1855640648206725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05883380702400661
anxiety,TLP0577,2019/02/11,"Going to see a psychiatrist soon and I need help. There’s this feeling I have when I’m anxious which is almost constantly. Feels like a radiating or pulsing feeling in the center of my body.

Idk what this is or if the feeling has a name or if anyone else experiences this. 

If anyone else has experienced this or knows more about I’d appreciate a little insight. I’d like to know how to talk about this with my psychiatrist. 

I feel this sensation along with the majority of my thoughts recently and it makes me feel absolutely defeated sometimes. ",4.412610571736785,6.7317097864077695,5.828673139158576,73.6577238403452,72.49514563106796,9.23797195253506,30.861920172599785,9.725611199111238,3.335015965480043,440,20,78,12,9,148,65,103,0.066,0.7929999999999999,0.142,0.7044,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,7,0,5,1,1,2,0,27,19,11,0,4,7,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,10,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,8,7,2,11,18,2,8,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,8,6,53,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17405685479157595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196368515200946,0.0,0.24307969303679905,0.3562007855614114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930762028597521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187838999986543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904106691117261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17003051795852075,0.0,0.0,0.5273354239439092,0.12417792242140376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878661149906304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650870739258552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19105520588537966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16984054719508096,0.17421453830806394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160270216830379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888624057956413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17162749602765456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385130166906993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17191364242168658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971092154348042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799464168732595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,supman101100,2019/02/11,"parents conditioned me to always be the best in school. 1 of them died and now I'm just waiting for the other to go. hi all,

I'm in a really dark place right now. My entire life's worth revolved around being better than everyone in class and now that I'm an adult and in the workplace, nothing I've done matters anymore.

I'll keep it as short as I can: my parent used to beat me and my sister if we didn't get As in school. rewarded us if we were number 1 in something. My life pretty much only had value in my grades. Now I'm grown up, working and grades don't matter anymore. I've lost all value in myself and can't find happiness anymore.

The parent who delivered the punishments when I was kid died. The other one is still around and completely dependent on me. All I want is for her to die and then I feel like I can finally disappear and be free.

That's pretty much it in a nutshell. Can someone help me?
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anxiety,0800-588-2300,2019/02/11,"is it normal? (grammar mistakes ahead(?))
hi uh- 
is it normal when you are in a group of people that you've known for years (or life time) to feel anxious? ",0.2214516129032269,2.573178161290325,1.5163709677419348,97.99455645161294,89.96774193548387,3.1,17.427419354838708,3.1291,-0.9611354838709674,117,3,25,0,4,37,27,31,0.157,0.843,0.0,-0.6174,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,6,4,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,5,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42379280664745705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18967820030375496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649670904965889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7351001588539905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600695553048249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187427046398744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24157295034915074
anxiety,Heckle0,2019/02/11,"Currently hating myself. I have been staying with a friend for a few weeks after i went thru a bad depression. 

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Been feeling much better.

Decided to spend the weekend at my place. Saturday... went great....did fine. Slept all night.

Sunday... decided to stay home again and the day went fine... however... then i was up all night.

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I didnt sleep at all last night.  Feel shitty today because of that which is making me depressed and anxious.

And tonight i feel like i need to stay at my friends again. 

I had some chocolate which probably had sugar in it before i went to bed last night. but i dont think that would keep me up all night. 

I'm afraid im slipping back into my depression and its all starting with no sleep. 

I hate this cause i was doing so well staying with my friend. Why cant i be by myself????",1.5298234717227857,4.080850161490687,2.519705786204643,92.09011114743382,84.65217391304348,5.377051323962078,22.13828048381824,6.8360192770164,0.6758372670807451,640,22,128,8,19,202,99,161,0.158,0.732,0.11,-0.8792,2,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,0,1,5,15,2,1,5,0,14,4,3,2,5,26,30,7,0,2,1,0,3,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,7,8,1,1,6,1,1,4,4,7,1,0,12,4,20,8,19,16,8,37,0,3,0,0,3,8,0,1,22,85,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20124549802804045,0.2256902647105717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049147292034646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140997946924957,0.07754113964745607,0.0566116451356271,0.0,0.07902407126089966,0.0,0.0,0.08213445205108236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540131140518812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05989236162849625,0.0,0.23996195579187596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884093947260297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14087098725030975,0.06634512203017183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152494220382016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023876131006551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833764115665903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931544628131609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031368509107486,0.0,0.0,0.08254559958181197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140009600919618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04537075355106196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06199030199777055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06826887572646986,0.06886065729335628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4357529764136448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702759279827793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012771946094487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18587070860719734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06573265077746362,0.3959409451657472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05950624777213012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802827626570674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449333725092615,0.0,0.08349974209116941,0.3443593258888146,0.08379918332132971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597096580916538,0.0,0.2256902647105717,0.0
anxiety,prettylittlenutter,2019/02/11,"Starting Wellbutrin and Setraline close to the same time. Quick support needed. I have been on Sertraline for about 15 years and stopped taking it about two months ago because of how much it was affecting my sex life. 

I was prescribed Welbutrin and Sertraline(again), with the Welbutrin hopefully offsetting the sex side effects. 

I started the Welbutrin four days ago and today took the Sertraline. I took the Sertraline and then three hours later the Welbutrin.

I’m however, paranoid that the mixture is going to cause an issue. It says on drugs.com that they have a major interaction with each other. Can someone help basically comfort me and tell me that I’m going to be fine? I know that may be a silly request, but health anxiety is one of the more common forms of anxiety that I manifest. So any word of support would really help. 

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anxiety,Lifeinthe48,2019/02/11,"Angst all the time I can never get off the anxiety train. Life is just a series of next things to worry about. I am aware I’m being unreasonable. I am aware it is silly to worry all the time. I just can’t stop. I can hide it. Shove it in a box. I can appear politic and cool - but I’m not. Only thing that ever helped i cant seem to get anymore - maligned now because others abuse it. I dream of trying ECT - but know I’ll probably never have the money or get approved.  I dream of trying psychedelics due to all the new research, but I’m too scared to do it. 

I was abused as a kid. I was striped bloody with branchs off trees, utility cords, belts. I had my face held over boiling water, because my cough was annoying -until id panic and wail in pain.  I was terrorized some nights screamed at on and off and left alone in the living room on cold nights with no blankets. I did not dare move. I was in such a mess.  I was a “crybaby” at school. Even teachers made fun of me. I cant remember one person I trusted. I was beat up, robbed at school over and over. it was my fault i was told. I grew up in a warzone. 

Im 44 and i cant shake it off. ive tried. people are growing tired of me. im not sure what to do. therapy has never worked.  i do not have the money for it anyway. ",-0.6801292824822234,1.4061115677655711,1.6755365223012288,97.3510811247576,90.83150183150185,4.530446024563672,17.553221288515402,6.068283710208149,-0.40229920275802655,970,26,229,9,34,327,150,273,0.224,0.6940000000000001,0.081,-0.9922,0,1,0,0,2,0,38.0,0,0,0,3,9,14,1,4,13,1,31,7,1,1,8,34,43,12,0,0,10,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,2,13,8,2,2,3,2,2,5,12,9,0,1,14,3,29,5,36,28,4,40,0,0,0,0,4,21,0,4,14,152,42,4,0.0,0.2950159639347789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12894081670618862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523947352904,0.0,0.12346706415041793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517838086477018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222875700793336,0.11261420210248853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951328317201224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834473724837613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689551442310485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842001463786553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13526579986276605,0.0,0.08793555216941412,0.0,0.0,0.10993268090609623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780158834566798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232006560317133,0.0,0.0,0.28805810246849217,0.12023948512289387,0.13240342871964073,0.2336630431112891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436204312325735,0.09468519011586897,0.1324730422375405,0.14606980589025892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631019008935442,0.10870553237639206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342282720682365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14103025320181495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464270434659355,0.25199418738149804,0.0,0.11333692806951999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104084639612798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733646778076312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14237258545592332,0.0,0.16541987105654415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451898081341996,0.1430904002414983,0.0,0.118961730676532,0.0,0.2535748321487486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906349269339877,0.25286445611248703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Soft_Pretzel89,2019/02/11,"Does anyone else have anxiety as a byproduct of diseases in addition to organic, mental based anxiety? (Nervous system dysfunction, POTS, etc.?) So frustrating. I have had “regular” anxiety since I was 5, needing things constantly to quell my paranoias. I’ve been in and out of professional help and through a litany of medications to deal with this, so I understand CBT and working with/through my anxiety productively. My problem is, I never know WHY I’m anxious anymore. I have developed so many genetic illnesses and diseases as a byproduct I can’t tell what the cause is half the time. Am I anxious because I stood up and down too much and now my blood pressure is screwed up and my hearts firing weird? Am I anxious because I ate and had to digest and my heart is firing weird? Am I anxious from a vagus nerve agitation that precedes vomiting from having a paralyzed stomach? Should I be meditating, taking pills, or finding a place to barf?! Agh. Anyone who feels me or has figured out some coping mechanisms for this please chime in! ",5.135456349206351,7.484910280423282,5.93645171957672,73.54055059523809,70.53439153439153,9.381084656084656,36.15112433862434,9.827888789773867,4.19073783068783,829,46,134,22,16,271,119,189,0.237,0.736,0.027000000000000003,-0.9864,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,2,2,8,0,19,11,4,1,1,26,27,16,0,3,2,0,3,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,6,13,2,0,5,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,6,3,19,0,23,19,3,15,0,0,0,1,4,9,1,3,5,96,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3889637035854111,0.5744050237264341,0.12606171780265238,0.17776041732471204,0.1302420607450767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15497353714872147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057983601844053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373637534683311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310476907943991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123724708061232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618641378865444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176434624628698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427203897569947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161787746361418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012585037238551,0.08520101448759626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985785753214374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288724039625516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805274911386036,0.12809978120024107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344251631577613,0.09425251293767332,0.09803720928606223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328057965896488,0.13953165705507956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162975990092045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051490020482868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557298834808532,0.0,0.11110216915127626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844480803345101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074120482036151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232888293284278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469950942397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253961500450644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway1928749,2019/02/11,"Would it be kinder to break it off? I know this is a relationship question but it relates very closely to my anxiety.

I’ve been with my fiancé for 7 years, since we were very young and he has always been loving and supportive, even through my rough patches.

I have had anxiety and depression for all that time, but it peaks and troughs and right now it’s at a peak. I’m trying my best to get medicated and help but so far nothing is working and I am wreck. I haven’t eaten for 5 days without throwing it back up and I can’t sleep, so I don’t trust my decision making skills at the moment. 

I overheard my fiancé talking to his friend the other day about how he doesn’t want to come home from work at the moment because I’m too difficult to deal with. I’m not hurt by this because I know it’s true, all I do is cry, ask for reassurance and essentially fail to do anything aside from moping around. He has a demanding job where he deals with emotional people all day and I think I am just adding to his stress and he is emotionally burning out.

Basically, I think it would be best for him if I end it or at least take a break and try to get better. I love him so much but I also don’t want to be selfish and trap him into marrying someone who can’t function properly. When I am mentally well, we have an amazing time but I know I am slowly ruining his life with the state I am in at the moment. I don’t know what to do for the best right now.",2.706758501937152,3.8620486039603996,4.346505954943321,87.3644683598795,74.51155115511551,7.645802841153682,25.7151671688908,8.18289091462,1.4057640694504236,1129,38,250,18,23,380,158,303,0.125,0.6679999999999999,0.208,0.986,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,0,8,16,20,0,1,11,0,32,6,1,2,4,52,53,26,0,5,10,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,15,24,1,0,8,0,0,2,9,7,1,0,5,1,34,13,38,43,8,36,0,4,0,2,25,16,0,3,15,173,49,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894931876425018,0.09255094689377574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701788574005838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153150361293116,0.09901686610565028,0.10398354800223178,0.0,0.0,0.08552778106323318,0.0,0.1356076118989604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501820600674435,0.09837248918127177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581342581079948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217918477731425,0.21519936698460354,0.2293432120149353,0.09580086598078613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25023397914794954,0.09851535633511248,0.0,0.0,0.07346531534959336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593479314282854,0.0,0.11622450619471116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455405818700432,0.0,0.11157116357914626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907231268018008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037703344579053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445128995983549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856391493238005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200775964154514,0.0,0.07424582693784579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205092058886763,0.1120920754146144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176567897041502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672665860944232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711177407419663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460127427920073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941768556202705,0.0,0.18997690767095687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200928960951127,0.0,0.11130873716796102,0.0,0.09424347028476628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274117670985052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622068080383922,0.0,0.0,0.08362992127806602,0.0894011821710031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425413469987302,0.0,0.0,0.12971635992377753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15103357743593854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18355017297533952,0.1312107953160294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000076979924809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722021740964427,0.0,0.16195121344836455,0.0,0.0,0.15802694139370352,0.0,0.0,0.07162744884893198
anxiety,wisdomseeker12,2019/02/11,Anxiety about random food and medication/supplements? Hey guys. So this is my first post so I’m hoping I’m doing this right. Basically I get anxious about drinking alcohol. Or coffee. Or even eating certain things. Sometimes even Advil. Recently I’ve been wanting to take L-Theanine for my anxiety which I’ve done before but because it’s been so long I’m worried that I will have some reaction to it and have a panic attack. I know it’s irrational but it’s still the small chance of something going wrong that is preventing me. Especially now that I’m telling myself something will go wrong. How do I push past this? Anybody experience something similar? ,2.8439754098360663,5.862511983606558,4.213258196721313,78.43660860655741,84.90163934426229,7.312295081967213,28.936475409836067,8.278499904357787,2.893998360655738,530,26,87,13,16,174,83,122,0.227,0.726,0.048,-0.9719,0,0,5,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,11,6,1,1,2,0,11,5,0,1,1,14,22,10,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,12,2,4,1,1,1,0,3,0,4,0,1,3,0,8,2,6,17,1,12,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,5,6,55,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700451449339873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434445061579788,0.1797542367665134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810158571693352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699479892586237,0.0,0.1353948270517625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282950542139926,0.0,0.15587175753129992,0.0,0.16281398501316968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21018741914482475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556446355535799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534281926370378,0.1924020368805284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313082466943786,0.0,0.18085701706908475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15754849532387213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580367252847914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744523703062065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081143662331005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866867299970066,0.0,0.0,0.15189291434393254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15238782799345002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15710649706257104,0.0,0.0,0.1358830208869923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3674826373052765,0.15736843328289682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270691455522499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963439640240285,0.0,0.1390731960478337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105708687075527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384992870505908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16158862591895826,0.0,0.0,0.3479337297534971,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NonceXx,2019/02/11,"Doctors just prescribed me Sertraline, anyone have any experience with it? Nervous about what the side affects might be like. I know it causes an initial low but how will I start to feel after?",5.261904761904759,7.702483571428572,5.142857142857146,78.9704761904762,70.42857142857143,6.9523809523809526,31.666666666666664,7.793537801064563,2.4396666666666667,155,7,25,2,3,48,33,35,0.098,0.852,0.05,-0.1803,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,3,0,9,7,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,4,4,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,19,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680980403806536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756631331359669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4049950744149156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4035233341346096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3856442693638045,0.0,0.0,0.1993405720320081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21666506156204474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926066994260822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.418228399998426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790464764162646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BinaryMonochrome,2019/02/11,"Looking at my cat sleeping helps me with calming down and breathe. Anyone else? Just looking at how cozy and peaceful he looks makes me relax, even if just a for little bit. I know he won't be here forever but thinking I'm contributing to his happiness and well-being makes me put my illness aside for a bit. 
He doesn't care that I'm an anxious mess, and he wants to sleep next to me even when I'm crying. Pets are awesome, take good care of them friends. :) ",3.3944700460829518,4.669685774193546,3.9290629800307215,90.55645161290329,72.97849462365592,6.604608294930878,28.3394777265745,6.868970318607317,1.2507800307219656,359,14,76,3,7,113,66,93,0.16899999999999998,0.581,0.251,0.8725,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,7,8,0,0,3,0,4,4,3,3,0,15,18,8,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,3,9,7,10,16,2,7,0,0,3,0,8,4,0,1,2,40,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18831719977721792,0.0,0.11655658512402695,0.1707980895682994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639741752116961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399120564892708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18310594716507603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392517632895077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202001294309829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878766314844606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981533573202287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17744926533823566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173172798797666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161087086281852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16707155921143016,0.0,0.0,0.4199438840855836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222539583797138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17728136239708656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16757389145799428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33362952591368605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533342708801826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681102677169947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832066320631333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498782652551483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TripleGenesis,2019/02/11,"I’m such an idiot. I was diagnosed with anxiety in 7th grade, and I didn’t believe him because the medicine didn’t work with me, so I didn’t believe him. Now I regret it. For context, I was diagnosed with ADHD in 5th grade. I was put on a medicine that worked really well and I got good grades. In 7th grade I was diagnosed with anxiety. I didn’t like my doctor, as when I told him that the medicine affected my appetite and I couldn’t eat lunch, because if I did I felt like I would throw up, he just said that “it’s all up to me.” An actual psychologist saying something like that. My mom didn’t agree with him either but she said that he could have been testing me to see if I had a bad reaction to see if I had anger issues or something. I stayed calm during the whole thing, so that’s good. He also put me on anxiety meds and they had a bad reaction to my brain. It was comparable to having an all nighter, and in the morning, you’re not sure what is real and what isn’t, because you’re so tired and drifting off to sleep. I literally thought that toast couldn’t come out of a toaster. I’m not joking. So my mom took me off of it and we stopped seeing the doctor. This was in 7th grade, when my grades started dropping, and 8th grade was even worse. Fast forward to now, where I went to the doctor and she also diagnosed me with anxiety, but she told me that anxiety can sometimes interfere with ADHD and make you not focus even on medicine. She also said that certain anxiety meds don’t work with some people. My grades dropped in 7th grade, and I was also diagnosed with anxiety in 7th grade. I regret not questioning him and asking what I could take that wouldn’t fuck up my brain. Maybe my grades would have been better. But I still blame him for not telling me that it can effect my ADHD and to try other meds. Hopefully the “anxiety theory” as I call it will work in time for sophomore year.",3.614822812846068,4.696700263565893,4.618961794019935,86.56438953488373,72.20413436692506,8.112550756736804,26.74132521225545,8.527137837955566,1.6915759320782575,1490,50,316,25,28,486,156,387,0.154,0.773,0.07200000000000001,-0.9857,0,0,2,0,0,0,38.0,1,1,1,6,19,19,3,0,14,0,35,15,3,3,4,64,57,33,0,13,14,2,1,3,0,4,9,4,1,0,23,26,2,2,4,1,0,8,15,7,1,0,29,8,55,12,42,20,5,39,0,2,3,1,28,19,1,7,14,219,78,19,0.0,0.0,0.06836345605242658,0.0,0.2525770513360707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240914446761015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4287343235230293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06549185485086638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698579500453585,0.12811441144952154,0.0,0.0,0.1578557172122923,0.0,0.061957847241757874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15640882628910646,0.07153386373568887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06034607489860275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186624041476503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35552113607507346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21511241042031945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168363010768865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254117332763886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06726366960332918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476460648895055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175174170085536,0.05602928611411509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958030145769753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731190925114188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267582534105783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046762175502913,0.0,0.07037954164818128,0.0,0.23344553240955085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409485444427327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04856723214379735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408490047183345,0.07847749693202677,0.0,0.0,0.07973778890084889,0.04487894913910445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19991469608700732,0.05571045132204454,0.0,0.0,0.1674740048130177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07010547147401508,0.0,0.0,0.10786333635675728,0.0692860663115959,0.0,0.04958520369908817,0.07466917957302341,0.05594591660618553,0.0585690154250019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06602589408900404,0.0,0.05267255032897058,0.0,0.06123105175873302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046541348538815946,0.0,0.0,0.055615748464805166,0.04084956312381476,0.08051777755191021,0.0,0.13388087742625995,0.07783354786503115,0.04756266409965775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06298774918463318,0.06494157438471868,0.0,0.07821377024054109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20400314410995715,0.0,0.07139190632906246,0.09952995168101658,0.0,0.0,0.04511304502950242
anxiety,LoneVentriloquist,2019/02/11,It’s like every night i’ve been having trouble sleeping Hey guys! I’m having this problem for about a month now. I think it’s because of the fact that i have been jobless for about 6 months now. I’m trying to apply for a job but i keep on thinking that i wont even land an interview because of the fact that i spent 9 years in college. I feel like i’m really useless right now also since i am 27 years old and i havent really had a solid job experience (spent 2 years in customer support representative) Im losing my mind for real. ,2.3956538839724715,3.749034504424781,4.552684365781712,84.78491642084565,75.63716814159292,6.792133726647003,24.944936086529,7.3871296695380915,1.1408375614552608,421,14,88,5,9,146,72,113,0.132,0.7859999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.6333,3,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,0,6,0,9,1,1,0,2,11,19,3,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,1,3,0,2,0,2,4,0,0,5,1,9,3,12,13,0,15,0,2,0,0,3,5,0,0,12,49,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391714988136627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121737958279336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114944984290656,0.0,0.14662753925610436,0.0,0.0,0.17023445324578668,0.0,0.0,0.0879946520288064,0.12432686192111915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17231677703355885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18798195396256767,0.0,0.3453952743577471,0.15468560532207298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004425463064896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19469473405407667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757204000914951,0.0,0.2778177135573475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16331509679237108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18261490911081374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16652293235749624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19808391363549552,0.22297578119143252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862042423633598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439591771767741,0.0,0.17415539543117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19748685625472528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22302242648208653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815475168876155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33620828864103514
anxiety,angrysemicolon,2019/02/11,"Anxious about time Does anyone else get super anxious about being on time? I just commuted to my college which is 45 minutes away from my hometown. The roads are bad (thank you Midwest snow) and I ended up getting stuck behind slow drivers/snow plows blocking the road. So because of this I'm refusing to go to my class, because I won't walk in 10 minutes late and having everyone staring at me. ",5.691710526315787,6.623099486842108,6.019578947368423,78.97805263157899,67.28947368421052,7.658947368421052,36.252631578947366,7.554174236665415,2.8373610526315787,315,16,54,3,5,101,61,76,0.181,0.7709999999999999,0.048,-0.836,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,11,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,8,2,13,8,0,14,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,0,5,34,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5360446538258209,0.0,0.1658890807580059,0.24308826518518234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22290198709583933,0.0,0.1980918869788572,0.2892479440173336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076170268046354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981899776957858,0.0,0.21013100868775603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22670030697936144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479042215292324,0.0,0.13483331304270618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676256952337457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21842577089379014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766820378882636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zZChicagoZz,2019/02/11,"Lifelong anxiety has ramped up, becoming destructive. I've always been an anxious person, as long as I can remember. I'm now 26 years old, male, and haven't had a truly terrible anxious episode since maybe end of high school. 

Right now, and for the past 4-5 months, I've been going through the worst episode I've ever had. Panic attacks daily, sometimes I wake up with them, crippling anxiety in the mornings that tends to reduce slightly throughout the day. 

It affects me at work, and in my relationships. I find myself constantly seeking reassurance and validation from my girlfriend (who I started dating a couple months before the bad episode started), and I feel it negatively affects the relationship. 

It's getting so bad that I'm dreading waking up every day, and sometimes wish I wouldn't. I haven't seriously contemplated self-harm, but I'm just over life at this point. It all seems really hopeless, like I just have this lifetime of work and relationship anxiety ahead of me. 

Maybe I'm not even anxious, maybe I'm depressed too. Or maybe anxiety has caused depression. 


For the first time I'm seriously considering trying meds... but having an anxiety diagnosis will also eliminate some potential career aspirations I had in the military. 


I'm scared of how the meds will affect or permanently rewire my brain. I still want to be me, I just want to be happy again. I want to be carefree again.  I want to feel normal in a relationship, and I want to feel like I'm not a piece of shit at work. I'm climbing the ranks in my field fairly successfully and still worry I'm unskilled and a total imposter, daily.  I dread going into work. 

I've been trying cognitive therapy for the last 2 months (been to about 6-7 sessions), and that has helped give me _some_ coping mechanisms, but I don't truly feel it has helped in the way I had hoped. 


Is now the time for me to see a psychiatrist?  Does a psychiatrist do anything other than prescribe meds? 


Tl;dr - Crippling anxiety and maybe depression destroying parts of my life. Very scared to try meds, therapy not helping a ton, I feel hopeless and alone and need to figure out next steps. ",6.353770776961732,7.396073565326638,6.953366834170854,72.47507924236571,65.85929648241206,10.042674913026671,33.90065713181291,10.125756701596842,3.584747661383844,1701,74,293,39,26,559,199,398,0.206,0.701,0.093,-0.9926,0,1,0,0,0,2,57.0,0,0,1,9,17,26,4,5,23,0,26,6,4,5,3,57,58,24,0,10,11,0,5,2,1,3,2,0,0,2,12,17,0,0,9,0,0,4,8,20,0,1,8,6,30,6,43,44,8,51,0,5,1,0,14,18,1,6,30,182,42,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129131981022338,0.0,0.05504656744355756,0.057275446410736626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159471735651049,0.23328866171199575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05664456070982837,0.0,0.0,0.07830867267686167,0.0,0.0,0.11494711837773512,0.0,0.07602180369910012,0.058572709372186914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684156811551114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071153380864127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074385157721335,0.0,0.0,0.0761635705777048,0.0,0.08878453957903287,0.0,0.17786000737136787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06023714378543175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06096654007097824,0.0,0.0,0.04546424292322915,0.06226434190777316,0.057995658576263424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17402282754967874,0.049175061331701984,0.0,0.0,0.06291307755486769,0.05855021045460354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03596295175569505,0.06603189601863403,0.07823995738521275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732751295535883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384140446221587,0.07272695641604968,0.0,0.06836774625591377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05610894048466723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972390548244045,0.06725768286399003,0.0,0.0,0.060915970965892914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34576529162752473,0.0,0.30583646214019544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648280535531046,0.0,0.0,0.05103957822554233,0.0,0.0,0.07320579644171726,0.0,0.06744275724417921,0.0,0.0,0.07222975965809379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076193025881379,0.0,0.0745405717435312,0.06570989247735685,0.0,0.06010324016672682,0.0,0.0,0.06507042936907922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0440968570514136,0.0,0.0,0.29560805067731016,0.07797556383435568,0.05878390529636559,0.0,0.0,0.13782979082305802,0.06966373667334418,0.05485182839417648,0.06266393677126933,0.07180892959579457,0.0,0.07065716639754062,0.05694024008601385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361572773162387,0.0,0.09744219422814893,0.0,0.109941927541421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15743547747296732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027537989359887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020141113060353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05679530274280485,0.2030005399150266,0.05463726743752216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791557640707008,0.0,0.0,0.20044804204243946,0.06990432226914954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044326873422412094
anxiety,perdufleur,2019/02/11,"Of fears and anxieties For starters, people would always regard me as the '*optimist*;' the one who never fails to smile, the one who seems like she has all her life figured out, the one who seemingly lives a perfect life. I guess that's because I rarely open up to people. I am rather chatty but with matters regarding the state of my heart and life, I am pretty much private. It's because life already made me realize that, the more I open up to people, the more I get hurt when they do something against me or when they decide to leave. And that's true because people always leave whenever I try to show who I truly am inside this mask.

I have been living with this fear that all people will hurt or take advantage of me. This fear started when I was in high school, when almost all my classmates bullied me. This further exacerbated when my first boyfriend cheated on me. The months following the breakup were long and full of pain. The first person I have ever opened myself up to betrayed me...and he did it without giving me a proper closure. Loneliness took over me for several months. I tried to forget the pain by meeting new people, doing some regrettable things, included. I also tried dating other people to ease the pain in my heart but I only ended up hurting myself more because I just have been with people who emotionally manipulated me and my vulnerability. I've never felt so lost.

4 years after, I have slowly learned how to trust people again. But then, life has a funny way of interfering with my recovery. An (ex)-friend of mine sexually harrassed me when I was just trying to help him. I felt so helpless, so scared. It's like I have a voice but I can't speak. A month after that incident, a stranger tried to rub himself on me. Just when I thought I've had enough miseries in life, here I am, crying myself to sleep every night because of the trauma those incidents caused me. It became worse when I had to take multiple tests just to ensure myself that nothing happened with those non-penetrative acts, even when I am already sure that nothing would happen from those incidents. But sometimes, this mind of mine will try to overthink the situation, and instead of helping me calm down my fears, it would just again force it to think irrationally. Sometimes I even wake up at night just to cry because my anxiety then again creeps without any warning and I have no other choice but to cry...just so I could release the pent-up pain. 😢

But despite these, I still consider myself lucky. My SO is the only person I can openly be myself with. He's been with me during the darkest times, and even if I haven't full recovered from what happened to me (and even if I still get scares every month), he's still there to listen to me. I know I am not the best person for him right now, but I swear to God that I will try my best to be the right one for him. 

Anyway, thank you guys for devoting time to read my story. This is my first time talking about my fears to someone else beside my SO. I have been excessively down for the past few days and I figured that an outlet could help. Thank you again everyone.",5.581736093364004,6.368313352159468,5.817043189368771,80.85028835505581,67.4717607973422,8.300604821535055,29.38938580799045,8.303829127061777,2.0183903569298915,2466,84,465,32,39,785,272,602,0.21600000000000005,0.6779999999999999,0.106,-0.9979,0,0,1,0,0,1,72.0,0,2,2,9,42,33,1,7,28,0,42,14,4,4,9,81,66,42,0,8,22,0,3,2,0,6,10,3,0,4,34,22,0,0,12,2,0,3,8,19,0,7,16,6,85,14,72,40,14,75,0,6,0,0,30,25,0,10,47,351,119,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05516375276586025,0.0,0.12158433214364785,0.04405471477494568,0.09167704990215517,0.0,0.0,0.0374624612758761,0.0,0.08428598585874816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20149073921591346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562517464926322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05659165680826132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796829029401232,0.0,0.12102552805527016,0.03552789709903103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04601985474984766,0.06196779655828739,0.048792570697459285,0.05692174252263421,0.0,0.14554326254732647,0.0498312238307909,0.09282984627087562,0.052639973626466184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30995263510154714,0.0,0.0,0.10578830560439947,0.0,0.0,0.1405762216273752,0.0,0.0,0.042561684043755064,0.0,0.05756353776960901,0.052846462190990866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06068682883907799,0.054546847076177976,0.1461452659103341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13056164238790358,0.11077514075565613,0.058204634188029736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769219881252241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030275515878739463,0.0,0.0,0.1166627560899378,0.0,0.0,0.23346626452232,0.053827480487952085,0.0,0.09728932810028837,0.04875209937282597,0.0,0.0,0.06013623486406153,0.0,0.0,0.052126616420309836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05562426338840418,0.0,0.17588630193001792,0.0,0.04049681004267749,0.0,0.0849761842490447,0.053205373608250915,0.0,0.10339473338953836,0.0,0.10571890980713612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14931913649299744,0.08379545055659714,0.23447464692870465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05258875721815976,0.3437264651199016,0.14430497080368454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05604539593674681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05510398463792268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409154108815897,0.0,0.0,0.1103075523905514,0.055753086737841406,0.0,0.10030205294686713,0.0,0.062234976246786235,0.0,0.0,0.06192243041038972,0.055128861423779284,0.0,0.04667679596063567,0.04241026269199416,0.10896901106232562,0.0,0.03899233206655078,0.0,0.13198262356534754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051920802885734654,0.0,0.08284025959369397,0.04427851315562238,0.0,0.1014372408435814,0.0,0.0,0.03659873473674892,0.0352988559828604,0.0,0.04373457343101169,0.09636865100505394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06120599126079376,0.2618130688055317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0437271449397918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620780826008976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05614047560115363,0.1174010986240635,0.0,0.0,0.03547555926156181
anxiety,Kosburn59,2019/02/11,"That creeping feeling of no control over your life. I’ve been feeling a little neurotic lately, and I find that even on days where everything is going just fine, I always have this creeping feeling that something terribly wrong is looming on the horizon. I have a perfectly healthy relationship with someone, I’m on decent terms with my family and live independently without having to really rely on anyone outside of splitting bills with the girlfriend. 

I don’t really know what it is, but it’s like I feel like no matter how hard I try, there will always be this feeling of there being something missing in me, some key aspect of life that I just don’t know how to understand and it will always keep me from living a productive and satisfying life. This is going to affect my relationship in one way or another unless I can get a handle on it, but I don’t even know where to begin.

Years of talking with someone taught me to be as kind to myself and others as possible, but there are just some days where I don’t see the point in being kind to myself and there’s never any rhyme or reason to it. I have a good life, I have good friends that accept me for who I am and yet I still can’t shake this feeling. 

Not really sure what I’m asking for, whether that’s advice or if someone else here has had to tackle this problem in the past. Just needed somewhere to let it out more than anything. ",9.05013381995134,6.701777748175188,9.03397810218978,70.9620863746959,61.66423357664234,11.469099756690998,37.066909975669105,9.725611199111238,3.484156690997567,1109,39,204,16,12,365,142,274,0.087,0.748,0.166,0.9707,0,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,2,18,16,0,1,9,0,27,4,0,6,3,54,49,20,0,3,15,0,7,2,2,2,4,0,0,0,21,12,0,2,13,0,1,3,10,5,0,1,3,8,23,11,38,39,4,30,0,1,1,0,8,16,0,6,12,159,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375019140272583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650311899923926,0.0,0.0,0.07220069946684997,0.11133075145854296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423803248013758,0.0,0.08737062896529399,0.0,0.09925662348361476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908108873181075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694450037580036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886932035200118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025140101207367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542067799758026,0.0,0.10008964932253764,0.0,0.32210296007530764,0.07584940167454124,0.0,0.0,0.09703941715196973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820283359338439,0.0,0.05547056372172403,0.0,0.12068015359818555,0.17810431601527074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951093876761372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943706808813972,0.0,0.22112390182618213,0.17504830291855344,0.0,0.11976680420735515,0.0,0.0,0.10856821174895467,0.29997010387353273,0.1037406942685581,0.10641238181478443,0.18750389857657346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872530029022212,0.08188650360722281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719449932773293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135332612778776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036699499077843,0.11969314094373475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159240400051188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040497845350669,0.1091626481098963,0.0,0.22797830004531905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460545349174252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698779420080044,0.16347300880130014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478921222602093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006599026221663,0.0,0.0,0.08533714850301946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208391720111615,0.0,0.0,0.1105289474122202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427450687481464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234615911578593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11608257348566835,0.0,0.0683713804547016
anxiety,NotEvenJared,2019/02/11,"Riddle - Derealisation (Official Music Video) Hello Everyone hope you are all doing well today. I just thought that I would share this song with you as it has helped me a lot from first discovering it. It's all about dealing with anxiety and derealisation. Hope you like it.

[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C12wsNE-S-0](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C12wsNE-S-0)",11.060828571428573,16.159261940000007,6.783714285714287,59.14900000000003,69.6,8.457142857142857,25.142857142857146,8.841846274778883,2.9430857142857145,307,9,37,7,7,83,40,50,0.031,0.732,0.237,0.8823,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,3,0,1,3,5,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,11,7,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,6,5,5,5,3,2,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,3,3,29,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257505333402101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042349280113977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819804977094169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25101173252783554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19779917030205124,0.0,0.0,0.586201357893533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14417085242236274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508832904943033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342762720721676,0.0,0.0,0.2797200979308208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653301532843853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20963042558087075,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,matthewsa494,2019/02/11,"Afraid of not being believed I have suffered from anxiety and panic attacks for as long as I can remember. I take medication (SSRIs) for my anxiety and depression, and other medications when I have a debilitating panic attack. The aftermath of a panic attack or an extreme bout of anxiety always leaves me feeling embarrassed and I'm terrified that when I miss something important (like work) because of it, people will think I am just being lazy/avoiding responsibilities. Does anyone else have this problem? If so, how do you cope? ",6.990276497695852,9.158604279569893,8.24304147465438,59.62741935483874,65.34408602150539,10.905683563748081,36.94162826420891,10.914260884657429,5.044866052227341,430,22,59,13,7,147,69,93,0.381,0.59,0.029,-0.9893,0,1,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,5,13,3,5,4,0,9,2,0,1,0,13,14,12,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,12,0,0,0,1,9,1,9,11,0,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,47,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186745821659108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361272708114392,0.0,0.0,0.10240908236062464,0.15006681607070926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4998623054113047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928139328447905,0.0,0.0,0.1650116276284873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614682425050225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816919052387848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234954619168673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405518767346701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550812724492853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155354842101723,0.0,0.0,0.12961356063769444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950885180822012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5155220139565203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153776077277893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014359649531208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16591199829945172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127529937337076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101206014532622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384642854838587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662550411665274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Maybeitsme13,2019/02/11,"What are your weekly goals? Hi Reddit!

I’m in South Carolina and it’s Monday morning (9:00ish) here. I am 2 weeks and 2 days off Zoloft after being on for a little over a year. I’ve had 4 panic attacks since then but I’ve had (anxiety) energy to get to the gym. 

I have 2 goals for this week: 
1. Go to target, by myself, and pick up waffles.
2. Not try to numb with alcohol and meditate instead.

I’m trying to go sober and convince myself I don’t have a drinking problem (I probably do). 

Do you set weekly goals? If so, share them here! I would love to hear from the community and get a few ideas for myself. ",-0.4865169059749874,1.7209842204724417,2.3754979157017138,91.3373923112552,92.62204724409449,5.192959703566466,18.494210282538205,6.794906146795322,0.2955784159333028,464,14,100,7,17,162,86,127,0.06,0.7959999999999999,0.14400000000000002,0.9118,0,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,1,3,4,7,1,1,6,0,11,5,0,1,0,14,19,10,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,7,2,0,1,2,0,2,2,4,0,0,2,1,11,3,18,15,1,19,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,1,9,64,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20074367010440408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14369696839000756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136949427716594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114116135412142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840115381394984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19627713392731186,0.0,0.21350742701108646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117091587275064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120483226914948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882648734359711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16953279517368244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203895874471309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025231246427821,0.17973736472229868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15538306206255725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25506185120934266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6026951779725974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13343603752590885,0.0,0.0,0.12096270253917632
anxiety,larla77,2019/02/11,Health anxiety Anyone else here have health related anxiety? I spent the weekend having panic attacks over thinking I have MS. Started with some run of the mill sinus issues (nothing new for me) that resulted in a dry eye and an eye tick that got worse because I started focusing on it. Then I thought my face was numb and I had a panic attack at a grocery store including scratching and hitting my face. Note the numbness went away or wasn't as bad when I was calmer and got worse when I started panicking again. The eye and numbness combo happened 2 years ago as well with similar results. Feeling calmer again today. I contacted my counselor to set up an appointment. I had bad health anxiety last year triggered by some tests that ended up being nothing. I had follow up related to that in the last 2 weeks which seems to have triggered it again.,5.25416666666667,6.969516750000004,5.540000000000003,79.09166666666668,69.0,8.333333333333334,33.958333333333336,8.841846274778883,3.1098958333333337,680,33,116,12,12,216,97,160,0.193,0.7240000000000001,0.083,-0.9524,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,7,10,2,2,10,0,11,12,5,4,0,18,25,11,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,4,1,2,3,1,9,1,0,11,5,14,1,19,12,2,32,0,0,3,0,1,9,0,4,19,77,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319210829149658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930543045151053,0.0,0.0,0.08928588964166141,0.1308365319726425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905383624720398,0.1199717433468608,0.0,0.2132365828888244,0.0778404458286286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667108646194164,0.0,0.11309806508214393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456539948987948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20425545703580386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291846661015598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4071949495477896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13327827904629147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081736177003693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233266606175985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450496862712623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29964036121902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624687887830555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711452120720273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818204955018419,0.0,0.10137395020463487,0.0,0.0,0.12103799940157657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242759363347456,0.0,0.11481131020624127,0.11837265719894367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26026007945559665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644601648504039
anxiety,aboulomxnia,2019/02/11,"not sure if this is the right place to post but... (advice needed) when i started my job i would get really anxious about it and i would start to feel sick. it’s been two year now and my nerves about work have completely disappeared like i just feel okay when i go. not happy, not particularly worried or stressed. 

even so, every time i go to work, i feel like i’m going to faint or throw up. i’m not a super active person so maybe the extra movement just throws off my body, but this only happens when i’m at work. i’ve had a check up not too long ago and everything was fine so i’m wondering if my body is still responding to the anxiety i used to feel, or if it could be something different?",2.2652083333333337,3.8238628819444473,3.84,88.90500000000002,76.43055555555556,7.3000000000000025,22.416666666666664,8.07648339933343,0.9895249999999997,541,15,119,9,12,180,87,144,0.126,0.809,0.064,-0.6884,2,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,4,14,8,0,1,5,1,10,4,2,1,1,29,28,17,0,7,15,0,4,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,5,0,1,7,5,1,0,1,3,4,12,7,12,21,1,25,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,7,13,74,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400673600440578,0.12705969507961526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965249296228324,0.1619301293181777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31843042114311165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502862274463611,0.0,0.0,0.1144430148629164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14975676693390147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946728059806044,0.0,0.12076769300611473,0.0,0.12882214750674706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28990218826037795,0.10240005642240392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488772131993812,0.0,0.2443853398582524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675252853667324,0.15258501357087584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14223995939310766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005453849170335,0.0,0.0,0.12684882733255673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400138774709298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062826471088072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901432733820182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515643127982054,0.14975676693390147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727732451473731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182541979270263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240910445385605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034790621434733,0.0,0.0,0.20290948128320194,0.0,0.11446919717588185,0.0,0.16419216944434584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509352509835312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358101858771924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001952384843008,0.0,0.0,0.12379723701266596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15544297597587392,0.31305335863923434,0.1455657878339258,0.0,0.20364513364002385,0.0,0.0,0.09230439610163786
anxiety,katie-shmatie,2019/02/11,"How do you deal with the anxiety that feels sits in your gut and makes you feel sick? Right now some life stuff is happening that I can't do anything but wait out. I can't sleep, and the anxiety is making me feel like I'm going to throw up, like someone is twisting up my insides. What are your strategies for getting it to ease up? I have to go to work later, and it's probably better than lying around doing nothing, but I'm concerned I won't be able to focus.",4.279415807560143,4.373033453608251,5.312938144329895,85.76603951890036,70.1340206185567,8.116151202749142,28.537800687285234,7.793537801064563,1.601056357388316,363,12,78,4,6,120,68,97,0.098,0.7659999999999999,0.135,0.7013,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,0,2,3,3,0,0,2,0,12,4,2,3,0,16,24,6,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,3,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,3,10,3,14,22,1,13,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,4,52,16,1,0.21605771672378649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305671238354405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777970915531372,0.19233717478015835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19108549269807495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227460188797187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277358201506983,0.1543516759978461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288123953477724,0.0,0.24558115893232724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910591253572773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260795490779924,0.21110977378885093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28844040725758635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20731320630531672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329467614154145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845121095628058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21621375102287907,0.0,0.1830650022462727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24733439429289775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15729259100990334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pokemagic23,2019/02/11,"Is it possible to get rid of anxiety altogether Is it possible through training the mind and body to lose the feeling of being anxious in any situation. I don't mean to get rid of it when it comes up, more the feeling of anxiousness never being felt again?",6.214333333333336,6.531348299999998,7.666,69.78633333333336,66.0,11.466666666666667,38.66666666666667,11.20814326018867,4.6672666666666665,205,11,37,6,3,71,34,50,0.157,0.787,0.056,-0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,5,1,1,0,1,8,12,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,10,9,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,28,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464401244386571,0.0,0.16473624312476945,0.4865509288833085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391967107113461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854982933847196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21776703874891032,0.0,0.20676234434760396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22501489082723766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24091291184993396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23457085607329844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174343002298119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16608523001351227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4855320954972725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420537280790153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,6thTrimesterAbortion,2019/02/11,"Having a bad pamic attack right now. Heart rate 120 Holy fuck this feels so not good, I know I'm not dyieng but it feels like I am. I feel so cold. Fuck this is the worst.",-2.94184210526316,-1.9144253157894724,-1.005921052631578,110.73480263157896,117.94736842105264,1.9,4.75,3.1291,-3.0926421052631583,130,0,35,0,8,41,30,38,0.396,0.537,0.067,-0.9429,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,3,0,2,0,3,3,1,0,0,7,10,3,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,10,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,2,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340360381946785,0.0,0.0,0.24516109590591104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4453904826863942,0.20976275173255005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5428953798067729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462751887161333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34794205102076553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16136630786648776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14344828710575025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507505511661046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,stylestrashhhie,2019/02/11,"why do i feel so alone :( i always feel like no one's interested at me, i feel like no one loves me, i feel like everyone's leaving me and giving up on me & i don't know what's the reason. people around me be like, yes they are here by my side, then i get to love 'em then i get to be attached to that person, then once he/she leaves me for no reason, i always overthink, i get so sad to the point i cry hard wondering why people are always like that. :(  i'm feeling used and taken for granted. idk i'm just so useless. i feel so alone. right now i'm breaking down again. so tired of this kind of life.",0.060559440559440965,1.7756870606060602,2.3154545454545463,96.547027972028,83.69696969696969,4.9706293706293705,17.72960372960373,5.873414542411696,-0.5294738927738925,460,10,112,3,13,156,74,132,0.226,0.573,0.202,-0.5773,0,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,0,10,11,0,0,2,1,6,4,0,3,0,15,25,10,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,10,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,1,7,19,9,14,22,0,14,0,2,0,2,5,8,0,1,10,64,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546108569308553,0.0,0.0,0.3068315440902463,0.13318102688303513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942260789992726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13501906852067014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745290964981026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729045951111731,0.2634367943801877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926579137962764,0.11791363713582555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010990924873658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279996294672619,0.0675522266849908,0.0,0.0,0.2603037047047467,0.0,0.0,0.08682024383155572,0.3002563340594885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22187563054124546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13090309345884493,0.16658411696735745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17043099324079905,0.10732679324711307,0.0,0.0,0.11619673914456073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527592611081066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497084737028237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127554933626515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061612281970246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218277953256746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13329875239873895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Legiovxaugusta,2019/02/11,News makes me feel anxious especially of the topic is on the environment I am in desperate need of another perspective Inhave also made a similar post about this on no stupid questions if you want to take a look,18.823,8.742873300000003,17.415000000000006,41.45000000000002,53.5,22.0,60.0,17.122413403193686,8.938749999999997,172,8,29,6,1,59,36,40,0.229,0.741,0.03,-0.8225,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,4,0,2,0,0,2,0,8,9,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,7,8,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,2,0,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672769777683467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35046060037143345,0.0,0.3775753956801409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899253693837346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806620573950918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31624865963344484,0.223095584221998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478211603054396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200920072120545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744048012744816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512931287247803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19713262175507734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,no_username99,2019/02/11,First date I got asked out for the first time yesterday. But bailed at the last minute. My anxiety just wouldn't let me go out on a date.,0.7816091954022966,2.83306555172414,1.6075862068965527,100.75436781609196,83.13793103448276,6.625287356321839,16.563218390804597,7.793537801064563,-0.0742505747126434,107,2,27,2,3,33,25,29,0.064,0.936,0.0,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,5,2,0,12,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,7,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818662707570041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444547148002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6268134999907304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20940087638871527,0.0,0.2946862905752777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003391541456075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767691374321972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21484846699742294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pandag93,2019/02/11,"Propranolol beta blockers Has anyone had these? I've had them prescribed before but I was always hesitant to take them. The first and only time I used them, they made me feel so tired and lazy, I hated it. I'm going through a bad bout of anxiety right now and I'm thinking I need something to take the edge off so I can get back on track with my life. ",0.9401712328767148,3.1874238904109617,2.5166952054794542,93.27175513698631,84.06849315068494,5.293835616438357,20.08390410958904,6.6274283507984215,0.22439863013698605,276,8,59,3,8,90,56,73,0.29100000000000004,0.7090000000000001,0.0,-0.9773,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,4,1,4,2,1,0,3,0,5,2,0,2,0,11,17,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,4,1,11,0,7,13,0,8,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,37,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21305902041357005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19588206209539846,0.0,0.0,0.17904023837461827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968911811609379,0.21379598043894102,0.0,0.0,0.21788471088140715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294695562962347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21780101712359154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337786390576702,0.0,0.14552246837283536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528021891250353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808598541359025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422862830738633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189862204845554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947420497251693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21867033892170493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19712434102716547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3850443394213838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16407028117625158,0.0,0.0,0.14930825401869974,0.2942985888809449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211500843496085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,see_ex,2019/02/11,Should I take Valerian root before my job interview? I get really nervous for job interviews. I feel like I can't control my breathing and then I start overanalyzing myself and thinking about how the interviewer must be judging my heavy breathing. Just a bad cycle. Would something like valerian root help me? How many mg should I take? I really don't wanna touch benzos and I'm definitely not smoking a joint or drinking before an interview.,4.150569444444444,7.256458362499997,5.724166666666673,69.85527777777781,77.875,8.555555555555555,30.13888888888889,9.150863307647796,3.5379722222222227,359,17,55,10,9,121,56,80,0.075,0.7859999999999999,0.139,0.6183,2,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,4,0,7,3,2,5,1,18,14,7,0,5,3,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,2,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,12,2,3,9,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,35,12,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19088732210654485,0.0,0.0,0.3890758741368279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564156571378424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22395959149735012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559663958588318,0.16332546486614502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944399568386566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532385018592308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4537381775375299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22338339845646987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317837907563177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29291838106625906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17600208153323746,0.0,0.0,0.1618177104298773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437860837866533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14648982897948842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16240438375485175,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sloppyorange,2019/02/11,"Someone please help me: I have extreme anxiety whenever I'm away from, ""home."" In 17, have finally moved out and I'm absolutely ridden with anxiety. Not sure what triggers it or how to make it go away. This anxiety even occured when I was calling 20m away from my house. Someone please help me...",3.3578947368421046,5.4326904035087775,4.796350877192981,80.97978947368422,74.78947368421052,8.770526315789473,32.452631578947376,9.3871,3.2742378947368422,231,12,44,6,5,77,42,57,0.116,0.721,0.16399999999999998,0.6044,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,9,7,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,9,6,0,10,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,2,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4155372164527977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5103428632365408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848851747290859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195901500828555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198345245320172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290205713942678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427249094471937,0.0,0.1816205665742477,0.0,0.0,0.20892194868211555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086070200979325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924409060802152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3975047600946303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068275335660617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17064937258798374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EnsuingPiracy,2019/02/11,"I bought condoms The anxious person’s worst nightmare: buying condoms. I went to the store, and put cheez-itz in the basket (because for some reason buying condoms WITH something else seemed less anxiety inducing than just buying condoms) and picked up condoms.

People actually didn’t judge me in the aisle like I thought they would. I could tell that they had probably done this too, and they weren’t worried about it.

Then, the final stretch... there was no self checkout. As I stood there internally freaking out, I was a bit shocked when nothing happened and the cashier just said “have a good day” and moved on to the next customer.

And in the end, I have peace of mind because I had safe sex. Totally worth it. I’ve been so happy ever since I got out of the mindset of “you can’t have a partner with your anxiety like this”. Because the reality is that if everyone waited until they were in perfect mental/physical health before dating, practically no one would ever date. My anxiety still sucks but now I have someone to help me through it.",6.766846153846152,7.435651492307695,6.480833333333332,77.54125,64.84615384615384,8.961538461538463,35.737179487179496,8.841846274778883,3.1119487179487177,831,38,146,12,12,260,128,195,0.092,0.804,0.104,0.7397,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,4,1,12,10,1,0,13,0,18,7,0,3,4,30,28,13,0,4,4,0,0,2,1,2,1,1,0,3,7,10,0,2,4,0,6,3,5,4,0,1,15,1,19,6,22,10,5,25,0,0,0,6,12,9,1,3,15,106,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.1402348534594379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298006265191727,0.16234517081715313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26280277143811953,0.0,0.12228193738781512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15688808488464925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473634261258205,0.0,0.0,0.09267750823017748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705958728553398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004666235781515,0.0,0.12727952515119814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599778784443673,0.0,0.13731579933944926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574212455194669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053250892178385,0.11493360899753625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270774066780315,0.15297610269690998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527511538615213,0.0,0.0,0.09632209106423947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041351088207113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448203271320799,0.0,0.1451005702253339,0.0,0.0,0.15273513148823264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15283135632380224,0.0,0.0,0.13788833471378564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973778821096492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962659988097794,0.12547721848022306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549377465188395,0.0,0.0,0.14446270476317016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477521505554473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13669587880719025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082317131768126,0.14991512475413304,0.0,0.0,0.11887383984240545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176034876880198,0.1106307378318903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476259203317267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560405904535007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140853137971522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321550274290075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459388860525002,0.0,0.20416709445041092,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lone93837,2019/02/11,"I ruined my social life and nobody contacts me anymore, and I want to try again but I feel like everyone doesn’t want me to. To provide context, I am a male senior in high school and have no social media because I feel like everyone hates me or thinks im too much of a nerd. Also, my strict asian parents threatened to take away everything fun if my grades fell below As, so I ended up spending most of my high school years studying and gaming every day. Naturally, I became really depressed and anxious and pushed most of my friends away because I hated how my current life was.

The only thing that I have to my name is really good grades because all I ever did was study and rarely go out. I feel like I’ve been extremely depressed and anxious since middle school and I have kept it hidden. The one time I tried to tell my parents they laughed at me and told me I was watching too much angsty TV and basically ignored me, which started to trigger extreme social anxiety.

I have a few close friends but I feel like they aren’t true friends because all we do is hang out and play video games. In freshman year, I decided to test myself and see how many people would text or talk to me first, and I discovered that ZERO people would contact me at all first. After testing myself, I started to drift away and now I have nobody that texts me and my snapchat is dead.

The problem is, though, that the friends I game with are very popular in school and I am on the upper level of the swim team with them. Because I hang out with them, people think I’m pushing them away because I think I’m too cool or something instead of me being incredibly anxious and depressed about everything (I heard this from a lot of people), and I cant tell them its because I fucking hate my life and now have extreme anxiety.

Some people have asked me why I don’t have any social media and I always tell them I did, and that I deleted it, instead of telling them I was too anxious to get it. 

I want to make an Instagram/Snapchat or any social media, but I am literally too scared that nobody will add me or follow me back. I also feel like its way too late to start and they’ll think I’m even more of a loner. High school is basically over as a second sem senior, and I want to have fun and enjoy the rest of it carefree, but I am now so lonely and anxious I don’t know what to do and don’t have anything to do.

I worry if this is what it is going to be like in college or beyond...

Can anyone please send me any advice to help with the social media thing or just anything in general? I would also appreciate it if anybody would talk to me in general. I really can’t stand this much longer...",5.877767470624613,5.428192562152134,6.47896660482375,80.6121914038343,66.79220779220779,8.819319727891154,31.695794681508964,8.021203637495839,2.16357212121212,2097,74,418,22,30,688,229,539,0.145,0.7040000000000001,0.152,0.3063,4,2,1,0,0,0,45.0,1,0,9,3,28,32,4,1,15,1,48,4,0,4,5,90,83,51,1,12,15,2,5,6,4,6,3,1,0,1,22,37,0,2,11,8,1,11,8,13,0,5,10,9,78,19,57,65,13,61,0,5,2,1,41,27,1,14,27,303,100,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05481108792272621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13456690446800645,0.046671874883744816,0.0,0.0,0.11443060007085075,0.0,0.08581831528503628,0.3168320782445416,0.055626806018344695,0.03921985367414097,0.0,0.0923155738092412,0.0,0.052437141976495724,0.0,0.21079587101520966,0.04313021131430467,0.0,0.2393461761210864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03617379856917835,0.0,0.14493226209586255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049679625539402514,0.0,0.0,0.03704731416985287,0.050737161512433925,0.04725875205687352,0.10719394943882468,0.10082123417141199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418054706386644,0.2003556893659972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542127623616156,0.0,0.0,0.17334184244817558,0.051854858489598116,0.029305024927353745,0.0,0.06375516439986507,0.0470461364578916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16613357348040675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03759634874155248,0.1777884044508722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06058747625824151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030825928422466394,0.0,0.06327264313327144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885535473698565,0.16441821179818678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04768622471190532,0.0,0.0,0.03744091294344554,0.05686706750708565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369914085498025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03800844411762731,0.042659430995854807,0.0,0.0,0.124563953147281,0.0,0.0,0.19443080770341306,0.0,0.0,0.06157063822160449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05367113171231105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779922937540767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05615647852323522,0.2838334230200764,0.04469694838515919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0463987262899214,0.0,0.0,0.3430638356084321,0.0,0.04318128640177743,0.0,0.0,0.11910365215140115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042173152770734336,0.09016700376999698,0.19610263668691116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452820832956386,0.1437623738311552,0.05510873249845112,0.0,0.032706881582129484,0.0,0.0,0.05359697471941234,0.0,0.07616367488303429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046280621622526524,0.13233476323942864,0.04452210972825733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05061304472397277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569627298822264,0.0,0.159380619745638,0.0,0.0,0.0722410184469762
anxiety,SomeonesSockpuppet8,2019/02/11,"Why do I have anxiety attacks? Okay so there are times where I feel my heart getting faster, and I start experiencing shortness of breath even though I'm not doing anything and I start experiencing a wave of negative thoughts thinking bad things are gonna happen. These anxiety attacks have a specific cause, a specific trigger which makes this happen. 

The trigger is me feeling attracted romantically or sexually to a boy I like and they show romantic or sexual feelings towards a woman. I'm trying my best to avoid finding myself in that specific scenario so it doesn't happen again.

I remember falling in love with a boy once at school but he didn't like me and instead had feelings for some girl. I have depression so this took a massive blow on me emotionally. Eventually he chose to left my life forever one day by transferring to another school leaving me lonely(He was my only regular friend at the time so this means I had noone to talk and I was all alone) and suicidal due to said depression. I think this is why I get these panic attacks due to the trigger being pretty similar to what happened but I'm not sure because I haven't seen anyone else have panic attacks for such a reason.

Can someone explain how this is the case?",4.609592274678112,6.894927330472107,5.665946351931336,75.19050751072966,71.83261802575106,8.780171673819742,33.10922746781116,9.3871,3.4774722746781115,1000,50,169,24,20,330,142,233,0.195,0.6990000000000001,0.106,-0.9769,0,4,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,12,18,4,3,12,1,20,4,2,7,2,35,46,16,1,0,6,0,4,2,1,1,1,1,0,4,12,7,0,1,12,1,0,2,6,10,0,1,9,8,22,8,20,35,3,21,0,2,1,1,12,9,0,3,12,115,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064414953971704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776610935035827,0.15724162824825186,0.0,0.0,0.07186104307567799,0.10530274937834436,0.08457315370398452,0.0,0.0,0.4676750125811189,0.0,0.0,0.08581088977095316,0.06264926802175247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785358053951977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557584598595142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627987240310786,0.0,0.17703590662796034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585338142382341,0.11560542515467526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788038174536315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078598073026605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393236193136054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794019128072293,0.0,0.1073889605063403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3635261439709359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178611323503385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882142230769493,0.11166281074746866,0.0,0.0725913788247247,0.10041907430033467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275635058018704,0.0,0.06860155777673436,0.0,0.0,0.11194957056479674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944954341565204,0.06964142351650783,0.07816324950743661,0.0,0.2411631780921911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045567566556184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566742538845098,0.0,0.0,0.1164214050330447,0.0,0.09776034744988002,0.0,0.0,0.20802286522971927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707895296570227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548605490872596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124166244119386,0.0,0.09686202875281533,0.0,0.0,0.08260478220744526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827759779041548,0.13170515913160968,0.10097363016242694,0.08159002314524451,0.11985514508914012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418422204284605,0.06977589930658429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18547270560056656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ZRyder17,2019/02/11,DAE Start writing in their second language & stop half way when anxiety tells you that you suck at that language and should just shut it? Pretty self explanatory \^,4.921999999999997,7.895792533333335,4.043333333333333,83.885,73.66666666666666,6.666666666666668,26.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,1.7416666666666667,136,5,23,2,3,40,27,30,0.189,0.722,0.08900000000000001,-0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,3,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4257547140162749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006011227230038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3997653647968279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4099263420741117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781278210694808,0.0,0.0,0.3285188206787612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434504194194162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119006968584601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alwaysfun18,2019/02/11,"I can’t even work So I’ve dealt with depression and anxiety most of my life. It’s always been a struggle, but this weekend it has gotten terrible. It mostly my anxiety I can’t get a handle on. So I’ve recently become single and moved out on my own. Well 8 years ago my ex and I took custody of his niece and nephew because they have shitty parents who didn’t care for them. So after eight years they feel like my own. Well a year ago my nephew started self harming and couldn’t function in a regular school without having a meltdown. We took him to the hospital about 6 times for this in about 4 months. 3 of those times he went to stay in a short term rehabilitation facility. A week to two weeks each time. Then we had a year of good progress. Then Friday he did it at school again. Spent Friday in the hospital and was immediately sent to another facility on Saturday morning. I’ve dealt with this all before and yes it’s been hard but I handled it. This time I can’t. I feel like I’ve been hit in the chest as hard as possible. I can’t breath properly. I couldn’t leave my bed pretty much at all after he left. I am working tonight but it is becoming so hard to do. My breathing is so irregular I feel faint. I just am having so much trouble pushing through this this time. ",1.5247907831495624,3.749399805343512,3.3723070398642925,88.16818348883236,81.48091603053436,6.629573084534918,23.825841108283853,7.793537801064563,1.2500546791065887,1007,37,213,18,27,337,141,262,0.117,0.765,0.118,0.6227,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,2,0,3,3,14,11,0,1,11,1,22,5,3,0,2,27,35,20,0,2,5,4,6,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,15,13,0,0,3,1,1,6,8,5,2,2,13,6,26,6,32,19,11,45,0,1,0,0,17,13,0,2,27,141,41,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19963492740340025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09369631057190728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807607246335285,0.17228490481116587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864291153597138,0.2487265652561449,0.09581848963722303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480821642470472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698644901273368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437448491109422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708092865459323,0.16088994875346904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05883142093070569,0.0,0.0,0.0944476609038521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30261566020349395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923234700989775,0.12234557053938895,0.0,0.07953618218188366,0.11002614797237004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988016951116902,0.11968120497903903,0.16555513926244014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503443314869986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694512341184996,0.0,0.11455968160885363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118376963526994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279243730423952,0.0,0.0,0.11747148544236485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797023390069753,0.1200218577263053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771910718602825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283041598597882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502164095443024,0.0,0.0,0.10999864064298626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18064974252855945,0.0,0.20249068529660125,0.10438588512550033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854712055546864,0.0,0.16395543970145718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900554956191066
anxiety,FightingFaerie,2019/02/11,"Antsy, fidgeting, can't sleep, feel like I'm going to explode. Why do good things wreck me like this? Tonight as I got ready to sleep, I found I absolutely couldn't. And then the moment I realized that I just started getting super antsy. After a couple minutes I found myself out of bed and pacing manically around the room, then into other rooms, as well as a desire to pace around outside. I made myself go lie back down, but my leg wouldn't stop fidgeting. Next thing I knew I was banging the back of my head against the headboard, and kept doing it because it felt good. Now I'm pounding on my chest, and having random outburst of anger at stupid things.

I think too much has been happening lately. Its all mostly good things, but its just like when I finally got my license. My dad took me car shopping the next day, and by the end of the week I not only had a license but also a car. And had a panic attack that night....

Now: I'm working on getting a job. I worked for my grandma for the last 6 years, but she sold the business last year and now I need to find a ""real"" job. I'm moving from my grandparents apartment, which was a single large room and a side bathroom, into a prefab double wide they are putting on their property. I am very excited at having separate rooms and putting my ""adulting"" to the test. We are going out for the first day of furniture shopping tomorrow, which is why I really need to be asleep right now.

I should be happy, and I am during the day, but at night I end up staying up with anxiety alarms going off. How am I supposed to advance and make progress in my life if it causes me to have panic attacks?? I feel like I am doomed to stay in one place forever, which then sets off a whole other set of anxiety and depression meltdowns...

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Idk what the point of this post is anyway, I guess I just need to vent and get it out. (I am feeling a little better already)",5.624942583732062,5.479560278947371,6.175837320574164,81.54949760765551,67.26315789473685,8.803827751196172,30.693779904306226,8.296473431620573,2.1231315789473686,1486,51,296,18,22,484,206,380,0.142,0.7659999999999999,0.093,-0.9707,3,0,0,0,0,0,57.0,1,0,2,7,17,21,4,3,25,0,26,7,6,4,1,60,58,28,0,8,10,1,4,4,0,2,1,0,5,1,20,22,0,2,10,2,3,11,4,9,1,2,15,4,43,12,48,38,6,80,1,2,0,0,6,31,0,4,37,208,63,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406942174891196,0.06816999314181621,0.0,0.09236237646322756,0.10358139385746076,0.0,0.0,0.13042361316591147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177134973312945,0.0,0.19395584238018332,0.0,0.13109551213018808,0.0,0.05196425392324438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539182993187724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756957969677258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943214141238162,0.0,0.16492694463849816,0.0,0.07342096002105672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15100264418050513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930653639115675,0.1217973708230867,0.08184808486874559,0.09338117931925766,0.0779119255681732,0.0725089252701324,0.0,0.1869323812285099,0.0,0.0,0.13361019342717206,0.0,0.19378564753687186,0.21449711807863803,0.13635562234553866,0.0,0.09390642356652557,0.0,0.07538142682882057,0.0907443517573669,0.0,0.0,0.08748544656073809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691840188895906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897128433871114,0.09615950516611298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602107089356046,0.1665846207131397,0.08543738013699749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066040381901411,0.05690136342219671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060140932558763,0.06266451336656423,0.1896231423238521,0.0,0.0,0.1813169784470229,0.15999237089768298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05776387704851566,0.0648322809367873,0.0,0.20003209964030272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906235559223907,0.0,0.08058360275367765,0.0,0.0816406639980353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17138852756397946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702689953864456,0.054609807339082966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279833433776467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706121183339248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06033649345227124,0.18171858249226236,0.0,0.0712682161626692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265306229990364,0.054621231406406685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470977228660353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703356372299562,0.0,0.0,0.06837799331256135,0.0,0.07664503990576144,0.0,0.15383979851628266,0.095172436209688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411801757970314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358139385746076,0.10978932193373823
anxiety,jDaw1,2019/02/11,"Less of an anxiety thing and more of a phobia stress/fear, but I figured there might be some people here that could help. (Long post) So a few years ago, I found out that I pass out around blood, which isn’t all that uncommon, but the problem is, I don’t have to see it; I can just think about it and then poof, I’m unconscious.  

Exhibit A: Probably 3-4 years ago, I think this was like the 2nd or 3rd time this had happened. I was home alone watching Shark Week because why not, and I leave the couch to get some water. I glance at the TV from the kitchen and there’s a (fake) scene of a guy with a really bloody leg being treated and stuff. I feel light-headed and lean over the counter and find myself on the floor a few minutes later. (Still a bit of a funny story to be honest).

Exhibit B: 8th Grade, Early American History. We were watching a movie on the Civil War that was rated R for forest stuff. My teacher was kind enough to give me a notecard with all the timestamps of the bloody scenes so I could hop into the hallway and not faint. Foolproof, right? Well one day I do my little routine after he mentions that someone gets beheaded. I come back in and sit back down, but I keep thinking about headless Civil War dudes and next thing I know, I’m passed out on my desk. Teacher didn’t say anything until after class, so thanks to him. 

Exhibit C: The latest one of these episodes, about a month ago in English. We were reading Hamlet and we came across a line that figuratively mentioned “drinking hot blood.” That one got me, I fought to stay conscious for about 5 minutes before going down. Luckily I stayed sitting upright while I was passed out, but I sit in the front of the room and I’m still not sure how many people noticed, if any. This was also the second time I passed out in English this year, with a very similar episode happening about a month before this.

 Now this is where anxiety kicks in: I’ve been getting really self-conscious and anxious lately and a bit depressed as well, and I’m really stressing about trying not to pass out in front of the whole class. As I type this post, I’m worrying that I’ll faint tomorrow from thinking about this post. (I know that’s confusing). I really can’t keep passing out in English, at some point it’s going to end badly and bad things are going to happen. 

Sorry for the long-ass post, I just really need some advice on what to do. If there’s a better place to post this I’d appreciate hearing that as well. 

Thanks to all,

🙏 ",3.9337033310977,5.102229537223341,4.609458417169686,86.60425245919967,71.53521126760563,7.453811759445562,26.28040465012296,7.793537801064563,1.3736309412027712,1948,62,397,24,36,624,254,497,0.123,0.7879999999999999,0.08900000000000001,-0.9482,0,1,1,0,0,0,66.0,3,0,0,1,28,21,3,2,35,0,27,8,3,1,4,75,61,34,2,6,13,0,2,1,0,1,2,2,4,1,30,33,3,2,12,3,0,13,8,10,3,4,15,8,34,11,67,40,15,86,0,1,4,0,13,33,0,9,31,259,64,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303282674499832,0.1987514156210912,0.0,0.0,0.07740572945143183,0.0,0.05976772092463047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05082420671940669,0.0,0.11434828953944175,0.08443234080780662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061502768540012576,0.06653240859459546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493737379683475,0.12480573469608758,0.04555941527058748,0.0,0.12719257567316564,0.0,0.0,0.06609943237036378,0.16318844823027162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548003165978757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06437992077117764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934396241964755,0.0,0.0,0.048199641053208786,0.0,0.06437148144386713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321450437515484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661954291053436,0.07722403468087527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410070381451443,0.03778963257670515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830891436899293,0.0,0.0,0.08194604310579627,0.0,0.0,0.1171421087989325,0.07169522309293111,0.12742549141549606,0.0,0.05977457534650514,0.0,0.0,0.074002084680879,0.19827093449603506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670245388071578,0.0,0.08423483268839774,0.0,0.050095112648692125,0.0,0.07496801842528336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286062403230478,0.0,0.07782782563052355,0.08214778341585348,0.0,0.08430739397410014,0.07913644525792114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03651307071575383,0.07490682127452518,0.0,0.13228104572643928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577230896413374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928490125204431,0.0,0.0,0.1193098566398739,0.0,0.0,0.05541706611630117,0.0,0.0,0.07948440411439202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508937995801563,0.0,0.0,0.1519326227205942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036274376667193,0.0,0.07808500145882998,0.0,0.07065129477809381,0.0,0.3578903412668072,0.0,0.08057989376724972,0.07151389640503665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475793663627342,0.0,0.2393944589373909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06382559730387474,0.0,0.0594344279767369,0.0,0.0,0.0595562797813027,0.0,0.07796773283599524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633250204633661,0.0,0.0,0.08366274921377942,0.0,0.15932091268694554,0.1193712659731091,0.0,0.17122359213656127,0.0,0.1711135977680945,0.0,0.0,0.07043940865149237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376168869342357,0.0,0.0,0.14895724385789896,0.19155563113913496,0.0,0.0,0.08716032125924751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05074200023029169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06166643919518624,0.0,0.0,0.05995008409623165,0.0,0.20159453496562305,0.0,0.06743915996657526,0.08344198590814587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589977393398653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443859075984335
anxiety,senselesschance,2019/02/11,"How to deal with nocturnal panic attacks I have a history of panic attacks/nocturnal panic attacks, but they've gotten to the point where I wake up hyperventilating and shaking with no known trigger. Has anyone experienced this? Is there a good way to avoid them/deal with them in the moment? ",6.256698113207547,8.259112358490569,6.943537735849057,68.88058962264154,66.9245283018868,9.073584905660377,32.117924528301884,9.516144504307137,3.3302113207547173,237,10,37,5,4,78,39,53,0.31,0.625,0.065,-0.8888,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,3,8,2,5,4,0,3,1,1,2,0,9,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,7,0,0,1,1,3,1,9,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,26,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116682840367475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4593601444123093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4162813557143686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693365285752182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7106264991834171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19085218028975226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602516183868996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,reddita100times,2019/02/11,"I don't have anxiety, but I noticed a friend had the following behaviour So my friend 33F - has a v/mail for incoming calls, finds it difficult to make a phonecall with other people in the room, (rumoured) to carry around wet tissues,nappies with her and (*not working due to disability) rarely leaves the house. 
Should I be concerned?",5.054262295081969,7.221233114754098,5.223737704918033,79.34052459016394,70.31147540983606,8.814426229508197,33.511475409836066,9.3871,3.3663154098360657,264,13,46,6,5,83,51,61,0.053,0.785,0.161,0.7656,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,6,0,6,0,0,1,0,9,8,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,5,2,8,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,31,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322621073700564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702787683283405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100214753611833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27749557894402194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4691392681002864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35032711984977405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214809354719728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026631567683496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34566391475481323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21048611352887303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22103292207511274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chapthunder01,2019/02/11,"Social situation, with women; what did i miss? Went alone to an EDM show in Austin, TX tonight - Dilllon Francis because my small friend group is disinterested in the genre or scene. I'm trying to go out anyways to see what I can get in to, and break more free of my anxiety 

Though I rarely go out, and feel quite peculiar versus the general public, I found myself being invited across the street to a really lit bar by two knockout chicks from the countryside... Amazing looks & accents, also quite chill, which was equally enticing. I felt that we could get along, mostly because of their seemingly obvious attraction to me, and this night was also off-the-beaten-path for them, as well as I.

After the show, I'd felt like I could get some attention by simply hanging at the rear of the venue - despite my slight intoxication - so that's when they came up asking for a cigarette. I have some really basic skills that got them inviting me across the street, but in between ordering drinks and sitting down, I lost my cigarettes....

Afterwards, they seemed far less interested, and I also showed nervousness, and I had no idea what to talk to them about which is a common issue for me when it comes to conversation. It's partially a symptom of my clinical anxiety, but I also really can't think of things to say...

I'm not asking where I went wrong because I'm upset that I didn't get laid or otherwise sexually fulfilled; I'm asking what I need to do in order to improve socially - If hanging out with them had simply ended in a comfortable farewell, I would have been... Somewhat.. Satisfied... But once I ran out of things to say, I could sense that their discomfort was irreversible and also that I seemed weird. They got an Uber pretty quickly after I started to feel like I messed up.

What am I missing here? Yes I probably drank too much, but I also know there is more to learn here. Help me enlighten myself.",7.758060941828255,7.220073670360112,7.934681440443214,72.01592797783934,62.988919667590025,11.588919667590027,34.78947368421053,10.992663274268294,3.806453739612188,1509,57,273,36,19,493,204,361,0.096,0.7659999999999999,0.139,0.9529,1,1,3,0,0,0,60.0,1,0,9,4,19,19,0,3,15,1,22,6,0,0,1,51,60,26,0,6,9,0,4,2,1,1,3,2,0,2,18,17,3,0,14,5,1,9,4,10,1,1,19,9,45,10,52,36,9,45,0,3,3,0,25,21,0,10,13,196,63,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979296008833386,0.0,0.4536895987417811,0.0,0.10244940035240314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14466735777377052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651861465848572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291802760129082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814477743783214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145004240258813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22648142502665974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262708643329937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374692672659417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561885565813996,0.0675495157397365,0.18157365663136746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367376358561073,0.07305231480985304,0.0,0.1976025985433888,0.0,0.10747462412337823,0.0,0.15124720994528448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06337766496949615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674014527877683,0.0,0.09868998431962177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05196449733357991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238877968232227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07940168613648417,0.0,0.1032170427338452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06950819222733667,0.07011071667892634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873268037853453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069710185454024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961955805932172,0.10194538429871512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011399908415981,0.0,0.0,0.18172146157835475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15038653732068705,0.0,0.0,0.07534742906516899,0.2582356870706645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628284528122983,0.0,0.19277213137376675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692592601288164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827798357272016,0.0,0.0759990577212923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12563517406325836,0.06058649223175985,0.09289898892017234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06419607263946303,0.0,0.09236568182203253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501555155910805,0.17530532006311614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671685672876634,0.10338013816411164,0.0,0.0
anxiety,purplecatuniverse,2019/02/11,"I need help desperately Hey guys. I need some sort of help. Hopefully this post won’t be too long.

Starting my senior year of high school, I began suffering from depression and anxiety. After going through countless medications and flunking/not completing many classes, my depression has settled and now I’m left with crippling and unwavering anxiety that’s only gotten worse. I recently began seeing a psychiatrist, which hasn’t really helped.

I take Zoloft and she just keeps using the dosage, but my anxiety has only increased. I developed phobia of roaches and leaves, which previously hadn’t existed. And I am constantly “grossed out” by stuff around me. I’m currently visiting my parents and I’m staying in my old bedroom. For some illogical reason, I’m too anxious to use the bathroom in my bedroom, so I’ve been exclusively using the half bath downstairs. I’m even too anxious to go in just to brush my teeth.

It’s been so long since I’ve had a successful semester in college. Maybe two years. I need to graduate eventually, but I’m failing this semester as well. I’ve been too anxious to go to class, to do work or anything. I feel like I have no time in the day and I get absolutely nothing done. I’m constantly trying to make stuff up from the previous semester during the current semester. But I just fail and fail again, never getting anywhere, and I have to make to some lie to my parents. I even have a spreadsheet of the fake grades I’ve given them. It’s pretty ridiculous. I get no sympathy from professors, advisors, or our accommodations office. And I only get a ‘Why do *you* think this is happening’ from therapists and a shrug followed by an increased dose of Zoloft from my psychiatrist.

I feel like I am just too mentally ill to be a college student. Too anxious to function in life. And there is no relief. I feel like this is just the rest of my life and I’ll just keep spiraling downward into infinity.

Is there anyone out there with any advice or anything? Solutions?

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anxiety,iDroidGuy,2019/02/11,"Pristiq Questions Today is my 2nd day on Pristiq. Extremely jittery, colder than normal, hyperactive sex drive, flushed face, and I’m hungry but have no appetite. 

Just checking how fast people typically get over these side effects and start seeing the benefits of the med. ",8.865144927536235,10.518440152173913,8.09,64.37166666666668,60.52173913043478,9.611594202898553,41.42028985507246,9.725611199111238,4.693298550724638,221,12,29,4,3,69,43,46,0.057,0.8740000000000001,0.069,0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,2,2,1,2,0,8,6,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,4,6,0,8,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,1,4,16,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25003743336215484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20255968428189133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4306524783744861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3798682518410856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687855964682358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4343179524778187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089504197899824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27441935568404663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3674986870162033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ViscousFluidity,2019/02/11,"Medical Anxiety I've never posted here, and I just started this account to make looking at warhammer subreddits easier, but I'm mid panic attack and this is the only thing I can think of right now, so here goes. 

I'm 32. A good ~5 years ago I started going to the emergency room pretty routinely because I thought I was having a heart attack. I had all the symptoms - pain in arm and chest, shortness of breath, numbness in fingers, etc. It took 4-5 trips and a host of tests before a random triage nurse was finally like ""You're having panic attacks. Stop coming in here and go see someone that can help you with that.""

So I went to an anxiety therapist. She was wonderful, taught me some calming tricks and such, and eventually I had to move for work (and she moved to a different city anyway), so I went to a family doctor and told him all my symptoms, turns out I had an ulcer and it was giving me bad indigestion which was causing all my pre- panic symptoms. 

So fast forward some years and I've pretty well gotten to where I can manage the panic attacks by getting rid of the heartburn and recognizing it for what it is. But about 6 months ago I woke up on the middle of the night to discover that my hands was numb, eventually it progressed to my entire side, including some face drooping  so I had my wife take me till the ER. By the time I got there I had lost most of my ability top speak or even write/text/etc. I was terrified I was having a stroke but that didn't find anything wrong, and by the evening of the next day I was recovered and they said I had a complex migraine. Queue many a night of waking up with numb fingers and having to calm myself down. 

I've just about gotten past that, finally, but a few hours ago I tried to turn on a light switch and it shocked me pretty good. I'm probably fine, but it scared the hell out of me and now I'm having those familiar faux-heart-attack symptoms because I just *know* that it shocked my heart (it almost certainly didn't) into a bad rhythm (thanks Google!) and that I'm having a heart attack. (Almost certainly not) 

I dunno what I want from you guys but my wife is tired of hearing my crap so here I am. Thanks for reading, I guess?",4.3296962794229295,5.201121897494311,5.276908883826881,83.29332839787398,70.34396355353076,8.222353834472285,27.845178435839035,8.447377352677275,1.868914290053152,1719,58,344,26,30,564,219,439,0.205,0.66,0.135,-0.9909,1,0,0,0,0,0,55.0,0,2,1,4,24,34,8,5,27,0,30,27,12,2,6,60,68,32,0,1,11,2,4,1,0,0,15,3,1,1,23,24,0,1,6,1,1,10,4,23,2,0,29,10,46,11,45,39,9,55,1,1,2,0,15,21,2,11,26,229,69,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18016490650492187,0.0,0.1356806985186667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036548536245246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0557512534397735,0.0,0.0,0.462442282425448,0.0,0.0,0.11313435656562218,0.08259772909786771,0.0,0.05764899443021707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959638477338657,0.0,0.05835934486447315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04369218602436276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078277628012979,0.0,0.06934347354234842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15111500043714055,0.08949450743010473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06386726835050516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14843036837677526,0.061920913278950926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035395801691268464,0.06499054673408182,0.07700608211342751,0.11364847636416987,0.05418467458468601,0.0,0.07463262482084748,0.0670816790211835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.076357497672849,0.32112925518545204,0.04541040001401321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671863815281838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037232810826664735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03309850121647788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05689168780484874,0.0,0.0739555046886523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04522265833151486,0.06868635837145973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06824949908314792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05407621651263712,0.14401189468463524,0.0,0.0,0.05225182959042975,0.0,0.0720513118918848,0.12715477959764496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05152579680565991,0.07208919418344317,0.31795312988370994,0.0,0.0,0.06467362131682577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06488434778877263,0.2067737804676477,0.07304435533898401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06776684645231673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05785685971060382,0.06444434987153372,0.0,0.06782808007895799,0.0,0.053986793226345815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05740309499457934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590549203780073,0.0,0.0,0.05664079023040941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816665807271897,0.05093845017600119,0.0,0.0,0.12474745646729325,0.0,0.07866124501033298,0.04500910149331505,0.04341051140041696,0.0,0.05378475153532327,0.03950470259932296,0.07786694918879739,0.0,0.06473660722429413,0.07527109044810472,0.04599679302305859,0.14738185477757856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03995982811902998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060914049224899236,0.12560710011140705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347037211129269,0.04932172415751211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407236334433834,0.0,0.08725564196799804
anxiety,EthanDK11,2019/02/11,"Frequent anxiety attacks from parents’ separation This past summer, my parents had a very messy divorce that involved an affair and a lot of fighting, moving houses, and not really being on speaking terms with my dad since then, and it has had a deep effect on me (I’m 18M by the way). 

I’ve always had trust issues. I’m not sure where it comes from, but even before the divorce I had to deal with those issues when in relationships or even just in general. It was never too bad, but it’s always been something I had to deal with.

In the months since this separation, I feel like I’ve just been going deeper into a hole. It has not only driven a wedge between me and my girlfriend, but it has caused me to start having nearly nightly anxiety attacks that get stronger every time. I’m only posting this because tonight I had the worst attack yet, as it lasted a long time and was absolutely unbearable, and I don’t think I can take this anymore.

I’m in the midst of scheduling time with a therapist so I can properly deal with my anxiety and finally start to feel better, but in the meantime I just feel so alone. ",8.446027397260274,6.474977187214616,8.738214611872149,71.420198630137,62.51598173515982,11.317077625570777,36.96849315068493,9.888512548439397,3.5442142465753417,880,33,163,14,10,293,120,219,0.132,0.795,0.073,-0.88,2,1,1,0,4,0,21.0,0,0,0,3,11,10,4,0,14,0,18,0,0,2,2,35,33,17,0,0,11,3,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,14,14,0,0,5,0,0,4,5,6,0,0,11,4,15,4,25,21,3,37,0,0,0,0,14,11,0,2,21,116,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754476134076057,0.0,0.0,0.1888709227703233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604660371827795,0.0,0.11255479032737267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3873448099382832,0.0,0.0,0.09476210871454126,0.06918442126646412,0.0,0.09657438188215624,0.0,0.0,0.10037554142047343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165888131640948,0.0,0.09776437061979228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3510196184223252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14992241967676345,0.0,0.09562294349850893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721567656760196,0.0810795881397509,0.0,0.12432628895096795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0592955298412958,0.0,0.06450081961336672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095595267798613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23691489700632515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251213241541596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05544706074754532,0.0,0.0,0.10043793954281333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964878879111348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058921557695444,0.12062534524936085,0.0,0.0,0.08753297771769153,0.0,0.0,0.10650571067522203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17263343538509138,0.0,0.0,0.25204160785750057,0.0,0.1083421326683074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10869514452871563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727066710475283,0.0,0.0,0.12184925829599053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877655498428943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737263533368181,0.0,0.0,0.16066218854634384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069660287113388,0.0,0.08533278660631452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131774390690359,0.0,0.07272188087787566,0.0,0.0,0.19853645008081686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364380297560274,0.0,0.0900856454663906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,breath-me,2019/02/11,"I hate this feeling I have been having really bad panic attacks lately. Especially the last few days because I know I have to go out tomorrow and I’m freaking out about it. I feel dizzy and shortness of breath, I feel like I’m going to have a heart attack, I can’t concentrate, I get this rush over me (like the feeling of being in an elevator when it starts to move) like my body is going to drop, I burst out in hot flashes. I try to take my mind off of it but nothing works. ",1.5996555555555574,3.3505880100000063,3.729333333333333,88.11522222222223,78.9,6.4444444444444455,23.11111111111111,7.3871296695380915,0.8906777777777779,371,12,80,5,9,127,66,100,0.16699999999999998,0.77,0.062,-0.8429,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,2,9,3,1,4,0,8,3,3,0,0,12,22,4,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,5,0,0,5,1,6,0,0,1,5,13,3,16,20,1,20,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,9,51,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4199376432798744,0.0,0.0,0.1541036910194675,0.11250883737005574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20500960932861792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902886690583735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37328553060614006,0.1318529522840446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964273604022964,0.0,0.3146768632854013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18221928383305389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21870988186380935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101431850581844,0.1504447427636197,0.20819685286542397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705067510617627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18635758331371036,0.0,0.0,0.19616290926387586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770946646488546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216546734226801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182367775701793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306357393166473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387695731911437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530721515705714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343651914563722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,scharia,2019/02/11,"I just started my first real job last week and I’m so anxious that I’ve been getting physically sick over it I work in health care and just started last week. I have had anxiety since I was really young but it really skyrocketed in severity in high school. 

I’ve tried several medications with no effect. I have a prescription for Xanax (as needed), and I was taking one pill every morning last week. Monday through Wednesday I was okay. 
On Thursday, I was about an hour or so into the day and I felt like I was going to get sick. Ran to the bathroom and threw up, but was relatively okay after that. 

Once I’m with these patients I feel like I’m okay, it’s just the beginning part of the day (where I’m doing the prep work) where I really drive myself crazy.

Now it’s going on 1 AM and I’m too anxious to sleep just thinking about work and the fact that I have a license on the line when treating these patients.


I bought sea bands (acupressure wrist bands) and will be giving those a shot tomorrow. I also have anti-nausea medication if I feel like it gets that bad. 
I also carry plastic bags in my pockets just in case I’m nowhere near a bathroom/garbage can (this is what my life has come to lol)

Does anybody have any tips/tricks that might be useful in suppressing anxiety-related nausea/vomiting?",2.533488372093025,4.806035263565897,3.9394511627907,85.19973488372095,78.14728682170542,7.073736434108528,24.66108527131783,8.109356740369918,1.5879846201550385,1030,37,201,19,25,339,147,258,0.095,0.8029999999999999,0.102,0.1586,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,5,16,9,0,0,12,4,22,10,2,2,1,32,49,18,0,2,9,0,3,3,0,2,8,0,0,0,15,12,0,1,5,2,1,6,1,1,0,2,12,3,21,8,26,33,1,43,0,0,0,0,3,16,0,3,24,126,36,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187726871176252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981791140640057,0.0,0.08979030105006576,0.265196981258902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800185500169616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966996559674485,0.0,0.0,0.10110675884888523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15139221751733967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027142204918408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889212018071357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869499751330667,0.16770310724944446,0.11269683460443855,0.0,0.0,0.09983772218516594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183968212503392,0.11259522448992006,0.13341197356174364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476239571522073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401140172959615,0.0,0.0,0.11558911900242322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11647495127766334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28702486816279804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829042770788513,0.17202808848482307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364826288362875,0.0,0.12451458925741528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703086106378104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124998800413947,0.07953522807878817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710391364048412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359658282809234,0.2255771446091458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878810911818075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265196981258902,0.0,0.09709245836565787,0.0,0.11745812814206355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661549401945491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825016130734803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520811136350929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968880854993224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137289978766903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824494946443785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563476174373861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LawfulWatchdog,2019/02/11,"Big day tomorrow The next week will be the biggest “feat” of my life when I get through it. I will be visiting japan with my city delegation with a friend. I am an 18 year old guy who has struggled with anxiety as long as I can remember. I have an underlying fear of throwing up, my anxiety itself, fainting, embarrassment, and being in situations I cannot escape. That being said, I have not had one experience in my life where any of these things occurred around others. I have a very supporting family that knows this will be big for me. They know I will get through it as I always do. Being with them always eases me knowing that they will be there in case my anxiety acts up. Visiting a foreign country will be my biggest feat by far. And day after day I have been constantly thinking about, constantly fluctuating between “itll be completely fine and fun” and “why am I doing this?” But.... nothing has ever happened, yet I’m still feeling anxious. But that’s what makes it an illness. I know it will happen, and I know I will get through it! So far, my biggest anxiety “victory” was visiting Disneyland on a school trip last year. Amusement parks, being with people I wasn’t fond of, and being on a bus with them for 9 hours were things that I would think would bring EXTREME anxiety, which is why I was super nervous going into it. And.... I was fine. I had a great time. I hope I can keep that on my mind tomorrow when I’m anxious. No real point to this post other than sharing my thoughts I guess. feeling pretty nervous right now but as soon as I sit on that long flight, something tells me I will feel at ease. Being in an inescapable situation like a long flight without my parents seems insane... but I’ve never had major issues!! I’m going to focus on walking around every so often and going to the bathroom to breathe if needed. I hope and something tells me I know I will have a great week. Might post an update within the next few days. Thanks for reading!",3.5173515013054844,5.400076631853789,4.698178035248045,82.6966404210183,73.80417754569191,7.398466057441253,27.89564295039165,8.17850203761792,1.9704308746736288,1542,61,291,25,32,507,192,383,0.062,0.8059999999999999,0.131,0.9835,1,0,2,0,0,0,50.0,0,0,4,1,15,20,0,5,17,0,50,5,1,1,2,53,84,23,0,6,7,1,3,1,1,14,4,1,0,1,26,18,0,1,14,2,0,11,6,5,0,1,11,4,46,15,48,47,2,72,0,0,0,0,15,27,0,7,32,217,72,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385723838369659,0.0,0.0,0.0566255411680316,0.0,0.31850146784176137,0.1881397585493506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14825351481356264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873056010765414,0.17996766980417353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148055767056885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532126615238946,0.07015743363635392,0.0,0.0,0.0814527231160299,0.07849827771834013,0.09370038754172637,0.12630940254577094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06433315670992422,0.0,0.13051330719090512,0.0,0.14197048760329498,0.0,0.0,0.1836079733842124,0.09172981186362626,0.08244906045955483,0.14726839418223314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16540912677141245,0.08200285250915942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869108425032119,0.0,0.07401300700359922,0.0,0.0,0.2745736525131498,0.06787506798086944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763022790290507,0.0406808590324084,0.0,0.0,0.22107041951151388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05558247416167727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833488468668353,0.08407760486548152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0617426529862968,0.06422192049878854,0.0,0.17711431964868682,0.0,0.0,0.07989852075440562,0.0,0.08737644668900314,0.0,0.056424996000622625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924599877912055,0.0,0.0,0.05772800124683328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871579428910347,0.0,0.1594967088413499,0.08471415830167367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329118921629902,0.09477795982812266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432715446747407,0.07111097685514367,0.07920755974454508,0.0,0.0,0.08427232490331467,0.0,0.07580465664756411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18719491528369125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820855833938466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06649845587318641,0.0,0.0,0.08705047832917663,0.0,0.0,0.0944922835235144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14556095030523514,0.07666259052042794,0.0,0.0,0.11063998946957487,0.10671038445245004,0.0,0.06610601129613418,0.04855462267156067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870536141589383,0.0,0.0,0.13358618556546556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502740200199373,0.0,0.0,0.08026801248735456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830332759600705,0.0,0.0,0.10724456818954882
anxiety,I_rant_here,2019/02/11,"I don’t have the mental courage to go to school anymore and it’s biting at me, I need help. I don’t have access to benzos currently so I have to go through this sober. I don’t have much of a mindset to help me get through the day. I used to be fine going to school but suddenly I get panic attacks or nervous breakdowns because I’m so depressed to even concentrate on a lesson. This leads to nervous breakdowns in class and when I’m at home. The only cure is to sleep. I hate being alive, it’s constant torture. How do I take this on sober?",0.8378947368421059,2.953664982456143,2.606228070175437,93.29776315789472,83.3859649122807,4.852631578947369,24.41228070175439,5.985473137389443,0.5464701754385968,424,17,91,3,12,140,66,114,0.24,0.675,0.085,-0.9757,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,5,9,3,3,5,0,11,1,1,3,0,9,22,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,7,0,0,0,0,11,2,18,20,1,14,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,1,5,60,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038922254241244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338908161233969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532710136699485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221721381832505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13258996552635896,0.0,0.17707626693943596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579171397306075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148268856772804,0.0,0.3505283679459101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029797408789545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756082457874226,0.0,0.20622574694310986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20718858921269606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113392815001592,0.1524440167058706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563621380347326,0.0,0.2412181580178437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4161405797789313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20574068359046416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15457975366662044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17756565705386554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway39137,2019/02/11,"overthinking about hanging w this one girl So I finally mustered up some confidence and hung out with this girl I’ve been lowkey talking to for about a week or two now. I went over to her house and we were chillin watching Netflix and talking the entire time. We were cuddling and shit but I didn’t kiss her during or before I left. I keep overthinking this and I feel like I should’ve, what do y’all think? Is it really that big of a deal that I didn’t  or am I just completely overthinking it? ",2.508140814081408,4.441729891089113,3.5074587458745903,89.90385038503851,76.82178217821783,7.261166116611661,25.083608360836077,8.167268648758528,1.4530387238723872,393,14,83,7,9,126,69,101,0.025,0.872,0.103,0.7998,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,1,0,0,5,3,1,0,3,0,8,3,1,0,0,18,12,10,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,9,0,1,2,2,0,2,2,1,0,2,6,2,14,2,10,6,1,11,0,0,1,2,10,5,1,4,5,58,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21201777796792795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612407140776864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568741939998967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598335848981146,0.1780007677079521,0.0,0.2729438492140442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287498501749042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22146586888172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707143068961799,0.0,0.0,0.12172754705168196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688380363375559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159619005977715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557603289601316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4005325714426436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15965239738411774,0.0,0.0,0.145287864032579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433942285765135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19986203678639766,0.0,0.0,0.2309748723791861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,riversong12345,2019/02/12,"Citalopram aka Celexa I've been on this medication for 2-3 weeks. I don't feel any different depression/anxiety wise (yet) but I've read other reviews and people said to give it time.

 I experienced something strange today. It felt like an electrical shock on the front of my forehead to my eye area. Like a brain zap (not sure how to describe it) but I'm wondering if someone out there knows what I mean or has experienced this?

To be honest, my anxiety seems worse and I have to take Xanax to go to sleep and shut my mind down. ",3.8379285714285696,5.296335304761904,4.812559523809528,83.93598214285716,72.14285714285714,8.678571428571429,28.36309523809524,9.188382445141503,2.2761666666666667,417,16,86,9,8,136,79,105,0.105,0.754,0.141,0.631,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,0,5,6,4,1,1,18,16,8,0,1,5,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,6,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,6,8,5,13,12,0,12,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,4,6,47,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414392574563274,0.0,0.3182211431877432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23218386201215396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21730363025215724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516519422930233,0.0,0.19970149961669045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995214440515382,0.11820461187138412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143049959654851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20322527168986307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265603626812012,0.0,0.2095264511095852,0.0,0.0,0.2100090128161788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419298186592272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20804470407531672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197844615770682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893448455732618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208138626204286,0.0,0.17622791285643896,0.16011964669139744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19602662389466596,0.0,0.15638140695211794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212797199828762,0.0,0.19714870219595296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16683576441887993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22555456870716964,0.0,0.0,0.211957968372609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fruitcake_cata,2019/02/12,"Some realizations about therapy Hey. First time poster here. I just wanted to make a post about therapy and some things I've realized. 

I'm 20 and started therapy this past summer and was diagnosed with GAD and depression. At first my therapist and I talked about general things and small strategies to help create structure where I needed it.  Eventually we began to discuss more personal issues which I was not ready to face so I left therapy under the guise of going back to school and not having time. My anxiety and depression peaked around midterms and I went back to therapy over winter break. 

I'm currently taking citalopram but kind of want to stop medication (of course I'm going to talk to my psychiatrist before that) but I realized after my latest therapy session that I havent had the mindset of change yet. My therapist can ask me what I would want to do to help create structure and give me the tools to help lessen my anxiety but they are just that. Tools. Tools that only work if I use them. I thought that going to therapy would be easy and that I'd get some coping mechanisms and be on my way. But it turns out that I'm having to change the way I think and respond to stressful situations that I've been doing for the past 20 years. Facing my insecurities and saying that I don't value myself have been hard, but slowly I think I'm starting to change that and I'm starting to use my tools more. 

Wow this turned out alot longer and rambly than I expected but I just wanted to put my thoughts out there. Sorry for any weird formatting stuff I'm on mobile. ",4.715899599542336,6.350461365131582,5.440440503432498,79.59895308924489,70.21710526315789,8.971167048054921,27.362128146453088,9.43228470229965,2.4347175629290625,1261,43,234,28,23,409,155,304,0.092,0.828,0.08,-0.1527,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,2,3,14,7,0,2,7,0,18,4,2,3,0,57,51,24,0,9,12,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,19,22,0,1,6,0,0,5,4,5,0,2,9,2,32,2,39,38,6,41,0,2,0,0,15,12,0,5,20,157,51,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05422291153747146,0.0,0.12199496240815512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709815487237529,0.07454198026337991,0.0,0.0,0.12262343977432602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784908436471232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530489333790941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735223308597228,0.08092990973875876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13564604442192404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04165853643838584,0.07648960978160974,0.13594665996041996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142739547438991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16033518496054613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322320330175116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303231032440789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866329136328937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05322410201006448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032518289190953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05912290358568501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06064248247483404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15223321871497372,0.0,0.06962201093947035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636462059019461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015625571865982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06340891355678094,0.0,0.08069663837260115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962610442496274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925742559338819,0.16931170832967515,0.0,0.0,0.06666249416507908,0.0913368086668411,0.0,0.09127813372338432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059951214024778376,0.12817683729681378,0.0,0.0,0.6382918918459715,0.185158249564954,0.10594551924392806,0.10218264791721557,0.0,0.126602247984484,0.09298888648296727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17345877404221102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13773183689301485,0.0,0.0,0.18812038447812765,0.12658074408919492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391565816973465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0580484335668144,0.0,0.0,0.11328370086197595,0.0,0.0,0.05134708308182315
anxiety,BeginningGlove,2019/02/12,"I’m having a really hard day I was snowed in today. I spent the day cooped up in my room, trying to find the motivation to do work. I feel stupid for having put so many things off to the last minute. I’m feeling like everything is closing in on me. I’ve got people relying on me to meet deadlines for Friday, but  I just feel exhausted, apathetic towards the work, and overwhelmed. I‘ve been battling with some mental health issues for a while, but I’m feeling especially worthless and incompetent today.  I just don’t feel like I can make it to the end of the week. 

I’m lying in bed and trying to breathe and get this knot of anxiety off of my chest. I’ve got no one to talk to right now, and I needed an outlet, hence this post. ",4.8975093214019365,4.944896677852348,6.072035794183446,81.01634601044,68.79865771812081,9.038329604772557,27.96495152870992,8.841846274778883,1.9300687546607005,571,17,119,9,9,192,91,149,0.18600000000000005,0.7440000000000001,0.07,-0.9654,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,4,7,2,1,9,0,8,4,2,2,0,21,23,9,0,1,4,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,4,7,0,0,7,0,1,1,2,5,0,1,5,6,11,2,25,18,1,24,0,2,0,0,2,13,0,1,11,72,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12590654273125215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21228652183043312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577284289662673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14791776075140298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4160938487126296,0.23515812055572197,0.0,0.0,0.15042707294643873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598850632295336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632662073186947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14743520950299735,0.0,0.0,0.17494541975767572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17178325392955995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13415817523587964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608151557609992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986130151247524,0.16686265260046007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16586226865778064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203717661392773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152658444878323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410203389369085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15762626875242947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654526848748629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054369201156404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055409707752814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228662990422976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093424989241902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31201335334027197,0.0,0.0,0.22348387880557768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320196017868865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396386682561508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,soniiiety,2019/02/12,"im scared i don't know what to do  

im 18 and idk what to do, I can't make food or do anything my brother acts like he is incharge of everything i do, and I want to do things my way and eat, but he gets angry.

and i don't want to fight with him.

I might starve until I finally sneak into kitchen, but then if I leave my plate out or food or anything he says to put it away straight away. which I am not independant like him i got depression and anxiety.

Im very clumsy I need someone to look after me.

my mother can't change my brother or fix it. I just get scolded and told off.

its hard for me to live here or do anything.

I really want help, I tried family abuse lines/numbers, I don't think professionals can help.

I need to move out or stay somewhere for awhile, i was at my sisters house for 5 days, but once I came back home everything is like hell.

Im hungry. tried,sick . drained,stressed.

i mean, the only thing what could help me, is if some adult or someone to talk to my mother about this.

I mean, last time my brother threatened to kill me if I came back, and started swearing and all that.

me and my mother went to the police and called them n stuff , and said next time he does that he will go to sips.

I can't handle living like this anymore, its like i live in prison or jail.

im scared to make somthing to eat or stuff because my brother gets really angry.  


i have no one to talk to about it.  
I just want a friend or someone who can have me.  
i want freedom and to be free of this hellhole",1.5203322949117322,2.9402886760124645,2.9787538940809988,94.88179646936656,78.12772585669782,6.001661474558671,22.480789200415373,6.605766666666668,0.2879935617860854,1159,34,275,10,27,379,156,321,0.174,0.677,0.149,-0.9345,0,0,0,0,2,1,37.0,0,0,1,0,7,13,3,2,3,0,25,5,0,3,1,55,50,30,1,11,19,8,1,5,1,2,0,2,2,1,19,18,5,0,4,0,1,7,8,6,0,1,7,4,45,8,36,39,2,30,1,1,1,0,29,9,1,15,17,167,64,1,0.0,0.09562738987447454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061742436884633566,0.0,0.0800419944920607,0.0,0.0,0.19925077078667552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15165819462278946,0.1241210266619481,0.0,0.04919967466369135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241327693144229,0.18462000545554214,0.0,0.0,0.08537979759967608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644398538617016,0.0,0.0,0.05205085808587015,0.0,0.06951485057146277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07062930184782103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16517164182112046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507273107806348,0.0,0.07608559844981606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841315510861575,0.0,0.0,0.19518814872514836,0.0,0.062355848697770486,0.0,0.1265019229965174,0.0,0.04586898730129787,0.0,0.06455064540977452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07229973057668605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16229334133801587,0.0,0.08095806530437939,0.0,0.0,0.09312776126601492,0.0,0.0,0.4358997745934519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929294498732984,0.0,0.044355751653079284,0.06578889775998006,0.0,0.08545955512392894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19715257422840488,0.0,0.21380352161439412,0.0,0.06777553236966931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774824449236536,0.0,0.0,0.17583230018315815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561987295437859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578127320898397,0.0,0.1196899305026192,0.0,0.0,0.08583531636741816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595283070617768,0.05469074880394243,0.061383102594073084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113519545274385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340896103303457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767730803793832,0.0641833198014252,0.1616082916271695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20515432779581205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05712649800735075,0.08602543540962156,0.0,0.0,0.09245229529214248,0.0,0.1847858075158179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974224723137318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723942048103263,0.05171529680566277,0.0,0.0,0.09412454975703427,0.0,0.0,0.07712124895086649,0.0,0.054796355227302536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06659367175921935,0.23802234813790465,0.06406333055449695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481838215683427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lilly1555,2019/02/12,"Please help..What is wrong with me? Last week one night when I tried falling asleep, I randomly woke up to a pounding heart and everytime I tried going back to sleep I kept waking up with a pounding heart and it really scared me. Two days later I felt completely fine, but around 6 pm this feeling of being scared started building up until what I think was a panic attack. It was the first time something like that ever happened to me. I thought I was going to die. It really scared me and I went to the doctors the next day. My dad has heart palpitations so now I'm carrying a heart monitor for two weeks to see if it's a heart problem. However this feeling of anxiety and being scared of another panic attack keeps coming back. I don't know why. Ever since that first one which was completely randomly, I haven't been able to feel ""neutral"". I'm either anxious, happy, or sad. Before I wasnt thinking about my feelings all the time but now it's on my mind every second. I just want it to stop, so I can be normal again. What is wrong with me? I don't think it's anxiety because I don't have THAT much stress on my plate and it's never happened before. I'm just tired of feeling this way, and I can't even control it.",2.1555785413744744,4.168509782258063,3.745862552594669,87.41161991584855,78.19354838709677,6.5711079943899025,23.68583450210379,7.586124646067393,1.1489408835904626,958,32,193,14,23,318,131,248,0.258,0.6729999999999999,0.069,-0.9952,1,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,3,15,16,2,7,9,0,19,10,8,1,4,43,45,14,1,4,7,1,6,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,18,11,0,4,11,0,0,5,7,13,0,7,11,7,26,3,24,31,3,36,0,1,1,0,1,6,0,4,25,130,44,1,0.08287315671836844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689973066285582,0.12679547611149386,0.0936230781855385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377467960888362,0.0,0.18856035944899696,0.0,0.12744868412349622,0.0,0.050518707134686563,0.0,0.14103790494184407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138788642208815,0.17378185618284206,0.0,0.0929492921071982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068926603162996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600925268960426,0.0,0.0,0.08482418753757777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05473693841712661,0.1499270296590535,0.06982420882516609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20951579048276944,0.0,0.07957122669607974,0.0,0.0,0.14098372953774493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419744955138963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656891758650029,0.08822001634679065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4910254486497947,0.05554813005715244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366146948282767,0.0,0.0,0.045544919612130606,0.06755268365835387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040487638287757206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367826380418154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06092130569562613,0.0,0.06391688742926019,0.0,0.08813654234544939,0.07777084359859082,0.08119809794676454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231399153304003,0.0,0.0,0.19446758677977705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096983973487684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07929841871519205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618133256448928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318819488566695,0.0,0.06603917628076901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06855353162500599,0.0,0.08293300672103544,0.0,0.0,0.06379980485791271,0.0,0.0,0.058658046871057926,0.0,0.0,0.0692856698308704,0.09493092102172213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15930531766117892,0.0,0.06579202941294965,0.09664800826150598,0.09525050251392264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253086694978776,0.0,0.16191006434639912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04888073500194578,0.06578085437511362,0.13295169497544362,0.0,0.0,0.07682424654855602,0.07478013384338071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18121757445088515,0.0,0.0
anxiety,YumYumSoup8,2019/02/12,"Taking 18 Credits Worth of Classes in College See, I work hard and care about my grades. I don't ever remember being told before signing up for classes that 18 credits is a lot. The problem here is not that it's too much for me, but the fact that every time I tell someone I'm taking that many credits they say ""oh geez"" or ""that's a lot."" Hearing those words from almost everyone I talk to is making it seem more and more to me that taking that many credits is going to be too much for me as the semester goes on. It's hearing those words from people that's giving me worse and worse anxiety about my classes as time goes on.",5.784518272425253,5.064743155038761,6.4157475083056505,81.88813953488375,67.06201550387597,8.611738648947952,31.606866002214844,7.447530270364453,1.9805982281284609,493,17,100,4,7,162,74,129,0.099,0.777,0.123,0.3071,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,6,6,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,1,2,18,20,7,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,13,3,0,0,2,0,5,1,2,1,0,0,1,5,11,5,17,17,6,8,0,0,1,0,8,4,0,5,3,69,24,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15548178738794388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878212663210536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212444795741685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15830944814013215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404517887284685,0.13082277489718133,0.14836839005925012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895038837295688,0.08824426331421971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909259475575347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500041007531214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26401222925541257,0.0,0.0,0.1036448046713272,0.3148414737058317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228284556189307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076455754000861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857367316908265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17589212512465174,0.0,0.0,0.1234779773037954,0.0,0.0,0.12373113048236205,0.14135316842068266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315608765108064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502341025630895,0.12480119685724933,0.1357139682040344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810798982443872,0.0,0.0,0.14836839005925012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130393624559661,0.0,0.3164694587884788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BatmortaJones,2019/02/12,"Nighttime anxiety I could be having a perfectly normal day, and then night comes around and BAM. Unrelenting anxiety. 
I wish I knew how to make it stop. ",3.59059523809524,6.438486392857143,4.907142857142858,76.50452380952382,77.92857142857143,9.447619047619048,27.190476190476193,9.725611199111238,3.3133904761904773,121,5,21,4,3,40,24,28,0.17800000000000002,0.603,0.219,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,1,12,7,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,2,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5034308536093732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29291620702303256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834396439131555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627124249782698,0.0,0.0,0.21220419244410807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196373897626444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087826425631485,0.32239026986146285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275092968420901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3783808548551889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,exo-lgirlyeollie,2019/02/12,"What should I do? Sorry if this may be long but I am stressing out and I need help. So a couple months ago while walking to work I got hit by a car. Before you say anything, yes I had the right away, my head was up and I was aware of everything. When I arrived I immediately went into shock and had a major panic attack I could not calm down. I already knew drivers around my town were ruthless and dont care about pedestrians who walk but I never though I would actually get hit so I was very hurt and almost suicidal because I was afraid of going back outside again. 

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So ever since then my mom has been driving me to work for the past months now (she took off for two months for personal reasons I won't say) but I was lucky to have a ride to get to work. However she has to go back in a week and a half and I might have to start walking again and I'm trying to not let the trauma get to me but I'm freaking out and honestly just want to cry. There are two ways to get to my job, a short way (which is much busier and where I got hit because the crosswalk light turns with the left turn light for cars) and there is the long way (which is longer but safer for me bc the crosswalks actually work properly). And then there is the option to take an uber/lyft which I've done once and although they may not be trust worthy, it's a faster option. 

Could you give me some advice and tell me which option you think is best? Thank you",2.4511000000000003,3.842455843333333,3.4450000000000003,92.62750000000004,75.56666666666666,6.333333333333334,21.833333333333336,6.816661863887847,0.3019333333333334,1123,28,254,10,24,360,171,300,0.149,0.753,0.098,-0.9546,2,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,4,1,5,18,15,1,3,17,1,34,1,1,1,2,49,60,29,1,7,10,1,0,0,0,6,0,2,0,1,8,19,0,0,3,0,0,11,6,8,0,3,15,4,34,7,32,31,4,49,0,1,0,0,15,14,0,10,21,175,42,5,0.0,0.0,0.1915968024490588,0.0,0.0,0.0959292283864108,0.0870205485715315,0.0,0.09830168131555968,0.0,0.1083315009593297,0.0,0.0,0.1063656466512492,0.11928560481629627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078440055828025,0.08739087481104582,0.0,0.11168096462291402,0.09223263950735253,0.1509712012050244,0.0,0.1196853455475166,0.0,0.08353425565334954,0.0,0.10302189844362884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000894392954482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15675929219428245,0.10862169847193424,0.10783360715534317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046057024453038,0.11505287842533325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879912694428417,0.0,0.0,0.08822761566660155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051561854118917,0.0941722748088411,0.1115829653874096,0.0,0.15702880870644426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074931430235567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06580034919226888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509152612235148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741719659743164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106660480729619,0.100384053653862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17375225925448515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414138051040546,0.0,0.11497388819018935,0.2350717409512065,0.0,0.07216522291383598,0.07279077955639393,0.07571368303129268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454636452553563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517971085184665,0.0,0.0,0.09371304513641104,0.0,0.08571704268927127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009336798343922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383545555535825,0.0,0.15613523587970793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120608766933317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989172040110444,0.0694842465998566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245180973591944,0.0,0.0,0.10738052464840192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381057660490868,0.0,0.08580369107267834,0.09038046564071464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06290248066260018,0.09645015974473277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10906893650000307,0.0666500414378158,0.2135585131594588,0.191792932737328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099938333191886,0.05790238894799031,0.23376501694628704,0.07874493656300653,0.0,0.0,0.09100328389320908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858716656384939,0.0,0.0,0.06973616311676806,0.0,0.11928560481629627,0.0
anxiety,youssefsaleh,2019/02/12,"In need of your help Hi guys  I’m 21 years old i’ve been diagnosed with social anxiety. I’ve been suffering since a year ago without knowing what it’s really called.
I have some questions and need your help guys 
First of all i always feel like i can’t concentrate on anything i even can’t concentrate when I’m alone. if you’re telling me a story or talk with me on a topic i will forget the first part of speaking and after we finish the conversation i will forget the topic or the story 
Second i always feel like i lost my pleasure or my passion in everything i don’t feel happy when i go out with my friends or wiz my bf i don’t feel happy when i do some stuff i used to do it like reading or learning new things 
Third i started to feel like I’m Not me. I’m not the same person that’s not my skin that not my body.
Ah And sometimes i feel that I’m an autisic 
Do these are symptoms of a social anxiety ?
I asked my therapist many times about these symptoms but she never answered me ",1.6705263157894734,3.4815180622009616,3.4358851674641144,90.02119617224882,78.90430622009569,6.313875598086125,23.44019138755981,7.273561745256523,0.8750133971291874,781,26,168,10,19,261,109,209,0.057,0.828,0.115,0.875,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,2,0,3,5,11,0,0,10,1,13,6,2,1,2,40,32,13,0,3,12,0,7,4,2,2,3,1,0,3,10,8,0,0,10,1,0,1,10,2,1,4,3,8,31,9,17,27,5,21,0,2,0,1,21,5,0,9,19,109,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199909184623963,0.0,0.0,0.11917370374046175,0.0,0.0,0.19148830742159975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760503941682046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468953744314944,0.0,0.10757120415792926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781241821988232,0.0,0.0,0.11749528056030445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678959711334168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600002681028104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341392718703753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490850490582535,0.2466095819026861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19575021063526432,0.0,0.0,0.08889972841894395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06539467586595718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278669183388855,0.0,0.24497985460807886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15425266723663342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06323728019305845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22486179785252505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256081630148118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665889287805653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706400047209295,0.08874601500791231,0.1111314876389616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074244103843948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460529609011865,0.0,0.0,0.10047121804643837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890028635624518,0.0,0.11509716730373973,0.0,0.07371424448474087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951838080847015,0.0,0.0,0.23459065151426814,0.0,0.0,0.1138032447161009,0.0,0.08144432742778794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317230736723083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391953238420272,0.0,0.09248571532749383,0.10057278091362944,0.0,0.0,0.13360052815273418,0.07644475663202388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067095926731047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993801042923442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091954562449492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481974999213284
anxiety,sonicdale,2019/02/12,"I have pretty bad social anxiety. Do you have any advice? Hi. I'm new to this subreddit, like I said my social anxiety is pretty bad and it's to the point where if I have to talk to someone I don't know (school reasons), I'll start shaking, my heart will race, I'll stutter, and my eyes will start to tear up. I would just like some advice to help me get out of my shell and be more social. ",0.6414285714285732,2.380827666666669,2.6930952380952395,94.45607142857143,81.85714285714286,5.628571428571429,18.833333333333336,6.6274283507984215,-0.07249523809523772,300,7,70,3,8,101,54,84,0.155,0.691,0.155,0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,10,2,2,1,0,10,16,4,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,2,11,2,9,11,2,8,0,0,1,0,8,4,0,2,5,41,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304816450595144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499258753957965,0.0,0.25871934937342705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28237989924201506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834684015172016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20038220368171986,0.11334297175287188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293195885753942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652256966370689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16331611362018691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15985247432209096,0.0,0.0,0.34406736124392784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17386113239239573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160851129363921,0.0,0.0,0.1711364253429735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5171230176645174,0.14327637220747375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393771794926115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591474309909074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012252310700793,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,earlgreyttt,2019/02/12,"Does anyone else dislike cognitive behaviour therapy? I’ve suffered from anxiety since I was 12 (I’m 19 now) and have been to a number of different psychologists promising CBT will get rid of my anxiety, yet I’ve never really had any results. I started seeing a psychiatrist when I was 15 and I’ve been seeing one ever since and it’s been life changing, plus it feels good to not be blamed for my irrational thoughts. In a way it’s sort of distorted my view on psychologists and I prefer to not see one these days.

Anyway I just went to the doctor (gp) for a genera check up, just for her to tell me that I’ll never fully recover from my anxiety unless I go to a psychologist and do CBT and now I want to cry.  😓",5.887810344827585,5.356285806896551,7.591853448275862,72.91536637931038,66.79310344827586,11.38793103448276,32.60775862068965,10.9516,3.5323965517241382,562,21,111,15,8,198,92,145,0.136,0.7879999999999999,0.076,-0.8243,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,6,0,10,2,0,1,3,21,21,9,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,3,0,1,2,4,1,0,2,8,5,13,2,20,11,0,15,0,1,4,0,2,3,0,1,9,74,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560293237273475,0.0,0.3901388266288015,0.0,0.0,0.11886497376977086,0.17418072445121635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17983295193213833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867323376341711,0.10963318868559084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17760936619839476,0.0,0.17399784288072684,0.14876441735963872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420096271110607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377087896440705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859549537737741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881575765819529,0.0,0.09661249640349884,0.14258436103558025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007301829484325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622223886651353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303870254391268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890362381742534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4063937852649664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28124446507247625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203238594963158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14858376933046494,0.0,0.1944049435795692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134957628583559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002678916906238,0.1349347054936477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758775378147985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ticklywhale,2019/02/12,"Anxiety because I used tap water for a nasal rinse Hi guys. I have a question. Does anyone of you use tap water for a nasal rinse? I just used one because I didn’t think about it and then afterwards googled why you shouldn’t use it and now I’m freaking out about maybe having the naegleria fowleri or sth like that in my nose. I do not really know what to do so I thought maybe one of you does it all the time and can calm
me down a bit. I’m in LA and I don’t know how safe it was to do that. 

TL;TR Was it a big mistake to use tap water for my nasal rinse? ",0.10771505376344236,1.7731348790322627,2.143225806451614,98.1015053763441,83.2741935483871,5.423655913978496,19.204301075268816,6.42735559955562,-0.2469440860215051,431,11,109,4,12,144,70,124,0.06,0.871,0.07,0.2869,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,0,6,5,0,0,7,0,11,7,4,6,1,23,22,8,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,5,3,1,5,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,4,4,13,3,14,17,2,9,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,5,67,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471470417978675,0.0,0.0,0.1139918077557014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19875868789853746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17798254025983332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853308981903215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16142170795619948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17919002634839715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964643513867646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275637423133606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22094173481358811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18262681157361774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443884818533708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446069621028016,0.0,0.12942470405503767,0.09506197010767543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7040120737437403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14710591508172394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,uwishuwasmygf,2019/02/12,Freaking out about medication I just got prescribed Prozac for my OCD. I finally took steps to go to the doctor and get some treatment because my OCD has been out of control lately. I can’t even take my first dose and all I want to do is count and recount them to make sure I don’t OD. I need a push that it’s gonna be okay. ,4.294859154929576,3.567266901408452,5.293063380281692,88.7286091549296,70.12676056338029,8.226760563380282,29.017605633802816,7.1686216300943375,1.2898422535211265,254,8,61,2,4,84,55,71,0.044,0.871,0.086,0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,2,4,3,0,0,2,1,7,4,0,2,2,13,16,3,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,3,0,10,2,9,11,2,9,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,38,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17179281028724902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160813292932079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884512764462205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18613723530430185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087163581120308,0.0,0.23971309318639505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472375647932952,0.0,0.16016289309602688,0.0,0.22539451442723965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.317901449190794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18811479802854705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28390061993831955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20896347043636898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656088515478395,0.0,0.21189104356715704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31310866055758035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662227580864766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Blastersix,2019/02/12,"Need help in helping my son I thought this would be a great place to look for some recommendations.  My son is in his second year of college and is really struggling with anxiety and depression.  He's been to see a counselor at school and has been put on meds (Lexipro I believe).  However, in the last few weeks, he's missed classes because he can't get out of bed.  This is really the second semester of this all happening and I want to be supportive, but I'm struggling with what I can do for him.  My wife or I just mentioning to him to get in and see his counselor again or discuss getting his medications adjusted gets him more anxious.  To be honest, she's done most of the talking to him as I know I can be more direct and can just make things worse.  I know that's on me.  I was raised with a ""suck it up and figure it out"" father.  I'm working hard not to be that guy.  What do you think?  What can I or we suggest or share with him to help him get this sorted out and turn the corner?  He's an amazing kid.  Bright, articulate and engaging.  I'm scared that the longer this goes on without something changing that it could get much worse.  Because he missed so much class last semester and has also missed some this semester his grades have suffered.  Because his grades suffer, he gets more anxious and depressed.  I want to help him break that cycle without being a dick.  What do I do?",3.6742546583850952,5.0839253695652165,4.499482401656317,86.21239130434782,72.47826086956522,7.5759834368530035,27.997929606625252,8.11559375814309,1.7407103519668723,1086,41,222,16,21,350,138,276,0.175,0.698,0.128,-0.9507,1,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,1,1,0,1,5,18,1,3,10,0,27,2,1,1,1,46,55,19,0,5,10,4,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,19,19,0,0,6,0,0,1,4,11,0,2,5,5,31,7,35,42,10,21,0,7,4,1,36,14,2,8,5,156,50,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926175170200021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538830384121078,0.2521956174406926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20412589692184108,0.0,0.0,0.1257564995835603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807820467087295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911876658363048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922747297183444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142250897558883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40821459964157947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123060448710312,0.0,0.11052045495502308,0.09870439902405144,0.0,0.09998878686397003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992637120876753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268587345638254,0.1819689236368847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373192965795404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450661411584937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398365426222112,0.11244449750191812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641057589962346,0.0827641462515276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166181996576022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220802208503616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301210367014633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175018840367601,0.11296448542310228,0.1778919381864104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592983423836167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23337703099024315,0.0,0.0,0.12666402875361804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971520227112373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415476843665662,0.07152101050257302,0.0,0.08861309520069809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214095255202942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316716709563899,0.0,0.0895341070117096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151936531233045,0.0,0.08126003213683755,0.0,0.22749879186108315,0.0792910041407792,0.0,0.0,0.07187903901936064
anxiety,ProteinToastPrincess,2019/02/12,"I just realized my Dissociation is due too GAD. How can I effectively calm myself with unheard practices I know all about the yoga and meditation, but I need something different",5.767311827956991,8.838439709677418,7.472258064516129,59.895053763440856,71.25806451612901,10.58494623655914,36.13978494623656,10.504223727775694,5.1056365591397865,145,8,21,5,3,50,28,31,0.0,0.8740000000000001,0.126,0.3818,1,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,10,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,2,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6560639156269926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450995417877944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4656097420705005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4834190862585739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Unapologetically-Mee,2019/02/12,Is it just me or Is it just me or does anyone else feel like they don’t deserve the good things in life because you’re scared of losing it? ,10.782903225806457,4.10875503225807,9.822580645161292,79.85387096774194,63.193548387096776,12.4,37.451612903225815,3.1291,2.2969096774193543,110,2,27,0,1,35,25,31,0.153,0.696,0.15,-0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,1,2,4,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,2,2,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,17,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430491538343037,0.3561560344438526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21189299416360832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041860407923522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903741835043929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17575639080227895,0.2483246427734705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915493706903584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24551930286392204,0.16981920935810285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888741301500005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34800702472752193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309291885914201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,maithrowaway01,2019/02/12,Buspar has helped my anxiety A couple of months ago I started taking buspar (buspirone) and I am now up to 20 mg twice a day. I have been on prozac and zoloft for GAD and depression with little to no effect. I am now taking wellbutrin (300 mg) and buspar together and this stuff really works well for me. I had never heard of this drug before being put on it and I would recommend it as a non-addictive anti anxiety medication for treatment resistant anxiety.,6.85227272727273,6.839302409090912,8.035363636363638,68.80054545454546,64.68181818181819,11.585454545454546,32.372727272727275,11.20814326018867,3.8787427272727273,364,13,62,10,5,125,61,88,0.14800000000000002,0.7959999999999999,0.055,-0.7305,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,3,0,8,4,0,1,1,10,12,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,5,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,1,1,3,1,8,1,12,7,0,12,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,7,48,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286598949907199,0.0,0.0,0.1859318860399351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4813775480733613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17848292107469582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320858417152636,0.0,0.13527224658197567,0.0,0.18065850119317786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432449350240951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14059188580439852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102259223659712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21130238399891454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16742149935548895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617731457239229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210858006368578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437206407403954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14846306110970442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401150743556598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154137716464697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18859162328162205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15270145623665835,0.0,0.0,0.14900131688817098,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mclarenmw18,2019/02/12,"I don’t know what to do... So this week I have started a new job, one that I’ve been wanting very badly as its in a much higher pay grade and stable then my prior jobs. As well it is in the field I’ve been in for the last 2 years. Some background on it is it’s a teacher assistant position with disabled students ages 4-5 y/o’s. I’m loving the job, I love my coworkers already, the kids are amazing. I couldn’t be happier making this change. However every morning this week I have been extremely nauseous to the point where I want to throw up, & today I broke down crying multiple times before our students arrived. Thankfully I have been supported and my team understands that I’m anxious with a new job, as well to add to things on my mind I am moving out for the first time from my family with my partner at the end of this month. I haven’t had anxiety effect me this bad and uncontrollable for quite a long time. None of the coping mechanisms I have done are working, I don’t know what is going on. I feel like my subconscious hasn’t caught up with me considering all the things going on in my life has been positive lately. If anyone has any advice or things that they recommend to do that can help I would greatly appreciate it. I’m at such a loss right now and don’t know what to do. I want to enjoy my time at this job and life right now. Thanks for listening. ",3.6415957446808527,4.598535109929081,4.972829787234044,84.52350000000003,72.01418439716312,8.476879432624115,26.5113475177305,8.841846274778883,1.8323781560283687,1079,35,227,20,20,360,154,282,0.08,0.7490000000000001,0.171,0.9763,6,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,1,6,7,16,0,1,15,0,31,4,0,2,1,28,53,12,0,6,2,0,1,1,1,1,2,1,0,2,21,11,0,0,6,1,1,5,7,5,2,2,8,2,28,11,37,42,4,46,0,2,0,2,9,19,0,3,23,153,49,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974872108319804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264479924918412,0.0,0.0,0.1106006730077319,0.0,0.06941603996830224,0.0,0.0780888276407273,0.11531825329787344,0.0,0.07137479647514255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17046050351099468,0.0,0.0,0.08686023340555593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798421045834393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121270814376444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446048164607376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041015785772978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600449756273733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622935995206854,0.0,0.051613331808883466,0.0729240178708961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682686869947331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602572312195893,0.0,0.0,0.1125405440375106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842023843158984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5064796692079307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16829698439911694,0.08320659431456784,0.1151476000803945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14420038083800985,0.049869795118757984,0.0,0.0,0.09033516654662427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18425743243013334,0.0,0.06813736643142862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306893778661737,0.0,0.08147709833278614,0.10849197725925236,0.07503853427594909,0.0,0.0,0.19717371550796092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917019593627788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649600886452786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085717353119088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17434685160584262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225081292061218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115836069633318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18795806054544076,0.0,0.0,0.2034467955455531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23808829432734605,0.0,0.09675731078805212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626603187887086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422443328055745,0.18062344529528526,0.0,0.16376044811489693,0.0,0.1835594388296548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743134640010375,0.0,0.0,0.07251275967869965,0.0,0.0,0.06573441134750589
anxiety,hugechocolatechip,2019/02/12,"Help So I’m currently 17 years old. I’ve had problems with social anxiety and anxiety in general for several years and it has changed almost every aspect of my life, and I’m sick of it. I’m sick of being scared of everything and I’m sick of isolating myself and ruining relationships. I want to get help. I’m going to college in the fall and I really want it to be a good experience for me and I want to have a fresh start, but I know it will be neither of those things if I continue to live like this. I don’t know much about this at all, as I’ve just put it aside all this time, but I have many questions. Is it possible to cure this on your own? Do I need to go to therapy? How do I do that? How much does it cost/does insurance cover it? How long does it take to feel better? Are there things I need to change in my life/mindset to feel better? Any advice is welcome, thank you so much for taking time to read this, as it is a very big issue to me and it’s taking up so much of my life. ",0.4697918050941325,2.2579540744186057,3.0568106312292365,91.38193798449612,82.67441860465118,6.885935769656701,20.005537098560353,7.957251820313856,0.7159723145071979,766,21,180,15,21,267,111,215,0.067,0.794,0.139,0.9474,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,2,9,9,0,1,4,0,16,5,0,3,2,31,38,19,0,7,4,0,2,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,20,9,0,0,5,1,0,4,2,3,0,0,1,2,18,6,33,33,8,20,0,1,0,0,8,7,0,3,10,118,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578402806401833,0.0,0.0,0.1186475156699298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057515557597206,0.0,0.1812843094699733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095840698952548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506868603107488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20737737057176628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998303241515256,0.0,0.10648838628426108,0.11590292475413755,0.0,0.0,0.11982107427027187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06190451525773544,0.0,0.13467767241743375,0.0993811907478231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588385439067935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236695404844735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023460386694494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25107240614941484,0.05788671468540491,0.0,0.10462610411305924,0.10485717856851724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201271200717911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3484060212157554,0.17571307107799453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433207065960465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13357617757354595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337596197993435,0.0,0.1191120615213573,0.1327324458032597,0.0,0.118518964954279,0.0,0.0759057426292914,0.0,0.0,0.1272105888844698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862605782387305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338564718538893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078247387291538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386563817565985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672622103855497,0.0,0.0,0.10908681896232107,0.13550009720476866,0.0,0.1574348638537665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818132930806634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776410204295576,0.20965993179647588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260335863119884
anxiety,xcer49,2019/02/12,"Has anyone been prescribed Lamictal (Lamotrigine) to treat their anxiety? (Or, I guess, to treat anything else) Hi all, I’m new to this sub but it seems like a good place for advice. After trying different medications for anxiety (I’m currently on Welbutrin for depression as well), my psychiatrist prescribed Lamictal to decrease anxiety. We talked for a while about the risk of Stevens Johnson Syndrome (SJS). Turns out this is the same thing that sent a friend of a friend to the hospital last fall with severe burns, and today, coincidentally, my mom sent me a news story about a teenager in LA who had a severe reaction as well. After some research, it seems that side effects can be all over the place; but my doctor says that if used cautiously, it can yield promising results. This wasn’t our first choice in meds but the others have not worked well.
My question is, has anyone been on this medication? Would you recommend it (or against it as well)? Trying to get a feel for just how common negative effects are.",6.2820873180873225,7.832519345945951,6.2886486486486515,75.32266112266115,66.35135135135134,9.584199584199583,32.60914760914761,9.851270322608157,3.3138440748440745,809,34,139,18,13,256,119,185,0.118,0.731,0.151,0.7929,2,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,2,1,1,4,8,13,0,1,13,0,14,3,0,5,2,29,25,12,0,2,8,1,1,1,2,1,3,1,0,0,15,4,0,1,6,0,0,3,3,2,4,1,6,2,10,11,28,17,4,21,0,1,0,0,14,9,0,8,10,101,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252260383048696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941016510827397,0.0,0.0,0.17920997683656542,0.0,0.10545597633703258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037482677723363,0.0,0.0,0.1338887705642437,0.0,0.13116626539902326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070523181809454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479614972456912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900375130206663,0.0,0.0,0.1980157028889369,0.0,0.06695273371058881,0.0,0.0,0.1074855747157924,0.0,0.0,0.1411709303644653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445880462129484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06260728765222745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234501208190198,0.2581939280738085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500869418918834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376741768106965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677775411284874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355657356529153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190948763944134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333246670298453,0.0,0.2895445244392735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300157409624497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513671799608265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147057702037775,0.0,0.0,0.17400996093689827,0.13938966777421602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106798724507181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.460886537060065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932942356403705,0.0,0.0,0.0910336044663954,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,notgonna_usethisss,2019/02/12,"Unsure where else to put this I want to preface this by saying while I don't know where else to put this, i'm using my best judgement, because this issue does make me very anxious.

I also know it's not a good idea to ask for medical advice on the internet, but i'm too embarrassed to tell any doctor.

I have not had my period in over a year. I am 15. I'm not on any medications, i'm definitely not pregnant, and I don't know what else it could be. Sometimes I get bits of blood but my actual period never comes. I tried googling some stuff to get my answer, but it didn't give me much.

However, I did read that some girls have a hormone imbalance that can cause them to have more testosterone than estrogen and this can stop their period altogether. It also comes with physical traits that are associated with being more male than female, like more body hair. Which I have.

I sort of think this could be it, but I don't know. As I said, I have more body hair than I think I should, (I even have a few short whiskers that will not go away, I have to pluck them) I have a subtle cleft chin, my arms look very masculine my fingers are masculine, ect.

Has anyone else missed their period for this long?

As I said, I don't know where else to put this but this was my best guess, and if anyone can direct me to a more fitting subreddit, then please do so.",4.172210144927536,4.6598929601449255,5.140000000000004,85.52166666666669,70.48550724637681,8.886956521739132,24.7536231884058,8.998388855275968,1.505762318840579,1051,26,231,19,18,345,140,276,0.052000000000000005,0.873,0.07400000000000001,0.8243,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,4,2,8,6,0,1,7,0,31,11,7,3,1,40,57,16,0,5,11,0,3,1,0,2,4,3,0,2,21,7,0,1,9,1,0,6,11,2,0,0,6,7,35,4,27,44,12,26,0,1,1,0,12,10,0,5,11,157,56,2,0.0,0.0,0.09923691923505136,0.0,0.0,0.0993724422117548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626464333483541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383083681757781,0.0,0.0,0.11488324198407887,0.0,0.14221110328193626,0.10419567770499057,0.0,0.0,0.0950684808182462,0.0,0.0955431706649728,0.0,0.0,0.06199062206623202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134393827999353,0.0,0.11102154581808787,0.2259142216541764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446590318605864,0.0,0.17519765402944215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16238589600642106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040862771428047,0.08899153068752423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4247539268219711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06716673990552162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625995602251316,0.09755242582266736,0.05779402152132473,0.08529459373328258,0.0,0.0,0.11202542466023993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479811729974808,0.0,0.10614023773946343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794368718883907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04968167290503315,0.0,0.0,0.08999439812222063,0.08539583729333992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788033404980494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20488838858318165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475546884227242,0.0,0.07843129480161723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162749948045428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066862497746981,0.0,0.0,0.10171972069760914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19346514151529648,0.08086972013460338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057618739177536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501923379868515,0.0,0.0,0.11641324089252747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888346623960591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303205129398442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06904232946096171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782941134284597,0.0,0.1678134323548694,0.05998069510660014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06548644355555601
anxiety,anxiouswreckk,2019/02/12,"DAE experience “anxiety paralysis” where you’re unable to make a decision under stress? So I have no idea what to call it but the best way to describe it is delayed decision making under stress. Like my mind might say “you should do xyz” but my body won’t cooperate and it’s like I’m literally paralyzed. XYZ could be anything. For example, I missed my bus stop yesterday (was used to other riders ringing the bell that when no one did i got caught off guard) and instead of simply getting off the next one, I sat inside the bus and passed maybe 3-4 stops to get off and find my way back to the train station. The whole time my brain was thinking, okay, I’m in a different town, I should get off at this next stop but how would I find my way back? Oh look, some kids from my school got off here I should have gotten off with them. Okay, when I do get off, do I order an uber or walk? We’re too far from the station for me to walk all the way back. Bla bla bla bla. Okay, I’m getting off at this stop. 

I did eventually get off and found a subway line and made it safely to the train station, but the whole experience made me feel stupid. Like I could have avoided all that trouble if I had just gotten off at the next stop, but I didn’t react fast enough. Is this an anxiety thing? Or am I just slow? It was kindly pointed out by someone that at least I found a solution in the end even though it took me long enough to get there. 

I don’t act like this all the time. Most of the time I don’t make mistakes and stay on top of things. Other times I get caught off guard and act like an idiot. Some cases are more mild than others, where the consequences are harmless. Like me not saying anything when I notice a minor mistake but I’m unable to let the words out. 

Any insight would be great. ",2.6743453882814703,4.0229406341463445,3.730679375759277,90.97853658536587,74.90785907859079,6.824072516587236,22.480235492010088,7.372421405659032,0.6097116344266889,1390,36,310,16,29,449,179,369,0.131,0.733,0.136,0.7816,1,1,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,1,2,18,23,2,3,24,3,32,2,2,8,3,69,64,23,0,10,12,0,1,6,0,7,0,3,0,1,19,11,0,10,10,0,0,8,7,9,0,2,19,5,32,14,42,33,13,66,0,1,1,0,6,28,0,7,30,202,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055106919414866784,0.0,0.12398387271771732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333706250817501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18693389442987854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850417586661601,0.0,0.0,0.09001217331656232,0.0,0.09046241901607158,0.08274630669672323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294005070461665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846648508782024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177340115665423,0.1674626690995621,0.0,0.05352318405823132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15853653868161516,0.0,0.0,0.04097398408240667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14812995941997745,0.0,0.0,0.17770248805768402,0.0,0.0,0.338701636685808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296229855534554,0.0893419257856297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147921680307326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438600407348636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286428995902999,0.0,0.23753911477233985,0.0,0.0,0.07171386822824469,0.06804941141534344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15335550055241312,0.16227547823785002,0.0,0.0814110525318898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596586048521175,0.08182275525046717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25854652349731594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225945483605352,0.0,0.0,0.1098235052046066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766047413073694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888536563157513,0.0,0.08201225315568787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866111691394135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637306180708282,0.0,0.338746536269117,0.1856517849041137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767277200352303,0.051924276885061266,0.07961696816150457,0.0,0.18900980890167934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003342314530625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998865443881404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572888347825677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809464855454737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513058958674087,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sashi_mi,2019/02/12,"I feel like I wasted a lot of years Hi Everyone,

I'm really new here and I haven't ever made a post, but I'm feeling extremely overwhelmed at the moment.

I'm in my early/mid 20s, graduated university 2 years ago and I'm actually working a very decent job relevant to my field of study. But over the past year, I've been feeling stuck and unhappy with my career and the environment I'm currently in. Last week, I submitted an application to enrol back into college to pursue a different degree that I have a really strong passion in. Although it felt good, I can't help but feel disappointed in myself that I hadn't made the decision to switch programs earlier (thereby saving money and lots and lots of time). I also feel like I'm letting myself and everyone else down by not continuing my original path...

I'm not sure what to do. I've been feeling overwhelming anxiety for the future. What if something like this happens again? I have a lot of hobbies and passions and what if this is just a ""phase""?? 

Wondering if anyone has experienced this and will listen and appreciate any advice anyone can give me!

Thank you",4.390738714090286,6.199584976744188,6.3014227086183325,72.41032831737347,71.32558139534882,9.709986320109438,30.32147742818057,10.056822442137396,3.4245184678522573,890,38,155,25,17,309,129,215,0.098,0.7240000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.9587,3,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,2,6,13,0,2,13,0,13,2,0,3,2,41,35,19,0,3,9,0,7,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,9,13,0,0,9,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,7,9,17,10,20,26,4,26,0,3,0,2,5,8,0,8,20,102,26,6,0.0,0.0,0.12390185935339135,0.0,0.0,0.12407106602494156,0.11254893225925884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153577753318936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634218047681746,0.0,0.09712970737681899,0.0,0.0,0.17755710529056265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763008724057846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265390103799654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060649639399687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484927511021405,0.0,0.24264556830269104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3851911701175199,0.1814110604689848,0.12190860749335765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179869182792065,0.0,0.10649422450644824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227684545460988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510356651898904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259955451983687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034953706153552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298327606532058,0.0,0.18608956312338987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43177254522312575,0.0,0.2402792325610739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262589840508735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120474235113372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159966453453458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162677125038764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774570144913053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966526438956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689451597280408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403570733657673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476139552455403,0.0,0.0,0.10184558333028998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769072058864898,0.09243377357113718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452885130307956
anxiety,ZombiesRUs909,2019/02/12,"Tips for confronting a roommate without getting too anxious? I'm a freshman in college, in my second semester at university. I didn't know anyone going into my first semester(which was a challenge in of itself, but luckily I persevered and made lots of new friends and connections :)), and so I had to randomly select a roommate without knowing anything about them until I got roomed with them. At first everything seemed normal, but I started to notice small things, like he would leave food in the fridge for too long, or he wouldn't take out the trash. Now, in my second semester I'm becoming more comfortable in my classes, but not so much in my room. My roommate hasn't cleaned anything in months, and completely ignores me when I say hi to him. Also, I've noticed he's not very hygienic, and hasn't showered in a couple weeks. Since this is really my first time confronting someone about an issue I have, I'm finding it so difficult to even start a conversation with him. Sometimes I have the conversation line for line memorized in my head, but when it comes time to actually talk to him I just freeze up. I understand that he could be going through some rough patches as well, so is there any polite way to go about this without ruining my reputation with him? 

Thanks in advance :)",6.744500000000002,7.535352783333334,6.776666666666667,74.97500000000002,64.91666666666666,9.9,36.83333333333333,9.888512548439397,3.770158333333333,1028,50,178,21,15,328,143,240,0.048,0.815,0.136,0.9705,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,2,5,17,11,2,0,10,0,13,2,1,1,0,37,31,19,0,4,11,0,2,1,1,2,0,1,4,0,7,11,1,1,6,0,0,5,9,5,1,5,5,3,26,6,40,22,4,40,0,1,0,0,16,19,0,5,16,131,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.12186959928659905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987036987015446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492598086223106,0.0,0.0,0.1410843340690879,0.0,0.0873223912263148,0.0,0.2055391822577692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379255057349445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757724069379852,0.1309393897744832,0.0,0.0,0.09971039119636388,0.1381827117926356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248526597530569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223845105827987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414249092855484,0.3186809702569929,0.15101125700911594,0.0,0.09648572574946856,0.0,0.06524717998350207,0.0,0.2129248156308289,0.0,0.0998818234380215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281678859509383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13034733787789649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726689568940345,0.0,0.0,0.1322350247901255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0610124298043072,0.0,0.0,0.1105191628451908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617263401837927,0.0,0.11816906518565536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099681896243001,0.0,0.09180473459389396,0.0,0.0,0.12061456687395668,0.0,0.0,0.12236063798066155,0.0,0.2843644601789429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000443312567403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931344567317492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369047759941815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330603890454104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058145286096263,0.0,0.12351431049746063,0.0,0.1767882800049799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938978655068597,0.10037771232302707,0.0,0.11497719158333725,0.0,0.0,0.08296794551073773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564272131339184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000953372983004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304308070848052,0.0,0.09912778146021364,0.10017509417813786,0.0,0.1122864787176537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611536182297308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871461471372986,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DerpVad3r,2019/02/12,"Anxiety Is Making Me More Anti-Social My anxiety is ruining my social life. I constantly think and worry about what others think of me, break down every little interaction into so many ""*What if they didn't really mean that  - maybe what they really mean is...*"", then I will literally think about it for DAYS.  There's this one interaction that happened 3 days ago, and I literally fall asleep thinking about it then wake up thinking about it.
I hate how this habit of mine is making me feel lonely and it's all my fault. I hate how my sweet caring husband always chooses to stay home with me cause he doesn't want me to be alone. I used to go out with friends and my husband even when I didn't want to (I didn't need more things to overthink). But I just found myself feeling miserable every time and fought to stay happy and not think about it - but my husband would sense it and it would just make him worry more.
I admit that I fear judgement - I know others will always judge and everyone will have an opinion and that I shouldn't care. But I just can't bring myself to not care. 

I hate this. I hate this more than anything. I hate that this affects my husband too.
What's worse is that I'm afraid of even going to ask for professional help about this, (I don't want to potentially offend anyone when I say this) but I fear of maybe that I might have to take medication or something to help with this - what if it changes who I am?... I want to do this on my own - but I just don't know how or even where to begin.
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anxiety,hexapodus,2019/02/12,"Too much to undo Ever since I was little, I find myself infuriated at my repeated mistakes. Why can’t I just learn? Today I said something hurtful (albeit jokingly) about someone else and immediately got called out. I wish I would just shut up and stop embarrassing myself. I hate going to parties or out in groups of friends because I get embarrassed just by being there and my face turns red. But at the same time I can’t stand being alone. There’s just too much to deal with right now. I came out as trans a few weeks ago, I’m having an eating disorder relapse, and in the middle of all of this, I’m questioning if I’m just destined to be an insensitive creep for the rest of my life. I don’t know where to even start turning my thinking patterns more positive because I’d be undoing years of negative reinforcement. Why do such small mistakes send me in to a suicidal spiral? ",5.556786469344609,6.236612395348836,6.561670190274843,75.86874207188163,67.48837209302326,9.510359408033828,31.91543340380549,9.573946990214177,2.935272093023256,700,28,131,14,11,234,115,172,0.214,0.7190000000000001,0.067,-0.9759,0,1,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,15,8,1,2,7,0,11,3,1,0,2,32,26,8,1,7,8,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,9,1,1,5,1,0,3,4,6,0,0,4,2,18,2,25,17,7,29,0,1,1,0,7,15,0,3,10,91,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14080937513617994,0.0,0.0,0.1645188643606272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19366481820843104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622018072679199,0.1816800621070638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16376555430864645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18205383819318047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625413999438598,0.13269731659315526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491776046026756,0.1436873219362069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14518440814830624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227257515911804,0.0,0.08299164607490575,0.0,0.09027711207271827,0.0,0.12704544383650745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15682974467831082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17005031993370956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729883519668187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219920541376828,0.0,0.15920766145200893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335434586856809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17794637626831664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356555239513727,0.15110104646634034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140090070304888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13459159323320294,0.12228913119846513,0.0,0.0,0.1124335976518408,0.0,0.0,0.13280423642345987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17375418594503286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017835343721793,0.0,0.0,0.0926256827014088,0.0,0.15056955224810212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34556252846735913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741847178153154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866716479455748,0.0,0.1826676297644016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284122789452572,0.0,0.0,0.10229305468779844
anxiety,karybear12,2019/02/12,"Sexual harrassment anxiety increased I have been dealing with a sexual harassment investigation with my manager, i finally had the gals to come forward to HR and tell them after one of my agents said the same thing happened to her and another rep. Im in a call center 5 years experience and the gossip is insane. He asks me what its about i said its confidential to call HR. My rep was called in today, she told me she told the truth but told someone else that she didnt but this person gossips, but she told me that this person confronted her saying it was all her fault this investigation is going on. Guys i have the guilt, this is my fault ,,i used to come to work fully dressed up now i do no makeup hair in a bun and ugg boots.. im miserable..i pop xanax like tic tacs to get thru the day. Weekends i dont have to take any xanax except my night dose..i do my work, but i have to be in contact with this man. He has told me hug me like im your boyfriend, carressed my back, rubbed my shoulders, held my hand, looked down my shirt. Hes a nice person to joke with but i didnt ask for that. Did i do the right thing? Im scared of taking more xanax one day im gonna just die at the amount im taking..i want to resign but they win, and i have bills and babies to think about...its constant drama, work used to be my escape from home stress now stress is everywhere.....any advice? ",2.1255081300813004,3.6668813693379785,3.6284538327526166,90.34746588269456,76.77003484320556,6.873925667828107,21.01756678281069,7.6454224807358475,0.5648514518002323,1071,26,241,15,24,354,151,287,0.145,0.747,0.108,-0.8809,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,2,4,5,18,2,4,12,0,24,8,4,2,2,28,47,12,1,1,8,0,3,2,0,1,3,3,1,5,14,12,0,1,1,3,1,5,4,11,0,2,15,7,38,7,33,29,5,27,0,1,1,1,36,11,0,0,15,142,52,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375370738428227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656992964213818,0.08987321425111207,0.06556704436088037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16025243109055395,0.0,0.0,0.06590482390959379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625549908850897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14766118979673112,0.0,0.09262083052186272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055025014691376,0.08836207262018242,0.0,0.0,0.08895226642923187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045014721206494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159875576282068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383971267153742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938898682266744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044779342568696194,0.0,0.04871032108422271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486524789503218,0.07579206306122419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597297623839645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5554816680346435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837460406977411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197385723157898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043196032842781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161570852688621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245130154385848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07319489931398361,0.16305750860990909,0.06815912667185284,0.08580952227398955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262084011222636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963584222634977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888479431798272,0.0,0.07491332261784843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388231813806066,0.054918777600708735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124197891493166,0.4094924501098247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14804987486706522,0.0,0.0,0.050553307082451836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871912156186136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055193696653865316
anxiety,rumbletumbleman,2019/02/12,"I need help getting through anxiety due to the thought of my new girlfriend partying out of state and the possibility of her cheating on me We’ve been dating for three weeks now. Last night she tells me how this guy invited her to a rave and so she called off work today and decided to go. I’ll be honest, I was just thinking “hey fuck it, go have fun” and I really do trust her and what not. But now she’s there, tells me how she’s done blow and started drinking. Sent me a snap and it seems like she’s the only girl there with a bunch of guys.  They’re all staying at an Air bnb tonight too. I knew she was into this stuff and I figured I’d give it shot with her anyways, cause why not. I like her, and I know she likes me. 

I don’t wanna drink (I know that’s not the right answer), but I’m bored at home and the thoughts won’t leave my mind. I’m not looking for relationship advice for now, just something to get me through this night. ",0.1503080620493762,2.319316296482413,1.7190211929211259,98.14852086519556,87.04020100502512,4.8679047410967895,19.707450294953027,6.280692351149826,-0.15659772776928094,729,22,173,7,23,235,120,199,0.052000000000000005,0.865,0.083,0.5844,0,0,3,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,12,9,2,0,9,0,9,3,0,3,1,39,28,15,0,2,8,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,3,9,14,2,0,10,2,0,3,6,3,0,1,8,1,29,6,22,18,2,26,0,0,1,1,24,8,1,1,16,109,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206114645909576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121333947766324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484466147970305,0.0,0.0,0.1493426712898166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14877158946161392,0.0,0.2848290800870936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13439909561532534,0.15190741858878934,0.13945928210864386,0.16524269250232526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28789303272719713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744342992116396,0.0,0.14582542015589914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597912721066745,0.11850201238595585,0.0,0.1539337122920232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213072213597864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208043073828415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678976639786148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077955256116444,0.0,0.14040643214511714,0.0,0.2728537482832261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056608989603857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16389121403886256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313250714324782,0.0,0.0,0.15608095866791266,0.0,0.1241515347349743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323461563750423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119186515776414,0.0,0.0,0.10289889639329644,0.15495300209482193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16642238125707534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25413257104720954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931519899446616,0.0,0.2308268883534246,0.0,0.0,0.13780080936962552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661300892496447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118052262363186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058365037535543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,theeagleruns,2019/02/12,"A year ago today, I didn’t think I’d survive another week. It’s amazing what time can do. At the time it was my worst enemy. Anxiety has crippled me for so long in life. It’s made me do countless stupid things for no reason and has humiliated me in front of my family and friends. It took me away from my family when they needed me most. It took away from what should’ve been the greatest moments of my life. But now, after it’s all done... I still can’t believe it. I still feel myself mentally bracing myself for a punch that won’t ever come again. I feel myself preparing for bad news that used to come daily. But no more. 

After 4 years, I’m finally free. Fuck you Anxiety. You won’t ever control me again. ",1.6564774951076338,3.673275000000004,3.671663405088065,87.31301369863014,79.82191780821918,6.911154598825831,22.072407045009786,7.957251820313856,1.1061228962818002,554,17,116,10,14,188,91,146,0.179,0.73,0.091,-0.8957,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,1,2,9,7,2,0,4,0,12,3,0,4,3,19,24,6,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,12,4,0,1,4,0,1,5,6,4,0,0,7,2,20,4,16,15,5,30,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,1,20,84,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149726216229324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15555073911924078,0.22696422504045002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27874656678931503,0.0,0.1238603435608496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16713194423477448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555689968752153,0.0,0.0,0.16637946950582347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518065578678757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683697647797944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27968946093216474,0.0,0.15001351934305635,0.0,0.0,0.16250268247512473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146095585996486,0.1371408624439167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209558324002595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312790298471665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036588620608126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14949501611571145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099945746085104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15252147654847234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23693408080528436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985526049479679,0.09505230805973697,0.0,0.0,0.17300018083837046,0.0,0.14061197179860546,0.0,0.32962942137543466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281208625616622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189919362398313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910562647785946
anxiety,megathon365,2019/02/12,"Do i have anxiety? So I'm 16, male. Haven't been to the doctor or talked to family about this but basically I've always felt anxious, and this last year has been the worst I've ever felt.

Sometimes it's because of a reason, other times I struggle to find one but I'll sudden become really anxious and get that knotting feeling in my stomach. It happens mostly at night but also if I'm anticipating something.
Gettting a phone call, making a phone call, on my way to college or work, waiting to place an order in a restaurant, knowing I'm about to have to speak. These are all things that give me that anxious feeling in my stomach and my mind just starts to worry. I have that feeling as I'm typing right now, knowing that people will read this.

I also have this thing where I can feel my heart thumping through my rib cage while I'm trying to sleep and it makes me very stressed and anxious for some reason. It's not that it's happening that's the problem, just that I'm very aware of the feeling that it's almost annoying. It's almost like the knotting feeling I get in my stomach, I also feel in my heart at those moments. Just something to add.

So as I said, last year was the worst. I had final exams for secondary school (GCSES), so not only was I worrying about those exams when I was taking them, but also the whole summer while I waited in anticipation for my results. That same summer, I started my first ever job. I over did it to say the least but I was working 30 hours a week for 3 months. This was where things were at its worst. Every morning I would wake up and try not to be sick. I never was but I felt I would because the anxious feeling in my stomach was so bad. I couldn't eat much because every time I would try to, I felt sick again and would get the same feeling because of it. 

After the summer I got back into a proper routine and things improved a lot. I still had those moments where I would get that knotting feeling in my stomach and started to worry about anything my mind could think of but I guess things were better. However, after that summer my anxiety feeling became a frequent feature in my life. I now wake up, go to school, come home and go to sleep with the same anxiety feeling. Even if I'm not worrying about anything specific, it's still there. The worry and the feeling.

So I'm wondering, do I have an anxiety problem? Is it even anxiety? Also I've heard that people have anxiety attacks. I can't say I've had one but I also don't know what they are either so if anyone wouldn't mind sharing their knowledge or experience on that as well would be very useful for me. Thanks for reading this, it honestly felt  good for me to type some of this out
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anxiety,redditreadr999,2019/02/12,"Have you been in Involuntary/Assistant Outpatient Treatment? Take our survey. Hi all, MadInAmerica.com is conducting a survey of people who have been court ordered or compelled to be in Involuntary/Assistant Outpatient Treatment (IOT/AOT).

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If you aren't sure what Involuntary/Assisted Outpatient Treatment is, here's a quick overview:

Outpatient commitment—also called Assisted Outpatient Treatment (AOT) or a Community Treatment Order (CTO)—refers to a civil court procedure wherein a judge orders an individual diagnosed with severe a mental disorder who is experiencing a psychiatric crisis that requires intervention to adhere to an outpatient treatment plan designed to prevent further deterioration that is harmful to themselves or others.",16.31975,17.361954141666672,14.53166666666667,26.500000000000053,45.08333333333334,17.333333333333332,58.33333333333334,15.4700424275458,10.266333333333334,707,46,62,28,6,227,75,120,0.103,0.877,0.021,-0.8768,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,1,3,0,2,2,2,0,0,10,0,11,1,0,1,2,10,13,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,4,1,10,10,1,7,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,4,1,48,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535484258901015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237481658300041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32180371563148297,0.0,0.0,0.3633720067002703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195164355497311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219805718646647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35818141924855906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29882018099263685,0.0,0.4767711589465031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,maddison42,2019/02/12,"Going back to work after being hospitalized I'm going back to work after taking a months leave from work after being hospitalized. I have social anxiety and I constantly feel like something will go wrong. I think everyone hates me, even though I have no evidence for that, and I have a really askew view of the world. Like I can never do anything good enough. I'm starting CBT tomorrow let's hope that'll work out 😔",3.9485357142857183,6.158686925000005,5.239642857142859,77.85250000000003,73.5,8.571428571428571,23.92857142857143,9.23628265651192,2.1804821428571426,334,10,59,8,7,111,56,80,0.17,0.73,0.099,-0.5583,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,4,4,6,1,0,3,0,10,0,0,0,1,7,21,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,2,7,4,9,16,1,15,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,12,39,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510034399745985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14532871842714953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715926718389777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908444430705473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824774763536695,0.0,0.11664421218023625,0.0,0.0,0.16875115056187398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929547405061089,0.12616478179647586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30110162195895185,0.1481257048242439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17435829676670275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754060199358302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18699643029454432,0.0,0.1805879076556776,0.0,0.1725580132058004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409623418002661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620664938151056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313601238388996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18002389524834014,0.0,0.13595714685744195,0.0,0.0,0.12500007971152974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278301788749053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315967980710913,0.17351095026921196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5142745692827771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19308698857025364,0.0,0.0
anxiety,garettchamberlin0821,2019/02/12,"Coming off of Prozac I'm a 15 year old Male and I have been taking prozac for almost 5 months. I started with 20mg and then half way through I bumped up to 40mg. I have been on 40mg for about 2 and a half months. There are some side effects of Prozac I hate so much. It makes my emotions feel really dull and I stopped scaring about a lot of things in life. My libido is pretty much nonexistent at this point. I've been reading a bit about the bad things that can come with prozac and I have just decided that I want to quit. All the reports I have read of withdraw were people who were taking it for years. If I were to stop taking it will I experience withdraw? If so, how bad? ",0.4054166666666674,2.5528387083333333,1.7686111111111131,98.41250000000002,85.52777777777777,4.711111111111111,18.027777777777786,5.985473137389443,-0.4776305555555554,530,13,124,4,16,169,87,144,0.154,0.8140000000000001,0.032,-0.9503,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,8,5,1,1,6,0,14,5,0,3,1,24,25,11,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,9,9,0,2,3,2,0,2,0,5,0,2,6,1,13,0,21,18,6,19,0,1,0,0,2,7,0,5,9,83,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15710616112658587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619990115853646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17128704959989668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702996885370105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764840523462522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15347193296590048,0.0,0.0,0.07933005969140948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15489983380742678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081850772356454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338522963238778,0.0,0.0,0.10472761894612527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25046176434245543,0.0,0.2306695264436444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16463331925626207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877018715493184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483150549464862,0.0,0.0,0.15961707757292273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16687553275937134,0.3138718834444544,0.0,0.10050998341276662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570777478909527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105001558451058,0.0,0.0,0.26233995589436315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35389312326344224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208466118720601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253984190235127,0.1245347449016937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20206851963312986
anxiety,LeveleRV2,2019/02/12,Work at home options? I had an anxiety attack a couple days ago and think I fucked another job up because of it. Sometimes I just feel terrified to leave my house for absolutely no reason. I don't want to tell my girlfriend and I need a way to make some money. Considered twitch but I doubt I'll make money soon enough. Any ideas?,1.3209090909090904,3.864997075757578,3.0032575757575763,88.22488636363637,85.81818181818181,6.330303030303031,21.88636363636364,7.6454224807358475,1.1625818181818186,261,9,52,5,8,86,53,66,0.234,0.7659999999999999,0.0,-0.8647,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,2,1,3,0,2,2,0,3,0,15,9,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,8,0,7,8,2,6,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,3,3,29,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925918568715492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477473000460271,0.2278207560530252,0.1662067362665086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24716971688879186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244241341665186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24039902010104236,0.0,0.14011761891563426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22449229135539914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985545163083964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20085751533322274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21793399301414088,0.0,0.0,0.25069404508203325,0.0,0.2452651579237602,0.0,0.0,0.21560147679944608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300517189899106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900514615091085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610988626022032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22338407582210348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21488013100078612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18989873611904604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921430916605487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281482223204498,0.17245443528121332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15817113261192356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sarahfullofanxiety,2019/02/12,"I'm at a point where I have no choice and have to make myself get a job. There's a possible perfect opportunity, but it's waitressing. Anyone here with bad anxiety worked as a waitress/waiter? 😭 So, I've got general anxiety but also social anxiety (I'm going to post this in that sub as well.) I've been caring for my dad and siblings for about two years almost.

My dad can't work, so I have to get a job and contribute until he can possibly get disability and also start saving to finally move out on my own. It's way way past time.

I've been applying to ideal jobs, things I feel I could handle, with no luck.

I have to be close to home which really limits me.

I saw that a restaurant insanely close to me is hiring for servers, with ""immediate openings"". Even the hours are super ideal because they don't interfere with my siblings school dropoffs and pick ups.

But, I'm scared to death. I worked at a Mexican restaurant for one night back in May, and I wanted to cry the entire time. Greeting people, checking on them, talking, etc seemed too much for me. There was a horrible language barrier though, that I feel really made it worse.

Does anyone here have positive experiences with being a server and also having anxiety? Any tips? Anything?

I can't not get a job rn, I absolutely have to do it. I'm just wondering if there are any stories that will make me feel this isn't completely impossible 😭😭",3.1638297232250316,5.133854256317691,4.971177797833934,79.978692087846,75.02888086642602,8.515583634175693,26.343110709987968,9.188382445141503,2.36974861612515,1107,41,211,27,24,377,156,277,0.145,0.735,0.12,-0.6492,4,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,2,9,18,11,0,1,12,0,24,0,0,4,1,44,46,20,1,5,6,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,12,16,0,3,5,0,1,2,7,2,1,2,6,4,22,9,33,35,3,28,0,0,1,0,7,13,0,6,10,139,34,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458797322025724,0.0,0.0,0.2505772231630861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14205425484072948,0.0,0.3196048125751643,0.0,0.0,0.14606269001105449,0.0,0.08595048028813912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031282749871886,0.08720837365934134,0.06366955044643545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649005649312274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951005366595773,0.0,0.0,0.08339194424056602,0.0,0.11472945596121373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140174051425247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648533499202482,0.06898585612140085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216861197547566,0.0,0.0,0.15843370048132074,0.0,0.0,0.11441591591398916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21827571348398447,0.0,0.0593592909073065,0.0,0.0835353201491932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476824609466356,0.0,0.10285865589730858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4145877064388318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988297004623661,0.13943755390895513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110099840958804,0.07678011505538201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801586245192104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707755775567294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970589845409207,0.07240997641178629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987355994422494,0.23549522472583964,0.10003077081759547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382206500575036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456905809492928,0.10570532370112408,0.0,0.09508407152854234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646994226191342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392769305020279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395005263345819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693895410776211,0.0,0.10261804874007724,0.0,0.1218070609199814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202894723933466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06160518745596238,0.1658093670085331,0.0,0.0,0.09390984891185092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132676555287788,0.22811464954183294,0.0,0.1064397954154379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06726005131975207
anxiety,Former_Strawberry,2019/02/12,Does anyone else scare easily? My friends make fun of me because I get scared very easily. One of them will walk into the room and start talking and I will literally jump. Sometimes they’ll really sneak up on me and I will feel my heart skip a beat. I have recently been coming to terms with my own anxiety issues. I wasn’t sure if anyone else gets like this? Is there some reason why I’m so jumpy and scare so easily? ,1.5781045751633975,3.894082000000002,3.225098039215688,88.76183006535948,81.94117647058823,7.071895424836601,17.6797385620915,8.167268648758528,0.711287581699346,330,7,69,7,9,109,65,85,0.141,0.6629999999999999,0.196,0.6512,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,1,3,7,0,3,2,0,8,1,1,2,1,13,15,7,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,7,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,3,0,1,2,1,12,4,7,9,3,10,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,4,40,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324032857418344,0.0,0.0,0.2435688080250679,0.3569175181723287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617301727468202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003288342451027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15241820472283596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909950215487445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806608444249829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13456407275497054,0.0,0.18199430446643025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20639345857688327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18178925972077906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509114668901738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626048649715046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802276858979968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115783943813334,0.17907678310373576,0.17197283783575645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.523126628050429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17225956000182613,0.0,0.1232791212794876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16415409432178274,0.0,0.0,0.13999204212948274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14370930520184905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15716222549378894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,marla--,2019/02/12,"yoga as a way of helping yourself out guys, i know you probably hear this all the time, but i promise you, it is such a good idea.

i was thinking of trying it for a while now, since my GAD is kicking my ass completely, and this week i finally downloaded an app. after only one class i bought a full year subscription and am planning out my days around it, trying to figure out how i can fit more yoga into them. it's just amazing. after the first class i actually felt worse, but i didn't back down and did it again, and each time it just gets better. i feel light, i can breathe with my full chest. im alright.

i promise you, it's not gonna fix everything overnight, and it is challenging af, but if you are a person who's thinking about it, please get an app or a class, i hope it works out for you as well as it did for me. if you want to, you can pm me so i can recommend the app i got, or you can just use youtube or take a class. 

hope my experience motivates someone else to try.",3.734326923076921,3.777524932692309,5.0596153846153875,87.28538461538461,71.30769230769229,8.515384615384617,28.01923076923077,8.384062270229773,1.6312096153846154,758,25,175,11,13,254,118,208,0.041,0.7509999999999999,0.209,0.9869,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,8,1,6,12,10,0,0,12,1,14,3,3,3,1,39,30,19,0,5,12,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,14,13,0,0,8,2,1,0,2,0,1,2,7,4,30,10,22,22,5,24,0,0,0,1,14,10,1,7,13,124,44,7,0.0,0.0,0.15340545645283382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399421792935752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087783165508233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390314706978517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648222113931156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138161164816199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132122707260166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412820827913216,0.15377269937360852,0.0,0.0,0.07948552666582982,0.0,0.1509375700707433,0.17220596327197987,0.0,0.13371505278670345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642620224604279,0.0,0.0,0.1318527034643334,0.12572796501790026,0.0,0.0,0.1556536614450952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17717690232248148,0.0,0.10536848708923173,0.0,0.0,0.31227203894016675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17746074465070225,0.1698040081969416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639353420526089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652343611398853,0.11955841071217507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726181117277098,0.0,0.1725594430226842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16948921855129884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300382551945255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319585980197868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181955549402594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014560500951437,0.0,0.0,0.18333028312968733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201873903533504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577115292263145,0.0,0.0,0.09272119672913268,0.12477880169523943,0.12609712461155748,0.0,0.14134253843449865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444416815323655,0.0,0.16020120412064864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123226156706888
anxiety,999lonely,2019/02/12,I am the most boring friend in the world I hate sitting in silence. I talk to them but I feel like i never get anything in return. I feel so lackluster and 2D. Everybody is so fun with their friend groups and I'm just awkward and wooly. I hate myself so much ,-0.3488888888888901,1.9197795740740773,1.4647222222222247,96.58375000000002,95.85185185185185,4.181481481481482,17.86111111111111,5.985473137389443,-0.2530666666666668,203,6,44,2,8,66,37,54,0.17,0.583,0.247,0.7889,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,4,8,2,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,10,8,7,0,0,2,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,10,4,5,8,2,7,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,3,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505240635222077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078629641190275,0.2174884231494129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4704114479998616,0.0,0.15905472118043254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6011330656122422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487315622455799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22379475201177368,0.0,0.23479903800917254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446933193174888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mdtodfwis0032850,2019/02/12,"Do you think getting a job in retail will be good or bad for someone with social anxiety? I had an interview last week and was offered the job at a home goods type of store. I really need extra income and retail jobs are always looking for people and the hours are pretty flexible (I'm a college student). But I'm hesitant to accept the job because I hear things like retail sucks and the customers are awful. In theory, retail doesn't seem that bad to me. I like putting things back and making the store organized. I think the real issue is the customers. I have this fear that I'll have to deal with rude customers who will fight with me and degrade me. I feel like this will either crush my soul or give me thicker skin. It really is the customers who I am nervous about interacting with since I basically have to please them and there will be times where I'll have to say no (like if their requests break store policy). Has anyone with social anxiety worked in retail? What was it like? What it a positive or negative experience? Do you have any advice? Or any tips about working in retail in general? Any advice appreciated.",3.749973320397768,5.913795202764982,4.8513073005093394,80.6232767402377,73.93087557603687,7.7020616056269695,25.245937424205675,8.532816995589336,1.9023880184331798,897,30,162,17,19,294,122,217,0.16699999999999998,0.71,0.122,-0.8723,5,0,0,0,1,0,21.0,0,2,2,2,5,16,3,2,13,1,24,1,1,1,0,28,37,13,0,2,7,0,2,5,0,4,0,2,1,0,13,12,0,0,5,0,9,1,3,8,0,0,3,5,18,8,21,28,2,14,1,0,1,0,17,7,1,6,10,109,31,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304254554063579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810412849237013,0.0,0.0,0.240532747415289,0.0,0.18038981829406214,0.0,0.0,0.08244000426132353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065956324277234,0.19688693109938127,0.0718721257252408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155205697781594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533103773447224,0.0,0.13267282563304236,0.059614927178774264,0.0842294008659378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06159906663502233,0.11310259487375306,0.0,0.1977816501964469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288442025579755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826558382351815,0.0,0.1161099803084054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305933150932405,0.4679992170885376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610608125869953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880054532648337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900820720594836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870067665858264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874230347246382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173858448722543,0.0,0.0,0.1294212803427207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994898898366738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852434001204992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341985883733127,0.15106241858887048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376061247892137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733379292691048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975299710407419,0.0,0.0,0.2403730204643146,0.09989820556882244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15665805036720667,0.15109402000488226,0.0,0.0,0.06874975820685328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945740843207174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17166850461150845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NathanHammerTime,2019/02/12,"What are some good ways to help with unrelated stressors ""snowballing"" I have several friends with varying forms of anxiety, and one commonality I've seen with nearly all of them when their symptoms come on the strongest is that they tend to tie in stressors that have absolutely nothing to do with what stressed them out in the first place.

Every stressor is valid of course, but what are some good ways to combat (or work with I guess would be a better phrase) the ones that literally have no business being there at that time?

I've experienced mild depression in my life, but never really anxiety to this degree. So I feel like anything I would offer right now would be off-base and potentially unhelpful.

I'm literally open to all answers, and I won't pretend to understand the thought process myself, because I simply don't experience it. But I DO want to be able to help whenever things come about. And I don't want to approach it like an asshole who doesn't know the first thing about what he's talking about.

I'd love to hear your thoughts!",8.523181818181818,7.738800005050508,7.924929292929293,73.51072727272727,61.57575757575758,11.152323232323234,37.98181818181817,10.355215969177356,3.7810145454545454,843,36,156,16,10,265,123,198,0.099,0.73,0.171,0.9475,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,4,4,7,9,0,1,7,0,20,3,0,0,3,34,35,10,0,5,4,0,1,2,1,4,2,1,0,0,14,13,0,0,6,1,0,3,6,2,0,4,3,4,15,7,29,24,5,22,0,1,1,1,14,10,0,4,9,108,29,1,0.14276575347564036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21843082128362729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174840506799011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702867821493462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262647072133076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24596011055106576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229639342718612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028630473968445,0.0,0.0,0.13965230149945226,0.0,0.0,0.07218665458820925,0.10199188280894383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24287295394892144,0.0,0.0,0.1103004669895161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394902810801436,0.0,0.0,0.1572725730067839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16090738006596228,0.0,0.1913857503635916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846032446320585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083967376477364,0.13949627154288616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885166645892684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010975030993927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698759087354073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19348353872366925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14915982624035964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145939740254233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192117340937265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16128466477136913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635376882512155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838828189188266,0.0,0.1147497047730936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896944457620044,0.0,0.0,0.2266801223404917,0.08324785894342279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862418427285848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16841388066611793,0.22664161982025585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393516886218364,0.0,0.0,0.3042500853585577,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,The_Nightwing_return,2019/02/12,"Which kind of medication do you guys recommend? I feel I can’t take anymore living like this, I am not playing in the same team as my brain.

When I have a problem my brain makes me feel hopeless and worried all the time 

When I don’t have a problem my brain can’t let me enjoy life, making me feel like I don’t deserve to enjoy anything that is good and making me paranoid.",9.323076923076922,5.223739000000002,9.224358974358974,75.23730769230772,62.84615384615386,11.425641025641026,40.1025641025641,7.793537801064563,3.1982256410256413,294,11,62,2,3,97,49,78,0.16699999999999998,0.635,0.198,0.5586,0,0,0,0,0,1,5.0,0,1,0,1,2,10,0,0,4,0,10,5,3,3,1,13,17,5,0,2,1,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,3,14,7,4,16,2,4,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,42,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17433956316185195,0.0,0.0,0.14466278007792882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5887298654895537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666588888488685,0.12558665816455614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14744694987191656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17406285205736002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830615091060016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17976040147235064,0.12416789738302048,0.17176730232839948,0.0,0.1552285680254851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520298687356917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17709309956519506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364205974378885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217456757778198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250639674574208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17852647230723453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,je0njungkook,2019/02/12,"I worry too much. I posted this in r/confession but someone suggested I post it here.


I worry about everything. I have OCD about certain things that I shouldn't have OCD about. When I leave the house, I have to check every socket about three times. The plugs have to be out of the socket, even if whatever is plugged in is turned off.

When I'm at work, I have to give my locker a little pull a few times to make sure it's locked and that no one will break into it (even though that would never happen in my work).

I worry about people's safety. My mum's, my boyfriend's, my close friends. If my mum goes out, I'll text her on the hour, every hour to make sure she's okay. If my boyfriend is coming home from a friend's, I'll make sure he keeps talking so I know he's safe. If he's at DND or a friend's, I'm settled. I know he's okay.

With my close friends, I get worried about them driving home. I'm that type of person who will say without hesitation ""let me know when you're home safe"" no matter what time of the day it is.

I don't know if this is something I can ever let go, you know? I care so much about people's safety. I've taken panic attacks in previous years if I hadn't heard from someone for an entire night and I've been worried that they've been killed. It's probably the worst thing to worry about but I don't know how to stop thinking that.

When I was about 10, my mum was almost killed and I'm not sure if that's what started it. I've worried about stuff in my teenage years, then when I became an adult and now this.

With regards to the obsessiveness about plugs being out of sockets, it's not the worst thing to worry about, I know.

But is there any way that all the worrying about people's safety can be helped?",2.02026268115942,3.4052286168478285,3.1423695652173897,94.381615942029,76.69021739130434,5.884927536231885,20.69057971014493,6.2581,-0.03058942028985445,1353,31,312,9,30,435,163,368,0.183,0.6809999999999999,0.136,-0.9723,0,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,1,1,2,29,21,3,2,15,2,29,0,0,4,8,55,55,25,2,9,14,3,0,0,4,4,0,2,3,2,25,13,0,4,8,0,1,4,10,7,0,2,7,2,36,14,45,39,6,44,0,0,0,0,24,16,0,9,20,195,61,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004607359397008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04756924951569418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957964667877931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131996255854932,0.0,0.0,0.060256808962556564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04511277007205105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924042833232138,0.06327491145398223,0.11787389214083467,0.0,0.06286767405498157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21617665248164356,0.0,0.036546641596823116,0.06710361413449747,0.039754908058336334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0618576603783986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04688684913979238,0.0,0.21050042515318346,0.0,0.13777578356139789,0.08071435199757206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621758860919937,0.1547813905247888,0.0,0.269103647758901,0.0,0.0,0.0740682748093283,0.0,0.14305978729555005,0.0,0.0,0.07010953050989391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14007900997805306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284443658539327,0.0,0.05395071724822058,0.0,0.0,0.06564451058082013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04740077813492035,0.0,0.0,0.08207272139081527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548616959990682,0.061078734362601424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339879245885173,0.0,0.07541927990582477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055628042555721714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853893620569107,0.053851890647684815,0.0,0.0,0.04951185560429199,0.0,0.0,0.05848237817487417,0.0,0.0,0.08007744688172913,0.0,0.0,0.2637129054963757,0.0,0.0,0.05622416597171353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941750904969594,0.04482193723209855,0.06872674909742722,0.0,0.12236741124380535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608687424870372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05552404720373611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743050989675083,0.0,0.10185068791176016,0.6393500195576614,0.0,0.04969136182073677,0.0,0.0,0.09009262460332378
anxiety,CStarling4,2019/02/12,"Getting a job I'm just wondering if anyone has ever had trouble getting a job, or at least through an interview. The few interviews I've been brave enough to do, I always get really nervous and start to get anxious till the point I can't breathe. Then I don't get hired and I made myself a wreck for nothing. Anyone else have this issue?

Btw I do have a job, finally, which is a relief but working at the job is a whole other post lol",3.915666666666666,4.504812788888888,5.337777777777777,83.51000000000002,71.1111111111111,8.222222222222221,29.44444444444445,8.344100000000001,2.038111111111112,341,13,70,5,6,115,62,90,0.084,0.82,0.096,0.4503,4,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,10,1,11,1,1,1,1,9,20,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,6,2,7,17,4,9,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,5,49,9,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169824916888712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17880674427278548,0.0,0.22134041430348772,0.16217238977559312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221922616467074,0.0,0.0,0.16354134077992155,0.0,0.0,0.14316963600949836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17338353983073096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4134631921683594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16519894476135208,0.6282577344108801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14976450758351864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518700191651347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14962190882145673,0.0,0.1515845850448744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013956107103029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202851465349938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17670941837149332,0.0,0.0,0.17164348951828287,0.11522675876242568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lmjordan1,2019/02/12,"Does anyone else experience this? I have an irrational mental block that I have to get over every single day. 

For some reason, whenever I go to class, work, or any public place, I get the automatic feeling that the people there either

A.) Don’t like me (sounds stupid bc people in my classes don’t even know me!), 

OR

B.) Think negatively of me, like that I’m just a lazy college student who doesn’t try hard enough or something like that (I’m an intern in the Accounting office at my campus bookstore, and all my coworkers are in their mid 30s and older). 

I try to get around these thoughts by telling myself I’m an awesome individual and a great friend/coworker to those who do know me personally. I know this is true, but it’s still really difficult sometimes to curb those thoughts. 

TL;DR: I assume everyone I come into contact with doesn’t like me, and the only remedies are trying to tell myself I’m being ridiculous OR somebody outright complimenting me, saying something nice or comforting, and even then I sometimes don’t believe it. ",7.448529684601112,7.468053658163267,7.67439703153989,71.77709647495362,63.438775510204074,10.188497217068646,34.654916512059366,9.800150414767053,3.3830265306122453,831,33,143,15,11,271,121,196,0.079,0.778,0.14300000000000002,0.9186,0,0,2,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,1,6,12,2,0,10,0,12,0,0,1,2,31,28,12,0,0,8,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,0,1,13,9,0,2,9,0,1,2,6,3,0,0,2,4,21,9,17,25,5,15,0,0,0,0,9,9,0,7,8,96,34,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683010021083163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956241667446993,0.14589540816340404,0.0,0.12675731127590303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16042479873246782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226563990315697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182978691778007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460647100451255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894859534990485,0.0,0.0,0.14712695975987844,0.0,0.1880945380722242,0.0,0.11996973784999625,0.13605977150862078,0.0,0.1392847675992368,0.0,0.0,0.07199667531526176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100101806111824,0.0,0.22317873442730232,0.0,0.08092353296200472,0.0,0.0,0.15698550597109476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755349474002814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347615028455769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782582965578571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14349565537382206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829403085472174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974306304328143,0.1243294781669871,0.14876727064260034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121869654277998,0.14640066140376098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323426352198013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21923759660062286,0.28165475256252914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371285842476725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24891031704253397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123777898568287,0.0,0.22608355050765694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900204420891281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366163453749784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cernan,2019/02/12,"Can’t bring myself to go to the gym I used to be in really good shape but this past year I’ve let anxiety and depression take me over, I feel like shit I look like shit I am not happy with myself. Over the Christmas break my parents bought me a membership to the gym and yet I feel super guilty because I haven’t gone yet and they are paying for it. I have this huge blockage preventing me from going I am scared and shy I would rather be a lazy piece of shit then do something with my life. I need help I want to go to the gym tonight ",2.160628019323674,3.3579081739130463,3.3481159420289863,93.81685990338171,75.95652173913044,6.850241545893723,21.473429951690818,7.3871296695380915,0.41553140096618346,420,10,99,5,9,136,73,115,0.28,0.564,0.156,-0.9631,1,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,3,10,3,1,6,0,11,4,3,1,0,16,24,6,0,4,3,1,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,2,3,2,5,3,5,0,0,2,3,19,5,14,18,1,17,0,1,1,0,3,5,3,0,8,64,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435744557221193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440780228262855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16164824938884426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18979298950572826,0.1340784141753891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199880933731498,0.1574168267772581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19978852904261885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579774584898154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19191520750049126,0.13256372146469295,0.1833816413300834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15760367847861798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391621184262707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20839609489321706,0.0,0.17916150870806466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023242073235105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18790011928025396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5779515407295343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444850011777652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111177631564972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16209500070472105,0.0,0.0,0.11069834884377767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333222730872231,0.0,0.0,0.12085957257360305
anxiety,twpop2,2019/02/12,"I am too sensitive for this world Does anyone else just break down crying whenever they make the smallest mistake? I am so worried about never being good enough that anytime I do something wrong or can’t figure something out, the tears start coming. I feel like I have absolutely no control over my emotions and it’s humiliating me. I started crying in class, in front of my supervisor, and in public, all for reasons that seem so small in retrospect. But when I start crying I get so embarrassed that it makes me cry even more. My dad told me I need to grow a thicker skin and my supervisor told me my body language is always aloof and uncaring when I’m turning away to avoid making eye contact to try and stop the tears. I can’t seem to win. I can’t even check my email anymore because I’m so afraid to see someone saying I’ve done something wrong. I don’t feel as if I was made to fit into this world where I can’t even be told I’m not doing good enough without completely breaking down. What can I even do? I feel like I’ve lost all control of my life.",5.266610352264557,5.454150901869164,5.938411214953272,81.80691229331418,68.01869158878505,8.453774263120058,30.947519769949675,8.139509932561175,2.0780234363767067,839,31,169,10,13,274,125,214,0.21,0.7390000000000001,0.051,-0.9839,0,1,3,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,4,14,12,0,3,4,0,17,4,3,7,3,34,41,15,0,3,6,1,4,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,8,8,0,4,7,0,1,3,9,7,0,0,7,7,28,5,23,32,5,27,0,1,2,0,9,15,0,4,9,109,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468765123195204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093666815321728,0.07116571377509961,0.10428383726768774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562400937469716,0.0,0.0,0.06204307209346019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305268340469785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767294404579666,0.10671255108470916,0.0,0.22830590719070146,0.0,0.0,0.4471944819797961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906682607982808,0.10415447895844504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502266189760042,0.11448682408829194,0.0,0.2103282635476034,0.0,0.2688942777046899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543864128468427,0.14542079387750928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053174931081583,0.0,0.0,0.1707335223228583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188898277665927,0.09944741675530784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110297484497644,0.0,0.0,0.09630503416103417,0.2038133020191612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546727735290773,0.07849765521889923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464498466334356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093814369419376,0.0,0.0,0.08110408217805036,0.18531017930613805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623637477772668,0.2350615910534859,0.0,0.0,0.21611749215077336,0.0,0.0,0.0850911682458487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917604176025645,0.0,0.0691007459107314,0.11070550172630886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811059402151501,0.0,0.0,0.1033607459203665,0.0,0.0,0.222557062006413,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alexfaaace,2019/02/12,"Doctor just switched me to cymbalta for GAD/CD, but after reading reviews online I'm terrified to even try it I've gone through lexapro, zoloft, effexor, wellbutrin, buspirone, and that's all I can think of right now but there have been others. All have given me various bad symptoms such as spacey-ness. weight gain, lethargy, extreme apathy, complete loss of an already low libido, mood-swings, etc. I take clonazepam as needed, but my saying about that is ""you can't be anxious/depressed if you're asleep!"" because it just knocks me out for 12+ hours. My doctor just gave me cymbalta to try but after looking it up online, I'm seeing a lot of people saying it causes weight gain, loss of libido, spacey-ness, and that the withdrawal is horrid. I'm now afraid to even try it. I'm not really sure what I'm looking for, but I just don't know where to turn to about this kind of stuff and I figured this community might be the only place that people actually \*get it\*",4.0967023172905535,5.911263732620324,4.668791443850272,83.7941675579323,72.10160427807486,7.125704099821746,26.905169340463466,7.793537801064563,1.6337582174688063,766,27,142,10,15,244,116,187,0.165,0.782,0.053,-0.9725,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,0,4,13,7,0,1,4,0,11,7,1,1,3,25,28,11,0,2,11,0,2,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,15,4,2,0,3,1,0,1,3,5,0,0,4,7,11,2,23,21,5,12,0,3,3,0,4,6,0,3,5,90,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.1425643242119798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16121570952879072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16504192071852025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198038082241497,0.0890560812495585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500763123816743,0.0,0.0,0.15317425941500484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582847799015565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990618788851624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16293074766028248,0.19298424332323133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632682945982444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387079463545868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15213191656792313,0.08028812080777882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453602938923376,0.0,0.0,0.12420185105425648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15498009721656011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108325067680392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110924227314016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20256303672292306,0.0,0.1526346243249269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461311309547776,0.0,0.09359001760317136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476142517494115,0.0,0.2323558024386849,0.0,0.0,0.11641608786294548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16723992587738054,0.0,0.0,0.13768960077255332,0.1518451062304901,0.10984269923996393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360959611322338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975598129454902,0.1589057057274653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558004144488618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Splitdesiresagain,2019/02/12,"I can't go to downtown or to other city without being afraid I may see a certain girl I got hospitalized back on December for my depression, and when I was there... well, there was this girl that was going to be released in a couple of weeks. 

It's very embarrassing to say this but, she went outside of my room and started hooking up with me. She kissed me and it was the first kiss I've ever had in my life. I'm still very... I don't know how to say it, it's a mix of fear, regret and shame. 

My mother asked for me to be released voluntarily, but I cannot stop having dreams about being there (the worst time of my life probably). Every time I go outside, I get all anxious and scared that Alexa is going to appear somewhere and I will see her... I'm scared. I regret it. I'm a stupid idiot I'm done with this",2.3618353576248303,3.4405540994152086,4.169239766081873,88.5996356275304,75.25730994152048,6.665047233468286,23.09536662168241,7.010146845296331,0.6154926675663512,625,17,140,6,13,212,97,171,0.253,0.6809999999999999,0.066,-0.9902,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,10,16,2,6,6,0,17,4,0,1,3,22,34,11,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,2,2,2,1,2,11,8,0,1,1,1,0,6,4,12,1,1,8,4,21,4,21,20,2,21,0,3,2,2,9,5,0,3,10,97,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18558930988335293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357935101763792,0.0,0.0,0.12632095520906875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817723724509854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14149387193386648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681151781643834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486004012394387,0.13841273946721558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18486034417983194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13973623585542902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582936712904847,0.0,0.3734557759438146,0.0,0.13138948986834986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028383133010197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320712324311318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17712131076383766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612836352985389,0.32894529342961515,0.0,0.2618193161075997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627802299269588,0.0,0.13119398716115618,0.13734519199672393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19158563788414407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27109592802240984,0.0,0.0,0.13177527270261213,0.0,0.14770718685347706,0.15228893533066293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15835977635029136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EvolvingChaos,2019/02/12,"Feeling like a zombie Hey guys. Hope all is well. I’m not sure where I should posting this exactly. If this isn’t the right place please let me know and I can take it down.

I’ve noticed this for awhile, but haven’t reached out about it. I haven’t seen a therapist in months. Didn’t seem to help when I did.

I noticed that mind seems to just shut off sometimes. I won’t be thinking anything at all for long periods of time. Has anyone experienced this or know anything about it?

It happens at work, when I’m getting food, going to the bathroom, taking showers, driving, or just relaxing in my room, etc.

My focus seems nonexistent during these times. It’s just zoning out but it seems to happen so often that I think it may be an issue.

I feel like life is passing me by without me truly experiencing it. Does anyone relate or have any advice. It’s very concerning for me.

Thank you in advance for replies.

TLDR: I’m zoning out on a very regular basis and I’m worried.",1.2389376961004004,3.7258935257731984,2.8449260421335723,89.68915956969971,85.39175257731958,5.229583146571045,22.867772299417304,6.7026698264267655,0.7597286418646347,760,28,151,9,23,249,120,194,0.039,0.8340000000000001,0.127,0.9288,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,2,11,7,0,0,6,0,16,2,0,0,4,35,39,11,0,3,11,0,2,2,0,3,1,0,2,1,16,5,1,0,10,1,0,4,7,0,1,0,3,5,15,7,24,30,3,28,0,0,1,0,4,16,0,11,9,98,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240673541194527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518395770365671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17517529512838764,0.0,0.20616354182936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961955355348237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13970270528231887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126674695812679,0.17897755206813046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15146997890678973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06544537918277163,0.0,0.07119053676549608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403126105323713,0.22154145289099889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396195892609347,0.0,0.0,0.12441562383380385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307432896723012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13768386679556827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809114074900094,0.08847781541388212,0.12239553048621435,0.0,0.0,0.11085488324851543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264811424129813,0.0,0.09998469664022933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852282646885391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087443741682853,0.13750248549275074,0.0,0.0,0.11996848612445933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697495016814228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4561433256024661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388950583073198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180600346674602,0.0,0.18836619189068865,0.0,0.0,0.11532645399302055,0.0,0.1454414015422646,0.0,0.16052849453155052,0.0,0.0,0.14608513538785528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20671218252904136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126275676379145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075022754112928,0.0,0.09119383613884102,0.12721188484464932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,scotty9690,2019/02/12,"GP sent me into an anxiety attack Just looking for some support here.  First time poster.

Went to see my GP about filling out my forms for disability and he decides he’s going to take over my treatment from the psychiatrist and completely contradict everything they told me, and refused to send me off on LTD.",6.270263157894735,7.808560543859649,6.528903508771932,73.63440789473684,66.3684210526316,9.910526315789477,35.30263157894737,10.125756701596842,3.8654947368421055,249,12,42,6,4,80,46,57,0.152,0.8059999999999999,0.043,-0.7089,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,3,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,8,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,3,2,7,1,12,5,2,12,0,0,2,0,7,5,0,1,2,29,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402533231415843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35728603543045945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32928358116599993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28225485984506593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671373661671761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784862597643703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637294169313173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502633697283685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35638901888891783,0.0,0.0,0.2361323469675091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831296026636178,0.0,0.0,0.3000956437773271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911346855136869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Loonzzor,2019/02/12,"Why is it so difficult to learn that „doing stuff“ really helps? I am talking about doing sports, going out, following your hobbies etc. 
I mean I really KNOW that if i go do sports today, i will get home and feel really good, maybe even the day after. And yet i have to force myself sooo hard to really do it. It seems so unbelievably tempting to just stay home and play computer games or so. It’s so ambivalent that I just don’t seem to really „deeply“ learn that doing stuff really helps coping with my generalized anxiety disorder.
Any suggestions? Do I maybe learn it in a few years or so?",4.00367149758454,5.658719434782611,5.605507246376813,77.6325120772947,72.04347826086956,10.328502415458935,23.21256038647343,10.504223727775694,2.6080531400966183,465,12,89,15,9,158,72,115,0.076,0.8029999999999999,0.12,0.735,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,11,3,0,0,2,0,10,0,0,0,0,19,19,11,0,1,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,11,5,0,0,8,4,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,2,11,2,10,18,2,11,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,5,5,62,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986243804028687,0.0,0.11233917572180248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470553460507254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16830181522779805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637755878735973,0.09699245954024477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425132796643243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672260481719856,0.0,0.1669154793566004,0.1231700755956584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154796842679747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968597408955135,0.0,0.2946032836805422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807044365375226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29505936007981937,0.15996174320713127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5644518437005669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26737184922150703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565216242287843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362142207020833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803176101957705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391957962155264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325084909014343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945660193710642
anxiety,BlueberryQuick,2019/02/12,"Driving six hours to visit family in two days, already feeling the anxiety The title is the TL;DR

I bowed out of a movie tonight with my husband (he's going to one movie, I was going to go to a different one at the same time). Yesterday the anxiety started to creep into my moods and I didn't realize it. I was tense and a little snippy and when he asked me twice if I was feeling alright, it took the second time for me to realize it's because we're coming up on a visit to my family. Except he won't be with me and I'll be in it alone and last time that happened it did not go well.

We're driving six hours to our hometown, staying overnight in a hotel so he can catch an early flight the next morning to visit HIS family while I drive to see mine. My family is dismissive, only seems to want me in the house to complete the picture of our family rather than engage with me, and the last time I had breakfast with my sister, she only talked about her life and never asked me about mine or ours. I drove away with tears in my eyes, so hurt that a planned visit would seem to mean so little to them. And I'm about to do it again.

Why? Because we skipped going back for any holidays this year and I am feeling the obligation. Last time I saw family was in August when they met us for breakfast while we were visiting our city during a very short, busy trip. I haven't slept at my mom's house since last March (when I left crying the next day). I was there to see friends for an event and my family made sure to remind me that I wasn't there to just see them, like they were tacked-on. This visit is a dedicated trip to see them, and I don't see another one happening until maybe the holidays at the end of this year. None of them have ever visited us where we live.

It deeply affects my moods up to and immediately after time spent around them, I can't help it and I can't get seem to stop it. All I can really do is try to get in front of it and try to take care of myself as I'm facing it and be sure to take time out as needed once I'm in it. I'm having some anxiety that I won't be able to reach my husband when I need to, he'll be somewhere that his cell service might be spotty (that's what he calls ""worrying about worrying"", my brand of anxiety in particular). 

Thanks for letting me get it out, I missed therapy this week so I wasn't able to. :)",4.5278330088987735,4.1986632641129065,5.830344827586206,83.72500000000002,69.58467741935485,9.260734149054503,27.3857063403782,8.939507131559953,1.8120151001112343,1833,51,406,30,29,620,217,496,0.07,0.856,0.07400000000000001,0.222,2,1,0,0,0,0,46.0,9,0,7,1,22,13,0,0,24,1,38,6,3,2,5,59,84,30,0,6,6,4,3,1,1,5,1,0,0,0,24,29,2,1,9,3,1,22,12,2,1,8,19,10,64,9,75,53,4,90,0,2,7,0,45,26,0,7,42,275,88,1,0.13634142262154303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07060429770712674,0.07522807510355947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04635842136462373,0.07148293472316003,0.208601630245192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06068638609668349,0.1274608254119722,0.0,0.06404862731906133,0.0524190690711004,0.0,0.08311246575476006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960991819074913,0.0,0.06950458352107489,0.0,0.0,0.0587230315469287,0.07147569380728527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488232532488746,0.08792893834642243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07122388392347459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060379016082229175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06166431122747047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4498569571010063,0.0,0.10340747981825027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052668522453941095,0.0,0.1068491490525896,0.0,0.19371493116285046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056626974976754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0456933908146884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13426883739406573,0.15731969615545446,0.0729781563983682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222729133676556,0.0,0.0,0.0740676773039625,0.06970917102226404,0.04815098944624492,0.03330476611080845,0.1366499236436892,0.06019598703273961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06450477534109443,0.0,0.0,0.06848664227804192,0.07425788954626074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231835177255003,0.0,0.07984071317323446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109543729798104,0.05257745515391247,0.0,0.145000649717727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07259958269463787,0.13858271476816342,0.10369379568348658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04367190327650721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716161541146905,0.18618016579340152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05639151685296311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04825158033848959,0.07266090785552423,0.0,0.05699376713819336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850017728634516,0.0,0.10251178191199793,0.05479303549094889,0.0,0.06276243195104371,0.07795914952026896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27825622985754456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574016859203278,0.09256687627399754,0.0,0.06659287935885032,0.0,0.16400194413712255,0.0,0.0,0.056247976245831006,0.04020885177331969,0.0,0.054682432619583415,0.0,0.06129365644168664,0.0,0.06151346368211956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13846133284232434,0.0,0.0484265174019127,0.0,0.0,0.08779940603914321
anxiety,IllAardvark,2019/02/12,Pretty much everyone I know is going on a trip together but I had to much anxiety to say yes:( Now instead I’m super anxious about all the stuff I’ll miss out and I’m scared that my boyfriend will cheat on me and that they’ll decide that they hate me because I’m not there. It’s really only over a weekend but I’m already panicking and feeling down despite it being over a week left until their leaving. Anyone relate or have any advice to get over this anxiety?,4.830877192982459,5.230998000000003,6.111315789473686,79.44837719298248,69.0,8.85964912280702,30.570175438596486,8.841846274778883,2.4619122807017537,370,14,71,6,6,125,68,95,0.237,0.6759999999999999,0.086,-0.9437,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,3,1,4,5,2,1,4,1,6,0,0,0,1,12,16,7,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,4,0,0,1,2,8,1,12,12,3,14,0,1,0,0,4,8,0,1,4,49,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172604328570732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453490889729132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119350631230888,0.0,0.34016701788838344,0.25117207875698544,0.0,0.1554598295485014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355316331512647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124479255691073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241783040647532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615938748707692,0.0,0.12635650138815566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195069979109091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221879514912773,0.0,0.0,0.23541767610252756,0.2415645638127869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32687946794135153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16909364135706206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261917566477408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243168747643847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768074730822703,0.22259329807296735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545171532839057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783414637097726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,onlyonwards,2019/02/12,"...I'm lost as to why I'm lost. Let me be clear: I don't want to think I have anxiety because I want pity points, or I want to put ""anxiety is life"" or whatever in my twitter bio. Here, I'll explain.

I'm currently in high school. When I'm around classmates, I can't get myself to come up to them, start a conversation, no matter how much I want it. Then I feel like they can tell I've looked at them and they find it weird. I get demotivated and isolate myself. Then I feel like I've accomplished nothing and the day has gone by for no reason. And then the same thing tomorrow. Again. And again.

I could actually be on top of the world, and yet I wouldn't realize it: I would still feel like I've achieved nothing and leave silently.

There is no pattern to this feeling. No mood dips, nothing. It's all the same, no matter what happens during the day. 

I have never been to a therapist or a psychiatrist, nor do I want you to diagnose me here. I feel like this would inconvenience everyone around me.

What I meant by the title is: I want to think I have anxiety because at least then it will make sense that it doesn't at all. It'll finally make sense in this strange, opposite way. ",2.1793014561196387,3.9119666074380177,3.7761865407319952,88.5143663911846,77.14049586776859,7.584730421094058,25.16017316017316,8.418075326091056,1.5166569854388032,917,33,203,18,21,305,123,242,0.162,0.743,0.095,-0.8385,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,4,5,11,9,0,0,9,0,22,2,0,4,4,46,52,18,0,10,3,0,5,4,0,5,2,0,0,0,14,10,0,0,12,0,0,3,11,4,0,0,5,6,29,4,24,38,6,34,0,3,1,0,8,14,0,3,20,133,43,3,0.0,0.0,0.10653037912182027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505353334851494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943619706885976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13309329877666384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094036940328644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716025849525941,0.0,0.0,0.14080622390612935,0.0,0.0,0.11080130701073147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431289941254496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27598833464609746,0.3119531724464544,0.0,0.11958614105778365,0.09977584979115436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406957700625575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096535233412171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533999227437512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155911515795425,0.0,0.11162974701912727,0.07710725420745958,0.2133321949442401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916720409340514,0.0,0.2383354164626752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573845655392653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024965404592936,0.0,0.08419563640867603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142434896425694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319726261861807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974209568975288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224094600197802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11048193470027326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772683368267051,0.0,0.08718019904968125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541599466362988,0.0,0.0,0.12675027144995532,0.07252511489294215,0.13989847486043336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3863340119151644,0.08665097942619324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985054374970569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550969494348552,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Iccece,2019/02/12,"Anxiety about sick leave Okay. I took a couple of days of sick leave because of the flu. I was feeling terrible this morning but by this evening my cough, sore throat, runny nose etc. were all gone. I have the night shift tomorrow and I'm worried that my colleagues will think that I faked it because I'm too healthy.

Maybe this is a silly reason to worry about but I am always worrying about something. Does anyone else feel really guilty about sick leave?",3.109540229885056,5.739198804597702,3.235172413793105,89.0854022988506,78.19540229885058,6.16551724137931,24.60919540229885,7.3871296695380915,1.2355195402298849,364,13,68,5,9,111,63,87,0.339,0.588,0.073,-0.9755,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,1,6,8,2,1,1,8,13,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,4,3,7,2,9,8,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,39,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049262186519826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291660143124891,0.0,0.0,0.11806039687873325,0.17300172460531488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058527716894108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18682385545005484,0.0,0.10889110018542388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477574561950481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14104838797849895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18830688218421587,0.11152057451626243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707462784769603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.536347640808308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16962756439251325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15844965775461667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816647361838128,0.17360085026008726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299851818082988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818910144178877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18759308235299527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5144110852427108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,meownow5,2019/02/12,"suffering non stop from breakup a month ago its been almost a month since the breakup, im in such pain and anguish everyday. he was wrong for me, we weren't compatible, he disrespected me too. everyone in my family says this but i cant believe it. theres a thick wall that is blocking me from letting go. he was just so handsome, charismatic, we would talk for hours, and made me feel special to have someone interested in me. however in my gut i knew things were wrong.

* \-stubborn: thought that my dad was supposed to call him, but my dad thought HE was supposed to call him, so we went 5 days without talking. finally he reached out to clarify the misunderstanding, but blamed me, saying ""i'll let you off on this one but usually im very stubborn.""
* \-judged my family for not being religious, saying he didn't want them to influence him
* \-accused me of using him to escape my family and ""would use any other guy sitting in his position.""
* \-in the last phone call he wanted to break up but after talking to him he said lets keep working on things then two days later after no communication he broke up over text, saying our personalities are opposite and that he was worried due to his intense working schedule, that he'd end up leaving me abandoned in a foreign country
* we got into a little disagreement where he sent something i misinterpreted as innapropriate so i lightly corrected him, but he said ""well you did xyz"" and said ""just trying to make you feel bad, like you made me feel bad.""
* \-critical, correcting my every mistake. i lost a text message i sent him so i asked him to forward it to me, he said ""sure but not sure how you manage to lose a text conversation.""
* he smokes but doesn't want a woman that smokes, double standards
* said i seem very pessimistic and sad all the time, which is my fault, i have depression, though i expressed wanting to change that about myself
* currently im unemployed but looking for work that i like, he said he didnt want his wife to stay at home all day, because it would make her reclusive (not about the money).

but why do i minimize all the bad things and convince myself it was my fault? that if only i had a job and wasn't depressed, that he'd want to be with me? why do i care so much?? im in so so much anguish. i check his whatsapp online status and he's been online a lot lately which makes me think he's in a new relationship because guys typically don't chat for long...

my self esteem is shattered. i wish he would come back, if he did i would take him back and try to work on things. he said in one of the last phone calls that i am probably not ready for a relationship and might be in 6-12 months, but i said i dont believe in the right person at the wrong time. i wish i said ok.

he has so many friends and a good job and life whilst im sitting at home all day, unemployed, depressed, no friends so who is the worse person here? im starting therapy soon. i joined a gym. but i am SO low and feel terrible. i cant go a single second without thinking of him.",3.533928723404252,5.077537928333335,4.689390070921991,84.17955319148939,73.05,7.7730496453900715,28.26595744680851,8.399286722034276,1.9492680851063835,2367,93,479,40,47,778,277,600,0.182,0.7120000000000001,0.106,-0.9942,8,0,3,0,0,0,92.0,5,5,1,6,25,39,2,2,25,1,47,3,1,9,8,95,95,42,0,16,22,3,5,2,2,6,2,13,2,7,25,22,0,6,10,2,2,7,17,25,1,4,35,20,77,14,61,46,9,75,0,10,1,0,94,32,0,6,36,304,102,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04604707170524853,0.0,0.05201650233867749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03532512033472848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048562578956556766,0.0,0.0,0.07988666862517936,0.1301184380784456,0.06333170474056173,0.0,0.0,0.11705090271640753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21217105019501573,0.0,0.05296249752306648,0.0,0.05495207203455429,0.04474695416178027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400371438715855,0.0,0.1342232653438192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060880426861383126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046008814493948065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04376681854970217,0.04963671204297735,0.0,0.0,0.14691044266971867,0.0,0.1050620091758409,0.0,0.0,0.05690439899039192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026683561565748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05904431645882795,0.04356991304677482,0.04154603098342738,0.0,0.0,0.10286958577848848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421232098121737,0.0,0.0511564317607341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366641264569533,0.0,0.1030969514828762,0.04617206873094383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468598779611229,0.05859744852850341,0.05500340550384397,0.0,0.1593551796400109,0.03669105733878237,0.050756468229614174,0.052063625705430217,0.0,0.04597065217454651,0.04362162996006522,0.058114383840568634,0.0567052900610783,0.044162705392105914,0.0,0.09830528667775663,0.10402324893126168,0.052665178759714784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05510658912824888,0.0,0.0,0.12438861267991327,0.0,0.07637270159029443,0.0,0.0,0.05016985433298113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07040002558894239,0.03950733979564667,0.055274298832129816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360719580328862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05600666744496043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154131389690106,0.0,0.04436167430301247,0.4447136167730443,0.16523845276288798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047289766468841365,0.05419109755835743,0.0,0.0,0.0429703398012798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04401375077859089,0.039990635478797804,0.0,0.0,0.036767707605735424,0.055367616887526526,0.0,0.043429254560910034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791714411435996,0.0,0.03905699250721414,0.12525689067358053,0.0,0.0,0.059404877408058464,0.0,0.13804268749496126,0.06656990986738807,0.0510367665413836,0.08247878097819282,0.06058036191090903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053596622002717,0.0,0.05074377874701682,0.0,0.0,0.08972948102955798,0.05721127572802091,0.08572192369713393,0.18383488724631303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04670577051207274,0.04815454289395935,0.09374652728943116,0.0,0.11947087241676092,0.10014834795949216,0.0,0.15126947947626446,0.05275377267370091,0.0529375003328118,0.184505048301732,0.17038467386436948,0.0,0.0
anxiety,junegloom23,2019/02/12,"Im getting my wisdom teeth out tomorrow and I’m a wreck I’ve been putting it off for 5 years and I finally decided I needed to bite the bullet and go. I made the appointment a few weeks ago and it all seemed so far away... but tomorrow is the big day and I’m nervous. 

Today I woke up nauseous and sleep deprived I still feel like throwing up and I can’t eat anything. I had a few sips of apple juice but that’s really all I can manage. I’ve never had surgery or an IV and have never taken heavy painkillers. This is the worst I’ve felt in a while and I keep putting myself down for not being able to do something that most people do with relative ease ",1.2991034864416164,3.132497604316552,3.181438848920866,91.29741560597677,80.15107913669064,6.29131156613171,22.922523519645814,7.321109707123232,0.8151279468732708,513,17,113,7,13,172,94,139,0.108,0.826,0.065,-0.7717,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,9,0,11,4,2,1,4,27,23,14,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,11,1,1,4,0,0,4,4,3,0,0,7,2,11,2,13,15,6,25,0,1,0,0,0,9,0,3,13,73,16,1,0.20301418160268608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799598228159933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670633735296905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19073850643392268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309273521895276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077341903255467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265007011195862,0.14503337190111046,0.1949254512136372,0.22239211269094208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606653078606114,0.0,0.11537763786845745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192901535393718,0.0,0.0,0.1804483325466585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991824744886637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920969273100168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505324432750371,0.3131541045585921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074447165396098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40817065080782017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300560832099001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848164862516628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20316079601670736,0.0,0.0,0.15629023537327638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16212738767201426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19243370633415768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16284573085501394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307344768707304
anxiety,scarrillo3,2019/02/12,"Trying a new combination of meds for insomnia, GAD, and social phobia. Wondering if anyone has experience with these medications or this combo I have tried lexapro, seroquel (regular and extended release), trazadone, busparine, gabapentin, and 2 or 3 others that I can’t remember - as I’ve been seeing psychiatrists for 4 years. I have been diagnosed with a handful of things but the ones that stick are generalized and social anxiety disorders, panic disorder and insomnia because of these things. Remeron (or mirtazapine) has been consistent in helping me sleep and improving my mood during the day, I also take 1/2-1 mg of Xanax as needed for my anxiety. The remeron’s affects as a sleep aid have tapered off so my current doctor wants to add prazosin and then try doubling my dosage of remeron to see if that will help the affects on my mood and anxiety (I’m on 15 currently), and if I’m not satisfied with that, I’ll add 1-2 tabs of vistarol. She is not too worried about the prazosin negatively impacting my health because I have extremely high blood pressure as is, btw.
Any stories, recommendations, constructive criticism, or words of positivity are welcome. ",11.460949298813373,9.679849970873793,11.093948220064727,56.2920981661273,56.57281553398058,14.786623516720605,49.10248112189861,13.383793397009326,6.821876591154263,938,54,142,29,9,310,130,206,0.119,0.7859999999999999,0.095,-0.4873,2,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,8,0,15,11,4,2,0,32,23,24,0,5,10,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,10,14,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,3,13,1,24,19,1,11,0,0,2,0,6,5,0,8,6,96,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531374034427927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980584383372465,0.0,0.330929356969918,0.0,0.0,0.10082541559828573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758014694712804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299469357558653,0.0,0.0,0.14635622357299682,0.0,0.0,0.330522937241004,0.1475910376730008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410516643606618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327393903803752,0.0,0.0,0.1933034997192983,0.15235132284659075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16016959830969002,0.1452626163036479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691973985147267,0.0,0.13926569876855546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771115431087668,0.0,0.0,0.16918330584585067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16334631456199936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298115864659716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886009020452352,0.2939799664505824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841768280239304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19159524767881436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936994960783537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505072209456922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15637475171336726,0.0,0.1464383564943058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285769866298887
anxiety,linner12,2019/02/12,"I feel like I need Klonopin to be able to function as a normal person I've been on and off prescribed klonopin. I was seeing someone about 6 months ago that put me back on it, until I missed 1 appointment and he took me off all 3 of my meds cold turkey and then followed were probably the worst 2 weeks of my life. I've been trying to function with no medication and I'm at the point where I can't do it anymore. I can't leave my house, I'm always on my computer. I can't fall asleep and I wake up several times. I'm constantly feeling uncomfortable, my heart's always elevated and my stomach has that butterfly feeling basically 24/7. My leg never stops shaking nowadays. I've started to completely cut out food from my life. I feel exhausted and worn out. I can't work and I can't drive, or do anything outside/anything that will make my heart rate elevate. When I was on Klonopin, I felt normal. I could eat, drink, sleep, function as a normal human being. I was motivated to apply for jobs and would try to progress my life because I felt fit to. At this point, I feel like I'm beginning to go crazy. I can't do anything anymore and I feel like I don't have control over my life and that I won't have it again. I've been on countless medications but klonopin is the only things that's helped me. I want to get a new psychiatrist (I haven't been seeing any doctors since the last one 6 months ago) but I'm afraid to bring up klonopin because I don't want him thinking I'm making up my symptoms to try and get a script. Klonopin has literally been a lifesaver for me. I feel like I'm about to breakdown right now I don't know what to do.",3.6249778761061933,4.565899023598824,4.7818768436578205,85.93706305309738,72.03834808259587,7.773893805309735,29.464233038348087,8.07648339933343,1.8316852507374632,1295,52,277,18,24,427,164,339,0.048,0.857,0.095,0.8752,2,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,4,7,10,1,2,9,0,34,19,7,4,2,44,69,20,0,8,3,0,9,4,0,3,9,0,0,2,11,15,3,2,12,1,0,8,13,6,0,1,13,12,43,4,39,50,2,47,0,1,2,0,5,20,0,1,23,162,54,5,0.09017047693579064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986137445664828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15005812043375902,0.0,0.0,0.061319016393745186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17884976718073425,0.0,0.0,0.22260785848679385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933553087225053,0.0,0.10993417161589927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454202950206113,0.09744225191878944,0.10113385723476986,0.07199378859474216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229330399404287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833273913797858,0.0,0.09226690898955907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191503172089548,0.25767122695936817,0.1731555969548612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090344986324458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422070509952307,0.0,0.05124596002206625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21370489864566244,0.0604393699779821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040446238639259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948028482593179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049555335962215216,0.07350097359590818,0.0,0.0954775154859482,0.0,0.0,0.25476029807024114,0.17621096137643155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203789870797374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015907239673924,0.18167453819501286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394642882723624,0.0,0.0,0.06686026610192418,0.0695450306464578,0.08708720851239314,0.0,0.0,0.26504376717615685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06110184880197692,0.06857871094697689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873338242290133,0.0,0.0,0.1704804927563396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721902506416362,0.0,0.0,0.09064623457331476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700509462004962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14370839141364206,0.0,0.0,0.10186697293160653,0.0,0.07458995031728405,0.0,0.09023559697584692,0.0,0.07640115249343779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06382312768005037,0.0,0.0,0.07538655628500478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372165119526812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05990525819397208,0.057777600696174464,0.0,0.0,0.052579130233026565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018271767778472,0.18365950468153228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636976706645766,0.0,0.07232931759856782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06564518113445274,0.0,0.0,0.06405451969781442,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,leadey,2019/02/12,"Why did I have an anxiety attack after my procedure and not before I’m trying to wrap my brain around what happened to me yesterday. I had a procedure done yesterday that was routine. Yea it gives me a bit of anxiety before hand but usually ok afterwards. This time was different I was nervous going doing my best to keep my cool cause it makes it go by faster. I went in and then woke up in the procedure room and started to panic. Even though I was told by everyone even the doctor that did the procedure that everything went well. But no matter what someone told me I couldn’t calm down. Now I’m here the next feeling dumb cause I freaked out over basically nothing and still can’t figure out why it happened. 
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anxiety,ZineKitten,2019/02/12,"Physical symptoms of anxiety are making my life more stressful. I've been a renown anxiety case since I was a young kid. I'd get excited, become physically sick then have to leave school or events all the time. I thought it was lifelong GAD but now... I'm realizing it's probably a panic disorder.  


It's like y body physically responds to stress faster than my mind can calm it down.   
I might be driving, and get multiple ""*oh crap*"" moments where I remembered something I need to do and then my body feels like I'm being chased by a serial killer. My hands get so sweaty they are *actually dripping wet*, I can't talk, I become incredibly clumsy, and my nerves will feel like they're on fire. I have no appetite, so I'm losing weight like crazy and it's becoming an issue.  
For three years I took lexapro, but didn't find it helpful. Now I'm not on any anxiety medication but am considering propanolol for it's effects on physical manifestations of anxiety.  


Does anyone have experience with more physical manifestations of anxiety?

I'm really at a loss for what to do. At the moment, I mostly cope by using cannabis (for one medical problem and it's legal here), and while it provides relief *during the moment...* I can't go around like that 24/7.  
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anxiety,MoreButtJokes,2019/02/12,"Why does this happen? When I'm in one setting, like work, I can do paperwork, but when I'm at home, I can't do it.",0.14777777777777956,0.518187666666666,3.2231481481481516,95.9991666666667,79.74074074074073,6.881481481481483,20.907407407407405,7.1686216300943375,0.15294074074074038,85,2,24,1,2,31,21,27,0.0,0.923,0.077,0.1901,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,14,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4081959467015484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41248262816704817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4678901425537231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22788525322027886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31608045669122786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4209010566540791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33958315892865204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ukr_dancing_mann,2019/02/12,"I asked a girl to go to cat show... I did it and she soulessly said NO, then after a year a guy said that she wants to go to that show (it reapets every year) but he said that she is shy to ask me.
 I will ignore it cuz she is popular and i will make her bored ",-1.993785714285714,-0.3391326166666655,0.7328571428571422,105.07500000000003,91.83333333333334,4.095238095238095,13.571428571428573,5.288315135182226,-1.4683571428571427,193,3,55,1,7,66,36,60,0.16699999999999998,0.773,0.06,-0.6875,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,2,0,7,14,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,2,6,2,0,1,0,2,0,2,1,2,0,0,4,3,10,1,6,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,13,0,0,0,4,36,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4524935555291091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039039499680258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750798378329709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23962805119120525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16154362329309868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6906210844151605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14274382928123885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116931440196385
anxiety,LetRBudge,2019/02/12,"Trying so hard to not feel defeated I opened a business about 5 years ago. I've tried so hard to make it successful. I was able to clear a profit last year. It wasn't much. I'm excited about the prospect of having a full time job with benefits. I feel terrified about the interview process. I feel like I'm not qualified or good enough for a 30k per year job. My sister told me I won't be able to find anything making more than $12 an hour. I have completed about half of my business associates. It's it realistic for me to expect being able to land a 30k per year job? I don't even know what I would enjoy doing. I quit smoking marijuana yesterday in effort to be able to pass a drug test. Ugh. Just tell me it'll all be ok, please. ",1.625454545454545,3.4252515454545467,3.564935064935068,89.09597402597406,79.0,7.5168831168831165,22.688311688311693,8.418075326091056,1.2700441558441562,574,18,128,12,14,194,97,154,0.095,0.731,0.174,0.9047,3,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,4,8,10,0,0,9,1,13,1,0,2,2,17,22,3,0,2,4,1,5,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,5,0,1,1,5,2,0,1,3,5,14,8,19,12,5,14,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,1,10,73,20,8,0.53611271843347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880789442520807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029377187667806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405259963265461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543013721488402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848693752620114,0.0,0.08852434858145981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033060241185891,0.0957497582923143,0.0,0.0,0.12249932803684647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241647813158763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401258462234332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319907589934085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3990068621217738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365838237305024,0.1092508548836576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547939853179728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789297012689126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852613349214764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14712269330303024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14255546686822526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714653650885995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815290935570827,0.0,0.0,0.1280696692672496,0.0,0.1819926722266215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520977333744997,0.0,0.0,0.34523901352523817
anxiety,_einini,2019/02/12,I feel completely overwhelmed with work and can’t get my shit together. New job and they haven’t really done much to get me prepared... like I’m literally still using my personal laptop for work. It’s causing pain in my neck looking down all day and i don’t have the proper software to handle the work efficiently. Emails from the boss with question after question about status on things but she hasn’t answered my questions to even start the projects. I feel like I’m not performing well and that all eyes are on me to get this right. I’m drowning. ,3.3762616822429905,5.722759943925233,3.9119719626168217,86.07356542056074,75.72897196261681,6.896822429906544,26.58785046728972,7.908726449838941,1.6734792523364486,442,17,84,7,10,139,73,107,0.064,0.858,0.078,0.1092,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,4,4,6,1,1,4,0,7,4,3,3,2,19,18,5,1,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,6,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,1,4,11,3,14,17,3,10,0,1,2,0,7,5,1,3,7,52,15,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17253985697388555,0.0,0.0,0.1761015072407454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831947021481933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17188006981387652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093514097188664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16984993626000766,0.1199897328180576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632544742592511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666730988235688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641122792379545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14104301119682858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346897416938978,0.0,0.0,0.1622155644552475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17871990469439294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14665506323335975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5644565681776397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759864761580086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343581684494427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17240719763487689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888203628028085,0.0,0.13413203922831562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158430081485092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506239460932147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101504733595542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668278140977558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MogIsForBots,2019/02/12,What's a good medicine I have bad anxiety and not like the rest of u I can't look people in the eyes and I dont know where to put my eyes for the situation the problem is I think about it,-0.19431818181818272,1.1534909318181867,2.3772727272727288,97.61090909090912,82.86363636363637,6.218181818181819,20.090909090909093,7.1686216300943375,0.050109090909091325,147,4,40,2,4,51,36,44,0.233,0.6990000000000001,0.068,-0.7278,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,0,4,2,2,0,0,6,7,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,3,5,2,5,7,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25956460069496845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28330245097070905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3976586500886517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845898706674539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864711460590585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657654986997028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849276750979754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23522883103316455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246655641160594,0.0,0.34109156801423623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3813889286522845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174106018890301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kyiahn,2019/02/12,"Health anxiety? I have really bad health anxiety so I always think something is wrong. I’m getting what I assume is a cold but my mind is instantly going to something more serious and I can’t calm it down. 

Please any tips and advice to calm without medicine? I lost my insurance and can’t get mine. ",1.2571610169491514,3.90608240677966,3.08625,86.0714088983051,89.33898305084746,7.017796610169492,24.32415254237288,8.07648339933343,2.0301338983050843,238,10,45,6,8,79,42,59,0.146,0.665,0.189,0.6825,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,0,0,8,12,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,1,8,2,4,11,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21952678871942924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18692799586806447,0.0,0.0,0.15277068391835044,0.0,0.3437154758613025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875745700441311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347422121857717,0.0,0.12767459135926526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4775879545046007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24523358625059746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22683391509497766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24659982132174216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439174660218115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34589531044961114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439475727535691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165559730029176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24562108502217586,0.0,0.0
anxiety,majiig,2019/02/12,"MEME about meditation Somebody just told me about have you tried meditation? Can someone here link me that meme that was posted here few days ago that was about an ostrich depicting normies saying “have you tried meditation?” I couldn’t find it, thanks.",6.01431818181818,8.904203613636367,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,69.68181818181819,8.036363636363637,29.181818181818183,8.841846274778883,2.4803363636363644,205,8,35,4,4,60,31,44,0.0,0.926,0.07400000000000001,0.504,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,5,1,3,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,23,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151995047040365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293191664483151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.324992945212897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34054658062124105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28277085024164034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012811006611192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32736955204845897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397711618065833,0.0,0.4828298693712389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Caerwyn_honorless,2019/02/12,"Visible damage Last week I had an accident where I got a sharp piece of wood in my eye. I’m usually introverted as it is but now I’m terrified. Since I have to wear an eyepatch, people look at me. That’s fine, everybody reacts to unusual stuff. But people point and laugh, they run up to me to ask if I’m playing pirate. If I could then I would stay inside all the time but there’s a possibility my eye will never heal properly. Just had to vent a bit. If you read all of this then I thank you and I wish you a good day.",-0.17471840659340998,1.921922008928572,2.7307142857142885,90.82967032967035,87.83928571428572,6.6604395604395625,18.436813186813183,7.882392219407189,0.6497780219780216,403,11,94,9,13,142,77,112,0.083,0.746,0.171,0.8834,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,1,0,4,6,0,0,7,0,7,4,3,1,3,16,15,11,0,6,7,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,4,15,5,11,9,4,16,0,1,3,0,5,5,0,3,9,62,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21161622425276572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24712670418753616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18073019516572425,0.0,0.0,0.14598359829604865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189860190461218,0.18104092489128976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18451376934244806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900855520082296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17458293565145866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138593131033299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139835486450026,0.2551871065778151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264214494731109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18724749094853074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24126984775857094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25912826500090896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20840205343835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199244898959125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493037728716642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18157249314071366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603030509524181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16079978665101374,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Residentevil93666,2019/02/12,"What have I just done I am 25 and just quit the job that I hated as I want to better myself. Just applied to go to college to get my maths GCSE. I’ve got to go for an assessment. My anxiety is going crazy! The college is massive and it didn’t tell me where to go at all for the assessment. I’m thinking of having alcohol before I go as it always makes me feel confident and in control and nobody can tell when I am drunk. I know it sounds like a bad idea but no way can I go and do this without some kind of help! I wish I’d just stayed in my job now where I was comfortable. 

I don’t think I’m going to go, the college is huge and even if I go to reception and they tell me where to go I still won’t be able to find the place. I used to go to this college when It was at another building and I even used to get lost in that when I knew my way around lol. ",1.061260794473231,1.9459978549222825,3.367896373056997,93.83336442141622,78.22279792746114,6.804697754749569,22.193091537132982,7.3011,0.4754776511226258,658,18,166,8,15,228,99,193,0.079,0.79,0.131,0.8989,2,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,4,15,7,1,0,7,1,17,2,0,4,1,31,45,15,0,3,7,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,9,9,2,1,7,1,0,11,5,3,0,0,7,2,25,4,26,36,2,30,0,1,0,0,5,11,0,2,6,111,34,7,0.10911706027471192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661295281661915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907941353340081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441875178978644,0.08347425244362681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713731780469097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110818750673187,0.0,0.0,0.09285058144253873,0.0,0.0,0.0965051725091352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238406151005166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166463729517444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441415784078844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055172864275713225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997310162688637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401832070591755,0.0,0.6821511395353557,0.0,0.08727088113484555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10773050644651354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313886541322485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317987927592453,0.0,0.0,0.21656369056808467,0.0,0.0,0.11362862689047985,0.05996788266932576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05330908393461417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191141611243523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283648504122943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400410360466445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605942508659353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630426776599816,0.08714102528763784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861193606276432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13983561254050111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18848421107531568,0.0,0.0,0.06436006927557213,0.17322408692995747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547923422478646,0.10518495225344594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,The_DanceCommander,2019/02/12,"How do I start seeing a therapist? My anxiety and agoraphobia has gotten to such a severe level that I know I need to go and talk to someone about it, probably get some medicine and begin fixing the problem. The issue I have is that my anxiety has become so bad that I can’t even force myself to go and talk to someone. Getting myself out of the house and going to the office has become extremely hard in and of itself, but I’m also worried I won’t know how to accurately describe my problems, or that they won’t understand, or that they’ll make light of the severity or they they’ll prescribe the wrong medicine and it could get worse, on and on and on. 

I guess I’m just wondering if anyone who has gotten themselves to a therapist and seen positive results has any advice to help with this process. Anything about how to choose the right doctor, how to force yourself to go, how to accurately explain the problem, etc etc 

Anything would be helpful, thanks ",13.44177419354839,7.428025758064513,12.360215053763444,61.66032258064517,57.54838709677418,15.195698924731186,48.20430107526882,11.538034831475384,5.465888172043012,765,32,138,13,6,250,101,186,0.14400000000000002,0.775,0.081,-0.8244,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,4,0,12,6,0,0,11,0,16,1,0,7,0,39,40,22,0,7,6,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,10,12,0,0,6,0,0,4,3,5,0,0,3,4,16,1,24,30,3,13,0,0,2,0,10,7,0,7,2,103,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644034200891115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952910379582664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103189040460644,0.0,0.18231190733718192,0.0,0.0,0.08331841874393653,0.0,0.19611464385183244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949240006433904,0.0,0.2632024817669048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513839474790768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196381048093866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657865309110414,0.0787030890270037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867662504673205,0.0,0.27088216741914306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312665611391086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674264287647928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15973890946753266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374929516806492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12437055292406116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097282992501755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953924786909841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835454437828495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284730553023934,0.3420558778944945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176073842705516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495392545501076,0.0,0.0,0.2692304564521665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019252812497944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434102488272438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19155023472073826,0.0,0.10970517022964253,0.0,0.2767044882104422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404823802788414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922234901707624,0.0,0.12101127710872416,0.1214327278892536,0.08464680494454982,0.13028115298099258,0.0,0.0
anxiety,notErzaScarlet,2019/02/12,"Nothing interests my brother in life. I am a university student. I have a younger brother who is also a university student. He was getting poor marks in exams so I asked him what was the issue. After some talking and convincing he opened up to me and told me he finds nothing interesting in life (he is not a drug addict). I didn't know what to say in this situation so I told him to think of the future, if you want to maintain a certain lifestyle you need to study, cultivate interest in something. He then told me he does want to maintain a certain lifestyle in the future but when he thinks about maintaining lifestyle, earning money he also thinks why should I live? And then he told me he wouldn't commit suicide because neither me or my parents wouldn't want him to.
I told this to my parents. They talked to him about it at length. They don't know how to handle this situation. Today they took him to a therapist.
Me and my parents really don't know how to get my brother on the right track or how to make him take interest in something.
Please help.",3.725771526001708,5.572777536231886,4.835152031827224,82.08457800511509,73.15458937198069,7.382665529980107,30.533958510940607,8.124751697461798,2.2769445296959363,838,38,157,13,17,275,102,207,0.036000000000000004,0.838,0.126,0.9494,3,0,3,0,0,2,19.0,0,2,3,1,10,7,0,0,11,0,12,4,0,4,3,32,33,18,1,8,5,6,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,7,0,2,1,7,0,0,0,9,1,29,7,27,21,2,20,0,0,0,0,38,12,0,4,7,107,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147864324536364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17822618995861506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417500570147707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06792864839750748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751594994433437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922714183977455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184793195935443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164385023217858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07469132940657817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630731633130892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18372232818885406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15741713844646638,0.0,0.0,0.09839756289154976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438253063258582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262631065561317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21384633401621614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3712001657660817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232019797444868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138696549500242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516334949133563,0.0,0.08861615841117187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505111859513758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17157345299706198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218898415710432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378390325524976,0.17913158074166013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938254146154338,0.0,0.21420569775091106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056256502203062,0.5323960208852935,0.1238063925822456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19717857698771726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055113654081983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BoopyBulby,2019/02/12,"how to make friends when you have crippling anxiety? tfw you have very few and cant make friends for shit cus you are too socially awkward/anxious. its fucking horrible. i see others being able to make so many friends in the span of hours but in over 4 years i have only managed to make 1 close friend and even then, i barely talk to them as my anxiety has been so bad lately.

how do people even make and keep friends when your anxiety is so bad? it gets in the way of everything regardless of what i do. im on medication and have had therapy on and off for years but its still here. it just feels like its staying here for good and...idk how to cope anymore.",3.442164179104477,4.676883813432834,4.253910447761196,88.43101492537315,72.80597014925372,8.046567164179105,28.32537313432836,8.548686976883017,1.8677934328358208,517,20,112,9,10,166,85,134,0.149,0.711,0.14,-0.3139,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,4,1,0,15,11,2,0,2,0,13,3,1,8,0,20,23,17,0,1,3,0,1,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,2,10,7,19,20,1,19,0,0,1,1,12,9,2,0,9,75,17,1,0.1310631413266591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007888331379031,0.0,0.1299794184794012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21886449699337968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731319375206669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779110042426293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06626946226153245,0.09363153435141916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5062952893639888,0.12116576223317325,0.06847508191150939,0.0,0.0,0.10992954469617904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907079354740486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14157068318076158,0.0,0.0,0.1164949419987208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784493212508246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403083059722317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4374283227875818,0.13287745413177685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320323263448186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967942491026292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086267980741396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444035483523674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453443114386632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13360236741194986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969587014837548,0.10466719396463144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534358841481202,0.0,0.0,0.14988212437306198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814081763704694,0.0,0.10403182109802507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16880073188097594
anxiety,JamieRan0411,2019/02/12,"Anxiety (Panic Attacks) preventing me from attending university. Dont know what to do anymore.. already had a meeting with my tutor about the attendance and explained to him everything. I really want to attend university, however as soon as sit down in lectures/classroom my anxiety kicks in and I start panicking for nothing... I am in my second year and have missed a lot of lectures, however, i managed to do all my work and get a good grade for the last semester, I have been to the doctors and it never helps.....

​",7.0290624999999975,7.8905937812500015,7.9812499999999975,66.33875000000002,64.3125,11.816666666666665,41.0,11.538034831475384,5.414887499999999,417,24,66,13,6,141,66,96,0.103,0.8490000000000001,0.048,-0.4779,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,1,6,0,8,1,0,0,2,13,14,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,3,0,1,2,0,11,1,17,12,2,13,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,1,5,54,13,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385287062807841,0.0,0.0,0.2342002082844443,0.2626478978209117,0.0,0.0,0.3307108212057244,0.0,0.21436434213695169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24590369164823705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22124035950615287,0.0,0.0,0.25332810864476074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942631537164195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129303089554968,0.0,0.0,0.18129773779489225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488188593960427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879128679190352,0.17619243345606714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837643920449312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16670946771048364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074033252567284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536073734416369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847227348333302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15299324113104507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749183574513598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573609660238219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626478978209117,0.1391945673600465
anxiety,screamatmyownass,2019/02/12,"Waiting I am really impatient, and right now I am waiting to hear back if the apartment I've applied for is going to take us or not. In my area there are not a lot of apartments for rent and it doesn't help that it's winter. This apartment is damn near perfect and I'm bugging out. I've been looking for other places while we wait to hear back but there's nothing. Oooooooof. ",2.136043956043956,4.007973410256412,3.1275091575091603,92.48653846153849,77.71794871794873,5.482783882783883,26.52747252747253,6.18269132825596,0.8384703296703298,298,12,63,2,7,95,57,78,0.07200000000000001,0.8959999999999999,0.032,-0.2205,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,0,0,1,5,2,1,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,1,15,16,7,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,5,5,0,3,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,1,3,5,1,10,15,1,15,0,0,1,0,5,9,1,3,5,44,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3996080010959948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476753360870204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5857261567984975,0.0,0.1741679592019165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21820352072356408,0.0,0.0,0.2209100808488136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493273307245185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714816801338833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16646272321921185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22190536041342607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19537035369265332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31256034413545136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Joestar801,2019/02/12,"New Job Anxiety I'm sitting here in the bathroom just panicking, I just wanna vomit and cry. I've never felt this way before with a new job, then again I've never done this kind of work before. For 3 years, I was doing retail and now I'm doing a technical support position, and I just wanna do my best but I'm so terrified of failing and fucking up this great opportunity I just got. This has been happening for several days now, and the only time I could relax was the weekends or right after I got off. Anyone else feel this?",2.8262201453790246,4.5705277383177565,5.037320872274144,80.12291796469367,75.35514018691589,7.746209761163032,24.973001038421607,8.515128840125781,1.8422614745586707,416,14,79,8,9,145,69,107,0.145,0.6940000000000001,0.161,0.4473,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,4,9,8,1,0,5,0,9,2,0,0,2,19,19,9,0,3,6,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,7,2,7,6,11,11,1,19,0,1,0,1,0,4,1,1,13,57,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319049709616719,0.0,0.0,0.12056385965690535,0.17667021454401852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29344265783568585,0.0,0.1809498358375828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13766766394861216,0.0,0.1894012225295044,0.11120012864370042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17645106495338447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440393095623731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718347091607713,0.0,0.16555543886284718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15940451826801794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27580871238506577,0.19009962938073804,0.0,0.0,0.15247522554456874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34221123854960234,0.0,0.0,0.17955453677797775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26597022035402923,0.3330590816158948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113729832752438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14725036278002313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19479164065044025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956663182548287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054264642712872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686326913672575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552775611149902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103631443754892
anxiety,zenith088,2019/02/12,"Anxiety relief objects Hello, I'm a student and I'm working on a thesis about anxiety relief objects. I'm suffering from anxiety too, but I've never used objects/products that are marketed as ""stress relief"" products, whether they're gadgets, pillows, aromatherapy oils, stress balls and so on and I would really appreciate your help, if you could give me some answers to these questions:

Are you using any object that you've bought and is marketed as stress reliever? If you do, is it helpful? If you're in therapy, has your therapist recommended any of such products?

If you don't use any object that you've bought, what are your coping mechanisms? What are the techniques, whether you're using products or not, that relieve some of your anxiety?   
Thank you!",6.4259124087591255,8.262817613138688,6.720883211678835,71.2784051094891,66.29927007299271,9.859562043795616,37.05766423357665,10.125756701596842,4.296223941605839,611,32,95,15,10,197,77,137,0.14,0.67,0.19,0.8984,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,9,0,1,4,10,0,3,3,0,11,0,0,4,1,24,22,15,0,6,9,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,4,0,0,2,1,2,0,3,4,0,0,2,1,11,6,10,18,2,4,0,1,0,0,14,3,0,8,1,62,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29624886808082385,0.0,0.4443493042604692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594053326562084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13930126383374752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946660377864087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199699441450316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16267146924604042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302698072798862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4990220077534452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369235388218692,0.16606338986589889,0.1686031491550624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5016686319650556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571658271645068,0.0,0.0,0.10315494318047584,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TeaTheTrap,2019/02/12,"How would you get over having a panic attack for over two hours, but no one even noticed you were gone? I had an attack yesterday that lasted about two hours. I was in school at the time and ended up missing 3 periods. That whole time no one even noticed I was gone. When I was starting to come to I had that realization and got depressed so I just continued to hide in the bathroom and cry to myself. ",2.6723809523809514,4.5083577901234575,3.9277954144620817,87.51222222222223,76.03703703703705,6.603880070546737,23.917107583774253,7.447530270364453,1.0328292768959435,315,10,64,4,7,103,53,81,0.3,0.7,0.0,-0.9786,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,7,5,2,1,4,0,8,0,0,1,0,8,15,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,5,0,4,9,0,9,0,12,5,1,20,0,2,0,0,2,6,0,0,11,53,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3978607970502663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506278492182677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920773384994008,0.0,0.0,0.1506081039668538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548755418581084,0.0,0.0,0.2309889736142543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135800774483596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985285496670335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34440705224053125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425356031444505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3981623506479945,0.0,0.0,0.236981592110928,0.0,0.0,0.20516249890150354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17696934995136324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376799317591206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20392649713125074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416288950633994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19522681484056612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421671649481845,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Guliek,2019/02/12,"New Dog Anxiety Hi, i've been suffering from anxiety for a couple of years now. I do treatment with a psychiatrist and therapist, I have been getting better but due a move I had a ""relapse"".
 Well this new house has a backyard and I thought it would be the perfect time to get a dog. Which I've wanted for so long. 

This weekend I got her and brought her home yesterday. She has been adapting ok. But last night I had an anxiety attack, and this morning I'm still feeling it. I feel very scared of being responsible for this life, I don't know if I can cope with it. I feel like the safest alternative is to return her but I don't want to hurt her. She has been returned before and doesn't deserve that. Has anyone been through this before? Do you have any tips? 

Thanks for reading ❤️",2.028679245283019,4.076802685534595,3.4609811320754718,89.12883018867926,78.74842767295597,6.504150943396226,25.69433962264151,7.554174236665415,1.2973199999999996,613,24,129,9,15,201,96,159,0.1,0.7090000000000001,0.191,0.9535,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,2,4,10,1,1,9,1,23,1,0,0,1,20,36,10,0,4,4,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,10,7,0,0,5,2,0,2,3,4,1,0,10,3,18,6,13,23,0,16,0,2,0,0,8,0,0,1,15,86,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099159180219634,0.0,0.37094618972684706,0.0,0.0,0.11301748532152645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18388076351037788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750753946417377,0.0,0.0,0.14295116950531786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788437350649037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24517935986565245,0.11547057962093152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16889304341070874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12927259956770526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16213098244691468,0.0,0.0,0.18650267110970548,0.1730313677634905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882921751708517,0.1317523904236407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141661008476154,0.07896567298492606,0.0,0.0,0.14304003462561696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717901984024739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31221213367624245,0.0,0.1516815320202354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16167664515000008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16182273498365776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290802467150777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14880986284952133,0.0,0.1876682605489316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831847199169916,0.09424944671729922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333640741842868,0.1906705502550219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14532739291791238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481937823059052,0.0,0.0,0.104086291470873
anxiety,clearmyskin3,2019/02/12,"How can I stop this one intrusive thought I've been having? I feel out of control. I haven't dealt with this level of intrusive thoughts in a long time. I feel like I'm out of control and these thoughts are like bombs being thrown down at me. My mind keeps repeating this very awkward situation I had. It is sexual. I went out of my comfort zone to try something new with the guy I was seeing (my idea) and it went badly. My friends keep saying I shouldn't take it personally, but it is hard because I went out of my comfort zone and it was so embarrassing. I keep reliving and punishing myself. I probably thought about the bad memory 20 times yesterday. Sometimes I would react and swear out loud, like some crazy person. 

How can I talk myself down? ",3.6952040816326535,5.5033067687074855,4.599744897959186,83.90329081632655,73.14965986394556,8.16530612244898,27.89625850340137,8.841846274778883,2.179458503401361,593,23,117,12,12,192,90,147,0.16699999999999998,0.743,0.09,-0.9162,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,4,11,1,2,3,0,14,0,0,5,0,33,29,9,0,2,1,0,3,3,1,2,0,2,0,3,9,12,0,6,7,0,0,3,2,5,0,1,11,6,21,6,18,15,1,20,0,0,1,0,6,10,0,1,10,76,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22141663277255072,0.08082651285907644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974251551495537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340844348093604,0.09472335322638346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243981979678464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128637436483948,0.0,0.0,0.11877588913157733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14967959983063686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35356009969726504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943324444927532,0.0,0.0,0.11733925446495592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387955965227086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805764168181538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984739313198366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23154746711796234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295600110492024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054420371420986,0.0,0.0,0.10565821323632947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490383370662232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207537049605148,0.1311363272795164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108523832291322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969226377382986,0.10657197924472282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4210511798881176,0.15463027313280445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002088612749763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940182640581343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36874078754574496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418915672783568,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,VasilisaV,2019/02/12,"I need help. Struggling today. I have a constant knot in my chest for the past 50 hours, my only 3 days off work. I have that feeling I'm about to burst into tears constantly, in fact my eyes are erupting now as I'm writing this.

I'm at that point again where I can't look after myself, I go through bouts of this once a week. I can't shower or anything, I'm literally lying in bed or just sitting around panicking. Can't function. Constantly checking my phone for work emails. I struggle with criticism. My boyfriend asks me why do I care so much, but I value this job, it's my first job, it's something I love doing, it's a very difficult job to find, it's also a very difficult job to do, it's not like I can just quit and get something else, it wouldn't be the same. 

I'm also an unofficial team leader, if something goes wrong, it's on my head just because I'm one of 5 most experienced people, but my area is arguably the hardest because my building covers 3 buildings work, so I have to make sure everything is done in those areas (otherwise we all get emails from management asking why certain things weren't done, ""this cannot happen again"" even though our assistant managers go on like it's easy to do in the time frame we are given, we have also had our hours cut but our workload has increased, so we have to do more work in less amount of time and we are expected to be able to do it, but if you say anything, you're the problem), while everyone else is situated in their one single building and only have to look after what's going on there.

Now I'm being asked to speak to management tomorrow, so I'm thinking of every mistake I have ever made over the past 7 years. There's a small chance the meeting isn't even going to be about me, but rather a new coworker, but my brain is making this all about me. ",6.465118845500848,5.290670758064515,6.986112054329372,79.84785229202039,65.88172043010752,9.874589700056593,33.01980758347481,8.841846274778883,2.528250537634409,1430,50,296,19,19,471,191,372,0.099,0.8240000000000001,0.077,-0.7362,5,0,3,0,0,0,41.0,8,1,1,7,26,14,1,2,14,0,36,5,4,3,6,46,65,23,0,8,15,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,2,0,19,11,0,0,3,1,1,5,8,8,0,3,6,7,37,6,42,54,10,50,0,0,3,1,23,20,0,5,26,196,56,12,0.08780386673272124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21065016151048166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445102018934592,0.0781640568928862,0.2462542882330268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704884438848056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801815375589798,0.0,0.0,0.08952189395496989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284654361128847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0566262302099453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17970768103794638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14669772781818774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598725175794596,0.07942362432598457,0.07397854467203746,0.08390035741515983,0.07891245379335976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04439627323106996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802511434925411,0.07468592418822657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917477927937835,0.0,0.1996038436204335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764466937502244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011209868393766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05885308104486674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17293824397931964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485271574933214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579306828197394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14746626817314015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924641781811544,0.08308214171118176,0.11721952570458095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06454594489094101,0.0651054546235572,0.0,0.0848015216309871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935082524621382,0.11899634496004725,0.13355759448800508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676374520219861,0.0608721456546174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300303478024983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401644229199491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933902202618371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982515901501847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869522504538213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20278711895897272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835833315447912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275410527950974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058332987534249224,0.0562611724375793,0.08626685326031737,0.0,0.10239828158368336,0.0,0.08322779902595949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448947712386228,0.0,0.0,0.0704309656453924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15845866541690304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556890428817069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599974459031184,0.0,0.05654281141302181
anxiety,keri112493,2019/02/12,"Does anyone else find their period makes their anxiety go through the roof? I'm on medication but I think I might need to change because it doesn't seem to be working as well as I thought.

Anyway most of the time I'm relatively fine. I'm not as freaked out as I used to be. I can answer the door or emails easily, and I don't get stuck thinking about conversations for days after they happen. But a few days leading up to and during my period I go right back into a bad place.

Yesterday I was so tense from one human interaction. The other day I couldn't handle being at a family gathering which I usually enjoy. And today I just can't get out of bed.

This is the third or fourth month I've noticed this happening and I just wanted to know if anyone else finds their anxiety worse during their period?",3.840185185185185,5.12770048765432,5.481172839506176,79.81027777777781,71.90123456790123,9.103703703703703,24.61111111111111,9.516144504307137,2.0716444444444453,637,18,126,15,12,217,106,162,0.102,0.792,0.106,-0.2829,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,5,2,7,5,0,0,8,0,11,1,0,3,0,31,30,14,0,4,8,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,5,7,0,0,8,0,0,3,5,2,1,2,3,0,18,3,22,22,2,24,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,6,13,84,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280985105992805,0.0,0.0,0.20848673571090587,0.3055094323659385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463679903234507,0.12447935300600695,0.09088054407154583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577116619493283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884415599027736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046487447731878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490819848516009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405436241274863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725211140626065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578102452378742,0.0,0.16945634500421375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636699102121896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193295729065234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995150796133884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15018697673728354,0.0,0.15815512380151892,0.0,0.0,0.11899784731796074,0.0,0.0,0.11054428792789324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16973372242306292,0.0,0.0,0.10102353401638572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15576159997354622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731737170499313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357209544038094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19105469061113847,0.0,0.11835646174948593,0.08693238675744089,0.0,0.14131469985621636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876116454829778,0.16419554428509606,0.0,0.08793391683105369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340448943481348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853531144107742,0.0,0.15192986993613344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kar-car,2019/02/12,"Hey guys, I’ve never experienced anxiety until this month I am 22yo in a mentally exhausting job. I can’t sleep I can’t breathe As I said I work in a mentally exhausting job, I have busted my butt to get to where I’m at I’m an investigator for child protective services. I finished school early. I’ve always been the type to be the best at what I do. But now I feel like this job is making me drown I can go to sleep either at 9PM or at 1AM and I always wake up at 5 no matter what for the last two weeks. I’ve never experienced that I’ve always been the type to be able to let things go and leave work at work, but now even my subconscious wakes me up with my mind racing on tasks I have to do then the stress eats me up and gives me stomach issues 


I have tried CBD sometimes I just feel like either my CBD is fake or it gives me the opposite effect. I do yoga and workout often, I sleep with my dog to help me feel more calm and safe, but at this point nothing is working 


I don’t want to leave my job because it’s an awesome opportunity mostly with someone my age having a steady good paycheck and great benefits. But I feel like my mental health is deteriorating. I wouldn’t know what other job to get with a B.S in criminal justice as I cannot work any job that requires a citizenship 


I’m going to go back to my counselor today and I ordered anxiety sleeping pills, but I can’t stop shaking day and night I’ve already lost five pounds because I’m no longer interested in eating I get nauseous when I eat now 😭",2.6235736677115966,3.943709000000002,4.552544200626961,85.15005768025078,74.98746081504703,7.36105329153605,24.985705329153603,7.976525956113202,1.3015441003134804,1197,39,257,18,25,410,160,319,0.1,0.73,0.171,0.9787,6,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,10,9,17,0,2,13,0,24,16,9,2,2,40,46,20,1,2,10,0,4,3,0,1,4,1,0,2,12,12,3,4,6,2,0,5,10,6,0,2,4,7,39,11,36,38,5,42,0,1,0,1,7,17,1,4,22,160,51,16,0.08150729488037453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994532670777541,0.0,0.20346179626118507,0.0,0.0,0.05542775552289126,0.0,0.12470571497641965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626740786179505,0.0,0.09937218087143343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553687737647303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05256546226757433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502069329432918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05383479955488141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16485014924683136,0.17468648324540142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775259245637974,0.15637844854887778,0.18528989606745785,0.06836445185824523,0.0,0.08986208035164124,0.0,0.0807050364902172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663844300489848,0.0,0.0,0.054632621658277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507243959508799,0.4853004803211097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04479427766634212,0.06643932396123774,0.0,0.17260891310800675,0.0,0.08334673130336495,0.0,0.11946104155817915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889748406962997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0544067522471673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464205475572012,0.0,0.08229913271124965,0.0,0.06505834514856285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257269011541758,0.0,0.0,0.07648907478965195,0.0,0.07820844770161857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705073914789916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753210241395495,0.0,0.0,0.08248973388573372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32626463389582816,0.0,0.06906086645097208,0.0,0.08061279877282393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06814374817506291,0.09336633090106553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05414982498071936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07725938514875683,0.0,0.0,0.05533810294442177,0.0,0.07962078362496687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048075114301637,0.0,0.06538023550879911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966914071005475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AdmirableAra,2019/02/12,"I HATE THE FACT THAT I GET OFFENDED SO EASILY I get so anxious when people  start making jokes about me etc. As much as I want to just take it lightly and reply with a witty joke or just fucking act normally... I can't.
I become all silent and act so weird too such an extent that they think that I can't take a joke and I get offended easily.
It sucks MAN.",0.4247368421052649,2.437888578947369,2.8649999999999984,91.4425,84.26315789473685,6.43157894736842,17.394736842105264,7.6454224807358475,0.3427421052631576,276,6,62,5,8,95,50,76,0.196,0.631,0.173,-0.4481,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,9,9,5,0,4,0,2,1,0,1,2,13,14,10,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,1,3,0,2,2,6,0,0,0,1,10,3,5,14,4,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,2,41,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30221852876171545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954519628062908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983526284326096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473155358621469,0.4193004178084432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641180591801385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17856994922922578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19665607812090485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621102635729334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18546288928712606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18935020049517196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022796004190265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17141435516596076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15778870021559707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pickfordstan99,2019/02/12,"Anxiety about my birthday So, I'm turning 21 soon; and, as expected, I'm having a night out for the occasion. One problem: the thought itself is filling me with so much dread that I feel sick. 

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I don't usually have a problem with parties - sure, I get nervous, but a lot of people do I guess - it's just the fact that it's \*my\* birthday, centred around me, that is making me feel nauseous. It's the fact that I'm getting three different groups of friends together - what if they don't like each other? What if one person tells someone else, who they haven't met, a secret about me, that I haven't disclosed to everyone? What if person X remembers something I once said about person Y and parrots it to that person, causing them to fall out with me and distrust me forever? What if everyone has an awful time? And so on.  

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I know it's stupid to worry this much about a social event, but I don't know how to reassure myself. I'm not planning on drinking too much, so I can control the night to an extent, but I'm not sure what else to do. 

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Any advice? Or do I literally just have to relax and trust people? ",2.4783417614833567,4.579083871681419,3.853160556257901,86.60547197640122,77.53982300884957,6.42865571007164,27.133586177833966,7.447530270364453,1.5720895912347237,889,37,173,12,21,292,117,226,0.134,0.7709999999999999,0.096,-0.7693,1,0,2,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,3,2,14,13,2,2,12,1,15,2,0,4,4,44,32,19,0,7,12,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,0,4,20,12,1,1,7,2,0,2,7,6,0,3,3,3,22,7,24,29,6,13,0,0,0,0,16,5,0,7,7,125,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978760964315269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32557296030896066,0.365119460135678,0.06811286348388787,0.0,0.0766228332693493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08916445836286004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289286029880568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233899394598808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464684818137307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981195745774672,0.0,0.0,0.16734320049298032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914161117718019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128874608958964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738408198992154,0.0,0.10465989836807138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103385508375016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009164959915653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048933568501523625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515323642066765,0.0,0.0,0.06685819502257401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208894130305904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18798848555232608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666811594323657,0.1357432695703428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887794754862728,0.3498266243646296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19168095588503167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346280251876675,0.0,0.09527597604343803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210144920409472,0.08486602649301546,0.07710877328062228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18880097241273386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754506298937431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951658615529407,0.058404640685479264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894632417751043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031310796613904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171828099482293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.365119460135678,0.0
anxiety,scopesofcolors,2019/02/12,No friends. Do a lot of people feel like they have no friends?   I don’t really have a core group of friends I can talk to about my life and how it’s just really hard right now. I also got anxious and mad at one of the friends I had because I was having a panic attack and I really needed her to be there. Idk just feel stupid and looking for some assurance. ,1.2272556390977414,2.981927815789476,3.083759398496241,92.29131578947369,80.05263157894737,6.448120300751881,21.383458646616546,7.447530270364453,0.6133406015037601,278,8,63,4,7,93,53,76,0.25,0.557,0.193,-0.4927,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,7,10,3,1,4,0,9,1,0,1,1,13,14,6,0,1,2,0,3,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,3,4,9,6,8,10,2,3,0,0,1,0,8,2,0,2,2,46,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621051755924312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22067462925277032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22222345291144188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190753090299294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975359934043609,0.1395484248769761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6036659391969611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562284324599963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17498312377160755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797193709368696,0.09543154040251554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16403345178097672,0.0,0.0,0.16606809539408265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483952952729595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236505849730107,0.0,0.0,0.22918527913204714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13542172447624165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3754126650930785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16681629204063125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15700406851180335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DeadPuppyClowns,2019/02/12,"Panic Attacks while going down to sleep makes me feel like I'm about to die. I take my medicine to sleep, then the panic/anxiety happns. It feels like my heart starts to palpitate, but my pulse is even. I get dizzy. I get tingly. I fear my heart is about to stop as I try to convince myself that I'm actually fine. That my heart is okay, my body is okay, and that I do not need to go to the ER. 

All I can do is stay rational. Breathe evenly. Move my body rythmaticly, and hold my husbands hand. The past 8 days have been hell.

Does anyone else have this issue? ",0.86281609195402,2.934442293103448,2.3196551724137926,95.64919540229886,82.9655172413793,5.59080459770115,18.287356321839077,6.816661863887847,-0.12554367816091938,430,10,100,5,12,139,73,116,0.172,0.6970000000000001,0.132,-0.802,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,4,10,2,2,3,2,11,9,9,1,1,11,23,6,1,1,2,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,4,1,0,1,3,17,6,12,22,1,11,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,8,57,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.13622754370929088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679211374388528,0.0,0.0,0.09761019103384112,0.14303468253841387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15881291644946793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31012389080771136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002918312990174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488071937484795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221631800940614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661624439343785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18440636946049352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15708659856433702,0.14116992065995465,0.1994577264486468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14586842190573918,0.0,0.15867355926847632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4962730264973336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570407855688605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13640109587018645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318277154360596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837061748544367,0.0,0.1035101732064498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275764291247024,0.0,0.0,0.1332621190882917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793976996178456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880820681551633,0.14879292989839826,0.0,0.11671020702494712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496034821172516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477790147995976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,charlie_banker,2019/02/12,"Reducing anxiety I developed at my horrible previous job Hey everyone I'll try to be brief but can expand more if asked

At my last job I had multiple managers who were never upfront with me about what they wanted and would later tell me I'm performing poorly

This led me to have anxiety all the time at work. My biggest symptom was I would become shivering cold and start wearing a scarf and heavy jacket to work even on hot days.

Every morning I would talk myself into going to work (it'll be fine, it's all in your head)

Every afternoon I'd talk myself into believing the day was fine (you made no mistakes, don't worry)

Every evening before bed I would convince myself I'm wrong and the day was horrible (actually you probably messed up everything today, you're useless, you're lying to yourself)

Anytime I'd get an email/snarky comment from a manager I'd start shivering and my head would feel dizzy.
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ANYWAYS that's in the past. I left that job after 6 months and now have an amazing new job.

However I tend to still react with anxiety at times and have found myself shivering at work again. (e.g. I overthink scenarios where a manager might be unhappy with me but not telling me....)

I am surrounded by people who want to support each other, and will be very upfront about anything you might be doing wrong (constructively, not rudely). I confided my anxiety to a couple of managers and colleagues and they've been amazing checking in on me and stuff.

Formal written and verbal feedback about me has been very positive.

I know all of this ^ in my mind but ""subconsciously"" or whatever, I still tend to feel anxiety.

I tried talking to a psychologist but can't find one near enough to visit within my health insurance.

Could I please ask for advice from you guys? I'd like to shake this off and be confident in myself at work.

Things I have tried:
> Meditation using a phone app
> Talking through my thinking to people when I feel anxious - they help me identify where I'm overthinking etc",5.147197512250283,6.742833609498682,6.0034404447795,76.12949538258576,69.10554089709764,9.424839803995477,31.74151903505465,9.784248007369934,3.29962261590652,1594,69,277,38,28,524,209,379,0.13,0.759,0.11,-0.644,5,0,0,0,0,0,68.0,0,5,2,6,13,14,1,1,12,0,33,5,3,4,4,54,56,20,0,10,8,0,4,1,0,9,2,0,1,1,13,19,0,0,7,0,2,5,6,7,0,1,10,5,44,7,46,30,7,50,0,1,0,0,23,24,0,4,22,188,57,14,0.0,0.0,0.07902612263094215,0.0,0.0,0.07913404471738769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30975258185493604,0.09148588286754586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664075666798445,0.0,0.15141327403937535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943754631137929,0.06890917016113808,0.0912382578847924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06465702396979597,0.08960433111723329,0.0,0.1566788273354576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836753893564992,0.09031561939582787,0.10697484495507273,0.0,0.2046908576506808,0.07738115689552101,0.07278082187157857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283982179493436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401549310348028,0.0,0.0,0.08879187796179848,0.0,0.0,0.04230941659678023,0.0,0.046023571341041056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018427519947592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16622047059805528,0.08607939552323958,0.0,0.0,0.05428009651475894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214460043702698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0445052359055076,0.06601061430931626,0.0,0.0,0.08798648121755773,0.0,0.0,0.03956340045385804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662651794385826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17181684458140267,0.08176808527677147,0.0,0.06463854646849951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062457814781768685,0.07821229911853328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0548750632478424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730586839034606,0.11228455273817102,0.0,0.0,0.08889321162856073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731159946696976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463804244183758,0.0,0.12934363245270564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927042790279293,0.0,0.09189668413496548,0.0,0.08417063702442608,0.0,0.26035898862023205,0.14156255065268736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05380041515480606,0.05188958361614378,0.0,0.0,0.09444176088369108,0.0,0.07676085743745567,0.0,0.0,0.16494307673289932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994189143400623,0.0,0.13363620098870513,0.095529804905695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947769615240034,0.08224049885818023,0.0,0.2876341623572941,0.17708080220241365,0.0,0.0
anxiety,immematt,2019/02/12,"I'm not really sure what else to do I suffer from social anxiety as well as what's probably GAD. I've had so many sleepless night but this one is by far the worst I've experienced in a long time. I've been putting off studying for this test for God knows how long, and now that it's tomorrow I realized that I left all of the notes at work with no way to retrieve them. Now for some reason I'm laying in bed freaking out over everything that's wrong with me in general. I can't get a relationship, my job terrifies me feel like an idiot half the time (retail) and I have 2 more quarters of school until I'm supposed to transfer after 3 year of CC... and I don't feel like I can go any further. I've never really posted anywhere about this sort of thing, but when I came home from work I had what felt like the biggest anxiety attack I've had in a long time, yet most of my family just laughed at me or judged me. I'm not really sure where else to turn. Sorry if this reads like it doesn't make any sense, it's 3am and I'm exhausted, but I just can't sleep. ",2.401277089783285,3.3720588026315776,4.235325077399383,88.58521671826625,75.00877192982456,7.996284829721363,23.499484004127968,8.4952907291091,1.2095084623323014,829,23,191,15,17,282,133,228,0.18600000000000005,0.725,0.08900000000000001,-0.9729,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,2,11,15,2,0,8,0,12,2,1,3,4,33,26,15,0,1,9,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,14,8,0,0,6,1,1,3,8,7,1,3,6,4,17,8,31,20,5,35,0,1,0,0,3,14,0,5,20,113,31,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17366946523978896,0.0,0.1953675972262301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14526773938398202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460452837856791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21334005542143594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476106355636155,0.0,0.12037636755765832,0.0,0.1291295173073211,0.18244594754409016,0.12260405374626425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671364134446209,0.0,0.0725701339987547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808518332499808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671430601102013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07017601718423744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873740229157638,0.0,0.0,0.249534852574344,0.0,0.0,0.33900940057218915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523519921618465,0.12945933864188008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848370858478947,0.0,0.0,0.1198300074582576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865271984995848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229334837519246,0.0,0.1376732463026688,0.0,0.0,0.12836542405753468,0.0,0.0,0.12772625207639635,0.0,0.2454077122810269,0.1312883314247487,0.0,0.13709309517605595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292308143867684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277839143061253,0.13016560438453076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14294040039487374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24069582629885966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483268949385693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233741659775152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388918986222376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135572543182816,0.0,0.0,0.1148101706601918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859221522730165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13961082517054238,0.0,0.08222926626026658
anxiety,mrandmrslobos,2019/02/12,Currently 5:49 a.m. and I just woke up from anxiety I have such trauma and fear against religion because what my parents have done and said as a kid and because of that I get these such vivid nightmares reguarding religion. Not that I don’t believe in God but that’s for a whole other post. I sometimes wake up and get to the point to where I can’t stop shaking and sometimes it gets really rough I hate it. I’ve never been diagnosed for OCD or anxiety disorders but everything that people describe as the mannerisms they have  I have had for most of my life. I’m just kind of venting on this forum I guess. I’ve always felt weird and alone because of the things I do or feel but now that I’ve kind of realized there are people who have the unique things I do it’s kind of comforting. That being said I still can’t fall back asleep :/,4.785250134480903,5.4100885147929,5.343830016137709,84.1142818719742,69.17751479289942,9.222377622377623,29.564819795589024,9.339509955726095,2.373326627218935,665,24,137,13,11,214,98,169,0.154,0.818,0.028,-0.9566,2,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,9,9,1,2,6,0,15,4,2,0,1,22,26,14,0,0,8,1,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,16,7,0,1,3,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,7,6,15,4,19,18,2,15,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,4,6,96,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839789855239446,0.0,0.0,0.1192228718535344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192220910644751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101757250881758,0.0,0.26203182374270584,0.0,0.0,0.16143079065561386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14542915291233313,0.0,0.0,0.16421464563507665,0.0,0.0,0.14662817916420462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12877345415921904,0.0,0.0,0.1612331257814977,0.07244815210957772,0.0,0.1375740778759435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245782437676645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578422958766845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146222459787205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4476213526177774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120496738996683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050862496272383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15909873195195234,0.0,0.0,0.1986686785473596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544867737023755,0.0,0.1372254352037789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917907107992228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27258974649279105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28342095335213463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442592908489585,0.11979094118287212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903816174790912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997026896538488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,S4TUR4T10N,2019/02/12,"Not sure what’s going on So I experience anxiety attacks on a weekly basis. 

But i’ve noticed that when my SO is angry and raises his voice at me it goes one of two ways:

1. I get emotional and end up in the restroom crying uncontrollably/can’t properly breathe.

2. It angers me so much to be spoken to this way that I can feel it building inside of me and I still end up in the restroom crying uncontrollably with messed up breathing patterns.


I was just wondering if this were a trigger for anyone else. or am i just a big baby..",2.2757943925233657,4.348962981308412,4.353093457943924,82.91094859813086,78.06542056074767,6.896822429906544,25.65327102803738,7.908726449838941,1.6439465420560748,417,16,81,7,10,143,77,107,0.229,0.7559999999999999,0.014,-0.9725,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,2,1,5,0,6,2,2,1,1,14,10,10,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,2,2,2,11,1,14,7,1,17,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,3,5,61,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15528387682310424,0.0,0.0,0.14193266103459382,0.20798333552976087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309260908066741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4459415880234409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16956891192726756,0.2283321382485209,0.3595710229107074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19855944007046075,0.0,0.0,0.10263591478047217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060519043284147,0.0,0.11536172741941075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921820272552674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311011183389376,0.0,0.0,0.13754869307318132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16210503048401595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19131207822322172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19828800884251765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222419727063986,0.16282327460828275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201298600913428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cobalt007,2019/02/12,"Separation anxiety? Hi all. Been a long time sufferer of panic attacks and agoraphobia for many years. I am working on that. Currently, one thing really eating away at me is that I have developed separation anxiety with my girlfriend. 

I live with my family and she used to stay over regularly, but that has become every night now for around 2 years. It has become ‘normal’ , but of course it is really putting a huge strain on our relationship. (She lives with her family around 40mins drive away, but comes to stay each night). We have tried a few times to face this, but it always gets to the point where I am panicking so much at night she has to come over. 

Has anyone ever dealt with a situation like this? Any advice really appreciated. ",4.3559975669099735,6.672083766423359,5.571989051094892,75.44854318734795,72.64963503649635,9.822141119221412,23.82542579075426,10.125756701596842,2.655545498783456,584,17,106,18,12,194,89,137,0.102,0.818,0.08,0.3656,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,2,0,0,1,6,5,1,2,5,0,11,2,1,1,2,20,15,7,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,9,12,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,0,1,1,0,13,1,23,14,4,30,0,1,0,0,9,13,0,0,12,76,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473783999455786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621480218933446,0.0,0.0,0.08680619453155508,0.0,0.19530338999509014,0.0,0.0,0.0892556600794367,0.0,0.0,0.2272706482169283,0.0,0.145219997386577,0.2398622489237835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819581984248907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199178811483549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061754283765614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546648998170872,0.10755040404823923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24067361213519825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06669171601881542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06236321084153568,0.0,0.2254341026534813,0.11296599523492645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12941679204870182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383724001967313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3593718765855691,0.12506963400028556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649876148181508,0.0,0.0,0.14976945592624336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067025605087592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832323697753853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453270594505184,0.0,0.0,0.13704803976167493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348364621553464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721152583059805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848048093736124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488671696232114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666578835610271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024838290231914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293052463571053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644044835013488
anxiety,Tendronix,2019/02/12,"Mucus in Stool Caused by Anxiety? Anyone? Do you guys have white mucus in your stool? I'm very anxious and very often worry about my health. As the rest of you here, I ""survived"" numerous illnesses, diseases and I always worried about them without real reason.

In the last 2+ years I have some white mucus with every stool. Sometimes barely noticeable, sometimes more. Of course I'm freaking out and think about IBD, cancer and the worst possible outcome. However I don't have any other symptoms. No abdominal pain, no blood. I even don't fit into IBS, those guys have much more troubles than me. If this is IBD or cancer I'm pretty sure I wouldn't feel well and would have more symptoms. I'm also one of those guys who afraid to be diagnosed thus I didn't visited a doctor yet.

I had periods when I managed to convict myself that I'm fine and during that periods I have very small amounts of mucus. But a few days ago it become more noticeable, then I started to examine my poops and freaked out. Of course now I have more and more of it.

I'm curious if this could be my anxiety only? Do you guys ever noticed mucus in your stool? ",3.0872972972972974,5.211994171171174,4.366027027027027,83.53066216216217,75.75675675675676,7.142702702702702,25.964864864864865,8.07648339933343,1.7711902702702704,894,33,166,15,20,294,126,222,0.206,0.753,0.041,-0.9886,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,5,1,1,12,9,0,1,5,0,19,11,2,3,2,31,28,16,0,5,5,0,1,0,0,2,9,0,0,4,10,12,0,0,4,0,0,1,7,6,1,1,2,3,23,3,24,21,12,22,0,0,2,0,12,9,0,5,12,117,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320616528502673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931072203714485,0.09687720521911797,0.0,0.0,0.07917485462086167,0.0,0.17813380246961166,0.13153020460631354,0.0,0.08140898180151858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858528985126605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960335888109645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929580753381947,0.0,0.0,0.0750862594714803,0.0,0.0,0.11817170373851316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916872376564598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689942318773202,0.10531555503864104,0.098095391128324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058869362820648814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4611270632198223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375724156208505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490414623711138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558778410542803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3976612556974384,0.0,0.0,0.0788944487448736,0.0885485415233576,0.12388732247294072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125478150922354,0.0,0.11844886652757143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325202556278604,0.0,0.11970710613541374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303000207462192,0.0,0.08240815252268349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973176562009863,0.24202599926144197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460219365045835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28819523255249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468251927264416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223218512884944,0.0,0.0,0.2364760398585835,0.0,0.08270692491735555,0.0,0.0,0.07497564632616985
anxiety,KasperRN,2019/02/12,"Trying to fight back ! I've been struggling with anxiety for more than a year now. I've been having vicious panic attacks from 2 to 4 times a week and many of them have sent me to the ER , since the very first attack my life was so messy , i'm not able to drive for long distances , or go to noisy places with so much light cuz that triggers my anxiety .   
Going to the engineering school  ( luckily i have the fucking degree now ) and a very toxic relationship have destroyed me mentally . Actually , i've been in this relation since 2011 till now , my gf is so fucking cold , things are so complicated , she's so fucking past agressive and i fear if i'll beark up with her i'll end up being alone for the rest of my life , i have feelings for her , but i just can't cope ...  
Funny incident last night : i went to the gym , and i used a bicycle with a false heart rate calculator and it told me that my heart rate was 213 !!! aaaaaaand that sent me straight to a panic attack , i thought about going to the ER , but i said meh , fuck it ... and it went well after it  
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anxiety,merrimess,2019/02/12,"Dont you hate it when other more “normal” people compare their experiences to yours? A couple of months back I had just gotten a job and it was only my second job ever (i’m in my early 20s). My boss found it convenient to pester me about how i hadn’t done enough work in my life and how all his other employees have been working since they were 16. Like okay good for them and all but at 16 i was lying on the floor in the fetal position trying to get through yet another nervous breakdown and at 19 i was being treated for debilitating agoraphobia and panic disorder which I still struggle with daily, i’m sorry i wasn’t out there building my career.

Why can’t people just stop and think before they speak up about how we all deal with different circumstances I am trying the hardest I can here and people move at different paces and that is OKAY. Life is not a competition.

Sorry for the discombobulated rant but it just pushes all the wrong buttons when everyone just assumes we are equally equipped to deal with life.",6.2784848484848474,6.697533161616165,6.8763131313131325,75.15113636363638,65.86868686868685,9.42828282828283,30.13636363636364,9.2995712137729,2.5598606060606057,818,27,149,14,12,269,125,198,0.14300000000000002,0.799,0.057,-0.9673,5,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,2,2,4,2,18,10,1,3,8,2,18,3,0,4,5,35,25,15,0,1,7,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,8,14,0,1,3,0,0,2,5,5,0,1,11,1,23,5,23,13,7,21,0,0,0,0,12,10,0,1,10,114,31,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14128103794001062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360263627809244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464927133304333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14908133775015509,0.0,0.0,0.2778110349859996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28153808418184906,0.15441759234759556,0.0,0.0,0.13788033527267785,0.15790801717288966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921691983517104,0.0,0.0,0.12187521298352967,0.0,0.12874474082671006,0.0,0.13179635028665396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772959948302725,0.0,0.0,0.07039329848268353,0.0,0.0,0.1130090397243171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302258179262075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674067187849664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28550122318634635,0.0658245487920603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075439195583274,0.1432016200115204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201135917417742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247177972504168,0.0,0.1580820924090599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802241441150313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114539024293438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016488402507471,0.0,0.0,0.10759927290950536,0.11264420813974195,0.0,0.1408539198640379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633252929115892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18295197881149305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157707332459687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961768732113106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473111988731152,0.0,0.0
anxiety,weedislif,2019/02/12,"does anyone else hoard things because of anxiety. so i currently have over 30 cup o soup boxes in the pantry because I can't throw them out. 

my roommate wanted me to remove them and I had a panic attack. 

anyone else like this?",1.8053333333333328,4.300461088888891,3.391111111111112,86.78000000000004,82.55555555555556,5.377777777777778,20.11111111111111,6.742157984588678,0.5329111111111113,179,5,33,2,5,59,39,45,0.17800000000000002,0.768,0.055,-0.6808,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,1,3,1,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,7,1,5,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,21,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19441855174830008,0.0,0.0,0.35540511956129145,0.5207986779920546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891241322283243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30984619257822066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22240208305844214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4246074087394151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416133825931087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981818259073035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884118826737082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990001219151186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway201815,2019/02/12,"I've got a group project coming up in 2 weeks, and I'm absolutely bricking it, advice? I've got a group project that spans over 3 days with 8 random people from my course who I have never spoken to before, let alone seen, and I am absolutely terrified for some reason. I am usually anxious about things but not to this extent, I'm dreading the time when this comes around. 

Anyone have any advice on how to deal/overcome this?





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anxiety,Eddy_Wapp_,2019/02/12,"I went to a concert alone and it was amazing! Last year I went to a concert alone and at first I was really afraid but once the bands started playing it all went away. I'm known as a person in my family that can't go or do anything by myself. When i told my parents i was going to a concert alone they couldn't believe it, they thought I was lying. After the concert i was proud of my self because I've never done anything like that. I was so happy that i even went to IHOP by myself!

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anxiety,wandertrieb_,2019/02/12,"Taking a MH day off: Anxiety with a side of depression. Hi guys. Long post ahead, sorry.


A bit of background: I've had anxiety since I was a small child - extreme social anxiety. Through my job in healthcare I have managed to become more resilient/extroverted and mostly combatted my social anxiety, which I am so proud of.


But then there's times where it all gets too much. I have that familiar sick bore-ing hole feeling in my gut, yeah it's generalised anxiety! I feel that the stress of my job triggers this in me, as well as general burnout. I am someone who is still very much an introvert and the leadership/communication/general customer service side of health care + dealing with a lot of human emotions takes a lot out of me.


I am trying to stop beating myself up for taking a day off... I'm also feeling some depression and am not sure if I want to be alone and do nothing (sometimes makes me worse), be with others (often too much for me as an introvert)...


What do you guys do on a mental health day?",4.626275510204081,5.875216015306126,5.7036734693877555,79.10561224489797,69.96938775510203,9.06938775510204,31.857142857142854,9.424239791934726,2.974320408163265,793,35,149,17,14,263,123,196,0.171,0.7559999999999999,0.073,-0.938,2,1,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,0,4,9,7,0,1,12,1,14,4,1,2,2,26,25,12,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,9,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,3,18,4,28,21,10,22,0,2,0,0,10,12,0,6,9,107,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902596317141563,0.0,0.09190418590497404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4395803578072284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12692384474576793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546656666574107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717204571229642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22234821924161435,0.11848095907810277,0.19796667853726851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292733348543505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17432614280155334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060042723049642824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275844299448393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24431635892969786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22808744445423484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170357535866012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19540749688886294,0.0,0.0,0.07671224891164381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581573732658518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534457238731657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027208313821392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006483081011878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506580797621247,0.0,0.0,0.23429982765581775,0.09737420739935077,0.0,0.11366216194695015,0.1286473156097167,0.0,0.0,0.09177796015962564,0.09608109206794213,0.13164434413418508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831392610581156,0.0,0.25922423934673683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06701274738791346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780254316244667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482382470362223,0.06778478741036997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033299208573983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171167429592885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,joelthezombie15,2019/02/12,"Been diagnosed with anxiety for years but only really noticing it now, How do you cope? I've been diagnosed with anxiety for probably 13 years now, It was never a diagnosis that entirely clicked with me but I definitely did feel very anxious occasionally and I had and still have bad social anxiety. 

Recently though, through talking to people with anxiety and things, I've realized I was looking for the wrong symptoms in my anxiety. I was thinking you could only be diagnosed with anxiety if you had panic attacks damn near daily and crying fits and genuinely feeling like you were being hunted 24/7. I've now learned thats of course not the case and I'm noticing I feel anxious ALL the time. My hands and arms feel weak, my lungs almost feel like they're shivering, I have this overwhelming urge to run away all the time, I'm struggling to focus, everything freaks me out. These things all happened before but I didn't notice them as much and I didn't attribute them to anxiety (for whatever reason) but now that I know those are the symptoms of anxiety I notice them ALL the time and I'm really struggling this last week or two. 

Since I never really suffered from regular anxiety I never really picked up good coping skills. It was always triggered by something specific like being in public, so I'd go home and isolate myself to calm down. But now there is seemingly no trigger. So I don't know what to do.

I'm not really asking for actual medical advice or anything, just things that seem to help you guys out. I've tried listening to calming music and laying in bed but I find that I just freak out that I can't hear what's going on around me, and if I sit in silence that freaks me out too. 

I hope this post is acceptable here, I'm just really desperate to find something to at least help a bit that I can do easily. Thanks. ",5.1552542372881325,6.45959025423729,6.199066666666671,75.83887118644071,68.77401129943503,10.07077966101695,30.54418079096045,10.264317810270406,3.319953129943503,1466,58,263,39,25,488,183,354,0.188,0.6859999999999999,0.126,-0.9628,0,0,2,0,0,0,30.0,0,5,3,1,17,22,2,4,8,0,27,10,3,6,7,68,51,27,0,4,15,0,6,3,0,0,7,2,2,1,21,22,0,0,16,0,0,3,10,13,0,1,12,10,35,9,41,35,7,38,0,2,2,0,17,16,1,8,20,183,56,1,0.0,0.0,0.0720535153036613,0.0,0.0,0.07215191524343341,0.0,0.0,0.07393632470384802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061437663226309336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5083606657797739,0.16682785999890815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060760930949990875,0.06572990420622725,0.06902691347469649,0.08399937776335603,0.06937157423602659,0.0,0.06165017289504856,0.0,0.0,0.06282919851649274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061004626405448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058952226314502,0.0,0.08110563813279015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22482667581330765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06635924790372462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18666909719071306,0.10549724346326078,0.0,0.0,0.13496996404456071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392566891931579,0.06193033159689128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310948212884058,0.06529313962219499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321880419470826,0.0,0.09898174514205614,0.0,0.07406376491869311,0.07333604246208407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115692861172878,0.06018638710838264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821796585085558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06200384208532865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438223977587155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05427812914567514,0.0,0.17084117112368674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33625217614995306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123115692899722,0.0,0.08663091400746481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051188749173914236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071470384047428,0.0,0.07960795062362341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838083006915434,0.07591594798703236,0.07290437535254833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443547226779173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06107809739871265,0.0,0.0,0.0752667441570814,0.0,0.11368548352683393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0589657134254561,0.0,0.0,0.1543793308071936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153488241129618,0.0,0.05934676960744751,0.0,0.06797848587193119,0.0,0.0,0.147160542905682,0.047311278634370416,0.07254372695552071,0.0,0.12916350891179926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050129957487220204,0.0,0.07212727372001627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06092262743315125,0.0,0.0,0.059226974763704386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072833302895982,0.0,0.09509623029986164
anxiety,michalknejp,2019/02/12,"Anxiety or something serious? (MS worries) Hi, I’m here, again..

About one year ago I posted here about my MS worries.

So here is my short story (longer in previous post):

October 2017
- nausea, dizziness, 14 days headache around right temple and behind eye, fatique, weak legs, twitching all around my body (eyelids, around mouth the most, tinnitus, burning sensations (especially in right foot) etc..
Then I started googling which was the dumbest idea in my whole life..
November 2017
- sensation lost around left knee
- MRI of brain/spine (1,5T machine) (few very small and absolutely non specified white spots)
- SSEP, EEM, EEG, EYE exam, bloodworks for EVERYTHING (lyme, hiv, syphilis, ...) and EVERYTHING was okay..

Then the problems slowly went away, but sometimes I still have dizziness, nausea, eyepain, headaches, tinnitus for few seconds, burning and tingling sensations, weak legs..everything is on/off

January 2019
- follow up MRI of brain/spine (3T machine) and everything is same as previous MRI

More than 10 doctors told me its nothing serious (no MS!!)  and it can be psychosomatic..
BUT
Im still conviced it could be something serious.

What do u think?
Somebody with same problems?

Thanks! M.",5.031276086956517,8.402559245000003,4.5573043478260855,77.87691304347827,76.55,7.878260869565217,34.69565217391305,8.716276077567194,3.7579130434782613,939,52,142,22,23,284,139,200,0.116,0.865,0.019,-0.9308,0,0,2,0,0,0,75.0,0,0,0,1,13,10,0,0,3,1,11,18,7,0,1,23,19,13,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,11,0,0,0,5,11,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,8,0,2,5,3,8,2,19,11,9,27,0,1,3,2,2,14,0,2,9,76,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575374401712613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126546120157857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4248151663444475,0.0,0.0,0.11208785865635654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13251727553624898,0.0,0.2663602680554897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952526864697531,0.0,0.0,0.07693971616347302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211032812967165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305291288462456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4288826414270424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467707902462736,0.1288662902640845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296216280060762,0.0,0.08426630710332474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023188027942795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447318273580988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084190817375625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285160691907973,0.0,0.0,0.2283111977980688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037659714147324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836885287550191,0.11799241534588813,0.0,0.08444234550077344,0.0,0.1905489568253544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098369613202334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644370148467533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399787097963295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843638302725152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105938556759309,0.0,0.13319606892512034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24231330091882194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682637260282639
anxiety,alliekatx3,2019/02/12,Traveling So I'm going on my first trip out of the country to Europe. It's exciting but I'm so nervous. I'm scared to be on such a long flight and to be away from my boyfriend so long. We've never been apart for longer than 5 days since we started dating 2 and a half years ago.. does anyone have any advice about dealing with travel anxiety and separation anxiety? ,2.1391428571428577,4.173140400000001,3.8499047619047637,86.54400000000004,78.33333333333334,6.9523809523809526,24.04761904761905,7.957251820313856,1.3633619047619048,290,10,59,5,7,97,58,75,0.159,0.813,0.028,-0.8707,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,1,5,3,0,2,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,8,9,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,2,0,4,1,2,0,2,1,0,3,1,13,6,0,18,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,9,35,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24791374568706506,0.2248906877600575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17252542481172314,0.0,0.3881612425000858,0.0,0.0,0.1773936843465463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383605030446765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16361619954812145,0.2615546592992124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220155127128372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157979973258148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14418416247774984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4490349202003115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956699024456028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539990257978082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20986414365393205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795709204646786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16337516873125627
anxiety,reallycoolthrowawayd,2019/02/12,"recently been feeling these “brain shocks” and i dont know what to do like im seriously lost, this has only happrned recently and ive never used the devils lettuce and anti depressants.",16.255714285714287,8.553206571428571,15.254285714285714,48.03571428571431,54.714285714285715,18.571428571428573,55.0,14.554592549557764,7.5401428571428575,150,7,24,4,1,51,29,35,0.277,0.5539999999999999,0.16899999999999998,-0.5426,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,5,1,1,1,1,7,9,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,1,2,1,1,7,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178474794900666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24523339138564676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33369580549197186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396561253734896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075520673611996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564775197806377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910234719914702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108111821500711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195976214735705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21654633936733608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5622635568628332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459111490521398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kimikohi,2019/02/12,"Transferring Schools is Freaking Me Out I’m transferring schools. Deadline March 1st. Physical transcripts just mailed. Application is close to done. Need to write an essay. Fuck.

I’m applying to one school I really want to go to and I’m afraid as fuck I’m not getting in. My friends say that based on gpa I’ll definitely be fine. But I’m still so worried.

What if not all of my shit sends? What if I mess up the app somehow? I’m a dumbass to applying to only this one school. I find out if I’m in June 1st. And if I don’t get in? I don’t know the fuck I’ll do. 

It’s probably ok. But in my head it very much does not feel like it",-1.3564893986791766,0.6511248978102202,1.3382273201251316,97.08778588807787,99.2919708029197,5.529231838720889,19.662495655196388,7.07126945348624,0.4919123392422664,489,18,119,10,21,167,82,137,0.197,0.725,0.079,-0.9591,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,4,11,4,1,4,1,7,5,2,0,1,23,24,10,0,6,10,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,5,7,0,2,1,2,9,4,17,22,2,14,0,0,0,3,5,9,4,5,4,63,16,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13740411634370392,0.16067996104068274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939105787708126,0.11217092019665263,0.0,0.0,0.1435080630429919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130872123923145,0.43547107735134105,0.16406679655012518,0.0,0.08923474397771991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16114178784346886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629085522866692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670916896533418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11542344601531535,0.1164239820137702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127936653762358,0.11941631517958624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692877801026389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058726718960892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486393197432205,0.0,0.6356266965709838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16117273997563147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539168072744805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955309457643316,0.09261099730649887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15945546263302382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,meowbands,2019/02/12,"Anxiety because I Might be Going to Sleep I do not have anxiety from thoughts of not enough sleep, oversleeping, nightmares, thoughts of the days and tasks, etc. I literally lie down, have a panic attack, and have to remind myself “I’m not going to sleep yet. I’m going to read a bit then go to bed.” And take deep breaths. 

It’s like, I can’t find anything about it. It’s like I get scared to fall asleep once the lights turn off. ",2.8663546798029564,4.391831333333339,3.6341543513957326,91.14413793103449,74.74712643678161,6.810509031198686,23.922824302134647,7.447530270364453,0.83972380952381,334,10,73,4,7,106,56,87,0.129,0.795,0.076,-0.6686,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,2,4,0,7,5,5,0,0,10,18,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,3,1,0,5,4,3,0,0,2,1,6,2,12,14,3,11,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,5,42,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595240109865197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958621718407144,0.0,0.0,0.192971950963902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340130348119486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18518563243037411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939353990008388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17526708362375645,0.18917575811615192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550333941555021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862161399867162,0.0,0.385605238956328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16573957693207708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799444107688498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806441768907913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19901738482995404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967004619889556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16982335881125765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5092399320735089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753624592437846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26932524547134035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18450235932541156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,greenskittlesxx,2019/02/12,"Night routines Night time is always a struggle for me. Sometimes I can sleep no problem, some days I am so tense and anxious for no reason.
What are things you do to slowly fall asleep, or even things you do hours before. Eating wise or even drinking or activities. Anything will help at this point!! ",2.503392857142856,5.38515541071429,2.4907142857142865,91.45428571428572,84.17857142857143,3.9142857142857146,22.285714285714285,5.288315135182226,0.15010000000000012,237,8,43,1,7,71,46,56,0.232,0.68,0.08800000000000001,-0.8207,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,7,4,2,1,0,7,7,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,4,6,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,4,5,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18367024431988774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493691344712637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18164712729356605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18783029229870288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14235662136413185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21623749160685152,0.0,0.2258682924691708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915884250170729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795485666897182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173807441027394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4142920384832263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20866710622404516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21121478190194545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22695363043337766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22089566489300266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21831379725323602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307614573722562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932947147872573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12871308354538838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ComplexDirection9,2019/02/12,"My social anxiety causes me to use the bathroom often and is the reason why I had to quit my last job I don't know if anyone has this issue where when they feel anxious they have to go to the bathroom to ""relieve"" the tension in a sense? 

To me, going to the bathroom is like getting away from the noise of outside and having time for myself in private to try and breathe. At my most recent job I did this a lot. I would also take coffee breaks. And these things helped me calm down especially because this was a job with extroverted folk that didn't really seem to have any disabling issues and it honestly made me feel like the odd man out causing further anxiousness. I only made maybe three friends there, one of which i actually kept and who understands me a bit better than the other two who i'm pretty sure hate me. Before i lose the topic... 

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Our away from desk times are recorded. This was not a new thing but it is new that it was being observed a lot more with the program that was being used there. But, before i get into the reason of why i quit. I'd like to mention that this job was a data entry kind of job. However, it did require for people to do some call outs to inquire about whether someone sent in their cancellation letters or about missing email or incorrect emails. This. Made. Me. So. Anxious. I HATE making phone calls, getting phone calls. All that is expected in a conversation gives me severe anxiety. I once quit a job on the second day working because the calls were too much for me. I had just gotten up and left. I've only had one other person who understood what that feels like, that anxiousness. 

In this job, i found ways to avoid making call outs whenever we were put on that workflow for the day. It was easier because with the old system, everything was kind of disorganized and a mess and it was easy to put things back. But with the new program, things were cleared up and now there was a designated person that called out. I was positively stressed out about that prospect, so much so that i did something i never thought i would. I looked up company policy and i emailed an HR rep and said i wanted to look into getting an accommodation for my disability. 

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She honestly was the most demeaning HR i had ever met. The least understanding. she kept trying to put an air like if she understood. Said i required a doctors note. This is were i started to freak out further because i had never been to a psychologist and i was afraid of the cost. But it turns out that all i needed to do was ask my regular physical doctor for a doctors note, explained the situation, she signed it and said to accommodate me due to my anxiety and not put me for call outs. This was accepted, with the HR adding a footnote of ""but you're going to look into fixing that issue right?"". >\_>.

i let out such a deep breath of relief still because finally, my fear that i had to make call outs on designated days were over with. I didn't have to be forced to do this task anymore and i could just continue my work like usual. I am a hard worker, i did so much work for them and i was one of their fastest workers too. I had gotten promoted within a few months of working there. So this wasn't about me skipping out on work. But people saw it that way. And people started asking questions when they saw that i wasn't doing call outs. and this is when it became my worst nightmare. we have monthly meetings with our manager to discuss things to improve on because that job was basically a cult tbh.

and on one of these meetings i was told that my coworkers were saying that i left my desk for long period of times and that i had been using the team chat too much to talk with coworkers(usually the only way i felt comfortable having a conversation with someone is through chat if i don't know them that well yet). I felt so utterly helpless in that moment because i felt like i was being picked on over minor things unrelated to my work and how i did my work. My breaks were not overt, at most i would have days when they were longer due to bowel movements but i feel like 30mins in a day for breaks is not that bad. That's about once every hour for 5mins or less. And these were the times that i would take to try and relax because it was a busy office with people everywhere and i was constantly just trying to keep relaxed and to myself. But i could never find peace there.

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They kept harassing me about the time away from desk and i was even called in to get an official warning about possible termination if it continued. I had ended up crying and leaving early that day because i couldn't believe how this had blown up when i had been doing this for months and had never heard a complaint until this new program this new manager and this new girl started working. I started seeing enemies everywhere more than before and i felt like people where out to hurt me. With the way my manager had said ""your coworkers said this"" or that ""people have noticed that"". When i finally saw a psychologist, i could barely contain my tears in telling her all that had happened. But... she didn't really help me. and to be fair to her, we only ever had one sample session and the one actual session and the actual one i had already quit my job and was in the process of the two weeks. I wanted to talk to her more but.... she has other clients too and days she couldn't. And i was about to be out of a job and out of benefits. I didn't have the kind of money to be paying for that.

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So after that day when i was pulled in for that warning, the weekend was spent in stress and further fear of not wanting to go to work anymore. I had always hated going to work because i never felt like i fit in with the people there, but now it became to a point where it was just causing me major anxiety and stress everyday. I couldn't focus at work. I had thought it over and over and over in my head. And then i realized i just needed to leave. I asked for a two week notice, they weren't even surprised or sorry to hear it. I still think they picked on me due to my asking for that accommodation.

i just wanted to leave that toxic mental environment behind. and i know... it could have been so much worse and i possibly messed this up for myself but... i know how i felt. and even thinking of it now 2 months later and i still feel anxious about it. Just being around that place. 

The week in which i was working after having notified of my quitting, I experienced my first ever actual full blown panic attack. I was going to the bathroom a lot more than usual and I was feeling really odd and nauseous and having difficulty swallowing and breathing. Had even asked to leave 5 mins before my shift ended because it just got worse the more i sat there. Panicked the whole ride to my house.

This all just made me realize how much this job was impending on my health. The money wasn't worth it. 

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But with that very long story now finished, i now find myself unemployed for two months and counting. I've been applying for remote jobs because i don't think i should be working in a physical place. And without any surprise have been struggling really hard to find anything that isn't call center or that matches my pitiful skills. 

I'm afraid of my anxiety getting out of hand and this happening again. Because i've had this happen before but just never to this extent because this job was a lot more strict and nosy about things like the away from desk times. 

i have...so many things that make me anxious and impede on my daily life. My fear of being outside alone, my fear of people knowing who i am and where i live. My fear of answering phone calls and interviewing and just talking to strangers. fear of even getting a reply on this post and it possibly being a negative response?? I have issues with sleep where i just can't seem to really fall asleep unless i have nothing to worry about or i'm so exhausted i can't think. 

I really... need guidance and perspective and maybe even friends who understand what this is like?

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TL;DR- I'm pretty sure my previous job screwed me over because I filed for accommodation due to my anxiety. So I quit and now I'm unemployed and still anxious and sad.

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anxiety,Reeferhydro420,2019/02/12,"Thinking about the future scares me so much I’m a 22 year old guy, I’ve been fighting depression and anxiety since almost before I could remember. I remember even as a 6-7 year old kid, how anxious I was...throwing up every morning because I was so nervous about school and seeing ppl, etc. also extremely depressed since that age as well. Idk if it was genetic or if it was the constant traumatic events that took place during my childhood that caused my depression.

Anyways...I’ve managed to get clean off of Xanax, Norcos, alcohol, like 4 months ago and my anxiety is at an all time high. Not only that, but I can’t stop thinking about my life in the future. I dropped out of college...but I’ll probably go back in the fall semester. But my parents live 4 states away so I can’t take more than 1-2 classes at community college or I’ll have to much stress load.

I broke up with my ex(the love of my life, my whole world and my soulmate basically for 3 years) 2 years ago. And the world just has been seeming dark and cold since then. Since I’m of the male gender, I can never show any weakness but I’m breaking hard...like I literally can barely get out of bed anymore, I feel like expired product in the trash bin. I’m ridiculously tired. I’ve thrown away all my talents such as art, music, boxing, etc. after leaving my ex.

I feel like I’ll die alone, with no degree, no love, no family, my friends will all move on with their own lives and I’ll be that one loser junkie who lives in a homeless facility. I am so fking scared. I really don’t know what to do",3.1350000000000016,4.670076156050957,4.415406369426751,85.77704585987263,74.06369426751594,7.444382165605098,27.209681528662426,8.109356740369918,1.7028663949044591,1219,46,249,19,25,402,188,314,0.182,0.7020000000000001,0.116,-0.9391,1,1,1,0,2,0,49.0,0,0,1,1,14,20,2,4,11,0,18,8,0,2,4,38,36,24,1,3,9,2,2,3,1,1,6,0,2,3,9,12,1,1,8,2,0,4,8,12,1,1,6,4,28,8,34,27,10,46,0,5,1,2,11,18,0,6,24,142,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16829799987269115,0.10145043514485437,0.095057872083696,0.09831801251316627,0.0,0.07591483957835829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06455510499834125,0.0,0.14524114224454268,0.10724296507361833,0.09414424902988901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783781992514874,0.07299468808880684,0.0,0.057867953605122986,0.0,0.08077774949761703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751842839114062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258473103188784,0.0,0.07579323438782419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24528711878079626,0.0,0.09852151265438752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117422822599208,0.06269983521874246,0.0,0.07998193750359918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949079259585559,0.0,0.09599810233364392,0.13563486573726394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733420573228628,0.0,0.09919316826057067,0.0,0.05395044677042038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399482362891767,0.0,0.0,0.0850379089551617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029790204462297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05217060064575981,0.0,0.0,0.10051630635426907,0.0,0.0,0.13410258969035502,0.13913282268509927,0.0,0.2514726439547841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17135460194334887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577157441183582,0.10089470656417196,0.13956775584771228,0.0,0.07321524413677467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992244338522987,0.0,0.0643264764665524,0.07219792726950153,0.0,0.0,0.10540763226076387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918079972796956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234972346186606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060814070421381976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21507253565217332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19008136102545872,0.09607340910781652,0.07564627453643147,0.08641997000479734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141056303730597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936505414881799,0.10874106731850144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137493739105236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216535847719252,0.0,0.0,0.055353974550392766,0.10910714016582132,0.0,0.0,0.10546982386638973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535274305834749,0.0,0.0,0.1059850514009823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445251459737617
anxiety,butchaphrodite,2019/02/12,"Obsessive anxiety that my [26F] girlfriend [26F] will die while I'm at work. Specifically in a car accident. She drives me to and from work since we share a car and our schedules overlap. My last job, she was able to text me when she gets home to let me know she made it safe. But I just got a new job that doesn't allow us to use our phones for confidentiality reasons, and I'm already feeling sick at the thought that I won't be able to check and make sure she made it home safe. 

My car anxiety doesn't just come from nowhere: my friend and his entire immediate family died in a horrific freak accident that fucked me up mentally for years. I still haven't been able to process it. I can't think of anything more horrible than a car accident. The complete lack of control of it, knowing that your life rests in some stranger's hands and if they fuck up, you're dead even if it's not your fault. I have no idea how to make my control-obsessed brain deal with this, especially when it latches onto the person in the world that I love most (besides my mother, who I also constantly worry about dying in some awful freak accident).

When her I'm-home-safe texts are delayed, I'm overcome with panic that she's been in an accident. It's all I can think about until I hear from her. At my past job, I've had to step away from my station in tears having a fullblown anxiety attack at the thought of her dying. It's obsessive, I hate it. And the moment I see her ""I'm safe"" text, all of the anxiety goes away. Rinse and repeat the next day. 

I'm not sure how to cope with this, since the phobia I have isn't unrealistic like worrying about aliens abducting her. Car accidents aren't impossible. I lost someone very important to me in one and ever since then they're my go-to scenario on how I'll lose everyone else I love in my life. I can't afford a therapist yet so I have even less methods of dealing with this. 

I know the root of this anxiety is a fear of not having the power to keep my loved ones safe. Knowing that they're at the mercy of the world around them makes me feel so helpless I want to curl up and cry (which I've done, a lot). My girlfriend knows about my anxiety and why it's this bad. She doesn't want to reinforce it by having me create some intricate ritual to get away from my desk and check my phone, and I don't blame her. But I don't know how I'm going to deal with the uncertainty of whether she's home and safe while I have to keep working and not check my phone. 

I could take a bathroom break or something, but...this problem goes deeper than just checking my phone. It's this deep-seated terror, and I don't know what to do about it. ",5.9956612353164065,5.113294476190479,6.4919527598837945,82.05247252747256,66.69230769230771,10.021876973601113,31.281798661109015,9.314750747691287,2.374217835038525,2088,68,454,34,29,682,244,546,0.212,0.695,0.093,-0.9967,5,0,2,0,0,0,61.0,4,2,2,7,24,30,4,5,25,1,32,10,2,14,5,88,76,36,5,7,13,1,3,1,3,2,3,1,3,1,30,24,0,9,15,0,4,9,17,17,0,2,11,5,70,13,71,60,11,57,1,3,1,5,41,26,2,8,22,289,100,7,0.20786786606979155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646245305665003,0.055410619131806935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180366971680423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05701918076179986,0.06168215711631101,0.0,0.07882656881129023,0.19529870276429068,0.0,0.057853661840569885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773497615215553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059686586913464186,0.07264850090750828,0.07487710560304288,0.15542765810712394,0.0553218588981746,0.0,0.07611103005154637,0.044685859045171035,0.2143026424705854,0.0,0.0,0.2876453691690628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090699905700103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0578823096931066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915298433937078,0.06267612850668333,0.0,0.06620888467046207,0.0,0.0,0.0653197747880918,0.07796971334509309,0.07006949254361848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05353273256232819,0.12811366176223524,0.07240158706112337,0.0,0.07875739906954395,0.0,0.05541697386232015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840882757556127,0.0,0.0,0.07809406414566482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780112242371131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821917300972536,0.0,0.0,0.206276782536356,0.12317500687623467,0.0,0.0,0.26655706694778203,0.05648001820046253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085299217839024,0.09788214745881617,0.0338512465167397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751699053039006,0.07563744364470264,0.05890727543576728,0.18760886483132488,0.13112640060664849,0.138753414722019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982730598482438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692002678562158,0.0736899445915828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390443047436546,0.0,0.0,0.08129605106638542,0.0,0.0,0.0661444663009762,0.0,0.06050073427159339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630049155342595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712409288879838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05521459217142636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17195044686018945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058708589454737566,0.05334227960187416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05533451545240151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060866917042085,0.0,0.052096921936454085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045020464046854,0.0,0.08879555682730866,0.0,0.1100159110623056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833464829288895,0.059843698509709616,0.0,0.05717091973053715,0.08173723538577647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06252280578322901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513302821931445,0.14073327209347247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044620030177750056
anxiety,chococaticorn,2019/02/13,"How do you deal with panic attacks? I have had panic attacks for 18 years now. Just when it seems I get some type of successful coping method, it suddenly doesn't work anymore. So what do you all do?",1.939,4.171886900000004,3.0599999999999987,90.935,80.0,6.0,22.5,7.1686216300943375,0.7697499999999997,156,5,32,2,4,50,33,40,0.263,0.659,0.078,-0.8385,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,2,5,5,2,2,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,6,8,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,4,1,3,7,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,23,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579962833414377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5919103697260669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26820051126355143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591626152312447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6104537641257988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368283915105391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893903807529098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16752637440637574
anxiety,ickyickyickyicky,2019/02/13,"My boss yelled at me at the end of today. The things he said were demeaning and unbelievable. I'm really anxious about going in tomorrow. Please help me r/anxiety, you're my only hope. My boss yelled at me and accused me of some things that were not true. He made me feel like I was about the lowest of the low and of course part of me believes it's true. It was humiliating and awful. I'm really anxious about work tomorrow. I'm playing out the things that might happen and I don't know how I will react because what I need and want to say is, ""don't you dare talk to me like that ever again"" I'm afraid he will fire me if I say that. I want to just avoid. I want to quit. I want to shave my head and become something totally different. But I have to take these fucking antidepressants and pay for my mortgage. Why does everything have to be like this?",1.946590909090912,3.82615047727273,3.5840909090909108,88.9586363636364,78.31818181818181,7.127272727272729,21.795454545454547,8.07648339933343,0.9710750000000004,668,19,146,12,16,222,98,176,0.149,0.721,0.13,-0.6612,3,1,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,2,7,11,1,2,5,1,13,2,1,5,4,33,31,11,0,7,4,0,2,3,0,3,0,5,0,0,12,9,0,1,2,1,1,1,3,4,0,0,6,7,23,7,21,21,3,13,0,1,0,1,9,6,1,4,9,92,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130350804109319,0.333850780660841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007239529909343,0.16318798988732472,0.0,0.16647357311440772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437650102745334,0.0,0.0,0.1293047248629635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087044295800812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365629731443598,0.0,0.0,0.13279608523941827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471129081531326,0.10555891890001744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13660063308400192,0.0,0.0,0.0839747332561247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066262214722266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15164316103096526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903961151052386,0.0,0.0,0.14675783185556412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120437429707221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216562463734012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981295273674427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567487406150732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956128071217694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237722849452952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16000838543670015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16219479534679188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571596757451553,0.0,0.0,0.18931614648480294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055245876176792,0.2350074626419635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375194594442167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109623158621194,0.11876292942482805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944931507954167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005806894159092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34860788292679723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13332933794410912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757016890584133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,username73919,2019/02/13,"Sudden severe anxiety about growing old and dying, seriously affecting my life. I've always been an anxious person, and I have dealt with depression in the past. Over the past few months, I've been thinking more and more about how terrifying time, growing old, and death is. Just the thought of making relationships, learning so much, having so many experiences, and then growing old and losing my ability to do so many of these things, losing my friends, and then dying is eating away at me.

Over the past week or so, it has gone from a passing anxiety to a crippling pain. 

And time is speeding up, too. I always hear people say it, that life is short, it's gone in the blink of an eye, that they can't believe they're 30, 40, 50, 60, 70, 80, whatever. I feel like I'm in a speeding car that's rapidly accelerating and I'm desperately trying to slam the brakes but nothing is working. I saw a post the other day where someone said that because of the way our perception of time speeds up as we get older, that the ""true"" halfway point of an average person's life is 24. I'm 23, so this is horrifying. I've seriously been having panic attacks multiple times a day just thinking about this.

And when I'm not having panic attacks, I have a horrible sense of dread and depression overcome me. This feeling like I'm almost out of time, like nothing I do matters because I'm going to die soon. I feel like I can't do anything I enjoy because I don't see why it matters. Same with studying, doing well at work, eating healthy, working out, etc. I just don't see how it matters because in 100 years I'm going to be dead and none of it will have mattered. 

I've always been underweight, and over the past 2 months I was making great progress with eating more and working out multiple times a week, since this crippling anxiety started a week ago, I haven't had the motivation because, like I said, I can't convince myself that it even matters.

I've starting obsessively paying attention to the passage of time and my perception of how long it's been since something happened. When I remember something that I feel like just happened, a song coming out, going somewhere, etc., and then I realize that it had happened as long ago as it did, I start panicking again because that's just proof to me that my perception of time is rapidly accelerating and before I know it I'll be bedridden, dying.

I just can't find any joy or reason to care because of this. Anytime I feel happy about something I stop myself because I feel like it doesn't matter, and that I'm going to be dead soon.

I've heard people say that because of this, I need to do as much, live as much, and enjoy as much of life as I possibly can. But I can't, because when I'm dead it won't have mattered if I lived my years happy or miserable. I'll be dead and it will have made no difference.

I don't know what to do, it's like for my entire life I had this blissful ignorance about the end of my life. It was always so far away, and wasn't something I ever needed to worry about. But now it feels like it's right around the corner.

Has anyone else felt these feelings before? And how did you deal with them?",6.2164285714285725,5.863645347133763,6.871727024567792,77.75389171974525,66.07006369426752,9.406442220200182,33.707188353048224,8.841846274778883,2.743532975432211,2490,99,481,35,35,823,243,628,0.198,0.696,0.106,-0.9957,0,0,4,0,0,3,79.0,2,1,2,8,35,35,2,5,26,0,55,11,1,10,3,96,105,52,9,3,14,0,9,9,1,3,7,7,0,2,42,33,3,3,24,1,1,12,15,15,1,0,22,20,49,20,65,76,12,87,0,5,4,0,16,24,0,5,58,311,91,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279134119370573,0.0,0.052410292744644385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742021085378707,0.0,0.0,0.035592548801695954,0.0,0.12011836500349075,0.059128561066075475,0.0,0.03659688636679169,0.053627843239786616,0.043070820618710134,0.04659311286197205,0.0,0.11908711980422085,0.09834907343393444,0.0,0.0,0.3190557838605545,0.0,0.0890738537613402,0.05896851769702996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053363449576029134,0.0,0.0,0.04508571052664349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06750909407723221,0.053959565586217284,0.09015960081295106,0.0,0.21727990356507332,0.05468347475539999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606686467329328,0.04372280598353736,0.0,0.04635712375972036,0.0,0.1167444079738134,0.034569643174443415,0.047343933250530434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051197921692888615,0.0,0.0,0.21171476011189008,0.2243474274306776,0.050253978271016034,0.0,0.04783721232860657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040437247442287515,0.0,0.02734514708170576,0.0,0.1189826217213234,0.0,0.0,0.05770431167859196,0.0,0.0,0.13885052748523,0.11143241014729054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0589902447433515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057528669484642914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22181295970831807,0.2301332380203401,0.0,0.09243319953789507,0.09263734506572988,0.0,0.11710867639380278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04952475292919138,0.06987383725827878,0.10612775992796047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355353027785797,0.0,0.15390176071375075,0.0776179209674947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044202458730704,0.0,0.1647640117205384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055692752353570366,0.1228178863922091,0.0,0.0,0.19985530517325767,0.07257102216489783,0.09140139294522524,0.0,0.0,0.04947759777492236,0.05900474637678765,0.050126623746516816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05381356287216812,0.0,0.05619286814400108,0.059290273955105235,0.04469751391059341,0.09957340371565647,0.0832446944009119,0.0,0.0,0.08341536174942664,0.0,0.0,0.059128561066075475,0.0,0.08659129265011548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04434695643464171,0.16117353672430282,0.0,0.0,0.11113817149523528,0.0,0.0,0.04375803529424404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034771934566853874,0.0670738766981676,0.0,0.04155159287857645,0.24415593971733945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03553497902019803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0415445351752846,0.1259503944040591,0.0,0.04705935607634607,0.0,0.04722811721405912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15241466354391886,0.053153144577298035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06740964321517696
anxiety,StoicHustler,2019/02/13,"Overcoming Podcast (or public speaking, big meeting etc) Anxiety I wrote the following observations about my own struggles with anticipatory anxiety when it comes to podcasting, even after 317 episodes, and how I try to mitigate its effects. It might be useful to some of you as it might also pertain to public speaking, big meetings and \*insert thing giving you anxiety here\*.

I also get that for many people it is a biological predisposition and simply reframing how you think about things may not do anything for you, but this honestly works for me so thought I'd share. 

[https://medium.com/steveglaveski/podcasters-beat-your-pre-podcast-anxiety-ppa-d7b16a795c8a](https://medium.com/steveglaveski/podcasters-beat-your-pre-podcast-anxiety-ppa-d7b16a795c8a)",15.101113861386144,19.57984162376237,10.1297896039604,44.923595297029685,48.603960396039604,10.594554455445543,38.367574257425744,10.686352973137794,5.055305940594058,648,26,68,14,8,178,76,101,0.055,0.835,0.11,0.8314,0,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,4,0,2,10,3,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,4,0,19,14,12,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,9,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,2,9,2,13,8,3,6,0,0,0,0,13,2,0,5,2,56,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32809522973025884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4707866689406132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16880989153516995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17670696296142885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287814646238247,0.1354907482805719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717537410630974,0.1967856589420623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20797625149643692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4352348974998362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422158459517609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21445324883421976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725672006420395,0.13144321013171495,0.0,0.16285549674200964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927424339573247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17717210453601412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14934184240990253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nxck101786,2019/02/13,"I haven't been single in 2 years, and I'm too anxious to try and talk to new people I live in a small town and don't go out much, so I usually have met people online through Facebook or tinder. I have been trying to do this now and as no surprise, most people on tinder eont message to back (???), so Facebook is my other option. I start by liking a few pictures, and haven't gotten likes back really, so I really feel awkward and stressed as to how to not sound creepy when messaging a stranger for the first time. This used to not be an issue for me but now its makes my skin crawl as I stare at my phone. Any advice?",6.772558139534882,4.6103983100775245,7.2477131782945765,81.39389534883723,65.89922480620154,9.840310077519382,30.80232558139535,7.793537801064563,1.8900325581395347,478,12,104,4,6,158,85,129,0.075,0.897,0.028,-0.5569,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,10,5,0,2,5,0,10,1,1,3,0,17,18,16,0,0,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,2,0,1,4,4,11,3,19,13,4,19,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,3,13,75,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991058946687649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385595984807031,0.0,0.0,0.230183843413506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133482525686891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302406381804298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733129125462844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579800300156083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21266607245536154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19908766881906104,0.0,0.17991837400595467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13600727063345033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14978251690248756,0.0,0.0,0.1967867287172161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4237717737717895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610598551355592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14421801694184525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23339933575201866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16376961884552765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188105028751879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766709657401235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17597789824249416,0.22440606906157065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121079287776827
anxiety,MANDEEx88,2019/02/13,"Does Anyone Else Do These Things? -Anxiety I am a stay at home mom who is the sole care provider for my son who has multiple disabilities. Because I have been in the house for so long, I have become very anxious of being around people in public. Its so bad that I question everything I am doing for example walking. I start worrying about how I am walking, talking, moving in general and in doing so, I actually start moving weird or walking weird. It's a terrible cycle and I am tired of questioning myself while I am out. ",4.1888366336633664,5.957216534653469,5.807017326732672,75.9156745049505,71.77227722772278,9.010396039603961,30.446782178217827,9.516144504307137,3.099761386138613,414,18,73,10,8,141,69,101,0.211,0.758,0.031,-0.938,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,4,0,14,1,0,1,0,9,17,8,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,7,4,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,12,1,13,15,0,17,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,3,4,58,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.1711337181205389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341559202589965,0.19811574665986592,0.0,0.12262127366639185,0.179685079657795,0.0,0.15611456083874006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464248241857483,0.1069026096796879,0.19368000517149692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17879920408154149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346558161203858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649733051702504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15760930993563774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17590824563000096,0.0,0.0,0.2023509460380851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15519502297523824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20538869878054047,0.0,0.3727765287218124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157798179801607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3929042390271087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482525244563921,0.18691878771521114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095402977305413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165066028213003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20155953842786675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446968368769891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17809455761122825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,amitkolloldey,2019/02/13,"Overcome Anxiety By Changing Lifestyle # Overcome Anxiety By Changing Lifestyle

Anxiety is a widespread condition and it is affecting millions of people globally. Anxiety involves feelings of distress, fear, and apprehension. Anxiety is typically experienced on cognitive, emotional, and physical levels. Experiencing occasional anxiety is a normal part of life. But, someone who experiences symptoms for 6 months or longer may have a generalized anxiety disorder (GAD). 

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# The symptoms of GAD include psychological and physical symptoms, such as:

* **Feeling nervous, restless or tense**
* **Excessive worry about everyday events and problems**
* **Fear**
* **Increased heart rate**
* **Having trouble while sleeping how to Overcome Anxiety by Changing Lifestyle**
* **Difficulty concentratingDifficulty for controlling worry**
* **Issues with their personal social and work relationships**
* **Having the urge to avoid things that trigger anxiety.**

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With an anxiety disorder, it’s important to look into strategies that can help manage or overcome anxiety in the long term like talk therapy or medication. But, everyone can overcome anxiety by changing lifestyle such as eating a well-balanced diet, limiting alcohol and caffeine, and taking time for yourself.

Fortunately, by changing some simple habits and lifestyle can make to overcome your anxiety. Listed below some ways to help you cope with your feelings of anxiety.

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## [How to Overcome Anxiety by Changing Lifestyle](https://besthealthandbeautycare.com/how-to-overcome-anxiety-by-changing-lifestyle/)

* **1. Maintain a Positive Attitude**
* **2. Practice Deep Breathing**
* **3. Do Exercise**
* **4. Stop Being a Night-Owl**
* **5. Stay Away from Drugs and Alcohol**
* **6. Eat Healthily**
* **7. Go to Nature**
* **8. Read Books**
* **9. Take Aromatherapy**
* **10. Limit Social Media Intake**",5.948313311407304,4.690241856603784,6.108353816859964,55.59903756274886,156.8490566037736,8.972477064220184,41.67647567941838,7.112644028565887,6.776401073221398,1472,104,139,53,109,466,164,265,0.18600000000000005,0.762,0.052000000000000005,-0.9803,0,1,3,0,0,0,159.0,0,3,1,4,5,10,0,7,10,0,13,15,3,6,0,39,21,21,0,2,6,0,3,1,0,1,9,0,0,1,6,14,5,5,3,3,0,2,0,9,0,1,0,6,4,1,33,19,5,20,0,0,1,0,13,8,0,7,9,91,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730510289674155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19360282233829915,0.21711925310327387,0.0,0.0,0.6834595583011013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05595948153850245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3780455822587401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06680268000742137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652403809895522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06907180300200133,0.12189146078340835,0.0,0.06699806210662605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05691304868327578,0.0,0.05826204668226899,0.0,0.13404527544956665,0.09034743131973882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033849865540876885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07058002310296778,0.07984491055486391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06216616669653052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042069666716742664,0.029098475991339037,0.0,0.0,0.052709574376050235,0.05001620468760036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039757402581993534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06000139998796077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04754098917059266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05589392518269154,0.058357093759177775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449871434453255,0.0,0.041292069495650466,0.05200633196150615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056991793809640534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05957707696805903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394617982063759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059603973138915536,0.12142979387467992,0.050465807215969986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348405737810317,0.0,0.0497956286259123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18571992542608684,0.08956485732015387,0.04787284265625071,0.0,0.0,0.06811314732171497,0.0,0.03956965454807199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03473047412669863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047276716861571366,0.0,0.0,0.053552455058706525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04336108746622987,0.12097408989560912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21711925310327387,0.0
anxiety,pixeLuca,2019/02/13,"Anxious about life direction and happiness No idea where to put this so I’ll drop it here. Recently have been feeling like I have lost my direction in life.

I am 21, second to last year of undergrad. I have no motivation for school anymore. Up until this point I have tried so hard in school to keep my GPA up and get good grades, which I have been mostly successful with. Above average GPA and have worked at 2 of the top 20 LinkedIn companies for 6 months a piece. 

As a side effect of all of the time spent working and in school, I have little idea how to enjoy myself to the point where I feel fulfilled. It seems like the vast majority of what I have accomplished in my college years is in my GPA and work experience. 

This semester I said I would focus on having fun and being social, but so far I have been trying to do that and have been barely successful, while simultaneously falling behind in every single one of my classes. To me it seems like in my program it is impossible to do as well as I want to in school while also maintaining some sort of enjoyment of my time. I am realizing this is a miserable way to spend my time and I really would love to have a different life, yet I am stuck here. I am questioning my choice of major, because all of my schoolwork seems drab and pointless (I used to like it, but by now it I have become numb to all of the equations and math and they no longer excite me). 

Just don’t know what to do or where to start. I don’t have a deep passion for my major, and am scared that I am working so hard only to not attain happiness despite all of my effort to find it. I feel like I need to focus on myself, but I feel a a massive pressure to fill my obligations with school, thus preventing me from figuring out wtf is going on with my happiness. 

And I realize the answer to all this will be difficult to obtain through internet posts. Mainly wanted to express my current state of mind somehow. 

Should I keep pushing through? Does it get better? ",6.612053044002413,5.8925484886075985,7.250018083182643,76.58535864978904,65.37974683544303,10.663050030138637,32.7335744424352,10.07000556051586,3.0281802290536466,1563,55,310,31,21,519,193,395,0.101,0.73,0.16899999999999998,0.9858,2,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,1,15,18,25,0,3,13,0,39,6,0,5,5,63,62,29,0,6,6,0,6,5,0,4,4,1,0,0,18,17,0,3,18,0,2,5,6,6,1,2,8,7,46,19,66,48,13,50,0,2,0,2,6,26,0,9,20,233,64,22,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07224768542356501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206246957199593,0.08959650216119545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05507257515644207,0.0997773269807654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990150741388298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943897564508152,0.0,0.0,0.07906022876878344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611831747813637,0.0,0.0,0.08837330438483977,0.0,0.0,0.18272160587262865,0.1290828666263413,0.0,0.0,0.082572346420565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944015275071394,0.0,0.05134430802171251,0.07577586362652737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885170913583389,0.16186010875854495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203973689312349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606029546010139,0.0,0.0,0.049650439423279936,0.07364203200757806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19143691341994606,0.22068641786147167,0.09054794755091393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986206312130572,0.0,0.08153855982468901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912212076217648,0.0,0.0721113408466607,0.0,0.0,0.06698858008851179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061219111598922765,0.06871032286403436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17080766811677922,0.0,0.0865241250359304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082019708356752,0.10120542565770736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057876376391409474,0.0,0.08920333319786675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593738206780094,0.0,0.09044963048413923,0.4571623596481753,0.0,0.2467360601128288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209384793841507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394561298300498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15804011030542514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267464824444425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802779994620818,0.0,0.0,0.10657390518406384,0.07171048611299527,0.0,0.0,0.08122968005685953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630846528278233,0.0,0.0,0.12835489814733805,0.0,0.0,0.11635653794821403
anxiety,olearyst,2019/02/13,"Clenched jaw stiff tongue? I’ve recently been so tense about that imaginary crisis that is looming that I’m been clenching my jaw. It’s gotten to the point that my tongue is almost swollen? but certainly stiff. I’m struggling to effectively move my mouth, enunciate, especially in my second language. Is this a thing or am I imagining it?",4.475860215053763,7.226222499999999,4.807741935483873,78.99827956989247,74.0,8.649462365591399,31.30107526881721,9.2995712137729,3.278055913978495,273,13,47,7,6,86,44,62,0.152,0.75,0.098,-0.3702,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,2,0,6,6,3,1,1,8,9,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,8,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,5,1,4,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,29,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4256209843372614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.451755371553572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4018047365277779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41968047673905895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.444349127459846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823808882305377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,K100904s,2019/02/13,"Stressed out I can’t take the stress anymore. I have a band audition this Monday and if I don’t make it into the school I want, it will ruin my life. I don’t know where else to post this except here so I’m sorry. I just need some people to talk to. I can’t take the pressure anymore and I even cut myself a couple nights ago because I’m literally losing my mind.",1.1450090415913223,2.715230481012661,3.3000361663652846,91.50405063291142,79.63291139240506,5.5269439421338165,20.146473779385172,6.18269132825596,0.001971428571428291,284,7,64,2,7,97,53,79,0.237,0.745,0.018000000000000002,-0.9346,0,0,0,0,0,1,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,1,3,5,0,6,1,0,1,0,13,14,4,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,11,0,6,13,1,7,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,2,3,41,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17880701191367712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4000915488152049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296279073451218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22319235688096944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16850590130123197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332299871825447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085656654584816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14247634178990098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256660182487163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13464545172392536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036733207314435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14956814224915094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18929462983216408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398428717366877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931859523557318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20414501919124006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22580195691162305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4621246915408001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033271765576279,0.16212982001190054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897595821225078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Watanuki-Kun207,2019/02/13,"Been very anxious lately, even during times of rest Hi guys I'm not sure what to say here.  I have been working overtime since November, trying to cram in girlfriend time, friend time, and quiet time for myself every sunday when I can.  Finally expressed my frustration at work the other day, caught an illness, and even though work is easing up a little in the past week I am still very nervous.  I feel crammed by all my obligations and even laying in bed listening to calming music I feel really overwhelmed even though nothing is happening.  I'm unfamiliar with this feeling i dont know what to do about it.  I'm sorry if this post is rambly or pointless i just dont know what to do.",6.2309090909090905,6.638140727272727,6.4889393939393925,77.92840909090911,65.96969696969697,9.024242424242424,31.65151515151515,8.841846274778883,2.593951515151515,544,20,98,8,8,175,91,132,0.104,0.813,0.083,-0.4078,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,11,6,1,2,4,0,12,1,0,0,2,15,23,8,0,1,4,0,3,0,2,0,1,3,1,1,7,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,6,10,3,15,20,2,20,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,2,12,66,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16077201620655396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177944610343054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335771329284053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759828504188081,0.0,0.11990397079876615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158716208600017,0.0,0.0,0.15589580465203182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994987335942252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14091122245106602,0.1258460031985668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642187152822554,0.0,0.1605340984349818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263397850525913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655217135018827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585287627063422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362955265620119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116869072634508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317218883761795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772193043674575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15930659678262718,0.0,0.0,0.11365052137611174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412734552837044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796415717579338,0.0,0.3319330116396477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662048458359383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348445552221924,0.0,0.0,0.11415407650302252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108144226190848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SearingCicatrix,2019/02/13,"Overwhelming anxiety over appointment tomorrow Tomorrow is the day I've been trying to survive to. Tomorrow, I have my first appointment for ECT.

But I am scared shitless. The appointment is at a hospital, obviously, which frightens me. I'm afraid that the worst might happen when I tell the psychiatrist my symptoms. I'm also terrified of the treatment itself. The thing is, this treatment might save my life.

I can feel an anxiety attack overtaking me right now. I feel so scared.",4.791986928104574,7.906215623529412,5.585098039215686,71.8418300653595,75.11764705882355,10.366013071895424,32.97385620915033,10.25414643259724,4.634699346405228,388,20,60,14,9,126,57,85,0.248,0.718,0.034,-0.9578,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,4,7,1,4,8,0,9,2,0,0,1,7,14,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,1,1,2,10,1,6,11,1,10,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,2,7,45,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18015436838390367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446734049594385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562857253460402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452853773899425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22781418742405216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916209615433204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19921218577757666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15912018966578287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4779677420008809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923857893712388,0.0,0.0,0.4510842376443158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341496226365644,0.0,0.0,0.19690250060230133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14966438833690454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294866293382278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,blirbo,2019/02/13,"Any advice for grade anxiety? Hi all,

I am a sophomore year college student, and I am struggling with my classes. I’m getting fine grades and all: My GPA is a 3.5. However, recently I’ve been having a lot of difficulty with grade anxiety.

For some reason, before I hand in an assignment, I begin to panic and check over the assignment, often leading me to change things. I do this even if they do not need to be changed. I am tired of this: I would like to break this habit, especially since it is causing me to get worse grades purely based on my fanaticism with papers.",4.474797297297297,5.745098315315317,5.5545833333333325,79.95187500000002,70.35135135135134,8.793243243243245,30.091216216216218,9.188382445141503,2.613008108108108,447,18,85,9,8,148,77,111,0.156,0.778,0.066,-0.8555,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,2,4,0,2,5,0,11,2,1,3,3,19,16,4,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,13,2,15,13,4,8,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,4,4,60,18,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085300309394667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511794041160486,0.0,0.32649773284542793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18158595882509893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21921850302408355,0.4514935229910498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094734957560226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222983268035048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425547120935633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18142332676518386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15823189416118527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503765439536969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21940865920361788,0.21070475532904184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17652500972850446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230898966508594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177213204322375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24526957961684245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217470767149344,0.15159179842208914,0.0,0.0,0.13742129907259515
anxiety,_tiger-lily,2019/02/13,"I think i’m being gaslighted I’ve been thinking about this group of people i hangout with for awhile now. One goal i had for myself is to distance myself from negativity and not partake in it. However, sometimes i can be blunt without meaning to be. My humor is sometimes sarcastic which also makes it worse. 

This group for the the most part don’t care much about me.
Which isn’t that important, but lately its been more verbally apparent. To the point where it’s actually uncomfortable. I never had a chance coming into the group, they dismissed me before i even actually spoke to them. They treated me and others like a disposable rag.
Then they try to make me feel like i’m just the one making all of this up.",3.840304136253039,6.0283044598540165,4.8829379562043815,80.38868917274941,73.74452554744525,7.486374695863748,26.74513381995133,8.344100000000001,1.9759104622871044,569,21,103,10,12,186,91,137,0.08199999999999999,0.8320000000000001,0.086,0.1209,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,4,1,7,5,0,0,7,0,12,0,0,3,2,19,24,5,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,11,5,0,0,4,1,0,1,6,0,0,2,5,2,17,5,18,16,5,10,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,6,84,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.3619059426615373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14828833672791542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15778730725317403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18905828498006771,0.0,0.0,0.1597315611527466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247479319382315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375900023735598,0.13247125828233192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20917316291932345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18118350311853945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37132797660143896,0.0,0.0,0.20198767523869116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13631241592852625,0.0,0.14301507895520427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513043893861241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008026642883752,0.0,0.12855384255283564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17529132495329391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667901038030953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23763216576644144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589482583560593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17874794235829308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18896905342680095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jaybb3rw0cky,2019/02/13,"Help! I have generalised anxiety and have suffered from it for most of the 34 years I've been alive. Recently I got a new job and it's been great, albeit a little stressful but I've managed. Until today when they just now asked me if I could travel overseas for a few days as part of my work.

As far as I knew it wasnt part of my job description. I wasn't expecting it and my anxiety shot through the roof. I don't want to go... I guess now I realise how important it is to be able to go home to my loving wife and my home and feel safe and away from the rest of the world. 

Is it unreasonable to say I don't want to go on the grounds of ""because I just don't want to""? 

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anxiety,pinkstorm0,2019/02/13,"My anxiety has been so bad lately I’ve been on antidepressants for almost 3 years and until recently they were working so good for me. I got anxiety only a few times since I’d been taking them and I was used to panic attacks multiple times a day. Until about a month ago everything was going well but lately I’ve been so anxious, can’t sleep, starting to have panic attacks again. It’s like my mind is trying so hard to find something to be anxious about. I don’t know what to do. Is it time to up my dosage or try new medication? I don’t want to be end up how I was before. ",2.2143801652892563,3.718368330578514,4.342223140495868,85.48242561983474,76.43801652892563,7.1540495867768605,23.670247933884298,7.908726449838941,1.2008472727272728,452,14,95,7,10,156,77,121,0.213,0.7190000000000001,0.068,-0.9543,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,1,9,8,2,2,3,0,18,2,1,2,0,11,25,11,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,5,1,0,9,1,11,3,16,14,1,20,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,17,63,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723956003673034,0.0,0.14373458782762255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21961543277290604,0.324318713313855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265949717937324,0.0,0.0,0.1198499144509179,0.0,0.0,0.12214197809372518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257143304927178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271338458066211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900450738115296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311929706322304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815770967693742,0.1203945519575424,0.11480206032300475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858365672893582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888583676621076,0.0,0.3238387716712021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701263994363649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460146103697066,0.0,0.0,0.14493449358462462,0.0,0.11457226822357243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13863183816111707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091686473788672,0.0,0.3368265536018754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172844517362715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873778132824125,0.0,0.1436436750013316,0.0,0.0,0.110504114061427,0.0,0.0,0.10159835937579667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107924225340248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510980061582732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949084920329244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397248365332808,0.0,0.0,0.08466361814257937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290597093594391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449883837755117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243506166191608
anxiety,EpiphanousHotdog,2019/02/13,"The Chinese Finger Trap seems like a simple example of how to deal with internal struggles. Instead of pulling away and becoming trapped, ease in and get free.",7.269642857142857,9.175132392857149,6.305714285714287,74.78928571428574,64.35714285714286,9.885714285714286,42.57142857142857,10.125756701596842,4.909014285714287,129,8,20,3,2,39,26,28,0.219,0.56,0.221,0.0258,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,5,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,6,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,12,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3970733501182295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4667599296855032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.435711384564012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22080592693132936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20647491770033774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3847450770432156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4418230287239756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rachacho,2019/02/13,"How has stigma impacted your life? I’m writing a paper for school, I have to connect my experiences to the bigger picture. I know that people with mental illness are often stereotyped as one, but I’d like to know a bit more about the stereotypes around anxiety disorders specifically. For example, MI people are often seen as dangerous, but this doesn’t really seem fitting for more common MI like anxiety or depression (not that it’s “fitting” for any MI).

So please tell me about your experiences with stigma

Thank you! 



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anxiety,ginny_and_draco,2019/02/13,Website that tells you how anxiety causes physical symptoms and makes you feel okay. I remember this site being super useful but I can't remember the name. Please help!,3.8290000000000006,7.1055449000000035,4.641666666666668,75.14250000000001,83.33333333333334,8.333333333333334,27.5,8.841846274778883,3.373000000000001,137,6,20,4,4,44,27,30,0.039,0.6,0.361,0.8832,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,4,0,10,5,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,12,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234660672009716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000810835747416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14770138857167986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19579755595262446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19498806379725334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320652959283503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6618154189976125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30361782809057897,0.0,0.0,0.255320119269494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522923185620839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,guyandhiscat,2019/02/13,"What vitamins/supplements do you take? Hi all,

I've coped with anxiety for about 8 years now. For the last 5 years, I would say it had been well managed. I've taken Lexapro 30mg once a day and have seen a psychologist for the same length of time. A few months ago, my anxiety (and apparently depression) started to resurface. So I've picked up regular exercise, meditation, and now, I've become interested in different vitamins and supplements that could help.

My primary care doctor tested my vitamin D and vitamin B levels, which my vitamin D levels were low, so I started supplementing that. But I've also read about magnesium, zinc, L-theanine and quite a few others. It almost becomes an unending list of potential things to add to your diet.

So my question is - are there any particular vitamins/supplements that you have found to work for you? Are there any you've found to not be worth it?

Thanks in advance.",5.278343891402713,7.11623651764706,6.446470588235298,72.13604072398192,69.11764705882354,11.113122171945703,33.07692307692308,11.051253699011982,4.308167420814479,728,34,127,25,13,244,109,170,0.043,0.831,0.126,0.927,2,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,4,0,3,11,6,0,0,7,0,12,7,0,1,1,19,21,11,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,10,8,1,0,3,2,1,1,1,2,1,0,7,2,11,4,17,11,4,18,0,2,1,0,8,6,0,2,11,78,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14797719520154254,0.0,0.16716059969117705,0.0,0.0,0.13349730886259142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270421129382817,0.0,0.25540858326864946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687316641175173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17020065650425972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328346443151326,0.0,0.0,0.10765882100240108,0.0,0.14378027817207806,0.0,0.0,0.17441082571026234,0.0,0.17086434177538515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36606971312682185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189255039860144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607374457117088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324537506031078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17777959395751186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870046339670036,0.17755518898692452,0.1669794866303802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13275286502370418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363139302457316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12551382726833524,0.0,0.0,0.15369068600537045,0.0,0.0,0.11090373913646223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734073968105214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500939943443931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153016719379955,0.0,0.0,0.11858534554805765,0.0,0.0,0.21500044733042864
anxiety,brad12172002,2019/02/13,"I have the chance to go on the trip of a lifetime. Long story short, I’ve been offered a chance to go on a trip somewhere I’ve dreamed about going for a minimal cost, but as soon as I even started to get excited the anxiety kicked in. I REFUSE to miss out on this opportunity. The longest flight I’ve ever taken is about 2ish hours. This would be trans Atlantic with a plane change. 

What I’m looking for are your tips and tricks to get through a long flight and time change. This is a dream trip for me and if I don’t do it, I’ll regret it for the rest of my life. ",3.2597727272727286,3.6242885619834766,4.254204545454545,91.50130681818185,72.4710743801653,7.372314049586778,25.868801652892564,7.1686216300943375,0.8494371900826438,440,13,105,4,8,143,74,121,0.111,0.782,0.108,-0.0835,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,5,5,1,0,12,0,9,1,0,0,1,11,19,7,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,0,2,1,6,1,3,0,0,2,1,7,2,22,15,1,19,0,2,1,0,3,6,0,1,7,65,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185719363973458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5136396458086939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603481401772438,0.21960052081215486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536759465695758,0.0,0.4139175376388719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390808073069342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17147653398754606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4296898847723359,0.2038667308868433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718347608433428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415618851247116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724577511836606,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,swaylyn,2019/02/13,"I’m tired of having these feelings Okay.

Decided to post here because I’m feeling a bit too much.

I wanna cry. I also want to throw up. Above all I’m really tired and would like sleep but I’m refusing to sleep and I feel like I’m going to have trouble breathing if I try.

The sleep thing is my new normal for when my anxiety escalates unfortunately, started last month after some bad health issues. Hasn’t happened in over a week so I foolishly thought maybe.... I moved on from it.

I’m just thinking about the usual will I won’t I get this job.... and what my mortality looks like. I’m definitely not okay. I’ve got a tension headache and my day wasn’t even EXTREMELY stressful which tells me my body can’t cope with stress to any relative degree since last month.

That sucks for me because stress is a big part of my life. If I could reduce it any further I would. 

I don’t have anyone to talk to about this which I won’t complain about since I I’m fine with not sharing this with people in my life. 

I just need some peace and rest and I wouldn’t mind a little ice cream but I have been dabbling in emotional eating which I thought I conquered that just tells me that I’m close to some kind of shut down.

I’m just trying to hold out until I have certainty regarding this job and then I won’t care if I fall a part and give up trying for more

All of this is just so exhausting ",1.1758420441347257,3.3556412473867603,2.6957038327526135,92.77500754936123,82.5191637630662,5.91725900116144,21.06492450638792,7.1686216300943375,0.5040937049941934,1086,33,239,15,30,354,151,287,0.199,0.698,0.104,-0.9858,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,15,18,1,4,8,2,21,12,5,0,2,48,48,19,1,11,12,0,3,3,0,7,6,0,0,0,16,13,1,2,7,0,0,4,10,9,0,0,5,5,31,9,35,35,11,32,0,0,2,0,7,14,1,6,16,149,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817453322016264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13902627029734674,0.0,0.07819805381969414,0.0,0.0,0.07147463145191263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534946694943601,0.12462478001804615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159781321487572,0.11354342494949884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422014739785022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161438735931541,0.0,0.11228391837622008,0.06592347188313108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459662420475156,0.0,0.11498379098213672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06751537495713136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15505657674260384,0.07302601980981098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053405753977933436,0.09805878053125053,0.058094006628599,0.0,0.081754707111436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09039284726250972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086551266753511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066911682642175,0.2028752415826832,0.0,0.0,0.10644644571139357,0.0,0.1666459578647973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14440208007054234,0.1498186503944843,0.102451338189315,0.0,0.0,0.08583909212726366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026937734377922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032131047127287,0.0,0.1631821276614156,0.1086437296223318,0.07514349387928622,0.07579486735037387,0.0,0.09872475540328768,0.0,0.0,0.1001539396833782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22138869261637367,0.0,0.07086650775885908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789854585722424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06548477763689002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691149533072774,0.0,0.3068815980767965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235187321900563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512781448771343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216059928638816,0.17868964785540206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791045508972843,0.06549847668738762,0.0,0.16230259358517812,0.0,0.2349738066486568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082020997904987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258093685246896,0.0,0.060292030341323334,0.0,0.08199475342454167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14522837274642655,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,steve472,2019/02/13,"Just came back from the emergency room. I just came back from the emergency room to my house, sorry for the bad English, it is my second language. The past 6 days I have been having issues with my breathing my lungs are clean and I don't have any heart issues. The past two years I have been having a problem with anxiety attacks and I am very good at controlling them without any medication. To the point, I have this feeling that I am gonna choke or can't take a full breath in my lungs even though the doctors tell me I am fine, it kills me that I do not know what is wrong with me, I feel like crying and so lost also today i left from my job on my break and rushed there because I could not do it. Thanks for reading it means a lot to me, I never really express myself and I have no one to talk to so, I am in a bad place right now and so lost. thank for reading.",4.1865711462450586,3.968541076086957,5.042332015810279,88.7046442687747,70.30434782608695,7.9952569169960475,25.966403162055336,7.348242739294969,0.9964739130434784,674,17,155,6,11,220,104,184,0.222,0.7040000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.9802,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,3,12,13,2,0,11,0,21,7,5,1,1,26,33,12,1,2,6,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,3,0,8,11,0,1,4,2,0,3,7,8,0,3,6,2,28,5,19,25,2,24,0,2,0,0,4,11,0,2,10,115,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980819243698224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668103090594762,0.0,0.09382573162333964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953032255587158,0.0,0.18861818101150649,0.20481267215824436,0.07476535919009061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28055431496067684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756067019553278,0.09792481054112713,0.0,0.13472356761557838,0.07909810639082253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255358897516243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810081471564906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402948705458565,0.08762008005972151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287170421726567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453390085454928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14151984884487473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560262418607133,0.12170966565003626,0.0,0.13569234249521414,0.0,0.06740438279638239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325790415956518,0.0,0.0,0.059919839422498185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267770551685749,0.10427132965938422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13360012205645067,0.0,0.12355541415549748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945940487792112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310976661232636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341636546519149,0.0,0.0,0.1281415300603548,0.0,0.1159424325346712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735800646364508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453632888712421,0.0,0.0785717402397234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474110959512194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13729490290093518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221637363619914,0.09858018150211248,0.10720015476476982,0.22583643624817634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205014833565176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162563935056573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980971806221898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119781935345568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182287329570342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13409683079631604,0.0,0.07898158320272428
anxiety,MammalSquad,2019/02/13,"I am really worried for my mental state and would appreciate advice. I started college recently (UK) and since I began I have noticed a large spike in the number of panic attacks I have been having. Generally my anxiety has increased overall due to the college being in the centre of a large town. I'm beginning to worry because recently when I have been trying to go to sleep, if I don't have a podcast playing, when I shut my eyes I can hear loud noises in my head. It's a mix of humming, singing, shouting, car engine sounds and gunshot noises. This has really started to worry me and I'm worried I have some form of schizophrenia. If anyone else has experienced this please let me know, I just want to know I'm not mad. 

Things have been rough enough for me recently and having this ontop is to much. I just want to know if this will pass or not and this is the only place I could think to come to.",4.648333333333333,5.4194562777777815,5.862222222222222,79.75000000000001,69.55555555555556,8.222222222222221,29.44444444444445,8.344100000000001,2.128944444444445,710,26,135,10,12,238,100,180,0.114,0.807,0.079,-0.8087,0,0,0,1,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,1,8,0,24,3,3,0,0,25,40,12,0,7,8,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,7,7,0,0,4,2,0,5,3,3,0,0,4,7,20,1,19,31,5,22,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,5,10,98,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150135514235914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294654953689884,0.0,0.0,0.09409526616048323,0.1378840301517915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15309409278642222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820333145325783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592111660866768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744410072637124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241691506404468,0.0,0.0,0.139047955045655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647987691583434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13810880774581552,0.0,0.15167144888682274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22187032850674027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760810247522148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561605208338667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892526779319087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532101285326253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234741177671276,0.0,0.15789023133713148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14059819352168865,0.14771869470162147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17241942927257556,0.0,0.3986182815378487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131863305844396,0.0,0.13466832014012384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19050028323216192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894030821417624,0.08622774922809376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136496682807413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15874708346386132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5466540771955802,0.0,0.09559547289742057,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ayylml,2019/02/13,"Forgot how to walk in public, and it's ruinh my life. Whenever I'm in public, I completly forget how to walk. I don't know how to swing my arms, my legs start to feel stiff and awkward, I feel dizzy, a burning sensation in my chest, my eyes widen, I apparently always look either scared ot angry. I've heard people talk behind my back of how funny I walk. I've had people think I was glaring at them, and it's frustating. My walk is so bad that I actively avoid meeting with friends, because I'm nervous that they'll see my awkward gait. It's been like this for 2 years, and I want it to change. Does anybody know how I can fix this?",3.4944696969696984,4.142234053030304,4.880000000000003,86.19833333333338,72.1060606060606,7.684848484848485,26.03030303030303,7.793537801064563,1.304766666666667,493,15,106,6,9,165,83,132,0.166,0.74,0.093,-0.8238,1,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,0,7,8,0,5,1,0,7,6,4,5,0,21,20,10,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,8,5,0,3,5,0,0,4,1,6,0,0,5,6,19,2,13,14,1,11,0,0,3,0,8,4,0,0,4,59,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114367166733009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19539198483963985,0.2121680652347533,0.154900782639922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26881066918086977,0.0,0.2664255189624383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223700503778478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25696746224861017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196321821871505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793002471097437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794827257831125,0.12414345524114875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21338521198894986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35233049200057404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544046380922869,0.0,0.2024897443142052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17985767815141604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20424094036167872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282099433403027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14987842201957824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16363606334233516
anxiety,tenn33,2019/02/13,"Anyone have any tips for physical symptoms of Anxiety? I have heard meditation, breathing exercises, and CBT.

Has anyone had success with defeating their physical symptoms of anxiety?  If so can you please list what you did: I’m willing to try almost anything!",5.449545454545459,8.89993031818182,6.346545454545453,65.23481818181821,75.36363636363637,9.883636363636363,38.345454545454544,9.888512548439397,5.4259054545454575,210,13,28,7,5,69,36,44,0.12,0.741,0.139,0.4434,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,4,1,0,0,4,9,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,4,1,5,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,20,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840676624792521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19291424661637,0.0,0.4340336141429394,0.0,0.0,0.3967156609822849,0.0,0.23344703289165306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113988726491591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5897107551719184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19260221414329765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,youbestwatchurself,2019/02/13,Bru So here’s what I figured out when I hear the tinnitus on the come up I shift the muscles on my scalp and make it go quite. But it rapidly gets louder if I listen for it. Use your Jaw too I found it helps,-1.4792907801418416,0.43861046808510906,1.0224468085106402,101.6841666666667,93.25531914893615,3.9843971631205686,16.343971631205672,5.46131890053228,-0.9022879432624116,160,4,41,1,6,54,37,47,0.0,0.939,0.061,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,2,0,9,8,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,7,0,5,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,1,27,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33574805549500125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4273572303089583,0.0,0.0,0.20363613776213949,0.0,0.22151244492988612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4392935086173294,0.0,0.2612512792828925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26017117968649434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4145630794981823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33663183718973266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pobalita,2019/02/13,"Was this a panic attack or did someone drug me? TLDR:  Ended up in the ER last weekend.  Not sure if it was a panic attack or something put something in my drink.

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Background:

I was diagnosed with anxiety disorder about 30 years ago following the death of a parent.  I have minor and manageble panic attacks which happen maybe once or twice a month.  Most of them are caused by something obvious; however, sometimes they come out of nowhere.   I take a few xanax per month as needed.  I've been on longer-term meds a few times in the past 30 years when anxiety is super high (divorce, family death, job changes...big stuff) and causes 4 or 5 panic attacks per day.  I'm not on meds now and have not had any panic attack other than the one discussed below in around a month.  My panic attacks are always pretty much the same - a blast of adrenaline and then crying for a few minutes as the feeling subsides.  

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The story:

Last week SO and I went to a bar.  I ordered 2 martinis over the course of about 4 hours.  After about half of the second drink, I went to use the restroom and on the way back everything around me started spinning.  I became very disoriented and had a hard time making it back to the bar.  When I got there, I put my head on SO's shoulder and I noticed that I was mildly hyperventilating.  SO asked me what was wrong and I couldn't answer.  I threw up in an ice bucket and when I tried to sit up, I passed out.  

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SO took me to the lobby where I kept blacking out over and over and had a very hard time breathing.  I felt like I didn't want to breathe and every inhalation was an effort.  I remember thinking that I was most definitely dying.  When emergency help came, I could hear them ask the bartender if anyone had tampered with my drink and asking SO if I'd taken any drugs before taking me to the ER.  All vitals good, blood sugar fine. I threw up again in the ER.  They didn't do much after they found out that I have anxiety disorder other than let me rest.  I fell asleep for a little bit and when I woke up, I had what I would consider a very typical and recognizable panic attack.  I was given a valium for it and discharged shortly after.  My release papers said that I'd been brought in for a panic attack.

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Does what happened to me in the bar sound like a panic attack??  I had only 1.5 drinks which should not cause me to throw up or pass out from drunkeness.  In fact, I felt fine until I tried to return from the restroom and became disoriented.   I am wondering if it's more likely that someone put something in my second drink?  Something wierd did happen: when I started feeling disoriented, the stranger sitting next to me (we'd been talking him for a while) asked for the rest of my drink and took it.  I don't know if he drank it.  Who asks for the rest of a strangers' drink at a bar?

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While I don't want to believe that I was drugged, I'm even more afraid to believe that was a panic attack because it was really scary and I don't ever want it to happen again.  No panic attack has ever left me disoriented or vomiting or passing out.  Not ever.  Also, this was absolutely out of the blue - nothing had upset me or scared me.  In fact, we had been having a really fun evening.  Nothing about it was familiar: no adrenaline, no shaking, no crying.  Just fading to black and back.  No panic attacks since the ER visit either.

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Has anyone else had a panic attack remotely like this before or does it sound like something else?  I'm not sure how to cope with the feeling that this could randomly happen to me again.  Any advice appreciated.  ",4.1652452294168105,5.63313356107955,5.144922813036022,81.83455403087481,71.34375,7.472298456260723,26.919382504288173,7.966352962830772,1.697227572898799,2833,96,530,38,53,928,294,704,0.206,0.732,0.062,-0.9985,3,0,16,0,1,0,103.0,2,0,5,2,34,44,13,17,49,0,51,26,6,6,9,98,101,54,3,14,22,1,7,5,0,2,6,4,0,0,31,36,14,1,11,14,0,20,17,31,4,5,48,16,65,13,86,46,16,109,0,0,3,0,23,40,0,18,50,378,96,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03232298707537227,0.02932124144102748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026452094997180056,0.027523161203760343,0.21503699006875185,0.2411569733819289,0.0674815798644931,0.0,0.07591267755073089,0.0,0.0,0.046257166987616935,0.033891846359087194,0.0,0.058892042905727325,0.15461516333750502,0.4891961676153546,0.0,0.07630375435180768,0.0,0.02016376000472376,0.0,0.056293096718300066,0.0745341159022455,0.0,0.0,0.036112104228242604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03783189124239873,0.0,0.10193922872413733,0.0,0.02849336989606225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05281944471741493,0.0,0.07266824405869357,0.021332275419657744,0.0,0.0,0.03357300455108772,0.034329261926579625,0.0,0.07581944795601074,0.0,0.05789275240113161,0.0,0.0,0.2268237597919611,0.115078327139918,0.0,0.055264076765363615,0.0,0.02929688052321316,0.0,0.0,0.04369480345938916,0.08976157988979618,0.02786925218645738,0.0,0.029727958087969495,0.0,0.031182558775943895,0.0,0.050174990882859136,0.0,0.0635192470030409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03626781284852775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02774386932108525,0.02645512863834579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14625178701065464,0.0,0.05926195348727972,0.0,0.03394709661303786,0.0,0.037280789059280006,0.0,0.02217117631687297,0.03494823472772728,0.0,0.0,0.03257471173236325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03282435228035086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01817854970130236,0.0539252161513386,0.0,0.0,0.03593884156129466,0.03382402343274658,0.0,0.08080007069617441,0.033152382617855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0220795133070027,0.0,0.0332308326045474,0.0,0.07348337531154031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792065251890159,0.0,0.048631592409758416,0.024526575126094616,0.0,0.0,0.035178336665698216,0.0,0.0,0.06347757917631695,0.03765899597776061,0.0,0.03522649818180697,0.022414195640508117,0.025156957998456873,0.0,0.5045217269211106,0.03672869122131977,0.0,0.03157625259463765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03365174749279088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975618458222156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042380635377386434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037470402203007035,0.0,0.03146431309099034,0.0,0.03311638572224621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0273620810500466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056052980809078334,0.15278822754589594,0.0327145306364426,0.0,0.04682490295329636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03786586700519129,0.0,0.0,0.06235037576701717,0.0,0.04974038369236386,0.0265864718977256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02119475058504796,0.0,0.0,0.05786333481349663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350072306666455,0.04491495374672952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028568372322206537,0.0,0.08187729843936553,0.05852996634331922,0.02625540984232283,0.02653280558584821,0.0,0.0,0.06132641778891487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035871178708909546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023497333784753514,0.036165094943185136,0.2411569733819289,0.042601699657290805
anxiety,derealizedd,2019/02/13,"My anxiety is giving me Nausea (TRIGGER WARNING) I decided to post here as maybe someone could potentially relate to my problem so here it is:


I recently recovered from a HUGE period of anxiety (3 months plus). It started for no reason I was sat in my first class of the day on Monday morning. All of a sudden I felt sick so I went to the bathroom. Nothing came out but the feeling was still there. So I was allowed home after telling my school what had happened ( I lied of course). The same thing happened every morning for a couple of weeks and I eventually just had to cope with it. It got easier each time but it COMPLETELY changed who I was as a person. I’m more afraid/paranoid than I’ve ever been.

At the start of this week I felt ill (there was actually physically something wrong with me) and I’ve been off school this whole week. The nauseous feeling has hit me again because I fear that something is gonna happen when I go back. I keep thinking of me throwing up in front of everyone which makes it worse. Hopefully as soon as I get in there it will be fine. It might be something to do with the illness I currently have but is anyone else experiencing this too?

Btw I love this page so much. Looking at this page everyday clearly shows that I’m not as bad as I thought I was and I love talking to people who are going through the same thing as me. I love being a part of this community :)",2.7198924731182785,4.730214279569896,4.157382078853047,85.13340645161294,76.45519713261648,7.0446451612903225,27.64745519713261,7.976525956113202,1.8109878422939056,1100,46,219,18,25,364,162,279,0.104,0.745,0.15,0.9505,2,0,3,0,1,0,27.0,0,0,0,1,17,9,0,1,13,0,24,6,0,4,3,36,54,19,0,3,5,0,4,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,22,10,0,1,8,1,0,6,2,4,0,1,17,6,29,5,41,29,10,39,0,0,1,3,9,10,0,2,22,163,51,3,0.0,0.0,0.1080598120585173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694214756616654,0.0,0.0,0.07742735874781445,0.11345944066887367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514713930469188,0.09245775266256204,0.06750204481863406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664949481742627,0.0,0.0,0.11714124053817128,0.0,0.11610184929559765,0.0,0.0,0.08841159892239933,0.12252438633964073,0.0,0.07141387375786266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250353569478308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016468798962366,0.09329765429222256,0.10581049648672293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124605845892649,0.111980255089853,0.0,0.21264283333270584,0.0,0.0,0.0941897622655193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0578536242642818,0.10622555477847333,0.12586467116956582,0.0,0.08856360513168149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937635048012599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107461563438123,0.10998323859940208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984249221022178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298815601722822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998236147900124,0.0,0.07391539556480363,0.0,0.11124657064491857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747062436974645,0.0,0.0,0.08838633290591093,0.0,0.08140178046346545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625167115494147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199134670421507,0.0,0.07676858779106202,0.0966881221901108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106051975043431,0.0,0.0,0.1059568963213713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385236427605695,0.1093358605147702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22413619848138794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382403931374993,0.25574391336602353,0.0,0.0,0.1567553222732827,0.0,0.08843182575892172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900330182412397,0.09678586085700354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14713268364307291,0.07095348305953407,0.0,0.08790994010004118,0.06456952835220621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664709307292561,0.0,0.0,0.10265095897748763,0.0,0.12362987187335045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284678139299438,0.0,0.12106957527530265,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Closix,2019/02/13,"How do people have jobs?? Like I don't understand. I'm 22 and looking for my first job, and I'm just absolutely riddled with anxiety. Everything seems so high stress. I hear all the horror stories about dealing with angry customers, and I'm absolutely awful with conflict. The second anyone raised their voice at me, I would probably burst into tears.

I've been looking at non-retail/food jobs, like secretary positions, or being a teaching assistant, but no one ever gets back to me. :(

I really really need money and experience. I want to start being a normal human who contributes to society. I just don't know what to do.",3.982037617554859,6.5349375172413815,5.714106583072102,72.87791536050156,74.6896551724138,9.045768025078367,27.78683385579937,9.573946990214177,3.2045793103448266,496,20,80,14,11,169,82,116,0.17800000000000002,0.778,0.043,-0.9254,3,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,1,7,3,0,1,4,1,9,0,0,1,2,23,22,8,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,1,2,8,0,1,3,0,1,0,3,1,0,3,1,4,10,2,12,18,1,8,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,2,6,54,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13331367050834875,0.0,0.0,0.12185144005062415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340004580843418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796614800857193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15763435136035314,0.0,0.0,0.1566198165033928,0.17046642775431484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823130164443882,0.21072417820906544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104724147586213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19641141595692227,0.0,0.0,0.18412250494894344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5187989046316382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577250849488964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17027596995997205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29268054345638395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292166681727178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707445219269671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808773404145045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208146981154477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18788914902972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22327962507420332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586460038597476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334698008240105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19962209874137185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18141794656346985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278710881648877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379417700997007,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Throwaway122323232,2019/02/13,"Anxieties I'm having Don't know if this is how the subreddit works, but I feel like typing this out will help me feel better. Currently having a mini anxiety attack, that I assume was triggered from the coffee I just drank!

I am 22 and moving out from my mothers house in august. This freaks me out because it's nice to be close to my mother. When I was 18 my father committed suicide, 6 months later our dog died. 1 year later her best friend died. A year after her father and our 16 year old cat died. I just feel bad leaving her all alone.

 Next month I'm going on a 5 day road trip to Colorado. The trip will take 8 hours with 7 people in a minivan. I already am not a fan of traveling or highways, but the thought of 7 people driving for 8 hours really scares me. I'm also worried to tell my mother about it because she has severe anxiety and will probably be worried about me the whole time I'm gone.

The biggest and probably most triggering anxiety I'm having is that I feel like I will die before this fall. Last fall I was thinking about how much I love fall and all of the seasonal items you can get, when I got a bad forboding feeling that I wont live long enough to experience it again. I believe that it was more of a sad feeling of fall ending soon and winter beginning(which I hate), but I still cannot shake this feeling and think about it almost everyday. The trip also makes me worried that we may get in a crash and that's how I die. 

Thanks for taking the time to read this anyone!",4.018459383753502,4.8426316209150375,5.170634920634921,83.94500000000002,71.02614379084967,8.05079365079365,26.66293183940243,8.269060116576782,1.6505912231559292,1180,37,239,17,21,391,163,306,0.233,0.635,0.132,-0.9901,1,1,0,0,0,1,25.0,3,1,0,3,16,16,2,2,17,0,23,2,0,6,3,46,51,20,6,1,8,5,7,2,1,6,0,0,0,0,17,14,1,0,12,2,0,13,4,8,0,0,8,7,34,8,28,35,9,51,0,1,0,1,17,10,0,6,30,154,51,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925528112815558,0.09231641372213402,0.09836208744101656,0.14256158274612507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727504560799979,0.0,0.0,0.0623248833391976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140331030639232,0.0,0.0,0.14884709337088736,0.10867107277109356,0.0,0.07584685604955954,0.10042400736822556,0.0935411112494056,0.07883218191657834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05748434949532113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4625374583072924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07894667052569264,0.09209971904425013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871906004444714,0.0,0.0,0.3154834100857131,0.12735534476829016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886505874132855,0.0,0.09313814758334148,0.0,0.05065716481896062,0.0,0.07128896616387055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800182064181854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059744946239868126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17555896659828046,0.10284919352339504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04898596534079889,0.07265647735350722,0.0,0.09438051773044977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709318460918439,0.0,0.07870735668780228,0.07888118768095022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044732558072917,0.0,0.05949794078022926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14229254300362856,0.09473581936274483,0.06552408028682323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479550398508356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935316163790628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358921589399938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19220403614620116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915857594052605,0.0,0.057101814221432436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923913897742122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069656291311542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118289081574307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749862654348013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340360343167316,0.0,0.077907442334998,0.08206303047208119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422751920541313,0.0,0.07076280076834689,0.10395003489465816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951543571107556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06489094474699267,0.27156109689410346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17219899968601413
anxiety,ClearBlue_Grace,2019/02/13,"Making the decision to be better Doubt anyone really cares to read all of this, but I really want to just write about it I guess. Recently I’ve found some comfort in writing my thoughts down. 

Not going to get into too much detail, because I’m tired of telling this story and trying to explain myself. Basically, I really screwed up my own life when I was younger, and I’m finally making the decision to be better and to really do something with myself. I’ve spent too long acting like a victim and relying on other people to get me through, all because I’m afraid of things that I really have no reason to be. 

For a long while I always just assumed I’d settle on an unbearable minimum wage job, living with my mom or various family members throughout my life. I’ve had a change of heart lately. I guess it was just this sudden realization that I’m so privileged and so incredibly lucky to be where I am. I have so many opportunities that I’ve passed up or simply told myself weren’t for me. Not only that, but I have such an amazing mother. My mother is the most kindhearted person I know. She’s made so many sacrifices for me throughout my life, and I think it’s time I try to do the same. 

I’m absolutely terrified of messing up, or doing something wrong, but I’ve already messed up my life so much at this point I’m not sure I could possibly make it worse by simply trying to be better. 

Maybe it sounds stupid or something, but I really want to become a dog groomer. I don’t have to settle for a low paying job as a grocery bagger, or even worse, as a person who doesn’t work and relies on everyone else around them to get by. The thought of going through the certification process and the training is very intimidating, but I’m trying my best to be positive about it and I feel kind of excited honestly. 

Recently my mother has been talking about wanting to move to our favorite city and start a business. I want to help make that possible. I also really want to help my mom get that dream house she’s always wanted. I’ve decided that as long as my mother is still here with me I’m going to keep trying. I owe her so much, and I’m going start trying to repay her by getting a job, no matter how pathetic and meaningless it may seem to other people. 

I’ve already filled out one job application and as soon as I get a job I’m going to work my ass off and save some money. It’s a small start, but a few years ago I could never imagine me filling out a job application and actually looking forward to an interview. Thanks to anyone who actually takes the time to read this. It’s nice to be heard. ",4.557222070472548,5.3338400841300215,6.144024037148322,77.62784703632889,69.76481835564053,9.189379950833104,28.327178366566514,9.3871,2.431113018301011,2056,70,397,42,35,705,233,523,0.119,0.727,0.154,0.9513,9,0,3,0,0,0,42.0,1,0,1,7,24,27,3,2,24,0,29,8,2,7,4,85,83,42,0,8,17,6,1,1,0,1,5,2,0,2,26,22,0,1,14,3,5,11,9,9,0,1,12,4,48,18,71,61,13,50,1,1,1,2,26,20,2,15,22,265,74,14,0.0,0.0,0.1245220685154394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056556156329155914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408130241466283,0.0510220149751536,0.10617587327215723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892229468781953,0.0,0.0,0.056796837743357115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778557161737808,0.07046371439510407,0.0,0.0,0.06695570976451444,0.16928165451562446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650498539553312,0.0,0.06749349875038953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188056937034816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0532979439362178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04214027124654991,0.0,0.0,0.060965041684679935,0.0,0.0,0.06014635063874624,0.0,0.032259941811494185,0.0,0.0,0.06989139517313629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06995502210584531,0.0,0.0,0.20000181826900265,0.0,0.18129923729835165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056903128937978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560505279771702,0.0855295650629455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361833379021973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3798787038477637,0.05670968077846626,0.0,0.06643941618272048,0.035063621054789815,0.0,0.07197084063632139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18025946909433327,0.031170177012392938,0.0,0.056337869631136024,0.16938688789458198,0.0535771685797088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0603704964880099,0.17035191484290232,0.12936935934181765,0.06409715521461685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494470283397526,0.0,0.06781086883437809,0.1407042714269387,0.0,0.04920762927912425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04323352935742684,0.04852389528554965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846381616484293,0.11141797072038473,0.0,0.0,0.06031301452380385,0.14385314911146738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763747733923178,0.0,0.28611000171790496,0.06559854045160947,0.12599251520854027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05808246488074116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735247311611668,0.0,0.0,0.13547703310160647,0.0,0.05095193882132013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060132133323094875,0.0,0.04797076756854655,0.051281207308792216,0.055765299639958237,0.05873982441832589,0.0,0.0,0.04238686372955595,0.04088140776223001,0.0,0.10130248587141308,0.07440630406731573,0.07333040773524488,0.0,0.060965041684679935,0.0,0.2599020731157515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05264289712583922,0.2257905711878343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289646455536188,0.0,0.1300383035716902,0.0,0.06975689509529412,0.0,0.0410860568532097
anxiety,CorrectPitch,2019/02/13,"Anxiety and Driving I'm going to start driving soon. The thought terrifies me. At first, I was really excited but then I realized how fast cars need to be going on the highway, or how many sharp turns there are in my neighbourhood. Don't even get me started on the Canadian winter weather. My excitement is slowly being replaced with crippling anxiety. I know I need to learn how. My mom is dealing with arthritis and has troubles driving her standard, so in the coming years, I will have to drive the long distance trips.

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I either walk or bus nearly everywhere I go. I like walking more so since I feel safe and grounded. I realize it isn't always the best option if I'm walking 45 minutes to my hairdresser and back in cold weather or something of the likes, but I would rather walk than drive if I had the choice. 

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I feel like the second I drive, I will somehow end up crashed and either hurt someone or hurt myself. I can't get the thought of all the possible things that could go wrong out of my head.

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How do you deal with the anxiety associated with driving, and keeping your head clear?",4.606500824628917,6.494722107476638,5.03436503573392,81.38971687740519,70.9158878504673,7.839032435404067,32.68169323804288,8.4952907291091,2.747323034634415,897,43,160,15,17,285,126,214,0.129,0.767,0.104,-0.6868,0,0,1,0,0,2,32.0,0,2,0,2,12,11,0,0,12,0,17,2,2,4,2,46,37,21,0,7,11,1,3,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,12,0,2,8,0,0,18,3,4,0,2,4,4,27,7,22,27,5,39,0,2,0,0,6,10,0,8,14,115,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794274201784849,0.3435459757312905,0.38527561094680135,0.0,0.0,0.24255822099446714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126926668871047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109153808483293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104277882317463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438505239134737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179239824625781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936101775049248,0.0,0.0,0.06980740329393294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688031669744684,0.07550512485564975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990005972497687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043757095391432,0.0,0.24026478426627884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21693734506685136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262871645715361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09394233685898976,0.0,0.0,0.05808458900505412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549047303030023,0.0,0.0,0.09353253191608553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715330934410362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378312561582125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15673593980918354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914985948208187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06770787076298468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742805439539952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955099296425847,0.08136550630308947,0.0,0.0,0.1496161843454932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07021589570276772,0.0,0.0,0.16781248142731509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496062574232822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507931039758363,0.11555568021761245,0.38527561094680135,0.06806104601769225
anxiety,howsthatpepper,2019/02/13,"Starting Abilify Hi everyone!

My doctor is starting me on abilify and I just wanted to hear feedback from anyone else who has used to it mainly treat anxiety. I haven’t heard much about it so if there’s anything I should know I would appreciate any info

Thank you!",2.491176470588236,5.275364294117646,4.15245098039216,80.43102941176474,82.52941176470588,7.321568627450981,26.14705882352941,8.344100000000001,2.3597294117647065,213,9,37,5,6,71,44,51,0.033,0.8009999999999999,0.166,0.7772,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,9,13,3,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,7,2,5,10,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,27,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924588839427451,0.0,0.21650455172888675,0.0,0.0,0.19788961855961776,0.2899807742258128,0.2328959949724125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896763080481157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23642146251790255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704315261167606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189767816311555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15553681734641414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20804748536567666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4006368218356083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605608053782441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444327947374731,0.0,0.0,0.16692869405638755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20104466929752385,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,plain-old-me,2019/02/13,Who should I be? It seems people take to the persona I adopt rather than my true personality! Should I continue to be someone I’m not if it makes everyone happy?,0.6099999999999994,3.0955875000000006,3.1310000000000002,84.01400000000002,95.875,6.3100000000000005,22.025,7.554174236665415,1.4810175,128,5,25,3,5,44,25,32,0.0,0.7390000000000001,0.261,0.8339,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,8,8,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3951745236579314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4402425562469923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760546656821901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867105922334625,0.3611048421330423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764897022598652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504082418527027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31094582566601336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sk6776,2019/02/13,"What’s wrong with me? I’m feeling really not in the mood. I’m anxious to open this girls messages even tho she’s the one who started texting me so it’s a good sign.
I was diagnosed with PTSD and depression, and I tryed to kill myself. I’m rly ashamed of those actions. I don’t know why but I have a consistent feeling of shame, Ik I’m Bi, but my father hates gays and so I feel that shame. Ik this girl likes me but I hate my looks, my teeth, my body and yet she is objectively a 7-8/10 I’ve been told I’m a 5. This girl said I’m her type, she took my hand to her bedroom and although I was super shy she told me to kiss her and we did more after that. She’s honestly the one girl I rly care about, and she does stuff with other guys cause we’re not in a relationship and I’m completely ok with that. Watching her kiss my friends rly hurts me and i want to tell her but I’ll never have the courage and I can’t expect her to. I think what I rly want is for her to stop treating me like a side piece. By that I mean that after we were in bed, she told me not to tell anyone, she then told her friends, I didn’t. I pretend that everything is fine in my life because I don’t like sympathy, I hate it. I want to be the same as everyone else and she made me feel special which is unusual for me. To go from hating myself to feeling ecstatic while she slept cuddled with me, made me feel like my past didn’t matter. I don’t know what to say next. I dated girls and I fucked girls and my mates gave me the classic ‘bro’ speech. But I didn’t give a shit about them, the girl, the sex. I’m in a rut where I constantly pretend I’m happy but I hate myself and I have honestly thought this girl gives me sympathy attention, which the thought of makes me feel physically ill.

Any advice? Literally any? I don’t want to do this anymore, I’m not mentally strong enough to do this shit, It hurts me immensely to know the girl I love could be (well-intentioned) giving me sympathy attention, whilst the intimate parts of our history... she’s afraid of what ppl will think of her. I had a lot of fucked up things happen when I was younger and I rly wish she would either choose me or never choose me, but not show interest. My mind naturally over analyses and ruminates on things. I want to either be happy or forget her as hard as that will be. I don’t want this limbo anymore",0.7576607843137282,2.7603466100000027,2.582329411764708,94.01041960784315,82.9,6.241568627450981,21.003921568627447,7.436932879493709,0.5531156862745097,1835,56,426,29,51,608,215,500,0.171,0.632,0.197,0.8706,0,0,0,0,0,1,52.0,3,0,1,2,9,42,10,4,20,1,33,18,6,4,2,82,92,35,1,10,16,2,9,4,3,3,3,3,2,10,29,24,0,1,19,3,0,3,16,18,0,2,22,14,89,23,47,62,8,29,0,3,2,9,57,11,4,3,19,270,118,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616530217347947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600824957870347,0.0,0.0,0.08805375661132014,0.1545976425538542,0.05449977585743237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04751351940747628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657744830760214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946840099249518,0.08006925165466458,0.0,0.0,0.08172207945065763,0.08422903014774716,0.0,0.062231392138298675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671324602106058,0.07911082074631394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820871737510717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06511163551123945,0.0,0.0,0.0805362766124473,0.0,0.051480822319031325,0.0,0.0,0.07447817457744302,0.0700504227994421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758733625353809,0.05568271749778452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204376186437524,0.14411467152746182,0.0,0.2243109807457412,0.04429698027962496,0.06537515191199722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717613287606423,0.06892501318088394,0.16594420944486504,0.06982189771360049,0.3847644185648003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668798546098781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623272620412675,0.0,0.12850681725485574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05505366615626645,0.15231666023593834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06545275135680563,0.0,0.0,0.0662646163822771,0.07034688197678816,0.14750369236246402,0.05202776584199261,0.0,0.0,0.08490311637547387,0.0,0.0,0.07854852579521616,0.0,0.07870052574077156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022937416980962,0.0,0.08289359630826876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563281047966852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440501111978442,0.07440571054799376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911115604274516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049932481368377926,0.0,0.0,0.08368194736405901,0.0,0.0,0.07414193832605878,0.06198364992994183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16001537889986545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05516867723835815,0.0,0.0,0.06516409870490797,0.0,0.0,0.08922644419545699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625177994397808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035641459237601,0.09988585393035596,0.0,0.12375656637590746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979126983097721,0.08659788727581985,0.052918392354183566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27583790831875954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07008039789098587,0.0,0.0703317155601074,0.0,0.08963096190850371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05536869237405552,0.08521877566751918,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shunkwugga,2019/02/13,"I don't have a sense of direction and am absolutely done with everything. At the beginning of the year I had accepted an offer for a temp-to-perm position at a medical records company. I thought everything was going to be fine since while I wasn't making a lot of money, if I actually lived frugally I could enjoy myself and dig myself out of debt over the next few years if I stuck with the job and just kept my head down.

Things started going south within a week or so into the job and I started having daily panic attacks, for several hours a day, every day that I was working. I decided to resolve and just try my best to work through it, attempting to calm myself down. Nothing seemed to work, which culminated in a pretty bad migraine last week. I got laid off at the end of the day, by way of the recruiter who found me the temp. I had received no complaints on my performance or attendance, I was just gone and my assignment was ended prematurely. 

I've been trying to find work, but the last experience (along with several experiences prior) have got me thinking that maybe I'm not actually suited to work any job, considering that every job I've had has given me unbearable stress at one point or another to the point where it would start affecting performance. I went down to my county's welfare office to explore some of my options but was just told to fill out a form online and then come back after getting approved...and going down to the office seemed like a huge step in the wrong direction to begin with, and knowing I had wasted a trip just made me break down in my car. 

So now here I am, a week without a job, and no money to do anything. I can't drive anywhere since I don't have the money for gas, I can't buy food, all I can do is sit in my apartment and rot, surviving off what little food I already had stockpiled before this mess happened. At this point I'm just done with life, feeling like I was never meant to be happy and fulfilled all while my immediate family just tells me to cheer up and get things done, when they don't realize how paralyzed I am by my own lack of fulfillment. ",10.461232057416268,6.572005906698568,10.379132775119619,67.18080442583735,60.50717703349282,13.799282296650714,41.196770334928225,11.578365685549247,4.556951674641148,1671,63,321,35,16,559,218,418,0.084,0.8190000000000001,0.097,0.6846,6,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,1,11,15,16,1,2,27,0,37,6,1,4,3,66,69,26,0,5,16,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,12,22,2,1,14,0,5,14,11,6,0,1,28,1,42,10,61,37,9,76,0,0,0,0,6,31,0,10,30,230,54,12,0.0,0.0,0.15632083412752326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838597709244908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05446682456164377,0.08398578618746701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591072877179094,0.0,0.0,0.09111875210267162,0.0,0.06158752077263462,0.066875338492821,0.0,0.0,0.06815429253014406,0.0,0.0840539554536191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06899408916100823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0639487272225371,0.0,0.0,0.15496246154946222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24589262352215385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418794333089619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13496569041970669,0.0,0.14396706310119786,0.1566950562773108,0.07550571407677457,0.0,0.04049805045001213,0.05721933561058794,0.0,0.0,0.0732046773592164,0.0,0.19370052742026672,0.0878191917092928,0.0,0.0,0.08369186129433047,0.0,0.13655819408901712,0.0,0.1281173487515226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082706517184817,0.08526179970685896,0.0,0.0,0.0821997896009126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887668513254399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3974058344351623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044017695466860345,0.13057497883696328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05657292499264269,0.07825999244263551,0.08027546234719858,0.0707246745793891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680932521663519,0.0,0.07578709926849883,0.05346352205063458,0.0,0.0804654218148319,0.0,0.0,0.08068651277481004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0617736096585714,0.0,0.08518112477754235,0.0,0.0,0.0768525761149267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0542739247107172,0.0,0.0,0.09397332442285786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22714481500772965,0.0,0.0,0.08148462871926619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458295620460926,0.0,0.18096736932843185,0.0,0.13250955337919107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700733297482877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174767257267878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000588938986903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642209807865982,0.051321150041021286,0.0,0.06358587389129129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653347139496611,0.0,0.10875745251503843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06357507357774403,0.1927402859990979,0.0,0.0,0.07424815583920058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720798183786344,0.0,0.2915477754248745,0.0,0.0,0.056896644661721785,0.08757046969622477,0.0,0.10315611931082318
anxiety,fataloptimist-17,2019/02/13,"Forced to change jobs but finding it hard to find jobs in my town since I moved. Hey all,


Me and my fiancée got a puppy a month and a half ago. She’s been a delight and doing so well with training and making our life happier. However, I’ve had to take her to work most days and apparently, it’s taking over. I had a call from a manager who dislikes me telling me I can’t bring her very much anymore (even though we are allowed to, and other staff bring their dogs - not nearly as much as me in fairness).


Now, I moved towns to live with my fiancée who owned her own flat. I stayed at my old job in my old town but now I have to find one here in this town so I can either take her to work, or leave her in her crate (my fiancée is a teacher and can’t come home to walk her/toilet her) so I can come home on lunch to be with her.


However, I’ve been looking all day and there aren’t many jobs going in my town. I’m going to join an agency on Friday to help me but I need to switch as soon as possible and it’s looking to be very hard. I can’t stop worrying about the situation. I’m really anxious we will have to rehome her (we can’t afford anyone to come in each day - I can barely afford to get to work due to train fares). Im so upset and worried. How do I cope in the meantime? Any advice would be great!",2.320845070422536,2.9021002394366207,4.033211267605633,91.43819718309861,74.77464788732394,6.947605633802817,23.002816901408448,6.961326702584282,0.4907892957746474,1004,25,240,9,20,339,146,284,0.095,0.816,0.08900000000000001,0.5892,11,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,4,0,1,3,14,3,0,1,10,0,23,2,0,3,2,38,41,24,0,2,6,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,7,20,1,1,3,0,0,10,6,1,1,2,5,4,39,2,41,31,9,41,0,0,2,0,21,18,0,2,12,159,46,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863363918291657,0.08947380828218754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864004435735795,0.0,0.0,0.11402912100997893,0.10010154006515484,0.07057690410297547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103067096153779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677706476975056,0.26084267139792616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19528640268797515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06666737620090775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767614419351261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05273497324129045,0.0,0.11472868209310748,0.0,0.0807278611524238,0.11128246350934637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808379319618254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06765537479565037,0.0,0.2024943798337655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902836449230767,0.0,0.4006542231611845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687681054770326,0.0,0.0,0.07129418893377262,0.0,0.0,0.08912847112639655,0.0,0.16952189190169648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737566499590686,0.10233341519862067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056627324498812,0.21455831058334807,0.14839937062281955,0.07484287747722186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118310236973928,0.0,0.06839694859345596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379034502874312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466228335284106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349542767476208,0.11345646349247142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758450765657476,0.0,0.08438714238539244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276742731028645,0.0,0.08822264546666432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916925649684748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16656579196942606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907537222609689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22044816159389272,0.20501112307781413,0.0,0.07170214611915599,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tuckered__Out,2019/02/13,"Does anyone else compulsively fidget (their shoulders specifically) when they get anxious? When I get really anxious, I move my shoulders a lot, usually just my right one. It feels like they aren’t even and I need to adjust them until they are. I also get anxious when I’m wearing multiple layers of clothing (even a shirt and an undershirt) because the fabric doesn’t feel right. I’m not exactly sure how to fully explain all this, but can anyone even somewhat relate to this?",6.34901515151515,7.705780113636365,6.757272727272728,72.73924242424245,66.04545454545455,9.048484848484847,32.84848484848485,9.2995712137729,3.207948484848485,382,16,61,7,6,124,60,88,0.078,0.9,0.022,-0.38,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,5,0,9,2,0,0,4,0,4,4,4,1,3,16,13,9,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,11,2,5,13,3,8,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,6,44,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13834997703043592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.586330492312889,0.0,0.2419346365916229,0.17726142922890015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546067272925444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15139558824696353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14452132717486812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427994109124637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17495044877380336,0.12359296722156447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711598804656836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452024632502675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14708047538825975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18387419921025708,0.0,0.128279106274652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723092073994815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108297836451472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29548625192117495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630527384716688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905377298998137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,2manythings,2019/02/13,"good things are happening but im freaking out Sorry, this is lowkey a mess. I'm on mobile and well, anxiety...


Was just offered a full time position at my job, was originally a temp. Will be promoted to a lead position. Not necessarily a supervisor role. I accepted, thinking it'd be a great experience for me. 

These are good things! Why do I feel like I don't deserve them? I'm freaking out. I struggle socially and have only started to break out of my shell. 

I think my main issue is with coworkers. I'm kind of friendly with them but I haven't established a good relationship. I think some of them don't really like me bc I'm so quiet. Idk, I'm lowkey projecting probably bc I have low self esteem and I hate myself. I don't really have a personality and prefer to keep to myself.

I do a good job, my managers recognize that but I feel overwhelmed for some reason. Like I don't deserve this. A part of me is happy, the other is super anxious. ",0.4575185185185191,2.926106689473684,3.4881286549707617,82.58819688109162,92.63157894736841,7.025341130604287,22.82651072124756,8.045849151850463,1.8908031189083827,741,30,145,20,27,263,101,190,0.129,0.618,0.254,0.9826,2,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,3,3,3,21,1,2,11,0,22,0,0,3,0,27,36,8,0,1,5,0,2,3,1,1,0,1,0,2,8,9,0,1,8,0,0,1,6,7,1,0,2,3,25,14,17,30,5,12,0,2,0,0,10,7,0,2,6,98,33,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770059730532937,0.15904765298218734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771532971553532,0.0,0.0,0.14237085720661308,0.1005772595118816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877060396529382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4723371210999708,0.0,0.1552166190747761,0.0,0.0,0.1244962395707329,0.1498688872224518,0.0,0.1389966313280952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520726050275391,0.14694358731426255,0.2794159653550753,0.12513670842188165,0.0,0.1466065358938526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20634219583225166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707379150241034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15245708343590764,0.0,0.0,0.12292855402819294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179068658546635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18038171850572324,0.14475104279745998,0.0,0.15115104496883525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687008316084382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351318785570838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15759795094131338,0.0996487710527122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14717967510945434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870633914574092,0.2706291800337965,0.0,0.0,0.08209321450066337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658316048705864,0.0,0.1270371046112505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AnillaRose,2019/02/13,"Overthinking even my overthinks - advice? Hi /r/anxiety peeps. Long time reader, first-time poster. I actually wanted to get some advice on techniques people use.

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In the winter months, I get anxious very easily, and I tend to overthink what people say and assume negative intentions. I know it's irrational, and I try and counter them by reminding myself that I'm overgeneralising and fortune telling and all that jazz. Today, one of my friends I care very deeply for said that I needed to stop assuming he was upset with me about things. We agreed that he would be open and transparent about if he was upset, and he was nice about it - although he said he was tired of always having to remind me he wasn't cross.

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While rationally I know this convo probably went...well(?) all things considered, I can't seem to stop the lingering thought that I must have really screwed up to get to the situation we had to have that convo. I guess I'm looking for reassurance that it's ok to have these kinds of conversations with friends, and also what techniques people use to shut down these irrational anxieties in everyday life?",6.244057971014493,7.989025772946861,6.266396135265706,74.71495652173914,66.6328502415459,9.7712077294686,31.19130434782609,10.047579312681364,3.2959831884057964,913,36,155,22,15,289,122,207,0.131,0.769,0.099,-0.7131,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,2,0,1,0,5,10,1,2,3,1,14,3,0,3,3,34,33,13,0,5,1,0,0,0,2,2,2,3,0,0,17,14,0,2,6,1,0,1,3,3,0,1,9,4,19,7,26,21,3,17,0,0,1,1,19,7,1,6,9,98,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.11743748754916025,0.0,0.0,0.2351957322925565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962383185537066,0.10013508403832974,0.26078335639417805,0.2924600317196298,0.0,0.0,0.1841242554429276,0.13595342745532424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269779172527495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948547014734719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236376338805064,0.0,0.0,0.18595353201626355,0.0,0.18862287884226064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257147153636653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531880017338914,0.1322748203637427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500187721648407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649983988256953,0.10105787902517337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605669927070452,0.0,0.0,0.08923286984521044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154758632185018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502922196828546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297501956813047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709485937488522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22894765701144645,0.0957016483846778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955582135082888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13527066544178218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012244089726968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518515730134677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15990119151836876,0.0,0.0,0.09553896401703277,0.07017301841882745,0.1383166686524309,0.11407116962669328,0.0,0.0,0.08170505260478537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20787556648337355,0.0,0.1985912906675152,0.07098146727113766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115592419344568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548827206997983,0.0,0.2924600317196298,0.0
anxiety,ann-oni-mouse,2019/02/13,"Random Triggers can't be helped. I've been dealing with anxiety for a very long time and usually handle it very well. Today was not one of those days. My husband and I have been a bit off today but as supportive as he usually is he could not accept that him interrupting me in the middle of a story could be a trigger. He threw a bit of a tantrum with lots of ""for fucks sake"" and all that lot when I simply told him I no longer wanted to tell the rest of the story because he had made me feel anxious and that I would rather drop it.

Then he tried to come apologise/ talk which I appreciate but I informed him that I needed my space to calm down as his tantrum had made my anxiety worse to which he stormed out again and is now pretending to try to sleep on the reclining chair downstairs making lots of fussing noises and silent curses.  

Soz for my anxiety babe. 🙄 ",6.701593650793653,5.659382080000004,6.962476190476192,79.77774603174605,65.34285714285714,10.292063492063493,32.58730158730158,9.444778638647367,2.662339682539681,684,23,141,11,9,222,107,175,0.183,0.75,0.067,-0.9686,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,3,0,10,0,14,2,1,5,1,33,25,13,0,6,5,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,9,10,0,0,3,1,0,2,4,3,1,1,9,1,17,4,25,11,7,21,0,0,0,1,18,7,1,4,11,98,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32135852532774456,0.1581895257098555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535855128875236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057442560503682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062000217680842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235987375320206,0.0,0.0,0.0903051873801348,0.14436065978427676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07080135404117534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945178271831947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385647767739833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391860561761404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571352991716765,0.0,0.2649919780057501,0.09346844381231267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103827506395024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488524301659147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14012712734026836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15889984795430714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125475965066702,0.12238889785021717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165028796314132,0.0,0.2654565546182324,0.13380084581907414,0.0,0.19013692794022494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308437717476917,0.23107223310810324,0.08259096406746136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12590019245706782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269845903461406,0.09947045444624128,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Weirdest_Llama_Ever,2019/02/13,"Coping strategies So heres the thing. I have to attend school I hate. Every day is a fucking nightmare filled with anxiety. I don't want to change anything, I've only got two more years, really not that much.
The other thing is that my mornings and evenings are terrible. I wake up with trembling hands and tightening chest. 
I try to fight anxiety at school and when I get home I usually lay down and do the bare minimum. I just feel this lump in my throat and I just do my homework and dont usually study. I force myself to take a shower and then I go to sleep around 2am. 
Any tips to calm myself down during those situations? How to actually implement them into my life? ",2.124586466165411,4.559940067669174,3.55259398496241,86.51280075187971,80.65413533834587,7.1082706766917285,23.033834586466163,8.192908349453996,1.487535338345864,531,18,105,11,14,174,91,133,0.133,0.8490000000000001,0.018000000000000002,-0.9115,1,0,0,0,1,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,8,6,3,1,5,0,8,8,5,1,0,17,16,11,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,7,11,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,5,0,1,1,2,18,1,16,15,2,16,0,0,0,1,2,7,1,0,6,73,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.17426704989330272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143963901408755,0.0,0.27322443181874184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14695505334890346,0.15897290295296065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889125848041843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516848737897235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092929051907999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794954644411945,0.0,0.15046025590592674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902947558813103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16509312960530834,0.0932999996401282,0.0,0.10149038996399967,0.0,0.14282569902912404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17630949395606882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17912899546923133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613541627164473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127589126055944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358171476198343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114402087319658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614623544088661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007299397798797,0.17870766635593532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13426895722104734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23727950505297896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212432143769485,0.0,0.17444544037944087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3933584149813027,0.0,0.10533034345835368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499882719454843
anxiety,Rochfort117,2019/02/13,"Lexapro Hey, has anyone here had issues with lexapro giving you nightmares? Every night since I have been on it (3 weeks) I have had nightmares, mostly of my girlfriend cheating which makes my day rather rotten the rest of the morning.",6.652857142857144,8.405151904761906,4.760476190476194,85.86785714285716,65.66666666666667,5.6000000000000005,30.66666666666667,3.1291,1.2138952380952381,188,7,31,0,3,53,34,42,0.149,0.799,0.052000000000000005,-0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,4,8,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,5,0,4,5,2,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790588899421736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25738545986372297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33625762601299125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38285156409018095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4165550542569392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26640128979645705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745268250295507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33013833148830096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201326737463371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,annmarieg5,2019/02/13,"Weaning off of Celexa is THE WORST So the past couple months have been terrible for me so my doctor and I decided to get me on a different anti depressant. So I’ve been weaning for a week, and I’m supposed to start taking my new med tonight. I just left work early because I have an TERRIBLE headache stomach ache and “electric shock feeling” in my face. Anyone else’s ever have this experience? ",4.254848484848488,5.947629571428571,5.352662337662338,79.54423160173161,71.46753246753245,8.25021645021645,32.31385281385281,8.841846274778883,2.8844995670995672,315,15,57,6,6,104,57,77,0.259,0.723,0.018000000000000002,-0.9655,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,5,0,6,3,2,0,1,7,11,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,8,0,8,9,1,12,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,8,37,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17397874868799587,0.2549425917872698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167663577002058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27531146307812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21430586163034776,0.0,0.0,0.2599609818306556,0.0,0.2546749140535963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20785481578690684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22506937290625526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24339093392484235,0.0,0.0,0.12580943592399846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999670038272276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703405803387833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27637978109412925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986034891126268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24030917069013905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375241404706769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17611407169471002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18707954415744651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19958612321604055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18114186121810735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,justwanabehigh69,2019/02/13,"clonazepam 2mg Ok so I suffer from bouts of aniexty , it has got worst lately due to abusing stronger drugs ..


I took 2mg clonazepam for first time today and passed out for 4 hours with no memory recollection!!! Is this normal ?",1.6505426356589157,4.410586651162792,2.5724418604651156,89.38408914728683,89.4651162790698,4.7271317829457375,21.12015503875969,6.42735559955562,0.5234992248062018,178,6,33,2,6,56,38,43,0.28,0.629,0.091,-0.8972,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,2,0,2,1,7,2,1,9,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,18,4,0,0.0,0.3787318433034392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706914048411453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27189331034749376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25565253798688314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147899162546084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605780403390007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131881915317783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18638992592175332,0.0,0.302989914579798,0.0,0.3551418451359834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kevflor,2019/02/13,"I need advice badly So basically I’m a sophomore in high school .So long story short I was suffering from major depression and anxiety that just last month I got free from.Im not free from it but I’ve been recovering with help from therapy counseling.So cut to the chase during I have 4 F in my classes I’ve been this whole semester.Up until like 2 weeks ago.I did care about school of anxiety and worries.Now I’m started to get back into school and I’m doing so bad.I don’t know what to do.I failing math,Spanish,English,and chemistry.Its been horrible and I don’t how to fix it.Im so lost in these classes and what they are teaching.Ive stayed up all night trying to figure it out but it doesn’t work.My anxiety and stress is slowing coming back cause of this.I don’t know how I’m going to recover.I so scared cause I don’t understand anything cause of the past 2 months I wasn’t focused on school instead my anxiety and depression.Now that I have I’m been failing.Please does anyone have advice!!!",1.0866506410256422,3.4848961586538465,3.0505769230769246,88.62775641025644,85.00961538461539,6.351282051282053,23.08974358974359,7.6454224807358475,1.2619032051282049,803,30,164,15,24,269,115,208,0.194,0.713,0.092,-0.9622,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,2,12,12,1,2,3,0,18,0,0,5,1,26,34,17,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,11,0,0,4,0,2,2,7,8,0,0,9,0,11,6,22,25,3,24,0,4,0,0,2,9,0,0,13,86,20,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22368699323330496,0.10145690310918884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502291532239075,0.0,0.0,0.08002916449849615,0.0,0.09418620354292594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17601670851735984,0.19112925499870054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669386956925512,0.3527285320606745,0.0,0.09859231487907168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857939077469877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015980024070982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597976902216245,0.0,0.06504706241101525,0.0,0.09153962421407356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07671635909147571,0.12092733766882295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472607442294717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258022692811316,0.09329559666176104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055916629316839134,0.0,0.0,0.10128852565031993,0.0,0.0,0.12494047735177732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182712790154311,0.0,0.0,0.0848664733781212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740768335887957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925965759290043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12563654049946185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145888022615294,0.4633357766150301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101140007295825,0.12199314166820692,0.0,0.0,0.13110710690879898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13088855964570828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770701181941413,0.0,0.0,0.11915104722993335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180840077840904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778422915478366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833241526238653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,penelopeann,2019/02/13,"Vasatril/hydroxyzine Success Stories? Hi all! Most of my anxiety stems from overthinking and out of control fixations on things I can’t control. I also suffer from misophonia and a lot of my anxiety comes from this. 


My doctor prescribed me with vasatril on an as needed basis until I’m able to get in with a psychiatrist to discuss further medication if needed. I’m wondering if anybody has had good experiences with this medication? I feel like it’s not a common thing to be prescribed. 

Please let me know if this post is not allowed. ",5.357803030303033,7.525228757575762,6.280694444444446,72.07437500000003,69.50505050505049,9.394444444444442,35.607323232323225,9.827888789773867,4.04521111111111,433,23,70,11,8,143,68,99,0.07400000000000001,0.8059999999999999,0.12,0.6833,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,4,0,6,3,0,3,1,23,15,8,0,5,5,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,7,0,2,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,1,8,3,18,12,3,9,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,6,3,53,14,2,0.19197901020933109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15352554510429609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937268346809597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16537291831205206,0.0,0.0,0.4306415685126857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964986517964445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18779230986858825,0.0,0.0,0.0970703558856773,0.13714984325276616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030110919293604,0.0,0.0,0.1610228853811407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550664332619047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19631154491492986,0.0,0.093791247153908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16321368924560084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867973111393421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847000070260268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21073530299506804,0.0,0.0,0.18386282388059394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550846477745169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20819304729572646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Traps-confuse-me,2019/02/13,"I don't think I live with anyone on a permanent basis.. Want to eat? Anxiety because people are in the kitchen

Want to go to the bathroom? Anxiety because people can hear you

Want to leave the house? Anxiety cause you have to walk past the living room

If the house is empty for a few days I try to use the communal areas for making food, having friends over and generally just do all the shit I can't do while people are here. But I never know when they are gonna get back home so any car I hear near my house freak me out and make my pulse raise, then I have to run around making sure the house is cleaned enough and that I didn't forget anything. (And I do this for almost every car.. Doesn't matter if I just checked everything 2 minutes ago, better check again just incase)

The worst I feel is that I'm closet bi and have to use the bathroom for getting ready for hookups etc. I already hate myself enough for being this way, if someone found out don't think I could handle being out to anyone.

Going to school in another city is gonna be fun, I'm not guaranteed getting a studio with private bath and kitchen. I'm seriously considering just not going to school if it doesn't work out. (I did live in a dorm with shared kitchen once, I never used it and just ate food that I could store in my room for 2 years...)

/rant",4.194777777777777,4.853248403703702,4.857037037037038,86.95666666666668,70.51851851851852,7.629629629629631,25.740740740740733,7.594959193182576,1.1499629629629629,1039,29,220,11,18,334,143,270,0.081,0.818,0.1,0.7212,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,1,2,11,10,2,0,14,0,27,9,1,7,4,52,56,16,0,9,12,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,11,0,7,15,7,0,5,1,3,7,10,5,0,0,4,3,24,5,33,45,6,34,0,0,0,1,7,15,1,5,11,139,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401126753529993,0.0,0.09490228438841404,0.0,0.10458526013673317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644494432600211,0.0993786071631796,0.21750512425820154,0.0,0.0,0.13253610830352186,0.0,0.07799077343670979,0.08436878742334804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07287521270987593,0.0,0.11554647436613225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381973652028883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735881333571904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133835687501618,0.0,0.0,0.061121269405391476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697727174088676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958533684136988,0.10569785462055084,0.0,0.0,0.07985102561752816,0.0,0.08517659271793343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047920487849728216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22920174348111266,0.1039145949623572,0.07322201338104117,0.0,0.14854621806646376,0.0,0.16158642719606794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935695199621478,0.0,0.0,0.21363395201976845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506586254245662,0.0,0.0,0.4374250258138408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05208520946943721,0.0,0.0,0.10035178446774767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510610415462541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897867697601979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619081551746832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093101852579124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047232907329976,0.1971126878857628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918323184278026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728395784406446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030154480965074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932319782613213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145446606179053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06434519839723213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24556243722177626,0.0,0.0,0.16770015250515202,0.07522704197053384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06899646513655229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061031228752123
anxiety,Thomastheshankengine,2019/02/13,S/o to the dude giving an abundant amount of gold today. Idk who it is but big ups. 🎉,-3.858000000000001,-2.9027367999999982,-0.06999999999999673,104.47000000000004,117.0,2.0,10.0,3.1291,-2.17,64,1,17,0,4,23,20,20,0.063,0.847,0.09,0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7113237207270886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7028645419502758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bluebrey,2019/02/13,"DEA have permanent cuts and scratches on their fingertips? I’ve noticed that my fingertips are always full of small nicks from biting nails/scratching. I almost never notice when I do it, it’s become too much of a habit now but I think it helps me relax when I’m stressed but can’t show it.",3.2912068965517283,5.269349155172417,3.9891724137931033,87.12306896551725,74.6896551724138,6.708965517241379,23.66896551724138,7.554174236665415,1.0936579310344825,233,7,45,3,5,74,47,58,0.083,0.79,0.127,0.5499,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,4,3,1,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,6,6,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,6,1,4,6,2,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,4,30,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964868004882176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463668064703391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270031081931716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19845983041121493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21765686773513565,0.0,0.2283593457884613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6741904758129771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391648731895621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18971959568584024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pastorgasssssss,2019/02/13,Can you have a high functioning panic attack? Throughout the day I have been experiencing what I think are panic attacks but I am still able to preform regular tasks.  For example I will very suddenly have heavy breathing and will feel very paranoid about who is around me but I am still able to drive or take notes. What is this?,3.7921505376344085,6.372695741935487,4.046451612903226,84.4563440860215,75.45161290322581,7.359139784946238,26.46236559139785,8.344100000000001,1.9207978494623648,264,10,49,5,6,82,46,62,0.185,0.815,0.0,-0.8625,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,4,4,2,2,2,0,12,1,1,0,0,7,15,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,2,7,0,5,12,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,4,36,11,0,0.41244716885114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18358271207762333,0.0,0.4692181973747266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13299715150301672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427284061097383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21788653940607647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4839178859398678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329380841824248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15505447064628314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321397459565287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403121092640484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,scotlandaye,2019/02/13,"Feel the fear and do it anyway I can’t express how much this book/audiobook worked for me. (Feel the fear and feel it anyway) The audiobook worked best for me coz my mind wanders everywhere when I read but the audiobook is easier to focus your mind and made massive changes instantly. Also look at the app headspace. Try a 3 min meditation session with it. It really does work. The descriptions of our erratic minds is layer out in an easy feel good way. 

We can all do this. The way we feel will only make us stronger and you can change and help the people around you by better understanding our illness. 

Love to all",3.333628724216961,5.625978008403367,4.097998472116121,84.9503437738732,75.63865546218487,8.024751718869366,25.10389610389611,8.841846274778883,1.9648084033613444,489,17,95,11,11,156,82,119,0.056,0.735,0.209,0.9728,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,5,3,0,5,6,6,0,2,10,0,8,2,0,4,2,26,18,9,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,10,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,6,13,4,11,16,4,8,0,0,1,1,11,4,0,0,2,63,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727923422170144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055324530007156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15390443462055986,0.1297036375313877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102811934120491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833799495493828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33005327920435035,0.3707636079769796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300650472753505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829915477448507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315251182955338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323610548866224,0.13876765943378747,0.09789275340607978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44423651686299975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780764089586098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153705480496187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167149044578597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14669379098046698,0.0,0.09395037450566583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099568510189479,0.0,0.0,0.15267209460802764,0.17640683042578234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328144036086977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202978037106661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NormieWenus,2019/02/13,I get these heart palpitations sometimes and my anxiety makes it worse Sometimes I’ll get these heart palpitations that are really uncomfortable and it gives me bad anxiety because I have anxiety when it comes to my heart. Any advice?,7.574796747967478,9.712596073170737,7.583902439024388,65.03162601626018,63.87804878048782,12.295934959349596,35.61788617886179,11.855464076750405,5.168115447154472,193,9,30,7,3,62,27,41,0.313,0.687,0.0,-0.9117,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,1,0,4,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,17,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816080461260557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263826869312617,0.0,0.4265185335141786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15517491677148876,0.11329092352985805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16009118285709192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941953177880788,0.17828187628477074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6606906198832985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405466307147685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190586805377934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676158997905303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18939450079970235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Betty_Bottle,2019/02/13,"I drove for the first time since passing my test. Driving has been a huge trigger for me for some reason. It's always terrified me. I have posted on here before about it. I passed my driving test in December and hadn't driven since then. I'm 32.

I've just bought my first car. The dealer dropped it off at my work today. I went out to go and move it to the staff car parking area and I stalled and panicked and forgot everything. I then went upstairs to the warehouse and had a cry to myself. How was I going to drive home? I was terrified of it all going wrong.

But come 5pm my dad turned up (he got the bus to my work just so he could sit in with me). We took a more rural route home so I could get a feel for the controls. We didn't die, I didn't even stall! I got too close to the kerb a few times but that was all. It was still a huge overwhelming experience but I did it. I have to do it all again tomorrow alone because my dad is working late. It gets easier, right?

Also, unrelated, have you ever mentioned to someone what triggers your anxiety and all they've done is given you a weird look and said ""really?"" like it's stupid for that thing to make you anxious? I had that on Saturday and it's been bugging me.",0.3703165409482736,2.5524306679687534,2.2801023706896544,94.43828125,86.0703125,5.406034482758621,19.76508620689655,6.8039241337230125,0.205855226293104,945,28,213,12,29,313,143,256,0.106,0.8340000000000001,0.06,-0.8602,0,1,0,0,0,0,30.0,2,4,0,7,13,5,1,1,14,0,22,0,0,6,5,36,44,18,1,2,5,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,16,15,0,2,2,0,1,17,3,4,0,2,24,3,32,1,26,18,7,46,0,1,1,0,12,13,0,1,14,145,48,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788869070018964,0.0,0.10646876972592348,0.1107797742539872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018486360127452,0.1504057258971454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115843833845984,0.0,0.11328888604662063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468483076681893,0.0,0.0,0.1493232867573926,0.21259644263598426,0.0,0.14624358758535097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381740948424524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624429888787512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793503819325335,0.12042908738155525,0.0,0.0,0.11965400564406507,0.1302325041875946,0.0,0.0,0.06731753572986607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22649073916143406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391160759685013,0.0,0.22699268255246696,0.0,0.2129619600539006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26709242270072825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15018314863537138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06504349936522175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180066539625773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888692792837142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14150244325626946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750743626151892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529029759862708,0.1368859285761295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136973723748824,0.12664277462432127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220262864385602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280565692149487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632254026224183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844960819410687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552652841671946,0.0,0.1261973117763226,0.0,0.14791893722799326,0.0,0.14481368076114254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24683671574519225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907736679327646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455632593952433,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dreamincolr,2019/02/13,"I started a new job as a maintenance worker to get away from people. Today I found out my boss is resigning and everything is on me. Until they find a new manager, I am probably going to be responsible for bookings for the camp grounds, handling bank transactions, going on tv for promos, etc.

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I didnt sign up for this. I dont want this. Im sick to my stomach typing this now. I have been dealing with my anxiety in baby steps all my teens and adult years, by gradually talking to people, maintaining eye contact, etc. My goal for this year was to stop saying sorry so much.

  
Now this..Its being forced on me.",4.171147842056932,5.566487033057853,5.646721763085399,78.52442607897154,71.23140495867769,8.68356290174472,29.14692378328742,9.150863307647796,2.576464830119376,485,19,90,10,9,164,86,121,0.125,0.855,0.02,-0.8527,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,4,0,10,3,2,1,1,11,16,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,4,0,1,2,2,1,4,2,1,0,0,4,2,14,0,22,10,4,22,0,1,1,0,7,8,0,0,10,63,18,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870287281033334,0.20974662075790368,0.0,0.0,0.13205031864231653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16217786286988936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779589115100068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20230397871853487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3850236291228901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551356030939001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577673604890245,0.0,0.0,0.18926389099794888,0.0,0.0,0.09018442896775994,0.0,0.19620263451066414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18645426722865535,0.0,0.17129416262328562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126892190098952,0.0,0.0,0.33342608344059915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23933958643530195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18610861064885653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372707048660281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932288228650967,0.12217807792208744,0.0,0.0,0.14431421465648664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13874173058868178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636192283398062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181304302689492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20974662075790368,0.222317333387038
anxiety,BisexualPie,2019/02/13,"Last year: Anxious for Valentine's day because I'm single. This year: Anxious for Valentine's because I'm not single. She's super supportive, but damn anxiety's still trying to kick my ass.",4.718333333333334,6.88628527777778,5.478888888888887,77.155,71.22222222222223,7.022222222222222,34.22222222222222,7.793537801064563,2.9086222222222218,154,8,24,2,3,50,25,36,0.343,0.616,0.041,-0.895,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,3,2,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,5,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21810602048900676,0.6441793551379841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475970755835909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838703830456133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23240020003743234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22768676197075285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32353596462029244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935688900368525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3671990296525953
anxiety,periwinklemadness,2019/02/13,"Kinda freaking out, advice please? Quick Backstory: I was diagnosed with Social Anxiety when I was 10, but I think I'm more generalized anxiety tbh, I'm 24 now, no medications, briefly went through therapy in college for it. I'm married (2 years in March), and we've been healing from a rough season of life recently. A lot of the problem is I don't know how to handle it when someone is angry with me. I get so afraid of my husband coming home from work, when I know he will be mad at me for something. He's never done anything to warrant the fear - I know its irrational. He's never hit me or ever even implied he wanted to or was going to. Basically not violent. I think only ever yelled at me once and I was raising my voice too, never swears, or anything. Typically handles his anger pretty well - will leave a room to cool off before saying something he will regret, etc.

Another backstory is my husband is severely allergic to some type of chemical that we are trying to pin down.

We have a cat, that my husband is not very fond of. He's never had a pet before, and is adjusting to having something you can't really control around. The cat is sweet, she can be difficult at times (doesn't let us pick her up, is scared of everything), and this morning she did something she's never done before: peed on the carpet.

Now it's in her litter closet, so its not like in the middle of the room or anything. And its my fault because I was sick and completely forgot to sift it so I get why she did it. So I spend all morning freaking out trying to clean this spot, its smelling up the whole house, and she's been doing a lot of random things recently that have been aggravating my husband. I didn't know what to do, and was sob cleaning trying to get the smell to go away.

I made the decision to go get an enzyme cleaner to get the ammonia smell out.

It did it, I don't smell anything. I texted my husband about it, and he is mad at me for bringing the cleaner into the house. We've had to go chemical free to keep his reactions at bay - and this was within the last month and a half so still adjusting. The ingredient list doesn't specify what types of surfactant cleaners are in it, so it probably has something he's allergic to.

I can't stop crying. He's so mad. He texted me that he has to work overtime hours after our initial conversation and isn't responding to my question of when he will be home.

I haven't been able to do my school work today because I can't stop thinking about: how stupid I am, how I've hurt him - physically, why I didn't try baking soda first, how mad he's going to be, will he want to get rid of our cat, the list goes on. And the fact that I couldn't get what I needed done today is making me more anxious. I just want to shut everything off, sleep, do something to make it stop.

I don't know what to do. There's at least an hour until he was supposed to be home initially.

What can I do to stop my head from this?",4.527586842105261,4.8745635183333365,5.8095614035087735,81.53368421052633,69.65,8.915789473684214,29.62280701754386,8.916525866297963,2.244533333333333,2301,83,472,39,38,775,255,600,0.163,0.763,0.07400000000000001,-0.996,0,0,6,0,1,0,72.0,5,1,0,5,29,24,7,3,25,1,70,11,2,9,9,81,106,34,0,7,9,5,1,1,0,5,7,3,11,0,30,23,2,7,12,0,2,8,22,18,1,2,25,10,59,7,77,68,9,71,0,3,0,0,41,29,1,10,35,325,89,7,0.06845534506041609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689377092064805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717813980273362,0.10473630320139854,0.07733505487898022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253316648452471,0.06093977047972642,0.0,0.0,0.0643160500964225,0.0,0.0,0.08345948593857684,0.0,0.17475137001603125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058968218319052926,0.07177412687840391,0.0,0.0767784903613954,0.0,0.0,0.07519498213350083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694807342626291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21016075555489167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07634580509560976,0.04521410979466931,0.1238435574992274,0.0,0.0,0.1230465002283428,0.0,0.0,0.07703129491175946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05822808153796069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503556468272607,0.0,0.1945237507594022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025493339951497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059988778098038,0.0,0.13482945121066026,0.15797655441831668,0.07328286271429797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0608462560228097,0.0,0.0,0.1881063369163461,0.055800242837434746,0.0,0.07248432624744769,0.0,0.07000022831580217,0.04835203468123892,0.033443823783478765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639657276812106,0.0,0.0647741026771643,0.09138894878458743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896155828080681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054640403325136734,0.0,0.0,0.05075877096777083,0.2639849112437622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290270834856871,0.0,0.05206337463443599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514341212202763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06964369606723049,0.07380644012722284,0.0655025201265279,0.0,0.0,0.07668565320936407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043854246944993236,0.0,0.13518278946559642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05443843798840605,0.06853574253697728,0.06928046385759101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733505487898022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685047826919324,0.06978160350421267,0.05800199172369936,0.31620161431844707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05466852699262238,0.2289269347918075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782846530190648,0.0,0.04547868947750864,0.13159026302708815,0.0,0.0,0.039916862208030965,0.0,0.1297753256877425,0.0,0.0,0.1859067430766297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823433514233545,0.0,0.0,0.056482828898545535,0.12113020840039868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06154957636575625,0.06345879069576027,0.12354060273845224,0.07642794807864561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14950891950962295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04408299782225867
anxiety,samajamah,2019/02/13,"Job Interview Stress Just heard back from what seems to be my dream job saying that they want me to come in for an interview. I was so excited yesterday that I think I got a total of 3 hours of sleep max. And today I am so anxious that I keep feeling sick to my stomach, etc. Hope I get some sleep tonight and that the interview goes well this week, but if I feel anything like I do now it's going to go poorly. Anxiety sucks.",3.5565543071161048,4.1383741123595525,4.7792696629213465,87.21736891385768,71.92134831460675,8.629962546816481,27.192883895131093,8.841846274778883,1.7937850187265918,332,11,74,6,6,110,68,89,0.124,0.7340000000000001,0.141,-0.1154,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,6,6,1,1,3,0,4,4,3,0,1,15,18,6,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,7,3,0,1,4,1,1,3,0,2,1,0,3,4,12,4,9,14,3,11,0,0,0,0,6,1,1,4,8,48,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525274274760429,0.2252460057087817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16407519702910664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533131979209589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717507753878926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223647177508024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016280423749255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416937338945777,0.0,0.2266278749920697,0.0,0.15946477630398728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19803227877144933,0.196352064304042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3957136678687284,0.17722074617932326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740844866076964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15855734159757487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18151076896923551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3990539270309581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283925202290735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277565574171713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889917437600822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760124243595332,0.0,0.1599329931562575,0.0,0.17926923632690697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jpf123,2019/02/13,"How do your anti-anxiety meds effect you? Hey,

I'm pretty sure I overthink things to the point of having anxiety. 
I don't like drugs because my family has a history of addiction, I've always tried to deal with my mental health on my own..

But I'm wondering- how do your anti-anxiety meds make you feel? (physically and emotionally) 

DAE: Worry about things months away for seemingly no reason? ",3.05337837837838,5.7912942702702725,5.079662162162162,75.119222972973,79.27027027027026,9.105405405405406,24.114864864864863,9.516144504307137,2.8724108108108104,312,11,53,10,8,107,55,74,0.128,0.7979999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.4497,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,4,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,5,1,12,11,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,9,2,9,11,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,2,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19656424858060034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003216116877374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4138094090546673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16940695104194836,0.0,0.0,0.1099151535828621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18589144089190887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20910207221073332,0.0,0.0,0.2028242062856388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16997999064467906,0.0,0.09117003025256157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19166083878915868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809023890381101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035816214860255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40056698161765797,0.0,0.18170982457532026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392152685272927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17045100052843828,0.0,0.0,0.1834398442123532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853884595466391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16414722975209395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16993981099694072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395795795984936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241848836929152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955382387047064,0.0,0.18311330949509505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ozzzy189,2019/02/13,"I'm withdrawing from social situations, help Over the past 6/9 months I've noticed that I'm withdrawing from social situations, preferring to go home and be by myself. 

I always make excuses to go early, or just leave without telling anyone. At the time all I can think about is leaving and just being home. But when I'm home I regret it, and have panic attacks stressing over how everyone must think I'm rude, thinks I'm a weirdo and lose all my friends.

When I'm one on one with someone then I'll stay out. On Friday I was just out with one mate and I didn't think about leaving early.

I feel like I can't talk to people anymore either. I was at a work social function earlier (I left after one beer :() but I noticed everyone else around chatting away, and I was just having a few forced sentences with someone then just moving on to someone else. 

I don't want to do this, I hate myself for doing it. But I can't force myself to have better social interactions. I'm worried that I'm going to ruin my whole life and push everyone away.

I'm currently taking sertaline and have been for a month and it's not made too much of a difference. I'm considering CBT, but I'm struggling here.",3.744052287581699,5.135032966386556,5.035574229691878,82.5102427637722,72.27731092436973,7.641830065359478,27.08776844070961,8.167268648758528,1.7717639589169,938,33,182,14,18,312,126,238,0.162,0.7909999999999999,0.046,-0.9774,1,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,3,14,12,3,3,7,0,19,2,0,3,3,42,43,19,0,4,13,0,1,1,2,1,1,0,3,0,6,15,1,0,6,2,0,5,6,9,0,4,6,1,19,3,32,34,6,31,0,3,0,0,12,13,0,1,13,120,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786797244414191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280849781547368,0.06543492184036823,0.0,0.0,0.08330808987043001,0.0,0.10646337913127353,0.1758473075748249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276594172094932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977735881877165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15635201112466468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26826570140601785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0473180240032136,0.06685521564085373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723014548097382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15955493743372715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239314936488473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627262447694636,0.0,0.2816120390787515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972704385502494,0.1016774455394656,0.0,0.06609994784904683,0.045719586001587785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469465912830944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854983739889348,0.06246691363108588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493930021374596,0.099463177520073,0.0687937600925077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130881434266113,0.0,0.0,0.2536551605495424,0.0,0.0,0.10979866860976846,0.0,0.0,0.08933489684290259,0.06487818547788686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103808580235377,0.0,0.38158148941277453,0.2378759437954931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974628299749516,0.0,0.0,0.1071982113902398,0.09783254152228077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036224505688073,0.07521790995564147,0.08179505723627112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23985504314693196,0.0,0.0,0.05456859318625945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05519726667826045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044812987811724,0.0,0.09021000016662796,0.0,0.06812903081675926,0.09503737083331004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aliyva,2019/02/13,"Will an extra dose be harmful? (Propranolol) I've been taking 40mg Propranolol beta-blockers to ease my panic attacks for around five years now. They work great and I'm very comfortable taking them. 

I have an upcoming piano recital which I'm terrified about. I really don't want to have an attack on stage or be too shaky to play. If I take two 40mg tablets together to ease my nerves will this be harmful? Does anyone else take 80mg for anxiety or is it way too high of a dose? ",2.4104352806414653,4.4884522886597935,3.8195189003436414,86.87493699885454,77.65979381443299,7.61008018327606,24.179839633447884,8.515128840125781,1.6653949599083615,380,13,77,8,9,125,69,97,0.189,0.67,0.14,-0.5019,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,1,5,9,2,2,4,0,10,2,0,0,0,7,17,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,2,1,0,7,3,10,11,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,4,2,44,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492308556475828,0.0,0.0,0.1364000750358607,0.19987607056527676,0.0,0.17365696160136096,0.0,0.4438490180366747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707103198442908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16295905496333346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150694560178412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061060868906644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22887696991135797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496921497787497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5866846164415708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905586711873081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16095624207239376,0.11505952945212185,0.15484043255605384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201598556496625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562107470752026
anxiety,Lattarius,2019/02/13,"Smart or Distorted I have anxiety and deal with intrusive thoughts. I jump to negative conclusions such as, ""they don't love me anymore"" and ""they're annoyed by me"", even though nothing has really happened. I pick apart every interaction to draw these conclusions, and I can't stop thinking about how I'm going to lose them, often coming up with scenarios about how it's going to happen. 

As soon as I recognize that these are unhealthy and unsupported thoughts, I think to myself- it would be stupid of me to think anything else. Anytime I attempt positive thinking, I tell myself I'm being niave. And as soon as I recognize that telling myself I'm being niave is a stupid thought, I think that I must be trying to trick myself into happiness instead of seeing reality. 

At this point, I don't know if I'm picking up on things, or if my anxiety is distorting my perception of life.

Does anyone else experience this?",7.282105263157893,7.638834198830413,7.847421052631581,69.25744736842105,63.73684210526316,11.284444444444444,37.567836257309935,11.00357731598739,4.455815906432748,732,35,122,19,10,243,102,171,0.194,0.74,0.066,-0.9632,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,4,11,8,4,0,1,0,14,2,0,4,1,33,34,17,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,10,9,0,1,12,0,0,4,4,5,0,0,3,1,23,3,25,25,0,14,0,1,1,1,7,7,0,5,3,92,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247343897385658,0.0,0.1456711922404524,0.1027059299849805,0.15050180656977816,0.12087445479719648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652906540361755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15143275604306114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854070756949215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454083883030483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701665097667718,0.0,0.12375757748252528,0.0,0.0,0.1436824463170119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16695711068781505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597811630083733,0.15636260964854004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072456548626322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374974745682164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16432757964417607,0.0,0.0,0.1325701220105914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094083635178406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885450915046496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409877113646127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704892347457226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280306210117965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567692353058876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758436390660352,0.4705922803745845,0.14431450123636674,0.34983262888921096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972578078603796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434342073636532,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NerdNuncle,2019/02/13,"Giving Up On Myself (TRIGGER WARNING/VENTING) Not sure how to best put this in words, so please bear with:  


I'm at a point in my life right now where the only thing I could ask for is to die in my sleep. At present, I am a thirty year old man living with parents in rural Ohio, with neither job nor occupation, and only a high school diploma and an Associate of Arts Degree (aka expensive TP) that I got for my cutting my losses after seven years of college.   


Thus far, I've seen four or five shrinks and psychiatrists and while the my disposition has been improved a little, it does nothing to improve where I'm at IRL.  


My mother remains one of my few advocates and has thus far paid off quite a bit of my 80K debt, but having graduated from the Ohio State University with a 4.0 GPA, can't really empathize where I'm coming from, though she tries.  


My kid brother and father have been constantly reminding me of how useless I am, whilst having borderline meltdowns if I try to be get a job somewhere else. What money the farm does receive goes straight to either my grandmother, father, or brother. It's been made clear on multiple occasions I have ""no right"" to any of it or even to ask for 'table scraps', so to speak. Making matters even more difficult is my father (and technically my employer) refusing to address or assist me with the tax forms and throwing tantrums if I ask. I've also been reminded on several occasions that as soon as the farm passes ownership to aforementioned kid brother, I will be kicked to the curb and my stuff sold or pitched.  


TL;DR \~ I'm a mess and not entirely sure I'm worth the effort and/or deserve to be 'fixed'",7.7632499999999975,6.6802248250000025,7.992500000000002,73.38250000000005,63.25,11.125,36.5625,10.270032843473604,3.645718749999999,1304,53,243,25,16,428,193,320,0.103,0.846,0.051,-0.9499,5,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,4,13,9,2,0,17,0,20,2,1,7,3,42,37,28,1,3,11,8,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,3,9,16,0,2,0,1,7,5,6,6,0,4,9,2,25,3,43,23,7,39,0,2,1,0,19,23,0,7,10,160,34,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539328874062748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962246193972448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696206418821524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830662029873858,0.0,0.1438817389837949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352635626665225,0.0,0.14241935092102287,0.0,0.10522446310614676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367783464737422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23066254564912814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009454638918184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17409354676638295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885540614752396,0.12642602448043253,0.0,0.0,0.1054053757008229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924452464076087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26156464642788346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09308794587857264,0.0,0.13208929705022746,0.11637394885242425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470391792394535,0.08797157735391233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645710729904042,0.0,0.13829258151504506,0.0,0.08930505478983124,0.20046612855804846,0.0,0.0,0.14633841135708045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144667043007824,0.12458518068367964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13248644850824634,0.0,0.14017604893861202,0.0,0.0,0.08442874830549922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22509774512476527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13337962119968835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888642123439386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188627005440812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15086926971635964,0.0,0.0,0.24842308924871184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755614551942285,0.0,0.12948407885209576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789550010880286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16973828474837224
anxiety,EliJan3,2019/02/13,"I’m awaiting results that determine if I have lymphoma or not... I’ve never been so scared in my life. I’ve suffered with an anxiety disorder my whole life, but everyday I am full of panic and fear. 
Anyone have any advice for panic and anxiety for medical problems?",4.4314705882352925,6.205067392156862,6.272696078431372,72.7996323529412,71.15686274509805,9.805882352941175,34.318627450980394,10.125756701596842,4.086603921568628,211,11,35,6,4,73,39,51,0.417,0.583,0.0,-0.9763,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,4,1,0,4,3,0,1,1,10,5,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,4,0,5,4,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,25,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235770909168112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555893259637222,0.0,0.35005707797408364,0.0,0.0,0.15997968883612898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26222037538478665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25745944037683344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32321117811593786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304881960355114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764618070995755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5368863091687969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189271541438631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290650045490437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554428919313663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,stella-lunar,2019/02/13,"How to rebound after a bad day? Often times, I find myself with an entirely busy day, mostly with working all day and coming home to do class work (while trying to fit necessities in between). I often find if I have a really stressful day at work, I come home very anxious and it prevents me from staying motivated to do my class work. Whats worse, I usually end up in a ball on the couch, consumed in thought and even neglecting my necessities as well, like a nice shower and maybe cooking a quick meal. 

I know that my schedule is specifically prone to burn out, since I spend the first half of my day running around at work and the second half trying to stay motivated sitting in front of a book or computer screen, but I need to try and make it work, and I know I’m not alone!

I was wondering if anyone had any advice about midday burnout? Or how to stay focused doing stationary tasks when you’re prone to being anxious? Any advice is appreciated :)  Thanks, folks!",9.450120320855612,6.8930367593582895,9.301651069518716,70.00777072192514,61.0855614973262,12.130748663101606,38.34826203208557,10.411451182825502,3.8024443850267367,762,28,144,13,8,250,119,187,0.067,0.774,0.159,0.9517,1,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,10,10,7,0,1,10,0,9,2,0,5,1,37,19,17,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,13,2,2,8,3,1,4,1,3,1,4,3,1,16,4,28,15,2,33,0,1,1,0,0,11,0,8,15,95,20,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21510680486436407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139932540104866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149694777053474,0.0,0.0,0.2486822962748073,0.0,0.0769594048469376,0.0,0.0,0.09798041833081532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189895837170067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18962101936520426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3549113201781909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974841580567136,0.0,0.0,0.0726963255237551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20119325745081915,0.09362050009013792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22080661024913548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209767443274008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05377177857894076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07346866719580343,0.0,0.11057422087689896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161116417454804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050990555802643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104619284397468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3519411818313973,0.0,0.0,0.12607809892972946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133227126468587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737863178653336,0.06417928434596795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22417897598450254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122009895365225,0.0908144412166516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989608787976573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935986331955167,0.4807680226696783,0.0,0.11216476030370157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dumbassneetgirl,2019/02/13,Currently having an anxiety attack while trying to renew my car's plates. I went into the building which is fucking ginormous btw and there were like 100 people waiting to get their plates renewed it looked like. I couldn't figure out how to get a waiting ticket thing and I couldn't figure out how to use the kiosk to do it myself either. I almost cried inside there it felt like everyone was watching me. This is my first time too. Why the fuck isn't there a front desk in this place. :'(,2.4553125000000016,4.9428339062500015,3.2727499999999985,88.69725000000004,79.72916666666666,5.506666666666668,20.016666666666666,6.742157984588678,0.4008491666666663,389,10,73,4,10,123,66,96,0.138,0.7879999999999999,0.075,-0.7436,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,6,6,3,0,6,0,9,2,0,3,0,17,19,5,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,2,3,1,0,3,3,3,0,1,4,3,9,3,9,13,1,12,0,0,2,2,1,5,2,1,7,51,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22825889351104114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743810464841305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593259145714841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25039225701103945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21781589416925493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188676474401527,0.0,0.0,0.1938940650564661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4214720113611606,0.2381888247096141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33409441491816977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19142050195921967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580317562910153,0.0,0.2381591246174071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15143978203173536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291941745956778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547630163336058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19687552155825708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21131183728845448,0.20568932576688345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KatyKatyKatyyy,2019/02/13,"Lexapro questions... All help appreciated! I had been on Zoloft for a few years to manage myself a little better in life; once I realized I was gaining weight rapidly, despite working out daily and eating well, I quit cold turkey. (Don't do that. Please talk to your doctor about a plan to come off of ANY MEDICATION, please). I can't really describe why I stopped, and I know it will sound stupid to try. I was overwhelmed. I had a major mental break and went into crisis-mode.... \*yeah, all over gaining some weight... What the f, Katy?\* I just felt like the weight gain was making me more upset than the Zoloft was helping with. Self-worth and confidence have always been a weak point, and though Zoloft helped my anxiety and depression for a while, the weight gain was causing my stress to become more prominent than my mental wellness. It was like a breaking point... like my issues were bubbling out of the pot and the Zoloft lid was not keeping it contained? I upped my Zoloft dosage four times over the coarse of a year... not worth it. After a while of taking it, I just felt like a zombie. A sad, emotionless yet emotional, pathetic, bloated zombie with no sex drive. I have a stressful ass job and a stressful ass life and I no longer feel BAD or EMBARRASSED about taking antidepressants... but I'm worried after reading some posts here.

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I was just prescribed Lexapro after cutting myself off of Zoloft for about half a year. My doctor didn't really say much about it, and didn't give me any warnings or anything. Don't get me wrong, I did some online research of my own, but I still have a few questions for those of you who know this drug personally. I know to contact my doctor for real medical advice, but I find that speaking to people who have taken/currently use Lexapro is more beneficial at times. 

* Are there any major side effects I should be looking out for? I know everyone experiences these differently, but personally, did you have any side effects that really caught you off guard?
* If I miss a day of taking this 10mg dose, should I be worried?
* And most importantly, if I ever do talk to my doctor about coming off of the drug after a while, what symptoms should I be cautious about/expecting? I looked through some past posts about Lexapro on this sub and there are a lot of horror stories that are a little bit scary to read and causing me to overthink this whole thing like I normally do... 

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After only two days of taking Lex, I am feeling extremely jittery and am having trouble sleeping (which is what I remember feeling when I first started Zoloft). I'm also experiencing a bit of nausea around food and drink. I want to give this prescription a shot and am really hoping it helps me out. ",5.563304093567253,6.926009808966862,5.60882553606238,80.23089912280703,67.86939571150097,8.117153996101365,29.45467836257309,8.430304187100639,2.169354385964912,2164,78,389,31,36,680,250,513,0.122,0.763,0.115,-0.5446,3,0,3,0,0,1,93.0,0,4,0,11,21,24,2,6,29,1,44,31,3,6,3,79,75,30,0,8,13,0,9,5,0,4,20,3,0,2,25,26,7,4,16,3,1,5,9,15,2,4,21,16,51,9,62,47,20,55,0,4,2,3,21,23,2,13,28,276,76,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06304264095170585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05159207357411075,0.053681077357687235,0.1398024644672451,0.15678390583627638,0.17548778316108465,0.0,0.04935327360425925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05308978342221186,0.05743141726290259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053866757400966664,0.0,0.07125099114857904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057057668007103275,0.14086584359069218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13254794346747614,0.0,0.11114673799626912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321279075033597,0.0,0.05556608408934459,0.0,0.0,0.06740372692776236,0.0,0.2641325362188745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.063199466835591,0.14963224453415802,0.06601424920832104,0.0,0.0725699198279427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05835689050081508,0.0,0.0616461916993365,0.0,0.0631073783897693,0.0,0.0,0.0978611267457178,0.0,0.12388771721492595,0.0,0.0589649141940157,0.054875842506454206,0.07801096453595431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03370606631965685,0.1237760171376538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17297033900515382,0.0,0.0,0.0640772705500287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733618244058985,0.0640205018941194,0.057343286510964736,0.0,0.0,0.1418215190532474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113673574508792,0.15759217531143685,0.12932058223439644,0.0,0.0,0.10835155078069514,0.0,0.0,0.05484776268431863,0.0,0.0,0.043063805537401786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998276815114027,0.13003050910806618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04742544388068122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06321033000559627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687056388595236,0.0,0.04906604290116017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061586212631964336,0.04472610219770574,0.1126628210525098,0.0,0.14163468691022202,0.12197375914313865,0.0,0.12357375876108748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14454159288343302,0.06861891413187493,0.12906354492087985,0.07343141327962054,0.16531808605260007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308214141508065,0.0,0.0,0.051304371884579335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06730249952066658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456090543684795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045663563481920785,0.0,0.05152121447365917,0.05393685523938573,0.22170278604749094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06705507430534913,0.19402694080257216,0.10370832362198253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04286044353944047,0.0,0.06338498591929896,0.0,0.07523763057354739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04380098435541842,0.0,0.06302111045306216,0.0,0.0,0.05571965346778754,0.0,0.0,0.038052213888246735,0.0,0.0,0.3142442166364895,0.11601223223486296,0.059805415392233524,0.058214133799067674,0.07202792760948146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046967188932551314,0.13103483487344691,0.0,0.0,0.07053627470045064,0.15678390583627638,0.12463530903707774
anxiety,fckthiss,2019/02/13,"Any Advice? I am not sure how to explain this well but i would appreciate any support or advice. 

I had my first panic attack around 5 years ago, first year after that was the most painful time of my life id have panic attack just from leaving my room i couldn't talk to anyone even my own family about anything except like saying hello. Still i forced myself to school every day. 

After something like 2 years from my first panic attack i stopped having them. I used to meditate almost every day and force myself to go outside and meet people. For 1 year i was almost fine except highly intese social akwardness.

But then again it always comes back. For the past year it has become more intense again. I cant look people in the eyes or for example talk to girls without having a panic attack almost every time. Even now when i'm writing this post i'm very much afraid that people will judge me. 

I think i will always have somekind of social life just because i'm that much of a knuckle head. This just feels so inhumane way to live life. I used to be very social person and it hurts so much that i cant speak with people or do daily things without this constant fear.

I quess that i'm bit lost right now and this have been quite a burden to carry alone. Not sure what to do to this problem right now.

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anxiety,hyliabunny,2019/02/13,"Too much anxiety towards my alcoholic BPD mom I was verbally abused a lot as a kid, and I still get abused by her to this day (I’m 19F). She always made me feel as if I was doing everything wrong even though I was doing everything she wanted. She can never have enough, asks for things she doesn’t even need, and always gets what she wants because she knows how to manipulate my dad and make him feel bad for her. 

My mom is so convinced that the interview she had last week will pull through and offer her a job that she already left her current job as of yesterday. She’s on her last two weeks there, technically, but she convinced her supervisors to let her be at home for the remainder of her final two weeks. 

Whenever she’s at home, she drinks heavily, sits in front of the TV all day, forces my brother and I to do cleaning for her, blasts her collection of concert DVDs for my WHOLE NEIGHBORHOOD TO HEAR, yells at my dad for absolutely no reason, and cooks disgusting food that everyone is forced to eat because we have to make her feel loved. As if she isn’t loved enough by my dad....

My anxiety is getting the better of me and causing me to feel extremely antisocial and abort every conversation that is brought to my attention (which includes my dad and brother). I hate being at home when she’s there. She always wants to be in everyone’s business and be in control of what everyone does, and it’s so hard to keep her out of my business because I’m the only girl and the youngest so she feels that she needs extreme details of what I’m doing, where I’m going, what time I’m leaving, when I’ll be home, etc. 

I don’t know how long she will be at home until she gets another job. But, I’ve definitely had several emotional breakdowns trying to process the situation. I don’t want to be yelled at everyday for doing nothing. I just want to be left alone. I just want to live my life without any inquiry. I want to move out so bad but I know she won’t let me and yell at me for being immature and selfish for wanting to do that. 

I just want peace and quiet and freedom.....

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anxiety,anonathrowaway12,2019/02/13,"Low energy from SSRI Spouse has been diagnosed with GAD, and had been taking SSRIs for about 6months. She’s very happy with the effects. However, I think her energy levels have tanked. All she does is work, clean and sleep.

Is it wrong for me to bring this up to her. I’m trying to be a positive influence but she has no interest in a lot of things we used to do together, ie. take the dog for a walk. She doesn’t express herself creatively anymore, like taking on little projects or crafts. Just TV and she’s asleep. The change is really becoming hard for me to see, but whenever we talk about her meds she says she’s so happy with the effects. Making it hard for me to point out my grievance. 

Any thoughts? Should I just drop it? ",1.713870689655174,4.1699418137931055,2.9995474137931017,89.69863146551725,82.58620689655173,6.935344827586206,21.47629310344828,8.07648339933343,1.213146551724138,573,18,117,12,16,185,97,145,0.106,0.733,0.161,0.8708,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,0,3,5,6,0,0,7,0,13,3,2,5,1,24,23,7,0,1,5,1,2,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,5,9,0,0,4,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,4,4,19,4,22,17,2,11,0,1,1,0,17,8,0,2,1,78,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141359199723235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17706409804297404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971838406727417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888720658326153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812147441511715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624190409610347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3801191439329212,0.3198742526232461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722581928181602,0.1789443814882424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151788660396996,0.0,0.0,0.11917710101943348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983181314049812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687783840015794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437754975415733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419824893440199,0.0,0.0,0.14227358026778694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786693361893149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4027204755122576,0.14350400767668453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861430604411485,0.11440147690007453,0.0,0.1417411316256789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212172094902896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542015780358967,0.0,0.1473145253343933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997953502163245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952058957773499,0.0,0.0
anxiety,clarissagilmore,2019/02/13,"Hello everyone, I need some help I’ve always had anxiety when it comes to crowds and uncomfortable situations but last weekend I went to New York and my panic attacks became almost constant the whole time I was there. I hoped that when I got home they would subside and I’d go back to my “normal” life with anxiety attacks few and far between. But after being home for 4 days it seems like there’s no end in site. I wake up with panic attacks, I’m nauseous all the time from anxiety, and I’m eating less because of it. I have nothing against going on anxiety medication but I really don’t like the idea of being dependent on them for possibly my entire life. I have Medicaid so my options for what to do psychiatrist and doctor wise are very limited. I have the option to go to urgent care and get prescribed anti anxiety medication but I can’t figure out what will be best for me. I can’t see a psychiatrist for months so I can’t confide in anyone. I figured everyone here has more experience with this stuff than the people I personally know. I don’t want anxiety to overtake my life but I also can’t feel this way for the rest of my life. Help. Should I try anxiety medication? And if I do what are the odds that one day I’ll be okay with out them? I would really love to hear about others experiences with starting out on anxiety meds. Thank you. ",3.779743317401312,5.3650959776951685,5.592331386086035,77.7835192069393,72.49442379182156,8.989980527526996,28.05115949725615,9.48565724429506,2.621845317755356,1074,41,205,26,21,369,149,269,0.158,0.69,0.152,0.6007,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,3,3,10,14,3,2,8,1,24,11,1,1,1,43,45,19,0,8,6,0,1,2,0,4,8,1,2,1,12,17,1,1,6,1,0,5,7,5,0,1,4,3,31,9,37,33,8,32,0,0,1,1,11,11,0,8,17,145,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876269232069376,0.0,0.0,0.0699803569360643,0.07281391682788517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5355488878078237,0.0,0.0,0.06118783894034965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986599775218631,0.0,0.06728848213686567,0.0,0.05334424825157078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09183456338425687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922054530088122,0.0,0.0,0.07538065305792661,0.0,0.09456538581487328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287122991847905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956845442775638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954283870425406,0.0,0.0,0.0775063811144732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672358639616074,0.0,0.17119982040153722,0.0,0.0,0.04424682646901346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045719475658832304,0.0,0.149198952780128,0.0,0.06998838258740182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862821547800513,0.0,0.11730993953504172,0.0,0.17555592239518578,0.08691548825108565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878622062395008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04809227385629539,0.07133094513926769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24723880455269925,0.08550427160314235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897965847807233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720199541315303,0.2644662216674029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984829122209546,0.0,0.0,0.06488629660245335,0.0,0.08451606269709745,0.0,0.0,0.08573955550524287,0.08396657521208634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05929788969549486,0.0,0.0,0.2053442737243294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06066723780074944,0.07640887334517714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098652461355159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212011718553368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973278640046186,0.07966427092422862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836299711857614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06193882606495967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017606881418344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056588672865947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205358842569727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05941239238892099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220351318560704,0.05161466337036772,0.06946001639810688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112107201595904,0.0,0.09769989330310402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432677301954274,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Throwaway75568,2019/02/13,"How to deal with toxic friends Hey, So I have pretty bad anxiety mainly focused on health related things but i do get anxious socially as well. Despite this I am by nature a sociable person I love spending time with others and get really depressed when I spend too long alone. This is kind of a tricky mix because always feeling like I need to initiate a social situation to avoid me feeling down can be really nerve wracking for me due to the anxiety. Things have gotten better after moving my main circle to a more sociable group of people. This new group is a lot more fun and I am happier now than I used to be but I have come to realise a lot of them are actually pretty toxic. Stuff like always tearing others in the group down, ‘jokes’? about their appearance or weight with no comedic context what so ever or even laughing or expecting anyone to laugh just as a statement and a lot of them seem to have a god complex where they are always right with everyone else beneath them. I still like spending time with the group because a few are nice and it’s still really fun but this obviously isn’t great for my anxiety. In addition to this I still feel like I have to be the one to organise stuff a fair amount and it’s hard with people like that. Finding new friends isn’t really an option because the only other people left would be the popular group and due to some stuff from a few years ago I could never move into that circle (I’m 16 so still in high school so meeting new people is kind of hard) Does anyone have any ideas on how to cope with this? ",5.24762987012987,5.9691618798701285,6.008857142857143,79.41114285714288,68.18831168831169,9.017142857142858,29.03636363636364,9.120678840339163,2.3663085714285716,1241,42,234,22,20,407,162,308,0.07400000000000001,0.6509999999999999,0.275,0.9977,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,5,1,19,24,0,1,19,0,24,3,0,3,3,48,37,21,0,4,7,0,6,5,2,1,1,0,0,1,19,16,1,1,8,2,3,4,4,3,1,1,1,6,22,21,44,30,11,36,0,1,0,1,19,13,0,10,24,171,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.08332094288097695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568637956708736,0.0,0.0,0.0884304557271285,0.0,0.0,0.21313508467337336,0.0,0.0,0.0580629856991004,0.0,0.195951994004562,0.0964578517463278,0.0,0.11940277171975824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712907692670156,0.15614502506177302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551382784246413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354941002195227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817092907620365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802554440307228,0.07353976869998051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747187468379905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132607087766936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05639429500943944,0.07723330336864576,0.0,0.0815865784516063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12951577825833524,0.12199446147294653,0.0,0.0,0.07803800145912461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13193251953007915,0.0,0.08921759960439946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413443927372993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15297178717846796,0.0,0.0,0.09075753888515636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021123352237367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638637966702948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17782534025668004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276826866557958,0.0,0.0,0.20856773176053664,0.0,0.0,0.07556077076303408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21776728633769327,0.07706098380885104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814960382916572,0.0,0.06330999586793863,0.06585219981253107,0.24738867189063946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05785734967431193,0.06493719154606709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367737273105197,0.07455265146961873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17372926988495885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187927043893131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729161354932936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641158556297457,0.0,0.07772896477566207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597343764722824,0.0,0.17407328606576997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727461009807988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29322739167329026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344859570096814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957437239984064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374301240079513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039728072685326,0.07676906574163518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06065323418260698,0.0,0.0,0.05498349067091511
anxiety,thefaith1029,2019/02/13,"I just wanted to say... I love r/anxiety you all have helped me through a lot. I don't post often, but to show my gratitude, I went ahead and gave out reddit gold to brighten your day!",0.3526923076923083,2.2717606153846184,2.433012820512822,94.98490384615386,83.87179487179488,5.951282051282053,20.006410256410245,7.1686216300943375,0.3108410256410257,140,4,33,2,4,47,34,39,0.0,0.722,0.278,0.9041,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,8,6,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,8,1,6,4,2,5,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,2,2,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191743657640191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690742454508672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796557057726402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547079776047934,0.3765599440407136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3995841936839841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317923850094676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24608886800671714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867697952547263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Curious0x000,2019/02/13,"Question Does anyone else feel like their body heats up when you feel stressed/anxiety kicks in? Mainly your forehead feels hotter/warmer than it should be, but body temp is normal.",5.539895833333333,8.435954031250002,3.3200000000000003,90.25833333333335,71.1875,5.516666666666668,23.166666666666664,6.42735559955562,0.5797166666666662,147,4,25,1,3,40,30,32,0.0,0.943,0.057,0.1901,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,7,6,2,0,2,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,3,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20602131539544133,0.0,0.0,0.1883077246791897,0.27593979003361274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5982851137583675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23567488434800096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249738414582882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4085134903086312,0.19239502678673784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315712003788508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638664952350598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30168869175708835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jordanash98,2019/02/13,"Not sure if theres a better place for this but iv noticed myself overthinking ANYTHING From what to have for lunch to deep conversations

I'm not sure what it is but I overthink anything, I can't make a 100% certain decision and I always seem to make it more difficult for myself

I'm assuming it stems from anxiety and the fact of not knowing, that does it, the idea of not knowing just terrifies me, like for me, nothing seems certain and nothing seems impossible so nothing seems like a 50/50

I'm not actually sure where I'm going with this but was seeing if some people get it to; overwhelming overthinking, like damn I may if ruined relationships from it",7.381904761904764,7.288164809523812,7.631587301587302,72.40785714285714,63.60317460317461,11.009523809523811,36.253968253968246,10.608840637214634,3.8795206349206346,530,23,95,12,7,173,72,126,0.175,0.713,0.112,-0.7692,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,13,1,1,5,0,5,2,0,2,6,35,20,10,0,3,12,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,11,4,1,0,9,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,1,1,8,9,14,18,2,4,0,2,1,0,2,3,1,10,3,63,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.14130599981542896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048697960023215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077324008120937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23831964509768816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806572482517806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671732774292355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565314119909337,0.0,0.08229439262500479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16346398968258335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591589375077582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122290327973778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933131045310614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.416824673445074,0.1648581951232311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038757097189976,0.0,0.15128741580969665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15546330672049055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538855727758578,0.5272897162449588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40942290735562537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JKaiden1554,2019/02/13,Anxiety I’m in the middle of a anxiety attack fam and I have no clue what the fuck to do rn,-2.5628787878787875,-0.8595503181818174,2.2881818181818185,91.71893939393942,97.63636363636364,6.56969696969697,16.424242424242426,7.793537801064563,0.6138606060606064,71,2,18,2,3,28,19,22,0.466,0.534,0.0,-0.8807,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7220660733315251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5369002211624492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4363012013039913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mymindisweird,2019/02/13,"Weird Anxiety about abstract things: why funny things are funny, why music sounds good, how language works... I was wondering if anyone had this type of anxiety, because Ive never found anyone with this type, even after countless google searches.
It started when I was 15 years old in class. I remember not understanding what a certain pronoun was used for, like the abstract use of it. Then I started to get a slight tension headache and a feeling of unconfort in my head, that I can not explain. 
It seems to happen when I think about abstract things, like, was i right or wrong in that argument, why is humor funny to us, idk, Im having a really hard tiem explaining it, and I find that Im not even making sense, but in my head, that kind of abstract thinking shit just triggers me.
Ill try to think about and word it better in the future for better understanding, but in the meantime, offchance, just wondering if anyone could somewhat relate to this.
I don't even know if this qualifies as anxiety, i guess, but its confusing.",7.241178977272727,7.401585494791671,7.134981060606062,74.99676136363638,63.84375,9.898484848484847,35.16287878787878,9.573946990214177,3.3497020833333333,813,34,141,14,11,259,112,192,0.133,0.758,0.109,-0.3926,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,1,0,0,3,11,13,1,2,7,0,12,4,3,5,2,43,33,15,0,4,12,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,18,4,0,0,15,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,6,3,15,8,23,26,1,17,0,0,0,0,3,7,1,10,12,98,33,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658235818894573,0.0,0.0,0.24296822770787715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07060748061788585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048803463444247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247898006767268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295092771118869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058565956869058175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586440406866307,0.0,0.0,0.12699907617208406,0.0,0.0,0.060515183871690414,0.0,0.0,0.09715076527863692,0.0,0.0,0.12759725159649632,0.0,0.10242603774560684,0.0,0.10375885329052946,0.0,0.237745238544502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502275480180078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061670803064573,0.06365586554270067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317511067910772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731587796677426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933344985027161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154166922700847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420217980876269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131210185832077,0.09891620859909717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054451726209273,0.0,0.0,0.11889545233790992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639668606913948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308522979525649,0.22265310747362274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863939377830564,0.0,0.0,0.2411614062315868,0.13932644142848427,0.2000758583272356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31354940479013743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251220363150196,0.0843239328859987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663938866792365,0.0,0.07458923043461319
anxiety,Mango-sex-fest,2019/02/13,"Just been prescribed pregabalin Was just wondering if anyone has any experience with this drug and has any advice they want to throw my way. I always like to study the drugs I'm prescribed but also like to get first hand accounts from people. Any info / advice greatly appreciated  :) 

Thanks!",8.68058823529412,9.436907647058828,7.930196078431373,68.4858823529412,60.764705882352935,9.937254901960783,32.68627450980392,9.725611199111238,3.2113215686274508,234,8,36,4,3,73,41,51,0.0,0.639,0.361,0.9758,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,4,3,1,0,0,9,9,4,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,3,4,5,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4094098883064685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675239549026558,0.1743071320728589,0.0,0.0,0.4273680834423309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647580006771235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4858689261503579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049151522511716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17818663853645916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094465320524277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309564025683908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046862057750864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14522954803855598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19286434888229195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355885161707685,0.16627832672024395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22717602235199494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,letschat6,2019/02/13,"Avoid Getting Anxious from Hurtful Things Online I'm 23 F and very anxious. I have an awful habit of allowing things to affect me online. Even downvotes on Reddit get to me more than the average person, and the intrusive thoughts begin. Help!",3.110530303030305,6.222997477272731,3.897272727272728,80.18257575757578,85.5909090909091,5.660606060606061,27.787878787878785,7.1686216300943375,2.168178787878788,195,9,29,3,6,62,36,44,0.259,0.688,0.053,-0.8585,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,2,0,6,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,6,5,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6504186110486301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901343351890621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30079867094902146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929520920393242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081690305572952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251355546183974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824938908825039,0.0,0.0,0.22853532066120025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375215429650823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,analemmaro,2019/02/13,"CBD Megathread (February 2019) Hello people of [/r/Anxiety](https://www.reddit.com/r/Anxiety),

We've analyzed the results of the recent user survey and most people want to be able to discuss CBD on this subreddit. While we don't want to discourage discussion, we also don't want to see this subreddit diverge from its original intent by turning into [/r/CBD](https://www.reddit.com/r/CBD). We hope to keep this subreddit centred around discussion and support for anxiety, however, we understand that many of you have questions about CBD.

The solution we have agreed on is a mega-thread for all CBD discussion. We will likely post this thread monthly as mega-threads can get flooded making it difficult for newer comments to get responses. All posts that are primarily about CBD will be redirected to this mega-thread.

**Ground Rules:**

* Do not prescribe, or recommend CBD as a treatment. You should consult with your doctor about any treatment for a medical condition (i.e. anxiety and panic disorder). Discussion of experiences is fine, influencing others to use this substance with little research is not.
* Do not promote brands, while discussion about your experience with certain brands will be allowed we do not want to see anyone pushing a brand regardless of intent.
* Do not ask or tell where to buy. The legality of this substance is grey in many parts of the world.",7.322194121667803,10.070347480519484,6.877120072909548,67.41161995898841,65.53679653679654,10.577443609022557,36.400318979266345,10.65788864234165,4.829704761904762,1112,56,158,33,19,347,129,231,0.048,0.833,0.119,0.8913,2,0,0,0,0,0,62.0,7,4,0,1,8,8,0,1,9,0,21,2,0,8,3,45,37,10,0,7,7,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,12,15,0,2,2,0,1,1,7,3,0,0,0,3,11,5,37,30,4,18,0,1,3,0,23,9,0,5,7,108,23,5,0.14202634114988694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357841370486085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658278227268426,0.0,0.3259492867094185,0.0,0.0,0.09930812000891563,0.0,0.0,0.12643355495631226,0.13277545682838254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16277449154291904,0.14536997833827886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27785802872552817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14840580265952014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410642030728825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623953773020988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693868962582392,0.14234770549077436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480368557016274,0.2879848360205522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307659677960213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336407049550733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166637310054693,0.0,0.15380068709941874,0.0,0.19692636433849586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272043950229488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15910200634300714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402338777000494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263532113681665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611698088486028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413728222938805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15448387528054566,0.0,0.14785442996497294,0.0,0.1226651579329342,0.0,0.0,0.3350832631432673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FutureCosmonaut,2019/02/13,"Lately I have been mentally unable to do a good job at my job. I want to start feeling secure again. Anxiety has not affected me this deeply in a long time. Now, I go into work and my mind is constantly elsewhere. I am sitting at a desk worrying about things that are completely irrelevant to my job. ""Am i sick? Do I have cancer? Am I going to die very soon? Will I ever feel normal?"" And then, of course, since I cannot do as good of a job as I know I am capable of, I worry, ""will I get fired?"" 

Any time my boss pops up on my caller ID I begin sweating, heart beating incredibly hard. I can barely keep a steady voice as I think every time I am called it will be the day i get fired. 

I used to be on 80mg Prozac for depression over a year ago but am currently unmedicated. I would love to figure out how I can possibly focus and stop feeling this way at my job. The job itself isn't stressful, I'm just stressed out by my brain. I honestly probably need to be back on prozac because a lot of my anxiety I believe is fueled by depressive thoughts.

I want to try a medication that is maybe more suited for anxiety than prozac is. Anyone please share your experiences.",2.0954134289699162,3.8641845983263607,4.302127913927077,84.4891910739191,77.49372384937239,7.899661287108987,24.351663678023513,8.704169506293173,1.7161797569236903,905,31,191,20,21,313,142,239,0.13699999999999998,0.721,0.142,0.5087,7,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,2,8,10,0,2,10,0,29,10,3,4,1,30,48,9,1,5,3,0,6,0,0,4,6,1,0,0,7,6,0,3,7,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,2,7,34,6,33,39,2,35,0,2,0,1,5,12,0,1,19,128,41,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822772195992436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768410627809916,0.0,0.2284215223850556,0.0,0.0,0.06959399171152977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653275796649159,0.0,0.06067282706775703,0.0,0.0,0.1121367126896394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110887793894528,0.10163169845183302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435576349553803,0.10755703732262424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06418889419411089,0.0,0.1714508291444417,0.0,0.10329687378480756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003097326931099,0.08385868102082697,0.0,0.0,0.097359860132134,0.0,0.0,0.15097672974925413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400108469783066,0.0,0.11313087549168707,0.16696280704732738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891597166101175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794404022402798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5926115711703487,0.08846722042139993,0.0,0.0,0.05469932205656871,0.0,0.11227466166419656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808129959564799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461721338707097,0.0898301001096119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099991695966474,0.0,0.0,0.10026643832850304,0.10030326486929332,0.0,0.10049736260244377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380055360911228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751869029071518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092545250594129,0.0,0.11220560648605438,0.0,0.0,0.10731063887983767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233260122985543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07044815150260406,0.0,0.0,0.08321189718324709,0.22802354538400965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661235959197703,0.06377508146742468,0.0,0.0790160447369779,0.17411098455251134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675746294538621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596233604776432,0.0,0.08212302943205978,0.11741125416416755,0.07900262354755014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724593393347808,0.20215596846571368,0.0,0.07070356267589617,0.0,0.0,0.0640943344766501
anxiety,Chovar,2019/02/13,"Learning Anxiety Hi everyone!

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I am 21 years old and I have been struggling with anxiety since I was 17. I started having social anxiety and agoraphobia, and although that has already disappeared, anxiety stills leaving on me and appearing some times.

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Lastly I have been experimenting a kind of learning anxiety. What it happens to me is that when I am reading a book, a post, studying or attending a class, I start thinking that I am not going to be able to hold in my mind all the information that I am learning, and it start creating me anxiety thinking that if someone would ask me about what I have just try to learn, I wont be able to explain anything. Is frustrating because I am constantly evaluating  while I am learning if I am learning well, if im a getting the information, if I could explain it to other, if I understand it, what would happen if someone ask me about that,...

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Someone has suffered this or can help me to identify what is happening and what could I do *?* ",6.571152482269504,7.487667781914894,7.404042553191491,69.88333333333335,65.32978723404256,10.734751773049645,41.19858156028369,10.686352973137794,4.8866475177304975,805,48,134,21,12,269,97,188,0.118,0.843,0.039,-0.8832,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,1,7,0,28,0,0,0,1,39,44,17,0,10,10,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,17,7,0,1,13,2,0,4,2,3,1,0,3,0,24,2,13,34,2,18,0,1,0,0,9,2,0,10,11,112,41,9,0.18990722201279867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478367091667568,0.0,0.0,0.3086465935627021,0.34613709169025303,0.0,0.0,0.43583551512259866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813873128627355,0.0,0.17753761699139908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05788283994194735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261112060960816,0.0,0.15162546388592318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073224446421888,0.0,0.09288285173369663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04960934268507612,0.0,0.053964325341761085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519014938715287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636454039213721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256619400836772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988795740078271,0.0,0.07739986625985454,0.0,0.10054216383668398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587607888468457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963784183459354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909393117417347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497930680206157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854660824803522,0.0,0.0,0.09679324863082543,0.2413616594088234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20162596378164954,0.0,0.07583007640629014,0.0,0.0,0.0992661308631566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216848797482633,0.0,0.0,0.05536821417454376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06446726895462099,0.0,0.0,0.09885005777661077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537469976500278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490464181350809,0.0,0.34613709169025303,0.061147012311696565
anxiety,bubblii,2019/02/13,"Im done crying in the bathroom I really hope this post helps someone. Anxiety is seriously a bitch. Anyways.

This is probably the most anxiety inducing day that I've had the displeasure of having. I don't even know where to start. Oh, I do. I've just finished spending my entire lunch inside of the bathroom stall crying my eyes out. I've had to push myself to even take a step out of that bathroom, during which I felt like I was carrying the weight of the world. Anxiety is so crippling.

I commend you all, because I know how scary it is to put your feelings out there. I know how hard it is to feel like everything you say or do is wrong/stupid/(insert negative emotion here). I know how tiring it is to get out of bed and even want to face the next day.

Even though it was only 30 minutes inside of my bathroom stal, it felt endless. I'd just like to let other people know, to anyone reading this suffering with anxiety, depression or any mental illness, that you are strong and you NEED to keep going. Please do NOT listen to those negative thoughts. They transform you into someone else. Someone you need to steer far clear of. Give yourself a break. Tell yourself that you love yourself. Even if you don't, please keep telling yourself that until you do. I can't reiterate this enough but, nothing matters if you don't love yourseldand put yourself first.

And I'd also let you know to PLEASE get help. I've pushed my anxiety and other illnesses for way too long and now I'm proud to say that I'm actually searching for a therapist as I can't do this alone. It's not declaring weakness, it's declaring strength and pride in yourself. If you're scared to put yourself out there, then you're doing nothing wrong, you're only being human. These feelings are normal. But please don't push everyone away... Not everyone is a monster.


If you've cried your eyes out because you think you're good enogh - you're wrong, you're amazing. F Anxiety.

Sorry if this post was a bit emotional, but I just really hope you're all ok out there.





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anxiety,ginger_texan_13,2019/02/13,"difficulty swallowing for the past several months, i've had an intermittent sensation of not being able to swallow. sometimes its a lump in my throat, others a scratch tonsil or feeling like something is almost in my sinuses/up behind my uvula. water/liquids/thin broth goes down fine all the time, but food often just sits in my mouth and its almost as if i forget how to do something as simple as swallow. 

i've been going to therapy, had an ENT check it out & the problem is purely psychological/psychosomatic. does anyone have tips for 'resetting' their brain or has anyone else experienced this aspect of anxiety?",10.754732142857144,9.0751714375,10.74064285714286,57.95435714285718,57.83928571428571,13.245714285714286,41.15,11.979248473330829,5.156440714285713,499,21,76,12,5,167,86,112,0.079,0.8809999999999999,0.04,-0.6315,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,7,0,9,8,3,1,2,17,11,9,0,2,6,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,4,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,3,3,6,2,16,7,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,6,4,53,11,0,0.20407247483624014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4086982106811579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211124412244868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15611488467879694,0.0,0.0,0.2853844386537573,0.20909636663907108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22781237273677954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17858519794933364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17047636671765354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318517496899736,0.14578941679861848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467652466149924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159790903014634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996995031061222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16288870244931036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19481026851303407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19526979782855147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23054380964439505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142099224159915,0.20183289573271154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333746600677757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899630118438193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Alexis3082,2019/02/13,"I stayed at home and was almost attacked by gangsters... Now i'm afraid of windows and doors. Yesterday the power went out in the whole neighborhood and I decided to sleep next to my older brother, since I hate the dark and I was trying real hard to go to sleep but I just had this shitty feeling in my stomach... This morning when I woke up, I decided not to go to school (cuz I had to make DIY decor for our valentines dance) and I asked my parents whether they were okay with this... They said it was chilled and my dad took my mom to work, so it was just me, my 2 siblings and my baby nephew.

As I went back to my brother's room I heard the gate open, I looked out of the window and saw a dude with a grey shirt and a yellow hat exiting, but didn't think much of it cuz I thought maybe it was the garden boy and sometimes comes early in the morning. When I was upstairs getting ready, I just heard my sister yelling, ""Get the fuck off my property! I will fucking kill you!"" I was like, ""Terry!? What's wrong?"". She told me there were guys chasing each other with knives wanting to come in our house (btw they were in their teens I think), cuz the one wanted to hide... They eventually ran away and we were just a little cautious at this moment.

Just 5 min later the same guy came running in our backyard and my sister shouted, "" Take Marley (baby nephew) and lock all the windows and doors!"". I took Marley to my room and me and my brother quickly locked all the doors and windows, as I wanted to close the last window (which you can easily climb through), this dude was walking with a gun and I just silently dropped down, then my fucking nephew came at the wrong time but luckily I managed to make him quiet. The dude was walking up and down and I just felt like I was gonna die at this moment, but felt like I have to protect my nephew at all cost. He finally went away.

I locked the window and immediately ran to my siblings, Terry called the 911 and 4 cops came to our house, they were looking for those assholes, but were MIA... And what I'm going to say is probably weird, but I'm afraid of going near doors and windows, whenever I look at the window my brain makes me think those guys are there... I already have big anxiety issues and now I have more fucking anxiety from these guys, I wish that I was my nephew... While we were panicking, he was just laughing and smiling this whole time.

When one of our neighbors came to our house, he explained that one of the guys came storming in their house and begged them for help, cuz he was being chased and showed him that he had a big roll of cash, but our neighbor instantly chased him away and said they were 2 rival gangs. I mean we live in a safe and good neighborhood, but I guess territory is getting slim for these guys... Anyway I just thank God that we're all safe and unharmed.",4.9866666666666655,5.238907913580249,5.087788359788358,87.43961904761906,68.62962962962963,7.820388007054674,28.54567901234568,7.33818517376401,1.3900068430335095,2205,70,467,19,35,690,250,567,0.087,0.8059999999999999,0.107,0.8945,3,0,0,1,1,0,82.0,10,2,9,3,20,21,7,2,26,1,34,9,5,7,4,101,94,52,2,4,19,13,4,3,2,2,0,8,20,7,23,50,0,3,11,3,2,23,2,12,0,3,47,18,81,9,64,44,10,79,0,0,6,4,62,33,4,2,24,308,104,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06738941154638357,0.0,0.0742652211425622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029658553640512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629147188280625,0.07656140145468078,0.1896865817122009,0.05174815055806629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07512703183177769,0.06871897175403127,0.3848559786878283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159428555892418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984489150559796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034027984658323525,0.0,0.12923362363376908,0.07372187267408327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488643521574368,0.10548157283516214,0.0,0.15298843876168358,0.056446525032230875,0.0,0.0,0.07413653856074437,0.3998147053311939,0.0,0.0,0.0602859554711849,0.0664430253661685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04510855513629633,0.0,0.06750556718598501,0.0,0.0,0.31061228162443605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702418210141463,0.0,0.0,0.07445547116786877,0.0,0.0,0.05485700332796853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863548217532968,0.06745046170955822,0.05942553073074298,0.0,0.16954057894337254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347661841424559,0.0,0.06761007279647484,0.07330745311695575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881882145499139,0.0,0.0,0.04947190974959687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715723837295996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680897649748994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472667076216634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255882637428869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660006851374049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803197102451336,0.05351821823785967,0.0,0.06810935657522653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05566975446181095,0.0,0.13469357483125455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655962624089404,0.0,0.0,0.07173091140350762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05059986011161687,0.0,0.0,0.061959127385259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936587960442442,0.0,0.05342724198365223,0.07848422629153852,0.0,0.0,0.06430630021785083,0.14954152055915393,0.04569105036584506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908264027984415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18715827648965566,0.0,0.15027204144306594,0.0773895920248382,0.0,0.0,0.04899388054035578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471600023326273,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PhiLIISpecial,2019/02/13,"What started as travel and bridge anxiety has turned into life anxiety. Any advice? I'll try my best to keep it brief, but still explain.  I was perfectly fine up until about 4-5 years ago.  I would drive up and down the east coast.  I worked a lot on the road, I went everywhere from Maine to Florida.  I grew up in Southern NJ where you have to cross a bridge to go anywhere outside of the state.  I didn't have the invasive thoughts consisting of the worst case scenario that I now do.  One evening I was crossing the Walt Whitman into NJ and I had this awful feeling on top of the bridge; I panicked, felt warm, couldn't breathe and my hands wouldn't stop shaking.  My first interpretation was that I went a little sideways (it was raining) and it freaked me out.  Nothing affected me 10 minutes after that.  I've always had a slight issue with bridges, but mostly that I just don't like them.  I have a fear of heights, I always have.  Fast forward to a few months later, I'm driving up a mountain road in Massachusetts (Mount Greylock to be precise) and there's a spot where you crest and it bends left and you can see half the world below you.  I froze solid.  It may have been only 100-200 feet further to the parking entrance and I was just numb all over.  Now that has leaked over into all travel.  Sometimes I just have to suck it up and force myself over a bridge, like the Tappan Zee.  Sometimes I make excuses not to go.  Most times if my wife and kids are in the car she has to drive.  It's created a heightened sense of awareness of danger, but not just driving anymore.  If my kid is walking up the steps, I picture them falling.  If I'm climbing a ladder, I envision a kick out on the legs.  If I'm cutting food, I overthink about knife safety.  Now I've spent half of my life with sharp things in my hand (I was a paperhanger).  I'm used to cuts and blade safety, but my mind thinks the worst case.  I hear my kids running through the house and I'm on pins and needles waiting for the thump and inevitable crying.  I was prescribed medication, used it for a month and it made me a zombie.  I was given a different one a year later that did nothing.  Sometimes I'm prone to depression and hopelessness because of it.  I think, how am I going to take my kid to look at colleges or visit them when they get older?  If I know I have to drive somewhere I've never been, I worry about it.  Tomorrow I have to drive to VT with my boss, I'm already running through scenarios in my head how to get out of driving.  Part of my job description is to visit job sites all over Southern New England, I don't want to let on that I have anxiety about going places I don't know.  I can't imagine living the rest of my life like this.  I've tried to slowly desensitize myself by going more places blindly.  It doesn't work and there's always that sense of fight or flight that kicks in, flight being the operative word there.  Sometimes I feel perfectly calm before I have to go anywhere, but when faced with the actual moment I start to have that leaving my body feeling.  That's the best way I can describe it.  Occasionally it even happens in my kitchen when the house starts to get chaotic.  Any help or suggestion would be welcomed.  Thanks for listening.    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anxiety,jtrain4824,2019/02/13,"I’m 22 and I’m fear for my life everyday When I was 21 I was driving home from school and a huge panel truck threw me off the road into a light pole. I was completely fine, but the car was totaled. Ever since then I don’t think about driving the same. Sometimes I’m absolutely terrified to drive because I’m almost 100% sure I won’t make it to where I’m going. I’ve never had an anxiety issue before, but now it’s almost all I can think about. I don’t know wha to do. If anyone has advice please share ",0.13680428134556874,2.1956541100917453,2.6754357798165143,92.05945336391441,85.88073394495413,5.468195718654433,18.25764525993884,6.816661863887847,0.08125626911314976,394,10,88,5,12,136,74,109,0.078,0.794,0.128,0.2997,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,6,0,11,1,0,1,5,18,22,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,6,4,1,0,0,6,1,9,3,9,15,3,17,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,6,51,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132325428352136,0.0,0.0,0.4370121145447037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16693025338104064,0.0,0.0,0.15257768903168514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13301895053511872,0.0,0.1856808612601516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287893083829016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973836750109723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455472111358227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124013920714604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21888268485013965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277548210206177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992265346102365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15412836149672884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14565704450636385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16829720651092953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395293406780953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208404351233445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805057838856142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21581552902281734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056605897921802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27964065025731266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Qiffrox,2019/02/13,"antipsychotics ( quetiapine 25mg ) for anxiety/sleepless hello,

I got prescribed quetiapinum for my minor anxiety ( feeling anxiety, like something in my chest for no reason ) and sleepless. Also, I'm going to a psychologist. So want to ask, does quetiapine is a good option in these days to fight with weak, but constant anxiety?",7.881727272727272,10.056865854545457,8.867045454545455,55.98056818181817,63.18181818181819,12.045454545454547,41.02272727272727,11.698219412168324,6.106181818181819,262,15,34,9,4,89,42,55,0.182,0.705,0.113,-0.4317,0,0,1,0,1,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,2,0,1,2,1,1,0,7,7,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,3,2,9,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21937840832586994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6295759324397449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564577848343749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29644895698006185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17691757979972825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400645369812462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387074714853413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15590579136702096,0.23009163898396184,0.21940356759474608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402183005795332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28205282366410417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111895621973908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16180458620426788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,catniagara,2019/02/13,"Got fired from my job I got fired for being sick after 2 years. I work an online job because it’s hard for me to leave the house consistently. I have the joy of stress-related vomiting. 

I literally haven’t left the house since the 5th. Does anyone else have agoraphobia? How do you get over it? I just get this “doomsday feeling” like even if I try to go out, something horrible will happen. 

The worst is when it does. Like yesterday I finally got enough courage up to go out and we had 3” of snow. Still tried to go out and my bf was like “If you wanted something why didn’t you just tell me to get it when I was out”

Like it’s not about “wanting something”....I just want to see the light of day. ",1.3099404761904765,3.2904315416666705,2.8436507936507947,92.99500000000002,80.80555555555556,6.336507936507938,21.3968253968254,7.447530270364453,0.5677575396825394,538,16,123,8,14,176,87,144,0.162,0.7120000000000001,0.126,-0.8299,2,0,3,0,0,0,16.0,1,3,0,1,9,7,0,0,7,0,11,2,0,1,0,18,26,7,0,5,6,0,4,4,1,1,2,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,7,6,16,6,20,17,2,18,0,0,1,0,6,7,0,2,12,75,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811776516317663,0.14377846455221044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554017454115874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904973359299112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455968601045015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722265022143027,0.0,0.0,0.14499214632456334,0.0,0.0926826423638784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095200294514084,0.10024745447370594,0.0,0.15371802296300194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21994040909583612,0.0,0.23924799543490505,0.0,0.3366896333872392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408800129456968,0.0,0.12570269244834198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238299849653759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27849972649981075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485827967660424,0.15246237701896867,0.0,0.0,0.2742207663122169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182001650498848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607741751945055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21605645721248448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120628838835311,0.0,0.1607406050970676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264931311442186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905414953413075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248300095603338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662053453030606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215750334020712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903640199938147
anxiety,bettertobebetter,2019/02/13,"Found a way without freaking out - appointments I've recently started therapy and a friend offered to give me rides so I could get my mental health under control (bpd and anxiety). Yesterday was my first appointment and the ride was fine there, but shortly after, I received an inappropriate message from the friend making me uncomfortable taking rides from him in the future.

Normally, I would freak out and cancel the appointment - just overwhelm myself and give up in the moment. But I didn't! I looked into public transportation and found a suitable option, rescheduled my appt for Friday and reserved a pick up & drop off. All while remaining calm.

I'm so proud of myself and feel really hopeful about my ability to be a healthy functioning adult. A minor inconvenience didn't upset me enough to ruin my goals and I think this is such an important step for me. It gives me a foot to stand on when other things don't go as planned. 

I just wanted to share my excitement with people who probably understand how huge this is for me even if it seems small compared to other things. Thanks for listening! ❤️",6.492955665024628,7.966315807881777,6.573374384236455,73.76084975369459,65.79802955665025,9.937931034482759,32.23399014778325,10.125756701596842,3.483291625615764,891,36,147,21,14,284,136,203,0.099,0.695,0.206,0.9749,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,5,10,14,0,2,14,0,10,2,1,4,1,36,30,18,0,6,6,0,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,1,9,13,0,1,6,0,0,7,4,5,0,1,6,3,22,9,28,21,2,32,0,2,1,0,14,13,0,4,9,108,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16760388972132514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833554806171087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948235470679478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17349523438488504,0.12350541715723652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15983358394435596,0.0,0.1021696641781628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821467028542872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157714623795427,0.0,0.33921381636646825,0.23902242615695185,0.0,0.0808178574520484,0.4451711635887082,0.08791249625402528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16442562617337253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15363963472084213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298985782359867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325513705035344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15588866184874878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15156095022900984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072408663034023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667793358362899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909680193868232,0.0,0.15273528844302978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14082173075692073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948864009331864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163057822806105,0.0,0.0,0.1424155079494404,0.1768986881658088,0.0,0.20553506205391772,0.09911753243732488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16103518906167946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912387214986792,0.12278377262611245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14911327275631975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988559333384984,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DumbTheorist,2019/02/13,How do I go through the work day easier? Currently in the restroom and really just wanna be at home. I started seeing a therapist and am going tomorrow but I really wanna skip work until then. Im aware of this negative mindset rn but im just not changing it. Idk,0.3670283018867906,2.8088331320754705,3.9145047169811313,78.7974174528302,95.03773584905659,7.933018867924527,23.60613207547169,8.472884824447931,2.707983018867924,208,9,37,7,8,76,41,53,0.114,0.8240000000000001,0.063,-0.6926,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,10,7,7,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,7,6,0,10,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,6,28,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27548329398290683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16794537165999013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29599835250650913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612162962613808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5625832298851284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336555252367863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20751610020322675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843222435190296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023605186779068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37916872778698174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lajap,2019/02/13,I’m so so so so so so so so worried I feel like my hearts going to stop,-6.686541353383457,-9.99022536842105,-1.4893233082706772,110.57473684210528,171.10526315789474,1.0857142857142859,7.977443609022558,3.1291,-2.6643293233082703,54,1,17,0,7,21,11,19,0.255,0.622,0.123,-0.4552,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,8,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393624718107777,0.338193109419584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690409910267115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5609747353170351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312766296995465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3957789805142745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4807550711651367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wolverines8405,2019/02/13,"Can't leave home without my phone I've struggled with agoraphobia, panic attacks, and depersonalization. I feel like I'm spiraling out of control. The past 2 or 3 weeks my anxiety has been worse. I've been good about not calling in sick to work even if I'm anxious. But this morning I dropped my phone and it's completely broken. I was already feeling anxious and ""weird"". Which is kind of how I describe it when I'm feeling a little derealization. My anxiety peaked to maybe a 5 or 6 out of 10 then I kind of calmed down, however it would come back spike up briefly. I already had a dentist appointment and was going to be late from work, so I figured I would just go to best buy and reschedule my appointment. When I was  getting ready to leave and then on my way to best buy my anxiety and derealization just kept getting worse. I turned around and came back home. I guess I'll have to wait for my fiancee to get home and we can go together. I've always used my phone as a distraction if my anxiety gets bad, I don't scroll through much social media or anything, just play a game or something. When I was driving I just kept having awful thoughts about something happening to me and I wouldn't be able to call or let anyone know. Sometimes I do call my dad or brother if my anxiety is really bad. I just feel really defeated and pathetic. I called in sick to work. I'm 29 years old and can't drive myself 15 minutes away without my phone. I just don't know what to do.",3.494715041128085,4.982572425675676,4.737238542890719,84.02103995299647,73.05405405405405,7.985663924794363,29.7614571092832,8.587818076936951,2.2222642773207992,1162,50,237,21,23,384,155,296,0.166,0.7290000000000001,0.104,-0.958,1,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,0,7,17,16,1,3,6,1,25,3,0,3,0,56,52,30,0,6,19,2,4,1,1,3,3,0,3,0,6,19,0,4,8,2,2,7,8,8,0,0,11,4,35,8,34,35,3,31,0,1,0,0,14,10,0,10,13,148,41,3,0.08780389650760838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937875663566924,0.0,0.07305987571782649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358487024924359,0.1983868213361956,0.0,0.061394525980400676,0.0,0.07225512544892472,0.0781640833988484,0.0,0.0998896080594667,0.08249465109642545,0.13503155320654045,0.14662517202529146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18428954462961109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35863038159367866,0.10042426637977726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563528215298003,0.09206071494918887,0.0,0.09847953605014513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057993645545005114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17758515314459014,0.0627271212090835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18349564781216546,0.0,0.14970293348058872,0.07364574256292822,0.0,0.0,0.09672589110195216,0.0,0.0776446957048568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642234018677743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182868493170092,0.09650945050062258,0.0,0.09904661972911702,0.18594329703948276,0.0,0.08978543307502382,0.0,0.04289654868749284,0.08800257121189252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821081568771348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064545966778909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213541917954546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030189541453252,0.0,0.0,0.08381875443449192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124988489000798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950501508408595,0.0,0.13519145848364073,0.08684029878584493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179169689957244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970648603662709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550542587668504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583437512388079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969464611276661,0.07043098952901088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16927964588796154,0.0,0.1917668471906976,0.0,0.17895934367598068,0.12474673772428672,0.0,0.0,0.05654283058707291
anxiety,parahsalin_,2019/02/13,"My brain won’t stop telling me everyone hates me I literally couldn’t sleep last night because I kept playing over interactions with my mother, my best friend, and my sister and over analyzing and thinking that everyone is secretly mad at me and hates me. Everyone thinks I’m a disappointment. Everyone always thought I’d be better than what I am.

Today I can’t stop my brain from whirling. I’ve deleted all my texts so I’d stop reading them over and over. I’ve made a list of things to do so I can distract myself and focus on just doing things, not overthinking. I keep trying to tell myself “your brain is lying to you, don’t listen don’t listen.” But then it goes “... OR IS IT?? MAYBE THEY REALLY DO HATE YOU. I MEAN LOOK AT ALL THE EVIDENCE!!!” 

It’s a back and forth struggle. I’ve mediated. I dressed super nice to make up for how I feel. But I’ve decided that today, I’ve lost. I’m going to be anxious all day. I’m going to worry all day. I have been beaten by my anxiety today. 

But I’ve also decided, it’s okay. It’s okay I’m anxious and it’s okay I’m having these thoughts. I’m going to do my work, take care of myself, and trust that this weekend I will look back on this day and be thankful I had my wits to let it ruin my DAY but not ruin my week. A bad day does NOT mean a bad life (I’m trying so hard to believe this right now).

I’m also going to call my people this weekend and laugh about it with them. I’m lucky enough to have people who will understand. Sorry for my ramble, but I just hope someone reads this and can relate! Hang in there my peoples ",0.2679183228119406,2.513463936170215,2.656231003039516,91.04399267399269,87.4498480243161,5.441228275270829,19.37814667601901,6.900799576094004,0.3405276439872189,1221,36,263,17,39,417,158,329,0.16,0.7340000000000001,0.106,-0.9345,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,3,3,6,13,28,5,2,6,3,26,5,4,3,4,51,63,25,0,2,11,2,2,0,1,3,1,2,0,0,21,14,0,5,11,5,0,5,8,13,0,0,7,6,40,15,31,48,6,36,0,4,2,0,17,11,0,3,20,164,61,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880682820679194,0.07221361312450827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06639170415188425,0.19608887948706705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13346746414570354,0.14492679248242046,0.05290445938737647,0.0,0.0,0.09777906270458954,0.0910774467381646,0.07675591784041473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906484865424224,0.08861907913423131,0.0,0.08848497954512018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798516988684705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594775893760862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967401759304969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317142246093664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043882039970097216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06705130648823443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19729187173771706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774397262092725,0.2570521461199021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619892620153584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714014157723767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074286757940101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887454360494372,0.06130012008397096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575819552543226,0.0,0.0947381008414368,0.0,0.0,0.08211981767919878,0.05793089754935146,0.0,0.08718905767198795,0.1890726482972834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144358139875392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805012268560491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17362067529479916,0.0,0.05559787962683768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411549732109514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684952831925359,0.0,0.0735342179747369,0.0,0.0,0.09715077534970266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176730827209361,0.0,0.09072846104404857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065252911866356,0.0,0.15171106767918582,0.07990167304155099,0.0,0.0,0.11531465613026705,0.1112190207867538,0.0,0.13779813243481054,0.0,0.0,0.2467913636222357,0.0,0.0,0.11784515119318385,0.0,0.0,0.09034817352305922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06961517768614668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06318186180433008,0.08813626083111642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,determinedguy123,2019/02/13,"I told all my friends, family and colleagues about my anxiety #gamechanger I wrote this post on Facebook for all of my friends, family and colleagues to see. I have always tried to cover anxiety up — but that only makes it worse. The reaction has been amazing.


____


Hello anxiety, my old friend. 

Anxiety! If you know….you know.  Believe me -- you know!

It can hit you anywhere, anytime -- and can be virtually impossible to shake. 

Most ‘normal’ people get nervous before a presentation or a job interview or going on a date -- and this is deemed completely acceptable by society and frequently talked about. 

The other side of anxiety, the side that is rarely acknowledged in public, are those moments where you cannot get out of bed because your mind is racing with negative thoughts about the day ahead, or where you’re visibly and physically nervous going to the supermarket to only get a few groceries or where you panic to the point of sweating around having the right change for the bus. This is the socially unacceptable side of anxiety and a side that I struggled to share with even the closest of friends for a long time.  

2018 was a year of anxious turmoil, self doubt, frustration and fear for me --  but at the same time a journey of discovery, learning and enlightenment.

It was the year I owned up to being someone who was more susceptible to anxiety than I would have previously liked to admit and a year where I sought out to prioritise my self care. 

On my worst days I could not leave the house (for extended periods of time) and on my better days I’d still wake up with palpitations, nausea and racing thoughts -- completely riddled with self doubt.

I’d like to say I’m completely out the other end 1 year later but I don’t think anyone with anxiety or depression every really is -- however I have learned coping mechanisms that help me live a more fulfilled and substantially less anxious life. 

I’ve learned to stop fighting the symptoms of anxiety and seek to understand it better and almost become attune with it and its triggers. In a strange way you sort of have to become ‘friends’ with your anxiety and learn to 'tame' it.

I see myself as a very proactive person. If I’m faced with a problem i’ll do everything in my power to try and ‘fix’ it. My mental health is one of those things that I set about improving. 

Over the past year I’ve thrown myself into more regular exercising (cardio and weights), massively reduced my alcohol & caffeine intake, started cognitive behavioural therapy, spent sometime on medication, started yoga, meditation, reiki, acupuncture and tried to improve my diet to include more vegetables and fruit -- and less sugar (still working on this one though!). 

I also tried to be as open as possible with my nearest and dearest about how I was feeling -- this was certainly the hardest part -- but the most rewarding. Once you start sharing how you’re feeling (truthfully) you realize you’re very much not alone.

All of these things have played a key role in me feeling better and controlling my negative thinking and anxious thoughts -- particularly regular exercise and reducing alcohol/caffeine. If I have a cup of coffee now I’ll notice a slight franticness to my thoughts within 20 minutes. Alot of this may be my tendency to imagine side effects-- but there is definitely some truth to it.

So why did I want to share all of this? I’m not entirely sure and even writing this I’m not sure I’ll share it but I do know one thing -- that when I share my experience of anxiety with other people I feel ‘lighter’ and, ironically, less anxious. If you’re reading this and related I’d urge you to talk about it. You’re never alone and remember... there is no ‘normal’.",7.99750117132594,8.196532798219586,8.04695299078557,68.96118538185226,62.2640949554896,11.723816960799624,38.805091363423394,11.313756151347434,4.685169732937687,2942,142,490,78,38,955,316,674,0.147,0.7040000000000001,0.149,0.7831,3,2,2,0,2,0,91.0,0,11,0,9,24,40,2,10,35,0,37,16,3,6,10,127,73,54,0,10,19,0,5,2,5,2,8,1,1,4,36,46,6,2,27,5,1,4,10,15,0,3,14,10,52,25,90,51,21,73,0,1,2,0,40,35,0,18,33,343,88,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430071964520152,0.05823416080509649,0.1204627628459448,0.0,0.04650679505645558,0.04838989189875238,0.06301127395108433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4893753369574326,0.26279587103795865,0.0,0.04066355774872806,0.0,0.0,0.0517705718614089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03545094837317095,0.1284559822220098,0.04948590106852234,0.0655211402603342,0.0,0.15430098590205993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05929323308431032,0.0,0.061520626254295774,0.0,0.18292426591520225,0.0,0.06522614577269335,0.04643229753126312,0.0,0.0,0.112516127112312,0.0,0.05008909907683368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051508359486528016,0.0,0.0,0.07682209177513356,0.0,0.04899837233876647,0.0,0.052266259227916965,0.056887070241657414,0.10964733572016153,0.06544091251760369,0.11762032550779915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22465331204530226,0.0,0.09115127634301136,0.0,0.06610202656270743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06181639455155625,0.0,0.0,0.03898029071947893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671034408117117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057710189855507375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784259023297595,0.0,0.0,0.061578095737457775,0.0,0.0,0.04107682825853747,0.05682351176819385,0.0,0.05135222037248968,0.05146563553269014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03881913324538288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0585853750440196,0.05860689267982815,0.0,0.05872030339513209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04275085776213237,0.0,0.04485297437219423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395974844075105,0.0,0.06621022675732516,0.06102423430562439,0.06193352668938135,0.11822266664922434,0.08845949555245589,0.0,0.06823274753256202,0.0,0.06297655338858285,0.055515841305811074,0.0806351644538893,0.050778989544243314,0.0,0.0,0.054975582737403064,0.06556139469610019,0.05569672892486406,0.0,0.0,0.05564679516543231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058171065990135135,0.0,0.03725579248200569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06587865029684734,0.04966433264052921,0.0,0.046247451273864384,0.0,0.0,0.09268453457031657,0.0,0.18200607196948407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059282033561663026,0.04927482097484431,0.0,0.057517106748609825,0.0,0.12348792215245305,0.0,0.09288584065706296,0.04862045850908717,0.0,0.060796576048507626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962141742643784,0.06044565341485258,0.0,0.0934861000577499,0.0,0.0,0.06650568623518631,0.0,0.11590744811918915,0.07452717237229026,0.05713731481582476,0.18467533873076367,0.1017325188701023,0.0,0.0,0.055569908413424934,0.0,0.15793460208667895,0.0,0.0,0.06054174775180698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596847278578532,0.034301519403033734,0.04616099272251692,0.0,0.07081752277215746,0.0,0.0,0.05247613833728311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04233777165258357,0.0,0.059265247919381536,0.04131187668943268,0.0,0.0,0.18725062374355528
anxiety,lizziemander,2019/02/13,"45 years old and still failing at life I've been diagnosed with bipolar disorder *and* anxiety, but it's the fucking anxiety that really gets me, when all's said and done.

I'm 45 and I still can't get my shit together. Everything scares me. I don't know where the fuck this came from -- I used to be fairly confident, but that was 20 years ago. It's like another life. I haven't had a manic episode in years, either (I miss them.) Now, it's all anxiety, all the time... and the depression, the shame, that goes with self-sabatoge and my life falling apart. 

I've had more jobs than I can count. They start with hope and end in failure. When the anxiety comes on, I start calling out. Then, because I know people are like, ""WTF is up with her?"" I just stop showing up because I can't face anyone. Then I hate myself, the failure, the pathetic ""adult"" who can't adult. I know I'm a burden to my family because I can't seem to make steady money, so I live at home. My stepfather has nothing but disdain for the lazy adult-child who's ""taking advantage"" of my mother. My mother and father lose sleep because they think I'll end up on the streets when they're gone.

They're probably right.

My oldest and dearest friends (of 30 years) pity me. They're all successful in their careers, married with children. I have nothing in common with them. It makes me intensely ashamed. I can't face them, sometimes, so I don't respond to texts and calls.

About two years ago, I started on a business venture and declared myself ""self-employed."" I hated my previous job (mostly because I was failing at it.) It was a demanding job and, like most things, it started great and went slowly downhill. I couldn't keep up. Then I was too scared to face it, my failure, and jumped ship. 

Well, the self-employment gig started, as most things do, really well. Then... well, by this time, I guess you know the drill. I started falling behind on billing. The later those invoices became, the most anxiety was associated with sending them. I didn't want to hit someone with three months of charges and fuck up their budget. Etc. So I was working with no money coming in. Then I started calling and making excuses -- lies -- for why I couldn't make it to appointments. Now I've stopped showing up because I have no more excuses to make. Clients are calling me and I just stick my head in the sand. I can't face them.

I have episodes of self-harm and suicidal ideation -- at my age! I mean, I feel like that's the realm of far younger women. So that makes me ashamed, as well. 

I've been in hospitals. I'm under the care of a psychiatrist and counselor. I have been since I was 19. Admittedly, I did a lot of stupid things at first. I wasn't compliant with my medication. I missed appointments, etc. Finally, after a suicide attempt, I got my shit together about that, at least. Now I'm missing appointments again. I'm too scared to reschedule. I'm too scared to respond to clients who *want me back --* I mean, come *on!* I have opportunities to pull my job out of the shitter and I'm too scared to do *that.*

I'm just fucking tired. I'm tired of being me. I have an appointment today which I know I'm going to cancel because I'm too scared to go. For no reason. So... another client lost. Another failure. 

I just. Can't.

I get the word ""potential"" a lot -- I've gotten it all my life. I have so much *potential.* I'm smart and talented and I'm *fourty fucking five.* I've been dealing with this for so long, I'm pretty sure this is going to be the rest of my life. The only reason I don't nope the fuck out and end things is I know it would destroy my mother. She's already lost one child. I'm all that's left. 

So that's it. That's my life. Fear and despair. 

Woot.

I can't *do* this. If I could spend the rest of my life in the safety of a hospital, I would. There, no one expects anything of me except illness. And for so many years, that's been all I am. 

So there's my confession. It's all falling apart again. There's nothing I can do to stop it.

I'm too afraid to live. Soon, I'll be too afraid to leave the house. I'm mostly already there.

Thanks for reading.",0.619052795031056,3.050526112318842,2.2781821946169782,92.7744782608696,88.60144927536231,5.473126293995861,22.740786749482414,6.9916214562510826,0.834071138716356,3183,123,673,48,105,1038,308,828,0.234,0.6579999999999999,0.108,-0.9989,6,0,0,0,0,2,179.0,0,1,9,11,44,55,12,12,35,0,59,27,8,9,9,106,139,49,2,10,10,4,2,4,1,2,13,1,1,5,39,43,0,4,15,3,5,15,21,36,4,6,26,3,97,19,88,103,24,102,1,11,0,6,38,36,8,11,55,429,136,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864879363600295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766845434277278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346246231077232,0.1865976820402829,0.0,0.0,0.03411082476390604,0.0,0.04014497845083344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03751179421514523,0.0,0.20816741284683515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992551926446992,0.05579576514065704,0.049738419248070084,0.0,0.0,0.1260689848625518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038949960410780936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0502940405257572,0.0420174863141493,0.04951461360988856,0.0,0.0,0.05591055551707089,0.0,0.0,0.04992284896284642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962411959953446,0.0,0.1088138483325791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04384380778005409,0.0,0.04598910254841873,0.05489543027867274,0.024666596666616195,0.03485121524010791,0.0,0.05344035848783168,0.0,0.04149554533634131,0.0,0.0,0.03769030642700271,0.2705994783854178,0.07646269501443438,0.0,0.08317501355461589,0.0,0.039016927142588725,0.0537844024232716,0.053740946262287856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963279679636351,0.0500663373578719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04893421150995343,0.04845340251177,0.0,0.05629005028845602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19364190269992151,0.04336135604424994,0.0,0.0,0.1608620753162194,0.0,0.0,0.051655087485825146,0.05300383082445495,0.0,0.24120249129935126,0.09533336282928866,0.0,0.08615412361050834,0.043172200668387437,0.0,0.054576685824655066,0.10650674052570752,0.0829486243531058,0.0,0.0,0.1953817213637279,0.04945919968718242,0.0,0.1062798985511187,0.0,0.0491446290608149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03893882940134377,0.0,0.035861766612794305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042835223566302,0.0,0.05119047810851738,0.0,0.06611444232388496,0.03710234075113277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03382060150137008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04963074638933656,0.05259727611696269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04879708387988211,0.0,0.06250440832781752,0.10031591183230426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041661168906707895,0.04640464343398988,0.0,0.2930470594071259,0.0,0.0,0.0444110142227744,0.2035689143018034,0.0,0.10015190821081096,0.0403545315312453,0.0,0.04881911340486261,0.0,0.041334425136431416,0.0,0.048248506964201285,0.0,0.2417063807124343,0.0,0.07791774279269205,0.12235652992238093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672329851452828,0.0,0.045978231704543585,0.0,0.03667940823686579,0.0,0.0,0.044913644471561084,0.0,0.0,0.12963937476257384,0.03125874195083349,0.0,0.0,0.05689254812072068,0.11213979253733933,0.04624141624092033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04765476440100287,0.0,0.0,0.042133611093549336,0.0,0.0,0.05754799541755321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17545027547251654,0.04522314760771592,0.0440198658998436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035515247304712776,0.0,0.0,0.06930934057118555,0.0,0.0,0.18849132443109876
anxiety,lordofthewingzzz,2019/02/13,"How do i ask for emergency time off work without falling apart? I don’t know if this is allowed, if it isn’t im deeply sorry. I am just panicking right now and i have no one to really talk to. 

I have knots in my stomach and i feel like im going to vomit currently.

Long story short: husband works in military. We needed to start looking at houses. They changed the schedule and now our plans have to be mega rushed. Like buying a house in 10 days rush. Now, that’s not the part that scares me (i’ve had some time to crumble apart about it and i’ve been working on that). I have a job i just started working at about a month ago. It’s great and my boss seems understanding. When i started out, my anxiety was at an all time high. Due to making mistakes (even though they are understanding about this) as a newbie and being social and talking to people after being a SAHM and not really talking to many adults.

Husband just sprung it up on me that i have to let my job know i can’t work the next 10 days. I’ve already been scheduled and i go in today. I plan on telling my boss after my shift ends but i have no clue what to say or how to say it. I always come across as over apologetic and a rambling mess when i get anxious and i can already see me stuttering and his confused facial expression.

I don’t ‘need’ this job. It’s nothing fancy and i’m really hard working so it’s not hard to establish myself in a new place work wise. But i don’t want to get fired. I don’t want the confrontation. 

How do i let my boss know i can’t work the next 10 days without looking like the worst employee ever?

They love me at this job because i get things done and if they ask me to stay later or close, i never say no (i have issues with not being able to say no and then regretting it later for things like work)  so i try to be flexible with them like they are with me. This just feels shitty though. Ugh ",1.1709778466705387,3.1532417329974782,2.9145088161209074,92.29778272944523,81.29219143576826,5.885396886908223,21.26261060517988,7.010146845296331,0.4648691984757472,1476,44,325,18,39,489,185,397,0.151,0.77,0.079,-0.9806,7,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,2,0,6,11,21,17,1,2,14,0,33,4,2,8,3,66,62,34,0,9,17,2,5,5,0,0,1,4,0,1,20,22,0,0,8,0,1,6,18,9,0,1,5,12,49,8,48,50,4,64,0,1,3,1,25,24,0,8,38,219,69,16,0.07349253141626487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06514669481491465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16220167185082315,0.0,0.06115167350227455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05622158537553824,0.08302564168299698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741119222343065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04480036501834042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774535347650056,0.06330730834165517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218980863418546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520837570074553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509256909580237,0.0,0.0,0.048541123875871485,0.06647820219284023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432006417511375,0.05250307912828176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519044311787655,0.0,0.08353499847982887,0.0,0.0,0.08102577533785976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316697454893367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764889446125267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16960102791644374,0.0,0.0,0.1587690906225499,0.0767071088394778,0.2917199893880525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116871981191975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503021852889492,0.0,0.1795236929941786,0.0,0.0,0.06503857762830155,0.1234304336452992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06632987894317763,0.0,0.04905683539921587,0.07450989174716613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058661037416814214,0.0,0.0,0.1089875616493523,0.056681970899071725,0.07097954480277856,0.15632028183157695,0.0,0.0,0.07051806599843938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04980044128932366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958524972891026,0.0,0.0509504677113526,0.0,0.07678405324204503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14124359252723473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276222027312077,0.0,0.23377684302573296,0.07357884482344658,0.0,0.05856403242864455,0.06690484041492352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491638064616479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822688719983403,0.1560551760012467,0.07833325999728384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17721153871434522,0.06423571177226164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765034453471916,0.0,0.14441207794903446,0.0,0.12856225824031808,0.0,0.06966232652647482,0.0,0.0,0.04989660465518237,0.0,0.0,0.15301663411531685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669559831028825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168835539635974,0.0,0.4815309434657897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hellzbellss,2019/02/13,"Does anybody feel like they avoid forming relationships because they’d just feel sorry for whoever started caring about you? I don’t even want to deal with me. How can I expect somebody else to? 

I just feel sorry for them. My parents, my friends. What a huge amount of energy it must be for them to even be around me. ",2.804569892473122,5.139823758064517,3.475483870967744,88.5498924731183,77.54838709677419,6.068817204301076,24.849462365591396,7.1686216300943375,1.087410752688172,251,9,49,3,6,79,46,62,0.07200000000000001,0.705,0.223,0.8767,1,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,4,0,7,4,0,1,1,0,6,0,0,1,1,12,12,1,0,3,2,1,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,12,3,10,8,2,3,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,2,36,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20770727139834036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14223176392153494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378887312525185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405461546850298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041828580174681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19491174061760674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082157776514782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539259273242753,0.16668626589694846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18026506093247452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399001552695835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25907799625237976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25050198618009195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5223728322467305,0.1651474859089227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376201719211118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,caryatidonvacation,2019/02/13,“what are you anxious about?” infuriates me. Hi all! Do you have any responses to when you tell people you’re having a bad anxiety day and they keep asking what you’re anxious about. I swear I want to scream every time by boyfriend asks me that question after I’ve repeatedly told him that I’m just anxious and not all anxiety has a root. ,1.6677985074626882,4.273549417910452,3.1747574626865687,87.21795708955227,84.67164179104478,6.335074626865673,23.30037313432836,7.6454224807358475,1.318434328358209,269,10,53,5,8,88,48,67,0.29100000000000004,0.69,0.018000000000000002,-0.9468,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,1,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,2,10,11,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,9,0,6,10,2,5,0,0,0,0,11,0,0,1,5,33,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13739048508537804,0.0,0.3091118973138508,0.6847249180604977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.377750236467218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869048764498498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029563061951052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702229001404341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17957767334491792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14006538270029634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263250376014989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17658718273950275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780802486615967,0.0,0.0,0.1930527590849692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916526678965125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LuceCarter,2019/02/13,"Not just that feeling in your stomach.. So I was talking to a friend today and brain dumping a load of stuff I was thinking.

I mentioned in passing that I was homesick even though I was just at work and she said that is anxiety because you feel safe at home. She mentioned she used to be like that, only being at home in bed made her feel safe and I realised that unless I am lay on the bed or the sofa I often feel the same. I keep a duvet permanently on the sofa so I can just curl up and watch TV.

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I always thought I didn't get anxiety often, only once in a while when I get that knotting feeling in my stomach. I know that is probably quite ignorant on my part but I never felt obviously anxious.

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I just wanted to share it here because I don't have many other people to tell and someone might benefit the same as I did from learning that more signs than you realise can be anxiety.

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I wish you all an anxiety-free day :)",3.3552504317789307,4.809759481865285,4.712974093264247,84.18984110535408,73.35233160621762,7.011951640759933,29.44697754749568,7.554174236665415,1.8384828324697755,752,32,147,9,15,250,110,193,0.063,0.807,0.129,0.9468,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,4,0,2,12,9,1,0,10,0,17,3,3,2,3,40,34,14,0,2,8,0,6,1,1,1,0,1,7,0,11,5,0,4,10,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,10,8,29,6,21,20,5,18,0,1,1,0,15,12,0,4,6,115,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910299034362461,0.355605889459113,0.3988004109959417,0.0,0.0,0.2510730382993143,0.12359132158262966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13337894673892836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212703634438153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07055421276468572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225793778060853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27658066728887554,0.0,0.10504154806606833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452248393075656,0.0,0.11431439581026548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21947505860822988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724010937836748,0.0,0.0,0.0601236032325556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05344751337727667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351731135029678,0.0,0.110914842756305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605654460763727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437633906006993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116507864200166,0.0,0.16640788028639333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846998099737645,0.0,0.07584446819143048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795214331854087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636080039347693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406484055942472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269461077870354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523729347417278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793190402960609,0.09562077871131394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009936412568185,0.10748534551748032,0.08685170389970892,0.0,0.0,0.10369879503973643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448682709695004,0.0,0.0,0.06452719517348597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258050702582992,0.0,0.0,0.07964480006081368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3988004109959417,0.0
anxiety,muppy123,2019/02/13,"I’m starting a new job today and I’m freaking out So I forced myself to interview for a new job, like a real grown up job doing what I went to college and got a degree for. I’ve been so anxious to get into this field that I’ve put off even looking for anything for two years. I interviewed for a position because it seemed really low stress and I’d probably be able to just work from home, which would be a dream.

The interview went great and they gave me the job. I emailed back and forth with them a couple of times and tried to have them just send work over so that I don’t have to interact anymore, but they want to sit down with me for the first few projects. I have my first in person meeting this morning and I’m totally freaking out and I can’t stop farting. I’m really thinking about skipping it, but that feels too destructive and I don’t want to disappoint everyone.

Anyway thanks for listening to my ramblings. Sorry if it’s not important 😂",2.9482115384615386,4.597404856410262,4.170304487179486,86.87084134615385,74.7948717948718,7.746794871794872,27.059294871794872,8.472884824447931,1.864852564102564,757,29,156,14,16,248,115,195,0.14800000000000002,0.7859999999999999,0.065,-0.9426,4,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,4,4,10,9,1,1,10,0,11,0,0,0,1,29,29,15,0,4,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,10,14,0,1,3,1,0,5,4,6,0,3,5,3,17,3,29,21,2,25,0,2,1,0,14,9,0,2,11,104,27,11,0.13311432354316538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15038129611798134,0.13201364006907207,0.0,0.0,0.1095417462005998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235669814786658,0.0,0.08114525610943177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14728846712561408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792075526917563,0.0,0.0,0.12719644063450766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06730660162132772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22645395120866554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954673996020999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646368476234708,0.14675901164118393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13352451999232556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5283817049580624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06503293461899237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178250607719104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571252863316833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623029285907993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435197549876274,0.0,0.0,0.1338166615837484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15151324262630453,0.1705528884976223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12118228072934445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490105869763889,0.0942190033395157,0.0,0.0,0.11128953494693172,0.1524820078723433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255378464515222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852942836056537,0.0,0.0,0.07762003253505312,0.0,0.12617681406960696,0.0,0.0,0.09037588783212608,0.0,0.1300333518339617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570285537979164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467966230797085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938176258467323,0.0,0.0,0.09456059620854178,0.0,0.0,0.08572126003726739
anxiety,DankyBum,2019/02/13,Global Warming Anxiety? I feel like I've been worrying about this for a long time. Now that it's gotten more and more serious now I can't help but get more anxious and have the feeling of impending doom. Has anyone else felt this way?,2.0097872340425518,4.4459138085106416,3.3908936170212804,87.49400000000004,81.12765957446808,7.164255319148936,24.293617021276606,8.238735603445708,1.7009353191489356,187,7,37,4,5,61,40,47,0.26,0.643,0.096,-0.7996,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,9,3,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,4,2,2,3,6,3,6,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23838192172062184,0.3520322645524669,0.0,0.21788598523265368,0.3192827756736719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603113981713949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31512024433540703,0.22261529651376996,0.29919587851540524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628041318464659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088665999308582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522376241953335,0.0,0.0,0.2757663452115333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18170315413768826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473426806580287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164565738834891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SparklyH,2019/02/13,"I freeze whenever I'm forced to think on my feet. Help! It's something I've been wanting to fix, but was unable to and I really need help. 


University student here. 
I'm okay with talking in front of people when I'm given some time to prepare. In fact, I do very well if I'm given at least a few hours to organize my points, come up with a script and rehearse a few times. So I usually ace my presentations. 


 However, when I'm rushed to think about something to say, I freeze. 


For example, when I'm expected to read an article and present it to class in maybe 15 minutes time, my brain just stops. 
While I'm reading I'm okay, I can process the information, I can come up with some points to present, but 15 minutes later, when I'm actually in front of people, I just forget all about those points.


Whenever I see someone looking at me, I freeze. My mind stops working, I suddenly lose all track of thoughts. Same thing happens when I'm suddenly asked about my opinions on a topic. When I'm listening to others, I can understand what they are saying, and I form some of my own opinions in my head, but those disappear when I'm prompted to saying them out loud. 

It happens even when I'm with my friends. I'm really frustrated. What is wrong with me and how can I fix it? ",3.2212499999999977,4.672112375000001,4.56684375,85.11878125000003,73.6875,8.245000000000001,28.815625,8.841846274778883,2.21000375,992,41,207,20,20,329,126,256,0.094,0.82,0.086,-0.6217,1,0,2,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,2,3,18,7,1,0,6,2,9,3,3,1,3,41,39,20,0,4,6,0,3,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,10,13,0,2,5,2,0,6,0,3,1,0,5,10,27,4,37,34,11,43,0,1,2,0,12,15,0,6,22,125,37,5,0.0,0.0,0.12741682015738298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206468738073795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457585414861354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22494781324872187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862398035435661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087753170225172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309240345510075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400179019016786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750357240237025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285844776895846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964534294764172,0.1460736692375653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117443029896456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318377907135811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968154953454268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810406506909898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3702906295895477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612093051354746,0.0,0.16729209789874672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115018885913518,0.0,0.0,0.1040468421019777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106309599835828,0.20103728108193586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21832359380659389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494667245762457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867444535294511,0.1673270944732128,0.0,0.1036574542782612,0.22840805915648346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359272654950013,0.0,0.0,0.14380365780494012,0.10773336221627253,0.0770131670775716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739749821632775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095056019054483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142757052835056,0.0,0.0
anxiety,not_a_fence_sitter,2019/02/13,Can’t get out of stupid anxiety attacks Today is the second time in two years that I had to drag myself to the ER because I can’t get myself out of a hours long attack and I’m so embarrassed. It’s always because I’ve done something stupid because of my anxiety and lost a relationship and then I can’t handle the fallout of my poor behaviors. I don’t even know why I’m posting. I can’t stop my anxiety from making me act poorly and therefore losing relationships. And then the anxiety gets worse so I have to do this. And I’m so scared. And I have no one to help and they’re trying to take all my stuff at the ER. I guess I just need some support right now. How to get through this...,1.6876127320954917,3.4439194482758637,3.652413793103449,88.74281167108755,78.65517241379311,6.6684350132626,23.56763925729443,7.61054688173877,1.0290265251989392,540,18,117,8,13,183,84,145,0.287,0.6779999999999999,0.035,-0.9868,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,7,9,4,2,7,0,11,0,0,3,1,20,25,14,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,1,1,0,2,1,6,8,2,3,3,0,16,1,16,22,2,16,0,2,0,0,3,5,0,2,9,78,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925905915966115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4385772615758007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32610897732728045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621113573562928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466726847085161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946657455543498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995285456341372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15789020520307326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606867497662223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14114764815126152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876844953290693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683936731094247,0.0,0.16034559723049435,0.15645771322150265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567149515283888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627472085390982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712168831617952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726708676572244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077578632122969,0.0,0.12239997553403653,0.0,0.0,0.143494745198961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033967678408904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982730091311852,0.0,0.0,0.16407445496075476,0.0,0.16264511757437367,0.0,0.0,0.107763627104386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357478535514619,0.0,0.1358566829755114,0.0,0.0,0.09730922778780997,0.0,0.14000908159405626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12932979679993795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460618618970657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229751230459712
anxiety,bagheera_013,2019/02/13,"Does anyone have nightmares about being at work then wake up with anxiety? The most random things happen, time gets lost, things are messed up, you get in trouble...then you wake up restless with anxiety about actually going into work. Is the weekend here yet??",5.5150000000000015,8.085718543478265,5.055869565217392,79.29728260869571,70.08695652173913,7.208695652173913,26.71739130434783,8.07648339933343,1.937582608695652,207,7,33,3,4,63,35,46,0.212,0.7879999999999999,0.0,-0.8290000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,3,4,3,0,1,2,0,4,2,2,0,0,5,9,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,10,7,1,11,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,2,4,24,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.2798245359081738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4387226379241769,0.0,0.0,0.20050076263754835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509349742650904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996278311421051,0.0,0.16296541020349947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535701751089986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31301914933525793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38100505759765385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16720497621429686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4175116971895017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway4days72189,2019/02/13,"Friend had a scary dream about me and now my anxiety is through the roof My friend is a doctor who’s working on his residency in another state and I haven’t seen him in awhile because he doesn’t get much time off. This morning at 3:47am he text me asking if everything was okay, that he had a dream about me that scared him and he missed me and hopes to be done with the having so little time soon.

I asked him what it was and all he said was that yes, I ended up dying (he doesn’t remember other details). I’m 33 and have had some health issues in the past (that he knows about) but I recently lost 70lbs and am working on more so I’ve been feeling good lately. But I feel like this just took the wind out of my sails. I also recently had a weird dream the other night where I believed my father was contacting me (he passed almost 2 years ago) it wasn’t a warning or anything and was actually quite nice, but now I’m connecting these 2 situations and starting to seriously worry I’m not long for this world now. I have a wife and a young child who would not remember me if I passed, and my  greatest fear is dying suddenly in my sleep or an accident. 

Has anyone else been in situations like this? This is a rare anxiety attack moment for me but it hasn’t been this bad for a long, long time.",4.836446629213484,4.800439955056182,5.723368445692888,83.75112008426967,68.92509363295879,9.221816479400749,27.548923220973787,9.017664075816787,1.849269850187266,1016,29,221,17,16,335,143,267,0.14400000000000002,0.727,0.13,-0.7186,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,4,12,16,1,2,15,2,29,3,1,0,1,34,45,22,2,4,11,2,2,2,2,1,2,1,0,1,19,13,0,0,5,3,0,3,7,8,0,0,18,4,26,8,22,25,5,40,0,2,1,0,23,14,0,7,24,146,45,3,0.0,0.0,0.11243777250321016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213528115629028,0.0,0.11537585115368156,0.0,0.0,0.0921411245544865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12081786504729272,0.1762854568661358,0.0,0.0,0.08056426883008827,0.11805616292724963,0.09481596702737397,0.0,0.21542966671807387,0.13107900270463993,0.0,0.0,0.09620360763168503,0.07023683841601541,0.0,0.0,0.1298131066299185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23915964307384904,0.0,0.0,0.11793220950731685,0.0,0.11790972081280432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962512455283583,0.0,0.1020504242720688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355200558693604,0.0,0.0,0.12965415621360438,0.1165170492784688,0.08231295177096755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17803685488639828,0.0,0.06019751949957974,0.0,0.0,0.09664078852771528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224731160891636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443912519586084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025939535788385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633217146855925,0.0,0.1299728008506082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258101679766692,0.11548037372447885,0.0,0.30589733359201843,0.0,0.0,0.1257758751850682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469971119467604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812585050421683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999020771687844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255029650507085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22753103816884676,0.0,0.26104283965878994,0.0,0.10960028654998284,0.0,0.11535498500036395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25902346217912964,0.11530287536634574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155307199167729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015565398792317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280132874097938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16776257690793547,0.11701116280689194,0.0,0.08184874427489112,0.0,0.0,0.074197686700689
anxiety,sorinamaria,2019/02/13,"Let me help you for free Hello! I'm **Sorina**, a mindfulness and relationship coach. I can help you with support in regards to anxiety and mindfulness. I am currently working towards my digital coaching certification and need to coach 4 free clients as part of the certification process. If your goal is to achieve success in any of these areas, you can sign up on www.coach.me and use the promo code GIFTYNEZQ for free coaching.

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Together we will create a personalized plan to find the roots of your anxiety and learn mindfulness as well as CBT techniques that will help you manage it better.

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Up to 3 months of free coaching (1 daily exchange on chat). A plan to identify your main goals and the actions needed to achieve the goals, as well as the way to overcome possible roadblocks.

Here is the link to my profile: https://www.coach.me/Sorinamaria?ref=p05V9

Here is the package information: https://www.coach.me/plans/532458-managing-anxiety-with-mindfulness",5.2546153846153825,8.879007564417183,4.663588957055218,72.79320316186883,86.85276073619629,6.924870221802737,29.5821142048136,7.882392219407189,2.926344218971213,815,38,120,18,26,246,95,163,0.019,0.772,0.209,0.9863,1,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,1,7,0,10,4,9,0,0,12,0,9,0,0,2,0,23,14,13,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,9,0,0,4,7,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,14,13,31,11,2,12,0,0,0,0,16,8,0,1,2,83,18,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827694933012448,0.0,0.24360997941008444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081960844030306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14552673494268364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201710163758343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16281607864202405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6430784677044301,0.0,0.12709010268769474,0.0,0.0,0.2361233454375871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17242275291868406,0.0,0.0,0.13902718863676014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794997590442823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17094567659769438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18068412211377693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13751735845191554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638363032611827,0.0,0.0,0.2863207994333924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591607904830994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,suiitelife,2019/02/13,"always scared someone is going to kill me. i told my therapist this issue and she told me it's just anxiety and im not insane; i just always have a fear someone is hiding in my home or going to enter my home and kill me, and it prevents me from sleeping.  

right now, my boyfriends grandmother is in the hospital so we're staying at her house (in a 55+ community) to care for the dog and the home. my boyfriend left for work and now my anxiety kicked in and woke me up, so i'm just laying here wishing i could fall back asleep but i'm too anxious.  

is there anyway to manage this easier? and i do have means to protect myself; but im still scared!!",1.779,3.5206592888888903,3.6567592592592617,88.8829166666667,78.33333333333333,6.5740740740740735,23.10185185185185,7.492282038375204,0.9305185185185184,504,16,108,7,12,170,79,135,0.14800000000000002,0.753,0.099,-0.7077,0,0,0,0,0,2,15.0,0,0,0,1,13,6,2,3,5,0,8,2,2,0,0,19,18,13,2,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,8,0,2,1,0,0,4,1,5,0,0,3,0,18,1,14,14,0,17,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,4,74,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310933519741685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124624539874901,0.15687774951585232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677849485159943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158196521195598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087227988453263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15626155831866273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578401840886881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4178782882376512,0.0,0.0,0.1602313877723138,0.0,0.0,0.29999572571379324,0.1449388208591132,0.0,0.0,0.3072667548128417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15087706134085802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126452676698765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858981962053025,0.0,0.0,0.27805587174985513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13896513239177752,0.0,0.23531946652886465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801144913199354,0.1108976452835009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16123278905149493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26538262228453163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15968771955084832,0.0,0.0,0.10109526165902356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,khoppertop,2019/02/13,"How do you deal with little criticisms at the workplace? I have a hard time dealing with criticism, be it well-intentioned. When someone points out that I messed up a basic part of my job, It launches me into the anxiety and self-doubt rabbit hole.

I work an office job that requires attention to detail.  A “Hey you messed (standard job-related task) up” can throw me into a tizzy for days, especially if it’s early in the week.  I take It personally, and start filling in blanks that weren’t there in the first place. Tons of self-doubt about my ability to do my job. I feel like the person is out to get me, even though they probably aren’t. It takes a day or some sort of positive interaction with that person to make that feeling to subside. 

If any one has dealt with similar issues, be it work-related or not, I’d appreciate some input as to how you work through things. 

Thanks in advance. 

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anxiety,Cute-dead,2019/02/13,"Worry appointments One thing that's helped me not ruminate as much is having worry appointments. Worry appointments are spending 10 minutes in front of the mirror saying worries out loud. Sometimes I don't even have worry appointments but I say it out loud in private. It feels good to get it out so the worry isn't bouncing around in my head. 

I read about it on anxietycoach.com so there's more info on that site(not sure if I'm allowed to post links)",2.9696511627906967,5.8507368953488434,3.680279069767444,83.99437209302326,81.20930232558139,6.2306976744186064,24.879069767441862,7.554174236665415,1.5908269767441858,367,14,64,6,10,116,60,86,0.15,0.775,0.075,-0.5789,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,6,1,1,1,1,12,9,5,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,1,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,5,5,2,14,9,2,11,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,1,0,44,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737294653462314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450403807154033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234634896633994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475422317323348,0.0,0.0,0.12001004581739495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684298620171146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590457101783184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051814288361074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695578560605084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703260791655167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312030583820318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275684400102049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14151134707047675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13485270143708322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505704792916116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8718377751382622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bananaslugsforschizo,2019/02/13,"How do you live by yourself without being anxious about someone breaking in? Any tips? I just had an interview today for a job in a big city. I currently live in a small town with my spouse, but if I take this job, I would have to move out to the new city a year ahead of him. My parents live closer to the job, so I was considering living with them but then, with traffic, I would have to commute 2 hours each way which would suck. I’m looking into the idea of finding a small apartment closer to the job. I have never lived by myself though, and I think I would be terrified of someone breaking in if I was alone (I’m also afraid of random roommates though). I know logically that having someone else there doesn’t change the chances of a break in, but when I’m alone I get rather terrified. I don’t even have the job yet, but I’m just trying to mentally prepare for all options. Do you guys have any tips on how to lower anxiety while living alone?? ",4.792754749568218,5.0564065440414545,5.478354922279795,84.43166018998276,69.05181347150258,8.091364421416236,29.55483592400691,7.793537801064563,1.7542369602763381,745,26,154,8,12,242,108,193,0.149,0.8320000000000001,0.019,-0.979,8,3,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,1,1,14,2,1,1,13,0,19,0,0,2,2,32,29,16,0,7,10,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,1,20,0,30,20,2,31,0,0,1,0,8,15,1,4,11,110,23,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30780164551596256,0.0,0.07922153816311073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13473399252779686,0.0,0.07578377796150948,0.111914254149683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479669980928176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275535769441067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06543091464318125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054280777056904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05175691214339917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808905015951556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755819979222266,0.0,0.0,0.11183132938718432,0.0,0.0,0.4915292488429411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054443047670336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5248525787762224,0.0,0.08318890791309913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983332928919723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052894781958816,0.0,0.0,0.07640435374319733,0.09567674100992543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999897791010826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518101132705693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744838869161867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06347628581063201,0.1946599829433403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390119916578388,0.0,0.0,0.06725803235471922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863248461165101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549427318142728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28148922425367784,0.0,0.0,0.06379404307245297
anxiety,KiddisThyName,2019/02/13,"I got a weighted blanket and it literally changed my life (bit of an exaggeration)! so i saw a post on askmen about items under $200 that improved their quality of life. someone said they used a weighted blanket when they sleep to help with their anxiety. i was confused at how it could work until i saw the reviews, i forked out the money (because why not at this point) and it has made me sleep so much better!

it feels as if you are more safe with the added weight. i guess there are studies on this and stuff but for anyone who struggles to sleep, get one!

if anyone else has one, what's your experience? if you get one, tell me how it works for you

Edit: pm me and i can show you the brand i got",2.9877622377622366,4.291355888111887,3.9205594405594395,90.1085314685315,74.03496503496505,6.598601398601399,24.88811188811189,6.980632752743323,0.7730055944055945,544,17,120,5,11,175,93,143,0.045,0.89,0.065,0.4042,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,5,4,3,7,4,0,2,8,0,7,8,3,4,0,21,18,15,0,4,5,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,11,7,3,1,1,1,1,0,1,2,0,3,7,7,21,2,17,10,4,10,0,0,2,0,13,7,0,5,2,85,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303935892067227,0.0,0.0,0.1883601916967811,0.13800833671600515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210727001146427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912453022068815,0.1470492751280431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424867571373246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754096478663708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251826226470113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175506582576396,0.0,0.0,0.06810455198297251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407424963605809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21545172029302154,0.0,0.14837892384593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028151296656983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19027452769589231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744925704858542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901445187157727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738132788399349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273279058247602,0.0,0.1289981388495108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281233683639346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4043691829376555,0.0,0.1141244794909339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408097981707347,0.15419063536191055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177271419262882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163310344646998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4920573691786223,0.0,0.0,0.12153898999438426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19611542191594472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OldBloodNewBlood,2019/02/13,I suffer with severe anxiety due to persistent thoughts but today I’ve woken up today calm and happy I’ve had these thoughts for over a year and felt like I’d never see the light of day but today I just feel full of life and feel great. ,2.6237999999999992,4.058050379999997,3.916999999999998,89.24350000000004,75.2,6.6000000000000005,20.5,7.1686216300943375,0.4106000000000001,189,4,40,2,4,62,37,50,0.091,0.624,0.285,0.9382,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,13,8,5,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,5,2,4,7,3,1,10,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,8,21,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729711691942271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458202532157665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228652897443064,0.0,0.21709809431587695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492836692783176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24069501281607555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15970599908708702,0.110464416354859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743875899826798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18017793511598032,0.0,0.0,0.2554364523711451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35900726430372343,0.0,0.0,0.6429687452383948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14560543845509394
anxiety,FlockaTV,2019/02/13,"Anyone elses voice always fail them when talking to other People? Whenever im talking to someone over Phone or in public and so on, my throat always tightens up alot, i feel some sort of weight over my chest and when The words Come out of my mouth The sound is very very weak and apparently unhearable. For me i think i speak in normal volume but other People always say ""sorry what"" or"" what did you say i cant hear you, just speak up "". The worst is when they say nothing at all because they didnt even notice that i spoke.


I would guess all this is because of anxiety, but i just cant seem to improve it i tried The whole talk from diafragm etc and that works good at home but then ill try and have a conversation with someone and baam same shit over again.

Its just a bit frustrating, The only place i can talk to People are indoors in quiet rooms. Outdoors, at bars, busy Streets or shopping malls im just fuked.
At The same time i see other People being able to get themselves heard and understood at a busy bar at nighttime with very loud music in The background ",3.946132075471698,5.3746571509433965,4.271839622641512,88.03530660377363,71.83018867924528,6.620754716981133,24.57075471698113,6.9077264865688965,0.8408716981132072,844,24,169,7,16,264,128,212,0.153,0.83,0.017,-0.9836,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,3,2,10,6,2,0,11,0,12,9,4,0,2,36,23,18,0,2,10,0,2,0,0,1,2,12,2,0,10,11,3,0,4,4,1,1,3,5,0,0,5,15,19,1,29,16,10,27,0,1,1,0,20,20,1,8,6,113,29,2,0.11765882568756272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937047052721813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000867960461761,0.0,0.0,0.08226978662470365,0.12055537119364725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14344745613880214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284529642821359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135266010541996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828885121120416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122069234759018,0.07771254469982193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05949183751978455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06147188023280713,0.0,0.0,0.09868664070155296,0.0,0.0,0.12961446146814914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326100477328675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802139547888757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541834441968505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152806678397287,0.11289681652329328,0.13395535288273608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948483884513407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262792604160104,0.0,0.1229284304389996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280701061998655,0.0,0.0,0.09375885073347308,0.10711217594950773,0.0,0.0,0.12077509376552553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19938388237550192,0.0,0.0,0.1317094224872882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37827882900223375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539102464543469,0.0,0.0,0.06860780744562985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15976523862739206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29124256026388384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14327675221526145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136187704126082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565702641039638,0.0,0.0,0.08358145397181843,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BigHawk01,2019/02/13,"Thoughts since years and they don't stop coming Hey dear anxiety community,

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one of my biggest problems is that I always think too much, I'll overthink everything and that for years now. When I get no time to think my mind is like a dam, the thoughts get more and more and they tend to flood over. I am currently in a job that's not good for me, but it's just for a short period of time because I am waiting for a place at the university and since I am in retail my thoughts are going insane. 

Do you have some tips on dealing with that thoughts? Is there some way to calm them down?

I hope you have all a great week. =)",4.593,4.721874107692312,4.9075000000000015,88.82125000000002,69.46153846153845,8.346153846153845,28.55769230769231,8.07648339933343,1.5141538461538455,494,16,112,6,8,156,84,130,0.07400000000000001,0.762,0.16399999999999998,0.9331,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,3,0,5,7,0,0,7,0,11,0,0,0,1,24,24,7,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,2,6,0,1,2,3,1,0,1,4,0,15,6,16,20,6,22,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,3,11,74,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603485878702035,0.17713884899476315,0.19865544378331232,0.0,0.0,0.12506763902478127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966058130281953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14083017286719218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16854863460241687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14693219832505558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708311456384678,0.0,0.09291382452153832,0.13712572176424775,0.0,0.1802457606623736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16238016969461205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16223631050865173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987182958935418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16507596662958735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018226680199738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110783493080896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17080984446792175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643564441347727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704774211222184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13668303333437254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095126269484769,0.0,0.5191638716252704,0.19066197912432287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129768922394269,0.13113996733054034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19865544378331232,0.2105614305734192
anxiety,justme_nooneelse,2019/02/13,"I just want to know what it feels like to enjoy going to work. I’ve been working for 11 years. I’ve had had roughly 10 different job titles (some short term contract, some long term permanent) the longest I’ve held down a job was 5.5 years... but I have never enjoyed what I’ve done. 

Every night I have trouble sleeping because I’m so scared of having to wake up and go to work the next day. I have this massive fear that I will mess something up or not be able to handle a situation. I throw up almost every day before I go to work. 

But this is the part that doesn’t make sense, I’m good at my job! I’ve been promoted several times, always score very well on reviews and receive outstanding feedback. 

But I’m still so scared. 

I just want to know what it’s like to go in everyday and not even love my job but just not want to run away from my desk crying... 
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anxiety,daveshorty,2019/02/13,Recommended CBT therapists in London? Would anyone recommend anyone? I've done an NHS course of CBT that's come to an end but would like to keep working on it with someone privately for a while,4.722342342342344,6.749865378378381,5.484864864864863,77.70585585585587,70.89189189189189,9.257657657657658,28.54954954954956,9.725611199111238,2.9076738738738745,157,6,28,4,3,51,32,37,0.0,0.821,0.179,0.6966,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,5,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,17,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4384589803484527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700808269270615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208530078624948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776970834603257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786824430262025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531763353298808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26565540446542185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640358566196991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282556817055447,0.0,0.0,0.4454495457937702,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NythilMahariel,2019/02/13,"A phone call Hi, 

I've never posted here before, but I've lurked. I made a big leap today that I wanted to share with at least one person. I made a phone call. I spoke to the person and I didn't hang up in a panic. I kept stuttering and the poor woman on the other end had to keep asking me to repeat myself, though. I hung up and I nearly passed out. I know it's not a really big step, especially because of how much I stuttered, but the last time I was able to make a phone call was nearly three years ago. 
It's not a huge step, but I wanted to share it with someone. Thank you for reading.",0.6091145833333336,2.2804850156250005,2.8590625000000003,93.56302083333335,81.65625,5.204166666666667,15.354166666666664,5.985473137389443,-0.7124708333333336,454,6,105,3,12,155,78,128,0.135,0.792,0.073,-0.8173,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,1,11,0,4,0,0,4,1,21,15,8,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,5,6,0,2,1,1,1,4,4,3,0,2,8,1,15,3,18,7,2,24,0,0,0,0,15,11,0,0,8,69,20,1,0.17243480479005524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528530503256141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612032654910844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511465651802372,0.0,0.14672931845285234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5282256451727949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272605568235728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532679773980989,0.0,0.0,0.09476565915288468,0.1405573804707114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263239631830125,0.115101571175565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675942212361987,0.0,0.13299235172261215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684628637356533,0.0,0.0,0.20231509026692807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011268408444005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651448776062996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17248146809713727,0.0,0.11046615139403436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14610345052652207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15875480090402574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16941632020690556,0.0,0.10054812135704856,0.0,0.16344803266846392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20341303099382846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104236078764716
anxiety,wolfenstein72,2019/02/13,"Not sure what motivates me anymore Short background - have dealt with anxiety as far as I can remember, maybe not so bad before starting elementary school (yes I actually have some memories from then).

I was good in school, but school was not good to me. Daily harassment from other kids (name-calling, not being included etc etc). Only physical a few times though.

Never had any idea what I really wanted to work with. Only knew that I liked logic and computers. So ended up studying CS and working as a programmer.

Struggled a lot with social anxiety the first years. Never felt comfortable sitting at a desk all day, but had no idea or drive to do something else. If everyone else seemed able to do it, I should just adapt yes?

I don't think a day at work (and we're talking 20+ years) has gone by without me thinking about what I could do instead.

I've gone so far as to starting my own company (for consulting) and taking long breaks to work on apps/websites on my own.

What gets me when I'm alone is the anxiety. I have less anxiety when at an office, I need to have some form of interaction with people throughout the day. But the boredom...

I can no longer see any long-term goal. Before I could at least think about ""making it on my own"" some day, when sitting through completely uninteresting meetings, or struggling to get anything done at my desk. 

Now I've tried that and basically failed. It's frustrating, because I feel like I have the skill to do it, but anxiety keeps me from staying focused.

I've talked to my therapist about this in the latest sessions, and he thinks I should try to start a company with employees where I could have a more free role and work on things I actually enjoy. Easier said than done.

Any thoughts would be appreciated.",5.106211442786068,6.494055764179107,5.704496268656715,79.02550062189056,68.97014925373135,9.284825870646767,30.67475124378109,9.621722640351123,2.8796393034825862,1391,56,260,31,24,450,188,335,0.12,0.77,0.111,0.2016,1,1,1,0,0,0,50.0,0,0,0,10,14,14,2,2,14,2,29,0,0,2,4,57,53,26,0,9,13,0,2,2,0,3,0,1,0,1,13,12,0,1,14,0,1,3,10,6,0,1,12,4,27,9,44,33,15,44,0,1,1,0,10,16,0,8,23,177,40,16,0.08468705472690607,0.0,0.16528469831789994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771024841768728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17277030377143196,0.0,0.32392682533710515,0.0,0.08398680219865494,0.0,0.0,0.06969023023553769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071015331632745,0.051624442524698486,0.0,0.14412489215257293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879276564251895,0.0,0.0,0.20284716645322165,0.0,0.0,0.21846457725447355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17332851940601862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14149033483763307,0.0,0.07500759403847587,0.0,0.18889690406484408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809221099755593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0428203194312075,0.06050044881817535,0.08131285324146903,0.0,0.0,0.07203476548830436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849098153104967,0.0,0.0,0.14206296710966362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19120275328589434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527374537639506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274763446240246,0.0,0.0,0.1498907569742284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07199790549107968,0.0,0.0,0.056529266635966975,0.0,0.08507952918698887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06279437801422677,0.13063175479341918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881664252930414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058711340653015615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0542526957940269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959339242508988,0.0,0.08055678218568453,0.0,0.0,0.2571234618290997,0.06748461814740668,0.07709591400003933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632778740180086,0.0,0.06519623216392371,0.0,0.0,0.17982579965274806,0.09026513236770596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17706659426295668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981654684998392,0.0,0.0636741257206326,0.13613649340173745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983281977921108,0.05626231613164162,0.2170561806224231,0.08320460128952288,0.06723206181735482,0.04938170264651267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499390231059707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04995061904385815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163529869214207,0.0,0.3082659222957073,0.0,0.0,0.060159253887691874,0.0,0.0,0.109071373339945
anxiety,Owlman19,2019/02/13,"Theoretical Anxiety? Does anyone get anxious about the Multiverse theory? 
Here's a little about me: last month I was hospitalized because of my anxiety and depression. I actually have grown to appreciate it because I got the help my family said I didn't need.
Recently, I have been experiencing some weird things though. My heart and mind race when I am driving alone, I see things that aren't there, and things that didn't use to plague my mind do. To elaborate on the last part, the Multiverse theory made me cry last night. Also I kept thinking what if I have already have died and this is the afterlife. 
The other night while parallel parking I looked towards my house and saw a humanoid figure with a face like Darth Maul at my door. It nearly made me crash. I also cried all that night. 
I guess it could be the meds? But I love the way the Zoloft makes me feel.",4.019535283993116,6.073386168674703,4.886092943201376,81.15060240963857,72.855421686747,8.839242685025818,25.71256454388985,9.424239791934726,2.266249225473321,688,23,133,17,14,223,106,166,0.15,0.779,0.071,-0.8818,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,12,0,14,4,2,4,1,23,30,12,1,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,12,6,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,10,6,23,2,11,18,3,18,0,1,3,1,3,5,0,3,11,89,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.12245783211830295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299673470695937,0.13847872812103434,0.20070483629623315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919953979984374,0.14176531142377136,0.0,0.08774387367774565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15299219783144002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019166729891188,0.0,0.27568455408332765,0.0,0.0,0.10808231805952233,0.0,0.13023635549243248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981507697827116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829857625815045,0.0,0.06345031986050502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655621111366942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003639269993742,0.0,0.13823878000013326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870345430617893,0.08411171806330067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14479588506023147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068675188405834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06130692092073833,0.12577157928050708,0.0,0.0,0.10537801039651874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325749195632355,0.2374788730050909,0.0837639722724211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938847578962674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534134821777877,0.0,0.10016303480782668,0.0,0.0,0.09304749295121732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532849402984056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589088242925482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390390281428028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936747937684825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999973999258942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501052305586347,0.08040741096244043,0.12329096643399658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838102786923982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960624545722524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lgj91,2019/02/13,"Good week last week no energy to fight it this week I have anxiety related to IBS and last week I made it into work everyday. I even went for a walk through a park which is something I never do due to anxiety.

This week seems to be different this week I have no energy to fight against my anxiety and have worked at home the last two days.

When I think about it in detail I am not even that anxious about going to work, I just can’t face it and I don’t know why...

Does anyone else get like this?",1.1348571428571432,2.9968120571428614,2.889761904761908,93.04607142857144,80.80952380952381,7.2476190476190485,20.02380952380953,8.238735603445708,0.7872666666666666,386,10,90,8,10,128,64,105,0.139,0.754,0.107,-0.3313,1,0,1,0,2,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,6,4,2,0,3,0,9,1,1,1,1,11,16,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,10,4,0,0,3,0,0,3,6,2,0,1,2,0,10,2,14,13,0,20,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,15,58,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080376041843201,0.15163226946296554,0.0,0.09385090445332578,0.13752595074596702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656186587121859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402330655402914,0.0,0.0,0.11745827788357947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212497275494306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17730427916918326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012527678737307,0.0,0.07628126168205128,0.11257875907168127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346352672709044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07376471332858227,0.32822569808473345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655739225600102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700377864521525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352001756127553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219035691295352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333039021348854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600381915312287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111505721423464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6459871100837759,0.0,0.0,0.12442482216675632,0.1211141699800213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931448979466854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gn-ftm,2019/02/13,"I can't gather the courage to attend class I'm  sotting in my car in the campus parking it's  been going  like this for a week now i come and gather all the courage to attend class and i just don't  i haven't  studied  since first semester  and i  fu**ed the exams  really bad (it's  my first year in uni and I miraculously made it to the best public buisness uni in the country) anyway i just can't  go to class  i think i have anxiety or stg but also my stomach makes loud noises which makes things worse i just feel so embarrassed  to even walk in class and i talked to my parents and friends and all i get is ""everyone is anxious and stomach noise is nothing, you can't  just stop attending because of it"" and they're  right about that part but i can't  help it i jus get  dressed every morning get in my car drive all the way (30minutes) and end up in the parking lot. I want to quit or at least stay home to save gas money and all but i won't  be able to handle the pressure from my family and i just don't  know what to do i pretend that I'm  attending normally  just to avoid conflict that leads me to  blame and hate myself, i don't  know what to do i tried to talk myself out of it but i couldn't  do anything  i tried meditating and breathing and all that but nothing worked and i don't  where my life is going i just feel horrible what can i do ",1.6722105263157907,3.3283226771929866,3.264421052631583,91.96294736842108,78.36842105263158,6.244210526315792,23.329824561403512,7.087006719466742,0.6853256140350878,1053,34,236,12,25,348,138,285,0.157,0.785,0.059,-0.9793,1,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,6,14,11,1,3,10,0,23,4,3,4,5,54,42,25,0,3,14,1,2,1,1,1,1,1,1,0,16,18,0,3,5,1,1,13,11,5,0,2,2,3,36,6,29,37,9,34,0,0,0,0,9,12,0,3,8,161,52,8,0.14256744014417105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401113037509618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090637014860471,0.1610606271544544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173208557054928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190378574744297,0.08690778824874874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961573271923048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280922590033452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627243570960078,0.0,0.0,0.0941644496296739,0.0,0.12011921720473773,0.13622929865118075,0.0,0.0,0.13439989439068015,0.0,0.14417276281833896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425355835120427,0.0,0.0,0.1101472506015604,0.0,0.2234568096637084,0.0,0.2430730851056395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075583131406993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555994993597756,0.0,0.14300676670314974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15670267328514398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069959919393492,0.06965124989488049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120573935066865,0.0,0.13490075900090542,0.1903297467010999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13968582140759794,0.27359460776691163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15830427056106325,0.1543866445805164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15163802156640818,0.0,0.0,0.09133235280430003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175181490786348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117933259738534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15195792199217914,0.0,0.11919276370791396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291806160584681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471547231553236,0.09135145902345937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19358786697067665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408996999203712,0.11316339801833335,0.11435900094823137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379079439497364,0.0,0.14528840138407012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180875719571292
anxiety,ChrysMYO,2019/02/13,"I'm unemployed, technically fired, but being on the other side is not that bad..... Hi all, this sounds like a weird post, I know. I was staring down a question for 6 months, at least. I had a job that was spiking my clinical anxiety. It was crippling. I could quit. Lose my healthcare. I ended up being fired. Too many absences(health related). So I'll be without healthcare soon anyway. 


But why this post? Because, like most things, the problem isn't as bad in reality as it is in your head. Sometimes you must actually jump in the water to find out the answer. I've come to realize, my current situation was inevitable. Events made this reality expedited. And this is a reality so many Americans already have endured or will endure. I'm just writing this to let you know, if you are afraid of this outcome. You can survive it. You may even see a possible future thriving in this situation.",2.6508446265364007,5.408643173652699,4.3013677907343215,79.87895367160418,81.33532934131736,7.108603844941695,29.14875512133627,8.20500826718156,2.545198802395209,698,34,124,15,19,233,111,167,0.11,0.83,0.06,-0.8186,4,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,6,0,3,7,8,0,1,9,0,20,3,1,1,2,24,27,9,0,4,7,0,2,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,14,3,1,0,6,0,0,2,3,6,0,0,6,5,14,2,17,13,3,20,0,1,2,0,9,10,0,5,8,90,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.15484596770294085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17510413414356935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213875531001492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649775140256711,0.09672809208855934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366862780837513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669075885389847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14054081959381592,0.0,0.0,0.10480473314057374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450280017930586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16284849088443276,0.1686663454479206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574625451491823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744095772943234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16225809336363026,0.0,0.15504323949959128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775190955249991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15014411599232014,0.0,0.32174736377607555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665455352743515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17888459729946374,0.30393761361560395,0.0,0.0,0.15183256229242822,0.0,0.0,0.17775467562706584,0.1687726360291266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264451108716692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35671943481224955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569357169146275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541801963853467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431814090869885,0.0,0.0,0.15295906945227952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xsavxo,2019/02/13,"I want to understand my partner better I have been together with my bf who was diagnosed with depression and anxiety for 7 months. I have never been with someone who has anxiety before but I have read and researched on how to be supportive and make sure my partner feels fine when things are closing on him.

I understand that I have flaws and ego, sometimes we have disagreement and I regret hurting him when I’m not as patient. 

I am sometimes overwhelmed on how to respond to him. For example, I told him I’ll be going out with my friends. He starts asking questions like which friends, where to, and such. I answered but with each answer I added “don’t worry, I’ll be okay.” This upset him because to him I sound like I’m dismissing his worry when he hasn’t addressed the problem yet.

I made sure to not do that kind of thing anymore, but i want to ask those of you who has anxiety; how would you like your partner to reassure you when you’re worried without sounding dismissive?

I want to learn as much as I can because I feel he’s such an amazing person and he could use as much help as he can to be better.",4.691417797888388,5.6039909321267,5.319800904977377,83.16392458521874,69.54298642533935,8.427269984917045,32.38039215686275,8.648137234880735,2.558051342383107,880,39,172,14,15,284,115,221,0.138,0.647,0.214,0.9535,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,4,0,2,11,21,0,2,2,1,23,1,0,6,3,46,41,22,0,7,6,0,2,3,6,1,1,2,1,4,10,16,0,0,8,1,0,1,6,6,0,0,5,4,33,15,30,30,3,15,0,4,0,0,34,6,0,1,11,125,43,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818476223432928,0.0,0.1217943820247717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22962128366911255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14972750265683274,0.0,0.104502146257395,0.0,0.0,0.21723068386784325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805368080415616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577595324333704,0.12464942369238713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419271139509501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897651877859796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06979567410726882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231686104456744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147049611389522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788757164309705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799960840190451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620565980752375,0.08197653578899337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980256593007998,0.0,0.18055875689931536,0.0,0.0947185357185251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723283354601147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751245105310056,0.0,0.0,0.13757515057181535,0.0,0.12284309499855693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040563966126422,0.0,0.2429241853522101,0.0,0.08692545164819404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393631747935011,0.23149368101791395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16317882917669602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117350084996708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556987926511476,0.0,0.10606828889484116,0.0,0.0,0.21730931356851665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838432343333502,0.0,0.0,0.37415812524784303,0.0,0.08724060160061814,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ummgh23,2019/02/13,"I need to let this out (Psychosomatic Disorder) After a week of vacation where I felt great and thought ""Hey, maybe it's going up now"" I am sitting at work again unable to cope. I feel every heartbeat over my whole body, am nauseous as hell, my ears ring, i can't breathe, my walking is unsteady because I feel like I am in a rocking boat all the time, I'm twitchy and tired. 

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""going up"" yeah right. fuck this illness. I'm on Lexapro 20mg, Wellbutrin 150mg and Trazodone 50mg and still feel like shit most of the time, at least it's better than without medication.

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I had a lot of sick leaves thinking I'm dying, but every single doctore i went to confirmed what i kind of already knew but didn't want to believe: It's all psychosomatic. And it's hell. Sometimes i'd rather some doctor finds a physical cause for my problems, so it can be treated, but that's never gonna happen, because there is none.

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In April I'm going to a rehab clinic specialized on psychosomatic disorders for 6 weeks to get intensive Therapy. I hope to come out as a changed person. If even that doesn't help... I don't know. This life isn't worth living.

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Just needed an outlet.. stay strong fellow sufferers <3",3.4354971109782824,5.537112916317994,4.351500298864316,84.13521617852162,74.64853556485356,6.560749153217772,28.535764096433553,7.447530270364453,1.7206149033672045,973,41,183,12,21,314,153,239,0.14300000000000002,0.787,0.07,-0.9417,0,0,0,0,0,0,54.0,0,0,0,3,9,15,4,0,9,1,14,14,4,1,3,36,39,12,1,7,7,0,4,2,1,1,9,2,0,1,11,8,0,0,9,1,1,6,8,6,0,0,6,6,16,9,29,30,9,31,2,1,0,1,4,13,4,5,12,107,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628352408878724,0.0,0.0,0.3781452010125773,0.4240775140404363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637466248552607,0.0,0.0,0.0983018720330562,0.0,0.07716631970715407,0.0,0.09691606681034573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963069592034248,0.09229987001774463,0.0751589139391365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905526461821017,0.0,0.1999941524861956,0.1786099611746286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05762838837194832,0.0,0.14702527179275598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235001108741895,0.12466410305888015,0.08377453485486233,0.0,0.079745730576193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066203963694382,0.045584987619356906,0.0,0.14876007034847205,0.0,0.0,0.09619441159312432,0.0,0.0,0.07715567174732682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05848243078329481,0.0,0.0,0.08665981835447174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085837289898303,0.04795080601285135,0.0,0.0,0.09238609192653847,0.0,0.0892199439915481,0.061627882221688024,0.08525275292999551,0.0,0.07704413225430083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417758450964634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765524390276468,0.0,0.0,0.08789608999024529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293908551953109,0.06729326335772925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.076184109621914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348731593600803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451178127301315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956178228447755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629335882813338,0.0,0.0,0.09299783707332283,0.06967867153772025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977899395196704,0.0,0.0,0.05590684573267093,0.0,0.06926745872951114,0.10175338841616044,0.10028206016319836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05146283409444464,0.0,0.1399747982681542,0.0,0.0,0.08088244692723362,0.0,0.0974125000878944,0.0,0.08410674208372422,0.0,0.06351968532019861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4240775140404363,0.0
anxiety,truffleshuffle27,2019/02/13,"Heard my roommate/coworker complaining about me I live with my coworker and her boyfriend and another person and tonight  I heard her complaining about me. She was complaining a lot about how awful I am at work and how she’s the only one doing this and that and she has no idea I heard her but all I could do was cry. I’m an extremely anxious person (I have GAD) and lately my life hasn’t been that great and I’ve been a little depressed on top of it all. I understand she was venting to her boyfriend, but it sure does hurt knowing she said all these awful things. I have my issues and I know I need to improve and work harder but man it really sucks to know I have to continue to live here and I feel so isolated and hated. I just keep telling myself all I can do is work harder at work and just keep to myself at home. I’m doing my best to just be positive and know I’m going to improve on my faults. It’s hard but trying to combat the anxiety is what I know I need to do to feel better. ",2.2274415986490297,3.6521168947368463,3.9405910498170553,88.70766676048412,76.22488038277513,7.405685336335492,23.298902336054038,8.124751697461798,1.1516769490571348,777,23,170,13,17,261,100,209,0.213,0.653,0.134,-0.9351,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,7,10,12,2,0,5,2,21,1,0,2,5,44,43,21,0,3,7,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,1,3,10,15,0,2,9,0,0,1,2,8,0,1,9,7,35,4,21,32,6,11,0,2,0,0,20,7,1,1,3,125,45,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14256382749997126,0.10400750523765592,0.15359385197915865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267954316974918,0.1202438110120638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855140768994752,0.0,0.14934348948820067,0.0,0.0,0.11710043447776028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897777043681106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13748890950555245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726807002936817,0.0,0.0,0.14989418559698348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179167175870395,0.13423038704129847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363769690028441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455458612651509,0.15348004401257384,0.0,0.1419048390595309,0.0,0.2416914517143137,0.0,0.0,0.3735948324325026,0.0,0.15336655678281605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09603116296151888,0.0,0.13626564310538386,0.2401068267485542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558663788759632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016222828539516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212866594990286,0.10340219283028576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374265797374938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709818237625051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12932720123421265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813881508442626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883329301320147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032446037240974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230656402430636,0.0,0.0,0.14153708284720293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3959162010666485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ninajordan12,2019/02/13,"How do you manage? I feel like I'm always panicking or worrying about something. I don't know how to not feel this way when it feels like the future is unknown. 

My current situation: became unemployed due to mass layoff in December from a well paying, work from home job that I loved. I've been agonizing over losing my job for years and it finally happened.

I've had a health issue plaguing me for three years (pelvic pain) and the only way they can tell what's going on is through surgery. I joined forums and the outcomes and other people's stories have me overwhelmed and fearing a future full of pain.

Next I was supposed to have surgery in December and I went to the hospital and couldn't go through with it. She said she might be willing to try again in June. Only certain specialists are qualified to do this surgery and they are super rare (and she's one). So I messed that up and I'm unemployed. However I have been able to keep my insurance via cobra though the cost goes up significantly.

So... I had job interviews and so far no one really wanted me plus I need to keep my good insurance and how is a new job going to allow 2-3 weeks of recovery and what if their insurance is crap.

I'm afraid my insurance will randomly end and I'll need Obamacare which is really bad and I can't get to the doctors I need.

On top of that I've seen so many stories of women getting worse after this surgery and I'm here trying to get better. To get worse would consume me. I have pelvic pain daily but it doesn't go above a 5.

Early late January they told me to pay back unemployment due to getting a severance so I did. I stopped applying for jobs since I no longer have to. My sleep schedule has become horrible. I barely leave the bed or see daylight. I'm afraid this is going to reflect badly on my resume (all this time off). 

So anyway I don't know how I'm going to get through all this mainly regarding health insurance, surgery, and trying to get a new job. On top of that it feels like I won't be able to get nearly a good of job as I had before.

I feel overwhelmed and I can't seem to push myself to apply to any jobs lately. I feel like I screwed things up with the first surgery. Now I've been looking into other surgeons states away who don't take insurance so I can try to do this sooner but they're all men and I don't quite like them as much.

Basically I don't know how to keep going if things get worse. I feel mentally weak though I my situation is by no means dyer. I just don't know how people struggle through life. I need more fortitude. I need more stamina but I feel weak and like I want to hide. I don't feel like people care. I feel like people will only help when money is involved (like doctors, insurance, etc.) And perhaps no one wants to hire me because I bring no cost savings or money to a company. I just feel like life is scary and people really don't care about each other, probably even me because I'm so consumed with trying to keep myself safe. Any thoughts on all this?",2.7068494271685744,4.4787843126022935,4.133580196399347,86.35490384615385,75.759410801964,7.253191489361702,25.17062193126023,8.07648339933343,1.4750500818330603,2369,82,484,39,52,784,259,611,0.129,0.757,0.113,-0.9209,16,0,1,0,0,0,56.0,0,1,5,8,30,38,2,6,17,0,50,16,2,7,5,89,115,51,0,12,11,0,11,10,0,6,12,1,2,2,26,28,0,6,19,0,6,10,19,17,1,5,13,15,64,21,69,93,11,61,0,3,3,2,19,21,2,8,37,305,90,21,0.10481346569373026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04360659994442873,0.0,0.0,0.07127675087862438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0492378506337825,0.040297542684675856,0.08751486579287793,0.06389331584348175,0.05787911904147334,0.04459426971442085,0.0,0.0,0.04634949641508048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686431372606353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728102346435492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04641681015990776,0.0,0.05844736021845035,0.034614152785685484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05897214439173148,0.29148260650861035,0.2620756629201256,0.0,0.05740901421287665,0.0,0.0445771401875516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24642319413920294,0.0,0.2084876779335409,0.08791256218270331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046343100780589744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141181273381506,0.0,0.0,0.03512712834073661,0.0,0.05256822602921901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054699013395478814,0.4160447668718224,0.18632604839286535,0.0,0.0,0.1152054792726794,0.0,0.11823415465574676,0.055491163149969464,0.0,0.0,0.07403285052191784,0.2560328250265272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04400845661842534,0.058629728932539864,0.0,0.0,0.04729912248975411,0.0,0.0,0.053132201544746176,0.0,0.05708629563042275,0.0,0.0,0.052813660514526316,0.05559526178320514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0385249786384116,0.19429464181324885,0.0,0.1012294983010496,0.05573515492406257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653647542182668,0.1195730456036017,0.16729337609538691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181661149664845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056503321788996974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055741011254895834,0.0,0.0,0.10071928503837166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04985080395843525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0417613809563767,0.04770912132455216,0.0,0.059204691133518575,0.0,0.04335139096716116,0.11781472695181545,0.052444580362572935,0.0,0.0,0.04034526330682997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04381437527813787,0.0,0.054786895893162005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03940334100246737,0.0,0.04580579442841344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06963340927052059,0.0,0.10297869787705767,0.04160509199154622,0.030558787366788718,0.0,0.0,0.05007687907637675,0.0,0.17790365767364713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273254653412752,0.08319605040243455,0.04203751996436048,0.0,0.047119946624929125,0.048581566389633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03815272567369359,0.05322158108934102,0.16022081401019764,0.03722823939179142,0.0,0.0,0.06749643546230355
anxiety,aguitadejamaica,2019/02/13,I seriously wish I had a backbone I don’t know what to do to improve the anxiety I get about conflict. I will try to avoid conflict to a point where I’m scared to say no to things. I’m scared that me not having a backbone will get me in trouble one day. How have people overcome this problem? ,1.2092473118279583,3.1482613225806446,3.0948387096774184,91.2789247311828,80.93548387096773,5.423655913978496,26.46236559139785,6.42735559955562,0.9317655913978502,230,10,50,2,6,77,41,62,0.35,0.568,0.08199999999999999,-0.9374,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,3,4,0,7,0,0,1,0,8,13,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,1,1,7,0,8,10,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207384922720282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186089641340344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015089260129623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857847920366144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195527647455312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000429078624316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727712036480224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761015443698586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22946501558486546,0.5777739336575808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916985236049264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19590520629236124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318160530150727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IIYAKARII,2019/02/13,"How to get over social anxiety? Okay so I’m 13 years old and a male. I have really bad social anxiety, and ADHD which also makes me overthink literally everything I want to say. I was just wondering if any of you people know how to get rid of social anxiety or had a step by step tutorial how to make it disappear or something? I just have trouble talking to people I don’t know well, like I say the most random things sometimes. I was wondering if any of you knew how to totally get rid of it, or just lower the anxiety?",3.3684905660377367,4.6535433490566085,5.830330188679247,76.86172169811323,73.05660377358491,9.828301886792454,28.34433962264151,10.125756701596842,3.0207773584905664,409,16,80,12,8,146,62,106,0.165,0.763,0.07200000000000001,-0.8455,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,10,5,0,0,4,1,6,0,0,6,1,25,18,13,0,3,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,2,0,0,5,0,0,3,1,2,1,0,4,2,10,3,12,14,2,6,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,9,3,55,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796804722826513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195620991720516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20334216363342528,0.0,0.4574951603495071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12483356733471294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436883065312274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23433646478009515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16433220600658555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304242682263666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19959651286326588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568842906738807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073010947644812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577913829709554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377907292449669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4572160498621534,0.0,0.11509914568273852,0.14786798386813785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016947580181088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932697497919914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818413867562977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13442632806482274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242717392834287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627873784412844
anxiety,worldnoob1,2019/02/13,"I am afraid to look at people on public transport Hi I have been getting really anxious when taking the buses and trains. I am afraid of looking at other people for the fear of making them uncomfortable. I understand it's normal for everyone to just look at every other person, but I tend to get oversensitive. I am a 21 year old guy. Im afraid of looking at girls/women in general, not because im generally awkward with girls etc, but because im afraid that if I stare too long or even glance a bit, they might sense it and feel uncomfortable. I don't want to make them feel uncomfortable with my gaze, so I end up overthinking and end up avoiding looking at girls almost completely. it's not even eye contact, but sometimes even in their general direction where they are. I am afraid they might think I'm a pervert or whatsoever , and I am over anxious that just a simple normal glance can make me feel unsettled eg. when they walk into the train and my eyes just happened to be looking at the door, then when they either look in my general direction (not even specifically at me) or just flinch abit, i feel that it is my fault for staring at them and making them feel uncomfortable. Maybe it's because I have read too many online websites/posts on girls not liking when guys look at them etc and I just want to avoid making anyone uncomfortable. But the effect is that I feel uncomfortable even making a very spilt second look (and I might not even be looking or interested to look at the girl) in the direction of the girl. I might just want to look outside the window, but I am afraid to do so as Im afraid the girl might feel uncomfortable as she might think that i am looking at her. I tend to overthink a lot of things in my life, and I feel that this is me overthinking and oversensitive. I used started being oversensitive these few years, and I also know and can recall how it feels like to be an ordinary commuter when I was younger, just simply looking around, doing your own things, playing mobile games, looking at scenery etc. Are there any tips/advice/words? Thanks so much and it would be really great if i could get over this and go back to enjoying my train rides home from school.
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anxiety,Opelousiana24,2019/02/13,"I’m terrified of getting a job. I just graduated college and recently turned down a great job offer that would’ve changed my life in the field I graduated in because I can’t imagine myself possibly being able to function in an office and after the interview I was literally in tears in the shower cause I was freaking out so bad that I might actually get the job and have to go (i’m a 24 year old man, so that’s not normal). I have absolutely no self confidence and feel like I can’t do anything right. Anxiety makes me feel like a crazy person and I feel like I may have a huge panic attack in the work place and freak out. I also have trouble connecting with new people and get super uncomfortable easily and shake violently when I’m nervous (which I think beta blockers have pretty much fixed, thank god). 

I’m trying to convince myself to get a bullshit job for a while to conquer this fear and went and applied somewhere today but I’m fucking terrified I’ll actually get the job. What if I:
1) start shaking and looking like a crack head at work because I’m so nervous
2) have a huge panic attack at work and look like a crazy person
3) can’t handle the work or am too stupid to handle the tasks at hand

The weird thing is that this used to not be a problem. I landscaped for like 6 months collectively and also worked at a resturaunt and even hosted a few years back.... but for some reason now my fears are 1000x worse. No one seems to understand this because no one close to me thinks I have these problems. I have a lot of friends and a great girlfriend and etc but I can’t get over this and it’s making me want to kill myself. What the hell am I gonna do if can’t get a job? How am I ever going to be a functioning member of society? Obviously the answer is just “go get a job and it’ll probably be fine” but fuck...... I just can’t possibly see it working out. Thanks in advance for any advice or anything.... fuck anxiety. ",3.5918859957776235,4.80976334693878,5.154173117522873,82.18540816326534,72.41836734693877,7.957916959887402,27.5478536242083,8.433251757073789,1.8946490851513025,1520,55,305,25,29,514,197,392,0.221,0.644,0.134,-0.9889,8,0,0,0,0,1,38.0,0,0,0,9,15,38,9,8,30,0,31,6,2,6,2,62,71,34,1,6,13,0,4,6,2,4,1,0,1,4,16,23,0,1,10,0,0,7,11,24,0,2,3,7,28,14,36,60,5,42,1,0,3,3,8,21,4,9,20,194,44,17,0.06965539557608329,0.0,0.13594723634129527,0.0,0.0,0.0680664463956953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140678935278506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04736805757702856,0.0,0.10657237392100394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464091106955047,0.0,0.0,0.15848613649439028,0.0,0.053560699627034726,0.058159345798212615,0.12738384787551887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155527871841551,0.07368617254364396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768417863960628,0.046006731842321534,0.0630072931452233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156763370751576,0.10565958274118756,0.14928548555208007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05381558583440243,0.1931858723939943,0.29113655414457623,0.0,0.11876029954532732,0.0,0.0,0.15359063905556009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148653144317167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4838556247378422,0.0,0.07706337489949096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04919966585016471,0.20418064709124487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698597824850612,0.0,0.0,0.059218526418268226,0.0,0.0,0.09299103486009308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738933671553369,0.0,0.0,0.05559827219759255,0.0,0.051204730400957216,0.0,0.0,0.06727361509762432,0.0,0.0,0.0682474984237428,0.0,0.0,0.07309162035836736,0.0,0.09440059747632107,0.0,0.0,0.16345119723030085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04829028086023023,0.1216408093663622,0.07277506298178768,0.0,0.0,0.15705198519306202,0.0,0.07086457886761209,0.07510029755290762,0.13330161279931835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161734774196464,0.06877629984184662,0.0,0.0,0.059485327231359714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05550633195967178,0.06341165605876571,0.07266576886315869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04930244750310525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825865949784182,0.0,0.0,0.046275949716445205,0.08926472984710576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660251704145,0.0,0.0,0.04729144129591074,0.07576506833641886,0.0,0.07251372332416585,0.0,0.06015989731231674,0.0,0.0,0.04108455701984348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06457124954657541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30425974542687617,0.0,0.07098479891895522,0.049481194506317605,0.0,0.0,0.08971158201829336
anxiety,OtherwiseLaugh,2019/02/13,"Am I actually having panic attacks? I have had severe anxiety my entire life, and I’ve always been aware of that. I’ve just truly never thought of myself as someone who has panic attacks.

Over the past year, I’ve begun to question whether everything I know about myself is a lie. 

I pretty much always have anxious thoughts, but several times a day, I experience periods of painful, debilitating anxiety episodes that I’ve just always thought were ~normal anxiety~ and nothing else.

I don’t hyperventilate, but my heart rate increases to dangerous levels (I have an Apple Watch), I get extremely hot and then cold, my chest constricts, and then there’s so much pain in my chest that I try not to breathe a lot because every breath hurts.

I have literally just been living my life thinking this was normal and that life is miserable and that it’s just how general anxiety feels for everyone. 

I’m starting to wonder if it’s actually panic attacks that I have just stupidly never recognized. That would be cause for concern because it means that I literally have so many panic attacks now that I am struggling to live my life, and I haven’t been getting treatment for it because I didn’t recognize it. 

Avoidance is always a part of anxiety, but I am doing anything and everything to avoid feeling those periods of severe chest pain and other really distressing physical symptoms that accompany /pretty much anything I do that involves other people./

In other words, it has gotten so bad that I am literally unable to function because I am so terrified of.... being terrified? 

I am in grad school and have a mountain of work to do, but I literally have not been able to do any of it because of this problem.

It’s hard to sleep. It’s hard to read. It’s hard to be alone, and it’s hard to be with other people. 

Could this be a serious problem involving panic attacks? If so, how do I communicate this to doctors and get help? Like... immediately???

 I feel like I’m on the verge of cracking from the stress of feeling stressed about stress. 

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anxiety,xThrowthisnotthatx,2019/02/13,"Think I'm having a panic attack right now My heart is Jack hammering, so annoyed at myself, I haven't dealt with one in a while...",2.93888888888889,4.002543814814814,4.534259259259262,86.5991666666667,73.81481481481481,6.881481481481483,20.907407407407405,7.1686216300943375,0.5162740740740741,101,2,21,1,2,34,25,27,0.34,0.66,0.0,-0.8679,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,1,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,3,0,3,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4775920669675079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4974743570484869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844726830304157,0.0,0.0,0.4925540924918457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585136342530408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26899593729754673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,happiercola,2019/02/13,"My version of depression and anxiety This is very personal to me but I am so curious to know if it feels like this for anyone else. I was writing and all this just flew out and I was shocked by how real it was. Also I know this post is probably an absolute mess but I just really needed to share this

Depression is knocking at the door saying let me in let me in
I say no you may not come in I’m better without you. Depression then leaves but anxiety comes next. Please let me in I miss you I haven’t seen you in a while
I decline I say no I’m better off without you
Depression comes back banging LET ME IN NOW
I’m trying hard, so hard I’m refusing no you can’t come in go away
Anxiety comes back banging you have to let me in I protect you from anything that could be bad
They have a good point but I know it’s unhealthy so I say no
Anxiety doesn’t give up keeps coming back you need to let me in you don’t know yourself without me 
I give in and anxiety slowly enters
I walk around I sit I sleep I eat, every moment anxiety is beside me. That person right there they looked at you funny they hate you. They’re tailing you they’re going to hit you speed up. Why are you sitting you need to be with people but don’t go out the world is scary. In my sleep it creeps in as a nightmare of all the bad things that could happen. I wake up exhausted because all night long I’m battling anxiety. While I’m fighting with my anxiety I forget to lock the door and depression sneaks in. Look at you you’re ugly no one wants to see you. Stay in bed. Ew food get that away from me. Let’s eat everything we see then feel bad about eating too much. You’re failing at life. You’re future will turn out crap. You want kids but you don’t. You love your boyfriend but you don’t deserve his love. You’re too much. Push everyone away. They said hi not hey they hate you. Anxiety and depression are louder than ever and I’m trying so hard to kick them out again. I beg I compromise but it doesn’t seem to work. I give up. I give into it. I lay in bed all day I barely eat but when I do it’s too much at once and I feel sick. After a while I’m hating life I hate what I’ve become and I’ve had enough. I get out of bed. Anxiety and depression let their guard down because they thought they won. They haven’t. I kick them out and for a moment I can breathe. They’re banging on the door but this time I don’t beg for them to go away. I tell them to. I go out get help. Talk about my feelings to loved ones and they help me keep the depression and anxiety out that’s when I realize I’m not alone and anxiety and depression are lying to me. I deserve to be loved. Im not an awful person for not knowing what I want. My future is in my hands so I will make sure it’s great. I got this. I will conquer life and in that moment anxiety and depression is gone for now. They will be back but I will have an army each time they come back.",-0.3603584009175052,1.8059282316293943,1.828178913738018,96.24999672319164,90.16613418530352,5.382780371917753,18.24928319816499,6.900799576094004,0.08576896862455996,2267,64,528,34,78,758,235,626,0.249,0.638,0.114,-0.9984,0,1,0,0,3,0,44.0,1,24,16,6,28,37,7,0,14,1,50,20,6,2,6,96,120,44,0,9,22,0,8,1,0,6,5,5,6,4,24,38,5,5,12,0,0,17,23,25,0,2,11,18,102,12,80,88,10,96,0,12,5,4,69,46,1,3,30,349,126,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04583995760759858,0.0,0.035394664101794926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4401636039591768,0.0,0.0,0.0309475844541213,0.04534954671066378,0.036422165679519655,0.039400737014193575,0.0,0.0,0.16633471085906973,0.1701658384887864,0.11086562251009233,0.05396090649700809,0.0488816347922373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828865380423741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26688218067218594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706759333812891,0.0,0.0,0.028544004665273383,0.0,0.3812102800964697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811559035947105,0.03697350690397832,0.0,0.0,0.045732357296370194,0.0,0.0,0.040035656530348684,0.03729091476546683,0.04229227664630617,0.03977798700133543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951663746853808,0.031619315406095534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05351930431795464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937198757072678,0.16983269897659972,0.12576974094832774,0.03712314414448424,0.035398723315633304,0.048796748475865424,0.0,0.0,0.039138925488368496,0.0,0.11894465851884732,0.17479014034295196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05933301982780927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0478083384487555,0.0,0.0,0.0786805500900462,0.0,0.0,0.12162054850551048,0.0,0.0,0.04686489387216864,0.0,0.3620703609603499,0.09378632972750313,0.02162317473906893,0.0,0.0,0.03916866084308067,0.07433441765588858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159785322916249,0.0,0.029543858704415813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760846229357066,0.0984545709798906,0.0,0.0,0.047070956386440564,0.04153496256771376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047135399701251135,0.05998337189491236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03068427481590388,0.1159382371650376,0.0,0.04858413144752737,0.04183995655750344,0.0,0.04238879521736996,0.0,0.0477197093870575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050377510099855485,0.028354055770689494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037797753414688065,0.0421013455897552,0.14078914717004035,0.0,0.0,0.0705388957584637,0.04029259400396593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858382320154169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04717521516385896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04171447681420947,0.0,0.0,0.035574469340599525,0.03868514503500997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02940434251306577,0.0,0.0,0.03513745450705515,0.05161666274452599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060099198236760576,0.048142113420487784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03651909204334233,0.07831699148335873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039937718510870336,0.0,0.0,0.1279950301877202,0.0,0.03222176898327636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jentoki,2019/02/13,Anyone else really anxious when shopping? I had to mentally prepare myself for twenty minutes just to buy a drink around the corner. I do this whenever I have to go places alone. ,4.48,6.988797606060608,5.5060606060606085,75.17909090909096,72.93939393939394,8.036363636363637,29.181818181818183,8.841846274778883,2.901472727272727,143,6,22,3,3,47,29,33,0.13699999999999998,0.863,0.0,-0.5095,0,1,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,5,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34186450046938593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728977198236046,0.0,0.23080039887271964,0.3382071219495252,0.0,0.2938421844275473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233538414108052,0.0,0.0,0.27574042664984283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18759271128268648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33264414025893035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34486452368650083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21145842226348588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ronswansonchairs,2019/02/13,"DAE feel as if their anxiety is not as bad due to how their life appears to others? I’m not sure how common this is, and I really don’t know how to deal with this. 

On the outside, my life is very well together. I am in school, working, getting involved in student organizations, and just overall a very driven and structured person. 

But on the inside my anxiety is almost tearing me apart. My sleep has been horrible, it’s hard to eat sometimes, and I’ve been feeling on edge for a while. 

My question is, how does one relay to others that things are not going okay? Even when it looks like everything is going well? Also, if you’ve experienced this, how have you dealt with it? ",3.4200410116199578,5.227322323308272,4.651770334928231,83.24693779904307,73.88721804511276,7.242378673957622,26.376623376623375,8.00094639256281,1.655547368421053,531,19,102,8,11,175,87,133,0.094,0.8220000000000001,0.085,0.3956,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,2,2,11,6,0,0,4,1,13,4,1,5,1,25,23,17,0,2,7,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,10,6,1,0,4,0,0,4,4,1,2,1,3,5,10,5,15,20,0,14,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,5,5,75,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18550371390497555,0.0,0.0,0.14814643304750846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28343545576573703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15467817856410387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19098729071619752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621157940126206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895596527337414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235759163708053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649308695541926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18733855619071044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967868347091531,0.0,0.21056663742554396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16594993752864914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180998127036417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26169877240606443,0.09050506029787696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556552248542413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12553195254002694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16175542016181454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20752530310616432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867755582527915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18748551599514326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853863819031696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18321955304973295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17459837812543996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307359230446817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057055836888393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331286611457032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13486609528556484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Macsilver18,2019/02/13,"''ill do it tomorrow''  

Having to push a appointment for tomorrow due to being scared of not having the mood to go or not be prepared, overthinking on how to act, afraid of what other people may think, and feeling anxious has been a problem for me.

I got so used to staying home that i can't even go out anymore afraid of what might happen wish i could put into words how i feel but its almost impossible, what can i do? Any little steps i can take to at least get a tiny light of hope?",6.406060606060606,5.095836676767682,7.030989898989898,79.91981818181819,66.07070707070707,9.940202020202019,30.91111111111111,8.841846274778883,2.2445498989898987,377,11,79,5,5,125,73,99,0.069,0.855,0.076,0.3973,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,3,4,0,14,1,0,3,0,21,26,6,0,4,4,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,7,3,0,0,3,0,0,6,3,4,0,0,2,3,7,1,16,19,1,15,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,5,3,58,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210550981638844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15012154974207306,0.0,0.0,0.2493912776720025,0.21893048681484986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17625558515560802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14580715857951265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22324158399238989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533582157046847,0.0,0.25092127659495983,0.0,0.17655862167673045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19521367131008252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22143611939148056,0.219260372088296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22125535885030104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23418707374648165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304431237081967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112335371152744,0.0,0.22192060494006172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22101511952430075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352963662662848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16598092767664988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145143655261144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19066217782231268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538583357437202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mejanly,2019/02/13,"feel like anxiety is going to kill me before i'm 30 i've had anxiety basically my whole life and managed it to varying degrees... right now it's pretty bad since i've moved to an entirely different country. this is something i've wanted to do for a long time, but it's like...everything has changed. even things that i thought would be the same are just a little bit different and it makes everything so much harder. my support system has basically evaporated (all my friends ghosted me when i moved except my bf and one other friend who has always been long distance) and im struggling to figure out this new medical system/make time/overcome anxiety about how much work it is to even get set up with a psych and a therapist. 

and on top of that, last wednesday i woke up, went to work, and i actually felt totally fine and normal (i.e. not anxious) and at noon i started shaking and feeling kind of weak. spent 9.5 hours going from a walk in to urgent care to the ER to figure out wtf was going on. got 2 EKGs, 2 blood panels (the ER wanted to redo everything that hard already been done to get results faster, i guess), a chest xray, probably some other crap i forgot. at the end of it they told me there was nothing physically wrong with me and i'm probably just anxious. 

i spent that whole time up until the ER insisting i literally didn't feel anxious, because ive had enough anxiety to know what it feels like physically for me... and so now of course my anxiety has truly been triggered, i had to take thursday off to sleep through like 3 mg of klonopin because im tired of doctors wasting my time and dealing with all this crap, and now i think im just having anxiety constantly thinking about how little support i have and doctors not believing me. 

i've known for ages that stress is supposed to have a really bad effect on your body and i'm doing the best i can to manage it, but like...this is all i can do, and i feel like im already feeling the effects. 

i don't know what i'm getting at. im sure this doesn't make sense but im trying to ride this out until the klonopin kicks in and i can pass out.",4.903570370370371,5.368549425882356,5.930535947712421,80.57955991285405,68.85882352941178,8.931590413943354,31.740740740740733,8.94667605116694,2.5601224400871465,1666,68,331,28,27,554,206,425,0.132,0.736,0.132,0.4349,2,0,1,0,0,1,48.0,0,1,1,6,16,23,3,3,16,0,34,13,6,8,5,70,73,28,2,4,9,0,8,4,3,1,7,0,0,0,24,25,0,1,17,0,2,10,5,10,3,1,19,8,32,13,53,52,13,54,0,0,0,0,8,20,2,2,26,208,56,7,0.0,0.0,0.06626590158164665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14987065523020202,0.0,0.05650275531461951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116847961738157,0.2301414130561364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339639078919996,0.08278903642899567,0.0,0.05778251717215091,0.0765061629773961,0.07126255653285242,0.0,0.07413513927410542,0.07542762156174572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923410880489829,0.0,0.07183493815860857,0.0,0.0,0.07338164308013323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000751384219647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418934372168446,0.0,0.13900816450797035,0.0,0.06949082840179574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060144053200494735,0.07016445867904318,0.0,0.08970178861754244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18308705850456386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20601014627492134,0.14553495252124546,0.06519985921332595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492712939035806,0.0,0.10643334923335973,0.0,0.11577665766916398,0.0,0.054310173500891686,0.0,0.07480548391062504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06082992488705559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687316739642972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4400970847659753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07512729429554436,0.07071305297759864,0.07463809394154944,0.05535198647658917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04796361151310262,0.1990509704964916,0.13611815512655429,0.0,0.12018833262530818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065480005116652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840757400437181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434544539509306,0.09983660474704,0.0,0.0,0.06558348484420949,0.0,0.0,0.0665329010791752,0.06515708892614046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046014474953429814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908423201891296,0.14642707157060966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04350195555442607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0579908638961858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05617207118847757,0.0,0.06795446780030255,0.0,0.0,0.05227691550441458,0.0,0.0,0.048063810959320975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778543755833019,0.07098949647630957,0.0,0.0,0.15411654839770525,0.06400006161459805,0.0,0.05105643040453048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884343492052166,0.045113348561330084,0.08702211184213368,0.0,0.053909324176532464,0.15838480298831456,0.07804729940417357,0.0,0.06488654582054396,0.0,0.04610332771607975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010476079609752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06294901143433637,0.0,0.15162796910426973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887191966691873,0.0,0.0,0.048238067261128365,0.07424392479398735,0.0,0.0
anxiety,21sacraments21,2019/02/13,"I'm so scared of loosing her. Every single moment of every single day, my anxiety will flare up over irrational crap, I literally joke with my fiance that I will ""sob like a baby and beg her forgiveness if it's a cold tempature outside"". She reassures me and reassures me everytime, but I see the exhaustion in her eyes of seeing me blow up over the dumbest things
...I'm just so scared to loose her, she is the greatest thing that has happened to me in my life.

Please, I need advice, any advice.",7.158556701030928,6.254099494845362,7.912082474226807,72.89039175257734,64.36082474226805,11.471340206185568,33.832989690721654,10.793553405168565,3.575071752577319,389,14,73,9,5,131,64,97,0.211,0.638,0.152,-0.7671,0,0,0,0,1,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,3,10,1,2,5,0,4,4,2,0,0,8,10,6,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,17,5,12,8,3,8,0,1,3,0,9,6,2,1,3,53,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.440194102464178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15316753477459544,0.0,0.1723041710335269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525795233556296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3795404312094861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19917458113266212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15909015305829444,0.110038451941976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670089107014734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24724041117662365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4509990879205831,0.0,0.3589662935541714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29927227334136697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,swagachu11,2019/02/13,"Lost stuff while moving Hey guys,

I’m not sure if this is really a vent but moreso something that makes me stress when I think about it.

A few months ago, my dad and I moved and my paternal grandmothers sister-in-law came and got a lot of stuff from the house including some of my stuff that shouldn’t have been taken but was accidentally put with the other stuff.

She absolutely did have permission to take all the stuff she did, and it’s my fault that I did leave that stuff in the garage with the other stuff, but during the house showings, the realtor didn’t want anything in the house that wasn’t necessary so some of my stuff was moved.

The only things I can remember were:
-lunchbox (which I replaced for 15 dollars, no biggie).
-most of my books (some of them I hadn’t read in a long time {like 6 years or so} but others I did appreciate owning).
-some notes people had written me during college and some of my old sorority stuff but I couldn’t tell you in details what they were. 
-I know I’m missing other things but I’m not sure what.

And I guess that since I can’t remember most of the stuff that I lost, it’s would seem like it’s not stuff I NEED, but it still feels weird and makes my anxiety flare up a little bit when I think about it.

Thanks for letting me rant/ramble. I appreciate it!",4.6394786096256695,5.145193598484852,5.0376827094474175,86.60446524064173,69.45454545454545,8.484491978609626,24.999108734402853,8.4952907291091,1.2993964349376108,1026,25,222,15,17,326,138,264,0.117,0.8220000000000001,0.061,-0.8889,0,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,2,2,7,11,0,1,15,0,22,0,0,2,3,48,44,21,0,6,12,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,35,10,0,0,7,3,1,5,10,6,0,0,19,1,31,5,20,21,12,21,0,3,0,0,9,6,0,12,12,160,66,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058894814195914885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050826213576901765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054674238888500544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07253498024711648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598935433489121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0335939250875066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05313792353635776,0.0,0.07319085592826857,0.06578578090280875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22998759311473935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03651353948169972,0.0,0.0,0.07035008367149259,0.0,0.06793912800167154,0.0,0.06491819468475038,0.06659006639802181,0.0,0.05879707260464837,0.0,0.0,0.14505363309311184,0.05648468473969311,0.0,0.0,0.08869807483203118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05303156068037295,0.21184476348892609,0.0,0.04926421985981479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697173229859719,0.0,0.0,0.050530410522810175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04606094503459122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06679028202903918,0.0,0.0,0.06645771212402993,0.0,0.042562993982981336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15052653074261976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0604842372470162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0549596333667238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05114855209852365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05305885626913251,0.0,0.07610648920406812,0.0,0.8366335807218809,0.0,0.0,0.1252373233660489,0.0,0.04995441038005093,0.0,0.058071254732382525,0.06116877930819596,0.0,0.0,0.08827921222831868,0.08514379584818946,0.0,0.0,0.03874154236671682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039187875675000115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04719687978204371,0.0,0.0,0.042785009475001134
anxiety,SociallyAnxiousWoman,2019/02/13,"Was this an anxiety attack? I don’t know what happened but with the pressure of a test and the pressure of finding someone to talk to everything felt overwhelming and suddenly I felt like crying. My stomach hurt , my eyes watered, and I felt like wanting to run. I ended up in the bathroom crying my eyes out. There’s much I could’ve done to prevent it but it just happened, my mind went blank, and I went into fight or flight mode. What happened?",3.894975369458127,5.675936724137932,4.447947454844009,85.3096551724138,72.5632183908046,6.810509031198686,30.81937602627258,7.447530270364453,1.9973100164203608,353,16,66,4,7,112,58,87,0.258,0.665,0.077,-0.9584,0,0,0,0,1,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,8,2,3,5,0,3,4,3,0,0,19,13,7,0,1,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,7,1,1,5,0,0,3,1,6,0,0,7,5,10,2,11,6,1,9,0,2,2,0,2,4,0,1,4,44,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12882142246049966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915731891138109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444940071157327,0.0,0.3699471630845219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17232616038837487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14914765007992878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15134222522367635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4850557255324671,0.0,0.15390963085129308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4467324158013194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802699222385256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254527858903512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16453820960327706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17003056107145215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237894205462128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426802140423323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534921591122834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993235091183917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122069973896806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cupbell2000,2019/02/14,"Anxiety has been severe and I don't see my psychiatrist until 3/11 I've always had anxiety, but it's been mostly worrying/obsessive thoughts. Sometimes I'd have a knot in my throat, but the fears of reality have always been numbed by the worries. 

I started taking meds for depression and they have helped me with depression. 

The problem is when things got too tough or I felt to overwhelmed I would usually sink into a deep depressive state where I could barely move, or talk. The depression numbed everything.

I'm not getting that now. The anxiety is getting out of hand. It's been bad but this last week I've been having constant physical anxiety attacks. I can't breath, I hyperventilate, I have a knot in my throat, I feel like crying, I even shake sometimes.

I see two therapists, one specializes in anxiety. But I don't see my psychiatrist until 3/11. 

I don't know what to do he said he has no appointments free. I'm thinking of stopping my depression meds to let the depression numb the anxiety because I can't keep up like this",3.6222815923056335,6.148423720812186,4.865866951643066,78.64404755543683,75.751269035533,9.020464867753141,29.65776115415442,9.549672527348893,3.2445390862944166,831,38,149,24,19,274,111,197,0.348,0.581,0.071,-0.9961,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,0,5,20,1,3,10,0,24,7,4,0,0,23,41,11,0,3,7,0,3,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,7,5,0,2,5,0,1,2,7,16,0,2,10,7,21,5,17,28,1,21,0,7,3,0,6,8,0,3,12,97,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708373977585079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4711931232621535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678695409984638,0.0,0.0,0.08571415769799355,0.06257864535857624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093555418004483,0.0,0.0819631184420387,0.0,0.11276369766140128,0.0,0.0,0.5305090178910878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780386220271482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226133151683223,0.0,0.0,0.11551746411049353,0.05190637327549788,0.07333805355507615,0.09856664706175568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726790411372526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210403776809065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06880870331679323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912460994511961,0.0,0.0,0.05641750420678236,0.08367901067629814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497355485793083,0.0,0.10030587485388114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280571719904795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910795470185716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956291880366086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822871375238884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765014510741137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454125863452217,0.0,0.0,0.1159729878187711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20306044212890995,0.0,0.07266102639531556,0.0,0.0,0.08582569916561553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718515372020743,0.08251166428452622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919248165123655,0.0682006304778914,0.06577834590445787,0.0,0.08149804913014305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028079766278084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306198527141642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234510977793168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425298497800073,0.0,0.07292446039050776,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,That_one_sander,2019/02/14,"I have a car and I don't drive it First time posting here, the flair may be wrong, sorry.

So my parents gave me a gift that every young adult would want to earn, A CAR, great, now I can go wherever I want whenever I...wait, I barely leave my house, when someone at home announces they will be leaving, I ask where, and if it's somewhere I'd like to go to, I'd go with them.

It's still odd to me to have in my mind that I can go wherever I want, and yet have nowhere to go.

When that came in the conversation with some family members one of them said ""Why don't you go out with friends somewhere"" and I love going out with my close friends, I'm just never the one who invites them, another family member asked ""what about the hot chicks, why don't you go out with them?"" And I don't have female friends anymore(that's an exaggeration, but I don't talk to them at all, they're just names on a contact list by now).

My car is also always in the back of the garage, so in order to take it out, someone else has to move their car out, so I can get out and then they'll have to move theirs back in, and I don't like to ask people(even if they're my closest relatives) to do that.

I talked to a friend of mine who was diagnosed with anxiety almost 10 years ago and since has taking some medicine to help with that(seriously, he is 20 and almost a third of his hair is white) he told me I could have anxiety too, but on a much lower level, and I don't know how to help myself with that.",4.935294117647056,3.9820179171974535,5.668306481828399,87.32174784563509,68.87261146496813,9.04428624953166,28.024728362682648,8.124751697461798,1.4313715249156982,1142,30,271,13,17,374,154,314,0.039,0.846,0.114,0.9607,2,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,2,9,2,19,9,0,0,14,0,30,3,1,1,2,48,54,22,0,7,6,1,2,2,4,4,1,1,1,2,12,26,0,0,1,0,0,16,8,1,0,4,5,4,39,8,44,42,4,52,0,0,1,1,37,19,0,7,17,180,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738087005084141,0.0,0.19741742799411025,0.0,0.0,0.07883046426154684,0.08202237198487004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10336457731352112,0.15081934884676554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27646320888541565,0.0,0.0,0.15159631984015545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127436428323946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870418863902481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005164187182186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234683923643485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651079175938218,0.0,0.08305376525809287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18585564473684832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384792162527213,0.0,0.0,0.30463548158805376,0.0,0.05150141625132063,0.0,0.4481799647764816,0.0,0.0,0.10867938528088272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321456105816972,0.0,0.09887885309673657,0.0,0.0,0.1137424194961848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0541742917794616,0.0,0.0,0.2087535754477652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963176199998414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896786780800615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953274080912196,0.0,0.0,0.20953944193682014,0.07246403371544415,0.0,0.07602718675796033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359406493729575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094559724288113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440768803067848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093767484537533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154233351147391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16704470859091794,0.0,0.0,0.1103467433572777,0.0,0.0,0.07872219461082754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823240047468922,0.15846184757749465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057479927992540675,0.0,0.0,0.09419272331890903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17442642711469314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17789737361000835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07002491603625784,0.10777638688875599,0.0,0.06347912637303832
anxiety,bendieben,2019/02/14,"what is your experience of using marijuana with GAD. I’m interested in how marijuana affects people with GAD. My personal experience has been positive - being high put a lot of things in perspective, slows down thinking pace and makes me more mindful of the present moment and my surroundings. What’s your experience?",7.9105555555555584,10.209053203703702,8.686111111111114,56.83250000000004,63.25925925925926,12.807407407407407,39.425925925925924,12.161744961471696,6.08757037037037,259,14,37,10,4,87,42,54,0.0,0.8859999999999999,0.114,0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,4,0,11,8,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,8,6,2,9,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,3,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7390350875825487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660797463435169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21410291545076304,0.0,0.0,0.16810323456636686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254283702653618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17459215123127386,0.2198944612297417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531658656164377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16730939367797887,0.16136705912099758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21750641542157795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,moonmeetsun,2019/02/14,"Heavy imposter syndrome :/ I'm in a show right now and I was cast in a supporting role, which is awesome, you know?

My character is a tap dancer, and tap is something I'm still in the beginning of my training with. I'm improving and having fun with it, which is why I haven't worried up until... now.

There's this other girl in my theatre company who wanted my role. She makes comments about it a lot, and about how she's done the show before and there has literally been times where she would literally my lines!!!

And it's so hard not to be worried because she is a wayyy more experienced tap dancer than me. I noticed it from the beginning but I thought ""well, maybe the casting director preferred my singing or my acting"" so I was able to let it go

But then today I heard her sing separate from the chorus and she's a really good singer!!! And now I'm here like ""wtf so she's a great singer and she can tap why do I have this role and not her??? what if the director decides to replace me with her??? what if he regrets casting me???""

And now I'm anxious about the whole thing when it's supposed to be a fun passionate thing for me ",1.7832467532467542,3.806246090909096,3.2677705627705653,90.33594155844158,79.43290043290044,6.624242424242425,25.218614718614717,7.686295010490155,1.2727212121212124,881,34,190,14,22,289,120,231,0.059,0.79,0.151,0.9724,0,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,0,0,18,9,0,0,15,0,19,1,0,2,0,31,33,23,0,6,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,16,14,0,0,4,5,0,2,3,1,1,0,6,3,29,8,21,23,3,21,0,1,0,1,19,7,0,4,13,137,45,2,0.18225358160518126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058946707943412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110009172993307,0.0,0.15508437433544067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865086910740895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357891046166083,0.15286565728781473,0.0,0.2009352171313768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632634108665589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016180210728057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18636663524923927,0.0,0.08903989398829426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15494547763097075,0.0,0.0,0.12165568094371318,0.0,0.18309821926874528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074969106261044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675631124595368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15564356287417333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030771122404953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455479456964467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206819204602904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421623625348925,0.0,0.0,0.1446889858718969,0.1062735290784601,0.0,0.17275508500976505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749788445821082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386785763829606,0.0,0.3289110193349297,0.2034796152115596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3701747178388822,0.0,0.1294677152616078,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheUltimateRx,2019/02/14,"dating someone who doesn’t understand anxiety is real I need help. I have random episodes of anxiety attacks and my boyfriend of almost 2 years does not know how to deal with it. We talk through most issues and handle situations well, but when it comes to my anxiety attacks, he just thinks i’m being psycho (yes he has said this to me before). I beg him to call me to calm me down bc i can hardly breathe at times (we are long distance while i’m in school) and he refuses. Instead, his way of dealing with it is to ignore me, which only makes it worse. I get one almost every time he goes out to the bar while i’m 3 hours away because I am so worrisome due to past situations he’s gotten himself into. Does anyone have any good advice on how I can explain this to someone who has never experienced an anxiety attack themselves? I need him to understand that it is not something i can control, but his actions can determine the severity of it. Thanks in advance",5.326666666666668,5.8499296842105295,6.359736842105267,77.66732456140353,67.94736842105263,9.070175438596491,32.675438596491226,9.075114841892004,2.83680701754386,760,32,142,13,12,254,120,190,0.14300000000000002,0.787,0.07,-0.9305,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,2,0,0,2,7,8,3,0,3,1,15,2,1,4,1,34,31,11,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,12,10,1,3,5,1,0,3,4,4,1,1,2,3,22,4,25,28,1,24,0,0,0,0,22,8,0,4,12,96,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356083166268148,0.0,0.0,0.2327386735368801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902801303041636,0.0,0.3556068534672574,0.0,0.0,0.08125799668861228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3966231180047276,0.10918481702687163,0.0,0.0,0.07084163818905875,0.0,0.09888768734911696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866524700132848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010618061765182,0.0,0.0,0.1303414219178656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396185379148793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20339546882173445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791345857767246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06071587207569476,0.0,0.0,0.09747294909026936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410295169004156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789432380160193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444521964734515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129493250134092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06386696927754504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284379117868683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07757228278449856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17233916300258664,0.08962970887917876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874812720899607,0.08838431503085352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093731829537777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322744770256034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054403957084487,0.0,0.0,0.1176125517423314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128626220151246,0.0,0.0,0.2612538776515765,0.0,0.0,0.1969317718999196,0.08946552571559288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340664749337547,0.0,0.10699221725079464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07446383274258171,0.0,0.0,0.13552807704878425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419611765767353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224352224582864,0.0,0.0,0.10448836990924552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842975838319325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483659279454137
anxiety,toolittletimee,2019/02/14,"Anxiety when hanging with Friends I feel really bad feeling this way but I made plans to hangout with my friend (of 6 years) and now I’m regretting them because of anxiety. How do you guys cope with it? Do you just cancel plans and hope they don’t hate you for it (typically what I usually do) or do you put yourself through the anxiousness? 

I’m mainly feeling this way because I feel like I’m boring and she has more fun with other people....sounds lame I know. Pretty sure I’m overthinking this. ",2.9025056689342392,5.0613992959183705,4.06891156462585,85.28481859410435,76.44897959183673,7.620861678004537,27.21541950113379,8.515128840125781,2.0734793650793644,393,16,77,8,9,128,65,98,0.211,0.55,0.239,0.6662,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,4,2,2,4,11,1,0,1,0,6,0,0,2,1,20,18,7,0,2,3,0,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,0,5,1,0,2,1,5,0,0,1,4,13,6,9,17,2,8,0,2,0,0,10,0,0,2,5,47,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081065456745077,0.2274993091220057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16814184082883454,0.24551576798408234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072901554509537,0.143864160352623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111675877123317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993954328094565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988186370846307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000133430228668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067183376777162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838289785978427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19054830479027726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20487336260110772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20244005634471887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290076136580528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897959555527979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217889184454244,0.0,0.0,0.3196882481077236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968053833135104
anxiety,antholim,2019/02/14,"Have you ever literally run away from a social interaction out of fear? One time I was playing basketball with my friends, then their friends popped up out of nowhere. I played terribly, over analyzed everything, then excused myself to the restroom. From there, I ran as far as I could back home until I ran out of steam without letting anybody know. It felt so good.",5.7971641791044775,7.616809313432835,5.662865671641793,78.3295223880597,67.80597014925374,8.942089552238807,35.78805970149253,9.3871,3.512942686567164,292,15,51,6,5,91,54,67,0.071,0.731,0.198,0.8566,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,0,4,7,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,9,8,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,2,2,0,3,1,2,0,1,4,1,9,5,17,2,0,16,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,6,40,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24987147749229574,0.20450134196191425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21234172718275815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24056959844270126,0.0,0.0,0.2390212922452332,0.0,0.0,0.2992709198386663,0.0,0.0,0.2553564637063843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4109490577321335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22306865064144132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266772414676803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14616074295758227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27195483005944804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18021654870402345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711054603514755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550792581606605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563690776627237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,swagmaster269,2019/02/14,"Blood drawing tomorrow I am have a lot going on right now and the doctor said I needed to get my blood drawn tomorrow. And i’m just really anxious about it, i overthink everything so that’s a huge part of it. Anyways, it’s a fasting blood draw so I won’t have anything really in my system. I think i’m mainly just scared that I might pass out. Are there any ways to prevent passing out? Or be less anxious about the procedure? ",0.7690282131661412,3.2342501034482787,2.820982236154652,88.9245141065831,88.19540229885058,5.922257053291537,22.85161964472309,7.348242739294969,1.2016528735632184,337,13,67,6,11,113,59,87,0.099,0.855,0.046,-0.6331,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,1,5,0,7,4,3,0,0,12,14,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,5,4,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,1,8,0,9,10,4,15,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,3,4,48,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621643507189498,0.0,0.0,0.5387950589123878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19623634428317985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24407899209921585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21431693054087647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458809978811365,0.0,0.13552513270247624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027343821632353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529736392018183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17681874692335586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25823431440594835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30553352038427634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036477736519176,0.2268347857354893,0.0,0.2387450264023259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15279871814691404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892823863263084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,galaxikk,2019/02/14,"How to stop freaking out thinking people are watching you and thinking you’re weird in class?? I get so much anxiety in classrooms in unbelievable. I can’t even attend class at this point. The thing is I don’t get this kind of anxiety anywhere else, I don’t even think about it much unless I’m in a classroom. 

I’m assuming it’s because I value my peers opinions way too fucking much and therefore feel this immense pressure to be normal, which is ironic because then my behavior is anything but.

How do i stop giving so much of a fuck? It’s ruining my life. I’ll literally start thinking I’m going insane while sitting inside a classroom. ",4.149840000000001,5.9631221040000035,5.238600000000002,79.76830000000002,71.96000000000002,7.240000000000001,32.5,7.908726449838941,2.5382,513,25,90,7,10,169,78,125,0.204,0.745,0.05,-0.9434,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,8,7,2,1,4,0,9,3,0,3,0,18,24,10,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,3,0,2,6,0,0,2,3,6,0,0,0,2,10,1,12,23,4,16,0,1,1,2,2,7,2,2,5,59,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25339215742200233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13628817073301644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019164182130964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383512355049563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187761163339124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374061881785493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30621935240397313,0.1730554477790477,0.15887432448303734,0.09412360636781884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17246397583568132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697974827374855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4869883865448314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622688904074286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481754604395222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15656101267963432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172241274108907,0.0,0.0,0.27692542187285996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002816493600807,0.4244811604631517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145857500874705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,truneet_SFW,2019/02/14,"Anxiety or low blood sugar? I'm never really sure. I haven't experienced an anxiety attack in over a month. I started feeling weird shortly after eating some spinach and chicken breast. Panic set in soon after. My BPM rose to 115. I was hot and sweaty. Felt scared and shaky. I decided it could be low blood sugar even though I ate chicken.
I panic fed myself. I eat 2 slices whole grain bread, bowl of honey hunches of oats, spoonful of peanut butter and a spoonful of brown sugar...
It's been almost an hour and I've been feeling better. I still feel a little on edge and my stomach is acidic feeling probably because I are a small bag of flamin hit cheetos 2 hours ago.

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anxiety,unpoeticwriterr42,2019/02/14,Fear of Disappointing my Parents How do I get over the fear of disappointing my parents?,3.765000000000001,6.960115500000002,5.230000000000004,71.81500000000003,81.5,8.200000000000001,33.0,8.841846274778883,3.67135,72,4,12,2,2,24,11,16,0.5379999999999999,0.462,0.0,-0.9153,2,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7022791627792782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16303165602306482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6929824360403466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,couchsweetpotato,2019/02/14,"I climbed 17 flights of stairs yesterday Hi all- new to this sub so I apologize if this doesn’t quite fit in or breaks any rules/sub etiquette.  

I am agoraphobic and claustrophobic with a panic disorder which leads to a huge fear of elevators. My husband and I own a business and are buying a storefront property and went to close on the building yesterday. The attorney’s office was on the 17th floor. I was bound and determined to take the elevator. I had spent the morning meditating, doing positive self talk, visualization, etc, and I was actually feeling really good. As soon as the elevator doors opened I fell apart. Next thing I know, I’m hyperventilating and bawling at the security desk asking if there are stairs. My husband, thank god for him, climbed 17 flights of stairs with me while I’m trying to collect myself so we can go into this closing with all these lawyers and bankers. 

Today, I’m having a really hard time rebounding from this. I’m feeling so much shame and disappointment in myself that I’m having a hard time even getting out of bed. I’ve spent the day obsessing over what happened and feeling completely useless and embarrassed. I also struggle with depression, which I’m sure many of us do, and today has been a really tough depression day. 

I suppose I just needed to vent and hopefully get some support from some folks that understand how it all feels. I have a good support system but I don’t really have anyone that has anxiety and panic attacks, so they can sympathize but not really empathize. Thanks for reading, friends. ",6.3081707317073175,7.807933641114986,6.904757839721253,71.11783362369341,66.24738675958189,10.478675958188155,34.9074912891986,10.577609850970193,4.078884459930315,1253,59,211,34,20,411,170,287,0.136,0.75,0.114,-0.852,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,2,0,1,4,10,23,1,7,16,0,20,0,0,2,4,48,47,28,0,4,7,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,13,24,0,2,6,1,3,6,3,13,0,0,8,6,23,10,29,39,8,38,0,4,0,0,12,18,0,6,12,140,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.1137238328181978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319503233858528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924952659264098,0.0,0.08915090266641341,0.0,0.0,0.08148576083977224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089468728190379,0.13257828092541565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221873983273825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15031415075460372,0.0,0.2007472328553049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356212248798024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997016757369742,0.07697194913786626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113713707730626,0.2356995365100457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003661789902694,0.0,0.1217721143211896,0.0,0.06623097222329903,0.19549232670241526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305376584718053,0.0,0.20878949936795346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574807693084915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06404598680981824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181507789662364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566850428647513,0.08641111270297508,0.0,0.11255268679726843,0.12393900080605663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734633984185913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239520236063494,0.11656908134692245,0.0,0.3732846760290987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157407494556688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183034466335345,0.0,0.0,0.264490849232671,0.10983525665074104,0.0,0.08762173028710328,0.09366846401169986,0.0,0.2145842275690023,0.0,0.0,0.07742236636343823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590795889039115,0.0,0.22092793186795512,0.0,0.0,0.0791213430799858,0.0,0.0,0.1213196938794632,0.14018031730323147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803147141382938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DxnnyN,2019/02/14,"It's not fair on the people I love and care about I dunno what I'm really doing, I've just kinda argued with the girl I love somehow cos I overthink every little thing, get anxious about the smallest changes to what I like and what I'm used to, I question too much and it keeps seriously effecting the girl I love, and I can't keep doing it.  


I don't know if anyone else is the same or similar but I love her more than anything and my anxiety is so bad to the point she doesn't fully understand it, or she does but it's too much for her and she just doesn't want to tell me or feel bad for it being too much. No matter what I try, how hard I try I can't change the way I think, question, act, feel... I can't change anything.  


I've been laid in bed for the last few hours in tears just because she isn't with me, feeling somethings changed cos maybe we haven't spent as much time together in the last day or two, making me needy and clingy and it's not who I am nor who I want to be. I can't have my anxiety that causes so much depression effecting the people around me such as her, and I see it does effect her and makes her seriously so unhappy, and is driving her away from me. I love her, she's the only person in the world I have, I'm alone without her and my anxiety is messing it up.  
Not quite sure why I've done this post to be honest it's just on my chest and wondering if anyone can relate at all, my anxiety goes so deep and effects my life so much past this but this is just what is on me right now, I'm awake at 3am feeling so alone because of it with a restless feeling even though my eyes are heavy.",2.7907523809523846,3.3042183942857166,4.324928571428572,90.02948809523811,73.62857142857143,7.547619047619048,24.583333333333336,7.6454224807358475,0.9334761904761906,1258,35,295,15,24,422,160,350,0.177,0.7440000000000001,0.079,-0.9789,0,2,1,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,0,5,23,17,1,1,13,0,27,8,2,11,2,70,56,34,0,4,18,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,23,19,0,2,15,0,1,2,15,8,0,1,3,8,48,9,32,50,10,28,0,1,2,5,28,17,0,12,8,202,71,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17475409295549296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25815700932080804,0.0953088178261743,0.0,0.11798041125472156,0.08644225818449634,0.13885096887053125,0.07510303693596744,0.0,0.0,0.07926401179299017,0.0,0.1408830658726855,0.1028566534753698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601608431726328,0.08666644119589391,0.3569893628580431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0544086633685101,0.0,0.07266374163544725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476573508875225,0.08633503136336236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047641402396658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05572250980278357,0.0,0.07108143555786707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21328824787469594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044077406834368935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557477143011307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830828634126478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14997557678746684,0.0,0.0,0.046364983189484746,0.1375380204377372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05958973291181596,0.041216642483519035,0.08455623182404318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807150550407714,0.0,0.11262903588374194,0.0,0.08475632107065388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3721093819263453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06416364087688814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805362608565199,0.11697660498188378,0.0736645586516151,0.0,0.0,0.07975251329957306,0.0,0.08079867266783547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890169720070634,0.08973292125042233,0.0,0.0,0.054046595551333454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204753732848435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06722825123375024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494855858614064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951333224588039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373902359722335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056048581554225416,0.054057901797890266,0.08288851582560257,0.0,0.049194106790655084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455705266049936,0.0,0.08241267605212503,0.08782729172364688,0.0,0.0728645642383205,0.0,0.0,0.09952172386977913,0.06696527808734476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761265949766284,0.0,0.0,0.08132517484250558,0.09149060982056456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ariestornado,2019/02/14,"Rapid tapering off Xanax. Valarien Root or other natural substitutes? Hey there! I contemplated posting this in the benzos recovery sub but I feel like it'll fit better here, forgive me if I'm wrong.

So a quick run down on my situation. I've had anxiety for...well what seems like ever. I've been taking Xanax for it for 6ish years, was at 3mg a day and awhile back cut down to 1mg a day pretty easily over a good course of time. I still have the occasional *totally random why am I having a panic attack* panic attacks, and an extra .5mg helps though. 

The issue though, is just the past week I saw my Urologist. I have interstitial cystitis (a very painful bladder condition) and I take hydrocodone to function thru the pain. She told me she can no longer give me *any* pain meds while I'm on benzos (as opposed to before where it was okay as long as I was actively trying to get off said benzos). As much as the Xanax helps me, the day to day pain I have is unbearable at times so I am choosing the pain meds.

I'm on day 3 of my taper. I was taking .5mg two times a day. The past 3 days in taking .25mg twice a day and plan on dropping to .25mg once a day in 2 days, then 4 or 5 days after that making the jump. It's been a bit easier then I thought, but I'm most noticeably *very* irratible, and have that kind of anxious feeling in my chest all the time (does that make sense?) but no panic attacks so far!

Awhile ago, my old doc reccommended something called Valarien Root as a natural anxiety med. I just remembered it, and looking it up most people say they use it to sleep and that it makes them sleepy. What are your experiences with it, or other similar benzo substitutes? I want something not just for this taper but something for long term use because, well, my anxiety can be insane. I'm looking to go the ""natural"" route because having had anxiety and depression since grade school, ive tried a TON of anti-depressants and the like. I always have terrible side effects or they don't help at all.

Any other methods to help anxiety and a benzos taper? Anyone here on a benzo for a long time and get off them, what is it like? How do you deal with your anxiety now? Sorry for the long post.",2.66481644291315,4.46390791422122,4.379152310799576,84.43022781275992,75.95259593679458,7.73313532137341,24.524711892598308,8.532816995589336,1.6519878103837469,1718,57,349,34,38,579,217,443,0.18600000000000005,0.6920000000000001,0.122,-0.9879,0,0,4,0,0,0,64.0,0,3,4,3,19,25,4,3,30,1,28,11,3,9,4,51,56,35,0,2,13,0,2,4,0,1,8,2,0,0,22,13,0,1,8,0,0,3,4,15,1,2,12,7,35,10,48,42,10,65,0,1,3,0,21,23,0,9,40,216,57,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05574462502761465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05232617124905907,0.0,0.0,0.08552924275922427,0.0,0.2886456055019904,0.0710432551711921,0.0,0.04397133787378448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146256349042367,0.0,0.048355435235074254,0.0,0.07666941680288905,0.0,0.05351133536614197,0.0,0.0,0.05561753701994394,0.06865520046994912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06421361444298014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44611878603808747,0.0648326818334791,0.10832720112247496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05503194298420761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056883967241595564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06151455319533303,0.0,0.0,0.06359407981080704,0.044925755130269404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571065579114871,0.060325960171362526,0.03573955041134592,0.05274577460267467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686045814521153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06563662256937965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06548606875976966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289164910625044,0.0,0.0,0.2226084459093108,0.1056167662857063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12593063556670092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095564342361154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04622842946179799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159610257017651,0.06598825517734076,0.06697151401758544,0.0,0.0,0.33457557103573515,0.2213494363442486,0.0,0.0,0.12006356307972467,0.04359721894748682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045476695144255,0.06397764737494224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123755399789572,0.0,0.059818965664751915,0.050009453632425566,0.0,0.06364396689076601,0.0,0.057249032388492875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05201993071056677,0.07068647390530453,0.06293139333573837,0.0,0.0,0.14523809420399109,0.0,0.07039570363502738,0.0,0.0,0.05022082313186158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18912971630053454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357030786594216,0.04992444196880445,0.18334659695504,0.0,0.0,0.0600902467403605,0.0,0.08539090201142438,0.0,0.061430462654463974,0.0,0.0,0.10862658772164747,0.0,0.10377503533189623,0.03709177904636613,0.0,0.05044333819522884,0.0,0.05654204637565592,0.0,0.05674481370760792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875594475597666,0.0,0.040496507927727035
anxiety,AvatarAgumon,2019/02/14,"Someone cursed me out for holding the door for them. This older gentleman was a good 20 feet behind me as I opened the door to the building. He gave me a good long stare and then proceeded as I held it for him. I said ""You're welcome"" as he walked through and the man looks back and says ""Fuck off"". Can somebody explain to me what the heck could have incensed them to say it?",4.1312987012987,4.575560831168835,4.208207792207792,92.32088311688314,70.55844155844156,7.1989610389610394,28.387012987012987,6.742157984588678,1.0840358441558449,292,10,66,2,5,90,54,77,0.08,0.812,0.108,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,1,4,1,0,7,0,4,2,1,0,0,9,10,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,4,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,5,10,3,13,5,0,9,0,0,2,1,12,3,2,0,5,43,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236869531010868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24595088154084016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28478497175812073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5167512951627067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726123646972673,0.2586823360741207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930237371183335,0.489943509780683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261007667095735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Curious_Willingness,2019/02/14,Am I sufering Anxiety? Can't sleep during the nights.  Several times I am fully awake in bed!!!! Is this what we called anxiety?,0.8024999999999984,3.2773742500000047,2.9750000000000014,84.42000000000002,98.16666666666666,7.4,22.66666666666667,8.07648339933343,2.2561166666666668,98,4,18,3,4,33,21,24,0.206,0.794,0.0,-0.6031,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,11,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5832233854930554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3892407945554784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35772391955322635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4306397222850215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814684122202375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222767732260074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MARLBORHOE,2019/02/14,"This is a first, and I'm struggling So I've been actually doing really well with my anxiety lately but I'm suddenly getting hit with new stuff.
For some background I'm in my first truly serious relationship and it has helped me not have social anxiety with everyone, by that I mean I was hyper focused on everyone I met, but now that I'm secure with someone I worry less about every single person.
I've always been good with the way I look, it's never caused me any trouble, but lately I really hate the way I look, I can't look at myself. It's really scary because I've always been so comfortable in my own skin. It's not like my SO doesn't tell me how cute he thinks I am and whatnot, I don't know why I hate the way I look, and I'm afraid it's going to send me downhill.

I feel like I've made so much progress and I'm afraid this will beat me back down and I don't know what to do, I'm sorry if this is kind of a mess because I'm writing this while having my first anxiety attack in weeks and I'm just scared, does anybody have any tips?

TD;LR
Having body image issues for the first time, afraid it's going to ruin my progress, and I don't know how to go back to the way I used to see myself.",2.8768382668382637,3.5056390540540576,4.783056628056631,86.39861754611755,73.51737451737452,7.763277563277564,23.655298155298162,7.984000788550335,1.0651851565851558,941,24,209,13,18,324,126,259,0.197,0.682,0.121,-0.9617,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,7,12,20,3,5,7,0,20,2,2,5,1,34,50,19,0,1,7,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,14,13,0,1,6,0,0,4,8,12,1,4,6,7,29,8,22,42,5,29,0,1,5,0,9,6,0,2,17,128,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.09825456570815692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675568747197068,0.0,0.0,0.1369392435160869,0.0,0.23107249395951454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454434037133755,0.0,0.15484193493033235,0.0,0.12275394472231395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183894011941062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343178756431133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811059701174613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483191234043566,0.1924187018581434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05090963570149441,0.07192977189388892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425722850801015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052604040470213394,0.0,0.17166574281660876,0.08445025630700216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19881225704440195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06748739697835404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508954775742346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048484989169176,0.16600242350455,0.0,0.22715535566278985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983797407772523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33820199059859296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527109507146936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096760730869704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740154589846718,0.0,0.07765489767380257,0.09724272464709097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791473235009899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19350521075410074,0.0,0.0,0.1080985924541609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080379307726073,0.0,0.08023334181003446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263623125470477,0.08531053367708431,0.0,0.0,0.11270922191724465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052583905091299,0.11526085770036976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800360230170727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451523032189184,0.0,0.0,0.058710549698077985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695998157151914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196779893919739,0.08076386917544387,0.0,0.0905283948243394,0.0,0.09085304174218303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225105610545043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bthecrazybirdlady,2019/02/14,"I looked in the mirror this morning and i actually liked what i saw Title says it all. Kinda a big deal for me. Usually my reflection makes me super anxious and I do not like myself at all. But recently I've lost some weight and not only do I feel better but I look better too
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anxiety,Psychrosss,2019/02/14,Anxiety in public Is skipping a class because you don’t want to face the teacher (with an assignment you haven’t done) under social anxiety? Like I honestly overthink my teachers views on me like my last assignments were A’s but like this thing I have now is a week overdue and it just makes me sad ,3.6293220338983048,5.609837355932207,4.612000000000002,83.01393220338984,73.74576271186443,8.109830508474579,30.444067796610174,8.841846274778883,2.661858305084746,240,11,45,5,5,78,47,59,0.113,0.7240000000000001,0.163,0.2617,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,2,5,0,0,5,0,7,1,1,1,0,6,9,2,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,8,4,5,7,0,6,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,0,6,32,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4966658059704612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19788493379347255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321982854417366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646080846381441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4757778302203938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21668592702575085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309085320653952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156626620704095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19146889455915864,0.0,0.2603900500442692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,6tempura9,2019/02/14,"CHEST PAIN Hi, mi name is Esteban and I have ""chest pain"" and shortness breath about 5 days. In my first visit to doctor he said I could have cardiac complications so I did the exams and all is right with my heart, the doctor said what could be a high level of sugar in me and he prescribed me a lot of water and it would happen. Today I still have chest pain and shortness breath so I go to the hospital for second time. Today the doctor said ""everything it's fine in you, this is more a psychological problem, a anxiety"" and he prescribed me ""Clonazepam"".

Today for the Valentine's Day I go out with my girlfriend. When we we're coming back, we took a taxi and she said ""Don't worry I pay this"" she lives far from my home so she go off of the taxi. (The taxis in my country have ruts) the taxi arrived to the stop and I get out of the taxi and the conductor scream ""hey you haven't paid"" and I answer ""My girlfriend paid for me"" and he said ""No"". Summarizing he took me to my house because I didn't even have money in my wallet while he treated me badly. Once everything was over I go to the bed while I feel so bad, I start to cry and to have shortness breath until finally everything was over.

This is my first attack of anxiety?
Any advice to control this?

Sorry for my bad English. Spanish is my native language. :(",1.2879362198599935,3.60873097744361,2.936865439460721,90.34379699248122,83.21052631578948,5.473476795436869,20.826549131449312,6.8039241337230125,0.4492290899662947,1024,31,211,12,29,337,126,266,0.165,0.815,0.02,-0.9905,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,2,2,0,3,9,11,1,0,17,0,21,15,7,1,1,31,39,21,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,6,6,2,0,7,20,2,2,2,0,4,8,4,9,0,3,13,8,37,2,32,22,3,42,0,0,0,0,24,17,0,1,17,144,44,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431050562614042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06563153649373152,0.0,0.14766298231346522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979644493725718,0.0,0.07421184637949507,0.24175071270336795,0.05883287942835475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313662705813925,0.0,0.0,0.10824652501328597,0.15411411471889785,0.0,0.10601400829938974,0.1244846385201135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29635266702500257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374533080560532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602165528796652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04879941684551063,0.0,0.0,0.10572428638891636,0.0,0.16418628329383486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05042358805542781,0.0,0.21940019870818567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534532993215065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436730136283367,0.0,0.10197033090497684,0.0968095038709767,0.0,0.0,0.11136200366055396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522195112386363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205113480546028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027822350458391,0.0,0.0,0.30808703211124383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234904398269553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242080475176315,0.4590255334185125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803739266418153,0.06831176003509068,0.0,0.07707468649998142,0.08068843583832708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056276980741810236,0.0,0.2744465534300636,0.0,0.2144569850595784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801272079495747,0.0,0.0685594256786607,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Babsthewonderful,2019/02/14,"I keep taking deep gasps of breath and still feel like I’m not getting enough air? Hi All,

I’m a very anxious person.  I don’t drink or smoke or anything anymore, but the anxiety still persists pretty regularly. It manifests itself in weird ways like feeling as though I need to clear my throat or almost make a frog-like sound with my mouth closed just to feel the ripple of the air I guess.

Well recently it has manifested as feeling like I’m not getting enough air in me.  I literally have to pause and take a deep gasp of air.  I’ve tried a new posture brace to make it feel like I’m getting enough but it still persists.  

I also psych myself out of yawning too, so by the end of the night I’m making all kinds of weird noises — gasping, croaking, and failing at yawning.

Does anyone else deal with this, and if so what are some methods of reducing its frequency/getting myself to stop?",5.329715909090911,5.769170267045458,5.735227272727276,82.4415909090909,67.92045454545455,8.218181818181819,30.772727272727273,8.00094639256281,2.0317909090909088,701,26,138,8,11,225,105,176,0.08199999999999999,0.777,0.141,0.8925,0,0,3,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,10,9,0,0,9,0,4,6,3,3,3,34,25,16,0,2,9,0,5,4,0,0,2,1,0,1,8,8,1,2,5,1,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,6,11,6,21,25,6,20,0,1,0,0,3,11,0,7,12,81,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494214646065535,0.0,0.0,0.09978093131292833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545101141361967,0.1409579864916958,0.12374129877811856,0.08724418996707273,0.12784469411534,0.10267755618429354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12863549492605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918970220448508,0.0,0.0,0.12223004858056802,0.0,0.0,0.10423183964039524,0.0,0.11051185259547258,0.3867716209180809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154449152605301,0.2674135906155504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607549924070797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745153795514378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090398458958943,0.0,0.12993188971128308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438311613526028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498608598990501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251760619561958,0.0,0.1205065509243243,0.0,0.11709101787588165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894697993494032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12693900825231938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319829501136426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29893166176991226,0.10431582363413988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18762755120967006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225888491804724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471268372511782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295080084126182,0.0,0.09903900792541694,0.0,0.0,0.11218592095797417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sarmarch,2019/02/14,"Sudden anxiety before exam hi! first time poster, good to be here

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I'm admittedly poorly prepared for the midterm I have in one hour and have been having a ton of last-minute anxiety, to the point where I'm considering skipping, withdrawing from the class, and trying again next quarter. I know that's an overreaction to possibly (realistically, definitely) failing a test but I literally cannot imagine a near-future where I show up to the building my class is in and walk in, collected, and take the test. I've always had anxiety surrounding school/failure/the shame of facing my professor after and I'm just not sure what to do. Any kind words or tips are greatly appreciated. Happy Valentine's day everyone :)",7.718797709923661,8.559920374045808,8.271059160305345,64.92887881679393,62.81679389312978,11.435496183206107,36.985687022900755,11.20814326018867,4.553052671755725,583,27,94,16,8,194,95,131,0.107,0.7290000000000001,0.16399999999999998,0.9154,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,2,5,7,0,1,9,0,10,1,1,0,1,14,16,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,1,1,1,2,2,0,3,2,0,6,5,14,13,1,17,0,1,0,0,2,8,0,1,8,58,8,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16184577180189624,0.21074873004824585,0.23634782958164915,0.13227172918988714,0.0,0.4463929777829421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16551150534712758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544120764417954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18586019441724214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654479291568195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631436123852124,0.0,0.21444513934545387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20705678680247436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19155064792587556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025495672184796,0.10689620225181272,0.15854952421680898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20686086915005264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13180327528151484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18387240122401274,0.21927791339564154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19685191360442944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18332096036214848,0.0,0.1462453881807955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341885249046672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205778400180182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23634782958164915,0.0
anxiety,glass_axis,2019/02/14,"Anxiety keeping me up at night and late for work. Boss is angry and I have a meeting with him tomorrow. Need advice please. Some background info: I have had anxiety and depression issues for virtually all my life, but was only diagnosed in 2012 when I went to see a psychiatrist for panic attacks and dissociation I started having late that year. I have been taking Zoloft for about 6 years and Wellbutrin for 3-4 I think. I also have Ativan to take as needed, but I use it as a last resort as I do not like the way it makes me feel. I did cognitive behavioral therapy for about 2-3 years until the therapist I was seeing moved away and I could no longer see her.

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I started working this job about 6 months ago. I was able to keep up with it and white-knuckle a lot of the initial anxiety of starting a new job, being in a new city, post-graduation stress, etc. for the past few months. I showed up to work on time, got all my stuff done, always tried to learn new things and take on new projects that were available, and basically showed that I was a good employee. It is my first ""office"" job, and the hours I am supposed to work are 8AM-5PM with a one hour lunch break. Pretty standard stuff, and overall has been fine.

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However, the past 2-3 months have been very difficult for me. My anxiety and mood have been at odds with each other and making me miserable. I have a hard time getting to sleep and having restful sleep. This has been greatly interfering with my punctuality at work. The last two nights I haven't been able to fall asleep until 4 or 5 in the morning, even after taking Ativan. I end up sleeping through my alarms and don't wake up until somewhere between 9:30 and 10:30. Fortunately I can telework, but I am supposed to put in a request a week in advance. If there are extenuating circumstances, I need to let my supervisor know before my shift starts.

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Me being the dumbass that I am thought I would be able to get up this morning and make it to work in time. But of course, I ""woke up"" and turned off my alarm and went back to sleep. I usually have no recollection of this since I'm basically still asleep when I do it. (It is my worst habit and I am trying to figure out how to break it.) I emailed my supervisor around 11:00AM and briefly explained that the past two days have been rough and I was going to telework today. I've used most of my sick leave to deal with anxiety related stuff already, so I didn't have any to spare or I would have done that. He was pretty upset (understandably) when he responded to my email. He had me re-read and confirm via email that I understood the teleworking policy and has setup a 1-on-1 meeting for us tomorrow afternoon. Ironic how my anxiety helps put me in a situation that makes my anxiety even worse huh?

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I plan on being truthful and explaining to him what has been going on with me. I don't want to use it as an excuse or try to earn pity points, but I want him to understand what the situation is and that I will do my best to no longer let this interfere with my work performance. I planned on bringing my prescriptions and one of the notes my psychiatrist gives me after every meeting that has my diagnosis codes on it for proof. He specifically stated in the email that he would need proof of some kind if I needed to telework without previous notice. I think bringing these would be appropriate..? Let me know if not.

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I am a very private person and do not like to share a lot of information about myself, let alone my mental health struggles. I know the common sentiment nowadays is to talk about it openly to remove the stigma, but I am still embarrassed and ashamed even of my ailments. I have difficulty opening up about this stuff and have never had to in a work environment. I would really like some advice on what to say if anyone else has had this kind of experience before. Like I said, I don't want to weasel out of my blunders. I take full responsibility for my unreliability. I just want try my best to help him understand and hopefully establish some confidence in him that I will be better moving forward. I understand that obviously I have to actually show up to work on time to rebuild that trust. I just don't want this to leave a stain on my reputation with him. Thank you all. <3

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**TLDR; Being irresponsible about my anxiety has made me late to work numerous times. Boss is upset and I have a 1-on-1 meeting with him tomorrow. How do I best communicate my struggle to him without making it sound like an excuse and instill some confidence that I will be more professional?**

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anxiety,creativenamereddit,2019/02/14,Could I have an anxiety disorder despite not ever having panic attack’s I get visually nervous and tremor sometimes over even the simplest of things. Public speaking is a joke for me....,5.47909090909091,8.236038727272732,6.2212121212121225,70.0518181818182,70.81818181818181,8.036363636363637,35.24242424242424,8.841846274778883,3.885715151515152,150,8,20,3,3,49,32,33,0.184,0.6779999999999999,0.138,-0.1526,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,2,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,3,1,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679008951070869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.398401351746028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27960500753115336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4013578224868891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313028074357368,0.3167745938434648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829642631202404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4108824870203295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463552725295805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326563234887811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gg11090,2019/02/14,"Anyone experience throat tightness/strain? I feel like it’s causing me bouts of anxiety I had strep throat a month ago followed by the stomach bug a week later (lots of vomiting all day) and ever since, my voice has not been able to go too loud without straining and losing all fullness. When this happens in meetings, I lose all confidence and freeze up, causing my nerves to go bonkers.

I’ve always been a little anxious when it comes to speaking in public, but I’ve managed it well (especially since I have to multiple times a week). Now the nervousness is causing me to panic before the meetings bc I know my voice is not back to normal yet.

I set up an appointment with a doctor, but I’m afraid they are going to have me do speech therapy or something. Is it possible that I did damage to my vocal chords? It’s just weird that out of nowhere, my anxiety is skyrocketing making it hard to speak clear like I used to. Anyone have any similar experiences? ",3.774347826086956,5.912730130434787,4.799347826086958,81.1364130434783,73.78260869565217,7.643478260869566,28.89130434782609,8.472884824447931,2.323234782608696,760,32,138,14,16,248,117,184,0.125,0.782,0.092,-0.7328,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,2,9,11,0,4,9,0,14,5,3,5,5,27,25,8,0,1,7,0,3,2,0,0,2,6,0,0,9,6,0,0,2,0,0,5,3,8,1,0,4,9,17,3,21,21,5,26,0,3,0,0,6,7,0,2,15,92,26,2,0.13589355087912247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204614335066703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307432053681706,0.0,0.0,0.09241227458622506,0.0,0.2079163889310463,0.1535210319320031,0.0,0.1900398609142417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449375241775223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156354027651709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4188003310627769,0.0,0.11706026124503642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764009812406601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909280762757684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292349682278042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658599373755345,0.0,0.0,0.06871186246882556,0.09708237990086048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316943098981428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017021824706425,0.0,0.12173392937405547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074683541639784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327814494222916,0.1362010384976554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30406024641926743,0.0,0.11553183735806295,0.0,0.0,0.09071000044253057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084689358116152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13314682692871185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944180205543204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531995602349908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248250991448342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046174946249536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15540611867067067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792406223446039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736839621224067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21801121908520826,0.0,0.12218462239970325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309965336748022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,epilithic,2019/02/14,"I asked my professor a question today It’s not much but, he seemed happily surprised that I went up to him. It’s only taken me a few months lol ",-0.3862903225806456,1.8144877096774223,2.6583064516129045,89.80745967741936,91.258064516129,5.680645161290323,20.65322580645161,7.1686216300943375,0.8111225806451609,113,4,24,2,4,40,27,31,0.0,0.6679999999999999,0.332,0.899,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,5,1,2,2,2,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,2,16,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3674934345743144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137669612959161,0.0,0.288972157350254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29896863602291085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4403595676136852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3578615278113304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726108073354792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644056542855401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fastcar2212016,2019/02/14,"Question about SSRI I’ve recently been going through a rough patch of anxiety due to life events. I had a procedure done today and asked for anti anxiety medications just for when I have panic attack’s. Instead I was prescribed Celexa. 

I was on celexa a few years back and it did nothing for me so I was switched to another antidepressant and it helped better. I’ve been off of them for years and I’m genuinely not depressed. I realize any ssri and celexa when used consistently can treat anxiety in the long run but the thing is- I was prescribed it for 30 days with no refills. 

My first experience with Celexa I had a major headache the first couple days and when getting off of them I had withdrawals and suicidal thoughts. I was under the impression the way an SSRI works, it takes a couple weeks to kick in basically. So 2 weeks for it to kick in and then 2 weeks until the prescription runs out so what’s the point? 

I’ve tried to look up whether or not it will work for me while having a panic attack but I’ve no luck. 

Any experience with this? I don’t want to call the doctor back and seem like I’m Benzo shopping, but I’m actually really confused on the point in prescribing me something like this with no refills and I’m not depressed.",2.3705253283302063,4.878311105691059,3.7373983739837406,85.11934333958725,80.21951219512195,7.036647904940589,24.908692933083177,8.139509932561175,1.7181480925578496,996,38,193,20,26,326,127,246,0.138,0.77,0.093,-0.9071,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,5,11,13,2,3,16,0,18,3,0,1,0,32,31,24,1,1,9,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,10,15,0,0,4,1,1,3,7,7,0,2,13,2,17,6,34,17,2,39,0,2,1,0,6,13,0,5,24,131,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.1147622908425825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15994637174251666,0.1233156319166802,0.2698949261683133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994171050175487,0.2675778129865756,0.0,0.18085688988626614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400914312591324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008448005953902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26024807914350784,0.0,0.1516867296781371,0.0,0.20258033652113788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037031885170672,0.0,0.12034736522995793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300740489578208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20006388472442707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614420322193377,0.0,0.06683575384966257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882593775075547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306555563188554,0.11490849654388735,0.0,0.0,0.10407380006469928,0.0987558057197588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847133618264312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284199884588565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759605026176494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223432294980056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174081369737092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753386576866685,0.0,0.11611748701844135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706016703651576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905355309182478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286371676667774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842183952254011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812934110764592,0.0,0.0,0.09336261022045464,0.0,0.0,0.11147265680366428,0.0,0.0,0.07984383186343066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157010643575412,0.0,0.0,0.06936452713188006,0.0933467522098264,0.28299896021366594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123087032927414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15146327273155782
anxiety,kiwiboy29,2019/02/14,"Teaching with severe anxiety Hi all, I've struggled with anxiety on and off for nearly 10 years, starting in my final year of school. Since then I have completed a Bachelors and Masters degree (with some help from medication for the Bachelors) and now work in the university in a technical role. 

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Lately I have been struggling with anxiety to the point that I am now back on medication (after 5 years off it) and through a number of factors I find myself being roped into teaching a class, and it's terrifying the crap out of me 2 weeks before I even start.

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I've never wanted to be a teacher, though I do like helping people (have tutored a few times in the past), but I want to do it as a challenge to myself and for the experience (kind of like a respect thing so I know what teachers go through). However because of my anxiety issues, especially with having major issues recently and ending up back on medication, I am scared shitless about what I'm going to do standing in front of people for a couple of hours at a time. I'm confident in the course content, but not in my ability as a public speaker or in explaining things in a way that will help everyone understand, not just the way that worked for me.

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I'm here for any advice on how to deal with anxiety in this sort of situation, especially since if I have a problem it will be very difficult for me to do much about it at the time and still be able to give the students the best education I can give them.

Also I would like any advice on how to be a good teacher.

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I want to give this my best efforts, but anxiety means I'm completely frightened of it and makes me scared I will fail. Please help",11.57390909090909,7.1594130878787885,11.297424242424245,63.046136363636386,59.03030303030303,14.515151515151516,45.07575757575758,12.00992498983062,5.255484848484849,1349,58,247,29,12,452,165,330,0.128,0.728,0.14400000000000002,0.865,1,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,1,8,15,17,1,4,25,0,22,4,1,3,2,42,41,22,0,6,8,0,0,3,0,4,3,1,0,0,15,17,0,0,5,0,0,3,3,8,0,0,1,1,25,9,63,31,7,53,0,1,0,0,13,24,1,4,26,187,40,10,0.0710777394209177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389126886785569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05684084253522794,0.0,0.3080508038663939,0.3454689329707328,0.09667060033152937,0.0,0.326245656652044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930878849533293,0.0,0.04332833023126576,0.0,0.06048192112432613,0.0,0.14918340474842182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14904731494449852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864616674903517,0.0,0.0,0.07327802832990153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06295378013616205,0.0,0.0,0.04694617653739039,0.0,0.0,0.06791782598629265,0.0,0.06952766790253499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786218928315992,0.06496376614889805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045527329790113,0.08079023460011052,0.05961663556576005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19056764191758704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06999725580930696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837338675798392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401652786965654,0.03906246674226357,0.0,0.08017878599520781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417497961729266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04744494299115448,0.0,0.0,0.07742449538270305,0.0,0.21481003412739894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05225031678389085,0.0,0.05481953444505557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06785174489112182,0.09855270998489317,0.0,0.0,0.07802201363961171,0.06719143810846975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06801179736743362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07018069279578064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232243354446886,0.07193446695337175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029761407146893,0.0,0.11759248109215133,0.07989435714965225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061837959448527,0.0,0.05676277451640386,0.0,0.0,0.14861177174902074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444178353156467,0.0,0.06983351809965725,0.0,0.12433800434512883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739944334282883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058646578885314264,0.12577047681355538,0.11283640231175958,0.05701427522031021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349088166043784,0.0,0.0,0.05049158676464943,0.0,0.3454689329707328,0.1373152014355359
anxiety,Yousuf-R,2019/02/14,"Going to school. I feel so scared of going to school. It just feels like I’m going to mess up every interaction and there is this look that people give me because they know I’m weird. I find it hard to breathe and I feel like I’m on a verge of a panic attack every day. I want to reach out and talk to my classmates but it’s so difficult. I wish it was easier to interact with people, sometimes I feel like I have so much love to give but no one to give it to. ",0.26821782178218,2.0529980495049536,2.6024653465346543,94.39340099009905,83.35643564356435,5.624158415841586,17.030693069306928,6.742157984588678,-0.2730126732673268,357,7,85,4,10,122,59,101,0.16,0.638,0.202,0.7784,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,5,10,1,2,2,0,3,2,1,0,0,16,21,8,0,2,3,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,6,0,0,3,1,6,0,1,1,6,10,4,16,20,1,8,0,0,1,1,8,4,0,0,4,51,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732988029869931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285972407429263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824106262334834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566913182447158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30809305458379665,0.3264764543039164,0.0,0.0,0.1392280147241972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4383900843094769,0.2597201018186274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13645889079326382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371727837160788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232640817468276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791989536224274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13748491232210225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198100580957343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322360621417798,0.0,0.0,0.17872791559787107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21121463502341895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525101687277178,0.3083347415913695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15065951426759566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243809904270665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984892572028537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17517343474302693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bigsteakburrito,2019/02/14,"My doctor was my last chance to get out of a class that’s giving me crippling anxiety and putting me in danger of getting my admission rescinded from college, and she wouldn’t do it. Today I went to the doctor to talk about my anxiety. I’m taking a class online that I’m failing miserably (can’t keep up/too anxious to go open the class now and see all the missed work). When I talked to my principal, who’s the sweetest human ever, she said that only a doctors note could get me out of the class. With that said, I thought I could kill two birds with one stone - get some help for the severe anxiety I have and  get out of a class that’s ruining my senior year. 

When I told my doctor about this and brought up the note, she kind of just said that every time she’s written a note to a school it hasn’t worked. I told her that my principle would absolutely accept it from her, but she kind of nicely brushed me off and told me I should get a note from a therapist instead. That’s fine and dandy because I was going to therapy anyways, but my time is running out to drop this class and basically all the appointments within 25 miles of me are booked full. It just made me sad because even though she was sweet enough, it just seemed like she thought I was a bad student who wanted to get out of a class she couldn’t handle or didn’t want to do the work for. Also, I’m already committed to college for athletics and failing this class isn’t an option (even though it’s inevitable at this point), so it’s likely that since I was already kind of at the lower end of the schools admissions stats to begin with that the school will question why they admitted me. 

Also, I got a shot. 

I’m not really mad at my doctor or anything, but it was definitely crushing expecting to alleviate all this stress and not having it happen. 

Any uplifting messages or hugs would be helpful. This definitely isn’t my best Valentines Day. 

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anxiety,LegitimateSavings,2019/02/14,"Always afraid that people don't really like me, and that I don't belong. I'm in an online community I love, and I'm known. But I always think people don't really like me, and that it would've been better if I would've never shown up. I don't know what to do anymore, honestly.",3.104499999999998,3.4921717833333332,5.600000000000001,81.63000000000002,72.83333333333334,8.666666666666668,20.0,8.841846274778883,1.0100000000000011,217,3,47,4,4,78,35,60,0.08199999999999999,0.74,0.17800000000000002,0.7541,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,1,1,0,6,1,0,0,1,9,11,5,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,7,5,3,10,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,3,28,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4581398770148452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730215802499197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434786547720507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512965473480034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689933338506088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24846713786423744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123267417668779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38171385465452057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.352725817646159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17639980296063415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3911275136830201,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MrMadSport,2019/02/14,"Anxiety fighting? Hi people. So , its been already 2 months since i got my first panic attack. Woked up from 20min sleep with feelin like my heart gonna stop , you all know what im talking about.

Never the less , im glad i have little brother who had the same experience of this , started the same way as me , had some rally bad panic attacks. He worked with his mind , feelings everything for 3 months. Turned down everything what causes stress. He somehow healed , without any medication , except mediation. And here it comes , he passed torch to me . 
With me story is way diffirent , cuz i guess im really worried about everything what happens to me lately. Before attack i used to smoke ciggarettes , marihuana daily and ofcourse rough weekends with friends. Still working 3 shift work , but before that i used to drink tons of coffeine , energy drinks and stuff like that. Planned to study after upcoming summer . Everything was great , for real . I didnt even think about this could happen to me. 

So now i am with my problems after first and last panic attacks. I got heart palpitations 24/7 im walking , going to bet , sitting , every time i got them. I can even see how my pulse goes on my neck , not just feel i can see it ( thats normal?!) I got this feeling that im just sick , got headeaches almoust every day , thats why i stopped gaming now ,last thing what made me happy these 2 months) now im stuck. I dont know hot to treat this , i hope i can beat it , but how guys? My mentality is strong , i know i had hard fights in my past , i want to get with this done to be fine , alteast to go out and fell normal , to forget about this time , this srlsy is bad point in my life , cuz right know i think with this mind and body i cant keep up my working in 3 shifts for sure , i cant study like this. Please people , i have no one to ask , no one to take me serious ( outside of my family)",2.190365853658537,4.401803097560978,3.341375338753388,89.36295731707321,79.0,5.942818428184283,21.90311653116531,7.054809383877858,0.6363067750677507,1449,43,294,17,36,467,205,369,0.154,0.721,0.125,-0.6463,1,0,3,0,3,0,60.0,0,1,1,9,18,26,6,4,3,0,21,11,5,8,3,61,57,15,0,6,7,1,6,3,1,1,4,0,0,1,26,15,2,3,9,4,1,6,9,14,0,4,15,8,43,12,45,39,6,44,0,0,2,0,16,11,0,5,27,176,69,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732175720557106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045119472377576894,0.0,0.05075666522236117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062027189689716364,0.3019254418933722,0.0,0.0,0.11079698558350763,0.0,0.0,0.1129159169448863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07369858106251964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815851412853931,0.0,0.05715363297144342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05297413342378601,0.0,0.0,0.04278949960037395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06789787804563058,0.07776032217523031,0.12999316746960315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764553890210122,0.0,0.11180348386053904,0.0,0.2385201626551122,0.06490187669565159,0.06254776201943937,0.0,0.10064386991518197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287254374367325,0.0,0.0,0.051260933269004806,0.0,0.034664519680450964,0.0,0.07541512612762268,0.0,0.2653260596980659,0.07314980760032726,0.07309070478107507,0.06569576253449108,0.11734408371794383,0.07062955198319383,0.059435509929817415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15724734084905168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06589934835426574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4300086626813841,0.0,0.0,0.058973879210634385,0.0,0.0,0.14585430384279846,0.10816628651022744,0.07484435821380805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04686413329705663,0.09724404522486556,0.06649894748081732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627808571463839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683945527732778,0.06686400452797643,0.0,0.1339867873065941,0.0,0.1588769838776431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05117229978220368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300155116118634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991935426807961,0.0,0.0,0.2335381316783477,0.0,0.0,0.06333745562531427,0.09199583452774834,0.0,0.0,0.07283107950468018,0.06272108014945245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348685954458543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551948206160915,0.04250475265458967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05666152922825474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574283767335887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05488442902239414,0.0,0.06639673570564948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04696203585392696,0.0,0.052986252864557805,0.11094116781328138,0.07600234843257438,0.0,0.07595352437618404,0.0,0.0,0.06253297706130855,0.0,0.0498860549626496,0.0533286677704696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044079207419090986,0.08502728882388354,0.0,0.0,0.07737706028918133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216846294427935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460815426543032,0.0,0.0,0.0391342527100115,0.10532920908385232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05986948959337154,0.0,0.0,0.06395789422090015,0.0,0.1932109228822592,0.06738044673053806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Openur3rdi,2019/02/14,"(Serious answers) Is it posible to have a great life, a dream job, or just “making it” in general, despite having severe anxiety or any kind mental disorder that stops you from doing the thing you love the most? I’ve struggled with severe anxiety and depression most of my life. I just need the inspiration and courage to move on with my life by confirming that I’m not alone in this and recognize everyone else struggleling in life.

Now, I know that there are no easy solution and answers. But If you “made it”; Then how did you do it? What’s the secret of a more stable life?


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anxiety,souroranges6392,2019/02/14,"I’m having a panic attack help My mom and brother said that they were gonna quickly go to the store but they’ve been gone for an hour. The roads are icy and I’ve convinced myself that they’ve died in a car crash. I texted them fifteen minutes ago and neither responded, which is weird because my brother’s always on his phone. I’m really freaking out.",1.5175000000000018,3.941136861111115,2.6700000000000017,91.95000000000003,83.16666666666667,4.711111111111111,22.88888888888889,5.985473137389443,0.4253555555555559,282,10,56,2,8,90,57,72,0.241,0.69,0.069,-0.9252,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,1,5,1,1,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,11,4,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,4,0,0,4,1,7,1,5,6,1,10,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,3,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27994345645790597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627763526154033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3592755477907859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192512744805264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32775734481448104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794801430532087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116784769964907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110058424305966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698688205339129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705309481378815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20231376591420386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300404352915315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,deadpetz,2019/02/14,"I made it through a 1.5 hour long presentation/discussion in my english course! Hey guys, 19 y/o with GAD and DP/DR here. Today was the day that I had to lead a class discussion in my Contemporary Literature course for 1.5 HOURS. I had been dreading it for so long and the day got off to a rocky start with severe derealization, intense heart pounding, dizziness, vision problems (the usual) but when I got to class, despite the thousands of thoughts telling me I couldn't do it, I somehow flipped a switch in my mind and made it through the whole ordeal with flying colors. I was so nervous about it and now I am done with it and received a 100%!! :) 

I just want to say that no matter what you may think, how you may feel, or whatever else, all of you guys CAN do it, whatever it may be in your life. 

Thanks for reading! ",5.190185185185186,5.492975549382717,5.514419753086418,84.38088888888889,68.19753086419753,8.455308641975309,31.63209876543209,8.238735603445708,2.0859239506172824,637,25,134,8,10,203,101,162,0.069,0.841,0.09,0.495,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,4,0,1,9,4,0,2,10,0,15,2,1,4,1,29,25,11,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,11,9,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,3,0,1,11,3,17,1,21,9,2,18,0,0,1,0,11,5,0,5,11,93,28,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22009162951172767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746194131622983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14254410827573627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627846214948945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729456776837975,0.0,0.0,0.33791204765818955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20220395077692951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360832937420253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052493671734675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020141879823105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32291897032069683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17229326485914226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632751784929482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17068172847022206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356962398128336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19276960435624016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077672200902105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491429935725054,0.15709829073338472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933637180258876,0.0,0.13546556816466068,0.0,0.0,0.1617425514676134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18793095339201327,0.0,0.10064526962351884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905085001353536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,skeetvamp,2019/02/14,I am really really going to make the call tomorrow. I have to make an appt to see a psychiatrist. I have needed to do this for almost 3 months but phone calls are panic inducing. The whole idea of seeing a psychiatrist is. I've been on a few meds that sorta maybe helped with my anxiety a little but after a while they seem to not help as much. My other worry is I don't even know what I would be like if my anxiety was under control.Is it weird that the thought of getting better is causing more anxiety?,3.0948076923076933,4.42498886538462,5.251153846153848,80.56884615384617,73.80769230769229,8.661538461538461,23.57692307692308,9.188382445141503,1.8295615384615385,398,11,80,9,8,139,74,104,0.18,0.754,0.066,-0.883,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,1,4,0,1,9,0,13,0,0,4,0,17,23,5,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,2,9,2,13,18,4,8,0,0,2,0,6,3,0,4,5,60,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698992780074125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893896107193437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500586925735498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465026157228179,0.0,0.0,0.17429709094986245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902985278877237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206496107412008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864519740090672,0.0,0.09642696342288422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274514875186081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915359680204004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324580057002896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289184123021591,0.1700531950458254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265111274922636,0.0,0.17045559963442233,0.0,0.1884643239449839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13542840275996315,0.0,0.12472644522677158,0.12580762329515233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19907034603012236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21738897433318186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27040890240787524,0.15446054269245146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13469845826895274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18942969496256856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17230739258615113,0.0,0.12052819042343947,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,amDeadInsideYoink,2019/02/14,"Anxiety drying out throat which brings me on verge of feeling sick in sports I’ve had this issue for a while now that has prevented me from participating in a lot of competitions where anxiety combined with excersize is cause my throat to dry out immediately and make me feel like something is almost stuck in it and it brings me on the verge of throwing up. I’m worried I’ll never be able to go anywhere in sports if this is something I’m unable to fix, is there any other explanations other than anxiety?",10.525102040816323,7.590928551020408,10.340510204081637,64.56341836734697,59.40816326530612,13.4734693877551,40.826530612244895,11.698219412168324,4.613440816326532,410,16,75,9,4,136,67,98,0.123,0.8270000000000001,0.051,-0.7357,0,0,2,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,7,3,2,2,1,14,16,4,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,2,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,2,5,1,19,13,1,19,0,0,0,0,0,12,0,3,4,51,13,0,0.24156619055781944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418936456797257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642732932369581,0.0,0.5543924237429768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481550201725607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442862483958691,0.17257493480171335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728763298905475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521323420757254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801703872695167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20537093672353565,0.0,0.0,0.1612473079895557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863107382414591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.371938910695368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245322192413398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CjGreen212,2019/02/14,"First interaction with Dr. and confronting my issue. I have been dealing with anxiety and panic attacks for years now and have finally built up the courage to talk to a Dr about these conditions after a series of back to back panic attacks. I thought I had experienced multiple heart attacks in one week and really thought I wasnt going to make it out of this one.

Panic attacks are nothing new to me but the stages that I experienced made me finally put my pride aside and talk to someone about it.

My doctor put me on Lexapro and gave me hydroxyzine for the panic attacks which just makes me feel sick hours after the panic attacks occur.

I cant help but feel ashamed of finally speaking to someone about this and feel all messed up from this medication. He has now prescribed me xanax as a trial run but I am kind of hesitant to take it.

I have tried natural remedies including meditation and other centering practices, but now feel worse than ever.

Anyone have some advice on other ways to help me deal with this? ",9.303229166666668,7.862907447916669,8.955000000000002,68.85666666666668,60.45833333333334,12.075,40.08333333333333,10.980518767755715,4.418652083333333,818,36,142,17,9,264,109,192,0.261,0.701,0.038,-0.993,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,10,17,7,6,7,0,11,7,1,3,2,29,23,13,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,12,12,0,0,6,0,0,4,2,14,0,3,7,7,18,3,32,16,2,29,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,1,16,104,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337551008470187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06527097055241031,0.0,0.0,0.05965901115006056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5823954314328281,0.0,0.13121444965518111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17592613167669185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733051393772062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717848489548243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17256513447013952,0.0,0.0,0.2803977005794072,0.0,0.07257470961294782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048490365305892534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011067857693057,0.11437885553625653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402482110377879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905382885912892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884956190159428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073358366048455,0.11390597534198416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595277286309194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240436031285242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818686022183877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563256764035584,0.0,0.0,0.5005339511852864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715440212719595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054659352554016084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14458582852590793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415140179478387,0.13715691873752572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547201354786115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057927925570926464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06772450154380902,0.06844002983201528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695023953097371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054944464617693166
anxiety,yawningman132,2019/02/14,"DMT experiences Does anyone have experience with the drug and has it helped your anxiety in any way? If so please share, i’m considering trying some out.  ",4.095238095238095,7.0684704285714295,5.328571428571427,73.48309523809526,76.85714285714286,9.447619047619048,23.619047619047624,9.725611199111238,2.733390476190477,124,4,22,4,3,41,28,28,0.055,0.77,0.175,0.5817,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21271950492165548,0.0,0.2392965194101127,0.0,0.0,0.21872194635431866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737395372348223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627568415791645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6119705905978845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096679564612937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433681813806997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21237543809219306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482916580075252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,heyhellohola87,2019/02/14,"Can’t stop stressing over every single thing I do I have a REALLY hard time with worrying about other people watching me do things. 

Just now, I took my dog out for a walk and saw my neighbor shoveling her sidewalk. She’s older so of course I had to offer to shovel it for her because it’s not right that she has to. But it’s not snow, it’s straight ice and I was just out there for a half hour hacking away at it. Then I got paranoid at all the neighbors hearing it and seeing I wasn’t getting anywhere and I had to stop and come inside before I had a meltdown. I got a good majority done I guess but the ends near the driveways on either side are still just ice because I couldn’t break it and I’m panicking at how much she’s going to critique it. I didn’t even attempt my own sidewalk. 

I also had my dog’s leash tied on the railing to our porch while I did it so he could run around a bit and I’m freaking out that someone thinks that I’m being mean to him even though it’s relatively warm out today. 

Is there any way for me to stop being worried about literally every single thing I do?

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anxiety,Derixanthus,2019/02/14,"Today was Valentine's Day and it was terrible. So around this past afternoon, my school held a ""Valentine's Day Affair"" which is basically just a day where the student council prepares activities and stuff regarding this day and every high school student is forced to join just for the heck of it. However, my school tends to be a bit crap, as most highschools are in my city (I live in the Philippines) so this event didn't turn out to be successful for the student council. There was one activity though that really shined throughout the entire day, which was the ""Blind Date"" activity. Basically, it's where any student/s can set up a blind date between two people of their choice for 50PHP (which is equal to basically 1USD). So many of the students pranked their schoolmates with this activity. I was one of those who were pranked. So long-story short, while standing and  watching the students go about their activities, I was blindfolded and dragged by a few people to go to a room, and I knew that I was a victim of someone's blind date prank. I was rather curious who would end up being my date, since my prankster friends who most likely did this to me are somewhat unexpectable. To my suprise, it was my ex-crush who I formally had an MU with (MU stands for ""mutual understanding"" which is basically the filipino term for when two people like each other but they don't have an official label for their relationship yet). The thing was, me and her were very close bestfriends before and we enjoyed each other's company a lot. We would always talk and have fun together. But after we became MU, our toxic classmates invented issues between me and her, and that terminated our friendship at the time. Me and her have retained our friendship, but me and her have no longer been the same. I would always try eager attempts at getting our friendship like then back, but she would ignore them. This has happened multiple times. And the blind date that occured, it just confirmed what I suspected. I was doing my best to interact with her, only for her to either ignore me or reply with only a word or two. The date only lasted for 10 minutes and neither me or her ate or did anything else. After that we left the room and I went back to my friends annoyed. Later on today, I felt rather depressed, realizing that my former bestfriend no longer views me the same way we did. Now, me and her are complete strangers to each other who are hesistant to talk to each other. The date showed what our friendship has turned into, and their are no more signs of it changing back to the way it was.

Happy Valentine's Day.

*Considering I'm filipino, I might have some grammar mistakes here, so please understand that these are my best efforts at english.
Also I might add some extra details if I get any feedback for this post.
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anxiety,cobaltyy9,2019/02/14,"DAE get a strange sense of anxiety from the arrival of warmer weather and the beginning of spring? It’s a really strange feeling and I don’t know how to explain it, but I feel like springtime—in particular, seeing people enjoying themselves outside—always gives me so much anxiety. I don’t know if it’s because I feel pressured to go outside and enjoy the weather or what, but I honestly feel a lot better in the winter when the only people outdoors are people going from one place to another, and not people playing outside or having fun.

Another part of it might be that I feel pressured to enjoy myself because I’m surrounded by other people who are having fun but the truth is, most of my emotions are either negative or neutral so I feel really out-of-place during early springtime when it seems like everyone’s happy.

There’s more to it than what I’ve said but I don’t know how to put it into words. Does anyone else get this type of feeling and possibly have a better explanation of it than I do?

Thanks.",6.938352561144441,6.7828454010152335,7.746829718504845,71.41970927549606,64.53299492385787,10.20932164282418,35.67558837101984,9.800150414767053,3.606405076142132,812,35,138,15,11,273,106,197,0.08,0.6609999999999999,0.259,0.9927,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,7,16,0,2,10,0,13,0,0,2,1,35,35,19,0,1,10,0,7,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,14,6,0,0,12,1,0,3,5,2,0,1,1,9,12,14,20,32,6,13,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,8,8,98,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464893612204597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637571381271507,0.19242414016440665,0.0,0.0,0.08793981326194046,0.12886403703531474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533338425112525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22246290679906375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006030344958548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506291040565928,0.14147191670267106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201765816718922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4451440690099008,0.0898485856433989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141703389103448,0.12064799318921175,0.14295354843470742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13388222759536034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073561832958837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288764905080025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692333865327036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13341982650455128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245384950379296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522355809514008,0.0956521262625102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361943384072396,0.0,0.4359579988203743,0.0,0.13140064732030055,0.0,0.0,0.14178436728025268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264314384872531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16114022555715335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963403718077405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022070268357734,0.11449433792807955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579014975684765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FormlessCJ,2019/02/14,Physical pains? Anyone get physical pains from anxiety? I was good for a few weeks but since being on vacation I’ve been worrying a lot. Feeling really tired lately too since I had an attack yesterday.,3.8171621621621625,6.744783621621625,5.87695945945946,69.40300675675678,77.64864864864866,11.267567567567568,28.16891891891892,10.686352973137794,4.576735135135137,162,7,25,7,4,56,31,37,0.381,0.536,0.083,-0.9239,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,3,0,4,3,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,2,1,3,2,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,16,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896672554042058,0.0,0.0,0.17335977708306116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820583742536208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253618383348845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129534205584485,0.0,0.0,0.20795354813719868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796780273627645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107828691732042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5276341291109402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15883154936031918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4101837254870851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849612926537126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19887604716398616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25178691987156393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dwight-Schrute420,2019/02/14,"does anyone else randomly feel like they are dying? I can’t explain why but sometimes I feel like my heart has stopped and I’m about to pass out and die. I’ll be doing something and randomly feel hit with this wave of... emptiness I guess? Like unable to feel my heart beating? I immediately panic and sometimes even experience sudden physical symptoms like my throat feeling swollen and not able to breathe. I always check my pulse instantly and prepare to call 911 but my hearts always still beating. Although the couple seconds where I’m still trying to locate my pulse are terrifying. 

And then of course part of me is convinced that these are actual mini heart attacks and I’m probably going to die from one soon despite being young and healthy.",5.003043478260867,7.446604304347828,5.055869565217392,79.29728260869568,71.17391304347827,7.208695652173913,31.06521739130435,8.07648339933343,2.4778000000000007,606,27,100,9,12,189,90,138,0.227,0.654,0.119,-0.9734,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,2,6,7,1,1,1,0,9,8,6,0,0,24,21,13,3,0,3,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,11,0,1,6,0,1,2,2,2,0,2,0,5,13,5,13,18,1,11,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,11,61,16,0,0.11711296306625656,0.0,0.11428535820464444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948947339899817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188810678794826,0.11999607043105892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332329024641575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195854293048902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958326610865492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646342977313436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248634318961228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783285303466456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773520075866022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455895009452455,0.0,0.0,0.2960791648855776,0.16733104842962035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655799577984656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901313224968436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5551177004417852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288619125996491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793587746810022,0.0,0.0,0.13740682876073051,0.0,0.12682192642581816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626758201339475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901592805901048,0.2316554300864787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870531271713882,0.09791168109474327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172521037851353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951201442519266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567623341115544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MagnificentMage,2019/02/14,"Tips/Advice for Choosing First Therapist I finally had the conversation with my family about getting help for my anxiety. The conversation went as well as I could have hoped, and I'm feeling good (though anxious!) about taking this step forward. 
But now comes the problem of actually finding a doctor.
I have never been to therapy or any kind of counseling before, and nor has anyone that I know.
I am still on my dad's insurance, so I started looking through the catalog of in-network doctors. It's overwhelming.
Do I choose a therapist, a psychologist, a psychiatrist? What are the differences between these?
Is it better to go to a psychologist over a therapy clinic if I think my case might be severe? Then again, since I've never had a diagnosis, I don't actually know.
  I appreciate any advice. ",4.7674394099051645,7.258855575342466,6.570821917808223,67.95631717597472,72.01369863013699,10.245732349841939,33.83350895679663,10.389873798559362,4.433058587987354,638,33,102,21,13,220,100,146,0.068,0.8190000000000001,0.114,0.741,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,2,8,7,0,1,12,0,14,3,0,0,2,20,27,11,0,4,3,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,7,0,0,5,4,2,1,1,4,2,14,5,17,20,0,16,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,4,10,79,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.272267975021941,0.0,0.0,0.2726397979958948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18973250893961344,0.0,0.10671877274469793,0.15759773630655372,0.0,0.09754315585034004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870606576406535,0.0,0.0,0.12337832651625714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016876092809645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138112564002164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575006865458992,0.0,0.2855727497759146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151022375877594,0.0,0.07053648510707261,0.0,0.0,0.15281780058840466,0.1275024495485282,0.11866046845400575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288412234877048,0.0,0.07928229397526304,0.1170077955618226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935053591777918,0.0,0.0,0.13855712447287158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14527003543525618,0.1533334808093174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171466822750202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479897494379965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21518533604822607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133484729667155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15759773630655372,0.0,0.11539763068364385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874034887768077,0.0,0.11140660745289983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488826520350453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190657619020317,0.3239455263901533,0.0,0.08938735310270354,0.13706016670723478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542919793682125,0.12931990257268813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xxaimhigh,2019/02/14,"Antidepressant If you take an antidepressant, do you take it daily in the morning, afternoon, evening, or night time?

Just trying to help a friend out with surveying the time of day people usually take medication.

I’m also curious.",4.471499999999999,7.84209315,5.82,67.58500000000001,80.0,10.2,30.5,9.888512548439397,4.4781,186,9,28,7,5,62,34,40,0.0,0.81,0.19,0.802,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,5,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,6,18,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22149158835582167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17862175250949125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829350647301715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139851557343686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18564612967950864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27901659869637063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599161502130484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920150660838292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6247374692226175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230050886775349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880434129574979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30504164397467204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,slizard41,2019/02/14,I’m starting to get concerned I recently developed anxiety in social situations my memory has been majorly decreased I’m starting to worry has anybody experienced something similar,7.206724137931037,11.342228206896555,9.616810344827588,39.02797413793107,77.27586206896551,13.934482758620687,52.07758620689656,11.20814326018867,10.023406896551725,154,13,13,8,4,55,23,29,0.161,0.8390000000000001,0.0,-0.5574,0,0,1,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,3,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27455337658924805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18750760879222156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35436510713161523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4034125526935549,0.0,0.3658478346147673,0.0,0.27629458694681625,0.0,0.0,0.5080548715608144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644748740863121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,callinhinze,2019/02/14,"GAD Can Paralyze You Generalized Anxiety Disorder can paralyze you. It can keep you from doing the simplest of tasks...even what you used to enjoy. You feel useless. It creates problems that aren't there and makes you obsess over them. You wake up at night in a cold sweat with your skin burning fighting for oxygen while your body is in an unprovoked state of panic. You feel ashamed because no one sees the battle, they just see your shortcomings. They just wonder where you are and why you dont come out anymore. Yeah it rips away your social life too... if the social anxiety didnt keep you from developing one in the first place... I've been living with this for around 7 years now. I've been fighting it. I've gotten better and I've gotten worse and better again. When I'm level-headed none of the anxious thoughts make sense anymore. But then they come back. Its ruining my life and disrupting my goals. No one should have to live like this.",3.4881702957426093,5.881759773480662,3.6872148196295136,87.59066623334421,75.5745856353591,6.689762755931102,23.906727331816697,7.724431198458867,1.217453428664283,753,24,143,11,17,232,118,181,0.184,0.7290000000000001,0.087,-0.9482,0,0,0,0,4,0,25.0,0,15,4,4,10,13,3,3,7,1,13,6,4,3,0,27,29,10,0,3,4,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,9,11,0,2,4,0,0,2,6,9,0,4,6,6,21,4,20,22,1,23,0,2,2,0,23,11,0,2,10,95,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20888067902719645,0.15423304319481831,0.27078986518515324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153513393622227,0.0,0.0,0.12826861179790547,0.10497838131634,0.0,0.08322364624894407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414884275478641,0.0,0.15164717370850805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23520634406625235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15646811194943375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16000488631569784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017268766265402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13806107891255773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161270814257437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011281422910862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426972670568235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928616062979178,0.06669863655322966,0.0,0.2411060475669657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822614040615804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811834552446602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775361968953112,0.0,0.0,0.16018127310639074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263832185206515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063484640766898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217583598515678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783376590166283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838465377321492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791273609160448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319150188934895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14805424616755852,0.0,0.0,0.13912942400805525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791685630684792
anxiety,chzkayla,2019/02/14,"i fought/stand up for myself today my (ex) boss was trying to deny me my last month worth of pay, before she terminate my contract, and based on the contract, she still gotta pay me that last week that i worked. but i called to ask for my check, and she tried to deny me from the money i worked for. 

i texted her asking for it, and instead of texting me back, she called me on the phone (i hate talking on the phone with people i am not close with) and basically told me that i am not getting my pay.

i texted her back, and say that that’s not what was agreed upon. she called, and this time me being the pussy i am, did not answered. 

the accountant from the main company (the company i worked for was a subsidiary) called today, and told me to collect my check at the end of the month. 

i know it’s probably nothing, but had i not message her about the contract, i would have been a couple short. and i am just whwiebqkdnwkdbowje relieved that i am not working for free for this scumbag",4.278057692307694,4.766452874999999,4.864999999999998,87.58461538461539,70.25,7.553846153846155,26.384615384615394,7.321109707123232,1.1035076923076923,765,22,165,7,13,245,95,200,0.128,0.847,0.024,-0.9616,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,4,6,3,1,0,13,0,14,0,0,1,0,24,22,10,0,1,9,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,11,11,0,0,2,0,9,0,6,1,0,0,8,1,39,3,25,11,1,20,0,0,0,0,22,8,0,0,12,124,50,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25081686089379984,0.0,0.0,0.2063000347423412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414839191786265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5479123836283577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484300316197416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881356666766507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07008576443761992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324414331102138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372315032468403,0.2186938387241858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21414816396812053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12871673452385962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299996721994322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463210994451636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667830794677216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712919350767278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782149822318274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822162935321722,0.0,0.25430950389425383,0.25636456232784416,0.0,0.1821526987193671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760385437133987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39063963247521344,0.0,0.0,0.09529349146695422,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Khione541,2019/02/14,"Looking for advice and support - Crippling anxiety after bad breakup. I have been going through hell for the past month. I broke up with my BF of three years in December because he was being such an asshole to me - getting mad at me because I didn't feel like having sex with him, basically having tantrums when I wasn't in the mood. He sent me texts like ""There's no reason to get together if we're not going to have sex."" Making me feel like a piece of meat, like an object, like I wasn't even human. All this after he screwed an ex  (that he has a kid with) back in April (2017) during a 3 day ""break."" And so, I dumped him again. Didn't talk to him for two weeks... when I talked to him again, he told me he was in a relationship. With a different ex than the one he had sex with in April. An ex from 8 years ago that just recently separated from her husband in November. An ex that he reconnected with literally the day after we broke up. He said he was happy, they were in love, and to move on. This was on Jan 11th.

I thought I could handle it. I'm a strong, intelligent, attractive, smart woman. But, for the next three days I didn't sleep or eat, so I called my doctor and told them I thought I was having a mental health crisis. They got me in that day and prescribed me Trazodone for sleep and Lorazepam (Ativan). I still missed a couple days of work that week, and have gone home early from work a handful of days in the weeks since. When the Trazodone and Ativan at night didn't seem to help, and I was having out of control panic attacks all day, they put me on Escitalopram (Lexapro) 10mg. I've since bumped up to 15mg for the past two days, with the ultimate goal of 20mg in a week or so.

I'm home sick from work again. I woke up 4 hours after going to sleep, and vomited the contents of my empty stomach, and didn't get back to sleep until after I'd called in sick to work, 3 hours after waking up. It seems like I wake up at least 2 hours early every work morning, and I'm getting on average of 3-5 hours sleep on work nights. My anxiety is crippling me.

I've begun working out vigorously (Barre classes), 3-5x a week. It helps, but I still feel shaky and nauseous every morning. It gets better once I've been awake a few hours.

Please, someone give me a ray of hope that this gets better. I've lost 20 pounds in the last month. I smoke cigarettes like a chimney, I'm tired of feeling like I'm dying, I'm trying everything I can. I'm in weekly therapy with a psychologist I've been seeing since April after what my ex did. I'm reading tons of self help. I'm trying to get better at mindfulness and meditation. I tried meditating no less than 3 times last night while trying to get back to sleep.

My boss is vaguely aware of what is going on with me, and is being supportive, but I'm so worried about loosing my job. I've discussed a slightly reduced schedule with FMLA with him until I can get this under control.

I feel like I'm coming unmoored, like my life is falling apart. I'm sitting here sweating and shaking, but I'm going to drag myself to a Barre class in about an hour.

Please, someone tell me this will get better. After a month, I'm worried it's my new normal, and it really sucks.

I've been diagnosed with depression before (10 years ago), and was on citalopram for about 5 years before I weaned off and seemed to be fine for several years. I didn't have a lot of anxiety back then, a little, sure, but nothing like this.

GAD and depression runs strongly in my immediate family. My mother and two of my three siblings have had bouts of severe anxiety as well, which they also took SSRI's for. This whole experience has been unreal, I've never felt so horrible in my entire life, and I'm going to be 38 in a little over a week.

Sorry for the wordy post!

TL;DR - I broke up with my BF two months ago and have had severe, debilitating anxiety after finding out he moved on shockingly quickly. I have never had anxiety like this before and I just need some reassurance that it won't be like this forever. I've been in a near constant panic attack for a month now, despite medication, therapy and consistent exercise. It feels like my life is spiralling out of control and I'm looking for any comfort I can. TYIA",4.2985263157894735,4.982765589473684,5.496491228070177,82.37210526315792,70.2982456140351,8.292397660818713,27.63157894736842,8.425802102053193,1.806333333333333,3309,108,673,49,57,1104,340,855,0.163,0.764,0.07200000000000001,-0.9965,2,0,2,1,0,0,117.0,1,0,5,18,30,55,8,4,42,0,57,29,11,6,5,88,123,48,1,5,11,7,8,14,2,2,12,1,2,4,27,45,1,3,14,2,0,16,14,21,1,8,39,12,69,33,126,76,10,149,1,7,3,5,53,48,3,10,96,407,96,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04156538218976656,0.1131159633173252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03401577446149871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028925726566218637,0.0,0.19523811014661926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967809718884554,0.0,0.1308292745242996,0.03551552290472424,0.05185872141239407,0.0,0.108584213192556,0.0,0.0,0.15047743823986426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686738679238028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03664072899087333,0.0,0.04596596783126164,0.14312217349551348,0.03396128584296865,0.047064929917930036,0.0,0.21945599983759545,0.0,0.07327185178462353,0.04317282812292994,0.04414532880094128,0.044440740877485285,0.0,0.043537079233007626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04352462804368147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028094420872383542,0.0,0.07167630366413139,0.0,0.03822833380981955,0.04160806498849568,0.040098861226984535,0.0,0.12904393195783087,0.1519375206369304,0.04084093112946263,0.0,0.03887684838803911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222314147282318,0.040804107986171415,0.14504407093257254,0.0,0.034019675538283056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04528003100443409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04521344746582093,0.0,0.0,0.08553232549874837,0.0,0.08533352676424427,0.04224753595156847,0.2513345081108765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04221010714396066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06934452604177663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013264345177716,0.2909310415068533,0.08526386814431791,0.0,0.0,0.07143853035128328,0.0,0.046432728314086666,0.03616232099118038,0.038390119277196634,0.0,0.02839290214823173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04285023084950385,0.04286596917431682,0.0,0.042948919489611874,0.0,0.16975790241414435,0.09041740987421806,0.0,0.03153967381000178,0.06561228991676811,0.04108123269083792,0.045237186925218116,0.1197505857018568,0.041675943224469,0.0408141399925736,0.0,0.0,0.045299119685925884,0.028823283135975118,0.0,0.0,0.09981293048203016,0.0,0.0,0.08121025474262149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338282476556063,0.0,0.0,0.04073743131625287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042760115046341036,0.0,0.0,0.042547198930895334,0.0,0.0272494510299822,0.04373377174719726,0.041998860523812055,0.04566741055722042,0.0,0.0,0.04046118002385849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0338954363570495,0.11616867894260953,0.0443739994497707,0.14415966098806873,0.0,0.10555788241666933,0.0,0.2553984416092915,0.0,0.07208070110513319,0.0,0.0,0.04761522045777161,0.0,0.0,0.06793811103564276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653798972827712,0.04008938271064449,0.0,0.0,0.06837714985496746,0.0371780662965674,0.0,0.0972865328878119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06753717024835658,0.02480290183462993,0.04888851629843577,0.0,0.08128934574582419,0.04725871464735159,0.11551576060499345,0.0,0.1662047466578502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23883694335539585,0.0,0.0382446919952483,0.0,0.0,0.047489576804347455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21676541309542827,0.08639411213531017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369579429694885
anxiety,anaugle,2019/02/14,"I will have days where (usually randomly, sometimes not) where everything is wrong, like the world is ending. Is this anxiety? Description below. Usually, I am one of the more chill people I know. I meditate, do yoga, spend los of time outside, etc.

Today is one of the hard days. I am pretty sure I feel triggered by a conversation I had yesterday with my mom. I am not usually triggered, but sometimes, a particularly stressful day can do it.

However the feeling is usually random. It will flash on several times throughout a day, then leave me alone for weeks, even months. The next day, it’s usually gone. There is no body sensation, just mental anguish. 

I get a five second warning, then boom, the whole world is fucked. It is a dread like none other. Because it is usually random, I have trouble naming what is making me upset. The feeling stays for a minute at the most, but hangs over the rest of the day, causing dissociation. It may repeat a few times that day. No physiological sign. It is all mental. I feel like if I had body sensation, I could feel into it, but this just compounds things.

Is this anxiety?Any suggestions? If you’ve read this far, I thank you for glimpsing into my window today.",3.5101948051948035,6.072674500000005,4.8166233766233795,78.66474025974027,76.32142857142857,8.001298701298701,27.14610389610389,8.841846274778883,2.5048107142857146,944,38,166,22,22,312,127,224,0.185,0.738,0.077,-0.9819,1,1,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,1,0,0,6,12,1,4,17,0,26,3,2,4,2,32,37,7,0,3,9,1,6,3,0,3,0,1,1,0,16,3,0,0,6,2,1,2,5,7,0,4,3,7,19,5,15,30,8,40,0,0,0,1,5,11,1,7,29,122,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438958869101388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06197572197548903,0.0,0.06971892193019844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055555764397157335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202463483247144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362195299056927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07276481731636197,0.0,0.0,0.4114270388531182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807195975124678,0.0,0.10164092224877933,0.06019458190836505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190731466536452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304059338358033,0.06510769930070942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425392222464555,0.047614888227220716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164010891032507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05008605657134256,0.0,0.0,0.0965000468479655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13357359013850711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060834102320220865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836876513145189,0.0,0.0,0.10673758286612238,0.07274402279283228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692435256249647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351245718696695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06318234637012637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271825070443912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116083448208112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029579331859259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18027200839288007,0.0,0.0,0.09713903302102114,0.0,0.0,0.1043961768108432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589476331237683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390594240708364,0.0,0.0,0.06054682291150072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15942670391729302,0.0,0.17277286907275488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6022417052995079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310393972045083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175028108704914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964309700143872,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway-085346,2019/02/14,"What's that one thing that sets your anxiety off the most? Mine is when I get a phone call out of the blue, my heart sinks and my body freezes. My breathing becomes irregular and I have to either wait for it to end or reject If I'm out in public. Then everyone around you stares in your direction which causes even more anxiety!",5.374545454545455,5.5690769090909065,5.684393939393942,83.69659090909094,67.7878787878788,9.630303030303034,28.62121212121212,9.516144504307137,2.196830303030304,260,8,55,5,4,83,54,66,0.116,0.884,0.0,-0.6696,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,2,3,3,1,0,11,5,6,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,9,0,10,5,3,10,0,1,2,0,6,6,0,3,3,41,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4345520447821911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528397610100957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136799409158214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154843699636396,0.0,0.0,0.2900181772439267,0.0,0.0,0.2917687908978705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515591548314301,0.0,0.0,0.1875938262447446,0.0,0.0,0.2713951547650705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483897517945696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365673907217875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924606309905564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886915701852059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ljustura,2019/02/14,"How I beat my anxiety? I've been suffering from anxiety my whole life, these are some steps I took in my life to beat anxiety.
1. Normal sleep routine. 
2. Organize you're whole day.
3. Stay away from coffee and alcohol.
4. Start doing things that make u feel relaxed, like reading or just listening to relaxing music. 
5. Start doing something productive.
6. Socialise. 
7. Train your mind to think positive when u feel something bad is gonna happen because it's not gonna happen. Meditation helped me train my mind. 
8. And most emotionally don't fell sorry for yourself. 

Hope I helped someone whit this, if u have any question feel free to ask what ever u want about how to beat anxiety. 
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anxiety,sangbum60090,2019/02/14,"Obsessed with a church girl I barely knew long time ago There was an altar girl from a church (also Catholic and seems kinda religious) where I used to go until when I was 16 or 17. I thought she was pretty, but I barely knew her, she was two years younger than me and I had a crush on someone else.

That's like a while ago, then I checked her Instagram recently and found out she goes to same uni and study nursing, but never saw her. I even tried to find her. However since then I started to fantasize about her daily, especially her eyes. Even though it was just her pictures from Instagram. Probably out of the league too. I dreamed of her sometimes. It's kinda tormenting me, especially I'm far away from there at the moment probably for a year.",4.1558998144712405,5.584583823129253,4.712974644403218,85.07499072356218,71.31292517006804,8.33865182436611,28.32962275819419,8.841846274778883,2.1013047619047622,590,22,119,11,11,188,93,147,0.024,0.936,0.04,0.4767,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,1,8,0,6,1,1,1,1,22,16,14,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,7,0,0,6,1,1,1,1,1,0,1,11,2,23,1,19,5,1,23,3,0,2,0,13,7,0,4,16,82,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398669279289957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15330510957489846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801116193744694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16014356036776786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532365256101424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752134001476577,0.0,0.0,0.21019284194231835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894943860372558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365657951143072,0.0,0.0,0.16965144308703878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478534511471323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950312380671209,0.4133772963871224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892839430103689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17451954116783508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585790023066918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624296367802157,0.0,0.18959952716205905,0.0,0.1356886265313646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883475801336603,0.15219105619691212,0.11178377219772584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13015399926599233,0.0,0.1872663293841064,0.0,0.0,0.16557015426185595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469013601657687
anxiety,Lyrica235,2019/02/14,"Is an EKG good enough for Palpitations? Every once in a while I get a few weeks of crazy heart murmurs/palpitations. Just odd beats and crazyness. Of course they make me anxious, and that probably makes it worst. Last time I was about ready to hit the ER without health insurance but talked myself out of it and they eventually went away. 

I originally thought they were cause by adderall since I have massive ADHD, but I stopped taking it for months and still had a palpitation period. 

I've had 2 EKG done at general doctors, but it wasn't palpitating at the time. They said it was all clear and the only other step is an event monitor for a week. When I went to do that, they stopped... so it would have been $2000 down the drain which I really don't have. 

They are back as per usual. It doesn't seem like they are causing any major health issues as I still exercise regularly. They don't happen when I exercise. 

Unfortunately I'd have to go through the whole Doctor->Specialist visit->Monitor run again, which before even touching the monitor is $400. The docs seem to think an EKG is good enough, and my mom who also suffers from anxiety said palpitations are pretty normal and im just freaking myself out. 

I don't want to blow 2400 on a monitor if it's pointless. I really don't have that kind of money to burn... It would just make my anxiety even worse. 

Is an EKG good enough? would those 2 have found anthing wrong? I've also had blood tests through the free Obamacare yearly pre-screening. My deductable is 6k though so everything is out of pocket aside from that. 





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anxiety,ArrowTD,2019/02/14,"Struggling at University I'm currently 5 months in studying at a good university in the UK and I've found each day unbearable. I managed to introduce myself to my flatmates slowly across the first week but they're all incredibly extrovert. They would have parties in our flat almost every night and I'd sit up in the dark listening to them shouting in the hallway with my heart thumping, hoping they wouldn't mention my name or bang on my door. I'd also only buy dry food so I wouldn't have to face going down to the shared kitchen to prepare food. I would also wake up early just to leave the house without being seen, and spend my free at the library on campus, too terrified to go back. I gradually began spending more and more time at my long-term girlfriend's room, who came to the same university I did. It is now at the point where I practically live in my girlfriends room, which is only one of two rooms on the ground floor, more out of sight. She now cooks for me most nights, bringing the food into her room and I've become incredibly reliant on her. I wash myself in her sink and sneak back down the road to my house early in the morning for a shower a twice a week before anyone is awake. I skip as many lectures as I can in favour of watching the recordings of them online. Her flatmates think I'm strange as they know I'm hiding in her room and never come out. Every day is such a struggle. Does anyone have any advice? Thank you.",4.979042728773152,5.7803474947735225,5.5135961855859135,82.43695580414453,68.82578397212544,7.853951953053365,28.345681276361642,7.85451343220497,1.6921679442508712,1149,38,224,13,19,370,165,287,0.058,0.852,0.09,0.8857,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,1,5,1,11,8,0,2,19,0,14,9,3,0,2,32,30,15,0,5,4,0,0,0,2,4,1,2,8,0,3,14,5,0,3,1,4,5,4,2,0,4,5,5,33,7,48,20,7,61,0,0,3,0,20,37,0,4,18,149,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829335310390507,0.0,0.0,0.12121889953840513,0.0,0.0,0.1936149655069231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823214176369859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692886667711991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18616734349962227,0.0,0.0,0.13369551985296407,0.1030087218096853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845444602288712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427799443087987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15614066749728234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059358744594792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20398778627401426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296915415493266,0.4391398473089264,0.1327303439373673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759646926153624,0.10153502590632517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345052519689333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023473440644145,0.0,0.2793619805962521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652855423660692,0.0,0.0,0.12817955814539567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689360946130584,0.10712969186930146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227305706116096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662478935366876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336492737688493,0.0,0.0,0.22720346552099155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202986788503981,0.18413526624827228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443591783205224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531055292088309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145099898715484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756703020855944,0.0,0.0,0.07058802951287989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825295322788287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942057231706429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669251088045735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17198771858050207,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SakuOtaku,2019/02/14,"Today know that you are loved, no matter what your anxiety tells you. Valentine's Day can be hard when you're single, and anxiety can amplify that, so I just want to say that you are loved and important, and deserve to have a good day! 

💖💖💖",4.612933333333338,4.532198960000001,5.778000000000002,83.32233333333336,69.4,9.866666666666667,28.66666666666667,9.725611199111238,2.3346666666666667,188,6,41,4,3,63,35,50,0.124,0.602,0.274,0.858,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,0,0,7,10,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,3,2,9,1,4,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,0,4,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44703821997519894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3768675828323225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450691443777773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617384775570154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605760742947734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5274129289642908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232355560323446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553807230594915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769552142803502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723370378540535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ogatu,2019/02/14,"I could use some advice on EMDR, Tapping and Hypnosis I went to my first counseling appointment in over a year yesterday. My mom had been raving about this service nearby, (she struggles with anxiety and depression as well.) where they use some pretty interesting treatment methods (imo) for anxiety, depression, etc. I only really heard about these types of methods from her, and being a patient there as well she could be fairly biased.

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The initial appointment itself, while a little nerve racking was actually really nice. The counselor seemed very confident and knowledgeable about their work. They went over a lot of detail about how EMDR, tapping and hypnosis can work and was very reassuring that everyone will have different experiences, safety phrases, etc. and I guess what really made me feel the most comfortable was that they had told me it doesn't matter what i really say during or after the ""treatment"" and had given me a pretty silly example, which relaxed me even more. They didn't seem in any way trying to push or convince me on how the treatments ""truly"" work and just seemed more focused on keeping me level headed, which was awesome. 

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I am aware there is a lot of skepticism and borderline attacking of these types of treatments from other mental health professionals. My brother is actually in his final year of his master's program for behavioral health and I had called him after the appointment because I was really excited to see where this treatment could go. He was really supportive and happy that I was getting treatment, but very adamant that in the field of behavioral health EMDR and the like are considered.. unpractical methods of treatment and although he was very adamant as well that I continued to get treatment he highly recommended that I talk to a psychologist and undergo psycho analysis.

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For anyone who has gone through these treatments for anxiety or depression were they helpful for you? I'm not sure if I should take my brothers advise or keep gong to these appointments. Any help would be greatly appreciated.

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anxiety,looplox,2019/02/14,I have a driving test tomorrow please help I’m going to have a driving test tomorrow and the thought of it is making me feel sick. I never wanted to learn to drive but my parents have insisted on it even though I live in a large city with lots of public transport and a good train system which are admittedly not ideal but far less stressful than driving. It’s my third attempt to pass and I feel like such a failure plus my parents are getting less and less patient. They keep calling me to tell me that they’ve wasted so much money on me (I’ve been paying for the recent months) and that I’m stupid and ungrateful. All I want to do is cry.,7.787353689567432,5.690192022900767,7.787595419847332,78.11691475826973,63.8854961832061,10.26005089058524,35.57379134860051,8.344100000000001,2.72515165394402,509,18,103,5,6,165,83,131,0.214,0.7040000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.9728,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,2,4,5,1,1,7,0,9,1,0,1,2,24,21,11,0,3,3,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,8,0,1,5,0,2,7,2,2,0,1,2,2,13,3,15,19,6,17,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,6,71,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21342141631519315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295864201997642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804838189664906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113623209068183,0.14931597250993595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919850367868696,0.0,0.11878455267505254,0.17530671677640472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009423423242046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18577667959324576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211117234669592,0.0,0.1845586540385508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17769185992963102,0.0,0.0,0.1395150381179842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668288792916746,0.0,0.15364556216539996,0.0,0.1612005190761422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4641592126164227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294289658858212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20637103584201447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394189448291629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18268295750251715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053501453548601,0.16592968961728827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24655768364370784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JohnnyLong123,2019/02/14,Tinnitus from an ear infection. Is my anxiety making it worse? I'm still getting over an ear infection from a little over 2 weeks ago that's gone away except for a fullness feeling in my ear and constant ringing. I'm still tapering off prednisone which isn't helping my anxiety but I can't stop obsessing over the ringing in my left ear and worrying if it's permanent tinnitus. Has anyone experienced anything like this with anxiety and an ear infection? I'm just freaking out that it might be permanent.,5.732661654135338,7.457172852631582,6.843909774436092,70.16736842105264,67.84210526315789,11.323308270676687,38.834586466165405,11.20814326018867,5.2161428571428585,411,24,67,14,7,138,60,95,0.158,0.746,0.096,-0.6147,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,6,0,6,8,5,1,0,13,13,5,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,1,3,7,0,0,7,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,9,5,1,13,10,1,18,0,0,0,0,1,11,0,2,7,46,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972045654219112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5105625086343878,0.0,0.0,0.1555548821455719,0.0,0.1830723072478659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20901612194287664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404090044726638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124865658911867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623041066706387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491156914094252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417122633131485,0.0,0.0,0.1086866861333032,0.22297150071234909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14849919759339472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360035189747248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35532665601188707,0.1859933097831632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17845050679402275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225927174719727,0.2267140202634105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bunnybutt420,2019/02/14,"I got a job. I'm freaking out. After a couple of months of being in and out of hospital, recovering after a suicide attempt, I became increasingly agoraphobic. But I've been trying for the past three months to get a job as a digital designer. I have a masters degree, I graduated first in my class and decided that I didn't want to be on disability anymore. I went to loads of interviews, failed a couple. Finally, after some interviews and tests with one firm, I got a job in a design agency and I start on Monday.  

I'm seriously freaking out now. I don't think I can do this and I'm convinced they made a mistake or maybe they think I'm more qualified than I actually am. I don't know what really happens on a first day either. The firm is small, about 8 people give or take. Every time I think about the new job, I want to vomit. 

Do I just walk in? Do people introduce themselves? I'm so scared :( If anyone has any advice on first day in a new job or insight, I'd really appreciate it. I really don't want to fuck this up.",2.016744360902255,3.8936847095238094,4.903383458646619,79.5937218045113,78.09523809523809,8.230576441102757,24.385964912280702,8.99025400887824,2.0537619047619047,799,28,160,20,19,288,115,210,0.147,0.809,0.044,-0.9509,5,0,0,0,0,1,27.0,0,0,2,6,5,8,1,1,15,0,15,2,0,1,0,28,37,12,1,5,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,6,0,0,3,4,7,0,5,6,0,19,1,31,29,4,35,0,1,0,1,5,14,1,5,18,106,24,12,0.0,0.0,0.11189692244739408,0.0,0.0,0.1120497345674288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779764268524587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371729855055494,0.08017673723529177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25375024248120925,0.0,0.14789943719732204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661057323704417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12561037764095495,0.0,0.29260307757677345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600634561354744,0.0599079563834089,0.10999753227908156,0.0,0.0,0.183416844177276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139826419100996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5689387481089928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06301712351343018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849920570974037,0.0,0.0,0.11519684007271815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18304971015915675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22148918047694344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777002653314469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946113097817664,0.15898914778420353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22037283870586274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148001025201518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116078403935759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542537333980175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621413573280103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22041893947545646,0.0,0.0,0.06686233641216245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785030253692019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20289793074249554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629600567539774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BendItLikeBendtner,2019/02/14,"I feel like anxiety is almost fully replacing excitement in my life To put it simply, as soon as I find myself in a situation when I anticipate something, whether it's a good thing or maybe not, I start feeling tense and nervous. It's as if I'm always going through the worst case scenario that instance could possibly yeld, even when I'm not consciously thinking negatively and as a consequence, I never really feel excited about anything; I feel anxious instead. It's like my brain doesn't know any better than to interpret the feeling of excitement as a life-or-death situation. However, when I get to the point where I can't possibly avoid the situation and I just have to do the thing (read this as ""one anxiety outweighs the other""), and keep in mind, this can be the most basic thing like, for example, meeting with a friend, I find that my anxiety goes down pretty quickly and I can function normally. It's just that anticipation that keeps killing me and makes me put off even the most basic tasks, the anticipation quite literally makes me feel like I'm gonna get murdered or something and it makes my life way more complicated than it should be. How do I break the vicious cycle?



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anxiety,twaitsfan,2019/02/14,my favorite hang-in-there song I read some of these posts and have so many feels.  I just wanted to post this song that has kept me going in the past.  I hope this helps someone or gives a smile or two.,0.9229069767441836,2.64170262790698,1.5001744186046508,103.45398255813956,80.86046511627906,4.3,15.401162790697676,3.1291,-1.440158139534884,155,2,39,0,4,47,37,43,0.0,0.743,0.257,0.8859999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,8,4,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,5,1,3,7,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,4,1,23,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14869312569848187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821034789819434,0.16712956544166865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19711223354268034,0.0,0.0,0.2920827695679878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981458324157776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28072780563745603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5632850056664698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941545209960266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491687424720446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872684857575011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734530189140146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,3bob,2019/02/14,"Has anyone else had their anxiety evolve? I don't feel anxious when talking to women I like anymore, I just have major trust issues and can't emotionally connect with them due to being hurt many times. Am I the only one? Like every time I'm able to talk to a girl I like I just kind of eventually stop because I feel like I know they don't really like me and are using me for food, sex, etc. This fucking sucks and as soon as March hits and I get insurance I'm gonna see a dr about it.",1.5573931623931614,3.1228292692307704,3.666666666666668,89.35611111111113,78.42307692307692,6.545299145299146,21.170940170940174,7.3871296695380915,0.561896581196581,380,10,85,5,9,130,75,104,0.097,0.731,0.172,0.7787,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,0,5,10,2,0,3,0,9,4,0,1,0,12,21,7,0,0,2,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,5,1,1,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,3,14,7,10,17,2,7,0,1,1,2,7,0,2,0,12,48,16,0,0.17709825821613348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547968279609302,0.20007062276917909,0.1756338844288453,0.12383121988432436,0.1814580940463288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795745444195123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479428699874315,0.19921170371926625,0.0,0.0,0.1975113717213467,0.0,0.0,0.14921292073233747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17909240112269406,0.12651903105551093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21414791680680406,0.0,0.0,0.16372448599750145,0.09252653045687917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18958734825366927,0.0,0.0,0.18484457000565935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844205833178822,0.097328571196014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4326063169292414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17954983716039782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000636310619922,0.1346912057265232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345367907332975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112438280947193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14806207380375538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846897431826728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20653483710458764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15295603363325022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,basketball_is_life,2019/02/14,"I want to take that first step towards recovery by visiting a mental health center but it feels impossible. It's like a catch-22 situation with social anxiety. Title. Social anxiety has crippled me for nearly a decade and I'm sick of it. I'm 22 years old and want to take back my life. But even though I want and need help I'm still deathly afraid of taking that first step. There's a walk-in mental health center nearby that would aim me in the right direction so I've been trying to psyche myself up to go but I keep putting it off. It's always tomorrow, I'll go tomorrow. Then what happens? Tomorrow comes and the cycle repeats itself. Have any of you else been in this limbo between wanting help but also not wanting help in a sense? I think I'm just scared that once I take that first step I'll need to start facing my fears in therapy. 

Much love, thanks for reading and hope you all have a fantastic day.",2.6594246929541043,4.8257254725274725,3.88639301874596,86.26743051066582,77.24175824175825,6.9197155785391065,23.343244990303806,7.928766900206844,1.2785949579831923,724,23,142,12,17,236,108,182,0.08199999999999999,0.732,0.187,0.9666,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,3,8,7,0,3,8,0,6,6,1,0,1,26,32,13,1,9,6,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,13,7,0,1,2,1,0,8,1,3,0,3,2,1,12,4,21,29,2,33,0,0,0,1,9,11,0,1,15,84,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489993510891524,0.09874250839139652,0.0,0.0,0.08069931135095575,0.0,0.1815636448776897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912495001161548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222324373396098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653199314711531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913311780118393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838006806899209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335361498002588,0.06000285143616992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30282058069029555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13488519309390604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493902353181198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522802022581206,0.0,0.0,0.2386249399887456,0.0,0.0,0.11786556336835392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547888060760667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381975862845781,0.057975910540773126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710383302761814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23918183592308506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723571733016397,0.1759838219361034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245236501170407,0.1263791163582387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929559762752273,0.0,0.0,0.1187015871762155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134308199677962,0.0,0.0,0.11880884506191315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338946030526308,0.0,0.2419371677320273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399486415391294,0.0,0.0947695948537388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35689870198947143,0.0,0.0,0.10925490748107053,0.13570888513025964,0.0,0.0,0.07603860697555785,0.116592155226718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056878285895615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3499716505441331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429938920313683,0.0,0.0,0.07641925022266459
anxiety,DCT1997,2019/02/14,"I used to be a lot more social when I was a kid. I miss who I was then. Before I got to high school, I was a lot more social. I had friends, I was more confident, etc. I had a good childhood. I was always shy and quiet, but I still managed to have friends and be normal.

When I got to high school, it all went downhill from there. My adolescence was the worst years of my life. My social anxiety became very debilitating. I began developing issues that were not a problem previously. I started to become very self-conscious, anxious, struggling to make eye contact, etc. Situations that always made me a little nervous, like public speaking, became so overwhelming for me to do.

I didn't have any friends, I lost my confidence, etc.

I don't know what could've contributed to this shift. Before high school I was a different person, then all of a sudden I began having this terrible anxiety.

Can anyone else relate?",3.0419574036511143,5.469941431034481,4.541994590939827,80.72893509127792,77.2183908045977,7.082623394185259,25.75253549695741,8.124751697461798,1.8890997971602443,715,27,128,13,17,238,100,174,0.165,0.693,0.142,-0.4628,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,1,5,13,0,3,9,0,19,2,1,3,2,14,31,8,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,2,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,8,0,0,18,3,25,5,12,11,11,16,0,3,1,0,12,4,0,2,12,94,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18168477097082705,0.0,0.0,0.07424277618199207,0.0,0.16703722527220013,0.1233367284161094,0.0,0.07633773177148942,0.1118627380398428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057526269468792,0.18579984887610987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716739190353863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406468808227994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120174328537424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652771117905725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530451130094847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157085020374137,0.17463451789124196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3460482959425275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395038519114653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05999975102081799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711356485333246,0.053337413642933616,0.10942207907134016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917746120742086,0.18563344277097849,0.0,0.10330406983989902,0.07287519207245062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696836665120106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953274405404668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044657762001816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33147293043435644,0.0,0.0,0.1138933849045175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271732782714855,0.0,0.3338706370600507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727466065597267,0.0,0.08718733408994411,0.0,0.0,0.11413346426041887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429218802199704,0.0,0.18016169611400806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120636296057056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07030515124971687
anxiety,susanxo97,2019/02/14,I just quit my job This job and my boss have been heightening my anxiety for the past three years. I have been scared to come into work. I was always scared that if I did something wrong or made a mistake I would be fired (saw it happen to other people over the years). I have wanted to quit for a year but I had been too worried about what would happen or how I would live. I finally have enough saved up to quit and find a new job once I graduate this May. Today I finally sent in my resignation. I feel like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders. ,2.8159323671497596,4.175974400000001,3.861159420289855,90.13859903381643,74.56521739130434,7.1980676328502415,21.473429951690818,7.793537801064563,0.6690966183574885,436,10,96,6,9,141,73,115,0.147,0.767,0.086,-0.4588,3,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,4,4,7,0,2,6,0,17,2,1,3,0,21,25,7,0,6,5,0,3,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,1,10,4,17,2,12,10,1,16,0,1,1,0,1,6,0,4,9,69,23,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179636896652433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278327219111733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573726108048303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388274194265562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793528974990143,0.09598516720700516,0.0,0.29436458440356744,0.12280050304112665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376241394890759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3999878543878799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06564038519555386,0.0,0.11864031000575848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713250368595133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976350319427027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14308656476545414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825962684722353,0.09314671146429856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4287178547807659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26903099172606315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343512102411008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12735538887796094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924765211952918,0.0,0.0,0.1636114815403313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781400526366378,0.13644676549027626,0.0,0.28633156395977283,0.1468990523307082,0.0,0.2595658597259985
anxiety,damnitjanet6,2019/02/14,"Woke myself up snoring too loudly and gave myself a panic attack 🙃 I don’t normally snore but when I have a cold I get like occasional one-off powerful snores. Yesterday I was enjoying some wonderful medication induced sleep. I have a cold and somehow I managed to wake myself up with one of these loud snores, and immediately launched myself into a panic attack because of the loud unexpected noise. Obviously I found it terrifying at the time, but looking back I find it hilarious.

Is there anything funny you’ve managed to find amidst the hell that is anxiety?",5.144261057173676,7.645084699029128,6.745177993527513,67.08685005393747,70.94174757281553,9.626321467098165,32.80366774541532,9.994966539143718,3.99695771305286,456,22,71,13,9,156,71,103,0.21,0.584,0.206,-0.1406,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,3,2,7,0,6,3,2,2,1,17,12,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,4,6,12,2,9,8,1,8,1,0,1,0,1,4,1,3,5,50,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530052176337802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16458916042288135,0.0,0.0,0.4550748925652297,0.0,0.15379344949426607,0.0,0.12192273757343056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656065290158967,0.0,0.0,0.21929793983153095,0.0,0.0,0.10449568257965874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771357934330137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679559570971105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20148655071069133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19596491970848026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27106056532680306,0.0,0.0,0.469331499047995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20015197910086205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662600268892898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21689964109627505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Rockinrobin824,2019/02/14,"Feeling off after early am anxiety attack Hey all,

This morning my train got stuck in a tunnel for about 45 minutes. I am claustrophobic and feeling trapped is a huge anxiety trigger, so I was working through an anxiety attack the whole time (thankfully I had my anxiety playlist ready to go). I finally got to work and have been feeling off and drained from the early morning event. Any advice on how to deal with the post anxiety drain when you have to work? ",5.8363178294573625,7.226889453488376,6.1906976744186055,76.20759689922484,67.25581395348837,9.454263565891472,37.58914728682171,9.725611199111238,3.9423472868217058,367,20,63,8,6,118,60,86,0.233,0.6709999999999999,0.096,-0.9062,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,3,4,3,2,0,6,0,8,0,0,2,1,10,16,6,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,6,3,7,1,14,10,2,14,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,7,44,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16110296010348138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211301153653372,0.0,0.6306016331497004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751126594178334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16996729941368152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500802149115948,0.0,0.0,0.18060019272510047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09369587519575263,0.0,0.2637132220247812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15789391138273706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517844018467342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613338538479088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18406450257843693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600683466244641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,3ML3,2019/02/14,"27 now - anxiety since I was a kid. After years of panic attacks I had finally gotten a good grip on anxiety. Through meditation, self mastery, introspection and various other activities to maintain mental stability I was able to ‘figure it out’. I stopped worrying about panic attacks.

Until recently that is when they came back out of nowhere. The impending doom attacks. The sure death and paranoia type. So all in all I guess I just wanted to reach out to you guys and get this off my chest. Maybe it’ll help knowing others know I feel all these mental and physical symptoms again. I’m remaining optimistic and allowing myself to feel while I center myself.

If this is against the sub rules to post this or if there’s a thread feel free to delete this. I just wanted to express this to release some weight.

Thanks for reading this guys and I hope everyone has a great day ",3.5333201010465523,6.292154515337424,4.437755322988089,80.32380007217613,77.46625766871165,7.761674485745218,28.606640202093104,8.671277953709913,2.666803247924937,698,31,121,16,17,225,110,163,0.16,0.6920000000000001,0.14800000000000002,-0.2828,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,0,9,12,3,2,7,0,7,3,1,1,4,32,21,13,1,5,5,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,12,10,1,1,6,1,1,1,0,6,0,0,5,5,15,7,23,15,5,21,1,1,0,0,8,7,0,6,12,86,27,2,0.1351247721394787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20674016166787124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4611718066623962,0.0,0.10390260902084576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15454674167752755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714429943647407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291175104241669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20496943451653526,0.0,0.0,0.1480225830321167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059711637357795,0.0,0.0,0.11333624791920345,0.0,0.14897553831612642,0.14885517061314893,0.2675895374089933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057128645714058,0.0,0.0,0.13420938780042335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14852208189955346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357509956179108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723479772620109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170796116941858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12941217977265518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13516133882185127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334194109137605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096460695925986,0.0,0.0,0.11177660785464348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297035999537865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12735349860546655,0.14044637660411044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440473560035002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15940018313998164,0.0,0.0,0.16454556964032538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13722576522016824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701592301814676
anxiety,row_guy,2019/02/14,"Spouse Anxiety Support Questions My wife has anxiety that she has managed pretty well through therapy.

Her therapist has suggested medication many times, but she does not want to take anything, a choice I respect.

Due to a very stressful family situation her anxiety has surged recently. In addition we have just learned about the link between depression and anger  (which has also been high) leading us to believe depression is at play here.

As her spouse what can I do to help more?

Thanks.",6.639899159663862,9.224959376470586,6.359831932773107,71.09352941176473,67.0,10.974789915966387,39.20168067226891,10.914260884657429,5.277521008403362,397,23,61,13,7,124,69,85,0.232,0.586,0.183,-0.7603,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,2,0,0,1,5,9,1,1,3,0,10,1,0,1,0,11,14,4,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,4,1,0,1,0,10,5,10,13,1,7,0,2,0,0,13,3,0,1,3,44,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385248198869588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4128303289869613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14802849710153626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20266669930140047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098661696224555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15741694793829428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16957781510901576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120571876901666,0.1900564135749192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18237327008420373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18121333878394155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18300582243527053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20151028487945244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17761289938836314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021961860566341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060555289946985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20412925544779773,0.0,0.0,0.1352497344724376,0.0,0.0,0.16561222715863438,0.20571204744767735,0.2088581899166465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489130545805872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163772688738453,0.0,0.0,0.14842242930459176,0.1060997365249506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617365458674693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tiffany-Amber,2019/02/14,"Struggling to understand the difference between anxiety and depression Most days I can wake up and feel okay with myself. But, I have brief moments where I am completely unhappy. Sometimes it’s triggered by something as simple as a tv commercial, but often it’s my mind wandering. I can smile while have a positive conversation with anyone, and walk away still feeling worthless. I know depression and anxiety go hand in hand. I decided not to go back on medication for it, but I’m struggling to know the difference and how to cope. What are some ways people use push through anxious moments or curb depressive thoughts? ",7.964688311688312,9.203324118181822,7.7022077922077905,67.83045454545457,62.36363636363636,12.103896103896105,42.077922077922075,11.765960540728905,5.667610389610388,503,29,78,16,7,160,78,110,0.215,0.633,0.152,-0.7389,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,2,4,1,6,4,3,3,0,27,16,13,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,7,1,0,5,1,6,0,0,1,4,8,1,16,15,2,17,0,4,0,0,1,5,0,4,6,56,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26298803347746874,0.1941847609647498,0.0,0.12018823903473752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149463957470153,0.1321714300652839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802215268760959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085368102975417,0.0,0.4441412123908005,0.0,0.0,0.359173207757686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17382369595927924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953760715747445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18893053933803333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731592966665742,0.0,0.0,0.17355810094770174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916564802169285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232794836524744,0.1700018433508727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727015339899548,0.0,0.0,0.35938977399685074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646004545610885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17894169751053235,0.0,0.14845623219484716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643686717471695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,doug_on_a_rug,2019/02/14,Posts always fail? Ever time I post it comes up as it failed??? So I’m testing it again,-1.9022807017543848,-0.04773421052631477,0.5431578947368436,102.44877192982456,101.63157894736842,2.533333333333333,11.596491228070176,3.1291,-1.8871192982456144,66,1,16,0,3,22,16,19,0.341,0.659,0.0,-0.8299,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,7,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,9,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325245712895053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442462709547664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614886464791357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7654710593989039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23302774536923804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,unexistingusername,2019/02/14,"Skin picking I have a pretty severe case of dermatillomania and am really trying to quit once and for all (at least not pick unless there's something valid to pick at, without leaving scars). I managed not to pick for a couple of days in a row (which is a big achievement), but yesterday I kind of relapsed a bit. I didn't do anything seriously damaging but I really want to try not to pick for a bit longer.

Today I almost went to the mirror two times already, it's getting really hard to fight the compulsion. I know I can do it but I'm afraid I'll give in. I know it's all in my head but the urge is so fucking real, to the point where I can feel it physically.

So I figured I could try to ask you guys for a few words of encouragement, just to see if it helps. I hope it doesn't sound too selfish... I know that I'm the only one who can truly help myself, but I'm sure that a bit of additional support can't hurt.

Anyways, thank you for reading :)",3.14437903804738,3.9233573969849274,5.074174443646804,84.0004648241206,73.02010050251256,7.896769562096195,26.27458722182341,8.192908349453996,1.5063019382627427,738,24,160,11,14,255,115,199,0.07200000000000001,0.74,0.188,0.9736,0,0,1,0,1,0,24.0,0,2,0,2,7,13,2,1,13,0,13,3,2,5,3,34,30,11,0,4,12,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,10,3,0,0,5,1,0,1,7,7,0,2,2,5,18,6,27,27,7,13,0,2,1,1,10,8,1,3,4,105,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338161523866539,0.0,0.14746954931638614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099702213726045,0.0,0.12493068879618817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4376844377093251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669667624989937,0.14786458950338216,0.0,0.08618352185646769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756987301061101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354340729397795,0.06981877370442516,0.12819487223178408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132319663448907,0.0,0.0,0.11971071447262158,0.0,0.13714806720605846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17914545177192134,0.0,0.0,0.13272971131373554,0.0,0.0,0.14305903506361134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916029175124006,0.22032690906344188,0.0,0.0,0.14150017324818148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231691726523232,0.09055453681695746,0.10163544192310232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632827288016138,0.0,0.0,0.1359548411268265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421372755925181,0.13367116694757572,0.1521058903149438,0.2568300153277722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648979594175012,0.0,0.0,0.1509695161706583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287875444656422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516474182320553,0.12594940921595116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303315671814707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792364515713568,0.0,0.12667035770923887,0.0,0.0,0.2721881858659879,0.0,0.13054198041371226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882138737935443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238809870000875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288193745185191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vfi922,2019/02/14,"Is it normal to believe that sadness is closer to reality while finding excuses to be happy is basically forcing oneself to stay delusional and ignorant? Not trying to victimize myself but I've been sad and have been facing panic attacks lately. Whenever I'm happy, I start worrying about how this is just temporary and I'm not in my right mind. On the other hand, I don't know why but being sad and demoralized helps me perform better. I know being self aware about mediocrity is justifiable. But I find myself cornering myself into believing I'm not a fit in this world. ",5.638154205607478,7.429782663551407,7.3813901869158896,65.96404789719628,68.1588785046729,10.20981308411215,33.00116822429907,10.411451182825502,4.118496261682244,463,21,70,13,8,161,73,107,0.232,0.611,0.157,-0.8334,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,4,10,2,1,2,0,12,2,2,1,0,20,18,9,0,1,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,2,1,10,3,11,13,0,13,0,3,0,0,3,9,0,0,3,53,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186351585298452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4330473769507749,0.0,0.16996966409190492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3513023580815518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.409163353651821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288157729076347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112367784771997,0.0,0.2167900528093874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19404938053565807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18829789112397874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254845705044033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16412267012248594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20048809626515354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13602765092494162,0.20484080604871632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047919513391998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17341467173171066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19517049719772372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Feileacanth,2019/02/14,"Therapist says I have to stop scolding myself, how? I've been seeing a therapist for anxiety/depression for the past couple months. In my most recent session, he zeroed in on my feelings of anxiety that result from incomplete tasks or procrastination. Basically, I have a hard time completing TDL (tasks of daily living) mostly due to the depression part, but the anxiety kicks in when I'm getting ready to go to bed and realize I haven't washed my son's clothes or done the dishes from dinner or changed the cat litter, like I told myself I was supposed to at the beginning of the day. Then I either rush around frantically to get everything done and feel like I'm going to panic (sometimes with the fun effect of an actual panic attack attached), or I lay awake staring at the ceiling with the anxiety running a hundred miles an hour about how I let myself/other people/the home down and I'm a failure.

So, my therapist says basically I have to stop scolding myself like that, but I'm not sure how to do that. Has anyone else had this experience or gotten this advice from a therapist, and how did you follow it? I've tried making myself to-do lists, but that seems to only increase my anxiety because then I'm looking at the to-do list on my phone all day being anxious about what I have to get done when I get home. ",8.573424479166668,6.951836785156252,9.0471875,68.19572916666668,62.0078125,11.970833333333333,36.95833333333333,10.864195022040775,4.005527083333333,1051,40,186,22,12,354,138,256,0.155,0.769,0.076,-0.9513,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,1,10,10,1,3,18,0,16,3,0,7,2,35,37,21,0,0,10,1,3,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,8,7,2,2,5,0,0,6,2,5,0,1,9,8,22,5,34,26,6,32,0,1,3,0,7,11,0,9,18,126,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.09942241264772544,0.0,0.0,0.09955818894365358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31175867408503416,0.11509798146590633,0.0,0.07123846196845134,0.104390440017166,0.0,0.09069683320440193,0.0,0.11590580644045535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06210649478910059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777794753655183,0.0,0.10682163655420784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273080959526742,0.0,0.13141128954919662,0.0,0.17550212412147434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31278284841939674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851095751697212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156522759884793,0.09966042358980977,0.0,0.0,0.10302948818670828,0.07278472416368625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21291715375758946,0.0,0.11580409993693402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912665148907599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20439247598003776,0.0,0.10033352727807317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418153829346133,0.0,0.14932361330848912,0.0,0.08996392348663998,0.0,0.08555545898867069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800721580826148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132146720588407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748606809815027,0.0,0.2390738174036631,0.0,0.11032858539331904,0.09725816845512757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059646444144288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16204176324507893,0.0,0.0,0.08118698973477842,0.09274980507176636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076418416129274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703563030953244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602284709710733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4731727379623107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05940837921155773,0.0,0.0,0.09735288858791318,0.0,0.0691713832184685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HansLanda1942,2019/02/14,"Do Counselors help with Anxiety? So basically, I have been having panic attacks each day of this week and finally broke and went to the ER for fear of my life since I also have clotting issues. Really embarrassing and all once I figured  out what it was and, long story short, it was anxiety issues and I had been prescribed Zoloft and another ""as needed"" medication. My doctor also made a referral for a counselor. I was wondering if the counselors help at all? My hesitation would just be the cost since the doctor and the medications and the ER trip is putting a toll on me..",5.293888888888887,6.942469314814815,6.500925925925928,72.4991666666667,68.81481481481481,9.844444444444443,31.092592592592588,10.125756701596842,3.4220148148148146,458,19,79,12,8,154,72,108,0.18,0.774,0.046,-0.9267,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,3,9,0,13,6,0,1,2,20,17,13,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,4,11,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,5,2,0,8,0,9,0,10,7,3,11,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,2,4,61,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623763921930671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17201741186060884,0.2509907622263283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18662695939624332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579663846049482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358177773876547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845982991017524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17970529113557648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21991427345613448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424445537634244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587113225203052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14517628828860954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15522508343841215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305198588865975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163865083508417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17470452725055358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19247361708414445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16491238099426667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509260429423394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27140247717887195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13158847730429396,0.0,0.0,0.15207306120078168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779017967075915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653416610777205,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EmotionalWombat,2019/02/14,Rumination Hey! Does anyone else ever think too much about the past and then remember an awkward thing you did and then feel super weird and fixate in it for a lonnnnggg time????? I can’t stop. I just want to go back and fix it or apologize or something ahhhhh this is torture ,1.99722222222222,4.5400105740740795,3.4348148148148177,86.4666666666667,82.14814814814815,6.562962962962962,21.962962962962962,7.793537801064563,1.1405407407407404,217,7,43,4,6,71,47,54,0.177,0.7140000000000001,0.11,-0.6189,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,5,4,1,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,13,7,8,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,1,3,1,4,6,1,9,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,7,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152019312269826,0.3153496534397033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366583222411657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693340931169485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571047217519009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783981611244567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15561919936541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17491440200847774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22624845589928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938040084078707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3486466397778988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369385746243859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25731188188087706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20447060431008005,0.19720841351990112,0.0,0.0,0.17946482257090313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18153239972672025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ApostleMatthew,2019/02/14,"I have an on-site interview. I have an on-site interview for what I consider a dream job. Four hours of meeting people and a 30 minute presentation. I can tell how much the past year of therapy and medication has helped me, since I’m not having a full on panic attack, but I’m still freaking out going over all the possible worst case scenarios. My anxiety mainly manifests itself in anticipatory anxiety, but I do have a history of panic attacks in high stress situations. 

How do y’all deal with anxiety in the moment? I usually try breathing exercises or my life-boat medication, but I’m open to suggestions. I’m pretty disappointed I won’t be able to do my typical pre-presentation ritual due to time constraints. 

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anxiety,ContentPariah,2019/02/14,"Any French people here? Could you possibly help relieve my anxiety? Really stupid thing to be anxious about, but then again, most things are stupid to be anxious about. Long story short, I'm American (technically German/Slovakian/Irish) and I love learning French (several years of study) and about the Great War. Those two topics intersect at the poilu.

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I wanted to purchase a reenactor's ensemble, but I have a problem.  About one to two years ago, there were articles all over the internet about ""cultural appropriation,"" and that combined with the idea of ""francité"" (is that even still a big deal in France? We learned about it in one of my French classes)  makes me wonder if I'm gonna immediately get criticized if I buy it and, say, post it on Instagram because I'm not French.

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So the big question is: is my anxiety stupid and it's totally fine to wear the uniform, or is it, like, disrespectful to actual French people? Thank you very much to anyone who answers.",5.6710694333599365,7.736742463687153,5.7450319233838805,76.64632681564248,68.49720670391059,9.583559457302474,32.33878691141261,9.957137785484203,3.476346847565844,787,35,136,20,14,248,117,179,0.161,0.72,0.119,-0.8292,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,1,2,0,0,12,11,4,0,9,0,10,2,1,1,2,26,20,12,1,5,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,11,7,0,0,6,0,3,0,1,5,0,4,1,1,11,6,22,15,4,17,0,0,0,1,10,9,0,6,8,89,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.1297637486758711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787370613844105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28815522729757365,0.3231566925162365,0.09042709339465432,0.0,0.2034499724666393,0.3004462503432043,0.0,0.0929787321464805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105990758348915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616916950017836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370906788380198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782828027776186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06947359074577268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14660465061118752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912987968721794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15011181480214728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496453302198503,0.0,0.0,0.11767808342082575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001451003706967,0.0,0.08876138714876443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977514210010787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802136731197148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18437529258197025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990855926247773,0.12735263530407773,0.0,0.0,0.12723845991214666,0.0,0.0,0.14896166426678922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518675054195475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574651168058574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022312517160213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619345891990806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242488265667305,0.0,0.0,0.17668445112533665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597931656834615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097177352359859,0.07843169563518425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14420497121438866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231566925162365,0.17126219694692618
anxiety,randywatson1988,2019/02/14,"Those with social anxiety, does it help to constantly push yourself to be social and get out of your comfort zone? I've signed up to to be a student leader at my university for a student orientation event where i'll be leading 10-15 new university students and guiding them around the university. I have no idea what i've gotten myself into :') I'll be honest, i partially did it for the sake of making my resume look good (my resume is looking a little dry rn) but know i'm terrified and really regretting it. It's too late to back out now, so i guess i'll have to live with my choice and make the most of it fml.",5.735691428571428,5.309091392000003,7.2334857142857185,75.00760000000002,67.08,10.342857142857145,31.457142857142852,9.957137785484203,2.9112742857142866,484,17,96,10,7,168,81,125,0.099,0.8220000000000001,0.079,-0.6798,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,1,7,4,0,0,6,0,8,0,0,3,0,20,17,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,2,10,3,19,11,1,16,0,1,2,0,5,8,0,2,6,62,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16584336376229689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19298860498878484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16669773347065858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342724189862671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18971394051893145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326355901879905,0.0,0.0,0.18183273573437814,0.0,0.0,0.2388180603975187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453094230472885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24472894250534455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914183222305748,0.0,0.2445479834112476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21728001807361508,0.19142908831090005,0.0,0.36409713759658335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894173312188065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093766369229989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388808962377621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44197916100254253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Oxidus999,2019/02/14,"Worst day of this year yet Of course it had to be my presentation. Of course that even after listening to dozens of people telling me it's not that bad, of course I fucked up. I even felt pretty confident before I started, but right when I started the Powerpoint, I knew it is going to be a torture. I felt like I went blind, I forgot words, started stuttering and shit. There was this girl who was also doing a presentation, and she cried right at the start and left the class. I wonder if I wouldn't end up in better way if I did the same, even though I'm an 18 year old man. At least they would pity me, instead of laughing at me as they did. I really hate my life.",2.5222924901185806,3.9115346811594236,3.838959156785248,89.88397233201584,75.3768115942029,7.047167325428196,21.96574440052701,7.686295010490155,0.7009333333333334,518,13,115,7,11,170,87,138,0.206,0.682,0.113,-0.9474,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,1,9,11,4,0,7,0,11,4,1,0,0,16,26,10,0,4,4,0,2,1,0,2,2,1,0,2,8,3,0,1,4,0,0,2,2,8,0,1,10,4,20,3,17,12,3,26,0,1,1,1,8,9,2,3,15,83,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887289460147147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13455487380412895,0.0,0.0,0.13712816170026065,0.0,0.0,0.14252551459716958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17701749064579536,0.10392946502196472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273250554341535,0.0,0.0,0.3193173811821431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094616598443483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14898207859778076,0.0,0.0,0.09158618102815254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15910386427887682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17509170979166142,0.0,0.11382615706584645,0.07873054286043966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16910151960068429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172224442926787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394913553183965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032378561455258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752452108585757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16541982508401787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.456255792493381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14085362144986865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15833065127649046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791465725829348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493891689266799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17476206075460815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144774892340646,0.0,0.0,0.20755272315341636
anxiety,Virgotheterrible,2019/02/14,"I hate winter. This winter in the last month has bee really messing with me. 
I have a bad fear of driving, like REALLY bad. I usually don't drive unless I absolutely have too. With all this wind, snow, and ice I've just been panicking left and right. 
Anymore it's not just driving that sets me off. Anytime I hop on social media or check the news I have an internal panic attack over something.
I'm hoping this will all fade out again when the weather stops acting up because I can see that my son is picking up on me being on edge all the time.
I just want to be a good parent.",2.410084033613444,4.046421647058826,4.123268907563027,86.69599579831936,76.22689075630252,6.776806722689076,22.824369747899162,7.554174236665415,0.9516547899159664,452,13,93,6,10,152,86,119,0.195,0.731,0.075,-0.946,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,6,10,2,2,7,0,11,0,0,1,3,19,16,5,0,2,6,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,7,0,0,1,1,12,3,14,12,3,26,0,0,1,0,3,11,0,2,11,63,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21174204153413848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428955728892356,0.0,0.0,0.3565396426209186,0.13015217352109773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402552651543718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17907993812555878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107944264886864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21206109523144567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17403708653662572,0.0,0.0,0.23197649356752215,0.0,0.0,0.10430896637632868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17041962755605322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25050501620430776,0.2370747812868307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273556708088162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823342149157152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17013781266352945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176439805666888,0.0,0.1643684833489702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785018072277886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449792418661484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23514831683182955,0.0,0.1259322390585068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Autumnalboquet,2019/02/14,"Been brave and got help TW: Self harm

Hello it’s my first time posting gear!

I have been brave and instead of cutting myself during a overwhelming anxiety attack I’ve gone to the walk in centre to get help! Low key proud of myself even though I’m scared. ",1.5676470588235285,4.122452333333335,2.532843137254904,92.04279411764708,84.49019607843138,4.968627450980391,18.303921568627448,6.42735559955562,0.011886274509803396,203,5,40,2,6,64,42,51,0.225,0.5329999999999999,0.242,0.4738,0,0,0,0,0,1,4.0,0,0,0,2,3,9,2,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,0,1,4,0,4,3,5,3,0,7,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411651465107337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35864202814813045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20821944406451467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681512214182051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16470494920886125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25213397207982724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42261043798915504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30192205562153235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156199309110492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32887417535033353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097312153674301,0.0,0.18382462677029093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nicolas_Mistwalker,2019/02/14,"When you want to socialize on a trip but anxiety is stopping you from approaching strangers I've been on a trip to Amsterdam for 2 days with my GF and we've been encouraging each other to interact with people and make new friends in our hostel and a pub.

To no avail. Social anxiety is a bitch",4.705169491525421,5.6130242203389855,6.162500000000001,77.15188559322034,69.50847457627118,10.645762711864409,31.69915254237288,10.686352973137794,3.4803525423728807,235,10,47,7,4,80,43,59,0.206,0.648,0.146,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,10,6,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,2,11,4,1,10,0,0,0,0,9,3,1,0,4,31,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4740656084829768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998262698688553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239387727849288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20682588696526827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992530437554545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21480952837541173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6317018515066449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25904672812332896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18275632611226889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lilahhhh,2019/02/14,"I have my final tomorrow and need an A Tomorrow I have my math final, I have an 88 in the class and need a 93 percent on the test to get an A or else my GPA average will dip. I cant afford to do that. I studied and did as much as I could but I cant help but feel extremely nervous since I've been getting so many Bs recently. I dont know what's gonna happen tomorrow but I cant calm down.
I guess I'm just venting but I've never been confident in myself in math, it was always something I've struggled with. This is the first class that I've started to actually focus and care about it. I tried really hard and I know I'll be devastated if I dont get the grade.",1.1210850111856845,2.2182269194630884,4.0618959731543605,88.05624440715886,78.46308724832214,7.651230425055928,23.826062639821032,8.344100000000001,1.2801270693512299,517,17,123,10,12,187,86,149,0.162,0.807,0.031,-0.9531,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,2,10,0,17,0,0,0,1,21,31,14,0,4,7,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,4,2,17,2,12,23,2,14,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,9,78,23,7,0.0,0.0,0.17447015924894116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14876496784095602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18228509233766566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14274673858484385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4190736748073651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493534580184089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09039999499390107,0.0,0.0,0.3917044742788174,0.0,0.15207598929735308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802262241503333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969538537780284,0.0,0.15810060646921492,0.0,0.16015788556154126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119837045874118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965131360957177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18126178753207786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142889414722747,0.2651363433778643,0.1378914279042383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453542368045265,0.0,0.17653042914142675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14789431625738111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376388392129684,0.0,0.0,0.12654624100830586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18690681722580296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138452411486347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nic_gecko_39,2019/02/14,"Anyone else ever feel bad after telling people about your anxiety. Some times after talking about how I feel and if I’m having some anxiety. Afterwards I feel kinda bad, like I shouldn’t put this on someone else or I should be able get through it. Even though I know they just want to help. I know this is kinda a ramble or rant but I needed to get it out. Thanks for reading. ",1.136432748538013,3.5959114736842115,2.453333333333333,92.51388888888893,85.57894736842105,4.956725146198831,18.970760233918128,6.42735559955562,0.08441111111111121,296,8,60,3,9,95,53,76,0.118,0.768,0.114,0.1761,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,0,7,4,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,1,22,16,7,0,5,5,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,3,9,2,10,13,2,8,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,7,6,41,13,1,0.20131980406306346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308018198143416,0.0,0.0,0.1407674879194901,0.20627593013636933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361872545176489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363537270033264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329698318913614,0.18210528855133964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30538002575273016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103625769089246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349404210241318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22128019869067744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835468720911948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492760837987868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139569803610015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20238200798637268,0.0,0.0,0.2013742840611713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17057761667517635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16181323264724892,0.17596238228067246,0.1853482274125691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977956853354844,0.0,0.1173911967201506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187436364526599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ms_king,2019/02/14,"Thank god that’s over My home delivery prescription was two weeks late so I was forced to withdraw until they came. (I requested another temporary refill in person but was denied). It was the worst two weeks. I rarely have bad anxiety attacks while on my prescription but it was as if when I stopped, everything came back 100x worse. My boyfriend and I fought all the time, I felt like nobody loved me, and I lost all focus in class and started failing. I felt like everything I done, I shouldn’t have. Well my prescription came and I yelled at my pharmacy and of course they shared that it wasn’t their fault and I should’ve ordered them earlier. As if two weeks wasn’t early enough. Anyways, I am back to normal now but I have more anxiety than before while taking it. Hopefully it’ll go away overtime.",3.2773593073593084,5.753062493506497,3.6620519480519502,87.09355411255413,76.66233766233766,7.743030303030304,25.201731601731602,8.648137234880735,1.926002251082251,640,23,123,14,15,199,93,154,0.179,0.643,0.17800000000000002,-0.504,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,4,2,7,14,2,0,2,0,14,1,0,0,2,22,27,18,0,5,5,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,1,1,7,9,0,1,2,0,0,4,3,7,1,3,15,3,24,7,13,10,5,26,0,2,0,1,9,6,0,3,17,87,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13809088290020888,0.2014885329382574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14981902888349538,0.1237292722981901,0.20252653467205856,0.1099575887294852,0.0,0.0,0.11206046708807443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4518628020764309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476696880203753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607337300883451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23671313628973584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25289056396606363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484378188676767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320981372842347,0.13080019110119234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14855467620991275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867643374849913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375772693097866,0.0,0.11885746292070945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903051539697213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498865664200116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321250388050424,0.0,0.0,0.11010067863612903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901623741893614,0.0,0.0,0.1212445973944586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679085245475166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3859327911400649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169069133275076,0.0,0.1184072137915774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420572770293376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shiningmatcha,2019/02/14,Will be seeing a clinical psychologist next month for the first time. Anyone can tell me what it is like? How do I get prepared for it? Been seeing a psychiatrist for 2 years for my anxiety but medication seems to have stopped working recently,4.709666666666667,7.179233244444448,5.841944444444442,73.21625000000002,72.1111111111111,9.833333333333336,31.25,10.125756701596842,3.709333333333333,196,9,34,6,4,65,39,45,0.092,0.836,0.07200000000000001,-0.2168,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,0,7,2,0,1,0,4,11,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,3,1,5,8,0,7,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,8,24,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191651830385684,0.0,0.0,0.2003214903646041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436894898555373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14967996355605873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13996525630509132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886100059150477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286747503972413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30468691830206296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828757545501767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4565932035166364,0.26081106567448065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395196891264487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504061640052189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167055474458098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20856919526248574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844911075012074
anxiety,Throwaway123542341,2019/02/14,"I study at university and things have become EXTREMELY tough (trigger warning) I’m a university student and recently things have become really tough. There are several problems that I’ve got no idea how to solve:

1. Social anxiety: it’s insanely stressful for me to interact with people. My classmates are girls and I’m the only guy in the group so it makes interactions even harder cause I try to be nice with them. Sometimes I get random panic attacks (dizziness, increased heartbeat, sweaty and trembling palms) that make it impossible to talk to anyone or even to keep up with what the teacher is saying during lectures. Moreover, I cannot even approach my crush, cause this girl is very cute and adorable
2. Irritated bowel syndrome: this thing makes my life like ten times harder. I have to endure extreme pain all the time and I also often get late for classes. Recently one of my teachers (he’s not aware of this problem) has told me that he won’t let me in for the class if I get even a minute late ever again. IBS + panic attacks also make things like public speaking extremely difficult
3. Conscription: the main reason I study at university is to avoid it. For me conscription is constant beating, humiliation, shitty food, life without sleep and weekends and being in a tough environment 24/7. My health is not good enough to endure conscription, I just won’t stand it. Also if I’m gonna have a girlfriend, she is not gonna wait for me to return. Most girls here break up with their boyfriends if those get conscripted.

There are several other problems like studying in the faculty that I don’t like but cannot change faculty because here it’s almost impossible. Psychological help is also very expensive and mostly useless here so for me it’s not an option.

What am I supposed to do to solve it? How can I make this life better? This place is the only one I can get help and advice from right now",5.0921867517956905,7.014079212290504,5.646149241819638,77.35526536312852,69.72625698324022,8.242777334397447,30.104150039904233,8.841846274778883,2.6201177972865133,1530,62,263,28,28,493,189,358,0.125,0.7959999999999999,0.079,-0.8693,1,1,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,2,2,22,25,2,5,13,0,28,9,3,11,2,51,47,23,0,6,11,0,0,4,1,4,5,2,0,4,25,14,1,3,2,1,1,2,11,16,0,3,2,2,27,9,34,38,6,26,0,1,0,0,21,10,0,10,16,177,52,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508767972769468,0.0,0.0,0.08719200724496938,0.0,0.0,0.27853210249389543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661135184944801,0.0,0.0,0.0608841472567942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19811843187640285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05307948641588457,0.192332726662748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700985409409894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17889791404780955,0.09211271899379993,0.0,0.0,0.09409603239887526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997069157886192,0.0,0.23004615469774006,0.07876339464651096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529019510411576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227462788090082,0.0,0.0,0.07303351827276403,0.06964101144134759,0.0,0.0,0.08621692410310003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255556269861227,0.0,0.0,0.1167276987883156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829591807081342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773953489815908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196446470905252,0.0,0.0,0.08903903795266531,0.18450876895638102,0.17015978186272246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906127692389305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800715667560124,0.13244736200304366,0.0926528476069427,0.20432509492547352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06036613000051596,0.0,0.09097377017685432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499541008307483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05578181746072013,0.08952654751784737,0.1719500894693113,0.0,0.0,0.07436069811159042,0.0,0.06924471909242738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967376122082314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713685787606362,0.088760951104024,0.0,0.0,0.0861183868540536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974294313165766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998676207269984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23139231718827105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154706904834046,0.0,0.0,0.08320291371935748,0.0,0.05911751272359667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436902955025416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393620378395636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThePirateRedfoot,2019/02/14,"How do I stop living my life anxiously anticipating the next big discomfort? I feel as though I am always living in the future where I am anxiously anticipating the next 'thing' that I know is coming up.    
     
A doctor's appointment, a dentist appointment, a public speaking event, a graduation next year, a flight I have to take in several months, a child's birth; like I'm living with the discomfort that I believe is coming, before it has become a reality... Every time I get through one thing I take a moment of relief and think ""that wasn't as bad as I thought it would be"" but then I get right back into the same cycle of waiting for the next thing.",10.271666666666668,6.8711599761904765,10.533238095238096,64.42842857142857,60.34920634920636,13.572063492063492,38.6920634920635,11.602472056035307,4.312170158730158,511,17,95,11,5,174,79,126,0.076,0.871,0.053,-0.1469,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,14,0,10,3,0,1,0,15,22,8,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,8,5,0,2,4,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,2,2,12,2,13,18,1,23,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,15,66,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136451949195536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023992692920925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291369846547384,0.11174972354926732,0.0,0.14781432831006294,0.11388687549980905,0.15079038235762746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23058037728224245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698958006286255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276487665671625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767286781746848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985039289138013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355424900354747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453423146381408,0.06538682807094195,0.0,0.35454607081534484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682877296203744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5693559006974059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069256648334537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142975180017662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119963464604624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189514559512062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012600910279444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26674945445920795,0.08575843440299381,0.13149584262016015,0.10625297739245336,0.07804242191998867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507517203088026,0.0,0.0,0.0861877343367556
anxiety,hoyhugo,2019/02/14,"Hard to keep a job when living with anxiety... Hello, I'm a 34 years old male and I've been living with severe anxiety issues since I was a kid. I honestly can't remember how it's living without this feeling. And I've lost count of the number of doctors I've seen, and pills I've taken.  
All my life was affected by anxiety, I never got married, never had kids, and I'm still failing at pretty much everything...    
I've always been a closed person, I do not have friends I can talk to, and although I've always seen myself as a resilient person (I used to joke about ""living life in hard mode""), I must confess I'm getting really tired of all this. I feel physically and mentally exhausted. I'm in a dead end.  
I can't keep a job. No matter how hard I try, I end up giving in, and no boss understands why suddenly you can not go to a meeting, or visit a client... That obviously interfere with my own subsistence.   
A couple of years ago I decided to start working on my own, as a freelancer. Because I thought it would be easier to deal with my problem, but it's really hard to get a work flow that allows me to pay the bills, and I end up being more exposed to anxiety. Most of the time I need the help of my family to pay the bills, but I feel really worthless when that happens, because I feel like I have the tools to be self-sufficient, but I can't use them.    
I feel ashamed for being over 30 and unable to support myself, all because of anxiety.  
I'm so tired of all this internal fight...  
Does anyone have the same problem? How do you deal with it?  
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anxiety,abhirazor9526,2019/02/14,"Bad day at work Having a really bad day at work....It's a very stressful environment ...Being a network support Engineer..mails,updates,troubleshooting...Its been 20-25 days since i've joined and I am too slow for this place... Its just too quick for someone as anxious as me...Already screwed up and got yelled at by two seniors today... Don't know if it'll ever get better or i'll just be fired .....and my brain its just filled with disgust and disappointment and guilt..why can't i be normal like everyone else...",1.677727272727271,4.310440333333337,2.8840656565656566,89.07943181818182,85.06060606060606,5.724242424242425,23.40151515151515,7.1686216300943375,1.065915151515152,399,15,78,6,12,128,74,99,0.28,0.6659999999999999,0.054000000000000006,-0.9732,0,0,0,1,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,2,7,9,2,1,3,0,9,2,1,0,1,14,13,9,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,6,0,1,2,2,3,3,10,7,0,14,0,1,0,1,0,5,1,2,9,43,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21289216770756106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21794484152371285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221605111186776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17062218309875787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153626746683958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37325258415209617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16116001893577908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745073082002696,0.0,0.1843434576778686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079280874948146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542958566160796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602386163168592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425103384026166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18902077278386295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20156048151101455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358957933792253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15958553035709322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16346060546621874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22098936436139488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21892348450467566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18286573168509412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18845494080604155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917931670661306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17408041623368786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808963138376452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,highwayqueen303,2019/02/14,"I think I had my first panic attack the other day I've only ever had what I would call mild to moderate anxiety in the past, but it's never affected me like this before. It really caught me off guard, I didn't realize I'd been feeling that anxious lately. 
To begin with, I had worked a 12 hr shift the night before, slept about 5 hours, and then woke up to start my first day off and switch back over to a normal schedule. I've been putting my phone on airplane mode while I sleep, and this day when I turned it on I was inundated with texts, emails, chats, notifications. Like probably at least 20 all together, which is a lot for me! I was eager to get out of the house and go cross country skiing, but I kept getting sidelined responding to all the messages that kept coming.
 I finally got out, had half a cigarette and half an energy drink, and got out on the trail. After just a few minutes my hands started feeling really cold and hurting. It reminded me of a time when I had gotten frostbite, but I really wanted to ski so I tried to just suck it up and keep going. After a few more minutes I started feeling weirdly lightheaded and just a general sense of unease for some reason.
 I decided to head back to the truck, and on the way I started breathing really heavily and irregularly, as the sense of dread settled on me. I got my gear off and sat in my truck and I just couldn't slow down my breathing, as much as I tried to focus on taking slow deep breaths (like I tell my anxious patients all the time!) Then I started crying, like HYSTERICALLY and uncontrollably, because I didn't understand what was going on and I started to wonder if I was having a heart attack,aneurysm, stroke, etc. (29 yr old nurse you'd think I'd know better). It was just a weird feeling of not having control of my body, between the crying and the breathing and the racing thoughts. My mind just went all sorts of weird dark places...the thought of dying, if I was hallucinating, how I feel like such a failure, how I'm not good enough and not doing enough with my life, all the mistakes I've made (from work to finances to relationships), how I'm failing my family, what is reality, what is death...
Luckily I think I realized what was going on and quickly got back into cell service and called a friend. Man I felt like I was losing my mind though, and I keep thinking about it and why it happened and what it means. Seems like it was kind of the perfect storm maybe of lack of sleep, general stress, physical stress being in the cold, and the drugs probably didn't help either! 

I'm just scared it will happen again at an even worse time and I won't be able to stop it... so I guess I'm wondering how many of you have had multiple right after your first and how did you deal with them? It's like I just needed something in my brain to shut off and I couldn't, which made me feel a little out of control and insane. 

TL,DR: I had my first panic attack the other day, what can I do to keep it from happening again?",4.509649999999997,5.24632733166667,5.482000000000002,82.47600000000003,69.85,8.466666666666667,27.833333333333336,8.623443432112703,1.9019833333333327,2349,77,475,37,40,774,274,600,0.185,0.764,0.05,-0.9979,0,0,4,0,0,0,74.0,0,4,1,12,29,32,3,8,33,0,39,16,12,11,8,119,102,49,2,10,17,0,9,8,1,3,3,0,0,1,29,38,1,9,23,4,1,9,10,18,0,6,39,11,64,14,74,55,17,85,0,3,0,0,19,31,1,9,52,328,93,5,0.06379502494624095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04880301946921238,0.14414043931468773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21772815187552835,0.0,0.14716330905532982,0.0,0.038888855083214685,0.0,0.10856973500728548,0.0,0.0,0.05642151531723731,0.0,0.07086189115637406,0.0,0.07121634612148244,0.13028370636299808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05495376519363495,0.0,0.0,0.14310309015657072,0.0,0.0,0.1401516786397065,0.1645700538383606,0.06576986948942927,0.0,0.0,0.06620916395869214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06249483742766373,0.0739819753576817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318346285091371,0.07114831626831726,0.042136012311782434,0.0577062523979805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060140271907492375,0.0,0.1935400886330733,0.04557517856844325,0.061253228344254375,0.06988433155242277,0.0,0.21705606251827586,0.0,0.0,0.04928787802306413,0.0,0.06666053498371444,0.0,0.14502473133550214,0.05350824019044911,0.20409083694378694,0.0,0.07027741229299234,0.0,0.16924118962096668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547210045998579,0.0,0.0,0.07559741172236481,0.04276046048005354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06282524904286682,0.07361089350395605,0.0682938936450403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701118481296681,0.0,0.06643270143857807,0.03506007732641867,0.0,0.07196356685505792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045060312762557495,0.2493362142204352,0.06393937455053098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137031477943892,0.0,0.054236248877613184,0.0,0.120728790206611,0.0,0.0646781422703885,0.06409067719264963,0.0694914843188732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288295785567124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04689668368513614,0.047303202653811716,0.04920265607707873,0.0,0.0,0.0598673093185388,0.06250557948099772,0.0,0.0,0.06694214720279695,0.0,0.0,0.04851899118553861,0.0,0.1496994327368419,0.0,0.0,0.06089956986872343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756365364761194,0.0,0.0,0.06413162037509544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16347490618214405,0.06559191069113662,0.0,0.06849198217065824,0.0,0.05448060273399548,0.0,0.0,0.06386994910327076,0.0,0.0,0.05807659473748523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768219390061109,0.0,0.0,0.049112526946541744,0.0,0.0,0.2709266820488445,0.0,0.0,0.05333549740718035,0.1461539710700578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047965919370759086,0.0,0.05575966368256096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16350910422137846,0.06267828810464839,0.1012922476677578,0.11159817621646154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662526864615815,0.0693906679389398,0.0,0.06641287082142927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03762795858539509,0.05063752138833738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059138627260170634,0.05756508733260705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13836596648125904,0.09288707591188697,0.0,0.06501258058167621,0.045318155353125215,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,azrole,2019/02/14,Lyrica/pregabalin for anxiety i am currently on 100mg setraline and 2mg melatonin for my anxiety and my doctor offered if therapy and continued medication doesn’t work we could try a continued lyrica dose . anyone have experience with lyrica and how it works for anxiety? id probably be on 25mg twice a day ,6.202931034482759,7.604256017241383,8.578793103448279,59.38301724137932,66.41379310344827,14.075862068965519,38.63793103448275,13.023866798666859,6.484744827586208,251,14,39,12,4,91,42,58,0.1,0.9,0.0,-0.4767,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,1,0,9,5,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,6,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,4,25,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5949522814031958,0.0,0.0,0.18126621216950026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20698156191418274,0.0,0.0,0.1671879630377297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653425050658134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25358587184733195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611564164744335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27950391343933595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964628404154473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17600653186602333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774587332757976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BrokeVanlifing,2019/02/14,"I, 21m, have been experiencing anxiety for the first time in my life and it's fucking me up 
For a bit of context I broke up with my gf (21f) of 1 year about a month ago. My life changed, a lot. Since then I've been living in a new place, with one of my best friends, going to a new school in a new program and seeing a girl(27f) I've had a crush on since this summer.
On top of all this I've decided to try and lay down some of my addictions to try and be a better me. I've started drinking a lot less and I've completely stopped gaming. Seems like everythings going great, right? 
Here's the thing though, I've also been experiencing anxiety, insomnia, and lack of libido. For instance, the first time I had sex with 27f it took the longest time to get it up and even when it did it was half soft. I haven't even been enjoying masturbating lately, I've actually started avoiding it altogether. I've also been getting anxious for seemingly no reason, I find myself feeling like complete shit  just walking down the street. My sleeping has been totally out of whack, some nights (mornings and days actually) I'll sleep 3 hours, some 14. As someone who's usually very laid back, I don't know what to do here. It seems like every time I find a solution to my anxiety (stopped drinking) or insomnia (started reading before bed) another problem emerges and I just plummet back down to where I was. 
What can I do?
Where do I start?
My family and friends have recommended a therapist and I'm willing to try but is there anything I can do on my own? I feel totally out of it and it's freaking me out.

Thank you for any support, friends of reddit",3.5535670731707327,4.9436070762195135,4.960336585365856,82.86759024390247,72.75,8.296780487804881,30.802926829268287,8.841846274778883,2.4849444878048783,1283,58,261,25,25,429,168,328,0.079,0.812,0.108,0.9006,0,1,2,0,0,0,43.0,0,1,0,5,16,18,2,1,17,0,25,12,3,1,3,45,45,20,0,2,4,0,3,3,4,1,5,0,1,0,15,18,2,3,10,4,0,4,3,6,0,4,12,6,27,12,42,31,13,53,0,1,1,2,7,21,2,9,31,173,42,3,0.0,0.0,0.17332537008825774,0.09681258603922853,0.0,0.0,0.07872192329751485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203762808711515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06039171027566145,0.09312173616743127,0.20381101501029086,0.10032647419588668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308047913714423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657398759818515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556809712423818,0.0,0.09319732086700383,0.07854245106343072,0.09695409059964953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939458827574179,0.0,0.1862246066668451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05727307804225466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739938278077315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731218725333355,0.0,0.07482360995505369,0.0,0.07981387967831091,0.0,0.08371920421982257,0.0,0.08980683376311897,0.06344363869513928,0.0,0.0,0.1623357227626728,0.15107813989492655,0.0,0.0,0.2058358797639828,0.08210051127103077,0.09279583820785743,0.0,0.10094197045099504,0.0,0.0,0.097909876923002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745686855010244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0488059278841994,0.0,0.10017800649775374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12545382342734818,0.1301596383066745,0.0,0.07841808460313154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15100083361400113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088478857137469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573106570117638,0.0,0.0833392223872807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060177826833710625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278426736714077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849761716148446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883089263093541,0.0,0.0,0.09130824308154674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584057340682168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987728372811776,0.07076756974300796,0.2425392906120365,0.0,0.0,0.09115896584063804,0.14692390497956165,0.0,0.17774199097141982,0.0,0.07524576448654471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514318110382029,0.0,0.0,0.14849302332606398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10077697258387383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176142532488742,0.0,0.10311160951904838,0.058999331848514226,0.0,0.08725228928218741,0.0,0.2071359774716224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866768934738343,0.1808820859890696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780821000830082,0.07327496029928897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057188706342978964
anxiety,Kove99,2019/02/14,"Why you should go to that concert/event you love Hi, i just wanted to make a post to make people go out and do the things they love (or used to love).

I have health anxiety and daily symptoms, just as alot of you do too, currently tapering down from Valium (don't take the daily benzo route btw people, it's not worth it).

But back to the subject : I have alot of time to think (wich is super fun if you have anxiety) because i am on disability, for 3.5 years now already because of my anxiety, i LOVE(D) going to live concerts, from my 17-23 i was at a concert almost every weekend, very small bands/artists but also the big ones, now don't judge me on my musical tastes (to each his/her own) i mostly listen to metal and saw alooooot of bands during the years, i didn't have anxiety disorder yet, only OCD during that time, and now thinking about it, so many artists that i have seen they died, because of age, accidents, drug use, ...
I will never ever be able to see them again, but i'm so glad i did.

Then about right when my anxiety disorder started i got also into hip hop, i was searching for lyrics wich i could relate to mostly, not the ""fuck bitches get money"" type of hip hop, i do listen to that sometimes but more to have a laugh.

So i started with $uicideboy$, they helped me through alot, in 2017 i bought tickets to see a show, i didn't go, because i was so convinced i had the flu, turns out it was all stress/anxiety related.

I will regret this forever, they have blown up so much now they only play large venues now, from that day i said ""fuck you anxiety, you're not going to keep me from going to another concert, ever.""

So around the same time i got to know Ghostemane (my favorite artist atm) and Lil Peep.

Lil Peep was in Belgium before i got to know him, but i figured ""Ok, i can see him next year np""
There was no next year, he was addicted to a variety of drugs and died on Xanax laced with Fentanyl ...

So i will never get to see him

Ghostemane came to Belgium in 2018, i was feeling exactly the same as in 2017, but i went, i did drink alcohol tho i have to admit that (i don't recommend it because then your anxiety will be 10x worse the next days), but i had a blast.

I went to a few gigs completely sober (except for the Valium i was taking) and i didn't always feel comfortable, at 1 gig i even went alone and booked a hotel, my heart rate was so high i couldn't sleep and i still needed to take the train home, but i did all that.
I'm still alive.

I even went to a 3 day festival, i only lasted 2 days because on the 2nd day i was so stressed and my whole body hurt, and if you asked me weeks later ""Are you going again ?"" I would have said no.

I'm thinking i'm going again this year, sober.

Last month Ghostemane came back to Belgium, so i went, same shit, felt very sick blabla, and i did drink again, but i had a talk with my best friend like ""This is the last time i will drink alcohol and then i'm going to withdraw from Valium.""

So i did, i havent drank 1 drop of alcohol since, withdrawing from Valium wich i hope is not gonna be hard, and if all goes wel i should be Valium-free when the festivals start.

Now what do i all wanna say with this ?

If you seriously love an artists/event you wanna go to but your anxiety is blocking you, try to go, you can always come back if it get's too bad.
Also try and go with people who understand what you have, this makes it ALOT easier, ever since i told my friends i have this i lost alot of them (not real friends) but gained a few new ones and the ones i had became even better friends for understanding.

And if you are like me thinking ""Oh no i'm gonna die"" almost everyday, try to realize that you probably aren't and it could be the other way around, (one of) your favorite artists died, you will never ever be able to see him/her perform ever again.

Even if he/she doesn't die (i hope your idols won't !) If you don't go you WILL regret it, i get very depressive then, and you see them traveling to the next country ... and you have to wait atleast another year while you are lying in your bed thinking ""fuck this anxiety""

Well hold onto that ""fuck this anxiety"" tought when you buy tickets and on the day your concert/event is and try to have fun !

Ofcourse i am not saying ""go party every weekend"" but do try and go have fun with the artists you really like and try to surround yourself with good people !

Long post but i hope i could atleast convince 1 of you to go out and have fun !

Stay strong everyone !",3.270216968378012,4.218133792165396,4.426743990503514,88.12561537573782,72.88465723612623,7.789501104626241,25.240890955254393,8.150884317080207,1.304722016684802,3461,104,756,51,66,1136,341,919,0.12,0.718,0.162,0.9933,1,1,8,0,0,0,147.0,0,29,8,7,54,47,6,1,37,1,83,30,6,5,13,139,179,72,5,24,31,0,4,3,4,13,11,9,2,0,31,42,8,4,15,20,5,25,24,14,1,4,42,22,116,33,93,114,22,125,0,5,8,8,63,26,6,21,72,495,147,2,0.0809123987676819,0.0,0.0,0.04410322888769815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970612087634076,0.0810220795940468,0.0419004216103031,0.04464442202719508,0.09705842409250608,0.06732559753183412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484370498992587,0.3404376997466623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202918932794675,0.037821085238411684,0.0,0.0,0.09332496034205316,0.03377923662893001,0.1479703418611361,0.0,0.034425245935767367,0.0,0.04245628530418781,0.03578022071683645,0.0,0.044937717318146886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254222888124736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0348494335324729,0.04241755534255366,0.0,0.0,0.09690294977127632,0.0,0.0,0.15654541046824524,0.0,0.034844865248252546,0.0,0.20993573875137245,0.0,0.09273261890924814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889502068060248,0.09383269458403556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068837525660936,0.18297474251904897,0.0681721856849157,0.03865763222359658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04091173996250226,0.0,0.038844295787756576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250254371520555,0.1496044177113964,0.08454677764001921,0.0,0.3678750467730796,0.033932740611786784,0.09706955517421584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03624080824053159,0.0,0.0,0.04300304812785129,0.0,0.04794079105885697,0.027116937666905497,0.04274419584850539,0.040580866578865886,0.1205464031369305,0.0,0.0,0.04330919817541947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035959328862435816,0.0,0.0,0.04446733832068366,0.09893160634450017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05929456649214216,0.0,0.0357235652478636,0.03580246337234837,0.0,0.0,0.04416272065755554,0.0,0.18256649729698546,0.0,0.08101448170875143,0.04101623632363593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03229175237352579,0.0,0.029739961497085087,0.029997759224477026,0.09360694503119596,0.039072849463448564,0.1721025080411606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096566708686404,0.09230628797272536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218893896879684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774917117666002,0.0,0.04361862546983264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0460480118880247,0.025917277265479037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03454937322488224,0.07696621998094523,0.06434478708594885,0.0,0.0,0.1934301181627785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041527707296305935,0.0669315723862845,0.0,0.040485416367203216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040012215652958365,0.0,0.08590531845239431,0.04312092567456468,0.06461674617467712,0.0,0.0926848794139203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042049481561892296,0.0912540813015394,0.03251716061113541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02687730121868581,0.129613495077156,0.0,0.0,0.09436134080341983,0.0,0.0,0.03865763222359658,0.0,0.16480262260172973,0.044004727639518924,0.0,0.08423266064616007,0.0,0.0698823337502992,0.0,0.1001418042228641,0.023862114580572046,0.032112247989814435,0.032451522865388716,0.0,0.03637498184029817,0.18751651071069075,0.03650542738463798,0.04516790183788663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04122832344194104,0.028738923297214624,0.0,0.0,0.15631479596756706
anxiety,Delta_Fawk,2019/02/14,"Sleeping while having a panic/anxiety attack I'm having a rough time sleeping while in the midst of a panic/anxiety attack, and I cant come back down to earth. I figured I could get a little help here for now and for the future, as well as hopefully helping anyone else having this same issue. ",12.072413793103447,6.901102448275863,11.792413793103455,62.16896551724139,59.0,13.66896551724138,41.06896551724138,10.125756701596842,4.284834482758621,234,7,40,3,2,79,41,58,0.11,0.7240000000000001,0.166,0.2975,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,6,0,5,2,2,0,0,7,9,6,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,3,2,8,8,1,10,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,6,32,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915663011815201,0.0,0.0,0.13324880161850056,0.19525830075999498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43359470101014336,0.0,0.14653417677009392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16415650330420514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215215650007902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159194185054801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956333558543552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25546594113614146,0.0,0.0,0.18927592234192814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19890232416307696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19099808926083853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44717837509611336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814090337773892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112108708275074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17134252185457535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,saturnparty,2019/02/14,"trouble with connecting, overthinking maybe it's just me, but i can feel peoples emotions around me. i can read body language very well, yet i don't know how to talk to people. I do talk to people when I have to, but it's almost as if my mind goes blank when i have a conversation with them. for example my responses to dead-end sentences are usually ""yeah!"" 

I have ONE best friend that i can really be myself around, my mind seems to open up when we hang out. maybe it's just certain personalities? i'm very quiet and kept to myself but when i'm around certain people i can open up. it's almost as i feel relieved 

it took me 2 months to start to warm up with my coworkers and i keep overthinking and being negative. I think they think i'm some weirdo who's quiet and doesn't know what to say. i'm very friendly and cool. i don't seem to fit in with this world if that makes sense,,,,, 


what's wrong with me ),: ",2.2327659574468086,3.886949882978726,3.5542021276595754,90.50875,76.7659574468085,7.040425531914893,21.856382978723406,7.8658589789855275,0.7843872340425535,710,19,158,11,16,232,97,188,0.08900000000000001,0.74,0.171,0.9442,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,2,1,12,11,0,0,1,2,14,1,1,2,2,43,31,17,0,2,7,0,3,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,11,17,0,2,8,1,0,2,4,2,1,1,2,7,26,9,27,27,2,22,0,0,0,0,11,12,0,7,8,102,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25917532899867834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3456129909608681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13581016146348251,0.0,0.0,0.14374782440459702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557135125020754,0.1146208327856144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086943358917424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999671507411447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502754477778487,0.0,0.0,0.14224316503233184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638367490164924,0.0,0.2600239779299767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613389416269163,0.0,0.1032956150630246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769308283518769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35887260994701753,0.11299777604245928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944726048904998,0.0,0.08290479454101847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291380723567624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356240852764773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159864934015444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20803331244321985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16584427552392142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14378175999951007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252929880503104,0.3203359526936786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163571452746681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414919686372144,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LTRKThrowaway,2019/02/14,Do you guys ever start getting really freaked out and all of the sudden forget why you were so freaked out in the first place? I’m worried I’m losing my damn mind now lol. Does anyone else do this or am I just crazy?,-0.19014492753623105,2.0698696956521734,1.5086956521739123,97.90115942028986,91.17391304347824,3.936231884057971,16.36231884057971,5.46131890053228,-0.7459594202898545,170,4,38,1,6,55,38,46,0.312,0.637,0.051,-0.9071,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,2,4,4,1,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,2,9,8,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,4,0,4,7,1,9,0,1,0,0,3,4,1,1,5,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20254855724690907,0.2968078258793806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534978736817328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24198756096332866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620289955319928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463986988946437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15134402510618794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868252964715774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240739281331841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924907064767792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30265030762301537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855741955229319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20503453095075333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26138800190050704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941805660559508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OfficeGirl29,2019/02/14,Voice cracks when talking to people and need to clear throat? It only happens with people I don’t know well or my boss. I try to talk but my throat feels like I need to cough and if I talk without coughing then my voice gets all low and cracks. Any idea why this happens?,0.4848214285714292,2.8652192678571464,1.0157142857142851,102.02928571428572,88.46428571428572,3.2,16.92857142857143,3.1291,-1.1822214285714283,213,5,48,0,7,64,39,56,0.047,0.83,0.123,0.5122,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,1,2,16,8,8,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,7,2,6,8,1,3,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,3,26,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521679039693061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314233024264232,0.15985779300434902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690800055761345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3957493809575712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252603499260784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229754168828164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932029827782372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33183789140484776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701834001170124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310261015395907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5395616017979455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15192177737041268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20119164874030035,0.0,0.20191314887057613,0.0,0.0,0.21570151850272232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,babypaws_,2019/02/14,"Going back to my therapist I have an appointment with my therapist tomorrow morning. I haven't seen her since the end of December where she told me that I have the ""necessary techniques for anxiety"" and suggested I see her on an as-needed basis. I was too embarrassed at the time to say anything or disagree, and it took me weeks to tell anyone close to me that it happened at all. 

Pretty much all we talked about was my current life, such as work and relationships.  But those aren't really what make me anxious (well they do but not in very minor ways that have everything to do with thinking patterns and not anything tangible). I did try bringing things up such as ""I hate myself"" or ""The idea of my existence makes me deeply uncomfortable. "" but she never really brought them up again after telling me ways to think differently about them... I also brought up childhood trauma that I believe may be some cause of this constant anxiety I have but we never really touched on that again either after I laid out a timeline of events..

I just have a hunch that my incredibly controlling past relationships and my awful childhood have more to do with my cognitive distortions and anxiety than just surface level stuff. I feel like I need to deal with the root? Or at least get some comfort zone homework? 

I also realized I'd been avoiding a lot of things that made me anxious like driving which felt like progress but did not help... which is maybe why she thinks I was getting better. 

I'm just afraid she won't understand why I'm there and I know I could ask for trauma therapist recommendations but I'm just..so anxious about it. I don't know.. sometimes i feel like I failed therapy.. it's like there's no follow up from her besides my present work and life goals, like ""Did you get promoted yet?"" And ""How is your relationship with your boyfriend?"" Not ""Have you tried driving further than 30 miles away?"" ""Do your legs still go numb when you drive through a yellow light?"" Etc.. 

I know therapy is for me and I'm paying for it but I just hate disappointing people or being the opposite of their expectation of me...",4.801649284501579,6.613492859649128,5.192584687525269,80.75893766674753,70.2781954887218,8.757409653165173,30.164200824642247,9.285337120503966,2.7170258064516126,1677,69,311,36,31,533,208,399,0.14,0.775,0.085,-0.97,2,1,0,0,0,0,54.0,2,6,4,8,23,19,2,3,12,1,29,4,1,7,4,70,64,27,0,3,20,0,4,6,0,2,3,1,1,0,20,19,0,2,12,0,1,10,11,10,1,0,14,9,60,9,47,45,10,51,0,2,3,0,31,18,0,8,27,226,80,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697832564758924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19655137839617204,0.2902587005687672,0.0,0.05988400241871378,0.0,0.1409547850741346,0.0,0.08006521296690396,0.0,0.08046498945795838,0.06585464851870149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649101896278292,0.0,0.07574481201789666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797957760955889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255031540475113,0.09605658942465564,0.06837945255185085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829479982783184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894793426330253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585481681498231,0.0,0.09551526241066984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697095304258278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660796358158386,0.12236762213630804,0.08223129492956742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13423575199010912,0.0,0.0973464728055398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573436020785114,0.0,0.0,0.16911066520525714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057405105528437375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668120948914842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120246247327498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098522701763798,0.2510468467019049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281113335386796,0.0,0.0810380531959417,0.11433554749555055,0.0,0.08604051608259156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06295790657200184,0.1270073011230454,0.13210726136598328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175651514747524,0.05937449463999656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713033933927274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645964660217154,0.0,0.0,0.2758475531052255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810723501019951,0.0,0.0,0.06824686770748446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07084527801802792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847037187679159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683950964269206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980414417481553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883708843884333,0.14971257755377576,0.0,0.1958818606072751,0.298316491558518,0.11379561598957852,0.1646308986850171,0.0,0.0,0.04993947687939012,0.0,0.0,0.08183613815594708,0.09515320034795126,0.11629277683718063,0.0,0.0,0.08915801689574915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066494638684187,0.0,0.13595982018724853,0.0686981368445475,0.0,0.07700388947995833,0.0,0.15456007142970246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469913408526437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ratatat213,2019/02/14,"My Wife's Anxiety is Triggered by thinking about Anxiety Hi everybody,

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I am in kind of a unique situation here. My wife and I are traveling abroad and it has caused my wife's anxiety to escalate dramatically. We have traveled in the past before, but she has never experienced anxiety during our past travels. 

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She has had quite a few panic attacks and they were initially triggered by eating foreign foods, or being far away from a hospital, but now they are triggered by her thinking about how she doesn't have anxiety right now, but what if she has another panic attack soon? It has become a constant loop.

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The fact that her anxiety is triggered by thinking about anxiety is tough to watch as a partner and I am at wits ends about what I can do to help? 

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If anybody has any helpful tips, that would be really appreciated. I want to be able to help my wife as best as possible. ",7.474912280701755,7.879529853801173,7.847421052631581,69.25744736842105,63.32748538011696,11.284444444444444,38.737426900584786,11.00357731598739,4.569266198830409,739,37,124,19,10,243,99,171,0.166,0.715,0.119,-0.629,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,2,0,2,2,9,7,2,2,7,0,24,2,0,6,2,24,28,14,0,4,6,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,5,2,0,3,3,0,3,2,5,0,0,2,2,19,2,22,22,2,17,0,0,1,0,19,6,0,3,8,96,25,0,0.08571213536735164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714762514414944,0.41659850452823616,0.05828719124415994,0.08987664731142314,0.4589868426611496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19501985557196352,0.08052937264858814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466231945276812,0.07293471420054895,0.0,0.08994959804951297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880499735165853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262436853816593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770491253885325,0.0,0.0,0.07591551122585698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364345431099796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172353112807393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925599924634528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610648278083818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011294462846981,0.0,0.0,0.16364386347682064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662755414170003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116540647846348,0.0,0.0,0.054909388700986266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731976952805672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634403135059802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16476262631718347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050555238164516535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060887441763664014,0.0,0.41659850452823616,0.0
anxiety,EggTrash1997,2019/02/14,"Good alternative for nervous habits I chew my knuckles and roll small paper balls. This leaves my knuckles incredibly raw and small paper bits all over my clothing. I have searched for alternatives (ie. fidget toys and whatnot) but, honestly, nothing seems to strike me as effective or related. Any ideas? Kinda would like to replace these habits with less painful or dirty ones.",5.0896875,8.613823593750002,4.123750000000001,79.74625000000002,78.6875,6.95,31.4375,8.07648339933343,2.9151,306,15,47,6,8,90,52,64,0.109,0.7020000000000001,0.188,0.7246,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,13,3,7,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,6,3,7,2,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,1,26,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22875166215487144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36724261121516827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28214171487463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797349428805744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35618053990924703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16433951763811325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227681192847329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279415146589597,0.0,0.3579347391455093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062300306455932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389565050313108,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iCanHearMyEyesMoving,2019/02/14,"I can hear my eyes moving Hi!  Created an account for the sole purpose of finding out whether or not I'm totally insane.  100% apologize if I'm violating any of the rules of the subreddit.  Here's the deal:  


I recently stopped taking an SSRI (Alprazolam) and started taking Welbutrin.  I've had a lot of uncomfortable side effects along the way which I'm happy to describe if anyone's interested.  I am fully aware that this is not the place to go for medical diagnoses, however, it's extremely difficult to explain to someone that ***I can hear my eyeballs moving*** without sounding like I'm a crazy person.  I also feel some slight nausea if I change the direction that I'm looking by more than 20 degrees or so.  


Has anyone else experienced this?  If so, did you take specific medication at the time?",2.6128666666666653,5.461693620000003,4.888000000000002,74.86066666666667,82.8,8.133333333333335,31.0,8.841846274778883,3.4912000000000014,633,34,105,18,18,219,102,150,0.105,0.812,0.083,-0.5293,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,1,4,5,1,0,12,0,7,4,1,1,1,21,22,11,0,4,10,0,1,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,7,3,0,1,4,0,1,3,3,2,0,0,2,7,9,3,16,20,4,12,0,0,2,0,8,4,0,8,5,69,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303745221400413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086555688722356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22798784150009915,0.16704284760737262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17246344840411745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16807611394842267,0.0,0.16547137100559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361901127408422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243254406920708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14900588362726686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265334361505348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735477876998262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3674918798776025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796479114944832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369036043479963,0.0,0.0,0.1386017338525181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284698619411283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465488230713079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14235095083521387,0.1703309845850932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609718272743096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813424963670282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539302175197515,0.0,0.0,0.13629984686446486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3677333736125003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950637322115452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940511941109736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715448755243253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,psychnapse,2019/02/14,"Something really humiliating happened at work today and now I can't stop thinking about And the worst part is, I feel like I've progressed so much in dealing with my anxiety that today feels like a step backwards.

​

I work at a retail store, juggling the positions as a door greeter and cashier. I was a door greeter at the time, and I saw this older guy looking around for someone. I was free, so I asked him if he needed it any help. He said he was after a click and collect order. I asked him for his name. He told me, but he kinda mumbled it. I asked him again, so he decides to move closer to me, lean over and rub my shoulder in a really creepy way. 

​

I don't like being touched. At all. Even with family members, if I'm not expecting a touch, I get pretty annoyed. So you could imagine how I felt when a total stranger does it. I said, ""Don't touch me."" I think I was quite loud as well, though I can't say for certain. See, the weird thing is is that, when I told him not to do that,  it was like I wasn't in my body. Like I was hovering over myself. Anyway, this sensation only happened for a split second, and I watched him back away like twenty paces away with his hands out. ""Oh, I'm sorrrry,"" he said quite sarcastically. ""So sorrrry.""

​

Now, this is the part that gets me. I apologise to *him*. That's right, I tell him 'sorry'. I guess it's a bit like a reflex whenever someone's upset with me, but as I replay that moment in my mind, I cringe. I feel so goddamn dumb.

​

Anyway, he looked at me with such disgust and shock, as if I'd been the one who crossed the line. He kept shooting dirty looks as I moved onto the cash register. And he didn't stop there, no, no, this guy still hovered around, complaining about me to my co-workers. I try to ignore him and kept on scanning items. He even goes up to my assistant manager, talking about how ridiculous I was. Pretty much everyone had my back here, saying how you don't touch someone you don't know, and I'm super grateful for that. 

​

Even though this was hours ago, I still feel this pressure in my chest, like someone's squeezing my heart like a stress ball. I just really needed to get this off my chest. ",2.476429313929316,4.338385745495497,3.52027027027027,90.10123700623704,76.68018018018017,6.1754677754677765,24.8981288981289,7.010146845296331,0.929048232848233,1717,60,358,18,39,552,208,444,0.125,0.7390000000000001,0.136,0.3968,0,0,1,1,0,0,94.0,0,3,0,6,35,25,4,3,20,0,25,6,6,3,3,56,59,34,0,7,8,0,12,9,0,0,0,6,2,2,21,19,0,5,10,1,4,4,12,12,1,2,21,26,62,14,48,36,9,49,0,0,8,0,43,24,1,5,28,236,83,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05489416657290823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354870556871514,0.3762377948671112,0.042112190157828994,0.0,0.047373655430501066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025555038615614,0.17367894633009084,0.0,0.11636409927739667,0.09523541741234053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676077740020106,0.06878645729929696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049443325966226366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06384357297537377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054192357442701934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270574342636753,0.0,0.0,0.0591734900421063,0.0,0.0,0.05837885749342892,0.0,0.12524773495044325,0.08848070587300617,0.05945921717850095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970622284075136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06821909690681706,0.12263407786616687,0.10952292008365992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338328188140755,0.04150807353445722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06098519585186279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03403322254837702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722877401993672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560081628993129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06252818094229344,0.0,0.0,0.1316362840354126,0.09104630647431107,0.09183553180329504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04196304551301051,0.04709794589060741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412087805151754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12600316641122253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317330566626503,0.0,0.0,0.11901523657606848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052884951169763536,0.17671904316119935,0.09849298570251662,0.0,0.0,0.04934745746430736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098807222491021,0.047674097918356036,0.0,0.06932172347457677,0.0,0.0,0.09890927525526633,0.1035467683705974,0.07093667503135008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04977423005349227,0.05412655042552633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04114126045857002,0.07936008926681358,0.12168507833891234,0.0,0.03610988011432503,0.0,0.11739829217936487,0.1183469800842126,0.0,0.04204407507005338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04915442766034325,0.0,0.0,0.05567942219686276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524983831090232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762377948671112,0.0
anxiety,ollieonly13,2019/02/14,"Sleeping alone Just some backstory. Sorry it’s long. I have had anxiety since I was 13 and am now 21. I have a very large family and last year I moved out with my boyfriend. Him and I were on the same work schedule and we’re almost always home at the same time. Then I had to switch jobs due to being laid off and then right after he got laid off for about 6 months. So he was home all the time. I am very excited for him because he just started a new job and things are finally looking up for us. But now our schedules are worlds different for the first time ever with him being first shift and me being third shift. So now I am sleeping home alone for the first time and I can’t do it. 

I have a very big fear of somebody breaking into our apartment and hurting me or stealing our belongings. Especially since we are in an apartment there are lots of sounds and foot steps that are constantly keeping me on guard. For the past week I have been sleeping in front of our front door and it hasn’t been comfortable at all but nothing else seems to help me sleep. I just lay in bed having panic attacks and crying at every small noise I hear thinking it’s somebody trying to break in. I just don’t know what to do. I have tired leaving a TV on, a loud box fan, music, and even having a friend on a Discord call with me till I fall asleep. Still no luck.

Does anybody have any tips for sleeping home alone? What can I try? I am desperate for some sleep. 

TLDR: I have never slept home alone so I am sleeping in front of my front door. Help.",1.5935023041474672,3.6868643174603193,2.607823860727088,94.46414746543779,80.42857142857143,5.461341525857655,21.272401433691755,6.532088108194933,0.22098361495135688,1200,35,262,11,31,380,164,315,0.133,0.7979999999999999,0.069,-0.9481,3,4,0,0,0,0,26.0,6,0,0,4,15,9,1,2,14,0,35,11,10,0,4,42,44,22,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,8,0,8,19,0,2,3,1,0,7,5,5,0,4,9,4,36,4,40,32,7,62,0,1,1,0,17,23,0,7,30,178,44,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919215132023158,0.3276326201618189,0.0,0.0,0.06580501184590389,0.0,0.0,0.05378047637149785,0.0,0.06049976852220049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997054507761834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04820945007536148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075457382455818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546273301667882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687110150068872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262693796893962,0.0,0.0,0.06920777067257733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606532584092915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052234862085113666,0.07153686288947647,0.06663247933946446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455425030741865,0.0889925530819113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663369455895109,0.0,0.20180884832823076,0.0,0.0,0.06110083441101389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06325145721972551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913448377199451,0.0,0.10601794680257276,0.0,0.3966432536564768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466207218205545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569592151607571,0.07029433524580195,0.0,0.0,0.04346301900350453,0.06446478769936763,0.0,0.08373954064477024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998769005253687,0.06641143801135596,0.0,0.0,0.06723519442640358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06312485073630716,0.08405478362281471,0.0,0.0,0.060995187095310786,0.0763807352940223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588414024687214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278914631703444,0.0,0.0,0.07549553122391678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06753811321932708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719959661592678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130839771950389,0.0,0.5539944332939087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885291241653194,0.055976733027018416,0.0,0.06315734138798894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0525405251470737,0.05067444117318566,0.0,0.0,0.1844602759426933,0.09089651351044094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738697642616536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512945460516567,0.0,0.0,0.19576009288413174,0.0,0.0,0.06343717471099435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05757478381966105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050928113414178716
anxiety,deeramen,2019/02/14,"Was never anxious before, until... I was never an anxious person, but after getting out of a 4 year relationship with someone that was very much so, it seems to have rubbed off on me.

I always feel like something terribly bad is about to happen and I can't control it (aside from when I meditate). 

Has anyone else had this happen? 

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anxiety,toleratoroflife,2019/02/14,"If I feel an intense need to go home, is it anxiety or social anxiety? At first I thought it was social anxiety, but I still feel the urge even if I'm in a room alone, tho going to the bathroom and locking the door helps a little.",3.8464625850340113,3.7471886122448974,5.710612244897959,83.21176870748302,71.04081632653063,8.982312925170069,30.619047619047624,8.841846274778883,2.290831292517007,178,7,39,3,3,62,36,49,0.136,0.769,0.095,0.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,9,6,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,2,3,0,4,7,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,2,26,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424497272883624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5372414641242464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15461620471400034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367288875766832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19911936818090967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660808690538183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15690758922149184,0.0,0.23481434451132435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23462266318983435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17357697759890867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4772566237254815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869469552599864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18584367672780333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,borderlinemo,2019/02/14,"Good old night time anxiety Idk what im feel or why, but im kinda like dizzy? Idk, but its freaking me out and Im so tired i just wanna sleep but i cant cause Im freaking about this weird sensation. Ive been having weird symptoms in general lately and I just feel like something really wrong is going on even though Im healthy. Ugh. I hate anxiety I just wanna sleep",-1.3184615384615341,0.3703189487179479,1.2636410256410249,95.26469230769231,109.51282051282051,4.644102564102567,16.73846153846154,6.42735559955562,0.0902092307692306,290,9,63,5,15,98,51,78,0.388,0.499,0.113,-0.9775,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,7,10,1,0,0,0,5,4,2,1,0,17,9,8,0,2,7,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,7,0,0,1,2,7,3,6,8,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,6,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21326161877976416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14318902742128906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206391625218648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095669028124572,0.09957822757067904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921694524254996,0.11691135144076953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376159805220358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7528103541591009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723480767780365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13619506857207125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308054238868849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626339550637787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929499522121669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789756828240314,0.0,0.0,0.10730705920349597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14487664798512973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694719434290645,0.0,0.08127778421512784,0.16020505603719853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577524754892386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239799740471546,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DylanJess99,2019/02/14,"Health + Anxiety [20M]
I know there is a health anxiety but I’d much rather post here.

Back in August I began to feel these symptoms in the space of a day or two.

• Daily pressure headaches 

• Noticed lump behind one ear (smaller than 
pea)

• Increased Fatigue 

• Feeling warm some evenings but no temperature

• Almost constant ear ringing (more noticeable at night)

Even now I experience these symptoms, the lump has not changed in size since then.(smaller than a pea, but hard and slightly moveable) All of these symptoms hit me in one day and haven’t let off 6 months later.

I got bloodwork in November and my Thyroid was low. TSH was 6.9, prescribed 25mg Levo.
More bloodwork in January of this year. TSH was 9, Doc upped dose to 50mg. 

Should I ask for other tests? Weight has stayed the same since August.",1.7070695652173882,4.475450953333336,2.2148115942028994,90.79943478260871,92.8,4.742028985507246,25.18840579710145,6.498293943080001,1.1397014492753628,633,28,116,8,23,194,108,150,0.103,0.851,0.046,-0.743,0,0,0,0,1,0,24.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,6,0,9,13,2,0,1,17,16,7,0,2,6,0,5,0,0,1,10,3,0,0,5,3,1,0,3,0,0,1,3,3,0,3,5,8,7,1,18,8,7,26,0,2,0,0,1,11,0,3,12,70,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14726152398447911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250043208767171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13748328057885653,0.0,0.0,0.11308173405422868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15557228014341504,0.0,0.0,0.15892196509503767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18968587191569675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19426635765122266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438550250056222,0.0,0.0,0.14871810760526252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761905478171095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173882177968893,0.0,0.0,0.31264042764711186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082152471828742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15038103648861553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738362408076805,0.0,0.10810761894149837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13800788785652954,0.0,0.0,0.33486251921014465,0.0,0.0,0.19930626994628425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408449107711377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24330269974966054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15674871003741614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4585617230701024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365837484348834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17908210892120852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947032183113626
anxiety,laurenpogo,2019/02/14,Does this seem like Anxiety Hello I feel awful about posting like asking this because I don't want to self diagnose myself. I was diagnosed with Anxiety when I was little although my mom always told me I don't have it and that it went away. So first I'll start off by saying when I talk to people I kind of like feel like I'm in a haze like everything gets blurry kind of like a camera is out of focus or I'm watching my life from a dirty window if that makes sense. If I go talk to a teacher I will start sweating and the world kind of starts blurring and my eyes will start to water. I have to constantly be moving my body that could be because of my Adhd but also I like hit my hand off my books to keep me focused on something when I'm in a crowded hall. I also sometimes feel as though people speaking sounds very distorted and I can't recognize myself in the mirror and I don't know if that could be caused by anxiety or what. ,3.8670839874411342,4.406212576530617,5.160408163265309,84.91865777080066,71.1938775510204,7.867503924646781,26.30141287284145,7.882392219407189,1.4209125588697016,739,22,154,9,13,247,108,196,0.08,0.807,0.114,0.8151,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,8,10,0,0,7,1,16,8,4,2,0,25,37,20,0,6,6,1,4,7,0,2,3,3,1,1,9,7,1,1,5,1,0,3,4,0,0,1,4,9,25,10,25,25,0,24,0,0,2,0,10,11,0,7,16,102,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663900165614767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18184330950648134,0.09460314432383757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26092852987249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628924856112297,0.0,0.10681996522635112,0.0,0.0,0.13861453513395736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628924251351234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679583237617185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286363969995588,0.0,0.18155202139439805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307955667895787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949504655664654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218151500216968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17246245330604826,0.0812235559184485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967087007948592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05940081707713171,0.0,0.06461534954546143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105712248755963,0.0,0.3551867755387877,0.06248366414957455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030596803643822,0.38881860154068937,0.1139520135153487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589213203086162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315792331233636,0.0,0.12083953187029248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157643255669359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088881474641282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041463280441507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350343516765582,0.11860842570434844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752777726911276,0.11244702017961312,0.0,0.32189493199895697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18276707529210365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170451984285948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864021099070106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381008021766217,0.06706011241772954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539617724137046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hazyheadd,2019/02/14,Wondering if I’m alone here. Does anyone else have anxiety inducing paranoid thoughts that you know for a fact you don’t actually believe just because you have so much anxiety about developing paranoia and schizophrenia that your brain tries to freak itself out or something?,9.35205673758865,10.959281936170214,7.84340425531915,66.73333333333335,59.42553191489362,11.373049645390072,43.326241134751776,11.20814326018867,5.50616879432624,229,13,33,6,3,69,42,47,0.245,0.755,0.0,-0.8519,0,1,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,4,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,1,1,10,7,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,4,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,0,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.2612027081005156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772205128245409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40952642254502736,0.0,0.0,0.18715779160385096,0.2742547168806007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631662740575705,0.0,0.0,0.301567117915891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988029815681589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23423569567424846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22360000051883844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471018412159733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967647832826757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060618142208578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21249633870036855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18172715928490274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902715849928213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,abaxx27,2019/02/14,"Numbness from panic? This is a recent symptom that’s been happening here and there. It happens when I’m anxious but not having a full blown panic attack. 

It starts with an upper right chest pain, like sharp stabs. Then when that settles my right arm feels quite limb/numb for a bit, then back to normal when I calm down. 

I think I’ve linked this to anxiety since it only happens when I’m stressing, but I’m still not convinced and considering going to the ER. 

Anyone get this? ",4.407373271889401,5.934169860215054,4.563471582181262,86.00806451612905,70.82795698924731,6.604608294930878,25.1136712749616,6.868970318607317,0.9730380952380948,379,11,72,3,7,118,67,93,0.287,0.655,0.058,-0.9734,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,8,9,1,3,5,0,3,5,2,0,0,11,14,10,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,6,1,0,1,2,3,3,7,13,2,16,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,11,43,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655772341517522,0.20166262722017025,0.0,0.124816571209266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20307801352518448,0.0,0.13726122326998993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19488392058802514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025873870357837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326278371726944,0.0,0.10144990702146618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4735606897703327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720973146031698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17489941662433564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357629722660485,0.1899445302616555,0.4188801011376479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898646637345158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17625458804706295,0.0,0.0,0.30488880239610555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476632210844694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263485036902858,0.0,0.1425562934796019,0.0,0.20447969997025855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18553760717067488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438037683412218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Superfluousing,2019/02/14,"I can't stop crying in public So. 25, still in college. I sit in the back. People come and talk to me and I've gotten to the point of pretending not to hear them and/or moving away, because it simply freaks me out too much. I need help in class and I can't go to office hours without crying. I shake uncontrollably when handed a pop quiz. I feel like a failure and that I won't be able to live a normal life at this point. I won't quit, but damn. This last bit of undergrad is going to be quite shaky and ungraceful.   


Just... venting. :/",0.677162162162162,2.8248829549549583,2.4751576576576566,93.792195945946,84.31531531531532,5.141441441441441,17.35810810810811,6.42735559955562,-0.26029189189189195,412,9,91,4,12,136,77,111,0.086,0.77,0.14400000000000002,0.3093,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,2,6,6,1,3,5,0,7,2,1,0,0,16,14,8,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,7,0,1,1,1,0,5,6,5,0,0,1,3,11,1,16,9,2,21,0,0,0,0,5,9,1,1,7,57,15,4,0.17900804454683553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16818395043624262,0.13764613674935405,0.0,0.10912164246315137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954304219680843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541995799216031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3932638627289801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905118459128087,0.12788338279175784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034687939159441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20175507611268312,0.0,0.11998531893210986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17628686545398412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591544819111085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643867576024082,0.08745428851999561,0.0,0.15806738291426287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902572220066454,0.1315915096715134,0.13273219682878207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17538987664929992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410163887397972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384409252201736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807941798225998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295605560922062,0.1496587406907934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387988550253425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17255736702618318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hayleyyelyah,2019/02/14,"Can anxiety cause shortness of breath with out actually feeling anxious? I know this seems like a question I should ask a doctor, but I thought I might as well ask people with anxiety. 

I’ve been really short of breath for about 4/5 days it’s way worse a night and the last two nights I’ve cried out of frustration, I have seen a doctor and even went to the ER last night but so far no result or explanation. 

I wouldn’t say I have anxiety but I do get anxious some of the time, I’m just wondering if this could be a certain kind of anxiety even though don’t have that anxious feeling in my gut ",3.5314663023679422,4.716608303278691,4.5917486338797815,86.28594717668491,72.52459016393442,8.373041894353369,27.489981785063755,8.841846274778883,1.919111839708561,471,17,101,9,9,154,79,122,0.23,0.691,0.08,-0.9576,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,1,0,8,0,12,5,3,2,1,27,24,10,0,4,6,0,2,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,7,0,0,1,3,1,2,1,4,4,9,4,14,15,1,15,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,7,8,63,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.12578557485621236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3944255926995323,0.436853181629462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410039248015297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13241345848320668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029143358900959,0.0,0.14158808593332506,0.0831283618971805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26386454367935114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17027144847619596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303491139832335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06734373535331738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422713350796034,0.07083881248519855,0.21013768083461576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06297291204068957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674010470298695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3628853176213933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936144494651865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439493897589814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825751760132758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250463551269907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734363749641592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664134926458764,0.1023303866665137,0.0751612934286664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591433671831714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231300544339328,0.0,0.0,0.11589452461285825,0.11948947197439652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978407210347704,0.0,0.0,0.13135778230397466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Keta-,2019/02/14,Help asap please I'm doing a visit day to a new school tomorrow its 9:00pm for me... I'm 16 I have social anxiety please someone help me.,-0.4267241379310356,1.8128145172413817,2.699568965517244,88.62107758620691,93.48275862068964,5.658620689655173,17.594827586206893,7.1686216300943375,0.5327172413793106,107,3,22,2,4,38,22,29,0.055,0.619,0.326,0.8074,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,10,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22725059380982035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915795521713296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3982270007618587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869030390558913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6521668038174109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006412498784304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028159358048073,0.25169853543555204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,skiexs,2019/02/14,"Waking up in jumpscares? So, sometimes when I fall asleep I wake up in a jumpscare and I feel when its gonna happen so I avoid sleeping, my current doctor told me this happens because of my anxiety...
I also have head exploding syndrome rarely...

What can I do?

I started having this back in 2017, I was in complete apathy, I went to a gp doctor believing he was going to help me.
He was like my psychiatrist.
He took out my meds, testing stuff etc. Until he gave me aripiprazol.

That shit messed me up. I developed chronic anxiety, couldnt fall asleep anymore without waking up in jumpscares, couldnt eat and was cold sweating all the time in winter.
True hell, worst thing ever happened to me.

Anyway, is there anything I can do to cure/treat my anxiety when sleeping?

Any help will be greatly appreciated!!",2.965657894736843,5.609913460526318,4.184736842105264,81.98065789473684,78.86842105263158,6.43157894736842,28.578947368421048,7.6454224807358475,2.094518421052632,634,29,110,10,16,207,98,152,0.151,0.76,0.08900000000000001,-0.8749,1,1,0,0,1,0,28.0,0,0,0,0,10,8,2,1,3,0,15,14,10,0,3,11,26,9,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,7,3,1,1,1,0,0,5,3,5,0,0,8,2,21,3,18,13,3,26,1,0,0,0,8,11,2,0,11,79,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200390151017102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207663306447247,0.0,0.3444900318063611,0.0,0.1488639506294851,0.0,0.0,0.12352372898544148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11542157652579473,0.0,0.09150269163831176,0.0,0.0,0.1691170749488097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15738236883455328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072779141013328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535950177746329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16740689408711573,0.0,0.13577868022795264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589766190488607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530820233024268,0.0,0.0,0.16549143143052794,0.0,0.0,0.39821240181155343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15405116469701485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012246038740988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333378250419348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16673295630623927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540807548615111,0.0,0.0,0.30042706043134465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484578078799406,0.0,0.10624518083248356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17183445703488026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972317592364906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752750613581649,0.0,0.0,0.14343188059169076,0.1667723181684956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13914895572320693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446959850356695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cozy_espresso,2019/02/15,"Prescribed zoloft in November but I haven't taken it because well, I was way too anxious. Any good experiences with this drug? Any advice? Much appreciated.",3.25,6.159374740740745,4.434518518518519,72.88733333333334,97.88888888888887,6.6044444444444474,27.62222222222222,7.554174236665415,2.7589911111111114,126,6,19,3,5,41,25,27,0.07400000000000001,0.5920000000000001,0.335,0.8693,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,2,2,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31810459849181233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44274375216481576,0.0,0.0,0.36775676184861056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984403472807453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3775119851453419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184312548062002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730395056129412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23930234451181984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583909273810175,0.0,0.0,0.2926909786622081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dakotakoenigsegg,2019/02/15,"Dakota Koenig Hi.
My name is Dakota. 
I’m 20
I’ve suffered with Severe Anxiety for 5 years, which, sadly, has turned into crippling depression for the the most of 3 years now. 
and 5 days ago, was my last day outside... 
I’ve been tucked away in my home for 5 days now. 
I can’t listen to sad songs or I cry, no matter where I am. So, I’ve never pulled my headphones out my ear for the last 2 years of my life. [obviously I do for showers etc.] 
Uhm.. yea. Hello, thank you for this Reddit. I’ve been hidden (anon) for a while. Reading..etc. 
This is a big step for me because I don’t talk about my anxiety. I’m here! 
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anxiety,Catsandhedgehogs,2019/02/15,"Rant - Anxiety attack at work So at my job, usually someone runs out and gets the attorneys and assistants lunch. It triggers my anxiety having to go and pick up food or order a bunch of stuff at one time. I have since explained it to my boss and he understands / doesn’t make me go ever. 

Unfortunately... today an office-mate attorney made me go... he used to also be a joint boss of mine with my current boss. There was apparently no one else who could go(but yet there were three other employees of his free)  So, cue panic / crying attack. That was great. And on top of that, I of course had to mess up talking to the cashier. I’m so frustrated he made me go when he had multiple other employees who could go. I find myself having to do shit for the other law firm too often. So frustrating. 


TL:DR; former boss made me do a food run for the other firm, first anxiety attack in a while.  Frustrated that he made me go. ",1.834870601919164,4.190443187845303,3.7716719976737423,84.98899389357372,81.20994475138122,7.346437917999419,21.68101192207037,8.371475516178862,1.4574132596685083,711,22,141,16,19,240,108,181,0.213,0.758,0.029,-0.9873,5,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,3,12,11,7,1,9,0,14,4,1,12,1,28,30,13,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,12,7,3,0,3,0,1,8,2,9,0,4,9,0,15,3,22,18,1,28,0,0,0,0,10,9,1,2,10,97,27,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188768648372686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637008643612324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39215539304606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183480989953944,0.0,0.12621527383936929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598650239555123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393611434906352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501903051476563,0.09773621919886843,0.2778817192247911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06003194366924061,0.0,0.4571131594589365,0.0,0.0,0.12668068589322246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402324812797715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4348950355534631,0.07669847687615762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557221522166385,0.0,0.0,0.13481361821609866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794602016597845,0.09504874095367637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735672595331353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153615682154626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235447682714958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700071668945075,0.0,0.108914370377743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196178134795533,0.0,0.09923908255936413,0.12654914416432084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836505694126993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,treegr,2019/02/15,I stopped going to therapy after my first appointment due to anxiety. That was 6 months ago. Now I’m too anxious to call and arrange to start up again Anxiety is a wild ride ,1.5158571428571437,4.001205085714286,3.6682142857142885,84.34803571428574,83.85714285714286,8.071428571428571,28.75,8.841846274778883,2.8708571428571434,138,7,27,4,4,47,30,35,0.213,0.787,0.0,-0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,6,4,0,12,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,9,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855481111908801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4928559325304824,0.3639143202943112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32892994271374354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740029440476698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830734552383402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25712046455246995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280047149760365,0.0,0.0,0.26931444608848537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.368382828944656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,eataapple,2019/02/15,"is this normal? It starts off when I was 7, a home intruder came through the bathroom window while I was taking a shower. I was terrified, it got so bad I would sometimes sleep in my parent's bed or on their floor, sometimes the hallway because it had no windows. This lasted until I was about 10. So since I hit puberty I started getting really scared about the smallest things, and the smallest things would trigger attacks of me sweating crying and me not wanting to do anything. (For example, school or one time I was at church and I had an attack over nothing.) And I have really shaky hands for no reason but when I meet new people I get red, sweaty, and shaky. It gets especially worse giving presentations in class or talking in a group. That's why I only have 2 good friends. I'm kind of known around school but I still keep a small friend group. It sucks talking to girls, (I don't mean this is a cocky way) but I'm not bad looking so a lot of girls try to talk to me and I get shaky, sweaty, and red, even when I don't like them. This has led me to only talk to the girl I really like once, and I'm 80% sure she likes me from or text messages. But I recently had a panic or anxiety attack I don't know what it's called two days ago. Me and my 2 friends were hanging out before school and we ended up being like 2 minutes late to the bell and we were asked for our ID's one of my friends had his so he went to school so me and my other friend walked to his house and decided to ditch. I ended up feeling really guilty and sad so I called my mom and told her what happened and she came and picked me up to get my ID and take me to school. I started breaking down to her in the car and she had me stay home because anxiety runs in our family. My friend let me take 2 of his (non-prescription) pills that calm him down and the day was great I talked to new people, I talked to my class table group, I even volunteered to answer a question! I was just wondering if people get nervous like this or if this is a medical thing, it kind of controls me now I need it over, my mom is ordering those pills for me today.",1.963039742212672,3.6091686916099768,3.3582748538011735,91.65565789473685,77.50340136054422,6.456164220073996,22.71637426900585,7.273561745256523,0.6775995464852604,1647,49,365,20,38,539,206,441,0.154,0.741,0.105,-0.9367,2,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,4,0,2,1,17,30,4,6,18,0,29,6,3,5,1,65,62,43,0,7,15,3,2,5,6,2,3,0,6,3,23,26,0,2,9,0,0,8,7,13,0,3,19,5,65,17,48,38,1,54,1,1,3,0,45,19,1,14,28,238,88,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06024692230915382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398616524877184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05592945096439555,0.06050331021462331,0.06353815374527587,0.2319601924889236,0.0,0.0,0.11349596748996632,0.08286173591307848,0.0,0.0578332576973293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879984441978854,0.1554678383637554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622859068186674,0.0,0.0,0.07465642379010616,0.08766367839304935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039373491961765,0.0,0.0,0.08978055839232285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06407140706348903,0.0,0.03436517497234805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150578069519417,0.0,0.2130536229657165,0.06519827577759754,0.0,0.057005865283859786,0.05435786485912303,0.0749317153493013,0.0,0.0,0.060101275502454025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13634898753173855,0.0,0.0,0.0784225506870636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060410465523022976,0.0,0.14155029637197547,0.03735181792183615,0.055400592681388486,0.07666754471618209,0.0,0.0,0.0694988756200588,0.0,0.16602146916586946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0570735304956027,0.0,0.0,0.05778146106122499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403387178044832,0.0,0.0684676447039715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591997068067614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05039522862984437,0.0,0.13128215125637008,0.0,0.0,0.06659132557342738,0.06521430527933875,0.0,0.0,0.07238056763221767,0.09210976323030792,0.10338097703782397,0.0,0.07974235057341561,0.07546715274584266,0.0,0.0,0.1413552389054505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761364184441872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17416062359633186,0.06987939822467397,0.06710729448378952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804487871978125,0.3439213311431268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05622139753374512,0.0,0.06801414061403846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443835859394115,0.0,0.14431805160951902,0.07244170779019572,0.05427698236427602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06405626194813664,0.0,0.15330379366619698,0.3277664303781226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354588917525202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039630971333742264,0.0,0.06442292714986039,0.06494352460189641,0.0,0.04614381240202405,0.0,0.0663919850411672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04008755156946013,0.05394749878332527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06300428880984639,0.061327892710662475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370520518921507,0.0,0.0,0.06926219956410805,0.09656085304911248,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MandyMeoww,2019/02/15,"He did it. He cheated. Just like everyone else has... my boyfriend, my soulmate, cheated. For months. We’ve been living together 4 years.",1.1762499999999996,2.5267241250000008,1.7033333333333331,89.97500000000002,120.25,4.933333333333334,29.0,6.42735559955562,2.1963000000000004,105,6,18,2,6,32,21,24,0.213,0.581,0.206,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43540182959439183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4980359227848233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546355656086501,0.0,0.4602356057524807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41602270409803344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.335640420690798
anxiety,karleeisconfused,2019/02/15,"Theatre is an absolute nightmare So I’m currently in a theatre arts class at my school, which I thought would be a great thing to sign up for since I really liked tech theatre. The main problem is that I have to perform in front of my small class of 20 ish. (no really big plays because only honors theatre students can do that) I worked really hard memorizing my small monologue because it’s a test grade, and I didn’t think I’d have a problem acting it out. The moment I gave my teacher my script I went full on panic. (I have a long history of panic attacks and anxiety) I knew my lines I just couldn’t speak and I was visibly shaking. After I repeated my second line almost 3 times, I covered my face and almost broke out in tears, and I finally asked if I could start over. My teacher let me start over,luckily, and I got through it. I honestly feel really embarrassed, and I will have to do the same monologue again soon. Does anyone have any strategies to help me not panic when I have to act out my monologue? ",4.404778325123154,5.359485315270941,5.527068965517241,81.26232758620691,70.23152709359606,8.755665024630543,30.756157635467982,9.04235418022936,2.5747201970443343,801,33,156,15,14,266,121,203,0.142,0.767,0.091,-0.8085,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,3,5,14,1,5,9,0,19,1,1,0,0,27,30,10,0,6,3,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,7,10,0,0,5,2,0,5,4,9,0,1,7,3,31,5,21,17,3,31,0,1,0,0,4,14,0,3,13,106,38,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28948691202836097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829726666499668,0.0,0.11057845301550802,0.0,0.0,0.10107098309671188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13513241365917367,0.16444366540004754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17622964650205716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540942845982492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12649450410405133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308756654230758,0.0,0.0,0.1583447368039353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560785208239732,0.1593641451302965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948618104507806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688715209717733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478096270594818,0.0,0.07061861425047804,0.0,0.0,0.12792000176494064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099348984042793,0.0,0.5087860915997814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766248997840097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3704033567816564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462898017860713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957119777959807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20462294961404445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09603094579203013,0.09262021077485644,0.0,0.11475458046843184,0.08428681817630393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399699418221178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523231217230546,0.0,0.0,0.1026824070921758,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bun-bunn,2019/02/15,"I always feel like I’m on the outside of every situation I’m in, and I think it’s because of my anxiety I’m a junior in college and I just got out of a dance practice for a dance club I’m in. At the end of practice everyone usually goes out to eat and then we meet at someone’s apartment to party. 

At the end of practice though I just couldn’t bring myself to go hang out. Even though I love everyone in the club I feel like an outsider. Everyone was packing up to go to the restaurant, talking and laughing, and I just didn’t know how to interact. Even though I’ve known them for two semesters now. I ended up just walking back to my apartment alone, and I couldn’t help but cry. I wanted to go but I just didn’t feel comfortable, I felt like I was in everyone’s way. It didn’t use to be like this but for some reason now it’s different. It’s as if I’m watching everything happen from an outside perspective. 

And now I’m just going to sit in my apartment for the rest of the night wondering what I’m missing out on. I hate being this way. Everyone really cares about each other, their like a family but for some reason I’m just not able to be a part of it. And that really upsets me because being lonely and not cared about it getting unbearable. 

I even told a few people I was going to catch the bus with them to the restaurant, I doubt they even noticed I left... 

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anxiety,lorelg,2019/02/15,"What’s your best trick to deal with a panic attack? I‘ve tried the look for 3 things you hear / see / smell thing, shaking your wrists and feet but the only thing that really can distract me very fast is playing computer games.... but you can‘t play those in public transport or at work / uni.... So, what‘s your favourite trick to overcome a panic attack?",3.1397802197802207,5.8891662307692325,2.554505494505495,93.28692307692309,79.0,4.945054945054945,20.05494505494506,6.18269132825596,0.053725274725275,275,7,52,2,7,80,54,65,0.257,0.638,0.106,-0.8699,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,5,0,2,1,11,4,4,4,0,3,2,2,0,0,5,6,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,8,0,0,0,4,6,3,6,6,1,5,0,0,2,0,9,2,0,1,1,32,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4840942913062979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22328027468463232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21934796730829764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23979789560756226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786662401067146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16181485800435724,0.0,0.4992600188040368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13630059119522486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16954352618710292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42404825263630586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14445122624216178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17555068226133178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15489304942104687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mmmmmaaaatttt,2019/02/15,"A weird situation I don’t know how to deal with. It feels so weird posting this here... but I currently have nowhere else to turn to my knowledge. Hear me out, because this is gonna be a long story.
I’m a high grade achiever. I’m not a perfect 4.0 student, but I shoot for mostly A’s and a few B’s if I know I’m struggling. I generally get those grades, doing well on everything from homework to essays. However, there is one major flaw. I have HORRIBLE test anxiety. I am currently in my second semester of college. I had a strong GPA (3.81) after my first semester. My second semester my classes aren’t fun and they’re mostly hard. Not due to the lack of material knowledge, but most of the grading in several of those classes are based on exams. This is a problem because my test anxiety leads me to do things I normally wouldn’t do. I had an exam today, and I got caught cheating. NOW BEFORE YOU START SAYING HOW BAD I WAS FOR DOING THIS, LET ME EXPLAIN. I’ve already come to accept the consequences for doing what I did and talked to my professor already, who was surprisingly understanding and didn’t take too much off me as a freshman. She also said she would consider doing something good about it if my grades on later assignments are very solid. It didn’t go into my transcript and I didn’t fail the class, but i can’t get an A in that class anymore unless my assignments are near perfect. Now for the homework that isn’t a big issue, but there’s 2 more exams in that class. I can know an entire semester’s worth of material but once an exam starts I don’t remember anything, no matter how long I study. This leads to panic and taking action without a second thought, which is what happened now. I talked with my parents about this all day, and I burst into tears at her office, saying I’ll never do it again, as I’ve never cheated in a test in my life and did it that one time as an act of desperation, something I’ll never do again for as long as I live.
But there are a few more things. I know that grades post-college don’t matter much (especially as a game design major where it’s all about portfolio building and stuff). So why do I care about grades so much KNOWING they won’t matter at the end? The test anxiety practically makes or breaks my entire semester, as they’re a big part of college, and unless I walk out 100% confident I did well, I sucked.
I’m not asking for material knowledge or crap like “WHAT WERE YOU THINKING FOR CHEATING ON THAT EXAM” because I freaking know I fucked up. I just need whatever help I can get, because I’m desperate and don’t feel like I can get over this, despite literally everyone saying it gets better even though I doubt it actually will. I nearly quit college over being caught cheating because I thought that I was getting kicked out of the class with an F. These attack happen almost every time there’s any type of exam no matter how small, and I’m sick of it and want to get rid of it but I can’t help myself.
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anxiety,mutzadel,2019/02/15,"University Psychologist I'm unsure if this has been addressed previously ( I only did a quick search)

Does anyone have experience using the resources at their uni? I've been struggling with anxiety and other things that life throws at me, but I don't have the money to go to therapy to talk about it with a professional. Since my school offers this sort of help in the health center I was thinking of taking advantage, but am unsure if they will offer the same experience as if I went to a private office. If anyone is willing to share their general experiences it would be appreciated. Thanks! ",6.0805733944954135,7.866630761467887,7.153107798165138,68.04599197247707,67.07339449541284,9.853669724770645,30.13876146788991,10.125756701596842,3.3352100917431198,479,18,78,12,8,161,80,109,0.063,0.7879999999999999,0.149,0.9145,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,1,2,4,0,1,7,0,14,2,0,1,0,15,21,8,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,7,3,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,5,0,9,3,14,12,1,8,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,5,1,60,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560636134031985,0.0,0.0,0.2852907126503987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785265469698277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5986694367763495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594100042992588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168482571553068,0.0,0.0,0.13674055511077013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144095084838743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15515534008853604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20646441009235425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16875541912144065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21327079414399536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15338671210558086,0.16397185579031262,0.0,0.18782081242105733,0.2332980151242865,0.0,0.13553215830148274,0.13071845710902444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17619521103067262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18911509907188284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14491962083694335,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Roxy1540,2019/02/15,"Relapsed with Severe Anxiety I used to be severely anxious and depressed. A few times a day I'd feel like I was going to faint. I would almost freeze, the blood would rush to my face, I'd feel like I couldn't breath, and like my eyes where going to roll in the back of my head. The only thing I knew how to to from my dizzy spells is lay on the floor under my desk.  (Never actually fainted)

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My psychiatrist mentioned I pretty much had textbook anxiety prescribed me an anti depression and a low dose of  Xnanex so I wouldn't have panic attacks. I was about 16 when it started and he mentioned hereditary mental health diseases tend to arrive when you are a young adult. I felt better on meds but for years I struggled it's impact on my personality. I felt like I wasn't myself. 

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After being on medication for 3 years, I made  the choice to no longer take medication. Since I became drinking age and it wasn't safe to drink on that medication. I also felt I had overcome my anxiety.

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 I  have struggled going through these massive depression windows every once in a while and continue to struggle with consistent anxiety. Since my last dose of medication it has been over 5 years...  

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In the past year, I have become obsessed with keeping things in order and organized. To the point I have stopped seeing friends since I am overwhelmed by their homes clutter or their lack of organization.

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Lately, I feel that my anxiety has escalated severly and I am struggling on how to cope. I over worry, to the point I can't sleep. I also find myself close to passing out several times a week when I feel anxious. Instead of reacting... I always fear outcomes so I feel frozen. I find I just waist so much time frozen either staring off or watching re-runs.

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Those close to me notice I have either withdrawal or act crazy which makes me more anxious. I worry and beat myself up.  I don't feel like my old methods of calming down are helping which makes me even more tense.  My boyfriend mentioned to me he feels I go to a dark place or anxious each month like an episode where it gets severe 

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I need guidance on what to do next...How can I combat my anxiety head on? Long term what do people do to prevent anxiety? ",5.0295490139211125,6.6268945962877055,5.460028277262182,79.90621410962878,69.39443155452436,7.893300464037122,31.102160672853827,8.376592526197632,2.4256060904872387,1805,76,323,27,32,577,222,431,0.203,0.715,0.08199999999999999,-0.9939,0,0,3,0,0,0,71.0,0,1,2,2,17,23,1,8,17,0,31,19,8,7,1,56,57,25,0,6,8,0,11,6,1,3,9,0,2,2,15,16,3,4,13,2,0,7,8,13,0,0,12,15,60,10,54,39,10,64,0,5,4,0,12,28,0,5,34,219,75,2,0.0,0.0,0.04626110094239141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04746993628304405,0.0,0.0,0.07582060314897934,0.03944531960999998,0.35954820722972297,0.4032215918419261,0.0,0.0,0.2538564840462729,0.2142196793282748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05393079959294123,0.0,0.036452038285955383,0.0,0.0,0.05235584412097325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041926467603190916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030572738927314137,0.0,0.12249131654581773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928790289323241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0313110015777595,0.0,0.039941326203339934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0533445645059083,0.16778813741702606,0.10159987215953273,0.13655064806359327,0.0,0.08665585717146945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03662550730062896,0.0,0.024767508854483276,0.0,0.10776695141581538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730379921256127,0.050390016272941186,0.0,0.0,0.0317750250225338,0.0,0.04755175775446322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04213634254843979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03864195268814671,0.053475666816004006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13896011099273345,0.0,0.0,0.04195253105269026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04485639638451451,0.06328731302194883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052657018641980566,0.1910249229668274,0.04777377097559488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03783875791190471,0.0,0.06969725212684089,0.03515070771213951,0.03656217941697769,0.0,0.05041647370568262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053971675765628224,0.049744281949985945,0.050485497259399714,0.0,0.036054152403427436,0.0,0.05562034608223086,0.0,0.0,0.045254081333920414,0.032865126464258335,0.0413928073291928,0.04952884111946774,0.0,0.0896273724421679,0.0,0.0,0.048228614636998735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03777618574432577,0.0,0.0,0.26777459916034346,0.0,0.11764339396446424,0.0,0.047439911317330725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0335539811184127,0.0,0.0,0.03963326740816989,0.0,0.19823481965570444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03564316827096995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06298844871441406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292789184067183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0409432829551917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03802597342418591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962855292040169,0.0,0.06735126348755469,0.0,0.4032215918419261,0.1221108030774803
anxiety,snakeeyes007the2nd,2019/02/15,"It’s been years and I still have trouble being with a woman. Advice? (Slight nsfw, no details) Slightly NSFW but I’ll keep the details sparse, many years ago my best friend in my whole life was at the time my lover and the relationship ended very badly and there was ALOT of sexual and emotional abuse, and ever since I’ve just never been the same. Tonight my girlfriend was over and things got heated (in the good way) but when it came to— you know, I just froze up and anxiety took over cause the things my ex did to me creep back up. I had to stop and I feel like a total f*ck up failure. 

Do I just need to be slow and get myself used to this sort of relationship again? Can I do anything to help myself? Advice would help.",2.358948194662481,4.222060122448983,3.2689795918367364,91.76585557299843,77.02721088435374,5.8836211407639984,19.47095761381476,6.67199483983844,0.04095227629513376,566,12,121,5,13,180,96,147,0.131,0.687,0.181,0.8957,0,0,0,0,1,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,9,7,0,0,9,0,14,2,0,2,3,30,23,12,0,2,5,1,2,1,3,1,1,0,0,1,5,11,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,10,2,15,5,16,10,5,25,0,0,0,1,10,8,0,2,15,85,20,0,0.0,0.18946009881467732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31251268701991125,0.14174525281539954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232612652689462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315873718178333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295630994017605,0.1335131653932581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780938847346993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828875833727522,0.0,0.16426546122852193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17987048369073946,0.1416274868449051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446423276469906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085226975587449,0.1142354534757064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354143798612785,0.0,0.08354324307651223,0.0,0.0,0.13411989321475445,0.12788984070296713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143605685025752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213002722889032,0.0,0.0,0.08787905956884055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294492800412395,0.07812102002138192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16211756364548813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856679393798368,0.12332782680672008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433541189954969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227424574757027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769954534444908,0.1336869086209206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21246623198473888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324131151787708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17765923373594306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13810571989184267,0.0,0.13193755103527774,0.0,0.12692435664284646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785271116335238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359121763334876,0.0,0.0,0.20594587375959356
anxiety,i_Needhelp_2004,2019/02/15,"anxiety meds are l i f e c h a n g i n g I feel relaxed. It's so weird feeling like this on a normal basis. . . I love my life now. no more internal chaos, it's all over now",-5.5881395348837195,-5.5889766744186,0.0823488372093042,102.13096511627909,129.69767441860466,3.5804651162790697,13.602325581395347,5.6839178017228535,-0.8632493023255812,125,4,37,2,10,51,34,43,0.248,0.452,0.3,0.4715,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,4,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,3,2,4,2,4,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,19,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159043155969655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41759813159906106,0.29501034465615844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916775932854113,0.20174567824777498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727019590644815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4586924635223249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40460165214558175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Margaritan84,2019/02/15,"Help me😭 I’m a 23 yo girl, i’d say pretty heathy (all the doctors say so) but my anxiety says different. I truly believe that i’m dying or going to die soon. (I understand that it’s inevitable, but i think that it’s going to randomly happen). My whole life is me trying to prevent death. It’s gotten so bad in the past 3 months.  I wake up scared and it takes so long to go to sleep because i’m scared i wont wake up in the morning. I’m on Topamax rn. Lowkey agoraphobic. I havn’t been this bad since 18. I seriously want to be fun again, help me😭😭😭 ",-0.9941530054644794,0.9963076721311488,2.1869180327868882,93.86983060109293,91.1311475409836,5.220546448087432,18.789071038251365,6.742157984588678,0.11145071038251332,424,13,101,6,15,151,77,122,0.251,0.617,0.132,-0.9704,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,2,4,0,4,5,3,0,1,10,17,7,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,8,1,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,5,0,0,2,3,10,1,11,13,2,13,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,5,48,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694408581518385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771068978696427,0.10115583442643752,0.0,0.0,0.18695820336986152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34444023680239866,0.1733725824145259,0.0,0.1698472102033839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829235589345864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467407026066026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224529393350791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720873569713652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14685218719102272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324521839451327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15840905557903126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16882122167411073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958878172560421,0.332270928649894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372677585734435,0.0,0.1660604154812114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476666097775155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632802019010754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126627579233954,0.0,0.0,0.17274999097354612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787605061461303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18526672611153328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sadbean-,2019/02/15,"Tremors caused by abilify withdrawal? I have had issues with trembling for a while now but recently it has gotten worse, I find my hands shaking when I’m doing normal everyday things. I used to just get them when I was anxious but now it seems to happen all the time for no reason that I can think of other than possibly withdrawal from medication. I recently have had abilify discontinued from my medications I take. I weened off it really slowly and was on the lowest dose. The other day I was with my friend and she asked me why my hand was shaking while holding a cup I was drinking from , I didn’t think much of it until today. I realized multiple people have pointed out my shaking the past few months but I’ve only been weening off abilify for a month and am completely off of it. I’m going to make an appointment with my doctor to see why it’s happening. I just started stressing about it today and I’m looking for help",3.0993697478991606,5.3749423241758265,4.794085326438268,79.7597382029735,76.30769230769229,8.238396897220426,27.18939883645766,9.007467420416297,2.541122430510665,741,30,135,18,17,250,108,182,0.13,0.792,0.078,-0.8248,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,5,8,0,16,7,2,4,1,25,34,12,0,1,5,0,2,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,11,8,1,1,6,1,0,4,2,5,0,0,10,4,22,1,26,24,3,28,0,0,2,0,5,6,0,1,18,102,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16463693601280555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624078780330154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970805072463564,0.0,0.0,0.15279839592467348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398580145942867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14916401603765622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276296922123405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331974247838487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259304132651282,0.0,0.07613953644704108,0.0,0.08282348633970206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577426204502018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976818334868959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15210750695491107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237911080340134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727798432981527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936215581869712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326455602839303,0.0,0.1071306060643564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14278750832706452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083659915563232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391187460695179,0.10103299080113393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377648965587771,0.16429218770995166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336036367299506,0.14983791161948995,0.28778773473566377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161304226520804,0.13266995240332508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315064721764536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16693678815939764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957316400289843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681860446303177,0.18675978828144973,0.0,0.0,0.08497814994066541,0.0,0.27627590133256785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258666183645692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263002933661359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851449211813414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fmvreddit,2019/02/15,"I am not sure if I have anxiety or not. The story goes like this. I always been a little bit shy and anxious but a few months ago i started feeling dizzy and lightheaded at random times, afterwards I found out that i started to feel like this when i was i very crowded areas like supermarkets, and after I started to feel dizzy i felt more dizzy because i was afraid about what that dizzy is about. I run some blood test and everything came out alright, i visited the gp countless times thinking that something is wrong with me physically. This month I stated yo feel my left arm and left leg numb and panicked about it and i called the ambulance shaking because i thought that i have a heart attack or whatnot, everything they tested was normal. Now i still feel dizzzy and weak at random times, doctors told me that it's anxiety doing that to me but i still don't belive it, I feel like i have a brain tumour or something. I have to mention that for the past year i was working at mcdonalds,in the kitchen, where it's a very fast paced environment and it's just awful, lots of noises, lots of stuff to do very quick and the same thing over and over again. If i have anxiety i think this might be one of the reasons that triggered it.
What do you guys think, is it anxiety or it might be something actually wrong with my brain /heart/lung etc.
Excuse my bad English.
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anxiety,spotifyrapper,2019/02/15,"I hate everything I used to be a shy guy who always tried to see the best in people because i wasnt social, overtime i developed a raging hate towards 95% of the people that i know and/or meet. Im pretty much unable to make friends due to anxiety and hatred towards anything/anyone. I still try to go out with friends, but I just dont feel like doing anything most of the time, I spend more and more time doing nothing and thinking about suicide. I feel like my life is spiraling down I have no fcuking idea what to do",7.461428571428571,5.7496960952380975,7.659047619047621,77.55428571428574,64.23809523809524,9.923809523809524,36.23809523809524,8.238735603445708,2.8582952380952382,410,16,80,4,5,134,72,105,0.234,0.6859999999999999,0.08,-0.9406,0,0,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,8,3,0,5,0,8,1,0,2,0,15,18,4,1,0,2,0,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,5,0,1,1,3,3,0,0,1,3,11,5,15,16,5,10,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,1,6,54,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337311484959855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181428005848012,0.0,0.0,0.1204809663038736,0.0,0.14179386835355848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503666557611947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808254242712493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201942362441254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485829980199306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17424705631664822,0.246192117490839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662477128620679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979259621616412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706108863425045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34023471266598504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19451347725949186,0.1861209821473364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469534676009063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217054344302094,0.16836086131262512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501617033568212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126665371616734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16533308405680447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389117693908675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17529802708543582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13730626271634838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17564514969650527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376044849231204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18847574371424755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040728161064244,0.0,0.0,0.20094703720934448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23397010155630124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14881780823411392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,moniquebrittany,2019/02/15,"Setraline (Zoloft) Hi! Did setraline takes ages for some to work? I’ve been on mine for just over a month and have noticed no difference. I have seen my doctor and he wants me to wait it out a bit longer as it can take 8 weeks +. I’ve just upped my dose to 50 MG a week ago!
Thanks everyone ",-0.8205952380952404,1.2548870000000036,1.1542658730158737,100.81330357142859,91.69841269841272,5.68968253968254,15.811507936507935,7.1686216300943375,-0.25893492063492074,223,5,57,4,8,73,49,63,0.037000000000000005,0.905,0.058,0.3147,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,5,3,0,0,0,8,11,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,5,1,10,8,2,9,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,5,31,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241046279954928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296873118522961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841051329839492,0.0,0.2783281160709191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598372566173388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21704899823072366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.309589923248444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4089095093974619,0.0,0.0,0.2503532255416697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038919181190314,0.0,0.4362457910316862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979656031759983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lifenchains,2019/02/15,"This will be the Xth medicine I have tried and now it's not making sense. So I feel this has to start w/ a background...then a book.

I am 28 years old, and as a child, I remember having symptoms of anxiety and episodes of panic, but not knowing what it was, and thinking back, I can't put my finger on what it was attributed to. 

When I was about 21-22 years old, I started having severe anxiety and panic, triggered initially by something that I had done, and the guilt behind it. At that same age, I still had insurance under my parents and started seeing a social worker/therapist. If you ask me, she didn't do much, just listened for 90% of the time. She eventually 'recommended' Zoloft and sent me to my GP who prescribed it, and there started my trying of a million things to make this feeling go away. Zoloft didn't work, tried a few more w/ the GP including Wellbutrin, Lexapro, Buspar (among others), all of which I did not like. I was then recommended a Psychiatrist. He tried me on Xanax, which did not sit well with me, I would take it before work and literally black out after about 20 minutes and have to go sit in my car and take a 30 min or so nap (hoping no one noticed) when I felt it coming on, otherwise I would be sending emails that I wouldn't remember sending. After that, he prescribed Klonapin, and that was the one that worked. At the time, he was giving me (I weighed in at 100lbs due to the panic and anxiety) 2mg per day, 1mg in the morning, 1mg at night. That worked fine for me as far as the panic and anxiety, but I was a zombie. 

During this I met my current boyfriend, ended up quitting the Klonapin cold turkey (still having a few leftover), and over the next 5 or so years, taking 1/2's of the pills as needed, maybe once every six months. I was anxiety free, happy, could travel, do what I wanted, no problems.

However, last August, I had the panic attack of a lifetime, and instead of taking the Klonapin I (still) had leftover, I ended up going to the ER after not being able to keep down Pedialyte, I was shaking, extremities were tingling, face was tingling/numb, heart palpitations, all that good stuff. They basically gave me fluids thru an IV along w/ Ativan and all I remember was walking to the car that night. After that, I was fine for the next coming days, until I started to feel that tinge of panic and anxiety in the back of my mind and kept replaying the ER nurse saying to me 'if you have anxiety, it never goes away, it's just how you deal with it', after thinking for 5 years I was 'cured'. I made an appointment with my old psychiatrist shortly after running close to being out of my extra supply of Klonapin. I went in there thinking he would prescribe what he used to, but no. He apparently has had an epiphany (or they are more strict w/ the use of benzo's) and doesn't prescribe them as a 'fix all' daily thing anymore. He definitely refused to give me my old dosage, and gave me .5mg (as needed) and started me on 250mg Depakote. I didn't understand why he was giving me an epilepsy/bipolar medication, still don't, but after a few weeks of being on it and not really noticing a change for the better (ie: my panic going away), he upped it to 750mg. This made me hate my life, have headaches all day, not be able to sleep, among a few other side effects. This was over Christmas, so I, myself, went back down to 250mg until I saw him just today. I have held off on the visit because I personally cannot tell if the Depakote is helping, or if I am just not having as many episodes of panic/anxiety, but when I do, I take the Klonapin and all is good. That was not a good answer for him, so he gave me samples for Vraylar, which is another anti-psychotic, similar to the Depakote. He says because I take birth control, that also rules out a lot of options. But, he gave me 1.5mg a day, and he said eventually he will not be prescribing me the Klonapin anymore because we need to get to the point of where I don't think about having it there 'just in case' and the main medication needs to be taking care of my anxiety and panic on it's own. 

I don't really understand how the type of medicine he has been trying me on is going to do this, and I am still very reliant on Klonapin when I do feel the panic/anxiety coming on. I also told him I was almost out of it just so he would write me another prescription since he is saying he is going to eventually cut it off. I don't have insurance at this point (got laid off), so I don't know if seeing someone to do EMDR or some other sort of therapy is an option, I am just sort of confused as to his medication decisions and wondering if anyone else has taken these two, or another bipolar/epilepsy/anti-psychotic type of med at a low dosage to help with anxiety and panic. My anxiety seems to be situational, and I try to stay away from things that may trigger it, but I eventually want to be able to travel, and do things that don't freak me out if I don't have a car so I can go home when I want to... it is going to start to have a toll on my relationship, and I just want to be *normal.*",7.004633431085043,5.479320001955038,7.7766922776148615,75.74903841642231,65.0117302052786,10.56914173998045,34.14523949169111,9.439034500452443,2.93669401368524,3954,140,794,61,50,1334,374,1023,0.1,0.838,0.062,-0.9897,4,0,1,0,0,0,153.0,1,3,3,8,43,30,3,12,56,0,98,16,4,13,7,160,179,82,0,24,38,1,6,1,0,8,11,5,1,2,58,49,1,5,21,4,1,26,28,18,3,5,48,17,102,13,138,111,19,144,0,1,4,0,63,53,0,25,63,585,160,7,0.11870743296268647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039622782286321885,0.0,0.0,0.06328686083496407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447509375312665,0.3632434451996918,0.0,0.0784839172401454,0.027667665737601245,0.04054326442189541,0.0,0.0,0.03699180849818914,0.04501561405216485,0.14870605450424518,0.09127868857576196,0.0,0.07236294933149569,0.0,0.03367042741189332,0.0,0.0,0.034995692599426274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04034337978038068,0.0,0.04185890801020708,0.1022559424229055,0.0,0.0,0.04438015998851898,0.03159274196965757,0.0,0.0,0.10207529845336848,0.040794050319546665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04049297275375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033054942678407806,0.0,0.07009303424809336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03333871069355515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002939315361388,0.0,0.03799258381851897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02067324475146336,0.1138749864363032,0.17990445271082894,0.0995661627330916,0.031647059423545634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04212208991484213,0.0,0.039066337991632734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046889626538263,0.05304472671306277,0.0,0.039691078024682636,0.03930108854956897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03517087356477172,0.0,0.0,0.04349233379248208,0.032254133844870726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027948856832469785,0.01933148520050751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033640271495633894,0.0,0.07488256219663086,0.052825422187277885,0.04011690171860675,0.039752523924819164,0.0,0.04395239911546382,0.1195852500545633,0.0,0.0,0.03995355586902291,0.0,0.031583713485281675,0.0,0.029087873959956493,0.11736007654054742,0.030518163460645113,0.0,0.08416446777485476,0.07426592291562505,0.03876936010964816,0.0,0.09009946614372448,0.16608464287302915,0.04213984730458584,0.05362615249868558,0.0,0.0,0.5106845173336867,0.04393685207583426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03455025056796016,0.0,0.0,0.07481126252195121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03786232718542943,0.0,0.03977791911349602,0.0,0.042086655647520864,0.0,0.0,0.05069801415562627,0.0,0.0,0.0424824526617678,0.13447238091565,0.0,0.03763931749204602,0.09440091525941097,0.0,0.0,0.06306296997873675,0.03602226287661514,0.0,0.044701870173468994,0.0,0.03273200507849968,0.0444773760988436,0.039597720683699975,0.040335759575308085,0.033526807576368035,0.03046226047170921,0.0,0.0,0.1960507080811857,0.04217544300389653,0.15799984884107293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04529720341258926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04112749170417455,0.20825750461979986,0.0,0.03458517621709711,0.0,0.045250765016066,0.04594282634809176,0.1051519250029352,0.10141723979523733,0.0,0.0,0.04614617252028722,0.0,0.03750692211760423,0.037810013097042613,0.0,0.16118910964223152,0.0,0.03865330437997025,0.0823857494377536,0.0,0.06835007222035414,0.0,0.032648688080769865,0.0933556260865705,0.0,0.031739980800230445,0.0,0.0355774128076798,0.07336198642352666,0.03570499816291863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04291104910932194,0.11522723332738513,0.0,0.0,0.11243513932540512,0.0,0.0,0.10192492646920114
anxiety,Rcklss23,2019/02/15,"DAE have a panic attack that makes them have a better outlook? I’ve been in a real struggle the past few weeks. I had a really bad cold that lingered around causing my health anxiety to go super crazy thinking the worst of everything from asthma to cancer. Which in turn made all my anxiety spike up until it reached a boiling point at work and had a massive panic attack, and after the worry and fear wore off I had a realization. I realized I’ve been here before, I’ve overcome this many times before, and I needed to get out of my own head and get back to being myself and not live in this fear and funk. I just felt like asking c I’ve never had a panic attack that made me have a better outlook afterwards.",6.051066433566433,5.6933070000000034,6.977054195804198,76.877888986014,66.4125874125874,9.108041958041957,29.063811188811197,8.472884824447931,2.111042657342657,563,16,105,7,8,189,88,143,0.295,0.622,0.08199999999999999,-0.9875,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,4,4,15,3,6,12,0,10,5,1,4,2,22,22,8,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,9,1,0,3,0,0,1,2,11,0,0,10,2,11,4,17,11,4,18,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,0,9,73,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19311967955445256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236475402933174,0.11800096543048685,0.4307888259527787,0.0,0.09705728387313936,0.10539048545519733,0.0,0.0,0.21481204095523126,0.0,0.0,0.22326702479782767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12966524051320266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344061212806456,0.0,0.0,0.2840707287599755,0.0,0.0,0.1211933601462982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189205601412216,0.0,0.07173513531435075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954066365264427,0.1341685772249206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061665920361171925,0.0,0.11145674856483632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388694954869124,0.0842544751181467,0.12796976749885822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359235799094788,0.0973505459106661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4442845974601047,0.0,0.0,0.12049362463598473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193210275606826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366879809738747,0.08086134280330258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195512562240816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087825854553063,0.0,0.0,0.07360133404375535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13729379557028618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124804731716901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189145738292992,0.12818503957884764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lilgeebee,2019/02/15,"What makes you happy? I'm going through a pretty difficult time right now... Between breaking up with my boyfriend and getting diagnosed with BPD it's been rough.

I've read a lot of posts saying ""do more of what makes you happy"". But I really don't know what makes me happy anymore.

So I'm turning to you guys... What makes you happy?
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anxiety,gingeob,2019/02/15,"I need advice My anxiety has been through the roof recently, and there's no real cause because overall I'm quite happy, but there's certain things that I'm afraid of right now that are really picking at me and I'm getting more panic attacks than before. Some advice on how to manage overwhelming thoughts or just on how to overcome/cope with it would be really appreciated. ",10.570093896713617,8.124729295774651,10.093521126760566,64.8499530516432,58.859154929577464,12.846948356807516,41.97652582159624,11.20814326018867,4.743193427230047,304,13,51,6,3,99,57,71,0.153,0.72,0.127,-0.2665,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,1,3,1,0,5,0,0,4,1,16,11,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,3,2,9,7,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,2,2,35,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4539970558201998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17770702950552866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642720575512591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416064619130541,0.0,0.19766814955495296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386336263076086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136590917984492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24728511660986965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17224572825888276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27255118432896625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247077093528768,0.0,0.2644055271986664,0.2976315839909305,0.0,0.2293658571279575,0.0,0.0,0.19838088263446066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15432820456363952,0.0,0.0,0.1844183478886092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501755133315982,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thesupergreenapple,2019/02/15,"How to stop being so shy to greet adults I’m 15, and as the title states, I am really shy to greet adults and it’s hard for me to say hi/bye to them first. It’s getting really impolite of me, I realized this while visiting a friend’s house and I always had to wait for their parents to say hi first. I really want to change that, what are some tips and advice you can give me?",1.199337979094075,2.611458585365856,3.3688153310104525,91.77426829268295,79.0,7.612543554006969,17.811846689895468,8.418075326091056,0.4988724738675962,292,5,70,6,7,100,54,82,0.135,0.782,0.08199999999999999,-0.5201,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,2,2,2,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,10,10,8,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,5,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,3,10,1,12,8,1,6,0,0,0,0,12,0,0,1,4,44,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297680742737484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19564849414961205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24873826771463375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4000059790171691,0.0,0.0,0.1816622459060278,0.0,0.12284666112803838,0.2255598486172211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21063190878245724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713105285405175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610860386399043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4518943571545433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739724907392245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965807138414346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13868682807328772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,newlifestartingnow,2019/02/15,"What goes good with Ativan? Recently, I've been having severe severe anxiety to the point where I can't recognize myself. I just feel like a different person, can't seem to have fun or feel passion or excitement, it literally just happened over night. 

So I'm currently taking 1mg morning and night of Ativan, and I'm trying to find something to supplement it with. I don't want to be on prescription meds, but whatever is happening to me right now, it's a must. Over the last few weeks I've tried to stop taking Ativan and my anxiety just comes rushing back. More physical then mental, nothing other than the normal stress in my life going on. I've had anxiety for 18 years, never been this bad though. 

So when I take Ativan, the physical adrenaline running through my chest, and restless legs seems to go away. By the way, mentally I feel fine, I think I'm happy inside but it just feels like my mind and body are against me. The Ativan also makes me feel scared, fearful inside. Like I'm watching a scary movie and in waiting for something to jump out at me.

I was thinking something like 5htp, because this anxiety can turn into depression really quickly. 

Any advice would be appreciated",5.431172566371682,6.820709141592921,6.156803097345133,76.07954092920356,68.20353982300885,9.366814159292037,30.9391592920354,9.673873057562805,3.0781159292035403,950,38,165,21,16,311,142,226,0.175,0.701,0.124,-0.9209,2,0,3,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,0,13,16,0,4,9,0,16,5,3,1,2,38,41,16,0,4,8,0,5,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,8,11,0,2,10,0,0,6,4,6,0,0,4,6,16,10,28,33,2,34,0,1,1,1,1,13,0,4,18,104,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530772021272447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618045765720321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328459789634936,0.0,0.3297628811128505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124973544660827,0.08286542737859548,0.08998013616677665,0.06569317347009206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970376855254165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283089517485854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281872631382974,0.0,0.0,0.11259256765656825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126674786826094,0.2724487214649585,0.15397615101913514,0.0,0.0,0.09849620181786962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249184004890858,0.0903890355575866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19059429416241985,0.11471894603226827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784370023775802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611833612980194,0.2105961610094935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193466384604519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970376855254165,0.0,0.21720562884984648,0.0,0.10881297268967273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311580821663059,0.0,0.0,0.20226224340288926,0.1055878314470136,0.1034044151317606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940971432880059,0.0,0.0,0.10187373424742546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903768024830519,0.0,0.106405956598752,0.0,0.0,0.09203160336042693,0.0,0.0,0.10789259897183567,0.0,0.0,0.19621229807244156,0.0,0.2434898858218665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24889067153172426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009722903351436,0.1234456267008008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24307993550849866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13810424509245348,0.10587958026679717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14633212492083944,0.11721849811119475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06356319838643762,0.08553966090134019,0.08644341132760043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655389788634882,0.0,0.0,0.06939779200534843
anxiety,boating101,2019/02/15,"My friends are out without me and I feel like I can't breathe First off: I might be slightly in the wrong sub; these are my feelings right now and I don't have diagnosed anxiety.

I've been really stressed at work lately and haven't had much free time. I work in retail so when I have a day off I want to spend it locked up in my bedroom, away from people. I think I have a slight depression too. I haven't seen my friends in months. I don' want to, I'm too tired, I don't care about them and when I'm with them I feel exhausted/like I want to go home. It's been my own choice, I know I might be running away from my problems but I'm letting myself take these couple months off.

Unfortunately, that's not how friendships work. I was chilling at home, when I got a snapchat or my friends going out partying. My heart jumped to my throat, I'm shaking, I still don't feel like I can breathe properly, I feel   I don't even know what. I didn't want to go, I'm not sad' not jealous, it's hard trying to brush it off and feel better when I don't know why I'm reacting this way. I dropped everything I was doing, and I've been lying in bed thinking about this for an hour now.

I'm not mad at them either, they did nothing wrong. Just, how do I calm down !??",1.373176508760544,2.853780425373138,2.7797209604153146,95.88714795587282,78.70149253731344,6.153406878650228,22.846203763789745,6.8959733430537185,0.3919748215444519,966,30,234,10,23,314,131,268,0.13,0.722,0.14800000000000002,0.5893,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,4,5,16,18,2,2,5,0,29,6,4,3,0,39,58,15,0,5,9,0,7,2,3,2,2,0,4,0,10,9,0,0,11,0,3,6,14,9,0,1,10,9,42,10,31,43,3,41,0,2,1,0,7,19,0,3,16,147,52,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580222300673412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107563434876643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919655571068683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435476833533327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410309471594128,0.0,0.07233403083070107,0.0,0.096603390017748,0.11384021153410595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07408073443633584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008023286108255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.340269311740314,0.16025449562882985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540338325226833,0.0,0.0,0.25996400720645263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912296279237978,0.0,0.08970473392598688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004734817619667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329103414067696,0.0,0.0,0.2250115908583102,0.0,0.11045517444326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18492088846833396,0.0,0.12652155704326853,0.0,0.0,0.1146913728456775,0.0,0.10959158720544364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23796843155920844,0.0,0.0,0.1790503551482492,0.0,0.08245063021903347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076207080320841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775773955262694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732213506891064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185267688761529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578417229435024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957125659573623,0.0,0.12847909571439525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433048928804977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14373541613428842,0.0,0.0,0.06540149705907926,0.12891161591627534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761493930010297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646198967970807,0.0890275222706525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120710797065337,0.0,0.0,0.10811840137529627,0.0,0.2449618186082633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452590772576437,0.0,0.0
anxiety,evanscence,2019/02/15,"help me please :(  i have crippling anxiety, and **Paranoia, recently learned that about the paranoia, my psychiatrist i told him about my anxiety, people think im a weirdo , i cant look in people's eye for long enough, i look at my desk, i dont know where to keep my eyes in certain situations, i go to college and this is going to be a big problem because one of my professors face seemed angry with me because of my anxiety, my voice cracks, walking anxiety, see people inc orner of my eyes also i have panic attacks I told all of this to my psychiatrist and the first time he gave me paroxetine, the second time i went to him i told about this and that im even more depressed because hes basically not giving me something that can actually calm me down, the second time i went to him he gave me something for my paranoia, the paroxtine is not working for me and i told him that, i was wondering if i should get a new psychiatrist who would actually give me the medicine that is needed for my EXTREME anxiety. Thank you** ",5.164202066590125,5.834247815920397,6.232039800995025,77.92064293915041,68.35323383084578,9.368694986605435,33.37198622273249,9.466822959209583,3.035542365097589,805,36,156,16,13,269,103,201,0.174,0.768,0.058,-0.9644,0,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,2,6,7,1,1,9,0,13,4,4,0,2,21,36,7,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,9,6,0,1,5,0,0,5,4,4,0,4,9,7,39,3,22,24,3,18,0,1,6,0,18,6,0,3,7,109,48,6,0.0,0.0,0.213545353963666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874986609016836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.418508605327124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244746823358116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000940189437932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423846751156288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823286888834567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305432965266668,0.0,0.07226718321301928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306783780010516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0571645111917591,0.209920536257012,0.12436545670591352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333816994639991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23637266804791876,0.0,0.0,0.09725255128975442,0.0,0.0,0.06013129607194529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682830618833214,0.18376108853839576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811293956212769,0.0,0.1056731150633462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414203313355296,0.0,0.0,0.1283742307225082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275625175655805,0.0,0.0,0.12010416119514583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469480974844646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803352601568916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871891156050839,0.09960676585212848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298637656299458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16846511039715134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073408470258202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07010833336771899,0.0,0.0,0.19140125997681712,0.0,0.0,0.4182006149167186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028565009689888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186552559382979,0.07965499064524557,0.0,0.0,0.07772485472870867,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kymraa,2019/02/15,"to everyone reading this ... to everyone reading this, thank you for still being here. anxiety is a bitch! nobody likes the draining feeling in your gut. that shakiness in your hands. that awful self-doubt. YOU ARE HERE! you’re defeating it every time you open your eyes the next morning. 

keep in mind that you are a fierce ass human being! only you can do what YOU can do! you are powerful, you are strong. and you are deserving of love! 

have a wonderful day today, tomorrow, next week, next month, next year, and onward! fuck anxiety!",2.3327001569858723,5.23372024489796,3.2438775510204114,85.2324411302983,86.3469387755102,7.097017268445839,22.84458398744113,8.139509932561175,1.8759409733124013,416,15,74,10,13,132,63,98,0.185,0.643,0.172,0.4297,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,12,0,3,3,8,2,1,5,1,13,6,4,0,0,8,19,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,12,4,7,17,0,16,0,1,1,3,14,4,3,2,13,49,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240554906274332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139775752405793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246967892488262,0.3004723452655349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949818540569603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453528956191132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13974968532702184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681267764645129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190259582493256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587534313047075,0.0,0.12549628637737192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6688465025238033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957745139647954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31453707813614923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640209988302074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556087989451267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475256897835725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167974001100793,0.0,0.1490318559721657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12611720664114562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17050488095031902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124838365770596
anxiety,GuyGisborne92,2019/02/15,I have a sense of inner Rage bubbling up at all hours of the day I used to be anxious then I got prescribed medications. The anxiety subsided then came back in a more evolved form of uncontrollable rage and hatred for everyone. I have no reason to hate people and I understand my thoughts are irrational. But I can't help it. I hold secret grudges on everyone and I'm disgusted by almost everything people do around me. If you chew your food too loud I literally want to kill you. Instead a put on a very racial face of a clam disposition. Make no mistake I am a monster. My biggest fear is that people will catch on to how much I dislike them and it's happened before. I end up feeling very guilty and ashamed. By the same stroke I have very powerful positive emotions towards certain personalities. I have a lot of respect for highly intelligent Republicans and I hate Leftists with a burning passion. Even though I'm pro LGBT and fairly liberal by most social and fiscal standards. How do I find my inner calm? I don't want to be a hater It's a terrible burden to walk around with ,3.243142857142857,5.628745361904767,4.744047619047624,79.75178571428573,76.33333333333333,7.8190476190476215,30.023809523809533,8.697196308434329,2.7032666666666683,866,41,158,19,20,289,132,210,0.277,0.617,0.105,-0.991,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,1,1,9,17,7,3,13,0,14,6,1,5,2,36,28,15,1,4,2,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,4,13,2,1,6,0,0,4,4,13,0,0,3,3,24,4,28,22,7,24,0,0,0,1,8,14,0,4,6,111,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051915087770686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073512457902573,0.15853174555058358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498449946850377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790428361147243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940958197784135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049890953031967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050054940997508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578511561947618,0.12428977833775448,0.0,0.0,0.09268593344223387,0.0,0.0,0.26818060865480936,0.1261185919866169,0.0,0.0,0.15790905771636335,0.07095452238778095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282580978801967,0.0,0.16968629670619334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223386297907983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12409240754934207,0.0,0.0,0.2770915279405189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405952240300786,0.148265216979785,0.0,0.0,0.13819572692811846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15525316732447367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193026363394434,0.0,0.0,0.0936706490835594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413666315651132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315790850209557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918592287575252,0.12252980715333933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410693317071812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442815096901719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14304767001398205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378724592292785,0.111405493904828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608736296912006,0.0,0.12119913792815165,0.0,0.3473581859972986,0.16553927501287705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fantomefille,2019/02/15,"Too afraid to ask boss about health insurance i got this job 2 months ago and it's my first full time job. my health insurance with my parents' provider expired right around the time i started this job. my employer never gave me any paper work or even mentioned health insurance so i waited...and waited... still nothing, and now i'm too ashamed, embarrassed, anxiety-ridden to bring it up. i don't know anything about how the process works so i'm terrified of finding out i can't have insurance because i didn't enroll... i didn't know i was supposed to enroll myself. :/ not sure what to do because i'm terrified to bring it up to my boss now, and i work at a small company and i'm too embarrassed to ask my coworker..",3.79820742637644,5.343812802816903,4.7346862996158805,84.10973751600514,72.38028169014085,8.543918053777206,30.514724711907807,9.095868883498916,2.6229070422535212,566,25,112,12,11,184,79,142,0.156,0.8440000000000001,0.0,-0.9639,5,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,4,13,5,0,4,3,0,7,3,0,3,2,18,21,8,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,7,0,1,3,0,0,2,6,4,0,1,5,0,17,1,16,16,1,20,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,10,68,23,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13542241616634332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388962793806687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571764820764408,0.13599872227964713,0.28564082509577426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18625576303308686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090391074138336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13963007308362352,0.1299470711428468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218505302382138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4871657993725744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4548054116849734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16791806908323445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194048284995344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782653707959577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14658804883375312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16963429457181914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046573640454925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10813221376461153,0.0,0.12200324617862625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439850108705528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17816418457010622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336576731854243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dealpursue,2019/02/15,"10 Things About Anxiety Anxiety is the most common form of mental illness in the United States. Over 40 million adults suffer from the illness every day and that number is only expected to grow over the years. Anxiety is also one of the more difficult illnesses to relate to; especially if you’re on the neuro normal side of things. Depression makes sense in a way because chances are you’ve felt intense sadness, but feeling in a constant state of panic when there are no triggers probably doesn’t make sense at all. It’s also difficult to understand why your loved one is seemingly convinced that they’re having a heart attack even though you know rationally that they aren’t. We hope that this will help you to better understand those affected by anxiety. [Read More](https://ishli.com/10-things-about-anxiety-that-your-anxious-friends-want-you-to-know/)",11.389885714285715,10.414556960000006,9.75914285714286,63.26100000000002,56.06666666666667,13.371428571428574,42.095238095238095,12.28987398476788,5.421323809523812,704,31,105,18,7,216,103,150,0.22,0.618,0.162,-0.7163,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,3,1,1,7,11,1,1,9,0,10,5,1,4,1,19,20,7,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,9,2,0,0,6,1,0,1,3,7,0,3,1,2,5,4,19,18,4,17,0,3,0,1,8,8,0,4,5,69,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384990709165079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4562991593813615,0.1684607889211758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696431452995374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909008913627206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318826698136957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16114348115081806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616871307671117,0.0,0.12843503383073376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849097046996358,0.0,0.1256382671073223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539849370520482,0.0,0.14317657445616722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17670543644375888,0.09995058904151063,0.0,0.0,0.14810772696599225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16390260260415562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458473200939006,0.0,0.19907472019022301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027577622232074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14610388703416652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20209230445346266,0.11341088693272125,0.0,0.17495773330372488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16077432350377666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14915825930413468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13575134103723002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19813462136857304,0.0,0.1465075854151623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31047399789513674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795360440035882,0.11836285282117892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13455571625109106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602704236480264
anxiety,ladymargaret_,2019/02/15,"Made an awesome joke but still can’t shake the anxious feeling that I went too far! So today I made a joke at work and everyone laughed and it was great but I’m freaking out lol. 

I work in surgery as a surgical tech and today my job was working in urology and all of my patients were men so lots of penises today.

I went to give another tech a lunch and when she returned the doctor said to me “oh you’re leaving already? You could only stand me for just a few seconds?!” And I said “yeah I’ve seen enough dicks today!” The room erupted in laughter and he said “I don’t need to know what you do on your own time!” And it was a fun little snippet. But now I’m freaking out I went too far by essentially calling him a dick lol. I was definitely joking (kinda- he kinda is a dick lol). 

Now I have a decent rapport with this doc, we get along well and I think he seems to like me, but I’m still somewhat new to the field (I’m about two years in) and the facility I’m at I’ve been there for three years. (I’ve known this doc for about four years though as I’ve worked with him at another facility). I’m probably over reacting and I obviously have severe anxiety but I just needed to get it out that I’m like freaking out a little lol. 

Anyway thanks for reading lol. I’m sure everyone will forget about this by Monday anyway and me and my OCD and anxiety will freak out about it all weekend lol. ",0.8087030262720347,2.9502365635738848,2.871655027158852,91.19369471233792,83.70790378006873,5.816694379780513,22.445516018179802,7.1029339738359605,0.7224263607138899,1084,38,237,15,31,365,145,291,0.115,0.669,0.215,0.9874,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,3,0,4,20,16,0,1,15,7,15,6,4,3,4,50,42,25,0,3,7,0,1,2,0,2,1,3,1,1,10,23,1,0,5,5,0,4,2,5,1,4,15,5,26,11,37,24,7,41,0,0,1,4,16,19,3,5,19,149,36,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162839421517098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22098976837409692,0.1612231860963602,0.11904376575666238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075996652703842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413336981321054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078557862807203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888055225497784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013806726615252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053280770442357364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010818545502353,0.10108530999009574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617631883413047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045684362664772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057911348855329337,0.0,0.0,0.11157691900954453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296181287303018,0.21122688297080272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895860639471316,0.0,0.19941676173282688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15626846714311313,0.0,0.101771839804364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014244231392835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361208165672802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540352443428996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007072910401269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592945009387534,0.0,0.11904376575666238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16830523574996215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931469841199482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970151502115261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675200505651159,0.10353041079427386,0.0,0.061445014836672314,0.0,0.3995327473767717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293607167829744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474478763573496,0.2930510656496777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30685704467807123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035741517795488
anxiety,joeybambini,2019/02/15,"Anxiety over uni sports and socials I've been at uni since September and have been able to get through most days without too much nervousness or anxiety and I've joined the medics football team too which I've really enjoyed being a part of (training and matches are highlights of my week) but I have really struggled with the social side of uni sports. I went to the first social and only got through it because I drank loads, nothing was overly bad about the social it was just I felt extremely nervous for weeks before it and during the event. I haven't been to a social since. 

Since then, every time a new social gets announced I find my self getting really anxious about them even though I've spoke to the people who run the team and they have said it is fine for me not to go to the socials. I've never been a huge fan of going out and drinking but my anxiety has gotten noticeably worse since starting uni. 

Can anyone recommend any strategies or ways of thinking to help me feel less anxious and stop overthinking. Also, does anyone have any tips on how I can convey my reasons for not going to the socials to my teammates without coming across as flippant or aloof?",6.943046153846152,7.106684897777782,6.631111111111113,78.34769230769233,64.46666666666667,9.056410256410256,33.30769230769231,8.617729084823388,2.6989794871794874,942,36,167,12,13,295,130,225,0.121,0.809,0.07,-0.8802,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,3,9,6,0,3,13,0,17,3,0,2,1,31,34,19,0,0,10,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,6,12,2,1,5,5,0,6,6,4,0,1,13,4,16,2,31,20,4,26,0,0,0,0,17,8,0,4,11,113,22,2,0.08594437121922993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06872968261317207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689023917428773,0.0,0.1972416262278666,0.19418535277011997,0.0,0.1201886053252999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175996006927289,0.05239089098842933,0.0,0.07313232980551865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403346577066358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055427009435969066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521049842284534,0.0,0.0,0.08419276443099878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05676544662963181,0.0,0.07241183950253714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04345605642786004,0.0,0.08252007424765576,0.0,0.07855159828081162,0.07310423825437458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470716021681867,0.0,0.14653250025810102,0.0,0.06873756483174515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057606700398656674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657991219694243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631790017322289,0.0,0.06628559738669282,0.08300560927680722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246594211736093,0.09784823626855027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653645671139154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306937881259073,0.0,0.05958300559788264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16517449480331506,0.08836512762818177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175277809246413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965872295254629,0.0,0.0,0.2843762879886942,0.0,0.0,0.7008757058250044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06083186830222196,0.0,0.0,0.07185334267347257,0.0,0.08984771732193336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055069682795672065,0.08443990835948653,0.0,0.050114854004258094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06821864149262942,0.13787878101501996,0.0,0.0,0.07967129316003604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656946138465972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758465670544288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LordPoopturd,2019/02/15,"Oddly specific question about anxiety and concussions Anxiety runs in my family, but I only recently started experiencing it at the age of 26. Anyway, last summer I was in a boat accident and sustained a bad concussion. It took me months to fully recover. I am back to a full and active lifestyle, and have been for some time now. Most of the time, the concussion feels like a distamt memory. But I've noticed something.

I'm a clumsy guy. Every now and again, I hit my head. Before the accident, I would laugh it off and carry on with my day. Now, the slightest bump on my head makes me extremely anxious. I immediately get overwhelmed with thoughts of having to go through the concussion ordeal again. I start doing mental gymnastics about whether or not I'm concussed. I feel anxious for the whole rest of the day, sometimes longer.

Anyone else experience anything like this? Any tips?",4.158796296296295,6.901531345679011,5.257515432098766,75.40256944444448,75.04938271604938,8.494444444444445,30.49537037037037,9.188382445141503,3.2886407407407408,706,33,115,18,16,232,106,162,0.128,0.778,0.094,-0.6946,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,1,13,0,7,2,2,1,0,21,19,10,0,1,5,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,4,3,14,3,20,13,5,27,0,1,0,0,2,7,0,4,19,81,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653045167365068,0.0,0.2396805718975385,0.35395005579830324,0.0,0.10953648911813303,0.16051107759796013,0.1289133295856392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204576631403148,0.13079998830123638,0.0,0.0,0.13330146607899196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20205842307600744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086475755969718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13198819718767485,0.0,0.0,0.15323818906826187,0.14767994810192708,0.0,0.15841847366957582,0.11191402686167863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184552575672016,0.0,0.0890303789699639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551126129595952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32154548329703475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769434958555329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15306697994583518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045681145900531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15787091975424578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250401505244847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17835221963429207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914282847373585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754889246206588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15467744850376794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060030991838926,0.1549353348864971,0.0,0.2217617639305246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436619759311747,0.1826930313547357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740489458535554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17489918723998424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128288280636832,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheNuckiestNucky,2019/02/15,"33 with anxiety. Hey all, first post here. I've had pretty much constant anxiety since 2013 (I think I've always had some sort of anxiety, but it didn't really become full blown until then). Back then, I was getting panic attacks at work daily, and the first time it happened I thought I was having a heart attack. One week this happened pretty much every day at work, to the point where I'd have to go up to the breakroom and try not to faint. I also got really dizzy and my neck started to hurt (I still get dizzy spells sometimes, but they are much less frequent). Flash forward today: I don't really get panic attacks that often anymore, but now I constantly feel a background anxiety no matter what I'm doing. What's been really bad lately is that I've been having really bad anticipatory anxiety before work. I've always had some form of this at this job, but it's always been very, very minor. And now for the past two weeks I've had anxiety before work so much that I feel nauseous and want to throw up. However, when I get to work I'm usually fine. Still anxious, but not as bad as before work. I can't even think of anything at work that would really cause me that much anxiety, because I love my coworkers and the customers are usually chill. I tried Xanax for a few days a couple of years ago, and while it really helped my anxiety, I didn't like the side effects. I'm prescribed Klonopin right now, but I hardly ever take it because it just puts me out. I'm not sure what the point of this post is, I guess I just wanted to vent. I have to leave for work in about twenty minutes, and while my anticipatory anxiety is still there, at least it's just a tiny bit less than what is usually is. I'm so, so tired of anxiety. Not only that, I'm tired of anxiety that seems to get worse each year. Coupled with Tourette's and annoying vocals tics, it's pretty much a perfect storm of crappiness. 

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Sorry for the long post, just wanted to unload.",5.329692307692309,5.641543110256414,6.238782051282049,79.27663461538462,67.8974358974359,9.371794871794874,28.81410256410256,9.2995712137729,2.328641025641025,1543,49,302,28,24,512,184,390,0.229,0.71,0.061,-0.9969,2,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,0,0,1,12,23,15,4,2,14,0,26,7,2,2,4,49,54,27,0,4,14,0,3,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,23,13,0,0,7,0,0,4,9,10,0,4,13,3,25,5,39,40,17,57,0,1,0,1,4,16,0,6,37,193,48,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05090977929017571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04592814805531671,0.14336344507133514,0.06222727486739185,0.06978585993055281,0.0,0.0,0.4832864295016944,0.06488152784289684,0.056956861557196675,0.0,0.0,0.04726143502911285,0.0,0.0,0.1960107130970162,0.0,0.044161469093720034,0.14385933174119758,0.0700197209292914,0.06342885338499214,0.1466105622737616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06270059402707298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05899822540818396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412663298021495,0.0,0.0,0.1270942733895677,0.0,0.07407745238592871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03793312784383861,0.05195030401558224,0.04838872462642475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05807843475000848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770283086901928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15002858937892635,0.0,0.032639785853261966,0.0,0.04593341529485375,0.0,0.06326754523704155,0.0,0.1015734100137788,0.0,0.051447565383785934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06805689779822599,0.03849529001579752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061481873970936386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05699214793809496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06478551319504454,0.06081192854853264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02805825103992383,0.0,0.0,0.05082528962997751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05183439477528421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533136573794225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038917238730158635,0.043679432260381824,0.0,0.1347675636255891,0.0,0.0,0.05482510191926954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085831307156599,0.0,0.1650112166933496,0.17528620413624688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057734769406282076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25754573835247285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04904639891469152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05228370631303909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04750813535570949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056801467210476415,0.06429013978048134,0.04065048677135207,0.0,0.13759520420923865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05412874272978145,0.0,0.04318152696024053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359989013871053,0.0,0.045594392653245885,0.0334889140610847,0.13201869134573235,0.05443858170209203,0.0,0.0,0.0779847738259449,0.0,0.05610247255018564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18975886928490265,0.09477441353242327,0.10162419877046576,0.0,0.0921365678899672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344879719071736,0.0,0.058527857653321025,0.04079786591899063,0.0,0.06978585993055281,0.07396832536238714
anxiety,latelake,2019/02/15,"Spiraling I haven’t worked in 2 years mainly due to mental and physical health issues. But I finally got a job and start on Monday. It’s going to be a busy week and I was already stressed about going back to work. Then, yesterday, my roommate came back to our place with 2 of her family members visiting from out of state. She did not ask me or even give me a heads up that they were staying. We live in a very small 2 bdrm apartment. I asked how long they were staying and she said they’ll be here for the next 8 days. Whenever they have visited before they spend most of the time hanging out at the apartment and are very loud. I tired talking to my roommate but she is rude and dismissive. 

This just added so much stress. I got an instant migraine when she told me that they were staying and started to get very panicky. Also one of them has a cold and now I am scared I am going to get sick too. 

I don’t know how to handle this amount if stress. It’s so bad that it is making me want to harm myself in some way. I have an overwhelming urge to escape but no where to escape to. How do I deal with this? My anxiety is at an all time high.

I wish I could go stay at a hotel but am too broke and I dont have any family or friends around as I have just moved to a new city. I don’t know how to get through this.  ",1.5680913978494608,3.108133627240143,3.0276209677419352,94.06143145161293,78.31899641577061,6.370430107526883,21.660842293906807,7.1686216300943375,0.4248648745519712,1018,28,237,12,24,333,158,279,0.16,0.794,0.046,-0.9878,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,7,2,20,10,1,5,13,0,26,5,1,5,1,39,48,26,0,4,10,0,0,0,1,1,4,2,0,0,10,16,0,0,2,1,1,9,6,9,0,1,10,3,38,1,36,34,6,51,0,2,0,0,24,17,0,5,19,165,48,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187142398546597,0.08107070357262654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893945650795097,0.0,0.0775527002023314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024652591232574,0.18954657581721795,0.0,0.0,0.1559044517064622,0.08464509408406007,0.0,0.0,0.0862638849157509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594764198568465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094083939311382,0.0,0.0,0.06537941804840285,0.10451465967342304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881243432508948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669581834500812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19113737338611936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105293632793413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832318716146561,0.0,0.15889501944178974,0.09724952012592207,0.2304582715067685,0.0,0.1621600022261886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040414759950128,0.1077584166471626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710977630695014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058106664100572,0.10060047546205624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142768195650683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951725507123327,0.08971496052098726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766956184493908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216360895201182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774711365184722,0.07452334896227733,0.0,0.0,0.09790999883441363,0.10781499553464148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869530034517903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591680440215906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643221075638524,0.0,0.10149550311879632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14350953402928512,0.4322151919311631,0.0,0.0,0.34837911337413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148254353737404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822683647271832,0.1165173063286292,0.0,0.09686953416321106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509385434995948,0.05979445171911577,0.08046790050964547,0.08131806636978063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657790454637318,0.0,0.0,0.1476065134742374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06528310451354567
anxiety,paperslacker,2019/02/15,Why did my anxiety get worse over time? I’ve had anxiety since I was 14. I’m 23 now and it’s gotten progressively worse through the years. Why is that? Nothing traumatic has happened.,0.6716666666666669,3.1140450555555566,2.483333333333338,87.94500000000002,98.44444444444444,6.844444444444445,25.44444444444445,7.793537801064563,2.1659777777777776,146,7,29,4,6,48,31,36,0.249,0.6759999999999999,0.075,-0.7151,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,9,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,2,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4216517675468494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14398459719912182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24370365987440054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26443639905932376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22797120739422305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16069896483338494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49735489907740005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5617002761958031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17747116694367995
anxiety,BigLeague20202,2019/02/15,"Gabapentin Withdrawal Has anyone who has been on Gabapentin for their anxiety or other mental health issue ever had withdrawal when going off of it? If you did, how long until they full went away?",8.716857142857144,9.2198174,7.417857142857144,73.04964285714289,60.71428571428571,10.428571428571429,31.785714285714285,10.125756701596842,3.2267142857142854,159,5,25,3,2,48,32,35,0.047,0.883,0.071,-0.2168,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,4,7,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,0,6,3,1,10,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,4,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708834863770414,0.0,0.0,0.24759308460349555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326860954146554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203013052333735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20124167142894506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3763889008596468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36958561259963385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133649920982774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35684682160105785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32825177019822416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,scurtel,2019/02/15,"I have been living in a very very diffucult life last 17 years because of anxiety. What can I do? Guys first sorry for my bad English in advance. This is the life I will  write which destroyed by anxiety ( Please please get help I wasted my last 17 years. It could be so much better.

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So everything  started to when I got very very high fever when I was a kid. My parents says my personality changed after that I started to have some odd problems. first I started to shit my pants ( believe it or not I did it untill I was 11) . I pee in my bed in nights and night terors started. My family sent me  psychologists and psychologists thought it was the problem about my intelliegence so I got a IQ test when I was 8. and my IQ number was as high as  at 12-13 years olds which my family was proud of that when they heard this and stoped to send me  psychologists. They probably thought nothing was wrong with me.

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My okb started when I was 11, I was obssed the thought that my body does not automatically breathe so I should breathe every second. I started to breathe every second. Then other thoughts started, thoughts that I could never sleep again ( I was sleepless for a long time). However, it did not affect my school and social life a lot, I got good grades and I had friends ( even though I stink really really bad) I had a good sense of humour which helped me to get friends. I had a very very good memeory so it helped me to overcome my studies. However, when I was 16 all my okb thoughts take over me and I lost my personality. Every okb thought take away my personality aspects, let say I was a good basketball player and one okb thought make me feel I was bad, then I could not play it. I used to write good poems and OKB thought started to stop writing poems. I had a very very good memory and one day one thought prevent me from understanding what I am reading.  

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Depersonalization and cloudy mind started very very heavily and I feel like not myself, so I did not care anything about me. I gained a lot of weight and lost my all friends. Even though I gradauted from an okay university and started to building my life. I am depressed and I am very anxious since I was 16 years old. I am 31 years old now. No one knows that I have okb problem I dont wanna tell my family members. I am married to a lovely lawyer and she earns all our income. I dont work but my family is rich so I dont have a money issue. I am seeing a shrink and I am using prozac 3 times a day. I think it helped to feel like a human again. But still I have a cloudy mind, still feeling depersonalization and I feel very anxious all the time. I FEEL LIKE I AM NOT HERE, I AM IN SOMEWHERe ELSE. I feel like I have no personality. I dont know if I should use serious drug. What do you think about my experience? Did have similar experience? And what should I do Where should I seek help?",2.642035647279549,4.679691733449476,3.8453135888501775,87.15430648619675,76.78745644599303,6.7847225944786915,25.67260787992496,7.748469712250963,1.3373206647011529,2261,84,470,34,52,736,228,574,0.08199999999999999,0.804,0.114,0.9624,4,0,1,0,0,0,68.0,1,1,2,10,27,35,2,0,21,1,59,16,7,5,5,84,109,43,0,12,11,1,8,4,3,5,7,3,1,7,23,20,1,2,22,2,2,3,14,14,0,8,40,13,96,21,38,59,8,61,0,3,1,1,32,11,1,5,51,312,119,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14013226063995998,0.15715376149143334,0.0,0.0,0.06595959831850404,0.0974063242608106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035476682027463936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04050420627922415,0.0,0.10798765982713153,0.02628006717876909,0.0,0.0,0.04857133720502264,0.0,0.03812817861806735,0.0,0.04788660545596585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043954540575319216,0.0,0.04560572467128685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326188333875393,0.0,0.0,0.05560606067254077,0.0,0.037131443559896726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037726729089940576,0.0,0.20210309693616446,0.0,0.049995076436618914,0.0,0.036013710975189336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05694882154949505,0.0,0.1089686377209276,0.0,0.03874538952340468,0.08434166622665114,0.16256486672044146,0.0,0.152587528574487,0.12319403612168035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334039395520127,0.0,0.0,0.0999223615177227,0.0,0.045047439267525205,0.0,0.0,0.21695678267931254,0.1034394216667672,0.0,0.0,0.04268667069653948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14448198225510922,0.09109828288066317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04499668635658149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04738535940230397,0.07028244249856302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04408392124586875,0.12180230494957202,0.08424743343294308,0.0,0.03806780532250322,0.03815188087381948,0.0,0.0,0.09412150443771601,0.07330286587137506,0.038909363213284434,0.0,0.02877692914647972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705964657067612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03169154749013978,0.0,0.03324986308577672,0.0,0.0,0.08091351145909295,0.0,0.041366169918418884,0.0,0.1357132362330628,0.0,0.11685252493634735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04786966679123464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057145918303838,0.0,0.09464587021598386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046480952595292016,0.12375422229924038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04312266927217952,0.0,0.05523602465689493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06856719958689751,0.0,0.04363063644302199,0.034353887649226186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044252824875597,0.03566186703162958,0.0,0.043142137073212385,0.043946238280992915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04825923811006549,0.3051418968891933,0.0,0.06885700508569255,0.03604272874257882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06482821778412558,0.0,0.037680916661281684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05524757972539127,0.08471268277328985,0.3422532069536495,0.07541511730600127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044880074329454886,0.0,0.11170219398164688,0.0,0.4268531073368387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052497587266093236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03138532350438671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04713511390786306,0.15715376149143334,0.138810361839888
anxiety,Tytan18,2019/02/15,"Anxiety ruining my life I'm at a loss here. My anxiety has been horrible lately, I cant even function. I'm panicky and anxious from the second I wake up until I go to sleep. Sometimes xanax doesnt even work. Went to the dr yesterday feeling very off and not like myself with heart palpitations, gave me an EKG, said I was find and that it was my anxiety all in my head, and they gave me buspirone and referred a psychiatrist. I took the first dose today and I am currently plastered on the couch unable to stand from dizziness and nausea. Are there any success stories of people pulling out of crippling anxiety? 

I work out regularly and it worked to control my anxiety at first but lately nothing is helping. I also eat very healthy, lots of greens, fruits and vegetables. Idk why I cant kick this damn anxiety. ",4.07423076923077,6.082203089743594,5.125897435897438,79.68576923076925,72.58974358974359,8.38974358974359,31.871794871794872,9.057496981413335,2.9928102564102566,646,31,117,14,13,212,104,156,0.173,0.778,0.048,-0.8894,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,8,5,5,1,0,7,0,10,11,4,1,1,20,19,12,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,4,1,1,0,4,12,3,1,3,0,0,4,4,3,0,3,8,4,18,2,19,11,2,21,0,2,1,0,5,8,1,1,9,79,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060654805235992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019406837885777,0.0,0.6087770834869353,0.14983600948755216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14875767047986962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357152868381465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17520390448463155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670625460708626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122292291735763,0.22563282308176685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07537762172652734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13611833448453714,0.0,0.0,0.15716914078965774,0.08890019751075548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992285506362767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368165495683553,0.06479712344632171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275868368422833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272636427951855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919500844394784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616306903844993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272743240996887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311760906812183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257192935430627,0.0,0.14735864043526334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21886999886325945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295086593832524,0.11967943226382782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896722568720434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ice159,2019/02/15,"How do you people live with this? Hello everyone. So as you might have guessed I have been diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder. I've been living with this anxiety for almost two years now and can't seem to get rid of it. I spent an entire year taking medications for it, but that didn't help me at all. Exercise, meditation, logical thinking, avoiding situations that trigger me also had no positive effect. I'm seriously beginning to wonder if I will ever be able to live a happy life so I decided to post this in hopes of learning how other people deal with this sort of thing. Let me tell you how it typically goes for me. 

My anxiety always triggers over the smallest things. In my mind I snowball those smallest things into catastrophes for me or for other people. I could give a ton of examples, but I don't want to make this post to long. Just know that the stuff I come up with tends to be really messed up. Anyway, when this sort of anxiety attack happens I get overwhelmed with fear that my life as i know it will be over and that i will lose everything. This kills all my motivation to do anything cuz then I just don't see the point anymore. Even when I'm having fun with my hobbies or hanging out with friends, this fear is always in the back of my mind actively preventing me from enjoying my time to the fullest. When I try to logically convince myself that the stuff I'm worrying about wont happen, all hear is the question: what if it will? 

Having to deal with these thoughts alone would be hard enough but I also experience physical symptoms like heart palpitations, chest pain, headaches, blurred vision, lack of breath, you name it. Some times it gets so bad that I really think that I'm going to die. I got checked out for all these things. The doctors looked at my heart, eyes, lungs. I even got my brain scanned and what do you know? They found nothing. However even tho the doctors didn't find anything, I still keep worrying. All I hear in my head are the questions: What if they didn't do enough tests? What if they missed something?

I don't know what to do at this point. I even went as far as to go to a fortune teller. I thought to myself that If I know my future in advance then there would be no need to worry about all this stuff or at least I could prepare for what's to come. The stuff she told me wasn't half bad however knowing all that didn't help either. I'm still a paranoid mess. this illness is like a damn parasite that eats away at me on a daily basis and never goes away for good. I just want to live in piece for once! 

Do any of you experience something similar and if so, how do you deal with it? I would like to discuss and share experiences with someone who actually understands how it feels. My family and friends support me, but they never understood what it's like so I just feel stupid every time I talk with them about this. Anyway, all feedback would be greatly appreciated. Thank you.

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anxiety,candlesarenice123,2019/02/15,"Why to keep going I've been going through a rough patch (or rough life) with my anxiety and this week I got very caught up in feeling like I'm never enough. Even though I've been going to therapy and doing the things to conquer the fear, it's always still so hard.

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It's been a rough few days. A couple of days ago I took a break from work to write out my thoughts, which started off addressed to some hypothetical 'you' and ended with being a letter to myself. (I cried a lot while writing it haha.) I wanted to share it because it helped me find again why I keep trying. Sharing it has generated a lot of good talks with friends. And I figured maybe somebody here could relate and know that we're not alone.

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Turn and turn, the same thing again. I don’t know why, but I’ve been thinking a lot lately of goodbyes, which lead to new beginnings, which sometimes blur, startlingly, into familiar faces. A lot of life has changed and it feels strange how the more things change, the more old things come up.

Sometimes, I end up carrying stories I read around with me. I say this almost as an apology—being an emotional person, the people around me tend to get the splash-backs of whatever new thing has been sitting in my head. Some are short-term visitors, in for a few hugs and then out the door; others burrow in deep and make themselves comfortable in their new lodgings. More recently, two of them have had me thinking about what it means to take the hard answer, when the alternative is stagnation, or suffocation, going out with a whimper.

Do you ever think of how your life would be different if you were born in another time, or another country, or just to another set of parents? I think one of the gifts of being the child of immigrants is it’s so easy to ask “what if”—what if reality had changed just a little bit and placed you into an entirely separate life—who would you be then? What kinds of choices would you make? Would you still like the same things, want to be the same person, have the same kinds of friends? Would there be anything constant—and is that constant thing “you”? If there’s a world where, by some happenstance of fortune, all these hard choices aren’t so hard anymore?

I have been thinking a lot about the necessity of struggle. “Life is pain, highness. Anyone who says differently is selling something.” Immortal words from the Princess Bride—but, I mean, what kind of bullshit is that? Life is short, why spend any time you don’t have to in pain? And anyway, farmboy only said that because he was upset she’d left him, thinking he was dead.

But you can find variants of it in a lot of philosophies, mostly coming from pained ruminators writing overly-wrought treatises on life in books, codes, or now in this strange letter. (Is this where my apology begins to make sense? )

“I’m tired because I’m walking uphill.” Immortal words from some friend of my advisor, who gave us impromptu advice in our most recent meeting (it was adorable). And, really, is there anything more that needs to be said? (At 376 words compared to 6, I’m not doing great in terms of poetic efficiency.) Will this help you grow? Then great, knock yourself out. It’s the hard road and the painful one, and sometimes it’s the only one, and sometimes that can even be enough.

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And when it’s not enough? Well, then obviously you turn maudlin and go to Instagram. (Just kidding.)

Maybe it’s a passing mood. Maybe you’re bored because your code’s running on the cluster. (No comment.) Or maybe you’ve chosen the wrong kind of pain. For a long time, the thing I wanted most was to be a writer. But writing is a pretty lonely task—all those hours with just you and the paper, and nothing to fill the void but your own brain. No feedback but your own opinion, no critique but yours, no praise but yours. If you’re not good at supporting yourself emotionally, it can become a dangerous landscape fairly quickly.

At the time, I thought I quit writing because I wasn’t dedicated enough and I was afraid of the logistics, how to survive on a writer’s meager salary. And those are important considerations. But they weren’t the real reason, which was that I simply didn’t think I could hack it. And there is no withstanding an onslaught of self-criticism if you don’t think you have something worth saying. Self-loathing is a sneaky opponent—it’ll turn the things you love against you. Writing became an exercise in self-flagellation. My pain became an ever-hungry monster that ate and ate until the words were all empty. And so I left.

This is all to say, in my humble opinion—pain for the sake of pain is stupid. Maybe life is pain, but maybe life isn’t any one thing, and life is also love and joy and change. For some people, the more painful the task, the harder they run after it. (Yeah, I was one of those people.) Which begs the question, what are you missing that you need to prove how tough you are? (Any therapists out there, go ahead and check “projection” off your bingo score card.)

For me, the most worthwhile and the most tiring kind of pain has come from gambling again and again on myself. It’s hard to explain this without getting too far into therapy-land. Pain that comes from trying and falling and then, maybe after a period of whining, getting back up and trying again, because it’s ok that you fell, it really is. You are flawed and you mess up and you are enough, which sometimes I think is all any of us are—flaws and, somehow, this inexplicable enoughness. And when you get lost again and start thinking falling is all you have ever been good for, when you’re glad that you’ve fallen because it’s where you belong, you can come back to this post and remember what pain means without love, and why you chose the hard path of getting back up again.",5.641792755388707,6.612342940108893,5.3954008900380375,83.26766215846658,67.42105263157895,8.179916962931657,29.977923078835488,8.264916657526436,2.0306662705417304,4568,164,871,59,73,1410,429,1102,0.14,0.77,0.09,-0.9953,6,3,2,0,0,0,259.0,3,36,4,8,53,58,2,5,67,3,86,33,3,9,10,186,161,82,1,17,30,1,12,2,3,6,24,6,2,4,72,61,2,2,29,3,5,24,20,27,1,6,32,18,82,30,123,111,42,138,1,4,0,4,87,52,0,32,60,600,154,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03153339419048039,0.028604975844532768,0.0,0.03231325549731656,0.0334214830259304,0.0,0.025805917527518804,0.026850819498287843,0.10489201009734143,0.1176329694669466,0.0877775004107326,0.1015121926176726,0.024686088775150317,0.0,0.03200268537283585,0.02256359347844404,0.0,0.053110118575847465,0.057453415406768876,0.03016763817018545,0.0,0.0,0.099253053091017,0.0,0.13769836734951946,0.03563914132454784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035229949974039415,0.0,0.0,0.036023448174263555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654746197259549,0.13898663861922025,0.0,0.06974375822421637,0.0,0.05152915995395668,0.03570560186055051,0.035446544276515134,0.041622332009067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674295447980631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07259771652203142,0.05716242004092365,0.20005819589105306,0.0,0.04262741739640458,0.0875688646975905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03631217307717784,0.032632870271210535,0.023053346213417716,0.0,0.0,0.05898749971823436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07479403604424835,0.0,0.08429744216160208,0.0,0.11003704579997503,0.08119840833066455,0.02580887706224524,0.0711545030153516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20235001406557787,0.0,0.03311782963081595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043259148100163416,0.034094511728172884,0.0,0.0,0.03177896966337373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057365250897820436,0.0,0.16801865777181818,0.03546896035355389,0.0,0.03640141571734384,0.0,0.07012183960961921,0.0,0.2279291103687289,0.031530507671705434,0.032342529080147266,0.0,0.028557503144340787,0.0,0.0,0.03522598489730856,0.16460631360752734,0.08737348488657312,0.0,0.06462045061183333,0.0,0.22693343871576416,0.10545287789589852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04785486934051657,0.024888237430845943,0.09349828891432482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030963467605216358,0.0,0.033861425104853175,0.0,0.10933328422688007,0.04908483682828455,0.4463814747979386,0.0,0.035831474847346674,0.0,0.0,0.06711485067469103,0.056352987330937875,0.03371477239903155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030905272905665457,0.03282969536244396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036149239280797434,0.03432259872965536,0.03227824513830708,0.03672976997718391,0.04134535209514678,0.03317843338104552,0.06372450124009357,0.0,0.03655506715354083,0.0,0.06139139215798878,0.1026480463323714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100992417926253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04968529461334407,0.15957686520586073,0.0,0.04568105414620867,0.0,0.05154094881319268,0.0,0.0,0.033735100979518755,0.0,0.0,0.036619060430626654,0.0,0.0,0.024262657447153464,0.02593701184021697,0.0,0.0,0.036902999916740765,0.037467391242921866,0.2143843025775769,0.2067700065618192,0.031704632239034074,0.05123677685021601,0.0752664490896209,0.0741781152781436,0.0,0.0,0.035852615792313414,0.06572664238488411,0.14039985292207502,0.031522624817709836,0.0,0.07763250071454447,0.0,0.0,0.026625727390433663,0.05710018372855408,0.0,0.025884656500556286,0.0,0.029014167195041195,0.0,0.1455910793735313,0.0,0.0,0.06221331711576801,0.0,0.02349258946438273,0.0,0.0,0.1146166792895937,0.03528164622039258,0.1176329694669466,0.0
anxiety,radioshithead,2019/02/15,"Every day. me: ugh anxiety makes me so dysfunctional i fuckin hate it!!
anyone: what do u mean?
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anxiety,daisybymegrosoff,2019/02/15,"Just something i want to say My anxiety has reached a point where I can no longer function in society, nor even barely in my own house. I don't have a psychiatrist, only a therapist. I told my therapist and she saw exactly what I meant and I kept saying that I want to go inpatient. Not because I'm gonna off myself, because this is not livable. If I didn't have a child for whom I am the only caregiver, she would have tried to get me into an inpatient program. And I can't help but feel like this being a crisis is completely bullshit. So that's that. I don't know what I want from posting this, I just wanted to say it.",3.4366068376068384,4.177672284615387,5.2925641025641035,82.84465811965815,72.30769230769229,8.854700854700855,29.05982905982906,9.150863307647796,2.333341880341881,487,19,103,10,9,168,83,130,0.133,0.7979999999999999,0.069,-0.8926,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,7,0,14,0,0,0,1,20,28,7,0,6,6,0,1,1,0,2,0,3,0,1,10,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,8,0,0,0,5,5,20,1,10,20,1,8,0,0,1,0,9,6,0,1,1,76,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13843563855478944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22062583605122088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18973549347102886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952387032556308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149995924867056,0.12927947934351078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454531530263244,0.0,0.1028450263273794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129519271215257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20880615907868988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945212909469586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840902265333947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752599162861854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17106783401345887,0.0,0.17331182871352932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43172537283613055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393135937659133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4202222781372487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291720060555646,0.0,0.12286150027639492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4269449334026143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855040205847915,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shredded_bug,2019/02/15,"How I deal with anxiety when it gets unbearable hey guys, I wanted to share something I recently found for myself that seriously helps me tremendously and hopefully can help others too. I’ve had overwhelming anxiety for the last several months,  in which for entire days I would feel dizzy and nauseous from my anxiety. I figured out a way to subside it however! 

When I get extremely anxious like this, I start by closing my eyes and breathing in deeply. I try to “observe” my anxiety as others have suggested here before, but I also at the same time make an effort to bury it. This part I’ll try to explain the best I can and it completely subsides my anxiety. Essentially, I imagine my anxiety as a physical existing thing in my body, and feel it sort of fall (literally falling) below my awareness. I let the relaxation feeling take over, on top of the previous anxiety, and eventually it completely subsides. I can still feel a extremely subtle tingle below the relaxed feeling that the anxiety still exists, but it is so small it’s only noticeable if I focus on it. 


I’m not sure I explained this well, nor am I sure if this is just some pseudo-meditation technique, but nonetheless this is a lifesaver for me and I just wanted to share and hope it can help someone else! S

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anxiety,Knittle1344,2019/02/15,"Put in my two weeks.. severe anxiety next few days. Help, I'm struggling  

Hi,

A little background. I'm 25 years old, and a male. I recently started having anxiety right after I put in my two weeks at work. Oddly enough, I've only dealt with anxiety twice in my life before. Once when I was young and I was being bullied about ""possibly"" being gay although I wasn't.. they convinced my mind that maybe I was? (I was 10). Another time two years ago when I revisited a mistake that I made when I was in college. I slipped up w/ that mistake again and it ATE at me.. not sure why because I hadn't felt that type of guilt/anxiety before and it was a long ordeal until all was solved.

This time was different. I've wanted to leave this job for awhile, and financially I can afford to take a month or two to find my career path. My girlfriend, and family support me.. but my mind won't let me understand things. This all started on Tuesday, right after I put in my two weeks. After that, I instantly had anxiety constantly worried and scared of my future. I cannot understand why.. and people around me are so supportive etc but for some reason my mind won't let me wrap around the fact that I'm okay and things will be fine. I have zero debt, financially I have money to survive for multiple months, I have a college degree. It's hit or miss though.. for an hour I'll feel great and be like ""Wtf are you even sad about dude????"" and then it comes back when my mind runs and I cannot stop my mind from running. I'm genuinely scared because this happens to me so rarely but its so intense that I start tearing up for no reason. I never cry, ever and it just breaks me down so badly. I feel like I'm fighting my mind but for no reason because my mind is forcing so many negative thoughts through me.

I could use any advice/help. I talked to someone last time, but that situation was much more severe and I had a reasonable reason to be feeling the way I am. I feel as though this isn't reasonable and I shouldn't be feeling this way.. and it scares me that it'll never go away. I'm genuinely scared to live if I have to feel like this off and on every day of my life.. which is ridiculous because I've only dealt with it a few times in my life.. but it's still a thought.",2.7610746321158466,4.247023978308025,4.089579644720644,87.93398487424521,74.94360086767895,7.152981180746907,25.04080436184557,7.824948511530503,1.2506728146801898,1758,58,372,25,37,579,212,461,0.165,0.75,0.085,-0.9885,4,0,0,0,2,0,67.0,0,1,1,2,21,22,2,5,12,1,41,5,0,8,7,74,73,41,0,6,11,0,7,3,1,5,3,0,0,1,29,22,1,1,18,0,2,7,14,12,0,7,18,7,57,10,46,40,9,73,0,2,0,1,8,20,0,4,46,251,86,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05215339265514262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04000959894258088,0.06169329035209125,0.22504184027412746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475067517530988,0.0,0.0,0.05527711721896491,0.045240236158658416,0.049124499064910426,0.14346029584667794,0.0,0.10012795613815408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0506808659942429,0.0,0.06357938611243567,0.0,0.046974703402555,0.0,0.06462713172590648,0.07588700078928662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061469716764033774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06079195044533781,0.06561621883059343,0.03885975030065016,0.05321933509936735,0.049570754199095436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05546409878670122,0.0,0.17849148756167102,0.08406301222681266,0.0564905179197709,0.0,0.05377383031662618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03343710366690661,0.0,0.0,0.06486544080844645,0.0,0.0,0.05202731193918831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887128970346595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05794030703041369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05838434012321534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047958115579973364,0.0,0.06229742952981389,0.0,0.12032488998207724,0.12467002022869728,0.08623095625858057,0.05896780433393304,0.051952099062859435,0.05206683909932183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055670795409092484,0.0,0.059649129583969014,0.05910734252395096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4158437741931689,0.0,0.0939225582095598,0.0,0.04325025834073462,0.0,0.09075386228465653,0.0,0.06257134810512542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061737098082312925,0.0626570125018918,0.0,0.08949284846218136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04078855813119457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06632725999469552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774353065766091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.362951090721137,0.0580921472017766,0.0,0.0,0.1004889880326896,0.0,0.0,0.2356151080935874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13293288027705724,0.0,0.0,0.06613264376905592,0.0,0.0,0.04985043221151888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493046489899767,0.0,0.046985450291628296,0.04918842571214181,0.0,0.06150678040100496,0.0,0.0,0.13352979199707224,0.05545098825561506,0.0,0.044236356205155314,0.0472890860022334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781742922783433,0.0,0.11560954591508732,0.09341632574613644,0.13722789679892552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28736465966164804,0.12249795057841364,0.0,0.05081427204352832,0.0,0.0,0.034702217764037965,0.09340045861171256,0.14158089084438294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061782924889981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042832346703631057,0.059749471973004085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577520803380026
anxiety,deliberate_pies,2019/02/15,Trembling in my car It’s not an interview. Not the first day of classes or work. Just doing my student teacher hours at a high school where I will probably really just be sitting and observing but I am sick to my stomach and feel like shitting myself.,2.7906122448979573,5.299474591836738,4.125877551020409,82.93697959183675,78.59183673469387,7.185306122448982,30.20816326530613,8.238735603445708,2.5876416326530607,201,10,36,4,5,66,43,49,0.183,0.757,0.06,-0.7684,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,1,1,3,0,4,3,2,0,0,9,5,4,0,0,6,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,1,6,1,4,3,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,4,28,7,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223712495150965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17434419906823945,0.2463293696213408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29329168163500385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643063138773355,0.0,0.0,0.33956430844900026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16845472250990384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.371759027064874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208914581008238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34896193061073355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539382521667709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510227669320386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MuhMuhManRay,2019/02/15,"I need help Hey guys, I don’t know if this is the right place to be asking this question. But I’ll give it a shot. I’m 23 years old and I’ve suffered from anxiety my entire life, and I’m almost 100% certain I also have depression. My mom has been diagnosed with it so I don’t know if that could’ve made it more likely for me to as well. But anyways, I’ve been to a few psychiatrists in my life and been on a few medicines for anxiety but none of them seemed to help. I haven’t been seeing anyone in a couple years but it’s gotten to the point where I need to do something to help myself but I’m clueless on where to begin. My question is what would be the best route for me? Would it be to go back to a psychiatrist and keep trying medicines and hopefully find one that works, or would a therapist or counselor be the better option instead of medicine? Any help would be appreciated, I just lost my girlfriend of 2 years to do this stuff and I want to get help",2.0580759200231853,3.5898548423645344,3.5409504491451784,90.94426253259928,76.93103448275863,6.549869603013619,22.77861489423356,7.285733465282438,0.6466385975079691,755,22,170,9,17,249,107,203,0.063,0.754,0.182,0.9801,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,4,9,9,0,0,10,0,22,3,0,1,1,36,42,18,0,10,10,1,0,1,1,4,3,0,0,1,12,7,0,1,6,0,0,1,4,3,1,1,7,1,17,6,25,26,5,16,0,3,1,0,14,9,0,10,7,116,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389763972908895,0.0,0.0,0.09894677040413412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414058684919605,0.0,0.18930609660409345,0.0,0.0,0.08651483525137346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567077064697315,0.0,0.0,0.0951406692441139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984691499427214,0.10942905731409082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878827121037227,0.13690480044624875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656839672759663,0.12558326187198268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308690313200505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06464377518315494,0.11869301135633502,0.07031856353043073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251207121616535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4146677782703172,0.0,0.0,0.12289172615110487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997683581119186,0.0,0.0,0.1359974537946169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17478819986170502,0.060448187900916564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506582109226056,0.0,0.0,0.11707623969950272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14491098409103068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834883322519554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298337349111428,0.0,0.08384259432272309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12927142932380595,0.0,0.1169647651778194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772116492728385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566467358354037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859672496256164,0.11263907001437624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525333546706488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416411535311498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365997081878232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400449220683134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297911113343443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111248055290167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007685363064696,0.0,0.0,0.35157673391951244,0.0,0.0,0.2390340308734643
anxiety,codcksckr,2019/02/15,"I’ve been in CBT ever since 8th grade. It’s now my senior year of high school and I still have no friends and am insecure talking to strangers. Hey Reddit. This is my first time posting here and I figured that this would be a good place to write a post in regards to what I’ve been dealing with.

To kick things off, I’ve had severe social anxiety since my 8th grade year. I transitioned from a private to public school when I went into high school, and I was horrified. I guess I had a reason to be since nobody seems to be accepting of me. I always feel like I’m pushed off to the side and that I don’t belong.

I’m on my schools bowling team, and despite me joining in desperation of making friends, absolutely nobody on the team says a word to me. Everyone gets cheered on except for me, even though my scores aren’t much different. 

I guess my frustration lies in the fact that I don’t know what’s stopping me from having a decent social life. I don’t have any friends, despite talking to people that I share many common interests with. In addition to this, the rejection of me in a peer group lowers my self esteem, rectifies the reason why I have anxiety, and makes me want to give up on trying.

Recently, I’ve also started to have bouts of panic attacks. I recently lost my father to a heart attack, but I don’t think that’s what’s causing me to panic when I’m around other people.

I apologize if this post makes me sound like I’m begging for attention, but I’m just looking for advice on how to cope with social anxiety that I’ve had for so long.",5.2359498746867175,5.355318409523812,6.0846783625731025,80.96736842105264,68.07936507936508,9.17126148705096,30.229741019214696,8.99025400887824,2.3423650793650785,1229,43,246,20,19,406,158,315,0.118,0.805,0.077,-0.8555,3,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,4,14,18,3,3,13,0,22,2,1,7,2,41,43,16,0,3,5,1,1,2,3,1,1,2,0,1,16,13,0,1,9,2,0,2,6,8,0,1,8,4,34,10,47,31,1,41,0,2,1,0,21,20,0,4,18,157,50,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894119819791185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727866214347112,0.0757338091912266,0.0,0.0,0.0618949867415884,0.0,0.20888429909122094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102482682284551,0.0,0.20709097689078626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349999248681076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383499381144766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509386258980676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060116166950135996,0.08233049386720513,0.0,0.08697107340851011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046021157206011916,0.0650228840671918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774193959986994,0.0,0.0,0.2109595669799957,0.0,0.047552860726521366,0.08731223110419452,0.0,0.07634111829793473,0.0,0.0,0.20053196391570693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785611582017328,0.0,0.1923298650794723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050020809901137615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428831624633304,0.08893305665637923,0.0,0.0,0.08054757860367237,0.07643173420050191,0.0,0.099356297820106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18226456279294312,0.0922774079801584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06690829794149793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21357873222929946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620007855424614,0.0,0.09509386258980676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615086710544944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18716219392142944,0.17973750179323458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238072896884687,0.0,0.3684580720982669,0.0,0.08285886759525589,0.09495104993567853,0.1028238107819791,0.0,0.2258717241792692,0.0,0.0,0.2783424828239367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442261917897256,0.0,0.0726866526960567,0.07609466322474043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14631275636282404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060467949091980985,0.05832030647861613,0.08942418195549398,0.0,0.05307300671230907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0617948736285213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05368444986142843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437408749712537,0.08212909126235671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06465618466507966,0.0,0.0,0.1172245066321234
anxiety,FutureHowell,2019/02/15,"Just need to rant. My anxiety is top level right now. I was just called stupid... for doing my job.  Perhaps the anxiety is a symptom of being beyond pissed, but it's there.

Yesterday I get a call informing me one of our clients has died.  As part of my job, I have to ask what funeral home was used, where the obituary can be found, etc.  I'm asking these questions as politely as I can.  I'm sensitive to this mother's situation.  But she gets an attitude and implies I should already know all this.... HOW I'm supposed to know, she doesn't say.  When I told her we will try to handle this without needing to contact her again, she yells at me, ""Well you have to! He's dead!""

I was trying to be nice.  I was trying to help.  And she yelled at me.

Today, there's a banging on the door that leads to the main hallway.  I open it and a woman is standing there looking angry.  She gets up in my face and asks if my coworker/boss is here.  When I tell her yes, she starts to get closer as if she is going to push past me.  I ask her to wait a moment and close the door.

She goes back there with my boss and says, verbatim, ""I didn't want to say this where she could hear me, but... I don't like the way FutureHowell talked to me yesterday.  She was asking me all these stupid questions.""

All my coworker said was, ""I'm sorry to hear that, but she needs to ask questions.  Thank you for bringing this to my attention.""  That's as far as her defense of me went.  She didn't tell the bitch not to imply I'm stupid.  She didn't tell the woman she needs to respect me (even though I made my coworker aware of how the woman had acted physically a moment ago.)  Nothing.

So I'm sitting here fuming.  My head is throbbing, heart pounding, fingers are cold.  I am so angry and my anxiety has skyrocketed.

Sorry if this isn't relatable or welcome here.  Just figured this community would understand best.",2.0763262455377927,3.931801469656996,3.7019439702002153,88.37561656060842,77.8390501319261,6.886264162657148,24.075818717988515,7.827709963407826,1.1997644885922707,1443,49,306,23,34,480,186,379,0.126,0.7879999999999999,0.085,-0.9252,3,0,0,0,0,0,67.0,2,2,0,3,26,14,7,0,16,1,35,7,5,6,3,53,73,28,3,11,13,1,1,1,0,3,2,8,3,3,15,11,0,2,10,0,0,6,8,7,1,1,15,11,58,7,41,51,7,37,0,0,1,0,54,15,2,7,14,213,73,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780389547049198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968577297564702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20143424148398748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4923254848124631,0.0,0.0,0.06749065450877338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211048596287502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17924846901128708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007818144174686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109267463612364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788811755395968,0.057972066561293514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962366182716218,0.0,0.0,0.1834273705111254,0.0,0.04988241006176383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900785992202838,0.0,0.1978491000020932,0.10400932465564523,0.05883120222195421,0.0,0.08804169546611815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17419879569857194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647354008594186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042880587215908976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370572355589224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305125565673194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603250058423126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842188579376361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05947605384228712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504768382330167,0.08378756612895137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949715793811997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495614688510545,0.0834905347273884,0.20939760386007655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865853477678882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965054017128356,0.062124925067063214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091227910152818,0.0,0.07054718623084771,0.23014775891857694,0.08080795187707003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623478327906584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319685882293258,0.08386916718638007,0.0,0.17877270169823695,0.0,0.0,0.09137294102009484,0.0,0.07580615774367994,0.0,0.0,0.05176974279239392,0.06966871327789963,0.0,0.0,0.07891687250062193,0.08136480525261915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460832912524432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0623501602175054,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HLasson,2019/02/15,"When your partner has anxiety about finances Recently my husband and I have had a really difficult time financially, and a large part of this is because of our lack of communication. He has severe anxiety and money can be a big trigger for him, so I try to limit our discussions about it because I don't want to upset him. But at some point I need to talk to him because a bill needs to be paid or I need his account information, so once a week a so we will talk about finances for about 10 minutes before he just can't handle it. Has anybody here dealt with something similar? Any suggestions for improving our communication or how I can help him through this? I guess I just don't know how to avoid upsetting him when I really need his input on such an important topic. I've been considering maybe trying to talk about money only through emails, or asking if I can simply budget myself and give him an allowance but I don't want to be patronizing as I know he is working really hard to get through this and he wants to feel capable. Please share any experiences, advice, or suggestions you have!

tl;dr my SO has anxiety about money and it is difficult to discuss financial decisions",5.827371512481643,6.825492911894273,6.9983436123348035,71.84206754772396,67.01762114537445,10.634831130690165,33.19500734214391,10.650279960617883,3.794103906020558,949,41,168,26,15,321,123,227,0.101,0.828,0.071,-0.3978,0,1,1,0,0,0,15.0,4,2,0,2,18,6,0,3,8,0,22,0,0,4,0,38,37,22,0,9,9,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,8,0,2,5,0,9,0,4,5,0,0,3,2,29,1,30,30,3,9,0,0,0,0,33,4,0,7,5,123,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457890072843512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18730935595782425,0.0,0.31606746840280564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875009768984488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25185945683113725,0.0,0.11719002110297773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471709756027833,0.0,0.0,0.06963563424515451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195328883277705,0.13211407446977094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15171468234910548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337053714652554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231116324810504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15137519499257593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835877580813358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4084720897120463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466678618150331,0.0,0.10474266333148753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491379051657875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15117577707440566,0.13019040902627618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264681879862844,0.0,0.13598240130059633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555849899048498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602398668283697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320836178197311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030594422397949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18700638921174806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24369339726518724,0.0,0.1104710960239621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026218066736063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThrowawayForAnxiety8,2019/02/15,"I Know I did nothing wrong/illegal I would just love to hear it from some other people Even as I type this I know I'm okay I just need to hear it from someone else. I was on omegle on the vid chat thing due to boredom because I was cleaning my kitchen. I was looking for people who were also into a fetish I have just to talk with them as it's nice to talk with other people where you wont feel judged even if you aren't talking about the fetish, does that make sense? (Like seriously just looking for friends as I'm happily married)

I got connected to a some girl and it was just a normal convo like I am fully clothed cleaning the kitchen, she is also fully clothed just sitting. We talked a bit about our dogs and how omegle has a problem with random guys being pervy as hell and doing horrible things on the camera. But my dumb brain is panicking because i asked her how she got into the fetish and if anyone in her life knew. 

A bit into the conversation she then mentioned that she napped today and I said I did the same and she said she napped at school so I asked if she was in college or high school and she said high school and I asked how old she was and she said 17. I then said ""Well I'll tell you what I would want to hear when I was 17 (It was the age I discovered I had the fetish and I didn't handle it well), don't be ashamed of it and when looking for someone find someone who you love and who loves you and then they'll accept you no matter what. I know it sounds fake but you will find someone."" 

After that I continued cleaning the kitchen and talked to her about college and if she knew what she wanted to major in. I'm just dumb and worried that because I talked about a fetish I did something bad but I know I didn't and never mentioned sex or asked if the fetish was sexual for her or anything like that, hell I never even said ""Oh wow you look gorgeous!"" Or anything like that, I think I'm panicky because a fetish can (and most of the time) is sexual and I would never do anything like that to a minor. But my mind goes to ""AHHH you mentioned a fetish, have fun in jail you freak!""

Feel free to tell me how stupid I am.",3.471153929421956,4.232896557046981,4.156590892689613,90.94432128166271,72.24384787472036,6.7520819802266026,25.157609872266725,6.532088108194933,0.6835000216497078,1679,48,372,11,31,535,179,447,0.098,0.794,0.108,0.217,0,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,2,10,2,0,26,29,5,1,22,1,37,9,1,5,3,81,76,48,0,13,20,0,2,5,1,6,1,10,6,2,26,26,3,0,12,3,1,0,9,11,2,0,26,16,67,19,43,42,7,30,2,0,4,4,65,14,4,13,20,259,93,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141746139493056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04870933774462002,0.0,0.17197783937912214,0.0,0.2604985199707445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0581649170833481,0.16986140055390353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15210587211216575,0.0,0.0,0.07776590663727112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06096174524538595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058193719062590236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380334169594478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07044646949233974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733973643121546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05382074101572888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114302392334158,0.0,0.0,0.0689763996813067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355426409266085,0.0,0.0,0.14720359933731644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15313780324595105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04920437885653128,0.17016683855207682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23399436948095256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18861820876760568,0.0,0.04649997139667168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033883036536598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0516535408169529,0.16118304436465594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825403608795283,0.06684263314564418,0.0,0.07309862205779233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488472026037846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665719111121098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39758747534066574,0.0,0.0,0.211505196015742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23609777698258125,0.05362926340997914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359503895560676,0.12177543601203256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256076529983742,0.04463664041234747,0.0,0.0,0.04062051212107514,0.0,0.06603149519421425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217698530366635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12526913061363956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074521164056069,0.0,0.14845780344386714,0.07616453574104222,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Aeneas23,2019/02/15,"Why is it easier to praise and encourage others rather than being kind to ourselves? It's just strikes me odd whenever it comes to people, I can stand and actively listening to them and help them to sort their problems.

But when it comes to myself? It's more of a challenge to have that active-listening mode and sort my problems like I did to others.

Why is it often much easier loving others than loving ourselves?",6.3831645569620274,7.1857002278481055,6.703645569620253,75.14230379746837,65.70886075949367,9.864303797468356,29.7240506329114,9.888512548439397,2.9278992405063287,334,11,57,7,5,108,49,79,0.1,0.5710000000000001,0.328,0.9723,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,3,2,4,9,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,0,0,14,11,6,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,10,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,8,7,11,9,2,4,1,0,0,2,9,0,0,3,2,47,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4315281787766084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16788971210241924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608336531808762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237059877343605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4521312405883594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841296991207208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736494815151506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4793460616792246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4520337634778399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Aikei,2019/02/15,"Not sure what it's like to feel ""normal"" anymore I've had anxiety and depression for a while now and I'm not sure what most people feel like on average compared to me. This 24/7 anxiety (with spikes here and there) is my normal now and when I see random people I wonder how could they not feel the way I do. 

It's like a constant buzz in my head and a million thoughts a second and I feel like time is running out. I don't get how someone can just have a slow day and not think about much. I used to be so laid back I might as well have been another person. I'm almost baffled anyone has the motivation to achieve so much because I've been projecting myself onto everyone a bit.

If someone improved due to therapy or meds I'm wondering what the contrast is like.",3.171666666666667,4.4834185605095564,4.619506369426752,85.2458625265393,73.5859872611465,7.781104033970277,27.733014861995755,8.344100000000001,1.8624059447983008,602,23,124,10,12,201,97,157,0.07200000000000001,0.7979999999999999,0.13,0.8433,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,13,9,0,0,9,0,15,1,1,4,2,37,29,16,0,4,7,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,9,0,0,9,0,0,1,5,1,1,2,4,5,12,8,13,22,4,16,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,8,15,86,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747624219576976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396068077273244,0.21005316035709687,0.0,0.13615492643866736,0.09599645699911184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055676420977096,0.0,0.08369079415313306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988527341598568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483618665112808,0.0,0.10961500419793667,0.0,0.0,0.08854078160751125,0.0,0.1182477951232371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311866107834795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27767207654583936,0.19616020476314666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172843092863047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14089929031453946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353651344098495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15249839403550747,0.0,0.0,0.1456431411756958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20184809721751687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690303725616421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19035939120098808,0.11987645341718232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940246537626674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23265097766800966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587886615624008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15700323833745672,0.0,0.0,0.08796997722273506,0.0,0.1089930345176124,0.08005498382172904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185745995165452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089745216172586,0.0,0.0,0.12344032240098142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29777059761218144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,purrfectstorrm,2019/02/15,Does anyone else manage anxiety at work? I have a high stress job in an office and recently have had to deal with many anxiety inducing situations. I'm on medication to help but lately I'm not managing these episodes well and end up an emotional wreck hiding in the bathroom. What kind of coping mechanisms can I use at work?,4.673548387096774,6.660237322580645,6.184709677419361,72.80706451612906,70.93548387096773,10.766451612903225,30.14193548387097,10.793553405168565,3.8821509677419357,262,11,46,9,5,89,50,62,0.173,0.731,0.096,-0.6381,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,4,0,4,1,0,2,0,7,7,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,2,2,10,6,0,10,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,3,27,4,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216176041781465,0.0,0.0,0.1469825564974019,0.2153832820591608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167155647576676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18395473187684303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17560209183619707,0.23645608534110335,0.1861821930363165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14089821698250635,0.2220966487951048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20859933833945526,0.0,0.0,0.21889963477809388,0.0,0.0,0.2371241596499841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21311825975049006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117627840273873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075553726124991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23628297765719855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407929392889711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18155251055524535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18900253955755492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060683451434899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_Schema,2019/02/15,"What sorta reaction is this? Lost control of my body, and started gasping for air. A few months ago I was with a group of older people (I'm 19, and I believe their age ranged from late 20s to mid 30s) at some sort of ""self-help seminar"" that my mother strongly recommended I go to. We were discussing parenthood when the focus shifted on me. I didn't exactly have a good upbringing, and I suppose it was easy to remember that I mentioned that to them because I was the youngest. 

Anyway I was sorta put on the spot and blatantly asked about what it was like and that's when I started having this strange reaction. I felt some sort of nauseous cramp in my stomach but I dismissed it, happens all the time, and when I tried do speak I would choke up even though I felt fine??? 

As I was struggling to speak I was cut off for a second and told to ""Not worry and catch my breath."" And that's when I started sorta wheezing really rapidly and panicking like crazy, then suddenly I had all 8 of them holding me tightly. I was mostly just weirded out by the experience because it made it much harder to breathe lol.

The reason this is concerning me now is because I've started doing that wheezing thing more and more frequently, they usually happen when I'm alone because that's when I'm the most stressed.

Thanks for reading, at the very least I hope it was a good story",6.396057213930348,6.128414750000001,6.656358208955227,79.1622736318408,65.67910447761193,9.534726368159204,35.40398009950249,9.029198982220553,3.016411144278606,1075,47,207,16,15,347,153,268,0.128,0.7709999999999999,0.1,-0.8258,1,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,4,3,12,13,1,2,13,1,20,7,4,3,4,40,38,21,0,2,3,1,3,2,0,1,3,3,0,0,19,14,0,3,4,1,0,3,2,5,0,1,17,6,32,8,28,20,11,34,1,1,0,0,13,10,0,10,23,149,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967769968655567,0.0,0.0,0.13982903640245842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262155773459315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32920194313744605,0.0,0.0,0.1521093770414261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499650234826621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15142453810902326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917244477511803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206511336324872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259260419871216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672896138314199,0.22647898230570526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23877675820358976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049396446207968,0.0,0.0,0.13409481133776552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15229649981397847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13191756037858096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14737872405891206,0.0,0.0,0.12774917210729314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776322634965124,0.0,0.09924745381944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935985285358302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572175112161486,0.0,0.0,0.13504594966507089,0.0,0.08649048785027394,0.1388121635839828,0.0,0.0,0.15293934777642856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14084426346995518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38224143304215735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15465282781712775,0.14114115340859928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429852950868553,0.0,0.0,0.08969425571563533,0.0,0.13264606397145473,0.0,0.07872507513708245,0.0,0.0,0.1290072809696254,0.0,0.09166252999123138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486937957551467,0.11139690604484298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137108613633218,0.0,0.0959068142384884,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CricketCake,2019/02/15,Anxiety again or heart attack?! Guess I won’t ever know if it’s an actual heart attack until it’s too late because I’ll just be convincing myself it’s another panic attack the whole time ughh ,2.285,4.684007179487182,4.853525641025644,77.63105769230769,79.76923076923076,8.002564102564103,20.006410256410245,8.841846274778883,1.8062256410256416,156,4,27,4,4,55,31,39,0.272,0.664,0.064,-0.8313,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,3,1,2,0,2,2,2,0,1,6,4,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.18835158486236245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20238960497634284,0.1476534284240393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6587360462221521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765814580683252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17459014013343938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21262415683882502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4574396069010672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060741870966286,0.0,0.2177256137701708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264576527961836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254667917030392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21549067928293664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,smitty71797,2019/02/15,"Anxiety?!? Why do I get anxiety/shakey before I confront or think about confronting somebody it's not like I'm nervous or anything , I say whats on my mind even if it will cause people not to like me. I just hate the fact that it makes me look scared even though I'm not. Does anybody else have these problems ? ",1.3119047619047637,3.6844766984127015,2.154920634920636,95.64285714285715,83.60317460317461,4.8698412698412685,23.285714285714285,6.18269132825596,0.3978952380952383,244,9,52,2,7,76,48,63,0.292,0.68,0.027000000000000003,-0.9386,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,3,2,1,0,3,0,0,2,1,13,10,4,0,2,7,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,2,7,2,3,9,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,2,30,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19218731073255052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20673770873038694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213774942871712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580784509089377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21984968954843107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20986720472126602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318649943905119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125529003994574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480338033789952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454728057835164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21096668607253305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16769540035999786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25366678655243874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17416857430475408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240389488735632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19978511132580767,0.251521194554903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609755675077608,0.24682840863466746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266925171201237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Maccamp,2019/02/15,"Shy bladder SOS Hey guys . My weddings coming up very soon and I have shy bladder !! I’m really worried it may ruin the day as I’m going to be in a big dress in a very busy environment . Any advice or techniques anyone has used that helps with it ? 
Thanks guys .",0.8491194968553479,3.1487501698113256,2.9946226415094337,89.3257704402516,85.0377358490566,5.0427672955974865,20.154088050314463,6.42735559955562,0.2708012578616357,201,6,41,2,6,68,43,53,0.183,0.7240000000000001,0.093,-0.6572,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,4,2,2,1,0,6,10,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,6,8,0,8,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,2,2,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657935118688772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849681163111496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901874791781167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23430238152165295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17541634956953173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545828562051912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5386420011271418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18231467289159486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17424902416850938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504194161786141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349191301593049,0.0,0.44885403368998417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762273947632699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawaygirl9821,2019/02/15,"Urgent - Extreme anxiety for school presentation? I have a class presentation this week and I'm just completely freaking out. Thankfully, it's a group presentation so all the attention isn't on me, but I've been thinking about it for a week and the very thought of it gets my heart racing a mile a minute and I feel so anxious and I can't even imagine how it's gonna be up there actually doing it.

I took a speech/public speaking class my first semester and the first presentation, I did horrible. I was shaky and didn't know where to put my hands so I was holding my neck (???!!!) and I was shaking so badly, I couldn't even see. The second presentation, my bad grade really motivated me and I was like F- it and I did really well on it, practiced a ton, got in a good mindset of ""don't be nervous, I just need a freaking A"" and I got it. My second semester, another class I took had a presentation and I wasn't nervous, but I was already very talkative in that class and I was mostly behind the computer, directly a powerpoint so it wasn't like I was right front and center.

Now, I'm in a research class and there are presentations every week. I've been freaking out for weeks just thinking about having to present. Also, these kids are all in my program so I'm gonna be seeing them until I graduate and I just wanna seem normal. Biggest ""symptoms"" - shakiness all over (my hands, legs, freaking head! I hate opening my mouth because I can just barely talk), heart beating so fast, blurred vision because I'm just so nervous I can't see properly. The worst part is, there's this really cute guy in my class (I know, I hate myself for being so freaking stupid and letting this affect me) but I can't help it. I don't want him to see me acting like a fucking freak. 

I'm gonna try to stand by the computer as much as I can and practice it a ton, maybe dress up a bit so I can have some confidence? And definitely no coffee or caffeine. But I don't know what to do. My hands are literally shaking typing this out because I'm so scared. The worst is the head shaking because it's just so obvious and my speaking is affected. Please give me advice!!! ",2.1743342199083244,4.290127204176336,4.115324543036614,84.28113123196201,78.58236658932715,7.267523060381416,26.52147586441061,8.25429008570747,1.8913629223020765,1679,69,336,33,41,570,185,431,0.213,0.6809999999999999,0.106,-0.9951,1,0,0,0,0,0,62.0,0,0,1,4,31,30,4,9,25,0,42,12,10,4,4,64,75,41,0,5,12,0,4,3,0,3,1,2,0,2,19,23,0,1,11,0,0,8,12,23,1,4,20,10,50,7,32,46,12,45,0,0,4,1,10,19,1,7,20,237,69,15,0.0,0.0,0.09855531449298392,0.0,0.0,0.09868990663563594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144909528834547,0.08076465146928585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105900734433056,0.07725992900422023,0.1140941711108189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168651096413879,0.24625936800324505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025899884782138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589000714112157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13341081577064962,0.0,0.08509157553641088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05106546572285635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17181043470759885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336707839401727,0.05276505691901028,0.0968823909550651,0.0,0.08470875128664616,0.1615478278207377,0.0,0.0,0.09999967348242536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19942080428374773,0.2072974126728685,0.0,0.0,0.2393561187851221,0.06769397010283015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665105426620416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327293411451756,0.0,0.14802130906831848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146177887333943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424201394613966,0.07488557303326865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895241494465397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936637063447234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086079054211256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015265959154687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19409751358066707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862480958169195,0.0,0.0,0.10111234482806676,0.10221104918557894,0.3219157167066716,0.091940901096409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497115797718608,0.0,0.08117493668636377,0.0,0.092981460038836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12942541179912798,0.0,0.08017774257211507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22441550591181916,0.06856811503021633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16666081262264282,0.05956872014272278,0.0,0.3240443217630661,0.0,0.09080549446382716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ickylickysticky,2019/02/15,"What we can do if we can't afford therapy? Please don't give financial advices, I live in a small, poor third world country and I can't afford therapy in any way. We don't have community mental health centers or support groups, at least in my city.

I'm a university student. It's very hard for me to live and function like a normal person. I can't work due to social anxiety and I can't even pass my exams properly because of my perfectionism and anxiety. I just simply drop a class if I fail one midterm. I know it sounds ridiculous but I can't help it. I have scholarship and my father sends me a small amount of money, and there's the money my boyfriend gives me from time to time. I live alone. I want to be able to work. I'll lose my scholarship if I continue to fail my classes.

So I'm asking what can I do myself to feel better, in my own, without going anywhere. I'm already using SSRI medicines. I have all types of anxiety disorders: ocd, panic disorder, ptsd, social anxiety. You can recommend books, I can download them online. And please be realistic, meaningless hope won't help me. You won't hurt me, just be honest.",2.254593724859209,4.4741837433628335,4.184505229283992,83.35862429605794,78.82300884955751,7.47192276749799,25.75945293644409,8.438071523408619,1.9748566371681424,890,35,173,19,22,302,125,226,0.192,0.687,0.121,-0.9176,2,1,0,0,0,0,31.0,3,2,1,6,5,11,1,1,6,0,21,1,0,1,1,25,34,13,0,6,8,1,2,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,5,10,0,0,2,1,5,3,10,6,0,2,0,3,35,5,18,29,4,18,0,4,0,0,17,9,0,5,5,107,40,13,0.12041195994267025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766517366032354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471047615352653,0.13287759202980035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188426186306325,0.0,0.3684592790964601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256892812662356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340201315764634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649459339515867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27600507619455894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953096390989288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060883904921595476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23102024806736995,0.0684328917301253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786546478935652,0.0,0.0,0.12799228270196294,0.0,0.0,0.16141919714878114,0.0,0.0,0.11959624554314692,0.0,0.0,0.12890349353801964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661752641396906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05882720138495918,0.0,0.31897790003624843,0.0,0.0,0.13471018298933898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213469344269824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797815486398325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159426034317034,0.0,0.0,0.14127749078661658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513907891613178,0.0,0.2643523459682392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075513750002633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454896586517471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664206519665895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27540314040161745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042636433980446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399727236368048,0.0,0.09935247751330263,0.07102209374049354,0.0955774090870995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607283247392318,0.0,0.17532268187557076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wmolyx_,2019/02/15,"tried a marijuana/thc pen once and now I’m so anxious and paranoid and couldn’t sleep well I was hanging out with my older brother yesterday and for the first time in 6 years or so I tried marijuana again. The last time I had done it was I was like 16 and it was no big deal, now I’m almost 22 and I tried it again and it was awful. I got so high and then later I ate so much chocolate and cheese. And then I tried to sleep and I couldn’t even hours after the high had gone away. I feel so paranoid and scared and I already had anxiety issues. I’m so so scared because I have a weird irrational fear of never sleeping again. I feel so bad. I honestly have nothing against marijuana and I wish I could enjoy it but it made me feel so awful after. This also happens to me with heavy drinking. It just sucks because I’m 21 and I really am so sensitive. Is this normal? I looked up all the symptoms of marijuana withdrawals and I have them all. But it’s weird to me how I’m not even a regular smoker, I just got really really high once. Is this normal? I’m so scared and paranoid ",-0.17609397944199398,2.0988265814978,2.2799427312775333,92.19359985315712,91.55506607929516,5.317415565345081,19.460939794419968,6.88968998030894,0.3904109838472838,842,27,184,13,30,287,106,227,0.175,0.782,0.043,-0.9744,0,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,23,12,1,4,7,2,18,6,3,2,3,41,36,35,0,6,6,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,11,20,2,0,3,1,0,2,5,8,1,1,14,4,25,4,15,19,3,29,0,0,1,0,3,8,1,2,20,128,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119533081737391,0.0,0.1233760170682234,0.08940782329729445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552803676739394,0.12630416035171896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050414293657621,0.0,0.09334979568878214,0.13630662461355772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926460419220651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526270048572038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441201238249073,0.0,0.1095231567927367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14768800985795447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580805741795467,0.1695909801955674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509851591949284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788361539497396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886592295510913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35437407835811663,0.0,0.0,0.11010220819326104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669198549491346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113335252730023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05462069030057996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388531643598697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057895240906972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218715419896333,0.0,0.08622840602452059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21908396481043865,0.10727679949246352,0.0,0.0,0.23813044109793335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21486920182233454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357991830002818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356474914844821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162048318540168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038500516874774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30362421187598543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005232048395924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856650097668948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07199666482994105
anxiety,carlosbanditez,2019/02/15,Has anyone felt the effects of venlafaxine just wear off and how dangerous is it to quit cold turkey? I'm on it now for about 6 months. I don't feel like it's balanced out. Once the main side effects calmed down I noticed I don't feel any different but they definitely had been working. Now I can't miss a dose for more than a few hours without feeling withdrawal effects kick in. I'm seriously considering not taking them anymore but and will go to the doctor if necessary but just curious as it is expensive to visit. I'm not being stupid if it is dangerous I won't do it but I'd just like some first hand information from people who actually took it.,3.867272727272727,5.298962090909093,5.5595151515151535,78.71427272727273,72.03030303030303,9.21939393939394,29.86666666666667,9.642632912329526,2.847797575757576,524,22,103,13,10,179,89,132,0.112,0.755,0.133,0.6998,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,6,7,8,3,0,5,0,13,4,2,4,0,25,24,10,0,2,12,0,5,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,8,0,1,3,7,5,0,1,4,6,7,3,16,17,4,14,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,3,7,70,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.22003625303535165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333434034136625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22361587549586145,0.1576610728516458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355789290592609,0.0,0.2307886479290507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34202885338960776,0.1610831758824305,0.2164964540934598,0.0,0.0,0.1917934333623696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814565427284122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22205268216846608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203165764277424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17997622929068322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25671082320968697,0.0,0.24012916734122536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15631965377853266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23982606068238554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16953312897631478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505169168091122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21735496900133028,0.0,0.1641523484526662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jarhead1292,2019/02/15,"Really struggling in the last month My anxiety has really flared up this new year, and it’s starting to really affect the things I used to love. I’ve never been to a counselor (going on Tuesday), but my symptoms are constant worry, complete fear of everything and a severe gag reflex. I’ve read several articles, been diving deeper into my faith, but I feel totally dark and lost (the worst I’ve felt since a break up three years ago). My close friends and family are aware but so far they say “I totally understand” or “I know. I’ll pray for you.” I feel like they just don’t get it and I don’t want to be a basket case so that, naturally, cranks up my worry. 
Right now, I’m supposed to visit some friends for the weekend. But the thought of sitting down, eating dinner, being very one-on-one,  not being able to go home or be alone and having a panic attack (with gag reflexes) while hanging out completely terrifies me. I literally want to do nothing else but lay in bed and not face that. I am a fun, loud person who can really light up a room. My anxiety would instantly be exposed because of this. 
It’s the first time my anxiety has been this bad, and it’s terrifying. Any suggestions? 
Also, happy Friday. Wish you all a great weekend. ",2.874579124579125,4.96732546090535,4.645299289188177,81.43127104377105,76.28395061728395,8.039580995136554,25.448746726524504,8.841846274778883,2.1291662551440327,969,35,183,22,22,328,150,243,0.227,0.623,0.149,-0.9746,0,1,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,2,2,2,5,15,1,3,14,0,19,5,1,2,4,39,36,19,0,4,10,0,3,1,2,1,1,2,3,1,11,12,2,0,6,3,0,4,5,7,0,2,6,6,20,8,23,24,5,36,2,1,0,1,12,14,0,3,17,118,31,1,0.11821215825425425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478794577890853,0.0,0.0,0.12243214502980505,0.0,0.09453422024705067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038832128052621,0.0,0.2712959325107963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448339567547446,0.0,0.0,0.09870221441715332,0.07206103446620903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24788639769831394,0.12774534743425273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096054959176306,0.09875108956859076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624146547495747,0.0,0.11143990218944616,0.13302154297231866,0.1195432381825743,0.0844507894767453,0.11350221006601598,0.0,0.0,0.10055120142235964,0.0,0.0,0.1826608404585992,0.0,0.06176097366094396,0.0,0.13436538747229734,0.0,0.0,0.1303293218008944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258390406078045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857643315925898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496631066152136,0.09635868654380512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05775248939627437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904253495929185,0.0,0.10669108813526487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435581690877072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117250399407513,0.11417003906854167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342775404449562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010361778778448,0.0,0.0,0.13869649747901208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321829693211353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824414814311784,0.0,0.30291894229193594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009525372488739,0.0,0.09400705293239443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670921821484389,0.0,0.09778631887865626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367117404700057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358101441863167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286769505316365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853490524321463,0.0,0.0,0.0938472492276661,0.06893046011505029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306302571835173,0.0,0.1020973500017722,0.0,0.09753741073848947,0.13944918741953866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359381480444878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401003697238168,0.0,0.08397452555130915,0.0,0.0,0.15224950835577927
anxiety,gvf77,2019/02/15,"Any advice for anxiety triggering the ""need to pee"" feeling? I used to have this way worse, I used to not be able to take the bus or go on long car rides with people.                       

It got better but it's starting to come back. Recently I was on a bus and had to go and almost had a panic attack.                 

It's so embaressing to talk about but I know it's not that uncommon for people with anxiety problems. And I don't want to have to have anxiety attacks when I'm on a bus stuck in traffic or in a long meeting.                     

Does anyone have any tips on how to deal with this?   It's not a physical problem, it's just physcological.      ",2.128188976377956,3.3517791811023616,4.50788188976378,85.3633976377953,76.08661417322836,7.914645669291338,25.298425196850395,8.548686976883017,1.6016683464566928,464,16,103,9,10,163,72,127,0.207,0.746,0.047,-0.9628,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,2,1,7,0,9,1,1,4,0,26,23,10,0,4,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,0,2,0,0,5,4,5,0,0,5,1,5,1,22,17,0,18,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,3,6,67,14,0,0.15712478195270702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15354051843029698,0.0,0.0,0.15733777249790712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137004795323965,0.0,0.3606000843731411,0.0,0.0,0.10986530087448183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35750424548243265,0.0,0.12081925858765588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13896410102720091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534908687325364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619887508672178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750095553203434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944701082674603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17859526905148884,0.0,0.12566704174957594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635167099316544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27810097519921456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650603489704928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843520771959992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21786107990186807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006943923268551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15514176650336375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121372938294047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813828160805093,0.12629094795262813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27141072617038264,0.0,0.0,0.09267626735843243,0.12471833835746265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16012357635547222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fadedblackleggings,2019/02/15,"How do I act normal long enough to get through a job interview? I have gone on 10 interviews at this point and only been offered the job 3 times. 

I've been self-employed most of my career, and am having a hard time even finding an entry-level office job. I've started to lie and say I worked for a company similar to mine, and that's helped, but I still don't ""smell right"", which is partly due to the CPTSD.

Do you have any tips on getting through interviews? I feel like I start off strong, but get worn down by the questions about the type of work I've done, or personal questions. I also have a few hard time, dumbing myself down enough to answer questions how someone wants, and usually end up showing that I have too much information or knowledge.

It's frustrating because many of these interviewers, want to feel like an expert, grill me, but then become angry from my responses. 

I'm competent and can do the work, but it feels like each time someone sees something in me, and I end up not getting the job. 

Anyone have any similar experiences? I thought seeking out a job would make my life easier, but it's sucked up a ton of time I could have used to start a new venture. Near homelessness, and exhausted.",7.463860759493674,6.443795354430377,7.3977320675105505,77.20140822784813,63.81012658227849,10.769198312236288,35.36181434599156,9.928628108626363,3.2599004219409284,957,37,187,17,12,307,142,237,0.098,0.8079999999999999,0.093,0.2359,6,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,0,5,7,8,3,0,15,0,19,2,0,4,0,39,39,19,0,5,8,0,5,3,0,1,2,1,0,1,8,10,0,0,11,1,0,2,2,4,0,0,6,8,19,4,29,31,8,32,0,0,1,0,13,14,2,6,19,121,27,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733854892461514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153154703289832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676215281354328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058953211070645675,0.10680804013345338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721466314642153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896739111726807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713118169222264,0.19985352266834736,0.0,0.06387570994765562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946004440796601,0.0,0.0,0.14669768075457915,0.20726784956604347,0.0,0.0,0.08839072720500203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021068802652044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17326542527663116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06482233654769287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4798462607637213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830877698806169,0.14174212412244752,0.0,0.0,0.08558486059401911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06455433946942044,0.09804824967884523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710926070177995,0.0,0.0,0.09340263376745957,0.0,0.0,0.09475477260390644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355192952261655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047269597794071,0.0,0.0,0.08444300155370207,0.0,0.0,0.09142173288945428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32501030522060764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258938108001848,0.0,0.07690727276821957,0.0,0.0,0.07706494720524301,0.0,0.10088909577264796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638832840701487,0.07445169473610819,0.0,0.0,0.20535443686010085,0.0,0.0772323283440611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767765371826912,0.2819604238588073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352595364462173,0.10651184671031833,0.0,0.1140835326674235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21121699444163328,0.0,0.0,0.06869965115065181,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Midnoodle,2019/02/15,"Does anyone else have just a really complicated relationship with a parent? I love my mother to death, but I feel like a lot of my self-doubt and anxiety comes straight from her. She's such a negative person that I can never just talk to her. Growing up she would always shower us with compliments, like ""oh, my babies are so smart"" and ""you're so pretty."" But then counteract it by yelling at me for not making perfect grades and saying I was just lazy. And saying that I was getting ""massive"" when I started gaining a little weight.

I had an eating disorder in high school and then I actually got in trouble when she figured out that I wasn't using my lunch money. If I had a problem with a friend or a classmate it was always, ""well what are you doing wrong?"" even though for years I was relentlessly bullied.

I love my mom, but it didn't stop when I became an adult. She's constantly so critical of me in everything I do. Is it like that for anyone else?",4.01047619047619,5.340287693121692,5.283465608465608,81.22773809523812,71.53968253968253,8.151322751322754,26.72751322751323,8.634040054169528,1.9200306878306883,750,25,145,13,14,250,116,189,0.16899999999999998,0.629,0.202,0.7411,2,0,0,0,1,0,26.0,1,1,0,2,13,13,0,0,10,0,16,5,0,2,2,29,25,19,1,3,9,3,2,3,1,1,0,3,1,2,9,10,3,1,2,0,1,2,5,3,1,0,9,5,29,10,18,15,1,21,0,0,0,2,20,9,0,3,13,111,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.13528445091650426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307052057109564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605280016561773,0.0,0.0,0.193868886398598,0.2840889288956047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941885444414907,0.0,0.14981151775646034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15888383249371058,0.0,0.12131745380733873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185474373009302,0.2316178382306857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156486918389413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459314966179585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009630608610141,0.09903844798538776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710643594224564,0.0,0.07242929302787185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087636063014288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647190456075848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20318520238373547,0.1389452903872032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785963504940178,0.2502408763318545,0.0,0.0925376743931927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16236366301239108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069212419500375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393399400921806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104777226110315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14103818362980733,0.0,0.1326517256192456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881095752879155,0.0,0.0,0.14883846485511526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22049083684808565,0.0,0.14030258781889662,0.0,0.0,0.14462300088835142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812416520998944,0.0,0.0,0.11590223125079124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142683470994856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620485034289145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16675675437342802,0.11973319788065218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688159501707025,0.12464646398764273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847991632098438,0.15157189987471115,0.0,0.08927420991278473
anxiety,muntwhack,2019/02/15,"I want you to be loved and taken care of To those I know and to those I don't, I want you to be OK.

I want you to have food for you and your family.  Enough of it so that you can be happy and healthy.

I want you to have the opportunity to get an education and not worry about how it will take you decades to pay for it.  I want those who are eager and willing to learn to have no obstacle in doing so.  I want those who are eager and willing to teach to have no obstacle in doing so.

I want you to be the person you truly want to be and to be able to to express and present yourself as the person you really are without the fear of judgment and ostracization.  I want you to realize your fullest potential and connect with your truest identity.

I want you to love who you want to love without fear.  I want you to be loved back.

I want you to have a place to live.  An actual place, not an idea, but a place made of tangible materials that is safe and clean.  A place where you can sleep at night without fear of losing it and living on the streets.

I want you to have healthcare.  I don't want it to be ""accessible"" or ""affordable"", I want it to be 100% available to you and to those you love.  I don't want you to be afraid to seek treatment for even the slightest possibility of financial ruin.

I want you to be loved and taken care of.

You and I came into this world with (presumably) no choice in the matter.  We arrived as vulnerable little things.  Weak and afraid, reliant upon those around us for our very survival.

Much remains the same as you become an adult.  The world is often a very scary place, full of unspeakable terrors and suffering; even the mundane can be frightening at times.  It is also full of wonder and pleasure and everything in between.

We would be nothing without each other, and this is fact.  This existence is only tenable and bearable by virtue of our connection with those we love.

In light of this fact, I want the stranger down the street or the family thousands of miles away to have all of the same love, care and security as those with which I am most familiar.

I want to work to make that happen.  I don't make much money, I work full-time and I struggle to make ends meet for me and my own.  I am in debt, I fear for the financial and physical well being of my loved ones every day.  I have an anxiety disorder, but I also have anxiety that any reasonable person would have when looking at this situation.

I have no land, no property, no fortune, no fame, no titles, no exorbitant salary.  A large portion of the little pay that I do receive is taken for taxes and a health insurance plan that is nowhere near adequate.  The rest goes to food, my ever increasing rent, my bills and my debts.

And yet, despite these facts, I want to work and help pay for you to have a better existence so that we all may have a better existence.

Thank you.",4.4751969083548016,5.1773617202797215,5.484372469635627,82.55273279352227,69.9090909090909,8.958115568641885,28.51417004048583,9.134995656068208,2.173128671328671,2232,77,461,42,38,737,226,572,0.114,0.6629999999999999,0.223,0.9952,6,0,0,0,0,0,65.0,7,28,0,9,18,37,0,8,30,1,55,14,1,6,7,101,103,46,0,23,10,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,4,34,42,2,2,7,0,9,3,19,12,1,2,5,2,73,25,92,78,15,44,0,3,1,9,55,32,0,6,9,360,107,9,0.05150618136613597,0.0,0.050262603157363576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823789492596563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035025969551190236,0.0,0.07880417553295219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04585142136044052,0.0,0.0,0.04839175287329549,0.0396050741837206,0.0,0.0,0.0568845306837445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110606362583074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05890935007958052,0.15754195382945524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03321722598108657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05903054613187737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04561918884582255,0.053219653821366564,0.0,0.06803869405193434,0.04659028983020309,0.04339617924435641,0.0,0.04629043467413642,0.0,0.09711088771848053,0.23183509443078534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456295791198956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02690985392456656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045546746080297885,0.05482928781780254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05474866225457819,0.0,0.0,0.034523507666014364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05814420940842425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028306450275816963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324544977644057,0.09096180356656948,0.0,0.04325222018429895,0.05762224217775151,0.0,0.0,0.41837705656666907,0.048736394176002985,0.10314232804184613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757259393625885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04833506208770462,0.0,0.04942157015020072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03490192148414465,0.039172771886368814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491963264864393,0.26906498497863346,0.0,0.0,0.058065480544360185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03299617867429689,0.05295693278678063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05789510587994021,0.05154337851433447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053845443954814484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03872623836397365,0.0,0.0,0.047419971728231626,0.0,0.0,0.03421841824703968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030033668556332375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061955594394618174,0.0,0.0,0.08499598758149125,0.6379732852267069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046310242691868606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19860048333834726,0.05585625658497647,0.11249134041061916,0.05230702734685142,0.0,0.07317702691593134,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThrowInsuranceAway,2019/02/15,"Anyone have Physical Symptoms but feeling calm? TL;DR Can you get physical symptoms of anxiety but stay calm? I’m currently feeling tingles and pains but my heart rates normal and I’m literally just sitting here thinking “Oh look symptoms.” Just seems strange to have symptoms without being worked up and panicking. 

Longer Story:
I’m 35 and have Health Anxiety stemming from an incident in Sept 2018 where I was pretty sure I was having a heart attack. This lined up with my wife having our first child so it made the thoughts of me dying that much worse. I have Gerd and my symptoms changed to where I was having chest pain, neck pain, left arm pain, and dizziness started googling and I went into overdrive, panicked and went to the ER. Since then I’ve gone to a neurologist, cardiologist, GI, and the ER two more times when symptoms would change. Every doctor has said it has to do with Anxiety but I didn’t believe it. Since then I’ve lost about 37 lbs, needed it I was 255, due to limited eating etc...

Over the last two months I kinda got a grip on things with my appetite coming back and gerd doing better. This was until I got an ear infection and they perscribed me a zpack since I’m allergic to the normal meds. So of course I google zpack plus my gerd meds and of course it says risk of heart failure. I call my GI, my PCP, and Pharma and they all reassure me it’s fine but I’m on my heels. 

Since then, finished the zpack on the 3rd I’ve been having physical symptoms again, chest pain left arm pain and dizziness on and off. I’m in the process of looking for a therapist now. 





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anxiety,Ghost_of_Shorty,2019/02/15,"Is this anxiety or me just being a degenerate? I'm 20 and still living with my parents while ""attending"" the closest community college. During last months polar vortex the vast majority of my classes were canceld for 2 weeks and what wasnt canceled I skipped because I hadnt done the work required and couldn't stand the thought of being in the pressence of the teachers while they looked at me and saw how lazy I was. I told myself I would get it done by the next class, and for a while I did. But they kept assigning new work, as classes do and I gradually fell more and more behind. Its been 4 weeks now and I havent attended classes. Not only that but every time I've thought about doing the work I become like a potato. I stare blankly at it for 30 minutes or more and then make minimal progress and revert to potato. I've been lying to my parents about it and this is the second semester this has happened. The first I attributed it to my father being an alcoholic and injuring himself and thought I would turn it around this semester. Now that I'm back in the same hole theres clearly something wrong with me I just don't know what, or how to deal with it.",5.102729885057472,5.754940939655177,5.70062068965517,81.7397816091954,68.48275862068965,8.600459770114943,31.845977011494256,8.648137234880735,2.4378370114942536,926,38,182,14,15,300,131,232,0.054000000000000006,0.898,0.048,-0.09,2,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,6,12,2,0,0,15,0,22,2,0,4,1,40,36,25,0,3,8,3,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,15,17,1,2,4,0,0,3,6,1,0,2,15,3,24,1,23,15,5,27,0,0,3,0,8,7,0,3,17,137,39,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169000177391374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574144809548652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13468600793303415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633770944120085,0.0,0.09222897376147596,0.16709515481995366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598010161153975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096578032927928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747387035228444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869276976611188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07904620383890629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379104119087568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314862818394626,0.1233268830897262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391585297997072,0.0,0.1335976272192532,0.0,0.1270509985954307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099162323796017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076346428252238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461231526246943,0.16090559937992568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506784541249646,0.0,0.0,0.33599383231608365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11647547734228507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082562179431244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36033768668685295,0.08822223611428386,0.0,0.0,0.14457033902280814,0.0,0.0,0.1645672025812373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427219357522861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304370751746035,0.0,0.0,0.21495345913569502,0.16541902858469404,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Thlimshady,2019/02/15,"I Have To Fly I used to fly all the time. My first flight was at 8 years old from the US to the UK; over the next several years, I would criss-cross the Atlantic with no issue at all, in fact, I enjoyed flying. My Mom used to tell me that on one of these flights early on, we hit some bad turbulence and I was sitting separate from her and my Sister. She said she was worried that I would freak out but I simply sat there watching my movie totally unphased.

On one trip back from the UK when I was 16 or 17, we hit some pretty bad turbulence over the Atlantic. I'm not even sure it was the worst turbulence I'd ever experienced, but it was the kind where the plane felt like it was dropping out of the sky over and over again. Something clicked in my head and I've feared flying ever since. 

Since that incident, my anxiety has become fully aware. I was meant to fly last year but came down with a nasty cold/flu before the trip and had to stay behind. Interestingly, the day after I was set to leave, I felt better. I can't prove the anxiety made me sick, but it does seem suspect. I even have found in recent years trouble getting on roller coasters, something I used to love, out of fear of feeling trapped.

After missing that flight last year, I have a ticket I can use for another flight and I have to book it by the end of this month. My brother in law suggested to my Wife that I fly down to New Orleans one-way and spend a few days before driving up to where we live on a road trip. Not only do I want to go on this trip, but I feel like I need to. I'm limiting myself by not flying. 

I essentially have a month. I want to do this as thoroughly as possible. I don't want to do it panic-stricken because I don't want to ruin the whole trip. I just keep thinking about that big door closing and having no way out. Can anyone offer some advice? ",3.927984293193717,4.381562196335082,4.918414659685865,87.01532879581154,71.01570680628272,7.892104712041885,26.5365445026178,7.839951260653429,1.3130097172774868,1437,43,314,17,25,471,192,382,0.16,0.75,0.09,-0.9715,0,1,2,0,0,0,40.0,4,0,0,3,12,17,0,2,21,0,27,3,1,5,8,64,57,17,0,7,10,4,4,2,0,2,1,1,1,0,16,19,0,2,10,3,1,8,8,9,0,3,18,8,44,8,59,35,9,68,0,2,2,1,16,29,0,5,28,209,60,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923712448945516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912039648537307,0.1446266607371081,0.0,0.0,0.06609587303886456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268586453317817,0.15785314080898932,0.0576231277464585,0.10439827159853196,0.16087199523711987,0.0,0.0,0.08360195171128129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811435473543428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192492187385713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272171128854401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372336749526649,0.0,0.0,0.12486913358455595,0.17101119313401672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21273958722641634,0.09559195668013812,0.06753051307624079,0.1815225773148266,0.0,0.0,0.08040510058646846,0.0,0.1036445986445867,0.0,0.0,0.04938675251295565,0.0,0.053722194972438506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701255541110317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986622213883574,0.0,0.08402044523198918,0.0,0.09843591520877144,0.0,0.1541051678018393,0.0,0.10009104522993603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236278937177962,0.0,0.08346957388670795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531482022936962,0.08944426990541092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107095445375148,0.15090200499148004,0.0,0.0,0.07009099351226995,0.0,0.09129531368509138,0.10053114037860836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991907807940056,0.0,0.1921629782973813,0.07189247462366981,0.0,0.11090773330442752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656562927575787,0.0,0.09616851937408384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333456896956653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899173632433611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605434720246775,0.0,0.10678924502004536,0.0,0.1563883612368344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455438792495313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007538096123138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909111363706053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262126042549903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06056944836828195,0.0,0.0,0.05511978475266347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137050247740932,0.3265658721280638,0.0,0.0,0.22301923363545176,0.15006316629689712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553665328772073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599733322628816,0.0,0.13429934358104126,0.0,0.0,0.3043632711598965
anxiety,jboot92,2019/02/15,"No more confidence for job interviews Today I got an invitation to for an interview at a small company nearby and I couldn’t find the courage to go. I know that if I’m confident enough I would be able to get the job. The initial research for the interview went well, until I read through the company’s review in Glassdoor and they have really bad ones. 

After reading it, I tried to ignore the fact that they might not be the best company to work in and started to ask myself standard interview questions. I thought it would be good for me to get our of my head for once and just go and be confident. I notice myself being very nervous, I had cold hands and started shaking. I couldn’t concentrate on my answers so I called my boyfriend and he was kind enough to tell me to just follow my heart and if I don’t feel comfortable with it, I don’t have to do it. But I feel bad by missing this opportunity.

What should I do in this situation? 

I feel like I don’t have any confidence in myself for job interviews anymore although I know I have the skills to get it.",4.244647887323944,5.303729521126761,5.404338028169018,81.60791549295776,70.69014084507046,9.060281690140846,30.631924882629107,9.3871,2.671164882629109,840,35,169,18,15,279,112,213,0.098,0.748,0.153,0.923,3,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,2,4,4,14,0,2,11,0,22,3,3,0,1,33,41,14,0,7,6,0,4,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,10,9,0,1,9,2,0,5,7,6,1,1,5,5,31,8,29,25,4,17,0,1,0,0,13,7,0,4,6,126,41,13,0.13397363073618654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110666305216164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286584190181833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524725962757344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22372477116484285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405970599414575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136802056131546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768611479188112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032232794722344,0.09571078856712888,0.0,0.0,0.12244947135590925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099870775059013,0.0,0.15228060354181344,0.11237072512565596,0.10715095122381214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13749559652873058,0.0,0.0,0.15875939748026308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3988444681059423,0.0,0.0,0.13951291999398813,0.1472568074789517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06545274870821964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14212485053378582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525298665643941,0.0,0.1426775443077386,0.0907839994516558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15008112773030782,0.0,0.26801977180669395,0.0,0.08582693844047874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505919742225578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896544507871319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709885839023496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636009780475966,0.0,0.0,0.12699133681243827,0.0,0.0,0.0909593010097819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054227621101632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045838361806402,0.12419489791681525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753439879418484,0.0,0.0,0.19034204676747246,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,s0ulbrother,2019/02/15,"You ever feel like you are lying I have been fighting my anxiety my whole life and honestly it’s tiring.  I feel like I can handle it sometimes and I force myself to do things or speak up in a group setting with ideas.  Honestly I feel like I’m a bit of a introvert despite people in my life saying I’m not.

I sometimes feel like I’m lying about who I am speaking out or going out of my way.  It’s weird because I like to contribute and I like to help people and I’m good at what I do.  I just feel like part me is yelling at me to not do it and that I’m getting in over my head when I know I’m not.  Anyone else ever feel like they just are lying to everyone and themselves?",0.5316602316602292,2.218250081081081,3.0436679536679527,92.0698648648649,81.97297297297297,5.850193050193052,21.382239382239387,6.868970318607317,0.4278131274131272,524,16,120,6,14,182,74,148,0.104,0.6920000000000001,0.204,0.926,0,0,0,0,3,0,7.0,0,2,1,0,6,13,1,0,3,0,10,4,1,0,2,26,25,9,0,0,7,0,6,8,0,0,3,4,0,0,8,9,0,0,8,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,10,23,11,18,24,3,15,0,0,0,0,10,9,0,2,11,80,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204343465180737,0.0,0.0,0.08412959463767722,0.12328067114338145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334512967570786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13135679887395174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005107895505176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176702068586143,0.0,0.1149696221310228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650203346914097,0.5157339872737171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06286152642152347,0.0,0.06837985910890321,0.10091757155333037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348164244236925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064705202021218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358251057858586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06612398108517302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16996923543908735,0.4702529021673675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029336835204092,0.0,0.1668275988285934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568221631609797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23799643432055145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993436191696729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828858367128002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955033406032848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433147112365545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,beeinthebonnet,2019/02/15,"Not going home for vacations because I can't handle travelling. it's been 1.5 year since I was home last time, I really miss home, but I cant go because I cannot travel alone because of crippling panic attacks and anxiety.  I don;t think I can survive airports, lines, boarding, heat, sleep deprivation, stomach upset, heart going berserk. Anxiety has truly won this time. ",7.823656716417908,8.497205358208959,7.849962686567171,68.61583955223881,62.58208955223882,10.282089552238807,39.13805970149254,10.125756701596842,4.365898507462687,297,15,45,6,4,96,51,67,0.269,0.59,0.141,-0.8375,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,0,6,1,2,0,0,7,3,3,0,0,4,13,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,5,4,5,0,0,3,0,7,1,2,10,0,9,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,21,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966387774222724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904863504900143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21599434121474625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34721258164112084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237072116231044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249862454880928,0.0,0.0,0.5713383076443094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15476208728824542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22276102154695415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162984332226115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570550135198759,0.0,0.1899981544796897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165528760757165,0.0,0.0,0.221418997451666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226428434678775
anxiety,whatsername25,2019/02/15,"I just survived my a telephone interview Sure I’m already wishing I had said this and not said that, but I survived and that’s something.",2.43333333333333,5.084441222222225,3.216296296296296,88.03333333333335,81.22222222222223,5.0814814814814815,34.925925925925924,6.42735559955562,2.286837037037037,111,7,20,1,3,35,20,27,0.0,0.637,0.363,0.8271,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,5,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,14,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39922949493383003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6882648208826938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785133159185669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34097018171948296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4160252573395268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,steamwhistler,2019/02/15,"Freaking out about something right now: I have a big interview this morning and I was so stressed I got 0 sleep. I have GAD/depression and I don't currently take any meds for it. Also have ADHD, which I do take stimulant meds for.

Anyway, been unemployed for a bit, but I have a big promising interview in about 3 hours. I was so stressed about it that I didn't sleep a wink and now I feel like an absolute wreck. As I'm sure is the case for most of us, lack of sleep makes anxiety worse, but for me the very state of being over-tired is one of my anxiety triggers. I feel shaky and dizzy and my mind is extrapolating from that. I keep envisioning myself showing up to this interview and just collapsing on the way up the stairs to this guy's office, or just flat out having a heart attack.

I was considering emailing and pretending to have the flu and asking if I can postpone until next week, but I've pretty much decided against that since it could really jeopardize my chances.

One thing that really sucks is that because I take stimulant meds for adhd every day, if I don't take it I get a withdrawal effect of overwhelming exhaustion. But when I do take it, I can't sleep for ~14 hours afterwards, no matter how tired I am. So I have to take it before this interview or else I'll fall asleep in the middle of it, but that means I won't be able to just come home and go to sleep right after it either.

My girlfriend and I are supposed to be going out for our valentines dinner tonight too and since I won't be able to nap today I'm going to be a wreck for that as well.

Anyway I just felt like ranting about this to people who would understand. I have to go get in the shower soon but all I want to do is sleep. I'm so fucking tired, you guys. ",4.783291010665312,4.947785703910618,5.7206094464195045,83.03214829862875,69.0558659217877,9.414118842051804,28.28390045708481,9.339509955726095,2.1418055865921795,1374,43,292,26,22,454,176,358,0.168,0.7559999999999999,0.076,-0.9877,4,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,2,1,0,1,22,14,3,4,15,0,36,14,8,6,2,53,64,31,0,6,15,0,3,2,1,3,4,0,2,2,23,15,1,1,7,3,0,6,7,9,1,2,7,3,36,5,46,48,6,38,0,1,0,1,13,15,2,6,17,203,59,5,0.16506776765687695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19837937919483886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06600231707893132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056125871210809794,0.0,0.12627639044716246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715804012423717,0.09389420783317848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05031188953000237,0.0,0.07023025623022072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010562505215476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109563286868821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06589659039375811,0.0,0.0,0.053227527211490884,0.0,0.07108631320334939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06894646942200193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06953835678268032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346322305879113,0.058962223098086214,0.07924547151665302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763012456661055,0.08624109567985412,0.0,0.1876236326952032,0.0,0.06600988651137689,0.0,0.0,0.16344304189776998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780304972185666,0.0,0.0,0.08278821488148136,0.0,0.1625585007723151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335990814961027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064377338214608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05509200834159382,0.0,0.0,0.08990359512630909,0.27502961700346096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333569490118145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06067190108428856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777572177804188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185419135170414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05721860306151773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396663132035845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574663876275332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096697166401348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654576316901326,0.0,0.4955609328736912,0.0,0.0,0.06353861601187093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890845701451816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778720875990909,0.0,0.3723312550224573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05483184506182242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897211164720129,0.07823247143562645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592068377914969,0.0992781001165275,0.0,0.0,0.06809909780602003,0.04868062306120762,0.06551155534694038,0.06620370324004525,0.0,0.07420787348274382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410907868813726,0.058629703058911575,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,peapeap,2019/02/15,"I hate that I am avoiding a simple phone call I recently sucessfully applied to a job and I am very excited to start it in a few weeks. Now here's the problem: Last week, a question came up that I called HR to ask about. They apparently relayed my question to my future boss who emailed me about it a few hours later, answering my question in his mail. He also offered to have a chat on the phone if I had any more questions or wanted to talk about this in detail and gave me his mobile number. I declined that offer since my only question had been cleared up. A bit later though, he called me. I was busy at that moment (studying and didn't have my phone on me) so I missed that call. That was on Tuesday. Since then, I've been thinking about this constantly. I deal with social anxiety and this is a really stressful situation for me. It doesn't help that I am especially afraid of phone calls. They are the worst to me. Way worse than speaking to someone in person.

I have no idea what I'm supposed to do next. I feel like the logical solution would be to just call him back and see what he has to say but I've literally been avoiding doing that for the last three days. The longer I wait, the more I feel like I am being rude and pissing off my future boss before I even start the job. I feel so anxious about this. I don't even know why he would be calling and I can't prepare a ""script"" for myself (something I usually do when I need to make a phone call) if I don't know what the topic of conversation is gonna be. I hate that I am incapable of doing a SIMPLE thing (call someone back) to get this issue out of my life. :-(",3.1117611940298486,4.264416653731345,4.430029850746268,87.16832835820897,73.50746268656717,7.270447761194029,25.937313432835822,7.699297019823105,1.2704650746268658,1269,42,271,16,25,420,169,335,0.14,0.8270000000000001,0.034,-0.9864,3,2,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,2,0,17,14,4,4,20,0,34,2,1,3,1,41,56,17,0,7,5,0,3,2,0,3,1,2,0,1,22,10,0,3,14,1,0,1,6,11,0,1,10,6,44,3,39,39,6,37,0,1,1,0,44,12,1,8,25,190,66,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05930397533145052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05042985502708243,0.0,0.056730523074421065,0.08377721919089129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06932754349637024,0.0,0.0,0.11404555962414488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06310283589010472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809611238182373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6815107550096222,0.08481678087200703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013824954762723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04782565371045118,0.07645344774262479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979610706352158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248925356914254,0.10595671118378268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03874439593263855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464309724944322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04970641809298069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303050670319776,0.0,0.0,0.08371514304110153,0.0,0.07740148875068009,0.14718037101502093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151038797966739,0.12089702871258573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052379855605646466,0.07245952201300074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04950091524427504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05498707782494898,0.0,0.0,0.0788676741878642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056400357579007236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06475174089360905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709590106942232,0.0,0.0,0.41536860533500186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047507393180382516,0.0,0.07322189272134076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05897326844729558,0.0,0.0,0.0590941747877126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268821655011453,0.08335648759232586,0.0,0.07559455025166438,0.12566734663209952,0.05709030657296906,0.0,0.0,0.104978561809032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494752290315608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059605240104464524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04926715501571729,0.04751733146225005,0.07285967360747304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167435279879594,0.061187961197674334,0.04374019878255223,0.05886301927209271,0.11896984704652387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669158906707342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755731457383115,0.10535916367111453,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LouiseDarbs,2019/02/15,"Having a tough one today. Hello everyone,

I am having such a tough time right now.

I have health anxiety and last night I had been laughing with my Dad about something and I lost my breath. It felt like there was a barrier getting in the way just above my stomach (I have been diagnosed with GERD, so I don't know if that was what caused the problem). It didn't last very long but it really scared me.

Before you ask, I have been to the doctors over my breathing before and they did a chest x-ray and a bunch of blood tests and they said not only was there nothing wrong but everything was functioning very well. 

I can't talk to anyone, last time I became really anxious over my health my Dad just lost his temper with me. He said I was selfish, rude and pathetic and he hated coming home because of me (I had been really anxious and was even struggling to eat during that time). He has apologised since but it has created this situation where I have no one to confide in as I don't want to make anyone's lives more difficult (I overheard my Mum saying that if my Dad had not lost his temper than she would have). I am finding it hard to work today and I can't stop the tears flowing. 

Usually, I am pretty good at finding ways to deal with these things but today I just don't know what to do with myself.

Any advice would be really helpful.

Thank you,

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Louise.",2.174658015679917,4.416797525547448,3.3546390916463937,89.0864544471479,79.21897810218978,6.395025682616924,21.82698026493647,7.526774132740827,0.8766973776696414,1078,32,217,16,27,348,146,274,0.201,0.687,0.112,-0.9792,0,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,2,4,12,20,4,2,9,0,36,10,5,2,0,39,51,17,0,6,11,4,2,1,0,2,4,3,1,0,13,15,1,2,5,0,0,2,9,15,1,2,21,5,37,5,23,27,2,25,0,3,0,0,22,7,0,2,15,151,50,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486223232604306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051825690028166,0.11795882180617046,0.0660154881097134,0.0,0.07426341339799672,0.21933808908992636,0.0,0.13575657816808845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075361451867037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059177058162179476,0.0,0.16521025135429232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972451675353483,0.0,0.08362298535495141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008181993958506,0.0,0.09853081183932948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936212077019542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933370415154864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06411824791347236,0.0,0.0,0.0927609514880263,0.08724628265772229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932088601886802,0.0,0.17745269883737502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05071857152148358,0.0,0.0,0.08142333414368871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696165961853236,0.09584314805593462,0.0,0.20637599520593447,0.0,0.0,0.06506846888279567,0.0,0.09737584998199936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670163627478443,0.2373914129989852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047426774391041794,0.0,0.08572050879292357,0.08590982884893468,0.0,0.0,0.317912072172456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479945421166576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109991122072146,0.0,0.093147716349313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315633749624159,0.07383120838124575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987619084026658,0.0,0.09288929591897199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487592913315948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829029754103457,0.18468435305541808,0.07719929196470293,0.09719071658993307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803028533050158,0.10911828345656502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473439002994839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116047195063318,0.0,0.1014856493827022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802657805142887,0.0,0.08937518703694651,0.0,0.0,0.06449344905696938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16981862157225494,0.0,0.2760520955721434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691627535240583,0.1601968961732456,0.05725835561286825,0.15410993931161734,0.0,0.0,0.08728361598427489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067299721206052,0.0,0.0,0.13792101152867828,0.10613813725179427,0.11795882180617046,0.0
anxiety,britishgirl31,2019/02/15,Question for the woman Do you notice your anxiety gets worst when on your period? Mine does. Usually I can talk myself into knowing I am just over thinking things but this past couple of days I just cant. Last night I had  my 1st panic attack in years ,1.4824666666666673,4.05052938,3.2360000000000007,86.70466666666668,85.2,5.7333333333333325,18.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.5565333333333333,199,5,37,3,6,66,45,50,0.234,0.7659999999999999,0.0,-0.91,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,0,3,3,1,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,8,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,10,0,6,7,1,12,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,8,29,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20180318430670766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001059827825798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29188520784628513,0.0,0.17012656833179474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308496187943183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782249923889145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14497535856309332,0.21502891252574824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475546346876627,0.0,0.0,0.3003334443457165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095077163643583,0.0,0.0,0.251823089146569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955118432723702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21202919702798045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17525431152576046,0.16902979699764067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29053397673355896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16987594678057472
anxiety,Wickednessatherheels,2019/02/15,"New to therapy I'm going to find a therapist soon but I feel like I've got so much shit I've got to unload on this person. I don't even know how to therapy properly.
Do I start with all the things that happened to me up over the years or do I start with my feelings/symptoms that I have now because of all those things and then have to tell the initial story of what fucked me up?? I'm so damn stressed out about this and I'm not even there yet. I'm worried I'm not gonna be able to get it all out in a coherent sentence and it wont make any sense. Whenever I try to explain to a friend how I feel I have to go over it about 20 times til they finally get it. 
My first experience with a therapist was awful. She didn't listen, never took notes and just tried to get me to take antidepressants when I'd repeatedly told her I wasn't ready, so I stopped seeing her. I dont know what I'm expecting to gain from this post. I just dont know how therapy is supposed to go :( ",1.6013318534961132,2.794401641509431,3.633906770255273,91.22074916759158,77.39622641509435,7.441065482796893,23.79134295227525,8.124751697461798,1.0576766925638177,756,24,182,13,17,258,115,212,0.168,0.769,0.063,-0.9776,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,17,6,3,1,7,1,14,2,1,4,4,32,45,15,0,1,6,0,2,1,1,2,0,1,0,1,14,9,0,1,7,0,0,4,9,4,0,1,7,4,21,2,31,35,4,29,0,0,1,1,10,8,3,1,17,117,35,0,0.12456599554544025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470914852089736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593427470473044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919808381202601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16454933049575926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121849445983973,0.0,0.0,0.12596862027432065,0.0889899721071253,0.0,0.1364559593822701,0.11385106322524872,0.10595577217638316,0.0,0.0,0.09623937915909504,0.11515925565204875,0.19524177420187647,0.0,0.21238117767890255,0.0,0.1992536119158845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015329847531499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20537464040867007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060856653352029465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314876929738896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915703394730439,0.0,0.09607297501468193,0.12030661471763535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876622257584796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929979051099895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992629708359053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12786520436593882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763369055694462,0.0,0.0,0.10414274997204376,0.14268992703273467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12947176483955355,0.09365812622074987,0.0,0.10887617057521667,0.0,0.4273562158211063,0.28926144350304805,0.16551222481949365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263543373574682,0.0,0.0,0.1190281469021329,0.13839740442836335,0.16914426849731518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12650281505370944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021641707467493
anxiety,utterlyunknown,2019/02/15,"How do you deal with physical symptoms of anxiety? I’ve had anxiety for a long time now, but I think due to a medication change I’m dealing with the physical symptoms of anxiety way more that normal. Almost every night my chest is so tight it’s painful, my heart is racing and my hands are numb. I usually feel mentally okay at first but then I start to try and figure out why I feel this way, which just triggers my norma anxious thoughts. I try to meditate when this is happening but it just gets worse. Does anyone have helpful tips for dealing with this?",2.7102335279399483,5.1642764036697315,3.8635362802335287,85.01213511259384,78.54128440366972,7.633361134278567,27.34028356964136,8.575989854853784,2.2678550458715607,444,19,85,10,11,144,76,109,0.166,0.782,0.053,-0.9012,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,6,3,0,0,3,1,7,8,3,2,0,21,15,9,0,1,5,0,4,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,4,10,1,12,13,1,14,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,10,53,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15049995177408332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449285854648159,0.16979194587354482,0.0,0.10509060997081686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15899346975002018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4648464028645995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13152523292991716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663104562756158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15198856712146985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784188598928614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852357049603531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132906448943457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781017416121597,0.10074038661012016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300742311056954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140762735984833,0.15146323738507592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14104281895819512,0.14725838242884662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15992577229469498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063804364522266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31243063515022323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963037476012435,0.0,0.11931840859639392,0.0876389331859114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20408253221899275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16553005009717164,0.0,0.0,0.23859628378038225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356189593850909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15316468599244262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ItzButterflyEffect,2019/02/15,"Travel anxiety Hi,
So I have never been diagnosed with anxiety. So forgive me if this is just basic nerves. But I got some suggestions that it might be helpful posting in here. 

The only time I feel anxiety is when I have to travel. I take long train journeys twice a month usually, often more. (This is unchangable. Stopping taking trains so often isn’t an option unfortunately.) 

I used to be fine with it. But the last few years I panic. I start getting nerves the day before. I get snappy to people because I’m so tense the night before I travel. 
Then when I have to travel I will procrastinate it the best I can. Even pushing my trains back and rescheduling them till the evening. Or on more flexible days. I’ll push them back till another day! 

Sometimes I can’t breath and I just break down and start crying before I go. 
Yet once I start my journey it’s always fine and I’m chilled. I have the after effects of my breakdown so my hearts still beating fast and I feel a bit dazed. But then I’m absolutely back to normal within an hour of the trip. 

Nothing bad has ever happened to me on a train.  Although I do have a theory why I get these nerves: (if irrelevant just skip this para).
Yet a few years ago when I used to visit my boyfriend who lived a few hours away. I would always run late. Very late.  And sometimes would miss my train and have to reschedule. He’d obviously be annoyed by this as we’d have made plans based on my timings. So I wonder if the nerves of running late have made my body associate stress and panic with long trains. As I’d feel stressed and overwhelmed whenever I ran late. 

Even if this isn’t anxiety and just nerves,  if there are any tips you guys could share with me that might help would be really appreciated?

TLDR: get super stressed and panicky before taking long trains. Am required to take long train journeys often. How can I get over it. 




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anxiety,MayzC,2019/02/15,"Heart Palpitations So anxiety hit me out of the blue one day at 19. Seriously one day it was just BLAM anxiety. That's alright. The biggest problem I have is ALWAYS feeling my heartbeat. Unless I'm totally preoccupied i feel it. Trying to sleep, not on the side with my heart. Does anyone else have this same sensation? It's like an anxiety where my mind focuses on my heart beat, and I have never gotten it to stop. No medication corrects it. Anyone? I know its anxiety and not any heart disease.",2.012859649122806,4.7858705578947385,4.2659210526315805,78.5785307017544,85.52631578947367,7.798245614035088,26.864035087719298,8.59863814320734,2.73719298245614,393,18,70,11,12,135,66,95,0.189,0.752,0.059,-0.8769,0,0,0,0,1,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,0,4,1,5,6,5,0,3,18,11,4,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,2,3,9,2,9,8,2,11,0,0,1,0,1,7,0,0,5,48,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981969183922113,0.0,0.0,0.09792506566048886,0.0,0.4406389979930077,0.0,0.0,0.2013765589199256,0.14754520952532282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18573641654677125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260155347177234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029367918137684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14562164331613991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6825636633655873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791387372681749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035121801401344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450650395902333,0.0,0.0,0.14539913980861155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106182213825856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951565079742925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13778873204579875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14410418298351185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039060487735175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776667507529492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yung-cebe,2019/02/15,"Some weird anxiety /stumach pains and yawning Hi guys ! Am I the only one ?
I'm 17 and in some highschool in France.
I usually get anxiety in crowded spaces, or when with a lot of friends.
But my anxiety is weird, I don't have like a crisis or anything it's just my stumach starts hurting like hell. I also become sleepy and start yawning uncontrollably. 
The stumach thing is maybe linked to a bacteria I had contracted like 7 months ago, and since then I had a painful stumach but did every type of exam and I don't have anything anymore and apparently may be psychologic. 
Thanks for your answers ! First time posting by the way",3.6495454545454535,5.986407833333335,4.6928787878787865,80.84727272727275,74.83333333333334,7.696969696969697,31.74242424242424,8.575989854853784,2.811083333333333,500,25,90,10,11,163,82,120,0.188,0.7440000000000001,0.068,-0.7353,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,3,12,1,1,7,0,12,4,0,0,0,18,17,13,0,0,5,0,0,3,1,1,4,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,7,0,2,3,0,10,5,9,12,3,15,1,1,0,0,5,4,1,6,12,59,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15385448562259949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879949379417073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3983291764877157,0.0,0.17212937788656166,0.0,0.0,0.2856576428958612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19168838968159596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14623560426177007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14763390253123326,0.0,0.0,0.13409552712982964,0.0,0.09068030452857707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17185617477989631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858044216023011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25438459023433424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14755835865737346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17436890138046585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385375538005924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761181898967525,0.1320036479514863,0.3693697992090932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16622684430044782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435743747066692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456997386245424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15979490223568066,0.0,0.0,0.11530856302029358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101206874568437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19115681134494544,0.0,0.0,0.1377674469965949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Abobymous123,2019/02/15,"Childhood anxiety Note: I have purposefully extracted any identifying attributes such as area, location, background. 

This is part of my effort to get things off my chest and come to terms with my anxiety stemming from childhood experiences.

I grew up in a great household with a loving family. However, the environment outside my home life was very toxic and took advantage of me. 

I attended a private school from years 1-6 which educated through fear. I was physically, emotionally and sexually abused by a couple of teachers. Students were publicly shamed for poor marks, bad behaviour or undermining the teachers.

My family also had a tutor that taught me at home after school. He molested and physically abused me for over 3 years in my house. 

I never spoke about this to my family and hid my body scars and trauma out of fear. It made me mistrust adults and strangers. I wish I spoke up because my family would have definitely put a stop to it all. 

As a got into my teens my family luckily moved countries and I got away from the traumatic experiences. In our new home country I enjoyed a great high school experience. I was very conservative and shy but yet was able to make friends despite some bullying.

However my past trauma caught up with me through university. I struggled to trust people and had constant panic attacks. I pushed myself to counter them without seeking help. Towards the end of my degree I felt I had conquered my anxiety. 

Which brings me to present day and my professional life. My anxiety attacks have gotten severe, I can't attend meetings, avoid conflict and have spiralled down in health. I have developed an eating disorder, inflammatory skin reactions which my doctor say could stem from stress. I know exactly what they are talking about as I keep having nightmares from my childhood. 

I am trying to find ways to combat this and share with my family. I do not want to add stress to my family and find it very difficult to open up to people. ",6.479148429035753,8.350784616901414,6.91978873239437,69.77014897074757,66.21126760563381,10.419284940411698,34.780606717226426,10.560738912317856,4.1975005417118085,1589,75,255,44,26,517,206,355,0.204,0.708,0.08900000000000001,-0.9893,2,1,0,0,2,0,35.0,1,0,2,3,6,23,3,8,13,0,21,9,3,3,3,47,40,20,0,4,4,0,2,0,1,1,4,3,3,1,12,23,1,5,4,0,1,10,4,15,0,0,18,5,50,8,56,20,4,46,0,0,0,1,15,19,0,2,16,176,62,8,0.07791778324578501,0.1846396638721009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06231082311073455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0529867645217716,0.0,0.2384275636506969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17728545403698612,0.07320632225599416,0.0,0.06505809438225002,0.0474979574599134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654909187921096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711927095421125,0.0,0.08420144288907262,0.0,0.06221100969403232,0.08621454514153802,0.0,0.050250524216152566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930053007983252,0.07975215281123567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972934445635024,0.0,0.08764701870459883,0.06901202873242628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22865562979428386,0.5141776607730093,0.17535833716941704,0.0,0.0,0.07481329105606713,0.0,0.14243088457396946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06019908605227519,0.0,0.0407088258080161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463593837323098,0.17180926220483408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282295999046113,0.0,0.0,0.05222664767326954,0.0823244159823256,0.234473668869732,0.0,0.0,0.08990666042380432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692569058547378,0.0,0.0,0.042821575945810805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007126921821564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032384149268622,0.07372769048034411,0.05201072535806416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281427252494424,0.0,0.0,0.06009499791811944,0.07525348059521865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141973031467182,0.0,0.08437736622263786,0.07438134068904904,0.10803676027754673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832889319815366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06196334862787044,0.0,0.2365708694299469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802491665250023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651427557208547,0.1785091149026742,0.08145658481299778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06262736269978998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0517651129489368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656952415312028,0.052901060166267416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19287099416450806,0.0459579273385165,0.06184750956622617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960160537279292,0.07510996254635749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055350557647390435,0.0,0.0,0.10035299555082794
anxiety,amelie294,2019/02/15,"Freaking out about illness I work as a TA at a school and this morning the teacher I work with had to go home because she was sick. In the past I’ve had quite bad anxiety surrounding illness and throwing up, I thought I’d gotten better about it but now I’m feeling really anxious and can’t stop thinking about the possibility that I might’ve caught a stomach bug as I work quite closely with her from day to day. I don’t even want to touch anything in her classroom but of course I’ll have to! Any advice or helpful tips would be welcome. I know working in a school I’m bound to get ill but I hope I can get over this irrational fear! /:",4.839318181818182,4.900912022727272,5.505606060606059,84.9784090909091,68.92424242424242,8.115151515151515,33.16666666666667,7.6454224807358475,2.1277393939393945,505,22,107,5,8,164,87,132,0.227,0.6559999999999999,0.117,-0.9304,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,7,5,6,0,1,7,0,9,5,1,0,0,20,22,9,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,4,7,0,2,4,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,6,2,12,3,21,14,0,17,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,2,5,62,16,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16064849321127045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179674390311044,0.0,0.12576454475696072,0.18572372087464803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352861108440008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726603581330754,0.10021591304909573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539727798700391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21204710412095287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085837815754012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849942272258327,0.08312491523369643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17178305618510126,0.0,0.09343156178285296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101929738028714,0.0,0.16490528623666256,0.16328498945402262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903492183897048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17440102606212746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15693714781861898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18533481702887752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34971647744021045,0.0,0.0,0.10531800787528206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33276049397491664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744466272279915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053400398155322,0.0,0.13051419311648654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696660438420937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.478736805341862,0.0,0.0,0.1167841096554798,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThatFG,2019/02/15,"Help me creating 2-week schedule to keep my mind away from bad thoughts and sadness. Won't see my girlfriend for 2 weeks since she's going to a concert. I know this sounds really dumb, but we meet a couple times every week. I've been anxious about this concert since last year, i'm really scared and paranoic about it. I have to try and be as positive as possible with myself during these two weeks, so i thought about planning some activities to keep this fear away from me. Can you guys suggest some cool stuff i can do to keep myself happy/satisfied? If it helps, i'm in a band, i like video games, and usually go to the gym 3 times a week or more. ",4.292281594571674,5.192158160305347,4.859185750636133,86.14966072943174,70.45038167938931,8.264970313825277,27.53265479219677,8.515128840125781,1.752582018659882,513,17,107,8,9,164,91,131,0.133,0.737,0.13,-0.1182,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,1,0,1,4,7,1,2,5,1,7,0,0,0,0,18,18,10,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,0,1,7,6,0,3,3,6,0,2,1,5,0,1,3,5,14,2,18,13,3,15,0,1,1,0,11,3,1,4,11,63,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541400214290004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563824996466325,0.0,0.11392292595740976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509698883109449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495782079761355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15353458359838204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15508566022187414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509850383594635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18290767881786946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36382633549198573,0.0,0.0,0.07498466212661124,0.11121800637712348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665840895464696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776698679311752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381725357339973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17481579535779776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13660171108475505,0.0,0.10872618423096896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22573158324854756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15619283662172712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166385686117281,0.15912023352806035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926347999832351,0.0,0.13328348774469026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027099982777803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5472255748717277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786383147475346
anxiety,SS117_,2019/02/15,"Does anyone have anxiety in the morning? I don’t know if this is a common thing or just me. But whenever I wake up early in the morning I have some anxiety, I don’t know why but after I get up, take a shower and my mind adjusts to waking up, I feel fine. 

Does anyone else have this? Is this an actual thing and why does it happen? ",0.491287726358145,2.3171001408450707,3.3234607645875265,89.30056338028173,82.80281690140845,6.310663983903421,18.593561368209254,7.447530270364453,0.4279279678068404,254,6,56,4,7,90,44,71,0.051,0.914,0.035,0.2593,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,7,2,2,0,0,13,13,6,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,8,1,7,13,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,3,3,41,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.20341467552093612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189235095035452,0.0,0.0,0.2915026549852006,0.2135790805924017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5472413939827441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17413112552614798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539731108138044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108905207063068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18432942173630612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291145717215511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21047253719152145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15672656639551824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769664922753419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3761828648445592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GenericUsername99202,2019/02/15,"Anxiety induced depression Sorry I'm not sure if this is the right subreddit, but I'll talk about it anyway. 
I do get depressive thoughts and I often struggle with suicidal tendencies due to anxiety.

It's like I get panic attacks very easily even over very minor issues and it makes me really frustrated and depressed with my life. I can't seem to handle even minor things. I have tried meditation but I may have to resort to anti anxiety medication which I am entirely scared of due to side effects, it's ironic that the prospect of medication is making me more anxious. It's like my anxiety is making me frustrated and depressed.

Also when a relative who was close to me passed away I realised for the first time that I am not going to live forever if that makes sense. Like I always knew that people eventually die but I never actually applied that to myself. I am absolutely terrified at the prospect of not being here anymore, and I think that's what has prevented me from taking my own life.

I've been to a councillor and have started trying CBT but it doesn't seem to be working so far which is making me more miserable. I am worrying about everything even posting this comment and thinking about what people could say is making me panic. I can't think clearly when I am panicking and it's all the time.

I can't seem to handle negative emotions, like when someone is shouting at me I just start shaking really strongly and can't say anything, like I am frozen or something. I have been trying to go out to social situations as I also have social anxiety, and I am afraid what people will say or what they are thinking of me when they are looking at me. It hasn't worked as I don't know what to say a lot of the time and then start panicking about that. I panic a lot as you can see. 

Anyway i guess I just am looking for some advice about what I should do next. Should I take medication or try some kind of therapy? I've been trying CBT but it doesn't seem to be working as of yet, I don't know how long I need to try it for to see the effects. It all seems really daunting.

Sorry if this post is really disorganised it's hard when your thinking is quite disorganised, like all the thoughts just flow in a random incoherent order, like a stream or something if that makes sense? Like I have loads of thoughts going round and round in my head like a Ferris wheel.

Thanks",4.337252747252748,5.807406888888893,5.585113553113555,78.83607692307693,70.92307692307692,8.852844932844935,28.756043956043957,9.312151188531436,2.5708310622710626,1896,72,355,41,35,633,196,468,0.223,0.6890000000000001,0.08800000000000001,-0.9972,1,0,2,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,2,8,25,28,3,8,15,0,49,6,1,11,6,81,90,39,2,8,19,0,3,9,0,4,5,5,0,0,33,16,0,1,19,0,0,6,14,15,0,1,8,12,50,13,48,74,10,40,0,5,6,0,13,12,0,21,28,257,83,3,0.0,0.0,0.06153147699439035,0.0,0.0,0.06161550750428039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084830674851324,0.05246586714703511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411801721991277,0.07123292032515574,0.06253249139105922,0.0,0.0,0.05188795868113775,0.0,0.0,0.07173287463639418,0.0592411821432925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05034338077679537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21723280747792625,0.0,0.06543995735670148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709271117491571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493945025124392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056668748478751835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053633585692425635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588608443131516,0.0,0.1075048943396651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946094148631794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05648387835101941,0.0,0.06471145693409203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06581185356203724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06566089781685418,0.0693055108381953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907361970319135,0.2772444029164507,0.0,0.05567771834261482,0.0558006866836061,0.10589873281708848,0.0,0.0,0.10721228305957194,0.0,0.0,0.2946226133990343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19056040734189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0467536422364756,0.04863102813878338,0.0,0.06705850117623967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22194037597423646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311408331248874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077634669697153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706554729943795,0.0,0.0,0.16157568302968794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053847656525377485,0.0,0.2005718582302605,0.0631279190944083,0.0,0.10049153421391273,0.2870093545822912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087518655542296,0.0,0.12855095041584422,0.053425335530182805,0.09708389222575617,0.0,0.14116728002352427,0.13388955138544253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591759057097331,0.0,0.06897069468375325,0.0,0.05942752192130288,0.0,0.09481731925072504,0.05068030856513235,0.0,0.058051527700129835,0.07210759027605204,0.0,0.04189018639882538,0.20201185470253036,0.0,0.1501731778114145,0.11030164792969177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25685661382557845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405208496885864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771189492261893,0.06403426101431862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,foreverbenjamin,2019/02/15,"How do I get my SO through this? Hi all, 

My boyfriend has been diagnosed with an anxiety disorder some time ago. He has been in therapy and so far things have gone pretty well. Until this weekend. He wanted to be so perfect about his therapy and practicing by going to a lot of events and doing a lot of activities, that caused him to have the biggest panic attack he's ever had. Since Sunday he has not been the same, he has good moments but is also constantly scared of having another panic attack. And since this one happened right after waking up, he is scared to go to bed. While also working full-time, I have tried to be there as much as possible for him. I've tried to be the rational one throughout his moments of anxiety and have comforted him the best I could. I'm just looking for some pointers as to what more I can do for him. His main stressor at the moment is the feeling of failure because he had to call in sick from work and the feeling that he does not know how long this will take is very stressful as well. 


Thank you all so much in advance and to all who are going through any form of anxiety right now: Know that you're not alone and even if it does not seem like it now: You are going to be okay. ",5.090337381916328,5.23145474089069,5.737263157894738,83.25817543859651,68.39271255060729,8.853873144399461,30.231848852901482,8.648137234880735,2.152275249662618,959,34,197,14,15,312,135,247,0.16699999999999998,0.726,0.107,-0.9649,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,5,17,16,2,5,10,1,30,3,1,3,5,36,47,24,0,3,7,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,12,9,0,0,5,1,0,6,4,7,2,2,6,3,15,9,37,35,14,31,0,0,1,0,20,9,0,6,17,151,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818940733620968,0.0,0.0,0.11472254437301024,0.0,0.17716272592332716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753262368549687,0.11615021205519264,0.2542123202048794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520298459862291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06752332258903207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624448842121413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11310681060189552,0.0,0.0,0.11378954824570592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970117231797232,0.0,0.08843946773300272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242748455918228,0.0,0.0,0.12695005895866346,0.0,0.193868157279832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731614120769513,0.10019626156993162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201555313398362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057871860691594425,0.0,0.25180869162644776,0.09290718782591734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795203465255822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217507127038044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054115792268468126,0.0,0.0,0.09802645259987867,0.09301746743496064,0.0,0.0,0.1883424812145112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628548793247467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501189225078203,0.0,0.0,0.2599254482153118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487460580326525,0.0,0.11269117471682087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891910320003376,0.0,0.0,0.2217967676249063,0.0,0.0,0.10083929272127932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18325735130915133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268847040509965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328397017656651,0.0,0.0,0.10198056093311808,0.2533463905333465,0.0,0.07358953115949661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06458988174450238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15040879826983547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913954413585651,0.06533400843227764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991879941950236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612812714010038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,renekbob,2019/02/15,"Not sure if I am capable of being in the Army. I have an opportunity coming up very soon to join the army.  I have doubts whether I can make friends and be friendly or if I will shutdown, become overwhelmed and be cold.  If this happens, I don't really make friends and I will be stuck in the army for 4 years around guns feeling like shit.

I really need to get a job though and make something of myself and I feel like I could build my self esteem and build friendships if I do this correctly.  But I am worried if I stuff it up.",4.158650065530799,4.523853357798167,4.9892791612057685,87.02633027522936,70.46788990825688,8.06343381389253,28.415465268676282,7.957251820313856,1.5520290956749665,412,14,91,5,7,134,67,109,0.103,0.6609999999999999,0.237,0.9274,1,0,1,1,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,10,1,2,5,0,14,1,1,3,2,27,24,15,0,7,9,0,2,2,3,2,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,3,15,7,10,16,0,8,0,1,0,0,4,5,1,7,4,65,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16516742792823236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049112403316874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15982385349660358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14813634233300574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18762634772715409,0.26509559943485345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43003669913571657,0.0,0.09693551970190016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16406991707946533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18411702403444768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18128819032030688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715425286226732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757346933779555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23771973916586345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19355574472563136,0.0,0.19045125082994915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428355870411085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21239568372696865,0.0,0.0,0.1748665980611703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18228933904997496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530876059729636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18842201426071906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947986197438365
anxiety,Bold_Mind_2,2019/02/15,Talk about your anxieties Do you feel a relief when talking to unknown people about your anxieties? ,5.538823529411764,9.079973764705883,5.077941176470588,73.79573529411766,76.05882352941177,8.105882352941178,32.029411764705884,8.841846274778883,3.7585529411764718,82,4,11,2,2,25,14,17,0.166,0.674,0.161,0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6430303627288415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21250760497651944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913711656723406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6756147676381115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,likidee,2019/02/15,"Is keeping busy the key to beating anxiety? I’ve gone through a bit of a rough patch since December, and have started to really pay attention to my anxiety and what triggers it. 

A bit of a backstory... so I’m a full time student at one of the most strenuous universities in my area, and am constantly working on something, whether it’s a project or homework or studying. 

I’ve realized in those moments when I have moments of “relaxation”, my anxiety peaks. It’s like I know I’m stressed during projects and exams, but once they are over, my body literally cannot relax and I feel my anxiety rising. 

Do I have to keep busy all the time? Does this mean that relaxing for me is just not a thing anymore? 

Does anyone else go through this? ",3.631829836829837,5.564694041958043,4.900856643356646,81.15077214452215,73.61538461538461,8.962470862470862,34.294289044289044,9.516144504307137,3.5113128205128197,580,32,111,15,12,192,93,143,0.106,0.8340000000000001,0.06,-0.3106,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,2,3,5,0,1,10,0,9,1,1,1,1,21,19,11,0,0,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,9,5,0,2,5,3,1,3,2,1,0,1,1,2,11,4,16,18,5,17,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,3,8,72,20,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5120828241274521,0.0,0.1659641757616208,0.11701356152595932,0.17146772737850796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654011868971153,0.18588582090325412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18084365754545026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928945971468771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13979771931321122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846161400863942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510768339531117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974930532141059,0.0,0.0,0.0919700441012952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175774401609763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18229095212677546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782200805096611,0.11339928627006494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720736716471656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13843193446261068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12883261001241164,0.0,0.0,0.118449723999297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916964848614852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111785266111392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951638439108276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183128389194048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,16-bitch,2019/02/15,"Career fair dread I should be asleep by now since my school’s career fair is today, but here I am...

Haven’t felt this anxious in a really long time. I have a 4.0 because I aced my classes my first semester transferring here, but before that I failed so semesters at my previous school because my depression was so bad. I’m a senior now and have never had any professional experience related to my information systems major. I feel like I’m running out of time to get an internship but I’m too inadequate to get one since my technical skills are lacking so much and I’m so far behind.  Idek if I like this field. I wish I could start over and be 18 again. This is so fucking exhausting and I’m so unhappy. 

I guess I should try to sell myself as a great learner with excellent soft skills, which is true. As a senior I should have so much more by now though. I have so little to show for myself",2.3116176470588243,4.434258194444446,3.9449673202614375,85.63794117647059,78.16666666666667,7.568627450980393,23.92156862745098,8.4952907291091,1.6211862745098045,705,24,144,15,17,235,105,180,0.162,0.6990000000000001,0.14,-0.7503,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,6,16,11,1,1,6,0,18,3,1,0,2,22,31,19,0,7,4,0,3,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,3,1,1,1,2,6,0,2,3,3,22,5,17,22,5,21,0,2,0,1,1,6,1,2,15,99,27,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932217684136685,0.0,0.0,0.1982254392404074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650589657444554,0.21392359887559376,0.0,0.1493077412026509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009447769057934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112769658740172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17163838139791254,0.0,0.0,0.08872034631021837,0.1253521889227251,0.1684738599543806,0.0,0.0,0.14925038919350045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16221451056663705,0.18334637926694408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934507169178684,0.19329441462355926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17144661420963822,0.1758619671938855,0.0,0.1552809512411351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25797384180602523,0.0,0.13532937958348226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889958510208005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240733425265023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3551597758724249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902928248293166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419498836554925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17239341366589958,0.0,0.20463003631840426,0.0,0.1663202475079106,0.0,0.0,0.11912917712991355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20177602271166747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hottdust,2019/02/15,"An Odd Stutter Problem Throughout high school and my first two years of college, I have given close to 15 speeches. My anxiety regarding these speeches has been little to none at all. I don't think I have stuttered a single time during these speeches, despite a few mispronunciations and stammers on complex words. Nothing out of the usual whatsoever. The problem lies elsewhere. If someone were to ask me my name, it is likely I will stare that person in the face for 10 or more seconds because I physically cannot say it. The same goes for other peoples names. It takes me close to 30 seconds to say, ""Alexa, turn off the lights"" at night, with no one else in my room. I spend a lot of time talking to my friends on the phone, and I stutter on occasion.  If someone calls me, I sometimes physically cannot say hello. With my friends, that isn't a problem. Anyway, I am extremely terrified of having to experience these things, so I avoid as much as possible. I get haircuts as rarely as possible because I know I won't be able to tell the barber my name. I'm taking online school this semester because I can't pronounce my name (which is a simple name) during introductions on the first day. I suffer a lot of anxiety over this. I also don't like to go out that much in general. I've avoided the doctors as much as possible. I avoid events that are not mandatory. I genuinely get frustrated and annoyed when I go out, sometimes anxious. I live a relatively privileged life regarding finances, family and health. Any suggestions are appreciated.

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Things to note:  
\-This is does not occur 100% of the time  
\-I am a little bit of an introvert, but I socialize very well with my friends and most people I know  
\-I don't leave my house often, but I do spend 2-4 hours a day talking with multiple friends  
\-I am 21 and male  
\-I have never been diagnosed with anything at all",5.631405959031657,6.687696754189948,6.3453770949720685,76.13760009310991,67.49162011173185,9.318621973929238,34.46973929236499,9.516144504307137,3.328675605214153,1490,70,268,30,24,489,189,358,0.106,0.83,0.064,-0.508,0,3,0,0,0,0,57.0,0,0,0,2,6,21,2,3,21,0,27,5,1,0,3,49,40,21,0,5,7,0,0,2,4,2,4,6,1,2,17,17,0,3,4,0,3,2,13,13,1,6,4,8,40,8,45,33,14,37,0,1,1,0,23,21,0,7,16,191,57,5,0.0917976238472026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341052662503991,0.0,0.09946268708580187,0.11154416072498496,0.06242553209075044,0.0,0.14044986196392867,0.10370518579254748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554162276178801,0.0,0.08581838652880099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678769383875443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002192298650157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373563753763063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840374630700633,0.0,0.0,0.09317265588010902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939587578059912,0.08033271924195765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668513551052328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979569070554612,0.08653862998383817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15616602389918532,0.0,0.0,0.2836904658819886,0.0,0.09592093930592434,0.0,0.10434141021887393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757658149916047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698922963385212,0.0,0.0,0.0904021682663162,0.10592213293476913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10089914670231853,0.0,0.0,0.09720042912366664,0.0,0.0,0.0648393765015416,0.0896953642693172,0.1840106703919674,0.08105898366751223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15608611416159554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20244544769300404,0.0,0.07079998665496393,0.0,0.0,0.0861458514390185,0.0,0.08808229587699708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062204445660042726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272818279537634,0.0801541443439641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104640841238578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635137854456216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21900346491038145,0.0,0.18580819234921547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357611716485904,0.1555596575823717,0.0,0.18158039448809452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804077755570007,0.1475669056323838,0.0802351693865097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197252460083335,0.058820210735694586,0.0,0.0,0.16058379804671916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984945439448843,0.08967293978227822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110211359708288,0.07574265349883948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253708829006408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154416072498496,0.059114660054277374
anxiety,TefiWefi,2019/02/15,What does my anxiety sound like? I am 16 and I have had anxiety for two years and it is getting progressively worse. I am unsure what’s wrong with me but it has been getting extremely hard with constant worry about physical and mental issues ex. fear of appendicitis or alzheimers or questioning whether I love my cat or not (which I 100% do) and if I feel nothing (worry about if I’m a psychopath). TV scares me and so does a lot of music. What if I’m going crazy? What if nobody can help me? I’m extremely scared because I have fears about everything and they build up and I obsess over them. I tried getting a therapist a two months ago because I want/needed help now but the waiting list is 6-8 months. I hope I am okay ): ,1.7605022831050263,4.034443726027398,3.319698630136987,88.5981324200913,80.91780821917807,6.633059360730593,24.11689497716895,7.793537801064563,1.3228242922374425,568,21,117,10,15,187,90,146,0.247,0.627,0.126,-0.9448,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,1,5,10,0,5,5,1,12,1,0,0,0,25,23,18,0,5,11,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,9,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,6,0,2,2,3,19,4,10,21,1,9,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,10,7,76,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289574782321508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22258055893215087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17736408924685412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721004680985912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546175738358032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307462549198694,0.0,0.0,0.3274064131088757,0.07355805298567576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280187675388338,0.0,0.08267850563018156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031972217481266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19502168712841056,0.0,0.0,0.14449248907210466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518412460758258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107320731228241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12368020176679873,0.13129958387386584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14660761729596672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322383192960489,0.0,0.0,0.1078701010765158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959007416728042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16296866541676286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29129773372613554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16891118233711253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877001936874616,0.0,0.28422175399438593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580669950858914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29547996166962337,0.14825452073328987,0.0,0.15905736642425186,0.0,0.0936830687618933
anxiety,PuffbaII,2019/02/15,"Tips for dealing with body anxiety please I’m new to Reddit, so I apologize if this isn’t the right place to post. I was wondering if anyone had any advice for anxiety when leaving home.

I’m an adult but have suffered with severe anxiety since I was five years old. So much that whenever I’m around strangers I sweat profusely, to the point it makes my clothes and hair wet. I also shake and sometimes vomit. As a teenager I would break out in full body hives but luckily that has subsided. I know that was a bit long winded but I wanted to explain the level.

Once I leave my house and am out in public, I can’t eat, drink or use the bathroom. It’s incredibly frustrating and the fear is so strong it feels like a paralyzing muscle cramp. I have no problem with others doing these things, but for some reason in my mind it’s the worst thing in the world if I’m doing it.

I feel imprisoned by my anxiety and very isolated but do not have the means to go to a professional therapist.
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anxiety,JuulMaster420SexGuy,2019/02/15,"First year having a valentine. I gave her flowers and some food. I’m feeling good Honestly man I’m so fucking good 

I get stuck in my head sometimes but when I push that to the side, I’ve come such a long way and I still have a long way to go but I’ve made a crazy amount of progress in the past year. 

From being afraid of talking to anyone or even be seen by anyone at school to this and having no problem talking to strangers. Crazy. I’m stoned af in bed I couldn’t be more relaxed

Keep your head high and your mouth shut
You just keep going, thinking/talking about anxiety only makes you more anxious is the main thing I’ve learned from all of this",0.4056617647058829,2.7663982426470604,1.3255882352941202,99.8076470588235,88.63235294117645,3.788235294117648,20.5,5.0885558068054335,-0.3966647058823529,515,17,115,2,17,159,88,136,0.136,0.753,0.111,-0.5547,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,0,2,8,7,1,1,7,0,8,5,3,2,1,19,24,9,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,5,1,2,2,1,0,4,2,3,0,1,4,2,11,4,16,16,6,21,0,0,1,1,9,7,1,2,8,66,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930725154520773,0.17618786540454742,0.0,0.2180985693939796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434379181086142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300862271780507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07885692418818052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265758211239936,0.1885847298358776,0.0,0.0,0.14418042640691106,0.08148148723110646,0.0,0.17726876625570565,0.26161992194645384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201152897394158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647779250943485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772448272854653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27603540132891546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14757099354288386,0.10410300886912806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861289627262875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887931895087714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14923050378345495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15783756875077318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15424620215314286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454806026469882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37605879458719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361139890541912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475840047444386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20086335489361934
anxiety,Throwawaypost123,2019/02/15,"I think just had my first anxiety attack Sorry for the grammar, not a native speaker

I've been struggling with anxiety after I started college this year and it led to me having a struggling social life.  This semester, I have forced me to  make myself be social, and I was feeling better, for a while.

But just today, I was hanging out with my friends, and I started to feel weird and stressed out all of a sudden.  And then I felt like I was trapped in my body in a way.  Everything I thought about gave me stress for some time.  I'm trying to sleep now, but I feel like my head is racing.",5.239842615012108,5.2159836864406754,5.784285714285716,83.61652542372885,68.0677966101695,8.098789346246972,31.26392251815981,7.447530270364453,1.9185142857142856,457,17,92,4,7,148,75,118,0.165,0.745,0.09,-0.5574,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,4,10,1,4,6,0,9,4,3,2,1,24,20,9,0,0,5,0,4,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,9,0,0,6,0,0,2,1,6,0,1,8,5,18,4,16,11,2,18,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,13,68,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539949183861365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18886073296098885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468226590699422,0.0,0.1844000684456112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14919939327579942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518194547768441,0.11859782331939553,0.1593959646697795,0.0,0.0,0.14120831427071165,0.0,0.0,0.1282591803955042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703745074973678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725801586723306,0.16220853768479376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081319408085688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661302352388646,0.3384532801931005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858349892604564,0.23500595265092375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3803285775910639,0.3471001136748024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637272558591124,0.0,0.13179367003998044,0.09680196692892347,0.0,0.15735839555654804,0.0,0.0,0.11271012674655508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177128436101013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690521902945407
anxiety,lollipophammer,2019/02/15,"crippling hyperhidrosis/excessive sweating: armpit specific crippling [hyperhidrosis](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hyperhidrosis)/excessive sweating: armpit specific. anyone else? 

i only wear black because my armpits are constantly drenched. i mean visible beads of sweat rolling down my inner upper arm. 

certain dri doesn't work. advice?",13.808914728682174,19.58880667441861,8.609651162790701,46.1003682170543,63.65116279069768,10.308527131782947,46.7015503875969,9.725611199111238,7.301871317829459,289,17,23,8,6,78,37,43,0.0,0.936,0.064,0.3527,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,8,8,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,2,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,8,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686615808621956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637943125135043,0.3865552904483792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299788575274106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4076923024349296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31515871131743217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4109550702210423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286929047855895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746553421483726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EggiestEgg,2019/02/15,"Excessive Anxiety when getting text messages, emails, and even Reddit notifications! Wat do? Hello.
I take 100 mg Zoloft which helps me a lot. However, I find it doesn’t get me out of a spiral of worry when there there’s notifications, especially when it’s someone who normally doesn’t text me. 

Now I’m also a student in college (my ex is trying to make me lose my job. He has very poor mental health as well. I feel like this is slowly turning into what Ariana grande Mac Miller situation and how she was wrongfully blamed for his PD ), which is added anxiety.

Now therapy is sort of a thing. I start and stop a lot. I’m better when I’ve got a good therapist, but it doesn’t help our schools hospital doesn’t have enough time ( once every three weeks isn’t enough!!!)....

What can I do to help my excessive  stress response and freaking out about making a mistake, which is unavoidable...

I’m open to adjusting medication as well, but I feel like Zoloft is for general happiness! If an anxiety stimulus is strong enough, it cannot help me. ",3.120208939434012,5.4846236180904535,4.564083575773607,80.99516530018515,76.63819095477386,8.611584236974346,26.05157365776249,9.276330184999452,2.472431155778895,816,31,156,22,19,271,123,199,0.117,0.7140000000000001,0.16899999999999998,0.9345,2,1,0,0,0,0,35.0,1,0,0,3,14,14,0,1,8,0,19,4,0,3,0,25,32,15,0,3,3,1,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,12,8,0,1,4,0,1,0,6,5,2,1,2,2,17,9,15,30,5,15,0,1,0,0,13,5,0,4,12,97,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061891351161437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887578899790864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112783449987566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900198140249365,0.0,0.08310350561375117,0.0,0.10600951930958458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272376364046439,0.17977292582816412,0.0,0.0,0.1149980062922813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147243508104126,0.0,0.0,0.10553258590646238,0.10063045292571796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13393866803165635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374171342988486,0.0,0.0,0.3373403388300267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485781045030565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293945452679506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14076138271085945,0.0,0.21393682818006896,0.0,0.0,0.16797283088940065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675130112586516,0.1267978552075594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327774960891008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399513249329156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733744937717198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142794254192614,0.0,0.0,0.10660762462667113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905666755222473,0.0,0.0,0.10519189085556653,0.14412739470241984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460164431796453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388714344227635,0.14608774111430886,0.08358980290585699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733671678520923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542411946770415,0.1368569887424568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381540430116427,0.0,0.0,0.10092592177472312,0.0,0.2262561659740421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777721269722464,0.0,0.0,0.13756538227371382,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dumbgumb,2019/02/15,"Caffeine I’ve noticed that whenever I drink a lot of caffeine, I tend to become unfocused and I get an uncomfortable feeling in my body if I don’t lie down. Is this related to anxiety? How can I calm down?",3.7371428571428567,4.765244142857147,6.165238095238099,75.79642857142859,71.85714285714286,10.361904761904762,35.42857142857143,10.504223727775694,4.057228571428572,162,9,32,5,3,58,34,42,0.183,0.722,0.095,-0.5514,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,2,1,1,0,5,6,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,6,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29899949334192544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4316635695609984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4341466938612856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38288460285014864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19762571070405047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042032071253929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322870410795636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4449857815748043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gotocort,2019/02/15,"Restless - Sleepless Nights / Body Aches So the last couple weeks have been pretty bad with sleeping. Im restless, sleepless, exhausted but its getting worse because everytime i try to go to sleep, i get a jolt in my body that wakes me up and the sides of my stomach hurt (whichever side im sleeping on) and i wake up instantly. The second i wake up, the jolt of pain goes away. I went on a business trip and just got back today and im starting to remember maybe all of the little things that werent as perfect as Id like them to be & second guessing myself. With that being said- i have “jolted” awake almost 5 times since trying to go sleep and im at a loss for words as to whats going. Its scary, painful, exhausting, and any help/tips or similar stories would be appreciated!",3.158828784119109,4.971544535483872,4.133548387096777,86.66339950372209,74.61290322580646,6.575682382133995,26.761786600496286,7.321109707123232,1.3642803970223327,613,23,121,7,13,198,103,155,0.236,0.7070000000000001,0.057,-0.9828,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,2,3,11,0,2,8,0,7,14,10,0,2,18,17,12,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,7,8,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,9,0,2,4,1,11,2,23,9,1,23,0,2,0,0,2,11,0,3,8,70,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737297765067176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270014154398824,0.0,0.07970959932214454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012649418281537,0.09013039852314103,0.0978688674931388,0.07145262013864473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603968556167551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969515898917114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247904635500655,0.0,0.19984640233013606,0.0,0.09374681393112523,0.0,0.12912453282959974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856613245869386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548010554608197,0.0,0.5064453165668139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554512612363077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05726488271311365,0.11747930948045687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775730609902907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999748134283954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494481078039002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924886678083225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327807122494254,0.0,0.11149743949973777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696070489897568,0.0,0.4691949546844301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296473482542388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787183175394516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683484773576523,0.0,0.11110524999590343,0.0,0.0,0.15916134331384732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402207119574847,0.0,0.0,0.1086586339479493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945116961133075,0.0832655251202955,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alexgiiger,2019/02/15,"Wake up feeling sick I recently started having what I assume is anxiety in the morning every day before I go to school. I feel sick and don’t have any appetite, forcing myself to eat at least a bowl of yogurt before I leave for school. The strange thing is that when I end up walking into the first class and start talking to my friends, the feel completely fine and my symptoms vanish like they were never there. Is this normal? This only happens to me on the weekdays when I have school and I am hoping to find a solution to my problem so I can feel better in the mornings and eat an actual breakfast for once.",7.571184573002753,6.348649768595044,7.68326446280992,75.89641184573004,63.71074380165289,9.71955922865014,35.86914600550964,8.344100000000001,2.9278584022038565,486,19,89,5,6,158,81,121,0.11,0.753,0.13699999999999998,0.5356,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,2,4,6,0,0,9,0,10,7,1,0,1,16,19,8,0,3,0,0,4,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,5,6,3,0,6,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,1,4,15,5,16,18,1,18,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,2,10,67,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.15217726072832344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604616087961044,0.0,0.11929548822822708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653909468178319,0.0,0.0,0.13791835606795588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16350261077382722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056992955516858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191359565111754,0.0,0.0,0.13811865600097384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138817467940864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153965965812461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252850344872675,0.13264450249512494,0.0,0.0,0.12048069026147147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862564405851199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378993251083296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548859622948734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16512045631314398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07618556631308745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027237131390098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527904154757869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16607353744153192,0.0,0.11860120141687795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492157901286146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15397427994323765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4734660193997948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22075362795574552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16208383442970462,0.0,0.12534057212719182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360118314977687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mypersonalreddit000,2019/02/16,"I'm not sure if anyone else struggles with this type of anxiety and I don't really know how to overcome it. So, I'm working to build my own company/business. Part of that is obtaining clients to do graphic design for. Well the only way I know of how to do that is by either cold calling or cold emailing. The thing is I have **So** much anxiety even thinking about contacting clients that I don't even do the research for knowing who to call/email. Then, even if I did I'm too anxious to start the call, start drafting up an email and such. Now I'm not sure if this is against the rules I'm just posting because it's been something that's really affected my mental health because I feel absolutely worthless that I can't even do the work to get the clients in the first place and its just hard.",3.607592592592592,4.837337475308644,4.461419753086421,87.12138888888893,72.39506172839506,7.622222222222224,30.78395061728395,8.07648339933343,2.0546691358024685,629,28,131,9,12,203,91,162,0.119,0.867,0.014,-0.9044,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,4,15,5,0,1,9,0,14,1,0,3,2,23,27,12,0,3,9,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,12,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,2,1,1,2,4,9,3,18,25,4,10,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,4,5,91,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203371314269214,0.16269224356727646,0.0,0.10069633766220784,0.14755701774317126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17557640626966442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4411561791243246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030330642697926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3804735110049705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728166487943533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224962888932271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07524017579978552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900620741591606,0.0,0.0,0.15307771585771976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23743521250511504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14512993405761082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058651787225714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952739660190326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559506505555864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504615879975284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792341184592974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845151810288186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086725188546033,0.0,0.0,0.20386446234580152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15055230996550256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714586690223311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956749825441248,0.0922768902881407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430979401094525,0.0,0.0,0.12948382444714626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20968448341573653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zefdef,2019/02/16,"When people don’t reply Holy shit I’m so anxious man. I just sent a video of my singing to a group chat and I was left on read and nobody has responded and it’s been like five minutes and I’m beginning to think that they listened to it and then got secondhand embarrassment over how bad it is and now they never wanna talk to me again ... I’m just trying to breathe deeply because this is a silly thing to panic attack over but I can’t stand when people don’t reply soon enough to stop my brain coming up with these theories as to why everyone hates me. Honestly, as soon as I post this, someone will probably respond to the video and I’ll be perfectly fine, but right now I’m just immensely horrified that everyone is laughing at me behind my back right now. Anxiety is a dum-dum. ",2.6442318059299197,4.5587277672956015,4.127336028751124,85.69995283018868,76.35849056603773,7.813297394429473,25.19362084456425,8.634040054169528,1.8092601976639715,621,22,126,13,14,206,100,159,0.151,0.737,0.112,-0.5714,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,1,14,12,3,2,5,0,12,3,3,1,2,20,23,17,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,9,9,0,1,1,5,0,2,4,6,0,1,4,1,12,6,21,17,1,25,0,0,0,0,10,8,1,0,14,86,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14038999424667134,0.2073219614912105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20877706831525766,0.0,0.14111323668290982,0.15322902027224206,0.11187025312719358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048656523920861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15808363628472533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18962210677953886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507166947990317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14677530066767708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811850329588876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19939174546901275,0.0,0.0,0.0896571310049175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153961534981865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215317645600939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544551464026917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17575854664290622,0.0,0.19786235313086264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18356665126397628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134450117048977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883775519579277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15549334921106706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15342842011775726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14750400422643434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192053297539596,0.1175902764346323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459598913262455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16559553829516901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sanchoval,2019/02/16,"What am I feeling ? (18yr M) I really don’t know what I’m feeling a lot of the time, I feel like punching something or just letting a lot of anger and rage out of me at random times, I notice I start to clench my fists and tightening my jaw, I start to hyperventilate on a really low level but enough to notice, I come across Intermittent Explosive Disorder (Not Diagnosed) when someone brings up something personal, I’m an overall happy and outgoing person while in public with friends but then when I’m at home I tend to be the opposite, I don’t hate myself I just don’t like the way I feel a lot of the time, it’s really hard to explain, I just feel angry inside ",5.2892777777777775,5.26840847407408,6.811990740740742,76.28020833333336,67.96296296296296,10.305555555555557,30.949074074074076,10.125756701596842,2.9727962962962966,524,19,104,12,8,181,81,135,0.154,0.705,0.14,-0.4471,0,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,3,0,9,0,6,2,1,0,0,24,22,10,0,0,7,0,6,2,1,0,1,0,1,2,3,6,0,0,7,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,0,6,16,4,17,20,4,21,0,1,0,0,5,9,0,5,11,69,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828777472414354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15115818382920754,0.0,0.0,0.17068371158923273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15388182286898391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3765108602835446,0.10639376975534816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506094569087486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158535994697212,0.13340970489663778,0.14703498248074026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14938633263375906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184660843555103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15228836442417504,0.0,0.14551681749090994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3798382687725129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391096813016873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600753358583683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28622013246202205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12618570918221853,0.2293031886295988,0.0,0.0,0.21082317126632805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605223070637011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821164416243585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dalg772,2019/02/16,Going to see a doctor for my anxiety for the first time. Any tips/what to expect? Very excited to finally start taking real steps to help my anxiety. Though I’m not sure what medication to expect as I’ve never done this before. Any tips? What to ask? How expensive is medication for anxiety and depression? I’ve really been looking forward to this and don’t want to miss my chance for relief. Any advice is greatly appreciated!,2.956666666666667,5.737758000000002,5.401481481481478,72.36666666666669,80.1111111111111,9.0320987654321,25.049382716049386,9.444778638647367,3.0380716049382714,342,13,57,11,9,120,54,81,0.134,0.685,0.181,0.7412,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,1,2,10,14,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,2,0,1,2,2,3,4,13,12,0,8,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,6,34,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763093638360759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680858575607094,0.0,0.4140742269534932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16867315526179605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15352850972007312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15539991327709682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18467278149416955,0.0,0.18463756592596176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19764692757713687,0.0,0.1534695364315926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253976797953653,0.0,0.0,0.19891935966246305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093517170335115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15151168082751232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3635187044263503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391549949214906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20536331545551395,0.11558496813632806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377548109082258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277058464944888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004856421204498,0.0,0.13565725508774001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17726678919988734,0.0,0.10520735317162262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148869640531666,0.10641942535894887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,skullydog,2019/02/16,"First panic attack in 2 years I had my first panic attack in 2 years today, it's really bumming me out. After my last one I thought I knew the signs well enough to prevent/ease them if they came along. I was doing well between therapy and Alprazolam (as needed.) 

Been stressed lately about my health and my job so I guess it all crept up. I tried working on an art project when I noticed my anxiety was spiking to help take my mind off things. I even went for a 45 minute walk thinking that'd help. 

I only had one Alprazolam left and I can't refill until I get to the doctor on Friday so I only took half. Luckily it helped and I went out to meet a friend to make sure my mind didn't go back anywhere panicky.

I hate how absolutely exhausted I feel after one. Anyway, just wanted to vent. This subreddit helps me remember I'm not alone, so thanks to everyone for sharing their stories and tips!",1.9913333333333327,4.2372185777777815,3.6500000000000017,86.70500000000001,79.8888888888889,6.4444444444444455,23.333333333333336,7.594959193182576,1.1655000000000006,704,24,140,11,18,234,121,180,0.136,0.7090000000000001,0.155,0.398,1,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,3,3,12,13,3,3,5,0,9,3,0,2,2,27,27,13,0,3,3,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,5,1,0,6,3,7,2,6,12,1,27,6,24,14,2,27,0,0,0,0,10,9,0,2,12,96,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434951266499145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918482015418944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731789875887156,0.0,0.09232137284875096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13732058795663227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289001645024228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405762656905768,0.0,0.0793007685400658,0.0,0.0,0.11472576033947768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06070768182154826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20425179827905404,0.0,0.0,0.09276071446953367,0.0,0.06272819098762125,0.0,0.06823481875268722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226341317265508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853778834368217,0.0,0.12762182031344,0.0,0.0,0.3219039670013723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191444362522863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786772673013193,0.1354367878066792,0.0,0.13044927682987076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014327726011021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424596925462572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902551805560427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13669302008689765,0.0,0.0,0.2440742788306664,0.18262730992823414,0.0,0.2817371510669485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691571286655764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360084704335856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137532262726689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315836954574734,0.0,0.09027276339503996,0.0,0.0,0.11053828279909646,0.1373030051348294,0.0,0.07976481333237792,0.07693180320499418,0.0,0.09531695865958527,0.0,0.0,0.11380610069855507,0.0,0.13339489747000055,0.08151519331967151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081652654589735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21590289983749256,0.2226000200225228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740761290778723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463383544343548
anxiety,Potatoczar,2019/02/16,"How do i come to terms with my childhood bullying? Nearly a decade ago, I was relentlessly cyberbullied by a group of friends who made a coordinated effort to track all my social foibles/ teenage awkwardness and catalogue them on a private facebook group. Even after the principal found out about the group, these friends were never punished, and nobody apologized to me for their bullying. I put up a brave face at the time, but this incident deeply affected me; i don't think it's a coincidence i had my first panic attack mere weeks after this incident. In the ensuing years, i occasionally think back to this incident- often suppressed in my memory-  with anger at how little this bullying was punished, a wish for closure and/or an apology, and a desire to experience the anger and sadness of being relentlessly bullied- a feeling i denied myself at the time. To anyone else bullied as a child, coming back to it as an adult: how do i let myself experience the anger of my mistreatment in a healthy way? Is it wrong to want an apology from my bullies, years after this incident? And finally, how have you achieved closure on these hard periods of your life. ",11.184952380952382,9.082507019047622,10.760476190476194,59.47452380952383,57.38095238095239,14.476190476190474,45.23809523809525,13.023866798666859,6.003952380952381,934,46,151,27,9,307,123,210,0.25,0.634,0.116,-0.9921,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,2,3,9,13,6,2,21,0,11,2,1,6,2,28,20,12,0,3,1,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,11,10,0,1,4,0,0,3,2,10,0,1,6,2,22,3,35,12,2,33,0,1,0,0,16,12,0,1,17,117,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462230188102932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534065861680935,0.16901631186550178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18766059349056394,0.0,0.2536810575891585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841889604613245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377990790848329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895149308402603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32271608839532484,0.0,0.0,0.08340641204234893,0.0,0.0,0.18070058954502632,0.0,0.14031098813599072,0.0,0.18086509369067946,0.25488828234724004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14776764750792848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16867808358638822,0.11651288494001673,0.0,0.1653286569358428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15608479812837314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12722378196663262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19353963291336326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16582574881702236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16815126795834506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113935332315411,0.0,0.0,0.1923736531160035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972949751212295,0.1309339270292301,0.13231728056509545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18969058159117397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803528465460531,0.0,0.21245175252443904
anxiety,Caustic_Cosmos,2019/02/16,"I'm not running for mayor... I was in the grocery store today and as usual I make sure to stay out of everyone's way. I move my cart to the side of the aisle when browsing, smile at patrons, put items back where they belong, thank the staff that help, and move out of the way of people browsing items. 
Granted, this is what everyone should do...but they dont...and it makes trips to get basic items a very taxing experience.
I was shopping with my mom today as I try to spend as much time with her as possible and she noticed. She told me that ""I'm not running for mayor"" so I shouldn't be as aware of others as I am and honestly...it really helped. 
The next time you make your trip I hope the same works for you. ",2.2854081632653056,3.7433513673469383,3.5562074829932016,91.38492346938776,76.14285714285714,6.53265306122449,21.773809523809533,7.1686216300943375,0.4843564625850343,549,14,122,6,12,179,91,147,0.0,0.893,0.107,0.9169,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,3,2,1,4,3,0,0,8,0,7,0,0,3,1,18,16,12,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,0,1,4,7,3,0,0,0,3,0,19,3,24,10,5,24,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,1,8,79,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218620465989731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18573846031699096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028706251042539,0.0,0.1550247518518312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827997407027966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124528428069528,0.0,0.0,0.15740731464090155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173617382423306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18561094047692706,0.0,0.33688027868422976,0.1165017127419992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16854625850771607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804315801377216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098707167278403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17866342739479382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15931709936637545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152693678952904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16891957632828875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14936639347033112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590794042352895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18482300021315412,0.0,0.3004427667967109,0.15143531255212694,0.0,0.10759814309867582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17454434560204768,0.13076335814110054,0.0,0.2515895584582975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537599873784672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dianaaaaaa6,2019/02/16,"Anxiety from school Everyday this week I have been waking up with a stomachache when it’s time to go to school, it goes away when i’m at school because i end up realizing it isn’t so bad there but it’s still hard to get out of bed when i have this huge pain in my stomach. the only thing that helps is using my dab pen but those are like $50 a cart so it’s not really convenient. Can anyone help with this? ",2.9214981273408256,3.3455852134831514,4.3815168539325855,90.06905430711613,73.26966292134831,8.18052434456929,22.698501872659172,8.344100000000001,0.8832232209737829,320,7,77,5,6,107,64,89,0.108,0.746,0.145,0.6696,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,0,7,3,2,1,0,8,11,7,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,11,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,5,1,13,10,0,16,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,9,49,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16539896538434726,0.0,0.0,0.1511780602702999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031350700453992,0.0,0.18052512613794708,0.13179873839165407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19149662021696012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296005491247316,0.0,0.12287631369390604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936804123441896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898400959481971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562858690261566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16443636133298992,0.2300611638799657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13850874721945886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6564438514518931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726644444625627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436393677586949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607295672642593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18673478701828333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17342947453186247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Loveforsale,2019/02/16,Needed to get out I had a performance today where I sang and I'm still on edge so here I am at a bar alone because i only know 3 people and they are all busy right now so I'm kinda freaked out. I'm typing this to look like I have someone to text but in reality I'm an anxiety ridden loser. ,-0.5875324675324656,1.1951863939393943,2.9265367965367983,90.87409090909094,86.57575757575758,5.58961038961039,18.51948051948052,6.868970318607317,0.13418441558441607,226,6,53,3,7,83,49,66,0.161,0.81,0.029,-0.7897,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,2,6,3,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,1,9,12,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,6,1,8,11,1,11,0,1,1,0,1,7,0,1,4,32,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629971467060089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681203518634506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21365263096182235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18311414221526467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19261759561925051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17122945008366172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943194422442867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25988046390877945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26655992047649874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429824281746245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993125944591781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29696512010424986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798980724941748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322191534647062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Irisma2,2019/02/16,"How to talk to partners Hi all,I’m wondering how other people deal with this. I, like most of you, have anxiety and am dealing with high fuctioning depression. 

I started travelling alone a little over a year ago and it was amazing, I’m still travelling but I met my partner along the way and we’re now dating and travelling together.

The problem is, since we’ve been dating I started compromising on my travelling and I get more and more anxiety attacks and days where I just lock myself up in my room and not talk to anyone. I think it’s mostly because I’m afraid he will judge me (which he doesn’t) but also because of a lot of little things that trigger me.

The biggest problem is that he had no clue what depression or anxiety is like, he is the most easygoing person I know and he never had to deal with any of his. I’m not sure how to talk to him about these moments where I’m so anxious I can’t leave the room or even talk or breathe. 

How do you do this? How do you tell your partner what it’s like and how he/she can help you in this? ",2.5497571059431507,4.20229591627907,3.9967054263565913,87.6825516795866,75.88372093023256,7.3824289405684755,26.363049095607238,8.167268648758528,1.6209948320413443,822,31,173,14,18,272,117,215,0.161,0.762,0.077,-0.9505,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,5,0,0,15,11,1,1,8,0,17,1,1,7,2,40,28,23,0,2,8,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,2,4,14,14,0,0,3,4,0,4,6,6,0,0,5,0,22,5,20,22,6,29,0,2,0,0,27,13,0,8,14,120,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425139441381307,0.0,0.0,0.13348904959204672,0.0,0.10307165010979724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764822835886105,0.0,0.29579679568824035,0.14560670132742226,0.0,0.09012145411027728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662865434776118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713780071683325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312206758425714,0.3986334628348132,0.22202201154025672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512927793172215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733863622067399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639087860900888,0.13617719965830238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083344871232097,0.0,0.0,0.13647373315177147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889044315740769,0.2583591796307969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957592926716793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940633568196784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935467867704168,0.11253998984190994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466567302287943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066174472973491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18245511420331306,0.0,0.10293008641787953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147537115599885,0.0,0.0,0.414381020390024,0.11265375261162887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562742944809175,0.08258619654508921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023052585077182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13977348793374916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299961650725689
anxiety,Soggy_Leek,2019/02/16,"Can someone maybe help me figure out what this is? I don't think I've ever had a classical ""panic attack"" but I think I might have had something similar. The other day I was working on something on my computer when I started to become very aware of my own heartbeat. It felt like it was beating irregularly and pumping too hard, but when I felt my pulse it was normal. Then I got dizzy and started to get this sort of static in my peripheral vision. I thought it might be from looking at a screen for too long so I turned off the computer and went to lie down on the sofa. I was still having the weird heartbeat and the visual static and then it became difficult to breathe all of a sudden, like I wasn't gasping for air but I had to put more effort into breathing than I usually do and I felt a sharp pain in my chest every time I inhaled. This went on for a few hours until I was eventually able to go to sleep, then when I woke up the next morning I felt a little ""off"" but otherwise fine. I'm an otherwise healthy 21 year old woman so I doubt it could have been a heart problem, especially since it's been a few days and I feel fine now. I'm not sure what to call it though. ",3.5633968177434916,4.380010397540982,4.999450337512054,84.78315814850532,72.07377049180326,7.708389585342334,27.05785920925747,7.928766900206844,1.5109593056894894,923,31,195,12,17,310,138,244,0.133,0.79,0.077,-0.9254,0,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,11,12,1,2,15,0,22,6,5,0,3,33,42,21,0,3,5,0,7,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,14,9,0,0,9,0,0,4,3,7,0,0,20,10,26,5,30,18,5,41,0,0,2,0,3,15,0,4,24,138,40,3,0.12482444986264195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420058319614258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13785879791433028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274597195199112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966216615739187,0.0,0.0,0.16100288738463112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291086123538098,0.10516998264365353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06311499240562085,0.0,0.4794041878234498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06521562311405484,0.0,0.07094061143751534,0.0,0.09983351548565968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111818189056304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479175740935243,0.08366719755645201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229269391440439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219658421527648,0.1251068913219654,0.0,0.1104657101320742,0.10482110004358894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540293743341593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264838030920039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327522185314285,0.0,0.12230145812523772,0.0,0.0,0.13098226239827648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282201543193428,0.14645459698363925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944014060836845,0.0,0.12548304885634792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325607482665068,0.0,0.12491459658750455,0.0,0.10576335129796624,0.19219191975024005,0.0,0.0,0.1767027761613911,0.0,0.09968496690262106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764556675885493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15996493456320518,0.12263938822169733,0.09909667016458597,0.07278614052654171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357731572074541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747649645825533,0.10299324381060723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314270311706372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087368615202608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038285318119519
anxiety,letsgohigher,2019/02/16,"I packed anxiety in my luggage! So I’m with my boyfriend on an 11 day vacation. I’m feeling super anxious as he has been really quiet and distant. He hasn’t held my hand or given me a kiss the whole time. Id go to hold his hand and he would find an excuse to let go. I’d ask him questions: what do you wanna do today? which beach should we go to? are you hungry? And he would literally ignore me & not respond. As if I didn’t say anything. He’d also ask me questions for example: should I go left or right and I say right and he’d say ‘Let’s go left then’ like huh??? And this is all the time. He’d come in the bedroom and lay next to me, roll over facing away and pretend I wasn’t there, no cuddles, kisses or talking. 
Maybe I’m over thinking but I feel like our spark is fizzling?  We have 3 days left of the trip and I feel really insecure. I feel like we’re friends as opposed to lovers. I’m 23 and he’s 25. ",-0.3524454545454532,1.5828722100000048,2.174454545454548,95.66472727272728,86.9,5.036363636363637,20.090909090909093,6.351523495107088,0.01849999999999996,702,22,167,7,22,241,116,200,0.058,0.779,0.16399999999999998,0.9651,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,3,2,0,1,3,10,0,1,7,1,20,7,3,0,1,38,39,21,0,6,6,0,6,3,2,4,0,4,1,0,3,14,0,4,8,2,0,7,5,2,0,0,5,10,25,8,18,25,2,25,0,0,0,4,27,11,0,6,10,93,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717715662368497,0.0,0.13166369409823425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929602256060386,0.13727970014334787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999981943219796,0.0,0.2272041128787283,0.0,0.11416928694830775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467619556868417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15673691401884499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457707261944212,0.17362363754688204,0.0,0.0,0.11106440010989173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388378650541104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453047549626593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960859548910637,0.2485188733155245,0.0,0.17810130636724278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208022937660774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923478205744046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722538567885498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556938927642069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20754982689135312,0.0,0.28990575315484274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767081752700138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786323152940113,0.0,0.0,0.1417151609488606,0.0,0.11518397332424266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356694685382524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726444794397888,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Poseidon0808,2019/02/16,"My first time clubbing. Last night was my friends 18th birthday party, and he decided to go out clubbing to celebrate. I only turned 18 the month before, so I have never done anything like this before.

Now to preface this, I thought I had made a lot of progress with my anxiety. I have a girlfriend, I'm going out to social events with my friends and doing things I never would have been able to this time last year. So I thought I was ready to go to a night club. Boy was I wrong.

The music overwhelmed me immediately, it's so loud that you can't have a conversation with someone half a metre away from you. It was packed with people as well so it was nearly impossible to move around.

After an hour I just began crying. I broke down in tears in front of all my friends. They got me outside and I began hyper ventilating and I had a full blown panic attack in front of my friends. I feel like such a loser.

I got home and then I did something really stupid. I self harmed for the first time in years. Here I was thinking I made progress, but now I'm sitting here with cuts all over  my legs and arms and I feel like such an idiot.

I'm sorry for venting so much, I just really needed to get this out of my system because I feel like crap at the moment. ",2.7056638655462204,4.3135544235294105,3.861008403361343,89.0088235294118,75.3529411764706,6.26890756302521,23.515406162464984,6.868970318607317,0.6715994397759109,978,29,206,9,21,318,136,255,0.155,0.763,0.08199999999999999,-0.9463,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,1,5,15,20,5,2,13,0,18,3,3,2,4,35,39,15,0,2,3,0,3,4,5,1,0,1,1,2,9,16,0,0,7,3,0,6,3,11,1,3,19,4,35,9,36,19,5,45,0,3,0,0,13,14,1,1,27,144,44,0,0.11330142053273662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667527658791803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323741519176057,0.10086228557022434,0.0,0.12889672258013266,0.10645041424519887,0.0,0.0,0.06906749433099152,0.0,0.19282232765884447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244562902303718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594669061798515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718658076443864,0.24282767240184394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19274826085017646,0.0,0.0,0.35014558578906674,0.0,0.059195315884675935,0.0,0.19317542496304507,0.0,0.1812349925635441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365056282749696,0.0,0.11157907639158612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847115597466712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214134039859376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632481603979223,0.0,0.21441708724363107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043611291062607,0.12042147923874537,0.08328958072009386,0.08401156768793751,0.1747700806517261,0.0,0.0,0.21265141584250985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617083587269246,0.0,0.13293480484036127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854893901812167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14516758248390774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181980917372938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11549652984878885,0.095999925940381,0.08722496893268113,0.0,0.1268316641624748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527242930732851,0.07259897536653079,0.0,0.17989734402301508,0.19820090837558016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323941021768604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187158401252164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048607836989143,0.12387731699757598,0.0,0.14592480018018575
anxiety,Anon4395,2019/02/16,"Anyone else get racing thoughts early in the morning causing loss of sleep and feeling run down? So the last few days my stomach is just going crazy since I returned to work, after a mental health issue. I frequently at times go to sleep at say 10:30-11 and will wake up between 3am-5am with my brain just thinking:racing. I can usually get 4 decent hours and the rest is like fall asleep for 15 min and wake up from frantic dreams and then awake with it. I usually come home from work and keep myself up, but try and relax, so maybe I'll be so tired I'll sleep harder.

I take klonipin for this an hour before bed and it does help, but not like the first few months. Essentially I just end up at work using the bathroom a lot with an upset stomach and just tired. My doc gave me serequel if needed and it does turn my brain off, but last too long and it's not the best of meds to be on. 

For background I got off a medical detox of suboxone 7 1/2 months ago(that was tough) my gf (ex) of 7 years broke up 2weeks ago...but on good terms(but still sad). 

I feel blessed, because a family member has paid for me to return to college at an older age, paid my debts and put a good amount of change in a savings account. I went through kicking addiction/dependency, break up,work a stressful job, having implants being put in soon for teeth I lost, and I had testicular cancer with surgery in April 2017.

All this in 18 months and since July have had many fmla leaves from work, because I keep getting mentally sick with anxiety, sleep deprived, drained, depression. 

I'm wondering if it's just normal for me to feel this way after all I've been through recently. I'm sober off the suboxone, and my doctor wanted me back on as antidepressants weren't working and he thinks it will keep me stable. I did for 7 days and stopped because I worked hard to achieve that sobriety and status! I don't want to be on it. 

I'm trying hard at this life thing and really grateful for my relatives help recently. But man do I feel sick with the ups and down of anxiety causing me sleep issues and random depression spikes every few months.",6.08452950558214,5.977608916267942,6.079533492822968,82.49631778309409,66.29665071770336,9.16762360446571,31.531499202551842,8.72156446121922,2.3039566188197766,1669,59,336,23,24,527,226,418,0.17,0.745,0.086,-0.9901,2,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,0,0,11,12,19,0,3,18,0,20,23,13,3,2,64,51,32,0,6,13,1,6,2,1,2,10,1,2,1,13,28,0,4,7,2,4,8,4,11,0,1,13,7,31,8,62,32,9,69,1,7,0,0,8,25,0,5,36,195,44,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024188728976793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239872424128763,0.0,0.0,0.05136737424012413,0.07527201811049385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05648888249418104,0.0,0.13434796902213647,0.0,0.06251201175027674,0.0,0.07709539129395125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16401908193877954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15093446349691486,0.07771462231167083,0.06328228424387213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475573592029983,0.0,0.12654797760340347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519298603085743,0.12857677510496304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061369312003074473,0.0,0.06506683932057307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06189615145421187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06925483209282447,0.0,0.14858137391564866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06248799966998515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514491066692005,0.0,0.08350197878549935,0.12323536533629845,0.05875545701708537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13161769910365856,0.0,0.0,0.07808824532094177,0.0,0.0,0.0984820459512765,0.0,0.07368986159598599,0.0,0.14469346198987085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15335357614348247,0.07290116959500889,0.19589315288334294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197650846091342,0.0,0.07778721941365611,0.0,0.0,0.05188942941962822,0.07178109236460531,0.0,0.0,0.06501286919480666,0.0,0.0,0.08019406797617007,0.062456024727347424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448043949487917,0.07380394113481548,0.0,0.08160136657452159,0.07400672866550433,0.1480678207223366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345513995835887,0.0,0.0,0.054472240535953634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197861390583274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14770217892429166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047062587264525564,0.0,0.1450726501783646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058421108942706926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153950177386436,0.0,0.3675826787677298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05866803106756115,0.06141875984869595,0.0841521696287457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05523539529900318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04880587266487927,0.04707243249547465,0.0,0.05832179820641465,0.04283714672715352,0.16887092969298734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975376307432528,0.07990717209114448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06344886070946942,0.16181929163203276,0.0,0.08666132929480952,0.05831189201705653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810138316971939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966801173397395,0.3743760253558836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04730807336617142
anxiety,Premanon2712,2019/02/16,"Am I just paranoid? Hey guys, been a long time lurker, just now made an account. I'm a 4th year pre-med student, my stats are pretty good and I am hopeful and confident I will be admitted. For those of you who aren't familiar with the admissions process, without getting too much into it, it's safe to say that I've been attending class 15 hours a week, studying 30-40 hours per week and volunteering 5-8 hours per week. I don't have any rest days, no traditional weekends, I've been eating, breathing and sleeping pre-med for the past 4 years. I actually enjoy it, it has given me much needed challenge and structure in my life. My question isn't really about being nervous about not being admitted, or issues with my applications. It's actually about my social past and me being paranoid/anxious about some things I've done before I started undergrad, around 4+ years ago that could hurt me today. None of what I've done is illegal, but it's definitely frowned upon socially and I may have made some enemies in my younger years that would still like to see me hurt in someway. I haven't found anything, but I believe it's possible that with enough digging, someone may be able to find evidence of the poor choices I made before I went to college. I mean, I truly believe I destroyed any reputation I did have back then. I was probably 18/19, now I'm 24. Without getting into many details, I used to be depressed and a pathological liar. For the past 4 years in undergrad, I've been terrific and I'm proud to say that I've defeated my own demons and I have turned my life around. However, I can't help but think that some of my mistakes may still come back to bite me after doing so much work for my dream to get into medical school, especially with the application process, moving, maybe having more of an online presence, meeting new people, etc. Could the bad choices I've made in the past ruin what I've worked so hard for over these past 4 years? Back then when I did it, my concern was warranted. Some of the people I pissed off went out of their way to prove I was a liar, searched relatives on social media and went true stalker mode for a couple months. It's been about 4 years now. I've put all I've got into getting where I am today, I'd hate for that person I used to be to ruin it for me these days, whether it's making new friends or the application process itself.

Thank you to anybody who gives their input, I truly appreciate it.",7.522527548209367,6.287907506198348,7.829545454545458,74.84765151515153,63.81404958677686,10.793939393939397,36.28236914600551,9.827888789773867,3.3728170798898067,1939,78,375,33,24,638,235,484,0.154,0.737,0.109,-0.985,1,0,0,0,0,0,58.0,0,2,2,5,22,24,5,1,17,0,43,8,3,7,3,65,76,22,0,6,11,0,1,1,1,5,4,2,0,2,28,23,1,1,8,2,2,7,10,14,0,0,22,4,46,10,55,40,14,67,1,6,1,0,21,17,1,11,43,239,74,9,0.07051827387044053,0.0,0.13763132582849982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625101949569727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095909688813098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058030530849035734,0.12555242897390825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16267259931929096,0.05887981313155046,0.0,0.0,0.12001171429490975,0.15889989260399132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06074524882468872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260620712275507,0.07802712875863702,0.0,0.0909569056303855,0.0,0.06073728595317149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14432935518240722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215779907583214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286422763098954,0.07864651602939064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445242477133492,0.0,0.0,0.07731964747755324,0.05448224346416067,0.0,0.1473715502515418,0.06764755399126604,0.0,0.059147382405683034,0.056399905581106864,0.0,0.0,0.06982417799896047,0.0,0.0,0.06317052218732884,0.06962219600372711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047266912513939566,0.0,0.0,0.0700405574421635,0.20833888481352014,0.0,0.15098254134387526,0.0,0.0,0.07360275669800706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09961828461562412,0.03445166659749758,0.0,0.0,0.0624064532946737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26690438318696524,0.04707149539188976,0.07149446142388134,0.07084508440308357,0.07681507338528715,0.0,0.0710397420257883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05628701341980937,0.0749497650860239,0.1555171356940765,0.052288406541127916,0.0,0.13621397666249907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365883585917239,0.09777698404605598,0.061573836727046485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949875822357268,0.0,0.07174243630331982,0.07603062629660691,0.0,0.0,0.07089034251772926,0.07899660560002869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04517581196500605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215792355607407,0.0,0.0713682579478486,0.05619393424304511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07056920132447199,0.21565349890584495,0.059749904609976034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049913197201061514,0.0,0.11263196921020335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06492375215101005,0.0,0.0,0.0468492077136304,0.04518526249307855,0.0,0.0,0.04111977258679024,0.0,0.13368615628767988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767036321389398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181029422347235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05597412344288885,0.16969651710647754,0.0,0.0,0.1961134391107568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595419912126647,0.0,0.10267628649253796,0.0,0.0,0.050094158489441265,0.0,0.0,0.3178801943809561
anxiety,daftlance,2019/02/16,"Experiencing weird panic attacks Hi r/anxiety I'll try to keep it short. I've been experiencing panic attacks in the form of chest pains, palpitations, shaking and sweating for about a year but have them mostly under control, and as such have been having them much less frequently. 


However, starting 3 nights ago I have begun to experience something really strange while trying to fall asleep that I have to assume is related. I'll be in bed with my eyes closed, about to fall asleep when an intense wave of panic comes over me jolting me wide awake. The feeling goes away within seconds but if I go to close my eyes again can happen just as fast. Unlike the physical pain and shaking usually associated with a normal attack, this feeling is entirely mental/in my head. 

I can find reports of panic attacks while sleeping online, but nothing that describes exactly what I'm experiencing...has anyone on here experienced this? Does it sound serious? ",7.492272727272727,8.74405444117647,7.859625668449197,66.23922459893049,63.41176470588235,10.181818181818182,36.04278074866311,10.230975488527342,4.063764705882353,765,35,117,17,11,251,117,170,0.221,0.752,0.027000000000000003,-0.9869,1,0,1,1,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,1,7,14,4,6,6,0,12,10,8,1,1,22,20,12,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,7,8,0,2,4,0,0,6,0,14,0,1,2,8,11,0,23,17,4,29,0,0,2,0,3,11,0,3,12,78,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684791464816656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220973025042617,0.0,0.0,0.0842815922391874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5485085245605004,0.11324756457672693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038311137274416,0.0,0.0,0.1351914029588297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548188895317777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179073628386427,0.0,0.0,0.12189327326872795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101677444067354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685034015391374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658961004148172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370473769871285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071379585323522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147196420366335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860784843392712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311489541264608,0.11809971361967435,0.11565756817535483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565176609560381,0.5656922240237273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721846499312775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062307604538028,0.0,0.0,0.09279452195605076,0.0,0.0,0.08531601985927324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16367209942352068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13275340384356168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762124905256955
anxiety,metachiral,2019/02/16,"Why Is It So Hard To Talk?? :( Ive gotten into this bad *habit?* where I simply don’t respond to anyone. I mean my mother asks me questions regarding school//college//work and immediately my heart begins to race. It’s as the the words themselves are triggering in a way.. Instead of answering back I don’t respond. She, along with everyone else (even me), is pretty fed up with being left hanging but I genuinely feel as though I can’t respond. 


I simply don’t know what to say. And if I do know what I want to say, I swallow it with me and I think that might be fear or anxiety stopping me from speaking out. I don’t know. Im really beginning to hate myself for this. Every thinks I’m just being rude (sometimes i roll my eyes as im thinking of how to go about answery) and they all say I have a horrible attitude. 


I wish I could explain whats going on in my brain, but even I cant decipher that muddled mess a good portion of the time. I guess im just feeling severely misunderstood and sad that I disappoint and anger everyone around me. 


Is it just me or does this happen to anyone else?? Do I genuinely have a bad attitude/personality?? I don’t even know if I’m overthinking it or if im actually victimizing myself.. Please help :( 


Sorry if this didn’t make much sense. Proves that I’ve never been good with words I guess. Thank you so much if you read this all. ",2.5910939393939394,4.452236538181818,4.4976590909090906,83.2251553030303,76.34545454545454,7.928787878787879,25.64015151515152,8.72156446121922,1.918251515151516,1068,39,217,23,24,364,147,275,0.228,0.684,0.08800000000000001,-0.9927,0,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,2,1,0,15,13,4,1,7,0,23,5,3,3,4,56,51,23,0,8,13,1,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,17,14,2,1,14,1,0,3,9,10,0,0,4,8,38,3,29,42,5,19,0,2,1,0,17,9,0,12,6,147,55,1,0.0,0.0,0.09964721236712602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811589453657196,0.0,0.0,0.14279907235061656,0.1046264727284935,0.0,0.090901903893313,0.09546153962193707,0.0,0.0,0.07851832157688017,0.17051958797715394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399148338383555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152863868360849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935946445789268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706040255020327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202333318495714,0.0,0.08603430816238432,0.1951460179918472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149051155218208,0.1032624437086832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606593958131582,0.1712944851779738,0.0,0.0,0.22497718324358312,0.0,0.09029787544201424,0.0,0.09147287366230578,0.10081509727362464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100397691719632,0.0684439540324414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4411967202950761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22447375860441027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094568843099513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06816098398410611,0.0,0.0,0.11123060661579492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832538045811246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15012908777802686,0.0,0.07875556748002037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08916082363755318,0.0,0.11208902122801093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388527092967327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438953286429965,0.0,0.102140278924532,0.0,0.06541597563833304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243612223306804,0.0,0.10334344907587112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153582245363374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099201770226048,0.11430674687913076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537074418404109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207427672964243,0.0,0.09401160497899813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19628898088750799,0.10032515603679723,0.0,0.05954270492968449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06022868413577396,0.08105226527756497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214078022158613,0.0,0.11742450324850555,0.0,0.0,0.07433922229259779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lilhomefry,2019/02/16,"Anxiety preventing me from going out and enjoying life I guess I just need to vent. I’ve attempted to talk to family members and one of my friends, but everyone thinks I’m overreacting. Maybe I am, but in my mind I’m not, and I’m very sad and overwhelmed.

I made plans to go out tonight to meet up with family that I haven’t seen in a long time. I was all in, until it got dark and I started getting anxious. I won’t go into details, but the past few Saturday nights have been a time for stressful, emergency situations for me, so as soon as it began getting dark and close to the time for me to leave tonight, I had a panic attack and little mental breakdown. 

I couldn’t stop crying, because I do want to go out and see everyone, but I’m afraid that if I leave the house, something bad would happen (specifically to my pet, which is what last week’s emergency had to do with, having to put a different pet to sleep in the middle of the night). I know it’s irrational, and it sounds so silly writing it down, but I texted them saying I couldn’t come and everyone was very understanding. It doesn’t stop me from feeling ashamed, upset, and guilty, though.

I don’t really know why I’m writing this here, everyone just seems very supportive, and I needed to try talking to like-minded people who might have gone through / are going through similar experiences. 

Anxiety sucks :( and I hate missing out on things because of it.",7.393178571428571,6.218236532142857,7.760714285714287,75.04428571428572,64.03571428571428,11.428571428571427,35.714285714285715,10.608840637214634,3.5964285714285715,1119,44,220,24,14,369,154,280,0.255,0.6990000000000001,0.046,-0.9966,1,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,1,2,7,16,3,6,9,0,21,2,1,1,1,53,56,25,0,7,9,0,1,0,1,3,1,2,2,0,14,22,0,3,6,0,0,8,7,12,0,1,10,5,26,4,41,41,2,41,0,3,2,0,9,15,1,4,18,141,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15308580318672604,0.11303529558297548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382864342117807,0.0,0.0,0.08354294679532502,0.12198695245038685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618976217352198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990729941444773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453768231520867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824328592817549,0.0,0.0978743961877002,0.18864861086381365,0.0,0.05059154167007244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730335619182466,0.0,0.10455071888816746,0.0,0.284321899032808,0.0,0.08002427420577128,0.0,0.11022344748099512,0.0,0.08847957813261649,0.0,0.0,0.09878501827982794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545169620554555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997680380594994,0.08155935174031416,0.0,0.21189064274498948,0.0,0.0,0.07067282153979113,0.048882521809885816,0.10028283715621206,0.0,0.0885467994885359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467582138129878,0.0,0.0,0.1005201409823372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083335649222926,0.10614406947086827,0.202056960020716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838116268874593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877923790645446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780083221511718,0.0,0.0,0.11739467222706333,0.0,0.0,0.09551519217946172,0.06936653618207482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005843564759471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06409871660081347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956889587424963,0.0,0.0,0.07973202714142327,0.09108762376215936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246762908527784,0.10012869807291963,0.0,0.0,0.07702833468003048,0.0,0.0,0.07082046216478954,0.0,0.0,0.16730332564960698,0.11461431225738053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354286069830445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16084315040704786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664730517856501,0.06411212569506762,0.09830494282144024,0.0,0.17503114178261436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679317538709304,0.0,0.0,0.10416228116836704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476711215851889,0.05901587980592049,0.0,0.08025923966110422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902853729714974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107722315778635,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IAMTHESmoothOperator,2019/02/16,"Anxiety and Pickup Just wanted to let you guys know I've been through a serious panic attack disorder and agrophobia and now have manged to overcome this to the point where I can practice things like cold approaching random women for dates.

Of course I still struggle with anxiety and panic attacks from time to time but I've mostly overcome this.

It is doable people. You can do It.",4.272555331991954,7.03754390140845,4.486841046277668,80.95971830985918,74.77464788732395,7.437424547283702,27.044265593561374,8.418075326091056,2.2993364185110656,311,12,51,6,7,97,53,71,0.213,0.763,0.024,-0.836,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,4,7,2,3,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,11,9,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,1,4,1,9,7,1,8,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,6,37,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250254332153509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4833525169562177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24346969814346126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21034472600436596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167490961166018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172298795935856,0.0,0.1037853445399999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4984950061141121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14727615496602836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20082038642610994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696514114581135,0.0,0.0,0.2220839013888081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14113282880597494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477459111157456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530007029526832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,eskimo600,2019/02/16,"What is wrong with me? Alright first I’m gonna explain my history with some sort of anxiety or health issue. I don’t know what’s wrong with me and whether I should see a doctor or not. Bare with me, this is a long story.

When I was 2 years old, I got cut and my mom picked me up and brought me to the sink to wash it off. When I saw the blood, I passed out in her arms and started seizing. Fast forward 10 years to fifth grade, I passed out in Target for no reason and started seizing again. Doctors said I was dehydrated. Then in 6th grade I fainted in class because my teacher explained how she got her blood drawn. A few months later, I passed out because I saw someone get their ears pierced at Claire’s. Obviously I have a phobia. I haven’t passed out since then though. I got a lot tougher and haven’t been in those situations really. But what I HAVE noticed is that even in the most random situations (in a store, walking in the hallway, wherever), I will feel that “faint” feeling again. That feeling where you don’t feel 100% aware or conscious, but you’re still acting and functioning fine. I can go days without this feeling, but somehow it will always creep back. The other thing is, I’m not shy at all. I’m outgoing and talkative and don’t fear talking to people/social situations that much, but I will still feel these random little episodes out of nowhere.

I got used to it, but then something really bad happened.

Now I’m a senior in high school. Last night, I smoked out of a dab pen more than I ever have (literally 2 HITS) and I had a panic attack. I felt that same feeling in 5th grade when I was about to pass out. I got out of the high and went to work today feeling 100% fine. But then randomly, out of nowhere at 4:00 ish I felt light headed and dizzy and like I was gonna faint right away. I was sweating and had to lay down on a couch and put ice on my neck. I was picked up from work and I should’ve gone to the hospital but I went home and went to bed instead.  What is going on? Do I have anxiety? Did the weed trigger the anxiety and make it even worse? Why did I have a random panic attack at work the next day?",2.366099858400542,4.006081091116176,3.4714658622175705,91.30651295942872,76.35763097949886,6.386037062119068,24.165548236163268,7.113659591113569,0.7788054054054054,1665,54,365,18,37,537,215,439,0.118,0.828,0.054000000000000006,-0.9861,0,0,2,0,0,0,53.0,0,1,1,4,18,13,3,3,21,1,32,14,7,7,3,80,74,38,0,1,14,1,10,1,0,6,7,2,3,0,19,31,0,0,15,0,1,16,9,9,0,1,26,16,47,4,55,41,8,83,0,0,3,0,10,37,0,12,33,236,66,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049837928455405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19444426077576804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19277490979480216,0.07960236921842619,0.06514865758945156,0.0707422294969755,0.1032957217444574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092818395680604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17344021987184344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192074937319338,0.07663903935796303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533971022390923,0.3427179517809719,0.0,0.16269947822991512,0.0,0.0,0.07206744255153183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04426556180607693,0.0,0.0963028756056296,0.0,0.3388134958336396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492245440405497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695277678744151,0.09005921398248902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790342242245288,0.08498655574263664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884313796021614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046562903228951694,0.06906256721555717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041392585597176484,0.08491718035866028,0.0,0.07497937588899133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07203056583354113,0.0,0.0,0.05655490995426676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922944791647123,0.06762706281263364,0.0,0.062282969996313116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010649984927226,0.0795091152944011,0.0,0.0,0.09646051055911914,0.08890512970412984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19881417074634133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517249992461629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855461278725408,0.08711189543817853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235508950365227,0.08059332508336788,0.0,0.0,0.08574670016812101,0.06751523113155587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07008578533549219,0.285704938582918,0.0,0.0,0.07178761683393298,0.06522580706968169,0.0,0.0,0.11993824924125768,0.0,0.1353237415472529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809912443589222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05628783835343405,0.0,0.08324234531490735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030984004264748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317560408860692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23562408199254695,0.07645155958668083,0.0,0.0,0.08167233083625854,0.0,0.18504345640645864,0.0,0.08634249348925307,0.0,0.18526800473909505,0.0,0.1091208512849175
anxiety,Saintwalkr81,2019/02/16,"At wifes work party, stubbornly sitting alone in the corner... She's great about it, but I'm an ass for not stepping up and bring present for her in front of her work friends. We are in downtown Detroit (I never go to the city because of the stress) and the place is nice but I've been having a rough time not letting the anxiety take over.

She went with her friends to watch them bowl, but there want much space left and I volunteered to sit in the vip room so not to take up space for those playing.

I'm content being alone in the corner, I just feel bad if it makes her look bad.",4.960928571428575,4.718707616666666,4.862380952380953,90.735,68.66666666666666,7.857142857142858,28.809523809523807,6.868970318607317,1.1814523809523814,454,14,103,3,7,140,79,120,0.138,0.679,0.182,0.6516,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,1,2,4,9,1,1,9,0,6,1,1,1,1,18,17,8,0,2,8,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,1,1,1,0,5,4,4,0,0,2,4,11,5,20,13,1,26,0,0,2,1,11,16,1,1,3,64,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41376405183283854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528091393728182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33356785631888564,0.12176649193210645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100022054583536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30865459982320315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352322368666505,0.0,0.0,0.2202264292920632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170302889935924,0.20425915977327866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16774071926081244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333354929007356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684013307590107,0.0,0.15406045797511192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086975138658872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288143518376419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30037612172319045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11647654488517666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781844710279901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18517138557415586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908425397307112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Darkmaster069,2019/02/16,I need help Right now I feel like my body is not my own...k feel like I'm just watching as my body does what all the regular motions do and I cant seem to break out of this thought. Please I need to know of this is common with Anxiety. ,-0.04490566037735634,1.4881890377358502,1.9024905660377376,100.30241509433964,83.15094339622641,5.749433962264153,20.033962264150947,6.742157984588678,-0.1104158490566034,181,5,48,2,5,60,39,53,0.032,0.778,0.19,0.8074,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,4,2,2,0,1,13,12,2,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,7,2,7,11,1,6,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,4,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874850150462708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5444557682764379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144705714221976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478389440112372,0.35016944166872715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642715074534647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346891892460421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23946676037221906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634464325258199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26902350611394044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20929640695196705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231110156014557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19456561074095616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,divine_irony,2019/02/16,"Some thoughts. I've been trying to make progress but on nights like tonight I get so frustrated with myself. For the sake of giving background, my passion is metal. I have the long hair, wear the brutal shirts, all that. However there's more to me than just that. I've taken to really like dancing, but every time I go out on my own there's always a sinking feeling that I don't belong there and no matter what I do to get that feeling to go away it stays. It's even more frustrating because I get that feeling at metal shows too, where I generally am around people who are like me. I never feel like I belong in any group, regardless of the shared interests. I don't expect anyone to see this, I just needed an outlet.",3.1156250000000014,4.885502645833338,4.249722222222221,85.96750000000002,74.625,6.7444444444444445,23.805555555555557,7.492282038375204,1.0825805555555554,567,17,111,7,12,185,94,144,0.117,0.672,0.211,0.8485,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,10,10,3,0,6,0,8,4,3,1,2,22,23,4,0,3,4,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,5,2,0,3,4,3,0,0,3,6,16,7,18,20,5,17,0,0,1,1,4,8,0,1,9,77,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655156461041006,0.0,0.0,0.1352710081605869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908803614925333,0.0,0.0,0.17707912364732506,0.0,0.0,0.18688993571646084,0.0,0.0,0.12125851897469912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313834114553744,0.0,0.1675969285624571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4023155127548433,0.14210700323759815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117792126647824,0.19082019640014952,0.22609927829987625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3887249958687781,0.0,0.0,0.17603610140676906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277925757210418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749511869885354,0.15341776436363153,0.0,0.0,0.1866709947472727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379046410273134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12743191443125446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585118298606834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120200380028633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15791861073729782,0.11599063998609405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505221173703774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mothairmout,2019/02/16,"Bipolar? Hypochondria? What’s going on? Hi there,

Currently I’m in the competition for the job I’ve been waiting for all of my life with a specific law enforcement agency. I’m working a dead end job to give me something to do while I proceed through the competition. The prospect of a psych test as part of the competition is nerve wracking and makes me quite anxious. I have a history of occasional hypochondria. On one occasion it arose after finding a bunch of swollen lymph nodes throughout my body and another a painful, abnormal mole.  The monotony of the job seems to have brought my anxiety to the forefront and only exacerbates this. I recently began obsessing over whether I could be in the early stages of schizophrenia. I realized this was probably not accurate after extensive research, felt happy and relieved for about a day and then began wondering if I could perhaps be bipolar. This is because these times of high anxiety and doubt seem to fluctuate, especially when I become fixed on “what if’s” or whether I could have a psychological disorder that disqualifies me from getting my dream job. Further, I was reading about Hypomania and depression and have certainly experienced a depressive episode about two years ago. It lasted about 10 days and made it hard to get out of bed in the morning. I don’t recall experiencing mania, but there are times when I’m anxious and obsess about facial acne or other flaws. I read an article about a girl who had that as one of her Hypomanic symptoms, so now I’m wondering if I actually was hypomanic. Further, I fluctuate between being confident and non confident, and often, especially when concerned about health related disorders, become anxious and down on myself. I’m wondering if this could be caused by bipolar disorder or if my anxiety about possibly having bipolar disorder or another ailment is the primary cause. Essentially, could I be prone to hypochondria? Or am I bipolar and the symptoms manifest themselves in the form of hypochondria? Or, am I just stressed out and being hard on myself? My most concerning feature is that every few months I find something else to obsess and become anxious about, though never deeply depressed. Once again, I’m not sure if this is because bipolar is manifesting itself in this way or because I’m just anxious. 

On the other hand...... I’ve been very successful, having done very well in University on a consistent basis, am in excellent physical condition, and also was part of a fairly elite unit for years in a role that was very mentally and physically demanding. . I’m not sure this would be possible if I truly had BPD. Secondly, my girlfriend of two years thinks I’m being ridiculous, as she says I’m one of the most stable people she knows. She says I’ve just found another health thing to latch onto. However, she doesn’t know what’s going on in my head and the more reading I do, the more I’m convinced there could be an issue here.

I could just use some thoughts and insight.

Thanks",6.671200930503055,8.290178276243099,7.1070199670446845,69.5599134922943,65.50092081031308,10.651332751768924,37.678055636328395,10.7147104948084,4.6107377532228355,2416,127,386,67,38,788,260,543,0.109,0.802,0.08900000000000001,0.4738,6,0,2,0,0,0,58.0,0,0,0,5,27,20,1,5,32,0,47,18,4,5,5,87,82,48,1,15,24,0,4,0,1,1,14,2,1,1,23,23,0,1,15,4,0,3,6,10,1,6,17,8,38,10,68,48,11,57,0,3,0,0,13,25,0,24,27,286,61,13,0.0,0.0,0.060956213869080574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05537089452357975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049952733582662494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19649801282264534,0.1433552146868699,0.3528347878156107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423309930439406,0.2069609650346541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938383273769977,0.07867168649784048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833622780153528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491090129466366,0.0,0.0,0.08056870133452512,0.0,0.16140140931298244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863583156294355,0.0,0.0,0.06392273698684026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05218096531950138,0.0,0.05532489081621602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052628925223750726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05997559027465482,0.0,0.11418260385394828,0.0,0.0,0.06848895684978848,0.0,0.0,0.06527010970267608,0.059921514873003026,0.07099988116043396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06649448266830782,0.11191161132809348,0.0,0.06410646389999587,0.13279340725699004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659970357253224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06519657282424546,0.2479449925850674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865756759494104,0.050916798009429325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044120431346186297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059105296582018074,0.04169545156922868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06294939250467171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049858463651582884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048176372430832566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652251471626494,0.12698241973870178,0.04750696762510166,0.06646649302891144,0.0,0.0,0.1352856497445324,0.0,0.04330492869342748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14083838194339204,0.0,0.0,0.06734715500613772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06643854566995322,0.1874438192159199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06167602895227305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934834724930533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373043167444133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617624648105677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155272401845386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774385770959675,0.12984879382020365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05750879892316861,0.0,0.0,0.04149855140605909,0.04002464566374603,0.061370925714379534,0.04958973190749505,0.07284695215889031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203722480831188,0.0,0.0,0.053949159476919535,0.0,0.1546189394770354,0.0,0.04958130889432325,0.0,0.0,0.05616296969372165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20321983194902976,0.04547480481675422,0.0,0.0,0.04437289577924985,0.0,0.0,0.12067501761445265
anxiety,PuppyPawInMyPocket,2019/02/16,"Why do I hate the grocery store so much? I hate the grocery store. I love cooking. I love eating healthy. I love having groceries and even making grocery lists is fine with me. I like parks and places with people are fine. I like concerts. 

BUT I HATE THE GROCERY STORE. 
I will put it off for weeks at a time. I will send my s/o if he is so willing. I have so much anxiety about going to/being at the grocery store. 

Anyone else? ",-0.7316883116883126,1.4079370000000004,1.0750649350649368,98.55045454545456,99.45454545454544,2.9688311688311693,18.785714285714285,4.65589566412798,-0.6211876623376629,328,11,71,1,14,106,54,88,0.145,0.677,0.17800000000000002,-0.4073,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,5,10,3,0,5,0,9,5,0,1,0,7,17,7,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,4,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,13,7,7,14,2,9,0,0,0,3,5,4,0,1,4,45,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286082466048072,0.0,0.0,0.13057773554145094,0.19134421059867712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910886430121088,0.15600302549314982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334452933927355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613253513865452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5531215389715732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18247015025230628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5056389539083588,0.0,0.1246549686130822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27456083570102857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946674814417475,0.0,0.19511070514396345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18773215824030826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889358662836468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979705401712534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16850998027236525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thebluemonkey,2019/02/16,"So I traveled 2 hours to London with a rail replacement and did a 5 hour training course. I dislike London, I really hate rail replacement services and new places get my anxiety real high. 

Did it though, just need to get home now :)

Also we've got a cool new thing for our flat and knowledge on how to make more :)",3.3061290322580628,4.953183806451618,4.281483870967743,86.45222580645166,73.83870967741936,7.540645161290323,25.30322580645161,8.238735603445708,1.5358606451612906,244,8,49,4,5,79,48,62,0.126,0.747,0.127,0.0018,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,6,2,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,2,0,10,8,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,5,1,6,5,1,9,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,5,28,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841263449259037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17613631803006996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405863677626179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18414746133500948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273186544296193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24326582536146785,0.2309538828892625,0.0,0.4534886638607948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15368990937748628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17072328796640945,0.0,0.4447429076751508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405563687174695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26206850768457496,0.1475004435094366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15296413313343474,0.0,0.22621393117172364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cookiekarma,2019/02/16,"Mom here.... I need help talking to my anxiety ridden 17 year old daughter. If this isn't the place to ask for advice than maybe someone can direct me to another sub. 

Obviously ...she's my girl and I love her more than life. So do her father and brothers...She's had anxiety for years and I have had her in therapy 2 separate times. The last time was at her request. We are open... she usually talks to me and there's nothing we cannot discuss. My big concern right now is school related. She struggles with Science and Math, but excels in English and social studies. She shuts me down every time I want to discuss school, grades ...graduating (she's a junior) and what her ambitions are. She yells ""OK, OK"" or ""I know"" loudly ..which I know is the anxiety talking... But..we still need to have these conversations... I just want to help and maybe motivate or something. We are meeting with her guidance counselor next week and it would help if I knew what her thoughts for her future were before the meeting. I'm not talking her entire future here...I just want to know where she sees herself in the near future...community college? Well, you get the idea...",2.1097272727272696,4.730581427272732,3.289272727272728,87.15390909090912,82.45454545454547,6.065454545454546,25.61818181818181,7.404127859558343,1.4822236363636367,894,37,170,14,25,288,127,220,0.029,0.8390000000000001,0.132,0.9702,0,0,1,0,0,0,57.0,3,1,0,2,9,6,0,1,7,2,16,2,0,1,1,37,31,15,0,8,8,3,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,6,15,0,0,7,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,6,3,35,5,21,24,1,27,0,0,1,1,41,12,0,4,14,110,41,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157572453213765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045871615542964,0.2855286472405446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631010749457775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586697949243004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048239916328462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06500107501967971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25017584094268536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14044803544127107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20512371078753608,0.10141385152404912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787714563061325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228831109243262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24998076701780225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571193779120786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845025111258234,0.0,0.0,0.13231548674616014,0.0,0.0,0.1193783956586566,0.0,0.13055135346184962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998593989243926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624870461345584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25182681357284165,0.0991416899435082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682420034449485,0.10541540820715163,0.09577982082616394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935702064272868,0.0,0.0,0.13006431591141498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3999963959001869,0.0,0.0,0.14227802199744188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987706592989756,0.2176400602268748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13702422261760056,0.0,0.22014744641136214,0.0,0.09979724508282298,0.0,0.11186294685329516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837999324732843,0.0,0.0,0.16023681505852905
anxiety,thenewone738,2019/02/16,"Anxiety being horrible in the morning/day and almost gone at night? This year I started suffering from anxiety. With this comes extremely painful headaches and stomachaches so bad I can barely eat without puking. However, later at night these go away almost all the way and I can actually function and do stuff. It’s useless though if I can only function normally at past 6pm and am in pain the whole day.

Anyone have advice for this? I’m going in for an appointment soon and have the option of trying meds to solve this. It’s really ruining my life.",4.365277777777782,6.6281250576923085,5.482051282051284,76.34072649572651,72.46153846153845,8.852991452991454,29.824786324786324,9.444778638647367,3.1465119658119662,442,19,74,11,9,146,74,104,0.231,0.735,0.034,-0.9704,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,5,0,8,4,0,0,1,15,14,9,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,8,8,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,6,0,0,1,0,5,0,14,12,2,20,0,3,0,0,0,7,0,4,8,52,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.16692878159684307,0.0,0.0,0.1671567480185525,0.0,0.0,0.34258149783664404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26171913470685954,0.0,0.0,0.11960833923193555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16071543929358353,0.0,0.14282701132948394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735206993119873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206376396260105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17503592891995845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19443339576645952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082393870400547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19000784212581004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210543233285059,0.16760137337852274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009797885497354,0.36403739648794575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329504714474846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958469234487273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107634863241035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195821480692093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16806447127727855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613774414165183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577856888359488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909811195083008,0.0,0.1648946464452945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015630390487044
anxiety,ur_mom_isthebiggay,2019/02/16,"been getting a lot of depersonalization today..... 13, basically 14 tomorrow, and I've been getting a lot of depersonalization and right now, I think I just got a small attack. Is there any way I can stop this before next fall (for high school) I just dont like this feeling, any way I can grow with this? Am I fine?",1.4587327188940122,3.903919112903228,3.6610599078341046,84.59016129032258,83.6774193548387,6.123502304147466,20.147465437788018,7.447530270364453,0.5760755760368661,243,7,52,4,7,83,42,62,0.136,0.804,0.06,-0.6536,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,10,12,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,1,6,2,4,9,2,12,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,6,31,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31294677240710433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617677788799807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19579501875365546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696711703810685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163436117224684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24043165798257204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18402904476176768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24310939254823602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241343809114854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912393215441709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447100439917238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965009978756473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328697575134533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19237082441757197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14743642933857165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181044044844595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652794933764124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FrozenClorox,2019/02/16,"How to be better for my girlfriend who has severe anxiety? My girlfriend has severe anxiety and I don't. I am generally a very calm person and even very serious things won't get me emotional. She, on the other hand, will get very upset over seemingly very small things.

An example for context: On Valentines we were going on a date. We went to a Bostone Pizza because of the heart shaped pizza she wanted, and when we got there it looked crowded. She didn't want to go in and she said she wanted to go to the other one (the other BP in our town is on the other side of town, about 20 minute drive). 

I was frustrated she didn't even want to go in and just wanted to go to the other one and I expressed that. I said ""Why would we drive another 20 mins to the same restaurant, just for it to possibly be just as crowded?"". To this she broke down crying and said she didn't even want to go anymore. Eventually I apologized profusely and we ended up having a good Valentines day. 

Can anyone relate? How should I go about avoiding this in the future? She gets very emotional over everything in life and its very difficult to handle sometimes. Should I approach everything passively? I just need some advice ",3.5382188841201696,5.557450493562236,4.6530708154506435,82.45231008583694,74.10729613733906,7.750128755364808,25.813090128755363,8.548686976883017,1.9346396566523605,947,33,176,18,20,310,119,233,0.151,0.792,0.057,-0.9423,0,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,6,0,0,1,13,9,1,2,13,0,19,5,2,2,0,35,43,13,0,10,4,0,1,0,2,5,1,3,0,1,14,14,2,1,1,0,0,11,5,6,0,2,10,5,27,3,34,26,2,35,0,1,1,0,26,18,0,2,6,131,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956678897740496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265791238548187,0.1497882534070149,0.0,0.09709165331927146,0.06845477403298092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596796442440209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658562857240469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753983761571588,0.06313815516859933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202512771103502,0.08671137757418966,0.0,0.0,0.19398839738901788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17597451689323348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15344796103272149,0.0,0.3894764353384261,0.08211485609068361,0.07830050869462904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601335723835253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915049130244152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221232534401303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07259247668622665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132680732316595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548352498701389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036885869508048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793792940224769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912554780593925,0.0,0.22120091015974327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682675996617847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300823736537045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4846723072857567,0.3464678778328539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075536496033533,0.08834057792482575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954618189408045,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,squidward4comminism,2019/02/16,"Does this have to anyone else? Sometimes I get like really squirmy and scarred/lonely? I don't really know what to do to help it, I want to hug people but I don't have anyone to hug :( any advice",0.016585365853657663,2.246052121951223,2.2860487804878065,93.27785365853659,88.75609756097559,5.231219512195122,15.517073170731704,6.742157984588678,-0.2429843902439024,151,3,33,2,5,51,27,41,0.087,0.657,0.256,0.6662,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,4,8,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,5,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001729652797336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20889308984605726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4295751177864449,0.31474244619439085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688154890501089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566096653973149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16048899161501548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20589643287783646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16881822077893768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15007274395232206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21296009366699067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3935750418735937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038091017385517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811828582346948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LumpySpacePrincessx,2019/02/16,"Currently at the movies Alone! And I haven’t left yet!! 

Probably helps that there aren’t that many people in the theater haha.  Although I’m particularly proud of myself for going on a Saturday.

Edit: And no the movie hasn’t started yet 🙂",1.857681159420288,4.626326652173916,3.817391304347826,81.34898550724641,86.82608695652176,6.544927536231885,22.88405797101449,7.793537801064563,1.6462144927536235,190,7,34,4,6,64,38,46,0.087,0.7070000000000001,0.205,0.7697,2,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,5,6,0,10,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,5,23,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4160348019947873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22829248543502026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692476438037065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.436442716124594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072556098881657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784846859298168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43309507430265054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843217385339533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,the_lone_researcher,2019/02/16,"Rant I’m so fucking sick of being in my room and hearing the parties all up and down my street. I’m sick of seeing and hearing all these kids actually enjoy their college experience. My social anxiety has actually been getting a bit better lately but that doesn’t even help much at this point because I have no friends and barely talk to anyone. It makes me sick that I’ve ruined my college social experience through my anxiety and past drug use to attempt to alleviate/escape it.

I volunteered today and felt great being involved with a group and talking to a few people, and now I’m home on a Saturday not doing anything but escaping through mindless media/tv/video games. The fleeting feeling of feeling good this morning has made me realize again just how much I am missing out on life, and how great it could have been. 

I’m so fucking sick of this.

I doubt anyone will read this but I felt the need to write this down and maybe someone can relate. ",6.515973320158103,6.8765108641304336,6.902114624505932,75.37094861660081,65.3586956521739,9.08221343873518,35.205533596837945,8.841846274778883,3.076039130434783,765,34,135,11,11,249,112,184,0.172,0.67,0.157,-0.4914,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,2,8,11,2,1,7,0,14,8,0,5,2,33,33,17,0,2,5,0,4,0,1,1,6,2,2,1,11,12,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,5,0,0,5,7,13,6,20,24,6,17,0,2,1,2,14,11,2,1,6,93,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.2555405773781206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003245280835316,0.0,0.0,0.1831007437673945,0.0,0.10774549521669076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981464699298407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157983005212784,0.1429433225983547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453817476250174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183900977238274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864790424187243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561523252923263,0.0,0.0,0.13240583384095747,0.0,0.2514296081494809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115737727496328,0.2420881841193245,0.06840632176884369,0.0,0.0,0.10981915751641264,0.0,0.2887049537777929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951387060438385,0.0,0.08776064636436183,0.0,0.13133500267375933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769647171668954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248081356062604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389058191108555,0.08739781469143,0.0,0.13153832286208236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19249948323042085,0.0970840723742766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12498896305113152,0.09077143886761313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377261909134472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096696450360512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433547969674756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669364177197129,0.1109378626588744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21047561256519046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410778345543365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308280556438262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,problematicnash,2019/02/16,"Technology-induced Anxiety? I put an insane amount of pressure on myself to succeed and be very productive. 

When I get distracted by television or scrolling mindlessly on my phone or whatever else, it gives my intense feelings on inadequacy. I think about all the hours and days of my life I’ve lost to distractions. 

I also think because of the pressure I put on myself, it is easier to distract myself from the things I need to do and want to do, and distract myself with food or entertainment. And then I have anxiety about that, it’s like an endless cycle.

I go to counseling every other week and I have been prescribed Xanax, but haven’t taken it yet. I’m scared it will make me a zombie and sleepy and I will get even less done.

What if my anxiety is what’s driving me? ",3.681630769230772,5.781553173333336,5.036666666666665,79.50346153846154,73.93333333333334,8.348717948717951,28.871794871794872,9.057496981413335,2.644964102564103,616,26,113,14,13,205,91,150,0.158,0.775,0.068,-0.8504,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,6,11,0,7,6,0,12,3,0,1,1,21,25,16,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,10,9,1,0,3,1,0,4,1,8,0,0,4,1,20,3,18,18,3,14,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,4,7,86,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583915065136264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4472298770451955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879222547057446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256763853000983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19942181988609145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627906369148472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12871118638647233,0.0,0.16418815184540778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853319071020283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23564012090565084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036252619119258,0.1869390784810392,0.11075030716867497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19190976781331087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376439296556902,0.09520466633137556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21272592076605415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300786421992502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444951954257268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3918005758251221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951009711763071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946436642311698,0.2497323504844105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16078989392937335,0.11494061552362347,0.0,0.1563146468110414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fornax2501,2019/02/16,"Anxiety has taken everything from me. My confidence is next to nothing. I question every single thing I do. I can't stop my inner voice going 'you're stupid, you're pathetic,' again and again on a loop. 

My only solace was the fact that I could finish uni, get a job and get away from the grip of my narcissist father and bipolar mother. But, due to extreme anxiety during exams (literally blacking out, panic attacks, etc) I fucked up lots of my exams, had to extend my semesters, fucked it up again, and now I'm being kicked out of my uni. 

Everything is fucked. I don't know what else to do. This is like the worst thing that could happen to a kid from an Indian family lmao. Sadly it's really difficult to get pentobarbitals around here :/ ",3.631829836829837,5.564694041958043,5.230926573426577,78.7843385780886,73.61538461538461,8.403030303030304,23.804778554778558,9.075114841892004,1.9945296037296043,580,17,106,13,12,196,92,143,0.234,0.685,0.081,-0.9776,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,6,10,5,1,7,0,13,4,0,0,1,15,24,5,0,2,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,8,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,9,0,0,3,3,14,1,19,18,4,17,0,1,1,3,4,8,3,2,9,75,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25404888995857056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14781580570907374,0.0,0.1889008641210676,0.15600532608160425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651478329766439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870980918282744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18518475871959214,0.0,0.0,0.13990059652184136,0.0,0.2984621935355847,0.0,0.15653303305898522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4605195008018826,0.260255949849691,0.0,0.09436755249223633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468335935839601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16477465680602754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125433040323784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112150274986381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116604846106634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17659140084744912,0.0,0.0,0.15932525087351496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628517647736726,0.0,0.194818758797365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860090959686144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637307615222187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882157353225197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22062666382857998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,70x1cNature,2019/02/16,"In my own house I have a problem where I don’t like when people have the possibility of looking at me (and I guess judging me? I never really think of it that way but I dunno), I just hate when someone is facing in a direction where all they have to do is move their eyes to look at me, and this includes in my house. 

What makes this worse it that my house is very open, which means the only thing separating the kitchen and the living room is just a counter, meaning anyone can easily look at me. At the moment, my sister and her boyfriend literally LIVE in the living room, it’s where their bed is because we moved without them and then they had a baby and moved back with us in the new house. 

Them constantly being out there makes me too nervous to even leave my room to try and find something for lunch. If it’s not something I haven’t already made a routine for myself, I’m anxious about. I once ducked behind the counter because my sister suddenly showed signs of life while I was making myself a sandwich. And there’s no way I can actually feel comfortable enough to COOK. 

I don’t really know why I made this post... but honestly it’s just so stupid and bad. I’m sick right now and just want to go get something for lunch but I’d also really not if either of them are conscience in the living room...
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anxiety,Gib1997,2019/02/16,"Feel like I’m freefalling I don’t really know if this is the right place to post, sorry if it’s not, and I apologise in advance for the excessive length.

A little background - I’m 21, fairly normal family, great friends and wonderful girlfriend (whom I live with). Past issues with anxiety, been medicated for it a few years. Since I was 16 or so I’ve wanted to be a teacher, and I’ve been studying it for the past few years.

I’m on my final year of training. For those who don’t know, how my course works is you go on a placement at a school for a set time, then you get a visit from your tutor (formally called an observed lesson, usually called a crit)  and if you pass, that’s it; if not, you get a second visit. This semester, I was on my final year placement, and everything just went to shit. I had been on a ‘serial week’ in December and got the impression my teacher didn’t like me very much, or at the very least didn’t want me around. When it came to planning what I was doing the next semester, I wasn’t given much guidance, on the grounds that it should be me showing I can do it (fair enough to an extent, but it was all stuff I’d never done before and needed to know what the kids were used to).  It wasn’t a great environment and the deputy head of the school terrified me. The second week (of ten), I was there, she watched one of my lessons, then the next day I was called in to a meeting with her and my teacher and she kinda skewered me, was asking all sorts of things like if I’d had issues on previous placements and if I’d ever had to have a second visit (and seemed rather surprised when I said no), and told me that I would really struggle in my first year after qualifying. She was acting like I wasn’t doing enough work at home, saying how in my final year I really need to ‘pull out all the stops’ and how I need to be on top of things, but she didn’t even ask to see any of my work, which I’d kept in school for that particular reason. There was a few more things, and some bits I’ll admit she was right in, but I was bloody terrified. My teacher gave me the rest of the day off to plan, and I spent a lot of it hiding in the corner of the bathroom. I met with the module leader at the end of the day, talked with her, and decided to persevere. 

The next couple days I got good feedback from my teacher and I was feeling better. Monday, everything seemed normal. Saw my doctor and she doubled my dosage of anxiety meds. The next day, she came and said the uni had been in contact and wanted to send someone out to see how I was doing. I was kinda scared at this because the module leader had said it was an option, but would only happen at my request. I emailed the uni, and turns out that on the Friday the deputy head had submitted a formal ‘Cause for Concern’ document about me without telling me, despite the fact that the form requires it to be discussed with the student in question. I just lost it, I felt sick and wanted to run out the door. I decided then and there I wasn’t going back. I just couldn’t face it anymore. I wasn’t sleeping, I was going in terrified, I was constantly looking over my shoulder and wondering who was ‘on my side’ at the school, and who had heard all about how horrible I was. 

So I left. I get to go on ‘retrieval’ placement in September, but my student finance ends in April and it scares me because I won’t be able to work during placement, and now my provisional year teaching won’t begin until August 2020. I’m scared of running out of money; I’ve got a job now that I’m hoping will help me survive, but it’s risky. 

My friends and family have been very supportive, and I’ve been trying to stay positive, but I’m just down. I feel like a failure and like everything I’ve worked for has fallen apart. I just want to hide in the corner most of the time. I just don’t feel good. I’m sorry, I just feel like I’ve lost everything and I’m losing control. ",5.18186761357476,4.841204874064843,6.0110614767429285,83.01949365716146,68.21446384039899,9.018800824026886,29.155480863059744,8.522441849386874,1.9236991434457336,3047,94,644,41,46,1006,307,802,0.093,0.812,0.094,-0.2466,1,0,0,0,0,0,91.0,0,5,0,20,28,26,1,4,55,0,67,9,6,9,7,132,134,60,0,22,26,0,6,7,3,6,3,5,2,1,38,46,0,4,20,1,3,18,19,8,0,6,62,16,84,18,98,60,21,119,0,3,5,0,49,51,1,21,54,446,122,19,0.05525240449567734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037573529742743306,0.0,0.08453587641342324,0.0,0.05479553849573413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049186354191158264,0.10330707935421564,0.0,0.0,0.0424856885297844,0.0,0.06736270589257495,0.0,0.047015726693939525,0.0,0.0,0.04886626173740122,0.06032131546197812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16925664773774612,0.1263880626690935,0.0,0.05675943939234946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05970822048352336,0.06197026984921749,0.0,0.061135734656937626,0.0,0.17816614991166888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056553177246169074,0.0,0.0565423930241816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787446120132257,0.11418100748549688,0.0,0.036493692071557435,0.049978963126195035,0.0,0.0,0.19862919386042535,0.0,0.10417409924090283,0.0,0.13968637931007807,0.11841698643499295,0.05305097304993298,0.18157892522645733,0.0,0.046997667038319216,0.0,0.0,0.08537574130768988,0.0,0.08660130267028288,0.0,0.1256048590682188,0.09268619091679683,0.13257118583520394,0.1218319420292145,0.0,0.0,0.04885951882165943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340981466329575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0370345220627515,0.0,0.055422666714861735,0.054878104617352375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533831053626742,0.05482948587608523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109582960684247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0600318991509071,0.0,0.0,0.1889547375088469,0.05537742463214948,0.048788885440659145,0.0,0.04639810410270896,0.0618133076129432,0.1206290527812402,0.04697361845754221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061372965631724286,0.055660984681627806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123374945493002,0.12290687349860845,0.042614060549758255,0.0,0.23504623602406136,0.0,0.10827125041901232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037440459229738515,0.04202194338766451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548934406201653,0.0,0.0,0.05772700282314909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05291653033157627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06189533814196022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618831541582008,0.056808674096530315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437050309059858,0.15767306804611875,0.04393892972409444,0.16595188728020932,0.2236735325388779,0.08805802566025933,0.10059942783535623,0.0,0.0,0.05671579921642516,0.045705359961418036,0.0,0.05529230712141732,0.0,0.04681518302835777,0.0,0.0,0.1237010865038569,0.0,0.05889171162604857,0.0,0.04619348419728648,0.0,0.05776180976205667,0.06325078412559204,0.0,0.06269977385107824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04440978980974125,0.04829303687753042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012172729800296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443624277899264,0.0,0.0,0.05279604028539623,0.0,0.037512755789480025,0.060098749963941274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047720337430110726,0.06085271755107824,0.1367670606265264,0.1629464985599436,0.0,0.08864029222553965,0.0,0.0,0.05121953251764619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05326134624718056,0.1198377515315688,0.2011220426290732,0.0,0.0,0.07849944576959869,0.0,0.0,0.2490651588178389
anxiety,spider_lily,2019/02/16,"I can't stop the anxious feeling from happening and I can't make it go away, all I can do is wait until it passess I feel light-headed, my chest hurts, my stomach hurts, my hands are shaking. I can't stop this happening unless I never leave the house again. And look, I'm doing the right thing, I'm not running away, I'm facing the thing I'm scared of. But I just want to not be in pain, is that really such a bad thing? 


I can't make this feeling go away, because it's not just abstract anxiety, it's fear of an actual thing that's going to happen, and this fear won't go away until it's over. I'm trapped. ",1.4118181818181803,2.7585110909090953,3.3036363636363646,92.75045454545456,78.24242424242425,6.315151515151516,21.84848484848485,6.980632752743323,0.4167030303030304,472,13,110,5,11,159,71,132,0.187,0.6970000000000001,0.116,-0.9348,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,4,6,0,12,5,4,2,2,21,32,7,0,1,7,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,14,3,0,3,3,0,0,6,9,8,0,0,0,5,11,0,14,30,1,19,0,2,1,0,0,7,0,0,6,70,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.12370466975921166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697512561605784,0.14320873340340873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4764007776929791,0.0,0.10584375025201244,0.07727496470046337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852924639156339,0.19228906951931013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881746189406901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33629447114963884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009779385596584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627016364755266,0.27140980156834377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422617427168648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645094519875756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692336757630854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776923242891727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13488724197755772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120911233826232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825689375840213,0.0,0.0,0.1269142033576076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119629734844238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33686899309054075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476947226178257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fortcon,2019/02/16,"Waking up every morning and feel nauseated. This might sound stupid as I’m a 33/f. But I’m living at home and my parents have gone on vacation for about 13 days, and today is day 6.
I’ve always had anxiety, even as a kid I couldn’t sleep at friend’s houses or anywhere that wasn’t home. I’ve gotten better as an adult, when travelling I make sure to have my own room so if I can’t sleep I don’t have to have the anxiety of feeling bad that I’m waking anyone up by watching TV or doing whatever I can to fall asleep.
Anyway...even though I’m home alone, I don’t feel scared about that, I go to bed fine, I don’t sleep like I normally would, but it’s not a terrible night sleep. But when it comes to the morning, as soon as I open my eyes I need to go to the bathroom, and then it starts, I feel shaky (like chills, but I’m not cold) and then I start feeling like I want to vomit, and 3 out of 6 mornings, I have, just so I can feel a little better.
As the day goes on I feel better and basically back to normal by night, but then I go to sleep and wake up and it happens again.
On the second morning I went 2 the DR and explained everything and he prescribed me the lowest dose of Diazepam. I’ve taken it, but there is no difference at all, except that I feel really tired and spaced out during the day, probably due to lack of sleep and maybe the meds.

Has anyone experienced anything like this, and how do you try to stop this nausea from happening? I can deal with the lack of sleep, but it’s everything else that’s making it hell.

I know myself, and I know as soon as the get back I’ll be back to normal, and I hate feeling like I’m ruining their trip by telling them I feel this way.

Help!",2.8804972375690605,3.4662747624309422,4.464934806629834,88.84166740331493,73.47513812154696,7.670453038674033,23.596022099447516,7.839951260653429,0.9090946740331498,1312,33,302,17,25,442,174,362,0.126,0.7709999999999999,0.104,-0.872,2,1,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,1,2,3,17,19,3,2,16,0,23,16,12,3,2,65,60,43,0,10,14,1,10,5,1,2,4,1,5,2,16,21,0,1,13,2,0,9,9,8,0,1,6,15,33,11,46,50,4,47,1,1,2,0,12,15,1,5,27,186,49,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07894845491786898,0.0,0.0,0.0634271887642964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166272942018384,0.0,0.0,0.10659974849924968,0.0,0.06272854198024093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17584217869695073,0.06364658009797572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20225045717821336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06566303694364678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19664111252303856,0.07858696041747164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964126507330706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367809647538562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006947758115394,0.0,0.06422475623580279,0.0,0.13701629658479192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.385427942477668,0.10891354299412437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05889299384853203,0.0,0.03982559844530801,0.0,0.1299651296576923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481503281059282,0.0,0.0,0.0752586402515897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05109352719209704,0.0,0.2293864781667389,0.0,0.0,0.08795602635367665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378501981146834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862039501303563,0.07639974255579254,0.06731006925674962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176457914694187,0.0,0.07658053073189115,0.0,0.08467130433196601,0.0,0.0,0.08086507932325841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05652154920532745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14306824399196072,0.2240595977463717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464135401866281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218588152911865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048833136210840636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631678762645852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5339761897951757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079080973475829,0.0,0.0,0.06372940460613062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07184329270939814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662598719946121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489289829146703,0.0,0.0,0.08761202465769366,0.07225453174540554,0.0,0.0,0.05175330748788105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044960814350041775,0.060505652814526766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706634359428918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05414966014948962,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iwanttobebetter_jpeg,2019/02/16,"Anxiety with boyfriend Yesterday, my boyfriend came over to hang out, he jokingly tapped my brother under the chin and  my brother got upset. I got upset with my boyfriend and told him not to do it again. He apologized and got my brother some candy (he's younger) and my brother was like no big deal and such. But then my sister brought it up again today and told me they were all talking in the car and saying ""If her bf does something again, let her know and she'll say something."" And I instantly felt like shit and guilty, and my boyfriend feels guilty too and I'm having an awful anxiety attack right now. I know it may seem small but its actually making me panic because now I think they don't like him. What do I say? Or do? He's a great guy and we all get along but now I just feel super bad.",2.5560846560846566,4.363176283950619,3.345079365079364,91.69,76.28395061728395,6.3569664902998255,24.53439153439153,7.1686216300943375,0.8723354497354491,626,21,134,7,14,198,97,162,0.154,0.737,0.108,-0.4956,0,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,2,1,9,12,2,3,4,1,10,1,1,1,2,38,27,19,0,1,7,5,3,3,1,2,0,3,0,1,5,19,0,0,7,1,0,4,3,6,0,0,10,6,24,6,10,14,3,21,0,0,0,0,27,8,1,5,12,85,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.15153902586080245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23759032051402496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17666291263551587,0.0,0.0,0.12965928317713854,0.09466233487328896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17760849944845689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16009546685955575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358938787519903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570369080669057,0.0,0.14910116539009535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113175191141861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37259483038267815,0.17120595056000926,0.0,0.1537598777283984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17068482851732752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15879285570759274,0.0,0.2275981269833053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036561773209502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18219741622314825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261539968375394,0.0,0.37047457857312144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136867870180714,0.0,0.0,0.15940125643388794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390971121334771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481489093761243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950250235906503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14719519537400955,0.2967693402013837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,goblinboie,2019/02/16,"Depersonalisation/feeling of unreality? Most nights since January started I've been feeling anxious, really bad. This year has been terrible in terms of triggers and so was last one, especially towards the end. 
Now, recently I've start feeling very dissociated from myself and my surroundings. Like if I'm at home with the blinds shut and I can't see the sky and it's dark outside I'll begin thinking (more of an intrusive thought, really) that I'm the only thing that's real. Nothing I love is real, the world is like one huge bad trip. 
Then it goes away after a while, especially if I distract myself on the phone. I also have trouble falling and staying asleep because of a very strong feeling of impending doom. 
Has anyone experienced anything similar to this? I've seen it listed as a somewhat common symptom of anxiety, but not commonly discussed.  ",5.342307692307692,7.6652398974358995,6.63871794871795,68.8396153846154,69.8974358974359,9.158974358974358,35.07692307692308,9.661875296680813,3.9692846153846153,688,36,108,17,13,232,108,156,0.125,0.802,0.07400000000000001,-0.7769,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,3,10,0,1,10,0,9,4,1,1,0,20,22,13,0,2,4,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,8,6,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,6,0,2,5,7,7,4,16,17,4,28,1,1,3,1,3,10,0,4,17,69,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938853817385348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377381801831172,0.1827839004518012,0.0,0.11313181842930856,0.0,0.13314466725395369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201306207998605,0.0,0.27018650398940897,0.0986295955529326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433036039057284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272365244371842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622950007759209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188567652722016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809111577493648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602758550209094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518349792580649,0.0,0.15524802812998886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192748822788725,0.12305346781297928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683194941425247,0.20730185865972847,0.0,0.15975444493537422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289307984437492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338396701220621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22904067688799146,0.17245345542858745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16816843054476496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749035173174412,0.10367261252657428,0.0,0.1284482842030302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26699798146607345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419158941788999
anxiety,SkyRedFall,2019/02/16,"Why do I have really bad anxiety when going out in public? Explanation, recommendation or suggestions will be greatly appreciated.  I start perspirating and I feel very dreadful inside. My flight and fight instinct start kicking in and I try my best to fight this instinct. I even try to logically reason it out, however I start feeling self conscious because of my perspiration would starting to happen. Then I mentally lose control and feel so vulnerable that if someone attempts to have a conversation with me, I would start feeling frightened.

At this point, my flight and fight is in full action. I even can't talk to anyone without sweating bullets. I would avoid conversations and try to seclude my away from public view.

I seriously need a understanding of why this happens. Maybe a recommendation of therapy or maybe I need meds, but what meds?",6.221091476091478,9.013132148648651,6.868918918918919,66.09312889812892,68.72972972972973,9.41871101871102,35.70893970893971,9.851270322608157,4.261007692307691,690,36,103,18,13,226,92,148,0.14,0.809,0.051,-0.8334,1,1,0,0,3,0,16.0,0,0,0,4,4,10,3,2,3,0,10,3,3,2,0,29,25,13,0,6,5,0,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,6,9,0,2,8,0,0,2,2,8,0,0,0,5,18,2,19,20,2,18,0,1,1,0,10,9,0,3,7,73,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667835614402932,0.0,0.0,0.0883660083242501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873571640279428,0.0,0.10551984044854212,0.07703848291887773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326252721619775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174298707271524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16694214616526262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556008189728134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182318214240263,0.0,0.0,0.1393315167588285,0.0,0.0,0.2235102142226676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14138397143051673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25392614565792954,0.0,0.2807535773304863,0.0,0.12735868313357598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874144642137737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946748073109305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096059102684948,0.12993700330295185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183917788749944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107079151001617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4472528295194624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157735763004168,0.0,0.0,0.14452355742660672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574058530905686,0.0,0.0,0.1315633181646081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427458066331563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280718724018636,0.0,0.0,0.12182329253944425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269324612124697,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,valengrasstype,2019/02/16,After shitting myself in the pants countless times after therapy i can tell i dont anymore! that's it im so happy i wanted to share,-0.7992857142857126,1.1751890714285764,2.6082857142857168,86.33671428571432,104.71428571428572,3.6685714285714286,19.88571428571429,5.6839178017228535,0.38632,106,4,19,1,5,38,24,28,0.096,0.654,0.249,0.6633,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,4,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,3,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34075495951093826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.402692017448866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3657643896527186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711427007410513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526964128133901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003180966484021,0.0,0.3929320335453729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003536227762593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026618554850607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aloegreen,2019/02/16,Had a cold and now that I am better my anxiety made a comeback Like the title says I've been sick and now that i am feeling better all my anxiety and ocd compulsions are coming back. I was more concerned about my symptoms and relieving them so I wasn't as focused on my fears and rituals. I think i preferred the coughing and sore throat to be honest. ,3.0613145539906133,4.8870072676056395,4.4813380281690165,84.01008215962445,74.91549295774648,7.550234741784037,28.734741784037556,8.344100000000001,2.1712798122065724,280,12,54,5,6,93,49,71,0.183,0.62,0.197,0.2852,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,2,5,6,0,1,4,0,8,5,1,1,1,12,12,8,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,3,11,5,4,6,2,5,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,41,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4495670215485288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259415204659877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5197476071829299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531134426689029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306468603623927,0.14857216169431767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355328370355958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27803444960297685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336699470587692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054078061457049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18827805579541587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Andromeda33,2019/02/16,"I did something that scared me. Making this post because it was a post like this that inspired me, and maybe I can do that for someone else <3

I'm going to start off by saying I LOVED theater in high school. I went to almost every play my school put on but I was always too anxious to audition. 

Anyway, once I started college my anxiety got really bad. I managed to meet some people though. While talking with them I found out this girl had done theater at her school and wanted to audition and asked me to do come with. I almost said no, but I thought back to a post I saw on here about doing the things you want to even if it scares you, so I agreed.

Honestly right after that moment, I instantly regretted it. The next few days was a wave of anxious thoughts begging me to cancel, ultimately panic attacks followed. But I went.

I was insanely nervous, had zero acting experience,  and felt like canceling. I definitely stumbled my lines, but I did it though.

I ended up getting a character that had quite a few scenes and the directors liked my acting.

It's pretty insignificant tbh, but I'm happy I went through with it and you can too! Whatever it is you're too scarred to do, I hope this can be a least a little motivating! 


Thanks for reading
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anxiety,smackacow,2019/02/16,"Trouble sleeping home alone It is SO HARD for me to be alone in my apartment. I live with my really close friend and she often stays over at her boyfriends. Meanwhile my boyfriend is living across the country, and when I’m home  alone at night I just really miss him/feel extremely anxious. My chest gets tight, and I just can’t relax knowing I’m alone in our apartment. I mentioned to my roommate that I haven’t been able to sleep when I’m home alone, and she got very defensive and explained she isn’t not responsible for my feelings. I didn’t mean to blame her for my inability to sleep, but she really went off on me, which didn’t help. She is a close friend and we live together, but I don’t want to depend on her, but I also HATE being in an empty apartment. I’m planning to move to be with my boyfriend soon, but in the meantime I could use some encouragement/advice on what other people do to feel relaxed and comfortable when they are home alone. Thank you so much!!!! (Btw I also started seeing a therapist so hopefully she helps too) ",4.734596273291924,5.632312690821259,5.168699102829539,84.34054347826088,69.43478260869566,8.233126293995861,28.79537612146308,8.418075326091056,1.91364485852312,825,29,166,12,14,263,113,207,0.136,0.7,0.16399999999999998,0.9371,0,6,0,0,0,0,24.0,2,1,1,1,13,11,2,0,5,0,16,4,4,2,0,33,36,19,0,3,7,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,5,12,0,2,5,2,0,2,7,4,0,0,5,5,33,7,26,27,2,26,0,1,1,0,19,17,0,4,6,112,38,0,0.09870104301753957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644951691379568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.613347083334292,0.0,0.15786237688284346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150408447488462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880475147253906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971863895255824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251236199365564,0.0,0.05156722124134452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789402406129999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841674768312126,0.0974468458397692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231445721192567,0.0,0.3960207749509466,0.09803240626355177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05424351198716817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614644878142661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075143710483639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490358855778836,0.07255662330545593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262424267993996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842687560805695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18969124662505668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786519524178611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29631697119119843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986110625929494,0.10520217926504738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908706595072091,0.0,0.1145995183255894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524601092915969,0.0,0.08143869729891015,0.058216432427590364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149685572069492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jjtrips,2019/02/16,clonazepam Anyone know how this drug affects your mental health or personality or anything? I have bad social anxiety and overthinking and wanna cure everything I e tried everything else,8.062000000000001,11.815693200000002,7.583333333333332,58.50500000000002,67.0,10.666666666666668,36.66666666666667,10.504223727775694,5.518666666666667,156,8,18,5,3,49,26,30,0.172,0.828,0.0,-0.6369,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,8,2,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21696426867518373,0.0,0.0,0.19830980931506206,0.0,0.23339051684162285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368062090291748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32890270629158513,0.0,0.23692347022129676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5097887383660634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30146888503496017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15586707788891205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28581664653404737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476411876195316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289109202988768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19255558636552889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lord_Azungu,2019/02/16,"Tachycardia Anxiety/Panic Attacks  

I have Sinus node Tachycardia which makes my heart excitable. 8 years ago I was rushed into ER because my heart rate was at 190 and was not going down. Finally after 4 days in the hospital I was diagnosed with Sinus node Tachycardia which is easily manageable with beta-blockers. For the first year after this incident I started developing anxiety link with my heart rate and any heart issues.

My doctor then prescribed my with a low dose of Paroxetine 20mg and that mostly worked for the last 7 years.

Then this year came along.... I started having out of the blue panic attack which I linked directly to my heart and then I started having constant anxiety about having another panic attack and also having issues with my heart

With my doctor we decided to switch from Paroxetine to Effexor to see if it would help. I am now at week 5 of Effexor with little effects but I have read that it takes 6-8 weeks for it to be fully effective. I also have .5 mg of klonopin that I can take when I feel really anxious or during a panic attack.

During the last 3 weeks I had felt a little anxious but I was able to calm with meditation and breathing techniques and no klonopin

Then last week I went to Emergency because I was have a really bad panic attack and I felt like it was a cardiac episode. It led me to spend a night at Emergency. Good news is they did a full workout of my heart and reassured me that everything is normal so it was just a panic attack.

Anyone has been going through this ? I feel great when I take Klonopin but I don't want to became dependent so I tend to wait too long before taking it....

Anyways just felt like sharing my story if it resonates with others......",4.424096329202712,6.238246103343464,5.520683890577512,78.01991758241759,71.24924012158056,8.587374327799857,28.155365910685052,9.162432508145574,2.5913613747954183,1364,51,238,29,26,451,165,329,0.175,0.7240000000000001,0.101,-0.973,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,1,0,1,4,12,21,6,5,13,0,28,14,8,5,0,51,49,25,0,5,9,0,5,2,0,1,6,0,0,0,19,23,0,1,10,2,1,6,3,13,1,1,16,7,35,8,40,31,2,47,0,1,2,0,5,11,0,5,32,170,54,5,0.06391769190533958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05665917730123723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222991024774804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04346622232668028,0.06702327304897145,0.0977937187143372,0.14441759681072716,0.0,0.04469273634057433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.436293611999568,0.0,0.0,0.05336860289718405,0.07792726344585532,0.0,0.05438924805098723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731048116722946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06907231777361851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04122162350022444,0.0,0.0,0.06487511182707499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13084493217925006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057445100047953127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06463741107819107,0.0,0.1841130235852112,0.07001870721020173,0.0,0.054368356082313815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265179458718495,0.05361112741584659,0.0,0.07046948097491175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5301994086166055,0.04284268155702882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13342692802294753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563043496506454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0624539113152451,0.12812463813862845,0.0,0.05656514596376067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04266555567582594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05998242394996516,0.0626257670562529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749681980742519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06393498894052332,0.0,0.0818946202812032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050934124997087535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357238139394624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19223259863163936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03770031073606278,0.0,0.20508366796288716,0.0,0.0,0.059252340760202735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046532840963123705,0.0,0.0,0.045405294441381874,0.0,0.0,0.16464359185276795
anxiety,dandeleopard_,2019/02/16,"Terrified of the Past I for some reason cannot get over things that have already happened. I’m talking about the tiniest little things, like a stranger looking at me weird. Someone I do not know at all and will probably never meet again doing something so small will have me literally paralyzed with fear. When I’m scared of the future at least I kind of understand that, since it’s unknown and anything could happen. But I don’t understand why I am so anxious and scared about things that already happened and are no longer affecting my life whatsoever? I just feel like “bad things” in the past are going to reappear at any moment and be 100x worse. I just wish I knew how to move on.",7.58788961038961,7.085008416666668,7.050649350649352,78.09954545454549,63.31818181818181,9.967099567099568,35.52380952380953,9.23628265651192,3.0607173160173167,549,22,103,8,7,171,89,132,0.188,0.7609999999999999,0.051,-0.9582,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,3,5,0,13,1,0,3,2,23,27,10,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,6,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,1,2,11,3,16,22,3,19,0,0,1,0,2,10,0,1,9,72,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30710107337349274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462372220330137,0.0,0.0,0.15719482658490228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450490348414885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618069352720617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109637194126576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565773899587122,0.07035615361090518,0.09940558424414862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269778895251387,0.0,0.07907960320224759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36913776008978105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448986423498399,0.07647073647871222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828259278588047,0.13595894095392666,0.13946036160573366,0.0,0.0,0.11684718852432315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14788966242030166,0.0,0.0,0.1073175997842939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656602788259612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15002240025307342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430647648291852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786178707657683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510260850662768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178975439385644,0.1071210160481492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118398948098707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36976839116040777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897107782220084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255571852509519,0.0,0.16001047605541774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14180116806862278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sodapopmcnasty,2019/02/16,"Anxiety in the movie theaters Whenever I go to the movies I make it through the previews, I can breathe easily, I’m comfortable and content. But, as soon as the movie begins and a lot of action sequences begin and loud noises fill the atmosphere of the theatre I start to get very anxious. I’ll adjust myself from time to time and it’s embarrassing for myself because most of the time im with my girlfriend and she doesn’t understand why I’m moving around so much or breathing loudly. Does anyone have any helpful tips on how to get through this???",5.692371967654985,6.652247698113213,6.011940700808626,78.93103773584906,67.30188679245282,8.698652291105121,33.06738544474393,8.841846274778883,2.822451752021563,440,19,79,7,7,141,74,106,0.063,0.851,0.086,0.5341,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,8,0,3,2,2,2,0,15,13,11,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,7,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,2,8,1,17,13,3,14,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,3,7,52,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661494548575224,0.0,0.18690804241922232,0.27601783290018417,0.0,0.17083779959684706,0.0,0.0,0.2175011501778934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14893832091913772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21381055254555556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552995744102313,0.0,0.13885559198541236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637659728475057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639130480466001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077164736143328,0.0,0.0,0.16308890990005573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596789284763397,0.1796070701951536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729345722581436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4274038139655065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543510588418591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015938057203848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204654118136432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,darnitkelly,2019/02/16,"It doesn't seem like a lot I was diagnosed with anxiety about four years ago. I have never been able to do simple things by myself like go grocery shopping, riding the bus, ordering food at a resturant or cafe, using an elevator, getting things out of a vending machine, ask for change for bills, etc.

Yesterday I got two snacks and a drink out of the vending machine. Today I rode the bus to and from the hospital by myself (and I didnt panic when I missed the bus coming back), asked for change for a $5 to get on the bus and even used the elevator by myself. 

It's not a big deal (especially to my boyfriend) but I am really proud of myself. I didnt think I would ever be independent. :)",6.660873586844808,5.3825713669064745,7.689537512846866,75.3001438848921,65.54676258992805,10.820554984583763,32.806783144912636,9.957137785484203,2.952524357656732,536,18,109,10,7,183,91,139,0.034,0.8740000000000001,0.092,0.8564,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,14,0,10,4,0,3,2,20,22,7,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,8,3,0,2,2,2,4,5,2,0,2,5,0,14,3,21,15,2,18,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,3,10,79,18,0,0.1726084813246155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15300700409445933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320450157631415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227312592125789,0.0,0.0,0.1327252676529299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651937723471657,0.14868692286171392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17795176503269758,0.0,0.17519397516449672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690905989629744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925040836683819,0.11400627400555036,0.15613425338016554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087188607679101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18036161467953685,0.0,0.09809737770079208,0.0,0.13805077060014753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16865557036808654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14674555828448374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331263017728838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20251886225953475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105774130293155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713627867674598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22934681043294486,0.1106005452078102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636126577157629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16861340526086416,0.0,0.0,0.2981566158900481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261611275374,0.0,0.0,0.11115420278169512
anxiety,toopunktolive,2019/02/16,"Puttin’ myself out there So, hi first post sorry but I just asked someone out on a date for the first time and my mind and heart are racing thinking of what he might say or if he’s even going to respond. I asked him through a text but it was still a big step for me!",-0.5585221674876841,1.5119261034482785,0.8655665024630537,103.61465517241379,89.6896551724138,3.3142857142857145,15.182266009852214,3.1291,-1.4704906403940885,206,4,51,0,7,65,48,58,0.027000000000000003,0.973,0.0,-0.1134,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,4,0,3,1,1,0,0,12,7,7,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,1,6,0,8,5,0,12,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,3,5,36,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4732757362263804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16718679001237652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4306162870449044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385686954060667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999545496993313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685258083588177,0.25558426765886955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24242394623655936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20129529790371908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144721383357416,0.0,0.0,0.2833529084022401,0.0,0.0,0.20214609076919327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621923906223994,0.0,0.0,0.1475993244196051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HooglaBadu,2019/02/16,"Where are the corn tortillas in Harris Teeter? Sorry for being off topic, I don't want to talk to anyone here and the website isnt loading for me ",4.282,4.962134533333334,5.206666666666667,84.45000000000002,70.33333333333334,6.0,25.0,3.1291,0.5320000000000005,116,3,22,0,2,38,27,30,0.092,0.908,0.0,-0.1336,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,17,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4227296554810436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6767670256110758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4859307578776126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3565912645745894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Redditkev2018,2019/02/16,"Getting called asshole Hi,

For some reason complete strangers like to point me out and call me an asshole. I'm just walking or standing somewhere and it happens. It's a common occurrence, particularly after I go to the gym and lift weights. 

My doctor prescribed me risperidone 2mg but it still happens. I really don't think it's in my imagination, I mean I see it and hear it.

People have said I have a lot going for me, looks wise and intelligence wise, but I don't really care about my looks or intelligence, in a good way obviously, the main reason I go to the gym is for mental health reasons.

Guess I just have to hold my head up high.

Thanks",3.8100000000000014,5.407093750000001,5.073875000000001,81.48362500000003,72.4375,7.620000000000001,28.425,8.238735603445708,1.9464099999999998,512,20,100,8,10,170,78,128,0.028,0.7759999999999999,0.196,0.9729,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,7,0,6,4,1,3,1,23,23,9,0,0,6,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,6,6,1,1,6,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,6,16,6,13,22,3,15,0,0,3,0,5,6,0,5,4,63,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071280903024089,0.0,0.1533316699611415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15768006853503672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539295758273138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857207696809804,0.0,0.2564087061907317,0.12613920868467582,0.0,0.0,0.16567050501928232,0.0,0.26597709885006193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434256319310455,0.15985653867262342,0.16949940099032845,0.0,0.0,0.1588942992220447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734724984559769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525778685301131,0.0,0.0,0.1278554011699379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16381777481575316,0.0,0.0,0.15155680097682728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426083871767956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216627209764104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19268616602063024,0.4638750039945833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430544351680632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984061018421943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010089788357857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845804138885387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963632374463059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937183609372995,0.0,0.18313336049201492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tatitrbl,2019/02/16,"Should I take it? I went to the doctor recently for fever I was having and my mom encouraged me to ask about if there was something I could take for my anxiety and it was something I barley told her about. Keep in mind I have never talked about anxiety to my doctor before or been to the therapist either so i’ve never taken anything for my anxiety before.

The doctor prescribed me Xanax and I honestly haven’t touched it since I got it... but when I woke up I just had a lingering tension and anxiousness in my body and I wonder if i should take half of one to see if it’ll get rid of the feeling (0.25 Mg tablet). I’m kinda afraid to take it especially since this isn’t a ‘serious’ situation to take it for but i’m sick of feeling like this. 

I saw the rules and saw that no one should post something about asking for medical advice but I don’t think this is asking for medical advice? I’m posting this to see if there is someone more informative about xanax who can at least help me make a better educated decision. ",3.865113268608415,5.050413019417476,5.346582524271849,81.19081229773465,71.71844660194175,8.794304207119742,27.32556634304207,9.21078282632365,2.2252910032362463,806,28,161,17,15,272,106,206,0.083,0.8270000000000001,0.09,0.3632,0,0,3,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,10,7,0,2,8,0,18,10,1,1,2,32,45,16,0,8,10,1,3,1,0,4,9,0,0,0,13,6,0,1,6,0,0,1,6,3,0,3,12,7,23,4,26,28,3,11,0,0,4,0,11,4,0,7,5,115,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21118510190620726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24799110470732266,0.12207423218010262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892212598443587,0.0,0.30305756348757695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838979692586668,0.0,0.0,0.09556808892128588,0.0,0.12002753696148755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627513129638628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318043295937143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927425053085683,0.0771963087758795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056455590558357666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642346427332064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242867311336483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604648237001916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05279144258607734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721292289123177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21771315195280302,0.0,0.0,0.10910728425117504,0.12655565307057975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666812308992041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644513452449406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20697845492295472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669375779070216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17221569498719114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787725825415052,0.12146117188346335,0.0,0.0,0.09155677998376606,0.2495638578290123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4062290087249282,0.08685253568853572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546310095893376,0.0,0.06923889106756463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325358423774678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017039700023976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718376326841365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,smithsonian_95,2019/02/16,"Coming off of meds and menstrual cycle Hey everyone, I am coming off of effexor and my cycle has been really off. I was wondering if anyone else has experienced this before when coming off of medication. ",5.6134234234234235,7.862269621621626,8.355135135135138,57.12747747747746,69.0,12.500900900900902,28.54954954954956,11.855464076750405,4.918484684684684,164,6,23,7,3,60,26,37,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,7,9,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,7,7,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,1,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843439683634987,0.2701314351859316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22433913523713392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6813103206379179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22023828700100406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25192034356234744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928457987342808,0.2655906448327501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16889522242737734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859074977439425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AirTitano,2019/02/16,"Is it weak to need to take breaks from big groups of people? Me and my family is hosting a big birthday party for my grandfather right now. (There is about 70 something people here).

I help out behind the scenes and I am trying to enjoy myself but I can't get myself to talk to people or even keep eye contact with those around me.

Throughout the night I've been low-key trying to hide in the corner of the room or sat outside for a bit. 
I used to love these type of things but now I just feel weak and stupid for not being able to hold a normal conversation with anyone... 

Ive been trying to stop suppressing my emotions for the last month but now I just ended up feeling weird and out of place. I hope this is a place I can post about this...",3.410231729055255,4.400067575163399,4.179643493761141,89.8702139037433,72.59477124183006,6.609387997623291,21.098633392751037,6.574015621080383,0.2173973856209148,581,11,125,4,11,186,95,153,0.108,0.784,0.108,-0.0258,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,11,7,1,0,9,0,11,4,1,1,0,27,21,9,0,3,8,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,6,9,0,4,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,3,16,3,28,17,1,22,0,0,1,1,6,12,0,3,8,87,22,1,0.1739369330553567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162074782743808,0.0,0.0,0.1548407471905387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18989408162575064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956556384161262,0.15405649547012404,0.0,0.0,0.11488370384477825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16397226049397182,0.0,0.17589547914573067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087486853925753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658625979381408,0.0,0.0,0.1727586210258064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546031380189236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14178181549332095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569848730337252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883480050964822,0.0,0.0,0.12897203191367093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16322802886146687,0.1704212640865689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3617579060348166,0.0,0.3634541489075654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665835012578542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14854119045401876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390514885570853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541906441457575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307789269392231,0.1398039181759728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555596951725736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542752800733154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502256637104287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jackofangels,2019/02/16,"Help me with talking to my aunt? This may seem dumb, but it's like a tipping point right now with a lot of things building up. My aunt asked my awhile ago to make an art thing for a fundraiser. She's a professor at a university in the chemistry department, and the fundraiser is for scholarships for that department. For example's sake, let's say it's at Washington University in St. Louis and she asked me to do something related to chemistry or Washington. Well, Ive never even been to the university, but I have a friend who went there and gave me some suggestions: two historic buildings (I love drawing buildings, and I'm good at it)) in St. Louis that ""everyone will recognize!"" In fact, my friend has been to this exact auction a few times and always sees these buildings there. Furthermore, one of her friends has actually bought drawings of those buildings at the auction. I spent 5 hours last night getting the pencil outline done, and sent my aunt a Snapchat of the building I chose...

She didn't recognize it.

And now she's sent me a video tour of the University with more buildings in it and asked if I could do one of those instead. I haven't opened up her messages (so she can't see I read them) but from the notification preview mode, I know she thinks my drawing is ""St Louis related, but not Washington University related"" and she wants me to draw something else.

I was really happy with the drawing, and I had a cool idea for doing the color/shading that ive never seen done before, but now I just feel so defeated. I know I need to reply, but I'm panicking just thinking about disagreeing with her. I can't take the time to draw something else, but I don't want to disappoint her either.

Please help? With kind words or with help crafting a response? Or just virtual hugs...idk why this is getting to me so much",5.564252986821039,6.39046174504249,5.872705998275652,80.29435028944455,67.52691218130312,9.42524941495258,33.19485158270723,9.54385415503706,3.0018080798127853,1448,63,280,29,23,463,171,353,0.044,0.799,0.157,0.9923,0,0,3,0,0,0,50.0,0,0,1,1,15,13,1,0,23,1,26,1,0,1,4,54,54,24,0,5,16,3,1,1,3,2,0,1,0,0,17,18,0,0,7,3,5,5,8,3,1,3,14,6,41,10,42,36,6,31,0,2,3,1,33,14,1,8,13,194,58,5,0.0,0.0,0.11530751663396432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047420752710778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831892787692464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313921023893613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054580713386796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943414736633017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418382504605444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19741572334126575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780438372997128,0.0,0.0,0.11290733669871456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05974545430199577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738713220997768,0.0,0.12346787607915312,0.0,0.0,0.09910734695816574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12578395506666995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23760129904126626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636420357804915,0.0,0.0,0.13338872188016326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230458854076945,0.12987574383317918,0.0963165059107866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208270262188222,0.0,0.05772720847300211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004557562740118,0.10664438453441273,0.0,0.0788729921071787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868614980538968,0.0876144478113586,0.182265187183814,0.0,0.0,0.11088554164678564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601371054933407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970464875741528,0.1116997815465257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181923872360496,0.0,0.07569658518146903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090834567592166,0.0,0.0939659017176662,0.0,0.0,0.1883170991328508,0.1075688006989269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728969723593328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888419240910439,0.09497286280680713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570010537995954,0.15142484097037748,0.0,0.0,0.13780057215882238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11542555251028352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938814409059494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624040029914872,0.1095358851205414,0.10662139256764658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IndissolubleTragopan,2019/02/16,"Is this anxiety? I live in Britain and use the trains very often. I have suffered from anxiety since childhood. Recently I realized that every time the train doors open and close, my heart beat goes into overdrive. Most of the time, Im sitting inside so I have nothing to worry about but the doors make the same noise when they open or close irrespective of whether the train is leaving now or in ten minutes. I wish there was a different noise when the doors closed for the final time. ",4.18391304347826,6.4240215217391325,4.029782608695655,86.65380434782612,72.91304347826087,7.208695652173913,27.80434782608696,8.07648339933343,1.8297565217391312,388,15,73,6,8,118,64,92,0.055,0.887,0.058,0.3229,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,7,1,0,0,9,0,5,1,1,2,0,19,8,9,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,7,0,9,7,2,18,0,1,0,0,1,8,0,4,9,47,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34488466664426365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355113470128159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899223830603521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469317949304285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267118596601229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434875525432779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386825955343747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990461234335184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046667761384788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21629236815199926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225707317129241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18646613133884485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39432498461291693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19468672195752126,0.0,0.1859914950248095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592168399209008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22892050538778624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Squiggy45,2019/02/16,"Magnesium to the rescue I have high blood pressure and take meds for it, but I still get heart palpitations every day and lately, chest pains. I was sure I was going to die. However, I've been to a few cardiologists over the years, worn a heart monitor and they've never really been able to find a problem.

After doing some research, I found that my physical symptoms could be anxiety and not a problem with my heart. I also found that stress and the absence of leafy veggies deplete magnesium stores, so I started taking magnesiume taurate yesterday. It didn't take long for my symptoms to go away. I woke up this morning with no palpitations whatsoever, which is a rarity. 

I find I'm still physically stressed and have to remind myself to relax, but not having the sore chest and palpitations is a huge relief! Also, I don't ""feel"" my heartbeat like I typically did. I hope this sticks.

Sorry this was so long, but I'm pretty jazzed.

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anxiety,lowrinnn,2019/02/16,"a story so i am 17 and realised this world feels a little more lonely with no friends and no lover and each day feels a little more sad when no one asks how your day have been. 2 years before i started isolating myself from people. because i used to be a narcissist and used to think no one is around my standard. but not only that, for some reason from 2 years ago everyone somehow used to hate me. thats right, i used to attract everyone’s hate at first sight. at this point i am not claiming everyone’s fault. i assume i had personality fault as well. yes, instead of gossiping and all i used to sketch in my sketchbook or do other stuffs instead because i wasn’t that good at socialising. so my friends at first, started ignoring and started cornering me. then, at some point i started getting so much depressed because i got pushed so far away from all my ‘friends’ and i started feeling everyone around me was so far away. being the loner, i started getting more anxieties and started skipping school. i was depressed. but i tried fake believing that living a lonely life is beautiful,but i was unhappy. then i met a guy and he was the most pessimist person ever. being in the dark world, i fell in love with the dark guy. he influenced me to fight back and i started fighting back. the girl who used to bully me and in-fact everyone, i portrayed her awful acts in-front of everyone. everyone started hating me more because following this world’s propaganda being bad is worldly! i was hated. i step back. my classmates started to bully me because i was the most hated person. no one took my side. i was hated and still hated. currently, i am still getting hatred from every side. i scream and cry saying the world is fucked up and this society is more than judgemental. now i have doubts in myself. now in everything i do, i get doubts in myself, i feel so down about myself. at this point of life, i feel like i lived the life wrong. i got to understand happiness in solitude life is an illusion. i want to be loved too. ~being a human",3.1055593568251822,5.393704227848103,4.316804652754018,83.1277967841259,76.34177215189874,7.105713308244956,27.63770099213137,8.098718942377014,2.0394413274033534,1610,67,295,28,37,527,178,395,0.298,0.599,0.103,-0.9985,1,4,0,0,3,0,46.0,0,1,0,2,25,36,10,2,16,2,29,8,0,9,3,54,73,28,0,1,5,0,5,1,4,0,4,2,0,7,12,19,0,1,9,0,0,6,8,25,1,5,14,8,53,11,42,53,13,70,0,5,1,4,24,35,1,9,30,217,65,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05238500982499049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045208253628852516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521588086354168,0.055246752541620106,0.0,0.1110452141727388,0.1363234544295283,0.04934266468874328,0.18012176736797647,0.0,0.050286315990377,0.06658091884835436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06491414571643858,0.07622402071179255,0.0,0.10179854097688236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05345568620040517,0.04979090167580397,0.395281108272657,0.053111645345826006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494034848225307,0.04221817121791455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053400007551463,0.0,0.0,0.1369721944295052,0.05463326998904081,0.1235008163574758,0.0,0.0,0.04956689401747835,0.0945288879687059,0.0,0.0,0.11702859839151493,0.0,0.06290875662851342,0.0,0.4084152348176424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16696491898418148,0.028871304823788524,0.1184593696451156,0.10436564454521308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667283643477476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04344233601626207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201348716297189,0.04494514649274197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04096970320950216,0.15480095898575802,0.0,0.0,0.16759437328180682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06076049733760056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05046763362264913,0.0,0.046995485548234565,0.0,0.05980827441609954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4182843018765273,0.0,0.0943882324754514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06765074456646948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03786630998789844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06565779466969603,0.04012228298797723,0.0,0.0,0.0615209866309497,0.0,0.3062396524634328,0.0,0.0,0.034856332943449184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05313437220981425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461216376976432,0.0,0.07611173147620552
anxiety,somepainwillast,2019/02/16,"New psychiatrist anxiety So, I’ve had the same psychiatrist for about two years now. I’ve had a pretty sub par experience but there aren’t many options where I live. My insurance just changed so I made an appointment with a different doctor in a big city nearby. I didn’t tell my current doctor. Today is my first appointment and honestly I’m terrified and wondering if I’ve made a mistake. My family and friends have also suggested I seek out a different health care provider. I don’t really want to go through the process of telling another person about my issues. But, I’m going to have to. I don’t know. I wasn’t anxious until today. Especially because describing my intrusive thoughts and really anything isn’t particularly fun. 

I suppose this is what I experienced when I first sought help for my issues. 

That’s all. Just a rant. ",3.5995253164556966,6.285418113924052,5.289098101265825,74.73086234177218,76.72151898734177,9.519620253164558,30.76107594936709,9.827888789773867,3.7578721518987344,674,33,117,22,16,228,100,158,0.098,0.745,0.157,0.8841,4,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,11,5,0,0,9,0,12,3,0,2,1,21,23,12,0,3,5,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,6,1,0,3,7,1,17,4,13,16,2,16,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,3,10,75,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11522796099812944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510899319805279,0.11022772864193058,0.1627796128591106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857301073170153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.087835347319282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690838921491173,0.0,0.15242710907094614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010847783198309,0.0,0.2949624959156342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094673914094316,0.13583433247307589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451241441571459,0.0,0.0,0.11132284238048533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16377825497153206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15315992193796568,0.0,0.0,0.09657985275629924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30078306478151484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918757346847312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723327073098806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726810855332032,0.0,0.14608368073910122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391621020892196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581300043629426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465903645072946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18461426971519765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518803608634928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439061056966425,0.0,0.0,0.2731591424765053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407540646125197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498745473970709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15625842798718972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092788623870579
anxiety,sainenpt,2019/02/16,"Should I quit gaming? Lately, I've been moving away from gaming because of school. I didn't played since mid january.

Today a friend asked me if I wanted to play with him and I went.

We only played for 2 hours and I'm feeling very anxious. It was shooter games, I didn't get scared or anything like that, I feel anxious because I played them, I think...",1.2504577464788724,3.639488746478875,2.3304049295774694,94.16208626760564,84.07042253521126,4.113380281690141,20.142605633802816,5.148860815047168,-0.2363112676056338,275,8,56,1,8,87,54,71,0.153,0.674,0.172,0.3208,0,0,0,1,0,0,12.0,1,0,1,1,0,7,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,11,13,4,0,3,2,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,7,0,2,2,1,0,0,5,2,12,6,6,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,2,4,30,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4801201035980127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17486614323658076,0.0,0.19865512180483064,0.0,0.19964703382981894,0.0,0.0,0.25907123941252697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148887752497436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16417392103888515,0.0,0.11102041562536936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092658050887356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397047999715108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038148363944708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22584967198001274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16161282139299082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22601570573186494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127456161925088,0.21505734712852634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17577892835663872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13615888856595673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20142140880086226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17533149555990915,0.12533567581794322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969859671705892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sunflower__eyes,2019/02/16,"I hate the fluctuations. I go for months at a time and I’m fine. I am happy, I want to experience life and try new things, I feel like myself again. Then out of no where anxiety rears it’s ugly head. 

I’ve been stressed lately and had an intense panic attack for the first time in almost a year. Since then, I am having brain zaps daily, dizziness, trouble swallowing and the feeling of impending doom. Driving triggers me now and I feel trapped at home, but then I’m anxious when I’m alone. 

How can someone be agoraphobic and monophobic at once? I noticed my anxiety completely goes away when I’m pregnant... and my youngest is four months now so I wonder if my hormones are back to “normal” and the anxiety comes back...


has anyone been able to fix a hormone imbalance and feel “normal”? How do I face my driving anxieties and does anyone else get the head zaps and hard to swallow feeling like you’re drowning? I hate feeling alone in this. ",2.801984126984131,5.212374851648352,3.9137728937728937,85.01178266178266,77.95604395604396,6.681807081807082,27.69352869352869,7.793537801064563,1.8744239316239315,741,32,139,12,18,240,113,182,0.205,0.711,0.084,-0.963,0,3,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,11,11,3,2,9,0,12,7,4,3,0,29,29,21,1,4,2,0,7,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,13,2,0,7,0,0,4,1,7,0,2,3,7,17,4,15,25,0,30,1,1,0,0,0,8,0,3,20,86,20,0,0.1159526521239708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610983177625965,0.2401839562204529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548138459938888,0.13099349228984927,0.0,0.16215358079705774,0.1188071947514838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13191288125938114,0.10894133359837056,0.17832086430652547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944150761478976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998829426553174,0.12157414966045788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147094726482056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686356213023298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342394334675535,0.0,0.0,0.3517748694075174,0.16567319569160027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862926666220978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06058047496554726,0.0,0.0658985643319694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343375431677203,0.10387080088112152,0.2289584764414101,0.2380017468402834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163099642817157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307996421378675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190078732247633,0.11329721766616199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18510460134504886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198779396804008,0.0,0.0,0.2272179600047135,0.0,0.13201286297214446,0.0,0.12348579022684587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13604545387291675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591723205859372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824630586406202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328233712448911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703378977033233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352258478400301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872423946019122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839187845234294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574570501946172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466970631080555
anxiety,ktfan67,2019/02/16,"Tutor blanked me at the park I'm an adult on a non accredited course so I expect my tutor to be a bit more like a friend than a tutor. Maybe he thinks he's meant to be like a stranger outside of class? Even as a teen, if I saw a teacher at a supermarket we'd talk.

I said hello to him and he just walked past me.

He also ignores my emails although that is genuinely because he's busy, I just find it hard to cope with.

Why do people blank others? Is it a sign they hate them? It's a writing course and I sent him something dark but I warned him beforehand it was too dark to send and he said send it anyway.",-0.2238636363636388,1.8173825227272749,1.9662424242424272,96.63936363636368,87.4090909090909,4.732121212121213,18.64848484848485,6.079149491110277,-0.3144733333333329,471,13,112,4,15,158,85,132,0.07,0.879,0.051,-0.3089,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,2,0,7,5,1,0,12,0,7,0,0,0,0,15,15,9,0,2,4,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,7,4,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,6,4,16,3,12,6,2,8,0,0,1,0,23,3,0,1,3,67,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20453063209253414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15590850477317444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279222931294528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689266156737423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23375938077115646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19759901261107826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22911011031609854,0.2525093739064032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24990216516872146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569446086706495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441512062837841,0.17731130617170024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4865713544083146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19689601623608924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20556964969813954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163880242176115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23078300129842946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,icebear1298,2019/02/16,"Depending too much on others to make me happy So I’ve noticed a trend in my anxiety and depression patterns where the symptoms subside when I have plans with friends to look forward to. But when I’m alone and have little to do but relax and maybe get some homework done, I just feel that pit in my stomach again. A little background for reference, I’m a college student and I usually try to go out every weekend and see friends and be social. During the week, my friends and I are usually too focused on school to hang out with each other and I usually just see my boyfriend a couple times and we work out together. So when the weekend comes, I’m really itching to see people and be around others. So when I can’t do that, I really start feeling lonely and I don’t know what to do. I don’t have a problem doing things by myself like going out to eat, walking around town etc, but that gets old really quick imo. I just feel bored constantly when I don’t have something in the near future to look forward to. Does anyone else experience this? What should I do for myself to relieve these symptoms?? ",4.256365207373271,5.618337663594474,5.1426929723502335,82.34832517281106,70.9815668202765,7.8213133640553,29.69153225806452,8.278499904357787,2.1724656682027645,871,35,164,13,16,284,117,217,0.068,0.8,0.132,0.9443,0,3,1,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,2,18,11,0,0,9,0,18,5,2,2,0,38,37,22,0,2,6,0,3,1,3,1,3,0,1,0,11,22,1,0,5,3,0,7,4,4,0,0,1,8,20,7,29,33,4,41,0,2,5,0,5,18,0,2,21,121,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266533751239593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060422031887032,0.0,0.0,0.08281412310095368,0.12135302351099092,0.0,0.21086863759586266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202325805059301,0.0,0.1279886597988313,0.0,0.0,0.13104863419464413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020098841964835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364529079966768,0.12120249182406635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119093917489088,0.0989391775231835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13208891155921176,0.0,0.0,0.09978854441815027,0.0,0.0,0.11585441851783307,0.0,0.0,0.17965639238886694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745131228367035,0.0,0.1237572155150854,0.0,0.13462130880955178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607872209242646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509004985815346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05786248866464335,0.23741060458284685,0.0,0.0,0.19891502755306872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07905782615285348,0.0,0.11898620003239195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706505267595116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348416659237027,0.12428003676302755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210952023201792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113328513296351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276219265338319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986488388990403,0.2831376131507166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073192550900183,0.0,0.09117882992235968,0.0,0.0,0.08383053978213956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24620343422713714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868448809597971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906174969685455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041116114289998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3913259029363587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500326851353956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622377449417333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rabrams91,2019/02/16,"Guanfacine or Gabapentin for next medication for anxiety? I'm currently on buspar and at 7.5 mg 3x/day, I am getting side effects of dizziness. I can tell that meds aren't working yet and I probably can't tolerate a higher dose. 

I tried propranolol and it also didn't do anything. 

Has anyone tried either guanfacine or gabapentin? Would like to hear how it was. 

Thanks! 

Also for reference - I'm female/late 20s",2.9723232323232343,5.863942220779227,3.990822510822512,81.68877344877345,81.33766233766234,7.058585858585857,29.334776334776336,8.167268648758528,2.6314629148629147,329,16,56,7,9,106,59,77,0.024,0.889,0.087,0.6544,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,1,0,9,2,0,2,0,10,14,8,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,4,2,7,11,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,4,34,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40573196083092267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19406276086303112,0.0,0.0,0.17737735958503498,0.0,0.20875514818222052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16360114266801404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325361381349287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859132263051037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393411985829815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817787585142525,0.2555536138726633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26978913231004314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735074869507064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217255079034253,0.2335523611887667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444610390260863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18468040088509766,0.0,0.0,0.1802053733702957,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hdiolej,2019/02/16,Scared of people identifying me from my thread I sometimes post in popular subs asking for advice to resolve issues with family or at work. The point is I don't know if I can be identified from my threads or if my anxiety is making me paranoid. I also sometimes mention I am from Singapore in my threads as the cultural context matters for some interpersonal issues and I guess this makes my threads more identifiable. I do change my name and age but my age doesn't really deviate from my real age that much (as context matters). Am I being too paranoid?,7.281428571428571,7.427862809523809,8.092142857142857,68.21535714285716,63.76190476190475,11.190476190476188,38.45238095238096,10.864195022040775,4.459952380952379,445,22,75,11,6,150,67,105,0.073,0.88,0.047,-0.3716,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,2,0,10,0,0,2,0,18,15,10,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,18,2,14,13,3,8,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,6,3,58,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20510124621069448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16784827578448122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16056462368962746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19621802038063726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220348882228914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19786480903113324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23121655957832116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43813947909369616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534958663770778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802052721446822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15429267389788612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14551070767995972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984130869804868,0.0,0.20101578501648226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388998009490144,0.13446036269534492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101356525555125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41517146834765695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15280179947503852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RemoteTry,2019/02/16,"What is the one thing that has helped you the most? You are likely doing (or have tested) numerous approaches to improving your anxiety. I certainly have! I'd love to hear about the one thing that has helped you the most. 

Totally fine if you want to add other favorites but start with the #1 habit/approach/treatment/supplement/medication/etc that has helped you the most. ",6.010882352941178,7.791243029411763,5.6787058823529435,78.57217647058825,67.23529411764707,10.145882352941179,29.776470588235288,10.355215969177356,3.2248023529411767,298,11,53,8,5,92,45,68,0.02,0.8109999999999999,0.16899999999999998,0.7831,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,6,0,0,1,4,0,0,6,0,8,1,0,0,2,11,12,3,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,7,4,5,12,4,2,0,0,0,1,11,0,0,5,2,42,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21511177123967265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31360437324689044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169247941120917,0.0,0.5654329481820966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737662971086312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537875381897021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3810871238406866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990297563739216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37362408823439597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16585483659558525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,quesooncheese,2019/02/16,"I can't seem to shake off the laziness I'm a Hard worker when I'm at work and doing things around my house, but finding the motivation to do them is hard. I'm not sure why. I call out of work at least once a week and im late at least once a week. A while ago I took an entire week off...i lied about having an emergency. How do I get over this? How do I motivate myself to get to work?

I always feel spaced out and have terrible memory. Im anxious all the time. I dont know, I just don't know. 

I have a beautiful supporting wife and live on a small farm -- it's my dream life but I can't seem to live in it! Is it anxiety?",-1.1901329787234047,0.6080817730496442,1.822761524822696,97.69031250000003,89.42553191489361,5.7945035460992935,15.904698581560282,7.1686216300943375,-0.25956418439716344,474,10,124,8,16,167,79,141,0.183,0.7170000000000001,0.1,-0.893,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,6,6,4,0,1,11,0,13,1,0,4,2,23,25,10,0,0,4,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,8,1,0,2,5,2,0,0,1,3,14,2,17,24,3,22,0,0,0,0,3,12,0,2,8,75,19,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286771106519565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078618386029025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104832229708617,0.1639914306035802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922471131963256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822635127509085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17012846058759512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07339812977996395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267518682027182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168201996267128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26007278585632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674971408595043,0.0,0.0,0.3135991457462419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595541755018273,0.0,0.16374874859556204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253201930713952,0.0,0.0,0.2563609253157105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30918499910981123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264299565087119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647278052815777,0.13681320789060006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964389998955022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464496920503513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16128001766347766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493199393153731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13098587834721995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31703839399540745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sidoopa,2019/02/16,"Persistent anxiety over work, need advice I've been having a slightly rough situation recently. Money is tight, I'm worried about some friendships in my life right now, I'm trying to figure out moving home, and I have multiple looming deadlines in college. So I'm not at my best right now, but I'm somewhat staying on top of it, except for that sinking feeling of worry in my gut sometimes, but it passes. 

I got a job (or I'm at least in the stage where they're seeing how I do before they commit to hiring me), which I thought would alleviate my money concerns at least, and make me less anxious. NOPE. My worry is through the roof. I'm so worried about my performance at work because I really want this job to work out, and I don't want to inconvenience or dissapoint the people in charge there. 

I had my first day yesterday. It's a takeout place a short while from my house. Yesterday I messed up quite a few things- I gave someone the wrong change, didn't know multiple times if a meal deal did/ did not include something, and spoke too fast to customers. All under supervision from someone working there. And I know for a fact she noticed every single mistake... 

I'm trying my hardest but I feel like my constant anxiety and worry for that shift messed up a lot of my performance. Everything was my fault that I did wrong. My next shift is in a little over an hour, today. 

Anyone have any tips at all for keeping cool under time pressure and supervision, and has anyone else worked a similar job before and made it go smoothly? I can't get this off my mind to try and relax before going, so I'm studying the menu right now. ",4.574835931091059,5.892971154088055,5.4612934098988255,80.53359721082856,70.16352201257861,7.920371889526935,29.86382280557834,8.321376580360154,2.2153066447908123,1289,51,239,19,23,422,178,318,0.14,0.784,0.076,-0.9684,3,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,1,12,13,11,0,1,16,1,18,3,1,3,4,45,44,21,0,6,9,0,5,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,11,12,1,2,6,1,2,4,6,7,0,1,12,8,31,4,40,31,11,51,0,0,1,0,5,29,0,6,17,159,42,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887504876726242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06184895275266125,0.0,0.1391526285125877,0.10274733624961112,0.0,0.12718836790279875,0.09318877277500964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055442126978314264,0.0,0.2321746302917234,0.0,0.0954461575714134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962127821425894,0.0,0.0,0.09828437554084568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05865506841362742,0.09376520465252708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597685056375406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766290919030109,0.0,0.0817397760503542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197385854660516,0.06497452372522004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736181583258628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047517493599402036,0.0,0.10337768433261582,0.0,0.07274082814173523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123002066996387,0.0,0.08956718904234985,0.10494380705990528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707607965997109,0.08084032185519015,0.0,0.0,0.09996721450613294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642405022343423,0.044433456640473865,0.09115554868249663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732222999791942,0.0,0.08605885802308229,0.06070966824141157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09183332650987278,0.0,0.0,0.09666519695756726,0.0,0.06743809151495259,0.0,0.0,0.09672609710929997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035468998036923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06305310903830562,0.0,0.09502313715551956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673626053354543,0.0,0.0,0.05826474247521887,0.0,0.0898019116047544,0.0,0.0,0.2330117835690923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724751800781489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223133617887424,0.0,0.0,0.15412286591399094,0.07001756542766707,0.08995163407800393,0.0,0.0,0.09694033844627804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06042297645291138,0.0,0.0,0.07220394692898295,0.10606706802590517,0.0,0.08620973403463306,0.0,0.0,0.1852467422941889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728904481050996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310625271900809,0.4618194591700658,0.0,0.06460809705337421,0.19887856089867506,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rylangrey,2019/02/16,"I am scared I was diagnosed with GAD about 7 years ago. I have had anxiety attacks and I am used to dealing with the symptoms that come with it. But yesterday I was driving out to my grandmas, about an hour away from where I live. I was driving on the freeway and all of a sudden everything in my peripheral started to get real dark and hazy. The only way I could think of how to describe it is tunnel vision. I could still see everything it was just a lot darker. I thought I was gonna have to pull over but I kept driving. I had to stop at the store on my way to pick a few things up. I immediately called my sister because I knew I needed that distraction or I wasn’t gonna make it. I got in the store and I felt very weird. Almost like I lost touch with reality as if I were in a dream state. I quickly walked around to grab the few things I needed and brought my stuff up to the cash register. As I went to put my debit card in the machine my hands felt like they couldn’t move. I was moving them but everything felt slow like I had to physically force my hands to do what they were supposed to. This 20 second transaction felt like an hour. I finally grabbed my stuff and walked out to my car. I immediately started bawling my eyes out because I was so afraid. My sister was on the phone with me the entire time reassuring me that I was gonna be ok. 

I was just wondering if this has ever happened to anyone else before? Hazy tunnel vision, dream like state and loss of hand movement? Like I said I’ve dealt with anxiety for 7 years but I have NEVER experienced anything like this before. And I am terrified of it happening again. ",3.099783509903272,4.499972658682637,4.505628742514972,85.63986642100417,73.91017964071854,7.653431598341777,26.019806540764627,8.263242389622931,1.5449128512206358,1284,44,271,21,26,427,163,334,0.081,0.7879999999999999,0.131,0.9487,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,3,2,12,16,1,3,16,1,29,6,4,4,3,53,57,19,0,7,9,2,10,7,0,3,2,1,0,0,16,19,0,2,8,2,4,15,3,7,0,1,28,14,51,9,47,22,4,54,0,2,2,0,11,17,0,6,25,189,67,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828901240935969,0.0,0.09973458572714244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523868022160465,0.0,0.0,0.06964233759347305,0.10205153317917312,0.0819619625531299,0.08866473674680299,0.0,0.11330889351239334,0.0935770779164755,0.0,0.0,0.12142995110605545,0.0,0.1695038023788777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017023004387892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579621341741397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15904430989017224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026827868712464,0.0,0.1010914705433633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08320266331734855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009351640985906,0.0,0.0,0.2685410233205006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825248394181323,0.10910646437561022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052036666330591896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796588775185322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17615114781882496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961710341735894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406152444877649,0.0,0.08794824814528716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087247000183996,0.08467599567140574,0.0,0.0,0.06648348871159779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21171716851349975,0.0,0.1477036434505741,0.07681733119865666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574996377198645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012508094975016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336611975948638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947420024670374,0.0,0.0997165483550577,0.0,0.07936796487564854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14099418151258802,0.0,0.07954034805150642,0.08326970321590249,0.0,0.0,0.228035365326288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352209285737923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323390619416394,0.06381938504139302,0.0,0.07907093597509386,0.05807731226376884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602205276824443,0.0,0.08218007904493732,0.0,0.15811501092434205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232980247573973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801148882249696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827771966160514
anxiety,lwizzle69,2019/02/16,"Suffering Tuesday I cut ties with an online friend who was already making me anxious... for some reason I’m even more anxious now. I can’t eat, I struggle sleeping, and focusing in class. I have an anxiety disorder but it’s starting to lead to thoughts making me miserable. I don’t know how much longer this can go on. I took 50 mg of Zoloft for a while but I didn’t find t helpful, I’ve been in therapy for 4 weeks and I feel like nothing is helping. If anyone has any advice in managing these painful thoughts it’d be greatly appreciated.!",2.144646464646464,4.487308481481488,3.863164983164985,84.8528787878788,79.92592592592592,6.8902356902356905,30.188552188552194,8.00094639256281,2.328914814814816,428,22,83,8,11,143,84,108,0.193,0.723,0.084,-0.8325,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,3,8,1,2,3,0,11,4,1,5,0,17,21,7,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,6,0,0,3,3,5,0,0,6,1,10,3,11,13,3,12,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,2,6,51,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17433013775630504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19686852279802688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213179244682034,0.0,0.1364752944399345,0.4030817992436605,0.0,0.1247412294285118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20446153036470446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825474470078376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178313298914416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020425672224627,0.12744879275768434,0.0,0.0,0.16305410844234816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783117804341488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138866982693108,0.0,0.0,0.1966863166983848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391551382628691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804381835899303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715708992078694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23816639145549146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13114431819578393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17117933897074158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898298759411932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18342462048066446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17852855414320876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627223720442235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18650211789626486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20401562293755493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28325889412766525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982086486549153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14310149127171615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dm_meurdogs,2019/02/16,Buspirone Can anyone tell me a good experience they’ve had with Buspirone. Granted I only started it yesterday but I feel horrendous. Does it get better or should I just quit it now?,2.333823529411763,5.269834147058823,3.720823529411767,80.49770588235297,89.88235294117645,6.249411764705883,27.388235294117646,7.554174236665415,2.3313717647058825,147,7,24,3,5,48,29,34,0.139,0.667,0.195,0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,6,2,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,2,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,16,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26057470489377205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295902284685933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261199907995111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36453602097703386,0.0,0.0,0.1884296610130164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947010890401312,0.0,0.0,0.3125721280288724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834270809635949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3963730796564609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26377286079800416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257239758474296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,stamponmywrist,2019/02/16,"how do i learn to accept that someone likes me? hi, i dont eben know where to begin.

ive been a serial monogamist since i hit puperty. i had 3 long, important relationships and some flings inbetween but ive been single since june now. my depression kicked in after my last break-up because my ex was the man i loved more than ive ever loved anybody. the past months i spent in severe anxiety, constantly having panic attacks, staying in my bed most of the time. ive gone through rough episodes of depression but it was never this hard.

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fast forward to last week. i met a guy. when i first saw him i felt like i was 18 again. it was kind of a 'crush at first sight'. he talked to me the same day and we spend the whole night talking. the next day i saw him at the office again and he walked me to the train after work. we decided we wanted to go for a beer and we happened to spend the next 72 hours together.

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in my past relationships i never felt safe. i was  currently stressed out and afraid of losing them. they were jealous and never gave me compliments. this guy otherwise, lets call him A, is different.

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and thats where my problem begins. im really want to accept that he likes me. he told me i was pretty and that im the most interesting girl hes ever met. he textes me constantly and even when were in public he has no problem with just randomly kissing me. we got along from the first second on, i can talk to him for hours without any problems. everytime i feel anxious in public, he takes my hand, goes with me somewhere quiet and talks to me until the anxiety attack is over and i can finally enjoy my time with him again. he seems to like me just like i seem to like him but ive been having contrusing thoughts this whole time like 'what if he just wanted to have fun and now its over?'. we will be working together until june at least so it would be weird if he was just in for the sex.

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i know this post doesnt make any sense and i know my thoughts are stupid but please take me seriously. ive never felt like this in such a short period of time and thats why its so important to me. this could really lead somewhere. i really want to believe that he likes me so i can be genuinely happy with a guy for the first time in my life.",2.5973056155507592,4.413195228941683,3.7570793736501074,88.74253050755941,76.19222462203024,7.221792656587473,23.45404967602592,8.07648339933343,1.185156414686825,1793,55,378,30,40,582,214,463,0.135,0.698,0.16699999999999998,0.9572,2,1,1,0,0,0,57.0,6,0,2,8,21,36,4,3,21,0,40,7,1,3,6,76,74,28,0,11,11,1,7,9,0,2,1,1,1,5,18,26,1,1,15,1,3,5,8,15,0,5,27,11,67,21,53,39,9,76,0,3,3,4,48,20,0,8,60,252,85,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26785622017056593,0.30039201784402186,0.08405698437214089,0.0,0.09455900059457048,0.06982035146133536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406207830756657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03767483355467072,0.0,0.0,0.06963136860644523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06310827281503244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13357523209650488,0.0,0.049345057363124514,0.0,0.0,0.07971627569359274,0.0,0.10646250987470134,0.0,0.0,0.06457149231625127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724332293954786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040820621926438413,0.11180958912293168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031249701273902468,0.0,0.17802312597925368,0.0677027018070625,0.0,0.2102800663560255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03512434733990264,0.0,0.049429896402436134,0.0,0.0,0.1835855139816074,0.054652621648033285,0.06579096379474852,0.0553637871417546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172797556811407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351674836538152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06435882372803117,0.10189674457066993,0.1007561854746027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319825531941843,0.04365363237406026,0.2717465683556803,0.0,0.0,0.0546941433574409,0.0,0.06914229602044497,0.0,0.0,0.1115601244705326,0.0,0.041254309147430265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04933095567230392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19066664463997024,0.0,0.13145742443868247,0.057998388204425634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251307861237928,0.0,0.0,0.11799684786017275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784167222191957,0.0,0.0,0.05919065887026868,0.06287636756823585,0.0,0.17741277809891734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877869381083953,0.0,0.0,0.13270763680686468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125271513123678,0.0,0.06982035146133536,0.0,0.10224897033374884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05236589608610822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06587429658183036,0.0,0.0,0.07079568840013553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293706511663767,0.1987012151142621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813013427871277,0.1801905586644854,0.0,0.0,0.05905588273933157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14581319750075986,0.0,0.04957503134093485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05576803634808314,0.13800277777445846,0.0,0.05957635840698591,0.0,0.08998735285140526,0.0,0.0,0.043903425705907065,0.0,0.30039201784402186,0.0
anxiety,Bhrrrrr,2019/02/16,"Anger outburst over slight setback Maybe it's because I missed my medication yesterday, maybe because I'm frustrated by being out of work for so long.

I only had to film myself for thirty seconds to answer some stupid question for another job application but it took an hour to get right, after which the recording was deleted in an accident and it took another hour to get a take of equal quality. It was hell to smile into that dead eye of a webcam repeating the same phrases over and over again. I felt like my looks were stupid, my voice stupid and my answer stupid but I also knew it probably wasn't true and I just had to get through it and it would all be fine.

I am almost never even slightly angry but this inconvenience made me so angry I had to scream, punch a wall and considered harming myself and my belongings after I finished recording. I did not know how close I was to bursting and I'm just shocked and confused by my own emotions.

I thought I was past this crap.

Progress isn't a straight line they say. The rollercoaster to recovery is not a fun one.",4.864150641025642,6.2350777548076906,5.362230769230768,81.31610256410258,69.52884615384615,8.623589743589745,31.17435897435897,9.029198982220553,2.645670128205128,855,36,161,16,15,274,124,208,0.277,0.647,0.076,-0.9945,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,2,8,17,8,1,10,0,16,3,2,2,3,36,31,16,1,1,7,0,1,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,11,12,0,0,7,1,0,2,5,13,0,2,16,6,22,4,26,12,5,23,1,1,2,0,3,10,2,4,12,115,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16047280359605418,0.0,0.0,0.12815632071963148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360838743075245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953806149837688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802659454404003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584729199180078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15387047777612725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511807616680136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156389090971682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15902892450307868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807226973841678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829277624635579,0.0,0.0,0.14182113571491015,0.13457431665712558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516376943107487,0.0,0.0,0.32199651796976914,0.0,0.0,0.161440626138762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359897434115776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859332107660097,0.12188158170172292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15298207401243188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17278260822780964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795229136146901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13685738039956874,0.0,0.12744166074493202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049224392010678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127225021153662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35609966769968354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666796294770401,0.0,0.0,0.11384095833982635,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HopefullyGinger,2019/02/16,"This is the second time I’ve been sent to a home with a cat. I work for a home health care company and I’m also highly allergic to cat hair and dander. I haven’t had much experience with hypoallergenic ate or anything, I only know that my allergy seems to have gotten worse as I’ve gotten older if that’s possible.

Naturally anytime I get around a cat, I get nervous. I don’t want my face to swell up and I don’t want to have to go to the hospital. 

The first time I was sent to a client that had a cat I thought it would be fine as long as I took some allergy medication. A lot of times it has to do with whether or not the house is cleaned regularly (how much residual hair is floating around). But i was wrong and left with an allergy attack so bad that I had to use the inhaler that I haven’t needed in months. The inhaler helped a little but I still experienced swelling and itching on my face and hands. My company had no idea she had a cat. 

That was a couple of months ago. Today I walk into a new client’s and the first thing she said to me was that she had adopted a cat and wanted my help with it. Naturally, I immediately backed off and told her that I was allergic. I didn’t make a big deal out of it but I told her I would call my company and see if someone else might be able to come help. Again they had no idea. (This time made sense because she adopted it this week.)

So now after doing breakfast and dishes I’m just sitting here in the kitchen feeling crappy since I can’t really touch anything or sit on anything since I have no idea what that cat has shed on (most likely everything lol).

Part of me wonders of the anxiety makes the allergy symptoms worse. I can get hives from allergies but I also get them from stress and anxiety. Sometimes I wonder if I’m making it worse by worrying so much. 

I’m listening to her call every member of her family to tell them that my company sent ‘the wrong caregiver’ and then calling the shelter to see if she can return the cat. I honestly cannot wait to get out of here.",4.534685147787776,4.717891377088306,5.8181503579952265,82.05258628602904,69.59665871121719,9.40558105379108,29.241876262162666,9.367010060515213,2.2923562695061497,1593,55,341,31,26,537,192,419,0.127,0.825,0.048,-0.9864,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,3,3,15,10,1,2,27,1,37,15,6,6,0,64,78,35,0,10,14,0,5,1,0,3,6,2,4,0,21,24,4,1,9,0,0,7,11,6,0,3,26,12,47,4,48,47,7,46,0,0,2,0,27,16,0,14,22,233,68,1,0.08299843975583256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357310900425244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274764457245786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698715847298442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20490193198099285,0.14777241614754616,0.0,0.09442270726606043,0.0,0.06382067698429762,0.06930023034897552,0.050595078511489575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542520603177467,0.0,0.0846224408871124,0.0,0.0,0.07149580666554524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09183619493427438,0.0,0.0,0.08556774693900357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933454628882507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699297651876427,0.0,0.0745936458822524,0.08118840023313696,0.07824354232982421,0.0,0.04196650496462983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119686091307715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21681629569075825,0.0,0.0471699260130344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822346027843239,0.0,0.0,0.16689631390893464,0.08769240853258968,0.1665084047084654,0.0,0.0,0.0957690558943986,0.0,0.2810854076385776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0456137718930864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017804764486924,0.0,0.0,0.04054884525157152,0.08318624110782731,0.0,0.07345100737532839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07056230542811577,0.0,0.07853513051528625,0.16620630909139578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361219617527832,0.0,0.08804822844626367,0.0,0.0,0.13249712552360304,0.0,0.18304020943023988,0.061542291409538374,0.0,0.08016041031219717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06312405348724584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987922211665679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356827007997033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053170925804099683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895052265925613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227802128235674,0.07555866235031697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731433409647098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032430866499965,0.0,0.08208757918312767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628266120246322,0.0,0.09507443231785008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626715844130194,0.0,0.0,0.07254429465091411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05514047537766182,0.0,0.0,0.06589149015044507,0.19358823070959127,0.0,0.0786728161356972,0.15861713201338748,0.09221432047737996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168400339266524,0.0,0.0,0.14686389055024107,0.0,0.0665763419834192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18001653487759967,0.0604238526488927,0.0842889444121885,0.2537475025988251,0.11791942052194325,0.18149152911929772,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thyactualking,2019/02/16,"I don’t know what to do Forgive me if this doesn’t make much sense but my mind is racing and I can’t really think straight. 

Recently (the last 9 months) I have been getting very anxious about a lot of things. I had what I think was a panic attack at work and find myself getting worked up over tiny things and over thinking it all.
I haven’t been diagnosed with anything and I’m not claiming to have self diagnosed myself with anxiety. But right now I think this subreddit is the best place to ask for advice.

*this is just me rambling, probably not too important to read*
So there are currently a few people at my place. I live in a unit with 2 friends and we have 10 people here having drinks. After about an hour the group split in to 2. A group of guys went to the garage and the girls stayed in the kitchen. I found myself in the kitchen as the guys didn’t make it known they were moving. Just all kind of went 1 by one. I didn’t feel welcome with the girls so I was the last to join the guys. When I walked in I felt like I was imposing and killing conversation. So after a few minutes I left and went back inside to sit on the couch and after half hour of being alone I went to bed because there was no point of me being up. I was feeling anxious and stressed the entire time and couldn’t get my self out of it. I just felt like I wasn’t wanted. 
Once I was in bed I just layed in the dark and watched a few YouTube videos. 

*my actual problem starts here*
I started to feel better and a bit more social after a bit, I was thinking of going back out for a bit until my girlfriend came in. 
She has suffered with anxiety and depression (diagnosed and medicated) for a long time so I thought she’d understand. Just last night I had held her in my arms and talked to her for hours because she woke up in the early am having a panic attack.
I told her why I was in bed and she told me to stop being a downer and to come back out. This did the opposite of help. She left, slamming the door behind her. She came back in to tell me she was going out to town. I said that sounds fun and to enjoy herself. She then got angry that I didn’t care that she was going out and slammed the door again. 
She came in once more, after she had gotten ready , wresting a short dress and looking great, a big smile in her face saying she was leaving. 
I told her I wasn’t happy about how we were at the moment. She got angry, then started smiling again. The last thing she said before she left was “well I’m going to go have some fun” with a cheeky grin. I said her name before she shut the door and she just left. 

Right now I’m a mess. I’m stressing and don’t know what to do. I know I’ll cause an argument when she comes back because of how I am and I don’t want that. How do I get out of this head space? How do I stop worrying and just wait for her to get back?  I don’t know what to do..

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anxiety,lailake,2019/02/16,"Weighted blanket for anxiety cheap alternatives Weighted blankets are great for anxiety but too expensive for some of us. I’ve put together this list of 17 cheap alternatives to weighted blankets like DIY, thrift shop, heavy wool blankets, sew washers to a blanket etc. Here’s the full list if you want to have a look [https://sleepinglucid.com/weighted-blanket-alternatives/](https://sleepinglucid.com/weighted-blanket-alternatives/)  **I’m looking to add to this list some more creative and cheap alternatives. Do you have any suggestions? Thanks a ton!**

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Also, do you think it’s appropriate to use memes or is the subject too serious? If you would look for a low-cost alternative for a weighted blanket, would you prefer to read an in this style (with memes and friendly tone) or would you like to read an article that has a more serious tone?",7.871387959866222,11.365142471014495,6.078985507246376,70.38647157190637,66.31884057971014,8.304124860646603,32.354515050167215,9.057496981413335,3.1707618729097,703,30,106,14,13,205,80,138,0.039,0.7979999999999999,0.16399999999999998,0.9689,0,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,1,6,0,0,4,7,0,0,10,0,10,4,0,1,0,18,18,8,0,7,5,0,4,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,4,4,0,2,3,6,1,0,2,0,0,0,7,7,5,17,15,7,3,0,0,3,0,9,2,0,6,2,67,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782503061644826,0.0,0.146090319376114,0.16383553010986168,0.09169032315097604,0.0,0.20629208592505865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15037322211493714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417080007326286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14865265801820374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174412230948013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33967454119146073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13554331150840515,0.0,0.0,0.26973679711808474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413510852903585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863948443775213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621861876728634,0.11645148033198885,0.0,0.0,0.0795273545582542,0.0,0.0,0.6567557753072013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873421634486094,0.0,0.16383553010986168,0.0
anxiety,neo-mancer,2019/02/16,"Um hey Not sure this is important, but I went out eating alone for the first time! It went ok, I had trouble ordering, but other wise ok.",3.2325000000000017,4.135260107142859,4.620000000000001,86.875,72.92857142857143,8.457142857142857,24.714285714285715,8.841846274778883,1.551514285714286,105,3,23,2,2,35,24,28,0.198,0.5,0.301,0.6008,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,1,5,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,1,3,0,2,4,2,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37795890296260015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734159571763305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104104871471025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439435531184686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21279445099527847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6765901816907722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Glamtr0n,2019/02/16,"Admitting my anxiety struggles to my friends I’ve struggled with bouts of anxiety and depression throughout my life, about 6 or 7 months ago it really hit me. I’ve been seeking professional help for about three months. It’s been helping but two weeks ago multiple factors came together to throw me in a spiral. Although I have a group of very close friends who I consider family I’ve never talked to them about it. This was a particularly tough week and last night I went out with some friends. They could tell something was wrong and I blamed it on the fact that I didn’t get a promotion at work (due to my anxiety just tanking the interview) this lead to them not understanding the severity of how something like this could bring me down so finally I just admitted my struggle and started crying in the middle of a Mexican restaurant. They comforted me and one of my friends even said she’s experiencing similar things. Even though they were positive about it, I can’t help feeling so anxious thinking that I ruined their night or I’m seeking attention. Just in general I wish I wouldn’t have admitted it. ",7.525897435897432,7.820826461538463,7.508461538461539,72.10320512820513,63.23076923076921,11.933333333333335,38.967948717948715,11.538034831475384,4.7325083333333335,896,45,160,26,12,288,125,208,0.149,0.6679999999999999,0.184,0.8782,0,0,2,0,1,0,13.0,0,0,6,3,13,13,0,3,9,0,12,1,0,2,2,34,27,13,0,4,7,0,1,1,4,1,1,1,0,0,13,10,0,0,7,0,0,5,5,7,0,3,9,3,27,6,24,14,1,27,0,2,0,0,23,9,0,3,14,109,40,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21235164906921936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748891498264053,0.13531486114916588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13699393507755264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19126571109245785,0.0,0.1315703283902919,0.0,0.0,0.10316447453909297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582242619061421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291588372183035,0.0,0.06056327274681054,0.0,0.0,0.13121076452213595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3701602355445768,0.0,0.06257897560418557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240853675764116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976349227844084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460262773990512,0.05851740040322417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19121105171892516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238005110702677,0.0,0.0,0.2248067700175732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116456147320644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673274875732837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393615077895372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13531486114916588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18442165976606067,0.0,0.0,0.08477936873543754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756534018828738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962728873838681,0.10469110798888882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957507189366156,0.07674880082069302,0.11768111561574347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700554126338085,0.1246929513528056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882925875825753,0.0,0.0,0.19215711012508974,0.0,0.0,0.11103525387197624,0.0,0.0,0.13773860005600416,0.0,0.0,0.08719969107439961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095826050503573,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DoRedPandasGetLonely,2019/02/16,"I've felt too paralyzed to work on my thesis in months, and now the deadline is too close and I'm panicking. I'm a master's student, and I need to finish my thesis. My entire time in grad school has been a nightmare. My committee chair is very unresponsive. She won't interact with me without multiple promptings (and even then she cancels like half our meetings). I feel like I have no idea what I'm doing. I've finished all my coursework and research, and now I just need to finish my thesis. But my research essentially yielded no results, and so I don't know what to write about. My chair won't give me any more guidance than that I just need to demonstrate that I did my methods correctly. I'm floundering.

I've been putting off working on my thesis for months, and now the deadline is coming up. I have to defend my thesis and have it turned in completely in three weeks. I don't even know if that is possible (there is so much I still have to do -- actually finish writing, have my committee chair approve what I wrote, get all of my committee members to agree to meet for my thesis defense, etc.) I feel like I fucked up, and it's too late, and I don't know what to do. 

It doesn't help that I started a new job at the beginning of the year, and it's been sucking away all of my time. I knew my thesis deadline was upcoming, but I didn't ever look up exactly when (because I thought I had until the end of March, not the beginning). I know it's my fault for not staying on top of it, but I still feel blindsided.  

I have too much on my plate, and I'm dropping the ball left and right. I'm completely panicking. I've been too paralyzed to work all morning. I feel like I'm going to throw up. I've been on and off shaking and crying. I don't know how to turn my anxiety off enough to work because I feel like I already fucked everything up and it's too late to fix it.

I don't even really know why I'm posting this. Advice? Support? Perspective? Reassurance that I did indeed fuck everything up and that I should just curl up in a ball on the floor and give up?",3.371138922702375,4.459840780660379,4.7446652465003085,85.40666463785759,72.79716981132076,8.11247717589775,28.53590992087645,8.558390810932622,1.9869588557516744,1617,63,341,28,31,539,172,424,0.096,0.85,0.054000000000000006,-0.9519,1,0,1,0,0,0,51.0,1,0,0,7,24,14,5,1,12,0,34,3,0,2,7,65,76,29,0,5,10,0,6,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,19,22,0,2,15,2,0,5,14,7,0,2,14,7,53,7,52,59,9,64,0,0,1,3,13,29,4,1,32,232,72,10,0.0,0.0,0.08981726803337839,0.0,0.0,0.08993992705601916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156786891795128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259001121487512,0.0,0.0704099600037889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647413316055101,0.0,0.0,0.11221284095873092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928387324031058,0.1930033139740532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110106090577993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151967177669492,0.09510139968182298,0.10264836391833174,0.18237365067934208,0.08325499052110037,0.0,0.0,0.16543832262294572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326896649701016,0.2630121279437642,0.08837234672626502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25526708373111306,0.04808683615360584,0.17658533628331335,0.0523081647608644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06169213185761014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390138418965347,0.0,0.0,0.09133499459291022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30349498893283017,0.0,0.20764911348123147,0.0,0.10000117813874554,0.0,0.0,0.22482923523092804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728999314200356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14693008995423087,0.0,0.13531923469054422,0.20473835285993766,0.0,0.08889231559850752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376069884823838,0.08814839195525152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252511165702093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05896285583912081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860122388334759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931488803815598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06514602666833116,0.0981018529899887,0.14700571554888325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104445325615623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306907630459168,0.10733793672819583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20022507653647026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594222064531181,0.0,0.0,0.07382852931933866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305132634796153,0.0,0.0,0.0887227865402827,0.0,0.26802338752628874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0592704156751429
anxiety,Beedlam,2019/02/16,"Me trying to go to sleep tonight... I had a pretty bad day as far as anxiety goes, a couple of panic attacks, agoraphobia which i muscled my way through so i could actually have a functional day which resulted in occasionally feeling like i was going insane because of the anxiety of being in public... 

Anyway on finally turning out my light to sleep my brain puts this [on loop](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_3YYVtoph2U)	

You really have to laugh sometimes.. good night everyone. ",7.939629629629632,10.245348580246915,7.7391975308642,63.6213888888889,63.19753086419753,10.8320987654321,36.95679012345679,10.864195022040775,4.872323456790125,389,19,54,11,6,124,61,81,0.173,0.68,0.147,-0.3416,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,0,2,6,1,1,4,0,6,3,3,1,0,4,10,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,2,9,3,15,6,0,15,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,6,39,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.18604650302161327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916928364315971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21689143719084789,0.0,0.0,0.15918444824604985,0.11621822346418945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21282799943940472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522181881748455,0.21095015046865945,0.0,0.2459064332387033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821738579711316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639816352657288,0.13620010864176446,0.0,0.20884731226017866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21670111652963292,0.15990783483654786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314176195204077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17891172979234307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22368622178571124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19395917771097407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19165550057786104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213501231143292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3815745593791994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885573241866328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294385603230318,0.20737201276819991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15132877436966682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,blackmetal_nate,2019/02/16,"Anxiety after drinking So here I am writing this post because I drank alcohol last night.

I keep thinking of the worst I.e things I might have said and done that offended people. However I cannot recall that I actually did.

Does anyone else have these issues after drinking?

It really sucks and I feel like shit :( ",3.786264367816091,6.584004982758621,4.862758620689653,77.4164367816092,76.75862068965517,8.004597701149425,26.90804597701149,8.841846274778883,2.667645977011494,251,10,41,6,6,82,47,58,0.269,0.6920000000000001,0.039,-0.9273,1,0,3,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,3,0,1,0,7,5,1,0,0,7,13,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,6,2,4,1,2,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,2,7,1,3,8,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,5,29,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.21237933068437656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325844944051942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16648936787479734,0.0,0.0,0.1521747106002284,0.2229916896027013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266762939255292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19045292689133492,0.2227150807944913,0.0,0.42639681281744585,0.0,0.0,0.1818052301086515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100422588786754,0.1554777297217832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22715328955743935,0.0,0.1934430449260004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17740070774506098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632494962745913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308752171918675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042347091063984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15087997084264287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084331542727757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942187435158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20701971394565527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22339811120849007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14458631881105968,0.13945104063061667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Marthaish9,2019/02/16,"why do i still feel somehow days after my first panic attack I had my first panic attack the night before valentine. I was given sleeping drugs but when i woke up, i felt fatigued and like a hand was gripping my chest. I still feel that way. The doctor says I'm tensed up and need to calm down if i do not want another panic attack. I sensed two on their way yesterday and did my best to calm down but at night, i woke up with a panic attack which i kept under control by playing a game and not sleeping. I have insomnia now and i use sleeping tablets to sleep. The Doctor believes my triggers are the constant quarrels from my parents and i think so too since my first happened after a sensitive conversation with my dad and i almost had it twice yesterday again when they were quarreling. But last Night's own happened at my cousin's place and my parents weren't there, I'm confused. Truth is my dad mentally/emotionally abuses my mum and i feel worried/guilty that i can't help her because i love her so much. Also, i get paranoid easily but i want this feeling to end and never happen again, I'm distracting myself the best way i can but it's not working. Honestly, I'm not scared or expecting another panic attack but i still feel this way. The doctor believes it won't happen again.",3.316278074866311,5.304321356862747,4.38614081996435,84.26081550802142,74.64705882352942,6.832442067736187,26.492869875222816,7.686295010490155,1.5960196078431377,1026,38,192,14,22,334,131,255,0.202,0.638,0.16,-0.8475,2,0,1,0,1,0,20.0,0,0,2,7,15,23,5,8,10,0,15,13,6,3,2,44,40,23,0,5,12,6,8,1,0,1,6,1,0,0,8,12,0,2,7,2,0,0,8,14,0,5,12,9,38,9,19,27,4,38,0,1,0,1,15,10,0,5,25,137,46,4,0.0,0.08737608262510614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384523254164037,0.0,0.0,0.058974063474609435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546566850929302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4194794378226167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04495443035918853,0.0,0.06275179072586255,0.16617132528487885,0.15478221624774688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969243527355055,0.08271158776547417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0475595965004232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264442172639012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552109728958315,0.0,0.0,0.08295349967146919,0.0653164179157912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18643911427299886,0.0,0.07080702124002038,0.0,0.0,0.18818305962539994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03852885834796765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608507846765525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04942989806884534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060112235354706375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036028212498836934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655798278571577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054211256574388016,0.05468118114861144,0.05687689625655337,0.0,0.0,0.2076148126598264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43262090831539146,0.16377078395161934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704810826323942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058645196334276235,0.07383187735571038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061002847026478665,0.0,0.29519410029074833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17667919675455182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0472529894688638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07203841037248561,0.0,0.0,0.06369223318136777,0.0,0.0,0.08699373844593754,0.23414224192951055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665436332357145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05368743276723388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gotmusiic,2019/02/16,"How to know if my stomach problems are anxiety related I’ve suffered with anxiety for close to ten years with it getting exponentially worse in the last year. I was diagnosed with fibromyalgia, started graduate school, moved away alone, it’s been a huge changing period for me. But my anxiety has gotten much worse and I am actually taking a semester off of school because of it. I suspect I may have ADHD going on with it as well, and I’m also diagnosed with depression. 

I’ve been having terrible stomach problems for the last few months. Nausea where I don’t eat for days, no appetite, IBS-type symptoms, acid reflux, you name it. Everything to make my tummy feel bad. And of course feeling sick makes me more anxious. I’ve seen my general doctor and gotten an ultrasound to rule out any type of internal thing, ulcer, etc. and it came back normal. So I’m not sure if I should pursue a gastrointestinal doctor or if it’s really my anxiety. I’m not currently medicated or anything so I’m really just dealing with it - I used to see a therapist that wasn’t helping me much so I stopped. 

Any advice about any of this is super appreciated! I’m depressed and anxious and I feel sick and I have no idea why. ",2.852385057471264,5.418172456896548,4.811896551724139,77.78109195402301,78.74137931034483,8.349425287356324,28.201149425287355,9.075114841892004,2.9176028735632182,958,43,170,26,24,327,138,232,0.239,0.7,0.061,-0.9904,1,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,1,10,10,0,0,7,0,14,12,2,4,1,45,35,20,0,7,9,0,3,0,0,2,9,0,0,0,11,17,1,1,6,0,0,3,6,7,1,1,8,6,19,3,27,25,5,22,0,3,2,0,4,8,0,6,11,111,30,6,0.0,0.0,0.10634552193439438,0.0,0.1309687948504048,0.10649075277995794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286697730523294,0.0,0.08714861353278007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22232364297871615,0.0,0.33346745497536673,0.2462252642360733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967852418948026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023871803957074,0.08379634202652983,0.09099097783417164,0.06643117409818508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464029293140876,0.0,0.0,0.11528288017314167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028094472368883,0.11235017439104343,0.18772291370983987,0.22121807736354504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230845043212482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151035214059554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153780754665025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794121527248886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16530565499357264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05693581870056984,0.0,0.06193395996922513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304477307420341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302140972767593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05989073465349806,0.17766108213907567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548556342240446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097825425765505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698414818319468,0.11582496701173192,0.16022080114461754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677401079885072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20855193484406204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13962650648923106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22058044112631292,0.08684030660389386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07713425669350171,0.0,0.0,0.09110938612844367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270923346378928,0.11326849942664755,0.08193690283964522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653032762849464,0.07239926545105177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941208641143155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979831250394307,0.0,0.09833450561572904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22211309898180764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035482103283686
anxiety,GardenInMyHead,2019/02/16,"Presentations, again. Hi. I did an exercise presentation for my graduate thesis (on science) last day. It wasn't bad, but it wasn't great either. I was told that I show no enthusiasm and I look depersonalized. Well, I've been thinking about this presentation for 4 months now, so of course I don't even show my enthusiasm for the project. 

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The problem is that my GAD is showing a lot. And everyone translates it as me being not sure with stuff. I'm 157 cm thin female with feminine face which doesn't help. To get my degree I need to stand up with my project and look like I know what I'm doing. The problem is that I know what I'm doing but it's hard for me to make them believe me. I crack and stumble easily. I always think that there's something I don't know and my anxiety makes me doubt everything. Idk what to do and if I should continue. No one really cares in my school about my diagnosis, so it's also pretty neat. 

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I just don't know what to do. I have everything set already. But I don't know if I even stand a chance. They won't believe me anyway. I could just stop, they made me hate science anyway. I just don't want to throw up 2 years it took me to get here. ",1.4833469387755116,3.6675159469387775,3.3071020408163285,88.80718367346941,81.36734693877553,6.695510204081633,22.453061224489797,7.839951260653429,1.051233469387756,937,31,202,17,25,313,130,245,0.156,0.711,0.133,-0.4393,0,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,3,0,17,11,1,1,6,0,23,2,1,3,1,39,46,15,0,8,10,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,17,9,0,1,7,4,0,2,12,5,1,1,8,4,36,6,22,34,2,21,0,0,2,0,6,5,0,4,12,136,53,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262096275469326,0.09610742740164734,0.09999889300020376,0.26042867195590763,0.2920622646860993,0.0,0.0,0.09193691649438106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034478394900964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270802071963853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253091375446867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595347644705357,0.0,0.0,0.07750577454924702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15875472818883235,0.0,0.0,0.11483657242078847,0.21601900144720665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255775586208299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249821916922375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765714195918533,0.1186522824119845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055372243711315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302372923338217,0.09796225586168904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058713587179453276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20184086583674493,0.0,0.0,0.10217223315813956,0.0,0.11371665958798895,0.1604413731647861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959260551341537,0.0,0.0,0.08911150661577001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143667564009961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226566097871455,0.0,0.2299909215418517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699000472745292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162797474567115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925199780222762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047536452951676,0.0,0.0,0.13757666697438573,0.0,0.0,0.11326766770520165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15401222121466535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483657242078847,0.1335237418217935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088492728409714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805571878400044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920622646860993,0.07739159710103
anxiety,ERnursey,2019/02/16,"Effexor & Sexual Issues Hi all,

Roughly 4 years ago I underwent various medical tests, including cardiac monitoring which included the wearing of a Holter monitor due to a high blood pressure, pulse, and numerous ""panic"" attacks. At the end of it all, I was finally told I was suffering from generalized anxiety disorder and began taking 75mg of Effexor XR. Things improved, for the most part.

During the past 3.5 years, I had absolutely zero sexual side effects while on Effexor. No decrease in libido, no difficulties having an orgasm.

6 months ago, I decided to finally wean myself off of Effexor. I did so, successfully, but the anxiety began to slowly creep up again during month 3 of being Effexor free. Finally, after many missed days of work, sleepless nights, and panic attacks, I decided it'd be best for me to begin taking Effexor again. I started on 37.5mg (half the dose I was taking prior) and have been on it for 5 weeks now. My anxiety has greatly improved, but I am now experiencing sexual side effects. My libido remains the same, but my ability to orgasm has suffered. It takes quite a bit of time and effort for me to achieve an orgasm, and there have been a couple of times where I simply could not orgasm at all when being intimate with my partner. When I do orgasm, it is weak, and nowhere near as pleasurable as it used to be.

Why am I experiencing sexual side effects this time around, when I was on the exact same medication for years, previously, with no sexual side effects at all?",7.070380123168397,7.79196815523466,8.528604799320451,62.938347844553,64.19855595667869,12.293820344022086,36.510724145253775,11.892052765847286,5.046343979613505,1197,56,188,40,17,417,155,277,0.147,0.778,0.075,-0.9377,0,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,0,10,11,14,2,3,14,0,23,11,7,5,5,31,34,17,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,9,10,0,0,6,0,1,0,4,9,0,2,11,3,21,6,38,17,11,51,0,3,0,5,3,18,0,1,33,141,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059425927901634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258623245586321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665926282808392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340950292903107,0.0,0.2643038661247162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190567186671793,0.0,0.12681967083199147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274652828666136,0.1285319075999234,0.0,0.07491538376494196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13313261076772934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288574492572254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.381751945409099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806987601842146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273235578621487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124376320794328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777082734988395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340435615983191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18544004689265886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090109007797478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725839894028279,0.0,0.12579297172012566,0.11089051844915553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355341623252206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222061419828232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493598183619068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717338998343462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032063550744262,0.0,0.0,0.1109985151840212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032734595605493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317877599652262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481884178564757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456788797768831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244150670343217
anxiety,seelic,2019/02/16,"Slowly beating it Recently I took the steps needed to beat depression, started visiting a therapist, picked up my psychological studies again, continued painting, smoke less weed, started eating normally so I could gain some weight. (I'm brutally underweight)

Most importantly I asked out a girlfriend who I've been in love with since years. She said yes, we meet tonight for a date. Wish me luck my friends! :)",6.540333333333333,9.298443128571428,6.154285714285718,71.71904761904764,67.71428571428572,10.380952380952381,37.38095238095238,10.504223727775694,4.792666666666667,329,18,51,10,6,102,62,70,0.122,0.591,0.287,0.9269,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,3,2,5,1,0,4,1,2,3,0,1,0,11,11,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,3,2,8,3,6,7,3,14,0,1,0,1,10,3,0,3,8,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295087240668033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960112304209945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21144820443396625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512070931561754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896721655115283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22157272107793308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18203463494169236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405372089901295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424009610712823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23352607193475475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20307957428148812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475313643042961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28504363217844364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727587774200817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989520336483718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282312102041036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580935129577014
anxiety,HickorySnickery,2019/02/16,Stemetil Anyone had experience taking this drug for anxiety relief?  (it’s primarily prescribed for nausea and dizziness at low doses).,8.715714285714284,12.460572238095242,8.733571428571429,51.14892857142861,64.71428571428572,9.914285714285716,39.07142857142857,10.125756701596842,5.637742857142857,111,6,11,3,2,36,20,21,0.159,0.711,0.13,0.0772,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3853426610161579,0.0,0.0,0.3522111271763223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5841526110806637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4927325654922435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787330212237189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nativenation88,2019/02/16,"Weighted Blankets Hello
I’ve seen some informative posts about weighted blankets on here and am thinking I’ll get one. Just wondering if I should get separate smaller ones for me and my partner or one queen for us to share and would it have to weigh double in that case? I was going to get a 15 lb for myself and can’t seem to find info about finding the proper weight for a couple. I’m about 120lbs/5’6 and he’s 160lbs/5’11. Thanks reddit!",3.1723275862068974,5.403437540229888,3.84205459770115,86.88653017241379,75.89655172413794,5.729310344827588,25.81752873563219,6.6274283507984215,1.0678977011494255,354,13,66,3,8,112,65,87,0.0,0.934,0.066,0.6588,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,3,0,6,4,0,0,0,18,16,7,0,3,3,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,5,4,0,7,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,4,6,2,13,12,2,4,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,5,0,44,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988723426211187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285473887303066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817109180534775,0.0,0.10214702050962232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36537739560721705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17213556702107682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636231574890477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654749942416029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151663421032138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216197970012304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6566030719968228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19491394448161886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767793469942376,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThrowAwayAccount9381,2019/02/16,"I've Given Up On Watching Most Shows And Movies, I've Also Given Up Most Comic Books. ((Sorry in advance for any grammar, spelling, or format errors.))

I can't bring myself to find new shows, movies, comics, or any other similar media that was made for mature audiences. Everything as of late seems to have a requirement of having at least one rape scene. Why is it that mainstream media wants people to see rape? I know it gets a strong reaction, but it's also normalizing it. Rape shouldn't ever be for somebody's entertainment. I just want other victims and I to be heard for once and have some sort of standards put in place. I feel like I shouldn't have to search the internet to find out if a movie has a rape scene or not. 

I remember when I was younger, I was only recently a victim of rape. In an attempt to escape I'd begun to read watch more movies than usual, read more comics and etc. At some point I'd stumbled upon Girl With The Dragon Tattoo. At the time I'd never heard of it, but it looked cool. For those who have either read the comic or seen the movie, you'll understand why this supposed ground breaking story is one of my all time hated pieces of media. I've never even finished it, even just thinking of the name brings back too many vivid memories that I will never seem to shake. All these emotions resurfacing just because somebody wants to make a quick buck off of the pain and torture of others. 

TL;DR: The entertainment business makes money off rape, that's not a good thing.",5.409877851625649,6.161190436860071,5.687691754984733,81.75123226154123,67.83959044368599,8.079683851266392,27.02514819471888,8.032893268588372,1.633092832764505,1190,34,224,14,19,379,166,293,0.175,0.754,0.071,-0.9919,0,0,0,1,0,0,36.0,0,1,0,4,12,18,10,1,16,1,18,7,0,3,6,52,41,16,0,7,13,0,1,1,0,4,1,2,0,1,19,7,0,1,9,12,2,5,8,12,0,2,9,10,13,6,41,26,12,37,0,0,6,6,6,16,0,12,16,149,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19642568413316933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16703296396351258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443497230295576,0.0,0.07486515442438743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814715286851684,0.0,0.0,0.13696802523666424,0.1622325502666209,0.11109063220768818,0.0,0.0,0.11037565277786313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062097519507067475,0.08773703350598844,0.0,0.0,0.2244961833870775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06416428607745381,0.0,0.0,0.10300901521177014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125158469456955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749435275368168,0.0,0.1385374687427873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05999981916818487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313128555695347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620783773329155,0.16395614438545486,0.1245122567530951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841609327982325,0.11861275193756425,0.0,0.0,0.12032984386445697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079094502183902,0.16644139957348802,0.09340418379117206,0.1306807999159011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514249005881155,0.0,0.12831257068871604,0.0,0.11609719006335935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346014436768615,0.0,0.0,0.3685361919692837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212621944054345,0.0,0.13912223943425475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978653930540614,0.2236071606716473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747816125950094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159094373665889,0.0786930748612493,0.0,0.0,0.14322551929162725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785179247818046,0.0,0.0,0.13526024634076522,0.0,0.2173133863783469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22163774908709535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bunnygoats,2019/02/16,"Anxiety attacks wake me up and the aftershocks prevent me from going back to sleep This wasn't a problem until very recently, I'd say a few months ago, but lately it's been getting worse. For the past week I've gotten about 4 hours of sleep a night because I always wake up in the middle of my rest with my heart racing and feeling like I just narrowly escaped death. After that, I can never go back to sleep because my heart can't slow down and everytime I close my eyes my heartrate spikes back up and all I can do is just start my morning routine because I know I won't be able to go back to sleep.

It's not nightmares, I don't think. I don't exactly remember my dreams when this happens but when I wake up from a nightmare I usually writhe a little like I was just acting it out. Someone said it could be night terrors but I read that night terrors are usually more violent and the person experiencing them will scream or jerk around like they're being attacked.

Anxiety pills help a little, I have Hydroxyzine that at least calms down the major part of the freakout and sometimes I can go back to sleep, but it's only for an hour or two usually and then I wake up the same way.

Is this normal for people with anxiety? For reasons that are too personal for me to get into, I currently can't see a doctor or a therapist, so I can't seek professional help on this as of yet",6.955821428571429,5.6722503678571465,7.465714285714286,77.15928571428572,64.96428571428572,10.714285714285717,34.64285714285714,9.784248007369934,3.1119285714285705,1093,41,220,19,14,362,152,280,0.161,0.7440000000000001,0.095,-0.9721,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,15,12,4,2,16,0,23,14,12,1,3,37,37,20,1,3,11,0,1,3,0,2,2,3,0,2,13,13,0,1,5,2,0,5,9,8,0,1,5,7,29,4,36,26,8,52,0,0,2,0,7,17,0,3,32,155,42,3,0.08840991885938618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837005871958737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356413486194402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029000378165232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787035717761304,0.0,0.2011580919456825,0.0,0.33990885192130016,0.0,0.16168159783644828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07058812622864771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049129820160963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04470271139614067,0.06316006369828256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238106723839022,0.0,0.2009815771806752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818059926911436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095323590510706,0.1185186100206794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17413192250904105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048587779285994684,0.0,0.09973023933839803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957786179160027,0.17721992963231634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07056795375373587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.068187179722972,0.0,0.0,0.24890015939214705,0.08662294927904943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723972719608598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957393266410164,0.08439727134212227,0.0612923058901676,0.15439226203695125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459635232808571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884338438390204,0.0,0.0,0.090900121238642,0.08729412902156089,0.0,0.10015120358400877,0.0,0.08409807850298122,0.07030711599129365,0.0,0.0,0.07045125886014922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4423688372272748,0.0,0.07490943734852719,0.0,0.08743967038770459,0.0,0.06257699561202862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265072998964812,0.0,0.056649506169033866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636364426196891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29211310549307623,0.07294744209472327,0.0,0.07017567844758925,0.07091710410490228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009726038838987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ch179,2019/02/16,"Swimsuit anxiety....help Hi

I discovered that since last year I am having this issue called 'swimsuit anxiety'. I am afraid to be seen by someone in my speedo swimsuit. I know this is most commonly affecting female but I too surprised that this is affecting me as a guy. I used to have no issue about wearing one around for water-related activities when I was younger until one day, one of my female friends made a joke like 'Is that your underwear?"" and since then, I have yet to visit a pool. I could not overcome that shame and thought esp since nowadays speedo is not the default swimsuit as it used to be for a guy and I might the only one or two in a pool to wear that. Which make my anxiety worse as I have social anxiety issue too that I am trying very hard to address since my teenage year.

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Some of you might ask. well, why speedo since there are jammers or square-cut around. It is due to practical and medical reason, jammers and square-cut felt very uncomfortable on me. Who enjoys wearing anything uncomfortable for their own leisure activity? 

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Due to this, I could not get myself to join a formal swimming class to improve my swimming technique up until now (ah... my 2019 resolution and it's Feb now). Any advice from you guys?

​",4.105538951982466,6.373577075313808,4.548989838613268,82.71931659693166,73.22594142259416,7.397569236899781,29.790994221956574,8.269060116576782,2.301911974496911,1007,44,182,17,21,318,133,239,0.083,0.7959999999999999,0.121,0.8861,0,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,3,1,0,11,8,0,2,8,1,20,4,3,7,0,30,30,16,0,2,6,0,2,1,1,2,1,0,1,3,15,8,0,0,4,5,0,3,4,2,2,5,5,3,26,6,29,19,3,23,0,0,1,0,14,6,0,6,15,128,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839466710488157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940341359546846,0.3297496969015956,0.06151465079556592,0.0,0.20760073459453904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443935820949606,0.1610538814262176,0.08456616871897342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236789526831203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14444696034971313,0.0,0.0,0.05833802983348117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685401940875356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698877500851437,0.0,0.0472606551179152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687034008668525,0.0,0.0,0.08103274363656156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06063219792414711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832444520610674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04971343909364415,0.07373547375341795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04419328779598552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559369825267264,0.060381524271231925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112707959754457,0.0,0.19192362571664626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451871613779165,0.06879750694017417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300605434553537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3741396239270379,0.0,0.0,0.09221070253487153,0.07664490548631836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181367482745044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06141515286342983,0.0,0.08836447831152709,0.0,0.0,0.15625361327288007,0.0,0.14927491121861092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133274949847606,0.0,0.08162441960370287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218459317636467,0.0,0.0,0.3297496969015956,0.1165041786059928
anxiety,problematicpasnetti,2019/02/16,"First attack in a while... don’t know why Having a really bad anxiety attack. I haven’t had one in years. It’s calmed down quite a bit after I went for a walk, but I’m having a hard time sleeping on my own. I think I got like two hours of sleep? It’s currently 3:35am. Haven’t been to therapy in a while, so I should probably get on that. Maybe I’m just too excited for tomorrow (er, today, technically). Melatonin helped, but now I’m awake again and I feel really sick. Eating a banana because I think I’m just really hungry. Watching art restoration videos bc they’re not aggravating. Just upset and super jittery. My body feels like it’s radiating with energy, while my brain is tired and foggy. I just want to sleep.",1.5175000000000018,3.941136861111115,3.5713888888888903,85.48750000000003,83.16666666666667,7.211111111111113,19.416666666666664,8.278499904357787,1.1616749999999998,564,15,113,13,16,191,95,144,0.125,0.6970000000000001,0.177,0.8240000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,3,8,9,2,1,7,0,9,8,5,0,0,18,22,9,0,2,7,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,5,2,0,2,4,4,1,3,4,4,11,5,13,17,2,21,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,0,15,65,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590046112188587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34471628294104806,0.0,0.0,0.1264998563615849,0.09235568384227108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16540357950111426,0.16828724841859025,0.0,0.16912903022532697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550268374335193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15321036664063248,0.1082347827909942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288695761490711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791548025846852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117191912407645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357181953877744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155021433763688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492013283882801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326286310346771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803480664123822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522065462553624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266331109220804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16334738162489906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16114359208141862,0.0,0.0,0.2911728190351043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4548414824866685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17325849980077,0.0,0.0,0.19415582051064945,0.0,0.0,0.08834344148186038,0.1741320353377223,0.14360846840784272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14799779687345496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936122802552687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14044610854238454,0.13670916756656293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756387458912427
anxiety,Nordic_Nonsense,2019/02/16,"Been Having Anxiety Nonstop. Finally was Told That I'm Doing Okay. So, for context, I'm in the military. Because of some fuck ups on my end, I ended up getting involuntarily discharged. I found out about it about a month ago and have 36 days left. Here I am freaking out, feeling like my life is spiraling out of control. I can't sleep. Eating is out of the question. My heart literally feels like it's going to explode and it feels like someone is constantly squeezing my lungs and stomach. 

I went to see my psychiatrist yesterday. She asked me what my plan was and I told her what I was planning. She leaned back, smiled, and told me that it was the best exit plan she had heard from someone in a long, long time. She refilled my medication and sent me on my way. 

It felt good to know someone thought I was doing okay with me leaving the military. It made me feel more at ease. With the new medication she gave me, I finally feel at peace with where my life is headed. ",2.337677046018186,4.652224481675397,3.7755524937999465,85.89859465417472,79.0523560209424,6.743565720584184,26.80655828051805,7.85451343220497,1.693496335078534,760,32,152,13,19,250,110,191,0.04,0.8109999999999999,0.149,0.9622,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,5,6,9,1,0,7,2,17,11,5,2,0,26,41,7,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,10,13,1,1,10,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,18,9,30,7,25,23,3,33,0,0,1,1,14,15,1,2,17,102,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573035235178158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124527419878464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150629983714504,0.0,0.0,0.09171533942502023,0.0,0.07270911275445291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251720633942061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288942205625608,0.13377738551881066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692269787150684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204840388784907,0.0,0.0,0.2112850171611853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30154586485033824,0.25563088372593,0.11452298805728912,0.2613205110688821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307792045304661,0.0,0.11026808824450474,0.062316418727573264,0.0,0.06778689884475772,0.10004245846206353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224108635862278,0.0,0.0,0.14134179885482634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555058280969295,0.0,0.0,0.1262953154045294,0.12959295700466708,0.0,0.16849533648615075,0.17481565291710274,0.0,0.0,0.2111097653882728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128611680783319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24031462261592074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520440251069913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151968231556196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361562782574704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504696748489776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936143418455238,0.0,0.3031847111537491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469126104468187,0.06955038369691577,0.0,0.0,0.3419179673887749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467517735742742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056939342653084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WusBoppin,2019/02/16,"Nearly 20 years old, had what I think is a small panic attack for the first time today. I don’t know why it happened Nothing went wrong at all, I was actually feeling pretty happy until it happened.  I was in the kitchen watching YouTube videos on my phone, and all of a sudden I looked up and everything felt wrong.  I felt like I was trapped in my head, and lightheaded on top of that.  There was a slight numbness to everything, like my arms and legs were moving and I was controlling them, but they weren’t connected to me.  I had to breathe manually or I’d just forget.  I managed to stay at least a little calm and keep it at bay, but at a couple points near the begging I felt my stomach flip and wanted to throw up for a second or two.  My family has a history of heart problems, so I assumed this had to due with that.  However, my grandparents told me that anxiety does run through one side of my family.  It just doesn’t make sense to me because if I had long term serious anxiety, wouldn’t it have shown up earlier in my teens instead of out of nowhere so late?  And if that’s not it, why did I just get one out of nowhere?  Maybe it wasn’t even an anxiety attack?  A couple of days ago, I had actually started feeling this way in a bit in one of my classes, but it calmed down after I left to go to the bathroom.  This is kind of a messy post, but the whole experience left me totally dumbfounded and I have no clue what to think.  ",5.159592451314996,4.918273331058021,6.153607709295327,81.64220036137323,68.24914675767917,9.761011845011044,31.911062035735803,9.478462496947786,2.640870869303352,1118,43,238,21,17,373,156,293,0.121,0.804,0.075,-0.9377,3,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,2,3,8,14,2,1,16,0,22,8,6,2,3,43,41,20,0,5,12,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,17,12,1,2,9,1,0,5,7,8,0,6,19,7,32,6,45,21,7,49,0,0,2,0,4,26,0,5,17,170,49,2,0.0,0.0,0.20249899426899434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197216937457232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381158946293393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360716121151773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632478251001945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327312225957893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163695768125962,0.0,0.2296049246667864,0.0,0.06691311662188053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079632661710506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852891738295314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18649584138011224,0.10149188200081433,0.1956211562898389,0.0,0.1049228598574698,0.0,0.2988619848681409,0.0,0.0,0.08825358736916278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0542074824356959,0.0,0.05896611524743496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18349965370097168,0.11044867299082224,0.0,0.0,0.10648212579091536,0.0,0.0,0.1229496693695997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222183232148357,0.0,0.10804442230376138,0.057020800278014226,0.0,0.11703967834217376,0.0,0.22545929577021925,0.0,0.0,0.10137848770820068,0.10398934013188016,0.0,0.09181953274077632,0.0871277106340889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06925698359887096,0.0,0.10423541482411376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027469189339464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995553117222902,0.0,0.10887297167926764,0.0,0.21092035294512831,0.0,0.0,0.12173363704174438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980816085695461,0.0,0.09936820117226257,0.1055557018751129,0.0,0.09927911465051738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343802127256678,0.11058857055758428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296348277616024,0.0,0.0,0.06050012628498959,0.0,0.09834720414477403,0.09914194145581763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101353142356162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061197135744776476,0.0823555512093048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618152927395653,0.18724472950923324,0.11583827622428686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268786773064788,0.0,0.06681454372260216
anxiety,CucumberCube,2019/02/16,"(Trigger warning if you dont like food stuff) Can't eat because of anxiety? Idk if this is the right reddit for this, but my anxiety has been really high lately and it is keeping me from eating. It has been like this since tuesday, I have been constantly stressed and anxious and its making me nauseated to the point I can't eat. Sometimes when it is really bad I can't drink either... Has anyone tried something like this? Idk, it is making me really distressed because I have been eating minimal, but I the hunger is making me feel sick and giving me more discomfort than I already have, but as soon as I try to eat I just can't get it down..",6.332075892857143,5.824927609375003,7.0289285714285725,77.23750000000003,65.875,10.126785714285717,32.348214285714285,9.606745405546679,2.8632308035714282,506,18,98,9,7,168,71,128,0.284,0.6940000000000001,0.022,-0.9865,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,3,3,0,20,9,0,4,0,17,27,12,0,2,7,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,11,4,8,1,1,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,1,15,3,9,23,2,9,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,8,72,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407499913138442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951444165269841,0.14409047961547086,0.0,0.0891830075677149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649543764311777,0.1555015041518874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783172710174374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494827588983368,0.12494635289383856,0.0,0.6525561124638839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449100226730195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15422891983969889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663743015419361,0.12235357900492387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347591685861585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336859108527465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438772479435434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18693734490824834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554134890548334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057203261961785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24512736760972606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108923439043264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550722581034784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819100866489222,0.12614608387518148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14610331347203234,0.0,0.1460094564194164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17319048790733152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RobertCrewneck,2019/02/16,"Social Worker referred me to a physician to get anxiety medication while they try to get me a spot with a psychiatrist. Physician put me on buspirone and i feel dizzy and out of it for most of the day. I feel calmer, but i still feel the sensation of anxiety, but just numbness. i had to come into work late because i didn’t feel safe driving. When people talk to me, i feel like i forget what they said and then it comes back to me and it trips me out. I’m having nightmares too and that’s weird since i don’t ever really dream. 

I’ve been reading all these threads to better understand the situation i’m in and how to build coping skills while i wait to be treated properly and i keep hearing a lot of talk about xanax. 
I’m wondering if i should ask the psychiatrist about it when i see him, but i’m scared he might think i’m just trying to score some
benzos since i’m only 19. I have had a recorded medical history of severe depression since 14 so idk if that would help my case. 

Not sure how to go about it tbh. I want to try it to see if it’s beneficial to me, but i also don’t want the doctor to think that i want to abuse them. 

How has it worked for you? Pros? cons?",2.269251012145748,3.680319356275305,3.9884433198380576,88.46412246963565,76.08502024291498,7.3691497975708495,23.281174089068827,8.07648339933343,1.0688268825910936,919,27,205,15,20,309,136,247,0.139,0.754,0.108,-0.8357,0,0,0,0,1,0,19.0,0,1,3,5,16,9,0,1,10,0,13,7,0,3,3,52,43,24,0,8,10,0,5,1,0,3,7,2,0,0,13,13,0,3,10,2,0,6,4,4,0,0,5,9,29,5,32,34,4,21,0,1,2,0,13,5,0,8,11,132,42,5,0.0,0.1449437694102205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782909465194296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871677465290766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436418514588655,0.0,0.0,0.09406598617333688,0.0,0.07457263351925332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819297650573748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21075688566912054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889421202341408,0.0,0.10536462916160293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521229084394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065656735421707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30927442815417105,0.08739421825833041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278271534325401,0.0,0.06952426420094407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787739088220535,0.0,0.08199676081155417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873456744622316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799616075961124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05976538164453444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400254526276803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24647384079868584,0.0,0.12977523634935473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303922526546032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480981248071974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297774807189145,0.0,0.0,0.12236540303078595,0.0,0.07836920270749469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636602937744657,0.0,0.12247597151368365,0.0,0.1949660064565589,0.0,0.0,0.1382006764318174,0.0,0.3035836235887373,0.13750662866943592,0.0,0.1247023723183558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769473134446567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529674328528602,0.0,0.0,0.19665213481360125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15677119421580962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491668010706638,0.0,0.0,0.1273522366788732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21646427694993647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326641590227458,0.17811874008196213,0.0,0.0,0.08690135473738493,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FunDip500,2019/02/16,"Fight Night First post on this sub. 

I went out with my friend and his coworkers today but I regretted doing so. Today was my dads birthday and my family went out to dinner for pizza and beer at some really cool place. My mom had informed me that we were going to be going out for my dads birthday but I totally forgot. I knew I should have made a reminder on my phone. I got asked to go see some boxing event with some friends and I said yes because it sounded like it could be fun. Before going to the event my friend wanted to go shopping. We spend several hours walking around the stores. I bought nothing because I am not working and I didnt want to throw away my money. I felt like I went there for nothing. Afterwards we went to eat at one of the bars that my friends works at, we were there until midnight. I wanted to ask about the fight that we were supposed to be going to but I didnt want to look like a buzzkill. Altogether 6 hours hanging out. Being out with people who I didnt really know gave me anxiety. My anxiety didnt fully come out till we got to the bar, where we had to socialize. It was there where I would deeply regret going. I would have suicidal thoughts that were fleeting that were very overwhelming. I really wanted to go out to eat with my family but I had already committed to spending the night with my friend. I regret going with my friend. ",2.211428956228957,4.45018535636364,3.5291313131313164,87.90140067340069,79.07272727272726,6.546801346801348,22.54882154882155,7.662118739084242,1.0711629629629624,1083,34,215,17,27,353,130,275,0.099,0.748,0.153,0.9589,0,0,1,0,2,0,21.0,7,0,0,3,8,17,2,1,8,2,26,7,0,1,2,56,60,12,1,12,5,3,1,3,6,3,0,2,0,0,10,27,7,1,5,4,6,17,5,6,0,2,28,6,43,11,43,24,4,47,0,4,2,0,27,17,0,3,15,152,53,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619203763719472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336653795875372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759798622311552,0.16298059598651368,0.0,0.08189719012754977,0.0,0.0,0.10627358765987698,0.0,0.07417353394576066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750874996197406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959654210086799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17838921777420602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643484346549551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369493416512627,0.0,0.0,0.07414504244784292,0.0,0.0,0.4040746080936388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4458561655681561,0.0,0.1394323991032386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17168581068082173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047905244229206286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775762150574838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731991525321854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248045385778799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209008905209714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16360249565616095,0.0,0.16728006268301945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059067281714053635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06043130445943344,0.0,0.09107199025899157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834828329761197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675261273618421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291671381354021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946159737173485,0.0,0.0,0.09847501025720848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885678210994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534762628608467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920164233911655,0.0,0.0,0.16525011262009895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192271556339483,0.2570696763012447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32322237693910555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691866067114307,0.0,0.0,0.12384326936852975,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Somethingspecialxo,2019/02/16,"Ambiguous loss/grief How do I deal with the grief of losing someone who is still alive and well? 

To make a super long story short, my sister took off around a year and a half ago and has been officially MIA for almost 2 months now. She's done this many times over the years, but never for this long. I have reason to believe she is completely fine, but lately, I feel like I'm grieving her or something. I don't know if I'm just worried about her or what but it's starting to escalate to nightmares that wake me up in the middle of the night with tears running down my face and heart pounding. I end up not being able to fall asleep for the rest of the night.

As someone who has dealt with anxiety and depression for the majority of my life, I know I need to find a way to cope because it's really starting to mess with my head, but I don't know where to start. 

It's kind of a serious situation to be honest and I probably shouldn't be posting about it so openly but I don't know what else to do. Maybe I'll elaborate later if I can figure out a way to tell my story without needing a flow chart.

Please feel free to reply... I'll take any kind of advice at this point.",3.8743316326530612,4.2984071755102065,5.023507653061227,86.3197512755102,71.12244897959185,8.084183673469388,25.924744897959183,8.07648339933343,1.3266785714285712,918,26,201,12,16,304,143,245,0.114,0.7909999999999999,0.095,-0.5517,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,10,14,0,0,14,0,17,6,5,3,1,42,33,18,2,5,12,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,12,13,0,0,9,0,1,4,7,6,1,1,3,2,21,9,40,26,2,39,0,4,0,0,9,14,0,6,19,130,33,0,0.12139573637417073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862650860338528,0.1076099956961024,0.0,0.1215602944009439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255326357161487,0.0,0.0928674060514984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806794276371404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400171413920632,0.0,0.0,0.13677142401328654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127281119937781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515367373287356,0.1045579698561582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242299860102071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141056057995912,0.0,0.10752059026398847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122762663689073,0.08672513832172261,0.0,0.0,0.11095350377679583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458704819069102,0.0,0.0,0.1438545321010741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528299571089616,0.2668636877538677,0.0,0.13693967825615505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574539869951774,0.059307824856923326,0.0,0.0,0.2148628131801968,0.0,0.1358107771759225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103259668310064,0.12307622286916026,0.12195833388383083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689691859098117,0.0,0.0,0.18002680064331458,0.09362787570152037,0.0,0.0,0.2278433500288962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332560640833893,0.11475820944323288,0.0,0.11626355856549934,0.0,0.1308851360035187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776921723677924,0.12481503542398972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13645389396653665,0.0,0.0,0.2057164269715608,0.09345636871990977,0.0,0.0,0.2577735810781924,0.0,0.09694679188167817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127448586757712,0.0,0.10610522432469784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078683011843066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348751298401202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927165700548018,0.0,0.0,0.10914934604222444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11702115784774582,0.0,0.0,0.123283262977243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15634974821881434
anxiety,ken8th,2019/02/16,"Scared by my landlord i'm scared by my landlord. I live in a house where the landlord is also living.

Tonight i was grabbing a yogurt from the fridge and closing doors that let in winds. I didn't see him in the garage and closed that door. Then he reopened it soon after and said in a slightly angry voice ""what are you doing?"" i explained that i don't want wind to blow inside and i'm not locking it. and he said ""don't you see i'm outside?""

i don't think it's purely him being angry for no reason. i've accidentally locked all doors before when he is outside. And I am not a good tenant. I yelled at his dog once when it would not stop barking. And I suck at cleaning restrooms.

But I no longer feel safe living here. I feel that if I watch cartoons with volume that's accidentally too high, he might just run in my room and yell at me.

No need to pick a side. I hate that mentality. Just wishing to talk to people.

(Note: information released here can be inaccurate and i'm not claiming facts about my landlord or this house)",1.3977272727272734,3.639005023809528,2.8546320346320364,91.59779220779222,82.09523809523809,4.770562770562772,21.45021645021645,5.852544927426893,0.07861904761904759,805,25,170,5,22,262,122,210,0.16399999999999998,0.8029999999999999,0.033,-0.9753,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,0,0,11,6,2,2,8,0,16,0,0,2,3,38,33,16,0,5,9,0,3,0,0,2,0,5,10,0,12,12,0,2,6,0,0,1,11,4,0,0,4,11,23,2,19,24,1,22,0,0,3,0,14,14,1,3,7,109,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967467784349607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13798130512037945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16398010010747693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13600727340225102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16009372962266885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713248451587688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3742084165931342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16581368479433714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4295554633640448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634133231163203,0.1720200112812953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023530568825193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17268896107349124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241732483094406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672155351387896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084916082507668,0.0,0.3246893412662425,0.0,0.2584318516657675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13556819570377546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303334264715238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039018820392994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564276516434343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864693600713377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11518971140258785,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,star_slayerr,2019/02/16,"progress is real!!! 8 months ago i was so anxious to meet my online friends, and i was a MESS

PERIOD. 

i messed up a lot in an anxious sense - didn't really talk to any of them and was awkward and said stupid shit and thought about it for months. like for months and just hated how dumb i was meeting them for the first time. 

today, i had one of the best days in relaxing and trying to engage more. i've been trying my hardest to step out of my shell and take my meds and calm down. anxiety is tiring, it's hard to live with. but i will try my best to live with it. 

i feel proud that today actually felt like a really good day. i feel good that i held more than one conversation with people. 

a lot can change over time. you just gotta hang in there. ",1.4871428571428569,3.1702285286624203,2.9135077343039164,94.1480414012739,79.0,6.269153776160145,18.857597816196535,7.1686216300943375,0.04232156505914464,577,12,135,7,14,188,96,157,0.119,0.6709999999999999,0.211,0.9677,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,2,5,6,18,4,1,7,0,11,2,1,1,0,24,20,11,0,0,3,0,4,2,1,2,1,1,0,0,5,12,0,1,4,1,0,2,1,7,0,3,11,5,17,11,24,7,6,21,0,0,0,0,9,7,2,2,14,87,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.13000355697952531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809154119486427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059420607514201,0.0,0.10191297784605267,0.3010014863499417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796124585224458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14092915440857548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17183182960157953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347201257880407,0.0,0.12791214500949707,0.0,0.0,0.11331691118380237,0.0,0.0,0.10292548444082056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234773240024902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193390026750175,0.1315272242089521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301691798603581,0.0,0.23527149948648174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22651785444563186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14797744938927027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31900493200716795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805467147872616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235801253965244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15163358878233482,0.17068835774225574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267227799009109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367484725845205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016490232293022,0.107077234354179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576184327133073,0.15536337142121612,0.15311685637728892,0.2525540712726353,0.0,0.0,0.271343018745396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,twistedinkittens666,2019/02/16,"Advice on coping Hi so i wanted to ask all of you beautiful people how or what you use to cope with your anxiety and or panic attacks im looking to try some new things out so weather it be a fidget toy you recommend or a skill in general I would love to learn about it 
Thank you so much
Good vibes 
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anxiety,everlastingsweetness,2019/02/16,"i need some sleep have to be up in 5 hours but all i can think about is how my mom is going in for an MRI tomorrow. so nervous they’re gonna tell her something horrible. also alone rn and can’t stop freaking out :( not sure what to do. also this is my first post on this subreddit which is making me anxious too. pleaseeeeeee let me fall asleep soon. 
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anxiety,N1ck1McSpears,2019/02/16,"Moving... again. I’m proud to say I’m almost 30 years old and for the last 5 or so years, my anxiety is well under control. In my view, I only experience anxiety now when any normal person would. But when I do, it’s soul crushing. 

I moved into my current place about two years ago. At that time I took so much comfort and happiness knowing I would never move again, and if I did it would be a long ways out. 

I can’t even express to you how COMPLETE I became as a person when I came to my current home. I felt like nothing was missing and I had finally reached the proverbial mountain top. A lifetime of struggling with anxiety and depression, getting out of debt, graduating college barely because I struggled the most during college. And now finally I had it all, it seemed. When I first found out I had to move I had an actual tantrum like a child. 

Well stuff changed. And I’m moving again. Moving is the worst thing in the world for someone like me. I have hoarding tendencies so I tend to have a lot of stuff. Like way too much stuff to the point it’s embarrassing. I don’t have trash or rotting food hoarded. But I like saving jars, mementos and “cute little things” like ribbons and stuff. 

I have about .. 60% of my house left to move and the thought is giving me an intense headache. I’m not even the kind of person that experiences headaches but I feel like I have a brain tumor. I can’t pack for more than 2-3 hours. It’s exhausting. I’ve thrown away so much stuff. 

I hate moving. I feel like I have moved every year for the last six or more years of my life. I’m so sick of it. Every time I say “this is the last time.” But it never is. 

I’m battling that feeling of “I’m not going to make it.” I have moments where I think “I can do this!” But it only lasts a few hours and I’m struggling with guilt feeling like I should be packing every moment. But it feels like it’s killing me, like it’s literally shortening my lifespan or somehow sucking my life out of me. 

I know I can do this. I know I can and it will be better when it’s over. But right now I feel like I’m going to crack",0.8282446808510642,3.029650768518522,2.580791962174942,92.93063829787235,84.1388888888889,5.250669818754925,22.385933806146575,6.56484139541529,0.4701503546099293,1620,57,352,17,47,534,193,432,0.117,0.7490000000000001,0.135,-0.4407,3,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,1,0,5,26,35,5,5,19,0,35,6,1,3,3,64,69,36,1,6,14,0,7,12,0,5,4,2,1,4,28,20,1,1,14,0,1,13,7,14,2,3,11,10,50,21,39,50,10,71,1,2,1,0,9,19,1,10,49,236,78,3,0.0,0.0,0.0548709615281969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04984322401831975,0.0,0.056304778625491575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03823734759049367,0.0,0.12904407886690636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052828581159621066,0.0,0.0,0.03427640705419819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049729590174101855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276966661397569,0.0,0.0643104908782304,0.0,0.0,0.059482358709401675,0.0,0.05895457325616474,0.0,0.06306510899362237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04842957460159044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742768644923538,0.0,0.14212495566531164,0.0,0.0,0.11000463825105868,0.0,0.0,0.17058509038380354,0.20084846530413686,0.053988233482801164,0.1231912736888616,0.0,0.047827982699271736,0.06799179551075303,0.061651711579109675,0.0,0.0,0.029377100800000437,0.05393955642273915,0.06391197058314746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05985634554282573,0.0,0.05551405997773254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0564018282572332,0.0,0.11074760647320496,0.06488020652615882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062208568458533973,0.05855339045971442,0.09270523489728703,0.18333511793989699,0.0,0.0,0.06109249277529018,0.0,0.07943178676430337,0.32964519861866,0.056355786875062534,0.0,0.04976050440886146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047803509248187305,0.0,0.0,0.03753299907815374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5378585269950087,0.12400337958348738,0.0,0.0867338606002621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055092048373878544,0.05395281788101065,0.0,0.059002412945695,0.0,0.0,0.08552870420977696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14728982399268387,0.05874687545778073,0.0,0.053154161973704886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048018881293178085,0.0,0.08943041232046918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051188367394311915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047642274713719734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17634689201013615,0.32184123165173784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471151087462102,0.036028989548334084,0.0,0.04463919425071078,0.09836197302071284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062471996840387976,0.0,0.0,0.054927130824158905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926322421209436,0.0,0.0,0.10111245281710836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982946295322293,0.0,0.0,0.18104673908932487
anxiety,littlebabs,2019/02/16,"Anxiety about money I don't know you fellow subreediters but within my generalise anxiety one of the biggest problems I found is dealing with money.
I come from a middle class but not struggling family, my parents have good jobs and generally we have always lived in nice houses (always rented). My family members in general tend to spend the money quite freely but they always ""loan money from the future"" as in they buy something assuming they will have money coming in next month or so.
I on the other way I am the opposite, I am always reluctant to spend money specially in myself, and I budget every penny down with excel sheets and stuff. When an unexpected spend comes along I have a big anxiety period, I loss sleep (even more than I use to) and frecuently experience ""light"" panic attacks related to this.
Just now I lost a train to the airport and I had to pay 60£ for a taxi to make it in time, I am in the taxi right now and honestly trying very hard not to start crying (I travel alone). I know it's only money and it doesn't really affect my everyday life as is such a small amount but I feel like I'm the worst person in the world and a complete failure, I am filled with guilt that I am spending money I am not supposed to. I even considered losing plane before taking the taxi.
Does anyone has similar experience? How do you deal with it? ",5.073730460498524,6.140752015209127,6.43989226869455,74.91574883819182,68.77186311787072,9.494634558512884,27.15863962822137,9.725611199111238,2.5988142796789178,1072,33,190,24,18,364,155,263,0.161,0.736,0.103,-0.925,3,1,1,0,0,0,26.0,1,2,3,5,10,15,1,3,17,0,18,2,1,4,0,38,32,18,0,1,9,1,2,1,1,1,1,0,1,1,8,17,0,0,5,1,17,5,5,9,0,1,3,3,31,6,33,28,3,33,0,3,0,0,11,17,0,2,11,135,39,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167553331941365,0.0,0.0,0.3910164943886758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26961936562985794,0.0,0.0,0.0821458840698974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365230910097647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996821029257827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036000532677521,0.12317724905999165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904804899976824,0.0,0.2422367943918621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280896209021448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15519101117423828,0.0,0.09898333634813047,0.0,0.0,0.2298391452131839,0.22150244167760366,0.0,0.05940223973472593,0.08392889666620648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881253841254234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985380135151966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524046062364632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355580223371506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165823855063583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912965782982835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298074637088171,0.05739558794877595,0.0,0.10373842759939787,0.0,0.0,0.13143188819682916,0.1282450720620681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841989722035246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377271256146602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249430414225694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960858982557571,0.08935007004841998,0.0,0.13783937458732914,0.13044944200379907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258042382969844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124140492764412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495616972169912,0.0,0.0,0.07526173752602162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032866619068387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175664692339676,0.0,0.0,0.0904430948728454,0.0,0.0,0.08315409913917515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281730287320038,0.13448835386080973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833156153897086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06850448053825682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976231195635801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146640417792452,0.0,0.0969346446336562,0.0,0.09325144593020424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gcahoon,2019/02/16,need a friend right now i feel like none of my friends really love or care about me. like they like me and enjoy me somewhat but they don’t deeply care about me. i’m laying in bed all alone while they’re all out partying. ,0.8072340425531905,2.9446752553191518,1.6334468085106373,100.09400000000002,83.68085106382979,5.4621276595744686,15.782978723404256,6.742157984588678,-0.5741710638297874,175,3,42,2,5,54,36,47,0.07400000000000001,0.536,0.39,0.9455,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,0,3,9,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,9,7,4,0,1,2,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,8,9,5,7,4,5,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,2,5,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868474783033188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5647592331062955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400395150004792,0.19786058633728584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4279578819562355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.405926628460873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24996760108701502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053626492907528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17742794326113742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23652269370198306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,benpaustin,2019/02/16,How to recover from panic attacks I've been dealing with anxiety for a while and right now I'm experiencing some really bad panic attacks. I have ups and downs and my mood changes a lot. I'm very confused and I want to know some ways to manage and get rid of the pain from panic attacks. It really hurts right now. ,3.368437499999999,4.855857718750002,5.073875000000001,81.48362500000003,73.375,8.245000000000001,26.8625,8.841846274778883,2.0460975,250,9,50,5,5,85,43,64,0.418,0.563,0.02,-0.9846,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,11,3,4,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,13,7,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,1,1,3,0,10,6,3,8,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,4,3,31,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12526569804889418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5588561778803369,0.0,0.0,0.136721568290866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17322218696325106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16881555079548824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555083822544557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17529411812971527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899908470358611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921150062228752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17423792355893564,0.5763640490871851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20980052524518772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27967739725218177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351080909576744,0.09658198508245837,0.1299744264425584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,4567898654,2019/02/17,"Xanax and alc If I get a good buzz from alcohol (for me 4-5 drinks) and then take 0.25mg of Xanax, will I be okay? Usually it takes me 1mg to feel anything with the Xanax. I stupidly took the Xanax, forgetting that I was a few drinks in. ",1.464423076923076,2.389655826923075,3.0953846153846136,96.0246153846154,77.26923076923076,7.507692307692308,22.615384615384606,8.07648339933343,0.7064846153846158,181,5,47,3,4,60,40,52,0.063,0.8370000000000001,0.1,0.2023,0,0,3,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,4,1,3,7,0,0,0,6,8,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,6,2,6,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137973990437423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24162956630990715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5752843119006639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484663657796069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15340771165067854,0.0,0.0,0.2462799521209085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44154112652632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262298122193256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233880735990147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nert7,2019/02/17,"Sleep I have bad anxiety and my meds affect my sleep, but i was so anxious this evening i never ate and even after a tums i cant bring myself to eat a melatonin supplement, which i need to sleep. ",6.396341463414638,4.69779704878049,7.083048780487808,80.7933536585366,66.3170731707317,10.151219512195123,32.69512195121951,8.841846274778883,2.4462585365853657,153,5,33,2,2,51,31,41,0.19,0.81,0.0,-0.7205,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,3,5,3,1,1,6,6,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,8,0,3,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,25,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18696247457108986,0.27609821598271017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040606736963472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500783937435745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228428575137049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714691563652288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18121673452753495,0.1884934669143612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.733718298272003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kris0203,2019/02/17,"Coming off Sertraline I’ve been on 25mg of sertraline for about 4 months now, along with taking buspirone. I decided to taper off the sertraline over about 1-2 weeks, and figured that would work fine because it is such a low dose, and I thought the buspirone would help since it’s a very similar mechanism of action.

I stopped my taper last Sunday and was fine for a few days, but around Thursday I started having really bad headaches, getting lightheaded when making sudden turns or moving around, and now I’m starting to get brain/body zaps. 

Has anyone else experienced some pretty shitty side effects from coming off a low dose SSRI? How long should I expect this to last? Also, just to be sure, could something else be causing this possibly? ",8.837142857142858,8.177746275362324,8.088426501035197,72.18586956521742,60.88405797101449,10.784265010351968,36.38095238095238,9.957137785484203,3.615503933747412,598,23,100,10,7,187,101,138,0.116,0.799,0.085,-0.7491,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,11,6,0,0,6,0,11,2,0,4,1,28,22,9,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,5,10,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,3,1,6,3,20,13,2,29,0,2,0,0,1,10,0,2,15,63,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007900563869654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373553372717375,0.16666421597682626,0.0,0.2896034655109598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135814162026912,0.09915592136015694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18067839981141973,0.0,0.18158216281937656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16709645000928466,0.0,0.28023407777497183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987063686187986,0.0,0.0,0.10490213251145916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27176282838638866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699660931268741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902745394822247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651789393832774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439488291233397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857669822626376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983352279888016,0.17288165498300034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18337451591756246,0.0,0.16548352228182278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420405092326887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13455389055479042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522348239076336,0.0,0.0,0.2302629268472908,0.0,0.0,0.1359908995853642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15330496283635192,0.0,0.12229994734783177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291337341077037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769271838566432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421139316830266,0.0,0.0,0.13047590248635976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841829201175642,0.0,0.0,0.2310977496646016,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shininglightz,2019/02/17,"My anxiety is spilling into my relationship Hi. I’m not sure how reddit works but I’m gonna do my best to figure it out lol. I don’t really have anyone to talk to that understands me because I don’t understand me. Lately, as of the past couple months I’ve been really scared of everything. Social situations are sounding less and less like fun. I’ve lost a lot of friends in the process. No one asks me to hangout or go anywhere cause I never want to. I basically only hang out with my boyfriends friends and my boyfriend. Staying home is basically my favorite thing to do. 

I realized I have anxiety about two months ago. My boyfriend and I, are currently getting ready to move into our first apartment together and I’m super fuckin stressed about it. Which I know is somewhat normal since it’s a new experience and there’s a lot that can go wrong and come with it. But for some reason I can only focus on the bad and not the good. I have a fear of like impending doom like everything and anything is gonna go wrong. 

I’m letting it spill into my relationship because I’m so tightly wound up and scared of everything and it’s making me have mood swings and I can tell my boyfriend is not sure how to handle it/ tired of handling it. I have these episodes where I freak out and cry and by the end I don’t even know why. I’m fine some days and then  every so often I have a giant mental breakdown and cry and cry for hours. I’m scared I’ll lose him cause I can’t let these fears and racing thoughts go. I try to approach things more calm and talk to him about it but he doesn’t really understand. 

I just keep panicking about everything I’m not even sure if it’s anxiety or if I just have like a chronic stress disorder i don’t know. I just needed to vent even if no one comes across this. I’m not sure the point in this post but maybe someone knows how I feel. I didn’t do a good job of explaining but you never know. 

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anxiety,captainAkrobeau,2019/02/17,"I don’t know if I really have anxiety disorder My mom (a psychologist) diagnosed me with anxiety at age 9. I’m also an HSP (Highly sensitive person). I don’t have many anxiety attacks, but I do have a lot of mini ones where my heart beats out of my chest out of no where and I can’t breathe for a few seconds, and I just stare off into space. I have sooooooOoOoOoOoOooOoOoOoOo fUuUuuUcking many phobias:

 Acrophobia, trypophobia, agoraphobia, claustrophobia, aginophobia, aichmophobia, nyctophobia, phonophobia, aphenphosmphobia, catagelophobia, glossophobia, koinoniphobia, xenophobia

and I really want to know if I have an anxiety disorder or not",8.478396226415093,11.032626981132076,9.169952830188679,52.91832547169816,62.20754716981133,14.733962264150946,39.66509433962264,13.22790407523584,7.078135849056604,524,28,73,25,8,176,70,106,0.207,0.775,0.018000000000000002,-0.9495,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,5,0,9,4,3,0,0,17,13,8,0,3,6,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,0,1,13,0,11,13,2,10,0,0,1,0,2,9,0,4,1,55,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14426633803099725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5520240269079807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20523178769943515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18310286666518355,0.0,0.0,0.4135095579125782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21377564388780787,0.0,0.1906031959039324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982869633880378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15337018505940544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3657958968251043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21128306593428364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224415212901547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15751889291810925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311385570773985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064049798995549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,coastisshort,2019/02/17,"03:44 It’s 03:44 on a Monday morning. You really should be asleep; instead your head is full of worry. 

The image of a pitch black ceiling is engraved into your head: a recurring theme in the comfort of your bed for the past week, or two. The clock turns 03:46… when will this end? Wind is blowing outside of your house; it’s beginning to get violent. Sounds are drilling their way into your head and they cannot leave the other side. You trapped them there for one reason, or another. 

And the sleep is still not there.

*Am I a good person?*

*Why am I such a jerk?*

*Where did it all go wrong?*

How can three small questions break me? 

It’s a cycle of questions upon questions, no answers for any. I need the answers: it’s a craving and a lust.

“Answer me for goodness sake! Answer my questions” I scream, “why can’t you just be normal?” 

The cycle begins again, while I bawl in defeat.


(My writing isn’t excellent but I wrote this tonight because I’ve really been having trouble sleeping recently.)",1.0882118055555523,3.711009869791672,2.1791666666666667,92.10472222222224,90.92708333333334,4.511111111111112,21.69444444444445,6.238725200709706,0.4910611111111116,773,28,148,8,27,244,123,192,0.103,0.858,0.039,-0.8951,0,1,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,8,3,2,10,10,2,0,16,0,18,7,6,2,1,26,25,9,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,8,5,0,0,9,0,0,1,5,6,0,3,3,3,21,4,16,18,2,27,0,1,1,1,18,10,0,6,14,103,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853820737100485,0.1365225715566925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936668798784721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531561449642196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802239188881383,0.0,0.07399377390898172,0.21840559691905992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4008580677932729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502294887502815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13785948572758733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653918887088607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275651035123724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822464021997985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428746359394048,0.0,0.11368271948815095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5834003162579879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16681465480325872,0.13386387177536446,0.12855351494423287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605814139611312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397523722520667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161660146058727,0.12718323852600955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033440648202774,0.10443592375037664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349645066970447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13222104893992798,0.0,0.0,0.14234963150395666,0.0,0.0
anxiety,444jin,2019/02/17,"experience with past friends makes me constantly afraid, i need help I am so constantly afraid that i cant even tell the truth to why i am afraid all the time to anyone anymore. not even my  mother or my therapist, causing my therapy to not work as fast as it should be, but i am just so afraid of rejection or being called crazy or something.. so i am going here anonymously  this is the first time I've ever told anyone other than past friends my experience Thats causing me extreme stress.

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I got out of a toxic + suicidal romantic relationship and lost almost all of my friends because i switched schools and everyone i was friends with online was friends with my partner at the time. my only friend left was starting to become super overbearing for me, so i left him too...  with nobody to go to, my mother being my last 'friend' , really

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so i was desperate to make new friends, so i reached out to a group for an obscure game i liked. i quickly became friends with these people, but in all honesty i didn't really like them. they were all i had, so i stayed.

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until one day i got interested in funamusea, a japanese artist. they made cool games i enjoyed a lot. these friends joined in too with liking it. i started being open about liking the characters Moge-ko, Sal and Satanick , I thought the characters were really cool despite them being perverted characters, I kinda just ignored that fact about them. because of this i lost them all as friends, they told me i was a disappointment and disgusting. they said they would go on twitter and tell everyone how gross i was, which they did. it hurt..

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i was starting to think something was horribly wrong with me  for liking these characters, so i tried to push it down and i tried to stop liking them, but i get really interested in things because of hyperfixation and such. it didnt work, making me feel even worse and thinking they were right.. and that i couldnt be fixed.

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after that , i reached out to people from middle school to become friends with, and within a week they all blocked me and told me i was manipulative, because when we started talking about personal issues i brought this all up, they accused me of guilt tripping and stuff and that my actions hurt people.

this hurt even worse, knowing this was a pattern happening. i started to think that everyone i met would eventually ditch me, just for liking some characters who were perverted. i still feel this way, and it gets in the way of me being who i really am. i fake who i am to everyone, and i never tell them my problems now... it doesnt feel good at all and i want to stop faking this and open up to people, but i am too afraid to now. ive cornered myself really far into my own problems....

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now, i'm starting to get close to someone i met through roblox, and i am so scared i feel sick.. i really really enjoy being around him. it feels like im starting to have true friendship again,  but i feel like if he found out about these characters i enjoy/enjoyed he would ditch me too and tell his friends all about me.  it sounds so stupid when i lay it all out like this but this is genuinely how i feel....

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if any of this sounds manipulative or over the top for me to get worried about etc, it's not. i am legitimately scared of this.  i take anti anxiety + anti depressant medication to keep the irrational thoughts down, but lately it hasn't worked because i am so afraid of messing up another friendship. 

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TLDR: 

i am so afraid of opening up and stopping being fake to everyone i meet. i am so afraid that if people find out about the real me or my fears that they would ignore me or talk shit about me. i cant even tell my counselor the truth, only vaguely. i am afraid of her telling my mother or telling me how disgusting i am, even if thats irrational. this is the first time i've said anything about the real extent of my problems, outside of past friendships. i feel like a parasite that nobody would ever love for who i am.. i need help.

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anxiety,_sp00ps_,2019/02/17,"My anxiety hasn’t been too bad lately but I went to a new place today! So it was a church group and I was going to hang out with a friend that I kinda like. I ended up going with feeling minimal anxiety in my chest, and went and had fun! At first it was hard for me to actually socialize and I was kinda fidgeting a lot but once I got more comfortable I really enjoyed myself. I really hope my friendship with my friend improved by me taking a step closer by going to his church. 
I’m not too religious myself and I noticed somethings I didn’t really agree with but for the most part it was pretty laid back and fun! ",2.3297351467430225,4.091067299212604,4.615089477451684,82.53841088045813,76.79527559055119,8.082748747315676,22.56907659269864,8.841846274778883,1.663588976377953,485,14,97,11,11,169,75,127,0.047,0.601,0.35100000000000003,0.9947,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,9,0,0,6,0,9,1,1,0,0,21,19,10,0,1,4,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,11,0,0,1,0,0,7,3,1,0,1,11,2,19,8,16,8,4,19,2,0,0,0,5,6,0,5,7,73,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.16938425106609606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655689402265815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13346853142531442,0.14492795139715425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15373601149745478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776478175028486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14764288439442186,0.0,0.0,0.2682073706701616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959401740888502,0.0,0.13882385728026006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15548918860940292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17239923099158388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195800263923003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480002222557348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475673359245666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16763990525283728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19761639243578535,0.0,0.1848518078640609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187964909625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18134902733162286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17658826970885086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335899453092729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17693794723965214,0.0,0.13362658576146713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305068673294092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16452889140158727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218116981029453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Elimeh,2019/02/17,"I cry and panic for hours when I have to spend a night away from my boyfriend. How fucking gross.

I went months without realizing this was happening. Because I already have anxiety and depression, and because I haven't had to spend too many nights away from him since we've started living together, I always attributed my bad mental state to other things. I always assumed it was a coincidence because there's no way I could be that dependent.

It hit me like a ton of bricks today. I had to be away from him last night and I felt horribly depressed in the middle of the night, sent him detailed texts about how much I hated myself. This morning I found out he couldn't be with me tonight and I proceeded to shake and cry for two hours.

When I was much younger I got told (after intensive general psychological testing) that I might have Dependent Personality Disorder but it was never officially diagnosed. I thought that was bullshit. I loved being alone. I had never been in a relationship and I avoided my friends for months at a time.

But now that I see how I am in a romantic relationship, that diagnosis fits like a fucking glove and I hate myself so much for it. I used to try to guilt him to stay right before he'd leave the house at night to meet up with friends. I somehow didn't realize how fucked up and unfair it was or really that I was even doing it. I would cry and tell him I couldn't be alone because my anxiety was too bad, etc, and it was, I felt like I was having a mental breakdown, but I was literally throwing fits. I'm also constantly accusing him of trying to hurt me emotionally, I assume so many things he says to me are either insults or ways to manipulate me. He's really a sweet guy and good god does he put up with a lot. I feel so fucking disgusting for doing this to him. 

We're very open about mental health so I've talked to him about my revelation and attempted to start apologizing, and I'm going to work very hard to stop treating him so poorly, and calm the hell down. I'm going to bring it up to my psychiatrist and see about trying therapy again. And I'm going to selfishly hope that my boyfriend doesn't decide he can't handle me and move on, even though he should. Wish me luck. So much luck.",4.782701279157262,5.7016739255079045,5.884575620767496,79.17414710308503,69.33860045146727,9.337817908201655,29.439352896914983,9.558583805096642,2.5733320391271626,1771,65,350,38,30,590,208,443,0.195,0.682,0.122,-0.9799,0,3,0,0,1,0,38.0,0,0,0,2,26,33,9,4,14,0,39,7,0,9,2,66,72,37,0,7,7,0,4,3,2,3,2,1,0,2,21,23,0,2,10,0,3,10,10,20,0,1,24,8,59,13,55,35,8,59,1,3,2,5,31,20,5,12,28,244,80,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500009473954333,0.0799121505540427,0.05791053728125936,0.1205107612957228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107951044807724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20410984364765808,0.0,0.12092760172580445,0.17657492544290415,0.0,0.06162013777226692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825527820259905,0.0,0.057817772520652164,0.0,0.23863461800510996,0.0,0.0,0.12474248702592665,0.07350006613490996,0.0,0.0,0.08299427640739121,0.0,0.06337116959163075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145753323244895,0.0,0.0,0.0807622686087303,0.09565932471518834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036615381887123655,0.0,0.13906020381520873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939970457153983,0.11189585510474333,0.2677873339791588,0.0,0.0,0.12346595381318698,0.060738568299273626,0.057917178713245934,0.0,0.0,0.0717025915913231,0.06403666375033219,0.0,0.06486993879220587,0.14299035173233585,0.0,0.07697414145449748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719247920853264,0.14262908540169705,0.08355760284298494,0.07752214067998847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059028183602564864,0.0,0.0766774103565756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613546126032046,0.0,0.0639440896485451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0615649495297233,0.06535768974334083,0.0,0.0,0.14683561813200255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21893295201404173,0.0768212533248082,0.0,0.0,0.11560249904255225,0.07696606748322603,0.21293448746441868,0.0,0.11170237989537714,0.0,0.0,0.3397845493512286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496382227565905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06323029921835893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727974381222708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278226791818332,0.0,0.0,0.1554939920363036,0.0,0.061842321824948136,0.0,0.0575876008636417,0.0,0.0,0.1154113326475169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05990273416568654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251192914804284,0.07718513865934791,0.0,0.06054248355975628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058204723375389615,0.06329421653325598,0.0,0.08281327529586209,0.0,0.09621909497072817,0.0,0.07114772359127708,0.057489707017623085,0.042225978802967065,0.0,0.06864129403608596,0.0691959798344589,0.0,0.14749582804575434,0.0,0.0707392844204232,0.0,0.0,0.06254362048096415,0.0,0.11950051200776733,0.0,0.1149598843245248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671297642789663,0.0,0.0,0.08327409026808222,0.06980582295478449,0.0,0.05271924459030323,0.0,0.0,0.05144179409219672,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lissthecat,2019/02/17,"I had a good day! Today I drove  through snowy roads to work out, go grocery shopping, pump gas, and eat at Panera all by myself 🤗 

Some background... I have a significant fear of driving. I didn’t get my license until after I was in college and I hardly ever drive because it scares me so much, especially in bad weather. Also, like many people with anxiety, I dread doing things in public alone. I struggle with ordering food, pumping gas, grocery shopping, you name it. I feel like people are watching me and like I’m doing something wrong, unless I’m with someone else. I also recently got a gym membership, and I really enjoy working out with my boyfriend, but going alone has been a struggle for me. 

The fact that I did all of these things that scare me today all by myself is a big confidence booster. While everyday tasks are really challenging, it makes it that much more rewarding when I am successful, and for that I am grateful 😊",4.508041733547351,6.316430943820226,5.5438523274478335,77.96146067415731,71.02247191011236,8.007062600321026,30.69181380417336,8.634040054169528,2.6626263242375607,740,32,127,13,14,244,115,178,0.125,0.703,0.171,0.9132,0,2,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,5,5,16,0,6,6,0,14,2,0,1,5,22,23,13,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,11,2,0,1,3,2,5,1,8,0,0,7,3,23,8,21,16,7,24,0,0,1,0,3,8,0,1,13,94,34,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009449873761509,0.0,0.2323703445033747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111434024193386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130775240659705,0.0885650051400565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09369745929075156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14866386217869312,0.12136782131998892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314195167048376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16348715674635556,0.0734609736213496,0.10379235684712547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756804238370128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590594542882023,0.0,0.16513877881825162,0.1218590148093083,0.1161984968719652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13014773073030886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21293822208299945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969795419637276,0.1472972138256313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21360387302419656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20144605665141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861478806114421,0.0,0.1434524105825313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909132890912932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310036749863415,0.11184827098031593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30376897190760804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930431428874564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27542830529884305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21153989588991134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15884744803466547,0.0,0.0
anxiety,libbybird,2019/02/17,"Medication shortage—I am scared. Has anyone dealt with this before? Or is anyone also in the same boat? Does anyone else here take buspirone? I started on it a year ago and it’s been the only medication for anxiety I’ve taken that hasn’t interacted terribly with my other meds, had intolerable side effects, or just not worked at all (I don’t metabolize a lot of drug classes well, according to genetic testing). 

I’ve been struggling to get my prescription filled for months; pharmacy after pharmacy has told me they can only do a partial fill, or said they just don’t have it in stock and don’t know when they’ll have it restocked. So it turns out that this isn’t just me looking for patterns where there are none—it’s an actual problem. 

I’m feeling scared. What if supply doesn’t recover? This is one of the only medications that’s made me feel human in a long time. What if it’s out of reach? ",5.641725731895223,6.112378966101698,6.685454545454544,75.79086286594759,67.24858757062147,9.826194144838214,31.345146379044685,9.800150414767053,2.9211627118644063,715,27,136,15,11,240,110,177,0.104,0.868,0.028,-0.9308,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,3,2,10,6,0,3,8,0,20,4,0,2,1,24,33,10,0,3,9,0,2,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,15,6,0,0,4,0,0,2,7,5,1,1,7,4,10,1,18,25,3,19,0,0,1,0,7,9,0,6,8,92,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.14467449403387586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141820400143622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855865051268318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341388534227095,0.0,0.0,0.31098787989248194,0.15190371757491922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615321358881218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12973805288153492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719275438665033,0.0,0.1238471728577514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499233289257965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07745658315533978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147650766768783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13120010289090792,0.12449600056356228,0.0,0.0,0.12604022821745636,0.0,0.14028149609310067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16467674513081093,0.4480508491221595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833490868693848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046073053000916,0.3382614864666777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185903225884786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14102348036229434,0.0,0.2968561848508074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493492680110952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549872444091855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146853901701176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644808524470438,0.0,0.0,0.14166302671709352,0.0,0.0,0.1612577529637333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13329812841280458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793065974017674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954706994182026
anxiety,phoenixreborn421,2019/02/17,"THE STRESS IS KILLING ME Truth is I'm fucking exhausted and overwhelmed. I do not know how other people get through life, especially during winter. Well yeah, there's coffee and I do like coffee. Problem is a coffee can make me really anxious, sweat a lot, have insomnia and trigger a hypomanic episode. It's like do I take the coffee and risk a panic attack/psychosis or let the fiery cold and bitterness of winter bring me down into a depressed and lethargic state. On top of that, I'm freaking out over der that not getting my period for about two months now. I legit believe I might have PCOS and having an eating disorder that is triggered by exhaustion, anxiety and insomnia is not helping the situation. I wish I could just be normal. 

I just want to graduate already. I'm tired of being a failure and pathetic. The pressures of the university are heavily underestimated. There are a lot of ridiculously inconsiderate instructors at my school who do not have a clue how they got it easier when they went to school. I mean why do you need to make students submit an essay every damn week and also do the gazillion things you require of them while expecting a superb quality of work that you a supposed teacher with the bringer of knowledge could never produce in your own lifetime never mind that students also have to mind four other courses with mostly the same bullshit. Academy was originally not designed to be a fountain of stress and idiotic competition but the place for enlightenment. Now it's just all about following useless instructions from useless instructors who are too stuck up in their tiny privileged bubble. I swear this one professor snags a lot of her content from Ted talks and youtube, rambles in class about her **libertarian** ideology, but still makes sure to mention how she hates that there is no **union** for lecturers at my school?? I mean talk about an entitled trainwreck of a person and these are the kind of people adding to the toxicity of our current system.  Personally, I get so anxious when I think of the amount of school work and kissing up to insecure lecturers (in addition to the multitudes of life problems I have to deal with every day) crushing me and I have a  breakdown. This prevents me from doing the assignments and showing up for class. 

I swear it's one thing or the other. If I start drinking lots of coffee my stomach starts to act up and I get hella nauseous in my head and stomach. I've thrown up twice now this month. I'm so afraid and ashamed of not being able to catch up that I avoid my professors and when I screw up, miss job interviews etc. I'm really tired of the hand I've been dealt with. I mean I know I should be grateful as there are people worse off, but I feel like this is part of the problem. Just because I'm not in a mental asylum or in prison or in a wheelchair or bedridden does not mean that I'm clear to efficiently withstand the stresses of university especially dealing with a toxic cocktail of health issues such as bipolar, anxiety, OCD, SAD, ADHD and now PCOS. 

Tbh, I am truly fucked. I am not fucked enough to receive society's sympathy, but I'm also not normal enough to function as well as (and steadily) like people who do not have any mental health issues. I'm tired really. Tired of pretending and using my last strength to measure up in a game that's rigged in favour of people who won the genetic lottery. Everything is stacked against me right now. Well, virtually everything (I'm not homeless so I've got that going for me). Sometimes I think about what my life would be if could hit a reset button. But no such thing as a reset button in life right? Shit follows you for the rest of your miserable life. I really do not know what to do. I am tired of being a failure in a system that's designed for me to fail.",5.2128997020854015,6.784543922437674,5.935572570950715,76.77089975435113,68.91689750692521,8.828557988815136,31.766685830763606,9.257850172689805,2.963231976166832,3040,131,536,61,53,992,327,722,0.209,0.687,0.103,-0.9976,2,1,1,0,0,0,71.0,1,6,4,9,37,50,11,12,46,1,51,30,6,11,6,115,100,53,1,16,29,0,2,4,0,3,17,0,0,2,32,31,3,3,12,5,0,8,17,35,3,5,7,4,59,15,100,78,14,67,0,8,0,5,29,32,6,13,28,391,91,22,0.05944367983948853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143975150937476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06559757886361388,0.14261126787368694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04042374070149058,0.0,0.09094850474540417,0.13430887649571172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06762576738566961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03623631549386351,0.0,0.0,0.06697267122444504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14238282412674086,0.0,0.0,0.03833625584353397,0.12256764750257998,0.05119875434207415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06812760705495734,0.0,0.05201956481142588,0.0,0.0,0.058232175797429876,0.0,0.060825724606737484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284242314285393,0.06629541624815577,0.0,0.0,0.10016772809931593,0.0,0.10684829297825914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030056510609579926,0.042466576754739464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16486417244673424,0.1242274770749011,0.0,0.033783213132920806,0.0,0.09508508210227284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058688327178446,0.061006365017364124,0.12637170391517955,0.0,0.0,0.03984384557741567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240875155991044,0.05898867993042289,0.0,0.06576562442850753,0.061901445112921075,0.09800607555975943,0.04845453291144397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06078519006840505,0.2099341451454764,0.11616471741330525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20214756349370333,0.0,0.0,0.11903735364179195,0.0,0.0,0.2590063754283611,0.0,0.0,0.11981049595098865,0.06306035050286644,0.12004234229918105,0.0,0.09489475624418717,0.0,0.0,0.04407673539284845,0.09169326095766883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164843703088502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805611517475269,0.0,0.0,0.06974435043532515,0.0,0.06437171252185342,0.0,0.20605381471698456,0.10380785677244846,0.062105993489948275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17063872068621685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15232457379036407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015291555763493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406407101766709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061018083126602264,0.0,0.06681718673213766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058791319332211926,0.0,0.08414908509066207,0.0,0.04747179950634712,0.0,0.20427760325071345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056024964761663486,0.0,0.04469424938206145,0.0955571563368168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847521860132045,0.07617821962110463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34160882728466474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058067837698676114,0.0,0.0,0.05134025362189965,0.0,0.0,0.03506142250196827,0.0,0.0476821343797437,0.0,0.1603410212239719,0.05510488675195,0.053638675182198836,0.0,0.06835729818035632,0.0,0.0,0.08655141378791523,0.0,0.060578188172082936,0.04222708463547849,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ImoutoLover69,2019/02/17,Scared about tomorrow I start an internship tomorrow. I've been worrying for months and i'm freaking out. I'm so scared i'll look stupid or do something wrong. ,2.1966129032258053,5.038922129032258,3.038951612903226,87.07842741935484,85.7741935483871,8.261290322580646,27.10483870967742,8.841846274778883,2.7908000000000013,130,6,25,4,4,41,24,31,0.478,0.522,0.0,-0.9541,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,5,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,10,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851592298393978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27104719245221426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6799518109973248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614230331228326,0.0,0.0,0.2403544111811086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34485701704697896,0.0,0.0,0.37127423879759375,0.0,0.0
anxiety,poebear1240,2019/02/17,"Disappointed in myself I tried so hard to wean off lexapro (doctor approved an monitored). Today has been a week since I’ve taken it and I just lost it today. Brain zaps so bad I could barely walk, crying which I haven’t done in forever, and I was so furious for no reason I was throwing things around my apartment. Couldn’t take it anymore so I took my lexapro. I already feel 100x better but so disappointed I couldn’t do it and and I’m feeling hopeless in getting off of it. I have a huge project for grad school due next month so I figured I would try again after that. Don’t get me wrong, I have no shame with being on meds and 100% support being on them if they help. I think I just hyped myself up on not being on them.",1.1240999999999983,3.347454260000003,2.6982500000000016,92.415375,83.06666666666666,5.083333333333334,21.375,6.322622252153567,0.25609999999999955,569,18,121,5,16,186,94,150,0.217,0.685,0.098,-0.9573,0,0,0,0,0,2,14.0,0,0,3,3,10,10,1,1,3,0,17,2,1,1,0,21,28,13,0,5,5,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,5,0,0,3,7,8,0,0,7,3,23,2,17,14,0,24,0,4,0,0,4,13,0,1,8,87,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959848613636012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761304395184847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15810072169789885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14828770778254072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15707184186361878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19825916750379752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14179831293801912,0.0,0.1950841109144338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18178005432522532,0.0,0.18174539037610352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17959873418924555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18557624605852066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159093778264144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904083484419545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938702371426861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19727240041832955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141757790217512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888785017657338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826013031674685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17973962240462166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14691168951614222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015371876847188,0.0,0.0,0.13353231050044526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798885311950445,0.1137982382124892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366860834606817,0.0,0.19731897194938292,0.24115606292527145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14245916782026555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616120093822278,0.19417657560099846,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Zaxster99,2019/02/17,"Minor Screw up at work, feel like crap.. I work at Winn-Dixie, a southern grocery store chain. Anyways, I'm a bagger and if I'm the closing bagger, were responsible for the main trash in the store, such as the restrooms and cash registers as well as outside cans.

Well I got a sarcastic text on instagram from one of the baggers that said ""Nice memes bro, but how about taking out the trash at night?"" followed by a laughing emoji and a ""idgaf emoji."" I replied saying ""My bad, sometimes I may forget a can or 2""

Which he then says ""It happens everynight and I'm tired of doing your job. thanks for understanding"" 

Yes its a minor screw up, only missing maybe 2 trash cans at most but it makes me feel like I'm not doing my job right at all, in a negative way, even though my boss promoted me to the primary bagger for the evenings.",4.577350332594231,5.3755598170731735,5.2623503325942345,83.88885809312642,69.73170731707317,7.914855875831485,28.933481152993345,8.00094639256281,1.8085317073170728,646,23,129,8,11,209,105,164,0.13,0.718,0.152,0.4497,3,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,3,9,12,3,0,16,1,7,4,1,3,1,21,22,14,0,1,5,1,2,2,0,1,1,3,0,0,5,6,0,0,3,0,3,1,2,5,2,1,3,5,10,7,23,18,3,17,0,1,0,2,6,13,3,4,4,84,15,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149713411747388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368604630237375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18132547628570211,0.2561931541654788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340776299531896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585601181229205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35586800553087417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752001669968299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968846021005868,0.0,0.18013744825956124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16826697434309928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215027036944958,0.13637064932266693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15312674457542416,0.17056151252362228,0.2851834015262001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17733868242144432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481614951422846,0.0,0.0,0.1650813058161889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17616769513154512,0.0,0.0,0.2060864087498203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866643575227536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232512884307913,0.0,0.0,0.32243609844612536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610744895199589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thedirtbagranola,2019/02/17,"Anyone else here a hypochondriac? I have generalized anxiety disorder, specifically health anxiety/hypochondria. Does anyone else have experience with this? ",11.675714285714285,16.931505142857148,10.17809523809524,34.55857142857144,69.0,16.133333333333336,45.0952380952381,11.855464076750405,9.973495238095241,132,8,11,7,3,41,17,21,0.229,0.7709999999999999,0.0,-0.5803,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066980336359995,0.0,0.0,0.3778525181721944,0.5536923389931949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096662766255608,0.0,0.2364490056702225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4514256261271714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643020425693212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872040918057896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,margaritakaraokexmas,2019/02/17,"this is stupid immature and dumb and i’m having the worst anxiety over it hey guys , this is totally my fault and was dumb of me, and that’s only making my anxiety worse because it’s my me feel guilty and stupid too. 

I answer phones at work calls are recorded mostly. the office was empty except me and one other girl who was on lunch so she wasn’t answering phones. the phone was ringing pretty often for that time of day, as soon as a call would end another would come in. and i was the only on answering so it was pretty busy. 

as soon as i answered one call the phone rang again, so i looked at my coworker and like rolled my eyes and mouthed “fuck” like “so annoying “ 
and she laughed it was whatever. 

the call i was on went fine and i remember he was nice. and we laughed. 

but since friday night i’ve had anxiety that i SAid fuck or the recorded line somehow picked it up ??? Idk.  i know it’s super immature to do that so i just feel dumb. and i’m so scared lol i’m going to get in trouble. 

I AM looking for a new job and have an interview set up next week. I’ve just been having obsessive thoughts, tight chest feeling , shortness  of breath alll weekend about this. 
it sucks.  i hate that i’m like this and i don’t even know if it happened or not. ",0.6511627906976756,2.956391635658917,2.3081860465116293,93.83158139534883,86.13178294573645,5.765581395348837,20.615503875968987,7.1686216300943375,0.5466796899224811,974,31,213,15,30,318,138,258,0.199,0.698,0.103,-0.9763,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,0,2,16,23,10,2,10,1,23,7,4,2,1,45,46,29,0,3,8,0,4,3,0,2,0,3,0,2,19,17,1,1,11,1,0,3,3,15,0,2,15,10,23,8,23,29,3,26,0,0,3,2,18,11,6,6,14,138,42,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314546481472628,0.2877083951543053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642047703242666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5120409417303877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798962689539776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084914040711863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103492526301922,0.0,0.0,0.08280146469265598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19016278399799794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317932260721389,0.06549729828496555,0.0,0.07124701361381941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412965748394432,0.11085860303416367,0.0,0.0,0.12377058478728308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440401289031312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779309410603505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18373894388969764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21054767334220414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368116557475733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107693031412213,0.1333255934691826,0.11764523092749235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698992174817084,0.1906893089856664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25507966726160003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201250214641786,0.0,0.11924947605743187,0.0,0.12551081712393994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370205189679996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952468219870356,0.0731005137946908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055910501831693,0.0,0.0,0.11621329804116008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126618199667044,0.0,0.12775620188687944,0.17810938598756834,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hiilikegiraffes,2019/02/17,"What helps you sleep when you’re anxious? I haven’t been getting a lot of sleep because I’ve been anxious, which is adding to my anxiety. I wake up in the middle of the night anxious immediately and then can’t go back to bed, which means I start my days early and am decently tired all day. I can’t go to bed at a decent time because my mind is always racing. What do you do to help calm your racing thoughts and bring you some peace so that you can sleep? I’m interested in any advice, from vitamins to prescriptions I can talk to a  doctor about to meditation. Anything is better than what I’m doing at this point. Thanks in advance! ",4.961337209302325,5.245606558139535,5.791773255813954,82.25882267441864,68.68992248062014,8.620542635658914,28.5281007751938,8.472884824447931,1.843503100775194,502,16,104,7,8,165,81,129,0.08,0.768,0.152,0.8922,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,5,0,2,4,4,0,0,5,0,14,7,4,0,1,9,24,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,7,3,0,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,3,0,13,4,18,21,3,21,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,2,9,67,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15115510987971506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870922004486776,0.0,0.0,0.10519021231431933,0.0,0.11833259809483902,0.5242456161569673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729149549464694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894220818131117,0.0,0.1885874812247452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680515198753945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19951636446988708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15832530939478145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081584275734302,0.0,0.17582060939653724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073624312335232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131506540177397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684958835407022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156186429732039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14516016282720373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14622608354753688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4643861967671861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948591066951986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432888927139438,0.0,0.14241195769731946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280157010523925,0.09019730253009203,0.1777861447107219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MusicBoi123,2019/02/17,"My anxiety's come back Around 2 years ago one of my family members died of brain cancer and it sent me spiraling into a hypochondriac/panic attack state for about a year.  I was googling symptoms and having major panic attacks to where i would be constantly checking my symptoms or looking on the mirror to see if there was something wrong. 

A few days ago I had to put my dog down because he had a brain tumor. Ever since then my anxiety has gone through the roof. I know it's just anxiety and I've done this before, but i cant seem to get any peace and im suffering from massive panic attacks over small symptoms that only started developing after my dog died.",4.994529914529918,6.122546076923076,5.927948717948719,78.28927350427355,69.0,8.547008547008549,31.367521367521373,8.841846274778883,2.685034188034188,530,22,95,9,9,175,93,130,0.251,0.715,0.034,-0.9783,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,7,7,3,2,6,0,10,6,2,0,1,15,19,8,2,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,2,0,1,4,1,7,0,1,7,2,12,0,16,10,2,23,0,1,2,0,2,7,0,3,11,63,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22213449549867387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520550268878932,0.0,0.2875530417700862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115399075620754,0.0,0.4276264940962261,0.0,0.09634480638483946,0.0,0.07637921240501021,0.0,0.1066175750498804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797433051439573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793131593095837,0.0,0.13540034635511544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080548444231192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600747070767743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12822119864272133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333730704005435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811781530436652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546193182671423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534106352755862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885934510852801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521699214702132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849037386535427,0.0952931714113794,0.0,0.2940154639536283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12595697775173434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984460328236512,0.11406467368921573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364605608651437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645889855512337,0.0,0.0,0.08868507678319812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3906912181192828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900660629151831,0.1369913878991708,0.0,0.16137289206856156
anxiety,aslightlycrustyscone,2019/02/17,"Started meds and now I’ve been *incredibly* bored My anxiety and neuroticism ramped up to the point where I would have a daily, constant feeling of impending doom, pit of ice in my stomach, literally couldn’t breath, felt like I was being crushed... *every day*. I mean everything felt impossible and the smallest problem would send me into a frenzied downward spiral.

I went to my doctor last week and ended up crying during my appointment. She prescribed me 25mg of sertraline meant to increase to 50mg next week.

So I’ve been on it about a week now and it has actually helped the whole, pit of doom feeling. I’ve had some anxiety flare ups, but my mind hasn’t been racing as much and I actually feel like I can untangle some of the knots of problems I’ve been struggling with. 

But my goodness, I’ve been ridiculously bored. Yesterday I slept ALL day until I literally couldn’t sleep anymore. Not because I was tired, and I didn’t feel down or overwhelmed, I actually felt pretty alright, but all my normal activities were SO boring. Today, was a little better. I forced myself to work on my usual hobbies, but Imm going to bed super early and before I’m really tired because I’m just bored of it all. 

Is this normal? It’s weird because usually I feel like there’s not enough hours in the day to do all of the things I want to do. And now, I had the time and was just bored by it all. Idk if that’s the medication though or just a particularly lackluster weekend. ",3.2543481781376498,5.473292778947371,4.7495614035087765,80.53430161943324,75.59649122807018,7.612685560053983,26.751012145748987,8.502166056373571,2.088927125506074,1162,45,216,23,26,388,153,285,0.14400000000000002,0.7190000000000001,0.136,0.1548,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,3,12,21,1,3,13,1,25,8,4,0,5,51,42,22,0,10,12,0,8,3,0,2,4,0,1,0,8,12,0,0,10,1,0,4,6,14,0,0,19,8,27,7,30,18,11,40,2,3,0,0,3,13,0,5,26,143,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.30454093004428306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591580711477885,0.0,0.10316510083641396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19023849030780707,0.0,0.08851783043714692,0.0,0.0,0.09200188478903372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124143453289554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426685829599342,0.2012630516191084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647425672575203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213549986309746,0.10748589642714856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764576416166349,0.0,0.09349119187532798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26299147344121204,0.14863132634130272,0.2996416752757504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059119949849225174,0.08725144869977752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06972593586847582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244392217729617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479446713435007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246445566107986,0.10426063422447024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331399906890993,0.11554860782177585,0.10479450070157198,0.0,0.0,0.1050358535848589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764705319438577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063203915100504,0.0,0.2038453270795324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833749019128643,0.0,0.0,0.10583108239316984,0.0,0.1990762408066006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664124226327209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410038109403864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362961111550148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874978314265947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910975730784479,0.0,0.1022042851659462,0.0,0.06065796291364073,0.2391234564653255,0.0986037786693685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229138244268392,0.0,0.061356790776628166,0.0,0.25032835528194264,0.0,0.0,0.09643245384637147,0.0,0.116140482585012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757316247922965,0.0,0.0,0.1477931134676909,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_NightKnight,2019/02/17,"I need to get this off my chest. Hey, I don’t really have anyone else to talk to right now and i am a little tipsy at this point but i need to get this shit outta my system. I am scared. I always have been, if everything. especially social situations. I can’t do it, and I need to. I play games all day, computer games. I am in college, i failed my first semester by staying inside and playing games. I’m starting to do it again. I’ve been missing classes. My girlfriend who just kinda broke up with me? we are i guess friends with benefits but idk how she really feels about me. am i just sex to her at this point?? It’s so weird because when we were really dating I was the one who wasn’t happy and I blamed her for my issues. she’s the best person ever in my life, besides my mom. A month ago me and my girlfriend made a promise to do better, and I got really happy. It took a few weeks but I felt like the world wasn’t on my back all day. I was so happy. Then this happens, and I don’t wanna make her feel bad because I love her and i know she loves me. I’m just a child. i’ve been spoiled all my life and my parents were never that wealthy. i have no discipline, aspirations, or motivations. I don’t want to do this anymore and I want to be better. I’m going to be better. I don’t know how, I literally just subbed here. Nobody’s gonna see this so it’s fine i guess i just want to get this off of me. this has been a mess of a paragraph but thanks all i just need help but I know it starts with me. ",-0.5487950291017789,1.5096372147239272,2.0761349693251567,95.06597844895391,89.42944785276077,5.061381154632689,17.25467988044675,6.551861593081955,-0.2309991190813272,1156,29,273,14,39,398,152,326,0.118,0.6659999999999999,0.21600000000000005,0.9891,1,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,2,0,0,7,18,25,1,1,10,0,30,7,2,5,6,57,65,24,0,9,13,2,3,1,3,1,2,0,0,2,18,15,0,1,7,5,0,2,9,8,0,2,14,4,56,17,29,48,6,33,0,3,1,3,27,13,1,5,17,188,74,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919790979529834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633862060131496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290440896244213,0.0725530755909296,0.10631683049095028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978687293784384,0.08663726138125158,0.12650517955081134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889222653497316,0.275308205029288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13383631483210234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668016223504843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385902214387724,0.0,0.0,0.0932549453751817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493076405573523,0.0,0.09962816638823248,0.0,0.0,0.08826023581405981,0.0,0.0,0.0801665650177171,0.0,0.16263469821282614,0.0,0.05897055736678331,0.0,0.0829882620515646,0.0,0.22861194142814234,0.0,0.09175673867907333,0.33137098040253044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954974271072553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083009767062076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17107528755037682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14658088916337006,0.05069306244838848,0.10399717400490853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18729921601877844,0.09818248216204012,0.06926220096456585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152525693615808,0.08282214964111295,0.0,0.0,0.3077539892724556,0.08002795181406938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703120807658199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521585449665295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060131653014912,0.0,0.0,0.1961779947858582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658913757472679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861251399858386,0.0,0.0,0.10388425375240616,0.0,0.08268519056231187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065106020931454,0.0,0.11663327368452515,0.0,0.10577268936380513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468871072202891,0.11059690157323487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834002785258417,0.0,0.0955304676730474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528383305599466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18360523780361224,0.0,0.08323193030065232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hxynes115,2019/02/17,Job interview I’m supposed to be leaving right now to attend a job interview but I have just found out that it’s a group interview and there will be at least 20 other people joining. Now I’m sitting on my bedroom floor freaking out not wanting to go and I really just need some advice on what to do or maybe some motivation idk,2.641840796019899,4.630197985074631,4.439626865671645,83.1217288557214,76.61194029850745,7.451741293532338,27.58457711442786,8.344100000000001,2.0763950248756213,263,11,51,5,6,89,49,67,0.081,0.872,0.047,-0.29600000000000004,2,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,15,11,4,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,9,7,3,12,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,3,2,36,7,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937323835428497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295806507314069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17083182538485872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5965769940182171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182806653764002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019823522277213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228831560378789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20839077181391005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19256520160763585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567016184731909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772953562183312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,seemonkeysuicide,2019/02/17,"Workplace anxiety. Im on mobile so I apologize in advance for any format issues. Im a heavy equipment operator, the rig I operate costs close to 1 million dollars. On top of this I manage a crew of 3-4 rig hands on any given day. My career arc has all led to this point, and its something Ive been chasing for years. I worked so damn hard to get to the position Im in today. And while I know my superiors have the utmost faith in my abilities (otherwise they never would have promoted me)  I cant shake this crippling anxiety that Im going to screw up at any given time on any given day.  I try telling myself the worst thing that could happen is getting fired and that it wouldnt be the end of the world, but that doesnt seem to help. Ive had anxiety before this, but being put in charge of an incredibly complex machine, and managing projects all dependent on me has amplified to a point where Im considering throwing away all Ive done and stepping down. Just writing this allnout has made me feel a little better this evening, but I know when I go to work tomorrow my chest will be tight, and my mind will be racing thinking of how I could screw up today. If you take the time to respond just know I greatly appreciate it. Have a good night friends",5.3965349143609975,5.406641011857707,6.472584980237155,78.69873254281953,67.73517786561266,9.592516469038207,32.676943346508565,9.3871,2.826173860342556,988,40,197,18,15,332,146,253,0.093,0.809,0.098,0.7472,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,1,6,8,11,3,1,13,0,25,4,2,4,4,35,41,15,0,5,6,0,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,14,7,0,1,7,0,2,8,4,5,0,1,7,5,25,6,30,24,4,42,1,0,0,2,8,21,3,3,13,129,39,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990432417201086,0.0,0.2523041090769786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328926534495393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093548140264209,0.0,0.0,0.09723018718728473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17555121715292188,0.0,0.0,0.14180031367605622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250354052662123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737139536679157,0.0,0.0,0.07261223562261715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05558736160674133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493691775737364,0.0,0.11487490646127616,0.0,0.12495926150913415,0.09220979231995403,0.0,0.12120573692078088,0.0,0.0,0.0972167706717492,0.0,0.09848180079524474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368833597101046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5937531775816485,0.11474548210348585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18125521064516215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018557940585356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402488133012792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100485309458977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479005630365273,0.0,0.0,0.10316826229695852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20785166740336675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105168731933968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008235592000507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463473838665128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265881007992525,0.0,0.09608963011489904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303714108594557,0.07044307796804633,0.0,0.0,0.1282100926957456,0.0,0.20841450975445788,0.0,0.0,0.07463988726869235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600706348883385,0.0,0.0,0.0780959657533453,0.0,0.0,0.070795710439898
anxiety,TheRealBebus,2019/02/17,How do you deal with the Sunday blues? I feel like the weekend goes so fast and I feel down and dumpy all day on Sunday. How do you cope with this? ,-0.7978124999999991,1.264009843750003,0.4362500000000011,106.18375,91.1875,3.2,11.125,3.1291,-2.0955250000000003,113,1,29,0,4,35,23,32,0.091,0.8340000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.1431,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,1,9,4,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,4,4,1,7,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,6,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3577091043453794,0.5718289703200502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5609044103723365,0.3962484285776781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27097832135748423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tangerine_tendencies,2019/02/17,"I need advice about a loved one (I'm not sure if this might contain triggers) Hello everyone, 

I need some advice and thought this community could help me. My ex-boyfriend broke up with me a month ago, among other reasons, because of his anxiety. He said he needed to be alone and that the relationship was too much after three years. At first I couldn't understand, I was devastated and started going to therapy. 

Now days the breakup hurts but I accept it. I'm still in contact with my ex because of work related reasons. He sounds really bad now days, he is planning leaving to another country asap. He has done this before, he just snaps and abandons everything. He was never officially diagnosed, but I suspect he suffers form anxiety. 

Is there anyway I can help him? It breaks my heart to see him repeating the same pattern, instead of looking for help he just abandons everything, his dreams, his career, his friends and family. We met in another country after he had done this (at the time I had no idea). Is there anything I can say or something I can show him? I feel he is wasting his life and trowing away all the effort he has put fort. I feel so frustrated because he regrets doing this, it's like a cycle: he snaps, leaves, starts from 0 (abandons his work, college... everything) then he lives a very unhappy life, tries again, his anxiety gets worst and then the cycle repeats. 

I have not spoken to him about this, I don't want to make things worst. Even if he is not my partner anymore I still care so dammed much about him... So, do any of you guys have any advice? What should I do? Is there anything at all I can do? 

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anxiety,Vadermaulkylo,2019/02/17,"Here are some music suggestions that have helped me with anxiety for those of you who are looking for music to listen to in times of crisis. 

Albums:

Kids See Ghosts- Kanye West and Kid Cudi

Dopesmoker- Sleep

A Rush of Blood To The Head- Coldplay

Meedle- Pink Floyd 

Stairway To Heaven- Led Zeppelin 

Blond- Frank Ocean

Bon Iver- For Emma Forever Ago



Single song suggestions:

Fight The Feeling- Mac Miller Ft. Kendrick Lamar

Chum- Earl Sweatshirt

Hotel California- The Eagles

Star Shopping- Lil Peep

Space Cadet- KYUSS

Far Away- José González 

The Leftovers Departure Theme

Bittersweet Symphony- The Verve

Don’t Think Twice, It’s All Right- Bob Dylan








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anxiety,ParkGeunhye,2019/02/17,"Lamictal appreciation thread Is it just me or is this stuff the game changer? I feel like I finally have my life back. I feel like myself again. Confident, cheery, productive, funny me :) it's only been about three months but I haven't had any serious depression or anxiety since then. Social anxiety is nearly gone as well. 

Fingers crossed that I can stay like this for the rest of my life! Thank you, modern medicine.",3.0946608946608936,6.016665623376628,3.837575757575757,82.78747474747475,81.07792207792205,8.097546897546897,25.43867243867244,8.841846274778883,2.458865512265512,331,13,60,9,9,105,59,77,0.102,0.635,0.264,0.8599,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,0,2,0,8,3,1,0,0,6,12,5,0,0,4,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,2,1,1,3,3,11,5,5,9,1,10,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,9,42,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15365967519872398,0.0,0.3457155982220392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17374830485128062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19461791081824048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285030320167649,0.3228499034328275,0.0,0.2475267283844464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192026467257265,0.3311760447732731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18035809117989676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17185178545581736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18691538470294092,0.0,0.0,0.2303364551063312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408419262793179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586686694422197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20803242699801688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20316402205530945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dont_matter_anyways,2019/02/17,"Hurtful things that stick In grade 8 phys ed we were doing a couple weeks of dance. During a dance lesson we switch partners and this girl loudly says ""eww, I'm not dancing with you!"" The whole class stopped and stared with some laughter and teacher says ""then switch partners"". One of the most embarrassing moments of my life and along with other mean things said by my mom, aunts and other peers during my teen years I have never had any decent self confidence. I've had former friends/coworkers tell me I have great personality and need to put myself out there but its hard. I never want to feel that humiliation again so I keep to myself. I can't be hurt if I don't try.",4.355496183206107,5.953756954198475,4.561748091603054,85.68964503816795,71.06106870229006,6.7667175572519085,23.787022900763358,7.1686216300943375,0.8189841221374046,535,14,105,5,10,167,95,131,0.106,0.815,0.08,-0.3416,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,1,0,1,3,4,0,1,4,0,9,1,0,0,2,27,16,10,0,3,3,2,2,0,2,0,1,4,0,5,8,13,0,2,3,3,0,4,5,3,0,1,4,7,15,1,13,11,3,15,0,2,1,0,14,2,0,3,9,68,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275666176265361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075631153020739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485038567889946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068169915090388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16804245637462814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4016347536572656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16673728443143965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249931033492507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043388778706374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197013925105776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909450121418812,0.2893596425401031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271148273538075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16379504892075533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18857826209813208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17843962774819047,0.2983558204624273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956957246142225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568323917337249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16396062365074818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492509376464448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12736028280224165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064456183754637,0.0,0.15047218536639742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20943586919338575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080084835006195
anxiety,magavette,2019/02/17,"Fluoxetine prescription Hi guys,, I started taking Fluoxetine 20mg about 3 weeks ago. Doc said add another 20mg in 2 weeks. I can not believe How much Better my Mind is !! Not going 1000mph all day and night.. Everyday I am realizing how much better I feel. Not constantly exhausted anymore, no more Brain Fog all day and night, no more of the anxiety . So much Better . She also added Wellbutrin to take . My Question-- I am a little more than scared to add more meds ??? Do I need to or can I stay at this dose?? I don't see any reason for it. I feel really good right now.  I don't see her again for 5 weeks..",1.145159474671669,3.348593772357728,3.3536585365853675,87.87056285178238,82.82113821138212,7.036647904940589,20.843652282676672,8.139509932561175,1.0978635397123209,466,14,100,10,13,159,82,123,0.076,0.7959999999999999,0.128,0.8057,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,3,7,6,0,1,2,0,8,3,1,3,2,19,18,7,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,1,5,14,4,10,17,9,19,0,0,2,0,6,4,0,2,13,59,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567060092247825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337346273826833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640849973133428,0.1486582651045951,0.10845370496586963,0.0,0.14059780101880304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15972630547549904,0.0,0.37615228171301335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582622689130747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15320306603762607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828599158343316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433664002758499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057119004151701,0.11890999692178494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037464471335254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209084066161434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574745726879712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431473426811362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126519107782298,0.10512070032457016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660831879891899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15881490856691438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082152824368883,0.14576322956270985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107085339264675,0.13485578848053004,0.0,0.14193655826154622,0.0,0.2259447595510653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034557547832247,0.15110801682331335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21318687755108087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3411581629828823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gettingmyenergyback,2019/02/17,"Foot sweat? This might sound unusual but I want to know if anyone else shares this symptom.

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During an attack, my feet will feel sweaty, leading to me taking my socks off. Does anyone else experience this symptom?",5.062692307692308,8.15161161538462,4.2483974358974415,81.96951923076925,73.87179487179488,5.951282051282053,25.134615384615394,7.1686216300943375,1.3952,179,6,28,2,4,53,32,39,0.095,0.8,0.105,-0.3094,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,5,3,1,0,7,6,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,15,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258868717034853,0.2533247618900732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.291546679704486,0.4272226735239366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371749199270381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18244134737025933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34831484799293466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20393243195241406,0.0,0.0,0.1054132289022114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457458708347755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22116323643016675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4333789400466225,0.15675023631060178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296629518461527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533247618900732,0.0
anxiety,Cadenav11,2019/02/17,"Will this roller coaster come to an end? I'm a 26 year old female. I feel like I'm lossing myself! I would like some support on helpping me get through a rough patch in my life.

Ive have experienced an anxiety attack for the first time. I didnt know what was happening until my best friend told me what was happening and took me home. 

I do not know how I'm suppose to fight through this. I tried lavever oil, other Essential oils, and soaked in the tub with lavender bath salt. It seems to work work in the moment and a lil after, but then i get tensied up and I'm not at completely calm. 

I missed a full week of work last week and tonight will be my 1st day back since then. I'm not sure how I will end up, strong enough to make it of end up going home in the middle of my shift. 

I know me being at home all week didnt seems to help. So i must push myself... 

I would like word or encouragement. Also what helps you out with overcomeing anxiety?",1.8776203208556161,3.485593601010102,3.1361913250148565,93.32232620320858,77.63636363636363,6.477005347593582,21.748068924539513,7.285733465282438,0.4709740938799758,735,20,169,9,17,238,116,198,0.093,0.7879999999999999,0.119,0.7458,0,0,0,0,1,0,21.0,0,1,0,7,6,14,2,0,10,0,15,1,0,3,3,30,37,14,0,3,5,0,2,3,1,6,1,0,4,0,8,9,0,0,6,2,0,4,5,4,0,1,6,6,23,10,26,23,5,36,0,2,0,0,8,13,0,4,22,104,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986045475878224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18865135198473668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027380089452826,0.0,0.09481161042146087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293978192152262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621373649811908,0.12927977844604815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951957555718805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276268647190949,0.1274039043954241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062345185094726516,0.08808695801400761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488059984789584,0.0,0.0,0.09526280265686912,0.0,0.1288403892369502,0.0,0.07007535582640874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21807106459633585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24794015110502515,0.0,0.3710458133263495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20329062812878365,0.10050756930112957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709183382469048,0.1807173552849337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823050280451662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938468471746709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22449898049459868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019966707094012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399216239067103,0.11621065543377318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07189837517993407,0.0,0.0,0.11782032436229753,0.13699303488322767,0.08371394958691115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967162288628312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692959264089333,0.0,0.0,0.17518037551374846,0.0,0.0,0.07940243148278556
anxiety,popbuggie3,2019/02/17,"Does anyone else feel like their anxiety and/or loneliness gets worse late at night? It may just be because I isolate myself in my single bedroom apartment, but when I’m alone at night and can hear sounds from people in apartments next to me, I feel the loneliest. I get deep in my thoughts about my life, and my boyfriend mostly. I always hope I can fall asleep and start a day fresh but I always get kept awake late. ",4.625185185185185,6.107675654320989,3.9515432098765437,90.77694444444448,70.23456790123457,6.387654320987655,25.84567901234568,6.42735559955562,0.7967679012345679,332,10,66,2,6,98,60,81,0.16,0.741,0.099,-0.5023,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,4,2,1,0,0,13,15,6,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,13,2,8,11,2,17,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,3,9,37,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971585225023744,0.0,0.0,0.3167943143727689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14562707422333468,0.0,0.0,0.13310614460473644,0.1950492559824005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604343844414206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276830258615505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665878300487813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590237507486558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925063733016204,0.1359952721022802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29837022733699864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145527892286016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18907328233668405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4294752171385087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445892452083433,0.09300168250283927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024530714746117,0.35728531523268425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197364488307495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347398189187139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112685474990578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19399602731119872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mmoo17,2019/02/17,"Any tips on how to deal with health anxiety? I have had issues with health anxiety quite a lot over the past two years, however I managed to get it under control over the past few months.  

This was until I went for a medical examination for a new job on Thursday and was informed that there were white blood cells present in my urine and have been advised to visit my GP.  I am planning on calling the GP tomorrow to make a same day appointment, however as you can imagine I am unbelievably anxious and I haven’t been able to stop thinking about it for days. 

Does anyone have any tips as to how to ease my anxiety? Or even just some words of encouragement?  ",6.847232142857141,6.4680363125000016,7.12111607142857,76.57656250000002,64.78125,10.751785714285717,35.473214285714285,10.290406445055957,3.468699553571428,520,22,102,11,7,169,85,128,0.081,0.877,0.042,-0.4278,3,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,3,6,1,0,0,7,0,13,5,2,4,0,20,17,9,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,7,1,10,1,24,10,4,21,0,0,1,0,8,7,0,3,12,72,14,3,0.16940612961640306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23040395464573596,0.0,0.3887856764147432,0.1913807069288409,0.0,0.11845270471649452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17298259907911476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19000337926037836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185058779662919,0.1746502810363222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824844563507622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189115090437428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850771074441995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3601415879889581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17681598622529174,0.16810944384966114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440230333793423,0.0,0.0,0.11307990697910406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17065885315977816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352183564310616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16361349561993233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234346388439513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18018427145971413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416311098636622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085486075384823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16548517296184306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570411793617919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909199327483128
anxiety,ash_baby,2019/02/17,"Dealing with Anxiety without medication but I’m exhausted, is it worth it to just take medication? Do they even work? Does medication even help with anxiety? I have tried managing it on my own, but I feel I have gotten as far as I can on my own and I’m still not doing all that well. It’s still hard to leave my house at all for anything even work, especially work. 
But I have goals, I have plans for my life but I am completely disabled with anxiety. But before I go down the trial and error, lengthy process of medication, I need to know it is worth it. I need just a little bit of hope that I can one day be free from anxiety and finally live the life I imagined for myself.
Has anyone suffered from crippling anxiety and actually overcome it?",3.417545045045045,5.120987736486487,5.165945945945946,79.99234234234235,73.66216216216216,8.987387387387386,29.225225225225223,9.516144504307137,2.7540927927927923,587,25,117,15,12,200,83,148,0.154,0.728,0.118,-0.403,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,5,8,5,0,0,3,0,13,7,0,0,2,24,23,11,0,3,9,0,2,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,9,7,0,0,3,0,3,1,2,2,1,1,1,2,18,4,20,21,5,11,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,1,4,86,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.12060726197218866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4727349582973546,0.0,0.0,0.08641789729613214,0.0,0.1017050935804549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516707717931753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492966896044065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295831066767621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970615177545526,0.12741718380733452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815556284566012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24489262639489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06249146516200098,0.0,0.0,0.1353882072108857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023977313865178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071351194946442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284063044322951,0.0,0.0,0.12275402869592796,0.0,0.1426077445588236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679225358310562,0.0,0.0,0.13086532137728335,0.0,0.0,0.17459235355805458,0.0,0.1238709321285854,0.10913336539562794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4980208524688504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18328273764280584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374865055421035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19740031326742533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929252621663494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391036703532803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112340431010018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191375844919913,0.0,0.2699277735382984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alwayzambitious,2019/02/17,"Anxiety and fear around starting personal projects except if led by experienced person I have fear around creating lets say work for my personal design portfolio. I would like to design style frames for motion projects.

Most self help doesnt apply and I can only create, by following a person advice if they are in the same field as me.

I trust and have confidence only when the person has done what i want to do.

But do you see how that sets me up to fail.

Not everyone is going to be that answer for me, and success is self driven.

This is why I am behind in life. Its rather annoying.",4.906842105263159,6.106498412280704,5.80434210526316,78.82914473684211,69.26315789473685,9.208771929824564,26.530701754385966,9.516144504307137,2.3309333333333324,465,14,86,10,8,153,81,114,0.111,0.723,0.166,0.7251,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,4,5,7,1,2,3,0,16,1,0,2,0,19,22,10,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,7,5,6,0,0,1,0,1,5,2,4,0,0,2,3,12,3,17,17,2,13,0,1,1,0,11,5,0,3,3,66,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14734487518192627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534973518336188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684603589055236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543049019821194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440810582211825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33934898205512604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569431019089749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106767667939932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541873744288281,0.10650355656209877,0.07366569372847186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293568244541272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6582960776636283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990989205879582,0.0,0.0,0.12015572998859593,0.0,0.31460225147931203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672605017863747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893660895416478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360595645892827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097729169724046,0.0,0.0,0.10711298759453193,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,headfulness,2019/02/17,"The Time I Had A Panic Attack At Work And Fainted About a year ago, I had a panic attack so severe that I fainted. I was sitting at my desk at work, my thoughts started racing out of control, and I was out like a light. They said I was unconscious for at least a minute.

My coworkers called the paramedics and didn't really understand what happened. I explained that it had fainted before, and that it's just anxiety.

I was really embarrassed when it happened.

But 1 year later, I can say that fainting was the best thing that ever happened to me. It was a wake-up call that started me on a journey to overcome my anxiety.

I've made a complete turnaround. My muscle tension is gone. My mind is clear. I don't even have minor panic attacks anymore. Life is good.

I tried Cognitive Behavioral Therapy and Antidepressants. They helped, but the real improvements came in learning how to consciously relax my body.

I learned how to relax my body using one breathing exercise and a heart rate monitor. It was really amazing. I went from 10 panic attacks per day, to almost none.

I stopped waking up in the morning with a feeling of dread in my stomach.

And along the way I discovered 6 secrets to overcoming anxiety with breathing exercises.

I wanted to share the 6 secrets with everyone, so I wrote a book. You can download it for free at my website: [https://www.BreathingSecretsBook.com](https://www.breathingsecretsbook.com/)

I hope the information in that book helps you as much as it helped me. It's only 30 pages long. Give it a read tonight and see if it helps you this week.",4.3041466208476535,6.8525160927835085,4.914364261168387,79.02545246277208,73.63917525773195,7.61008018327606,30.709049255441013,8.515128840125781,2.7032643757159223,1257,58,214,24,27,402,159,291,0.117,0.737,0.147,0.9182,0,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,3,2,4,9,20,4,7,20,0,18,14,7,5,2,43,38,18,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,20,15,0,2,10,7,1,4,3,11,0,1,18,5,36,10,32,20,5,33,0,0,1,0,20,13,0,3,15,150,56,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270654623729007,0.0,0.09342842218749764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21412720155364628,0.0,0.0925304601511062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4245777355364531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939308463347891,0.0,0.0979146367949796,0.0,0.0,0.20727485874360296,0.0,0.0,0.19054343873910567,0.10671257110912884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782531597712377,0.0,0.10464606685602193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060172036947720185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06162505584750975,0.08439695243257847,0.0,0.08915400844439868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04717626766423593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950372904562727,0.0,0.07825724621587725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24751981001236498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056325607763354,0.25015331262485696,0.0,0.0,0.09266988539330584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06590192422462288,0.045582618297046296,0.0,0.0,0.0825692867935214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828455791964299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420836877756156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858766628828293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06322381376115394,0.07096033481643836,0.0,0.4378789257268549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09332719553756308,0.10619804174676828,0.17931484857770985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875151724794683,0.07419745288631653,0.0,0.0,0.0743495716806948,0.0,0.0,0.10540464243419134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207919620158198,0.0,0.0,0.07800460523059789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669890740327193,0.0,0.06198566756374468,0.0,0.0,0.07407132375575898,0.05440511543848367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633458973125501,0.0,0.0,0.0971306169905308,0.0,0.0805829252196866,0.0,0.0,0.05503190553711574,0.07405874244685393,0.07484119376065837,0.0,0.0,0.08649183934840447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584985684516876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016678930799725
anxiety,10fcq,2019/02/17,"This is exhausting Hello everyone,

I post this here because I really don't know where else to go. If this is the wrong sub please let me know.

I am doing a graduate course in a school that is among the top places in the world for my field.

I am surrounded by lots of brilliant people and the overall environment is quite inspiring and challenging. On a good day, this is good because I recognise this as a great opportunity to learn from the best. On a bad day, I fell utterly stupid and nothing more than a pretender; as if I didn't deserve to be here and my scholarship and the university accepting me were just derived from luck (or if not luck, from me appearing smarter or more capable than I am). Sadly, I think that for every good day I get three bad ones.

Sometimes it feels as if the learning process is something I just can't deal with. I've discussed this many times with my therapist (I started seeing one after being on the brink of having (a new) panic attack--I've been through a couple in my life). 

Anyway, I don't know where I get this from, but somehow it feels as if deep down I am expecting to already know what I am supposed to learn here. As if I had something to prove, to justify the place I am taking here.

I've been told many times ""you don't know everything, that's why you're studying"". And consciously I am aware of this, but then when I have to prepare a paper or a project, It *feels* like not knowing is a sign of mediocrity.  
The worst part of this is that this is mostly a self-inflicted process. The school has a great support system in almost every aspect, my classmates are all of them very nice and friendly people and we have created what I would identify as a good community. Yet sometimes I just feel I don't belong here, and this makes me very anxious. I feel I just can't stay on top of things and I am rather running behind everything.

The thing here is that, upon lots of reflection and thanks to my therapy process, I've come to see that this is not new. There is a pattern behind this. I've suffered it also at other professional and academic stages.  
The best way I have found so far to describe this is like a feeling of overwhelm. I do things, but I feel lost. I don't enjoy them because it is a HUGE struggle to get them done. I procrastinate a lot because I feel paralysed (figuratively speaking-ish). Frequently life feels just too big. I want to do lots of things and many times end up doing nothing because I unconsciously expect to be 'good' at them (how the hell will I become good at something if I don't even start).

In the end, I get the results. I get the job done but it takes a huge toll on my quality of life. My brain runs super fast at some moments, I get a lot of ideas and think of many things that could be done and learnt, but they just stay there, in my mind.

When this is not happening I feel like I am being wasted. Like if I had a great capacity that is not being used. I am in this constant cycle of going for more, and then freaking out because it feels too big. I am exhausted. I don't want this anymore. I want to enjoy things.

Has any of you felt something like this? How do you deal with it? 

Thank you all for your time.

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anxiety,ANODIZED33,2019/02/17,"Work anxiety My primary source of anxiety is my boss at work. There is no (zero) communication from him, and he is an excessively negative person (I overhear his conversations with others, which consist 100% of bragging or badmouthing others). I mentioned this to hr months ago, but the hr woman is not a motivated individual and long story short, nothing will come of that. I am a competent employee and don’t need his input, but it drives me crazy. I should just chalk it up to him being a shitty person, but that is easier said than done. It has been giving me anxiety, and I know I am not the only one dealing with a jerk boss. Any suggestions? ",5.845737704918032,6.7905559918032825,7.38045081967213,69.31034836065578,66.95081967213115,10.69016393442623,31.643442622950825,10.686352973137794,3.636029508196721,509,20,89,14,8,176,84,122,0.173,0.753,0.073,-0.8826,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,4,2,1,1,0,7,0,14,0,0,3,0,20,19,8,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,9,7,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,1,0,2,3,1,14,0,11,13,0,8,0,0,0,0,15,3,0,1,3,71,23,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953416337534449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14985679790657291,0.0,0.5057393795956069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18982625404291148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22718821740563094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22551147104339506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21139565674325708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211076824650357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950174455819677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17589446278476506,0.0,0.0,0.16339899063087002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21144763000493366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493260646720001,0.1675986770740617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3848311102215647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20961903459939515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208589185331261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jesv,2019/02/17,Switching from Celexa 20mg to Lexapro I’ve been on Celexa for about 5 years. I’ve noticed lately my depression has become extremely worse. I work then sleep. Not enjoying anything. The usual depression points. I’m also struggling to lose weight (which I have recently read is a problem with Celexa). I’m thinking of going to Lexapro has anyone transitioned? How was it done. Insurance reasons I can only see a GP so I’m  leery about what she will have me do so I thought I’d ask the communities opinions first. ,2.160459952418712,5.026251865979386,3.0127835051546414,86.752260111023,87.04123711340206,6.283584456780332,27.049167327517843,7.61054688173877,2.014321808088819,409,19,74,8,13,129,73,97,0.223,0.777,0.0,-0.9673,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,6,6,0,1,4,0,11,2,1,2,0,8,19,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,3,1,0,1,1,5,0,1,4,2,7,1,10,14,0,9,0,3,1,0,2,2,0,1,6,42,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15490898774842954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544581090695673,0.0,0.15940597149879038,0.0,0.18109173164336764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139363307242092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336824920231111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198231523493188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16476874499540958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008926771365886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21851214766420585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167107807946224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22053893830182386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473243952430293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18311758233163847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853533166509774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19376138342450855,0.0,0.0,0.1991650761750936,0.19126423176679755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543609639493862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19384885732452511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025066668819492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412088188327723,0.0,0.15378327914315132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21334305577926135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23588533146971805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14102243214705235,0.0,0.1974059823452991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474222119225467
anxiety,allthekos,2019/02/17,"Does anyone else put of anxiety enticing conversations then spend all the time dwelling on them conversations until you actually have to have that conversation . I basically have to tell the boss of my second job I can't do some shifts I said I would. I hate letting them down, they have been good to me, and I know if I can't do the shift they are fucked on them days cos they rely on me. But I really can't do them as I'm committed to doing some in my primary job. 

I have known about this since last week and have left it until the very last minute tomorrow when I'll have to tell them..

I hate having awkward conversations. Does anyone else get like this?",3.760227272727272,5.165329113636363,4.9337575757575785,83.20063636363638,72.25757575757575,8.916363636363636,23.806060606060605,9.3871,1.7417369696969702,521,14,110,12,10,172,78,132,0.115,0.82,0.065,-0.8176,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,8,0,2,7,3,2,4,0,19,1,0,2,2,13,26,9,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,5,0,1,2,1,23,2,16,22,3,17,0,0,0,1,16,6,1,3,11,76,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.1598012154390835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527209337341835,0.0,0.0,0.229002545912969,0.3355726088456677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560839972162643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866061316145312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735925068689558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15138881841244908,0.08555520594448031,0.0,0.0,0.13734988806612494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32334823415992564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250030527012942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999544143544506,0.26696429097937474,0.0,0.0,0.1779202391902318,0.16745053758247755,0.0,0.08000240007921453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16461896053144418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490561820862096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557684629750118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354597920710337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862580992439938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548683191696912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13511498877647854,0.0,0.0,0.13135434841912508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163268226157442,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,not-today-arya,2019/02/17,"Job related anxiety I've realized my career has been the source of most of my anxiety. Making decisions for other people's lives stresses me out really badly. There are weekends where I get hung up on a decision: I get a pressure in my chest,  can't sleep, can't eat, and lie on the couch without moving. Just like this past weekend . . . It concerns my husband when this happens and he's tried to push me to go to a psychologist, but I never do. There are times I feel comfortable, but then the vicious cycle starts all over again.

I've been in this career for almost four years and it embarrasses me that I'm already desperately looking for a way out. I feel like I've wasted years of education, time, and energy. I'd honestly be happy if I could work from home and never leave my house.

I've started searching for a therapist to talk this out with, but even with insurance (thanks USA) it's going to be difficult to find one.

I'm not sure why I'm typing this (I may even delete it later), but thanks for hearing me out.",3.944646962233168,5.242699950738917,5.440709359605916,80.15975041050905,71.66009852216749,8.763087027914612,27.819047619047623,9.21078282632365,2.3481674220032844,802,29,156,17,15,271,123,203,0.154,0.747,0.099,-0.7709,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,1,9,14,1,3,8,0,12,3,2,1,4,34,29,12,0,2,8,1,2,2,0,1,0,1,2,0,11,11,1,0,6,2,0,4,6,6,0,2,2,4,16,8,28,23,2,31,0,0,1,0,4,11,0,4,17,101,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465332403809979,0.0,0.16148417461904713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22389155935440525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218350912822785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683649118534455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14973711078798402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933056110885271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14798262045030766,0.10454166472200974,0.0,0.0,0.13374742567185607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15290786602167153,0.0,0.16633096474769862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940344765326442,0.15577619669006168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649300406549384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678581214069655,0.0,0.0,0.16885079971812814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521478468339166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15494750469747154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14298365760072046,0.0,0.1292163765719014,0.0,0.12288444054025364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767966610295607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15553081471380664,0.0,0.0,0.22572495540824464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916029921894956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396931973699156,0.1014501778056788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374586874569572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464405573933472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20715315696431946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16762610615392914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791888891827322,0.0,0.0,0.1176184303393053,0.0,0.26945098639693504,0.0,0.16990606990694265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17065808609085306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099351775195579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615381331711558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204446474260248,0.0,0.0,0.14106159858422726,0.0,0.10653353263778606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884697248567878
anxiety,FraggleHotPockets,2019/02/17,"My new anxiety is reading, and I can’t figure out how to function in a world the requires reading. I’m no stranger to anxiety, but I’ve developed a new behavior because of my anxiety, and I don’t know how to deal with it. I’m wondering if anyone has dealt with this, or if anyone has overcame something similar.

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In October, I started a new position at work where I write descriptions about used products. Lots of ‘em-- about 4 an hour (my daily goal set by my boss is 5 an hour). I’ve always proofread text out loud, so that is what I started doing with my descriptions, but it’s turned into an anxiety issue. When proofreading, I’ll say the first couple words of a sentence over and over again.

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For example, if I type “This used refrigerator is chrome, with a spacious freezer”, I’ll proofread “This refrigerator this refrigerator this refrigerator” over and over again until I can finally mentally break myself onto the next word. It’s like… the repetition of words comforts my anxiety about spelling or typing something incorrectly, but it does not reassure me that my writing is correct. 

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This has manifested to the rest of my life-- personal emails, Facebook and Instagram posts, this. Every time I want to double check my writing, this behavior presents itself. Of course, I’ve tried NOT proofreading out loud, but this is starting to happen when I read in my head (even if I’m not proofreading). It literally feels like my brain is melting. I’m seeing the words, but I’m not understanding what they means. It’s one of the most overwhelming feelings that I’ve ever encountered.

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So has anyone ever dealt with this or something similar? I need to figure out how to deal with it, especially because reading is a huge part of my job. My boss is very understanding, and he’s gone out of his way to ask if there’s anything he can help with (we have individual meetings every so often, where I confided in him about this). I feel like there really isn’t any external factors that can be done to help ease this. 

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Background: I was diagnosed with OCD in 2012 (after falsely being diagnosed with severe depression as a child), and took a variety of medications for a few years. I decided that I didn’t want to be dependent on medication anymore (personal choice. Not for everyone, maybe even not for me), and worked with my psychiatrist to achieve that. Since moving to a new city a couple years ago, I haven’t been seeing any sort of doctor. ",8.091019522776577,7.937985451193064,8.367326681127981,67.91666464208245,62.167028199566154,11.8879305856833,38.613535791757045,11.368139846972461,4.602701622559653,1987,93,339,52,25,655,217,461,0.049,0.887,0.064,0.8336,1,0,3,0,0,0,83.0,1,0,1,6,23,6,0,1,21,0,29,8,2,8,3,81,57,31,0,8,19,0,3,2,0,0,6,3,0,3,28,25,0,1,11,4,1,3,12,2,0,2,6,8,37,4,64,48,6,55,0,2,2,0,21,22,0,14,28,234,65,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055385199726248065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051988787153978415,0.3384880169393814,0.37960327506934455,0.08497777481340596,0.0,0.23898708474751434,0.0,0.06196387407506102,0.13106347002047994,0.0,0.051416133696372913,0.0,0.05841083993239068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617507446537529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974890951851882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826698551611974,0.0,0.0,0.12882931871392966,0.05381436925068192,0.12683279909631748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06395144658901447,0.054677112851578884,0.06393925157840641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253557140357627,0.11303439157896995,0.1052850440642208,0.059702802120665824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477606522558099,0.08927217357762741,0.0,0.0684443415546386,0.0,0.053145887459629074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05525130612356468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412302595784826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375873381388725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306142759681685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652134165143385,0.062002262441322224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03433765272064405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04413182996485863,0.0915744593366528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05311869285087335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627700673784254,0.06805958906957417,0.0,0.12588507533235724,0.06296565563036934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640689109323873,0.0,0.04632850436062493,0.0,0.2413762525665417,0.06644872817494922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04233840864990465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766030055741054,0.0,0.0,0.1091111377075767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05983905463781883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24998966103159576,0.0,0.04002661278211536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04968700706588917,0.0,0.0,0.09957774963258344,0.0,0.0,0.07058518870492167,0.0,0.05168452116635596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14430164076559554,0.0,0.0,0.1326720736285931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03643288617136591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941814239445472,0.042420163023469785,0.06796085004482888,0.0,0.1300888228634251,0.0,0.10792619474189498,0.0,0.05155296188294645,0.07370524385686257,0.04959411834373519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06775744475910818,0.09097310668208614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37960327506934455,0.08047079619538793
anxiety,Alexapro_,2019/02/17,"Had to struggle through one of the worst panic attacks I’ve ever had alone. Hey guys, I’ve had anxiety pretty much my whole life, (first panic attack when I was 6 years old, became an issue at 12, I’m not 20 and still struggling). I have panic disorder and generalized anxiety, but somehow I’m pretty sure this is my first time posting on this sub. Anyways, let me dive into last night/today because it was tough and I need some love.

I worked as a server from 10am to 11:30pm last night, we got so busy there was a 3 hour wait and I did not stop once in 13 hours. To make it worse I had to get up at 10am and do it for another few hours today. I think this was the trigger. 

I fell asleep around midnight, awoke at 1:30 in a complete panic. I was super nauseated, shaking so bad my teeth were chattering, but the worst part was - mentally I was still at work. Despite physically being safe in my bed, with Netflix playing my favorite TV show, my head could not process this, it kept thinking I was at the restaurant and all I could think about is if I was doing my job okay and if my tables were taken care of and what needed to be done. No matter how hard I tried to remind myself I was safe at home, mentally I was stuck at work having a panic attack. It was awful, so awful I couldn’t get it out of my head, I eventually tired myself out and fell back asleep.

The hardest part? During that panic attack I called and texted several friends in the area for help. Even called my mother back home, just to see if she could talk me down and back into the right mindset. They didn’t answer - understandable because it was almost 2am. The shitty part? Not a single one of them - not even my mom - returned my calls or texts today to see if I was okay.

I have never felt more alone. 
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anxiety,mrsfreshundressed,2019/02/17,"""Be quiet I'm tired of your anxiety"" - My husband Yeah man, me too. Shout out to anyone dealing with a significant other who says this kind of shit. ",1.918505747126435,4.252339931034484,4.048965517241381,83.2509195402299,80.72413793103449,6.625287356321839,23.459770114942533,7.793537801064563,1.3840252873563217,114,4,22,2,3,39,28,29,0.246,0.638,0.116,-0.6697,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,1,0,0,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065266377701605,0.0,0.0,0.2801716589434916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4130936401157552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4172568179475573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186446504600836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4113023719595058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4605340375998522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jamieluke97,2019/02/17,"Start new job tomorrow after being unemployed due to anxiety for 3 years I can't sleep I start a new job tomorrow and I'm anxious af. I'm trying to get too sleep writing this and I can't because of my nerves. I've got jobs before but missed my first days on purpose and quit it before I've even started it because of my anxiety. But I'm determined to change but it's hard, anxiety owns me.",1.349066265060241,3.308299253012052,3.8104668674698807,86.22244728915665,80.56626506024097,7.523493975903612,26.037650602409638,8.472884824447931,1.9622301204819284,310,13,65,7,8,108,51,83,0.162,0.7979999999999999,0.04,-0.6652,5,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,7,12,6,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,7,0,8,10,1,13,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,12,33,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3701055638683505,0.18218537551229652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966132669017556,0.0,0.274452027975154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17059869855065726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400362729283506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651508018306144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717330280497858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842551518199867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897964632272998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446321364894638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4800967032633273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115046089727326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17152689883993008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227661654510628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424360265588541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948944773713992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038504145956048
anxiety,SparkleChadow,2019/02/17,"Is it my imagination? Hi guys, I’m sorry if this is not the place to post this but I’m a little bit worried with my situation. Some months ago someone told me something of a heart attack, one week later I started to feel a little pain in my chest so I went to the doctor, they made me  an electrocardiogram and it was everything normal, but I was feeling something weird in my chest, days later the pain disappeared and I forget it. 
Now since last week the pain returned for a day and next I was feeling something strange between my toes but I didn’t have nothing, I search on the internet and I found almost nothing only most symptoms, like burning feet...
That night for some reason I started to feel my feet like burning and the weird sensation between my toes...
The next day it disappeared, but the sensation between my toes still.
Can it be Anxiety or superstition?
I’m afraid. ",3.3043860946745562,5.6828617869822535,4.309256656804736,82.98033468934914,76.10059171597635,6.828550295857989,28.31397928994083,7.8658589789855275,1.9761979289940832,698,30,128,11,16,226,93,169,0.196,0.745,0.06,-0.9707,0,0,3,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,0,3,9,1,1,13,0,9,13,8,2,0,27,22,12,0,2,7,0,4,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,8,6,0,0,7,0,0,3,2,7,0,1,8,4,20,2,14,13,4,28,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,6,20,83,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749715987479118,0.0,0.1214328308175766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277002875892368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13796036345567014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323937340595251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346243448687693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241233923897084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898825923727892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24526787869237845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296459100916486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007482668461725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14370369161293947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884996843605652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849127377489,0.2430856811891471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147471351292408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679531610209513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25794073475964496,0.11380222100200015,0.11881732870449647,0.2327206878639633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217463701455459,0.0922301172466578,0.3871145277092949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669971470762795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614164894144965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468415904077873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031451113895208,0.13631081351107124,0.0,0.0,0.10275036020577424,0.28007512158925163,0.0,0.13575009616450495,0.17166885955411632,0.0,0.0968451370975227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604434756688862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587719636761885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19454846410409907,0.0,0.0,0.11241706376693253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315399275339454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Manwiththerosetattoo,2019/02/17,"Anxiety attacks during small confrontations Hello, 

Im a 23 year old male, i don't have general social anxiety, my job and my college program have me talking to new people every day and i make acquaintances and friends easily. For the past few years though, the smallest of confrontations i find myself having an anxiety attack. Some examples have been arguments over parking spots, customers at work being rude and arguing with me, even needing to confront a friend or colleague about something. Even when i sense a confrontation happening i feel my heart pounding in my chest, sweaty palms, tremors in my hands and my voice is very shaky and i need to use very laboured breathing and speaking so i don't stutter. Very embarrassing for me. 

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Im not an unconfident person, i have never been victim to a physical attack or anything that would trigger such emotions. 

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Any thoughts, insight or remedies for this ? its really affecting my life as i find myself avoiding situations that i really feel i should speak up because I don't want to feel this way. Thanks ",5.124221548635987,8.130879785340316,5.134714797464866,76.1540920363737,73.13612565445027,8.209534306971618,33.612841003031136,8.99025400887824,3.6107214659685862,873,45,133,20,19,272,126,191,0.18600000000000005,0.726,0.08800000000000001,-0.9421,1,1,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,1,7,17,10,3,8,0,14,6,5,4,1,33,25,14,0,5,4,0,4,0,2,2,1,3,0,2,5,8,0,1,7,0,0,0,5,14,0,0,3,7,24,3,17,19,2,15,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,5,8,88,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407247614295656,0.26996497144923925,0.07554275759057348,0.0,0.25494303822384184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141487953993503,0.0,0.0,0.379131435921548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06771741431706578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716417241913365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249575728447704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14674342030797005,0.0,0.09359532629703013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16850630265256022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20306244179829724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17165060014006114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823359188258143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13163826088340594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399853725751909,0.0,0.1102363975040921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846381340024877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415122726015369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16473874408377168,0.08567690254552514,0.1072882160999978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656679292063853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604481401437384,0.0770135227747695,0.09699661169493007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232995454214095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486609236546567,0.0,0.11323888957767422,0.0,0.08551996010889258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928727242863133,0.0,0.10227369791954607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914210755715653,0.08819042226554265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594323203875876,0.0,0.274974456166987,0.06552180710849458,0.0881754427716072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087243235583101,0.0,0.0,0.0789127963671347,0.0,0.26996497144923925,0.14307237071003231
anxiety,jurabitch,2019/02/17,"How does someone combat memory loss with high anxiety? I have trouble with memory recall, even when it comes to simple words I’ve used my whole life. When I have problems recalling, I try to stay calm since I know becoming anxious about it would only make it more difficult. It makes me feel unintelligent when I can’t remember easy-ish words. What’s people’s tips or advice or knowledge about this problem?",6.5593421052631555,7.706229934210532,6.795894736842108,73.41226315789477,65.44736842105263,10.290526315789474,30.989473684210523,10.355215969177356,3.3417031578947363,329,12,56,8,5,106,58,76,0.284,0.688,0.028,-0.957,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,4,0,18,10,6,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,1,7,1,6,9,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,32,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21105866362729608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16522842024538326,0.2440022906417285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385391656650209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860525006082491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18901048543249535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265647546885662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920882712720892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228200682708166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870005694995225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525570420538656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28834417816958025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16426680874824973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14973724476956912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4133381680194001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446696215328939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786655499078154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830039283545129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23021195001116904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466400690716077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18654224222135884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241140249133066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15342999877611016,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,furbaby296,2019/02/17,"Thinking about trying medication that lasts all day. Whats it like for you? I have anxiety all throughout the day in the form of tiny “butterflies” in my stomach from various thoughts. They’re also triggered in social settings or when I see certain people from a distance. Its really annoying. 

Tried xanax and it definitely helps make it easier to go out in public worry free, but it wears off after about 4 hours and it makes me “artificially” tired. 

I have a follow up with the doctor in a month and I’m considering a longer lasting medication since that was an option. 

Im curious to know what others have experienced when taking medication that lasts most of the day. How did you feel? Did you rely on it for a long time or was it a tool to help you eventually fix your thoughts? 

Im new to medication. Just want to hear from others who have experience. ",4.069404031551271,6.223469687116567,5.601021034180543,75.64326687116565,72.98773006134971,8.828921998247152,26.980280455740576,9.424239791934726,2.591440315512709,681,25,124,17,14,230,106,163,0.056,0.825,0.119,0.8097,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,5,0,0,7,4,1,0,11,0,8,9,2,4,3,24,22,10,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,7,1,0,0,16,5,0,0,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,6,4,10,4,25,16,5,26,0,0,1,0,11,9,0,4,15,86,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804837166368488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335969228979464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614066246799341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382920304649752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321646718692895,0.0,0.0,0.06831627846126001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678680421968549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15228013329840018,0.0,0.18112436834677625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305730833308269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918865457504038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425357782219051,0.3304009643122134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06600850382522043,0.0,0.0,0.11956915347947555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803755400245333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5444412472739446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784446465360817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304912314492812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366908865145296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655568950374491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766612735378248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176537446665287,0.0,0.0,0.13772884559071524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158680181021124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657379647156484,0.0,0.2145263892306064,0.0787844227624242,0.15529043988336605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18346326127292387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969208182565635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372119742285412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,itsmillertime512,2019/02/17,"Overcoming health anxiety? When I was 21 my brother died from complications with the flu. I never really believed it/thought of it as I was in college (drinking, smoking, etc). Obviously doing college with a bit of self coping. I remember being in class one day and thought I was going to suffocate or heart was going to give up. It ended up crippling me to get on antidepressants. Fast forward, I have a wife, child, and a good life. But I’ve been off an on antidepressants for years. Currently on a small amount of Wellbutrin which I’m considering getting off of as it isn’t doing shit for my daily panic episodes.

In between then and now. I’ve managed to get mono, E. coli, broke my elbow, and now random terrible headaches that may or may not be cluster headaches. The recent cluster headaches have made me so anxious that if there is a hint of nasal congestion, I start to feel something in the pit of my stomach is wrong. I’ve been INCREDIBLY nauseous for a week or so. And have had on and off migraines. My health anxiety was in check (kind of) before but now, bc I truly dont feel well, it’s been off the freaking charts. At this point, I’m afraid to eat or drink almost anything bc I’m afraid it could trigger a migraine. I try to keep busy just to not think about how I currently feel. I can distinguish if I’m actually sick or if it’s anxiety. It’s fucking scary :(

I’ve been working out consistently for 5 days now. Eating as healthy as I can. In the process of finding another shrink. And will continue to do so until I beat it. It’s driving me NUTS. Does anyone have any health anxiety advice? should I try CBD again? I’m just nervous it will make me feel weird. The last time I took Xanax I had a nervous breakdown and I only took a 1/2 of a 1/2 pill (almost nothing). Any advice would be amazing. Thanks reddit!!

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anxiety,PMTITS_4BadJokes,2019/02/17,"What do you know about ""Recall Healing"" ? Is it any good?

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I've read before that in Psychology the sort-of ""Freudian"" type of therapies where patients are asked to talk about their past traumas are not only ineffective, but also actively damaging. Is ""recall healing"" something similar to this form of therapy?

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Thanks! ",6.113809523809523,9.588406571428571,5.960714285714289,68.9509523809524,72.57142857142857,8.733333333333334,36.11904761904762,9.2995712137729,4.476247619047619,272,15,36,7,6,85,47,56,0.1,0.735,0.165,0.4968,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,1,1,4,5,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,0,3,8,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,7,8,1,3,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,24,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595315948291146,0.0,0.3954989590248037,0.4435391878561499,0.12411304018542656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17062218773583712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15530254454304845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530807062399061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030270812217572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880705869403195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17422642067893504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18255936280800825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050509385926274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14669460295641454,0.0,0.16803066216614715,0.41743212009434016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4435391878561499,0.0
anxiety,cinnabunny0802,2019/02/17,"I'm at a really rough point in my life rn So 3 days ago, right before Valentine's Day, my boyfriend of over 2 years broke up with me because my anxiety and depression was always bringing him down. Now, it's worse than ever, and I want nothing more than to just sleep and sleep and sleep. I can hardly bring myself to finish my homework or even leave the house- I went out to buy hamster food the other day and was so nervous and literally scared I had to rush home. My grades slipped in my favourite class. And tomorrow I need to go back to school and to a job interview, and be around all those people. I feel physically ill just thinking about it. 

If only he would just come back, I'd feel like my life had value once again. He left a void in my life I know I'll never be able to fill, because he was my true love. We'd even been talking about marriage, and having kids together in the future.

Everyone just keeps saying I'm strong, time will fix it, I need to get over it, but it's all bullshit! I will never be able to cope, and a life of misery just sounds like a tragic waste of time. I don't know what to do anymore. 

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anxiety,warriors7796,2019/02/17,"I'm scared of flying, and I have a flight tomorrow. So tomorrow I am flying home for spring break, and I am terrified of the flight home. I have a fear of flying however I find my anxiety is lower, the bigger the plane is, so I tried to get on a bigger plane to fly home, but it was too expensive and required unnecessary connections.






So now I am stuck on a 2 seat, one aisle prop plane and I am very scared. I have flown this path 5 times already, but it never gets any easier. I fear the claustrophobia of not being able to choose when to get off, and I also fear being overwhelmed with anxiety and passing out on a flight (never happened to me before, but as a hypochondriac I still worry about it.)



I feel hopeless and terrified.",6.115616438356162,5.573830801369864,7.126130136986301,76.47700342465754,66.32876712328768,10.861643835616439,30.578767123287676,10.411451182825502,2.9450986301369864,571,18,114,13,8,193,80,146,0.282,0.71,0.008,-0.9912,2,0,0,0,0,1,18.0,0,0,0,1,9,7,0,6,10,0,12,0,0,0,2,19,19,16,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,9,0,1,3,0,1,1,3,7,0,1,2,1,15,0,18,15,0,18,0,2,0,0,0,7,0,0,9,81,19,1,0.1558604593569132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17199589261619588,0.12464155303689048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599045704558928,0.0,0.2384656495984025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262577124747207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5261590456906698,0.07880773133366924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14245363620192086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442919713322767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782688947224667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4690222464602021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24041838949717595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561508096063696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120870197864864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447036417559387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908834872476282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581902095409226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286012019972386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15828386212368312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,meaughh,2019/02/17,6 year old with anxiety is loosing his first tooth and it’s freaking him out. Looking for advice and coping strategies to help him As the title says my sons loosing his first tooth and it’s wiggly now. He’s pretty stressed out and is worried despite reassurances of it being a natural process. Any advice or strategy to help him cope is appreciated ,4.265909090909092,6.721531651515157,5.327272727272729,76.46090909090911,73.3939393939394,7.4303030303030315,32.21212121212121,8.344100000000001,2.852684848484848,283,14,47,5,6,93,47,66,0.146,0.6659999999999999,0.188,0.6444,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,2,0,4,2,2,0,0,8,5,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,6,1,8,4,0,7,0,0,1,0,11,2,0,1,5,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4918274460085719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17113359088164695,0.0,0.19251489263861726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4281141313257072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373572187962081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21132627729047973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640689125777355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25602295023833416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20012564362901955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882692132093383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555672129255021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16205715370002105
anxiety,THCv1,2019/02/17,"Anxious that i might have a heart attack Hello
The title ia pretty much the base of this post. I suffer from extreme anxiety and sometimes i get muscle pain. And sometimes is in my left arm and chest , sometimes on my back etc. But this triggers me the anxiety even more that i might have a heart attack. Also this loop is amplifies by the fact that i constantly thinking that all this anxiety is surely damaging my health in some way and this triggers more the fear that i might get a heart attack

Fml, i hate this situation. Been anxious for about 3 years now, and it has it ups and dows. Anyone else in this situation? Any tips to get out from this loop?

Btw, had 2 EKG and it all comed well but I'm still not sure... i know it sounds weird but... anxious wired brain


Thank you",2.3292424242424232,4.569456123376625,3.2023116883116884,90.389658008658,78.67532467532467,6.184588744588745,21.954978354978362,7.3011,0.7085347186147186,609,18,125,8,15,193,91,154,0.184,0.7609999999999999,0.056,-0.9246,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,7,13,4,1,8,0,11,8,6,2,5,26,20,11,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,17,9,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,9,1,0,2,1,13,4,13,15,7,15,0,2,0,0,2,7,0,4,5,86,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083361516473808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088747705556313,0.0,0.2392323149032525,0.3532880889693549,0.0,0.07288775403764798,0.10680725700145896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557676714767569,0.0,0.08015492000526124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636746747020126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979441984606942,0.0,0.11264752442833018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708000720125891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625630673033828,0.06885021921303358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117300142920513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16338491214568918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291643905528187,0.0,0.11080334360829433,0.0,0.3705783782178648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05728814562916864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113258187420725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317497889963617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662915342330677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091980871110764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983409478488213,0.1060506059460232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343425773665242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092911413867333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324702365232586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19649188002706086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597113801368684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06679344491398813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827416800193218,0.0,0.0,0.09372520756233683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671278076116856
anxiety,Slickbick,2019/02/17,"Anxiety of people getting sick of you? I feel like whenever I come to someone for help or advice, that i'm annoying them. Like i'm 99% convinced they want me to go away. Is that possible? or is it just anxiety?",0.7241860465116297,3.0475521162790757,3.680279069767444,83.99437209302326,85.97674418604653,8.091162790697675,27.20465116279069,8.841846274778883,2.7164083720930234,163,8,33,5,5,58,32,43,0.182,0.581,0.237,0.4291,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,2,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,9,2,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,3,6,9,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,2,20,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015114094357897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4720796863852739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898928053692588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657884339991213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15601210973315266,0.2204281235008057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16120459754154615,0.0,0.175356029277458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206814506486102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301483809541565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139096635010899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34784367274713224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26143334474955604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18199073624448084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,briarrose6892,2019/02/17,"This Happened and Set Me Off I remember a time when I was a little kid, like 14, having an ocd attack. Currently my ocd centered on getting preg by accidemtly touching sperm or something like that. I remember I was panicking because my brother walked by and later I saw something wet on my shirt. I touched it and got anxious AF. And then later In the middle of the attack, I kind of stroked over it and thought this is my brothers and felt like anxiety which caused arousal. And then I moved my legs together and touched it to my leg. I feel like I was a perv. It wasn't arousal arousal it was anxiety bcz I was right after a panic attack but I still feel like an evil fuck. Help.",1.9554516806722688,4.283742801470591,3.1221008403361346,89.98088235294121,80.54411764705883,6.238655462184874,28.096638655462183,7.447530270364453,1.674890336134454,535,25,108,8,14,172,79,136,0.179,0.73,0.091,-0.9095,1,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,2,12,5,1,8,0,8,8,6,1,0,17,17,13,0,0,2,2,8,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,9,8,0,0,6,0,0,2,1,6,0,0,10,9,19,6,11,7,0,21,0,0,1,4,4,9,1,1,14,69,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23044621327584056,0.1701565742307233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5140524978676321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918159315758458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15472718129352206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15231496270669204,0.21520445732038407,0.14461784000638206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392448190015457,0.07869219993462531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046375677549792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319186566265032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095672668138908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15684648870816964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679241252933713,0.1509597859379469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600841380615357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17671891913116994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412438834805352,0.12862778505902644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23190769715341306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028451115553294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195746449866645,0.08782713787411406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cdfredericks,2019/02/17,"Questions about Vistaril (Hydroxyzine) A week ago I (Male, 21) started taking Vistaril for my anxiety. It has really been helping but I have some questions:

1. There are no refills, can I get more from the psychiatrist since they are helping massively or do they only give these out short term?

2. They say not to drink on them but I have been and haven’t seen any problems. Should I be worried/stop drinking on them. 

3. Libido. I’ve read these pills don’t affect sexuality (like SSRIs) and I’ve also read the opposite, claiming they enhance stamina. What’s true?

Thanks in advance!",1.763970588235292,4.531305712962965,3.0580174291938995,84.45343137254905,93.72222222222223,5.874509803921567,25.79738562091503,7.285733465282438,1.8994339869281038,459,21,80,9,17,148,82,108,0.069,0.7879999999999999,0.14300000000000002,0.8504,0,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,6,1,3,4,0,0,3,0,13,3,0,1,1,14,19,6,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,4,3,2,0,2,4,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,2,12,3,8,14,3,10,0,0,1,0,13,5,0,4,5,51,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17714695838855807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15981274807822174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589870952192784,0.0,0.15287779177983896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3915361322923265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440865645210697,0.1917056640157196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678983736981124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763220148912076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15198805960172124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19122081507311264,0.0,0.0,0.44773523469885296,0.0,0.3997900910281128,0.0,0.12802323985459882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15892155696211524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653105119353741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14144846410577475,0.0,0.0,0.16707599562016712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15025553569933234,0.0,0.0,0.1839867117458278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16030036847182175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kalaster189,2019/02/17,"Where do I start to start tackling my anxiety? I've been suffering from anxiety for quite some time and has become huge detriment to my life and I'm fucking sick of it already. I went to my PCP last week to talk to him about what I'm groing through and just looking for advice on where to start, a point in the right direction was the ultimate goal, maybe some pills to take the edge off, but no... Their office refuses to prescribe anything that isn't natural and told me ""you should find a specialist, I'd recommend one, but I don't know any that takes your insurance."" as he left the room and thus left me feeling helpless. I've tried browsing my insurance's website, but there's so many kinds of ""specialists"" in the behavioral therapy field, Idk who to start with. Who do I talk to now if my own doctor was useless? Do I find another doctor and wait weeks for an appointment? Do I find a therapist first? Or a Psychiatrist? Is there any tips that anyone can give that can help put me on the right or tips on how to get there?

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TL;DR: Sick of anxiety, Dont know where to start or who to talk to about it. I live in the US.",3.682066563467494,4.970965653508774,4.5458513931888564,86.35890092879258,72.28947368421052,8.698039215686276,27.885448916408677,9.168548406835145,2.160868111455109,891,33,188,19,17,288,130,228,0.115,0.84,0.044,-0.9357,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,2,1,3,12,5,1,0,12,0,15,7,0,2,0,28,34,16,0,2,8,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,1,0,10,7,0,2,6,0,0,2,4,4,0,2,5,2,20,1,33,28,3,30,0,3,1,1,16,17,1,6,11,119,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829444896933776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229536711330195,0.0,0.0,0.12007611535209695,0.13466144845364908,0.15072617907012076,0.1162070374959178,0.2543366912833114,0.0,0.0,0.07748965771829001,0.0,0.09119746182610307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239472694149152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268630171014645,0.0,0.0,0.12988312614398845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056035177865113785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038692285776979,0.09426554846452412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024536008924142,0.05790017397601462,0.10631102511877576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428197513549688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154045634926279,0.12181027813881805,0.09033511591988888,0.0,0.0,0.2408179067362335,0.0,0.07827719801538062,0.0,0.0,0.09785828392900263,0.0,0.0930629753896049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235660472319384,0.11133608095409347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509618341645187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476306858118307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140720601744088,0.0,0.11787335337804605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18928359200160175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3922036236584072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666494322114238,0.2672247448067717,0.0,0.0,0.1267351689817593,0.12867344582257928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462148175996144,0.0,0.0,0.10589563286620478,0.0,0.07524119220700684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330580330504593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17779022426545993,0.0,0.0,0.10273355315564443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13466144845364908,0.0
anxiety,MisterRoboto9,2019/02/17,Am I developing schizophrenia? I'll feel a certain way or just question what I'm doing for a second and then I'll start to feel like I'm out if it and drugged.,1.4939047619047583,2.998602771428573,3.457142857142859,91.0561904761905,78.42857142857143,5.80952380952381,25.952380952380953,6.42735559955562,0.7719523809523811,127,5,29,1,3,43,26,35,0.0,0.85,0.15,0.5574,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,10,7,5,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,2,3,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,3,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4943777563603343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4311046229914081,0.30455194549018066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20827079428759712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4775584875634745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017404454753905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33838058649532043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whatsagoodusername12,2019/02/17,"I want to move out of my moms house. I spoken with several real estate agents over the last few years on my own. All of them one at a time but I've always ended up ghosting them a few weeks into the process. About 6 months ago I spoke with my mom about it and she refereed me to 4 agents. I spoke with all of them and ended up ghosting 2 of them within a few weeks. I was meeting one of them every other weekend to look at houses until a few weeks ago, and ceased contact.
After three weeks he started calling and I avoided my phone entirely. After three weeks of missed calls, voicemails, and emails stacking up on my phone I called and told him I was overwhelmed and needed a break, and he told me to let him know when I'm ready again.

My mom tells me that if I'm serious I need to be talking with at least 4 agents and going to see houses with each of them atleast once per week. Everything is so overstimulating.

 And it doesn't help that every time I put another $10,000 into my checking account prices increase by $20,000, and I can't take any part of this process slowly, since I need to put down an offer within 2 or 3 days of looking at a place before it's sold.",5.728869895536562,4.853304761316874,6.170781893004116,84.11415954415955,67.23045267489712,8.629186451408675,29.39189616967395,7.321109707123232,1.5445102247546694,919,26,197,7,13,298,136,243,0.046,0.915,0.039,-0.3792,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,6,0,5,4,0,2,9,0,7,0,0,0,2,32,26,17,2,5,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,7,20,0,1,1,1,4,5,2,4,0,4,7,5,31,0,43,17,11,46,0,2,3,0,30,17,0,2,23,128,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17389734141917315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161667660647208,0.0,0.0,0.06670287907603765,0.10285332007611896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346525742483818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004749828979492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.063258337634869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17375286258286735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16528593689706986,0.0,0.08815474078264926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05574539964140751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657459989440481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395394955233751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053906337326657366,0.07995442265833537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030113770735916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16473763037491185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446367636799763,0.07829252489827941,0.10425151367246928,0.0,0.21819196590586196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044600105634018,0.13293328796371032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062192286451194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248058447259052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19721010476152104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116450750506546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816305624607052,0.0,0.0,0.11081098127320993,0.0,0.08113901247784795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942685349941725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374961001112858,0.07883903534624745,0.08573281831948927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439124670025053,0.0,0.0,0.18745366298893135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05785456231408138,0.0,0.4720793655054506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06316514876459957
anxiety,lil-turtling,2019/02/17,I’m meant to meet up with this guy I like but I’m so anxious idk what to do Like I’ve been meaning to see him for so long. And I do really wanna see him and it’ll probably lead to sex but like I’m just so nervous I feel like it’s gonna make me feel really awkward. And also when I’m anxious my mouth gets so dry and uncomfortable. Help pls !!!!,-1.9801035673187568,-0.12257253164556654,1.4007825086306092,97.8112773302647,97.10126582278481,4.898043728423477,16.042577675489067,6.574015621080383,-0.3598962025316457,266,7,68,4,11,95,49,79,0.212,0.611,0.177,-0.6464,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,2,0,0,4,2,1,2,0,15,17,12,0,1,3,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,4,7,4,8,13,0,4,0,0,2,1,5,1,0,0,6,35,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763728059993564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4983147637215644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230322131119268,0.1575601160082471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11522765192716415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183779994125535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478292203218774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4309960385413673,0.0,0.0,0.19517875915598595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14721804520478782,0.0,0.0,0.24024231335537136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23778892269929314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825784340462293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514976986710669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,e_0,2019/02/17,"Did I just have an anxiety attack after a year of Lexapro? Hey all,

As the title states, I’ve been on Lexapro for over a year now, and I think I just had an anxiety attack for the first time in forever. 

I was standing and talking to someone for a few minutes, when suddenly I got that lack of sensation in my throat like I couldn’t “feel,” myself talking anymore; just heard my voice coming out. 

Not but a minute later, I had this wave of “lack of sensation,” wash over me where my entire body simply felt numb. My mind was still all there, but it was blurry, and I couldn’t really “feel,” anything anymore. It all felt distant, and to compensate I started kinda rubbing my arms and my head just to feel the sensation (or lack thereof) and it simply made things worse. I got an intense knot in my chest after that and my heart rate skyrocketed since I got so freaked out over it all.

It’s been about 15 minutes now, and I still *sort of* feel disassociated (the term that most accurately describes my feelings) but I’m doing a little bit better. My mind is still a little blurry.

Does this sound like an anxiety attack or something else? I’m only asking because I haven’t had an anxiety / panic attacks in a literal year now; so it worries me that I can be anxiety free for so long then SUDDENLY, out of nowhere, have a huge episode like that. 

Thanks so much in advance! ",6.911130063965883,6.0852368507462735,7.286162046908316,76.91992537313435,64.82089552238807,10.194456289978678,34.81449893390192,9.424239791934726,3.0478125799573563,1068,42,208,17,14,350,136,268,0.189,0.737,0.07400000000000001,-0.9817,0,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,3,18,13,4,1,17,0,18,8,6,1,4,45,37,20,0,5,10,0,8,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,14,12,0,0,8,0,1,2,4,7,0,1,16,11,27,7,29,18,12,41,0,0,0,0,5,16,0,5,24,148,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3842002565636764,0.0,0.1992286431919028,0.0,0.0,0.08265757029727615,0.0,0.09390239523543012,0.4570821653879283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06123026100819185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883532574974838,0.10965978403493776,0.11157160790037322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865243622880915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789998341513383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839088008369281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25393972380162744,0.0,0.19288565585629155,0.0,0.0,0.0854383558796314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410048172292848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308541589463786,0.0,0.0,0.11902765564579595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14721687077354875,0.20134429692271213,0.0,0.08889054993529988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504336550582447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20284137200037067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383853745025527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639285054259587,0.0,0.1178504139507491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06434755633975152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830890351813928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510661316200424,0.0773273689151772,0.0,0.0,0.0710953966135759,0.0,0.24064621096433725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614675648989404,0.0,0.09247614193545184,0.0,0.0,0.06673110900941279,0.06436101748989212,0.0,0.0,0.058570211981045485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020066421142377,0.10236190469773733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940496109453855
anxiety,zain1749,2019/02/17,"Hey! I was wondering if anybody could give me advice on panic attacks? I’m a 17 year old male. I have MDD, BPD, ADHD, GAD, and several other issues all stemming from past trauma. I never had panic attacks before, which I am extremely grateful for, but ever since I quit my nicotine addiction my withdrawals have been crazy. It’s mostly anxiety and panic attacks. I literally can’t even turn the lights off in my room and close the door to sleep without feeling like I’m about to die, and questioning whether or not to call 911. Any advice would be really appreciated, because all I’m finding off a google search is the cliche “just breath, focus on your breathing”. I tried that, doesn’t work, or is very hard to do properly. ",4.992608695652173,6.426746521739132,5.8673623188405815,77.57582608695652,69.28985507246377,8.418550724637681,30.46666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.6029397101449283,572,23,101,10,10,188,104,138,0.245,0.708,0.047,-0.9777,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,2,4,8,3,3,5,0,14,4,3,0,4,24,21,9,1,3,8,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,2,1,4,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,3,3,12,1,13,15,3,12,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,6,6,65,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442309595379998,0.1590037754153181,0.2585720019516581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997130102144045,0.0,0.1012122475048052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4515449215246155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065132995190777,0.0,0.11258101456223106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16663233819918735,0.0,0.13509724272873902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563403013085863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731073123253873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738558706712883,0.11967660123906305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689691049816474,0.09451805038938126,0.0,0.0,0.12092351841457735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691811471462425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11851845497014205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13809107006465185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06463708316631409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204105112612344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388308601574716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4656909409175549,0.0,0.0,0.1262992004496333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14821083187878215,0.1407216586343511,0.0,0.0,0.08475737180447351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14946593446510956,0.0,0.10944328966527908,0.0,0.13239961329828898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982577538994532,0.14390883052615905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916470953263163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127536397267487,0.14347811465412982,0.0963189349700216,0.0,0.0,0.09398501170517318,0.0,0.0,0.085199480026724
anxiety,Beachchick89,2019/02/17,"Having money anxiety... Taxes are almost available. I have no clue why I have extreme anxiety about this. Im pretty sure I have a shopping problem. I buy shit and I return almost all of it but I keep doing it constantly. 
I dont have any real bills right now because I live with a family member after a bad divorce. While married I found comfort in shopping because it gave me 5 minutes of happiness instead of dispair and sadness..

I NEED a few things.. car parts etc but the rest I have a fear if it is available to me then I will spend it and have anxiety about it.
Unless it is somewhere I do not have access to than I have a fear I will loose it all because I really do have a problem. I feel guilty about it.

I would like a new bag and a few pieces of clothes and that it... I want to buy my children something nice then save the rest. But how do I do that? 
Im my own worst enemy.
Anyone else here deal with this?",0.8287172774869092,2.927304685863877,3.0852853403141367,89.9522212041885,83.29319371727749,5.7048167539267025,23.16256544502618,6.961326702584282,0.8481474345549742,709,26,149,9,20,242,105,191,0.206,0.6729999999999999,0.121,-0.9547,0,0,1,0,1,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,7,14,1,2,11,0,22,1,1,1,3,29,28,14,0,6,6,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,15,7,0,1,2,2,8,1,3,8,0,0,2,1,24,6,16,23,11,11,0,1,0,0,4,2,1,3,9,117,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823313363292849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586754185393254,0.0,0.32353548065794585,0.0,0.0,0.0985726971968032,0.1444451066140395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770787747503925,0.2578103682605629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15234342808406276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14533859154279552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16522114616778946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776616381006168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15722391054372653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289827822207442,0.31727116912597303,0.07128097842614603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15457133960950473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15007005122334666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045534540104555,0.0,0.0,0.1253046752453598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887305402292744,0.0,0.1244831281227297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453085740535624,0.0,0.13615411821667148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15266172148612014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434218190075565,0.0,0.2697872490011657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16045992397124378,0.09031191943037878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039151254563615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470837029118824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852911141423506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286686390099028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365724019942144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315045393713186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272076222730502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014428980126552,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AlexisNovakin,2019/02/17,Feeling trapped when sitting in pews at church and during assemblies at school. I'm fine in small rooms but as soon as I sit down in a pew surrounded by people I feel trapped and extremely anxious. And advice? Thanks. ,3.683780487804878,6.266146097560978,3.6611585365853685,87.07027439024392,75.82926829268294,7.0268292682926825,29.76219512195122,8.07648339933343,2.2331902439024387,174,8,32,3,4,53,32,41,0.206,0.6559999999999999,0.138,-0.6416,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,7,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,9,4,0,13,3,0,0,0,1,9,0,0,2,18,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4127051298855247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4771232572072275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42709493568831225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927969313804251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4274299750389898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38883333514490426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,walflwer,2019/02/17,"Struggling So I recently ended a month long online friendship, with someone who claimed they were in love with me, and for some reason it’s causing me extreme anxiety. What if he hurts himself because of me, what if he never forgets me or doesn’t leave me alone. I’ve been panicking since Wednesday and have tried meditation, and other soothing techniques but I just seem to keep dreaming myself out. I can’t eat, or sleep, leave my house, or even concentrate. If anyone has any advice or can help me in anyway it’d be greatly appreciated",4.326853685368537,6.712167405940592,4.90943894389439,79.85236523652368,72.96039603960395,6.865126512651265,31.024202420242023,7.793537801064563,2.35571199119912,432,20,73,6,9,138,79,101,0.105,0.7559999999999999,0.138,0.8171,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,9,3,1,2,1,22,12,12,0,3,9,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,1,2,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,13,2,8,8,1,9,0,1,0,1,7,3,0,9,6,53,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904603084482732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20186428163952927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13254305659310847,0.0,0.14910288610529554,0.0,0.0,0.1362831082390509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881315118003873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002225939133717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994379371865098,0.0,0.0,0.17262924642490274,0.0,0.0,0.12873385935922332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21488502807412171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064167213648653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22489585254357888,0.20865136535798748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17324179113439445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41275553597152215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17248605793998795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17591066348238799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15557245357551416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15032385505914875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003962725170926,0.19244658676110146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17743549445725346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16122861369298452,0.0,0.19504718992691786,0.0,0.16514358634998225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20375852023035596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232867254183847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bakedbykate,2019/02/17,"Weird transitionary part of life leaving me anxious literally all of the time. I'm finishing up my master's degree and I'll be done in May. Due to that, I've started the job search. 

I've literally never looked for a job before. I've held jobs during undergrad in fast food, retail, etc., but I've never looked for jobs within my profession before. And because of that, I'm terrified. 

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At my assistantship, my supervisor has begun the search to fill my position once I leave, except he's turning it into a full-time job. I don't know. There's something about ending my time as a student to starting my professional career that is leaving my anxious literally 24/7. It's all I think about.   


I dunno. I guess I'm just looking for some support, that everything will turn out okay. Everyone I talk to about this says I'll be fine, but there's something that's a little more comforting about hearing it from strangers who don't know me. I'm sorry if I'm posting in the wrong place. I truly just can't quit thinking about this and it's starting to take a toll. ",3.4676190476190456,5.4625403333333375,4.805714285714289,81.38761904761907,74.23809523809524,7.523809523809526,27.857142857142854,8.344100000000001,2.081857142857144,850,34,159,15,18,282,116,210,0.09,0.831,0.079,-0.0588,5,0,2,1,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,2,9,6,0,0,9,1,10,2,0,0,4,24,32,7,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,12,5,1,1,4,0,1,1,5,2,0,0,2,5,17,4,27,26,6,24,0,0,3,0,5,10,0,5,12,93,29,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233531516742762,0.1259803934245013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342537703702445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06320128460782902,0.0,0.17644506909008267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609882208793286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182813540903996,0.0,0.1156286287220272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906898851613767,0.0931793048264419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536812310221693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421325534852933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685289644332254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5144232102673545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395768380107893,0.0,0.0,0.32934081593623993,0.0,0.0,0.07323099755264825,0.0,0.10391282026605347,0.0,0.0,0.26119079485928565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15992607977450002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041392760100227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227341600102733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832167997529753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929508174087184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027455595758602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244908710420393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15963312813998493,0.0,0.11605928637866203,0.22015194717592065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176528228639729,0.0,0.0,0.07795312346276792,0.08333263125193717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286564247975122,0.0,0.0,0.12091121533712522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255442771021154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133558650687142,0.1259803934245013,0.0
anxiety,geekysugar,2019/02/17,"Clonazepam for Anxiety Hi everyone! So I've been suffering from insane anxiety ever since 3 months ago. I was diagnosed with a bunch of health issues and my life went downhill. For the first 2 months I really tried fighting the anxiety and did surprisingly well but this last month has been hell.

My doctor prescribed 2mg of Clonazepam. He didnt seem to know much about the dangers of benzos. I don't plan on taking 2 mg. Maybe start with .25 mg? I only plan on being on it for 3 weeks.

What has been your experience with this medication and your anxiety? Has it helped you? If you can share any tips or important info so I dont become dependent or have an insane withdrawal process, I'd really appreciate it! 

Also if there is anything else that has helped you cope with it anxiety, please do share!
Thanks!",2.6677267552182187,5.3460375032258085,4.105237191650854,81.86962049335867,80.41935483870971,8.034155597722961,23.95635673624288,8.841846274778883,2.185793168880456,643,23,119,17,17,212,100,155,0.175,0.6920000000000001,0.133,-0.7986,0,0,0,0,2,0,17.0,0,5,0,3,7,9,3,0,5,0,17,5,0,1,1,17,23,11,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,4,1,1,7,0,12,5,16,15,2,13,1,1,0,0,12,3,1,6,9,75,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614550825339393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380189936696652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967728260172668,0.0,0.5443177495157582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710555075383472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15716557918222754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14443739468563446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14565601953923835,0.0,0.0,0.16678134145579973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887823825165232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287237461119493,0.0,0.13597929329293368,0.0,0.13920238182536335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104524346411955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512644142311931,0.0,0.0,0.19076916035036376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14853028628229126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820754779406135,0.1159982228713977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005147972488241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429653064661369,0.0,0.0,0.14335812534581546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34076140319806103,0.0,0.10461113923227357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822997584216278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15620903823021726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18232948289500664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954985855737608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771683091491013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072477991491943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069962537945698,0.0,0.0,0.131016064154716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966162991419427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414913153479447,0.0,0.12795000727354058,0.1319189052227176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alwaysimproving95,2019/02/17,"I made an animated summary of the book ""The Power of Now"" By Eckhart Tolle, I thought maybe it could be of use to you. I hope it is. Link to the video: [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wa7mAlLhD3w&t=35s](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wa7mAlLhD3w&t=35s)

Any suggestions on future books would be great!

or any suggestions on how to improve the video itself would also be awesome

If you'd like to subscribe to my channel for more summaries: [https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCfbLDMh6uGOZePAfqqjVZ-g?sub\_confirmation=1](https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCfbLDMh6uGOZePAfqqjVZ-g?sub_confirmation=1)",19.267267080745338,25.850369391304355,9.460082815734989,44.79521739130436,43.49275362318841,7.421118012422363,28.697722567287784,8.418075326091056,2.387607039337474,524,13,53,6,7,124,49,69,0.0,0.772,0.228,0.9568,1,0,0,0,0,0,59.0,0,2,0,1,3,3,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,3,0,11,12,4,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,3,12,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,3,39,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20271434809647304,0.0,0.5493085174420884,0.0,0.34476121134473753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20238962743498992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27947153356403776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517708870276645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384148521370472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23985657653440215,0.0,0.0,0.2546628752411476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20124124256927048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21893233681834276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36014135747579384,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,travelingflwr,2019/02/17,"Song from my last attack Hopefully it’s okay to share this.  This is a song I put together while trying to bring myself down from my last anxiety attack.  Still working on words but I found the guitar really helped calm me down.

https://soundcloud.com/amydpnw/something-good-1",5.648285714285714,9.387975288888892,5.01047619047619,70.59,85.0,7.015873015873016,17.539682539682538,7.957251820313856,1.3203015873015869,228,5,34,5,7,69,36,45,0.114,0.713,0.173,0.4248,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,1,6,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,2,6,4,7,3,0,9,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,4,22,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19877701247705254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5912113913261792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849013255640776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179415995904092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17416538318351904,0.0,0.0,0.2580799099518962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4236088243592398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26121113083005065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664602611645408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20750868877276696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764144134295642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18916673238980705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TigerWoods_2487,2019/02/17,"Recently prescribed Gabapentin, have questions Hello everyone. I finally decided to go to a doctor for medication for my anxiety after 25 years. We talked for a bit and he prescribed me Gabapentin. He said it’s safe and good for long term use and if it doesn’t work, we can try something else. Also, he’s starting me out at 200 mg two times per day. Can anyone tell me the pros and cons and long term risks compared to other anxiety medications?",4.312605042016806,6.319621235294122,5.1104201680672245,80.05117647058826,71.94117647058823,8.621848739495798,30.966386554621852,9.23628265651192,2.9172857142857143,355,16,65,8,7,115,62,85,0.064,0.868,0.068,0.3182,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,3,0,4,3,0,1,0,13,8,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,8,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,7,2,10,7,3,14,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,2,11,35,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15611988118235878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986903482368979,0.0,0.0,0.13650456447228768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131331156174668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12590278026074528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19981916462250146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630838899372828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18654408432761294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21385741655661603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109498141116318,0.1637439145144635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34553268590469605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3933335668387095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21869460503903948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927593070736484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18570191970706354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502923173197395,0.0,0.0,0.13817994919161278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15691297170124058,0.1706336364435734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113836187730577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13254370292784154,0.0,0.1907046488794273,0.0,0.0,0.16861011927379452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421247770761982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571730687818505
anxiety,gingerskeet,2019/02/17,"New to thread and just need to get it out! Having a really really bad day! Just feel so alone and that there’s no one to talk to.
Had a full on meltdown earlier with my husband and I completely understand that he is trying to help and doesn’t know what to do but I just feel like he made it all about him and how he doesn’t know what to do. I’ve been quiet ever since and he then asked am I mad at him. So now I feel guilty about how I’m making him feel!

I know it’s just a bad day and that it’ll get better but I just can’t see a way out! I just need to get it all out!",-0.8034875650665114,0.670926060150375,1.7969924812030094,100.40114517061888,85.39097744360902,5.596067090803933,13.990167727009833,6.67199483983844,-0.8997537304800463,438,5,120,5,13,151,69,133,0.156,0.777,0.066,-0.9211,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,15,5,1,0,4,0,11,0,0,4,3,36,29,14,0,2,8,1,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,10,11,0,0,8,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,3,6,11,2,16,25,3,13,0,0,1,0,11,6,0,0,7,79,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18822706102594067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16990167271938156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303489377433847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16073360433045253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19055015370229128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344135722832581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16439356313240533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675713168817264,0.12983456183552514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28485378301923864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218159933696268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996374290070512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878862118560596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17196607967063196,0.12131236557635998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695147131788618,0.0,0.17552490733423726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231512242970946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328536440442876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482265832669444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033659180433487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607513097761934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233890261304002,0.0,0.0,0.18919697638464208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425616329771385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Keter6,2019/02/17,"Angrily Anxious Hello, friends.

Stopping by with a quick question for you:
Does your anxiety sometimes cause you to become angry? Irrationally or otherwise? 

To give you a bit of background- I am a 24 year old female. I was diagnosed with depression in 2010! At the age of 14 and was diagnosed at the age of 20 with panic disorder. 
I am currently prescribed 900mg of Gabapentin and 20mg Lexapro. 

I’ve found that over the course of the past year or so, my typical panic associated with my anxiety will begin with my standard tight chest, tight throat and a feeling of dread. When I’m in private, I can typically reign in my emotions and push through the panic.

I’ve found that when I’m in public - the panic begins but typically ends with anger. Absolute white hot rage. If the partner tries to talk me down, it typically ends in me storming out or snapping at him in front of other people. (Grocery stores, bars.. my sudden anger does not discriminate) 

The panic swells suddenly, the anger comes to a quick head and BOOM - five minutes later I’m in tears and apologizing for my behavior. 

I don’t mean the things that I say.. though it does seem that I reach for the most hurtful statement before I feel a release and my panicked anger suddenly subsides.
It’s almost as if the explosion of the anger creates a rapid release for the tension brought on by the panic.

Ive been in therapy for ten years and do have a psychiatrist and a therapist that I am currently working with. Neither of them seem concerned about my angry bursts and, besides telling me to avoid situations in which I might get angry (anywhere besides my house) they don’t have much to suggest. 

Does anyone else feel this way? Do you suddenly burst? If so.. how do you coax yourself out of these feelings? How do you bring yourself down?

This angry pop, though not constant, is taking a toll on my relationship of four years. I’m afraid if I don’t learn to cope - I’ll lose my partner.

Advice is so appreciated!! ",4.512290552584671,6.430074114973262,5.2682566844919805,79.49630659536545,71.21925133689841,8.195222816399287,31.450623885918013,8.841846274778883,2.740683351158645,1565,71,284,30,30,507,195,374,0.243,0.725,0.031,-0.998,2,1,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,7,2,2,13,20,6,10,25,0,21,6,3,3,0,53,42,28,0,4,10,0,7,0,3,2,2,2,0,2,14,20,1,4,12,1,1,5,6,19,0,3,6,10,36,1,54,34,4,50,0,3,1,0,23,19,0,13,25,186,50,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454105991411456,0.0,0.0,0.08663186882189272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236685512371354,0.09773686575003848,0.0,0.06049301564608393,0.08864442531138056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955485718982887,0.07361754734046408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445152949712173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888743195162207,0.0,0.07452466215207569,0.0,0.0934915411746098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451489298788484,0.17562098345872992,0.0,0.0,0.09915321992607597,0.0,0.302838016667474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227184192513281,0.09731727363446667,0.1532525026745904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17497751267136327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18971757355417407,0.06684096066791465,0.0,0.04520030457452026,0.0829926818007274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878893284153615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982622573293934,0.09261566214822199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678770104074758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423975542098308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177831238050473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06359818104132993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078251301697517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6090374122552046,0.0,0.0,0.0825879692443534,0.059978326233471935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691614500573373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288429670667063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879987754118466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15751927412083538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724602840591402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556514557730667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233007439940456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06504820776745537,0.06953715349294204,0.07561756838706167,0.0,0.09893697798994272,0.10045011167398132,0.05747645197778337,0.0,0.1700002985713676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05873773031693439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867125774525537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06298365477084153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22285024801524508
anxiety,almog2204,2019/02/17,"Anxiety from finding my ex in a diacord server.. We met online, it did go well for a few months but then  i found alot of sides i dont like her and it caused me alot of pain and anxiety. Now, a few months later, im finsing myself not joining any discord server that might not be safe so i wont have to see her there, as she is very active on discord. I found her one time last month and had a very hare anxiety attack for no reason.

:(",1.2473387096774218,2.707713666666667,3.40826612903226,91.33239919354841,79.0,6.370430107526883,21.302419354838708,7.1686216300943375,0.4838612903225808,333,9,76,4,8,114,68,93,0.248,0.647,0.105,-0.9388,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,6,0,8,1,0,2,0,16,13,7,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,4,0,0,1,5,2,1,1,5,1,12,3,9,5,4,12,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,3,9,53,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211566413943195,0.0,0.4088815823413709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026856175598593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830220128714319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088051781645653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16283734024478574,0.0,0.0,0.39069207368312503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125388120110873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19244612357520527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452262548197227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704122111216019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890023075423636,0.0,0.0,0.4266229356671488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072755271048632,0.0,0.18957751137065668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183180771216454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419724831531475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038880138840228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940055198847974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601895261886324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,endofthegame,2019/02/17,"Needing someone in your time of need? A few of us are using a discord chat, to have like a buddy system.

 This is just so when you are in a panic, or anxiety is building and you desperately just need someone in that moment that there will be someone there who understands and can help. 

There's only a few of us so we want to increase our numbers.

Come be a buddy/find a buddy 

https://discord.gg/G7q7Nm
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anxiety,Fissionlight,2019/02/17,"What anxiety medication has worked best for you? I've been putting it off forever, but the heart palpitations combined with the huge anxiety toward doing *anything* difficult for me is getting out of hand. Doctors have recommended I try a plethora of meds over the years, but I really wanted to avoid all those nasty side effects. 

There are things I desperately want to get better at, but I just can't bring myself to do them. I think it might be performance anxiety. Petrified I'm going to fail and just choosing not to do it instead. 

I also get random bouts of anxiety accompanied by heart palpitations, which only makes the anxiety much worse since I know they greatly increase your chance at a stroke. I've had them 3 hours before bed, 4 hours rolling around unable to sleep in bed, then finally waking up 5 hours later, so when it happens it's bad. The only thing that makes them go away is exercise, but I can't be constantly doing that. 

So I'm thinking of bugging my current doctor for some kind of anxiety medication. Are there any that have improved your motivation and made it easier to do things you wouldn't otherwise do? I was on Adderall years ago and it was incredibly helpful for that, but I could not sleep at all while on it, and I was only at 10mg. ",7.554593134138592,7.173967574380171,8.004710743801656,70.82881436745076,63.33884297520661,11.578385251112525,35.97075651621107,11.051253699011982,4.0146823903369375,1011,42,183,25,13,335,147,242,0.16399999999999998,0.695,0.141,-0.7492,1,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,4,4,7,10,8,0,1,7,0,25,12,6,5,2,35,42,15,0,4,9,0,2,0,0,2,6,0,2,0,18,7,0,1,6,1,0,5,5,4,0,0,6,2,22,4,32,31,6,34,0,1,0,0,9,16,0,3,13,131,40,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376045671690184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458579467184958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192855687685652,0.0,0.485491539099718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704130709678648,0.09415946543290156,0.0,0.0,0.09937623407770414,0.0,0.08831516482103391,0.0,0.0,0.09000414373538868,0.0,0.11100114178178087,0.09354669925353128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430190781834793,0.0,0.08445029979713628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21652415697801966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586800725770842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16578444365963127,0.0,0.12022527975619325,0.0,0.0,0.11661395444699607,0.0,0.0,0.09353379101196416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506805532951332,0.07089671225558186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124922103578681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014521512107796,0.05812950061725908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008398183919526,0.14120720337951295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748879808119228,0.21310823496786516,0.0,0.11220732987861963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777545576366528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413330154816848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633002977922232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06776022319737421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749565468218985,0.0,0.21169668566491776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21081056210487856,0.13554879651680146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181221479284526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477407972901075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700324340823367,0.0,0.10779065909830343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136227343061771
anxiety,reddituser655321,2019/02/17,"Need help talking to my sister My older sister(35) has asked that I (32) call her to discuss a family matter. It is not the subject matter that frightens me but the actual phone call and how they usually go with her. It is basically a ticking anxiety bomb because whenever we speak, it does not matter what the subject is, what always happens is she finds something wrong that I've said or the way I said something and very quickly gets highly agitated. I cannot speak over her to say something because she will get agitated and yell about how I need to wait  for her to finish, but if I wait a little too long to respond she goes 'are you there, did you hang up?' 

Does anyone else have people who talk to them like this on the phone or get like this?  when it doesn't matter what you're talking about they just find anything to be annoyed with, and get themselves really hyped up and angry over it
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anxiety,shallowhearted134,2019/02/17,"I know logically no one is out to get me but I can't get it out of my head I know my friends are out to get me, I know no ones watching me, but despite all that I can't help but jump to conclusions. Any time I go to use my phone I have to cover the camera since there has to be someone watching me. Not just anyone, someone I know, a friend. I can't go in public without thinking someone I know will be there and will find me, even if I'm thousands of miles from home. I feel as if a million eyes are on me and my family hates me and is all a government spawn trying to trap me. I don't feel safe and no one understands.",1.7502173913043464,2.3790230072463783,3.8151884057971017,92.2888695652174,76.17391304347825,6.969275362318841,24.669565217391305,7.1686216300943375,0.7471426086956523,477,15,118,5,10,164,74,138,0.145,0.7929999999999999,0.061,-0.8606,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,0,4,0,14,2,2,1,2,31,31,10,0,2,8,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,1,12,0,0,3,9,1,0,5,0,5,24,3,17,27,2,10,0,0,3,0,5,6,0,2,1,85,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247788079055973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565174062143915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924534305230643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559246894836278,0.0,0.1672627302005163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15117288440420207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25557573427252045,0.0,0.2592445017741916,0.0,0.1880016125942853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329856053948033,0.16974843329220718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086433950257296,0.0,0.16590999415095134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4544984165354894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362385864851837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13682084340832698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4204294309242135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598183835401127,0.0,0.0,0.09644624930782368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229595150371546,0.0,0.0,0.1721875530672077,0.0,0.14285275994826965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15943999392530073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MightyJoeTYoung,2019/02/17,"After a long day at work, I’m kept awake at night because of my anxiety for how I relaxed when I got home. Normally I work all day, 11am-7/8pm and I get home around 7:30/8:30pm normally. When I get home, I take care of the dog and cat, I pick up my apartment a little bit, then around 9:30 I get into “relax mode.” That means sweatpants and either video games or curling up on the couch with my animals and just laying around.

At about 11:30pm every night I get off of of a game, or get up from the couch to make some food (I stay up later because I’m super awake when I get home from work.) Then at around 1 I go to bed, but typically can’t sleep because I have this overbearing anxiety about how I just wasted my after work time. My brain just can’t stop at that point. I’ll be up another hour and a half thinking about how I could have done something more productive (I’m not exactly sure WHAT, but something that doesn’t sound as lazy.) When I start to be able to relax is when I tell myself all the things I’m gonna do better after work the next day.

Then the next day come and all day I fight with myself whether I’m gonna go home and relax (what I want to do) or if I’m gonna go home and start a blog or apply for jobs I don’t think I need/want, or I’m not out with friends (which I do t have many of.) 

My anxiety feels like it revolves around me feeling like I’m not “living life.” Whether it’s all engrained in me that way because of how society shows up “living it up” or whatnot, but I just think I need some advice or something on how to cope with this.

Maybe someone has some helpful tips or something? ",4.023505097053487,4.017026278592379,4.792124005027233,89.62723362658848,70.6715542521994,7.902862728669182,27.088535120793185,7.447530270364453,1.1569010194106966,1255,37,289,12,21,406,153,341,0.066,0.8320000000000001,0.102,0.8963,1,0,4,0,1,0,39.0,0,0,0,7,22,12,1,0,11,0,16,4,2,7,6,71,52,36,0,6,22,0,2,2,1,3,1,1,9,0,13,20,1,2,6,9,0,4,7,1,0,1,3,3,34,11,50,43,10,59,0,0,0,0,6,26,0,12,29,176,47,6,0.07646927602325951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472489150778716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801847033893903,0.17549636055654255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403693404434325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18645984360647924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763086043277128,0.08348464404854983,0.0,0.0,0.08536500194992898,0.0,0.0,0.0779655233158021,0.0,0.0,0.06587151024160037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061054494542951136,0.0,0.0,0.24658178444818146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825461893735383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644286631424272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733032720404248,0.10925933214060082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246695210361873,0.0,0.05907997296532951,0.0,0.2397122434150644,0.0,0.13037775539752766,0.0,0.06115946563710881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05125574381523251,0.0,0.4602295126499461,0.0,0.07530683332026951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758839570502274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05401251112039025,0.07471805130527069,0.07664230377493142,0.13504754342124006,0.06767290293280183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05104383553918547,0.07752784356011788,0.0768236659346448,0.083297459325769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340199846513742,0.0,0.0,0.16265188515151707,0.14352247075401306,0.14984730907634336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228818289632083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652450121987521,0.0,0.06479216942232766,0.2354791385340568,0.0,0.0,0.10825069430893354,0.08150607367986734,0.0,0.06393173882296348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207138767521319,0.0,0.05749537885066874,0.0,0.06683751776410454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050802789114018934,0.14699527314500924,0.0,0.0,0.044589849798790604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020712049828583,0.06069775195544686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27835271844807385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,early_morning_dove,2019/02/17,"How to dull the self-hatred without alcohol? I have felt so worthless over the last couple of years. Alcohol makes me wake up in the middle of the night and panic. I've avoided drinking for a couple of weeks now, but after an especially difficult week I've found myself working on my thesis in a bar (instead of at a coffee shop or library) and all the self-hating feelings are gone. I've had 1.5 drinks and I feel amazing. I never want this feeling to end. I know that when it wears off I will feel like garbage and hate myself again. I think I need to connect with other human beings. I feel lonely but unworthy of human connection even though I want to help other people and not just make it all about me. Does anyone have any advice? Thank you in advance, kind fellow anxious people.",4.01017316017316,5.642182766233766,4.969545454545455,82.29098484848484,71.98701298701299,6.691774891774893,25.82034632034632,7.1686216300943375,1.3308632034632029,622,20,112,6,12,203,107,154,0.173,0.7,0.127,-0.5857,0,3,4,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,2,10,11,1,2,9,0,6,7,2,3,3,31,23,12,0,3,6,0,6,1,1,1,2,0,0,2,6,6,5,1,9,4,1,2,3,7,0,0,4,6,15,4,22,17,2,22,0,3,0,0,5,9,0,1,12,79,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371899668721042,0.0,0.3000738618816041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954717425970904,0.0,0.0,0.1586036109324015,0.0,0.09816572942083927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106833540853815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228584592990421,0.0,0.0,0.27506248566430863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243461212004744,0.0,0.0,0.09272794969565264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3549334369467098,0.10029645981670783,0.13479885648823225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393317553266053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386085693357867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410216132978952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619722795695647,0.07715606931652517,0.114438659399303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858870435596448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18742622345369964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040992907366171,0.10827938305713997,0.0,0.0,0.13174888990031985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16472039838008118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19466102264091664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292920078862915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292545900316181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899578718960878,0.13793495937327346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16561431703782506,0.0,0.22522885715101096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13533340024481996,0.0,0.10220744239868684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040819388150168
anxiety,mendaix,2019/02/17,"Knowing everything is finite except maybe the universe,

Empires, current countries, villages, houses, any storage on any electronic device, our bodies, our loved ones, our pets, our planet Earth, our Sun, our Galaxy,

We shouldn't be able to be conscious of death and the duration of everything but here we are!",13.942500000000004,10.990515942307697,11.569230769230769,58.42576923076926,53.03846153846154,13.476923076923079,49.07692307692307,11.20814326018867,5.8785461538461545,247,12,33,4,2,75,41,52,0.045,0.909,0.045,0.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,8,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,5,2,1,0,0,8,7,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,8,1,5,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,9,1,0,0,1,24,8,0,0.29839461081642604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4058371354847533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33144914436730083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5363556712124541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443073176548168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16398987441146767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26931278636525235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997774935267699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021999108024363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TrustlessKing22,2019/02/17,Anxiety talking to boys but good with girls. Am a male. So someone know how to fix,-0.8649019607843158,1.1138209411764706,1.1964705882352966,96.57745098039216,104.2941176470588,4.619607843137255,23.31372549019608,6.42735559955562,0.80658431372549,64,3,14,1,3,21,16,17,0.07,0.7290000000000001,0.201,0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4450439836416421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4879517831275616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.319719489692165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4929224474579322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4675957855563657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SakkiOW,2019/02/17,"Becoming hyper-aware of my appearance because of orthotropics. Orthotropics is relatively new and pretty much revolves around that your facial structure and tooth structure are not genetic and depend on where your tongue is placed, how you swallow and how much you use your jaw. They say your tongue is supposed to be placed on the top if your mouth and when swallowing you're not supposed to suck with your teeth in any way. They also say that if you're a mouth breather you're destined to look bad.

This is going around everywhere on the internet now and people are getting convinced and sadly, I am too. I am becoming hyper aware of the way I look because of it. Depressed because my physical flaws in my face could've been prevented (I have TMJ and crooked teeth).

I wonder how much truth is in this. Dr Mike Mew is the one that is pushing this information out and he has countless before and after pictures which look pretty convincing to me.

I have braces on at the moment to fix my slightly crooked teeth (two front teeth were not aligned and my lower teeth were slightly crowded) and have about 2 years left with them.

I feel so lost and alone since no orthodontist or dentist really knows about this, I feel like I could've done so many things to prevent my flaws.

I have diagnosed health anxiety so that might play a part of who I'm so anxious about this but I just feel so lost. So doomed. For some reason the thought of my face being ""genetic"" and there was nothing that could be done about it was comforting to me. They tell you that you shouldn't worry about things you don't have control over, but now I feel like I did have control over that situation and I'm so depressed. I can't stop thinking if my tongue is in the right position now to make sure that my flaws don't get worse. I just want this worry to end.",6.410690072639228,6.677641562146893,5.917619047619053,82.66059322033901,65.58192090395481,9.228732849071832,31.82889426957224,8.976282227363876,2.4460284100080716,1459,53,286,22,21,448,173,354,0.08900000000000001,0.7979999999999999,0.113,0.4664,1,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,11,4,5,28,16,1,0,9,0,36,18,12,9,2,60,59,33,0,6,11,0,4,2,0,2,4,2,0,0,20,20,2,5,10,1,0,4,8,8,0,2,11,9,41,8,38,42,5,36,1,6,3,0,22,20,1,9,12,196,61,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259613584745936,0.0,0.07921813099279569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06736409893527788,0.0,0.07578051864283655,0.11190944092674628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17636854736218818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271084196329423,0.18115790619213185,0.21880765626009044,0.08429264128787935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22220810329776391,0.23727370314356794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17064021750640676,0.10054366856890994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20274525091451995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773762982537299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003505582825304,0.1415367617298888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350937235065212,0.0,0.0562979989566809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529599459913284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05444070617659346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076288233062628,0.0,0.0,0.09679128379539033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495559903408749,0.0,0.2162710690654166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06612322304141804,0.10043114584738444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508685283575832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21846117623094824,0.0,0.0,0.0956726261320858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505060341782214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712552206308091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727217065281396,0.0,0.06867563129838962,0.0,0.2069929312492512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20155897227078493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346028027726383,0.10185003028520948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459657570493243,0.0,0.15755274680392653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194333647634185,0.11134742850343596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281847515889001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336274188279144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658268031715295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162193319636276,0.06347355581419747,0.0,0.0786424605100896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676708527736616,0.0,0.0,0.08555591007490254,0.0,0.0,0.05842806957613095,0.1572582055508569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074261881386452,0.0,0.2012001843405843,0.10095045610644343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379129940987241
anxiety,5imaqu,2019/02/17,"I'm going to direct a clip for a school project So, as the title says, I'm going to be the director of a clip.
I'm the one who got the idea for that clip so I'm directing it and I'm really stressed about it, I have social anxiety and there are a lot of people that are going to be involved into making it.
I feel like this is more than I can handle but I probably can't back down so I don't know what to do :/
Sorry for bad grammar",-0.5256122448979568,1.1595795000000029,2.8013877551020414,92.43289795918369,85.63265306122447,5.960816326530613,17.963265306122448,7.1686216300943375,0.14019265306122453,333,8,80,5,10,121,59,98,0.13699999999999998,0.8440000000000001,0.019,-0.8673,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,8,0,10,0,0,1,0,9,22,7,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,1,2,5,1,14,19,2,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,56,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18584884569890656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868062769792243,0.20284520059979808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228380349553716,0.17355676803584094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41420611690072295,0.0,0.19430174032395126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27425029522991656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351376558452266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868847488277914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20653935675643767,0.0,0.0,0.1621646947820216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16462279509008532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16842437915481212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619309882727781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556339287257365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931960657870856,0.0,0.24586879322366956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476472830502485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719520411193362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27828756410059063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,blondie404,2019/02/17,"I forced myself to go out and do something everyday for 2 months and now I feel so much better (I’m a 17 year old Male with GAD) 

So for pretty much 3 years straight I isolated myself as an anxiety coping mechanism as well as avoiding every difficult social situation I could (ruined all my school/college years, lost relationships with family, missed out on so many opportunities) I became a mess of a person and lost my personality completely.

Just before December last year I told myself I was going to go out and do something every single day, with friends, family or just running errands, I was going to be active and social, for about a month I was an anxious mess but I’m good at acting ok, however at the month point I started to feel a bit numb and completely lost my sexual urges for about 2 weeks but after that I started to see my personality coming through again, another month later and I feel so much more carefree and positive about things, I feel comfortable doing daily normal life stuff and can actually enjoy times with my friends, I also now have a girlfriend (my first Reddit post is on a relationship sub asking for tips for our first date lol) who is so understanding and amazing. 

If you are in a similar situation that I was then you should know it will be a tough few weeks but the pay off is 100% worth it, trust me 

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anxiety,Fletchmacchio,2019/02/17,"No ""good morning"" in return? I think my confidence is at an all time low. I find myself not even greeting my co-workers from fear of not getting a reply, because that has happened. It makes my hands and forehead sweat just thinking about it. And it's like they never greet me first. ",2.9956363636363648,5.135753654545457,3.503636363636364,89.53545454545456,76.0909090909091,5.127272727272729,27.363636363636363,5.6839178017228535,0.9412909090909092,221,9,42,1,5,69,48,55,0.187,0.674,0.14,-0.2373,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,3,4,0,1,2,0,2,3,3,1,2,11,7,2,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,1,8,2,5,7,1,7,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,5,31,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20116390264693496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21796076692100896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3713398359966164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016124706260902,0.28069638805206026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17241049320123158,0.0,0.0,0.2767869199915395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918164096107001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16122050204508345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202764298097708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25451503511432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4228991757804912,0.0,0.0,0.19242466432388824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24024269493038355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wouldrosesbloom,2019/02/17,"What are the reasons/triggers for your anxieties? Was wondering if everyone has anxiety triggers, or do some people not have reasons/triggers at all and simply suffer from recurrent anxiety without knowing what they are anxious about?",12.115789473684213,12.660157421052627,10.762105263157897,51.74473684210528,53.73684210526316,13.915789473684216,55.842105263157904,13.023866798666859,8.32837894736842,194,14,21,6,2,61,32,38,0.259,0.741,0.0,-0.8343,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,1,10,8,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,5,7,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,4,0,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7135621562655309,0.3512527291722694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970987620615881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17087429321634492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155537792113356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997171748152476,0.3371810408111373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LHale77,2019/02/17,DAE take promazine? What are your experiences with it?,3.846666666666668,6.370183111111113,3.2094444444444434,80.06750000000002,106.7777777777778,6.2444444444444445,26.722222222222214,7.1686216300943375,2.3662888888888896,44,2,7,1,2,13,9,9,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7928510239172638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6094155018321623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheOptimisticRuffian,2019/02/17,"We are experimenting to help ourselves and others, feel free to join us We’re 3 Brits who have experienced a range of mental health issues. Our experiences range from mild anxiety and depression to dropping out of school and university due to agoraphobia and extreme anxiety.

In our lives we’ve been trying various things to get better and thought working on something together would be good for us.

Counter intuitively we’re all quite optimistic about the future for humans so our experiment is a YouTube channel that discusses the future and current events. 

Alex – records the audio, and help script and research

Seb - does the video and audio editing 

Joel – helps research and script and find video material 

We’ve found it helpful in motivated us, getting us on track and boosting our moods and have had some great positive feedback.

We thought we’d put the word out and ask if anyone else would like to be involved in our little collective to see if it might help you too.

Getting involved would be as easy as PMing me, hearing about how we’ve done things so far and then saying what you might be interested in helping with. Maybe putting ideas out for topics or getting involved in research and/or script writing. We are very flexible, and any help with anything will just mean we start putting out more videos (we aim to release a video a week at the moment).

Feel free to try us out in getting involved to see if you like the experience and find out it helps you.",8.346840796019901,8.563726171641793,7.404865671641788,73.79585572139305,61.537313432835816,10.280995024875622,38.38905472636816,9.888512548439397,3.78898577114428,1186,55,205,21,15,364,152,268,0.023,0.764,0.212,0.9946,1,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,16,4,0,4,7,10,0,0,11,0,19,1,0,2,1,55,35,27,0,6,5,0,2,2,0,6,1,6,0,1,9,30,0,0,10,5,2,3,0,1,0,0,6,11,21,10,37,18,4,30,0,1,2,0,39,17,0,7,11,127,30,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05594904523942097,0.0,0.1258785534974174,0.0,0.0,0.057527794999048025,0.08429929096205747,0.06770437556245974,0.0,0.07691495177476318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07276454214832656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086235398252197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07199840822405974,0.08419472237276382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06872925183292286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32191848388483685,0.0,0.0,0.08320027007161736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503936327579589,0.0,0.0,0.09020903952775476,0.0,0.0,0.21492347733749206,0.0,0.0,0.06900740926097057,0.0,0.0907072197218243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745326454996259,0.0927286182908324,0.0,0.4411714660817883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287717211790214,0.0,0.08587253311326587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038970314221704,0.08246002058364356,0.07264932460138536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265514947051754,0.08962035158466597,0.0,0.0,0.08291269859981255,0.17455912500292287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24812385670179515,0.0,0.08750837606786907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06542747470724082,0.0,0.08326553744458695,0.13112322677939148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06333843600121594,0.0,0.0,0.058233860683008634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931819190484016,0.0,0.0,0.1306325075333016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171709898383007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4948266098035701,0.0,0.0,0.06788454988256734,0.0,0.0,0.06599512680492875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059896349045418164,0.0,0.0,0.17533496610659738,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Needhelpthanks13,2019/02/17,"confused as to what is going on...OCD?  

## I know this subreddit is anxiety, but I feel very anxious and worried about the following;

A bit of context:

Roughly two years ago, me and a friend had a disagreement. I lied to him about a few things after the disagreement as I was upset, confused and angry and being defensive...I feel bad for the lies I told him, and even although, we have agreed to move on from it, I'm still thinking over the aftermath of the events at the lies I told him and feel very bad...and feel like I'm forever trapped in the guilt unless I apologise to EVERYTHING that has happened between us...

I'm so confused. I am sorry, but am what I'm experiencing obsessing?

Thanks in advance",5.0554906731549085,5.81782869343066,6.0225790754257895,78.99612327656125,68.63503649635037,9.592538523925382,33.47039740470397,9.725611199111238,3.201761394971614,549,25,106,12,9,182,83,137,0.336,0.56,0.104,-0.9896,0,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,2,0,0,1,5,10,0,6,11,0,9,0,0,0,0,19,25,13,0,0,3,0,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,6,0,0,4,0,7,0,1,4,6,14,3,20,20,2,15,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,3,7,74,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16277150558099152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047177870996955,0.20744273730177645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30663656827008057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20046973750245006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128185226152315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16502931861052347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3713830386953,0.13118094880527742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186736743015654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435769235797566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623780058120251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091489168734803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897093609403872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951631428184008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055519193362668,0.0,0.0,0.14664228145117705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16905621383617625,0.0,0.0,0.12199155801822704,0.11765877887812125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509210054894608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17937386590815932,0.0,0.22087693924305432,0.0,0.0,0.3030178915783469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864789808598605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182477694110117
anxiety,waldofet,2019/02/17,Soooooooo I have panic attacks I'm currently in my second year of high school I do alright in everything and I think I'm a good student but sometimes I'm terrified if I make a mistake and sometimes have panic attacks I keep thinking what my parents and teachers think of me. Me writing this has me sweating ,1.8664999999999985,4.655606983333335,3.265000000000001,85.0125,87.5,5.0,34.16666666666667,6.6274283507984215,2.5161666666666664,249,16,42,3,8,81,38,60,0.316,0.632,0.052000000000000005,-0.9615,2,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,2,2,1,4,1,1,1,0,12,12,5,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,10,2,4,12,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,28,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4566476913126514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180375129907802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16833662164509744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120492891038226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783903047083925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396799972828802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4709535705045573,0.22285225345060367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031178886875369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39699246722290776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38579903929109133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292434395803108
anxiety,sneakyrabbit,2019/02/17,Its parenting moments like this that send my anxiety /phobias straight into orbit. It's 4am and have been sitting here with a sick kid for 3 hours now. He woke up and got sick. I have a severe phobia of vomiting. I am trying to act normal and supporting while suppressing a massive panic attack. I can barely hold it back. He needs me. This part of anxiety is what sucks that most for me. It's an awful feeling to have.,1.7402380952380945,4.128544928571428,3.6428571428571455,85.56880952380955,81.85714285714286,6.590476190476192,23.619047619047624,7.793537801064563,1.468033333333334,330,12,63,6,9,111,63,84,0.28300000000000003,0.626,0.092,-0.9538,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,1,4,1,7,3,0,0,0,11,13,4,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,9,5,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,3,1,6,2,9,10,2,11,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,1,6,44,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3997724156174462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29725520459552995,0.0,0.2009159548977645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321161231298896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20897755860647976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25731811110047137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765314234641592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937432949541748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560088163648413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065676288714197,0.29013172935841713,0.2829517107986709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951834345482691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29650890384727857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17739882325330106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,arfamac,2019/02/17,"My Anxiety stopped me from travelling I was meant to go away to Lithuania last year but did not make the trip due to my anxiety.

i have wrote about my experience below and hope it may help anyone in a similar position.

[https://arfaescapes.wordpress.com](https://arfaescapes.wordpress.com)",11.80833333333333,14.52106195454546,8.902727272727274,57.35742424242426,54.45454545454545,12.23030303030303,35.12121212121212,11.855464076750405,4.781812121212122,242,9,34,7,3,70,38,44,0.101,0.746,0.153,0.6757,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,9,9,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,0,6,1,8,4,0,10,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,4,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5201592133058563,0.0,0.0,0.23771811606128224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31941728892956056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325603541543441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19321537627645435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278777801641191,0.0,0.0,0.3376714471602243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771246409259195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22693565770233065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28423395390624595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189324691296118
anxiety,andreasph,2019/02/17,"Looking for a specific Anxiety Comic I’m looking for this specific anxiety comic that it was around social media a couple of months ago. 
Basically it was a character absorbing others anxiety or depression when they needed someone to talk, and every time he was helping someone he was turning dark (I think his soul was getting dark). In the end when he saw his dog, he was back to normal.
It would be awesome if someone still has this, thanks!",7.10341463414634,7.778840560975612,7.93039024390244,67.41582926829271,64.12195121951221,10.950243902439025,38.351219512195115,10.793553405168565,4.644640975609756,354,18,55,9,5,119,56,82,0.098,0.7909999999999999,0.111,0.4883,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,8,18,5,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,3,4,1,7,9,0,10,1,1,3,0,10,2,0,2,8,38,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655901286993132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4287127497932605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16629481708232774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14364044497421358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20669464080337768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16089367509980532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654525517306088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573900977416248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759717590693598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252105217683276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137359685062314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491048588586515,0.0,0.0,0.1385125094328565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18302787510668075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19042275510875306,0.4748342762783526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918160381688472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150145665287042,0.0,0.17198366573209475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969621014126305,0.0,0.0,0.10892668690954983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031886850830409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326999245012768,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jamiexx404,2019/02/17,"Could someone help me out I don't know how else to describe it besides being faced with reoccuring memories of dumb cringey stuff I did as a teen that haunts me to this day. When I see something that triggers a memory I feel like my brain subconciously tries to shield me from it and I blurt out random words and swears until I realise what I'm doing and stop, you could easily mistake me for someone with tourettes. I don't want to block out and repress these memories anymore, I just want someone to let them out to so I can get some perspective and hopefully walk away laughing about how dumb they are.",6.39738498789346,6.6610318135593225,6.184285714285719,80.74872881355934,65.61016949152543,9.454721549636805,33.80629539951574,9.23628265651192,2.8487685230024216,486,20,94,8,7,152,81,118,0.145,0.7170000000000001,0.138,0.016,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,2,0,6,7,2,1,2,0,10,2,2,3,0,29,18,11,0,6,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,11,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,2,17,3,19,13,1,10,0,0,1,0,4,5,2,3,5,67,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20959727715104864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985654208912386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359307215302129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33748329224264473,0.0,0.0,0.13629992852384695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17655148278542854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686229412914793,0.15098478578470048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041894854778016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141659981780222,0.0,0.0,0.2099130991093902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614958911844313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161144034369612,0.0,0.10325240644944804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168414463260767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5372153551973397,0.162703572279656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17669373776890596,0.0,0.0,0.24193926174162775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348926368374595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249313308032334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ttwwre55,2019/02/17,"I had an interesting session with my psych this week... I had one of those breakthrough sessions with my psych last week where we figured out that a) my anxiety fits into 3 categories (general, work, social), b) they each have their own set of companion physical symptoms, and that c) my social anxiety governs all of them, but in a weird way. I.e. reduced social contact increases the likelihood of anxiety issues, and when my anxiety is high, social contact with /certain/ people brings it down sharply.

I have spent my ~30 years living in a way where I never believed I actually needed social contact and believing that when I felt like I needed people it was 'weak'. Of course I get to have this realisation after I moved to the other side of the world in a profession with heavily reduced social interaction.

Sorry there's no actual good content in this post but I just needed to vent this because it seems so ridiculous that I've spent so much of life living in a way that helps CAUSE my anxiety.",6.594981981981982,7.64283782702703,7.197635135135133,70.91789414414414,65.32432432432432,10.274774774774775,34.335585585585584,10.317481424215053,3.828234234234234,798,35,131,19,12,263,109,185,0.104,0.8290000000000001,0.066,-0.4874,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,3,1,8,7,1,0,9,0,7,3,0,1,3,25,16,9,0,3,3,0,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,14,11,0,0,3,0,2,3,2,3,0,1,6,1,21,4,23,10,5,30,0,0,0,0,16,14,0,1,9,94,35,6,0.0,0.0,0.2009941472899176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3939106082145448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277780647675002,0.0,0.0,0.23205435409520125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579245755311896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988803426288453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05380464603405751,0.0,0.0,0.08637770231084403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06902769205031621,0.1088077578748862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748805354921463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394532525115787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274031565950195,0.05031255282034537,0.0,0.1818726945615544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945519875189312,0.07570474693809033,0.2290829567168119,0.07942725016561744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978430788316208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14279163129915415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862975830794032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375234157593257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6298724634343653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528163494333167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703932353217613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24523060743576056,0.16521435823114286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497323929066409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06631801945766784
anxiety,throwawaygainesvill,2019/02/17,"I have a cold, I only took a half dose of medicine cause I’m afraid that a full dose will hurt me (for no reason) I’m always paying too much attention to my breathing, my heart rate, etc so having a cold is making me very anxious. I know that if I take the rest of the dose of dayquil (I took 1/2 softgels) my temperature will go down more and I’ll be able to sleep better, but because of my fever my heart rate is slightly faster than usual and it’s making me scared to take the other softgel. I took a total of 2 yesterday and I had no adverse reaction, so I know it should be safe for me to take the other one. Will someone tell me to take it? I know it sounds like a stupid problem, I’ve already explained myself why it’s safe, but I just need someone to tell me it will be okay so that I can believe it",4.263121387283235,3.7651724508670563,5.344283236994219,87.55989306358386,70.15606936416185,7.84485549132948,28.282658959537567,6.742157984588678,1.1864617341040464,626,19,143,4,10,208,93,173,0.128,0.785,0.087,-0.7224,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,5,11,1,2,10,1,14,8,4,4,1,22,31,9,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,5,4,1,0,0,12,3,0,2,6,0,1,4,2,6,0,2,4,3,23,5,15,19,6,9,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,4,95,35,1,0.13407631588826222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795654860149654,0.0,0.11156223544876136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514680736477062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173167771411267,0.0,0.0,0.15105809477502027,0.0,0.11857960580692713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13773330943822898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953053368891242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619866010921156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31776215975976485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353146919070758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210545104408237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550291548669641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17899396395014072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856151919650158,0.09941588935631653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085358156821488,0.101971079943208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829292690308772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378527831120115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13423378200656932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417314420012155,0.0,0.2272048547160685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4032348141783276,0.0,0.23437721947836065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4468911607779157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476661197916893,0.1106270022155378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098302085226795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxious_throwaway95,2019/02/17,"Feeling anxiety holding me back I am someone who has worked hard and put myself in a good position in my career, I like the work that I do but I feel like anxiety and depression are holding me back. 

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I find that when I am doing things I know deep down that I want to do I feel physical and mental resistance. I try to run and keep social but I get these feelings like I should just give up all the time. I am worried because I have been given some good opportunities and I feel like my anxiety/depression is causing me to be demotivated and really limit myself.

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Just looking for some advice of any books/activities you have done which have helped you in a similar situation.

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Sorry in advance if this is not that descriptive. I am just trying to reach out",3.9974936321956207,6.144835993377487,5.428741721854309,76.82949057564953,73.17218543046356,8.619663779928679,29.49617931737137,9.265573868473778,2.882986347427407,629,27,112,15,13,211,91,151,0.091,0.7490000000000001,0.16,0.8641,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,5,6,8,0,0,4,0,18,0,0,1,1,31,30,10,0,3,7,0,6,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,4,7,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,3,7,25,7,13,25,3,15,0,1,1,0,6,8,0,3,8,88,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646973197797567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3541586463618469,0.397177375047694,0.07409325242609552,0.0,0.1667008149898581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675596020010205,0.0,0.06641806087924622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119269735703561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18768585803980647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149896823109368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27545504065153303,0.233512787527235,0.0,0.0,0.09958305228917147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05692457982264516,0.104519728004754,0.0,0.18277285597150575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760243212622803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303035436017853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684436206020776,0.0,0.0,0.05987891248827847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21291997180242908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149490247288317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098011857109622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095300403481483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06979947241826319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247017710469542,0.0,0.1110660756574809,0.0923173627083544,0.0,0.0,0.12196639350183347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238497415736686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06353263633070233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794681803591914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06426458271241901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15864132409168605,0.1106492648320493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.397177375047694,0.0
anxiety,sxe_loismaria,2019/02/17,"Going to Amsterdam with my aunt Beware that im dutch and not that good at english. So here it starts my sister and I were invited to go to amsterdam for a day with our aunt. So we were picked up at our house around 8am and went to amsterdam, so she asks us questions what are pretty personal, and I ask her for a personal question and she didn't want to answer it. While we arrived we went from a car to the train. It was like 2 hours driving. So we went to an ""welcome to amsterdam"" and I had a little Anxiety attack but I could keep it under control. It was really fun! Untill we went to that Queen movie. We were in the cinema and I could tell I have a anxiety attack. But I tried to swallow it up but I couldn't. So me in a very dark room with many people. I could tell me im having a anxiety attack. While the movies were over (it was sunday btw) we went for dinner. I ate some japanese bread with mushrooms and it was delicious. Until I  had the feeling I had to trow up. Me walking like 7 times to the bathroom and waiting to thow up. But I didn't. 

So I went out side. I could tell im having an mental break down and an anxiety attack. 1) it was dark out side. 2) my sister didn't support me 3) I got into a fight with my aunt. While I was on the floor outside crying around 11pm telling my aunt ;"" I want to go home."" And then she yelled at me. ""Its all your fault we can't have a little fun!"" Said my aunt ""Stop crying!"" I couldn't stop crying. So I said back ""I can't... I want to go home"" if I cry and talk it sound a bit like im screaming because I can't breath very well when im crying so she was very mad because I was ""screaming"" at her. So after a while we went home. Feeling like im gonna throw up. Feeling that I could pass out any minute. ""COME THAN"" ""YOU WANTED TO GO HOME THEN WALK FASTER"" so I did.

After we were in the car. It was silence.I was listening to some fall out boy. So I could calm down. After we came home. My aunt wanted to talk to me and my mom. But my steph father was there too. But she only wanted to talk to my mom.  My steph dad being like he was just stood there. Because he cared for me. So she was mad at my steph dad because he didn't want to leave. Wile saying ""im married this woman and if you don't want to talk to me, then is the night over"" my aunt was speechless and started talking. Why I didn't tell that I have anxiety attacks ect. I told her. Who the f talks about their problems in the first place. Any way the fight was about an hour and a half and then we went inside. I went to sleep. I only slept around 4 hours because of the fight and the flight. So it was over.

It was not.
On February the 14th on Valentine's day my aunt sent a message. About how bad it went and the fight... so I messaged her back told her I am still hurt about our fight and I don't want to talk to her agian. She has her blue wings out. And if my aunt reads this. 

Hoi, ik denk al wie jij denk dat ik ben. Je hebt mij gekwets en my de schuld gegeven. Ik hoop dat we elkaar niet meer zullen zien :).",-1.071149952546662,0.9866014969418976,1.2346904987873053,99.59949541284406,93.66360856269114,4.107813982916799,15.621216914478538,5.727593064623523,-0.8344628071285456,2305,53,560,18,87,770,253,654,0.154,0.78,0.066,-0.9955,0,0,0,0,5,0,94.0,17,3,1,3,32,31,12,0,32,0,54,7,3,3,1,96,102,56,0,21,12,16,3,5,0,1,0,8,6,4,24,50,4,5,6,2,0,26,14,18,1,2,51,12,95,13,80,41,4,98,0,1,1,0,90,39,0,7,36,355,119,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630466104528913,0.0,0.1773090160154636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379857309866413,0.0866722029267036,0.26368016287919505,0.0,0.07128898117636956,0.03870487630585388,0.14128930348505828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050608160904443616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053018301764242035,0.04726248514242546,0.0,0.0,0.03993112778185852,0.0,0.0,0.05199159474228987,0.2220663969272432,0.0,0.2545965034827268,0.059790878984649236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703161465177877,0.03311635285926349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03942993413510562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13172439272546846,0.03888076401859866,0.03707469934222422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23249155073773445,0.0,0.13695238380581626,0.053487981838662116,0.04962448313144195,0.0,0.3505029915243536,0.0,0.0,0.041202866451697726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04908374334643186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323469142195187,0.09292070621450656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04699716488200243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04671540495330235,0.0,0.0,0.10858191874400544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043501462910343236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051083870413348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0321370421523482,0.08095160658450345,0.04843159379119743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04716017214247355,0.0,0.04435591876041192,0.0,0.0,0.1038574576145541,0.0,0.04636800860847832,0.0,0.02969649734138056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818932342420982,0.036863725673350736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04638894152337239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562127224760457,0.0,0.03701953355919956,0.07751048739866077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052603631393411565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608113632548992,0.2025835943848747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02703024393336162,0.0,0.0,0.08858926505225123,0.0,0.031472317313102044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055759915788570834,0.0,0.0,0.11474433801062975,0.2460748841202477,0.0367948097821784,0.0,0.0,0.04167912934866752,0.429719796932694,0.04182859627457189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CantSleepWithoutAFan,2019/02/17,"I'm so tired of feeling like this, what am I supposed to look forward to? Up until I started college I'd say i was a really happy person, I remember thinking about anxiety and depression and being like ""I really dont understand what that's like."" Well now I do, through collage it feels like it slowly snuck up on me, and now I have it full blown, I sit awake all the time unable to sleep because it feels like theres a rock in my chest. I feel like its caused me to become much more introverted and shy, except that I desperately want company and to be around people, and not to be the introverted person I feel like I'm becoming. The worse this gets the harder I find it to connect with people, and enjoy things I used to, which only makes my anxiety worse. I dont know how to escape. The worst part is is that I feel like I should be so happy, I have everything I want, I graduated in may and got my literal dream job, like if you had told younger me where I work, and what I get to do every day I would have shit my pants. I moved for this job, but havent really made any friends yet, and all my coworkers are older than me. I'm always just the person that everyone loves and thinks is great but somehow I have no deeper connections than that, and I think I've developed this fear that everyone hates me, and even though I know it's probably not true I cant turn it off. The part that really scares me and I feel stupid saying this, is that I make a lot of money, I've never had this much money before, I make way more than my parents or most people that I know (and I feel guilty about it), and so theres no reason for anything in my life to change, I feel like I made it, I dont have to worry about my bills or food or anything really, I'm easily gonna pay off my student loans, and then what, I just keep doing this? I love my job, I dont want it to change, but I feel like now that I've got my dream job, the means to completely support myself, and i've bought myself some of the nice things I've always wanted, that this is it, do I just keep going to work then sitting at home too bored to do anything and just going back to work. I feel like I've lost all motivation, and I'm just on auto pilot, I dont have to change anything about my life to keep existing until I'm old and die. I keep telling myself that it's ok and I'll get better. But I'm scared i wont. 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anxiety,sirebral,2019/02/17,"Gabapentin? I was diagnosed with GAD twenty years or so ago.  I've been on Klonopin (1mg daily) for just about as many years.  I don't believe it does much anymore, so I'm basically just supporting an addiction. 

I haven't been working in some time now, yet money is getting tight and it's time for me to go back into the workforce.

I took the time off to try and find a drug cocktail and go to as much therapy as possible.  I think the therapy is helpful, yet the drugs I've tried, SSRI/SNRI/antipsychotics and don't believe that I've found anything that helps with my anxiety and related depression.

I'm thinking that I will ask for gabapentin this coming week and would like some feedback from those with extreme mental and physical anxiety symptoms who've tried it.  Any luck?  Any other nontraditional meds you can recommend?

Thanks! ",5.5851972555746165,6.855047496855349,5.854819897084049,78.83156089193828,67.74213836477988,9.55540308747856,33.951400800457414,9.800150414767053,3.366391194968553,668,31,123,15,11,213,104,159,0.045,0.826,0.128,0.9175,0,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,1,9,5,0,0,6,0,11,5,0,0,0,24,24,13,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,2,5,0,0,0,9,12,1,1,4,1,1,4,3,1,0,0,5,1,9,4,18,17,4,19,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,4,12,73,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408463901133312,0.0,0.0,0.1171605920743016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17976005249606358,0.0,0.20221913786011267,0.0,0.13107697019662642,0.0,0.0,0.10876452004891196,0.0,0.12356096256511133,0.0,0.0,0.1016304517134227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978203077248593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385261752743013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383769300604266,0.13414960955284924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566272120110213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065501158889654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080084299899747,0.0,0.0,0.14491741201066194,0.0,0.0,0.06905328840464757,0.0,0.15023033645264844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17718132088595126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06457150964394838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399947698484846,0.0,0.0,0.14681090117609444,0.0,0.133196116118807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19432008606125886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490016402773446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14998477273935018,0.0,0.13737507489273482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216842348185491,0.3022954707643713,0.0,0.0,0.16937819855995515,0.0,0.0,0.2312078968340316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684555989382994,0.2692039447514761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601867653122744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962212206003888,0.0,0.0,0.09388966507186003,0.0,0.0,0.1702260924135298
anxiety,randomthrowaway8970,2019/02/17,"How to stop thinking ""what if"" ? Over and over again in my head.

What if I did this in the past instead of that...

Overthinking decisions and regretting and ruminating. Feeling like no matter what I do I'll never be happy.

My anxiety feeds my depression so much.",1.2414795918367358,3.8479993469387774,3.174260204081637,83.21404336734697,96.3469387755102,7.347959183673471,24.492346938775512,8.07648339933343,2.431548979591837,204,9,37,6,8,68,38,49,0.269,0.642,0.08900000000000001,-0.8859,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,1,1,13,5,7,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,1,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,5,2,6,3,1,8,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,2,5,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761470583075958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109096832356986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825212412465958,0.2578826398530234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3842676212926164,0.0,0.0,0.3704674042689157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17635553812905533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26536024583892753,0.0,0.2784083625230847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34459419221089593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30179363638876405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313000231764781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Needed_aFreshStart,2019/02/17,"Losing it over medical bills I'm a college student who was in an accident recently and needed some surgery and long stays at the hospital. 
My dad has insurance that I'm covered for but there's still a good amount we have to pay. I'm getting terrible anxiety because this is money that could've been saved if it wasn't for me and my accident..I feel like a burden and shitty about this",5.0892307692307694,5.671214076923082,6.227333333333334,78.20100000000002,68.48717948717949,10.342564102564104,33.54871794871795,10.355215969177356,3.530499487179487,310,14,60,8,5,104,61,78,0.229,0.65,0.121,-0.8225,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,5,0,6,1,0,0,0,11,12,6,0,2,2,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,3,0,0,3,1,4,3,7,9,2,7,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,2,4,38,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24284241065531245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935098159651917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25345176257444274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16050831209924205,0.22678076787009316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16585044518844047,0.0,0.0,0.2662554526153757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15508622208088416,0.0,0.0,0.28092635366560426,0.0,0.3551366181594815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197896153209718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23537936564386516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134358715125689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33835114334051536,0.25350974735732634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AK-TP,2019/02/17,"Getting increasingly worried about my stress levels I can't relax at all anymore, losing interest in my hobbies, and Im finding myself laying awake at night more and more frequently. Im generally of decent health- mentally and physically- despite my diagnosed bipolar 1 (I know, not anxiety disorder, but what Im dealing with is 100% anxiety), however Im experiencing chest pains and recurring elevated heartrates on a near daily basis. HOW DO I MANAGE MY STRESS",6.2775661375661365,9.008984481481484,8.152486772486775,57.22333333333336,68.38271604938272,11.542151675485007,41.2010582010582,11.20814326018867,6.228631746031746,377,24,50,14,7,132,62,81,0.18600000000000005,0.755,0.059,-0.8913,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,2,1,0,3,5,1,1,1,12,5,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,1,8,2,8,5,4,10,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,3,31,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465821999828763,0.0,0.15983278348527344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16615446429007452,0.0,0.16357950192265258,0.0,0.0,0.18470952627760706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14730226793412876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420227655529257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17131129782847948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6963452096465219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857229627125772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18030287288767685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16241683002560384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15124282267138675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17149136268270634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.369228872666617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16367130028989094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PM__me__penguins,2019/02/17,"Late night panic attacks anyone? Half-venting, half-sharing to help anyone else who thinks they're crazy and/or alone. I'm also still a little scatterbrained, so sorry if this is hard to follow.

So I've had GAD forever, and developed full blown panic attacks shortly after I was diagnosed a few years back. Around that time, I went through a period where I was having these *very* intense panic attacks, where I would basically just go catatonic for at least half an hour at a time. I was too dizzy to stand, sometimes even to sit up. On top of that, I would also feel like I was falling about every ten seconds, and would start flailing to grab things as I felt it. I actually even bruised my hand once because I smacked it on my dresser while reaching for something to hold on to. Fortunately I haven't had any attacks that intense in about a year and a half... until tonight.

So I don't know exactly what triggered it. (I'm sure you all know how it is, they can start from absolutely nothing.)

My roommate is away so I'm by myself for the night. I'm usually perfectly fine by myself. I often do some short breathing/guided meditation exercises on my phone before I fall asleep. So I laid down and put my headphones on like normal. The meditation voice started, and I thought I heard a thump or something. That was the closest thing to a trigger I can think of, although it wasn't exactly just the sound. I think I would have had a panic attack anyway. (I live in an older house, so there are a lot of random sounds. It's also a duplex, and I can hear the people on the other side a lot. My point is that random sounds in my house don't usually cause me any problems.)

Anyway, the breathing and dizziness started, exactly the same way that they used to. I have one friend that will typically answer his phone late at night. He's several states away right now, so he couldn't come help me or anything, but he's my goto person for venting. So I texted him to call me, but he was busy. By the time he replied and said he was busy, I was no longer coherent enough to reply or call him back. Before too long I couldn't stand, and not long after I couldn't sit up. When everything finally subsided, I for some reason got the idea in my head that I needed to change my bedsheets to make everything better. So I did with all my remaining energy. (I don't have OCD as far as I know, I just often have weird thoughts toward the end of these attacks.) Just after I finished, almost as if on cue, my friend finally called me back and I let him know what was going on. He was busy so we couldn't talk for long, but it was enough to finish calming me down. 

Now I'm sitting here with that post-panic attack headache/tiredness, ranting about it to strangers on Reddit. Hello everyone! If you have panic attacks so severe you can't even sit up, just know that you're not alone!",4.508300715774215,5.482520337455831,5.226537102473497,83.43982286853314,70.00706713780919,7.9252695478843895,28.29373924073571,8.139509932561175,1.805165497870798,2245,78,443,30,39,727,260,566,0.093,0.8420000000000001,0.065,-0.9316,1,2,2,0,0,0,79.0,1,3,2,3,44,24,8,5,25,0,46,6,4,7,7,81,79,42,0,14,16,0,5,2,2,5,2,7,2,1,27,15,0,1,15,1,0,8,13,15,0,5,23,12,64,9,68,46,12,93,0,0,0,0,33,37,0,15,42,311,91,0,0.0,0.0,0.0568640005625958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058349897181799865,0.12070217427570899,0.0,0.13979767230860804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925243131672358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148874752829993,0.05970543141915551,0.04795199230964597,0.05187346230104544,0.0,0.5303325612095943,0.10949487251970692,0.1344201942911983,0.0,0.035521404687105684,0.0,0.09916850176518016,0.0,0.0,0.051535882821820686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17850333654539455,0.0,0.0,0.05986027401227436,0.061642894254328014,0.05019522761331772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0591437450625204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048677866503615136,0.0,0.05161072879716095,0.12041884959139786,0.0,0.11546215557323362,0.0,0.049095753223121125,0.05568034977232137,0.10474026962398847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02946352194736732,0.04162874834326325,0.05594920981222398,0.12766586298566204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003991800116723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662333997797565,0.0,0.04660456830432275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05219928802656208,0.0,0.059802762801258215,0.0,0.06567554835601451,0.0,0.0781155227156362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0573851066338823,0.1344736085409751,0.0,0.06578076241218205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16012083570062102,0.0,0.13146424473110452,0.0,0.0,0.059585951440567976,0.0,0.05693644457726485,0.05840275816785731,0.051454279367406375,0.15470375979723774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907968444788803,0.0,0.0,0.03889628359436143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04320713995993835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640498994337706,0.05709311778903192,0.0559125078346378,0.0,0.0,0.062056615300540026,0.039485875347451405,0.0,0.0,0.3418417770526423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04039771063988777,0.050879909282439226,0.0,0.0,0.05508484291502421,0.0,0.05580742233077692,0.0,0.0,0.055757389331443516,0.0,0.05857835710794306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059912198465981635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049763037075035335,0.05542897744493247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165907984995315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971958372862858,0.05763141802984946,0.06522951083564622,0.16497779450348862,0.0,0.04653522242833055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05491964121509257,0.0,0.0,0.04683594861574586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742520411682018,0.1120129349780077,0.0,0.09252118411235916,0.10193470523226762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05032735532813687,0.12835434549729074,0.04807960175202573,0.0,0.04625273451065079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054017715539666916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16557592477607247,0.0,0.0,0.07504910857551587
anxiety,downtownflipped,2019/02/17,"Am I sick and dying? TW: health issues


I’ve had odd health issues the last year that I cannot find a root cause for. The one that is currently causing me to have unbearable anxiety is my eye that has been twitching for over four months and now my nose is twitching and the sensation is strange. Googling my symptoms obviously made my anxiety worse by telling me I probably have MS. This is one of my worst fears and I am currently on my couch having a full blown panic attack that my Xanax is barely making a dent in. 


I feel like I’m dying and I’m going to be diagnosed with a horrible disease. I made a doctors appointment but they always tell me I’m fine and they can’t find out what’s causing it. What do I do?",2.326907378335949,4.1820611360544255,3.9111564625850375,87.16177394034538,77.09523809523809,7.516274201988487,25.59340659340659,8.384062270229773,1.6915645211930932,565,21,118,11,13,188,91,147,0.151,0.82,0.028,-0.9054,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,1,6,1,2,8,0,19,11,2,7,1,20,27,7,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,9,0,1,0,8,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,4,0,3,4,3,19,2,11,22,2,12,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,7,78,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730209953624457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21569025428426128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16037887598498926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4344590167503377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14308617721733324,0.2926186036338937,0.0,0.0,0.14429340178783814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586355359078729,0.07128095656356008,0.1007122301180516,0.0,0.0,0.2576963270630806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011907234293808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996986594568265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29428155930651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149130549661134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887303289887588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26678701177006714,0.09410159132796177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252452232089064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19105597562597745,0.0,0.0,0.16540323254787842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15199438353524236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652651153339707,0.0,0.0,0.2464359002639916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366508660579885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078297323146828
anxiety,CGKNrach,2019/02/17,"Why are you like this? “Why are you like this?” “Why?” “Are you sure you took medicine tonight?” “WHY DAMMIT????” 
All I can do is sob and shake while I’m trying to also figure out why I’m doing this, why I’m this crazy and this fucked up. I can’t even cook eggs without crumbling sometimes. How do you not see the look of terror in my eyes as a the wave of panic quickly sets in? How do you not see stomach quivering as my lungs gasp to catch a real breath? How do you not see past the blubbering, snotty, and sometimes mean person I become when the anxiety bully takes over? How do you not see me anymore? Aren’t I still me? Still the person you look to for comfort and love. Still the person you’ve decided is capable enough to build a life with. How does that all go out the window the second a panic attack kicks in? Don’t you think I would’ve fixed this by now if I knew “why I was like this?” I want nothing more than to kill my anxiety but I can’t. I want to curl up in a ball and hide from the world and especially you because I don’t feel like I deserve you when I’m like that; I should have to suffer alone. But really all I want, what I need, is for you to come and take my hand, look me in the eye, and say “it’s okay, you’re okay, I love you, and this WILL get better eventually, I’m here for you always.” I need you to lead me out of the darkness that is my own mind when it’s out of control. I need you to be the light for me sometimes. Not always, I think I shine bright most of the time and I know I bring light to you. I’m just asking for you to love me the hardest when it’s hard to love me at all. ",0.12967032967033276,1.9037586296296318,2.037382173382173,98.31753846153849,83.78632478632478,5.037069597069596,17.15107855107855,6.025991092188313,-0.6197328286528285,1233,25,305,9,35,408,154,351,0.101,0.738,0.161,0.9794,1,1,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,19,0,3,18,24,3,4,19,2,24,14,6,7,5,56,62,26,1,8,10,0,3,5,0,2,1,1,1,3,15,16,2,1,8,2,0,7,11,9,0,1,3,17,53,15,43,56,8,35,0,2,11,5,28,14,2,2,18,200,68,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551209311713431,0.0,0.066026933062012,0.1374008314010199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632348602847393,0.0,0.08188196225395086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718681670503455,0.09392922627394976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050330653668539296,0.09118618611851996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730217369683313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112214843622068,0.0,0.0,0.0926032928220207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225289505373109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531137024753747,0.0,0.05453318278719359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041747175598791916,0.058984213433432235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632970269997151,0.043136629921936204,0.0,0.04692340202997268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396172281336927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134556925267363,0.0,0.045375380831662114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05831786487402212,0.2016846249732161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20800057339095215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980713361240269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993712524274235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08336677547753832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836619595835827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922302319835264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937436905080508,0.0,0.0,0.07881731547681131,0.0,0.21627684338542452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397666489015533,0.05289303882143442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06565873580067821,0.0,0.0,0.26317339444824034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449756956548593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19780874523908828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781621999314257,0.0,0.12415670610908575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580820750070556,0.0,0.0,0.048144120341354436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917323811677204,0.05605598809536304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609633642568334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5215123786534511,0.0,0.0,0.07958939108419863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05865156937879845,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,linzrap,2019/02/17,Itchy when really anxious? When I am really anxious or having a panic attack I start to get really itchy.  Almost like I have hives but there are no visible bumps. This has only been happening the last 6 months and I have had anxiety for 20 years (it has gotten much worse the last 2).  Does this happen to anyone else? ,1.3609677419354824,3.9957227580645167,3.4195967741935505,84.34939516129033,87.54838709677419,6.970967741935485,15.81451612903226,8.07648339933343,0.9132193548387102,249,5,46,6,8,84,48,62,0.29600000000000004,0.6779999999999999,0.026,-0.9367,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,1,3,0,9,0,0,0,0,4,14,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,4,1,3,11,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19612830713608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14983450991755662,0.4425384396070463,0.0,0.13695182746911486,0.20068458997594912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22282221664655824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17140086077200592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16361824122164872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233023180489886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464016636746439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193086554812083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568867323359476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563358225118294,0.0,0.14398169812328726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14896248931002368,0.0,0.22980280096409916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764241851942026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13863270165755254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19960093157916897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612922496784562
anxiety,that_smol_gay,2019/02/17,"My dad doesn't believe I have anxiety *small reference to abuse* In October of 2017, I was diagnosed with Generalized Anxiety Disorder and Panic Disorder. Despite this, my dad sticks to his belief that I'm making this all up for attention. He struggled with parental issues as a kid, and according to his logic, if he doesn't have any mental illnesses after all that, then neither do I. How do I convince him that this struggle I'm going through is real and I need to see a psychiatrist? ",4.286304347826088,6.551844369565224,5.953695652173913,72.86032608695655,72.69565217391305,9.817391304347826,33.23913043478261,10.125756701596842,4.080952173913044,390,20,65,12,8,133,64,92,0.196,0.767,0.037000000000000005,-0.9338,1,0,0,0,1,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,2,0,8,2,0,2,2,17,14,7,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,1,10,1,13,13,3,6,1,0,1,0,9,3,0,1,2,48,16,0,0.0,0.24137254071871256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853523894999525,0.0,0.31168745441177703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295204464057885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20676950141477615,0.0,0.0,0.4669569989648126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577764508308415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21262868460364068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135983359815854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20529984852039698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15105433005013344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390192022138539,0.2262047520916179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231875705576386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16233688596511076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4259406115080869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,crossover-and-turn,2019/02/17,Anyone else have halitophobia? It affect every conversation I have. I’ve had it since I was in second grade and it ruins me. ,0.9987500000000012,3.5223680416666703,4.449999999999998,73.84500000000001,97.75,5.7333333333333325,14.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.5052833333333342,99,2,17,2,4,36,19,24,0.127,0.873,0.0,-0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,13,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669587549911054,0.5377289857638636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4384106966814369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4421743375513368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43412754606345577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,blueeyedangel666,2019/02/17,"severe anxiety/agoraphobia Over the last 7 years I have had horrible anxiety. I have tried meds, and therapy and coping tools, nothing really helps. It started at the same time as another disorder I have called functional neurological disorder (which makes me feel like Im dying, alot and I have non epileptic seizures) I was so anxious about my symptoms, as I was not diagnosed until last year, I thought I was dying, all the time. I pretty much was a hypochondriac, I couldn't leave the house, every seizure I had I rush right to the ER, I would have constant dizzy spells, tingling, numbness, and many other neuro symptoms. 

I was so scared of what people would think if I fainted or had a blackout or seizure in a store that I developed SEVERE social anxiety, I was bed ridden alot the first 7 months of all this at around 15, then suddenly all was better. I started to slowly go back into public, I had severe panic attacks the second I was alone so I had to  be with someone.I didnt feel ok unless I knew someone was watching me making sure I was ""safe"" so school and anyplace my parents or boyfriend at the time would take/go with me.

Eventually it got really ""good"" as in I could at least be home alone as a 17 year old. I was losing all my teen years to this, I had no friends and I use to be popular and very out going. I depended on the care of my parents and who ever Id be currently dating, and that put a huge strain on my relationships.

My Neurological symptoms go in and out of a remission type state so when I am not symptomatic I am less anxious and when I am symptomatic I am severely anxious and go right back to square one, Its almost compleately random and I have no way to make it stop or make it better

now today, I am still struggling daily. I can be home alone, I live with a boyfriend. It look awhile for me being home alone to be possible. I can eat in a diner with him or family. I finished high school at 21, I dropped out because of anxiety so this year I finished it at a collage and that was a HUGE milestone, today I went to a tattoo shop for the first time and was scared but made it, I did all of my own tattoos when I turned 18 (they are not to bad and can be fixed) but thats how anxious I was to leave the house.

I am currently doing the best I have been anxiety and neuro wise for 7 years these past 8 months, but my depression is killing me knowing it could all come back if my disorder chooses its time to wreak havoc ....I am missing out on so much, like parties and festivals and raves and friendships and even just taking a bus or going to a store alone or on a walk ( I can now, but rarely)

anyone have any advice? or want to share your story? sometimes I feel like the only one with anxiety this severe.",4.351608377887871,5.102192433756809,5.487166331485749,82.24640849560997,70.21597096188748,8.642782165105215,29.229459949968124,8.841846274778883,2.204162073870603,2145,79,433,37,37,713,246,551,0.16,0.7390000000000001,0.101,-0.9634,4,5,0,0,0,0,60.0,0,1,1,6,22,28,2,5,29,1,59,11,0,8,8,90,88,53,3,9,19,2,3,3,1,3,9,0,4,0,23,33,2,2,8,1,3,11,7,12,1,5,28,6,66,16,56,46,15,83,0,3,3,0,13,26,0,15,46,312,89,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05704563262478096,0.0,0.0,0.05845644432932904,0.30230644233156256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03969857328793257,0.061213700540488664,0.2232924154474759,0.2637989797212552,0.0,0.04081877315493049,0.0,0.0,0.05196818345236842,0.0,0.06641261882559255,0.0,0.13466564610797566,0.04874261621967467,0.035586266915291764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061263386246055374,0.10325997510330688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596097614525592,0.0,0.05951955915531242,0.0,0.0,0.05028688430133403,0.0,0.06308513421513129,0.0,0.09321906517391004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050280292378402765,0.05925174177948068,0.12117286435050105,0.0,0.20071636775833815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05973456301146154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03855766331162347,0.052805619916593736,0.0491854022664677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05503293331415125,0.0,0.08855196737173313,0.08340952521118232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993114217406154,0.0,0.0,0.04510216562724565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19906302670445086,0.048964118730426234,0.04668966843396279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039129080987544,0.0616788341533432,0.17567160802752615,0.0,0.0,0.1347191578923879,0.0,0.0,0.06305751342069649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645858452457737,0.0,0.032082643398448116,0.09517059987704547,0.0,0.1236262865513042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556061613195834,0.0,0.05154823508900233,0.0,0.049022238494861016,0.06530927861298086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05523802312332789,0.1558692334601606,0.05918543062001085,0.0,0.0,0.06484403224052504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319242529332396,0.0,0.08582808105253724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05601460429939114,0.0,0.06125716771923441,0.0,0.07911595343009717,0.044398575558335436,0.0,0.06849319630317914,0.12964219063756158,0.0,0.05572774883028784,0.0404714770224056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658116467417238,0.0,0.05939071225624135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05868532142421855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747960004595379,0.0,0.0,0.06267538485941372,0.0,0.0997078091627722,0.0,0.0,0.11689174452637073,0.1181619105905314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297487246515689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059508316883369376,0.04946290612470805,0.0,0.05773665323155015,0.0,0.08263952231073313,0.0,0.04662019593212141,0.04880604591547864,0.0,0.06102864047595879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05501992470139524,0.1820291350443575,0.0877849453738197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667595427021377,0.0,0.0,0.03740582368297662,0.0,0.046345064083803546,0.17020139735839526,0.0,0.1106697297978031,0.0,0.0,0.03963436214636193,0.06349775084459401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0504192532818932,0.0,0.04816739529868882,0.03443245050110444,0.04633719219036493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05411635210604957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440870031175467,0.0,0.0,0.2255584456511508
anxiety,abostaph99,2019/02/17,"Growing Apart Ok so some back story, I met my best friend about 12 years ago (I'm 19 and he's 18 now). We've been with each other through the roughest, and best parts of our lives. He now is engaged (2 days ago) to my only other friend who has been a part of my life for a few years now, and has been there through my struggle with addiction (that I now have under control).
He just finished his advanced individual training in the army and was shipped to his first duty station yesterday (its about 5 hours away from our hometown). His fiance is currently attending the college I will be attending this fall (2019) and has joined the ROTC at the university. 
To the point though, I am deathly afraid that they will move on with their lives and leave me in the wake which scares me because they are the only real friends I've ever had and are/have been the most supportive people in my life. I've talked with them about these fears and they've assured me that they wont let that happen but, our lives are moving in different directions and I'm sure that we will stay in touch for a long time but one day we wont have talked in a while and one of us will move or get a new phone or something and we wont ever speak again and I'm not sure how I would deal with that because they've been such a major part of my life for so long.
And I know ""I never know that the future holds"" but this isn't an unrealistic fear that I can use logic to get over cause this is a 100% plausible scenario. 
I'm not really sure what to expect as far as responses go but if you've got any advice or responses I'd greatly appreciate them.",4.477743832472747,4.802202141566267,5.076919104991397,86.8220682730924,69.75301204819277,8.251520367183018,26.954102122776824,8.11559375814309,1.4082017785427428,1269,37,278,16,21,408,178,332,0.02,0.865,0.116,0.9802,2,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,7,0,6,5,18,18,0,5,18,1,30,5,1,4,7,54,44,28,1,3,11,0,1,0,3,8,4,1,0,0,18,22,0,3,3,0,0,9,7,5,0,3,9,2,33,13,36,25,10,50,0,0,0,0,29,14,0,6,26,187,51,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511990416808292,0.0,0.09422756443129117,0.17095382680117235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06557381696375507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905965483933596,0.07414658091230435,0.0,0.11756227792881473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023888388704297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905731814823976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815132781268487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12437516074146428,0.0994122308269688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007459225393226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17444788405637265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170148641533121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202094498958938,0.0,0.0,0.22349829542178948,0.0,0.10075848625357754,0.0,0.054801811905150793,0.0,0.0771216574908436,0.10631135165715257,0.0,0.0,0.08527027314401894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496138897789796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598775783021712,0.0,0.0,0.10210250413064828,0.0,0.0986033666969786,0.2043281938186029,0.0,0.0,0.2554410085229709,0.17067011253374867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30746062705749394,0.0,0.0,0.07437061744543466,0.09313001099375999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068316111791284,0.1466744936145466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31326385099208504,0.0,0.06685049377647931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115489195155532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975528819274484,0.061773746983063225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654047016440567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423438579409138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277858761977476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008066680656711,0.0,0.0,0.10942446776572808,0.2726445440918844,0.0,0.0,0.15500909540952745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473925512198288,0.0,0.0562274880581029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599007418697665,0.08328215883670241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849913122210771,0.0,0.0,0.12419193776798093
anxiety,PaloPintoTourismBrd,2019/02/17,"So I think I may have had a panic attack over a guy liking me?? I've never been diagnosed with an anxiety disorder, but I thought maybe some of you might have some insight on what just happened. I really don't understand what just happened. It makes no sense. I've never reacted this oddly to anything before.

So for a school assignment, I had to work with this guy. I didn't know him at all prior to this. We met up, I was very much in ""let's get this thing done because I have stuff to do"" mode, not really talking about anything but the project. So I was very focused on that one thing, and didn't make small talk or anything. But apparently I made some sort of impression, because later he emailed me and asked me to have lunch with him.

So I wasn't attracted to him at all, in fact I found him somewhat unattractive. But from prior crushes I know it takes me awhile to develop feelings for someone, so I agreed so I could give it a chance. But as it got closer to time, I got more and more nervous and freaked out. (I'd never been on a date before by the way) I was afraid he'd try to touch me or kiss me or something, or think I was more interested than I really was. But the date was uneventful, just somewhat awkward conversation.

He asked if I was going to a event the school was putting on, and I said I was. I asked if he was going, and he didn't seem like he was going to, he said he doesn't normally go to big school events. BUT when I was at the event today, he showed up. I guess he likes me so much he showed up just for me? Objectively, this is really sweet, but when I saw him walk in, I had a really bizarre reaction.

I started feeling dizzy, and shaking all over. I was breathing too fast. My eye started twitching repeatedly. I felt like I was going to throw up. I had to go to the bathroom to calm myself down before talking to him. This was not the slightly butterflies feeling I get around a crush. I felt *terrified* and I didn't even understand why. I am literally still shaking right now, hours later.

This guy isn't inherently intimidating. He's done nothing scary. I haven't been sexually assaulted or had any thing traumatizing in the past. Just apparently the idea of someone liking me scares me that much? I guess maybe some of it has to do with me not really liking him back, and then knowing he likes me enough to come to this event to see me? Like it just seemed like a lot. I would've thought it was sweet if I liked him, and I felt bad for letting it get to me, but it just really felt like too much and I didn't know what to do with that. I felt stifled by him liking me. But this isn't normal for it to upset me this much, right? I don't understand!

I think I need to tell him I don't feel the same way back, but it's really hard for me to build up the nerve to tell him this! Telling people things that might hurt them is really hard for me.",2.9614433183183166,4.188315576013515,4.290666666666667,87.73211111111117,73.98310810810811,7.762222222222222,25.1487987987988,8.309216665352881,1.3663487537537535,2239,71,493,37,45,740,225,592,0.13,0.753,0.117,-0.4764,5,0,1,0,0,0,72.0,1,1,1,1,25,32,2,8,21,0,57,6,2,4,7,104,113,41,0,7,29,0,12,12,0,3,2,2,0,3,34,20,1,0,26,2,0,12,20,13,0,1,47,19,82,19,70,59,20,68,0,1,3,1,45,26,0,23,40,345,116,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039455144940113096,0.0,0.04438464098751959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323493490186745,0.051649518876056434,0.1627207698012809,0.06600538217358941,0.0,0.08922659171497664,0.04844373055321268,0.07073610977587394,0.0,0.14811057070296085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04997852931150412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0463237268118208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058888415029620125,0.0,0.0,0.06649519723139567,0.0,0.0,0.1187478699661313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05994949410653237,0.0,0.03832123092883602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734529876907655,0.0,0.2785383546914957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06361521835171874,0.0,0.0,0.09093814108637276,0.0556574435930195,0.1978423887900566,0.0,0.0928067425449667,0.0,0.1278297018537612,0.17234482338745824,0.10261263235110728,0.0,0.10394787595237458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05713736883592368,0.0,0.06211091002242609,0.06549677964759465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275436611957553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186574247084862,0.0,0.3401438622156188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04932597329272327,0.0,0.054899308162258666,0.07745672814574889,0.0,0.11657646304599326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230987150564809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132544760046204,0.04302060999881,0.13424428955617546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136932810778697,0.05567112740717478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03931541049371407,0.0,0.0,0.06807320172322212,0.0,0.0,0.05538603091193688,0.040223309293204786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05832546791684087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33451810924046543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909640917433556,0.11037936894236762,0.0,0.05808748703813699,0.17615602738174224,0.04623390707971401,0.10563726733453904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098319207400977,0.04466612722369157,0.0,0.0,0.08213278363690761,0.0,0.046334324770242005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641827031789622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04362332769697809,0.1399012580691894,0.15213439748517535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418190204102236,0.1115293628548194,0.0,0.09212176001504492,0.03383154731067661,0.0,0.05499555611212336,0.0,0.0,0.03939132753591913,0.0,0.0,0.18120055646675085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574407367809272,0.0,0.09210611276775868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05235343555504415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042238774993527226,0.0,0.0,0.04121527883810594,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hawksfan28x,2019/02/18,aggression and panic does anyone else have a much worse temper during times of high anxiety/panic I recently have been having a major panic/ agoraphobia and im not proud of it but lashing out at everyone around me and i have said some really horrible things to my girlfriend and then after my panic symptoms stop i feel guilty for whatever i have said or done luckily i have forgiving people in my life but i guess to sum it up is this lashing out typical and if so can anyone suggest ways of dealing with it i dont want to hurt the people i care about most apologies for the lack of grammar/punctuation  ,4.604199623352166,6.259210983050848,6.023333333333337,75.23061205273072,70.52542372881356,9.312241054613937,29.212806026365357,9.725611199111238,3.0178557438794726,488,19,85,12,9,165,82,118,0.221,0.6579999999999999,0.12,-0.8636,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,9,2,3,4,0,11,2,0,0,0,22,17,11,0,3,5,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,5,9,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,4,3,12,3,18,13,5,13,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,5,5,66,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196655414124691,0.1609452386465886,0.0,0.13983295273180127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16015175342064308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16194078739487544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374602426847385,0.16074559501534647,0.1840945492912473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121872926819786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009500759015776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942348725189241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17303941107303902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16596180446872985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16815552466494146,0.0,0.1696714741169065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094901944728244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547059377090545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5528924764066931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217796573114672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10062835471604008,0.0,0.15509583036405167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988347890891838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132445773827056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16326445493839475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043558153558914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159359581431878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926488267147924,0.12468141033289075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16007616514521986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,adriallejordy,2019/02/18,"I sent a very panicked email to my foundations coordinator. At my college, we have a Foundation Review where your art is looked at. I did not pass the first time. I had very limited time to work on this, but I tried to work with my professors while managing my math classes (I had two at once. This didn't go well with balancing them at all.) In the end, I was only able to redo two projects. Only one looks decent. I was late setting up and panicked, running to the bus station to try to get there on time. I was having an asthma attack and I sent my coordinator a very rushed apologetic email. I sent another one apologizing for the first one. 

I'm a nervous goddamn wreck and I don't know what to do. I'm ashamed of my work and I feel that my coordinator will be ashamed well. Being late also equals an automatic failure, so I feel like I fucked mysef over sending an email thinking my coordinator was going to be there while we set up. (He was not.) If I do not pass this review with a score of '2', I will not be able to continue in the Art Education program. I do love art, truly, but I always have troubles with cleanliness and tenchicalities of compositions.",3.96992327365729,5.2760683913043485,5.59081841432225,79.07656010230181,71.6086956521739,8.71611253196931,29.181585677749357,9.168548406835145,2.4281176470588237,910,36,182,19,17,310,118,230,0.207,0.74,0.053,-0.9897,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,2,1,1,6,7,10,2,3,13,0,23,3,0,0,1,24,39,12,0,1,7,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,11,0,1,4,3,0,10,6,6,2,7,12,4,30,4,29,21,2,35,0,0,2,2,14,12,1,1,12,130,35,12,0.2685457791440255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737798127927976,0.11172580050083132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407968321851685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527547961518791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892592585571173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13578481483305424,0.09592457913923784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284249025532332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413312276480852,0.07015204289223333,0.0,0.1526207549274586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379286856935124,0.0,0.3029313359052684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06559895145925662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255108194982245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211865252023579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14299624520114165,0.27296035495107346,0.20424116617529944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603664593609321,0.0,0.0,0.23488680511024565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18232495623088396,0.0,0.2623302049958347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323675882744807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24145490650202625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932567883724655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,emilyshahn,2019/02/18,"Unsure? Here’s a little back story of myself, a newbie. 
I have horrible anxiety and major depressive order. I work in a high paced EMS service and ironically I thrive in stressful situations at work. However, my personal life and my love life take a toll on me. 

I am a paramedic student, a full time employee, and in a long distance relationship with someone I’ve loved for years. 

I guess where I’m getting at is: I’m just stuck. I feel like I’m going no where. I’ve been un-medicated for a few months and I was doing great. But I’ve lost all since of motivation. I can’t bring myself to eat. I can’t bring myself to talk to someone in my life (fear of it impacting my work), so here I am. Turning to y’all. 

What keeps you going? What gives you that strength? ",0.6381086587436329,3.0296054967741988,3.198030560271647,86.66441426146014,87.58064516129032,6.3599320882852295,22.35144312393888,7.669130373188453,1.2541612903225812,592,22,122,12,19,205,95,155,0.129,0.735,0.13699999999999998,0.6416,2,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,3,0,6,7,9,0,2,8,0,9,6,0,1,1,13,27,7,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,6,1,1,2,0,0,4,3,4,0,0,4,1,21,5,17,23,4,22,0,2,0,2,9,12,0,1,6,76,25,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200279368504431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064628075686044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351375895666357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16054769129887989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17655592413639942,0.07933326595066717,0.11208926649736776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197368288338776,0.1505126092316147,0.1783395728769552,0.0,0.0,0.17298261122572828,0.1728428465381585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16577327975808134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394597737796454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324689599259801,0.07665332929312585,0.15725484394770822,0.0,0.1388514079826886,0.0,0.0,0.17127469358389955,0.0,0.2832164361040323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17428033530150558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523594359027712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369988754861075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16845169418108788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12978915679177272,0.17636197740820028,0.0,0.0,0.26588142552349125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797282196965824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796914215192987,0.12611013626348755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914895498490232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17066195493578853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426748243151546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103834328797716
anxiety,IzzyIDL360,2019/02/18,"I don’t exactly know what to do... I’ve been experiencing frequent anxiety attacks since September, and I honestly don’t know what to do. They happen all the time, and most of the time it’s over something small and unimportant. I’m always comparing myself to other people, which pushes the attacks further. I have a friend with high functioning depression, and we share a lot of the same struggles. But since I’m not old enough where I can afford therapy, I’d have to rely on my parents. The thing is I don’t want to tell my parents because I’m worried they’d tell me that it was nothing and not take me seriously. It’s starting to seem like I’m stuck in an endless loop. I don’t know what to do anymore.",4.244647887323944,5.3037295211267645,5.653633802816902,79.82059154929577,70.69014084507046,8.778591549295774,31.805633802816896,9.120678840339163,2.7715639436619717,560,25,109,11,10,189,85,142,0.14300000000000002,0.759,0.097,-0.7566,3,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,2,0,2,9,2,1,8,0,14,0,0,0,2,20,27,6,0,1,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,3,1,14,4,13,23,5,13,0,1,0,0,9,7,0,3,6,72,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662655596000922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12561163318262586,0.0,0.16284108886289805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735996808445193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009406493150932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414241865290033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16966125433595772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126859586187876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14520045727547126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734850481883965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707181002555911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021924007068865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395959486382636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755317783689174,0.0,0.1722990202317246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646466733481143,0.0,0.0,0.11383477391988032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948042137563144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716538896161204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12640825888596172,0.0,0.0,0.11622075633514956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17165623798143975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345706341117164,0.0,0.2870339785143408,0.0,0.18777563878593348,0.0,0.10908638715824144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19149128240033791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968487069580075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16675185261519196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,consistentbenny,2019/02/18,"That one step that made me realize why my approach of stopping my worries is not working Hi!  


I have been a chronic worrier throughout my life. Maybe not the worst who ever existed, but no matter what, my worries where always with me. They made bad times worse, and good times less enjoyable.

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I still was able to develop, growing from pretty much social isolation during my teenage years to be able to push myself out of my comfort zone just a bit from time to time, allowing me to grow and to build confidence in myself, just a little, for the first time ever in my life.

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With that confidence, I started to tell others about my issue with worrying. I felt like that it is good to just accept this to be part of me, that I am simply a chronic worrier. Telling others was probably my approach to at least share with my external world why I act how I act sometimes.

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I thought this is the way to go, until I read a book in January of this year, which I stumbled upon googling once more about how to stop worrying so much.

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That book opened my eyes. Condensed into one sentence:

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Through this book I have learned that the right approach to deal with worries is not to accept that I am a worrier, but instead to accept the worries popping up in my head to be what they are - just thoughts.

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It might sound too simple, but this book and the actionable steps it provides made a difference in my life after just a few weeks, that the years before combined would not sum up to.

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The book is called The Worry Trick by David Carbonell, Ph.D., and I can not recommend it enough!",8.701244588744586,7.55671953571429,7.780987012987016,75.8488614718615,61.435064935064936,10.680865800865805,39.03982683982685,9.558583805096642,3.667783722943722,1299,57,234,19,15,401,157,308,0.156,0.703,0.141,-0.685,0,1,0,0,0,0,61.0,0,0,2,2,17,12,1,0,17,0,19,7,2,6,2,46,27,11,0,1,13,0,1,1,0,2,5,1,0,0,24,12,0,2,8,6,0,12,6,3,0,3,9,3,34,9,46,13,10,47,0,0,1,0,10,16,0,1,19,179,58,8,0.10992197425371676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045731944122427294,0.4168514461264523,0.4674853059726838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04589012852896078,0.0,0.0,0.046767751976978016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06000316317166464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056121312863269435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05666236439894479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0574225336977585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05678939169998545,0.0,0.0,0.09943071886427814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052771166675520696,0.0,0.0,0.04674978757327245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031235595560638988,0.092197336791273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056405829037326674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057364991247696076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646171179157427,0.0268511621234902,0.055085347870503135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15601624476152154,0.0,0.0,0.05521569882769378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058304921928821175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080529886094172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05853165755752954,0.074485974557372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05951739314929086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05591508273955412,0.05925723991503438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05497586035052663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046936382704605366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05602580497551664,0.0,0.0,0.05435782161726484,0.0,0.03890166957103864,0.0,0.04389191531551044,0.0918996924562957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607665050488436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726576915377826,0.16024096789110792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043625473357925486,0.044086388677527975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918748449459834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04001225321055033,0.390708852079892,0.05600994133076037,0.03904270834716314,0.0,0.4674853059726838,0.10617922122885397
anxiety,Aoiumi1234,2019/02/18,"Anyone Have Advice on Beating Anxiety at Work? I was wondering if anyone can offer some advice on how to beat anxiety at work. This is a constant struggle for me—I’ve had lots of jobs and at every single one I end up being the quiet awkward outcast. Sure, some of it is due to my introvert nature but the rest of it is anxiety. I’m extremely tense at work—the open office environment doesn’t help—and I feel as if I can never let lose and be myself. I’d love to hear some success stories for dealing with this type of problem. I have so much ambition but I feel stifled by my anxiety.",3.4274136321195137,4.7397488655462165,5.531372549019611,78.9556209150327,72.94957983193278,8.314098972922503,29.188608776844074,8.841846274778883,2.479369000933707,461,19,87,9,9,161,79,119,0.17,0.711,0.119,-0.1412,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,6,2,7,0,2,3,0,13,1,0,1,2,19,19,9,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,4,9,3,19,14,7,12,0,1,0,1,4,8,0,7,4,65,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218958711676217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5039958593735642,0.0,0.0,0.23033129689567244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177987720545364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698037450076397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145879847931796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877116601926132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665597135087739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18563463896560475,0.0,0.1103983691032146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344441570573442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684221427909694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18426289767642945,0.0,0.14002640184751008,0.14865279997358685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107721331961392,0.0,0.12703074114437274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160845090521034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576005545031629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17218555118319862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15523262499186435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17861567517551125,0.3597218637141056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ivory_Typewriter,2019/02/18,"My father suffers from crippling anxiety. Today I saw one of his attacks that looked like a heart attack. Will this happen to me when I'm his age? First time poster in this anxiety thread.   
Today I saw my father have a very bad panic attack, to the point where his eyes welled up with tears, he couldn't speak without stuttering, he was grabbing his heart & just trying to say ""oh my god, oh my god"" - he's had bad anxiety all of my life, but as he gets older it gets worse. My question to you all is this: will this happen to me? I have anxiety as well, but I try to combat it because I see how bad it gets to my father. However, he tries to combat it as well but it seems like he's been losing as he gets older (he's approaching 60 years old) - any of you have parents that are in a similar spot? As I read my description of what happened maybe it seems rather mild, but I can assure you it was horrible watching that happen to him. Thanks for reading everyone, cheers. ",4.150121046466225,4.721496319796955,5.174822335025379,84.95232331120658,70.57360406091371,8.295040999609528,26.321358844201484,8.384062270229773,1.5815657165169852,753,22,157,11,13,248,108,197,0.213,0.674,0.113,-0.9619,2,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,3,0,2,8,18,3,1,4,0,13,4,3,1,3,16,29,11,0,2,7,4,1,2,0,2,1,2,0,0,15,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,10,3,2,6,9,25,8,25,20,2,16,0,2,6,0,23,5,0,3,12,98,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295128926168428,0.0,0.07089135171277139,0.0,0.318993854886832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35578711747526065,0.0,0.0,0.26112499747289125,0.06354783950896713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996122186693553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867221595907364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178584568592961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687401590447585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470657558391163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363254890203265,0.10185937392055433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754099865707135,0.11662542647767077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472985279572916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093894077808716,0.0,0.07064028271274367,0.0,0.0,0.12231107737407144,0.1157536577781151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854685612169267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678019647462198,0.0,0.2085498828801004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829011844849395,0.0,0.0,0.08307114757323718,0.18980461696328005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597638372530104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06078710705609605,0.0,0.19762742308520925,0.0,0.0,0.2123300618223872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601447050605758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811909915391476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004901284323387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10623632472665316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06713147676813526
anxiety,LonerWolfLikesCookie,2019/02/18,"This feeling... it’s back and I despise it So, I just need to rant for a bit. I’m a 15 year old female, and I know I’m young, but for some reason it just really gets to me sometimes, and my mind is like, “hey, the clock is counting down, you’re getting older. You need to do something with your life, you’re gonna have to move away someday etc” first things first, I’m someone who holds my family very, very closely. I’m very attached to my parents and the thought of having to leave one day to live on my own (although I’m excited for it and about living my own life) it still breaks me to know that I’m gonna be away from them, even if I know I can call them anytime. Second, And this may come with why I may miss my family so much, is due to me worrying about backlash from others due to my personal choices and orientation. I personally identify as an aromantic person, I do not experience romantic attraction. However, I would like to live with someone platonically. I’m just afraid that people will constantly question me, and of course I’m scared about when friends are going to be married and eventually be out of my life. There’s many, many other issues I deal with internally but these are the main ones. Sorry for rambling on, I know this may be annoying especially for someone my age, but I just need some comfort. Thank you all ❤️",3.3675714285714307,4.829382011111111,4.807989417989422,83.4916666666667,73.33333333333333,8.105820105820106,27.671957671957674,8.704169506293173,2.0135291005291003,1053,40,216,20,21,352,148,270,0.091,0.8340000000000001,0.075,-0.1045,2,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,3,2,2,14,12,2,2,6,0,19,3,0,1,1,45,44,18,0,5,9,1,1,2,1,7,3,0,0,3,15,16,0,1,8,0,0,3,1,5,0,5,1,1,30,7,36,32,9,26,0,1,0,0,15,7,0,7,17,145,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19993983048337596,0.08181798910351565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161654406922919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108650222694765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165749106904462,0.0,0.11498475608995892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862167763560655,0.1096976923073112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186684140743132,0.07027873628938677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040833779817319,0.2006161512619836,0.0,0.053800981251789635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18101411287879493,0.0,0.0,0.08220734691777618,0.0,0.11118323500489152,0.0,0.06047175735064105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105796988624347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23390708266144,0.0,0.0,0.11266630864993475,0.0,0.0,0.2254685479720784,0.10396708827671902,0.0,0.2818696343752144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157535967416177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743755140692654,0.0,0.0,0.11309044833819447,0.07821906926472155,0.2366913091123995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165293656882512,0.0,0.1442039986308261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181488781381754,0.0,0.0,0.07376702882412976,0.2787232005346055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191966583784353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06816502791303858,0.10940087448404301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652881142694542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704668984386143,0.08191487851868348,0.10523612372196514,0.11911039338070685,0.0,0.0,0.08497424828867695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796236492707402,0.0,0.0,0.070689986800394,0.0,0.0,0.08447276772808203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633829476063757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601292030647486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805826984818802,0.0,0.07558623881199975,0.0,0.0,0.06852058777371726
anxiety,7revor,2019/02/18,"My current struggle; I've tempered my daily anxiety, but my depression is stronger. I've successfully hit my first year at my job. Whoohoo! I've learned a lot, and have been put through / put myself through some very, very draining and anxious experiences. Just the nature of my business. Through these trials I could feel myself getting stronger. My social anxieties have gotten a bit less potent, and I'm a bit more confident in person when I'd like to be. Sounds like a dream to an old me. But it seems to be at a cost.

My baseline emotional level is pretty down there these days. The swings are potent and I find myself in just as many ""don't deserve to be here"" moments as before.

I'm starting to think that the only reason my anxiety is truly coming down is because I'm just so far past giving a shit about myself. Part of this is actually giving me a more realistic and tempered view of the world, where nothing matters quite as much as I had thought, and people don't care about my mistakes, etc. But does anyone really care about me in the first place?

I give my all at my job, but don't give my all when taking care of myself. I am a bit more socially adept, but I simply don't have the energy to speak with people. I don't trust myself. It simply feels like I am jaded from the anxiety.",4.4206009511456985,5.486187560311286,5.3596562905317775,82.06679096411591,70.284046692607,7.890099437959361,28.28555987894509,8.167268648758528,1.876563510592304,1021,36,197,14,18,335,134,257,0.158,0.687,0.155,0.5742,3,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,4,12,14,3,1,16,0,22,1,1,1,2,31,43,18,0,2,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,6,8,0,0,8,1,1,3,5,6,0,2,4,5,30,8,30,34,14,27,0,1,1,0,8,13,1,3,14,137,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.09899154205163853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104075939597285,0.11459917707601155,0.0,0.0709297332044309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06183734156984143,0.0,0.08631860945027478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322410884841533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31027682546762536,0.0,0.0,0.08738222664452791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099218706617635,0.0,0.0,0.0654208937855973,0.0,0.08737077202944075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877148666241719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410719372067166,0.0,0.0,0.1131332543935452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922852151687817,0.0,0.0,0.10258298547361452,0.07246929430585786,0.0,0.0,0.09271501060786104,0.1725709055849884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05299860669844597,0.3892448551406877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20132858983575935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486764840288563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086241300756614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284500191940846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457062547419309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733513850177222,0.0,0.10644500623996699,0.0,0.0,0.07715026385179613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985045031202424,0.0968366771243442,0.14065249127859894,0.08857415288204648,0.10598399645854306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320171454362996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20395195004205086,0.0,0.10789472754430576,0.0,0.0,0.06498554399487988,0.10429798915260488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234785180253907,0.0,0.0,0.104127475346539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068121461642841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180028717906108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604790032171807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627082189728265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06499913860848207,0.0,0.08053262694421215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16739849013691774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06532451915085613
anxiety,throaway4567742,2019/02/18,"I don’t know if this is the right place to ask, but is there a subreddit for spouses of people suffering from anxiety? I’m sorry if this is the wrong place to ask, I know how hard you all have it.  I’m a spouse to someone who suffers greatly, I love them with all my heart and always will and do my best to help and be supportive and a rock/safe place when things become too much.  I don’t want to minimize your struggles in anyway, I’ve seen just how bad things can get, but being a spouse to someone who lives with severe anxiety can be be very overwhelming and draining at times and I was wondering if there was a subreddit for family/spouses where I could read about how other people cope with the difficulties of living with and loving someone with mental health problems.",10.304502164502168,6.642210532467535,9.66805194805195,71.46255411255416,60.55844155844157,13.123809523809525,38.653679653679646,10.864195022040775,3.9137393939393945,618,20,121,11,6,199,91,154,0.207,0.654,0.14,-0.8466,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,1,1,11,12,0,2,8,0,17,4,1,3,2,29,30,16,0,6,6,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,12,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,7,0,0,3,2,11,5,19,21,4,9,0,3,1,2,13,7,0,4,2,89,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132121254682817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20469284638881213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501449209766699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170626680767844,0.0,0.14775684692340282,0.0,0.0,0.14040083812286994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681775593403574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989800424247042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14750025700967834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984656252342812,0.0,0.0,0.14220895577015755,0.0,0.15853782771412134,0.08967437326373003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470512911006224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362721309978736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24149535504581776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482547905606104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834858349043464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18550163946845452,0.0,0.41933573138501584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280157584381918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382285735857075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425307048506285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15114083679632945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400709902653642,0.0,0.0,0.14976320452414765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986285769300955,0.0,0.0,0.15181950814286593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17776381473544042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780120731257847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038799982374363,0.07891083410836715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450859179945581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627470264558454,0.0,0.0
anxiety,skydiver505,2019/02/18,"Been struggling with this for 2 years now I don't know if it is a common thing but I get so anxious when chatting with a new person conversation in real life it's fine but just the fact of interaction online by chat freaks me out I just don't know what to write and ultimately end up in me being whosted, it really sucks I really don't know what to do anymore, I used to love meeting new people and chatting with them and then connecting but now I just can't, and I'm low on money so I can't afford therapy ",1.5452777777777769,3.4001881574074058,3.9182962962962975,86.20633333333332,79.46296296296295,6.912592592592592,21.91111111111111,7.908726449838941,1.0221488888888892,403,12,86,7,10,140,69,108,0.101,0.8009999999999999,0.097,0.1549,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,8,6,1,1,3,0,9,2,0,1,1,22,17,12,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,8,0,0,3,3,1,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,10,2,14,15,0,15,0,1,0,1,10,6,1,1,9,60,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573992126194944,0.2259603280859701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20180242745502094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903924602409575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756518160110468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609331715737123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056383819146896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44010690128919294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795855359444824,0.198944859744982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593367018385073,0.2919257935829107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238192339065886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26055982088369234,0.0,0.15136963283721627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19678432584288724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14672426297637992
anxiety,jaimedestortues,2019/02/18,"Panic attacks in an actually dangerous job? Hi all. I think I just need some advice from someone who’s had a similar experience?

I am a chemist and I work with actually deadly or at least very dangerous chemicals daily. I follow all safety regulations to a T, I wear all my PPE, I use a hood etc etc.  

This doesn’t stop me from occasionally having terrifying panic attacks because I’m scared I’ve somehow been exposed to a chemical, even though I am rationally aware that’s not the case or that the symptoms I’m experience are not consistent with whatever I’m working with. 

I don’t really know what else I can do to handle this? All advice I get is to remember that the symptoms are normal and that I’m not actually dying, but what if I do get exposed to a serious hazard and ignore my symptoms because I think it’s a panic attack? Does anyone have any similar experiences? 

I’m getting really worried about my ability to do my job safely, and I really need some advice. Thank you in advance!",4.2651202749140875,5.915859876288664,6.910701030927836,68.55199656357391,71.37113402061857,10.121786941580758,32.00549828178694,10.355215969177356,3.8625564261168384,792,37,136,24,15,287,106,194,0.197,0.738,0.064,-0.9614,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,3,5,13,5,4,11,0,15,4,1,1,4,33,31,9,2,4,8,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,10,7,0,3,4,0,0,2,5,11,0,0,2,0,20,2,15,29,9,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,6,1,95,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.3000257168702157,0.0,0.0,0.3004354472261281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696919178046369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165845893167824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34976743915813274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494530575930128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636111833563736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968351696697861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561135134687459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285911506364029,0.0676890195212471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30074395938334825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16062932891306209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033970217389345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05632194715067465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151979612316376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100411528228385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607249690549229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19695959896345555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609320035256115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260330758597766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683346786846573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568033202706593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195570638156093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435252797648316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133386787586032,0.100688974449714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851236113719449,0.0,0.08455916361709873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921761101045464,0.104076406654039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jambambrany,2019/02/18,"The scaries You know when I graduated from college I thought the “scaries” aka “Sunday scaries” would all but disappear. Oh boy, was I wrong oh so wrong. I dread going back to work. My job absolutely sucks, it pays the bills and all but I hate it so much. I fantasize about getting another job, but I know deep down that wouldn’t help because this anxiety would just follow me to my next job. 

I hate this. ",1.7392686357243328,4.273468721518988,2.6206751054852333,91.90783403656825,83.30379746835443,6.549085794655415,25.233473980309423,7.793537801064563,1.4232773558368494,315,13,67,6,9,99,52,79,0.324,0.639,0.037000000000000005,-0.9824,3,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,6,6,3,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,2,13,13,7,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,3,0,2,3,1,6,0,0,2,0,12,0,5,8,3,9,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,4,41,17,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20070894274766785,0.14642730053018993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147181645155215,0.0,0.11668110154817808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000326102487693,0.0,0.10878210073133997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3779533636282977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282973649094003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5698314571458211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103866742313293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14070758060707156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035655587958166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15195730255975254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934797403776236,0.0,0.0,0.2719428111431562,0.4185512141164861,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ocean_Monkeys,2019/02/18,"Australian Ads promoting anxiety awareness Don’t know if there are any down under people here but it’s pretty cool that we starting to see ads for Beyond Blue which helps those suffering from anxiety - i find it difficult to explain it myself, having only just found out that I’ve had it this whole time and my thoughts aren’t normal ones that I should be having.

My favourite part about the ads is the slogan they use - “they’re thoughts aren’t your thoughts” 

I’m real rough on myself and feel like I’m always putting on a front so even though a fuck up on my part keeps playing on my mind I have to realise it’s not other people’s thoughts.

Hope everyone is doing well and keep doing your best!

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anxiety,Charleafy,2019/02/18,"I told someone about my anxiety... Excluding my shitting doctor who couldn’t have cared less.. I told my manager the reason I cry at work everyday and it felt so bad and riled my anxiety so much.. but it kinda also felt good. 

It’s kicking my ass now though as I feel like people are being overly nice to me because they don’t want to upset the fragile girl. I feel like I can’t win in that regard. 

It’s 03:18 am and yet again I can’t sleep so I just thought I’d share my mini achievement with you all and ask if you guys have any experiences about opening up to work about your anxiety? ",3.1454007285974512,4.234653303278687,4.5917486338797815,86.28594717668491,73.34426229508195,7.717304189435335,25.850637522768675,8.167268648758528,1.469685610200364,461,15,98,7,9,154,82,122,0.135,0.68,0.185,0.8298,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,1,4,12,10,1,1,2,0,9,4,3,1,1,19,19,12,0,3,3,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,6,6,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,5,5,19,7,12,12,3,9,0,0,0,1,11,5,2,2,6,66,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13611136869628884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574395396814828,0.0,0.3906147488103129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159116935768691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14211249072097198,0.1037542384676533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17353341806797534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869601285009595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742100992041429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649130481501787,0.0,0.0,0.17211961684239185,0.2431862771623288,0.3268433615206365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275829671058046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16852784206034846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16630528832420466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511887254068016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11799740861035453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17499714838184036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17471105053792502,0.0,0.0,0.17032603255726986,0.0,0.14421254608082662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672236952422101,0.13512226056741486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252727384588405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039020639116593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24781978806274155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ethanf33,2019/02/18,"Weird music problem... Here’s the story. I love music. It’s my whole world. But when I was 10 I started to get these really bad panic attacks and at the same time I would listen to the soundtrack from “Mamma Mia” to help me calm down and distract my mind. Now the songs of “Mamma Mia” are forever tied to my memories of the endless panic and pain I was feeling and I always feel uneasy whenever they come on, they almost help me remember what it was like to feel panic attacks and that’s scary to me. So what do I do? Are these songs just going to be forever ruined for me or is there some way I can get over the memories that these songs trigger in my head?",3.18311111111111,4.307424977777779,4.709074074074074,85.34583333333336,73.2962962962963,7.474074074074074,24.61111111111111,7.908726449838941,1.2833111111111108,512,15,105,7,10,172,81,135,0.258,0.644,0.098,-0.9772,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,6,14,2,4,6,0,11,3,1,1,0,20,21,9,0,2,3,0,3,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,9,6,0,0,4,3,0,2,0,11,0,0,3,7,18,3,16,16,3,13,0,1,0,1,6,6,0,3,5,76,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16619428778688236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13809975981475045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3776280960093673,0.0,0.0,0.13857743967218736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429678629510563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517572068968389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734242266424291,0.0,0.0943241825243002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17033239219730867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222491457394968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108422047560454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979378038204616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16758168859075495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766030454626426,0.5841876687054722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15881021315125013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632418861852888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18801087222823745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747393047125235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09677803820893237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317387114880988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852988053228627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789983454074082,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rtgpurdie,2019/02/18,"Did I just have an anxiety/panic attack? Basically i was lying in bed watching some TV all of a sudden I had no idea what was happening it was like my mind went blank. I felt like I was staring into nothing and falling through my bed. My heart rate started to increase massively and I thought I was going to have a heart attack this lasted a good 5-10mins  then I struggled to gain my breath back after for a good 10 more minutes. 

I am just wondering if this could be a panic attack of some sort or another issue. Iv never experienced anything like this before.  ",2.9599999999999973,5.0530792792792845,4.6849459459459455,81.24417567567569,76.02702702702703,6.962522522522522,27.316216216216226,7.908726449838941,1.9182172972972973,444,18,81,7,10,150,75,111,0.17,0.6609999999999999,0.16899999999999998,-0.28600000000000003,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,10,3,2,6,0,12,4,3,0,2,18,19,5,0,2,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,5,3,0,0,4,1,0,4,2,5,0,0,10,4,13,5,10,7,5,13,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,6,10,60,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16751573857026758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13146372631752273,0.0,0.0,0.5452288684424297,0.0,0.12284077457953413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593867686654906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755037200461986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15338865503105045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079173901157624,0.2679877360835061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126971564620724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3786179315399236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18034254115805545,0.0,0.16674141217032815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022063024954494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341428418363961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613057492412543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321194235187405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15328803400355392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18743660756428732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130745281917738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670093082594734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682663473268854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14809332897261207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732461298313148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DogAsMyWitness,2019/02/18,"24 F. Recent anxiety diagnosis. Day 6 of Lexapro. Panic attack landed me in Urgent Care. In need of support if you have any to spare. I was diagnosed with GAD last week. I'm a full-time college student and that's a whole mess. I've also been experiencing lots of digestive issues and as a result, I've rapidly lost a lot of weight. I started taking Lexapro 6 days ago, I'm very underweight so my doctor did say that I may feel the effects a little quicker than some people, and I honestly was feeling pretty great all weekend. I did my laundry for the first time in 6 weeks, cleaned my kitchen, cooked meals, went out with some friends. So much better than being stuck to my couch staring at the ceiling. But today was a disaster. I woke up worrying about my various health issues and made the mistake of getting sucked into googling my symptoms, before long I was hyperventilating and crying and my heart was racing out of control. I soaked my clothes through with sweat and had to sit on the floor while I changed because my whole body was shaking and I was dizzy. I went to Urgent Care because the feeling wouldn't go away. They did an EKG and blood work and told me, you guessed it, I had a panic attack. I was sent home with some hydroxyzine, referrals to a psychiatrist and a gastroenterologist, and a follow up with my primary care. I'm all alone in this right now. I live on the other side of the country from my family and they're not very understanding of mental health anyway. I am supposed to be making appointments with the counseling center and disability resource center at my University to sort out the mess I've made of my classes but I'm still having a hard time handling it :/  I still feel hopeful about the Lexapro but right now I'm just a lil down. Thanks for reading, all the love to everyone out there battling their battles.  ",5.469213615023474,6.546481211267607,5.9342429577464815,78.86258509389673,67.87323943661971,8.508215962441318,32.25645539906103,8.72156446121922,2.6207582159624416,1470,62,271,23,24,474,200,355,0.117,0.7759999999999999,0.108,0.4384,0,1,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,2,2,6,12,23,5,3,25,0,21,15,4,6,3,57,56,23,0,5,6,0,6,0,1,2,6,1,4,0,6,25,5,1,6,3,0,6,2,12,0,1,23,9,35,11,49,29,12,51,0,1,1,1,9,25,1,10,19,179,41,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510536420077358,0.0,0.0,0.09943540943753026,0.0,0.07677762154567158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06528878211338139,0.0,0.0734459133026446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184460871494948,0.0902027452748078,0.0,0.0,0.117051260759911,0.0,0.08169579906491878,0.0,0.0,0.08491133883648047,0.0,0.10664332598551164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936598880512122,0.0,0.10156381135425877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076812179583532,0.0,0.0,0.10546036034804912,0.12383452948079295,0.0,0.0,0.09744617346373943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826833125140907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173982839097697,0.0,0.0,0.09050786702453276,0.0,0.1941782663577238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166441811857411,0.0,0.0,0.07417559928719125,0.0,0.05016025572157914,0.0,0.0545636005735575,0.0,0.0,0.10584923977140752,0.1057637168057099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600437578552116,0.0,0.0,0.2041041847943248,0.0,0.11377002914272225,0.0,0.0,0.09630392555780604,0.09535767971998026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20041496972698536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825939378104807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622531169052287,0.08477688768926801,0.0849641236885847,0.0,0.0,0.10480415331619247,0.16324526130760414,0.08665103457497257,0.18169032070324528,0.06408613445469602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675355656474197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057698071925557,0.07118876985144364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252895758874365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655990949492806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767472608984046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09603405446617476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479638990129333,0.0,0.0,0.16398074006880425,0.0,0.07634947338440097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795500844534708,0.0,0.15334434274093475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894882385416406,0.0,0.09978914901215462,0.07218612278301452,0.0,0.0,0.08839133481979554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196615925644034,0.0,0.09100442757614084,0.09173982839097697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994779023063488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15843343053243414,0.0,0.0,0.15402377059603814,0.11691196857582535,0.0,0.17800089165909164,0.0,0.2143791704272516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989502082616443,0.09750085879724676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nemuisu,2019/02/18,"DAE have constant throat tightness/borderline shortness of breath? Any good relaxation techniques for this? A little background on my anxiety,
I was diagnosed 3ish years ago after a two/three month period of having anxiety attacks daily. I thought I was dying and too afraid of seeing a doctor. It was my last year of college and two relatives of mine had just died suddenly, it was the perfect storm to bring upon my GAD. I had shortness of breath and dizziness every day.

When I finally went to see a doctor, and all my blood tests came back normally my anxiety got A LOT better. Now only certain triggers really get my anxiety going, and I can calm myself down by myself for the most part.


The only annoying thing left is the pressure at the top of my throat. If I try, I can relax and feel that I’m tensing my throat muscles. The only time it seems to go away, is if I’m *completely* relaxed, like the first few minutes I’m awake after a good sleep. When I then try to take a deep breath, sometimes I’m still tense, and it feels like I can’t catch that breath fully. Then I start to freak out a bit and the process just repeats itself. 


TL:dr Anyone have any tips for relaxing throat muscles specifically?",3.7201502145922767,5.784569201716742,4.6530708154506435,82.45231008583694,73.72103004291846,7.578454935622318,27.529828326180247,8.395991825355821,2.1023220600858368,956,37,174,17,20,310,140,233,0.104,0.745,0.151,0.9237,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,4,8,17,2,2,16,0,14,13,10,1,3,25,33,14,2,3,4,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,9,10,0,0,4,4,0,6,1,5,0,2,10,4,22,12,24,23,6,41,0,0,2,0,0,12,0,5,25,112,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633656722732232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16315269979953798,0.0,0.3670737500895514,0.0,0.0,0.08387824159862445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13647087495518068,0.11270559003043948,0.09224119791161384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060941384287652,0.13096434565057172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13720133421107658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577490854339793,0.12963324764549608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736374136260657,0.0,0.0,0.12175603351072968,0.24899736091066216,0.0,0.0,0.2455665893816188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107077541927492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130992252099022,0.08569885577814129,0.0,0.1314094083442548,0.0,0.10203720962711044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06267371574950496,0.0,0.1363511227533674,0.20123212253077416,0.0959423075798778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778273515563272,0.0,0.0,0.13033599035842114,0.0,0.0,0.117211983221609,0.1202306038125893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198499745930267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957502658672018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753451790049993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737030654876759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990409232801214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684891671466293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911838563458764,0.10920632398661632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004580414416252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864268753180295,0.0,0.08490771870659855,0.0,0.09579954897045576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901943675381862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969554292729898,0.0,0.0,0.09523418225653983,0.06994915733437003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16288880565330566,0.0,0.23436535876332334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120335339718966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449954630048413
anxiety,mudbloodnproud,2019/02/18,"Trick for unplugging hair straightens/curlers! This might be pretty obvious to some people, or maybe already posted on here, but I figured I’d post it for anyone facing the same problem! 

I usually straighten my hair right before I leave for school, which means I’m anxious for the whole day on whether or not I unplugged the iron. I’m pretty sure, if I drove myself to school, I would turn the car around and make sure it was unplugged every morning. 

For a while, I used to say that I was unplugging it out loud. That didn’t help me too much, to be honest, and I got accustomed to taking a photo of the outlet everyday so I could look at it at school to make me feel better. 

A friend recently told me a truck that helped me a lot. When you’re done curling/straightening your hair, try moving the iron from its spot! For example, I usually straighten my hair in my bedroom. When I’m done, I’ll move it to my bathroom. There’s no way I left it on if it’s in a different room! ",5.044526226734348,5.200002111675129,5.607423857868023,84.10000211505925,68.49238578680203,8.800169204737733,29.61463620981388,8.59863814320734,2.039460575296108,764,26,158,11,12,247,119,197,0.057,0.7909999999999999,0.151,0.9697,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,1,7,7,1,0,12,0,10,5,5,3,3,27,24,12,0,5,7,0,5,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,13,4,0,0,3,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,8,8,22,5,24,11,5,27,0,0,1,0,6,12,0,7,8,103,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695796601944502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402084563323175,0.0,0.08678027761106938,0.0,0.0,0.11048380532707837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560807932981738,0.0,0.0,0.10976480443894347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909137057759836,0.0,0.0,0.08004038740588082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12966805625075176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540143032082585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456764212132176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275351362111464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588672445242366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09926173853607513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16637602006688074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141408520814302,0.13484538076204658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042207576781673,0.0,0.0,0.10551349459652516,0.0,0.0,0.16568816631696676,0.0,0.12468471661663105,0.13519167543702398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131660611427482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638176042550443,0.0912347937589212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604192972688951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23772526880186065,0.25252804524788713,0.0,0.11875607054509585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225432002558752,0.0,0.0,0.10598887093317433,0.0,0.09869688936590627,0.0,0.376816447857721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339435495331875,0.0,0.09331493012661084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859198618914643,0.0,0.08426223240331497,0.1349955429835546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719079625784904,0.27337825338335736,0.0,0.0,0.09851237779084572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13856387168176684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816385791662246,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DarkHairedRapunzel,2019/02/18,"Anxiety causing forgetfulness? My brain feels like complete mush lately. I am having difficulty remembering things, like words, spelling, even eating things and not remembering I ate it. My thoughts feel all over the place. These symptoms are so scary and frustrating.

Anyone else dealt with this issue? What makes it better for you? ",5.495000000000001,9.215150259259259,4.523981481481481,74.65041666666669,83.44444444444444,7.144444444444447,27.12037037037037,8.07648339933343,2.7445259259259265,270,11,38,6,8,80,47,54,0.184,0.6940000000000001,0.122,-0.6149,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,2,4,1,0,1,0,3,4,1,2,1,14,8,3,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,3,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,5,3,3,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,25,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15786095258927565,0.0,0.0,0.14428816135222916,0.21143500626806827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18250416165598846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23036034165379926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21198335076317468,0.0,0.0,0.21635921249771745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21115260454763515,0.17238306071440546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629548159510155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20867850041603764,0.14741999944858944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153809287106622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327773432672157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016291856525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377435146200086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155969759210804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4675198064289353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21448177866915685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27418608539681644,0.0,0.0,0.16382276015553202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,basic_weeb,2019/02/18,"This one guy I swear So I have a huge fear of being touched (Haphephobia). I don't even like being touched by my family. I get all tense and my anxiety goes through the roof and normally takes a few minutes afterward to settle down. But there is this one guy in my engineering class who know full well I hate being touched. But he does it anyway, like everyday. He makes it worse by being all creepy about it. He normally lets his hand trail off my body when he finally leaves. 

Dude is gonna either cause a panic attack or cause me to punch him.",2.5143119266055045,4.5726219449541325,3.7087064220183485,87.88709633027523,77.25688073394495,7.662752293577981,22.82660550458716,8.548686976883017,1.3920671559633029,428,13,90,9,10,139,78,109,0.218,0.716,0.066,-0.946,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,7,7,2,2,4,0,9,2,2,3,2,14,15,7,0,2,4,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,2,0,4,12,3,10,9,5,9,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,1,6,59,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13875713573203038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20634880827087465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20147509634350175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726596361204868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15872907059804997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980144759774335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17099130264457402,0.2041057688112548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986956910499996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947648834160783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35919443482278296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17907769243665206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968309258869447,0.0,0.0,0.19205790519876914,0.0,0.18547592162025406,0.0,0.1772286801911986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107424439572202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35543272815426835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458189873281046,0.0,0.0,0.21281331291784056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637708602925214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630846738138103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18484428968072608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Myanxiety15,2019/02/18,"A rant/vent, from the top of my head to yours The first time I realised that my anxiety had a large impracticality on my life was during year 13, 6th form when I dropped out of the class I was performing best in simply because of the fact that I didn’t have the heart to tell my head of 6th form that she had forgotten to sign me up for the class formally. I later realised looking backwards that the meeting focused on my performance in school that I would rather take the quick fix and tell her that I dropped out due to worries of my grades rather than telling her that she had made a simple mistake in her reentrance from maternity and not signed me up for this. This signalled a start into a spiral of quick fixes, which went from realising that drinking is sometimes ok to getting sent to hospital for being on incredible amounts of Xanax ( over 50mg at once whilst found) and becoming physically dependent on oxycodone after realising so when I went on a holiday where I did not have the connection to get some more and couldn’t leave bed after a day of Xanax to cope with the withdrawal symptoms. It has taken 3 drug related hospital trips and a year of suicidal thoughts to realise that I could be suffering from anxiety.

 I grew up only ever having a very small group of friends, one of which I was always obsessed of, and having no father who had skilled himself due to his own anxiety and the depression.  In hindsight these were huge red flags for future mental health problems. My mother was obsessed with spoiling me with material possessions because of her own poverty and missed opportunities due to money problems and missed these however.

After 18 years of suffering from anxiety I am finally realising that I indeed have a problem and am not simply acting childish. I am writing this post with hopes that I can now realise that discussing my mental health is a good thing instead of letting it fester in my own mind, and the drugs it relies on for days on end. And with hopes that it leads to a better future for me, and those who’ve stuck with me through, the multiple near death experiences I’ve brought upon myself.
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anxiety,shockernaut,2019/02/18,"I'm freaking out I have a job interview tomorrow. I just graduated with my bachelor's degree and I've been looking for work. I'm really stressed out and feeling horrible. I'm afraid of what the future holds. I just turned 30 and it has taken me a long time to get things going in a positive direction. I'm afraid of what people think of me, if they will treat me good, and if I will know how to do my job correctly. I don't have a whole lot of work history except a year as a pharmacy technician and a year as a tutor. I'm feeling worried that I'm going to lose all my free time with a new career and am going to become depressed again. I live in a state where I have no family or friends, but I am married. I feel like I want to lay down, fall asleep, and die. I'm just terrified of what comes next and how I will feel.",3.003844696969697,3.5297495738636364,5.0811363636363645,84.7562878787879,73.14772727272728,9.048484848484847,26.59848484848485,9.2995712137729,1.988573484848485,639,21,144,14,12,223,99,176,0.14300000000000002,0.754,0.104,-0.8607,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,3,7,11,0,3,11,0,12,1,1,2,2,34,34,16,1,3,8,0,4,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,13,0,1,6,0,1,5,2,6,0,0,2,5,18,6,21,29,3,22,0,2,1,0,3,6,0,4,11,91,24,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18270633169565226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425047739819482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248609355462644,0.0,0.17169200167125226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559542976753623,0.0,0.3345889826950608,0.1181844501136236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781213248951534,0.0,0.08643124304492839,0.0,0.28205596770217617,0.13875627352636682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283309008290864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091694404534834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082157957648277,0.0,0.14607923502494136,0.14640186177257056,0.13892097539664044,0.1850757730762815,0.0,0.1406441280356194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15977498103178825,0.17593850548014706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468952125237394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597979262713418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18950147037709394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990548043900378,0.10600196300906592,0.0,0.0,0.19292912654225775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799422007982881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757591158166737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18469860167595428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408725173248125,0.16800393663401314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130652008889992
anxiety,chevy0921,2019/02/18,"Starting to feel like I’m getting panic attacks I don’t know what to do. I’m 21 years old/male. I’m starting to get this feeling inside of me like I’m about to literally “break down” and embarrass myself. Even at the gym I can’t even look when I’m walking and I start doubting the way I walk. I feel like people think I look like an idiot and that I’m an embarrassment. I told my parent about my panic attacks and they gave me a sarcastic answer “very good”.  They think it’s all bs. A part of me wants to kill myself at night but I never do it, because I need to finish school for my parents and provide them a good future and take care of them. ",1.0794314381270915,2.8862268985507322,3.1717391304347835,91.22994983277592,80.73913043478261,5.405574136008919,21.48494983277592,6.297961479604792,0.2403270903010033,504,15,111,4,13,171,79,138,0.146,0.716,0.139,0.2613,2,0,0,0,0,1,10.0,0,0,4,0,5,16,4,5,7,0,4,0,0,0,2,19,29,8,1,2,1,2,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,7,1,0,2,3,9,0,0,2,5,21,7,15,27,2,16,0,0,2,0,8,3,0,1,13,65,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195702035522451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561859751118499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432007799944891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18553522705305706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21305115457238585,0.2006787220658576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467613665261734,0.0,0.0,0.2356099438049678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15538998519233255,0.0,0.07718907236786474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27447217107088656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23588960970700984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414381859122436,0.10832569892146154,0.0,0.0,0.13180524470708782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473813704627322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295817131083529,0.3119119678129548,0.15209647201707396,0.0,0.09737214386978944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214552327285596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29823920626803024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560287095290576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799927016852068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420847228400604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588809922258099,0.08284257879016392,0.11148473138216368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044686545057744
anxiety,gh0strr,2019/02/18,Thank you Just a shout out to every single one of you for posting here. In times of need and when I feel the most alone I log on here and relate to almost all of you posting. I think that I’m going crazy but I come on here and there’s people suffering just like me and it’s nice to know there’s others out there. Anxiety has controlled my life for the last 6 years and I’m only 18. I’m just starting to get better at opening up to newer people and try making new friends. My confidence is also higher. I started anti depressants a few months ago and they’ve helped. Good luck to everyone.,0.7689547038327547,3.060243113821141,2.6104123112659683,91.99554878048781,85.34146341463416,5.140301974448317,18.541811846689885,6.5431188927421005,0.06714216027874588,465,12,97,5,14,154,83,123,0.11,0.68,0.21,0.9502,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,2,11,9,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,2,1,25,16,10,0,1,4,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,11,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,2,11,7,18,16,4,22,0,2,0,0,5,8,0,3,11,62,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16993473701607442,0.0,0.19196466394217307,0.19854835604708915,0.0,0.15330625805564432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14665364609152173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16954731549963728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16513670915768008,0.0,0.0,0.21501323244624584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651150619931159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16151956085029714,0.18318215024310727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693170617862508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14811065173450005,0.0,0.10015784486388596,0.0,0.10895025479525927,0.16079288956333312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12849568543414305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535594371191824,0.15626499723150156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540676852632527,0.09365728113695768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796444157437215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15301694114855124,0.0,0.0,0.14214667896448482,0.0,0.18514968892665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990413278569268,0.14580013776669046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26580793871349184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672004096195071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713792860774857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17649602205644754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283669414323416,0.0,0.0,0.11178460962258678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13015497431087222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234516049100446
anxiety,Breadandbuttersworth,2019/02/18,"Considering meds/therapist and unsure if i should First of all, wonderful, supportive, kind and loving community ya’ll got here, I wonder if I could steal some insight. 

So I was diagnosed years ago with generalized anxiety disorder and depression, was put on Prozac for a while but took myself off bc didn’t want meds, we all know how simple that diagnosis is so I’m wondering if I should speak to someone and tell them about my symptoms, which vary a great deal since I last spoke to someone. 

I was also wondering about medication and what experiences some of you have had with them, because what I’m worried about is turning into a zombie void of all emotion and not being alert enough for my 2 kids in this crazy world. Also any long term mental effects like changing the chemistry of my brain or something. 

And also therapy, would you guys say that it’s worth it? My concern is that I’m going to go there and it’s all going to be a sham because they just want my money 

TL;DR ~ Unsure if prescription anti depression meds/anxiety meds and a therapist would actually help",7.820573219883562,7.592552320197048,8.11564711150918,69.74698611733098,62.74384236453202,11.51974921630094,35.69592476489028,11.022393298168332,4.032274876847291,863,35,150,21,11,284,130,203,0.132,0.745,0.122,-0.2748,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,1,2,3,2,12,8,0,0,6,0,16,6,1,2,4,43,35,22,0,11,8,0,0,1,0,4,4,3,0,2,10,13,0,0,7,0,2,5,2,3,0,1,8,3,19,5,19,20,8,17,0,2,0,1,15,5,0,11,8,104,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.10651741522824726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967573966486017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618684327854594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422766645761153,0.0,0.16700323022830565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307710238860207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185065572477145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546921950964928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871496517901651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125317734014177,0.1880263426590076,0.11078782337945484,0.0,0.0,0.12509859813256038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278224060530885,0.0,0.11278405033352484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677241115594308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284534024594783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18610220376297684,0.0,0.08729948833164097,0.1203413788742347,0.0,0.10807846129672627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073162840167336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136658740965213,0.059987540005181875,0.08897412374252142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053326558531355615,0.0,0.0,0.09659681847131464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851468942196373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424883716604197,0.10995999135396746,0.110000378208975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972874095600717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868027103760305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029234777167654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18496967491600175,0.08403118018057687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386533637512087,0.0,0.11345158278645495,0.0,0.0,0.0954043833015923,0.0,0.12482577226681535,0.2534696939149924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127280882741302,0.0,0.118726933492438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287623327204615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4734863458727024,0.0,0.1108499958471332,0.0,0.1550780753788108,0.0,0.0,0.07029084290198867
anxiety,MelisandresFire,2019/02/18,"Anxiety really does feel like being on a rollercoaster. I was doing good. Really good. These past few years I’ve been working hard and I finally am graduating from college a year early. I’m studying abroad this summer. I found the right medication for my anxiety. Everything seemed pretty good. 

But now I feel like I’m in a downward spiral. My grandfather is seriously ill and in the hospital. My parents are meeting an attorney to start the divorce process. My mom keeps talking about how she’s going to leave and move out of the house and I keep drowning in the idea that I’ll have to clean this whole place on my own because my dad won’t help. They also put so much pressure on me and I’m caught in the middle. I’m so unhappy with my job and I miss my old one. I feel like I gave up on my dreams even though I’m only 20. 

And on top of that I feel ashamed and stupid because my anxiety is coming back at full force. I got put on a new medication and I don’t like it as much as the old one. I just feel like I’m failing all around. I went to breakfast yesterday with a friend and felt like a shell. 

I just needed to vent, I guess. I wish this wasn’t all happening at once. Do you ever just wish you weren’t born this way? ",1.1871402714932129,3.2953051333333363,3.1353921568627463,90.0519570135747,81.98039215686275,6.746606334841631,22.356711915535445,7.882392219407189,1.0653951734539966,959,32,210,18,26,322,146,255,0.111,0.7120000000000001,0.17600000000000002,0.96,3,1,0,0,1,0,22.0,0,2,1,3,14,16,1,2,14,0,14,4,0,1,3,38,43,18,1,3,4,3,7,6,1,1,3,0,1,0,8,15,1,2,9,1,0,7,4,6,0,2,10,7,31,10,29,31,8,44,0,2,0,0,13,21,0,2,21,129,39,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003847029415308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296957797762909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909746141420075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695969861329294,0.0,0.1220225850790694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621493837253404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758564007498659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610563792898075,0.09053321417870802,0.0,0.0,0.08995054231369687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25303159779438034,0.2860048768451394,0.0960979341126259,0.10963895406926044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097387659321596,0.07732593665417548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056880990003719635,0.2518413222926887,0.08004764945362429,0.0,0.11025564396674466,0.0,0.08850542319137282,0.0,0.08965709718399953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708531166297581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548541987302822,0.0,0.112984533532823,0.0,0.0,0.0993195792316546,0.17792147576251272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059762682091956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29338080294376634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016515562700204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172191214336173,0.0,0.10637522280262987,0.14714895984082774,0.07421225255906998,0.0,0.09666335911576804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21004613879606265,0.10658796698681773,0.13564127394305778,0.07611965841138102,0.0,0.0,0.1111332868558847,0.0,0.09554309235491576,0.0,0.0,0.10456821797777296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182310294648568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20122747472852007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823487992394902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547261121525421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111423063617248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07084114896104728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044506650377962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983336578885425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944334242522554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278041434843166,0.0,0.11174207092179772,0.2301871511854009,0.0,0.0,0.07286355627435499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890377389254054
anxiety,harperpitt,2019/02/18,"Is anyone else afraid they'll never find anyone to spend their life with? DAE have feelings like this? I feel like so many people here talk about their partners/boyfriends/girlfriends and I'm just here, a Forever Alone.

I had a breakup recently that I've taken ridiculously hard, and it all goes back to a longtime fear that I'll never find anyone to spend my life with. The idea of growing older and never finding someone absolutely terrifies me and sends me into sobbing fits/panic attacks/suicidal ideation.

I've only had three relationships in my life -- two for two years, one for six months (this most recent one). I'm gay and in my mid-30s. It just seems so impossible, even with dating apps, even in a big city. 

It's not that I feel unlovable...at least, I don't think so. It's more that I just *know* I'll never find someone, like a cosmic knowing, and that I'm someone who's condemned to spend life alone. I know it's a distortion, but it breaks my heart anyway.

",3.6152976190476167,5.587180592592592,4.0634358465608456,86.96912202380953,73.76190476190476,6.629761904761906,26.098214285714285,7.413659706084162,1.2963992063492067,768,27,149,9,16,241,108,189,0.086,0.875,0.039,-0.7146,0,2,0,0,0,1,34.0,0,0,3,0,13,7,1,2,7,0,6,6,1,0,5,34,18,10,0,0,5,0,4,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,14,10,0,0,13,0,3,2,6,4,0,6,3,4,15,3,15,14,4,19,0,1,0,1,7,5,1,2,14,90,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301771354232855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23309662714671806,0.11385731247791077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544572747108661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282792076906372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678966847737587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504280515341773,0.16855940968805572,0.15877072807357914,0.0,0.0,0.4062528793348503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954321586323793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316797484579551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254428724988008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18320873921772604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31395416932005754,0.16286534761228724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265996164221813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869628005495479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3428156191107401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505978783181933,0.08451305949745032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770377946258709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194385440697244,0.11930311869329295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116102141714207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824591651195064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154910302858865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931541251758658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120229788266341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21709950680327209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155873094930586
anxiety,perseusrushed,2019/02/18,"Worry and Confidence I have spent a lot of my life worrying excessively about a variety of prospective worst case scenarios, as I am sure many of you have. I've never gone to the doctor or been prescribed medication, I just sort of deal with it. It's part of who I am, but it also a part of me that I would like to improve on and modify. The worry can be consuming at times though, especially when under stress.

Oddly, I recently realized that worry is simply living in fear and living without confidence. There are certainly chemical and psychological makeup factors underlying it, but in terms of what we control intellectually in our minds, living in worry is constantly living in fear. Strangely, I never really made that connection. I would not have considered myself a fearful person, but, really, that's what it is. I think it is connected with a confidence issue as well

Even more strangely, once or twice, a near worst-case scenario has actually come true, and I have coped just fine.

I have recently begun working to live without fear, to live with the courage of knowing that I can deal with any issue that comes, even if it is painful or hard. Easier said than done, but I am sort of trying to retrain my brain to think confidently and courageously.

Have any of you come to this sort of realization and taken this approach? What methods have you used to ""train your brain"" to build confidence and overcome fear?

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anxiety,nanahatesmenow,2019/02/18,"My brain won’t let me believe things and it’s getting so, so draining My brain likes to tell me that things are NOT okay when they are. My brain tells me things happened that have not happened. My brain tells me constantly that bad things are coming and there’s nothing I can do about it. 

I feel so helpless sometimes, it’s terrifying not knowing if something is real or not. ",2.950308880308878,5.237633027027028,3.0436679536679527,92.0698648648649,76.83783783783784,5.3096525096525085,26.787644787644787,6.18269132825596,0.8674077220077225,300,12,60,2,7,91,45,74,0.162,0.802,0.036000000000000004,-0.873,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,0,0,1,9,4,4,0,0,12,15,8,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,1,11,2,2,13,0,3,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,45,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207345005003467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16472078519857916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6528438787853683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594099240107928,0.0,0.15799357067342007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392466117033629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638506570254308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585737701611577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034937945724553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14950253668332045,0.0,0.07142743120012553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402857813211533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16641109273327725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255426013445624,0.144598566940953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3833637616305965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38852327230971023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,caffeine_is_my_blood,2019/02/18,"My anxiety makes it impossible for me to date. First time posting, so sorry if it's out of place. 

I'm talking to this guy and I know he is completely invested in this whole flirting thing, but I can't relax because dating for me is such a difficult experience. It results in multiple anxiety attacks and I'm constantly worrying about everything that goes with a relationship. I do like him, but because my anxiety has been getting completely out of control in recent months, I dont really think I can handle the added stress. 

I can't really turn to anyone to talk about my anxiety to as the people around me, although lovely, don't quite understand in the sense of they just tell me to brush it off . The one person i can talk to about this is also dealing with her own stuff rn and I would hate to add to that. I just feel pretty alone and terrified. 

I really don't want to lead this person on, but I genuinly am not in a place rn where I'm ready for a committed romantic relationship. Although, I do have that lingering thought where I know that if i turn down this relationship, I wont find someone else who accepts me for a long while.

Any advice would be amazing at this point. Sorry if this was boring or ranty, I just don't speak to people about this ever, so when I do it kind of just all flows out.",4.47954022988506,5.452816283524907,5.888754789272032,78.66922413793105,70.07279693486589,9.784674329501918,29.44252873563219,9.994966539143718,2.8716988505747127,1034,39,203,26,18,350,141,261,0.161,0.725,0.113,-0.853,0,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,4,17,12,2,1,9,0,23,1,0,4,3,41,39,19,0,6,12,0,1,1,0,3,0,1,0,3,20,11,0,1,8,1,1,2,8,5,0,2,3,3,28,7,39,32,3,32,0,0,0,1,18,18,0,4,12,151,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058577019552276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106608428859037,0.0,0.08231616534610907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06999855003966547,0.0,0.3149764643240539,0.0,0.0,0.07197374360331721,0.0,0.0,0.09163295273804968,0.0,0.11710211821495335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549504322625835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21584837370700552,0.1112349275649964,0.11544906919078587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612028300781504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063770953111674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598802630193747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931095634419395,0.0,0.0,0.09251031019026552,0.10068906004775284,0.0,0.0,0.05204644907701076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407967717059124,0.08755548308752356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053778689944497235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192069806760266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162586973533674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718976839035176,0.11313950771191394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050288281363821255,0.0,0.0,0.09109322108755907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290182146684346,0.0,0.06870914641485318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216081970879625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975064298842099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427227466833514,0.17975574082704124,0.21508793682267904,0.0,0.09730576259054867,0.0,0.09858217797745494,0.10472073425932396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948282343092926,0.0,0.0,0.1978261867105426,0.0,0.1016347621642234,0.3315373097806438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721551992222652,0.0,0.0,0.2304520430443066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791038125112395,0.0,0.11783463539297698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482029968064347,0.08996872483326107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838467835823878,0.06595585694873475,0.0,0.08171798174791718,0.06002155766859335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22392494851962974,0.0,0.10715777150909918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06071305363818993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492197130093434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453432461915416,0.0,0.1462425122263233,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SynthaBlue,2019/02/18,"Great.. I Now Have a Phobia Over My Girlfriend I find things fine to do, but if something causes me stress/anxiety at some point then it will often cause me anxiety/stress in the future no matter what. 

The problem is the anxiety that occurs causes a lot of muscle tension, pain, and sleep issues.

Example: In the past, me and my girlfriend had been arguing a great deal over the course of a week. The stress made it so whenever I called her I would anticipate a stressful situation occurring and it would cause anxiety/stress.

This soon created a phobia around my girlfriend where whenever I called her it would trigger this kind of anxiety, even if I was calm and not thinking about having a problem -- in other words, it had become ingrained.

To fix it I avoided calling her for 3 weeks; then when I called her in the future the phobia was gone.

Well, I now have a new girlfriend and the problem has come back again. And since the relationship is so new, I can't exactly avoid talking to her for 3 weeks.

Does anyone have tips on getting over this? I've tried deep breathing during a call but nothing seems to work. The calls we have are not even stressful, although it is too late now as the phobia is there.",5.762467532467532,6.611872865800869,5.893922077922081,80.23516883116885,67.09523809523809,8.757402597402598,30.984415584415583,8.841846274778883,2.472087792207793,956,36,177,15,15,303,126,231,0.22,0.7070000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.9906,0,2,1,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,0,1,18,17,1,6,21,0,22,3,2,6,1,38,28,17,0,8,6,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,14,9,0,2,3,0,0,2,4,11,1,0,7,0,22,6,21,17,2,33,0,0,0,0,20,13,0,6,18,134,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18123636152282802,0.0,0.0,0.05521792215527544,0.0,0.0,0.07030037619044259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060723343607579576,0.0,0.0,0.08721657448844661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48382549202378994,0.0,0.0,0.3244973129037544,0.0,0.06802598530443592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141498875641726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910750708741162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431837542737972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217749182300033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041258761407973764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17413023383232554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242455405779231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223549297979903,0.0,0.0,0.08908202238895857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671377885776529,0.0,0.07472367798165436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254015999578746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577420438440424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403004652502287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538615835218665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465252958909578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266919502682849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478462860907922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07189166322313151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653251100238055,0.08876600991167613,0.07902740617786763,0.0,0.0,0.0607952526011107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5427617845563895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06347339585344808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05246440795146776,0.0506010274351196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05361570068176967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19003581353686808,0.0,0.07100385083193808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0574913733270993,0.0,0.0,0.16829486528611368,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,heythereitsbeth,2019/02/18,"I dyed my hair ginger. I’ve been getting better, anxiety wise, recently and I’ve always wanted to be ginger so I decided ‘screw it’ and dyed it. 

The best part: absolutely no regrets. ",1.1791428571428604,3.827837200000001,4.334285714285716,76.45571428571431,91.28571428571428,7.371428571428572,24.142857142857146,8.238735603445708,2.4879714285714294,142,6,24,4,5,51,27,35,0.165,0.593,0.242,0.6403,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,1,5,1,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,5,4,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,3,3,1,2,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34170733990737273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141586694816431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43096904730129537,0.3632010554876327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21455624267909906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4447116885479572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4054835236418939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24222168081127685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HipKuro,2019/02/18,"""....But nothing touches the tired spot"" Lincoln said that about his own struggles with depression. They didnt call it that back then. But he had an overshadowing somber feeling ""deep within"" that ""can't be got at.""

They say that more books have been written about Abraham Lincoln (over 15k) than any other person, aside from Jesus Christ. Some people who don't struggle with things like depression and anxiety may point to Lincoln and say, ""See? He had struggles but he didnt let that stop him and he achieved greatness despite of them. You can do it! You can achieve anything!"" Its another way of stating the ""have you tried just being happy?"" response.

I think people who have depression & anxiety and are 'high functioning' or 'overachievers' dont think that way about the disease. They dont think ""Get Over It! I worked through it so you can do, stop making excuses."" Its a certain type of hell to be in a meeting and suddenly just want to start crying. You are management. You are the person who guides this ship. But you feel like an impostor and a failure. You are a fraud and everyone knows it. You can't really vent these feelings to anyone. You can't shake these feelings of shame, regret, fear, guilt, and the sadness that covers and penetrates everything. You cry in your car alone. For no other reason than nothing can touch the tired spot.

If nothing else, people who have depression and anxiety are overachievers because they are trying to make the bad feelings go away. They dont accomplish things because of some can-do virtuous work ethic; they just want the feelings to stop. They want to feel normal. Not good or great---but normal. Like if they accomplish one more thing they will stop feeling like a loser. They will finally feel some self worth. They can make it go away because stopping those feelings deep within is all they want.

But its like Faust. No matter what he did he could never feel satisfied. And no matter what we do, nothing touches the tired spot.",4.126788665879577,6.777188479338843,3.8956284927194,85.60552066115704,74.67493112947659,6.903392365210547,27.451318378591104,7.957251820313856,1.911719937032665,1570,62,277,25,35,475,177,363,0.232,0.644,0.125,-0.9958,0,1,0,0,0,0,66.0,1,12,13,7,8,25,1,7,16,0,40,3,0,4,3,68,70,22,0,10,13,0,14,5,0,3,3,3,0,3,31,14,0,5,16,1,1,4,14,16,0,1,9,18,30,9,31,53,7,31,3,7,1,0,47,13,1,8,16,187,61,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281980825209675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07618070146218239,0.0,0.04781311427591827,0.0737260162466319,0.16136054612292067,0.0,0.0,0.04916228730196556,0.0,0.05785902211369135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13211685156988026,0.05406394061654474,0.058705794349716865,0.12858071001695573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179422584332049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05613670022254031,0.0,0.15446415441305408,0.0,0.0,0.2422311097054896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472078888146017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058734864159406965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718408211219945,0.06318996651103988,0.0,0.0,0.07911813723662336,0.3910585430071354,0.10045875280446476,0.0,0.07702101241125099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036733998725235764,0.0,0.07991742486476436,0.058972572825158616,0.05623321614473202,0.15503373269914614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748461509471826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428622495800505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03864045904011936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07189659315514299,0.0,0.17174922496433234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079712797504718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05422729673727295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377774647344813,0.2698568189906463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04764377922306015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14623200751466509,0.12278371156324518,0.0,0.0,0.06646554169780501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04504229524087973,0.07229024382425475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688077548512028,0.11182644177662944,0.0,0.0,0.056027853553190274,0.0,0.07334851560994958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04976567917557214,0.0,0.0,0.29391094659588746,0.0,0.2205093875805312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14013223584823892,0.1351551535139931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424325153464359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547155626034452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16588230299043508,0.11161738480393064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237282760997138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,account3452,2019/02/18,"Really bad anxiety over going to an airport (it sounds stupid I know) Hi, I think that this is the right place to post this. Please tell me if it's not. I might have anxiety I might not I've never been diagnosed with it so I don't know but I'm really panicking. I'm going abroad on a trip with my school tomorrow and it's my first time flying and I'm really stressed about going through the airport. It sounds so stupid but I have no idea what happens and I'm scared that I'll make myself look stupid because I don't know what to do. I feel like I can't control my breathing. This all sounds really stupid I know but if anyone can help me in anyway then thank you ",0.02390070921985909,2.3151586595744718,1.943014184397164,95.08416666666668,90.06382978723406,5.686524822695036,17.053191489361698,7.1686216300943375,0.12905957446808491,525,13,118,9,18,173,79,141,0.23,0.691,0.079,-0.9712,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,2,4,9,4,2,4,0,11,2,1,2,2,25,28,11,0,2,7,0,1,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,12,5,0,1,7,0,0,4,7,7,0,1,1,5,17,2,10,25,1,15,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,4,6,72,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24006743165017655,0.0,0.0,0.10971328800821242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310111078372032,0.09564928216719144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17598496818810686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925768729418996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793370856025289,0.11209466324954133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13346533682648282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675222390653094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13875267747643216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517170899744537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17712933259702268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34492876911108694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766570199143102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131762680626875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473689420628927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33290786751385404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101664408534055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639348155195249,0.17223718426339346,0.0,0.0,0.15027389633264654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4020755405427199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339980447455187,0.0,0.0,0.15709165956957505,0.15879864491534462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17973687305555788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371439656351049,0.14445923385062642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053991312620124,0.0,0.0,0.09149395478842938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Druidblue,2019/02/18,"What does one do for income who can't fit in any role society offers? I'm disabled from an incurable genetic anxiety disorder. I'm bored with life, but can't find any work environment I can function in. I have been officially disabled since 2015, though I last worked in 2002. I am on the medication that works best for me (after cycling through every option on the market). I have had two years of therapy in the past, to no effect. The social worker had no solutions for me, and agreed that I am not at fault for my circumstances.  


What can I do?  


I am unable to perform basic work tasks that jobs require. I can not work phones, travel (even locally), have meetings, meet deadlines, work overtime or weekends, work in dangerous environments, do physical labor, work sales, work outdoors, and other limitations. 

Working from home for yourself requires all of the things I am unable to do, so that is not a viable option either. I do not have the natural talent to create things to sell, and even if I did, I can not sell things, nor rely on ""hopeful"" income- I need guaranteed income to risk leaving disability.  


I can not return to school, as I already have a degree and am ineligible for a grant, and will not go into debt of that sort nearing 50. I also can't meet the responsibilities of classes, being unable to guarantee attendance or the ability to meet deadlines such as homework or projects. I won't volunteer, as firstly what would I be doing (can't work in those types of environments) and secondly, I will never work for free again- I was not paid owed wages for one stretch of my former career, and will not go through that again.  


To provide a good snapshot of my situation:   


Take any work environment you can think of, regardless of what it is, or where. Now consider that at any time on any day, I may have to leave on the spot without being able to communicate to others, and may be gone for up to two days (as I will end up home in bed.)  The vocational expert in my disability hearing said, in any generic workweek, he estimates I can accomplish 40% of work in that week, in a random spread.  


Tell me what employer and what job will accept such conditions?  


Clearly working for one's self would be the obvious path, but HOW do you work for yourself when you can't travel, meet with people, work phones, or sell things, and need guaranteed livable ($1200+) monthly income without being able to meet deadlines?  
Been trying to figure this out since 2003, and still no solutions, and conservative politicians keep slashing my benefits, so I'm being murdered by my nation and would love to have an answer.",9.052235137533273,7.565777985714291,9.070124223602487,67.97965838509317,60.97959183673471,12.031943212067436,38.855368234250214,10.940254816364696,4.245719609582964,2063,86,362,43,23,679,242,490,0.07400000000000001,0.813,0.112,0.974,10,0,0,0,0,0,77.0,0,3,0,26,15,13,2,1,18,0,57,3,0,2,4,66,74,32,1,8,20,0,0,0,0,11,2,2,4,1,24,17,0,5,6,3,9,6,22,5,0,7,9,2,36,9,75,47,3,54,0,0,0,1,21,28,0,13,20,270,60,33,0.12673290023132333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699264534092332,0.050674127263826765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585481540408772,0.0,0.04847516089688012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664991799970879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173223629795524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262344164433038,0.0,0.05545240751518739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05612386664363248,0.0,0.0,0.08370588535634059,0.0,0.05338896719502852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05791578742567877,0.05389947009761577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202522776229296,0.05314877195615431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07141859461366792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12712343210109467,0.06293718274196695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576284827228273,0.056323012375313175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05165211425169937,0.0,0.1341918425587532,0.0,0.0,0.044757597685255834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057190695220773725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06383503200286811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05057849593112351,0.0,0.0,0.09397083969477826,0.04887211274693575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881623960497318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06049044669868259,0.043930317930054766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06027600483106196,0.0,0.0,0.06413023049036484,0.0,0.0,0.06610502717989819,0.0,0.0,0.10483476469300584,0.07122654488018791,0.0,0.0645941159676874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05060452891614792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04764368443495922,0.0,0.055385070390434346,0.0,0.07246505814814601,0.0,0.16839141519534118,0.04060266260900259,0.0622572155095975,0.0,0.03694948664193557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04302166014550647,0.0,0.1237996285153654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05082874407743433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216599334890453,0.0,0.7842360163746626,0.0,0.0,0.13504112426968284,0.0,0.0,0.04080591632381141
anxiety,pav125,2019/02/18,"Best ways to improve public speaking/reduce social anxiety when beginning a new job? I'm a very type B person. I think my interpersonal skills when one on one or in a small group are ok, but I am deathly terrified of public speaking, or even speaking up in a medium sized meeting. Anytime I have to give a presentation, introduce myself publicly in front of a large group of people, or something similar, my heart begins to race and I have a panic attack where I'm short of breath and my voice is shaky. It's embarrassing because I don't have any mental anxiety about these situations, but its entirely physical and I have no control over it. It's like muscle memory.

I have had a prescription for beta blockers which have been an absolute miracle and basically gotten rid of any anxiety symptoms when in these situations. I will still use them during major presentations, but I don't want to feel reliant on them, and would prefer to go through some sort or training that can rewire my brain into not becoming stressed in these situations. I'm about to graduate college and begin a great job in a major city in which I will often have to give presentations to clients, and I will be surrounded by a lot of type A corporate individuals.

At this point it's absolutely essential that I get over this and am able to assimilate into my new job seamlessly. Would joining a Toastmasters club or Dale Carnegie help? I figure that practice is what will help me get over it, by teaching my brain to become less stressed in these situations. Unfortunately, I am unable to take a public speaking course at my university. I checked a local community college, but was confused if I was able to enroll not being a student, and if what I found was even a legitimate course. I believe this form of social anxiety I have is probably my biggest weakness and a major barrier that once its overcome, will allow me to thrive professionally.

Any advice, tips, or similar experiences that can be shared would be appreciated. I begin my new job this summer, and I feel like the longer I go without fixing this, the harder it will be to do so.",9.777336146272855,8.111945637974685,10.145548523206752,61.409490154711676,59.708860759493675,13.233473980309427,41.43811533052039,12.06081838636515,5.126794655414908,1697,77,284,44,18,575,199,395,0.106,0.7759999999999999,0.118,0.774,4,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,2,3,11,14,1,6,21,1,39,6,4,3,0,49,60,27,1,7,15,0,2,2,0,9,2,4,0,1,26,13,0,3,6,1,1,3,6,8,0,2,7,6,36,6,46,39,8,44,0,0,0,0,20,25,0,14,17,210,62,12,0.17900653613029474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746155768136492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18259587444642209,0.0,0.27387902035448003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018228885354108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05456036147321435,0.1976986553266292,0.0,0.10083953351855718,0.0939281579215493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19983049533729969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003855257524216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823212886320948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755137049833857,0.0,0.0,0.09051108321208283,0.06394115258933986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813571369600672,0.0,0.0,0.09352352690576204,0.17171938070848844,0.10173353969009044,0.0,0.0,0.0986776690161184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606180359863347,0.1199843078722986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552727318953439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745355158386682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760924778418336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019824281635402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593284420824527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531805941871242,0.12129946160745547,0.0,0.0,0.10501280051804067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062050296563938824,0.07815080137250148,0.0,0.0,0.08460951833444623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649966105365394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40242169338061495,0.0,0.18247462076018087,0.0,0.06890398849059644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147742549291132,0.0,0.2050513823372989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302816570895596,0.06729531876584463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05735008019257965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730208652730465,0.0,0.07384956969426816,0.05279134645453768,0.07104352815590599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627795648323291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19074166097780135,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,technopelogy,2019/02/18,"For the last few months I am unable to fall asleep due to my anxiety. I don't know what it is but whenever I go to sleep my anxiety kicks in and I start to overthink. As a result, I end up falling asleep really late and as a University student it makes it harder for me to get up in the morning/I miss lectures.

I've tried drinking calming tea, breathing exercises, music but nothing works. I tried reading before sleeping but I always end up scrolling on my phone. I don't know what to do. ",0.8701666666666661,3.2861487500000024,3.1180000000000017,87.55066666666669,86.5,5.7333333333333325,25.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,1.3663333333333334,385,17,77,6,12,131,63,100,0.078,0.883,0.039,-0.1655,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,0,5,8,5,2,0,9,12,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,2,0,2,3,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,12,1,16,12,1,16,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,7,48,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17784223538719274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270089548677921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818702815990872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20937609695180104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3786064168681244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166620484263322,0.0,0.12146888230430802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349231537062757,0.17422019427734473,0.24109912708041256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14266784159379733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17059892929912965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050817217925783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21378994671422824,0.0,0.13692226116115974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4277729250851561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15128068595305205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902201428642368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555995199940117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,djbiker90,2019/02/18,"The worry trick Has anyone else read this book? I got it last week and am currently steaming through it.

It seems to offer some similarities to standard cbt but attacks some of the main techniques used there.

I'm finding it quite useful but just wondered how anyone else had got on?

I have some up coming cbt in a few weeks so I'll guess I'll see how it compares - been about 18 months since my last session.",4.16,5.5269496296296285,4.388580246913584,87.64361111111117,71.22222222222223,6.387654320987655,27.08024691358025,6.42735559955562,0.997261728395062,324,11,65,2,6,101,61,81,0.08800000000000001,0.86,0.052000000000000005,-0.2431,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,6,2,2,0,3,0,5,0,0,4,0,17,15,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,1,3,0,8,11,5,10,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,6,6,38,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25145301198892456,0.36847076480666185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045584880072572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15488937495885574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004143889996089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16434200172964547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876190744862221,0.0,0.19807968435706344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931363701334719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352168269251755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19124881056965015,0.17985747637002455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328434766155393,0.1636911943509516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14873971197071248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105941732213266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28846357507644715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19499499250273847,0.0,0.18260458235010324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,I_Only_Know_Maths,2019/02/18,"I really struggle to get to sleep Every single night when I start thinking about going to sleep, I get this big bubble of anxiety in my chest. If I push past it, I lie in bed until that anxiety turns to dread. Does anyone else suffer from this or can give me tips on what to do to help get some more sleep! I'm starting to fall behind in class from this",5.387027027027028,4.530138648648652,6.135810810810809,84.02236486486487,67.91891891891892,9.021621621621623,25.256756756756765,8.07648339933343,1.2276594594594594,276,5,60,3,4,91,53,74,0.165,0.8,0.035,-0.8436,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,4,12,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,0,17,12,3,14,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,3,6,38,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994339998253812,0.0,0.0,0.13684442090489166,0.20052720001847146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712664370268057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634899211148008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16489343921684996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30674993326896755,0.18774209483635976,0.11122604669160324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311797492775523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18365982354167948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868265733531201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537632292423687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5875516070823079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27704795368410445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20459774557277807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540255095219882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21287540686513706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Potentialfriend96,2019/02/18,"Does anybody else get anxious about posting or commenting on Reddit because of the fear of rejection? I love how reddit has introduced me to a lot of my current interests and topics of discussion and i really wish to connect with people who have the same personality and interests as me. However, that never happens because im afraid that every time i share my oppinion or try to join in on a joke in the comments im going to get ignored or downvoted. In comments on my favourite topics i see so many people with great taste in jokes and interesting personalities and i want to make a digital approach or make my presence known but i am terrified to do so. What can you do to help yourself overcome this?",6.874626865671643,7.312459261194036,7.938022388059704,67.98449626865673,64.59701492537313,11.177611940298505,39.13805970149254,10.9516,4.677092537313431,567,30,95,15,8,193,85,134,0.091,0.745,0.16399999999999998,0.6549,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,4,12,0,2,6,0,6,2,0,3,1,22,16,14,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,7,1,1,1,2,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,2,13,8,22,16,2,13,0,1,1,1,11,7,0,5,3,68,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20949580187012834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22608650058801655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16228086672220404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154912349199523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624223109591112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086729352153036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937707737800959,0.0,0.10539052234952867,0.0,0.0,0.20444960656088565,0.0,0.0,0.16398506390790502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429734499486746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4006166923606429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576554990822152,0.16736794676282885,0.0,0.24756691693897065,0.1880082972249492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14302370574164616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571231940513585,0.3238402518489965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17760143401906328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879839800371175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777264813238622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081322702815303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259024199143881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093780398347942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21324825833721348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fitnesswannabee,2019/02/18,"How have you guys gotten your physiological anxiety symptoms in control? (shaking, heart rate) My anxiety makes me shake a lot and stutter around new people, which makes me more anxious. Has anyone found a way to manage physiological symptoms like that? I hate that my anxiety is so obvious. Shaking is the worst.",4.962777777777777,8.242138981481483,6.057037037037041,67.66666666666669,75.85185185185185,8.044444444444443,33.074074074074076,8.841846274778883,3.661651851851852,251,13,37,6,6,83,43,54,0.328,0.633,0.039,-0.9406,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,1,3,7,1,3,3,0,4,3,1,4,1,9,9,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,2,0,7,1,3,7,3,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,26,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4811332028966646,0.2368390043234868,0.0,0.14658855166058962,0.0,0.0,0.18662836131306745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23513452261861384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22986475409469934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075813590621336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206980883721382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24843015335437701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024218827806398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17823255213439354,0.0,0.0,0.2798791268743874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20247629982325216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534134031322948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.435802535676474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664063215575482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,2621759912014199,2019/02/18,"I Will Get Better: A Panic Attack Fueled Pep Talk I Will Get Better:

A Panic Attack Fueled Pep Talk

Written by me, girl crashing at her parents' house for the fourth time in the last five days because she's terrified of being alone in her apartment

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**I will get better**. Not because I have to, because, of course, giving up is actually an option. It’s not a pretty or desirable option, but it is an option. But it’s an option I refuse to take. **I refuse to give up**, and I refuse to stop fighting because I long for the days when I wake up and the world is sunshine and roses and beautiful. I long for the days when I sit on my patio and watch as the world lazily wakes up around me.

**I will get better**. No matter how many times I fall down, I will get back up again. No matter how many times things seem like they’re darker than they have been, I’ll strike my matches again. Again, and again, and again. Because I need the light in order to survive the dark. I need the bad to balance out the good. And I can’t be me without my demon.

**I will get better**. Because I’ve gotten better so many times before this. I’ve gotten through worse and come out on top. I’ve survived undergrad, having multiple panic attacks each week, feeling like the world was crashing down around me. I had absolutely nothing going for me, and I still pushed through for what might be. I pushed through, because I could imagine what it might look like if there was light at the end of my tunnel. I knew it was there somewhere; I just couldn’t see it.

**I will get better**. I will always get better. I have my tools and my resources and my loved ones. I will always get better, because I am a fighter. **I am a warrior**. Even if it means I have to kick, scratch, and claw my way out of bed each day. Even if it means 15 showers in a day because that’s how many times I have to restart my day. Even if it means wearing the most obscenely colored lipstick on the planet because that’s the only thing that makes me feel like me. 

**I will get better**. I know that my brain lies to me sometimes. I know that my disease lies every single day. My demon sits on my shoulder and tells me things that aren’t true. That I’m a failure, that I’ll choke on my dinner, that everyone around me hates me, that I’m going to die alone. But **I refuse to believe that**. I refuse to accept the things my demon tells me. 

**I will get better**. Because I have permission to fail. I have permission to cry, and scream, and throw up when the anxiety gets too bad. I have permission to suck at things. **I have permission to be upset about things that nobody else knows about**. I have permission to feel fed up and tired. Because I know I don’t want to give up. I want to be happy, and I want to feel the way I have so many times before.

**I will get better**. Because I want to get better. I know that giving up is an option, but I refuse to do that. I will say no to myself when every fiber of my being begs to give up. To lay on the shower floor and cry alone until the water runs cold. I refuse to stay down. I am powerful, I am strong, I am thunder. **I am a force to be reckoned with**.",-0.7035955354770138,1.402686255086074,1.1832599580712824,97.31627358490569,101.15962441314554,3.4128856999438977,16.20044586175333,5.348583876770743,-0.6986798181120264,2403,65,515,16,106,781,232,639,0.183,0.6859999999999999,0.131,-0.9894,5,3,0,0,3,0,131.0,0,0,1,19,30,38,6,4,32,0,55,10,5,4,1,91,110,39,1,13,13,1,5,4,0,15,1,3,4,1,32,29,3,8,17,0,0,8,10,14,0,2,10,16,91,24,80,76,4,83,3,1,5,1,25,38,1,14,35,352,123,2,0.0,0.0,0.04407801051573016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14034305503548608,0.0,0.0,0.07516774037570224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0345538338608317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062881581515847,0.0,0.1541573138006158,0.0,0.03473184369064177,0.07542774166429743,0.35794644836686795,0.0,0.0768702557046274,0.05088951294325742,0.0,0.5193231062232774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05042306436817082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03890872518094755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036063429250679235,0.0,0.0992311105276628,0.20390994514542016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04687784641965589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037732545906047486,0.0,0.0400059479484134,0.0,0.0,0.08950024720690418,0.0,0.07611293983666345,0.043160506093521296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135434843680428,0.06453687356066948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303820036479847,0.21664904978870747,0.05134068062571424,0.03788525508944488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04808278467863306,0.0,0.044594613458922884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052118467507685166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411732924119978,0.036818414655923004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826833068286688,0.0,0.0,0.07994552949376417,0.03793022438856518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040766399625736215,0.0,0.03015037247349135,0.22896921202264164,0.0,0.14760544921273214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583343368124894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06698384744887351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043340462927561316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03060739328165768,0.034352734292965155,0.0,0.15898676098656558,0.050154353739102896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045952676002587935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03591986129732815,0.0,0.0,0.035993503798279716,0.04111977143192741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04467287255246508,0.0,0.0,0.04814368776055822,0.03607167985463598,0.03776294861130797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033961144760004884,0.07260957425345113,0.07895864542719683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18004795270183313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580289450159164,0.05191462881739936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656637590239502,0.07170541987799509,0.036231503840546034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043540891453680584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04603063361069997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cagedbutterfly19XX,2019/02/18,"Painting helps me feel relaxed.I have been dabbling with a lot of art lately and just thought I would share that it helps ease my anxiety. What activities/hobbies seem therapeutic to you? ​

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anxiety,question4udocs,2019/02/18,"My girlfriend doesn't want to believe that she's experiencing anxiety, and I don't know what to do. As someone who has had a profound past experience with anxiety, I'm well aware of the physical effects on your body that it can have. I am also familiar with the brain's reluctance to acknowledge that it is actually anxiety, because ) It seems very real, and in many ways it IS real. 2) you don't want your problem to seem less important or to be discounted as ""it's in your head"" etc. I don't have to spell it out, everyone on this page knows what I'm saying.

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She's in an extremely stressful semester of nursing school, and she's been stressing specifically over some upcoming exams, as well as some hopelessness about her situation never ending. She has been telling me that she sometimes gets short of breath, she has tightness/lump in her throat, her heart rate spikes up, she sometimes gets dizzy and starts to go down a hypochondriac path. Her health is fine, as confirmed by her doctors.

She gets offended when I tell her that I really think it's anxiety. What can I do to help her? While you're here, do you know of any supplements you have found useful that I could get for her, and offer for her to try? I'm not sure what else to do in this situation because the first step in fighting anxiety is admitting that you have anxiety.",7.329752747252747,6.916957173076924,7.537472527472527,74.10038461538464,63.80769230769231,11.736263736263735,36.263736263736256,11.20814326018867,4.030412087912088,1075,46,205,28,14,350,142,260,0.129,0.8079999999999999,0.063,-0.9245,0,0,0,0,2,1,34.0,0,7,0,2,6,10,2,2,6,0,27,8,6,2,2,31,47,14,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,21,8,0,0,10,0,1,2,6,6,2,1,4,2,33,4,37,41,5,23,0,1,0,0,33,13,0,5,7,143,54,3,0.0,0.0,0.10114651773453648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288810496103008,0.0,0.11230369847342796,0.12594493633299875,0.07048490583122091,0.0,0.4757474207898168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636699330308146,0.0,0.0,0.11677698161036992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513072454871805,0.0,0.1157066145833597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827553295530495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608919097952008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865854783144816,0.0,0.09180229044609614,0.0,0.11559608512728628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904110562027273,0.0,0.10138865607470983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816382592116684,0.0,0.11364582950485545,0.0,0.0,0.2166093951555474,0.0,0.05890614166397976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637382435998656,0.11017408947836332,0.0,0.12282461903813753,0.06947377097573493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708884157388839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508386469142496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994053434694302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894474292563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099178139298099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23595061294114206,0.06640023321121524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242588186768822,0.0,0.10489836851822656,0.0,0.18871639811852506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330117417633329,0.0,0.0,0.08782150066330839,0.0,0.2050231143834441,0.0,0.0733633285226867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237459264921898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976879995986544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811876701455669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641412376991664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037089880547479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951949718391992,0.0,0.08552131828866749,0.12226978604524626,0.08227178856863017,0.0,0.0,0.18638588093253355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594493633299875,0.0
anxiety,OpoidDopeyoyd,2019/02/18,"I'm in a vicious cycle. I've been dealing with anxiety my entire life. Since as far back as I can remember, this incapacitating trepidation has always had a hold over me.

It's a fear of death. Its a fear of leaving all this behind. Having to let go of everything I've ever known. Letting go of my identity, my ego.

And theres such a great irony in it all, because I can actually be quite spiritual you know? I have the ability to comprehend that I am greater than just the sum of my experiences alone. That i'm not really this identity, but the mind, and this impregnable ego has been convincing me otherwise. 

Even if I can take a step back and attempt to see the world as an objective bystander, there's still that part of me that desires more than anything to be heard, to be something, to be valued.

So I have these episodes. Where I convince myself im dying, time and time again.. How many times can I actually die? I know its illogical, I know i've been here before, but as soon as my heart starts pounding, its a heart attack, as soon as I get that pain in my side, its a blood clot, or cancer. I dont want to die, but yet, figuratively of course, it may be the best thing for me.

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anxiety,scotch2019,2019/02/18,"What do you do to stop worrying about things that are out with your control and will (most likely) not be a problem to worry about ? I have diagnosed Anxiety disorder.  I am on medication for this but as I am sure most of you know - this does not take away all your anxiety.  I catch myself getting so worked up about things that well are highly unlikely.  For example if I am moaning/bitching about someone to another person - I was away CONVINCED that person was recording our conversation and will put it on the internet and show everyone!  Or when I’m talking to friends about my partner that again they are recording the conversation and it will some how get out in to the public domain.  Thoughts like these really trigger me and keep me away at night with the awful sinking feeling in my stomach and I was just wondering what you guys do when struggling with these thoughts ?

Ps I have tried meditation, just telling myself “it’s ok nothing to worry about etc” but I don’t find these help like at all!",4.781587301587301,6.7081470529100535,5.119767195767197,80.79838095238098,70.53439153439155,8.426243386243385,31.647619047619052,9.029198982220553,2.8315612698412687,799,36,145,16,15,253,112,189,0.102,0.747,0.151,0.922,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,5,1,2,14,10,0,1,5,2,19,3,1,3,3,37,29,15,0,2,8,0,1,3,2,3,2,0,0,4,16,11,0,3,6,1,0,2,3,2,1,0,5,1,22,8,31,20,6,20,0,0,0,0,18,13,0,6,8,119,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938484929010295,0.20337656047559727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3746659940870996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14908818443002764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491742902630735,0.0,0.0,0.1523450928089108,0.0,0.1163247290145231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482479978048157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701680677518806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06721154751017011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149225939576487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269855445927126,0.0,0.13889704440320222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13161796744873755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909771845441049,0.14044396804873133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815103158587895,0.0,0.0,0.07305283581022841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19482327451896544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390929505329974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474235801961125,0.0,0.12754640071385984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321322920022041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12719254774727382,0.0,0.1336276782816871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515601213048259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262804984454068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113236570096324,0.0,0.13896346373464138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252814949062638,0.0,0.09994405886944034,0.10684115059952523,0.1161834732396973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17662069708700473,0.0,0.0,0.2110573193786384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024825399709316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951673638821418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14415293692838388,0.09677195292963782,0.4049794280021621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,strawberryrhubarbjam,2019/02/18,"I’m going out without makeup today.. I managed to make my depression fuck off long enough to take my first shower in almost a week, but I just don’t feel like wearing any makeup today so I’m not going to! 

For the past 8ish years, every single day I cake my face with foundations and power to cover up redness, uneven skin tone, blemishes...etc. It has become almost like a mask and whenever I’m not wearing it, I’m anxious. Today I am taking a huge step and embracing my natural face. No makeup! I’m just going to get my taxes done but I feel like this is a small win for me. I’m incredibly anxious of bumping into someone I know but I’m forcing myself to do this anyway. Fingers crossed it goes okay and nobody dies from looking at my face. ",3.0154415011037514,4.510625947019868,5.102930463576161,80.88940673289186,74.29801324503312,6.887637969094922,25.828366445916124,7.492282038375204,1.5050260485651212,582,20,108,7,12,202,94,151,0.079,0.767,0.154,0.9285,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,4,7,1,0,5,1,6,8,7,1,0,21,25,8,1,0,8,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,0,3,0,1,5,5,2,0,1,1,6,14,5,18,24,2,22,0,1,2,1,0,8,1,2,12,65,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044494287142146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337789183849233,0.0,0.0,0.34347559791296434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16789265038653886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803945011797208,0.0,0.13093343655960354,0.0,0.15777135331453074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556785402820125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570758978816128,0.1695409739761407,0.0,0.0,0.12808226529091055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537303895641245,0.21720430134960805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930698214977213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053878811049422,0.07942346790251628,0.0,0.25918709841835896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354547190102345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22280589420610356,0.0,0.0,0.13453171746376585,0.1276573752927039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014736262731846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511899833769035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12880490495944127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228598204829222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4322877024012672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194018774605488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14654054940305206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789502353422176
anxiety,heyitsathrowaway94,2019/02/18,"Does anyone know how to stop a downward spiral of anxiety from getting worse? For context: I’ve had anxiety issues for probably about 8 or so years now. Honestly I feel like I’ve always has some anxiety issues, but I’m just talking about being diagnosed with Generalized Anxiety Disorder. 

Around 8 years ago my anxiety got really bad really fast, and to make this as short as possible, it took 6 months to get to therapy and a few years to finally get to some kind of normal again. 

After that I was completely fine (at least I think so) for maybe 3 or so years. Up until last September everything was good. Then in September this current spiral started, and I made the mistake of thinking that it wasn’t like the original spiral and tried to ignore it, which was a massive mistake and I’m so angry that I didn’t notice me getting worse and worse. I definitely won’t make that mistake again, but I need to climb out of this current hole before I can even think of a next time. 

So currently: I’ve slowly been getting worse and worse (it started just being slightly nervous about driving around, but now just leaving the house is like a multiple day ordeal of me stressing about every little detail. The thought of even going five minutes away from home makes me sick. I had things that I needed to help family with today, and I was literally up all night so stressed out that I actually made myself sick. I still feel sick and it’s almost the end of the day. This can’t continue. I’m going to call my doctor tomorrow and try to schedule an appointment to get Xanax or something. I don’t know. I just feel horrible about everything. Can anyone give me advice or something?",5.742483311081443,6.643896314641744,6.582643524699602,75.09383177570095,67.1619937694704,9.977214063195373,32.10814419225634,10.07000556051586,3.3272200267022702,1331,54,236,31,21,441,165,321,0.231,0.6940000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.9955,3,0,2,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,1,25,15,0,3,12,0,18,6,0,7,1,56,50,28,0,6,11,0,3,3,0,1,6,0,1,0,17,16,0,2,9,0,0,5,5,8,0,1,14,3,22,7,45,33,5,51,0,0,0,0,4,12,0,7,37,156,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.08023811788314586,0.0,0.0,0.0803476951318596,0.07288602884064327,0.0,0.08233479674700139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841640471866238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145031459224565,0.0,0.0,0.11498494065903905,0.0,0.0,0.14639240791848376,0.0,0.0,0.07725153350022418,0.0,0.06865305348978402,0.0,0.0,0.06996600534788551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395922211216768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620960644635071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605450281502378,0.0,0.0,0.08345495817082564,0.0,0.0,0.09423506984719612,0.08415907144014062,0.07195419794314882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282547306363192,0.0,0.0,0.10861547972082312,0.0,0.06927670926603555,0.0,0.14779407037939196,0.0,0.07751284620194644,0.0,0.12472377201089392,0.05874036972157225,0.0,0.09007164869292733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577498055153493,0.07887611892108506,0.09345883664093416,0.06896503558877956,0.0657615153435956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05511257085457032,0.0,0.08247671297327709,0.0,0.0,0.09487469354539396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17163960698360922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562295457042671,0.09037559343965908,0.06702299538628709,0.0,0.08706264375612441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051051033972215,0.08240938639930748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15560342264209578,0.16465415152202095,0.0,0.08260439546821444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562988463391896,0.0,0.0,0.12193512785590252,0.0,0.0,0.08744545369740972,0.07716103357281519,0.08056141443002889,0.0,0.09361181628224216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269446029830876,0.0,0.0,0.08865066610080262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534875266498032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265990866703074,0.0,0.0,0.1163962049143949,0.0,0.06566366463809613,0.06874239301721614,0.18837311375617105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06608800522331078,0.0,0.0,0.09402955383903623,0.0,0.05462553279392812,0.15805618655530365,0.0,0.06527614663097517,0.04794509012081045,0.0,0.07793811113119639,0.0,0.09135315487953843,0.11164849962933802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4189630342518714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117965377507504
anxiety,capri71,2019/02/18,"A Water Experiment I get awful anxiety out of nowhere. Water has helped... a lot... but I forget to drink it. I avoid tea, coffee, cola, etc. but only drinking the water really brings me back on track.

Who wants to try drinking 4 pints of water each day and comparing notes?",1.833910256410256,4.417757134615388,4.128461538461536,80.89987179487181,83.42307692307692,6.543589743589743,20.2051282051282,7.793537801064563,1.2323358974358969,209,6,37,4,6,72,42,52,0.168,0.8320000000000001,0.0,-0.7579,0,1,3,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,1,8,0,0,0,9,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,8,1,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,6,4,3,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19323623251956012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19423172115339707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16290435271801024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7423475269227456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817127451401449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24708861547885075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197165644758416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693106363875653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21474917972472607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19211161859068754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16182028963420142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17149697637805328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14898842394435827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,badbadly,2019/02/18,"I start a job tomorrow and I'm too bad to say no Please bear with me y'all, english is not my first language.  


I got called today for a data-entry job, it's gonna be just 8 days of intense typing and sitting on my ass for hours, I accepted because I felt happy when I got this opportunity, I didn't even ask how much I'll get paid, I just want to work, I need to save up money as soon as possible..

  
The thing is not about the job really, it's because I was gonna go out with some friends on the 27th (job ends on the 28th) and we were going to a theme park, already paid for my ticket (my friend got em cheap).. but it's not about the money in this case.. it's 'cause I have to call my friend who organized this (she has a job and asked for a ""break-day"" on the 27th to go out with us) and tell her that I can't go.. I'm so nervous about it.. I'm always afraid I'm gonna screw up for saying no, or giving wrong information(?) for getting too nervous.

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All I know is that I gotta tell her soon, so she can sell the ticket I guess.. and tell her we can meet up other day.. I think I just need courage for it, I feel a knot in my throat.",1.7026027996500446,2.1726596889763776,3.6645144356955406,93.92324584426949,76.1259842519685,6.746806649168852,21.591426071741036,6.691623216298621,0.12981084864391956,867,19,222,7,18,296,134,254,0.09,0.794,0.115,0.468,5,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,3,1,0,3,15,14,1,3,13,0,12,3,2,2,1,36,43,14,0,3,8,0,2,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,14,13,0,0,6,2,6,4,7,6,0,1,9,4,33,8,33,29,3,27,0,0,0,2,25,11,2,3,11,134,47,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558135021795805,0.0,0.08715067990151235,0.11348393540096,0.12726853356725235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958323974225163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745212955216147,0.12769502607444008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21389908812561648,0.0,0.0,0.10759511508838553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20264267170176914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927670712564284,0.0,0.0,0.0691786783040105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05295884603177932,0.0,0.10056522072745763,0.0,0.0,0.08909036889739204,0.0,0.0,0.24276171884623896,0.0,0.10944290767453843,0.1004745487611104,0.23810082361255744,0.0,0.2513064284998055,0.0,0.11538107738058928,0.0,0.0,0.1114958985159395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314615585230677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5196831492903689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05756144631654754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699472295036773,0.1553242872117924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497123259669505,0.0,0.1180767284004586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06709805535151775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16658424576200634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413432814804301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746377474707356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958349159897616,0.06711209189072154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927968888827916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598731335106206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06177737995125347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625075073029387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451492034900106,0.12726853356725235,0.0
anxiety,oktaS0,2019/02/18,"Not really sure what it was... This happened last Friday, even though I've experienced it before, it was never this severe.

Let me explain

On Friday, we had a meeting in my company, I just recently started on a new position and, we are still meeting and greeting and telling something about ourselves.

English is not my native language, but the company I work for is American and English is used for all of the work we do, which makes sense. That is not a problem for me, however, since the interview I had for this position, I noticed something strange is going on with my body whenever I speak in English. This never happened before, sure there was some shyness in the first few sentences when meeting someone new but mostly I cruised through it.

Now, on the interview for this new position, everything was perfectly fine until the interviewer asked me a question. I sensed the heart in my chest start to pound like crazy, my palms got sweaty, my voice started shaking and I was overwhelmed with sweat, but I managed to control myself and calm down. After a couple of minutes, we were talking, laughing as if nothing happened to me but, I knew something was wrong with me.

This happened again, after I got the position. 
On the first meeting we had as a team, same thing as described above as we were introducing ourselves. Only this time, after I was done talking, my whole body started to shake.

I have never experienced something like that.
My head was shaking, my chest, my heart felt as if it's going to burst out of my chest... A cold sweat swept over me. I tried to control it, to calm down but, I think it only got worse. I just lowered my head, feeling ashamed and broken. My body felt alien to me, like I wasn't in control anymore.
I remember thinking, what the fuck is going on!? What is happening to me!? Screaming inside me. Wondering how many of my coworkers there noticed it. I was sitting at the middle of the table, of course they noticed. Even the guys on the TV(we use TVs with cameras connected through hangouts to communicate with our offices in the US) seemed freaked out.

I've had what I think are panic attacks before in my life but, nothing came even close to this.

Is this what a panic/anxiety attack is or is this something else, also, what would you recommend for me to?

I also experience light head tremors during social events when trying to drink out of a cup or drink from a glass or trying to eat. Like if I'm surrounded with people I don't know. Not always, depends on the location, who's with me, who's around me....

I would love to hear your thoughts or similar experiences and any advice you have for me. ",5.3534406438631805,6.687919796780688,5.6892474849094565,79.56525955734406,68.33601609657947,8.255452716297787,33.71710261569416,8.591530228387361,2.8420770221327976,2077,97,370,32,35,663,222,497,0.121,0.7879999999999999,0.091,-0.9489,2,0,7,0,0,0,79.0,8,3,1,9,18,25,3,6,26,0,36,20,14,8,7,81,72,33,0,6,19,0,3,4,0,2,1,4,0,1,30,27,3,3,14,5,0,8,9,13,0,2,25,11,64,12,72,44,6,60,0,1,0,2,33,26,1,13,29,280,94,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555231559873796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072918214804548,0.05581807601187056,0.0,0.0,0.04561845114606925,0.0,0.05131798602180427,0.0,0.0665278884631002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059717713802386774,0.06271315184958855,0.15263222612076852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124699057841272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235408533770446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672459443911993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257164349727809,0.0,0.07422559295923466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864876447637018,0.0,0.1314307691789848,0.0,0.06864222108703562,0.056038883302283314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292222372806722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060289492618503214,0.13123926035979924,0.0,0.0,0.0339189653671481,0.0,0.12881958330237558,0.0,0.0,0.11412080751773734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062016759343115076,0.0,0.0,0.11437371933799526,0.0,0.16095618925894842,0.0,0.0,0.06642229564663174,0.29660449625667595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20653822485368892,0.0,0.07560693708428723,0.1589863479861243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03686682868660559,0.05468125176116628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859647760005103,0.047382406368233945,0.1310926300796403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06054464273280681,0.0,0.044778139507717696,0.06801120170529545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521465132246984,0.1943663059495224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873507927676212,0.2291218677013936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203864181077066,0.0,0.1574138952920255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04650661080349428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641889642750199,0.0,0.0,0.07514783621689879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04297481509142791,0.0,0.06623594960043762,0.0,0.07599148015297945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061069456548942434,0.0,0.07578421509958315,0.0,0.055491398992561836,0.0,0.0,0.06838223698467248,0.0568388478403707,0.2582172167572637,0.0,0.0,0.18992556653982506,0.0,0.05357223079843367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264490655040223,0.0,0.0,0.10783686497988146,0.0586331270598399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0445666818392269,0.12895141554966558,0.06590828903228263,0.05325607110447732,0.039116388763254864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366339943880831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069207768784027,0.11587561225332485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489529898020586,0.0,0.0,0.07274819069605085,0.09767382664221484,0.0,0.06836287462984976,0.09530707272785743,0.07334426462028003,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Surgeon_Story,2019/02/18,"Worrying about things that can’t be quantified Does anyone ever worry about really stupid things that one shouldn’t worry about because you can’t predict it or quantify it like how long will I live ? Will I get accepted into that masters program ? It’s so pointless and exhausting. Leonardo DiCaprio said he too worried about things in and interview and he said  “you have to tell yourself, it’s just not worth it”. Anyone else worry about things of such nature?",5.484642857142855,7.8429277023809565,5.244761904761905,78.83357142857143,69.5952380952381,8.133333333333335,29.857142857142854,8.841846274778883,2.724257142857143,373,15,60,7,7,115,57,84,0.235,0.716,0.049,-0.9465,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,1,11,4,1,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,1,11,10,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,12,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,2,2,4,2,9,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,3,44,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065677987061784,0.15134874339275484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004406860736823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292640600725175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233947021442799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361426400646648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717359861370947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216478580921501,0.0,0.1304326983212821,0.13072076854041156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009370125215078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462830440977373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810165133869001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291070917725063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3925340482925877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7500452333293847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bronze-Soul,2019/02/18,"I have an irrational fear of getting fired and once I do I'm scared to death that I'll never be able to get another job because of it. This fear has caused me to make some bad decisions. I left my job because I was scared I would get fired eventually because I saw a lot of my coworkers get fired. I went to my new job and only 6 months later I quit and am going back to my old job because I was scared I was going to get fired at my new job. I wasn't in any danger of being fired at either jobs. It was mostly in my head. Still I'm a nervous wreck about going back to my old job and getting fired there. I'm also a nervous wreck that I won't be able to find a job and provide for my family. I read about people trying to find a job and can't and it just wrecks me with fear thinking that could be me. I sent out 40 applications and only a few called back and only one wanted to hire me. That also scares me. I know nothing is guaranteed but goddamn it scares me terribly. Any advice? Thank you for reading.

TLDR; I'm scared of getting fired and not being able to find a job once I do and having to become homeless with a small child and wife.
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anxiety,ScreamingBears,2019/02/18,"I always freak out over things that might not be horrible [Yesterday](https://www.reddit.com/r/NoStupidQuestions/comments/arpnzx/kitchen_tube_light_broke_do_i_need_to_take_any), I broke a fluorescent tube light in my garage after accidentally rolling my garage can on it. Wearing gloves, I picked up the light and powder fell out. I started cleaning the powder with a push broom and got as much of the shards as possible with tape. However, I worry that I didn't do a good enough job cleaning up and that I contaminated my shoes by stepping in the powder or that my trash can wheels now have powder which will only track everywhere I roll it. I don't know why I can get my mind off of it, but I just worry that this will consume me forever",9.666637362637367,9.834267861538466,7.9005494505494545,71.4973076923077,58.84615384615386,10.813186813186817,33.18681318681319,10.290406445055957,3.1722197802197796,602,19,103,11,7,179,85,130,0.112,0.872,0.016,-0.8453,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,7,0,11,2,2,1,0,15,15,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,11,7,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,2,2,17,1,17,9,2,15,0,1,0,0,0,9,0,2,3,73,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21427506108614425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26608425705636696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454218460434536,0.0,0.0,0.2159933319261792,0.20596014618585556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555462302427803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152479865473774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731852088875929,0.2600191094312665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18930487957345807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19585354574475386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903121148274745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18227210287347992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17108308196571032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23236935042783602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5230427299332119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThrainnTheRed,2019/02/18,"I have alienated myself and need help with making new friends. Hey everyone,

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I'll just get right into it; I used to be a gym rat, during some time the gym was the only thing keeping me going. I wasn't working or in school and lived with my parents. I had friends back then, most of which I made at the gym. Now I'm really introverted and shy so I don't really start conversations with others. I've never ""made"" a friend really, all my life someone more confident and extroverted has made the first few steps in developing a friendship with me. I made many good friends at the gym but also some that I really didn't want to make. Those who I didn't like were egomaniacs, controlling ""alphas"". Especially my ""best friend"" who I'd known for some years. I finally decided to cut ties with most of them because I was always trying to please them, do what they wanted me to do. I finally figured out I was living for others and not myself and so began a journey of self-discovery. I left the gym and joined another. I didn't make any friends there since it was a Cross-Fit gym and I was just coming in at night to use their equipment. 

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It's been about 6 months since this happened, I've kept up with one friend but not often. I'm by myself most of the time. I live by myself now. My loneliness has become quite serious and I only really realized it after watching [this video](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n3Xv_g3g-mA) by Kurzgesagt. So I've decided that I need to make new friends. Some old acquaintances come to mind. Those that were not extroverted enough to make friends with me and vice versa. I kinda have the feeling that we could be good friends, real friends that I actually could talk to about my problems instead of burying them out of fear of being labelled as weak. 

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The problem is that I really don't know how to go about making friends with other shy and introverted people. I can reach them through messenger but I don't know what to say. 

Any help is greatly appreciated, thanks. ",4.767461538461539,6.513089797435902,5.2435897435897445,80.62307692307694,70.25641025641025,8.482051282051282,28.89743589743589,9.029198982220553,2.4076512820512823,1631,62,303,32,30,521,194,390,0.1,0.737,0.163,0.9801,1,0,0,0,0,0,75.0,1,0,6,5,16,24,1,1,14,0,30,2,0,14,2,79,62,22,0,8,9,1,1,1,12,0,2,1,0,0,23,25,0,3,8,6,0,6,11,6,0,2,19,3,44,18,48,38,12,37,0,0,1,0,28,12,0,10,20,206,67,2,0.0,0.0,0.054794484873856006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044903285997743736,0.04672145549251231,0.3041935325658363,0.341143128968091,0.0763681082237645,0.05887836917648336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04317602953220486,0.0,0.034228634154629366,0.06201347244885374,0.0,0.0,0.058926159349097014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673683219561864,0.0,0.0,0.06297721170866233,0.08966271414951978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058018155310754174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053653912021402114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06318457350510102,0.028391222771925295,0.0,0.0,0.12301957528603925,0.0,0.0477613222289821,0.0,0.0,0.5205779624520642,0.0,0.029336156330998106,0.0,0.06382289298096218,0.09419222930671677,0.0,0.06190578179439862,0.0,0.0,0.04965342684971174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527257641930303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04990886808520356,0.0,0.0,0.0617173510339199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06100734483323346,0.0,0.03966053917356058,0.02743214617590795,0.0,0.14874493728535193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125226666133824,0.22488412373107486,0.056927478704039865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05669568444837171,0.0,0.04481854529643155,0.0,0.0,0.08326930759545371,0.04330648744208701,0.10846040520079807,0.0,0.052693148823781365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05892017806198865,0.0,0.038048821364145724,0.08540949818593657,0.0,0.0,0.06234814015334361,0.0,0.0,0.03892747120665641,0.0,0.0,0.06163604613017544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745629558596832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059722637852345876,0.0,0.06391120812341086,0.2158274939644387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04795195475709748,0.0,0.04465288413652555,0.0,0.05682698916189709,0.0,0.0,0.058576893212061436,0.0,0.0,0.0928960334532798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04757587307478686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03974339290238845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04513139512850749,0.0,0.05169555017765933,0.0,0.0,0.037303690681806737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06548325371306454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0381222926554557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699147027944834,0.0,0.0,0.06623767275478075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04087800646583658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.341143128968091,0.03615888087323977
anxiety,shibahuman,2019/02/18,"Deep breaths.. Don’t know if this has been posted before, If so, sorry.
I’ve had breathing problems for as long as I can remember but recently it’s been getting worse. I can’t take deep breaths without feeling like I’m being deprived of oxygen. I went to the doctor about this, he just said I’m stressed. I broke down right then and there, and he sent me on my way. I’m almost certain this is because of anxiety. Does anyone else experience this? Taking deep breaths too often and not getting a satisfying breath in.",1.527783701447067,4.201417970297033,2.8617821782178225,88.38289413556744,87.11881188118812,5.087890327494288,25.591012947448593,6.67199483983844,1.2004510281797414,409,18,77,5,13,132,76,101,0.257,0.722,0.02,-0.9738,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,2,0,9,6,5,0,1,16,21,10,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,6,2,6,2,11,14,0,14,0,2,0,0,4,7,0,4,4,46,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20074906105810644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15336458882083334,0.0,0.0,0.1401783922783829,0.20541268924811704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222091037484417,0.0,0.17059141984322693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20519701558315484,0.17543903971321015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674730627967691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961052718795224,0.0,0.0,0.10136734856567664,0.14322102602677667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20948223387701656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017708333774127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794308422910117,0.0,0.0,0.17741610537713914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920018401758406,0.0,0.0,0.19182970486587064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19794715192666493,0.0,0.2271017047043979,0.17120652221695887,0.19069982493391466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22441792849671027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296460743769337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30146796578234075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15912955245582167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18584446929367365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932529669958172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043035000197085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Shamrck99,2019/02/18,"Do you ever do this? Hey 20m, Living with GAD


Do you constantly change your mind on things? Like your passions, ideas, dreams etc? And then find yourself having to explain why your such a “Flip-flopper” changing from one idea to the next? I find I get an idea, have anxiety around it and change to something else then constantly and I cant make decisions ",2.751995798319328,5.2781293676470575,2.9485714285714306,91.22500000000004,78.85294117647058,6.238655462184874,24.420168067226893,7.447530270364453,1.1499638655462183,279,10,55,4,7,85,52,68,0.025,0.8370000000000001,0.138,0.8253,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,5,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,1,1,15,9,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,8,2,7,9,1,8,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,7,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112911201767752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095552466800784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5025058738848565,0.0,0.0,0.3422170105366755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322721466501771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17659014677505638,0.0,0.14322693937503125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894384576711554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272573599974191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5362373052174593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735657176249035,0.0,0.13981648077693182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569269561882216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598775303445179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16839561533291902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729479062482784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218973096886308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519357861133208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287656763159046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mandirustag,2019/02/18,I have a group presentation for uni tomorrow and I’m pretty terrified I’ll have a huge panic attack. We did a practice run of it today in front of a few friends and I felt like I was pass out my anxiety was so bad. Anyone have any tips?,-0.09470588235294032,2.047210803921569,2.995588235294118,88.72514705882355,88.01960784313727,6.537254901960785,20.264705882352946,7.793537801064563,0.9609058823529412,185,6,41,4,6,66,39,51,0.265,0.55,0.185,-0.6997,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,1,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,8,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,4,1,5,2,5,4,1,9,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319496721392547,0.0,0.2609292892143709,0.0,0.0,0.23849474341917365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3880337222896636,0.0,0.0,0.28479194376488504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274953375381754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635216246723411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16663702845523504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001900600070502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470063303292431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32330894307155555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ALittleBorkedUp,2019/02/18,"Why do I goad myself? Woke up this morning to use the bathroom and when I laid down I couldn’t stop obsessing over my breathing, even though nothing was wrong.

I wasn’t stressed or thinking about anything in particular and I just wanted to go back to sleep, but I could tell if I didn’t do something to distract myself this was going to become an attack.

This isn’t a one-time thing either. When I encounter stressful situations I will often fixate and and have thoughts where I goad myself.
 
If I didn’t know any better I’d think I *wanted* to have an attack. I don’t understand why I do this or how I can learn to stop. 😞",2.5893414459556223,4.415153574803148,3.778869005010737,88.53368647100932,76.24409448818898,5.878024337866857,24.14387974230494,6.574015621080383,0.7240614173228348,492,16,100,4,11,160,76,127,0.193,0.76,0.047,-0.9495,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,10,8,2,4,4,0,16,2,2,2,0,26,27,13,0,6,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,6,0,0,2,6,7,0,0,7,0,19,1,12,17,1,12,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,5,5,75,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133764894057412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371977731850743,0.0,0.0,0.3793400594059209,0.0,0.1281987145863777,0.0,0.0,0.1841310454230369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14745181632126692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311373029009574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011812626750636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895035956291525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09162589932364183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997399062316378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129749549289113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18740220306673147,0.1668421283678061,0.0,0.0,0.1283505283698456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27877365302467555,0.3819583429419519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572213527460398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076250518052774,0.21365709753580328,0.1638032472714276,0.1323584258052663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17356319437130846,0.0,0.14399403963712684,0.0,0.0,0.19667358477282346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008808478879005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18228403270569107,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Solicitedcrab2,2019/02/18,"Has anyone else had a panic attack just in their body? I’ve been having a panic/anxiety attack on and off for the last two days. I don’t know why. I don’t really have any negative thoughts, just irritability. My breath is staggered and my chest flutters but it’s nothing really causing it, it’s just physical. It’s freaking me out and I don’t know what else to do but take my prn and nap. It’s affecting me at work too, and I don’t feel comfortable telling them about my anxiety issues. Any advice would be greatly appreciated. ",2.0504459691252137,4.426340716981134,4.198370497427103,82.12578902229845,80.50943396226415,7.628130360205834,24.730703259005146,8.575989854853784,1.989784905660378,420,16,82,10,11,144,69,106,0.146,0.765,0.08800000000000001,-0.2829,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,1,5,6,2,1,3,0,13,3,3,2,0,18,18,7,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,4,0,1,3,1,12,2,8,13,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,55,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16607392285148145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311446992234775,0.0,0.2600237435896957,0.0,0.0,0.1188335280355755,0.1741346449326724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3866870653447732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188776989792096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17458625309180134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960418522055768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839441169155509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859322143868595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873713209070657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17738444644662693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18680099420304824,0.13853255836138909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16307234480439886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.398801214933471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21774962671762224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778182636193725,0.0,0.14854446148755773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492192553680366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16601720482195845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15335413332094208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372618268499774,0.0,0.0,0.12072814895124355,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxiousunicorn12,2019/02/18,"does it ever get better I have really been struggling lately, please send ideas and techniques I can try to reduce my anxiety. :(",10.957826086956523,8.988653478260874,10.3104347826087,62.10739130434784,57.69565217391304,12.678260869565218,36.04347826086956,11.20814326018867,4.212339130434783,102,3,15,2,1,33,22,23,0.257,0.569,0.174,-0.3566,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25584678865421123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29578627842947525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29267196071995805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30252143252338315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17473185051914866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.377543681039157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772645151922265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3671162737713276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21425175238714084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496308114723959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22706378663116736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SpaceLobstersInc,2019/02/18,"Why do I goad myself? Woke up this morning to use the bathroom and when I laid down I couldn’t stop obsessing over my breathing, even though nothing was wrong.

I wasn’t stressed or thinking about anything in particular and I just wanted to go back to sleep, but I could tell if I didn’t do something to distract myself this was going to become an attack.

This isn’t a one-time thing either. When I encounter stressful situations I will often fixate and and have thoughts where I goad myself.
 
If I didn’t know any better I’d think I *wanted* to have an attack. I don’t understand why I do this or how I can learn to stop. 😞",2.5893414459556223,4.415153574803148,3.778869005010737,88.53368647100932,76.24409448818898,5.878024337866857,24.14387974230494,6.574015621080383,0.7240614173228348,492,16,100,4,11,160,76,127,0.193,0.76,0.047,-0.9495,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,10,8,2,4,4,0,16,2,2,2,0,26,27,13,0,6,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,6,0,0,2,6,7,0,0,7,0,19,1,12,17,1,12,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,5,5,75,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133764894057412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371977731850743,0.0,0.0,0.3793400594059209,0.0,0.1281987145863777,0.0,0.0,0.1841310454230369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14745181632126692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311373029009574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011812626750636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895035956291525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09162589932364183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997399062316378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129749549289113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18740220306673147,0.1668421283678061,0.0,0.0,0.1283505283698456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27877365302467555,0.3819583429419519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572213527460398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076250518052774,0.21365709753580328,0.1638032472714276,0.1323584258052663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17356319437130846,0.0,0.14399403963712684,0.0,0.0,0.19667358477282346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008808478879005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18228403270569107,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Coolguyforeal,2019/02/18,"Shaky hands after taking escitalopram (Luvox)? I have been on this medication for around a year now, and started noticing that my hands are pretty shaky after taking my meds. It usually develops after an hour our two after dosing, and subsides throughout the day. Also notice a slight energy/buzzing throughout my body. Anyone experience similar side effects?",7.780508474576273,10.79207891525424,8.012,58.63766101694917,64.9322033898305,9.465762711864409,33.83389830508475,9.888512548439397,4.367112542372881,292,13,34,7,5,95,48,59,0.07,0.8759999999999999,0.054000000000000006,0.1926,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,2,4,0,3,5,3,1,0,6,6,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,5,0,7,5,0,13,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,10,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18198509181534492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591200013128758,0.0,0.0,0.20258270349729512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527754191945428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676176315299413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22260400202737604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22410746317463665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527754191945428,0.22924961488917706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5181726318022886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315172525229181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610729559248273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34220383278338895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22229970182591546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506326854140117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465455614091874
anxiety,its_that_guy_andrew,2019/02/18,"Hi Hi I just joined this group in hopes people can give me some advise on how to handle my anxiety 

Some background: I'm 16 from south africa and have multiple disorders such as anxiety and ADHD. Plus I'm pretty much bullied at school because I'm 'weired' as I listin to rock music and hate rap with a passion.",5.008064516129036,5.620070612903227,5.6808064516129075,81.94120967741938,68.6774193548387,8.780645161290323,28.403225806451612,8.841846274778883,2.106922580645161,246,8,48,4,4,80,49,62,0.162,0.708,0.13,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,10,8,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,10,8,3,4,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,3,0,27,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35544380926104724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4525083345098245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802914167616297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389644512449924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28371815726113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919999318408613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937545664045531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174162629607628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050414545637493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008923549257949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29932302703087943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NoSabesMiNombre,2019/02/18,How to find a therapist Absent a recommendation - does anyone have a recommendation on how to find a therapist in your city/area? ,11.367391304347828,9.49994486956522,12.362608695652176,47.39434782608697,56.82608695652174,16.156521739130437,40.39130434782609,14.554592549557764,6.17451304347826,104,4,17,4,1,37,15,23,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,12,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22124021087668005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27689124915251595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5783833541061569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7347494136962025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hopesusername,2019/02/18,"Having to conduct Job interviews are almost nullifying my meds I am conducting 3 soft job interviews over the phone today. I am so nervous that I feel like the anxiety is getting past my meds. I know it’s not as bad as it would be without them but it’s still so stressful. I’m just so nervous about not asking the right questions or making a bad hire or passing on someone who would be a good fit. 
So I guess if there’s anything to take away from this is that your interviewer might be just as nervous as you lol ",3.4342142857142868,4.792348076190478,4.7001785714285695,84.74169642857143,73.0,7.5357142857142865,29.315476190476193,8.07648339933343,1.9402619047619043,408,17,83,6,8,135,70,105,0.14,0.7040000000000001,0.157,0.2367,2,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,1,0,9,8,0,4,5,1,12,0,0,1,0,18,20,12,0,3,9,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,0,2,10,2,12,14,0,9,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,7,4,60,17,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18064503314538333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13800588199437952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148454233144134,0.0,0.16865010700093785,0.0,0.16949219990863618,0.0,0.30125374964614776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121590878179027,0.12887814696296004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425181089920348,0.0,0.0,0.15131137297987374,0.0,0.0,0.19873147959411666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3580393025381118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914339208613816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813456762224092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041872871246954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4007685546995501,0.0,0.0,0.19137641271584646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17221268159675107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20208983674214875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15406103379799324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15285275077673255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14406806530955835,0.0,0.20664815316630933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13563871826842386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17099857198707785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17389963591559904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563026660189265,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DontSayNoToPills,2019/02/18,"Feeling Lost, Unsure and Unmotivated (24 M) Hey folks! I hope you’re all having a manageable Monday.


So, I’ll try to keep this as short as I can manage. I am 24 and in my allegedly last two terms of my undergrad. Supposed to be getting a BS in Biology at the end of this year. 

I’ve never been studious. Late to work and class. Never read. Always procrastinate on work until I’m at a breaking point. I told myself that I’ll get it together by the last few years of college. Never did that. I had monetary help from inheritance that could have gotten me through my undergrad if I had been more motivated to get a consistent job when I was 20-22. Now, I’m in debt and my GPA has consistently been falling since my “sophomore” year. I have switched my major a few times to try to find interest and motivation. Seems like I have interest until I’m actually doing something. I’ve never had an inkling if what I’d like to do with my degree so I have always told people I want to teach. This is true, but I now don’t want to do any post-graduate work for a while. I just feel burnt out even though I have underachieved the entire time.

Now, I’m working two jobs, part of a lab of campus I have little to no interest in, and I am scraping through my final few terms. 

I don’t want to roll over and give up but I just can’t find the motivation to get myself together to perform at an adequate level for anything. I play drums in a band and that is something I at least have passion for, but even that I have never had lessons for and feel like there is need for so much growth and polishing still. But I don’t have time or money to pay for lessons. 

I was in counseling for a few months through my university but there are limited visits since resources are slim. Now, I don’t have enough money to afford another counselor in the community which I really believe that I need. 

I’m in a relationship with someone I think the world of. She is one of the biggest joys of my life and I am worried that I am going to bring her with me as I am spiraling downward. I am going to inevitably disappoint and not be worth it for her. I don’t want to bring her down with me. She has been so motivated and is doing so much while I feel like I’m not at all.

I really don’t know what to do anymore. I try to study and focus but get frustrated and quickly give up. I avoid office hours out of laziness and being afraid of being judged since I am so far behind with grasping the content of this high level course.

I don’t want to give up on myself, but I feel so completely lost and worthless that I can’t seem to find what to do. I don’t want people telling me what to do anymore, but I can’t help but feel as helpless as I did when I was a depressed 16 year old.

I just want to be done with school but I feel so burnt out and already didn’t have good habits that I can’t simply do the work to get to the end. 

I feel like I’m complaining and it’s really not all that bad... that all I have to do is be mature and make sacrifices. 

What is wrong with me?

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anxiety,Mistyna,2019/02/18,Anxiety from wisdom tooth removal tomorrow I'm so anxious I don't know what to do. I read some bad stories and I am afraid of the pain and dry socket. I'm also traveling in a week and anxious that it won't be enough time to heal. Also my weird friend told me that it's full moon and it's bad to have surgeries during this time. I don't believe in this but doesn't help my anxiety either. Help?,1.1155588235294118,2.9278480117647057,3.130220588235293,91.54474264705885,80.64705882352942,6.132352941176473,22.389705882352942,7.1686216300943375,0.6835000000000004,311,10,69,4,8,105,56,85,0.185,0.7020000000000001,0.113,-0.4984,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,2,0,8,3,1,0,0,8,12,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,1,2,0,2,4,5,0,0,1,0,7,2,7,9,4,9,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,4,44,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33440790960342426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198965250810945,0.4724095574610882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34915188500218225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23556544288520806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160390894052942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615373503492521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28028845073952874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490679293799863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22247952612730815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20914002516782434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438364754565724,0.0,0.0,0.19978819102486914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16771412723308776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,purplepanda78,2019/02/18,"Been an anxious mess going on a week after a car accident. Backstory: last week I was in a 3 car accident in which the last car rear ended the middle car which then rear ended me and the force caused the driver to then side swipe my drivers side from back to bumper. The middle car driver requested ambulance for hip and back pain. The original driver got a citation for reckless driving and not wearing a seat belt. He was going to the vet for his sick dog, who was in the back of his car. He left the dog in the car in the sun (we live in the US in a place with a moderately warm winter) for the hour and a half it took to process the accident. I walked away with neck pain and a wicked 3 day headache. 

MORE backstory: I totaled my car in an accident that was my fault last year and broke a vertabrae in my back in the process. That messed me up mentally and emotionally for months. 

CURRENTLY I am waiting for the man who caused the accident to make his statement to insurance so they’ll take the blame and I can have them pay for repairs. As it has been a week and the man who caused it won’t talk to insurance, I’m waiting on the police report to be filed so I can send it to the insurance. 

I have felt sick to my stomach for almost a week, anxious and sad to the point where it makes me feel like I’m coming down with the flu. Every ache in my back and neck makes me panic that I messed something up. As I am driving my car without a bumper, every time someone comes near me driving it makes me panic to the point of hyperventilation. I can’t relax and shake all the time. I’m losing sleep and having nightmares about it. I feel this overwhelming sense of guilt about it all even after repeatedly being told it wasn’t my fault. I’m terrified the man who caused the accident will come after me, as he has my address on the insurance exchange form. I haven’t told anyone how much I’m suffering because they all had to deal with my anxiety in the original car accident where I totaled my car. I feel much more anxious this time around and I don’t know why. I’m too afraid to bug anyone by telling them how I feel. How do I help myself relax and realize it will be okay?",5.2377182952182935,5.098736718468472,5.952882882882888,82.79922037422037,68.07657657657657,9.443381843381843,29.914760914760915,9.162432508145574,2.23573451143451,1709,57,363,29,26,560,184,444,0.204,0.755,0.041,-0.997,1,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,2,0,4,1,17,22,0,6,44,1,28,11,6,13,5,55,56,25,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,4,5,0,1,3,21,24,0,2,8,2,2,23,7,17,0,1,13,6,45,5,61,36,10,85,0,5,0,0,27,31,0,1,32,241,66,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619444755810304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584925448075242,0.2917301195488972,0.0,0.12037514913727032,0.0,0.0,0.0766274602341429,0.0,0.0,0.08087289355348556,0.3309424394094915,0.0,0.052472206488272735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35370230271967085,0.0,0.2224451176342092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05551303727195502,0.08874239586563837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682589967012024,0.15247870078955114,0.0,0.0,0.05685355184371457,0.0,0.14504845872584787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17409401695819982,0.06149397238530305,0.08264815302161753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783995481815168,0.0,0.06884425187861262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057696111316258375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476925930065103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04730608841607932,0.21049460091929,0.0,0.0,0.0935237433351611,0.0,0.0,0.04205324793434808,0.0,0.07600824335226511,0.0,0.0,0.09629900099209016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298303056838993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674614123043599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870645064814232,0.0,0.12655412275193464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18318562140055114,0.20198742104740655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993294351672594,0.0,0.16274262109124565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613992915055389,0.0,0.07293341079759201,0.06626686873618214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471976663331118,0.0691860467931229,0.07523576048220654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057791065369558,0.0,0.0,0.1645019861308057,0.09563556392478026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354095260070426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761855632258398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767179420861263,0.0,0.0,0.08297589359258498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055431258372571714
anxiety,rxnaissance,2019/02/18,"First appointment with a psychiatrist today, need advice Hi all. First time posting here. 

I'm a college student who has struggled with (what I think is) anxiety and depression for a long time. I have an appointment to see a psychiatrist today and I'm very nervous and have no idea what to expect. I'm worried that I will forget to mention something important or that I won't be taken seriously and will come off as another student trying to get an unnecessary prescription. It took me a long time to work up the courage to call and schedule an appointment and I really don't want to blow it. 

I made a list of conditions that run in my family and another list of my experiences/feelings/stressors that I plan on bringing so I have something to reference just in case. Is there anything else I should do to prepare? What should I expect going in?

Thanks so much to anyone who answers. ",4.852788461538459,6.654077053571433,6.026190476190474,74.8752197802198,70.1309523809524,9.454945054945057,33.16117216117216,9.851270322608157,3.589726556776556,707,34,123,18,13,236,99,168,0.114,0.8270000000000001,0.059,-0.7867,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,4,5,6,0,2,10,0,14,0,0,1,1,25,29,11,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,11,10,0,0,4,0,0,5,3,4,0,2,3,1,13,2,22,20,2,22,0,1,1,0,5,6,0,1,10,88,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703219633353513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370116658992227,0.1229335071204216,0.0,0.0,0.11236375696488632,0.0,0.1322407368696385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409059437351473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13842707189434333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13840892599800858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424253353462978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149174426446865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27337922220114397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395805670632027,0.0,0.09132835957781936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814084477879705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844252929747397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15205630462954453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181314980186386,0.1191555084809788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15390423413820292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294723442179056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805547637046605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24742629643616296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16799640940481705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479491002266785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296877040944792,0.0,0.0,0.2811128356348368,0.0,0.3046457710811412,0.0,0.17854135739910312,0.10910337306730564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325926548167147,0.09478382618523767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699003598755592,0.16319658889403404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,UndergroundDigger,2019/02/18,"Finding Anxiety Underneath Depression I struggled with depression since I was a teenager (nearing 30 now) and finally went on Wellbutrin a year ago after years of non-medicated treatment. Medication has made my life so much easier, and I don't feel like I'm in a constant fight anymore. The thing is, now that I feel free from depression I'm realizing how anxious I am. It is so prevalent and I'm realizing how much it has determined how I live my life and how I respond to situations. Realizing this has made me a bit discouraged, like I've dealt with the depression only to find another big monster. Those ""What is wrong with me?"" thoughts come up. The other thing is, I feel sad for all of the unnecessary suffering that anxiety has created for me over the years. 

I'm becoming aware of how often I end up on the edge of a panic attack, and looking all the way back to childhood I remember feeling the same way. Over the years I've been seriously and jokingly described as a perfectionist, uptight, having everything together, and needing to be in control. Now, I realize I've just been anxious for as long as I can remember and behave in these ways in an attempt to manage it. Until recently, I wasn't fully aware of how much time my mind spent thinking something was medically wrong with me, playing through worst case scenarios, trying to figure out what people thought of me and making intricate social maneuvers to avoid conflict or confrontation. I wonder what it's like to not feel afraid all of the time. If I could clear out even half of my anxious thoughts, what kind of space could open up? What thoughts could I fill that space with? ",7.227993527508088,7.536389291262138,7.678462783171525,70.58753236245957,63.85436893203884,11.526860841423948,38.52588996763754,11.20814326018867,4.585946278317152,1317,66,230,36,18,434,163,309,0.218,0.72,0.062,-0.9936,0,1,1,0,1,0,33.0,0,0,0,2,15,26,3,5,17,0,21,4,0,10,4,67,44,23,0,5,4,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,18,18,0,5,20,2,2,3,3,19,0,1,13,6,25,8,47,27,9,44,0,7,1,0,3,19,0,4,22,164,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931467957914197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382291941800633,0.13689710712603345,0.3032457219348582,0.08873570632655188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179135927733927,0.0,0.0688011776862782,0.0,0.0,0.09881871916254507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768413051515297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707526667932771,0.0,0.09669128661851566,0.10035444157092156,0.2143168464610804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082606526630367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924878269702726,0.0,0.0,0.05909775925799941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041485811682735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22620764158095444,0.06392135333663372,0.0,0.09801609538728054,0.1635580699230234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931750201567558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639845916255066,0.13113970764427202,0.0,0.07900855305581406,0.07918304926332043,0.07513692999088396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16932786440127182,0.0597256267859767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993871691782027,0.18027441379885845,0.0,0.0,0.0903448024758284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19732448115274573,0.06634498921924842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06805019040024725,0.0,0.10498028350996938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06203108281109879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834631472280506,0.0,0.2027167199185912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074015102514258,0.10057427107279464,0.0,0.09120905892556874,0.0,0.06888265250547045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353927579952596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888716395464638,0.057332321852536235,0.0,0.28413438002043245,0.10434782964069644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06074802753319233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130645889995352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294473456124456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970324210571216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956549434059339,0.0,0.2304772916686203
anxiety,blerg91,2019/02/18,"INTJ Here this goes and hopefully it won’t be a 35 chapter novel.
Background. I have had general anxiety, social anxiety/agoraphobia, all forms of claustrophobia, and OCD tendencies for as long as I can remember which I guess would be as early as 9 or 10. I remember not wanting to go to my sibling’s birthday party at some play place with tunnels and ball pits. Not chuckie cheese, somewhere else. Anyway...I’m basically extremely uncomfortable anywhere I am in public with the exception of being outdoors with plants and/or animals. Jeez, if those didn’t exist I would be a pile of mush by now. Like the Pokémon ditto, but not as cool. I’m getting off on a tangent. I digress.
I have spent hundreds and hundreds of dollars trying to find natural remedies for my f’ed upness over the past couple years in hopes that a certain thing will work at least a little. It has been a total waste of money because it turns out it’s just me. I still have not been to see anyone about it because 1) I’m terrified of everything 2) I will not be put on meds but also 3) I can’t stand facing my problems. This now even is very hard to do. Even though I know and tell myself that so many other people go through it, I still feel like a failure as a human and should be ashamed. Dammit woman, get it together now, don’t be crying into your iPhone. It’s paid off.

My current problem is that my bf is in the navy, just made chief, is back on sea duty, and will be gone for the vast majority of the whole 4 years of this tour. I am highly capable of taking care of myself and my dogs but am suddenly struggling with it way more than normal. Over the weekend I realized that I don’t think I can be alone. I spiral in my thoughts. I used to drink A LOT before we started dating. It’s been 4 years now and I very rarely drink any more and never to cope. But I did last night when I had a panic attack. At least I think.
I was already in a weird mood all weekend and suddenly felt like a black cloud had gone into me like in the movies where the demon transfers from one person to the next. (the irony). And I felt like it was trying to suffocate me from the inside out. I couldn’t stop breathing heavily, my whole body was shaking, and I found myself in the kitchen pacing back and forth in front of the liquor, crying. I went back into the living room and sat back down but it didn’t last long. I was in the kitchen again pacing. Crying. I opened the vodka and breathed it in. It smelled like relief. I made myself a strong drink, went back into the living room, held it in my hands and stared into it for 10 seconds. I took a sip and stopped feeling guilty. I took 5 more sips and my breathing started to slow. I could feel the cold go all the way down every time. I didn’t eat dinner. I couldn’t. There was no room for an appetite. I sat in the dark with Netflix on, longing to have the strength and courage of the women I was watching. I finally got tired enough and went to bed, keeping steady as I had only alcohol in my system.
To say we have a roller coaster of emotions is false. Roller coasters come to an end. They only have so many ups and downs. These feelings will likely never end. I will die being worried about what’s going to happen next.

And to think, that was only a third of a chapter.",2.538230476289844,4.410808290468985,3.760857895560541,88.39760590015129,76.53403933434191,6.19250873806667,24.25585580885805,7.026839596935285,0.9212296207418228,2564,85,519,27,58,835,320,661,0.122,0.7809999999999999,0.097,-0.9553,1,1,5,0,0,0,79.0,2,1,1,3,26,26,1,4,42,1,61,16,6,3,7,101,110,42,1,13,15,0,8,7,1,9,2,1,6,4,30,39,9,5,16,13,4,15,17,8,0,3,37,16,63,17,91,51,16,107,1,0,4,0,13,45,1,7,50,367,93,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436005677497179,0.0,0.07206408707900201,0.07678346405393671,0.05564324857798224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047316911612422935,0.0,0.05322865085765843,0.0,0.0,0.04865208297262647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915750503495614,0.0,0.26751433558687604,0.0,0.08483086956471536,0.0,0.05920761236973275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728789948858672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094163559319598,0.0,0.0,0.059937168081394224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05555411570379263,0.07698915095091767,0.22929169702708396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07221324643976097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20448627470325595,0.0,0.07119789967563417,0.0581253159951157,0.07826834256758321,0.1232547823290656,0.07189493076641403,0.0,0.09191411155585452,0.0,0.058624306591173236,0.0,0.06253418346565999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072732817019126,0.0994161957263934,0.1336157779129875,0.07622169130275716,0.06359502827820894,0.0,0.0,0.07629108113839395,0.0,0.0,0.07270554939477243,0.0,0.15817608979815329,0.0,0.055649629987450926,0.0,0.07665041800299438,0.0,0.061529527551413374,0.0,0.06233017856357054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07351528536866019,0.0,0.13821764648758147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061846065191091974,0.0,0.0,0.03823944984034743,0.11343427457259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379535453461473,0.06973762445486224,0.12288115574290183,0.18472882173624236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059154584833767725,0.0,0.13167690631169265,0.0,0.14108677251842305,0.0,0.0,0.07728789948858672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732905586911368,0.0,0.14799863162884205,0.06529628986407819,0.06817380774868974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04714933391223937,0.158756597636961,0.0,0.08163735487479129,0.0,0.0,0.06642215947250629,0.04823813911910738,0.06075473346032871,0.07269648363980419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315767952616228,0.0,0.06994730381457974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764157087150668,0.0,0.0,0.05533295562951399,0.0,0.0,0.0554463986409964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092823587769502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849842573708904,0.0,0.11113365078762552,0.1163443000323917,0.0,0.07274031654193144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05231563954487293,0.0,0.060816148311722364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04622598296232108,0.13375251852201686,0.06836217820462448,0.05523889448168156,0.04057276525635802,0.07997218667126423,0.0,0.0,0.1546122908108355,0.09448075611645414,0.0756832605169368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06009493927654315,0.0,0.11482187883268327,0.041040195705348836,0.11045902387156216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19350458497462472,0.0,0.15536758276536736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0506552031685432,0.07066205508065525,0.0,0.09885553373706267,0.0,0.0,0.13442207304154255
anxiety,locustlover,2019/02/18,"Anxiety While Practicing So, like many people, I have a lot of anxiety when it comes to public speaking. One of the most common pieces of advice I get is to practice. Practicing is amazingly helpful, however I seem to have run into a problem.

When practicing, I get just as, sometimes even more, anxious as I am during the presentation itself. This causes two big problems: a) I build up even more anxiety for the presentation, and b) I am less prepared for the presentation (which also worsens A). I get caught in a vicious loop, and every presentation feels worse than the last.

Does anyone else experience this? Do you have any tips or tricks for getting around it? It's a very frustrating and draining experience.",4.683604651162792,7.336467379844962,5.799399224806201,72.63072674418606,72.87596899224806,8.951162790697676,31.68023255813953,9.516144504307137,3.580306976744186,568,27,91,15,12,188,84,129,0.195,0.75,0.055,-0.9437,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,0,8,7,3,0,11,0,8,0,0,1,0,15,16,11,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,5,0,2,1,2,9,2,16,15,6,17,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,4,10,71,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160036987030108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096913271386235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137119120377273,0.0,0.37585747147309934,0.18501676619967336,0.0,0.1145138228713896,0.16780469464495434,0.0,0.14579260704932698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16823988644306614,0.0,0.14107585594942007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14331877254340125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368112469912796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21634091794199814,0.0,0.13798573567172462,0.0,0.0,0.3204026526935765,0.0,0.0,0.08280850143822333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422583328999273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097735258313768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13349677580360433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001116874428937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392338669959103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660400201853735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097675869639556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353951118267415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134171035555362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909270155281906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16197559040419027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15998233075175136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351297980582251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16689858139334435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Morganise,2019/02/18,"2 hours of panic attack, 17 hours of sleep I broke up with my boyfriend yesterday. No drama, I just didn't see that relationship going any further. And right after that I went into one of the worst attacks ever, my entire boy shook so much I threw my phone of the floor by accident and I had a mark from the edge of the bowl that I was intended to puke to. And now it's another day and I haven't done anything productive, I had an episode of derealisation that lasted 2-3 hours and now the anxiety is again piling up and I'm so scared that I'll never manage to get control over it.

It's been 2 years since I'm in therapy and on meds and the panic is still there and getting bloody worse. I don't know what to do, just broke down crying writing that post.",3.4590333716915964,4.24458469620253,4.948527042577677,85.16730149597241,72.29113924050634,8.023935558112774,25.123130034522447,8.296473431620573,1.354511392405064,594,17,129,9,11,200,100,158,0.28,0.72,0.0,-0.9923,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,10,9,2,4,8,0,11,1,1,2,2,19,20,11,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,11,0,1,1,1,0,4,5,9,0,1,8,1,12,0,21,12,2,29,0,2,1,0,4,10,0,0,14,86,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042241569334613,0.16070971330219436,0.11724584448340188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612246435140126,0.0,0.0,0.3487177817014783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17189758785494985,0.0,0.0,0.16835230787559238,0.09884201402297424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15684135305610727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13863523953967247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16014727783004298,0.0,0.08710294609504743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4527998139679348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842293861834215,0.12492987424376792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702407424926093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266600595488728,0.0,0.11820594351180995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385503638169023,0.0,0.0,0.359642427882762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467836745552934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645472017362972,0.0,0.13088584159309438,0.0,0.0,0.15344309022619027,0.0,0.12213083982931044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267808119688085,0.0,0.15337377494454654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239610179076996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17526970062444952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14207642006827126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15618818251916775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869640514410799
anxiety,kewlguy7777,2019/02/18,"Jump from 50mg zolfot to 100 mg I've been on 50 for quite a bit and it kinda works, I've been really stressed lately and my anxiety has been bad, ive never really had side effects at least that I'm aware of, if I started taking 2 pills/ 100mg tonight will I feel slightly better within a few days? since it's already in my system. Is this a bad idea?",1.8080952380952409,2.893161519480522,4.126688311688317,88.333841991342,76.66233766233766,6.691774891774893,21.924242424242426,7.1686216300943375,0.6132008658008656,275,7,61,3,6,96,58,77,0.16,0.804,0.036000000000000004,-0.846,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,4,0,4,0,1,3,0,8,1,0,1,1,8,12,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,4,1,5,1,8,7,3,12,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,5,33,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696773415700021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18694859935685826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080910591161803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161325954186758,0.2667976228655828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576036759394223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235649244755606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758731611898271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756691732314616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18847947807921825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599262206840815,0.0,0.0,0.3131097734641751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021521131714762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17297209711031894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799343204494458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18374193934628127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17791018802674996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yogient,2019/02/18,"Propranolol for presentation anxiety question Recently was prescribed propranolol for my presentation anxiety. Even sitting in a presentation (the smaller audience the worse) spikes my anxiety to the point where my heart is beating out of my chest, hands are sweaty, and stomach is churning. I took a 10mg pill as a test the other day about 20 mins before a meeting and it seemed to help a little bit. I still had sweaty hands. After getting home about 2 hours later, my heart was racing, I felt dizzy, and my hands were still sweaty which never happens once my trigger situation is removed. 

​

Is this a bad side effect? Or am I just not taking enough of it? I give a presentation tomorrow and don' know that I will have enough time to really experiment with the dosing. One 20mg of alprazolam usually does the trick for me during these anxiety inducing situations. ",6.796363636363638,8.454451878980894,7.187828604516504,68.95072958888247,65.2420382165605,10.804632310364797,34.65489287782282,10.832165505486646,4.266368152866243,703,32,113,20,11,229,104,157,0.114,0.868,0.018000000000000002,-0.893,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,7,2,1,0,13,0,12,9,7,3,1,17,20,6,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,7,6,0,0,6,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,6,4,14,0,16,13,3,25,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,3,16,77,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477992712989051,0.16575206397328565,0.0,0.0,0.4174105458138922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389595342881954,0.0,0.0,0.11607415084442126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14892347651344745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797262539337755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937257793144558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818942600359289,0.0,0.09009696576549668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13343433644229485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097418845245695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712681576735014,0.13085609904618098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206261724892617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32329103027176986,0.09143218668822546,0.0,0.13682951277854427,0.0,0.13433554818478102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496690866806865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13671781746502834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520715599156197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14527130685800607,0.09243437925797852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289507505296362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15280948144916046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738720288020636,0.0,0.13468759210208026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418177897619105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066592294363112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178730678220778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256271437080006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954128001535979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15155559942113778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15023542148562194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13901259102670166,0.0,0.0,0.16575206397328565,0.0
anxiety,Hi-gh,2019/02/18,"I withdrew from a class for the first time ever, and the world didn't end!!! Just had to share this small accompaniment. Sometimes I get so anxious about being perfect and doing everything right that I forget it's okay to do what's best for me. In this case it was withdrawing from a Coding 2 class and deciding to take the first class again so that I can be a better student and not fill myself with anxiety over not getting a good enough GPA.

In the past, I would stick with a class even if I wasn't doing well and it just made me more anxious about underperforming. Now I understand that I can cut the cord with things that are giving me anxiety, and always come back to it with a refreshing mindset.

Thanks for listening!",5.564241001564945,6.174609070422537,5.853474178403758,81.19802034428795,67.45070422535211,9.128012519561816,28.45383411580595,9.150863307647796,2.1445937402190927,576,18,114,10,9,184,87,142,0.115,0.7390000000000001,0.146,0.8184,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,5,12,9,1,0,11,1,13,0,0,1,2,23,22,9,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,12,11,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,1,1,2,5,1,12,8,18,14,3,17,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,9,90,24,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15455525527439193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841898179392959,0.41967941381550267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428269345580223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19492859339535668,0.16427692733213214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16000342494494812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645155080292861,0.19192490281130054,0.0,0.12268324580948957,0.16801756880316449,0.0,0.0,0.1669362075474387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159902991689048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19408886485711133,0.17818414669744054,0.0,0.15579463323543882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17575701914557146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17731523440360247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586257647640501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18370719105501948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396576076800578,0.0,0.0,0.17100963294130986,0.0,0.0,0.1234011521093898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083097785282229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19336776569198366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16700764077943409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13194837593270362,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fbno,2019/02/18,"Cured from anxiety and depression from taking SSRI's (lasted a week) I've had severe, persistent depression and anxiety (feel like the anxiety makes me depressed) for about 5/6 years. 

I was borderline suicidal and was prescribed with Citalopram (lowest dose at the time, I think 50mg) a couple years ago and after taking the first one I was, almost instantly, cured. My head went from foggy to clear. The world seemed completely different to what I'd experienced for the last 3 years of my life. My vision was better, I was no longer feeling sad, I could read books and concentrate.. it was amazing!!

I know a lot of you will tell me it was a placebo as how could an SSRI work so quickly? My doctor said the same. But it really wasn't.. I don't know how it could have been, because it literally happend within hours of taking the drug and I physically felt a change in my body.

The effects lasted for about a week until I started increasing the dose. My anxiety was triggered again by a family gathering and it all went downhill from there.

My question is really, is there any medical explanation to this? It's the closest I've ever felt to experiencing what life actually feels like and since that time I've had nothing like it. I've tried many anti depressants, CBT, adhd medicine, and a few other drugs and nothing has even come close to it.

TLDR;
Had persistent depression and anxiety for over 5 years and had a miracle reaction to Citalopram. Though it only lasted a week..

I'm not asking for medical advice here but I'd like to know if there's any medical reasoning to this reaction. And had anyone experienced anything similar?

Thanks!",4.525865697820095,6.7258929934853455,5.773306188925082,74.70165810573792,71.83387622149837,9.543923828614382,29.397268854923574,9.943994293440598,3.337422049611625,1307,54,223,37,26,436,165,307,0.09,0.831,0.079,0.5597,2,0,2,0,0,0,43.0,0,1,0,6,14,13,0,0,21,0,24,12,2,6,3,46,46,22,1,4,4,0,5,4,0,1,10,1,0,0,16,16,0,0,13,2,0,4,4,6,0,2,20,9,19,7,31,22,5,33,0,6,0,0,6,7,0,5,26,147,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.08054097543001683,0.0,0.09918945618276953,0.08065096627637734,0.07316113604004182,0.0,0.08264556817612727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225147826915303,0.0,0.315690233229215,0.0,0.0,0.057709474778114736,0.0,0.06791819422167032,0.0,0.07715785855479182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050311771135317096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299434142955431,0.0,0.09167632326656122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730970002906738,0.0710954655653896,0.08653500328533285,0.0,0.0,0.19768930597477027,0.09132195773591556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3554307296099097,0.0,0.0,0.08623013924047884,0.0,0.08447672856615171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914257544671672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05451272359263448,0.07465644739377196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780541725260214,0.0,0.12519453997784352,0.11792416869461515,0.15849057007006626,0.0,0.0,0.07020311421861644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470337650832685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127905911861902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607507209909994,0.26910389062288603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659197156329333,0.16128716722004294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07016719147245741,0.0,0.0,0.05509187869826201,0.08367620708817924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494320278880415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15838660225050533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05592696406738034,0.06277059005773893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245662108370303,0.0,0.08255602439702309,0.0,0.10574638991819328,0.08485837888410859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850843884240899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513557127096014,0.0,0.09323957697683342,0.0,0.06827272092374823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05841777030344977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902784606717923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861651894235105,0.0,0.07213808253743421,0.07598593264057928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052884255736789586,0.08108893099389908,0.0,0.09625211625810727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05603495759048455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986106423455241,0.0,0.0,0.15301911427342416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06008550900647097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125959605382137
anxiety,e_sully12,2019/02/18,"I have my first therapy appointment in 2 hours... ...and I'm having a lot of anxiety about it. I was excited to get it scheduled (finally) and under my belt, but now that it's so close my heart is racing and I have to keep convincing myself not to reschedule.",1.7948076923076923,3.8560027115384656,4.350615384615383,82.39438461538461,79.57692307692308,8.775384615384615,25.784615384615392,9.3871,2.576572307692308,199,8,40,6,5,70,40,52,0.028,0.8640000000000001,0.108,0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,1,0,0,8,8,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,7,2,7,7,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,5,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708672150565253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3878730142021909,0.0,0.3011769138718481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18499012624216435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4195818332846475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3486935937275236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147190689712012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010228024489234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4049168301112492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sataniclama111,2019/02/18,"developing anxiety and overthinking problems Over the past few months i noticed myself developing some sort of anxiety that has to do with taking tests/exams at school , relationships and in general the fear of getting embarrassed or put down by others .At first , when i felt stressed i wanted to throw up or go to the toilet (which i could control by taking deep breaths ).Now it got worse and whenever it hits my stomach feels really weird ( i think its called cramps ) and after some time it starts making weird noises leading up to more stress because i might get embarrassed . The thing is that i know its all in my head . People do not think of me the way i think they do , and thats shown by their attitude and actions towards me . I know i can do well in tests because i score 95+ most of the time ,yet  these insecure feelings ,“What if “ questions and overthinking every single stupid thought  is driving me insane . Any help is appreciated:)",6.764088311688313,7.605983840000004,6.5951168831168845,76.11470129870132,64.88571428571429,9.792207792207792,33.05194805194805,9.800150414767053,3.1818,752,30,133,15,11,237,116,175,0.193,0.7809999999999999,0.026,-0.9798,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,3,4,11,1,6,6,0,11,4,3,3,1,35,30,11,0,4,4,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,13,8,0,1,10,0,0,6,1,10,1,1,3,3,19,1,23,24,7,28,0,0,0,0,6,11,0,9,10,95,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221235742631947,0.0,0.2299653845267165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832487130977011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15347791467202945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16857951368960794,0.12000608106739435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126638201331676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16913458670495754,0.15199715573581565,0.0,0.14431609317304156,0.0,0.0,0.1278491101159214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15705601545778627,0.0,0.08542163084932669,0.0,0.12021240772245095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542559960613789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074607927731234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652070763570811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032956150995513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594495455684114,0.0,0.0,0.11997178606922768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711229093150148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348285367063826,0.10420236125318516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382130902024082,0.0,0.15109774866680234,0.16837567480363735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628904642970336,0.0,0.0,0.16137100929594012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15211639158739626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063864478290027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443470765004171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22602087354928396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985577105347708,0.28892756868462793,0.0,0.11932515107587903,0.17528777102469328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865361261616828,0.11930488322443925,0.0,0.0,0.13514198576581649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531733410672571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jowwwer,2019/02/18,"Need advice for high anxiety Helo, im living  with something like generalized anxiety disorder  and  its really hard to live with. But before, strangely i was never anxious, so i dont know how deal with it. The problem is that i never turn down, Its afraid me( i only turn down totally  3-4 times since im anxious)(i dont say why im afraid of it because its a long story). When im turning up highly i need something like 2 weeks for being better and its horrible because during this time i'm fearing of dying. Im also live with depersonalisation/derealistaion disorder because of that i cant even know why im stressing lol. This situation start 1 year ago. For show ly level of stress imagine that when im turning down im starting sleeping and when im turning up its even complicated to go to toilet (because of muscular contraction)
But i dont desesperate because i know that i can win again this and im starting to see the end of this ordeal. So for person who dealing with a problem of anxiety: dont give up, if i can succed to heal about  this  everybody can  ( i mean that im fearing of calming is the most complicated fear i think)

So i wanted to know all your advice for anxiety
Mostly with the fear of dying and how deal with it
In my head its like:  (me trying to stop thinking) wait! You can die right now!!
Its like when im really up
Im already seing a psychiatrist  and i think a psychologist soon 
I want alll your advice they can be all useful
And if somebody already live something like this (this  disease but mostly this  fear) i would be very happy to talk with!
( sorry for grammar mistake im french)",3.3975250836120416,5.073919273291928,5.400869565217395,78.39939799331104,73.65838509316771,7.686765408504539,28.53368370759675,8.384062270229773,2.1953350215002385,1274,52,238,22,26,441,150,322,0.13,0.777,0.093,-0.7567,0,0,3,0,0,0,34.0,0,3,1,2,16,21,0,9,8,1,17,4,3,3,5,51,43,22,3,10,5,0,1,5,0,1,1,1,0,1,24,15,0,2,9,1,0,1,7,12,0,0,1,3,23,9,40,38,6,33,0,0,1,0,12,12,0,5,25,147,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667716124748036,0.04132811152907615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289837118365576,0.03728406706175487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426646099141639,0.10534050849383854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14210348562437042,0.0,0.03967238877266056,0.0,0.0,0.041233890653925916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419752420340856,0.0,0.0,0.1451606578595296,0.0,0.10686705088872912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21856530529199475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041293774963538636,0.0,0.0,0.061587559798334975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623168687421827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04472463504464549,0.026496691379078192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049630612245459914,0.041764681554823616,0.0,0.04784822626742058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851864870570312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7050455425685797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249022109153252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388720835729105,0.0,0.1646743987250657,0.041259523565262315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05078566659672852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06914011702241099,0.07191642865873774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0354585793368808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04070904583292537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922304107178942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05973524787729315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039815435712114516,0.0,0.037076153552117366,0.0,0.0,0.037152166670615834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038566686870278734,0.05240574271884312,0.04665625862890204,0.0,0.0,0.10767703886355946,0.0,0.05219017061384824,0.0989991240045626,0.0,0.0,0.03897857148456518,0.10681203487455188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037473470486021454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962161623731567,0.0,0.0,0.05437201239531745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03165367710472847,0.2535599405749201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04026694708377089,0.0,0.03846851810381571,0.054998421120625994,0.0,0.03739782814573775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413926861802125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03311934909868512,0.0,0.0,0.030023418317840212
anxiety,FuckerMcFuck,2019/02/18,"What kind of anxiety is this? Is it even anxiety? I’ve always been a shy, quiet person. As of lately though I’ve been afraid to venture out and do things. I have no problem talking to people, and I don’t feel nervous doing so. But I usually avoid restaurants and places I’ve never been. I always insist on taking my own car so I don’t feel “trapped.” What is this? I feel like I’m not able to do the things I so easily did before. When I first started feeling like this, my doctor did bloodwork and everything checked out fine except I was low on vitamin D. 

How do I know if I have a problem or if this is just me being difficult? I don’t know ",1.6743333333333332,3.3899959333333314,3.8315740740740765,87.62958333333336,78.55555555555556,6.5740740740740735,23.842592592592588,7.492282038375204,1.0992592592592594,501,17,105,7,12,172,79,135,0.198,0.703,0.099,-0.9145,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,8,11,0,3,3,0,20,2,0,1,1,24,29,15,0,4,7,0,4,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,9,6,0,1,6,0,1,1,6,7,0,1,6,5,15,4,11,22,1,13,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,3,8,79,24,1,0.17474284887218958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908000972388475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673556021900296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14869329397126954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17885671030918868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541600364102328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15704760508238433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534209392996676,0.2496726522991288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863617798325873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18196778694632,0.19206819963971675,0.0,0.19711754479058435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17074105871343767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477245760515852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114468923139934,0.15257871548930962,0.18256908495193525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344106136669249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12368388782824305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313848753360205,0.1404516827819945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321827683509518,0.0,0.17168396179902268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19245456054898055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,07NYG11,2019/02/18,"Can anyone relate? Also seeking advice. I've been having some anxiety issues for at least the past seven years, particularly when it comes to anything having to do with a new job. Whether it's an interview coming up or any stage along the hiring process, I get crippling anxiety. Typical signs/symptoms, very large decrease in appetite, weight loss, lack of sleep, overthinking with the ""what if's"", racing thoughts and negative self talk as a result.

Based on all of this, I started to second guess myself and my career choice (law enforcement) so I began looking at other options, thinking that if applying to law enforcement jobs creates such a pit in my stomach, that maybe it just isn't for me.

I took a little break from applying and started seeing a therapist for some talk therapy for about a year. I really don't feel like the therapy helped all that much other than that I was told to practice mindfulness meditation and try to view my thoughts from other perspectives and focus on ""observing"" my thoughts when the anxious ones appear. I was given anti-anxiety medication by a separate doctor and used it for a bit, but I would prefer not to have to use them.

Now, at this point in my life, I will have been out of school for 6 years this May. I'm still working my high school job, and although I have moved up and am making okay money, I really want to do better with my life. I know you aren't supposed to compare your life with anyone else's but sometimes it is tough when I am around my friends because overall, I am feeling like I am falling behind on life and stuck in this rut.

I think my main concern with the law enforcement jobs (policing and corrections) was the fact that is it dangerous and I don't want to be paranoid about my safety everyday, so I began putting out applications for less dangerous jobs, mostly for investigative positions with insurance agencies and even a court marshal. I was contacted by the court marshal job the other week and although I did experience the anxiety and associated symptoms, I was able to make it through the interview and am waiting to hear back. In the meantime, I still have some anxiety and have not slept too well the past week. I also noticed I get depressive thoughts recently, such as if I am going the right direction in life, thoughts about going to back to school (I really do not want to go back lol). 

Sorry for the long post, but I wanted to give as detailed of a picture as I can.

Can anyone relate to some of my experiences when it comes to new jobs/starting a career? Any advice is appreciated.

TL;DR - Anxiety with trying to start a career in life and dealing with change. What did you do to help yourself move forward despite feelings of intense anxiety?",7.424285425646553,7.524204802734378,7.612704741379311,71.92906250000003,63.47265625,10.655818965517241,36.6004849137931,10.324001499409627,3.883995608836207,2177,97,374,46,29,708,248,512,0.095,0.8440000000000001,0.061,-0.8471,7,0,0,0,0,0,59.0,0,3,1,3,24,11,2,0,28,2,40,13,3,5,4,85,85,39,0,10,12,0,4,2,1,3,9,1,0,1,23,32,1,1,12,0,1,13,8,5,1,3,21,8,45,6,77,60,13,65,0,2,3,0,17,23,0,13,30,279,68,17,0.06342364031535151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395369455706648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143972449171297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626050060747496,0.0,0.33963237870174484,0.07165066073487117,0.0,0.1330418519447491,0.06498501456213164,0.05219225193515307,0.05646048647326405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14630659348448335,0.0,0.038662462459292016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05609305579146751,0.06924218864553963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06709380177904938,0.16390155065629886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06538698824242667,0.054626688468041716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06491678335251387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052982313139705854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041890716265691824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408098054164747,0.0,0.0,0.09620669463182477,0.09061972262785936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04900094717849837,0.0,0.0662724687011057,0.06084173501521041,0.1081353491687367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986829025179411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714830521251755,0.0,0.08502305838084076,0.0670105581926555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06619780251015903,0.3776290595084458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03485597404582901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687879568876715,0.06197117401252825,0.06356714958413648,0.0,0.056127925853518106,0.053259884212906485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467154480627087,0.0,0.06371757141343401,0.0,0.0,0.06389264511234148,0.0,0.0,0.06403979667101539,0.0,0.0,0.13481858479036465,0.046623673249369085,0.0,0.0,0.1225098940685693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220823486808531,0.0,0.0,0.0429775000943949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109008243098507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05995584043024095,0.0,0.06074231550861919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637582762439282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218924241234238,0.0,0.0626231933264304,0.0,0.0,0.05416344228842705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19256433007707,0.05054042984494204,0.0,0.0661646890308938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346944410987722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06272760201016626,0.07099757276312384,0.179566316219564,0.0,0.10130040216699164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318428935316,0.0,0.1019550392813674,0.0,0.0,0.14506092025133338,0.07363973478277333,0.0,0.0812786155594496,0.0,0.2517564296050926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06060400628171304,0.0704659980487272,0.08612097707406516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955532323055132,0.0,0.052331145521116736,0.14963562523141002,0.0,0.10174923721193173,0.07723290747591621,0.057025469516496174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04617316552148636,0.0,0.0,0.04505433436688696,0.0,0.0,0.12252823481207198
anxiety,fooloozero,2019/02/18,Is this anxiety or stress? I just got the notice that I have to move out from where I'm staying at right in one day and now I have to find a place in one day. This has made very tired and right now I am just unable to do anything so right now I am just laying down. I feel like I am just unable to put in effort to find a place right now as my body is telling me to relax for a bit. I can't tell but would this be anxiety or stress that I am feeling?,1.7033564493758675,1.8830565339805825,3.4378918169209456,96.6223300970874,75.89320388349516,6.662413314840499,20.539528432732318,6.18269132825596,-0.20428599167822487,345,6,92,2,7,116,59,103,0.117,0.8270000000000001,0.056,-0.7190000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,10,4,0,2,4,0,13,2,1,1,0,16,18,7,0,1,7,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,1,0,2,1,2,0,2,2,2,11,2,15,14,1,22,0,0,0,0,2,13,0,2,7,65,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22314668436245227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002049994881055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15922827221774194,0.16200427997260808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881198246480808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749029035293842,0.10419386031217358,0.0,0.0,0.2666049105803504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664799142575195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125397938988702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13800493050788956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15501337218630604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16604894649988464,0.0,0.0,0.19766079663656505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047602940831925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466175515894262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49821367589062604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15545459210139234,0.0,0.0,0.3341368465045869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25495520988774856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16763085302151834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203398975032168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036062544741928,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rooti-tootin-putin,2019/02/18,"anxiety-induced hypochondria, heart palpitations i’m 18 and visiting my brother in another state. me, him and my mother went to a restaurant in town and ordered some margaritas. after drinking alcohol sometimes, my heart beats very hard/sometimes fast. later in the day i started feeling this and my anxiety went up. it’s called “holiday heart” and is normal for the most part, with a slim chance for stroke for people with heart disease. at night, we went out drinking until about 1am and i was totally fine, the palpitations (i think that’s what they’re called) calmed down a lot. fast forward to the next day, we got morning mimosas and went to the beach. my heart was palpitating again and i could feel it in my stomach, but i reassured myself that it was just the alcohol and that it happens. today i wake up, we did not drink last night at all, and i felt fine, and we got coffee. my heart is palpitating again and i want to say it’s from the caffeine but i feel like i’m having an underlying heart problem and will drop dead any minute and it’s terrifying. i can feel my heartbeat in my stomach as i type and it is not due to my anxiety, my heart is just beating hard. please help. ",4.112121212121213,5.769452268398275,4.944004329004329,82.47410173160175,71.77056277056278,8.077056277056277,29.71645021645022,8.680891452615391,2.308135930735931,938,39,182,17,18,304,123,231,0.109,0.7859999999999999,0.105,-0.7063,0,0,5,0,0,0,28.0,4,0,0,2,5,6,0,0,11,0,12,17,11,0,2,43,29,19,1,4,6,2,7,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,12,22,5,0,6,6,0,6,2,1,0,0,11,8,29,5,27,16,6,38,0,0,0,0,13,14,0,3,18,120,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16997691348088795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054079992271029886,0.08338930540652602,0.12167341142458445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16240862941098513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06349455290941299,0.0,0.0,0.10257459521266388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23371381982970255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16084170670531472,0.05681295453660781,0.07635684568775679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720743839996834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032403977834692,0.0,0.14247825819996282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7539037608057608,0.053304192622512375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06482380699742188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038852088592374316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760964275965614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845761545065571,0.14925838271528954,0.07791799740302256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861182477238289,0.0,0.055132892275354665,0.0,0.0,0.08729499724073217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609505813258195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324178207758825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573052884228714,0.0,0.05628848038733629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0509566588450119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538077110092849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561677535803431,0.04690613547914035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948833332024165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawayanxi0us,2019/02/18,"[CW: self-harm] Yesterday I pulled out all my pubes. What? I've been struggling with my anxiety and depression after a recent breakup. Yesterday I was anxious all day, and after having a drink with some friends after a movie, I felt absolutely manic and spent 3 hours drinking and writing a story about the breakup. Then I went, laid in my bed, watched a documentary and pulled out all my pubic hair, bit by bit. By the end I was so drunk I threw up and had a pile of hair beside my bed.

I've never done anything like this before (although I used to have some problems with hitting/punching myself). Has this ever happened to anyone? Why would this behavior just show up out of nowhere?",4.499312977099238,6.1332943893129785,4.922053435114506,83.10643893129772,70.7557251908397,7.377404580152671,29.893893129770994,7.908726449838941,2.031274198473282,539,22,100,7,10,171,85,131,0.147,0.828,0.024,-0.9269,0,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,8,0,9,6,2,1,5,25,15,9,0,2,1,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,12,3,0,1,4,1,4,1,3,0,0,9,4,13,2,19,5,7,22,0,1,1,1,2,6,0,2,13,70,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650511602509453,0.21635251276848125,0.0,0.13390869289225346,0.0,0.1575969396151068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16296144989646094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4181600378671969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350852003663015,0.0,0.16494783429861545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959818766137229,0.0,0.3752150382451349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16962158437996042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17323233879561353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18388024804792727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14796064602017245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693522271867256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18859940430811228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356242551925296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477048124422449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832498191695756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189093653775138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19978736527424965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20020850318329053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16540370475995694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17753228268553986,0.17280856574824555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13604366451631802,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,borukick,2019/02/18,"Anybody's anxiety triggered by peers? (24F) Usually I see posts about having general social anxiety, so I don't know if anybody is in the same situation as I am. I don't have any problems with conversing with teachers, taking care of administration (""adulting""), phone calls and so, but the moment I am put in a class with people the same age as me, or I see a bunch of youngsters in public transport, I become extremely nervous, get a lot of negative thoughts and doubt my ability to say a single word right. Anybody else? ",5.371224489795917,6.8051924489795965,6.606734693877553,72.6311224489796,68.38775510204081,9.681632653061223,35.42857142857143,9.957137785484203,3.883861224489797,412,21,70,10,7,139,70,98,0.149,0.782,0.069,-0.8303,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,7,0,7,0,0,1,0,18,14,9,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,3,9,1,14,13,5,10,0,0,2,0,7,4,0,4,3,50,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519167961364777,0.0,0.3417943321068149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24672309608936904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22811207628676244,0.0,0.2277668940077296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18661851501905694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167150787002798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277248256080035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18992310990918654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15487451096948796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21395141222217465,0.0,0.0,0.2137595984737874,0.0,0.22457446886930604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19077878199718715,0.0,0.17765329675047234,0.0,0.0,0.35603503913533635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511062251798193,0.0,0.2277238725640496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16796583032695828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17735130180336614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460388989230707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EveryDayASchoolDay,2019/02/18,"Lemon-Aid 714 - Thoughts? Hey All,

I came across this supplement/pill called Lemon-aid 714. It was advertised to me on Facebook (nice work zuc) and after reading the reviews I've decided to try some.

This is my first foray into an unprescribed solution and was wondering if anyone had tried and if so what your thoughts were. Even if you haven't tried - what do you guys think?

Cheers",4.391249999999999,6.4779622916666675,4.003888888888889,87.73,71.91666666666666,8.133333333333335,27.277777777777786,8.841846274778883,2.045844444444445,303,11,59,6,6,91,57,72,0.0,0.917,0.083,0.6966,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,1,15,12,7,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,7,0,6,2,6,5,2,6,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,5,2,37,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18195954356469668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657249139933538,0.2976349011818616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718801001312506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213523285241208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25766957187039385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26030139029258764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16674549669050526,0.0,0.4131886411753608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5300392359851308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28220938419113106,0.1894512441103713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,manlikerob,2019/02/18,"Booked my first appointment with a therapist today! And its all thanks to you wonderful people, for sharing your stories. You gave me the courage i needed. Thank you!",3.7960344827586177,7.08440506896552,3.5133620689655167,82.78659482758623,84.51724137931033,7.037931034482759,27.9396551724138,8.07648339933343,2.654441379310345,133,6,21,3,4,40,27,29,0.0,0.584,0.416,0.9401,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,4,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,7,4,3,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,16,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29060871483917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533303658329024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23685823279910295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6290938650319514,0.0,0.3966838928275057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238458113321383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705066352911723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RoninPrime0829,2019/02/18,"Financial anxiety I am pretty much overwhelmed with financial anxiety right now. This has been a growing problem for some time actually, but since I got laid off a few months ago, it has gotten worse (of course).  I am not destitute... I got severance, I have savings, and there is unemployment as well. I should also mention that I also take care of my mother's finances (she has dementia). Any advice is appreciated. I am especially interested in any books that would cover financial issues from a mental/ emotional perspective. Thanks.",5.4127956989247314,8.395870279569898,6.710967741935487,65.35311827956988,72.01075268817203,10.58494623655914,33.98924731182796,10.504223727775694,4.82671182795699,428,22,63,15,9,144,71,93,0.121,0.643,0.236,0.9009,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,3,0,12,0,0,0,0,9,18,5,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,2,1,0,4,0,10,5,8,12,3,8,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,4,48,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.19016824563514956,0.0,0.0,0.1904279490491773,0.17274343668085326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31168024085280105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650410747873964,0.0,0.2981551067481948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19868633332210067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192062513067105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117159856968029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20339711226224869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19638646786893046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555460216582575,0.0,0.14325430969592987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982562206280608,0.0,0.1864674452281024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664207471231141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22015137863403186,0.0,0.16120122078840154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652048137396514,0.0,0.0,0.17941316734815946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363219770897486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752145144587572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19859255753154445,0.13843241252179414,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sainttrashcan,2019/02/18,"can anyone else not stand to be alone with their thoughts? It's gotten to the point where if my mind is not occupied at all times the classic anxiety spiral starts and I find myself depressed. I'm on medication so my anxiety is not as bad as it could be, and most of my days are good days, but it means I can't have a day off without ending up feeling suicidal. I'm usually working all day which keeps me highly occupied, and then in the evenings I just surf the web and watch youtube until I want to go to bed, which is usually about 21:30, I get tired easily lol, and then I listen (and lipsync, to make sure my brain is occupied) to music until I fall asleep. But on days off I have about 12 hours to fill, and that's too much. I usually sleep in as long as I physically can, but my body is used to getting up at a certain time every day so that's hard, and I try to go to bed as early as possible so my day is as short as I can make it. I have the same routine on my days off, get up, drink coffee, sit on the sofa and waste the day on my laptop until I can go to bed, then listen to music until I fall asleep, and I hate it. I wish I could go out and do normal things but my anxiety prevents it. I wish I could sit and read but it gets too quiet and then in creeps the dark thoughts. 

I was only reminded about why I do this today because my laptop died and I decided to put it away to charge rather than keep using it but what a surprise I ended up curled up on the sofa with the feeling that somebody just grabbed a melon scoop and scooped out my insides leaving me hollow, a headache and the worst thoughts just festering in my mind. Needless to say, I got my laptop again and here I am. I'm also listening to music at just the right volume where it isn't deafening but I can't hear my thoughts. Weird how that works but I'm not complaining lmao. I just hate that I can't live a normal life.",4.226716417910449,4.00687138557214,5.472350746268656,85.66210820895523,70.21890547263679,8.690049751243782,27.94402985074627,8.344100000000001,1.647689552238805,1475,45,331,20,24,495,181,402,0.131,0.784,0.085,-0.9726,0,1,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,1,2,21,11,2,0,18,1,27,9,5,5,4,74,64,47,2,10,20,0,4,0,0,0,3,6,5,0,20,21,1,3,9,2,0,8,9,7,0,0,7,11,47,4,60,52,6,71,0,1,1,0,7,30,0,2,30,230,67,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853108257522282,0.0,0.06587152736036439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18903924308507775,0.0,0.0,0.057595253630432386,0.0843981425657921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738964145711356,0.0,0.06877578934397473,0.05021219185023258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149487342840093,0.0,0.09195253567307757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19729803054729872,0.0,0.0,0.4780984673248579,0.0,0.07094544907449299,0.0,0.08548740341734275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806915698559966,0.0,0.0,0.06880984559224906,0.0,0.1459113364868751,0.0,0.0,0.05440482959644093,0.0,0.06940056007317487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329783293405514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528499417751094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721404018852756,0.0,0.18725183904912004,0.0690883291951381,0.06587908179327685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378764122429893,0.1626473058030633,0.0,0.0,0.09283735434929193,0.0,0.0,0.08702878166396047,0.0,0.0,0.08111818800601983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464290773626008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872182917194171,0.0,0.0,0.05818060378541717,0.0,0.0,0.07273451514290863,0.07289515467567273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996567682528033,0.0,0.0,0.08972544280643427,0.0,0.08297944699144919,0.0,0.0,0.16634111497065748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060551674079860125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16141087938402615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06264635172660422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778665912807541,0.09286017665301033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280493779130267,0.0,0.0,0.08239262585820471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034381626154969,0.0,0.06550419671438118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242982214669647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0583021472659025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900997775451727,0.0,0.07763306618443483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05472319067055968,0.0,0.0,0.2615713814125635,0.0960616098078558,0.09467258323355383,0.07807744653082463,0.0,0.0,0.05592405072136252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14228304557834984,0.2721578613384846,0.0,0.04858415788738312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432641570021048,0.0,0.1894436409340164,0.07940206381346915,0.0,0.11993317021328047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iamchikin,2019/02/18,"Made a phone call by myself today ! It’s been like an hour and I’m still nervous haha, but I’m so happy I did it !",-4.177777777777777,-3.647340814814815,0.15018518518518675,102.00083333333336,123.8148148148148,1.8,8.203703703703704,3.1291,-2.3066740740740745,86,1,22,0,6,32,23,27,0.051,0.59,0.359,0.8859,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,3,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4234112798774725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4414102136237115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4083537358347081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20258052317135647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3923585919256444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311457108156335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3930464641657285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,slambarz,2019/02/18,"Legitimate medical concerns always pushed aside as anxiety Does anyone else get this?

I've been having crazy, debilitating symptoms over the last month and every time I'm in the ER I get xanax and a pamphlet for anxiety disorders. Every time I go to the doctor I get a xanax refill and a ""come back in a month"" diagnosis.

I've been to the ER 4 times and the doctor 5 times in the past month. Always the same shit. I have $5k in medical bills because everything comes back as anxiety.

My entire left side is numb, inflamed and tingly and my heart beat is up and down and erratic as fuck. Even when I'm calm. My blood pressure spikes up to 190s and is resting around 150.

If I check my heartbeat when I have a flare up it's fast and weak and then slow and strong. The entire right side of my face is paralyzed. I have nonstop dizziness. Like I'm trying to walk on a boat in rough waters. My eyesight is blurry as fuck yet I'm 20/20. My left arm is noticeably weak and cold compared to the right. It feels like the left side of my body around my armpit is ballooning.

It's just anxiety dude.

Anyway, I have an appointment with a new doctor in a few hours. Hopefully he takes me seriously.

Please forego the armchair doctor and the subsequent fucking panic by throwing out possible causes. I am in my own personal hell and have been for a month.

Stay strong, peace love and anarchy or whatever.",2.16851749307828,4.630018182481752,3.5554115278127334,86.40047445255476,80.67883211678833,7.13697457840423,23.316889000755097,8.216663640201805,1.538036395670778,1098,38,217,23,29,359,150,274,0.152,0.7559999999999999,0.092,-0.923,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,3,11,18,5,2,22,0,17,25,7,1,0,29,34,25,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,0,13,0,0,1,4,22,1,0,1,0,2,6,0,11,2,0,3,3,20,7,31,31,4,51,1,0,0,4,3,24,5,3,22,125,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15811409478232538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29073366499282505,0.0,0.0,0.06643413915370536,0.09735034736555953,0.0,0.16916047515371782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14611571394374878,0.0,0.05791803196137533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553618171726097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760281987716872,0.0,0.16368771577729674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088912288427682,0.388992536313418,0.08314506528334037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936978429772973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275409503768255,0.0,0.16010230616677898,0.0,0.08539006744188987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04804058907224901,0.06787612140609935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635093628841119,0.14891851357494373,0.0,0.05399713495489945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258889722940224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436770020124316,0.0935670328750994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744692437932263,0.0,0.0,0.3096903018654608,0.0,0.0,0.09283548457164904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575144526283214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914278618755713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30334858553974675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917625457473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817104211527363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147533800235818,0.0,0.0,0.09069907629173543,0.0,0.08296023870592903,0.0,0.1042939216801174,0.0,0.1071110119106083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16227833314560544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752777677815737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126944845882584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987531630904718,0.07143670455784296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216075093358741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06450646422188493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Purplejacket25,2019/02/18,"I (akward bastard 24/M) met my co-workers for the first time.  I applied for a job in a retail store as allround employee. I am almost graduated from college. This new job is bellow my level, but I won't like to get a job in my field because I made the wrong study choice years ago. So I am going to work parttime at my new job at that retail store and I am going to do self study to get eventually a job in a field that I do like.

So today I attended a course at the retail store about some products of the store, I was free to come if I would like. I thought it was a good idea to show my best side by attending. I was sincerely interessted in attending the course. I already didn't had a good start on my way to my new workplace, because my chain of my bike felt of. But I was still on time, I was there 5 min before the course should start but they already started. The group consistent of approximately 20 people.

I introduced myself in general to all of them and I felt pretty OK and confident. When the presenter was asking someone to volunteer tot test a bed that most of the group already had tested, I participated. So that the co-workers could see if the bed was right for me or not.

Things went pretty OK and not that awkward at all till then. But when the course ended, I had in my mind to introduce myself to my new co-workers I did not met before (met a few at my job interview). Most of them began to talk to eachother and some of them walked away, so it was harder for me to approach them I guess. But I approached a few of them and had some small talk about the work with them, I already began to feel awkward and my body language was showing that I think. Then most of them went to the canteen and started talking with eachother again (standing) I looked for people who I didn't introduced myself into. Then I asked two people who I already introduced myself into if I had introduced myself, I felt so stupid. It was due to nervousness that I forgot that I introduced myself to them, so I was kind of ashamed. Then I introduced myself to another co-worker and after that I was standing there alone in the middle, I began to talk to another co-worker from another district, that went OK, she already said before that she was from another district when I introduced myself in that other room before the canteen, but I asked the stupid question in which district she worked. After talking to her, I saw two persons whom didn't met me, but they were talking and I was kind of discouraged to meet them. So most of them went out and walking towards home and I walked with them and said ""have a nice day, guys, yo"" and left. Felt also really awkward about that. Most of the people didn't seemed to be my kind of people.

I was pretty self-aware and I was awkward when I was in that group. What do you think about how I handled it and what do you advice me? I start my job there over two weeks.

TL;DR: I met my co-workers for the first time at a course I was free to attend. I participated to test some products. After the presentation I wanted to introduce myself to others, but they were talking to eachother. I re-introduced myself to two others, felt stupid about it. Due to nervousness, I didn't made a good first impression. What do you think about this situation? And any advice?",4.407335029686177,5.335788108396947,5.3816284987277365,82.40401187446992,70.20610687022901,8.142832909245124,28.143341815097546,8.378751543991594,1.8975133163698048,2581,89,510,38,45,849,219,655,0.07400000000000001,0.816,0.11,0.973,8,1,0,0,0,0,76.0,0,3,14,7,24,31,4,7,34,3,46,1,1,3,2,76,92,48,0,7,15,0,6,3,0,3,0,2,4,3,32,24,0,2,13,3,9,16,9,13,0,7,55,11,104,20,94,32,14,93,0,1,3,0,50,31,1,17,46,385,136,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951911399776167,0.04513852576064708,0.0,0.05099017470258657,0.052738952856459916,0.3371565217879119,0.0407216240777101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034628127157222736,0.21358105649852555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142813200061806,0.0,0.04784209526044174,0.0,0.0,0.06208211901500135,0.0,0.17332058749805407,0.0,0.053438603791217926,0.0,0.0,0.056561916659471224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04386406058719671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0406563936052184,0.0,0.0,0.03283992819676797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04510102339504888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025747262703289846,0.0,0.24446144042965146,0.0,0.0,0.12994050876548646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05320839682226669,0.0,0.05787932436956296,0.1281307303343786,0.0,0.0,0.05609538600074429,0.050419942850786485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05107806382670944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05748377854061953,0.0,0.0,0.3537196785389169,0.0,0.0,0.15907962069233006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05532597686510053,0.0,0.0,0.07463250312747131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04276093994158127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636564391142244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05141584402199596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967198502187541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765115640816351,0.044462382771302524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15541534359817716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05704334019970651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03262139165530014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04348638261146418,0.0968753461448912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0405775625906741,0.04635670115208383,0.10624372680171296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05723750445398641,0.0,0.0,0.04314532389940609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18021125507664573,0.0,0.040665694989166515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864994322759847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03382974842268872,0.09788464760585038,0.0,0.040425703980939295,0.08907759360493295,0.0,0.048267294747576385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19897025190452836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03003461272119477,0.04041883751435412,0.040845873829995716,0.0,0.0,0.1888176593573411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336408233438591,0.0,0.0,0.036172922912654566,0.055674282175686964,0.0,0.032791550134321085
anxiety,Schiz1717,2019/02/18,"Host Has a Panic Attack Live While Recording Panic attacks have a way of popping up at the most inconvenient times – like when you are recording a podcast. In this episode, Gabe has a panic attack in front of the microphone and decides that the silver lining is showing listeners that even someone in recovery has symptoms.

Listen in to this episode to learn about panic attacks and see if Gabe makes it out okay.

[WEB](https://psychcentral.com/blog/podcast-host-has-a-panic-attack-live-while-recording/)  //  [iTunes](https://itunes.apple.com/us/podcast/a-bipolar-a-schizophrenic-and-a-podcast/id1360410451?)  //  [GooglePlay](https://play.google.com/music/listen?u=0#/ps/Iwwkxsmonivv5a7qp5gsas6k7s4)  //  [Spotify](https://open.spotify.com/show/4OpZjOVTcCyj7FBQB5LKKB) ",11.70610156833458,16.88570374757282,6.517475728155342,62.44744585511579,64.92233009708738,7.0527259148618375,37.04929051530994,8.139509932561175,4.074204480955938,638,30,64,10,13,166,66,103,0.28300000000000003,0.6709999999999999,0.047,-0.9738,0,0,0,0,0,0,76.0,0,1,0,0,3,10,4,4,7,1,6,1,0,1,0,8,10,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,8,0,0,0,3,1,2,12,10,1,12,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,2,4,38,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.65308401722586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758331597087793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05609202175520496,0.0,0.20276464953889467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766388277937095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6735438623763765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149140501378222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972810107682174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933507102428975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694860964069739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13810636873756568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113352298942497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KarmaChameliano,2019/02/18,"When you get a FB message and don’t want to open it due to anxiety. A wee bit of time goes by and you need to check something else in FBM. Open FBM app. Opening app instantly opens last message sent to you. Anxiety over load. I use Facebook messenger as it does allow me to keep in touch with some others easier. I’m not a huge fan and do use other messaging apps. But some of my friends or family are stuck on it because it’s what they know.

About 3/4 of the time I get a message and I’m not ready to read it or open it and choose to ignore it. I then for some reason need inside of the messaging app. As soon as I open the app, IT OPENS THE LAST MESSAGE SENT RIGHT FUCKING AWAY!

Showing the person that I’ve read it and you hen get the normal “umm. Hello?”

Ugh. Small things that are so big in my head.

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anxiety,TheBrainwasher14,2019/02/18,"I had my first panic attack today. What the fuck. Was my first day of university. Was sitting in a lecture hall listening to a boring presentation. And then I suddenly felt horrible all of a sudden. I got super sweaty, my heart was beating out of my chest, and I felt super super nauseous. I then felt like I was going to throw up then and there into that bag in front of 200 other people.

Luckily I didn’t, because I left straight away, even thought the lecture was compulsory. Now I can’t stop thinking about it. I get that anxious feeling every time I read about what to do and think about it. I’m so distraught. This shit has never happened to me before.

My dad had massive anxiety too his entire life. How am I gonna do uni if I can’t sit in lectures? I also have a fear of vomiting. Fuck, guys. Fml.",1.5641503267973889,3.8515590679012384,3.6412854030501087,85.92931372549023,81.77777777777777,6.033986928104575,24.344226579520697,7.285733465282438,1.232021350762527,627,24,123,9,17,213,105,162,0.221,0.662,0.116,-0.9576,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,6,10,12,4,3,6,0,15,7,3,1,2,18,31,11,0,1,1,1,4,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,8,6,0,1,7,1,0,3,4,8,0,2,13,5,21,4,19,17,1,29,0,0,0,2,4,10,3,1,15,88,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887643862655995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328394065306315,0.18206047043245788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833382773324603,0.15141141821436585,0.0,0.0,0.09823923507784524,0.0,0.1371319327465067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393232309877452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644205415362916,0.0,0.13578092659046442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18134536545687727,0.08148534339519994,0.0,0.4642052551337838,0.0,0.0,0.27415851540468783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979723512572518,0.08419738704915754,0.0,0.09158869966269027,0.0,0.12889121873639822,0.0,0.0,0.15956983095673827,0.14250976684238206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909707006179144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17509652484151506,0.0,0.11382928730326075,0.07873270796288412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429348425062822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18908190704233785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172531680875017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611996657008637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16542437415550448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347336777224728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065245851619974,0.0,0.12793990603353098,0.09397139141045563,0.0,0.15275709626254932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gg_ff_42069,2019/02/18,"Trembling If anyone out there reads this and can help I would greatly appreciate it. I have been seeing a psychiatrist and a psychologist and put on an antianxiety medication.
The program I have with my anxiety makes my legs and body feel on fire or completely numb in nearly every situation unless it is a very 'safe thing'. I can't focus on school, tv, or work unless I allow myself to be completely stress free which is just not a possibility for living life for me. I am having a harder time recently, likely due to excessive time under this duress. I completely loose motor control when I'm in situations like class or meetings. My life is challenging but I should not feel like this. I start to feel dumb and helpless to the point where I get nothing actually done in a day even though I'm exhausted from trying to not loose my mind. 
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anxiety,SuprisedRedPanda,2019/02/18,"How do you deal with trauma that causes your anxiety and depression to worsen severely? Therapy doesn’t seem to help, I’ve been in it since the events started. Basically I had some very traumatic experiences where a previous boss physically assaulted me on more than one occasion and told me that if I ever told anyone about it he would destroy me. I never told HR or the police because I have a fear of losing my job because of my massive student loan debt. He knew that too and used that fear against me.

I finally quit with no job lined up and moved back in with my mom but the fear of his threats has followed me. He could easily call my current place of employment and try to ruin my job, after all he was my previous manager and the person who’s recommendation I needed to get this job, my first in my field. He is a very convincing liar and very manipulative and I’m scared what he could do to me. If I lost my job I don’t think I would emotionally ever recover. Financially I’m sure I wouldnt.

How am I supposed to get over this? I can’t ever relax knowing that he could come after me at any moment. ",5.078590647021142,5.4919639730941725,6.655326713645098,75.71772421524666,68.46188340807174,10.317616912235748,30.72677770659833,10.290406445055957,3.0650732863549006,878,33,174,22,14,303,132,223,0.211,0.7240000000000001,0.065,-0.9842,9,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,4,9,16,4,4,7,0,18,0,0,6,6,40,35,14,0,9,4,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,11,12,0,0,4,1,2,3,6,13,0,2,8,0,31,3,25,21,3,25,0,4,0,0,19,9,0,5,13,119,42,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891671508465608,0.0,0.07752711748276415,0.0,0.0,0.07086138182398276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792651134002339,0.0,0.12355550413058212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348253365415287,0.0,0.0,0.10410717704058203,0.0,0.08729802083198705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427424170304325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448018286962232,0.08728657725513053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399723441506715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27501163603026196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913290003179576,0.0,0.3421171495230137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101630270821763,0.0,0.08620230388519518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058950692673144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06792807656799899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5028364492545614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055695462358733495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337689427552786,0.11062785581200626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186916965665793,0.0,0.10771157054134887,0.0,0.07514455026223497,0.07816196906747015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867263946296946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884887984707439,0.10588186506545756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077907548767437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014620222601434,0.0,0.0,0.09225886086930192,0.0,0.11448874367104175,0.0,0.08383197670990805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173109688997431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955145779956254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589455243681775,0.0,0.0,0.06493650224075426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905127378922442,0.0,0.0688052445560608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875278133550855,0.0,0.25085576507446944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14398231881452872,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,boilerdog193,2019/02/18,"Natural Anxiety Remedies for Adults - 3 Secret Tips To Eliminate Your Chest-Pounding Anxiety  Whenever you see yourself anxious, there can be plenty of ways to calm yourself without opting for medication. Take note that it is also important to understand what is causing your anxiety to be able to find a quick remedy. 

For instance, if you think making a big decision is causing your anxiety, then it can be comforted by some natural anxiety remedies such as the ones mentioned in the video.  

There are many things that can make us anxious and we all cope in different ways. Other people find it more difficult to deal with anxiety due to some reasons like having low stress tolerance, being a perfectionist or possible, other mental health conditions. 

For more info check out the short video below.....

[Click here to get some natural remedies for your anxiety](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BFjLZ08wtHs)",9.978623988226637,11.173000754966884,9.004988962472408,60.384363502575425,58.00662251655629,13.068727005150844,42.60559234731421,12.45797560212912,6.1900457689477575,738,39,100,24,9,231,102,151,0.131,0.7390000000000001,0.13,0.4033,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,2,6,0,0,6,6,0,1,6,0,12,2,0,5,1,23,19,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,9,4,0,0,8,2,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,8,3,22,15,6,12,0,1,2,0,12,7,0,5,4,74,17,0,0.13289225493104692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627388825570894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6099732676809217,0.3002608435912097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730339053411342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370060795545771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884412172830182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24292222692157225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943071827592205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14125825266970315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06492444311223018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774132241834903,0.13473188823589374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387496586872846,0.13392413637855755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005123121986737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213075687381547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14981605000653836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663537124292024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589792156179714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15222762902745315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999184370629603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828770917217643,0.08515199100574576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13834552408030862,0.15985302009027225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109673726779157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810339148235306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bitchycatowner,2019/02/18,"My anxiety is making me feel bone pain and joint pain. Simply because my father had threatened to disown me after my mother divulged to him that I'm close with a guy whose ethnicity and background they totally disagree and disapprove with the status quo and convention of my country. Well, I'm dating him secretly, but my mother can only think of me liking him more than just a friend and worried I'll be brainwashed by his culture and religion when he isn't religious to begin with. I see him for who he is, but my father has the most venomous mouth and bitter heart to the world. He is coming back right now from work and I'm here, writing this in my room after coming home from a full-time job, as a 25 year old. Oh, I just heard him arrived home. 

I'm detached, numb, afraid of the world and empty. It has nothing to do with that guy. It has everything to do with my parents. They impacted me as much as they'd like to disagree. Honestly, I am just waiting for a blow out to happen now. My hands are shaking and I feel so tensed. It's 11:09pm right now, and I am at the brink of crashing as I've been up since 6:30am with 5 hours of sleep. \*takes a deep breath\* \*sighs\*",3.5163713080168755,4.876036860759495,4.481708860759493,86.38222573839663,72.79746835443036,7.123206751054852,27.5126582278481,7.594959193182576,1.5189139240506324,924,34,186,11,18,300,139,237,0.132,0.799,0.069,-0.8864,2,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,3,1,11,12,1,2,11,0,17,9,6,1,1,35,33,19,0,0,5,5,3,2,1,0,3,1,3,2,8,21,0,1,4,0,0,3,1,6,2,0,3,6,27,5,35,28,4,27,1,0,1,0,26,12,0,1,14,125,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235607703419464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419731422846153,0.0,0.09845982777417428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27826678080029704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451618960319721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16333663165136306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247883480015336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31985627863459865,0.14282976743782716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19139951851064094,0.0,0.0,0.324031295787495,0.0,0.15906262057327036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16028161769258506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15781899889748127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078144689797828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187342591839744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15498080496290115,0.0,0.1694858917887167,0.0,0.0,0.12284166005099867,0.3437329195949556,0.0,0.17934654108037298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27587085044001164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870887423182656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13360929643575642,0.0,0.16163457106646814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214413782604081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349416437368426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14522401187579342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175869728892907,0.16402929285318532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401224796767304
anxiety,Caiteoc,2019/02/18,"When your meds work but your brain is like nah I've been on Prozac for a few months and for the most part, it's really been helping me. The only thing is that when I start to feel better or like my ""old self"" my brain will just tell me that I'm bi-polar (which I'm not) or that the Prozac will stop working. 

this is something I'm working on in therapy, but it's been so hard accepting that I feel okay or that it's okay to feel okay.

Has anyone else experienced this or is it just me?",4.110503144654088,3.3812742641509423,4.992452830188679,90.73540880503143,70.50943396226415,8.576100628930817,24.270440251572328,7.793537801064563,0.7657534591194968,376,7,94,4,6,123,60,106,0.058,0.73,0.212,0.9567,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,4,5,7,0,0,4,3,10,4,2,0,0,16,17,10,0,0,9,0,4,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,13,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,9,7,7,12,3,9,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,5,8,59,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325947897501371,0.19429993382128788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16771369678921313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4233830521104408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15841282803593354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876502302274045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16987262243993032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710603150581926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18528879451045527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21063790400679847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513620949749328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989864135208501,0.0,0.0,0.14422333981029933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053524904866108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148282749019425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978270650030776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14598763267082845,0.0,0.0,0.1342221879654884,0.0,0.0,0.15854046793948648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16574633409515158,0.0,0.21686020534735306,0.0,0.1259827764277015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4141620833169152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FrankStanely333,2019/02/18,"My anxiety stops me from moving forward in my life. Can’t stick with a career A bit about me to start:

I’m 26, have physical limitations due to being 6’5 and having ridiculous joint issues, am an active musician, love cooking, love animals, want to be able to help people, suffer from near crippling social anxiety.

So. I have been in customer service most of my life. I worked 2 years at Walgreens as a photo tech, 3 years at a pizza place, some being a manager and opening a new shop in Denver, a natural foods grocery store and now I’m at Menards.

In between these jobs I have worked as a carpenter, in a plastic injection factory, hot line cook, laborer for a sprinkler fitter company, metal fabrication, distribution center and been a janitor. 

I convince myself I can make a career out of these things and then quickly convince myself I hate it. Shockingly my social anxiety doesn’t pertain to dealing with customers as I tend to like it some times.

I am in school for IT for the second time and am remembering why I quit. I feel like I’m such a damn quitter and nothing will satisfy me ever and I’ll just continue this path my whole life and never settle. I’ve thought about getting a liberal arts degree to specialize in immigration services because I like to help people. I like computers. I love music. I love cooking but know that I don’t want to do that for a living.

Help. Sometimes I feel like I’m on the verge of a mental breakdown because it stresses me out to constantly be thinking about this day and night.",5.7878064167267524,6.659268743150688,6.85094448449892,73.31755948089403,67.04794520547945,9.709012256669071,34.888968997837054,9.811843763644266,3.6200452054794514,1211,57,208,26,19,407,166,292,0.07400000000000001,0.792,0.134,0.9254,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,4,9,18,3,1,19,0,19,12,0,1,2,33,39,16,0,2,2,0,3,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,11,15,5,2,6,5,2,2,4,6,0,1,3,3,27,12,42,31,5,37,0,1,0,4,10,19,1,3,23,142,38,11,0.11253258873765133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25826136710718883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13719764320949251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285644121656245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160775049084087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257421014699601,0.1160161576991288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179216912549678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379971618344595,0.16078660775850506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607485298717348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05879363300410599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110263368462443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262846664370493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745478575768348,0.1116712302588221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0618449677887712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384552862282851,0.2748886930829987,0.0,0.09936833754794536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4062602196053279,0.0,0.07511637681225464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340638150020907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960433271388606,0.0,0.0,0.08679206984851656,0.10868467543776883,0.0,0.10560421136366152,0.0,0.1079780539144782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15603185571272093,0.0,0.11757260389025967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969226003263825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274774861226278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388898763068507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294256053099408,0.0,0.0,0.11129760771238044,0.0,0.07965114551056518,0.0,0.0,0.09408228306044347,0.12890570019105013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476165162534823,0.07210633899630739,0.0,0.0893383054455547,0.13123731491206195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274927291260968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015431580112417,0.1256386165551602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16385012971534693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14493459524239702
anxiety,AshenPack,2019/02/18,"I've Lost over a Dozen Jobs... Including my dream job My anxiety has controlled my life. It starts from my parents, who are narcissists.
I've had this anxiety as long as I can remember now...

I have lost over a dozen jobs... Including my dream job of dog training.

I work so hard to get a job, can't sleep/eat/drive so I have a panic attack before work and end up being late or never show up. It's a vicious cycle.

At the end, I was having panic attacks at work, I'd hide in the bathroom and bawl my eyes out.

I would give excuse after excuse as why I couldn't come into work after vomiting from stress. Sick, family emergency, car broke, ect ect...
I hated lying, it ate away at me, but I couldn't stand embarrassment of crying or having a panic attack at work.

I haven't had a regular job in a year now...

I have an Etsy shop which helps pay bills... But no one else takes this job seriously... And it's not where I want to be long term...

I'm on medication, I've been looking for a psychiatrist for months.

My heart broke when I tried writing my resume only to realize my only job I could put down was my McDonalds one from High school.

How can I get back on my feet? :(",1.558310071671066,3.358641377593361,3.7627706525839315,87.59663428894757,79.20746887966804,7.0374198415692195,20.498113919275745,8.00094639256281,0.8467659751037342,896,23,194,16,22,308,136,241,0.236,0.715,0.049,-0.9896,9,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,0,0,8,8,15,5,5,12,0,22,8,3,2,1,22,35,14,0,5,5,1,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,8,6,1,1,2,4,3,3,7,15,0,4,8,3,27,0,31,21,1,38,0,4,2,0,7,18,0,2,16,122,35,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556495605596718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800956387508422,0.07710642592112071,0.06310591241948492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983458274440357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069508389743978,0.0,0.0,0.09204724124866176,0.06552533254814964,0.0,0.09014882460636812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397696541243355,0.0685580287220056,0.0,0.14537735859794196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736724777881934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575521798582322,0.07872795975650768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07351760758716716,0.08102604043671402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725203260068684,0.05500904861530175,0.0867102906801326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6515256978878347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925772852588196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05796768574399421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525677437394946,0.06891720000919928,0.0,0.17917578138628315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826757749739338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550660690408543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06329658917982277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122401085442236,0.12483418162139252,0.0,0.28887048738443755,0.09112779277445868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825019044085674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092968056676879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305810052401466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08212816153913301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05808878442332367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400963892405384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06170559345998014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05571939077331613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04840635904947972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405441036119327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987356553932401,0.0,0.0,0.05829938646565156,0.0,0.0,0.05284967594973597
anxiety,rapidlyamazed,2019/02/18,"I have anxiety and no one to talk to about it. I'm from the Dominican Republic, a country where in certain aspects we are much further advanced than others, but in other fundamental aspects as mental health and coping with it we are one of the latest to the party, meaning we have come a long in identifying those patterns and treating them but the common knowledge of much illnesses such anxiety is not very vast.  


I'm 20, and as young as I am I've found ways to cope with it in very practical ways but I have never talked to someone who relates to me about the subject.  


Is it wrong? Should people who suffer from it keep from discussing their symptoms?",7.082857142857144,6.91484093650794,7.256984126984129,75.09357142857142,64.23809523809524,9.739682539682539,36.253968253968246,9.23628265651192,3.3171396825396826,522,23,93,8,7,169,78,126,0.138,0.812,0.049,-0.9179,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,3,0,2,1,4,4,0,0,7,0,9,3,0,0,2,21,15,10,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,10,10,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,2,0,2,1,0,9,2,23,13,2,16,0,1,0,0,10,7,0,0,5,74,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054785922722023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17198934629443408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218916802263154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21222916376203171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774669151644616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17669275069859858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21748819064389133,0.0,0.0,0.2012102438901936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935460360891753,0.0,0.1539900428083277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705894648466485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841905246989208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16917120653636952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20752311050080166,0.0,0.3209581694720563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294806964171896,0.0,0.3169615101299486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21829678485359336,0.0,0.0
anxiety,moonissues,2019/02/18,"Anxiety at work over coworker.. I feel hopeless and I need help :( Long story short, I dated a coworker for about 2 months (bad idea, I know. I’ve learned now) until things ended on a bad note (it wasn’t that bad, but we did have a heated discussion. I sincerely apologized for getting angry afterwards, he decided to ignore me, and I decided to let it be). 

He’s now doing everything to avoid crossing paths with me even though I wanted to keep things civil, but it seems like he really hates me if he goes this far not to see my face. He even avoids having lunch with our team (who are also his friends) and has basically changed his usual schedule so as not to see me.

This causes me great anxiety because I have always avoided confrontation, I do not like leaving discussions unresolved and I get REALLY anxious when I feel like someone hates me / is holding some kind of grudge against me. 

This discussion happened 10 days ago and I thought my anxiety would get better, but it’s still the same / maybe worse. Everything about work now makes me anxious, because the sole thought of crossing paths with him and encountering his hatred makes me want to curl up in a ball and cry.

We work in different departments so I feel relatively safe at my desk, but commuting to work, taking breaks outside, going to lunch and leaving the workplace all make me feel anxious, nauseous, I get dizzy and the mere thought of accidentally seeing him makes me want to throw up. Not because I hate him, but because I do not want to see his animosity. It wasn’t even that awful of a discussion so I really do not understand why he’s ignoring me so harshly. It hurts, I feel like crying everyday I’m here and I just don’t feel comfortable at work anymore. It sucks because I really liked being here but now I even hope to get sick or something so I have an excuse not to come and stay home. 

I even started seeing a therapist, but our sessions are one every two weeks and I feel like I need to solve this with more urgency. I’ve even been thinking about quitting but this job is very financially safe for me, so I really don’t want to go through with that.  

Talking to him is not an option either, because after our discussion I did try hard to get him to have one final conversation for closure, since we are coworkers and I wanted to keep things civil, but he ignored my offer. 

I feel like I’m at my wit’s end. I genuinely don’t know what to do and it’s taking a huge emotional toll on me. My stomach, my appetite, my body and my mental stare are all suffering the consequences and I need to do something to find some relief.

I’m thinking about taking some time off work, but my boss is very annoying in that sense and he’s always very reticent to give us holidays / days off, which also causes me anxiety.

Any advice would be welcome, I’m desperate at this point :( ",5.380139642354834,6.1539939493670905,6.212406570223028,77.88253189672496,67.91500904159132,9.761080972473376,31.816807313642755,9.861636050157227,3.070032388989352,2246,91,424,50,36,741,246,553,0.189,0.6729999999999999,0.138,-0.9872,2,3,2,0,0,1,61.0,7,0,0,9,28,36,6,3,14,1,34,6,3,7,2,108,95,41,0,13,22,0,9,7,1,2,1,0,1,0,24,26,2,11,22,3,0,7,13,18,0,3,8,15,72,18,60,81,8,52,0,3,6,0,40,19,1,9,31,276,96,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05762969502280955,0.05227778602256911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943245847821641,0.09814386167575848,0.0,0.0,0.040105027609604715,0.0,0.18046287803009792,0.19987491656889966,0.058487360631296566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772500425212812,0.21570370403125347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05215860180224737,0.0,0.06550793864712684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116715674685832,0.06238773839318406,0.05080174717309163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956255352205473,0.07606800223696797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061616330908842935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06633894590040826,0.10446870431469976,0.0,0.0,0.2337146184764113,0.0,0.049688987601119165,0.0,0.10600586847159857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23855628735539194,0.16852702928320762,0.0,0.06460423831519192,0.05390208866171097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045563944694291855,0.0,0.18487204467609056,0.05657420129532203,0.06703371196852101,0.0,0.0,0.06502015424511816,0.0,0.0,0.052151404585913295,0.0,0.05283002307249665,0.174676831560492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03952970455542625,0.0,0.05915674130207935,0.058575489604267415,0.0,0.0,0.06313396554715411,0.06657560528782712,0.0,0.0,0.058523595199503925,0.10483939325333946,0.0,0.0614133952535617,0.06482224386008267,0.0,0.0,0.12489203577802345,0.0,0.06030594110402465,0.0,0.2016854689097046,0.0,0.0,0.05219102602402766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15746510248789886,0.0,0.05924832206529745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05943293674275986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047073288532145936,0.0,0.0,0.13118766293240988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992598307402524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05575044473144413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06272718011997094,0.0,0.0,0.1889045005321143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23497722828622744,0.05368863210977141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0487847358422217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049969332685960884,0.09080368444922672,0.0,0.0,0.04174281402858317,0.0628595113876867,0.04709751737076297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302559889456528,0.047401877296353714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847452949678735,0.11754112386943713,0.07557760732030121,0.05794264568250825,0.1404587057450878,0.03438880128383187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04004015904148624,0.0,0.057610013168563075,0.06139506293374465,0.070939672922807,0.0,0.06495263911096377,0.14598167327014752,0.20870992536644736,0.0,0.047306193899912634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05321577151926915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25760704818839303,0.0,0.0601005712737424,0.08378830686080138,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kena_langar,2019/02/18,"I started a business now I’m freaking out My friend encouraged and supported me to get an online business going. I got a pretty good run for my launch. 

I just have to post an update and continue to interact with my customers. And then plan for the next launch. 

But I’m stuck... I’m quietly freaking out and avoiding everything that requires me to post an update. (I post out their purchases asap though.)

What if they didn’t like the product and the quality? What if the mail never reach them? What if there were criticisms and I’m going to fall into the black hole of rumination? 

I feel really privileged to receive help and support. But a voice in my head is telling me I don’t deserve it and I’m a fraud. There’s so much guilt in me and I don’t know why I feel that way. :’( 

Thanks for reading. I just had to let this out. 

",0.93631736526946,3.365413335329343,2.7874580838323366,89.95016916167671,86.30538922155688,6.2142514970059874,23.32005988023952,7.554174236665415,1.2489044311377242,645,25,133,12,20,214,96,167,0.098,0.74,0.163,0.9096,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,3,2,7,12,0,2,12,0,8,1,1,2,1,30,25,17,0,3,7,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,7,15,0,2,3,1,1,5,4,4,0,0,5,5,20,8,19,19,1,24,0,0,1,0,10,7,0,3,9,90,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16124933798414962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18143827300617665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386179090616939,0.0,0.09373850475011723,0.0,0.20393477895877432,0.1504873139253447,0.14349697233141342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18413463982753514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026010978777625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860344582607627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18346707063940434,0.0,0.08765457668014713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189288107147218,0.0,0.13837822968346752,0.0,0.1908130885391336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5154985721009806,0.18253261758392536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17946656254540996,0.0,0.11493977113612724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699299057217572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072028619255902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15681924845786566,0.1651839975630363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762772833630029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424136647074456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16189684687309486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kanskjedetdu,2019/02/18,"My anxiety is eating up my old self and I can’t cope. Hi!

Sorry for formatting and typos, I’m on my phone during class trying to keep my head and hands busy so I don’t get up and leave mid lecture.

A bit of backstory: I started to feel pretty anxty about two/three years ago, and have no clue what has triggered it. Although 2018 was my roughest year so far (grandmom/functioning mum almost dying and my little sister trying to kill herself leaving her four year old kid behind), it was also a really safe and stable year (got better friends, a nice apartment, a lovig and caring boyfriend etc).

So I thought with my life slowly fallig in place and me taking real action to change my surroundings for the better and more stable would help get rid of the anxiety, but it hasn’t at all. I still get random waves of panic out of no where, antry feeling in my hands and feet, fatigue, difficulty breathing, sweaty palms and sometimes even faint and loose vision.

I am quite spooked of drugs/medication and don’t want to take pills, but I also need this to go away. I feel like my anxiety is literary EATING UP my old, comfident, secure and loud self and I’m aftaid I’ll never find my way back. I’ve never had any issues leading lectures, for example. I’ve even worked as a teachers assistant, but now I’ve got to present a 2-3min topic in class in about two weeks and it feels like the end of the world. Just the thought sends shivers down my spine and makes me dizzy.

Any tips or tricks? I just wanna be me again.


TLDR: Got anxiety out of nowhere ~2 years ago and don’t know how to cope. Have to present a text in front of 40 people in two weeks to pass my class, but don’t think I can do it. Need help.",3.4911336032388682,4.850342935672514,4.341754385964915,87.36279352226722,72.85964912280701,7.015924426450742,24.557354925775986,7.468242284971852,1.0513406207827258,1332,39,272,15,26,429,195,342,0.096,0.792,0.112,0.6936,0,0,1,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,0,5,17,13,2,1,12,0,19,13,7,4,3,55,45,32,2,5,7,2,6,2,1,1,4,1,0,3,7,22,2,3,9,0,0,6,10,4,0,3,8,7,29,9,42,35,4,52,0,1,0,0,13,23,0,3,24,159,36,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15825533815205095,0.0,0.08938558807590874,0.0,0.0,0.1427697134525629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140595822507308,0.0,0.2731486541359654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386701643172256,0.06863895622964003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15789454362488292,0.0974538079759828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091011194029247,0.0,0.09443009533430348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264254662661396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18267991166742945,0.0,0.0,0.07906192756753319,0.0,0.09955360879356526,0.11791683361805713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805394259974348,0.1275412753490586,0.0,0.0,0.08158621392820886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896559728087491,0.0,0.13991118489813772,0.0,0.05073112100895805,0.0,0.21417913035526875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161121749537343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966434000798988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316903553239488,0.0,0.0793424649993801,0.09875803814117104,0.0,0.049057481687457834,0.0,0.0,0.1890366143854712,0.0,0.0,0.06305021656397157,0.08722033503561384,0.08946656525930112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595848039323327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915283116397933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237711807320293,0.13769270255754662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810044995005527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473275788494404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06188482408488419,0.0,0.09326249278668672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081417459063144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494387441087322,0.0,0.10160264073596936,0.057185179183463976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18624486099408416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828495749009516,0.09992439520127787,0.06318193301701497,0.0,0.07128681324046916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13423171827290756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057197142004223524,0.0,0.1417322197774531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120958806550668,0.0,0.2615955879711242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05265056525840811,0.07085407299814324,0.14320533216699624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498568133669272,0.0,0.0,0.06341100037078566,0.0,0.0,0.28741733184611445
anxiety,mea0044,2019/02/18,"My anxiety has partnered up with depression it feels like I’ve had anxiety for my entire life but it’s definitely gotten worse as I’ve grown into an adult. The main thing with my anxiety is that I carry constant guilt. I always feel like I’m letting people down and it really gets to me.
I’ve gotten to the point where I just really dislike myself, pretty much hating myself. 
I’m in a long term relationship but I have tremendous guilt there too. Each time we fight, it feel like it’s my fault and I feel so guilty. Now its to the point where it self esteem is so low that I feel suicidal each time we get into an argument. It’s not his fault...it’s my anxiety making things seem worse but I don’t know how to fix it. And then when we fight I tell him that I just want to die and then I try to break up with him because I just feel like he’d be better off without me. Ive heard that what I’ve done is a form of abuse so I feel guilty about that too...I don’t want to die but It feels like it because my emotions are so strong and I’m so sad that I need it al to stop and I’ve been on meds and I’ve been to therapy. I need help ",0.4495698924731215,2.199898258064522,2.619032258064518,94.69021505376345,82.54838709677419,6.068817204301076,17.99462365591398,7.1686216300943375,-0.012629569892473214,880,19,212,12,24,298,122,248,0.292,0.58,0.128,-0.9948,0,0,0,0,3,2,18.0,3,0,0,2,16,16,3,2,7,0,16,1,0,2,0,43,40,21,3,4,9,0,8,5,1,0,1,1,0,3,21,17,0,1,10,0,0,1,4,9,0,0,7,9,32,7,25,30,6,25,0,3,0,0,16,13,0,1,15,133,53,0,0.0,0.12438083942249292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734945639630971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212291431474443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279862776138982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284382000108776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344308072812115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904167255611316,0.0,0.21789956070624425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742814313438537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808524269095767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4246370922158703,0.37497873388675657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969252910712578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364327101948163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036401758534179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05769273459275146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734631963652476,0.0741485148670136,0.25643283487108864,0.0,0.0,0.0929015360537929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007310935628548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166060257415506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717033536283842,0.1556785565921776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727779863221379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19847480863276387,0.0,0.0,0.106799572495312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450219015681752,0.0,0.0,0.11270624740253216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556731820770284,0.10951413489843566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776565629437981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482803993342836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175471713506557,0.0,0.12005059965957145,0.0,0.13948440040161467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242612210175055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07127264133645735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383656816971385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119429373505877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21396151079576906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alaska64,2019/02/18,"How do I stop feeling anxious about sex/pregnancy? Hi. For context, I struggle with anxiety in general. A few days ago, I had (protected) sex and I've been terrified ever since about the possibility that I might be pregnant. Until I get to a few weeks from now where I can begin to verify for sure that I'm not, how do I get my mind off things, stop panicking, and keep myself from breaking down over these thoughts? Any advice would be appreciated. Thank you <3",3.4487921348314607,5.653660887640456,4.924030898876406,79.57458567415732,74.95505617977528,8.49494382022472,27.97893258426966,9.188382445141503,2.5926280898876404,365,15,69,9,8,122,67,89,0.189,0.708,0.103,-0.7941,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,1,3,0,9,1,0,2,2,17,17,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,10,2,14,10,2,15,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,9,50,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22196920548244295,0.20135554462361804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544703839024655,0.0,0.1737697971486809,0.256615832104776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649352224138593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054709704946354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485430719822373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373539130965076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20190213408638166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24097118134449705,0.22935762967158946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560784807986469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18790155058573288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3798166042212429,0.0,0.23746741362699106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21408701086728346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20913000643133048,0.0,0.0,0.1509089475861699,0.0,0.0,0.18033242124561816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822067298847572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16136146387075312,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jdkdjfjdn,2019/02/18,"How to not feel anxious about what you post on social media? Now I know a good idea is deleting it altogether but I use mine for promoting/networking my graphics which is really useful and I have a great little following and support.

Now when I post some things with some writing on I think I’m being cringe and people will be thinking that when in reality probably no one really does and doesn’t care that much but how do I really take that in and not care so much after I’ve posted some words to the online?

I get like 1,000 people who watch my story and stuff so I think some are laughing or judging lol... facepalm 
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anxiety,wantout189,2019/02/18,"Anyone else daydream about doomsdat scenarios Had my blood checked for the first time gonna get results in 2 days. I just did it bcs I'm tired all the time. But now in my mind I'm envisioning going in there and hearing i have cancer, and im pretty much deciding how i would tell my friend and family.

I have an anxiety disorder , is that part of it?",1.7024404761904748,3.7804191250000017,3.6630952380952384,87.12000000000002,79.97222222222223,7.447619047619049,24.174603174603178,8.418075326091056,1.6244936507936507,275,10,58,6,7,93,55,72,0.156,0.759,0.085,-0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,3,0,6,3,1,2,1,11,12,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,7,1,6,8,3,9,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828135867658805,0.0,0.0,0.16709538281632735,0.24485593954510265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15411772746676275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738836056372354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19963116343833548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22528234801987834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20327019593161655,0.0,0.0,0.18462984183099326,0.0,0.12485345813278186,0.0,0.1358137856712271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693397856043699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581317009329141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412944690066475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17567255151729344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25878432383962485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431213148549097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20887281618095105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27869399738722583,0.27466415269439165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16975946602944714,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThanksGosling,2019/02/18,"Extreme work-related anxiety. Don't know what to do anymore Hey Redditors,
I work for a global company as their social media manager and I've just about had it with the extreme anxiety that my job is causing.

Because I'm on the front line on social, it just never stops. It's all hours constantly, even if I ignore emails. Brand managers will text me and call me. Just now at 10:30pm, a brand manager whatsapped me because one of our ambassadors was offended by a comment someone wrote on a photo of her after hours. If it's not that, it's consumers being assholes and writing very vulgar complaints to us (which eventually wear you down when you read them every day). I even had my agency support stripped because my boss said they were too expensive, so I'm very much on my own in a sea of needy, apathetic brand managers.

I just don't know if I can do this job anymore. I had my end of year review and it went well, but I didn't even get in inflation raise. -The problem is that I've left each job I've had in advertising/marketing at the 1.5 year mark, so I'm doing my best to stick it out. I have 5 years experience in this field and am thus extremely specialized and not really trained to do anything else, so I feel stuck and like an anxious mess. I just don't know what I can possibly do next.

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anxiety,PoppyJamSeeds,2019/02/18,"Jittery So for the past few months, I've been trying to force myself out of my comfort zone in terms of socialization. It's gone okay usually, until tonight. I tried to have a conversation with an old friend, and they read my message but didn't respond, and now I can't get it out of my head. My eyes are welling up and I can't stop myself from moving around anxiously. I feel jittery right now, like something is going to happen, but I know nothing will.  I feel like I'm going to throw up, this is how I normally feel after I push myself out of my comfort zone. ",4.8461118012422375,4.9461814869565215,5.695403726708076,83.49043478260869,68.91304347826087,8.310559006211179,29.472049689440993,7.957251820313856,1.7889006211180116,441,15,92,5,7,145,75,115,0.021,0.797,0.182,0.9471,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,7,7,0,0,3,1,9,2,2,1,0,17,19,8,0,1,2,0,3,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,1,4,1,0,6,3,0,1,0,3,4,17,7,20,15,2,25,0,0,1,0,6,8,0,0,13,63,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319615974390733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827849806296565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114592153407769,0.14668598589778087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863549431331794,0.0,0.1072751287180932,0.0,0.23338466643155026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181570403992186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21072522163240348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284260796816938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20062526111674495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16389042795467013,0.21823060647107345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201177325866382,0.19701724558500924,0.0,0.21545664041250198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960083038079388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20538303495425125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17534853785246368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093054985999209,0.0,0.15807111812553634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716629592305736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788077487384789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261392002262948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846140547496992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AustinTheGeek,2019/02/18,"I messed up and I don't know what to do In 4 hours I have a class that I needed to buy an important item for, which I didn't. I don't know how I'm going to tell the professor that I didn't get the thing. My anxiety is through the roof. I haven't been able to calm down to sleep and I've been losing it. It seems trivial but this is also just mounds and mounds of other stresses that have sort of been opened up by this thing. I'm a mess and I'm just so tired and scared and angry at myself. I feel like such a failure and I can't bring myself to go to class. But I have to because it's such an important day of the class. I'm a loser. I should have been more responsible. I can't let my depression get the best of me anymore. I have to be more on top of my game. I'm such an idiot.",-0.5911297330850402,1.0314815474860346,1.9341433891992563,98.90786933581629,85.4804469273743,5.318559900682806,16.648355058969585,6.42735559955562,-0.5805570453134696,603,12,158,6,18,207,89,179,0.212,0.6609999999999999,0.127,-0.9528,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,4,8,11,1,2,12,0,22,2,1,1,0,20,37,12,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,13,8,0,0,4,1,1,3,7,8,0,0,6,1,20,3,23,28,4,13,0,3,0,0,2,8,0,2,3,111,33,4,0.2120109165237317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16954505334659384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621877708412576,0.0,0.21025786015884412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923988689868438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22249237685755432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367295019322921,0.0,0.1826046917392509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719908960967743,0.15146064112633809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215339069115347,0.0,0.2409813793078506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087880464289204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330313103139531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167955263245808,0.0,0.10357782472845244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23718598529786564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572034082217782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21225991304368044,0.0,0.0,0.19300677583005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121640282721172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24285778856781956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853068858011531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28170126466867285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243675360478296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dremtz,2019/02/18,"Helping my mom Hello!

Im looking for advice as to how to help my mom. She’s a very hard worker and her anxiety isn’t  something extremely incapacitating, but I see how much more she could be enjoying life if it wasn’t for it holding her back. 

This weekend we were driving through the city and I got another glimpse of just how bad it is. She has visible hand tremors from constant worrying about an accident, missing a turn, and overall just risks. She has basically been a single parent for the last 6 years but has maintained an unhealthy relationship with my father. I really wish I could help her more myself but I know how hard it can be to try and help someone who isn’t consistently seeking help themselves. She does take small steps to practice self-care but time and time again falls back into depression because of the poor self-image she’s developed after years of emotional manipulation and distress. I’ve tried asking her to talk to someone else but failed because of bad experiences shes had with therapists (she was asked to take time off work). I did manage to inform her about how helpful CBD and cannabis in general can be in a controlled environment, she did find some help with the use of it but is ultimately still opposed to its benefits because of the stigma still surrounding treatment. 

I’ve had troubles with mental health myself and really wish we had the resources to get the help she deserves but not sure where to begin. I’d appreciate any tips, or if anyone has successfully helped someone reach their goals the methods they used. Thanks! ",6.674963950973321,7.766774924657535,6.7297116077865935,74.18673756308583,65.16438356164383,9.709012256669071,34.888968997837054,9.811843763644266,3.4968602739726027,1266,57,219,26,19,404,170,292,0.16699999999999998,0.6629999999999999,0.17,-0.3147,1,0,2,0,1,0,22.0,2,0,2,6,15,13,0,2,14,0,25,3,1,9,1,49,42,24,0,6,13,4,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,15,0,3,3,1,1,3,4,8,0,0,10,5,30,5,34,27,5,25,0,3,2,0,39,7,0,4,15,147,38,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893819971216052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06189290006815039,0.095436514125454,0.0696257523162303,0.0,0.0,0.06363937135621386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701723203164813,0.0,0.0,0.13996888194984478,0.15198641285487072,0.16644456560277934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983542123653562,0.10208036735528414,0.14533515457617302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839055295520754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964729811220894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07603083658086496,0.10237892837797433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902952886824317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318549533188417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04755125757097352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279251477475017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16306201658572264,0.0,0.0,0.096744030934966,0.0,0.0,0.5490451895033513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831114958178064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05001912354331023,0.07418886800909845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428614888627776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642915744787665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172108919569437,0.0,0.0,0.2131898859511981,0.0,0.0,0.06690604225367172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010606992290298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116612285997359,0.0,0.0,0.09771538396861564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252667795260385,0.0,0.1898956976780861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23134856890089703,0.07006731702249094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536840440366625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577997694279252,0.0,0.1368629752032285,0.07315391185127433,0.0,0.08379381381921581,0.0,0.10567471122606334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15921365236616525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358558066041846,0.09899751104585452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721440577994608,0.0,0.07509639608814518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20932409281210065,0.0,0.0,0.06625955331411278,0.09242952180693227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172205546276534
anxiety,mikejmct,2019/02/18,"Mental Health Community for Men [https://www.reddit.com/r/TheMensCooperative/](https://www.reddit.com/r/TheMensCooperative/)

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I have started this community for men dealing with loneliness, depression, anxiety. I will be sharing services people can access and also building a group where people can just talk to others in the same situation. ",18.816201550387607,23.430664883720933,14.148837209302327,19.151782945736468,39.69767441860465,12.24496124031008,44.56589147286822,11.855464076750405,6.76757984496124,302,13,24,7,3,88,37,43,0.174,0.7659999999999999,0.06,-0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,4,1,3,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,21,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165715752986866,0.0,0.2934291826516472,0.3290712614958951,0.0,0.0,0.20717361156782585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791995565574689,0.2332535509960081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878649008400623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729189800248253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3754996354629128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044086965222653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19168506307127275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21767176101320207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290712614958951,0.0
anxiety,frenchfilmfox,2019/02/18,"Will I ever be able to drive? I’m 20, going on 21 in October. I’ve had my permit since last April, and I felt pretty proud about it. I used my tax refund to buy myself 6 hours worth of driving lessons. I had never used a car before, and I was extremely nervous and anxiety ridden to start learning to drive a car. My instructor ended up showing up 40 minutes late with his previous student in the backseat and made me drive her home in rush hour traffic. I didn’t know how to operate a car at ALL. I felt incredibly stupid. I would speed or break too hard or ignore signs because I felt too scared to focus on everything at the same time, and my instructor ended up asking me if I had “ADD or something.” 

Ever since those lessons I’ve given up on driving. People ask me why I don’t have my license and I don’t know what to tell them. Today my cousin tried to teach me how to park a car and the whole time I was so nervous to press the gas for fear of slamming us into a wall or something that I kept hitting the brake. I kept going the wrong ways too. 

At night sometimes, I have these nightmares where I’m forced into a situation where I have to drive a car and the car steers out of control and I can’t control it and I end up falling off a cliff or something. I’m so genuinely scared to learn to drive because I’m scared I’ll crash someone’s car or that I won’t know how or that I won’t be able to process the rules of the road fast enough and cause an accident for not being able to focus on everything at once.

I need to learn to drive if I want more job options and for when I go to university. There’s so many reasons for me to learn to drive, yet I’m so scared. I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m so anxious to learn. ",3.5151992753623205,3.839696353260869,4.8193478260869576,87.82057971014494,71.8804347826087,7.655072463768116,27.56159420289855,7.492282038375204,1.3184615942028992,1350,45,303,14,24,450,175,368,0.129,0.843,0.027000000000000003,-0.9858,1,0,3,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,1,5,19,11,1,7,18,0,21,0,0,11,4,66,49,30,0,5,10,1,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,9,17,0,6,15,1,4,22,9,10,0,0,13,5,41,1,52,28,5,68,0,0,0,0,8,24,0,10,20,187,50,9,0.28339735086346673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07226606590596389,0.10671944687562916,0.09368467363891264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17662551148470607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517092979150567,0.0,0.08038342412787754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704238157662913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21190281783949488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25100593607481825,0.09760840677634534,0.0,0.0,0.17089941910702633,0.0,0.0,0.16979951025960766,0.0,0.0,0.1063002696249569,0.0,0.0,0.27210589946825564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16106124539022165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462278715368582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475688324121986,0.0,0.1860595363676042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374271393446218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20766369673807009,0.07700222183142709,0.1065615185645763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938580854942993,0.0,0.0957734776008243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004518158348888,0.07285783595946897,0.0,0.0,0.08864973864077336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060297652687407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06549068001149448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610566300495878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712655881659274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37830691637588665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15628614478778494,0.10618349875135813,0.0,0.0,0.08004055190915045,0.21817312623655732,0.09342907548515553,0.0,0.06686336785977387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256725863284711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016751620640844,0.0,0.0895425172786994,0.0,0.0,0.06413606618187104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363070643109395,0.16317621327607734,0.0,0.0,0.05571836670381588,0.07498254201817943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524067650537699,0.10546767384539958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710578232872833,0.10328350490258116,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Grambuolys,2019/02/18,"Help me understand what's happening Hey, sorry if I'm rambling I don't have much time to write this post and my thoughts are scattered right now. 

First some information, I'm a 17 yo male, I always had bad social anxiety and some paranoia, I have a few friends but beyond that I pretty much can't talk to anyone from my class.

So 4 days ago my class organized a night at a homestead, I usually stay away from events like these, but my friend was going so I said fuck it and went too.

I knew that without any chemical help I wouldn't be able to talk to anyone there so I took 1mg of clonazepam and drank half a beer. And to my surprise it went absolutely fantastic I finally talked to a girl I like from class and overall it was a great night.

The day after I had to go to a skiing trip to Austria, and that's where it started going downhill. For some reason my anxiety and paranoia went through the roof. For the last 3 days I've been exausted from over thinking absolutely everything from why I said something to what I'm going to do when I come back to school. I've been feeling very lonely and I constantly cry when I see things that remind me of my conversations with the girl I like.

Please help me understand what is going on. This is really exhausting and I want it to end.

Thank you for taking the time to read this, I would really appreciate any responses.

Thanks",4.383049199084667,5.319629757246378,5.338306636155608,82.66252860411902,70.26811594202898,8.998932112890925,28.294431731502677,9.276330184999452,2.2516985507246376,1087,38,222,22,19,357,150,276,0.113,0.706,0.182,0.9728,0,2,2,0,0,1,20.0,0,1,0,1,11,13,1,0,13,0,17,4,0,1,0,31,47,18,0,4,4,0,1,3,2,2,1,2,0,3,17,12,2,0,8,3,0,11,4,4,0,2,15,4,30,9,33,29,6,41,0,1,1,1,19,7,1,4,24,141,47,5,0.10255817236261436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091163179343127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533661516958715,0.0,0.0,0.13948614815232382,0.0,0.1569134422866757,0.0,0.0,0.1434221174244433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635677894326497,0.0788609040086729,0.08563179006506154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834478436920093,0.0,0.11082894986576101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126553365795628,0.19842461024392732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083609983497244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921726723303887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05185649347482537,0.0,0.0,0.11234746481938296,0.0,0.08723592901977315,0.0,0.0,0.15847237912161916,0.09481337774886442,0.0,0.0,0.29143086403841656,0.0,0.0,0.11307074709193655,0.0,0.0,0.09069185311669432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20622774330350804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359859873245354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503142278089659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15078411436215292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19248779456237008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257807561300508,0.0,0.0,0.09822237942607354,0.10433853162129016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258592606057898,0.0,0.13140278273516404,0.10544688222825403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758411882933922,0.1951126150040062,0.0,0.0,0.103794345750472,0.08172558512166596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454514126849332,0.0,0.07895429162370386,0.0,0.1148054773987054,0.07259120226227468,0.1093133659395076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711098209465372,0.24729712233163964,0.0,0.1888435719729664,0.0,0.0,0.06813509259421148,0.06571513573246479,0.0,0.0814197329968961,0.11960499011123045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394590309941215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21353334867538207,0.0,0.0,0.11295333754796552,0.08462123295986025,0.06049146725009087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852173597995137,0.0925427986539934,0.0,0.0,0.09886241836064484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285438310868493,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Unhingedkitty,2019/02/18,"Footsteps make me anxious Sorry if this is badly formatted I'm on phone.

Might be Triggering.

Recently I was at the doctor and I realized that I don't know why, but hearing footsteps just make me so anxious. I'm generally not at all anxious from seeing lots of people, but the moment I hear a lot of footsteps I get so anxious. The way they sound, especially a lot of them together is just horrible, especially when the floor is wooden or has any soft flooring. 

Is anyone else more anxious from footsteps than seeing people or I'm a weirdo? ",3.289326923076924,5.721724663461544,5.031384615384617,77.51361538461539,76.40384615384616,7.621538461538463,29.63076923076923,8.548686976883017,2.70589923076923,431,20,74,9,10,146,66,104,0.218,0.782,0.0,-0.9645,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,7,0,9,1,0,3,1,20,20,9,0,1,8,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,6,9,0,9,17,5,9,0,0,2,0,5,5,0,7,3,53,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812024422163067,0.0,0.0,0.7319542175310443,0.0,0.09060678914456624,0.1327721335636448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819560728608328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263272906650622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824918335549777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677012779428009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29209679826189955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121491120201331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33049810002892466,0.0,0.0,0.17299406227430986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13746608776385005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17967176872366766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12794665115554035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065202492282569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14505650690571856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028562075202034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116927653768712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HermitCatMom,2019/02/18,"How Do You Find A Good Therapist? I’ve been battling anxiety and depression for most of my life.  For a few years I was seeing a psychiatrist and taking a bunch of pills everyday.  I started seeing a therapist in the same practice.  She was not good.  I had a falling out with my parents and they came to one of my appointments.  They were mad and took their anger out on me and my therapist.  I didn’t talk to them for almost a year.  When I started slowly letting them back into my life my therapist would discourage me from seeing them.  I would purposely not talk about them during my sessions but she would bring them up.  I decided that this wasn’t working for me and stopped going.  Around this time my psychiatrist took a month off to visit her family over the holidays so that gave me some time to think about how I was feeling.  The meds at best dulled my anxiety and one that we tried sent me spiraling.  The only thing that helped at all was Zoloft and I maxed out on the dosage.  During the 6 weeks between appointments I decided that I wanted to stop the meds.  The doctor helped me get them out of my system (I didn’t stop cold turkey).  I haven’t seen a psychiatrist or therapist in about three years.  Last year was hell.  I want to start seeing a therapist again but I don’t know how to find a good one.  I did some research and thought I found someone I wanted to see but then I read some really negative reviews about the office that made me more than a little anxious.  Does anyone have any advice on how to find someone good?  I’ve been putting this off for months and I just need someone to talk to.  

Thanks",3.076898790864305,5.084733097178685,3.982367890729961,86.8029114420063,75.3949843260188,7.56654724585759,24.559001343484105,8.418075326091056,1.5691333631885356,1274,42,256,24,28,409,153,319,0.145,0.795,0.06,-0.9754,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,1,9,2,14,13,4,0,21,0,21,5,0,5,1,59,50,21,0,7,7,1,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,10,19,0,4,10,2,0,9,8,7,0,4,22,8,51,6,45,24,10,49,1,3,6,0,23,18,1,6,21,189,61,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465939628647209,0.0,0.0,0.07650581897106673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05195615122030902,0.0,0.11689502712545775,0.08631279758312535,0.0,0.053422230952308004,0.0,0.0,0.06801420238738834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05874861566283236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017944969916116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738382235362849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06580514758719916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820094223536132,0.0668601254820895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720252434420958,0.0,0.038631274179150216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20949082221259904,0.0,0.0,0.08377112565703837,0.0,0.0,0.039917023218382135,0.0,0.043421160431529285,0.2563303359720993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024216378838248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04198867953936559,0.062278032551391076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812647895381004,0.10793033996561804,0.0,0.07657512797117247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722936580539268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16973135635821066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219670970543196,0.0,0.0,0.05665130167639179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15531642953032404,0.058107355368773386,0.0,0.0,0.08483565911101364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680536557861596,0.0,0.0,0.07642292741008756,0.0,0.04894523894302444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044135145600673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19420614023873276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622337213534969,0.0,0.0,0.1916271109033107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057444985032940335,0.1842277079754012,0.0,0.07034092856085003,0.0,0.532253418784218,0.05075826124854724,0.048955478014211566,0.0,0.06065485377493295,0.08910153495867576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16977142607458562,0.05187211384805194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13519208301107846,0.0,0.06128527794187313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055621749311916664,0.0,0.0,0.16282190293434232,0.0,0.0,0.19680218104683356
anxiety,junkie_ego,2019/02/18,"I haven't needed this thread for a while... And I was really happy about it. As most people would be. I was getting on with my life. I had this amazing boyfriend and I had a plan for my life and I was starting to look after myself after 2 years of shit. The anxiety wasn't really a thing most of the time, and when it hinted at coming back I managed to breathe through it.

Then my amazing boyfriend turned out to be... Kind of a really big liar. He did something awful. He lied to me about it for years. And it hit me like a ton of bricks.

But I still mostly managed at first, you know? Started talking to other people who were nice to me. I was still sleeping and getting through my day. Then I went hiking with a friend this Saturday just gone.

We did two hikes. The first was good. Exhausting but energising. The second was too much I think. I totally broke down. Started crying and screaming and couldn't breathe and it had been so long since I had a full blown panic attack that I really thought I might die.

Since that hike, I'm unsettled. I've cried for two days straight. I've barely slept. I'm so exhausted by the thought of just pushing on with my life that I can't bear it. 

I was doing so well. I'm not ready to be back in this place and I don't know what to do. I'm scared as hell that things will go back to how they were before.

I don't expect anyone to have any answers. I just needed to put this somewhere I suppose.",0.3754354354354348,2.689913000000004,1.9281531531531504,95.88336336336336,87.91891891891892,4.775375375375375,19.37087087087087,6.286939319323684,-0.0417647147147151,1112,33,245,11,36,359,151,296,0.192,0.7290000000000001,0.079,-0.99,0,0,1,0,1,0,37.0,1,1,1,3,18,19,4,2,12,1,31,10,5,1,1,40,55,22,1,5,6,0,0,1,1,3,5,1,0,0,21,16,0,0,6,0,0,6,7,10,1,5,22,2,33,9,39,25,7,40,1,1,1,0,8,11,2,5,24,179,54,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788650653817547,0.0,0.0876175879144827,0.0,0.0,0.08008427958236493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029805461420027,0.0,0.2642068935319842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745932121939717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866021417225346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25161869405075543,0.14772888355166375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886738376003048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19484377039482192,0.0,0.0,0.08848806964758517,0.0,0.11967774428479044,0.0,0.06509185950870666,0.09606501790311446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192272587525466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926870759222585,0.12588890772932435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24269456836076286,0.05595513839954378,0.0,0.0,0.10135828179011153,0.09617904581489392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215016303911735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419508363150087,0.169849839712134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438003786674424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15880580578312126,0.0,0.11966282150222612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513750475742515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934916142486168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146677181353442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756668848342873,0.18948610055206067,0.0,0.11461591896233304,0.0,0.0,0.08817325637311572,0.0,0.0,0.2432015748305177,0.0,0.18293273004760405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205745129770362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15218154361888395,0.07338825276463035,0.0,0.1818531417033356,0.06678523256749325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457923740600173,0.22376459684785585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029791056870872,0.106173427985919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136110232440734,0.0,0.0,0.14751125709673216
anxiety,link_hyruler,2019/02/18,"Can anyone share their experience with weighted blankets? Recently I have been looking into purchasing one, but I'm not that well off, and they are pretty expensive. I find that every night my mind is racing with all the ways I feel powerless and how everyone in my life is going to exploit all my flaws and steamroll over me to get what they want. I'm willing to spend the money on a weighted blanket, but I'm also constantly anxious that every penny I spend is going to be the one that results in me going bankrupt, so having confirmation of my spending from informed people really helps me. I'm sorry about the bad formatting, I'm laying in bed typing on my phone at 2 am having the same issues that I want to try and help with the blanket.",12.36475862068965,7.266058717241383,11.995862068965518,60.71034482758621,58.3793103448276,14.358620689655172,44.86206896551725,11.20814326018867,5.0653172413793115,594,23,102,10,5,200,91,145,0.138,0.76,0.103,-0.7602,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,0,5,3,0,0,7,0,12,3,0,2,2,22,25,9,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,6,8,2,0,3,0,6,3,1,1,1,2,1,4,16,2,20,22,3,16,0,0,1,0,8,9,0,0,3,77,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624083481436716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924639658168102,0.0,0.11912317431213595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224766497335306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18410404965113095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28707973292397865,0.16279106534029006,0.0,0.16664966765520275,0.0,0.0,0.0861416666041352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15571053028156354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900868477600485,0.0,0.2904670791943116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283841465524235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17781680543892767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033384297232302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14306369863762194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17202009180366482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15987601854150235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308874761020569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810964513095093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17332245978508987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914018614393244,0.0,0.16821489175537702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19070967772259625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566665692746575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20097139066226996,0.13522781298391487,0.0,0.4149173646669047,0.1531786016087491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HaruomiSportsman,2019/02/18,"Flu anxiety So I'm a major hypochondriac and lately my mom and dad fell ill with the flu. Of course this making me quite anxious; I've been scrupulous about what I touch and sanitizing my hands, and I've been staying away from my mom, but my anxiety is starting to get the better of me. I woke up today with a very slight cough that has persisted throughout the day, but I'm hoping that if it was the flu I would have already had more symptoms by now. Also, it hit my mom a lot worse than it hit my dad, and my dad(as well as myself) is vaccinated whereas my mom is not, so I'm hoping that means the vaccine can also make the symptoms easier. Anyways, how do I quell this anxiety and creeping panic I have over all this, as a hypochondriac?",7.52768571428571,5.593079140000004,7.949809523809524,76.23300000000002,64.26666666666667,10.971428571428573,34.76190476190476,9.606745405546679,3.025790476190476,581,20,118,9,7,193,89,150,0.151,0.741,0.108,-0.4582,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,9,5,0,1,10,0,13,8,1,3,1,21,26,16,0,4,4,6,2,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,10,8,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,5,2,16,4,14,18,4,10,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,4,5,84,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14756099974709716,0.2138682720429395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30688142424368353,0.1510631370391158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256323449273361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826259363223528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623696692516493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986207048641563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656240422296067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15083958691031188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368215520419338,0.0,0.0,0.17851543928831196,0.0,0.0,0.14565796619774585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6264350345344016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568891147392188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14222541931529534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464619989709147,0.14252546261396426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779681427767291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267489099176407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033125062896998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202284281531807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136269938073868,0.09498934157572676,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,larrylunchbucket,2019/02/18,"Getting Forced into Detox Again Hey guys, I've very nervous about posting this topic and making my situation public. I've been a fool throughout my life-long bout with anxiety. I've finally made the choice to come off of my Xanax after 3 years of being prescribed 3mg a day, which is a fair dosage, plus there have been the odd times where I save some and take and extra 2 pills for my anxiety when it gets out of control. Now, I signed a lease with a company here in Saskatoon, SK. They are called the Housing Coallition, the head being ""JoAnne"". When you rent here, you sign a lease and give them your plan of action of how you're going to get better, and promise they will do room checks and keep up with you, and keep you healthy. Well, is that ever a lie. Please listen carefully if you're about to sign here by the very slim chance. They will not take ANY initiave of their own, even though that's what they promise in the contract. JoAnne will hide behind her desk all day, her decision based off of pure profit. So, I'd been working on CBT and getting a bit stressed these few weeks. I'd seeked help, but never got any, they were too busy with business, never in the office, and never willing to listen or lend a helping hand. They came into my room the other day and found a ""waterpipe"". I'm in Canada, Marijuana is legal here on private property, and paraphenillia WIHOUT RESIN is an even less charge. So, apparently that's enough for them to throw me into detox, thus institutionalizing me again at the age of 22, and saying that if I don't do what they say I will be homeless, and we just got the record here for the coldest city on fucking Earth the other week. It's colder than Russia here. I've been homeless before, and now face it again for smoking a legal substance. I don't believe I will make it through the night, this place has killed me, I meant to release my VLogs, but I guess they will get released when my obituary is released for either freezing in the cold, or from... other causes. They're disturbing and I don't want to alarm anyone. They are set to release after I prove how reckless this environment is, and sacrifice myself so people can't get trapped into this mess ever again. Love you all, if this is an unacceptable post, I apologize, I suppose it will be deleted, and whatnot. I'm having an anxiety attack right now, I really apologize, I've called Mobile Crisis but they told me to read a book. Suicide is about to be my fate and my parents and everyone have already given up on me. They shouldn't be able to do this to me. I want at least a month to find my own place here in SK. If anyone PM's me, I may be in detox or... HOWEVER. Should I survive this situation with the police state and communism I am in, I will discuss specifics with you. If this is a stupid post, I am seriously fucking sorry. I'm very anxious, and I just need some advice on this and some perspective. I don't think I've explained my situation well enough. Let's just say I have daddy issues, and as of last week he showed up in my life out of nowhere after 22 years. I'm now having my rights to go see him taken away, etc. Need legal advice. Mom is a lawyer but is sick of  my depression and will not hesitate to let me die in this -41 degress celcius. Guess I'll know what it's like to have my blood boil. Check out star-light tours. This city is fucked.",4.887524916943518,5.405376952380955,5.430478959025468,83.9637458471761,68.91071428571429,8.215448504983389,27.68147840531561,8.133680483312611,1.623878903654485,2640,81,540,33,43,850,315,672,0.128,0.792,0.08,-0.9919,5,1,0,0,0,1,91.0,1,7,14,5,39,24,6,4,33,0,58,16,4,8,9,102,104,47,3,11,18,2,2,1,0,13,7,5,3,1,29,41,1,3,9,3,4,6,11,14,2,0,14,9,71,10,81,68,16,81,1,1,1,4,47,37,3,14,34,364,100,9,0.07512646053987776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468254155171778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290391734353991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217713872644103,0.0,0.17241461004852426,0.08487151651324501,0.0,0.10506033597339047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546719447209401,0.07058378268906965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06392708459416026,0.08464179464628463,0.0,0.06644324926046292,0.08201863732685799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15342503170610527,0.08592465694017079,0.0765964334365338,0.07717556951043696,0.0,0.06471479360367567,0.0,0.0,0.08426071362807469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14535105597362494,0.0,0.06470631037911571,0.0,0.07796940510192674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15525143261292398,0.08378586228494665,0.09924063730413044,0.1359123692587116,0.0,0.07178655251959082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229736536905584,0.06866422390286006,0.0,0.0,0.08237228630768491,0.0,0.20835960659237932,0.2355028494106539,0.07206814654710934,0.08539219762955014,0.0,0.12017098685303902,0.0,0.16552053223345622,0.07438700729977946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710142249830508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007113658041146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866858487913477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841250633641622,0.0,0.1335516999603925,0.0831162976762174,0.0,0.041287537986039416,0.06123809233511821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15364379175090764,0.10612808166541196,0.036702993835685024,0.0,0.0,0.06648455348594795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780456377009039,0.07108647344465517,0.10029499155379007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798720260290058,0.05996522405468889,0.0,0.0,0.1114106371327887,0.173826473303212,0.0,0.0,0.07050109401066829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834190438123406,0.0,0.0,0.052083228434802835,0.0,0.1569823228242678,0.0824662936200963,0.0,0.0,0.21585114697624208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514679082704008,0.0,0.04812793434481103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831517363409822,0.0,0.1792307303299295,0.0,0.0,0.05986606239464725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533358679663853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409792188047731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605710672261535,0.0,0.0,0.08217615431267025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297149744522905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04813800244043152,0.0738113660425556,0.0,0.043806843291794635,0.0,0.0,0.07178655251959082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859615934745004,0.08862306577178973,0.0,0.1807857452605404,0.0,0.13509542070110706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05469295802485765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675795493983896
anxiety,justcheckingin5,2019/02/18,"Unrealistic anxiety and guilt about my past. (24F) My anxiety has recently taken the form of wondering whether my past sexual partners would ever somehow out me or something. Like, if I went into politics, would the people I've been with go to tabloids with their stories about stuff I've done?

Granted, I'm a cis straight woman, and my past is pretty damn vanilla. I also know that I am likely a blip on the radar of their lives, and that they would have no reason to do something like that. But that doesn't stop me from thinking about it, and the guilt of making the choice to be intimate with multiple people I didn't feel anything for is getting in the way of moving forward. Especially since that's a part of my past that people close to me don't know about and would seem totally contrary to who I am.

I know I need to talk to my counselor about this, but any insight into the relationship between guilt and anxiety?

Anyone else have their anxiety manifested in this way?",7.511489361702132,7.020531000000003,7.621787234042554,73.90300000000002,63.46808510638298,10.711489361702128,35.821276595744685,10.125756701596842,3.5326153191489365,780,32,143,15,10,253,107,188,0.091,0.855,0.055,-0.6753,0,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,4,0,8,7,1,3,10,0,18,0,0,2,2,37,32,12,0,6,5,0,1,3,1,4,0,0,0,2,11,13,0,1,9,0,0,4,4,4,0,0,5,1,20,3,29,22,3,21,0,0,0,0,9,9,1,5,11,106,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971597931045895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262100901905807,0.0,0.3717744622561763,0.0,0.0,0.08495237852806048,0.1244863509121864,0.09998032674263332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433193250661452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014937808368542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989950615459644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06143170303049043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06347630950097702,0.0,0.06904861124949993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20031201250127725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17806948340039053,0.0,0.10728262613658243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109909423004523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913033696138926,0.0,0.09008726775968276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156763200403548,0.4639242630030342,0.2526887485726755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360445644687156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491746202781626,0.11996200773675705,0.13044054505899935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060480997399903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050221481576213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18706612310239495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015755586610232,0.0,0.0,0.13908311626517653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976533658010596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778493190035106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192874718499857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262741315672335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175653203071264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34522726298684664,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HARUAJI_11,2019/02/18,"I don't want to talk with my roommates or seeing them or eat with them or let them know i'm going to the bathroom or My roommates (more like neighbors of room) are a group of very loud and party people that have been friends for a long time. It started with my not liking to be in the kitchen at the time they were, to not eating or leaving my room because I'm scared of them talking about me. I can't go to pee either because the bathroom is right in front of the kitchen that had caused my already a urinal infection.

Do I have anxiety? WHat can I do?",5.858563218390808,4.6675723275862095,6.089655172413792,85.83752873563219,67.10344827586206,8.422988505747126,33.12643678160919,6.42735559955562,1.8021022988505744,434,16,95,2,6,139,71,116,0.07,0.852,0.078,0.4298,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,5,0,1,4,0,1,8,0,14,7,2,1,0,15,22,6,0,1,8,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,5,0,4,4,4,0,1,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,3,2,15,3,17,17,2,13,0,0,1,0,10,6,0,5,6,68,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303532500183259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15968793372671136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544957660725779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21443670972840528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4271926979809184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16127443516568793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372670783295239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471977278140486,0.0,0.0,0.2210288492571732,0.0,0.21345400741620252,0.0,0.20396271216999215,0.0,0.0,0.1847311135858975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14471621276577226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17826550433556532,0.0,0.0,0.20898830257758494,0.0,0.1663412596206041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774947164593236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355596640305993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24343961174941306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17223495506623301,0.12312211461929412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dat-White_Boy,2019/02/18,"30 days free trial of Calm Hello everyone! I have 5 free 30 day passes to Calm and I would like to share them with 5 people. 

I would love to give everyone a pass, but I only have 5.

I love the app and I can't recommend it enough. 

Please message me and I will send you the link ",-1.6719307832422563,0.2687516065573803,1.174644808743171,98.71293260473593,98.50819672131144,4.67832422586521,13.335154826958108,6.42735559955562,-0.7271653916211291,212,4,52,3,9,73,41,61,0.041,0.613,0.34600000000000003,0.9511,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,0,0,8,0,0,3,0,6,2,0,0,0,8,9,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,10,10,5,6,1,5,0,0,0,2,9,0,0,0,3,30,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321129348306894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26605074474538043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4920757364773098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24700299042112064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579412221869865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4647803729616982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958288787276014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785076180053176,0.0,0.0,0.2826411127389676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658197885800597,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cattleandhoolahoops,2019/02/18,"I came to a realization today. After a few weeks of feverish planning, my best friend's baby shower arrived today. I had planned everything down to the last detail. Relied on the mighty power of lists, my mother would have been so proud. As I started meticulously setting up the food table, I felt it. That drop in the pit of my stomach, the icy feeling creeping along my extremities as if my blood had suddenly turned to ice water. I could feel my heart beat in my chest, because I knew what was happening but all I could do was give in and become anxiety's victim, once again. 

People started flooding in, and I avoided eye contact, puttering around, desperately trying to find things out of place or in need replenishment; anything to keep me busy while the tornado of thoughts spun through my mind. Several people tried to engage me in conversation - out of pity, surely, the thoughts informed me. I simply looked at the floor, and muttered simple answers, wishing for this all to be over. Knowing I could not leave, I hunkered down and endured 2 hours of a heart beating out of your chest, throat nearly closing up, barely able to breathe anxiety attack. 

While in the car, after making a hasty exit, making a point not to say goodbye to anyone, I sat there - face filled with the tears I had been holding back during the whole ordeal. As I looked at my mascara stained cheeks, I came to a realization. My social anxiety is far worse than it ever has been, and that leaves me feeling hopeless. Where I go from here, I do not know. ",7.456565789473686,7.481102592982455,7.255822368421054,74.76794407894737,63.42105263157895,9.370614035087721,35.35635964912281,8.841846274778883,3.0670043859649123,1209,50,209,16,16,384,179,285,0.123,0.813,0.063,-0.9619,2,1,0,0,0,1,40.0,0,1,0,7,8,10,2,1,17,0,18,13,11,2,4,48,43,14,0,7,6,1,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,7,14,2,3,12,0,0,5,3,5,0,0,15,8,32,5,50,23,5,49,0,2,3,0,9,27,0,2,15,149,39,0,0.11274524247577555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587494056900073,0.0,0.0,0.07883409499652187,0.0,0.09277972804032328,0.10036716918293337,0.0,0.12826398974786812,0.0,0.08669413211538274,0.0,0.06872845334972613,0.12451826237066288,0.0,0.0,0.1183191761496332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25790104343396103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700537058590891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019845266062864,0.0,0.0,0.10132815408202514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17102214663374546,0.0,0.10825311359179796,0.0,0.10304710907057324,0.0,0.13633199473141866,0.0,0.08710669466011789,0.0,0.0,0.10815551004057444,0.06407571951411567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970024557444704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672073103619432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103135303901744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021315184344352,0.0,0.0,0.12392367344373713,0.09190242052481587,0.0,0.23876186530793705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18935521612947928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15051664966747175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384055484474245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359916870600745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007000363004475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15632671036554618,0.0,0.11779478178555852,0.0,0.1065806966225218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965954207941587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127370032340248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149295763608713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15960332584186454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626105674828087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490292931979045,0.0,0.0,0.17901425751994454,0.0,0.0,0.21373861382371265,0.0,0.0,0.15309323769793087,0.1226344482022619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043743282587756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587603685947307,0.12965146469975802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489703417835068,0.0800909854357543,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,summonsalty,2019/02/18,"A new symptom: feeling like I'm defusing a bomb? I don't know if this has to do with anxiety; I've tried to explain it to some close friends, but none of them seem to have felt it before, so I'll try to explain this as best as I can.

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For a few weeks now, I've been having some sudden attacks of intense fear. They usually happen when I'm trying to focus, be it when speaking, reading, listening or writing anything. For the record, I have a very hard time focusing on any of those matters in my daily life. When the feeling kicks in, it's like I need to choose my words very carefully or pay full attention to the words I'm hearing/listening because my life depends on whatever information is being transmitted. At the same time, the information feels overwhelming and I have a mental block over this. All in just a matter of seconds, but it feels like an eternity.

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I have described it before as if I was suddenly drawn away from my normal activity and teleported to a room where I have to defuse a bomb. Every move I make is crucial and could potentially kill me. 

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Once I pull myself back to the ground, I'm taken over by depersonalization/derealization.

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I am very intrigued by this and constantly afraid of feeling it again.",8.349696969696971,7.320525966942148,8.46342975206612,70.30302341597798,62.05785123966942,11.537741046831956,39.1749311294766,10.686352973137794,4.182114600550967,1012,46,182,21,12,332,142,242,0.122,0.77,0.108,-0.8606,0,0,0,0,0,1,43.0,0,0,2,1,9,11,2,3,15,0,18,3,0,2,1,42,38,17,1,5,7,0,7,3,1,0,3,2,1,0,12,6,0,1,14,1,1,2,2,5,0,1,4,9,19,6,34,31,8,31,0,1,0,0,10,14,0,8,18,126,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3964817456402447,0.4446413510029846,0.06221072610503337,0.0,0.06998328729842207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528168436484456,0.0,0.0,0.10407369579029238,0.08595011422433976,0.07034381785811962,0.0,0.05576642485640117,0.0,0.15568846025442526,0.0,0.0960044512022488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09327173965793437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885927077257912,0.0,0.0730407323361442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.077077318788563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294240063854304,0.23127960410856516,0.13070915898735996,0.08783682492998393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067857205420879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089700818233675,0.0,0.0819496779176529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121100070032636,0.0,0.05027597658762753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923252897531054,0.1340800843636656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06106477757186261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219208587294753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972306211208656,0.0,0.06783255744136057,0.0,0.08835364287691112,0.0,0.0,0.0896326902341073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742507663995596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150650488128148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832815481302647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508456455304518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668748659514864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18633030688167332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075422166181308,0.2264460700679999,0.0,0.0,0.07338114064966407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4446413510029846,0.0
anxiety,mangela490,2019/02/18,Unsure Not sure if its really anxiety or I'm just a mean person. I always expect things even simple things to go a certain way and they never do. I also have been stuck at home for a bit in between jobs and its winter and i loathe winter. I am so sick of snow days and need my kids to be at school so i can lay on bed all day and be depressed because everytime i try doing anything productive it makes me wanna lay in bed and say eff this. I also am suffering from insomnia. All i wanna do is sleep a normal time frame. From 9 a.m. to 6 a.m. but nope I'm wide awake and analyze every single thing all the time. I have an ex husband that makes me wish he would sign off custody because they constantly tell me negative things about him. Plus i feel like no matter what I'm not doing things good enough. Doesn't matter if its brushing my teeth or doing something a boss tells me to do. I feel like I'm failing my husband and he always says I'm an awesome wife but i feel like he just says that because he is supposed to do that. I'm also 3 months post op of bunion surgery. I had complications which set me back 2 months in my healing and I'm trying to still walk normally. I have a lot going on and i used to have a best friend i would talk to and he died a couple years ago. My heart still hurts over that one. I just want to have better days with less stress and anxiety. I'm not any any anxiety meds because i do not want to become addicted. Depression meds make me a zombie and i only feel depressed when my anxiety is out of control. I don't even know what this post is really about. ,1.5138333011396554,3.370479877245512,3.3442708132122867,90.27584025497394,79.56886227544909,6.345605563067412,21.253235464554766,7.359569317364363,0.6368343828472085,1245,35,269,17,31,417,174,334,0.16699999999999998,0.722,0.111,-0.958,1,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,4,16,16,0,1,12,0,28,7,3,6,6,62,53,26,1,13,13,4,4,3,1,2,4,3,3,2,18,16,0,1,6,0,0,3,10,7,0,1,3,8,35,9,33,46,9,35,0,6,0,0,21,11,0,5,20,176,53,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944632429706332,0.0,0.0,0.07681158485483992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078862189601393,0.14420246404150844,0.0,0.0,0.11785237921173401,0.0,0.26515353314643464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130704115625082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662987893293143,0.0,0.21128851119220454,0.09570009577642599,0.0,0.0,0.09093570914121196,0.0766364678587099,0.0946013136515164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363980294985527,0.0971873522680416,0.0,0.09587855910142278,0.0,0.16764971089366382,0.0,0.2238991830239516,0.0,0.08993087897662681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953446405682387,0.0,0.11446538204689374,0.0,0.07300787156186626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17525499741844047,0.1857121713876624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694695912898642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984924199502646,0.07267941150596295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026827900861552,0.0,0.0,0.0869188119844785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276253492743937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598853242821555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04762155844348797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270010650614277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366825439756226,0.0,0.0,0.1735222309749831,0.0,0.0,0.09438920373750316,0.1925012121166394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832926646596347,0.0,0.0,0.06425120540293898,0.0668312034835089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16980071541687453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05871749645582337,0.06590259208071242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756610019830058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597692689254445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110227129038666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20672694753951665,0.0,0.08769623907070853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671437034237453,0.0,0.0,0.06670878248547837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13840046517711632,0.0,0.0992593343457347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816682879644057,0.0,0.0,0.06964742765991855,0.1514749701277713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28783799955787376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105471286518992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766175684978875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483932626813541,0.0,0.0,0.1022189433411941,0.06878015874799569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996452837768162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310989297640362,0.0,0.0,0.0558009127063709
anxiety,Bigbattlemaster,2019/02/18,"Seeing an Ex Causing Anxiety I do not miss my ex in the slightest, in fact I generally dislike her for what she’s done to me, yet whenever I see her anywhere I have a near anxiety attack. It’s a dreadful feeling and no matter what I do the only thing that rids me of it is time.",1.6044999999999978,2.9990504500000017,4.626666666666669,83.265,77.83333333333334,7.466666666666668,28.66666666666667,8.238735603445708,2.0760666666666667,217,10,46,4,5,79,45,60,0.236,0.6970000000000001,0.067,-0.8795,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,5,0,5,0,0,1,1,7,9,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,3,11,0,6,8,0,5,0,1,2,0,5,3,0,0,2,37,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4864328226102462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616925094335591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266028044515746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253538852709316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16075551032488616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418009181529449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5066998272535077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21121928705675408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18538817353768786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,exemplarypotato33,2019/02/19,"Tolerable day. Okay so I constantly feel like trash and worthless. I don’t really want to get into all the bad thoughts because it may bring me back down. I always think, maybe life will be more tolerable tomorrow, that’s sorta what keeps me going. And you know what sometimes it is. Today was one of those tolerable days. I had a sliver of positivity cross my mind. I thought, this is really the youngest, healthiest and I guess most attractive I will ever be in my life. Why am I spending these years hating myself. Hating my face, my body, and everything else that makes me a person. Somehow that just made me think more about how these thoughts about my body, and face aren’t my original thoughts. If I was never influenced on what beauty is by society, I wouldn’t think of myself as ugly. This doesn’t solve everything. I struggle with aspects of life other than appearance. But this sorta helped me. ",3.4628235294117644,6.074191635294117,4.344117647058823,81.72852941176471,76.76470588235293,7.764705882352942,25.294117647058826,8.671277953709913,2.101235294117647,718,26,130,16,17,231,109,170,0.105,0.779,0.117,0.0128,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,0,8,8,2,1,4,1,16,7,4,5,3,38,36,10,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,0,1,15,7,0,1,9,0,1,4,5,5,0,1,8,1,25,3,15,22,4,18,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,8,11,94,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455011297650773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058575553491421,0.1149463358353266,0.08392062850166805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058343800523182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14876930263710686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17756787029492202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500325471606608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452783604330515,0.0,0.0,0.24745274950993196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960865713154954,0.09834945311080487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719254138508352,0.0,0.07823942473954439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15165590749531635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718356563244281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227540154700267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236490531862645,0.0,0.0,0.07565827582874983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917151785073562,0.06725722498396762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026400405341151,0.0918939043759956,0.0,0.1383051750841123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390045962905037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617740772013844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328683663513772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120205661986113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17638622738700974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13615635037831078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14391961588822952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264634689604017,0.0,0.4371694187671711,0.0,0.0,0.13049237930532273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119966316735444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422320735255893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865314330366927
anxiety,cmhyman,2019/02/19,"Does anybody else get super anxious when they’re ovulating? I know this might sound weird. I have an app that tracks my period and it also tracks when you’re ovulating. I have noticed when I’m ovulating I feel way more anxious, I don’t know if this is connected to the fact that I’m thinking about the app or just my anxiety  heightens when My hormones are going through more changes. I would really like to know if y’all have gone through the same thing?",5.171666666666667,6.072773055555558,5.206666666666667,84.45000000000002,68.44444444444444,9.111111111111112,31.66666666666667,9.2995712137729,2.647333333333333,365,15,73,7,6,114,59,90,0.09,0.833,0.077,0.3925,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,7,3,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,0,1,14,18,9,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,2,10,2,5,15,3,8,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,6,46,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19094839050853646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826623259777201,0.5394958795383771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25259243411795496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089537311559588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19946598771120685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207318834782124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475015381708075,0.0,0.13570141273097086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3936737117736611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665347076709988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25330268665919864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718470756621519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15296546672208358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863159092804924,0.152997466245158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18952858940163309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16961900627979964,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IntrepidDrop,2019/02/19,"Feeling burnt out and stressed Hi everyone, I’m 20 years old and struggling with anxiety & depression. I go to school full time and I also work two jobs. One job is at my school in an office, and the other is at a store. I really enjoy working at the store since my hours are only on the weekends. However, I get so stressed out about the office job on campus. It’s not work study, it’s a state employee job. I’ve thought about quitting for like a year and a half now, since it’s so much pressure to find hours to put in there, on top of school. Like the office is only open 8-4 weekdays, and the majority of my classes are during that time frame. My boss expects us to give at least 15 hours a week working there, and I just feel like I’m being pulled in so many directions, and I don’t have time to relax or get my homework for school done. I’ve had headaches like every day of the semester so far, because I hate this job so much. I think the only reason I’ve kept it is because I have the freedom to make my own schedule, and my mom wants me to keep it. I just feel like I am constantly exhausted, and I don’t think I haven’t not felt like this for a really long time. I really want to better my mental health and focus on myself, I’m just worried I’ll make a mistake if I quit this job. Does anyone have any advice or a different perspective on this? Thank you so much.",4.5573010380622865,4.289494833910037,5.657301038062286,84.781384083045,69.51903114186851,8.876124567474049,28.418685121107263,8.4952907291091,1.7824173010380615,1073,33,236,15,17,358,146,289,0.091,0.7829999999999999,0.125,0.8395,9,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,1,0,8,15,18,1,4,18,0,16,2,0,4,0,41,38,21,0,5,8,1,4,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,11,15,0,2,9,2,2,3,5,8,0,3,5,4,27,10,31,32,7,39,0,1,0,0,5,18,0,3,23,141,38,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847492110753182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06422135625003136,0.0,0.0870124347908423,0.0,0.054611409559489316,0.0,0.061434517875918374,0.0,0.0,0.056152414403200034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979086166703656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102487979314281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678317169612584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05179127246804746,0.0,0.06916816934281375,0.0,0.0,0.08390356230573875,0.0,0.0,0.07027706267961549,0.08218178606212957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766198190650867,0.0767366334461011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181666384736972,0.11474245458224247,0.07710716657699329,0.0,0.07339900295472247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391402566103108,0.0770376449435456,0.04564023162184557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928638508670326,0.0,0.08536242266896282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372582020965668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4781529224882195,0.07138041517711492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354032128990883,0.0,0.0,0.07106903217404947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721088746033107,0.08141853784268528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093041304888084,0.0,0.0,0.09405440820192627,0.0,0.0,0.17710431753059822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426852649100977,0.0,0.05441799764594931,0.18323092692184212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073056178072985,0.0,0.17083243314976254,0.0,0.0,0.15433986701038066,0.08256881344016781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250992647412256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286130682992073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18398244301265626,0.083954152601865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393575482800191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291476936689004,0.0,0.06375466587638627,0.1873102723631058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784481201335091,0.0,0.09659924859584984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473411766282576,0.0,0.06441730834639878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23385736323755796,0.08155550095775264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342995255534122
anxiety,Mehar98765,2019/02/19,"I feel like I’m going to get cut off my basketball team. I’m 14 and every day I feel like I’m gonna get cut next year. Being on the team is one of the only good things I have going for me right now, and I work hard but I keep thinking that I’m expendable and useless to the team and my teammates secretly hate me.  I’m just so frustrated and think that I’m going to fail and be a loser. ",0.12681818181818372,1.5543898636363664,2.913636363636368,93.76545454545456,82.18181818181819,6.218181818181819,18.954545454545453,7.1686216300943375,0.1256772727272728,300,7,74,4,8,106,53,88,0.29100000000000004,0.654,0.056,-0.9776,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,6,3,10,4,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,14,22,8,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,5,3,0,3,0,7,0,1,0,3,9,3,7,19,0,10,0,3,0,0,4,3,0,0,6,38,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15059080402025204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967372449323608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23613334161861305,0.3336307000654888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24399247191053106,0.0,0.39811722215424666,0.1958521304222906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091737765404169,0.2305369207800833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20754914101507851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281565819240737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24833422119146825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15822839695107874,0.17759036282647586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994111948770096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551297245307903,0.29923995155902483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16999373966785095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036896153396018
anxiety,leftoverpizzza,2019/02/19,"I have no desire to talk with my roommates Im (22M) friendly with my roommates, not exactly my type of people (really loud, love to get drunk and break stuff) but they're nothing but nice to me. Whenever I'm at my place I just wana go to my room and chill, but I always get a nagging feeling that I should go hangout with them and just talk and stuff. I know I have social anxiety but I also feel like I just don't want to talk with them(which makes me feel like I must be some type of weirdo). Anyone else have a similar situation they could share?",4.437330827067669,4.509240903508772,5.252656641604009,86.41026315789475,69.78947368421053,8.61954887218045,27.68922305764411,8.418075326091056,1.620427568922306,429,13,95,6,7,140,69,114,0.109,0.738,0.153,0.7243,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,0,4,7,1,0,2,0,8,2,0,1,2,28,20,9,0,5,8,0,3,2,1,2,0,1,1,0,3,8,1,0,4,2,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,4,18,6,12,16,1,6,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,1,2,58,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047558471576166,0.14616355202627893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437975035518387,0.0,0.0,0.12282585898343475,0.17998487208280015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025056204114847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14674175142306867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664575786201071,0.2509836967068779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571481470433294,0.0,0.18355065213343275,0.0,0.19966374421245325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18974341100011685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653837999777393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17163762911527422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15854039892215413,0.0,0.11725470297801728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855092294362295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178082645300844,0.0,0.1835277649501248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253257135018084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19744968644916805,0.0,0.17906368988886193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4021783385316416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4235676061680915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360907452192517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RxWest,2019/02/19,"Constantly on a roller coaster, Any help or advice would be helpful So a little backstory, I guess. I’m currently 18, and I’ve had panic attacks almost daily since I was 12. I’ve also had some form of anxiety since I was about 5. I realized this bc anytime i would feel trapped as a child, I would always choke or scratch myself to help with pain. Unfortunately once I started getting full blown panic attacks, it only got worse. 

I got into heavy drugs as an 12 year old boy, and even had a slight overdose from 180 mg of morphine. After that, I started playing sports in high school. I became a pretty highly ranked state athlete. This led to me taking anabolic steroids as recommended by coaches. Eventually, my mother found out and I stopped immediately. I proceeded with my first full blown suicide attempt. I had taken 15 muscle relaxers and 10 beers. Obviously, I had survived and was pretty amazed. 

After losing 60 lbs from the reduction of steroids, I became very suicidal. I eventually got help and was put on Ambien and Escitoloprolam. This led to me waking up one morning with a knife stuck an inch deep in my bicep. I was lost and never trusted medication again.

Fast forward a year, and I’ve actually made something of my self. I went back to high school after dropping out my junior year, and I’m now studying computer science at a community college while making my own software and games in my free time. There is just one problem...

My panic attacks have been getting even worse. Some days I feel on top of the world, while other days, I’m so trapped I’ll throw up for hours on end. I cry myself to sleep every single night and can’t seem to do anything about it. Everytime I go to call a psychiatrist, I just can’t. I’m so unbelievably scared of being out on something with a side effect of suicidal behavior. 

I can’t talk to my mother about this, I can’t talk to my gf, and I feel like I’m slowly slipping away. I do talk to a therapist about once a week, but it really doesn’t help the panic attacks. 

My social life has pretty much always been awful. My only friend is my gf, and I know this is very very unhealthy, but that’s never been a problem. I feel like friends shouldn’t be a focus right now and are kind of a waste of time. 

I’m currently not suicidal what so ever, but I know for a fact if something were to just slip up, then hey, it wouldn’t be that hard. I honestly LOVE MY LIFE! Well...I love the idea of it, but I don’t even remember what happiness feels like anymore. I hate the pain of constantly panicking about nothing. The only thing that keeps me going is that I’ve gone through so much that I’m sure I can get through what’s up ahead.

I guess I just really need some advice or support on how to keep going


TL;DR 
Some days, I feel like I’m on top of the world. While other days, I can’t stand to be here ",3.3208488247042567,5.012715620141346,4.782193885389464,82.69202335228148,73.89399293286219,7.536580119834078,26.6153018896912,8.252601668568683,1.7728523275464747,2235,81,438,37,46,747,264,566,0.154,0.705,0.141,-0.6306,2,2,5,0,0,1,68.0,0,0,0,10,26,34,5,5,25,1,41,12,3,6,6,79,87,37,4,9,13,2,8,4,4,5,6,0,0,3,22,23,1,3,14,7,1,10,12,16,0,3,24,8,56,19,68,53,11,86,0,2,0,2,23,35,0,12,44,277,78,5,0.0,0.0,0.05884973309816448,0.0,0.0,0.11786020256479228,0.0,0.0,0.0603875183152873,0.0,0.0,0.048226503128576695,0.10035846461635432,0.0,0.0,0.041009992123537696,0.0,0.04613374960520445,0.0,0.05980711999912825,0.0,0.0,0.04962651099163327,0.0,0.0,0.27442608127874113,0.0566592568202182,0.0463714152995178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061578934586007224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13033822845524154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06624305749352488,0.15556893280104395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993554832407124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05341301323622567,0.0,0.0,0.11949417858744756,0.05455002226783583,0.05081021287367075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829544582420768,0.1723298188642157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051296057843443835,0.0,0.06612216499270165,0.09318417786515686,0.0,0.09452182865737603,0.0,0.10281947789441888,0.0,0.14469610186037368,0.0,0.1328672109590251,0.0,0.0,0.06419661440809006,0.0540221253848616,0.05953946353220412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20210843491297886,0.19114907363080114,0.0,0.0,0.05938903657501509,0.0,0.0,0.06807787480040722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720507995676452,0.0,0.06279918019617829,0.06628494900961948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519149875271333,0.1178494138217388,0.060442225245682775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06746673191720026,0.06583087266886208,0.0,0.1088566253003421,0.05706277847259743,0.04025457029740488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060751719601823274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886633608319835,0.04471596492368449,0.09302305636244168,0.0,0.0,0.056592880679875786,0.0,0.057865013547461486,0.0,0.06328076194213425,0.12844735548959899,0.0817295020524258,0.13759576854847114,0.128339184028834,0.2830233137635844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840579476880183,0.0,0.11540895638511525,0.0,0.06062395622933017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726684199631383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06831468241986086,0.05150079876628025,0.0,0.0,0.0603765970072056,0.12206531926155828,0.0,0.05490010881872423,0.06291207115434114,0.0,0.0,0.09977111359271286,0.0,0.060349322916074664,0.06147413885560965,0.0,0.13927898592790772,0.0,0.0,0.08536946994229319,0.0,0.0,0.050418324710505856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638589009721908,0.06843427405903807,0.05683747529858304,0.0,0.04534243450305386,0.14541448270431892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07001964797684568,0.040064474467726166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032955985050117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14927572994753036,0.0,0.0,0.04837365175545593,0.0,0.05422213038976713,0.055904053718179934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122913465042274,0.12851846797818067,0.0,0.0,0.11650481759709645
anxiety,grandepumpkinspice,2019/02/19,"Does anyone feel almost...drunk when stressed? Hi Everyone,

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Never posted here before but I'm hoping for some insight from this community. I've always been a ""Type A""/worrier/high-stress type, but I'm starting to wonder if I should maybe see my doctor about it. I have a hard time describing how I'm feeling, and while I know no one can diagnose me (and I'm not asking for that), I'm wondering if anyone as felt symptoms similar to what I'm going through.

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Being someone who tends to stress out easily, I tend to carry that stress physically in my shoulders/neck/back, and I'm an easy crier. It's something that I know about myself and can usually manage on my own fairly well by managing external factors affecting my stress levels.

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However, when I go through periods of acute stress, I get this feeling like the muscles from my shoulders, up the back of my neck/head, and all of the way back down to my forehead are tight...almost like a headache, but along a long line from my between my shoulderblades to between my eyebrows. I also feel almost drunk - that's not the right word, but it's the best that I can describe. I don't feel like I'm ""in"" the moment, I have a hard time focusing, it almost feels like I'm...under water? Other stuff comes up (harder not to cry, breathing/chest can feel tight, stomach can hurt, I think heartburn?) but the first two are the most concerning to me as they feel the worst.

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Anyway, I know that's not very descriptive, but does anyone else possibly get symptoms like this?",7.4305612244897965,7.148381537414969,7.1891751700680295,76.24764030612248,63.5578231292517,9.935034013605444,34.361394557823125,9.354420925462401,3.0631843537414967,1228,47,221,19,16,389,158,294,0.115,0.745,0.14,0.8285,1,0,1,0,0,0,72.0,0,0,1,2,11,15,0,5,15,0,13,10,3,2,2,48,47,20,0,4,12,0,12,5,0,1,5,0,0,0,17,8,2,1,16,1,0,3,7,7,1,3,2,13,27,8,33,43,6,28,0,1,1,0,4,9,0,9,19,143,44,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709079202662356,0.0,0.0,0.054087922590488315,0.05627798527085364,0.29313126425134883,0.3287371557231731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14187651682493801,0.06930035456603549,0.0,0.0,0.06322987261920993,0.0,0.0,0.15602210559066051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057552656188533974,0.0,0.07097907145568112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05826181954376999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429419786698069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864840276291646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06922759245232603,0.11837620841587508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05650061188798936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462842474905481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735875070905706,0.14495600911458298,0.06494049176960917,0.0,0.0,0.0575305490932302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067330229744068,0.0,0.07687739590436114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117588240639594,0.0,0.06941332752561041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146040473652626,0.0,0.06717711092463034,0.0,0.0,0.07240498432579863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151177127817727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16521594866442768,0.0,0.0,0.05985510950353112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06794874665782981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052164510645195394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045831427675619096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624863499930401,0.06477591842169507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05776017410161938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053896574953070785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05730716767973883,0.05206895600721053,0.0,0.0,0.047872611347324616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4648560253197371,0.0,0.07742623348422308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14059794139180146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04333796733646207,0.0,0.0,0.07887737120137507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606985739496113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449072422412692,0.05580620338236377,0.0,0.05368575061009319,0.0,0.0,0.060812254693110336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14669518897795492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287371557231731,0.0
anxiety,Krispye,2019/02/19,Exhausted I’m 34 a full time college student and I work. On top of working I have a kid in sports a house to maintain and a life to live. I get what feels like minimal help from my wife and when I do it’s only after I loose my shit. She know I suffer from anxiety and depression and currently we Te trying to manage it with out medications after a scary incident a few months ago with sleeping pills. I feel over whelmed so with no consolation with anyone I booked a plane tickets to go out west to the mountains for a week during our study break. Part of my feels like I should have talked to her about it first the other part is I’ve earned a week off of being the adult in charge. Am I wrong? ,3.588068965517241,4.33992494482759,4.713275862068965,87.09681034482759,71.9655172413793,8.006896551724138,25.53448275862069,8.238735603445708,1.3419517241379308,547,16,120,8,10,180,97,145,0.179,0.7559999999999999,0.065,-0.9484,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,2,0,0,5,3,7,1,0,12,0,7,6,2,0,0,17,14,7,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,1,4,0,0,2,5,12,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,5,0,1,0,3,17,2,26,12,4,22,0,2,0,0,9,10,1,0,12,80,22,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16491500160069358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232161537192434,0.0,0.0,0.1300848871482687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16023769590038325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28220526468512114,0.2658168738439097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15824722414644155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719926270570184,0.0,0.10573195192138132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470002626390292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21466748136481215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022438138957432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140696152165396,0.18178144080285327,0.0,0.16427848820427665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874177352663804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14849694381237408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14149331899634313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40293069736609416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19096943224710294,0.0,0.0,0.18617635023208026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953350677148444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084825821874077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263103010821464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984633296964331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27088157320458645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20340771390734186,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ashmaster,2019/02/19,"Burning sensation? Been having a burning sensation through my body, happened before when withdrawing from pills, this seems to become after UTI and anti biotic use, went to er only to get sent home by triage as it's not an emergency , feel like crap and now also feel like an idiot, anyone else get burning or overly sensitive skin?",14.451,9.280292766666673,13.023333333333335,55.12500000000003,54.66666666666666,16.0,46.66666666666667,13.023866798666859,6.057666666666668,266,10,40,6,2,86,50,60,0.126,0.768,0.106,-0.3348,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,3,0,2,4,3,1,0,8,11,6,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,2,1,0,3,3,1,2,9,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,5,24,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20014339472967907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17499684679920927,0.2564344784293099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764070962537721,0.21296406727421446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779971150227352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20907115167249687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530913085686076,0.3575904608787332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26151484400057273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22131577208319336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510444345487833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445416961530555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903440531050516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22783932977088198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161556965177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320057720228301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AisforAce9,2019/02/19,"Afraid people don't really like me Anyone else get this feeling? Like I have many good friends in my life, but I always feel like they don't really like me. Like they could forget to respond to a message or not invite me to something one time and suddenly I'm spiraling with these thoughts. Rationally, I think I do have some genuine good friends, and I talk completely normal and often with these people a lot, but even then I'll find myself with unbearable anxiety that it's all just pretend. Anyone know a good way to stop these feelings? I find it very hard to be rational sometimes.",5.222765486725663,6.560538743362835,5.582466814159293,80.19724004424779,68.64601769911505,8.835840707964602,30.054203539823014,9.188382445141503,2.60519557522124,470,18,86,9,8,150,74,113,0.162,0.6579999999999999,0.181,0.6568,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,3,11,0,1,3,0,7,1,0,0,1,27,15,7,0,2,5,0,4,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,8,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,4,13,10,9,12,3,6,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,4,9,54,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581039949563394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566748236434228,0.0,0.0,0.2114449214305089,0.15492212898490912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15853018105785108,0.0,0.0,0.12072078842686902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630808510938513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986608439363964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293535833667192,0.2160344265847219,0.0,0.0,0.2763878735720852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336332802360776,0.0,0.07899568857097651,0.0,0.0,0.3804578177266404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354453797645108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830954912206676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679693569130264,0.36934308157059775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854471769962894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15329293067897376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14814376427778805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245694115690276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096458961835687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937250095740932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640104252240195,0.14954053199821665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12640985686613745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152872360371575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688276788317804,0.0,0.12003580309355855,0.08816585681106319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475572300748225,0.0,0.12001541453504752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,andromachenon,2019/02/19,"My threshold for believing that people hate me is very low. I'm gonna make this quick, but here's the thing: I always feel like I am majorly fucking up something and now people hate me. I try to clarify ""is it okay that I did/said/ that?"" (things like start talking when someone else starts talking and I apologize for cutting them off, or just walking through a door and forgetting to hold it open for the friend behind me so I try to catch the door and apologize, things like that) and every time they say I'm completely fine, but I firmly believe it's not fine and they are growing to hate me. Like just now I ended up taking forever to eat because I have very little appetite and I said ""am I taking forever to eat?"" and my friend said ""a little bit yeah"" so then we left but I felt fucking terror like I fucked up by wasting their time. I dunno I know people probably aren't lying because the things I do are so benign but I just feel absolutely mortified at the smallest things. 

I don't know. I'm just having a bad time. It's completely irrational but my mind is running in circles. ",1.4459174311926581,3.920986399082573,3.075020183486238,88.54750275229361,84.09174311926606,6.056807339449541,23.857614678899086,7.404127859558343,1.2539931743119266,857,33,169,14,25,282,113,218,0.157,0.65,0.193,0.5929,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,4,0,12,21,7,1,8,2,12,5,0,1,0,31,34,19,0,0,11,0,3,5,2,1,0,3,2,0,14,10,2,1,5,0,0,4,3,10,0,0,3,6,30,11,18,30,2,26,0,1,0,3,14,11,3,2,16,110,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485564778016742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851491590345586,0.12433229629530347,0.0,0.0,0.2297933961794701,0.0,0.0,0.11133590267144852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21384847771408624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087022897088452,0.08519132301301806,0.0,0.09032413669094716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592266818201065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312844812674377,0.07285463397363974,0.09791692914647994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15757920980233234,0.2828369945696966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302052832264167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120912382983994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080172290441004,0.0,0.0,0.24911173134685044,0.20442178728435456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807253681603131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297087236457264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21210057033951096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995184165348247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910194053867485,0.08109870227105573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640744355909583,0.07850929577461528,0.0,0.0,0.14436413909469742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15335275071792814,0.1639355507435313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33875537523686583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17839632308112693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384756448207074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16828859510060493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RenderedConscious,2019/02/19,"I just need someone to tell me it's going to be okay. I'm deep in my own mind right now, enough to get dizzy spells if I move too fast. Pretty sure it's anxiety-related, because I submitted an article to a magazine today, and the last time I submitted any writing I had similar dizzy spells. I really hate this.

I know this will pass, and I deserve to relax, but I hate it still, having to wait. I try really hard to live my best life but my emotions and thoughts continue to get the best of me. My mindset, my perceptions are so warped, it feels like there's no end in sight. But my feelings are not the end-all. We feel how we think, right? Find the thoughts that out you here and challenge them, right? I'm trying, but someone please remind me it's going to be okay.",2.9201687763713053,4.131751924050634,4.257658227848103,87.98855485232069,74.0632911392405,8.051476793248945,25.824894514767927,8.59863814320734,1.6248843881856536,596,20,130,11,12,197,96,158,0.094,0.733,0.173,0.9244,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,2,1,1,3,8,10,2,0,6,2,7,1,0,1,1,29,24,11,0,2,7,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,7,0,1,9,1,0,4,2,2,0,0,3,5,23,8,13,18,4,19,0,0,1,0,6,7,0,1,9,80,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790418161149904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776245719664366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021741688128853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16194628440533804,0.25502844928836005,0.14875895570608472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21838588084103905,0.10285182347959614,0.0,0.0,0.131585494191542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504362197265798,0.0,0.163642343661852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896837333658118,0.28428010584096103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912185969699377,0.11735433949801287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168989962880716,0.07033621451849786,0.0,0.1271276862596983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536813117217756,0.0,0.0,0.1530167703290299,0.0,0.10675154332227099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580352530525462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464687165606235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844610676482506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3688474414012794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439697421437555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497421069007352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568952871799614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258356690308477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922498279377479,0.0,0.2285913671480239,0.08394976009161786,0.0,0.13646623074377884,0.0,0.0,0.19549164961114016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jakehood47,2019/02/19,"Stoplights Are stoplights the bane of anyone else's existence during anxious times? My god, the sitting still and waiting is unbearable!",8.262272727272727,11.71049613636364,6.400000000000002,68.77000000000002,64.9090909090909,8.036363636363637,42.81818181818181,8.841846274778883,4.917836363636363,113,7,13,2,2,33,20,22,0.085,0.812,0.102,0.1007,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5331078143343801,0.0,0.3299604412940423,0.4835129044503731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39420829991790707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3768565107185102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751661739958749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aHairyWizard,2019/02/19,"Anyone else love running? I started running a few years ago and it’s become easily the best tool I have for managing my anxiety. On top of the physical benefits, it’s good for a natural serotonin boost. I can’t recommend it enough. Anyone else? ",2.8114893617021286,5.446739510638301,5.1483404255319165,74.89400000000002,79.42553191489361,9.71744680851064,30.676595744680853,9.888512548439397,4.042211914893617,195,10,33,7,5,68,36,47,0.03,0.51,0.46,0.9734,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,4,4,3,7,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,21,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22064754352744606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19041878857515065,0.0,0.0,0.3480933877538744,0.5100843127520834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749063320111821,0.0,0.0,0.2612202427388198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.415871981686543,0.0,0.0,0.2571950519250325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087775384939301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22465490985943867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17618285080691054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16029267380068102
anxiety,Motherofcats_14,2019/02/19,"Post-grad So, I applied to my masters at my own university. I changed from the sciences to the social sciences last year (2nd semester of my third year), so my grades until then were not great. I'm 2% under the requirement for my programs cut-off and even though I have great references I'm terrified that I won't get in. I dream about failing and I always feel the panic that I'm going to see the email rejecting me. I wish I didn't think about it every day and all my friends do is tell me that I'll get in or that I'm over-reacting. it kinda sucks. ",1.9106896551724155,3.5459445517241366,3.684000000000001,89.311,77.6206896551724,7.053793103448276,24.53103448275862,7.908726449838941,1.2313303448275863,432,15,95,7,10,145,75,116,0.205,0.746,0.049,-0.9541,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,6,7,1,1,5,0,6,0,0,0,1,12,18,9,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,3,1,0,1,3,4,0,1,2,2,16,3,13,15,2,11,0,2,1,0,4,4,1,2,6,59,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18487776222209232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350448671427834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329252782753893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14675271900093953,0.0,0.1872025143075298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234465359632598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716614771267457,0.0,0.2321675503256355,0.0,0.12627425139560747,0.0,0.0,0.4899249086361089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18111243137361746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606891063216097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127941642908451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770546354991762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22649213037687754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19420162960474535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423687500868793,0.2182980471341213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555046087886589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28616287355907105
anxiety,Throwawaysingle1,2019/02/19,"Anybody ever feel like their whole body is being electrocuted? Anybody get shock like feelings in their body? Feels like my whole body has been electrocuted. Makes me feel so scared. It's been happening a lot in the past week (I have been under more stress than usual) and honestly it freaks me out a lot. My therapist said it could be brain zaps but it's my whole body, not just my head, and I haven't changed medication. ",2.549629629629628,5.229622728395063,2.9249382716049404,90.12222222222223,80.97530864197532,6.562962962962962,21.34567901234568,7.793537801064563,0.9191827160493832,335,10,68,6,9,103,54,81,0.095,0.8170000000000001,0.08800000000000001,-0.1349,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,3,8,0,2,3,0,10,7,6,1,1,15,18,4,0,1,3,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,5,10,4,5,11,6,8,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,7,45,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5892495619408216,0.0,0.14804925493205226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14029577284017716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588733346060078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119963577713865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26822929923730465,0.18948939668832326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928916656911949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727659632362655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361077367744011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19437623568863605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22549980935396086,0.0,0.0,0.08852576170364518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13360202861001327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660205747381414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261532464113908,0.0,0.13277707846955886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15191727532168114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539835756679526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14606364867166494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638082424928233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4442009067238419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,apellcjecker,2019/02/19,"Here’s my situation. Here’s where I want it to be. How does one get there? I own a business. Just expanded to a new location. About a month in, I find there is a permit issue. This has hindered me from doing business. The permit should be fixed, but not until mid next month. 

This kills me. It absolutely eats me alive that there’s not a place I can go or a person I can talk to and get this taken care of. The thoughts and “what if’s” all the scenarios I play out in my mind consumes me. 

I’ve called, sent emails, more emails, went to offices. The anxiety of it all has me in need to fix it. But, I can’t. 


How does one change that mindset? 

I’ve got enough money to cover the time. I have the option to move to my old location temporarily. If for some reason this doesn’t work out in the end, I get my money back from this deal and find a new location. 

It’s easy to see there are options....but there are concerns. The concerns consume me. ",0.562738095238096,2.6585821785714248,2.4387755102040813,94.20146258503405,84.35714285714286,5.570068027210885,19.537414965986393,6.868970318607317,0.14471700680272104,721,20,165,9,21,239,104,196,0.036000000000000004,0.875,0.08900000000000001,0.8675,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,1,13,3,1,0,15,0,14,1,0,5,2,29,27,11,1,5,8,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,13,5,1,0,4,1,2,4,4,1,0,2,5,1,19,2,22,19,6,23,0,0,1,0,7,9,0,5,10,113,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848292145320345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909330595549142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15814999067196492,0.0,0.15791067596711544,0.0,0.16384270467968046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15967467516266062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27107339604254244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584811002905122,0.0,0.0,0.13717787749757732,0.1600326383935567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831153756066757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427555205519568,0.0,0.08802198121386824,0.0,0.12387183654786015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16165467926282515,0.0,0.0,0.17135198286759049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15638484055903235,0.0,0.247247780089954,0.1646131310749309,0.0,0.11484169843327505,0.0,0.29916850531613937,0.16471683918265922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16252070579242334,0.0,0.2099016502008884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13523540793359687,0.16181683402144215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592426306180948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234194590543334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17409182282808094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244868299950656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295757060491433,0.09031188432454287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135234889165576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435754878432762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275462296168726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Taylor62902,2019/02/19,"Help I’ve written on here before and seen others write on here similar problems but I’ll leave this up for a little and see if anyone responds.

I was recently put on partial homebound instruction so I can go to therapy more and not be overwhelmed. The only problem is I can’t complete assignments on my own.
Any time I try and do homework I get so upset I can’t function and if I can’t leave the situation I get an anxiety attack. Today I did less than five minutes and ended up flipping my laptop (thankfully onto carpet).

I’ve never been an anger person but recently I’ve been lashing out a lot more.
I just started lamictal so that’s not my problem I’m just in need of help. I’ve fallen so behind I can’t keep up with everything and if I don’t get approved for homebound again I’m in a worse situation having been behind and re-entering into a classroom setting.

Anything helps :)",2.195680399500624,4.528430640449439,4.508239700374531,80.35395755305869,79.6741573033708,6.876903870162297,28.428214731585523,7.984000788550335,2.281455930087392,706,33,126,13,18,245,106,178,0.16899999999999998,0.72,0.112,-0.8138,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,9,8,2,2,8,0,15,0,0,0,1,28,28,17,0,7,9,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,11,0,1,0,0,0,3,8,7,0,1,7,2,15,1,20,20,5,25,0,1,2,0,6,13,0,4,8,92,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987028982897683,0.0,0.1110347639495066,0.0,0.0,0.1014880606867786,0.0,0.11944114624864505,0.0,0.0,0.16512225549153964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350685500309452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15218072420030002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285545043979502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304460697013079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22749525071908455,0.0,0.0824886809556764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918608943102496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901065758856586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30737308111584793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454724203033389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233962397640488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762243807547804,0.11194400187991814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103885536581004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267341437344021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41664962222476337,0.0,0.14590981065301306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866243825597984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566097742016125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32629587819355144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273367138650792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13362909596420533,0.1659848152579214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846346345517094,0.0,0.13757954227676442,0.0,0.0,0.09854324958578216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479141376321729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MrPoochPants,2019/02/19,"New job. Full-on anxiety-mode today. To start with, I recently accepted a new position for a job making 63k/year from a job where I was making 38k/year. The old job was pretty great. Most everyone came in close to 8, but rarely was anyone *on-time* - some worse than others, but I was usually in around 8:15. I liked the people I worked and overall I liked the job itself doing tech support, largely over the phone.

Now? Now I'm doing tech support for another company. They're far more strict on when to come in (which is honestly expected). The job itself isn't hard, and it's honestly easy money, but...

...I'm also going to be expected to do on-call time ~every 3 weeks, for a full week, and for 24hours a day. I'll get paid extra, but honestly, I could do without. The job's pay on it's own is plenty. Then there's the overtime. Not a lot, but again, I make enough that I kinda don't care. Then there's also the 4am days (again, I'm use to getting up at like 7am), where I have to drive for an hour to an offsite to help out.

I've been at the job for a little over two weeks now, and honestly I just want to go back to my old job - I even texted my old boss and intend on meeting with them after work tomorrow (hopefully) with the intention of going back.

The pay is great, and honestly where I live, I'm going to be really, really hard pressed to beat it... but... it just doesn't seem worth it to me. It feels more and more like I have to become the job rather than living my life, with a job being secondary.

My old job didn't have overtime (it was super-rare, and they were usually actually upset with even a minute over of overtime). Old job didn't require any on-call time, and the site I worked at was the only one I had to go to (with one rare exception), and it was only about a 30m commute.

I've had a knot in my stomach for a good portion of the day so far. My appetite has been pretty *off* all week. I'm waking up in the middle of the night randomly (to make sure I don't oversleep, perhaps?) when I'd normally sleep like a log. My old job has people in my office with me, who I worked with, new job has my own office and the only person I'll really be working with while I'm there is the guy training me, until he ends up going to his site.

I dunno... I feel like I have less time to myself than I ever did before, even though I have a pretty similar schedule. I really am just waking up about half an hour earlier, and while the shifts are longer, they're really only longer by about half an hour... but that's still a collective hour I'm not missing out of my day, and then there's the 4am days, where my night goes from in-bed at like 10 or 11, to 9pm.

I just feel like I have no time to myself, even though I know that I do, I feel like I'm letting family down, because they almost certainly helped me to get the job, and... I also know that this is an opportunity that, realistically, I won't be able to beat. I likely need to get professional help and medication, but because it's a new job, asking for time off to see a doctor, let alone *when* I can even see a doctor since so many of them make appointments so far out, makes it even harder to get the proper meds to deal with it all - if that's even what I should do.

I feel trapped, and the only thing I can think to do is go back to my old job, where I was happier, and then see some sort of professional on how to better manage my symptoms, along with trying to find something a bit more modestly paying in the new year or two, if I can even find a place willing to hire me, and the job itself not being more of the same.",4.332351987510506,3.901691030383092,5.787936531764142,84.20911027380811,70.00396301188903,9.04826468115768,26.05527200672511,8.643655677312706,1.5063952443857325,2758,67,623,41,44,941,289,757,0.03,0.81,0.16,0.9984,19,2,1,0,0,0,131.0,0,0,4,10,48,29,0,1,52,0,59,9,4,11,5,106,110,49,0,11,22,0,8,10,0,3,5,0,0,2,26,37,0,1,12,0,6,10,12,2,0,6,18,11,63,27,103,80,20,116,0,1,3,0,16,44,0,15,72,411,89,35,0.036501072239725256,0.0,0.035619781163000366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03655055127912382,0.037804102692936034,0.0,0.08756968284790234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024821980798114155,0.038274556830469146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025522398402217945,0.0,0.0,0.032493692970061425,0.03412357526158218,0.0,0.0,0.08420121442686455,0.0,0.04450142969326537,0.04031256654517533,0.031059724045003807,0.0,0.0,0.032282232167864286,0.03984971719095368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041747502645648894,0.03721527581734221,0.0,0.0,0.03144244170870823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02914313606414053,0.0,0.0,0.1177008596812891,0.03763100272245315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472078824044304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032329115912169554,0.0377153649752817,0.0,0.19286891171621975,0.033017309566654836,0.030753727640305407,0.03487833874414389,0.0,0.0,0.03440996239537402,0.0,0.0922801942945618,0.10430549320527524,0.0,0.0,0.06672263750885987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535151859528608,0.0,0.14521080364963004,0.030615367613038888,0.0,0.08048512200880395,0.0,0.03614180020773062,0.0,0.0,0.06539558237109337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07339769793812048,0.0,0.0,0.03625380070425519,0.14378481430016496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6882119578116203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04012006943489308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464963877685044,0.025781786787868324,0.1783258015595459,0.0365836635599482,0.06446223103664217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031031906327518843,0.0,0.0,0.1461884949329259,0.037006358181254806,0.0,0.0,0.040544462680624234,0.036770990173962216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02706508256234931,0.0,0.17626481510852207,0.0,0.06850756729307379,0.03576330088348406,0.0,0.0,0.26811214622041063,0.0,0.04946814240962457,0.13880355119810106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0506104951548392,0.031871328367739184,0.03813585163330652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140413852042888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691760770069948,0.0,0.03604040531456284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725988629592138,0.033229205282646515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03019406414837358,0.0,0.03652743287756508,0.0,0.0,0.02810030869118429,0.0,0.0,0.02583564680126532,0.0,0.02914980344100176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284196844072886,0.034401828613494806,0.03793859006802002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024249690488324968,0.023388413242516386,0.07172423629892757,0.0,0.10642034378415573,0.0,0.034598748524907144,0.0,0.0,0.024781832057464682,0.0,0.07131248752995288,0.0,0.0,0.03152520690709143,0.08040154847882784,0.0,0.0215292781171618,0.0,0.11711583375988302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035185731095294735,0.0,0.13286607658096108,0.0,0.03719771098612214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051648136316331
anxiety,DangerFloof94,2019/02/19,"Finally turning to medication I have lived with general anxiety my whole life. I have depression as well. I always refused medication because I was still able to function. I’m an extrovert so I can handle social situations. But I overthink all of my social and romantic relationships. I get out of bed and go to my full time job and I go to school everyday. I’m actually going back for a second degree. But it’s such a challenge everyday. My motivation is falling all the time and I make it through with pure stubbornness to succeed. My self esteem is a roller coaster. One minute I think I’m the best, that im beautiful, smart, and fun. The next I think I’m not worth the headache of dealing with. Right now I’m struggling so hard with anxious attachment. Specifically with my boyfriend. Going over everything I may be doing wrong and wondering when I’ll lose him. I finally got to that point after 24 years where I said “it’s time for med.” it’s not my long term solution. But it’s worth a try. I’m scared of the side effects. But I’m even more scared of ruining everything in my life. I’ve tried therapy. The hard thing is that I know myself inside and out. I know my triggers. I know when I’m anxious. I know how to effectively communicate it to those around me. I have coping skills... they just don’t really work. So here I am. Trying medication. If anyone has advice or can share their experience with medications let me know. I’m seeing my psychologist Thursday.

Tl;dr I finally decided to try medication for anxiety and depression. Though I’m scared to do it, it’s worth a try. Any stories you have are appreciated. ",2.021578947368422,4.737194242038218,4.2428226617499165,79.36127053302044,84.28662420382166,8.146027489104931,26.41602413677506,8.841846274778883,2.703383439490446,1288,57,240,38,38,442,169,314,0.154,0.726,0.12,-0.7024,1,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,1,2,9,17,17,1,4,12,0,19,7,0,6,3,48,47,22,0,1,9,0,2,0,0,1,7,1,1,1,13,17,0,2,12,1,3,5,3,10,1,2,3,4,38,7,32,41,7,34,0,4,1,0,12,10,0,4,19,154,51,6,0.08565425411871952,0.0,0.08358619624517029,0.0,0.0,0.08370034579972901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712712010460096,0.0,0.0,0.058247830010257524,0.0,0.13105053990963433,0.1935298532800656,0.0,0.0598914460404145,0.0,0.0,0.07625044592208507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586283429572054,0.0,0.05221403829672777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988885525006282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830577493072267,0.14754776712409015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05657382702090424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15396104116743306,0.08378629629086169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814901459205769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04475081252806462,0.0,0.1947171460749163,0.0,0.06850553168376547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15345877496056395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925212927920197,0.0,0.08499863054460133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353666900569159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758727808965723,0.12100026556257358,0.0,0.0,0.07563427564551069,0.0758013195128792,0.0,0.09582520084916553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05717487974042883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09514256695652806,0.43143824870022585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109427098158487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05804153934036435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809709560438181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05487230849097847,0.0,0.0,0.09196061371375093,0.0,0.07314826501049315,0.08147681029373123,0.0,0.257264552634849,0.08668667803052624,0.06825535083895459,0.0,0.08935606754452538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627897040200628,0.0,0.17462745075892633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840359798332005,0.0,0.0,0.08954442393730408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795310442702196,0.0,0.05690488043051847,0.10976757494416016,0.08415486978124005,0.0,0.1498370531696717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29076808026852186,0.09316723224292514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701346111511333,0.0,0.0,0.09562991583378956,0.0,0.0,0.0928883848258949,0.062357317135670824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364948064874246,0.0,0.055158531367422665
anxiety,SurRobert,2019/02/19,"Currently taking Paxil 10mg, it’s been 3 weeks already and I’m so confused on what to do? I’m not sure if I should keep taking Paxil since my psychiatrist canceled on me and I was hoping to have his expertise on my situation but now I have to wait two weeks. :| It’s strange, I think the medication is helping with my anxiety but I still feel very fatigued, have little emotions and I think it’s making me more depressed and still feel little out of it and my vision is blurry. I didn’t take last night so I can see how I feel today and I felt so much better today.  At 3 weeks should I keep taking this medication or is time to stop because I feel like shit. ",0.9178260869565236,3.1391475942029,3.218289855072463,88.37526086956524,83.92753623188406,5.7089855072463775,20.79420289855072,7.03164865440522,0.5657037681159416,520,16,109,7,15,178,82,138,0.188,0.7090000000000001,0.102,-0.8844,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,7,8,1,1,1,0,13,4,1,2,1,31,32,14,0,4,5,0,5,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,6,8,0,4,7,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,4,6,19,4,11,26,2,20,0,2,1,0,2,7,1,4,14,71,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477924218125586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245423695058116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164101354314815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844806658058955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535163384206225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506505084375003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708712468465002,0.09567789441925878,0.12859148550694327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976883803067012,0.0,0.0,0.13302031214222373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380819846249235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916885791879223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654302537269668,0.2684612510422516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939770382611348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269835906619578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845218584281452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568196724763636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672294662534544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747474275521987,0.1107862833644243,0.15054021835739062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21390948685561728,0.11196945903479674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622516512850065,0.0,0.4027875096428769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17163077909597976,0.0,0.0,0.07809425259398871,0.0,0.2538953841588954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308277913846337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050428473655438,0.0,0.0,0.3222858940491977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,omgsirrah,2019/02/19,"SSRI Jaw Tension: Any Relief? I've been on sertraline (Zoloft) for about a month in combination with buspirone. I took 25mg for 10 days then have been on 50mg ever since. My depression and anxiety have improved dramatically, but unfortunately my night time jaw clenching/grinding has gotten much worse. I've tried upping my dose of buspirone and taking Flexeril at night, but the jaw tension remains.

It seems that this is a common side effect with SSRIs and typically doesn't resolve with continued use. My doctor said I may have to switch meds.

Has anyone switched SSRIs and had improvements in their jaw pain? I'm nervous that any other SSRI will lead to this issue as well. My poor teeth. :(",4.999971367215462,7.424526133858273,5.358396564065856,77.20927702219042,71.1259842519685,7.452827487473158,28.08088761632069,8.296473431620573,2.202486614173228,557,21,92,9,11,177,91,127,0.232,0.701,0.067,-0.9753,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,3,3,8,0,3,3,0,12,9,5,3,1,16,19,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,6,7,0,0,3,0,1,2,1,5,1,0,6,1,8,3,16,11,1,18,0,1,0,0,2,7,0,2,9,55,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918671177399141,0.0,0.1641663876360235,0.0,0.0,0.1500514588269903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383975394634818,0.0,0.1848323856523263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196494840235461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19411559168312187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22398388234813807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23836928162893345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17128955975492724,0.0,0.1577537463138915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4027701570601848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283467137883768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20413122496482128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19536137042235574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775171479568103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16135050245622368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251334422574855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384255551997828,0.14569751611999365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18534321154632155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19294879241754348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21869303623155345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Koala255,2019/02/19,"Is bullying the reason I have anxiety with confrontations? When I was a kid, I was bullied a lot and even physically assaulted. I had barely any friends and I’d always be alone. When I was slapped by another kid in elementary school one time, the teacher sent us to the office. I had the chance to report them to the principal but the person who assaulted me started crying because they would get in trouble from their parents and I started crying because I didn’t want anyone to get in trouble, I only wanted a friend. So I eventually didn’t report them. From that experience and relentless bullying for 10 years I have always been nervous about confrontations ever since. If someone has attitude with me, i tense up FAST and I’m automatically ready to fight. Even if they say something that was barely an insult. Or if they have a snarky comment then I’m quick to reply to them back or I feel this sudden anger over me and I’m ready to fight again. or sometimes I get this awful anxiety that doesn’t go away for awhile until the situation calms down or I forget about it. Is this something wrong with me?",4.143134171907761,6.260408009433968,5.2561635220125815,78.35602725366878,72.67924528301887,8.107337526205452,28.28721174004193,8.841846274778883,2.4413670859538787,886,35,158,18,18,292,119,212,0.302,0.619,0.079,-0.9955,1,1,2,0,2,0,16.0,1,0,7,0,11,15,8,1,12,1,18,0,0,1,1,25,31,19,0,6,8,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,3,8,9,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,12,0,1,10,2,27,3,26,19,1,23,0,0,0,0,21,7,0,8,14,117,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548322977184592,0.0,0.0,0.2487845363006765,0.0,0.0,0.10166209609872914,0.15675911226758532,0.2287273634011329,0.0,0.0,0.10453076006059356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045598434615614,0.11495284525324093,0.0,0.18226219167614946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32842766984659577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19748079330197246,0.13522727800763468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14623532762985614,0.0,0.0,0.07558943870503587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309997723596597,0.0,0.2343157540593264,0.0,0.08496176257919151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709576519512353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130204934843376,0.11369809746866215,0.0,0.0,0.1659971096121465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13053374239824647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15370631731393958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888485661768057,0.0,0.15129747135416058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366425854685854,0.1680392546738959,0.0,0.0,0.12666708899841078,0.23017794637760505,0.14785491525533187,0.0,0.2116274304815035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717205371028726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17982473210325514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17635268987473038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619734496819802,0.1634499087713987,0.0,0.09627022870297823
anxiety,Fr3stdit,2019/02/19,"Starting college and anxiety and not making friends So I recently started college and honestly I'm feeling kinda anxious about it. My whole life I had a bit of social anxiety, althrough it got pretty worse during high school, but luckly I had some friends( not many really) and I could somehow survive. Thing is now I started college and its just the second day but I haven't made any friend, yes I know I'm kinda overworrying over it, but some people just seems to be able to make friends in the first day. 

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Thing is I'm afraid of classes that need groups or stuff like that, I get anxious only thinking about it, I don't know anyone there and my two friends who are going to the same college are taking different classes, so due to time limits we can't really see each other. I fell kinda alone and it gets worser when I get to class and see some people getting along and I'm alone as usual... 

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Its just the second day, but I'm already afraid. Having to solve everything alone from now on also makes it harder, like I usually went to solve school stuff with my parents or some friend, as I was always afraid to talk alone to authority figures, but now I'm going to have to do it alone and I'm honestly afraid of it. Its also hard to talk about this with my parents, like I started talking about it to them and we talked about seeing a therapist or something, but its just not happening and I don't want them to get worried about me or to think of me as something weird. Like they're paying college for me and I don't want them to think I'm having bad experiences there. Like Dad was so happy when I decided to start it(we kinda had some discussions about it because here we have an big exam that depending on your grades you get in an public university that are free and has good education, the private ones are mostly not so good, althrough I was able to get in one that kinda gets around the same level as those public ones, so I was discussing with them if I should study the entire year again to this exam or if I should start college now). 

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Sorry for this kind of rant but I really needed to vent off.

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anxiety,Duskmage22,2019/02/19,"Feeling alone Does anyone else get anxiety attacks whenever they feel alone or empty? 

I dont mean just when im by myself, like being out in public or with family and feeling completely alone. Its hard to enjoy anything when you feel empty or guilty over things that you had no control over but still get blamed for. I will just shutdown, slumped shoulders, staring at my hands or phone but not doing anything, not really thinking about anything either. 

Ive tried to be social but when those events end its back to “normal” of feeling empty. Im never really alone physically, i work in an office, have a dog at home but still feel completely alone. My sister will reach out but i just feel guilty that no matter how much she tries, i just feel the same or more lost. 

Besides medication, exercise, or a pet, what else do people use to help get better? I feel like ive tried alot to make progress but it keeps getting worse.",4.8750262237762225,6.40179026136364,5.1104545454545445,82.53664335664337,69.68181818181819,7.688111888111888,26.606643356643357,8.139509932561175,1.6933466783216784,730,23,134,10,13,230,109,176,0.206,0.67,0.124,-0.925,0,5,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,1,5,12,6,1,0,5,0,11,4,2,4,1,44,30,17,0,1,19,1,11,2,0,2,2,0,2,0,8,4,0,2,11,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,12,15,4,18,24,5,17,0,1,1,0,9,8,0,7,11,88,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5098075715426048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531176853869842,0.0,0.0,0.06883650727046027,0.10087069659632084,0.2430407461675364,0.0,0.0,0.11199779820148767,0.0,0.07569974965692294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706846724627429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20643984044918445,0.0,0.11041680330704834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615172806917196,0.0,0.11537927796279945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644798533845624,0.0,0.08719491747853207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280717232278557,0.0,0.44800034454697335,0.07033063398099293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20573820374070934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881892722306332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06598702164962429,0.0,0.09875047670918373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21267954157101426,0.0,0.0,0.08750431340362681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619256891231344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746664833370853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571420937614217,0.0,0.0,0.1072377619121531,0.0,0.09917510464972636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236995221485479,0.0,0.07592847914469296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964572640268664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682508293849243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613547717105802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035442937608507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723997603020184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06540388443512937,0.06308093200492859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005173732948328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502669303501582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167066748529442,0.0,0.100326014130324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,StressedKollegeKid,2019/02/19,"Just starting off... Hello everyone. I literally just made this account like 15 mins ago because my sister said this app was pretty cool, so here I am. I decided I’m gonna use this to let out anything I need to let out, so I hope you enjoy the future rants. If not, that’s cool too. Looking forward to be able to release what I need to. Anyways, happy scrolling. ✌️",0.9671000000000021,3.1514592266666703,3.170250000000003,89.03137500000004,83.4,5.3500000000000005,25.375,6.6274283507984215,1.0129000000000006,282,12,58,3,8,96,57,75,0.029,0.708,0.263,0.9578,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,2,0,12,15,3,0,4,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,4,8,6,8,8,0,8,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,2,6,36,13,0,0.2405967184219333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21327447410574235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979905990922626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466655264120074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22990047499801214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256119680637948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23896682876821226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4920528910256501,0.0,0.1175434036112868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20204064764248167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22765843235611274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35679883623982794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447733587167212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22886257531339504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17029559564355806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207798315611228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zen_warrior08,2019/02/19,"How do I (30F) explain my anxiety to my partner (30M). He just doesn't get it. Hi! 

So to give a bit of a background...my partner and I have been together for two and half years. He's a great person and tries to be supportive but he feels like financial support is enough...aka being a provider. When I share my feelings about something, he is supportive when it has nothing to do with him but as soon as it's related to him he becomes very defensive and just starts saying insensitive and rude comments. I struggle with anxiety and especially in regards to performance. We use to practice different sports together but it came to a point where I had panick attacks related to the anxiety i felt to perform around him. I always felt not good enough so my brain would just go in a spiral of thoughts which would all end with him being disappointed. I tried to explain that to him and he basically just said that I should just not do sports with him then. I tried explaining that for me it is not the solution because it was such a big part of our relationship and that I miss spending that time with him. He just said that I shouldn't do things if it gives me that much anxiety. What he doesnt get is that its the disappointment feeling that is the root cause and that I cant stop doing everything that gives me anxiety. He just wouldn't hear it. It ended in a fight. 

I don't know how to explain it anymore. 

Thanks for hearing me out. ",4.443661971830983,5.552173929577466,5.2796901408450685,82.50157746478874,70.26760563380283,9.060281690140846,31.10140845070423,9.3871,2.6898385915492957,1132,48,229,24,20,369,142,284,0.14400000000000002,0.767,0.08900000000000001,-0.9466,1,0,1,0,1,0,28.0,2,0,0,2,18,16,4,1,12,0,27,1,1,5,1,56,56,22,0,6,14,0,5,1,2,5,0,5,0,3,25,18,0,2,11,2,1,2,9,8,0,2,9,10,31,8,32,39,5,20,0,3,0,0,38,8,0,1,11,166,56,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617986976842139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3961599600097497,0.0,0.10271519861234116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220068418809488,0.0,0.11782764929728785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06313628723038484,0.11438669714359168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307336451702403,0.0,0.0,0.11562016095879198,0.0,0.1184583208384348,0.0,0.1063965653109548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821027994344007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18346739529081132,0.21403430249240207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930834774950297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15710674176939227,0.0739915731259284,0.19888996013155497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082237745147576,0.2980659544042113,0.058862128195307374,0.0868709457922502,0.0,0.11418805678707054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334654454993189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056920243798992576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0505998531078922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613704453272119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937974541024468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121579519302881,0.0,0.0,0.09043472787769853,0.0,0.0,0.09790864114070533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111971399016978,0.0,0.0,0.1970406222206709,0.08236429492841676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973447922989234,0.0,0.0,0.07330851293859951,0.0,0.0,0.08659049685750797,0.0,0.10827552616130977,0.0,0.0,0.35259547953326986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535481578975127,0.0,0.0,0.06880837017919521,0.0,0.0,0.08222428288616751,0.060393433996387524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109549573116793,0.0,0.10117440556040637,0.0,0.0,0.08945261003983661,0.0,0.08545741850238052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14714858881824386,0.0,0.0,0.06669671592587842
anxiety,brxvityy,2019/02/19,"I feel like I’m allergic to everything I’ve had social and generalized anxiety for years, but lately every time I eat, drink, or even so much as wash my face I feel like I’m going to die.
My throat gets tight, my body shudders and I start to panic, no matter what it is. It’s especially bad if it’s a new food/skincare product. I know I’m not actually allergic, but I can’t seem to snap out of it. Has anyone else experienced this?",3.5958608058608057,4.023219153846156,6.015109890109893,78.95072344322345,71.74725274725273,9.583150183150185,27.25457875457875,9.725611199111238,2.3065809523809526,337,11,73,8,6,121,66,91,0.246,0.69,0.064,-0.9606,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,4,8,3,0,0,15,14,8,1,1,5,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,3,2,1,4,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,4,9,2,8,13,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,7,39,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.19768756120208794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15497212932721202,0.0,0.0,0.14164771740381846,0.20756578874148368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16914472910789305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22501923610657384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21024467812131906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19844997570760545,0.0,0.20728855491498413,0.16922848583309735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338013020574263,0.0,0.17068126800847286,0.0,0.18206464772754116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048597263847997,0.2894444870024987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24495893386823114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583899480886008,0.0,0.11513012752391245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133194004685414,0.0,0.22851756532287956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979394126448623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14891863266073366,0.0,0.0,0.19565174342360012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23768242316379096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18442001434397912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20650344440972546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338622645795204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812525253148087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045402273757267
anxiety,HMS-Trump,2019/02/19,"Muscle Spasms Anyone know how to deal with consistent muscle spasms? Had some twitching in one finger and tricep for the last day or so. It’s a new one for me and it’s really making my anxiety even worse.

Thanks",1.0221428571428568,3.6318421666666687,2.592380952380953,88.94428571428574,91.61904761904762,5.6571428571428575,14.142857142857142,7.1686216300943375,0.11254285714285706,169,3,32,3,6,55,35,42,0.115,0.8190000000000001,0.066,-0.2878,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,1,3,2,2,0,8,4,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,2,1,5,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24862665759123515,0.0,0.0,0.2272498847788321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20960026075463206,0.3350641619968695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146616340390684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17861333039150992,0.26492109126237345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21694224621807293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138902409774533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4404613346147408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082054551447776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992194003458898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312061587008985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sadnpoor,2019/02/19,"Anxiety over my friend birthday present I’ve put together a little “self-care/relaxation” box for my friends birthday, I added some bath bombs, salts, and bought a few skin care products from my local organic store such as lotions, soaps, etc. 

She kept telling me that she doesn’t want anything and to not send her anything, and despite that, I’m sending her this box anyways because Im kind of the same, I don’t like people buying me things but I still appreciate gifts when they do it anyways. After I gathered everything to send, I’ve been having anxiety ever since. I feel like I’m overstepping since she told me not to send her anything, and another part of me is thinking she’s not even going to like what’s in it. It’s had me on the verge of tears most of the day. I almost want to not send it and just return everything so that I don’t feel like this anymore but then I’d just feel bad for not doing anything for her. 

I hate being like this lol ",3.94823660714286,5.163079255208338,4.570029761904763,86.72437500000002,71.55208333333334,7.5690476190476215,28.818452380952376,7.957251820313856,1.7620389880952383,755,29,154,10,14,241,110,192,0.079,0.762,0.159,0.9182,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,0,10,11,1,0,5,1,10,1,1,0,1,26,24,11,0,2,9,0,4,5,2,0,0,0,1,0,12,5,0,1,4,1,3,7,8,2,0,0,5,5,25,9,18,18,6,21,0,0,0,0,19,6,0,3,13,99,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389341862671195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402088636452635,0.20457888057127915,0.0,0.13260653821029902,0.0,0.0,0.44013487532265466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164407266535792,0.08150969474995022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726569274573962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623328473314619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491244092579768,0.08831562395355617,0.12095030846390648,0.0,0.0,0.2403437442939258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20282666476814248,0.19104799487355867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066113740780585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599170480241588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132013080483043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444320833889784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924064372906356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266250489331691,0.13401471683762667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14479724460607393,0.0,0.0926991793218516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441765743445505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949094969861092,0.0,0.0,0.2212161693642664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678270774103572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116870325865858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883242103043114,0.08567735631072126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277677038250645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15773379863184134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ahchow23,2019/02/19,"i dont know what to do :( so i had ADHD and im a 16 year old boy who is living with my single mother, my dad was abusive mentally and physically and i moved out from my dad and step mums house (they also kicked me out)

so ive had really big rage incidents recently, i've smashed my laptop, 5-7 phones and broke some house equipment. this anger builds up in small portions over time , day by day, week by week, month by month and then ill reach my boiling point and ill let all out, i dont want to get that mad but all the anger inside me still from my parents seperation, dads abuse im just a ticking time bomb waiting to go off over time , last night in particular i had a falling out with my mum about her sending me to school for 3 days , whilst it was meant to be my grades school camp and i would have been the only one at school bored and sad (because i wanted to go to the camp because im in year 11 and it'll be my last school camp) and she kept saying no i have to go , i know its really irresponsible of me but i just hit the boiling point and i got my fan and threw it against the war and started stomping it, it broke and then i started punching the door 3-4 times and it has a small crack/hole in it....

i really want to stop getting this mad but its so freaking hard, can anyone give me tips on how i can overcome this madness!? thank you for reading , ollie :)",1.3303023872679065,2.997861786206897,2.879310344827587,94.2855702917772,79.41379310344827,5.840848806366048,21.498673740053054,6.67199483983844,0.2137506631299737,1058,30,247,10,26,347,159,290,0.233,0.732,0.035,-0.996,1,0,0,0,1,0,32.0,0,1,1,0,9,13,7,0,10,0,21,4,0,1,2,41,41,26,1,4,5,7,1,0,0,2,2,1,1,1,15,22,2,3,3,1,0,8,3,12,0,1,10,2,34,1,35,25,5,52,0,3,0,0,17,19,0,1,25,148,49,7,0.0,0.2375646302917469,0.0,0.0,0.1204835118251953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017154789520177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009858158757229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222546842799405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939628835488888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349893697544192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475514252876364,0.0961709250935042,0.17092669303836638,0.0,0.08018074231659039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980616739194312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313548681408102,0.0,0.0,0.3248683319647647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101918368430656,0.16343764264785213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251453863809104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852441863861647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010305117298678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16004049908537554,0.10655208974435887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407978081797956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519768815422313,0.0,0.06793340034190061,0.07624622031963346,0.0,0.0,0.111318064890211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895412297986996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100279204307279,0.0,0.19267213840809785,0.0,0.09898682923829406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972447360289474,0.0,0.40584180708396855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419178688950185,0.0,0.08006143633402359,0.08381522341662365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229864106705403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338311637885208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17739381324988454,0.0,0.16083233438006905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121619747451892,0.0,0.0,0.12911809839090616
anxiety,casamm,2019/02/19,"Had my first breakdown yesterday I've been struggling with low level anxiety most of my life. Usually I can keep it under control by avoiding triggers - crowds, small spaces, always making sure to have a plan - but yesterday I just fell apart.

I got laid off last summer, but got lucky and had an old boss call me and offer me a job leading a team. I didn't have any management experience, but she promised to teach me. Since I started, however, she's been way too busy to really provide support. I don't know what I'm doing, I'm somehow in charge of two big projects (one of which is way behind schedule), have a team of eight on 3 continents (US, UK, and China), and spend so much time in meetings I feel like I never get any work done. I can't sleep well anymore because I'm constantly worried about work. My imposter syndrome is out of control.

On top of all this, one of the women I used to work with who got laid off at the same time as me suddenly mailed me back a spare set of my apartment keys. She lives near me and had cat sat for me before. No note, nothing. I knew she had had mental health problems in the past, so I was worried she was suicidal. I call her to see if she's okay. She doesn't answer, but texts me back a few hours later that she's okay but removing unnecessary people from her life. Okay, I can respect that. We weren't close. 

Except, apparently she thought we were, because the next day, she texts me again with a long diatribe about how I missed the window to check in, that I disappeared as soon as I got a job and abandoned her. Basically telling me I'm a horrible person. And I just...fell apart.

I didn't stop sobbing for six hours. I couldn't move. She was right, I disappeared. But she had no idea why, and never asked me if I was okay either. I'm not okay. I feel like I can't breathe some days. I can't remember the last time I got a good night's sleep. I'm not okay.

I could really use a hug. And maybe some advice on finding a therapist.

tl;dr: Between work and personal things, my normally kind of manageable anxiety flared up yesterday in a way that left me sobbing for hours. Could use a hug.",2.8509424603174587,4.40956107175926,4.11028835978836,87.57783333333334,74.85648148148148,7.529735449735451,26.231746031746034,8.238735603445708,1.5874062698412703,1661,60,351,28,35,545,222,432,0.106,0.757,0.138,0.9429,4,1,0,0,0,0,65.0,3,0,0,12,13,26,0,2,21,6,33,8,3,10,4,68,61,24,1,7,13,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,1,3,10,17,0,6,9,2,2,6,15,8,1,6,25,3,62,18,46,33,8,70,0,5,1,2,32,27,2,7,35,221,72,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809083532209664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06889380747016847,0.0,0.0,0.11260971408889878,0.0,0.1266790868245299,0.0,0.08211246009624099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740409770580706,0.0,0.0,0.12733169523773674,0.0,0.10094466906296568,0.0,0.0704542210558334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690901621424424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947423469982974,0.18572794245076368,0.13221347025157934,0.0,0.0,0.10679454040778688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473016450610361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099143666141857,0.0,0.0,0.08372938791708465,0.11830050815928445,0.0,0.0,0.0756750357096883,0.07042715821838014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04325805959761785,0.0,0.0,0.06944626663100091,0.3311019627279812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800942960661355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446153516165569,0.0,0.0,0.09346783088814192,0.0,0.0,0.16432666215874325,0.07359385345919066,0.0,0.0862204228862801,0.045503112594395816,0.13498135013684273,0.0,0.0,0.08995927513175506,0.0,0.1169640594961453,0.0809009469938025,0.0,0.07311134298275178,0.07327281476754928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055267697178616286,0.0,0.08318080058399313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343998761470695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800019812195088,0.06086538424205162,0.0,0.1277164324866789,0.0,0.08805563922781741,0.07769945545990782,0.08112356383077966,0.07944603612335176,0.0,0.08688161275628994,0.0,0.11221089522557312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903918633398692,0.05740107362540783,0.14459044200844734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922562837049939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608386560458613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379295699692553,0.07070825820876116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597855698365589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849060432736583,0.0,0.16571376016278908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058604202929149335,0.0,0.0,0.0692220704820944,0.0,0.08655749043405757,0.0,0.09056657249769268,0.09395715088721693,0.07803527276508232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236830173393084,0.0,0.0,0.0961337972892757,0.055006704236150866,0.0,0.0,0.06573163697919635,0.14483893832944916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088072117441839,0.0,0.09959469873901962,0.2145302926431232,0.09118929166194316,0.0,0.0,0.19716141659776606,0.0,0.0,0.0744445229602734,0.0,0.07471149096491203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411090560030164,0.1681689178014199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bleepbloopbotz,2019/02/19,I'm staying with my grandparents and my grandma had to go to the hospital in the middle of the night and my grandpa told me not to text my Mom about it. It's probably just her getting some medication for her shoulder pains but anxiety is telling me she has every form of cancer known to man.,7.003841807909608,5.915186559322038,7.680000000000002,75.02926553672317,64.76271186440678,11.256497175141243,38.31073446327685,10.504223727775694,3.9217412429378538,233,11,46,5,3,78,46,59,0.157,0.843,0.0,-0.8765,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,3,4,1,0,0,8,7,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,9,0,10,5,2,5,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,1,34,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387585308363888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629608883088322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16306133893539002,0.0,0.1773757657067223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144117146783844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655321649359036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928882469462633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321004176951676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33650065301912074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326610935577393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727924527124398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29822852846222825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,slightlynoticed,2019/02/19,"How do you soothe your body when you're so anxious that you want to puke? Last night, I went to bed crying, slept much less than normal, and basically began crying again as soon as I woke up. I didn't have time to eat, and I was crying so much that I couldn't get myself to get ready for work on time.

My anxiety was so bad that I got a headache from it, and I was starting to get nauseous. Eventually, I tried to eat something, but it just came back up. Every 10 minutes or so, even water would come back up.

What are some tips to combat this? I left work early and have napped all afternoon. It's 5:30 p.m., and I'm finally eating some Asian rice porridge to calm and soothe my stomach.",4.171142410015648,4.435498211267607,4.856291079812209,88.34731611893585,70.40845070422534,7.719561815336464,24.93270735524257,7.3871296695380915,0.8914247261345847,534,13,119,5,9,172,93,142,0.122,0.802,0.076,-0.672,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,3,0,2,12,2,0,0,1,0,10,7,3,1,1,19,23,16,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,8,4,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,10,0,15,1,17,11,6,22,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,3,14,77,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215258377603687,0.16562215690315532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254607129790235,0.12240922599375445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16284533766311873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16767730327257524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262874064293479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4831168148286775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4500411871833435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968313580221508,0.0,0.12352121179739893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16059884069283634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297855127293764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725357845276035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950281264968375,0.0,0.0,0.15928698877693614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155433947743158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757905754231187,0.14364197780087612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286385253887213,0.0,0.0,0.10376792165771402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17097335292632074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953531364067404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647155080705655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359044977202749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134606767413427,0.0,0.0,0.10414413431986884,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cozmin69,2019/02/19,"Sharing that you are anxious Almost 3 years of everyday panic attacks and I have told only one friend that I am anxious, I am annoyed that people glorify and are proud of being anxious (those that think it's a cool thing) and I don't want to tell any other people because I don't want them to think that I'm just getting on the bandwagon of anxious and cool. 
I feel ashamed that I'm anxious because of those that take it as a joke and think it's cool.
Are you guys worried that if you tell someone that you have anxiety they'll think that you're lying just to get some sympathy ? ",8.755882352941178,5.7836897983193305,8.565949579831933,76.03934453781513,62.78151260504202,11.200672268907564,39.76638655462185,8.841846274778883,3.4326793277310923,462,19,93,5,5,150,64,119,0.234,0.585,0.181,-0.5013,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,2,1,2,11,2,2,3,3,11,0,0,0,0,17,24,7,0,3,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,17,5,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,4,12,7,9,21,1,3,0,0,0,0,12,1,0,3,2,61,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025588991267267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845856177551854,0.0,0.09951050775857216,0.7347643885946898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14798427899280284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15859058548299607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06577213425515605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049914578567852,0.0,0.13592240307737954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287992159995903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814527669754664,0.09893136738911196,0.0,0.15262033706962527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18036157744848705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021598950910373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780364091410594,0.0,0.22739053877595686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641907998984802,0.3333989200091036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429659451918995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534485900862486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321021079257451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376697215248696
anxiety,asasasay,2019/02/19,"I think I'm depressed and I feel guilty for it f (20) I've always had anxiety, social anxiety in particular. In my three years of uni i wouldnt go to classes and I'd stay home all the time. But to my friends and family, I'd act as if I was fine and that I was just lazy. I missed out on a lot and beat myself up for it everyday, just cause I expect way more of myself. Sometimes just going to the supermarket for me is exhausting, let alone going to one class for 3 hours. I'm doing my masters now and I'm in a relationship (long distance) - our relationship isn't great and I definitely think my partner says some hurtful things but other than that for the past month I feel like I could just cry at any given second. My boyfriend does mention how I don't do anything as well, but he knows about my social anxiety. It's hard to explain that to get myself to do something it's just extremely situational and depends on SO many details. I put on this face to people and my family where everything isn't bad, but in reality I do not want to stay home all day. I don't want to be alone, but I do at the same time. I am introverted and I appreciate that that's okay but I'm disappointed in myself, having social anxiety just doesn't work in the contexts that I want to be in and that makes me even sadder. I realize i dont even know how to explain what im feeling but its just this constant guilt and exhaustion. I'm not suicidal, but at least once a day I think what if my heart just stopped or I didn't wake up from my sleep? Then I wouldnt have to deal with all the future exhaustion that this world is going to cause me. There's so much I want, but I don't know if i can handle it. I guess I feel like a coward and I feel weak, and avoid ever labelling myself as anything just cause somedays come where I convince myself that I'm okay. But it always comes back and I don't deserve to feel this way, I shouldn't be feeling this way. I don't know if I'm depressed or just a normal person who is sometimes happy and sometimes sad. Right now im definitely sad though.

tl;dr my social anxiety led me to a point where I just don't want to deal with life, but i'm not suicidal.",3.4910487392590497,4.085528478165942,5.1409311170587415,84.51910621214256,72.07860262008735,8.267756021974925,26.56458656148753,8.460557738077197,1.5949176503732925,1705,54,374,27,31,581,194,458,0.182,0.72,0.098,-0.9806,0,3,1,0,0,0,39.0,1,0,0,3,28,24,0,2,12,2,34,9,4,8,4,98,74,42,2,15,31,0,8,2,2,3,5,1,2,2,26,21,0,2,17,0,0,9,17,14,1,3,5,9,55,10,48,61,9,54,0,7,0,0,18,22,0,10,20,251,81,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15365586998270025,0.0,0.0,0.12344712610618855,0.0,0.0,0.050444829827171016,0.0,0.2837368440736854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220873632137249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057039712336025214,0.061937061634404274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286093652235863,0.0,0.12779871471555046,0.0,0.08016204605201496,0.0,0.059226560174333524,0.0,0.08148306277226629,0.0956797104215866,0.15295230014070274,0.12778196205151438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06491527129994455,0.0,0.0869382112142098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799015950426844,0.06709990536160065,0.0,0.0,0.06666805029764658,0.0,0.13986028846866835,0.0,0.2625528651261208,0.1059881743035392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05731115456975092,0.0,0.03875590081567525,0.0,0.16863243311298984,0.0,0.0,0.08178352719662231,0.08171744859458252,0.0,0.0,0.07896581105261771,0.06645055950589529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790345866109579,0.0,0.0,0.14881684048005492,0.0,0.07305219261202421,0.0,0.07941104490295743,0.0,0.16025389682195526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16306918386233124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585390455712754,0.05239540944505256,0.07248103837183373,0.0,0.0,0.06564681744931676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06306504088599288,0.0,0.0,0.049515614202056836,0.07520670715846194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05920963457560945,0.0,0.05453071212012515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268048596920729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899910063264863,0.05026617428350765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081304373348173,0.05142695573571415,0.0647709684796243,0.0,0.0,0.0701239187426287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457122025837187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15928275813109094,0.0,0.06334917163364419,0.0,0.058990780155490925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338123973046131,0.07423340427659081,0.3024679901426521,0.0,0.057107259148531035,0.22009725331423435,0.0,0.0,0.15813166298439693,0.0,0.06201766151358917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16228139373729691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04928178456000008,0.14259432422523616,0.07288130878858164,0.0,0.08650971372516139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187659356751608,0.17664149472765156,0.0,0.0,0.06669657804709983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05400380152932572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04776938004139066
anxiety,ih8jessica,2019/02/19,"Should I move? Hi reddit. I’m a 14 year old girl with anxiety. I live in Cleveland Ohio. I went to public school all my life, but this year when going to eighth grade (and a new building with grades 6-12) I switched to online school because school in general just gave me anxiety. But I hate the online school so much. I’m pretty behind on it because I have no motivation to do it, it’s hard asf to focus on it, and I’m too depressed to do most things tbh. I am lacking so much social interaction and it’s really getting to me. My best friends moved, and I have other friends but I’m not that close to any of them. Even though work is boring and school gives me anxiety, I really was happy at public school. I met with the guidance counselor of the school today to talk about going back, but I don’t know if I want to go back to that school or move to San Diego and start fresh. My dad is got offered a job there a couple years ago and I believe the position is still open. We didn’t move then because we had no good reason to (we’d be in the same financial situation). If we moved, I could make new friends and make a new impression on everyone, but even though I’m not super close with anyone at my school, I still kinda see them and my “family” since I’ve known them for years, and leaving everyone behind would hurt a little. There are plenty of other things like weather, pets, selling and buying of houses that also effect our decision but I’m asking you guys because reddit users are smart and cool hsksksk ",3.758249925969793,4.813081918566777,4.765627776132664,85.7499637251999,71.83387622149837,7.666508735564111,25.0294640213207,8.00094639256281,1.2934768729641697,1187,34,245,16,22,388,165,307,0.102,0.743,0.155,0.968,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,5,1,3,5,17,15,1,0,11,1,19,1,0,5,1,52,42,28,0,7,12,1,1,1,3,2,1,0,1,2,13,22,0,0,6,0,2,9,6,4,0,0,7,3,32,11,33,30,7,38,0,2,1,0,26,12,0,5,18,156,45,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062477554333765575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05636399146851174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04792980407499496,0.0,0.1617543529265798,0.0,0.0,0.04928226981124766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06589064305255761,0.0,0.0,0.10839177160975193,0.0,0.17185935510975994,0.0,0.0,0.0794084603369806,0.07396593520998783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05627370406278369,0.07798638573885441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060705571080632924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310466825655424,0.0,0.0,0.13469609505097432,0.0,0.0,0.06644363998394211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633613842638249,0.0,0.036823649504011534,0.06761223082002601,0.12016869975803478,0.05911649772480625,0.0563704555359061,0.0,0.0,0.06978771827128917,0.0,0.07502881594292601,0.06313753676448808,0.06958584174394318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132613225288447,0.07545185178797595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994196535610328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03873476261080088,0.0,0.0,0.07462968064301156,0.0,0.0,0.049783133727172385,0.0344336771500316,0.07064093075549666,0.0622364131402852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409383262818777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745531447860805,0.10362395341374576,0.0,0.0,0.20421427577871304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07395842731367122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170497492869206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030444549272068,0.0724666710274354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6419789276038699,0.05616459174882612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05830298519001857,0.07922410477948717,0.0,0.07184696408018311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049887134286619714,0.0,0.1125731567609605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056650321094831375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364948941326943,0.0,0.1384953369030654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06680817504156679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041571786330204516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533701185893362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051311336275165965,0.0,0.0,0.050068001083385216,0.0,0.0,0.18155097630517508
anxiety,papermoshay,2019/02/19,"Looking for someone with similar experience related to brain and nerves So I'm in a pretty activated period now and getting regular attacks.

I've had some weird pain issues in my back during the worst of it but it's over now, doctor said it may have been tense muscles pushing on my spine.

However I feel like my anxiety and anxiety attacks are very related to nerves and the brain.

I feel like one side of my brain is bigger than the other and it'll sometimes shift gradually.
During attacks I'll sometimes feel my left and right brain are going upwards and downwards independent of eachother, at a steady pace. This feeling persist in my eyes if I close them in addition to the brain.

Anyone else feel this way?",5.38111111111111,7.051355444444448,6.195000000000004,74.69250000000002,68.62962962962962,9.251851851851852,33.5,9.642632912329526,3.4657555555555564,575,27,98,13,10,189,86,135,0.17600000000000002,0.752,0.07200000000000001,-0.9046,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,5,8,3,0,6,0,8,9,7,1,0,20,18,10,0,1,2,0,5,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,7,10,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,6,0,1,3,8,10,2,16,13,2,20,0,0,2,0,2,13,0,3,6,62,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17890452290583014,0.0,0.0,0.0817612089762395,0.11981011865675813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3990793147443769,0.0,0.08991308967537781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6526710111655056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968432366578242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768124646503812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438142394758001,0.0,0.0,0.2956203461438789,0.16707174406040787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0610918716588444,0.0,0.0664548542572558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204608442421552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704639417470534,0.0,0.0,0.11425362849831862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819299249510258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923579644592117,0.0,0.12442333804042165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896135186619933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998588442452455,0.11122861365958553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990756627810574,0.0,0.23129644551226514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648071630936647,0.0,0.0928147653940691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SavePoint222,2019/02/19,"Sudden severe anxiety level, sick I don't know what is going on with me. About a month ago I started getting severe out this world anxiety. Like I can't sit still,  Throwing up, suicidal thoughts, no appetite, insomnia, can't function. All I can do is pace back and forth. It is really really really scary. It started suddenly before my period last month. And happened again this month but is continuing. I feels like something wrong with my body, because a few days I felt great out of the blue then, I fall back into this. It's like I'm sick. I don't know what to do. I have an appointment with my psychiatrist tomorrow. It did start when I started busperon and it was making me feel weird so I stopped then this started. I wonder if that drug fucked me up. I don't know.  I almost feel like I might need to check myself in or something if this doesn't stop. Im going to lose everything. My boyfriend my job. Fuckkk...  What if the doctor's can't help me. I don't want to lose everything.",1.3339792540278097,3.8165431218274124,3.144343412050321,87.77480688589718,84.78680203045685,6.674817920988746,22.27080114764952,7.893859768569023,1.3334495254910617,773,27,155,16,23,257,110,197,0.222,0.685,0.093,-0.9724,1,0,3,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,2,7,10,1,0,5,0,19,7,1,1,1,31,42,12,1,5,5,0,4,4,0,1,5,0,0,0,14,9,0,2,9,0,1,4,9,5,0,0,4,5,26,5,16,37,2,39,0,2,1,1,1,9,1,7,29,99,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980688109419074,0.0,0.1127456029578604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17226663923458446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17315409951628888,0.0,0.06863563404199237,0.0,0.09580833099934176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506541574765073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261315591157658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152436834580256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305721080111004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023826163040582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17079117741380814,0.1608728912655634,0.10810691534967423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409039341215788,0.05882518364702966,0.0,0.12797836765420878,0.0,0.0,0.124134155196757,0.0,0.0,0.09956559817116538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546869946919052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161973676652126,0.0,0.11173115680070626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18563446764201635,0.09177830425802368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22002896608848888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519254833386799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515668678905701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944335622112225,0.0,0.0,0.2696119213548249,0.0,0.0,0.08348626616581897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163898335093228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543960325467394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17335914977014955,0.0,0.0,0.3984694449846343,0.0,0.08991689728455557,0.18826554156215888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123158442820033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938624738808308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641025532091685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210228121852484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310274576928396,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anon139027,2019/02/19,"I missed so many classes already and I’m terrified to go back I don’t know why I feel so irrationally.

I have always struggled in college and usually all it takes is one minor thing to happen before I spiral.

This semester, I had an anxiety attack because I couldn’t find my classroom on the first day and after walking around for 15 min I was late and obviously my brain went: you can’t go in now anyways, just go home.

I also had to miss my other first class because my job forced me to stay late because they had no coverage.

I managed to force myself to go once and it felt so much better after, but one of my classes the syllabus isn’t loading online so I have no idea what’s going on.

I feel so guilty every time I miss class but I just can’t do it. I’ve already dropped out of school twice and I know my parents will be so devastated and disappointed if I can’t just fucking do this super simple task of going to school. The work isn’t hard it’s just that I lack any motivation.

I feel like such a horrible person, especially since I’m not like this in most other aspects of my life. I’m always anxious but it’s not this crippling any other time.

Now I feel like I can’t go back cause it’s too late and I’ve missed too much, but it’s only 4 weeks in. 

Any advice would be helpful. I desperately want to be able to do this I just like physically can’t.

Any advice is helpful. ",1.2731034482758616,3.340597620689657,3.487241379310348,87.87189655172415,81.41379310344827,5.931034482758621,22.75862068965517,7.0983637204850245,0.8037586206896554,1090,37,229,14,29,373,142,290,0.177,0.711,0.111,-0.9332,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,1,6,21,14,2,1,5,0,25,3,1,2,2,40,51,20,0,5,12,1,6,4,0,2,1,0,1,1,18,10,0,0,10,0,0,9,13,8,0,5,6,6,33,6,24,39,5,36,0,5,0,1,6,8,1,2,21,152,51,13,0.09569342423758298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870210133017875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112001464278164,0.07652599678971317,0.15924918961210893,0.0,0.0,0.26029923979558744,0.0,0.07320520761733072,0.10810633133818336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518743575553822,0.0,0.1088650848215164,0.0,0.1471646728722745,0.0,0.17500146966293625,0.0,0.0814280558724534,0.0,0.0,0.0846330572945064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682550916464728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830350665887146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061714342113773475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062583714370848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935418822408282,0.13672680279155908,0.09188069400094592,0.0,0.08746205612059924,0.1627935555429593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846702872435047,0.0,0.0,0.38069344775031744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462137902090787,0.0,0.08572251201281346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828257027128176,0.0,0.09598830687519416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802622812060007,0.0,0.0,0.09496095781821172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518120672346054,0.0,0.3238390519565036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759109552977245,0.1870038936836789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701811250006777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406913548822713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191037371751382,0.12968868165734204,0.07277916124352696,0.0,0.0,0.10625622306258617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355580697681815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19369370831305815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791585893978893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199645782202583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003954428306353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194954583307535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635744589717518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115992104381347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539278733255343,0.0,0.056442460946456365,0.0,0.07675949278501992,0.0,0.0,0.08870876297963197,0.08634843121441976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06966595254814245,0.0,0.0,0.06797786299990834,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ClassicScrapes,2019/02/19,"Any advice for a sober first date when you have anxiety? Hey guys. I'm a male in my mid 20s and I'm about to set up a first date with a girl. I've been since for awhile and just started getting back into dating. I'm currently not drinking because of my anxiety (was very bad but now improving). I'm really nervous as not only is it a first date, it'll also be a sober one. Any advice? ",0.6681024096385535,2.4582003132530126,3.2417921686747,90.2995557228916,82.01204819277109,6.559638554216868,21.218373493975907,7.6454224807358475,0.7921096385542166,298,9,67,5,8,104,58,83,0.113,0.887,0.0,-0.7612,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,3,6,2,0,1,6,0,6,1,0,0,0,8,12,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,4,2,0,3,0,10,8,0,17,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,12,40,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4134123089866665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16916168120258593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876973764913809,0.0,0.3236420696971997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16265468285967458,0.17661998465306725,0.12894765205282072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20722036003570174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5397858120084363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051648926590536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20944946307890386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14333923334829374,0.16087925396515762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13551250915356144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17498106037048247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497230995611494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745356584901307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,corariddler,2019/02/19,"Nervous about upcoming surgery. It’s a minor outpatient surgery, I’ll be leaving hours after I’m out of the operating room... it seems simple but I’m quite anxious about the anesthesia & will feel out of control of myself while I’m unconscious...most people think nothing of this type of thing but for me it is a huge concern. 

Especially since the pre-op nurse warned me of the chances of post-surgery blood clots being potentially fatal. My parents dear friend died of one after a minor surgery 22 years ago, so that scares me some. I’m confident I will go through with the surgery but I’m unable to shake the underlying anxiety about this until it’s all done with and I’m recovered. I don’t want to die.

I’m not an alcoholic, but I enjoy to drink and relax with friends over drinks... sadly for the two weeks leading up to the surgery I’ve not been allowed to drink lol! So it’s been hard to not feel free to sip on some whiskey to relax before bed when my brains wrapped up in a knot of stress about this. 

I have a great deal of other things going on in my life, so it’s been a juggling act, maintaining my daily routine, emotional health, and this being added right now has been a true test of my ability to deal with an overwhelming time in life. I have a sense of pride that I am doing it well, but it’s a constant effort to not let the anxiety bring me to a stand still, and at night.. bring tears. 

Those I’m close to, don’t know how hard this is for me. I’m embarrassed I’m 37, and struggling with a normally simple medical procedure. A couple know it’s hard for me, but I’m too stubborn to ask for help & let myself be comforted. 

Anxiety is so frustrating... but I’m also stubborn about not giving up in trying to get past the anxiety! It’s a struggle, but I know I’ll survive the anxiety... but living in it now is exhausting! 

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anxiety,E92jon,2019/02/19,Online Dating Does anyone else have a fear of using apps such as tinder to hook up with people? i think it’s crazy how 2 people who have never met can just go out on a date. i would be shitting bricks if i had to meet someone over the internet. i do wish i was more social to do things like that,1.8965625000000017,3.01840428125,3.598875,92.05862500000002,76.5,5.745000000000001,17.4875,5.6839178017228535,-0.4814025000000002,230,3,52,1,5,77,54,64,0.132,0.7859999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,1,3,0,9,1,1,2,1,10,14,3,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,5,1,10,9,1,8,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,1,4,37,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18972004117500627,0.2780093510034591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23744245669470845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226661155496839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053213566330925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15420292634896762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13255799036309607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20926619842997787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.376211713074314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785160470469773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765864688415911,0.22989678183117015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18025940216991385,0.17385712163331268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343417518294135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120157746762132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19274484035477954,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bidets4Americans,2019/02/19,"Did I have a panic attack? So I was depression sobbing per usual, but it got a little harder, and suddenly i started hyperventalating for 15 minutes. My head, hands and feet started getting extremely tingly and I got super desperate. I couldn't control my breathing",4.715531914893614,7.823700553191498,6.403659574468088,65.89400000000003,75.38297872340425,8.01531914893617,34.93191489361702,8.841846274778883,4.049020425531913,214,12,29,5,5,73,37,47,0.232,0.6609999999999999,0.107,-0.4975,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,1,5,1,1,2,0,4,4,4,1,0,6,9,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,1,7,1,1,4,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,20,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31826746856734844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137747084332084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409569394654513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461630905777913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4474993711586585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871145439258496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803930870401734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282381659838845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960312367522014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30811619432054244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,unexpectedflinglobbr,2019/02/19,"How do you approach packing to move? I’m getting ready to move, and I have a few anxiety issues. One, I’m a messy person. I grew up being punished by cleaning, so I associate organization with an uncomfy pit in my stomach. It’s great. 

Two, I have ADHD, so when I’m doing tasks like packing or organizing, it’s very hard for me to stay on track with one task at a time. i usually end up trying to pack a closet, then I’m off organizing my drawers, and before that’s done I’ll have pulled every single item I own into the middle of the room to “see it all before I pack it so I know what I have,” (no matter how many times this has backfired I somehow always convince myself to do it). 

And then when I’m 12 hours into “packing,” everything is a mess, and nothing is actually in any boxes I freak out and my anxiety dumps me in a pit of despair.

SO I’m a few days before I need to start packing. 

If you have any great tips and tricks about how to approach it, let me know! ",4.34,4.018221431372552,6.310588235294119,80.09764705882355,69.98039215686275,8.760784313725491,29.745098039215684,8.344100000000001,2.020292156862745,748,26,159,10,12,264,115,204,0.115,0.8029999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.54,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,0,0,11,10,3,0,10,0,14,1,1,3,1,22,26,19,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,9,11,0,0,2,0,0,6,1,6,0,3,1,2,21,4,26,23,6,31,0,1,1,0,3,13,0,3,12,110,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.1461099991765129,0.0,0.1799403506576105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458319188969255,0.0,0.0,0.20363626476959445,0.0,0.2290784260850323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822148345497552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656023675390503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15322065554411302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261190678540932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614976772701847,0.0,0.13456317315963826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822513136553465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301446759769293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134124188504464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14744896243786018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562739973010999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16456988562812658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15310395381572672,0.0,0.07314807073009412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179764689305106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182679538710407,0.0,0.1110191882651087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366517291872322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029150660319511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13073409239251188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193114378075135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597612364835728,0.15958692547022124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17461169984748398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165344489173296,0.0,0.14625956637122184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16490093142731665,0.12353880316005095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pink-Wolf,2019/02/19,"Crying in class So today I cried in class. Luckily no one saw me.
But everyone around me kind of knew I was in a weird mood.
The teacher also asked me a few questions and I basically ignored her because I didn't know the answers so I sat silent.
My friends came up to me, poked me kind of tried to cheer me up and made me smile which they though was bc i felt better, but I don't know why i did it because I wanted to cry but then I didn't.. ",-0.07072164948453262,1.7587479587628891,2.182690721649486,96.69053092783508,84.87628865979381,5.1171134020618565,20.009278350515466,6.2581,-0.1156342268041235,340,10,83,3,10,115,61,97,0.136,0.757,0.107,-0.3998,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,5,8,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,1,0,16,16,10,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,6,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,11,2,20,5,11,5,1,9,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,1,2,56,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14405852791725818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603634987690676,0.16840732521535168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21962431209074787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15931989334926844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20603307833601744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5936286105057145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17213224847717482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17296341213515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13917633062306825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751778323778738,0.19800133864024816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17045357495057514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206806412744435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017989164914263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769874155275747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17075240944749834,0.0,0.0,0.12230377440643875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625170761665703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16254904752035912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,toastythedawg,2019/02/19,"Health anxiety acting up So I have been anxiety free for about a month, I was doing well until I started to deal with bad heartburn and its still here. My main worry is that I caught something like Barrets esophagus or cancer. I'm only 15 I should be hanging out with my friends but I can't since this is effecting me so much, I know it's irrational but I just can't deal with it. I had my health anxiety under control but its so bad now, I can't even study nor do stuff without constant worry. I wish that I can be normal again but I can't. I'm sorry for venting but its been too long I hate this, I hate my crappy mental health and on top of this I also have to deal with OCD.  ",0.6516781609195377,2.6708627655172417,2.746896551724141,92.586091954023,83.41379310344827,5.52183908045977,20.701149425287355,6.742157984588678,0.33457701149425345,531,16,117,6,15,179,87,145,0.267,0.6609999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.9864,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,13,8,2,0,1,0,18,5,0,2,0,21,26,14,0,3,8,0,0,1,1,1,5,0,0,0,11,7,0,1,2,0,1,3,6,4,1,0,5,0,21,5,16,18,2,16,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,9,90,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983919286609607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152184063820046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22936396021132266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484271602167798,0.15405033171479485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.424807187626764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071874921312756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611670161229912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27121048360574634,0.0,0.4379916660689725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548427551315405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710254556198614,0.0,0.0,0.12155092305090325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841705885189087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963190624935483,0.0,0.10096846504313324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345743860951985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044612898075316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361780221922753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573917109950214,0.0,0.15375270638457866,0.09721743300429787,0.0,0.10968833429690833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723352987612285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349464819403777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15794636505064158,0.13240103806096806,0.0,0.0,0.2789723207997589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aldjorD,2019/02/19,"Persistent Anxiety For Years.... Hi all, looking for some general advice or insight into a problem that has plagued me from when I was around 19 years old. I'm currently 30 years old.

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I'll try to keep this short and then edit with more detailed information if needed.

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I have suffered from a persistent feeling of anxiety which has slowly, progressively gotten worse over the years. So much so that it is becoming debilitating. The odd thing is that it is very much a physical feeling, the physical feeling on your stomach and chest that other people that suffer from deep anxiety will be familiar with. The thing I find most troubling is that I don't believe I have the associated anxious thoughts or cycles of thought that would bring on that physical feeling (at least to my knowledge?). 

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I am very confident in social situations, historically I have never had any problems, in fact, comparatively (to others) I am usually the most confident person in the room. I am a very independent person and do not feel any need for others to take responsibility in my life in regard to normal day to day living. 

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I run my own business which is relatively successful and I consider my self to be financially successful. I mention this because this could be a large source of worry for some people, and ultimately this can't be a source of the anxiety.

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I have a three-year-old son who really is no trouble and my feeling of anxiety hasn't seemed to have been adversely affected since he was born.  


I can and will happily go into more detail on my personal life if needed, but thought I'd just keep it to the obvious points initially.   


Despite all the major points in my life being good or better than good, I still wake up every day with about 10 seconds of normality before a rush of sinking anxiety descends over my body. As I say, it really seems like a physical feeling only. Almost like a rush of adrenaline that never goes away. The persistent feeling ultimately ends up numbing my emotions leading me wanting to avoid doing pretty much anything and since leaving university (and having a group of great friends) I have all but lost all contact with friends (except my work colleagues). The feeling mutes any interests I once had and now my life is very empty besides my business which I am able to run with little to no problem.  


I'm really worried it's going to end up ruining my life. I have been to doctors in the past and all the usual medication doesn't agree with me and as such doesn't work as a solution. I also want to be clear that I have spent countless hours reading and seeking help and information to no real avail.    


My question - Is there anyone out there that has suffered in the same way? Did you ever find a solution or good coping mechanisms? 

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As I mentioned earlier, I am happy to go into more detail if anyone has any questions.

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Thankyou!

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anxiety,zip-a-dee-doo-da,2019/02/19,"Scared to move Had a bad dream
Woke up anxious. Felt scared to make any sudden movements, thinking it might worsen and I’d get a panic attack. When I moved a little to get in a more comfortable position, my heart started beating faster and heavily. Then started to feel vibrations/ tremors inside my chest. Got tingly. I did some deep slow breathing until I felt like I could get up and walk to the bathroom. 

This happens often, where I feel the need to freeze🗿/stay very still, or else the anxiety I’m feeling will or might escalate.

🙇🏻‍♀️why",2.2710062893081755,4.923799528301892,3.1059433962264187,88.52765723270441,82.01886792452831,5.79748427672956,24.87106918238993,7.1686216300943375,1.2785371069182392,434,17,81,6,12,137,78,106,0.229,0.6859999999999999,0.085,-0.9442,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,1,3,7,0,6,3,3,1,0,18,23,8,0,2,2,0,5,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,6,1,0,4,0,5,0,0,6,5,7,2,10,13,2,19,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,6,10,44,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854559266123537,0.0,0.12210719713130175,0.18032270574051695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18158831599119368,0.0,0.0,0.13327421434140074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744184284960414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13334020878182046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421227007320424,0.0,0.3065162815624129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25018117243553273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12766095382227766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14114951307347126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18914788790112447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798120534579323,0.15997899100524293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654613580740788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386585704329174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33929696871133225,0.0,0.11835459269143705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18727712283430772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.319610571261449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259566322799471,0.17013136069598572,0.12747099903898262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10227665541533676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170141989040896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440302576203835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,skystar_records,2019/02/19,"What the Fuck is Happening? Double Vision, feels like I'm touching three of everything... I had a long and expensive docs appt with a neuro ophthalmologist last year who said my eye problems were because of anxiety (ive had health anxiety along with other stuff most of my life). Seriously feels like I have two tongues and like three sets of fingers. Man I hope it's not the brain tumor I thought I was supposed to kill me a while ago but this shit doesn't happen to normal people. Can't fucking enjoy anything. Cant work. Barely can drive. 

IDK. I'll end it here I guess. Maybe I just needed to vent.  ",1.2172457627118654,3.856253161016952,2.58625,89.65615466101696,89.42372881355931,5.322881355932204,20.934322033898304,6.9077264865688965,0.6874220338983053,475,16,93,7,16,153,89,118,0.192,0.721,0.086,-0.9281,0,0,0,0,0,1,16.0,0,0,0,1,2,11,4,0,5,0,11,8,4,0,0,17,23,4,1,4,3,0,4,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,7,5,0,0,3,0,1,1,4,6,0,3,6,6,11,5,10,17,2,8,0,0,1,2,3,0,3,3,9,55,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498643136501254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586657490012221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391245969146205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305934896349617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18873042806567172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14973980213394444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15194309026900207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709668531869522,0.2415575476371457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125923823140595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18624215966905966,0.0,0.2990040339804662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17970626090712274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16791789044918304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870433664517457,0.0,0.0,0.13780906110692673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194143280244087,0.2477871988220864,0.0,0.0,0.14961559945193634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698466939170701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535821018537355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16564602671159914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720712609301293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16177063646609327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16081780491244732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735409308679038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19353689989263526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342172850981423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16515016682523811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308001289981133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108871148793435
anxiety,Supahodyssey,2019/02/19,"I lost my best friend I don't know how to do a good text so i'll do my best (and sorry for english mistakes)

everything started yesterday the 02/18/19 i was discussing with my best friend (i don't know her in real life) we were the best friends we had the same humor and a lot of other thing just imagine something between best friend and a lovely couple.

i discussed with her yesterday and suddently in the conversation i saw ""seen"" i thought she was joking and she doesn't answer the whole night i was really worried about her and telling her ""no matter what happened i'm here to help you and support you""

The next day (today) at 10AM she told me that yesterday her father was curious about what she does on her phone and he saw everything we used to send each other some -18 pics for humor (but chill as i say we were the best friend it was some naked womens and hentai not our naked body) and he ""Destroyed the phone"" but she couldn't talk anymore

Suddently at 6PM i received some strange messages ""D luse"" or ""Mother"" and i was really happy but it wasn't her, it was her mother i told her why i can't speak to your daughter anymore and she tell ""Because of ""dirty messages"""" she wanted to know who i am and where do i live she even said ""i'll call the police and you will go to jail"" even if i knew that it wasn't true i was really scared and she said ""Her dad will beat you up and you will suffer"" and she deleted her account.

Now i'm crying i can't breathe and i'm feel lonely (she was my only friend)
I need some help thanks for reading ",1.886698312236288,3.923503471518988,2.9692658227848128,92.53543881856544,79.15822784810126,5.732320675105486,22.24219409282701,6.742157984588678,0.4698125738396626,1211,37,258,12,30,387,155,316,0.101,0.737,0.162,0.9261,0,2,1,0,0,0,34.0,5,6,0,8,10,27,1,1,12,0,27,4,2,2,1,55,53,26,0,5,7,5,1,0,6,3,1,4,0,1,12,25,0,0,8,2,1,3,10,6,0,0,24,8,57,21,23,25,14,19,0,3,3,1,70,7,0,7,9,178,69,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807610949377748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055554506851233386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5738377479780679,0.0,0.0,0.101229450168033,0.0,0.0,0.093058114493981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100838157994137,0.10010653919407972,0.058773960842429175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797520727570643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038643871873375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638109212651191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04608014368532715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4224599183682719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05179361422016976,0.07643896663701984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058959144113112,0.0970139534546525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217054421467728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502547685089338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06437071620467177,0.0,0.0,0.08047308772897432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099483645295963,0.0774789603193299,0.082252091309562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757478692271217,0.0,0.0,0.09692215860790296,0.08552318751953193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931159640632757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115877098899322,0.10373056761548946,0.17514853116787735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17337881394871546,0.0724735011769213,0.09124114138749984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015948936770541,0.0,0.10201717354767093,0.06450519127677147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341790668371746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325014455866886,0.1593104559878051,0.08390404313385766,0.0,0.0,0.06054545238926624,0.0,0.0,0.07235030261233026,0.0,0.0,0.08638447911537274,0.17416509285897527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871060930752992,0.0,0.0,0.05375325857645325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223435819254797,0.10174797789398486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925511112462605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tossitout0000,2019/02/19,"How To Seek Help? Very slowly, over the course of a few years, I've come to terms with the fact that I very probably have some genuine issues for which I need to seek help.

I feel on one hand like I'm being dramatic. I was just a shy kid with confidence struggles, and that was the extent of it. I'm better as an adult... At least, I'm really good at being professional and hiding behind that face (as long as there isn't public speaking involved). But if I'm being honest and really trying to examine the root of some self destructive behaviors, I always come back to anxiety. I mean, we recently had some maintenance people come to our apartment unexpectedly, AND I HID IN THE BATHROOM THE WHOLE TIME. Why? Why did I do that? There is no rational explanation. I'm a reasonable woman who gets along well with people. Then anxiety catches me off guard and I just avoid and hide, sometimes on a level that truly worries me. I procrastinate and worry myself stupid over things I can definitely handle.

I don't know how to ask for help. I feel like someone will think I'm exaggerating, because I work hard to put up a solid front... but I feel like I'm constantly battling myself, and I'm just so mentally tired so much of the time.  ",4.625823529411765,5.8188293666666695,5.993382352941179,77.23808823529413,69.91666666666666,9.313725490196077,27.450980392156865,9.627879704456738,2.495178921568628,968,32,183,22,17,327,140,240,0.135,0.742,0.123,-0.2089,0,1,0,0,0,0,33.0,2,0,0,2,11,12,3,2,13,0,14,3,2,4,1,40,34,19,0,2,6,0,5,3,0,1,1,1,0,4,9,16,0,2,8,0,0,6,3,5,1,1,4,6,21,7,31,26,9,26,0,0,0,0,14,11,0,4,12,120,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069913909459913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19673134931602168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020778619398692,0.0,0.0,0.09887242181306023,0.0,0.07838302852042288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372125085228685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33228871371452384,0.0,0.13895258769821994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195046347529516,0.18371950081377156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717933201729033,0.0,0.0,0.10784935447317644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11518514873419458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25855950653593185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420728820898115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066587676917893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18845753701730364,0.0,0.0,0.11379194529062217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400646274012779,0.0,0.0,0.1295814625905151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452333032020477,0.09534269586459036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713119654968611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782865814648122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386342663490803,0.0,0.0,0.12926147139496869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16474717764549354,0.13220478194616458,0.12696024092396718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341401550098894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894799363768004,0.0,0.12717191571947886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344229131528868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542485912291738,0.08239082091841349,0.0,0.0,0.1499556108553349,0.14778729066103072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729944463975496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21218895077916916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561159634382685,0.0,0.2320523899465432,0.14355837366203725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360998549328166,0.2611646400476115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280326284566046
anxiety,BloatedRabbit,2019/02/19,"Tips for the workplace? I’ve recently started a new job in administration - I thought it would be perfect because there is minimal contact with unfamiliar people and it’s a smallish office so I’d be able to feel more comfortable quickly.

Today, I decided to try and push myself and ask if anybody in my surrounding area would like a hot drink. 3 people said yes and I instantly regretted it. As soon as I got into the kitchen area I was shaking because I’d mixed the cups round and was worried I’d make them all wrong. I made them and took them back in, and although my co-workers didn’t make a big deal of it I sat and silently cried at my desk because I was convinced I’d messed it all up and they were just waiting until I was out the room to complain about my tea-making skills and pour it down the drain. I also made myself sit in my seat for over 2 hours (long after the tea was cold) even when I was desperate for the toilet because I wanted to make sure that they I’d be able to see if they did actually pour it down the drain. I don’t even know why, because I would rather have not known anyway... but that’s anxiety for you. 

I was just wondering if anybody had any tips for when things get a little overwhelming at work? At my last job I kept running to the toilet and coming back with bloodshot eyes and I knew everyone thought of me as “that girl” so I want to try and stop myself before it gets to that point again. 
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anxiety,Rosec627,2019/02/19,"Is this type of anxiety normal? Hi, so I’m 19, and I have pretty extreme anxiety in the ways many people get it, anxiety about crowds and social interaction and things like that.
But I’ve always had anxiety about anatomy and the body. I have no idea where it came from, I’m not particularly self conscious, and I don’t have anxiety about blood or needles or anything, but I get extreme anxiety when I think about how the body functions.

Some examples: I have a lot of trigger words like veins, uterus, and honestly so many more that I can’t get myself to type out but you get the point. If I meditate and a body scan is part of it, I always end up more anxious, and in extreme cases I get panic attacks (usually if it asks me to relax my hips). I’m extremely anxious about the female reproductive system, and if anyone talks about conception or pregnancy or periods or anything I start to panic, especially because most of the words that trigger panic attacks for me relate to stuff like that. If I can feel my heartbeat I get really freaked out. I compulsively scratch my wrists and lower abdomen, especially if I think about my veins or my reproductive system. I’ve thrown up in biology classes and things like that if I have to learn about the body, and I actually avoided taking biology in college for that exact reason.

I guess I’m just curious if anyone’s heard of something like this or has something like this, it’s very extreme and usually people get annoyed at me about it because if someone says one of the words that freak me out I either start panicking or yell at them. Even writing that caused me extreme anxiety. I’m curious if this is present in anyone else because I’ve looked everywhere online and never heard of anything similar, and I’m just tired of feeling so alone about it.",7.2841432068543455,7.1099742441860485,7.867564259485928,70.90350673194615,63.82558139534883,10.96303549571604,37.29130966952265,10.5429385540328,4.0356593023255805,1436,66,253,32,19,478,153,344,0.177,0.728,0.094,-0.9823,1,2,2,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,1,0,19,17,3,4,10,0,13,11,10,5,2,67,39,40,0,10,24,0,3,6,0,0,1,4,0,1,22,19,0,1,8,1,0,1,5,9,0,1,4,9,32,8,38,35,7,27,0,0,2,0,13,14,0,21,15,170,54,7,0.0,0.0,0.07795213370240954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273241360282244,0.0,0.0,0.13293444235155918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4277601307033596,0.18048512405141373,0.0,0.16756352911475378,0.08184731511499539,0.19720526583617853,0.0,0.07467776090545268,0.18175187424882272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608377497562355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3549182249390498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913623498438472,0.0,0.08205958140653677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667301547639235,0.0,0.07075067515248762,0.0,0.0,0.05276051221490217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078026095461935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921409317242984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799770235208783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017569527061732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23415433119277745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06707974993210397,0.0,0.0,0.06791179597689692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16197317819464346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061608994172294734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826621952985698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05412929452708735,0.0,0.0,0.281168707578464,0.0,0.08650311746356992,0.0,0.11075857167683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755131717326393,0.0,0.0,0.08126748693566581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051173683218008255,0.08213076215213623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06352441495566324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333309131476185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814284116347579,0.06768273901054865,0.12299227837196895,0.0,0.0,0.11308007674299946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144439981345028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06006041711147616,0.06420515778791945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613850245388366,0.10236877693463466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181122376747636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17595482207545435,0.06591002228214357,0.0,0.06340565751625889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,draganbendersucks,2019/02/19,"Do you think I should consider medication for my anxiety? I have always had some anxiety but lately it has become a little bit harder to deal with. I’m 25, and every day I have a tight feel in my neck and throat that won’t go away. If someone talks to me who I don’t really know I get super nervous and red in the face. Basically I just feel physically anxious 90% of the time.

 I’ve tried CBT and deep breathing exercises, they don’t work. I don’t do drugs, stopped drinking entirely because it made my anxiety worse, I work a physical job and work out. So I feel I’m out of options. 

I don’t really worry excessively about anything, I feel comfortable with my job and life situation. However I’m just physically anxious and on edge all the time",4.564600000000002,5.314925593333335,6.622666666666664,74.29800000000002,69.73333333333333,10.533333333333337,31.66666666666667,10.577609850970193,3.4588666666666668,589,25,116,17,10,208,92,150,0.155,0.777,0.068,-0.8399,3,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,4,4,3,0,1,6,0,12,9,4,1,1,28,24,10,0,2,4,0,5,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,4,11,1,2,6,2,0,1,5,1,0,0,2,6,18,2,14,20,3,14,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,3,5,68,22,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066249691190505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328038212154225,0.3276470016085802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933340654756815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624455948454836,0.0,0.0,0.0883986258442568,0.16015555057045516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15831672214772302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352143810416254,0.14950211499878016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420576085139154,0.1681691308440063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217977182890165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932918757714356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576334759655583,0.0,0.08241427354995799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878062062959537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796953947607089,0.0,0.16358106730645774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242702490981226,0.0,0.1453411995676823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372148798321189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608541904004696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857981809389613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630007744827238,0.0,0.0,0.1228691096510823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123742572070917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655601838423542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291852444142724,0.0,0.0,0.16911658285560982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984543604501118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167137417030593,0.14726781890867835,0.14778071439006535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,suspiriumm,2019/02/19,can anxiety be cured just by talking to a psychologist ? I’m 21. I’m obsessed over my boy friend and I can’t stop thinking what if he leaves me. sometimes I think of things that I did in my chilhood that I’ve done and I think that I’m a bad bad bad bad person and should not be in anybody’s life and my boy friend should leave me. This keeps coming into my mind for the last two months. I can’t control my thoughts anymore and I’m going to see a psychologist and if she thinks its necessary I’ll see a psyciatrist but I’m afraid of getting addicted to the antidepressants. I think that I’m very prone to getting into that situation. I wonder is there a chance that I can be cured just by talking ? ,1.276598173515982,3.430349445205483,3.07723287671233,90.33648858447486,81.94520547945207,6.085114155251143,23.431963470319637,7.3011,0.8793311415525111,553,20,121,8,15,184,79,146,0.111,0.838,0.051,-0.6199,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,8,0,2,7,0,12,2,0,1,0,28,32,9,0,4,6,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,3,10,9,0,3,7,0,0,2,3,6,0,1,3,2,16,2,14,24,0,10,0,0,2,0,9,5,0,3,3,73,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15142358141444853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625957872897146,0.0,0.13775336777272235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4639091619185679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965169373854533,0.0,0.0,0.15579029986499146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214487666028264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146305377059592,0.0,0.1451410269744868,0.0,0.07894115479224788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346239717447975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322359326505135,0.0,0.2941541275023453,0.0,0.0,0.09811052479172204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025132967339451,0.0,0.11087017703394736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128378757051725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22137367251280635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15613156332558056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737753781987175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612821393894375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22328818280878251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228025502739427,0.4450136672351772,0.0,0.11027259873209944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568697998579046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460862032983955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063319307528547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,concealedpollypocket,2019/02/19,"It’s all kinda hard at the moment Hi y’all.

I’m a 26yo F. My boyfriend and I are currently in a long distance relationship due to his new job. We have been together about 2.5 years, and had lived together for a year and a half before we had to separate temporarily (we’ve been apart 2 months now). I did get to see him this weekend, which was nice.
We are being relocated due to the job, so I’m headed out of state soon, in the next two weeks. He will meet me in the new location in June.
The stress of the move is near crippling. I have been having significant increases in anxiety, but no depression. The move is almost cross-country, and my dad will be helping me move.
Any advice for things to do to ease the stress would be gratefully accepted. 
There’s a lot of feeling the past several days after seeing each other and now coming home to move.",2.257960526315792,4.331267847953217,3.966429093567253,85.66087171052631,78.12280701754386,7.783771929824562,23.55299707602339,8.660442795831766,1.6390260233918132,666,22,138,15,16,223,113,171,0.09,0.8079999999999999,0.102,0.2609,3,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,3,1,0,0,6,5,0,2,14,0,21,1,1,0,1,19,28,7,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,11,0,0,2,1,0,6,1,3,0,2,7,4,13,2,22,15,4,36,0,1,2,0,12,9,0,3,20,92,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224784027807052,0.0,0.0,0.13551849908893376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920324718630455,0.0,0.10353093947659854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516015593175162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657915842405248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727990844064698,0.0,0.11656387649043495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842946543231447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070697559226245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123361837006134,0.0,0.13889280097525006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071222834367287,0.0,0.13575208530935454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26859830049002154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950332474190856,0.11976725663466367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505701616532638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802314224808593,0.5753589429208413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614148607858474,0.14393035636728416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919261453089434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452991912768041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156890189551154,0.0,0.0,0.15289007996967793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31005167503343595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991059076654702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220267462665186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855761031813424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613813346150354,0.0,0.0,0.17430266450047266
anxiety,thislakeisgreat,2019/02/19,"Anxiety ""attacks"" related to people guilting me. I have an issue with toxic people. I seem to attract them somehow. They will manage to manipulate me, make me feel guilty and harrass me. It started in my family. I won't go over it but, everytime I'm crossing path with someone like that, I'm having a major ""anxiety attack"".

This happened this week again and I 'm feeling, as usual, so guilty about those people finding me. I haven't been able to sleep at night. Now the manipulator totally unveiled today and haven't been able to breath properly for the whole day. 

I could do with some reassuring words.",2.798189244383938,5.6156056194690285,4.507964601769912,78.22469707283871,81.30088495575222,7.016746085772635,27.27637848876787,8.139509932561175,2.3860529611980943,477,21,80,10,13,160,80,113,0.08,0.828,0.092,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,0,5,6,2,1,4,0,10,2,2,3,1,19,19,6,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,2,2,14,3,14,14,4,13,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,3,9,59,20,1,0.3624202326513001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772504859904453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4123053353244082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446815326846657,0.0,0.0,0.11686553389115427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708287703844698,0.0,0.18325055913806215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16562276342358878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029858850966364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16024350741117294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18913628157771956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853010956018244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095915976698535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17005341866169033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37688483453614535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16496688412687033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18134098410449231,0.0,0.1535387435136693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12826145301864528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17176600193396208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19957734196030366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453558248907186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023146234912564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cutoutwitch666,2019/02/19,"Panic attacks where your limbs tingle/lock up? Ok so I’m trying to find answers for these word episodes I’ve had and some people have suggested it’s panic attacks, but my normal panic attacks don’t have the same symptoms at all...so I’m wondering if anyone has panic attacks like this? The tl;dr version is that I’ve had two episodes where my arms and legs get tingly kinda like they’ve fallen asleep and then they lock up to where I can‘t move them.


The long version: 
So I’ve had two weird episodes over the past 1.5 years! First time, I was on a flight and I thought I was dying. I started to get nauseous, maybe my head hurt a bit? Then my legs and arms totally locked up and get tingly like they had all fallen asleep. My hands were locked up in like a claw shape and  I couldn’t move them. I could barely walk to the bathroom at the back of the plane. The attendants gave me oxygen and had a doctor come look at me. They seemed to think I was just scared of flying. I am not, but I also was not looking forward to my destination at all. The only thing lasted I guess 45-60 min maybe.

This second time happened during sex (ugh) and I started to feel my limbs get tingly. I ignored it but then it got worse and I felt my hands locking up. We had to stop and I forgot to look at the time but maybe it lasted 30 minutes? I do have PTSD, but many years and sexual partners have since gone by without issue.


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anxiety,ExecutoneDooDah,2019/02/19,"Curious How many folks here belief that anxiety is ""caused"" by a chemical imbalance and... would you allow me an opportunity to explain it differently?",7.616399999999999,10.29069244,9.581000000000003,48.63550000000001,64.6,14.6,40.5,13.023866798666859,7.3978,121,7,16,6,2,43,25,25,0.059,0.6970000000000001,0.244,0.6486,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,3,0,7,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3704423907564288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4974480260586233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5059278934408699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4909435094982623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439903103592513,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Simonocon,2019/02/19,"[Academic]Research into eating behaviours, emotions, Self-efficacy and Body appreciation (8mins) (18+) Hello,

My name is Simon O’Connor and I am a final year Psychology student in the National college of Ireland and my dissertation is on the above topic. The research is part of Positive and Health Psychology. The multiple choice questionnaire takes 8 minutes. (18+ years). It is anonymous and voluntary.

Please click on the link below and thank you in advance for your time and effort.

[https://www.surveymonkey.com/r/66JS7NJ](https://www.surveymonkey.com/r/66JS7NJ)

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Regards,

Simon.

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anxiety,Leahselvas,2019/02/19,"Help! No harsh answers. OCD/Suicide I remember a while ago when I was young and I had this really terrible ocd fear about getting pregnant thru contact with sperm. So when my brother walked by and I saw something went on my shirt, which I knew was water I freaked out!! If u k how ocd works even if you logically know the truth you will be convinced otherwise. I was so anxious I wanted to shower. But then I put my finger back and forth over the spot purposely and was aroused and squeezed my legs. And then I like moved it on the surface of my leg for a few seconds in order to become more aroused ig???? I was only 14. Again I knew it wasn't sperm. I just feel like a sick frick. No harsh responses plz. Ocd has been horrible lately and I'm on edge. Be honest but not mean or harsh plz.......",0.7106930369401779,3.0582673788819896,2.226538084341289,94.19197450147108,86.3913043478261,5.377051323962078,22.13828048381824,6.8360192770164,0.5742844720496896,612,22,133,8,19,198,107,161,0.157,0.7659999999999999,0.076,-0.9165,1,0,1,0,0,1,26.0,0,2,0,1,10,8,0,1,6,0,12,8,6,1,1,27,22,20,0,3,7,1,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,9,1,0,8,0,0,4,4,3,0,1,12,4,20,5,14,7,2,22,0,0,1,2,5,7,0,3,12,86,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20488781401473924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611175022758912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17772905309054887,0.0,0.0,0.25527117376484665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526629215649642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600918736776286,0.11686913303534215,0.16512335955336555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075884101699493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15492535876544652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702611237485228,0.0,0.26073108867154754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258424138073664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25177449022717713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24566062447835546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17578908253019113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323551753951701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14807142044944996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618316421925058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779395210353243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528248939373434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632979902480225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21426506970035514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16826951111804694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NeonLoftwing,2019/02/19,"I always feel like im going to lose my job Every single day i go to my job and think to myself that its probably my last day, im expendable and young so they dont give a damn about me. I work hard, nose to the grindstone,  and i am always polite and honest but it doesnt matter. My boss is alright, he can be pretty grumpy at times so its best just to avoid him while hes in a shitty mood but thats obviously not always possible. Im always so worried im going to lose my job and everything will just crumble afterwords, my place, my car, my life. Does anyone feel the same way? Or maybe have a tip for me? Feeling pretty shitty that i cant get comfortable at my job",1.5897319347319367,3.015388013986016,3.9106468531468543,88.25007284382286,77.95104895104896,6.724708624708625,20.30827505827505,7.492282038375204,0.5462079254079253,518,12,114,7,12,180,86,143,0.173,0.674,0.152,-0.531,4,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,4,6,10,1,1,5,1,10,2,1,1,1,20,19,12,0,0,6,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,4,0,0,4,4,4,0,0,0,5,20,5,11,17,3,15,0,2,0,0,5,4,1,1,7,69,26,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37649258303451305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909465846826183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871024622296025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590336145059712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899022739937686,0.0,0.1325733240492062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953067006478715,0.0,0.10166306520916853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715874112476574,0.08081144286892243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059099428500958374,0.1085129870330511,0.19286251023623927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013314103843238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4887469271981669,0.0,0.449008203853258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220617759533603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989851065528307,0.055263687009938674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25309996785527217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364212409187426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818411862384212,0.0,0.0,0.12752342414881682,0.0,0.2301631204967664,0.12196021701691764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07248137609867597,0.0,0.0,0.0659599510440314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978771548973967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235117079181542,0.11487670767178687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,maddhaze333,2019/02/19,"Wasting my life I’m a 19 year old girl. I have no license because I’m too afraid to take the test. I have no job. I feel like I’m wasting my whole life because I’m nowhere close to having my shit together. I rarely leave my house, I go to class two days a week, but other than that I sit at home alone. I have very few friends, and I don’t do great with making new ones. I have a boyfriend, but I feel like he’s thinks I’m useless bc he works and has a car and I just sit on my ass all day. I really wanna make some changes in my life. Get my license, get a job and enjoy what’s left of my youth, but I don’t know where to start. I just feel so worthless. ",0.5837024608501125,1.5473714362416118,2.398808724832218,99.97973434004477,79.60402684563758,5.503579418344519,21.141498881431765,5.46131890053228,-0.34839642058165543,500,13,134,2,12,166,87,149,0.166,0.698,0.136,-0.396,2,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,5,9,1,1,6,0,9,5,2,2,1,21,26,8,0,1,5,0,3,2,1,0,3,0,1,1,3,6,0,0,5,0,0,2,4,4,0,2,0,3,22,5,11,26,4,18,0,2,0,1,4,6,2,1,10,71,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166009366107517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19541937535889867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16956277484809348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20674417551671387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431383178204292,0.22901864579601866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383761768535695,0.0,0.16748706126385976,0.0,0.09109500121735516,0.0,0.0,0.17671738163308345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607812923580392,0.0,0.0,0.1849500942798698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318120946573649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808974186180979,0.0,0.0,0.1697211718870598,0.17415268698361114,0.0,0.33964711051636165,0.15661661655070444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21398611656120384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548065323010149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681946223868188,0.0,0.108614864246899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268418800389756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164532672923345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134522192814056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051614764553507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027056689637104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156577461268639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225385967486988,0.0,0.0,0.12857285280351632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17895511463470135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669110799722628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032198054120962
anxiety,dayofice,2019/02/19,"Weaning off Prozac? My friend asked me to post on here asking for others’ experiences with weaning off Prozac. 

He’s been taking 20mg daily for 5 weeks. He says he doesn’t think it’s having a significant effect and the side effects are making him want to stop the pills (he’s had headaches and feels cloudy and stupid). Unfortunately he can’t go see his psychiatrist right now because he will be out of the country for the next few months. Can anyone share their experiences with these side effects and/or the process of weaning off? How bad would it be to quit cold turkey after 5 weeks? 

I advised him to stick it out for a little longer but he’s adamant that he just wants to stop the drugs. He says that his depression symptoms were never as bad as the side effects and he’d rather try to deal with the original problems in a different way. Any advice on how to stop the meds?",5.611553911205078,6.304982755813953,5.463995771670189,83.73850951374206,67.37209302325581,8.115010570824525,28.42706131078225,8.00094639256281,1.6367255813953483,702,22,140,8,11,218,108,172,0.142,0.807,0.051,-0.9599,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,5,6,7,1,0,12,0,13,5,0,8,1,30,23,9,0,5,3,0,1,0,1,2,5,2,0,0,7,9,0,3,6,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,3,5,9,2,27,15,1,27,0,1,1,0,23,13,0,0,11,80,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795807983034628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296537009802917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587080937043412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830996111433382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528454351345972,0.0922993659435636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15609915074834446,0.13041095648021894,0.0,0.0,0.15819334119077494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17558988049801694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962200310367773,0.0,0.0,0.07655846997496255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698055601014795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605094389999203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517546278288168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106870336194243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16818462794288264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085563492500714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167782890222899,0.0,0.16102840781840794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501086715034106,0.0,0.0,0.14488086063299166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16104532776114466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930504325238892,0.0,0.24081784126903594,0.0,0.0,0.12065578166716524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797617015800601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573750700688593,0.1138430004006996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097018712773491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279882698555297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17861347225322033,0.12018381891408532,0.24290718910599166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755875933798772,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CBD4all,2019/02/19,"Depressed? Depressed? Could cannabis help? These two questions lead to many more, none of them easy to answer in today’s era of limited science on the topic. Some say cannabis helps pull them out of depression, and a few admit that they feel a bit more depressed if they use it. What is the real story of cannabis and depression?
Can cannabis help with depression and anxiety?
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anxiety,bayfarm,2019/02/19,"Is being self-conscious all in your head or is there some underlying truth to it? I'm really self conscious about my hair.  Sometimes I think I look great and sometimes I think I look hideous. It's a love hate relationship. I have the typical problem of thinking every laugh or stare is a jab at me when it probably isn't.  


I even think compliments are all back handed. I get ""I like your hair"" to ""what kind of haircut is that?"" A part of me wants to believe that maybe I need to accept that I might actually look good or that I'm in denial of  being ugly. Whatever the case, I'm sick of feeling like this. I can't let this take over my life.",1.9109090909090904,3.781606151515156,3.628787878787879,88.63818181818182,78.3939393939394,6.824242424242425,23.87878787878788,7.793537801064563,1.1318515151515158,500,17,108,8,12,167,79,132,0.109,0.701,0.19,0.8834,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,0,5,12,1,0,5,0,12,7,4,0,3,19,29,5,0,3,3,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,10,1,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,8,17,10,15,25,4,7,0,0,4,1,5,5,0,5,4,71,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.14892667619436478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173487182935261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17194074612520865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079836619321024,0.0,0.12858165571255456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716489077779419,0.10902558848404134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973313855859174,0.0,0.0,0.1280031709968661,0.0,0.1682545668798185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15067212609878966,0.1566232871960429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15892125047954578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15605545878106475,0.10779391920176516,0.1491164068887953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38446532722793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13773771378600347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15331862686562442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16189653956078826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131593922065866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16526323465988685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16454086153960226,0.14602846412936155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776674721151016,0.0,0.0,0.16384749104998522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31841387059108445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30187308126889434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474475253501387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39114879788046775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900141361391481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxiousaf5,2019/02/19,"Coping with managing work? I feel like my anxiety is starting to really affect my work. I'm a freelancer and part of my work is to formulate briefs for new projects and negotiate salaries and schedules with clients. I get unbelievably stressed at this part. Not regular stress, more like end-of-the-world stress. I avoid phone calls and emails, and my thoughts are disorganized and jumbled. I just feel really on edge. I'm sick of feeling like this and it's affecting my work (I turn down jobs, give a bad impression) and I want to know if anyone had the same experience and has a way to cope. I have a big project coming up with parts I've never done before and I'm a mess right now. I can't enjoy anything because I'm so stressed out. Help?",2.7533268101761266,5.042555369863017,3.671663405088065,87.31301369863014,77.49315068493149,7.4590998043052865,26.866927592954998,8.418075326091056,1.903451663405089,588,24,120,12,14,188,94,146,0.159,0.708,0.134,-0.6953,1,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,4,3,12,0,5,6,0,8,1,0,2,1,29,23,12,0,2,3,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,15,0,1,5,0,0,2,3,7,0,0,3,3,13,5,15,20,5,15,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,8,66,16,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506424411159513,0.0,0.0,0.08689067668867839,0.0,0.1022615069377142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375811371960612,0.07575227215568904,0.0,0.10574243053111597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268909403573765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070453878886462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12716872601680496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006405879594047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155739196943742,0.0,0.0,0.18850003986742225,0.17755335419740775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06492460342847334,0.11920864259872947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329383914379404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12331624988061922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682941298669579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18213236849104347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584270315899283,0.12001825862771028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4037085520112276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15921779591141205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612370656530133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795712682929317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5693916866126731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865445892107713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13516727997077085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732961501007044,0.0986377020689026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618726773604853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,the_incredulous_sulk,2019/02/19,"Does anyone else experience a weird, physical (almost-tingly) sensation when talking to people? It happens a lot to me and even with people I know or have talked to many times, regardless of gender. I can't explain why it happens or when but when it does it feels so weird and unnatural. Does anybody else get this?",5.9026271186440695,7.107901593220344,6.3625000000000025,75.71798728813562,66.96610169491525,9.289830508474578,31.69915254237288,9.516144504307137,2.9906915254237285,250,10,44,5,4,81,42,59,0.069,0.931,0.0,-0.4137,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,11,8,9,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,5,8,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,4,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20031762256898147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987712883309564,0.2049712279539561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5251859882566995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33422627838925906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212879324109772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956838135585559,0.0,0.0,0.1011494956129342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451601327424692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35380082933719176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994029700299636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17007233767394278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028157013062388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27737403983416403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215795170379695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664869346029072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18051080547906795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SalatKake,2019/02/19,"Randomly waking up at 5 am ,anxious and overthinking Recently i find myself waking up in the middle of the night (most of the time it's 4-5am) and being really anxious/worried  and overthinking. It's also pretty hard falling asleep again, not only because i can't stop thinking about stuff, but also because im really awake. Is that normal for anxiety? And does it happen to any of you guys? Or could it be something different aswell?",3.5689024390243915,6.122735097560978,5.24408536585366,75.72149390243905,76.07317073170732,8.002439024390245,27.32317073170732,8.841846274778883,2.7477024390243905,346,14,55,8,8,117,62,82,0.085,0.8690000000000001,0.046,-0.2607,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,6,3,3,0,0,14,8,8,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,10,5,1,11,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,3,5,40,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30381539323927564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12917655309295406,0.0,0.14531577419721914,0.4291922868697691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315907558804171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15166436126526406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984635272793825,0.0,0.0,0.166231723218226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17361628785322386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18808624546851446,0.16797741043696424,0.0,0.17016321112547944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20518501184460244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782607817579009,0.18611648977287326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444700521418041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932534814123607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24338127857705905,0.0,0.1875585743327106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14623736304924329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15881167153617656,0.0,0.0,0.21745410478366126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217160962920173,0.0,0.0,0.1107648362216833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19290947778990292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ChosenUndead24,2019/02/19,I have read over the internet that blocking worrying thoughts are counterproductive. But what exactly is blocking the thoughts? Focusing on something else? Or what? It is not focusing on something else desirable?,6.847272727272728,10.897302818181817,5.935515151515155,64.26327272727275,81.42424242424242,11.124848484848485,45.99393939393939,9.888512548439397,7.262459393939395,175,13,22,7,5,53,24,33,0.22,0.721,0.059,-0.7399,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,9,6,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,17,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5360299772763328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209200441185536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4939861777192634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5094114818450816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258217106498434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EagoIe,2019/02/19,Ball in throat feeling? Does anyone else get this? I’m almost sure it’s due to anxiety because it often times happens when at work or when doing something stressful. If so does anyone have any tips on getting it under control? When I sit down and close my eyes it usually goes away,2.421515151515152,5.0254286363636425,3.4322727272727285,86.78174242424242,80.81818181818181,5.121212121212121,25.53030303030303,6.42735559955562,1.1054848484848478,225,9,40,2,6,72,47,55,0.097,0.841,0.061,-0.4648,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,1,1,9,7,7,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,7,7,0,14,0,0,1,0,0,7,0,4,6,24,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23385653256563066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15881517946278134,0.0,0.17865742818897978,0.0,0.0,0.32659313658616634,0.2392892848382579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21941847764867448,0.0,0.0,0.1423637903954716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619349205370104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4087447810488134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19509266722030846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118084819555292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440299774772141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20651861305699204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797904689415055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26751923215996537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22010864602373376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617902724230327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572112688065709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17001987043938205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dsffdgb56667,2019/02/19,Anxiety about not being good enough Has anyone felt that they really wanted to get a particular role in the field their in but feel like their anxiety is stopping them as it’s hard to think clearly? ,4.858859649122807,6.775358394736844,5.4973684210526335,78.20991228070176,70.3157894736842,9.27719298245614,25.824561403508767,9.725611199111238,2.490761403508772,161,5,29,4,3,52,34,38,0.194,0.653,0.153,0.2953,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,8,8,2,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,4,2,6,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4971598554247733,0.0,0.0,0.22720717270729915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357522012082128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643005622913995,0.23213880446823046,0.31199551256394426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16976891130654648,0.0,0.0,0.2725461379894724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910844259995605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15875036724442915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081663225119828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716662664355232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082098697464226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916593548278898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,allabap,2019/02/19,Drop in the comments something that helps you stop over thinking Just interested in how everyone handles overthinking things out of your control. ,15.05347826086956,14.101567391304355,11.336521739130434,54.75086956521741,49.0,14.417391304347825,57.78260869565217,13.023866798666859,7.873208695652174,122,8,15,3,1,35,22,23,0.15,0.664,0.185,0.25,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5138688963621938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43779449435612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070970810033956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3527163528329875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830448826726188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043832180055062,0.29357242684096113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kyleaash,2019/02/19,I got sick and started having panic attacks. The sickness left but the panic remains. It had been over a year since i have had panic attacks and constant anxiety but i had stomach problems that made me afraid to leave the house. Im no longer sick but will throw up at the thought of leaving my house.  Has anyone had this and beaten it? Im 22 male and i like to isolate yes but i used to love going out.  Now it physically hurts when im not home. I dont know what to do. I used to be an addict and its so hard it makes me want to just feel nothing again. But thats not an option. I also used to always be eating like a fat ass and now i can only get myself to eat pb and js. The hunger only makes the anxiety worse. And its pit of the stomach anxiety the type that makes you feel like you need to poop constantly.,0.3018801338606636,2.3958876820809247,2.352960146029816,94.4104989351993,85.47398843930634,4.798174627319745,19.509887435351388,6.05967700443912,-0.10901618497109844,631,18,141,5,19,211,100,173,0.287,0.616,0.097,-0.9894,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,1,7,13,3,4,12,1,14,13,5,7,0,32,32,16,0,3,8,0,3,3,0,1,5,0,1,1,11,9,4,0,4,0,0,2,4,9,0,0,8,3,15,4,15,21,0,15,0,1,0,2,4,5,1,1,11,90,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721981000496336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598894244587603,0.08947070260147708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467725471845625,0.0,0.0,0.07518506322904679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24465394521567715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323960000843208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260203146982945,0.0,0.0,0.22005300746936984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873730804582094,0.07681698814299158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05617818389630039,0.0,0.061109815788815774,0.0,0.08599880403134326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632266760328677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078578958997326,0.0,0.0,0.24814240168018525,0.11510939470026048,0.0,0.3484413739438078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05909377930864935,0.0,0.0,0.22771017972178675,0.11682791018688965,0.0,0.0,0.15759612150470678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704690865567704,0.1017442206166186,0.2153244193918716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972957367410928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317462384317294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16355757180467104,0.0,0.3784777123458458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288838568577316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894707254237058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761078448703963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536406913234502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786052435901724,0.0,0.0,0.06342194456042488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957873975607096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924357220699914
anxiety,bonelessragnar,2019/02/19,"Unbearable anxiety and health: please advise. Long story short, due to depression I filled my loneliness with food and gained several pounds. Cue to June of last year and I had a “fake” heart attack, went to the ER had an ECG, enzyme tests, radiography and others. All said my heart was ok and I was told my “event” was more than likely stress / anxiety related. 

Fast forward to a month ago and I had a killer headache, went to the ER and they told me my blood pressure was high (150/100). My doctor recommended a Holter and indeed my BP was high. I was diagnosed with metabolic syndrome with no blood sugar at all. 

As my treatment has progressed I’ve lost weight and all self-taken and nurse taken bp readings have averaged a rather healthy 105/75.  

Thing is all the hospital visits have made quite the dent on my credit card and to be honest I still have fear of my experience; 

I’m overly anxious about my finances and any little tingle or flutter in my chest, anxious about my heart rate (which sits at an average of 44-59 when sitting or lying down). I can’t stop checking my Apple Watch to see my pulse and I can’t stop researching things like “advance heart attack warning signs” to the point were I lose up to an hour at work researching and to the point there are times I’m too afraid to go to sleep.

My doctor has reassured me I’m fine and should continue to be fine as long as I stick to the treatment as I have. He is even talking about taking away some meds and reducing my blood pressure medication dosis in a month. 

Yet I can’t stop feeling anxious. I want to live a life free of anxiety and fear but I just can’t seem to do it. There are days were I feel ok and others like today when I turn into an anxiety machine. Heck my family doctor is already thinking on prescribing anxiolytic.  

What can I do? Should I consult with either a Psychologist or a Psychiatric? What can I do while saving up for a visit?

Thanks in advance!
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anxiety,howudoin13,2019/02/19,"Does walking scare anyone else? I know this is hard to articulate but I’m trying to word this so it makes sense at all. 

I found myself walking today and hating having time to myself. Lately (meaning the past several years) I’ve found myself having free time be consumed by the thought of always being behind. Angry that I’m not where I want to be and feeling like I’m letting everybody around me down. Myself included. Then I have moments of clarity where I realize I’m ok. I’m doing what I need to get done and doing well! But the destructive moments are more common than my moments of clarity. I’ve been listening to headspace or podcasts while I walk lately to help me free myself from my thoughts. Anyone else encounter something similar?",3.1789361702127654,5.905451290780146,4.395148936170212,80.29400000000003,78.64539007092198,6.596879432624114,27.130496453900708,7.793537801064563,2.095899858156028,596,25,98,10,15,195,89,141,0.118,0.693,0.19,0.9121,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,2,1,3,1,13,0,0,1,1,21,31,9,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,8,0,2,3,1,3,1,0,6,3,16,7,17,21,2,21,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,14,69,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13194184792708155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22174982179677516,0.3249447114866837,0.0,0.14115974745155765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387645241191751,0.1622708178081421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649275771203908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017709118752954,0.11328149967620454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34772475531295594,0.0,0.0,0.08284559281356217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204639497973354,0.156553747071693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628524653504176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714520190712809,0.0,0.35774476508730124,0.0,0.0,0.1621472229518375,0.0,0.07746864948664066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584582800970213,0.0,0.0,0.1727277830967872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757667011800912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513717514897811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587549154151018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17913747836482175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220739200623673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25177164592224405,0.1849253498655307,0.0,0.15030457167228573,0.0,0.0,0.1076577278501938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352791831427094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425722904294653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211303374645617
anxiety,cantkillkenny,2019/02/19,"On a spiral where I'm questioning every major decision I've ever made. I'm on this mental spiral where I can't stop just imagining other outcomes. 

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There is a lot in my life that is REALLY good. But there is also stuff that isn't. Now I'm on this trainwreck mind spiral of nonsense where I'm just questioning EVERYTHING I've done. I want to puke. I feel like there is a rock on my chest.  I don't know how to shut it off. It just helps to know that other people GET how this feels. ",1.4625242718446645,3.4759861747572813,3.3202038834951466,89.60380097087379,80.45631067961166,6.4500970873786425,19.037864077669894,7.554174236665415,0.5043444660194171,388,9,82,6,10,130,59,103,0.09,0.787,0.123,0.5129,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,14,2,0,0,3,0,8,2,1,3,1,20,19,4,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,11,0,0,1,8,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,6,2,10,17,2,13,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,3,4,54,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16001911556194942,0.0,0.2168072066854798,0.24314221360215346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20477077235435828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18100102124160286,0.16859205619536966,0.0,0.17983609847184912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023521556045606,0.1429507812648275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454348018782583,0.0,0.0,0.1678335659802993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412215650867232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199383788476074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133585683644853,0.09775827473418028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17011703285561608,0.0,0.18933853276377852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20165275033628452,0.0,0.20204297035329827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387234670056309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44831339879947774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818855729131873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729174219371676,0.0,0.0,0.229065506864506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180235875347122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24314221360215346,0.0
anxiety,mycathatesdoors,2019/02/19,"My anxiety makes me feel like I won’t amount to anything Maybe this is just my panic attack talking but sometimes I feel like a failure. I asked to reschedule a meeting with my professor today because I wasn’t feeling well, I told him about my disability and that I’m working with my college with it. But he emailed me back and completely bitched me out. He accused me of knowing I was sick days before but that’s not what my condition does. He accused me of emailing him “six minutes before” but it was like an hour and a half (class was very early in the morning). 

That whole thing just completely shook me up and I feel like I’m such a failure it sucks. I don’t even want to go into work today even though I’m so broke and really really need the money.

I don’t know what I’m doing with my life anymore :( ",3.099608391608392,4.567865375757577,4.378181818181819,86.27958041958044,74.03030303030303,7.016317016317017,28.44988344988345,7.61054688173877,1.6725477855477853,637,26,129,8,13,210,94,165,0.237,0.669,0.094,-0.9827,0,0,0,0,0,1,12.0,0,0,0,2,10,11,3,2,7,0,9,2,0,1,0,27,26,11,0,2,7,0,4,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,10,11,0,0,6,0,1,2,5,6,1,2,5,4,24,5,14,20,2,12,0,1,0,0,11,4,2,0,10,86,34,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10943702014113026,0.0,0.14187255646762398,0.0,0.0,0.11772243811529927,0.0,0.13373752545864007,0.16274621530419148,0.0,0.1100008031762836,0.0,0.08720526851196378,0.0,0.2434592860428443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999818144698101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225892420394853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518877969323666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18897353803858252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893325154633867,0.3065965050426925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130170334100792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088079220616925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723905734731733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104428801731308,0.2795586481566865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549061713190264,0.0,0.1437184175707698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060737962090833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16784473597860702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832899561850963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14148548820882112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149825439344542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503967782349346,0.0,0.1405512435976878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27119966042340843,0.13669560355246718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803572008670253,0.08437780502858618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12862402094648992,0.0,0.0,0.15971629010324498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20829212839653674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Awolfx9,2019/02/19,"Did your anxiety pop up out of nowhere for you? For me my first major bout of anxiety came when I was about to do a class presentation in high school. Everything was fine until I started speaking, my mind went blank and I panicked not knowing what to say. Made me terrified to speak in public and I more or less completely avoided it. 

Same thing for happened for riding in cars. It just happened randomly. Felt like I was on a roller coaster and now I can’t stand riding in cars save for driving with my mom. I guess my mind finally caught up to me and made me realize that my life needs to be more stressful than necessary.",3.0774944567627465,5.168190422764232,4.024567627494456,86.12447893569845,75.66666666666666,7.724759793052478,28.2549889135255,8.575989854853784,2.17679512195122,494,21,98,10,11,159,83,123,0.128,0.813,0.059,-0.8363,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,1,4,5,0,2,2,0,7,1,0,2,0,23,19,7,0,1,3,1,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,5,7,0,1,3,1,0,8,2,2,0,1,10,4,18,3,24,8,5,25,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,3,8,70,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828944232353687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21147517249215786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19386305995013506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661752785292258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17753201433247132,0.2025477919474208,0.0,0.15727497571790802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036870692974474,0.0,0.3270111101472229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953559212778584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161564245119754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305996158476498,0.0903323007479053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3499117661659126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3733905167942363,0.2165514476305322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371002488931838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14703908812736166,0.0,0.1871276364106988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130872447871166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118011538994332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283866468439993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17140320447028504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whodos,2019/02/19,"I feel great I've been dealing with anxiety and been a massive hypochondriac for years, so naturally I've been scared to take any sort of medication. After one of my usual panic attacks I thought to myself enough is enough, and so I went to see a therapist and doctor to help me. I got prescribed Xanax and have been on this medication for 2 weeks now, and I feel much better, great even.

I just wanted to urge anyone who might feel similar fear towards taking medication and give it a shot. These guys know what they're doing and they can really help you out.",8.742110091743122,6.900821192660551,8.717504587155965,71.39056880733945,61.8440366972477,12.022752293577984,34.644036697247714,10.793553405168565,3.4835379816513763,446,14,85,9,5,146,75,109,0.12,0.738,0.142,0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,1,5,7,1,3,3,0,9,5,0,0,0,18,21,9,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,5,9,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,7,4,11,3,14,13,3,9,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,2,5,58,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003748278580514,0.0,0.11291558313689774,0.0,0.0,0.10320716815403648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16791926334157678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305425027550263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15217179688895216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15107751307305414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050258799076258,0.0,0.09749012362339393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16609395823387282,0.2238969248834783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415938612859782,0.0,0.0,0.11805128103263818,0.3254647698132833,0.0,0.14614977764412188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978698196472653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111852748444669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4460822654204097,0.0,0.1565830305793596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850489258834473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001934010038553,0.0,0.0,0.17317984549508142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455800358547134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777594965142407,0.0,0.11762016009256447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219575680092276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17137799225090314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171799751024353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16256340808821065,0.0,0.08705983629970455,0.0,0.1183979005212342,0.0,0.0,0.13682908671686692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505123349544506
anxiety,AmberT80,2019/02/19,"Feeling so weak and sick for 2 weeks? Has anyone else experienced anxiety that doesn't go away for weeks? This all started with an ear infection, which stressed me out to no end and caused me to have panic attacks. I already have panic disorder so I really wasn't surprised by this. I went to the doctor, got on antibiotics, and the ear is fine now. However, since then it's like my anxiety/panic is coming in waves. I can feel it come on like a hot flush, my arms and legs get super weak and sore, my heart races, and I just want to cry. I keep thinking there has to be something physically wrong because the symptoms are so intense! The thing that makes me think it's anxiety is that if I get to a point of having to take an anxiety med (xanax) I feel somewhat better. All of the sudden my appetite comes back. I still feel sore all over though. Has anyone else dealt with this? It literally feels like you're dying. ",3.2696336996336965,5.0216329230769245,4.248593406593408,86.21307326007326,74.16483516483518,7.49069597069597,25.32014652014652,8.238735603445708,1.5166603663003664,720,24,146,12,15,233,114,182,0.225,0.675,0.1,-0.977,1,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,2,9,14,1,3,9,0,14,14,5,2,3,29,34,12,1,2,2,0,6,3,0,0,9,2,0,0,12,12,0,1,7,0,0,5,3,7,0,0,3,9,16,7,20,30,4,21,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,2,12,93,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411473233256135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27891733005886243,0.0,0.0,0.1699574554414969,0.24904992426132025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826137867938798,0.11418429219861095,0.09345140637873424,0.0,0.07408541347664634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748609806876644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484791043847775,0.0,0.3140698594307217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13349833826748916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261321084749534,0.0,0.13928739357332667,0.12439421677573438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20305052116311267,0.0,0.10764220098977956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072537847498634,0.0868232284362741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699199516867574,0.0,0.06907002766177907,0.0,0.0972010747643575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401723818382714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080241505267198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17812471419217368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112424827161198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13499581036323766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851856746051459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488800624872485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785717779325636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053338701211063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356207216519337,0.0,0.0,0.08602171161246977,0.0,0.09705644315586576,0.0,0.13921568730693482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631936327814688,0.09137772150314526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074115186371794,0.15574693016181648,0.1194055952612886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168333611560468,0.0,0.1949729487022791,0.0,0.0,0.1126623461563949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328773012404612,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Domino_JEFF,2019/02/19,Finally made an appointment I finally made an appointment with my doctor to talk about the possibilities of going to a psychiatrist. Its this thursday and I feel so relieved and anxious at the same time,6.288333333333334,8.846235611111117,7.445555555555559,63.05500000000001,67.8888888888889,11.466666666666667,37.0,11.20814326018867,5.3280666666666665,166,9,25,6,3,56,28,36,0.062,0.846,0.092,0.2738,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,7,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,1,6,2,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,20,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070045551842357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781516317187351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13740693706687312,0.0,0.0,0.595386228170403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15444400386891374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5142802215885118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063616903330582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184254908631566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584618844029269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,optimisticaspie,2019/02/19,"Starting to realize things could be so much better I struggle with autism and C-PTSD. Before I knew about those things, I was way too deep in unhealthy thought patterns to understand that I was really suffering and not just weak. But after I started to come out of that, I started thinking I had anxiety. But then I got diagnosed with autism, and my understanding was that my anxiety was just a symptom. 

Now I'm to the point where my autism is mostly managed. I know how to deal with shutdowns and overstimulation and loneliness and social issues and all that fun stuff, and I have supports in place that allow me to deal with it in the way that I need to. Same with my C-PTSD. I have processed a ton, and I can recognize when I'm triggered, and I can recognize the unhealthy thought patterns and work on them.

So now, I'm still extremely anxious every day, to the point where I cannot leave the house alone, and whenever I'm home alone, I just spend the entire day just getting through the next minute until my husband gets home, then I spend the whole time panicking about the next time he has to go to work.

The last two days have been a bit of a revalation. I kind of realized my anxiety was compounding on itself, like I felt random anxiety from being triggered or something, and then that fear made me think something was definitely wrong, even though intellectually I knew I was fine, and then when the anxiety just kept building, I became completely convinced there was something horribly wrong. When I kind of became aware that this might just be a cycle, it really helped because I was able to see the thoughts and control them before they reached the surface. Because my stress levels never spiked in the first place, everything stopped being so scary. It was so fucking freeing. I had my first relatively anxiety free days in years, and it made me feel like a functioning person again. I had no idea how much anxiety was weighing on me and sapping my strength and the thing that was stopping me from doing things.

I was kind of hoping I could continue to just keep things under control by being aware and thinking my way out of it, but the next day some bad triggers came along, and even though I was trying with all my strength, the anxiety spiked up again, and once that happened, it lingered all day, and kept ramping up.

I'm starting to realize that managing my anxiety and not just the things that originally triggered it could be life changing. I can't control the cycle and stop it from happening by just thinking about it. There are triggers everywhere, and whenever something bad happens, I lose all hope of outthinking it.

My question is, do you think I might have something to gain by asking about anxiety medication? I'm already looking into therapy, which I had been doing for my other issues before I moved cities a while back. But while therapy helped me be aware of the thoughts and gain some skills in controlling it, that only works up to a point. I just want to be that person I was the other day. I don't want to be hiding away and isolated and too scared to be a real person.",9.307423181273263,7.639834017035778,8.568616316486843,72.35247523503061,60.61839863713799,11.830878919805667,39.62830462489747,10.585719281625627,4.089608921698532,2476,105,450,46,27,780,240,587,0.122,0.7929999999999999,0.085,-0.9321,0,2,5,0,0,0,57.0,0,1,3,16,39,28,1,4,30,0,52,7,0,15,5,120,102,51,0,8,17,1,2,2,0,2,5,0,2,3,38,40,1,10,21,0,4,4,7,12,0,3,34,4,61,18,64,53,13,77,0,2,2,1,16,27,1,10,45,338,99,5,0.05325161110213957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030521851238252,0.05876447703640604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4073733673706757,0.06015916307694447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049783067941404746,0.0,0.0500316415663043,0.04094720191175955,0.08892574189800967,0.06492337572855945,0.0,0.1359395966443066,0.0,0.0,0.04709672257356757,0.05813696727718056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06090565670978139,0.0,0.0,0.05633314363441196,0.04587154774460474,0.05583330108629441,0.0,0.2389048397097977,0.12755123502607807,0.0,0.0,0.2404001863550668,0.10980014555181812,0.0,0.054049264331064065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034437381011531,0.0,0.04486677907670667,0.0,0.04785911437489737,0.0,0.0,0.05992286731905204,0.026925614605127948,0.03804296161154352,0.05112989762583338,0.0,0.0,0.09059158639976356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049230256378898635,0.05564353784334553,0.0,0.030264117773205337,0.0,0.04259017802563425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127067149442693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713868648519556,0.0,0.10683141561284308,0.10578173065153784,0.0,0.061445209513702914,0.0,0.06011458712593466,0.0,0.11116169357544674,0.0,0.047332478711315185,0.0,0.16636007515254492,0.02926569281179346,0.04340717044609932,0.0,0.056385767231515435,0.0,0.0,0.03761318775867769,0.052032094683461434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0447179415648299,0.059574931588703924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007759239898701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05364539583177928,0.0,0.11298308819409553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05659803514037332,0.07829212273795262,0.03948539488352227,0.041070925339661744,0.0,0.16990107760044534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05671122787920234,0.0,0.04050024985267573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949175841198885,0.11127319914813652,0.0,0.1510199548000558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449656738995467,0.0,0.059653991638118777,0.0,0.0,0.060611991695572465,0.06822869131492704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05331415253190888,0.0,0.042434639539073976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054283311385114594,0.0,0.20497845932378586,0.0,0.0,0.1507670576905302,0.0,0.042526805414078966,0.13356219399207386,0.0609995405990877,0.055670146088311036,0.06096035437561675,0.0,0.06042929721856601,0.0,0.05534881361284919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179571643844507,0.0,0.21226802523781216,0.17060741094218174,0.10463887506930956,0.16910332380966886,0.06210288534354039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03615434841079555,0.0,0.05201908628506377,0.1108736103525193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06281835985942166,0.1268059507032252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0594535220708712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630342131795453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644455432446026,0.0,0.034292291627126825
anxiety,CodeyVale,2019/02/19,"Social anxiety stuff, feel awkward all the time I’m an international student here in North Carolina. I spent my first semester here and found myself have like no friends at all. In fact I think it’s really hard for me to make friends like other students do. I got friends back in my hometown and chat with them everyday. But I feel like I’m to attached to my old friends and afraid to make new ones. I was born to be a quiet person, and I think it makes people feel I’m a person that is hard to get along with. But the thing is I just don’t know how to start a good conversation with people without being awkward. I think I’m more like a good listener than a good speaker. In addition my mother language is not English, and I’m really in lack of confidence when I speak English, which makes me even more afraid to talk to people. 

I feel lonely everyday. Sometimes I really want to talk to somebody, but when I look at my phone I find nobody to start a talk with. It feels awful to live in a different country with nobody to count on. So I’m here to see if anyone had the same experience and can give me some advice?
",5.539051169095224,5.273003881057272,6.3988546255506655,80.28686885801427,67.45814977973569,9.627787190782783,30.677397492375466,9.265573868473778,2.429943680108438,879,30,181,15,13,292,120,227,0.073,0.815,0.113,0.7727,1,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,1,10,16,0,4,11,1,11,0,0,5,3,43,41,14,0,3,7,1,7,4,4,0,0,4,0,2,8,13,0,0,11,1,1,0,4,5,0,2,5,13,23,11,34,34,7,22,0,1,2,0,18,10,0,2,16,118,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957925788139666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578471672395754,0.0,0.0,0.07840899757159166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862266509789476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171595964839518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406561969641544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969178299635134,0.0,0.0,0.2834999053113877,0.08011089940047886,0.0,0.0,0.10249144770711954,0.0953839180385882,0.0,0.12295274590977087,0.3465479554436893,0.0,0.058587103548510135,0.10757230262489607,0.0,0.2821663051011157,0.08968643141139605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20090596418564974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06162771964681905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21913845432676074,0.0,0.09901927783503718,0.0,0.09416707759707016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994100361977035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830288942280683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766921795296208,0.0,0.07598712701174534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332256237729592,0.19582790529375124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21551405021913114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935889834031276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430984111863275,0.0,0.0,0.11090664302529683,0.0,0.15874269615075606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283703636606654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703951079871376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449902993621818,0.2155591345572542,0.0,0.0,0.06538815314954631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06614147655731142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809634190828596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mkramer4,2019/02/19,"Girlfriend about 1 year into recovery for anorexia - her anxiety is through the roof and shes struggling hard with sleep, getting a couple hours night. Anything to try? She has a very defined sleep routine: She keeps her place dark and quiet an hour or so before going to bed, turns off all electronics, goes to bed really early (9pm), avoids caffeine.  Every night she falls asleep for 2-3 hours, wakes up exhausted, and cant fall back to sleep all night.  

She's tried a bunch of stuff, including herbal stuff like teas and sleep pills, and nothing works.  Im worried, because it has been weeks and doesnt seem to be getting better. She has a full team helping with recovery, including CBT and trauma therapy, a naturopath, and a therapist.

Has anyone else gone through this? Any suggestions?

EDIT: my last submission got insta-deleted, but im following the rules?",5.007239532619277,7.1821301329113965,4.982911392405068,80.98492210321326,70.45569620253164,8.405842259006816,30.508276533592987,9.057496981413335,2.8100977604673805,683,29,118,14,13,212,114,158,0.071,0.877,0.053,-0.3915,0,1,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,3,3,6,0,2,9,0,10,9,6,0,2,18,19,11,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,2,1,2,0,4,11,1,2,1,1,0,5,2,4,0,0,3,2,9,2,16,15,4,21,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,2,12,63,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170204918235745,0.0,0.09190984157852668,0.0,0.0,0.08400748781773923,0.12310173992686993,0.09886828628431002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238333043429764,0.0,0.07323867557259216,0.0,0.1022337065746239,0.0,0.0,0.10625761665626278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13293706590622767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036490684498066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012265132523169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554057672103927,0.0,0.06828061166596049,0.0,0.09609014306464136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762543752346124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052999980925153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3549529567717072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595523030738727,0.0,0.0,0.10678951959855387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979334065165566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05869629635120924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382410540399515,0.0,0.11528142138020606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552492289383355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696733159484086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093745977154128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4809231208002255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560060910841025,0.2750723028064646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373951502408212,0.1394964599237798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16313979758954048,0.13068218660772624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913139374396078,0.0,0.0,0.09637228075901316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746627283112952,0.12201207777073933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736880570167441
anxiety,Science_Smartass,2019/02/19,"Paralysis over doing anything non trivial. I have a problem where I see things that need doing and I can't bring myself to do them.  I know they have to be done, but I find myself repulsed at the idea or concept if doing them.  I end up sitting down, laying down, or playing video games and let my feelings fester.  

I can force myself to do some of these things but it takes monumental effort and constant mental reassurance.  The effort and subsequent feeling of indifference having done the task makes me that much more to lock up when I have to do it again.

It's almost like running on empty and the only way to fill the tank to ""barely minimal"" is to pay in (not literal) blood.  

For those of you who can relate, what do you do to push through this Paralysis?  I'm currently doing mild meditation with the following phrases.

""Relax your body, relax your mind, and get in the zone""

The ""zone"" is self explanatory to some.  For those of you some have never been there, it's when you are completely focused on an objective and your mental fortitude destroys all doubt or fear if failure.  It's lining up and hitting the perfect shot knowing it will hit before you let the ball go or pull the trigger.  It's where all those intrusive thoughts and feelings bounce off your shields and the negative voices are being dragged off while being silenced with chloroform soaked rags.",7.0762775616083005,7.364443813229574,6.978381322957201,75.54739040207524,64.1750972762646,9.654889753566797,33.864850843060964,9.3871,3.084790609597924,1088,43,191,18,15,346,154,257,0.125,0.7809999999999999,0.094,-0.7876,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,9,3,3,7,10,1,2,14,0,30,2,2,2,4,43,47,21,0,4,9,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,18,12,0,0,8,6,1,7,4,4,0,0,4,5,25,6,32,35,7,32,0,0,1,0,16,15,0,11,9,154,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16506517026995493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565068933564708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14026816172686926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831019889350764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17283340615632167,0.17813533717614552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373806207769389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600083544478076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18549276263278985,0.25004677824068394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066234483241495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612299460128399,0.0,0.0936833477027411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18608623618005407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811853955892452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371236521493809,0.0,0.08053333744042578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100331274683778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322433631890569,0.0,0.16644314512681385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211776304171524,0.12222804595771533,0.12713609588432873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253695553734378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15773126274974178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313575079363203,0.0,0.17196586358969393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239404579042976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21902702691848547,0.0,0.0,0.1308659119098497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13084368381428724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Haukareid,2019/02/19,"Giving up I have had severe anxiety for 6 months. Ever since i haven't been able to go anywhere but very few places, haven't been able to eat, can't sleep properly because i am afraid of losing consciousness. 
I have done exposure practices so i could visit places which i need to visit(such a school i am about to start) but have had very little progress considering how long i have been doing them.
I suffer from obsessive compulsions and i am afraid of pretty much everything.
I feel so overwhelmed atm as things seem to not get any better and i have to wait for awhile to get professional help.
I just want to give up on everything since my life is a complete shit show. I don't want to commit suicide for i fear death.
What the hell can i do? I am just utterly fed up this fucking disorder and tired of living.",4.282729166666666,5.756797481250004,4.8762500000000015,83.85041666666669,71.0625,8.583333333333334,26.458333333333336,9.075114841892004,2.012833333333333,647,21,128,13,12,207,100,160,0.29100000000000004,0.613,0.096,-0.9915,0,0,0,0,0,2,13.0,0,0,1,3,7,11,3,5,3,0,24,7,2,1,2,19,38,9,2,4,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,2,1,3,1,1,2,5,10,0,0,7,1,19,1,22,30,2,13,1,3,0,1,5,7,3,1,4,86,23,2,0.28211158439657474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592277570405487,0.0,0.10790729494500846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598630169154703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475238542201815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14789431442115236,0.0,0.0,0.11262157225605827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616621583599681,0.0,0.0,0.1443490489438668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14433529003597506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12759303963985813,0.0,0.0,0.2535437013956693,0.0,0.0,0.1587269820676307,0.07132204678779196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040380694456266,0.14739165912096006,0.27062713803930044,0.08016525733829355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454672418202288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963187754501644,0.0,0.14137496046891346,0.12455484877299908,0.12482993732856425,0.0,0.15780535079558886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258938758191764,0.0,0.10369223735320697,0.10459108260357697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947465613044628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14350445113832924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275599231400501,0.0,0.12841189553226395,0.0,0.15935289524908694,0.1447917436653412,0.23336561787352034,0.0,0.14115766100446733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998400157281259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15429214238343608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371120058964327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16212288298664962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23277160224239865,0.1663967217362143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RetakingHumanity,2019/02/19,"How do you convince your GP to take you seriously when you have been diagnosed with anxiety? Early on (10 years ago) I was diagnosed with Panic Disorder by a DR in an urgent care. I was put on Celexa and Buspar with no tests run. Two days later I was in the same clinic again with the same issues of chest tightness and difficulty breathing. I was tested and I had asthma. So, it was a chicken or egg situation.  Since then I have been on just about every on label and off label medication for anxiety that they have but each time I go to the DR and they see that I have anxiety they just chalk it up to that no matter what the symptoms are. This has been everything from ER DRs to my GP or even an urgent care DR. I went to the hospital for chest pain and fluttering going into my left collarbone, I had not been able to eat for days from extreme nausea and fatigue and the ER DR said it was anxiety. Now I know anxiety can cause these issues but my blood pressure was 130/68 when normally given the high stress situation it would have been flying and my heart rate was 68. He said it was panic even though none of the classic signs of anxiety were there when he said it. No rapid heartbeat no fight or flight no high blood pressure. The same thing goes with my GP I have to beg him to do tests for cortisol, thyroid etc because he just assumes it is my anxiety.  ",3.9502573529411764,5.218808216911769,5.071352941176472,82.92658823529412,71.61029411764707,8.528235294117648,26.467647058823534,8.982922981607832,1.9650229411764704,1073,35,216,21,20,354,143,272,0.189,0.769,0.042,-0.9895,0,0,0,0,1,0,19.0,0,4,3,0,15,12,1,5,13,0,30,22,6,2,0,37,42,21,0,2,9,0,1,0,0,1,14,3,0,0,14,16,2,1,2,0,0,5,7,9,2,1,22,5,26,3,33,19,6,30,0,1,1,0,15,12,0,4,13,158,40,4,0.10354076913726093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178264454765858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5544588349051978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06311749183540039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111334295319278,0.10636489152147917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335504607588396,0.0,0.0,0.2101834023165036,0.0,0.0,0.11866669178285615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059480558087705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547532735429615,0.13677540299782012,0.0,0.08723756367489739,0.0,0.09305576695323524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117689210397333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269630995702052,0.0,0.2187930147524291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21613932448589945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056903298892794524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249734862383573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430643186440733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144796996766513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017467852906214,0.24296556695519536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408707113527796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954729461412678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250858753382598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564999419112755,0.23276832539689704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860560121899012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761850418604599,0.07784977258351053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878788623006726,0.0,0.1017282799721599,0.0,0.060375455136745575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114428638491724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598333032081774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355239166531509,0.0,0.0,0.06667686060693298
anxiety,too-many-eggs-in-one,2019/02/19,"When life is slow, I have intrusive thoughts My first stint of a panic attack was back in 2013 after smoking weed. Since then, I’ve really only have around 2 or 3. There have been moments when I feel like one is coming but I’m able to relax before then.

The most recent panic attack was about a year ago - I was an hour or two away from home when I had it in my car when I was trying to park at a theme park. Parking was taking too long and I just wanted to park. It shook me up and then I had difficulty going far places for a month or two due to intense fear.

Fast forward to now, I’ve learned how to relax more again but it feels like I still have this baseline feeling anxiety. I’m usually busy focused on work, girlfriend, or some pain I have or anything. But since I quit vaping two months ago and been getting healthier I don’t have random pains to obsess over and my work is slowing down.

So now, I just have random moments of fear when I look at stuff or think about stuff. I don’t really even think about it sometimes, but I can feel myself get more tense and my stomach clench. One example is that the sound of rain gives anxiety, but I can go outside and jog in it without a single issue. On the way to work today, I was just thinking about the weather and how I got used to the rain and how I forgot what it was like be sunny and looking at how the weather was started getting me anxious because it was sunny.

Does anyone have any good ways to calm down these intrusive thoughts?

All these years, I haven’t seen a therapist but it sounds like it might be a good idea. I do have a DBT workbook that should probably actually work on. My main issue is that I always feel like I have to keep my mind occupied and busy, otherwise “troubling” thoughts creep in and I tend to dwell on them. I can’t ever really relax.",2.837661290322578,4.36835991666667,3.9959999999999987,88.499,74.83333333333334,6.787956989247313,24.227956989247307,7.42949916751922,0.9971240860215054,1427,44,298,17,30,465,186,372,0.129,0.74,0.131,0.0156,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,6,27,23,2,7,15,0,39,4,1,5,2,59,70,36,0,2,16,0,5,5,1,2,3,2,1,0,18,13,0,2,13,4,0,7,5,12,0,6,19,10,35,11,40,47,7,62,2,0,3,0,3,20,0,11,40,208,53,5,0.08508997114468306,0.0,0.08303553746130829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085425076937134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708016724078447,0.0,0.0,0.057864098237825026,0.0,0.1301871900483794,0.09612744749613436,0.0,0.059496886264735566,0.0,0.07002179611666444,0.07574811444025482,0.0,0.1936042523283056,0.0799448288809972,0.06542893551979577,0.0,0.05187005663324035,0.0,0.07240529827161826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329747576019427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07446280715990887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05620112343843263,0.07696875039314939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914997479157939,0.2151202303915966,0.1823648771626252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723774859874355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333679938921543,0.08162605380416213,0.09671718300135583,0.14273886145964634,0.06805422304119782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535217887029549,0.0,0.08379648150807815,0.0,0.0,0.09605622023546244,0.0,0.17762364561302116,0.0,0.07563187600140638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060101563028894724,0.2078533092041634,0.0,0.0,0.07530194683780657,0.14290829060937532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902670127278694,0.08591661443200256,0.0,0.1358360063240172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531833318679817,0.06471475735648062,0.18108345717395224,0.19966949495963585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890090936902273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174138053317114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905036582439475,0.0,0.0,0.16353244310555806,0.0,0.08401608117476816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077460685276327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415615720701995,0.0,0.060227119531884636,0.0,0.06795296087134049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19481531872685345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.063977068723234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879601480793006,0.0,0.16356665318119612,0.0,0.20265579734060746,0.0,0.0,0.08065534333598125,0.0,0.0,0.05777050495484084,0.0,0.24936161325592335,0.0,0.0,0.07349041497841664,0.09371458179529348,0.0,0.05018826958626744,0.13508091696500815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820236957407732,0.0,0.24778604963997794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10959030326577444
anxiety,iplayreachswat,2019/02/19,"heart area hurts after panic attack i had a panic attack for the first time a few days ago and went to the hospital because i thought i was dying. ever since then i’ve gotten really bad anxiety that won’t go away. they did tests on my heart to see if anything was wrong and everything was fine, but since then i’ve had this discomfort in the left side of my chest that kind of hurts but not really, not sure how to explain it.  it’s more like an ache that won’t go away. i also feel like there’s a breeze going through my body if that makes sense. are these symptoms of anxiety or something else?",6.855853658536584,5.271441048780492,6.987113821138212,81.48115853658538,65.34146341463415,10.476422764227642,30.256097560975608,9.2995712137729,2.234063414634146,471,12,101,7,6,152,82,123,0.229,0.69,0.08199999999999999,-0.9518,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,4,14,2,3,7,0,9,5,4,2,2,16,19,11,1,2,7,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,3,0,0,4,4,9,0,1,9,2,8,5,13,8,2,19,0,2,1,0,2,7,0,3,10,63,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103368255795688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919027679373114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20890409057836348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236005349665708,0.0,0.0,0.3106658976948413,0.2565659765391872,0.0,0.11400445345821116,0.08323297403675835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15166417047232145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805643023589815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14170603924896413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406090593964956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350744184476765,0.0,0.0,0.12271254781460107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903827646677738,0.09754356733801507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614009706281145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23279496796909602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32359900509642797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923358820651034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218447167439235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14835014232869465,0.0,0.0,0.133412224403532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114091604916386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203984527608528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17494090007027202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088039927492942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22589312520052546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511447743766264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868649513241825,0.1419164149955661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839680163140533,0.07961705295513243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657312273098728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14928408232084925,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ExcellentSherbet,2019/02/19,"Has anyone tried extended release propanolol for anxiety? I feel like extended release may work better for me. If I have a presentation in the afternoon I'm usually nervous all morning and will be for hours before the presentation. On certain days I may have multiple as well and stress from other things which is why I'm hoping this one will work well for as needed

So has anyone tried extended release Propanolol or beta blockers for anxiety? I know people use the immediate release one a lot. I'm curious about the extended release one

I'd appreciate any insight. Thanks!",6.2650000000000015,8.382580884615386,7.06653846153846,67.55346153846155,67.07692307692308,10.584615384615383,38.0,10.686352973137794,4.913503846153846,468,26,71,14,8,155,65,104,0.07400000000000001,0.721,0.205,0.9294,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,4,9,0,2,6,0,10,0,0,1,2,16,19,7,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,5,7,11,14,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,7,48,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12760203328939634,0.0,0.2870890701541621,0.0,0.0,0.2624053218824889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15966831872866288,0.0,0.0,0.16595285030809478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210126551736232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487671850283001,0.13405047248744986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18636944093853205,0.1847881803839891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312235911473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167171247142476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595253165508181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913311730398004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814503527653856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008635652540815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214941657863564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727542417406809,0.0,0.0,0.12466006795009248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25479128236285536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16206122041313528,0.2066595963665773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374228439827463,0.0,0.16931644368938067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27320916352015484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mydogisdeaf00,2019/02/19,I passed my drivers test today! I'm 21 and I have been avoiding getting my license because of my anxiety. I passed on the first try! I used to be terrified of driving and when something went wrong I'd burst into tears because I hated driving. One step closer to independent :),1.3445754716981142,4.029179566037737,3.24658018867925,83.58609669811322,92.96226415094335,4.914150943396227,29.266509433962263,6.6274283507984215,1.9817566037735843,219,12,37,3,8,73,39,53,0.294,0.657,0.049,-0.9311,0,1,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,6,8,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,3,0,2,2,0,8,0,6,5,0,12,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,23,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514640384819285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4007599799161141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796025463765863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173862925577335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245353797811945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22274398704957574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25305881685908804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115808606495816,0.0,0.0,0.22317409993542414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839019189724881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30471963011431225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35939533895711523,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cory667,2019/02/19,I hate driving When you are driving and a cop gets behind you . Almost had a fucking panic attack 💀,1.939,4.171886900000004,4.240000000000002,82.47500000000002,80.0,4.0,25.0,3.1291,0.617,78,3,13,0,2,27,17,20,0.445,0.555,0.0,-0.8862,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,0,1,4,3,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41665589241516265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.473364558550852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38467021880399055,0.21739082275430055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4108045669704304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4881941445034105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Riceboy_Sleeps,2019/02/19,"Self-employed. Struggling to get any work because of noticeable anxiety when meeting potential employers. I'm not really sure what to expect from writing this, but I'm at a loss at the moment and not quite sure what to do.

I work as a freelancer in the media industry and have been self employed for a while now. Having a chronic anxiety disorder is incredibly demanding when it comes to my work-life (my job is incredibly high-pressured, working hours are incredibly unorthodox and I can never really switch off). I've been through years of therapy and medication to deal with this as best I can. As a lot of you can relate, I definitely have my ups and downs.

This time of year can be quiet on the work-front, however I've not had any work since December. Starting to get a little worried about this, I've been meeting with potential employers the last few weeks. I've walked away from every one feeling flustered, frustrated and a little embarrassed. Before these meetings, my anxiety levels are generally okay, after all, it's quite an informal meet-and-greet. The problems start to happen when the conversation turns to me to explain my experience levels, where I've worked, what work I've produced, who I've worked with etc. I start to crumble and become (in my perception) a bumbling, red-faced, incoherent mess. I can't seem to round off sentences, or answer questions with any confidence or conviction. As my job role is all about confidence and conviction (it's my duty to take ownership of projects from inception through to delivery), I walk away from these meetings absolutely defeated, only to lift myself up again, and repeat the process all over again.

Unsurprisingly, I haven't heard back from any of the potential employers - and I'm at the stage where I'm not sure what to do with myself. I've spent the entire day in bed out of fear of doing anything, have started to really doubt my abilities, if I'm good enough, and wonder if I am cut out for this after all. My anxiety levels are so high, even the phone ringing sends an unpleasant rush of anxiety through my body. 

I'm lost.",9.086157894736845,8.041123710256414,9.05628879892038,66.69309716599193,60.615384615384606,13.031039136302295,40.013495276653174,12.114078956130353,4.993256410256409,1677,76,289,47,19,550,196,390,0.166,0.754,0.079,-0.9851,9,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,0,1,0,14,13,17,2,4,21,1,25,3,1,1,8,52,48,25,0,4,9,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,15,19,0,1,8,0,1,5,7,11,0,1,7,5,24,6,65,40,9,55,0,3,1,0,17,25,0,9,24,193,39,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22386870379793936,0.0,0.31479836348005885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06772631567597062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15464809581390634,0.06328401993535586,0.0,0.05016963323563277,0.09089445855104993,0.07003168098096517,0.0,0.08636931842425899,0.0,0.0,0.09141732463173192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089461077684787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053077026984798964,0.08484822253520917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432352634603076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503843769514953,0.09178683519677472,0.05435871740555969,0.0,0.06934173787122888,0.0,0.0,0.0805057009993426,0.0,0.09261096614549162,0.041613615873305095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599724996448947,0.0,0.0,0.06902977163237863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277807822213211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17391003643290012,0.0,0.0,0.08104943423182331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16334113426430555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708590847716603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497348475041407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898407398486598,0.06996895919007921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290911566007157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06347523485389182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936996877459266,0.0,0.0,0.05576896245008728,0.06259325422496223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787504829151742,0.0,0.0,0.0921954179967077,0.17507346763420134,0.0,0.0,0.15817146201986515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492330260994813,0.17171478331597315,0.0,0.0,0.06807984078975858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330109272189941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603837308465945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23270179894044954,0.0,0.0618797487735654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941178174242712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047990095179068215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895193328017209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601651302348903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925140346513888,0.5392418301814498,0.08358017323795305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599767337640174
anxiety,Oley418,2019/02/19,Do I want to control my anxiety or stay awake today? 😭😭 Having a high-anxiety day! Woke up after a series of stress dreams where I was at work and my mind no longer functioned (terrifying). Took my supplemental medication and now my anxiety is OK but I could fall asleep right on my desk. 😴😴 Anxiety sucks. Sending love to everyone else who is battling it! ,0.9772857142857134,3.5758435857142885,3.4914285714285747,82.49857142857147,91.71428571428572,7.371428571428572,24.142857142857146,8.238735603445708,2.2076857142857147,281,12,54,8,10,97,55,70,0.193,0.667,0.141,-0.2424,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,2,5,2,1,2,1,6,3,1,1,0,8,11,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,3,1,3,0,0,3,0,8,2,7,7,0,13,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,1,4,32,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6320435332439445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23166441263369175,0.16491409706008012,0.0,0.0,0.13320825154036092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17254678401823487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197368249192084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182323803213564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864202635289336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080783148799705,0.0,0.0,0.20855754137477275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17639335137335674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22015579109203404,0.0,0.0,0.23660337330927905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19578611443312124,0.0,0.2294856646572339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182908020718487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15037152488352734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,callieally,2019/02/19,"I don’t want to go to school because I’m anxious about looking sick. I got the flu a week ago and had to miss going to school the whole week. Now I’m feeling better, but I’m still coughing and sneezing and my sinuses are plugged.
I feel like I can still learn and focus, and I don’t exactly have to lay down all the time. However, I really don’t want people to see my snotty nose or my gross cough. 

...is it valid for me to stay home on more day, so this can clear up more? ",3.7983818770226563,3.2549443883495184,5.0816990291262165,89.20500809061492,71.13592233009709,8.420064724919095,26.875404530744337,7.793537801064563,1.212159870550162,364,10,88,4,6,122,69,103,0.106,0.769,0.125,0.2372,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,4,0,9,6,1,0,3,15,22,8,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,2,5,10,2,12,20,4,14,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,1,9,52,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812900667710125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23104355742343424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467034879690092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18087675708626705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318951533135311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20681769712202944,0.1461054432291911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324609943013952,0.0,0.16356920108336895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20514506058040669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991562083804244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17174095800796027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14178483988554946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310174440058614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4139598751084396,0.16297184960084948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179856088730919,0.3266516323093109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192542484149864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412563039625885,0.0,0.32809893850880273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22833351625982135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sounut,2019/02/19,"I need help and I don't entirely know what to do... So I moved across the country to attend Law school, leaving all of my friends and family behind. One day in September, my brain just started racing with thoughts like how I left all my friends and family, was having trouble making new friends, feeling like I wasn't good enough to be in Law School, feeling like I had no idea what I was doing, and many other thoughts. These thoughts started spiralling very quickly in my mind and I felt severely overwhelmed; I felt like I wanted to cry and I didn't know what to do. For lack of a better word, at that moment I felt crippled. I had to sit down and do some deep breathing exercises to calm down.

It happened again in October while I was trying to fall asleep. That time, every time I shut my eyes, it felt like my mind was being squashed with the spiral of thoughts. It felt worse. It happened again in twice in November and once again in December while studying for finals.

During winter break I went home. I realized I needed time to myself so I told myself I would relax. I had planned a trip with some friends to go to a resort in Denver and relax, spend time with my mother, and just enjoy time with my girlfriend. That didn't exactly happen. What ended up happening is my girlfriend broke up with me (she spent two weeks in Belize while I was taking finals and it was life changing for her so she came back and decided that she wanted to work towards travelling the world and didn't feel like she could do that while in our relationship) and on Christmas my grandmother (maternal) in India had a stroke so my mother flew to India to be with her (so my mother wasn't at home. I couldn't go with my mother because my passport was back in Law School and I felt helpless). A week after break was over (and I was back in the semester), my other grandmother (paternal) in India passed away. Last week my grandmother (maternal) went back into the hospital and is now in need of a pacemaker.

Since I got back to this semester, the intensity and frequency of my overwhelming mind spirals have drastically increased. They happen about twice a week and now they include thoughts about what I did wrong in my relationship, how I feel helpless about my grandmothers, am I losing myself and who I am, whether I will actually get a summer 1L internship, am I cut out for this, feeling as I am not learning the same as my classmates, etc.

I starting seeing a University provided therapist a few weeks ago but I feel as though it's only getting worse. I don't know what to do and I honestly feel scared. My mind constantly feels pressed now and the spirals aren't getting better. Does anyone have any advice that could help me? I appreciate any advice that you may have!",5.362666456626759,6.46092096030246,5.755200063011973,79.97306894559969,68.13043478260869,8.826738080235245,30.57346145767696,9.075114841892004,2.56448199957992,2184,84,405,39,36,700,230,529,0.059,0.84,0.101,0.9392,0,0,0,0,0,0,59.0,1,1,2,5,25,28,1,3,18,0,47,7,4,3,3,92,97,39,0,10,5,4,16,6,6,3,3,0,2,0,25,33,0,0,26,4,2,13,11,10,0,4,37,18,74,18,70,51,10,90,0,6,2,0,26,33,0,3,47,299,99,5,0.0,0.0,0.0597428753419435,0.0,0.0,0.11964892649316385,0.05426873224441002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326477345695947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0428071542380775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0575191549557433,0.2353758919388363,0.0,0.0373197599746156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829001802895633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834289510029899,0.0,0.07002052693650998,0.0,0.0,0.06476371185138455,0.0,0.0,0.066158163554476,0.0,0.09775999111200533,0.0,0.06724840568951178,0.039482487303335964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05357491914637777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05422364424468285,0.06325766960451364,0.06827761012891581,0.0,0.0,0.05158134207245884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11542744097727245,0.0,0.247641460526298,0.1312089071278939,0.3526906268523032,0.13412924982965485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891968044359132,0.0,0.0959563540781171,0.0,0.0695866225971785,0.051349279280622336,0.048964035013774714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706876884974614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207030616380485,0.0,0.12281933105538992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911106939025387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093639946819806,0.04990329489330756,0.0,0.06482421086243764,0.0665168074069046,0.0,0.04324221047601856,0.17945696101957814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849065140081888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04086550012401621,0.062068495973201764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24726307519619345,0.0,0.0,0.06506824584429104,0.0,0.13618381142566593,0.0,0.059127633760634415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651983785059576,0.04148494135676448,0.0465613374675136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145690863487974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06129291194159636,0.18587679420873868,0.04878521932774158,0.0,0.0,0.06916231638022192,0.0,0.05064265280654468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299976397241118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04603058110217114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108231219315303,0.0,0.0,0.06014933231333178,0.2430132207647365,0.17849231873293306,0.0,0.0,0.05849929942550906,0.0,0.04156504770703035,0.0,0.05980403182896767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05051374552516075,0.07221947674915398,0.0,0.24553901050325486,0.0,0.0,0.11350498078975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04456962502955955,0.0,0.1247788806045739,0.04348964958346025,0.06693556471722865,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sleep_life,2019/02/19,"Humming to myself? I woke up with weird anxiety today. I feel really anxious and uncomfortable. I've got some brain fog going on so I just decided to lay down. However I have this urge to ""hum"" a high pitched constant noise. For some reason it helps a little and feels like the thing I ""need to do"". It makes this certain feeling of anxiety better. When I stop I feel like I should start again. I'm home alone so it's okay to do but I wouldn't let myself do this if anyone else were here, it would make me too anxious.

It's happened before but this time I decided to look it up and couldn't find anything. Does anyone else do this? Have you heard of this?

For context I've been forced to go cold turkey of my prozac due to a healthcare mix up, but I am still taking my welbutrin.

The first couple days after I last took it were fine, then the next couple were great. I could actually use my brain and enjoy being conscious.
It's been almost a week now.",1.4830927835051568,3.6984926185567035,2.9125876288659818,91.45754123711343,81.57731958762886,5.5294845360824745,20.009278350515466,6.742157984588678,0.2524070103092781,744,20,156,8,20,242,118,194,0.092,0.785,0.122,0.7741,1,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,2,9,9,0,0,7,1,19,3,2,4,1,33,38,12,0,7,5,0,4,2,0,3,1,1,1,0,15,5,0,1,9,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,9,7,20,8,20,22,2,27,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,4,19,102,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.12087208926998726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403056259274793,0.12828436128121987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18950919255106816,0.2798591005799867,0.0,0.1732153043804502,0.25382386624223224,0.10192841583041594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053980011917804,0.0,0.0,0.10954645764308414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27654338597704275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338515330125204,0.0,0.09889425563375527,0.27410335593357443,0.0,0.07988116913715848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083930489222192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069427183203763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505147312743231,0.17697501885769726,0.0,0.0,0.11320822775965332,0.1053575157683181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407880087863453,0.0,0.0990642846921808,0.13655902050374238,0.0,0.0,0.10953134164060237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830225304378855,0.1308677013778912,0.1242443476518172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096460005793466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665796234004328,0.0,0.12102607877690764,0.12414292573572802,0.0,0.0,0.10401343923381366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16535857542112326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184259332210618,0.0,0.0,0.13172934466086264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934959201777368,0.12735144431791534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767062863806091,0.0,0.09891688069614628,0.10355473040270333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312930581740596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228884787532141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722253134299587,0.0,0.11740731929808833,0.0,0.13761597334293832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069775697411332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935515499361056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798848024447073,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Postmodernmozart,2019/02/19,"Pure O - Pregnancy Fear - Ruining my Relationship Hello, I'm a pure O sufferer. Latelly my obsessions have revolved around fear of getting my GF pregnant. The incident was the following: I was going to have anal sex with her and accidentally put the tip of my penis on the entrance of her vagina. Wearing a Condom the Whole Time. I came on her chest. My question is: How likely is she to get pregnant from this incident. Im also scared that she masturbated and accidentally got semen inseide
her vagina while I wasnt looking. Although she denies this.

The thing is that I have been looking for constant reassurance from her. And she always calmed me down saying there was no risk. But because of my insistence on the topic, she is getting pissed at me and starting to doubt herself wheter there was risk, which makes things even worse!!!!!

Any comment offering advice will be appreciated!",5.096598214285713,7.591900606250004,5.977142857142862,72.56500000000003,71.0625,8.571428571428571,32.05357142857143,9.23628265651192,3.336482142857143,707,33,113,16,14,232,101,160,0.213,0.74,0.047,-0.9791,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,6,13,1,7,9,0,15,8,6,2,2,15,27,9,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,1,1,0,0,4,2,10,0,0,8,3,23,3,17,17,1,14,0,2,2,4,19,6,1,2,5,85,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17862998794346072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461850477929918,0.1521041957703104,0.0,0.0,0.12431022922367348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16273070446250962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143314812271747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090744355015701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975417967293298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073763784488778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4114015129354725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865162751468872,0.0,0.10388941982083183,0.0,0.14620181292932022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974553062838766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930681821350313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070118243370819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202038093293854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18376443166855894,0.20477777107938244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962587270340018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536985114899842,0.18301463192438275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293867400079192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428883180375223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659211637836424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20408960738701395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862887582135311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zebracoloreddinosaur,2019/02/19,"Patience I’ve been so anxious lately that I feel like I’m losing patience with everyone. It’s been this endless cycle of being anxious about my own life, not having the patience to explain something to someone just trying to learn, and then being anxious that I was impatient with them. I haven’t yelled or snapped at anyone but i know they can tell that I’m feeling stressed about it. 

I just wish I could be better about not showing it. I’ve already apologized to this person about my impatience but I don’t want to continue being like that with them. Ugh. 
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anxiety,merrozz,2019/02/19,"Want help for anxiety, but no one will see me! Have any of you experienced this? I live in a remote area and have an obscure insurance provider. I’ve called at least 10 people who online say they are accepting patients and take my insurance. However, every single one of those people either no longer take my insurance or aren’t actually accepting patients. There is no one else to call. Do I just accept that I won’t be able to find a therapist? What do I do?",3.244333333333333,5.34994626666667,4.924166666666668,79.79625000000003,75.22222222222223,8.944444444444445,26.805555555555557,9.516144504307137,2.666555555555556,364,14,69,10,8,123,66,90,0.102,0.752,0.146,0.6465,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,11,0,0,0,0,12,15,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,0,3,9,3,7,12,3,3,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,2,0,50,14,0,0.21357723139997226,0.0,0.2084205689603535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523984122731615,0.0,0.16338599743438925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43617246525076653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17841637120292805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17994802896493398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19520572022178892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14315631619258254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885926082424452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4341763782564442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296135120742788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16984518677163127,0.0,0.0,0.17019340148841192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211669959967518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24797962711903976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12597338467496028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,satanpeach,2019/02/19,"One Step Forward, Two Steps Back. [Rant/Story] I have had anxiety for as long as I can remember. I have been medicated for anxiety and depression for almost a year. I have trouble talking on the phone to people I don't know and a fear of looking or sounding dumb in a situation that is new to me. I have grown and learned to manage my anxiety in ways I never thought I would be able to. I have been setting goals of making phone calls (calling customer service, Comcast etc) when they need to be done instead of just having my boyfriend do it for me. For the last year I have been feeling good. 

This morning I got into work and I had a missed called and a Skype invite from one of our IT team members because I have been having issues when one of my daily computer programs. When I saw that it was a Skype meeting I immediately went into panic attack mode. Would I have to call him? Would he call me? Do we have to talk on the phone? Could I lie and tell him my phone was broken? Do I even need this computer program? All of these questions racing through me and I started having physical symptoms of the panic, shortness of breath, tearing up and the worst of all being angry. I got angry at my boyfriend for trying to help calm me down, I got angry at  myself for being like this. I eventually used my coping methods to calm myself down and talk myself out of it, which I am proud of. 

It feels like no matter how long I have been coping with anxiety and no matter how much I have been improving it will always be one step forward and two steps back. I feel like I will never escape this mental state and I just want to be able to get through my day of very average activities and be fine. ",4.061489151873769,5.130639798816572,5.158713017751482,83.1611267258383,71.1301775147929,7.52682445759369,27.988658777120317,7.793537801064563,1.6741712031558182,1324,47,261,16,24,437,164,338,0.147,0.755,0.098,-0.9661,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,2,0,1,4,11,17,2,3,11,0,45,3,1,4,4,47,64,21,0,7,3,0,3,3,0,5,2,1,0,0,14,18,0,0,8,1,0,8,5,9,0,6,17,6,48,8,48,34,5,39,0,2,2,0,23,15,1,3,20,206,62,10,0.1831570417429161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170266016283286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620066556740271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28022927122092384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418378819581164,0.0,0.1408364594908271,0.0,0.055825416322141184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4675595445110709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07311799710379477,0.0,0.0,0.059060569860084865,0.0,0.07887644583526568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371662223482607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021342584604024,0.0604867493379976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305129632472157,0.13891455533784627,0.13084742721764664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04784599739127747,0.0,0.0,0.07681171839348537,0.2197311269939934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06138315214776763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558418294312088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050329160085727895,0.0746487173325978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342219184640858,0.0,0.0,0.16208821832650014,0.07690289289217161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06112937380056704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225572522895632,0.09228960954044596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732075000018428,0.13580862567792326,0.14126200186559945,0.08844710611953784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482239032529945,0.0,0.0,0.21489532509610074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348901556113785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258890210511863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374061198163924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293809444913106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06481974842487814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518514797482053,0.0,0.22082203843128492,0.08004366372835438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270311615189083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06217580429973089,0.0,0.1789178160237667,0.0,0.0,0.07909443864435464,0.0,0.0755618705975303,0.0540153843276459,0.07269076723848834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489420633378146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06667025388934095,0.0,0.0,0.1951642611328753,0.0,0.0,0.11794712984294226
anxiety,justanamethatmeans0,2019/02/19,"Just need to get it out of my system Yes this is a burner account. I've mentioned things about myself and work and can't have that possibly get back to anyone I know. 

37 guy who has been on meds for seven years but has had anxiety pretty much forever. Lately, I just feel like I can't. Like, I can't do anything or handle anything. Why? The typical had a shit childhood, nothing seems to go right ever, shit job, shit pay, no way out, etc. I'm married and while my wife is supportive, it's only as good as she can be. A few times she's said the dreaded ""just don't ____ and you'll be ok"". As if I have any real control. 

2015-2016 was **bad** and after multiple panic attacks I figured fuck it when I'm not at work I'll just drink until I go to sleep so I don't think about anything. Well, as anyone could imagine that turned out great and now I'm an alcoholic. Like, I'm terrified not to drink because seizures or worse. If only health insurance covered treatment for alcoholism. 

I've had the thought a few times lately to go down to the local mental health wing of the hospital. Just tell them I'm thinking of hurting myself so I can get admitted. Stay there and detox. Maybe actually get some help. Maybe someone would actually give a shit. Every day I wake up thinking what is the point. I can't see anything permanently good ever happening. So I just go to work and endure shit for eight hours, come home, and drink myself to sleep. I want to just cry while typing this but it's work time. ",1.164951305025319,3.530914688741724,2.8390183093104824,90.52868328788469,84.23178807947019,5.672146474483834,21.796260225944685,7.048011613610866,0.7115532528243094,1164,39,240,16,34,383,166,302,0.209,0.6890000000000001,0.102,-0.9915,1,0,5,0,0,1,42.0,0,1,1,5,19,20,7,2,12,2,26,17,8,1,2,47,57,26,0,6,15,1,1,3,0,2,5,1,1,1,11,13,5,1,10,3,2,5,9,11,1,2,7,3,22,9,31,45,5,36,0,1,1,1,13,10,6,6,21,145,33,7,0.0,0.0,0.15744730858530093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17242639641421895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054859321742249265,0.0,0.0617134040197897,0.0,0.0,0.11281464416308935,0.0,0.26554277067248816,0.0,0.0,0.09177536929283137,0.0,0.06203133089849175,0.06735725353049248,0.04917653972479119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949127227553864,0.0,0.0,0.0904798403394298,0.06440955260276003,0.0,0.08861375035821657,0.052026382447977235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370817949342795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996994110096815,0.0,0.14594380870024487,0.06796913804401934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04078988627392103,0.057631667852902836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457941400337845,0.16858991809801996,0.07738736253674992,0.183389674145376,0.13532669417490975,0.0,0.08894050881065503,0.0,0.07987737409299027,0.0713374570225618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17149986230600028,0.0,0.0,0.054072342293135234,0.0,0.08091999676211575,0.0,0.07944508391068449,0.0,0.08636040754117172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005392166327407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0443348944500311,0.0,0.1820017172844412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823592084290314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16209053859821515,0.0,0.0896077448916554,0.0,0.08129780212586038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05930276484787745,0.05981682462590841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740638882000259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270847739471165,0.0,0.09465051214556698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626055303009735,0.09094488803931264,0.0,0.08207182078145077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182172011135407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06889293909131528,0.07673697972351719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428466522520945,0.07344021730846115,0.0,0.0,0.4140401897806246,0.0,0.0,0.16145932985340156,0.0,0.06835261967026082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598498406099649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154495439776672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051036370854727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05359449688842125,0.15507293687166626,0.0,0.06404408448883442,0.14112043499814472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774732326593833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04758208479467834,0.06403320634639496,0.0,0.0,0.07253328134377184,0.0,0.07279339538064428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23491897453531346,0.0,0.08221105364878503,0.057306651538299724,0.0,0.0,0.05194973990589028
anxiety,parkosharko,2019/02/19,"I’m starting Uni on Monday and I’m terrified Everyone keeps asking me if I’m excited for it to begin, and if I’m looking forward to making new friends. I just half-heartedly tell them yes, but it couldn’t be further from the truth. Ever since I graduated from high school in November, I’ve been dreading thai day. Whenever I think about it my breathing becomes rapid and i start to panic a bit before trying to distract myself with something else. I’ve never had the courage to tell my parents that I don’t want to go to Uni yet, because I’m afraid that I’ll disappoint them. They’ll think that I’m just wasting my life. Now it’s too late. This fucking sucks 

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anxiety,anna_r04,2019/02/19,Freaking out There are two people coming to stay with us for a week coming in 30 mins and Ive got such a abad anxiety attack I can't stop shaking idk if I'll even have the guts to open the door. Any tips? I've tried breathing and music nothing helps ,1.240000000000002,3.0190867037037066,2.8257037037037063,94.03966666666668,80.1111111111111,5.060740740740742,20.059259259259264,5.6839178017228535,-0.17442518518518524,198,5,44,1,5,65,46,54,0.18,0.7340000000000001,0.086,-0.7254,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,1,4,0,4,2,2,0,0,9,7,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,3,0,1,1,0,3,0,6,6,0,10,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,23,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18455555980739285,0.0,0.2076137922376202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308747066468457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46755957781603297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792515586323287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170566139128954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819080346799304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604075108413575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881487287698718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892672815563746,0.0,0.2268954871648883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842570472363619,0.0,0.2651101087457953,0.0,0.3264506180189371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21769393060995074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Twe3y,2019/02/19,"I almost had a panic in class Okay so little back story i was born ambidextrous 
so i don't really care which hand i use when i do stuff. I haven't really told anyone this in my school because its not that big of a deal to me. I also don't really like being the center of attention. 

So the day this happened i was late to class because i needed to charge my ipad in the schools media center, they gave me a pass back and i went to class. I get there give my teacher the pass and get ready to take notes. 
My pen just so happened to be in my left hand at the time so i took notes with my left like normal.  When we were all done he handed out the homework.
 
( There are about 6 rows, and i sit in the front of the second one.) 

He gives the homework to me to pass down. And then asks why i'm using my left hand. I was a little confused at first but then i assumed he saw me using my right hand in class before and that's why he was asking. But for some reason everyone just started staring at me and the teacher. All of a sudden my heart started beating faster and faster by the second and my hands started to sweat. My brain felt like it just went on vacation. (I don't have really bad anxiety but for some reason it just came back ten fold.) I mustered up enough strength to say idk. And that was that he ended up just looking at me weird then he sat down.

I went to the nurse's office after that and they said i could go home if i wanted to but i only had 3 classes left and we were watching movies in two of them so i didn't leave. I know i shouldn't have gotten this worked up but i'm usually the person that no one really noices in class. And i like to keep it that way, it's not like i hate people i just have a lot of trust issues.
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anxiety,DexPrince,2019/02/19,"I'm sick of panic attacks 
I waited 26 years to actually talk to someone about my problems. Why? To fucking nervous if being judged.

When I did... My doctor rung up a diagnosis list that made me even more nervous. 

GAD - Generalized Anxiety Disorder (panic attacks)
PTSD (only makes panic attacks worse from past ones) 
Major Depressive Disorder (usually induced from anxiety)
Severe ADHD (like bad-bad) 
Mood Disorder (Hot to Cold quickly, another doctor suspects bipolar 🥺)

I feel like a basket case TBH. Lived my entire life thinking I was just werid and emotional. If I got scared or something went wrong I would think of 1000 different ways it would end up worse. My skin would get hot, I can't stop the flood of Thoughts in my head, I start freaking out, I can't control it. If someone makes me angry , same response, flood of thoughts, racings mind, flush face, rage mode activated . That's scary shit even to me and im the nicest person usually. 

Then a doctor comes around and tells me all of thous are panic attacks , manic episodes. When I get nervous, it's full on panic attacks in my head even if I don't act out. 

Since then I've tried Buspar (I'm allergic, stops my control of my diaphragm, can't breathe).

Vistril - prescription antihistamine, doesn't stop anything

I went to a ER once for a panic attack and they gave me a Ativan to calm me the fuck down. It barely worked , 1mg dose. My old doctor gave me 10 pills of thous ""incase of emergency"" only. I didn't use them until I felt panic or manic . Usually had to take 2. They stopped me . Made me feel safe. Safe from myself. 

Then my doctor put my on Wellbutrin to treat MDD, PTSD, GAD & ADHD. He said it was my miracle drug. 

BULLSHIT. I had to have him rasie me up to 300mg three weeks in because It started wearing off. Now all it does is kinda keep me happy. SNRI's are prone to cause anxiety I've read , and it doesn't do shit for ADHD or my PTSD. 

So after having 4 more panic attacks while on this ""miracle drug"" I'm saying enough is enough. 

I don't want to be addticed to a benzo , but there obviously not a better solution. Ativan was the only thing that made me feel safe , I'm always worried now that Ill freak out at any second by something going wrong or bad. 

Is anyone on a benzo in here for panic attacks ? If so can you please tell me which one for I can do research on it. Maybe tell me your experience. 

Google sucks for suggesting antianxiety meds. Real people with my problem will give me better insight. I have a doctor's appointment today.

To abide by your community rules, you are not suggesting medications to me, you are just telling me your brief story on how your medication had helped you or how it has ruined you. 

Thx ❤️",2.8937537828819733,5.107690005703425,4.255085745324745,83.67540738728951,76.69961977186311,6.803383254442463,25.563591215954066,7.817275551320576,1.582863630014744,2117,78,398,33,49,698,272,526,0.23,0.7120000000000001,0.058,-0.9977,1,0,4,0,0,0,83.0,0,9,3,5,18,47,14,13,14,0,36,27,8,12,3,71,74,27,0,11,15,0,7,2,0,4,17,2,0,1,17,11,0,11,11,1,0,7,10,36,1,4,20,10,63,10,58,48,9,55,0,2,0,2,28,21,5,11,28,238,80,9,0.0,0.0,0.04585098884390517,0.0,0.16940202019856154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03909563050898048,0.05090867922263851,0.0,0.031951694465775136,0.04926830600694887,0.1078311452125372,0.0,0.0,0.03285329573066995,0.0,0.03866499441966518,0.04182698223354469,0.0,0.4276215550612457,0.0,0.0,0.11769258075984786,0.028641873837832812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310956545250275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04826696554542604,0.0,0.040473776001426834,0.0,0.0,0.10539627986727804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04046847044281357,0.0,0.0,0.04908975997886991,0.16154807404234986,0.28854938880807285,0.04111725466901135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897633267598954,0.0,0.0,0.05285226957639097,0.04161513306999056,0.09709699061945552,0.0,0.09310027354220167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04596075319944243,0.0,0.0,0.07127171511387723,0.03356639098530509,0.0451133682038724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687452101097735,0.04909588181190964,0.045072692930910215,0.026702895015736257,0.0,0.037578529830032986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0500168496283907,0.0,0.0,0.096441185386413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03149333431639017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05075231263290915,0.0,0.0,0.04176279709636343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033187189246811154,0.04590940242148563,0.0,0.04148898364351086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333762116534171,0.06272626081561875,0.0,0.047203166213177085,0.0,0.05219020570464507,0.09466572815427553,0.0,0.0,0.047441876698437205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0493032908917834,0.05003793520829425,0.06367706851911926,0.107203579634948,0.0,0.4961453649357987,0.0,0.0,0.04485289662618869,0.032573771833549106,0.04102585343639307,0.0,0.05157587793740713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991739627559506,0.16477031283777266,0.04723332111137666,0.0,0.0,0.04699813149040077,0.05347969047273928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04469389070962428,0.03736468911251478,0.047040598658155804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053080146856303516,0.09645970981980766,0.03886682212010028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962118197161512,0.07234333834976622,0.0,0.0,0.0665130393608577,0.0,0.0,0.15712764847879288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0353271858529443,0.03776509806253154,0.1642693001908639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031215022994113332,0.060212715499397114,0.0,0.07460234486827713,0.0,0.0,0.04453668104722774,0.0,0.0,0.03190001364687308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040580314168249525,0.15524339490460154,0.0,0.02771321604279523,0.03729483668166218,0.03768886705532982,0.0,0.0,0.08711190377314698,0.04239703033983138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03420594285612924,0.04771597125261442,0.09576430712129792,0.10013127556031584,0.10274235424874023,0.0,0.030257067793296358
anxiety,odiosaanonima,2019/02/19,"i want to go for a walk but i cant bc of the anxiety I can go out in specific situations like going to a nearby store but it is difficult for me to go farther. It is not for a particular reason, I know that nothing will happen but even so whenever I am going to do it I think it is better not to go. The farther I walk away from my house (my safe space) the more anxiety I feel. I have no problem if I go with someone else but I would like to be able to do it alone.",-0.2108571428571437,1.3168546285714309,3.339285714285719,89.8232142857143,83.66666666666667,6.866666666666667,21.92857142857143,7.908726449838941,0.943457142857143,356,12,87,7,10,132,62,105,0.147,0.715,0.139,0.0387,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,6,0,12,0,0,1,0,17,24,6,0,4,7,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,4,0,1,9,4,2,0,0,0,1,14,4,16,21,1,15,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,1,2,65,20,0,0.17460007373056122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18083301975772373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671371570049237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640425167528267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15441957649018986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458559574097675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532170200652216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828304342339659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6946047189294922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15439826857433675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014650428304368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595563433591196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17060155326874038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16753347973450244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16706869030512814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17951795539623278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962577983294698,0.0,0.0,0.1479380758732495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187667720456346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298364721820844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403088285734615,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lloptyr,2019/02/19,"Trying to be objective I've been diagnosed with MDD and Anxiety disorder for a while now so I know that I cant always trust my brain, but recently I've felt like I've been finding new symptoms. I'm increasingly agoraphobic, and started feeling paranoid, like I'm being followed or that I'm on some law enforcement list. 

I've spent the last couple hours researching paranoid delusions and schizophrenia. What I read seemed to suggest that what I'm experiencing is just heightened anxiety, and I guess I just wanted to see if anyone else out there gets this way (or if I need to do more research)",6.731871049304679,7.446782035398227,7.100404551201012,72.90840707964604,64.92920353982299,10.350948166877373,36.4968394437421,10.290406445055957,3.9168290771175727,482,23,84,11,7,157,78,113,0.112,0.812,0.076,-0.2146,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,7,3,1,0,0,23,23,11,0,4,7,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,5,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,4,4,7,3,8,17,3,12,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,7,9,47,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16839276718731214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096336631471735,0.0,0.0,0.1415057720591009,0.20735778681971265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259181743812242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22392482664337066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054070423559298,0.0,0.0,0.23194004775481056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16905890176779878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023272181056544,0.0,0.1943123773702833,0.0,0.18496769358655268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573293342729986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22293961358795614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19929926683684196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122037417839067,0.16496317958667495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977410573259343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500589930253469,0.0,0.1954556805806976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024304330501543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998215566965268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161267205188426,0.18423520683003772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324253895126038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21034580660500835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13739979382289444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936641195834236,0.16063638490703913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aaaaaaaaaaaaahhh2,2019/02/19,"I feel like the only way to cure my anxiety is to go through a near-death experience. So, I've gone through a lot of hard stuff in my life, but there was never, ever a time when I thought I was coming towards my end.

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I really think this is a major factor in my anxiety. I know that when life throws me lemons, things suck for a while, but there's always a way to come out on the other side. You always have a chance.

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Death is not like that. Death to me is the finite answer, where things are not going to be okay. That's it, you're done. I've had friends die suddenly and it sucks. Nothing comes good out of dying young and the whole world ends because let's face it, the world is centered around you. I sometimes wonder what it was like for them in their final moments, knowing that this was it for them. One of them had the pleasure of dying from a seizure in his sleep, and tbh if I had to die that's how I want it to go down.

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I was doing really good for like a week. I was still having sleep problems, but I was doing better than I had in years, when I saw a cancer survivor's video in my recommended and it all went downhill. She was diagnosed at 22 (for the record i'm 23 so this really hit home), and her treatment started as relatively minor with a surgery and 1 month of chemo, which then turned to 2 months, 3 months, all the way to 6 months, and she started crying as she was explaining how she thought she was going to die in the end because they kept prolonging the treatment, could barely move, would just scream for help randomly in the hospital bed, and how she wrote a letter to her family because she seriously thought that was it for her.

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I've never been there, and I really think it's fear of the unknown that triggers this for me. My mom used to hit me and we had no money and my dad was an alcoholic who would drive me to school drunk, i've been hit by a car (didnt almost die or anything though lol), etc, and none of those scenarios scare me at all because things got better after.

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Of course, for the girl things did get better because she's been cancer free for 12 years, but what I realized was that she started crying in the video when she talked about how she realized internally that things weren't going to get better. She was convinced she was going to die, and dying slowly like that is my worst nightmare. 

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The thing this had made me realize is that I live in constant fear because I'm not ready to die, and I don't think I ever will be. I remember when my grandpa was in his 80's and basically bedridden we had to help him up the stairs after a doctors appointment, and he started screaming ""I CANT DO IT, IM GONNA DIE!!!!"" and it made me realize that people are never ready to die. He did so much in his life and was a very well known member of the community who everyone respected, and had accomplished 2 lifetimes worth of things, yet he still was scared shitless of dying all the way until his last breath. I don't know how the hell i'm ever gonna be ready and so I'm constantly thinking of ways to not die. 

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tldr;

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Anyways, I ranted a lot, but my point is that because I have a fear of the unknown, I feel like the only way I can live is to die once. That woman in the video is someone I look up to because in all of her other videos she is very funny and lives life to the fullest, and I just sit in my apartment thinking about everything that can kill me in the outside world. I feel like if I were to go through a near death experience and come out the other side, I can know what it is like, and therefore learn to embrace it because it is no longer unknown, just like how I learned to accept every other trouble I've faced in life. Isn't that crazy? lmao. Does anyone else feel this way or am i just super insane?",6.0543983351695445,5.350463030848328,6.346367976496513,82.55518423307626,66.50642673521851,9.15759578895826,30.8631411433468,8.269060116576782,2.028684808422084,3010,96,628,34,42,970,302,778,0.202,0.68,0.118,-0.9983,0,0,1,0,1,1,112.0,2,2,5,6,35,39,4,5,44,2,72,16,5,11,11,113,130,54,18,7,17,3,5,9,1,5,10,2,2,2,55,35,2,1,28,5,3,17,16,15,1,1,46,9,84,25,92,71,13,105,1,0,2,0,49,39,3,9,50,436,139,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037359546600638734,0.03500545854532513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05817583121164493,0.3030164436390082,0.3398230621139907,0.0,0.0,0.053485657447081024,0.0,0.0,0.024443496143829704,0.03581867501774975,0.028767513912340437,0.031120094839655037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19179104117952728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367029227799098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204531314882398,0.0,0.07555451160022336,0.0,0.027911175226424563,0.0,0.07679959924493686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03548170632676124,0.5079334211913604,0.0,0.0,0.0357810670932177,0.03059204361675611,0.03577424394040345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029202982700347737,0.0,0.09288742472539732,0.0,0.03898749004930385,0.0,0.09486473015036363,0.029453682649153674,0.033403935051871114,0.03141806021461449,0.06839140296961434,0.032955358264745084,0.11801264680211933,0.07070340452627545,0.07492215898257341,0.0,0.03829485817664555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027008519031267903,0.0,0.03652829863967074,0.0,0.13907234199211033,0.05864234296461826,0.027959162956479117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031315565259971916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046863316376528685,0.0,0.03506579564181507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03776071564640118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03867592622686064,0.0,0.07684816662346015,0.028495493755665787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03574699620357102,0.12345959733069868,0.1537087297465184,0.0,0.092605851785655,0.0,0.029355975326913912,0.0,0.0,0.05944020391018375,0.0,0.06615634429202581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040942470392919615,0.11161279539908706,0.037154897228975935,0.025698204601558288,0.0,0.08088545863700153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03354321206552308,0.0,0.0,0.03722920483643663,0.0236884937139567,0.05317437671791545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024235524884039062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03304667665702556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03345015287269773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958014205215092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03960067991202917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06999825535498104,0.03537943429735746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06996663484487957,0.0,0.029619860218064183,0.0,0.03457442621478103,0.0,0.09897401067216244,0.0,0.055835121509708964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040018627788940817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02809797337930626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625721237555194,0.11199860214823372,0.034346127385105216,0.0832584108482318,0.020384332396339248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03802434291742584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03019254935695845,0.0,0.057688139561323674,0.020619176079883988,0.19423662784411452,0.028041256015366542,0.0,0.03143150423384272,0.032406482159608285,0.0,0.03902943798252323,0.0,0.0,0.037910536919849885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049666421457384764,0.0,0.3398230621139907,0.04502370331379545
anxiety,itrytowrite1,2019/02/19,"A hard workout for 15 minutes every day and omega 3 supplements lowered my anxiety by more than 50%. I'm writing this in hope that maybe this would work for some of you as it did for me.

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My story:

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Started to workout hard a little every day (15 minutes minimum). My routine is about 25 push-ups, some weight lifting (10 kg), push-ups again, some more weightlifting. In 15 minutes I can feel the sweat coming out of my pores. That's when I know I'm almost done. Then I do a little bit more of everything.

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30 minutes after a workout, I have a decent protein-calorie full meal to supplement the energy that I just wasted, and before sleep, I take triple the dose of omega 3 supplements that the box recommends. 

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I can tell you, there just is something in STRAINING that removes much of the anxiety. You need to STRAIN. You need to shock the body. ",5.110892857142859,6.480200684523813,5.252142857142856,82.34285714285716,68.94047619047619,7.742857142857144,31.857142857142854,8.07648339933343,2.3659785714285717,697,30,126,9,12,219,99,168,0.114,0.843,0.043,-0.8208,1,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,4,0,1,6,4,0,2,11,0,9,6,3,0,0,17,19,5,0,4,2,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,4,2,0,2,4,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,5,16,1,21,16,10,16,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,5,7,82,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110692429227226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43760404661824187,0.4907586708147243,0.0,0.0,0.154483630352176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591807941760676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102331482862055,0.1121549682634226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697676128409833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302346639650107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033274216080421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701432511092926,0.0,0.09074537422259538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0510534932672572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808986722347924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002860464434594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05549050125095241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023970403971598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143799084702117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742246076774808,0.14973603176040234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104297367061657,0.0,0.0,0.07773168075447856,0.0,0.0,0.07146712412705468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591691495901425,0.0,0.08825227789781075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295432465241528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350740208153989,0.0,0.0,0.07172622960584682,0.0,0.4907586708147243,0.0
anxiety,LoserKingIsaac,2019/02/19,"I'm so scared I'm turning 17 this year and it struck me hard that I'm gonna be an adult sooner than I'd thought. And I know that that, in and of itself, is terrifying to me.... but it also hit me that I'm going to be an adult with anxiety.

I'm now coming to the realization that I am going to be an adult man who gets panic attacks, the same as I've always had. 

When I ""p.a."" I get so angry and it can be scary for me and others, I don't want that to be my future! Deep down I knew that this was what I was and it couldn't change drop of hat when I turn 18 or 20... but I had such a massive anxiety moment today and I'm terrified I won't be able to hold a job. Or adult friendships. I'm scared I won't find a relationship due to my scary anxiety. I don't want this to be who I am but I've worked at getting through this for 10 years and I've yet to reach a breakthrough.

I'm still the same angry kid who breaks down crying at raised voices and yells when someone squeaks their chair too much. I can't handle loud noises and I can't handle pressure. How will I make it in this world?",1.5045679012345694,2.211971905349792,3.611625514403297,93.21398148148151,76.86008230452674,6.552263374485598,20.907407407407405,6.691623216298621,0.08787901234567874,835,18,209,7,18,287,122,243,0.236,0.727,0.037000000000000005,-0.9942,1,0,0,0,1,0,26.0,0,0,1,1,12,5,1,4,10,0,23,0,0,2,0,29,47,23,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,4,0,3,0,6,23,12,0,1,4,0,0,3,7,5,0,0,6,4,23,0,23,28,3,25,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,2,12,132,46,2,0.16361390760578984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13084198280027345,0.13613987796488222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3754925744624123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18613443997219373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730818198169791,0.14093889403693152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17972219478773366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954014743583566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564445414270654,0.0,0.1859711083527015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656592416819678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16236155725864568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991792474680296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921355380967866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027504774774657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919656679896636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17566010597300968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32761212838070364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386295329671873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066227796268418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989116678817006,0.0,0.0,0.15508685353821605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35592989711761897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193007443592138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911287336924975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107239844109092
anxiety,Hired2sleep,2019/02/19,"Rantings to myself that I thought to share with you in this trip of life . One of my self ramblings on life, anxiety and depression, hope it resonates with some of you if even a percent as it did with me at the time.


As a people we've lost vision and what it means to live, the very essence of being alive, the very will to fight for it, is fading.
We indulge ourselves with fake things, fake people, fake talks, fake food, fake love, fake intimacy and a fake life. Surround ourselves with dozens of distractions every hour to help us forget, and we do, we forget to forgive, not others for wiping their feet in our souls, but for allowing ourselves to be this shadow of a former self, but you never forgave yourself and so a shadow you will remain.

We've become so broken that were no longer the hunters we once were, instead we hunt eachother dead and its become so easy we no longer need to use sticks or stones, we started to kill each other with words. so fragile that if someone were to hold our hands and said lets do it, let's count to 3 and jump together and end it all, there would not be a moment of hesitation because In this moment you've convinced yourself you would be something bigger than just yourself and that for a second you think that there is more to life than dying but you're too blind to see that in this very moment you allowed yourself to die, you planned for it.

But you didn't because there's more to you than you've allowed yourself to see. And One day you wake up, and the sun still shines, you can see the arching rays.... but they're Gray, it's touch upon your skin now incandescent, wrapping around you holding you tight in place blindening to your very soul thats been burried alive under all the numb, yelling trying to reassure you, trying to speak, and for a moment you are listening and you hear it (the sign you've been waiting for, the sign of life not as a shell but as whole) speaking back, traces of its existence that its not yet gone, because it didn't give up and that it would rather suffer than to not make itself heard by you. And that small glimpse, that tiny spec of a sound was all you really needed to force yourself awake from this never-ending nightmare, now fight for it, don't wait to be fought for.
Know your worth, stand up for yourself, and forgive. 
And more importantly, every now and then take a moment to yourself, breathe, clear your mind and listen, listen to what we've been programmed to ignore.
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anxiety,Tokodaa,2019/02/19,"Getting panic attacks, when my GF is having a bad day  I'm having panic attacks, when my girlfriend ist having really bad day. We're in loving relationship for more than 9 years and most of the time it's perfect, but once something bad happens to her (worst day in job), or I did something really stupid by mistake (forgot a important plan we made) I can't help her get over it and it's all about me and what I did wrong. I can't really say anthing else, my mind is in a loop and even if she sends me off the house I'm still stuck. I can't really breath and think about harming myself (but I would never do it – cause I couldn't hurt her like that). I wanna help her and don't be a burden. She just says, stop it just act normal or leave, cause she is having already a hard time and can't deal with it at the moment. Normally she is extremely supportive. Do you have any advice how I can change this behaviour and how I can be as loving and caring as I'm normally?    Edit: I think this behaviour started, cause I got scared that she will leave me, but she promised me that she won't – it's so irrational.   Thank you guys, I really appreciate any advice, just wanna stop.   ",3.075791666666672,4.2500856625000045,4.605833333333333,85.78916666666667,73.625,7.833333333333335,23.333333333333336,8.344100000000001,1.244708333333333,909,24,192,15,18,305,127,240,0.232,0.632,0.136,-0.9691,1,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,1,2,0,2,12,23,3,3,8,0,26,3,1,6,3,44,44,22,0,9,9,0,1,1,2,3,0,2,0,1,13,11,0,3,2,0,0,2,8,15,0,0,6,3,35,8,18,32,4,22,0,1,0,2,26,6,0,4,15,130,48,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19566790596495132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11048247911141802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13616707095069658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22779689622737526,0.0,0.0,0.2507825369302837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207676703735873,0.3085456702009408,0.10591135459290513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19370309051722884,0.10321705304927632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363557296352135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06612686100539117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461483395239286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007334858359341,0.0,0.0,0.09913236000782524,0.08853383767186154,0.0,0.0896858814070081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421369852316758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552249622486505,0.10717817289320772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935146557425896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120205833356696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04891249870587152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807204421799631,0.09473388072735596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109043508396573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721701748685046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942825535423707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662218683006654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349333275281715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206901236579878,0.0,0.0,0.10748904645911084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15923538198840528,0.1002353809734477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15415114363393884,0.0,0.0,0.0708638923633425,0.0,0.07995420239893401,0.1674059233513083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361249013637455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217501667385994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283028840977872,0.0,0.0,0.11675898567898013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112081081338725,0.10946309479466926,0.0,0.06447257908939619
anxiety,Palkify,2019/02/19,"Job interview this week, any advice/tips? Hi all,

I'm suffering from mild anxiety for several reasons (insecurity, health...). Me and my wife are moving to a new city as she's got a better job there and I'm looking for a new job that is more local to where we are moving to. I had a couple of failed interviews in January that blew my self-esteem, specially as the feedback for one of them was a bit unfair. So I'm having an interview this Thursday, the job sounds great and it's pretty similar to what I do right now so I have no doubts that I have got the skills for it but I'm starting getting anxious and I'm afraid that will make me to don't perform well at the interview. Any advice? ",2.9358130601792567,4.267220366197183,4.8177848911651715,83.51396286811783,74.21126760563381,8.262227912932138,26.289372599231754,8.841846274778883,1.9386112676056344,540,19,112,11,11,185,89,142,0.12,0.831,0.049,-0.7616,4,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,1,4,6,9,0,3,10,0,11,1,0,2,1,10,22,9,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,9,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,5,1,1,4,2,11,4,16,17,3,13,0,2,1,0,9,5,0,1,6,72,20,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439913000753649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20097732925579603,0.0,0.11304364258690078,0.16693803458705736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069055318916842,0.1613265636972277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16350469010454546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720372400425395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23637032992691626,0.16291694242412405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570725958659269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5865556795590771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124089579937533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863761987982342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31411224041592894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854343661805497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013277370562487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033521035234754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519321670954887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126194769306558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15415633341822949,0.16693803458705736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045923638396506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853217755900924,0.0,0.13286297299774846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CrudCartoon37,2019/02/19,"Earthquake Anxiety So I live in CA, which is the biggest earthquake state of anything. I've barely been anxious about the big one, probably because at this point, everyone says it's going to happen at the EXACT year, and it never does. Granted, I knew it was inevitable, but it wasn't enough to make me so paranoid. But now, I'M at that point.

I've been through earthquakes before. A 5.6 back in 2007, when I was still a kid (AND when natural disasters were my biggest fear. Didn't give me trauma), and I've slept through earthquakes. But a 7.8...now, I don't believe it will be anything like those disaster movies. I believe all that will happen in my area is that a lot of crap will break in my house, but it won't be demolished. YET, it's the aftermath I'm more worried about. All those buildings gone, or just the fear of turning into a refugee or being in the middle of a big disaster like Haiti or something.

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The thing is, I'm pretty sure I can ignore this. I mean, these thoughts still don't keep me from leaving the house. In fact, I've been able to for awhile. I guess right now, my problem is well, I don't know what the hell to do with my life, and I have to wait next semester for me to re-join my college. Maybe this fear or these thoughts are just there to fill the void until I can get my life back on track. I just hope that's it, because my god, I hate this paranoia.",3.0762351429489243,4.46279326501767,3.686888853196277,91.5409532605204,73.94699646643109,6.5588821072920025,26.997911982010926,6.980632752743323,1.0889448763250873,1086,40,234,10,22,342,148,283,0.205,0.711,0.084,-0.9911,0,0,1,0,0,0,50.0,0,0,0,0,18,14,3,3,16,0,27,4,2,1,6,36,49,17,0,2,11,0,0,2,0,4,2,1,0,1,23,6,0,3,5,0,0,3,7,9,1,1,13,1,25,5,31,29,5,39,1,0,0,0,3,20,2,7,16,157,48,1,0.1142492811602349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378904840426905,0.13882538181667312,0.0,0.0,0.0874003873735456,0.12906916794609616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18803484745046425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17570129004992913,0.0,0.1392906027435804,0.0,0.09721772341018928,0.25743963245326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998031585564092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805004819645452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917008419398704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38568661348839983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059690533941039126,0.10959832099619776,0.06493049935907902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258584637758487,0.0,0.20206052403190086,0.0,0.0,0.11279751204399573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347531498758925,0.0,0.2636566621135911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155001053259416,0.0,0.0,0.06278841704883774,0.0,0.0,0.12097349245476888,0.0,0.0,0.16139529207225115,0.11163285564158083,0.0,0.10088420840834984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713065324947448,0.0,0.0,0.0762622823346643,0.0,0.11477875907256528,0.12445096050796067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811608887554391,0.0,0.1215054066437454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741826970881169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21600499865520256,0.0,0.0,0.11623259229795195,0.1231800485716502,0.10932113236789437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756826186337396,0.0,0.09085561400899043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795467835200975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18247924703275292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767859540881712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590214579050315,0.0,0.0,0.1814023349453633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427041039537315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272382455012774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602569081029995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882538181667312,0.07357279125737039
anxiety,aak210,2019/02/19,"Is this kind of anxiety normal, or should I go to a doctor? Ive always had anxiety but its never impeded me in significant ways until the past 2-3 years. For some background, I'm a Math major who wants to be an actuary, I do well in school, & I DJ. The past 2 years, I didn't  apply to any internships because every time I thought about it I became so nervous and convinced I wasnt good enough. Now, I am applying to full time jobs & have been getting some interviews. But when it came time for phone interviews with 2 companies in the fall, when I got the phone call, I got extremely anxious and could not even pick up the phone so I blew off the interviews... I even deleted all the emails from the company I got because just seeing the company name made me anxious. However, I did successfully complete 2-3 interviews for other companies, but interviews are very hard to get in the first place and it sucks that I blew off 2  interviews...I even stopped DJing because it makes me so anxious now and it's so hard to satisfy everyone since everyone likes different music, and people are bound to criticize you and I feel like I can't take that anymore. I NEVER thought I'd give DJing up. Additionally, there is a groupme I am in of people that go to concerts in my area (I love concerts). Every time I want to post in there with information, I get extremely anxious and think things like ""what if no one likes my message"" and things like that, and half the time I end up not saying anything, and half the time I post and log out immediately and close my phone for a good 1-2 hours because I don't want to deal with the reaction just in case no one likes my message or something. This especially sounds SO stupid and trivial writing this out now...but I cant stop the anxious feeling I get. I have never talked about this with anyone. Do you think this is the type of anxiety that meds are useful for? Im not sure what extent of anxiety this is, or if I should get help or not",5.686931205283438,5.608768187341777,6.492636213538803,79.10221243808476,67.12658227848101,10.211337369290039,32.87011557512383,9.971965246562196,3.032858007705008,1554,62,316,33,23,515,181,395,0.14800000000000002,0.715,0.13699999999999998,-0.1351,3,0,1,0,0,0,49.0,0,2,0,2,19,17,2,1,20,0,26,2,0,4,5,67,55,30,0,9,15,0,4,6,0,2,1,4,0,0,23,22,0,3,7,3,0,4,14,3,1,5,12,9,39,14,42,39,7,49,0,0,1,1,25,19,1,8,29,207,62,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06433954592629869,0.16756047989249193,0.0,0.05258279472002849,0.0,0.2366097977144793,0.4367690841629144,0.07668437253625557,0.054066556849829264,0.0,0.0636308495813284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18854333675792184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895618381637373,0.08843775924026104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107247020728221,0.0,0.0,0.06173671447183564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971738062958786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078685074399747,0.0,0.07914412434128629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848588270678109,0.07989609332212767,0.0,0.15321480296739332,0.0,0.1302971717316537,0.14777229434471822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819441248917483,0.05524009528080261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06577153371313146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019923135594333,0.07417597718967904,0.08788972669646289,0.1297109689648088,0.18552857552356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385337661560503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05182847298385991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614830818394444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352290798228339,0.0,0.07673188066616793,0.0,0.0,0.08052077627555672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266588414427235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978769423851786,0.0731655923644253,0.051614196855124916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588924371140813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17891050535444322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576084778092043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479313470841327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762851831972926,0.10721309064940107,0.0,0.08078685074399747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14810953726054066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06149094156760816,0.0,0.0782557529617439,0.0616170096135124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06396299674028932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05952759272097397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929221787675735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728767098278649,0.0,0.058137829395289935,0.062149893212421425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274091397804128,0.09909186074721893,0.0,0.12277282477282292,0.2705285675668043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678288476590696,0.0,0.06380018346803723,0.1368226356606233,0.06137598566014756,0.0,0.0,0.06952332843612824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958790675775137
anxiety,SmallTownSimmer,2019/02/19,"How to ease math anxiety/shutting down after becoming stressed Hello. 2nd semester college freshman taking pre calculus. I took pre calculus my senior year so I know the material its just relearning it is very hard for me. 

I have had GAD/improving social anxiety. It has gone from severe as a child to mild as a young adult. I used to cry on the first days of school, in class, etc. In HS freshman year I cried while presenting, now in college it’s just about calming myself down. I know my triggers (fear of unknown outcomes, public speaking, and fear of humiliation).

One problem I have yet to solve is speaking to teachers/professors. This hinders me greatly in my math class. I have no problem asking questions during a lecture, but when I need to ask a questions 1-on-1 (during tests and lab days) I freak. As soon as I start to ask the question I get hot and sweaty, my throat tightens, head hurts, and I tear up with my voice cracking on the verge of tears (even thinking about the situation is a trigger as I can feel an attack starting as I type this). This happens when I am trying to learn the material at home. I get frustrated, hot, and begin to cry. 
I am 5 homework assignments behind (take like an hour each to do), I absolutely bombed our last test because I was so behind. 

Now I know I need to ask for help I am just too scared to ask. My professor is a very cool goofy guy. I am not afraid of him. I just know if I go to explain myself to him (or our student success/math help centers) I will have an attack and cry. I feel to embarrassed to cry I feel childish and unprofessional. 

My school does not know about my anxiety (I have been diagnosed but I stopped going to my psychiatrist and counseling and havent been back for almost 4 years) and I just feel like they will be offput by my anxiety. 

Any advice is great. ",3.657525354969575,5.430442680672272,4.779101709649378,82.72487394957984,73.17366946778711,7.725258379213755,29.11706751666184,8.433251757073789,2.1809367139959432,1435,60,277,25,29,471,191,357,0.194,0.733,0.073,-0.991,0,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,2,0,1,1,20,19,3,6,15,1,25,3,2,4,0,48,56,26,0,5,11,0,7,2,0,2,1,3,2,3,7,12,0,1,15,0,0,4,4,13,0,2,6,11,51,6,50,47,2,40,0,1,0,0,24,12,0,6,26,187,58,20,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994180827821087,0.0,0.0,0.08191887179056544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055632229649843316,0.0,0.1877486353750392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38239707597595934,0.1861367679566444,0.0,0.06290528457942296,0.0,0.049869383442400134,0.09035048322920997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4493111064354973,0.10551875467200328,0.0,0.0,0.08303337457296693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159071193447078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123751927572994,0.05403339723459582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18411343610941225,0.16545828482849392,0.05844363508830959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958582341302683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548258292677881,0.0,0.09298671714718132,0.0,0.0,0.1803871668182752,0.0,0.08100275902509696,0.07234252385330839,0.0,0.07328387863450278,0.0,0.08395858596587083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966832504018843,0.0,0.0820600711085282,0.0,0.08056437834641486,0.0,0.0875771313316194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22479762337693907,0.06668441999000707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993449052709578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213191566657711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05543520239715261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15655837108977302,0.0,0.0,0.2749309705005771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190405645684269,0.16558808041181972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924197282532336,0.0,0.0,0.09195559372618077,0.0,0.08339293019221908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158082143153886,0.0,0.0,0.06839513185971495,0.09371076121071116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301883509551235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05241924837650196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089167251163616,0.05554224634117308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07065582576501643,0.0,0.13500029723768406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15804496495269413
anxiety,drive_thru_guy,2019/02/19,Idk how titles here work I recently switched schools and I've never been social but I've had some friends but now that I've switched I don't know how to talk to anyone and in one class we're doing a group project that I'm doing alone bc I Don't know anyone or how to talk to anyone. I haven't spoken to anyone in a month hoping I would slowly get used to it but I still have a huge amount of anxiety daily and I don't know how to deal with it,1.3521,2.4704906100000024,3.091000000000001,95.16550000000002,77.9,5.8000000000000025,19.5,5.985473137389443,-0.2696000000000001,351,7,85,2,8,117,56,100,0.063,0.8190000000000001,0.118,0.7935,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,5,1,20,17,11,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,0,7,2,11,14,2,8,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,3,5,52,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077642719306837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346079218585335,0.0,0.0,0.5610652965401549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068129468951256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15498542690275066,0.0,0.1048068195102878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992441023986304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33073858743537593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601194490033911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547174470218994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593382542339102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19807132128191104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20302100688326244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20448955761143572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16020186322194946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224742825959733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17325663602484845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604141719405497,0.0,0.0,0.14250265857585884,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Anonamooooooooose,2019/02/19,"Anyone else get high heart rate randomly ? I recently got a Fitbit and I have been tracking my heart rate. For some reason in the evening my heart rate will spike over 100 to about 120bpm. This will happen randomly for the next few hours until it goes back to under 100 and stays there. 
The weird part is I'm not actively anxious when that happens. I'll just be chilling on my couch and boom, heart rate goes up.
Sometimes my chest will hurt too on the left side, but not always when this happens.
I am a 25/F who is average weight for my size, so sometimes I get concerned because resting heart rate is suppose to be 60-100.

Last Agust I did go to the 
ER for chest pains. They did blood tests, ECG, and am xray...told me everything was fine and that it was most likely a panic attack

Is this some sort of anxiety attack that I'm not actively aware of.

*Note: I am going to visit the clinic this week. I just wanted to see if maybe anyone else had this happen.",3.282037996545768,4.718362834196892,3.918155440414509,89.88828670120901,73.50777202072537,6.804697754749569,23.22936096718481,7.3011,0.7623688428324691,749,20,157,8,15,237,115,193,0.145,0.8370000000000001,0.018000000000000002,-0.9753,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,0,10,8,2,1,9,0,19,11,8,1,0,20,32,11,0,2,7,0,1,1,0,3,2,1,1,0,11,5,1,0,1,0,0,3,3,6,1,0,7,3,14,2,20,20,6,22,0,1,1,0,3,9,0,7,10,98,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686098141481623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985819197956193,0.11793117516091775,0.0,0.14598406383146478,0.21392012457553555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375177702928821,0.0,0.080269594755314,0.0,0.06363527685125918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17440917884706453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689487207358199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381915092757448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907910736031523,0.0,0.11865467508707235,0.0,0.08349035272401681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36924751947986295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6185142522063732,0.0,0.11029394278848356,0.0,0.0,0.10280328663668273,0.0,0.1117518327565364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509191882492444,0.0,0.0,0.11342022182027338,0.0,0.0,0.05099976261518507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487395368189388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102012681980322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107849767666347,0.1224793687844656,0.0,0.11304437804697624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733047777061253,0.10307269612827187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318544760957326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20648908870382526,0.0,0.0,0.11126602840285243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974927805213783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061572025116338185,0.0,0.08373549520032675,0.12711910045647962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Parkesine,2019/02/19,"Got a new job, anxious about meeting/interacting with new people So I got accepted into my dream position in a successful company with young staff with similar interests. 

I still have two weeks til I start but man, I’m already freaking out over having to talk about myself with them and just attempting not to make a fool of myself. And it’s not a ‘booo hooo i hate people and i hate being social, leave me alone’ kinda deal, bc man, i love sharing stuff with people, it’s more like ‘they will think my opinions/interests are lame and that i am a weirdo loser who talks too much/too loudly about lame shit’ 

I fear talking not only about my interests, but also my age and previous (lack of) professional success, and (lack of) social life bc basically I am what society labels as a loser. And what if they offer to go to a bar or club or something??? I don’t drink and don’t do party stuff...

It’s just..... when I try to visualise interacting with people there, all i can imagine are weird looks, scoffing at me etc etc 

It makes me super anxious and makes me hate myself even more",2.9626315789473665,5.054342559241705,4.455744574706912,82.89680718383639,76.01421800947867,7.4752806186081315,24.37540533798953,8.371475516178862,1.6751175355450236,844,28,161,16,19,281,124,211,0.145,0.6409999999999999,0.214,0.9566,1,2,2,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,3,6,13,21,4,1,7,0,12,5,1,3,1,37,26,19,0,3,10,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,2,10,17,2,0,3,4,0,1,5,12,0,1,2,2,26,9,25,22,7,15,0,4,1,1,16,5,1,4,10,114,36,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399349401682565,0.1321136557287641,0.09573979341564608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704983473180279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342574425885047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727971914380934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670382032487546,0.07907372661759197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471793611581198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06803945917781203,0.0,0.1915015465421231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35459522682708644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880331998876467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267658663142976,0.0,0.0,0.08456155808776716,0.058488993610872925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053438803062724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805169504404337,0.0,0.2397414695836908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800774780372835,0.0,0.0,0.2312520466369308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105221956881332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319942377229197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289054210640313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440782960667673,0.0,0.09216606689152737,0.0,0.0,0.08473821328583207,0.0,0.09560829965761544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741008063798212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886784574995457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07671154374445419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128181139232267,0.0,0.11694874188248368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09603191451555776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sexyboyy0207,2019/02/19,Type of medication you have used So Ive never been given anti anxiety drugs but one time I got an allergic reaction to some food and I was given Hydroxyzine and it doubles as a anti anxiety drug and I use a pill here and there for anxiety and it's like a breath or fresh air knowing what not having anxiety is like and I'm curious what type of medications you guys use and if they've helped you? ,2.635313588850174,4.404096085365853,5.095644599303134,79.39378048780492,75.95121951219512,9.563763066202087,26.34843205574913,9.957137785484203,2.789238327526132,317,12,64,10,7,112,57,82,0.118,0.696,0.18600000000000005,0.792,0,0,2,0,0,0,1.0,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,6,8,1,3,1,17,14,12,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,6,0,0,1,4,7,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,0,7,2,5,9,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,3,4,43,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5435041983043026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4119572379236886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21477443968073534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14205604991352552,0.0,0.0,0.1758681475224654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190525199316596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761332099442724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17354878946526806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.357859646575008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698870703320531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035746029464944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356954336779327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4602105905471773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Plorimor,2019/02/19,"Need some help. Why do I feel this way? I remember having issues with anxiety as a younger kid, I had fears of getting cancer, or having other illnesses. I recall having a couple panic attacks, but not super frequently.
Recently, in September of 2018, me and my friends ate some weed edibles. (I had smoked before with no issues). Like the dumbass I am, I didn’t feel anything after eating a little bit, so I then ate a bunch more. About 30 min later, out of nowhere, my heart started beating out of my chest, and I had a random terrifying feeling of fear. I walked outside and tried to calm myself down but it wasn’t working. I ended up curling up in my bed and trying to force myself to sleep for a couple hours. Eventually I fell asleep and woke up the next morning. I felt a bit on edge the next day, but mostly normal. 
Fast forward to About October, me and my girlfriend were at the movies and I get the same feeling out of nowhere. I got up and went to the restroom to calm down. 
Ever since then in October, I have been dealing with anxiety. 
From about October to November I had panic attacks at least once a week, and I started having slight agoraphobia and fear of panic attAcks themselves.
Starting in December til now I would go through slight moments of feeling “off” where everything just felt weird and not right. I also started having some intrusive thoughts. 
The reason I am writing this is because these moments where I feel “off” and everything around me feels not right are starting to last for days at a time. 
It almost feels like a dream of sorts.
When this happens, I have trouble thinking straight and it starts to freak me out. I’m not sure what this could be.
I went to the doctor and they prescribed me Zoloft, and I am starting that tomorrow. 
Does anyone know what could be causing this? I looked into derealization but idk if that is what it is. 
Anything will help. 

TLDR: ongoing anxiety is starting to cause me to feel extremely “off” and causing reality to feel altered. ",4.68732074438971,6.39754124603175,5.382866265280062,79.6859523809524,70.4021164021164,7.965115854771027,31.55300127713921,8.53829466247534,2.623598321474183,1573,70,279,26,29,509,198,378,0.182,0.742,0.076,-0.9924,0,0,1,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,1,3,12,19,3,6,18,0,30,11,4,4,2,72,66,29,0,6,11,0,12,2,2,2,4,0,1,1,16,25,3,0,17,1,0,6,7,12,0,0,17,13,40,7,58,43,10,68,0,0,1,0,8,30,0,9,35,207,56,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740747226720712,0.0,0.0,0.059157338210878874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169770747490538,0.0,0.0,0.051724653046484166,0.0,0.12174933302258648,0.06585294095751403,0.0,0.25246983687802804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04509413603457869,0.0,0.06294680557167978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152187292268516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22797640153767815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812515249140156,0.16370263626822196,0.0,0.09541479659307464,0.07626440622606377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571598064939035,0.06473553671490884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569432660123898,0.0,0.0,0.06551940289871905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06691412205661565,0.0,0.0,0.13296692538842936,0.0,0.0,0.24972545559845305,0.3740370287875108,0.05284735942387397,0.14205413893530286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05715247393300344,0.0,0.0772971903199811,0.0,0.042041382738239014,0.0,0.059164122631412325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06541535881416619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766007538087113,0.0991670244682022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728499288725044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544202061483463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04065442124632691,0.06029904720778384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228035601937886,0.07414182926645263,0.0,0.0,0.06211990419419072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05485111481882948,0.0,0.0,0.15734532633810086,0.0,0.07247925139490334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878037135237193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603792231613464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605805152002815,0.07304084166276578,0.0,0.08379862752864206,0.1263475463947522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06119242664914236,0.0,0.07402787004949357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4188759523198499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06972004045838401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047399838416903074,0.0,0.058727447565686035,0.04313509469270463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044758684726164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058717472475171034,0.05933783898374961,0.0,0.0,0.13715010621227736,0.06675043205731741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05385427814809582,0.0,0.0,0.05254932442616587,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anonymoose03,2019/02/19,"Feeling incompetent at everything I try Hi all, 

This is just kind of a rant post.

For the past year or so, I feel like I've just become so dumb. I feel so stupid all the time, no matter what I do. 

I just feel so incompetent all the time and no one really understands because everyone just says ""no you're not!"". But I really am. I feel like I have no common sense or problem solving skills. I can barely remember things anymore (also making me feel so stupid because I can't remember things that people will explain to me), focus on what people are telling me because I'm thinking of what I should say or ask next, and making decisions.  
I'm so anxious about everything that I can't even make simple decisions anymore because I'm so scared of doing something wrong. 

​

Just wanted to get this off my chest. 

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anxiety,VioletVendetta06,2019/02/19,"In a loving relationship, still scared of being abandoned My relationship is extremely healthy and the only example in my life of what love should truly be. I trust him, he makes me feel better about myself and gives me hope for the future, never holds me back but instead encourages and supports me and my ideas. He’s a very great person and I never go a day without being reminded that I’m loved and cared for. 

However,

Regardless of all this validation, something as simple as him changing a sweet caption on a picture of us like “love you!” To a “♥️” can make me feel like something totally changed and that he no longer feels for me as strongly. I never share this with him because I’m very well aware that this is so ridiculous and completely my own problem. It’s just so unfair and frustrating that even the slightest ~nothing~ can throw me into a panic that he’ll abandon me.
It’s unfair that the past is still living inside of me and I feel hopeless that this will ever go away. 
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anxiety,mvones,2019/02/19,"written by me while experiencing an anxiety attack anxiety 
a heavy weight on top of me while thoughts circle in my head round and round like buzzing bees 
it’s so loud
unreasonable 
don’t don’t don’t 
stop 
no one loves you 
stop today was supposed to be good why are the walls closing in why can’t i breathe why am i crying why am i reading the old notes i was leaving for when i was dead does anyone even love me like i love them 
my chest hurts",3.141244239631334,4.353564752688172,4.055944700460831,89.64677419354841,73.51612903225806,7.034715821812598,26.1889400921659,7.447530270364453,1.0744359447004608,354,12,79,4,7,114,66,93,0.214,0.589,0.197,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,1,1,3,8,1,0,4,0,11,7,3,0,0,5,16,5,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,2,1,1,0,0,5,2,0,1,5,5,13,6,7,10,0,13,0,1,2,3,5,6,0,0,9,44,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411954333399837,0.0,0.0,0.11022879639440576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17934353418118998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17316523255367186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379558851679005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412279669673548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13222484305645352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617888791910448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16876184559217489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692290968100973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15403441449505928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42684132228462335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654215290252016,0.0,0.10682408666589333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15768729899864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635959526570673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251522335908865,0.0,0.0,0.14942868403471873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919686995182439,0.0,0.0,0.5689990633961174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Yaso24,2019/02/19,"Does anyone get anxiety when looking at pictures? This is my first time on this subreddit, so I hope I am not breaking any rules. 
I get very anxious when looking at pictures I take or is taken of me. The reason is not because I do not like being photographed but because of fear of a missed photo opportunity. whenever I am in a “photographable” event or situation, I try to take as many pictures as possible because I always have the tendency to stress , get anxious and regret not taking certain pictures of fear of losing that memory and not capturing it. I like to take pictures with everybody to make sure I don’t miss anything. It has gotten to the point where it keeps me up at night just thinking about a missed photo opportunity from 6 years ago ( it was this one photo I took of my mom that was blurry that I wished it wasn’t). Is anyone like that? What do you do that helps ? ",6.283837209302328,6.340261104651166,7.034279069767448,75.2653720930233,65.86046511627907,9.670697674418603,33.47906976744186,9.3871,3.0097353488372094,698,28,129,12,10,232,96,172,0.228,0.688,0.083,-0.9749,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,4,6,16,0,3,6,0,16,0,0,2,2,21,36,10,0,3,9,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,14,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,7,8,0,2,6,2,17,8,22,29,0,18,0,5,2,0,3,8,0,3,11,92,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862001051826646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134581999375226,0.0,0.0,0.0909996225707205,0.0,0.10236904677277904,0.3023484926657617,0.0,0.18713483348418725,0.0,0.11011935228215723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24471938836478385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710348132028107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011609152034438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382401364666643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097403653871644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969419569765844,0.0,0.0,0.13290970642810224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189420103317972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19612754640966568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247438550624306,0.1497061282540815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932337008930841,0.13566865008077567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15672394681855575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255774633300335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067733806506882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264995869868504,0.15085768878437042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758536759580695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15041504493021038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15328603499560886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612020954461794,0.0,0.4024525938738052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574403448731747,0.0,0.0,0.07802931761948867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486747510470078,0.09085243366281233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041240098489316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15388205609920833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617326233624133
anxiety,answermanias,2019/02/19,"I can't breathe So my worst fears came out and I just feel so stupid  I thought I could ignore this feeling by keeping myself preoccupied today, but I just can't keep doing it anymore. I hate my life and wish everything would go away. It literally hurts to breathe like I'm gasping for air and I can't make this feeling stop. I dont know if these type of post are allowed, but I just felt like getting this all out.",1.9087209302325585,3.8723691162790663,3.009476744186045,92.6330523255814,78.76744186046511,5.695348837209302,25.86627906976745,6.6274283507984215,0.8203069767441855,328,13,72,3,8,105,59,86,0.224,0.635,0.141,-0.8340000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,1,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,2,1,0,0,8,3,2,2,1,28,23,8,0,4,6,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,6,0,4,6,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,3,4,12,2,7,18,2,9,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,4,46,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044379309806627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19367762960992352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23577206048203503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16458798259317808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415974311506167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18526755343568535,0.0,0.0,0.2319675816833534,0.31269546926221675,0.0,0.19792909175778128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770092860462284,0.0,0.1171555121728727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035230042242437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22067976998363836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664577852485944,0.0,0.0,0.11329050647216295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456045178433628,0.20142158934714946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760169465169111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19742749633722706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17234432936207725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636540891388309,0.0,0.0,0.19539895114342434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370536587968723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643769106781254,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lawschoollatinx,2019/02/19,"Middle of anxiety/panic attack and just need a distraction... Sitting with tears streaming down my face, friends are busy so could use a distraction....",7.428000000000001,10.0554984,6.277000000000001,72.32350000000002,65.0,9.8,36.5,10.125756701596842,4.4262,120,6,17,3,2,36,23,25,0.185,0.701,0.114,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,2,2,0,2,1,1,1,0,6,4,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5817377020858543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4082736513317887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3950699528954374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3791616680170262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4416446913819096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thoughts1424,2019/02/19,"Passing out at my doctors office made my panic attacks come back after 3 years I am a 19 year old female and I got diagnosed with GAD, panic disorder and agoraphobia in 2012. I had panic attacks every single day and I was never NOT nervous, I had to start homeschooling because of it. I got it under control in late 2015 when I got a job, I still had panic attacks here and there but I could actually leave my house at this point without freaking out. I still get very nervous and feel it physically but I haven’t had one of my full blown panic attacks since 2016. Let me note that a full blown panic attack for me is ALL of the following; a racing heart, shortness of breath, lightheadedness, finger numbness, and vomiting, i’ve learned to tolerate anything else/ a combo of a few of these symptoms. But, January 21st I got my blood drawn at my doctors office which resulted in me briefly losing consciousness but the build up felt so long and awful. Since then I have had three full blown panic attacks and a LOT of mini ones which is really bad for me, I’m afraid of passing out and not waking up, passing out while driving, passing out alone and having no one to help me, or passing out in public. My doctor requested more blood work (for bone pain I have) and I refused due to anxiety which just made the situation with him awkward. I went back to my doctors office today for allergy testing but I ended up having a full on panic attack (throwing up in the office) because I was afraid of being asked for more blood work AND I didn’t eat before going so I already felt lightheaded which didn’t help. 
What do I do to get over my fear of passing out? I honestly don’t know what I did to overcome my  bigger panic attacks in the first place so ANY advice is welcome. 

TL;DR: I’ve had panic attacks since 2012 but I’ve been able to control them since 2016, then in late January I passed out at my doctors office and it triggered a whole new fear in me and has made my anxiety come back full force. What do I do to get my attacks under control again?",4.670919377652052,5.7262127821782185,5.6925884016973125,79.94841584158416,69.69306930693071,7.949646393210751,30.022630834512015,8.192908349453996,2.1935957567185294,1620,63,299,22,28,536,185,404,0.26,0.701,0.04,-0.9984,1,1,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,1,7,13,34,10,17,14,1,30,19,8,8,2,56,52,28,0,1,11,0,4,0,0,0,10,0,0,0,14,26,1,4,6,0,0,14,9,32,0,5,22,4,46,2,56,27,12,76,0,1,0,0,9,37,0,2,25,218,60,10,0.04916835541310194,0.0,0.047981222262650385,0.0,0.0,0.04804674785652238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0509235878078324,0.054258502846968135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03343616773565923,0.0,0.07522731462263217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040461367089593255,0.0,0.045965775071155415,0.5593610245665724,0.0,0.11342229099366435,0.04105352300636248,0.05994514619130294,0.0,0.041838649036056656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470836904933307,0.0,0.0,0.16543947439774534,0.03925693093186886,0.0,0.0,0.03170952164489523,0.0,0.0,0.04990484575854788,0.0,0.0,0.05635119504995832,0.251629476034598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05031150248098877,0.04107385180208226,0.0,0.04354856895494001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041426460049318665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065613891245904,0.02486099784064463,0.0,0.094418663648713,0.0,0.0,0.041822577996718506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706530906294241,0.0,0.02794350946646097,0.0,0.15729770175441934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05826473790092705,0.06591302441790353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056733680676956486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048792005945803185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02702164227146001,0.0,0.11092809305759199,0.05206218903240277,0.0,0.05027797466789548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043512447302682326,0.0,0.055006812929025865,0.0,0.041801177495190696,0.0,0.13957286019892634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03792166682754744,0.047487104045389264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05159391799841678,0.0,0.09995325034487272,0.0,0.05231859678635263,0.5768847116328698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05137046645569589,0.0,0.04647998848233528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03149850750532849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16269028675793287,0.055267291557662274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034801615029530025,0.0,0.07853182429251424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05110474750125938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04660585182672365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04056904254255222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045579558064619344,0.0,0.054894712915528006,0.0,0.04739654004137568,0.0,0.0715902966660498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633256176763661
anxiety,intermittentchaos,2019/02/19,"Effective ways to relieve brief episodes of extreme stress at work? Hey reddit, coming to you in need of work advice.

I work in a branch of nursing support where there are frequent short episodes of intense stress and responsibility. In a matter of seconds we’re expected to analyze, respond, and fully document life threatening (often life ending) cardiac events. 

That said, while my social anxiety is crippling; I thrive under this kind of work pressure and enjoy an environment like this. My **coworker** on the other hand, does not thrive under these conditions and every time there is an event, she gets so anxious she literally needs to use coping mechanisms. 

Popping bubble wrap, pen tapping, pen clicking, yesterday she literally starting humming. 

Please reddit, I’m at the end of my rope here. She’s very good at her job other than this behavioral issue and will not be fired. I’ve already spoken to my supervisor.  

Are there any effective stress balls or something similar I could literally buy for her so she can have something that’s not so annoying/distracting?! I need to be able to focus in these moments and the only thing more distracting than the noise is the bubbling rage I have inside every time she does it. 

TL;DR: annoying coworker can’t handle the pressure of our job and her coping mechanisms are driving me nuts. I need an effective stress ball or device to calm her TF down before I lash out at her and lose my job.",6.408028855923598,8.272359845559848,6.629018492176389,71.81516358463728,66.37451737451738,9.468075594391383,33.7087990245885,9.811843763644266,3.665474131274132,1156,52,181,26,19,371,153,259,0.131,0.743,0.126,-0.3628,3,0,2,0,0,0,35.0,1,1,0,8,9,17,2,7,11,0,14,3,1,4,0,27,25,14,0,6,5,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,11,10,0,0,3,2,1,3,4,10,0,1,1,4,26,7,32,20,1,30,0,1,1,0,17,15,0,3,12,119,37,9,0.11032654876413793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780982658082433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174809000465385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502583641817556,0.0,0.08439950782752212,0.12463759689989112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387976706400372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950365527800581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808677183518562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19309501260197864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19543315110089424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859097513576335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05764106816888737,0.0,0.0,0.09253667469570663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515225317251412,0.32844622794798634,0.0,0.0,0.11488812303111373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15585380827156606,0.0538999789169243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342718762883105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272229518639395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390831183981719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110542010222693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494581240014808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246402271513817,0.0,0.16986953461225815,0.0,0.0,0.07808969906288694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5055147554192863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519726010879015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329605669128074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866459561394353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952867152584485,0.0,0.0910309570613092,0.0,0.08757207913082991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212761659325857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WorldsOkayestMistake,2019/02/19,"I'm so worried about my appearance I hate that I'm here. I hate that I'm posting this. I'm so anxious about my weight and appearance. I want to restrict. I want to stop eating and exercise 24/7. I just recently regained control over things such as disordered eating and SH but it's so hard right now. I've been working out and eating healthy but I've gained weight. I didn't start at a low weight, nor did I drop to an unhealthy weight before I tried getting back on track. But I gained even more and I hate myself so much, I just weighed myself and I want to scream. I hate how I look, I hate how I feel. I hate food right now. It's so hard to not restrict but I feel like I'm running out of time to lose weight or else I'll always be ugly and overweight",0.6240518816222149,2.6953949565217417,2.102287175739864,96.858377785897,83.90683229813665,5.030471318962368,21.271830471318964,6.2272716619740125,0.07779912312751193,592,19,136,5,17,191,83,161,0.32,0.562,0.118,-0.9909,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,5,17,10,6,0,2,0,4,12,0,3,0,30,25,21,0,3,8,0,9,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,9,11,4,2,1,0,3,3,9,0,0,3,11,22,1,15,21,2,20,0,2,1,0,0,8,0,3,8,80,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794320443131472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784490548808937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340439750678311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123114419795242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706876783756482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940774036191347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29304442234691463,0.07974626464695095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630517610049507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653692683805294,0.06819808304574412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154330482348994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049874963121273125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710304307210953,0.5654938612801805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046637918867888484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016405041261633,0.10679757726060254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07017556549396432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914262228424448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942572238187941,0.0,0.0,0.16304807951790898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756850600862106,0.0,0.0,0.07981051957917104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06342072138048191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055664669003503135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06481244232667834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689179104758634,0.0,0.0,0.5812350871495079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949748433132234,0.09694631071653652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxious_shit,2019/02/19,"fuck. cw: suicide

I just found out that a friend of mine went missing a couple of days ago and was found about an hour ago dead. He died by suicide. I don't know what the fuck to do. I don't even know why I'm posting here I just don't know how to process this.

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anxiety,yo_mama88,2019/02/19,"Stopped taking Celexa about a week ago. I recently switched jobs and will not have health insurance for 90 days so I just stopped taking my Celexa since I won’t be able to get it anyway. 
I’m feeling very physically ill and I’m just wondering if it’s possibly due to stopping suddenly? Anyone have any experience with this?",3.564247311827959,6.0881868225806475,4.427096774193551,81.727311827957,75.93548387096773,8.649462365591399,29.68817204301075,9.2995712137729,2.9633784946236568,261,12,49,7,6,84,49,62,0.153,0.8220000000000001,0.025,-0.7661,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,0,12,12,4,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,5,9,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,9,26,7,1,0.21960500697851887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19466658847854765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14933893532196002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15355292695012068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162706203220135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148158357220191,0.0,0.0,0.11103888992050527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473455228386893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23342985322507506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179240838177153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475716491096551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168334510458423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18165953110815616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5507988572859759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302312701350327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811971296541469,0.0,0.0,0.1761538902283474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23815226234578696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MPIWP2,2019/02/19,"Any advice for dealing with hypnic jerks? Hey folks, I only discovered the name for these things very recently but basically I've been experiencing pretty bad symptoms of anxiety recently. Never experienced this before but they only started in the last couple of months, panic attacks and just feeling very nervous and stuff. I've been experiencing hypnic jerks when falling asleep and even some during the day sometimes when I'm kinda doing nothing, I think I start daydreaming then become aware that I'm daydreaming and for some reason that drifting off freaks me out, think that causes them for me anyways, basically, my question is if any of you have experience with this kind of thing, do you have any advice for dealing with them? Thanks in advance! I'd ask a professional but I'm on a waiting list for counselling and I can't afford to visit the doctor. ",6.886422287390031,8.65361935483871,7.1106158357771285,69.18046920821115,65.12903225806451,8.991202346041055,32.800586510263926,9.339509955726095,3.294290322580645,700,29,106,13,11,226,99,155,0.159,0.7809999999999999,0.059,-0.9397,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,3,1,5,9,3,2,6,0,8,3,1,2,1,26,19,12,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,9,9,0,1,5,0,0,4,2,7,0,0,2,4,12,2,19,17,2,20,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,5,11,72,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758135404521261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879117176628451,0.0,0.107961063497649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13193383244023668,0.16055128750581132,0.0,0.0,0.11783438040625392,0.0,0.15586266559222345,0.12008789806990235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14497535721662858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15615332120044173,0.0,0.09101464533082457,0.2909895794730405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14444852099972966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321244361939224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804838439167008,0.0,0.0,0.0713575854715213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14696109331627047,0.0,0.11503658953042148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264548914962025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884513160792364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13541427816621812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21466548361944385,0.0,0.16558104538449628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435759572087864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809350573649605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14510111284252075,0.27868995317164663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13957729986443182,0.0,0.1997795289581407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615555953513444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14668403139715142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12992993186427276,0.0,0.0,0.1875157908917148,0.18085578490101603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328875887672649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,youthful-optimist,2019/02/19,Interview Anxiety I have an interview tomorrow and I can’t get over this anxiety and nervousness I’m feeling. I know it will most likely go fine but usually when I have something important like this I am anxious up until whatever it is happens and then I tell myself see it went fine. But still I can’t help feeling like this. Any help so I can calm down and get a good nights rest tonight? ,1.3099999999999987,3.9253589743589785,3.185333333333337,86.11800000000002,87.46153846153845,7.735384615384616,27.03076923076923,8.548686976883017,2.5987753846153843,312,15,61,9,10,104,52,78,0.078,0.579,0.342,0.9728,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,1,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,10,18,10,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,3,9,7,4,16,2,13,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,1,11,41,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878182486253087,0.0,0.3572398125802674,0.26377826662190884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361200384116427,0.16680595204128712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24397872593831565,0.0,0.1326982643832164,0.19584109656570464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20647523971065254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130080690473881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832049727005984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.342215592163976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191154009859142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18606202430087013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17975270907975502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864661415376644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040813459919542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571572489132585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21644841188571864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Anonymous1704,2019/02/19,Spent 3.5 hours in a ER waiting room to take care of heart papulations that are painful..... I ended up just walking out and going home and just deal with the pain and not being checked because i have been waiting for 3.5 hours and not be checked with painful heart papulations. If it get to full blown panic attack i will just call an ambulance but i was hopping i could of gotten help with in 2 hours to stop the pain. Felt like i was a burden being there and being skipped to be seen. Never have i felt like i did waiting So long seeking help.... ,6.190856269113147,5.712337275229359,5.784908256880738,85.94445718654434,66.1559633027523,8.367584097859327,31.928134556574925,7.1686216300943375,1.8098978593272168,429,15,89,3,6,132,68,109,0.16399999999999998,0.7340000000000001,0.102,-0.7391,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,5,10,1,1,5,0,14,6,2,0,1,24,26,8,0,2,7,0,2,2,0,1,4,0,2,0,2,9,0,4,2,0,3,2,3,7,1,0,9,3,8,3,14,10,1,15,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,1,9,59,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15968669824335144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556586936336423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433294780082489,0.0,0.14311258990360828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207090605812044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14471128164446898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243226982971468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695469292358265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733354918253996,0.0,0.07977328716259026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33266899947570344,0.18816887087698275,0.0,0.14079863915964969,0.0,0.4146969902420479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137151568797085,0.0,0.0,0.12421957800218893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825898662259714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5974376912664959,0.16468937023115227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735234153351665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553783550556414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jbalb,2019/02/19,"Does anyone else have a hard time with caffeine drinks? I have googled that caffeine does cause some anxiety in some individuals but i often feel like it causes MAJOR problems with me. Drinking one cup of coffee often leads me to have heart palpitations, trembling hands, blurry vision maybe even a full on anxiety attack, which is why i stay away from strong dosages of caffeine. I’m not sure if it’s just my body that reacts like this to caffeine? I have a friend who also has anxiety but they drink espressos and energy drinks with no effect while i on the other hand could never even fathom drinking that for fear of the effects...",5.4823352165725,7.355454389830513,5.323333333333334,80.24925612052732,68.66101694915254,7.278342749529191,27.517890772128066,7.793537801064563,1.7587032015065909,510,17,87,6,9,158,84,118,0.202,0.626,0.172,-0.1035,0,0,5,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,4,6,9,1,2,5,0,7,10,4,6,2,24,9,6,0,3,5,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,9,4,6,0,3,5,0,1,3,4,0,1,0,4,9,5,14,8,4,10,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,5,5,62,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577423755252728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30355272765183305,0.0,0.0,0.09248448128544673,0.1355236403113634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15047332705419916,0.12426962980237714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14691932713066755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27175022611347777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056048016901502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314962858593901,0.0,0.0,0.6478587654223871,0.0,0.0,0.11049248810961547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17472281577006007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883766163392792,0.06687840043677969,0.09449189768813282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218950915192497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184856614695092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15673757335321725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923839677710613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328804384815789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020128168458544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962785195201635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126562093210683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097951038559384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466051287379858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712621782630938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193508070291459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Infoguide89,2019/02/19,Ahh AHHHH GOOD THINGS ARE HAPPENING SO I WANT TO SELF DESTRUCT,0.5875000000000021,1.791742750000001,2.6866666666666674,82.92500000000003,121.5,8.266666666666667,20.666666666666668,7.793537801064563,2.7279666666666675,51,2,9,2,3,17,12,12,0.22,0.425,0.355,0.3734,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4573692622647858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4822043468834586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5688637084259608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622711047921885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216303058646268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,noiceface,2019/02/20,"Anxiety about cancer/illness Anyone here ever deal with anxiety about cancer/illness? I injured my back two years ago lifting weights. Even though I felt it happen in the weight room, I went down the rabbit hole googling “lower back pain” and discovered that it is a symptom in pretty much every kind of cancer under the sun.

Despite having a CT scan, MRI, and countless blood tests and other lab work done (and spending several thousand dollars in the process), I just can’t stop thinking I’m dying, even though the MRI confirmed two herniated discs and everything else came back clean. The rational side of me knows I’m fine, as I have no other symptoms and numerous doctors say I’m fine, but I just keep visiting Dr. Google to lookup every ache, ailment, spot, mark, symptom that comes my way and always think the worst.

I wish I never googled this shit, as pretty much every conceivable symptom can be linked to one fatal disease or another. I swear, I really used to be a normal person.",9.043715846994537,8.094916868852463,8.395737704918034,71.08519125683063,60.639344262295076,10.756284153005463,38.366120218579226,9.725611199111238,3.809487431693989,789,33,130,12,9,249,125,183,0.181,0.7440000000000001,0.075,-0.9624,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,13,7,1,0,10,0,8,15,2,1,2,26,22,13,2,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,11,1,2,1,7,10,2,2,5,0,2,4,3,4,0,4,4,5,13,3,15,16,3,20,0,0,1,0,4,7,1,1,8,82,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974914061263108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151289491587412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532453247585744,0.1682701303107954,0.0,0.0,0.07690118206816811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25370550286678656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257888169932095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473878184971084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133854485836886,0.0,0.0,0.11414278018316383,0.0,0.0,0.11257008158480897,0.0,0.11254861540363094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187490514281037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452826558601321,0.09948399419099037,0.2779908813354066,0.0,0.0988437150960761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559888330215786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725572085910153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775605131101757,0.0,0.11452815265887185,0.06044261036086919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169718924502782,0.0,0.08482402769105657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775790226519168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745258844028941,0.0,0.1170274007929154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09603105425032823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237801689453141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045656207595914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874612027943232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424707922958993,0.1128937834411967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091948932632735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4572489428700186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409426023921016,0.21611129437760124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21487065991408952,0.0,0.0,0.09498816051269816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729769607807357,0.0,0.2678541433078944,0.0,0.10195336911221524,0.0,0.0,0.12647257373501464,0.0,0.0,0.08006738383135442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082407495114766
anxiety,zensama,2019/02/20,"Being alive requires too much self-maintenance and repair As i sit here i realise the consequence of not eating for the whole day, which means that i won't be able to sleep and will miss another day.

I must brush teeth, comb hair, shower, apply hygiene products, then all the necessary room cleaning, food preparation and medications.

I wake up. My mouth immediately feels dry and i have a headache from not drinking water the night before.

My fallen arches probably require orthotic insoles and a host of other increasing but minor medical problems, which happens as time goes on. The fact i have to exercise daily just to stop my organs from failing seems laughably tragic.

The world is in a constant state of entropy, everything is always breaking down and it is a battle just to keep at a basic functioning level.

This is all without mentioning work and relating with other people.

I don't think the enjoyment i get from living in worth everything i have to do to stay alive.",8.388813559322031,8.704562033898307,8.179666666666666,67.94407627118646,61.42937853107345,11.147796610169491,37.47401129943503,10.793553405168565,4.363027570621469,788,35,122,18,10,253,124,177,0.138,0.8059999999999999,0.057,-0.9412,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,4,4,6,1,0,12,0,14,13,6,0,4,27,22,11,0,2,6,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,3,0,7,8,4,4,4,2,1,2,5,5,0,0,0,3,13,1,23,17,5,22,0,3,0,0,1,9,0,1,7,88,20,4,0.1731278136948914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14405620997414104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815396079512505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14731901798835026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870896618215712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223306234653058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695993469739465,0.0,0.17715297481594516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111922312061962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753862451289747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20934683953147984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045213706858443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15309635388700735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15388395555455306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528750313411729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18858694327147926,0.0,0.3488161166556641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726886340730106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16246872515291882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002502719135405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18666106502789026,0.16565993628405307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576090593618854,0.18061006745695055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17325284453143336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18453121401016087,0.0,0.14474260439926007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093331242096097,0.0,0.0,0.10095222042248853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932910212396812,0.0,0.1668890343214363,0.0,0.12603911031219034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,crypticotter_,2019/02/20,"My anxeity is really bad atm . At the moment i am suffering real bad even though im on my medication . Its all to do with the things i use for example the other month for nearly a whole month i was convinced the tv was broken and that there was a dead pixel on the screen but of course there isnt.  But now its to do with the xbox , my head thinks i broke it when i cleaned the dust out of it because the xbox is lagging (in my head its lagging worse) but i know i havnt it is realy torturing me at the moment and i dont know why . i spend hours everyday comparing my xbox performance to youtube videos. Just needed to let this out somewhere .",2.286807928913195,3.812621330827071,3.8532740943267285,88.97174982911827,76.29323308270676,7.54313055365687,23.369104579630896,8.296473431620573,1.2142691729323305,499,15,110,9,11,166,78,133,0.19,0.7959999999999999,0.014,-0.9726,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,1,0,11,0,12,3,2,1,1,17,17,7,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,10,6,0,0,3,5,2,0,2,5,0,0,3,1,15,1,18,13,2,16,0,2,1,0,0,8,0,0,8,80,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336169611400229,0.12178441728580455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341414095766791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195322143471344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4100651246191386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19674367705475315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21579736210350864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195884182271068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042892289460611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012579659675848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31892598447637105,0.0,0.0,0.1481348051676963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22739409361704502,0.12798458676427474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272537290767994,0.12801136042649466,0.19628345388319385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17254631949838542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18027094399685487,0.2230479379649604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20359352892863208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,distraughthinking,2019/02/20,"Do you ever feel like a prisoner of your own mind? Tonight I’ve thought a lot about self-improvement. I feel like I am finally ready to change my negative habits and get back on track. Immediately after, my mind goes back to a dark pit of incompetence, self doubt, sadness and negativity. All of my anxiety and bad thoughts are because my subconscious mind has persuaded me to believe I shouldn’t improve or I am incapable of improving. I have racing anxious thoughts that I can’t control and it makes me think I am not driving my mind but I’m really just the passenger.  ",4.372986748216107,6.40842890825688,5.5883792048929655,76.56791029561673,71.8440366972477,9.982059123343527,34.12945973496432,10.25414643259724,3.9410786952089705,457,24,85,14,9,152,75,109,0.181,0.7340000000000001,0.085,-0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,1,5,5,0,1,4,0,9,0,0,2,2,25,18,6,0,1,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,6,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,3,2,16,2,10,14,3,8,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,3,8,57,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588342831552452,0.17113170914792786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329608421919762,0.12648126586127725,0.0923421111915324,0.0,0.0,0.1706685066821695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160248026381325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699001093605555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13702427505203013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15318785074654298,0.21643775307530813,0.0,0.16594128834471952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791431699439524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480130513507773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878470486599314,0.0,0.0,0.10111550982418543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6118151456187739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704334269673888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160578340232209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706364362315313,0.0,0.3607797135051245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Joshuarrrrr,2019/02/20,"Just need to vent. I got diagnosed with anxiety about 8 months ago. I’ve tried going to college and working but it’s becoming too stressful for me. It seems like the last few months have taken a toll because I’m struggling even more now than I was 8 months ago! 
I turned 18 on Thursday, and what do normal 18 year olds do when they turn 18? They go for a night out! Problem is I can’t even handle going for a meal with my family without getting nervous these days! I’m in CBT therapy but it scares the life out of me now I’ve had a panic attack there. 
I just want to be normal again but I’m so so SO scared this week. I need advice. My diet isn’t great, I don’t go out much at all! I want to get back to my old life but right now everything is so different I just don’t know how. I know I will, and I’m keeping my hopes up but it’s just so hard and seems so impossible! 
Is this just a bad week? Or am I gonna be a hermit crab forever? 
If you have any tips, coping mechanisms or advice please please PLEASE drop them down below. I’m desperate. ",-0.20287270251871808,1.869151884955756,2.106194690265486,95.44416609938736,87.67256637168144,5.423825731790334,17.98434309053778,6.8449194561589275,-0.02377004765146351,810,21,190,11,26,274,129,226,0.18600000000000005,0.701,0.113,-0.9667,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,3,1,23,12,1,6,8,0,17,5,0,1,1,38,43,20,0,9,14,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,8,9,2,1,4,0,0,4,5,9,0,0,4,1,22,3,23,35,4,35,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,6,21,116,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21013747555356244,0.1906225944448252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07311828785101733,0.0,0.08225363158126611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232119640696686,0.0,0.08267737486306846,0.08977593772734405,0.0655440911939872,0.11874901800292112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693424542423507,0.0,0.0,0.10913203050607262,0.0,0.11233705318874652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203383604916028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663336577465853,0.0,0.10136167438977277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235106239726764,0.0,0.2444277208906683,0.0,0.08599474322319749,0.11854280217659105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631811930895136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679308219384892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955700243949942,0.0,0.0,0.11818197787688993,0.08764435016710144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518911905541505,0.052529559972445454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574678387826222,0.0,0.07904065330740108,0.15945161778996753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009016175229754,0.210696426668721,0.0,0.0,0.2256513950638394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261532802906656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540788636329477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288352736245804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182274937792297,0.0,0.0,0.21529550096665098,0.0,0.0,0.1957670192945831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316548260010328,0.11240478767618177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296017352293614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300002141613686,0.23390497136875796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683789963408906,0.0,0.17249447806795526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364686184390706,0.0,0.07827691200067413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924030257011025
anxiety,foxtain,2019/02/20,"Anxiety Related Breathing Problems & Headaches I've had anxiety related breathing problems for several years now, and generally get a headache a bit into these episodes. They aren't asthma attacks(I've been to several doctors trying to get diagnosed, I just don't have it, haha), I just feel like I can't catch my breath. Almost like I'm slowly suffocating- fun right? After a little bit of time into these incidents I'll start getting a headache. 

I thought that I maybe wasn't getting enough oxygen, and that's why I was getting headaches when this occurs but a therapist recently told me it's because I'm getting *too much*.

I was just wondering if anyone else deals with this? If you do, what's something you do that helps? :)",4.311863247863252,7.0036226592592605,4.892592592592592,78.48128205128204,74.25925925925927,8.301994301994302,33.347578347578356,9.057496981413335,3.4724928774928774,589,31,98,14,13,188,86,135,0.052000000000000005,0.8390000000000001,0.11,0.8477,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,1,0,6,6,0,0,5,1,11,6,3,0,0,18,24,6,0,4,6,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,10,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,7,1,12,4,8,17,4,12,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,4,9,59,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14406094793259447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587867551169673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201140859974116,0.0,0.0,0.100594403604437,0.14740764701211662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769933587334387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141286701551611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148319457138995,0.0,0.14602089102991586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14725287591403632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018152439923073,0.0,0.0,0.14865196391897212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274293711171215,0.10277784944321196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4509840648065413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643030060192424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057125331612094,0.1441914572244337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453266400980433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575801229036186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27532053180172245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142050250182035,0.0,0.0,0.1228607185150365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32505510314821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075502189655548,0.0,0.0,0.10182904603049822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670394336920015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421347877910196,0.08388938097146847,0.0,0.0,0.13747006176252544,0.0,0.09767552315261006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981662529683707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15601646463895702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264494236553104
anxiety,tay412,2019/02/20,"I’ve never thought about killing my self until today I’ve always struggled with social anxiety and it’s been fine. I’ve always had a few friends and I’ve always been optimistic and hopeful for the future, until today.  Something just clicked in me today that made me realize life is really kind of pointless, I have no true friends, and maybe just ending it now instead of living out a miserable life is easier ",8.367692307692309,7.7089576923076955,8.353461538461541,69.90403846153849,61.82051282051282,10.876923076923077,37.44871794871795,10.125756701596842,3.937964102564103,332,14,54,6,4,108,54,78,0.105,0.643,0.252,0.9219,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,9,1,2,3,0,6,2,0,1,2,14,9,6,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,1,4,6,9,4,1,11,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,1,9,36,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4447779355873942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13630654865535405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15781382501567426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753215115350883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17697208225668748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971288106628732,0.18554614754229865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517063813180549,0.0,0.0,0.15733543837966826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16859740335104553,0.0,0.0,0.17900488748704618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13742273136960104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414611480905912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185879694609538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18163118694394745,0.0,0.13717100123383447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862715161134332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414543283929951,0.0,0.0,0.5066789509776536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ah1706,2019/02/20,"psyching myself out for some reason, being anxious is what i get most anxious about lately. i've been doing well for the past month but a few days ago made a pretty significant decision regarding my academic career and my anxiety started inching its way back okay more like it smacked me in the face. at times i'm able to keep it at bay but i find it so difficult to not think about anxiety. i also think a lot about what *not* to think about which obviously makes me think about it more but i still haven't figured out how to get better at that. a lot of my anxiety manifests itself physically like right now my chest feels really heavy and like my ribcage can't expand. it feels like i can't take a deep breath and that starts increasing my anxiety about not being able to breathe and i start getting really caught up in manually breathing which makes it all worse. i psych myself out a lot about things like this from breathing to swallowing to stomach pain etc. does anyone have any advice on how to alleviate the tightness in my chest and maybe how any of you have stopped obsessing over thinking about thinking? also what are some other general small things that help you guys manage anxiety in the moment? ",5.668620129870131,6.967413510822508,5.876122835497835,78.64846996753245,67.57142857142857,9.411363636363637,30.021915584415584,9.673873057562805,2.7995993506493515,975,36,178,21,16,310,130,231,0.131,0.728,0.141,0.7581,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,1,18,11,0,1,10,1,11,10,8,7,2,44,32,14,0,0,6,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,20,8,1,3,12,0,0,2,6,3,1,0,3,3,20,8,34,27,12,34,0,0,0,0,4,17,0,6,19,127,40,5,0.2090080486071276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212012306531702,0.09263651213309512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16714366095859184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213264024422756,0.0,0.39972646276066603,0.23611960315027786,0.0,0.07307164363264464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803571440409908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242531706704656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06739645027357351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145217590824097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654961148972773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568074936495687,0.07465769584335738,0.0,0.0,0.09551478496342734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16379711836221655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347541415982406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004684464038921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928879784708797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788509128932075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552769378627924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665367530908473,0.0,0.09888423459763028,0.13951449541935335,0.0,0.10498833870849007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341411517255612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119964994054732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976091607457956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631816259163604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389590789468167,0.10744754210473316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924586575495566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221905458843971,0.0,0.08345704880217747,0.08737004369822833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857402058998572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885566032154936,0.4017717545170048,0.0,0.0,0.06093713697050964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295043023023156,0.0,0.0,0.09396166827768164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649852879390126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Itsnotmeiswearguys,2019/02/20,"Need some encouragement/advice Hey everyone, just hoping to get some feedback. Over the last three years I have made big steps forward with my anxiety. It started with visits with a therapist and meditation. It worked wonders for me. I was able to start taking toad trips with the family. Where before even being an hour away from home made me so anxious. I’m proud to say that I was able to make two longish trips, one of 10 hours and one of 14 hours (driving). 

However, one thing that still affects me is fear of getting on an airplane. It’s not that I’m svared of being so high or scared it’s going to crash, I panic when I am not in full control. I have flown before but the last time was in 2010 before I started having real panic feelings. And I keep telling myself that this time if I fly I for sure will panic and make a fool of myself. 

If it were up to me I wouldn’t care, I don’t need to fly anywhere but I have two kids who aren’t getting younger. One asked me if we could go to washing DC this week (he’s 8 and loves history) it broke my heart knowing I couldn’t let myself do it. Time off from work and paying for a trip isn’t a problem. It’s my mind that stops me. 

Who has overcomes this and what has helped? I am open to almost anything. I want to have these experiences with my kids before it’s too late. ",2.266375753728976,3.861600350364968,3.483094255791816,91.30895430022218,76.51824817518249,6.079086004443036,22.86194858774992,6.7026698264267655,0.4872988257695972,1032,30,225,9,23,335,151,274,0.122,0.8140000000000001,0.064,-0.9303,2,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,0,4,8,13,0,5,9,0,25,3,1,6,1,48,51,16,0,11,9,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,1,2,22,14,0,3,3,0,1,9,7,8,0,7,6,2,30,5,32,38,3,38,0,1,0,1,13,13,0,9,18,151,52,4,0.1929794319425953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428863371714552,0.0,0.0,0.09662051263465986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381436861407613,0.10900591434185024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07940281478775944,0.0,0.0902048592789516,0.0,0.09065526440225406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284225659527485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837769613520483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822142114889263,0.0770391867634343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06373054738285752,0.0,0.0,0.0922000585865113,0.0,0.09438545714480027,0.09096191685292976,0.10857775620555404,0.04878809958666272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512356823865234,0.0,0.1096746583857312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434077800585672,0.06467502269964047,0.10194668257669223,0.09678705240976937,0.09583605955077948,0.2850688015756997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857644929899369,0.0,0.0,0.053028224473751946,0.15730399365489045,0.10884460241182456,0.0,0.0,0.09866727195891932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708573587412621,0.18260180455154265,0.1288152693315298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742710700492974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14309180355193105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615357148625125,0.0,0.0,0.33962967546484296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232762696375002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982642106250673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767324949539955,0.09660303845431707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048877527829812,0.0,0.0770568118155256,0.08066972307548184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094041539406457,0.0,0.07254825811709978,0.0,0.08433626471530067,0.0,0.0,0.11203199718688532,0.06410347981678816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687917879978146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18851286399973574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569121344422087,0.0,0.0773982299822289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463898099515878,0.14049132482815102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062136213545911485
anxiety,Bobrossshirtsquirrel,2019/02/20,"Question When you're in an uncomfortable situation how does the anxiety creep up on you? For me my chest tightens, it's hard to breathe or talk, it feels like ants or pins and needles are creeping from my chest to my face. Is that common? ",3.385212765957444,5.3256368297872365,4.056329787234045,86.90875,74.31914893617022,7.253191489361702,28.77127659574468,8.07648339933343,1.81896170212766,189,8,39,3,4,60,40,47,0.122,0.8270000000000001,0.05,-0.3736,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,2,4,4,1,0,6,3,5,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,7,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,3,3,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042364427267657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3480265540313324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010871073523608,0.28411418709548303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562576074192652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19429423548587726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4455106706550969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4470271009138903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196530762367221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pbrigg64,2019/02/20,"Voicing current anxiety Today I'm currently obsessing over the cost of child care, don't even have a kid yet, making it impossible for us to ever afford having a child because we also can't afford to stay home again have zero family within 1,000 miles. 
I'm also stressing over being able to get into a new MD after moving before my anti-depressant Rx runs out at the end of this month. 
Thanks for letting me vent my anxiety. It helps. ",6.3532941176470565,6.531569505882356,7.83764705882353,69.14941176470593,65.70588235294119,10.094117647058825,29.94117647058824,9.888512548439397,3.0465764705882346,348,11,57,7,5,121,67,85,0.095,0.805,0.1,0.34,4,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,2,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,5,0,7,1,0,1,1,5,13,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,2,0,1,0,1,5,2,14,11,0,20,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,10,41,8,0,0.20732777884326373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315998996709893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172103666680223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638508963598355,0.0,0.1764206693831584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21138448820283384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17857111211733273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18363087391010244,0.0,0.0,0.13693804257112407,0.18753984570307836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19545017819363725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832020730710253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138967439876627,0.0,0.2079666666536067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21200670075401687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383929023044657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16548705505030475,0.2203566177563992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20023846074798768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22098382640816844,0.0,0.0,0.2374932701775141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908795633933091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965224921425388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493897903523419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PolarBear460,2019/02/20,"Being alone after spending a week with SO My SO and I are long distance and I just got back after a week together. 

I haven't slept as good as then in a long time and now that I'm back, my anxiety feels really bad. I feel sick and sweaty and I feel like every noise is making my heart beat fast and I cannot fall asleep. I feel paranoid.

I'm so tired and I just want to sleep, this really sucks",-0.7620718816067651,1.336106767441862,1.4544397463002134,98.56001057082456,91.7906976744186,4.9877378435517965,13.632135306553913,6.574015621080383,-0.7274511627906977,306,5,74,4,11,102,55,86,0.249,0.7070000000000001,0.044,-0.9489,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,8,4,1,0,3,0,5,6,4,1,0,16,16,13,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,4,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,2,4,11,2,7,13,0,14,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,13,44,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122040459213648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567401396280516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150952251224271,0.17107442849767207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17262849710901765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4143937656031124,0.1463733172677495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17185184707665938,0.16386909369181366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427954048285446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009880909083717,0.0,0.0,0.3626420589379285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13676553549357867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625153105212715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050377734580848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947289267923912,0.2354906897553101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084931520095865,0.0,0.3287004848014155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nerd1995,2019/02/20,"Regressing I had my first panic attack in around 6 months. It was terrible... I was at the doctors office, ironically to start anxiety meds for the first time ever after previously successfully dealing with anxiety through therapy for around 2 years. My blood pressure was sky high, I felt restless, palpitations, and overall just horrible. Luckily since I made the appointment with my therapist’s blessing, I will start on Prozac without any hesitation from my provider. Here is to hoping it helps tackle this downward spiral I’ve been on. ",8.66036231884058,10.26279445652174,8.474782608695655,61.612971014492786,60.95652173913044,12.220289855072465,41.42028985507246,11.855464076750405,5.813081159420289,438,24,62,14,6,141,71,92,0.168,0.67,0.162,0.0808,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,5,8,1,3,3,0,7,3,1,1,1,11,12,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,7,1,9,3,16,4,0,18,1,0,0,0,2,9,0,1,9,44,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291264637128383,0.0,0.2905188533754693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380709783252689,0.0,0.21601850909499126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957602959666998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943525625492644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171759395848784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823167691022149,0.0,0.0,0.32302754566643505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272740916810399,0.2006210571444597,0.0,0.18859595127259715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17967120724138194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109164104052448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15156222662802504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227859465596268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570725866041395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687993143105445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171469389010428,0.22046796562242127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072188615178193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830397447504048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227796465232592
anxiety,linex666,2019/02/20,I’ve told no one about how I think I have anxiety and I’m afraid to because I might be wrong. I’ve grown up in a pretty crazy household and I think I have anxiety. I’m young and afraid to tell a doctor or my parents. I’m constantly worried and I feel like the whole world is conspiring against me. It feels like no one really “likes” me and they just talk to me because they feel bad for me. I know that might not be true but my brain tells me it is. I have been told having anxiety is for the crazy all my life and that has made me even more scared of having it. I’m afraid of telling anyone because all they might say is “you are just another teenager over exaggerating”. I feel sad most of the time and I use the sentence “i want to die” very often . I keep saying it’s as a joke but really I know I mean it. Does this mean I’m also depressed? We can not afford a therapist and it’s killing me worrying about my parents even trying to pay for a therapist.,1.220775213896811,3.0376714975369485,3.0507337308789246,92.2200829660358,80.33004926108373,6.63821623023075,22.01425978739953,7.669130373188453,0.7702177339901475,746,23,171,12,19,249,104,203,0.238,0.6990000000000001,0.063,-0.9885,3,0,0,0,0,1,12.0,1,1,3,0,9,14,1,4,9,0,18,3,1,3,3,39,39,14,2,1,7,2,4,3,0,3,2,2,0,0,9,9,0,1,10,1,1,1,4,9,0,2,4,6,30,5,18,30,5,8,0,2,0,0,15,4,0,6,6,113,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552682015202183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214501521457618,0.2454463406710104,0.0,0.0,0.07478100320813362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929767991951608,0.1955847666163741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11939009608824973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155735280485136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211474071951777,0.0,0.11099584403652064,0.0,0.0,0.1094665050099144,0.09359150992095254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127718796743738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21630586269632487,0.15280831564269853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506090010714736,0.11832286781850118,0.0,0.11755239432594072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554101499831821,0.1567491674766569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011974262116594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329969295530229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403669431550937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14494238581876662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237507703555415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088052555354879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13702812500244516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17009976468116758,0.10707428527129813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596129723244852,0.2804335788396188,0.0,0.0,0.24835131934229035,0.0,0.13705679052245973,0.0,0.0,0.06236263492573683,0.0,0.0,0.20438809240541708,0.0,0.07261113291106873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236932053577733,0.0,0.08824386094817266,0.06308110196290828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194043810185264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21722315036965129,0.0,0.0,0.11693159166849845,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anx1999,2019/02/20,"Advice for Panic Attacks During Meetings, and Medication Alternatives-Please Help! Hello fellow Anxious friends, 

I’m really needing advice. For the past couple of years, any time I’m sitting in a meeting (it doesn’t matter how small the room is), I literally start to have a panic attack. I get sweaty, jittery, my stomach growls and I freak out that someone may hear me, I can’t focus, and want to escape, but I don’t. I really don’t know why this is happening. I usually don’t even have to present in these meetings, I’m just sitting there listening, and my mind goes PSYCHO. The second the meeting ends, and I get to leave the room, I’m so relieved, and feel fine. 
I’ve always suffered with fear of public speaking where I shake and sweat when I have to present (even if it’s in front of a couple of people), but I have never felt this way. The panic attacks are a newer development. I have tried Zoloft on and off for a few years, but I feel like i still had the same symptoms, and just gained weight while taking it. 
Is there anything I can do to avoid having to take medication? If not, does anyone have medication/supplement recommendations that have successfully worked for you? I try to remind myself to be present, take deep breaths, and that the feelings are ok, but it’s not working.  This is becoming really debilitating as I am anxious to go to work now because of this, and feel like I’m going crazy. Please help. 

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anxiety,Insearchofmemes,2019/02/20,"Atheism has made my anxiety worse. any suggestions? I left islam about 5 years ago. I'm convinced that god doesn't exist but when I used to believe in god, I had a sense of security and companionship and this helped me with anxiety and depression. the problem is I can't force myself to believe in a higher being but it really did help.
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anxiety,DayBeast,2019/02/20,"Should I take Paxil or ask for Klonopin? I went to the doctor after seeing a therapist a couple of times, and he prescribed me paxil for my social anxiety. I don't know much about it but seems like there are some serious side effects relating to suicide and depression, as well as loss of libido (which I'm not really ok with). Also the withdrawal effects are long-lasting. I'm a bit scared to take the pill after reading about it, especially since it'll be one I'll have to take daily. I heard good things about klonopin and was hoping the doc would prescribe that to me. Should I give paxil a try, or ask the doctor for klonopin instead?",6.602331428571423,6.390983976000005,6.855885714285716,77.71480000000003,65.24,9.702857142857145,32.25714285714286,9.23628265651192,2.7315942857142863,507,18,95,8,7,164,81,125,0.175,0.718,0.107,-0.8838,0,0,0,0,0,1,14.0,0,0,0,3,7,9,0,1,9,1,10,3,0,2,0,17,24,9,1,4,4,0,0,1,0,4,3,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,4,1,1,3,2,8,5,18,16,3,5,0,2,1,0,6,1,0,5,4,64,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651647634770786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305924445738648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191810295708021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18637076659774574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18888702355491035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14703200470167385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494571998699277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16376028860046882,0.0,0.14318318758380388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695532391599448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381758044487727,0.13915118057859022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340013100106693,0.0,0.0,0.1510727025457108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549126327547802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567730303919314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17075588512868095,0.0,0.10936099782861414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709101788971555,0.0,0.13603352000613278,0.15540768915084194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14121281852688658,0.0,0.0,0.17401702961342666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18672869209315487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3850573223739972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19820710598529334,0.11341193174372513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995421922700681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590067292358995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534885115170372,0.1582495916573443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126726492561238,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DM1344,2019/02/20,"Book Suggestions ??? Hey all, I am  just curious as to what your favorite self help books are for anxiety/depression ect... Preferably ones that don't talk down on medication use as I was scared to start an ssri to begin with haha. Thanks, cheers . ",2.4160000000000004,5.341589599999999,3.3305555555555566,84.5425,86.33333333333334,7.444444444444445,23.055555555555557,8.344100000000001,2.0032222222222216,192,7,35,5,6,61,41,45,0.052000000000000005,0.631,0.316,0.9279,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,1,4,1,0,1,1,5,8,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,3,3,9,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,22,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31457784068894235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448104659489126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.367937557611678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474938451708095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656656599242841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3810215407322506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585164211897322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935634302933484,0.0,0.3362608888522845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154472473469471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alittleelephant,2019/02/20,"Advice on weaning off of duloxetine? I have decided I want to try weaning off of my duloxetine 60mg prescription. 
My PCP left the practice and my insurance from my new job is about to start on the first, so I don't want to have to see a doctor just to get a lower dose. I also have a bunch of medical bills to pay, so. 

I've had less problems with anxiety and I think it has majorly contributed to my weight gain since I started to take it. I don't want to quit cold turkey because I've heard that's awful. How should I go about weaning myself off? ",3.368804347826085,4.126480260869567,5.304945652173913,82.63220108695654,72.47826086956522,8.880434782608695,28.28804347826087,9.188382445141503,2.2313695652173915,430,16,92,9,8,149,72,115,0.101,0.831,0.068,-0.5428,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,7,1,0,0,5,1,9,4,0,1,0,12,20,6,0,5,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,3,1,0,2,0,2,1,2,1,0,1,2,4,14,0,21,17,3,11,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,0,4,62,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21607744391402767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17683084362944435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691573996299949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479365973685875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263273017243395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18808589872538528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552689647515595,0.0,0.12566848681477752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194290435575442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24024923821822666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227567236315795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21356059501984107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115834841431927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23519001339315698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17620526655917634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829140518379652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31302197776701474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16625590547196026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168577675489355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15012703461594165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912697019723951,0.0,0.0,0.2692665078371106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,syckamoure,2019/02/20,"Natural remedies for anxiety What kind of natural things do you guys do or take in order to cope with your anxiety? I've been taking turmeric lately in an effort to cope with my anxiety, and it seems to work with my muscles tension. I really don't want to go back to taking benzodiazepines or antidepressants again.",8.760112994350282,8.107673372881361,9.280000000000003,63.558079096045205,61.03389830508476,13.290395480225987,38.31073446327685,12.45797560212912,5.127334463276837,255,11,42,8,3,86,42,59,0.142,0.7829999999999999,0.075,-0.2945,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,2,2,2,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,10,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,12,9,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,3,30,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5539385028088595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855974030867628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371752257339404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389926668074973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513480489026513,0.0,0.0,0.2722740717960703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15462677952143708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21973272888312845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5444370010517624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603544418305303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423653377000358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757190720319514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kratom__,2019/02/20,"I actually think I might have cancer and I’m freaking out and don’t know what to do Hey everyone,

Currently doing testing and stuff because of this stomach tightness and pain along with a bunch of other symptoms. I’m so nauseous and I have a phobia of vomiting and I’m shaking. I literally can’t handle this anymore and if I do have cancer I don’t know how I’ll handle this but I stil have to wait no matter what for the results. 

My phobia is making this so much worse and the general anxiety of it all is killing me. I don’t know what to do. ",1.127105263157894,3.3147084649122864,3.6413157894736834,85.87671052631579,82.77192982456141,6.256140350877192,25.28947368421053,7.492282038375204,1.4539263157894746,431,18,87,7,12,150,64,114,0.27,0.72,0.01,-0.9824,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,1,4,0,15,6,1,3,1,26,24,13,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,10,11,0,2,4,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,0,1,10,0,11,23,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,67,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.2533921023941704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19864028583255527,0.0,0.2575143688322388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582871997152527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481176271676516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872769040239851,0.0,0.42810939920375946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17332602310394318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27545974688986835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908810305823628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762980726384372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972502177985541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26988765189809544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638056185872646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26461718413966434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxiety365,2019/02/20,"Got accepted into grad school, but all I can do is cry I’ve been talking about grad school for years, and I’ve wanted to pursue it for years.  I was planning on applying to multiple programs this year but I had a huge breakdown which derailed my plans— and I ended up only applying to one in an offhand manner. 

I got accepted today, and I should be happy! But I cried when I read the letter— I’m filled with so much dread. This will mean moving away again, and living in a place I know nothing about again, and essentially ditching my current relationship. Lately my anxiety has been so bad that I haven’t even been able to take care of myself or hold a job. I feel like Grad school is going to be a crash and burn situation. 

I guess I’m looking to see if anyone with severe anxiety has mustered through grad school or something similar. ",4.96709090909091,5.817385587878789,5.850303030303032,79.83545454545455,68.87878787878788,8.666666666666668,29.54545454545455,8.841846274778883,2.3124545454545458,662,24,126,11,11,218,107,165,0.18,0.711,0.109,-0.9312,2,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,8,7,0,1,6,0,16,0,0,0,1,25,30,15,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,1,5,1,0,3,1,2,0,1,7,3,16,5,20,19,2,21,0,0,2,0,2,8,0,4,11,84,21,11,0.13224614108504085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20233587191290064,0.0,0.0,0.09246957672259716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424960282615433,0.0,0.11042000388100567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483375457947894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905323523630671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713082826707655,0.0,0.0,0.08734732894360815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06686762248453586,0.0944766696151816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515852959214596,0.0,0.211538639881216,0.0,0.14568403396695093,0.0,0.0,0.1407784762920272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312338891125779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267902060496348,0.0,0.14917940738037958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460878452354257,0.0,0.11677576543971198,0.0,0.11105345146970587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144054816926349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405567190437395,0.09721613013352204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268937390692454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961340775625587,0.10057914953452296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816907027754755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132281928768968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14198286378863925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5353606202502934,0.10538305247917193,0.0,0.0,0.14940049705861247,0.0,0.0,0.14865020347569088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180954036914967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099432639860624,0.10629443880936484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253538786132152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800220039132451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25548653699614554
anxiety,dbloch7986,2019/02/20,"Body Zaps This is kind of a **DAE** because I've honestly never been able to explain what this is to anyone else and no one else I've talked to has been able to understand me. [I know that I am not the only one that experiences it because there are numerous (albeit it not very informative) articles related to the topic.](https://www.anxietycentre.com/anxiety-symptoms/brain-zaps.shtml)

Sometimes I feel ""zaps"" happening in my body. They can be anywhere. Sometimes they are localized to my head and only happen when I quickly move my eyes. Sometimes they are so extreme that the sensation causes my legs to twitch in response. I can't really describe the feeling exactly. Probably because it's actually happening in my brain and not in the rest of my body. So I can't localize it or describe it exactly. It also sometimes happens without me moving at all. I can be laying in bed or sitting perfectly still and ""zap zap zap zap"" will happen. Then I might twitch really hard or have to stand up and start walking around because I start panicking about it.

I guess the closest external stimuli that causes me to feel something similar is when someone hits the accelerator in the car too hard. That initial moment when the car seat pushes your body from still to in-motion causes a similar sensation to the ""zap"" that I am describing. It's like a ""jerk"" except nothing in my body is moving.

Has anyone else ever felt this? Do you have a better descriptive term for it? Has anyone ever explained or does anyone here know what causes it? Mainly, I just want to understand it better, or at least know that I am not alone. But if anyone knows a way to stop it from happening that would be great too.

*For the record, I have been diagnosed simultaneously with PTSD (related to being trafficked for labor as a child), Generalized Anxiety Disorder and Panic Disorder.*

***This is not a request for diagnosis. I already know the diagnosis. \^\^***",3.9196260749385736,6.796813411931822,5.250383906633907,74.36457923832924,76.8125,8.35085995085995,29.39987714987715,9.068930737419137,3.1806310503685498,1539,70,249,40,37,511,170,352,0.053,0.875,0.07200000000000001,0.8204,0,1,1,0,0,0,70.0,0,2,3,3,19,9,1,1,19,0,32,12,9,4,7,54,56,21,0,3,15,0,6,1,0,3,3,0,1,1,26,8,0,1,14,0,0,7,10,2,0,2,4,7,30,7,38,44,5,39,0,0,1,0,11,14,0,8,16,188,56,1,0.1397657640993736,0.0,0.06819561215356634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237759022896532,0.07711749808977504,0.05588531552714466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0534602134901508,0.0,0.0,0.2443186799354057,0.1432065420736629,0.0,0.06221058105559454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703998250721142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12361146040155042,0.0,0.3881206399457977,0.0,0.15602481604830784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871558799633579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092965425732133,0.0,0.0,0.1601836743958198,0.0,0.06115498101411266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751345423308401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12642613536888814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835886811831747,0.0,0.0,0.1060046547299606,0.0,0.06709852586704393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704612416802573,0.0769838732435166,0.0,0.37078321082865534,0.0,0.1252026718392121,0.0,0.0717199981949381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727722677871257,0.1920290218962744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03414124624875788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413469435444091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22282333240804933,0.0,0.0,0.053897986779741884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06705451007842594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470889892014098,0.10629816168411353,0.0,0.08199250497722528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534556644723507,0.0,0.08168934943410122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953752738898757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059211539182175824,0.05379925677056225,0.2764638289912294,0.0,0.09892692719997656,0.0,0.11161711975255736,0.05842521854185723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05616921347501413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145501089531857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057660696418461777,0.04121873443594613,0.05546977899062939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06736460451943665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049642794370259764,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,littletrashpanda77,2019/02/20,"Being an adult is hard and no one prepared me for all this bullshit First of all im being forced off my anxiety meds by my psychiatrist. Which im kind of happy about because iv been addicted to them for a decade and i have panic attacks about ridiculous things like ""what if we go to war and there's an EMP and I don't have access to my meds and I have to rob a vet to get my anxiety medicine so i don't die of benzo withdrawal"" yeah my brain goes that far.  But things have been hard lately and I don't have that crutch to help me deal with them.  Making phone calls to social security to make sure i don't lose my disability, making and going to tons of doctors appointments.  I have 2 root canals tomorrow.  Alot of stuff that's just to personal to put online.  And trying to be a good support system for my mom and my boyfriend and make sure i live up to everyone's expectations of me.  Trying not to use food as an emotional crutch because i need to diet. I need to renew my driver's license and i could just do it by mail but my picture is over ten years old and i really need a new one.  I'm 33 years old and my mom i have realized has coddled me and done so much for me to help me out that it kind of screwed me up now that I'm trying to deal with it all on my own.  I'm not trying to blame her because she's a God damn saint and the kindest person i know. God when i write all this down it seems so petty and like ""this is what all normal adults do wtf is wrong with me"". I feel ashamed that I have so much anxiety about being a regular grown up and doing grown up things. Ok sorry about the wall of text i really just needed to get it off my chest because i can't really talk to anyone about this stuff. ",2.2985011709601864,3.398750907103828,4.016053864168619,89.55110655737705,75.44808743169398,7.305074160811866,22.361046057767368,7.83500028581142,0.7949144418423115,1336,34,305,19,28,450,172,366,0.134,0.757,0.11,-0.92,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,2,2,15,20,5,2,12,2,29,8,2,6,7,56,49,26,2,8,8,2,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,4,23,22,2,1,4,0,0,5,8,9,0,4,3,3,45,11,54,41,10,28,1,1,0,1,21,12,2,3,12,209,68,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969191680954216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204035392830813,0.0,0.0,0.06216418352027993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114184983136497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21678174588220345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924696815148597,0.0907815660326724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098311177880066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833135367942098,0.0,0.0,0.0922689683564469,0.0,0.0,0.09099765468270447,0.0,0.09098030218446787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000057410478579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495218264381574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04495285155423098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562223175242372,0.10750382991703852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289799818154457,0.0,0.10105309859256216,0.07456898449921516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946406304224419,0.1592821693269607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918179717244973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19206451020653487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851609795494094,0.04885965887477742,0.0,0.10028829358288052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686862166986062,0.0,0.07850441594745011,0.0,0.0,0.09946153858825717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373781200430907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19750600073623456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082480532492532,0.0,0.0,0.13071026317945372,0.2636866226884382,0.0,0.08586464439503584,0.0,0.0,0.08710765988272842,0.0,0.0,0.18658090489773024,0.0,0.12048815454945674,0.0,0.0,0.10431042620317177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15525618513306078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893737074633533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708637450286043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093543494109794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062707293234533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952145309674748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20354905922322164,0.0,0.100887919077448,0.16758312080706825,0.0,0.0,0.07145817289888999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17719285461375978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414416281277255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678505431985272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720325499736483,0.0,0.11450333205579245
anxiety,Ales206,2019/02/20,"How to deal with relationship anxiety Hi , so i have really bad relationship anxiety. It came back real bad today , i get afraid my partner will leave me and it got so bad today me and her had a conversation about it. I feel like i just fucked this whole relationship up tbh. Im feeling the hearbreak side of things. She told me to go to sleep and i did but i woke up a few hours later feeling like shit still like my heart is broken. What do i do ? Idk anymore .. ",0.7808123791102517,3.130329808510641,3.057620889748552,88.36136363636366,86.02127659574468,6.396905222437137,20.247582205029012,7.686295010490155,0.8339063829787232,358,11,77,7,11,122,65,94,0.233,0.66,0.106,-0.9097,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,7,9,2,1,3,0,7,4,3,1,0,12,17,7,0,0,2,0,3,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,6,3,14,3,8,10,2,11,0,0,0,1,10,3,2,0,9,50,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237167523258361,0.0,0.14501156709205712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243463321687593,0.3662643370133389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16723743878163727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074704150581805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22180062086711907,0.20892008418524846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13517860954363756,0.07639424034135511,0.0,0.08310054955148115,0.0,0.11694598950309235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732721419566654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399785948489016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15794336413028967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482652687696566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21430803112680952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664310804318686,0.09367267511212007,0.0,0.0,0.4709586818059033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009336798273376,0.0,0.0,0.14632622151229052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677197819087695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714248449631696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772001064335993,0.13972007116303295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632501034355193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IlluminatingJesta,2019/02/20,"I have a question about something that happened to me a long time ago, that may have been caused due to anxiety attack I was walking down the street, and I passed a couple of stores. There was a convenience store, another store and a daycare, I don’t recall what I was thinking, but for a split second, and I mean only a second. I had this feeling of impending doom. I thought that moment, was it for me and all of mankind. It was the scariest feeling, but it only happened for a second. It happened, and then it stopped. My whole body reacted, I tensed up, i felt my neck grow longer because for some reason, I stretched out my neck high, and my eyes widened. I didn’t hyperventilate, but I did gasp. That’s it. So, thoughts? ",3.698700384122919,5.219590598591552,4.236094750320103,87.68438540332909,72.59154929577464,6.853777208706785,29.810499359795127,7.348242739294969,1.6679070422535212,563,24,114,6,11,178,82,142,0.093,0.8759999999999999,0.031,-0.7861,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,10,0,13,4,4,3,1,25,23,11,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,12,7,0,1,9,0,3,3,2,2,0,3,12,4,19,0,13,10,3,16,1,1,1,0,1,6,0,3,7,85,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16142800245657893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19095640991880528,0.13931233576622454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20717445853241626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101151723480207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20228124573386688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18707536761928173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20149934809192369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18415883624362628,0.0,0.1748525072151177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4831132518106854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924073962839331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611600972080354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19836930381800472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27700310614356044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20400295106487065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872376419560769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019585096821047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15225067636921813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11668763262943907,0.0,0.28914726529386986,0.10618880255810048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20331739118540285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ZDahlSerp,2019/02/20,"Does anybody else feel mentally ill with chronic anxiety? I know it is a mental illness in itself but I’m talking about constantly feeling “off”.. like way less intelligent than you used to be, hard to process your thoughts in to words so they come out jumbled or silly sounding, constant headaches and just feeling like you’re on autopilot looking in to someone else’s life.. Idk I’ve been dealing with this for 2+ years and I still find it hard to believe it’s just anxiety. I’m terrified it is something else that the doctor’s are missing which I’m sure is just anxiety fueled hypochondria lol. ",3.2342105263157883,5.945168122807019,3.8483333333333327,84.3925,78.29824561403508,6.60701754385965,33.1842105263158,7.793537801064563,2.7049789473684216,482,27,85,8,12,152,82,114,0.175,0.6579999999999999,0.16699999999999998,0.2641,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,1,0,6,5,0,0,2,1,6,5,0,1,1,20,18,5,0,0,5,0,5,2,0,0,5,1,0,0,8,6,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,7,5,4,16,15,1,12,0,1,1,0,5,6,0,1,6,47,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3544587913697722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17401093921940114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304398924225322,0.0,0.3338086276163016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15922995954842295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15808491972302685,0.13515920994527622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.387066531344378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342819038814994,0.22067654675920334,0.0,0.0,0.14116343045465432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27671162558157697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488103652611749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090917746092608,0.15091179141938926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969811634896694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31129618316857793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308639905171389,0.1189022532616635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334303332251498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455661922941569,0.0,0.0,0.12414011729933372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226151171038752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339419780001535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259429043862212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945998124443674
anxiety,Burgermiester,2019/02/20,"How do you deal with university? I have OCD and generalized anxiety. Last year I was hospitalized to get treatment for my OCD which becameout of control after a stressful college semester. Now I’m an anthropology student, so it’s not like I’m even in a super challenging program like biology or computer science. But it’s taken me five years to get to my senior year. This is my first semester back in school, I’m taking 15 credits(more than I’ve ever taken) and I’m working. It’s midterms now and I feel like I’m drowning. I just don’t know how to keep up with everything. It doesn’t help that my stress response is just to go to sleep so I end up procrastinating everything. My boyfriend has been so encouraging and I’ll disappoint everyone important in my life if I can’t do this. How does anyone with anxiety have a busy life? ",2.6375532298809112,5.1739006441717805,4.872111151208951,77.2096896427283,79.3680981595092,8.743269577769757,29.22013713460845,9.325443323948027,3.140975027066041,667,32,125,20,17,231,98,163,0.121,0.79,0.08900000000000001,-0.513,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,5,13,9,0,2,4,0,12,3,1,4,1,22,26,13,1,1,6,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,7,0,2,2,0,0,1,4,3,0,2,4,1,14,6,18,22,0,18,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,2,15,79,22,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26221291414914644,0.0,0.0,0.11983400152103398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178187382296772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922190404498143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17668690717909186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14997719555871689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179323135461836,0.0,0.0,0.11319593233228988,0.1550244715436747,0.0,0.16376246590342625,0.3080534677521113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665568783296511,0.12243505130700155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457771038187541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17907962793006849,0.0,0.09740011438013788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487347580929502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15233184310626824,0.0,0.0,0.09418684690046926,0.13969888030608307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421037888730629,0.25118518297405595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17344733169330515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715053725761608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926340940126299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288576366261945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476784800689472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33109239977215194
anxiety,BenjiLeigh,2019/02/20,"Reassure me pls (I’m sick) This may be a trigger if you have trypophobia. I know because it is for me 😒

I need to be reassured from people who have had respiratory viruses. I have a white bump in my throat, and it hasn’t gone away. I’ve been sick 6 days. The clinic test for strep was negative and they said I have some kind of virus, either a cold or flu. 

I’m really struggling because it’s making my tryp extremely mad and I was hoping this would go away by now. Google says throat bumps are from bacteria but I have a viral infection not a bacterial. It is only 1 thank god, and not large just ugh annoying. 

Is it ok? The nurse didn’t comment. She looked in my throat so I assume she saw but idk I didn’t ask. I’ve been trying to pretend it doesn’t exist so I don’t scratch my skin off (it’s irrational I know, I’d turn it off if I could). It needs to go away. Thanks! ",-0.8325092554504323,1.3095176310160426,1.7914705882352957,95.02892533936657,94.6149732620321,5.443767996709171,17.352735499794324,7.010146845296331,0.12418486219662705,675,19,158,12,26,231,115,187,0.113,0.763,0.124,0.4583,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,1,0,4,11,2,1,7,1,24,9,4,2,0,25,42,11,0,7,9,0,2,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,12,4,0,0,3,1,0,3,8,4,0,0,10,8,21,7,16,27,2,12,0,0,3,0,11,7,0,7,2,98,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17384599874820278,0.0,0.5241421063489105,0.0,0.0,0.2267170257349504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14847264851023018,0.0,0.0,0.11992778217382508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21136888496742398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18469864729987007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936470545283967,0.20439574362562965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561582187432031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124128674053505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757715903556831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142974059929928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892013820192744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912971091784852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768890196846082,0.14788158119583086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19440409254351187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424110154984279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625354499973984,0.20226933674460787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209950989132654,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,loveinamsterdam,2019/02/20,"Scared - anxious while playing non-horror games at night Hey there fellow redditors. I have just discovered this subreddit, and I wanted to introduce myself and ask for some support.

I’m a professional, 28 years of age and single, living with my cat. I’ve had a rather strange problem for the past 10 years maybe, and it is getting anxious - distressed - in fear while playing video games at night. I am not talking about Resident Evil or other horror games alike, there’s no way I could ever play them for a second. I have loved Play Station, PC games and whatnot all my life, but I’ve developed a strange fear of playing them while it’s not the morning and there’s no sunlight entering the room I’m in. It’s not related to the fear of dark I guess as I still feel anxious when I turn the lights on. When I try to analyze it myself, only thing that comes to my mind is that I fear losing connection to the real life, and getting lost in an alternate reality out of my comfort zone.

I very much enjoy games when it’s shiny, I am at home enjoying myself and stuff, but when it starts to get dark; I just can’t help myself but turn the console off and just watch some shows, series or live TV.

Do you have any suggestions? Anything I could do to overcome?

Any suggestion or help appreciated. Thanks from now on.",3.9571875000000034,5.590839093750002,4.705125000000002,84.12737500000003,72.125,7.776250000000001,28.034375,8.395991825355821,1.9585584375000007,1032,39,201,17,20,332,142,256,0.163,0.6920000000000001,0.14400000000000002,-0.3166,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,2,2,15,21,1,6,12,0,13,3,0,0,2,37,30,23,0,5,13,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,12,12,0,0,1,13,0,2,6,10,0,1,2,4,25,11,28,26,5,31,0,2,2,1,17,11,0,6,17,133,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15269451139611462,0.0,0.0,0.3804984629722352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923884089679224,0.0,0.10495702768514956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671041793281823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792764629889051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015543842552173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5053385662435991,0.05676694093815904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17596887606839473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367774783299985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050404606324294,0.0,0.11261567747610872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15859883900931268,0.0,0.0,0.19827242941851264,0.0,0.0,0.1256010929550609,0.12255565554208404,0.0,0.10132780056622817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11279001821000614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336040706608022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253115801750395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107150432480211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538617688339308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717414599673827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742695434368507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778751397828667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124015697443164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946508171542695,0.0,0.08965873896040379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285219627169003,0.0,0.12740234146735066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023814374948697,0.0,0.10336286912597176,0.0,0.0,0.0745870096093038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762237665134813,0.2442344204574926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263427223205163,0.06621958637283376,0.08911447358142713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14459603035843002
anxiety,Cosmic_Quasar,2019/02/20,"My dad tries to force hugs out of me. I know that may sound trivial but I am not a hugger. I don't enjoy physical contact with anyone... except my nieces and nephew who are all under 12 years old. I think I'd enjoy contact with a significant other if I had one, but I'm not sure. But general family and friend hugs make me feel... Like I have to retreat into my own mind for the duration of it, but I usually tolerate them. Probably stems from the issue of being a 27 year old trans woman living at home with parents who don't support me being trans so I have to live closeted or get kicked out...

But now the other day I asked my dad if he'd be willing to stop by a grocery store to pick up some more ice tea since we were almost out. He was out, anyways, but had no other reason to stop so he just said ""we'll see"". When he got home he had two containers and said that before he gave them to me I had to give him a hug... one for each container... and it had to feel like I meant it. 

Instantly anxiety hit me and I was feeling upset and angry. I waited a day and finally decided to follow what my therapists would say and voice my feelings out loud. But when I did my dad just got upset, went and grabbed a container and placed it in front of me and left without saying a word. My mom got upset with me and just asked ""Do you not love him?"" How am I supposed to respond to that?! I guess I just needed to vent after that so here I am...",1.7445544554455452,3.123400458745873,3.8965359735973593,88.71339801980201,77.4158415841584,7.0922244224422455,22.35102310231023,7.839951260653429,0.920011854785478,1101,31,245,17,25,379,163,303,0.125,0.784,0.092,-0.8884,1,0,0,0,1,0,41.0,2,1,2,0,13,14,0,3,11,0,26,5,0,4,2,72,54,28,0,4,19,6,5,2,1,4,0,7,3,1,14,24,1,6,9,0,1,3,7,3,0,3,17,13,41,11,38,28,5,29,0,0,1,4,35,12,0,7,16,175,55,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852438015685215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054808392223736,0.0,0.0,0.08276281327846588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22130859672832146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071898812589404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15266988813513555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158298086906626,0.0,0.2393934416144109,0.16911843318996805,0.0,0.1296619018061007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144768016652877,0.0,0.06184026912325007,0.11354546891063096,0.0,0.0,0.28399934725868603,0.0,0.13039121544842078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374573489886776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354119298192658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06504972148445477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860275833053275,0.0,0.0,0.11565327666010332,0.0,0.20903504077952625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682806977036786,0.0,0.07900884364993872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951382944838852,0.13862640648251495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776535571513215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248406071131625,0.0,0.16041292706740798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142913894083766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236651163500505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761633799104954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169783547158845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251824085968719,0.18825549884422055,0.0,0.0,0.09432072908923674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791186760146726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19791509409807345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343179872367478,0.11155660503007543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13742964782766529,0.0,0.07584282823129063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036134014317448,0.0,0.11562436250802195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036114865040432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972455070281056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409860651862268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408234119006645,0.0,0.0,0.15244498285100386
anxiety,aesthetih0e,2019/02/20,"Someone stole my xanax but I really need it at the moment Hey loves, my anxiety is controlled by setraline (zoloft) and xanax. Someone stole my xanax from my bag today and i really need it right now but i dont know what to do, im panicing so bad. please help ♥️♥️ ",-1.2412280701754383,0.7775080350877204,1.5782456140350902,95.02771929824564,100.22807017543859,5.340350877192981,16.859649122807017,6.937597516519254,0.2107754385964915,206,6,47,4,9,71,39,57,0.128,0.6809999999999999,0.191,0.622,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,1,0,3,5,0,1,0,8,7,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,4,7,0,5,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,24,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825132783610027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19920458705050856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675880961068675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796143376329727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15991534768384727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577076672452275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311174948195926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21532803776954845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3538085424721936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799225799422075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26188952778390684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.305681301910867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037462747225668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4042966321086941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261462302721456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Wishlist2222,2019/02/20,Xanax affect on liver question Does anyone know if there is long term risk to the liver? I take .25 2-3 times per week. No dependency but super helpful. I have been taking for 5 years.,0.6008108108108097,3.0846593513513523,2.6041081081081106,89.57264864864867,90.62162162162159,4.0410810810810815,15.508108108108113,5.6839178017228535,-0.5377200000000002,144,3,28,1,5,48,35,37,0.076,0.7040000000000001,0.22,0.836,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,3,3,2,2,0,6,6,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,3,5,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,5,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519250513222783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152945925924807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414966196697146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19800745980363013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31884772486028196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4036103101120138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5417905821099288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100895859946148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890050923666911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23201670295658935
anxiety,YuckoDaClown,2019/02/20,"Would love some insight on medications If anybody would like to tell me what meds they’ve been perscribed an what took the edge off the most without zonkin’ the fuck out of you..  
I actually finally said something to my doctor about my heart rate+anxiety which lead to me drink my self under the table every night for the past few years. Literally been coping like that for years but I told him recently when I went I told him I’m not into pills, and wanted to clear my head with out meds first. Ive been clean and clearheaded for a few months and with just that tiny tinge i still feel and have now, I feel more confident in a medication working for me when I feel like I need it. Any insight much appreciated.",4.698848920863308,6.013029568345328,5.026683453237414,83.78117625899283,69.863309352518,8.437697841726619,26.130215827338127,8.841846274778883,1.7220296402877704,566,17,115,10,10,179,93,139,0.0,0.8190000000000001,0.181,0.9745,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,3,6,5,1,0,8,0,7,9,2,1,1,27,20,8,0,5,5,0,3,3,0,2,4,1,1,1,6,9,1,0,5,1,0,3,2,1,0,1,8,4,19,4,20,10,6,22,0,0,0,2,9,7,1,3,15,78,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.14639618882599806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020175663440243,0.0,0.114763564130174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15355005375268704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14696078974086954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263968607255258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275612309973301,0.1071730803804726,0.0,0.16433767936982624,0.0,0.12760546182175206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13868947107540686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15396202287477107,0.0,0.0,0.17777236946881886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198740435674793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539734365360145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33327295231149723,0.3022552438597213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974314997627625,0.0,0.11028068804199473,0.11123664458401082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078198166843822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14320941138771812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14812494096052484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270172636777095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15650177092192816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11549139166235495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198047823275892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13112257824431275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28669776725235285,0.16667581524123376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848466109615928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906843707538702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14461225659516852,0.0,0.10921508555431823,0.0,0.0,0.21313734620090746,0.0,0.0,0.1932136916422137
anxiety,Hidingfromlife51,2019/02/20,"My anxiety has reached a breaking point for me I've been suffering for years now with severe anxiety, and I've been on so much medication..  They're the highest doses, but it feels like my body had gotten used to them because now, my heart palpitations have returned. Before, they were a stabbing pain, and now it's a strong, continuous pain that makes me want to rip my heart out. It feels like I can't breathe, it sometimes numbs me, makes me worry that I could be possibly having a heart attack, and worst of all? It occurs randomly; there is no pattern to say when I get it, and exercise lately gets me more anxious than relieved, and I'm at the end of my tether. The best relief I've had is being with my bf, but since he's in New York, that's kinda hard to keep up since we aren't physically together... And so, I've been thinking and.. Well, I'm getting desperate.

I don't know if this is the place for this, but..  I'm a good girl that follows the rules. However, my anxiety is so crushing and overwhelming that I want to try smoking marijuana, just to see if it will help. I'm ashamed of thinking this, wanting to do so, but I can't think of anything else.. There's no more medication, I can't go out, and there's no other solution in my mind.. I'm so conflicted and scared, and I don't know what to do anymore ",4.9407853159851305,4.865852676579929,6.10070399628253,81.26845376394056,68.70260223048328,9.550278810408924,31.682388475836433,9.354420925462401,2.581365985130112,1026,40,218,19,16,345,141,269,0.199,0.6629999999999999,0.13699999999999998,-0.9512,1,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,1,0,2,2,14,17,1,3,10,0,25,12,5,3,1,43,51,23,0,6,7,0,3,2,1,1,7,1,0,1,17,16,0,2,7,1,0,2,9,9,1,0,7,5,24,8,25,40,6,22,0,2,1,0,8,9,0,4,12,141,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679127334611011,0.13188070300801674,0.11577271980218533,0.0,0.0,0.09606542083748848,0.0,0.0,0.132806318941451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116239650628889,0.0,0.09933543318051956,0.0,0.1225093206246462,0.0,0.0,0.12966959260860114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320578769391533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751961296924466,0.0,0.10339521139419697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118052472854566,0.16679528986865613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18297234818362884,0.0,0.0663448911804651,0.09791428923887256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457431130927668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41500524839247016,0.07824701542284453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376209123082906,0.0,0.0,0.12831229507297248,0.0,0.13168553992109794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406457262475457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15584703252277513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235202491310912,0.0,0.0,0.1178720938347694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581585629328832,0.0,0.0,0.11274628028194435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484349086267299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219663554065573,0.0,0.11035513565792476,0.1316045459703417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283473689653618,0.11687509527338152,0.0,0.09302506564373404,0.0,0.0,0.13188070300801674,0.0,0.193133746926612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545685924263495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22440297513436075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925743380296149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082414382316998,0.0,0.0,0.20656527708360253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496147463351467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855309764949915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517543955452104
anxiety,hjdbabwvbck,2019/02/20,"Need some advice Im 17 in a week and i feel like my teenage years are just going by and im making nothing happen. I have friends but recently ive felt kind of distant from the world. Like i just feel like i dont know myself, or anyone else anymore. Ive watched my best friends leave eachother. Ive just kind of taken a step back this year and i feel like im just observing everyone else making progress in life and im just doing nothing. Im so lost in life and feel like im never going to make shit right. Every week ending is like fucking relief. All i wanna do is be alone and sleep or eat and be high. I tried dating some girl recently and it went downhill and now i talk to no girls, im barely close with my friends anymore and im honestly not even trying to make any new ones. 

Im rambling at this point but if anyone knows how i feel, you know. And i just need a boost because right now i feel like im watching my life go by and im not doing anything. Not even enjoying it",-0.14957547169811392,1.9829871179245304,1.9662566037735871,96.06930943396229,88.19811320754721,4.524075471698113,19.800754716981128,5.927762680638738,-0.12506852830188686,767,24,174,6,25,256,108,212,0.119,0.6970000000000001,0.184,0.9538,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,3,13,19,2,0,4,0,13,7,2,5,2,50,37,19,0,4,14,0,7,7,3,0,3,0,0,2,4,14,1,0,10,0,0,5,6,3,0,1,4,9,20,16,14,31,4,28,0,1,2,1,7,10,2,5,20,92,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061250271256405926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06491768341727051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04262461945810557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432363913500735,0.08765477085820267,0.06422317275423457,0.051580384109310234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0481971302243014,0.0,0.03820920903623432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06577890108324952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07346061394339562,0.0,0.0,0.0641373935126719,0.10472236630606567,0.0,0.055515966851360524,0.0,0.0,0.08279923381283306,0.0,0.0528106901801259,0.059893524549538876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901576605340657,0.2238933906718404,0.06018272846916479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14527947636714025,0.05794674524483427,0.0,0.0,0.10686764105997684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055427808112215024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622497023602165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7447579396470305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054336367973865,0.10334203620999988,0.0,0.0,0.06636917882474466,0.0,0.0,0.1328184313396608,0.21435632575021366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842273677235687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16735782198715793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295300437183446,0.04834275956862752,0.060536834098468925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028649871322634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0424736599923125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05925295737058275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377807993194805,0.0,0.0,0.10705693103224136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06434022503114288,0.0,0.0,0.06272536985871796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05037989254177714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511135106545299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005563957029778,0.0,0.0,0.058105083481234124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072786261703954
anxiety,tiny_little_planet,2019/02/20,What's your pain? I've gone through all different kinds of anxiety pains. Every time I get used to one pain another one sneaks in. I am curious what pains you have experienced?,2.3526470588235284,5.102427500000005,3.6897058823529436,83.74867647058825,82.82352941176471,9.282352941176473,26.14705882352941,9.516144504307137,2.9876705882352943,141,6,28,5,4,46,28,34,0.35200000000000004,0.5920000000000001,0.057,-0.8992,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,2,1,1,4,1,4,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20611240015533347,0.1503693953412271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053654584930737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165611966344721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026955344940015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20468907979157194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663910024728713,0.0,0.8366233252727048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461688546709267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16976646104081008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,el00n,2019/02/20,"I don't know what's wrong with me. Do I have a mental problem? It started around 2 months ago. I vomited blood, but that part is fine, I didn't panic or go to the hospital, I've vomited blood a couple of years before and survived, so I was like, hey it's okay. I ate less though, and only tea, potatoes, toast so it could heal. There was no blood after that.

A couple days later, it got bad, I might have had a panic attack, but I have no clue why. There was no 'triggering' factor, I wasn't in stress of school or anything. I thought I would die and it didn't even hurt, I didn't sweat or cry. I was shaking, pale, nauseous, dizzy, numb and very weak, couldn't breathe. I just didn't want to let go because of my family. I've never been suicidal, I think I have a healthy attitude towards life and I know everybody dies, I just don't want to die yet. I appreciate every moment I'm alive and I want to do so many things. 

I'm not even sure if it's mental or physical, but I don't feel good since than. Often I can hardly breath, my heart beat is always high, I vomited a lot, couldn't eat for days, lost too much weight, but I felt I was always full. I was constantly shaking, freezing, which is an experience in itself, because I've not felt cold for years. My limbs often went numb, I couldn't concentrate, I was always tired and felt very weak. I got B vitamins which made some changes, but I'm still not okay. I force myself to eat, because I promised my mother I wouldn't give up.

I had a gastroscopy, still waiting for the results, but nothing out of ordinary.

Doctors couldn't find any cause, I got 5-6 pills for the symptoms so it's kind of better now, however I got stomach aches a couple days ago and they're getting worse. It's like stabbing, I couldn't even get up for a while yesterday it hurt so bad. I got sent to the eye and ear specialist, I also had a head MRI done, but I still didn't have an ultrasonography, so I don't know what to think. They say it might be a psychological issue, so I thought I would as if anyone had similar experiences and if there's a solution.

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anxiety,ChiefJief,2019/02/20,"Recent anxiety about my heart I never used to be an anxious person until about 6 months ago I felt my heart flutter a few times over the course of a few days, and then I started paying close attention to it when i would sleep or be still. I saw a cardiologist about it and he said everything was fine, but now I still constantly think about and listen to my heart. At work I will have a feeling of dread come over me when I feel any slight pain anywhere on my body, or feel my heart speed up or slow down. It takes me forever to fall asleep because i just listen to my heartbeat against the bed and I start to freak out. When I'm sitting on the couch watching TV the thoughts creep up on me also, I probably have 1-3 mini panic attacks per day. I'm going to see another cardiologist Friday, but in my head I know that nothing is physically wrong with me. I just cant seem to convince myself that everything is fine even when it clearly is. Its very annoying because a small heart flutter triggered anxiety for me, and now my anxiety is sustaining itself from that one occurence. I also recently got fired from a job and got a new job (my first and second jobs ever) so these big post-college changes in my life could be to blame also.

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Does anyone else have something similar to this? I dont get anxious about things in my life and surroundings, but this inward facing anxiety I get from my heart and my head is really difficult to deal with :/.",5.415044521873789,5.9039263484320585,6.087566782810688,79.81654568331398,67.74564459930313,9.304607046070462,31.27545489740612,9.2995712137729,2.643001703445606,1150,44,224,21,18,376,163,287,0.16699999999999998,0.792,0.041,-0.9896,3,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,2,21,11,2,2,12,0,17,15,12,2,3,38,42,25,0,2,8,0,5,0,0,2,3,3,2,1,13,14,0,0,9,1,1,3,3,8,0,3,7,11,35,3,39,29,2,47,0,0,3,0,6,17,0,4,26,154,48,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296821317005088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974843504253448,0.0,0.08918940763098966,0.10002301276231504,0.05597773789703039,0.08631555748136642,0.2518862169812667,0.18598741618794187,0.0,0.05755729729560855,0.08434252263262379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936463923454014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035820217869132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143457661865344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707946798485144,0.07090798978244504,0.0,0.08895440857989358,0.0,0.06572266916828391,0.0,0.0,0.10617408702523727,0.08486423482206384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07203533156505253,0.0,0.09647379954019418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876449863440362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05436897580992154,0.074459581449992,0.0,0.0,0.14796071900544214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486440718785367,0.0,0.07903631851742951,0.0,0.0,0.07001799152902415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601347909214825,0.0,0.046782109158057784,0.0,0.1316713325257001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896003446146424,0.0,0.0,0.5852695056399463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24505793922594124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04523874926629005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116284523388082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06570388712991895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348721369844837,0.07950135568038959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898447168705501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05577948699141126,0.0,0.0875900827271981,0.0965801506915788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187520127060283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883602327495791,0.0,0.08875062621196411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05273377054513567,0.0,0.16255434075225902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830141535753993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06559523571367394,0.07493744189746228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237549937300152,0.0,0.0,0.06337091820086603,0.0,0.0,0.1165274501502602,0.0,0.13147541044704394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06189142652306034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054687127078218406,0.05274480215601832,0.0,0.06534975026149957,0.04799915171728705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109463921303531,0.0,0.06791936349088568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0599270660206205,0.0,0.0,0.05847496136826773,0.08999968034903877,0.10002301276231504,0.0
anxiety,SomeEvilLunatic,2019/02/20,"Anxiety hits hard Hi guys

I'm 18. I've been treated for a depression-anxiety-OCD thing for two years now. Also I have Asperger's Syndrome or even high functioning autism I would say. they're not diagnosed by the psychiatrist but I never inquired about that. I mean.. I fit the diagnostic criteria so I have it right.. 
I am on two antidepressants in high doses but I still have terrible anxiety. Now during the winter holiday I haven't come out of the house for alnost  two weeks now.  I'm getting panic attacks in my home for example when a thought comes that I'm not studying enough and I have bigbig exams in May, or really any thought about any problem can cause it..
My father doesn't want me to take another medication and I won't convince him so he'd be upset anyway.. Also he causes so much of the anxiety - controlling my medication and I know he would be upset about the new one, and I've been always coming to the doctor with him. I just am sick of even getting the reaction of disapproval even if in the end I get the medication 
I mean.. I need a benzodiazepine or some GABAergic... the problem is he's angry about me changing doctors and I've been to mine just recently and I can't just tell her that "" oh I forgot to tell you about something.. I have panic attacks everyday. can you prescribe me something else?"". Also if I even go to a new doctor I'm afraid to ask about benzodiazepines or pregabalin because doctors really don't like to prescribe them in Poland.
I have a feeling that the doctors don't, or only partially, believe me and think I just want to get those drugs for recreational use or that I'm exaggerating a lot. But I'm not.. Like.. I feel a constant fear in my gut.. I'm afraid to even say it to the doctor... Like.. It's anxiety that doesn't let me get anxiety medication..

The anxiety sometimes subsides. I mean the crippling part. There is always some but it's bearable. But at times like this.. I really waste whole days because of my anxiety. Again - I won't say it like that to the doctor because they don't believe me.. They base it on the fact that I look happy when I sit across their desk with them and that's not typical for a 18 year old boy that's pretty. 

In the time I'll get a doctor appointment - a week or so it may be better so I won't insist on medications. 
It's so tiring... The doctors strictness and fobia about those medications really waste my life I feel... If they don't understand that sometimes drugs are a nessesity then who will.. 

I don't know.. I just don't know what to do. I don't even think you could help I mean... What can be your advice? but I just had to take some action... ",1.6045455735130538,4.027183626185959,3.6272449780802214,85.24058349146112,82.75711574952561,7.050042530916705,23.697212589151345,8.16106018226119,1.6351056337106598,2069,77,412,45,58,700,216,527,0.16899999999999998,0.7829999999999999,0.048,-0.9955,0,0,4,0,0,0,79.0,0,4,6,2,37,21,2,7,30,0,45,23,1,4,2,78,87,37,0,11,26,1,4,5,0,8,22,3,1,2,27,15,0,2,16,1,0,5,19,12,0,4,7,8,62,9,47,64,8,47,0,0,1,0,29,17,0,16,29,283,89,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0526736264593194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931921493198012,0.0897036346823962,0.0,0.0,0.07331210906505413,0.056522251539755236,0.2886508403505419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050392257000230214,0.12264544419075438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857675220679936,0.0,0.0,0.12146099524637705,0.0,0.047673039166432535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107469604185087,0.05702248513485381,0.13929861608761426,0.0,0.05825025759010266,0.060457071947760024,0.04303735441198766,0.0,0.0,0.034763133257523414,0.0,0.0,0.05471065829149262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4965502913846547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502130043853288,0.0,0.04502924388408167,0.0,0.04774227510299701,0.05569646058839597,0.0,0.21361550684653735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06065613581080475,0.08176529976021843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168973322176784,0.0,0.03063445592601147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05337268649482332,0.0,0.057381005864566965,0.04828671920017129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03613020841036319,0.11390347415406495,0.05406934901638855,0.0,0.0,0.06219710671290815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887144009671125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05511971933451762,0.03807345554444581,0.13167201198987186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045265149317605495,0.0,0.0,0.04582661068999876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23486574120103865,0.0,0.3258110862290685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03962508673378829,0.0399685726293124,0.04157350501960851,0.10412017843917873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056562387371915324,0.0,0.03652623335217023,0.04099584624940618,0.0,0.126487686123451,0.0,0.05837196072421386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05483897800055629,0.0,0.10315624997076653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381271942331066,0.0,0.053222950792281794,0.0,0.0,0.04603307609420287,0.0,0.12859807011171304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299470184451621,0.10662337379387092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04304720051298185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105706271655344,0.0,0.09422762276764723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03581092033575647,0.06907804483613925,0.0,0.08558630981762598,0.06286283043807145,0.06195384981418876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579669116463124,0.056115178297204416,0.0,0.04655509618407802,0.0,0.0,0.0635870601244347,0.0,0.08647586233832727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060181047244627923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658263635609845,0.0,0.0,0.06942384406019217
anxiety,_IcyStorm_,2019/02/20,"I can't make calls to customer service, they get them anxiety juices going So I have a gift card that I have to activate through a call. I'm fine with the pre-recorded messages because I don't have to talk, but when I have to talk to someone I almost throw the phone. I need to activate my card but I'm too terrified by talking to someone I don't know through the phone. As fellow anxiety-havers, I assume y'all understand. 

How do I work up the courage to actually talk to the person?",2.859300000000001,4.352042930000003,4.388999999999999,85.85950000000003,74.7,7.8000000000000025,30.5,8.472884824447931,2.2881,383,18,80,7,8,128,59,100,0.076,0.8370000000000001,0.087,-0.0157,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,2,1,4,2,0,0,7,0,8,0,0,2,0,10,16,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,14,2,15,16,0,4,0,0,0,0,14,1,0,2,1,51,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.19691081240472985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20205623143156792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15436321688807333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300486398236382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4120854045717531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542313499739052,0.0,0.11467776123667565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089449749855672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13469152233950454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496193188488521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17618887473200867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34193966197829617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6487411789833942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100629119727975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469002123334905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,infinitestrength,2019/02/20,"Increasing effexor? My mental health has been getting way worse lately and my psychiatrist and therapist told me to increase my effexor. I'm 22f and on 225mg and now I'm going to 300mg. I've been so scared to do it because I'm worried about the side effects but I really think I need to. 

Has anyone increased effexor? Is it going to really mess me up?",1.3866666666666667,3.777807666666668,4.308888888888891,80.20000000000002,83.44444444444446,8.044444444444443,25.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.534383333333333,280,12,53,8,8,100,47,72,0.141,0.799,0.059,-0.7140000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,1,0,6,1,0,1,0,8,15,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,3,0,7,0,8,12,3,11,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18420526040108864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16059222404733556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13763793696565405,0.0,0.2994411136198251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28002726976790504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29717483908702275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654882780817201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953394231453289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375362774700372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26375209952404943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30587727823785554,0.0,0.1688034440890008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251730788363686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20910855211851107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675388485202504,0.2684706166928109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mopeybunny,2019/02/20,"I shoplifted two dollars worth of items at the dollar store and I’m freaking it out because the moment I left I heard a ping through the intercom It was dumb as hell I know but I’m freaking out now

It was super busy too
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anxiety,beautifulexistence,2019/02/20,"Can people stop lovebombing during the initial stage of a new relationship/friendship? This is so disorienting to me. Because of my anxiety I'm constantly tracking what's going on in my life, preparing myself for the most likely outcomes so I won't be blindsided by a worst case scenario.

When I meet a new person and they gush about how amazing I am and how much they love talking to me for weeks, it feels weird. I'm not even the most expressive person in the world. I'm pretty forthcoming about my thoughts and interests and I try to be supportive and positive. I've had a couple of really close friendships in my life but the vast majority have just been run of the mill friendly acquaintances and that's fine with me!

It takes conscious adjustment to get used to someone spamming me with texts all the time. I'm 30 and I'm just not glued to my phone as much as my younger sibs who are all in their early 20s. If I make the effort at all, it means I think someone is pretty neat. But by the time I get used to it, attention usually drops off from 100% to 5%, and it leaves me feeling like an idiot.

Any other fellow anxiety sufferers deal with this and hate it? Any advice for dealing with it without seeming or feeling disinterested? I'd genuinely like to maintain some of these friendships, it's just that the fluctuation between constant lovebombing and radio silence triggers anxiety and makes me want to avoid them.",5.9006290849673215,6.927941595588237,6.354803921568627,76.41633986928106,66.86764705882354,9.72091503267974,33.861111111111114,9.861636050157227,3.397423366013072,1142,51,205,25,18,370,160,272,0.107,0.742,0.151,0.8701,0,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,4,1,11,16,2,1,15,0,11,3,0,7,3,52,35,22,0,2,10,0,3,3,2,1,2,0,0,2,16,16,0,2,10,1,0,2,4,6,0,0,3,3,24,10,38,29,10,25,0,1,0,1,16,10,0,6,14,139,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132075028321387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16885642160002692,0.0,0.2849298233169649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568243883522861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268330298483612,0.0,0.0,0.1373727921856075,0.0,0.0,0.2559923203798897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200180148587967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883262683973888,0.08869483704341809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592020145146443,0.0,0.1297295034999921,0.0,0.07055893864327224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122575258314461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145996589944392,0.0,0.0,0.17538569120902098,0.18196446715035614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205281483778233,0.0,0.16574601314212986,0.0,0.0,0.13523887500103846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18253329325230347,0.0,0.0,0.2398152361432547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607196960587571,0.21681099923438574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526162105405991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953550934934163,0.0,0.0,0.13329372233362016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302411242431333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103886522464803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037973607509904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088720862948415,0.0,0.0,0.09334750923330344,0.09978937622609876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955214773460073,0.0,0.09856351289069896,0.14478907693138213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842916509353323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21445643971073988,0.13673684906189493,0.0,0.07322858099164878,0.0,0.09958794567122103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967893884970815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Delicious_Paint,2019/02/20,"Have a med check next week, thinking about switching due to extreme fatigue, weight gain and sexual dysfunction I've been on citalopram for two years or so. Since starting I've gained a fuckton of weight, I'm constantly tired and I never want sex (and can't orgasm when I do it just for my husband's sake).


I've been looking up and researching alternatives, but all the side effects on other meds seem far worse than what I'd have with citalopram.

Did anyone switch because of the same side effects? What did you switch to? ",5.494857142857144,6.8234606000000015,5.085428571428572,84.04700000000003,68.0,7.7142857142857135,31.285714285714285,7.957251820313856,2.1353714285714283,420,17,78,5,7,128,74,100,0.113,0.846,0.041,-0.7159,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,4,4,1,0,0,4,0,8,6,1,2,2,16,14,8,0,1,3,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,4,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,4,3,4,0,12,10,2,14,0,1,1,2,2,6,0,2,8,45,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14750579281051576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859721419316322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22796919205879496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17715045298114798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4686505568584906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627027714978334,0.0,0.2243547877031964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19204700876600225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17450551865025238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493162007792313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13517250156307956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424636331474744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060739912570598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442769630279203,0.0,0.1692166977919565,0.5137767288308945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21498284617591254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584916440529932
anxiety,naturalhattrick,2019/02/20,"Lexapro/Cipralex advice Quick question regarding lexapro:

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I used to be on lexapro 20mg and remeron 7.5mg, this combo worked great for me. I went off the lexapro but kept the remeron, but 2 months later had a relapse.  


My doc first upped my remeron to 15mg then to 30mg, which worked somewhat, I was feeling fine, could eat and sleep ok, but definitely not 100%, or as good as I felt with the lexapro. So I asked him if I could start the lexapro again, and he prescribed me to start daily 10mg pills. Now after a few days of taking the lexapro I feel waaaay worse, like anxiety through the roof, can't eat or sleep, making me wish I was still the 50% I was on just the remeron.

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My doc is on vacation this week, so thought I'd ask:

1. Is 2 months long enough for the lexapro to be completely gone from my system, meaning I have to start again at 5mg and go super slow?
2. Should I then go back down to 5mg, or just plow through and continue at 10mg? Or just stop until I see my doctor next week?

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I plan to talk to my pharmacist, but just looking to see if anyone here would have any thoughts",5.353849512932484,4.960572131004369,5.192663755458515,89.20865972455492,67.8646288209607,8.268861269734634,32.46254618743702,7.321109707123232,1.7886765871682906,874,34,196,7,13,270,128,229,0.04,0.8340000000000001,0.126,0.9616,0,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,0,5,13,6,0,0,11,1,15,6,2,2,0,38,38,22,0,7,15,0,3,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,6,2,2,7,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,10,6,23,6,29,22,3,38,0,0,3,0,6,8,0,8,26,116,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103101240920467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360674055497063,0.3768886383164712,0.0703083981356099,0.0,0.07909267636434368,0.0,0.0,0.07229233487986282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933104319768103,0.0,0.0,0.0795001354589132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840191251759093,0.0,0.0,0.1650961887355514,0.0,0.0,0.0666776674326035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582352333893516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21158651764158826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068289802525915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455366464527148,0.0,0.09927012341438517,0.0,0.0,0.08794304682575514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751725882023464,0.08671819838685607,0.0,0.11398727700687875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05051088209226588,0.0,0.0,0.0914964445984951,0.08682113174689879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901328697460113,0.0,0.0,0.11262146357107775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650490080140442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099558948533968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581988986977222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16477607426150834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20692831200826084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21953883811710515,0.0,0.0825669797496754,0.08643824257264725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773602901154424,0.08310055521640403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641594116539652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929532322817929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16586562399966387,0.0,0.0,0.09584309244371672,0.0,0.0,0.11889281032722128,0.0,0.0,0.15053755922138773,0.0,0.10536272246026084,0.0734449268458681,0.0,0.3768886383164712,0.0
anxiety,kitri99,2019/02/20,"[Trigger warning] don’t know why I’m writing this I feel like jumping off of a building or ODing on sleeping pills. I don’t even know what I expect from this post, soo yeah",0.8633333333333333,3.1244908888888894,2.0144444444444467,96.65000000000002,84.55555555555556,3.6,25.66666666666667,3.1291,0.15730000000000022,136,6,29,0,4,43,29,36,0.0,0.852,0.14800000000000002,0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,2,1,1,0,7,6,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,4,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847050992577796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21795232123105046,0.307942897918495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4737886784987608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105897299112057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4128276741878523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4313622682059017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3889564532481825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Captain-Fuzzy-Socks,2019/02/20,"Does anyone else get intense food cravings when they're anxious? I've gained a bit of weight in the last couple years due to anxiety and PCOS, and I'm trying to make an effort to eat healthier. I'm having a lot of anxiety today for various reasons though, and all I want is to order the entire menu of Chinese food and eat all of it until I can't breathe. I'm craving it so bad that it's hard to focus on anything else.

Does this happen to anyone else? Any tips for how to get past it, or know when to indulge versus when to not give in?",5.505263157894737,4.40773496491228,6.621754385964913,81.42894736842106,67.7719298245614,9.003508771929825,30.403508771929822,7.793537801064563,1.9068877192982456,422,13,89,4,6,143,75,114,0.106,0.848,0.046,-0.7671,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,5,0,3,6,1,3,2,15,13,12,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,5,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,19,13,5,13,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,9,51,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10062076614168318,0.0,0.22638449752834555,0.16715748985754916,0.0,0.2069200924689741,0.3032137261862121,0.12176197307901468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354397101884156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615386421774929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637196319306088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589690303198293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028087408460581,0.3708154417745495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3578379247906562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15461043068020686,0.14194079439620694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308443005171442,0.0,0.13254690779877026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131728400384491,0.12061061495001905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579391688793504,0.0,0.0,0.09876728802647997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14124862226117732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15213189578469258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14537412759326446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402528111045869,0.0,0.0,0.10045801534928546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727315020688349,0.0,0.0,0.18018059869462427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528412791451207
anxiety,ketnip,2019/02/20,"I traveled to another country alone for the first time and I loved it! I was offered to go on a business trip and had to decide if I wanted to go really fast, so didn't have much time to contemplate on that. 

I was really anxious about it, but decided I should step out of my comfort zone and see where it goes. I don't fly so often, never done it alone, so it was also a trigger for me, especially that it was not a direct flight. 

Right before the flight I was thinking of not going, but I did it anyway and it went surprisingly well, I really enjoyed it.  

I feel happy I did it and didn't let my fears and anxiety take over. Sometimes stepping out of your comfort zone can really do amazing things!",5.458199300699299,4.953185895104898,6.8945367132867155,77.46949737762239,67.67132867132867,9.9472027972028,31.16171328671329,9.516144504307137,2.6747489510489517,545,19,110,10,8,188,81,143,0.05,0.731,0.219,0.9832,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,9,9,0,1,5,0,17,1,0,1,1,22,27,13,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,13,8,0,0,4,1,0,8,6,1,1,1,12,2,16,8,16,13,1,20,0,0,1,1,3,7,0,2,5,89,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625368641491051,0.0,0.1399638132404008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18352423178407848,0.13389018682542855,0.1977233228480642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14892953614154034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791067150836893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969466966445774,0.08849561259093679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887232940831432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984045134502516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18631255361236726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17897029703260062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15796281489554298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866018964373804,0.0,0.1349865825130614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4484904001442908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14946653214804315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394686612045153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17309972827235626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315936180927459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627582881191427,0.112146055459077,0.0,0.0,0.20411169671479448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323161270864176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736442908034673,0.16224573681263285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,--Aux--,2019/02/20,"Anxious in my Silence So normally I consider myself pretty quiet in general, tho I have my bouts of squeakyness where i talk a bit and i do laugh a lot despite being quiet. Past couple of weeks I have been lost in anxiety over my silence. My partner worries a lot i guess sometimes i look sad but for me i am not even aware if i look that way because i am otherwise genuinely relaxed so there was nothing wrong at all. I find myself stuck in my mind about how often ive been quiet. Like, I feel bad for being quiet and then i'll start to worry if i am disinteresting and stuff because of it or if i am to push him or what friends i have away for it (Ive had a past experience where i had some friends but as i had talked less they left deeming me less fun)  I do get plenty of reassurance from my partner, and he mentions if i ever feel bad for it i should do my best to speak up on how its making me feel and he will try and help.  

​

I just i feel like me not talking makes me boring or something. Usually like i'll speak up if i have input ofcourse but otherwise i am in my silence. 

ive been getting anxious about it because it gets poked at and even tho it may not seem it, i guess when others have been constantly asking if i am ok like they may mean well but for me it just it turned into am i doing something wrong. and if im asked if anything is on my mind because i am wrapped up in this im running a blank slate ",1.3047227443609015,3.078635891447369,3.3942857142857146,90.06500000000004,79.88815789473685,5.9218045112781965,24.672932330827063,6.868970318607317,0.8714327067669174,1117,42,244,12,28,380,144,304,0.093,0.74,0.16699999999999998,0.9796,0,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,2,20,20,0,0,5,1,35,0,0,4,2,55,56,32,0,10,20,0,4,4,4,4,0,6,0,2,15,9,0,0,7,1,0,2,3,7,1,0,10,12,51,13,32,40,8,31,0,2,2,0,19,19,0,20,13,186,66,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664465918733994,0.1195985082787087,0.0,0.0,0.07529571189410499,0.22238699795563294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099630977132005,0.0,0.18403027007457207,0.0,0.09247457911350812,0.0,0.16436339678115294,0.2399985951758235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329213984263884,0.0,0.10745583018235136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636366849148088,0.0,0.0,0.10890662895954277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13001904709588386,0.08903205994842041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627963121008162,0.0,0.0,0.19906881325746265,0.07031563932589749,0.0,0.0,0.08995968994101472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15208755129742055,0.0,0.15427075490709405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168549342326905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597295306280225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21263419779702564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694026665830897,0.0,0.0,0.1923441208648203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16530630199490204,0.0,0.10744373619379434,0.1673567338300449,0.0,0.0,0.13140039790706545,0.0,0.0,0.1072148985713575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987646448098293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643669911334772,0.09444251607778748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879177361229907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013474820159164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960344242435772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154647067242025,0.09734594878067516,0.0,0.06966651386821389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267435840626315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23733355924096666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06682487417448962,0.10705935407472117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840246492013124,0.0,0.0,0.07812607217660264,0.07895149596584443,0.0,0.08849690179208679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999130038229359,0.0,0.0,0.2152270206234192,0.1195985082787087,0.0
anxiety,ExistentialistCow,2019/02/20,"Severe anxiety about job hunt I found the perfect job for me, I’m dying to get it. They called me in for an interview which lasted three hours, all the workers were nice to me and a man who works out front told me he thinks I’ll get the job. I had to take a spit test (I’m drug free) which unfortunately leaked in transit.

Instead of just brushing that off, and just tossing out my resume. They called me back, they knew I lived 30 minutes out and apologized profusely but they wanted me to come back in to take another test which I was beyond happy to do so because I REALLY want this job. They said they would have results around Tuesday-Wednesday and I have yet to receive a call (I know it’s still only Wednesday.)

I know it’s all pure anxiety but I REALLY want this job and I was up until 5am last night worrying about this :(",2.022374260355029,4.0824289704142025,3.4015643491124266,89.48802699704143,78.82248520710058,6.591863905325444,22.98853550295858,7.6454224807358475,0.9968488165680468,652,21,137,10,16,213,100,169,0.087,0.809,0.104,0.7113,5,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,6,3,12,4,0,0,7,0,8,2,1,1,4,28,25,9,1,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,11,10,0,0,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,8,2,23,5,23,16,2,23,0,0,0,0,17,10,0,0,10,90,34,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727174717344547,0.18570232215111396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804903881016482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866589985909728,0.0,0.07398876927386629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718108081200615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045533854093082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12596756951247098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407558873474525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308087560498846,0.0,0.0,0.12682633448654446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920541330199073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952943448860237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6022273194250555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13340850310339702,0.19787283596561636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717590809830924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113901747087649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092310777382002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551122667015985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545494496584932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711863829196805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969298333128037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18251703907136987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777187937601322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597853712941494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21476947624691456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836208231719166,0.12326169746005892,0.0,0.08622096313107595,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ms-raz,2019/02/20,"Research Study Investigating ""Nervous Habits"" (i.e. Self-Stimulatory Behaviors/Stims/Fidgets) Hello there! I am investigating self-stimulatory behaviors, also know as stimming, fidgeting, and ""nervous habits."" I have created a survey to tap into the various types of fidgeting, the contexts in which it happens most, and the suspected reason why we do it. If you are interested in helping us research this topic, please consider taking the following survey. If you complete the entire survey, you will receive results at the end. Thanks so much for taking the time! Cheers! -RAZ

[https://utexas.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV\_aiaAXCAGseBbhWt](https://utexas.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV_aiaAXCAGseBbhWt)",12.381808510638294,17.39409632978723,9.667489361702133,42.494000000000035,59.1063829787234,10.142978723404257,38.12340425531913,10.125756701596842,5.561786382978723,581,27,56,15,10,172,70,94,0.063,0.777,0.16,0.8662,0,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,2,3,0,0,3,5,0,2,8,0,5,0,0,2,0,11,11,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,3,8,10,3,8,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,3,2,42,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19440033667386103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25487701196184703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21530708391201805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21496517865262488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16293923566035573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359683543221926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787003626452058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26684167656580404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24993874419340065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5071952980147479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655493955058528,0.0,0.0,0.22380616776203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417487193360331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924093719908949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193524397397901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,You_Have_To_See_This,2019/02/20,"I understand what it feels like but today I was told this and maybe this can give us hope that one day everything will be better Imagine that you're in deep water. Yeah? Now you are alone and drowning. Right? Take your hands and interlock them with each other. There is a hand holding your hand and it's yours. Only you can get yourself out. You can do it! Just have faith in yourself. You may not have anyone, but it's better than having fake people. You have to realize that being alone is not that bad. You can do it! Yeah? Now just take a deep breath. And give a big smile. A genuine one. You will find people who will care for you and love you for who you are. Don't ever give up!
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anxiety,sleepyleo_,2019/02/20,"Anxiety over things I’ve said I just got off the phone with an employer, where they gave me a full time offer. I still have another interview tomorrow, and for some stupid reason I told them that instead of being vague or asking to think about it. 

I’m now obsessing over the fact I didn’t lie and how I could be so dumb to say that. They didn’t retract their offer but I’m still sitting here beating myself up for not saying the normal thing. Why am I like this :( ",3.5016090225563907,4.6719802736842135,4.483909774436093,87.08736842105263,72.57894736842105,7.954887218045112,24.09774436090225,8.418075326091056,1.3310902255639103,366,10,77,6,7,119,74,95,0.182,0.784,0.034,-0.9078,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,4,1,10,4,2,1,5,0,7,0,0,2,1,14,15,6,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,6,3,12,1,11,6,2,12,0,0,0,0,14,6,1,2,6,57,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595598171643463,0.18936198274566668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23140983696091344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19763487012819486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19797466408957914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093206631626956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24252967525207125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25450503668909097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23546046213395624,0.3936961775417691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39536017020580655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32889970521779993,0.15860908048866146,0.0,0.0,0.14433841832594646,0.0,0.0,0.23652828346321456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22335993126627446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wisheybean,2019/02/20,"Fear of increasing wedding day anxiety.. My fiancé and I have been engaged for a year and getting married this August. He is incredible and definitely not the issue.

I am.

I’m done hiding this and not dealing with it and trying to tell myself I’m fine when sometimes I’m not. I’ve always had some form of anxiety and can be triggered in bigger social settings and especially when the attention is on me. Sometimes I’m able to feel like I’m in control and somewhat enjoy the attention but other times I literally feel so crippled.. like when too much attention is on me I actually can’t smile because my facial muscles spasm and it is incredibly embarrassing. It’s like my muscles and nerves can’t take it and they freak out like I am inside. Sometimes I go red and sweat and it’s like I can’t focus or really comprehend what is going on or if even realize that something is funny. My breaths are short and I feel so small and like I’m not good enough. My head swirls and I feel so tense.

So getting back to the wedding. Obviously this is an issue and I am so worried about this on my wedding day and not being able to take it. I might be ok with the attention but I also might not. I don’t know what my anxiety will do that day and I’ve been going back and forth with should I have a just-incase medication? Has anyone found a medication to help with this? What do I do?

I don’t know what to do and I want to enjoy my day. I have time to sort this out and I don’t want to hide it anymore.",1.5060860913280294,3.652505237012992,3.8010724759111874,85.50697737746125,81.04545454545455,6.701466275659825,23.896522832006703,7.831003766801068,1.3469921240050264,1175,43,242,21,31,405,138,308,0.093,0.762,0.145,0.9358,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,1,14,15,0,2,9,1,37,6,4,2,1,62,59,36,0,4,11,0,4,6,0,4,2,0,0,0,20,28,0,1,12,0,0,4,12,3,0,0,5,5,31,12,25,47,6,29,0,0,1,0,9,11,0,8,19,173,51,0,0.2203928901893858,0.0,0.10753583438411043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812405732934687,0.09169226997194738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25289993662951826,0.0,0.1092852628658306,0.07705191660517798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694685285144066,0.0,0.06717473012330015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359468336761445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28427036304651754,0.11360769618296178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276922272042005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138623851493798,0.0,0.07278371269761895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400163716690207,0.22287453469032256,0.07872436239393946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082471422450287,0.0,0.0,0.11514618874286657,0.0,0.1878815376761632,0.09242754991050292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130933443423344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386235430560259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300329174872161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112216867607115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32301850101494195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220226503577923,0.0,0.2338020280913013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100706651007891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059466446890303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123313984084804,0.0,0.0848346071451001,0.32696130574336885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16570802518881286,0.0,0.09631655011768953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12851286662210476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481615273466449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999343681658654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119098390563978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096289770861126
anxiety,azncanEHdian,2019/02/20,"Sexual harassment at work and I feel like my boss is not doing anything. Please help. For over a year, my boss (50sF)'s right hand man (late 40s M) has been making comments to me (late 20s F) that make me uncomfortable and I didn't come forward right away because he always says ""not to be creepy ..."" And I have to work with him a lot so I didn't want our relationship to turn sour. I finally had the courage to say something and I believe my boss has spoken to him. 

My anxiety is through the roof and I started to see counselling. Since I reported him, I feel like he's been treating me like crap. I've spoken to my boss about this and my anxiety and she told me that I need to ""learn to let go"" and give it time. I'm at a loss what to do because of course I don't want to lose my job and I didn't want to stir problems to begin with because I know how anxious I'll be.

This guy is almost twice my age and he comments on my clothes, looks and stares at me from head to toe. I tried to resolve this issue with him via email as suggested by my counsellor and he responds by saying ""I don't do emails"" and to talk to him in person. My anxiety is so extreme I'm almost at a point of going to my doctor and ask for a stress leave. 

I'm not sure what to do at this point. Call the labour board? Call the human rights commisioner? I don't want this to negatively affect my career so I'm at a loss.. I'm trying to take some deep breaths and braving going to work... Please help :(",1.497008547008548,3.0474465641025685,3.212820512820514,92.60995726495727,78.55128205128204,6.288888888888889,22.452991452991448,7.0931098945946705,0.5202940170940176,1136,34,263,13,27,378,154,312,0.127,0.7959999999999999,0.077,-0.8312,1,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,1,0,0,7,5,15,2,1,10,0,23,6,5,8,1,46,51,20,0,6,3,0,3,3,0,0,1,3,0,4,10,19,0,0,5,0,0,5,10,7,0,1,7,10,41,8,46,41,2,29,0,3,3,0,33,17,1,4,12,156,51,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030251997464648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843522713526786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326552073165485,0.11452509891187085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083423136004629,0.0,0.09477210932661373,0.0,0.09524531935019888,0.0,0.0,0.18539210770342404,0.0,0.0,0.11421511364688795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20703078787282544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732574181546095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376179309772712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025166747074306,0.14484489871941936,0.0,0.11105155529542844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724831074998933,0.17284155417972405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037736709271364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404018215565076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358992934745763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580935056939064,0.10059922441430104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05571314813186905,0.0,0.2287112388809468,0.10734167895839382,0.0,0.1036629906614285,0.0,0.14858037791999265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512961981032137,0.11341289645498827,0.0,0.08618555343454626,0.0,0.0,0.13533744063911612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516841198116192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851689757879531,0.0,0.22255901206296969,0.1916646262628505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700235692864798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883900548741328,0.0,0.2597215512823841,0.0,0.2418528378231428,0.0,0.0,0.08078289394229497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385859707104353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07804356685891513,0.0,0.0,0.0717538746864524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612492699996554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554490809947998,0.0,0.07622151960203227,0.08148153023646555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059112683113499674,0.0,0.0,0.0968683295127091,0.0,0.13765418652998004,0.110267086003783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23917483250823066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221407016802938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06528229266567936
anxiety,callecalor,2019/02/20,"Social media/using phone worsen anxiety? Hey all, 

I've been noticing that using my phone and/or using social media exacerbates my anxiety. Does anyone else feel this way? What have you done about it? I don't want to have to cut it off completely...",3.3410869565217425,6.164288326086957,4.671913043478263,77.95352173913045,78.78260869565217,7.1582608695652175,20.069565217391304,8.238735603445708,1.480848695652174,197,5,32,4,5,65,35,46,0.222,0.778,0.0,-0.8206,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,5,9,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,4,0,4,7,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,19,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35469397986522294,0.0,0.0,0.16209880074211094,0.2375341166576247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24306615696469056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028733350314253,0.2372394687761949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936616777716526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721867664363028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639365306042692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4726367823139987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278859288890772,0.4004481202943958,0.0,0.0,0.13673754749208927,0.18401345026479776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,larspaafugl,2019/02/20,"What are your thoughts on my situation? Hi.

I’ve been posting frequently in the r/brainfog sub, because i struggle a lot with not being able to think clearly.

I have a feeling though, that my issues are related to some kind of anxiety, and my doctor even referred me to a pshyciatrist for a screening, but the waiting time for an appointment is like 6 months, so now I’m looking here for some inputs.

I have had the symptoms since I was 19 and I’m 26 now. It all started when I was taking my drivers license, and I actually failed 2 times because of the fog.

Recently, I’ve been thinking that it’s not so much a “fog” as it is more like I’m extremely nervous, and have a thousand thoughts at the same time.
I speak very fast, and I am recently beginning to fail when I try to speak (mispronouncing words, misplacing words etc), so I’m feeling like a complete idiot.

I also feel like a vertigo, and I struggle to keep a focus with my eyes, as they rush from one object to the next at a fast pace.

I’m generally kind of witty, and sociable, but recently it’s all falling apart. I don’t have any inputs in conversations, and I struggle to keep up when the conversation is flowing in a group.

Does this sound like anything you are experiencing?",5.461319727891159,5.763137526530612,6.6738775510204125,76.30564625850342,67.61224489795919,9.798639455782316,35.517006802721085,9.725611199111238,3.4010761904761915,974,47,189,20,15,330,136,245,0.115,0.782,0.103,-0.6244,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,1,2,12,14,1,4,19,0,18,4,1,0,3,35,37,20,0,0,4,0,3,5,0,0,3,3,0,0,8,10,0,3,8,0,0,3,3,7,0,2,7,10,22,7,26,29,9,30,0,2,3,0,9,8,0,3,23,128,30,3,0.12268261147616832,0.0,0.11972053162127615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810924007348512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342838276980083,0.0,0.0938518619821945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009573360089334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495723625140824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12863038399840207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255708513532193,0.10736038004632437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368235414796846,0.08103070783274371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860960436871308,0.17528896430343902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804877243799925,0.0,0.21809188401103524,0.0,0.25551012188707045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996826351459358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302249523473292,0.0,0.0,0.10430036910533506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097924090019891,0.0,0.0901858354771806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047434910878705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313291258719221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749602918807893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634028348765646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148432398021252,0.1379003954991351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683538384676782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38476350829690026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12751420765669955,0.09224205579069683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15722012745438765,0.12053504288169445,0.19479257946279055,0.2146116520175427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329344009419917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122600283030456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sunlight1997,2019/02/20,Anxiety is killing me slowly (21F)Growing up I had terrible social anxiety. It went away in my teens when I got my first boyfriend. He taught me life is too short to care what anyone thinks. I had a baby at 18 and I had to grow up fast for him. I got a job at 19 at an amusement park and that completely broke me out of my shell. I learned that people liked me for well.. Me! Life was going great I got a job as a nurses assistant at 20 and went to school for nursing and became a social butterfly no anxiety at all. The month of my 21st birthday I turned manic! I thought I was my most beautiful person I thought I was basically a princess haha. That's hypomania for you. Had a psychotic break and that's when it went down hill. Psychosis scared the shit out of me and shook me to the core that my mind could do something so foul to me. I turned agoraphobic right after it all went down because of HEALTH ANXIETY. I convice myself everyday that Im schizophrenia. I cant leave my house because im so anxious that I'm going to go into psychosis in public even though Im medicated. I have anxiety about everything and intense derealization. I question everything and everyone.  I feel as if people are judging me. Im just totally fucked up right now. Im a shell of what I was 6 months ago all because of health anxiety and anxiety about my physcosis. idk what I'm trying to ask but how do I get on with my life? my son needs me but my parents are enabling me by taking care of me. I can't even step outside without anxiety about stuff that's most likely not going to happen. I question my sanity everyday. Its so hard. How the hell do I get back on my feet and cope?,1.8794609814963827,4.005877026548674,3.836422633413786,85.85419951729688,79.61946902654867,7.2949316170555125,25.90694556181282,8.296473431620573,1.8263758112094408,1308,53,268,27,33,443,169,339,0.119,0.8140000000000001,0.067,-0.8999,3,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,0,2,18,16,4,2,13,1,19,9,2,2,4,38,48,23,1,3,6,2,2,2,0,0,6,0,0,1,16,14,0,0,7,1,0,11,5,8,1,1,18,2,51,8,46,29,6,45,1,1,0,1,12,21,3,5,14,182,67,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756072803008169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4664391646904745,0.08610218543249545,0.0,0.0532918751850595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125150564024539,0.0,0.07160727409263151,0.058605262966155335,0.0,0.13938137392472325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554142210759483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799108398049317,0.0,0.0,0.060852132513393276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067966388070562,0.0,0.0,0.07282748453819346,0.13699573364316556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038537009875776115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06482913966771685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046029975855367,0.07963924310881812,0.0,0.1732608332417485,0.0,0.18287026705852946,0.08402821335111528,0.0,0.0,0.06739740011358827,0.0,0.06827440663005495,0.0,0.0,0.16202771057015894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879428262112069,0.0,0.0,0.4116308349029916,0.0,0.15126488703669744,0.0,0.08432151526199395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070155131167517,0.0,0.0,0.16150046816456268,0.07447040210892683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677942283870749,0.0,0.0,0.0769562540173969,0.0,0.12166948472641476,0.0,0.0,0.0565130666426987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462865133098811,0.0,0.0,0.10567690968303996,0.06654871640934817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707583279788777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017579192569034,0.0,0.0,0.07630533426150714,0.0771344813196344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782344465262484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15538486586966066,0.0,0.05867466371428865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724888226531129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0573048133297924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04883602158598309,0.07488165861900338,0.12101369932032435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051745540526816056,0.16580185787055526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852717756299556,0.28261132405523776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734693331039987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RatchetSnow,2019/02/20,"How to not get involved My parents are currently contemplating getting a divorce. It’s been incredibly difficult these past couple days as throughout my entire life I’ve felt so though I am responsible for helping them work things out (I’m not 21 and burnt out by it). I have severe GAD and panic disorder, and I don’t have the emotional capacity left in me to help fix what they’re going through. I wish they would just be adults and figure it out themselves, but they don’t.

Any advice on how to separate yourself from situations you know are hurting you?",7.354182389937107,7.430605613207548,7.664150943396231,71.5806918238994,63.62264150943397,10.840251572327047,36.53459119496856,10.504223727775694,3.8835836477987424,449,20,80,10,6,147,82,106,0.107,0.812,0.08,-0.5947,2,0,0,0,1,0,9.0,0,2,3,1,5,3,0,1,2,0,10,1,0,2,0,18,17,10,0,2,4,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,1,12,0,13,13,0,10,0,1,0,0,11,6,0,0,3,55,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20500095108338567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14266202172231435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321247847980569,0.0,0.135294944727883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24043351725747725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359815889719758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20142794998122726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192095873046498,0.0,0.11922650903112998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812309531292938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22458079949424875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152931803423264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279336585978468,0.0,0.14817841721360087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461392702443832,0.2329430944875578,0.0,0.20026496308820466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369990446656552,0.0,0.0,0.2358088286632183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393728364928738,0.0,0.20611418242800775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412441349725242,0.0,0.0,0.15272707893474682,0.0,0.0,0.14902631871756744,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,The_Scooby,2019/02/20,"I need help understanding what I’m going through please So I’ve been taking generic Zoloft for about 6 months now. However this pass weekend I realized I had missed some doses for a couple days and I didn’t notice. No big deal I’ll just take it and keep up with more.

This started on Saturday. The day after i started taking it again I noticed that my mood is just flat. Nothing is getting me excited at least it’s very hard to. I’ll have bursts of excitement but it quickly fades. There’s this constant fog in my head that doesn’t let me think deep it’s like I’m being creatively cock blocked. This is not how I remember getting used to the medication was like. I made a doctors appointment but I won’t get to see him until Friday.

Have you guys had this happen before? Do tell ",1.470977496483826,3.938540500000002,2.9940928270042204,89.23061884669481,83.87341772151899,6.042756680731365,23.334739803094234,7.3871296695380915,1.11834064697609,621,23,125,10,18,203,112,158,0.057,0.828,0.115,0.8609,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,9,6,0,0,4,0,15,6,2,3,0,19,35,7,0,1,5,0,1,2,0,1,4,0,0,1,13,3,0,2,4,1,0,2,5,1,0,0,6,2,15,4,15,26,3,22,0,1,1,1,6,6,1,1,16,79,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13516916845567584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171659805776571,0.0,0.0,0.17576387727237475,0.0,0.20488948719036928,0.16376679132039731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16258912664805178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489768188700432,0.0,0.0902777939856452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15728591385717575,0.1404700298106732,0.0,0.14229789158730854,0.0,0.163025347268811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647342715689176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119267556225476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16243430856570268,0.0,0.15521161924085425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503071751975105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600240928703876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12679210264612975,0.0,0.0,0.11778484248077033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524203160429933,0.3617022667388449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17436897685880534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799454427893883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658243253187998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22486889384990005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3583050157646104,0.0,0.13884140682178414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178430319947387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16536786284104715,0.0,0.13719490864923278,0.0,0.13106741904581734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,redditdacarol,2019/02/20,"Nightmares about anxiety crisis  Has anyone else had nightmares where something happens and you have a panic attack or a really bad anxiety crisis? I’m suffering with dreams like this lately and it affects my sleep and my day, I wake up felling like all of that was real, felling anxious, terrified, having trouble breathing and, most of the times, my day is ruined and I can’t feel better until the next morning.",6.919599999999999,8.254851093333336,6.779999999999998,73.17000000000002,64.73333333333333,8.666666666666668,35.0,8.841846274778883,3.3369999999999997,332,15,50,5,5,105,58,75,0.366,0.528,0.106,-0.9778,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,2,9,1,1,4,0,7,3,3,1,1,12,10,7,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,6,0,0,2,1,6,3,6,8,2,10,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,2,8,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446810419295871,0.2545051379378145,0.0,0.15752278501190736,0.2308285775092223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25629140389972555,0.0,0.0,0.18810150482835591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992440928686801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905771929910971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188194648529218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390961756522125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19921659974597145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541285096121858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201233321293135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23959052940491196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26432051240473964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564208429468537,0.14432175919911447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254452291485872,0.0,0.0,0.17343350005636576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313640565484476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PurpleSky71,2019/02/20,"How to start getting help? Hi guys. I'm sort of confused about the whole process. I dont have a doctor I go see or anything.. where would i go to get diagnosed or to start the the process. 
I'm not even sure if my Insurance would cover it..
Sorry if it's been asked before I couldnt find it when I searched :)

I'm 25f and I live in California 

Thanks 🙂",-1.242559808612441,0.8057708684210567,1.0782296650717704,99.63806220095695,96.89473684210527,4.342583732057416,18.751196172248804,6.11248444174946,-0.2597999999999998,270,9,66,3,11,90,53,76,0.08199999999999999,0.7979999999999999,0.12,0.5782,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,4,0,6,2,0,1,1,14,18,7,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,1,7,2,6,14,1,7,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,6,3,37,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818205685737651,0.0,0.2065556346592364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18800963742153434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22425657072617813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261486335902702,0.0,0.0,0.2589482576682709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14593342051716204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019415701773933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23087139361209003,0.0,0.251138562267961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21877228345529992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14809612771539393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19510026339934253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17606616594714478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24733209563724445,0.3127748708017294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20823994813634966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20341832751362807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466794533139252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139088423116107,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,glowup1511,2019/02/20,"AM thoughts Tonight it's just so difficult to breathe I'm hyperventilating as if I've smothered my own right to inhale exhale pause stop this 

wanting to escape the now jump into the next minute hour day year life where everything is okay 

I can't acknowledge understand embrace accept believe in this person who is nothing like me

this always crying frustrating annoyed suffocating too shallow to even breathe properly calling herself messed up unironically with thoughts racing too fast tired tired exhausted girl

I wish I could spin it into words, colours, yarn 
recycle all this fucked up shit into art
instead of backspacing rethinking extrapolating criticizing before the start

And now that it's become like poetry these buzzing phrases in my mind 
I'm too afraid it's stupid childish whiny just me grumbling rambling and why so unkind

with everyone or just myself?

*This is just a poem I wrote while sobbing and couldn't sleep and my friend believes it will help others, so here it is*",7.2628263736263765,9.41818900571429,6.449714285714286,72.79782417582419,64.65714285714286,9.041758241758243,35.74725274725274,9.466822959209583,3.6996549450549447,816,39,125,16,13,249,124,175,0.27,0.6579999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.9898,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,16,17,6,1,4,1,9,9,4,0,1,30,19,11,0,5,6,0,0,2,1,1,4,0,0,2,15,9,0,1,6,1,0,1,2,12,0,0,3,2,11,5,15,13,2,21,0,1,1,1,8,9,3,2,13,79,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13660181383096767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18131183476995424,0.13969578314338538,0.3699246372594462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16763497110848222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107564026761626,0.0,0.1803320096997572,0.10587546589920373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843211946752533,0.0,0.0,0.1568705774250823,0.14754457041630814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683661278984545,0.15177165569781584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003906408967498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16167346020753512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595746604021735,0.1604094258367365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657639568458425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17459566364906778,0.0,0.0,0.15752464604064206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14334609572513266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401994849584638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16851718659413614,0.0,0.0,0.16428762646620196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619970955599054,0.0,0.0,0.13725268978759286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606638003372053,0.0,0.3773763811642009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17090578695024874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683116832367522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14813704677654946,0.0,0.1887863233695712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571949570736364
anxiety,schwebbs84,2019/02/20,"Anxiety and self harm I'm a moderately successful IT professional. After stumbling through my 20s, I found full-time work just prior to turning 30.

Four years and two toxic work environments later, I'm in therapy and on medication for major depression and generalized anxiety disorder.

I used to bite my hands as a way of coping with bad news/failures/etc but lately I have moved on to hitting myself on the forehead and sometimes hard enough to leave bruises and welts.

My wife tells me I'm badly endangering my health by doing so and I wish I could stop, but I don't know if I have the ability to do the mental gymnastics necessary.

I was a fairly confident person in school during the end of my 20s and was also fairly confident early on in my professional IT work, but even the smallest failure ruins my day.

Any suggestions anyone has is welcome.

TL;DR: I hit myself when bad things happen.",4.7276785714285685,6.897951648809527,6.298333333333333,71.28,71.20238095238095,9.323809523809524,29.857142857142854,9.784248007369934,3.358542857142858,719,30,117,19,14,245,111,168,0.184,0.698,0.118,-0.8117,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,4,5,8,0,0,8,0,10,4,2,1,0,21,21,16,0,3,5,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,9,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,6,0,2,3,2,19,2,20,15,2,19,0,2,0,0,6,7,0,1,10,80,22,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096543717603765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028644273167314,0.0,0.23143246254803085,0.0,0.0,0.10576701822253726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.378896334660986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207716670894836,0.0,0.0,0.09755250094080008,0.0,0.1302831072368638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733611774307935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339746421129375,0.15629572235905567,0.16869888604444305,0.09990817368812416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16585271741646815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376189186834986,0.0,0.13550246421425258,0.0,0.0,0.1607861213076102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831305124255297,0.0,0.17063191655090731,0.16016629961938247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523821518064002,0.15243811976160795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607692561305552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207753108164785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15308682726943945,0.0,0.0,0.15780091230221155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14960355695335398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264631332284149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221104367370148,0.0,0.17298309634894946,0.0,0.1004928069591872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645313479946931,0.1477625466307964,0.0,0.0,0.13064317392372646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006599591265653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17394566183683538,0.0,0.0,0.33036508218618643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740879170507684
anxiety,Yukon27,2019/02/20,"Currently skipping a presentation worth 15% of my grade I'm here on campus. I showed up on time. I did the presentation, I spent hours on it. But here I am, skipping class and having a panic attack in my car. There's no way I'm going to pass the class now, and I'm most likely going to get kicked out of the program I'm in. Just needed to get this out :/.",0.8554135338345858,2.51772905263158,3.3942857142857146,90.06500000000004,80.84210526315789,5.9218045112781965,18.75187969924812,6.868970318607317,0.06044586466165393,272,6,62,3,7,95,48,76,0.119,0.855,0.026,-0.7717,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,1,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,13,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,2,0,0,2,0,6,1,13,11,1,19,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,1,7,39,8,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4077861285100231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745483703130326,0.0,0.4074282991433247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35299888681158903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17511949296367885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657845075635944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4205612704883611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20901379925415653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845191854119781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EasternLength,2019/02/20,"Vaping Panic Attack  

So kind of a weird vaping related issue. Basically, I ran out of Creme Brulee pods for my Juul the other day (it's been hard to find these lately) so I took this as an opportunity to drop down from 5% nicotine to a lower 2.5% juice and just used some refillable J-pods.

The first day wasn't really an issue, I don't love the taste of the new juice but it's been good enough. Then last night, for no particular reason I had a panic attack out of the blue. No idea what caused it as I was basically just laying on the couch watching a movie at the time, not exactly stressed about anything. Since then my anxiety levels have gone through the roof. Every time i vape seemingly any e-juice it seems to make me very anxious. I've been vaping for years it's always been more or less a relaxing endeavor. Yah it gives you a little boost of energy sometime if you vape a bit too much but it's never caused me this much anxiety before and certainly not when LOWERING the nicotine intake. Has anyone else had this issue relating to vaping or nicotine use? The past two days I have been anxious to the point that I can't even function at work. I have no idea how this happened, and so suddenly...",4.292198529411763,5.402339920833335,5.649215686274508,79.70558823529413,70.625,9.313725490196077,25.784313725490193,9.627879704456738,2.22451225490196,951,28,187,22,17,320,143,240,0.155,0.75,0.095,-0.8858,2,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,0,3,10,12,2,3,20,1,15,2,0,7,3,30,26,17,0,1,9,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,15,5,1,0,6,1,0,3,9,6,0,2,12,4,15,6,25,14,7,30,0,0,2,1,4,9,0,6,17,123,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214838399350274,0.0,0.0,0.07531012986730072,0.0,0.16943864137147116,0.2502197658033743,0.0,0.07743520365393453,0.11347093632977286,0.09113337491952013,0.0,0.0,0.251975954516394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942355032217845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090442746027485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275304333183433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21426332814094196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251290811255683,0.0,0.0,0.11442878219037635,0.0,0.07314576799314602,0.0,0.09330710716974523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121856383562333,0.09419930553103158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10623631750521834,0.0,0.092887321508535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979310895970228,0.0,0.09920541477271982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500343612290475,0.0,0.3467657898246414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153234656053435,0.0,0.09027163500694244,0.12492473958356527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099518914826716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999513309291714,0.0,0.07392288464035021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282005611251052,0.0,0.08541306755442978,0.1069578308421468,0.0,0.10392631095190856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598698684311118,0.0,0.0,0.10571825771121708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046894487582728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094583056306901,0.11386389974780413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016354605683548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091609082721085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952924734685834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685757233104428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915214101714975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304133240373845,0.0,0.0,0.1081813885185392,0.0,0.0,0.19129556545680335,0.0,0.0913758982974972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062339233644979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131589554217999
anxiety,_bootleg,2019/02/20,"Medical anxiety after tumour discovered TW for gross medical stuff

I found out a couple months ago that I have a large tumour in my chest. I'm probably going to be having surgery soon, and I'm shit scared. I spent quite a lot of time in hospital after an unrelated accident a few years ago, and since then I've been pretty much unable to even go to the GP because it stresses me out so much. I haven't told anyone about this, because I don't want them to think I'm being dramatic. It's gotten so bad that I put off going back to my specialist even after I knew the tumour was there. I know they're only there to help me, but the fear is so irrational that I can't reason myself out of it.

I'm stuck in a loop of anxiety and dread, and it's only getting worse now that I know this fucking thing is sitting in my chest. I can feel it pretty much all the time - it hurts. I want it out, but psyching myself up to go to appointments is just horrible, and I have no idea how to calm myself down. It's a completely separate feeling from the rest of my anxieties - I feel physically sick when I think about going to the hospital, and I shake when I'm there. 

What do other people with this problem do to lessen its impact? Any advice or just empathy is appreciated. I feel pretty alone in this at the moment.",6.1342536115569875,5.1541990037453225,7.360216693418941,76.26176966292137,66.45318352059925,10.774638844301768,30.68191546281434,10.125756701596842,2.794117388978063,1022,31,208,21,14,351,142,267,0.221,0.7020000000000001,0.077,-0.9883,0,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,1,18,12,2,5,14,0,17,7,3,2,1,34,45,16,0,3,5,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,21,11,0,0,12,0,1,7,4,11,0,0,8,4,27,1,36,35,7,37,0,1,0,1,3,13,2,2,16,149,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042869888054548,0.2003469873836036,0.0,0.0,0.1170407112827046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684833341117155,0.0,0.2593491186602858,0.0,0.0,0.07901681166457958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868950662792236,0.09435575418326103,0.1377754956043512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848522419032655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503960507358594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492795292282228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12716379347607534,0.2285580412320666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390585606358055,0.0,0.10447274029141937,0.059041261467971014,0.0,0.32112115077509834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574591257962345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097585572476152,0.1275706468030012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421089587847313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607413297260277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22768443306202624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020075505476716,0.0,0.24921846463830186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17189315659992288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834451725260895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449048828952722,0.12184018093287576,0.10813201246420548,0.0,0.11360280165335335,0.0,0.12019638282577035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618956104223607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313927696120285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599960604464307,0.09348019110903524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944862837716042,0.0,0.129365470326628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750765345812408,0.14482007648283354,0.0,0.0,0.13179006345017616,0.0,0.0,0.10798260728818992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333083895524719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516333524079968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727725171606873
anxiety,Laralei38,2019/02/20,"Jesus please help. Answer I'm begging. No harsh responses plz remember a while ago when I was young and I had this really terrible ocd fear about getting pregnant thru contact with sperm. So when my brother walked by and I saw something went on my shirt, which I knew was water I freaked out!! If u k how ocd works even if you logically know the truth you will be convinced otherwise. I was so anxious I wanted to shower. But then I put my finger back and forth over the spot purposely and was aroused and squeezed my legs. And then I like moved it on the surface of my leg for a few seconds in order to become more aroused ig???? I was only 14. Again I knew it wasn't sperm. I just feel like a sick frick. No harsh responses plz. Ocd has been horrible lately and I'm on edge. Be honest but not mean or harsh plz.......I'm in a fragile mind frame ",0.6826566416040123,3.087906672514624,2.214954051796159,93.68578947368424,87.53801169590643,5.3624060150375925,21.593149540517963,6.868970318607317,0.5722167084377618,655,23,140,9,21,212,113,171,0.147,0.765,0.08900000000000001,-0.8952,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,0,1,10,8,0,1,7,0,12,8,6,1,1,28,23,20,0,3,7,1,4,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,9,1,0,8,0,0,4,4,3,0,1,12,5,19,5,15,8,2,23,1,0,1,2,5,8,0,3,12,87,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19948332087940854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542297927488462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17304094876381915,0.0,0.0,0.24853767761772744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863600705282035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532312179934164,0.11378638050435895,0.16076776589602534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757348648312355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15083876610027092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367544090793794,0.0,0.2538535718916023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198851840865172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24513322895633224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272250397745026,0.0,0.0,0.2391806336355677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711521503906733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24702502791417344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262261532450709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14416561971061173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549250952138751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17324586502379472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273371661983527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20861322503645816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638309288524491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Criticized-,2019/02/20,Fucking end me Just do it universe. I don’t want to be here. I’m too chicken to do it myself. Just end me please.,-3.684102564102563,-3.179899923076924,-0.2846153846153854,104.82128205128204,125.15384615384615,1.7333333333333334,15.871794871794872,3.1291,-1.4208512820512822,86,3,22,0,6,30,18,26,0.0,0.8540000000000001,0.146,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,6,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7522325907125634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3925846271901357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4661412017339912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504711959683944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,escapingblurryface,2019/02/20,I just turned my do not disturb off for the first time in six weeks It’s not like super big or anything. But I’m going to try and make it an hour with notifications on. ,1.5399099099099125,2.776993081081084,3.5713513513513497,91.4247747747748,77.64864864864866,6.014414414414415,20.44144144144144,6.42735559955562,-0.06638018018018021,132,3,32,1,3,45,34,37,0.136,0.805,0.059,-0.4585,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,5,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,2,2,6,5,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,5,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358055867451981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3471028379314717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23191471932539826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4018652505445582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993616454452071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723888769890528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379480104405361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277051709450649,0.4438613229803413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273279178035995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bedoge_,2019/02/20,"World smiled to me today I've agreed I'll take my best friend with his fiancé to airport today even tho it was early (like we had to be on airport at 4:15am) and as I went back home I decided to not to fall asleep. 
As I drove back I stepped into bakery, went back home and thought to myself, let's do something, so I started editing videos from my last trip with brother, at first I was hopeless but hell I got into it. 
After 10 hrs of work I decided to render it, but it had a lot of artefacts, I panicked, but some guy on Reddit helped me with that (thank u Reddit, very cool) so I got my video, feeling forward to surprise my brother with it, cause I worked hard on it. 
Felt hungry so I decided to do some shopping (I rarely go outside my home, and I live in a rent place, and I'm alone for about a month (winter break)). As I went outside, despite bad weather, everything was so I dunno, colorful. I forgot that this feeling exist, I feel successful, I feel like I did something and want to share it with world. Even when I was buying alcohol shop assistant asked for ID (I'm 21 but I don't look young, and I haven't shaved since month) and dunno that made me laugh and happy. It's like simple things make a smile on my face, I don't feel like I wanna die, I wanna die less. I don't know, it's a breakthrough for me, even if it's for a minute. 
And the music I listen to now (former hero) makes it so intense, I wanna tell u guys that it can get better, even if it's just for a couple of minutes - that feeling will keep me on living for next year for sure. 

I love I guys, I appreciate your time. I fucking love u all",1.6651277890466538,3.188912247058824,3.350649087221097,91.92205882352944,78.0,5.748478701825558,22.31237322515213,6.311591054244273,0.31630527383367113,1244,36,276,9,29,414,175,340,0.07400000000000001,0.7140000000000001,0.212,0.9929,1,1,3,0,0,3,50.0,1,1,0,7,17,22,2,0,8,1,17,6,2,4,2,54,51,25,2,6,8,2,8,4,1,1,1,1,4,3,20,17,1,2,12,4,4,9,5,4,0,1,17,12,48,18,45,31,6,43,1,1,2,3,16,14,2,7,25,177,68,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287019624128547,0.0,0.09969393652024727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998794584820886,0.0,0.0,0.2220486647754268,0.08037115004491716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101650650122393,0.08513210406330626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988831625159096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650730257963624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998005691404702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543091843436196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865102045896526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292024680182572,0.1375330252219272,0.0924224771400886,0.0,0.0,0.08187674151420755,0.0,0.0,0.07436845212906094,0.08898868286567001,0.05029066987337269,0.0,0.05470546320135389,0.0,0.15397213519855255,0.0,0.0,0.28593073864786306,0.0,0.10246810037567516,0.08622798285365213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451950024586932,0.0,0.2896629328179794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555825719999094,0.0,0.0,0.05290070879234916,0.07846286428399933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843000917026566,0.0,0.18810657970116595,0.0,0.16999460669969438,0.0,0.08083221606020075,0.0,0.0,0.0818348454041207,0.17375264584711564,0.09108135321709697,0.12850551038698846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15366393881164275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237114480139176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056879812113206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962535545272183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482077442024168,0.0,0.0,0.06813168806268624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072173318942532,0.0,0.07237380308564825,0.0,0.08413346335114298,0.08862114786182641,0.0,0.0,0.0639493317382838,0.0,0.0,0.07641785337359835,0.05612863283044126,0.0,0.18248206905683892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942267475706692,0.056775279216986566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26769552758905485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015348875699407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06198679610475207
anxiety,RippedBowl,2019/02/20,"What Should I do... Hello, I am 14 I have general anxeity and depression currently I am on 75mg zoloft each morning but lately my family and I have noticed it is nolonger working.
I was wondering if anybody had any ideas as to what I should do?",1.0127210884353737,3.495682959183675,3.970510204081634,81.14175170068029,86.75510204081633,8.164625850340135,28.574829931972786,8.841846274778883,3.1043442176870744,191,10,36,6,6,68,37,49,0.055,0.945,0.0,-0.3291,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,1,0,0,0,10,12,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,8,0,3,8,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,30,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459942771339493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115644506415697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410144377478332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4083582252318909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080562742907863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4118411651776069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3922894822925112,0.26334960718880784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,saltybread18,2019/02/20,"I think i have the worst anxiety ever My anxiety is bad its gotten to the point where from moving abruptly can give me a panic attack, any noise abrupt or not will scare the shit out of me, balloons can send me into shock I can't watch fireworks even some gun games, I'm a big horror movie fan even thinking of a jump scare makes my heart beat fast. Certain feelings, smells or sounds instantly give me anxiety and panic attacks even just certain words do. The feeling of happiness is like hell once my body realises what's happening.

My doctor doesn't believe I have severe anxiety anymore. If you have tips, it'd be appreciated. (Had anxiety for 10 years now)

",3.9244595561918416,6.081882992125987,4.708002863278455,81.87226914817468,73.40944881889764,7.767788117394417,28.08088761632069,8.575989854853784,2.2518566929133854,528,21,96,10,11,170,94,127,0.263,0.557,0.18,-0.9211,0,0,0,1,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,7,15,4,4,7,0,14,4,3,1,3,18,24,4,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,1,0,3,3,11,0,0,2,5,13,4,8,19,2,14,1,0,1,0,5,5,2,4,7,58,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086264965857256,0.0,0.5110748028415368,0.0,0.13250998379124335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30401226127148806,0.0,0.0,0.11156278158633053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053813072626215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14841592772582107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13676041528119265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647539568533215,0.12086224126204795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13511932077956987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563509932993697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815513132716228,0.14223544512413758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15833418797257715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06527744487426315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891889202775579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201139282757574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142295407254211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31353637091957626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263091794189329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675434594045613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15094669839172434,0.1371536778575685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17122994460507696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604355407638221
anxiety,greylinfnf,2019/02/20,"Mental health For the past few days I have been wondering something. More and more often people talk about mental health issues. And I mean that is awesome - being open about something that personal requires great strength.

But what I want to know more about is whether mental health issues are becoming more prevailing than before or maybe they were existing before as well but people were not so comfortable talking about it.

If you have read some researchers on the topic let me know. I guess I just wonder whether mental health issues are triggered by our dynamic lifestyle filled with stress or that is how things have always been but people weren't able to concentrate so much on the issue.",6.4319512195122,8.898405081300819,5.036268292682928,80.86269512195125,67.29268292682927,7.521626016260162,27.747154471544718,8.238735603445708,2.077494959349594,567,19,89,8,10,165,80,123,0.064,0.835,0.102,0.2505,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,1,1,1,2,10,6,0,1,3,0,15,4,0,2,0,26,22,14,0,2,10,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,6,4,0,1,5,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,5,0,9,5,13,15,7,6,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,8,2,70,15,3,0.10848450981674396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026780268041806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981261789752658,0.18462465518470128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06996353413222428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960455505692355,0.1195079182149254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.461255843883265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4529185723527117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924049896050032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093276133803484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898727142009612,0.1181714345142696,0.0,0.0,0.43730748026503147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974859710298876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103560739898234,0.22562849889982106,0.09472448952937106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851386726578904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16703335146108922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426863946418175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17439147934100596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720722878647549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06398697462664538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754060279112307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352936465137928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ombreskies,2019/02/20,"It'll all be okay :) Just wanted to say to anyone out there who needs to hear this - it's okay to be anxious, it's okay to be going through what you're going through and it's okay to make what you think are ""mistakes"", no matter how terrible you may feel about yourself or your life you're really strong for pressing on. To all the beautiful humans out there, it'll all be okay :) ",2.015274725274729,3.857208000000004,2.976227106227107,93.57115384615385,77.97435897435899,5.995604395604397,21.399267399267398,6.868970318607317,0.3375728937728941,296,8,65,3,7,94,47,78,0.08,0.657,0.264,0.9299,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,1,5,8,0,0,1,5,8,1,0,2,3,17,16,3,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,9,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,4,3,6,14,9,3,5,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,0,43,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40247927118789417,0.0,0.24910953162199345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18013883817993492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4049484547823582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40153777266738855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516412732804081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378103795168184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26416678927132137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282331780398364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28331709184752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282809231486086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101349686422785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vigo458,2019/02/20,"Anyone else have manual breathing with their GAD? I'm 27 years old and this is by far my most prominent Anxiety symptom. It's like my body forgets how to breath by itself and you have to force yourself to do it. The moment you distract yourself (in my case by playing a game, watching TV won't do it) your body just resumes breathing normally, but you become aware of that and the trouble starts all over again.

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What's worse is that I am currently sick, and can't breathe through my nose properly which is making this symptom 1000 times worse for me.

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Does anyone else have this issue? what do you do to combat it?",4.9213023679417125,6.4516463032786895,4.7851912568306005,84.89906193078326,69.57377049180329,7.38943533697632,30.76867030965392,7.793537801064563,2.0561610200364298,507,21,94,6,9,156,82,122,0.173,0.79,0.037000000000000005,-0.9642,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,5,1,0,3,4,0,1,3,0,13,10,7,2,1,13,16,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,13,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,12,2,13,15,2,10,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,1,8,64,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176950107857762,0.3562845965949478,0.0,0.0,0.11215316446508046,0.0,0.0,0.20502060357641586,0.3004302792135684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16191477373239416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256923616450042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829587081238014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24494094888174506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15301854147033506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162427075389803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786062224880768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14364272153160348,0.0,0.0,0.15383830194394485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376845893374596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047594709558228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548711908494155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.298808013175325,0.0,0.0,0.3562845965949478,0.09440943691446887
anxiety,ganpres37,2019/02/20,"gym class is so scary my gym class makes me worry so much.  there's basketballs and volleyballs flying everywhere, people running all over the place, and shouting all the time. i'm always so scared something will happen like i'll get hit with a ball or someone will bump into me. i hate when a ball rolls over to me, because then i have to throw it back, the issue is i'm not particularly strong due to not lifting weights enough lately, so when i throw it it usually isn't far enough and i worry people think i'm a weakling. i'm too worried to do things like play basketball, all i do is walk but even that is difficult for me because i worry i get in the way. i get so worried sometimes i just straight up skip the entire class. i feel like everyone is always taking snapchat videos of me, captioning it with stuff like ""lmao he's so weak"" or something like that.

anything i can do to make this class more bearable? thank you",3.0130337837837837,4.937219259459464,3.7809966216216218,88.54879222972973,75.32432432432431,6.570945945945946,25.616554054054056,7.413659706084162,1.2064121621621626,733,26,148,9,16,233,106,185,0.154,0.7140000000000001,0.132,-0.3094,0,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,13,12,1,1,8,0,13,2,0,2,3,19,29,15,0,0,6,0,2,5,0,2,1,1,0,0,9,6,1,0,2,6,0,4,3,4,0,0,0,3,18,8,14,26,7,21,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,2,13,91,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019827771574966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987897432513794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933277255558364,0.0,0.147974726214768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508198430825672,0.0,0.0801651896446457,0.0,0.0,0.11597633294176354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06136942826288514,0.08670831985698396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19023588620257426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732903057888124,0.0,0.0,0.11982991410514607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266810373598672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369131217675216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29648161693551434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16203376432736966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892225280718518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16828839468194734,0.0,0.12680811028548936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151474004163965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283826636006728,0.18687648975725984,0.12004020363856124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894212442682666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125678515528296,0.0,0.0,0.11174320963996663,0.0,0.0,0.08063429277522276,0.07777040131101612,0.0,0.0,0.0707731025438272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13367432468353305,0.0,0.0,0.09633959842222076,0.0,0.147798634794051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6162967742748436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,joshan92,2019/02/20,"Moving, separating from a 3 year relationship and every move I make gives me anxiety First of all writing on phone so sorry for formattingand secondly English is not my first language (sorry not sorry) 


So, I'm moving to another city and simultaneously ending a three year relationship with someone that I still love and who still loves me. I have been okey with it all and been packing for around 3 weeks now without having any major problems with my feelings. 

Now that the move is 1 week away I have the worst anxiety I've had since we decided to separate (6 months ago) and I can't get myself out of it without collapsing. I still have so much to do and I have to do it before my move but how do I continue without stopping every 2 minutes. 


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anxiety,jswaine,2019/02/20,"Free guided meditation to soothe your soul Get cozy.

Let go of worry, expectation, and judgement.

[Let your heart be free](https://mailchi.mp/da75aa9a5f32/freeguidedmeditation) <3

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anxiety,ElasticBones,2019/02/20,DAE else get anxious when being made to/ wanting to do some social stuff but get stressed out when they don't actually follow through with things? Some nights it keeps me up all night thinking about things that I should've done which are usually pretty simple but didn't,7.57235294117647,8.05341329411765,5.847843137254902,83.41529411764708,63.11764705882353,8.368627450980393,30.72549019607843,7.793537801064563,1.877596078431372,222,7,41,2,3,64,44,51,0.087,0.8320000000000001,0.081,0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,11,13,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,7,9,3,8,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,5,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.22562181541945325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611947833278261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366020303775252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19314132847901905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24158916226938495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055047957625085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21877087616336333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4339387047860148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352176530151201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356834276005035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648434747919848,0.0,0.2646733388288924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072034140972732,0.14814622895657434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546386128443061,0.0,0.13637014756592605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,firfetir,2019/02/20,"I need an excuse to miss three days of work I'm at my wit's end with lack of sleep and anxiety. I usually get one day off at a time and it's not enough right now. I want to ask for three days off next week, or the week after. I'm going to write down ""personal"" for my reason but if my boss asks about it I want to have a convincing reason. I don't want to say I'm leaving town. Any help is appreciated.",-0.3811477411477391,1.238629395604395,2.487399267399269,95.23815628815628,84.71428571428572,6.242246642246642,16.704517704517706,7.3871296695380915,-0.14079584859584893,309,6,80,5,9,109,62,91,0.048,0.764,0.188,0.9091,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,0,3,1,1,3,0,16,15,5,0,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,0,1,8,1,17,15,2,19,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,2,11,46,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501978067963854,0.0,0.14063965777407916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34373742610680474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35569125081937797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16283063844820655,0.18995932257833645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605056130861908,0.0,0.10448241115833956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322632069867336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19466356030961424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363175128343623,0.0,0.0,0.19551948591533388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457701029142397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052492002597235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3780431609633884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15700121441601328,0.0,0.1461996090070634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18397611714736145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720053446143753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024774742773564,0.0,0.32530670903625103,0.0,0.2949360884987469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13384014667498112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,inka18,2019/02/20,"Anxiety about getting my first job and I feeling lost about my career . I'm in college and eventually we all have to get a internship but I have zero confidence, my anxiety makes me think I'm not enough so everytime I try to look for a job I think about the interview and I get nervous. I think about messing up and getting fired or being awkward around my superiors and the area I want inside my major is male predominant and I'm a 19 year old female.  Everything is making me question whether I'm fitted to work with others or if I'm fitted for this career. I'm constantly considering being a freelancer and working alone not only because of my anxiety but because is less stressful . We have to be good at communication with others in this field which i was years ago but now I just don't know anymore. 

This is not even my dream to begin with, I choose going to university because it was a safer option. Yes I do like my major and I do wanna graduate,  I know I would have fun and be happy doing this too but is not my dream .  At first I thought about working in the area i was studying for to support myself to follow my dream but my anxiety is stopping me from it. I just feel lost I need some help everybody looks like they have their shit together.",2.997618181818183,4.99732234,4.748218181818185,81.26010909090911,75.6,7.585454545454545,27.363636363636363,8.438071523408619,2.0986800000000003,995,40,189,19,22,337,127,250,0.14800000000000002,0.684,0.16699999999999998,0.8836,2,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,0,2,7,12,14,1,3,8,1,23,1,1,2,1,50,53,19,0,5,15,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,9,15,0,1,10,3,0,2,5,7,0,3,6,5,37,7,29,42,6,23,0,2,2,0,8,11,1,6,12,141,46,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903826690291728,0.0,0.0,0.12739813542507267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764000153376697,0.0,0.12198987226064413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950229214762283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249517418541192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292684750716408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709909328504718,0.0,0.08124495089094075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055074305070653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439205115149955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092593505217284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570642827347616,0.0,0.06990770203965185,0.10317241969568344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094321865561964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824489865360257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441308968488791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520283977233233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201899952573812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20658976799967668,0.0,0.26855330093802443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642162300595353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912081178483636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290751346326275,0.0,0.0,0.09355235201136483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779597026964013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626489841158645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283934406338137,0.14090408121964634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395868644207186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364537199983137,0.0,0.0976538029572722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351366575692408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255270443667328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686516416773294,0.0,0.0,0.08738063011015225,0.0,0.0,0.1584249257348913
anxiety,cratanoia,2019/02/20,"I have anxiety, and health anxiety, could it be rational to worry about adrenal tumor? Hi,

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I have really bad anxiety im a 22 y/o male and someone said to me that adrenal tumor could be the cause of my anxiety as it causes the over release of adrenalin. What do you think? im scared and lost and really just sick of feeling anxious.",2.1286134453781536,4.499913794117648,3.989747899159663,83.76029411764709,80.17647058823529,8.003361344537815,28.831932773109244,8.841846274778883,2.7201109243697483,270,13,52,7,7,91,47,68,0.371,0.61,0.019,-0.9759,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,1,3,0,7,2,0,2,0,11,11,5,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,5,0,8,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,32,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18265540492343207,0.20484208139772736,0.0,0.0,0.5158502582245957,0.1904464202465881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075652274772424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463543847825722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691934181074336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523866776416457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17919172030209118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641887535217096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18402402230466008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21599220059657284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16035734632729953,0.0,0.1687771069088204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14283654040508306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801869248054494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17120027829332118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20484208139772736,0.0
anxiety,Martiantears,2019/02/20,"I start to get an anxiety attack when dealing with an angry customer. I work at a gym and I have dealt with a lot of angry people, but there has been times I feel like I'm going to be assaulted and threatened because I'm just following the company's policies. Not only that the last thing I would want to do is to get into a physical altercation. So whenever I'm having an anxiety attack, I start to worry not for getting hurt but that I will hurt the person I'm dealing with. That is the last thing I ever want to do but I keep getting these thoughts and it's to the point I get scared of these thoughts.

P.S. This actually took a lot of courage for me to post this to be honest. I really don't know who else to talk to without sounding crazy. I hope this community understands me.",3.386966873706001,4.600316552795032,5.1070962732919245,82.3437914078675,72.91304347826087,8.348033126293997,28.323498964803314,8.841846274778883,2.184788405797102,619,24,126,12,12,211,89,161,0.188,0.672,0.14,-0.8189,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,5,10,3,1,12,0,13,0,0,0,1,27,36,8,0,4,7,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,12,7,0,1,5,1,0,3,4,6,0,0,4,2,14,4,22,28,2,14,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,3,8,88,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.13279825520794605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20820762070584492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30963016192937903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295548182176041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28059304914866595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368063581473625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309567770918482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06880810826147038,0.09721836472603736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35549110318608723,0.0,0.07733961592765311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13516201731139882,0.0,0.0,0.29136125713578404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095762222013133,0.0,0.0,0.07478815205790362,0.22185308132654274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648371924941765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313873292602676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349793746021972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094343441092701,0.1188232117156209,0.0,0.0,0.12864327087691402,0.0,0.1303307582979847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717883040712181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624372305267565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926417684418917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937908335051794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808161915114373,0.0,0.0,0.21607083037306368,0.07935161593775071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119421910433686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166813824601232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16053161903282578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118002259162462,0.0,0.09907069931471037,0.1381998052315072,0.0,0.09667009750087834,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MalnourishedNews,2019/02/20,"Artificial lighting Hey everyone, can’t seem to find an answer anywhere else for this. I suffer from anxiety and panic disorder, does anyone else find that artificial lighting, idk how to explain it, but just makes you feel like crap? 

I mostly have to have the lights off, having the light on feels pretty overwhelming and annoying. It’s the worst when I’m at the supermarket, I can’t stand the lighting there and try to get out ASAP.

My psychiatrist says it’s because your nerves are going crazy when it comes to anxiety, guess I’m just looking for people experiencing the same thing and reassurance that I’m not alone. ",7.3035031055900586,8.013929834782607,7.542360248447206,70.24869565217392,63.69565217391304,10.745341614906833,32.95031055900621,10.608840637214634,3.5884658385093164,501,19,86,12,7,163,79,115,0.217,0.685,0.098,-0.9109,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,0,6,8,2,2,7,0,6,1,1,2,0,22,19,8,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,0,7,0,0,2,3,6,0,0,0,10,6,2,12,19,3,9,0,2,1,0,6,4,1,3,3,54,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064027358326864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049102432855164,0.0,0.0,0.13934712054979978,0.20419457168742275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148439167784085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17166935670053113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284018335401693,0.0,0.17439866885838007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329598619456329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19042865787780391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20153246032874053,0.14237171117917666,0.0,0.0,0.364292072626674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041199917571159,0.0,0.11326022087071046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195386997852764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973622720539394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16735210907090442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330265903787602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338220613802879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816152107424132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20274800295680334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15848217727534553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18142472354371664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239839338446735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353037784590153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tarni7,2019/02/20,"Anxiety socialising at school? So glad I found this sub reddit!

So I’m 20 years old. Have had anxiety all my life, especially socially. I also tend to zone out from the world when I have a breakdown for 6 months or so and then I basically lose all social skills so I have like no social skills at all.

I’m back at TAFE (basically in between high school and uni in Australia) after 4 months holidays and I was told I would be with my group from last year when I started the course in July and then I rock up Monday and I’m not with anyone I know. It’s been 3 days now and I have sat by myself and have struggled to talk to anyone and when they do, I talk really quietly and softly and tend to zone out because I don’t really know how to hold a conversation. 

Everyone in my class is older than me by at least 10 years so it’s also hard to relate to people. I don’t like people but it’d be nice to be able to learn to socialise as I want to keep studying and if I do, I’ll always be in this situation. I can’t remember what I did last year when I started.

I also tend to be an asshole but I don’t really mean it. It’s basically word vomit. I also tend to get too excited when people actually pay attention to me and want to be my friend and then I get clingy and attached and end up annoying them and they just ignore me forever lmao.

Any tips would be super helpful!",1.0943645320197035,2.9965650620689672,3.7892857142857146,86.34250000000004,81.13793103448276,7.177339901477834,21.046798029556648,8.192908349453996,1.083817733990148,1068,31,233,22,28,377,147,290,0.062,0.8079999999999999,0.13,0.9719,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,3,4,19,11,1,1,5,0,26,2,0,1,3,45,46,39,0,5,6,0,2,2,1,2,2,1,0,0,8,20,0,3,7,2,1,0,6,4,0,0,7,3,34,7,39,29,4,41,0,1,0,0,13,15,0,2,28,159,42,5,0.11263514396051087,0.0,0.10991565269060816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36029713572505545,0.09372146278840086,0.0,0.0,0.07659576031681167,0.0,0.172331153667689,0.0,0.0,0.15751422310946167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660947315311998,0.0,0.06866133831671828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264034978155849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976130566707618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762770692732067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234986216567152,0.08702163282033558,0.0,0.11769442775047875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10089896519167284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549696274979452,0.11900521369280395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011529122435506,0.0,0.0,0.12380265891440805,0.1836253510804442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795575331962523,0.11005568383644904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12600991513779095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269269189692625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17980859461464951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819163631594493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342610802049534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21647087222639808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12759366119818175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22798555798276196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266066210391496,0.0,0.3444520343687758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944746925030798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775070817918687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18106372434407167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762770692732067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328702523677232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16002554921878198,0.0,0.0,0.29013335928926004
anxiety,Attack_Jacks,2019/02/20,"Failing college classes Anxiety blows...

I want to do good for myself and future me, my mother wants me to do good, my father well he's not been in the picture since my hs grad. In 2016. Everyone puts faith in me and I let them down shit sucks hard. I lost my motivation in hs about 4 yrs. Ago and now in 2019 1.5 yr. Of college it blows.

I wish I didn't have to work 200% to get the same results as others without anxiety (I recently tried Vyvanse for add and it's definitely helping).

Just blowing off steam, feel free to pm me for dank memes and advice... Stay strong you motherfucking warriors 💪💪🏻💪🏽💪🏿",0.07654761904761642,2.3748586190476217,2.4653769841269835,91.41330357142859,89.79365079365078,5.372222222222222,22.160714285714285,6.9077264865688965,0.7224142857142861,470,18,102,7,16,160,89,126,0.133,0.667,0.2,0.8083,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,1,5,4,10,2,0,2,0,6,1,1,2,0,16,13,6,0,3,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,4,1,0,3,2,17,7,19,9,1,13,1,2,0,0,6,7,2,0,4,57,20,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20773213549812866,0.1884406316098716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252484592924969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031306882724061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748756996984553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106503519082678,0.0,0.0,0.356606473752623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19043122659110875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424888668881328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217378938476164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320577678235423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137030756067246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20989853877122575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21821180657631156,0.17584957463692566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22658354398309455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14432885234045684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507720974916789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19113625620882893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24445817967867345,0.20492093465761932,0.0,0.1547618295809823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lukerbl,2019/02/20,"Heartbroken and struggling to calm down - first time feeling anxious I've got myself into a mess and I don't know what to do to feel calm.

I've fallen in love with someone online. We talk all the time (close to 600 messages a day...) and talk on the phone/facetime occasionally. I met her online last year and since the start of December things have just spiralled out of control. I know she feels the same, but without going into details, we can't be together. 

I've never met anyone like her, we are perfectly matched in every single way. I believe she is my soulmate (not that I believe in that stuff). We've also had several opportunities where we could have met years ago - missed chances but we've finally found each other now. 

I would rather she be in my life for 1% than not at all. But I can't stop now I'm in a routine. We are torturing ourselves. It's an addiction. 

I've never felt anxiety before until now and I'm really struggling with it. It's taking my focus off work and everything. my sleep is bad. I can't stop the nervous feeling in my chest and it makes me feel physically sick. The only time it calms is when we talk on the phone. My imagination leads me to jealousy and worry. I play things over in my head, I can't stop, I overthink and over analyse. 

How can I stop feeling like this and just enjoy the fact that I have met someone who has changed my life and made me feel more alive than ever before?

I want her but I can't handle this feeling at times. I also can't handle the thought of having to cease contact with her. I think it would drive me crazy and my mind would go even more berserk. 

Any help or advice would really be appreciated. I can't talk to anyone about it.

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anxiety,jstormo,2019/02/20,"Dunno if right place to post but... I've been with this girl for 4 months, which I know isn't a significant amount of time. However it's clear that she struggles with anxiety and I've been there multiple occasions to help comfort and help her out best I can. Recently however, I feel like I myself have become prone to anxious feelings and I'm finding it difficult to talk to my So about it. I understand that she is there for me 100% but I feel as if because of the stuff she suffers with personally that I can't approach her with it because of the she struggles with it so much more and it would lead to her feeling worse which I really don't want to do. 

I've never really been so close with someone who has felt like this and I almost feel like her anxiety and seeing how she reacts is slowly beginning to impact me and those traits are starting to pop up into how I feel when I'm not with her. Like currently it's 1am and I just don't feel comfortable calling her and waking her to talk even though that would comfort me. I've been with her some many times and stayed up with her till like 5am but I still can't get Over this barrier that I have built for myself and try relate to her.

Idek where this is becoming, but like maybe someone else has been in this position before or is more knowledgeable on anxiety as a whole compared to myself

Cheers ",6.166304347826087,5.556696644927539,6.63527536231884,80.26334782608699,66.2463768115942,10.403478260869566,31.44347826086956,9.888512548439397,2.7234365217391305,1078,36,223,21,15,352,137,276,0.117,0.765,0.118,0.3711,3,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,14,15,0,2,4,0,23,1,1,4,2,57,40,28,0,5,9,0,8,6,0,2,0,0,0,2,22,23,0,1,12,0,0,2,7,4,0,0,6,9,35,11,38,32,7,26,0,1,1,0,23,11,0,6,17,161,57,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177915615937499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256184973908699,0.12610768447881596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13609458913524222,0.2465683560626377,0.09498706921765482,0.0,0.11714653014935662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398450436859113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325073572040472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372913487808838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3950967261088923,0.23924085147654814,0.10718023103123678,0.0,0.10202582254522713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058320938612948514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149643574947478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061347740999043374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32721434159853857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317310807278765,0.11214516808567443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910027610511799,0.0,0.08205930573524138,0.0,0.08609427108157393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746912333601436,0.11662733298977244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690861298569447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14302330412643036,0.0,0.1102190241383484,0.0,0.0,0.09532956458936408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895293518497578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891638114922516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901075899576204,0.11898042382679412,0.08914613642798473,0.0,0.0,0.2333953086686089,0.12778716893857994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17944445721576616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096737850606494,0.0,0.13018218122666494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578797524317818,0.0,0.0,0.11620851717534267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584099162497044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462849579337185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375830458305247,0.1585944281453714,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Zerodea,2019/02/20,How do I deal with feeling like my friends all hate me? It's completely irrational and stupid but I just can't shake the feeling that I'm just straight up not wanted. It's driving me insane and I can't relax around them at all now. How do I make it stop?,0.3662424242424223,2.4596754727272767,1.9304545454545448,97.54901515151516,85.18181818181819,5.121212121212121,21.89393939393939,6.42735559955562,0.21766666666666626,201,7,47,2,6,65,39,55,0.267,0.555,0.17800000000000002,-0.8136,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,6,6,2,1,1,0,4,0,0,3,2,17,10,5,0,1,4,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,1,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,2,8,3,4,10,2,8,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,32,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31894250736505725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756466394659559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693678762219749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3623112531476173,0.2559531750168481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768039372769771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537243834016918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17503605493437915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391526932359392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995356317028904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21132106931563288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Rainbowinthewind,2019/02/20,"Feeling sick every morning Does anyone else feel nauseated every morning through anxiety? I'm currently on holiday and have no reason to be anxious but lately my morning sick feeling is back with avengence. I can't take this. I dread sleeping as I know I will feel anxious and I dread waking up as I feel anxious.  It's awful and stays so long with me.
I don't know what to do. It makes my stomach kill me and I spend all morning in the bathroom (sorry for tmi) I'm at the end of my tether with this and don't know what to do anymore.",1.1797878787878773,3.4752861000000053,3.2177272727272737,88.31992424242426,83.45454545454545,5.121212121212121,26.43939393939393,6.42735559955562,1.1342121212121208,421,19,83,4,12,142,66,110,0.294,0.667,0.039,-0.9864,1,0,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,2,2,1,9,5,3,2,1,20,21,9,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,9,1,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,5,13,0,15,19,1,10,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,5,55,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390208795892538,0.5489199721035666,0.16062485937336493,0.11324905979637452,0.16595135348246884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245403901999882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417358693887929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353002170640395,0.0,0.14345211305780114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729234678975701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4094695599132135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17918927211447866,0.0,0.267033689635849,0.0,0.18270255175375716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433331257416194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081122898619786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665260628591665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16208106169990422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18130554210687533,0.0,0.17263217330964345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121776841382852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AnonymousVen,2019/02/20,"Language Barrier Anxiety. Help? I always feel so nervous whenever I have to speak in my country's native language because in all honesty, I'm just terrible at it. I don't know when this all started but the first remembrance of how bad I am at it happened a few years ago. I had a massive breakdown in front of my class while I was attempting to report something in the language and it has always been that way ever since.
I'm not sure if it's my fear of being in front of so many people or having a lowkey stutter or if I just have some sort of anxiety from speaking my language but now whenever I speak I always feel so horrible inside because I feel like Im saying everything wrong and look like an idiot.

How do I help myself? I always feel sad because I can't really properly communicate with my classmates all the time and I feel really stupid whenever they have to speak english just for me. I've been trying to speak it for all of my school life but I just can't grasp it unlike how others easily learn. It's also dragging down my grades in the language class...",4.913315614617943,5.573201265116283,6.150913621262461,78.31633720930233,68.90697674418604,9.119601328903654,31.17109634551495,9.23628265651192,2.750295681063124,852,34,160,16,14,287,115,215,0.205,0.721,0.07400000000000001,-0.9852,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,2,14,12,2,2,8,0,15,1,0,3,6,36,26,19,0,2,12,0,5,2,0,0,1,6,0,0,10,4,0,1,8,0,0,2,4,9,0,1,4,12,25,3,23,21,6,21,0,1,1,0,9,9,0,6,11,114,35,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13052279546062456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775085962052488,0.4900747394960674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22528229587983384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294247060689925,0.2692754665357843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319049895098653,0.0,0.0,0.13233328475474307,0.0,0.0,0.1656902758821643,0.3722545925970769,0.10519104119684086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524554994389747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302072568798682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19738890778884072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15904863323973373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092137330562976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400269104882252,0.14387182237003152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364775596116087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492821606366767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020803510386154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886563709786798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709422539534807,0.0,0.1490186447333912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218016404747123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335551516394413,0.0,0.0,0.10421996017680432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877559310541746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585907739413234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996891388106176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116875320421777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609880434147815,0.0,0.0948202166307846
anxiety,magnumuser,2019/02/20,"Just need to say my issue out loud. After leaving my last job due to the insane amount of pressure and horrible management pratices, I decided to finish my RN degree. I have bad grades from 10 years ago that are pulling down my GPA. (like 5 Fs) I thought GPA would be calculated by repeat delete. This is not the case. 

Last semester I was able to pull off straight A's. I need to do it again this semester to pull my GPA to the MINIMUM of 2.7 to apply for clinicals. I am trying my best to channel the stress into productivity. Excessive studying, pulling all-nighters while abusing my  A.D.D. medication. 

The idea that I will not be able to do it again keeps me up at night. The idea that my fickle English teacher could decide that I'm just a B writer, could destroy all my hard work. I feel like such an ass that other students are begging for a low b and I can not accept anything but an A. If I don't make it I simply have to repeat a few classes and it will bring me up to an acceptable lvl. But I dont want to put my families life on hold any longer than I have to. It just feels crushing and exhausting. 

I just want to know how it all turns out in the end. No more what if's. I would still do my best even if I knew I would have to do an extra semester. I just can't take the unknown anymore.",2.6697936507936504,3.9582929740740735,4.152433862433863,88.1916666666667,74.81481481481481,7.365079365079365,26.190476190476193,7.957251820313856,1.3903809523809527,1013,36,222,15,21,337,153,270,0.123,0.8220000000000001,0.055,-0.8781,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,3,11,12,1,2,17,0,26,5,1,2,2,46,41,11,0,12,13,0,3,2,0,5,4,2,0,0,15,7,0,2,11,1,0,6,7,6,0,0,3,5,31,6,34,29,8,33,0,1,0,1,1,12,1,3,17,155,46,9,0.26780564305322463,0.15865294755762355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869677204940593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105851036149988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279561819292288,0.0,0.0,0.11019061285659434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180326285012958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810455000891808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138210144344933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569331095730123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185981554095022,0.0,0.0,0.08844155075074074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623166308935505,0.0,0.13541057978694407,0.09566020245366068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995062689330058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023199735921829,0.0,0.13975975662857418,0.1328778888208519,0.11901898023586305,0.0,0.0,0.07358948884971465,0.2182973426314137,0.0,0.14178375395555612,0.0,0.0,0.09457952282113806,0.13083630981026595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938117314146328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489300539676255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985744909709844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513174543536613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460931984171692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648489814368307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693496624047852,0.0,0.15338522964832518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067825737626088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630388320182316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091122620451958,0.14564781865780546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795870687774705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748284884628118,0.0,0.0,0.2853621676586104,0.0,0.0,0.08622902688668535
anxiety,silverfrost147,2019/02/20,"Alone Forever I'm a guy who wants to hang out with friends a lot. I'm always down to anything whenever I'm free and even though my parents disapprove of me drinking and hanging out with friends at night, I still love doing it coz I love life. ( I love my parents too don't get me wrong) But here's the thing, I'm not that important to my friends at all.  I'm also an NGSB type of guy. I tried online dating and I met some interesting people irl but it didn't work at all. I tried to talk with some people I know irl who look interesting to me and would love to have a date with them but as soon as I engage a conversation with them they'd stop talking to me at all. (I think they sense that I'd be asking them out) idk.

I gotta be honest, I'm not that attractive. And for all you people who'd say that effort matters, stop! One time I rode for 3 and a half hours at night just so I can watch my crush's theatrical play. I bought flowers and all even tho I'm just a student. And it still doesn't work. 

I'm not looking for a relationship right now (since no wanted me XD) . But I would love to know your thoughts on how I can improve myself to be better.",1.7677822580645142,3.0327486008064533,3.4250322580645154,92.59254838709681,77.10483870967742,6.572903225806452,22.480645161290322,7.1686216300943375,0.4906590322580642,895,25,212,10,20,298,127,248,0.063,0.7290000000000001,0.208,0.9899,3,1,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,5,4,15,17,0,0,9,0,14,7,0,2,5,46,40,19,0,4,9,2,0,0,3,3,1,1,0,2,11,16,1,2,4,2,2,3,7,1,0,2,4,4,32,17,31,28,8,26,0,0,3,5,29,11,0,3,12,136,43,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628997989895724,0.0,0.08979163576376839,0.0934273699734932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239827294355384,0.0,0.1049682335666557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993040401034539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999332093938924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14832200917973332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602456911142827,0.0,0.05866255454254079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223530738876376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057485810836262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341417295430952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930788601631424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885767000266828,0.0,0.0,0.09545788700144976,0.5066930948415316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107375405296065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608498650503506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24935108274609186,0.0,0.0,0.2335259817712432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054852667457802,0.0,0.09588795920027647,0.0,0.0892909153327914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288058339599987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17933662299812045,0.1877450594398406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18049555629818625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459497299403385,0.07194558029673741,0.11031620119671412,0.08913912864632836,0.06547236282802746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246380929762954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245331279621292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16348483126663824,0.0,0.0,0.1595233978136855,0.12276241382192092,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lhn4426,2019/02/20,"I (26F) gave up 2 huge life goals because of anxiety. Help! I moved to Sydney for a boy and became heavily depressed for about a year until he finally agreed to move. I moved somewhere nice and while the depression subsided, the anxiety kicked in hard. 
I spent 10 long months anxious about work while saving up to travel. I took 6 weeks off before I left to travel to go to a retreat and try to shake off my anxiety as well as get professional help. I went overseas and didn’t enjoy my travels because of this anxiety which is very unlike normal me. 
Then I broke up with my bf (thankfully - he was an adult baby that caused me so much stress) and the anxiety of being overseas alone was so tough I gave up and came home early. 
I had money still so I bought a van to convert into a campervan. It has been a huge goal of mine for such a long time but dealing with the maintenance of an older car and just starting a new job to pay for it, and worrying about parking it even though it’s not that big has become too much and I’m giving up. Selling it. The anxiety I feel sitting in that drivers seat thinking it can break down at any moment (which it is actually having issues) is enough to make me want to crash it into a ditch. It’s putting me into debt. 
I haven’t sold it yet which is causing insane anxiety because I worry about it having mechanical issues while someone is test driving it. It may happen. 

I just want everything to stop. I want to be able to relax. I gave up 2 huge lifetime goals that I’ve wanted for so long so I can stop feeling so tense all the time. It’s become so much that I can’t even cry anymore. 
The worry I feel is insane. The tension. I can’t relax. I’m always on edge. I am having trouble taking care of myself and don’t go to the gym anymore. 
Will this anxiety go away once I sell the van that breaks down and buy something small, reliable and comfy? 
Or will the anxiety just keep pouring down? 

Has anyone ever dealt with anything similar? ",3.49896147403685,4.808822246231159,4.91214070351759,83.47435845896149,72.76884422110552,7.517721943048577,26.83450586264657,8.021203637495839,1.6748449581239533,1546,54,304,22,30,517,207,398,0.18,0.7240000000000001,0.096,-0.9851,2,1,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,4,23,16,0,3,22,0,29,1,0,3,2,44,60,29,0,5,6,0,4,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,25,19,0,3,4,6,9,16,6,8,1,0,14,4,32,8,55,41,5,68,0,3,0,0,12,25,0,2,24,206,57,8,0.07851419838675401,0.0,0.07661853181619371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131703088535742,0.0,0.0,0.06533010269907516,0.0,0.0,0.053392347269577166,0.0,0.5405683217674995,0.08869869599897473,0.1557299748104056,0.05489895305805944,0.0,0.06461049542903934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07376667391372042,0.0,0.0,0.14358457978236872,0.17342552714177156,0.06680979998316944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979932653333712,0.08005045795231601,0.16131141894903467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624416018511881,0.0,0.08094469098986133,0.13524832804505868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112615510169434,0.0,0.1037157750988208,0.07102058746350738,0.0,0.0,0.07056349888527724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909741337613865,0.0,0.0,0.08600846658899103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041020428103045264,0.07531797338385045,0.13386428491081248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942984633628446,0.0,0.07033329999431252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525282434073893,0.0,0.0787561426383541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16389684897326073,0.07791322695929867,0.06978702703565147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530590627665224,0.0,0.055456900261265415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20844778462362132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05240883709590044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06266928408316118,0.2503445022980649,0.17315090932114713,0.0,0.0,0.0758295020548645,0.0,0.0,0.07692724427626782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836150588556598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892845514579479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652482550489268,0.06044406577479978,0.0,0.0,0.05557275372850582,0.0,0.0627015402525864,0.13128277096881394,0.08993774898024069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059032905974288424,0.0,0.0,0.07228532515929276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05030872806185099,0.07713980127662698,0.0,0.09156452094754856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723216331969585,0.053305986897267316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647824363411153,0.185238833764974,0.0,0.06297935404241409,0.0,0.07059369352585483,0.07278344850461467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05715927152514658,0.2392049388948997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050560569571959514
anxiety,paintedcrows,2019/02/20,"Anxiety when sick? Does anyone else get anxiety/panic attacks when sick? Previously I thought it was medication I was on causing it, but now it seems like it just happens when I catch something cold-like. I'm not feverish, and all I'm taking is NyQuil (not even the full dosage). ",2.6264779874213846,5.3675618679245325,3.6625471698113214,84.53709119496857,81.26415094339623,6.552201257861638,27.701257861635213,7.793537801064563,1.979857861635221,221,10,41,4,6,71,38,53,0.152,0.785,0.062,-0.4039,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,1,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,1,9,10,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,3,1,1,7,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275842137825823,0.0,0.0,0.2080166578300016,0.3048205960902246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.338445522441404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056111307269026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26034142709792457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24852037630988136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964938099774705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554297829273207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630754100765905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453418940519682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29969669623301315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27082988504099503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290275469339721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22368054614406666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361792036482503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JeremyVdub,2019/02/20,Overwhelmed Hey guys its taken me a while to post content cause I can't seem to get ahead of lives challenges. Father of 4 kids and husband to an awesome wife. We were doing great and my wife stayed at home on our one income.  It all started going down hill with a GI issue this past year.  It ended up requiring 2 surgeries and the last one forced me to quit my job. The second surgery isn't covered since I'm unemployed and they still don't know what's wrong with me. Then a month after recovering our house pipes burst. It forced us to live at my mother in laws for a month the house was full of people but I’m so damn thankful for them. While that was going on my oldest daughter who is 16 was checked in for suicidal thoughts.  So we took care of her and after a month at the hospital she was discharged. Moved back into our house with repair completed. Sent back my daughter to her moms and planned to see her at Thanksgiving.  She was going to celebrate her sweet 16 with her mom in Idaho before thanksgiving. So just before thanksgiving I get a FaceTime call from her. She asks if I would be mad about her getting a tattoo. I’m kind of awkward and say no you should wait. Turns out she got a tattoo and it was with consent from my ex wife’s niece. She was just informing me that she was FaceTiming what the tattoo looked like.  I had to set my boundaries with my daughter over this. So she super stomped my feels and  we haven’t talked since. Well life keeps on going and we keep trying to find work before Christmas. Then Christmas Eve my brother in law unfortunately passed away in a car accident. His daughter survived and were thankful for that blessing. Now its February we’re still reeling from all the curveballs on top of having unresolved GI issues. It’s all so much and sometimes I wish I could just start over. Cause right now it’s hard to see things getting better. Just wish there was some hope on the horizon. ,3.0231247644176413,5.234491335092351,3.3909264983038088,90.03819525065967,76.28232189973616,6.020082924990578,24.285035808518657,6.9916214562510826,0.8834527101394647,1532,51,303,16,35,474,209,379,0.078,0.7490000000000001,0.173,0.9914,4,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,8,1,2,10,18,18,2,2,17,0,23,1,0,2,3,55,58,23,1,7,6,14,2,1,0,2,1,1,1,2,17,24,0,4,6,0,1,9,5,5,1,3,17,7,46,13,55,37,6,60,1,1,3,0,50,24,1,5,25,203,63,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707166142794602,0.0,0.08750642206850452,0.14323508167391052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377612916021226,0.0,0.0,0.08237318533920522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510453441897487,0.0,0.09496062095121166,0.19135721271008915,0.0,0.0,0.0976536499179287,0.0,0.0,0.07436328863178306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249281657594784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04709348169133559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512664423665739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946434998120838,0.0,0.21173038345211012,0.0,0.07449114155778426,0.10268521454472837,0.0,0.09222147934266836,0.0,0.0,0.0834335494368591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934252270376166,0.09250726619936177,0.0,0.3224069970201629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19442420379054814,0.09242531025587504,0.16557105583560816,0.0,0.0969891219230024,0.05118632903383999,0.07592007895287735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578627804947884,0.04550262889580914,0.0,0.16448550635993042,0.0,0.07821264595967517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21816471133357795,0.2230261119049361,0.0989911863011334,0.06846730711271075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622573438866955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891096823026384,0.06457031341296998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920066740391548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990639598319417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953952957778808,0.0,0.07406724953136612,0.0,0.0,0.14843820276854244,0.08478953596482433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15408979337641476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211607949255828,0.0,0.13184742066488067,0.0992729483336475,0.1487606029819279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187809393735772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486097190186887,0.0,0.17149831589659476,0.0,0.0,0.06187689372365065,0.0,0.0,0.0739413417350366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034799875934522,0.06323473651077599,0.1013076362590932,0.0,0.0,0.1120338088763951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837424437527625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21420870919724969,0.0,0.0,0.0678057322342875,0.0,0.0,0.06616271805435557,0.10183202069025976,0.0,0.05997795896508426
anxiety,NoodGoodle,2019/02/20,"Boyfriend said, ‘therapy is a scam’ I (F;25) told my boyfriend (M;25) how I felt like he was being unsupportive about my choice of going to therapy. He would never ask how my appointments went and whenever I mentioned them he would just say ‘oh’ or ignore the topic. 

Today (just a few minutes ago) we got into a heated argument that stemmed from me telling him how u felt. He proceeded to say some extremely ignorant shit like: 

“therapy is a scam they just tell you the same thing over again. The only person who can make you feel better is yourself”

“you’re still emotionally unstable so I guess therapy isn’t working for you”.... Mind you, I’ve only been going to therapy for 3 months. 

“it’s easy to be happy you just do this to yourself”

“maybe I don’t understand because IM stable” 

“You just wanna be babied and it’s getting old” 

and the cherry on top was an analogy he used which was 

 “when babies come out of the womb do they show their moms and dads that they love them? No. The baby’s parents just assume. So I don’t have to show you that I support you. I don’t have to show you that I love you. I don’t have to show you that I care.”

ALL OF THIS after telling him how I felt about how he was unsupportive. Fuck everything. Fuck this conversation. ",2.028145161290322,4.309247911290324,3.552187096774193,87.2637806451613,79.96774193548387,7.032516129032259,23.226451612903233,8.109356740369918,1.3812046451612905,974,33,198,19,25,321,134,248,0.103,0.7709999999999999,0.126,0.7293,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,11,6,3,18,13,3,0,11,0,24,6,2,7,2,39,47,13,0,3,7,3,4,2,0,2,0,3,0,1,13,8,0,2,6,4,0,4,7,5,0,0,12,7,36,8,22,30,4,19,0,0,0,5,43,5,3,4,12,133,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215097156138807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718509053124537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633707845727845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194088344302948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599035774324586,0.0,0.0,0.08954913195817722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693682503007727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342920305241403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05256341967692207,0.0,0.2994429995034801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922118150167456,0.054312866667330206,0.0,0.11816150138031208,0.0,0.08314333524070729,0.0,0.1145195646727646,0.0,0.0,0.11066339516597534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229062346411234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157557662565872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18764920631902,0.0,0.06939162541719439,0.0,0.10443805786538307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496621013720484,0.1217523409681476,0.08297691242995794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017749332032062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908463054905143,0.0,0.0,0.15812687370344836,0.0,0.0,0.11543114867868433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077061559422793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888622985756017,0.16534041576920808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670962950179058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301962102931215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796835678826095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272587117377259,0.0,0.5944153412923519,0.0,0.06906393446163385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985383999737719,0.09933468232577868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822215569677447,0.0,0.08978485002804673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963685148358109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568141135310437,0.0,0.0,0.14769512005296512,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CalleisMercedes,2019/02/20,"An interaction with a paramedic I have PTSD with panic attacks and this has been a rough week.

I work in a youth shelter, we deal with a lot of drug activity. One of the youth was displaying signs of serious withdrawal in the middle of the night. As per our policy I called for an ambulance and police. The youth refused to go with the paramedics and when I tried to explain to the paramedic that we had a policy about youth being discharged to the hospital when there are suspected issues related to drugs the paramedic lashed out at me saying it was ridiculous. He began belittling me in front of my other staff, the other paramedics and the police. When I asked him to stop being rude and to relocate the conversation to another area away from the youth he continued to belittle me saying that I shouldn’t question his medical knowledge. Which I wasn’t, I was just trying to explain our policy. He turned to the police officer and sarcastically asked if he was being rude. Which the office agreed he was. He laughed it off and continued to say that the policy is stupid and that he knew what he was doing. The police officer pulled me aside after and reassured me that he was being rude and should not have talked to me like he did.

I feel super attacked and now I’m questioning my decision and trying not to have a panic attack because I have 5 more hours in my shift.",8.385778038755138,7.372637824427482,8.438702290076336,70.45747210804464,61.977099236641216,12.183675866118614,35.42102172636524,11.362043627235082,4.010219260129183,1098,40,197,27,13,359,132,262,0.16,0.7859999999999999,0.055,-0.9781,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,4,0,0,2,7,15,8,2,24,0,25,3,0,0,0,38,35,17,0,3,4,0,2,1,0,2,3,3,0,0,13,19,0,2,9,0,0,3,4,11,0,1,13,5,25,4,36,16,2,30,0,0,0,0,32,10,0,4,18,147,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13966134368502411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490293692218931,0.4545686096867461,0.12513640335562895,0.0,0.0,0.08119139686443616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13600189676005028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731305701882865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30891626453014803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06734487345093905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569495483875302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131165335601461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13901577171435842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650699135977687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323338775692784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417492772212028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124989806454483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902530010880548,0.0,0.0,0.3125395702113115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15569199995821156,0.0,0.29840659733333463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31775413713783834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135281631928468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107053088836989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27128183190616706,0.14487248974708175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10683699606337599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696391714028836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RubberyRudder,2019/02/20,"Need help overcoming anxiety Hi, first time posting to this thread so sorry if I am not doing everything correctly.

I am starting to feel like I can not shake these reoccurring thoughts. It started out as stress over my thesis. Then I got the thesis done and I was very stressed about the grade I would get. Then I was going to attend a new school which I had gotten into a few years before. The school needs medical checks and I was very stressed I would not pass them. Then the school started and it wasn't what I thought it would be and I had to do a hard decision and give it up. 

Now I have a masters in business administration but I feel like I will never get a job. I was preparing for the school after this one so I didn't get a summer job last summer. My CV looks bad and I feel like I don't know anything about my field.

I can not sleep for more than 3-4 hours before I wake up and the thoughts of not getting a job and staying unemployed and everybody laughing at me are haunting me. The sleeplessness has gone on for 2-3 weeks only though. I am so afraid that I find it very hard to even look for a job.

The ""new school"" I was supposed to go to was what I thought as a childhood dream job. Now that it wasn't what I thought, I feel completely lost. I don' t even know if I want to work in my field.

How do I overcome this, turn this around and start healing myself? Does anyone have any advice for getting a good night's rest? Any advice how I can stop the reoccurring thoughts about not making it and being a stupid, dumb person?

Thank you and sorry about the long post.",3.0323148148148142,4.364917256172846,3.8502024691358017,90.54171111111113,73.96913580246914,6.912395061728398,24.688395061728396,7.404127859558343,0.9141033580246916,1237,38,271,14,25,395,162,324,0.126,0.789,0.085,-0.9021,7,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,1,4,15,15,2,5,21,0,32,4,2,3,2,50,68,26,0,8,9,0,6,3,0,4,2,0,0,1,18,15,0,1,14,1,1,6,11,9,0,2,22,8,40,6,32,40,3,44,0,1,2,0,6,10,1,2,28,183,58,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478703958242442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075861442035748,0.0,0.05667365985140215,0.0,0.0,0.051800892132814864,0.0,0.060964392177530885,0.06595000430651858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061856611796809374,0.0,0.0,0.12607917089723195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767511986777338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06483095307599755,0.07581312184581393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786288042111543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658145539505217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14983533491844195,0.15877575993946286,0.0,0.0,0.06771095909452221,0.06301537071699947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935278045430585,0.07106762511104557,0.08420669851108578,0.0621377086250516,0.059251327056909824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272849420269342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04965659540522256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295730536880499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675821159257655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142868692847198,0.06038792444513525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858033949835648,0.0,0.0,0.06556154902257748,0.12442293053458353,0.0,0.08087087039929589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04945129854006305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463131268465285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986392425064163,0.0571377473079718,0.14310057433244416,0.0,0.06952232795099847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05020088372159022,0.056343825293783026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468683769011724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419029916179805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748821872643721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413698276157901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16586078236139906,0.2097466753778981,0.07896313315399832,0.0,0.06193710698508679,0.2545871300314178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820611546821237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278664350577642,0.3528840501474284,0.043198673276889706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058155324004053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18337989033004398,0.04369635626985407,0.0,0.05942529945689948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053933656176157585,0.0,0.0,0.15788033708833962,0.0,0.0,0.04770733255697781
anxiety,jczyx,2019/02/20,"anxious thoughts at night?? i cant sleep at night due to anxious thoughts. a lot of the time its me worrying about my life (whether someone hates me, about the future, etc) or random things in general. its like racing random thoughts that causes me to get easily overwhelmed/worried and not be able to sleep. anyone know any tips to help this?? :( at day i usually watch youtube or netflix to distract from the thoughts but since its nighttime i want to be able to be asleep but just dont know how... or where to start",4.9096103896103935,6.161102010101013,4.3479365079365095,89.08000000000004,69.30303030303031,7.273304473304473,31.31457431457432,7.447530270364453,1.823221067821068,405,17,81,4,7,121,66,99,0.113,0.821,0.067,-0.5643,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,1,4,0,5,4,3,2,0,22,15,8,0,1,8,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,1,7,1,16,8,2,13,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,6,9,51,13,0,0.2998335912136514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194856187861512,0.0,0.0,0.33872661383278274,0.0,0.1048253092274114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15400584557015215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668393085934346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17570136792916674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16719685581682042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832533811701274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801179829168035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004860679848306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16478070040519424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058906663034704,0.07324177374364997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745389854957914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813735140695118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240127225233857,0.0,0.3000501274473896,0.0,0.12702401441927344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611187954802356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959805751981284,0.0,0.0,0.4760687593729986,0.08741768911727445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16511217027556896,0.0,0.08842481025914498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044955661463301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,afterplatform,2019/02/20,"Does anyone else have a hard time falling asleep at night? I swear I get a little bit of butterflies in my stomach and its to the point where I can’t fall asleep at all. First it was true crime stuff keeping me up, then I stopped subscribing to the subreddits and reading about them but I still get butterflies at night. I know the odds of a crime happening to me are so low but it’s still possible. Now it’s 2:30 AM where I live and I know I need to wake up early tomorrow to clean my room. ugh 😑 

Does anyone else deal with this issue? Do you have any tips on falling asleep better? Thank you :)",0.8072473867595811,3.108046780487808,2.034802555168408,96.12237804878052,85.26016260162602,5.790708478513357,19.3548199767712,7.1686216300943375,0.2745405342624858,466,13,105,7,14,148,80,123,0.165,0.71,0.125,-0.3076,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,1,2,7,5,0,0,6,0,7,5,5,0,2,13,15,7,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,4,0,2,2,1,0,3,1,2,0,1,1,1,16,3,16,14,2,27,0,1,0,0,4,13,0,0,11,65,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215160132512983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23063250864202955,0.337961101266708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458587878792761,0.18005048153363154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700258029010353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28864609719914724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755398458706633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028130050546422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17232831797302312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14583866124216693,0.0,0.1477363821638434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17213416345686464,0.0,0.14658892582960276,0.0,0.0,0.18127199714619494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16529367595432626,0.14562783072290436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222864675487516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095334509077957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559031878018755,0.18592309387027006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16496513859643236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634114626717867,0.1378809299787257,0.0,0.0,0.18879452564941074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183664670127134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616647491622153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nursebekkii,2019/02/20,1:1 anxiety but fine in crowds/groups?! I feel like the only being in the world who has this issue. It is really taking a toll on my self worth and social life. I feel it is getting worse as I am avoiding all together. Anyone have any tips or similar problem?,2.0665384615384603,4.195224884615389,4.123692307692308,84.0213076923077,79.0,7.236923076923077,21.93846153846154,8.238735603445708,1.3963800000000002,202,6,39,4,5,69,45,52,0.211,0.66,0.129,-0.7186,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,3,0,6,1,0,0,1,8,10,4,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,2,4,9,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068777224322896,0.0,0.2327248690230405,0.0,0.0,0.21271532257657305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30764211086197474,0.2173324023472315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589406192671906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175230961304545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148771838270989,0.14862486591059698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313704355097921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910942042285435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948889461326977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31736426465778844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31011051639864995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22873302563116565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31002270894868145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alexlascribe,2019/02/20,"Humiliated and can't stop thinking about it I had a terrible night and can't calm down. A guy I was seeing for weeks kept from me that he had a kid and woman at home. I've been completely head over heels, and now I feel like a total idiot. Now that I know, there are so many little signs and warnings I missed or deliberately ignored because I was lonely. I wish I could forget everything that's happened, take back all the infatuated things I said. I keep trying to distract myself,  I tried going to bed, but I feel so humiliated I'm sick. Can someone please help me find a way to get my mind past this?",4.446524390243901,4.9815617317073215,5.947713414634148,79.80498475609757,69.89430894308943,8.426422764227643,26.757113821138212,8.472884824447931,1.641228455284553,475,14,99,7,8,162,89,123,0.213,0.6829999999999999,0.104,-0.8827,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,7,8,1,1,6,0,10,3,2,0,2,23,25,9,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,2,3,6,5,0,4,5,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,7,4,16,2,9,17,2,13,0,2,1,0,6,4,0,1,8,62,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14815783008102432,0.0,0.11745499106638554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20201968263990747,0.0,0.0,0.15383805912096826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17316696146087548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19484802121963946,0.1376495188698913,0.0,0.0,0.17610460712265202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066653446390736,0.0,0.10950359998364018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907819523903752,0.17038491167079034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19774367124385514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914829950463147,0.0,0.1932721893402111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17126145403871365,0.0,0.0,0.10589103382831927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413295515875196,0.19311441929964096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19534570010619398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19455030195779727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18081566726845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839333767880714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115030712263452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18328132313350545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15353977368045946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16325582030911434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610878067270617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448702107359075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280069965976785,0.12346056688027827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616320314184135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529391803786532,0.15455502556675274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215707015923204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,quetxalcoatl,2019/02/20,"How should I give my two weeks notice? Hi everyone.
I’ve decided to give my two weeks at my job, but I don’t know how to go through with it. I’ve been putting it off because the thought gives me crazy anxiety and I always end up with a sinking feeling in my stomach. On top of that, my boss kind of makes me feel like I can’t do it. They just make me feel nervous all of the time when we talk about work stuff. I actively try and avoid them while I work because I don’t know how to deal with that.
For some context, I work part time in a food service position, sort of like a Subway type thing.
I don’t know how I should approach the subject, what I need to say or do, and how I should even force myself to actually go and do it. Any advice would be greatly appreciated.",3.170094235033257,3.6187750670731735,4.398935698447897,90.07910199556544,72.71951219512195,7.6709534368070935,27.713968957871394,7.686295010490155,1.2931048780487804,597,21,141,7,11,197,97,164,0.065,0.8220000000000001,0.113,0.8266,1,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,2,4,9,6,0,2,6,0,13,2,1,8,1,36,28,13,0,5,3,0,3,2,0,4,0,1,0,0,9,8,1,1,8,0,0,4,4,2,0,2,2,4,24,4,21,21,3,18,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,3,9,93,33,7,0.0,0.0,0.13520473085143395,0.0,0.0,0.1353893732983238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528462817735835,0.0,0.0,0.09421869319327944,0.0,0.10599030565074324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16891748426663106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428388785286486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271410078482098,0.0,0.0,0.0915109120788459,0.0,0.0,0.13239038108817774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101649997581844,0.0989800868694992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675351070240154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3987291094562581,0.15748221901376205,0.0,0.0,0.15275177027264664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13748941190977246,0.0,0.0,0.1442784157058448,0.2284302294641881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537697996173606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18496628807210372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027330063194032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15773999638659275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003605621779698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928093219154045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110180453294119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586065047539076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136117339814612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204640704278774,0.0,0.0,0.10999315623420892,0.16157913910374908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406629754411204,0.0,0.2706862694835646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22227276901962392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025979644491731,0.0,0.0,0.0984218843351646,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lofty_Incantations11,2019/02/20,"Professor here, if you have missed class, please come back. We aren’t mad at you. Hello, I’ve read a lot of posts recently about folks missing classes and feeling too anxious to come back. Don’t worry. We would much rather you come back to our classes than continue to miss. We teach because we care about you individually. We care about what’s going on in your lives. I know it’s easy to see professors as these omnipresent overlords but know that we are human and we have definitely been in your position before. Please feel better and know that you are always welcome back into class. Just shoot us an email and let us know what’s up so we can help you make up the work you missed.
",3.7821031207598352,5.640829313432839,4.0429986431478975,87.77343962008142,73.02985074626865,6.962279511533242,24.122116689280872,7.686295010490155,1.036949253731343,544,16,110,7,11,169,87,134,0.105,0.7140000000000001,0.181,0.9245,1,0,0,1,0,0,13.0,11,9,0,2,12,9,1,0,3,0,10,0,0,1,0,29,28,8,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,16,0,0,6,1,0,4,2,5,0,0,1,3,21,4,17,25,2,18,0,4,1,0,25,7,0,2,6,74,27,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708330797138895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15896403512703458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43279408224010335,0.0,0.08577647404004224,0.0,0.11973519195228599,0.0,0.0,0.1244479590245831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869296705334712,0.0,0.0,0.3636317040021805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422960070249684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799696344617578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431600700146832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093256210496623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388712557722766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425090441340415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962795469100478,0.0,0.0,0.09392607328946584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343920287893514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089181231674004,0.0,0.0,0.1347627987959394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074966004465453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893571115199652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121289124595152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33851741435041405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243970719326176,0.14289944130816587,0.0,0.09995747027964737,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cynt-s,2019/02/20,"(Rant) My anxiety is back and i hate everything It is currently 03:13 am where I live. I just had a shower and I'm sitting as I know laying down will just cause my body hit me with a huge wave of cortisol. 2019 is being a BITCH to me. Last october I got a job and my meds were really working. I thought I would finally clear my debt. I was already dreaming of finally moving out of my stepfather's apartment to my tiny little home. Rentex, yes, but mine. I started to get off my meds because I clearly didn't need them anymore because for the first time in my life I was happy. Not happy as in ""my problems are gone"" but happy as in ""wow, I finally am working my way through this."" And then the project i had just started working on failed. And it wasn't even my fault, it just did. Turns out things were ugly even before I was hired. It doesn't matter now because i am unemployed again. Fine. Then my partner starts acting weird and sometimes straight up rude w me. I am convinced they don't love me anymore. I try to talk and ask what is wrong but nothing. I straight up ask if they're with me just out of habit and they say no. But still i feel a heartbreaking distance between us. Fine. Except not. I freak out and break up only to get back together an hour later after they finally confess they were just fucking SUICIDAL and just couldnt reach out to me. Now I don't know if i am a massive TURD or if i am being manipulated just as i have been in previous relationships. Fine. Not. Then i talk about all this shit to my therapist and she asks me tough questions which make me remember shit that i was NOT ready to remember now. Great. Then I go toa sales app and try to sell my house cleaning services. Not even an hour later some dude calls AND messages me just to ask how much i charge and if i am willing to fuck him for money. NICE TRIGGER, DUDE. Then I get mad, post his number to a bunch of sex chats hoping he gets a dick pic and then start to freak out because just this week the news were filled with murders and a woman who was nearly beaten to death by a dude she met on tinder. Then i start having all these flashbacks and intrusive thoughts of terrible things happening to me and I just wanted to have my partner with me right now but also the thought of him holding me makes my skin fucking CRAWL and i don't know if that's trauma or if i am genuinely afraid of him. I just don't even know what the fuck i am talking about anymore. I just wanted to get better. I was doing so well. What the FUCK is this year, dude. What the FUCK is my life.",2.0054325699745554,3.9310901984732856,3.2598664122137437,91.1347360050891,78.31297709923662,6.275063613231553,24.275445292620862,7.251919499444523,0.9351712468193378,2000,70,428,25,48,648,245,524,0.206,0.6779999999999999,0.116,-0.9962,7,0,0,0,1,0,51.0,1,0,5,7,32,40,14,1,19,1,47,15,5,6,4,94,91,46,3,13,32,0,2,0,2,3,2,1,3,3,19,29,0,1,12,2,4,5,14,26,1,1,22,3,80,14,60,62,5,69,1,2,0,9,33,25,10,11,35,306,99,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664380420402946,0.05554204022745387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05313183436883312,0.0,0.2066380050004952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25971906188244204,0.0,0.0,0.10681110372456733,0.0,0.16935314491173334,0.0,0.059099920871845714,0.0,0.0,0.06142608878053533,0.0,0.07714732213153183,0.0,0.0,0.07091991830345061,0.0,0.0,0.0713480065650156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18349386177017768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062420441336615735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035117840538087,0.0,0.0,0.3043322129986126,0.0,0.059077219442064975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3852525526754089,0.1814332669481076,0.0,0.03947209664743916,0.0,0.055548410029909255,0.076572868696274,0.0,0.0,0.061417612770170125,0.22180403151442726,0.0,0.06857107739721582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06966765054334946,0.06898312263884389,0.1367956639827213,0.08014016025916862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689220076893615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15267958759321593,0.05661397566187273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981143011373866,0.0,0.06961078013643696,0.0613288248789353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06268460980196837,0.0,0.09272167035774537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15429464426306366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381821369641603,0.05105640710567338,0.0514989841991888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664262805135551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052822612851632963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06651737568084655,0.0,0.0,0.06645774089260326,0.0,0.0,0.07780395718093862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044493771764519824,0.0,0.0,0.07456720284654172,0.1573548398884972,0.05931301776528297,0.0,0.05523231166439261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258629958840074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869141279075525,0.0,0.2457981724846241,0.0,0.05546575604782869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597099489619219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16747258300035991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064101380673541,0.09228380696172278,0.0,0.0,0.16541526480729207,0.04049896829530863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943089070291418,0.07554560180441945,0.0,0.0,0.08354416139335097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193109708950512,0.05512905612224831,0.0557115100090748,0.0,0.062447151502928726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168920241100162,0.0,0.0,0.049337863728745136,0.0759366378496,0.0,0.044725858507150426
anxiety,Tarrarre,2019/02/20,"Can I vent? Hi guys. I've been having a rough couple of (months? Six of them I think? Probably less?) Days. Before I continue I'd like to introduce to you the assholes who make my life a living hell:

-I can't breath/Not getting enough air/ If I get distracted enough in conversation I can breath just fine. Plus, my sleeping (aside from tossing and turning due to fear for a little bit) hasn't changed. 

-Fuck I am a human.  And this is the earth and shit/DPDR 

-My family member hates me/Let's remember something completely unrelated so we xan torment each other on it.

-My arm hurts a bit...HEART ATTACK./Kinda dizzy right now...BRAIN IS BLEEDING/Hey I coughed a bit...LUNG CANCER.

-I am a fraud and more of an inconvenience than a loved one to those around me. 

Writing this I can see why someone that doesn't have it might think this is stupid and even more stupid to let them affect your daily life. Truth is, only you guys can understand how horrible life can be with this.

Do me a favour and listen to ""Day'n'nite"" by Kid Cudi (?) with Crookers. It is my hymn for now. 

Attempting to describe how it is to wake up feeling fine in the morning only to pull youraelf out of bed and suddenly ""Fuck. You guys are still here"" carrying all of that troughout the day and even wondering ""When this shit is over, what else will come"" Sometimes I am too scared to ask this question. I sometimes feel I'm gonna die then and there. Guess what? Am still alive and feeling everything. 

When I'm not tired I'm scared or apathetic. I won't give up because I have defeated this a couple other times.

It's just hard to move on when it's been raining all day. ",1.4197872509327638,3.9823071857585184,2.5087306501547992,91.82747955862507,85.50154798761609,5.789600698579028,21.904342303723112,7.2200825789825185,0.8020190362784785,1283,44,264,20,39,407,193,323,0.191,0.733,0.076,-0.992,0,0,1,0,0,0,62.0,1,4,2,2,17,19,7,4,15,0,31,14,5,4,3,42,56,20,1,1,5,0,5,1,0,4,6,1,1,5,21,18,0,0,9,0,0,3,5,13,0,2,2,7,28,6,33,48,9,30,2,2,1,3,21,12,4,6,16,168,49,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463344415475788,0.08887865420291542,0.10815711254750132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05795446624398784,0.0,0.08089851230043339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113790867880935,0.0,0.0,0.10613080067505112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057262841131336,0.08189534310227581,0.09968025004197838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21038874988942066,0.0,0.24525200367915076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866880239791027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941971315501417,0.0,0.0,0.196467741500038,0.0,0.12558714304929278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544378345647324,0.0,0.08962458140536497,0.10698143010321927,0.1442124293649514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17578341849767232,0.09934146212978444,0.09120087169505224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047315460877888,0.282406037905725,0.0,0.0,0.08516504069991736,0.0938630385022272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265972311145947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10177558957322756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19443330250010288,0.20145460976054794,0.046446942123654016,0.0952862283068305,0.0839495319223551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580538860802764,0.0,0.06346070417097778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085542375773034,0.0,0.0,0.07588485297872698,0.1010455442345676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442264460247739,0.14461172646187345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250273638373633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065014012569182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769703463610374,0.08119020848886484,0.0,0.0,0.19036553281859914,0.0,0.07575936577990447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951782564335145,0.0,0.0,0.095139769228706,0.0,0.08055344299410422,0.07319038523993007,0.18805551752386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184782252477394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218354569825412,0.0,0.0,0.05543672878847572,0.1092702554312954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103410067334454,0.0,0.09897237838323836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578688941885937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310056334386697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tztok-chad,2019/02/20,"Had a panic attack today? Today, I had a midterm and as I was leaving i found out my car had a flat tire. I took my mom's car, but I was almost late.

I also realized I may not have health insurance. I've constantly been bounced around on the phone and I thought I had my health insurance problem fixed but nope. I'm scared that I may not have health insurance and I've finally been opening up to the idea of talking to a therapist, so that's out the window and now I feel cornered.

I have homework and I can't start it. I can usually do it and push myself to do it but I just can't today. I can't eat, I can't sleep, and I can't go to the gym. I let myself go and I'm severely anxious and sad. There's a constant dialogue in my head and it keeps me up at night and stresses me out even more during the day.

Every little hurdle in my life feels much more than that. I feel like I can't do basic things. I hate getting up, I hate going to sleep, I hate eating, I'm just exhausted.

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anxiety,JDMTukundo,2019/02/20,Future is causing me to have a mental breakdown. I really don’t know what to do. I’m going to college because I got good grades throughout high school so everyone expected it from me. I’m on the deans list but have no idea why I’m here. I’m a film major that used to have passion in the subject but that’s gone to the wayside. My program is terrible. I have severe mood swings and anxiety is crippling me. All I’ve ever liked in life is music. That’s what I always come back to. I’m a musician and want to pursue this passion for the rest of my life but it’s completely unrealistic. I’ve thought about majoring in music but have no formal training in scales or any of that bullshit. I feel like the weight of the world is on my shoulders. I’m completely freaking out. Can anyone else shed some light on this situation? Has anyone else ever gone through this? I need your help guys.,1.437681564245807,3.854337055865922,3.260276536312851,87.62896229050281,83.46927374301677,6.0381005586592185,24.03379888268157,7.365786028017652,1.2276411173184352,699,27,139,11,20,233,105,179,0.131,0.755,0.115,-0.6123,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,0,9,0,14,6,1,2,3,22,31,8,0,3,5,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,11,4,1,0,4,1,0,4,3,2,0,0,4,3,13,5,22,27,5,18,0,0,0,2,3,10,0,2,6,86,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129797682561331,0.0,0.0,0.10607978031234644,0.0,0.11933330804752962,0.0,0.0,0.21814620175333924,0.31966408818861825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994807345798365,0.0,0.0950911598039262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16024655928300785,0.0,0.13437313226819253,0.3271088908361883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606222824453633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822070465546069,0.0,0.1490568597941822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887414640729626,0.11144058057432693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865374072749459,0.1308385296478689,0.12476090096256967,0.0,0.0,0.15445641737101262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455802239735468,0.16481391231500953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176095766641558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857290195005889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22036325793343725,0.1524194382979856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572030552967294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566595090459747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993234819098394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15787204020932552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17622634453690986,0.0,0.0,0.17534133077824812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384007306544514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472683949782122,0.0,0.0,0.09200801142854176,0.0,0.0,0.1899560007241371,0.0,0.0,0.1407583459826406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Boogie778,2019/02/20,"To all those who've conquered anxiety in a sports arena, how did you you do it? My anxiety affects me in many aspects of my life, and I've started to try and juggle! I'm a football player, and the anxiety I have when the ball is the air has been a f\*\*\*ing thorn in my side for far too long.  Any other tips and tricks would help greatly! Thanks",2.2979166666666693,3.8646951805555614,3.512222222222224,91.255,76.3611111111111,6.466666666666668,25.88888888888889,7.1686216300943375,1.0594555555555552,271,10,59,3,6,88,54,72,0.1,0.8190000000000001,0.08199999999999999,0.4361,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,1,3,3,1,0,6,0,7,1,0,2,1,8,10,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,7,2,7,7,1,9,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,38,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19615896254873705,0.0,0.6620007460947147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31802212245396194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933449818544315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20374395541169765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552731697104124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924476047090255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20416959123974646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655701634384669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19584168185395712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204909812150258,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Williamthelegend,2019/02/20,"Strange heavy sensation possibly related to anxiety? This is really hard to describe. But it usually happens at night before bed.
Everything will feel intense around me. It feels like I am shrinking into myself almost. 
Right now my phone feels like this massive object in my hands that weighs 100 pounds as I lay in bed typing this.
If I'm at my desktop computer it feels like the monitor is huge in front of me. Like this massive bright object,  and I can almost focus on individual letters on the screen. 
I can hear the faintest sounds very loudly. Like a clock ticking in the background.  
It's a really really unpleasant and scary experience. 
It doesn't happen that often luckily. I'm not sure if it's triggered by anxiety, or is some kind of anxiety attack 
I've experienced it since I was 8 or younger probably.
I remember it happening while playing with Lego. And just looking through the lego bin felt really loud and intense. 
I remember even as a kid I would have anxiety over really inconsequential things. But that's only gotten worse.
This year I had attacks that made me literally think I was dying of a disease or something. It was like this feedback loop of anxiety and panic.

Anyway sorry about the rant.
Does anybody else experience this and know how to stop it? ",4.625657788539144,7.079003389830513,5.792857142857147,73.54697740112995,72.3050847457627,9.41049233252623,31.153349475383372,9.842372674337009,3.623119693301049,1024,47,169,29,21,340,142,236,0.157,0.732,0.11,-0.8705,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,8,13,2,1,10,0,14,2,1,3,1,37,30,17,1,3,9,0,7,6,0,2,0,4,2,1,22,9,1,1,9,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,7,15,17,10,24,21,1,21,0,0,3,0,4,13,0,9,13,109,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071651601318113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39566560653079536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208563033714733,0.0,0.235361232993672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802182840273881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107356836935629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052310522398516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641281729834661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832270236331553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296732203870416,0.20237295177113915,0.0,0.0,0.20921425870746352,0.22169772526974452,0.099320886323798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744212086451618,0.0,0.09266403528610047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658705626787348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771929849445623,0.0568492151151643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30322026844627004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868655287224882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787966097663836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707364630514193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867257511719804,0.0,0.12136732008662834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166157169856032,0.0,0.0,0.11152835838653703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33133911902688457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343600551520193,0.08833920916925395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556858809815937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963498149872601,0.0,0.11579525166499648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648244375349201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749319892764999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06872250673863341,0.0662816866647686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392714393185785,0.08535077932527119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541660088965912,0.07348248374657575,0.0,0.0,0.06661348754118257
anxiety,Wonderwolf1,2019/02/20,"Fear has me on a leash I can't get a job, I don't want to go to school, I don't want to meet friends... I make up crazy stories in my head and always... always talk myself out of doing even the most simple of things.

It's ridiculous. But alas that is me.",1.477631578947367,1.825554263157894,3.216622807017544,97.38177631578951,76.54385964912281,5.7,19.513157894736842,3.1291,-0.6781894736842111,191,3,50,0,4,64,44,57,0.236,0.764,0.0,-0.8639,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,3,0,6,1,1,1,0,7,11,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,8,1,9,11,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,0,33,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4875310095535133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934967742721345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296605230340786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263395344014201,0.0,0.15305907919289152,0.0,0.16649545224795592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30066063561230433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29071678007309043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955525263490185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964903287358664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354694903831283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19462906052967327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455898272881165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Grease814,2019/02/20,"Does anybody feel like their brain kicks into overdrive? When I’m somewhere where I’m not comfortable (classroom, public places alone, etc.) it feels like everything is moving at twice the speed. The best way I can describe it is like someone pushes the fast forward button on my life and I’m trying to take everything in as quickly as I can. Does anybody else experience this?",5.003043478260867,7.446604304347828,4.799347826086958,81.1364130434783,71.17391304347827,6.918840579710146,30.34057971014493,7.793537801064563,2.2435971014492755,303,13,50,4,6,93,52,69,0.063,0.7759999999999999,0.161,0.8104,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,4,5,0,0,3,0,4,2,1,0,0,5,10,4,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,4,5,7,10,2,14,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,8,29,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163372642675981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192072599912481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23317978503405534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655855699831075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744929042573967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23295703860853825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3754567558550497,0.2043252679505208,0.0,0.0,0.21123257379679344,0.29844862648106524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14753851630659515,0.3061454708056919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220069775541082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21823572642040667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769838199810529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15705218502442342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181618842794955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657996653162765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aheyron,2019/02/20,"clonazepam .25 mg and fluoxetine 20mg Hi everyone, my doctor prescribed clonazepam .25 mg (2 times a day) and fluoxetine 20mg, any side effects that I should watch out for? Best time to take them? Positive effects that I'll notice?",2.4172868217054244,5.367771697674421,3.67011627906977,81.51432170542634,87.83720930232559,6.587596899224807,28.096899224806204,7.793537801064563,2.4044294573643405,185,9,32,4,6,60,32,43,0.0,0.812,0.188,0.8534,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,6,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,3,1,1,5,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,3,13,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25410595245235296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3921398131766716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409839029127523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824633742620349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3570542398940957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4254216510880768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809506149427912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4357757430806529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mrs_StealYourCarrots,2019/02/20,"Anxiety hard on my relationship. I get such bad anxiety when it comes to school. When I have panic attacks my boyfriend tries to solve my problems which gives me more anxiety, even though he is just trying to help. When I get anxiety I become really hard to talk to and get snappy. 

We have been together for years but I am always worried that my anxiety will one day drive him away from me. 

How can I stop taking out my school stress on our relationship when I often have to do school work at night when we are together? ",4.880420168067225,5.918682784313731,5.594817927170869,80.90382352941178,69.19607843137257,9.75014005602241,27.31652661064425,9.957137785484203,2.482617366946779,412,13,82,10,7,134,67,102,0.25,0.721,0.03,-0.9524,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,3,0,0,1,11,5,1,2,0,0,10,0,0,1,0,11,16,9,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,1,1,2,18,0,13,14,1,16,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,1,9,59,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133094576718751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5208718734507171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15492001875268252,0.12794196656819345,0.0,0.113701389168784,0.0,0.15039584827693356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730368711156057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878223449993182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899430564390642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134392387182028,0.1306325623943896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439741481913105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127599645309524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12779208295860853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227647701421343,0.0,0.0,0.15977335999330708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030217539162606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872379225418527,0.0,0.0,0.2924044246245047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4134525726039519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384935095431807,0.15598930875895556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023875102654034,0.10945322340837266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379236655776078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18490932101592872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913785207512768,0.13829348074277972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769296971977583
anxiety,WarmRainyDays,2019/02/20,"Was making progress building some confidence. Immediately lost. I’m just gonna be completely open. This is a throwaway/alt account. I have been living with pretty severe social anxiety for the past few years, and only recently this year it had gotten bad to the point of me now not wanting to go outside because of my fear of seeing someone from school. I’m not sure how the other systems around the world differentiate, but here in Canada it’s defined as me being a senior in high school.

I’ve been working on building up a bit of confidence for a particularly bad class, healthy living. I’m not the most athletic guy but I do enjoy sports and being active, however I have no friends, or even acquaintances in this class. Not too big of a deal I thought at first, what I get for having a small group of friends. Either way, I absolutely hate group projects in it, or things requiring partners. Usually if it’s a scheduled thing like tennis and I need a partner to rally, I either end up having to either be paired up with the gym teacher, or if it’s particularly bad that day, I’ll just go out and wait in the washroom for most of the period. I’ve had plenty of anxiety attacks as well on the days I have this class. I can barely walk through the hallways to get from class to class without feeling very anxious, let alone having to do the walk of shame to the gym teacher, or keep it to myself and lose the marks I would have gotten. Most days now that I have this class, I will go into the washroom for the period until next class, and study whatever my marks are lacking on.

The class is split into 2 weeks in the gym, and 2 weeks in the classroom doing work about healthy eating, all that stuff. I don’t mind the classroom as even though I don’t have anyone to talk to during the free times between working, but I can manage much better in the classroom than having to be paired up specifically for something. I had just worked up the courage to finally go to one of the classes today and it turned out that it was one of the two weeks in the classroom. I felt a bit of relief, and got through it relatively easy.

I did feel fairly uncomfortable though just surrounded by everyone, but again, I managed. At the end of class, as per usual, everyone gathered by the door waiting for the last two minutes before the bell rings. I’m standing there just a bit behind the big group crowding the door, with a few people behind me. I had just been trying to make myself not look like the social failure that I am, and browsed throughout my phone aimlessly. I had been thinking that possibly I’d go to the next couple classes instead of doing it online, as it wasn’t going so bad.

I had just been standing in the line, a minute before the bell rings when, of course, everyone starts getting restless and crowding the door more, so I move up a tiny bit and wait. I don’t why, or what I do wrong, but for some reason the guys behind me thought it would be hilarious to shove a finger directly up the back of the jeans of the quiet kid who never says a word to everyone. I am completely taken aback but not completely surprised as for some reason the same people keep doing it. It’s always the same group of people and I don’t turn around to see who exactly does it, to avoid confrontation, but all I know is that just because of that one incident, I definitely am just going to be doing it all online from now on, and to avoid the compete mess of thoughts going through my head, have picked up drinking to help cope a bit. Nothing too hard, just a couple glasses of wine usually. I just don’t know what I do wrong or what I do to deserve all of it, I can’t physically have tension between anyone as I don’t talk to anyone besides close friends, and act as respectful as I can to everyone around me.

I had gotten home today and the drinks did help for a bit, but I know I can’t keep doing it, yet whenever I let it manifest and pile up, it climaxes with a bad breakdown and anxiety attacks over what I can’t even pinpoint which I fucking hate so much. I know that my problem is not nearly as bad as so many other’s, but I just needed to get this off my chest and hopefully try to find any tips or help for it. I just wish that others could actually act like they are graduating soon, yet they’re stuck as a junior mentally, and my state is taking the toll. ",8.070037572254336,6.160071643930639,8.190570809248555,74.85672326589597,63.19653179190751,10.962138728323698,36.07586705202311,9.516144504307137,3.1930815028901733,3432,125,672,50,40,1125,341,865,0.122,0.765,0.112,-0.759,2,3,4,0,0,0,79.0,0,0,1,11,42,40,6,6,65,0,74,8,3,6,7,129,132,59,0,12,42,0,5,3,5,4,0,4,4,5,51,33,4,9,14,7,2,13,20,24,1,6,28,12,61,17,129,90,27,101,0,2,3,1,28,44,1,16,42,492,112,28,0.0,0.0,0.051676656134644436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054845637776430506,0.0,0.0,0.04406298544743936,0.0,0.0,0.03601136571881298,0.0,0.12153179576396228,0.05982432583968675,0.0,0.11108256392092772,0.0,0.0,0.14142411968853902,0.0,0.12048841591995095,0.0,0.04071929568334292,0.2652923820784285,0.06456202156984897,0.0,0.09012198428539753,0.0,0.0,0.04683458899883254,0.34688031174298445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16656762292153202,0.0,0.0,0.042280434407500116,0.1171878880846689,0.0,0.10245520866063074,0.054594506877825966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046341470147236434,0.0,0.0,0.10375191127060304,0.0,0.05418641065655403,0.0,0.0,0.09380521449500802,0.0,0.0,0.1049292707352639,0.0,0.0,0.2530049117344084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059589345269950224,0.053551501024399456,0.0,0.05084531597963583,0.05800985541265553,0.048400111993437134,0.04504368333866168,0.0,0.0,0.12273921553802553,0.04895624786228552,0.11066766785154944,0.0,0.2407653764197744,0.0,0.04235312722879756,0.0,0.0,0.10486798741829184,0.0,0.0,0.047437475927366815,0.10456463339477336,0.054347333613652654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648430376553328,0.05595009769485165,0.05311840366997283,0.05259648238697704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120709885561675,0.0,0.0,0.1164112167223876,0.043165572387117726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830060117420938,0.0,0.07761373730757021,0.0,0.09352085942663786,0.0,0.044469047942585375,0.05924334609976576,0.0578068784828262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069604151430707,0.053688281738087616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05336640686600685,0.0,0.053469676670958616,0.0,0.0,0.05628301862831881,0.07785636005882278,0.07853124972497584,0.04084233048446468,0.0,0.11263695511502556,0.0,0.0,0.05081196209217772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765148331022736,0.04027483129504765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050551749788541586,0.11013744622485537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050059799827433485,0.05969905422505339,0.0,0.05387449679483627,0.0,0.050670994072510016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889357230464164,0.05228689148512993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042112116652899295,0.0,0.10718702018449563,0.08439690889410408,0.0,0.0,0.05982432583968675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796235658420712,0.04486878631765912,0.04076751574824592,0.0,0.0,0.037481977490415735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06062105782298227,0.0,0.0,0.04990966843752488,0.0,0.03981573531036176,0.08512680034502618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703621906604196,0.033931566932924866,0.1040564701612966,0.12612158929834855,0.030878614814045774,0.0,0.10039071391420408,0.0,0.0,0.0719062370293483,0.11520014643356598,0.10345911108570882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749680811240848,0.04369360267037571,0.03123436095793185,0.0420333890149496,0.12743245055541486,0.0,0.0476131027198702,0.0,0.047783849667023884,0.0,0.06089588993014669,0.05104694266191423,0.0,0.1542081243006785,0.0,0.0,0.07523573828937667,0.11579644070602707,0.0,0.06820285134176088
anxiety,LordModlyButt,2019/02/20,"Tonight i went to a concert and got to say hi to the artist afterwards I'm terribly shy/anxious/self conscious at concerts(they are the only social thing I ever do). I go to a lot of small club shows and sometimes the artist is at the merch booth after the show to talk to the fans. I never partake in this because I'm always too scared. 

Tonight I got to see one of my favorite artists playing in Washington D.C., the lead singer was hanging out by the merch booth, and I decided today was gonna be the day, I bought a CD and stood in like to meet the lead singer. 

Obligatory: lead singer is attractive female, I am 23 yo really self conscious guy who struggles with his weight and looks.
Conversation went like 

""Hello!"" 

Me : ""Hi :)"" ,

*Holds CD* ,

""May I get..."" ,

""Oh of course!"" ,

*She signs CD* ,

Me: Thank you! ,

Her: ""thank you so much, thank you"" ,

People being gracious like that breaks me, I wanted to say more like ""I had so much fun"" , ""you guys were so great"" but I always feel like when I say it it will sound fake because I'm always trying to calculate what I'm going to say. Especially since I don't care about the autograph that much it's just an excuse to meet the person. 

But I guess it's a start.",0.7825560344827593,3.1879945458333374,2.240086206896553,93.74250000000002,86.875,5.310344827586206,19.52586206896552,6.8039241337230125,0.25122413793103515,921,27,197,12,29,297,139,240,0.059,0.8109999999999999,0.13,0.872,0,0,0,0,0,0,58.0,0,4,0,3,8,17,0,2,17,0,14,1,0,3,2,25,38,11,0,1,3,0,2,5,0,3,0,6,0,4,10,7,1,1,4,11,1,8,2,4,0,1,10,10,26,13,25,23,5,26,0,0,2,0,25,7,0,3,15,113,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905741366857546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150419153516876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419184642911067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186823620852444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507140946637711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529472650701918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05885772007343432,0.08315954967543056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060816657712530926,0.0,0.13231096101520567,0.0,0.18619896428533925,0.12833660617762588,0.12823291410395976,0.2305179324597455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843473128307307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775064099675897,0.0,0.0,0.09896312366551743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567125715593381,0.0,0.08977849019417933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887884558425913,0.08853102904766952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070037073970962,0.10164010477963673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457183936714919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37027879723137297,0.11654142390784475,0.0,0.09275948467791847,0.0,0.2428710035593277,0.0,0.0,0.09629118084924868,0.0,0.0,0.11865994492677848,0.0,0.0,0.11512723685564173,0.0,0.08239185444772118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169147939482793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356169835784488,0.0,0.32150945866350056,0.0,0.0,0.07733411841729107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033805634770652,0.0,0.0,0.07903115859775961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865851521498692,0.0,0.0,0.14174957988332798,0.0,0.21581666889108664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,surrendersweetlyy,2019/02/20,"Boyfriend [23] experiencing panic attacks every night. Please help. Hey Reddit, I'm pretty new here so I'm sorry if I'm not posting this in the right sub or not. My boyfriend and I have been together almost 3 years. I want to say after a year of being with him he started having panic attacks in his sleep. He has them literally every single night. Most of the time they are full blown panic attacks. He will yell out for me and grab me. It's very scary for me because a lot of the time I will be asleep. He never remembers them happening. Sometimes I trigger it by just barely moving in the bed, so I feel like I can't even move sometimes without it happening. It also happens out of no where and sometimes multiple times a night. I'm just really lost on what to do because I keep talking to him about this and he just doesn't seem to care about his mental health. It feels like I'm stuck in a loop with it and it's slowly but surely taking a toll on me. He has really bad anxiety in general so I'm not sure if his brain just keeps it going even while he is asleep? I constantly encourage him to see a therapist or physiologist. I have even went with him to his doctor visits because he is so scared of going. I really hate seeing him go through this but I'm not sure what to do at this point. If you have any suggestions please let me know..",2.156400000000001,4.0880711127272775,3.9327272727272735,86.45909090909093,77.87272727272727,6.872727272727272,22.63636363636364,7.839951260653429,1.0892909090909089,1056,32,217,17,25,355,147,275,0.161,0.764,0.075,-0.9714,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,3,1,16,17,4,4,10,0,19,6,4,1,4,43,48,18,0,4,16,0,3,2,0,2,2,2,1,0,14,10,0,2,5,0,0,7,9,10,0,0,4,8,29,7,33,39,4,36,0,1,2,0,28,14,0,9,16,142,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851236551088014,0.0,0.0,0.07068748627723563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06010996168918512,0.0,0.06762005496108539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30167784199677883,0.0,0.0,0.07380408289095677,0.16164982495148278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867531335638567,0.0,0.0,0.09012209065131717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552093908577153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904735152897222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17514732690839885,0.0,0.1489490629530129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938785327137305,0.12629530357659854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070656094050433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344957067885688,0.0,0.0,0.08726933819285726,0.0,0.0939571418814586,0.0,0.0,0.05924765965857162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571347107230619,0.0,0.0,0.04857823105080501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038736601006678,0.0,0.08636826518495992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649090451348197,0.07514818078625121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907889518139818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18789457305877774,0.0,0.0,0.06817377990848197,0.08537007074092598,0.0,0.2488512467376577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111288188539594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19405694118816869,0.08355952599218691,0.0,0.08465562412511887,0.08992699592811998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698795831849366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013152235427568,0.07548675043579815,0.0,0.07029329957719,0.08849635771920808,0.0,0.14087482823957342,0.08046925314895505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845638100894562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622674615008301,0.0989482172897728,0.06256469828376322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499267826545325,0.0,0.06646019322955768,0.07104657939686577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026305575650851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15462721141823255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07293310681651463,0.052136213195230895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194077475428836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520725905584554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384380179462875
anxiety,plivliv,2019/02/21,Why do I have zero motivation to do anything? It’s literally a daily struggle for me to even brush my teeth or shower. The only thing I’m decent about getting done is school work but that’s because I don’t really have a choice. I want so bad to be able to go work out at the gym or just do something besides sit around. But my anxiety just controls me and everything is a fucking struggle at this point. I wish it would stop. ,2.8393506493506493,4.296002545454545,4.599220779220778,84.47954545454547,74.68181818181819,7.301298701298702,27.34415584415585,7.957251820313856,1.6784201298701291,336,13,69,5,7,114,63,88,0.171,0.752,0.077,-0.8622,1,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,4,6,4,1,2,5,0,11,2,1,2,0,15,17,6,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,4,0,1,1,1,8,0,10,14,0,8,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,2,1,49,13,4,0.20741761623242388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15867390869082287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17068702503301844,0.18464565353516693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17318504571445595,0.12643985367457505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326364936825573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21226023526397134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369973793193877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18641357910460105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917542439239357,0.10836714363503716,0.0,0.11788021124572833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577504437405098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960766906380504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132877036190098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20991770112524769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15968021448360006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17341041471635682,0.0,0.4336758553577108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779904772190074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234028405901425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871621369033449,0.0,0.23852002229578845,0.0,0.0,0.3020049898981824,0.0,0.0,0.14734352346937613,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Itz_ame_throwaway,2019/02/21,"I have two anxiety related ?s if anybody could help answer that would be awesome My palms and feet sweat alot. I was just wondering if anybody else has really sweaty palms and feet like me due to anxiety or something else. Also one more question lovely people. My doc just prescribed me buspar but it makes me really sleepy. Does that sleepy feeling go away? If not, is there an alternative like buspar without sleepy side affects. I can't get anything done whole taking buspar I always fall asleep lol...",3.4348616600790507,6.481801695652178,3.832687747035575,82.48069169960476,80.95652173913044,6.388932806324111,24.66798418972332,7.686295010490155,1.7644869565217391,404,15,66,7,11,126,70,92,0.028,0.825,0.147,0.8847,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,1,9,7,6,2,0,20,16,8,0,5,9,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,2,1,9,3,3,11,3,5,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,7,3,42,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393869900442493,0.17057670633326205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136494002191748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686978138640188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926045690043025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16367609162964716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17939718028833998,0.20978652391631675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425029604483205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103654332215422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071042173380342,0.0,0.11650641828889005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13740740766178833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20030562374448632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185020811919242,0.0,0.13683931978116629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891353682675348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421214248211618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22964729897218206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26265693615157193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15781927826974554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413474417388015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002555458959812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288755602606503,0.0,0.1976130137173496,0.2223141255889476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14562636082910896,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ravenclawinlove,2019/02/21,scared to trust :( I'm feeling really anxious about people in my life. Like...I feel like I'm letting everyone down and nothing I ever do is good enough. Idk why I always feel like that. ,1.5258108108108104,3.884315567567569,3.32560810810811,87.69489864864866,82.51351351351352,5.8621621621621625,22.763513513513516,7.1686216300943375,0.9956540540540546,144,5,28,2,4,48,29,37,0.206,0.52,0.275,0.4951,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,5,8,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,4,4,7,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010157756464708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729191664858171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24961903195070045,0.0,0.0,0.21852496607275435,0.0,0.2308421821999557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664537164064766,0.3451727997078292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20262772033069834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470342071349357,0.17063667988271886,0.3540746376414517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23180467388579415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16748270652261155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15476376840774494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24186596566006144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21799039503686998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GoodAtBeingUsed,2019/02/21,"Sometimes after a stressful situation I tend to feel high Sometimes after stressful situations I end up feeling like Im high even though I havent smoked. Like everything feels high, balance and all. 
I dont know if this information helps, but I have anxiety and some other stuff going on that still needs diagnosing. But I keep forgetting Im not high. But it feels like I am. Am I dying? Is this a thing or am I crazy?",2.7073170731707314,5.047152597560976,4.380670731707319,81.91173780487806,77.90243902439025,7.514634146341463,26.103658536585364,8.472884824447931,1.9946536585365853,331,13,64,7,8,111,53,82,0.147,0.7490000000000001,0.104,-0.5131,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,2,0,7,1,0,0,1,19,16,8,1,2,6,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,6,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,4,9,3,5,16,2,11,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,3,7,43,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142695163284288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457070486665776,0.1376020119969354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15538831011984414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174307130124081,0.0,0.0,0.08757096034691317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915860160972408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681552824982704,0.18943710789189305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535095456548298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886874632100453,0.5603321649689285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864285090468182,0.0,0.0,0.11784739537346375,0.0,0.0,0.0728650974039371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194322598389682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830989352356476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980615716946404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622593661778966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058823325558322,0.0,0.30375070878600924,0.0,0.1517777893700795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808339987120638,0.0,0.13026381902517478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Plidex,2019/02/21,"Social perfectionism is fueling my anxiety and I don’t know how to fight it I am obsessed with how I present myself to others. I want them to think I’m charming, smart, considerate and pretty. I can’t deal with people not liking me or thinking I’m stupid, worthless etc. This has become debilitating to the point where I avoid interactions which just fuels the fire when my friends and family wonder why I am MIA. My mom recently passed away and I’m sad...but I fear people noticing I’m sad. I have a psychiatrist and tried therapy but I do the perfectionist thing to them and feel like they don’t buy that I’m miserable and sometimes really want to die because I seem so sweet and cheerful. I am now on the job hunt and am paralyzed by all the “evaluations” people will do to me and having to present myself as perfect to then analyze everything I said and did. I feel trapped and defective. I’m venting but would appreciate any advice. I have a psychiatrist appointment tomorrow and really need to express myself better. I can’t continue to live this nightmare.",3.703386051335233,6.1369033054187225,5.3758568835882805,75.55013222711955,75.05911330049261,9.002748249935184,28.91081151153747,9.549672527348893,3.1307103448275875,853,37,151,24,19,289,120,203,0.16899999999999998,0.637,0.195,0.8318,1,2,0,0,1,1,17.0,0,0,3,2,7,18,2,4,7,0,18,0,0,2,2,37,35,22,1,4,5,1,3,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,7,15,0,1,8,0,1,1,5,9,0,0,2,5,27,9,17,31,2,13,0,3,0,0,11,4,0,3,10,103,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15386456239247384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707574489935373,0.0,0.12045370769877152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793546195261498,0.0,0.0,0.09598395414629098,0.17389821250515833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925738177392213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16233062464226905,0.0,0.0,0.16341487410408073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17560549704204498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14151165086819406,0.0,0.1484358716337155,0.17718221471148968,0.15922936406909155,0.11248687678158484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165041665563744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15625117157815835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653391433775802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153850477865275,0.0,0.13903687748092816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18441102144266494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675191837817543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17926514411389172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32748130653867435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14884718335563485,0.0,0.0,0.16018975565737265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20174119121635845,0.0,0.15546918986516312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14977708444569113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14334238419535142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16050696108845985,0.0,0.0,0.15572839628075885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18006510491258715,0.0,0.10460702929934752,0.2017833943491421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690255339031267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18574371725528024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420799015845814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707547387770326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185250211406557,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,irelandaz24,2019/02/21,"Anxiety over pet dying (even though she is fine) I have a fear of my pet dying, and I know it will happen eventually, but knowing that gives me massive amounts of anxiety. I lived at home and commuted 2 hours to university so that I could stay with my cat, but after after two years of that I’m exhausted so this year I got an apartment. I can’t bring my cat and I can’t afford a place where I can bring her, she’s also old and I don’t want to stress her by moving her from the only place she has ever lived. 

I feel extremely guilty for leaving her, it eats away at me constantly. I drive home every weekend to see her, sometimes during the week as well. At first when I moved out she stopped eating and got very sick, she lost half her weight and (I was told) would only move or do anything when I can home. One weekend I had to take her to the ER clinic twice in one day because she began vomiting and later began foaming at the mouth non stop. Vets didn’t know what was wrong with her, but gave her some anti-nausea meds, appetite stimulant, and sq fluids. She’s better now and seems to know I will come home on the weekend. I’m afraid of what will happen when I go to grad school because I have to go out of state (no in state school I can go to for my degree). I can’t drive home from another state every weekend, and I don’t know if I should move an old cat who was born in the house she lives in. 

This event with her getting sick recently was very hard on me. I usually want to leave my parents house to go to my apartment around 6pm on Sunday nights, but I don’t leave until 10pm because I will be walking out the door and turn around and sit with the cat for four hours, telling myself I will go in ten minutes, just one more hug, then I will watch her as I close the door... and then I can’t go so I go back inside for one more hug... you get the idea. I cannot rip myself away from her. I sit in my car in the drive way and stare at her in the window watching me. I’ve literally driven the whole way to my apartment crying and gone to sleep crying... every week. My family is annoyed that I FaceTime them every day to talk to my cat, they are annoyed that it takes me so long to leave the house to go to school each week, they’ve tried walking me to the car but I feel like I need to go back in the house to see the cat.

I’ve had this cat my entire life, she’s been my only friend because I’m awkward and didn’t have friends at school. We do everything together... shower, eat meals (she eats cat food at the same time I eat, I don’t feed her human food, but she will try and steal fries if you let your guard down), go on walks, sit, sleep, etc. She’s always been by my side and I don’t think I can live without her so I’m in constant fear of her dying. 

When I was 8 she needed emergency surgery and it cost my parents a few thousand dollars (that we did not have). I remember coming home from the ER vet because we were going to do the surgery at our regular vet the next day because it was cheaper than the ER vet on a Sunday. They gave her pain meds and fluids, etc. I stayed up with her all night making sure she was stable. I cried so much and I felt helpless, if something happened to her would it matter I was awake watching her because I was 8 years old and what could I do? When I think she is going to die I go back to that night and I just feel everything my child self felt. 

When I was 10 she escaped outside and again I feel so helpless. We thought she was dead. I walked for hours outside looking for her everyday for weeks, I talked to all the cat ladies to ask if they had seen a new cat (despite having social anxiety, I was determined to find my cat), I made posters... finally one day I saw her in the sewer and I climbed in there and got her (thankfully I was a tiny kid and fit through). She clung to me and didn’t let go for hours. I had to syringe feed her for a week because she was to scared to do anything. 

I feel like I need to spend every moment with her because really it’s borrowed time. I don’t know what to do to feel normal. I have two other cats and a dog and I don’t feel this way about them. (Not that I don’t care if they get sick or die, but it’s not a morbid fear that is controlling my life). I’m sorry I wrote so much about a cat, but no one I know understands this and once I let it out it just kept coming. I don’t even know if this is anxiety, but idk what it is. Probably I shouldn’t even post this because no one will read this century long essay of too much information...",3.0911814042655195,3.5662006199376965,4.254874350986501,90.94504816678648,72.91484942886811,7.296870357057272,24.576547647575694,7.199576271509646,0.7637937822509788,3499,94,815,33,65,1148,344,963,0.133,0.8190000000000001,0.048,-0.9977,5,0,1,0,0,0,105.0,5,3,6,6,36,28,2,7,36,0,81,25,3,4,4,130,165,69,6,18,24,2,11,2,2,12,9,0,12,4,35,52,11,5,26,5,4,35,25,16,4,15,44,20,155,12,110,103,15,158,0,3,9,2,78,45,0,10,68,534,190,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031517156635212415,0.032793311185658126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04132612441446559,0.12059797150130293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648641895520554,0.07016872353684386,0.03684419189940599,0.0,0.07405631991507182,0.09091443902711928,0.0,0.24024727814241495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034856041543602896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04018238866509393,0.0,0.0,0.10184788790925353,0.0,0.0851791047513418,0.0442030600159324,0.06293334092143467,0.0,0.12987419884783308,0.10166796480331998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20451323901312676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016377021041708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790790724644776,0.07809226253655142,0.03564972545668473,0.16602835929639054,0.0,0.07084056756967244,0.0,0.03715341220923756,0.13304581541244595,0.13949255977592787,0.05631079947452084,0.07568194720905869,0.04317309009058072,0.03602116193227041,0.0335231829998214,0.0953124624856116,0.0,0.06089805686034443,0.0,0.061772243185427685,0.0378068552934433,0.31357644528868545,0.0,0.0945623134789503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455369557426554,0.0,0.03530473239957708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23719613960057526,0.0,0.15524854150497067,0.1819011309858776,0.0,0.044490495978038745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17327510683687428,0.0,0.0,0.16692326240065564,0.0,0.12090199789581292,0.055674652649380485,0.038508684995106006,0.0,0.13920339779002194,0.06975541937239525,0.03309551798415189,0.0,0.04302202711661718,0.0,0.0,0.0372918708695593,0.026307310608110472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755401226348286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16755165594018204,0.08691539454029411,0.08766881149377798,0.0,0.03806362389162257,0.04191430383783373,0.1109543447554232,0.038614650153343484,0.0,0.0,0.1240664089292448,0.04197168734742535,0.18694254668700128,0.08992207828385805,0.04193634104766045,0.0,0.08752304226580852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823527209592675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03774507633697368,0.0,0.04249198554373164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03942190805070054,0.0,0.025247851325789272,0.0,0.038913847665813316,0.0,0.04464525533960459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03945752939838655,0.15954512715287894,0.06281131585542236,0.03587851527026118,0.041114521522131284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887941027380367,0.040174798868611805,0.0,0.03034070017323664,0.0389787268806548,0.044117659678345564,0.0,0.08401428200268132,0.0,0.06589912741338377,0.04514544548065423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03714462993428165,0.0,0.059264699604886485,0.06335452819654691,0.03444716333563083,0.03628457731077051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050506266071131886,0.03872134595771985,0.031288124511551656,0.04596202523712211,0.0,0.0,0.03765913143540108,0.0,0.05351529369034493,0.04286811495257924,0.0769981150930477,0.04102849367596567,0.0,0.0,0.04340591597531762,0.06503680559281766,0.04649154423730289,0.09384843029753244,0.1580666086580221,0.047992276290343736,0.03543544038498976,0.0,0.0,0.04400124513927129,0.0,0.037991031674089216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05599323225497972,0.04309000713074733,0.0,0.07613864466131587
anxiety,greetingsfromhades,2019/02/21,"Success found from a change of environment! I'm a 32 m tx, married. 

I recently moved from deep South Texas to Austin. While in south Texas, my anxiety got pretty gnarly. My daily routine consisted of waking up, spending 10 hours in the same room for 10 hours straight(working at home) get off, dinner, sleep, repeat. Numerous trips to the ER as a result of my undiagnosed GAD. Eventually, i saw my PCP. He diagnosed me with having GAD. PCP at this point put me on an SSRI(wellbutrin). It worked, but turned me into a total space cadet. With the advice from someone on reddit who had gone down this road, pulled myself off. Had to get that shit outta my life. Started working out as recommended, did wonders. The anxiety eventually came back. Fuck. It started to cripple me. I couldn't do ANYTHING without my anxiety kicking the ever loving crap out of me. Eventually fight or flight took over. I chose flight. Booked it with family in tow to Austin.

Change of scenery did EVERYTHING for me. Not a single anxiety attack. Usually, i know it'd eventually come back, because i could always feel it in the background. 

Not anymore. I take nothing for granted and each day i wake up, i realize the fight isn't over and it's a process of managing my thoughts and emotions each day. But it's been so long since i felt this peace, never thought a change of scenery would do the trick though. Success!!! Just thought i would share for anyone in the thick of it. Keep your head up, there is a light at the end of the tunnel, just sometimes gotta be open to rearranging your life. ",2.8336461864406783,5.525648952542377,3.6453124999999993,85.34712129237289,79.81355932203391,6.806144067796612,25.828919491525426,7.972316293177498,1.7798665254237285,1231,49,230,23,32,391,173,295,0.103,0.799,0.099,0.6157,0,0,0,0,2,0,51.0,0,2,0,4,8,11,7,0,20,0,16,12,6,1,3,42,41,11,0,4,8,0,3,0,0,3,3,0,2,0,13,14,1,1,10,1,1,8,6,7,1,0,15,5,27,4,49,19,5,54,0,0,1,2,8,30,3,2,16,147,40,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566506307465427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089974251384244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308818723079598,0.0,0.1072376081068963,0.07560821120900482,0.0,0.08898319025411892,0.0,0.0,0.12301543929430922,0.0,0.1662932326894961,0.0,0.06591609147239648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367387843951247,0.0,0.0,0.3431670587424588,0.0931459001687021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633437783178002,0.0,0.0,0.13947202481552035,0.0,0.0,0.1097514173187065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216336282900388,0.09577260669496078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781132932443347,0.0,0.0,0.09718181550242128,0.0,0.10193695997854424,0.0,0.054674645467683816,0.0,0.1038234063173068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185608472163554,0.0,0.09996603060963524,0.11298871906059164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648281267138136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097433836958323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846492938234678,0.0,0.21297592093283976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961124390510659,0.0,0.0,0.0594263641635209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15275326010374315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569316746474343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759309697547293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149269032796036,0.0,0.0,0.08339784680525203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375529946924998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221942449385672,0.0,0.0,0.11000883096313073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087022424772386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676702612889248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099565433258604,0.08944767429028458,0.0,0.10820980914120062,0.0,0.09161965351318684,0.0,0.10694503373394072,0.0,0.15307237268904675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130159455800544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10623886363325914,0.25753351628990545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201383170553144,0.0,0.11761625806176206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909181032120356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423511718103677,0.11726423526392075,0.2361635350016036,0.0,0.0,0.15362733961824532,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RattlesnakeRen,2019/02/21,"I found something that helped me with anxiety, im not sure why it does but maybe it can help you?? Lately I've been journalling (not making diary entries except for 2 about important days) and my love for doing Terrible drawings without throwing them out has returned and drawing already helps my anxiety. But something about having this little A5 book that I've been putting my soul into with memories and photos, and important things to me and just decorating and drawing in it has really calmed me down. On the bus and train I usually suffer light panic attacks but now I just take out my journal and look through it and doodle. I definitely recommend journalling if you want to relax and if anxious just take it out and look at it. You'll see how much you put into it and even if it doesn't look nice you'll feel content remembering how much you enjoyed doing each page. I'm not very good at art but I've been having so much fun and I've been so much more relaxed. Journalling is a great coping mechanism for me and maybe if you're artsy you can create something you love..sorry this is random it's 4am I've been up drawing in it (it's addicting)",4.81498348017621,6.021689361233481,5.537838656387667,80.62852009911894,69.48458149779735,8.141960352422908,30.046530837004404,8.472884824447931,2.2841544052863445,923,36,171,14,16,300,124,227,0.116,0.675,0.21,0.9821,0,0,3,0,0,0,16.0,0,8,1,0,11,14,1,1,2,0,18,2,0,3,1,47,30,26,0,5,16,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,16,22,0,0,3,4,0,3,5,4,0,0,6,6,21,10,24,22,7,21,1,1,4,1,13,13,0,5,5,119,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357978664042083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374642494675304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905888626013894,0.14072675565280082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141714458359275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033626740833491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901058481590828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227620696837139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629854903814227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136582743940661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448200489042644,0.0,0.13733702331486913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250486576932386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13455517216335264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051850177320474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485019168452888,0.0,0.0,0.3138180709649097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248555621444364,0.0,0.08315032739745662,0.0,0.25029126071196833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662882215296454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615409521631567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504511548057867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980166179261435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411116344628055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09926483089520484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876963582999143,0.0,0.13944404659642584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740417658430978,0.0,0.18731976250506505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275766315193382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13719441633921492,0.10278191789510227,0.0734736283410373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240354223566536,0.0,0.0,0.1200794246483623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Threggar,2019/02/21,What music do you listen to to relax? If you can please give me a name.,-1.5337499999999975,0.3452831250000017,1.5425000000000004,98.2525,92.75,3.2,8.0,3.1291,-2.194275,54,0,13,0,2,19,14,16,0.0,0.7140000000000001,0.28600000000000003,0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6580397760621665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7529831692143283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,4DerekR12,2019/02/21,"Recommendations for at home remedies I have tried a number of different medicines (lexapro, xanax, zoloft, Wellbutrin), vitamins (D and zinc), and herbs (st johns wort) and nothing seems to help me calm down and relax or be chill long term. Can anyone recommend anything besides the prescription drugs at home that could help me long term?",15.130526315789476,11.012971614035092,11.465350877192984,63.62328947368422,52.157894736842096,14.908771929824562,49.55263157894736,12.161744961471696,5.7938842105263175,270,12,44,5,2,77,48,57,0.07200000000000001,0.784,0.14400000000000002,0.5399,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,4,4,0,0,0,7,5,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,6,3,2,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,4,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17815033327657032,0.0,0.20966485975924998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20342364854315134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661942099324408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295467616774928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415516087305464,0.0,0.5111366347464492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4509502183303692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444713462213985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319450508657762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17298106434455096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Scutebrute,2019/02/21,"Walked out of job today because I couldn’t take it anymore This is my first time posting here, and it seems like a safe place to just kinda talk about what I went through the past few weeks and today. It’s a gonna be a long post but I just feel like I have to post it.

I only started a month ago and I was so excited. It was a rare opportunity that felt like the perfect fit for me. On the surface it seemed like a good place to work. Pay was good, benefits were great, and the work didn’t seem beyond my skills. It was a far drive but I figured it was worth it for the opportunity.

I left a job I loved for this new gig to expand my resume and further develop my career. I liked my last job so much because it allowed me to break through my anxiety by giving me a chance build confidence in my role via the support of a great boss. It made me extremely sad to leave, but this new place seemed great for me.

That was until I got about a week in. 

I noticed things didn’t seem right. For example, there was no manager for my department. Instead the company director was my supervisor, however since they were busy all the time, me and the only other person in my department were instead being managed by another co-worker from a different department. 

They knew fuck all about what we did so that meant all my questions about the job had to be directed to the only other co-worker in the department. 

This person was insufferable and would poorly communicate directions to me. Every time I tried to act on what they taught me I was told to do it differently or that I did it wrong. She would then take over whatever I was doing and just told me to watch. She would repeat directions for the simplest tasks over and over again like I was a child. This ultimately led my anxious thoughts to increase day by day task by task. I couldn’t work without worrying that I was doing it wrong. This is a normal feeling for me, but I was feeling it for things that I did on a daily basis at my old job. It was like I was retroactively feeling the anxiety that I avoided in my old job.

It was clear this person has never trained anyone in her life. And I should note that this job was essentially the same job I had before but just scaled up a bit. There were a lot of things I didn’t need to be trained on because I was hired under the pretense that I already had that experience.

This led to a complete loss of confidence in the position. As someone who has suffered with anxiety my entire life, I find confidence to be an incredibly valuable commodity. So to lose it is a big deal.

I brought my concerns up to my pseudo-manager and she told me to try to put up with it and see if it gets better. I did, and they didn’t.

I was feeling sick to my stomach with each drive hoping I would start that day knowing exactly what I was going to do. But that never happened. Instead I had a ton of things to get done under the supervision of my co-worker who would only let me work with her (again not a supervisor, just a co-worker). At this point I’m a month in and have no autonomy in my position. Any time I tried to get things done on my own I was called out for being away from my desk even though I was just trying to get work done (tasks at my job are done in a lab).

It was awful to experience this day by day. There were a lot of other issues as well but these were the ones that really riled up my anxiety. 

So today I decided I had enough. I got to work early, cleaned up my desk, wrote a letter of resignation and just walked out the door without talking to anyone. 

When I left I had a panic attack on the long walk back to my car. My wife called me and tried to calm me down as I gasped for air crying in the parking lot. Eventually I gathered myself enough to make the drive home.

I know it was my anxiety that told me to leave that way, but it just felt like the right decision given the amount of mental anguish the job caused me. I know I could have handled it better and that’s why I’m beating my self up about this.

My anxiety is telling me to feel horrible and guilty for what I did. I know it was bad to do that to some of the hard working people there. Not everyone was bad, but the person I had to work closest with was a human nightmare. I hated being there so much that having to face everyone for two more weeks wasn’t worth it. I’m still scared they are going to retaliate against me in some way, and I’m dreading any kind of phone call or email coming from them.

At the moment I still feel bad about what I did since I don’t have anything lined up. However, I have a loving, supportive network of past co-workers and people who can vouch for me when it comes to the new job search. I’m anxious about what’s next but I’m already feeling better this toxic job is behind me. 

TLDR: I left a job I loved for a toxic nightmare job that killed my confidence and led me to just walk out. I feel bad about it but I also know it was the best decision for my mental health.",3.920466214390352,4.624572366045143,5.1540598199428285,84.41415525308986,71.16879293424927,8.341004963661447,27.035044303167357,8.544321622186049,1.7119228029753524,3887,125,826,62,69,1294,354,1019,0.126,0.718,0.156,0.9877,19,1,0,0,0,1,84.0,1,0,6,20,44,53,4,5,63,1,96,10,2,8,8,129,164,50,1,13,27,1,12,8,0,7,4,0,3,7,80,34,0,2,30,0,4,24,16,20,1,3,74,14,126,33,140,72,22,133,0,5,2,4,45,57,1,16,54,604,206,33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03256477174068733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107948430517542,0.0293782388913735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04996428384311899,0.0385215192333168,0.16862035133375475,0.08300378331432727,0.03643282727870646,0.05137415778770032,0.0,0.030231084583731114,0.0,0.0,0.041793176214413814,0.034515236940032716,0.02824817119267946,0.12269407741140875,0.06718285547102197,0.0,0.031260133526318366,0.0,0.03855278623475127,0.0974715892484605,0.040106843144204235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253650173147277,0.0,0.0,0.0377385989550712,0.0,0.06329064126799977,0.03851761716800265,0.0,0.0,0.029331178970575605,0.0,0.04035342066480031,0.11846031163922753,0.03787381266261959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676383811199969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15037715080654732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591743850736407,0.0,0.024264172166295242,0.0,0.030952162713197638,0.0702067748405179,0.0,0.07187087122907522,0.0,0.0,0.16717611992769565,0.026244628255558268,0.07054577767297568,0.0,0.03357657902454237,0.031248125900661426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03396238680844383,0.076773411094239,0.035241085970980086,0.04175650300575965,0.06162581986589581,0.05876321623086516,0.12150666521851874,0.0,0.0,0.032486046474181594,0.0,0.032908770116400435,0.03626977843385959,0.0,0.03904927880612863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036849796519566415,0.036487724398628435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038343456983389035,0.5103755781874255,0.0,0.04064359543480775,0.038255506791918366,0.10094734951626713,0.02994522518030927,0.0,0.07779749195165359,0.11974324222480227,0.037565653714028216,0.051896281909528205,0.1435811434734458,0.0,0.0,0.06502145475904411,0.0,0.04109884895032527,0.0,0.0936964089541373,0.09946862416468237,0.0347610510615715,0.024521960041635114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404368723920841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05864559357854435,0.0,0.054011243330031065,0.027239717055244254,0.056667048094601664,0.106441286760316,0.03906978174984705,0.0,0.03599405968126896,0.0,0.04182485282779563,0.07709774588498236,0.0,0.024893665101196283,0.11175933277688654,0.0,0.0431024746984394,0.0,0.0,0.07013846669751568,0.0509370538540845,0.12830789854965607,0.11514575716799952,0.0,0.03472795321396173,0.0,0.10555049896492052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0369304210984786,0.04115338996182552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023534401162134514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06274569670616663,0.0,0.0,0.03677973676832541,0.0,0.029274307064560464,0.16721806552496793,0.03832427681094175,0.0,0.0,0.060777776107267714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03112679470110457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05200469698804467,0.0,0.058675778735917485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337649720544768,0.0,0.0,0.05524268965534207,0.0590549612628744,0.03210940013775467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203079485486752,0.0,0.036093514554878144,0.029164750075723594,0.08568560755502372,0.0,0.10446597952689332,0.1404135496810358,0.0,0.1247086706277026,0.0,0.03588631178838226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05831959265388305,0.08840363317640992,0.0,0.03303060757987813,0.03405518830071845,0.03314905975133348,0.0,0.0,0.07082552637404871,0.0,0.3476807891613636,0.03730779183040575,0.0,0.13048310262616652,0.08033139143673587,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kier118,2019/02/21,"Can anyone help? I've been told by someone (a non-professional) that I'm OCD, which I personally don't think I am. I *know* I have anxiety, but I when I google the difference between the two, I feel I'm OCD (Right now in particular). Sometimes I'll tap my fingers on my thumb as a distraction or count trees when I'm outside and feel anxious. I feel satisfied when I do my normal routine. 

When I read the symptoms, I came across a few things that I don't do such as: scrubbing things until they're clean or doing things ""just to"". I do like a clean space, a mess stresses me out until it's clean. But I don't scrub dishes until I think they're clean. I hate doing the dishes lol. I have thoughts in my head where bad things or situations happen such as a car accident or a house fire. I also pick the skin around my fingernails when there is any, I pick my lips, bite my nails (I'm getting better at that) and have a bad habit of feeling around on my scalp, picking at things. I'm in constant need of reassurance, though I keep it to myself majority of the time, there's times where my mind won't let up until I'm given the ok. 

Typing this out doesn't help my case. I could simply be in denial. (Not that I'm against it, I'm posting this to learn). I'm not trying to offend anyone, just looking for insight if anyone is willing to given their opinion/input. 

Honesty is appreciated. ",2.6468028883085,4.1712528445229715,4.2609924719619015,86.42877246888925,75.32508833922262,6.759194960823478,24.671838992164695,7.423996415210882,1.0638417268397609,1077,35,226,13,23,361,149,283,0.123,0.6990000000000001,0.179,0.9401,0,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,1,1,18,11,2,2,15,2,23,8,5,3,0,36,50,23,0,4,11,0,7,1,0,2,1,0,4,1,15,7,2,1,10,1,0,2,7,7,0,1,6,8,34,4,33,39,2,34,0,0,1,0,6,18,0,5,14,149,49,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024379082303893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710931826178055,0.0,0.09799269077797564,0.1447114302761164,0.0,0.2687020117336896,0.0,0.0,0.2280642681541925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21390874872987603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329004155562104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650710288482072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384257059838333,0.0,0.10227381671129424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13383251176159675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25907569196652186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692460080133418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327440898669855,0.0,0.0,0.12646776576642366,0.13146291694118178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17171939879618106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478049842709881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385714731549,0.0,0.0,0.07039792524040536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309863059525382,0.0,0.06258098065855319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756794064062317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12933991781521814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949811745436598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255063721178898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184803133930532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268005996569148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813014339792114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939283911476212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439846853211182,0.0,0.0,0.10853488362211508,0.0,0.12668970406666935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14673293833874854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331402495037569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4255047217379323,0.16415682127473,0.12585315768436006,0.10169350187619557,0.1493870077754056,0.0,0.0,0.12240071954034586,0.0,0.08696842179362638,0.0,0.12513066992538072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jkennedy993,2019/02/21,"Odd case of public speaking fear I have gotten better at public speaking through the years. I can go up and present a presentation in front of the class and be confident in myself and do great. Except one type of presenting gets me. Today my teacher called on me to read a passage in front of the class, I was just sitting at my seat and there was no pressure, it was casual. Except I could not get through it without sounding like I was going to burst out crying. I don't know why I can't read a simple passage and it is destroying my confidence, I haven't stopped thinking about this all day :( why is this?",3.9765197428833794,5.323517983471074,4.7690358126721755,84.81698806244263,71.64462809917356,7.361248852157942,29.14692378328742,7.793537801064563,1.828696235078053,480,19,94,6,9,155,76,121,0.163,0.7090000000000001,0.128,-0.5638,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,1,2,6,0,14,0,0,0,1,16,21,5,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,6,0,1,2,3,0,4,6,3,0,1,5,3,14,4,20,14,1,20,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,8,70,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19504383386950447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251892158238844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17607794155538545,0.0,0.2422455385276029,0.14222577176573215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481613398916437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304391549555519,0.0,0.25066837930998914,0.0,0.0,0.24313880596024645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119936621795828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774145924348376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14943911096055607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.441186075305839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18437576228044567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130887118412294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090398372793564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3979941080013622,0.0,0.0,0.21258628754796394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201625220689476
anxiety,milktheory,2019/02/21,First concert and I'm probably more nervous than the artist I gave myself a goal last week that if completed I would reward myself with my first concert. I don't do well in big crowds and I'm here kinda early and people are starting to trickle in. I'm expecting it to be a small crowd since it's not a crazy famous person but I cant help wondering if this was a good idea. ,1.2147151898734163,3.308278367088608,3.1979588607594955,89.72326740506331,81.78481012658227,5.975316455696203,21.26740506329114,7.1686216300943375,0.6671126582278482,297,9,62,4,8,100,58,79,0.08199999999999999,0.8109999999999999,0.106,0.4074,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,4,2,4,0,1,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,13,13,6,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,1,1,2,2,2,7,3,6,9,1,10,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,4,6,41,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821572375368035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4578105049373215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22571711820151905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18037909447544132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037929964575008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21936097390034195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18656733542270096,0.2349769071319782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29014663311757694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22261098519228908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19047779587563346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21586420932595995,0.0,0.2419626569382589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29183885603560183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19116837690995475,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BabeScum,2019/02/21,I’m constantly on edge that my heart will stop My anxiety has gotten so bad that I’m now checking my pulse like three times a day to make sure I’m not gonna have a stroke or a heart attack. I get heart palpitations a lot and it freaks me out and somehow I’m constantly on edge that I’m gonna die. It started with asthma attacks like I was having a panic attack about having an asthma attack but I was actually having an asthma attack it was just all in my head. Sometimes I’ll lay in bed calmly and all of a sudden I’m listening to hear my heart beat and then if I can’t hear it I’ll check my pulse to make sure it hasn’t stopped and 2 seconds later I die. I’m sick to death of it literally I’ve tried everything to go on medication just to help me at ease cause I can’t leave the house now and now I even grudge drinking cola cause I fear it’ll cause heart palpitations from all the sugar. My doctors deny me of meds and they keep telling me oh your not that bad it just seems your an anxious person and that it’ll go away but I’ve been getting told that since I was 13 and IT’s been getting worse and worse everytime ,1.343344556677888,3.055768962962965,3.2856285072951765,91.17941919191921,79.53497942386831,6.228881406659182,20.921997755331088,7.1686216300943375,0.4104419753086415,890,24,202,11,22,300,119,243,0.253,0.679,0.068,-0.9935,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,1,1,10,15,5,2,11,0,17,15,6,5,5,37,41,16,3,1,9,0,1,2,0,5,7,3,1,1,16,12,2,3,1,1,2,2,5,10,0,2,8,5,23,5,20,28,4,23,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,5,15,117,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.08406511367163931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06590070507526939,0.09731935322864052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4900119869422026,0.08093608270401498,0.0,0.14385498807259792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654839981079731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861843276769546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05555641177624678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17880986196251614,0.0,0.0,0.08817307900240663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438932457131101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056897973744400115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742158997629972,0.0,0.0,0.09693709807161066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502165349295978,0.0,0.0979164009963598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840964411625915,0.0,0.19418339840223067,0.5104113217330892,0.05774119154156914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939978787975512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765696525565354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121513860246452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.084172211559015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323741605634264,0.0,0.0,0.11500494053931007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956876980351194,0.08678204547769007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107262085442598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521850934006283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842319149915343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126005135254422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519962823234567,0.0,0.06097388906433555,0.0,0.0,0.14404218931128826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16238132512221715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529454512048786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05023185435222597,0.0,0.0,0.0823152589789078,0.0,0.05848681437341995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755782714140484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,19apricots,2019/02/21,"Repost from r/Insomnia but i thought maybe someone here could help me? Im a wee bit of a mess and i just want my brain to shut up so i can sleep x ty Normally I'm literally too delirious to process my thoughts properly but I did know that some anxieties do keep me up. It's not that late yet it's just that this is day 3 without ANY sleep and it's making me malfunction ugh idk this is getting to be a lot

I think I'm getting stressed about weird things like I'm looking at my phone even though I know none of my friends will be up because I'm so scared that they'll need me and I won't be there for them and I feel gross because the beds uncomfortable and I was too wobbly and tired to stand up and shower so I'm gross and stuff and I need to change my clothes I just want to pass out

Any advice on stopping my brain from chatting it's arse off before I take some strong pills and get today over with?
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anxiety,expiredplumb,2019/02/21,"Gonna be off meds soon, even though they’re technically not anxiety ones. I’m on beta blockers(atenolol) for a heart condition(svt) and am having an ablation in June to stop that from being a thing so I’ll be off the meds (which is great!). However, I suffer a great deal from anxiety.
I know beta blockers are a medication used to treat it, I tend not to get a beating heart rate from being anxious seeing as that is the sole purpose I’m prescribed these, but I do get very shaky and dizzy and sick and all the other fun stuff.

Surely this will all just worsen once I’m taken off the beta blocker? 
((really just a rant but if you have something to say please do!!))",4.493560606060607,5.389475174242424,5.416363636363638,82.35287878787881,69.98484848484848,8.593939393939394,26.03030303030303,8.841846274778883,1.7940848484848484,521,15,104,9,9,171,89,132,0.165,0.696,0.139,-0.7053,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,1,6,7,0,1,11,0,13,4,2,1,3,20,24,10,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,9,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,2,5,5,14,17,2,8,0,1,1,0,3,5,0,2,3,70,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634042318035281,0.1944920729416147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774896526598153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137102178816086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17989324431118942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37961455491862106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080214375593408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461476805716428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824624420209295,0.17343333426616114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18334504180490288,0.11666023728849198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18898024982835485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029026111085732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690873651848184,0.0,0.0,0.13718942529052033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325373672877446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14393367331769458,0.0,0.0,0.197082291098444,0.0,0.0,0.16225899311017994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437561665909934,0.0,0.16914656622199742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486911753385164,0.0,0.14205023188094387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NamasteHealthy1111,2019/02/21,"Constant anxiety for 4 days straight I’ve had anxiety for as long as I can remember. I’ve been on so many different medications that seemed to bring short physical relief, but made the anxiety worse in the long run. I’ve gotten off the medications and regularly do yoga and meditation to ease the anxiety. 

I woke up incredibly anxious Monday morning, fought through it and went to work. I came home and did an hour of light stretchy yoga and meditated and was able to go to sleep but I woke up every two hours and my dog wouldn’t leave my side the entire night. 

I woke up with intense anxiety, managed to go to work doing breathing exercises my entire hour long commute. I had a good day at work but couldn’t shake the beast. The next two days have been the same but I took a personal day today to try to shake it. I’ve been taking it easy all day. I’ve been meditating and doing breathing exercises but the knot in my stomach is still just as heavy and the grasp around my heart just won’t let up. 

I’ve never experienced this before because as long as I remember, I would take a pill and go to sleep. Has anyone else experienced this? How did you get through it without pills? ",4.792322961373388,5.813032510729617,5.890233369098714,78.76994232832621,69.3862660944206,9.430150214592274,30.013143776824034,9.673873057562805,2.6974036480686694,937,36,186,21,16,312,126,233,0.105,0.8270000000000001,0.068,-0.6956,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,3,6,5,1,2,14,0,21,12,6,2,2,33,38,22,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,1,7,13,0,0,4,4,0,10,5,3,0,2,18,3,15,2,32,15,2,42,0,0,0,0,3,13,0,1,19,114,22,4,0.09893847623964908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3784383175840669,0.11177231643318863,0.0,0.06918008302091744,0.10137416091571244,0.0,0.08807622002835369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0603119768019545,0.0,0.0841893561168382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131592593073455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691734427744178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190356609932603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10336964968920266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826504013902467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335993341339439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05169127030020189,0.0,0.16868704825521674,0.08298489976560673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724257071417415,0.0,0.0,0.0992433586186341,0.0,0.2923034083730996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476156074957757,0.0,0.10117129524189282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502297522392417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361797845023173,0.0,0.10030808589911114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199340211911666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630745223960482,0.0,0.10522219191340762,0.09284705767472216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638926121753163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241560133524933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006987289928142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19801985684788484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901239492902365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14877884217384899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937821069028104,0.0,0.10992428752090493,0.06717273087457384,0.0,0.19329702992652747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171695869633208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537316046726367,0.0,0.21608516716208814,0.0,0.10082675983869893,0.07028305483708573,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,not-your-dad-bich,2019/02/21,Help me please... I have been freaking out for about 1 hour now and Nothing is working does anny one have anny tips on What i should do Im going insane...,-0.8618750000000013,1.2581340625000053,1.2872500000000002,97.23275,99.0,2.5600000000000005,15.775,3.1291,-1.1436700000000002,118,3,25,0,5,39,28,32,0.08900000000000001,0.825,0.086,-0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,7,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,4,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,17,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358477456147164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21811055150966635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572390938352632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37794518469464256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4145473699473933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682464726453221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600587038416474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4212742916037315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793958129581769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alyp91,2019/02/21,"Kickboxing for Anxiety Hi, hoping this rant is beneficial to someone out there. I have had anxiety for the better half of my life. Over those years I’ve tried countless coping strategies from running to reading to journaling to music and the list goes on. A couple things gave me mild relief from my anxiety, but when life really threw me a wrench and my anxiety was severe, I failed to find a strategy that gave me control. 

That was all until I discovered kickboxing! Seriously. Kickboxing has done wonders for my anxiety and I **love** it. In my adult life I’ve had the occasional gym rush where I go for a couple weeks regularly, but eventually I stop, and didn’t really find it helped my anxiety (actually, I found my anxiety heightens while in a gym setting). I also used to be an average runner, but my mind would still race while I ran. Kickboxing is 100% different. I try to go to classes 3-4 times a week and have been going for about 5 months. 

Kickboxing is hard, but that’s what makes it so great for anxiety! You have to concentrate on your punches and your kicks and your hip movement and your balance and your core and your technique and your power. It’s so difficult, and you can’t be worrying about what else is going on in your life or you’ll have a poor performance. For my 45 minute class, the rest of my life goes out the window and I get a great workout. Plus, all your tension leaves your body after throwing 1000 punches. 

I know anxiety looks different for everyone, and this is not for all, but if you’re like me and have tried a bunch of coping strategies with moderate success, I highly suggest giving kickboxing a try. ",4.641666666666668,6.318531292993632,5.6717356687898075,77.7019134819533,70.46496815286625,9.691932059447986,30.28078556263269,10.02789654360092,3.2109409766454347,1302,54,239,35,24,430,163,314,0.142,0.755,0.103,-0.6462,3,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,13,0,6,9,12,0,1,16,0,23,8,2,3,3,42,41,30,0,3,8,0,1,1,0,2,5,0,1,1,13,19,0,2,5,5,1,11,3,4,0,1,12,2,40,8,38,25,5,35,0,1,1,1,21,11,0,4,13,167,53,5,0.0,0.0,0.08847899718602957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250725551274376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6242477098786489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018857600692296,0.0,0.10071183152451067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016919960171641,0.0,0.20064508030597847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894577562904908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278495672531926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574157236183521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663726544176639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16573802150483535,0.0,0.0,0.09941290371809536,0.0,0.0,0.04737034574619672,0.08697711372327123,0.2061151074407182,0.0,0.0,0.19992382466210434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122081831598978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06077292352068815,0.09579583716876887,0.0,0.09005389212852978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049828822563352984,0.0,0.0,0.0960044379795267,0.0,0.0,0.3202078404434627,0.044295859152478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613837779143096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183150998802112,0.0,0.060521668061396965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154894541514264,0.0,0.07237042107967619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069264695783273,0.0,0.11616862703797845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242915764197756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682279611894705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240767046903611,0.07580260054440778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060235864073957264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05286930458739223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462307827039305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830813671923721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14545697906257646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832569860600723,0.0,0.09207786773283384,0.0,0.06440802457351588,0.0,0.0,0.058387290735528716
anxiety,hortle,2019/02/21,"Every week I feel like I let my therapist down. Anyone else? I've dealt with anxiety issues for years, but the last 9 months have been particularly bad for me. To the point where I moved to a new city and abandoned all my old friends without telling them anything. Where I live now, I have family but zero personal connections to people my age. While I've been working 6 out of the 9 months since I moved here, I've basically isolated myself socially. I actively thwart any sort of opportunity that arises to be social with coworkers. I go to work, speak as little as possible, race out of the office, and head home.

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every week i have to tell my therapist that i still don't want to be around strangers and get to know them. Today, our conversation went something like this:

'I would rather be alone and forgotten about than put into a situation where I can be faced with feelings of shame or rejection'.

'I think it would be a big step for you to put some feelings of shame behind you if you just reached out and tried talking to someone other than family'

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after she said that, I was silent for some time, then I said 'If I were to try and be friendly with people at work, I would be doing it for you, or my parents, not because I want to do it. Is that what you want? Me to go make friends, be miserable, then come back here and let you think that I'm making progress?' What I said was really petty and unfair, but its the way I feel - I don't want to tell anyone about my life, and if I did so it would feel like I was being forced to torture myself. I regret what I said to my therapist, if only because it made her feel like she's doing a shitty job. Which, btw, I don't think she is doing a shitty job. I just keep telling myself that I have to get better before I can make friends. I am getting better. I just wish there was a way to not feel the way I do about socializing, maybe I could make quicker progress.",5.754753983130271,5.449954770618562,6.3118931583880045,81.22171977507031,67.01546391752578,9.425679475164012,29.749765698219303,8.97023862654752,2.1540319587628867,1513,47,313,23,22,494,183,388,0.158,0.721,0.121,-0.9417,3,1,1,0,0,0,49.0,1,6,2,8,18,19,1,3,12,0,41,3,2,5,1,68,75,24,0,16,16,1,7,4,4,4,1,5,1,1,18,19,0,2,11,0,0,9,6,8,0,1,14,12,58,11,49,45,3,43,0,4,0,0,33,13,0,9,22,219,76,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204084844280742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15073157977303014,0.16904055232320206,0.04730165324255548,0.0,0.05321148611856927,0.0,0.0,0.09727278809528253,0.07127013182471602,0.05724009913225037,0.0619211419886636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053485613951273964,0.05807781337217127,0.08480351400113591,0.0,0.059188519584136214,0.0,0.0,0.12303634946136127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0599178400346509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05553620106785842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05810657221958401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721080381048725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13114570690821062,0.0,0.2461934082558026,0.1490762052095527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21496057135501986,0.0,0.1090231558576011,0.0,0.07906254123452963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138631590157903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977209170055218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07260021626824106,0.13805066205572938,0.06182612157885323,0.0,0.0,0.03822711869595721,0.056698847608692475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225501811575303,0.04913069382061155,0.1359296068782916,0.06971513603726799,0.061420765017439816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06581722211105663,0.18572134516876007,0.0,0.06988010612576588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110406601790282,0.14785775420953856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717930555936867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07298915467466133,0.0,0.0,0.052901801036818887,0.0,0.0,0.07723564651386705,0.0,0.0,0.09644516735868712,0.06073514177180243,0.0,0.0,0.06575455402936739,0.07841590857485181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984949556260806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0445604738992288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646613840992776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05753888716400717,0.07818582205901868,0.0,0.21271609056446064,0.05893605336671433,0.053548951976473705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055548906659361866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05590788229207719,0.2431861472745525,0.0,0.0,0.24228571652411554,0.0,0.13370938710602268,0.0,0.0,0.0405596816835353,0.0,0.06593261104592725,0.0,0.0,0.09445028873654583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16410784559754318,0.16563510592622901,0.1115900580775496,0.0,0.0,0.06448072840064784,0.0,0.0,0.07998797634791761,0.06705118599889827,0.0,0.1519166048813218,0.0,0.0,0.19764731122944226,0.0,0.16904055232320206,0.04479290857103144
anxiety,Dubwell,2019/02/21,"Certain words consistently cause anxiety attacks. Is there a way to defuse these words? I have certain words that when heard, cause me to have anxiety attacks. The majority of them are related to things I used to struggle with, or were taboo when growing up. And others are just words that relate to me in one way or another. I have a few other words that are a bit more personal that cause attacks even when I read them. These ones are much more severe and sometimes I wonder if my heart will actually stop (which I know is silly).

I'm sure others have experienced this issue before and I was wondering if anyone has found a way to prevent, lessen or remove these trigger reactions with time.",5.069384615384617,6.890003323076925,5.546153846153847,78.45384615384617,69.61538461538461,8.584615384615384,29.153846153846153,9.120678840339163,2.5659846153846155,552,21,98,11,10,177,79,130,0.146,0.785,0.07,-0.8805,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,0,6,8,3,1,5,0,14,1,1,5,3,31,21,11,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,13,5,0,3,4,1,0,2,0,4,0,2,4,2,12,4,11,16,6,12,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,7,5,75,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.1335986383921677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355587009966905,0.20946250073554729,0.0,0.0,0.09572651947060808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4672444827020169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649529294579895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494638030666644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4219146220473121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042385702607626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15010826295221935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16223199999429114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289229603174455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523890481209025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10064025492407803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18553950231958702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953936646030087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694113327565094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15466264794856424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354016407783715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445794529096777,0.0,0.1431218747955179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290304800001888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909529908633168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798298729670915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824117331168935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260042711417325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969332806768151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,arwe324,2019/02/21,"Panic on phone interview Ok so i just experienced probably the most anxiety i've ever felt. I applied for a job at target yesterday and today I heard my phone ringing so I ran to get it. So i answer the phone already kind of out of breath from running and it is a woman from target and she asks me if she can ask me a couple questions about my application and I say yes. Now when she asked me this I wasn't thinking that it was any interview type questions I thought I just needed to clarify something on my application. She asks me why I applied for the position I did and i responded that it was the only position available. Her reaction to my answer is when I realized I messed up and that this was an interview question. When I said that she kind of laughed and says something like ""uhh okay."" At this point im starting to have the physical symptoms of panic like shortness of breath and shaking and she then asks me ""why do you want to work at target?"" I was having such a hard time breathing all I could get out was ""I like shopping there."" There wasn't really any other questions after that but she said I would be contacted within a week I'm assuming to let me know whether or not to come in for an interview. After this experience I don't even know if i would be able to do an in person interview without having a panic attack. I wanted to know what everyones thoughts were on this.",3.2840538004379134,5.0592260791366925,4.871395057866753,81.66530028151394,74.17985611510791,8.144135126681261,28.63371911166719,8.841846274778883,2.3992844541757896,1102,46,212,23,23,371,138,278,0.056,0.8859999999999999,0.058,-0.1184,1,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,15,14,1,4,14,3,24,4,3,0,2,45,48,21,0,8,9,0,2,3,0,2,1,6,0,2,16,12,0,0,15,1,1,4,5,6,0,0,16,9,41,8,35,26,2,31,0,0,0,0,35,14,0,9,16,162,57,8,0.09595545188112488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588922723428684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13050599546363226,0.0,0.07340565804743909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4485269723749544,0.10916317909358417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265712531922423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661262036089604,0.10617288240460103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06337767099006306,0.08679719977977281,0.0,0.09168954635296664,0.0,0.09386284434737006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213228163016787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100265526385326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859572373139527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364835406982856,0.0,0.0952209798228984,0.0,0.0,0.1998456742228527,0.1582038207060181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812095072921813,0.0,0.1406369606760804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114975172273814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297844507385842,0.0,0.3377491440762765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378459940828159,0.0,0.0,0.09070891757065967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034562064933635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4299682661746583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06147151955481925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18255121663266066,0.1526152534113995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774238963463313,0.0,0.0,0.06791776272146062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973445519081604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06148437905409426,0.0,0.15235582093125638,0.055952395645187135,0.0,0.0909545486068126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319402327903907,0.0,0.07696967555540545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731697408138471,0.0,0.0,0.09249763143511884,0.0,0.06985671179337515,0.0,0.0,0.1363279998398803,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,breaddread,2019/02/21,"Do weighted blankets help with anxiety? I just bought a weighted blanket. From some weird brand called Snug Embrace. 

Thing is, the weight isn't distributed evenly. It's like, all patchy and the weight shifts around. And it's only 15 pounds, and I weigh 210 pounds.

I feel like I got a pretty cheap blanket. Haven't tried it out yet. But aren't weighted blankets supposed to have even weight throughout? I feel like the weight is always shifting and is patchy in some areas.

Should I just save up my money and get a better blanket or something? ",3.2007754010695213,5.968954852941183,2.6028342245989333,92.91729946524069,78.90196078431373,4.493404634581107,23.97860962566845,5.565023196281405,0.3974588235294117,433,15,80,2,11,126,65,102,0.033,0.752,0.215,0.958,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,6,0,9,8,0,0,1,19,14,7,0,1,4,0,9,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,8,8,0,2,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,2,9,7,5,7,11,3,6,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,3,4,48,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887085973773347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155685192832159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949060771794471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428845223813187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088613887427921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408306516415401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781109121605023,0.15232533275766708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05569966203176443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526627219783109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145886835872156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15625372869889315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108219988984165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084613535953082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207408335731509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082737561357352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238163012313935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9087613151936516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FourierSerius,2019/02/21,"Seroquel 300mg for Anxiety and Sleep Disturbance Hey all,

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I've recently been prescribed this medication and have been finding the whole ""waking up"" routine to be quite hard. Usually a cup of joe will mitigate the drowsiness every morning when I wake up but even making a cup of coffee can be a hard task. Luckily, it obviously helps with my sleep and it has reduced my anxiety and ""clouded thoughts"" to a great degree; I really only have complaints with respect to how hard it is to just get out of bed.

Does anyone here have a routine that worked for them?

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anxiety,FortuneSupporter,2019/02/21,Always feel like I’m dying or seriously ill. I’ve never posted here and I just recently found this sub but I was wondering if anyone felt the same as me? I’ll get a cold and assume I have pneumonia. Or I’ll get a knot in my back and assume I have cancer. Sometimes it’s very out of control worry and I feel like ending it would be better than constantly being in fear. I don’t know what to do. ,0.4144575163398692,2.441412929411765,3.3639215686274504,87.76653594771244,84.41176470588233,6.130718954248366,17.6797385620915,7.3871296695380915,0.37140522875817,309,7,66,5,9,110,62,85,0.196,0.705,0.099,-0.8641,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,1,3,0,8,2,0,1,1,22,17,9,1,2,5,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,8,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,4,8,3,7,11,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,6,7,43,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17540572635813784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473989836171886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16209518178581833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18643891281094474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22780411918237906,0.236434491334254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187811595837971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18670967953709086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23721298691278084,0.2131775647829877,0.3011966869620503,0.20240479601536715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311355882785683,0.0,0.0,0.22027266725966074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585230674951705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059762682829472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16258495814661067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018918581855722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081434130444588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20849044069715256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739352891270446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286078299719149,0.0,0.21408158629201032,0.0,0.14974903752811627,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,willi165,2019/02/21,"Numbness? Do any of you get physical numbness as a symptom of anxiety? I have been experiencing it on and off. Went to my doctor today, but would like to hear other people's experiences ",2.8615714285714304,5.681162514285719,5.6910714285714326,69.84517857142862,81.0,8.071428571428571,28.75,8.841846274778883,3.1511428571428577,148,7,24,4,4,53,32,35,0.133,0.7759999999999999,0.09,0.2869,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,0,3,7,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,2,3,1,7,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,19,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23111834955201085,0.0,0.2599941018101518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34786396371454226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.332451020242464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17756427888861054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830500614247369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660397905960547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356180637905649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532475668306563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221501829640097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150562084891746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24142877274554145,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mimble75,2019/02/21,"Side effects - how bad is bad enough to try something new? I was recently diagnosed with severe anxiety and given a prescription for Trintellix (Vortioxetine). I took 5mg for a week, and am now on 10mg (and have been for four weeks).

  
The side effects aren't debilitating, but they are also not good: nausea, dry mouth, headaches, bad dreams,  night sweats, poor sleep, sleepiness, and lack of focus. It's taken the really rough edges off the anxiety (and zapped all the depressive feelings I had related to the anxiety), but, how bad should side effects be before you try something else?  


I don't want to be the sort of patient who expects miracles from medication, nor do I wish to be perceived as a whiner/complainer, but I also really don't like all these negative effects. I have an appointment soon with my doctor to discuss, so I am being proactive, but it would be great to hear from others who've already been there.",8.121929824561406,7.6743188538011715,8.174385964912283,70.29736842105268,62.21637426900586,11.810526315789476,37.12865497076024,11.20814326018867,4.26133216374269,728,31,127,18,9,237,110,171,0.236,0.695,0.069,-0.9822,0,0,2,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,1,4,8,8,0,0,10,0,21,6,3,6,2,29,28,16,0,6,5,0,2,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,5,7,0,0,6,1,1,1,6,5,0,1,7,3,11,3,18,14,4,13,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,1,8,90,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607772764686217,0.2330233487238928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343672086342157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4865945997088038,0.0,0.0,0.12397511339588298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254862820290866,0.14787664168095116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491242836175293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170888764549798,0.0,0.0,0.1505411523554664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366741272579139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220146148058522,0.0,0.16062847360242416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420805820084586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117887279913765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14677167349879158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14071245713014313,0.0,0.13672422542017254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866709910450887,0.0,0.1438555387431152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16459308211235532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579951278688444,0.0,0.0,0.22432517117030049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16187172154462173,0.19783372415223496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593426947513334,0.0,0.2337343491815479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16754124799394596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349704636230207,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rachem_rae,2019/02/21,"I asked a potential friend to hang out, and they said yes!! Since i first developed anxiety, I’ve had a really really hard time forming friendships. The thought of asking someone new to hang out terrifies me.
I’m a hairstylist, so I’m always meeting new people, and i love it because it is almost ALWAYS small talk. One of my favourite clients tho, is around the same age as me and we always have really good conversations. So today i asked her if she would like to grab coffee sometime as we live near each other, and she said yes!!! I was sweating bullets, and reciting it over and over in my head, but I actually did it!! ",5.128202479338842,5.956791438016534,6.009576446280995,78.9161828512397,68.50413223140497,9.355785123966943,30.827479338842977,9.516144504307137,2.776379338842975,488,19,93,10,8,161,80,121,0.043,0.8290000000000001,0.127,0.8434,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,1,1,4,4,0,0,5,2,7,3,2,0,0,18,16,13,0,2,2,0,2,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,5,12,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,4,16,4,14,9,3,16,0,0,0,1,16,8,0,2,7,63,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.15259376606781014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565811492780748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39033506015349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196219969824649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13920172504886727,0.4385522334094468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532120258154383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300754716604596,0.0,0.0,0.12081044288389865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311550518024169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14007607391715754,0.0,0.16047989425328185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639408429408771,0.0,0.13807685339223938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411292927047256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30204466265047664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595980525709008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084067027657035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30052230804641594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974858024032013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293502040399754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249110130625028,0.0,0.15465312032209882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256836261241914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241396646830791,0.0911801280863766,0.0,0.14821970170138907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110801811417081,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cokeandstripperbutts,2019/02/21,"(19m) going to my first party in a couple hours I have no friends other then some girls on snapchat. I got invited to a party and im ready. My first party (first time drinking to). I keep thinking of excuses but fuck that. I have no reason NOT to go. I have really bad social anxiety and depression but its not going to fix itself. I dont care how the night goes, atleast i tried :). ",-0.011265822784810808,2.261519329113927,2.5770759493670923,90.65700632911395,89.88607594936708,5.6916455696202535,19.292405063291138,7.1686216300943375,0.5818293670886079,293,9,62,5,10,101,54,79,0.279,0.618,0.103,-0.9634,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,1,5,1,0,3,0,4,2,0,2,0,11,12,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,1,1,2,1,0,3,5,3,0,3,1,0,9,2,8,11,1,12,0,1,0,1,4,2,1,1,7,42,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102905648115347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16484105210935968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012872412926968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218446243518292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004126858247348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313798205289032,0.19340066320276506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5037870507120465,0.0,0.0,0.15252953187614912,0.1825155929858551,0.0,0.0,0.33660235439711744,0.0,0.15789825545279182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19442317687174032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21325213256550665,0.0,0.0,0.17547979748464032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18526934068389525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264750680775488,0.2029850712562544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201249221422634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265015259568729,0.0,0.0,0.11511970258057815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340381469563491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ba1909,2019/02/21,"How long does your dry throat usually last? I’ve had intense anxiety for two weeks in anticipation of having a suspicious neck lump checked out...

I had a panic attack yesterday and for 10 days my throat has felt so constricted/tight and DRY! My tightness decreases when I relax but I can’t get rid of the dryness :(

Is it normal for extreme dryness to last this long? No matter how much water I have it still feels so dried out",3.7358003442340784,5.719178277108438,4.815008605851983,81.66024096385546,73.4578313253012,8.11635111876076,27.5197934595525,8.841846274778883,2.2494419965576595,339,13,64,7,7,111,63,83,0.172,0.764,0.064,-0.8793,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,6,3,1,1,3,0,7,5,3,2,0,12,10,8,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,1,1,2,1,1,0,2,2,0,1,3,3,7,1,9,7,1,13,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,10,41,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876055118740591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789923098082753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815747429810298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214608411897096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239991151881641,0.0,0.2354658253207448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12812612747565513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3998015129513932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4340537736891034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802772952090825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402800351505897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877325933036654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19584645774885034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395607590333784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27009373320425656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19671420113174584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sarsag,2019/02/21,"Career and success Plans.. and current obstruction. It's me, Sarsag 22 years old,almost finishing Bachelor Degree in IT,last period got excellent project management skills,improved my time management and getting all my workload done,close to reach my fourth year at a big automotive company as IT Support Technician.

My academic behavior is pretty good since last year.

My plans after complete BsC are joining Toastmasters International and apply for a Master Degree in Information Security,keep learning theory and practice a lot to gain expertise and get a job on the Infosec Field.

I would like to hold CISSP,CEH and a lot of related IT Security Certifications.

I'm getting a lot of stress due i'm not passing a subject,Mrs. Roche is a loftiness person,if you meet her you will know that is a pain in the ass.

I consider myself as an anxious person,i had 2 dreams ago a month,the first one she told me that i didn't passed the exam,and the second one was that same night without waking up before ,dreamed that i woke up and called to know my result because i had the first bad dream,and i got passed the exam,and then woke up.

I tried several times to stop thinking about not passing the exam,so frustrating,then i got the bad notice,not passed it.

Mrs. Roche told that i need Advisory,i found someone good in the subject.

I never knew that ""Applied Statistics"" were so hard,and starting thinking every subject she will teach will be stressful.

Passing this subject i'll be free to do submit my Intership paperwork at the company,give it to the college,getting graduated,and get BsC completed.

Do you ever feel that kind of pain?",8.392856557377048,7.978631193442628,8.596506147540985,67.38230020491807,61.65573770491804,11.821721311475413,39.390368852459034,11.20814326018867,4.6309713114754105,1314,62,219,32,16,433,176,305,0.092,0.7929999999999999,0.115,0.7269,2,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,3,0,8,3,15,0,2,22,0,17,4,2,1,3,32,40,12,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,0,1,13,8,0,3,9,2,1,6,5,6,0,5,14,1,26,10,26,20,5,37,0,0,0,1,12,11,1,3,21,128,39,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564681983213114,0.0,0.108046241449009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189626218278456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18018394862532008,0.06577482485484294,0.0,0.0918149337305021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017794107243756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22626214726559554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041913915899187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976017071313782,0.0909103848176255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0545574707071871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18355933165519744,0.0,0.11830675615169407,0.0,0.0,0.2818664244487127,0.0,0.0,0.1810027638657201,0.2588924068167672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665718621597616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707407853039068,0.09590645779722824,0.0,0.1123612225766596,0.11859801172381598,0.17590576592772916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05271447881798581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275198107252721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861247326961461,0.0,0.0,0.08000646619628926,0.08321911454934516,0.0,0.0,0.10125681963461104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322287576348745,0.0,0.1462316345930743,0.0,0.2296263673653539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884281970919672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977306796347402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189626218278456,0.0,0.08925597648004184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142330087357907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637215950488795,0.0,0.0,0.0902092127165093,0.2471981195744209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224436159102542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827589767454268,0.0,0.0,0.12583468929681293,0.0,0.0,0.20620610510148416,0.0,0.07325700205126448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401172798872363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664904828692043,0.0,0.0,0.2084521438080353
anxiety,anhtm,2019/02/21,"Boss asked to lead a discussion on a topic I have zero idea about I'm working as a software developer intern at a company. We usually have lunch and learn activity on Friday and some one would present on a topic regarding a technology or just anything useful. I'm not the kind of person who's good with words when it comes to talking so usually I would avoid public speaking as much as possible. Last week's lunch and learn, we watched a video about web security risks and honestly I'm still very junior to be exposed to these kinds of problems, so I don't have much experience in the topic. Today my manager asked me to lead a discussion (not present on) around the topic for everyone, but the thing is I literally had little knowledge to be a suitable person to lead the discussion. Plus really don't understand WHY he picked me. So it's really freaking me out to think about what to do. I have hyperhidrosis (excessive sweating), so whenever I'm anxious I would sweat uncontrollably from my hands and feet. Also we had a salary discussion on the other day but I haven't signed the contract. So I started to think this is him trying to make me feel bad and back off from asking for a raise. I'm maybe crazy, this is probably nothing but I can't help freaking out.",5.633597560975609,6.463475398373988,6.7151930894308975,74.30254573170734,67.3739837398374,10.377642276422764,32.85467479674797,10.411451182825502,3.53549674796748,1012,43,186,26,16,340,136,246,0.123,0.835,0.042,-0.9655,1,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,3,0,0,4,14,12,0,3,18,0,19,6,4,7,0,45,35,21,0,4,7,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,9,15,2,2,8,1,0,4,6,7,0,2,2,4,19,5,36,28,3,28,0,0,1,0,19,12,0,2,12,128,28,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647244410719488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15041091660221104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956332255118056,0.1185233106736354,0.3734053050618246,0.0,0.0,0.10237685926524992,0.11116679209203706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468878869547132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586463577047225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12722149441620226,0.0,0.13023699868748925,0.0,0.0,0.06731985894908953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167197062922528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924129946761024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502994670855144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27729077455973483,0.0,0.1085273125484746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344180132712374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887234628276232,0.0,0.13375757071416886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957472368537873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775194179574345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021947761778966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325063732947471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009595745947482,0.0,0.0,0.14354802395956076,0.12739751859494325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17058648216435135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423756158162824,0.0,0.10632620959693664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701332516157486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845266070973799,0.17062216790564433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620166701626842,0.0,0.0,0.09039368909883533,0.0,0.0,0.13860400068057133,0.0,0.11499068129136605,0.2932709962446431,0.1098548915522295,0.0,0.0,0.10679731265321156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013863133968505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692790097513199,0.0,0.0,0.2837376652017897,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,budmami,2019/02/21,"Ok I’m in the Swiss Alps so this may be because the altitude. It also may be because I’ve been partying so much. I don’t know. But every now and then my pulse feels so strong (not fast, I just feel it) and have like a wave of terror and then I’m just uncomfortably anxious for a while. I end up being fine but it’s happened enough times I’m like kind of concerned. Can anyone relate to this/ have advice? Thank you! ",-0.7040209790209815,1.4768901363636395,1.3977272727272734,97.09832167832168,96.5,4.071328671328671,15.860139860139856,5.873414542411696,-0.6170482517482516,324,8,73,3,13,107,63,88,0.063,0.757,0.18,0.856,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,7,8,0,1,4,1,10,0,0,0,0,13,18,12,0,0,5,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,5,7,6,12,2,9,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,9,48,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263124981187276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21533303782434773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041955114817363,0.0,0.18827802277387773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282858084579785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384909884269275,0.27822519787654865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268693929854128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722993701322287,0.19236468018848835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381122673845007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280400555032338,0.14798231787839974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631008951281042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19794251700943052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24790523932515146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570119829244257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,giantillusion,2019/02/21,"Why do people keep minding my own business?? I always say that the people in my classroom suck. Usually it's because they care about nobody but themselves, but lately I've been assaulted by obnoxious claims and awkward questions.

I've been stopped by a group in my class (there was nothing else to do and I couldn't leave so I played along). They started by claiming I smoke weed, then asking me if I'm into my crush with my crush sitting on the other side of the class, then a guy who's been a bully to me played nice and asked to explain what he's done to me (which I didn't do because I didn't want the rest of the class to know about it).

You'll just say ""you should have left"" or ""you should have told them to piss off"" but I wasn't thinking straight and I just stood there. It comes natural to me to answer more or less honestly.

The issue is people shouldn't even feel entitled to that",3.702068095838592,4.684991699453555,4.150273224043719,90.379709962169,71.89617486338798,6.942244640605296,26.09878100042034,7.010146845296331,0.9741260193358552,703,22,151,6,13,221,107,183,0.165,0.72,0.115,-0.7774,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,3,0,8,9,3,1,9,0,19,1,1,0,0,30,34,13,0,6,8,0,1,0,0,4,0,2,0,1,9,8,0,2,6,2,0,1,5,4,0,0,10,3,23,5,23,19,4,16,0,0,0,0,17,8,2,4,6,104,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480711561113708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327240765440113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21695700093081974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18143494907458504,0.0,0.0,0.15329075722022956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18210770861166226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486569016817177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753628183173458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997838648087894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17620145319728375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857367041214296,0.0,0.15817280775360987,0.0,0.0,0.09779831796109598,0.0,0.20073874131481995,0.1884265384609618,0.19334646118183674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17968180687652738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17075070821632524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3701106229654258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19934809264184916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28303074500159997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259560532267285,0.0,0.0,0.14877668082352322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140251005103088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004172278365787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19599009456993066,0.0,0.10496129325956967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605749086631474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,heeroyuwee,2019/02/21,"Looking for Book Recommendations on Dealing w/ Anxiety Hi! I checked this sub's wiki and found some online resources I will read further, but I'm also more of a book guy and was hoping you may be able to recommend something I could pick up at my library. 

A good friend of mine has dealt with anxiety for many years and it seems to have gotten worse over the past year. I am not the only support system in place and don't assume I can replace a real therapist/professional, but I do want to get a better idea of what my friend is going through. Recently, it seems like anything I say when trying to be helpful is met with hostility and ""you just don't get it"" attitude, which may be true. So, I'm just trying to ""get it"" so I can be a better friend. Also, maybe some tips for recognizing when someone starts spiraling and how to prevent/mitigate that. 

Not sure if this is the appropriate place to post, please correct me if there is a better way of doing this. Thanks in advance.",7.035595854922278,6.1551147616580355,7.588813471502592,75.02995595854925,64.59585492227978,10.414300518134716,34.325906735751296,9.642632912329526,3.0796802072538862,771,29,149,13,10,256,121,193,0.079,0.675,0.246,0.9909,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,0,4,10,14,1,0,9,0,22,0,0,2,3,34,39,17,0,5,8,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,0,1,10,8,0,0,5,3,1,2,4,1,0,0,4,2,14,13,23,27,3,21,0,0,1,0,11,9,0,10,8,103,24,3,0.13025029576195274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20832222892539573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992822394943136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718489536764396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455874057703021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399426260289242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342823356592788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14281272639577045,0.3018931662175687,0.0,0.2041512109587413,0.0,0.07402424470076148,0.10924776840169996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896827072666153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873040276908371,0.0,0.0,0.1293679328982822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14703672979475488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06363371531272304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937744406480113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205335631032075,0.13085392892253014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906121923007974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243386454329512,0.0,0.0,0.272167673417887,0.14297571131689382,0.0,0.0,0.12474377883270905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302855433417906,0.14825335199580725,0.0,0.0,0.12860645355216546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358026305397622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23714995480537845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103606529209168,0.1002730411312562,0.0,0.0,0.0921918297349033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14780649209482652,0.1227593623067067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991697265847935,0.0,0.1512306324202959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17686280193680753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682499910919789,0.10338662212360787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273617897550602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16775384009401148
anxiety,daisychaingirl93,2019/02/21,"Paranoid about being stranded (19F) Hey everyone,

My anxiety fluctuates and manifests differently from day to day, and right now my main concern seems to be with getting stranded somewhere with my phone losing battery. It's always been a small worry of mine, but now it's gotten to the point where I'm freaking out just thinking about going anywhere, with or without my charger. I'm supposed to be going out with my boyfriend's mates on Saturday night, and all I can think about is what happens if I lose battery before I meet them, where I'll go, how I'll get home etc. It's so frustrating because I'm sure it'll probably be fine, but there's just a huge part of me that is terrified of being left in the city, alone, with no way to get home or contact anyone. 

Does anyone have any ideas of how I can deal with this? I've considered powerbanks and having a meeting spot with my boyfriend at a certain time just in case, but it's just annoying as I know he thinks I'm just being a big baby about the whole thing- I'm a 19 year old at university, I should be able to go on a night out without freaking out about something as stupid as my phone dying and getting stranded. 

Thanks! ",7.161581560283687,6.157718885106387,7.1615425531914925,78.59791666666669,64.40425531914894,9.875886524822695,36.1790780141844,8.841846274778883,2.993460992907801,938,39,183,12,12,301,131,235,0.171,0.77,0.059,-0.9805,2,1,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,2,18,11,3,0,10,0,16,0,0,2,3,41,37,17,1,2,13,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,9,16,0,0,6,0,0,4,3,7,0,0,2,0,16,4,38,26,5,33,0,2,0,0,10,18,0,4,10,118,25,0,0.12905398998291145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366101297532304,0.0,0.0,0.10738325796536972,0.0,0.0,0.08776113863826472,0.0,0.09872594910062313,0.0,0.0,0.1804751009015565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867011445775456,0.0,0.10981544019995852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16645829433753073,0.13304899693069772,0.0,0.0,0.1339376666049172,0.13483395179055105,0.0,0.0,0.11293601631353735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392931271254986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12331661791591295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26970153303625943,0.0,0.2933774262306192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412201713454155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25890334874405624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568624618505716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092469784119655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402175377233117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887568081173913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422168544838485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13542045326927007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13975289493197707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199773446981567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13914202866768918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110211402306385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748590555155287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935206649633788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163185826765766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881557502588848,0.0,0.0,0.08573773649210885,0.2480777574279792,0.0,0.0,0.07525241938373149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024370502796554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408417103224014,0.0,0.24880688208230906,0.0,0.0,0.1310605912573957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831065383477288
anxiety,lobstermebitch,2019/02/21,"Taking over the counter medicine to combat anxiety nausea and dizziness? Can't stop thinking about being anxious Thought I was having a heart attack recently. Went to the emergency room, they did cardiology tests and determined it was a panic attack.

  
I am currently having a cold burning sensation in my upper left chest and arm and it's moving around to different areas of my body, kind of numb. I also have some tightness in my chest. I've been in a constant state of anxiety for two days and this chest pain has persisted since Wednesday morning. All of my tests came back clean. Feel a teeny bit dizzy, maybe more lightheadedness. And am nauseous, more so nerves nausea not INTENSE nausea. I did vomit last night from a complete meltdown as I was crying so hard I was sobbing. I feel MUCH better than I did earlier, it's just that damn chest/numb pain that's moving around and the nausea. I cannot stop having anxiety about anxiety. I am super anxious that it's not just anxiety and they did miss something. When I got home from the emergency room, I felt fine, had a big breakfast and took a nap. However, now that I'm awake and still thinking about that experience and feeling these symptoms,  I don't know how to deal with it. I KNOW that I should feel fine when I  stop thinking about it but oh my god it is so hard to stop thinking about it. I know I'm making my anxiety worse by doing this but I'm stuck in this endless loop.

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I know that my chest pain will not be lifted until I stop thinking about it and with time but my nausea and dizziness is whats fucking with me the most. Even typing this, thinking about how **minor** my nausea and dizziness are, I can feel myself getting more nauseous and more dizziness. 

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Has anyone ever taken nausea medicine to combat nausea and lightheadedness like this? I don't know how else to control this and I don't want to end up BACK in the emergency room. I've eaten, I've slept, I've done yoga, I've drank some herbal tea. But I can't get my mind off of how I'm feeling. Any suggestions to deal with these symptoms so I can stop thinking about this and get back to feeling normal would be much appreciated.   


**TLDR: Went to hospital. Ran cardio tests. Everything is clean. They said I had a panic attack. Super anxious about being anxious and that I possibly have something other than anxiety. I have a dull burning chest sensation, kind of numb, and it seems to be sporadically traveling all over my body. I also have slight nervous nausea, am lightheaded, experiencing tightness in chest, and diarrhea. Is there anything I can take over the counter to ease some of these symptoms until my next therapy appointment?** 

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anxiety,burgundyblue,2019/02/21,Everyone wants everything Ever feel like everyone wants 100% of you dedicated to whatever they want? Work needs me 100%. Family needs me 100%. Random things that really don't matter demand 100%. Having a rough day and I want 100% of me to myself. End of rant.,1.8198214285714265,4.628757291666666,4.046785714285715,78.2625,90.66666666666666,8.576190476190476,17.273809523809522,8.841846274778883,2.060055952380953,202,5,35,7,7,69,35,48,0.073,0.738,0.189,0.61,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,11,9,1,0,6,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,5,9,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,19,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15407978001096526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21160691099386894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161114119454831,0.0,0.4565851749424331,0.21472051866293707,0.0,0.22522687813926198,0.0,0.12080210862330285,0.1706802258127315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672132365462153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543034416636743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305444091667833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15872386089160742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5636707234033086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739322542413764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sixfries,2019/02/21,"Is bloodwork required to get medication to deal with anxiety? I'm absolutely terrified of needles to the point where I have not gotten blood work or vaccines done in 11 years. I went to the ER last night for what turned out to be a panic attack and was sobbing in the lobby about possible bloodwork, and verbally lashed out at the people with me and the entirety of the staff and making everyone ensure no one would bring any needles near me before even speaking to the doctor about what I was experiencing. I do not think I will ever willingly get my blood drawn. I would have to be knocked unconscious and have them had done it while I was unconscious. It is not a fear I am willing to face.

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With that background, those who take medication, does it require bloodwork? 

I am curious about medication to relieve my symptoms but I do not want to inquire if I do need bloodwork. ",7.872328675981373,7.602840850299405,7.898163672654692,71.48614105123089,62.65269461077844,11.015036593479707,38.31603459747173,10.504223727775694,4.080842182302062,710,33,125,15,9,230,101,167,0.08199999999999999,0.868,0.05,-0.64,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,3,6,5,1,2,9,0,23,8,3,1,1,27,35,9,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,0,8,10,0,2,2,0,0,2,5,4,1,1,8,2,16,1,25,20,0,15,0,1,0,0,4,8,1,2,5,99,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664979938010079,0.1867220716137105,0.1044987437962962,0.0,0.11755473802175573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17481825326972844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075919169227238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15842379962642295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15728455698403782,0.13447491699904882,0.3145091282463067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149552102442884,0.13900048514705948,0.0,0.14683528337680574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729179552082486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605691986198554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252590119720285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257383165221716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4644096270049009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394203998108887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14420595158969626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041286507669604,0.0,0.0,0.18029496728667166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653326198268273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14526486547351292,0.17323631158720412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15971872010359206,0.11553836518577285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846352807658716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16714543238175505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063670366933098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424507317405092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118713144513252,0.0,0.0,0.2183210767738112,0.0,0.1867220716137105,0.09895642870351086
anxiety,Craigers1878,2019/02/21,"Worried I’m bad at my job May be a silly insignificant one, but I feel like I’m really bad at my job. I suspect that feeling like I’m bad at my job is actually making me bad at my job. 

Needed to get this off my chest. I can’t tell this to my wife or she will worry, she takes care of our 10 month old kid full time so she has enough on her plate without worrying about this. Plus she’s a classic over-thinker so this would seriously blindside her. 

Also I’m worried my dog (who is genuinely my best friend!) has arthritis which I’ve caused by taking her out running. 

Btw I run now to distract myself - so my dog went two years being a regular walk dog and then all of a sudden she’s expected to run about 20 miles (ish) a week",2.166655913978495,3.3036386064516168,4.140403225806452,88.38393817204302,75.83870967741936,7.231182795698925,24.52956989247312,7.793537801064563,1.0891827956989242,564,18,128,8,12,193,99,155,0.198,0.677,0.125,-0.9158,4,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,1,7,12,0,1,5,0,10,1,1,2,1,16,23,9,0,3,3,1,2,2,1,3,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,3,0,0,5,2,6,0,2,1,2,24,6,18,17,4,22,0,0,0,0,14,9,0,2,10,79,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.1202647344088996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985552063686274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41160193993249933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293330691979355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565167769126193,0.1266017143448322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734015212307104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246279757559555,0.17608575948737054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521513363001376,0.0,0.06438795907740716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4891878413791234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041795015343902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226384302349153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836921469518807,0.0,0.0,0.09138110510058232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931994127261295,0.0,0.08351080234561994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895087829710927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18532270431427944,0.0,0.10771743563833804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896739438081073,0.0,0.0,0.07186239759496157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038784479866987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885591785190204,0.0,0.0,0.11424497306696307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879923084856316,0.0,0.0,0.5006259410713816,0.0,0.0875463580678876,0.0,0.0,0.07936269890581776
anxiety,RK1733,2019/02/21,"I'm not good at plans changing, but they did and now i don't know what to do. So I had a panic attack because, three weeks ago I scheduled a appointment with my therapist. The appointment was right after school and everything was fine, but one of my teachers just put under tree ekstra lessons that exact day. 

Now I don't know what to do, my therapist is quite busy and won't have another time for the next couple of weeks and I don't think I can go so long without, but the lessons a pretty important for my finals. I'm just really lost I want to go to my therapist appointment, but I know I should cancel. 

I could just really use some advice.
",5.022232824427482,5.193593465648856,6.01915076335878,81.07391698473285,68.54198473282443,9.908778625954199,28.588740458015266,9.827888789773867,2.4758007633587797,508,16,104,11,8,169,77,131,0.13,0.789,0.081,-0.8145,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,5,7,5,1,1,6,0,15,0,0,1,1,26,26,10,0,3,9,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,6,0,0,3,6,3,0,2,5,0,16,2,13,18,1,18,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,12,72,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795994107302224,0.13421931412730728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15877070878337216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722552054523296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230052702593948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16017586233418554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089170332053015,0.16753663482438344,0.0,0.09764945939822887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608107804704134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16586656046678613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17210405276034688,0.12699882162230905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496394101503435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399656430594162,0.0,0.0,0.16528619209721504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16103043347962914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026019983374503,0.0,0.0,0.17765162419320696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540424022206561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15221282156500734,0.0,0.16104735363521072,0.0,0.0,0.1939992828773273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930666984868566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15323898187830712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5274097327083331,0.0,0.09701993322301826,0.0,0.0,0.08829068086363748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307730215493135,0.0,0.0,0.08930785956311814,0.0,0.24291024476356154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459576263627403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawayjob5699,2019/02/21,"Is something wrong with me?(21F) I got an internship working on a T.V set as a production assistant. My dad used to work in production and knows the owner of the company from college. I understood that the days were long and I was going to be on my feet all day. I was prepared, eager , and understood that I would get a lot of stress.


On the first day they had one production assistant, not even my supervisor show me around and explain things for ten minutes. One of my supervisors Meg is a woman, as soon as she meets me she takes a condescending tone with me and replies to me with “yeah girl” passive aggressively. She also implies that I’m useless a lot.


I try to always keep a positive attitude, don’t complain, am punctual,and try to be a team player. I respect my coworkers boundaries, I try to make conversation about where they’re from or where they went to school. I try ask if they need any help or what needs to be done during down time. I walk around set checking trash/areas during down time. I ask other departments if they need help sometimes. I feel like I’m doing the same amount of work as my coworkers, but my supervisor nitpicks me a lot.


On my third day in I had only done one run. Usually what they mean by “runs” is going out to buy stuff needed on set or get coffee/lunch for the higher ups. When asked to get lunch by my other supervisor Matt Meg rolled her eyes and gave three names of other people she’d rather go on the run. Finally she lets me go but is passive aggressive. It takes 30 minutes to get to the restaurant as soon as I get there at 30 minutes she texts me asking if I have gotten the food. I say no she says hurry up.


I get the food, get back as fast as I can while she’s constantly calling and texting me checking where I am. When I get back she grabs the food quickly in a condescending tone says “thanks girl”.she told me to ask questions, that they want me to learn. But whenever I ask questions I get a “just figure it OUT” or her rolling her eyes at me, then explaining to me like I’m five. I ask for feedback from my other supervisors and coworkers, they say I’m doing a good job. I always take criticism seriously and want to do the best job. 


She constantly whispers about me to my supervisor Matt. Sometimes I get confused about names of places on set or where stuff is. If I don’t know where stuff is immediately she’ll whisper to him “OH “MY GOD SHES SO SLOW SHE DOESNT KNOW WHERE STUFF IS”. I’ve never worked on a set before and I explained this to them. My supervisor Matt has a dog in the office that I have to walk sometimes. The dog is huge,it yanked me forward, and I got scraped up bad.


When Meg saw she was annoyed and told me to go to the medic then get back to work. Every time I enter a room I feel like Matt and Meg give me dirty looks and ignore me. I’m a reserved person, I like to keep to myself. I do try to take interest in my coworkers and learn a little bit about them but I feel guarded. On my last day of shooting I felt so uncomfortable. They said bye and thank you to me in a condescending tone.


I sent an email to the owner of the company thanking them for the opportunity and educational experience. Only a couple of paragraphs.The owner responded right away saying that I was a good team player and thanks for the help on set. My supervisors ignored my email.


What did I do wrong? Am I a bad employee? What could I improve on in my next job? Did I mess up?


Tl;dr: I feel like one of my supervisors nitpicks everything I do, but I don’t know if it’s maybe because I’m not good enough.",2.638470546009245,4.4557927719054256,4.179195342994301,85.75495569563462,76.07927677329623,7.420350845708648,25.226815918165908,8.259297600419973,1.5304896854950871,2789,98,582,50,62,929,283,719,0.079,0.8079999999999999,0.113,0.9702,4,0,1,1,0,0,71.0,0,1,11,10,28,32,3,2,42,1,45,9,3,2,2,88,119,50,0,14,19,1,6,5,0,2,2,8,1,3,23,25,4,5,20,3,3,15,8,15,0,9,24,18,112,17,94,87,9,93,0,1,4,0,75,42,0,16,38,391,135,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04293419742466408,0.0893452739375899,0.0,0.0,0.03650961575052624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558723409717963,0.351336600280678,0.0,0.050441553097233374,0.12384805263752555,0.08965431457440504,0.032727647959779574,0.0,0.04568445199533081,0.0,0.056342142958055876,0.0,0.058613286112903375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05482135264228802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160351024738182,0.0,0.042865422712272484,0.05940464460574145,0.0,0.17312128292343815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098827316497619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055473956504027484,0.0,0.03546035424334635,0.0,0.045234374652694635,0.0,0.04825122629103999,0.05251707200423444,0.0,0.0,0.10858486959539737,0.11506394801547368,0.0515488072189611,0.05881247457808018,0.0,0.04566690370823088,0.1947588798421072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085468534363134,0.05150232960294646,0.1525603653814736,0.13509259998679193,0.08587824260987334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795761105808126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15983088159461978,0.09544055175468964,0.0,0.0,0.1180218718937744,0.04376280738172294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05489951929753842,0.0,0.13114599004601304,0.05380938411739137,0.0,0.047512105572185784,0.04508431770826593,0.0,0.0,0.13693060822649333,0.0,0.0,0.035837092807371594,0.0,0.053936715703678695,0.058481866594531376,0.0,0.05408491501692452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15923560212933766,0.04140742131212236,0.0,0.05709769497037565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14552125279259898,0.08166414050946616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037220432689792284,0.046878206925911776,0.05609243278267626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028547904782864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04584917666255496,0.051069491101708005,0.21347388064144895,0.0,0.05433502509924841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041331571445912006,0.15929612952962516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06149931262915001,0.0,0.24583922140462144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16146648903643776,0.0,0.0,0.1977144351899572,0.0,0.0,0.03566785781516677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093917545691445,0.0,0.0,0.1026021860158824,0.0,0.1822528132164312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04636911131287269,0.0591296412760969,0.0,0.06333303355899042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049769224875712025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19542716762634132,0.0,0.0,0.03813834661395949,0.11739858989149707,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vdjak,2019/02/21,"Does anyone else have an intense fear of passing out? I've been anxious my whole life, but in the last 10 or so years, I developed a fear of passing out. Because of this, I began worrying if my breakfasts were ""filling"" enough and constantly drinking water. It sounds ""healthy"" but it feels more like a burden on my mind and something I do based more in fear than for my actual health. Has anyone else experienced this?",6.144683544303796,6.8879862531645575,6.106177215189878,79.42584810126583,66.21518987341773,8.851645569620256,33.52151898734177,8.841846274778883,2.8063802531645567,330,14,60,5,5,104,58,79,0.222,0.7240000000000001,0.054000000000000006,-0.9441,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,4,0,5,5,0,0,0,10,7,7,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,4,3,0,1,1,0,3,0,4,0,0,3,3,7,1,10,4,4,12,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,5,41,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.16612541930014904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19231780764939932,0.0,0.2380654230699248,0.34885304343246604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377406073074104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18396424004887255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14897434809126245,0.0,0.0,0.16676610922843507,0.0,0.0,0.2844200514752033,0.0,0.0,0.17589891391823095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5746872403856215,0.08607625016072387,0.12161636896884025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18095251542560795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13876476050340728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024246080687867,0.08316853048745505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171889458823776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105570588501048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900620028087975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17288254695314206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962616512081057
anxiety,Keebcookster,2019/02/21,"This shit is annoying For years I have constantly battled with anxiety and bipolar. I take medicine for the bipolar but the anxiety has always been there. ALWAYS. It will not go away and it’s stressing me out. It doesn’t matter what is said or done, I over analyze everything and tend to make people very upset with me because of it. 
I’m seeing a pattern in my relationships and friendships. Granted a few of those relationships were shitty all the way around. I’m dating someone I’ve known for a few years and I’m extremely happy in our relationship, yet here goes the anxiety that looks for something to be wrong. It’s like my mind will not let me except happiness so I create my own situations of what I think could be happening. 

Example: my boyfriend is going to pick up his son from school and he had on these really nice jeans. I assumed he was wearing it for someone else knowing damn well he’s going to get his son. Stupid I know. 

I’m annoyed and almost in tears because I’m not sure what to do. I’ve done therapy, medicine and all types of practices to allow myself to ease up but it’s like I can’t. ",2.411415055532704,4.746654248868783,3.9186774989716175,84.85967811600167,78.90950226244344,7.095104895104893,26.335047305635534,8.150884317080207,1.8756407239819004,883,36,171,17,22,292,131,221,0.171,0.6709999999999999,0.158,-0.0834,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,0,6,16,6,2,7,0,20,4,2,3,3,34,39,12,0,1,7,2,0,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,14,12,0,0,5,0,0,3,5,9,1,0,7,3,19,7,30,26,5,19,0,0,2,0,12,10,2,3,7,114,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651878516102422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21026250752007533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899665088652473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247607535581976,0.0,0.0,0.11870764921309515,0.0,0.0,0.1540405445522362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653677766736974,0.0,0.1008782095367039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585947490179885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554713601430088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355299932215225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601136165530139,0.0,0.2154186129354399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172869002398914,0.2689985577468623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887457966681294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291988941374841,0.0,0.12345402729433455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610009095493343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433794719988377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127574972269347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759345809163475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094145326160622,0.0,0.0,0.4069498398109476,0.0,0.0,0.1201854198166104,0.0,0.0,0.12787043029846892,0.10068261098754556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969390822788202,0.0,0.1420199003318914,0.0,0.0,0.21410767846829376,0.09726848963531234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14473065126196574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908103739007304,0.0,0.09499760694947168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444893944112548,0.0,0.0,0.08095838576249564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424993185059993,0.0,0.10028877621549924,0.0,0.0,0.11360158948640432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814117301352702,0.0,0.16272731406549473
anxiety,GrumpyLadyNinjaCat,2019/02/21,"Can't get out the house Hi everyone,

I'm new here. I'm having really bad anxiety since mid-december. I'm currently on a sick leave at work because it's out of control. I'm having 3-5 panic attacks a day. 
At first, I was able to go see some friends if I take a Uber and not the bus/subway. Now it's not possible. Just the thought of getting out my house give me a panic attack (probably because all the other times I went out I had to come back because I was doing big attacks). I started therapy this week, and I'm on Lexapro for 10 days now. 

I want to know, from people who are/were in the same situation, how do you manage? I can't stay in my house forever. I know it will takes time, but how can I improve the problem? 

I'm glad I foung this subreddit. You guys are all strong <3 ",0.8096428571428547,2.5908223452380987,3.325238095238096,89.92392857142859,81.5,6.8190476190476215,24.190476190476193,7.8658589789855275,1.2566119047619049,606,23,137,11,16,211,107,168,0.121,0.782,0.097,0.2202,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,0,4,7,10,3,2,10,0,12,1,0,3,2,24,32,6,0,3,5,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,7,7,0,1,3,0,0,3,4,7,0,1,5,1,16,3,17,26,4,27,0,0,1,0,7,11,0,2,12,80,23,2,0.12477621652657316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545346411530517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4258528787353712,0.0,0.0959452085327375,0.10418292889364243,0.2281872703908854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748366209637307,0.0,0.0,0.1399471367715965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16094067436159104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922902205842766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613458603554338,0.0,0.0,0.09640179536764262,0.0,0.13038084637343286,0.1196967166243335,0.07091319932108978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354807165012438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4319250032884584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371474908460675,0.0,0.0,0.1321199970382463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050964745118335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29279601111243064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650411774869042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066643616267271,0.0,0.0,0.13452986536321082,0.11939398781980493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993483938454968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943048974046606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321617571262502,0.14025369529440312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831724827717043,0.13299484481344584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18763237247247586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269247795323445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905837828346327,0.14551603056079554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359624534766855,0.0,0.10008795451225973,0.0,0.0,0.1156688027995537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083857170891174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThisMoment77,2019/02/21,"How do you manage to be in the moment always and not overthink? Walking down the street. Brain: ""Just walk forward and SHOW these people on the street that I am walking with purpose and I do not focus on them wha.. THIS LADY JUST SCRATCHED HER HEAD! Calm down she is probably just thinking of something and not how awkward you look Mr. ExpertOnBodyLanguages. So, I'm basically just 4 minutes away from home, yeah this was no big deal! :)""

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In the bus. Just as I enter. Brain: ""Well everyone has basically figured out you are an awkward mess. Lets see, all the seats next to windows are taken.. guess I'm standing! It's only 20 minutes anyway. Just avoid eye contact, why should you look at someone, is there a reason? I proved that looking at someone for some reason makes you awkward. Bummer can't look around. Gotta look at that point on bus window, surely I seem focused not awkward, right? Surely this is normal. Yea I got this. ""

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Sitting in coffee shop with a group of fellow humans. Brain: ""This guy is speaking very often and it is for longer periods of time, how can anyone stay focused so long. I don't really like being here actually, gotta sit this one out tho'. Wait am I not supposed to be with them talking, I've been silent for some time, but I'm sure they didn't notice, I was making sure to look at the speakers eye occasionally and nod or smile to indicate I'm paying attention. Huh I should say something.. Let me try not to say something just to say something, but I wouldn't like to get ignored that, then I would come of as weird.""

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Just a few examples of me overthinking, what I'm basically trying to accomplish is to not overthink, but reach confidence instead. I didn't mention any girls here, let me tell you, brain would be working some overtime that is for sure. So to finish off my post, out of the box advice, general advice, basically any advice regarding this is very welcome. Thanks for reading!",2.7733243243243244,5.441681508108113,3.644527027027028,85.4084121621622,79.86486486486487,5.754054054054056,25.466216216216218,7.066338657993696,1.3027351351351362,1538,60,279,19,40,490,198,370,0.046,0.8320000000000001,0.122,0.9813,0,1,4,0,0,0,76.0,0,6,3,2,23,19,0,5,11,3,35,7,7,7,7,66,60,20,0,6,19,0,1,2,1,7,0,5,3,4,16,14,0,3,7,3,2,6,13,8,1,1,7,15,28,11,46,39,5,42,0,0,9,0,27,24,0,7,11,183,44,5,0.0,0.0,0.07128496369719202,0.0,0.0,0.21414694219157715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060782344543087514,0.23744460752716184,0.2662863857925217,0.0993511999407758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05107732793870221,0.0,0.0,0.06502880276436324,0.0,0.0,0.06863162928541996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261858936853327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06292496030504934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530997034157659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698011338086849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038164914660382784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05842369384545632,0.0,0.08047134465301994,0.0723296671579615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496900909366606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327377118598577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240916402264629,0.0,0.07137577983578004,0.0,0.0,0.06464577349381499,0.368054905871982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975211077851455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768808836446678,0.0,0.07157218606999925,0.0,0.08316639399526017,0.0,0.0,0.049499668733233984,0.05555680459079222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05064274950623715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905460376711442,0.0,0.06996043253242562,0.0,0.07875882038921825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306843716140303,0.0,0.04679684797819157,0.15021239625816096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06238316432645274,0.0,0.1742737010106951,0.0,0.0,0.05821033167273864,0.06650076488174783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237878006447525,0.2249457373996097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778601618835675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442375309112414,0.0,0.0,0.05871375323165594,0.06384775659110695,0.06725340015887414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04680663761796307,0.0,0.0,0.08519053285118193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919050263011077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205456046552961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567952636202387,0.0,0.06591506191791477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05318030114963425,0.0,0.0,0.10378335739672867,0.0,0.2662863857925217,0.0
anxiety,f_society_dat,2019/02/21,"I fuckin' love this community. So, today I went out tonight with 20-25 random people in my friend's b'day party and it was kinda hard for me to hangout with that much of people in a room, surely alcohol helps but I'd say this community helped me much more to make through it and my social anxiety. I'm very drunk as well as stoned right now and I just wanted to remind y'all despite being mostly strangers to each other, we are all in together. In trench you're not alone ",3.776517857142857,4.948709687500006,5.000238095238097,83.64000000000003,71.91666666666666,7.5690476190476215,24.130952380952376,7.957251820313856,1.222195238095238,374,10,75,5,7,124,74,96,0.068,0.794,0.138,0.6920000000000001,0,1,1,0,0,0,7.0,1,1,0,0,4,5,1,0,1,0,3,4,0,1,2,18,8,7,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,6,8,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,2,9,4,16,5,6,11,0,0,0,2,8,7,1,3,3,50,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475273649953606,0.0,0.2398846149276403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771858207280024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493733398760135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17894616387347953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20748269337959735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104950213027413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20904273618099584,0.0,0.15460566585713026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405292327625101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211471315726898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19779903813674893,0.0,0.18419056276176435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23610362998652926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21829560343716115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21954515186592366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19110768834725275,0.13661328329241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082508522924792,0.2147106126175488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mirasinkclair,2019/02/21,"fear of MRI I’ve been suspected of multiple sceloris, and have to get two MRI’s done. 

I’ve had one before, but it was only 10 minutes long and it was a open one. I did pretty well. 

Tried to do another, had a panic attack 5 minutes in, this one was a normal MRI (not open one) and I just couldn’t handle it. What really set my anxiety off was that the machine made a beeping noise (that I could feel, very scary to me). everytime I swallowed, also wasn’t allowed to move my eyes, even if they were closed.

Next one is being scheduled, I’ve got an Xanax prescribed for that one but I’m afraid to take it as I’ve never had one before. Also have to use contrast which I’ve heard gives you a metallic taste, and penny/metallic taste in the mouth is actually my worst fear. 

Don’t know how this is going to go, but will keep you updated. ",3.3387379576107885,4.068886953757228,4.697239884393063,87.06335500963392,72.52601156069363,7.616377649325628,25.399325626204238,7.793537801064563,1.208472447013487,645,19,140,8,12,215,105,173,0.16399999999999998,0.797,0.039,-0.973,2,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,1,0,6,7,1,4,8,0,23,9,2,4,1,25,36,12,0,4,6,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,11,7,3,1,3,0,0,3,5,6,1,8,15,5,11,1,14,17,1,15,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,1,5,92,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.12964933655487326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124915035570995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931222309576166,0.1016352957646626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15114409827396574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22610316428305596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607556061486913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595891075051275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775084247303819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990022829595949,0.06717652706902234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941233618930624,0.12744860869038402,0.15101147042523735,0.0,0.10625793650290956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808946922938696,0.0,0.0,0.07301477177760393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757432717721746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571257304785816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412060409917874,0.0,0.0,0.10246756363006602,0.0,0.1412950023718149,0.0,0.13017172147515396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6301917283352433,0.1010437893593074,0.0,0.1558791473098241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13516340431314222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511164176226955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989198321932714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020123032653543,0.0,0.12978205360143868,0.0,0.0,0.11474585263609267,0.0,0.10962099759602463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945446243399192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alyssabuzzi,2019/02/21,"Beat an attack today! So, chipotle has the order line where you have to go up at talk to people and that has always been a massive source of anxiety for me and I usually just refuse. Today, I did it! I had to force myself to do it but I fought through it and did it!!! ",0.1768421052631588,2.1284227368421083,2.606228070175437,93.29776315789472,84.78947368421052,5.203508771929825,18.271929824561404,6.42735559955562,-0.10888070175438624,204,5,46,2,6,70,43,57,0.16,0.84,0.0,-0.7974,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,3,2,2,0,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,6,10,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,5,0,7,0,9,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,39,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800428348962968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574655974107445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3828827895313209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912734063318725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333266221512107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705122026140146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6380343918215055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706705825520454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dollystarlust,2019/02/21,"I just called the doctor for the first time in years. i have gad, panic attacks, and manic depression, and have been seeing a psychiatrist at a local clinic for the last year or so. i've been really needing to see a doctor about physical medical stuff but i've been putting it off, which was easy because i didn't have insurance. now i do, but doctors and medicine are like. my Number One Anxiety. 

one of my main physical problems is sciatic pain, and it got so bad last night that i had trouble walking.

so today i said ""i can do this"" and called a new doctors office, but they were busy so i had to leave a message and now i'm waiting on a callback like an anxious mess.

i know this is important but i want to just forget i tried to call and not answer when they call back. 
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anxiety,snooch_flute,2019/02/21,"Runined Relationship I’ve never posted before so I may be posting all wrong but I need to get this out so please excuse me if it’s wrong. I ruined my relationship today because of my separation anxiety. I turned mean because for so long I felt like I was single even though we were together. He started working on getting better but the anxiety never went away. We blew up today and he moved out. Now it’s even worse than it’s been in a long time.  I don’t know if it’s totally ruined but I’m scared that it is. And all I want is for him to come home, hug me, and tell me it’s gonna be okay. I’m scared that that’s not gonna happen though. I’m scared that I’ve lost him forever and I absolutely hate myself for it. I can’t breathe, I can’t think, I feel like running away but I don’t know where I’d go. I’m so lost and so scared about us and about how I’m going to survive being away from him. I feel so stupid for feeling this way but I can’t stop. I don’t know what to do anymore. ",-0.09784204228161286,1.7919397064220206,2.4505584363781416,94.37511567610693,85.42201834862385,5.442680494615078,19.111288392500995,6.7026698264267655,-0.001977901874750554,768,21,184,9,23,265,110,218,0.244,0.643,0.113,-0.9875,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,3,0,0,5,15,17,2,4,2,1,16,2,1,1,5,38,46,22,0,4,8,0,4,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,14,11,0,1,9,0,0,6,9,12,0,0,7,4,28,5,21,33,4,28,0,4,0,1,12,9,0,3,12,114,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16221977444839442,0.0,0.10514967458413736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988458105111154,0.0,0.0,0.12926538908386925,0.0,0.09022063653210287,0.0,0.0,0.0937717131884932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133233447189984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400588424182277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16083036391111902,0.07574526400443518,0.10180194785395837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078881048015182,0.0,0.1205144654088748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375877389789657,0.0,0.0,0.10467909532203906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635309971643947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17480796981084906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359826316221042,0.0,0.0,0.1876600121258402,0.0,0.0,0.2314806276851828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11549380586382885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112689257939872,0.0,0.0786172141462364,0.16354815455877464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11638512142516888,0.0,0.0,0.2030879190983788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22766529653471346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4246035942140539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750460144543264,0.0,0.0,0.08864279765459925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092671725687072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793742040844439,0.2083407516529148,0.0,0.06182483232793686,0.0,0.2010012137009568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532625055074194,0.0,0.0,0.12753667531625346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06253710345245189,0.08415880193052334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982875125317259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718846429729101,0.0,0.10804993495249594,0.0,0.2318463951163232,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pomegranateszn,2019/02/21,Substitute for Anxiety Attack Naps? I’m pretty sure I just had an anxiety attack. I’m at the point where I’ve tired myself out but I’m at work and cannot take a nap or go home. Any tips?,-2.057142857142857,-0.2925352857142851,1.3595238095238111,96.00214285714287,104.23809523809523,5.257142857142857,13.142857142857142,6.868970318607317,-0.28822857142857083,146,3,35,3,7,52,33,42,0.223,0.685,0.092,-0.5204,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,2,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,6,7,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,4,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,0,16,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783233634497994,0.0,0.4012058999362344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5966421754551617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490296565696537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630350783548664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24788928996903026,0.0,0.0,0.2667791482176897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471458598359734,0.0,0.1971620819440748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30139138045330266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909043912087442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LuckyCharms285,2019/02/21,"Fear of getting sick? I’m not scared of having a cold or a cough, but I have a horrible fear of v*miting. Emetophobia. It causes horrible problems in my everyday life. I can’t eat normally because I’m so afraid of getting food poisoning and I won’t go near anyone who says they’ve been sick, even if it’s not contagious. I’ve lost a lot of weight because of this and I’m really upset about the way I look. I love food, it’s one of my favorite things ever, but I hate being afraid of it. I’m going to go back on Zoloft (which helped a lot in the past) but I just want to live normally without medication you know? Every time I try to explain this to anybody they think I’m nuts and I should just eat but I’m scared. I do eat, but not nearly enough as much as I should. It’s a horrible cycle. I get a tiny stomach ache, and that causes me to have a small panic attack, but the panic attack makes the stomach ache worse and makes me nauseous and that causes me to have a full blown panic attack. The worst part is, not eating a lot causes stomach aches and I know that, but it’s still hard for me to eat because of the fear. I just want to know if there is anyone else with these same problems? ",1.4779161614411933,3.273913091633468,3.333816040187081,90.59810150701544,79.4382470119522,6.118205439113113,21.271609215312658,7.079830092131019,0.4965134592066516,930,26,203,11,23,312,121,251,0.338,0.588,0.07400000000000001,-0.9981,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,1,1,10,21,5,11,16,0,13,19,3,6,1,50,38,20,0,10,18,0,2,0,0,3,7,1,0,0,15,8,8,0,5,0,0,3,7,20,0,1,2,5,22,1,28,32,9,17,0,1,1,1,7,7,0,6,6,134,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173485743155866,0.08597932191192069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863912435400967,0.0,0.06452432038267278,0.0,0.1534587163560671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448092172991731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4293224210924672,0.07009898186175814,0.0,0.0,0.08670510192444733,0.0,0.05542409128007903,0.07590458671483279,0.07070076323951725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28327813198140633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20293713292501026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13152405886365195,0.0,0.14306996865173566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517003532393751,0.0828472324070805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056245466402666484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383500349995881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059270603710226875,0.0,0.0,0.0740971791731625,0.0,0.07046622610748092,0.0,0.09160152416570222,0.2140208323160203,0.07573523172937181,0.0,0.1120258579109439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453404740974357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06168609544883692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16443487423703512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05686197564905756,0.0,0.0,0.2953633211606517,0.0,0.09087016931875304,0.08010495379454421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16058781964544694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05375715228578922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667314024298243,0.16802415297205592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06701344876514179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05574841677402628,0.05376839798242812,0.0,0.0,0.048930650734454566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05697177465537604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989887413117547,0.06660664960075915,0.0,0.10218406595441358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088964279951105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551505002063857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,athrowawayguy2019,2019/02/21,"Confused about symptoms. Would love some help. Hi, 

I’ve been suffering from health anxiety recently. I’m trying to tame it at the moment, but I’m just a little confused about the current symptoms I’m having.

In the last few months I’ve had some stomach/digestive issues that the doctor put down to Gastritis and IBS. However, it’s triggered a pretty brutal episode of Health Anxiety which has caused quite a few panic attacks. 

At the moment, I seem to be free of any major stomach/digestive pain, which is great. However, I’m currently experiencing what I can only be described as an uncomfortable tingling/tickling sensation that seems to be concentrated in the region just below my ribs but can sometimes travel down into my bowels. It’s almost like the nerves have become super-sensitive. 

The sensation sometimes spreads to my legs and causes me an overwhelming urge to twitch them up and down. The sensation also often spreads to my mouth and comes with a strange metallic taste. I occasionally also feel the need to cough, like there’s a dry, sensitive/breathless sensation in my lungs. I have also been getting dull headaches quite frequently. 

I just wondered if anyone else had experienced anything similar, as these sensations are causing me to feel pretty depressed, confused and, you guessed it, anxious. Thanks. ",6.798194444444448,9.097942047413797,6.678908045977013,70.13467432950195,66.02586206896552,9.465900383141763,36.1647509578544,9.861636050157227,4.171142911877396,1073,54,157,25,18,339,140,232,0.184,0.693,0.123,-0.9188,5,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,1,2,10,17,2,5,17,0,16,15,5,4,0,33,31,13,0,3,6,0,2,2,0,1,8,0,0,0,10,8,1,0,5,1,1,3,0,11,0,0,4,5,14,7,28,23,5,23,0,4,0,1,5,12,0,12,10,105,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188564671188384,0.0,0.0,0.2847624116674696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071705737145905,0.0,0.18160357126752769,0.13409220796333698,0.0,0.08299470186704745,0.1216176375457329,0.09767634001953222,0.0,0.0,0.13503334553243754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13108993085938142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3657991376247228,0.0,0.10224572293172424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223231991551072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148994474491548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915491747099034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003209248617965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062013535982560986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308622841902102,0.13075655144554352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523356794309354,0.0,0.0,0.07955913810948292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123887336276692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675273106964233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597731923462665,0.118964142887857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712738548159914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947416709969426,0.0,0.0,0.08801126065307409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027332908315346,0.12630045439969728,0.13926367618956406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415121316199071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932183108709027,0.0,0.2524946969631793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719755514786405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21611197680171804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347859061596907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246740288457986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927893296277276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058650017585274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872028169656408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843179268915529,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,davejholmes,2019/02/21,"No real direction I am not sure why I am writing this but only to get it out of my head. I have had GAD and agoraphobia diagnosed for two years now. In that two years I've lost two jobs due to it and have tried numerous medications, diet, exercise, meditation and even weed. All of which leaves me where I am today. I lost 75lbs since May of last year. I thought I had developed a system to keep my anxiety manageable but I've stumbled yet again. My physicist scolded me for using weed but I explained to her that for the last two years I've been unemployed and with no insurance left to figure out on my own how to combat what at times feels like an impossible disorder. I explained that when your feeling like this, you become desperate and are willing to try just about anything. She told me as a 39 year old man I should know better and basically belittled my attempt at a decent nights sleep. She also forgot about a bad reaction I had told her about previously to a medication my pmd had put me on and was going to prescribe it again until I reminded her. All of this is telling me I need to find a new doctor.  At the end of the day I am not sure what I am going to do. I just went on medicaid and public assistance for the first time in my life and as humbling and yes, humiliating it is to admit, that should give you an idea of how lost I feel about this often stigmatized mental illness. . ",5.857214285714285,5.649907864285716,6.954285714285718,76.37321428571431,66.78571428571429,10.571428571428571,31.785714285714285,10.270032843473604,3.0505714285714287,1102,40,221,25,16,373,155,280,0.149,0.79,0.061,-0.9752,3,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,0,6,17,9,0,0,12,1,21,10,2,3,4,47,43,20,0,3,7,0,3,2,0,4,7,0,0,1,15,13,1,2,11,1,0,4,4,4,0,5,14,3,37,5,40,25,3,40,0,3,0,0,18,12,0,2,25,163,52,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273661316070254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914631887288492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513844413482136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638445328046705,0.0,0.1142630114199327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150161795637546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667228897908442,0.0,0.0,0.10500932687872057,0.0,0.0,0.11857367698594802,0.1058952953349721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163450648891182,0.0,0.0,0.06833409700323934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15693686309002924,0.14782313286751614,0.0,0.0,0.09456020969415714,0.08800269186316369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054053376363182935,0.09924788576078336,0.11759696178199773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617940850058677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679330713958536,0.0,0.0,0.10266769936972972,0.09195965551967633,0.0,0.0,0.05685869624389284,0.16866678230197651,0.0,0.10954878916119913,0.11240916955793494,0.0,0.07307658258045192,0.101090279514866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388151592609066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20844934620877065,0.10426295345261967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07671399027490748,0.0,0.09992193654605123,0.0,0.09708983593475956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085634574698924,0.0,0.0,0.07868569587551599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400548431730107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775968697269708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558285895127905,0.0,0.10353432782189263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19501891705780147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042825976882148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213537420897797,0.1206562617986174,0.0,0.09806761356627117,0.19772018304834832,0.0,0.1404845685632902,0.0,0.4042600248678051,0.0,0.0,0.08935588541116696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590809547739013,0.09335620638895513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331229856188573
anxiety,morimushroom,2019/02/21,"How many of you are cold all the time and never notice it? My body feels stiff all the time as well and it seems like every sensation is dulled to the point that I don't notice it.  I'm not in any pain, and I don't have arthritis according to doctors I've been.  Can this be related to anxiety?",3.56547619047619,3.693430269841272,4.974722222222223,87.44875,71.69841269841271,8.839682539682537,25.273809523809533,8.841846274778883,1.471257142857143,229,6,53,4,4,77,47,63,0.066,0.8140000000000001,0.12,0.5365,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,8,4,1,1,3,11,11,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,2,4,2,6,9,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,35,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681072203167057,0.0,0.18911040961811387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745879539553901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530238040456545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082800607267236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499378739607195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207714044046045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506260905804813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19065899090332872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5628868630330094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630425216836192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336877158259005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22504526849941395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28829332073388464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222661148535577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,modernparadigm,2019/02/21,"I can't take serotonergic meds; any luck with things like beta blockers, or Welbutrin etc? I am extremely susceptible to serotonin syndrome. And so, I can't take anything that acts on serotonin, especially SSRI/SNRIs.  
Also, I don't want to be on a benzo. I currently take Gabapentin, and it helps, though it makes me feel spacey as hell, and I think I need to discontinue.  


I'm considering Welbutrin (NDRI), though I've heard this may exacerbate anxiety. Also I know that beta blockers can lower the heart rate.

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Anyone take these types of medications? How did it go for you?",5.0762473794549265,7.425284150943397,5.701446540880504,75.16357442348009,70.69811320754717,8.484696016771489,30.645702306079663,9.150863307647796,2.9298104821802937,464,20,79,10,9,150,77,106,0.1,0.821,0.079,-0.2874,2,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,0,6,3,1,0,2,0,8,2,1,2,0,16,21,11,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,8,4,0,2,3,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,2,10,2,9,17,1,5,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,3,2,48,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28976899816391216,0.0,0.1963015695198184,0.220145810078472,0.12320429184617684,0.0,0.1385973431352061,0.0,0.0,0.12668082563339014,0.0,0.1490904734900313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020565061461612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916068389703442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029651580507118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21469164257813786,0.12143687579642795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956829762596922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.088512291898618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093481540118088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20124307779778666,0.1825133876990967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433796271028847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5448801371823822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036371989821358,0.11608875675098827,0.35600437423948833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686091033419194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220145810078472,0.0
anxiety,Quakeing-Thunder,2019/02/21,"Does Anyone Else? I get into this mindset that I like to call “Snowball Thinking “ where a problem/worry starts off small and starts to get bigger and bigger like a snowball rolling down a hill. For example: “If I get a bad grade on this assignment , it will lower my grade, if my grade is lowered I risk failing the class, If I fail the class I’ll have to take it again next semester, if I have to take it again next semester I’ll need to find somewhere to live, I may not be able to find somewhere to live at this point because housing fills up fast...”

Does anyone else deal with this? Or am I the only one?",5.391567944250873,5.030894056910572,5.653101045296168,85.82926829268294,67.78048780487805,8.329384436701512,30.579558652729386,7.447530270364453,1.7208290360046463,471,16,100,4,7,150,71,123,0.13699999999999998,0.8220000000000001,0.041,-0.8919,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,3,6,0,1,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,15,16,7,0,5,6,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,0,0,10,2,16,13,0,19,0,2,0,0,2,11,0,6,9,60,18,8,0.1561450585067044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21836051092266406,0.31997812961887045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037460166964715,0.09518457837965168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944156279947755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097869901390127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732871858843954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26087832057213106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854275093377633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447380452603842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18017043307988034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15256917678963966,0.0,0.27575789474301066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577958237586905,0.0,0.0,0.3321240822978938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580793271001937,0.11875535316016217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14760755083199795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14940973314014455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22104055217050184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348033030094884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005144862997012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857288637506756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Elysium20,2019/02/21,"Need help getting over this I""ve suffered with depression and anxiety about  2 years now. I have been on lexapro 15mg and am going to see a psychologist soon but I need help coping at work at the minute.

About 3 weeks ago a girl who works in the same office as me came onto me. I took her out for coffee and thought that went terrible but she said thanks to me and gave me her number so I could take her for dinner. I took her out and thought it went well but she went cold on me for the next week. She didn't reach out to me and just smiled and said hi as I'd walk by her. I started researching this online and read some posts about how I should have been flirting better and escalating more with touch etc. This made me feel terrible. I'm a very nervous guy and that clearly turned her off me.

This week she opened up a bit more to me but the attraction is definitely dead now. Any time I see her now I almost go into an anxiety attack. If I see other guys flirting with her that makes it even worse. I can't help but feel like shit because she was clearly physically attracted to me but I fucked it up by being a nervous, shy guy.

Clearly I'm not here for dating advice but I want to be able to move on from this and not let it ruin my work life.",2.106148507980567,3.663219351145038,3.376682859125605,92.06482997918111,76.86259541984735,6.595697432338652,21.832755031228317,7.348242739294969,0.5187954198473284,978,26,222,12,22,318,146,262,0.163,0.644,0.193,0.8135,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,4,13,18,3,2,10,0,14,4,1,3,3,49,45,23,1,6,11,0,3,1,0,1,1,2,0,4,14,20,1,0,4,1,0,10,4,10,1,0,16,9,37,8,37,24,6,40,0,3,3,1,25,16,2,3,14,148,51,5,0.10927505414578303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678231820930932,0.09686574222075432,0.0,0.10942318197813404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431078402040737,0.0,0.16719023464509594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431614954984856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661305875288627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664490524886184,0.1193000571363046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249815507361885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724723894332506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411844401345756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187057092858433,0.07217514266570899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050550144822288,0.07806612051593563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102302672301276,0.05709170562963688,0.0,0.12420706303131901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32459845141159305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21973429612390785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174114647549427,0.07718420239044875,0.05338627175944083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339869839301363,0.07294194717701187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614208897166554,0.0,0.16205213605982935,0.0,0.0,0.1162152597825007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046552954567318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093046255273508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20789120045649567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612342107957059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216927275592302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734544576000227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216124126934464,0.0,0.0,0.10060578829089684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735043736995123,0.06371916283911333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428172118132898,0.0,0.11885987978889405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016336387974153,0.06445325815420992,0.0,0.2629615711982726,0.0,0.09825139708348644,0.3038972099191827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386606226332308,0.0,0.11136061580360523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703695521465022
anxiety,Kerfluffle2x4,2019/02/21,"Maybe if I work out so much and so long and pass out from exhaustion, my mind will be just as tired as my body and simply won’t have the energy to frantically worry It’s a strategy. Maybe not a long term one, but one that works for the day at least",8.991111111111113,4.227279962962964,9.143703703703702,77.59666666666669,64.18518518518519,13.762962962962966,32.55555555555556,11.20814326018867,2.886622222222221,194,3,48,4,2,65,43,54,0.139,0.8320000000000001,0.029,-0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,4,0,4,3,1,0,0,10,4,9,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,0,0,3,0,8,1,3,8,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,4,34,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719045718679169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15786817604279546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4332598118482535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4918454153117741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247166360012085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17994753585242232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33174971854832397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813480935835543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.356417535514962,0.2485943590283496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FourFingers1967,2019/02/21,"Hydroxyzne Meds I'm new to this sub so I apologize if this has been has been asked before.  Is anyone out there taking Hydroxyzne?  I used to take Ativan as needed and over time the side effects became a problem.  My new doctor will not prescribe them anymore unless I see a Therapist.  I have no issues with her decision because I didn't want to take the Ativan anymore anyway.  The Hydroxyzne is supposed to be substitute without the side effects.  The first time I tried it before bedtime (50 mg) it made me extremely drowsy and slept really well.  However, the next day I felt like a zombie all day.  The 2nd time I took it before bedtime I only took half (25 mg) and as expected I got drowsy and fell asleep.  I slept good, but once again felt very sluggish the next day.  Not nearly as bad as the first time, but it lasted nearly all day.  The next step is to cut it down to 12.5 mg and see how that goes.  My question is has anyone out there taken Hydroxyzne and what are your reactions?  Can I expect the effect to taper off over time like other anxiety meds?  Any info would be helpful?",3.1188875031179824,5.2494087061611365,4.287972062858568,84.09965078573212,75.6824644549763,7.096133699176852,23.90147168870043,8.032893268588372,1.4767289099526066,851,27,158,14,19,278,121,211,0.062,0.851,0.087,0.7402,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,1,5,7,7,1,0,14,0,17,4,3,6,2,35,36,16,0,7,7,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,10,9,0,0,8,0,0,4,5,3,1,3,12,4,18,4,22,20,2,32,0,0,2,0,7,10,0,2,20,105,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734761311304215,0.0,0.08265618353007427,0.0,0.21430854111608752,0.15109890761874253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101000040856163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021530408714444,0.06586486610855047,0.0,0.2758218663571109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787272738769594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059138429718643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074854440933201,0.0,0.0,0.18381061187355494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062527215848183,0.08641560429408594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242208592235767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277371180386354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807328446803787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055732826956517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022373323332664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400332415663104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011598959733092,0.0,0.2087062555390783,0.34472981733539554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506725857053758,0.0,0.08217513350082596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033870426923447,0.0,0.0,0.1210381354325324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06921811393492372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722000324376987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437152379802655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12545169043082605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150173710320183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24008990796029026,0.07335728589576132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331850892395756,0.0,0.08915065605778652,0.0637293242205746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714784510779524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415411295757848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675397561159934,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lath0028,2019/02/21,"Major Anxiety At Work Hi all, I work tech Support for a small company. My Tech skills are moderate and we get lots of sophisitcated calls in the mornings, back to back. Some days, by the time I go home...I'm FULL of anger and hatred. It's been really tough. It can get confusing with really demanding people to deal with. They are Blue Collar guys that are not very polite. I take Zoloft to deal with PTSD/Anxiety problems that I have. Sometimes I feel like Elliot. It's helped. Wondering if anybody has suggestions on how to not let anxeity take over my day. Thanks",2.520555555555553,5.1933273518518535,3.544074074074075,85.68333333333334,81.03703703703705,8.044444444444443,22.88888888888889,8.841846274778883,2.0075777777777777,446,15,85,12,12,143,80,108,0.159,0.77,0.071,-0.8437,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,1,3,3,7,1,1,3,0,8,1,0,1,1,17,17,4,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,2,9,3,15,15,5,12,0,0,1,0,9,6,0,5,6,52,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26886093620723994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702460180968383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17943663960896164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266584077577956,0.3623330867122128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885271510769781,0.12553921162043974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183619928015964,0.0,0.09986955075767526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17399709124399124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177859235182423,0.0,0.17626823890943266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17969248812913816,0.0,0.08585120438598784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14939658250861998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218267891021729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681467489957838,0.20541514458279486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22515008702611788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737982301167634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19941261169567,0.0,0.0,0.2642492642529809,0.0,0.0,0.16178556412206885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024676699068685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14499295653098362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19056814359016988,0.2558623058863978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,andronikaluna,2019/02/21,"Picking skin.... Does anyone else have problems picking their skin? I feel like it’s what I do instead of biting my nails or whatever. And it’s really bad. I will stay in the bathroom for like 15 minutes at least once a day staring in the mirror just popping blackheads and scratching dead skin off. Or I will just mindlessly do it when I’m doing school or something. I don’t even have acne, the problem is just me. I’ve tried many different creams and things, but again, I’m the problem. It can turn into really bad scabs too. Like I have this one scab on my shoulder that I’ve been picking at since August. I wish I was joking. I’ve put bandaids on it a thousand times, but I can’t stop myself. It’s probably going to scar at this point. I’m 18 so this is like extremely embarrassing for me, but it’s also something I’ve been doing for as long as I can remember. I’ve also had anxiety for as long as I can remember. I really just need to stop doing this but I’ve no idea how. Any advice or anything would be very much appreciated.",1.4061535162950278,3.622021476415096,3.4191252144082362,87.71258147512863,81.87735849056604,6.307375643224701,23.315608919382505,7.520522993642371,1.1364830188679242,811,29,166,13,22,274,117,212,0.146,0.758,0.095,-0.8752,1,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,0,13,11,0,1,6,0,23,7,4,4,0,32,31,20,1,6,12,0,5,4,0,3,3,0,0,0,14,4,0,2,4,1,0,2,3,6,0,2,4,7,18,5,20,23,2,22,0,0,2,0,1,10,0,4,13,110,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713619199666484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208088356464918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847522944877931,0.0,0.09952925787835756,0.0,0.0,0.09097179121542748,0.13330699529046391,0.10706456449688194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172629289567145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390636227880574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593106250963438,0.0,0.0,0.11385494891487966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868525637460401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593251157319677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578452727197008,0.09294637401385338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394114155650043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468716593557764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542491082873934,0.0,0.0,0.23027601664272096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190510692035434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956414618378736,0.09647051978768507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385565890234418,0.0881618853405314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299040004412615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402741931492543,0.373476073801416,0.0,0.1307905259119578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500439973438621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947650993743368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13167226534538085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762343163690928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20032093967480186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867362833411478,0.0,0.21754565734845893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864353633767792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586472982072806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833212366403423,0.14151586845980202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073494838238174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961326032804875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242219886739032,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,emilyvn98,2019/02/21,"Does anybody else have anxiety over the sound of their own voice? I know the title makes it sound super dumb, and I’m honestly not even sure if this is an anxiety thing or just me being a massive weirdo, but I’m currently trying to transcribe some interviews I conducted for an assignment and I feel sick to my stomach over the thought of pressing ‘Play’. 

Procrastination levels are through the roof because the thought of having to sit here and listen to myself talk is the worst thing I can think of right now. It’s making my skin crawl. 

Am I alone in this feeling?",5.93030144167759,6.735540431192664,5.963591087811272,80.04100917431194,66.70642201834863,9.164351245085193,32.08519003931848,9.23628265651192,2.7405612057667117,453,18,85,8,7,143,79,109,0.182,0.765,0.053,-0.9324,1,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,4,6,1,0,9,0,8,3,2,2,1,18,19,6,0,1,5,0,4,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,6,3,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,8,10,4,13,16,3,8,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,3,2,60,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572129025124353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3799700055565862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15139020743767964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173303935647991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20746229977445288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16403104773405058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511437111649883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136485179825172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.331547498967164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21208723505952076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340643887592065,0.0,0.0,0.1996121504466329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299818184387564,0.1591309203694448,0.0,0.3943200269958439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16861151301092175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dorganadoob,2019/02/21,"DAE just HATE when you're sitting and working on something and other people are bustling around? This might just be me, but I'm also certain it's related to my anxiety. 

I'm currently back in school. The school I'm attending is an hour and a half away from where I live. So two days a week, I have to be present on campus. That would be a hell of a commute for me. Fortunately, however, I have family close to the college. So I just spend those 2 days a week at their house, then return to my usual home for work. 

I told you all that because I think it's relevant that I'm mostly accustomed to living alone. The two days a week I'm not alone are becoming basically hellish. I feel bad, because no one is doing anything outright inconsiderate. My relatives are just busy, bustly people. They never sit down until well into the evening. They're constantly going up and down the hall, finding little house projects to work on, walking heavily, making clicking noises, scraping noises, opening and closing drawers and cupboards, coughing, rearranging. I just can't stand it.

I don't know if I feel guilty on some level because they're moving around and I'm sitting and studying and writing papers? I ""pull my weight"" with normal chores when I'm here, but these noisy things aren't projects they want help with. They're retired people and they just love cleaning and reorganizing and fucking with their house all day. Why does it makes me so nervous and annoyed? I get so irritable I can't concentrate at all! 

Does this hatred of general bustling happen to anyone else? Any tips for learning to deal with it better? I won't graduate until December, so I need to do a little better with this.

TL;DR - I can't concentrate and I get sort of angry when there's a lot of activity around me, especially when I'm trying to study. Anyone else? Also, what do?",4.000500472143531,6.086910773371105,4.97747025495751,80.33432625118039,72.99433427762041,7.539527856468368,28.76383380547686,8.344100000000001,2.231026893295563,1465,60,263,25,30,478,188,353,0.177,0.763,0.06,-0.9929,2,2,1,0,0,0,48.0,0,1,5,5,26,12,5,1,14,0,21,5,0,2,5,61,45,31,0,5,10,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,3,0,16,26,1,0,7,0,1,5,9,7,1,4,1,4,31,5,40,38,6,54,2,0,1,2,11,23,2,6,22,176,47,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19362249264086093,0.0,0.14950282345897115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06356577000983152,0.0,0.07150762936656252,0.0,0.0,0.13071889146396692,0.19155105572777326,0.07692143355165347,0.249635993707069,0.0,0.0,0.08782223798318743,0.07187601282829158,0.07804718597378797,0.1709433063379279,0.10323508644851298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653409501905948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101257552692333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241132916419908,0.0963679604681886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16360008427882547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15617166642483285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06173893304443279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811930737765603,0.0,0.0945268897708009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543387139071061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641553937324331,0.09767298992635784,0.0,0.053123632769620927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265906763280527,0.0,0.0,0.09228657820747606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626538929928337,0.0,0.09376240427368557,0.0,0.0920534153886403,0.3235705831691244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05137106355892921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873717301518015,0.16507914439717614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946855799403263,0.08436425916693208,0.0,0.12478972196148283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991615240757955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993484514173184,0.0,0.06931005335344173,0.07209318875914571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915850260799762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06334064530947285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19441005461622668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892020848719815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196112888802164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062100211136557476,0.059894595405603025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893187565072844,0.0,0.06346295445957123,0.0,0.1826217342615284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294880131862366,0.0,0.05513359922416744,0.0,0.2249384793413421,0.11382658804971656,0.08404467524442212,0.0,0.0843460706776695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20415134154069686,0.0,0.0,0.06640150326378726,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SpiderDigest,2019/02/21,"I made a doctors appointment and actually went through with it Ive been in therapy for almost a year now and I finally built up the courage to meet a new doctor, discuss anxiety medication, get bloodwork and even get my first intimidating af pap smear!

Was I uncomfortable? fuck yes but its over and I feel so much better.

If you are put in any uncomfortable situation today, please know that facing it will only make you stronger and if you couldn't handle it today just take a deep breathe because there is always tomorrow. ",4.344342403628119,6.861353683673471,5.513809523809524,74.92563492063493,73.38775510204081,8.845351473922905,30.276643990929703,9.444778638647367,3.162969160997733,423,19,74,11,9,140,78,98,0.12,0.738,0.142,0.6553,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,2,5,3,1,0,5,1,7,7,2,2,0,16,16,9,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,4,1,9,2,8,10,1,15,0,0,0,1,5,5,1,3,8,48,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.1826957986117735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18746976925777456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15577870004909286,0.0,0.0,0.12731329213634016,0.0,0.14321971882216233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412512895533987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16557732794284966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3832469946409707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365439477341506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466202903125576,0.0,0.0,0.2050859644315013,0.0,0.1592458242369837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17307816467327475,0.19562525394407887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288901119613426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17714829507668686,0.12496812612541047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18860041236176514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13762529294553671,0.0,0.0,0.18081436837606607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14238619558184396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20550693554192506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18820377791429835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21043861519335733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407631240862133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140977989632021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3549177331438377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17355109703967248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056095852078112
anxiety,sebsolo89,2019/02/21,"Weirdest anxiety symptom In periods when i am extremely anxious my anus swell and makes it hard to shit, has anyone had similar experiences?",13.138749999999995,11.140678708333333,12.945,45.00000000000003,53.58333333333334,17.933333333333334,57.33333333333334,15.903189008614273,9.448633333333332,115,8,15,5,1,39,24,24,0.377,0.623,0.0,-0.8357,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,2,1,0,2,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957811595429523,0.436797013189161,0.0,0.27035007057205784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782114577751317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463565616072649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580874865225891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.396883916471132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4018705585836423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spamdollcami,2019/02/21,"Yikes... heading to a career/internship fair right now. Help. Wish me luck. *gulp*
I am NOT into these things. I feel like such a fraud, and the most experience I have is through my Marketing major projects. I’m going to this event to get more information about the internships offered that I can possibly do post-graduation. I’m graduating soon and honestly.. I haven’t even accumulated much experience yet. I’m a little insecure about this, I hate when people start asking me what I do.. I just freeze or make something up. Now when talking to recruiters, I get a little more anxious. 
Wish me luck.. advice would be helpful too!
I’m trying my best to be independent (I can’t live with family forever, I’m starting to feel like my “free-trial” of being with them is almost up.. Idk I just start feeling really anxious when I’m out with my family). I’m learning to drive finally, I’m finishing school, I’m talking to a career adviser... all of this is making me feel sick but I keep pushing forward regardless.
I’m a 22 year-old female who has goals but her insecurities get in the way of achieving most of them. I need to make a change, THIS year.",1.5864478764478775,4.2517291441441465,3.8201608751608767,81.79560810810814,86.38738738738738,7.135392535392535,24.14478764478765,8.192908349453996,1.9821436293436296,898,36,169,22,28,307,128,222,0.08,0.8220000000000001,0.097,0.106,0,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,2,3,15,9,1,2,10,0,15,3,1,4,1,35,45,8,0,5,6,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,7,1,1,6,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,0,5,24,6,24,41,8,27,0,0,0,0,12,9,0,6,17,107,33,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201379439968849,0.0,0.0,0.12310910953143132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777799596039559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493459927324155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290205214183369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300568156434997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120233193049546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405226233015285,0.23179840966853305,0.0,0.2486535967183542,0.17566022861975858,0.0,0.13467744990841965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926970751892328,0.0,0.06987103030121916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138022130929665,0.1261744275751474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16481147194041432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092769027352303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012694675285725,0.2464412758028672,0.10856044004270693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461951298284781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037685025488322,0.09116027247306037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900742521810935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523281829425848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859914540005236,0.1177448873128338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787600846983634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499218469570973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244243278925745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464710816840427,0.0,0.0,0.2610579069724437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19763297646196434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167750411293036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346985668844037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975859981596677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827555113646002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733479253406277,0.0,0.0,0.15834182019332346
anxiety,nickadactyl-,2019/02/21,"Not sure if this is anxiety. Any help? I’m getting heart palpitations and feel a little weak at the legs with a little bit of muscle twitching. This all happened before a significant event that I was extremely anxious and nervous about and hasn’t stopped since.

Do any of you guys experience this as well?",4.597368421052631,6.98001961403509,5.21038596491228,78.01136842105265,72.15789473684211,8.068771929824562,30.69824561403509,8.841846274778883,2.7645887719298248,246,11,43,5,5,79,47,57,0.213,0.68,0.107,-0.6794,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,4,0,4,4,2,0,2,10,8,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,1,2,2,6,7,2,5,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,27,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221257074764393,0.0,0.18118592519294807,0.267567653999618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201537815684314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585736095615552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316800468341177,0.0,0.0,0.1197560465257366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374183847887335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23451397888181144,0.2094414229265371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28066269534305804,0.15875234110550476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4747622118547313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19592079202886947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19801318747177948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232237924671821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21295227343702247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TAsexyaccount,2019/02/21,"No one cares about you Okay so I know that this title sounds bad but this is how I’m going to lure you guys in. 

My whole life I’ve suffered from the worst social anxiety you could imagine. I couldn’t go to school, refused to go to restaurants with my family, couldn’t go out of my room. It was torture, I felt like o was mentally handicapped and I couldn’t do anything about it.  I had a therapist, medication and for years and years nothing helped.  
Until one day I sat down and asked my self why and how. I cared so much as to what people thought that I totally didn’t bat an eye at the fact that literally no one cares about me.  
Everyone is selfish, everyone thinks about their own problems and their own struggles that no one gives a shit on what I’m wearing, no one cares if I look ugly that day, no one cares if I do something embarrassing people everyone cares about themselves and how they project themselves. Ever since then, I did me and only me. I stopped caring because at the end of the day we all only have one life and if we don’t live it to the fullest , we will regret it when we’re in our death bed.  
Once I stopped caring my life has been so much better. If someone laughs at me, they will forget it in ten minutes.  
Ever since then I’ve been taking steps at things I’m uncomfortable with. I got used to being comfortable with being uncomfortable. I’ve been happier, making more friends and most importantly standing by me and making myself happy.   ",4.2252724594992666,5.441995749140893,4.898821796759943,84.6215463917526,70.89003436426117,7.879626902307315,27.602847324496807,8.269060116576782,1.7368971035837018,1157,40,233,17,21,372,152,291,0.222,0.6,0.17800000000000002,-0.921,0,5,1,0,0,0,26.0,4,3,4,1,14,25,2,2,8,1,23,7,3,6,5,50,51,27,1,10,5,0,1,1,1,2,4,1,2,2,15,18,0,3,5,0,0,5,10,10,0,8,12,4,36,15,32,31,10,31,0,2,2,0,19,11,1,5,15,164,51,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602772412608294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484079879859625,0.0,0.07366181094204548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578974999373538,0.04803212845646074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06968694412902443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6426863751289192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062910646453624,0.0,0.0,0.15244695329426056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978815103606148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425474790651318,0.0,0.2258733067841458,0.0,0.0,0.07428002854509247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565465545099155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0608760963387685,0.0,0.0,0.07558644343570989,0.17912192349106118,0.0,0.06301880883285323,0.0,0.0,0.0780185087171781,0.0,0.08387774347239152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05281399841266717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04330315547301482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16696372723765054,0.03849479833186428,0.0,0.06957659974260601,0.0,0.06616716673916159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519129558868373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937672725037395,0.079405881275715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584540250035368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560502694903465,0.0,0.0,0.08391310377347518,0.37375026622050606,0.11985286849998115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925176207946438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539527533766027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974379669628098,0.0,0.0,0.08219939033008677,0.0,0.08088097167054098,0.1303585235614823,0.0,0.0,0.08032062277208192,0.06676195248203819,0.060659517953663575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175072689947376,0.0,0.08237266094367401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059243328090236226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148597827440713,0.052347273181693264,0.05048805294573912,0.0,0.06255368332663186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06805277035883968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109938473248054,0.08797075559461122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148158428404112
anxiety,clammysippycup,2019/02/21,This video helps me <3 [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m4s9qNCAZjY](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m4s9qNCAZjY)  i hope this video can get out to others <3,24.665625,33.0519543125,5.967500000000001,66.5275,37.125,5.7,14.25,7.1686216300943375,-0.3786500000000004,143,1,14,1,2,25,13,16,0.0,0.6890000000000001,0.311,0.7059,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,8,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3996821400413085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5127649322944956,0.0,0.0,0.7598199202054531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,omonayun,2019/02/21,"People with GAD, social anxiety: What’s your dream item or product for anxiety relief? Or what kind of coping tool do you swear by?

I like those slime stuff but that’s not really an in-the-moment tool I can use at work or when I’m being irrationally panicky in the train. Essential oils and slow  breathing help calm me down, but doesn’t necessarily pull me away from the mouth of the black hole. I believe tech is a huge source or aggravator of anxiety so I’d like something that allows me a break from it. 

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anxiety,Nervous_Artist,2019/02/21,"Yesterday I had a panic attack at the dentist. Yesterday I wasn’t doing so well. I’m switching anxiety medications, so I’m going through a bit of withdrawal which isn’t fun. I thought about cancelling my dental appointment, but decided to go anyway. One of the nurses heard me state that I was having a bit of a panic attack, and I might need to do the x-rays another time. She took me back to the X-Ray room, and instead of prepping me for it, she told me that she had anxiety also, and she was willing to let me sit for a while to calm down. We talked for a while, and she told me I was very strong. She told me that she knows the struggles of anxiety as well, and they are very real. She actually started crying a bit, and I asked if I could hug her, which she accepted. 

After my appointment, I sat in my car for a while just thinking. I called my mom to tell her about it, and she started crying too. It’s nice to know I’m never alone. ",3.629846153846156,4.148001317948719,5.32769230769231,83.58230769230772,71.71794871794873,8.666666666666668,27.820512820512814,8.841846274778883,1.9698205128205133,727,25,156,13,13,249,103,195,0.15,0.71,0.14,-0.2658,0,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,1,1,12,13,2,3,13,0,15,3,0,0,1,22,34,16,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,0,8,8,0,0,6,0,0,4,3,5,2,1,13,1,35,8,24,17,3,21,0,0,0,1,23,4,0,2,11,119,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.11691573600764706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408539149152327,0.0,0.0958107507292756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256295753677752,0.2749593416619865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200470038441307,0.2725987492490353,0.0,0.09212528016764253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3923992958089656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233779289500875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565727501013607,0.0,0.2632078486858559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617977291299924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13168714948565724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251222741040126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069437934628295,0.0,0.12709780116986807,0.0,0.14031817428676452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888364258445169,0.0924036399804413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118528651658316,0.0,0.0,0.2811387349947452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636821213099315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16960203361053508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252497744879208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629747027732327,0.10471784044101873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767683983173991,0.0,0.09511450328655607,0.06986125357016844,0.0,0.0,0.3434462406999351,0.13311156369490676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19770898882166296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21544431720183813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThatGeeza,2019/02/21,"Does anyone have any experience with Duloxetine (Cymbalta) Kind of starting to lose hope, I start 60mg dosage tomorrow. 
I’ve already tried Citalopram Sertraline and Mitrizipine all to no avail. 

Pls work. ",5.815882352941178,9.42584735294118,5.4250000000000025,71.30750000000003,75.47058823529412,9.282352941176473,34.97058823529412,9.516144504307137,4.5167882352941175,166,9,24,5,4,51,32,34,0.136,0.748,0.116,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,4,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,9,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453714651183161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21283112568321955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21883671678983574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27388317716867605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061458556185108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108509863470664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259113089530386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35013468075904275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.443045205472492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21248687831083252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278467369210697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tnz22814,2019/02/21,"Confrontation making anxiety worse So I’ve had this big blow up with a someone who is suppose to be my best friend. We have a meeting scheduled for tomorrow night to try to sort it out. However I’m so freaking anxious. And I’m thinking about all the things I’ve told her in confidence over the years. And like she’s not the type to do petty crap like spread things around about people. But my anxiety is like what if this is the end of the friendship and she does something like that? Once again, I’ve never known her to be like that even with people she doesn’t like. But it’s like I’m angry and then my anxiety pops up like HEY THINK ABOUT THIS THING THAT PROBABLY WONT HAPPEN. 😕",1.933782117163414,4.188672064748204,2.798689619732788,92.68124100719429,80.15107913669065,6.273586844809866,22.15878725590956,7.447530270364453,0.7795895169578628,543,17,115,8,14,171,86,139,0.14800000000000002,0.645,0.207,0.8887,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,1,8,13,2,0,7,0,10,1,1,1,2,20,18,10,0,1,4,0,0,8,1,1,0,0,0,0,13,9,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,9,10,18,13,2,15,0,0,0,0,11,7,1,2,16,73,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501025398829481,0.1723388376811109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13580244081373588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16009251876880462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334981211992283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13511461606619946,0.0,0.0,0.10075828020026864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786027086706255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490005555562748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5962284221535553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182875822019496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765648279501452,0.0,0.0,0.14315847172530688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624614870999756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115188562639368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644754261157617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292556894476154,0.11744096035493035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30404366413442546,0.19549662194570944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457687046328387,0.0,0.10357189268516152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15546216766600274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823763127957558
anxiety,Squacamole,2019/02/21,"Health Anxiety / Phobias I'm new here.  I've suffered with anxiety for as long as I can remember, but it took an existential crisis for me to seek treatment about 10 years ago.  I've been medicated ever since.  The meds definitely help me feel more ""normal"", but I'm never 100% without anxiety.  It's still always there.  

I have some chronic health problems, and after suffering for years (see a pattern here?) I have finally gotten up the nerve to try to figure out what is wrong.  For years I've told myself my symptoms are just anxiety related (IBS, body pain, fatigue, extreme migraines, etc.)  It has now gotten to the point where I'm sick more often than not, I'm missing a lot of work and I'm not able to be a good mother or wife.  I'm spending most of my time in the fetal position in bed.   I'm losing weight without trying.  I feel like I'm losing my grip on reality. 

The problem is, I am really freaked out by doctors and all the associated medical tests/procedures.   I have a GP who handles my anxiety meds, and I see her regularly, but I am awful at getting tests done and awful at seeing specialists .... even though I know logically that I need to go do these things to find out what is wrong with me so I can get better.  

In a moment of bravery, I made myself appointments with all of the specialists I've been told to see over the years... gastroenterologist, neurologist, rheumatologist, dentist and oral surgeon.   I've gone to a couple of the appts and of course all of them want me to get tests done or bloodwork done.  I feel paralyzed when I think about getting those things done.  For example, I have orders for bloodwork.  I just have to walk into the lab and let them draw blood.... super easy and no big deal.  I have driven myself there 5 times in the last week and been unable to force myself to walk through the door to get it done.  I break out in a sweat, panic, and get back in the car and leave.  Then I spend the rest of the day hating myself for it.   Feeling like an idiot because I didn't get it done.  

My GI doctor also ordered an ultrasound, which I forced myself to do (I've had two kids and knew US were easy, so this didn't freak me out as much).  However, she called me back to tell me that my US results are abnormal and that they might need to do a biopsy... so of course now I am absolutely freaking out.  

Does anyone else have this problem?  I feel paralyzed and terrified over the simplest things and hate myself for it.  I need to stop being such a coward and get this stuff done so I can figure out why I am so sick and try to fix it. ",3.6909637059249287,4.989896787819255,5.027267604177439,82.87706312687419,72.28094302554027,8.029800434288077,26.361338020887192,8.532816995589336,1.7627335952848724,1991,66,401,34,38,664,249,509,0.215,0.7120000000000001,0.073,-0.9977,1,0,0,0,0,0,74.0,2,0,3,6,26,24,3,1,28,2,41,19,3,2,5,74,85,35,0,8,11,2,7,2,0,1,15,0,2,1,24,29,1,1,13,0,2,7,8,19,0,1,23,11,53,5,70,58,11,58,0,6,4,0,17,23,0,7,27,280,77,5,0.06669832882049972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0591240441524957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05333862946031115,0.05549835267037589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551201949316409,0.0,0.0,0.04663702232468288,0.0683403199204397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025737956416572,0.0,0.04065868217747054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05898925165953243,0.0,0.07408680725766836,0.0,0.0,0.06810645104595031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380043221739356,0.0,0.043014904274150216,0.06876304830014475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365371315959323,0.05836815702292555,0.4777888328396438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055717895186906036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438626754183528,0.044053617139019376,0.06033245696953125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16862339556095773,0.09529859887264253,0.0,0.07306475903430103,0.06096106419982859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787769914936726,0.0,0.03790619733228084,0.05594339373385805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170158222515393,0.0,0.1417944091634486,0.0,0.0,0.044706483867950085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036655657207755515,0.054368040096069235,0.0,0.07062389974249382,0.0,0.06820356016899537,0.0,0.06517086879794796,0.0,0.0,0.0590259221321366,0.0,0.14923673835672924,0.0,0.056704534008378965,0.0,0.06311157142808005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14817361451533673,0.13438309853314914,0.0,0.07075638662904724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04903094609114162,0.14836789706683434,0.051441863007913584,0.06441766159843246,0.0,0.0,0.0653502008479914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097172444684657,0.07825611791309832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630514795404717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19146387862546274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04272865735073071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07555620449148102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125997304327806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05517354684182948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05326537155379478,0.055762789447402525,0.0,0.0,0.07635362906411129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06932510197848342,0.0,0.0,0.0582972792369614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329342178796623,0.042737595947697285,0.06553076942022873,0.0,0.07778466381797082,0.0,0.0,0.12746622296415008,0.07410429746936313,0.13585136122748775,0.0,0.06515457561139833,0.0,0.16045975444487753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039340402432442495,0.0,0.053501376198630116,0.08122059586896706,0.0,0.0,0.06018486749909557,0.0,0.0,0.1285896176950946,0.0,0.048557177754586116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14584830417229086,0.0,0.17180614787917106
anxiety,csprw,2019/02/21,"therapy for panic attacks? i’m new to therapy, mainly there for sh and depression. my therapist asked me whether i wanted to start a different type of therapy for panic attacks (only briefly) as she knows i have them quite frequently. i’ve told her that it’s not my main priority right now and my parents don’t even know i have panic episodes, but i’m curious as to how she would treat them? would she have to tell my parents about it or give me a diagnosis of some form of anxiety? and what type of things would we do if i was to start therapy for panic attacks? any help would be appreciated!!",4.745084745762711,5.662853466101698,6.162500000000001,77.15188559322034,69.42372881355932,10.30677966101695,32.54661016949153,10.411451182825502,3.453996610169492,471,21,93,13,8,160,72,118,0.185,0.706,0.109,-0.7959999999999999,3,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,2,1,5,9,3,4,2,0,11,0,0,1,0,18,21,10,0,6,5,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,2,0,17,1,16,14,4,6,0,1,0,0,14,1,0,3,5,67,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439147851670716,0.0,0.08368589372834677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226835789745246,0.3733534354573998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422064775861114,0.0,0.0,0.11429315051726223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722535180571081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494042096739242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332430227532158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202398514336697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565313310848427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319885089735221,0.0,0.5133998246609444,0.24293755268541725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635368307765223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342163620694932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485887122494135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956149299780705,0.0,0.5004049944758011,0.1270145364214124,0.07267632441066434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453038411747312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452324830799709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31084063028016995,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jkpkj,2019/02/21,"I used to be a happy/optimistic person, but suddenly I’m constantly feeling “off” and anxious. I feel like I’m always down now. I have 0 motivation to do anything at work and all I can do is watch my work build up. Everything going on in my life is perfect but I’m just constantly feeling like shit. Everyone in my life is so supportive but I don’t feel like I can talk to any of them. I don’t know why I feel like this. ",1.3079999999999998,2.932674188888889,4.0063888888888926,86.37625000000004,79.33333333333333,8.055555555555555,25.69444444444445,8.841846274778883,1.947111111111112,327,13,73,8,8,116,54,90,0.075,0.637,0.28800000000000003,0.964,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,4,3,7,1,0,1,0,11,3,1,2,2,16,23,6,0,0,4,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,7,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,6,12,6,11,22,1,12,0,0,1,0,3,7,1,0,8,45,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13511072496193605,0.0,0.0,0.11042197163290453,0.0,0.0,0.1834398634700065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13362248820850148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509438412427128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15515824312060122,0.14593403494489748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4105136120904253,0.4640088277219225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922826274237949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923818781993624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293834446565908,0.3173169258549933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417813890659709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16667772272375175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842635679154002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051253326929152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402416483651768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652004407837846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364248729144591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tanknitrous,2019/02/21,"Anxiety and dairy... Any correlation for anyone? Any research on this? I haven't had anxiety for a while and just yesterday had some milk, after not having milk in a really long time. Anxiety like crazy. Thanks for any information. ",3.0093495934959336,6.113563146341466,4.631097560975611,74.03087398373984,88.26829268292684,9.56260162601626,23.90650406504065,9.2995712137729,3.3928991869918708,183,7,30,7,6,61,31,41,0.132,0.703,0.165,0.3565,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,6,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,6,3,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,6,20,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5761574736980195,0.0,0.6481421538604936,0.0,0.0,0.1974717584082232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797413961087301,0.0,0.0,0.2499291775952621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18092285229379976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600106098784734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646789779414979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,realdanielanderson,2019/02/21,"Can’t use restroom around people For the past 4/5 years, I haven’t been able to use the restroom around people. Every time I’m in my restroom at home and I hear someone, nothing comes out. Same with public restrooms. I was wondering if anyone else has the same problem. It’s extremely frustrating and honestly embarrassing, and this is the first time I’m actually talking about this problem.",5.307083333333331,7.621266652777781,5.478888888888887,77.155,69.97222222222223,8.133333333333335,32.83333333333333,8.841846274778883,3.0843166666666666,317,15,52,6,6,100,52,72,0.152,0.8029999999999999,0.044,-0.7863,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,1,4,0,6,0,0,2,0,16,13,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,8,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,2,1,4,1,9,11,2,11,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,5,33,7,0,0.1941617005146188,0.0,0.1894738115402496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13576237548422018,0.19894160714544626,0.0,0.34569015625797017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672531127414497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621971864947233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635896068090431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651538432701841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21883434772254426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947600165935656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863033882137976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18534931299555701,0.2692145517976274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715730505641366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16451257876750322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15605982015915246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264344979542173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353867383377531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105600818244763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250337692900084
anxiety,asdqwe321123,2019/02/21,"Guilty of Things from the Past I broke up with my boyfriend and have recently been feeling guilty about any little thing I can remember. For example, one time we had sex when he was more drunk than I was (he initiated it, was not blacked out, still remembers the whole thing). We mostly just messed around for a little before falling asleep. I felt so guilty about it afterwards (this was 2 years ago) and we talked about it and he was totally fine with it. For some reason I can't stop feeling bad about it, or convincing myself I took advantage of him. I've also been thinking about any time I ever thought someone else was attractive, and feel an overwhelming sense of guilt for that as well. I think I mostly just need to vent, but how can I stop feeling like a horrible person?",5.475200000000001,6.451696786666666,5.285333333333334,83.88600000000002,67.8,9.2,29.0,9.3871,2.3372000000000006,618,21,122,12,10,191,99,150,0.121,0.742,0.13699999999999998,-0.1305,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,3,0,0,1,15,11,0,2,5,0,13,3,1,2,2,36,23,11,0,1,5,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,11,1,2,11,1,0,2,2,5,1,1,12,6,16,6,21,11,6,19,0,2,1,1,9,5,0,4,13,88,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13559330711859094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232521082358006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080414546752629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617034047855953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277185040060577,0.0,0.0,0.13016105009286286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778174738171572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13836464477952165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093726647345582,0.10927747222078492,0.14686937427508787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747304565745994,0.30662011409420914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342082634285636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365232725265874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460213928639467,0.0,0.13356221588410033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727241063235012,0.15103344108012082,0.0,0.3465566602279184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960585343980424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215720334101478,0.25576941306075424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294662408747488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048673427182311,0.19602623791768325,0.0,0.1214362853682656,0.1783890118034367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699485701562354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13753295596714485,0.0,0.0,0.17077878091794155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850376487337743
anxiety,bubblywildcat,2019/02/21,"I am so tired of this....I don't know what else to do My anxiety has been so bad recently. It all surrounds my feelings of derealization and that life isn't real. This all started from a time in 2017 that I fainted and I have somehow worked up in my brain that I never woke up from that episode and I am still in a coma...and this is all a dream. I worked this up so much in my head that I am bascially fighting panic symptoms all day. Like this morning, I woke up numerous times in the  night and so because of the lack of sleep I am feeling the derealization even more. I watched all these videos and read people's post about it and everything says to just accept the feelings....but that is the hardest thing for me to do. I am in 10mg Trintillex and have clonazepam when I need it, but I don't want to rely on it. Also, taking it in the day will make me drowsy.  I need help, some tips on how to beat the symptoms of derealization or even tips in general to deal with panic.....I live in a constant state of fear which fuels the symptoms and I dont want to live a life like this. 

Thank you in advance.",3.245934782608696,3.973092843478263,4.535380434782611,88.14959239130438,72.73913043478261,7.315217391304349,26.983695652173914,7.413659706084162,1.1912826086956525,854,29,192,9,16,283,115,230,0.085,0.838,0.077,0.0527,0,0,0,0,2,0,30.0,0,1,0,4,13,8,1,2,13,0,18,10,3,2,6,33,31,17,0,5,3,0,2,2,0,1,7,1,0,0,20,9,0,0,4,3,0,1,5,4,0,0,3,4,22,4,34,27,9,31,0,0,1,0,5,17,0,3,13,139,42,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053704219115151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100797950191419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001618196624144,0.08032119570290285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470905240544923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14238845067112346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16995182132391454,0.13584134959259744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15442466614285058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007065954393233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17405577427222274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841963695620784,0.0,0.0,0.14826944221556898,0.1332461558475655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352263362568483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831762486232364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07241322292128008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18613549779703145,0.1287450017194295,0.0,0.23269739917247814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795249045520999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968605966935958,0.1954004451712857,0.1016233612281232,0.0,0.0,0.12365017837863992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091898027787212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134752555079924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261920504042467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13179815463487402,0.14997456901432193,0.0,0.0,0.13009957066260402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478282683517004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185765513181066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326217414311752,0.0,0.10522570097293664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4108550586194045,0.09906900032424208,0.0,0.0,0.1213092051535286,0.0,0.0,0.08753714875557522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15366354418318304,0.15144160821106267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543387013945514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918493354104764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,timcard1988throw,2019/02/21,"Explain Anxiety to a neurotypical co-worker. You ever ride those roller coasters that lay you on the wall and spin you fast so you are stuck to the wall? That's how my anxiety kind of feels. 

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I know that my anxiety and fear is small or irrational, I know that I can get past things kinda like on the ride, you know it will end or that if there is an emergency they will turn off the ride.  

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But even though I know the anxiety is stupid, no matter how hard I pull, I cant get away from the wall. I'm being held down and the anxiety does not let me take comfort in knowing that it will end or anything, it just causes panic because of the effect RIGHT NOW.

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​",2.518959601549529,4.65533671223022,3.3512230215827365,90.08014941892641,77.56115107913669,6.579081350304373,23.641947980077475,7.61054688173877,1.0476459324847809,549,18,113,8,13,174,86,139,0.199,0.762,0.039,-0.961,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,5,1,1,9,6,1,2,10,0,11,0,0,4,1,25,25,12,0,1,7,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,1,8,1,0,4,3,3,0,0,2,2,15,3,11,18,0,21,0,0,0,0,7,11,0,5,7,77,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4154176481855879,0.46587734832898,0.0,0.0,0.3666283875801199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887712514933773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005507745306303,0.0,0.0,0.058429820076975066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846527948725126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387977008669341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16979089786696072,0.0,0.0,0.06330861664274882,0.08670262823926235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785891265381213,0.048465095943787465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001562801733006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586358097052885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981396428301967,0.26338574453837266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801404118040367,0.0,0.04682790899989206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246038102333164,0.0,0.0,0.0915005315168187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185614641060729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206794935626246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367908006198683,0.0,0.09417302434979977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425825687121816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978059808387695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46587734832898,0.0
anxiety,throweedev,2019/02/21,"“Just don’t be anxious” Great, thanks. Episode: 

Had a panic attack at work before a Meetup presentation and had to back out last minute. Then the Meet-up creator threatened that he’d make sure that all his industry contacts get to know of this and I’d never get hired anywhere. Told my manager about the episode but left out blackmail details. 

Aftermath: 

A month later, manager says “We have a lot of interesting work coming up, several great opportunities for you. Just don’t be anxious” 

Makes me wish I hadn’t told him at all.

I haven’t told this to anybody. Just wanted to vent / unload here.

How do you deal with this when it interferes with your work and daily life? Any advice would be helpful. 

I tried out betterhelp for counselling and my therapist told me I have panic attack disorder. But had to discontinue that because due to other issues in my personal life. I should start with a “real” therapist this time. How do you people find good therapists? Asking because I come from a relatively “closed minded” place where mental health and issues around that are taboo.",4.243905957787867,6.924444664974621,4.686171520170987,79.93237242853327,74.43147208121826,7.599145070798824,26.612075874966607,8.532816995589336,2.211747208121828,857,32,146,17,19,271,122,197,0.1,0.757,0.142,0.897,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,4,0,4,11,11,2,2,8,0,18,3,0,4,4,40,34,11,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,10,16,0,2,2,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,8,1,19,7,23,20,3,26,0,0,0,0,18,12,0,1,12,98,29,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153404342981022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07065846198657924,0.0,0.0,0.23476448442542264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249682320691734,0.09713646002215362,0.2364121989312775,0.0,0.07989596475255821,0.0,0.12667814885139686,0.0,0.088414875049548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790086448224781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712073291037792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190832874393489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949666141555928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085713780350599,0.0,0.0,0.08714996624505522,0.0,0.22910963392479666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104453729704028,0.0,0.0,0.06964483739692963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168981111548905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05710306570859339,0.08469584240318634,0.0,0.0,0.11289228595713055,0.0,0.1467813077862898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833568889798936,0.0,0.0,0.13871380499547878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471105873477436,0.0,0.10491368602873817,0.0,0.08293539156011799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013737325358451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438185308185181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07203413331727032,0.09072519482831837,0.10855784012058126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826579902889665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262884048684607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738224221271132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354397226608868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792853838401626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566108555159344,0.0,0.36192257389237603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06058741143207035,0.0,0.0,0.39713990472434185,0.0,0.07054417423943839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061285426486009674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194847748170883,0.0,0.0,0.22693062325102656,0.0,0.0,0.07381060739908217,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,letrangerdesign,2019/02/21,"My lifestyle and my stress As a kid I spent no more than about two years in a place at once. I went to five high schools, 2 colleges, a 2 year stint abroad, and then a few here in my current city. I have been aiming to get back out there, to bounce around again, but now I am having second thoughts. I've been here longer than I have been in any other one spot, and I'm hesitant to leave. Now, even vacation travel seems daunting. I don't know what to do. It seems like a big part of me, most of me, has gone away in favor of somebody far less capable. Does anybody here have similar experience?",2.9796747967479646,3.976156073170735,3.7465040650406496,92.5438211382114,73.6341463414634,7.092682926829268,24.235772357723576,7.3871296695380915,0.7494162601626013,459,13,106,5,9,146,87,123,0.062,0.8540000000000001,0.083,0.6663,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,1,5,0,11,0,0,0,0,11,20,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,4,1,1,3,2,1,0,4,7,0,11,2,20,13,5,23,0,0,0,0,1,12,0,3,9,74,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464874847513285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19176226878025207,0.0,0.0,0.2023865792139376,0.16563846125897905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885084129980951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227753414315333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107141810796469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254383153260826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227594508547844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183847515507838,0.0,0.0,0.2280901083610537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052393777482378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294066525537285,0.14596868428519966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332701054584539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22505959657487695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21800835196613866,0.0,0.3922058228737542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467536136928515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17101299381807258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21042613429176726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19968899754748093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774364133794546
anxiety,crazycateyes,2019/02/21,"Crashing once a month Hi guys,
I could not think of any other place to vent my thoughts about what is happening to me, so here we go.
I was diagnosed with general anxiety amd slight depression last summer and started Citalopram in August. The meds have helped me a lot, and I can live with the side effects as I know that I will go off them in the summer as I feel I am getting by now, and hopefully will be able to function without meds.
The thing is, that I have functioned fine during all this time, at least if you look at me from the outside. I have kept my job as a software developer, while I have gotten closer to finish my Masters degree. It has just been my need for control and my mind that has flipped out, and I have had a lot of anxiety and stress, that mostly have been irrational.
As I feel I am getting better, I still have this one thing that I think is a symptom of my illness, which is that I sometimes completely crash. If I have a day off, this will usually happen. I make plans for a nice day, without studies or work, and I can't even make it out of bed. Today, I slept in, woke up, went back to sleep, stayed awake watching Netflix a couple of hours and then I had another nap. It feels like my mind is foggy and that my body is not working, like I just can't get myself to perform. Then, tomorrow, I will go to work and keep it together as I normally do.
Is someone else experiencing something similar? I just wish I could snap out of this as I feel I would be so close to recovery if I only could stop this. I just feel so worthless on these days, even though I know we all sometimes have to rest, but shouldn't resting include doing at least something nice? This does not feel like a normal ""lazy sunday"" chill session, but I feel that it is related to my sickness.
This turned into a long post, but I want to wish all of you here all the best, we can get through this! ",6.730263157894736,5.274670875000002,6.9499177631578934,81.23225328947369,65.51041666666666,10.063377192982456,34.01260964912281,8.841846274778883,2.5863614583333328,1472,53,313,19,19,477,194,384,0.054000000000000006,0.862,0.084,0.9207,1,0,2,0,0,0,45.0,3,2,1,10,16,12,0,1,16,0,43,7,3,4,4,77,80,30,0,15,16,0,7,3,0,6,4,0,1,1,27,20,0,4,13,2,0,4,8,3,0,1,11,10,52,9,48,58,12,48,0,2,2,0,9,18,0,8,27,237,79,5,0.08999723836963741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06120120822815744,0.09436995143433334,0.13769528203899742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692023211082572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444654928056563,0.07959524378994316,0.0,0.09996664340358216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943603921614511,0.0,0.10093955545205474,0.2155664150886577,0.0995802324811723,0.0,0.17412232038794406,0.0,0.0775144895335235,0.09134530251819692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787571897779567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518114446443616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888465431795105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31853715483896977,0.12858809014713493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880793701964185,0.0,0.15344251365791114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891114153316014,0.15916852133965267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06032325181880184,0.0,0.0,0.08938756435311614,0.08862915123095161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930837228017398,0.07999368058625496,0.0,0.0,0.09892025715367464,0.07335976104264988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319043141939102,0.0,0.07946921030623115,0.07964472390919725,0.07557501384681703,0.0,0.0,0.15302486746033156,0.0,0.0,0.1201477109034838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19993328680716432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18174311084914085,0.0,0.07183493704290694,0.0,0.0,0.06673181190021944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17635637075850494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958441216715476,0.06098445786610216,0.06844695521098859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402795916051278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861924768236575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006223329887306,0.0,0.07625436801851655,0.1385685419283969,0.17801913994199567,0.0,0.06370050853127313,0.09592508158844187,0.07187191081616452,0.07524172108659118,0.10309153248349134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354158999317264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119580332376786,0.11533319283610036,0.08842182975723142,0.0714477544764147,0.05247811343195497,0.0,0.08530685887354214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789115198860188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911924335008923,0.0,0.053082702938455184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342834161240226,0.0,0.0,0.20698476525186946,0.1735082524587798,0.0,0.19655718418509546,0.0,0.0,0.06393145599087645,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anonymous4051,2019/02/21,Scared Had a colonoscopy yesterday now I'm scared I have a perforated bowel due to it how long for symptoms to set in if I have one I'm very scared ,1.2714583333333316,3.107339062500003,2.9512500000000017,92.90208333333337,80.25,6.7666666666666675,23.166666666666664,7.793537801064563,0.8778416666666669,118,4,28,2,3,39,23,32,0.274,0.726,0.0,-0.8271,1,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,2,0,3,2,1,1,0,2,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,4,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25520681583725136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19541343787333645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8661546755077183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997367579267173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23794331991555198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shahbruh,2019/02/21,"Waiting by myself, with my baby brother (agoraphobia/social anxiety) My family has doctor appointments in such a way that I have to be in the waiting room with my baby brother (and he also has an appointment after them so we can't just stay home). I struggle with so much less things than this. Waiting rooms are hard even with my mom. It's too late to reschedule so I just have to look like a teen parent while having to muffle down a panic attack. I'm still afraid. I had agoraphobia really bad (dropped out of school) but now I can go in public again (but with my mom). I sound like such a baby. I'm almost seventeen and I'm more afraid to be far from my mom in public than my little siblings. We haven't even left yet and I've gotten so far into my own head I feel like I'm going to cry. Anxiety is ridiculous.",1.1745775116433812,3.438082508982035,3.2906087824351324,87.9953010645376,83.19161676646706,5.866799733865602,19.45741849634065,7.1686216300943375,0.5134300731869597,637,17,129,9,18,216,101,167,0.116,0.8340000000000001,0.051,-0.8247,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,2,0,1,0,16,10,2,4,6,0,13,2,1,0,0,21,25,11,0,0,4,6,2,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,4,12,0,3,1,0,0,2,2,7,0,0,2,4,19,3,24,21,4,25,0,0,1,0,12,13,0,1,10,92,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152774571192832,0.0,0.0,0.12200838088974582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334278344294321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17356785003398376,0.0,0.0,0.1273877051061318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16758851804832992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561595650835521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20153913041458776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382730398699364,0.0,0.0771428425540336,0.10899443674461301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17341554550591218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366707437372585,0.0,0.15657853542814154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15303790081130664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17210307632083208,0.0,0.1657653153904867,0.0,0.0,0.22361070007804346,0.15291297442690446,0.0,0.0,0.12811849148353935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5360565424179119,0.0,0.0,0.11215485674456444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17900539136272106,0.1694084399965435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773881244613776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15440671622185026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16261693015970535,0.12184080855705053,0.0,0.0,0.1594969465927339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135923908837836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110118479462605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sp0tify,2019/02/21,"[UK] Can anyone recommend an L-Theanine brand? Hi guys, I want to try L-Theanine to see if it can help me. However, I see a lot of brands available, including ones on Amazon which I wouldn't touch.

Does anyone here take/has taken a brand which they can recommend? Or failing that, ones to avoid? Thanks!",1.4646246973365642,4.008927762711867,2.6971428571428566,90.73762711864408,84.9322033898305,6.083292978208232,21.987893462469735,7.447530270364453,0.999850363196126,234,8,47,4,7,75,44,59,0.08900000000000001,0.6779999999999999,0.233,0.7865,1,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,9,2,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,3,5,1,5,7,1,1,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,3,0,27,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4128744893175872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583647263699204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923319953834804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19789177970733954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510007538400492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001217619322274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4705328554232898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22198220138452504,0.0,0.0,0.2718154449934212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004471933599857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17413899681205158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,the_fucking_abu,2019/02/21,"My concept advice I have this philosophy that I discovered where if your mind wants something then it will go out of its way to get it .Even if you have severe shyness your mind will want to escape and after three years you'll be completely fine so just, Have patience ,Be kind to others to make others not have insecuritys and FUCK SHIT UP",9.123636363636363,7.264610151515157,8.544545454545457,72.9868181818182,61.12121212121213,11.224242424242425,34.121212121212125,9.725611199111238,2.971884848484849,274,8,52,4,3,87,50,66,0.175,0.715,0.11,-0.789,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,4,0,0,4,5,2,1,0,0,9,2,1,1,0,12,15,6,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,7,2,8,10,0,8,0,0,0,1,4,3,2,2,3,41,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530857749812451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27155010510875666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17106298329399264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23943562415482125,0.13531358755440545,0.0,0.14719216314356626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697022208051837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172880393865861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5230198786100261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925893103033668,0.2658534465310056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19938610503568654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30552254462297984,0.2055772485352192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16678353625149153
anxiety,Doc_Hobb,2019/02/21,"Shout out to all the people that feel like they aren't entitled to their anxiety I have this issue where I don't talk about my issues with anxiety with friends or family very much because perspective-wise I'm better off than them. I have a pretty good job, married, and I feel as though if I were to mention it to some people they might say ""Well what do YOU have to be anxious about?"". 

I just wanted to give a shout out to anyone that feels like they can't talk about their problems because someone out there has it worse. Sometimes I need to remind myself that there is no entry criteria for being having these problems. 

You're not alone.

You're allowed to feel this way.

I hope you're doing okay.",6.0975,6.0157349640287805,6.042365107913668,82.68858363309354,66.26618705035972,8.676618705035972,28.885791366906474,8.07648339933343,1.7940568345323742,556,16,109,6,8,175,90,139,0.122,0.7020000000000001,0.17600000000000002,0.8328,2,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,6,1,9,10,0,0,3,1,15,0,0,1,1,23,24,5,0,6,4,0,4,2,1,1,0,3,0,0,9,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,1,7,17,8,21,20,3,6,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,5,2,79,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944888110077468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355472515027652,0.17392307217996275,0.0,0.107647519140886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18769664312920825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13615892011538785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14513318957011873,0.0,0.3113730559361618,0.21996811191809204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894370806359927,0.0,0.0,0.1476857486319681,0.0,0.1291284744949152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15291006917680705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213738733472968,0.15277459993743944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042732139959744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16331980697573587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317317111492507,0.11415420084215006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134632552964466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15662555094756325,0.0,0.2946244637380362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224296070448049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13044387967305196,0.0,0.15226345633377414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474831840233704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512580435854193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702735056984238,0.09080546983410584,0.12220072769739067,0.0,0.0,0.13842223852636276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15689126242256887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,peanutbutterfloofs,2019/02/21,"I have a surgery on Monday. Im a little anxious about it but mostly im looking forward to it and the freedom that recovery will bring. Its not my first surgery though. My biggest fear (that is consuming me) is that im a hypochondriac. I've had more procedures than average. Before and after each one, my doctors have agreed that they were legitimate, to fix a real problem, and necessary. Still, I worry that I'm either too sensitive and pay way too close attention to symptoms or that I'm a hypochondriac somehow manifesting these problems. They're not normal issues for a person my age. Most of them are ligament- or joint- related.  My upcoming surgery is to have my coccyx removed because it hurts to sit. Weird right? It's a pretty uncommon problem especially with no direct injury. Anyhow, I thought I'd voice my concerns to this very supportive community. Maybe someone else understands me.",4.743434959349592,7.342875091463416,5.870341463414638,72.4486422764228,72.47560975609754,9.007479674796748,34.10406504065041,9.558583805096642,3.9469557723577235,721,38,113,19,15,239,111,164,0.193,0.7190000000000001,0.08800000000000001,-0.9508,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,1,6,7,0,1,8,0,10,2,0,0,0,25,17,8,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,13,7,0,0,3,0,1,3,3,6,0,2,3,2,14,1,13,13,5,15,0,1,1,0,3,6,0,6,6,80,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17071983208150973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211986367204117,0.0,0.12858991562466462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15467522894480734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262393327532629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004927135483586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854052173551894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16177447648566606,0.0,0.4896986992459457,0.15772747400777495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15145949795299546,0.0,0.0,0.12690069283733585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15181790343280105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14806312626613508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240117151951564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195002697755168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537408891315714,0.0,0.4337972962358107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17200487033303918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905357295521155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804142058163168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12068268087388012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714864194630218,0.0,0.1570690096504634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484722382040319,0.11997046488282916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573187123418192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468781563726865,0.0,0.11995008742227302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534672204638992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sanguine__,2019/02/21,"Managing constant stress I will try make this brief and concise.

In my day to day life is constantly stressful, in practically everything I do, even the simplest things like cooking and meeting up with people, I'm afraid of fucking something up. I am in a perpetual state of worry and it stops me from fulfilling my potential in every facet of my life, primarily academic but also social and competitive (sports etc). I go to bed thinking about all the missed opportunities in my day, already stressing about the next day. I routinely vomit or at least feel nauseous before exams. As a result of this constant anxiety I feel tired throughout the day and am developing a feeling of lethargy to my life as a whole accompanied by a negative inner monologue. 

I've tried meditation but on my worst days (recently the stress has been elevated) I completely fail to find focus.

Anyone had a similar situation to mine? Any help is greatly appreciated. Thanks",7.60010220548682,8.924082307692311,8.416019365250136,62.088246369015614,63.20118343195266,11.589241527703063,39.623991393222155,11.389717465364855,5.229302958579883,766,41,116,23,11,258,115,169,0.212,0.6779999999999999,0.11,-0.9651,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,4,13,1,5,11,0,9,7,0,2,1,18,19,11,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,1,5,0,1,0,4,6,1,1,5,2,0,2,1,9,0,0,2,3,15,4,26,16,5,25,0,2,0,1,3,10,1,1,13,81,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386737840303134,0.08976390179975853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633182310505936,0.0,0.08586866350594632,0.0,0.0,0.0784857266589684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551394712525577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768886548351015,0.3638974582695216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43434025383767055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518509910053685,0.07413809846264516,0.0,0.09457295600838256,0.0,0.10088038436276248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17026639874432967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025917432789295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377056179680473,0.0,0.0,0.06379256852613695,0.0,0.0,0.12375273645026548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752368118254936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378501705117874,0.05483822443672723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749257578459301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937597979574825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781795084847044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083039123593474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617035409162872,0.0,0.11442170187516396,0.0,0.08641324033156947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384353528921834,0.5143143313003353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334197568224893,0.0,0.0,0.07457193282688758,0.07192335844814708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290114379467029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15241671776439375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531978989931591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399229799352367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,billhicksreincarnate,2019/02/21,"New Job, Very Anxious Hi,

I have a new job tomorrow night, cleaning at the meatworks. I have not had a job in 10 months, after I quit my last because of workplace harassment and not getting paid, and I am so anxious. I'm vegan so this is kind of a shitty job, but I desperately need money and I need some sort of validation that I'll be able to do it.

Idk where else to go, so I thought I would post here because I am so nervous.",3.2335531135531106,3.570922923076921,5.237087912087912,84.52874542124542,72.51648351648352,8.264468864468865,30.551282051282055,8.344100000000001,2.060317216117216,330,14,74,5,6,115,61,91,0.193,0.807,0.0,-0.9295,4,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,1,1,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,12,16,8,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,10,1,8,11,1,12,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,7,47,13,4,0.16286042182487834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679718405721314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19855640305732336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13604898464179974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508784858747431,0.0,0.09255733084297213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6464553555434173,0.0,0.0,0.1695940676936837,0.0,0.13275298047822054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999363492156166,0.0,0.0,0.2415178783724708,0.0,0.3145832204919816,0.0,0.15283347341511164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15597526532956066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17322210549632944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929298324330482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437690412868458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156913709706172,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheCakeAnarchy,2019/02/21,"Can't seem to calm down I'm at meps (like a really big physical to determine if you join the army or not) and I've been incredibly anxious the entire time I've been here. I can't eat, I've been puking, all around not great.",1.5164285714285732,2.7833756938775513,3.877295918367349,89.08288265306123,77.77551020408163,8.16530612244898,20.413265306122447,8.841846274778883,1.0087102040816331,175,4,42,4,4,61,36,49,0.213,0.742,0.045,-0.7992,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,1,8,7,3,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,2,3,5,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,2,22,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.455576883936095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35899309551638464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4126427798743039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4446032514613837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19701586880655786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583431433756485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36711909837265017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351482096922127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kakashifan4,2019/02/21,"A poem about an anxiety attack... I reach out for something 

With nothing to grab

I pick at my brain

And yet nothing to stab

My vision is so blurry

My eyes overflowing with tears

My heart pounding through my ribs

My mind consistent with fears

People are starting to stare 

Pointing and laughing at me choke

This is not an act

This is no fucking joke

I need some sort of escape

I just need to FUCKING SCREAM

Blood covers my arms

Pouring from my veins like a stream

My legs can’t move

I weakly fall to my knees

I’m frozen in time

Without a hand to squeeze


I’m just stuck in my mind

I can’t leave my worries behind

I try so hard to be kind

I can’t just “sit still” or “unwind”


Don’t leave me alone

I beg of you... PLEASE

Hear my cries of anguish

See the forest from the trees

I’m falling apart like brittle glass

Breaking apart at the seam

Is this even reality?

Is this all a bad dream?

Consuming fumes of despair

Breathing in bitter cigarette smoke

Shaking towards sweet insomnia

Staying away, staying awoke

A loud noise in my thoughts

A deep ringing in my ears

People pretend to enjoy your company 

Pretending to act as if there are cares

I reach out for something, anything

Yet, still nothing to grab

I scrape at my brain 

And I now have something to stab",2.1795458758109376,4.605551281124498,2.8357630522088364,91.7891218721038,80.36546184738954,5.276552363299351,25.64118010503553,6.490185161304077,0.9089523015137466,995,40,198,9,26,310,147,249,0.2,0.652,0.14800000000000002,-0.8917,0,1,5,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,0,13,20,5,3,11,0,13,18,13,1,1,24,26,8,0,3,7,0,5,2,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,8,0,0,1,5,0,6,7,12,0,0,2,15,32,8,40,23,2,35,0,1,3,2,3,18,2,4,9,121,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922679408032306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545070481521872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267722637349244,0.0,0.0,0.14194685616221472,0.11722797396867585,0.0,0.10417991724846674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785749941537284,0.0,0.0,0.1272139911308818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705685275923685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241113187268276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040387463395276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23070053400540724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117717503504083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062779919985224,0.1478561431154508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299314723567781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642323556167965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191518907100005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519695340171181,0.0,0.0,0.13261353780129395,0.0,0.1850346180392318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591680520993869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17300323429974393,0.0,0.0,0.13696285681338072,0.11795044612977355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942761547538327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881681520911529,0.0,0.0,0.08831469526567877,0.265982000588255,0.19928713438058174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905551477511083,0.07275591204402271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471241161932255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027634311941762,0.0,0.0,0.12671264164062368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PatternMixingMomma,2019/02/21,"A safe place to express how I feel I woke up this morning from a restless night of dreams, heart pounding and my mind racing with all that lies ahead of me today. I desperately wanted to write this on Facebook to share how I’m feeling with my friends and family ... but opted not to for fear that the response would make me feel even more anxious. Instead, I grabbed my headphones and turned on a relaxation sounds app, and picked up the iPad to distract myself. It also helped that a cat was within arm’s reach, soothing me with his contented purrs.  I still feel a mess, but it’s slowly getting better ...  thanks for reading. ",9.982857142857142,7.315415689075634,8.665109243697483,75.32842016806724,60.17647058823529,10.864537815126052,39.76638655462185,8.238735603445708,3.2975532773109246,493,19,92,4,5,151,83,119,0.105,0.662,0.233,0.9469,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,6,10,0,3,7,0,2,2,2,4,1,24,13,9,0,2,3,0,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,6,13,6,19,10,2,10,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,4,63,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17467302236120014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467561407022424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19317764589101352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14426651995888745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20591003423095755,0.2457869212799697,0.44176550378531376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16875328842063372,0.0,0.11411715149429318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588326447786589,0.14640452398889825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579923903984332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22054525270002706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20497545687950067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282058441393862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184823937692368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17443311781036067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20109481503448445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070397349248392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23758181260959765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288317128375753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15516163502551994,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Deaddrop88,2019/02/21,"Not doing this to my self this morning Just sitting in my car waiting to go into work. I can already feel my anxiety kicking in. 

Really sucks but I'm going to do my best to block it out.

Wish me luck ",-0.15209302325581575,1.953626348837212,2.857023255813953,89.8966976744186,87.83720930232559,5.300465116279072,22.55348837209302,6.742157984588678,0.7631525581395349,155,6,33,2,5,55,34,43,0.128,0.631,0.241,0.8502,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,1,3,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,10,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,2,8,10,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,24,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3950486188011346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738598116281221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756862807772377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18100947028827666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4069056181043772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22933625572701385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734595193953025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4116684898885209,0.0,0.0,0.2606195004795159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Erwinsherwin,2019/02/21,"Panic Atttack symptoms Hey all, I’ve recently been going through alot of stress, and I just want to know if anyone can relate’

So around a 1-3 months ago I’ve started having panic attacks. I never had one before, so like most people, I went to the hospital thinking I was having a heart attack or stroke (Heres the kicker: I’m a 130 pound skinny 17 year old boy). 

I was happy to realize that after awhile they bacame more manageable and ended up going away within 10-15 minutes, with some cases having me not even realize I was having one.

Recently, I’ve been stressed out again, and with that, the panic attacks came back. They felt as crippling as they did when they first started. But this time around, I feel nauseous after I eat (sorta), while walking (sometimes), and literally just 15 min ago I woke up feeling it!

I just feel like I’m gonna die or something. I feel like I’m in some sad ass movie where I’m gonna die of cancer or some disease. Keep in mind, I’ve been asessed multiple times, nothing was wrong with heart or blood level. 

I come here asking if anyone can relate? Or if theres something about panic attacks I dont know, because they’ve only been prevelant since likes December. ",5.343546099290781,5.955153425531917,5.985531914893618,80.05333333333334,67.93617021276596,7.9687943262411345,29.28368794326241,7.793537801064563,1.9128070921985816,945,32,174,10,15,308,141,235,0.196,0.7190000000000001,0.086,-0.983,0,0,2,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,4,1,16,17,4,6,7,0,17,9,5,0,2,46,42,19,2,4,13,0,6,4,0,2,3,0,0,1,4,12,2,1,10,0,0,6,3,12,0,3,14,6,18,5,23,26,7,38,0,1,0,1,7,11,1,14,25,107,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16596901502585154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091629251547976,0.0,0.0,0.16667531580445327,0.0875178713657072,0.4260046621141588,0.08795485999313514,0.07198455414433208,0.0,0.057067150344443124,0.0,0.07965990998268478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707121215680067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064147873697583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19431625362719404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971668888323086,0.0,0.0,0.09579204517993033,0.0,0.0,0.0829155616338282,0.0,0.0,0.06183216616602494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893392732025106,0.13375788830886806,0.08988557733377002,0.0,0.0,0.07962931106095808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064077115291284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965545877548453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22186967711852412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08320977301263664,0.0,0.0,0.10289727993242556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18294325190063732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452498553345706,0.0,0.07472301264188112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220205803663564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982661352613633,0.0,0.09823373741981777,0.0,0.12687259441363918,0.07119881926636963,0.0,0.4393505551238779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490121229621988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848680586432556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743972317930986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14413959747884306,0.09258814020006173,0.0,0.13252308974485488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21447251719406796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730236705611024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0599850433583097,0.0,0.0,0.10917592176786736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05521685750717956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678252228816097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235387198916823,0.0,0.06028532373679014
anxiety,malignantlove,2019/02/21,I think my teacher is going to report my parents to social services Fuck this is all my fault. I shouldnt have said anything to my teacher i  rlly shouldnt have. Im 16 alr and id rather live another two more years with my family and moving iut then have to deal with the fucking child protective services. Im rlly fucking scared and idk what to do anymore. I dont want to be the reason why my family breaks apart and idk anymore. Screw it if it goes wrong ill always have the option of killing myself. I dint think im far from actually commiting suicide. ,1.6598377581120936,4.004213088495575,3.432942477876108,87.22221607669618,81.83185840707966,5.890560471976402,23.57595870206489,7.1686216300943375,1.07468790560472,441,16,86,6,12,147,70,113,0.251,0.7490000000000001,0.0,-0.9801,1,0,0,0,0,2,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,8,5,1,3,0,11,5,0,1,2,17,19,6,2,5,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,4,6,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,8,0,1,1,1,12,0,10,15,2,7,0,0,0,4,5,2,4,2,2,50,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.1426505283125772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216334148387884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532824058578882,0.0,0.0,0.2899424284728131,0.0,0.0,0.12029362987012775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070509262044554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17132179328118144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756108631018075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4054229788142944,0.0,0.0,0.08307742488254763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4736982381001765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16172643797427927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907955935361287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15536613517401585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16231551683816722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15029731779304334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13905059155381724,0.0,0.14635161465264282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490120332523133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15989712120220725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18733239770172724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14279655417982592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622071212474691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190465308067714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15982480948836686,0.0,0.09413508442745236
anxiety,_Read_A_Book_,2019/02/21,"I have anxiety about going to public places, and now it’s worse So, I have a moderate agoraphobia that I take meds for, but I still don’t really go places that are not my work, the grocery store, or my parents house. However, I just discovered that a woman was robbed at gunpoint at her car in my apartment complex during a time that I usually leave for work. 

Now I’m panicky and paranoid because the robbers still have not been caught, and I’m their primary target. They have robbed at least 5 other women at different complexes, and no one has gotten a good description of them. 

I’m afraid that this will set back any progress I’ve made with my anxiety, since now I don’t even want to take my dog out or go anywhere. Any helpful tips for this kind of situation? I have mace, and I’m buying a taser as soon as I can, but that doesn’t help my panic attacks. Let me know what you think",5.860055865921787,5.441561067039106,6.487089385474862,80.43521508379891,66.82122905027933,10.065027932960897,31.866480446927373,9.642632912329526,2.7040252513966467,697,25,144,13,10,229,115,179,0.13,0.78,0.09,-0.6542,3,0,0,1,0,0,18.0,0,1,3,3,11,5,1,2,7,0,15,0,0,1,0,20,30,12,0,1,7,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,11,7,0,0,4,0,2,5,6,3,0,1,5,0,21,2,17,23,1,24,0,0,0,0,11,9,0,2,9,95,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21378683977725,0.0,0.2404972062774639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788243597203836,0.0,0.12086808384428364,0.0,0.09582051586728617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16422829566281225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382137575574928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680011639648472,0.13184207061967476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21071997996104205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18137416938369455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16368740372224275,0.08638656727167075,0.0,0.0,0.16643969119183732,0.0,0.16073566503834985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14873535017779388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746007423310843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651484586806301,0.0,0.0,0.184426577218464,0.17453898177386784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284565913256245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069883651891244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300277686703145,0.17668621144880065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510615252048393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363720468663825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071990215426012,0.0,0.0,0.0916577495191346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17312068184937,0.0,0.0927137195211917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288698783298053,0.0,0.16018828520072673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,milqi,2019/02/21,"DAE have their anxiety exacerbated by our political situation? Before 2016, I just barely had a grasp on handling my anxiety.  But since the election, it's been nearly impossible to control.  I just want to know I'm not alone in this anymore.",4.729772727272729,7.30060788636364,6.936363636363637,64.9245454545455,72.4090909090909,9.854545454545457,33.72727272727273,10.125756701596842,4.2467,193,10,31,6,4,68,39,44,0.08199999999999999,0.845,0.073,-0.0926,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,8,6,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,6,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3456788808280945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5106571442802929,0.0,0.33100423624506603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840086096981373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743447441973361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18342798417472744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760930576038189,0.37516475791429305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19686267453632506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway_autumnday,2019/02/21,"Mood swings, fights and new relationship It's my first time being with someone while I'm recovering/ working on my anxiety, and he's the loveliest, sweetest and most supportive person ever. We're only a couple of weeks in and he's just so intelligent and kind -- I am SO anxious about not being interesting or emotionally mature enough, and in general not doing enough for him as he does for me. Also, I've instigated **three (in two weeks!)** completely unnecessary, self-defeating fights that I really regret, though they were v quickly resolved because he was especially kind to me. Prior to getting involved, I'd just been doing my own things and calming myself down, but the anxiety attacks/ mood swings have come right back. I want to be emotionally self-sufficient, communicative, dependable and kind, and I know if this goes on I'm going to ruin the relationship. If anyone on this lovely Reddit community has any advice - I'd be so grateful!!

​",5.88591478696742,8.253367637426901,7.04608604845447,66.30065789473684,68.53216374269006,10.031913116123643,32.09732664995823,10.290406445055957,3.998164243943192,770,34,117,22,14,259,115,171,0.096,0.728,0.17600000000000002,0.9503,0,0,0,0,2,0,37.0,0,0,1,3,11,15,3,0,4,0,12,1,0,1,1,27,21,20,0,4,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,11,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,5,0,3,3,0,12,8,17,14,4,20,0,2,0,1,13,8,0,5,10,83,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694010967232858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388371075281316,0.0,0.14075029142202927,0.1578468628634952,0.08833877398032422,0.0,0.1987515075332068,0.14675387876546092,0.0,0.090831485296315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14778388334824155,0.0,0.09988770451240164,0.0,0.07918791355630511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190028604429998,0.13620125479826894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14373565334311802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367935027007355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29224770545155504,0.0,0.2684498976318581,0.0,0.0,0.11750507225711472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049577493853767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06786917062243164,0.0,0.07382710203185541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4058232370873194,0.0713915173553192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724290009249365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546152371319513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987973976507708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134266477776146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321945138058442,0.0,0.0,0.2789352965945806,0.0,0.11093680311656033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710351768708409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006673849129993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741285124849288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630205399658153,0.0,0.12762944163996187,0.0,0.07574772354324902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689675673187634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662039742194911,0.0,0.2084013611197692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457123026724526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578468628634952,0.0
anxiety,xuesro,2019/02/21,"Anxious for an important school event coming up that I'm clueless about I was chosen among 10 or so other students to attend an 'educational event' for an entire day of class at a completely different school. I'm in high school, so the event is based around transitioning into university/college and making that easier for students. I get panic attacks about the future the most because I get lost, so I saw it as an opportunity to help give me a sense of direction (which I don't doubt it will)...and I agreed to go. 

Now I'm really regretting it and am having bad night anxiety about how the day'll go—Social anxiety, lack of confidence and quietness is the opposite of what they're expecting there. 

Even worse, I'm supposed to be representing my school so BOOM the burden of embarrassment is thrown in with my perfectionism. It's just me & another student that I rarely talk to, I'm worried the day will just spiral downhill for me and I'll have a breakdown like a fool in a building filled with complete strangers and important people. 

There's no way I can back out of this, as the day approaches my anxiety's just increasing. Everything I'm about to do has to be improvised which is something I'm horrendous at; being put on the spot. A lot of intelligent kids are attending and I'm not the brightest, so I'm terrified that my brain won't be able to think properly for the bullsh*tting I'll have to do because I'm so nervous. 

Any tips on how to stay grounded and reduce the general awkwardness I'm expecting? I just don't want to worry about letting people down and embarrassing myself. I have a hard time starting conversations and finding what to say. Any advice on ways I can carry myself throughput the day would help too",7.582734270414993,7.301066798192773,8.094899598393578,69.87774431057568,63.24698795180722,11.835609103078985,36.51673360107095,11.319583603955671,4.256862918340026,1395,60,249,37,18,464,178,332,0.18,0.727,0.093,-0.981,1,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,2,24,14,1,6,24,0,26,1,1,3,0,36,48,20,0,6,6,0,1,1,0,3,0,3,0,1,14,15,0,0,2,0,0,8,5,12,0,0,3,5,20,2,47,37,4,40,0,2,1,0,7,16,0,4,14,164,34,8,0.10983993529764634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733431353322136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901152400435955,0.0,0.149389845148549,0.11517674927996753,0.25208174957272705,0.12408786219177208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778082983350728,0.0,0.12495878340898392,0.0,0.08446013022931098,0.09171175795637224,0.13391481012004972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261769403978175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461737836637656,0.23033016473472226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35418835717927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475935414752512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07254824133899368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987170513256109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039171094384053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147736654337514,0.10536847466085436,0.12484913298390934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839500726468063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14724678660709253,0.11605192227288272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231877572514347,0.0,0.05366224415699213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990326460402635,0.09338198507680187,0.0,0.0,0.07331900973225468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307733851556326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887349773564089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15229836199549476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041947296783323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036627516395991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734912520087597,0.0,0.4446555143819748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456014848584087,0.0,0.0,0.07774527154671844,0.11707475635886395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828517932944763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703809953965328,0.0,0.0,0.0640485495814187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06478643969314488,0.17437165602224272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230955721041993,0.11193627795650088,0.0780271385737465,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SparkaCat,2019/02/21,"Dealing with my anxiety is exhausting. It all started last December. I had my first panic attack, I thought I was dying, I held myself and cried. It happened again the next night and the night after that. I have a history of anxiety but I thought it went away, I thought I finally beat it. I called my friend in a panic and she helped me, she soothed me, told me everything was alright. After that every night I called her, just to talk until I got scared of her getting caregivers fatigue. I’ve tried calling her less now but it’s hard. I’ve tried getting help at my school but they have a maximum of 3 visits, they want me to get professional counseling but that’s expensive and I don’t want my parents to find out. 

It’s currently 3AM, I can’t sleep. I was shaking, my heart was racing, my chest felt hollow and all I could feel was my heart. I know that I just started having these feelings but I cry myself to sleep, scared. Scared that I’m going to die, then wake up in the morning and laugh at myself for being over dramatic. But it happens almost every night, I get it I’m stressed out. I’m in my final semester of college, I’m looking for what to do next. I just want to be normal. I’m lost, I’m scared and I have no idea what I’m doing.  ",0.8670743534482739,3.1725712031250017,2.787133620689655,90.803125,85.015625,5.718534482758621,22.89008620689655,7.0983637204850245,0.8900739762931043,972,36,203,14,29,324,127,256,0.206,0.7140000000000001,0.08,-0.9854,2,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,2,3,5,15,1,8,6,1,18,8,6,0,2,37,50,15,2,5,9,1,4,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,16,10,0,1,9,0,1,4,3,12,0,1,15,5,44,3,27,32,3,33,0,2,1,0,18,10,0,1,19,135,60,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033952894429198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380318755941662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263512893223747,0.08476206200009369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763656513095837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07203112105993319,0.0,0.19819879262300225,0.0,0.0930100078022484,0.0,0.0,0.18726249281574295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202382295629455,0.0,0.08108143352719255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123308942505556,0.0,0.08662269349839091,0.1976571421961069,0.08245691831622141,0.07673873395626432,0.0,0.0,0.06970161192456464,0.0,0.18853912671770867,0.0,0.051272533675933436,0.0,0.07215496428634374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15955760582878936,0.0,0.08081692203937453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138157155764778,0.1209414217711572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184427697271922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04958103294095393,0.07353908761368437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575975556211724,0.0,0.09848276916839503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918941057113036,0.33865105404911044,0.08839373531288584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117009736363193,0.10017556291588632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612927628131727,0.09130465823209843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18056477750518773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771244647850155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334353781666313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725131960802374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21486722154891086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620643416410162,0.0,0.12250316102491253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596373878546059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363228064131686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fokysss,2019/02/21,"Feeling of suffocation Hi all, would like to share my experience on how my anxiety and panick attack have developed over time.

Now I get the feeling that I will suffocate when my panic starts, it can happen at a random time with no particular reason. I could be sitting at home or walking with my dog when all of the sudden I will start to feel like it is harder to breath or that I will suffocate. 

I though it could be heart related so I called an ambulance cause I was so scared something bad could happen, they checked my heart and it was all good. 

Now I think it could be something else, like I got some other illness. I keep trying to find and illness in myself and then more I do it then more anxious I feel.

Basically once I manage to deal with one problem the next one will come up and I will find something new to worry about. It feels like I always have to worry about something. :(",4.689810606060603,5.634468965909092,5.416363636363638,82.35287878787881,69.56818181818181,8.139393939393939,27.734848484848484,8.344100000000001,1.8076643939393944,702,23,138,10,12,228,98,176,0.19,0.7170000000000001,0.093,-0.9628,0,0,4,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,10,11,1,2,5,0,20,5,3,3,3,34,34,15,0,6,2,0,5,4,0,6,2,0,1,0,10,9,0,1,9,0,1,2,1,5,0,2,3,5,23,6,20,18,6,22,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,4,17,104,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949769158739505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731981446614064,0.12895018130964905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985522912723754,0.0,0.0,0.09530543606613133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655374187200612,0.0,0.0,0.11725728595285785,0.0,0.09832491171885893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645386458550628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767740733546732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535262920812973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165469218162713,0.0,0.0,0.2885730708025444,0.16308893097765206,0.0,0.0,0.20865101710250103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05963550626886612,0.0,0.0,0.0957385353745841,0.09129134943901067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20187424792509784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705222765932222,0.0,0.0,0.11449569532095187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145639333201308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22305988648052053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024094467756558,0.1213933929081899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155958865256528,0.15469379828651053,0.0,0.0,0.13392333952322247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922035110432816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735899815877007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11427801325239305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514943778133053,0.0,0.0,0.16158336012628946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313883853612121,0.11214585793827593,0.0,0.13311651817129333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749625400774607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318374574602343,0.0,0.08108459190479049,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,123345666ducjcjck,2019/02/21,"Help Im a 15 Y.O boy. 
As I do something new eg going back to school , in that current morning I will feel nauseous to my throat and its really annoying me as it happens constantly now and really ruins my morning as I have no breakfast . I dont throw up i usually just get the feeling for 1 hour then it wears off but can anyone help?
Its really ruining my life.",2.529600000000002,3.940453360000003,5.0183333333333335,81.34750000000003,75.4,8.733333333333334,28.5,9.2995712137729,2.611,282,12,57,7,6,100,57,75,0.116,0.794,0.09,-0.2459,1,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,2,0,5,4,2,0,0,6,10,7,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,2,1,0,2,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,2,9,0,9,9,0,13,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,8,38,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16521737411804724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816901286198382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553423196074085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769266206048536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389476277923124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345021241508625,0.0,0.1342873552783701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20894782610825108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167564095019129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232695112370982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552305221481794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16689650580773008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22820747049464096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.454114534881523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23913507290432814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819052872970024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602367635155799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,teslacornroll,2019/02/21,Caffeine Does anybody else have severe anxiety all day long after just one cup of coffee in the morning?,9.141052631578948,8.946567315789476,8.588421052631581,67.32894736842107,60.05263157894736,9.705263157894738,40.05263157894737,8.841846274778883,3.985484210526316,85,4,12,1,1,27,19,19,0.202,0.7979999999999999,0.0,-0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,8,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34268651980845777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888957467587429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3920109226002169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3742112927941553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3964285900488359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035478241385393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5060648505936565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chelseamarg,2019/02/21,"Has anyone ever taken stress leave from work and returned? Any tips? I’ve been off work since December 2018 when my Nana passed away from cancer after a 3 month battle. I was approved for a short term leave for anxiety and depression. 

I’m returning to work within the next week (on a part time basis) and I’m really anxious about going back to the office.   I’m worried what people will say or do, if they will ask, etc. They know my Nana passed and I’ve been off since. I’m also concerned with what my team members (~35 people) will think of me, if they think I’m ‘weak’ or if they’ll treat me differently. 

Does anyone else have similar experiences returning to work after stress leave? Was your transition successful? Any pointers or help would be appreciated. Thanks! ",3.1154337899543383,5.725907712328769,4.0470958904109615,83.38306392694066,78.04109589041096,7.181004566210048,22.062100456621003,8.238735603445708,1.4333722374429232,610,18,112,12,15,196,93,146,0.16899999999999998,0.718,0.113,-0.7307,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,4,7,5,8,1,2,5,0,13,2,0,0,1,16,25,12,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,1,0,3,0,5,0,0,5,1,11,3,17,14,3,22,0,1,0,0,9,6,0,6,13,63,13,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082591039038981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841188852761483,0.0,0.10356127995991496,0.1529348855026328,0.0,0.1893142848513981,0.1387073846844463,0.0,0.0,0.12655707636508598,0.0,0.12718899304940498,0.10409479314096533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659803636928695,0.0,0.0,0.1414377552881363,0.0,0.0,0.11846731795997435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308819640433593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509785824704565,0.0,0.12245417240617346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13242243935760253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693656543332407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073881221188243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439839835541448,0.0,0.0,0.4300268029577069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080547992035983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14397253618906655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465976150050272,0.0,0.18770355248785897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672450347170638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765540017689887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22396671233334545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101425378974372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463484160899957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17348529150893502,0.0,0.0,0.07893808003320943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858942390334246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3942175946403197,0.13747958572761365,0.0,0.09616630743006896,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,carsonreddit123,2019/02/21,"Not sleeping because of shortness of breath Hey guys, just wondering if y'all have any advice. Sometimes at night, definitely tonight, I can't sleep because I feel really short of breath. I really try to focus on my breathing, especially belly breathing, but I can't get myself to remain focused for more than like 10 minutes. Any natural supplements that help you guys? It doesn't seem to be related to anything specific",7.303026315789473,8.634627460526318,7.572210526315793,67.84647368421055,63.868421052631575,10.81684210526316,38.88421052631579,10.793553405168565,4.7923610526315805,341,18,52,9,5,111,59,76,0.0,0.8,0.2,0.9405,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,6,6,0,0,7,9,2,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,8,1,11,8,1,6,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,3,3,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21807857368027528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30352571586745386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836494168221772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27208401325086345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284116389201547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659681060941712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4419456235186263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14958575755152018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902930555024633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20942938210785134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28593608917432656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20316505767920295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4466611791838001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22072026212116114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15151738648352472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24201771546756584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Doredhelwen,2019/02/21,"Meds and breastfeeding Are there any meds or supplements that are effective that could help my anxiety while breastfeeding? A new baby is among up my anxiety and while I'm functioning as a parent, my relationship with my husband is struggling. He has ADD and his lack of structure is hard for me to deal with on top of caring for and worry about our baby. Any advice on controlling this?",7.98,8.034812555555561,7.818888888888887,71.065,62.33333333333333,12.2,34.66666666666667,11.698219412168324,4.2625166666666665,312,12,54,9,4,100,51,72,0.159,0.711,0.13,-0.0926,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,2,0,7,0,0,2,0,12,9,8,0,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,1,13,8,1,8,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,3,41,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144017585527288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984082578574019,0.0,0.33569116050176623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22369982703353625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24608335164770584,0.1751784543734341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261987481008676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19654537208016468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470637345625158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4874229245721086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119044278774372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24362525557519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23556076273558496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22937159670385984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22281822750775213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wolfiehowl229,2019/02/21,Anyone wanna talk? Hey. So since I'm afraid of the dark because I can't see whats happening. I sadly fear monsters that I know are not real but in the back of my mind they are watching me. So is anyone up to talk? I'm pretty scared rn and dont wanna get an anxiety attack haha...,-0.39482435597189536,1.6243903606557382,2.703653395784542,91.19983606557379,88.01639344262293,4.797189695550352,16.911007025761126,6.18269132825596,-0.23993864168618284,216,5,47,2,7,77,49,61,0.219,0.715,0.065,-0.8446,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,3,6,1,3,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,8,11,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,2,6,1,7,11,0,3,0,1,2,0,4,2,0,0,1,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852634785699225,0.0,0.0,0.3386692687471878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755094202351394,0.0,0.1862178942339868,0.0,0.14762784452021613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838277045544421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725145955678063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652662405658993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141548606862471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13309323798131825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445280653297539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463793928084577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27564856527195075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424597714578009,0.0,0.19298239802986994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20032995066691534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893027430141049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MyReallyNSFWThrow,2019/02/21,The worst part about anxiety is when what you were afraid of comes to pass. I don't really have much more to add to this other than I'm freaking out right now because the thing I tried to not freak out over potentially happening finally happened.,10.096875,7.343274937500002,9.257500000000004,71.43750000000004,60.04166666666666,13.766666666666666,38.583333333333336,12.161744961471696,4.3880083333333335,199,7,39,5,2,63,41,48,0.16899999999999998,0.784,0.047,-0.7347,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,8,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,10,7,4,9,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445955524738408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949068130949304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754224370591345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502528505662106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5654792500804864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350411999075833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462406475410608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20482971867373745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730509970440672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212416990833584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21707832500065471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,add0817,2019/02/21,"Tips for Getting to Sleep For the last month or so I've been having trouble sleeping, averaging maybe 5 hours on a decent night. Any tips for a restful-ish sleep?",2.890520833333333,5.128537843750003,3.6887500000000015,87.61458333333336,76.8125,5.516666666666668,26.291666666666664,6.42735559955562,0.9850291666666672,129,5,25,1,3,41,27,32,0.094,0.906,0.0,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,12,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18233554422015855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400852830940144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640510700903336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21855927915191525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693695950808926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140164012924358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516190119390225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8049618691029871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Avarria587,2019/02/21,"How can I get over this anxiety of traveling alone? I have to get up tomorrow and drive out of state for the first time since I was a teenager (I am 32). My anxiety has kept me from enjoying traveling my whole life. 

I couldn't afford the high plane ticket prices that I had to choose from. I waited too long since I figured I would just drive it. It's only 800 miles and I don't hate driving that much.

I have no idea why, but I started feeling severe anxiety today about it. I had almost been excited prior to today. I figured this little trip would help force me out of my box.

What kind I do to help ease this fear?",1.6026302083333306,3.5207660859375025,3.3200000000000003,90.25833333333335,79.546875,6.7666666666666675,21.604166666666664,7.793537801064563,0.8795604166666666,481,14,104,8,12,160,83,128,0.119,0.708,0.173,0.8467,1,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,1,3,0,14,1,0,1,0,18,21,4,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,9,4,0,2,5,3,1,6,3,2,0,1,5,1,20,3,15,13,2,22,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,8,71,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17468583038950136,0.18067692113900785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40035983843666223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19630402476039205,0.08820683576423738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483865326822257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822851762482836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17223262220788327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23385945153211235,0.18431532203417486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19693208832612494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816621587771427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321873887949238,0.0,0.1748440837145395,0.0,0.1543821900283072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824034870247458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132676595856987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19707811669529754,0.0,0.28861261918120923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347615171830825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172282208443392,0.0,0.3307151823979725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15741340948937296,0.1947664754850961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478476339204206,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,drosesky,2019/02/21,"Update on CND oil It worked for me very well 😍 
It took some digging but I found a good brand. I got the full spectrum one from C4 health 😊 

I was taking it. Twice a day. It made me calm and I was able to work and exercise with no problems. 
Now I only need it for social events 😂😂",-2.005714285714284,-0.14806204761904596,0.6257142857142846,103.04428571428572,98.04761904761904,3.4349206349206347,13.349206349206348,5.033348758259628,-1.4287269841269843,213,4,55,1,9,72,49,63,0.101,0.764,0.135,0.2838,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,9,8,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,1,2,6,1,7,3,6,2,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,33,12,2,0.2587379539132775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668645754171946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836928116305445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21701712000338014,0.2069363779063594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27502634587762603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448241080147464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918509143699855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17532753376251542,0.1967818731297842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475772785710664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26375076037572803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945387410071188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874673870016197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21348590920906804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326364937471253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767286240060488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sarahboo92,2019/02/21,"Bad anxiety night but it means I found r/anxiety So I literally just found this sub for the first time; as I was browsing reddit in an attempt to ignore my anxiety I thought to myself, there have to be other redditors who have anxiety... Duh. So here I am, unable to sleep at nearly 1AM because my anxiety is all ramped up... And my brain is telling me that my boyfriend is mad at me because he always rolls over to snuggle when he turns his phone off to go to bed and he didn't tonight. Which is probably totally ridiculous, but hey, anxiety brain.  So I'm posting because I just needed to vent a little bit. I also almost cried when I started reading some of the posts in this sub because I have been feeling so isolated and this just feels like a nice community to be a part of.  Thanks for being open about this stupid shit we put up with... Knowing concretely that I'm not the only person who feels this way is always reassuring. ",4.384531772575252,5.5003715,5.513695652173915,80.74167224080269,70.41304347826087,8.705016722408027,31.00167224080268,9.057496981413335,2.6253817725752504,732,31,142,14,13,243,115,184,0.187,0.735,0.078,-0.9692,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,0,2,13,10,4,0,7,1,15,4,4,0,2,26,30,13,0,1,6,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,12,6,0,1,8,1,0,2,2,6,0,1,6,3,18,4,25,21,5,23,0,0,0,0,12,11,1,2,8,100,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208632640373876,0.0,0.0,0.09652346617054937,0.20086355501452344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.554009409407076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10077916578097168,0.29430954438875473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177275641848854,0.0,0.0,0.2694814534292116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13258289745708773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830881083560896,0.08622785378492742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266706028288228,0.0,0.2646818716580201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859639238723016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06633337084682196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058967752015495326,0.12097275782612953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147730271965127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949726079221355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326844472289947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179752244866984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070595841234794,0.0,0.0,0.10539027842057444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23119379968726225,0.0,0.13013463671933842,0.0,0.0,0.1213364853061308,0.0,0.0,0.12073231263060785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389645580485845,0.0,0.0,0.12078681743469814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543183321838184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549681379516812,0.11112402083428732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582203949377108,0.07038093631753456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128655897840694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580576373930018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,svvccool,2019/02/21,"Hi I’m trying hard to accept I have an anxiety issue, it’s hard though. I always feel like I make things more than they are. For instance, I’m on my period which was only 2 days late, somehow still worrying that I’m pregnant. 

I worry about the world; the news terrifies me. Sometimes I can’t breathe because I get so freaked out. 

The worst part is when I tell myself “this isn’t how most people think”

And I know that it’s true. It is not how most people think. I know that what I’m thinking probably isn’t true and it shouldn’t eat me alive, but for some reason it does. 

Please someone, give me some advice or support.. I’m so confused.",1.8395454545454548,3.692517500000001,3.1818181818181834,91.8427272727273,78.54545454545455,5.915151515151516,22.363636363636363,6.816661863887847,0.5203363636363636,498,15,107,5,12,162,87,132,0.14400000000000002,0.76,0.096,-0.6212,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,9,8,0,1,4,0,9,2,1,4,2,27,24,10,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,12,3,1,0,8,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,3,15,5,7,22,7,8,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,7,6,67,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641742383100602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397950633700927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12852469344192372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241534708791307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835044608581844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14702382714452802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17191283419882403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494925392878203,0.12002404600734501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777658551292501,0.16116737043261042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30100207174086835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17535538321371605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846642170684044,0.0,0.18951891644467891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207960502543173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214580109756946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777669365656133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18193492331430386,0.0,0.2329494339081161,0.0,0.0,0.18442094502023207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18113967748413615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17273890643521747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14235156249452036,0.0,0.16616295815683785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341703966606013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906520534235141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684529275380045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116162103219849,0.3229557984871244,0.1650657654327411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406554571992596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34123799197930904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Junie_B_Rose,2019/02/21,"My anxiety is getting worse. I avoid social interactions and eye contact I don't know what's going on with me, but my anxiety is getting worse. I have been avoiding social interactions to the best of my ability. I just feel like I can't make myself go up to a stranger even if I have a question or need their help. It's exhausting. In general, I love people so it makes me sad that I'm struggling with the most basic human interactions. Like today I waited until nighttime to go to redbox to drop off the movies I rented because there'd be less chances of me running into people. I get there and there's a lady sitting on a bench by the redbox and I couldn't make myself get out of the car until she left. Sigh.  I'm in between jobs right now so I'm hopeful that it'll get better once I start my new job in a week and am forced to interact with new people. I just wanted to share this with y'all since in feel that y'all would understand me best. My friends and family don't know the extent of my daily struggles. Also, I'm just barely coming to terms with the fact that it's gotten this bad. ",2.823352912383747,4.258667696035246,4.507187958883996,85.21005261869801,74.68281938325991,6.982770435633872,24.06485560450318,7.594959193182576,1.1214632403328442,865,26,176,11,18,292,125,227,0.16,0.65,0.191,0.8999,3,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,1,3,10,17,0,4,12,0,13,3,1,3,1,39,41,13,0,6,6,0,2,2,1,2,1,0,1,1,11,13,0,3,6,0,1,6,4,7,1,0,2,3,29,9,31,35,6,29,0,1,1,1,17,12,0,5,11,117,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860221930285226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886468974832136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029495707078721,0.07516196679952218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587895276575719,0.1090480049355664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621122854232637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143787086726056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162353869959063,0.0,0.1246874259569411,0.08808487807403098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09526055327834587,0.0,0.32209336753185264,0.0,0.21022110354799575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264476555189924,0.0,0.0,0.12246379424983266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24471059720345556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552388530637746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339647970225047,0.0,0.0,0.120475392082472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128222185025677,0.0,0.24690925389041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142469583558033,0.0,0.2381660143941955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13130948226839284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564401446934464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812317331462773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529672949096316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019942623284368,0.0,0.0,0.25137574270041035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872717142125776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577979117726956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687309849856962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128358677082673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272498426290704,0.0,0.09890307423191434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513045659366979,0.08758811954681016,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sleepfaced,2019/02/21,Anyone ever taken Zoloft? I finally saw a psychiatrist today for my anxiety. She prescribed Zoloft for me and said I could start in small doses. I have never taken any sort of anxiety medications and I am extremely scared to start. I feel like I will rely too much on them and crash if I stop taking them for whatever reason. My parents are also super mad and don't want me on any medication. Have you taken this medication? Is Zoloft addictive? How did it make you feel? Were you still able to function without it? Any help would be great! ,2.8234686672550717,5.4721683106796135,4.55890556045896,79.0551809355693,79.48543689320388,7.628949691085613,22.955869373345102,8.575989854853784,1.9193378640776693,428,14,76,10,11,144,73,103,0.172,0.735,0.093,-0.7118,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,2,1,5,5,1,1,1,0,12,8,0,3,2,18,24,7,0,4,2,1,2,1,0,2,8,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,7,4,17,3,10,13,1,12,0,0,1,0,9,4,0,2,9,55,20,0,0.16349595634246145,0.0,0.0,0.17823472532283358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074765721760434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335485704843311,0.0,0.2501479181877427,0.0,0.0,0.11432017414498125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13053821735240614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14789145283190633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16533693606115388,0.1168015438790912,0.0,0.1791018285539563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802548690589937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958789318950374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987586576917888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091348204255004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4941149261041372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018833999755392,0.0,0.12609816073730085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815429110763549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16810107333312674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15552209467895642,0.0,0.16368797439899585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23144655881652654,0.0,0.13056808193142627,0.1366899403666061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292861184671028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15497504953225996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643415108494603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157604267547325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161428364575321,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,justhereforawhile0,2019/02/21,It’s been a bad week I’ve been doing so well the past few months. I started a new medication at the end of last year and it’s really been helping. The last few days it’s like I’m back to my old self. I had “panic attack” a few days ago (I wouldn’t call it a panic attack but my thoughts get foggy and I get very dizzy and confused) since then I’ve had a constant knot in my chest and I just feel like somethings not right but everything is fine. I don’t see my therapist til next month since I’ve been doing so Well but figured I’d post here and get it off my chest.,0.3423809523809531,2.0075037936507947,2.36531746031746,96.80607142857143,82.49206349206351,5.469841269841268,18.436507936507933,6.42735559955562,-0.3045587301587305,442,10,109,4,12,148,73,126,0.11,0.7709999999999999,0.118,0.2458,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,7,11,2,3,8,0,11,3,2,0,0,15,19,12,0,1,5,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,7,2,11,5,6,11,3,24,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,1,21,61,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833511537843215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32940701284305923,0.0,0.11132374389447218,0.12088184362405638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14783239844780866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564513339790321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18673697924915245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12822849092991712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011525923477646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320305379991518,0.10342794422332534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269183240995521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704024559888308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23602339111418005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146040052546496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145846505447775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311175118398135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398254830525605,0.15397083046070062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15191797124135806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397266903983169,0.0,0.0,0.13820499476809794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865530898214584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274715980063836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12363784230406592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536766186080817,0.0,0.15103285616407552,0.0,0.0,0.2395202696730491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145557422369944,0.0,0.0,0.10247313939932208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16809599855013527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114935906683316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945529390611508,0.0,0.0,0.11613050808308535,0.0,0.2603418730239136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323094405521433
anxiety,intern1008,2019/02/21,"Sometimes there are just too many thoughts They aren't all bad. Sometimes they're very helpful. I wish I could share this stuff in my head and have someone validate it or challenge it. Idk why I feel I need that and idk why I can't do it myself. Halp! lol

It helps when I write it all out and reflect. That is how I do validate and challenge my thinking currently, but I'd find it easier maybe if I didn't have to do so much of it on my own. There seems to just be many areas of my life that I think about and it feels overwhelming for me to filter my thoughts and write them all out. It just be nice to have people in my life regularly that I could do that with I guess. 

The people I do have in my life are awesome but I just don't get this need met from them. I'm looking for ways I can maybe think differently about this or find ways I can get that need met other than having to write everything down.

Some stuff I've tried and welcome feedback for is I've been recording videos long and short, but I dislike hearing my own voice so I don't end up reflecting the way I do paper. I started to try the speech to text but I talk differently than how I write and the flow doesn't give the same results. The text is not as accurate technically also.  I don't feel validated much at all right now so I want to find a way to work on that too. I guess this post is part of that. Just getting this put out there and hopefully it resonates for someone and maybe you are moved to share something. 

I thank you for even just reading this. 

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anxiety,death_by_anxiety,2019/02/21,"I think a friend killed himself The title says it all, I can't talk to my parents they can't know he exists, my therapist doesn't see me for a month, and I don't know of he's dead or how to deal with it",-0.024374999999999147,0.9656019791666672,2.3649999999999984,99.48,81.29166666666666,5.633333333333334,18.25,5.985473137389443,-0.584225,157,3,43,1,4,54,36,48,0.187,0.745,0.068,-0.765,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,1,8,8,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,8,1,5,8,1,1,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,1,1,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321504506504929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489132337353729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35644123447470155,0.0,0.35412022478416944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571586931226038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35773955032260624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562081667924689,0.0,0.0,0.2567334419323319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589537548192332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3740724531185899,0.0,0.20643808127564425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,havingkittens,2019/02/21,"Anxiety while watching movies/tv with other people? I’ve never experienced trauma of any kind but I do have a life-long history with diagnosed anxiety and panic disorders.

Within the last few years, I’ve started experiencing full blown anxiety attacks while watching certain tv shows and movies, but ONLY when someone is actively watching them with me. It’s progressively getting worse and really ruining the fun of watching my favorite shows with my favorite people.

This mostly happens while watching anything with disturbing, intense, and/or violent content, naturally. Though recently even minor things like a tense conversation between characters can be somewhat triggering. Again, this only happens when another person is watching with me. Alone, I’m relatively unaffected and have a fairly high tolerance for such content.

The other night my SO and I watched one of “our shows” in two separate rooms, yelling our commentary so the other could hear, all because I couldn’t handle watching it in the same room with him. (I made up the excuse that I had work to do just so could watch it in our office. Clearly I haven’t told my SO about this particular anxiety issue. I’m really embarrassed by it for some reason, which surely isn’t helping.)

Does anybody else experience this? Is this a social thing? Any insight is appreciated :)",6.912254654102508,9.60303886026201,7.248517582165022,64.56140427487938,66.5109170305677,10.235899793150999,37.380142495977935,10.426177893888326,4.9169685589519645,1085,58,149,31,19,352,142,229,0.155,0.674,0.171,0.5381,0,1,0,0,1,0,31.0,3,0,1,2,12,12,2,3,10,0,16,1,0,3,5,31,25,17,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,1,16,12,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,7,0,2,3,13,17,5,21,18,7,21,0,1,9,0,12,9,0,3,13,111,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756688720813276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18065143143178825,0.13927884190787254,0.4064437700153813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930385234649193,0.0,0.0,0.15110788200068626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096903144269063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121002868070201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348148192839919,0.0,0.0,0.15222922867757532,0.0,0.11623625971478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095844148655096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772981612448867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299285686406395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939570400740096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349138362734173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497036951859175,0.0,0.08902995631279928,0.14033715516713965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13863503801718907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831704430724687,0.0,0.10827029584484092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938183927781346,0.06489170138146368,0.0,0.0,0.11754615469802485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568245052933336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102443010946044,0.0,0.0,0.12464748679871272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000581792055427,0.20203915566365696,0.0,0.15584179645152385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18416858971802744,0.1159778733633956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17018249560741192,0.1365664653220688,0.131148897068526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539860172185272,0.11254239200733278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401438617197856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518621365163274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17648637045221433,0.0,0.13050012065049926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12692020575108767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975095597755734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669835424616796,0.0,0.13536026375742455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553509757741483
anxiety,hushedbalsamic,2019/02/21,"Ways to Ease Anxiety? What are some ways in which you ease your anxiety?


I normally close my eyes and take one deep breath first. And then I breathe in through my nose and exhale out of my mouth. It tends to do the trick most of the time.


However, right now, I’m swamped in midterm after midterm and assignment after assignment. I feel like I can’t catch a break ever. Even my weekends are filled with some sort of work I need to do. I was going to take a bubble bath to relax tonight but I realized that I have another assignment due this Friday so I needed to do that instead.


Are there any tips for self-care or anxiety that has helped you through stressful times?",2.8386363636363647,4.939758621212125,3.3606060606060595,90.5609090909091,76.42424242424242,7.4303030303030315,26.15151515151515,8.344100000000001,1.670260606060607,526,20,110,10,12,164,88,132,0.085,0.858,0.057,-0.5632,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,2,6,4,1,1,4,0,10,5,5,0,1,19,18,8,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,7,0,0,2,3,0,3,1,2,0,2,1,3,16,2,19,17,3,24,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,5,12,74,23,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880103878126449,0.21402595909530636,0.4684282076027432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481199139865366,0.18462816899618475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320358339810837,0.14581542590453006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17361491054682113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159997811891109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368098810059322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997172896848229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30268829912560263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999833676952824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830946065265418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17430786978185633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129300781575008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23380603443181194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069289548233356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380350606962413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240242596922151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14859369683848567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PandaSkies130,2019/02/21,"Again What’s the point in making promises if you don’t intend to keep them? 
Oh, I’m sorry, I’m not important enough to call. ✔️
Oh, I’m sorry, I fell asleep and didn’t call. ✔️

Any relationship, nevermind a long distance one,  will disintegrate on broken promises and no communication.

I’m sorry. I know this is the wrong board for this, but I’m heartbroken and anxious.",0.03259999999999863,2.3574510933333315,2.738166666666668,86.56325000000002,98.06666666666666,5.7,19.583333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.8749333333333338,292,10,59,6,12,101,52,75,0.257,0.6940000000000001,0.049,-0.9061,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,4,1,1,2,0,10,12,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,1,0,4,2,5,10,1,6,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,2,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380183856546415,0.0,0.0,0.2292847469252545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4144855778704464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20970984671213136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18039837736419706,0.0,0.0,0.11154039761759793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796114249718298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547602718217325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752957937242885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19186089226178374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179009148726548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6815845242601218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22190268949519407,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jabbatrios,2019/02/21,"I was panicking and hallucinating that my father was calling my name. sorry, I don't know how to talk about this I just want to get it off my chest and I have no one else I'm comfortable telling. I just feel so wrong. I know he wasn't there but I kept hearing him call me and all I could really do was just kind of tense up and freeze. I'm not sure whether it was the voice or knowing that I was hallucinating that was scarier.",0.9645665445665444,2.9185868241758257,2.7467399267399317,93.37881562881563,81.85714285714286,6.242246642246642,21.1001221001221,7.3871296695380915,0.4293140415140413,335,10,80,5,9,111,59,91,0.152,0.795,0.053,-0.8214,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,1,0,11,1,1,1,2,22,21,9,0,2,7,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,8,4,14,3,6,12,1,2,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,1,0,55,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4942687695898662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19323711219048975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20218066772844065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237501289231495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644797084142673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27277954384184794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25203158949968724,0.3990315082126686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640022707855696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550472867887633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709269531229572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22810551344622246,0.0,0.0,0.19453036965215345,0.2115403462988335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427524999969128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646161293934181,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SomeRandomShitName,2019/02/21,"It's tax time, which means I have to call the CRA for some numbers but I'm not looking foward to it since what happened last year. Its tax time here in Canada and I have to call the CRA (like the Canadian IRS) for a few numbers I need. Not looking foward to it at all and I've already been putting it off. Last year was my first time filing taxes, I didn't have some of my T4's that I needed so I called the CRA. The last thing I expected was that I would get hit on...

So I got put through to this Asian guy (he told me he was Asian for some reason) and he starts pulling up my info. He saw that I worked at a video game store. And I guess me being a girl too that set him off. He started with the ""ooo gamer girl huh? I like that."" And then he started asking questions about my life and what kind of games I played and literally would not stop talking to me about everything else but what I needed help with...for 20 mins.

 My anxiety was off the charts, I was sweating, shaking, had no idea how to respond to his questions, it felt so, so, so awkward. Eventually I got him back on track to helping me and he was walking me through setting up an account online but the whole time when he gave me a couple steps to do he would go right back to talking about nonsense, meanwhile I was desperately trying to concentrate on what I was doing but I just couldn't because he couldn't stop hitting on me, he even asked for my social media...I told him I felt uncomfortable doing that. 

Eventually I just hung up on him lmao but holy fuck was I mess after, i felt so embarrassed and awkwarded out,  I was sweating balls. I never want to call back there again. I hate talking to people on the phone.",2.534123095924251,3.9925133458213264,3.5596407986825866,91.61475144092222,75.48414985590776,6.3404281597365175,24.49660354055167,6.868970318607317,0.7032528612597782,1309,42,290,12,28,421,169,347,0.113,0.8220000000000001,0.065,-0.9514,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,0,2,21,11,2,4,14,1,25,4,2,2,2,49,55,23,0,10,10,0,3,2,0,3,1,0,0,3,19,11,0,2,9,5,5,7,8,7,0,1,22,6,44,4,43,25,6,50,0,0,3,1,40,17,1,6,26,190,63,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360376917767193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182130846847345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17553847970985348,0.0,0.0,0.21657392370101056,0.0,0.0572310583913631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834658742382078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388130208218788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842836860690526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06200976027282602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437724436265852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27043123901654365,0.0,0.0,0.07985802205799941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679461429184805,0.049050723682774695,0.0,0.05335666767184092,0.0,0.15017586119825796,0.0,0.10342425041641692,0.09296031576129954,0.08302166421626822,0.0,0.0,0.09269140733168264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585746766465214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598405912721597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977661545188634,0.0,0.2295849479661383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06631332769578249,0.09173435039805468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15767849999287947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226763395954333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088422773608942,0.07240943650647262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06508762130536094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18875950462239308,0.2103440272725828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09652879887394217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017676400074178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766214525056682,0.0,0.0,0.0957033219143416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993555830704846,0.0,0.0,0.15698312330929173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22638217156561224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06237262316629962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21897899285017047,0.0,0.0,0.17942113365961584,0.0,0.06374134437035188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05537545115021997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048185789795106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834896082619178,0.0,0.0,0.20007835069870947,0.0,0.0,0.12091695001758307
anxiety,BleachIsADeadMeme,2019/02/22,"I reached my 10 person goal i made it my goal this week to talk to 10 people that i wasnt realted to or who had authority over me. here are some of the notes i had upon relfection.

it almost collapsed on me on one person but it didnt.
 i did a lot better in coversation once i started than i thought i would.
 I enjoyed the conversation once it was over and i could reminisce in how i was a functioning person.
 a kid mentioned he was into apex legends (a game) and i made it my new goal to get his in-game name by the end of the month.

these were the things i remembered off the top of my head and i wanted to share because i havent had this much social interaction since may of last year i think.",1.5110914760914795,3.1332811486486527,3.6797297297297327,88.95799376299378,78.72972972972974,6.986278586278588,22.87110187110187,7.882392219407189,0.9773590436590438,542,17,123,9,13,186,87,148,0.034,0.879,0.08800000000000001,0.7421,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,5,2,3,0,0,10,0,15,1,1,3,0,20,22,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,11,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,13,0,23,3,20,6,3,17,0,0,0,0,15,10,0,5,7,90,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773820283063019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798406022989716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15666761840227933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143339581355022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15689514803913635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254933334030607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18179869847854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439429420485572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505997117403371,0.0,0.3352319044944132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14139297737802606,0.0,0.1302196813149162,0.0,0.0,0.17108475428573314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3773006919802128,0.12003593831122301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280789167302054,0.4640204324837158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006672449672124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465336131471199,0.0,0.0,0.18057386265914488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538195107418695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14237995205417547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768520949986158,0.11350537911566567,0.0,0.1406308844728356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044828842998558,0.0,0.14209254998964352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258365258295278,0.0,0.0,0.11407357805813916
anxiety,abrilfatface,2019/02/22,"My teacher completely betrayed me So I guess I'm here to get this off of my chest + hopefully receive general thoughts or advice about this situation. So a few days ago I had one of the worst anxiety attacks I've ever had in class, and it caused me to have to leave the classroom. Later, my teacher talked to me (as I was still balling my eyes out) and was concerned about it. However, this anxiety is undiagnosed because I have never told my parents about it. I don't like to burden them with it, and I am positive that they wouldn't be supportive (it is just how they are). I told him this, practically begging him not to talk to my parents about it- I am a senior in high school just waiting to move out anyways, I don't need to reveal them something I've kept from them for over ten years. He agrees, but then hours later he sent my dad an email asking to meet with him to talk about my situation. I feel very betrayed. He also pulled my friend out of class and asked how bad my anxiety was on a scale of mild, medium, or severe. I know he is trying to be helpful but this is just a very uncomfortable situation to be in and he has betrayed my trust by telling my friend and dad about my anxiety-something I tell a select group of people. Any advice?",4.7949851778656125,5.196733169960474,5.734977766798423,82.10942317193678,69.0790513833992,8.854644268774702,30.43700592885376,8.841846274778883,2.265608893280632,984,37,203,16,16,325,134,253,0.14800000000000002,0.763,0.08900000000000001,-0.9308,3,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,5,0,18,10,1,0,8,0,21,2,2,3,2,35,37,17,0,3,8,4,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,12,11,0,2,4,1,0,4,5,4,0,2,10,2,36,6,39,23,2,25,0,0,1,0,34,10,0,4,12,145,48,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296871154764472,0.10417835692403284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398428097074736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992067374386998,0.0,0.2697177073093918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21973904078295795,0.13370105779719815,0.0,0.0,0.0981280284321814,0.07164182972701036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073001042541187,0.0,0.0,0.12322217705514743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579356444169033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630761691578852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05942390626453894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18159823720077106,0.0,0.06140168804912927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946646010472534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877417893135147,0.12417106140109152,0.0,0.11672832243429156,0.11573793532504335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06458837846114011,0.0,0.0,0.12444145085481376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05741652256711662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490991883609945,0.0,0.08714290978263756,0.09064212102022468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963762647288954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609940449556327,0.0,0.0,0.0814766739242849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189410440113829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13276920583111318,0.0,0.0,0.3963073052097949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18095216665229213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385519832016133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336538259981404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833851661038302,0.20544314419303167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330130630680164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22459934637534512,0.0,0.0797914046726878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19394000166392406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568190933173816
anxiety,Worf12345,2019/02/22,"I went to a club for the first time a friend of mine was turning 21 and she invited a lot of us out to drinks in a bar and then a club afterwards. I was fine in the bar since I knew everyone but the minute we went to this club I just couldn't handle it. no matter how drunk I got or how much I was told to loosen up I could not feel comfrtoable in this environment.
I was standing in the corner trying to pluck up the courage to dance and just couldn't. I started spiralling and comparing myself to these guys making out with girls around the place with ease and dancing like its no issue. I got in my own head about how no girl could ever love me if I can't even have the courage to dance in a club. I don't even want to make out with random girls I just want to find a girl that actually likes me yet I still got annoyed at myself for my inability to flirt or just be ""chill."" ever conversation I had with people seemed benine and vain and I couldn't enjoy myself. I feel like I'm losing my ""fun early 20s"" to anxiety yet I also just don't see the point if I actually didn't have the anxiety around it. I just bailed and went home and started balling my eyes out because for some reason I can't explain . sorry but it's 3am and I'm venting and I just wanna be normal, please advise?",0.9990720390720398,2.9616626556776566,2.833186813186817,92.75903540903542,81.7838827838828,5.8026862026862025,19.268620268620264,6.937597516519254,0.12286715506715452,1007,25,228,12,27,335,137,273,0.097,0.732,0.171,0.9677,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,0,2,21,14,1,0,16,0,19,7,2,6,2,63,42,22,0,11,14,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,1,5,8,22,4,0,7,12,0,6,12,3,0,1,14,4,35,11,38,21,4,37,0,1,2,1,14,18,0,8,15,161,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.24059132944431624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858055331194558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886054458607821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194763846090962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514545136507535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19684528149575967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207596046846795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628399528408807,0.22301311641879007,0.0,0.1177916541494544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466002823043902,0.0880655230718732,0.0,0.0,0.1126683512514287,0.10485507836731063,0.0,0.0,0.09523962155595984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957755768741397,0.0,0.0,0.1220586353506436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651260959875218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365184120679698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866391410634198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18067337980728584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13790980749349202,0.0,0.10480142430358998,0.11125776966628233,0.0,0.16457000013759446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090619084966731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078036169705862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546126559156142,0.0,0.12879297604274725,0.13531560990388553,0.11653186073822035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674412050023587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823180344195392,0.11222217563248783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197185099960702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799288280530847,0.1745050757758962,0.0,0.09844515791405237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188087954214288,0.0,0.0,0.1177916541494544,0.0,0.08369357876578512,0.13408450960147564,0.0,0.0,0.1482810070067994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454180086194576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34282306555956715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,loongfurbymama,2019/02/22,"Parents frustrated with my nervous tics I have no form of tourette’s, but my usually unnoticeable anxious tics have been getting progressively worse since i’ve been off my meds. my parents get really frustrated that i don’t just “stop” and i can’t seem to convince them of the fact that it’s not that easy. it’s not constant, there’s just some that get very exacerbated by either being with my parents or in a school setting. does any one have any tips on either how to control the anxious tics, or how to explain it to parents? i just really don’t know anything about it, and need some advice.",4.341685823754787,6.0312956206896535,5.102183908045976,81.43898467432952,71.24137931034483,7.914176245210728,30.992337164750968,8.515128840125781,2.4254532567049814,476,21,90,8,9,154,69,116,0.2,0.779,0.021,-0.9602,4,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,2,7,4,2,1,3,0,9,0,0,3,1,25,16,7,0,1,10,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,2,0,10,1,13,13,5,7,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,5,3,63,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678836914987525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20430271564666685,0.0,0.0,0.3394004083659045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12361415399834536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16232906084062684,0.1684789066430083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145416744349206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23544342832862025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255424097846603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685501244759224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113825264724504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178957830241116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6671839669786801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19246316363260849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520256096141775,0.0,0.13675010333061388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425940846733415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558647445825474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16544061118673534,0.12394311495496448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530819283141574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MiserablePossibility,2019/02/22,"Why can't I make this phone call? Basically the title. I mentioned the career path i'd like to take to my parents. ""Great"" they said, we have a friend that's in that line of work, he can mentor you. ""he's the nicest guy you will ever talk to"" you literally cannot fuck this up. It's been a week. I type the number in my phone, go through the whole conversation in my head, but i don't press call. I can't. I have panic attacks over all the ways the conversation can go poorly. I don't get it, I don't really have issues with social interaction, but i cannot put myself out there and make initial contact. I'm well aware that everything will be fine if i make the call and actually start talking, but i just can't. Instead of feeling accomplished and optimistic about my future, I'm sitting here getting hammered, feeling miserable. What the fuck is going on?",2.686608863198458,4.541452497109829,4.254820809248557,85.09976493256264,76.05202312138731,7.156685934489403,24.828131021194604,8.021203637495839,1.3996161078998075,674,23,138,11,15,225,104,173,0.044,0.7759999999999999,0.18,0.9636,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,3,1,2,7,10,3,2,11,0,18,3,1,3,2,18,35,7,0,1,5,1,3,1,1,2,0,1,0,1,8,6,0,0,2,0,1,4,8,5,1,0,2,4,21,5,15,30,2,17,0,1,0,2,24,7,2,1,5,88,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.1451844647929207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16925481917315305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4557525169472646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457691939208932,0.0,0.0,0.13371078219237764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504518015799529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494440397847015,0.2750830713828035,0.1554592279059667,0.0,0.25365944894751524,0.0,0.0,0.1640266865926029,0.0,0.1473121885785906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15268767628969498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552840790300798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268471397877181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979285344089359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17455724167917466,0.16519876735470793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495615387771279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953100762815854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152058147057028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516589707122351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530481746240704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186146035281276,0.23916193252567694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809191120392296,0.11933958525317508,0.0,0.1337679980202975,0.0,0.13424770793173105,0.1661037201381565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831111021860744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SomeDudeOnTheWeb211,2019/02/22,"Suffering anxiety attacks, and bad anxiety when thinking alone. I suffer from anxiety attacks, which have been common recently. I also have bad anxiety, and I can't think about many things without getting bad anxiety and depressive scenes. I think it comes from my parents, who are sorta mentally abusive. They like to call me and my siblings ""stupid"" or ""idiotic"" when we make small mistakes. I don't know how to fix this, as I'm too worried to think about therapy. Could I get some help?",5.4606260032102725,7.505614292134832,6.074189406099521,74.15921348314609,69.0,10.029534510433386,36.30979133226325,10.290406445055957,4.351278009630819,388,21,64,11,7,126,63,89,0.403,0.55,0.047,-0.9877,1,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,1,0,7,12,4,0,0,0,7,0,0,2,0,19,17,10,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,11,0,0,1,0,11,1,9,15,1,6,0,3,0,0,6,1,0,3,5,43,16,0,0.0,0.16854239076135935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732757661336382,0.0,0.11375686975541792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5441023715918742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32365867272488696,0.0,0.0,0.3563171596702436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525263883847686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253534430845052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357464680799415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251928160030585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486389800086174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534683800552647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817660230442608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949591795578497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949526424956316,0.14421866098541616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433540335182382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579512301009069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045421520215332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16267469469497706,0.0,0.09450424368719727,0.3645909304437172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13712343699161228,0.0,0.0,0.1444612671238066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spacedyevests,2019/02/22,"Thanks y'all So I posted here back in September or October when my anxiety was at an all-time high: brand new city, new job. It was so lonely being in this unfamiliar place with no one to talk to except the forums, and some of you posted very kind and thoughtful responses. Anyway, my doc tried me on a couple of meds that didn't work so well but the last, hydroxyzine, has been a godsend. Plus now I've got the beginning of friendships after a few months of trying to put myself out there, and everything is going great at my job. It's very fulfilling and everyone there is very happy with me. I just wanted to thank the forum for being a supportive place when I was at my lowest, and to tell you that I'm doing really well.",5.101727549467273,5.371178198630136,6.2544748858447505,79.11464992389655,68.38356164383562,9.776560121765602,25.81126331811263,9.725611199111238,2.1405747336377474,571,14,113,12,9,192,98,146,0.052000000000000005,0.72,0.229,0.9849,3,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,0,1,14,9,0,0,9,0,11,0,0,0,0,16,20,13,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,2,1,7,0,13,8,22,11,2,24,0,1,0,0,5,10,0,2,10,85,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097842819115886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034985392358623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15879039795188252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13712936131782194,0.1289769760474261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155968709647811,0.0,0.11477755998654793,0.15821959666165816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527684021840756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15162553781997015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848218290208344,0.0,0.0,0.1494429341094816,0.0,0.11697929759121455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594065678745026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454781692790575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772045044455445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724566906658996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998735126778128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748846302979802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442665631610782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193578277002376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16285274229833666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534740256937492,0.12543352242546058,0.26424830964825474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393041654349755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19486689588369446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552308008640396,0.08464554976362948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580643324897038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447653689017022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jeste44,2019/02/22,"DAE have weird dissasociation moments where you feeling like you're dreaming or something? Sometimes it only lasts a few seconds and it's just like ""hey, that's weird"" and feels like you're lucid dreaming. But right now it's the kind of disassociation where I just feel anxious and a bit depressed for no reason and something just feels... Wrong. It's too quiet and I can't stop thinking weird thoughts like ""I will never be at peace, I never feel calm and blissful"". Everything is moving really fast but I also feel weirdly stagnant all of a sudden, like I'm older but I've traveled back in time and everything feels nostalgic, like when I wake up tomorrow I'll be 3 years into the future. Also it's like 3am and I can't sleep or relax at all and I have no idea why. This doesn't normally happen without a reason, normally it's because I'm ruminating on the past or worrying about the future.",3.2043750000000024,5.3963379602272745,4.723863636363639,80.78704545454549,75.64772727272728,6.9,26.90909090909091,7.8658589789855275,1.8030636363636368,715,28,131,11,16,239,100,176,0.154,0.733,0.113,-0.6275,0,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,12,16,0,0,8,0,9,2,2,2,4,39,21,18,0,2,10,0,7,7,0,1,0,1,0,0,8,10,0,1,12,4,0,2,8,6,0,1,1,8,9,10,11,17,4,28,0,1,0,0,2,9,0,3,24,79,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19830002807531932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14006670568689164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953360948778587,0.0,0.07557953680922028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535849018920382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678729571825037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228577707775023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4388304890575075,0.17714848528349653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096387014842121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13996292088850906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911032718677568,0.0,0.10106356299867822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4240064691463228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177544242634542,0.0,0.0,0.19124831256315689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429561238075512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942954703193725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835682158062605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942736847574385,0.2549525419485841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588171626322256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407360737599167,0.0,0.0,0.1908979850503295,0.12262341308635565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103656232123531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944398423853492,0.0,0.09842950049200984,0.07229610685071264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187633648949036,0.0,0.0,0.11951621675105885,0.0,0.0,0.12591183894229255,0.0,0.0,0.1355571145375202,0.0,0.07984167453464165
anxiety,coconut_water_yum,2019/02/22,"I keep thinking the worst. Is this reasonable thinking? So yesterday I was laying in bed when out of sudden, I'm hit by this really sweet smell. Almost like cotton candy. I sniffed around the house and it seemed to be in the room. After an hour or so, the smell went away.

My mind immediately thinks of the worst stuff. Like someone from upstairs (I live in an apartment) bought a bucket of chemicals (like benzene or something which has a sweet smell and carcinogenic) and maybe they spilled it. And now I'm gonna get cancer. That's all I can think of constantly. Why would someone do that, no clue. Could it have been something else? More likely. But I can't reason with myself.

Should I do something about it or should I let it go? Ugh",1.8464417935006203,4.489055923076926,2.5437350884409717,91.80754833401896,84.17482517482517,5.3227478403949,20.99917729329494,6.794906146795322,0.4815169888934596,579,18,115,7,17,180,98,143,0.121,0.8029999999999999,0.076,-0.8337,0,0,3,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,0,6,9,0,0,9,0,15,1,0,2,1,26,29,11,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,4,1,0,2,0,11,7,0,1,7,0,1,2,2,3,0,0,4,5,11,6,16,17,4,17,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,5,11,79,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15779166266171865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027787982212614,0.0,0.0,0.1480497723413858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702858997198521,0.0,0.1258132568130082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13163624721564052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232803134251739,0.0,0.08955524156644032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15518264513077246,0.1818239217259494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14006261793902866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16113424021628467,0.0,0.3079387176262473,0.0,0.13914431189393872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583083388685282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15910891780048728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094853876560288,0.3240329757638316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345314549253085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670307538216899,0.3639338621047308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803891758218584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4038786265490753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607643817494867,0.14218968735583787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193893103944212,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ASAPTISY,2019/02/22,Sulking about how I’ll never dance at a party At a special needs dance with my girlfriend and my older brother. My brother is out there having the time of his life when my girlfriend asks if I wanted to go dance with her. Instantly my stomach dropped and felt my hands start to clam up. I hate that I’ll never be the guy to get up and dance even when all the pressure in the world is gone. Anyone else relate?,5.081071428571427,5.047475440476196,5.290571428571429,87.05442857142859,68.40476190476191,7.196190476190478,28.704761904761906,5.6839178017228535,1.100150476190476,323,10,67,1,5,102,56,84,0.123,0.845,0.031,-0.7881,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,1,6,0,4,3,2,1,3,14,13,7,0,3,1,2,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,1,4,0,6,2,2,0,0,2,2,10,1,13,10,1,21,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,1,7,46,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20497399537927352,0.30036198113309825,0.0,0.0,0.27405126460936396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24488526542440195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936196923771986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814654396189383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15315630940279046,0.0,0.16660121786378645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902599149198385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894202734312892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070571802321954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21736351030366108,0.4521834227355765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20748973762602574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709353698763562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17290468096927455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,happy_bluebird,2019/02/22,"DAE get Friday anxiety about the weekend? I always feel so anxious on Fridays trying to decide what my plan is for the weekend. My therapist is encouraging me to step out of my routine (and my house) which I have been trying to do for awhile, but it feels the stress of it far outweighs any enjoyment I might get from the activities. And the stress starts on Friday when I have to figure it out (like if I have to wake up early or not, etc.) The week before I rsvp to a bunch of things on Meetup that sound good but on Fridays I just feel too tired to do any of them. I have a hard time just doing what I \*want\* to do because I don't really feel like doing anything... just want to feel not rushing around like I've been doing all week",7.259952696310314,5.178821920529803,7.592393566698205,79.04993377483444,64.89403973509934,10.217975402081363,32.1674550614948,8.418075326091056,2.2545905392620624,574,16,121,6,7,189,85,151,0.138,0.784,0.078,-0.8204,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,1,8,8,0,2,8,0,16,2,1,0,1,25,26,8,0,3,9,0,6,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,8,5,0,0,7,2,0,2,3,2,0,0,2,7,16,6,25,23,3,19,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,3,11,90,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545065047153534,0.0,0.0,0.2213995652564223,0.0,0.1245305299678244,0.18390138041537435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13395866945844292,0.14491368669686974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923258409061722,0.0,0.13851854645441386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18154896208422908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4115464246138323,0.11629405725780732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17009750297719906,0.0,0.0,0.13653682868466596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14582391333320416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878327136138708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238586448400722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17268978506159655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428461663189444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11522047769759768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729406842488163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890066154460903,0.10814751198514032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492158599220717,0.18709808774770853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210414587137703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920303159603752,0.0,0.26115356072883905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,landofbutts,2019/02/22,"Relationship anxiety? Anyone got any tips to stop worrying so much in a relationship when you know everything is perfectly fine? I can’t seem to refocus at all, and my worrying has just spiralled completely into full blown panic. I’ve tried headspace, meditating, medication, communication with my partner.... nothing seems to work and I’m at a total loss.",5.813497267759563,8.95318873770492,7.33237704918033,60.601079234972715,71.45901639344262,11.935519125683062,36.39617486338798,11.20814326018867,5.7819158469945355,287,16,42,12,6,98,51,61,0.217,0.695,0.08900000000000001,-0.7691,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,3,3,4,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,3,12,8,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,2,8,7,4,7,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,2,2,26,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14505353686138728,0.0,0.16317641634151245,0.0,0.0,0.14914660467823745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22364441845036573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19170322359017505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17059810920939195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172258978440959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21488060207643744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15680244512062544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046702386654182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502654264841677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4580157670688956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.388366568530032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17833108330901756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14481891751818887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15528731968424198,0.4332396457021573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,butchmac,2019/02/22,"feeling defeated by health anxiety need to share my story (in summary) from start to finish just to get it out and also because i’m at a loss for what i should do to get back in control of my life and just feel more comfortable and happy in my day to day. 


i’ve always been a little bit of a worrier/overthinker, and was diagnosed with a fairly mild level of GAD in high school (nearly 10 years ago). 

in 2012, my first semester freshman year of college, i experienced some kind of mental/physical event that i STILL don’t know quite what is was, but it literally changed me irreparably and i believe spawned nearly 7 years of constant health anxiety and hyper vigilance about my health. basically i was at the dining hall and all of a sudden i felt extremely weird, almost dreamlike, and i got an awful cramping/swimming feeling in my head, had trouble talking, and felt extremely disoriented but above all FREAKED out with adrenaline rushing, thinking i was having a stroke. it felt like all the blood was draining from my head and was not just a dizziness, but a truly painful cramping sensation inside my skull. the headache part lasted for about 2 hours with waves of panic making it worse over that time. when it finally passed i felt exhausted but overall back to normal. i experienced this same event two more separate times between 2012-2013, but never again since. people have given me all kinds of theories for what this was, from a panic attack in and of itself, to a migraine, to low blood sugar, to just a crazy tension headache or some combination of all the above. but i’ve never received a satisfactory answer even from a doctor and i believe part of this mystery event is what ultimately drives my anxiety - i fear this may have been a mini stroke or something more serious all along. 

since 2012, i’ve had periods of obsessions over a rotating list of health issues - lymphoma (when i found a slightly swollen/painless lymph node in my neck and literally bruised my neck/collar bone area constantly checking), breast cancer (i had a “mass” in my left breast/arm pit area which my doctor said was just regular glandular or muscle tissue), heart attack (i get palps every so often), stroke, brain tumor, and most recently: MS. 

over the last year i’ve noticed a lot more tingling and tension in my arms, back and face which i often am CONVINCED is MS. Though at my last physical, my doctor squeezed my shoulder at one point and literally gasped at how tense i am - could it be that my anxiety itself that has made me so physically tense for the better part of a decade that my nerves are literally fucked up from it? i think my anxiety often does give my chronic tension headaches too - i find my scalp is often sore to the touch from it. 

the worst part for me though is the constant hyper vigilance over every little sensation i have. sometimes i OBSESS over feeling like my arm is numb.....even though i can still feel everything fine i think it’s just i’m focusing on it so much that i just start to feel weird and have completely lost sight of what normal even feels like. i just want to stop feeling my body and every sensation so much. 

Does this sound familiar to anyone? I mostly worry that my physical symptoms are so “severe” that they couldn’t possibly be “just” anxiety, even though i’ve been told otherwise. 

has anyone had any luck with getting their mind off their body and sensations?

thank you all for any help or kind words 💙

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anxiety,SilentSurvivor96,2019/02/22,"Feeling gulity looking at porn Hey I've been fighting OCD for over a year now and I'm finally doing better. I know how to deal with it and it doesn't get in my way like it has before. There is one thing though which I'm still struggling with. When I look at porn or lewd stuff in general I always feel guilty for enjoying it. I know this feeling comes from my OCD because I didn't had it before I got diagnosed. Today everything in media seems ""problematic"" to some people. And you always got people outraging about it. ""Oh this is too sexy"" ""That's objectiving women"" etc.  I think this whole argument these people make is rediculous because there is no harm in looking and enjoying this kind of stuff as long as you can seperate fiction/fantasy from reality. Now a normal human would say ""Don't listen to these opinions"" but my compulsion sets these opinions over my own. Does anyone have an advice for me on how I can get rid of this gulity feeling?",3.958558558558561,5.79637602702703,4.974594594594596,81.36423423423425,72.51351351351352,7.744144144144144,26.92792792792793,8.447377352677275,1.982863063063064,755,27,139,13,15,247,115,185,0.073,0.845,0.08199999999999999,0.1655,0,0,0,0,2,0,20.0,0,2,0,1,11,9,2,1,3,0,15,3,0,3,0,26,35,12,0,2,2,0,4,1,0,1,1,2,0,2,19,7,0,0,8,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,5,9,15,5,24,29,4,20,0,0,3,2,9,9,0,5,9,98,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13326462809427092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22695079716765595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535696903452666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16626656266301762,0.0,0.2320911300971611,0.0,0.0,0.12061310871665265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174754775447219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405972238499073,0.0,0.13841833228702116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193431798258648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15209480916680787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256556825510224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758223421222649,0.0,0.0,0.14939277032405113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14250121266496074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181440020350993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420141695220334,0.14989689285759664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662621462680808,0.0,0.0,0.12068808745556645,0.34356339376601264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103175156735828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361910276514175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241161527241494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836369456690247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845132652431548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124151196499773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890970590932346,0.0,0.0,0.1425693554776113,0.31223479885364674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060186854504668,0.08738395828581436,0.13398830454718458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926809384169147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824857925230956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15225845301486982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687729171596247,0.0,0.0,0.08782139546345287
anxiety,kk585,2019/02/22,Can't See a Doctor but Need Meds I've been having severe panic attacks to the point that unless I'm in the comfort of my own home I feel nauseas and lightheaded. I need to see a doctor to hopefully get something to take the edge off of the anxiety but I don't think I can handle being in the car and sitting in someone's office for as long as it will take. I'm feeling hopeless and discouraged and not sure how to approach the situation. Any advice? ,4.5016129032258085,4.987828569892471,6.188333333333336,78.30250000000002,69.75268817204301,8.780645161290323,30.553763440860216,8.841846274778883,2.491331182795699,359,14,69,6,6,124,63,93,0.23,0.687,0.083,-0.945,0,0,1,0,0,1,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,1,8,0,7,2,0,1,1,17,20,10,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,1,4,5,3,15,17,1,9,0,2,2,0,0,5,0,1,1,46,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18732424854312027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036064405332748,0.0,0.14664780458900994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21808319660707026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3924203373784132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19385569039710526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001538553803788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19228788398560465,0.19039853618558694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16964595642534402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129323324689636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842820339666361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22491531669395207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18121578052996948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055156387417361,0.0,0.0,0.21656322915971726,0.0,0.0,0.21547564240910852,0.0,0.0,0.1624243836774422,0.14757784114305691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18067230698236994,0.0,0.2882648183378399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283180131665605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pawfs,2019/02/22,"Finally making friends at uni.. (after a breakup?) My (ex) boyfriend dumped me a few weeks ago and I thought my life would become fucking hell, but weirdly enough I've been making new friends, and they are people I genuinely like!
I'm halfway through my second year at uni, at the beginning of this year I joined the theater club to help around with the costumes and backstage, but found myself two times on stage! They were small roles, I didn't want to overwork myself, and I still helped a lot with backstage stuff.
As the title says, I'm finally making friends. I made only one friend last year (and a bunch of acquaintances..) but in just three weeks I've found myself comfortable going around talking with my new friends and growning closer to more and more people everyday who are so funny and nice to me! 
Some of them are from the club, they've been really nice and supportive about the breakup.
And I'm starting to feel more comfortable going around alone too.. Because there's nothing wrong with being alone.
To be honest, I didn't expect myself to start feeling better this fast, since it was my first serious relationship. Even if I have my ups and downs, I know I'm getting better.
 During the first week after the breakup, I couldn't stop thinking about what can I say to my ex to become friends with him and rebuild, but now I completely made up my mind I'll stop ""chasing"" him! But I still have to remind myself that if I try to reach him, I'm just slowing my healing. ""People come and go"" as they say..
This post is not meant to be about the breakup/ our relationship that's why I'm not giving any details.. it's about me getting over my (social) anxiety and my fear of people I don't know, even though I'm having a hard time getting rid of unwanted thoughts (especially those about my ex)
Slowly, but surely..
Finally, If you're having a hard time, please keep in mind that you're not alone. Remember that it's okay to ask for help. Remember to stay in touch with your family and friends, with those who love you and genuinely care for you, and that will never let you go. They are the ones who matter and the ones you should care for. That's what helped me go through this heartbreak.
Sorry for the long, kinda messy post, I've been having a hard time organizing my thoughts because of the meds.. But I really wanted to post this because I'm proud of myself.
(P.S those who post positive/ encouraging/ motivating stuff on this (or other) subreddit(s) helped me A LOT, it's amazing how a stranger can make such a big change in your life)",6.050365853658537,6.464239727642276,5.795837398373983,82.71948780487806,66.35772357723577,8.836422764227644,30.42439024390244,8.648137234880735,2.175250731707317,2014,69,393,28,30,625,223,492,0.08,0.701,0.219,0.998,0,3,0,0,0,0,79.0,1,6,5,6,21,32,3,1,23,1,28,5,0,8,2,85,75,34,0,10,16,3,6,1,7,3,3,3,0,0,28,29,0,3,14,2,0,7,8,8,0,8,15,9,55,24,61,52,9,66,1,1,0,2,46,19,2,8,35,258,83,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05647308575202526,0.0,0.0,0.1979460797807976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04332346175308143,0.0,0.048736262385190035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17014024094867314,0.05955815612571374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650697840883635,0.14072043235333914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268867396229874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990861540151505,0.0,0.0673943632316826,0.054878594575909344,0.06679637476391483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06582714672530338,0.0,0.08415674989897373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06005800672741704,0.0716889423425885,0.06442511579722293,0.0,0.0,0.2093662127586872,0.0,0.1083795770245364,0.0,0.13970454212538552,0.3445432039465659,0.05889679798308999,0.09985402621715726,0.0611142889586748,0.18103294211046675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712089197101747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21350984471177345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05662638470219573,0.0,0.0,0.07002423810696108,0.05193032774611483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06514550141534096,0.08999735056721775,0.03112439376328715,0.0,0.0,0.05637936325131795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832411948426043,0.057498741142919065,0.12056364669542267,0.17010169925542584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076495999774171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865335407114142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049135352334777865,0.12305870410387555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06112931438058345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12951008179666584,0.04845262262050965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17666775822433742,0.0,0.0,0.06993198991672465,0.0,0.0,0.2440576963220849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162564537746908,0.0,0.0,0.13679658556605412,0.14433694705793745,0.0,0.0,0.15198890450856167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0526997178001819,0.0,0.0,0.06494203889363917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713156220171129,0.09018536152809983,0.06790399607578458,0.10175419961504664,0.10652508079836297,0.0,0.0,0.1458602875843321,0.0,0.07229481161238689,0.060043810294383826,0.0,0.0,0.051205884660232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04082136050376788,0.06259255120166808,0.1517305367663505,0.1485940298215984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04325338747318778,0.0,0.06223322488138686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515297547496093,0.0,0.15330756797304085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057486344717629284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04525616517428895,0.06965443506422903,0.0,0.1230771270087756
anxiety,torysummers,2019/02/22,"Post-interview Anxiety Hi,

So I recently had a telephone interview on Tuesday (now Friday), so it's been 3 full days. 

The interview went well, to the point where the interviewer explained the following:

1. What location I'd be working in;
2. That I would be going for training in x city for a week;
3. That after the telephone interview, there was gonna be a Skype interview with a manager from their head office (another city) following a third interview with a manager in my own city;
4. She said I would be a great fit;
5. She went on to explain all the people I'll be working with;
6. She mentioned benefits and we discussed salary expectations;
7. She agreed with my salary range and said it was the range they were thinking as well;

The interview was 30 mins long, just like she originally said it would be. The problem here is that she told me she would contact me within 2 days to set up the Skype interview. The issue now is that it's the 3rd full day and I have not heard back. 

I'm just confused and wondering if anyone has any advice or encountered this similar situation. Originally I thought a recruiter wouldn't waste their time explaining to detail next steps if they weren't serious about a candidate. It almost seemed like I aced the interview and that I could relax...but then why haven't I heard back? 

I decided to reach further on other people's experiences with the company and everyone seems to go from beginning to end within 2-3 weeks..but they have all reached their 2nd or 3rd interview before getting the job or gave up on the job. 

I thought 3 days was a little too soon to start freaking out and figured I should wait until Monday before contacting them. However, I also noticed not long ago that they took down their job posting - which inevitably made me even more nervous. ""I haven't even completed the job interview process, so they must have hired someone!"" I thought. 

But none of this makes any sense. 

If that was honestly the case, why waste 30 mins explaining to an ill candidate all that great information about the company and next steps going forward? 

All this to say, I'm dealing with a lot of anxiety while waiting for Monday. I really hope I'm just over thinking and they really are just busy. 

Any comment is appreciated. What do you guys think?",4.8734467072573295,6.590764879907622,5.6057946672265375,78.24214290713138,69.94688221709006,9.68266498705298,31.596962698579325,10.018931242160765,3.3454024634334085,1815,80,333,48,33,590,216,433,0.039,0.8590000000000001,0.102,0.9748,7,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,1,1,11,3,23,14,0,2,31,0,34,2,1,4,5,70,74,24,0,14,13,0,0,2,0,8,1,8,0,1,20,17,0,2,16,0,0,11,7,5,2,1,23,8,40,9,42,36,10,65,0,0,0,0,54,22,0,13,34,219,60,21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575131604091664,0.07778783055101078,0.0,0.08787205613589757,0.0,0.0,0.07017612427831015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17902535642535009,0.09201677919163276,0.13426176627767522,0.0,0.0,0.061359009553527036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495343812692204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14934285362786945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200745828504474,0.0,0.0,0.07006371172483303,0.0,0.0,0.2263739656384317,0.09046959534003464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772320221831147,0.0,0.0,0.11592019302098068,0.0,0.0,0.08385184991184441,0.0,0.08583937263923255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04584737412392273,0.0,0.14961633108070327,0.0,0.0,0.19349621036500345,0.0,0.08688936789087551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900599998245247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715863096826927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159143992516386,0.3483256543916843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574346649632797,0.08795166216364715,0.0,0.15531746837510554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746045495727751,0.0,0.08303410726426559,0.05857587726045914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866528398616025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990748869658317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121673904104743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829550460694882,0.0,0.16808642978652488,0.0,0.0,0.0839678676735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243376887744712,0.0,0.0866456019986379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25041988689822736,0.06978478917349731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597742572827194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986381637991181,0.0,0.0,0.07435291888689642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062112097535575964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686859340928581,0.0,0.20899848354703204,0.05116953969634912,0.0,0.0,0.08385184991184441,0.09749692561254186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703902455530733,0.0,0.1578011555481126,0.16269601015561352,0.15836705157311412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516449624705596,0.12777060735110812,0.0,0.0,0.2493491447181913,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ashwin312,2019/02/22,"Anxiety attack over a text My crush has been texting me lately through whatsapp and I'm pretty happy about it but because of anxiety I used to check if she's online all the time and if she is and has not replied I feel tough to breath I panic what if she is actually not interested in texting me and I'm the one forcing the issue. It got so insane for me that I uninstalled WhatsApp because I used to literally cry and scream in a panic state over a text. 

I haven't told her that I do have a crush on her because who would want to love a man with high depression and anxiety. 
Might be really silly to read but its heartbreaking for me. I've been trying to ignore her but its not easy because all I think of is her everyday.
Sorry for the formatting on mobile
I'd love some help",2.3993788819875803,4.196251888198759,4.286304347826088,84.81467391304348,76.70186335403727,7.3329192546583855,25.16459627329193,8.192908349453996,1.5830173913043482,618,22,126,11,14,210,91,161,0.267,0.607,0.126,-0.9783,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,13,1,2,9,0,13,3,1,2,2,27,24,13,0,5,9,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,8,7,0,1,2,1,1,0,4,8,0,1,4,2,20,5,20,17,3,11,0,2,0,2,13,7,0,5,3,90,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.15171495966560916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3567992372489728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768680147747942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.379088943869693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17077499364343282,0.0,0.0,0.133904906213958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860961240197989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434246853138894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549925127690726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420734788976757,0.1642611471017873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622688613438245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17537539031301327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806330232496983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16492765162777526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534956961224387,0.0,0.0,0.36481788762274375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15816749224131688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555107055095271,0.0,0.09959718761515823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740344067868327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09961802279169536,0.0,0.0,0.09065501043327268,0.0,0.0,0.14855694176099524,0.0,0.10555299691014317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685499651147483,0.0,0.0,0.09169942808541813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044045661782684,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Shaeee03,2019/02/22,"Does anyone else get anxious over taking new medication? I think for me it began a couple of years ago when I was diagnosed with GAD & Panic Disorder and was put on Pristiq. I had never had any experience with antidepressants before and the random side effects when I started was so unfamiliar. 
Even now I’m off pristiq (it worked great for me) I still get so nervous to take anything new when I’m sick.. example, I was given antibiotics for Folliculitis and it took me almost a week to build up the courage to actually take it, then sit and wait for the horror show of side effects that never turned up ",6.467179802955662,6.896239732758622,7.352167487684731,71.86672413793106,65.4655172413793,10.076847290640398,32.950738916256164,9.957137785484203,3.263932512315272,483,19,86,10,7,162,75,116,0.12,0.82,0.06,-0.7304,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,8,4,0,2,5,0,6,3,0,2,2,14,20,10,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,3,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,9,0,9,2,16,11,0,25,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,2,15,56,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.15939706104381018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447917659942179,0.0,0.1635622191714966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17697969126328494,0.0,0.11107734689327924,0.0,0.0,0.1845286137115294,0.0,0.11421168696927783,0.16736195488198194,0.13441556291733478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899099230704948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18073349117208404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16578747623837178,0.0,0.0,0.18720271084594287,0.0,0.14294063700005652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13645028105291274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788505954599034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15977864748548035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17067765532417525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18008381139749816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16454867419254784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519569930547125,0.3155111297866534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916452379892042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420262154264925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561346071842975,0.0,0.1304441758706483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3684358663939464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466219082804766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18147764166259292,0.0,0.1776678886254076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102213919840053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891404959795705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105186121470003
anxiety,siyahkedi9,2019/02/22,"I'm really fed up with this anxiety. I'm in relationship since 2 years and 5 months. My relationship with my boyfriend is very good we love each other and we are planning to get married soon. The strange part that i didn't meet his family yet. I don't know why i am afraid of doing that. I met them one time by coincidence and it was very embarrassing for me, i started sweating and having rapid heartbeat, i think you know those shitty symptoms. My social life is great i am so outgoing i have alot of friends and i communicate in a good way with people. What is the problem? Do i have social anxiety? I'm really fed up.. I'm supposed to meet with them. ",0.8284893048128339,3.329040734848487,2.9927807486631046,87.43564171122995,88.62121212121212,6.439215686274508,22.158645276292333,7.724431198458867,1.2767436720142613,515,19,106,11,17,174,84,132,0.108,0.7390000000000001,0.153,0.8466,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,1,2,1,3,8,0,2,4,0,14,6,1,0,0,17,27,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,7,12,2,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,5,0,20,5,14,22,3,11,0,0,0,1,15,4,0,1,6,70,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691130521230655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16581486457765607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589334667933628,0.0,0.09189605592406436,0.0,0.0,0.2950589120919045,0.0,0.19392101411014767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19333075124450871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423737741065095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15874895780792536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14039492762874695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918864136368296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19047336815089208,0.0,0.12194102835514828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16830442333930942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22536121446318455,0.0,0.0,0.377683318949812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549927722340966,0.0,0.0,0.35859849406656386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244969182588785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828186297361854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270417938659183,0.0,0.0,0.10256375575260536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902578382627029,0.0,0.13961449599813466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15871473237000833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132683675866466
anxiety,teagreen25,2019/02/22,"Anyone taken this for anxiety? Going to start Vraylar tonight (1.5mg), coming from Depakote ER (250mg). I take clonazepam (.5mg) as needed with the depakote. 

Question tho is if anyone has taken Vraylar and what they’re experience is? I am always hesitant to take new medication. 
I’m switching bc once I was taken up to 750mg on depakote, I hated my life and was numb. So on to something else. The depakote 250mg alone doesn’t get rid of the anxiety and panic without use of clonazepam when the anxiety/panic sets in. My psychiatrist is shooting for a daily med that isn’t a benzo to take care of everything and not have to use the clonazepam. 

Any advice or experience, please comment :)",4.0836294240111,6.13185908396947,5.5385149201943085,76.56559333795975,72.66412213740458,7.511727966689799,30.99306037473977,8.296473431620573,2.624291603053435,544,25,92,9,11,183,83,131,0.134,0.802,0.064,-0.7998,0,1,1,1,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,1,7,0,10,3,0,2,0,14,26,10,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,3,1,0,5,0,6,1,19,21,0,11,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,4,55,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641014711897148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739271865492037,0.0,0.0,0.13973310185710106,0.0,0.0,0.11419970260532215,0.0,0.2569354546137019,0.0,0.0,0.2348442963527937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17121814190745038,0.0,0.0,0.1446587813246742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028586343196214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092669641968076,0.32853996851497497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877376802045936,0.0,0.09543977934455504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16579835002591045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861552902466498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18653489494164965,0.16917409519101492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245196507380912,0.0,0.16219003333291307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788423874011576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970323364413875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843392039307735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18812257610247168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12928246628467305,0.0,0.0,0.11886332542585805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787925040354799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900791264518753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16188071611669191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NERD070304,2019/02/22,Separation anxiety Hey I’m a  14 years old male with separation  anxiety and mild depression but i was wonder what ways are there to cope with separation anxiety?,4.8419540229885065,7.901902620689657,7.304137931034482,59.91298850574714,74.51724137931033,13.521839080459767,33.804597701149426,11.855464076750405,6.1747149425287375,132,7,21,7,3,47,23,29,0.244,0.7559999999999999,0.0,-0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7513181664655834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28196581750878297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435228109700831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25985338706244193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3550219684785405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21081742804713535
anxiety,aslan01034,2019/02/22,"Brain zaps Hello,iam feeling pain like burning coming with zaps, is it normal ? 



Thanks all for reminding we are not alone.",3.003484848484849,6.0893644999999985,2.824545454545458,87.87348484848488,85.81818181818181,4.751515151515153,20.96969696969697,6.42735559955562,0.6211333333333333,97,3,16,1,3,29,21,22,0.118,0.573,0.309,0.5171,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,7,5,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.406387775260878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4380263122796289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380009846698307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198399328055026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19169725136985755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3844494974546829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4175204275278219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612511691051401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Xplosionss,2019/02/22,"My anxiety is destroying my relationship with my S/O I've had anxiety for about a year, and whenever she starts talking to new male friends, I know myself that it's nothing to worry about but my anxiety runs wild. We had a massive fight and she feels that I don't trust her but she says she loves me more than anything, and that my anxiety is ruining us. But when I take my medication it makes me drowsy and I get the same result. On or off medication it's ruining us ",1.5231250000000005,3.7791133958333347,3.8873333333333338,84.29100000000003,81.70833333333334,8.423333333333334,26.266666666666666,9.120678840339163,2.4520991666666667,370,16,78,11,10,128,62,96,0.205,0.71,0.086,-0.85,0,0,0,0,1,0,7.0,3,0,0,0,3,7,2,0,3,0,5,3,0,2,0,15,12,9,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,6,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,2,21,3,9,10,2,7,0,2,0,1,15,2,0,1,4,55,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5646122549310614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518396863203712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329605955666817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425554210274075,0.0,0.09640119448912793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014043266821565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16653151218191398,0.0,0.12316484082368345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717578311849967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178205223925053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770466093707834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19809948707410127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467333116028305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060029083607705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873191756531925,0.14830574088370718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4438963750355111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873833997964809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188212684797824
anxiety,yungdyz,2019/02/22,"I tried tonight Hi all! I'm dyz.

I suffer from a cocktail of BPD/PTSD/Anxiety and over the last 3 years I've worked really hard at slowly but progressively building up more self-confidence and social skill. Though I was able to manage just fine for a while I had a big fallback around September of 2018.

I shut myself in entirely, in an attempt to hide from my fear; but once more I'm trying to climb back up slowly.

Bars and big social gatherings are especially terrifying for me; I can manage fine during workplace hours or casual chats on the street but something about parties and bars really sets me off.

I am constantly paranoid of others judging me which can cause me to shut down and be the one alone person in a room full of people, buuut I know from experience you develope social skills by being social so I decided to dry once more.

I made it through a full 45 minutes of active conversation and socialising with good friends before meeting others and slowly shutting down. Though I know I fucked up tonight (I made the excuse that I was bringing my sister to school tommorow - - even though it's friday - - i kind of played it off as a shitty joke so I guess it's alright.

I'm not calling tonight a failure even if I didn't accomplish exactly what I'm wanting to.

For the first time in a while I tried; and I'm proud of that.

Love,

Dyz",5.0200042247570735,6.073681471482889,5.901489226869457,78.7758248838192,68.88593155893537,8.886269539501479,29.44000844951416,9.150863307647796,2.4636431770173206,1069,39,201,20,18,352,155,263,0.123,0.716,0.161,0.871,0,1,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,9,11,14,1,1,14,1,10,4,0,3,2,27,24,21,0,2,7,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,10,10,3,0,3,7,0,2,2,3,0,2,6,1,26,11,40,16,6,39,0,1,0,2,16,24,1,3,12,133,36,5,0.11965104941692944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392240232746685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153272530462699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651480147665426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200427138310713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181423033760488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15069630815707155,0.0,0.1221770992439932,0.0,0.0,0.12291458714964225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930027760565416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15805677936791832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704168556606948,0.0,0.1346406955658836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10177512151027324,0.0,0.0,0.0924421039722586,0.11061546715462728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035762344533114,0.0,0.0,0.13180912051133584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718383841635153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783218180717855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245981555681764,0.1315141752285457,0.09753157488763063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107989743587641,0.2264334319992847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548489252824334,0.08107864767840918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295097219358442,0.10447468119474207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986567381446838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15330305219341536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109324987459248,0.0,0.0,0.12482213946611065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4878767074744113,0.0,0.09211322346253276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526696456517206,0.0,0.06976948912326242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437056253588077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057328899789968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710738901264542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770513529107526
anxiety,pabeave,2019/02/22,"HAving severe anxiety attacks due to a ​health scare that is unresolved [https://www.reddit.com/r/China/comments/atnw2g/need\_help\_in\_shanghai/](https://www.reddit.com/r/China/comments/atnw2g/need_help_in_shanghai/)

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SEE ABOVE POST FOR INFO.

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But basically after having sex I contracted something and have been incredibly scared having panic attacks every hour or so. I live in china right now and cannot get my hands on anti anxiety medicine. I just need someone to talk with to help keep me settled until the results get in. I am not sure what to do but keep crying and taking from anxiety I have never been so scared in my life other tan when my father passed away. 

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Please I just need someone to talk with

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anxiety,jj8191,2019/02/22,"Need to get this off my chest Hey, first time post. First time talking about this. 

I’ve struggled with what I think is anxiety for as long as I can remember. My mind just feels like it’s going at 100mph all the time. I overthink and overanalyse every single thing, if someone looks at me a little off, or says something in a certain tone. I can obsesss about it for weeks. I don’t really like to talk to people for that reason, plus in my head I just assume that no one cares about what I have to say. 

It’s got to the point now where I’ve lost all friends I’ve had, and because of this I only really leave the house to go to work, which I know compounds the issue. 

I hate talking about it. Well, I hate the idea of talking about it. Every few months, things will get to a head where I know I should book to see a doctor, but I just know I will spend so long after the appointment freaking out. And the short lived moment, where I’m like yes, I really need help doesn’t last long enough for me to able to make an appointment. I try to make appointments online when it gets really bad, but there are never any available. And to be fair, I’m not sure I’d be able to communicate things well.

I’m just really struggling to see a way out of this. But I’m not sure whether it’s as bad as it feels, most of the time I can still function day to day. 

I’m not sure why I’m posting this. Other than tonight I’ve found that I’m sat by myself crying, for no reason I can pinpoint, which is relatively new. And I’m having one of those moments where I think I need to get my sh*t together. And this is a step, I guess. Typing it out in black and white. 

If you read all this, thank you. 

P.S. not sure if this violates the ‘diagnosis’ rules? If it does I’ll take this down. ",2.4734636118598377,3.5362131725067414,3.7311388140161736,91.91185646900273,74.95687331536388,7.0250673854447445,21.87533692722372,7.447530270364453,0.508378436657682,1361,32,316,16,28,445,178,371,0.138,0.78,0.08199999999999999,-0.9675,0,1,1,0,0,0,45.0,0,2,0,4,20,22,3,2,16,1,18,4,3,4,9,60,57,23,0,8,17,0,2,3,1,3,1,2,0,0,31,12,0,0,13,2,1,3,9,9,2,4,5,9,31,13,52,47,7,47,0,1,5,0,11,18,0,8,26,197,62,5,0.16325613504235628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05550988506010805,0.0,0.06244524822785534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13631205354705114,0.04975971231657948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322525506336041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966459921325362,0.10528670125924276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354978598530681,0.0714332719696229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434361430724217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13755033495255306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254720717541998,0.058315107747188774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886558506759306,0.0,0.08950096278032989,0.06306564247968584,0.0,0.17058918482229155,0.0,0.09278222378367952,0.0,0.06528542246256634,0.0,0.08992251920428282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16118163433229352,0.16754789394955755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05471357301362965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418783032530556,0.0,0.09214815242888272,0.0,0.08519849485436981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458195345375112,0.06653776978280232,0.0,0.08643233734242171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963805179368392,0.08181276811900015,0.07207907911672376,0.2167148132122758,0.06854701816365087,0.0,0.0891066783004276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897473784543728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824210786500515,0.0,0.0651547447182141,0.0,0.0,0.18157853328439702,0.06295659788307277,0.07883689626863806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062658220668437,0.062081823651453275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056590624086972977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716490833062592,0.0,0.15635424920666802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165015723552492,0.0,0.2614651513009677,0.16785449709443756,0.0,0.0,0.09246868806072656,0.0,0.0,0.129827831207139,0.0,0.0,0.13009400278570027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916319671760296,0.06284127436436113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518828016568624,0.0,0.0,0.1706707590534448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077339504408476,0.0,0.06137414803758012,0.2624381946291221,0.0,0.07515215749675834,0.0,0.0,0.16269018287038364,0.10460793934133014,0.0,0.0,0.19039193042851696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05542009963980308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479256052451571,0.06547711203635838,0.0,0.14678687167670304,0.0,0.07365663450415258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05942620534100975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,likethis690,2019/02/22,General anxiety!! hello im Anthony 18 years old and 3 years ago i saw a youtube video in which a football player is possesed by demons in a football game..i know this is probably fake but i was like 14.5 years old in that time and i believe a bit in demons and ghosts (that they exist) so it was then the first time that i had anxiety..i couldnt sleep at many nights i was feeling anxious everyday all day almost..as the time was passing i was trying to convince myself that these demons dont exist and its just my imagination..after like 1 year a went through it..But 4 days ago i had a stressful fight with my girlfriend..see im 3.5 years together with my girlfriend but we broke up in summer..and she had physical contact with another man..when we got together again (1.5-2.5 months ago) she told me that and i was ok at first but when we fought 4 days ago we told many things about that and from the moment after that i experienced this anxiety again..i dont know what to do anymore.,1.1234458144062316,3.5139071243781115,2.7297036556348715,91.0573199221285,84.72139303482588,6.281721825654337,22.66947869348908,7.586124646067393,1.0726502703871947,776,28,164,14,23,254,110,201,0.121,0.8079999999999999,0.071,-0.8585,0,0,0,0,1,0,30.0,4,0,1,2,5,9,2,1,9,1,15,1,1,0,1,23,24,12,1,1,4,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,15,13,0,0,3,1,0,2,3,5,0,2,15,3,21,4,18,8,2,37,3,1,1,0,14,8,0,0,29,95,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4123405577592478,0.0,0.11644884676005768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194147139187182,0.1779249119062847,0.13137596426476236,0.11532963013278505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102036873607975,0.0,0.0,0.12695988017153215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249946262295945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725848597858012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058800329014645575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978344845376456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300870258399517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25122892100752753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782121347360245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362802043991395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358020649312653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282253288484413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913142109257304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440561213920196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253815912568628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637519229777908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321118606092974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07725871136905807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034310160331603,0.0,0.0,0.2222424659286593,0.0,0.07895409679747976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780311505277324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744386265480478
anxiety,anxtitty,2019/02/22,Panic attacks and anxiety attacks Can someone explain the difference between a panic attack and an anxiety attack? How many can you have per day? ,5.156266666666667,8.636813159999999,6.539999999999999,63.01666666666665,77.4,8.133333333333335,40.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,5.290333333333334,119,8,13,3,3,40,19,25,0.583,0.417,0.0,-0.9655,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,6,4,2,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712811135951101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8068562989777078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434934752818428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18524969840953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797630418282101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4160667645065093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502329605359741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dlk24,2019/02/22,"poem Because I've been having a shitty time lately with anxiety, I wrote a poem. It's by no means good or even decent but I'm proud that I'm finally able to find a medium to channel emotions through, even though it's really difficult. 

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There is a greater distance to be felt

Between me and everyone else

Between who I am and who I want to be 

Like stars and flowing water 

If I could I would set sail the seven seas

A voyage of extinguished heart 

And a pilgrim to pain 

A hecatomb to Vesta

And a perishment to existence. ",2.6211320754717002,4.8164065849056605,4.3515471698113215,82.74392452830193,77.49056603773585,7.258867924528303,28.524528301886786,8.238735603445708,2.2762822641509435,422,19,78,8,10,142,74,106,0.127,0.74,0.133,0.1681,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,9,0,8,3,1,0,0,16,14,9,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,3,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,3,1,6,3,13,7,1,5,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,56,11,0,0.20940082214344044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268857033056783,0.25444491896642585,0.0,0.0,0.16019105578447726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764879759047898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16718951738156146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17492751717422644,0.2355477403312463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766145362391075,0.0,0.0,0.20009145923314706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010576276917428,0.22938836522681516,0.19138855782335204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17563547465920298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24814098246562605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23621324823561346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230266445520177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280988832687569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22281723861632485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13414752867958488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20573524456988496,0.0,0.1221033033486444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351003028842515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14875233604760493,0.0,0.25444491896642585,0.0
anxiety,13xxlucasxx13,2019/02/22,"Squeezing pain in diaphragm Does anyone else live with an almost constant squeezing and releasing pain cycle in their stomach/ near diaphragm? I've had pretty bad anxiety for a while now and have had this pain in my chest that is pretty much constant.  All doctors I've seen tell me it's a symptom of anxiety,  and I believe it, it gets worse when I'm worried. but idk if this is very common?",5.5677631578947375,6.468366565789478,5.70905263157895,81.20436842105265,67.55263157894737,7.658947368421052,33.62105263157895,7.554174236665415,2.409992631578948,313,14,56,3,5,99,55,76,0.215,0.732,0.053,-0.8321,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,5,7,2,0,1,8,8,7,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,4,0,7,5,2,10,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,2,6,35,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17035955158268898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602963365553994,0.0,0.0,0.1189581058275304,0.17431719702825665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14205055297871885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19167704865354784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676978748784899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17413417216797838,0.1488809759712356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14212089326773472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888853458136447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502269649718579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506434122932875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5430875398990888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461645751544096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17682910285839834,0.0,0.0,0.14870018640227806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037418727970274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17277418997671298,0.17337591750955778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whirly_curly,2019/02/22,"Need Advice Please!! So, about 12 days ago I was apartment hunting in NYC and was chatting with a potential roommate. While I'm in the apartment a cat comes by and she tells me that it belongs to the girl whose room I might be taking over. The cat came onto my lap and licked my hand, close to where I had a small cut( might have licked over the cut but I'm not sure). Full disclaimer I have anxiety and I haven't stopped thinking about how I might have rabies. I messaged the woman 10 days after I visited (not the cat owner but the person who showed me around) and asked her if the cat was fully vaccinated (specifically mentioning rabies) and if it has been acting normal. She said it is fully vaccinated and has been normal but I am still freaking out. My arm, forearm, and wrist feel sore and I'm not sure if that has to do with other things, my anxiety, or rabies. The top of my arm feels the same type of soreness you get after receiving a vaccine. I called three different vets who told me I should be okay and went to a random doctor who said I should be okay. However, I think the rabies is a booster vaccine and I'm not sure how recently the cat's been vaccinated and the woman hasn't been responding to me. The cat is an outdoor cat which is what worries me the most. Anyway, its been 13 days since I went to that apartment and  I'm worried and don't know if this is the right subreddit to post this but I don't know what to do and I am scared. ",3.414646464646463,4.596468158249159,4.4547979797979815,87.16886363636368,72.8047138047138,7.420202020202023,25.284511784511785,7.84624498591911,1.234489562289562,1141,35,241,15,22,372,142,297,0.098,0.858,0.044,-0.9499,3,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,1,9,9,2,1,23,2,36,8,5,2,3,58,58,28,0,9,13,0,3,0,0,5,3,2,1,4,18,22,0,1,6,2,0,7,8,4,0,1,15,7,30,5,24,35,3,35,0,0,0,0,25,17,0,10,10,170,48,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12325111566282768,0.11180512839975984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929756095718621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112280928350902,0.1179129350595042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879109697578098,0.14425717500636356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864836286616172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24402695879887995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317772291621374,0.0,0.12909766025176184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275485171025843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06589683134761752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13863363101888532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4014065853695367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352253678257873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471579101698291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013036715166047,0.0,0.13845099852029444,0.0,0.0,0.12079604696145775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453648068227707,0.0,0.0,0.10771287962077512,0.2399537940590789,0.0,0.12627643223287632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043346336899811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072622384342693,0.10544890701344964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3566232921494106,0.0,0.09483278524483894,0.0,0.11024169411743448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379403851571564,0.16163584446642265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052099640191515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23384439669709545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256178823492161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,apofv,2019/02/22,"How I overcame anxiety. My brief story. (Video included) Hey guys, my name is Anthony. I'm 27 and when I was 19  I was hospitalized for anorexia and anxiety.  It took a few years for me to get to this point however when it all went wrong it really happened fast.  I think I had my first bout of anxiety when I was around age 8, at least that was the time I had my first therapist.  I saw various therapists over those years, with the earlier ones trying to work out why I was misbehaving rather than what my troubles actually were.  I guess they figured they had another ADHD kid on their hands they could simply give a star chart too and  encourage Mum to make sure they get their s\*\*\* together.  

When I did finally go to hospital I was relieved.  I was terrified of what was to become of me if I did not get urgent help.  Although hospital was extremely difficult for me and forced me to overcome challenges I hadn't even imagined, I can now comfortably say it was one of the best things that ever happened to me.  Upon gaining my weight back I left hospital medicated and on  the real path to recovery.  Over the next few years I started to develop a mindset which I constructed from the  experiences of others that were just like mine but perhaps they were doing a little bit better.  I often say that nobody has all the answers,  if they did  they would only ever be one self-help book but there's not there's thousands.  so it's my belief that's the best thing you can do to overcome your mental health challenges is to open up to others and allow them to open up to you.  By doing this we share information with each other that we would otherwise hide for fear of shame  or ridicule.  but it's my personal promise that if you trust in the natural gift of communication,  and not just talk but listen,  you can expand your own set of tools to deal with this ever-increasing challenging world. Perhaps the first person you speak to will not understand you and that's okay.  Maybe the first 10 won't have a clue where you're coming from, but that's okay too.  However, occasionally you will meet someone you are so aligned with that you will probably just burst into laughter at the similarity.  

This is how we learn. We share information and learn from each other the same way as we do with all the other subjects that we are so far advanced in.  Why does Moore's Law work for technology but not mental health?  Maybe the reason is that we don't talk about it and we don't work together to get to the next level.  I urge you, please, if you are going through something today to talk to somebody, because it might just turn out they're the person who is just like you. Maybe they're waiting for someone like you to talk to them too.

I will be documenting more of my thoughts and my journey on my YouTube channel Another Point of View.  I would love your support to reach as many people as possible with not only my message but interviews I will be conducting with others to tell their stories about how they overcame their challenges.  If you would like to talk to me and perhaps be willing to open up in front of others to help them, get in touch. I would love to speak to you.

I truly hope you're all having incredible day.  Anthony.

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anxiety,MysticRains13,2019/02/22,"anxiety rant I found out I had anxiety about 4 or 5 years ago. I was taking medications for it for about 3 or 4 years, when I decided on my own to stop. There are several reasons why I decided to stop. I honestly do not remember having withdrawals, but I was also going through a lot medically, so maybe I did and just didn’t notice. For a while I was struggling. Trying to remain calm and not overthink. All in all I was doing a lot better than I was before the meds. I was eating better, and thinking more positively. Fast forward to now, I recently relocated and started working again, after being out of work for almost 3 years. In the beginning I was fine, I was able to deal and cope. That all changed after about a week in. I began to become super on edge again. Everything I do now makes me hold my breath, my heart pound, my legs shake. People around have no idea the fear I am dealing with while there. Today when I came home I finally was able to take a deep breath and let it out, and I broke down into tears because I just can’t keep living in fear of NOTHING, but at the same time EVERYTHING. I’m trying to hold it together, but it is becoming so difficult. On top of that I’m just super lonely and have nobody to talk to. 
Anyone else ever get off anxiety meds? If so, how did you cope? Do you have any tips on natural ways to cope? I want to avoid taking any medication if possible. ",2.348510638297874,4.219891695035464,4.458845390070923,83.18580000000003,77.08510638297872,7.774411347517731,24.04595744680851,8.608573733854374,1.7170798297872345,1086,36,218,23,25,374,155,282,0.14400000000000002,0.7290000000000001,0.127,0.2175,0,3,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,2,0,7,21,15,0,5,9,0,27,8,4,3,4,51,43,24,0,3,12,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,6,15,1,6,7,0,0,4,5,8,0,0,16,0,30,7,43,25,8,49,0,2,0,0,5,19,0,7,27,160,36,2,0.1993088638780764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833764110960264,0.0,0.0997895185340776,0.0,0.0,0.07969361321749424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355368620292563,0.0,0.2287061030015673,0.0,0.0,0.06968069589272946,0.10210774213746676,0.0,0.0887135723922329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06074841675104155,0.22012098125117216,0.08479858168438938,0.0,0.0,0.1762724934371339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397812189467202,0.0,0.0,0.10542117528538048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054786870354521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197136262984348,0.08324849050765752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014313901276026,0.0,0.0,0.1791259553438836,0.0,0.0,0.22427788302534785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916655911906584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092659409284279,0.0,0.0,0.05206532760315094,0.0,0.05663591020824065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809098166514255,0.0,0.0,0.09996152056058094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249772368002853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857743795197992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190340845200087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799668915600004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694452687167204,0.0,0.0,0.06652010714865395,0.0,0.10011627134880696,0.0,0.2213872168014729,0.3011740680018233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562111514039934,0.1134572312677226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908783544336378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123453986577222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246135345553307,0.0983967291395516,0.0,0.11288904491643205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258114258481064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705359198449975,0.0,0.0,0.16663113466222693,0.0,0.10418044955960036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22478319201323685,0.08009845754980834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638545361169366,0.0,0.0,0.05810930066336601,0.0,0.09446074919132867,0.0,0.0,0.1353176355957853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058778765914945436,0.07910104954121508,0.0799367742388259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992262456964681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509922666035174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19252256060954295
anxiety,Madandworthless,2019/02/22,fml I looove how my social anxiety keeps me from doing important things. Like planning out my fucking 8th grade classes. Fml.,3.859848484848485,7.1584283181818185,3.897272727272728,80.18257575757578,84.0,6.56969696969697,30.06060606060606,7.793537801064563,2.8284060606060613,101,5,15,2,3,31,20,22,0.071,0.75,0.179,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,9,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849552280706264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4652106909843741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44727727919638216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24584359803814415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5129604973825258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343111938274667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tubdub,2019/02/22,"I keep failing and it enrages me. I want control over my life and I want this anxiety to go f@$k itself. Everyday I battle this stupid f*cking feeling telling me that I’m not good enough or that people hate me. It makes me miss so many opportunities that I learn I had but the fear ruined, especially when it comes to intimate relationships. It doesn’t matter how obvious it is a girl is into me I end up putting my head down and ignoring it to appease the sh!t feeling again and again. There are moments when it doesn’t hit me and I can act naturally and those are the best, most productive moments in my life for I actually act with this stupid fear taking over. I hate it. I want it dead. I want to conquer it so badly that I literally grit my teeth sometimes and that stress causes my eyelids to twitch. I wasn’t always like this either. When I was a kid I was the center of attention. I have always been the funny kid and I could so easily control a room but as I got older more and more teachers and such told me to shut up and sit down. Calm down. I’m not angry at them, I’m angry that society has allowed these toxic ideologies to wash over the world like feminism( I understand what they say but almost everyone wants equality but the idea of equal outcomes is impossible and toxic in itself) that tell people to tell young boys especially to sit down, shut up, and obey, which literally has consequences for the rest of their lives. I’m not a victim or anything, i just wish that conditioning never happened so I wasn’t such a b*tch. I work on it ever single day, and I have gotten better in many regards. Still, that voice pops up all the time (especially with women I’m interested in) and I miss out and feel alone because of it. I just need control again and I need to allow the more masculine side of myself to show.  I’ve lost a good bit of weight and such (another story) and now I’m more appealing but I keep falling back to the old habits and hesitation I used to have and to the anxiety which encompasses it all. Ahhhh. Thanks y’all I needed to vent.",2.9607416396979502,4.919231444174759,4.625760517799353,82.28199568500541,75.57766990291263,7.8787486515641865,25.036677454153185,8.680891452615391,1.8346518878101403,1633,56,323,34,36,550,203,412,0.16399999999999998,0.696,0.14,-0.9331,1,1,0,0,1,0,41.0,0,1,3,10,21,27,7,3,18,0,20,7,2,10,5,77,57,37,1,10,13,0,4,2,0,0,4,2,1,5,33,26,1,6,7,1,0,6,8,17,0,0,10,6,47,10,45,45,15,54,0,5,0,0,15,26,0,4,22,230,80,3,0.0,0.0,0.09715400828204984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969271134585396,0.10311180996081099,0.0,0.0,0.1656800564625705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439498755713196,0.15232282137115902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192755015299731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655376887682508,0.0831265675629153,0.06068948387411121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447972248687162,0.08805074453005307,0.10869128410111613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10227323965278172,0.0,0.08576019117570559,0.0,0.0,0.33498746609312985,0.07948876691812662,0.0,0.0,0.06420651628347697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817862133147653,0.10286977520724336,0.0,0.0,0.09005568991035279,0.0,0.09513170212097014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22406030795779186,0.1510181781252893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05658096693062702,0.16700864415892647,0.07962543208748235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803859465956455,0.0,0.0,0.1965853446936697,0.102174979864232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238858808672164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17698301551553125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406411743885972,0.09727778125495902,0.0,0.08791132235420238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867905106411907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06645557507526592,0.20187187634744505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22146244330227866,0.07678507881406288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446911729515204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804162476268605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008304261584963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688777127939207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917232336802743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984651661716056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950695238602244,0.0,0.11404307289856527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485504224615415,0.0,0.2610536002652289,0.09165940553447527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058052928029350935,0.0,0.0,0.09513170212097014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036431348808272,0.0,0.08598593570603806,0.0,0.0,0.2936087191172828,0.0,0.0,0.12123452554905305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448650584514013,0.0,0.0,0.07247923194968241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mommas_always_RIGHT,2019/02/22,"Perspective on Best Friend’s Social Anxiety My (36F) Husband’s (38F) BFF (38M) struggles with Anxiety. Despite being friends for 3-decades, we are only just finding out about it now. We have been to Birthday’s, Job-related black-tie functions, and just casual evenings out where all of a sudden he will grab his wife (my best friend 36F) and NOPE out.

It’s becoming so frequent when we all go out that I’m starting to think that my Husband and I are triggering his anxiety.  My Husband and I are soulmates. We connect at a very deep level.  Best friend and his Wife ended up together because of a surprise pregnancy. I am not painting my Husband and I as a perfect couple. Far from it. But the grass is always greener right? He accuses his wife of flirting with my Husband a lot (and other men in general) which she absolutely does not. Or he will tear into her about seeing her walk her kids to school with the neighbor Dad he doesn’t like over their security camera. His wife interacting with other men seems to be the main excuse for why they always need to leave. 

I love my friends and I want us to be together all the time. We each have three kids close in age and we basically live down the street from each other.  I am trying to understand (beyond a definition) of what Anxiety is and what he is feeling so we can help him.  Maybe it’s creating distance, maybe it’s being direct,  whatever it is, we are willing to do anything to help our friend just live. ",3.6220524146054167,5.604191692579505,4.728184628975267,82.16610497644291,73.77031802120142,7.826207302709068,29.45951118963487,8.59863814320734,2.3964959952885745,1151,50,216,22,24,377,157,283,0.059,0.753,0.188,0.9909,1,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,10,0,2,4,12,17,0,1,11,0,23,1,0,1,4,51,34,16,0,2,7,10,2,1,7,3,0,0,1,4,14,30,0,1,5,1,0,2,4,1,0,1,1,3,36,16,37,26,10,30,0,0,1,1,54,20,0,3,9,156,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911115808625904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514080791041821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450324897417986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000518621585779,0.1268313736114073,0.0,0.0,0.3615513905331448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706789112442504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049695372887596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171384583484444,0.0,0.0,0.07585050734890829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058066378812130386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049613618217706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5323489835541643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06526602095460389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539491966105229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139606349838798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159861038248065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056104853400507006,0.0,0.20281103410449355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763256578787048,0.10364726995397293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307437327209162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515214714603035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734073054300934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807243569872287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622385925168728,0.09151233464371153,0.10454570649305103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706456355000315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128409706366888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005533907756633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735846122527419,0.0,0.0,0.06696392484570328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796858572458286,0.0,0.0,0.1195521282134784,0.1381379620351888,0.0,0.0,0.0947547402329121,0.06773540239373434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036249241493008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,harrietruth,2019/02/22,"School Anxiety Anyone else get super anxious about school work? So much so that you avoid it until there’s a massive pile and you’re kinda fucked?

So I’m in grad school. Sometimes I don’t even know how I made it this far, but I’m due to graduate in May and then dive into law school. Welllll Im very behind right now. I have disability accommodations for PTSD/anxiety, but I was too anxious to communicate with my professors about how behind I am.

Now I’m sitting here staring at a stack of textbooks I’ve been staring at for like three weeks unable to open. I did email one professor and he’s willing to accept all work, the other professor actually dropped me from the course and I have to appeal to get back in. I’m going to do it but it’s horribly nerve racking.

I am a good student, I really care about my work, but I cannot get over this crushing anxiety. I start working, get overwhelmed and stop. I even had a babysitter come over today to watch my babies while I worked...instead I did 12 pre k applications and my taxes. 

Help please! I need to trick my brain into thinking homework isn’t the devil. Anyone have strategies for this?

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anxiety,twilight_kitten,2019/02/22,"I want more than anything to finish school but I’m so stuck I had lots of health problems in high school so had to drop out my sophomore year for missing too much school. I’m 21 now and I want more than anything to finish my high school diploma and start college. I’m working on my GED now and I’m doing pretty well. I’m relatively smart, I like the subject I’m working on, I didn’t miss a single question on the practice test I took with my tutor, should be easy right, but every time I try to start taking my real test I have a full on panic attack meltdown. I’ve tried everything I can think of to keep myself calm, but no matter what I do, no matter how convinced I am it’s going to be fine this time, that it’s so easy and it’ll be over so quick. Like clockwork 30 minutes before I’m supposed to take my test I completely shut down and I just don’t know what to do anymore",2.1484219858156024,3.4500887712765973,3.6714042553191497,91.0636666666667,76.18085106382978,5.651631205673759,23.70354609929078,5.6839178017228535,0.3516903546099295,691,21,151,3,15,229,106,188,0.141,0.669,0.189,0.7781,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,11,12,1,1,4,0,15,1,0,1,0,24,36,13,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,3,0,0,2,4,5,1,0,5,0,20,7,22,26,6,26,0,2,0,0,1,13,0,2,12,94,27,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13446126672258812,0.0,0.0,0.2231454559609196,0.0,0.0,0.1542445051316353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153706002477239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215552243381172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423398393933212,0.0,0.12185268065500693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705457834920118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14411770606516572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28650040969059004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051182911242853,0.0,0.0,0.07451251797951072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247738283682994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526727200311003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966863317882704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590766838514828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13793600046756718,0.0,0.12973400547376895,0.0,0.0,0.15188327004832355,0.0,0.0,0.1543224057614075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578659262375587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5488663373539973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19193178116658974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038821190405248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687570020651801,0.0,0.0,0.15811832614040436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063698807115272,0.1841030419694211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15993997471955576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190482231399373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974111422946952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873105930844466
anxiety,RtB107,2019/02/22,"Zoloft's a weird one... So I've been taking Zoloft/Sertraline for around 3 weeks now. I never thought I'd really have any side-effects, but I'm starting to feel like a zombie. I went to the doc because I think I have ADHD, but the psych I went to didn't really take me seriously. In the meantime, I've been prescribed Zoloft for the anxiety, and the only experience I've had has been Citalopram. 

I feel super tired and snippy, and all of a sudden I feel like my girlfriend doesn't love me or I don't love her. Just feeling really, really weird. One min I feel grand and normal but it doesn't last long.

Do I just need to wait for this to pass or is it a sign that this medication ain't for me?",2.1384018264840168,3.59530478082192,4.026232876712331,87.86665525114157,76.53424657534245,7.3324200913242015,21.755707762557076,8.07648339933343,0.908102283105023,542,14,120,9,12,184,83,146,0.14400000000000002,0.7340000000000001,0.122,-0.307,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,5,9,0,0,9,0,14,6,0,0,2,25,31,10,0,2,7,0,5,2,1,0,4,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,7,0,0,3,6,3,0,2,8,5,15,6,12,23,1,13,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,2,10,72,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18999236860941465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750600445357307,0.0,0.12093772355714592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14073280974489594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636964385932552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15464146802735024,0.0,0.0,0.39967297773276295,0.2258777594798236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288637107941229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15446869105711378,0.0,0.0,0.13990387267136375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28536315757112085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592581295407581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722105943717867,0.1219280545270554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548937458023663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21425052180376875,0.12023387911418028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4051036847189072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189627381747026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377266472491413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129710753796912,0.0,0.12550508124454532,0.0,0.18170015674027334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680953474440768,0.0,0.0,0.29310034636900045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,crazypresleylady,2019/02/22,"Anxious and unable to cope at work I have pretty bad anxiety, where I will become nauseous, throw up, shake, cry, everything under the sun. I have anxiety attacks, and I have a real problem with self-harm during these times.

Right now, I feel the most anxious and overwhelmed that I've ever felt. I am a year away from finishing my degree in counseling, and I have to relocate to finish. Money is always tight. Like, not even $20 in between checks because of bills tight. And I work at a truck stop where I'm treated like a human punching bag by customers most of the time. Lately at work, I've been so close to crying I'm front of customers and coworkers. 

Today I woke up and felt like I was going to snap. I felt like I could just scream and scream at any moment. Everything piled on top of me has been crushing me and I feel like I am going to lose it. So I called in at work today, saying I was sick. I told them that I thought it may be the flu, and that I was waiting to get tested for it. I feel so bad about it, but I just know that today would have been the day I lost it and did something dumb like walking out of work in the middle of my shift or yelling at a customer. 

My question is... Has anyone else ever done something similar? Or at least felt similar? I feel so alone, like I'm a terrible person but I'm not doing well, guys. ",2.3178260869565217,3.889549623188408,3.797246376811597,89.21152173913046,76.31884057971016,6.394202898550725,23.59420289855073,7.079830092131019,0.8116898550724643,1040,32,219,11,23,344,144,276,0.182,0.746,0.07200000000000001,-0.9754,0,1,2,0,1,0,37.0,0,0,1,8,14,21,2,2,12,0,25,2,0,0,2,46,46,19,0,3,8,0,10,7,0,3,2,4,0,3,10,14,0,4,11,0,3,6,2,12,1,0,16,14,29,9,36,25,3,44,0,3,0,0,8,23,1,6,22,145,39,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997816593079589,0.0,0.0,0.08016458519327099,0.0,0.0,0.06551612801033176,0.0,0.1474033272489413,0.2176789528311124,0.0,0.06736483822344416,0.09871416239930672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960337553998498,0.090516845543921,0.0,0.16088374061429586,0.058729425909640975,0.10640259903832423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837635054704492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692155789379262,0.0,0.2116551801067333,0.062132870478985275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859171296245386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048170334044298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06363323908346816,0.17429441249830113,0.0,0.0,0.1731726534697203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19485442588627344,0.0688270217090893,0.3700152064721405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05033492168959305,0.0,0.10950719937381477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539411170253634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0529472572366093,0.0,0.10867841078797458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294761726020472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778248948233952,0.10516909800452218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841224576790729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801484498153172,0.0,0.0921866546241822,0.0,0.0,0.1079255242910634,0.0,0.0,0.10965873032862032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227587351008946,0.0,0.07661533436306224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050612286699834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14833815530800346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054655084666779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764850950470928,0.11235604318565864,0.0,0.2739639582906266,0.09205928102734873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662337766141556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506920318853095,0.0,0.0,0.0684388687061588,0.0,0.0,0.06204133958799106
anxiety,clovermagnus,2019/02/22,"Is prozac supposed to make you more anxious? I recently was prescribed prozac in order to help alleviate my anxiety, and help stop my panic attacks, and for a while it was working really well, but now I’ve been feeling worse then I’ve ever felt before. I have work in an hour, and the thought of stepping outside the house feels absolutely impossible. I’m freaking out and I can’t stop it.

Is this normal? Should I stop taking it, or will it eventually help me again?",3.610666666666667,5.807268011111113,4.924166666666668,79.79625000000003,74.44444444444444,7.611111111111112,29.027777777777786,8.472884824447931,2.3461111111111115,371,16,68,7,8,123,66,90,0.229,0.665,0.106,-0.9078,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,2,4,4,1,1,4,0,9,2,0,1,1,18,16,8,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,5,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,5,3,8,1,7,9,1,15,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,10,46,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430263860530309,0.21121527257428846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21269770493338444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15909196809659906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169118977123003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18906848889431704,0.0,0.17951405424179934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37595260672039377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18412115523203496,0.21573050574559613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479943124124447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18318430372853048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21936110809748655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977345508478475,0.0,0.18460366886019533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4689289838286875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057310748238955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14842794848223922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681024287015624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722229674147893,0.0,0.19053153984549284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,belkemi1,2019/02/22,"Nightmare feelings from anxiety I have anxiety that literally makes me feel like living in a nightmare, like the ones you had when you was a kid and dreamt about monsters. 

This type of anxiety comes maybe once a week at evenings and goes away when I fall asleep.

Can it be a panic attack? I doubt that since I don’t have any physical symptoms which I guess is like a “requirement” for a panic attack.",4.4383549783549805,6.176714675324675,4.739675324675325,83.9390367965368,71.07792207792208,8.25021645021645,28.417748917748927,8.841846274778883,2.209304761904762,318,12,61,6,6,100,56,77,0.249,0.659,0.092,-0.8979,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,1,4,8,2,3,7,0,8,2,1,1,0,9,13,4,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,5,0,1,2,2,8,3,7,10,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,6,41,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12498353804153955,0.0,0.4217966610243426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4181754347302885,0.17267680420086418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15831885623397912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139159622560165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18585954550365744,0.13129965013663925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024654633600799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693716079826173,0.0,0.1622899834332074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268128711060873,0.0,0.18464181066844745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19573040751640827,0.12454089601034855,0.0,0.0,0.4312760533561655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15203303055506534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19102823636738145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474252939667394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gtmarie,2019/02/22,"Need advice I hope someone can relate to this and help a fella out. 

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I graduated school almost 7 years ago. School was a nightmare. A lot of bullying, suicide attempts and depression. Since then my family has been waiting for me to get a proper job and hold it down.  I tried to complete an apprenticeship 3 times but failed every time after a few months. Was in a program that helps young people to qualify for a job but stopped doing that after a month due to being burnt out already. Then I tried working in sheltered workplaces for disabled people twice, also failed those after a month.   
Every time I entered a new workplace since I graduated, I'd be petrified and be unable to communicate with my colleagues or classmates properly, so they always think I am weird. I'd wake up nauseous every morning, just wanting to cry. Being away from home for 6-8 hours was hell. 

Three months ago I moved to a new city and am now trying to figure out what to do. I am at my wits' end.  I have applied for disability income but it will take a while to be processed. \*sigh\*  


Thank you for reading this.   


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anxiety,DickWienerPenisCock,2019/02/22,I can't do this anymore. I can't even function today that I'm considering calling off work. But then I'd be anxious all day that they're going to fire me. My ex boyfriend just told me we can't talk anymore and we can't be close like we used to be. This has completely destroyed me. My dad is in rehab and my ex was my only friend it felt like. I feel like I dont have anyone I feel so lonely. I feel so heart broken. Everything is so different when everything was completely fine 2 days ago. ,1.1348571428571432,2.9968120571428614,3.226904761904766,90.62892857142859,80.80952380952381,6.485714285714287,22.880952380952376,7.554174236665415,0.9138380952380958,386,13,86,6,10,131,66,105,0.196,0.754,0.05,-0.9267,1,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,3,0,0,1,6,7,1,0,0,0,15,2,1,1,1,14,23,8,0,0,2,3,5,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,4,5,16,5,4,16,1,10,0,1,0,0,10,3,0,0,9,51,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15612142211374574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989675959506735,0.3493311638520989,0.12314851517430678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798401334825663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693208855622385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271680878272093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18400988142012686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20641353442259505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632684224473624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165739828967481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671575467543266,0.12582150793905336,0.16910462665187764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360713294115764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009412446780597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20870527857423404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581327663635767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394862788037631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156009765167052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16694295107317506,0.16829200611939954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521127583696731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282188279496427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SoIAteMyself,2019/02/22,"Body zaps/jolts when falling asleep This rly is one of the most annoying symptoms I’ve had to deal with. I heard u can get them from anti depressant withdrawals, I’ve detoxed from alcohol this week, could that be a reason behind them too? or is it just anxiety in general could be..anyway, thats rly fun when u are getting relaxed and feeling like u are gonna fall asleep soon and then BAAM! guess not, body jolt, entire body just spooked like crazy, which then causes an anxiety attack which makes sleeping even more hard. Just have to keep going tho, I’ve heard that quitting alcohol takes time to get adjusted to, but the effects will be so worth it by the end. Heard people claim it cut their anxiety in half in a month or so, hope that is the case with me as well. I’ve also gotten them when I’ve sat and leaned forward which is new, but no reason to be concerned I dont think, sucks tho.",6.044245810055866,5.6714993743016775,5.893793296089385,84.68884636871509,66.43016759776536,9.171173184357542,30.19050279329609,8.548686976883017,1.999444245810056,704,22,147,9,10,220,114,179,0.116,0.765,0.119,0.6718,0,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,4,2,15,11,4,0,7,0,16,10,6,5,0,28,34,18,0,3,8,0,2,2,0,2,4,3,0,0,12,5,2,1,6,1,1,4,3,5,1,2,6,5,7,6,16,21,2,18,0,1,0,0,8,4,1,5,14,88,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954519352372109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054258286139043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172370070981628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15725672535391855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4606275290393763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420004179790609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22073101752393984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425091915827453,0.11905740609370798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16200467971242996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243086391315301,0.0,0.0,0.09129969540288993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989330571396145,0.09875163056347533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21665860882989774,0.0,0.07855936685965663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522760694243326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382704289762035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13729370615688358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286528843577366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506451585162166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922696833479055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033396881926877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350351831368915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366831168292812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583136547428683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14702475546723873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842471861211116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832995544572213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367402963612153,0.10393185277870526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857228408653214,0.0,0.0,0.0806030988464142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087987020806724,0.0,0.12428548521446255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Xiaco9020,2019/02/22,Lexapro? My blood pressure is high but the Dr thinks anxiety is the root cause So I’ve been on Losartan 50 mg for about 3 months and my blood pressure is still around the 140/94 range. I’m a 29 y/o otherwise healthy male who is also in nursing school. Had to move back home to save money but now have to find another place because mortgage can’t be afforded. I talked to my Dr for quite a while and she is starting to think the cause for HTN is anxiety and wanted to try Lexapro. I’m hesitant to take an SSRI though from hearing many horror stories. I wanted to see if anyone takes Lexapro and how they feel. I also and very concerned about losing creativity as making music brings me the biggest joy and I’d go nuts if I lost that creative drive. Thanks in advance! ,3.1189860139860137,4.953706512987015,3.818311688311688,88.78647852147854,74.77922077922078,6.556643356643357,27.43056943056943,7.321109707123232,1.3947678321678318,609,24,123,7,13,193,107,154,0.14800000000000002,0.715,0.13699999999999998,0.4012,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,4,11,7,0,2,8,0,11,4,2,5,0,23,28,17,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,2,7,0,0,4,0,1,5,1,4,0,0,3,4,10,3,19,24,0,18,0,2,1,0,6,7,0,2,6,69,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26339972838615755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17268832452133778,0.2519696915003027,0.0,0.0,0.11515274330587362,0.0,0.0,0.14660604488158874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663387766484302,0.0,0.10039146065848664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383571340404179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327052464547667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15052062562194202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359522528512132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18561383726473896,0.0,0.0,0.17400050044883755,0.1651941498302177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18424224968907385,0.17977494588579498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992962577412213,0.1669664267900829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145132249715474,0.17503585894542353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720625101400894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751645368403906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16667169426084902,0.13123394765100058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656606708203344,0.0,0.13151898109883928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476477488038019,0.1323689007875119,0.0,0.15162135212390293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110491266536406,0.16180380936735336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118114332591293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588374362673575,0.1942729203984882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gloom-ish,2019/02/22,"how do I control my anxiety enough to get a job I don’t know what to do with my life
And I get so uncomfortable when people ask me

I don’t know what to do and I’m wasting time and my life",1.3513333333333328,1.3035605777777768,4.157777777777781,91.97000000000004,76.55555555555556,7.777777777777778,23.88888888888889,7.793537801064563,0.7392222222222222,146,4,40,2,3,53,26,45,0.18600000000000005,0.8140000000000001,0.0,-0.7761,1,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,2,0,8,11,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,4,11,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,27,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433070680725918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973334358762928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.356719662807832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286302495405326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33233557061504804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156151451532025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34958347714819993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4492956666998126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22049554157841605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18545727534068573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PanicattheMeatShow,2019/02/22,"Asking doctor for medication? So after dealing with anxiety for years I finally built the courage to go see a doctor about it. We only talked briefly and he sent me to get some tests done to make sure it is not a thyroid issue causing my anxiety. I am going back in today to go over the results and my doctor said if there are no issues with my thyroid he wants to send me to a psychologist to try therapy before prescribing medication (note: I have yet to even be properly diagnosed). My problem is I feel like my anxiety and panic attacks are getting way too intense to be handled with therapy alone and I am at the breaking point where I would like to just try a medication and see if it helps. I have tried other things like exercise, diet, sleeping more+better, drinking more water, meditating etc. and it all helps but it's just not enough to make me feel normal. I am **NOT** looking for a benzo prescription or anything, but rather something I can safely use longer term, and I do plan on trying therapy soon as well. How can I ask him to just try and properly diagnose me and let me try a medication? and will it look bad if I do this?",3.7734130543099127,5.541325417040364,5.433594917787744,78.17238540109621,72.85650224215247,8.722371699053314,29.87767812655705,9.2995712137729,2.8380814150473346,900,39,167,21,18,306,131,223,0.08,0.83,0.09,0.316,0,1,2,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,0,1,15,11,1,1,9,0,19,16,1,6,2,43,38,19,0,8,13,0,2,3,0,2,12,1,0,0,9,14,3,1,2,2,0,5,4,4,1,0,3,7,24,7,25,30,6,21,0,0,4,0,13,6,0,5,11,125,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632182530814433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21343838590554384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653256379420044,0.0,0.1738882724942764,0.10580298288448382,0.0,0.07151264976568747,0.07765262507082275,0.0,0.0,0.07913768878162138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955384754401778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958807804497826,0.0,0.18878975508655724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285573874226394,0.0,0.09517313921880947,0.0,0.09110636577452452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609572871202694,0.10372159994312652,0.06142681712550265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404901712853823,0.0664405102853803,0.0,0.10187893487510416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717921244264947,0.0,0.1585652123029094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467430314358673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19413945004478067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510064984194744,0.0,0.13630795719663766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561961913910293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415885814796315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747581494752104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112202577910253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707320658778752,0.0,0.10911758343997507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791676949029617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899017017794221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846601669766807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822080013332903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306897288809944,0.0,0.0,0.07159733552842518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765310349791602,0.0,0.0,0.07475133050051425,0.0,0.0,0.31906701823215844,0.0,0.061786268806995476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815483965763445,0.0,0.0,0.3788527373830647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032370182602877,0.0,0.0,0.054854876007920855,0.07382050638760483,0.0,0.0,0.083619794545136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606581611813146,0.0,0.0,0.059890115228832176
anxiety,Wutupduderinis,2019/02/22,"Anxiety about killing self Now despite what the title says, NO I DO NOT WANT TO KILL MYSELF. However most my anxiety/panic attacks at the moment is centered around it, fearing ill do it and how ill do it. I don't really know what im looking for by posting this but yeah thats it.",1.2688505747126442,3.441326,3.642068965517243,86.16816091954023,82.10344827586206,6.625287356321839,26.90804597701149,7.793537801064563,1.8312666666666664,220,10,44,4,6,76,46,58,0.248,0.6659999999999999,0.086,-0.7344,1,0,0,0,0,1,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,3,1,2,1,5,2,0,1,0,8,8,3,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,2,4,0,6,8,1,6,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,2,32,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20156325901444397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345551325764541,0.0,0.2997491845691297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29649087038446603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846061270140266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5830083134643181,0.0,0.1448029962914385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22125879500667145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252343236076643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16879352556218594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20953172188060035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748695304789847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15540870308890262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AbductingTacos1,2019/02/22,"I have anxiety problems all of the time but I have a serious problem with hospitals/doctors. What’s the best way to deal with it? I’m currently sitting in a clinic waiting room and I’m on the verge of having an attack. I brought someone here I’m not even here for myself. I always freak out in doctors offices and hospitals but I’m not sure why. I had pneumonia as a baby, an ear infection around 7 years old, and I’ve had strep twice. Other than that I’ve never been to a dentist, hospital, or doctor because I’ve always been poor as dirt. If I were to go back in the actual rooms I would have a panic attack just being back there. 

Is there anything I can do to help ease this? ",1.4101823708206669,3.488122687943264,3.652750759878419,86.81250000000001,80.98581560283688,6.58176291793313,24.255825734549138,7.7094869923839395,1.3790847011144884,533,20,108,9,14,183,91,141,0.23,0.687,0.083,-0.965,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,9,9,2,1,11,0,14,6,1,0,3,21,21,9,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,2,0,5,7,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,7,0,1,6,1,9,2,18,13,2,20,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,2,7,78,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.15927935138215782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716245309581655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486299133569108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343163012977779,0.14530056534031804,0.0,0.3713730371173811,0.0,0.2510124876610608,0.0,0.09949750708301304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712895095587264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16827283913014562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5011883129449368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780538985965267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276178999349308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940304646107696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258854654130772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712721228539651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19150371407418804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123593387594521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829592927531156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15383308849772998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09517499983640422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955658201356948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14728082563383274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594693321745192,0.0,0.0,0.10510844486362343
anxiety,Number175OnEarlsList,2019/02/22,Need to go pickup my groceries And I'm having anxiety about getting in the car. I took my meds this morning but not a benzo because I didn't want to get sleepy. I might have to break down and take one because my groceries have been ready for 30 minutes and I'm still sitting here. ,2.479137931034483,4.255581741379313,3.3788275862069,91.49893103448278,76.41379310344827,5.329655172413793,27.11724137931035,5.6839178017228535,0.8172786206896547,223,9,46,1,5,71,44,58,0.05,0.89,0.06,0.3751,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,15,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,3,0,6,0,7,11,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24638861783044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926712468684957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33654469041278273,0.0,0.18304422294775868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35775580299666765,0.0,0.0,0.3416736238555805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23881659060416255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21824823712568528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257211728747716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421624052213257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3578402610123529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18996981761518364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RelaxationMonster,2019/02/22,"I'm confused about how I am feeling I dont think I have ever had a true ""panic attack"". What i keep experiencing is a general fear and sense of dread that is unfounded. I feel like someone scared the shit out of me ten seconds ago and I am coming down from that fight or flight reaction. Its comes in waves but never really goes beyond a general fear and little bit of an adrenalin feeling. Does anyone else ever feel like this? 
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anxiety,felicityfoxx,2019/02/22,"My anxiety ruins every good opportunity I have. Whether it’s good or bad, I stutter, and get blotchy.

God, getting blotchy is the worst.

I struggle with job interviews. I always think too much and my voice gets shaky... I feel like this defers employers from hiring me because I’m awkward and they don’t get to see how I really interact with others and I’m not saying what I want to say, how I want to say it.

I just had a phone interview and I really hope I didn’t blow it. 
I really want this job.",1.5864705882352936,3.6649743137254913,3.8899607843137254,85.34082352941176,80.37254901960785,7.609411764705883,23.925490196078428,8.548686976883017,1.7212243137254903,388,14,81,9,10,134,66,102,0.205,0.6409999999999999,0.154,-0.3341,3,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,4,12,0,3,2,0,5,0,0,2,0,20,18,9,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,7,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,2,6,16,5,6,16,2,0,0,1,1,0,8,0,0,3,1,50,23,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857852277145012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13660002457096668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490924481227386,0.10885020266533156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504468287619197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902866979348247,0.12756527321435454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731666940171041,0.0,0.0,0.2995399466779139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773531134279005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543919782061876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723674620796197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13126417613827684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34317563407072743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4260008271929545,0.0,0.0,0.14229140312020502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18667256950582864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441580816688712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159628311868818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,twobeanz,2019/02/22,"Body pain and severe anxiety Does anyone else experience flu like body pain after having a severe bout of anxiousness? 

I made this correlation about a month ago. I noticed that after a particularly high-stress phone call, my entire body felt like it was hit by a Mack truck. I've dealt with anxiety for 15+ years, and was diagnosed with fibromyalgia last year but now I'm wondering if it isn't fibromyalgia and simply an effect of dealing anxiety for prolonged periods. I have a daughter with special needs and in the past year my anxiety has multiplied 1000x, which is around the time I got a fibromyalgia diagnosis.",7.523817951959543,8.435429548672566,7.831378002528446,67.66769911504427,63.24778761061947,12.12085967130215,34.72692793931732,11.765960540728905,4.572404298356512,501,21,83,16,7,164,79,113,0.16399999999999998,0.772,0.064,-0.7140000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,9,0,7,7,3,2,0,15,14,6,0,2,2,1,1,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,1,6,3,13,8,0,14,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,14,47,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931220027778193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4118656256203453,0.15205640158440126,0.0,0.09411341574690084,0.13791062594372624,0.0,0.11981994746143396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.448521076941346,0.0,0.0,0.13743867903292553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387636909501115,0.0,0.1366132143818906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778682159498988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124385986258009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316617824086905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292343152516796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764958955851732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14220921680877552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971459381096607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151468005541692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12735902217126624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743411411218752,0.0,0.0,0.09980203769537667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15323968050246742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286441589801305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848815358553314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041128031688025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154180513281668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848464631455633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14596480394342906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600283414964342
anxiety,bicknooth,2019/02/22,"Anxiety & Interpersonal Relationships I am diagnosed with Generalized Anxiety Disorder (GAD) and Panic Disorder, among other things, and have been struggling with them for several years now. Currently I am working with my therapist and psychiatrist on navigating interpersonal relationships, as my ability to interact with even close friends and family has deteriorated to me basically shutting down at the first pang of stress. It got to the point where I was unable to leave my room to get food from the kitchen, in fear of seeing one of my roommates and having to exchange (at the least) pleasantries. 

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I have tried several psychotherapy treatments (in tandem with medication) including Cognitive Behavioral Therapy (CBT) and Rational Emotive Therapy (RET), however I have not found anything that is truly beneficial for me. I guess what I am inquiring about are helpful tips/strategies to help me regain some communication abilities, with a special interest of how to reengage old relationships. 

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I am tired of opening my phone to messages from my friends, just looking for me to respond with a simple ""hello"", and not being able to muster up the gusto to respond. All responses are greatly appreciated, and I thank you for taking the time to read this!",13.529710373880985,11.946302023696685,12.679399684044235,45.91471827277515,52.45971563981042,16.581569246972087,52.35439705107952,14.867677710551936,8.125195471300684,1041,61,139,38,9,342,137,211,0.105,0.741,0.154,0.909,2,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,1,2,6,10,0,4,8,0,15,5,0,1,1,27,23,10,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,2,0,6,17,2,0,2,1,1,0,2,4,0,2,4,2,21,6,41,18,3,20,0,0,2,0,15,14,0,2,6,111,27,2,0.1083744543318793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522710279706673,0.2633736483767617,0.0,0.0,0.1658123218599234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891829418131821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999778988251542,0.0,0.0,0.2484130275734699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190667432059872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715803049823847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216579046465883,0.12195139101515265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218325549158086,0.1310468203584615,0.11882699539566527,0.16745966916470484,0.0,0.0566211793977587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667695132401837,0.11948321849633027,0.11938667969058188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452822246064112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147528991015696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100724683498992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917586116851144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372075927583662,0.0,0.07343733500820457,0.0,0.0,0.12715407157782654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244888906296104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840378199834716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.349060817835354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086360408814605,0.0,0.0,0.2448645716660559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414257127810792,0.11329651028444294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148410229031876,0.0,0.0,0.09977663698165526,0.2478712669117057,0.12583109443964974,0.07199917189087382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319401584519417,0.12456049272822838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357914060532879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889789348712968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633736483767617,0.06978959539367294
anxiety,nokinship,2019/02/22,"Any success stories with Wellbutrin? So I have really bad depression and anxiety(panic attacks, health anxiety, OCD/paranoidesque thought processes).  

The thing is I have had major depression before my anxiety started and I'm wondering if I help my depression it helps anxiety.

That being said has Wellbutrin worked for anyone? I'm terrified of any side effects because I've already been taken so many different antidepressants. I've actually been on Wellbutrin before but went off for not so good reasons. It did help my minor depression back then. The only bad side effect I remember is being unable to sleep/feeling like my head was going to explode. But that went away.",5.694626436781608,8.966358405172414,6.286896551724138,67.20609195402301,72.70689655172413,9.383908045977012,35.5287356321839,9.725611199111238,4.678508045977012,549,30,74,16,12,178,78,116,0.25,0.6559999999999999,0.094,-0.9645,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,4,4,10,1,0,2,0,12,2,1,3,0,13,22,9,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,6,0,0,3,1,7,0,0,10,1,8,3,9,10,1,11,0,4,0,0,4,5,0,2,4,47,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.13429942492018526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186953115719856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18717564441576787,0.0,0.3158418423609142,0.0,0.0,0.0962286492529648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15656513189855262,0.12930059673622754,0.10582298473762426,0.2298175940796687,0.08389322197941564,0.0,0.23421272906395915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4741352319682257,0.0,0.0,0.14378591827269838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695859245657347,0.09831733447056924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821387356609126,0.11543098048064625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14124009168166402,0.14628597394606122,0.0,0.0,0.2767357996515197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723526034111317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952732049054167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466789235722662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816431187712066,0.14149855304021608,0.0,0.0,0.15589913631874328,0.0,0.13091023707651234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772159932198869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740970872260944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914300812846489,0.0,0.0,0.10925666235482676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25515433528084697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492454163997606,0.10019060810378837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KilotonCarcajou,2019/02/22,"I messed up royally by reading my journal at work I don't know why, but I made myself read it about an hour ago.  I was already feeling pretty bad anxiety, and I am at work, so I don't know what I was thinking.  I've been going through a lot of stuff lately, so most of the entries were pretty negative.  I just started to panic, reading it made me feel like I always feel this way, and always will.  The few positive entries were not enough to combat this.  My anxiety is coming and going in waves now.  I feel a few seconds to a few minutes of relief, followed by a few seconds to a few minutes of fairly severe anxiety, a 6 out of 10 I'd say (10 being the worst)  


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Now I don't know if reading my journal is a good idea or not.  I wanna know your opinions on the subject.  Is it important to read your journal?  If so, why?  If not, why?  I want to believe there's a benefit, but I'm having a hard time functioning at work now and I still have 8 hours left.

​",1.9754834012813056,3.511199163366338,4.173820617355855,86.30213453698313,77.16831683168317,6.535119394292373,27.72393709959231,7.285733465282438,1.535541292952825,749,32,154,9,17,259,108,202,0.13,0.7020000000000001,0.168,0.9014,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,2,0,3,10,8,0,1,14,0,16,0,0,2,0,33,34,13,0,5,10,0,5,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,0,10,5,0,4,7,4,0,2,7,6,21,4,23,25,9,23,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,7,11,115,28,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871661736090086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851278893264307,0.0,0.16364168294721665,0.21308728970872956,0.2389704479954161,0.0,0.0,0.2256731743033533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210385549146694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078749342172188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470507744568502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160416104830433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19888025432220424,0.0702490360148798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176969454256992,0.08247696246733753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880869545798502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19367617730902492,0.0,0.0,0.11100586329609036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161647381009645,0.0,0.11092378260609972,0.0,0.10683897232451868,0.0,0.0,0.04804048289761708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359910636430397,0.0,0.18608991555612855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537245900138987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20007980017508709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4917974996398339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819826064407565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108817596196167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696005254119449,0.0,0.07852877269746845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256763271325096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06300774518062792,0.0,0.0,0.057338698727947335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05799928603378188,0.07805207078610613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661904146237212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21476254441609013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389704479954161,0.0
anxiety,almostdeadpoet,2019/02/22,"College Career Fair Hey guys, I don't usually post much but I'm feeling pretty anxious and figure typing it out for some empathetic internet strangers will help.

I'm in college and today there's this job and internship fair in the city where ""over 300 companies and organizations will be there looking for compelling candidates!"" Right now I'm pretty broke and need a job, also in my field of study it's pretty important for me to land an internship or some sort of experience before graduating, so I really need to go to this fair and try really hard.

I've gone to one of these before only I didn't know I was going to end up there and was completely unprepared. I ended up sitting in the bathroom for 15 minutes and leaving without talking to anybody because I was so nervous that someone would judge me for my converse shoes and lack of resumes.

I have my resume...I have a good outfit picked out I think...I know how to get there. I'm going  alone though, and I'm still just so anxious about talking with people and the expectation of having to make a good impression. I have social anxiety and I know I'll spend the whole time thinking of all the ways I'm being judged by everyone there. Business majors and seniors who have done this 6 times before, I fell pretty inadequate in their wake. 

My goal is to talk with at least three companies. If I force myself to talk to a couple, hopefully it'll become easier each time and I'll end up talking with quite a few more.

Ugh. Any advice anybody has will be greatly appreciated.",4.726022727272729,6.254526780405405,5.84240786240786,77.13944717444718,70.04729729729729,8.625061425061427,29.67076167076167,9.095868883498916,2.6274040540540544,1221,48,219,24,22,406,169,296,0.092,0.721,0.187,0.9857,2,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,2,16,8,0,1,11,0,21,2,2,4,1,45,42,23,0,7,5,0,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,9,20,0,0,6,0,1,5,3,3,0,2,6,3,20,5,40,28,11,34,0,1,1,0,12,15,0,6,11,144,29,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574044738483113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147298821809353,0.0,0.07835090870130862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662664593669697,0.0,0.07495092882288114,0.22136867605885316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059724907209566226,0.10820615485324167,0.250109600881877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272536475997864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840793971065016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026287192683273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603314268324072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361971332049404,0.0,0.0958387616557623,0.0,0.0,0.04953931664229222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051188113637225655,0.0,0.16704506863671484,0.16435426928786726,0.0,0.10801824743293348,0.0,0.09701107037107436,0.0,0.0,0.08776673279825374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567085940032796,0.0,0.0,0.09731169978044217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944509747883132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16153418715464107,0.0,0.0,0.1037418242058863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227467782108598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06539935424663794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720232075626229,0.14529506632009967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06639068083000381,0.07451472254087542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679238206005416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383337032053364,0.39870490344575454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420892016690256,0.0,0.0,0.12553112687335524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367047412546623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987360327838872,0.08301425619174008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824329769586681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3937446604079325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555738728544055,0.09626035359216176,0.0,0.17139076748396828,0.0,0.09286924305400084,0.0,0.0,0.06651887951991448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790608426520153,0.0,0.0,0.07776832873504268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938605853800906,0.0,0.09444480949272753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959892795975754,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bluepikaciu,2019/02/22,"Anxiety help Hi,
 This is my first post here and it is probably not going to be formatted right. I apologize in advance.
I am a college student and I think I just developed anxiety. I feel like I need to go to urinate every 30 minutes when I am at school(no, I do not have a UTI) and when I am home everything is ok. This fear of mine grew so bad that I actually wore a diaper to an exam. Also, lately my anxiety grew so much when I have an exam that I actually skipped the exam out of fear. I am a very good student mostly As and a couple of Bs. I don’t know what to do anymore, I’ve tried meditation and calming myself in more ways than I could think of. Any help/advice would be greatly appreciated ",2.202922374429221,3.675850684931511,5.076917808219182,80.33377853881281,76.39726027397259,8.428310502283106,27.92009132420091,9.075114841892004,2.394540639269406,544,23,113,13,12,197,88,146,0.111,0.762,0.127,0.3171,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,8,8,0,2,8,1,16,1,1,0,0,17,24,12,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,0,4,0,0,5,3,3,0,1,1,1,19,5,15,19,3,17,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,6,83,25,6,0.0,0.0,0.3108654836783171,0.0,0.0,0.15564500868514278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737487862664976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083147736274538,0.0,0.3655426192246458,0.0,0.15796137303565816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13299081061557386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271708414914772,0.17623851965074394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419892129693078,0.0,0.1431491552437309,0.0,0.0,0.3584649631963802,0.08053594462592048,0.11378852051049505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548212534536086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18104317014706214,0.13359516468482352,0.0,0.17560499787800832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21352190763512724,0.0,0.1597692215810377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753524293855564,0.0,0.1796729724448087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781538058930389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708795052478913,0.11810291510546715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525446782151721,0.0,0.17172905423807108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13602288298907111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16119824387859474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041183341871711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10813957803004176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142136066606402,0.0,0.12642777981537326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314680516616635,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,s0angelic,2019/02/22,"Fear of throwing up Not sure if this belongs here.. sorry if this is the wrong sub. 

Anyways, I remember my whole life I‘ve been extremely afraid of throwing up. I‘ve never thrown up that often but when I did I mostly collapsed afterwards. The last time it happened was 2 years ago, luckily I was drunk as fuck so I didn’t really realize. 

But I feel nauseous really often, especially in social situations and I always start shaking hard and I’m getting dizzy because I‘m scared I might vomit. This sounds ridiculous but I‘m always scared that my organs are gonna come out. I know it won’t happen but... 
I also remember it hurting like hell and that hollow feeling. 

Is there a cure? ",2.8934219269102996,5.601503131782947,4.1942691029900345,81.40343023255815,79.69767441860466,6.786489479512737,25.493355481727576,7.957251820313856,1.9195820598006643,540,21,93,10,14,177,90,129,0.292,0.644,0.064,-0.9843,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,8,12,3,5,3,0,10,4,0,0,2,24,23,13,0,2,7,0,3,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,9,5,1,0,6,1,0,4,4,10,0,0,5,4,12,2,8,15,2,17,1,1,0,1,1,5,2,6,9,63,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14743080437535358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300438355214686,0.27677967206021004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138586262477962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432681645349099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871539033796667,0.16819067910804295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15375824051669182,0.08689425065216541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941487814379271,0.0,0.14898819153099058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17804677726796686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914039813160938,0.13557130603246492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747526816612602,0.08125453651259178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17643703411945327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827463598839947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21309504156546036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3768115717861477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33302651218605056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18694831476853552,0.0,0.1695401783764111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18617929901474475,0.1177206824800874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567526748641441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698131884526903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18568802233692472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18184254062054406,0.0,0.10710328996239656
anxiety,riya9779,2019/02/22,How can I tell if I’m having an anxiety attack? How can I tell if I’m having an anxiety attack and how can I stop it?,0.7092857142857127,0.9853399285714308,5.041428571428573,83.85357142857143,78.28571428571428,8.457142857142857,21.142857142857142,8.841846274778883,1.205085714285714,90,2,22,2,2,36,13,28,0.403,0.597,0.0,-0.8796,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,2,0,5,0,0,3,0,7,7,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4556986375448193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6776795318810288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490103457283027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.520656366070344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Beautiful_dreamer123,2019/02/22,"Panic attacks while extremely tired leads to “instant awake dreams”.... anyone else? So if I have a bad panic attack in the middle of the night, it makes me extremely tired.  As I’m coming out of the panic attack and try to go to sleep, I close my eyes and instantly have a 3 second dream and then I shake myself “awake” with bursts of more anxiety. I say “awake” because I don’t know if I’m actually sleeping at that time.  But this happens over and over again and sometimes the “dreams” can be anxiety inducing so it’s like an endless cycle.  I guess the reason why I’m posting is to write it all down and see if anyone else experiences this.  I may not have explained it very well, but I’m curious if I’m alone in this.  Ps anxiety sucks",2.4976455301455296,4.364871560810812,4.1581081081081095,85.52826403326405,76.63513513513513,7.256548856548858,24.222453222453225,8.139509932561175,1.4380347193347198,573,19,116,10,13,192,92,148,0.208,0.728,0.065,-0.9499,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,4,11,4,4,8,0,8,5,3,4,1,27,22,17,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,8,10,0,0,4,3,0,4,2,9,1,1,0,3,10,2,16,20,2,19,0,0,2,0,3,9,1,6,6,72,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.12213174941981145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962126791307807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872262243151053,0.0,0.0,0.1750204557399204,0.25646907417493764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4271404766240316,0.0,0.0,0.10449793373680863,0.07629240386472144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780864695215653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20909935760028656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242412507197767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112761065956691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787067553805954,0.0,0.11067281497042346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878108324844999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0611436718588839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354092421054972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174480691460512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4405219524812538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986244464747345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867862861992166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995270759235853,0.0,0.0,0.0997311252299771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504877421192996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377999852088968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297800455729632,0.28769104429912634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497100218431501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326473366781144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252801488029064,0.0,0.11293155537466075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yodellingsocks,2019/02/22,"A weight has been lifted off my shoulders, but is it morbid for me to feel this way? Twelve hours ago, we had to put down my 11 year old cat due to health issues. She’d been slowly losing quality of life but the past couple of days were especially hard on her and us. So we made the humane decision of putting her down and taking her out of her suffering.

Anyway, I bring that up because for more than three years or so, a lot of my anxiety stemmed from my cat. A part of me every single day felt drained because I was so worried about my cat’s health. Nothing seemed to ease this pain, not even multiple trips to the vet who told me everything was going to be fine. I’ve spent many nights crying over my cat (still alive at the time) wondering if she was in pain or if she was going to get sick or something. Every day I found something about Bessie to worry about, and it really stopped me from truly being as happy as I could be.

When we put her down, I was devastated, but a part of me also felt much lighter. She was in a better place now. She’s not in pain. She’s not suffering. She’s okay. 

And that’s why I feel a weight has been lifted off of me. 

But is it bad that I feel so good now? I mean, my kitty has left me, and here I am thinking about how good *I* feel now that I don’t have to worry about her health anymore. 

Is it wrong of me to feel this way?",2.63172619047619,3.5195792361111136,3.8939880952380967,91.57125000000003,74.34722222222223,7.0134920634920634,22.047619047619047,7.2636822038024595,0.4675077380952386,1052,24,244,11,21,345,148,288,0.226,0.691,0.083,-0.9942,0,0,2,0,0,0,32.0,4,0,0,2,19,14,0,0,10,1,25,11,1,2,0,39,45,23,0,3,12,0,10,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,12,9,2,1,13,0,1,7,4,8,0,1,17,10,43,6,44,23,6,42,0,3,0,0,20,15,0,8,18,171,55,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299905300586616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487741742459522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162816713749565,0.0,0.09285771098099826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817874723386915,0.1141543061057367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280982966316996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475747404246871,0.10360194525375208,0.10285027413660856,0.18115453895630124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061843004084612525,0.0,0.15777787199835366,0.0,0.08415033770183658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23671557564795395,0.0,0.179802664887212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266257406174496,0.0,0.0,0.04891881683981214,0.0,0.10642636263236724,0.15706803444867284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967292634642676,0.08387581454582409,0.0,0.0,0.29857907685757745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220858643256973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772740444595804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173136160399883,0.0,0.06613499838591823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047501751177985,0.0,0.07960251520845467,0.0,0.08859679234275811,0.0,0.0949280768909948,0.0,0.10199261659547557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883023906568557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786721978638372,0.0,0.0898423583008185,0.0,0.09825095579198106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988929125393512,0.0,0.0,0.20278850306992574,0.08938226807688368,0.0,0.0,0.09782543417049472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28237784094016993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059983009402666015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523898889611732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14416486221271194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477457708352572,0.07828048272818547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039955574387782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05999555751391353,0.0,0.0,0.05459752904097243,0.0,0.0,0.08946931783769455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126276784291699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486413293636676,0.0,0.2280369226539749,0.0,0.0,0.08448824973515631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153982971804727,0.0,0.2852632976814144,0.0,0.0,0.10237181253695313,0.0,0.12059178105084915
anxiety,career_whatcareer,2019/02/22,"Is this anxiety? I set up an appointment with doctor already, but it's not until 3/1 so I'd love to know if what I'm experiencing is anxiety. I've deslth with what my doctor has said is tension headaches for awhile, but I wonder if this is different. I'm paranoid it's a brain tumor or something. Here's what I sent the doc:

For the past few weeks I believe it's been, I've been getting these strong head pressures, and a minor buzzing/tingling feeling in my head (Which is a really weird feeling and scares me), feels like it's in the center all around the center of my head, that's amplified when I lay down at night and it can cause anxiety feelings as well as dizziness and at times lightheadedness. When I notice it coming on, it can last a long time. I noticed when I push on specific points (specifically sinus pressure points) I can feel the pressure strgoner, but it doesn't really remedy the issue. I also experience minor instances of where I feel like I'm not connected to my body for a brief second. Weird symptoms but no other accompanying issues and no specific trigger warnings, and it really came out ofnowhere.It does sometimes seem to happen when I specifically get anxious that it's gonna happen, and at night. I don't think it's an anxiety thing, but it does cause anxiety once it comes about. I know we've
discussed tension headaches before, but I assume this is different 

Any idea what it could be?",5.219244851258583,6.3635163478260885,6.0223646071701005,77.75818077803207,68.4927536231884,8.998932112890925,31.19298245614036,9.276330184999452,2.78166231884058,1136,46,209,22,19,373,147,276,0.173,0.7440000000000001,0.083,-0.9611,2,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,1,12,13,0,6,13,0,16,10,5,3,1,43,41,25,0,3,11,0,6,2,0,1,4,1,0,0,27,14,0,0,13,0,0,6,6,8,1,1,5,8,20,5,25,33,2,36,0,0,0,1,4,16,0,6,15,133,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059643515024182,0.07678998106821465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529929218334833,0.0,0.3672886824641268,0.10847925522126813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548129855653007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170895030677662,0.10818563425089213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666049323509624,0.0,0.1071940147202152,0.0,0.10982533567145647,0.0,0.197285229384652,0.0,0.165431534638108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666697402070227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006482994824732,0.0,0.19656830061900155,0.16806167380480294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939294363668842,0.0,0.0,0.2913142872353469,0.13719845592775964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033666085750263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16982657830221745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956435291625027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839887567941614,0.0,0.2004472321660456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055440400890305,0.07827199183660348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382449140200183,0.0,0.0,0.08497780105942455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666498350167348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18022315341492395,0.0,0.0,0.21864684732823586,0.0,0.10226192400899922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166532326478792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18154654400478865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18454539358614228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134036479300038,0.0,0.09613630349241073,0.0,0.0,0.08741621397663997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392360354284594,0.09496972502540026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980521288873664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379376559155182,0.061527999817967916,0.0,0.0,0.11198418336609016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702428253191697,0.0,0.086336684105161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413342059467726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kaihegon,2019/02/22,"I want to be a different person, this time next year Hey guys, around the end of 2017, beginning of 2018, I set some goals to overcome my anxiety. Some I achieved like: 
- I will go out to now, like anywhere (but only if there is a comfortable face with me)
- I wear what I want (still iffy sometimes)
- I no longer feel out-of-place when i leave the house, etc. 

But one i didn't achieve, which I really wanted to, is being able to keep my mind from going blank. You guys know how it is, when with a friend you could talk for days, but once someone new is introduced, the mind just stops. I'm not bad looking what-so-ever, I know I'm not stupid, I know I'm pretty funny, sometimes i could dance, and, i like to think, I'm a really good storyteller (I've got stories bro). I just don't know why my mind goes blank. 

So I took a step back, looked at life and decided to limit my maryj use to 3 sessions/day  (averaging 2 so far. Big improvement from smoking 15+ blunts a day) and none before 12 (to get my morning routine done) because i used it as a crutch, but i still love it so cutting out completely wasn't an option. In lieu of smoking so much, I've experimenting with microdosing, on top of meditation for almost a month (missed some days). I know these things take time, but so far I've only noticed a clearer mind and even less anxious when going out. While this is great and awesome, my mind still goes blank when introduced to new people, people I'm not close with, or get this one, the girl i use to date (still friends). Yeah, my mind goes blank with my ex, happened quite often during our time together as well, which i feel influenced the relationship.

I'm simply writing this for some advice, or other methods to overcoming this y'all may have. Also, I told my best friend to beat me up if I don't show improvement by next year, so I really need the help. Thanks in advance.



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anxiety,red_circle57,2019/02/22,"I don't get how people enjoy posting online Everytime I post or comment something online, I get so anxious over how people will react to it. And when they react poorly, I feel like shit. I know it's thin skinned but I can't help it. How the hell do people just not care? I know people usually say to just post more, but I've had this account for a while and I still care too much.

Today I posted in r/depression asking for some light-hearted subs and it got downvoted immediately. Did I violate some rule? What did I do wrong? Frankly, I hate posting on Reddit. It brings out the worst in my anxiety and depression.",1.4582229965156763,3.92070911382114,3.3778919860627177,86.49310975609758,83.87804878048779,6.115911730545879,22.6068524970964,7.447530270364453,1.1460852497096399,483,17,94,8,14,162,80,123,0.334,0.639,0.027000000000000003,-0.9933,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,9,11,4,0,3,0,8,2,2,5,0,21,19,13,0,0,6,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,3,0,2,1,3,7,0,0,4,4,14,4,9,14,5,17,1,1,0,0,5,6,2,3,6,64,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408543231825196,0.15370893137131295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12719761682641162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27744422190326096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343763427345431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879596117679639,0.09720120221804186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421713385320962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881951171530024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343309584583852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16123160752844742,0.09119806650491516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954989856452525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647198250228756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001966371648532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3773071444449642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.651538751358995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082002740130689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13966350693158294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474553941682772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865759230182848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289688528768911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14985073042996724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14876011478358706,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chaotic4life,2019/02/22,"Overwhelmed. Simply Overwhelmed. I'm overwhelmed by the circumstances of my life currently. This includes my wife and her brother who I have to take care of and effectively manage their lives to a point.

I feel as if I just need a break away from it all. A vacation me tally where I could reset my thinking.

I used to have nights to myself but I don't anymore. I don't have nor hey the luxery of peace and quiet. There is always something. Someone.

This is wearing me thin and making me think in ways I haven't in a while. Like taking all that I own and just moving overnight. Idk. Am I crazy?",0.8580084745762733,3.4077899491525443,2.08625,93.24090042372885,90.18644067796608,4.305932203389832,20.08686440677966,5.985473137389443,0.08555762711864423,466,15,93,4,16,148,78,118,0.067,0.8240000000000001,0.11,0.4088,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,4,5,0,3,6,0,10,2,1,3,2,19,20,10,0,3,4,2,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,3,19,2,13,19,3,12,0,3,0,0,6,6,0,1,4,69,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204856492684696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441623013550488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313111639298609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510153111108969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19656910247803372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244851269887899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17389695734932098,0.1202799269237453,0.0,0.2173973808226478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16433910417382128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616695549977729,0.0,0.18255272788988308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23104018363217566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327367270512972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086028012563747,0.18953528016425186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37022057432183897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155075273538437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126360599464204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19542054542639728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,liviapng,2019/02/22,"I’ve been anxious all week over criticism of a fictional character and I feel stupid I’ve realised recently that I have been using an anime character as a coping mechanism for a lot of my anxiety, depression, and AvPD. I’m obsessed with this character. I read fanfiction for him constantly and had so much fanart of him in my photo library, every single thing I did, be it sewing, calligraphy, watching my favourite YouTubers, studying, music, all of it came with the thoughts about “imagine if this character was doing this!”  

On Sunday I saw a ton of people criticizing the character (which he totally deserves) and then a fanfiction that criticized him with 80 000 views and a lot of praise and it pushed me over the edge. It’s Friday, and every day I’ve woken up with pain in my chest and trouble breathing, I meditate to no success, I’ve barely been able to keep food down for the past 5 days, and I can’t do anything else I enjoy without the character  invading my thoughts, and I can’t even think about my anxiety without feeling bad for liking him. 

I’ve stopped watching the show and I’ve decided to stop reading fanfiction, but I still love this character, associate him with everything, and I can barely function as a human being. I get so anxious when I see the tab for ao3 that I genuinely thought I was having a heart attack. I feel dumb because of how small the issue is, and because the criticism of the character is perfectly understandable yet my mind and body have been going insane over this for days and I can’t do anything to cope with it because he’s everywhere. ",12.066863636363635,7.907700783333333,11.487696969696973,61.27718181818183,57.83333333333334,15.30909090909091,47.93939393939394,13.023866798666859,6.117766666666666,1265,62,218,33,11,418,159,300,0.147,0.78,0.073,-0.9194,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,3,10,14,3,1,19,0,22,7,4,2,4,48,40,24,0,1,4,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,15,22,1,3,10,3,0,3,6,8,0,0,14,8,30,6,38,24,8,26,1,1,5,1,10,9,1,3,15,158,45,3,0.12226264821704302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18706118247690726,0.27624398361208125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201223484059724,0.0,0.0,0.1390914127558635,0.0,0.0,0.10208420434700316,0.22359052665670934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13580624002807376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139835898419171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212248812110575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365478806903997,0.0,0.10530463975612574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021347541849809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075332606085928,0.0,0.2060231085352748,0.0,0.10988178467641148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18545900556023734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478404795320437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06387718748869305,0.0,0.06948468052557936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488182680889553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761043990535256,0.0,0.10867265936466086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05973135419394213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20788666272090994,0.11034681346836826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345042153602408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987711416013157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300960778605712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671353203017587,0.08476152597062775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445914684520305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071961523854705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742750123055663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763910879923164,0.20443409693687528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122587079290046,0.07834096822811949,0.0,0.2911886574420031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272797286178156,0.0,0.10559567282673957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980717216304578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357136598569069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TigersFan2420,2019/02/22,"Never the same since quitting meds Hey, I tapered off of Gabapentin 900 mg per day about 4 months ago. I took it for anxiety for a couple years. Ever since, I’m having periods of anxiety and depression. Another problem is I used to sleep like 1:00-9:00, but now I sleep like 1:00-6:30 and I can’t fall back asleep. Help!",1.6134598214285705,4.023127890625002,2.9100892857142884,90.48312500000002,82.59375,6.7821428571428575,23.205357142857146,7.957251820313856,1.3324357142857142,251,9,52,5,7,81,51,64,0.112,0.745,0.14300000000000002,0.6049,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,0,3,3,3,1,2,8,6,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,5,2,7,5,1,12,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,11,26,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18454555382267168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183026233873765,0.3185255564965968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16008324697443868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23035537962834934,0.0,0.13426363919605416,0.0,0.1793114880161436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18831740697924956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13954361449963376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20341967887719847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312492501537179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661731829781183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16056694420259293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19920720931988395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22143290823327855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444295093219445,0.0,0.41667546710460623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23130384284692676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798070556670517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406584903395474
anxiety,Xezient,2019/02/22,"Looking for advice about anti-anxiety medication  Hi. I'm 17, I've had depression for about 8 months now and anxiety for over 3 years. I'm also diagnosed with mild Asperger's syndrome. I was prescribed Fluoxetine in October and I came off that in January, and started Sertraline on Monday this week. I'm from the UK and am currently being treated by CAMHS in the form of CBT, but it honestly just feels like I'm talking to the therapist and that they're not actually doing CBT...

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Besides an almost constant low mood, one of my main issues at the moment is my anxiety. It started a few years back, we think because I was bullied when I was 13, and it mainly affects me whilst walking to/from school and when walking around school. I have absolutely no symptoms of it when I'm at home and it usually gets heavily dampened when I'm with my friends, except when walking around school, then it still stays.

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anxiety,Taeolian,2019/02/22,"Anyone else get nervous bumping into people? This has been getting worse over the years but I get really nervous when let's say for example I'm walking back from the bathroom at work and I'm going toward my desk. If a colleague suddenly appears out of a doorway on my way back to my desk my heart skips a beat and I feel really anxious. It just happened now actually. I went to the bathroom and on my way back someone was trying to get through the door the same time as me. I don't know why but coming across people in these kind of situations just cause me a lot of anxiety. I'm absolutely fine with people I know well or even walking down a busy street in a city. It's just these kind of examples that it has a negative affect on me and it seems to happen more in a professional setting like work. Maybe because I'm already on edge a bit with the type of environment work places can sometimes be. Even if I tell myself I might run into someone on my walk to the kitchen or something, I just feel really surprised/anxious when they appear. It's definitely a nervous thing and I don't know I can control it.",2.9893350563909777,4.815224620535716,4.600751879699249,83.0758270676692,75.11607142857143,7.215789473684211,28.307330827067666,8.032893268588372,1.9370482142857144,881,37,172,14,19,296,124,224,0.08800000000000001,0.855,0.056,-0.705,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,5,13,8,0,3,17,0,11,2,1,3,0,35,32,14,0,2,10,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,11,11,1,1,6,0,0,9,3,3,1,0,3,3,21,5,32,26,4,39,0,0,0,0,3,18,0,9,10,120,32,7,0.0,0.0,0.11755945684876044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329395089020426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215774244783634,0.13609462720909138,0.0,0.0842340743170832,0.12343377214254216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27789752521866457,0.0,0.07343621623885499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151992953318353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375389051205553,0.0,0.10377257379430782,0.0,0.0,0.13511518210936208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006356128676191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15913604578740526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218245498985314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517583740219049,0.0,0.06846477935353641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21305902973884436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427552408643042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508979098374337,0.1986182993341824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318676170978884,0.0,0.05885461305201967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241764361635504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210263665295082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12779758296371815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505521704649021,0.0,0.1258634909619639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315247877765387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580104307769846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096696048374834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354111560863345,0.0,0.0,0.2041444065275294,0.09274220444817204,0.11914599982382393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529440146376988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003363157995061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07024589935391892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178991058538405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19124389044194992,0.0,0.0,0.10831526095744533,0.11167510615197918,0.10870369395345167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26310656528190585,0.0,0.1227672533847016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07757748622882457
anxiety,perkipenguin2,2019/02/22,"Do i have anxiety? I've read through a lot of posts on here and I can relate to some of them. Im struggling with the thought of going to a doctor but I think I'm going to have to.

I constantly fear I'm going to lose my job. I know it's irrational as my boss is great and always tells me I'm doing a good job in our one to ones. 

I struggle with falling asleep/ staying asleep. 

Some weeks/ months I can be fine and then something sets me off and I'll worry constantly. Sometimes it's little things and then others feel huge.

Is this anxiety? Or is this just my personality? Am I just a 'worrier'?

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anxiety,yllekcela7,2019/02/22,"Anxious about nothing I don’t understand it, but I always find myself being anxious about something when everything is literally fine and in shape but I fear something anyway.

Thoughts???",5.691129032258066,9.401392225806454,5.3228225806451634,70.70423387096777,78.35483870967742,6.970967741935485,36.782258064516135,8.07648339933343,4.054670967741936,153,9,19,3,4,47,25,31,0.26,0.6759999999999999,0.065,-0.7677,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,3,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22470523555132305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6101647036849664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242705689770272,0.0,0.0,0.3038840362100663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24682300701501225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591225672706027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4157990719888558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21439144551533165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811340789461305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jackmc121,2019/02/22,"Back to square one with my mental So last few weeks I’ve been doing really really well, not had a panic or anxiety attack, started going out a bit more and living a little. Then yesterday woke up in the morning with a headache on my right side of my head accompanied by a sharp ring in my ear lasted about a minute. 

So I go to the doctors tell me I’m fine, go home by this time I’m now full blown panic mode (suffer bad health anxiety) so as I think for the 1 millionth time this year that I am dying, a five hour trip to the a+e for them I tell me the same thing that I’m fine and it’s just a tension headache coupled with severe attacks.

I just felt like I was making so much progress and this has halted it all",2.7697488038277527,3.64325375,4.238564593301437,89.28586124401916,74.0,7.10622009569378,23.02870813397129,7.348242739294969,0.7046763157894738,558,14,125,6,11,186,101,152,0.106,0.7809999999999999,0.113,0.0397,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,10,11,2,3,13,0,6,4,2,1,1,17,17,10,1,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,8,7,0,1,2,0,0,4,1,7,1,2,5,5,13,4,18,12,7,25,0,1,1,0,3,9,0,1,13,81,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274082960779865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381839113285371,0.0,0.1142899138941699,0.12410268479883502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16226918260485404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644600356399985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15425800825800026,0.0,0.0,0.15213258820967945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271137768258585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25341536805150816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254075432407274,0.15799035916131976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490914240965219,0.0,0.14637396405899136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423121259110751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261477394622988,0.14896971926092886,0.13124601975313094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921395203102748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14978751334474047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926265469366084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071784192752747,0.0,0.0,0.3487785519500745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19043673050723053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12693211579721494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16791344089459556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520348910934656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598242945998894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987454298635394,0.09523828440492003,0.0,0.0,0.17333866753064636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922475210574625,0.0,0.13363928129813582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095715039717342
anxiety,thebottomofawhale,2019/02/22,"Advice about medication for sleeping. Hi all,

I’ve been thinking about going to the doctor to ask for something to help me sleep. My anxiety is at its worst at night and I’m finding it hard to come out of my head to sleep. I work full time and have a kid and find this impacts the rest of my day. I feel like if I can get my anxiety and sleep under control that I could get the rest of my life in order. 

But I’m really worried about what any kind of medication would be like. It’s just me and my kid, and while he’s old enough he doesn’t been constant support, he still needs me to be there. And work needs me to be clear and on the ball.

I worry if I take meds that it will make me too drowsy the rest of the time or restrict my ability to be a good parent.  I know drugs affect people differently, but it might help me to hear perspectives from other about how drugs have or haven’t helped them. Going to see the doctor is hard and I never feel like the listen or give much advice when it comes to mental health things. 

Tia ",3.2362499999999983,3.9489712361111136,4.284333333333337,89.99400000000004,72.75,7.241481481481483,22.27037037037037,7.3011,0.514855925925926,801,17,182,8,15,261,119,216,0.062,0.8290000000000001,0.109,0.9063,2,0,3,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,3,10,7,0,0,10,0,17,13,5,4,3,39,39,19,0,6,8,1,4,3,0,3,8,2,0,2,12,12,0,2,6,1,0,4,3,1,0,0,2,7,22,6,29,29,8,22,0,0,1,0,15,7,0,6,13,122,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20067306372526644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982510282260229,0.0,0.1570979969989668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599081437915737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17689738326371052,0.0,0.11095930201824664,0.11516300155435155,0.08198066418640952,0.0,0.0,0.06621932952408932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072774885767957,0.0,0.21019219877372627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23814961182987404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609464485570368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383496961849292,0.14670750588474238,0.0,0.0,0.18769312016409756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729086682256976,0.09849885807350514,0.11670945289816295,0.08612210318423184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839600675040597,0.0,0.1053780683392713,0.10914275950987748,0.11572646644903177,0.0,0.2064702993348918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692416621695792,0.05642958143280386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252507074496191,0.15049102081447435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685388941706897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405299595497367,0.2068761708155764,0.10347607685273273,0.10892597719759337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548073001381354,0.15227005356170767,0.07919221803083709,0.0,0.0,0.09635709513417746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077441247974806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401265261800762,0.0,0.0,0.0711845492273918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06577866646399358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182170717232745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4110118007528975,0.0,0.0,0.07904715420043669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199941975143388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651868179754896,0.0,0.0,0.07720167665152261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06821523010332098,0.06579242699439579,0.0,0.0,0.11974566425754245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495027739221554,0.20855060457359748,0.0,0.07294007124042065,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,daisy24sl,2019/02/22,"Severe anxiety 6 months postpartum I have always had anxiety, but it has always been manageable for the most part. I have found that yoga, exercise, being outside, eating well, and sleep really help to lessen it. However ever since I’ve had my last and 3rd baby, I have had EXTREME anxiety with panic attacks often. I had some postpartum anxiety with my second baby, but nothing to this degree. I’ve even gone to the ER a couple times recently in fear that I was dying of a heart attack. I am still exercising, eating well, and doing everything that I can think of to help it. I have been on Zoloft for 4 months and I’m not sure if it’s even working. Has anyone ever experienced anything like this, and if so, what helped you get through it? ",4.955244755244756,6.1429735104895125,6.407979020979023,74.5904300699301,69.13986013986013,9.636083916083916,28.28601398601399,9.888512548439397,2.8690369230769224,584,20,103,14,10,199,90,143,0.17800000000000002,0.716,0.106,-0.8506,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,1,9,8,2,2,4,0,17,7,2,0,3,20,22,10,1,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,11,7,2,0,2,3,0,1,1,4,3,1,9,1,11,4,13,12,3,11,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,5,9,79,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218103025252152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4078556201779665,0.0,0.0,0.09319710885972736,0.0,0.1096835374913786,0.0,0.0,0.3032655608171165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747911792857216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833047586775093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27277098949236683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17606912051917145,0.2411307703488745,0.0,0.0,0.11978942622420373,0.0,0.0,0.14998451157348072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14614190717962913,0.0,0.0,0.06963676154896901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15794529507198427,0.2680176501044648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864639075899324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06511711351938962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21277622852598727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12789211363140485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15638313890007294,0.0,0.14433642865274807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538682643206504,0.0,0.13160446461638645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057595029161952,0.0,0.1102560754285938,0.0,0.13338288528404846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644287271585776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562106882505755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540468888024512,0.0,0.0,0.0777205042272177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396813700028647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703425209289594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ClumsyYeti,2019/02/22,"How did you get over your fear of driving? Did it take long? I've finally forced myself to try and get a drivers licence at the age of 28. I've done 5 or 6 hours of driving so far and I'm still absolutely terrified & feel like I don't have 100% control (or confidence).. I'll panic and release the clutch too soon, or accidentally shift into 2nd gear instead of 4th etc... and once I mess up once I'm then more likely to mess up a few more times right after.. I also feel like I have a slight ""out of body"" feeling every time I'm behind the wheel.. which is a bit disconcerting",3.5711776859504134,4.0130390413223145,5.229411157024796,84.50957128099174,71.80991735537191,8.033471074380165,26.695247933884296,8.07648339933343,1.4386107438016524,448,14,99,6,8,153,84,121,0.177,0.77,0.053,-0.9437,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,1,7,7,0,2,7,0,7,1,1,2,0,14,16,11,0,0,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,3,3,7,3,15,13,5,20,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,3,13,57,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608639362516776,0.0,0.19792999620952448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994355106271368,0.2029124969461212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048873158091247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18694156350031496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20373267311844795,0.0,0.0,0.15391289594959895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20556193764011693,0.27710030033666416,0.2610083680008116,0.0,0.2001132623093587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19088194487303164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179899632179141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26773964634380165,0.0,0.0,0.16166302325221965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890891878297213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143316047056852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560047996953623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458857513612815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735005246133022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21304036364430326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402540542441765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mumujk,2019/02/22,"Anxiety is like... ... A parasitic leech, that will do anything to keep itself alive--it will grab onto and construe even the slightest of things, because its desperate, famished, and looking for its next energy source.

I find this idea pretty comforting--my anxiety will always look for more to be anxious about, no matter how well things are going, but when you can see that that's what it's doing, it's much easier to remove yourself from those anxious sensations. ",9.941385542168677,8.984686963855424,8.994066265060244,67.53760542168678,58.87951807228915,12.155421686746989,38.8222891566265,11.20814326018867,4.518375903614458,370,15,58,8,4,116,67,83,0.121,0.764,0.115,0.1211,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,1,0,8,14,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,13,2,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,4,2,2,9,10,2,5,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,3,45,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17812692116617812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32753242331638105,0.4836859266096282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761648635210109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049767293026096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14139401999576412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19565998186330752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166332691025887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24166376566420605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19027902528274165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458586291426936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595369000429009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573692019464541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276703884273287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177904684849038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17058945716673893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844428324948307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19247845575003653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spencer1017,2019/02/22,"Experience with Lexapro Does anyone have any experience taking lexapro? I was previously on Prozac but didn’t like how it made me feel, does lexapro have similar side effects?",6.178000000000001,9.463752800000002,5.616666666666671,72.60500000000002,71.0,9.333333333333334,36.66666666666667,9.725611199111238,4.328666666666667,144,8,23,4,3,44,25,30,0.0,0.882,0.118,0.5588,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,0,6,7,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,2,1,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172617568702116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233923699122608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5591695299063444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6250381492527717,0.0,0.0,0.1615419599251659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15608495251538984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023058250171334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24021406664089304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Yourfaceisyours,2019/02/22,"Therapy is hard That's it. I've been working with this therapist for two months. Each session is stressful. I'm starting to build a relationship with the therapist, she's by far the best that I've tried. But therapy is hard. ",1.504848484848484,4.218502818181818,3.0927272727272737,85.95075757575759,89.0,7.4787878787878785,27.787878787878785,8.344100000000001,2.601815151515152,180,9,35,5,6,59,32,44,0.138,0.767,0.095,0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,1,1,5,5,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,21,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318790340897129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958652316959094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17636447220451412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372233823973063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639335160225415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25310363541274594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5053634552902099,0.5130924407758942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15001419566245466,0.0,0.2158412952014243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085814448988814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ehcanadianguy64,2019/02/22,"Is this social anxiety or a panic attack or something else? So i am pretty certain im experiencing social anxiety which is fine and all i feel as if its part of life. But the situations im having it in make no sense at all to me. For example, today i ran into a girl i hadnt seen for long time. She is very nice and has always been nice to me. Shes attractive but in the past i never really thought of her in anyway since she was my buddys girlfriend. For the first few seconds of talking it was fine but then all of a sudden it went down hill, i could feel my head shaking and i had to sit down. The rest of the conversation was not a fun time for me to say the least. Now some may say i have a problem talking to girls but i dont think this is the case as i have had no issue talking to another girl who i find far more attractive. I had no problem talking to her, i took her out on a few dates, perfectly normal 0 issue. I can talk to other girls normally whether i find them attractive or not, i fumble over my words sometimes if im attracted to them but nothing i cant recover from. So i would rule out it being an issue of talking to girls. Another time i noticed this was at work. My district manager was in for a visit, hes very nice and we have moved up within the company together so he has been somewhat of a mentor to me. Even when im struggling at work he is very understanding, the type of guy you would want your daughter to date basically. Anyways it happens when talking to him sometimes. But when my regional manager comes, this guy is more like the dad of the girl you are dating, hes fairly intimidating and not the nicest guy in town. But i have no problem talking to him ever. I have even said some thing that make myself seem very stupid to him but have no problem recovering from it. so i ruled out it being due authoritative position. Im so lost with this. I cant afford a therapist which is why im trying to reflect on the situations where i notice it and try to compare each scenario to find common occuring things but i just cant seem to find anything that makes sense. Is this even social anxiety? Is it mini panic attacks? Am i just having a full body spasm? Any input would be appreciated. Maybe you have experienced something similar. Sorry for the tower of text.",3.0247674753644915,4.4817585671641815,5.0281403791851575,81.59008471157726,74.20255863539445,7.970057050654066,26.961389961389962,8.605353355243054,1.9620915230795828,1804,67,364,34,37,623,215,469,0.146,0.764,0.09,-0.9794,2,0,2,0,0,0,37.0,1,4,2,6,18,25,3,4,25,0,50,3,2,3,7,72,69,32,0,13,20,2,2,1,1,4,1,3,0,9,24,14,0,0,12,0,0,7,14,12,0,2,18,8,54,13,59,43,15,51,0,1,1,0,49,23,0,11,21,275,78,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05257959157037679,0.0,0.0,0.0429717342608407,0.13252158225787708,0.145021770976141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052000430436590715,0.0,0.0,0.1437767240167987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019044492181402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05443305514607587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05045250452256072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405884254559643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05278758793956722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125210267597932,0.057159461376023575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06390207161977872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310200359538561,0.05374984124934847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877057089279102,0.05587918604645846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06485172476008269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4095397620781371,0.19786351978613465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04463334733955249,0.0308717060849971,0.0,0.0,0.05592163962425565,0.0,0.0,0.06897993927830952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654052888331982,0.0,0.06348339105945226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06716154390752678,0.0,0.0,0.04873644020823602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382662563112815,0.06063302762095145,0.1438856977802815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482809676241184,0.0,0.0684291972094091,0.06032252082011076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428749683588862,0.0,0.24185925177272696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040481478165589335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0601086742587077,0.10050330776677703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505258913207245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05227186788160208,0.1420576296247871,0.0,0.19324439401448487,0.0,0.09729433017826722,0.1249941201554798,0.07073663631572483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606047279866523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4063213010542477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07336908763197945,0.08396197419112551,0.0404899466651952,0.0,0.050166230500686936,0.11054073654075557,0.0,0.059897243473934235,0.0,0.07020701529089961,0.08580445777728281,0.0,0.0,0.06578358092651289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085552541951229,0.037271417845456456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05857826388370833,0.05701963390904116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200693178445044,0.0,0.0,0.13466624028925409,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,moumerino,2019/02/22,"Getting out of bed is really hard for me. Is anyone else's anxiety worst in the morning? My anxiety hits me the second I wake up. I feel awful and I have zero energy. I literally just want to lie in bed for the rest of the day. Waking up is hard for me in general. I have low blood pressure and I feel really groggy and dizzy when I wake up, so that makes getting out of bed even harder.

Once I do get up, eat,  have some water etc, I usually do feel better. But the problem is, mornings are hell for me, and some mornings my anxiety wins and I stay in bed till well past noon. 

Anyone have similar experiences, any tips? ",1.1449303452453066,3.2547415669291366,3.8294488188976388,85.00741974560873,82.14960629921259,7.372259236826168,21.58025439127801,8.384062270229773,1.417234282253181,477,15,99,11,13,168,73,127,0.211,0.703,0.086,-0.9394,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,5,8,1,1,5,1,11,6,4,1,0,18,20,9,0,2,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,7,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,2,0,5,16,3,19,19,5,18,1,1,0,0,0,11,1,2,6,70,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246230535141235,0.0,0.4132879602224208,0.0,0.0,0.2518358040684871,0.18451584770617754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15926837609456765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613834315357185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842694003758176,0.15043585799400178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20083963945675287,0.1189428220469655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761552833612599,0.0,0.0,0.2731654356717623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822570901390098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.322637175578297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202064966191814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19178203231744187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719091652060963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17231467412316365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307309781866805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919440313751561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198335480569074,0.0,0.10621735034859334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619158342823634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,premepope,2019/02/22,School project I’m in a marketing class which was a horrible idea to start with because we always have to present which is really hard for me. Me having really bad anxiety is making me fail this class Because  I am to scared to present in front of my classmates. I always feel like someone is talking behind my back and that someone is gonna say something disrespectful about me. I’m currently failing this class and too scared to present.,7.015180722891568,7.5655900361445845,6.664722891566267,76.84624096385545,64.3012048192771,10.013493975903614,37.081927710843374,9.888512548439397,3.706905542168675,355,17,63,7,5,111,54,83,0.253,0.72,0.027000000000000003,-0.9641,1,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,2,3,6,0,2,2,0,8,0,0,1,0,7,14,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,3,9,1,12,12,0,9,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,7,40,14,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582728280142861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16469431852254626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655427687329907,0.17975603750844002,0.26247447619885833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885580902880294,0.15380140527182534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928552784358032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430333387739947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517857893488476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14370605206131173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758373207439567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712052301233544,0.43108061165227146,0.21788240434668105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3648247344195925,0.1657388055975427,0.0,0.0,0.15238157309015754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730399063393037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AnxietyVentsOnline,2019/02/22,"Can’t get out of bed... help... I’ve had anxiety since 2016, and I have trauma and all sorts of shit. Tonight I have to do a skill test for my work so I can keep my certifications up to date and not lose my job. This test is going to be physically demanding and emotionally exhausting. I’m worried I’m not fit enough because I haven’t been taking care of myself lately. I know I’ll need to take initiative in stressful situations, and that’ll cause a panic attack. I’m at a facility I haven’t been to in years so I won’t even know the other staff. I can’t face this challenge and I don’t want to get up.",2.2534883720930203,3.4194818294573683,4.534023255813956,85.53219767441863,75.66666666666666,7.950697674418605,23.752713178294567,8.548686976883017,1.3018024806201547,472,14,108,9,10,165,78,129,0.211,0.7240000000000001,0.065,-0.9544,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,4,3,9,2,2,4,0,16,3,2,1,1,17,30,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,4,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,8,7,0,0,3,0,13,2,16,24,2,12,0,1,0,0,1,7,1,1,4,65,17,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520554782331364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261250677951458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116593444280135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026552270808172,0.20418747796120296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235850442922977,0.0,0.20537845510041589,0.0,0.13128309626307635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076941065628085,0.0,0.112963322345062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322868827543474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19724462677579352,0.17667239105152305,0.0,0.0,0.21847323721936787,0.0,0.22421675323616427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22236835883245412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14738250173274345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23320912398042945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20403048596911916,0.16442132409589666,0.2234213593986848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22768582977483004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988946539840208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723736153760647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470404601061415,0.2018565641830344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799881437335944
anxiety,ballykissang,2019/02/22,"Why won’t my doctor give me meds? I’m self diagnosed with anxiety and had spoken to my doc and he’s only recommending therapy. I’ve tried it for about three months to no avail, yet he won’t give me any medication that might help. 

It’s all about the therapy. Has this happened to anyone before? How did you deal with it?",1.3392857142857153,3.600579984848487,3.462900432900433,87.02863636363638,82.48484848484848,7.40779220779221,20.034632034632033,8.418075326091056,1.160699567099568,253,7,54,6,7,86,50,66,0.069,0.889,0.042,-0.1877,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,1,1,7,10,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,5,0,8,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,2,32,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337084241940035,0.0,0.16128348732521694,0.0,0.0,0.14741642857799442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793998165522963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21735527898783785,0.0,0.2139868370615524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157922537166704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4044924730071763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18643524900720204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14131412893839246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23418331587802485,0.2123878783371304,0.0,0.2236560847157136,0.0,0.0,0.16828157053029846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16034483491009746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21994046262130965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4822023102602976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14313894477932845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19024023788201425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,northcyning,2019/02/22,"New job is moving me to contact centre dept - and I haven’t stopped shaking since. So one of the reasons I left my old job was because of anxiety issues. It was high pressure, physically demanding and mental exhausting. I found myself becoming withdrawn, always distracted by work worries. I recognised I wasn’t myself and arranged my exit. 

Role on new job. Made clear from get-go that anxiety was one of the reasons for taking this new job. Current role is civil service and they made a big deal in interview that it’s not a pressured job, they’re open and accepting of mental health issues. I was aware they had a contact centre and they made clear it’s voluntary - nobody goes there unless you opt in. 

Fast forward 8 months and my manager contacts me yesterday during my week off to tell me I’m going into contact centre - and ever since I’ve been uncontrollably shaking, nervous and even been close to tears. I woke up in the middle of the night last night unable to breathe. 

I’m worried though that because I’ve been doing so well and I don’t really talk a lot about it they’re going to think I’m faking it just to get out of it. I’ve already been told they think I’m “mistaken” about the voluntary bit and now I’m questioning if I am. 

Honestly, I feel like my last year of overcoming anxiety issues had been undone by this and I’m so upset I just needed to vent so apologies for the long rant. 

I’m not sure of what to do now. I feel a little trapped. ",3.4308333333333323,5.261524844290658,4.7851427335640135,82.20301975201845,73.9134948096886,7.584832756632067,27.61260092272203,8.344100000000001,2.053003344867359,1156,45,216,20,24,384,149,289,0.16699999999999998,0.772,0.061,-0.971,6,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,4,1,15,15,0,8,11,0,19,3,1,5,4,41,41,19,0,2,6,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,12,16,0,1,9,0,0,6,5,10,1,2,18,2,27,5,32,23,2,41,0,0,0,0,18,17,0,3,21,132,39,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029436938468811,0.0,0.0776216309414154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21409117204939554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373286127206222,0.10302733125666416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184442136463613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617402500686524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061614686682847336,0.0843827516195367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433665936760363,0.06664371386715741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228355540773144,0.0,0.0,0.0974764281617613,0.0,0.1590501727426592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915891885126392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856204227438004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29209981764601084,0.4628610317931609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15208148495541926,0.0,0.0,0.10135578088143753,0.0,0.0,0.04557494846748809,0.09349732719074992,0.0,0.08255539350743757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793086316930048,0.0,0.2648091089091795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880211926794592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07446019276707366,0.09914851787442956,0.0,0.06917057050970257,0.0,0.2702893174722034,0.0,0.17508564782602404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788822433545803,0.0,0.1264263511720812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045019467821419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05976155889165695,0.19182759850455006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15433469588265447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799148000766806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792118428941133,0.0,0.07013964851765586,0.07497995213564415,0.08153629208953976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954812135338362,0.09165326454742016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913900719886372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482860082015774,0.0,0.0838755397476646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791349922779,0.18947342515582874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06007328489257
anxiety,HalfPintMarmite,2019/02/22,"Frantically googling heart attack symptoms while taking deep breaths in through nose and out through mouth, 100% sure it's just anxiety, but WHAT IF IT'S NOT. Such anxiety. So panic. This week has been a write-off.",4.0965384615384615,6.945488333333337,3.3407051282051263,88.47721153846153,75.92307692307692,6.976923076923077,30.262820512820515,8.07648339933343,2.221097435897436,171,8,32,3,4,50,35,39,0.27,0.691,0.039,-0.8266,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,2,1,0,2,5,4,0,1,7,3,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4939761040887856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36730139987128907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38259225892127297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3788082344694716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30429300516979096,0.3355765681355105,0.2427515575624565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589799034242393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,everreach,2019/02/22,"Brain Waves? So I've relapsed again. I was doing really well with my anxiety, but now I keep feeling like I'm getting dizzy- but also not. It's like being drunk and sort of wavy feeling inside my head. This sends me into a panic where I then disconnect from the outside world ans makes it really hard to talk to people and do things. 
Does anyone else have this? I'm so stressed that I have a brain tumour or MS. 
I did a blood test around four months ago that only said I had low iron, so I dont know what to do. I'm so fucking scared guys. 

I'd also like to add it usually only happens when I'm standing still, or standing up. And I don't know if it coincides with my anxiety or is the cause of it. ",0.4224916107382555,2.4894138791946325,2.6136870805369163,92.91032927852348,84.70469798657719,5.604194630872483,19.37961409395973,6.9077264865688965,0.2413117449664428,544,15,121,7,16,184,95,149,0.174,0.73,0.096,-0.9229,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,13,9,1,3,6,0,12,6,4,2,0,23,26,17,0,1,7,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,11,8,1,1,4,1,0,1,3,5,1,1,4,4,12,4,12,21,0,17,0,1,0,1,4,6,1,5,11,77,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381365971984642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492392690145883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238423714816052,0.0,0.0,0.1089620924912418,0.15966937614949112,0.0,0.13872445383025458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479224437869316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16008346946825613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363705529868128,0.0,0.1826351750759185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017851797025626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758774559306313,0.11132716270299782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14406514450076166,0.08141633732554726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542992204326886,0.1378026522681806,0.0,0.13959580487973391,0.0,0.15992966806415804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138511575739988,0.0,0.0,0.1712835387813696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22839647172129604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040197715421385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438445449784122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23703611463797175,0.0,0.18283650912977806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803501628612423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19966128548532094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823291681964304,0.0,0.1560160692508043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444847574998802,0.0,0.17850623330603596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525270346587736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352855465351686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17162808964356144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401126275600868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rootabaega,2019/02/22,Convincing yourself you’re an embarrassment for worrying about another person. This is stressful and saddening. Am I alone? I doubt it. ,5.084090909090907,8.486211500000003,5.864090909090908,62.81613636363636,93.0909090909091,11.290909090909093,37.31818181818181,9.516144504307137,6.4882363636363625,111,7,14,5,4,36,21,22,0.526,0.387,0.087,-0.9118,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4508102087935983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4564203281420664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800624581065532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4986022602493884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44203953863694856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,renstoic,2019/02/22,"I'd really like some friends now.. Ghosted about 99% of my friends from school and college because I felt like they weren't relationships worthy enough of being extended past school. After a tragic event, pretty much shut down and never talked to anyone because I was afraid fo questions and being treated like a pity story. Currently have a long-distance friend who I text regularly and share memes with :)
Right now the only people I'm close to are family and my husband. I'd really really like to find someone to hang out at the mall or go to a movie with. Everytime a stranger smiles at me at the stores I feel like asking them to be my friend. Anxiety makes it hard to talk to people at work because of sweaty hands and face. Plus I'm pretty sure they think I'm weird.
Still dont feel like reconnecting with old friends. They have their own lives and I probably wont be able to relate to any of them anyway.
Just needed to vent. Thanks for listening :)",4.551791505791505,6.147005140540543,4.935463320463324,83.21385135135138,70.56756756756756,8.096525096525099,25.646718146718143,8.634040054169528,1.7436718146718144,761,23,145,13,14,241,117,185,0.059,0.6759999999999999,0.265,0.9922,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,6,1,6,19,0,1,8,0,11,2,2,1,2,26,24,9,1,1,2,1,5,6,5,1,0,1,0,0,2,13,0,0,6,1,1,2,4,4,0,0,3,6,15,15,29,16,4,20,0,2,0,0,20,9,0,3,15,83,17,4,0.11901385119706465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809334999728597,0.0,0.09104527041051867,0.0,0.0,0.08321725196685978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126188518028993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21764921712930416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394833472340473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297312269435255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219566694708306,0.0,0.1203539582626996,0.17004703815054978,0.11427196101335592,0.0,0.1087765038764092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45974903104114795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763831431056896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661303396983816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34886493643834104,0.0,0.10509141104184012,0.1053235131619149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944266983174084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748887453907135,0.08824726264359062,0.09179081901437272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488501654665665,0.0,0.0,0.09051539680489827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361218766556128,0.16501843835733665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24215974583851105,0.12831706092393438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13332275094010732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287299618020081,0.0,0.0,0.12777633649520256,0.0,0.10163717864165818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408967425153999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084004990472796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504461530243474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216914628215892,0.0,0.0,0.1913176508552841,0.0,0.10957196416706833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625927027839151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664350111958971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sarahjenk93,2019/02/22,"Sometimes are anxiety is right I woke up in Wednesday with a migraine. No big deal. Throughout I took pain killers and it wasn't getting any better. In fact it was getting worse. I tried to work this morning only to start dry heaving and feeling more ill. Not wanting to miss work for anymore time I head over to urgent care, get some migraine medication and head home. Now I've never taken migraine medication but I have been taking paxil for almost a decade. For some reason in my gut I had a lot of anxiety with this migraine meds. Something didnt sit right with me, but I trust doctors so I take them. Cue 3 hours later I'm trembling, dissociating, confused, and nearly vomiting. I have my family drive me to the ER where most likely had a mild case of seratonin syndrome. Now I feel worse than when I had the migraine and am still missing work. If I had trustws my instincts, things would be a lot different by now.

Tl;dr: took some medicine for a migraine that reacted with the paxil. Ended up in ER. If I had trust my gut and my anxiety, I could have avoided all this. Sometimes our anxiety has it's reasons.",2.9017460317460326,5.277603407407408,4.045502645502648,84.37833333333334,77.42592592592592,6.336507936507938,28.804232804232804,7.447530270364453,1.86912328042328,880,40,162,12,21,286,130,216,0.16399999999999998,0.769,0.068,-0.9522,1,1,1,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,1,4,7,11,0,3,9,0,19,16,4,3,3,35,36,12,0,5,5,0,2,1,0,1,12,0,1,0,8,10,0,1,4,0,0,3,5,6,2,0,13,2,23,5,25,20,8,28,0,2,0,0,3,12,0,10,13,112,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921634316411668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096145413082341,0.0,0.36430686855956895,0.0,0.1180705274929074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529443561158927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138446446145852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505569651655356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274043419783208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438709174186485,0.0,0.12185779448768262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054473555636642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223441895209624,0.0,0.1203955281140215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866039055104688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24436946889773956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194218302024126,0.0,0.11724515201216527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058164238868488614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024325359979574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322432195187916,0.2398706902988484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182252325371992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054666051771533,0.1266828695021146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448166511684953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033445675608328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091654323305904,0.2354967957346883,0.0,0.08426771217225794,0.0,0.09507744339204724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17902902395789028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909482406441742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942190352932652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264548878275828,0.08083050163146648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702216989421232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600202824780821,0.0,0.2426543470699452,0.08457322643739465,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whenwillthefenceend,2019/02/22,"I'm a prisoner of my mind, support needed I'm overwhelmed by fears and guilt every second I have time to think. I think about my past mistakes and worry about the future when I wake up in the morning, when I'm in a meeting at work, when I eat lunch, when I go to sleep. If I'm not distracted, I always spiral in the same thoughts.

My number one theme is that I have cheated on my boyfriend of 4 years by kissing a friend during our first year. I continued to be flirty for a few months and continued the friendship for half a year instead of cutting him out of my life. The friend tried to kiss me a few times after that and I pulled away but I feel so guilty about that as well because it was my fault for sending mixed signals and not breaking up the friendship immediately. I told my boyfriend and he forgave me. I've made a complete 180 from my behavior since then by identifying why I did it, taking steps on how to prevent it in the future and have been faithful since then.

It's been 3 years and I still think about it obsessively. I don't know what's wrong with me. My anxiety tells me the reason my boyfriend forgave me was because he didn't ""get"" how horrible I was and someday he will wake up and realize I'm a despicable human being. My anxiety tells me he would leave me if he knew every little thing I said or did back then. I lay awake at night trying to remember every text I've sent the friend and whether they contain something that I need to confess to. This is all despite the fact that I know rationally they contain nothing sexual or romantic. But I'm afraid they might contain sentences he would not think kindly of and he would leave me if he knew. I just ruminate and ruminate.

Sometimes I've made my boyfriend think that I had a long-term sexual affair or something because I've been so guilt-ridden about my cheating and he can't believe someone would feel this badly after so many years about what he thinks is a minor thing. I don't know if I'm crazy but it wasn't a minor thing to me. I would love to focus on my life but I'm trapped feeling like this. I'm so tired of feeling this way but I don't know how to stop. I just go through scenarios in my head constantly and feel anxious. I keep all these thoughts to myself because everyone tells me to snap out of it, which I know I should do, but I don't know how.

When I try to stop myself from wallowing in these thoughts, others start popping up. Remember what you said 10 years ago, remember when you acted stupid when drunk in 2012 and so on. I also used to self harm when I was 16-17. It's been 10 years and I still beat my self up about it.

If I'm not focusing on the past, I'm absolutely terrified of the future. What if someone lies to my boyfriend that I have cheated on him? After what I did, he would probably believe them and leave me. I had a guy 5 years ago claim that we had had sex, even though we had never even been in the same room alone together and I've never had a one-night-stand. I'm afraid he's gonna do the same to my boyfriend. I'm afraid the friend I kissed is going to lie that we did have sex even though we 100% did not and my boyfriend will leave me since the reason he forgave me was because it was a kiss. These make no sense, I have no communication with either of these people and haven't for years, but I'm still scared I'm gonna lose my boyfriend.

If I handle those fears, I start fearing that something bad will happen to my boyfriend or my family or friends, I'm afraid I'll get sick, I'm afraid of basically anything. I'm filled with irrational thoughts and they all scream at me to solve them, to do something to reassure me they won't happen. But nothing is 100% certain so I'm stuck feeling afraid.

I feel like I live in fear. My life revolves around anticipating what might go wrong. I talked to my boyfriend and he just wants me to stop wallowing in this. I've been to a psychologist but he seemed really dismissive, ""what you did wasn't a big deal, just stop thinking about it"". Medications didn't really help. I tried doing self-forgiving rituals like writing down things I regret and then burning the paper, that helped for a day or two. Do you have any insight? I'm so sorry for rambling, I'm alone at home and not having a good day.",3.983625429553264,4.8095307789232535,4.750021191294387,86.9224201030928,71.10767468499428,7.881855670103092,27.952061855670102,8.07648339933343,1.5965228865979384,3362,117,720,45,60,1085,312,873,0.179,0.7190000000000001,0.102,-0.9974,0,3,4,0,0,0,79.0,5,4,7,4,44,50,5,15,35,0,67,20,4,10,7,147,143,75,0,19,34,0,7,3,5,15,6,3,2,4,45,35,3,9,35,1,0,10,21,30,1,5,41,10,105,20,92,85,9,98,3,3,0,7,60,33,0,16,56,455,150,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014289312527192,0.0,0.0,0.10532115771984993,0.0,0.040661108723280326,0.04230750911161385,0.0,0.0,0.03457666719128033,0.0,0.07779329981726463,0.05744091520030649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0418414943668635,0.04526325343571366,0.0,0.0,0.04777099835758188,0.039097032478575336,0.08490769715254742,0.15497465095101318,0.0,0.0,0.11457087956994955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0533105141264859,0.054945896283303014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655822512542869,0.052419453056191286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052027615453165664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074887193021906,0.0,0.12851851923004964,0.04858503117658625,0.0,0.0,0.04793258956592667,0.22886118517509854,0.17996300252544836,0.07264803631334611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04324913584315072,0.0,0.0,0.19641544284077864,0.0,0.05312932519717151,0.0,0.11558662279921272,0.04264677285445219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05034501507516236,0.08992497287263221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05218212721410476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06816130146511988,0.0,0.05100215803449051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04519379520621914,0.0,0.052947738858068,0.1676600630494505,0.0,0.0,0.21535206996860387,0.0,0.0,0.10774098996503924,0.07452159369099792,0.050960524457669486,0.04489748676968474,0.04499664617540558,0.0,0.05688308178546241,0.0,0.0,0.04589002715774169,0.0962224374154088,0.03393974999820845,0.0515493320698957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05122146777405963,0.0,0.10787802981443027,0.05133943626334765,0.0,0.04058437378522891,0.0,0.0,0.07540255226802653,0.07843033110737392,0.0,0.0,0.09543006956788964,0.0,0.0975752109106676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890842074933841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707552010237358,0.03524985096047878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05482002275964777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065145827694378,0.10455523509568587,0.0,0.0,0.1727940374526783,0.0,0.09673138219354492,0.0,0.050905191460936895,0.0,0.0,0.0462878116550672,0.15912876111253574,0.0,0.0,0.12617970931108782,0.0,0.05088219591465299,0.0,0.08616241349446435,0.15657332579374805,0.05028747580035856,0.0569173475120434,0.07197737911284552,0.0,0.1218157882485347,0.1700363783153716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05769884352789549,0.0,0.0,0.038229470094306266,0.04086766755212025,0.13332356117751432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13511789962710333,0.2280580954345288,0.0999108438696876,0.16146251354290803,0.05929681179490642,0.0584393948984037,0.0,0.04858503117658625,0.0,0.13808296226000769,0.0,0.04966864183725506,0.0,0.0,0.043914166086437695,0.0,0.0,0.02998997905848732,0.04035877212322058,0.0,0.0,0.04571618914828154,0.0,0.045880133509952216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03701611203647447,0.0516360488949212,0.0,0.21671500359368687,0.11118309212403568,0.0,0.2946853751227779
anxiety,CarlKingOfDucks,2019/02/22,"After a week in a new country without knowing anyone I haven't shutdown yet. Long story short I've suffered from anxiety and social anxiety for most if not all of my life and at home I used to shut off and isolate myself to prevent this feeling of dread, nervousness and anxiety from coming up. In shutting down and isolating I became depressed as I craved social interaction and friends and healthy relationships although i couldn't push myself to make them, I felt shame at who I was and what I'd become and always felt like a burden to those around me. Fastforward till now, I have just moved to the States a week ago and am living in Utah, without knowing anyone in the country let alone the area, it's difficult for me to say or express this but I'm proud of myself for being here and I might not have done much yet but I'm proud in just being and the fact that I'm still trying even though it's been difficult. Thanks to anyone who reads this",5.468812056737588,6.111532441489366,5.83489361702128,81.13333333333334,67.67021276595744,8.394326241134753,30.028368794326237,8.344100000000001,2.1317539007092194,761,27,144,10,12,244,112,188,0.126,0.767,0.107,0.3319,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,2,11,13,0,3,8,0,12,1,0,2,2,37,24,20,0,2,10,0,3,1,1,1,1,1,1,0,10,14,0,1,5,1,0,3,6,8,0,0,5,4,16,5,31,14,3,30,0,2,0,0,10,15,0,4,12,108,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746646255432906,0.0,0.0,0.14892927152913962,0.0,0.0,0.119649776903612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33001059964942664,0.0,0.0,0.3016364836848022,0.0,0.0,0.12800891116579852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588113654702553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386750657225225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385126923585014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715321525162398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497589043385034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270756946401256,0.0,0.2761333873218354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109641957092684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442390951055632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15805302305862184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470411348372929,0.1015673551684192,0.0702514537557735,0.0,0.12697448723236196,0.12725491973764352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598493507941484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525448138065226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15283237288524518,0.10570659269873403,0.0,0.0,0.13887905618897742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438348959846387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15438307132871856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435233703056087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931637915160666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483565757261567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323880213161959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412788229593284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762803327072052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419356009092175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306889274434009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772283919978669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,destinyboulter,2019/02/22,"Fear Of Childbirth! The title says it all. I am terrified beyond belief. I can't sleep, eat or think straight. Everything about it is terrifying to me. From start to finish. I am a first time mom and have suffered so much anxiety since I got pregnant and before. I am running into the end of my pregnancy and driving myself crazy. I am terrible with pain. Have never spent a night in hospital, never had an operation or never felt any real pain. I am looking for advice and anyone else who was or is this terrified? I feel like I am letting my baby down already as I do not want to give birth at all. I have spoke to friends, read positive birth stories, tried relaxation techniques and nothing is working. I am in my 3rd trimester and the thought of me in a hospital room in the next couple weeks (at the most) makes me feel physically sick. I am terrified that labour will kick in and I wont be able to handle it from the beginning, i am scared of them breaking my water, i am scared of the epidural (even though I think this is the only way i'll get through this), i am scared of pushing her out and tearing etc. Everything is making me terrified. I have extreme anxiety, and especially don't see myself comfortable with people around my vagina. I heard that they use tranquilizers on moms who have too much anxiety!! I have even thought of suicide before labor as i am so terrified and feel as though i have no way out. Obviously this is not something i would do as it is wrong, but at times the fear gets so bad that i think about it. I cannot handle pain, and i just feel as though i will cry all the way through. I also do not have a lot of stamina, as anything that involves working my body for longer than 10 minutes has me feeling weak in my arms, dizzy, and needing to lie down. I need some advice from moms who have done this and been as scared as I am.  ",4.821781221922733,5.40838168463612,5.641984501347711,82.14533075022463,69.08086253369272,8.77093441150045,30.822214734950585,8.841846274778883,2.3627600179694523,1459,57,294,24,24,478,184,371,0.206,0.76,0.034,-0.9956,0,0,1,0,0,1,41.0,0,0,2,3,16,19,0,6,15,0,46,11,4,3,7,57,74,32,1,4,8,3,6,1,1,4,5,3,1,0,17,19,2,0,12,2,1,3,11,14,0,1,11,11,48,5,51,57,9,41,1,1,2,1,15,19,0,6,16,222,65,5,0.08403792280089778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16424177108533858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273793754612247,0.06720509650181272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05714866928777612,0.0,0.1928663427623307,0.0,0.0,0.0587612696014185,0.08610678305177269,0.06915604997005748,0.07481156836708452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07016815527236919,0.0,0.0,0.14302016523615774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933471872382406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298636315235556,0.09231171207993938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599997236891191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599177511574553,0.07020290098942605,0.0,0.07443265582459589,0.0,0.09372449834464752,0.11101251085893338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510557324338067,0.0,0.0,0.18913205416857728,0.21246049412592827,0.060036708840532325,0.08068958479502138,0.0,0.0,0.07148261420365089,0.0,0.0,0.06492749069089275,0.0,0.08781269225223544,0.08061683316911948,0.0,0.0,0.06721280387422753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593446980738725,0.0,0.04105668416107367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057068966105408,0.0,0.0,0.07144603674076477,0.0,0.0,0.11219193206952886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952725984961547,0.0,0.0,0.12355508557197666,0.1246261098324248,0.1944456805129744,0.0,0.08937528428820246,0.07886389766362628,0.0,0.08063665344277307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06391462718391791,0.2682668249227955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058261314308853326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406066465630782,0.0956535543901416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683032924651101,0.3365464850314609,0.0,0.06696734404577183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06951703816483484,0.0,0.08409861398369965,0.0,0.0,0.06469649869356599,0.0,0.0,0.05948247429929032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919238476373731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16154432288465412,0.2477004974041276,0.133433447153688,0.09800637720055312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05705623318767763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258178299368283,0.0,0.0,0.04956774421547019,0.20011617442808088,0.06741015258151982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122361217371767,0.0,0.0,0.0596981291919604,0.0918822760886455,0.0,0.0
anxiety,powercutmental,2019/02/22,How do I deal with recurring heart palpitations? This makes me dizzy. Even alprazolam isn't working anymore. I told doctors and psychiatrist but they too ignore it. Google said yoga. What yoga can one do once the palpitations start?,4.040333333333333,7.3964037,4.710000000000001,73.16833333333331,87.0,7.666666666666668,26.66666666666667,8.344100000000001,2.881666666666667,188,8,29,5,6,60,36,40,0.126,0.8740000000000001,0.0,-0.6199,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,2,0,6,8,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,4,0,1,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,19,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164369277679835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289525907538902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32658705716869896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107462052395647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37810572886049704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21298521904610676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398047469234699,0.21621365932562614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035136473635244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22584311695759826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048900922385513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23229059526778786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Somerandomdickhead,2019/02/22,"Is anyone else a really good actor? (In terms of social interaction) Very rarely do I go out simply because people scare me. However when I do, I always plan out conversations, responses to questions that I know will be asked and in case of a major emergency a question I will ask.

Because of this people (family) often say to me things such as “wow you’re really quick witted”, when in actual fact i’m essentially reading from a script.

Does anyone else do this or am I weird? (It’s totally fine if i’m weird).",3.1003030303030314,5.266417010101012,5.386868686868689,76.03363636363638,75.86868686868685,8.844444444444445,23.12121212121212,9.444778638647367,2.308139393939394,400,12,72,11,9,140,70,99,0.078,0.823,0.098,0.449,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,1,4,0,8,0,0,0,2,11,14,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,8,3,12,11,3,10,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,5,4,46,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.17267928173259262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14723794547063454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474574116006069,0.3626157467287315,0.0,0.0,0.3308518061553267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157361630140696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485157860460766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29564078998860993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16681426434620472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056569875070633,0.1484186459542393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724799741716772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453519832554845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3964526834922388,0.0,0.17699953246733804,0.0,0.2267195121414297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14071905188514455,0.17715946794986648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18037991990565932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755881139750715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460036405175132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MuslimJew1,2019/02/22,My anxiety is so bad that I constantly fear my SO has broken up with me Title pretty much explains it. Every time I get home after being with my girlfriend I fear that something I said or did has made her want to break up with me. It’s driving me insane.,1.6435849056603793,3.596060150943398,3.6836226415094337,87.53260377358494,79.56603773584905,5.749433962264153,21.92075471698113,6.742157984588678,0.6278860377358488,200,6,40,2,5,68,38,53,0.29600000000000004,0.633,0.071,-0.9345,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,7,10,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,1,11,0,7,6,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,31,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032931851788468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218848697881242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28717450716649634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22390050891372806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5980710344893506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884010282513734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665625749822079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25145309215318123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19535217911446265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27035685561500244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527830910768735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20458246526002394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15495727484312036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15674250560313036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThomReadsReddit,2019/02/22,"I had a panick attack just because I was a dick on discord... NOTE:
I'm a first time redditer, so don't expect too much!



So this happened last night and I had a manic episode, so I was kinda joking around... A manic episode is where you get the happiness of a toddler and you turn into a dick, that's what happened to me last night. It was about 9 PM and I had already got my brother out somehow, and then I started to fool around on a discord server, joining and leaving voice chat was the main thing I did. What turns out, my best friend was in the channel and I had made him feel sad and offended because of my foolish actions. So we spoke about as I calmed down from the manic episode. When I was looking at what I had done to him, I did something stupid... I banged my head to a hard chair. Then the panic attack began... I suddenly felt more and more sad with every bang until I started to breathe very fast and cried. This went on for about 3 minutes until sending SOS in Morse code to my friend. It was hard to send because it was during the panic attack and I couldn't do very much. When it was over, I shivered, got very light-headed, and struggled to stand and walk and sweated like a mofo. I was shocked and just tried to forget while trying to sleep...

Before you comment, I was not already diagnosed with an anxiety disorder. But panic attacks keep recurring to me and I will see my friend today so I will apologise with all I have...


Thanks for reading, good luck if you have any form of anxiety!",2.4255396124601423,4.353000506622518,3.4636129506990443,90.15223571253377,77.04635761589405,5.666127054206525,25.754721609026245,6.42735559955562,0.8952954132940887,1171,44,237,9,27,376,160,302,0.204,0.6859999999999999,0.109,-0.978,0,0,1,0,0,0,44.0,1,4,0,2,17,25,6,4,17,0,27,7,6,1,1,40,47,30,0,3,5,1,4,1,3,2,1,2,0,0,11,24,0,1,2,4,0,5,3,14,0,1,26,8,37,11,39,18,8,40,0,2,2,2,16,14,3,4,21,173,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090884308155319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442414992588168,0.0,0.1449465092436788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16867135339238107,0.0,0.4311063252735072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732516918246606,0.0,0.08061388552374768,0.0,0.09942023739384144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406372804598094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615567461542106,0.0,0.0,0.10857637355758826,0.0,0.0,0.09694845361345182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981968789651528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04790168134264302,0.0,0.09096201141823453,0.0,0.0,0.08058292016144986,0.0,0.0,0.2195798316939674,0.0,0.04949597358571733,0.0,0.0,0.0794605816989533,0.15153905795872355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16755055952553707,0.1008488930917658,0.16973080583019992,0.0,0.19445420627125706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420626030779811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544459784623706,0.0,0.10031240117616844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046283526962514004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955490036351705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964208001873822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392846317542649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17780779955650167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33345903256026005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476225658758428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549282016030633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480503716651896,0.0,0.0,0.07293287811349661,0.0,0.0,0.13411013379587322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903928424024876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722075098123447,0.0,0.0,0.06293880042783563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05524168468968605,0.0,0.08979923803606532,0.0,0.0,0.1286398919484639,0.2060924754498373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345028981587018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782179541403629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Harshmike-,2019/02/22,"I lost my anti anxiety medication and don’t know how to proceed? I know this probably isn’t the right sub to post this but I am wondering if anyone has had any experience with this and any suggestions. Yesterday while working I lost my prescription for my anxiety meds which I always carry with me when out of the house, my next refill isn’t due for roughly two weeks and I am wondering if I am just going to have to push through it or if my doctor could possibly write me a script to get me to my next refill? My anxiety is through the roof at the moment and I know since my meds are controlled substances this is a tricky situation. Is it worth going to my doctor or will I be told there’s nothing I can do about it? Reading about possible withdrawals is making me almost insane and I just want to know if anyone has any advice. ",4.170908183632733,5.346107083832337,5.523727544910178,80.24730788423156,70.97604790419163,8.91996007984032,28.28792415169661,9.2995712137729,2.4120463073852285,661,24,129,14,12,222,91,167,0.107,0.8690000000000001,0.024,-0.8873,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,4,8,2,0,0,6,0,20,3,0,3,0,30,34,15,0,6,9,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,8,8,0,1,6,1,1,3,3,2,0,1,4,1,24,0,19,27,0,16,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,9,9,96,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181856388810305,0.0,0.0,0.12483129330938947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372902614738383,0.0,0.0,0.2543239314121529,0.0,0.2860989715636971,0.0,0.0,0.1743335675884085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981937786728593,0.09953270849996826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25519430779362845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194365734255914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06513091030756782,0.0,0.14169692414408808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14384356512102328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740445755235824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721672691377828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321305812904523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27694344056842496,0.12558415944616064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651595561137167,0.0,0.0,0.11961684599756672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810760412079393,0.119392030531069,0.0,0.1344070519309939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246960426722402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646092927507957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031219488079496,0.14012565653026915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912017689323452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177696007225755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352905872360536,0.0,0.09999658338671792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703819090174563,0.0907556444218061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,elembla,2019/02/22,"I’m waking up feeling like someone’s pressing on my chest. I don’t know what it is exactly but I’m feeling this crippling sense of self doubt and worry at the moment, and it’s been going on for a while. It’s now got to the point where I’m literally waking up feeling like I’m being crushed by just the weight of everything. 

I recently started a new weekend job working at a coffee shop and it’s super tiring, I don’t enjoy it that much but it’s a little extra cash so whatever right? Nope, not whatever - I’m literally having a panic attack about it every day. My internal thoughts are just a whirlwind of overthinking. Should I be doing this job? Can I do this job? If I can’t do this job will I ever be able to do any job? (For context I was disabled for a long time and so working physically demanding jobs brings up a lot of anxiety around my body) 

On top of that I’m dealing with PTSD and severe social isolation. I only got this job so I would actually leave the house but it’s making my PTSD worse because I have to leave the house and I’m horrendously triggered. 

My long term plan has always been to leave home (where the PTSD is at its worst) and travel and hopefully pursue a course in graphic design. Now I just can’t stop thinking about how the hell im going to do that because I just don’t believe in myself. The idea of moving abroad, working full time and then studying - all seems so much, it seems like I just won’t be able to handle it. 

So on the one hand, my shit does seem to finally be coming together what with working 2 jobs right now, and with plans for more - but on the other I am literally having a mental breakdown.",2.9099989009781275,4.423381415430272,4.649291130893506,83.96036157819543,74.60830860534125,7.247785470930871,25.83459720848445,7.921354282810032,1.511903703703703,1295,45,260,19,27,439,167,337,0.16699999999999998,0.741,0.092,-0.9828,8,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,8,20,12,3,2,20,0,31,8,6,3,3,48,56,23,0,4,11,0,6,3,0,4,1,0,1,1,22,15,1,1,10,3,2,6,8,6,0,1,6,6,22,6,37,41,9,47,1,0,0,0,3,22,2,7,22,177,44,12,0.15208149145662928,0.0,0.07420479882139237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06327199194309238,0.0,0.0,0.051710314643532616,0.0,0.05817096234948702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676923852724871,0.0,0.08650732586443627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270746562259163,0.0,0.0,0.08567188096489584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446412634511953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550236933717085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04903999030082362,0.07839466990795213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654376901639092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878320792611183,0.06406760788657609,0.0,0.06834051912502005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534545742700728,0.1086470478839348,0.0,0.08329892010308149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643141631414837,0.0,0.1216334616265079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627506794893676,0.07552561806765194,0.0,0.1754816222890494,0.0,0.08584074621588589,0.08213705404406006,0.0,0.603669654846431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04179000521498099,0.0,0.0,0.24154851092807586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144900218927972,0.07621280384044878,0.0,0.13458733421367516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06464712277541301,0.0,0.0,0.0507577882397175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663118671987305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081927869893925,0.11179739494130456,0.0,0.0,0.07344062606428466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051527177255473317,0.05783241365361792,0.0,0.08921743121824642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188308325436571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666626876355813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508106278279293,0.0,0.0,0.1298767627448096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20767391706113164,0.0793270816650588,0.0859043985352464,0.0780547327552367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751396423310429,0.06442907709405425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05382203120607147,0.0,0.0,0.06357346830807316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04872383947196402,0.0,0.06036785827456045,0.08867994067531781,0.08739765116911527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259714280091692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22143427412449493,0.07722306839273885,0.07749201623980402,0.05401716404981683,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Plasmith,2019/02/22,Constant feeling of anxiety/melancholy/dread. Advice on how to help? I am currently going through a huge life transition in which I am leaving school and my current job and starting a new riskier job. My backpay bills run out after April so I’m worrying about my new job going well. I just feel like due to all of these sudden radical changes and risks it has caused me to feel constant anxiety and just a deep sense of dread and fear I suppose. I was hoping if anyone could help with some input or advice. Anything to help the feeling would be very much appreciated. I know I’ll do well in this job and I know things will look up before they get awful because my gf is finally getting a job and looking for a second one in case this one isn’t serious enough so I’m sure we’ll start building our savings up but I just don’t know how to get these feelings to ease. ,3.885755968169765,5.237718114942531,4.820804597701152,84.3392705570292,71.87356321839081,7.4228116710875325,30.051282051282055,7.882392219407189,1.988367462422635,688,29,135,9,13,224,110,174,0.081,0.779,0.14,0.7958,7,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,2,0,1,0,10,10,0,3,6,1,13,1,0,3,2,33,33,14,0,4,6,0,5,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,8,0,1,3,2,4,2,3,1,7,16,6,21,27,4,25,0,0,2,0,7,9,0,4,14,88,23,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21675591383327547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484427174418224,0.0,0.0,0.07754941149435719,0.0,0.09126778595544252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760845177995377,0.0,0.09437448953300027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139330070064138,0.11732589632873848,0.0,0.0,0.23970416817072016,0.0,0.08855096669432423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459755121892524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480226852635933,0.28039193838092863,0.07923265562881851,0.0,0.12149422886907242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738344657651398,0.0,0.12606307815460815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22301776621617173,0.0,0.0,0.1101566108616336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5502950932351963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18285631260569515,0.0,0.0,0.11743549629600245,0.0,0.0,0.07833755907902581,0.054184018081939116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862694761051776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153009829633115,0.0,0.0,0.21423116218794994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150308183076245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122447579764866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15700242378789026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452942240234052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368230824758575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151066702694843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19943911798658134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263239827922295,0.0,0.07878581959772489,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,goodguylemon,2019/02/22,My body was attacking me So i was sitting in my car building the courage to call this girl to ask her out and as i sat there my heart wouldn’t stop beating against my chest and i also started to sweat a lot. It was weird for me because I have never sweat before from being in a nervous situation.  My body was going crazy over 1 phone call lol. the call went well though but could have gone better.,2.4055574912892013,4.117274085365857,3.2249128919860617,92.80597560975613,76.4390243902439,5.661324041811848,23.90940766550523,6.18269132825596,0.4255797909407666,313,10,68,2,7,99,60,82,0.122,0.7659999999999999,0.112,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,5,6,1,1,4,1,9,6,6,0,1,9,15,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,3,1,0,7,0,12,3,11,5,1,12,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,3,48,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517161175189844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17735920193565455,0.2158297662934276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564934205881963,0.0,0.16143466289024827,0.0,0.0,0.16778871762713565,0.0,0.4214642509655962,0.0,0.0,0.5811648950434851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15147308904812862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107820188620358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248148192671986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16129007873882262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632096498301336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21324915567372216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13428222755200842,0.0,0.0,0.15861138545533135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863953763916395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17057780624092264,0.1758689814412285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,solgaleo20,2019/02/22,"Just some positivity Just wanted to share my progress and I guess some positivity with this lovely sub. 

I’ve finally gotten to the point in my mindset and life where I know that I’m not (always) a problem. I don’t have to keep in touch with my past abusers or people that are toxic and bad for me. I can take up space, ask for help, voice my needs. People aren’t out to get me all the time, my opinion does matter and a panic attack will not kill me despite it feeling like it in the moment. I can go outside alone, take the bus alone, go to the shop alone. 

I’ve got a apprenticeship (/potential job) where I like my coworkers and my coworkers like me. I feel accepted. I’m not “the sick one” at my job, there is no focus on my problems even if people know about them. 

It took 5+ therapists, 5+ years of therapy, 8 years of good and supportive friends for me to get this far. It’s been hell to get this far, and it still is ridiculously hard to get through the day, but I’m better and I’ve noticed it. It might just be a small change, but it’s still a change. ",3.3885135135135163,3.9449098333333374,4.692810810810811,87.77786486486488,72.2882882882883,8.082162162162161,25.610810810810808,8.238735603445708,1.278478918918919,821,24,188,12,15,273,121,222,0.126,0.74,0.134,0.5717,4,3,0,0,1,1,30.0,0,0,1,2,10,18,4,1,12,0,12,3,0,0,1,38,37,12,1,5,10,0,4,3,1,2,2,1,0,0,13,11,0,1,5,1,1,3,6,8,0,1,4,5,22,10,24,30,3,26,1,0,0,1,6,14,1,7,12,112,35,2,0.0,0.13978017507427565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665571793408918,0.0,0.0,0.09816401275638104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028998270823,0.13421272159907122,0.0,0.0,0.09850355695024353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433862220718942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496021918396948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608362066098047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032400465036381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792086839917613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930263408849415,0.0842808157834999,0.0,0.12923500595565435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114659993669827,0.0,0.24654667059854785,0.0,0.13409495091043072,0.09895118957390296,0.09435477145595728,0.0,0.12996191842258487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568174046262148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790756417361004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341424454926405,0.1048609190729862,0.13052100971918545,0.0,0.1296711065680455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833286898346369,0.17290875372525366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064763515010773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515201813110285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747639908526744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343144464469556,0.0,0.0,0.07994239362585458,0.0,0.0,0.1384173437130997,0.0,0.0,0.11261975466957737,0.2453654369168539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111523783033354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22577081684334402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884287500832832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387576179818048,0.0,0.0,0.1774038826113257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491381724146867,0.13697717762964468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879172411322658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310737139404889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958425935912185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519430765107916
anxiety,445689,2019/02/22,"Falling down a hole I find this really hard to put into words but 

You know that feeling when you're talking to someone and you say the wrong thing and you attempt to fix and reword your sentence and you end up digging yourself further and you try again and again until you're like 'yeah I think I'll just stop now'. People say 'you're digging yourself into a hole here stop while you're ahead!' 

Okay well I keep getting that feeling a lot; everytime I talk, everytime I think, everytime I do an action that has consequences (good or bad).. literally everything.

I know it has nothing to do with being stuck in a loop in life because my life is ever changing, even though my thoughts do feel stuck. 

Does anyone feel this and does anyone know any coping strategies to try out or any grounding techniques? My usual sensory techniques have absolutely 0 effect",3.023153899240853,5.8350170745341625,3.5828053830227766,85.30669944789511,80.11801242236024,5.813802622498276,26.95686680469289,7.1686216300943375,1.621442788129745,683,29,119,9,18,214,99,161,0.108,0.794,0.098,-0.3996,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,6,0,3,10,6,0,0,6,2,8,2,0,1,1,33,22,14,0,0,4,0,5,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,7,11,0,3,12,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,3,7,16,4,15,18,1,24,0,0,0,0,10,9,0,3,13,74,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20215680647923276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20786119353839186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410586600863514,0.09060786671015916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723846496003216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601468571247182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164845469539807,0.0,0.0,0.09817347872736627,0.13445087067826328,0.0,0.0,0.133585544728211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006217679660608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585172179014174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07765681010289352,0.0,0.0,0.12466984396164485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331497493845681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132115586227896,0.0,0.0,0.2450613786219045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099737214670601,0.0726166353308638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636604494131504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14262141663419628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304632976362113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494214550266166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522080605171072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23640455858033624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12593982998870895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485347346765013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23893792640243394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874796107331707,0.1904814514272337,0.14603530914074614,0.11800134583306372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018298244684144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637028930996909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336427069660981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16251146122571905,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kittyxac,2019/02/22,"Out of body experiences? Whenever I am in public I sometimes feel a weird “out of body” experience as if I am not all there. I know it is happening and I can control myself but everything becomes a bit blurry and I become a bit confused or lost. I have anxiety and sometimes this happens when I am anxious, and other times it happens when I feel just fine. I was wondering if anyone else experiences this? Or if anyone knows what this is called? If anyone has any tips as well they are very much welcome! I am scared to learn how to drive or start working because of this. I am 19, I know I should have done these things already, but this holds me back because I am scared that this will happen while I am driving or working and I will cause an accident or freeze up at work. I have tried to research it and it says it can be a form of dissociative disorder, but I’m not sure! I’m also not trying to self diagnose, I just want an idea of what is going on because I can’t currently afford any real help. Again not looking for a diagnosis just want to know I am not alone! ",3.1412008674437537,4.587819861751154,4.722797506099216,83.93780970452698,73.8847926267281,7.686527514231499,27.511249661154785,8.313332769828598,1.8434523719165088,838,32,171,14,17,282,119,217,0.14800000000000002,0.765,0.087,-0.9385,2,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,5,11,9,0,3,7,0,25,3,2,3,2,48,44,25,0,7,20,0,3,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,17,8,0,2,9,0,0,3,6,5,1,0,3,5,24,4,19,37,5,17,0,1,1,0,7,6,0,11,8,130,41,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676548389435124,0.113757407150888,0.08243743313322242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020334314784033,0.0,0.07886012154197235,0.11645726726642855,0.0,0.2162393249502826,0.10562327174034987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792663825916442,0.0,0.1885198828993656,0.22769966049336285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250853233313333,0.22900949203813106,0.0,0.0,0.10526181607683296,0.0,0.0,0.10589719960421798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561914821580115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462960752472404,0.0,0.0,0.11814490821497875,0.0,0.0,0.10549225193702272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611470345731805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264659594355314,0.3025121840904362,0.0,0.0,0.10424624732134824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058585862432776636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646326512464267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690960343708862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637097628139995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266123686036713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656585308141945,0.0,0.11252999516204322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577970001750288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733386163324175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197772319814894,0.20641312787381952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754065342932508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20390838095160316,0.0,0.07296444396168827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971568591008146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848542234433304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06010998114467441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997656883405715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505632938769317,0.12160499164575347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268624010391144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179182202925136,0.2251424043765637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lmmmalone,2019/02/22,"Something I wrote during a brief pause in my anxiety. I've had anxiety as far back as I can remember really, but it was mostly intermittent and fairly easy to manage, until nearly a year ago when my father passed. After that I fell deeper into a pattern of drinking I developed to help me cope with whatever I was feeling. I eventually wound up in the hospital for it, and then I sought out medication for it. It seems to have helped some so far.
 
I used to write a lot, but not so much the past few years. This is something I wrote shortly after I started medication. Still kinda reflects how I feel at times. I don't have many folks around me who have anxiety, so I was hoping maybe people here could relate.

11/18
Wonder what the rush will be this time
What it’ll be that makes me climb
Back out of the early grave my mind’s painted
For a man who’s always buried in his own head
For a man who wishes he’d never said
All of his words because now they seem tainted

It’s a mystery by the day and the hours between
If I feel my years are gone or laid before me 
If i’m still dreaming or lamenting everything I’ve never seen
If I can enjoy a moment to live or to puzzle what it could all mean
If I’m a man of god or believe in nothing
Somewhere inside only faith feels right, but fear drives me deeper into a darkening night

And the more time passes, the less I trust my own sight
Let alone the wisdom of a man who can only give me fifteen minutes of his time
When I’ve waited for weeks of mine
Hard though to blame a man for being needed.
Hard when your mind’s racing to remain calm and stay seated
Hard to hope when you’re not sure anyone’s heard your pleading
Hard to cope when it hurts but no one believes because you’re not bleeding
Hard when you’re left blank because of all the drugs you’d take and shit you’ve drank
To quiet your own voice and all the noise from whispers you aren’t sure are yours

And then your mind slows down and you start to drown in the silence
And wonder where all the sound went, everything that made you tense
And you’re left numb but it’s not the bliss you were promised
And you start to miss it.
And you worry you’ve lost something.
And you know not to go back, but you wonder why.




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anxiety,lmaolizbeth,2019/02/22,"Diagnosed Hi! After years of feeling anxious thinking it was normal I got diagnosed with GAD a couple of days ago.. I was wondering if anyone felt relieved after finding out what was wrong, I feel relieved but also like people around me do not understand! Just wanted to share what peoples experiences are.",3.971031746031745,7.258681870370374,4.900052910052911,73.67166666666667,82.14814814814815,6.789417989417991,29.936507936507937,7.957251820313856,3.0298285714285718,247,12,34,5,7,80,45,54,0.061,0.741,0.198,0.7866,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,0,16,13,3,0,3,4,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,3,4,4,8,8,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,6,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895510042633112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17100303142581696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415716377527559,0.0,0.14951775617197782,0.0,0.0,0.19035766098700785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23660333528255245,0.0,0.1379052874398342,0.0,0.0,0.434074167125196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20917075555191328,0.0,0.0,0.21624186524473335,0.0,0.20531424434554588,0.0,0.19544046936697806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17102264279632107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446852719937023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095119908847267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964912448685352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701624014066513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226088119125092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612487687680468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318939313008926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337939912791947,0.0,0.13770213259224914
anxiety,Rollies20,2019/02/22,Diffusing anxiety Any good ways to help with anxiety other than medication?,6.297500000000002,10.137200416666673,8.383333333333336,45.64500000000001,86.5,15.733333333333334,39.333333333333336,11.20814326018867,8.994033333333334,63,4,7,4,2,22,11,12,0.2,0.471,0.329,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28734132449279026,0.0,0.6464830656609575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3544060545092608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28321929545423435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4256640557993026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353921583197993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bigoofbuddy,2019/02/22,"I have so much to do but I’m paralyzed with fear. I’m behind on so much shit and it’s terrifying me. I know I did this to myself and I can’t change the past. I know that I can fix this if I just work and finish it.

But I keep thinking of everything I have to do and I’m going in circles. I’m on the verge of having a panic attack.

Right now, I’m trying to take a nap before waking up to finish my work because I haven’t been sleeping well. I thought if I can’t work right now, I might as well sleep for a bit and wake up refreshed. But I can’t sleep either. I’m in bed right now trying to do anything other than spiral. ",-1.0565159574468057,0.7748860567375893,1.9901374113475183,96.49031250000004,89.1418439716312,4.376063829787234,15.904698581560282,5.602791699666715,-0.7833939716312059,478,10,117,3,16,169,74,141,0.173,0.7879999999999999,0.039,-0.9681,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,8,6,2,2,5,0,14,6,6,0,0,19,27,13,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,1,4,1,0,1,4,4,2,0,3,0,17,2,19,23,4,17,0,0,0,0,0,10,1,3,6,82,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486745448904725,0.0,0.0,0.17262389361030228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249808338541053,0.0,0.12911787169289005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16565860867933802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16051869634887092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637234054833033,0.0,0.0,0.17074744853516113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623620869856903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487171649799073,0.0,0.0,0.16678248557838174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097005116635402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22308979519838112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780318626301973,0.0,0.0,0.1448511014222217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3887502980321709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15575688819737116,0.0,0.0,0.4555427844164727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140881005655874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722759081091348,0.0,0.12046303177374765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206040298830355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728613905533239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314012385324681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yghgdgjj,2019/02/22,"I feel like i’m a weak person because I get panic attacks I just had another one. I know it’s because I didn’t get the job I interviewed for. In the grand scheme of things it really doesn’t matter and I will find a job and I have my family and health and life is good but stupid little inconveniences like this give me physical symptoms and I hate it. I feel like i’m mentally weak because things that don’t even matter can end up debilitating me for hours on end. My body shakes so much to the point I feel like i’m vibrating, I feel as though my heart is slowly trying to move up my chest and come out of my mouth, and I have tears streaming down my face before my mind even realizes what i’m crying over. The mind is powerful enough to cause physical symptoms but mine’s not strong enough to prevent them. ",2.669195893926436,4.3580120059880265,3.971124893071,87.83767964071859,75.64670658682634,7.645680068434559,22.707014542343888,8.418075326091056,1.205684687767322,643,18,138,12,14,211,97,167,0.168,0.7020000000000001,0.131,-0.8897,3,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,2,5,14,3,2,6,0,11,11,5,1,0,26,25,12,0,0,4,0,4,4,0,1,6,0,0,1,8,9,0,1,7,0,0,3,4,7,0,1,2,4,24,7,16,22,3,15,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,0,7,84,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986363834829653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14089303925067315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22648665524460584,0.0,0.10538407507744943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756531426096338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12722425968688333,0.0,0.10668261678203296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603933935185789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21938211514945372,0.25593265724895176,0.0,0.16359861925171829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675126460338332,0.0,0.2504816310565782,0.2654274530339063,0.0,0.0,0.1131932696892425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940915482487456,0.11880465087104858,0.0,0.1038763961450968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122272576036769,0.0,0.13164281995023114,0.0,0.14675845551388594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196365334130455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24579667538216055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06806268470565123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747630051531502,0.24202017548601476,0.1241265228764932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480793609628126,0.0,0.25009890607001484,0.0,0.0,0.13162901167220056,0.09104127654039394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392145445471867,0.0,0.0,0.14530694265333066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10813780755608957,0.0,0.0,0.11707477914977801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933910764920822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574474401812289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16455595029265085,0.0,0.12167835573888112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408350461570498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bentbristle,2019/02/23,"Recently come to realization that I have issues with anxiety and I feel an attack coming along. I can feel an attack coming along, it sort of comes in waves for me and progressively gets worse. What’s everyone’s trick to work through it and make it so it doesn’t just get worse? It started because I hit my head two days ago so I just kept on worrying about it even though nurse over the phone said I’m fine. I’m kind of hoping just posting about it calms me down but anyone have any advice? I’m going to see a doctor on Monday and try to get prescribed medication for it. ",1.7616666666666705,4.030690401709403,3.2398504273504294,89.20028846153845,80.88034188034189,6.293162393162394,20.006410256410245,7.492282038375204,0.5880205128205129,455,12,95,7,12,149,78,117,0.113,0.8440000000000001,0.043,-0.7101,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,9,7,3,0,4,0,4,3,1,1,0,21,24,8,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,10,11,0,1,2,0,0,5,1,3,0,1,2,4,8,4,19,21,0,16,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,2,5,58,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564416712948267,0.13211859964930964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135509725661264,0.0,0.11401832665468818,0.0,0.0,0.10421509843708153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391183552775393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908558984737008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5135531710045664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612111279282208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255294935560185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844222074663993,0.0,0.0,0.1424180223292398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15072234796499426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23360816816501226,0.0,0.08470519534580828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529622432834215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480344186141988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556331494347456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552064920482145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994880924440583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15014624802171472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14274304583468755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716306549164607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177506750080549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876884892275273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549417935367532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643506907970813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119115870769683,0.0,0.14559442632713834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850587810454658,0.15136151580889687,0.3037773371421039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,larsloveslegos,2019/02/23,"Anxiety about graduation. Hey so I overheard my parents talking about relatives in whatnot driving from where they live to come to my graduation. Honestly I'm the type of person who would rather just get my diploma and leave. I have issues with my self worth (i.e. I'm worthless) and I feel like a burden to most people, I feel distant from everyone else. My family mostly lives in other states, some close by and some really far away. My grandma on my dad's side are in Kansas and it would be very possible for them to come, but I ask why they would do that. Not only does it take money to drive to Colorado, but it also takes a lot of time out of their lives and I feel like they shouldn't. I don't like a lot of social attention and I don't like the idea of going to graduation.",4.11485615650173,5.063298126582282,5.321944764096664,82.49008630609899,70.89873417721519,8.530264672036825,26.38895281933257,8.841846274778883,1.846410126582278,616,19,125,11,11,205,98,158,0.029,0.872,0.099,0.8898,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,5,0,7,7,0,0,5,0,10,0,0,0,0,31,22,10,0,5,5,2,3,4,0,4,0,0,0,2,6,11,0,0,5,0,2,5,4,2,0,0,0,3,20,5,25,17,6,17,0,1,0,0,14,10,0,6,5,86,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116016817643951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109823534355986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562600022288826,0.0,0.1363031992767053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499393790658551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695653971726084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211919569514628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386258486112659,0.0,0.0,0.1367642614154431,0.0,0.2200635816620249,0.20728391934701398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579595621574024,0.0,0.08244974473420214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637725705562611,0.0,0.15142112068490124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15361399759673888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835062271952602,0.0,0.3843129490648572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466759887983422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033644816770273,0.0,0.0,0.16108916409755455,0.0,0.0,0.10057707866969333,0.12667432281556054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16355081797632354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293907432922018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15134537677875953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478861931667629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181574285512102,0.11660618420897408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459468539944852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197024735121092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13090806547182685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091723989100387,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MildyUncomfortable,2019/02/23,"Will I ever be anxiety free? I'm just so sick of it. I'm unable to work n support myself. I feel like a leech on my family.
I want so much to get a job that doesn't make me anxious. But I live in a shitty small town that has no flexible jobs. 
A little info on me.
I got taken out of work by the government to here because I was working as a cleaner, being bullied and put under too much pressure on a daily basis. Cleaning as a job was fine, it was the staff and the pressure that drove me back to self harm. That was five years ago and now I rarely do anything on my own.",0.7933381818181857,2.2455520720000024,3.3794181818181848,91.0737090909091,80.28,5.825454545454545,21.763636363636365,6.574015621080383,0.3770799999999999,439,13,100,4,11,154,83,125,0.18,0.691,0.129,-0.8690000000000001,3,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,8,7,0,2,10,0,10,1,0,1,1,11,20,8,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,6,4,0,0,2,0,1,2,2,3,0,1,7,1,13,5,16,10,3,17,0,0,0,0,1,10,0,0,6,72,19,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16161234673374578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394714248427567,0.2059654573357164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003073145385504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018993511573022,0.0,0.1111382879164089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16491547719418145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17187152566779787,0.0,0.09218456910873794,0.1302467585312797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525271075516434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14581495230975344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5427622100563547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907050588376263,0.1827287690210036,0.160988580413375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169750613937964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680468284587293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18327817763062848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19019560037484987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20689030899879407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753484220663916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3981851830422386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740568130971532
anxiety,equalsmilk,2019/02/23,"panic attack I haven't had a panic attack in a bit but this one was intense... if my razors were easy to access I would have went ham. 

glad I placed them in a hard to access spot. Let's try keep this streak and prevent any relapse.",0.675918367346938,2.6595414897959238,2.440163265306122,95.02269387755103,83.08163265306122,3.92,15.922448979591836,3.1291,-1.0450114285714285,179,3,39,0,5,59,38,49,0.192,0.635,0.173,0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,2,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,9,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,4,1,5,1,4,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15874311895839513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5311297297313339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25484945975715884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091110052038374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074868572183096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387020718639647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15818091390551864,0.0,0.0,0.5477689855368862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24388883714170065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15848635716469356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216395648721622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16582480995651164,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,-7hr0w4w4y-,2019/02/23,"Can anyone please tell me if they have had a similar type of heart palpitation? I get this gulp feeling in my neck and right below my sternum and when I'm feeling my pulse it feels like it skips a beat. Treat the ""..."" as skips, but it will be like ""beat beat ... beat beat"" and then tonight it was like ""beat ... beat ... beat ..."" and that really scared me. These are happening very frequently, multiple times a minute it seems and this has been going on for hours (all day it seems). Are the heart palpitations this frequent serious?

It's incredibly stressful, and it along with anxiety is controlling my life. I've been to the ER probably 10 times over the last 6 years and every time they do and EKG/chest x-ray/blood work and every time I'm fine, but the last ER doctor referred me to a cardiologist and he did an echocardiogram and said it was fine. They hooked me up to a holter device for 48hrs and I just got it off yesterday. Really hoping for good news from the doctor.",3.710000000000001,5.370403174603172,4.370560846560848,86.16980952380955,72.80952380952381,8.426243386243385,23.711111111111112,9.029198982220553,1.5772755555555558,756,21,158,16,15,241,116,189,0.062,0.804,0.134,0.8937,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,3,10,2,11,0,2,12,0,15,7,3,1,1,28,28,18,0,2,4,0,3,3,0,1,3,1,0,0,15,14,1,1,6,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,8,4,13,8,17,18,1,23,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,4,18,91,28,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124252610617699,0.0,0.0,0.10167795957623067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630959458631406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378102374361263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976780303513962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450378076973864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22057947025120755,0.10388492447464437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597364244906682,0.0,0.08264302924846911,0.1219676952578051,0.11630212896495774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285905234239849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34463634170790786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14443048903161246,0.14320506154720872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23706622368132105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027113296136019,0.21312813188585075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15962264714686358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15678259766088334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18631389734137574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418411684014928,0.1383235231598172,0.0,0.14558637063436314,0.0,0.0,0.26476177812392343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16657306370704292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709963257072715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33917199294040096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998308850399217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586427929498447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364287045059028
anxiety,edenliber,2019/02/23,"Don't Underestimate Caffeine Today I had to work, and I ended taking two full large cups of caffeine. Results? Unending anxiety attacks for the rest of the day and now. Wondering a million things why I felt that way (diet, lack/too much sleep, alcohol, etc...) to discover so many things in common in my last 15 years of anxiety attacks. You can call me silly, go ahead. But caffeine is a substance that is so common in our culture that we don't even care it's a trigger. I wonder how many panic attacks in the world are induced just by consuming caffeine. 

TL;DR: Try to quit Coffee to cure your anxiety.",2.406468227424749,5.089758904347828,4.174782608695652,80.88745819397995,81.69565217391303,6.668896321070235,27.976588628762546,7.882392219407189,2.267989966555184,474,22,82,9,13,159,83,115,0.16899999999999998,0.805,0.026,-0.9407,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,2,2,0,3,6,6,3,1,6,0,7,3,1,4,0,12,13,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,3,2,0,4,0,0,1,2,4,0,2,2,1,10,2,14,11,4,17,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,2,9,58,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15961702910787726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34277269874999194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5097448684112975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251002266833394,0.0,0.15227924243934765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632279945846542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228582004879055,0.0,0.1665723463018797,0.09864877769010467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434059792137449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488292849844861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217457509552238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028487665623911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979445537053133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17523805944329995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15885937355022697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14946469385718436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229774857893612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984520826918059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141572811137602,0.0,0.0,0.10140348362570244,0.0,0.1458999206512154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855249977746896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477130823312108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239422223034944,0.1087335511736753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618090175456853
anxiety,Pipompa,2019/02/23,"Stomach cramps and pain on a panic attack. This making me almost agoraphobic, everytime I go to someplace I get a hard pain on my stomach like I ate something very bad and even setting foot on the street make me think ""I HAVE TO GET BACK HOME RIGHT NOW OR I'LL DIE"" guys, I almost 4 months without geting out of home, my friends stopped invinting me and they actually believe I'm crazy, I have the feeling to cry all day because I can't do anything about it, I feel so powerless.

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sorry for the bad english, I'm brazilian.",2.363715034965036,4.871861298076926,3.5280419580419604,86.60786713286717,80.25,5.7048951048951055,28.685314685314694,6.980632752743323,1.6463769230769234,421,20,79,5,11,136,75,104,0.326,0.616,0.058,-0.9856,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,5,8,1,1,5,0,4,7,3,2,1,15,15,5,1,0,2,0,3,1,1,0,3,0,2,1,2,4,1,1,3,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,1,3,14,2,11,14,1,13,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,3,6,45,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.15072414160915326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30932534041560805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16735008709213245,0.1876776664583972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710190644015734,0.0,0.0,0.1757129274779671,0.0,0.1187650546275693,0.25792410961495205,0.0941532986994426,0.0,0.0,0.1740159790683627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16965969856860302,0.09960960153539228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16029814139562484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020149486197395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15619245956537614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933023720644954,0.0,0.16139094988413033,0.0,0.08777937033000728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15293305109291855,0.0,0.0,0.13835981996644392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098585084895891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545808112584916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061975555199556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328315127931265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286984040403148,0.1812176698883144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319022751264685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890569700721372,0.0,0.1728978251796593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912987558816266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989674387230709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744014897451333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888747047490491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876776664583972,0.0
anxiety,ayesh2000,2019/02/23,"Is this what anxiety feels like? You know when people say it feels like their mind is running a mile a minute? I feel like that’s me all of the time. 
Sometimes it’s like each individual thought is their own race car on the race track. 

  They’re all going hundreds of miles per hour and will travel in a big group sometimes. Well, imagine in the middle of the race a giant indestructible wall appears out of nowhere and in front of the big group of fast traveling cars. None of the drivers put their foot on the breaks. They all crash into the wall.

it’s catastrophic.

On the outside, I’m not doing much. I might be pacing a little. I’m quiet. I’m not causing any kind of big scene. But this is what’s happening in the inside.  Over homework, cleaning my room, simple sh*t like that. (Well I feel like this stuff can be simple)",2.276524390243903,4.509361347560977,3.085548780487805,91.19710365853659,78.8170731707317,5.5634146341463415,21.835365853658534,6.6274283507984215,0.3775195121951223,647,19,134,6,16,204,96,164,0.046,0.8370000000000001,0.116,0.8577,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,4,0,3,9,0,0,15,0,10,1,1,1,3,22,22,4,0,0,3,0,4,6,0,2,0,2,3,0,11,5,0,0,7,2,0,9,3,0,2,0,1,6,10,9,18,17,7,35,0,0,0,0,8,21,0,2,10,79,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536682678224232,0.0,0.11853127864116225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159169555260267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31337615887304143,0.4427663901759032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805790618463923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370159389227939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15258804026866168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16134971013563645,0.0851528417699663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4541851191462543,0.15529399417123682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437046431029592,0.15644866689818795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390122868803368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741824594330124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557609149406254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321721246138514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306485973483807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17737312571995986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300775405987788,0.09034874388802792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786254531984487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vivadrug,2019/02/23,"Im trying as best as i can usually when someone brings me down i give up , i had someone say i was fat and slow in the sport im in and even though they got kicked off the team it triggered my anxiety because everyone heard she was making fun of me but no one defended me my coach was great in doing something because no one else thought i should but other events led to me crying about that because it made me vulnerable so when things like this happen i tend to keep myself closed off so i don’t let other daily things that make me anxious and self conscious  cause me to break down. but after crying about everything and a few suicidal thoughts later ( i have a lot going on internally so it was a lot to handle) i feel better and refreshed and i’m gonna continue it and i’m proud of myself because my past self would’ve never been able to let it go and be able to improve in a sport i love so much, i’m putting my energy into bettering myself and i’m proud of myself and proud that i got through it on my own.",3.937230458221024,4.461171146226416,5.23269541778976,84.51783018867927,71.02830188679245,8.132614555256065,27.40700808625337,8.192908349453996,1.6448102425876012,801,26,169,11,14,268,118,212,0.111,0.71,0.179,0.9601,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,7,10,10,0,0,6,0,14,2,1,6,1,30,36,22,1,1,3,0,1,1,0,2,1,2,0,2,14,12,1,1,4,4,0,5,4,0,0,2,12,3,29,10,27,19,6,29,0,0,0,1,9,13,0,2,11,122,43,1,0.2389943597760523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914150155361754,0.13499779975351575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913774869080672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254049179023553,0.2113710895512772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275652075814615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625240819034225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982456025323264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892676031129663,0.0,0.0,0.11418467632215085,0.10739636006071837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060421364639902185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146325836496086,0.1358260022879129,0.0,0.1911456220631713,0.13174606268865285,0.0,0.0,0.10567096152948452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581549201961808,0.0,0.0,0.10621458404823636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443879252342921,0.0,0.05838028605758544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20318445816241631,0.10785087033033827,0.11307112093098448,0.15953059097213285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784417673944,0.0,0.09216359189711087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16194876340689926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407357959086538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012767113001888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502895371256162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493232399795344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20249914547223752,0.09199476718179796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13071051962037944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15877723303473767,0.0,0.11740537251966432,0.18973482573314324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811307411430717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160926121224906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488736805086887,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MariaMcS,2019/02/23,"I am taking the month of March off work and want to focus it on healing my anxiety and PTSD: tips? What would you do? Ive worked 70-80 hour weeks for two years now and I’m finally taking an entire month off!!! 
I will be traveling a little bit, but mostly I just need the rest and some damn time to myself! 

I have severe anxiety and PTSD: I want to use this time off productively.  I am going to see my therapist once a week, and am starting acupuncture! 
Hopefully I will now have the time to be more active as well.  

I wanted to know- what self care practices would y’all be most excited about if you finally had the free time to tend to yourself and your anxiety? If you were me, what energies and therapies would you try to really nail down as good habits during a month off??",2.78846153846154,4.444769668789808,4.2270063694267535,86.2673689367957,75.24203821656052,8.142871141597258,22.904948554630078,8.841846274778883,1.5057265066144048,606,17,127,13,13,201,97,157,0.07200000000000001,0.733,0.195,0.9732,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,6,0,2,5,7,1,0,8,0,17,1,0,1,0,25,32,13,0,10,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,5,8,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,1,1,1,2,1,19,7,20,22,6,26,0,0,1,0,7,7,1,6,17,89,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975481259047842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154538190819438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321878999327079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284052805334445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368368714348716,0.10874516073180812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12877275996007034,0.12768018123686836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125283377963808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994442608915882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104587256018195,0.0,0.0,0.09613462071279666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807415117429267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031103100623413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305779112301853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331511155471614,0.0,0.13525433497859354,0.14646879794064846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176768998903913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19496292881458585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14826729020683374,0.15053487746905933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024023107927942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802456153327158,0.0,0.1266502499112085,0.0,0.0,0.11197689132940904,0.0,0.0,0.2294146690200239,0.0,0.2079965252652088,0.0,0.11657187646864628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887750365923785,0.0,0.0,0.276301186718394,0.0,0.0,0.0834910340562959
anxiety,inconsistentingrid,2019/02/23,"Anxious Introvert Having Trouble with Loving and Touching SO, Friends, Family.... To the point: I feel awkward initiating most kinds of intimate (sexual and non-sexual) physical contact with humans I love. Do you have books, ideas or suggestions that could help me understand why and figure out how to be more comfortable with touching? Especially how to work it into your life in established relationships? I'm talking about letting friends and family get close to me in my personal space, hugging, holding hands, cuddling. 

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Here goes the longer version: I'm in awe of humans who are super care-free with a strong sense of self. I like people who give big hugs or give my hand a squeeze when they're sinking in a point or hold my shoulders while maintaining eye contact and really asking me how I am---also people who easily say ""I love you!"" and it's not this show stopping omg-what-did-they-just-say-experience, but it's so genuinely natural and you never question it coming from them. I feel like a fraud when I attempt to embody this. My inner, anxiety-laden voice is usually second-guessing if what I just did was weird or somehow wrong or, the WORST---maybe just too much. 

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I come from a typical Midwestern family that doesn't communicate love in an obvious manner---you know the type---you really have to read between the lines with parents like mine. As soon as I was able, I moved far, far away from ""home"" and put myself through therapy to try to understand my revolving feelings of shame, guilt, struggles with perfectionism, depression and anxiety.  I learned that in my home environment (age 0-24 years old) I was loved conditionally--that basically if I made near-perfect grades, didn't tattoo/pierce myself, have sex before marriage, get drunk, make mistakes or get carried away with wild opinions and ideas that rock the boat then everything remained ""neutral.""  But stepping outside those boundaries meant something bad. I  was never beaten or abused, but I accept that I was emotionally neglected by parents who raised me like their parents raised them: No Nonsense\*\*. 

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Fast forward through college--out of my parents' control, I went out of control. I didn't know how to cope. I didn't know how to regulate or to do anything for myself. I was overwhelmed with opportunities abound: I drank. I had sex. I failed a class and made lots of silly mistakes. I got tatted up (though, tastefully, I might add). I learned to form wild opinions and rock the boat. I overdid it. I used sex to get the ""feelings"" I didn't get from my parents; many of which were drunken encounters that left me feeling low, guilty, shameful and depressed only moments after feeling so wanted and deserving of love. I didn't know how to maintain friendships when there was disagreement or conflict--I shut them out the way my parents shut me out when they realized ""what I had become"" (read: a poorly-equipped adult who made mistakes in which they felt they didn't have a hand. In other words, it was all my fault.).  

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I've spent many of the years after I graduated college making sense out of my 20's and teaching myself things my parents didn't. I'm remedial in all things emotional but I try to get better. I've had to rally for myself, usually alone, feeling so much shame about my past, confusion about my present, and obviously anxiety about the future! That is until one day I crossed paths (well, digital paths. read: Tinder) with the sweetest, kindest and most accepting man I have ever met. I'm finally in a good relationship with a gentle man. We might even one day make a baby, which is invigorating but also so incredibly terrifying. First because of the whole ""birthing"" process and second because I don't want to keep this cycle of parenting going. No way would I want to raise a kiddo with the parenting I've had. What's really had me focusing specifically on touch is that my SO's love language is physical touch (mine, unsurprisingly: acts of service) and that has been really difficult for me. I don't want to use sex as a way to feel love anymore--I'm still working on the fact that sex isn't love and love isn't sex: Sex is a healthy part of love and love is a healthy part of sex. I'll admit I still feel shame about my sexual past (he knows the full extent...and still loves me) which makes me want to have less of it now because I associate it with shame (help!). And sometimes I'm just a landmine. Like there are times that I do NOT want to be touched, looked at or thought about, AT ALL, and he can't sense it, nor can I explain it. Sometimes I do explain it and warn him but he gets in my bubble anyway and that makes me furious. What's up with that? I don't want MY past to get in the way of OUR future. But also, he should respect my boundaries, you know what I'm sayin?

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Beyond sex, though, even communicating with his family makes me anxious. His mom is so open and loving and when she says ""I love you!"" to me and genuinely means it.....I feel so uncomfortable saying it back. Of course I love her--she loves me so much! She gets me. She's the mom I didn't have. She's the type of mom I wanted sooo badly growing up and even as an adult today. But god damn if it doesn't make me feel awkward. Where do I file those emotions so I can break them down and understand them? How can I say I love you back and not immediately feel a huge lump in my throat....Is this all about routine? Does it just get easier with experience? 

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\*\*As an adult, I honestly believe my parents did the best they could in order to create a functioning adult for the real world, but there are so, so many things where I feel inept as an adult that my parents should have provided for me. (Thank you, therapy, for helping me understand that! Although I'm still dealing with the guilt of admitting that while my parents did make sacrifices to give me education, shelter, food (all non-emotion necessities) they still got a lot wrong along the way.) 

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anxiety,RedFormansRedAnus,2019/02/23,"My pcp gave me a sample pack of viibyrd to try and i have diarrhea on day one. Should I be worried?? Now, admittedly...I did have avacado toast last night, with sauerkraut, and some late night gas station junk food. But the diarrhea was slightly dark, and as I’m typing this I’m having diarrhea that is rather mucusy and watery. Should I be worried yet?? The pack starts as 10 mg so I’m wondering if I should just cut them into 5s tomorrow. Please give me feedback. I’m 25 and was only on anti depressants briefly (Prozac) when I was 18 ",1.5600628930817635,4.036274849056607,3.2172641509433966,87.72954402515724,83.52830188679245,6.552201257861638,23.927672955974842,7.793537801064563,1.4595748427672959,418,16,83,8,12,138,75,106,0.119,0.8590000000000001,0.022,-0.8426,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,0,6,2,1,0,3,0,13,2,0,0,0,16,21,11,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,7,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,1,9,0,8,11,1,13,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,3,10,50,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15414002913255254,0.0,0.20585676175699846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28900875064527193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292777193923429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19482296719474584,0.2696108078670486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4485845917756447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619576299782316,0.18177593165683767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623584015109292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16917069940647353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16227036597859598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591933782232701,0.0,0.4854473232455738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anonynell,2019/02/23,"Scalp picking/scratching/pulling? Does anyone else pick/scratch their scalp or pull their hair when their anxiety is particularly bad?

I’ve been going through a really, really rough time lately and I’ve noticed that I’ve been doing this more lately but... I didn’t know how bad it was until my hand came away from my head and my nails were all bloody. I had my roommate look at my scalp for me and told me I had a few, 1 inch long cuts on my head from my nails.

I didn’t realise I’d been doing this so much or that hard... it’s freaked me out.

Just wondering if anyone else has dealt with this as a symptom. It’s not something that’s ever happened before so, this is a new manifestation of anxiety for me.",2.723125000000003,4.395515062500003,3.84,88.90500000000002,75.45833333333334,6.7444444444444445,23.805555555555557,7.492282038375204,0.9009138888888888,555,17,119,7,12,180,89,144,0.136,0.84,0.023,-0.9252,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,3,0,6,4,1,0,4,0,14,8,7,1,2,17,21,13,0,1,6,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,6,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,11,5,18,0,13,10,4,16,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,4,8,77,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416453840801957,0.0,0.0,0.22086885703078768,0.3236537754246197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838863080918438,0.0,0.26374447591229205,0.0,0.0,0.1343942219183348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806398256135865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821324224878853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26387507633779544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286461858508198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976021690318424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13966469258439834,0.0,0.14148207493609735,0.0,0.3241813935748627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679899259889515,0.0,0.356323521405098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397708012504627,0.13262875079995864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610313526124393,0.0,0.0,0.15253820442039326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17981428479529818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20235918249268772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158894640354075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16415880854197046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920953404378616,0.0,0.0,0.15091721969362892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712778096398537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cohere777,2019/02/23,"Panic attack, but no racing heart? I've struggled with anxiety for a long time, but the experience I just had was different (at least for me) than any other panic attack I've ever had. For all intents and purposes, I felt like I always do. Feeling of dread, crying, shaking, chest pain, shortness of breath, etc... All the tried and true symptoms there....minus one that usually terrifies me the most; my racing heart. Absolutely the number one thing that sparks an attack for me, that pounding in my chest, the seemingly uncontrollable, ever elevating heart rate. I constantly check my pulse during an attack, waiting for it to taper off (I know how bad that is, it's an obsessive thing for me) but this time, my heart rate never increased in the slightest. My resting heart rate is in the 50's, so to be experiencing a panic attack at my resting heart rate was even more terrifying, if that's even possible. Anyone else experience something like this? Not taking any meds or anything, nothing that would slow my heart rate. I don't know, but it scared me to death.",6.246114599686031,7.376137316326531,6.725714285714287,73.6962087912088,66.14285714285714,9.296075353218214,30.89324960753532,9.466822959209583,2.891065620094192,838,31,143,16,13,273,111,196,0.336,0.61,0.055,-0.9973,1,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,0,0,7,19,5,9,12,0,10,12,10,2,6,27,17,10,1,2,8,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,14,3,0,1,5,0,1,2,4,16,0,2,5,3,18,3,19,10,9,18,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,4,11,101,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667427439536912,0.0,0.0,0.10909371379115862,0.0,0.06136190005087218,0.0,0.0,0.05608604021575562,0.08218659211839911,0.06600757652264573,0.0,0.0,0.456263199796331,0.0,0.0,0.06697360361962773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668059084423553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810902880790975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380438525643599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700676746542948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894574950305792,0.10595843470910714,0.14511254961136644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569253004887361,0.0,0.0,0.0405575573796604,0.0,0.07701602311358066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6653605885179203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816474816836871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837498592535404,0.0,0.0,0.07098502600417862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909736179943341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061864378419122214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696550157156823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870734720385143,0.0,0.0853511393543805,0.2823342201725434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042688891730136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030612605028728,0.0,0.0,0.07302192037164315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06175105562147909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385491575300004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337089856332333,0.06030938213020805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065784723295933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354443241876524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05445862914177688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883420987778462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05698024731897281,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Maxwelly,2019/02/23,Tell me I will be ok Been avoiding my friends for too long. They want me to meet up but I’m afraid of all the anxiety from the day after beers ,0.2411458333333308,1.821121656250004,1.8450000000000024,100.83333333333336,82.4375,5.516666666666668,20.041666666666664,6.42735559955562,-0.2343458333333337,111,3,29,1,3,36,29,32,0.093,0.7609999999999999,0.146,0.1901,0,1,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,2,2,1,3,1,0,0,1,4,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,2,6,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4093140696445843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34506491202200423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4133806095848896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4735050553113376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4676598930179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155881137789465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,randomaltname2,2019/02/23,"Middle school ruined my life... I'm not even over exaggerating it. I will never understand why but I was straight up disliked and bullied in middle school. Everything I say would either get ignored or made fun of, kids would just randomly come up to me and kick me, blame everything on me and so on. Back then, I didn't care as much but I never knew what kind of scar that would leave on me... It's not even a scar, it's an open, seeping wound that haunts me to this day and probably forever will. It gave me such anxiety that it practically made me unable to hold down a normal life, unable to get into a relationship or even meet new people. Every time I start caring about anyone even in the slightest it takes such a huge physical and mental toll on me, and I'm actually talking nausea, diarrhea, shaking, restlessness, you name it. I hate it. And the worst part of it is that I gave in to it, I admitted defeat and proceeded to keep at a distance from every new person I meet regardless of whether they like me or not even though deep inside I'm a social person. I'm turning 20 soon and I'm still single, don't think I will ever have a girlfriend, last time my crush admitted to me that she liked me I just got a panic attack and ruined everything, just completely blew it and I do not think I could put myself through that hell again... Why does letting someone get close have to hurt so much? What did I do to deserve this?

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Sorry for the long post (I even had to try not to make it too long) that's horribly written and random with the sentencing but I had to get this out somewhere and with so many thoughts rushing through my head I couldn't have written it any better.",3.4079365079365083,5.061057809523814,4.505000000000003,84.92888888888893,73.58333333333333,7.596825396825397,25.83730158730159,8.285830014693849,1.6307111111111108,1328,45,265,22,27,434,175,336,0.213,0.7090000000000001,0.078,-0.9948,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,1,1,2,22,19,3,3,13,0,21,4,1,3,3,62,53,26,0,7,16,0,0,2,1,6,3,1,0,3,25,20,0,3,7,0,0,4,10,12,0,0,14,1,36,7,38,30,6,44,1,4,0,0,18,21,1,5,20,188,61,2,0.0,0.0,0.09158100433218552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168304086759168,0.11403421509973395,0.0638190875065454,0.0,0.0717925961602359,0.0,0.0,0.06561991124946041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676435905210996,0.0,0.0721624476758616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299992721709262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19136627034596929,0.0,0.0,0.08084076589810095,0.09839665423031617,0.0,0.0,0.0749290866760258,0.0,0.0,0.060523465268061925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08212602547765656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3719098222122375,0.0848898637704664,0.15814006556464896,0.0,0.2530305375444786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961244578700787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505791237954684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265435169575742,0.09631396006247997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046501179627944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341540713171874,0.0,0.09772707012979273,0.0,0.07649772194017165,0.0,0.09937028142425999,0.0,0.09596477952705876,0.13257363467262626,0.09169767736882746,0.0,0.0,0.1661030476930091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17760034879983108,0.06264351225939352,0.09514599299212627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945755686214463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797649037618606,0.0,0.14476097815960393,0.18127577732378972,0.0,0.0,0.09195000379580444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101090776429569,0.0,0.10162701133264652,0.0,0.0650616009517191,0.16388692833128954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987935663472918,0.0,0.10118279504078556,0.0,0.0,0.0943420217184584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075641363326288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463079514235696,0.0,0.18995607870396689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956650621925855,0.07951614561575035,0.0,0.0,0.10505388392168656,0.06642529528197118,0.0,0.07494622897868113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07056116437655571,0.07543055660248532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026656563015313,0.09220407005248277,0.07450392936815653,0.10944572534603962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371586222353409,0.10207844217040886,0.0,0.09769789792889087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16936440051237944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999983645302669,0.0,0.11403421509973395,0.0
anxiety,StonedZombieUK,2019/02/23,"Mental health/ anxiety - Advice for job applicants? I have been out of work for about 6 months due to anxiety. 

I am in a better mindset now so it is time to get back into the work lifestyle.

I am not anxious about the interview, I have always been good at controlling my anxiety when I know what is to expected.

I am just wondering if you had some tips or advice about how to explain your mental illness to a potential employer.

Should I tell then about my condition during the interview?

Or should I wait until I have signed my contract?

I don't expect to have any episodes, but on the off chance that I do slip up how do I best explain this to my employer?

I suffer heavily with morning anxiety, I am good under pressure, but when I hit the wall that is it, I have to tap out. 

I understand there are anti discrimination laws in place but through personal experience I have found that if I have a bad episode I become unreliable.

It is something I am actively working on and hope to not repeat. But should something happen how best do I expla this to my employer in a way that doesn't jeopardise my employment.

I have not applied for a full time job because I know I wont last a month.

I have applied for 20-30 hours a week, no weekend, no overtime. (Although I am happy and willing to volunteer for more hours when I am in a good mindset)

I feel like a fraud giving up on work and applying for disability because I am actively seeking to participate as a productive member of society. 

Any advice would be greatly appreciated, I will read all replies although I may not be able to reply to everyone.

Thanks ",5.917704725071462,6.260705424920127,7.15869850344712,73.07970573398353,66.63578274760383,10.806726080376661,36.2819909197915,10.65788864234165,4.043968690095846,1270,62,234,33,19,433,162,313,0.103,0.721,0.17600000000000002,0.9816,6,0,2,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,0,8,15,14,0,1,15,0,40,2,0,4,1,45,55,23,0,9,13,0,1,1,0,8,2,0,0,1,10,7,0,2,8,2,0,0,9,3,0,0,4,1,40,11,45,40,6,37,0,1,0,0,9,18,0,8,19,187,50,13,0.10716132086966733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.314150407545956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08916680347799377,0.0,0.0,0.14574674581929228,0.0,0.3279124686074473,0.1210617903254399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240044107519627,0.08947522679480915,0.1306490931334582,0.11835125966315628,0.0,0.0,0.22491838984921766,0.0947754799368502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019053346739705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023972343884845,0.0,0.10482433445583858,0.0,0.0,0.054183983669128584,0.07655606904113467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749685717058925,0.0,0.0,0.05598736723399012,0.10279890362354553,0.0,0.2696454951331349,0.0,0.11814573457150422,0.0,0.0,0.09476240213934983,0.11407521872242553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390747299517845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643537111727604,0.21106463010470566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21268215140015265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778611887863462,0.0873507791397488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05235360844952251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159868136499327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710702878790638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356913197856064,0.11196077218430628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719032024499148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16499604046784389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366371776650173,0.09865974667927137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124973255935235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155871427228436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505966855743045,0.08595834773041659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162118812872533,0.3120588715131581,0.0,0.0,0.07612432773731262,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ngdd22,2019/02/23,"Staring Is everyone just very rude and always staring at everyone else, or are they just staring at me? As far as I know there’s nothing interesting to look at. No boogers, cum-styled hair, etc. ",4.213153153153153,6.114205810810812,4.847027027027028,82.27882882882884,71.97297297297297,8.176576576576577,33.954954954954964,8.841846274778883,2.997403603603604,153,8,29,3,3,49,30,37,0.2,0.8,0.0,-0.7751,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,5,4,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,3,1,6,4,1,4,0,0,4,0,1,4,0,1,0,18,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789928229760533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800964735080575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37394325729646977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6407786838301197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842697087456625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815638816702179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217251986241139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766540086019195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,scarlettnikol,2019/02/23,I’m scared *possible trigger death* I’ve suffered from anxiety and depression for over 10 years now. But I have never had this issue. I came down with the swine flu no big deal or so I thought. Took some over the counter medication yesterday and I was not myself. My anxiety was so bad I felt like if I was to go to sleep I wouldn’t wake up. And now I’m sitting here still not feeling like my self but I’m so scared to fall asleep tonight cause I feel like if I do I won’t wake up. What’s wrong with me. I’ve never had this issue before. I’m scared.  ,-1.1446965452847806,0.920919016806721,1.0690056022408996,99.17346171802055,98.32773109243698,4.66125116713352,17.53548085901027,6.42735559955562,-0.2074373482726428,429,13,103,6,18,142,72,119,0.232,0.706,0.062,-0.9479,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,3,2,0,9,6,4,2,2,23,20,11,1,3,7,0,3,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,4,0,0,4,7,7,0,0,9,3,14,3,12,9,1,19,0,2,0,0,2,6,0,4,11,61,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461545073681359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433298506068622,0.0,0.0,0.13690202945673766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18401058002507306,0.0,0.16527411123990945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16586627220934871,0.13857076802103574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626974645271485,0.2298738018824273,0.1544756698640312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914351501360673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33584610718272323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23580213497030425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16207559257948229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481702095399589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813746500337964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4832244816448831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16783905508472846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16100206442715706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284836672584689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772541328409806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787501264092456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759034475574737,0.0,0.10360522837418416
anxiety,0w0-whats-this,2019/02/23,"Don’t know if this belongs here Since last year, I was in band when I suddenly had a neck twitch while playing. I immediately thought “everyone’s looking at me and judging me” for doing so. My neck started to have a dull feeling and I got nervous/anxious. From then on, whenever I played in band (mostly slow songs with long sustained notes) I get neck twitches and really anxious. I can’t even play long notes without breathing constantly. 

I also had one where i had a Starbucks drink and kept stuttering and from then on I was constantly checking through my past conversations to see if I stuttered then or not :(",6.8529813664596295,7.45150930434783,6.7214906832298125,76.13391304347827,64.65217391304347,9.701863354037268,39.03726708074535,9.606745405546679,3.844726708074535,490,26,87,9,7,155,79,115,0.085,0.8190000000000001,0.097,0.0806,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,3,0,9,7,4,0,0,16,18,15,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,6,1,1,3,7,1,0,4,3,0,1,8,4,15,3,13,10,1,21,0,1,2,0,3,6,0,4,15,62,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17686651911927545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498548378413249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4780041528947533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21665866353187632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460781800512757,0.0,0.0,0.2113337686875313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182826899266678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155502039397126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17688680294002002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154715188527974,0.18027996032939075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3914502300095471,0.18572389419693208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14986793152745476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111281501083344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168472209971736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762408158393036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18295095461048144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15654256485791185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17558124726092786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21319631106694265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242377263035516
anxiety,ChloriNed16,2019/02/23,"Anxiety from one specific class Tw// brief mention of self-harm/suicide and criminal science topics.

A few weeks ago, I was diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder (which by the way, I have to start taking medication for because my anxiety levels are the highest my counselor has ever seen in someone), depression, and ADHD. With that being said, this year has been academically really easy for me. I like all of my teachers, there’s not a huge workload, and I am generally interested in the subjects. Sounds like everything is going great, right? NOPE! 

The science class that I’m in has been causing me so much anxiety that when I come home, I have a hard time getting up to do anything. It’s like it just paralyzes me. One of our topics was serial killers, and I almost left the room every day because I couldn’t breathe. Or we would watch a video and there would be the sound of someone screaming and saying “stop” and I would start panicking, but I couldn’t get out of my seat. Then I would leave the class at the end of the day, feeling numb and super depressed. I’m in the second semester of this class, but I don’t know how much longer I can handle it. I don’t want to start self-harming again, and I don’t want to start having any suicidal thoughts. What should I do? Should I stay in this class because I only have a few more months left, I earn college credit for it, and I should just try to “toughen up”? Or do I drop out because of the negative toll it is taking on my mental/emotional/social health? Or do you have any other suggestions for what I should do?

Thank you SO much to anyone who responds, I appreciate it. ",5.239921886735765,6.110979460567826,5.968436232537179,79.15812828601474,68.27444794952683,9.192669370587351,31.18356617094788,9.362217197678863,2.7343181312903706,1287,51,245,25,21,421,169,317,0.14400000000000002,0.753,0.103,-0.9049,0,0,0,0,0,1,44.0,2,2,0,2,10,12,0,0,16,0,37,5,1,2,2,47,57,20,1,12,8,0,2,3,0,8,4,5,2,0,17,16,0,1,3,1,1,3,8,4,0,3,7,9,35,8,33,38,7,40,0,2,2,0,10,17,0,4,20,177,52,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215578874059293,0.0,0.08965986385547059,0.0,0.10128315102808164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756555466387507,0.0,0.3095057825930062,0.0,0.0,0.07072366466459153,0.0,0.08323457475963064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466307547685557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039048475865801,0.0,0.08712835951379089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046165959246586,0.0,0.1742338763544266,0.1026611040096581,0.0,0.0,0.1159221275641637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958537190126671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149238614330936,0.08521990318237982,0.0,0.09090354104648986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051142478176383184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568926509362134,0.0,0.057483626852806224,0.0,0.0,0.11151386891101744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060698695458336,0.0,0.0,0.10751351335398332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014577275515822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05558721974943639,0.0,0.0,0.10709905465063002,0.2197909422075338,0.0,0.0,0.14824454181522953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189399669516556,0.10193142101668466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073380611794463,0.0,0.22306193770666366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13707835212910532,0.07692612312121787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479674480508035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863781676252709,0.0962130486090782,0.08043539268491895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21103476287752912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17140142712385642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28636675785246396,0.10780822337442247,0.0,0.08456262053319535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22127470761209148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15209847232921034,0.0,0.0,0.09312168651613792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029865960648097,0.05897907076497257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867152344326882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931711291651648,0.08028502055981697,0.08113325424216615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874049862240381,0.0,0.0,0.06513473515380755
anxiety,chouxgrin,2019/02/23,"Can't meet me because of anxiety? Hello everyone, I wanted to know if it's normal to refuse to make plans to meet someone you got to know online because of anxiety issues even though you really want to?

I'm the online friend here and this guy told me he absolutely wants to meet me but for some reason he gets anxious, disconnects and loses himself when he finally gets to see and talk to someone in real life especially if they got along very well while texting. He doesn't know either why he acts like that and because of that he wants to leave our encounter up to pure chance and luck. But since our schedules are totally different the probability of us meeting in this way is practically zero. Also, I'm not really the type of person who likes to spontaneously go and do something without planning ahead especially since I need time to mentally prepare myself a bit before I meet someone regardless of who it is. Still, I don't want to force him since I understand he's struggling a lot with this problem but I also think that waiting would only make things worse and could possibly even strengthen his anxiety.

Do you guys have the same issue? If yes, how should I act? Should I wait until the stars align and our paths cross or should I persist on making plans?
Thank you in advance!",7.172177700348435,7.25376455691057,7.331962833914055,73.7926829268293,64.0,10.280603948896633,33.83159117305459,9.957137785484203,3.2992030197444837,1035,40,184,20,14,335,148,246,0.095,0.7809999999999999,0.124,0.8654,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,4,4,1,7,10,9,0,1,7,1,14,1,0,5,2,54,40,22,0,17,10,0,0,2,1,4,1,0,0,3,11,10,0,3,6,0,0,5,5,3,1,1,3,1,25,6,31,32,6,19,0,1,1,0,34,5,0,7,10,121,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16669331897229467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391896780643261,0.11774170823412752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19059912334957976,0.0,0.08868563272778755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137839273131471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321314953653157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889028269576197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767589696135896,0.0,0.0,0.0995890219609364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417060493090835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052201007936764,0.0,0.10890386206813203,0.0,0.0592320228966357,0.0,0.1667124360862526,0.0,0.0,0.20639323225793205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175623300316116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17183380659278294,0.0,0.0,0.11035653114786843,0.0,0.0,0.0736154020821963,0.10183565391684264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659826790166099,0.0,0.08860620408017232,0.0,0.0,0.2087078937318342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503172110220003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727962967069123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021158772270618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926587335438727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100302752440917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749515812774262,0.0,0.0,0.11236943392434384,0.09972681373804712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186279708143826,0.1335351466861947,0.10715804180746387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305180278588055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586416749622724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649220433301699,0.08023553758922397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323218706998539,0.0,0.0,0.10895593892650428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377006132913056,0.0,0.09595403369416912,0.0,0.0,0.06924076792485385,0.06678154074730694,0.10239803272030262,0.0,0.060772951555728275,0.0,0.0,0.0995890219609364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849925109740832,0.12536678060784587,0.0,0.0,0.08599444030676284,0.3073655208955625,0.08272693350113129,0.0,0.0,0.09370850352057816,0.0,0.09404455473304828,0.0,0.0,0.10046672728497584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621158546192136,0.07403664163458418,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_bluecanoe,2019/02/23,"How do I fix/hide my resting bitch face and look more approachable? It's not really a ""resting"" bitch face, but a default pissed/anxious facial expression I defensively adopt because I'm so self-conscious in public.

Whenever people are approaching me from the front while I'm walking down the street I get really anxious. Like, am I or am I not supposed to make eye contact?

And I volunteer at a place that requires people to approach me, and I find that the other volunteer that's usually with me is approached much more than I am, because I give off those anxious/self-conscious/uncomfortable vibes.

Wearing sunglasses in the summer helps, as does keeping my umbrella low enough to cover my face on rainy days, or wearing my coat hood and scarf during the winter. I feel so much better and not self conscious at all because no one can see my face. But I can't be covering my face all the time I'm in public

I feel like this is a complicated problem that isn't going to be solved with one reddit post. But does anyone else know what I'm talking about or feel the same way? What works for you guys?",6.815704225352112,6.714229408450706,7.010434272300472,76.41593309859158,64.77464788732394,9.916901408450704,34.651408450704224,9.516144504307137,3.1758985915492963,876,36,161,15,12,283,123,213,0.101,0.807,0.092,0.4863,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,3,4,8,3,0,11,0,12,9,9,2,2,31,27,16,0,1,9,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,10,7,0,3,6,0,0,7,6,5,0,2,0,6,22,3,19,25,10,26,0,1,3,0,10,11,2,3,8,105,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31927394305740386,0.0,0.0988053150903851,0.1447859770314502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584187649719628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497477983454758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113148650017427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473178542894654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804407562276195,0.0,0.0,0.14600816355126503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21434757494618026,0.10094992797492768,0.0,0.0,0.1291522669388223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382720613228286,0.13555479071322812,0.08030816687265402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991639426599667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471527136538864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560037689947345,0.0,0.0,0.0776587693580211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380711697557801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866250125980783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432368696183926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20775417624169149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915068999665112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19592931047654727,0.0,0.14763600103278615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13533328502465072,0.0,0.0,0.13521195474497405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18105008606836492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260358351836873,0.0,0.4422428406395575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357741530948773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239739411564742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15562997266187767,0.0,0.0,0.1121631181171284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287336130811484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,myrtlewils0n,2019/02/23,"Sometimes anxiety isn't always the quiet kid in the corner. Sometimes it's the kid who can't shut up. I have horrible anxiety. I over think things to the point of literally getting stomachaches over them. One of my earliest memories is being so worries my mom wouldn't pick me up from Montessori that I puked pink Danimals all over the dashboard of her pickup.

I've always been a talker. Not necessarily about me, because I hate oversharing, but I love sprouting off facts. I love asking people how they're doing. If we're friends, I want to hear about what you're doing today and the weird shit you saw on your walk to work. I want to ask you what you're doing this weekend and what your thoughts are on our current political climate. Maybe that's just work bleeding into my social life but I love having a deep conversation with someone and really connecting.

Every fucking word that comes out of my mouth, I cringe over. I hate the sound of my voice. Did I ask something too personal? Are you going to be mad that I'm maybe over sharing? I shouldn't have said that. What do you think about me now that I've told you this personal tidbit, no matter how benign it is? You probably don't want to be my friend anymore, right? I'm so sorry I sound so stupid. Sometimes, I even apologize for apologizing.

I guess my point is: How many others are there like me out there? I know there must be some.

I'm supposed to go to a work-related function in a few hours and I'm so nervous that I'll start drinking and oversharing and getting nervous and then apologizing and shutting down... But I feel like that's never the anxiety that's pictured when I tell people I have GAD. They insist I don't take meds, even though I have for four years now.  My own parents won't even acknowledge I've seen a psychiatrist and been diagnosed and take medication for it. That can't be, they say, you're outgoing and very bombastic! I feel like they imagine someone who doesn't go out, who might not have many friends -- and while this is the case for some -- I feel like they don't acknowledge that someone like me is in exactly the same boat.

Someone like me is just viewed as eccentric or maybe even a social butterfly. They don't have anxiety. But I feel like that's a damaging narrative that doesn't help people in the long run. I'm not sure what I'm trying to say, but I guess it's that I hope people in this situation don't feel the same way. Your experiences with anxiety are valid, weird as that is to say.

Feel free to comment with your own experiences with the issue. ",4.323608429858432,5.674848017857144,5.127987987987988,82.5590540540541,70.80555555555556,8.543886743886743,28.304161304161305,8.994212911058018,2.20245577005577,2027,74,401,39,37,658,219,504,0.123,0.7290000000000001,0.147,0.9637,2,0,2,0,0,0,55.0,1,10,6,2,24,29,6,2,20,0,45,11,2,4,6,71,90,32,0,8,12,2,6,7,3,5,4,9,0,4,33,21,1,0,13,2,1,6,18,11,0,2,8,19,59,19,50,72,8,47,0,1,4,4,53,27,2,8,20,264,92,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896914095923405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734444264736776,0.0,0.07089787310658623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20049767930387466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04357902765076277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06158143889200291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255982481978959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003199869120319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18887122716252064,0.0,0.06023256135538128,0.0,0.0,0.13985990901773596,0.0,0.0,0.21688190243770405,0.20428700847815848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16569665997765187,0.06609042366989586,0.07470009829432582,0.0,0.12188652950936632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575063748720268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116116376785753,0.0,0.0,0.08057329272298464,0.0,0.04791756624442032,0.0,0.0,0.07100470228600654,0.07040225944802561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461593707455698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039288481905072836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05049479115879352,0.24448138243651826,0.0,0.0,0.06326551070889082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935648265825378,0.0,0.0,0.14495724003033478,0.2154609119418469,0.0,0.07940815710519226,0.07201764116713454,0.0,0.07583852609674377,0.0,0.08372704660934048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05513671989277647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04844279297901172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938006849591793,0.0,0.0,0.19824587056854132,0.12484286547894333,0.0,0.0,0.1351604146106961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707722756585812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04579768060459318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061051210890489135,0.06800240480363275,0.1705527539031618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338242576624689,0.0,0.08035662534837776,0.0,0.14574805461240078,0.2422895729778812,0.05503572077970394,0.21211333127153867,0.08002607671042465,0.05060027842197929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737753149585544,0.0,0.10750165424411233,0.0,0.06248453239931918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04749411151943644,0.09161452244823813,0.07023757435311863,0.05675427641769795,0.0,0.0,0.06776320801562455,0.06831079805841568,0.0,0.04853633476104924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058985907585737324,0.12649818392384038,0.056744636478149285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561345187805413,0.07260054430705584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04603656874758565
anxiety,dfdaddy81,2019/02/23,"Suffering from terrible night anxiety I have been having horrible bouts of night anxiety these past 2 nights. I wake up in the middle of the night feeling as if I can't breathe and just fearing a heart attack is next. I've already been rushed to the ER once and they found nothing wrong, but I still can't shake the feeling something is seriously wrong with me. Every night I lay down and within minutes that feeling of being startled rushes over me. Does anyone have any good night anxiety techniques I can try. ",8.323917525773197,7.708907989690722,7.790432989690722,73.76255670103095,61.88659793814434,10.64659793814433,37.95670103092783,9.888512548439397,3.744659381443298,413,18,72,7,5,130,69,97,0.188,0.6629999999999999,0.149,-0.2767,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,2,10,1,3,5,0,11,3,3,0,0,11,15,6,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,9,1,0,3,3,9,1,12,11,0,18,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,1,9,46,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323408285150635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826632819548744,0.0,0.2978827699801671,0.0,0.0,0.09075699526273533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476626871969595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358612292064392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935946809450699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605757381214413,0.19688760494487134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231557759534888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886746338000933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15380992577993735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804045262756204,0.7308334658397978,0.0,0.12454360540793895,0.0,0.0,0.1382294393197431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390580719799073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992397824749837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365595470740553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881235603016749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838250212178954,0.0,0.0
anxiety,eoeo,2019/02/23,"Something very embarrassing happened to me just now - anxiety is at an all time high I'm usually riddled with social anxiety but nevertheless a friend who I haven't seen in a while came by with her husband (I'm female). My husband and I recently moved into a new house so we invited them over to see it and have lunch. I showed my friend some pictures on my phone of the house before renovation and told her to scroll through. 


I didn't realize but there was a photo I took a while ago of my naked butt. She inevitably scrolled to that photo which I had forgotten about and then said, ""oops I think I just saw something I shouldn't have"", and then she handed my phone back to me. I saw the photo she saw and instantly felt my face get hot. Of course she said ""it's okay!"" but it was too late. She jokinkly said better for her to see it than if her husband - which is true that would have been more embarrassing but I am so mortified right now anyway. I mumbled something about dessert and quickly got up from the table to the kitchen. The husbands didn't even realize what happened. I tried to act normal the rest of the time that they were here but I'm now beating myself up about it, and my anxiety is so bad.

I'm not sure why I'm posting here, maybe if I tell what happened it won't be eating me up so much inside. Maybe I want people to tell me it's not so bad. I don't know, all I know is that I'm completely mortified and upset.",2.4569387755102032,4.162701183673473,3.6861959183673454,89.58023265306123,76.27891156462586,7.016925170068027,25.025306122448978,7.839951260653429,1.2279046530612248,1124,39,243,17,25,366,149,294,0.115,0.825,0.06,-0.9348,1,0,3,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,2,2,21,11,0,3,13,1,21,7,3,0,4,40,49,25,0,6,11,4,3,0,2,3,0,3,1,0,16,14,4,0,6,1,0,4,8,5,0,0,19,12,41,6,31,26,6,31,0,0,6,1,28,10,1,3,16,168,57,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259377112901896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656152155799645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899452553306718,0.19327094009851212,0.0,0.0,0.09848357022121072,0.0,0.0,0.10235987525177964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237217118882613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213479287260568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842773372655906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644312527926428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112556578520577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17883607051313807,0.0,0.06046774893216399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256536487958794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30703725271576376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228238024065198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670896672615605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12721193754800014,0.0,0.13055625472906066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23254652716629376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300999942012755,0.08507993209225549,0.0,0.0,0.11177941098972008,0.0,0.0,0.11339758037764815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023738791577599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084394940224088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142762177299058,0.0,0.0,0.09883867294485492,0.33027686182537097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18445463600100445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797918576933665,0.0,0.2672997403534021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090806505262612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20231828891998635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415952680695413,0.0,0.0,0.13497422430213996,0.0,0.0,0.11059155960082026,0.12858794494232278,0.07857775214310582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746783477592466,0.09549505641550456,0.06826461723199187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044345428351742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822161670508959,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Trusted-Marrow33,2019/02/23,"How do I deal with social anxiety? To start off with, I’m 18 years old and about to turn 19 and I’m a male. This is a long story so please bare with me. Also please don’t judge me. I feel like people in my spot are made fun of and this feels like the only place I can share this. 

Background: 
Growing up, I lived (and still do) in a very small town where there’s only one school and everyone knows each other. Let me say that this town is god awful. Everyone is so judgmental and hateful, girls in high school are usually getting pregnant, even one of the priests of a church was caught in an affair banging a married secretary. You wouldn’t believe this town unless you saw it. The police force don’t even care about drugs and its basically a Gomorrah. 

I have been abused physically and emotionally by my brother and dad my entire life. I’ve never really had any friends and I’ve never been good at anything or liked anything in particular. On the outside, we were the typical family who you would look at and admire. My parents took us to church every week (even though I hated it). Eventually, my dad was caught in a two year long affair and it ended with my mom divorcing him and he was so embarrassed that he had to leave the town, and I’m fine with that because he’s been terrible. Before all of this, I had a good outlook on life, I talked all the time and ate healthy. All of that changed around when I was 13-14 and that’s a another very long story. 

My anxiety: 
Now to the present, my life has completely changed and I’m an anti-social “shut in”. I’m never happy anymore, I never talk, and I have suicidal thoughts (but I don’t think I would harm myself yet). My emotions are always changing and I’m always 20% happy and 80% depressed. The anxiety and stress is so bad that I don’t leave my bedroom. At all. My hair is falling out from stress and my mental state is so fucked that I can’t even get up to take showers or brush my teeth, and I only eat once a day. I mostly sleep because my adrenaline is so low but when I’m awake, I’m constantly stressed and my mind is rambling. I’m not really scared of death anymore because if I did die, my problems would go away. My eyesight is also messing up badly and it’s only getting worse. My skin is so pale that if I do go outside (dentist or doctors) everyone will stare at me and usually think I’m sick. Everyone in my classes have all graduated and moved on from their lives while I’m stuck here and basically my own prisoner. I feel like the biggest loser on the earth. I try to get out. I really really do. Sometimes I even put on clothes and wait at the door but my anxiety gets so bad that I have trouble breathing and I literally have to sit down. I’m afraid if I keep going outside (doctors or whatever) I’m terrified that I will have a panic attack or a breakdown. I’ve never really had any friends and I’ve always felt useless because I was abused. My mind is also so scattered that I really don’t remember anything from my childhood exept a vactation, and my dad would always get off at five PM and that’s when my day would get even worse than it was. I did not have a good childhood and all the abuse and shitty things that happened, I believe is the cause of this. 

My remaining family have absolutely no idea about my stress and anxiety at all. I can’t tell them. They are EXTREMELY judgmental of everything and they think anxiety or depression is just an excuse and staying inside with stress makes you a loser, no exceptions. To make things worse, my grandfather shows up once a month and beats on my door just to scold me, basically a reminder that I’m a loser and I need to get my ass outside. I know! I fucking try! also he’s my my dad’s father so none of this surprises me. 

Now to the problem: 
Are there any books I can read? How can I get over social anxiety and my stress? Should I just suck it up and listen to my family and force myself to get my useless ass outside? If I do go outside, it doesn’t make anything better, in fact, my stress only gets worse. I hate talking to people and if I’m forced to be around someone, I just don’t talk and I stay quiet. If people come over, I lock the bedroom door so I can’t talk to anybody. I’m an introvert, I have no desire to get a job and I don’t have friends. The only time I’m ever happy is when the lights are off and I’m listening to music. My mom Is sick and I can’t stay like this forever. I’m just wasting away and watching my life pass, and it sucks. I feel like such a loser and it feels like I’m doing the world a favor by staying away from society. 

I feel like I can’t tell my family this at all. I also live in a very small town where everyone knows each other and they are judgmental, and there is absolutely nothing for me in this town, but I can’t move. My mom sick and my brother is always away partying or god knows what. I obviously need therapy, but I know there will be nothing done about it even if I do tell my family. I also have no one to take me to see a therapist if I could since our car doesn’t work and there’s no one to take me. Everyone we know have moved away exept the old people. If I would start going outside, I would never hear the end of it from my family since I’m going outside all the sudden. Even if good things happen to me, they will belittle me and shatter all of my confidence, even if I don’t tell them as long as they find out. They’ve always been very good at that. I just can’t stand them and there’s nowhere to go. They don’t understand that I’m sad all the time and they just think depression is an excuse. If it was up to me, I wouldn’t have any of these problems and I would be outside, friends or no friends. I want to die but I don’t have the guts to do it. I don’t believe in heaven or hell, but I’m scared that if i shoot myself, something will happen and I will live through it. 
Meanwhile my brother and his friends are the same as everyone else and they usually make fun of me. They call me ugly and say “make yourself useful and take a walk.” 

What I want: 
I want to be happy again and to have self esteem, where I can go outside anytime I want, where I don’t have stress. I want to be my own person and get a job so I can get money, then I can move and find another job. I just want to have my normal life back. I would finally like to start working out, and eat healthy. I want people to judge me and I won’t be insecure, to where I don’t care what anyone thinks about me. Right now, I don’t have any of these. I dropped out of high school and I’m not smart, so I want to get my GED and try to start college. My mom also doesn’t go out much since she’s sick. 

I’ve never been in a relationship before and I don’t care to be in one, I just need to focus on myself and try to be happy. 
I know what you might be thinking and no, I am not scared of the “outside world”. I never have been. That’s the whole point of my problem, I want to change and get outside. Apologies for the format and the constant rambling. Any advice will be appreciated. ",2.2953343586238333,3.780597555707452,3.9651601161995913,88.34904343244476,76.17703349282297,7.145976304397358,24.35844725449989,7.880191111523754,1.1816831670084291,5476,178,1189,83,120,1835,429,1463,0.207,0.7020000000000001,0.091,-0.9996,5,0,2,1,3,1,149.0,4,5,13,8,73,84,9,15,60,1,140,26,8,10,22,235,266,138,4,44,44,13,9,9,6,21,13,6,6,4,56,95,3,2,26,3,1,23,48,46,0,7,30,22,185,38,139,203,20,162,5,11,5,4,79,78,7,24,62,799,241,15,0.0,0.10144540216606884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02788887599999296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597635258515242,0.1424849803917416,0.0,0.0,0.11644873097501585,0.05985318157845375,0.15283070551535444,0.0,0.056607856334047926,0.019955773134772363,0.0,0.09394367776329553,0.05081315282384613,0.0,0.0324682750640082,0.13407095468397354,0.02194543404965694,0.07148891424907597,0.06959067256427218,0.0,0.04857073358880461,0.0964641376423386,0.0,0.025241236786350246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029142445600952208,0.0,0.08729504057435952,0.029318355827211682,0.12076578918412507,0.024584610883895557,0.029923559353442063,0.061683021280210235,0.0,0.022786800933303014,0.0,0.0,0.03681177006254027,0.029423400627505945,0.07374416453270334,0.0,0.05923985470830016,0.0,0.0,0.058423627555632365,0.0,0.0292062433271399,0.0,0.0,0.03309724220318246,0.05840691895550045,0.02384143799224606,0.06420712917028137,0.050555789673352176,0.0,0.0,0.16965311055770352,0.025815988327157164,0.024046110485650123,0.19089779221719755,0.02564983659817957,0.0,0.16142935918086568,0.0,0.0865838355700125,0.1223335318831631,0.02740279540300391,0.03126408339890158,0.052169933095502136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322992116977223,0.05276938565614422,0.2385748540595713,0.0,0.1459790297478106,0.11968963905648625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571326146076279,0.1519063585405217,0.0,0.08453177643112783,0.0,0.0,0.03216656000361871,0.0,0.0,0.06030797725887519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03221809172791572,0.0,0.0,0.08496438974456214,0.02536758902853499,0.0,0.0,0.1097935417008312,0.0,0.0,0.060439301263374476,0.0,0.02918399816010388,0.10079293490361414,0.12548845392682742,0.0,0.10080507623583863,0.10102771166985447,0.02396634181652237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027005158966402997,0.09525307907392727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028761523073794117,0.030276341177515532,0.057634359501901336,0.1337024206243891,0.02278028898583101,0.12133365793246267,0.020980122400743973,0.06348595915357118,0.17609394367747164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027963058476486738,0.0547696390280987,0.0,0.05989568266757597,0.06078815905321629,0.09669692986605168,0.13023535489216495,0.0,0.033485442629883955,0.031690199693637684,0.0,0.0,0.0989299226146296,0.024919954166814,0.029818138229104205,0.0626565156679104,0.02697944591662886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923538238935818,0.0,0.028690498762367712,0.0,0.0,0.02854763970925097,0.0,0.10970040752279997,0.0,0.0,0.030641189450789037,0.03233016175988712,0.024372932668324427,0.0,0.04539217406335011,0.08572030544287419,0.08665175721839682,0.02274261829739994,0.0,0.029773357132346887,0.0,0.0,0.07082554131464516,0.0,0.02856052758885577,0.0581857013119573,0.024181778552351915,0.021971421980843876,0.028226707085895475,0.0,0.08080279889547591,0.12167901411364253,0.02279201410558996,0.0,0.2615390225024782,0.0,0.0,0.031218036328515875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583386119319115,0.11469651865775575,0.09978057953426064,0.0,0.032637881684694565,0.03313704265722595,0.05688195690081462,0.10972335623663078,0.028040322960435803,0.02265750568402759,0.04992556429876607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031708897242944886,0.07750691931206867,0.03104323360267285,0.027879351313244,0.029711059489266292,0.03433000540504631,0.024649324375800214,0.09429805748517303,0.09419367989578392,0.15150223924164882,0.0,0.022892999436906744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031863797444274776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04155479809964153,0.0,0.11633845218988115,0.18246543985950586,0.0,0.0,0.03675754089065551
anxiety,DGKempire,2019/02/23,"Has anyone ever effectively gotten rid of their anxiety? For 25 years of living I’ve never had any anxiety or anxiety attack. For about a week I was taking Allegra D and drinking coffee and felt pretty normal. One day I took Allegra D and drank two really strong cups of coffee, some tea and jerked it. Shortly after jerking it, I had a massive panic attack and my heart rate was beating excessively high and when I got to the hospital I had a blood sugar in the 200s and my hands were locking up and losing feeling and had some numbness and tingling. Since that day my anxiety was getting worse. Started taking hydroxyzine, it didn’t help. Now I’m on Lexapro (5mg)  and I’m not sure what to do to fix my anxiety. I don’t have any worries or anything but all my symptoms are all physical. I used to drink a lot alcohol and coffee from age 22-24 but now I don’t drink alcohol or coffee and some weird shit gives me anxiety like specific foods (processed foods, sugar, chocolate, excess salt). Has anyone on here ever gotten anxiety and got rid of it? I see a psychologist and all of my anxiety is physical symptoms. I meditate and drink chamomile decaf tea everyday but I want to get off these SSRIs forever. I think I have either a gut issue or a deficiency with essential vitamins or minerals. I’ve had blood work done, thyroid, and vitamin D checked but the results were within the normal range. I’m considering a magnesium supplement (ReMag). I bought really good probiotics, and apple cider vinegar. They help but sometimes I still get weird feelings. Any an all advice would be appreciated. ",4.447109634551495,6.530919983388706,6.041148172757474,73.19513089700999,71.75747508305649,9.467162790697676,31.309102990033217,9.888512548439397,3.5841677342192693,1269,58,212,35,25,432,170,301,0.134,0.769,0.097,-0.3517,0,0,6,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,2,5,8,14,5,1,13,0,23,26,6,3,8,54,47,29,0,4,12,0,4,1,0,1,9,1,0,0,7,19,13,0,5,4,2,1,5,10,0,2,20,9,24,4,22,25,9,24,0,1,1,0,5,8,1,9,16,137,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641149615523061,0.0,0.1890067615982487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18040363241838084,0.0,0.5411816697932412,0.0,0.0,0.12366279756204387,0.0,0.07276928039205742,0.0,0.0,0.2012008103776734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405838396740105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049325555366652,0.0,0.3465058191112169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599776323775962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942440914990794,0.0,0.08490541352795436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21385665512421853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860102826689233,0.08482886081179249,0.0,0.07416979289630111,0.14144900910846406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478842793161093,0.11854377892704974,0.09342977008174057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229658184101648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04320179308938096,0.0,0.07808415672240697,0.0,0.0,0.09892908918876506,0.0,0.07517891323667265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820166012180395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17328268948738074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05992157147778233,0.0,0.0,0.10375201915879087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996377229336253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329937120073795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046622006444966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077078344079667,0.07314912931598166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745823929326853,0.0,0.06259028461822963,0.0,0.07061926910412761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334299740468429,0.1838225432200455,0.13297474531576514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056661536398855565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824753253576897,0.0,0.0,0.08638198465995242,0.0,0.0,0.0763739993870327,0.0,0.0,0.052157534717194816,0.0,0.07093216423725586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06437714227384901,0.08980363099431475,0.09011639366636663,0.06281720693897266,0.0,0.0,0.05694517956459438
anxiety,usernamedthebox,2019/02/23,"It only takes something making me anxious one time for it to continue to make me anxious. Poor wording. Sorry. What I mean to say is that a few weeks ago I felt on top of my shit. Doing well in classes, exercising, and staying positive.  Then a big snow storm hit and I missed classes. Then I got pneumonia and missed more classes. Now every time I sit down to try to get caught up I get a panic attack.

How can i get my routine back?",0.9001136363636348,3.2205287840909094,2.9942727272727296,89.26890909090912,85.02272727272728,5.3381818181818215,23.572727272727274,6.742157984588678,0.8651100000000005,335,13,68,4,10,113,63,88,0.237,0.685,0.078,-0.9231,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,2,1,3,0,3,2,1,3,0,9,16,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,5,1,1,3,2,11,1,11,12,2,18,0,2,0,0,1,6,1,0,9,44,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17254421134945558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4397949552674928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214408467876659,0.0,0.14967273406112971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639998138920162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18689315051161945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050875292942423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556782415312295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598588615832557,0.0,0.0,0.21202935402997825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189890740480034,0.1480390073703173,0.0,0.2283781554888036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15479235411036488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19980395815483584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14984997752346174,0.0,0.21789313606610072,0.0,0.2074694749605142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14635149902639147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270022909619889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215360078824734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15613534044615074,0.0,0.1750124392286967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,phenigut,2019/02/23,"Diving in my head, a reminiscence. Feelings.

When I feel anxious or happy especially let's say when I'm explaining something and capture people or a persons attention making them in an extremely attentive, agreeable, connected and extremely satisfying (to me ) state of mind, I feel an energy burst  that feels very similar to what I would get if I were in a bursting angry state of mind, it lasts for quite a while ( dozen minutes to hours and even days, but that was an exception due to a mental breakdown and psychotic episode), my head feels like a baloon with warm gas, not exploding but softly pushing out and buzzing, my heart pressure increases, and the rate may suddenly skyrocket.
contradictingly if I'm feeling happy ( I wouldn't call it happiness, it's more like revving an engine, there's a good amount of fluctuation in the positive feeling ranging from feeling ""good"" to a feeling I'd describe as a self induced euphoria) I still experience the symptoms except my muscles feel relaxed a sense of calmness is trying to take over yet my body is shaky, although when anxious and negative, it's quite the extreme opposite where my muscles can get quite stiff and sore, and in turn make me extremely fatigued physically, hopeless, potentially depressed ( probability ranges with intensity) , scared, paranoid and completely fogged out mentally.

anyone else like me ?",12.419873417721519,10.4149017257384,11.328105485232069,56.05798101265826,54.949367088607595,14.880843881856544,50.7042194092827,13.348371206891418,6.9537581434599165,1107,64,163,32,10,355,149,237,0.155,0.6629999999999999,0.182,0.5218,0,0,1,0,0,1,34.0,0,0,1,3,9,17,0,3,18,0,9,8,4,3,0,46,28,22,0,4,9,0,12,3,0,3,4,3,0,2,7,14,0,1,14,1,0,2,3,6,0,1,2,15,16,11,25,22,3,24,0,3,0,0,6,9,0,6,14,105,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320163077939776,0.0,0.07180180185756664,0.10521593929492992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406316247938125,0.0,0.0,0.1048558775725105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766636126090087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622523222242901,0.0,0.08844498037684202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578260512171533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782442212762946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044851881846774,0.0,0.0,0.5192211266116804,0.07336029159322759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730043058025214,0.0,0.0,0.17225955997591122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279396949394745,0.0,0.0,0.21077492318554886,0.0,0.0,0.12168571450175228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112694527966347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370438436624066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500538561706148,0.0,0.1505044353734118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709000726355008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20697060113075427,0.0,0.20737111176777706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07119089451846551,0.08966315658637254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071497755146688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276638229958165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166157898191646,0.10280855144042927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712592666862494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07905420035311159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200672906492737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673209797487893,0.07720855830091211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971837705123123,0.11169500139653177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472831263459445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294657301626921,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gpudriver,2019/02/23,"I developed anxiety and depression for absolutely no reason I fell in love with my best friend.

She declined me.

And I just can't get over it. I really believed she is the one. We stayed friends, but man does it hurt. I'm really trying to work on it, but last 3 months, I had episodes where I would just lay down on my bed and rot, feeling so empty, betrayed, guilty, anxious, scared... I even had thoughts of ending it all.

I am always thinking of her (not literally all the time), whenever she texts me, I get anxious, but happy at the same time. Whenever she does not text me or reply to me, I get struck by anxiety again. Many thoughts rush through my head: where is she, is she alright, have I done something wrong, what is she thinking about...

She has been diagnosed with depression also, and whenever she does not text me, or is ""dormant"" for a long time, I just massacre myself with overwhelming guilt and anxiety.

I really poisoned myself. But I won't give up on me just yet...",3.71854385964912,5.351815521052632,4.690000000000001,83.99833333333336,72.73684210526315,8.435087719298245,28.98245614035088,9.029198982220553,2.3897087719298242,759,31,151,16,15,247,110,190,0.235,0.679,0.086,-0.9869,0,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,1,0,0,2,12,14,1,3,4,1,15,4,1,1,2,32,26,13,0,1,13,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,1,1,5,9,0,0,6,0,0,2,6,8,0,1,6,1,36,6,20,18,4,22,0,4,0,1,16,10,0,2,9,111,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467447256360456,0.1089128245832251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003966031560389,0.29574193576872804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474707253034937,0.13736332459890738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22547457938948695,0.1328528626611707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34363402918501285,0.13394820060942267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593166880933994,0.0,0.0,0.08645308635042913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06618304658675549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20225403121813024,0.0,0.20515737029657286,0.1255637582708935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393372174553151,0.0,0.0,0.13433319491005447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14012284410811948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669464099386994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583550851000345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813535192452515,0.0,0.0,0.13270418133810113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447693271730092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886959655504696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515587511411451,0.13457901703918013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13104596097430274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076723686094682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951370610976016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16774091721986892,0.0,0.20782762662619134,0.2289729434670376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886723516906332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529110556581677,0.0,0.0,0.09298208783963026,0.1431101105146549,0.0,0.0
anxiety,extasis_T,2019/02/23,"I feel scared to my core but I’m not sure what I’m afraid of. This fear never leaves, It makes it hard to do anything. I can’t listen to music how I used to, I can’t enjoy conversation how I used to I’m just so scared of this feeling of fear. It’s true worst thing I’ve ever experienced and it’s been like this since November 20th of 2017. Every time i reach out I end up just feeling weak and stupid but in reality I feel like so strong for getting up and fighting so hard every day while everyone else gets to just relax and only put up a fight when they must. 

This started 6 months after a bad lsd trip, so I’m convinced that had something to do with it but who knows. It began on the day my trigeminal neuralgia pain began, it’s been over a year of this constant physical pain and confusing fear I can’t get ahold of that is now turning into some pretty existential depression.

I had brain surgery done 2 months ago for the trigmeninal neuralgia pain but the surgery failed so I’m stuck here with intense pain that doesn’t go away but the emotional issues that have come along with it are so much worse. 

I feel like some switch has flipped and I’ll never be the same. I’m so afraid. If anyone has any comforting personal stories or if anyone can relate or give me ideas of what I should do that would be great. Thank you 
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anxiety,gen_starling,2019/02/23,"Crying on my 21st bday - aka overthinking and anxiety screws me over again. I just celebrated my 21st bday (we went to brunch) and I cried immediately after getting back home. 

Whenever I'm hanging out with other people, I feel an immense pressure to do the ""perfect"" thing or to just generally not be an annoyance and so I hyper-analyze all of my decisions. 

In this case, I did not order what I wanted to eat because I didn't want to ask the waiter for more time, I forgot to take pictures with my friends to remember the celebration, and feel like I should have done something ""bigger"" for my bday. Kinda like I ""wasted"" something that's supposed to be a big moment in my life.

I know my situation probably comes off as kinda petty, but sometimes I just wish I could act like a ""normal"" college kid - going to bars/parties or just hanging with large groups of people and not being too self conscious to take a quick picture with my friends. I don't even feel my age tbh, I just wish I could go back to being 16 again and feel less pressure to act ""adult."" 

I'm just tired of over-thinking everything and making shitty decisions that make me unhappy :/",7.044577677224737,6.644164072398191,7.557205882352942,73.6832598039216,64.38461538461539,10.262594268476624,34.706259426847666,9.725611199111238,3.2765291101055807,904,36,165,16,12,299,129,221,0.128,0.767,0.105,-0.4825,0,0,2,0,0,0,32.0,1,0,0,1,14,10,2,2,8,0,13,5,0,2,2,51,35,12,0,8,12,0,4,3,2,1,2,0,1,3,6,14,2,1,9,0,0,8,5,4,0,0,5,4,28,6,29,23,3,26,0,0,0,1,8,8,1,4,12,114,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479714204657578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806736179742892,0.0,0.0,0.21067404395397785,0.0,0.08350796558305909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800494312907472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21875108464615975,0.0,0.3009546444915573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018855531655866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14017519297413802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048074720663166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311797503457687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770654818872745,0.09786583933086884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116766056910008,0.0,0.0715717350029551,0.0,0.15570939601002504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741235846216726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752862413781285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967602424726996,0.20077950306562325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18288406893356465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342213281640495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899435373947768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769862509070078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15518321269540228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14291067415127254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15398274504285892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21092352557939292,0.13548682873700013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20599919104854372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910102139484897,0.08777780046891379,0.0,0.0,0.07988009794129826,0.15745010386935124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16160076010395094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699130481738655,0.0,0.0,0.3150639807605603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Vespiion,2019/02/23,"Anxiety and intimate relationships CW: death, suicide, abuse

Hey everyone,

This is my first post in this sub, so first of all hello! I’ll provide a little bit of background for myself. I apologize for the long-winded nature of this post, but I suppose much of this exposition is for my own narrative cohesion.

Nearly my entire life has been ruled by my anxiety. My first memory is from when I was four years old when I nearly died of anaphylactic shock from a medication allergy. I contribute this to my crippling fear of death, health anxiety, and generalized anxiety.

Between then and now, I’ve gone through years of trauma. I had an abusive father who would hit me and manipulate my emotions. I’ve been hospitalized four times for medical issues from kidney stones to a (still undiagnosed) arrhythmia. I was in two serious car wrecks that nearly ended my life. Like many people with crippling anxiety, I have chosen a career path focused on helping others with mental illness and graduated with my psych degree in 2017, only to walk into one of my patients violently completing suicide at my first job out of college.

Fast forward to now. I work in a mental hospital as a psychiatric technician and feel like I’m using my unique experiences with my illness to help others. I’ve gone through nearly a dozen therapists and medications. I’ve run the SSRI gamut and have added Klonopin as an emergency anxiety treatment. For the most part, I’ve been able to overcome immense obstacles to be successful and intermittently happy in life, and am currently working up enough patient care hours to apply to PA school.

...except in one area. My relationships remain crippled by my anxiety. One of my biggest obstacles is my situational social anxiety. With a new partner, I will often become extremely uncomfortable in social situations with their friends out of a dominant worry of leaving a bad impression as a result of my illness and ruining any momentum. The ironic thing is, this often results in me becoming too uncomfortable and needing to leave social situations with my partner all together, which obviously results in frustration and stress on their end. My previous relationship ended after six months when my partner left me abruptly because she couldn’t handle the strain of my illness.

Now I’ve found myself in another relationship with the same issues. I obsess over doing everything right and giving space for my partner to thrive on their own, and I’ve gotten better at discussing things openly and making expectations clearly stated. But rough situations still arise. For example, on New Years Eve I had a panic attack with my partner at a club and had to leave prematurely. She wanted to stay, and one of the first things I established with this relationship is that my anxiety will not interfere with her plans, so she remained while I spent the New Years countdown on my own trying to cope with the awful emotions that arose from the situation.

This incident led to a near break-up. My partner understandably wants to enjoy life with me and was very excited to have me out with her friends for the New Year. We’re still trying to piece things back together, but I can’t shake the feeling that this is futile and I’ll end up in the same predicament as before. I understand that it is my responsibility alone to handle my anxiety and not my partner’s, and have made a concerted effort to avoid codependency.

Yet I’m still filled with negative emotions and worry. Thoughts dominate my headspace like “am I good enough for my partner?” “am I hindering her ability to truly enjoy life?” “will my illness and resulting actions  cause another rift in an otherwise solid relationship?”
I’m afraid this worry itself and constant that a continuous searching for affirmation of the stability of our relationship will contribute to its decline.

I just feel exhausted. I’ve fulfilled many of my early life goals and am now looking for a long-term, fulfilling relationship. I’m just not sure what to do at this point. Therapy is another option, but I previously saw someone for this issue and didn’t make much headway. I often feel incompetent and hopeless in this area. 

Whether or not you’re able to offer advice, I want to thank you for reading my story. This has been a long journey, and though I have struggled, I’m incredibly thankful for the combination of medications and coping skills that have allowed me to live as productive of a life as I can with my severe illness. Peace and love to each of you.",8.232532527881041,8.975190921933088,8.55720957249071,63.656557853159896,61.71375464684015,11.879894671623298,38.497754027261465,11.538034831475384,4.973162763320943,3642,175,560,104,48,1203,372,807,0.202,0.685,0.113,-0.9975,3,2,0,0,2,3,79.0,1,2,3,13,22,37,3,9,37,1,43,21,1,12,5,108,76,51,5,7,13,2,5,3,10,5,19,1,0,8,33,53,0,2,8,3,1,11,8,19,0,14,19,8,80,18,129,49,16,104,0,2,2,1,45,44,0,6,50,417,113,11,0.09220854132329276,0.10925204341584303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04505255969978426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047750120084935815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03135248503272621,0.14503304308244602,0.3526964086322136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05245026370623957,0.0,0.03545133829201641,0.038495140225802665,0.02810473547097061,0.10183708943441076,0.039231338593073616,0.0,0.0,0.04077548077641144,0.05033392266110647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047006376628115284,0.047361785975358284,0.0,0.0,0.04833945061827973,0.049822337743020494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04784895402118237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15558329708751575,0.16333879733475173,0.09527607208375276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04405460637231683,0.04143554565015415,0.04509882342302199,0.0,0.051880122244573716,0.09324681809945247,0.032936900172749035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19608134536209412,0.0,0.05055095309504532,0.07124009029319954,0.0,0.0,0.04422741748531378,0.0,0.03867007482868323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04907885342475198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04900668378043843,0.0,0.0,0.06180544157637127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04540341960362139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443626409155763,0.04575137462601684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464532970985697,0.050092424973154116,0.0,0.22795366883512155,0.0675726534858492,0.0462085912294602,0.040710915663628486,0.1224024861563046,0.038715975698503685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041610904303041936,0.043624975654678336,0.0615499173443557,0.09348498819897932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18578080910533326,0.09292452197350366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036799988981726935,0.0,0.06778388752336506,0.03418573251051845,0.0,0.1781111675956515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04837867648629837,0.0,0.12496578795293856,0.03506437537618544,0.0,0.05409342790139441,0.0,0.04992643229818521,0.0,0.0319628962077336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043583437992493125,0.0,0.08831029379266493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04611674713205674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3959898611918018,0.0,0.03937279523559092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04665998329912401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052084702788759984,0.0,0.0,0.2591156595845386,0.0,0.14099249367551245,0.039063998917599714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0491410181569092,0.14727572042282033,0.0,0.05281228627284538,0.04819819400592301,0.0,0.1008611781558246,0.0,0.0434527294769704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489323624225903,0.05272425152862269,0.05353061172452225,0.12251851522521758,0.0,0.045297211840899736,0.03660164100834011,0.02688377098352935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06260354683089807,0.0,0.04503717322388688,0.09599234342641487,0.0,0.039819287016098014,0.0,0.03804085172568666,0.08158048007010761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067128916281784,0.14046337443437004,0.0,0.032751151081886004,0.0,0.0,0.14844819359105196
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anxiety,SummitRuckus,2019/02/23,"Anxiety at the Gym Have any of you had anxiety at the gym and if so how did you get over it? Was it simply a change of your mindset? Or was it more of a slow process? I've tried everything from going to the gym as late as possible and wearing headphones but so far very little has changed. Every time I try to use the weights I walk into the weights section and almost have a panic attack and turn around and leave, it's incredibly intimidating being the only out of shape person there.",5.240238095238091,5.487144520408165,6.192244897959185,79.75870748299323,68.08163265306123,8.982312925170069,30.619047619047624,8.841846274778883,2.324198639455782,385,14,77,6,6,128,68,98,0.16399999999999998,0.836,0.0,-0.9394,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,0,5,2,1,1,9,0,8,3,1,2,0,14,12,13,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,8,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,2,0,0,4,2,5,0,15,7,2,15,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,3,3,55,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18103717198343586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294482708074375,0.0,0.2766109220753934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609432984382332,0.0,0.2056771128340226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825081375518989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15232514107467598,0.0,0.16248428121844158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445640991289801,0.0,0.10274831633049994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20394136264631665,0.1914327287336643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18120117918629827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375005382450398,0.0,0.21212057457645586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578606875444444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20381592733509546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542132693463667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24549193570244865,0.19664988817061144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15614632625013924,0.0,0.1491724159197241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4403121422991961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Vova87,2019/02/23,"Splitting Capsules (Duloxetine) Copying my post from askdocs!

I have been taking 90mg duloxetine, but due to lapsing rXs dropped to 60mg. Normally I'd get the 30s to quit, but the whole reason I've dropped down is prescriber has become unresponsive. I've never had real bad experiences quitting SSRIs before, but this is my first SNRI- because I only have 60s I was wondering if I can open the capsule and just reduce the dosage by emptying it a bit and putting it back together. My understanding is this is a dosage I would not want to quit cold turkey from.",6.092277628032342,7.151480330188679,6.679865229110515,74.14235849056604,66.45283018867924,9.453369272237195,34.95417789757413,9.606745405546679,3.43226307277628,449,21,79,9,7,147,74,106,0.033,0.926,0.041,0.428,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,6,0,12,0,0,1,1,17,17,6,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,1,8,0,8,13,2,10,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,50,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14462363840176892,0.15704082013444393,0.1146531921207151,0.20772206505907226,0.16004413937681355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053371009669836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18398052782524105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15998266330817787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826521130544012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506062387240776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18428066852358094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430450242362598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801308019943006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18907460700873813,0.0,0.6001458639022096,0.0,0.2140787736530056,0.0,0.19337987508101298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14141444270073295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19580025231609693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109357823872708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20998711209177665,0.0,0.0,0.20396717393708416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133608232002205,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pickham,2019/02/23,"Ways to calm down after being exposed to something that triggers anxiety? Hi! My town was just put under a tornado watch--which is unfortunate because storms are probably what give me the most anxiety (I missed a whole day of classes the other day just because of a thunderstorm!). The watch is supposed to last for 7 hours, so I know I'm going to be dealing with this anxiety for a long time. When I got the alert, I immediately started going into panic mode. Does anyone have any tips on how to deal with this?",4.986734693877551,6.3252046122449,6.125102040816326,76.08418367346937,69.20408163265307,8.865306122448981,31.3469387755102,9.23628265651192,2.89284081632653,404,17,72,8,7,135,72,98,0.162,0.7929999999999999,0.045,-0.8627,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,8,0,7,0,0,2,0,9,15,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,2,1,6,1,16,11,2,18,0,1,1,0,4,5,0,1,9,49,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131870574622553,0.0,0.4431766973614295,0.0,0.0,0.13502420910636712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23543125742890936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490747967984775,0.3981676251897413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16898836688477106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18524487665354206,0.21949318630972034,0.0,0.15444451330779038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19017051734740656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612601056075137,0.15740716814052988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17089273833092966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265682906465997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20820093498169812,0.0,0.0,0.19412487194022685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14866243747461474,0.0,0.0,0.1366814247280593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260166482656735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327855896026646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21559595912332266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,starcrossed_azure,2019/02/23,"Why can't I concentrate on anything? Does this have to do with anxiety? Last year, I struggled with depression, anxiety and panic disorder. Depression is gone, I managed to recover, but anxiety and the panic attacks are not gone. My panic attacks usually come with depersonalization/derealization which makes me feel like I'm dreaming and everything is kind of blurry. During those moments, I can't concentrate and feel numb. However, I haven't had a panic attack in a month, but my concentration has been getting worse. I don't feel anything, I don't think anything, and yet I still can't concentrate on people and school. This is very similar to what I feel with depersonalization, but it lasts longer and I do not feel like I'm dreaming, more like I'm an observer of a film, like nothing's real, but still *not* a dream and, unlike depersonalization, where everything's kind of blurry, *here I can see and hear everything perfectly*. This has been affecting my daily life greatly. I'm a 17 year old teenager and not being able to concentrate has had a great impact on my grades and relationships with other people. *I really, really try so hard to focus on what the teachers are saying, on what my friends are saying, I even look at them directly to pay more attention, and still, I can't concentrate.* I hear and see what the teachers are saying, but I'm not able to recall it later, it's like I'm deeply lost in my world, but the problem is, I'm not even thinking anything, **I do not get distracted because of my thoughts**, it's like I just detach myself from the world and everything around me and do not think absolutely anything and feel numb, empty. I've always been very easily distracted, but never before like this. And I usually got distracted because I started daydreaming or went lost in my thoughts, but again, this time is different, I do not think anything, I do not daydream and still can't concentrate. I'm losing friends, they get angry with me because I ""never listen to them"". It is strange though, only with two of my friends I am able to concentrate perfectly on what they are saying, and only in two of my classes I'm able to focus. The rest of the day, I am on this state of mind, of numbness and detachment. I wonder if this has got anything to do with anxiety, depression or depersonalization? Because there are only a few exceptions on which I can concentrate, and I've noticed that those friends and those classes on which these feelings of not concentrating and detachment are present, are the ones who had a great deal with the start of my depression last year.  The friends I do not pay attention to  even though I try so hard are the ones who made me feel lonely at my worst time dealing with depression and suicidal thoughts. The classes on which I get this feeling of detachment and numbness are the ones on which I got bad news that were the cause of my depression last year (for example, on Science class, I got the news that one of my family members had died, and I always get this feeling of detachment on that class even though I do not think about that, even though I do not think about anything at all and I've already gotten over that loss of a loved one). I do not understand what the cause of this is, and I need help because it is impacting my grades and my relationships with other people. Any ideas on what is causing this or any advice to overcome this? Thanks in advance. 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anxiety,b_hills,2019/02/23,"Making friends with anxiety Anxiety fucking sucks because it makes you drive people away out of fear that they will leave you anyway! 

Also how the f do you make friends as an adult? It's hard enough but add social anxiety on top and it's a fucking disaster. I've recently gone through a break up and my anxiety is in overdrive.. I really need to reach out and make some deep connections, but I don't know how. I went to a painting day class, tried to chat to a few people and just ended up feeling more alone! 😪

HELP! ",3.5476923076923086,4.990359153846157,4.570384615384615,85.4496153846154,72.84615384615384,8.276923076923078,28.384615384615394,8.841846274778883,2.1727346153846154,408,16,83,8,8,133,75,104,0.204,0.6659999999999999,0.13,-0.746,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,1,1,5,6,3,1,6,0,4,2,0,6,0,21,16,10,0,1,3,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,2,1,0,3,1,4,0,0,2,2,8,2,15,13,4,16,0,0,0,2,10,9,3,1,3,52,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16812893830863188,0.0,0.12981834207104484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4967398835699173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525180203044787,0.0,0.0,0.09895722414465603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469192054081523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377963098130667,0.167734288596183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18267074212142145,0.0820808853455899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508374999832801,0.3001501052905063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541926736672794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880897530150628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921445290933439,0.0,0.0,0.17188813563318645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4334364913714743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036851220630965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250837398991421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039952378289186,0.0,0.16028511854832286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654789435013297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021404599937518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15048512950225454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway-account-yo,2019/02/23,"Medication question for fellow Abilify takers. After a recent in-stay at a mental health clinic, I noticed some changes that I am currently going through. I started the medicine Abilify as well as depakote and cogentin as well. 

I've had horrific muscle spasms, blurry vision, bad short term memory and an extremely weak urine stream, as well as insane dry mouth that makes me feel dehydrated. I've been taking it for maybe 12 days. I go to see my PCP Monday as I couldn't get a sit in with a psychiatrist on such short notice. I've also read that it can cause diabetes to come out in people by blood sugar levels being raised. I am likely to get diabetes in my life, it is a genetic pass down, but I don't want it so early in my 20's if at all, and I don't know if a momentary peace of mind is worth it.

This has driven up my anxiety pretty bad. I can't read things up close, my bathroom habits have changed, I still get minor muscle spasms, and flashes when I close my eyes. 

I do feel better when it comes to my anxiety and  depression, but these new symptoms are freaking me out. I just wanted to see how other people dealt with this situation or similar with their own medications. ",7.139871794871797,6.1761760213675245,7.899615384615385,73.15788461538463,64.42735042735042,11.047863247863248,32.74786324786325,10.317481424215053,3.2013401709401705,935,31,177,19,12,315,148,234,0.122,0.7879999999999999,0.09,-0.767,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,2,11,10,0,0,8,0,16,14,4,3,1,33,34,21,0,5,6,0,2,1,1,0,9,0,0,0,14,14,1,0,4,2,1,6,4,5,3,0,3,6,23,5,32,29,4,36,0,1,3,0,3,17,0,5,13,117,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088201372833636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19300862633990531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210659761593773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156931769627296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295906766893228,0.26689969303744665,0.21733390367209504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135623669777327,0.0,0.1086527070845257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275703397557827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19772431749443092,0.0,0.1433877682406381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13409142376326186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06932867512851186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910339117679275,0.061630459455789724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420602469443303,0.0,0.12673451049428724,0.0,0.0,0.2541654655968441,0.1271294086105997,0.0,0.1273754178512783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183634051857173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872449497575763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17491288654806492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833978000276158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14131673673317194,0.0,0.25236803657121426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455778799725192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20105024389611748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14179775097092528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928953459198685,0.1344589876629539,0.10074345739110628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111802759603355,0.0948490104666702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838083750857061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14881293570623327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402716772420632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RusevReigns,2019/02/23,"The thing about fear is... ... that it's exciting. Every day is like mountain biking down a mountain. Since adrenaline junkies exist, it would make sense fear junkies exist as well. I wonder if some people with anxiety disorders become attached to that feeling of fear and feeling like you are on a rollercoaster every day",5.785535714285714,8.541790767857144,5.424428571428575,76.12057142857145,69.89285714285714,8.051428571428572,32.628571428571426,8.841846274778883,3.2856757142857145,257,12,38,5,5,79,43,56,0.16699999999999998,0.636,0.197,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,2,7,0,3,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,9,8,3,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,2,4,7,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,4,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498940489367363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164010363254681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25273099873595445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245649424237411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301768705187926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6614630650249602,0.1981469441324738,0.139980028304363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19145339316369575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079189490823004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584056460631205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16208411749878296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301742509091974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17617416177203515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21248925964514076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391906048048792,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Eesther_Greenwood,2019/02/23,"Thanks to health anxiety, I know so much about rare diseases, medication side effects and new developments in medicine. I mean I sometimes feel like I am just wasting this knowledge by not studying medicine and making money out of it... ",10.646829268292683,10.004004048780494,8.80987804878049,68.41286585365854,57.29268292682927,11.126829268292685,47.32926829268293,10.125756701596842,5.0555268292682936,190,11,30,3,2,57,36,41,0.103,0.7709999999999999,0.126,0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,11,6,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,6,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554568375664907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688459017572789,0.2385608742091733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3549537832472389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18352013002584164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314216176658775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222902003712548,0.0,0.0,0.36374951826699387,0.0,0.3364010577726198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454782232095005,0.0,0.0,0.3225133180807828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302669913048233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30743944551824026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThaTastyKoala,2019/02/23,"I hate not being able to deal with something as simple as going to the grocery store I should have known it was going to be busy today, it's Saturday afternoon. I just hate all of the people, and my anxiety flaring up the second I pull into the parking lot when I see all those cars. Then having to Bob and weave everyone to get what I need, then the waiting in line. But you know what I hate the most? I hate that I've had this exact experience the last 4 times I've needed to go.

Today was a bad day, guys.",4.874049844236758,4.2460881962616845,6.252850467289723,81.99584890965734,68.90654205607476,9.002492211838009,27.17912772585669,8.344100000000001,1.62542492211838,395,10,85,5,6,135,74,107,0.185,0.815,0.0,-0.9638,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,2,5,4,0,8,0,8,0,0,0,3,18,21,8,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,1,2,0,1,5,1,5,0,1,3,1,10,0,13,15,4,18,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,2,10,59,17,0,0.16922908786701502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945978901788374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129921966523498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913876170108916,0.17446775876658024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16170564561017034,0.0,0.1655385204499631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841521373749342,0.0,0.2885303715620548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16756340314763812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.668314754649605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300388096872204,0.13794429331709546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387251881508545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509624487188106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732214159766675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13485367286614414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302808196252173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986788420395312,0.0,0.320818775720126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bearily619,2019/02/23,Uncontrollable body jerks I’ve had bad anxiety lately and it causes my body to do a massive body jerking that is very obvious. Starting a new job on Monday and need some suggestions to get this under control. Thanks,4.17625,6.964816124999999,5.125000000000004,76.13000000000002,75.25,8.0,30.0,8.841846274778883,3.0370000000000004,175,8,28,4,4,57,35,40,0.219,0.716,0.065,-0.7096,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,1,2,0,3,3,3,2,1,7,7,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,4,6,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,16,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679703030499609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18333161924598732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7316776786570572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255586773372581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24626621141903896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471616289798126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21788915545488324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476843085667232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16280823136377753,0.0,0.21206188995265154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15541264107225142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021503801782939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18116808780169166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BeginningOrder,2019/02/23,"Feeling great for once then it all crashed. After a night out drinking and taking cocaine (only tried it 3-4 times before so im not really used to how it affects me) with my friends i end up talking and kissing with a cute girl im normally not very good at talking with girls because of low self esteem.

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I woke up with a feeling of happiness for once in a very long time i could not stop smiling i was just wandering the streets listening to music, no hangover or regrets as i usually get it must have been at least 10 years ago i felt this true feeling of joy. I Was motivated to improve myself and while talking to my friend on the phone i was actually crying tears of joy. It was wonderful for the 4-5 hours it lasted after i woke up. It was probably the mix of alcohol and cocaine still in my system but i didn't feel this way last night.

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Now everything back at my ""normal"" state, which is feeling like shit sadness and hopelessness, regrets and racing overwhelming thoughts. That glimpse of hope it sparked in me was even worse then not feeling great because it showed me what it was like to be happy i had forgotten was it was like. Now im setting here home alone exhausted by negative thoughts and flashbacks. The girl hasn't accepted my friend request and is probably not going to do it even though she did it herself on my phone which is a shame because i really liked her. If anyone is reading my rant then thank you.",5.165620830244624,6.091132207746482,5.654262416604892,81.14722386953301,68.47183098591549,8.795848776871757,33.96145292809489,8.99025400887824,2.9314183098591537,1153,54,219,20,19,371,161,284,0.165,0.626,0.209,0.8716,1,1,4,0,0,1,28.0,0,1,0,1,11,29,1,2,10,0,23,5,1,4,3,47,42,19,0,8,9,0,7,4,3,1,2,1,1,4,19,13,2,1,12,3,0,1,9,9,0,0,18,8,27,20,35,21,2,42,0,6,0,1,18,14,1,4,27,149,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.08802560971606738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995996538483302,0.09640011513618817,0.0,0.09342362812636136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19547092184504225,0.2192142657933157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06307238863963806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693609280831954,0.0,0.16496165981735744,0.0,0.07675653969245105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202015951038468,0.0,0.09908431556686033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836509491835556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989353238099542,0.0,0.0,0.119157129794004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106909471949396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736576172770086,0.0644414026163832,0.08660951143301646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090730146249399,0.0,0.0471276088041861,0.0,0.051264731126006456,0.07565842104663527,0.0,0.19889936733402067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19204661865002265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048147113100202,0.08959243452151644,0.08883228316847852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923057960137853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705579316970346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17627550645022813,0.0,0.0,0.07982726415534395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16929975941012698,0.17676056746793792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19212757965322128,0.0,0.06860383093908391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945092716811544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022791621883107,0.0,0.11557335130501555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410192927509163,0.0,0.09259260251539997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07203663630766569,0.07541416995217211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782181044873177,0.2175064835084774,0.0,0.08304726898102853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862448652815612,0.14322301566133713,0.10519677933927804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612422593714712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790686716246384,0.099346417859472,0.14885467843469535,0.0,0.07159934433128053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782185429107322,0.0,0.0,0.0919250787816926,0.0,0.0,0.2192142657933157,0.058088100341577124
anxiety,tinygoldenkey66,2019/02/23,"Severe anxiety and paranoia in new relationship for no reason so, I have met an amazing guy, we get along great, it's been a great first month for us, everything is perfect.

Because everything is going very well, my anxiety has been triggered. I constantly overthink everything he says, I find it very difficult to believe him when he says ""I'm great, the most amazing girl, so beautiful in the mornings, the sweetest girl he's ever met""

He wrote me a long love poem as well which I loved ....the problem is I have a lot of past trauma and I'm constantly anxious he will ghost me or fade out. He's even introduced me to his parents today, yet I can't believe this is happening as it's too good to be true. I fall in love very fast and scared to get hurt 

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Has anyone experience this in relationships ? How did you cope ?

thank you 

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tl;dr New amazing bf for 1 month, he wrote me a love poem and introduced me to family yet I constantly have anxiety and don't believe he really likes me and wants a relationship

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anxiety,wavyslav,2019/02/23,"I don't how to talk to people anymore. It's literally the entire reason why I've isolated myself from other people after I've finished highschool. I just can't talk to anyone anymore. I get extremely anxious, my mind goes blank and even when I know what I want to say, I hesitate. Every conversation is just awkward and people most likely think I'm autistic.

It makes me so angry how I can't form any sort of relationship with people. I feel like a massive loser who just sits at home all day, even though I would love to make friends, go outside and generally have some fun.

Can anyone relate, and if so, how did you overcome this?


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anxiety,Wawagoose,2019/02/23,"Hydroxyzine & Buspirone for situational panick attacks? For some background:

I am a teacher.  Day to day I do not suffer from anxiety.  My anxiety is very situational.  We are evaluated 3 times a year and when the administrators come I have a full blown panic attack complete with inhability to speak.  I’m
Not sure why this situation makes me react so strongly but nothing else in my life affects me this way.  Since it only happens 3 times a year, my doctor has prescribed me Xanax which for the past few years I take exactly 3 times a year when I am observed and it has worked perfectly.  

I ran out and this coming week I will be having an observation.  I went to urgent care as my doctor is closed on the weekend and instead of Xanax I was given Hydroxyzine and Buspirone.  He wants me to take buspirone every day and hydroxyzine when he knows I will be observed.

1.  I really don’t want to be on something daily as my anxiety is very situational.

2. The Xanax has worked and I take it extremely infrequently (only 3x per year during observations) I am very worried about the new medication not working correctly and having a full blown panic attack and being unable to speak.

Can anyone speak to the effectiveness of these 2 drugs?  I am worried if I go back and tell them I just want the Xanax they may accuse me of being a pill-seeker which could not be further from the truth.",4.84087786259542,6.559695797709928,6.228160305343512,73.74231679389314,70.03053435114504,8.751450381679389,29.512213740458016,9.255337874911486,2.7338314503816803,1097,43,193,23,20,371,141,262,0.094,0.802,0.104,0.1345,0,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,2,6,8,11,3,2,16,0,28,9,0,4,5,39,45,18,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,3,9,3,0,0,9,16,0,0,2,1,0,5,5,6,0,0,4,3,29,5,23,31,4,33,0,1,0,0,9,8,0,3,19,132,38,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205252549188323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161604045450833,0.0,0.0,0.06585835364897151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214569228307565,0.0,0.07242466362298491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09603081800139716,0.0,0.0,0.16226903232255216,0.09875419714513888,0.0,0.0,0.0752013557309516,0.0,0.0,0.18223016629200525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19281056659790116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922803476978493,0.0,0.0786818853967332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793573487507104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05352914111919616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329002866362495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051763194031068514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665276830656424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06287113934837492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488437711595367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096723862972708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037580834324767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14326824961314386,0.0,0.2210183597415806,0.0,0.0,0.08991298627707138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060339165891832774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791318525184182,0.4234844807330556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251042939869079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877095950363187,0.0,0.212452685270858,0.0,0.08232435608841703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647651257361374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233144588292043,0.1666633507206621,0.07476195276106189,0.07555183368838735,0.0,0.0,0.08731310570420657,0.08498990910005272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20570968891371536,0.1913047223767681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303269523923526
anxiety,Andre3000000000o0,2019/02/23,"Help me with the mind blank I'm 23 y/o, and have had anxiety/depression all the way since middle school. I've come to wits with it, and in 2018 I made great strides in trying to fully cure anxiety. I'm more inclined to go out and actually see people, I dress without thinking too much about others opinion (I don't want to look completely dumb), and life overall just got better. What helped a lot was actually opening up to people close to me. So, I highly suggest speaking up for anybody with this issue. By telling others, I was able to challenge myself in a way. 

But, one aspect of my anxiety I didn't fix was, what i know now as brain frog. My mind literally goes blank with anyone I don't feel comfortable with. Sad example, it took me a while to work the confidence to talk to a crush, and we dated for a bit (during which my mind blank, with her in-particular, slowly eased through the 6/7 months). Now we are just friends again (I believe my insecurities + my brainfog greatly influenced this decision), we hang out ever-so-often, but my mind blank completely regressed with her. It's not as bad as before, but it's there. 

I no longer want to be that guy who sits quiet when introduced to a new person. I want to be that person who introduces myself. What am I doing to change? - 

- Reducing alcohol (At one point during 2018, I was drunk everyday for at least 35 days)
- Reducing marijuana (2017 - smoked an average of 15+ blunts/day. 2018 - substituted smoking with drinking for 8 months due to acid)
- Exercise (I've been doing it since graduating HS, but never too seriously)
- Supplements (fish oil, protein, creatine, l-theanine, mushrooms [non-psych], and NALT)
- Microdosing psycilobyn mushrooms 
- Trying to read more (current book - Thinking Fast and Slow)

It's be a week or two, so far I feel a clearer mind and more determined to accomplish my goals, but the mind blank is still very prominent (hung out with the ex earlier this week, and the mind blank only disappeared when we smoked. Besides that I was either silent, or said something that was dumb and over thought). I know this all takes time, but it's infuriating, especially when I plan to socialize only for my brain to derp out.

I do plan on changing my diet after an upcoming vacation (I go on vacations quite bit), but I would like to hear any other suggestions you guys may have. Thanks in advance.",4.501687440076701,6.283242543624163,5.467367209971241,78.61159731543627,70.9910514541387,8.956446148929373,29.773665707893898,9.461161749540981,2.825103215084692,1855,76,342,43,35,609,250,447,0.069,0.848,0.083,0.8498,1,0,5,0,0,0,92.0,4,1,0,9,15,14,2,1,17,0,24,8,2,2,3,71,48,28,0,4,14,1,2,1,1,2,3,4,0,4,24,30,4,0,8,5,0,7,7,6,0,3,14,10,41,8,59,29,11,54,0,1,2,0,25,21,2,5,24,214,65,8,0.08090494186923207,0.0,0.15790310517239775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864627780942386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055018134819749515,0.0,0.12378411816679707,0.0,0.0,0.056570616488562826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06755224705912925,0.0,0.0,0.06884414660018044,0.0911521643153971,0.0,0.07155384641297245,0.17665448464993985,0.0,0.0,0.1806333439936103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711734017703769,0.06969244360721018,0.1696545845379122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043539888136175,0.0,0.06968330788079695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792560421987917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318315181605622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181593906118259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06250695739478304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196028583880322,0.0,0.0647070728199196,0.1783959680607275,0.0,0.1602172246147613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118574947869666,0.0,0.10845775426392948,0.0854805130743864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444373954768064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892648040862075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05714555308562416,0.03952606793084134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793977473986543,0.0,0.0,0.06878248838912092,0.0,0.07655421219632362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5718364951707611,0.0,0.12915510544370376,0.0,0.05947444131580781,0.0,0.06239887880100959,0.07813849700790737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964656489388908,0.12306370801571685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217859961984876,0.14128614918226054,0.0,0.0,0.07648132085467023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605236446406944,0.08092683589550766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695912676290685,0.0,0.0,0.08188012048036508,0.06447076387164287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385080792565868,0.0,0.0,0.08247239963610535,0.0,0.06228457690877012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461079108594263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06083044754141445,0.06502832764975912,0.07071448522337076,0.07448640055144172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036812399028642,0.0,0.06422948667446744,0.04717632222425703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988836729558983,0.10985828957869227,0.0,0.07903237225839645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06675505009307202,0.1431594926677104,0.1284371540814589,0.12979412851326833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779894768623564,0.0,0.05889976125400805,0.0,0.0,0.057472549427719365,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bigspagettimomma,2019/02/23,"Work anxiety, anxiety from that anxiety I am starting a new job soon, one that I am beyond excited for, and I have done a few days of work in between finishing up my old job. I get perks, and I went into a location to make a purchase and was too anxious to say ""I work for this company."" So I didn't get my discount, I used my regular consumer info. For some reason, my anxiety is in hyper overdrive, should I have addressed myself as a new employee? I keep thinking because I didn't, I am going to get in trouble for using my consumer info. 
I know it sounds irrational and for the most part I can control my anxiety episodes, but I have a stomach ache and my head hurts.
Based on that, it is causing my anxiety about my anxiety to flair up.
Any suggestions? Any reasoning? I am trapped in my own brain.",3.5039855072463766,4.746399807453418,5.546847826086958,79.19099637681161,72.66459627329192,9.341821946169773,33.91356107660455,9.725611199111238,3.492117598343685,623,33,121,16,12,217,91,161,0.182,0.807,0.011,-0.9647,3,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,4,5,3,0,0,7,0,15,3,3,7,0,22,27,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,6,6,0,2,6,0,2,2,2,2,0,1,5,2,27,1,23,21,5,18,0,1,0,0,2,9,0,2,7,93,33,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16432790306361347,0.0,0.6470061756136902,0.13649587874827918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365273025856495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487870289989906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411875751721768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355135459235759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792099920438386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364413116732725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18937548012951025,0.0,0.0686666359489004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399950948214905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293437854156923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397968596978363,0.10739325390500973,0.0,0.0,0.06640129704619949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065045593976976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333836907397785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678367363365384,0.0,0.08187295946223813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308398029445586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24845284310585666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608349593259084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551931648151616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741865839369204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087049855861005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200436094440826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26388228961764754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sammichtiem,2019/02/23,"Anxiety and College I'm 19 and I'm In my first year 2nd semester of Community College. I've never opened about my issues so I'm kind of nervous posting this stuff.
I just found out a little more than a year ago that I have anxiety and it made so much sense thinking back to why I acted certain ways in the past, I always just thought I was just a little shy and get a little anxious from time to time like everyone else and I told my friends some of my problems that I was having last year in my senior year of high school and they kind of figured it out too, they told me that some of those things I do arent normal. I was also beginning to have depression at that time too and I think I still have it right now I'm not sure. One of my friends took me to one of her therapy sessions after a little resistance of mine and I thought it was cool and I ended up getting the same therapist. I haven't had much time with her but I really like it and I hope I can solve some of my issues. Anxiety has caused me a lot of issues lately and I feel like it has been the most detrimental now. I started College pursuing an Associates in fine arts and I wanted to major in music because I'm pretty decent, I really like playing, and it's really the only thing I could think to major in. In the program at my school there were a lot performance things I had to do which scared the absolute shit out of me and I was very intimidated and then less than halfway through the semester I decided I didn't want to do it because everytime perform, no matter how much I prepare, I get really shaky and then I lose any moral support I built up and I hate every second of it until I'm done then it ruins my day. I also had a communications class where we had to give speeches and I apparently didn't learn my lesson from high school when I would always finish writing a speech a week after it's due and I started to dread that class. I began forming a plan to get out of all my classes and I ended up dropping all of them and some I even enjoyed a lot. I also talked with my parents before because they're the ones paying for it and I promised to pay them back and I only work a part time job and my hours are being cut now so I can't give them a piece of my check and I'm glad I got out of some of the classes but I also bailed out on some nice people and pissed them off. For the rest of the semester I sat at home and did nothing but sit on my ass and watch YouTube and play videogames all day and that wasn't really the best for my mental health because I started getting depressed and lonely. I signed up for my next semester and I got 4 online classes which was a very bad idea because I already want to walk out of classroom classes and I got into trouble skipping school last year and online classes are so easy to forget about and thats what I ended up doing. I am a month or 5 weeks, I don't even remember, into my second semester and I've already dropped 2 of them and I haven't touched the other 2 in 3 weeks, my parents still think I'm doing fine and my dad is really big on school since he excelled when he was in school and I'm not the same way and I think he has high expectations for me that I can't and don't care to meet. I am so scared of what my parents would say if they found out I had been lying to them and I have to pay them back more money. I know I sound like every other kid and it sounds really juvenile to say but I hate school, I don't get anything out of it, Im too scared ask teachers for help because I had one teacher who was impatient with me in high school and I don't know what to do with my life and I'm terrified of the future and I feel like a failure.",3.353880229696472,3.923804120204604,4.891705351541766,86.27123847898474,72.37595907928389,7.7944699126574335,26.64730010133668,7.902280558234669,1.4072316459972014,2890,93,632,37,53,976,297,782,0.153,0.746,0.101,-0.992,7,2,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,10,9,32,45,5,6,33,1,55,5,3,3,6,129,108,68,0,11,11,4,3,6,2,2,2,6,1,1,36,63,0,0,19,3,5,3,16,19,0,7,35,11,108,26,96,69,28,107,1,5,1,1,35,45,3,14,59,450,144,29,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04475258703663844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142460039784506,0.16149380114667422,0.08401640631567697,0.0,0.0,0.03433205334921373,0.0,0.11586442259295775,0.05703454743555812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041545485250708204,0.0,0.047197377835195016,0.0,0.0,0.11646131746227628,0.04215350733883441,0.18465393283136536,0.0,0.04295966996340367,0.0,0.05298169860407585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051473604993835465,0.05186279049723715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040308777540972215,0.0,0.0,0.0651182873227159,0.0,0.08696663569388878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05166446876536337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04217438082244338,0.0,0.13414621595958764,0.0,0.0,0.06669074700667245,0.0,0.08507287364547242,0.04824131467327828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05105424227606211,0.07213408523810533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04294316831811056,0.0,0.110710077156636,0.0780103579667113,0.0,0.1582603797803575,0.09686109761435448,0.0,0.0,0.1211342414680054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996884872454281,0.0,0.05366401037308015,0.0,0.0,0.03383954597628882,0.21336394225669295,0.05064134148263815,0.05014375887297498,0.04971831172046408,0.0,0.0,0.05699228672144044,0.054533292648232014,0.15808207497343585,0.050099334480846164,0.0,0.0,0.105146316453186,0.055491315355362635,0.08230527804001994,0.056950145107661325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03565959085370002,0.14798877613704636,0.20240000977605327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056480660432728924,0.0,0.12876358324051915,0.0,0.047770854207288764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05087777958452795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040297258212621735,0.0,0.11133854494660377,0.0,0.03893773649262973,0.0,0.053692186826475016,0.0,0.04946533332138592,0.048442455833201684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13684185143054856,0.0767934028078142,0.0,0.0,0.16817541173314648,0.05467116674828238,0.048194377969109733,0.035000474656278716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048351410017575855,0.051362175835394284,0.0,0.04830806155308594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263973293979403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05719053332924497,0.0431145698698205,0.0,0.08029661784364601,0.15163518270750753,0.4087543387331051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051822915168561336,0.04176234884728864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720225893815934,0.0,0.08063599879439114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057794125541234816,0.0,0.0572906510401673,0.047582238697031945,0.0,0.0,0.04057854780784525,0.0,0.0,0.057734875381922485,0.058617867630715824,0.10062150248827192,0.16174620746957774,0.0,0.08016012067020736,0.14719328606187962,0.0,0.0,0.09648262934655656,0.05609154566174294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331209149976848,0.08933344170638649,0.0801465051549326,0.12148991307496998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045555552899845635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036754240256481364,0.0,0.0,0.07172728190558343,0.0,0.0,0.16255589617992208
anxiety,trutrog,2019/02/23,"Afraid of failing so you just don't try? I'm absolutely terrified of failing at anything that I do so I just don't put any effort into anything to avoid crying and breaking down when I fail. This happens with school work and learning new music (even though I love playing) and really just doing anything new.

Does anyone have any experience or tips in dealing with this? Up until now I've just been avoiding all the things I could fail at but I'm now realizing how bad this issue is for me and it's also been getting increasingly difficult to avoid things (I'm about to graduate high school and thinking about college and jobs and being a successful adult makes me cry and feel terrified that I won't be able to do it)",5.71099290780142,6.4138652056737575,6.337021276595745,77.53333333333335,67.15602836879432,9.10354609929078,31.97872340425532,9.150863307647796,2.7509914893617022,578,23,107,10,9,189,90,141,0.243,0.708,0.05,-0.9803,1,3,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,7,15,13,0,4,2,0,13,1,0,2,1,28,22,17,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,9,11,0,3,4,1,0,2,3,10,0,0,2,1,9,3,18,16,2,16,0,4,0,1,4,7,0,1,6,75,18,12,0.16095914760784866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12871897218905826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21891547979539103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112546378493999,0.0,0.3973669916191928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343941649844665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12851278199982327,0.0,0.3536121311758423,0.0,0.16594181349123793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140856434756183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631199895310876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574489319993784,0.0,0.0,0.08138578131178277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409451128127571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14233564265387236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17006217671812282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16799953160318445,0.15972711759687674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14527191498077627,0.0,0.10744148089650372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31091069551918793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16180840056076734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311455155211673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257985011558259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21386821105528825,0.10313612254158518,0.15814154529048155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928069558979064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718017647270962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RektMyAnus,2019/02/23,"Does anyone else here suffer from hypersensitivity to fear-like stimuli? How do you cope? I suffer from some non-psychotic form of schizophrenia, atypical depression, and some anxiety.

I've been trying to make my life less miserable by playing a video game called OldSchool RuneScape, but it's safe to say that it's going to be difficult to do so. Some parts of the game, such as the wilderness and bossing, trigger a terrible fear-like response in me that makes my heart pound, and I have to ""walk it off"" or just sit still and hope I don't have a heart-attack.

Now, I get that you can't reasonably expect to be free of fear, but the fear I experience is extremely exaggerated. I know there's no real threat to my life. And there really doesn't seem to be any reasoning with it. I can't do anything other than lying in my bed and watching cat videos in my life.

I'm sad because if I can't even play a video game, how am I supposed to deal with life? Especially later on, once I don't have parents to rely on. Because right now I'm being given a pretty sweet deal.

I've tried becoming a copywriter, but then I get depressed, anxious, or I get these super-annoying heart palpitations which my doctors say are a-OK. There's this weird pulling feeling and then a loud THUD in my chest, and it goes back to normal. But I don't go back to normal, because it usually happens again and again, and again. And once it starts it just reminds me that it's going to happen.

I guess this kind of turned into a rant about my hypochondria and health. But oh well.

I really wish there was something I could do about everything other than seeing the same doctors, psychiatrists, and psychologists.",5.477999419279906,6.1469671890243935,6.114843205574914,79.04142276422769,67.65853658536585,9.17444831591173,30.25319396051104,9.23628265651192,2.4882425667828105,1330,48,257,24,21,434,174,328,0.174,0.7390000000000001,0.08800000000000001,-0.9812,1,0,1,0,0,0,45.0,0,2,0,0,23,20,1,3,12,0,24,10,3,8,0,50,46,27,0,7,10,1,1,0,0,0,7,3,1,0,19,16,0,1,5,8,1,5,8,12,1,0,3,7,28,9,36,38,7,28,0,6,2,0,11,9,0,9,13,171,47,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06274827035689003,0.0,0.07058799192363069,0.10424133872118754,0.0,0.06451887817189443,0.09454378850515772,0.07593217085220826,0.0,0.0,0.10497296542503504,0.0,0.14190327543982784,0.0,0.16874485749380444,0.10190741202043646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422024817884077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07367185542820401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19025720403496185,0.15894784716318958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888890439455768,0.08074803716803854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708159553007693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06094492777510314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292831710555643,0.09025993193112324,0.0,0.41532758036283135,0.046655604379658766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14462527184482246,0.0,0.15732127861517667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164824769665973,0.0,0.16319203000198085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808104971391413,0.0,0.32802905718602604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164712947599438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608731270346126,0.050710396243420164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606983771048225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318484005132264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808143589299816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19653379509582908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245737508982453,0.0999218169957319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387401512677818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502598164177926,0.11822388740292115,0.18974240989504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879996745299474,0.0,0.1467571378253253,0.0,0.0,0.07352900884020705,0.08400115904442705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103565912839882,0.0,0.0,0.06531074870761656,0.0,0.07368871010105475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125293554171066,0.10036567329894908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162480871481028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296380274286554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610849349054384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cextra,2019/02/23,"Urinary issues/ Urinary Hesitancy anyone else with these issues? Been dealing with hesitancy and pee issues for 3 years. I developed a severe mental illness - anxiety and panic disorder around the same time caused by prior months of excessively working out, eating poorly, and general stress.

My hesitancy started off slowly, taking about 10-30 seconds to start peeing, and then after a few months it would take minutes. 

Now its gotten to the point where I cannot urinate without the aid of extremely hot water, and that itself doesnt work well anymore so much so I had to get myself catheterized last week.

My urologist did a cystoscopy due to prostate concerns and saw no blockage and no bladder issues. After removal of the catheter I could pee again like 3 years ago!! 

But everyday since its removal it got harder to pee again, after a few hours it would take 10 seconds to pee, then 1 mimute, then now its an indefinite amount of time; im using water and will need to be catherized again today or tomorrow...

Has anyone else dealt with something like this? I keep looking up online for others like me but I cant find any :(",7.753867313915862,8.19287750970874,7.544805825242723,71.54578478964405,62.7378640776699,9.390938511326864,35.61326860841424,9.075114841892004,3.3389559870550167,901,38,143,13,12,287,136,206,0.103,0.856,0.041,-0.7537,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,2,11,6,0,2,9,0,12,12,8,2,0,28,25,16,0,4,4,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,11,13,3,1,1,0,1,2,6,2,1,2,6,3,10,4,26,14,5,36,0,0,2,1,1,6,0,2,31,99,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420830143981268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994364575021294,0.0,0.08993174454795137,0.0,0.11658620172732526,0.1643989327973155,0.2409046526111764,0.0,0.10465177219507524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076471246726612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386070211362472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119740061589496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13473194686335369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029144497955202,0.19640967733036588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744611680896587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06141933704908456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940220769750994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577120246932353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698309025442528,0.4908011092953124,0.0,0.10449117996499044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582566944186027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17229907827197505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871932776251456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847107268217234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876677577357004,0.0,0.0864188450466343,0.08716795771307274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792928480947705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113055069833733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280736836022644,0.0,0.09724540469470397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050208932763093,0.0,0.0,0.16641667821811346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346625857774332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651675360320706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709832963439866,0.0,0.11143148155549384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153258894528508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429814246081686,0.0,0.10569899088601599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332196431149455,0.0,0.17116762187191772,0.0,0.0,0.16702002519219966,0.0,0.0,0.15140732593687062
anxiety,ftthelwthef,2019/02/23,"Tired Tongue Hi everyone,

I was diagnosed with Anxiety disorder 5 months ago. My tongue feels tired last 3 days. I don't have difficulty swallowing etc but it just feels tired. What's wrong with me? ",2.5102702702702686,5.468382729729734,3.2419459459459468,84.99967567567569,86.56756756756756,9.446486486486489,23.616216216216216,9.3871,2.863631351351351,159,6,31,6,5,50,31,37,0.3720000000000001,0.591,0.037000000000000005,-0.9115,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,6,5,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,2,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19030816050459728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16423590673123956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845614629440606,0.0,0.0,0.21790403218705204,0.0,0.0,0.2460513089120559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394341244008415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20514380203939672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21710563739162192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749995598108351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17136209528053387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7402576082394898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23472787490782654,0.0,0.0
anxiety,uhsiwywhwihwuwhwuq_0,2019/02/23,"In the past few months anxiety got the most out of me. Since then, I don’t feel love for my partner. Is that normal? Throwaway account because obvious reasons. 

I feel guilty that I can’t say ‘I love you’ back most of the time because I simply don’t feel that way. 

Last years I’ve been working so hard to be someone I am not and right know I lost who I actually am. Most of the time that results in anxiety attacks because of big choices I need to make or I get depressed by disappointing so many people. Since I lost myself, and don’t know who I am, I’m struggling to love myself in the process. Let alone love someone else. But it feels wrong to live life with someone that I don’t have feelings for anymore. Is this normal because I’m focused on myself and this is just part of the process?",2.0831481481481475,4.071652623456792,3.2627407407407425,90.90633333333336,78.32098765432099,5.554567901234568,27.46666666666667,6.42735559955562,1.0655748148148159,623,27,130,5,15,201,90,162,0.174,0.715,0.111,-0.7119,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,3,4,11,1,1,6,0,15,5,0,3,1,26,34,8,0,3,4,0,6,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,10,5,0,0,8,0,1,0,6,7,0,0,4,7,18,4,18,28,5,16,0,4,0,4,9,7,0,4,8,83,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.1161169288730944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323759888975835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18205381875296064,0.0,0.11800595743500493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353681320338881,0.0,0.09149584965996682,0.0,0.2901404319581531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248578324032677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994007510300334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008242164167855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06216728537440429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516705278231802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659153339614744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307874191488345,0.09699260891768696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167518318806525,0.08404604983305916,0.0,0.0,0.10507021733274816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25978295420960584,0.0,0.4295719403274289,0.0,0.07942664868579549,0.1206370314607251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497656284865212,0.0,0.0,0.08822946588176121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331695776541259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885441181333307,0.11358927557759127,0.08249257960392724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234138328426344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016166815451238,0.0,0.0946255044316212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19685926665648384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024591406937137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439402643484852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387678765715828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444860421748326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662602778719049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300967213724669,0.0,0.07662556200965354
anxiety,Raul_bitchboi,2019/02/23,"DAE see their anxiety as a main aspect of their personality, and ironically enough, is anxious about not having it? I actually don't want to get my anxiety cured, I'm actually anxious about not being anxious about some things???",9.842682926829266,9.000127048780493,10.824512195121956,53.96896341463415,59.0,14.053658536585367,42.45121951219512,13.023866798666859,5.918453658536588,183,9,29,6,2,64,32,41,0.272,0.728,0.0,-0.8216,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,8,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,6,7,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.4242484879865466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325787983186007,0.7367072972805913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22460394255937396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356818113551748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18980131865859465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17321777213956502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444126576288464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821195681762534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lanahbanana,2019/02/23,"Been pushing the “meds” away I think I may need to start on some anti-depressants or anxiety meds now that I haven’t gotten better at all, and I thought I didn’t need them. Does anyone feel better/worse with meds? Has it helped you overcome severe depression episodes? 

Also * anyone tried cipralex 5mg? ",4.101578947368424,6.3610879298245635,3.968280701754389,86.91663157894739,73.21052631578947,6.665263157894738,25.43508771929825,7.554174236665415,1.3456414035087725,240,8,44,3,5,73,47,57,0.157,0.79,0.053,-0.6848,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,11,12,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,1,7,1,5,7,2,6,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,3,2,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478616149433431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414452692502042,0.0,0.0,0.2585677774944512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17371629024379445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270517485331302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185020628304803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16180411919091814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348919474365483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393218517308065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6161347832493296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741967324372749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088803466512004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130870650717416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847417190058662,0.0,0.14678711891343962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255325447153614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884252668183155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,scared_of_humans,2019/02/23,"Stiff neck. Should I visit a doc? Anxiety? My neck becomes stiff whenever I leave my home or when around people or when driving. Facial muscles become tight and I can't talk properly. My movements become very jerky.

Is this anxiety? I've decided to visit my doc only if I get a confirmation that this is really anxiety. I don't want to embarrass myself otherwise.




//Unrelated incoherent rant. Don't read.
Will I ever be a normal human being again? No. This loneliness is killing me. I do have friends, but still I'm lonely inside. Why? Because I've got no REAL friends except my cousin. She's the only one who understands me. But I feel like I'm such a burden to her. I just want her to live her life happily without dragging this lumbering burden along. Wish I could die. But don't have the balls to jump. Other methods failed :(.  I crave human touch... Unfortunately I live in a conservative country where we don't even hug each other.  It's painful living like this. Such a miserable life.
//sorry for going off topic.  Good night. Take care guys.
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anxiety,blablabone,2019/02/23,"Nervousness/Stress/Anxiety on an axis? Would you agree with the following:

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Nervousness

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Stress

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Anxiety

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What's your opinion? Where would you put worry and self-talk?

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Thanks.",6.982365591397851,10.716969870967748,4.315322580645162,73.32631720430109,92.22580645161293,8.518279569892472,34.19892473118279,8.344100000000001,4.765640860215053,170,9,20,5,6,47,24,31,0.256,0.607,0.13699999999999998,-0.5775,0,0,0,0,0,0,187.0,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4534988387480805,0.5085841619608813,0.0,0.0,0.21345977796351606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402528121681536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14554633922835972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31963180303610195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213823378175243,0.0,0.1284482271109084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168597498646002,0.0,0.19821731287542305,0.0,0.5085841619608813,0.0
anxiety,ellarose1977,2019/02/23,"DAE wrap themselves in blankets to get to sleep? I call it my “burrito of safety.” I usually sleep with one sheet and one quilt for a blanket. I tuck them in pretty tightly around me to calm myself before falling asleep. I think it works like how some use a weighted blanket, which I haven’t tried. I may when I can afford to buy one. Until then, this works pretty well. Anybody else do this or something similar? How does it work for you?",2.0782428940568494,4.485516023255818,2.9552713178294603,90.89425064599483,80.62790697674419,5.217571059431527,23.50904392764857,6.42735559955562,0.6598981912144697,342,12,67,3,9,108,64,86,0.018000000000000002,0.7909999999999999,0.191,0.933,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,3,5,3,0,0,2,0,4,4,3,3,0,11,7,7,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,0,2,12,3,12,6,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,3,5,47,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17038557663609144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286634444542314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954396498685249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674944443124078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598891993269937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999801188466824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350782182810477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890904910691153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3894429276668005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830741996371049,0.0,0.0,0.1473482039856474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264067000943965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299472715859146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653071739917629,0.2107988189065148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330722651813723,0.17209057366363753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.418021979117248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OneStepMoreAbsurd,2019/02/23,"Think I had a panic attack and it is affecting how I see myself Hi friends, I had a panic attack after smoking weed last night, and I am still feeling the effects. I smoke quite often and have had panic episodes before, but not very often. I haven't been diagnosed with any disorders but I've yet to see a therapist.

I am trying to sort through my thoughts on this. If I were to believe everything my brain has told me in the last twelve hours, then I am to believe that I have been lying to myself and pretending to be a good person when I'm really selfish and manipulative. I felt as if I experienced a Jekyl and Hyde revelation. 

It's difficult to recount everything as it has to do with my job and other aspects of my life, but I felt as if I had a shocking revelation about who I am and what I've been doing. I went to write a note for myself so I wouldn't forget, and it was on a piece of paper I'd already written some cryptic prose a few days earlier that said ""echos of the future ripple in the past."" When I made a connection in my mind that this *could* mean I was realizing something about myself I'd already known, I started to feel like nothing was real and all I had in the universe was my lies and this shitty person I really was.

I think I should ignore these thoughts and tell myself it's just my anxiety, but I'm terrified of who I might allow myself to be if I really have been hiding something from myself.

Please help me. It is too hard for me to tell reality from whatever this is right now and I feel like a shitty awful human.",5.038919143284076,5.0549054637224025,6.550911505894074,77.8121982400797,68.49526813880126,9.449709447119377,29.933421882782675,9.276330184999452,2.4692687697160887,1220,42,243,22,19,420,156,317,0.182,0.737,0.081,-0.9883,1,0,3,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,2,13,13,2,3,16,1,36,3,1,6,1,57,56,29,0,7,10,0,6,2,1,3,2,1,0,3,18,15,0,1,13,1,0,1,3,9,0,0,24,10,44,4,35,26,4,23,0,0,2,0,13,7,0,9,17,187,62,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322716962882603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156735801616701,0.0,0.08050892974273154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394532233594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955217589971788,0.2371407027475894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748354648518253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402622133100167,0.0,0.0,0.06787161453498046,0.0,0.0,0.1068172043931509,0.0,0.0,0.1206150831238409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891673037747693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596387433362799,0.1503681079279932,0.20209535848059915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130878687599434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827099628267314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427509219134024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054069494055093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036409963209886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044352626011672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715706089640332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433469473491981,0.10283068533113676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958139674944463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463809185568374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116438657765585,0.1062632148749654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876136870697608,0.0,0.10098139323427624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.370432236892852,0.0,0.0,0.10046425908168814,0.0,0.1837844277051495,0.0,0.11552280350259035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193655320948928,0.0,0.11978707917215545,0.20225986854390224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987507464819773,0.10010810791200156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16772659613758378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16203903055308028,0.0,0.0,0.07448998527731808,0.0,0.08404544487930499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18397020900436872,0.0,0.0,0.12219268903611333,0.0,0.13486812012072796,0.0,0.16709889141411532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056210163940416,0.0,0.07145160015947825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683468796334236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755928299014947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,stvbles,2019/02/23,"Pre Night Out I get this every time before I have a night out. Worry. Panic. I fucking hate it.   


How many of you suffer from this too? It's like the excitement is overbearing to the point of making me feel like shit and I end up staying in a lot of the time.   


Anyone got any small things I can do to slow down a bit?  


Have a good weekend everyone!",-0.6820547945205462,1.4908085342465751,1.6433013698630141,96.28303424657534,93.7945205479452,4.5638356164383564,15.519178082191784,6.2581,-0.480878356164383,265,6,60,3,10,89,54,73,0.21600000000000005,0.65,0.134,-0.8336,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,2,9,3,1,7,0,5,2,1,2,0,7,11,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,7,4,11,10,2,15,0,1,0,1,1,7,2,1,9,39,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042193605502898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438431104900012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757098524572919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22543625686892105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828910063325485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17397878160025165,0.1973123697367421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440877903959303,0.1475182361168796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19089892786878196,0.1078837741100374,0.0,0.0,0.17319605668158333,0.16515086292175074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038685283255956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017635458444865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755524831571687,0.0,0.0,0.13783530314263415,0.20935091781847096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3875583222771842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24227438003201995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952020943938564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21196151613668546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22009345996356253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718439776428004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24081479768042144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097030901198458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AGstein,2019/02/23,"Feeling anxious, nervous, or maybe a feeling you just can't explain? Try doing a 'check in'.  If you are feeling anxious, nervous, or any other feelings that you may have trouble expressing, one tool that can be used is called the ""check in"" and it goes like this:

I'm feeling/was feeling \_\_\_\_\_ (make sure this is an actual emotion, not a belief. For example saying ""I feel hurt"" is different from saying ""I feel like you attacked me"".)

I feel this way when \_\_\_\_\_ happens (this part is the objective trigger, key word ""objective"". To stay with the above example, saying ""you called me a liar"" is much different from saying ""you attacked me"".)

I feel this way because I believe \_\_\_\_\_ (this is part is the subjective trigger. Here it's acceptable to say something like ""I believe your intention was to attack and hurt me"", but be sure to stay clear that this is your perception, not something objective.)

what I notice in my body is \_\_\_\_\_ (what are the sensations in your body that tell you you're feeling the way you do?)

I choose to respond by \_\_\_\_\_

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To give you an example:

I am feeling nervous and hopeful.

I feel this way when I share an explanation of the check-in format.

I feel this way because I think my words may not be effective or helpful. However, I also think that I have a responsibility to share ideas that may help people fix their problems even when their lives are largely out of my control.

What I notice in my body is shallow breathing and a bright energetic sensation in my chest and throat.

I choose to respond by letting go of my attachment to other people's actions and just share the idea.

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Of course, nobody really expresses themselves exactly like that. But any thorough discussion about your feelings will have those elements in some form or another. The check in is also helpful if you just want to work out exactly how you're feeling. And nobody even has to know that you're doing it. Self-awareness is critical for good communication.",5.455266766659523,7.0007107437325935,5.933718662952646,77.11378562245555,68.30362116991643,8.977115920291409,34.14195414613242,9.367010060515213,3.3281029783586877,1523,73,265,31,26,491,158,359,0.084,0.7440000000000001,0.173,0.9865,3,0,2,0,0,0,198.0,0,14,2,3,13,24,4,3,18,0,34,6,6,8,5,72,61,21,0,5,14,0,15,4,0,4,0,5,0,0,26,10,0,1,27,0,3,2,4,11,0,1,1,21,43,13,33,52,5,22,1,2,1,0,37,10,0,11,7,190,69,1,0.0,0.0,0.06929958009134543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358000249583332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658413332036636,0.07446454273248063,0.0,0.16045158375325844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423665902656833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657915041912775,0.0,0.0,0.16001728919966932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23664218142769305,0.0,0.0,0.14502680248912908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964842331817214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838937345068073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988137618989104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380837106666663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5386034253913621,0.050732532909653315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06812325693415076,0.040358985890438105,0.059563311470582324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06279759064626486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14279789152850353,0.0,0.0,0.070533088174329,0.0,0.0,0.1520442625001312,0.16033269443414205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03902752732183714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261679398777361,0.0,0.13877573375285926,0.0,0.06270680780081342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04740250586548053,0.0,0.07134327263238471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05220358149199104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16170019265395094,0.0,0.0,0.048121035348285365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15380283853942614,0.0,0.0984645595208929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795096422041666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04549349184300629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823665673336003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07408326060545327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934034568179957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15138330005456532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338600181949466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620695093615154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910060176558773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048213955824648484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06133343691688745,0.0,0.0,0.04188599380669051,0.28183868950059165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051699157124577726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bettername2come,2019/02/23,"In danger of getting fired and freaking out So here's the thing. I've been teaching for 9 years. It's the only officially marketable skillset I have that will earn me something in a good $40,000-ish living wage. This year, I'm at a new school and I have the higher class of students and somehow, every observation has gone wrong in one way or another, not helped by the fact that I have anxiety that gets worse when I'm being watched because I tend to catastrophize every detail and suddenly forget everything I was going to say. I'm getting put on an action plan because my kids, although a lot of them are above grade level, are not meeting expected growth and now I'm on a contract terminating at the end of this year unless something drastic changes. I'm trying to do what I can to solve this problem and make this new added pressure alleviate somewhat, but now I'm freaking out and trying to figure out what else I can do with my life with a bachelor's in elementary education and the only real adult work experience in that field. 

I'm not even sure what I want by posting to this thread. I feel like I need to create a dual pronged plan - one for getting through this year and making the needed progress without giving myself a heart attack from the stress and fear of not being good enough and getting fired so that I can continue and be productive in this field. And then a plan for getting out of teaching and into a less stressful career once and for all.",10.959492822966508,7.3193528280701745,10.16507177033493,68.33095693779907,59.31578947368421,12.609250398724086,43.102073365231256,10.018931242160765,4.30640350877193,1176,49,215,16,11,378,159,285,0.165,0.773,0.062,-0.98,1,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,6,8,14,2,4,18,0,17,2,1,2,3,47,40,23,0,5,8,0,3,1,0,1,1,1,0,2,17,22,0,0,2,0,1,5,5,10,0,2,3,5,16,4,40,33,5,36,0,0,1,0,7,16,0,4,14,146,33,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183294637677253,0.0888832814789837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321802955331486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416539013508117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291119310451724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970599242964922,0.0,0.10290782628214007,0.12005296518432808,0.0,0.07674088782708924,0.0,0.19578631659058032,0.0,0.10442202350572924,0.11365387677818635,0.0,0.1307434778400904,0.05874799811752485,0.08300452449892773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36421970355143385,0.11145784026213144,0.06603215414181142,0.1949054802764036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13768299786123894,0.0778781740629233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206681689709959,0.056763447099415665,0.0,0.10259587814433332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877863762905624,0.0,0.0,0.1551123996284116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17230343212630772,0.0,0.22442963206443028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12373612107095187,0.1574636009045193,0.1767319808292245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127571061902024,0.0,0.0,0.11117594866402028,0.0,0.11680074158319137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224705271361814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239713182725896,0.0,0.1175881672700969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788939538664201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661852625345527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950554331158947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718995294977564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15776765905081644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853052271765897,0.09222439750468757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200080797142016,0.0,0.08458603795247115,0.0,0.1184052044804656,0.0,0.12703302336033906,0.0,0.2992843080465664
anxiety,SanxietySa2,2019/02/23,"How do I get help, when my restrictions prevent me from getting help? Can't go out alone which means I can't go to appointments alone. I have nobody reliable to go with as I have had a relationship breakdown with more reliable family which means I can't go to appointments.

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My GP knows about my problems. When I asked receptionist for anti anxiety/anti depressant I was told to make an appointment. I can't make an appointment because of the above. I had an appointment and was unable to go, I also can't speak to strangers on the phone. I have been on antidepressants before but they were useless and done nothing so I stopped.

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The only way I could go to an appointment would be to get an emergency appointment on the spot however my surgery never gives you them and always says there's none left. The only option left would be to lie about having chest pains or something more serious then they will have to give me an appointment but I don't really want to do that. 

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I feel like due to my restrictions I'm essentially fucked and unhelpable.. ",5.9593103448275855,7.300125793103454,6.282733990147786,75.84459359605913,66.93103448275862,10.529064039408867,32.23399014778325,10.608840637214634,3.6242768472906413,868,36,156,24,14,279,110,203,0.128,0.805,0.067,-0.9366,1,2,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,3,0,8,7,1,0,12,0,26,3,1,3,1,28,48,14,0,5,3,0,1,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,3,7,0,4,4,0,0,6,8,6,0,0,8,3,26,1,24,34,3,19,0,2,0,1,14,6,1,2,7,109,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213310383434403,0.0,0.08235227261460484,0.08568678113810717,0.33473312473461525,0.3753922858847056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627146797166172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277504526660363,0.0,0.08762754798362804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222035553676027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869566559441461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538327504941664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707944045306162,0.0,0.05206927879828329,0.07356822132062285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952024301876342,0.1614068384943864,0.1975736891409827,0.35115204812082423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380493118921763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056594567685447565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237739791895004,0.0,0.0,0.05031033988014985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374785701661757,0.0,0.0,0.22434865024574205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942375664869852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988111320823644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15664034651803138,0.10957692124287344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853699959392584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597098714772427,0.0,0.0,0.11056091191067946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081893037574673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927826868724551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609505877424757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984008517739336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060739684890018714,0.08173994041582155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14630666022972275,0.0,0.3753922858847056,0.0
anxiety,jasminexlin,2019/02/23,Is this anxiety? Does anyone else get like an eerie scary feeling when they take showers early in the morning like before the sun comes up or when it’s cloudy outside,3.773645833333333,6.2310099062500015,3.6887500000000015,87.61458333333336,74.9375,5.516666666666668,26.291666666666664,6.42735559955562,1.087216666666667,135,5,24,1,3,41,29,32,0.19,0.643,0.16699999999999998,-0.2263,1,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,5,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870497751988766,0.0,0.0,0.26236940548419296,0.3844672797353007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192929286568369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232272534923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283661326123726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134563551944891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189727464742702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960420870452843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3666366600844561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28212611683319777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tagorneo,2019/02/23,"Constantly checking phone to see if partner is online triggers me. I am newly trying to work on my anxiety that I’ve had most of my life. Only had 2 sessions of therapy so far and have been on anti-depressants for a little over a month now (which I’m not sure if they are working or not). 
And I spend a lot of my day, checking my messenger,Instagram or Snapchat to see if my partner is online. And if she pops up online and doesn’t reply to my messages. My anxiety gets triggered. 
I want to work away from this. Anyone have any advice or stories similar? ",3.8633035714285695,4.922740151785714,5.568214285714286,80.07678571428572,71.58928571428571,8.457142857142857,30.964285714285715,8.841846274778883,2.624907142857143,435,19,83,8,8,149,74,112,0.052000000000000005,0.935,0.013,-0.47,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,3,0,10,1,0,2,1,19,15,12,0,5,9,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,13,1,15,12,2,11,0,0,2,0,6,7,0,9,4,61,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108191132149868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467109335347518,0.0,0.33008177381011244,0.0,0.0,0.15085076916664658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20269529524509428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23313883009695996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391347704450459,0.0,0.1858169707947179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271550341488852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523838906574879,0.0,0.21622865139791966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18341485249312384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17220200350760775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16408036683163713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438344823682389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20333286179851584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467180561161628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647363340673875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12724933262127425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4711849458470355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cosmic8bit,2019/02/23,"Has this ever happened to you during a panic attack? Throughout my life my panic attacks have always been the result of something stressful that happened, and thankfully they have almost always been very mild. I’ve never had one that just popped out of the blue like it did last night. I was laying in bed with my girlfriend watching a movie, feeling completely normal, nothing out of the ordinary. The next minute i’m having trouble breathing and it hurts in my ride side every time I breathe in. This has happened to me before, I describe it like there’s a “catch” underneath my rib cage and it normally goes away after a couple minutes. I sat up in bed and started to freak out a little because of not being able to take a deep breath. The next thing I knew I was unable to breathe in and I was hyperventilating. 

When I stood up everything was going black like I was about to pass out and I started shaking uncontrollably. I do have mild asthma and I thought maybe I was having an asthma attack because of my unstable breathing. Of course my inhaler was not with me so I had my gf drive me back to my place to get it.

While we were driving I noticed my chest was burning. I truly felt like I could not breathe and my legs were shaking so bad I couldn’t control myself. As we were about to get on the freeway I started to lose consciousness and this is the part where I genuinely thought I was dying. When I was going under I told my gf to drive to the hospital and that I was going unconscious. When this was happening my tongue went numb??? Like my tongue felt like it was tingling and then I couldn’t feel it anymore. This was really really weird and the main reason why i’m posting this because that has literally never happened to me before ever. 

Long story short my vitals were completely normal with the exception of a super fast heart rate and within 20 minutes of being in the ER I was fine. It scares me that this can just happen out of nowhere when I’m just relaxing. 

Has that ever happened to any of you during a panic attack? How do you cope when it gets out of control like that? To the point of feeling like you have to go to the ER? 
Any insight/advice you guys can give is appreciated. ",4.162607323232326,5.717065113425933,5.002954545454545,82.51022727272729,71.47685185185185,7.180808080808082,27.90572390572391,7.686295010490155,1.7158370370370375,1747,64,325,21,33,567,195,432,0.127,0.775,0.097,-0.9479,0,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,2,5,1,4,19,32,4,8,22,0,45,15,10,5,5,57,80,24,1,6,7,0,5,8,3,0,5,0,2,1,24,24,0,2,10,1,0,13,7,19,2,1,33,9,55,13,56,42,2,64,0,2,3,0,14,26,0,1,32,242,79,0,0.07255321983175063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089816672017582,0.0,0.0,0.0726515693706072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074018203455306,0.0,0.0,0.09867735488302053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195329844135892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301590467260369,0.06816613833787992,0.05578894760762658,0.060578908009494815,0.13268330818438634,0.0,0.12347489255935536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15214134122163606,0.0,0.16274921073362303,0.05792784232642375,0.08027875775953586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529878750920471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196885623264132,0.061129216902962365,0.0,0.06520615572615628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005526378181373,0.05183203474462144,0.1393249378054196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371818851511832,0.06959965958363984,0.16493466727996411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183909443440578,0.4491100088057027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597591483075802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766972241127353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059140557712132336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05124648482078712,0.2835667072408229,0.07271738668616451,0.0,0.06420731643441821,0.0,0.08116849459683438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288946113654697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191503179674392,0.0,0.15432234477879994,0.0680862819221971,0.2132602527838501,0.06961677119972443,0.08260232165795131,0.0,0.0,0.04916393945008192,0.0,0.0,0.25537671302418163,0.0,0.07856806681812703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580267255850727,0.0,0.06858624401412246,0.0,0.06948592903645881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295890091118132,0.07459679370873892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263843006311699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055855013256095314,0.0,0.0,0.15406062727885855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310946818552853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05455099195386034,0.0,0.0,0.06679725698857211,0.0,0.0,0.048201135388470887,0.0,0.0,0.11519830454622305,0.0423063659414321,0.0,0.0,0.0693277107491674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05986400474906061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06725756166363793,0.06546799596670838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dmnpiz,2019/02/23,"Feeling frustrated and lost For as long as I can remember I’ve not been ‘right’. As a teen I was extremely suicidal and self harmed on a regular basis.

I’m now 20 years old, I no longer have these feelings but my anxiety is as bad as ever. I went to the doctor for the first time about my mental health about a year ago, they gave me propranolol and sent me on my way(which didn’t really help as panic attacks aren’t something I experience regularly). I went back a few times and they eventually referred me to my local mental health service, who after a 4 month wait set me up to do a 8 week online cbt course through SilverCloud. 

I’ve just finished the course and my supporter will call me next Monday for our final phone call. However I feel no better, if anything I feel worse, and I don’t know what to do. 

The last few weeks have been crazy, I was diagnosed with ADHD, told I need and MRI for my fucked knee and university work is just piling up.

I’m scared. I don’t know what to do. Everything’s just going at 100mph and I’m just not, I feel so lonely and frustrated. I don’t know what’s going to happen once my course ends Monday, it took a year and a half to get to this point as the system here in England is fucking shit, so I’m not expecting much after that.  I’m afraid as I’ve took the help and I don’t feel better. 

The majority of the methods that I was taught in the course I already did. I recognise that the anxious thoughts are just in my head, and I keep telling myself all these things I’ve been taught but it’s not helping. I know that the things I worry about I can’t change, but it doesn’t stop the thoughts. 

I’m just fed up, I’ve never known what it’s like to not be anxious. Growing up my family was fucked, I’m the middle child and could recognise my mum (who was a single parent of 5 a lot of my childhood) was struggling and so stayed out of the way, never asked questions just worried and kept my fears to myself as I didn’t want to burden her more. Most of my memories from childhood are these anxious situations. 

I’m scared it’s gonna be like this forever, my family don’t know about my anxiety, my friends know to an extent but don’t know how bad it truly is.  

I need help but I don’t know how to go about it, I feel like I need a therapist to sit down and tell everything to but I know with the nhs that’s unlikely. 

I don’t know the point in this post I just needed to rant and tell someone how I was feeling.",3.685944151979861,4.159948910505837,4.952574959945071,86.48124971389336,71.56809338521401,8.303868162050811,26.401693751430532,8.405096225971981,1.5041491874570845,1916,58,425,29,34,638,221,514,0.204,0.7140000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.9967,3,2,2,0,1,0,44.0,1,0,2,5,23,26,7,6,28,0,40,12,3,3,4,85,98,40,1,8,20,2,8,3,1,2,5,0,0,2,26,21,1,4,24,0,0,9,22,19,0,2,27,8,58,7,58,66,10,62,0,2,0,3,26,18,4,4,32,272,84,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327366830020068,0.0,0.06142181245391915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646374613814283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060140251968004,0.23483549273562698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05702014503177068,0.0,0.06477722700894974,0.07882790187311592,0.0,0.053280087051712235,0.11570928044544505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256356290119907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14150661454269978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330011958341168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05532279446418155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703283588179213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092172237280417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0613707814725671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06267718844314328,0.0,0.0,0.12454759598018213,0.06777936613043274,0.13064175886423324,0.07797103191635643,0.2802827100466802,0.04950111880015603,0.0,0.07590431254703334,0.0,0.0589384302733752,0.0,0.0,0.0535336378718359,0.19217374250125785,0.036201405733993136,0.0,0.1181380964424264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061273325352790224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111200273408409,0.14730503860981212,0.0,0.0,0.1857757402743893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06158854496448354,0.0,0.0,0.3808022496875955,0.056480973352479334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155545695864487,0.0,0.0,0.06131987706674314,0.0,0.0,0.07563872277419206,0.05890827163592319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13965697371436006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05530698447257238,0.0,0.05093646110338342,0.20551199383038846,0.10688214946199333,0.0,0.0736911907862803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270868234661476,0.07379207899784793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129742589043132,0.07693885637179068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100376358857382,0.0,0.06636110747185911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776211735861808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04438924325668905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849258433736248,0.059173674639356084,0.0,0.0,0.13874367748544927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228506195155243,0.0,0.07112566193531569,0.0,0.0778853807176869,0.0,0.0,0.05870958229485002,0.053343181690569716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385441146518062,0.0,0.05792992756908974,0.0,0.07243743384856091,0.0,0.07579251745047358,0.0786299934051009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816887496378367,0.0,0.0,0.08045156516012954,0.09206700608699127,0.0,0.0,0.11001777157727498,0.08080764943101214,0.0,0.0,0.06621000435051423,0.1539685022037021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04086930883541718,0.10999908462125643,0.11116125569567012,0.0,0.0,0.1284659020825356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05044428046297489,0.1407356520797571,0.07061289886215794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386235428491874
anxiety,Cyber19,2019/02/23,"Evening anxiety? Hey guys I need help, everyday I get anxiety at the same time of the day it begins from around 3p.m. and stops around 7pm when it's completely dark outside. I have no idea why and im just anxious for no specific reason. Sometimes even thinking about this time of the day makes me anxious. Am I going mad? Is this normal?? 
(Sorry for my english)",1.6483333333333334,4.104466055555555,3.161666666666669,88.42500000000004,82.8888888888889,6.377777777777778,25.66666666666667,7.6454224807358475,1.5918833333333335,284,12,56,5,8,93,55,72,0.233,0.731,0.036000000000000004,-0.897,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,7,1,1,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,13,9,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,9,9,1,12,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,8,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885336673459218,0.4260942255279511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33576085705303804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19772754446903995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24324315219498605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491169253845289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852775932350856,0.0,0.10717707132467304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18672857259358108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264043968375111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21288925189664265,0.20370391404167493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258817990596862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13983321818357874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847730352894632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19389655338722486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18651516066717397,0.21110521152629533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15766531286369412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083750656863368,0.0,0.0,0.21993059311398747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701684233866261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ph0b0s123,2019/02/23,"I want to overcome my crippling fear of being inside a car/driving Long story short, I had a pretty shitty experience happen when I was in a car, now every time I even get inside one, I start hyperventilating, dissociate, rapid heart rate, can't feel my arms/legs and I feel like I'm going to pass out.

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This fear is so severe that I haven't been in a car in 6 months. I can't go anywhere that isn't within 20 minutes walking distance, it's ruining my life and I'm missing out on opportunities and in turn making me depressed.

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Just being in a car that is not moving makes me panic, but it's 1000x worse when the car is moving, especially when it's moving very fast.

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Does anyone have any tips for me?",6.438219178082187,5.976560321917808,7.368595890410964,74.73864726027398,65.64383561643837,8.943835616438355,30.578767123287676,8.07648339933343,2.1069479452054787,581,18,110,6,8,196,92,146,0.14800000000000002,0.8009999999999999,0.05,-0.9041,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,1,7,8,0,3,6,0,13,2,1,2,0,13,27,8,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,2,0,0,11,5,6,0,1,3,2,14,2,13,22,0,30,0,3,0,0,0,10,0,0,10,66,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.376848324470687,0.4226231092815513,0.07884014217410833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106482456097837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985510992844683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145597152558497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657433014888347,0.0,0.09768069193453303,0.0,0.0,0.11340720350698427,0.0,0.26091942692918024,0.11724098406506445,0.08282437228447505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605715341069044,0.0,0.13177767719054595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252141432632153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738417201882955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818886998741259,0.05664024826469359,0.0,0.0,0.1025993038080216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15477574518155085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925386412048848,0.369663391160404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856092171661308,0.0,0.0,0.13602537540418946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794812282402492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097415942231455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205977127846932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760294516703329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610457479200285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565896149369836,0.06838178473620901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181482189737279,0.0,0.0,0.4226231092815513,0.0
anxiety,feurigel_,2019/02/23,"Is there something like „heart phobia“? Hello, I’m a 15 y/o boy and want to share this on this subreddit, I don’t know if it belongs here.

I can’t stand hearing, seeing, feeling hearts pumping it makes me unbelievably anxious. I always have to lay on the right side and hear Podcast to sleep. And it’s not that I fear an heartattack but still.

I couldn’t find anything to this on the internet so I’m curious if anybody feels the same.",1.2212499999999975,3.6214277159090926,2.7260909090909102,91.1916363636364,84.3409090909091,5.3381818181818215,24.70909090909091,6.742157984588678,0.938178181818182,341,14,70,4,10,111,65,88,0.042,0.823,0.134,0.6689,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,5,0,5,2,2,1,0,15,15,7,0,4,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,7,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,5,6,2,7,14,1,7,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,2,2,42,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798759409085556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442176078257317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17789461791295952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432583593624835,0.2186103945525805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19758115789235306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4872926449259166,0.512339746886607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880480253220176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561278651353816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14429931218647474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18461331928581987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17226446690963867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21633234992625028,0.0,0.0,0.16642302329848696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17263861655477414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750634140955475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheWeirdSlimShady,2019/02/23,"Is it possible i have anxiety attacks without noticing? Hi, i know this seems like a weird question, but is it actually possible to get anxiety attacks without realising yourself? Like, getting sweaty palms, heart starts racing, feeling nauseous, but having nothing to actually be afraid of/anxious about?",10.575034013605439,12.146975755102046,10.04530612244898,52.13421768707485,56.755102040816325,12.247619047619047,55.10884353741497,11.855464076750405,7.780831292517008,248,19,28,7,3,80,38,49,0.254,0.682,0.065,-0.8502,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,1,1,0,5,2,2,0,0,8,11,2,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,2,2,5,10,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.36281406880281203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844188498777814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4229655679502849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399426854621312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19424528337090255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22028687087052395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216321631591672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816381446597632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17837159067029953,0.2116430746970183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4191381251650012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20824532298026044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16923213419688166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157767720729396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3583929447535717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,parrushes,2019/02/23,"Change! So, in November I got a new job, much better than my old one that I walked out of. I work in housekeeping in a residential home for the elderly. 

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Since then my anxiety has now calmed down to the point that I don't need to take my medication now, which honestly I don't know how to feel about that but hey, if I don't need it.

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Though I'm not saying that I'm fully calm and working in a place with people with dementia is honestly quite anxiety inducing at times, but I don't know, I feel a lot calmer than I used to.

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The nightmares haven't gone away though.",3.9175318761384332,5.198563303278688,4.7851912568306005,84.89906193078326,71.70491803278688,9.028779599271402,27.489981785063755,9.444778638647367,2.23632495446266,481,17,101,11,9,156,75,122,0.03,0.8240000000000001,0.146,0.9229,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,4,7,5,0,0,7,0,7,1,0,3,0,18,19,9,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,6,4,0,0,5,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,2,3,12,5,19,17,2,18,0,0,0,0,2,10,0,2,6,66,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4434141939637029,0.4972745616309345,0.0,0.0,0.15653473719578095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612422523597096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048545733879372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082311037064081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034626792922738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182717450816948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026259256658356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015275351286233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124545171598842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698085750511829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103067218071847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521010109464163,0.15172410388673613,0.0,0.09881226505588142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735781857023917,0.0,0.0693283454867673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092932385244348,0.0,0.10689285542897503,0.0,0.09671663568536276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881997186672863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136153676799023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463242842612917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692487744321293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20103939188705533,0.0,0.0596581638307327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836355397777892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14896674606296073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4972745616309345,0.0
anxiety,kondor89,2019/02/23,"Sexual problems caused by anxiety How do I get rid of dry mouth, soft cock and ruined self confidence because of anxiety? What a dissapointment for a girl trying to get iz hard but it doesnt listen..I take AD and have no sex drive at all, what to do?",1.7711764705882374,3.895556705882356,4.121333333333337,83.68200000000002,79.98039215686275,8.00156862745098,21.964705882352945,8.841846274778883,1.6245576470588237,196,6,41,5,5,68,42,51,0.234,0.725,0.041,-0.7278,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,4,3,2,2,1,7,7,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,7,7,1,2,0,1,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,23,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5189476560025592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20676261847680275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34843405283489753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3544179105505815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038410662547537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245520248748689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3538415166684008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550231696336565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23028278067341298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thefox--andthewolf,2019/02/23,"Severe anxiety around certain friends Recently I’ve developed this weird phenomenon where I’ll experience severe bouts of anxiety around certain individuals, two of which are my closest friends. We’ll be casually hanging out and suddenly I’ll start feeling the symptoms of panic attack, such as sweating, blushing, shortness of breath, etc. 

The funny thing is, there is absolutely no reason for me to be anxious around these friends, as they are always respectful and understanding towards me. However, despite this, I still experience the same physiological symptoms. This has been really getting me down lately, as I feel like I am destroying my close relationships and making people confused and concerned. 

Honestly, this is one of the weirdest ways my anxiety has manifested itself, so any advice would be much appreciated <3",11.93818277310924,12.205278889705887,11.422436974789916,47.77382352941179,54.220588235294116,14.242016806722688,49.57563025210084,13.25671669890799,7.369927731092435,683,41,85,22,7,224,94,136,0.18600000000000005,0.625,0.189,0.3678,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,1,0,8,14,2,2,4,0,14,4,2,2,2,19,20,8,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,2,2,0,0,0,8,9,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,5,0,2,1,2,11,9,16,14,3,17,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,1,6,67,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356204549006133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548139514620955,0.0,0.0,0.0943795049767918,0.0,0.31851362741155714,0.15678911770264406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.370647936882046,0.0,0.15788955546362446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15478351234082066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715194425741792,0.0,0.0,0.14034913857228673,0.0991490253652714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32167806392488124,0.0,0.07251016103027662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15655709400616535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678040202055842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264099359682597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202396625307393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940452502706093,0.0,0.0,0.1628359264824584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621700858996203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891011581719628,0.1426955246506731,0.13703481766490624,0.14900464443288902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135782354052881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823372178435934,0.0,0.11083499102301886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885044009387999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922035111840232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557413742443825,0.1444815274561261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016217709442168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985898700948919,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chiakoismyfriend,2019/02/23,"This is what my dad told me during my breakdown Hello people of r/Anxiety! I just thought I should share my dad's message/ advice yesterday when I had a breakdown due to so much pain my anxiety caused me.

It all started when I started shaking while I was singing in front of a crowd. Performing is very important to me and one of the best things in my life. I was confident before then something bad happened. I could not breathe, my heart was pounding, I felt nauseous and I thought I was going to fall off the stage(which was quite high by the way). I could not stop shaking and I felt very embarrassed by it. What I thought would be an experience became a recurring scene in my head that I could not stop. This was 3 years ago. And up to now I still feel the pain of that experience- the feeling of falling and being constantly judged, but I know my brain is lying. I talk to myself over and over again, that it's okay to feel that way but my body or maybe some part of my brain is not listening to me. I've tried different exercises to stop myself from doing what I do, read hundreds of articles about this but I always go back to zero.

I told my parents I wanted to give up\~ that there's no reason for me to be up on the stage and keep on embarrassing myself and putting myself in pain. My mum was very angry at me and told me, ""You were born normal. (You have) A sound mind and a sound body. Now you are acting abnormal"". I was already crying before she told me that. She then continued shaming me.

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Anyways, here is my dad's message to me:

""What do you think other people would do if that would have had happened to them? They can't do what you do. You are trying your best despite feeling the worst physically, mentally and emotionally. You get up there even though you feel like running away. Why do you expect so much from yourself when that trauma has happened to you? You are still recovering and that's okay. If you are looking for perfection then you are never going to get it. What you have and what you are right now is enough""

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What he said may seem simple but for me it encouraged me to keep going on. Now when I have a panic attack, I tell myself that it's okay. I'll get it right next time and I'll continue improving. Before, I could not feel compassion for myself and hated myself for being different. For having something that seems like an endless disability. Although  I still have it and I still feel pain from not being to let go and give my all, my mindset has shifted and I am see my anxiety in a positive perspective.

​

PS. Just want to thank the people who are sticking up with my fellow anxiety feelers. Thanks for not giving up on us and believing that we will get better :)

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​",3.5321111111111096,5.405433914814818,4.40814814814815,84.83166666666666,73.74074074074073,7.31851851851852,26.62962962962963,8.094773233980128,1.697807407407408,2174,79,421,34,45,701,235,540,0.121,0.754,0.125,-0.2773,3,0,2,0,0,0,80.0,2,16,2,6,25,28,2,6,17,3,57,13,7,2,4,79,105,38,0,14,16,5,9,2,1,6,6,4,0,0,34,21,0,5,17,3,0,13,10,15,0,2,21,15,86,13,59,68,10,74,0,0,2,0,47,23,0,7,37,329,120,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0532626625147602,0.048316307640303716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06014876041817065,0.0,0.04535338405193928,0.29528630825265034,0.3311539673084385,0.0,0.0,0.16678785763407358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620084788347551,0.051210210209733764,0.04191177326497848,0.04551025903895789,0.0,0.0,0.1391418530762309,0.061409631663684995,0.1144014332384688,0.0482061548987081,0.0,0.1210878255322557,0.0,0.1216935133042539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05599270805724919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05890165572358382,0.0,0.17407452174147822,0.0,0.05987231547958422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389440243598542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06131194839188168,0.0,0.056319300245588365,0.0,0.036000719315936194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663471411169052,0.0,0.0,0.19291920843518165,0.03893911932803852,0.10466867460069657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390860585674308,0.1568614542958556,0.15488516711210387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14459850920766498,0.0,0.0,0.05381342104316023,0.055938912639477034,0.0,0.0,0.06458990899020349,0.0,0.05758861417878785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689492923560876,0.0,0.0,0.029955089097751995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05573610943780552,0.03849922152219221,0.053257786931928085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04577133821697002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05475863409446706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05492925913867491,0.0,0.05503555323285364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801364084339196,0.0,0.04203841117955387,0.0,0.057967782163403876,0.0,0.053404337504099966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03693469712920842,0.0,0.2319930391292056,0.06395108321874728,0.06052249690191914,0.05902471983355467,0.0,0.11336285652033501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0547936156681439,0.0,0.05797387308591915,0.0545207809532082,0.0,0.0,0.05604127767750965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309570505518154,0.05184771709113052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04343424966559173,0.09924048675982257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839228109397716,0.0,0.0,0.07715929834925686,0.0,0.1741143465714428,0.13670844722020528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04380988294320276,0.047640673410985206,0.1003636601757592,0.0,0.0,0.036211384945357056,0.03492526370980285,0.053551898565110716,0.12981510032977958,0.03178290491287409,0.0,0.0,0.20833139311643165,0.0,0.07401203415079377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655640439585782,0.0,0.0,0.13491955134675626,0.06429813839244992,0.0865287004791619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049183214968803374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615856137821864,0.0,0.3311539673084385,0.03510009681515987
anxiety,MyBurnerAccountlol,2019/02/23,Does Anyone Know What This Is? Or Have Experienced This? Sometimes when i’m in the middle of eating i will get this sudden sick feeling and then i will freeze i won’t chew my food i won’t look around i won’t reply to people talking to me otherwise i feel like i’m going to throw up and then i start sweating profusely and shaking and i can’t eat anymore afterwards and it doesn’t stop unless i spit out my food and sit there for a while what is it? and does anyone else experience this or something similar?,0.8204615384615366,3.271432819047625,2.731428571428569,89.86549450549452,87.4761904761905,5.516483516483516,20.457875457875463,7.010146845296331,0.6021282051282061,406,13,83,6,13,135,66,105,0.086,0.86,0.055,-0.6072,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,10,8,2,0,0,16,19,14,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,8,9,5,1,3,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,5,12,1,10,14,0,17,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,2,9,56,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19153877422336454,0.2700900244205041,0.19789040719316692,0.0,0.17193177125221867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33802880565464954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3952521924477537,0.16134014267593866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18892383059203402,0.0,0.0,0.1953104840521659,0.1379762236831812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4670810489792453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090546186166792,0.0,0.10976350175068557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614236133545467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943563754060006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16218539373990815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338960161275089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14868534181266674,0.19101620254581256,0.0,0.13670248315822214,0.0,0.0,0.16147014124048484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15523520595271306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,riverboo,2019/02/23,"I can’t open up to my therapist of 1 yr I can’t open up. 
I’ve been going to therapy for over a year. 
I don’t think it’s that my therapist isn’t right for me, she is wonderful, but I cannot get myself to open up to her. 
Usually in our sessions it’s mostly her talking, and me answering questions. While this does help me, I just wish I could open up more. I don’t know why I can’t. To make it worse, I often used to answer her questions with just “I don’t know” and she eventually had me do something where I wasn’t ‘allowed’ to say I don’t know and I just had to think until I had a better answer. That helped, but I am still so quiet and basically just answering questions. 
When I do talk, it’s not even about my main issues. It’s about the lesser important ones to me, that I feel comfortable talking about, and that focus more on others rather than my internal issues. 
At this point I don’t know what to do. I feel like nothing will help me. I know I like my therapist. I know it’s not her and it’s me. But I feel like I’m not making much progress at all, and I’ve been going to therapy for over a year. I know it’s a long process but I still just feel so lost about this. 
I have so much I need to talk about that I just cannot get out of my mouth. I go blank. ",1.317707792207791,2.3279628357142883,3.4914935064935086,92.69896103896109,77.78571428571429,7.090909090909091,21.65584415584416,7.686295010490155,0.5640000000000001,974,25,241,14,22,335,113,280,0.044,0.826,0.13,0.9687,1,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,0,3,21,6,0,0,5,0,25,1,1,4,1,58,51,17,0,4,14,0,4,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,18,13,0,0,21,0,0,3,15,1,0,1,7,6,50,5,36,42,7,30,0,1,0,0,18,18,0,6,12,173,68,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846192958157333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798599686938181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753051871499502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606403484584251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20229788341800387,0.14291244091976887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451544093495456,0.0,0.1705355771489048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20112927608875308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20879537623619207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3847889323593977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14659808297743687,0.0,0.0,0.08851692164663556,0.0,0.0,0.10918656751329253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13353182722048676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705635275614098,0.07416554763934123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597445624241188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777795456671729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455375998522084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33614486863547083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541881967399036,0.0,0.07954204739519848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700234344806378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15975647817077196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215777560389853,0.0,0.0,0.22876929650646075,0.3484021118573296,0.0,0.1281809854117718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638747838000417,0.11016084765761204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902549084926553,0.0,0.11502114232158968,0.0,0.1084703265636327,0.0,0.0,0.1019316530758892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12882264927760462
anxiety,QueenMarceline0,2019/02/23,"Thoughts about quitting job I have been working at a cafe for 3 months now and I find myself getting anxious before each shift. I thought by now I would no longer get anxious before working but it is still something I struggle with. I have been doing this job over the holidays but I am starting university soon and I feel like dealing with the stress of this job while also stressing over getting assessment done will become too overwhelming for me. It doesn't help that the job requires me to wake up quite early in the morning and I'm getting paid below minimum wage. 


I can afford to not have a job right now as I still live at home but I have to admit I do enjoy earning money and I feel bad relying on my parents for money. Another reason that's motivating me to quit is that I feel like I should really focus on applying for internships since this is going to be my last year of university. I already have a meeting to discuss a possible internship in a few days time.
",4.171221640488657,5.887544586387437,5.315267015706809,79.63422687609078,71.72251308900523,8.025270506108201,31.05794066317626,8.648137234880735,2.6350604537521813,780,35,141,14,15,258,117,191,0.114,0.78,0.106,0.1439,8,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,8,9,8,0,4,9,0,20,1,1,2,0,23,34,10,0,2,4,1,3,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,8,7,0,1,9,1,4,1,3,5,0,0,6,3,22,3,27,24,2,26,0,1,0,0,6,11,0,0,16,106,30,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911204673531567,0.08631781994714004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318219494253268,0.0,0.24387798225581656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012355473159628,0.0,0.11920882024994905,0.1836942362151343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06961095175762515,0.11127913263322464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045784496713767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637297850827217,0.15422157228138672,0.0,0.0,0.09865319406645573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255721828685308,0.0,0.061343539369402664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234843234685777,0.0,0.10827041446649396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5355580588832132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798371355573295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054659142092464,0.0,0.09531105522574884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615492245677757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985215371689688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12168365194788495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444154110124193,0.0,0.0,0.06914771881283166,0.11097803578033157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217829174115506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928726385221132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309579207718241,0.0,0.0,0.0763989306441668,0.0,0.17239853358508667,0.0,0.24728477124607065,0.11284002474019633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17138111342534268,0.06293939939987031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15716000838305708,0.0,0.0,0.07667591648549675,0.0,0.0,0.06950840454890596
anxiety,Jong_Jong,2019/02/23,"I get a sudden, almost violent jolt reaction if someone touches me when I don't expect it. Anyone else? It confuses me because its not like I hate being touched, quite the opposite! I'm a fairly affectionate person. But if I don't see it coming I react as though I've been electrocuted.

For an example, a fan was on near me this morning and when I stood up and the wind caught the back of my head I jolted so quickly that it almost threw my back out.

I do have diagnosed anxiety, and I am medicated, but this has always seemed like a separate thing. Any ideas? Is there a name for it? Am I way more high strung than I think I am?

  


Thanks, anxious reddit.",2.732045454545453,4.4066511439393965,4.823333333333334,81.85500000000002,75.43939393939394,8.133333333333335,25.63636363636364,8.841846274778883,1.9857181818181824,509,18,102,11,11,176,91,132,0.107,0.816,0.076,-0.4265,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,8,7,2,1,9,0,12,3,1,1,0,19,23,12,0,3,5,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,10,5,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,5,3,17,4,9,17,1,15,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,6,8,74,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3798076814261864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15780130075232812,0.0,0.0,0.12896630345383744,0.0,0.1450792561267847,0.21424686362649292,0.0,0.1326054275837748,0.19431552214399425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916533121531184,0.0,0.1156069076966514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633638955615879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19248747442578126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15842553720281635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908260732260464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18723691773073514,0.1946322939666699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20037221953558088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21408811378343404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18530365988619624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19104916386985424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16559224016735322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20171267864227324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112391804286268,0.1726472922071245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16068708854398184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17460126135088513,0.0,0.0,0.1259928837917946,0.12151798940104255,0.18632698370762185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505327747140458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Absolutely_Hunter,2019/02/23,Does anyone else get like a headache or something small and your brain blows it out of proportion? Like I've been having a few headaches recently and my brain just keeps thinking the worst is happening to me and now that's always on my mind. Like in my brain I'm thinking I'm about to die or something. ,7.499453551912566,6.16709686885246,6.654754098360659,83.56715846994537,63.91803278688525,10.100546448087432,35.087431693989075,8.841846274778883,2.656044808743169,243,9,51,3,3,74,45,61,0.122,0.763,0.115,-0.3612,0,0,2,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,3,3,3,0,0,11,10,5,1,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,3,7,9,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,5,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16322152096205106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716021018114144,0.20098994697551573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6569410667345755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035839671060536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17166166033102914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638671989279669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248593510305767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17346437019040942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17435675478189722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875028126726008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19806651462582955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936851501984776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30202837409691496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25138387275297464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Psychological_Salt,2019/02/23,"Anger. I am usually a very calm person due to my anxiety around disappointing people, but when i get anxious i lose control very easily and it’s gotten to the point where i’ve almost hurt someone i love. i would tell my therapist about it but i am worried that i would get sent back to a psych ward (i’ve had very bad experiences in one, please don’t ask). does anyone have any helpful tips?",2.635515370705246,4.5759428227848105,4.196238698010852,85.07873417721521,76.46835443037975,7.552260397830018,23.943942133815554,8.418075326091056,1.5156423146473776,309,10,63,6,7,103,59,79,0.254,0.561,0.184,-0.6818,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,5,7,1,0,3,0,7,1,0,1,0,8,13,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,1,3,0,9,2,6,8,0,9,0,3,0,1,6,4,0,1,4,35,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17834454877585104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211162297212998,0.0,0.13624840010349312,0.20120583173373255,0.0,0.12453384333277764,0.0,0.0,0.15854953777719236,0.16650237601536813,0.0,0.0,0.13695030642775227,0.14870866669341498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19975779465857466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15585924143508026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17421902768350064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18610305961301624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193787677783201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19066307468628896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992518354262021,0.0,0.0,0.16074502034584096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12068728415955543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347427885263575,0.1555127755317316,0.0,0.19550374353497305,0.16836501739600146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509061964880304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15566997799901475,0.0,0.0,0.2067914508206109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961554256026532,0.440861181969429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180872364744127,0.0,0.2530386943127603,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mamabearsblog,2019/02/23,"A new chapter Hey Mama’s 💕 I have some very exciting news!! I am writing a memoir. Of course, caring for a baby 24/7 will mean this project may take months and months to complete, years even. This epically raw and personal novel will include pieces about my life before Josh, when we met, my pregnancy/Hyperemesis (this is be so emotional to write!), my labour and birth, dealing with postpartum depression & anxiety, as well as my parenting approach, and my journey into motherhood! Ever since I gave birth to Indie, my love of writing has grown each day. I am constantly getting messages daily of other mamas asking for advice, sharing their own experiences, complimenting my wee Indie Bear or just saying “well done Mama, you’re doing good”. It is such an amazing wee community of mothers that I hope everyone can experience! I’ll pop in the link so you can check it out and see if it’s something you’d be interested in following along 🤱🏼 https://www.instagram.com/mama_bears_blog/",7.867574025974022,8.983548931428576,7.943688311688312,66.44612987012988,62.542857142857144,10.935064935064936,35.90909090909091,10.832165505486646,4.292085714285714,793,35,123,20,11,257,130,175,0.029,0.764,0.207,0.9857,1,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,1,2,1,0,10,12,0,0,5,0,16,2,0,0,1,24,27,12,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,8,11,0,0,2,1,1,4,0,1,2,0,3,2,16,11,18,18,4,18,0,1,1,1,19,4,0,5,10,82,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394920093278256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817857087823853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12834852170983407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15684832854194772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276539794227616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710592680699967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17591041119989045,0.18130673409019504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820192765524736,0.17297014844219433,0.1445056068065204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17169355465362635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18872591928154872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081476002476373,0.15176340048729564,0.0,0.16031758373507468,0.0,0.3282351152735288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765626814283367,0.0,0.0,0.1407229225247302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16663986701760564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850546531256174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15142479264295555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18275773468025205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678351164991952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16203953670501325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862958879079071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649592091598646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13342256364670108,0.0,0.0,0.13369610510581142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13878640960850944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916250468886722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126147007104218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13843313864492046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30170234758890635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804253024178123
anxiety,missblitzz,2019/02/23,"High & Anxious Hello everyone. So I'm having trouble falling asleep. I was about to fall asleep but i kept getting these overwhelming sensations throughout my head & body, I kept thinking I was about to die so I'd jolt awake and as soon as I'm about to fall asleep it would happen again, so now I'm too scared to sleep. I smoked some weed thinking it would help but now I'm just high and even more scared to try and sleep. I don't know if I'm just stressed or what, but as I'm typing this post my head keeps telling me there's something wrong even though I know I'm okay. I just kind of need someone to tell me I'm okay.",0.8142857142857132,2.924192045112786,1.6007142857142895,100.50678571428571,83.4360902255639,4.702255639097745,20.026315789473685,5.773587663045528,-0.3614872180451125,494,14,117,3,14,152,74,133,0.184,0.7559999999999999,0.061,-0.9504,0,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,18,9,0,4,0,2,6,8,8,0,0,22,24,15,1,4,8,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,3,4,0,0,3,1,6,0,0,4,0,12,3,13,18,2,10,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,3,4,61,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32073102268259923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16720576967742473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16440239960323294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15360788786334514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955144414218837,0.0,0.0,0.1414270212156967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732754327692064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308820920589178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037957425926641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920596524225936,0.3127550212154221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315554128228698,0.0,0.15412650368765907,0.16268154147956745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974530736194077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174978307861805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963616331362773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29622775685655073,0.0,0.12540584194530355,0.11394301152324834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16954150646667898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587292650785453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189673805287313,0.1454161157608348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048703047083496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21027983769738026,0.16182240854700214,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PiEgUy2890,2019/02/23,"Is all the stress just life or anxiety? Idk know if im breaking rule 4 with this. I probably am but whatever.
Life is rough for me right now so naturally that means stress, but these past 7 or 8 months are somehow stressing me out more than life events ive previously been through that were 10x worse than whats happening now. I feel like all these things happening shouldnt matter but then there i go hyperventilating in a corner. Is this anxiety or is it just life being a dick as usual and me being a pussy?",1.9540106951871647,4.412523705882356,3.4126381461675592,87.11141711229948,81.54901960784314,7.238502673796793,22.01782531194296,8.296473431620573,1.310792156862746,406,13,85,9,11,133,73,102,0.222,0.747,0.031,-0.9536,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,3,4,0,12,5,1,0,2,20,18,11,0,2,9,0,2,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,2,7,1,8,13,3,13,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,5,8,58,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572353269451699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501070309104729,0.12011086698266543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555116821141996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29735054113610737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816073784751749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239889818163537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4750158663047639,0.08213897838934738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183140970406016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419837806123575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604974542188312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18127070725684885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14358062071641134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5777710827338072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169694937856638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18516953226107571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17133706687991718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,imfurrious,2019/02/23,"My anxiety won't let me have a break and be depressed I suffer from anxiety and depression and normally I have a balance between the two or one is a little more than the other. I went through a really rough patch of anxiety just recently and I was physically sick from anxiety and heavily relying on my therapist for everything. The anxiety level went down just enough for me to slip into depression again (I know it sounds weird to be excited for depression, but the anxiety was unbearable). Now I'm sorta stuck in a new phase where I'm anxious about my own depression. I get panicked when I think about myself being sad and I can't just be numb, I worry about it. I'm suddenly anxious that if I give into depression, my brain with think I'm giving up and let myself die, which FREAKS ME OUT. I can't sleep sometimes because I'm anxious my depression will scare off my loved ones. I've never really felt like this and I don't like that anxiety is dominating my whole life. I also don't take anything for anxiety/depression because of the anxiety I have over taking a pill and it kills me somehow so I can't even force at least one of them away. I'm so sick of shaking out of worry at every given second, I just want to indulge in a long cry of sadness. But I can't when I'm anxious, they turn the tears into fears. I just hope I can chill tf out, even if it's just for a day...",3.2432319637657727,4.7116418398576565,5.222680362342285,80.36819071497898,73.66192170818505,9.237204788094466,28.431090262051114,9.688023934748609,2.7748704626334524,1091,44,216,29,22,377,143,281,0.359,0.586,0.055,-0.9983,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,2,0,20,22,1,3,14,0,22,8,2,0,1,37,46,19,2,5,11,0,2,2,0,2,5,1,0,0,9,16,0,0,4,0,0,3,8,17,0,5,7,3,34,5,39,31,5,33,0,10,0,1,5,19,0,6,12,160,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06264278035062383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4793955449043633,0.3539754568444852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06446129049266712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359632462581292,0.0,0.0,0.09550200006111118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744540662218578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604499665375373,0.050518230924056884,0.0,0.5397439970003147,0.0,0.08129716813337523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093881057307413,0.0,0.1034762643889639,0.0,0.06599883462684167,0.0,0.070400546685461,0.0,0.0,0.08814627419086367,0.0,0.0,0.07521185445751458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04092569967967636,0.15028808336402946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780223019660107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666373198530576,0.0,0.04304970536938491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16020136557787024,0.05532883371077794,0.07653898235999712,0.07851013020524551,0.0,0.06932213880500575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706984876160224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060415150479811615,0.07565438908050788,0.0,0.0,0.07674959628717079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15924117175527425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036410474665683,0.0,0.07734427442619303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842488381454696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838945671971025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774732268711003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177931627165512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095051774223456,0.0,0.10038510035798337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852036857290447,0.07651984706318564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046202765489397835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523073955583202,0.0,0.08745586939571172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15910169548557593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Somethinged,2019/02/23,"Hanging out with friends Hanging out with friends I haven’t hung out with out of school, kinda anxious. Any tips?",2.4800000000000004,5.451796047619052,1.187619047619048,99.01571428571432,88.5238095238095,2.8000000000000003,30.809523809523807,3.1291,0.7363523809523804,91,5,17,0,3,25,14,21,0.071,0.669,0.259,0.6697,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,8,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,10,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996419463908587,0.0,0.0,0.497783882346897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6808557374075135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44593875731766064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Taigonwolf,2019/02/23,"I feel like I want to throw up 90% of the time Whenever I get even slightly anxious or upset, even if I know the feeling is irrational or temporary, I feel like I need to throw up. It’s persistent and consistent, and even when I calm myself down the feeling lingers. Does anyone have any tips for alleviating this? Or maybe even just some relatability? ",4.8832835820895495,6.475942701492535,5.8389850746268674,77.06683582089553,69.74626865671641,9.53910447761194,31.310447761194034,9.888512548439397,3.123390447761194,279,12,53,7,5,92,47,67,0.094,0.731,0.175,0.5449,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,15,10,7,0,3,5,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,4,8,3,7,10,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,4,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525102038441955,0.0,0.0,0.2533594587856953,0.0,0.1568136811712768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19625878989928214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5925086575541059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4535873702300126,0.3204347823847817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717098370268265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12325204860813704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21913242595524168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253077535206844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16629217838076304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077270871891125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322793140874632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FzSan,2019/02/23,"That feeling of just existing. I just turned 25, two weeks ago and it's been pretty hard. I feel so lost. I just decided to take some time to myself after realizing my pattern of serial monogamy. I've noticed for the last 10 years I've always been with someone and now not having somebody to consistently put attention and effort to has really feeling me lost. I go through the motions, been at my job for 2.5 and it's great, everyone says I do a great job and it's nice to get that appreciation at work. I've been volunteering for the big brother big sister foundation for 6 months and everyone thinks that's so cool of me but I dont see it. I always just home feeling just there. I have some goals here and there and recently I've been taking some initiative to go out and do a bit more for myself i.e. going to the gym or going out and taking pictures. I've also been trying to hang out with friends more often or get out and hopefully talk to someone in person since I seem struggle with meeting people if its not online..
It feels as this year is really off to a rough start. 
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anxiety,hairybutbald,2019/02/23,"I’m embarrassed to actually fully explain to my Dr how badly my anxiety affects me. Forgive me if I have not titled or flaired this correctly, I’m still trying to work out how to post correctly on Reddit.

So I’m a 42 yr old F. Married with 2 kids. Recently changed careers to nursing. I’m on 50mg of sertraline which helps a lot with my anxiety.

I’ve had anxiety for as long as my memories go back. I don’t remember a time when I did not feeling anxious or scared. 
My GP knows a bit about my anxiety but I’ve never fully disclosed to her how bad it gets. 
I have made an appt to go see her to discuss counselling or upping my meds. 

I’m so ashamed of how much anxiety I still feel. Even as a fully grown adult and now a parent and a nurse I still feel as helpless and scared as 4yr old me. 

I get embarrassed about the fact that I won’t drive on large highways or that I pull my hair out or that I get the shakes and loose bowels before work. That I cannot socialise without alcohol. I feel like a total fraud.

How can I get over this so I can have a full and frank discussion with her? 

Part of me is also worried she might lose faith in my ability to nurse even though I’ve never come across her in my professional life, it’s only a matter of time before we do in this small town.

Thank you in advance.",2.5874372294372283,3.748705600000005,4.449506493506494,86.4858787878788,74.81818181818181,7.856277056277058,26.913419913419915,8.418075326091056,1.733505627705627,1020,38,222,18,21,348,148,275,0.189,0.754,0.056,-0.9883,2,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,1,1,0,4,20,14,0,6,13,0,13,5,2,7,6,46,34,28,0,1,10,1,5,1,0,2,3,0,0,2,10,12,1,0,8,0,0,8,8,10,0,0,3,6,35,4,37,29,6,38,1,2,1,0,15,15,0,8,15,147,45,4,0.0,0.0,0.10975165572980868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201931151953118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993989079935484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4301850779637197,0.12705579859342758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648024960737499,0.18781064387338053,0.0,0.0,0.1914024190575897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278493295783592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897526803346625,0.09688043904388903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485669037577433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22746695873397094,0.08034651117455792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23503764931727697,0.0,0.12783527747824688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538431935335846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061808971092840725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794388313250128,0.05494573897280195,0.0,0.0,0.0995298350297098,0.0,0.12582190512641098,0.0,0.09561549758860556,0.0,0.1064190793773742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492558248774832,0.0,0.0,0.11930980887892345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826762513743938,0.0,0.17348310551885446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360305827524549,0.0,0.0,0.08553628948733079,0.0,0.0,0.12488139325073805,0.12179089803571942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077123829174334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104768270040333,0.0,0.12740328819723454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251983531622476,0.0,0.08962170912792433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694490887415886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354458553489544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104983443573222,0.0,0.13116092858850922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635777120242415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841426083166678,0.0,0.16375476119130344,0.11421578861818835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,momsfriendlisa,2019/02/23,"Leaving my job in the middle of the school year (paraprofessional) I’m in need of some support and advice.
Before we begin: I have a diagnosed anxiety disorder and I see a therapist. 
I have been a special ed teaching assistant since August of 2018. I have loved it, but it is also costing me immensely in the mental health department. 
Almost every week I’ll go home and can’t relax, every weekend spent fretting over the students, every evening during the week spent trying to take my mind off of work. Since August I’ve:
Ground through a mouth guard
Had consistently poor sleep 
Been increasingly irritable
Lost interest in personal grooming/hygiene 
Gone through spells of not eating 
Gone through spells of suicidal thoughts
Had acne break outs (haven’t had those for 6 or so years)
Lost interest in artistic endeavors
Lost interest in cooking (something I always look forward to)

I have, after many weeks of back and forth, decided to return to the job I had before this one. It’s menial, but it’s exponentially less stress, and something I can hold until I decide what to do. I haven’t told my principal yet, I’ll have to tell her on Monday. 

I feel like a terrible, terrible person. I work with little kids, so in my mind, I’m an important figure to a lot of these kids, as I’m one of their first ventures into the school world. I love them. I play with them, learn with them, laugh with them. They love me. One student (unfortunately) now cries whenever I leave the room. He insists I walk with him. I talk with him (he’s almost completely nonverbal— he’ll say very few words), and he talks back to me. I’ve changed their poopy diapers, I’ve helped them eat lunch. I’ve effectively been their day mom (or so it feels) for the past 6 months. Deciding to leave has been brutal.

Everyone around me says that if I’m in this mental state I’m no good to the kids. 
I keep telling myself that I can try again some other time if I really want. Right now, though, I can’t do it for them. 

I would really like to hear from anyone who has been through a similar experience with their increased anxiety/depression or any mental health issues that they’ve had while in the school system as a teacher, social worker, nurse, whatever. I would really love some support. I need to know I’m not the only one. 
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anxiety,alexanderprince,2019/02/23,"Death anxiety Hey, I’m sorry to post this here.
I’ve just gotten this insane anxiety panic about dying. It’s not the first time but I’m just so scared. I don’t know what to do. I just feel so lost and I don’t know what to do. Sorry ",-2.578197064989517,-0.9666943962264121,0.733081761006293,100.2955136268344,106.16981132075472,3.8649895178197062,9.662473794549268,5.82211442006289,-1.4471702306079663,179,2,45,2,9,63,33,53,0.376,0.624,0.0,-0.9521,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,7,3,0,2,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,11,4,2,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,1,3,0,4,9,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893037621143354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26407665853364154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128656459928553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164331803829189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796757280931121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27775984623593897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985396855803141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436906696912042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25474665033421257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.56966699106624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837056640718335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kshitij24,2019/02/23,"I don't know. Well I'm not sure if it's depression or anxiety but i have been having these triggers lately. I am a laidback person take it easy kind. Sometimes struggle with it for taking everything lightly. Uni hasn't exactly been a smooth ride. So these triggers sets off whenever someone calls me out for my failures in exams and not taking anything seriously. I just go from ""I'll eat an icecream"" to ""what is the easiest way to die"" don't know what but I am kinda upset to even have these thoughts. These thoughts last for like an hour but it takes a while to go back to free mind. ",1.4275457875457889,3.977221162393164,2.7974908424908413,89.89096153846155,85.23931623931624,5.736019536019538,24.59645909645909,7.1686216300943375,1.2149638583638582,464,19,92,7,14,150,81,117,0.16399999999999998,0.6609999999999999,0.175,0.5467,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,2,6,0,11,1,0,2,2,21,22,8,1,1,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,3,1,0,4,1,1,3,5,4,1,0,4,2,7,7,13,18,0,13,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,3,6,61,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481305388279122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501967773231336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13550756578194853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799473118363599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15178392315897024,0.0,0.1828956422241178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803240572634547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639616892511825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15838132489242718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20030755404595774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735479438881627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18351314029387755,0.19369933029340847,0.14364839915822952,0.19879155678367585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860955347850867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17793887657524946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538744834529932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14931643368241168,0.0,0.17429285557054486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18423056108715516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16609171562168612,0.0,0.5300026222145655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27980886001033434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13988066668136204,0.0,0.0,0.1584490974271636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dogogg,2019/02/24,I get very anxious when I go to certain places I get very anxious when I go to places such as movie theaters and schools and places such as these because I often see on the news these tragic shootings that take place in such places the movie theater especially scares me how the fuck am I supposed to run all the way from my top row seat to the emergency exit if there’s a fucking gunman!? I will certainly die and this has been a very real fear and lately I have been canceling plans to do anything at a movie theater with my friends I know I need to get passed this anxiety but how?,8.930593220338984,6.116096974576273,8.214000000000002,78.20642372881358,62.30508474576271,11.13491525423729,38.85423728813559,8.841846274778883,3.2089708474576275,465,18,96,5,5,146,74,118,0.155,0.7859999999999999,0.059,-0.8457,0,0,0,2,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,9,8,2,2,8,0,7,2,0,2,3,17,18,12,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,2,1,13,3,13,15,1,18,0,1,1,2,1,10,2,2,3,62,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084965923804508,0.2978609591252608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108484932733816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036240023579046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681882179200586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483455039954583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185160175034083,0.24374959080208694,0.20662734532156646,0.0,0.14984415816219246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245037068780978,0.0,0.1487100854377524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775034250728283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6886719355788016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500515055191533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319849196355492,0.1334190907703998,0.10505151490452937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911982242476336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263208957986056,0.0,0.10464059052523747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anonventacc,2019/02/24,"I get sick on dates cause I’m nervous So I’ve never done this before cause past relationships were more innocent because we were young. I didn’t date anyone for a while, but I’ve been going out with this guy for two months now. I still haven’t had my first kiss and I feel so bad because I don’t want it to seem like I don’t like him. But the past two dates I have had awful stomach aches the whole time and then when he went to kiss me on Valentine’s Day I threw up a few minutes later cause I panicked and got extra anxious. Then our last date a week later I got sick again but kept myself from throwing up. It usually feels worse after we eat dinner. And I feel gross eating around him cause I think I’m getting a mild form of anorexia? That’s a whole other thing but basically I just get so so anxious that I’m sick and I just want to enjoy time with my boyfriend. How do I just relax and kiss him? Btw I am on 100mg Zoloft for anxiety and depression and have been for about 3 years now",1.8103511530398317,3.348217655660381,3.085408805031445,93.91923480083858,77.63207547169812,5.843186582809224,20.740041928721176,6.42735559955562,0.0433010482180296,781,19,179,6,18,253,119,212,0.214,0.6559999999999999,0.13,-0.9705,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,3,0,0,1,15,11,0,1,7,1,15,11,1,5,1,35,34,21,0,2,7,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,8,14,3,1,5,1,0,4,5,4,0,3,13,3,26,7,20,21,6,39,0,1,0,3,9,7,0,1,30,114,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263930230435884,0.27361154857191355,0.0,0.08467422994226466,0.0,0.0,0.10780250299600486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111140474768933,0.14763989775661598,0.0,0.10304510470698516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4976022098621188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809790835480114,0.0,0.1043011513906541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392484854033628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478260728089639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18369169545137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030055230768536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18980543169124134,0.0,0.06882253431200877,0.0,0.19370556316820264,0.0,0.0,0.11990562380104633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871067446277264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832430234753695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665891743259172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933979040656981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312026478948984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13001346045269124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024267094964764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967086682229953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045183826684325,0.07759442704684995,0.0,0.0,0.14122592270687814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365894408395948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333718543281337,0.0,0.14285295739487436,0.0,0.09713715852036264,0.0,0.0,0.11225865178436184,0.0,0.2704022032530532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340875977749395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798285860607082
anxiety,melodicdesigns_,2019/02/24,"Just an socially anxious person looking for some help Hi there my name's jack and I am 23 and I work from home as a graphic designer, the reason I work from home other than enjoying it is because I get very socially anxious in public places especially talking to people and when they make eye contact. Recently alot of companies have reached out to me about meeting up for some work, and business meetings etc, I turn them down every time because the thought of even going outside and talking to another human makes me feel terrible, when someone I don't know is talking to me I get extremely nervous and start to shake and feel like I'm having a panic attack, because of this I have missed out on a lot of work, money and I am struggling a lot with bills, is there anyway out of this loop? I have tried therapy and that made me even more anxious having to talk to someone about my problems, I just want to be a confident person and go outside and meet people and get opportunitys but I always have to turn them down, I am terrified outside of my office and don't know what to do anymore ",8.41380281690141,6.771204769953054,8.561131455399059,71.62113380281693,62.33333333333334,11.149107981220661,40.0793427230047,9.888512548439397,3.9835900469483567,868,40,157,14,10,286,118,213,0.119,0.8320000000000001,0.049,-0.9081,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,5,11,11,1,4,9,0,16,1,1,4,0,37,36,17,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,6,17,0,0,6,0,2,3,2,8,0,0,2,4,23,3,33,33,7,17,0,1,2,0,20,9,0,5,6,116,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951646779437708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280863540342387,0.0,0.3646095889532958,0.10669198959434803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223895441238264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967421430678316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998186617000205,0.14211319832402286,0.0,0.09064209584549976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879292830735293,0.07685628082962688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686207588611273,0.0,0.12228214818756848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210964525621634,0.0,0.2158261326656508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824801278007188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05255891118545853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034140691051123,0.0,0.0,0.18292397334761595,0.0,0.10179626384135686,0.14362304004467275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262237692078401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14916700200599092,0.18787211972612253,0.11239982220449944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294101416281838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061175110173567,0.10622380190919913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21933168436132056,0.18230699643212356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614677482288826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246759453899392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3458798991554369,0.0,0.0,0.12302887827216855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540773373960728,0.06273166696418518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730408106247209,0.2340356672025525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876604561732651,0.0634543855432551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31328259881662623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,taliyuck,2019/02/24,"Whenever I get anxious I feel like I can’t breathe. Title says it all. Honestly not looking for anything from this post but I’ve been having hella anxiety lately and it really sucks. Little things have been bringing it to the surface and I had been without it for a long while before this.. even right now I’m sitting outside of work not wanting to go inside and my chest is just tight and it’s just hard. Work is supposed to be how I get away from my problems and forget about them. 
Anyways thanks for reading. Appreciate you all. I’m going to try to just go in now so I’m not late.",0.7829691876750715,3.2479532352941187,2.5762689075630263,90.722162464986,88.07563025210085,4.854005602240896,23.059383753501397,6.42735559955562,0.6982600560224093,461,18,92,5,15,152,80,119,0.123,0.787,0.09,-0.4641,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,2,10,5,1,0,2,0,10,2,2,1,2,21,24,9,0,2,8,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,1,1,1,0,4,5,2,0,0,4,5,9,3,15,19,2,17,0,0,1,0,3,5,1,0,7,65,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452913071023152,0.2145600114716724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15629123387118746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17843980932186335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616112986708922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544298224662526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09603125913119848,0.13568171268189375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984548572047562,0.0,0.3238144843351829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17013456042008449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4284849915367317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278725185970174,0.19035369952081935,0.0,0.16807672520388905,0.1594882901357477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18189465077748265,0.0,0.0,0.18173157686077024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18997535291351675,0.0,0.1216701500027872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621940213747991,0.0,0.15103515343165616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17485646232714291,0.0,0.0,0.12617703771311467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289458997268539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202207047686318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18307991689675296,0.0,0.27653380505818603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sad_Frog5,2019/02/24,I don’t know I’ve been diagnosed with anxiety but I’m very nervous around literally anything but I haven’t had a panic attack ever. Is this a good thing or am I just over thinking everything ,2.1642307692307696,4.533241769230774,4.550961538461539,79.80028846153847,80.02564102564101,8.002564102564103,27.698717948717945,8.841846274778883,2.636225641025641,155,7,29,4,4,54,32,39,0.306,0.5870000000000001,0.107,-0.8165,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,2,2,0,6,1,0,0,1,9,9,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,3,1,3,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428853286944743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26127404638280266,0.2826407984836443,0.0,0.3612001491539514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222540888589765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871953873725345,0.0,0.0,0.2853469975467559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663025084896424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744887611073528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3725158434981871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21093176109334205,0.2034400891342507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619693466979995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JDraks,2019/02/24,"I’m anxious about death It’s not really my own death I’m worried about. I’m anxious about being without my loved ones, whenever I think about losing my parents, dog, etc. I start hyperventilating and just can’t think of anything else except not having them in my life. I don’t want to be alone in the world. I want to keep living, I’m not suicidal or anything, but at least when I’m dead I won’t feel alone whether it be in heaven or just nothingness, but I can’t bear to think about losing those I love.",3.0305,4.288360847619053,4.363035714285719,87.15883928571432,73.85714285714286,7.154761904761906,24.55357142857143,7.6454224807358475,1.0449285714285717,399,12,86,5,8,132,60,105,0.235,0.634,0.131,-0.835,1,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,2,8,5,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,0,0,20,23,7,4,2,12,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,9,2,0,1,0,1,12,3,15,19,3,7,1,2,0,2,4,5,0,2,2,56,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477416573299794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793083836665947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27629834140256243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024040639557225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18722818504400898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488408774934265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921755121459665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857709385887298,0.0,0.0,0.14823922179786728,0.0,0.0,0.3756247569311593,0.0,0.0,0.30303263739652697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113758379389948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864084911840464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754685279302947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882480996623065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18363112589964872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227080529856413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980374171129006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16182826166815864,0.0,0.0,0.17048811093070215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,locomotionpotion,2019/02/24,"Why do some loud noises stress me out so much? Anyone else have this problem? I'm fine with music and people talking but if someone is watching tv or a video on their phone and the volume is too loud I get insanely stressed out. I also hate the sound of cabinets/drawers/doors closing so I have to take my time closing them very slowly so it won't be loud. Sometimes I even just leave them open. 

Today I was watching a movie with a friend of mine today and there was a loud scene and I couldn't find the remote to turn the volume down so I got so anxious from it I started crying. What is wrong with me.",1.6763333333333317,3.702250920000005,2.8213000000000013,93.38848333333335,79.8,4.806666666666667,21.61666666666667,5.46131890053228,0.0129066666666664,475,14,100,2,12,152,84,125,0.2,0.7559999999999999,0.044,-0.9652,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,0,10,7,1,2,8,0,11,0,0,0,0,20,18,13,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,4,12,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,7,15,2,12,12,2,11,0,0,2,0,6,7,0,3,4,69,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494381523487362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211107480988082,0.0,0.13066234580386454,0.19146819562417125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20526555888514444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15610411054313594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342445271174896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707938297517315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14437363757412466,0.0,0.0976307390808396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149455290565227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18449331477270914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19786607185011645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373693712400827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955063852172566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788072956555299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15833252312606644,0.0,0.18481708211721154,0.0,0.13226602622581415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4281129822512052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050136741336516,0.1501972996199832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896414624483816,0.0,0.3542577443465896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20325856064152206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418554685856614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686191694353648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043106592654516,0.0,0.0
anxiety,druwsk,2019/02/24,"I can't stop crying I feel so shitty. I've been having horrible panic attacks all day. When I'm not having a panic attack all I'm worried about is when the next one will come. I can't stop feeling negative emotions. It constantly switches from feeling paranoia, fear, sadness, irritated, worried, and depressed. I just want it to stop. I've never felt this horrible. I use to take Zoloft and I'm seriously reconsidering going back on. I'm also really considering going back to therapy because I just can't do this alone anymore. All I want to do is lay in bed and cry and not feel so alone. I want to cry in someone's arms so bad I just really want to hug someone. ",1.9475187969924832,4.338893037593992,4.528533834586469,79.5158082706767,81.03007518796994,7.1082706766917285,26.79323308270677,8.192908349453996,2.171821052631578,526,23,97,11,14,185,73,133,0.363,0.5,0.138,-0.9895,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,12,10,2,3,2,0,11,3,1,1,4,27,29,10,0,4,5,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,5,0,3,5,0,0,3,7,9,0,1,2,5,9,1,11,26,3,17,0,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,11,60,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25102094773745803,0.0,0.09691110759457564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018234508325362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757294616474377,0.0,0.1863666210848056,0.10118389823501024,0.07387287530674991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438961587064104,0.0,0.13095726687705506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3993460642398092,0.0781539019367639,0.0,0.10437593181937788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363161203139663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636612255009348,0.24509786165136066,0.0,0.11635601227982807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13774375552350218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346486723163457,0.0,0.12888096651592712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821176744448679,0.0,0.0,0.2843675264904652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526763817467848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053582695345822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039467123128084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111557470816643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385849037020362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046643981966042,0.0,0.0,0.2859107563520137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246137247474976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pipalopalos,2019/02/24,"I don't feel normal Hello everyone! I'm using a mobile, sorry about formatting and such. 

Today I didn't go to a lecture on my first day of University. 
I let my anxiety take over and I was overwhelmed with the need to leave the situation. I was a bit late and was already dreading walking in... I was determined to try and not let my fear of being the brief centre of attention get the better of me. But I walked into the wrong lecture hall and after I realised and left, I couldn't get past it. 
I was in such a sad state of anxiety and extreme discomfort.

When I get anxious it feels like everyone around me is looking at me in disgust. It feels like any glance thrown my may is so unfriendly and judgemental, even though I know it's in my head and no one cares. Knowing that doesn't help, it never calms my nerves and it doesn't stop me from seeing everyone glance as severe and mean. My face goes red and I become so flustered and sad. I get really disheartened and want to retreat. 

I always knew that I was a bit more anxious than other people I know... But I'm really starting to feel like there might be something wrong with me.  
I'm 28 and today I really thought about how my anxiety controls my life. ",3.3589343729694616,4.848662168724283,4.83987004548408,83.14257309941522,73.40329218106996,8.078752436647173,26.781243231535626,8.6894789155246,1.981589300411524,949,34,188,18,19,318,132,243,0.205,0.693,0.102,-0.9766,0,1,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,3,12,16,1,4,10,0,19,3,2,3,1,44,45,23,0,4,3,0,4,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,9,19,0,2,11,0,0,4,8,10,0,2,9,9,32,6,27,29,3,27,0,4,5,0,2,11,0,2,14,129,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590999794446198,0.0,0.08739848694615142,0.0,0.0,0.07142818047231668,0.0,0.2410570903846067,0.23732189309773696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350443804444204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600416992949347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289593461898996,0.2293445325284011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709135016372748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780696807073232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677396241294383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937538318160788,0.0,0.0,0.3010996134418789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819486496024773,0.2124377236676676,0.2251135290183945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934369131607216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21950820231239568,0.0,0.05969446178700692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077973877429812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07040351395559542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17317535514984808,0.0,0.11848534666126567,0.11121811157874946,0.11412207892113345,0.21481314944660768,0.0741901355319137,0.15394606466257724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820390780724298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441515435319055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142675116655394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788297064142892,0.0810103503303208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291312085719366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117521023812445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002688855313529,0.07281883768896906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20186653235679486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370020852394988,0.0,0.0,0.11866094654886848,0.0,0.0,0.1180650278706054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086195605607001,0.0,0.1175793649400962,0.07434512407970334,0.0,0.0,0.08781492046341835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897410916300718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031974792073829,0.08338696651310812,0.0,0.0,0.19912396789390205,0.0,0.0,0.07131264773074494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071750504931217,0.0,0.0,0.06195303973920425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296810715090717,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DTMurrell,2019/02/24,"Anxiety: My back to a door. I'm posting chiefly to ascertain whether or not I am alone in this.

For a little background: I'm 30, married, have 3 young children, and work from my home office. In addition to my day job, I like to dabble at writing fiction. It's bad, I accept that, and I don't like to share it with anyone. It's chiefly something for me to do in my free time when I'm sufficiently motivated. Due to the fact that we have young children, my wife prefers me to keep my door open at all times so that I can help out and be more aware of what's going on in the home. I can't easily see out of the room because my desk faces the wall and my back is to the door.

I like to close my door whenever possible (especially when I'm writing) because having it open makes me feel anxious that someone will be looking over my shoulder, judging me or criticizing me. I know that this implies that I'm anxious about my wife looking over my shoulder, but I actually think it's more general than that. When I do close the door, it often creates tension between me and my wife because she views it as a lack of trust, but I've tried explaining that I prefer to have the door closed chiefly because it makes me feel calmer. 

Tonight, I tried rearranging my desk so that I now face the center of the room. My thoughts are that by now facing the open door, I won't need to close the door to feel the same sense of security and privacy that I feel when I close it, but my wife is upset that now the monitor faces away from the door. It feels like a catch-22. She says that she couldn't read anything I write from the hallway anyway, but that seems to beg the question of why it's so important to her to be able to see the monitor? 

This seems a bit rambling and muddled, so forgive me. I've never posted in this sub before and have a bit of a history of inadvertently running afoul of sub rules. Thank you for whatever experiences you may offer.",7.673048505358152,5.516258510152287,7.891336717428093,77.47209249859,64.15228426395939,11.090580936266218,37.62492949802595,9.586721724236666,3.2829186689227314,1519,62,322,23,18,499,178,394,0.053,0.841,0.106,0.9664,1,1,1,0,0,0,39.0,1,2,0,2,16,14,0,2,24,0,21,6,6,3,3,63,47,24,0,5,8,4,5,4,0,3,0,1,13,2,30,21,0,2,18,1,1,2,6,3,0,0,1,11,48,12,51,39,7,47,0,0,5,0,23,26,0,7,21,211,78,6,0.11751461368178273,0.0,0.11467731126660012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217096992211607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989835781492153,0.2655161285109908,0.0,0.08216895023716612,0.0,0.09670451416610393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040884789856517,0.18072296835417412,0.09811979383559588,0.2865432710768202,0.0,0.0999962808829222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565910442448124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578720408332046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495184146721968,0.0,0.0,0.2970945979828812,0.08395246349479565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678626308069215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787675684491557,0.0,0.23575347815752404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166151212768126,0.10445238811071253,0.0,0.0,0.06458295840685757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22964681741000845,0.1177805151058758,0.0,0.0,0.19736535736190644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568838342970401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713559702277866,0.09063451461752622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324800700310481,0.22509303173518988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316432618063675,0.0,0.11754641480517855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093452337490976,0.0,0.0,0.18728786487211552,0.21396178151133954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956975082323924,0.0904684908568105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081916676919094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529861941515645,0.0,0.09329347675360856,0.1370474325306746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956941765619218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603866061891094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555203835263184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,electricgoatss,2019/02/24,"Does anyone else ever just have the physical symptoms of anxiety with the absence or any worries? Does anyone else ever have just the physical symptoms of anxiety? 

Sometimes, I just feel a tightness in my chest and a little shortness of breath but mentally, I’m not *worried* per se. 

It’s just the physical symptoms. Is this common?",3.7367142857142817,6.814686100000002,4.862857142857145,75.46500000000002,79.66666666666666,7.428571428571428,33.57142857142857,8.418075326091056,3.610142857142857,266,15,39,6,7,87,40,60,0.09,0.91,0.0,-0.4836,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,6,0,3,5,2,0,2,13,5,3,0,0,7,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,5,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,28,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463923649844708,0.0,0.2579243524660761,0.0,0.0,0.23574816935332926,0.3454574179736521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950485575791085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28165159643097115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049780104770489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523841109941274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689600557239636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16988759008904838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667285571306033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5256531742489885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.342399525573885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,likeucare93,2019/02/24,Moving by myself for 1st time I'm about to move to my first apartment and the anxiety is starting to get to me as I pack more and it gets closer. It will be my first time living alone and was wondering if anyone has any tips on what will help to stay calm?,9.53290909090909,4.611477654545457,9.295000000000002,77.40250000000002,63.36363636363636,12.454545454545455,34.77272727272727,8.841846274778883,2.6350000000000007,201,4,46,2,2,66,43,55,0.064,0.8490000000000001,0.087,0.3182,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,11,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,5,1,10,7,1,11,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,5,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548487493871599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16733238757425975,0.0,0.18823876985729088,0.0,0.0,0.17205411187768982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41860490030010494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571172283977088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649319359097123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172795780372289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5230555242198441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741658129116538,0.2622721576118286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869645312630205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668465968276664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,4se7en4,2019/02/24,"Need help. Please help! Need natural treatment for anxiety/panic I have bad anxiety, it's completely irrational and it's making me crazy. 

Just an example: I walk up the stairs too quickly and get winded, of course my brain immediately takes this as I'm about to have a heart attack and die, I end up having a massive panic attack which makes my heart beat faster which makes me panic more and I need up in the ER.

I can't take it anymore. 

Usually I check a Xanax and I'm fine but I hate taking these meds and I'm about to start a new carrier that won't allow me to be on these meds. What do I do? How can I beat this? 

Please don't say therapy it's completely useless I've been in therapy for years and they're just pill pushers. 

Can someone please help me.
Thanks!
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anxiety,PookiWooki,2019/02/24,"Looking Forward to Bedtime I find that when I've felt super anxious for most of the day, I can usually look forward to that special time when I'm lying in bed before I go to sleep. It's a time that I can feel safe for a while, even if I hadn't felt safe most of the day.

I guess what I'm trying to say is that you might find it calming to have a good bedtime routine, something to look forward to. So much of anxiety is that awful fear about the future, but if you find something to look forward that has a very low chance of going ""wrong,"" it might help get through the panic of the moment.

Hang in there; even the most catastrophic, mortal panic can subside. Let people know that you're struggling; if they love you, they'll be sympathetic. Fuck anxiety!",7.75366946778712,5.634756019607845,7.742128851540617,78.48529411764707,63.967320261437905,10.050046685340805,35.582633053221286,7.957251820313856,2.6059848739495792,593,21,121,5,7,192,86,153,0.207,0.634,0.16,-0.8584,0,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,2,1,7,14,1,4,10,1,13,3,1,0,0,19,29,8,1,3,4,0,3,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,11,0,0,2,7,0,0,7,1,7,0,0,3,8,11,7,19,21,4,20,0,1,4,2,8,7,1,9,14,78,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979421141806632,0.1461562399580526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100880801900682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16687156215887922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17090113379968844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14558216116896736,0.06541558073558569,0.0,0.24843941319043786,0.0,0.3547375561639823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196045422923828,0.06759278099285733,0.0,0.1470528987819166,0.10851310333437413,0.0,0.0,0.14252048049195773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671692902219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07110078336143623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322940829725026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4345676278388421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676544145509468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744915737637081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510506540024412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035859515441441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969191485719642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288371060221016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946782637013046,0.0,0.0,0.1991974579090558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525020651926753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15087849877081322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783672098457758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248761681716626,0.10674742401003012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145059001142204,0.0,0.0
anxiety,brittbritt8,2019/02/24,"Experiences - Abilify to Augment Lexapro I have been diagnosed with chronic depression, anxiety and acute PTSD. I have been on Lexapro 20 mg for about 8 months now. The Lexapro is helping but I still have high anxiety and have bouts of depression. Last week I was prescribed Abilify 2 mg to help augment the Lexapro. I took the Abilify Friday night and had a horrible experience.   I could not sleep Friday night. I felt extremely anxious, felt like my skin was crawling, couldn’t stay still, and had night sweats. What are your experiences with Abilify augmenting another medication? What do you take to augment your antidepressant and your thoughts on it?",5.755832662912312,8.845046433628323,5.5420273531777955,73.62588093322606,71.38938053097345,10.480772325020112,37.70635559131134,10.436869588844218,5.023307964601769,529,31,85,18,11,164,70,113,0.156,0.7709999999999999,0.073,-0.8766,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,4,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,15,6,3,0,0,14,20,6,0,2,2,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,10,3,12,1,10,8,0,14,0,2,0,0,6,3,0,0,10,54,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15776918062791934,0.2302011550651208,0.16997562846888825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012911653381148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591799045060476,0.15271252462743365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4415327597601186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889281046475077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20169873710036726,0.15896799312143994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264401130705735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350657441047019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515714216187878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009478637491748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4235862013966976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17587829685447187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505674691691558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16036907186929825,0.2403131994302117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312630000152933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194474884231812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671652735812192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206889815386654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,waywardpotter,2019/02/24,"Truth is complicated, lies are easy. So I am doing ""fine, thank you"" *and how are you today?*",-1.836666666666666,-1.8067224444444427,0.8917777777777793,95.08100000000002,134.55555555555554,3.6622222222222223,9.155555555555557,5.6839178017228535,-1.2025244444444445,68,1,15,1,5,23,16,18,0.119,0.5529999999999999,0.328,0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,3,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6967330990743901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7173304598678326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Doomguy1234,2019/02/24,"Making friends is REALLY hard So, I started university on this Wednesday. I’m having a very hard time meeting new people. Let me tell you of the situation so far:

On that day, we had a small “initiation” with the vets. Three guys were from outta town and didn’t know how to get back to their reference point from where we were, so I offered some help to walk with them to guide them. While we were walking, they were very talkative to each other, but not with me. Like, the only time one of them included me in the group was to ask me if “this was the town’s famous river” as we passed by it. Hell, I ended up trying not to get far ahead of them so they wouldn’t lose sight of me. But it felt like I wasn’t really there most of the time. I don’t even remember trading names with them. Felt somewhat down after the whole thing.

Now let’s skip to friday’s classes (I missed Thursday because of sleep). I try to be the one to lighten up the mood upon boring and long introductions, but I get no reaction from my classmates at all. That feels really bed, so after the third attempt I just shut up for the rest of the day.

There’s more. When I applied to the course, I got put into this WhatsApp group with everyone on campus, and after some conversations, a girl calls me on private and we had a good chat for a while. On this same friday, people organized a game so we could get to know the whole campus. I saw that girl multiple times during the day, especially at the end of classes, when everyone is leaving, but I just couldn’t approach her. Not because I’m into her or anything, but because she was always talking with friends of her own, and I thought I’d be an inconvenience to interrupt and greet her for some reason. I started getting the shakes, breathing and sweating heavily as I decided the best option would be to procrastinate out first talk till next Monday, while feeling like this choice was eating me alive inside. 

Tl;Dr is: I can’t seem to start a friendship at this university, because I absolutely feel like I’m just not good enough for people in the first place. Can’t help but think I’m not gonna be a good enough friend or something like that. This is starting to get really scary, as I put myself through more embarrassment than I’d like for the time being...",5.99952925123657,5.908604239467852,6.376330376940135,80.24284453351528,66.47228381374723,9.333140030701005,30.428193757462047,8.950670267944501,2.2774942179771456,1796,59,359,27,26,581,218,451,0.084,0.7859999999999999,0.129,0.9706,0,0,1,0,0,0,51.0,6,1,8,6,18,20,1,2,29,0,31,4,3,3,1,69,61,32,0,5,17,0,7,6,3,3,0,0,1,3,15,23,1,0,14,2,1,7,13,6,0,6,17,9,48,13,68,32,17,68,1,2,2,0,41,27,1,10,40,257,63,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949831893528739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06873279900657299,0.0,0.07808328305248145,0.0,0.0,0.06422448614147849,0.0,0.2036608241863475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876528561215613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852869252616311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668679131331312,0.0,0.0,0.1615974200516122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546548563441686,0.0,0.0,0.1479542216344755,0.17260439424752233,0.0,0.05516654435429525,0.0,0.0,0.15962074171198926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669611216300478,0.1193385406927984,0.1603914918807912,0.0,0.0,0.14209024826175606,0.0,0.0,0.19359035845412506,0.0,0.2618257750151515,0.0,0.0,0.21016687701327186,0.06680144602468903,0.0,0.0,0.08270148699288475,0.0,0.0,0.1496414642815241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196820535498724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180476294630546,0.0,0.0,0.08843942338089499,0.0,0.1708170620955046,0.0,0.24483244675263335,0.0,0.0,0.07391575000708728,0.0,0.09344153420894466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055752645794784166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066760499042669,0.08882828695097658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319549420719408,0.0635234549358202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17371422491523175,0.0,0.08726437586636522,0.0,0.07895679103254674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16792855734695258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21402940544019444,0.08587616273820321,0.0,0.0,0.094615947043986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07603674063470907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388401617422107,0.08358391108479606,0.0,0.0,0.06430054121163951,0.0,0.0,0.2364737113931128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342661978130438,0.07300330028773105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055489362759321585,0.05351854479972613,0.0,0.06630840185305187,0.243516388963966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341407178283773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378314203171617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18650221387684915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059332762883305426,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,schoolofpizza,2019/02/24,"If anyone is doing CBT, is there a good website out there that has a bunch of example answers or suggestions? I am doing the CBT workbooks by dr burns which are great but I feel like I am not always great at thinking up the  antidotes to the cognitive distortions and am wondering if there’s a particularly good website out there that has a bunch of example answers - like way more than in the book?",7.646688311688313,6.945215454545455,8.00840909090909,71.93261363636366,63.28571428571429,11.855844155844155,37.43181818181819,11.20814326018867,4.206587012987013,318,14,59,8,4,105,49,77,0.0,0.7509999999999999,0.249,0.9677,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,8,0,10,1,0,0,0,13,13,5,0,2,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,6,10,13,3,6,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,4,2,47,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23262101684385095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19547880313081792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135679295573306,0.19972175665478384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4689728076564129,0.0,0.6164442334992939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27316331096198604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17913438054390549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219062007433487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30317702261301244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,supremestefano,2019/02/24,"Has anyone else experienced regression in their progress? Please excuse the rant. This is my first time sharing for a while, so I’ve built up a lot in my head

The past year, I’ve felt my mental state revert to how it was when I was in high school. I consider 11th grade to be my lowest point in terms of my mental wellbeing. Academically, it was my worst year because of all the days I missed because of my anxiety. I had these beliefs that all of my teachers hated me and thought I was a failure (which I’m sure couldn’t have been farther from the truth). 12th grade, things starting to go up and have been going up for me, until recently. I think the stressors were losing one grandfather in March, the other in August, and my step-grandfather last month. 

Since March, I haven’t felt like myself. Despite being top of my class in my major, I’ve felt these thoughts start to come back. I know logically that all my professors are very proud of me, but recently I’ve been magnifying every little mistake I’ve made and jumping to conclusions without any real evidence. It’s my last semester of college and I’m in an internship, so my main communication with my professors is electronically. I think this fuels my anxiety as I don’t hear any of the tones necessary to actually get the true meaning of their words. 

There’s no concrete explanation to why I got better the first time other than I was in a period in my life where the circumstances caused me to mature. I think I’m in similar circumstances now. That, in addition the losses I’ve experienced the past year, made for the perfect storm. At least, that’s how I see it. But I digress. 

The point to this little rant is I was wondering if this was normal? I’d really like to hear any stories of reverting back to old thought patterns or habits and how you overcame it. 

tl;dr gone back to old thought patterns after losing grandfathers, wondering if this is common and if anyone has experience with this type of situation ",6.3823494321440855,6.838398862796836,6.995360789262363,74.2589055867845,65.64907651715039,10.496317540438223,32.837099919697145,10.374825546531014,3.388845956177584,1575,62,290,37,23,519,191,379,0.091,0.826,0.083,0.4497,1,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,2,11,12,16,1,0,19,0,26,2,1,6,7,54,58,22,0,6,7,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,21,11,0,0,17,0,0,5,5,7,0,3,23,8,41,9,50,32,9,63,1,4,1,0,7,24,0,7,35,194,62,9,0.0,0.0,0.08883453241947238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857155478722644,0.0,0.1392791388908841,0.0,0.0,0.12730400099367373,0.09327349519112756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099949878561292,0.0,0.11098506418971656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051079783353479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351539462173816,0.0,0.0784163887626853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05870839457047641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07604592478972687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766987591131009,0.0,0.0,0.08904719664867082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622162621553505,0.0,0.0,0.15486429839481025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04756069404883096,0.0,0.10347166998054877,0.0,0.07280696034336283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987569059263158,0.09342554899904276,0.0,0.20520035776155626,0.0,0.0,0.0961807736668514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05002904976557807,0.1484071813639563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06429890637896025,0.08894770648577167,0.18247684519269736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20368403621260645,0.0,0.07739252737334325,0.0,0.17227419657837778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099161017099443,0.0,0.0,0.18347858222470328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266122720735886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891924657600451,0.0,0.0,0.1910464704708329,0.0,0.061685939064437374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17380153405245685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992628547862556,0.17211016514286834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361484925129197,0.058317713767897086,0.0,0.1797671097234654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921296919320468,0.07254107076628606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530297724710626,0.10232427962631024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288664628703024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579699985437007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060477909900382425,0.1749897405257383,0.0,0.2890783641038339,0.106163498722502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511129885865134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214262028317737,0.0,0.0,0.0877520261953375,0.19744160169712666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17586572531416944
anxiety,TheCakeDrake,2019/02/24,"find myself finding comfort in repetitive activities, anyone else do this? I like rereading the same books, watching the same shows, and sticking to a fairly consistent routine. For some reason it's comforting knowing what will happen not being dissapointed or stressed.  Is this healthy? I think it's an outlet of my anxiety but is it something I should work to change? Or does it not really matter? ",5.303285714285714,8.371780471428577,5.6728571428571435,72.20214285714287,72.85714285714286,8.0,32.85714285714286,8.841846274778883,3.5010000000000012,323,16,47,7,7,103,57,70,0.085,0.7959999999999999,0.119,0.5206,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,4,0,6,0,0,1,0,16,9,4,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,5,3,5,6,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,36,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068029019592082,0.0,0.0,0.189022110892967,0.27698662750227443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285974943705166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365689681600092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225827328542114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4941562931317199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23905330397793775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485671545096026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207034427664316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17318131830605304,0.27794586530723897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20811444057271888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096638863627868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17321754687260438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968045938756082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,noodlewok,2019/02/24,"Coping methods Hi everyone,

I’ve never posted anything so hopefully this hasn’t been covered (I tried to check) 
I recently had to travel for work and had the worst anxiety prior to going to the airport. Like I’m talking full blown meltdown- crying, stomach ache, nausea, fainting etc. I made it and was able to get on the plane. Thankfully I had an aisle seat which for my logic was safe but the anxiety was still very strong. 

the only way I made it thru the security and actually onto the plane was by staying cold (T-shirt, cold water, fan on me) and repeating the same sentence over and over and over. I slowed my breathing as well 1-2-3 in 1-2-3 out. 

To the point of this post: what are the ways you guys cope? How do you get thru an attack and continue with the task? ",2.8245707196029812,4.554264787096778,4.361935483870969,85.02598014888339,75.3225806451613,7.349875930521091,25.471464019851126,8.139509932561175,1.571441687344913,602,21,121,10,13,201,104,155,0.085,0.773,0.142,0.8517,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,0,2,4,9,1,0,13,0,11,4,2,3,1,18,19,11,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,9,1,2,1,1,1,2,2,2,1,0,10,2,11,7,22,9,4,24,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,1,8,80,17,1,0.17730809503902278,0.0,0.17302712375788554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27128041478250936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590945458832028,0.0,0.0,0.20171355513458272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19476461665363706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19774539524672732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16942548318127007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852723230722867,0.0,0.10076827647733028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17556289042762402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761069455324103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662377905824467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355464133126162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675093359143015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13485079608593992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676134608529641,0.0,0.339624285125926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17507035324306705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889868377188738,0.14159847373636705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251353048109724,0.0,0.16324147181808127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203805577224633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629774761309633,0.0,0.2814778256589715,0.0,0.0,0.15942127128625955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908240491762854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Rositablush,2019/02/24,New job anxiety advice? I’ve been unemployed for like 6 months and I’m starting a call center job tomorrow. I feel happy that I’ll finally have a job again but I have this irrational fear that people will be mean to me lol. How can I not be so scared or awkward ?,0.2252987012987013,2.5631632181818205,2.7070129870129875,89.64909090909094,89.54545454545455,6.779220779220778,20.584415584415584,7.957251820313856,1.2325324675324674,207,7,44,5,7,71,44,55,0.271,0.605,0.124,-0.8818,5,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,3,2,1,7,0,0,1,0,7,11,5,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,4,2,2,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,7,25,7,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21699359312601355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16987461201258058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267471798946506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24987823583574945,0.11227975858530892,0.0,0.0,0.2432549017938449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363860526928703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6610782097649331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084868649318474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418874705958317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17724546372846545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21446607301557535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15394782762727593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223199085053762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15717458160533634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bmj323gt,2019/02/24,"I don’t really talk much about my anxiety and depression, but this feels right. Let me just start by saying that anybody that needs to talk or just vent. Find me on here and I’ll listen and let you vent. 

I was 27 and it was is August that everything changed for me and my family. My brother had died. I can remember every detail of that day and often I relive that day in my mind. The following days I held that brave face on, be strong for everyone. I couldn’t let myself show my emotions for what reason I still don’t know. I knew that everything was going to change right down to the crossing of T’s and dotting of I’s. Everything seemed like it was going ok, Christmas was difficult and birthdays etc..and then on July 4th of 2018 I lost control. I was driving with my mom going to the store and a lady cut me off almost causing my to wreck and the road was busy as hell because the firework show just ended and the cops were directing traffic. As I slammed on my breaks I put my car in park and started to get out of my car full of that blinding rage and I was ready to do something stupid but thankfully my mom grabbed me and pulled me back into my car. I ended up putting a crack/dent into my dashboard from punching it. I had so much anger. Later on that night I called my best friend and talked to her about what happened and she suggested i see a therapist. I said no, I’m fine. I wasn’t though, a month or so later the fall semester was starting up and suddenly I looked at my student loans and said I’ll never be able to pay all this back. My brother is gone, I have very few friends and no family of my own. For the next 3-4 weeks I was a zombie, barley ate and sleep. Lacked any interest in school. Didn’t care about the classes. I had just quit my job of 12 years in August and started a new job the first week of September and boy or boy that was difficult. I had a panic attack the night and I just thought I was going to die from this. This wasn’t me I kept saying to myself, what is going on. The next day I just sat there and kept thinking about my future, how will I pay bills, live, I don’t have enough money, everyone around my going to die and then what do I do? I got so worked up one afternoon and just drove to a lake. I wasn’t going to do anything stupid. I just thought maybe this will give me peace. My phone was blowing up from my parents and family who thought I was going to do something stupid. When I left I went and talked to my best friend and she helped my find a therapist. I owe her a lot because I think had she not talked me into seeing one I don’t know what I’d do. I really don’t. It’s hard talking to someone you don’t know especially for me. I don’t trust anyone and I always think they have hidden agenda and are out to get me. So talking to him was hard the first few times. It got better and as I had my sessions I felt good for that hour and sometimes the next few days even. Then one day it happened again and I didn’t want to start taking medication or this but I knew I had to. So here I was, seeing my doctor once a month and a therapist 2-3 times a month and try to get me better. It’s been over a 1 year and 7 months and I don’t think I’m much better. I’m learning to understand that these rules I set myself to live by are not achievable because perfection doesn’t exist. I think money all the time and student loans and bills. I think about retirement and how I can afford it. I plan to fail before ever even doing it just so I can prepare myself for the worst possible outcome. My therapist calls it my doom and gloom out look. I test people I talk to just to see if they would betray me. I don’t ever believe I’ll have a long standing relationship or get married because of my trust issues and I wouldn’t want to put all my issues on her. I let my inner voice when the battles and sacrifice happiness. There are days I want to be completely zoned out and then there are days I want to see color, not just black and grey. But color, happiness and feel joy, excitement and love. I want to leave this anxiety and depression behind and start living my life. I hate being trapped and bound by this but I don’t know how to break free it. I’m tired of all the fake laughs and smiles I give off. I graduate in 3 months with a bachelors degree and I’m not even happy or excited about it. I was told about a promotion at my job and to apply for it I had a great chance of getting it and I talked myself out of it. When I spend money I worry that I won’t have enough to pay a bill even though they are paid. I worry about bills that I don’t even have. I feel my anxiety rising as I type this out but I feel that I needed to say this. Only a few people know about this but saying this now here, feels relieving. 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anxiety,Yoloizme,2019/02/24,"I think trazodone made me get an ear infection. Not sure if anyone else has had a really bad experience like this while being on trazodone, but here goes:

I was on trazodone for 3 weeks, and I noticed that I would wake up feeling congested sometimes. I was also sneezing a lot. And a few days ago, I noticed that my ears felt really blocked, dulled hearing and all. And I had been noticing that my hearing would be muffled throughout the day, but didn’t think anything of it. My doc told me to stop taking it a few days ago because of my new symptoms, which are occasional dizziness and some ringing/scratching in the ears. Has anyone else felt this while taking it? ",6.052145669291337,6.73449707874016,6.024872047244098,80.14234744094492,66.4015748031496,8.239763779527559,34.772637795275585,8.07648339933343,2.6726858267716533,527,24,96,6,8,166,82,127,0.109,0.861,0.03,-0.8690000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,7,0,13,7,4,1,2,23,25,11,0,3,4,0,3,1,0,2,3,5,0,0,9,5,0,2,5,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,10,8,13,2,8,11,5,14,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,3,11,68,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375614164743204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715776084860024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873883500766668,0.2745925694922641,0.11026853393068756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188232430647838,0.08168363876755706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592519270802388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238754519130842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107527751446035,0.0,0.0,0.06775316755540281,0.0,0.25731724766452885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700081687672524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020498662723933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654644152240772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391989175167205,0.0,0.12679168449391393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12941563076957655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4576711619869964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716844730395019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325269643326111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120279189082252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262910679848733,0.13927472028771953,0.20149890361395412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717203884743662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804036375578698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748472043192904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903759739676405,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Poltergayst,2019/02/24,"Afraid of teacher I'm currently at college taking English, Media and Photography, and it's the teacher of the latter that's been giving me some issues recently. The dude's always been intimidating, criticising students on everything even when they've completed assignments that they were originally proud of (myself included in this); There were even a great number of students who dropped out at the beginning of the course because of this. 

A few classes ago, I came in and was immediately singled out for being a grand total of one minute late. Several students came in after me and had nothing said to them. Later, he walks over to where I'm sat working on my recent shoot, and asks me if I've actually done any work over the weekend. Of course, I told him that I had, clearly confused as to why he was asking me this. He then leans in really close and says ""Maybe if you didn't lie, people would believe you more"" (I have since found out there was a miscommunication error and he believed I was going to be attending an after class study session whereas I did not.)

The tone of what he said plus the closeness was enough to send me into a panic attack and now I am terrified of him. I feel humiliated and am afraid of being ridiculed like this again in front of the class, to the point that I have been skipping lessons. I have tried walking into the class with a 'no fucks given' sort of attitude, which normally works, but as soon as I see him I feel sick. He knew I had anxiety when this happened and if that wasn't enough to stop this situation, I feel like he might do something similar again. Any advice would be appreciated, thank you.

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TL;DR - Shit scared of my photography teacher, need advice :)",9.241155830753355,7.673460442724463,9.064965944272442,68.4244871001032,60.671826625387,11.833147574819405,38.251599587203295,10.650279960617883,3.9811008875129,1365,54,244,26,15,445,181,323,0.111,0.7979999999999999,0.09,-0.6147,1,0,1,1,0,0,42.0,0,3,2,5,11,15,4,5,18,0,30,3,1,1,2,44,55,21,0,7,5,0,3,2,0,3,1,3,0,0,15,21,0,1,6,1,0,8,4,9,0,1,26,7,30,6,45,22,7,48,0,0,1,1,24,20,2,7,21,174,45,13,0.0,0.0,0.10736508195041304,0.0,0.0,0.21502341031782668,0.09752739303920756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154667498643748,0.11920821457817755,0.1336881260323888,0.14963674203194474,0.0,0.08416612185446089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057104414895431,0.12516530302981838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706806569169729,0.0,0.0,0.24791303707410225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516704986066022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153554159197136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259016037031172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273631740088866,0.0,0.14533628391299938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988802011855366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16689047994141765,0.07859935870054711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063286083792915,0.0,0.10171307427523793,0.0,0.10554261734087424,0.06252773569263807,0.0,0.0,0.12129905684597905,0.0,0.0,0.0972916207737128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148338280851098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410900806712312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750186370151757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105313524654855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671539096694104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157952442222584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779767884034673,0.10556856581187687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455339407392178,0.0,0.0,0.12908648721234592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627503289512891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400584931211224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07048256964178651,0.0,0.217265853061642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20931122140278435,0.08749348726750772,0.1101506828374703,0.0,0.08767286544399952,0.0,0.0,0.12429294243944168,0.11293545581943708,0.09101089523462674,0.12366873971621935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469990120531032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198287365749894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272245157223074,0.0,0.0,0.10129298585566752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513022751102846,0.0,0.07469735475227576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927726209759208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402908170928775,0.0,0.0,0.15631218835042635,0.0,0.1336881260323888,0.0
anxiety,plagueddogs,2019/02/24,How do you know if you have anxiety? How can you tell the difference between just getting worked up over normal life stressors and actual anxiety? ,6.627307692307693,8.834877115384613,6.726153846153848,69.99384615384618,66.30769230769229,11.353846153846154,36.07692307692308,11.20814326018867,5.004753846153847,119,6,18,4,2,38,22,26,0.23,0.77,0.0,-0.7059,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,2,0,7,5,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,15,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.35138679800348416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5509214638790914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762076676788532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18812729169021647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19789092288203491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543356306637815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3528026106049244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31472638246063483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621430210332993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Skwonkie_,2019/02/24,"Anxiety absent for 10 years ha come back with a vengeance. I had anxiety issues when I was in the army. 10 years ago was my last known panic attack. Over the last two weeks I have had fairly consistent (what I think) are anxiety attacks. To the point where I felt so...wrong, that we called an ambulance and have been to the ER. Two doctors (ER doc and cardiologist) have confirmed my heart is fine. My normal resting heart rate is around 78 bpm (thank you Apple Watch) but has increased to the high 90s and into the 100s. I was prescribed lorazepam at the ER but only a five day supply and I’ve since run out. I’m in constant fear, I’m in tears, and the only relief I get is from sleep. In the mornings I feel fine for a few hours but then back again come the heart palpitations. My wife is supportive but I’m not sure how to deal with this. Any advice or warm thoughts are welcome, I really need them. ",2.187065323366916,4.2574915414364645,3.2308612284692906,90.86248943776405,78.33701657458563,6.247773805654857,21.696782580435492,7.285733465282438,0.6086136496587589,703,20,149,9,17,225,115,181,0.103,0.784,0.113,0.6068,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,1,1,0,7,13,2,2,14,1,16,5,4,1,1,28,29,13,0,2,6,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,13,0,0,5,0,0,4,1,4,3,3,8,4,16,9,18,21,3,30,0,0,1,0,7,12,0,1,14,90,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189481341007485,0.11057478215337976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482770653816205,0.0,0.2862780486199525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104534622051287,0.0,0.2838202823717431,0.0,0.19183523844322095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737383065714886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21490550974176947,0.0,0.13479998924163886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044719771189521,0.12860180988938466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276770203939971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036755875436902,0.0630724623032372,0.0,0.1197702852049133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06517167749951322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.443453699053408,0.0,0.1317950145267863,0.0,0.0,0.1228441046999881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301965030403816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20336004669177588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924933791425913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221904516220815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18974129427063,0.0,0.1463559084032107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179199378962247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991185389952761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318649561469596,0.0,0.12483042275844132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155385593698722,0.1175662911729992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484414271335085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992857101396902,0.0,0.09902989377173002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24370636710655966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005917394302304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638397620175466,0.0,0.16065737422622486
anxiety,HelloThere010,2019/02/24,"I have anxiety again because I have finals tomorrow and I dont know how to controll it I need advice, Im in panic of failing and I dont know why, I already prepare everthing for this date I dont know why I feel like this. I just find out that I need to pass 4 finals to be able to go in the new subjects. (Weird rules of my university) I dont know what I will do If I dont pass, what would my parents think of me. ",-0.7961702127659578,0.9430238510638348,2.3866382978723406,94.69400000000002,87.08510638297872,5.4621276595744686,21.102127659574467,6.742157984588678,0.28965872340425536,318,11,79,4,10,114,54,94,0.103,0.866,0.031,-0.7003,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,1,1,0,11,0,0,2,0,17,20,4,0,4,2,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,7,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,0,1,16,1,11,17,0,12,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,7,51,22,1,0.12638737543884032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235042805263209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13947161161794314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966859962732537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704457098231017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14175418849132718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7406253136513267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06390525453760589,0.09029116626689923,0.0,0.2769023840542881,0.11551577145073748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718288580601029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365200536564625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27783678490308045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061746487566492675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18742927487856173,0.0,0.12206571476841765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14828835339618052,0.1403382234873555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809839268826617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22808989606969465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978196528079924,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cole_A,2019/02/24,"What's going on with me? Throughout most of my life I have had hard times having conversations with people other that my parents and siblings. It seems like every time I try to have a normal conversation with someone I just can't... I always start sweating and blushing because I get so embarrassed when I talk to people. I always think to myself ""why would you say that?"" or ""your stupid for saying that."". Also. I've noticed that if I have to gi to the doctors or dentist that I start to get anxious even before leaving the house to go. I always keep asking myself what am I going to say or how am I going to say. I don't know what's going on with me... I don't know if it's because I'm shy or it's because I have some form of social anxiety.",2.232037962037964,3.846461844155844,4.201428571428572,86.03972527472527,76.66233766233766,5.777422577422577,23.534465534465536,6.297961479604792,0.6611314685314689,580,18,116,4,13,198,85,154,0.102,0.88,0.018000000000000002,-0.8625,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,0,6,3,1,1,3,0,12,4,1,1,0,23,28,12,0,4,7,1,1,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,12,6,0,1,4,0,0,5,3,2,0,0,1,5,23,1,18,26,3,12,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,9,6,85,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749754423001323,0.33555061394945346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028327676062252,0.1518590495005872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566679774343792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458279410211824,0.0,0.114383561206872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758702174466453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878472703198284,0.0,0.11325666908010396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14046031120700206,0.0,0.3819767367054783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041606660710565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551054010040143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948080491767675,0.0,0.0,0.14775007051513822,0.0,0.0,0.1423339118961393,0.0,0.0,0.09494651603471124,0.06567199440631195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170541082845855,0.0,0.1530407926558852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926016670873235,0.0,0.0,0.18638313276272825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4275923492730577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237310385617255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370267079703961,0.11389566278947545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19028973231892066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804363280301384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861324457931661,0.0,0.0,0.1567655641660398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912639854705794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129530738647085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954898157625398,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BeeBeeBooBooBeeBoo,2019/02/24,"Dealing With Negative Family Dynamics I’m coping with a negative family dynamic.  This person, although a fantastic human being, wonderful mother, amazing wife, fantastic friend, encouraging sister who is the kindest person in the universe likes everybody.  But me.  It’s like when the super nice teacher at school who everybody loves corrects you, and you feel ashamed — more ashamed than when the nasty teacher at school calls you at.

Only instead of one incident in third grade, this dynamic has gained momentum over 40 years, and unlike the super nice teacher, my sister seldom ever says anything positive about my behavior, accomplishments, and/or appearance.  She vacillates between patronizing, passive aggressive criticisms and complete indifference.

My therapist says my sister is likely jealous of me; her jealousy is apparently deeply rooted in our childhood.  

I don’t know how I feel about my therapist’s assessment though.  I appraise my sister’s life:  she’s the kindest person ever; she is one of those people who connects with everybody and sees the good in everybody; she’s a hard worker; she has a great life with an amazing husband and two beautiful boys.  To me, my sister is amazing and has nothing to be jealous of.

According to my therapist, the problem is that I see so much good in my sister — and she really is a wonderful, warm fuzzy, feel good kind of person, and despite my admiration and approval seeking, my sister professes to love but not LIKE me.  As a result, I have internalized this over the past several decades as I must be inherently bad or unworthy.  This has had a huge impact on my self worth.

Anyway, I’m working on it.  I haven’t cut this particular sister out of my life, but I have gone very low, infrequent contact with her because I feel like shit for days after I spend any time with her.  Not that I have to work very hard at staying away from her, because she only makes time for everybody besides me.

I can do no right in her eyes.  And for the first time in my life, my therapist has me seeing the light at the end of the tunnel.  Just because somebody - even an admirable somebody, which my sister is, says something about me, that doesn’t make it true.

As such, I was inspired to write a poem (kind of?) and to share with other people.  Here it is:


No Matter

No matter how smart you are,
Somebody says you’re dumb.

No matter how shy you are,
Somebody says you’re aloof.

No matter how you express your opinions,
Somebody says you are negative.

No matter how attractive you are,
Somebody says you’re ugly.

No matter what you weigh,
Somebody says your body is wrong.

No matter how valuable you are,
Somebody says you are worthless.

No matter how selfless you are,
Somebody says you’re selfish.

No matter how good you are,
Somebody says you’re bad.

No matter how caring you are,
Somebody says you’re apathetic.

No matter how authentic you are,
Somebody says you’re fake.

No matter how well you treat others,
Somebody says you’re not kind.

No matter how unwell you are,
Somebody says you’re seeking attention.

No matter how hard you seek approval,
Somebody says you fall short.

Empathy and love do not say these things; unresolved insecurities do.  No one person is infallibly perfect, but no one person is infallibly imperfect either.

Identify that voice of negativity — whether it is your own, somebody else’s, or a nasty combination — and mute it.

We are all vessels capable of great beauty and incredibly humbling shortcomings.  We do not need our weaknesses parroted to us ad nauseam by somebody who suffers from our affliction:  humanity.",6.8249801446603335,8.347798861154448,7.064445823287475,70.36155598496669,65.06864274570982,10.008239965962275,35.785030492128776,10.178562406969252,4.059941965678628,2854,136,446,67,44,922,273,641,0.199,0.606,0.196,-0.9589,2,0,1,0,0,0,95.0,6,22,0,11,29,61,6,3,24,0,47,12,3,17,7,91,68,42,0,3,14,12,8,5,1,1,5,18,0,10,26,24,1,0,9,0,2,3,29,19,1,7,3,31,76,42,58,61,5,40,0,3,4,3,94,22,2,7,19,317,102,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0354821614284497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042937239998278885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04902202592126581,0.0,0.08713126109633731,0.09541987754820183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05795690446964495,0.0,0.0,0.05327856906167505,0.0,0.05319794721038298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05470661060550811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03364986007721107,0.05379221441561813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04358720328392827,0.0,0.046213350939414685,0.0,0.0,0.03446242825917145,0.09439419984291904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837569776480573,0.0,0.10552907206687097,0.03727527204501767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044381744808956534,0.0,0.0,0.0403118346332377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750544285200169,0.0,0.1150506929697496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14022107840250836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16300300492007613,0.028675124515398075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741668332778934,0.12745527702354473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127538746512472,0.0,0.0696571292782869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038356111753843694,0.038688597673258926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05006525593971126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414259908441466,0.0793659466665494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04980886758067543,0.0723459490869564,0.27335375704645626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049926359512701135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03342593376415433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044558888234227316,0.0,0.7053854013276567,0.0,0.10561185551576836,0.12473498376146025,0.0,0.054432009100905,0.05894517867960239,0.05355895911614211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04016841755214074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055613758755703166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423261575075221,0.034664092261406425,0.0,0.05126365521328923,0.0,0.09127451627971793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05096936491455055,0.0,0.0627625282004704,0.0,0.0,0.08610300844718502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04691340534005936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316750047649678,0.07597098097777265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05704737823682001,0.0,0.033600288865532714
anxiety,suicidalgoat,2019/02/24,"Heart palpitations waking me up when trying to drift off Anybody have this problem? It’s so frustrating to be so damn tired but just as I’m drifting off my heart skips a beat, I wake up in a panic, my chest feels heavy and my mind is seriously racing. 

Usually it takes about another 10-20 minutes of controlled breathing and reassurance from my (very tired) girlfriend to get relaxed and ready to attempt sleeping again. 

On a good night I can fall asleep without any of this. On a bad night, I’m up every 10 minutes feeling like I’m about the die and being so upset with the prospect of dying that I can’t focus on anything else

I just want to know that I’m not alone ",5.6092537313432835,5.7327977985074625,6.088768656716423,81.24270522388062,67.28358208955224,8.491044776119404,32.421641791044784,8.07648339933343,2.262316417910448,531,21,105,6,8,172,91,134,0.189,0.645,0.166,-0.6842,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,9,11,2,2,6,0,6,10,8,1,0,17,16,10,2,2,5,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,3,1,0,3,3,7,0,0,0,2,9,4,23,14,0,17,0,0,0,0,2,9,1,0,6,63,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703430942788143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184640592117948,0.1724629333384684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534620723899998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373270117247056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844690132669594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34139134609398863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373950130206657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13857451317939645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16632368147410734,0.1174986257919068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592968257246826,0.0,0.0,0.13795107092074754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3897995474647796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038935305158802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035257197912263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16606954615692324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086911251142292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19297211970318046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737721850695874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16459049413144228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236622606414092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37807208239221496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116654980242462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18114235727185765,0.1357063894379471,0.09700967860167672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15854486371276194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,user123user11,2019/02/24,"I hate having crushes because it makes me feel like a loser? Like you feel all embarrassed in the inside since you’re unattractive and it’s never going to happen but you still manage to spend so much time thinking about someone and it’s pointless. And then you hate yourself for overthinking and overanalyzing every interaction between you two even if it clearly wasn’t flirty whatsoever. Like they could just be nice to you but you’re so unused to the attention from attractive people that you go through this whole process that’s just a waste. 

Gosh I hate my brain sometimes. 
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anxiety,Nikiwiki_9,2019/02/24,I need to vent I feel like im spiraling out of control and I need someone who will listen to me and offer advice if you dont mind just dm me ,-0.2299999999999969,1.1089466060606092,3.003030303030304,93.12454545454548,82.93939393939394,5.612121212121212,20.090909090909093,6.42735559955562,0.05420000000000025,110,3,27,1,3,40,26,33,0.0,0.915,0.085,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,10,6,3,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,4,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,17,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138445184579286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3602205108751166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764099413074444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16239367374001198,0.2294445785788013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469197206531786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15690789480486403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242910866058197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4762883542861869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721270891383744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xoxSecyUnicornxox,2019/02/24,"A hole in my heart and stomach Every time I feel like I'm over something or that I had therapy that should have been helping, it's comes back bigger and stronger. Making me feel this huge hole in my heart like I was empty, making everything around me seem so small... I don't even know how to fight this anymore... The only it goes away is with human toutch... And I feel like a white and an attention seeker for wanting this",2.27920588235294,4.380517082352942,2.99139705882353,92.54003676470587,78.17647058823529,5.661764705882352,21.213235294117645,6.6274283507984215,0.30326470588235305,332,9,69,3,8,104,62,85,0.051,0.7759999999999999,0.173,0.8599,0,0,1,0,1,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,4,0,7,3,3,3,0,19,17,7,0,2,1,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,4,9,3,8,13,0,11,0,0,1,0,3,8,0,2,5,44,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000234679227262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17954792324117633,0.0,0.0,0.18949551557188526,0.15508807815573988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737391042511483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332151311192114,0.0,0.16993352940304954,0.0,0.18126703960465146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059433827447068,0.2881764578884429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4780100708320601,0.13518935554267747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084420527337233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956083880016492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692608756530479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533952412185436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836120875811497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15527173450511556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306514573418897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760775689400545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896269157155134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GeorgyPorgy93,2019/02/24,"Does anyone else wake up in the middle of the night struggling to breathe? I've had this for the past few nights. I'll drift in and out of sleep, and when I'm half awake, my chest feels heavy and breathing becomes difficult. Similar to a panic attack, I guess? It's hard to get a good night's rest lately.",2.812857142857144,4.250431555555558,3.3716190476190446,93.33171428571433,74.71428571428572,6.309841269841268,22.123809523809523,6.742157984588678,0.3302914285714285,240,6,53,2,5,75,49,63,0.206,0.75,0.044,-0.8611,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,2,5,0,1,5,5,0,0,6,5,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,1,2,2,1,10,4,2,12,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,6,27,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14791911260893914,0.21675567980446067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406661171669921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336378805932653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851268704794839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17672100836770274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069649038175492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052497335284747,0.0,0.0,0.17743622437629625,0.0,0.0,0.23304370788166276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18950524085613152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23863508779142825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5955697267135384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24820571599399854,0.0,0.0,0.2019462741661144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117005373861132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22115565082443944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bulldog16,2019/02/24,"How do I stop freaking out over my mistakes? One of the ways my anxiety manifests itself is constantly reliving my past mistakes in my mind. This recent one has me really freaking out and I am really having a hard time getting over it. On Friday I had a job interview. When I drove home on Thursday I parked my car in the driveway like usual. When my dad left for work, he put my car in the garage. I usually start my car using my remote start to warm up the interior due to the winter temperatures. Soon after I activated the remote start I realized my car was still in the garage and I rushed to open the garage door. I still feel stupid for making such a careless mistake that could have cost me my life. Even though I was never in serious danger due to my quick instincts I still feel like I almost died. How do I get past this. ",3.083209982788297,4.904500126506028,4.601755593803787,83.18915662650605,74.8433734939759,7.8753872633390705,24.507745266781413,8.634040054169528,1.7225142857142859,655,21,129,13,14,219,97,166,0.162,0.775,0.063,-0.9422,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,12,12,2,0,11,0,11,1,0,4,1,20,21,7,1,4,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,5,5,0,1,3,0,1,7,1,9,0,2,4,4,28,3,20,16,0,47,0,0,0,0,3,15,0,1,26,92,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524593852310566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11647312721960973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645314026537886,0.0,0.12156163046935065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15801457493279986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005616696649954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15396738159937934,0.10876957264514088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15909181555013155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363887812386892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272217157980764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15108760812035602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16542332850122612,0.0,0.10754079559072544,0.14876624907232042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163005885156652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537321261684511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174268986455559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20634114442485404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906854299625493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305631618675652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19507433917053407,0.0,0.15033146821166288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232963682233726,0.0,0.36476832414505256,0.12729032429533682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14958779812641534,0.0,0.08877994788919646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149770649511894,0.3353703357056708,0.0,0.0,0.12085134352128055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084199632942666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,snd4life,2019/02/24,"I don't think I can beat this If you think of cartoons and you have a character trying to close a door and it shuts but it has stuff bulging out of the edges and it is just barely staying closed. That's what I feel like with my anxiety.  No matter what I do it is always pushing the back of my mind. Creeps in at every opportunity.  I've never met a bully that had anything on the misery anxiety brings. It viciously attacks the very moment my guard is down. And I hate myself. I can't help but think this is all just my fault, I convince myself it is a choice. I can just stop anytime I want, I just need to do it. Except I can't figure out why I can't just do that. Instead it is ruining my life. Piece by piece and I don't think I can fix it. Every bad thought leads to another. I can't make myself make the right choices. I focus so much on the crushing fear that I can't do what I know I should. I will sit and have a dialogue with my own head and fighting with myself and tearing myself apart for being so horrible. I'm not the mother or wife or friend that i should be. What kind of person just sits back and let's their life fall away. The worst kind. Me. I hate myself and I don't think I will ever be able to be better. I am going  to lose everything.  And I probably deserve it.",0.2463515151515132,2.3100065381818204,2.4453636363636377,93.8573787878788,85.43636363636364,5.266666666666667,18.62121212121212,6.588339656340683,-0.029424242424242575,998,26,226,11,30,337,138,275,0.238,0.6829999999999999,0.079,-0.9945,0,0,0,0,3,0,25.0,0,2,1,5,13,18,5,1,13,0,35,3,1,3,3,54,53,18,0,5,13,2,1,1,1,4,2,0,1,1,22,18,0,2,9,0,0,5,11,11,0,0,3,1,42,7,23,41,6,27,0,2,0,0,10,13,0,3,7,172,64,1,0.13209839043902089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991644302668843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385166802461544,0.20210981423331276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870571981899936,0.0,0.0,0.1502809894672135,0.12411078623056472,0.203151016601175,0.1102966382631276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683029148147987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949055692767285,0.22259718260347466,0.0,0.11872151557320558,0.0,0.0,0.14864741478253113,0.06679291531849797,0.09437111652414296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205888876896202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507455949509785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608396242885782,0.13557105897699973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854276659671202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751202915884834,0.07259782071392412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350795541636736,0.1866099995612104,0.06453660102107063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477843094416044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763534027577179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338171732529344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710751640829016,0.09794928269790644,0.101882422314027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534321925890753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242440727214764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112811303661581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079930795787576,0.0,0.11044016938139382,0.0,0.0,0.15122105278966386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4232165734704936,0.0,0.10487136647518394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968613594201237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089950065748033,0.07791505323221469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191982507809511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sunnydaysweeping,2019/02/24,I can’t take this anxiety anymore!! I fucked up at work and now I want to quit so bad. My crazy ness manic episode last week made everyone hate me. I can’t face my fears. I’m so done with this horrible feeling. I just can’t. Please...,-0.9967714285714244,1.1068433800000044,1.119714285714288,99.75700000000002,95.2,5.257142857142857,19.142857142857142,6.868970318607317,0.15908571428571427,179,6,44,3,7,59,38,50,0.415,0.5379999999999999,0.047,-0.9746,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,4,4,2,1,0,0,4,2,1,1,0,6,11,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,1,8,0,4,9,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,3,23,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20774319877224692,0.0,0.26931525237595016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226741848569082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779008887454062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25948789453030485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30558129552778673,0.1373092537462885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510534992147455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681099783393341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22135822222073745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569573085252143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29809210987471274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28883824064719404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20417985670782907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601735418180625,0.0,0.21782962013647927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976994301214222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BradySamaSensei,2019/02/24,"Need advice with convincing my mom on something I’m gonna try to convince my mom to let me do Online schooling for my last year of high school. She’s an EXTREMELY closed minded person even though I’ve shown her I’ve been responsible in tons of ways over the past year. I have really bad social anxiety and I think I’d work way more efficiently in a less crowded setting, any tips?",6.912662337662336,6.02887503896104,7.395422077922081,76.32741883116887,64.84415584415585,10.816883116883119,32.23701298701299,10.125756701596842,2.945288311688312,306,10,61,6,4,101,64,77,0.07400000000000001,0.797,0.129,0.5,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,8,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,2,10,5,3,13,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,4,31,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18676035233312246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12996822356486298,0.0,0.1462063553807234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595773025903851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262330252797045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019288816330984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557883920904268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19543325370558406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19297682142284364,0.4476751085918372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171313441400046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18244576363511364,0.0,0.1668787017562351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243643164422993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3868474945206605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19482287629257125,0.0,0.14713359227539866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246204466332178,0.1877745304481564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975800422165185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034044830923951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913771093217925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246150159928988
anxiety,beddable,2019/02/24,"I have anxiety attacks while cleaning. I don’t mind washing dishes, mopping the floor, things of that nature. I start panicking when I have to deal with the clutter. Baby items my son has grown out of, random items. 
I can start tackling what I need to get done but I eventually start to get frustrated and give up. I feel like I’m panicking the whole time.

I’m trying to tackle work, soon school, a new baby, and my fiancé(which I won’t even get into), 
I hate this feeling. At work I feel like I’m in my own world and don’t even want to go home. 
I’m so stressed out. ",1.6010023310023342,3.5297460854700917,3.08125874125874,91.91601398601401,79.59829059829059,5.963947163947164,22.602175602175606,6.980632752743323,0.5992119658119659,440,14,96,5,11,144,73,117,0.191,0.726,0.083,-0.933,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,5,6,3,1,4,0,8,2,0,0,0,15,26,7,0,2,1,1,3,2,0,1,1,0,3,0,4,7,1,0,3,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,1,3,14,2,14,24,4,18,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,1,10,58,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373606401649488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20427204879827107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18511541857225455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837491874876089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23719145610635334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723682956644827,0.2565511630993455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28143341924399035,0.1722474692097072,0.10204640077936854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17727539807296658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18011034610609836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17544499486978427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18130141920720969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331392661570648,0.0,0.17341730311590292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18172130532627448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3812741802530464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20568197672172173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928971540042085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047011509605768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190744020668058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590739129677597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20046901702056727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614393197198809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SilverShiningMoon,2019/02/24,"Help This is my first post on Reddit I really feel like I could use some advice right now,

For several months I've been having anxiety over several different things. A couple months ago it started with a strange feeling of losing my intelligence.

 I found it difficult to read books or watch movies, because I felt like I couldn't understand them as if I lacked the intelligence to do or understand very basic things.

These thoughts thankfully faded after a while, but they returned again this time giving me serve social anxiety. I was afraid of being judged by people if I said the wrong thing or even if I looked at some one in a weird way they would think I'm weird or creepy. I keep feeling like I was a horrible discriminatory person despite me never feeling this way before. 

Once again this stopped, but this brings me to were I am now. As strange as it may sound I am having anxiety over the very things I use to love. My hobbies, videogames,books etc and even love for my pets. I'm afraid that I'm becoming bored or simply just don't like the very things I've loved all my life anymore, the very things that define my personality. 

It seems to me that I'm continuing to have anxiety over different things for very little reason. I'll have bad anxiety over one certain thing then the focus of my anxiety changes to something else. 

Its like a continuing cycle non stop. And it feels like a war constantly going on between me and my thoughts. I've tried my best to get help but nobody seems to understand. 

My hopes are that somebody here will understand. Have you ever had anxiety similar to this? If so would you happen to have any ideas on how to cope with it? 

I would appreciate any advice you may have. Thanks in advance.

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anxiety,lukasthomas12345,2019/02/24,"I feel like everything I've heard of Paxil is MOSTLY bad. Should I ask for a different medication? I have been prescribed Paxil for my anxiety.  I feel like everything I have read about paxil is bad.

I am afraid to start taking it!  Should I start?",1.6062499999999993,4.265183791666669,3.509166666666665,84.1525,86.08333333333334,7.366666666666666,20.5,8.344100000000001,1.57885,194,6,37,5,6,65,30,48,0.193,0.703,0.103,-0.6544,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,8,1,0,0,0,5,15,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,8,2,5,11,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,24,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845979130269507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255879049083789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4029597338357446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521127052457489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43373933303231177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440224453137577,0.3447771445728954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23577918583587515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430897281765695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24137062549583746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34159430183811706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18143157346743602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sprayfart420,2019/02/24,Does anyone know good beginner tai chi or yoga videos I can find online? I’m want to give that a shot to help fight my anxiety a little bit.,0.8399999999999999,2.7999216666666698,3.256666666666668,89.525,82.33333333333334,6.666666666666668,16.666666666666668,7.793537801064563,0.33566666666666656,110,2,24,2,3,38,27,30,0.134,0.652,0.214,0.3818,0,0,0,0,1,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27759079612794585,0.0,0.0,0.2537237038332925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3961546905998986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175456803969651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33165211300837083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3480932532895077,0.0,0.3043540165223271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432208170017803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994211604773267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36368614234211133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21402722810990385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,elasticheart1388,2019/02/24,"My battle with Anxiety so far.... Boy, what a life it's been so far. I have always been a shy person and  kept to myself, well except for those 2 years back in middle school when I decided to act out and be expressive. It ended in nothing but me being bullied for the rest of my school years. I was always bullied in school, but after I decided to dance in the talent shows for a couple of years, it got worse. I dealt with a very abusive childhood, and my first marriage which I basically was just running away from the abuse at home, was abusive as well.

Now that I am somewhere that I know I'm safe, all the anxieties are showing their ugly face. I can't be around a big group of people, I can talk to strangers in a store well as long as it is a single person. If say there was more than 3 people, I would shy away. It is like I am afraid of what people think of me all the time. I can't drive very far from home. My Doctor says that it's normal to be that way. I have also turned into almost a complete shut in, I haven't went more than ten miles from my home in over five years.

My panic attacks back when they diagnosed me were horrible. They honestly felt like a seizure, it scared my husband so much that he had me checked out. He honestly thought I was having seizures. They just said it was severe panic attacks. I remember tensing up, but the only thing I would remember next would be waking up. My husband said my panic attacks were awful to watch, he has learned how to get me through them now. I haven't had a bad panic attack in years. The only thing is now, its went from panic attacks to me almost shutting down.

If something happens, I just give up. If times get tough, I start thinking about everything good that has ever happened and I get depressed. They have me on Wellbutrin but honestly it doesn't seem to be doing any good. My Doctor wants to see if it gets better, but I believe I am going to tell him to switch me to something else. The only problem is, they have tried almost every anxiety medication known to man with nothing working as of yet.

I have tried, Paxil (can't take, causes fits of rage), Prozac (worked okay, but caused embarrassing flatulence, kinda funny), Celexa? I think, Klonezpam? and now the Wellbutrin. There are more, but I just can't remember the names. Some work, although they might have weird side effects which I am guessing I will probably just have to look over and take because they do work somewhat, and some make me so sleepy and zombie like.

I also have horrible nightmares. I don't mean just something that wakes you up and you are a little scared and then fall back asleep. I am talking about screaming in your sleep, wake up sweating like Freddy Krueger is chasing you nightmares. They get worse depending on how stressful life is at the moment. Right now, I would put them at about a 4 on the list. A week ago, they were around a 7-8.

I started coming to Reddit and posting to get some of the stress off my shoulders just from everything I have dealt with in life. It seems to be helping, so far Reddit has been very therapeutic. I have tried everything, planting flowers, cleaning house (I clean when I get upset), watching YouTube videos , you name it and I have probably tried it. 

I have trouble holding down a job, for one I can't stand to get far away from the house and I am scared to be around very many people ESPECIALLY strange ones. I can handle a couple but more than that and for some reason I feel like everyone is looking at me as if I am naked with flashing neon signs on my back. 

Apparently, my Dad has discovered the cure to anxiety. ""Just hang your head out the window when its 90 degrees and that will stop that anxiety in its tracks."" My Dad is one of those that feels like your problems are nothing compared to what he has went through in his lifetime. I am not saying that my Dad hasn't had a rough life, but still my problems and feelings do matter. That is something else that I am having to learn here lately, my feelings do matter. I am not supposed to try and make how I feel less somehow, these are life lessons that I am learning from my husband. He is the smartest person that I know, and he understands alot about mental issues because his mother had so much trouble when his Dad died. 

He understands better than anyone just how cracked and broken I am, well that is how I feel. I told him that hes going to wish he had picked someone else when I am sitting in a corner blowing spit bubbles trying to scrape flowers off the wall. I know that people have had much harder lives than myself, I just don't know how they do it. When I see a mother with a bunch of kids running around and she just looks like she has it altogether, I stand and just stare in amazement. I have a internal breakdown if something goes wrong with the car, I couldn't imagine having kids to worry about ON TOP of everything else. 

I can post more if questions come up, this is just a little bit about me and what I am currently going through or what I have went through so far in life. I do believe there are some underlying mental issues that haven't been diagnosed just yet. I do plan on finding a psychiatrist and seeing if there is something else that needs to be diagnosed, maybe if something comes out and they can treat it somehow I might feel better. 

Thanks for reading, I know its not real exciting. This just really helps me a lot!",4.487772541627396,5.632675260131951,4.796757021677664,85.86897027961044,70.19698397737983,7.3174791077599775,28.095771284951304,7.504730514565872,1.5192576336789192,4245,148,838,44,75,1337,397,1061,0.168,0.735,0.097,-0.9982,5,0,7,0,1,0,120.0,0,7,14,12,71,57,7,13,44,2,118,24,10,14,3,172,185,72,1,21,38,9,9,7,0,8,14,6,6,7,55,43,0,4,37,5,2,19,16,31,4,6,30,24,129,26,131,137,23,136,0,1,9,0,71,69,0,31,49,612,184,14,0.0,0.14243815147095662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035521871389848594,0.0,0.1203805217876854,0.0,0.0,0.06409195997868779,0.06668709402965754,0.0,0.0,0.027250687935018558,0.0,0.15327684165076386,0.0,0.0,0.028019637911608497,0.0,0.0,0.14269215566401922,0.0,0.2279413843713238,0.1129483557265784,0.12325317826208805,0.03345888060270648,0.048855672844831034,0.0,0.0,0.0902960157591082,0.0,0.10632266318397,0.043748813452950806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233103362061639,0.0,0.10355678387086464,0.04201527510096824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867896299447693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03451440299749628,0.12201829368989528,0.041588949414607584,0.0,0.0,0.08203184504733872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16737724349821864,0.0,0.035492358813060905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03624788878747225,0.033762826648717284,0.03829101039675057,0.14405838934310247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183309208316894,0.05725563298842583,0.03847590367822739,0.0,0.036625557560125185,0.03408566527829327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16748990330813066,0.03844121289926568,0.06832241023850859,0.06722185756441983,0.032049655161541124,0.0,0.04414439890324382,0.0,0.07087199468244558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041125966728673406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05371953130112903,0.0,0.12058801546039953,0.0,0.0,0.09247661632489726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365060000739252,0.039765793085630295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011404579208793,0.0,0.0452035483108803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698264369498091,0.13704186487007927,0.08032638549680934,0.035384769568995555,0.03546291943827508,0.10095247353679514,0.0,0.0,0.03406822373435206,0.0,0.0,0.0534974369089549,0.0406272459321825,0.04025823273310068,0.04365072224574127,0.0,0.04036884833817967,0.08076735056782625,0.0850212228163802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837373962511398,0.02971326602984593,0.0,0.0,0.042617579929587694,0.0,0.039262561671792165,0.1153519919087564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146253047815707,0.0914308722273896,0.0,0.23508234220312266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13890619980316735,0.10496933711548316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675679471919879,0.0,0.08640990900305795,0.11503196998489125,0.0,0.040283950984801815,0.04489039373961839,0.0,0.04008336447213239,0.04561130106871307,0.02567148260627731,0.041201224915678965,0.0,0.0,0.13618306141554085,0.03422171336576755,0.07623628660034819,0.09560182955725044,0.12035875052100385,0.1216665896764206,0.09579783136710893,0.07296103488685858,0.0,0.04527054172590007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04010146017393938,0.0,0.03395331639218547,0.21594848713908102,0.0,0.0,0.05672707221126615,0.0,0.032001966458624444,0.03350242128195534,0.09180587317744954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06025909632631015,0.064417547760402,0.03502514899170715,0.03689339276004512,0.0,0.0,0.05324480374010581,0.07703055881207015,0.0,0.03181310495760485,0.04673321765875749,0.0,0.0,0.03829101039675057,0.0,0.16323966504090995,0.0435873949497218,0.0,0.08343381368761962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225610385612996,0.023635810703776447,0.03180770137521418,0.03214375863068265,0.0,0.1441200329882889,0.1485905110722775,0.0,0.0,0.04608142068171375,0.0,0.0,0.11669308809821105,0.040695589509786814,0.08167464331104783,0.11386547467781573,0.04381301023550624,0.0,0.12902694615257498
anxiety,SharpieScentedSoap,2019/02/24,"""Trusting your gut feeling"" is a lot more difficult when you have anxiety. I often hear that when your gut tells you something, it's usually right. But how does this work when you're anxious about every little thing? I never know if it's a true warning or just my anxiety making something out of nothing. It's like my gut is crying wolf all the time. ",4.446521739130431,5.7450246666666684,5.1833043478260885,82.4801739130435,70.44927536231884,7.838840579710146,29.74202898550725,8.238735603445708,2.1574324637681164,278,11,52,4,5,90,52,69,0.214,0.691,0.095,-0.7784,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,0,1,7,4,0,0,3,0,3,3,3,2,3,14,7,7,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,8,3,3,7,3,9,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,4,7,36,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35626756543533405,0.26306038004379684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557807789543794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20377337441942686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19619076050249795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773871258611796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26244501677829524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797126621373905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376141141125555,0.23338233529737026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979653775127775,0.0,0.0,0.15543282174362935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795924789509318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22343108545106272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19885728291601767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585270050485269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20352592775751469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469881487210246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577988609476707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564573817868903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16952154167638991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nyeh_its_okeh,2019/02/24,"Shaking in the morning Hi, does anyone know how to calm down in the morning? I wake up shaking and I'm so nervous because I have to go to school (everything there is okay, this is for literally no reason). Every day for the past few weeks I've been waking up before my alarm even goes off because I'm so anxious all the time. ",2.0794527363184048,3.928126223880601,3.735149253731347,88.17247512437812,77.80597014925372,5.6606965174129344,26.092039800995025,6.42735559955562,0.9675890547263679,255,10,52,2,6,85,49,67,0.187,0.755,0.059,-0.7996,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,4,4,1,4,2,2,2,1,5,8,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,1,0,3,2,11,7,2,13,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,4,32,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33010096737798106,0.0,0.20431188202263165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562428072018006,0.0,0.2486392765574432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18844376440010488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557047473683772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19299425604224,0.0,0.24618971439832196,0.0,0.2626090381742969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16606305744311306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16058457289047978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27893639040019325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004285719435577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957203324620905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17038320914343866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343838932477831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sydneysider001,2019/02/24,"Sensitive Skin (mainly hands) Hello everyone, 

Ive been having an abnormal symptom for about a week now. I feel every little thing in my body, particularly in my hands. Its like my senses are super hyped up. I startle easily and even sound ""hurt my ears"". But the worst is with my hands, i can feel every tiny impulse any contact with my skin produces, i can sort of feel the muscles even. 

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I am just wondering whether someone else has had this symptom. I thought it may be fibromyalgia but the symptoms started when i began being overly concerned with what my body may be feeling after i got itchy after a shower. ",4.428103448275864,6.688623534482763,5.108137931034483,79.10065517241382,72.27586206896551,7.053793103448276,29.703448275862065,7.908726449838941,2.268657931034483,494,21,82,7,10,159,82,116,0.08,0.853,0.067,-0.34,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,6,5,0,1,6,0,15,11,8,1,0,18,24,5,0,0,4,0,9,1,0,2,3,2,1,0,5,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,11,16,2,12,14,2,12,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,4,8,64,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789200084337564,0.20065295602193198,0.112295143590115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668479397784939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794625396004564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181357151892527,0.0,0.2782609727553865,0.15779031050398193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339819735778323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207081732986276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767767820918581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067495360190179,0.16550523449075258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991546006886071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168809891075254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5149048483211899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097060906440306,0.0,0.0,0.13109603683328827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132458600662334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17907816497268364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20065295602193198,0.0
anxiety,Louvregirl,2019/02/24,"It pisses me off when someone tries to ""help"" you get over your anxiety. Especially when I didn't ask for help in the first place. I went to a restaurant to celebrate a family member's work thing. In family settings I'm not anxious at all, so I was chill, enjoying time with my cousins. One of my cousins brought her boyfriend with her, this extroverted type. Side note, I have ADHD, so in busy type settings I tend to withdraw a little from my surroundings, since my mind is going crazy because it cant decide what to focus on.  

So its time to make a toast and I get my glass out. We are about to clink glasses when the boyfriend stops everyone and says ""Hey, remember during a toast, you HAVE to look at people in the eye"" He says it addressing the group, but he's looking right at me. I'm seething inside because I know what he's doing, he thinks I'm withdrawn from everyone because  I'm anxious, and he's trying to help me become ""assertive"". All of my other family members make an exaggerated play at looking at everyone in the eye so as to not make it seem like he was referring to the group, but we all knew. 

I've barely met this guy, much less talk to him more than simple pleasantries. You are not helping me ""come out of my shell"" by doing that, and I never asked you to be my ""teacher"" in the first place. Plus, I wasn't even anxious until you singled me out! I can see how he thinks he's helping me out, since I was the youngest person in the group (22) and seems like he was genuinely trying to ""help"" me. 

I hate when older people think that because theres a younger person in their group, they are naive children who must be guided into their own. Like fuck off bro, I'm my own person already, don't assume I'm begging for help. And if I was, why would I ask help from someone I barely met?!",5.0228096903096935,5.1065325247252735,5.709980019980023,83.59411088911092,68.53296703296704,8.486313686313688,30.006993006993014,8.150884317080207,1.9268670329670328,1405,49,291,17,22,458,179,364,0.098,0.8290000000000001,0.073,-0.8004,0,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,2,6,3,3,12,8,3,0,16,0,22,4,3,4,5,46,56,21,0,3,6,3,0,3,0,2,0,2,1,5,14,17,0,1,11,1,0,4,8,3,0,3,12,8,45,5,52,40,9,46,0,0,6,1,53,28,2,4,15,185,59,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142401895958174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312980437078874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456043501518202,0.2860202985382782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23668826536931895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057808249342923,0.09320546840925586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269712048987895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05574079870959348,0.0,0.0,0.241923462973386,0.0,0.0,0.2386747065145291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14356933209535067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801999399824837,0.08818374731113371,0.0,0.047962502345200816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356236544106703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332064267709179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.452534939037256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046380200825226515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369051108557642,0.08458398436156347,0.0,0.0,0.21260666442501905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899900346208813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521289998962997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062038585571366114,0.0,0.06508910544443937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057186899517523385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170149983391648,0.2210662091691499,0.17634550311675076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560084867787716,0.07207118433757903,0.0,0.13422544545305568,0.0,0.0,0.06725031648576706,0.15365648524341144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396215688214519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301187660704132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07055634982853752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783191872354992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05606697748234316,0.16222693307123706,0.0,0.0,0.09842050596863712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17189197783031873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823318195559463,0.07615158078947515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06143912910903788,0.0,0.0,0.059950385355338365,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OsamaKhader,2019/02/24,"How to use REAL affirmations   

How to use REAL affirmations 

Often, affirmations refer to mantra-like phrases that supposed to install positive mindset into your mind.  The way affirmations supposed to work is like this: 

You simply say to yourself positive statements like:” I am good”, “I am brave”, “I love my work”, “I deserve to be happy”, “I am successful”, “I am loveable” etc. You say this to yourself over and over as much as you can even if you don’t believe it. With time these statements will became your reality.

Now the theory behind these affirmations is that your subconscious mind does not know the difference between what’s real and what’s not, so when you tell yourself all of these statements over and over your sub-consciousness will believe them and therefore you will find yourself behave in a positive way because your behavior follow what’s in your mind.

The problem with affirmations is that they never worked for me and maybe for you as well. The theory behind them is simply wrong, your subconscious mind can tell the difference between truth and fiction. If you, deep down in your heart, don’t believe that you are loveable and deserve everything that’s good, then there is no amount of affirmations will convince you of the opposite, because this is not how the mind works.

The mind weights the evidence and then decides what to believe. If you are seeing eyes and mouth then your mind will calculate the probability of eyes and mouth appearing on some surface and the result is that the shape in front of you is human face, the eyes and mouth are strong evidence that you are looking to a face. If there is a dog chasing you, you will run away (or get ready to fight) because there is enough evidence that your life is in danger. Try in similar situations to convince yourself that your life is not in danger, tell yourself: “this is not a dog” “this is not a dog” “this is not a dog” good luck with that, it’s not going to work, because deep down you know that this is a dog and it’s coming after you. So, why you expect this kind of naïve tricks called affirmations to work in other areas of your life? 

What you need to do, instead of repeating positive statements, is to convince your mind with these positive statements using logic and physical evidence. In this way your mind will know that you have those positive treats with the same mechanisms it knows anything else in life.

How to do that? Let’s take an example: “I deserve to be happy”, let’s say that you want to install this mindset (enforce this belief). The way to go about it is to gather as much evidence as you can to confirm that statement “I deserve to be happy”. What evidence or reasonable argument you can provide to convince yourself or anybody else that you deserve to be happy? Now that’s very important, there is a huge difference between laying to yourself and convincing yourself. I know that the phrase “convincing yourself” is usually means to trick or to deceive yourself into believe in something that’s not true, however, here I am going to use it in literal sense. Therefore, convincing yourself that you deserve to be happy is to prove that you are objectively deserve to feel happy. The best way to do this is to pretend that you are making your case to someone else, imagine yourself trying to prove to someone else that *your name goes here* is a person who deserves happiness. What should you do?

As I said before you need real evidence. So let’s look at our case here: How do you know that you deserve happiness? Let see: First: you are human being like anybody else, and every human has the right to pursue happiness and good life, otherwise the world will be living hell for everyone and no one can function at all. Second: what we mean by “deserve”? and who decide who deserves what? If someone thinks that someone else deserves something, it’s just her or his opinion. So who decided that you don’t deserve happiness and based on what? Third: since when people get what they deserve? It’s rarely the case. Therefore, it does not matter even if all the earth population sincerely believes that you don’t deserve to be happy there is no reason why the universe should fulfill their expectation.     

As you noticed in the above example, I gathered three logical arguments to objectively prove that you deserve to, or at least you can, be happy. Use the same principle to install any mindset you like, “I love my self”, “I am confident”, “I should not care about what other people think of me” etc. gather evidence or arguments to prove it. If you still did not convinced, gather more and more evidence. You need to be like a scientist who tries to prove her or his theory right. Dig deep into your heart and check if you are convinced or you still have doubts. Don’t be afraid to admit to yourself that you still have doubts. It’s fine, evidence will erase all the doubts.

If you can’t think of any more evidence, don’t give up. You can search the web, you will find articles, book or videos that will help you. You can also talk to someone who you trust her or his wisdom and willing to help you.  

All of the above is the first step, gathering real and convincing evidence. The second step is to do the real affirmations. Think of the evidence and arguments you gathered, discuss them with yourself the way you discuss anything else. Everyone when being alone hold conversations inside her or his head about different topics, you need to make these inner conversations fruitful. Whenever you have free time, discuss the evidence you gathered with yourself, convince yourself the way you convince anyone else. What you will find is that the more you discuss and think about them, these evidence or arguments will be clearer and more convincing. Also constant thinking will give you a chance of coming up with new arguments to support your new believe or mindset. Day after day, you will begin to see things differently, this is a good sign because it means that your world-view is shifting, our beliefs is like a web change on belief and the rest of the web will be affected.

As a summary here is what you should do:

1. Decide what mindset or belief you want to have. 

2. Gather as many evidence and arguments as you can to support that mindset or belief, make sure they are sincere and real.

3. Discuss those evidence with yourself, think about them, try to convince yourself the same way you convince anyone else.

4. Keep this system, gather more evidence when you can, and think about them every day whenever you have extra time.

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Osama Khader

Author *You deserve social anxiety*",7.115117370892018,7.950489540182271,6.8466319801159905,74.63962043634356,64.12013256006628,9.817615023474179,35.31454294393813,9.791249743138472,3.55178710632422,5253,232,883,102,75,1653,350,1207,0.055,0.7929999999999999,0.153,0.9991,3,1,2,0,1,0,141.0,3,86,10,11,41,72,6,4,54,0,117,20,11,20,14,204,175,84,0,22,38,0,2,6,0,21,5,4,0,5,91,46,2,2,48,3,2,11,23,12,1,7,2,15,126,61,137,134,25,91,6,0,8,2,153,42,1,33,35,666,217,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03563275246755759,0.0,0.05502663485895297,0.0,0.03727733075881433,0.04180531107080021,0.04679256665435626,0.0,0.02631939731802478,0.0,0.0,0.04811294223970847,0.0705030831960962,0.05662404948540198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032324220440713945,0.0,0.0,0.10486351452330883,0.0,0.029275749978667533,0.27133513493992445,0.03610546736274675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035130906541508286,0.0,0.03507774597858727,0.0,0.036395466867581334,0.0592729710572583,0.0,0.03717911127750597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06656429275374574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797272338966308,0.0,0.0,0.06021533167215015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586653869927975,0.0,0.0,0.035549111568753664,0.07674036667160132,0.04544778013707123,0.0,0.05797465811383758,0.0657500706229925,0.03092060373636462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.017395981318031196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433544471272556,0.05852900918670069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035949929425479164,0.06600798560214273,0.058658719785260875,0.14428457999910926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4394915779977133,0.0,0.0,0.0353090084177902,0.0,0.0,0.08153914806809942,0.046121308112347784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030580357309330793,0.0,0.035827059126427266,0.11344709182227702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072399082891787,0.121504805211938,0.1008499928776899,0.0,0.03037986036452577,0.0,0.05778233755855953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06210292457250952,0.0,0.06889594094932854,0.0348808279225425,0.034564008861762294,0.11242996883593624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31264921833762394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05058262641251072,0.10204219317586476,0.02653492075857537,0.06645628466854614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039169824186778494,0.0,0.0,0.023313422987836323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0477035855277656,0.030040738270243443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0370939390251736,0.032920521344484165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741194819333191,0.0,0.07074724380189189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05876261940661581,0.032726618964022965,0.08207967065828503,0.0,0.0,0.0822479494880534,0.0,0.035891463646045264,0.0,0.0,0.028459810897445,0.03867217147106864,0.0,0.03507112036567889,0.14575437730290675,0.052972628499500164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242658784375224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808378311080215,0.03242589444253774,0.0,0.025867950454167333,0.027653085350327098,0.09021331622974127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02285686359504122,0.17636044351032998,0.0,0.0,0.06018473389051141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343376242189984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485724847555802,0.03789176664534,0.02838736846703945,0.04058540651977319,0.21846993224841765,0.0,0.04189549035220151,0.03093383489030412,0.0,0.06208953550955897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15028159424705795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03761598985430389,0.04180531107080021,0.0
anxiety,methodtomysaddness,2019/02/24,"How to deal with separation anxiety I’m very dependent on my boyfriend, but I won’t be able to talk to him for a while and we don’t know for how long. It’s personal so I’m not going into that. But how do I deal with it? It’s been 1 day and I haven’t stopped crying ",-1.9056451612903231,-0.08223841935483732,1.5163709677419348,97.99455645161294,94.48387096774192,5.680645161290323,17.427419354838708,7.1686216300943375,0.023541935483871068,206,6,55,4,8,74,42,62,0.14300000000000002,0.857,0.0,-0.7814,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,4,0,15,10,9,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,9,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,4,36,10,0,0.2929086640546937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22407432627557133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32174641353281663,0.18890185658608946,0.6039519421282218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16646674386509447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097494154112196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592149503902814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25575654743870657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448847587314928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354288889841661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24168032372200365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Actual_Earth,2019/02/24,"How do I break the cycle of anxiety about anxiety? My anxiety is entirely about anxiety. It didn't start that way - I got over what initially triggered it, but now I have been left with a fear of anxiety. This is really annoying, I almost feel like if I was never officially diagnosed with anxiety, I would never have had this problem.

For example, I'll start worrying about the horrible stress and feelings that anxiety brings, which will then make me anxious. Then I'll repeat the cycle of forgetting about how I was feeling, then randomly remembering that I was feeling anxious, then start feeling bad again. This happens over and over until I can go a while without it being on my mind, and then the cycle starts to subside. This could take a day, or weeks. It lingers for longer than necessary because when I wake up I immediately recall that I've been feeling bad on the previous day, which starts the cycle as soon as my day begins; this isn't even a conscious thing, I think my brain has just been conditioned to do it automatically when I wake up.

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I feel like the key is to just accept and not care that I've been feeling bad recently, but how can I do that?",9.451071428571431,7.447712678571433,9.476357142857145,67.0186428571429,60.60714285714286,13.424285714285714,40.70357142857142,12.161744961471696,4.922155,936,41,170,25,10,310,114,224,0.236,0.6920000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.9917,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,0,15,11,1,2,11,0,25,4,3,5,2,40,47,22,0,4,8,0,8,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,20,6,0,0,12,0,0,2,6,7,0,0,10,8,20,4,26,33,0,38,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,4,28,130,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983515448297146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064196006106974,0.1193461124227241,0.0,0.0,0.5259576760777928,0.22191768142721896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460247963717673,0.059873027961187326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964422257999372,0.0,0.0,0.1001402096495894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841940416170654,0.0,0.0,0.1900282371508639,0.0,0.0,0.09968961343308162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06487233007806352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105230117887996,0.3972974129663605,0.1403344960876612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05581978291553002,0.0,0.07855423077389402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685421103019622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067145842436124,0.0,0.0,0.0959691028047274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655615479102054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917258997016996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15150417757292836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398174874813314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06292122516754546,0.0,0.09697882562446763,0.0,0.11126230615182876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475974623713297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125088509007446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384801700961048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06525194388877546,0.06293438793715461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796119807285733,0.07878487992110976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467903733538764,0.0,0.0,0.0997455577515092,0.0,0.06977153677579552,0.0,0.1193461124227241,0.0
anxiety,EvolutionOfCarrie,2019/02/24,"Boyfriend doesn’t have much experience with anxiety; I have attacks. How can we improve communication? I [F, 30’s] struggle with these. Sometimes I can see them coming, they hit, then pass within a few minutes. But when I’m in the middle of having an attack, I’m irrational and am unreceptive to most things. My ex had found some ways that he coped and helped me, but I’m no longer with him - and my new boyfriend [M, 30’s] doesn’t have much experience with people like me (anxiety, depression, panic attacks). He’s trying, but because I’m sometimes inconsolable, he shuts down and then it’s just worse.

Suggestions on how I can:
- Help communicate what helps when I have a meltdown...
- And not spiral further if he’s not able to do “exactly what I (perceive I) need” in the moment?

I am in therapy and working on healthier strategies to prevent / address the anxiety, but still have a ways to go. My boyfriend is not the magic solution; I’m looking to make this un-fun aspect of our relationship better.",5.377008547008547,6.554585121693126,6.250370370370373,76.14512820512822,68.15343915343915,9.413268213268212,33.586080586080584,9.661875296680813,3.2926561660561653,784,36,143,17,13,259,114,189,0.15,0.762,0.08800000000000001,-0.8794,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,2,0,2,2,6,8,3,2,8,0,16,0,0,3,1,31,29,17,0,2,9,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,12,0,1,2,0,0,3,6,6,0,0,2,2,18,2,18,26,5,22,0,1,2,0,15,10,0,3,8,95,25,1,0.14062275758737133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227280739587766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4799360631481796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572232781201454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243694014988473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113405407161301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111817505345772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751120806241083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418559540968318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991915378962343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28276941063091104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687011762273383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118087699626888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938667826431786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067478141771655,0.10426999292654436,0.0,0.13581433555374972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16499050716305372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749011405465158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15097621505092867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205813130733476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781590059370224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230151585909597,0.0,0.0,0.14700943870439204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16081437869600468,0.0,0.0934235116358372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954736216815869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232395990445359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237504233256596,0.0,0.14330660371981238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lunchlady_6,2019/02/24,"Bat bite anxiety Lastnight I stayed in a hotel room by myself because my fiancé and I were fighting really badly. I woke up this morning and my ankle was itchy, and there’s a trail of red dots on my ankle. I have severe OCD especially about bats and rabies. I’m having an extremely difficult time right now because I’m so scared a bat was in the hotel room and bit me while I was sleeping. How can I cope with this? ",3.828392156862744,4.7999895058823565,5.483235294117649,80.98289215686276,71.58823529411767,8.019607843137255,25.93137254901961,8.344100000000001,1.6956666666666669,328,10,64,5,6,112,60,85,0.222,0.778,0.0,-0.9503,0,0,0,0,2,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,1,5,0,7,1,1,1,0,7,10,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,6,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,5,1,11,0,8,5,1,11,0,0,1,0,1,7,0,0,3,43,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24366770194962506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26595173995183063,0.3883349043825811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477424483142801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040527161488583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720152034321941,0.0,0.0,0.318895098928285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3598380795677659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31875104354224953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395010176654577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857321632704116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SkipTheTalking,2019/02/24,"What do you do for work? Dealing with anxiety, social anxiety & spouts of depression, I have found it hard finding a job and keeping a job. Have you found something that supports you or ideas of jobs that are easier on anxiety sufferers??

Back home I was studying Events Management & volunteering for events with friends in my class, it was fun but once I finished and started applying for actual event management roles I lost all confidence in myself to be in a management type position and I felt like I could see in the interviewers faces  and obviously all the rejections so I started working at my fathers workplace in the warehouse picking/packing orders, I was comfortable doing that because I didnt have to deal with many people.

Since moving to the US with my husband 3 years ago I havent worked at all. In the beginning I had some confidence with applying to some places but because I don't drive I wouldnt even apply to certain jobs because it would be too hard to get to. Then I kinda just fell into a panic about everything, just leaving the apartment by myself has become a big task. (Luckily my husband has a great job and also a huge support to me and just wants me to be comfortable and happy)

I hate when people ask what I do. Because Im 25 and dont have kids so saying I stay home is embaressing. My mother is always asking me if I found a job yet whenever we talk. 
No one truly knows my struggles day to day with my anxiety & depression except my husband. Everyone sees the happy front & thinks I'm ok but just lazy or something. 
I always feel bad for my husband too, I try my hardest to keep up with all housework etc. 

We're working on saving and a visa for my husband to move back to Australia where I am from because we think it might be a better fit for us with my anxiety issues. I'm trying to figure out what I want to do career-wise.
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anxiety,thebigpapou,2019/02/24,"does weed actually help with anxiety? I know a couple ppl who sometimes smoke to help them deal with anxiety. Is this actually effective? I become unbearably anxious on Sundays specifically and I have heard that a good high can help u relax and even focus, which I desperately need right now. But ppl also become paranoid on a bad high and that seems like hell on hell. Has anyone here smoked to help with their anxiety, and has it worked?",5.73,7.486899962962966,6.282407407407407,74.06583333333336,67.8888888888889,9.844444444444443,29.549382716049386,10.125756701596842,3.1512123456790118,351,13,61,9,6,114,56,81,0.242,0.5429999999999999,0.215,-0.4098,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,2,4,6,2,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,12,9,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,6,3,8,8,0,8,2,0,0,0,9,6,2,1,3,37,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.3205991126193173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136316253094998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37698826502473054,0.18557340211099974,0.0,0.114858345735251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13715493713028964,0.0,0.3628369585609701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18175679184710866,0.0,0.0,0.16935064851444698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437499571176618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849589737987783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13777821436266907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44041514871713866,0.34711130738020163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027609265896364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025188795447273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12180088098731667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402819478901805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954125739727372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16246290532288235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958733281975704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Laylabees,2019/02/24,"Supposed to call a hotel to negotiate prices I’m planning a trip to Colorado and my parents want me to call some hotels there and negotiate prices so that I can get the cheapest rate. Only problem is, I’m terrified! I’m usually not afraid of phone calls, but for this I’m so nervous that they’re gonna see right through me and just laugh. I don’t think its possible, but I feel like as soon as I talk they’re just gonna increase the standard rate for just me specifically. Any advice here?",5.319433333333336,5.4141766099999975,6.013999999999999,81.63033333333334,67.9,9.066666666666668,32.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.4991666666666674,391,16,81,6,6,128,66,100,0.081,0.792,0.127,0.6788,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,8,5,0,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,15,14,9,0,2,6,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,2,2,2,2,3,0,0,0,2,8,2,10,12,2,5,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,1,3,44,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21818587760102373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183753170568656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6839791681334296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289668653737715,0.1595107251959975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665418119247815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908295259940197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16981391434727694,0.0,0.0,0.24792515953349206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251713781406534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21364806681086346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906792408539652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779246367678841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794633859115079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430683137715619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459105251436625,0.0,0.13169587372186894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,apexlegend-,2019/02/24,"Top of the morning to ya Life’s great, my mental state is increasing and I’m feeling euphoria from being out in public. It’s surely a great day. I look forward to keeping it up ",2.5582882882882885,4.048312216216221,4.847027027027028,82.27882882882884,75.48648648648648,7.095495495495496,28.54954954954956,7.793537801064563,1.9501063063063055,140,6,27,2,3,49,32,37,0.0,0.5820000000000001,0.418,0.9565,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,5,6,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,7,5,1,8,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,2,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20999574907862825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16464152070325488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7179868325384207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28942296723660405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22999261193860945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273435908889178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32814491518677363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068897622722235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jasonsssswid,2019/02/24,"Autistic and ADHD - Sensory Overload https://www.gofundme.com/buying-noise-cancelling-headphones

Hi, I recently had my noise cancelling Bose headphones at school stolen from me. Ive become dependent on them as I have sensory overload (autistic), but I am a broke college kid.

If I do not get to my goal I will go for some cheaper headphones. I am really sorry for all of this.",6.982795698924733,10.35582061290323,6.140000000000002,69.44666666666667,68.67741935483872,8.004301075268819,32.913978494623656,8.841846274778883,3.3333784946236573,306,14,44,6,6,93,49,62,0.208,0.792,0.0,-0.8621,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,1,1,7,9,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,11,0,8,7,2,4,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,3,1,33,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4567686685538568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4197559724408098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19857018712425514,0.0,0.2160017771082314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434817146204938,0.0,0.3752719480914772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846497729377898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4254557461115435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,COMRADE_SAVAGE,2019/02/24,"Anxiety is kinda ruining life for me again. I used to have it really bad along with panic attacks. It all started so suddenly for me a few years ago. Literally woke up one morning with uncontrollable shaking & throwing up. I'm sure my mom remembers it more clearly than I do. For 3 months I couldn't leave my room without panicking. Every night I would sit in bed rocking with a feeling of impending doom. I worked really hard to get over it & I actually did really good for a while. Every day it got a little bit better. Eventually it went away for a while because I was smoking lots of nicotine. Anxiety wasn't really an issue for me for a while. About 2 weeks ago I went cold turkey and now Anxiety just hits me suddenly and like a fucking train. Today for example I was on the phone with someone and had to just hang up and text them that i needed to be alone because I couldn't even get the words out of my mouth. Its really hard on me when it always feels like I'm ruining things for the person I love when I cant even keep my emotions in check. The best way I can explain what I feel would be my body goes in to overdrive. I feel like I haven't slept for quite some time. My eyes are more sensitive to light. Looking at bright colors hurts. My nerves are firing off all over my body the slightest touch from anything is extremely unpleasant. I have a hard time thinking straight let alone controlling my thoughts which always seem to drift towards the worst. I feel sick. & my whole body is shaking as if I'm in shock from accident or something. Recently I have been feeling more depressed/sad & emotionally fucked. I cant even keep the slightest negative emotion in check. I feel like I cant be ""normal"" without some sort of substance weather it be alcohol, nicotine, or THC. Luckily I'm stubborn enough to be able to not abuse but still its a daily struggle. I hate being sober. I just want to something to take the edge off so I can feel good for once. I think that my negative emotions are being amplified by the knowledge that my dog is getting put down soon. I want to be numb to it and not care because its easier that way but every day I want to cry because I love her. I feel like I'm nothing but a disappointment to everyone that cares but most importantly my self. I am trying to make an effort to change. To better my self. Its just hard with the anxiety hitting me so hard. Sure I have people that I can talk to but I don't know anyone that I can talk to that truly understands what I'm going though. My aunt is pressuring me to go take iowaska with her & my mom to help me heal. I'm just not sure I can handle it. For me anxiety is a mental pain not physical pain. I just want it to go away.

Thanks for listening...",2.9069056429232205,4.730709413043482,4.29622263336417,85.17936632747457,75.34057971014492,7.741350601295098,26.599753314831943,8.529434386809921,1.898946145544248,2164,82,437,42,47,716,256,552,0.157,0.6940000000000001,0.149,0.2815,0,2,3,0,1,0,57.0,0,0,1,7,20,41,5,6,23,0,44,17,6,3,6,80,102,23,0,11,20,3,16,5,0,2,7,1,2,3,27,13,1,4,18,1,2,11,16,22,0,1,12,23,66,19,75,75,15,61,1,5,4,4,17,23,2,10,29,291,93,1,0.057810664640754676,0.06849618432945545,0.0564148694007457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249133221624523,0.0617820191551849,0.0,0.11974882756717754,0.0,0.0,0.09620620819379004,0.3131891549260856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211250010771492,0.0,0.0,0.04042256088172001,0.0,0.04757325121148228,0.0,0.0,0.06576797684738132,0.10863004488139698,0.0,0.04826949022195491,0.14096337834325773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06066872590589791,0.10225766988183316,0.0631142729568341,0.19264384780331614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788365096015338,0.0,0.061156017769340425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06483957613519721,0.0,0.0,0.06350230052818805,0.07456619227265465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601168664724616,0.0,0.05973387033865628,0.0,0.1145501963095649,0.0,0.14612393494007006,0.05524056748584763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630772815263508,0.16519980148188845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068900558234766,0.09061105868281076,0.0,0.09856539888789098,0.09697768538451763,0.046236469617931514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25893500173178635,0.05707606275387715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038749269912187384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061887512166533425,0.0,0.0,0.060339314202742335,0.0,0.10276954994458602,0.0,0.0,0.03177122940706595,0.0,0.0,0.0612131466535446,0.0,0.059115321387534926,0.04083338210023262,0.1412168530700438,0.057941473376571725,0.0,0.0,0.048546398310292185,0.0,0.0,0.04914855974863844,0.10435276383464603,0.0,0.038589067554871626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05825955274444442,0.0,0.0,0.13541430345049765,0.04614392097033798,0.0,0.0,0.042865875314847736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05425139256352477,0.0566421769816224,0.05547089188505155,0.0,0.0,0.06156647110641611,0.039174002512335854,0.0,0.12302924626536264,0.0678283589523913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04007863582038392,0.05047804250302236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058115685376674366,0.0,0.06148875790080995,0.0,0.0,0.1851749604776906,0.0,0.057081057002196914,0.0,0.06548821352241739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05262865787222502,0.12061826251556185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048982788547413836,0.08901094802797313,0.0,0.0,0.0409186859825841,0.0,0.046167671459186516,0.0,0.0,0.060436258723519876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16345760178839366,0.0,0.08693285036772525,0.09293204481836488,0.0,0.053224292893459486,0.0,0.0,0.03840683679798677,0.07408547921893471,0.056798684488764975,0.0458952102108556,0.06741972690614806,0.0,0.05479775045584436,0.0,0.0,0.03924964649938123,0.0,0.0,0.060182940693616564,0.0,0.04992985280724957,0.0,0.0,0.13639291131116066,0.09177482945377256,0.04637222808927772,0.0,0.0,0.10718213060448904,0.0,0.06454354253354685,0.0,0.11145483547061788,0.0,0.04208685238016222,0.0,0.0,0.08213407498358585,0.0,0.0,0.037228172631553216
anxiety,asdasdtu,2019/02/24,"TRIGGER WARNING!!! Do you feel relieved too after self-cutting?  

Hello all! This is my first thread here.

So, a little background story: I'm a 20 years old guy. I was always vulnerable to self-harm. I remember cutting myself first time when I was around 13, but those were just one-time occurences. I mean, I was not addicted to it, I just did it about 2-3 times a year when I felt really frustrated.

However, in the last 6 months now, I started self-cutting and it somehow seems to work for me as some kind of remedy for my depression. The events of my past 6 months or so introduced me to a whole new level of depression. I was always sensitive to depression, due to many traumas I had as a kid (mostly family problems and tragedies, but I had many problems in school too) but this past 6 months is the worst so far. But after I cut myself like 4 or 5 times, I feel a great relieve. I know it might sound disgusting, but it almost feels like one would feel after sex. I feel like my problems are gone and I feel very calm and lightheaded. I might look sick and disgusting now, but sometimes I even take pictures of my cuts and the blood that flows out, and looking at these pictures gives me some kind of euphory.

Although this feeling lasts for usually a few hours, and after that, my depression is back.

Nevertheless, my question to you is: do you guys feel the same after self-cutting? Thanks in advance for any answers!",4.1008850931677046,5.616520568840581,4.798757763975157,84.0667391304348,71.57246376811594,8.010766045548655,28.72256728778468,8.563005593585519,2.1161089026915114,1111,43,216,19,21,357,149,276,0.238,0.6679999999999999,0.094,-0.9941,1,0,0,0,0,2,45.0,0,3,0,4,17,25,6,0,12,0,18,4,1,1,1,50,38,24,0,4,11,0,9,3,0,3,2,1,0,3,12,10,0,0,15,0,0,3,1,15,0,3,10,12,33,10,30,25,8,43,0,4,2,1,9,9,0,11,34,149,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642837008731096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857432067199016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472023205303209,0.0,0.0,0.0601520362890365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787431838980571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06801598613986658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30474263645020344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05842330770728845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338695140994447,0.0,0.3578016849573936,0.12638370530256487,0.0849301111159134,0.0,0.0,0.15047856257023715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485353613182582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752130619988486,0.0,0.17516755776490558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.087109782232337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18422332560820773,0.048612233894518665,0.14420431021367686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12964307934074645,0.08865456290301761,0.0,0.0,0.1485588636914085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793577892392087,0.0,0.09635279060952977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876723146360333,0.0,0.0,0.21181041346684945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542982641976475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928180302321106,0.0,0.11987800335423004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16887949829495544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539167909973655,0.0,0.0,0.09908918995709837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05666616406192795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020161046641507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952059161259705,0.0,0.08052557844897919,0.369108989408694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748367945624445,0.0,0.06260849110231008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650671274076013,0.0,0.0,0.08143694226801909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15473544436105488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742004276630127,0.0729841571116569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875619686670943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439586852542467,0.0,0.0,0.06283547943102298,0.0,0.0,0.11392348796097232
anxiety,1234comeonbaby,2019/02/24,"Dealing with physical symptoms I've always had quite a lot of stress to deal with,  I learnt coping skills, I've never been anxious before. I'm often praised for how calm I am. I've dealt with a cheating (ex) husband, no money, foreclosure.. many things. All fine, I got through it.   
But now it's changed. The last year or so has been very stressful, I have a job where 10 months of the year I do 80 hour weeks and I can never let anyone down, but it's also an enjoyable and sociable job. But last year my alcoholic mum died during my busy season and I was unable to take anytime off (apart from her funeral). I was next of kin too so I had to organise everything. I am used to grief, my dad died when I was a teenager (which is why my mum was an alcoholic), but then I've never had no parents at all before.   
People said it would hit me later... and it appears it has. Now I'm in the 2 months of the year where I work much less and can relax a little.   
On top of that I injured my foot working and was advised to rest it during this period, so I stopped going to the gym for a few weeks. I think this may also have added to the anxiety I now experience. On the bright side my foot is fine now!   


I have nothing to worry about at the moment, I don't have to get up if I don't want to, work can be done whenever, I'm at peace with my mum's passing because she was in pain and now she is not.   
But I feel anxious, scared, hyper vigilant every minute of the day. When I can spend the day netflixing if I want to, my bills are all paid, there's no reason for this right now. I get a racing heart, a lump in my throat, impending doom, dizziness, pins and needles, and I am now worried if I do go back to the gym I might faint or have a heart attack.   
But I know about fight or flight and the physiology behind it, I am trained in CBT, I have a therapist.. I cannot think my way out of the symptoms because the only thing I worry about now (not all the time because I stop my brain thinking down that path) are these symptoms, which I know won't kill me, they are a physical manifestation of anxiety. They happen when I'm not thinking about anything concerning, when I'm not exerting myself at all. I can just be sat down at home and it'll come like a wave.  


I've been depressed plenty of times, not clinically but reactively, situationally, and I can think out of it. But this is new, and I don't know what to do. I can only assume this is some kind of accumulated stress, that has an outlet now I can have time to feel it. Bit like when you book a week of work and that is when you get the flu.   


I've cut down on caffeine, alcohol, I go for walks everyday by the river (although I'd rather be back in the gym), I sleep when I need to, cuddle the cat, cuddle my children. What else can I do?  


My thoughts are not racing, I'm not ruminating or worrying about anything... except these symptoms! I try to forget them, but then they just happen, no trigger at all. I need to get on top of them before my busy work season starts.   


  


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anxiety,Ordinary_Confusion,2019/02/24,"Physical Anxiety Since I was about 25, I realized that when I'm put in stressful or nerve-racking situations, I get red and blotchy on my neck and chest. The first time it happened I went to the bathroom after a talk w/ a former boss (just a casual one, nothing serious) and as I looked in the mirror while washing my hands, I was all red and broken out on my chest. Of course that made me more anxious.

  
Every since then, I know something similar is going to happen when I'm put in a stressful situation. If I know I'll have a meeting at work, I'll wear something to cover up my chest. It's a small thing, but it's still embarrassing because I know it's going to happen and I can't stop it. I'm sure the person I'm talking to notices it because I'm fair-skinned. I also sometimes break out in hives on my face here and there and they get itchy and red. I know I need to live with my anxiety and know I'll have it forever, but has anyone had similar physical symptoms like this? If so, are there any methods to stop this? Just thinking about it not happening isn't enough so please don't recommend that. ",2.8855996084189925,4.336374977973573,4.507187958883996,85.21005261869801,74.55066079295155,7.687616250611845,28.029613313754282,8.344100000000001,1.9190403328438568,868,35,180,15,18,292,124,227,0.097,0.8270000000000001,0.076,-0.3851,0,0,3,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,2,13,7,0,3,10,0,11,9,7,2,2,34,34,22,0,3,8,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,14,12,0,2,7,1,0,5,4,4,0,2,5,5,21,3,24,29,3,29,0,0,4,0,5,12,0,3,12,113,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527501895590022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101826845156722,0.0,0.1822812595980284,0.1345925985884418,0.0,0.08330441241159299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525145300416314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231019228146514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037932839098586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133915101344199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448990261735135,0.0,0.13541831524060627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.421415144055996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32737703149164443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058205055350336314,0.0,0.1052014821377674,0.0,0.10004633792924504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273173354821893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833969144262821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431660819195966,0.13563997694790564,0.0,0.0,0.08073133393624682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402714668934568,0.0,0.13077830125203474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395342064728119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971052040296983,0.26783334139302994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18343728259488806,0.11783102725333187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09514416354205404,0.19921024875932966,0.2729455086145911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228663048698692,0.1238305234301983,0.0,0.19151803396262945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915032848626624,0.07633914304221627,0.0,0.0,0.06947062002455384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044258721207537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673425016395654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sunflowerspice,2019/02/24,"performance review, panic attack, can't leave the house hey ya'll. i have a negative performance review this week. unsuspecting, i work a very very rough job. they pulled me off the floor and kind of started accusing me of things i didn't do, so i had a panic attack.

now im so worried i'm going to get fired and so embarrassed that i can't leave my house. i keep cancelling plans. they triggered my PTSD from my last job (boss was extremely hostile and toxic). suicidal thoughts are coming back pretty strong. i haven't been like this in a long time because of lexapro.

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has anyone else had this experience?",2.8761538461538483,5.637247726495726,3.552478632478632,85.62307692307694,80.28205128205127,6.676923076923077,24.384615384615394,7.882392219407189,1.5982615384615384,492,18,90,9,13,155,79,117,0.297,0.636,0.067,-0.9834,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,5,5,9,3,3,6,0,12,0,0,2,0,8,19,6,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,1,0,0,3,5,6,0,0,6,2,14,3,7,13,0,13,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,8,53,19,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15443941420535104,0.17319876775029636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966559386014373,0.14604660053216956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243141615225409,0.0,0.1096026048355168,0.0,0.08688958906031526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278350866269025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907186255974148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942910931781027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447000533805533,0.0,0.08100739455018917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32893847212704586,0.0,0.0,0.15396505178055742,0.0,0.2828931191546169,0.12669395509029707,0.0,0.14843096089645805,0.0,0.11618715632106327,0.0,0.3018534442251298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06963666436408965,0.0,0.0,0.12614127766318536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344742900050238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450119675162317,0.0,0.0,0.1666188096127365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008888365673841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591298361713748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469563813538613,0.0,0.0,0.11315892118724225,0.08311481229073531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352168713605862,0.0,0.0,0.11433505325551865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376905976953994,0.14475383689027488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17319876775029636,0.0
anxiety,MaeveTheBrave,2019/02/24,"I have so many regrets, and I can’t stop reliving them The title says it all. It won’t stop. It’s endless. My thoughts constantly drift back to all of my past mistakes. It doesn’t matter if it was something I did yesterday or 5 years ago, all of it is crushing me. I can’t live my life with this kind of weight. The sheer amount of guilt and embarrassment has become debilitating. I can’t do new things (or anything) out of fear of continuing to make more mistakes and do more stupid things.

Additionally, I feel very detached from these memories. They don’t feel like things I would ever do. ‘How could I possibly have been so stupid?’

I’ve been making a very conscious effort to cope, however, I’m not sure if I’m doing it right. I’ve been trying to train my brain to automatically repeat things like: it’s okay, no one else remembers it, it wasn’t a big deal to anyone else but you, it will be okay. Is this the correct way to try to deal with bad memories? Or am I making things worse by brushing it off?

I have also tried owning up to what I’ve done, and admitting to myself that I have made mistakes in the past, and I take responsibility for them, and will use the experience to learn from it. But it feels like I never learn anything. Every day, I continue to create more memories that I later regret. 

Distractions are the only things that provide any relief, but it’s temporary. Eventually, my thoughts always loop back to the same shit. 

How do I learn to forget? How do I let this stuff go? Or at least, how can I stop being so hard on myself?",2.581069124423962,4.590986245161293,4.143986175115206,85.0716935483871,76.87096774193549,7.138248847926268,23.00691244239632,8.07648339933343,1.1978847926267289,1216,37,250,21,28,405,165,310,0.171,0.7709999999999999,0.058,-0.9845,1,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,1,3,1,11,20,2,4,9,2,36,4,2,9,7,60,51,23,0,9,10,0,5,3,0,4,1,1,0,0,30,10,1,3,11,0,0,2,10,12,0,1,10,7,30,8,32,33,10,30,0,2,0,0,8,8,1,6,22,176,60,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912825410273874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235034835400283,0.08568477896267447,0.0,0.0,0.07002761797521008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200363176726887,0.10551169403893004,0.16948193224207184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583652952569414,0.08598115813852755,0.0,0.11372956222092673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495593996607645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128111951758593,0.0,0.0822184343585606,0.0,0.0,0.06641138677974746,0.212328702056868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538081264154556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720474682090478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314822856839117,0.08676222530446022,0.0,0.0,0.1007308726725266,0.0,0.11587730214233358,0.15620418640953976,0.14713300462003873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058523973837978915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922468052972073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072342805306296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053005485092042,0.07273541666893599,0.15092749295435465,0.0,0.09093022280491547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743894706065076,0.20621303671928634,0.10440210773056384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942190081641935,0.0994554402026482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977960797688765,0.07831834321329917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19660563000092093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609064192112488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665241164116408,0.08794145218460805,0.0,0.08189112404465397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10570399821043168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927641625446878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25827914117674017,0.0,0.0,0.11788356797207444,0.0,0.0,0.09705422509945276,0.0,0.07742558622983545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4104784566578642,0.0,0.0,0.16350383270240895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097430517927641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893871781767622,0.0,0.16993295614796505,0.0,0.08173803046310309,0.0,0.12539775451684626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494195107452264,0.07315162079869347,0.0,0.0,0.06631355300259778
anxiety,SocialAnxietyAddict,2019/02/24,"Back to work anxiety Hi I'm new to this sub. I've got diagnosed anxiety and I'm on medication but no amount of meds helps on a Sunday night when I'm back at work on Monday. Its made even worse as it's half term so I've had a week off and I'm even more anxious about going back tomorrow now. Does anyone else experience work anxiety, especially on Sunday night's? 

It'd just be nice to know I'm not alone in my anxiety ridden panic tonight!",0.32985493230174256,2.5673653510638346,3.183152804642166,87.46136363636364,86.97872340425532,7.247969052224373,20.247582205029012,8.296473431620573,1.2456085106382986,349,11,77,9,11,123,64,94,0.211,0.6990000000000001,0.091,-0.8813,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,10,2,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,1,0,7,12,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,3,0,1,1,13,7,3,24,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,15,38,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16192625952137266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4784139608013526,0.17662533802772631,0.0,0.1093200529279496,0.1601939193030647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606589424974474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15868687485585597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681855523773476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060617825171011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20652878409676526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529354014757476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885446137218454,0.0,0.12504337171076155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479475187420342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592311829350605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793741077316294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17366403957536922,0.1575011301320857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099896658085507,0.0,0.2934383659567459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834371605596272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254105212171081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34146304658179993,0.0,0.15932890278243056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thelizabethsw,2019/02/24,"Still Anxious I’m prescribed klonopin for panic attacks and I’ve had a bad today and I felt like I was going to have one and I felt like it would be Bad so I took two and a half klonopin but I still feel panicked? 

Usually two klonopin knocks me out but it’s not doing much of anything today and I’m not sure why, has anyone else had this problem? 

Useful info: I’m on birth control (just about two months, pills) and I’m about to start my period. Could these be contributors? ",0.04489795918367179,2.411873081632656,1.5889795918367329,96.13816326530615,93.6938775510204,4.0244897959183685,19.244897959183675,5.773587663045528,-0.19347755102040853,374,12,80,3,14,120,64,98,0.207,0.721,0.07200000000000001,-0.9173,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,6,8,1,1,2,0,10,1,0,2,1,22,21,9,0,3,5,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,4,0,0,2,2,5,0,5,6,3,7,3,8,11,1,13,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,11,51,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17872910771622827,0.0,0.11062215497210334,0.16210197573186094,0.130191048099164,0.0,0.0,0.1799835331636007,0.0,0.0,0.2641928126910061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17744283101066294,0.12631557831102136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216181756147835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999431552813396,0.0,0.3038074505324865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991279946008462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15458409624959338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627948020259164,0.0,0.11630049789976582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720529531707364,0.0,0.0,0.1856220652988874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151382927104648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197987270685866,0.0,0.2526889536664096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14910841670252462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29992385988540193,0.0,0.17577402394355102,0.0,0.0,0.4636363473367233,0.0,0.0,0.1366402274991848,0.17424288296998472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275739332390422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238585796073863,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,youngpierre24,2019/02/24,"Anxiety was gone for a week and a half and came back out of nowhere? I just don’t understand. I thought I was making progress, and I wake up this morning and I just feel dread",0.634729729729731,2.7719113243243285,1.7310135135135134,99.12733108108112,84.40540540540543,5.8621621621621625,25.466216216216218,7.1686216300943375,0.9043027027027036,137,6,33,2,4,43,27,37,0.14,0.7759999999999999,0.084,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,0,3,1,1,1,0,12,9,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,5,1,5,0,4,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249199362276986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265938153920989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4857819307574302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21475800042738694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28351288429481303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371909259972196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4421625134405939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406955640499361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BloodFartThePirate,2019/02/24,"Totally meaningless anxiety So, haven't had this in a while. I think I must've had some panic attack in a dream or something because I took a nap a couple days ago and woke up with all consuming anxiety. I haven't had an anxiety attack in a few months so I'm kind of upset with myself for breaking that. The worst part is I have no idea what it's even about. Normally I get anxiety attacks because I blow my responsibilities way out of proportion and I just have to force myself to sit down and do them till they're done or until it goes away. But I'm caught up on everything right now and I've got this anxiety that would be fitting if i just figured out I have cancer or something. It's making it really hard to complete my homework and that's just compounding it. I think over been ignoring my breathing exercises and meditating too much lately. I'm just gonna clear my mind for a bit and see if I can find the cause of this.",2.786917539267016,4.501254952879584,4.634211387434559,83.09958933246077,75.38743455497381,8.33520942408377,26.073625654450264,9.017664075816787,2.074353141361257,740,27,152,17,16,252,115,191,0.228,0.748,0.024,-0.9881,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,10,8,3,2,9,0,15,3,1,2,3,36,28,18,0,4,10,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,12,11,0,1,5,3,0,2,3,7,0,0,9,2,19,1,24,16,8,26,0,0,1,0,1,13,0,6,8,110,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720453913122078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5057374761595704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4512560379092233,0.12422449850944473,0.0,0.0,0.16119946375799676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434936329835932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582576697323204,0.0,0.0,0.13862954743109965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462982745803831,0.0,0.08527058836201998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13530637337560733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732968063762035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883029011648208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208461555177307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06907919036316662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574794951812333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844263075392265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14925963260519845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13768618059054272,0.0,0.0,0.14914926605997098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825749027692688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350392377888734,0.0,0.10553628046565104,0.0,0.09719648786131642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295469598251126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551310023811353,0.0,0.1431807483498695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470314682079892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291466317458056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536176010104688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035779400201425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16944173249402972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690064181228668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494962215225127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392488318045764,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,eva1588,2019/02/24,"How long does it take you to recover after an anxiety attack? I had terrible anxiety Thursday night and Friday all day. I am still recovering today. I feel like it might take till Wednesday or even Friday to feel normal again. I just feel so exhausted from it. How long does it take you to recover from a bad anxiety attack? What are some things you do to help? So far I am taking it slow and easy, not putting any pressure on myself and trying to treat myself to things here and there. ",3.496236842105265,5.412719084210528,4.6917763157894745,82.57555921052634,73.94736842105263,8.118421052631579,24.50657894736842,8.841846274778883,1.865552631578948,383,12,73,8,8,126,60,95,0.196,0.6890000000000001,0.115,-0.8399,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,0,10,8,2,1,2,0,6,1,0,2,1,16,13,10,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,1,3,10,2,11,11,2,15,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,13,55,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089831541925996,0.0,0.3677982818110127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646406446553097,0.0,0.0,0.13381146019255738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335525632363728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804914218473852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585105251816067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430987291189433,0.11449067805649607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741974618963207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829555782010532,0.0,0.0,0.2836523486289477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700118737907858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503943385982354,0.15702201070581748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161106833417664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798485136754376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4819860990002929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129409235392465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15190893813145687,0.0,0.0,0.10880687751152293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,blurryandroidvideo,2019/02/24,"I went to a party!! Dude it was terrifying I thought I was gonna die in the moments leading up to going but once I was there I had a great time. I’m just so happy I didn’t chicken out and not go, I came really close a couple times. But I did it!! I’m real happy about it :))",-2.166309523809524,-0.4250704285714289,1.9034722222222242,95.44187500000002,94.55555555555556,4.419841269841268,15.811507936507935,5.985473137389443,-0.6136968253968251,205,5,52,2,8,77,43,63,0.069,0.617,0.314,0.9686,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,1,0,11,14,4,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,9,0,8,3,6,4,0,12,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,34,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28294651984487623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737306513611165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256750188055178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811931522521023,0.0,0.0,0.2727466761901605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5266992812741201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634606608218873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815822542206412,0.15848339714255608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19639882217402801,0.2885084281089134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22933160249307916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,p34chesncr34m,2019/02/24,"Everybody pees, but do people get anxiety over it? I can go in public, home, outside in east German forests in January (that’s a fun story).

But I get some anxiety when I’m going to bed for the night that even if I’ve gone I try to make myself go again right before I sleep. I’ll get out of bed once I’ve tucked myself in to a Myths and Legends story (y’all adult story time is my new jam). Even if my bladder is empty I’ll still try. I get anxious about not getting enough sleep if I wake up in the middle of the night to go as if I wake up I usually have a terrible time getting back to sleep. I’ve not wet my bed or anything. 

This is new in the last two or so months and I don’t know where it came from. 

Is this a ‘me being a weirdo’ thing or do other people get weird in the brain about it too?
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anxiety,unsettledinky,2019/02/24,"Trash focused anxiety? Anyone else? This sounds weird and I can't find anyone else talking about so I feel weirder (yay), but I am having horrible anxiety about taking the trash out. I live in an apartment and the dumpster is just one apartment over from mine, but my trash keeps piling up inside because I can't make myself take it out. Rationally, I know no one cares, but I'm still constantly thinking about someone seeing me or judging how much trash I have/how often I go/what I'm wearing/why I'm going at (insert any time of day). Even when there's no one outside, I start thinking about how they could be looking out windows.

I know this is completely out of control, and having cats if I don't take trash out at least every other day it get gross and overwhelming fast. When I get the ability to take it all out after a bad spell it can five+bags. 

I'm managing to cope or find work arounds for most of the other situations that are hard for me, but I'm completely stuck with this one. It makes me feel so awful and disgusting and pathetic - who cant take their trash out, right? - and I feel so alone in this. Financially, therapy isn't an option right now. 

Is it just me?",3.4068690958164645,5.115193470085472,4.3917903733693215,85.51139676113362,73.7008547008547,7.490418353576249,26.41835357624832,8.20500826718156,1.6684307692307692,928,33,185,15,19,301,132,234,0.208,0.7559999999999999,0.035,-0.9917,0,2,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,2,2,19,7,1,1,7,2,15,0,0,5,1,45,43,21,0,2,9,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,14,16,0,2,9,0,0,1,7,5,0,4,1,7,22,2,28,40,4,30,0,1,2,0,4,18,0,6,11,124,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203484582817544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902018320118853,0.0,0.17778581056925782,0.0,0.0,0.16249989184023608,0.2381218620280791,0.0,0.1034428957246032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702239008560863,0.07083461943826433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847394198260627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436675906049624,0.1255712346838057,0.13032850812899766,0.09277647781519964,0.0,0.0,0.14987915058993956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19414086685045254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674919691938646,0.0,0.0979037576421387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17626307710829153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21240992338601647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141971310337145,0.0,0.13207860749956588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409263752038714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032841585626574,0.0,0.0,0.12772128310688718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260698667649858,0.0,0.09757897944342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15512919436823613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542058475738176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31496130043964915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984688288288288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259658817857726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306139967488672,0.0,0.0,0.09845613028178353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224716471911428,0.0,0.0927977032502417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4368407911937592,0.0933973930774972,0.0,0.0,0.13288516079629673,0.0,0.0,0.14891291023391348,0.0,0.0,0.06775732469180178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485268968218237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459519647560405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,runningtheclock,2019/02/24,"I have this overwhelming feeling to get everything done, as if tomorrow wasn’t coming. Has anyone else felt this way? Whether it’s bills or weight loss, I have this overwhelming need to get it done faster than humanly possible. 

Understanding all the while that life doesn’t work that way. Why I’m writing today, the need to travel.

I should, god willing, have another 40-50 years to see the world. I’ve been to plenty of places already, but not everywhere I’d like.

Again, I know there should be time but it doesn’t feel like that. I’ve felt like I’m dying tomorrow, for years.

Does this register with anyone else? Am I insane?",2.569879211697394,5.1715208512396735,3.2532231404958694,88.31661792752703,80.15702479338843,7.3594405594405625,22.530832803560077,8.384062270229773,1.5069486331849968,497,16,98,11,13,156,77,121,0.119,0.857,0.024,-0.8987,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,2,6,0,2,3,0,15,2,0,0,1,20,29,7,1,5,6,0,5,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,10,2,1,0,6,1,1,2,4,3,0,0,6,6,5,3,10,19,1,15,0,3,1,0,2,2,0,2,12,53,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16901093969985342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16059693077927656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21417982017020645,0.3138518863625516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192993081516394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895126365994358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402743948577736,0.3134625705257333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558835915447801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764631800761218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15488007911954998,0.10941434375309897,0.2941066603603322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16003489001190205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417027586281679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817828267684228,0.22447217248837606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271257749660397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600149350413215,0.0,0.0,0.17265985200911113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204513110667635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930622324335026,0.0,0.1451735377764269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944031172085052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24313546741974726,0.0,0.18650217949405354,0.0,0.0,0.13819904718811446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149905248073448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19725428437903045
anxiety,Mygander19,2019/02/24,"I've been in a constant state of low level panic for three days We have a big storm coming through today, and it's just starting to pick up. Mostly high winds, gusts around 50mph, give or take a few. It's going to last for 16 hours. I'm scared a tree will fall on my house. I'm scared of a power outage. I'm staying in a hotel room tonight because I feel better about not being home with the wind, but I'm worried about my cats as I have nowhere to take them. I have nobody I can stay with. I'm exhausted.  I've been crying on and off for three days now about this storm.",1.6348387096774175,2.866785064516133,2.9492258064516115,96.00383870967742,77.38709677419354,5.282580645161291,19.65806451612903,4.935628992294339,-0.4732522580645155,444,9,105,1,10,144,82,124,0.154,0.8290000000000001,0.017,-0.9306,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,1,2,6,6,0,3,7,0,8,1,0,1,0,14,20,5,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,3,7,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,5,0,2,2,1,8,1,22,16,2,27,0,1,0,0,3,12,0,2,9,59,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16842750743335325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533414942036875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16733142346817464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297846137389108,0.0,0.20445725068862056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20782656896376825,0.24403581873131625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566486102283872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814972278247189,0.10752633368677582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19989946940062472,0.18978234438387465,0.0,0.1863232189525007,0.2183106129554462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15422269794093826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22198463681266264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37884305092476106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339162525378345,0.4033226028141858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28450868506953153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179338832915442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921410934684662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,p3rspicacia,2019/02/24,"I hate that I feel relieved. My dad and my stepmom are getting divorced. I've only been living with them full-time for around 6 months after leaving my abusive mom for good - but even though my stepmom has been nothing but supportive and wonderful to me, everything about her triggers the insecurities and anxieties left over from living with my mom.

She doesn't deserve it, she's never said a bad word to me or been anything but a source of joy to my dad over the years, and yet I have the fucking audacity to feel **glad** that she's leaving. It's times like this that I truly hate myself and my brain.",3.5494915254237327,5.510178864406786,4.312000000000001,85.16477966101695,73.91525423728814,6.753898305084746,27.90169491525424,7.554174236665415,1.6207566101694924,478,19,92,6,10,153,76,118,0.133,0.682,0.185,0.8378,0,0,0,0,1,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,5,11,3,1,5,0,7,2,1,1,1,18,16,10,0,0,4,4,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,4,3,19,6,15,12,0,10,0,0,0,1,11,4,1,2,7,65,25,0,0.0,0.19822298055071005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279839372569031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767353235722446,0.14893234767948615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13968839746515152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867619764680269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049998165316982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15035832928553713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16918367503836526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15466602748738656,0.08740727335784444,0.0,0.0,0.14032318757616946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303479569826964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35429279739704866,0.18177179063639406,0.0,0.0,0.08173426240765992,0.0,0.29545768816705864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3918791550497063,0.13353715449377826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903196803661734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160528730627885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272390846139263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15914048097346126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898499019122776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437126594628051,0.0,0.09755389549126008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814295648632948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10773562661518137
anxiety,100395040,2019/02/24,"I hate that I’m always feeling shame, but I can’t live without it either because I let it become a vital part of me Is it just in my nature that I can feel no lasting emotion but shame, or is it a product of my parents shaming me ever since I could think? 

My family is Asian, and it just seems like my Parents  just cannot comprehend that kids can be weird and do erratic stuff, so they would “expose” me and made we feel like I did something gravely wrong even though I was just a toddler that didn’t know better. They did this so much so that even when what they said was not the truth, I would still feel a great sense of shame and humiliation. 

Ever since it has become a part of something that had defined my actions and emotions, and it really sucks cus I feel terrible about the littlest of things. 

But a world without this shame would just seem so impossible and unrealistic.

I really feel like giving up. ",8.577967032967031,6.159605230769234,8.453928571428571,74.97232142857145,62.626373626373606,11.07802197802198,35.936813186813175,9.188382445141503,3.0087450549450545,720,24,144,9,8,234,98,182,0.219,0.6559999999999999,0.125,-0.9635,2,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,3,1,17,18,2,5,8,0,21,0,0,1,3,39,37,17,1,4,13,2,6,3,0,3,0,1,0,1,18,8,0,0,10,0,0,1,7,11,0,0,8,7,22,7,10,23,4,9,0,1,0,0,9,3,1,3,8,112,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974723154586019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140925279118923,0.2587503614987641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036034164937288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352911062303136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635400951863247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15474362247725018,0.2119250030016015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043194432912512,0.0,0.35538596044689325,0.16737388850525786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237418828483152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915051186155868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565440730549395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06437869974118855,0.0954871361062704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197865992829842,0.0,0.17169037935000336,0.0,0.10343936775308256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084348819977756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611354418057343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601467578961782,0.2537087907214646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15008954204999553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142976740892006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21328507748486325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19380371142465935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18036472631735725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355050824567042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410064732459606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782456833969784,0.07506046997282886,0.11509234998578514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22584323998084516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24964496419735116,0.1280774223860163,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AlcoholicPlatypus,2019/02/24,"Woke up to a very sunny, beautiful day today... And for some reason these are the days my anxiety wants to really creep in. I hope all of you are having a wonderful day, and that you overcome your daily battles as well. Stay strong guys!",3.16,5.145793043478268,4.542826086956524,82.9755434782609,75.08695652173913,8.078260869565218,22.369565217391305,8.841846274778883,1.6521478260869569,184,5,35,4,4,61,40,46,0.073,0.5920000000000001,0.335,0.9479,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,1,1,4,1,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,8,7,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,5,3,7,6,2,7,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,4,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21373447656716293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5405550931837583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766424735840217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774997660880782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17898597199886798,0.2872619942594801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29779520110444163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648313952218275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305280499818529,0.16479291896301385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512073862711983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029892181080941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,28dezembro,2019/02/24,"Anxiety when you are about to get laid I(M18) need some help on how to deal with anxiety when Imma bout to get laid. Whenever I like someone too much, I get some fears of disappointing the person, and I get a lot of anxiety even before meeting the person, but the problem is when I know I might get laid, I can\`t relax and focus, my adrenaline goes high and I can\`t get it erected. I told her about it, that I have some history with this in the past, with bad people that made fun of me and got it worse and made me depressed af, and she completely understood. I got a little better, she told me not to worry about those things since we are still knowing each other better, but still, just thinking about her trying to get me horny and I being unable to do so gives me a lot of anxiety.

When I\`m about to have sex with someone I don\`t care, I do not have anxiety.

(sorry if you couldn\`t understand it right)

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anxiety,sheberelapsin,2019/02/24,"2 truths 1 lie with my tinder date Super anxious here but it was fun


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anxiety,stardewed,2019/02/24,"What's Your Go-to Comfort Show / Movie / Book / Song / Whatever? What's the thing that you know you can turn to to help you feel a little better after a rough day or when you need to distract yourself?

For me, it's How I Met Your Mother. I've watched it through probably 3 times now, and I'm not sure what exactly it is about it but going back to those characters and those familiar stories and episodes and cheesy humor just makes me feel... better. 

What does that for you?",4.842482269503545,5.329637361702133,4.956170212765958,87.43333333333334,69.0,8.394326241134753,28.43262411347518,8.344100000000001,1.7160624113475174,368,12,78,5,6,115,65,94,0.033,0.836,0.13,0.8370000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,7,0,2,6,6,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,2,2,16,11,8,0,1,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,13,4,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,5,10,5,9,10,0,8,0,0,1,0,10,1,0,1,6,49,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20563350106036776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4730317823494665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724671551508393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23402562816328204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27043647140463223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30396785145996763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17924950013513807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14696991718298652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680303438846806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17850842314105803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19829242564967514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28832963766374803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520451222285928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17766544539838355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559378070162505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290881866155309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iHateNumbers123,2019/02/24,"My boyfriend just randomly decided to go to church. I feel nauseous. The only time he’s mentioned maybe going to church some day was close to a year ago. He hasn’t said anything at all since. I woke up to him putting his shoes on and that’s when he told me he was going.

He’s cheated on me, messaging other girls, multiple times with the latest time being in December. I think about it every day. I’m constantly afraid he’s going to start again or escalate.

This is a really small town. Everyone knows each other. I guess it’s unlikely that one of his exes is going to be there, but my anxiety is going wild. I feel like i’m going to throw up.

This is just so strange. He hasn’t been to church in years, he never mentioned anything to me, not even last night. I don’t know",1.7916981132075485,3.780961125786167,3.4609811320754718,89.12883018867926,79.25157232704403,7.007295597484277,22.549685534591195,8.021203637495839,1.1534206289308178,605,19,128,11,15,201,98,159,0.049,0.929,0.022,-0.4587,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,8,3,1,1,4,0,12,1,1,0,2,20,31,5,0,0,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,8,4,0,0,6,0,0,9,5,2,0,1,6,3,14,1,20,23,3,35,3,0,0,0,17,10,0,4,17,74,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560591473863748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11702787892104753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25177599346694834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16531505187606832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19731652410129813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104063643336332,0.0,0.1288907034658589,0.14617719416105826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547007152785475,0.1092876329645464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.608587123231012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16852269769695818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16814559955279362,0.12469762370717635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473740509752001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15368713026457312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798619308001683,0.0,0.0,0.14355964656405568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036619649640378,0.11634678935008567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378531053804848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980017309143265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455172683226306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654512045156724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827873387115312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980222323302142,0.0,0.0,0.26760839792523106,0.0,0.0,0.14617719416105826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19702584773113133
anxiety,gogobeanie,2019/02/24,"Started my very first job and I think I already got off on the wrong foot So this might be a stupid thing to worry about, but bear with me.

I'm working my first job at a movie theater, and training started yesterday. I'm kind of excited, because it's a really cool theater, but I'm also nervous for working in general and figuring out how to balance that with school. Right now I'm only scheduled to work on weekends, so I'd have to work every day of every weekend. I was just asking the manager how many days a week we would be scheduled and was just thinking out loud about my availability. What I said was I'd rather not work every single weekend, but what I meant was changing my availability to the whole week, not that I just don't want to work every week, which is what the manager took it as. It's probably not a big deal, and she may not even remember, and I don't really even have a problem with the schedule, I was just thinking, and worrying about balancing everything I now have to do. 

Is it really as big a deal as I'm making it?",5.621619718309858,5.2235629577464815,6.733438967136152,78.40184859154931,67.30985915492957,10.104694835680752,33.71244131455399,9.725611199111238,3.0681990610328644,822,34,166,16,12,278,106,213,0.086,0.884,0.03,-0.8473,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,0,8,17,7,1,1,12,1,18,1,1,3,0,40,35,18,0,4,12,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,13,13,0,0,6,3,0,1,6,4,0,2,9,3,16,3,26,21,2,29,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,2,18,117,29,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910566193020987,0.0863131930225541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090186383185516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06579435426697637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417776009526068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921444075438966,0.22254633539715926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14257615532814613,0.0,0.36374950923476906,0.0,0.09700233516047974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836138328393016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632309179448605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142117404701798,0.0,0.0,0.11239458410408837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204545780266326,0.10942612213092877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449881105842336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208716065069989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636896667417185,0.10327636136547276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20743203678972144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226593237041017,0.09217335067562993,0.10266806199789633,0.0,0.0,0.10923296091666593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278967081061404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170523454417621,0.20747543041568076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991643947344488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905521553983553,0.06366109859015033,0.0,0.259729655084638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050223974504948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4714547522388791,0.21922039979385088,0.0,0.07667180639926713,0.11800671443388155,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zoeliner,2019/02/24,"I now know my 18th year will be the hardest. It’s currently the end of February, which means I have 6 months until university...

My school related anxiety has become so bad that I chose my grade 12 courses based on it. I took online courses, the required ones and almost all arts because I need friends in my class who can calm me down. I’ve learned which teachers dont give formal lessons and opt for their classes because I can’t stand the quiet in a classroom. I take the least test heavy courses, and write the ones I have to outside in the hall. The silence during tests makes me feel like I’m going to pass out and I think myself into a spiral. 

I’ve been offered admission to all 3 programs I applied to, but haven’t accepted any. I’m scared I won’t be able to hand the environment change, the new classrooms, new faces, no longtime friends to calm me and break the silence. Lectures are the lesson style I can stand least because silence triggers my anxiety. I get scared I’ll embarass myself somehow or my stomach will make noises (bc it does when I’m anxious). 

On top of this, I chose the smallest university possible bc I can’t handle a big environment. Except its kind of in the countryside, that lacks reliable public transit. So I have to drive.. I haven’t done driving school since my parents discouraged me from it. I was totally open to it at the beginning of high school when I didn’t really have anxiety. But now, I don’t know if I can sit in a driving school classroom and then pass a driving test. My parents have piled that on top of my university anxiety- so thats great. 

:( help",4.131666666666668,5.681859528662423,4.995302547770702,82.55159501061573,71.54777070063695,7.908492569002124,31.554670912951174,8.472884824447931,2.4821830148619948,1268,58,242,21,24,412,170,314,0.091,0.8009999999999999,0.107,0.7164,3,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,1,5,8,12,0,2,20,0,25,3,3,3,3,36,42,17,0,3,5,2,2,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,14,9,0,2,9,1,0,8,9,4,0,2,5,3,37,8,29,32,6,43,0,1,0,0,11,18,0,4,14,153,51,17,0.1166566839468982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168148179497353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933054541203732,0.0,0.3569681756639673,0.1317888478550661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740345834271626,0.21333849529750604,0.12883814216916872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340730349153282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208705025745107,0.11938029001324812,0.13672076477211784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332319643870794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05898512454471438,0.08333955832077168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802573292759144,0.0,0.06094830253518493,0.111907721114084,0.06629868184135877,0.0,0.0,0.1286144058857277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819251623224525,0.1232541914862888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121479984716512,0.12822292532273188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056992563219742325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15573848477710212,0.0,0.0,0.12707332789694753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311425215672968,0.0,0.0,0.08649945299515,0.0,0.22533550457944665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809917628225711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590668842705072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315128831612772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473325890149574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23358738310780344,0.4722511686295121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649961445778338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771130822461974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07474889268272683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960986822106785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07512307972218077
anxiety,abattlecry,2019/02/24,"It’s a loop of awful I dinged the side of my rental car friday night, the rental that I’m in because my car was in a wreck and needs repairs. I was anxious the rest of the night about telling my dad, which ruined dinner because of my stomach being upset. 

When I came in the door, I didn’t tell him, because he started in on me for some other stuff I’ve fucked up lately and I didn’t want to give him material to pile on, but now I’m even more anxious. I’ve been shaky and sweaty since friday night, because it’s gonna be much worse the longer I leave it. but every time I think of the rental or anything related to it I feel paralyzed. 

I can’t stop crying and I wish I wasn’t such a baby. It’s not that big a deal. Stop being so dramatic, oh my god. 

I hate anxiety. ",1.7742146476278222,2.8451642934131764,3.6223952095808407,91.97220175034548,76.72455089820359,6.336066328880701,22.426992169507137,6.67199483983844,0.373116444035007,595,16,139,5,13,201,97,167,0.229,0.727,0.044,-0.9794,3,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,2,2,11,1,10,3,1,0,0,18,23,9,0,3,4,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,10,5,1,2,2,0,0,3,5,5,0,0,7,1,20,0,17,12,4,22,0,1,0,1,8,9,1,3,10,85,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631165190789425,0.3435281830050972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511754455811605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707333705767045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17389545095136064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16701090872596866,0.0,0.1567485423910716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042225358384936,0.0,0.12810187430465658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687696261469426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056030418082333,0.0,0.14585246295210186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15010991771540827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17150990715597736,0.16099043914238134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176830466117484,0.11273715645134695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4280431242484654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577064658699952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761605285135203,0.0,0.0,0.2542277046063467,0.0,0.0,0.17405162158936474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657826775180863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742232253665252,0.0,0.0,0.08865686568043545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967826311956198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17484070339747956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15494370480540032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mosmand,2019/02/24,"Panic attach while about to go to sleep? I was just about to drift off when all of a sudden it felt like 2 people came through my door and grabbed me on my bed, even though as it was happening I was aware it was at least half a dream, it’s just so weird, my ears went all blocked and I freaked out for a sec til I realised it was just a panic attack kinda thing. I’ve taken a sleeping pill and watching a bit of tv now but really don’t want to go back to bed even tho I’m tired, I went out drinking last night and didn’t get that much sleep if that means anything, also  after socialising with my friend/s (which is very rare) as I’m trying to get to sleep I will hear all there voices having back and forth convo that my mind is creating, but I have adhd so I think it’s just an extension of the racing thoughts it creates every night while I’m trying to sleep, any thoughts on this? I feel like someone’s gonna say Schizophrenia but this is really the only time something like this has happened. Thanks. ",3.7403114421123895,4.250666947867302,4.436672308733922,90.09768957345976,71.46445497630332,7.166012186865268,24.55010155721056,6.868970318607317,0.6969807718348004,790,20,176,6,14,253,126,211,0.073,0.823,0.104,0.8078,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,18,9,1,2,9,0,14,9,6,0,3,30,37,20,0,2,8,0,3,3,0,2,2,4,3,0,15,9,1,1,6,3,0,6,2,5,0,1,13,8,15,4,26,22,6,25,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,2,16,112,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13496718694105989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898092039998378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637034638060096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241635118277593,0.0,0.0,0.127761636846911,0.0,0.1727091796513799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260652080084353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12844547997617858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001484174822497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483510292109355,0.0,0.09462068525019668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056784109694261564,0.08022976399703256,0.10782913437707543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676553654675097,0.0,0.11734806439930147,0.0,0.1276495269382971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19861952826618764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265743976141297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154247968993016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645977008579692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233161913636638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339469211206712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255611897716543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21077877250883506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541200132313231,0.0,0.2635283181815677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785722414551319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388921288299472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930838560010614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5619238698036817,0.0,0.0951545348075109,0.08645685151406612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033941304879679,0.0,0.0,0.07460956791798197,0.07195965685217658,0.11033778517887928,0.17831313843145674,0.06548517286224055,0.12907654766071036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152493639695205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266228880649448,0.06623961401407806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082132536712532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mafieusz,2019/02/24,"Any tips how to walk into the room full of people? Today i had classes, i was late for about 20+ mins.   


I just couldnt enter the class. Got my hand on door handle but just couldnt open the door, i felt paralyzed.  


I dont know if it fits there, in this sub tho.",-0.5989080459770122,1.1096609482758597,1.6075862068965527,100.75436781609196,86.06896551724138,4.55632183908046,13.114942528735632,5.46131890053228,-1.3532160919540233,197,2,51,1,6,66,47,58,0.0,0.958,0.042,0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,0,5,1,1,1,0,11,8,4,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,4,2,6,0,7,2,1,12,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,1,3,31,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698377653158921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4650469178898411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809904502888038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173573947401821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21807103084723345,0.0,0.44760794625233385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750913197698983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3761202242730269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,area88guy,2019/02/24,"Small Victories So, I went to the store this morning to pick up a few snacks. As I headed to the self-checkout, a police officer was also heading there. I guess my new meds are really working well because I had the thought to go up, shake his hand, and thank him. 

I didn't gush or anything, and I've never had a good (or bad) interaction with cops that spurred me on. It just felt like something I wanted to do.

He thanked me! He was off duty and headed home, and I told him this was great sleeping weather. He asked me how my day was, and I told him it was pretty good so far.

It was like the anxiety of personal interaction fell away in that few moments of time! When I got to my car, of course, everything came flooding into my brain: he's gonna think I'm some weirdo, it's gonna be a bad story for him, etc. etc.

For once, though, I felt less like the anxious mess I often am, and more like a person.  ",2.614920634920633,3.5981096190476194,4.097222222222225,89.73250000000004,74.50264550264548,7.093121693121692,25.14021164021164,7.447530270364453,0.9946338624338624,694,22,157,8,14,231,117,189,0.096,0.755,0.14800000000000002,0.9025,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,1,10,14,0,1,10,0,13,7,6,2,1,24,31,15,0,1,3,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,1,2,8,9,1,1,4,0,1,6,2,4,1,0,17,3,23,10,20,11,7,21,0,0,0,0,16,9,0,5,10,100,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992047691491174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558450153715707,0.14115511901812675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282115277333506,0.0,0.11680905320056842,0.0,0.1173922966802456,0.0,0.20865190004944328,0.07616684108705217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394827414236918,0.0,0.14290666262678034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058080593766521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786989993520933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229476342698318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399384039145685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101054814860933,0.20960008304244765,0.09993193622927234,0.137755068548827,0.1376437666440838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846965713467613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533253800770586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24417216404465575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13878851386306662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963672208519528,0.1206750817144303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330650180540959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21819868887369434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711653496096667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800445730161803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13034750076502494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250377434828574,0.0,0.0,0.0961906959543122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300697560704141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006131789472119,0.1227602921057914,0.09919436449018083,0.07285789665012876,0.0,0.0,0.23878539658761705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07369727743003161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234281518283408,0.11582759160672824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909632738593446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ana_maria_as,2019/02/24,"I don't know how to start. In the last few weeks, I have been having problems to concentrate at my work. I also feel lack of motivation for work and personal and professional goals. I got some advice to write, but I am not sure how to start. I have always had problems to communicate my feelings and get in touch with my emotions.  Any advice?",3.0636318407960204,5.156751805970154,4.439626865671645,83.1217288557214,75.71641791044777,7.451741293532338,24.59950248756219,8.344100000000001,1.5916189054726368,269,9,53,5,6,89,47,67,0.14300000000000002,0.831,0.026,-0.7778,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,3,1,18,14,7,0,3,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,3,9,1,11,11,3,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,4,39,9,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4385338066248598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17944099481378425,0.1867067023367869,0.0,0.0,0.15258982730581905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524034741262491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22691209095165224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723215704773815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794615738865853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12331639679281588,0.18290412220234545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19592475440194754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42941321888823625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176424086218553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21148066827673867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17998850488148072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32671061741907226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MammuttiKamma,2019/02/24,"I started a new part time job besides school. How do I manage the anxiety and time? I am almost 18, and go to two different schools.
So I clean about 13h a week and always same shifts. Thursday, friday, saturday and sunday. 
My company is one of the biggest cleaning companies in the world, and I clean this really big store and a service point. 

The thing is, I like it. I have anxiety and I fear making mistakes. I feel like they didnt teach me enough for this job, but I learn while doing. 
I go to work about 30-40min early so that I have the time to do everything. I have made a few mistakes but I tried to take them as a learning experience. It’s tough tho sometimes. 
I am sensitive and I have a weak mind. Today something happened. 
A worker at the store started yelling at me as I was leaving home and humiliated me. It wasnt even my mistake (there was a new eating area and no one ever told me about it and that I had to clean that too)
I let my boss know what happened and she said she also didnt know that I had to clean that place. 
Well, the store worker made me stay there and clean some parts again and the new place too.
I held my tears there while asking my dad to pick me up later (My shift was over and he was waiting for me) and I stayed there for extra 40min. At the end I sat in the cleaning room for a while because I was too afraid to leave. 
The store worker was disrespectful and I felt like she felt that she was way above me because of our work titles. She was very rude. Thoughts?

The real problem is that, on saturdays I have two shifts. from 16.00-19.00 | 19.00-21.30 and I have no breaks. If I was faster I would have time to have a little break, but I am not. 
And the next shift is on sunday at 7am.

I have been at this company for a month now almost, and I really feel like I need to take the other shift off because its too tough for me. I kinda feel dead emotionally and the saturday-sunday stresses me a lot because its so intense.

How do I ask and let my boss know that I need to take other shift away? Do I say that I could cover it with another shift or not? ",1.8235462794918331,3.4984192850574733,3.224358741681794,92.33454174228676,77.98850574712644,6.234119782214157,21.562310949788266,7.0608816371341465,0.41532183908045983,1619,44,364,18,38,529,191,435,0.112,0.81,0.078,-0.9288,3,0,1,0,1,0,53.0,1,0,2,5,23,16,1,3,27,0,40,2,0,8,1,68,70,39,1,9,7,1,5,4,0,1,1,3,9,0,23,23,1,2,11,0,4,2,7,11,1,4,24,8,63,5,39,42,8,57,0,0,0,0,15,22,0,7,32,258,86,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724911588366971,0.0,0.0,0.0688771922026799,0.07166608408365531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903135853031504,0.13177663452464186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16103765427700711,0.0,0.0809208685867734,0.0,0.0,0.2100133352042059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876686036073988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998629310976401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813129257744723,0.0,0.09688333826982518,0.07628457673962763,0.08899410245353853,0.0,0.05688727823734769,0.0779084554064595,0.0,0.0,0.0774070365026502,0.0842505200826154,0.0,0.09691887613244772,0.13064796913722038,0.12306090309428065,0.16539436233176807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789799497082877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15232687535701273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639423645823441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17093914271691674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14200245332659492,0.0,0.0,0.182395984519478,0.0,0.17614512296992701,0.0,0.16831277824834126,0.08632371197026968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732236491109071,0.0,0.16299435810211654,0.05749166113119498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696556316633944,0.0,0.06874720836203263,0.0,0.0,0.12772686845511316,0.0,0.24955127479215936,0.09159898511449403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167262450376296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18653825389353065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17997258621952802,0.0,0.08141958124746829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241365592748176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803346165006356,0.11035266465174608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192823821797374,0.06849310055460095,0.0,0.17433394317735526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663061792528931,0.08518361266685796,0.0,0.1219248547583792,0.18360374053551845,0.0,0.0,0.09866028085707967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942744781564118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05722016587136242,0.0,0.0,0.06837666832025756,0.2008896476876204,0.0,0.08164005765310255,0.08229978560832897,0.0,0.05847582020096639,0.0,0.16827069884161752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106530279543156,0.0,0.0683650542712246,0.06908735017803425,0.0,0.07744015954334822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540562436126798,0.0,0.0,0.061183447871162026,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,InnerMattDemons,2019/02/24,"Challenging myself by traveling alone This is a bit rambly, maybe. :) It's still going on; just trying to jot down my experience.

I've noticed, that I'm anxious about trying new things and uncertainty in general. Going new places, experiencing new situations, visiting new restaurants, going to new shops, trying new board games, ... Anyting new and uncertain triggers avoidance in me.

I also have some social anxiety.

I haven't really traveled anywhere the past few years due to a bunch of things, mainly wanting to travel with friends, but being too scared to ask them.

So I decided to go alone.

I booked this week and next week off a few months ago. That was the first scary step. That wasn't so hard, phew. Booking the plane ticket and hotel... Postponed that for a looong time. Did it this Thursday. Thought that Saturday - Thursday would be manageable. Had planned to go somewhere new, but decided that going to London would be OK - knew there'd be places I could walk to and explore, all that. And I've been here before, so it's less scary...

So I was on edge up until I left for the airport, heh. Scary stuff.

Anyway, I get to the airport. Eek. Oh no, did I pack the wrong kind of suitcase? Okay, that went okay. Got on board the flight. Phew, calmness. Calm few hours while we flew.

Now in London, eek; gotta figure out public transportation. Scary again. Accidentally went on the wrong bus. Totally on edge. Got to the hotel. Checked in. Was totally, totally beat. So hungry... Hotel hadn't left a room service menu in my room. And the number to the front desk isn't the one listed in their guide. Great... So I'd have to either go down and talk to the front desk in person or go out and find some food... Might as well go out, then.

Oh, I apparently live next to a huge mall. Europe's largest. So, so many people; eek, scary to go into shops or restaurants, too many people. So hungry, so tired. After an hour and a half, maybe, I gather up the courage to go into a supermarket to buy some water for my room, then a small sandwich shop to get some food for the night.

Woke up today, still on edge. Tried to relax for a few hours before gathering up the courage to go down to have breakfast alone.

Now in my room, resting. Should probably plan out some stuff for today. Right now I just want to get this off my chest and out there.

I've got a feeling I'll be on edge the entire trip. This is rougher than I thought it'd be, I won't lie. Thought it'd be okay once I got started. Sigh.",1.6936420101637495,4.215538383022775,2.7376006022962542,91.07673404856016,83.38923395445136,5.500304912478825,20.997139092791265,6.90281598873529,0.505535320910973,1921,59,389,24,55,610,229,483,0.116,0.79,0.095,-0.9266,1,4,0,0,0,0,104.0,1,0,2,5,26,21,0,3,29,5,31,7,1,1,4,57,65,31,0,6,7,0,2,0,1,6,1,0,4,1,22,20,5,1,10,15,5,26,6,5,2,3,21,3,25,15,69,28,19,108,0,0,0,0,13,42,0,9,40,239,47,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057195711531680626,0.0,0.0,0.200478984408312,0.0,0.05159898832763425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04935988829715508,0.07289257981429023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06032025825688046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980857436069263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704423617395161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05151633380525365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06311583651011317,0.0,0.0,0.03262474760732315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058972817110489885,0.05488319737511987,0.15604284029157967,0.0,0.04985027934915014,0.0,0.10113175157227144,0.0,0.4400386256978153,0.0,0.20641962369507447,0.07113679191279568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05779989914955575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906263572658552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719073446582767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020877109564522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05697495637748511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13083230965854015,0.12964397291499247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844866478045585,0.0,0.0,0.0515016116131973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4985334197811418,0.13724180131611186,0.06055042767340471,0.0,0.0,0.07345981836576829,0.0,0.06871484730038431,0.0437224280100001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061594466874356525,0.08946419344533094,0.056338960480975385,0.1348255217534006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695666646412958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04133506080309728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055102255855463314,0.0,0.0,0.06459873974132413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252651118698301,0.0,0.06577303282398665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04566968365241615,0.0,0.10305623946023773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772670594332185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0518611116915301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573237602989421,0.0,0.0,0.15367207043620806,0.03762385724026643,0.07415965156676313,0.1223204444662575,0.0,0.0,0.17522741955680973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611462785808869,0.0,0.10351285415159148,0.0,0.05801389052865439,0.11962686191786252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167051999618747,0.1410914569934918,0.0,0.04155067119614287
anxiety,schulzyd72,2019/02/24,"Blog? As someone who loves to write, I’ve been debating creating a blog regarding anxiety. Mainly my experiences for people to relate to, but another angle I’d like to work is the imaginative state I(we) are lured into during panic and anxiety episodes, and how to turn it into euphoria rather than fear. What say you?",5.077758620689653,7.499637465517246,6.634000000000004,68.16100000000002,70.89655172413794,10.846896551724136,30.565517241379307,10.793553405168565,4.271761379310344,255,11,40,9,5,87,49,58,0.16699999999999998,0.647,0.18600000000000005,0.3313,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,2,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,9,5,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,2,10,4,1,3,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,1,26,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30738001398197745,0.44849845819673606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867445241383837,0.0,0.3298609550347474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321207589550733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26456785449645914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34393345691323024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20322449162814504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23311454345958535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24837427964587205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31884920156927377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21340744274627155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bearmcn,2019/02/24,"I’m starting Cymbalta today. I was on Prozac for a couple years but after a recent surgery it seemed to stop working as well. Anyhow a couple weeks ago I decided to tell my doctor about it. He suggested we switch to Cymbalta. I read about it and it’s also used for pain especially from fibromyalgia. So this is a bonus for me since I’ve been thinking I may have that or something similar. Been in pain since I was a kid with restless legs and stuff. My mom had fibromyalgia so maybe it was passed down which would be my luck. Anyhow I have a pill phobia so 2 weeks ago I stopped the Prozac with the intention of switching to the Cymbalta but I haven’t been able to force myself to do it. Today is the day though, so I totally expect to have a massive panic attack in about an hour when I take my first dose then sit here the rest of the day in a cloud of worry. I’ve never had a bad reaction or side effect to any medication but because of a bad childhood all around and a mother who took literally 20+ medications daily I guess I developed this asinine phobia. Wish me luck I guess 🤷🏻‍♂️

TLDR: Needed to vent because I’m starting a new medication and I have a stupid ass pill phobia. Yay panic!",2.589700680272106,4.36656810612245,4.420408163265306,84.15006802721089,76.10204081632655,7.442176870748298,24.319727891156454,8.269060116576782,1.510156462585034,946,31,191,17,21,321,140,245,0.199,0.684,0.117,-0.973,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,4,13,14,2,3,20,1,19,13,2,3,3,35,32,18,0,4,5,2,0,0,0,2,11,0,0,1,12,8,0,2,4,1,1,2,2,9,1,1,9,0,22,5,30,20,3,32,0,0,0,1,8,7,1,10,22,127,34,3,0.11388728800849394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019084185075611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107562307404878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744726120728918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138383183476628,0.0,0.12956323141238155,0.0,0.0,0.1901822568237887,0.13884926741277578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520282360211215,0.0,0.14689575821043008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165684650942884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687246900067692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509193750154745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215603784119113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441508829645493,0.0,0.0,0.34418838335454816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338341526923414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444598099771176,0.08783689744075136,0.10999305243521412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423682081837483,0.2672443881819262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139181075260476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244995744358904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367870969553243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18841748303877484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876759983384143,0.0,0.0,0.16122001725413296,0.0,0.0,0.1904297446205717,0.0,0.0,0.1303736974747939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562906713451679,0.0,0.0995425095048382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297437558870427,0.11189368223100077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21590366508198855,0.0,0.1265329674342092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836205070841254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827070257301994,0.0,0.1023983492330828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096476070071852,0.0,0.0,0.08291130206123735,0.11565806919314127,0.0,0.08090226181531039,0.0,0.0,0.07333967953606091
anxiety,fredsgingerghost,2019/02/24,"I feel like I'm permanently on the edge of an anxiety attack. I used to get them pretty often, was even diagnosed and took meds for them. My prescription ran out (which yeah I know I shouldn't have let happen) but even without the medicine I felt better for some reason. But a month and a half after stopping the meds I feel like I'm constantly on the edge of an anxiety attack. Honestly I kind of wish I would just have one so I could have some temporary relief, I just want a good cry but the tears won't come.

Does anyone know how to either get rid of the anxiety (I've tried prayer and meditation, they only last during the duration) or make myself feel the emotions my body clearly wants me to feel, just in a more controlled way that an anxiety attack.

I don't care if I feel negative emotions as long as they are valid and not just my own hormones and stuff being out of wack. For some reason the negative emotions aren't coming which I would be ok with exept neither are positive ones as long as this keeps going on.",4.524648083623696,5.439865468292683,5.431933797909409,82.19884146341464,69.92682926829268,8.78397212543554,26.837979094076648,9.04235418022936,2.002700348432056,811,25,161,15,14,266,118,205,0.18600000000000005,0.6609999999999999,0.153,-0.8307,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,4,2,9,12,3,0,16,2,16,2,1,6,1,50,41,16,0,8,12,0,6,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,5,10,0,3,10,0,0,5,9,3,0,3,4,6,22,9,24,29,7,19,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,6,9,115,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185116421291936,0.0,0.0,0.07278154993095914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.355249285525141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205838947346144,0.0,0.1156195741681285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612581985472523,0.0,0.0,0.1793271623700343,0.0,0.11248338670916763,0.11674482628140903,0.08310671196217415,0.0,0.11433703743181625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056482904680018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108911167542054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35125883217380666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13749979632580234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631529945910021,0.14872261106020004,0.09994190194497504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876456361612956,0.0,0.05915625947611242,0.08730503581471487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920456865995056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251921411610252,0.0,0.10839282618378034,0.1144093431499551,0.08484654524794126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643820236528508,0.0,0.10170539637886476,0.0,0.0,0.18423123453176926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948031212698709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231239148336257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830829619612656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14106699613563786,0.07916448472367019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589608053888158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140419528529891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702318548986146,0.0,0.0,0.11915716718471556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564686932232815,0.07066969643081303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989960051688954,0.0,0.0,0.12278894840271345,0.08262111784357078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196973790602118,0.1003382207350447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14788388338241856,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zealous212,2019/02/24,"Why Do I Cry When I Get Mad Or Into In Argument. I am a male and I cry or want to cry when in a argument or when mad. I really hate it and makes me feel weak when I do, and try to hold it back a lot. Why do I feel this way, and is it normal?",-2.613999999999997,-1.5119690666666656,1.6833333333333336,100.80500000000002,89.66666666666669,6.0,13.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,-0.8006666666666669,176,2,55,3,6,68,32,60,0.401,0.581,0.019,-0.9783,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,3,0,3,0,5,1,0,1,0,15,11,11,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,8,0,5,11,1,9,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,5,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679739968953049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7198687636692787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22090901907448984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413072220519238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156734185900634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18571774905841387,0.0,0.0,0.14581657735662065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140338936602641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13994418968848893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14831270817463724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884703339111767,0.1733948546360673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3942329591372461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ErnieeinrE,2019/02/24,"I am going through a difficult time at work and it's causing my anxiety to go into overload Hi guys, apologies for any mistakes I make with this post as I'm on my phone.


So I have always loved going to work and recently I started a new job with a very large company as a Case Manager. I have not had the best time settling in as I wasn't trained properly and now the work has put me on a performance improvement plan and they have told me I have until the 6th of march to improve or I get a written warning and potentially let off after that and I obviously have bills to pay and depend on this job. I'm having a very large amount of anxiety to the point of almost breaking down. I am dreading work I am so uncomfortable I feel like vomiting the last time I experienced this amount of anxiety I went down spiral and went off the rails and I was severely depressed. I am seeing someone tomorrow about it and hopefully they can point me in the right direction on how to handle it. Please if anyone has any helpful advice I'll accept it with open arms. If I was financially dependant and didn't have my loan to pay off I would be happy moving jobs and doing part time work while going to Uni. ",5.6653586247777135,5.560677850622408,6.840583876704213,76.6795124481328,67.17427385892114,10.371191464137523,32.566982809721395,10.125756701596842,3.1432700652045065,946,37,187,21,14,321,133,241,0.138,0.754,0.109,-0.5117,3,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,8,5,10,0,1,14,0,23,3,1,5,1,33,40,23,0,5,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,8,17,0,0,2,0,4,8,3,4,0,0,9,3,26,6,36,28,4,41,0,1,1,1,9,17,0,7,15,130,34,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207105670235187,0.0,0.0,0.11484271776143293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954289822503687,0.0,0.0,0.15598253023919184,0.0,0.26320630486213603,0.0,0.0,0.08019199420324108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035719682381416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781540132101412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877996331840036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05798932129591999,0.08193259675936984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059919356370511975,0.0,0.2607176363511837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355841199082466,0.0,0.1220867138671842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687244846437183,0.0,0.0,0.11391032026474605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414282074597037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348541864170587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172754869218523,0.0,0.056030398944437364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350972390154073,0.0,0.07655463221945842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218944002803862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076566401525648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241951192633976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589216432013894,0.21683304935783806,0.0,0.10983868629207426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152923665197866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132398267796306,0.0,0.0,0.09794228778080123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913908923675697,0.0,0.0,0.12956395193661366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971741376491843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117622826325004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675002390403657,0.0,0.0,0.10958858545778374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892579901858764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126324658468912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4174684320444544,0.0,0.0,0.08147053429203745,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iFlyhigh2fun,2019/02/24,"Am a target I recently quit my full time job without notice (guess why) but still have my weekend job.  I had mentioned earlier to the other women that things were getting tight so I needed to find another job 2-3 days/week.  One of the girls pipes up, long fake nails accentuating her words that “you KNOW, some people work a full time job AND work part time as well..... just saying..” then the next woman pipes up and says, “yes!! Where WERE YOU on Valentines Day?!?!?! You could have worked then!!!!”.... then the other finishes for her, wildly swinging her arm out in the hell-to-the-no-position and yells “I tried!!! There is not more I can say....blah blah blah....”
Evidentially the collective group had decided I was a lazy ass even though I came in an hour early NOT paid, to get some work done for one of the co-workers tonight.
Wtf?! I never said I was poor- just need a few more days and NOT at this place due to the odd hours.  ...I most certainly never ASKED for advice but this conversation just went ON and ON simply because my brain froze, and instead of saying “mind your own business” I’m answering their jury trial about where I was on Feb 14 and why I don’t work Sundays.
Once I got home I was berated by my SO bc I didn’t have a canned answer ready ahead of time for this very situation.  Because this is normal?
I give up.
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anxiety,upsidedownjellyfish,2019/02/24,"Trying more self care methods, writing when anxiety starts to build. I was feeling anxiety creep in and decided to write to distract myself. I haven’t felt this anxious since I have gotten more control of my life the last couple months. I’m 46 days in recovery from an eating disorder. It gets s bit rambly, but it just kept flowing.

‘I know I am anxious right now. I can feel it. I don’t quite know how to describe the feeling, but it’s there pressing against me. It scares me. I was going to sleep in tomorrow, organize, and see where the day takes me. But life happens. Now it’s breakfast with family including my stepbrother who I haven’t seen in like 5 years. The anxiety isn’t from seeing him, I feel excited and happy about that. It’s from feeling overwhelmed by life. My meals haven’t been as healthy, my apartment feels cluttered, I feel confused by people I am trying to connect with, I need to find a new doctor, the pharmacy was closed, the cat isn’t eating his dry food, he needs a check-up, work is feeling rushed and lonely, I cry at the thought of losing my route, time is becoming precious as I see the effects of time on family, my mom’s texting has seemed off and this worries me, there might be a snowstorm this week, my toes are having issues again, my produce is spoiling too quickly, I need to add more nectar to the hummingbird feeder, I need to shave and shower. I feel tired.’

I feel a bit better after writing this. I still feel overwhelmed, but instead of it all jumping around in my head nonsensically, I can visualize it more. The anxiety doesn’t feel as heavy. Who else has tried writing to aid with anxiety? Did you find it helpful?",4.372479360165118,5.811426303405572,5.075468266253871,82.64476070691434,70.79566563467492,7.860113519091848,30.48619711042312,8.344100000000001,2.281301444788442,1308,55,247,20,24,422,179,323,0.114,0.767,0.118,0.498,1,2,1,0,0,0,45.0,0,1,0,7,15,13,0,5,15,0,26,13,3,4,1,53,60,15,0,4,5,1,14,1,0,1,4,0,1,1,17,12,6,2,21,0,0,4,7,7,0,0,10,18,37,6,38,48,7,35,0,4,4,0,13,13,0,3,19,161,54,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280187728139149,0.19376165872970108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07634177689042049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471170186496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758449637581835,0.18724853599996266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743482268945775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618359791989917,0.0,0.09488832201454073,0.09419987151452502,0.11061214590632816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982847782862311,0.08777576851889411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17550133097291976,0.07163884304760906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16168784966459518,0.0,0.5203348731630566,0.0,0.08234002326453631,0.0,0.1567604122724667,0.0,0.10369752190422156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044804413985637226,0.0,0.048737593408896975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583449812848568,0.09128976013072317,0.0,0.0,0.08801126766339602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05748100803669979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950786976055823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425944266934444,0.06990327754096015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18171779519883674,0.041896464550851324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593997799280916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909744644755618,0.0,0.10043738478894564,0.06845029849985915,0.0,0.0,0.2543504668920709,0.0,0.08282449890225926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05945300112523864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912129646590192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323588026040645,0.0,0.0,0.08585756599654178,0.0,0.2050113164183719,0.07806981429507201,0.08946309611434941,0.0,0.0,0.07093895146833544,0.0,0.08581878131513633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06069913892948853,0.0,0.06848553018405533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06447847768441163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680813587702328,0.10001101628254236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17466981321051694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878897128952333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06243200724518989,0.08709024263661537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055224598942776836
anxiety,cocopari,2019/02/24,"Eating me alive I am having the worst year of my life so far.
I called a help hotline my therapist gave me a number to and I got so self conscious and felt judged (not by the operators fault) that I decided not to say any more than “I’m just feeling so overwhelmed” while sobbing.

I have cried nearly every day this year.

It’s killing me.

I work a job I dread, I don’t trust my own mother, my friend uses me for my resources, I do r have a lisence, I’m fucking sober and I want to be proud of that and celebrate it but everything in life is tempting me to just fucking use and give up on my happiness. I’m not going back to drugs but damn wtf. 

It’s the utter loneliness I have felt every day of every bullshit relationship iv been in. The ability for everyone to so easily walk all over me and I’m too weak to even fight back. I just want someone to love me and accept me....

I’m just feeling so absolutely defeated and have no idea how to handle this, I abused prescription anxiety meds for years and don’t believe in using anything but I’m feeling so unbalanced . Also have been seeing a therapist for around 3 years, she helps
But I will be 26 soon meaning I won’t be covered anymore and will lose the insurance to see her. I just have a constant overall sense of doom and devastation I’m almost afraid I’m going to cause a cardiac event. I am so fucking sad, not for any particular reason just my career and relationship choices and how they are effecting me today is fucking me up.  I am very aware it’s ptsd but how can I heal if I’m constantly causing myself trauma because of the paths I’ve chosen? I am trying to redirect my path and I feel like everything is trying to prevent me from moving on with my life.

I’m really hoping for some kind of break soon as I’m really not sure how much more of this I can truly endure, 2019 has felt like a decade already I haven’t gotten a good nights rest in so long.  I’m not sure where to go from here. 

I just want the simplest things I don’t want a lot but I feel it’s you anxiety that is holding me back from living and chaining me to the prison of anxious.",2.031763187232297,3.853679265446228,3.982288329519452,86.46911752625715,77.85583524027459,7.044980343836179,24.70627236988793,7.969615865706242,1.4078338203367955,1657,59,345,28,39,563,212,437,0.173,0.68,0.14800000000000002,-0.9638,1,0,1,0,2,0,31.0,0,1,1,5,30,32,7,3,18,0,32,13,0,11,3,74,75,37,1,6,20,1,8,2,1,3,7,1,0,1,12,17,1,2,15,0,0,5,12,19,0,0,8,11,53,13,47,61,9,37,1,6,2,5,17,13,6,5,20,230,65,3,0.0,0.09702813547087873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200259168943398,0.0,0.09036939878733607,0.06548866976142552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137816996337896,0.0,0.12529367450493373,0.09251417987510896,0.08121444593572485,0.0,0.0,0.06738979562913917,0.07290087136463165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889087186037696,0.0,0.0499203492290031,0.0,0.0,0.09226377159923113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362046281091144,0.0,0.0,0.16825042871805646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17699141855335387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995405917394797,0.10562659330889833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949682380364302,0.08379553420627749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0540886185829021,0.0,0.20699157323433495,0.07825091744855234,0.14719774975192534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20703422599485305,0.058503363635738964,0.2358862875087977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06326923429355116,0.3028297975561854,0.0,0.0785578689628397,0.13962262233522454,0.06868677494415433,0.06549618028656536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717511343429346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978040447781694,0.0,0.0,0.08133682016553206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244562992629153,0.0,0.0,0.08126476057377514,0.0,0.09060090392718112,0.08527748242892662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735273418048668,0.08001618241709331,0.0,0.07231176857935538,0.07247147444520337,0.0,0.09161573491298976,0.0,0.06962129584550801,0.07391035139569464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920394180329723,0.090963088164574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703779334258956,0.06019973646008825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684970365384078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09572687883487163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492369072487176,0.0841981868916582,0.0,0.17584182728082903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512347410964653,0.0,0.0,0.1305139790669008,0.0,0.08543078151135161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938647297578103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543636966577609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19016488054054126,0.0544051292830988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762364585384113,0.0,0.0,0.11119801942276568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21218410498259768,0.0,0.06756913279174942,0.19320711081238784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596180481330721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21094197948625049
anxiety,lachesis44,2019/02/24,"Missed a new job's drug test and feel terrible about myself I've gone through a lot of stuff over the past few years. I had to drop out of school, was diagnosed with bipolar 1 and anxiety, tried to kill myself, ended up in the psych hospital 5 seperate times, and lots of other stuff. 

Things have gotten a little better though, as I started going to therapy and seeing a psychiatrist regularly. 

Then it turns out one of my best friends recommended me for a job and the place wanted to interview me. I ended up landing the second interview after acing the first one and aced that one too, so I got the offer Thursday night around 6pm. I was ecstatic!

Except I just started reading through the onboarding paperwork and I realized that the date on the drug test paper was today's and that the place was already closed by the time I noticed. I quickly sent HR an email and left a voice message but since its Saturday, I expectedly got no response.

I've been looking through stuff and considering the job is pretty strict about drug use because they have government contracts, theres a good chance my offer is going to be rescinded. I feel kinda bad about that because I feel I would've really liked the job and would have been really good at it, but it was my mistake and I'm ready to deal with those consequences. 

What I'm not ready to deal with is how itll affect my friend. She stuck her neck out for me to recommend me and I failed spectacularly. I feel so incredibly bad right now; I feel like I let her down. I dont know what to do with myself and where to go from here.",6.679582542694497,6.285744354838713,7.090151802656549,76.70875711574956,65.12903225806451,10.519924098671726,32.42884250474384,10.056822442137396,3.00152182163188,1250,44,244,25,17,409,175,310,0.096,0.7609999999999999,0.14300000000000002,0.9465,4,0,3,0,0,1,24.0,0,0,1,6,15,15,1,0,21,0,20,6,1,3,0,45,45,22,1,4,5,0,5,2,2,2,5,1,0,0,17,23,0,0,7,1,0,5,3,7,0,5,14,8,33,8,42,27,4,44,0,2,2,0,15,19,0,3,21,171,50,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192535596263548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07065778098089752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222304633576523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15423923353526728,0.11260779496650243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692973491390572,0.08168795937740464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19044530785469066,0.0,0.09374695027149356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824926714927033,0.0,0.32133681080870186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636131909099908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335086596142239,0.06598446203694143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856429731600707,0.0,0.0,0.14271953367819198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574768192875115,0.15494014744047266,0.14774296563842193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36662586051689466,0.0,0.10218646474616756,0.0,0.050760532685200296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035315092323546,0.09444787814288116,0.0,0.09024822545102852,0.09257243449653918,0.0,0.0,0.0775620296780297,0.0,0.0,0.15704819234954967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920518867083828,0.0,0.0866768342564036,0.0,0.0,0.10515639188114068,0.0,0.0,0.1877635778074707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817135735483972,0.0,0.0,0.19300027847178264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939668266495176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238843772311332,0.0,0.1183407731992645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788778755403526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093476735226975,0.07360170562713754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640399439436495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307506405019674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31720213295663896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562564646854516,0.0,0.06136216731310305,0.0,0.09074661365880674,0.0,0.10771573260195252,0.0,0.08754974406091805,0.0,0.0,0.06270871480885476,0.10046490300545588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977235922843967,0.0,0.0,0.05447835165531893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312246795475209,0.0,0.0,0.059479028949819636
anxiety,pleaseHelp4434777,2019/02/24,"I need some help with what’s happening at night, and tips soon please! I’m on a family vacation right now which kinda stressed me out because of my classes ( I’m only in high school though). I’ve been waking up after an hour to extreme panic attack’s every single night sometimes it can happen 4+ times a night. My family is understanding and helpful but it still is making me feel like I’m insane. I’ve had this happen before but it only lasted a couple days and wasn’t too bad but I’ve experienced this before and I’m quite worried about it. So any tips to help stop it would be great to hear, I’ve been taking Benadryl to try and stay tired in hopes of staying asleep and staying calm but it hasn’t helped me sleep. So if anyone knows what might be going on it’d be nice to hear that I’m not crazy.",2.8902884615384608,4.204139136904761,4.2702380952380965,87.4645054945055,74.29761904761905,6.597802197802199,21.256410256410245,7.010146845296331,0.4688932234432235,637,14,133,6,13,211,107,168,0.118,0.7140000000000001,0.168,0.8463,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,8,9,1,2,4,0,14,4,3,1,0,25,32,14,0,4,6,0,1,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,13,8,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,4,4,6,5,17,22,2,25,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,5,13,74,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751849265668788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970588121934681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968239607512647,0.0,0.0,0.09517858765572232,0.0694884864134532,0.0,0.1939976515076753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613001840691648,0.0,0.07351543215747755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604320580378163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21492309086512248,0.0,0.05763779790148092,0.08143593247904332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06478430035711852,0.0,0.0,0.1256766208578751,0.0,0.0,0.30240833988062604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569546159467974,0.0,0.3056258324646548,0.12043884342418905,0.0,0.11321981136506827,0.1122591923880364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06264704120854958,0.09291872272326612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05569075027139607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609056843018776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092753497214975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452364945917308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209214080452736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17339215837423694,0.0,0.1337450919495647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512902310816876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124456062810902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734857492659928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115366025020308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407435854201912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274103724307265,0.0,0.0,0.3645010261064428,0.0910341862868924,0.09530244536649528,0.13057749079063927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570782372923129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199659547854013,0.0,0.06646967222519995,0.13101707516320765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739310903470682,0.0,0.0,0.11866972843191825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576444470306707,0.0,0.08097667097166923,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,evactheguac,2019/02/24,"Best methods for motivation right when you wake up? I’m starting a new job Monday and I have to travel two hours tomorrow to begin training. I’m so nervous and have had a bad track record lately of skipping out on jobs. I’ll wake up, get super anxious, and go back to sleep until mid day. I really want to change and do better. 
How do y’all deal with this? What do you say to yourself when you wake up for comfort and motivation? ",1.4960479797979789,3.690380852272728,3.375606060606064,88.27646464646465,81.38636363636364,5.729292929292932,22.277777777777786,6.937597516519254,0.6966626262626261,337,11,69,4,9,113,62,88,0.084,0.7090000000000001,0.207,0.9041,2,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,0,5,5,6,0,1,2,0,6,4,4,3,0,11,13,10,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,7,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,2,0,1,1,1,6,4,15,12,1,21,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,12,43,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25693403694693445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17488158662402672,0.189896673139666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386764219008089,0.2011456017484733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24059347350608304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14667517489991336,0.2344729648075957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882411653412275,0.0,0.1292551550985117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22397524158420487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4513834100660676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565538142256313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21965576678666626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14569911048071738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19422614864087326,0.0,0.1808634862849012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22759679158118384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097792418377666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22216854680005613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13414560615165927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Shan0717,2019/02/24,"Just need to vent? Idk Just been having a terrible couple of days and I can't really explain it since it is happening as I type right now so my brain is everywhere. Just anxiety attacks and general feeling of constant worry, I haven't felt this way in over a year and idk why it started back up again. It's all I can do not to cry and the only time I feel okay is when I'm sleeping, which is a rare time that I even can sleep. (considering it is 3am here and I'm wide awake in bed trying to distract myself with YouTube videos. ) Idk what exactly I need or point of all of this, just felt a need to rant out some thoughts and if anyone has any genuine suggestions that would be swell. Just please no condescending remarks please, not in a place to handle those sort of comments. 💕",2.7690336538461544,4.322408643750002,3.960000000000001,88.59269230769232,75.0625,7.423076923076922,25.43269230769231,8.139509932561175,1.3967836538461542,613,21,132,10,13,200,107,160,0.13699999999999998,0.797,0.067,-0.8420000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,12,4,1,1,6,1,15,3,3,0,3,33,28,11,0,5,9,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,12,8,0,0,6,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,4,9,1,18,22,3,21,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,4,10,86,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087255303987671,0.0,0.12230961615403188,0.0,0.0,0.11179350777439234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18188933780092875,0.0,0.1229397145113778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17848166061745865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17277610024092538,0.0,0.0,0.17690686029245334,0.17562333441868055,0.1031109362409246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056008326568168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16168271422947494,0.0,0.30702439842712165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14138349884307694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3556523728881564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159778744484835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16704310303692432,0.3510057778333617,0.15114056851918864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024247743449976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365387158562799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225639267579042,0.0,0.3199957768092672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131656020729899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12692878500518046,0.186457453452394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854967041573592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690722564627985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14426901884556936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16236836166826332,0.0,0.11357588621225086,0.0,0.0,0.10295903860940328
anxiety,momma-moo,2019/02/24,"You are not alone Hello to all anxiety or panic sufferers. Sometimes it feels you are the only one that suffers but you aren’t. I felt that way for a long time. But I’m so happy to know we are not alone in this. I’ve had to take time off of work in the past due to panic and anxiety. Just 2 weekends ago my worst panic/anxiety attack happened...

I woke up feeling nauseated and I hate that feeling. Got up grabbed some cold water and kinda realized I was breathing more heavier than usual. Walked to the the bathroom
And closed the door. My heart was racing and I could feel it thumping thru my chest.  Then my breathing became faster, almost like running a marathon and then before I knew it I fainted onto the floor. My legs were in the cold water.  At first I had no idea what happened. thank God I didn’t hit my head. Once I got my bearings straight i realized what had happened got up and told my mom but what i really needed was fresh air even though it was raining and after, all was good. But it’s very scary. 

I had been dealing with some personal stress with  life and work. I’m
A hospice nurse but we still have a hard time when patients have to pass especially the young ones. Anyway I was just venting. I hope my life story will help you thru these hard time and believe me you’re not alone in this.  I’m a good listener so if you need anyone to talk too please PM me Peace to all.  ✌🏽♥️",1.1528301674721817,3.4164479651567947,2.5753489940429373,93.08823873215692,83.28571428571429,5.236326851747781,21.453186467348548,6.532088108194933,0.3415546588737781,1094,35,233,11,31,354,162,287,0.133,0.701,0.166,0.8902,1,3,0,0,0,0,26.0,2,5,0,3,10,14,2,3,13,0,21,11,6,0,3,48,47,23,0,5,12,1,8,1,0,1,3,1,1,1,14,15,2,0,10,2,0,3,6,8,0,3,20,11,33,6,26,24,7,36,0,2,0,0,15,14,0,7,19,150,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976375979735822,0.0,0.10140051578775128,0.31463455771291915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323983234796941,0.0,0.0,0.07080561774190065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520156384796833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616756596466048,0.1140890042124215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085046395084923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439796260601007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688342050608521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20480696396624698,0.0,0.0972285986246125,0.0,0.0,0.08613446732562227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16986961664607636,0.24296841086454385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686402682962,0.10779661086287427,0.1814239608051188,0.09997649316155344,0.10392530726637823,0.0,0.0,0.11999743687146967,0.06787462083880043,0.0,0.0,0.1005772542965032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431388159476158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055651633036546584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14305045405500372,0.04947210814500088,0.0,0.0,0.0896147882310082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859829260888842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15017083111563298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078420546296962,0.13723719560593478,0.07701526347537149,0.0,0.3564318106982158,0.0,0.0,0.09666722873608452,0.0,0.08841916256336732,0.0,0.1111566379177541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06487182989380666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100151941923713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086896094826841,0.0,0.11599670886487096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613736040081742,0.0813915632490023,0.0,0.09322959394444223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949062737321528,0.0,0.23618965782738546,0.0,0.0,0.09676137335023201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152716170581477,0.08355278504322286,0.0,0.08037805313283063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474417016927388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tangnets,2019/02/24,"Does anyone else track time to an abnormal extent? I don't know if I could say this holds me back in anyway, but I never realized that this was odd until people close to me started pointing it out. 

I keep track of time obsessively. I literally time how long it takes me to go to work, school, meet up with someone at \_\_, etc. every single time. I become at unease when I don't know the exact time it takes me to do or accomplish something. After waking up, I need to note the time I woke up. If I worked out, I need to know when I began and finished. I've tried making to-do lists to be more productive, but that has never helped me. The only thing that helps me is keeping track of my alive hours. I also feel the need to record these mundane things as bullet points in my journal due to some strange fear of that day being 'lost' in time and to my memory. ",4.368716883116882,4.61565961714286,5.381402597402598,84.8164155844156,69.97142857142858,7.963636363636363,24.48051948051948,7.686295010490155,1.0547142857142853,663,15,140,7,11,219,105,175,0.083,0.857,0.06,-0.4767,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,4,6,4,0,3,5,0,9,1,1,2,3,29,26,13,0,6,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,12,6,0,3,5,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,4,2,22,0,28,19,5,35,0,1,0,0,4,13,0,4,21,95,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318184225141068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902178014184183,0.13220212406636167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921283418897364,0.0,0.0,0.14249879913023167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301655905175787,0.0,0.0,0.08321093196774854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291129958497324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077844543424914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14389781291407228,0.0,0.0,0.10870975561952212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14518983524844,0.0652392938353031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332830470270263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172966475245131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706436929521822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293680223746964,0.0,0.0,0.21272752662946004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114183724775193,0.0,0.0,0.1408468430912689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612568718182606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870128667575693,0.19902521859699296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981298937569543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08945020623865649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24394206905911936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260645172553752,0.0,0.13058094304323553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932309565991356,0.0993303226971494,0.0,0.0,0.09132508692562352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940226066864368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714379445423663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5266516495640233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760001188409662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878645591737777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zRandomGuy,2019/02/24,"I have to call out of work tomorrow and I'm kind of freaking out I've got the flu and I called out the last two days. I've got a doctor's note but I told them I should be better by Sunday and I'm not. So I've got to call tomorrow morning and tell them I can't come in. I know there is no one to cover my shift and I'm sort of screwing them. And they'll use this against me forever, calling out three times in a week? I don't feel like I have the energy to work and don't want to get everyone sick.",-1.2955305039787817,0.4490912241379341,1.5210344827586193,100.05049071618038,89.34482758620689,5.293368700265252,16.681697612732094,6.67199483983844,-0.44625119363395216,386,9,103,5,13,134,69,116,0.162,0.779,0.059,-0.855,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,4,3,2,5,1,0,5,0,9,4,0,1,0,20,22,9,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,12,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,2,0,3,4,1,14,3,16,15,0,14,0,0,0,1,10,6,1,1,8,59,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548245854592562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6718711400639672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14169787574427367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608566564023812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16836760111852436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571820202553038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317361371579977,0.11751525972896115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594184738649377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3946850313882832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17129622766758806,0.09040214920812947,0.1340853785559332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036394725790097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146606808398203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437758790174609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591835640432332,0.0,0.0,0.1571820202553038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16068771138463644,0.0,0.0,0.14207086372355024,0.0,0.0,0.0970234119783579,0.0,0.13194796553601293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395086359312093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hahaanxiety,2019/02/24,"i feel like my friends hate me ill probably swear quite a bit here so if you don't like that then you should probably go to another post.


i cant help the constant sinking feeling that my friends hate me and talk shit behind my back, if i do or say something weird or embarrassing ill sit and dwell on it for hours or days thinking of all the possible things they could be saying or thinking about me, its so fucking tiring and eats away at my self confidence like nothing else, as if i ever had any to begin with.

as soon as i start to feel even slightly good about my body or personality or voice one of them shuts it down and i feel like im back to square one. i know they don't mean to. but every time they comment on my appearance i want to fucking starve myself until im nothing but skin and bones or until im dead. 

""ha your legs wobble when you walk""

yeah.. they probably would stop doing that if i stopped eating for a week maybe

but i dont have the self control to do it. another reason they hate me, im useless, im dumb, im everything someone wouldn't want in a friend.

there's no point",3.0346390958129987,4.135649283842799,4.194533778576936,88.98244027742105,73.62882096069869,7.309632674030311,26.1343436938094,7.724431198458867,1.2361469817621369,862,29,190,11,17,282,131,229,0.205,0.7,0.095,-0.9849,0,0,1,0,0,1,17.0,0,4,6,2,12,20,7,2,6,2,14,12,5,2,2,41,33,28,1,10,14,0,5,4,3,3,3,3,0,3,8,6,2,3,9,0,0,3,6,11,0,2,1,9,31,9,26,27,2,30,0,1,1,2,21,8,4,12,21,119,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057680777761831475,0.1778831612534814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969155397427605,0.13044329744496153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260190392774244,0.09421633834845418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166071486615383,0.09513328631850973,0.06772218415084019,0.0,0.0,0.054702138277125285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940887217260393,0.0,0.0,0.17358488068444486,0.0708565567785335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05602307146814595,0.07672490406376033,0.0714648417383,0.0,0.0762311024976811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715509627443639,0.12119141542017473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965960821755733,0.15683017828576304,0.0,0.0,0.04820538562203714,0.07114332372373096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512277413061458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05685332337001905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353100409903759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5497234963260292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046615071288733184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16575584378404004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521348822089793,0.09239427698133523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16277491478477124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495299073138307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406189794061835,0.0,0.0,0.08018269040930831,0.09562225177002634,0.08123449265695776,0.0,0.2743521981634372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021693168613876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720949370318687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134905166369029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17697234292846006,0.0,0.08706691739066898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186804611189593,0.06529888463930349,0.0,0.0,0.06003631271804773,0.0,0.0,0.1418272977956219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817542120753403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056350902018123386,0.10869896946709093,0.0,0.0,0.04945945490069796,0.09748856739208224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005853413141133,0.0,0.06803780522633238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06025397556291146,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,arizonapebbles,2019/02/24,"Death I am almost always worried about dying. I think about it before I do anything, such as, “what if I pass out at work and die?” Any tips on how to just live and not worry about dying all the time? ",-0.18428571428571414,1.9563615238095269,1.7336190476190474,97.59471428571429,88.5238095238095,3.3600000000000003,13.16190476190476,3.1291,-1.5000438095238096,152,2,34,0,5,50,35,42,0.217,0.731,0.052000000000000005,-0.826,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,10,3,5,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,8,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,25,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271208506552713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887269131935257,0.0,0.0,0.15424088547294929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18664809725455425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193001492435721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7061894803054339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20028038204366266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453328643541234,0.0,0.0,0.13225671384655113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651228519419458,0.4606800221558449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,-greenleaf-,2019/02/24,"I'm about to finish student teaching, but I'm absolutely terrified to start a career. My anxiety is killing me. I almost feel disloyal about posting this, because college has caused me absurd amounts of anxiety for the past four years. I know the exact number of days until I graduate, and while I can't wait to finally have a summer where I have some time to breathe, I'm terrified of what comes after. 

​

I love kids. Elementary school is a time that I look back on fondly. Going into college, I thought that teaching might be something I was good at. I wanted to get kids excited about reading, incorporate all the things I loved doing when I was that age, and create a classroom that they could feel welcome in. 

​

Student teaching has been hard. Really, really hard. And, well, it's not supposed to be easy. You're there to improve so you'll be ready for ""the real deal"". 

​

The environment is difficult. I don't like listening to the gossip and the negativity in the teachers' lounge. Hearing about how frustrated the teachers are with their jobs just feeds my anxiety. I wish I could eat lunch alone in the classroom. 

​

I've never been good at handling criticism, but I feel like it's just gotten worse. Sometimes, I feel like my mistakes are a reflection of my character instead of something outside of it. When I do something wrong, I feel like I need to punish myself for it.  I hate myself for being so sensitive. I feel like a useless waste of space. The days just drag on. It's dark by the time I get home. When I do, I panic as I plan for the next day. There are nights where I have panic attacks as I'm trying to go to sleep. I'm trying to juggle student teaching with one evening class and a part time weekend job as well. I'm struggling to find excitement in anything right now. I constantly catch myself daydreaming about escaping into the woods. Silly as it is. Sometimes, I just want to be miles away from people and the noise, and have a long, long stretch of time to write and breathe.

​

I think my mentor teacher noticed that I was struggling, and she reminded me that the feedback is to prepare me for the first year of teaching, because it will be difficult no matter what. I know that. 

​

But I'm terrified. I'm scared that, wherever I get a job, the principal and other teachers will hate me for being so awkward and insecure. Or that the parents will hate me for not doing a sufficient job. Or that I'll screw up so horribly, I'll get myself fired. I've heard a lot about ""teacher burnout"" in the past year or so. Sometimes I think I'm a model candidate for it. I have dreams of being an author. I've had to put that dream on hold since I started college. Sometimes I feel like my creativity is draining away. I'm scared that I won't have any time to put toward my projects for years to come. 

​

I think I created something unrealistic to look forward to. I think part of me used to think that, after college was over, a lot of my school-related anxiety would magically disappear. I don't want to admit it, but I really think I believed that for a long time. Now, all I hear are horror stories about teacher burnout, people who leave the profession within the first two years, and how the stress never goes away. Ever. 

​

I'm trying to get it together. I'm just tired of the panic. I don't know. 

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anxiety,AnimalLover222,2019/02/24,"About to have my first surgery...worried about my constant shaking tremors 😫 anyone here have surgery? I'm 99% sure I have anxiety induced tremor..unfortunately once it started happening it never stopped..I still remember the first time I felt it. I took a Zoloft pill and my entire body got buzzy and shaky. I thought it would stop once the medicine left my body but it never did. I never took Zoloft again, just that one pill. Later I switched to Lexapro. I didn't feel worse on that, and it seriously improved my panic attacks (which were daily, and now I almost never have them), however my body still shakes constantly no matter what. I've also been prescribed Xanax as needed. I don't feel any less shaky when I take that. 

I honestly don't know if it's just anxiety induced, or if Zoloft damaged my nervous system. I've even gone off all medication for over 6 months and had no change (except that I was more likely to have a panic attack). The shakes were exactly the same. Now I need to have surgery - I have abdominal pain from a dysfunctional gallbladder which needs to come out. 

I've put it off as long as possible. But I'm so scared. Like this shaking is actually some other problem. I had an MRI done of my brain and nothing showed up there. Multiple sclerosis does not run in my family. My bloodwork has been checked. I was low on magnesium and potassium once, but subsequently rechecked 2 times and came back normal). Has anyone with tremors had surgery here? ",3.9018345323741,6.221153255395683,4.282051798561152,84.1683438848921,74.0,7.61346762589928,28.745899280575532,8.488131031819089,2.2138683165467627,1167,49,220,22,25,366,165,278,0.189,0.75,0.061,-0.9875,2,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,1,2,17,21,2,10,8,0,25,13,4,2,7,50,44,20,0,8,10,0,3,2,0,1,9,0,0,0,17,12,0,1,8,1,1,11,10,17,0,3,19,3,27,4,23,24,5,44,0,2,0,0,1,10,0,7,24,144,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.09689776351026967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942977071665418,0.0,0.0,0.07940631246849032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06752412133655912,0.0,0.15192106824445478,0.0,0.0,0.13885898474647929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259251837254882,0.0,0.07635185746440239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33088365185344865,0.0,0.11084624985210012,0.0,0.11356722322326868,0.0,0.0,0.10504112497271986,0.08553399772260746,0.0,0.21460560944493756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689387338347439,0.10161343460050172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06558352404819752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936066502858708,0.0,0.1004132440063873,0.0,0.09533893583522184,0.0,0.0,0.16892084365555654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941541912935593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780639189206893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05457002925323992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788449395316173,0.0,0.0,0.09702121003059336,0.0,0.0,0.08787310180237759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000294385192937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792564582549806,0.0,0.0,0.22087833365775303,0.30633022927648584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728818533433564,0.09527639469303484,0.0,0.0,0.3172383497897012,0.06728497772859961,0.0,0.10565706289936266,0.23300297793374386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194038606162596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501206865389096,0.0,0.09981907248360652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248207243959987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994117884715018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028163318656927,0.0,0.15859450383883902,0.08301520919786395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358452366837787,0.0,0.074657611244015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882927448923276,0.11579962557872285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22064117730991575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083906617235924,0.10119026239275793,0.07053644064439739,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hitherewhatisareddit,2019/02/24,"Stress Hives So I have anxiety, however it's been AMPED up this last week because my family is falling apart and me and two of my family members are trying to find a new place to live so we can leave my abusive father. 

Recently I've developed hives that get worse the more I discuss my situation with friends, family, etc. 

When I'm at work the hives dissapeare because I'm distracted by helping customers but they're really bad right now. Tiny itchy dots on my chest, back, neck and torso. I can't stop scratching at them but that seems to be making it worse. 

Has anybody had hives as a result of their anxiety peaking? Is there anything I can do besides take benadryl and meditate? I think this is a sign I need to make some REAL life changes and I'm trying but it's the process of making those changes that it causing me such stress. 

It's almost kind of comical to me: like I'm allergic to my life LOL. ",3.744175217048145,5.267654281767957,4.902971586424627,82.9379143646409,72.48066298342543,8.486345698500395,29.503157063930544,9.04235418022936,2.474557695343332,719,30,142,15,14,237,116,181,0.175,0.7509999999999999,0.073,-0.9482,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,2,1,7,7,0,3,6,1,13,5,2,5,0,24,25,12,0,1,3,1,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,11,7,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,4,0,1,2,1,18,3,17,22,3,16,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,3,9,84,29,1,0.0,0.1538339712947411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13001161235168604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067683314150736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19864777812812334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684364732003833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998355726202071,0.1084073141578313,0.15829316997692414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13337694008100154,0.2746977273005182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14480102971061448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36719238441735785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866739870266475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031067303231417,0.0,0.06783374936309355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702607501014065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520381197056594,0.0,0.1058333540506147,0.0,0.1374771680692395,0.0,0.0,0.18341346722792898,0.06343112257763776,0.0,0.11464722554879135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599988408978054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627146237797833,0.0,0.12539604471694926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565058215914588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14778135296323802,0.08317601873300244,0.0,0.12819700499102604,0.0,0.0,0.11087890464458412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819746637937985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14594066963791166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085483866626178,0.2974525135272081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762022322087052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319341869253398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17629971806526032,0.0,0.12683052868034514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414629770393592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452187306952946,0.0,0.26462716494566074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chrissypett,2019/02/24,"Anxious About Taking Personal Day Hey! I just wanted somewhere to vent since I don't have anywhere else.

My grandpa (my dad's dad) died from cancer this past year. Now my dad has a really early stage tumour in his kidney and I just found out today. My mom reassured me it's super early stage so it's fine, totally treatable.  . . he'll just go to surgery and it'll be okay. 

Even so, I have been freaking out since she told me and am so scared it's not going to be okay. I can't stop crying and I feel so silly because she said it's treatable. I just have so many worries because of family history. Also, my sister's having a baby very soon (the first baby in the family) so I know she is going to be so upset when she finds out tomorrow. 

I called in a personal day to work tomorrow and I feel like shit. I feel selfish because this isn't the first time I've had to call in because of my anxiety and I feel extra awful because it's like I'm taking advantage of the situation? I just feel like garbage and I am so scared. I just have spiralled myself into a fit and I know it will only be worse when I am stuck by myself at my retail job tomorrow.

 I feel so guilty for taking a personal day because of it, and I explained the situation to my manager (who's also my friend) but I just worry she'll think I'm trying to be the centre of attention. I feel awful. 

​",1.514409356725146,3.450789540350879,4.011578947368419,85.1021637426901,79.91228070175438,6.7485380116959055,22.83625730994153,7.793537801064563,1.2264853801169595,1069,35,216,18,27,374,133,285,0.14400000000000002,0.777,0.08,-0.9612,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,5,24,17,1,3,11,4,23,3,2,0,1,39,48,23,1,1,9,6,7,3,1,4,1,1,0,3,11,13,0,1,14,0,1,3,4,6,0,2,6,8,40,11,26,33,2,34,0,0,0,0,25,10,1,0,22,147,51,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15606790355870825,0.0,0.10572688801895966,0.118569257836015,0.0,0.0,0.07464772601271467,0.11023658103883284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35689979400122884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19927829307039813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718603296583784,0.18879129440812914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127167508226144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815147968790117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445005937189133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839777369723105,0.0,0.34537238904895473,0.1394210227055282,0.0,0.0,0.08918550762027368,0.16600142430208134,0.0,0.1069904202017406,0.07538935202021364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16636931271173105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968321761775955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725381645281748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301662279254276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989298673672672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428343440288555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421328433820072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315026929267184,0.0,0.2556068559458676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625116547057978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092820046607824,0.0,0.19538735565797288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100163519209167,0.16143683995311045,0.2193659395317568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158047679231653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201019637357803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06252473179554913,0.0,0.0,0.05689914389402646,0.0,0.09249355437456436,0.09324098872546156,0.0,0.06624978730829928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051295696266983,0.05755466717940104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710387294495886,0.19819257644765886,0.09944141480225553,0.0,0.0,0.118569257836015,0.06283772565329808
anxiety,Tnr_Kal,2019/02/24,"I hate hate hate initiating I always feel like my relationships are fading if I don't reach out to people but at the same time I'm afraid of if they're too busy or if they're not in the mood to talk or if they decide I'm not worth their time anymore.  It's always been a fear, but not a reality, so that's exactly why I tried to grow a pair and finally initiate a conversation, but then I got shot down.  Left on read.  I feel worthless, like a second choice.  I'm never going outside again lmao.",3.4297142857142866,3.898161495238096,5.319047619047621,83.64428571428573,72.14285714285714,8.666666666666668,24.523809523809533,8.841846274778883,1.4488095238095242,387,10,87,7,7,134,70,105,0.174,0.727,0.099,-0.7083,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,3,9,3,2,7,0,3,0,0,0,2,20,13,12,0,4,12,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,1,2,5,6,0,1,2,2,9,2,9,11,1,15,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,6,9,50,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255384068945041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19399972528367987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201237652201965,0.19781989523936688,0.13974898606692426,0.0,0.21428911050231436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117377811437504,0.0,0.15645296641905412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5793945387582767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212538689521962,0.0,0.0,0.19113739222515047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15087206489482355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561635470750172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19567016381650465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100196941124194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572297172271879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22813195637105116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13281125649234107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17651412106931366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ourlordseitan,2019/02/25,"How do I seek help for my mental health? I kinda feel dumb about this but like the title says, how do I go about it? I want to get my mental health in order, most importantly my anxiety. The bad part is I’m getting anxiety on how to start! I know I shouldn’t be but I’m nervous about calling offices and wondering what they’re gonna say. I know it’s their job but I feel like I’m going to be judged for it.  How do you find the right doctor/person? Should I see my regular doctor or a specific mental health specialist? Pls help! ",-0.061875000000000575,2.1827365625000006,2.3853571428571456,92.20964285714287,89.625,5.7,17.82142857142857,7.1686216300943375,0.2889392857142856,413,11,91,7,14,141,68,112,0.123,0.7070000000000001,0.17,0.6632,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,0,7,5,1,1,4,0,8,4,0,4,0,20,24,9,0,3,4,0,2,2,0,3,4,2,0,0,5,1,0,0,6,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,5,15,2,10,19,2,7,0,0,1,0,7,3,1,4,3,53,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22774624768386534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428711387352125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15199687222856073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047173450814409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505304024285902,0.10634153398062872,0.0,0.0,0.13605012364903415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15554044479478815,0.0,0.16919464585514893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4746754461879088,0.0,0.0,0.19954778473717205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771491348412982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16361284898847847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454453736111243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4500303379758333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611946895100266,0.0,0.0,0.1299738237929851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12712074969101345,0.0,0.2367498107659908,0.0,0.0,0.11861759630014986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535983207792657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779811647959414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16142612698963196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Muskypants,2019/02/25,"I'm just so fed up with my own mind My anxiety, it just won't leave me alone and I dunno how much longer that I can deal with it. Maybe cause I don't have a load of friends to fuck around with everyday but, urgh I'm just so tired of the constant anxiety and panic.",0.9150847457627124,2.2214486440678023,2.612000000000002,97.35291525423729,79.5084745762712,6.753898305084746,20.274576271186444,7.554174236665415,0.2435532203389829,206,5,53,3,5,68,43,59,0.243,0.6859999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.9139,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,1,1,2,0,4,3,0,2,0,14,8,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,6,1,8,6,2,4,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,1,2,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645088059265547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907479425641173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227352782248712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623576533966303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759877261341883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26329765519854376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973150139102889,0.23610553527490344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704229620829145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565753156561094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578728391703041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877423042913096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996471631321815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935352192911535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ZorkfromOrk,2019/02/25,"Trying to Help Hello everyone! So we recently figured out my wife is suffering from anxiety and it’s definitely a new stage for us. One of her love languages is physical touch so proximity is a huge deal. She’s been able to finally go back to work but it’s really hard for her to be alone there.

How are some ways I can help her throughout the day when we have to be apart at work?

Thanks for any thoughts or suggestions",2.390029411764708,4.518866517647061,4.10198529411765,84.57768382352944,77.94117647058823,8.955882352941178,25.919117647058826,9.516144504307137,2.468676470588236,334,13,70,10,8,112,66,85,0.086,0.7440000000000001,0.17,0.8331,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,3,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,3,0,9,1,0,1,0,10,13,7,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,2,9,2,12,9,1,13,0,1,0,1,14,4,0,2,6,46,11,2,0.22386622966508912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23185789941065946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15223671287238005,0.0,0.17125705294497698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17213931217477166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14437519814288186,0.2307962528515491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21391377602150305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452345121032476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12722833731795727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005401699711772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001056296938304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20204801259389846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162113996093167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151697550924626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434144391458819,0.0,0.22104089437109511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20610594689910194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17772478025356986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519904749773404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692835103652573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17769459299287196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32595456286022395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sushidog1031,2019/02/25,"New and Clueless Hi,

I'm new to this sub, have never posted on reddit before but am hoping to reach out, read your experiences and find some common ground. 

Please, let me know if I am going about this wrong. 

I've suffered with anxiety for about ten years, but it has gotten WAY worse over the past couple.
I'm talking full blown, can't breathe, chest pain, hyperventilation sets in and I can feel/move my face and extremities.

On medication, have tried many others, was just wondering if anyone else has had similar experiences or tricks for relief?

Thanks in advance.",5.407928571428576,7.256285638095242,5.711607142857144,77.49026785714288,68.80952380952381,8.29761904761905,25.505952380952376,8.841846274778883,1.8770238095238088,452,13,81,8,8,144,84,105,0.152,0.6920000000000001,0.156,0.1067,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,3,7,1,0,1,0,11,5,3,0,1,18,19,9,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,4,0,1,3,0,5,3,13,15,2,19,0,1,0,0,3,8,0,6,6,48,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899830958509132,0.0,0.0,0.12704731722531912,0.1861708546434506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15461143390558274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20104514516413471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517851859335247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35547060115451545,0.0,0.0,0.09187186042152247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660684854163517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326303947434913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804668999405926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985635182612262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857982974204693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842130372355244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18304140463987487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14013653450530933,0.3509697094738329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933392558181032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734510970484493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19944960710200504,0.0,0.0,0.1740162538618783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18174695681700007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460417984524041,0.0,0.16728291023210692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12336087029170778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422324583826404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197043499092668,0.0,0.0,0.1851655676411238,0.0,0.1986580064862435,0.0,0.11700741751319325
anxiety,Weedpros,2019/02/25,Anyone else waking up 3 times a night to pee? So Im a 39 y/o male whos been diagnosed with GAD since January 2019. I had trouble sleeping but since been able to sleep but now I am waking up in the middle of the night in 3-4 hour intervals to pee. Ive tried not drinking liquids 5-6 hours before bedtime and still happens. Anyone with remedies that work?,1.3227428571428597,3.153966226666668,3.3779047619047624,89.92800000000004,80.06666666666666,5.885714285714287,24.04761904761905,6.868970318607317,0.8473619047619048,277,10,59,3,7,94,57,75,0.034,0.966,0.0,-0.2982,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,0,5,8,6,0,0,6,7,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,10,4,0,12,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,7,29,4,1,0.1981089354727709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770447478894885,0.20298601582271952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16857611267476688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010763993445316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19407133590388012,0.0,0.0,0.1654945948041323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751870773737646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39019479086910974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139916459746014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718236313477191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32775551724865554,0.0,0.3965040147534022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821005177629927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155189134240298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450296297395206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422566449021104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lonely-clown,2019/02/25,"Over the counter sleeping pills calming down the anxiety spike I am not recommending anyone should do this but I was just wondering if anyone found it to help.

I took a sleeping pill and it brought down the edginess of the anxiety a little bit. 

I’m slightly drowsier but that’s great because since I’m hyperanxious it just brings me down a little and i can concentrate on my studies.

Has anyone else found this to help w anxiety? ",4.358484320557492,6.555261085365857,4.951742160278748,80.42548780487809,72.29268292682926,8.10034843205575,32.44599303135888,8.841846274778883,2.951921254355401,347,17,62,7,7,111,54,82,0.065,0.7609999999999999,0.174,0.9032,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,7,0,6,4,2,0,0,12,14,5,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,0,6,2,8,8,1,10,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,2,0,41,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40621914626516464,0.0,0.0,0.3712926645842041,0.1813599169142464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789904451915484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19324082120054414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478628261251627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3881480787550449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19514581492359964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23728200890070855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548058900881564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464182474233008,0.0,0.3542605380000443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196656223554094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19195159571233028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bsmith117810,2019/02/25,"Looking for gifs or images Anyone have anything preferably on reddit but doesn’t really matter, have any gifs that calm them? ",11.621363636363633,10.382712954545461,9.61727272727273,65.29590909090909,55.81818181818181,10.618181818181819,35.63636363636364,8.841846274778883,3.370672727272728,103,3,14,1,1,31,20,22,0.0,0.807,0.193,0.5483,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4105147216532837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4220984763958373,0.0,0.4967670631338943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5069288118889675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867249722896167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mantequilla_Butter,2019/02/25,I hate the stigma that Xanax has. I take Xanax and I very much need to. I take it once in the morning and once at night. But I hate hearing it get talked about because it’s either a party drug or something that a suburbanite has to pop every time they face a minor inconvenience. I know it’s my own problem but damn it if it doesn’t suck to hear that stuff. ,-0.27736842105263193,1.9687417894736856,1.6582105263157914,96.71047368421057,91.63157894736841,4.092631578947368,16.810526315789474,5.6839178017228535,-0.6541484210526322,280,7,64,2,10,92,51,76,0.211,0.765,0.025,-0.9161,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,1,5,4,0,5,0,3,4,1,0,0,10,13,6,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,10,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,8,0,6,13,3,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,2,2,41,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134716016675418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23085026787163895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16771944359610716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400237546414344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3930676582859417,0.0,0.0,0.4487176875800555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940000186901944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14633445428652106,0.14760293910812722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868074531143748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4239919058727328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904767256047961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324867910931012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278798908167678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993417053793076,0.1599995666922448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607543030583845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16424809733593362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,st0nervirginsunit3,2019/02/25,"My brother has really bad intrusive thoughts and says he’s convinced himself they will never stop. I’ve gone through a similar thing but I’m having trouble getting through to him regardless. 

It also kind of scares me and triggers my own anxiety when he says that he doesn’t think it will ever stop. 

We have almost exactly similar triggers and intrusive thoughts. About fear of becoming suicidal, fear of he future, and just massive overthinking and feeling like it can’t stop. 

What helped me was headspace and mindfulness and learning to label thoughts and emotions. And in turn learning to accept the mind. Because running from it only makes it worse and keeps the cycle going. 

I don’t know what more I can say to do or help. ",5.93776119402985,7.792327253731344,5.750925373134332,77.69817910447763,67.50746268656717,8.942089552238807,36.53432835820895,9.3871,3.7317486567164178,588,31,97,12,10,183,91,134,0.192,0.684,0.125,-0.9396,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,1,0,5,9,0,3,3,0,11,0,0,3,3,37,24,14,1,1,3,1,1,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,9,11,0,4,9,0,0,3,4,5,0,0,5,4,10,4,12,17,2,11,0,0,0,0,14,1,0,2,8,64,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472052743774236,0.0,0.0,0.1175606453678131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245918789436787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274386984722414,0.08961349335278466,0.16235657771132078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16536196392665434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13297534356861465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308452409885075,0.07433065081287367,0.10502111602298043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680456773378422,0.0,0.08354689775331575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197070046561758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306656876284822,0.0,0.15308412747134614,0.08079065325312784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181970621094343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812764675369454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968683073063013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338009010210652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180468760999236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417580812776194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507152156005618,0.1471786517541137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36871079635580173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080070434316865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976642544907478,0.09419550918192676,0.0,0.35011903064412164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599003145447562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14981167343026394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pichulove,2019/02/25,"Anxiety over travel Hey everyone, I love this sub and how supportive everyone is and would love some advice/support. 

On Wednesday I’ll be travelling (alone) to England to visit my best friend for a whole month. While I’m excited and have been waiting for ages to go on this trip, a huge part of me is anxious. 

I’m scared I won’t be able to make it & will back down like a coward. I’m anxious about the whole airport & flying experience. I think once I get on the plane and am in the air I’ll be fine but it’s getting around the airports alone and not being in my comfort zone that scares me. 

What if I get homesick? What if I don’t want to leave her house once I’m there? 

I feel like such a bad friend for even thinking this way. 

Any tips for travelling solo? ",2.022156334231809,3.782143672955975,3.31098382749326,91.55278301886793,77.67924528301887,6.555435759209344,23.93575920934412,7.447530270364453,0.9142287511230908,600,20,132,8,14,195,101,159,0.126,0.6890000000000001,0.185,0.8686,0,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,7,15,0,2,8,0,13,2,0,2,0,19,30,10,0,4,4,0,1,2,2,3,0,0,1,0,8,6,0,1,3,3,0,6,3,4,0,0,1,1,12,11,19,22,5,22,0,1,0,2,7,10,0,3,7,80,20,0,0.12800651099517232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651522812943187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773900023654276,0.0,0.08704881700701711,0.0,0.09792463054207877,0.2892218436395759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395293374201515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842910558491244,0.10688008984543262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433493591529547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454709325415366,0.0,0.0,0.2446314137088048,0.0,0.12521493027696556,0.0,0.0,0.0647239381244674,0.0914478770318614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977950257219809,0.0,0.20063435616321612,0.0,0.07274905010975992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14770232720527884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13554041246279233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507503082724095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23106174776201055,0.0,0.08544534007612542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217357582299584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726455130585585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13861857726433782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563136968451228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905205434630732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16404280713866187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550155671929208,0.1016056102153217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858293963001213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093215272474893,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cannibalcait,2019/02/25,"Can’t get my medication, how do I survive without out driving myself crazy? The obligatory, on mobile, sorry if formatting is crappy. Also have to apologize if this post is all over the place, I feel like I can’t organize my thoughts well.

So to get right into it, I’ve been out of my medication (Luvox aka fluoxamine) for a week. I was stupid for not calling it in sooner but my anxiety gets the best of me when it comes to calling other people, especially doctors. 

Anyways, I called the nurse at my psychiatrists and therapists office to call in for a refill. Left my message, short and sweet. Got a call back later, couldn’t answer so they left a message saying they can’t refill my medication because I need to see the psychiatrist first. While I understand this, I need my medication. 

The medication is taken for my OCD and my general anxiety. 

The issue at hand is that I can’t schedule an appointment with my psychiatrist for two reasons. The first being I work for a state tax department, and if you live in the states, you know it’s the peak of tax season. I’m not allowed to take time off until peak is over. The second reason being that my psych. doesn’t have an open appointment until months from now. 

My thoughts have become awful to organize and push away. I don’t exactly know what category my ocd falls into, but I’ll try to explain it. My head will come up with awful scenarios like my boyfriend cheating on me and my friends know about it and won’t tell me. While deep down I know it’s not true, I will begin to obsess over the idea until I believe it is true. It will push me down into suicidal thoughts. I’m already starting to imagine scenarios that could never happen. 

I guess what I’m asking is how to go about this. I can’t force the nurse to give me my meds, but I also can’t be stuck in this mind set. How can I relieve the thoughts. Is there anything like herbal supplements or vitamins that may help even a little? My time is limited so meditation isn’t possible. 

I have contacted my therapist and left her a message (different person than my psychiatrist). I explained how I’m starting to fall back in a hole again. Maybe she can mention something to the psych. 

I dont know. I just don’t want to be stuck feeling this way any longer than I absolutely need to ",3.792970799307103,5.529682035634747,5.173943949517447,80.18237595892106,72.74164810690422,8.374189557040337,28.285139816877013,8.998388855275968,2.386346646869588,1810,71,345,38,36,605,215,449,0.102,0.812,0.087,-0.7056,2,0,1,0,0,0,49.0,0,2,2,6,23,13,2,1,25,2,40,9,2,7,5,70,81,30,1,9,12,0,3,3,1,5,7,1,0,1,21,18,0,1,19,0,2,9,18,3,1,4,10,6,56,10,58,60,2,68,0,0,1,0,26,31,0,6,26,246,77,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684693086169472,0.1258720330402795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053518405323656766,0.0,0.12040990903064995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476303926244269,0.0,0.07357347291479699,0.0,0.0739408352653939,0.12103022073036812,0.0,0.047974526512955334,0.08691749033040473,0.0,0.08866746377248774,0.08259034179479653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4018052930423958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558541950527533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06283520162910003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822242987646336,0.0,0.08055234317679788,0.0,0.0,0.09223530819346004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051980322780814485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958573301253014,0.056222987482811605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13388362557599784,0.0,0.0,0.060803091423624785,0.0,0.12335182905619893,0.07549579731644608,0.044726778427917016,0.0,0.06294323429591679,0.0,0.08669644740370051,0.0,0.06959376854183967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076846213794005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05275066187001075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884223352606334,0.0,0.08214190275559496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21625612346305892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565219344393083,0.0,0.0,0.11534590174513605,0.07887764278563744,0.06949316085500172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906429452944089,0.0,0.08741747908919416,0.39640767839765295,0.0,0.0,0.07946412949027035,0.0,0.06281724476303538,0.0,0.0,0.17506419859934305,0.060697958924907265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05456037161896113,0.06871742765660413,0.0822242987646336,0.0,0.0,0.08872193869021322,0.07537243208175913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618325276871181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06720900151755757,0.0,0.0625850556645112,0.0,0.0,0.06271336685099316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06058677276750345,0.0,0.08809772374085692,0.11140791934010384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608455451506533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05917228125247598,0.0,0.0687868917191934,0.0,0.0,0.18275252966429145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499146663431155,0.09178070259011807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053431841056574746,0.0,0.07687804295933137,0.08192902632917419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046419044554556185,0.06246805433579555,0.06312804679004126,0.0,0.07076036354677058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586357566235184,0.0,0.05729422319724086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dietcoca_cola,2019/02/25,"Cymbalta withdrawal making me feel awful I was only on Cymbalta for a few months and wanted to come off not because it didn't work but because of all the nasty things that come along with taking an SNRI. Especially this one with its liver toxicity (no drinking), risk of serotonin syndrome when combined with lots of other stuff, and side effect profile, I felt like it wasn't something I wanted to be on long term. So I told my doctor and I stepped down to 30mg from the 60mg I was taking before, and then just stopped when I ran out after 30 days. 

​

Anyway fast forward and I just feel like a goddamn idiot for feeling like I could ""handle"" the withdrawals. Since day 1 it's just been occasional periods of nonstop brain zaps with accompanying ear ringing whenever I move or close my eyes. that's the most noticeable thing but it feels like anxiety and depression are back with a vengeance. My mood goes from hysterical laughter to crying in such a short period of time and I dont know why, I keep almost having panic attacks again, and worst off I just feel alone, so so alone. I feel like no one even believes me that I feel awful right now but I have no one to help me through this. Nobody to talk to in general anyway point is it feels like the height of my most anxious days all at once and I don't get it. I just feel like I'm looking at the world on a different lens than I was and now it's off.

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How long does it take to stop feeling like death?? It's been over a week since my last dose. I don't even get it, the drug should be far out of my system right now. Or is this just my mental health problems resurfacing? Is this just what it's like forever if I don't take it anymore? I can't believe or process how just awfully vulnerable and helpless this all makes me feel",2.766995856353592,4.729568140883983,3.8489468232044177,87.61634841160222,76.15469613259668,6.734944751381216,25.124654696132595,7.6454224807358475,1.248300828729282,1425,50,291,20,32,461,190,362,0.204,0.693,0.103,-0.9922,1,2,3,0,0,1,36.0,0,0,0,2,25,18,2,2,14,3,22,9,4,5,3,72,52,26,1,6,16,0,12,9,0,1,4,2,0,0,26,22,1,3,14,1,0,6,11,8,0,3,10,16,33,9,42,38,9,54,0,2,2,0,3,24,0,8,34,196,59,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480064436623557,0.1547320706341337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16187350615915486,0.18153585949832116,0.0,0.0,0.057144825516472125,0.0843890433839011,0.07408171818332625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498133506404679,0.0,0.057439216602152614,0.0,0.09107210424419004,0.0,0.06356367526885189,0.1683212548554344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338921889044497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869381270331176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05964138105067855,0.0,0.08205376745960545,0.1445247719420666,0.0,0.06433847135208434,0.0,0.0,0.07804495898959984,0.0,0.07645798643713586,0.06536993572160865,0.0,0.08754712358152596,0.07317695952679894,0.08662757180107918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867647935332094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.415472792026469,0.3735567919466779,0.07172312459603501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805469173648498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07940195378327129,0.0,0.0,0.05006942356667458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663962461433835,0.0,0.0,0.04105282876351809,0.0608899692514525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284491192957273,0.0,0.0,0.13221321119222307,0.06272867037605827,0.0,0.0,0.06350674635479027,0.0,0.0,0.09972483986544448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527941119347767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05962433690561857,0.07939362515392084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504574560039092,0.0,0.07955240773099173,0.15185471073677295,0.05681224882575076,0.0,0.08764363411016363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061506435939154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147722363891221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275857342896759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358420736727868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057507236510308014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490406234353273,0.0,0.0,0.08551292483112109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246585660469942,0.06004053657620555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925390511111128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04355781245509018,0.0,0.0,0.07137846410475104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811926603270655,0.0,0.05991934132421501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06740457675036964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0543820423761758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18153585949832116,0.0
anxiety,the-travesty,2019/02/25,"OCD and Driving I turned 20 a few months ago and started getting really bad OCD. Long story short, I've been seeing a psychiatrist and counselor and am currently taking 20mg of Prozac a day.

My OCD flares up mostly in the cases of driving. A few months ago I kept having ""hit and run"" OCD, when I kept believing I was hitting a pedestrian with my car. And even sometimes I have thoughts that I'm hitting other cars. It's gotten better over the past couple months since I've been on the medication but it still comes up every now and then. I know this is absurd and I try to remind myself that if I had hit someone or something with my car, I would've known it. I just fear that I am accidentally hurting someone and not knowing it and just leaving them in the street. I don't do any of the outward compulsions like driving back to the scene or retracing my steps, but I do a lot of playback in my head throughout the day.

I'm just wondering if anyone else has dealt with this type of OCD/anxiety, regarding driving and hitting things, and what they have done to cope with the thoughts or manage them. Thanks.",5.224324675324676,5.782319900000001,5.771298701298702,81.67409090909094,68.18181818181819,8.467532467532468,30.714285714285715,8.418075326091056,2.196837662337662,878,33,172,12,14,284,124,220,0.064,0.892,0.044,-0.6482,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,3,1,8,6,0,1,14,0,15,3,1,0,0,38,37,21,0,2,11,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,12,17,0,2,6,0,0,10,2,3,0,0,10,1,22,3,19,22,4,36,0,1,1,0,3,10,0,8,17,115,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261186077594924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018475962875152,0.0,0.11270176792639952,0.0,0.0,0.10301173664874083,0.15094992534309273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132823698534874,0.12300863444704675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16598268373686206,0.0,0.13029530948081108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269058053967752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16301020753886836,0.0,0.1900224229673603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076268034296322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306954559956967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730551782563823,0.0,0.12412606537694895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16577944527068686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697023898617257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119600286925278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15771242509347466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16192984537837365,0.0,0.0,0.15599389066335115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197462487040872,0.0,0.0,0.1303763071277103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524883092652336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14841252363588456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3527756775860045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14063656849126485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943789500050952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739743636754472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186719035532145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496527683603033,0.11341651960080082,0.14570631251198474,0.0,0.10427604814015236,0.0,0.11765241761785546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107686362871458,0.0,0.0,0.13563531659707162,0.0,0.0,0.0978749211194715,0.0,0.0,0.23391616980987714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002271406260274,0.1602452274340487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597656170958893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465410302496728,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mattdiehlson,2019/02/25,"I really need help and I don't know what to do Everyone in my life thinks that my life is great and I have a lot going for me but everyday is a nightmare. I can't do anything without being anxious, I can't have one moment of peace without an anxious thought coming in my head, and I can't sleep unless from exhaustion because my mind wont stop racing. Some days I feel like I just can't do this anymore. My family comes to me with all their problems and no one ever asks if I'm fending ok and honestly I don't know if I can blame them because I have been pretending I'm fine out of fear I will disappoint them and overwhelm them with my feelings. 

I over read every interaction I have with every person on the earth- every mistake I make I over-analyze and think about non-stop for weeks on end. I'm struggling in my last semester at school because I'm worried about the future even though I have a job lined up and my future employers love me. My girl friend lives far away and the loneliness is making things seem even worse than they used to be, but I don't want to tell her this because I don't want to be a problem in the relationship. She is moving closer to me soon and I want to suck it up and wait things out.

I only have one friend I talk to about this, but I don't think he knows how bad everything in my head really is. My other friend is in nursing school and every time I tell her I'm depressed she gives me some shpeal on mental health she learned in nursing school and tries to diagnosis me. When I disagree with her fake diagnosis she gets mad at me and doesn't listen to what I have to say and this makes me feel like absolute shit.

I know I need to go to therapy, but I don't want to ask. I am so tired of feeling every second like the whole world is about to fall down on me and like every mistake I make is the end. I don't know if I'm actually finally asking for help or if I just need to let things out on here.

I'm sorry if this was a trigger for anyone and I hope you all are doing well. I read the posts on this subreddit every day and feel terrible that other people exist every day feeling the way I do.

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anxiety,Fashionistafor20,2019/02/25,"I gotta stop complaining online.. Which is funny bc I'm still doing it. But I posted a status on Facebook about feeling anxious and my boyfriend texted me ""we need to talk when I get home"". So he's gunna be home soon and I'm pretty sure we're gunna break up and I'm really not trying to freak out but I just know when he gets here, he's just going to tell me all the things that are wrong with me and why he's fed up. The way I've felt lately is completely bc of him but it's not like I mentioned that in the post so I'm not entirely sure what the argument is going to be about but I'm assuming it's him being mad that I'm depressed and anxious all the time. ",0.7889481946624812,2.262109789115648,3.1084353741496606,92.91687598116172,80.36054421768708,6.155729984301415,19.47095761381476,7.010146845296331,0.15034003139717456,517,12,122,6,13,178,85,147,0.173,0.75,0.078,-0.9452,0,0,0,2,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,11,8,1,0,6,0,8,1,0,0,4,27,24,13,0,1,9,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,9,8,1,1,4,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,2,2,12,3,13,18,2,18,0,1,0,0,11,5,0,1,8,71,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3982251380507812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18479499128405855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15180404711784995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911740161274373,0.0,0.169227840774044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18416691993336815,0.0,0.20033411141051272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35358666123871885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686250576011288,0.0,0.1988179131528557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610694958426755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068729703211576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33759796114722423,0.17930982608171406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291039730373092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075364492039125,0.14735306704325546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322274730995303,0.0,0.0,0.14166324209846226,0.15405045158198236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709280754950376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277291448375027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966232283360052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13989921247149434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15903840004181813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192701935787448,0.0,0.0
anxiety,escami23,2019/02/25,"Please no more pain... I let my anxiety get the best of me last semester,  and as a result I didn’t graduate. I dropped 2 courses I needed..I lost my job I had lined up. The department didn’t know what to do with me so they hired me as a staff member, it’s been almost a week and I been 2 depressed to go to work. I just keep making excuses on why I’m not there. I feel like I let so many people down by not finishing up last semester and I’m in a lot of psychological pain and I don’t have to moveforward...please please no more pain😥😢...",-1.1168627450980395,0.8762486302521033,2.080470588235297,94.27678431372549,92.109243697479,6.198543417366947,18.01736694677871,7.554174236665415,0.4199407282913175,413,12,102,9,15,147,73,119,0.157,0.762,0.081,-0.7438,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,3,4,6,0,0,6,0,10,2,0,2,0,15,19,8,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,2,0,0,2,7,4,0,0,6,1,16,2,15,11,4,12,0,2,0,0,2,5,0,2,5,65,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566919128532065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197066161087854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16421589251440227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477581953505138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912088686191254,0.1117891979700908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175423526751044,0.0,0.08893107449637723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15528205291471756,0.13908643304649487,0.0,0.0,0.08599720392107256,0.25510383864793923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200223877451184,0.0,0.07644812452775784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17081618273206226,0.13303352731420176,0.0,0.0,0.10445147932809584,0.1586459532954745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4995166087428082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084833883311239,0.0,0.0,0.5153034800568961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12551865413118687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119867757240448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139191556033378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mbrawne,2019/02/25,"Fucked up relationship with my professor Title basically says it all.

The other night, I stayed up all night doing research for this (short, 5-page) paper due in a few days. I got all excited about it though and emailed my prof a question but the question was more of a ramble and the email was really long. Then, ten minutes later, I reread my email and realize I didn't explain something so it made no sense. So I send another email ""explaining"" something that probably didn't need to be explained in the first place. THEN a couple hours later I have this incredible realization about the text that totally changes my whole view of politics and life in general and I ""just know"" he'll appreciate it so guess what I do? I send the poor man A THIRD email in a row! I apologize but still...

I justify all this to myself by saying that I am the only person in this undergraduate literature class of 6 people that actually does all of the assigned reading, let alone extra research. He must enjoy the attention. At least I'm always sweet and apologetic. At least he knows about my bipolar and that I'm getting treatment so it's not totally out of the blue.

He responds the next day apologizing for not responding earlier because he ""had a lot of family stuff going on."" I'm mortified. Is he trying to hint that I am not a part of his family? I know that!!!! Jesus!!! Does he think I'm hitting on him? Am I annoying him? He's come to resent me, hasn't he? Why do I have to be such a pest? 

I couldn't resist though and I went to office hours the next day. I still had so many unanswered questions and it felt like time was running out. Like if I didn't talk to him about my thoughts on this text at this exact moment I would never get the chance to again. I wanted to shut up but it felt like I couldn't. I was nervous and giddy and self-deprecating. He laughed but he probably didn't mean it.

How embarrassing. At one point I talked for what felt like five minutes straight, my thoughts going all over the place, and not once could I bring myself to look him in the face. I was too afraid to see his expression. When I did see his expression he looked confused or tired or like he was having trouble following me. He answered my questions but he was so serious. He almost sounded sad. WTF why do I ruin everything good. This prof and I used to Ben on such good terms I read all his research and he loved it! How do I get that back?

Best case scenario is he was genuinely concerned since he knows about my bipolar disorder and my past delusional episode. Again that's best case. Worst case scenario is I'm boring, clingy, pathetic and annoying. Not to mention dumb and arrogant and probably making him extremely uncomfortable.

TL;DR sent my favorite professor a bunch of emails and had a really embarrassing one sided discussion in office hours (while I was possibly manic). Now I think he hates/is annoyed with me. I hate myself for being the worst around the only people I want to impress. His approval means everything to me yet I think I just fucked it up. Why am I like this?",3.1134033805390606,5.337518567839197,4.396371554743413,82.87592782092283,76.05192629815745,7.892906959037613,26.43243490178164,8.737016336426894,2.1366639195979897,2423,93,464,53,55,797,272,597,0.161,0.7120000000000001,0.127,-0.976,0,1,2,0,0,0,76.0,0,0,0,4,29,36,8,5,28,0,42,8,1,5,12,93,92,41,0,9,15,0,3,6,0,3,4,3,0,2,31,25,0,0,24,2,1,10,14,20,0,6,26,13,67,16,58,55,23,72,1,2,6,3,62,30,3,11,37,314,98,12,0.0,0.0,0.0705042247520356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723465500925352,0.07482777450582423,0.0,0.0,0.060116634116912836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575897068854005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06431658357756953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055554724112234895,0.0,0.04404208417961835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15164092488823636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642945321951003,0.06223578316888271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05768463892696873,0.07994171660614494,0.0,0.13978313611478252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280317035484784,0.0,0.12645049703245426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986479032599016,0.0,0.13621912562183688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081099970599623,0.0,0.0,0.06145463370334955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358535789566875,0.11324075574848945,0.0,0.08212110400187092,0.12119741832091972,0.05778381622275314,0.0,0.0795899931101252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133054811800117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134509926582314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15882379397901447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07387910225917298,0.05103133233421071,0.2117821387173635,0.0,0.0,0.06393774938341806,0.12134127806118578,0.0,0.0,0.061423187531318674,0.06520719442449624,0.0683633849570188,0.048226510506185656,0.07324875418313061,0.0,0.1573998409358904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05357143142390775,0.05572258468835285,0.0,0.15367444012095713,0.13560085895932625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694241539836112,0.09791506058259268,0.10989665237154164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823820780437153,0.06896947665138489,0.10017618325277848,0.06308470251690154,0.15096884747050734,0.0,0.06829829253811041,0.08144945612580679,0.0,0.0,0.2336886751116651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32373992780175753,0.0,0.14453632992761073,0.0,0.09256862363166857,0.0,0.0,0.0775679725703998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490999454546587,0.0,0.0,0.1151455817408788,0.0,0.07537106067894928,0.0,0.0,0.05976479965310924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112410247833176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700740896758224,0.11539567207767396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270737708573095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614139754533645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888198270769178,0.1419677918021702,0.11471465768226388,0.04212874751819504,0.08303915297525077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04905206601778899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06239960495436064,0.0,0.0,0.0852282082349323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669751885080234,0.19557940829202108,0.08066299678463151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0513233420900797,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,23-Roses,2019/02/25,"The need rip off my clothes; when Anxious. Whenever I The sensation of extreme anxiety…
I have the urge to rip off all my clothes, run into my and climb into bed! And stare into the ether!

Don’t know what to do? I’m getting tried it!",1.0324999999999989,3.1666289166666672,2.904,91.34100000000001,82.75,6.34,26.266666666666666,7.554174236665415,1.4442866666666672,180,8,39,3,5,60,33,48,0.063,0.937,0.0,-0.4359,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,8,7,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,8,7,1,8,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6677804715956962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088279992754972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248558847542202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4382969155128749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4013215376868972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dougmylove,2019/02/25,"Is anyone else scared of dying I’m scared of dying because I don’t want to go to hell and suffer. The act of dying doesn’t scare me, it’s what comes after. Raised catholic but no longer practicing, I feel like I would go to hell for sure and feel extraordinary guilt about how I live my life (premarital sex, never praying or going to church, etc). But the fear of death spirals me into horrible panic attacks while I’m doing something like rock climbing, hiking, things that I love to do but could very very very unlikely die from. I can’t even take a medication like Xanax to help with a panic attack because my mind suddenly thinks I’m going to die if I take the pill due to side effects. If I get myself to take the pill, my panic attack gets worse even with having taken the Xanax. 

Please help. I think this fear of death is what’s causing a lot of my anxiety. ",4.967194357366772,5.4088405574712635,5.702079414838035,82.35540752351098,68.71264367816093,8.166353187042843,26.163009404388717,8.00094639256281,1.4265241379310345,683,18,137,8,11,223,103,174,0.38,0.4970000000000001,0.122,-0.9967,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,4,20,5,9,8,0,10,8,0,3,2,26,30,10,7,5,6,0,2,3,0,1,6,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,5,1,0,7,5,15,0,0,1,2,16,5,22,27,2,14,4,1,0,2,3,2,2,4,8,78,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299201656022007,0.0,0.0,0.06671620619360881,0.09776367889457124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32564413104296713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632788237755387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801722335766368,0.0,0.08219135173778999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07618090761464767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4951271913779782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970677368902505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064126592118953,0.12604107458488348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214736223524806,0.09648912101626388,0.0681643108353452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970052931896878,0.0,0.21690558712172406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790898077327814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06739425410856394,0.13984447024524166,0.0,0.0842529653711332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111820168701643,0.08611553000361231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612031454598867,0.0,0.0,0.0963416898557884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358973125526784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358459248697628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473673433853344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286580406295602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345493002656796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992726526107582,0.0,0.21522003468936995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06338931495598349,0.1222758281442275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361814646676776,0.056278087013142734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723577372982034,0.06777989521940794,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KrazyKomodo,2019/02/25,"I just moved out of my parents’ house at 25 and I feel terrible I always had a great home life. My parents and I have a great relationship. My sister and her boyfriend had moved out when they were about 23-24. It was rough on her but she had someone to go home to every night. I stayed at my parents, for I was single and preferred to save my money while living with people I’ve always loved.

I recently got a new job that pays me enough to pay rent on an apartment that my sister lived at when she was starting out (well, same complex at least). I’ve been thinking about moving out for a few months now, but within the span of two weeks, I’ve been from happily living with my parents to now living in a barren apartment waiting for my furniture to arrive.

I’ve always been perfectly content living with my parents. It just feels like home. But now, when I go to the apartment, it feels like some alien place. It’s about 15 minutes from my parents’ home, but it feels so far away. It doesn’t feel like home, and it feels wrong. I lived at a house, in a nice neighborhood with a yard with a nice porch to an apartment surrounded by people I don’t know. It just feels like a mistake in some ways.

My dad and I really like to watch movies and TV together. Sometimes while downstairs, I would just holler up: “Hey dad, wanna watch a movie?” He would always say yes and we’d watch stuff. I loved being able to do that. I’ve always suffered from anxiety, and knowing if there was something bugging me, being able to just walk up stairs and talk to them about it was always very comforting. I always felt safe there. It just feels like a downgrade on our relationship and on an emotional level to now live across town.

I’ve always resented change in my life, but this feels like i’ve been completely uprooted. It’s been hard on my parents too, as they are empty nesters now. I just think I’ve made a mistake. My mom says she thinks this will be good for me, but I sure don’t feel good now. I just feel so alone without them in the same house as me. I always kind of liked when I knew that they were going out of town for the weekend. Maybe it’s because I was still in familiar territory, or because I knew they were coming back. Now, I feel like I’m all alone in the great wide world. Any helpful words are appreciated. 

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anxiety,EveryUsernameIWant,2019/02/25,"2 exams this week, the testing anxiety has started The loop of ""based on past exams you've failed you are likely to fail these as well"" started today. yes I have studied and studied",6.6982857142857135,6.6998812571428585,6.743571428571433,77.8839285714286,65.0,8.142857142857144,34.64285714285714,7.1686216300943375,2.4915714285714285,144,6,25,1,2,46,30,35,0.211,0.67,0.119,-0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,2,1,4,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,2,4,5,0,6,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,15,4,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100060874631046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19797889831924745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3868456826754127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.573659318656896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3841183976901142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32505761281801143,0.0,0.3643577779801738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thrwwyaccnt_,2019/02/25,"Does anyone else get stressed about hobbies? I feel like in order for my hobbies to be legitimate, I need to be competing or somehow standing out with them. I can’t say I love hiking because I’ve never been to XYZ national park that someone will ask about, I can’t say I play piano because if someone asks me to play something I won’t have anything prepared, etc etc. I get so stressed out that I’m just wasting my time when I could be improving myself. Or even something like going to the gym - I enjoy it, but I feel like I don’t have a right to since I’m not training for any competitive event. And when people, especially coworkers at happy hours, ask about them, I have to have a script prepared because nothing I do is good enough for networking. 

I want to do stuff for fun without feeling consumed alive by guilt. I want to not spend hours scrolling through Reddit and pulling out hair instead of doing something fulfilling because I haven’t “earned my right” to that fulfillment. It’s a really frustrating place to be.

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anxiety,Upass45,2019/02/25,"Don't know what to do.  Basically last January I was hospitalized for suicide, then I got feeling better and got a job. Well this job went south quick for me in August as I had a massive anxiety attack so I quit.

 Since then I've been in school for general arts science. I just dont know what to do. I really don't want to work at a company my whole life. Everytime I think of getting a job about I feel like throwing up. I know I have to work but I just don't know what to do. I was thinking of joining the local reserves for the summer. But long term I'm just lost.",0.35111888111888234,2.401673685950417,2.960661157024795,90.41413858868404,84.86776859504133,6.367705022250477,22.530832803560077,7.61054688173877,1.0001717736808646,440,16,99,8,13,153,73,121,0.097,0.8420000000000001,0.061,-0.5927,3,0,0,0,0,1,11.0,0,0,0,5,7,5,1,0,6,0,12,1,0,0,0,16,27,7,1,1,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,8,1,0,2,4,2,1,0,8,2,14,3,17,19,2,16,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,9,65,18,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586160456858986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18717157840404608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455094895203902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19282273328771105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663781351279768,0.11753709433374222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595781557884741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631722431815551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4897987005861909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616757845391656,0.13411029192679622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620927000706995,0.08037887906361771,0.0,0.0,0.14559994501183976,0.0,0.0,0.17959908603047509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17499318698986416,0.0,0.0,0.10539928790555833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16650865229805373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136097245008644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17996426119847694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108426736982756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970414391508285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14792823892236812,0.15251684424248493,0.0,0.1836869143751632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395531371850828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,brownsherlock,2019/02/25,"Failed an Exam from Test Anxiety I recently got an lab exam grade back and found out that I got a 9%. For context the average was around a 90%. For the exam we had to build a circuit using concepts we learned in class. I have got a diagnosis from the school psychiatrist that I do in fact have test anxiety, but haven't been able to get accommodations to go through.

For the exam one of my parts was broken so I lost almost a third of time time trying to figure out what was wrong before I got a new piece and started working. By this point, my anxiety started to flare up and increase because I was stressed about having lost 1/3 of my time on the exam and the fact that I didn't have much time left. I ended not finishing anything except for writing a few things down because I couldn't remember any of the information.  

At this point I can't stop crying. I understand what's going on in this class and got above a 90 on my lab reports but spiraled in the middle because I started freaking out and panicking. It's just frustrating when the results on paper don't match what I know. Is it worth talking to my teacher or should I just take the grade? ",6.7699350649350665,5.8506977359307335,7.293257575757575,77.05988636363638,65.14718614718615,10.124242424242423,34.83441558441558,9.2995712137729,2.9895740259740258,911,36,180,14,12,301,124,231,0.161,0.792,0.047,-0.9792,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,0,4,7,7,1,1,20,0,18,0,0,2,2,35,36,11,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,12,12,0,1,7,0,1,3,6,7,0,2,15,0,22,0,35,19,5,36,0,3,0,0,5,19,0,2,14,128,34,17,0.1208672337655254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103107538042927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219386367460939,0.0,0.27738930900738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994634348332798,0.10759746339295992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293944207659777,0.0,0.22103863156308004,0.0,0.10284911364205017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13276698080337027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705249382061377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252468322618438,0.0,0.0,0.06314814103138268,0.0,0.13738326867088654,0.0,0.483342841371127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06642547072629272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313226031389964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638817270398565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885132397982153,0.0,0.0,0.1167343275421501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190276566811615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13088743574211742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285172073018467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193418118117272,0.0,0.1369190141972624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232409336435518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25665135047843096,0.0,0.0,0.10105041950444593,0.13845300791065382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087711767883702,0.09714850413128688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029881943588828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819146239888967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206091779319524,0.0,0.0,0.12582705296185207,0.0,0.10439048277050443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799278570310899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321493460663716,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GhostThatBoi,2019/02/25,"Idk what to do? Hi, anxiety has taken over my life so bad I don't know what to do and I am deeply thinking about just ending it all. I just don't know what to do, I am scared to pick up phone calls/going to a job interviews (which i dodged few times)/ and just don't think I can do anything with life because I am just broken, I'm scared to even go down to local pub alone. Can anyone help me? any tip idk. 

(sorry if this is the wrong subreddit to ask in.)",1.2578999999999994,2.3528935900000043,2.9730000000000025,96.01150000000004,78.1,6.2,19.5,6.6274283507984215,-0.14150000000000018,349,7,87,3,8,116,65,100,0.227,0.747,0.026,-0.9562,1,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,2,2,0,14,2,0,1,1,14,22,4,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,9,0,14,21,2,8,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,2,56,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269838335202452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14903642609601353,0.0,0.16765692475277966,0.0,0.0,0.15324188162913085,0.0,0.1803501404127929,0.0,0.20488516786665675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18298958169758986,0.13359800113436507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19411085414906032,0.0,0.0,0.1447532206484746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491075422510202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14689843749567988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21748264471297904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24088938799576595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30959860878832385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43883511173017786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24533185946270114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808579661769897,0.0,0.0,0.12779405342787692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396172337952929,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rkramer18,2019/02/25,"I had another severe panic attack on Saturday, and haven’t left my house since. I have a job orientation I need to go to tomorrow, any tips? Hi everybody. So I’m kind of in a tough spot right now. My psychiatrist prescribed me Celexa, and I’ve been taking it for about a week. Unfortunately, it has seemed to make my anxiety way worse. On Saturday, I had a pretty traumatic panic attack. I drove to my parent’s house, trying to keep the attack at bay, and then when I got there it all hit me at once. It was one of the more severe ones I’ve had. I’m fairly new to panic attacks, the first one I had was very common to this one in severity and happened in November. 
To be honest, I’m absolutely terrified of it happening again, and haven’t left my house for the past two days. I missed work on Sunday and class today because I woke up crying from nerves. Tomorrow, I have a 4 hr job orientation I need to go to, and I’ve already had a good nervous cry. Does anyone have any good tips I can use tonight and tomorrow to keep the fear and anxiety at bay and get through the orientation? I know the only way to beat the fear is to go do it, but that’s easier said than done, so any tips would help. Thank you :)",3.6595611954459173,4.386440463709679,5.467960151802656,81.84326375711575,71.78225806451613,9.222390891840607,25.87855787476281,9.478462496947786,2.016733586337761,937,28,201,21,17,323,133,248,0.172,0.7390000000000001,0.08900000000000001,-0.8484,3,0,0,0,1,0,31.0,0,1,0,3,7,17,4,6,14,0,20,0,0,2,1,21,45,15,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,8,10,0,2,2,0,0,4,2,12,0,6,13,1,21,5,32,29,2,37,0,1,0,0,5,13,0,1,18,121,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960995455319979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17766066266836103,0.09131534378265804,0.1332383012339518,0.0,0.0,0.06089127549090755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3962832546321467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05308570089079859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913157400929008,0.05616208445164938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620794278923074,0.08911733945243823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19598780102365385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407374932177595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04549788382550599,0.0,0.14847581960765624,0.1460841378778067,0.06964916491734767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15401648538117002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058370682555185474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014503152505061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17283520005005934,0.15480882065001164,0.0,0.0906847607210286,0.04785918161323968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189234407971305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058129358758255575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914361515060066,0.0,0.08410643268693888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274179743617138,0.2360419455897321,0.06623143438106797,0.0,0.30652352554936513,0.09669666351061057,0.0,0.08313169270505813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859590678705123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436940416216113,0.08283698640984863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927815643821759,0.0,0.2951409689750872,0.0,0.07203692416653823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547645702656135,0.0,0.0,0.08017540231722428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254560934554138,0.0,0.0,0.05912443412251379,0.0,0.08506857889482115,0.0,0.0,0.07521276129443806,0.0,0.07185355928458699,0.0,0.13824671919605838,0.0698536672125673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06339831190617455,0.0,0.0887462076091676,0.06186209480456323,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,seagSMUSH,2019/02/25,"It got way worse, please help I've had severe GAD and Social anxiety for my entire life really and recently it's gotten WAAYYY worse, to the point of unbearable. I'm getting more regular panic attacks, I'm constantly feeling sick, and ill, the constant adrenaline is making me exhausted and I'm feeling ill, not to mention I've been very frustrated and stressed sexually lately, I was wondering if this reddit has any tips to calm my nerves other than the shitty ""Accept your anxious"" and ""Meditate"".

I'm 100% not going to see a therapist, I've had some particular experiences when it comes to that, tbh i'm shaking as i'm typing this. Sorry i'm kinda desperate.",6.39058,7.283217128000004,7.778950000000003,67.12122500000001,65.72,11.37,34.825,11.20814326018867,4.45478,531,24,86,16,8,183,87,125,0.318,0.595,0.087,-0.9851,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,1,8,2,3,4,0,6,5,0,1,0,17,23,9,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,6,0,0,6,3,5,2,9,17,2,10,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,4,5,43,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788331149592422,0.0,0.13261156351366174,0.1958351064233373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19720959177787933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14932487379982567,0.0,0.37465752098980776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16956865282373773,0.0,0.0,0.17530099595849682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905677339741678,0.0,0.09851827089654897,0.0,0.13864308643341905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619222708958253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19554530068963316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224415741658575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571184981476668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20338778264390475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902852223090583,0.16387090183025338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105185263044727,0.0,0.17116129291578366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813676462788632,0.0,0.0,0.1958351064233373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17670754575688502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19405009074952234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985707731624873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20127163029987488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303113673026302,0.0,0.1375964224508726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18798967104621653,0.0,0.0,0.3533150224212201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Morxels,2019/02/25,"My SO has severe anxiety and has trouble with me leaving to go study abroad. Advice? 
We have been in a relationship for 2 years now.

I have wanted to make films ever since I have been a little kid and since I am finishing high school this year, I applied to study film in university. I live in the Netherlands and there are not many options to study film here, so I applied in several unis in London and they've accepted me .

My SO has severe anxiety. Her father was emotionally abusive, left the family and has now started a lawsuit about money and is framing the mother as the badguy, she has panic attacks about learning (she is one of the best performing students in her school), her exes were ignorant about her anxiety, her therapist is rubbish and does not helpt at all, and her mother is not there for her when she should be.

She is genuinely happy for me; that I am following my dreams, but she has trouble with the idea of me leaving for 3 years. She breaks down in an anxiety attack sometimes when we talk about it and all the stress of school and lawsuits also really weigh on her.

I promised to come back at least once every 2 months in weekends, since plane tickets are not extremely expensive. (My parents were also in a Long Distance Releationship for 2 years so I always say that I am living proof that LDR's work :).) 

I have no experience in dealing with long distance relationships nor anxiety attacks. 

Can anyone offer any advice on what to do in this situation?",7.651690476190474,7.267538407142857,7.788571428571429,72.46976190476194,63.14285714285714,10.895238095238097,35.80952380952381,10.355215969177356,3.6989238095238086,1174,48,208,24,15,382,150,280,0.16399999999999998,0.7959999999999999,0.039,-0.9863,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,2,0,0,3,19,12,3,2,12,0,29,1,0,1,4,33,35,21,0,2,5,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,7,16,1,1,3,6,2,3,6,8,0,1,5,1,35,4,38,28,4,39,0,0,0,0,27,19,0,1,16,158,42,6,0.0,0.11108406728993694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18323214529638712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14995130563320033,0.07801147618169535,0.0,0.0,0.06375645613923686,0.0,0.3586106983856965,0.0,0.0,0.06555551257306448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31997874496911866,0.0,0.07209162822445833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983898431263037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080761429638366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665704739937063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204542787796895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546149315228644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480655376955118,0.0789924343010585,0.0,0.0,0.09171015166739617,0.08838364980042734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053282994323979864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980369219451146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905705819438744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583771939506048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19854552099384612,0.10186482801523594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939669061926614,0.1655743527944908,0.16594003594530807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625820345890114,0.09505261773610413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483416006701972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998457663903489,0.06353065610437443,0.0,0.0,0.11000101777630412,0.1041035729575048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060061704083184876,0.0,0.0,0.20131506474131547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455755328125059,0.0,0.2846544867715816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177485993927303,0.0,0.2326647348007788,0.10538428560317896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272586127176058,0.0,0.06636010621033242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739576814574127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535652986406834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885650993720468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05529899032435572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825458655233606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24149998276073165
anxiety,brapbrapbrappp,2019/02/25,"Jail on Friday I have to go to into a 5 day jail spin on the 1st. I'm freaking out I have terrible social anxiety and GAD. Should I go in fucked up? That's the only thing that helps, ativan and booze. Plus I have trauma induced epilepsy and stress brings on my seizures. ",0.9832738095238084,3.183568874999999,2.589285714285716,93.12238095238096,83.46428571428572,5.161904761904762,20.047619047619047,6.42735559955562,0.13856904761904776,211,6,45,2,6,69,41,56,0.28800000000000003,0.67,0.042,-0.9325,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,3,0,4,2,0,1,0,8,9,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,0,10,8,0,11,0,0,0,1,2,7,1,0,1,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898022368409029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443125970385497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.350220204893123,0.0,0.0,0.4305931476718708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539202948965923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881156192334274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3861672441689881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4339459750641421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516763631389817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BenitoBro,2019/02/25,"What helped my anxiety Hello everyone I recently wrote a post describing how my anxiety improved and thought I'd post over here in the hope that it may help someone else. Maybe someone who doesn't have access to professional help can at least start to alleviate there symptoms.  


Note this is all of course just from my experience and what helps me may not help you in anyway, and that's fine. Every anxiety is different and it's why professional help is always the best choice.  

I started getting panic attacks myself out of the blue, daily but always at night. With elevated anxiety throughout the day over nothing in particular. Just a terrible gut feeling and a bunch of symptoms all day (blurred vision, mind fog, limb numbness etc.). Ended up in hospital twice because I had no idea what they were and the hospital never even hinted I may be having a panic attack. Beleive me it gets better and I had multiple nights off ""I'll never be sane again"" it just takes time and professional help. 

My biggest help was seeing a therapist but failing that the two websites that helped me the most, even before I ever had a  no therapy session

anxietycanada.com

Which gave so much more understanding and showed there were tools available that could help. Especially creating an anxiety map and giving me an idea of what type of anxiety I may have. A funny point is I'm not Canadian but the wealth of knowledge on here is amazing. 

Palousemindfulness.com

And mindfullness managed to pretty much got rid of most of my symptoms in 8 weeks. The biggest of which was no longer suffering an impending sense of doom was a real breakthrough for me. As the moment I felt that it was a spiral into full blown panic attacks. However, it took me three attempts to doing the first week of exercises as it was so stressful and intense. Simply doing full body scans would put me on the brink of panic attacks. 

I hope this can help you or really anyone else. 
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anxiety,boboddyacronyms,2019/02/25,"Game troll triggers major anxiety attack This happened when I was playing a game with a couple of random people. In the game, you can explode the ship that everyone is boarding, but we decided to keep it safe and just explore space. In the ship, there is one area called the core and of the core overheats or freezes, the ship is destroyed. I decided to be in charge of making sure that didn't happen. At one point, the ship needed fuel so I went out and filled up the tank and when I came back, the core temperature was at 18 Celsius (-250 = Freezedown, 3000 C = Meltdown). I was trying to get the temperature at about 1300-1600 and this guy came in and started messing with the controls. He was turning stuff on and making the core freeze. At first, this was just frustrating me but then it started to stress me out. I told him to stop and I eventually tried to explain that I have really bad anxiety so I can't handle this much stress. This one person was trying to tell me to breathe and take some time to calm down so I was glad he understood. It got to the point where I was shaking uncontrollably and on the verge of tears. The core reached -250 C and people started heading to escape pods and the oxygen room because it was safe there. I reached the oxygen room and at this point I had tears streaming down my face. I was beginning to get numb and I was shaking very hard which made it hard to tell people that I needed to go. I left the game and I lost it. My face, arms, and hands were completely numb and I could barely breathe. I was hyperventilating like crazy. Fortunately, the panic and anxiety started to go away pretty quickly when I left the game. However, I couldn't even force myself to go out to eat lunch with my family because my anxiety levels were through the roof.",3.5925113300492626,5.451877831428575,4.254610837438428,86.05528571428573,73.54285714285714,7.113300492610838,26.354679802955665,7.873277556716777,1.4948453201970442,1411,50,279,20,29,449,167,350,0.175,0.738,0.087,-0.9848,1,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,1,1,0,3,15,21,3,6,23,0,25,11,7,5,1,53,53,28,0,4,5,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,2,2,18,27,2,5,5,6,0,10,3,14,0,4,24,5,33,7,44,26,3,54,0,1,0,0,17,30,0,3,15,185,51,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30271536095064805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254367865103357,0.09294511895469748,0.07606871238687671,0.08259986480647231,0.12060989188281025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101546898789583,0.22629213556395225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372301704755764,0.0,0.11095497794257317,0.07898511382779133,0.10946078025589193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122695931591827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534031251913038,0.0,0.0,0.0945289329798733,0.0,0.0,0.09325951711672074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414720675377135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337048879469712,0.0,0.1686673835853509,0.0,0.07912091306554994,0.0,0.0,0.0979532263468874,0.1749615370832669,0.0,0.17723821849671084,0.0,0.10152758342875104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793081191257107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149688249654695,0.0,0.0,0.04833070711269126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799044383009904,0.0,0.0,0.09360706494703884,0.13206900459828938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272268541749853,0.1467061487302413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20110636946248034,0.0,0.0,0.11606945202342543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057504575976943,0.08637919040107375,0.0,0.0,0.2805538100288454,0.0,0.0,0.10064426540045857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06337513253472946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28008399630312536,0.0,0.0,0.08270735358537806,0.2266409567893337,0.0,0.11324768109903816,0.0,0.0,0.09323747255411204,0.0,0.07438074915020905,0.0,0.17293301625324198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05768509572123232,0.0,0.0,0.0945289329798733,0.0,0.20149470066763545,0.10760410585350266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162508803016733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170626680426022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,musicman9725,2019/02/25,"How to release guilty thoughts? Over the past two years or so I’ve fallen into a pretty deep depression, and one of the major contributing factors is that when I do something that upsets someone or that they perceive as wrong and I get scolded/reprimanded/etc. I ruminate on that thought over and over. A perfect example happened yesterday- I was leaving the dog park, had my dog on a leash already because we were leaving, this other dog comes up and won’t leave her alone. Trying to jump on her and nip at her. At first I tell the other dog no, but it doesn’t stop so I use my foot to create space between the dog and mine. Then all of a sudden the owners of the other dog come up and start chastising me for kicking their dog and telling me I shouldn’t bring my dog to the park if I don’t want it to play with other dogs. I try to explain what was happening but they just kept yelling at me until finally I gave up and turned around and left. Now I can even logically acknowledge that this wasn’t really my fault, or at least that they were being way over dramatic as I in no way KICKED their dog. But still, it threw my whole day off. I couldn’t focus on anything else I was doing all day because the image of them scolding me was burned into my head and every time I replay the situation my insides clench up just like when it was actually happening. I drank 3 or 4 drinks to calm down so I could finally get to sleep last night. 

Does anyone else experience this? What my therapist has told me is that usually if I’m replaying a thought it’s because it’s subconsciously trying to communicate something or I need to learn something from it, but I honestly don’t know what it is in this case. 

Tl;dr : I feel guilty all the time and replay things I did wrong over and over in my head, and I’m trying to figure out how to release those thoughts. ",4.520806451612902,5.3192501989247365,5.312124731182795,83.48018709677422,69.86021505376344,8.425118279569892,28.858494623655915,8.608573733854374,2.002801591397849,1462,52,298,23,25,476,186,372,0.097,0.846,0.057,-0.9139,0,1,4,0,1,0,28.0,1,0,6,2,13,10,0,1,16,0,25,6,4,3,4,61,52,36,0,7,13,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,28,22,2,2,12,2,0,6,9,5,0,3,19,2,46,5,50,28,6,60,0,1,0,0,16,30,0,7,23,213,74,1,0.0,0.0,0.09458100975894668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003810267493408,0.10695484077465137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06776948463847797,0.09930711761127432,0.07975780472228751,0.08628032490828262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17724660365731773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16697788638777522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738360951391672,0.0,0.0,0.12501217912833146,0.0,0.0834779989350258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481630523499166,0.0,0.0,0.09494577693675106,0.0,0.0,0.16193028001099044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809264323082823,0.06401547056729816,0.0,0.08166020450156812,0.0,0.0,0.09480743068996733,0.0,0.0,0.049006218860196175,0.0,0.0,0.21234464887216956,0.0,0.08244103570348359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127454595548097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25712101830590195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19893801477760734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05326530027496118,0.0790036300444654,0.0,0.3078763426653368,0.10530505561505106,0.0,0.0,0.04735075238220443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186576543640487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095388403787318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567624375050428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925221540578069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986035995408512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06209013662565181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894337400476768,0.0969910923835458,0.0,0.08212093107428399,0.22384378711268124,0.0,0.0,0.06860125139615951,0.0,0.07740131336316533,0.08103037703705117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16942662171737105,0.0,0.0,0.11253286395656756,0.06439007028796992,0.0,0.0,0.3077780997067745,0.11303094230634915,0.0,0.0,0.09261226176656978,0.0,0.2632122515234691,0.1054223220797814,0.09467782870619272,0.0,0.0,0.08370870917167844,0.10674489557517952,0.0,0.05716657422414205,0.15386291118628725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820894368961696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21193600955781727,0.0,0.062414008866360074
anxiety,smurfyjunk,2019/02/25,"Struggling, need a push I can't grade. I know the results are fine, I just can't get myself to do it. If I stay at school, I would stay pretty late at this point, and when I go home, I just crash. 

I need some suggestions to get me out of this funk. Please?",0.4026785714285737,1.821961053571432,1.842285714285716,101.8027142857143,81.32142857142857,5.194285714285715,16.557142857142857,5.6839178017228535,-0.9400385714285716,193,3,51,1,5,62,40,56,0.104,0.758,0.138,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,11,11,3,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,10,1,6,10,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,2,32,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572844769740275,0.0,0.1399351661334147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469834409857925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13531865082991504,0.0,0.2777521762165933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651449769179223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702807708076064,0.23276191982833785,0.0,0.0,0.2504990300995903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24919253257930096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.524885518691367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574075081229171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17491095593974856,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bodybypizzza,2019/02/25,"DAE obssesively worry about getting chronically ill? Every twinge or headache I've had recently throws me into an anxiety spiral about having a serious health issue, normally cancer (brain, ling, blood, etc.) seems to be the catch all concern.

It's getting to the point where I want to ask my doctor if there is anything he can run just so I can stop worrying. I've have blood work done recently to monitor my Vit D levels and blood cell counts are good within the last year. 

I feel really silly explaining the concern to him though. 
Does anyone else struggle with this? ",6.524857142857139,7.762063580952383,6.780000000000001,73.17000000000003,65.57142857142857,10.19047619047619,31.190476190476193,10.290406445055957,3.393190476190476,456,17,76,11,7,147,85,105,0.18600000000000005,0.764,0.05,-0.9361,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,1,6,0,9,9,4,0,1,13,16,5,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,2,1,7,2,10,13,2,13,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,3,5,44,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384378604159656,0.0,0.0,0.12653505514392313,0.18542020306278173,0.14891891641983654,0.0,0.16917800629022722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20201697950104291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852255205682437,0.15836384055840913,0.1851901995972776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15117317934440885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20182400153740407,0.0,0.0,0.15247096144808495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150142780264406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890936654677851,0.0,0.0,0.1517849995175494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923575143550824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18888062219341575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751076738409505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17730744493930914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17107057961410654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593092235734348,0.0,0.357362548928101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16474389501196032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129498595736152,0.0,0.18918408837702494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17779736160007367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673794644343404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174479970085892,0.3675578306172141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653563688418728
anxiety,bwqd,2019/02/25,"Anxiety about college After working for 5 years and saving money I got bored with life, I work with people double my age, I do the same repetitive shit everyday, I feel dumb as I’m
not learning anything and I’ve got no real close friends.

I decided to try uni to change my life a little, make some friends, achieve something and maybe find that one thing that I felt I was missing out on. 

On my first day, I’m nervous, full of doubt about the course and I feel like I’m not sure if I can do it ( course is 3 years). I’m not sure if it’s cause I’m a little older than everyone else or I’m too lazy to do assignments and work outside of class. I don’t know what it is, I’m just filled with anxiety of committing these 3 years, fear of being a bitch and leaving. I don’t know.

Anybody have a similar situation and have advice ?",1.8426204238921002,3.4878375780346857,3.5727398843930622,89.98993834296725,77.84393063583815,6.925472061657032,24.828131021194604,7.793537801064563,1.2121594605009638,643,23,142,10,15,215,102,173,0.214,0.727,0.058,-0.9713,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,5,4,14,3,3,6,0,12,3,1,2,3,37,28,11,0,2,7,0,3,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,8,12,0,0,8,0,1,1,6,8,0,2,4,3,14,6,19,23,4,18,0,1,0,0,2,7,3,5,11,81,22,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324034229437302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22427295867371655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062627191581805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15058230830812575,0.1550666023631477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453465503990467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245225439706706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14006744430205476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16494793010889106,0.14823470887593834,0.10471975147025347,0.14074377875070845,0.0,0.1339752644401329,0.12468440956238068,0.0,0.0,0.22650111307058116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344734830826076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611176390076772,0.0,0.0,0.155211457804909,0.0,0.0,0.2070734510268796,0.07161361514603314,0.2938316698875752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784606343508262,0.0,0.14726348854772606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932921880990632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162299820529846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16684486269206336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046653129383514,0.0,0.16476673476512488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284764596576005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763076675501675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738400090473967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952102096590296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201450376003528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831861746101692
anxiety,heyimlump,2019/02/25,"Can't get a ""full"" breath, and obsessively yawning/sighing to try to alleviate it? This has happened to me sporadically since I was a kid. Essentially, there are times (typically when I'm feeling stressed) where it feels as though I can fill my lungs, like, 80% of the way when I take a breath, but I can't catch a full breath, and so I obsessively start trying to breathe deeply or yawn to fulfill the breath but I never can, and the more I think about it/focus on it, the worse it gets. During this time, it feels like I'm slightly short of breath or like I'm unable to get enough oxygen. It always goes away after awhile, or I'll start talking to someone or do something else and I'll subconsciously forget about it. I've read online that this is an anxiety symptom, and I'm wondering if anyone else experiences this? Ultimately, I should probably go to a doctor to see if it's an actual breathing issue or if it's just a mental thing! In the interim, what are your guys' experiences?

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Thanks!",4.183639455782313,5.75425974489796,5.3396734693877566,80.05294557823132,71.44897959183673,8.287891156462585,27.352380952380948,8.841846274778883,2.0575017687074832,794,28,155,15,15,263,116,196,0.06,0.8420000000000001,0.098,0.8391,0,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,0,0,9,7,0,3,13,0,11,11,8,0,1,24,30,20,0,4,11,0,3,3,0,1,3,0,0,2,16,5,0,0,5,1,0,3,3,3,0,0,1,4,11,4,18,28,4,19,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,9,11,96,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.1396536843123429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907810450240533,0.1550584795699939,0.17389302937298334,0.0,0.0,0.1094779494201452,0.0,0.0,0.10006510014889036,0.14663202357640026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344555624771306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464780668464567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23909831648974345,0.0,0.0,0.14786979318822746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799760127278319,0.0,0.0,0.21708054403794427,0.10223705722302184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243055477910787,0.0,0.08133211005434993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14170035277850165,0.12655076536004076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14936855525507364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20974740199929345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442201546077387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037443895743768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15429564481747307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314766996138345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403929891405185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838119620632748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125574270049372,0.11017225572161486,0.0,0.0,0.20258649236940915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639308102898759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14874498684787446,0.10760011474444686,0.11502554723092985,0.0,0.1317554870984531,0.0,0.0,0.0950752225183884,0.09169843196369246,0.14060380954893253,0.0,0.16689595062061982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943231562820276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359321750186348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551955436841463,0.0,0.0,0.14584023869842594,0.0,0.0,0.17389302937298334,0.0
anxiety,FineFlyingFishi,2019/02/25,"Next step: medication Hi, i'm 24 and suffering from anxiety since I was a teenager. I'm in therapy for over a year now and I am simply out of energy.. panic attacks are happening more often as my relationship falls apart due to my fears. Mostly I am afraid of being left alone by everyone and especially being left by my boyfriend.

On Friday I have an appointment so I can get medication to help me feel better and go oh with therapy. I'd like to hear some of your experiences with medication. I dont want any recommandation on what to take and what not. But I want to hear, if medication did help you along your way",2.955454545454547,5.050894426229512,5.37152011922504,76.30559612518631,76.04918032786884,9.6822652757079,25.845007451564822,10.018931242160765,2.8575967213114764,488,18,96,16,11,172,84,122,0.145,0.77,0.086,-0.6645,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,1,3,7,1,3,3,0,10,4,0,0,0,18,21,9,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,9,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,2,3,14,2,21,17,3,16,0,1,0,0,9,8,0,4,5,64,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503543598347354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522952670691463,0.0,0.1071274319410902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15931157556360814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238507802980016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641215707346014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381074290334685,0.0,0.13698243074289593,0.0,0.1575798371864507,0.07080659113039757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07316321820138169,0.0,0.07958589040643242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383369048293467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156623100263473,0.0,0.1877268402516136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042998293000257,0.0,0.0,0.06841469188243403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5642875996547497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14893025731190504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16430249569140698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503466432671521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583952391205984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528991482021803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320287563413628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16519414643932182,0.11115434424332676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017882443076687
anxiety,fluffthemagicduck,2019/02/25,"Overcoming avoidance of tasks? Hi, 

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Just wondering if you have any tips to share about overcoming anxiety when it comes in the form of avoidance. I find myself avoiding all kinds of tasks at home (like studying) or at work (just doing my job). I even avoid doing easy stuff. I end up doing house chores like cooking and cleaning, which are still chores and not necessarily fun, but I think I turn to those because I see instant results and that makes me feel good. Any tips are appreciated. Thanks! 

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P.S. I am treating my anxiety with medication and also exercising, eating health foods, trying to make sure I eat enough throughout the day and drink enough water, trying to avoid coffee (mostly successfully) and alcohol (close to 95% successfully since December). When I do all of those things my anxiety is so much more manageable, especially with regular exercise. The medication is also helping a lot. ",8.353750000000002,9.544301875000002,7.907500000000002,66.8675,61.5,11.15,36.625,11.00357731598739,4.422762499999998,740,33,115,19,10,234,110,160,0.093,0.7490000000000001,0.158,0.9468,1,5,2,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,0,3,10,16,0,5,4,0,10,12,0,3,3,33,19,14,0,1,6,0,1,2,0,0,6,0,4,0,7,10,7,5,4,4,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,2,15,11,16,19,9,11,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,5,7,80,22,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018954452709544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19484033505508866,0.0,0.26398589096440145,0.29605156982597675,0.16568484313808576,0.0,0.2795780736930308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426091876105836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049379593183297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856443300042286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933815061591807,0.0,0.2493064834016237,0.0,0.0,0.1078972009177398,0.25174720666531003,0.0,0.08046158675807358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06159633125495027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113421388418637,0.0,0.14730637300633015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217763082321298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294899703548902,0.0,0.0,0.08165401308677997,0.0,0.12219634279528599,0.0,0.0,0.1405650171682639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12088849289539493,0.0,0.0,0.1268577702802374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903112285507655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035678130196071,0.0,0.0,0.16263285652982531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24544357634294406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955241314903382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707552277136926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10077154645338887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728636586076447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13945583922992513,0.0,0.0,0.114814801120208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215636109547082,0.0,0.0,0.08093242431745222,0.07805794410310447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654168533329689,0.1325062088755949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132109620792039,0.08868710050070591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29605156982597675,0.0
anxiety,KikiWiz,2019/02/25,"Anxiety head pressure and tingling anyone ? I’ve had anxiety and panic disorder for many years now

This year has been a bad year for me and I get them heavy wave after wave 

Does anyone else get head pressure almost like a headache but it’s not and also 
I also get like tingly on my head on the left side like something is walking in my hair like goosebumps 

Anyone else get this ? 

Thanks 
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anxiety,Guitarguy14,2019/02/25,"Don't know what to do Hi there peeps, 
  I've had a long history of OCD and anxiety. I had it from the time I was 13-16 ish (I'm 20 now) and had it under control these last 4 years.  However, last week, I ended up having my first panic attack while at the hospital with a relative. I was always able to prevent them before but this time I called my parents and said ""I'm having a panic attack"" which made it real and I feel like it ""welcomed"" it in and let me mind take over. Ever since then, I've been having anxiety anticipating that I'm going to get another one. I've had 3 others since then just because I've been thinking myself into it. My problem, however, is that I am in EMT school and feel like I need to drop out because of this.

 Granted, it's only been going on a week, I have my first clinical this Saturday and do not want this to interfere. I had to leave school today because I felt the anxiety coming on after getting my blood pressure taken and being moved around as a patient (I'm 100% fine now). I was completely fine today, and most of yesterday, until I got my blood pressure taken multiple times and being moved around (I have health anxiety). Just don't know what to do and what some advice if anyone has any. Anything to help and get these thoughts out of my head. Thanks!

Sorry for the rambles and the formatting. Thanks",3.559317343173433,4.753949682656831,5.195607011070114,81.9466946494465,72.46863468634686,8.076826568265684,26.465129151291514,8.548686976883017,1.865209446494465,1048,35,206,18,20,356,145,271,0.125,0.7809999999999999,0.094,-0.6542,3,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,1,3,8,14,2,4,10,0,27,5,3,2,1,44,54,20,0,4,5,1,3,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,20,20,0,3,7,0,0,5,3,7,0,3,18,4,24,7,31,33,2,43,0,0,0,0,7,13,0,3,26,142,44,2,0.10231786202163473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998383058510736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513665771503204,0.0,0.0,0.06957965480370301,0.10728919958841833,0.3130915375609869,0.0,0.0,0.07154302813431493,0.0,0.08419888239696025,0.1821691796914255,0.0,0.23280267827152884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871160570249844,0.0,0.0870649645137841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447797694686756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813777828897874,0.1072783316508959,0.0,0.1147581825216632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062325620075258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255236400671876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346997069181643,0.1461918021446627,0.09824119312420457,0.0,0.0,0.17406304233299688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16037057967685472,0.0,0.1162991978059012,0.0,0.08183294117327873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500764513810512,0.10875910273006636,0.0,0.0,0.06858150614513528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246244224766072,0.16680542746152233,0.0,0.10833984234791363,0.0,0.10462694616436488,0.0,0.09997467821786032,0.0,0.0,0.09054808813379887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681563498727637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033118730980899,0.0,0.0,0.21749538954158246,0.0,0.07586739822411999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933323131294185,0.0778173446868974,0.0,0.2400959309349358,0.11361187727241825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790437562560576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646012721134134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973277173372171,0.0,0.0,0.2071022777116876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16927678557581624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453646964647607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693029862522796,0.0,0.0,0.18840108102244332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556115456927131,0.0,0.08122895342908383,0.17898710448979624,0.0,0.1939707389658498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060349725984754826,0.0,0.1641464343909177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588934851905442
anxiety,LonelyLostMan90,2019/02/25,"Are there any medications that are fda approved that arent a benzo yet still preform like one HI, im on Suboxone and i am having a really hard time trying to convince my suboxone doctor and the pain management doctor and my psychiatrist to prescribe me klonopin if i had 2mg i wouldn't be depressed, i wouldn't want to die, i wouldn't feel hopelessly stuck and never progressing in life. My main problem is my anxiety and then my anxiety makes me depressed and then the doctors put me on a anti depressant and it always makes me feel worse. I have depression, anxiety, social anxiety, i hate the way i look. 

 But because i was a drug addict in the past and because i am on Suboxone they make me choose either suboxone  and try  a shit load of pills that are designed to help with your symptoms or i could have 2mg of klonopin or ativan i dont want xanax but 2mg of a benzo evens me out. ugh just so frustrated.

so currently on zoloft and suboxone and seroquel 

the soloft for depression & anxiety the seroquel is for insomnia but it makes my nose so stuffed i cant sleep.

Anyway hoping someone out there can help me figure out something

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anxiety,baboucne,2019/02/25,"My brain is killing me IT JUST WON'T SHUT UP , PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE",-1.2659523809523812,0.11850050000000326,-1.9699999999999989,117.49833333333332,115.42857142857143,1.866666666666667,11.809523809523812,3.1291,-2.438304761904762,53,1,14,0,3,14,13,14,0.536,0.464,0.0,-0.8903,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4275149116439492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4607982611478367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4566791847163676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4370737236380449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4531077633379988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Emperor_of_the_East,2019/02/25,"I am afraid of a career I have a great opportunity to finally get my first job in IT. But I am so horrified of it. 

It's officially the start of a ""real"" life in which I waste 40 hours a week working a monotonous, draining job for the rest of my existence. It's the start of a life in which I cannot wait for 2 out of the 52 weeks in a year where I can get a vacation. On average, I won't even be able to actually go on vacation as I'll probably have a lot of chores and tasks to do. Even if I do, it means I cannot enjoy it since I'll be too worried about going back to work. It means the start of a life in which I wake up groggy and hating my life and when work is done, I'll just dread the next day. No longer can I travel or go on road trips since I won't have the time or energy.

I don't really believe that early retirement is an option. I am too far behind to actually retire early. At best, if I go crazy at it, I can do it in my mid-50's. Not exactly young and full of energy.

Most people would feel great, but I don't. I don't get joy or fulfillment from a job. Even a job that I enjoy more than others (IT). Maybe if I had a family, there'd be a greater purpose for it. I could say I am providing or something, but I don't (nor do I think I ever will). ",2.4297691705790285,2.2616096373239434,5.188685446009392,85.96421752738655,74.10563380281691,9.128012519561816,23.876369327073554,9.150863307647796,1.3896993740219088,963,23,242,20,18,352,135,284,0.076,0.847,0.077,0.3178,4,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,6,12,10,1,2,22,0,32,5,1,0,2,30,48,18,0,5,12,0,1,0,0,4,4,1,1,0,17,5,0,1,4,1,0,6,11,3,0,1,2,2,29,7,35,38,7,41,0,0,0,0,1,17,0,10,18,171,46,8,0.10825648412466328,0.0,0.2112854246401916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324255401789481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196798614710072,0.11360850119452368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643399366325788,0.0,0.0,0.06981647642492707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078396910801716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21450716031936612,0.09792418769143987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205457865237512,0.0,0.0547377311168285,0.0,0.0,0.11858968682342907,0.0,0.09208291009358804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967863450058726,0.0,0.2460986187988072,0.0,0.0,0.2387063118528064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688086566397116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066108302546856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4297114249767896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30585902504735063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203579151428147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875818896366496,0.2358460953751429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513199900961488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505141532949712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167187997793148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321957929442486,0.06935187579596239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608990127304347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17910176471912173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334113041245353,0.0,0.0,0.2298734899695077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06936638382184132,0.0,0.0,0.06312522646867526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17367364326869034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23643602931377405,0.10993971452338633,0.0,0.07690230029189292,0.0,0.0,0.06971362644803099
anxiety,young20jim,2019/02/25,"I have struggled with depersonalisation on and off for years, but I can’t shake it this time. Any advice? I [20F] have struggled with generalised anxiety issues for as long as I can remember- I have gone through all therapy options and ended up on SSRIs which I am currently coming off as my symptoms have greatly improved over the past 2 years.

My first experience of depersonalisation happened when I was 9 and I have had bouts every year or so since , but only lasting a few days at most. But this time I have been struggling with it for about 2 months straight now.

It is badly effecting my life- nothing seems real and hence it all seems pointless. I went on holiday last week and it was all a blur, which now seems surreal. I also am finding it very difficult to focus on my studies.

I have never had a ‘method’ of easing symptoms before, I just ended up forgetting about it and the feeling left. Not this time - it has been a constant thought for a long while now, having had several bad bouts of it within the past year and I am really struggling. 

Any advice on how to deal with this? ",4.962599681020733,6.326575722488041,5.821990430622009,78.13859968102074,69.28708133971293,8.44414673046252,30.20127591706539,8.841846274778883,2.4656581180223287,862,34,159,15,15,283,116,209,0.133,0.799,0.068,-0.9301,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,10,9,0,5,8,0,22,3,0,2,4,36,31,19,0,0,6,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,15,12,0,0,8,1,0,4,3,8,0,1,10,1,18,1,31,21,5,45,0,0,0,0,1,14,0,7,27,122,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21150896624059884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654607407887957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14719100851394076,0.0,0.08279047104500982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18072374508135666,0.0,0.0,0.09208999361356647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322472575591496,0.0,0.11695085941772465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06979502715900494,0.11157339309781328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19170731031416546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118273484611512,0.0,0.0,0.1058630806377508,0.0,0.0,0.054720914396609734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891406718823706,0.09205462005480894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931648782581718,0.0,0.0,0.0957014406166468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295692981443972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17643274577120918,0.0,0.0,0.11758485081822465,0.0,0.07644126448776489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191548297401351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638274583128472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346842301134168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384310335962303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230863947697965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20662262830072667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318172333751558,0.06933056926629605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225958172754397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955670788796055,0.0,0.1222614399404726,0.0,0.08952337021933766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4525536509707092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22497073779595791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376268974437092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591715214375041,0.18931749873700945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929549482901429,0.0,0.0,0.08681014331750013,0.0,0.0,0.10032401398674776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27876883512017664
anxiety,RenTachibana,2019/02/25,"Why is it so hard to see your own progress? Five years ago I graduated high school and since then I *know* I’ve improved. But it seems so slow and it’s frustrating. Wanting to progress as fast as my former peers. Feeling like there is a deadline for all I want to do. Wanting to do so many things and knowing I have such low self esteem that I can’t yet accomplish those goals. 

No one hates me as much as I hate myself. And yeah, that is all on me. I know. But there is no guide to stop hating yourself. To stop seeing a failure when you look at what you’ve done so far. And I have to figure that out myself. No help. No tips. 

I want so much more out of life than what I’m working toward. And I know a good step would be to get a therapist. I’ve been in and out of therapy for ten years. Maybe I’m doing something wrong but I don’t really get much I couldn’t figure out on my own out of it. But I know I have to keep trying. The alternative is to just sit in one place and mope about my life. I know I’m better than that. 

I guess I just feel stuck and I’m venting. ",-0.9362212643678164,1.1301424181034534,1.2096206896551709,100.16411494252877,92.49137931034485,4.300229885057472,15.922988505747128,5.888618617440367,-0.7831073563218389,819,19,202,7,30,271,121,232,0.14,0.762,0.099,-0.8038,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,0,6,13,9,4,0,5,1,18,2,0,0,2,43,46,24,0,6,6,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,12,14,0,3,11,0,0,1,7,6,0,4,3,6,26,3,33,40,8,28,0,1,3,0,4,15,0,2,12,136,38,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868450657042307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084367248802984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547045135937082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398847748305368,0.08759110903012059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811513572011754,0.0,0.0,0.10283769033385054,0.0,0.0,0.1350664259771543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983259672204826,0.3631497561744678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218149163062002,0.12954197913242455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897953597310528,0.0,0.0,0.40429257576129257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17320317295912352,0.059900027303627625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295975731865888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430516762459635,0.12317611625734087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703927442202109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16616457377912355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809916086760864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854576098689996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408574161689424,0.19540524612537327,0.11161762831295816,0.1279067806165927,0.0,0.0,0.10142252276887324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943895523318454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20501139064336196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14021282027007584,0.14235722315760155,0.08145524145422961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832427166396542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892692668738156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063456028606906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926001223965241,0.0,0.0,0.08709713513504554,0.13405249252075474,0.0,0.15791093687579427
anxiety,rutabagasmom,2019/02/25,"Is it better to lie to your friends? I've always had a hard time making close friends, and I think part of the reason why is that my anxiety makes it hard for me to go out as often as I'd like.  I do try to go out even when I don't feel like it, but sometimes it's just too much and I have to decline.  In the past, I usually come up with some excuse but this gets tiresome and I'd prefer to just be honest.  At the same time, I don't want to make a big deal of it, if that makes sense.  

It seems simple enough - if someone cares about you at all they should be okay with the occasional ""sorry I'm just not feeling it"" today, right? However, I've found that frequently people will take it personally.  They see it as I'd rather stay home and sit on the couch that go out with them.  I get it, it's hard not to feel rejected when someone declines or backs out of things.  So knowing that, is it better to just lie and say you have a previous commitment, have a cold, etc?  I'm just curious about how other people manage.

PS I'm new to reddit/this subreddit so can someone tell me specifically what a trigger is that I'm supposed to avoid? Does that just mean don't talk about traumatic things without a warning?

PPS It's kind of funny the title of the post writing page is ""Submit to Anxiety""",1.459293680297396,3.3076309442379213,3.2577011152416366,90.87122081784388,79.70631970260223,6.385784386617099,21.912416356877323,7.404127859558343,0.6910980223048321,1000,30,221,14,25,334,146,269,0.057,0.775,0.168,0.9881,1,2,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,3,3,2,19,12,0,1,13,1,18,0,0,7,2,54,44,18,0,6,15,0,6,2,2,2,0,1,2,1,25,14,0,1,10,0,0,4,6,2,0,0,2,9,16,10,37,38,8,29,0,1,1,0,15,12,0,6,12,144,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970941713971813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17853275091386442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972624605672874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20640297362481366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118971692431689,0.0,0.0,0.10051680182702184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030070941205995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211488394585426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205704029660087,0.13013851155547498,0.07707164712737374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770036199172768,0.08336228056901092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12794290637060754,0.18030647582606746,0.0,0.12192983976678218,0.0,0.19895027385707045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135899012450423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704806966448353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151310582279627,0.06412894243446438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140162040980507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115618926947345,0.0,0.0,0.12710797400930088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577946649721735,0.0,0.0,0.1126984707706904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636226345594406,0.11139236727958288,0.16179421302504884,0.10188788858012626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175531773883804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997520215703697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965133288199177,0.0,0.09279537077831644,0.0,0.0,0.09298561881753567,0.10622881877968596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966093367168883,0.0,0.11540790032356905,0.13062321112377268,0.0,0.1243744044387166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773522241565967,0.09378978817779957,0.10199088351039036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15504529551256144,0.07476927271508321,0.0,0.0,0.13608399380195574,0.0,0.11060704448973707,0.0,0.0,0.07922382507401818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12851588610552686,0.0,0.06882589469450262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105293212488324,0.0,0.0,0.11248354031821547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,selfhatrediscool,2019/02/25,"Like a breath of really scary fresh air I just got off the phone with a therapist's assistant. I have known I needed therapy for literally 10 years. I struggled with finding one online and worse with actually calling. 

The assistant screened me and is running my insurance; the next call I get from them should be to schedule something.

I'm terrified... And so, so relieved. I want to get better and be better.

Phone anxiety is such a bitch.",3.1717750677506804,5.977031109756105,4.512113821138211,78.94088075880761,79.3658536585366,8.52249322493225,29.84281842818428,9.150863307647796,3.264475338753388,349,17,61,10,9,115,59,82,0.159,0.66,0.181,0.2362,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,4,6,1,1,6,0,6,1,1,0,0,13,12,6,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,1,9,4,9,8,0,6,0,0,1,0,5,2,1,0,4,39,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.21640016107810345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696413954681897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3922472296569337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4528717688898266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026793685003223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23171488773204585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17735713260147967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833792606775552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16442796768690798,0.0,0.0,0.23583816227127816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15026641989587686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206145188549885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17071725677622035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318256917307472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535953127228545,0.2574737777577806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079640301913248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259865273258609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428024674999083
anxiety,FarahQueen,2019/02/25,"I Missed A Phone Call Related to Work and I Don't Know What to Do! Hello everyone,

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This my first job, it is in E-Marketing field 

every employee have a corporate phone in order to follow up on the client's Social Media platforms

We need to check up and respond to phone calls etc. from 10AM till 10PM

so here's what happened, I was outside of the house with someone and I was having a good time and then at around 9:30 - 9:45 PM I hold my work phone and there's a missing call! from my boss! at around 9:00PM!!

I did't call back because I considered it rude, it was almost 10PM no one want any calls from work

I can't reach her via Whatsup because she don't have it in her phone

I can't send an Email because it's late now, it's midnight at my country and I can't sleep worrying about this phone call

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Is this my life now? Am I gonna break down like this every time I have a similar situation? and most importantly how could I explain it to her tomorrow? ",2.5016154521510074,4.192338582089556,3.639086918349431,90.03113257243197,76.11442786069652,6.918466491074043,24.758852794849282,7.724431198458867,1.1379637693883522,769,26,166,11,17,249,114,201,0.056,0.873,0.071,0.5634,2,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,0,4,10,5,1,0,8,0,17,2,1,2,0,21,26,11,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,13,11,0,1,2,0,1,2,6,3,0,2,3,0,23,2,25,21,2,27,0,2,0,0,23,13,0,2,11,106,36,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697241234191214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314953246031725,0.2596144589613131,0.07264643273918206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19019842936761452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214383198195302,0.0,0.19536334420508006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6544975550461477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529314767874067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914101500285293,0.0,0.0,0.18001372450262387,0.10207835185431133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086750381915153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960192428538732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446729578106784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326470993711483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600991136826156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05870965636059771,0.0,0.12050618831236108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545549466878591,0.05219057034175335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921131338944144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238914793951698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200787007219898,0.10690475177052043,0.10889728727867748,0.09051468063627766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458406780144902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06300968755806809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333153000357924,0.10848861552243512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596144589613131,0.0
anxiety,Nevepoos,2019/02/25,Mantras and Chants for Anxiety My therapist has told me to come up with a mantra or saying to tell myself when im feeling anxious but I can't think of one and the common mantras i've heard are a bit too corny for me. Could anyone recommend me a good mantra or how to make a good mantra for my liking? All Love x,1.4467661691542304,3.138295492537313,2.8545522388059688,94.485907960199,79.1492537313433,6.257711442786071,21.61442786069652,7.1686216300943375,0.4316189054726367,246,7,57,3,6,80,49,67,0.038,0.672,0.29,0.967,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,5,0,4,1,0,2,1,13,11,7,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,3,7,4,9,8,2,4,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,2,3,35,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963187962691766,0.2899152331939357,0.0,0.1794394224027173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801699951143683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210612611803525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048956144301364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297582186632406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4304927612644078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772009767029129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537488964424973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23161570247128896,0.0,0.17130037884949964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17389695829971466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040799281622035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243031306995308,0.0,0.0,0.297963489281502,0.0,0.16443608852953626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452179007624775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,buldogas355,2019/02/25,"25M trying to get rid of addictive, self-destructive behavior I'm 7 days sober. Usually I'm watching porn for hours and using drugs. Now I've got avalanche of problems irl. I feel stressed, sad, lonely, anxious and very aggressive for the last days. I feel like I really want to do things I'm used to or hurt someone. I never had need to hurt someone..
Also, my mother has schizophrenia. And last days I have hallucinations (while being sober).. like medium drug dosage. I'm scared to death I'm gonna end up like my mother. 

I don't consider suicide. However, it looks like easy way to escape from my hell.

I just don't believe it is possible to live without problems.. I just don't have energy to solve them. ",1.75375,4.312869928057555,3.333376798561152,86.63733138489211,83.53237410071942,6.640467625899283,23.79541366906475,7.8658589789855275,1.527621942446043,556,21,108,11,16,183,89,139,0.226,0.633,0.141,-0.9328,1,2,2,0,0,1,26.0,0,0,1,0,4,14,2,2,1,0,10,4,0,2,1,16,25,6,2,4,4,2,2,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,10,0,0,2,4,12,4,15,21,0,13,1,4,2,1,3,1,1,1,15,51,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133912715455367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110178517961342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15683209855738228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15640760087005398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26859083085097984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32198454523742964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295724555510107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14038761270892328,0.09917620524815553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07253003835814194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103058380565466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136714106001465,0.0,0.2972288612392189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22632088896558186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712904297257767,0.0,0.12258452090269607,0.0,0.1165775629193622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029365607036342,0.1070699637638622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15650369351584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656724743602071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893448889122524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13898747915913207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482416386233687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23525098926407176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15902292309078886,0.0,0.0,0.15185140152668394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222878708185732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425267977860004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397994809002174,0.152895503950361,0.1145446990692465,0.0818822495260211,0.11019237603042388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382180292444554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chatnoir123,2019/02/25,"Palpitations caused by anxiety after meals? For some years now I've been getting these crazy palpitations of sorts whenever I have eaten a bit before or during my meals, and it's usually only when I'm a bit anxious/stressed/angry/irritated and I'm typing angrily at someone or something whether on my pc or on mobile. It also happens somewhat frequently at night now if I'm going to bed a bit late or feel tired/exhausted. When it does happen, it's always a feeling of my heartbeat suddenly racing like crazy up to the point I can't feel it at all for a bit and I feel a slight tension and maybe my body/limbs feeling a bit limp until I stop typing altogether and calm myself down. My pulse, however, always seems to be normal but if I feel my chest I feel extra/really fast beats. When they first started happening it wasn't that bad, they would just speed up like crazy and then slow down again to normal within a few seconds. But every time it happened it got worse and worse until it got to the point that it takes 5min+ sometimes to calm down fully, and now it's slowing down in layers/rounds(?) Like it will slow down bit by bit but every now and then in between it will suddenly have a series of rapid beats before slowing down again and keeps doing so until it's close to normal rate, but the biggest issue is once it reaches near normal heartrate again sometimes it starts spazzing all over the place and I feel like I'm gonna die or something and I have to try and force it to stabilize again..

I've read in lots of places that anxiety-induced palpitations are usually nothing to worry about and it seems so far that the only reason I get them is due to anxiety-related situations but even then it's usually only when I've eaten and am digesting or when I'm very tired. Does anyone know what the cause for this might be? Or if it's something related to hormone imbalances or something of that sort...or if there's a better way to get rid of them so they don't freak out and make my heart feel like it's gonna fail or explode;;

I plan to try and go get checked by a doctor once I manage to get medicaid or something(I was an idiot and never went when I had it cause I thought it wasn't anything serious and would go away eventually) since I haven't been able to go due to losing health insurance and not being able to afford a new one on my own, but I'd like to see if anyone has similar issues or knows anything about this. It's scaring the heck out of me even though I keep telling myself it's probably nothing, so I'd like to be able to feel a bit more reassured about it or know whether it may be something more serious.",7.778386491557223,5.966785585365857,8.044875046904316,75.35805178236399,63.690431519699814,11.0795947467167,35.203677298311455,9.791249743138472,3.1786908667917446,2099,74,415,34,25,692,235,533,0.08900000000000001,0.815,0.096,-0.3368,2,0,6,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,5,7,27,20,1,2,21,0,29,10,2,5,3,89,77,63,1,11,27,0,11,7,0,8,4,0,1,0,36,23,5,3,17,1,1,5,7,9,0,3,12,12,31,11,65,52,17,81,0,2,1,0,7,30,1,25,52,268,67,7,0.17194019985041234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04583350523336385,0.09537868007851537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043844594088180984,0.06474782833295213,0.0,0.08014972369612101,0.0,0.0943280894816037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05384782589491097,0.0,0.04785429497604953,0.0,0.0,0.09753896405239426,0.0,0.0,0.0506890447318521,0.5005711096408465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17662994835421952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059482260529350975,0.0,0.0,0.05866269342566405,0.1003106850491038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570992026303458,0.0,0.09657802272932284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897937708977517,0.08188940875227398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048750748719022984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971942975299654,0.0,0.13029010391793308,0.0,0.09167752323770184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20272820118198603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06092146405158817,0.0,0.06791665489417456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964059811832105,0.0,0.10188556653468003,0.0,0.0,0.0944938372130936,0.0,0.06465201153974028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960030254278804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06411903434426378,0.0,0.048725803091029286,0.0,0.0,0.038257139512561024,0.0,0.05757901369445146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060800460185604366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04420362730057742,0.0553536388142432,0.0,0.05378474333701447,0.22461985265643303,0.10998750600620293,0.0,0.0,0.12207380087974525,0.03883704308866228,0.13076826990838047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11976060882507655,0.0,0.1083593765617796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06179353881240497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05732890977012446,0.0,0.0,0.058927720682023524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05738071175354838,0.0,0.04567135936935335,0.10435193354768553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04741023669908681,0.06442266288127853,0.0,0.0,0.04856145778873879,0.2206132768049736,0.11336883610105596,0.0,0.08113343895031583,0.0,0.0,0.04791656868248261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04309254402187279,0.0,0.0500944377467804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056310124454984276,0.045500437591510484,0.03341990441307841,0.06587332210095516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782407283152741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18936783860676434,0.047289557303676885,0.0,0.04549270916124047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0531300959521606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058204539708003135,0.11681450193986337,0.08142758984559884,0.0,0.0,0.03690795047425903
anxiety,startledgrey,2019/02/25,"I found a job that is respectful of my mental health issues I have depression and anxiety which are being treated. I’ve had a hard time with working more than 30 hours a week. It’s something I’m working on because I’d rather be a hard worker and get more money (it’s also just hard to find full time work). 

Anyways, I’ve always been paranoid about losing my job in past places of employment. I try not to call in sick too often, I know how it effects everyone else in the workplace. I used to be a retail manager, it can be annoying. 

I lost my first job last fall, it was a good paying full time factory job, but I know I can do more interesting work (I have my ba in philosophy which is useless but it’s something). It was because I called in for a full week (I had the flu the whole time but it was also a bit of mental health) and I even got two doctors notes. A couple weeks later I called in one day and they let me go after that. It actually didn’t make me too sad, I didn’t really enjoy factory work.

Now I have a part-time front desk type job, which has been great so far for my mental health. I’ve called in 4 times over the past few weeks and my boss called me today and gave me her support, some advice (all of which I knew), reminded me about having pride in your work, and pretty much just reassured me that calling in is okay, but to try to just come in because it’ll make you feel better. 

It was so helpful and reassuring because I think we have all experienced anxiety, and then even more anxiety when we worry about losing our jobs because of our mental health. ",4.594166666666666,4.748920330246914,5.732938271604941,82.81422222222223,69.46296296296296,8.82567901234568,27.61975308641975,8.697196308434329,1.8254301234567905,1233,37,260,19,20,412,164,324,0.113,0.747,0.14,0.9587,8,0,2,0,0,0,34.0,4,2,1,14,20,19,1,0,14,1,29,7,0,6,2,39,46,20,0,1,9,0,4,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,18,13,0,0,8,0,3,4,3,7,0,3,15,5,37,12,30,25,14,42,0,6,0,0,18,17,0,2,21,175,55,20,0.0,0.0,0.06573986711975988,0.0,0.0,0.06582964482093029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774573614581782,0.05605422302610268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15460528412542665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053295934979978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059580086787536936,0.07354663693483057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4127316231298352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05803016953956947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453961582439406,0.0,0.043445740668203926,0.0,0.05802256257782173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895234234500103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05627596447595048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889897145194096,0.0,0.0,0.06437146101222294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03406246480262831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061571648961569275,0.05730180663301417,0.0,0.07386375623896625,0.0,0.0,0.035196152011358464,0.0,0.03828586502296875,0.05650372161169798,0.0538790464474505,0.07427166946596069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810411274969016,0.0,0.0,0.2864292380824129,0.0,0.0,0.0451542630883275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634231231430722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07031299619978006,0.4011044116165191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740455990286956,0.054912589264363786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888668562099119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507314904501935,0.07353835937386446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993516072197677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715578567536872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049522039035957116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045649201124908716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295122246697767,0.12861766075232295,0.0,0.0,0.07038352670949627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853582498079012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043156626701503116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372385787151106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764465673204338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04316565482727256,0.0,0.0,0.1964093835162759,0.0,0.0638554493114071,0.0,0.0,0.09147469710646053,0.0,0.06580716249694869,0.0,0.0,0.0581829209873943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161489795168093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521215514039377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942611526730832,0.06841382680570311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,100100100000101,2019/02/25,"Attack Hangover I am undiagnosed. I have a lot of anxiety about everything. Yesterday I couldn’t hold myself together and wound up sitting in my closet crying and hyperventilating for 30 minutes over some poor life choices. Today I’m dead on my feet. I could barely make it out of bed and couldn’t keep my eyes open. 

Does this happen to anyone else? My husband stayed home from work today because he was worried about how tired I am and that I would need help with our children. This just adds fuel to the fire and I can’t stop thinking about how much of an inconvenience I am. I should be able to get over this. I can just not be tired. I can just be happy. I just want to feel normal. ",2.4729533969679984,4.653536160583943,3.7652554744525553,86.83773161145426,77.9051094890511,6.259180235822573,22.217293655249854,7.321109707123232,0.7887825940482873,542,16,109,7,13,177,93,137,0.211,0.736,0.053,-0.967,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,1,9,2,1,0,3,0,16,6,2,3,0,32,25,7,1,8,5,1,2,0,0,2,4,0,3,1,5,9,0,3,2,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,3,18,1,19,16,3,13,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,2,4,76,23,1,0.1800430190300441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377324167585698,0.0,0.0,0.12589026511450996,0.1844753494959132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048249260008162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975255330182944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437497004616956,0.0,0.19776880223563686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755685924168633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15040283978399935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618110562633193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103516010902266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094065046441627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592114471270666,0.19165914164381712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067904051187875,0.0,0.18059782789761314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600305077909292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271697088455628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15306613638005487,0.0,0.0,0.12018011325950935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132352335002362,0.13349961729396714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764039318969546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919019028000865,0.0,0.15052402570184534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536429677597353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4138659299539968,0.34131946032566496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619403737769346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107346215587956,0.18284242532112832,0.0,0.12789739503236902,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawayaccount_009,2019/02/25,"DnD left me with bad anxiety I normally love playing, but after my character made a pretty huge mistake due to my own carelessness I felt so terrible and guilty that I started crying. Hell, I still feel bad even a few days later.

I know it’s just a game, and the dm has made sure to tell me everything is ok, but I can’t get rid of these negative feelings. “I messed up” keeps running through my head. 

Does anyone have any advice on how to get rid of these negative thoughts and emotions? This really just blindsided me and I’m not sure what to do. ",3.092929292929292,4.763290636363639,4.409393939393941,85.21853535353536,74.45454545454545,8.525252525252526,27.676767676767675,9.150863307647796,2.31610101010101,430,17,88,10,9,142,81,110,0.324,0.5379999999999999,0.138,-0.9849,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,12,1,0,4,1,5,2,1,3,2,23,18,8,0,2,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,5,2,0,1,4,7,0,0,4,3,13,5,11,14,2,11,1,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,6,56,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18013676319969307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535880779464714,0.0,0.14102104268110535,0.0,0.0,0.12889613692736107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078355594178414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20249091214271114,0.11888527000369327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16131883179520468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073598165641742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175608098142428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16567460593959618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864175987228796,0.0,0.17699712482216207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926220600963857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18918796365077206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638515434534362,0.0,0.0,0.10130948279072813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20028800484627435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16637575456113424,0.3488575104928742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18061591450008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18754197609364728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809413624778473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047813983710246,0.0,0.1472156729365414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474801028990511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16112293865389005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463468709208793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DownvotedIRL,2019/02/25,"Wtf is wrong with me?? My anxiety has gotten 10x worst the past few months. Just ended a terrible job in my company and went into a extended depressive state, but since I've left I can't talk straight. Ordering Chipotle? Stuttering. Small talk with a colleague? Stuttering. I just got off a conference call where I had notes written down of what I wanted to say and I just kinda blanked out and stumbled over my words the entire time. Most of the time I'm not even nervous I can just feel my body getting jittery.

I've always had anxiety but this is ridiculous. I can't operate in a business setting like this. How do you stop these feelings?",1.8167741935483868,4.5647405967741985,3.038951612903226,87.07842741935484,86.58064516129032,6.648387096774192,27.10483870967742,7.8658589789855275,2.1424129032258072,510,24,95,11,16,164,87,124,0.228,0.7290000000000001,0.043,-0.9622,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,7,9,1,1,8,0,9,1,1,1,0,22,18,6,0,1,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,8,0,0,6,3,13,1,12,12,3,21,0,1,0,0,5,11,0,2,7,62,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17935775761456552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297956345255972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394313160514917,0.0,0.0,0.22010419680813734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18565589090696688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19091639789645384,0.0,0.0,0.14237103634037632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21798062575872432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126177932834607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723978039750136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21390356204250008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23419947970287264,0.0,0.0,0.1053085391454542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17205272608005703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057701808784795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17141677384245324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17830806078096345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18021235572561248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34650743402303896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513819277133436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713902349220296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19982022951002787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235673885165536,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TrulyPepega,2019/02/25,"For five minutes today, everything was ok. Feeling trapped in my room for yet another day, I decided to go outside for a walk. I live in a place with pretty harsh winters with snowfall a meter high in some places. 10 minutes after walking I decided to walk into some really tall snow. I tripped and fell on my back.

Even though it was subzero and I was wearing only a hoodie, I didn't move. I sat there looking at the clouds. For five minutes lying there in the cold snow, all my anxiety washed away. I didn't worry about exams, failure, or the future. I felt at peace just watching the clouds float by. I felt almost like I was 10 watching clouds float by at recess.

I just wanted to share the only good thing that's happened to me all week.",2.0857142857142823,4.4194968911564665,3.4837006802721078,87.54106122448981,80.08843537414965,5.824761904761906,24.765986394557824,7.03164865440522,1.156893333333334,581,22,111,7,15,190,91,147,0.098,0.768,0.134,0.5288,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,9,1,6,2,1,0,2,19,14,4,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,5,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,9,7,16,4,24,5,4,31,0,0,3,0,1,16,0,4,9,75,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18925234178221528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19817894005281364,0.1445815359126793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17756810241615295,0.14532637177387933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188688019699748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12483017328705025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16985755127794214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556213112626022,0.0,0.36293188126235776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741086632476846,0.1585210020785737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671286695045911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996848069676472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092333971347268,0.0,0.16688706125150374,0.0,0.15870916442148233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008729952831968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874801740889961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3949214977550615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922770278548757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107577192998314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556064277560267,0.0,0.1856877558214275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17914624956183725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147482481011556,0.0,0.15160130985147355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19193476238253296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SpikyLady,2019/02/25,"I used to have weird random time-slowing sensations when I was a kid. Now I'm 25 and it's coming back ? Hi, I have anxiety disorder and am a bulimic. I have no idea of what happened. I was playing a video game, and then, I felt like the time was slowing down. Not like my actions were slow, but the noices. Every noices became slow. Then I started kinda hearing voices. I used to have those ""moments"" when I was 10, but it stopped when I became older. I don't know, is that anxiety ? Am I fucking crazy ? Did stuff like this happened to any of you ? I'm panicking right now",0.4971674876847274,2.829823741379311,2.696600985221675,90.48706896551724,87.44827586206895,5.383251231527094,22.940886699507388,6.868970318607317,0.8749403940886702,438,17,90,6,14,148,71,116,0.17,0.7559999999999999,0.073,-0.8673,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,0,6,6,1,0,5,0,14,1,0,2,0,15,26,10,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,7,4,0,1,3,3,0,2,3,2,0,0,7,3,14,4,6,19,0,20,0,0,0,1,5,2,1,2,19,61,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985579521673078,0.0,0.31465854555296235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15813978072717289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17715780720695687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23570408120425826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17327734921704718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19746577108190586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901292783247712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36372876892300704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317936721693245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23216501208278364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302531132796867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014251399308072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17563244450420093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14556714702656065,0.0,0.0,0.1719408985654511,0.0,0.0,0.23543140004499846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23984390171314196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35524827105645146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,2bitterry,2019/02/25,"How do I deal with anxiety I’ve been lacking in school attendance recently due to my social anxiety. It’s really bad right now, going to school or out in general  literally makes my stomach turn and if even gives me bowel problems like diarrhoea. It may also be due to the fact that I’m a bit of a bummed out person and going to public places don’t help. It’s like the worst feeling. I get confident to go out somewhere but when the time comes I’m like nope fuck that. ",2.8212499999999987,4.518011958333336,4.7004166666666665,82.73625000000001,75.25,8.55,25.541666666666664,9.188382445141503,2.147129166666666,372,13,75,9,8,127,68,96,0.096,0.746,0.158,0.7374,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,1,0,5,0,5,3,2,2,1,18,17,8,0,3,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,4,0,0,1,1,5,3,12,14,3,18,0,0,0,1,6,7,1,3,9,45,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15416658071079287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949532713595344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609637532896537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21046649166099815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16606342182999292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198748339485785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732977189296868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747566663976556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17822256352379787,0.100719909740559,0.18493272332523691,0.3286849825124224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12921677634504186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825485986288987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868255125584324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683285889832229,0.20141470167292508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18446500404412944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350019242670678,0.0,0.1903475908812316,0.0,0.0,0.16463358391347602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39020853002246497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19651555005434487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241192147126776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096899406329271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Marla_Brando,2019/02/25,"How do you replace the adrenaline rush of anxiety? I've done a lot of work to deal with my CPTSD and PTSD but now I'm...bored? I have so much more mental space and tbh I really miss the Big Feelings/arousal states of anxiety. 

How do those of you who no longer experience crippling anxiety cope with missing it?",1.844355971896956,4.41972936065574,3.0905386416861838,88.4260655737705,83.2622950819672,7.420140515222482,25.107728337236534,8.418075326091056,1.931208899297424,245,10,50,6,7,79,48,61,0.221,0.779,0.0,-0.8985,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,2,0,8,6,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,7,5,3,5,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,33,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6384947097593746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28682455981408433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284707671699198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721449143154264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365260617217552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803724593108968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045179769877972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252151712598249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17822985802745997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20254179358776467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OvercookedRamens,2019/02/25,"Holy cow, Clonazepam works wonders!! I don’t know where else to say this! I felt like shit the past week. I couldn’t eat, couldn’t sleep, and felt miserable. Took only 0.5 mg of clonazepam and it took some time to kick in...but after I slept and woke up...I felt so free. Like something heavy was lifted off of me. Thank god for Clonazepam...too bad I only have 3 left :(

I was wondering if anyone else had any experience with it or have any questions about it? ",0.1805267558528385,2.579117336956521,1.2786956521739121,98.49974916387959,93.02173913043478,4.135117056856188,16.859531772575252,5.873414542411696,-0.5643471571906353,353,9,78,3,13,110,66,92,0.133,0.716,0.151,-0.2397,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,1,1,1,0,8,4,3,0,0,16,19,6,0,3,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,4,1,0,7,0,1,2,3,3,0,0,10,4,7,5,9,7,1,9,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,6,6,37,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167366079088475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142620124448674,0.16328019802707888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305653610562326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630621139470139,0.2662448455131994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558818383803233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4590234677376893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875785037977992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731419735832312,0.0,0.0,0.15570767557590995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423965363365689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521243995378586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17851644130999492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12672717533790795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635777902844133,0.0,0.0,0.15947220251864525,0.0,0.0,0.12268089393134783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671462276711086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292241627236973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35410324035771124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782666675548926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3456319907153761,0.11601387890245453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BeanieSheep,2019/02/25,"Does anyone else feel the same way I do sometimes? Idk where else to come, so here I am. 
Do I have anxiety or something like that?

Sometimes, I will feel absolutely dead inside. I will want to do nothing but lay in bed on my phone. It’s hard to breathe. I overthink an insane amount, and it drives me crazy. Often I find myself thinking that my friends actually hate me and they are just pretending to like me as to not hurt my feelings. Sometimes I’m asked to do a small task and I burn inside. I don’t know if this is actually something I need to be worried about or I am just overreacting. Yeah. I might add more later.",0.8997619047619025,3.3096605634920664,2.5764761904761926,91.55185714285713,86.22222222222223,5.2647619047619045,22.685714285714287,6.742157984588678,0.6306704761904762,485,18,103,6,15,159,84,126,0.161,0.703,0.136,-0.5334,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,7,5,1,0,3,1,14,1,1,0,0,23,25,9,1,3,7,0,4,2,1,3,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,6,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,4,20,3,11,21,3,8,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,5,3,69,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.32891651323635634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892286221036625,0.0,0.0,0.117838150850385,0.1726760527694797,0.0,0.0,0.1575502014293198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14517127782368666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474793061238441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281565735153106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556372787012155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540308261785719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020371231369196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15096728722258335,0.1663857396966392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18041187483826465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261815288068707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16466777434885171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17878074854725465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496079841317287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16170641303213654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259480975283765,0.5000331901651462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079854379039582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940172089193376,0.13376906313638084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711475726676981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ConnorSchartz,2019/02/25,Constant daily anxiety Everyday when I wake up I just have this gut ache all the way until the very moment I fall asleep. I don’t know how to handle this anymore and it’s getting to the point where I’m just about ready to give up. I think this all stems from the fact that I really want to interact with a certain person that I can no longer interact with in the manner that I want to. This has been going on for way too long and it’s time for it to end because it’s taking over a lot of aspects of my life. I’m on lexapro only problem is I have to take it consistently and I’m terrible with taking medicine on a consistent basis. I need other ways of getting over this. ,2.604122919334188,3.8531463521126765,4.3191933418694015,87.08861075544176,74.91549295774648,7.417157490396925,24.8809218950064,8.00094639256281,1.3010760563380277,530,17,114,8,11,179,85,142,0.092,0.8490000000000001,0.059,-0.672,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,8,0,7,4,3,1,4,20,22,6,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,14,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,11,1,26,21,3,23,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,1,8,79,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14938028809396678,0.0,0.19365442635801614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903419991543585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110164714869046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17295041858670296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204040037453976,0.18731986501449427,0.11097590058599846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731476266383763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792430417797094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17280696370338694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16601076266572026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478952566964454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851091100821515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17050140180418066,0.0,0.0,0.18459236794308326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186846108336788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250943530093886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44045407019228494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512052205081592,0.0,0.0,0.11386295284791413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611174157446164,0.2303494888229252,0.4649864464713819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chaosandcolors,2019/02/25,"Is anyone here from Colorado, USA? I'll be moving there this fall for my higher studies. I usually find it easier to meet and be friends with people who feel the way I do or are just as anxious as me I guess. It will be great if I can make some friends since it will be a whole different country for me. You can comment here or dm me. I hope I am allowed to post this here. Have a nice day :) ",0.6414285714285732,2.380827666666669,2.5526190476190465,95.4632142857143,81.85714285714286,5.628571428571429,22.404761904761905,6.6274283507984215,0.35179047619047665,300,10,71,3,8,100,60,84,0.022,0.741,0.237,0.9628,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,0,13,0,0,2,0,13,17,6,0,2,4,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,11,5,8,11,2,6,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,6,2,52,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27469393939353176,0.0,0.17001839220131534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15681371796144655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540433731086662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294557916330433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22223764737764048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37571916508301506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26807729478265624,0.267860696483646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24150602187875625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16230666932322393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25843340298397555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16857183402462786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23287358084092094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20113886475824852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677989307164505,0.0,0.0,0.1930037163397104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27147189809771183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Spaghettiguacamole,2019/02/25,is online school a reasonable option I have had anxiety pretty much my entire life and it affects my school work. This is resulting in getting bad grades because i think about everything else and about what is going to happen next. I am so anxious about what everyone will think. I know it is probably not anything bad but i can’t do anything about it. I have thought that maybe online school would be better since i can do the work in the comfort of my room not having to go to school and get distracted by my anxiety. Thanks for reading:),5.517898351648357,6.575203894230771,5.748516483516487,80.31076923076924,67.75,9.019780219780221,31.203296703296704,9.23628265651192,2.7337296703296703,431,17,79,8,7,137,68,104,0.116,0.767,0.118,0.501,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,5,6,0,1,3,0,16,1,0,3,0,15,26,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,7,3,0,0,5,1,0,2,3,3,0,0,2,0,11,3,12,21,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,57,18,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22459478090193166,0.1658360012304836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415987310477749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451345512230323,0.08948456449965775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298278058268923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262796821291486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402684351718068,0.13192943093663215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15338813471283072,0.0,0.16685339408254593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298098912591618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067441800910835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368529634384163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747480543719604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791084764678324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15611761574304026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14934277973648674,0.15826929863707287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683422434327645,0.0,0.0,0.15092919424697074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5942554825888521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142992705696518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514865283026195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18811997616888576,0.0,0.1165384356307914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21373628814311596,0.0,0.0,0.10427860082341668,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Arboria_Institute,2019/02/25,"Distraction really helps me get out of my own head and stop overthinking things. Here are some videos I use to help when I'm feeling anxious. Thought you all might be able to get some use out of it as well. [Moose2](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bf9qwHSRz30&list=PLDbUIhv7XTWSMFPZHyAnwbzWJGOMCcVu8) -   Youtuber Brutalmoose has a second channel where he posts looong unedited game streams.  They're nice and pretty relaxing for the most part.  This one is a cheesy spy thriller game that's pretty funny.  [Shenmue](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qZ7DDJS-7Hc&list=PL0n3r-atEtgw3NyVGSKDDrC7pNeTzes8f) is also pretty good if you want something on in the background to get you out of your own thoughts for awhile.

[baremetalhw](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_G4PyibedPg&list=PUnsnjDFdtULQ4ILpABYb9UQ) - A fun soothing channel dedicated to restoring old Hot Wheels and Matchbox cars.  Surprisingly interesting.

[Bob Ross](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lLWEXRAnQd0&list=PLAEQD0ULngi67rwmhrkNjMZKvyCReqDV4) - This one's the motherlode.  Over 400 full episodes of The Joy of Painting with Bob Ross.

[Monster Factory](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8-3jDVTLdaQ&list=PLaDrN74SfdT6duuVl_8qxJ5eaaPHRX_ij&index=8) - One of my favorites.  Two guys create the most bizarre creatures possible in games with customizable characters.  Proceed with caution if you're particularly sensitive about body horror, as though it is funny, the faces on some of the other videos in the playlist can get a little unsettling.  The linked video is wonderful though IMO, and actually stopped an anxiety attack dead in its tracks for me, which is pretty rare.  If you like this, be sure to check out their other shows, [Touch the Skyrim](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Onzu_r-O7YA&list=PLV1wH82dKNHl-MQ4H8WZK4vWN9XoXb-2F&index=1), and [Car Boys](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rRFbgmHTniA&list=PLaDrN74SfdT6FvTs9d2JPLJnVRjnjIlfo&index=1)

[glasslinger](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ppj3gqUTt9E) - A 90 minute video of a nice crossdressing gentleman restoring a tv set from the 1940s.  Pretty fascinating stuff.

[Baywatching](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PVcsEYeJV54&list=PLzSaABvhwN1NVzkxm86VLsslYmThKtVu0) - A Youtuber who  has dedicated herself to reviewing every single episode of Baywatch.  Over 100 so far.  There is some drama, you know, people drowning and stuff, so maybe avoid if you're feeling too panicky.

[West of Loathing](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iVWOZ8ctPE0&list=PL3tRBEVW0hiA59ScsacVW6pndKYwGz1Sz) - Youtuber Markiplier plays a hilarious wild west RPG about stick men.",13.037695896802525,18.48968944380404,6.947416632358997,59.96847502401539,60.902017291066294,9.18372444078496,36.21579525181832,9.424239791934726,4.638897680801428,2235,97,248,51,42,568,216,347,0.081,0.6579999999999999,0.261,0.9956,0,1,1,0,0,0,200.0,0,6,1,0,13,15,1,2,21,0,13,3,3,2,2,40,27,18,2,5,4,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,14,13,0,3,7,14,1,2,0,3,1,5,2,4,13,12,39,22,12,27,0,0,0,0,17,18,0,13,6,138,27,1,0.06345899302488035,0.0,0.061926823122487526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050748133794894124,0.0,0.8250935091548475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04854595596913134,0.07169059923389008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219376580348519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07048863544471648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053466938587388206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06417354720555221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261881872860956,0.0,0.0,0.05322639255773837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628343801033024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512723476345816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507045073282886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03487540297043284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03100285855440558,0.06360258228657441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06375308796188286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06731996325788607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658953822798246,0.0,0.12900436801592088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687199054122193,0.0,0.04399447553106807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154047974664121,0.0607761736319563,0.32280304913055125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04065345589212331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04885383315644404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610911934881896,0.0,0.0,0.1452907291648522,0.0,0.0,0.05980934991961564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042159335195620116,0.0,0.12469627689607768,0.1007587040468969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06199021523297873,0.0,0.0,0.10961639001101756,0.0,0.0,0.03742975825188973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05705725584805235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881857095607602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Brookeashleigh,2019/02/25,"Struggling with applying for jobs Hey y’all. 

So I’m struggling hard. I’m not sure what to do. 

So my fiancé and I are moving in 3 days to CO(he got a job up there) freaking out over this as well.. 

I have to look for a new job. The only experience I have is in insurance for the past 3 years and I know I could get a job with some company but I hate working for insurance because the people are stressful and I’m one of those people that complete all of my work as soon as I get it so I’m done within the first 2 hours and I have nothing else to do afterwards. I ask everyone if they need help and they don’t. So my bosses have complained to me that I need to look busy even if I’m just scrolling through the website... My last 2 bosses laid me off because of this I’m pretty sure(first one said it was because of financial reasons-plenty of other ways he could’ve cut the budget.. he is now hiring..-and the second one was because they didn’t have enough work for me-he is also now hiring-). I don’t have a college degree so it’s really hard for me to get a job that’s not retail but I’m just putting off applying for jobs. So I’m not sure what to do about a new job because I need to make what I was making here at my last job but the only way to do so is to get a job in insurance. 
Also the last job (which I put in a 2 weeks for since we are moving) I was working for I think he was slightly disappointed because I look great on paper and I’m great in interviews but when I’m actually doing stuff I’m scatterbrained and awkward... so I’m not really looking forward to this whole process again.  ",0.5935276967930037,2.5566869533527736,2.852991253644316,92.06292711370264,83.25655976676384,5.785889212827989,22.044897959183675,6.9916214562510826,0.5849594169096209,1247,42,280,16,35,425,149,343,0.099,0.8420000000000001,0.059,-0.8101,10,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,1,1,3,5,22,14,2,4,17,0,28,0,0,4,3,37,59,27,0,6,12,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,16,11,0,0,2,0,2,5,7,9,1,5,9,7,30,5,46,49,4,37,0,1,4,0,14,14,0,3,18,184,46,20,0.0,0.0,0.06515059323338565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677993333147333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062413948063371465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24418689134971305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06999923665428141,0.0,0.0,0.10660888648200208,0.0,0.0,0.0430563051312668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832124194489675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05577152238093089,0.0,0.0,0.06898353448351957,0.0,0.044096017733404456,0.0,0.0,0.06379445313763815,0.0,0.06530655961621497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357633834837792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952265397160718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05339608965904709,0.14721183775215846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196122167854607,0.06591417098613174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04474951283156245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06574763827675123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6625150386988838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036690937435671415,0.16326110425674434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22425482379778125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912900695254819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14191599561111565,0.0,0.14851069775907824,0.0,0.12895932423551068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406044278546777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572004314368324,0.1015518165266029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06373238390518055,0.0925694565074476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06792148890571531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342295539695101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553956540351977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06350644919683528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05522665011307834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647624616711295,0.1395893724639785,0.07642711767789663,0.0,0.0,0.18876866751870205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042778729901920685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598596870503507,0.053552870044052216,0.0,0.0600275273190916,0.0,0.0,0.07453797429847908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19441565169038594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042992876837334736
anxiety,BaptistFire,2019/02/25,"I don't know what to do anymore I (19M) get sometimes very lonely. I also have ASD so I have difficulty hanging on to people as friends. I do have one best friend(19F) and she supports me everyday. We've met at school so she is not someone online. I eat everyday very little. I am in height 187cm and weighs 72 kilogrammes. My best friend says I am so thin as a pencil but I still think I am fat(but not very fat). I can't really relate to others except my best friend who also has ASD(girls can get it too, but it is more rare, statistically if four boys have ASD than should one girl). But I am feeling very depressed but am to embarrassed to tell it to my parents because I do not want to disappoint them. School is going great, I am studying for Financial Administrator. It is difficult to explain school stuff because I am not American, hence the metrics. But I am very lonely because I don't have a gf and don't have that many friends. What should I do? Also I am obsessed about the certain weight I want to weight( it's 71 kilogrammes) I don't know what I should do.",2.5344894494300263,4.3964142995391695,3.9268833373756986,87.25092650982296,76.51152073732719,6.7804026194518565,26.62842590346835,7.669130373188453,1.455014746543779,841,33,174,12,19,277,112,217,0.105,0.7290000000000001,0.166,0.9399,1,4,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,3,9,17,0,2,4,0,34,5,1,0,1,25,46,17,0,6,11,1,4,0,5,3,1,1,0,2,12,3,5,0,5,0,0,2,9,7,0,3,1,5,29,10,18,42,4,11,0,4,0,0,16,6,0,1,3,125,41,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570707466304157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062670246620783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959584993114324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373515199020485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229075795695026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964431262780416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05417979756237312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.413930871753081,0.0,0.11196608360548073,0.0,0.06089754304229712,0.0,0.0,0.1181366069543722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777701904442996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739549807627397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863636612971526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521934863860864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898077229836584,0.0,0.0,0.07428642741225369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864498243773376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521239970986276,0.0,0.32533379702637943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079042465877957,0.0,0.10597709831389482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557255765929367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266459681007336,0.0,0.12159600210257948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936564815631971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865934258546208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4420624076201176,0.12640328067889606,0.0,0.0,0.2609670756206043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,joolia__,2019/02/25,"Dating someone with GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder), how should I support them? I've recently met someone who is sometimes open, sometimes not about having GAD and I want to pursue them further. On the outside looking in he seems to have a pretty good grip on his life (he's a teacher, maintains healthy relationships with family/friends, social, etc...) 

I've been lucky enough to not be an anxious person by nature but in turn I can't relate to the thought process he goes through. I've done my best to create as many non-stressful situations, but I'd like to know what could be potential triggers. I don't want to push him away by trying to get closer, so I am reaching out for help with people of similar situations. What has worked for you, how have you been able to have successful relationships all the while coping with GAD?",6.447884615384615,7.367324942307698,6.529897435897437,76.03176923076926,65.6025641025641,9.316923076923075,34.83076923076923,9.3871,3.263512307692308,665,30,117,12,10,212,108,156,0.008,0.77,0.221,0.9843,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,2,3,5,6,0,0,6,0,16,1,0,3,1,24,26,8,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,2,12,6,27,17,4,13,0,0,1,0,16,9,0,2,4,77,15,2,0.15194111830405133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623453962147012,0.17165021536370906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275368224241955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15945282963803964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131261940446413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17413768513760067,0.0,0.0,0.15548851685456452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15699579162918534,0.1694545107297656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738933109546988,0.0,0.07938296317547497,0.0,0.0,0.12744100123590718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184292881788988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350286501638021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732050529085536,0.07423075556102537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12759227202691115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15404444585878982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533684026107833,0.1326691238609591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15457874113326606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15002352401215846,0.32625579736478066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832148759469434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34157636611411263,0.0,0.1548848357147633,0.25747843294291456,0.0,0.3005473022540837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740480376618385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17242098046772353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062427594580727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031580456515026,0.16526830572434545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17923761646872244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061494373533452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sixlovessa,2019/02/25,"Interfering with work I’m currently in my first “real adult” job after college at a great company. I’m in the sales department - a role I was really proud to get because I assumed I was always way too awkward for these types of positions. Anyway, we have to make calls pretty often which is expected. I’m fine with making the calls but I get very anxious at the thought of my colleagues listening to what I’m saying that I tend to put the calls off. I just wish I didn’t have this anxiety so I can do this very normal part of my job without worry. Any advice?",3.22928220255654,4.789716097345135,4.970383480825959,81.79022615535892,73.86725663716814,8.208062930186825,26.714847590953788,8.841846274778883,2.1132269419862344,441,16,86,9,9,150,77,113,0.059,0.8059999999999999,0.135,0.8102,3,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,3,5,4,0,1,6,0,8,0,0,2,0,15,20,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,6,3,0,0,2,0,1,2,2,1,0,1,4,2,12,3,17,16,1,11,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,2,3,57,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611022165718073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717922377190742,0.0,0.0,0.11211249410609607,0.0,0.12611974455213384,0.18624826479710999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049895523604052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5050306705768173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023238447144967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17226822715669005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817620406733617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272021795242745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200946667639555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615307372979182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785305643532264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16772494138495184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16573285152005765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876501882973101,0.10561546003000208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110567555000874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13088280745649591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720584834302735,0.0,0.13086057649115768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895843149684378,0.1589220498607273,0.0,0.12002222827208718,0.16742638020514147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thortastic,2019/02/25,"Does anyone else’s anxiety make holding down a job seem impossible? For the last few months I have jumped from about 5 jobs. I have no problem getting the jobs and going to interviews but once I actually get one, my anxiety sets in and I start to feel suffocated knowing that I’m going to be watched and judged and held accountable for things. It literally feels like my whole world is about to crumble, and like I’m going to die. I get panic attacks and I can’t breathe and I know it’s completely irrational but it’s so hard to try to talk myself down when I’m feeling this way. It’s such an unhealthy pattern of starting and quitting and it makes me so disgusted and ashamed of myself. I try to explain why it’s so hard for me to my mother but she thinks I’m just lazy, and I’m so tired of her being disappointed in me over and over. I know I can’t just do NOTHING all day but holy shit, I feel like something is wrong with me that’s keeping me from functioning like a normal human being. 
The good news is I am finally going back to therapy in two weeks, which will help me cope better, but it’s also nice to talk to people on this sub and share experiences. Am I a complete fuckup for being this way? ",2.888306451612902,4.431584120967743,4.471806451612904,85.08770967741938,74.7258064516129,7.540645161290323,26.51290322580645,8.238735603445708,1.6663848387096771,954,35,198,16,20,320,135,248,0.229,0.6579999999999999,0.113,-0.9884,3,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,12,16,3,2,7,0,15,3,2,2,1,40,43,24,1,2,7,1,6,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,14,14,0,3,10,0,1,5,3,8,0,2,1,7,26,8,32,37,3,26,0,1,1,0,10,9,1,1,13,128,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.1076453238591821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882137823668977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168771620724497,0.0,0.0,0.07713036835059553,0.11302424095526553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254920066730842,0.0,0.08482053791813911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755903105369736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23131302803500445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113994946188648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448295648153227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653183729830372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214871716223272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790301992851284,0.0,0.0,0.2231014582637513,0.15760903393809342,0.0,0.12083772712865752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17289514024835426,0.0,0.25076377669693456,0.09252165662367272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19762975553057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393755854283936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283929233622445,0.09804739073366643,0.0,0.0,0.18186823696960167,0.08991626716464646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21556492526983986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14726375221611715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804730684919176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080790499037344,0.1058441184948506,0.0,0.0,0.11747510526062722,0.07474799165705534,0.0,0.0,0.12942342584188454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764741242609775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055504743377794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732682053933885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042084615469962,0.0,0.0,0.11323023739210107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492098297188776,0.0,0.0,0.1561540512731992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17732381848315829,0.0,0.0,0.12614754735496558,0.0,0.07328416124050073,0.07068132469770035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267835586654678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497846561966324,0.0,0.10775551624302916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17511573355768445,0.08848294011429865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953639336189313,0.12315566113764165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206051851445576,0.0,0.0
anxiety,charlie_ciel,2019/02/25,"I’m applying to my dream uni again after fucking up and being rejected last year, please help me with preparing for the interview Basically, I’m stressed out. I struggle a lot with articulating myself when I’m with friends or family, and this increases immensely when talking to people I feel uncomfortable with or look up to. I also keep talking myself down in conversations and always feel like the other isn’t interested/is irritated/looks down on me etc. 

Last year I applied to the Dutch film academy and I got through the first 2 rounds, a portfolio round and an art assignment round, and totally fucked up in the last round, the interview. I kept on rambling, blacking out, talking about my depression and anxiety and basically did everything the school was NOT looking for. 

I applied again this year and just handed in my portfolio. I’m not *too* worried about my own work, but I’m breaking down just thinking about the interview. I’m trying to prepare with watching a lot of Dutch films but I know they are gonna ask about last year and my mental well-being and I know I will mess up again. 

They’re looking for social, creative, outspoken people and only accept about 10 people and I know I can do it, but I just *can’t present myself*. Please help me",4.839247168554298,6.835193839662452,5.705116588940707,76.37674217188544,70.51898734177216,9.208882966910947,31.461025982678212,9.682069395223575,3.272245569620254,1008,45,177,25,19,330,123,237,0.07400000000000001,0.821,0.104,0.7844,0,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,2,15,10,2,2,12,0,9,3,1,0,1,42,31,21,0,0,10,0,7,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,20,0,2,7,4,2,1,4,7,0,1,4,12,25,3,35,24,6,32,0,2,9,2,13,14,2,4,17,121,29,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256833809404884,0.09631650317293597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855140335626473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821425460492667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969864946707477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909617725537284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040321258269426,0.0,0.10912245868302092,0.0,0.1170572821145916,0.08269459685776162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846019340618807,0.0,0.0,0.08943116255640904,0.21402519845994156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925789542331908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551747750385637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288736942402277,0.0,0.0,0.1908459199532989,0.3774194551338128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05655150008363333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888164320929707,0.0,0.0,0.19681962317606555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665268805649312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803604378659607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240747502264212,0.0,0.0,0.2541260057112595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714910899548997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179965060799656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325956814261169,0.12101109095535513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791157584628691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417041403279838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858928800061127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407664193934472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842702051544827,0.11755368660690788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981668210156986
anxiety,Melissa_1999,2019/02/25,"Today i’m proud of myself. That’s something I never get to say about myself, or get to think about myself.

My usual day involves struggling to get out of bed and spending the day on the sofa. Usually, I’ll be thinking and knowing that there is stuff to do, but I have 0 motivation to do anything. I always get stuck in this cycle of feeling unmotivated (due to depression), then feeling anxious over the things I haven’t done.

Today I managed to complete a day at university. That in itself is a huge achievement for me because my campus is 2 hours away each way and the whole journey is terrifying for me because of public transport. Sat through and remained calm for 2 lectures. Ate a healthy lunch. I even wore clothes that I felt I looked overweight in but wore them anyway.

This is probably the first time in a while that I feel like i’ve achieved something. Heres to tomorrow.",5.148412228796847,6.487528491124268,5.612559171597635,79.90728057199212,68.82248520710058,7.52682445759369,33.609960552268255,7.793537801064563,2.4903250493096656,701,33,126,8,12,225,105,169,0.105,0.772,0.123,0.2617,0,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,5,6,5,0,1,9,0,11,3,0,1,1,18,29,9,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,10,6,3,0,8,0,1,2,2,2,0,1,7,6,17,3,27,21,2,28,0,1,1,0,4,10,0,1,16,91,27,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684303123374732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17221481372552444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254458626444122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14322323303771806,0.0,0.0,0.1858531017664879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598313715561364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294935286391397,0.0,0.13129711411562148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559999555481379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006857693220669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23123608108061236,0.10890380138965196,0.146367159133778,0.0,0.0,0.12966614210524213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185762904468794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15012356855047418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377752578913397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447491816167967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801195333994686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175718110948164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643570610785007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122711327163005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23471288751169045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15936431539795556,0.17450834646770844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127495285425724,0.1953559324488802,0.0,0.0,0.0888895081334185,0.0,0.2889922761994237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357842045663576,0.0,0.0,0.12100048195879436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701948083231459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,t0riz0,2019/02/25,"Need Advice for Travel Anxiety Hi, all! 
For frequent travelers with anxiety, what do you do to mitigate your stress and worry? I will be in Tokyo for 7 days in April, and to be honest, I don't even want to go because I'm so nervous. It's been a dream of mine since I was little, and yet I feel no excitement whatsoever.  Only fear. 

I've traveled all over the US and internationally since I was young and never felt this terrible. 

I want to pull the plug on this whole trip, but I feel like I'd eventually regret that decision. How do you prepare your mind before a trip, and how do you prevent meltdowns once you're at your destination?",5.050807086614173,5.484450015748035,6.489438976377954,76.81163877952758,68.5275590551181,9.81456692913386,30.04822834645669,9.827888789773867,2.7187488188976374,500,18,100,11,8,171,86,127,0.16699999999999998,0.753,0.08,-0.7819,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,6,0,0,5,8,0,3,4,0,11,0,0,2,3,23,19,10,0,4,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,4,4,0,7,3,5,0,0,4,3,15,3,14,12,3,19,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,0,7,66,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20126476298820575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31512242395627416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555319744547624,0.0,0.17525943289927706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282916415877372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360366887126398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317657548634972,0.20828226930112145,0.14714008373793405,0.19775688062872346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705357928949785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10062316975949552,0.20642914018181135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20796402309526832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527190329951584,0.15885144420087846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21934398547180645,0.0,0.15664422280208942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34074961850278074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359300414981837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24774825637405445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24296475191327666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299504519482169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20916553134414148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Desblade101,2019/02/25,How to get treatment? Should I see my family practice first or try to get in to see a therapist? I'm not really sure where to start getting treatment. Should I call my family practice doctor and get medications from them or should I call a counselor first and get that set up? ,3.158888888888889,5.414581555555557,4.355333333333334,83.07300000000002,76.03703703703705,8.023703703703704,25.61481481481481,8.841846274778883,2.100574814814816,220,8,42,5,5,72,33,54,0.055,0.945,0.0,-0.4056,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,1,1,10,12,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,6,1,7,9,0,7,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,2,3,28,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4031980273181342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020788826524452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722405459960715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33586922980595385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5157474590590592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19889085175245655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647928418809834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146537170944001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13974260071783098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860762781314773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22923248126632545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340426151859695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,brinkleycf,2019/02/25,"Best tips for anxiety What are your best tips for managing your anxiety? I’m allergic to medication, I do workout regularly but I was wondering what everyone is doing on those days when anxiety rears it’s ugly head?! ",3.17625,6.225134125,6.115000000000002,65.47000000000003,82.75,12.2,33.0,10.793553405168565,5.76985,175,10,28,9,5,63,31,40,0.251,0.635,0.114,-0.643,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,0,2,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,4,6,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,21,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6080560953718936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5560955478549624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17087027510532096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531702551946547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27191425308298184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669083821449266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873260378353884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,goyazi,2019/02/25,"Mental disorders militancy So, In the last years Ive seen a lot of people fighting for some minorities like LGBT people, women, and so on, but I dont see many people talking about the struggles of people with depression, anxiety and other mental disorders. I'm not sure what I think about it and would like to see other opinions on this. Do you think that maybe we should be more active on making other people care more about the issues we have to deal with everyday? I have failed to pass some job interviews and Im sure that my anxiety played a large role on that. It made me think about how common that probably is, people with mental disorders loosing life opportunities because of a ilness, but I'm not sure what could done about it ",7.124414893617022,7.1658179929078045,7.351835106382983,73.74562500000002,64.1063829787234,10.454255319148935,30.39095744680851,10.125756701596842,2.9393468085106385,591,18,105,12,8,192,82,141,0.161,0.716,0.123,-0.6297,1,0,0,0,2,0,11.0,2,1,0,2,8,12,1,1,6,0,11,1,0,3,3,29,22,9,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,13,9,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,3,3,9,8,20,15,5,10,0,2,3,0,9,5,0,4,6,74,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773916244659254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067756515745302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821126195551625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257077411953472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953178426799965,0.0998612371780783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3986409755812665,0.0,0.0,0.1186495884977626,0.13588392587680073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523796115133215,0.12101400693549227,0.11505519290559882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450873689413827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189372467963146,0.1132874475795749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857029747316676,0.0,0.10970774169038452,0.07739262121920468,0.11754765227201235,0.1164799787387913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505287728090115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4822802224934052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12500578987439664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18478256666722348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212084348149725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278237351192931,0.0,0.0,0.09319031269059376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228741115426525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236233416829397,0.0,0.0,0.07466326723391452
anxiety,horrorbird,2019/02/25,"Hyperventilating making it hard to take controlled breaths I've been dealing with panic attacks for a little over 10 years. I feel like I've done it all in regards to treatment aside from counseling (which is my next step once I work up the courage to call and make an appointment). A few years ago I managed to get to a point of being almost completely free of it (it went away almost as suddenly as it came and I was having months of sweet relief and feeling normal between a small random attack here or there).

 Life stresses caught back up with me after about 2 years and it's become fairly regular again. I gained better supporting relationships in that time and thankfully was able to better manage it all. It's gotten to the point where the only time it gets bad is during pms. It still sucks but at least it's predictable and easier to tell myself I'm not actually dying. 

Recently though the controlled breathing has almost become a trigger due to my body trying really fucking hard to hyperventilate. The sensation is awful, like a weird mix between not getting enough air and getting too much, and I'm not able to take the deep slow breaths that were so helpful in the past. Taking too deep a breath feels like it floods me with adrenaline or something (it's hard to put into words).  I'll instantly feel like I'm gonna throw up which makes my heart speed back up and get hot sweaty and freak out all over again. 

Overall through the years it has seemed like every time I make progress the anxiety and symptoms evolve to throw me off all over again. I feel so absolutely helpless and hopeless at this point. My worst attacks come in the middle of the night and afterwards I just lay there depressed staring into space feeling like it will never get any better and I'm doomed to never fully live because I'm so scared of dying. ",7.1243162393162365,7.205334957264959,6.819742165242168,77.42687820512822,64.0997150997151,9.299202279202278,32.07991452991453,8.841846274778883,2.5590181196581194,1474,51,267,20,20,463,195,351,0.157,0.705,0.138,-0.9115,0,0,1,0,0,1,22.0,0,0,0,8,18,31,5,3,19,1,13,10,6,7,6,55,48,23,2,1,7,0,10,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,20,22,0,2,7,0,1,8,5,16,0,0,9,12,16,16,49,36,9,64,1,4,1,1,5,29,2,7,33,165,36,3,0.15509325126273482,0.0,0.07567432038098433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874040472655532,0.0,0.23295523194885026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05273436461643071,0.0,0.05932295635354784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646614449501203,0.07285760745948729,0.11925713688597304,0.06474819327747525,0.047271703223124864,0.17128831096178382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057510658337664,0.0,0.08613681944108773,0.0,0.0,0.07918377500214241,0.08869268106549802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06679955153393166,0.08130616158819524,0.0,0.17395026913799014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994716596503487,0.0667907950261131,0.0,0.16096230874420422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935712163424281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012639379687905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653363766529657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352594236076861,0.2215972993823893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169060582652123,0.2430894676406911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083996345684309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189312474561546,0.05197786854799216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05477347500960997,0.22731218551275706,0.07772209111215289,0.06847509115253911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20705189907341726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06189697674099413,0.0,0.05700569246815845,0.0,0.11961747656947888,0.0,0.08247171610624612,0.07277225500255183,0.0759792284111368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825846254493317,0.0,0.058977703177436835,0.0,0.09098425682452824,0.0,0.0,0.07402702874872798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21991987951845124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795577728124299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049678354074288236,0.0,0.07656793751635241,0.08325605491359385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763770037521824,0.0,0.0,0.07059553552722267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596991809963753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06192883540026998,0.0,0.08882939765803244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.087998991797386,0.0,0.080600636103637,0.17491623503445855,0.0,0.06777916880769702,0.07139451416363223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07618916595709484,0.0,0.1356541830572831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05264906850950354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188649886667466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05645486703548923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997499377624377
anxiety,kittykatkare,2019/02/25,"I'm trying to see a therapist for my anxiety but my doctor said it's just because I ""don't work or go to school"" I had to see a clinician before being referred to a therapist. This doctor was an old man, couldn't even hear me half the time. Told him I was there to be referred to see a therapist for my anxiety. He asked me why and just kind of said ""that's it?"" Then he asked me if I was working or going to school and I said ""not right now"" and he went on to say ""not right now? Well that's why. You gotta do something"" I got laid off at the end of last year and I also graduated from a university last year. For him to assume and belittle me like that was disheartening. He discredited all of my anxiety because he thinks I'm just some lazy entitled kid who doesn't want to do anything with their life. The whole time I was sitting in there he made it feel like I was making it up in my head because I'm otherwise seemingly healthy.

I felt so angry I wanted to cry because it's taken me SO LONG to finally take the steps to see a therapist and that one moment made me feel so stupid.

Also, that's the thing with anxiety. It can hold you back from doing things like going to school or working. Not everyone is emotionally stable enough for it, it was very insensitive of him to assume that would magically cure my anxiety. I've been trying real hard to get back on my feet after being laid off so it was a crappy experience.

Anyways I'm so frustrated about it I had to vent about it and now I have to wait 2 weeks for my insurance to go through and get real help. At least I'm one step closer!",2.8631437125748502,3.972405278443116,4.847346107784432,84.10513892215572,74.05988023952095,8.45777245508982,25.33604790419161,8.954980946260402,1.7651692455089818,1249,40,271,26,25,431,157,334,0.16699999999999998,0.77,0.063,-0.989,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,1,3,22,8,2,0,13,0,24,5,2,3,1,43,62,21,0,5,11,0,4,3,0,2,3,5,0,2,21,10,0,2,9,0,0,7,6,3,1,3,21,13,33,5,45,35,5,39,0,1,4,0,24,12,0,8,22,181,54,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299821104640658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108540816922699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668777354275803,0.0,0.15195170925023238,0.0,0.0,0.12498219930578827,0.0,0.19816412126028746,0.0,0.0691542155430644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927054480442621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16636520942813926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141705965640316,0.07198050590750549,0.08397294435091793,0.0,0.05367762714606762,0.0,0.0,0.07765632919988955,0.0,0.07949700080549611,0.0,0.0,0.08218443199759867,0.058058826834647435,0.07803130320513099,0.08902658050947476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491974313413278,0.0,0.18474893632516154,0.0,0.0649985086885768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728013583169982,0.0,0.0834057805697545,0.0,0.091596443348012,0.0,0.05447311998246799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462950294726591,0.0,0.1324907044853943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05740293242883375,0.11911227124945042,0.0,0.0,0.07192080119467294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15379801340845373,0.05424791000428488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527849268982962,0.0,0.11014040491001932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850045832860987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388071305186466,0.2319172349281817,0.06462863451312488,0.0,0.24674670745543414,0.25904454168912106,0.07398454735500176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06256510203507079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06110442337662765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774398319412201,0.1079834656903191,0.05207410626828838,0.0,0.0,0.09477760177847216,0.0,0.0,0.07765632919988955,0.0,0.11035308318713853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06705570989984885,0.09586951495406336,0.0,0.06518935583266591,0.0,0.07307088929016131,0.07533748472714519,0.14666586252190086,0.09073430659444788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774951242630712,0.0,0.0,0.05773140153826106,0.0,0.0,0.10466957024389284
anxiety,CaptBaker,2019/02/25,"Eating with others in any setting Hey everyone,   not sure why it started but its been about a year now.  Every time I get invited out to eat with friends or coworkers I have a small attack.  When they come up to my desk ask if I want to go to lunch and the first thing I think of is how can I get out of this.  My body feels hot, my stomach tenses and I feel sick instantly.  


The times I do go I usual order a salad or something not too greasy or sweet BUT I can barley get it down.  The first bite is a real chore.  My mouth is super dry and I feel like I might throw up.  I've never talked to anyone about this and when I tried to tell my parents they just kinda brushed it off.

I did not used to be like this and its frustrating almost to not know why I feel like this now.  Does anyone else go through this?  Any tips for calming myself down would be much appreciated.",1.5706318681318656,3.2114148956043955,3.0451510989011012,93.49047390109892,78.61538461538461,5.868681318681317,19.61675824175824,6.6274283507984215,-0.015187912087912368,669,15,153,6,16,219,110,182,0.08199999999999999,0.753,0.165,0.9547,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,3,9,10,2,0,7,0,13,8,3,2,2,37,30,14,0,3,11,1,5,3,1,2,1,0,1,0,12,10,4,0,6,0,0,5,5,2,0,2,2,7,22,8,24,24,1,28,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,7,15,104,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879546238114265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18851580518063726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19383527543864146,0.14201983826412073,0.0,0.0,0.12957936996244826,0.157686124149291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15396176658945104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11939815085210115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129642105598964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836603008764105,0.11578884137612792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678285821691275,0.13244547574976054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803366140866025,0.19804255547012853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357990613072855,0.0,0.0,0.10708786694854884,0.0,0.2172502079836335,0.0,0.2363216335805412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617509713403453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031499762583476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470407308146858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189251443229057,0.0,0.1069027050633382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15390730654324708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15776576295630773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670688132885696,0.0,0.0,0.0981071534684516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306359970524991,0.0,0.0,0.11140751669069808,0.12114912804198465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208471243630842,0.08881413595013002,0.0,0.0,0.1616463807561606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941054435212362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197124397910268,0.1526566591575945,0.0,0.08175433766194401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501435509263006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846284290303953,0.0,0.0,0.08925873248393952
anxiety,littlelid96,2019/02/25,"Currently having an anxiety attack So I recently asked my boss if I could go back to full time and he said yes but only scheduled me four days this week, giving me today off. I took some highly caffeinated pre-workout as I was planning to go workout since I am off today. My manager just called and left a voicemail saying he DID mean to schedule me today and asked if I could come in and close. I called back and left a message explaining that I have plans tonight with my mother and asked if it counted as a write up since he did mean to schedule me today. My mom is at work, my fiancé is also at work with his phone shut off(he’s usually able to reply during the day) and I’m having an anxiety attack since I feel like an awful, horrible person for saying I can’t go in even though I asked for the additional day per week. I took a half a Xanax but I can’t stop shaking, I can’t breathe and I feel like I’m going to get fired (even though I most likely won’t since there are people who do way worse at my job and still have a job lol) I just needed to vent since I don’t have anyone else to talk to. I’m half hoping he just doesn’t call back so I don’t get anymore anxious but now I’m afraid to leave the house Incase he calls and hears noise in the background and assumes I am lying about not able to come in. ",2.6516743471582203,3.742397444444447,4.098238607270866,89.3435483870968,74.55555555555556,6.7479774705581175,22.60471070148489,7.07126945348624,0.5997764464925752,1033,26,226,10,21,343,143,279,0.146,0.799,0.055,-0.9764,3,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,4,17,8,2,2,13,3,23,2,1,1,0,42,51,24,0,7,10,2,3,3,0,1,1,4,0,1,4,17,0,1,6,1,0,9,8,4,0,3,6,7,31,4,28,42,3,49,0,0,0,0,28,16,0,7,26,139,35,6,0.16137190656862416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452452769043236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344906683066573,0.0911521608677606,0.08001878469563117,0.05641749457824855,0.08267229416459952,0.0,0.0,0.3017218980710635,0.18358384012663914,0.0,0.1861275528869087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295575181346897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13900760866375214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884233644350018,0.0,0.0,0.15610729465802692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06740276057365263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065846223538785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159448464436997,0.11528412229625665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431016080228305,0.07740131857403862,0.18342274663999064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093893342788628,0.0,0.0,0.0852491396111108,0.0,0.0801393572986258,0.0,0.09310075698664083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16013671717569394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543477439613759,0.17533104865463628,0.0,0.0,0.11825724350937035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17578131404870606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449841331293056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05982761199231563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06136530332102319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05593748069837516,0.07045186220556161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966764484232526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675081847076659,0.12832941709743392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337212717120896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443590651914644,0.06745706982351256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648523129203406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15854707887375175,0.0,0.04704862821933063,0.0,0.3059233974105668,0.0,0.17929012584021742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886417831705162,0.0,0.0,0.06404475409509955,0.12944280964599833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748066991208968,0.0,0.08222587959054936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sweeterbitter,2019/02/25,"DAE obsess over even the smallest amount of conflict? I was just in a supermarket where the person in front of me finished checking out their items. As they finished bagging, I scanned my first item and they got mad that I didn’t wait for their items to be cleared. I apologized and told her I would wait until she was done. The conflict never felt resolved because she left huffing and puffing.

Does anyone else obsess over situations like this? It is an area where I wish I could deep breathe my way out of the anxious thinking.",5.6832571428571415,7.058654640000004,4.967428571428575,84.89300000000001,67.6,6.914285714285715,33.285714285714285,6.868970318607317,2.0077714285714285,424,19,78,3,7,127,73,100,0.15,0.765,0.085,-0.6983,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,4,2,4,5,1,2,6,0,8,1,1,0,2,18,15,5,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,4,3,0,1,1,2,3,0,1,7,2,17,2,13,5,4,18,0,0,1,0,10,11,0,0,6,59,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27499362401486105,0.0,0.170203878264817,0.2494110239572689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838566115057253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943498688777194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130171738518963,0.2491016434318593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033449259161825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16077562663528164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337199376536091,0.0,0.0,0.20705165576741336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946840149309824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644749176150216,0.0,0.0,0.11892198586430358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18773935711758266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21254364923514707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736125981447681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559727490183898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23259681273416016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932142788507513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799192673625089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291752173748914,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AaronS12397,2019/02/25,"After university I’m graduating in the summer, how is searching for jobs and working when you have anxiety?? ",5.134736842105267,8.317739578947375,7.367631578947371,59.16092105263158,74.26315789473685,10.115789473684213,35.8157894736842,10.125756701596842,5.11655789473684,88,5,12,3,2,31,19,19,0.108,0.892,0.0,-0.264,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,10,1,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5279017663022987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6847881317957519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5023792787193726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yknotme2,2019/02/25,"Impossible to eat and Terrified of myself I haven’t eaten much in about 4-5 days. When I think about it I just feel so sick to my stomach. To make matters worse I have these insane panic attacks after meeting someone romantically because I’m consumed with the idea that they’re going to give me an std and it’s going to be the end of my life. I still have sex but afterwards I panic and can’t breathe or eat for days until I get tested even if I’ve been safe and they’ve been tested before. I’m convinced this is how I’m going to die. And if not, I’m killing myself thinking about it. ",3.083405017921148,4.053755225806455,4.8188172043010775,85.05378136200717,73.35483870967741,6.801433691756272,25.87455197132617,6.937597516519254,1.0638057347670251,464,15,97,4,9,158,80,124,0.175,0.71,0.115,-0.778,0,0,0,0,0,1,8.0,0,0,0,0,9,6,2,2,3,0,8,9,2,2,0,20,22,13,2,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,6,3,1,4,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,3,1,12,2,16,18,1,12,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,3,8,62,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21339442562385694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143443990430262,0.0,0.15961309579703947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24194160340230664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946739508735372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3838735164833095,0.0,0.0,0.1661363851026475,0.0,0.0,0.12389197356288023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484390441309537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800055563848922,0.17993969303880386,0.3198107603473487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21175012116971315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20752470830651998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249025646294565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520822900392933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788971420252238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4401593113695013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15893227264366436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979818759342473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24038185516455104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19115565220269726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,despairdistributer,2019/02/25,Started a new hobby! I recently signed up for pole dancing classes and I hope it will help me break out of my bubble filled with social anxiety. I feel weirdly proud of myself! ,3.630784313725492,5.799704823529414,4.794705882352943,80.87284313725492,74.29411764705881,6.886274509803924,28.98039215686275,7.793537801064563,2.1387568627450984,140,6,24,2,3,46,31,34,0.102,0.655,0.243,0.7494,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,2,6,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,16,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197366607895081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21133207993234507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28014838008822684,0.0,0.0,0.4151265158711566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4036663585348501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4126830180059644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42605545941546025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958327632839953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ManHunted_,2019/02/25,"Anxiety interfering with focus while practicing MCAT passages Hi all, 

I am studying for the MCAT right now and will be taking it in a month. The MCAT is all about being able to reason through material that might not be familiar to you. The key to answering questions is to identify the basic concepts within superficially complex passages. So far I've been fairly successful in improving my reasoning skills, but anxiety has been one major hurdle impeding my progress. Whenever I start reading a particularly complex physics or chemistry passage, I can feel my abdomen and throat tighten up, and my breathing becomes shallow.  I know relaxing and slow deep breaths will eventually help, however under the timed pressure of the MCAT, I get caught in a vicious loop of trying to relax but worrying that relaxing is taking too long which causes more anxiety. The end result is that I cannot focus or use my reasoning skills to solve problems that usually are not as difficult as they seem. Has anyone else experienced this? How have you dealt with it?",9.55375,9.785502527173918,9.35013043478261,60.79921739130438,59.05434782608695,12.794782608695655,43.94347826086957,12.161744961471696,5.939849565217393,851,47,124,25,10,277,123,184,0.08900000000000001,0.768,0.14300000000000002,0.9197,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,1,4,5,8,1,1,10,0,19,4,4,7,2,30,28,13,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,10,4,0,1,3,4,0,1,3,2,14,4,21,19,4,19,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,5,9,91,22,6,0.16519425156245207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3791194508661773,0.0,0.0,0.1155076616501294,0.16926103247920907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18244407219753245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16970000120550566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379985999170516,0.0,0.14631307463275792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352717712186604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630717830008643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072622467693664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078644045581956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619171427283184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752449954766554,0.0,0.0,0.13185647555205848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193990011955103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806858877427826,0.0,0.0,0.18505536823046215,0.0,0.16523895547300094,0.0,0.0,0.5095416110098399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410749882282783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15038664236026802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169253415060502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24841103699339065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632609654304652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215605317544156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267479393935778,0.1819381296279715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16776278118146334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Odins_Lost_Eye,2019/02/25,"I wish I wish I didn’t suffer from anxiety 
I wish I wasn’t depressed 
I wish I could sleep
I wish I wasn’t an alcoholic 
I wish I could control my thoughts
I wish going thru the day was easier 
I wish the best for my wife and daughter 
I wish I felt I was good for them
I wish I was stronger 
I wish I could stay sober 
I wish I could talk about how I feel
I wish I could seek help
I wish this smile was real
I wish my friend was here
I wish I could feel better 
I wish I loved myself 
I wish I could tell my grandfather I loved him
I wish I was a better man ",-1.6252657480314951,0.2409274724409478,0.8851525590551184,102.85402805118109,93.17322834645668,4.4348425196850405,14.236712598425195,5.985473137389443,-1.0566688976377954,427,8,114,4,16,144,51,127,0.057,0.364,0.579,0.997,0,0,1,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,4,3,9,0,0,4,0,16,4,1,2,0,34,42,2,0,26,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,4,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,11,3,43,7,5,24,1,3,0,2,0,2,11,0,0,0,1,73,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04643258851608445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033237522263052585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04559588735207694,0.07685226823536552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04873051090610525,0.2428272724237829,0.0,0.0,0.028020299193449432,0.0,0.03742160999895365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043937124346668105,0.0,0.04171679463522457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033567737425010874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024692441107552063,0.036442034610353995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02912220949936844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842684667653216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049453218711679736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04347927452566951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04630967724773597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034921773810684224,0.037975376998929666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034492777020237834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9492958087209024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lilinosta,2019/02/25,"Went alone to a bar for the first time. I was invited to an casual meet up at a bar short notice last Thursday. I decided I wanted to go and told myself I would go regardless of if I could find someone to go with me. After the usual scramble to ask friends to come with I ended up with no one who could. I faced my anxiety and went by myself. I got there early (of course) before the people running the event. I pushed myself to sit with the organizer. Soon I was participating in conversation with strangers and it was great. 

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Then I was singled out and harassed by someone in the group who was trying to coerce sex from me. I was drinking and they were not. I left early, devastated and scared. I thought I wouldn't go alone to a bar again. I thought I wouldn't be able to attend this event. After a day or so I pushed myself to tell the organizer about it and the person was banned from the event. I decided to go again next month.

​

In the end I did not think that I made a mistake confronting my anxiety. I did not regret pushing myself. I am proud of myself for not letting my anxiety control me and being mindful that this terrible experience will try but I will not let it give more strength to my anxiety about new people and places.",3.5281199999999977,5.186981771999999,4.7666,83.15230000000003,73.28,7.56,26.9,8.238735603445708,1.7704799999999998,993,36,195,16,20,328,127,250,0.091,0.8390000000000001,0.07,0.2624,0,2,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,4,10,11,2,1,16,0,22,6,1,2,0,43,39,14,0,10,8,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,9,16,4,2,6,5,0,13,8,6,0,2,17,0,38,5,38,11,2,46,0,1,0,1,12,10,0,2,22,151,47,0,0.1065212245458676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220647727018092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23083140458270004,0.2588698943045365,0.0,0.0,0.325953780864703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958296564205724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064171642962776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175860291245168,0.0,0.0,0.11947261101176053,0.17009706017789314,0.0,0.0,0.0686973775510471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435024700122664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18869237554625412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419819742630776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735846944022936,0.09060689918232223,0.0,0.0,0.08229803384681507,0.0,0.0,0.10218486490354786,0.3026923334599977,0.0,0.08519475416838201,0.11744002611477652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682901520333376,0.0,0.0,0.11573562214598175,0.2178503382638341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079295824075954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755607100360316,0.0,0.08502422516075014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287886244216284,0.113286530761475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127512016339287,0.0,0.0,0.07218153854323922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769680965423468,0.09301022455828492,0.11129200776349338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664632854828172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18051017576654899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310424536611328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682544995504599,0.0,0.1691319075063492,0.06211338265369162,0.0,0.0,0.10178559492036857,0.0,0.14464183845964987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173180796320238,0.0,0.06282897810691512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19749248468900227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566962167414605,0.0,0.2588698943045365,0.0
anxiety,OneRepublicfanboi,2019/02/25,"Had a chance with the hottest girl in college but ofcourse my anxiety took over. So I had this crush in my class on a girl, she seemed very quite and reserved. We exchanged a few awkward looks mutually. I didn't think that she liked me too but then I noticed her looking at me whenever I laughed or smiled among my group and sometimes my body language and my hairstyles. Sometimes later she started smiling at me whenever we were not in class (I mean whenever we crossed paths outside our class). But still I didn't had the balls to go talk to her and was constantly thinking that I would attract attention from people in our class. (I don't like any kind of attention at all). Turns out she is declared as the hottest girl in college on some Instagram pages of our college. Fuck me and FUCK my social anxiety, I had a chance with her and now I look like a stalker. I don't think I will ever get over this thing.  Again FUCK ANXIETY.",4.0744028103044485,5.615743907103827,4.338458235753318,87.23963114754099,71.6775956284153,7.632943013270882,32.19711163153786,8.192908349453996,2.309668540202967,737,35,148,11,14,230,102,183,0.16399999999999998,0.72,0.116,-0.8704,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,6,0,0,1,6,10,3,1,8,0,13,4,1,0,2,28,29,13,0,1,5,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,3,5,12,0,0,7,1,1,3,5,4,0,0,9,3,35,6,22,18,4,25,0,0,3,3,19,14,3,3,11,104,40,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003112950302978,0.0,0.3375868301059645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633918110735309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589597989988232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305782467427418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40796692978542176,0.07685220758562725,0.0,0.08359871969500947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15317908152639054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155927622531612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705737623244873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602319567225837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16747111928188166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197866633251954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15645596205593867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13391175200504993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499470550110961,0.0,0.0,0.2909657530807194,0.0,0.1041161441543076,0.0,0.11747200139709416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823114479997784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772483305725216,0.2827618085310437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16343038416731973,0.0,0.15999949650123788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137058231287623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449361930404404,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Melie_k,2019/02/25,"PSVT or anxiety?! Hi all. I (35 F) was recently suggested that I may have PSVT, a heart condition where my heartbeat intermittently shoots up to 200bpm. I’m in meds for it awaiting a cardiologist appointment, but they aren’t working and I’ve already increased the dose. 

But this came out of nowhere. It feels so much like constant anxiety attacks. Tight throat, hard to swallow, extreme tightness in chest, shortness of breath, and that feeling of a rush of adrenaline. 

How do I know this isn’t anxiety? How the fuck do you get it to stop? This has been going on for MONTHS and it’s ruining my life. ",3.4216733708769103,5.931137973451327,4.288930008045053,82.60995172968623,76.34513274336283,8.002896218825423,31.511665325824623,8.841846274778883,2.90543185840708,473,24,89,11,11,152,83,113,0.17,0.763,0.067,-0.9074,1,0,0,1,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,1,4,4,2,0,5,0,9,8,4,2,1,18,17,9,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,9,5,1,3,3,0,0,4,2,3,0,0,3,5,7,1,14,13,3,15,0,1,0,1,4,7,1,2,5,56,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24319634429700426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5057734810460314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507156467263611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520576002003851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23815399096219594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22286290528410094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20373904412924648,0.11514018051134915,0.0,0.1252478227834437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19741843836834128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611530085688745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111584862293485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15566189340203287,0.10766721539352712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24479404316553385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17590632315503596,0.0,0.16200567925863166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21760003588585228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842487102938984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16044027684864687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TehSneakyz,2019/02/25,"Any tips? Ugh.. today I met my replacement at my current job. I'm a graphic designer contracted with a company. Well I've been with the business for 8 months and recently they told me they are hiring a new fulltime designer, instead of hiring me. Just met them today and I just don't know how to cope or deal with it. Feeling not good enough is awful, my stomach is doing loops, anyone have any good coping methods? Fuck anxiety.",2.937981927710844,5.291863445783137,4.521310240963857,81.12606174698799,77.19277108433734,7.523493975903612,28.44728915662651,8.472884824447931,2.4717481927710847,338,15,60,7,8,113,63,83,0.159,0.7979999999999999,0.043,-0.8681,2,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,3,0,5,5,1,0,4,1,7,2,1,1,0,12,14,4,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,4,1,10,3,7,10,1,7,0,0,0,1,7,1,1,1,6,39,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194569875915965,0.0,0.17968485132584164,0.0,0.0,0.16423565419695607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421540582828784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426969261421005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876390173481903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21714554771388406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3940174312121693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330851334582563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908555352490614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18748136888089284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226851464075084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23191862500846694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4452832377924394,0.22444077122664588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111880244079833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawayafter20uses,2019/02/25,"How to find the right therapist? My anxiety slowly seems to be getting the better of me, and I want to talk with someone about dealing with it in a more healthy way. But because some of my anxiety stems from a late “quarter life crisis” (if you will) I want to make sure I find a therapist that can be helpful but not religious? My only experience with therapy was with Christian LPCs when my family went to counseling once a week after my dad died suddenly and My mother went into a deep clinical depression. 

Being in the south in a very red Christian state I don’t want to wind up with a counselor/therapist who will start talking about religion after years of trying to escape mine? Does that make sense? ",6.649944444444443,6.9670320962963,7.161620370370373,73.7735416666667,65.07407407407408,10.898148148148149,34.65277777777778,10.686352973137794,3.8367222222222215,563,24,100,14,8,185,89,135,0.117,0.787,0.096,-0.8344,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,10,0,8,2,0,3,1,23,18,7,1,4,4,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,3,1,13,2,25,10,2,20,2,1,1,0,8,8,0,3,8,71,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22221437390177773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853614671859754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12845180315860275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497346939712932,0.1250938558310915,0.0,0.1507348118585414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709934107848075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14207129085207154,0.13691809455188378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654910309468196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588121189257799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735042069805927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638355487668507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258636962685044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19389588342313724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15467444616858295,0.0,0.1104605551654644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240330327712986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221983268964566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123060255918655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280067995715894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688573003187626,0.0,0.0,0.23347468687541065,0.0,0.0,0.16609307971562154,0.5058998792364263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986075249320531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983711546278765,0.25699659619003085,0.11528369795178238,0.11650170244311354,0.0,0.0,0.26927540904143793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352894327337533
anxiety,kissankala,2019/02/25,"Every time i talk to my sister i feel so anxious I used to be her best friend and we basically did everything together. But now that we are older, everytime i talk to her i feel scared, anxious and weak. I feel like her life is so much better than mine. She has a job(im barely able to even study), she has a perfect boyfriend(i have a boyfriend but he doesnt want to be in contact with my family nor does he want me to be in contact with them), she has a dog(i had to give my cat to my grandparents because my bf is allergic), she lost weight recently(i am morbidly obese). I cant think of anything bad in her life. I love her so much and wish i could be closer to her but i think me being so anxious every time i see her, makes her think that i dont really wanna see her that much. I think i have to talk to her and just explain everything.. I had to get this thing out of my head.",2.482857142857142,3.531650096774193,3.9925038402457775,90.10161290322584,74.91397849462365,7.679877112135178,24.038402457757297,8.192908349453996,1.1251886328725038,682,20,157,11,14,227,95,186,0.112,0.779,0.109,0.3244,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,2,0,1,4,7,10,0,1,4,0,21,8,1,2,1,29,40,12,0,5,4,1,4,1,2,0,5,0,0,0,5,9,2,0,8,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,6,41,6,22,30,4,9,0,1,2,1,30,5,0,0,5,112,46,0,0.12242162309928385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4149047645177149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074256481240837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102216941733289,0.07462708516489898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847394062876208,0.10827197714363926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774370450664364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713198735894312,0.0,0.14347723052368738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085832747125153,0.0,0.20629099492491154,0.0,0.22004932209961994,0.0,0.11540821101256275,0.0,0.18570015299160253,0.0874580320031253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458264232654044,0.0,0.06396024530321759,0.11743797605599975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12563990393898444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223636060322333,0.0,0.12148457095970815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17294002566507996,0.05980902129127354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336376630954038,0.0,0.11049029450638442,0.0,0.08171738403825463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699819369713889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842642654221763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225654013472062,0.0,0.19510836725831035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951935901956213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133148664068815,0.3137713316541401,0.0,0.0,0.14277006583561325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573297608245648,0.0,0.0,0.1444148902776824,0.0,0.0,0.14907655635764455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077882487284699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,monchherie,2019/02/25,"I think I might have anxiety and it may be due to my fear of insects Sorry if this seems dumb but I have an immense fear of insects (esp roaches) and Ill freak out at even the sight of them. I can't even type or say the full name because I feel like one is gonna appear if I do say the full name. Now, having an immense fear of insects and living in a country that's hot n humid isn't a good combination because chances are there's a lot of em around here. My dad is usually the one who catches em but when he's not around I just wouldnt be able to do my chores because I would just not step foot into the room that has it and literally not do what I'm supposed to even if I'm gonna get in trouble because of the roach. Because of religion beliefs,it is said that we shouldn't kill anything that is alive. The problem is I'm really afraid of it. Like what can I do if it doesn't die when I come face to face with it? I'll literally go insane.  Whenever one appears in my home I just become paranoid and I'm so stressed out I can't sleep or function properly , thinking another one will come out again. Just recently , when I was sleeping , I didn't know how I did it but I crushed a bug near my hair in my sleep. I woke up from the crunching sound and it was a roach. I've been paranoid ever since and I can't sleep at night thinking that I would get attacked by another one. I'm thinking of maybe getting myself a bug spray? But then the bug spray kills the roach which goes against my family's religion beliefs. What should I do? ):",3.300625521267726,3.804030529051989,4.568897692521549,88.77960175145957,72.45565749235473,7.657992771754241,28.930914651098128,7.686295010490155,1.5331663608562691,1201,46,273,14,22,398,159,327,0.185,0.752,0.063,-0.9906,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,1,0,19,15,4,5,18,0,36,9,8,1,1,57,60,23,3,10,17,1,3,2,0,10,1,4,3,0,18,17,0,0,8,0,0,7,11,12,0,5,7,8,30,3,31,41,3,35,1,0,1,0,10,17,1,12,13,179,48,1,0.09724240957888264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20393429033068405,0.07439017716366565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002221749315015,0.17313272222651596,0.0,0.1106272792660292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963903515393644,0.1073966014317668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16753145084164042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092226854636427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926830832355348,0.08796132669711339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167148939814533,0.3282742373260991,0.04916868409057011,0.06946999683310592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15241543641756392,0.0,0.05526510231588715,0.08156231951989351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754206546906266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151686370748384,0.0,0.053441885195842254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501545883281394,0.0,0.08586682922168454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267201920249181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769307069019056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031588294726338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125541400829942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32946986691995694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304785309271676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06229597761043811,0.0,0.09601514804744372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249979979724532,0.15466213424331274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852583751112854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043992607898524,0.0,0.3892505475364703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885491617022687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139085162480347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492360383269727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709877584699434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13815643548761408,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,quiet5,2019/02/25,"Desperate - almost constant panic after reducing Lexapro dosage - please help  

I wanted to try to come off Lexapro so I've been tapering from 20 to 15 to 10 to 7.5mg over the course of about 2 months. I went back up to 10mg 2 nights ago.

For the past week I've had acute and crippling anxiety that keeps me awake at night and turns into the vicious cycle of ""I can't sleep because I'm anxious, I'm anxious because I can't sleep"". I'm at the end of my rope and verging on suicidal. (yes I went to the ER the other day, they gave me a one-time dose of Zyprexa since I refused the Ativan they offered because I used to be somewhat addicted to benzos - been off them for several months).

Can reducing the Lexapro this slowly cause this? If so, why didn't going back up to 10mg make me improve. Do I need to go back up to 15 or 20mg? PLEASE HELP ME.

I do have an appointment with my psychiatrist later this week but I need someone to talk (write) to me NOW. PLEASE.

Thank you so much.",2.9170588235294126,3.928987960784315,4.2326274509803925,88.93982352941177,73.80392156862743,7.400784313725492,27.32549019607843,7.793537801064563,1.43470431372549,760,28,168,10,15,251,118,204,0.07200000000000001,0.8390000000000001,0.08900000000000001,0.7377,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,3,0,8,3,1,1,10,1,11,4,2,3,0,20,28,9,1,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,6,0,2,0,0,0,5,3,2,1,0,7,0,21,1,34,20,2,33,0,0,0,0,11,11,0,4,17,96,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302105451596347,0.0,0.0,0.1081643790231684,0.0,0.12218654663720857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334583875851396,0.2756983144319236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814801761787357,0.0,0.22314886469623346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534932391617346,0.0,0.10511040834623732,0.0,0.1318615044470697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869354128675744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807451299368533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13869485263899253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16357639722390327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845799651421363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145005902253648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947922209429396,0.0,0.08969957845217724,0.18095425962197248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290171494851809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268468296731205,0.0,0.0,0.14316551785601808,0.0,0.0,0.11648298591473308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40182771115490507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378491572159618,0.0,0.10093714863718893,0.0,0.2442185261036699,0.0,0.1033881166628918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133471323249922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807597093111473,0.0,0.11234067243114204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284434495450012,0.13272396198477254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538708799724884,0.0,0.0,0.0719712303280774,0.0,0.1957559979653548,0.0,0.0,0.2262296400783268,0.11010510043664788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jsardine,2019/02/25,"Am I having anxiety attacks? I am not looking for a diagnosis. I just wanted to learn how to recognize an anxiety attack, because I've never dealt with it before.
Since January I've been working on my masters degree thesis. It was all good until I showed it to my teachers and one of them said it was terrible. She basically said she was disappointed in me and that my thesis looked like a shopping list and that probably I wouldn't be capable of working anywhere, if I did this terrible essay. Since then, everytime I think about this I just want to cry, if I start talking about it I will cry. When I start working on my presentation I think I'm the worst and everything I do is worthless. Besides I can't stop thinking about it. Suddenly I'll have an urge to cry and I can't almost breathe. This is affecting me a lot. I can't focus properly. When I'm with my boyfriend I don't even think about cuddling or sex and he thinks I don't like him anymore, but it's not true, I just can't let go of this. It's just too much. 
I am having anxiety attacks? Are there ways of dealing with this? ",2.615618776671408,4.391780855855856,4.5407159791370315,83.31876955903275,76.02702702702703,7.91692745376956,28.80132764343291,8.6894789155246,2.3193657657657654,858,38,173,18,19,293,118,222,0.16699999999999998,0.794,0.039,-0.9701,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,4,14,12,3,0,6,0,25,3,1,2,3,36,41,15,0,5,10,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,15,9,0,1,6,2,1,1,10,8,0,1,7,4,31,4,21,30,4,15,0,2,2,2,9,3,0,5,12,127,46,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032964981410045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757817222570145,0.0,0.11917313389682965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4101211042617965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325254016450226,0.0,0.1022530601280577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3959926223094989,0.0,0.12388665071469193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936901016078092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799813345018333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06829353766180518,0.10079017511046506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287865132554078,0.0,0.11741481593868487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20181962344330803,0.0,0.0,0.10216148021786617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833639349568168,0.0,0.09268001160677174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142810497777625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956008916223902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286122090231475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19880636752603167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010929923197396,0.0,0.0,0.10046479017325244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658548802724833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849900311608831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417549342446228,0.09538277898366457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624484924191889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DomenicoTA,2019/02/25,"Waiting in a hospital right now and it's freaking me out **WARNING: Bad story coming about a previous CAR ACCIDENT involving DEATH.**

I don't know if this is allowed. Mods just delete it if you have to.

I'm in a hospital right now. I drove a pregnant friend here who wasn't feeling well this afternoon, and she has nobody else right now. She will be fine it's nothing horrible. I've been sitting here in a waiting area for 2,5 hours. 

Almost 6 years ago I was in a car accident. I was in the back seat. My friend sitting in front of me in the passenger seat also survived. His friend who was driving was dead at the point when I briefly woke up. I had a girlfriend who was sitting next to me and I looked over and I'll spare you the details but she was dead. I was brought over to this hospital and they saved my live. 

I'm having some kind of panic attack right now. The whole waiting area and halls going in all directions are empty. There is a nurse sitting at a desk looking at her computer. Sometimes a nurse or doctor or whatever walks by.

The fucking beeps coming from a room are killing me right now.

Exactly 5 floors above this floor is where I woke up and got the confirmation that my girlfriend and the other boy were dead.

I don't know why this has to be happening to me right fucking now. After all these years I finally opened myself up and fell in love with a girl again.

A fucking alarm just went off and I dropped my fucking phone on the floor. 

It's not working out with the girl. We're not talking right now. Meanwhile here I am back at that fucking hospital. I might as well had died in here. 

The pregnant friend just texted me something about antibiotics. Baby is fine. She is happy. 

They just pushed a bed by with a person in it and these huge beeping machines along with it. 

I need to get out of this place. But I'm so dizzy I'm afraid to get up. 

How do I calm myself down right now?

I'm sorry for the weird ass post. 
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anxiety,ExStoner854915,2019/02/25,"Breathing Hi I keep getting this symptom of where i feel like i need a deep breathe and can't get one except every few minutes and when i keep getting the deep breathes i feel lightheaded but if i don't get the deep breathe i will feel like I'm not breathing even though i am. I have been to the doctor several times and have had an chest x-ray and he said my lungs look fine and healthy. This symptom rarely happens. Everytime i go to the doctor they tell me it's anxiety and either give me atarax (doesn't stop the breathing symptom) or some of anti anxiety drug. Except Xanax or any real benzo bc people abuse it too much and they just don't give it to me for some reason. I just want to be able to breathe like a normal person and not be constantly struggling to get a breathe. It really sucks and everything they have given me hasn't helped the breathing symptom. When this trouble breathing happens i don't feel anxious or nervous or really fearful of anything. It just happens randomly. Makes it hard to work, sleep and pretty much everything without bending down to try to desperately get a deep breathe. Can anyone possibly help or does anyone have the same symptoms? ",5.1753947368421045,6.4417530745614044,5.286798245614037,82.5396710526316,68.69298245614036,7.980701754385965,32.671052631578945,8.278499904357787,2.5045736842105257,943,42,174,13,16,296,121,228,0.135,0.74,0.125,-0.6571,0,0,1,0,1,0,15.0,0,0,3,1,9,9,1,3,12,0,17,23,14,2,0,43,43,20,0,4,16,0,5,3,0,1,9,1,0,1,9,10,0,3,5,0,0,1,9,5,0,1,4,7,20,4,17,36,7,13,0,0,1,0,12,7,1,9,8,111,29,3,0.09700003238536532,0.11492917681398235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659633482948914,0.0,0.14840951854808088,0.1095824266339545,0.0,0.13564935601387532,0.0,0.07982276171476067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482257511575648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985672867794514,0.08488538201211629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248924209490843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406760656144049,0.0,0.0817267108617624,0.0,0.17435474901954376,0.0,0.0,0.10915200404778848,0.1961845235956317,0.13859368503525574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30407108035594943,0.18610253960552772,0.05512735377122663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573304248725564,0.0,0.08689297626923123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13003415406996338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17243617133276626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142167948487798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145559712128772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474827483482698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261236954003206,0.0719242949308009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950394366807135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06572973232489299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06724760901291989,0.08469668681323601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935296199181774,0.0,0.09868390507703673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040727286419692,0.12428140914769632,0.099732188624736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226924358239152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095824266339545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707008464868976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109637044809881,0.0,0.10140549481416956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5041008714872672,0.0,0.0,0.08478230375430226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530203932255683,0.0,0.05656149893750361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06585665474031159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05721313228506818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350456976526438,0.0,0.07061717884135592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bbsquirrel247,2019/02/25,"Our 10 favourite body scan meditations for relief from anxiety Mindfulness-based Stress Relief (MBSR) often uses what is known as a body scan meditation to calm the mind, increase mindfulness, and stop racing minds. This technique has been used since 1970.

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Of course, this is not medical advice. Please consult a professional and follow there instructions. Body scan meditations are a work for some to get relief form anxiety, if even for a moment. But ti is not a replacement for prescribed treatments.

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That being said we love them and use them all the time. We created a list of our top [10 favourite body scan meditations](https://easternscience.life/meditation-music/our-favourite-10-body-scan-meditations-for-relief-from-anxiety-and-stress/) on youtube. We hope it helps.",9.03515625,11.930053453125002,7.102000000000004,66.94300000000003,61.34375,10.12,34.675,10.355215969177356,4.196331875,654,28,91,16,10,192,84,128,0.079,0.713,0.208,0.9519,0,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,5,0,2,2,3,7,0,1,8,0,7,6,4,3,1,22,15,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,6,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,5,7,6,11,12,4,7,0,0,4,1,11,2,0,4,3,51,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719979486776122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599005991852448,0.29147004829087475,0.0,0.0,0.1835009909214524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5328861774204725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921641014003612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06266146212829378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039038317390877,0.0,0.0,0.11912322914743301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847141440538957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824666747185754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082261730855676,0.0,0.0,0.3633026539484424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316534015822226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408633216107585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921206473716923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027163003387933,0.2747719179074569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993548125871744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107578549031616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731463062639118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29147004829087475,0.0
anxiety,God-Seer,2019/02/25,"I’ve almost conquered my social anxiety, but still can’t seem to interact with most women. Hey friends. I’ve had social anxiety my entire life and it did a great deal of damage to me for most of my life without me being aware of it. In my early twenties, after my dad passed away, his sister told me I have anxiety and i should look into it and try to get the better of it if I can. 

In the five years since then, I’ve overcome so much. I can express myself without fear to most of my peers, without concern over whether they’ll judge me or not. I can order things from complicated menus with too many choices with simple tricks like “what’s your favorite thing here?” I can even approach strangers that look like they could be great friends, strike up a conversation about their interests, exchange phone numbers, and meet up with them and gain a good friend. I’m even a travel agent that answers phone calls these days. 

All of this would have been impossible to me five years ago and I’ve been able to get through it and change by facing my fears head on, over many months, and a lot failure.

But communicating with women still seems impossible to me. I feel like there’s so much more on the line here that’s just ruining all of my conversations, if I have any, and paralyzing me before I even say hi. I just can’t seem to get passed this and I don’t know why. 

Do you guys have any helpful tips, tricks, advice, or stories you could share that could help me change the way I see this and get over this hurdle? I’d like to say one day, “I used to have social anxiety but not anymore.” This seems like the last thing I have to overcome. ",4.251343024806617,5.32453586809816,4.524942651373703,87.86626967191252,70.6871165644172,7.387356628434253,25.830354761269675,7.586124646067393,1.1193874633235534,1287,38,271,14,23,403,169,326,0.076,0.723,0.201,0.9948,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,3,4,3,14,20,2,2,10,0,26,4,2,1,2,52,42,22,0,7,15,2,1,5,3,3,2,2,0,3,19,17,0,0,7,1,1,4,8,6,0,3,5,6,39,14,43,29,9,29,0,2,3,0,36,11,0,13,17,183,58,1,0.08834612711428122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633081293642463,0.07831351118652548,0.0,0.08846588473333111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015679191099547,0.0,0.27033818171376583,0.0,0.08761561878485036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300409460053468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517604717452699,0.0,0.0,0.07813497006071357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021127347284888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869169764169956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21161158113288886,0.0,0.0,0.11395188659193878,0.0910809777894002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750553512404416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19882790937788086,0.04467045637308812,0.06311449086283337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20476799596934972,0.0,0.1846288202611398,0.0,0.0,0.07410053986984852,0.0,0.1948038340654441,0.0,0.08747655560145698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066861427754208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843309349653625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048552721011183256,0.07201388499865091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480296457238844,0.21580727586393653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837699247062708,0.0,0.0,0.0751087179851592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17913821284184642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051703579140184,0.0,0.12988913732933355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05986562214837765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051277247034602,0.0,0.0,0.07040042509844564,0.3217079843054309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308082929262058,0.0,0.0,0.2701732527086354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14110666246961942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17607972371002814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441851044779852,0.0,0.059981221118506615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630268827244949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012504352958626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797186383596025,0.0,0.0,0.2554875416978072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275855392776762,0.0,0.0,0.11378401864008293
anxiety,George2678,2019/02/25,"Anxiety is ruining my life I’m tired and exhausted of feeling this way. It’s so scary and such a horrible experience to go through. I feel anxious every single day and I can’t get a break from it, I wanna talk to people about it but I just feel like they won’t understand and will judge me. I feel hopeless and I don’t know if I will feel any better. I’m doing horrible in school because I can never focus because I’m too busy worrying. ",1.3948067632850254,3.418140847826088,4.044492753623191,84.27248792270532,80.73913043478261,7.567149758454105,25.439613526570053,8.515128840125781,1.9668729468599035,346,14,71,8,9,122,64,92,0.26,0.652,0.08800000000000001,-0.924,0,0,0,0,0,1,6.0,0,0,1,1,5,5,0,0,2,0,8,3,0,0,1,17,20,8,0,2,3,0,5,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,7,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,5,11,2,8,17,1,6,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,46,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449029101108434,0.0,0.16300697039837486,0.2407217481635593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597853378058033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18845350917170997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13742011347992492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17953058090251606,0.0,0.0,0.20843485770744075,0.0,0.0,0.5387027251222416,0.15222565867043414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132642991162793,0.0,0.1210992800494235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710416791972515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050595533871516,0.10410098937708533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16434179667382026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772406943937585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156501265755811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17126705488949215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449061483875743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22182563672908184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16913439044899733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163948801111396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dozvan,2019/02/25,"First time symptoms Hi guys, so I started having panick attacks while waking up for the first time ever. I went to a clinic this morning and they told me I'd have an anxiety disorder. 

I also havent slept a lot and I cry all the time (guy) ...anywhere.

I am.honestly scarred because I dont know where this comes from, I wish I had something to be anxious over, everythings going fine accept this thing. 

Do you guys have any tips on how to handle the first couple of days? I am really fighting it but I feel like just giving in if this continues.",3.148333333333333,4.926334944444445,4.3862962962962975,84.98833333333333,74.55555555555556,7.022222222222222,25.88888888888889,7.793537801064563,1.5250111111111109,426,15,82,6,9,140,80,108,0.102,0.7879999999999999,0.11,0.4221,0,0,1,0,2,0,15.0,0,1,1,3,6,5,2,0,6,0,9,4,2,1,2,14,19,8,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,2,0,3,4,1,13,3,10,14,2,19,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,2,12,60,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594092039632093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709538984641366,0.0,0.12047580707069876,0.17791353841248642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17916223971731832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960015641073478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565962281193442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17425446534993558,0.17299018360005125,0.10156497626316242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18049177315707696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18457157362677146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14245445069352686,0.0,0.0,0.1415376136937834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796292887619165,0.11250751449688992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4018706925701725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151074229444514,0.08950251307646115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4678055568343895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654979052117989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693935223390684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13388835213648678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088910211039864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123986149870793,0.0,0.0,0.1114688907633823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16368750449869698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462622131668642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27549279723927794,0.0,0.0,0.15048393258297713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459904310370997,0.0,0.0,0.1811002982512912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LopLoo,2019/02/25,"I need to quit my job that I just got but I'm getting a lot of anxiety because I'm scared of calling my manager. I don't know how to quit. I really want to just stop showing up without saying anything but I know that's a shitty thing to do. I don't want to have to talk to anyone at work either over the phone or in person. But I also have to turn my uniform back in anyway.



I've considered just driving a friend to work and having him give them my stuff and tell them I'm quitting so I don't have to face them lol. I know this isn't a healthy way to solve problems. I've only had this job for a week so I know everyone's gonna be disappointed that they just spent time training me.",2.1525767609873583,2.9153553112582777,4.142444310656234,89.81307645996388,75.35761589403974,7.080313064419025,24.98555087296809,7.348242739294969,0.9423192052980128,536,17,125,6,11,184,87,151,0.161,0.746,0.093,-0.9044,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,4,5,10,4,0,1,6,1,11,1,1,1,0,23,27,10,0,4,10,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,7,2,0,1,4,1,1,1,5,3,0,0,3,1,20,1,20,22,2,11,0,1,0,0,13,5,0,2,4,82,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214390715400446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161693126242278,0.0,0.0,0.10618114390651956,0.0,0.12496442884378843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676777818531953,0.0,0.09256991909302384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15506180538556827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14510477608916425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173234560672676,0.0,0.07933841606979541,0.14567397236446902,0.0,0.0,0.12145299870031645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013870066060251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33382402382965204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910241661181696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259919154560745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11549321981605562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259467431606134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530554364939216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4845521789480372,0.0,0.0,0.09728274853193368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076187010895635,0.15203420127216002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695829355747484,0.0,0.0,0.17383862157834587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12205598320773745,0.13272870967026182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088628172208264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854836963084743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651755625917376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17913703421878885,0.12053610855756185,0.12180960623502267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463836242193022,0.0,0.22110574054061746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TrueVali,2019/02/25,"Ways to deal with separation anxiety? Hello, r/Anxiety. Recently, I've been suffering from what I think is separation anxiety when certain people are not around. It's gotten to the point where I can't even spend 30 minutes alone. When someone close to me isn't available, leaves suddenly, or isn't around for some other reason (I never blame the person who leaves me alone), I feel completely helpless, and the feeling fluctuates until they come back, at which point I feel fine. I've finally realized (and been told by my significant other, who is extremely good and supportive) that I need help. I have an appointment with my doctor scheduled soon to see if I can get diagnosed, but for now, I'm really just looking for small ways to help myself in everyday life. To be honest, I just feel completely lost.  
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anxiety,Thechainuser5,2019/02/25,"I'm never gonna get a driving licence So last summer I started with driving school. When asked if i want to do it, i had this thought that im perhaps not yet ready for it, and i even said it to my parents but i ended up enrolling to the driving school anyway. I wanted to look into it positively, maybe its just me, maybe it will work out much better than expected.
Already the theory tests were hard. Passed that from the second attempt. But the real pain started with the actual driving. I never seemed to improve. I was always very scared in traffic, and the instructor that was pissed off at every mistake i did and yelled at me all the time didnt help matters. So i changed instructors. The current one is a much more chilled person and i have no problems with him. But the problem is me. I cant help myself. I dont know how to help myself. Im on hour 30 out of 35 required to take the exam and the instructor told me im still far away from ready for the exam and im fully aware. Its just not getting better. Im losing hope that its ever gonns get better. Is there any hope for me? What should i do? This has been draining me out so much since september and it would be one of the biggest reliefs ever if i could possibly finally get rid of this burden. Anf the irony is that im a huge f1 fan tht has played so many racing games over the years. But in real life its just not happening. Im sorry for the long post",2.006499215070644,3.782071272108844,3.5900680272108865,89.46381475667191,77.77551020408163,6.019675562532706,23.55259026687598,6.8449194561589275,0.7473808477237043,1110,36,232,11,26,368,162,294,0.17,0.713,0.117,-0.9484,2,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,7,16,15,1,1,19,0,23,3,1,1,5,50,44,19,0,13,12,1,1,0,0,4,2,2,0,1,19,14,0,1,3,2,0,5,9,8,0,3,10,4,25,7,33,28,5,40,0,1,1,0,10,16,1,5,18,162,44,7,0.0,0.0,0.08142584136022446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920786098585824,0.0,0.06942913747268842,0.0,0.0,0.05674236631226773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800555576628436,0.0,0.07839504810898112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213888880921779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826893076249076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662040856003555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779158427436896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390347098243903,0.0,0.0,0.055111629324932965,0.15095332554757335,0.07030217666458356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140493285504543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17437676196980345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378611309083045,0.0,0.07474625253087333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16778512145164606,0.0,0.0,0.16575038523348526,0.08217203402821509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6309100202454571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04585668836955342,0.06801510222060185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05893645644158881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384217125334287,0.07006896177219317,0.09334851869284153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845955183384591,0.1676542914640052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18401499140684985,0.0,0.12870883573213082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130828147932336,0.0,0.0887865202515118,0.0,0.09265074360893312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285698123004848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406656858793447,0.0799128846452982,0.0,0.0,0.159682480776732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899469957889915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937097424621473,0.0,0.08353844530744801,0.16889237722110928,0.0,0.07596105056034531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06902280129445955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340475078712808,0.11811915790565287,0.0,0.06663565000040564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06273683302137502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06624239576408351,0.048654796562704654,0.0,0.0,0.07973092435612279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.068847108648532,0.09843067685037422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06074564031895065,0.0,0.0,0.059273700630013686,0.0,0.0,0.053732913166822535
anxiety,Sober_WODer,2019/02/25,"Anxious about taking benzos After years on the medicine carousel I have come to realize that benzos are the only meds that work for me. However, actually taking the pills themselves gives me great anxiety. There are so many horror stories associated with benzos! What to do?",6.792446808510637,9.57914606382979,6.81803191489362,67.10875000000001,67.08510638297872,8.955319148936171,33.026595744680854,9.516144504307137,3.7508765957446815,223,10,31,5,4,71,38,47,0.147,0.777,0.076,-0.4349,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,3,8,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,7,8,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,22,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.2848361791816813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232900690807158,0.3297452596371162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514317794224427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28000123800113424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218025754994295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959240434841989,0.0,0.0,0.32421675428256624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22199054508051733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4389201146282965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21249465527594394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18796339622736932
anxiety,Zebradon12,2019/02/25,"Well this is odd.. Hi all, hope everyone is doing OK.

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Just a couple of things really; I wanted to share my current experiences and also to say that by reaching out in this way (I.E. Reddit), you are all on the road to getting at least a little bit better. Some of the hardest parts of mental illnesses are talking about them and feeling as isolated as we do. I, at least, am very proud of you all for being so open and honest. Let's get better, together!

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About 5/6 weeks ago, I was on a long car journey for my job (which I am leaving next month in order to go traveling) when I had a sudden panic attack that was completely unprompted. It happened again on the way back at the end of the week. I brushed it off as just ""something that happened"", but it happened again the following week whilst I was driving. I've only ever really felt been depressed rather than anxious throughout most of my adult life (diagnosis of Anxiety/Depression at 21, I'm now 27), so these feelings were quite new and scared the absolute shite outta me. Naturally I called a non-emergency helpline and the Doc was fantastic at walking me through what was going on, and how it WASN'T anything to do with my heart being messed up (my old man recently had a scare and had a thingy put in his).

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Since then I've just been getting worse, week after week. Dyspnea kicked in, intrusive thoughts, general over sensitivity, irritability, occasional panic episodes, I can't sleep properly because I feel I cant breathe and my heart is booming in my ears. A big one when I sleep is that I keep having weird episodes where my thoughts feel like they should be coming from a dream but I'm pretty awake and aware of what's going on (E.g. my thoughts have a narrative or are cycling about a particular subject, IDK it's weird). I guess it's a bit of disassociation, where my mind thinks it's asleep but I'm still awake. Either way it doesn't help me feeling that I'm going mad.

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All of this has been happening and yet I cannot identify any trigger. Yes, I have had a rough few months before all this and yes going traveling is a a big change but I want to do all these things as an adventure! I have multiple contingency plans in case I dont enjoy myself, and I've also been dealing with all the bad juju from the last few months so I'm struggling to understand where these feelings are coming from.

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I've gone back on my SSRI's (10mg of citalopram) for now, as well as keeping up with my mindfulness meditation and steering clear of caffeine. I have organised it so I can take a years supply with me when I leave. Just waiting for them to kick in properly now, feeling pretty odd and last night was a particularly bad episode of bad sleep/anxiety shennanigans, so much so that I had to take the day off work (which is rare for me).

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It just helps to put it out there.

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I wanted to ask the community if anyone has experienced this sleep problem that I highlighted - Namely thoughts being completely erratic and not feeling right at all. Like you have a story playing in your head that you cant control.

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Much love to all, and lets get better together

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anxiety,The_Space_Comrade,2019/02/25,"Does anxiety interfere with reading for anyone else? Back when I was a kid, I was a speedy and avid reader. But at around the same time my anxiety started kicking up, that changed. For years now it's been the case that I'm incapable of losing myself in a book, and really struggle to maintain focus because my mind quickly reverts to all the various worries plaguing my head. It's really frustrating for me because I would love to get back to reading more quickly and pleasurably again. 

Has this been the case for anyone else and, if so, any tips? And if not, why do you think that might be?",5.030789473684212,6.261231333333335,5.597324561403512,80.31335526315792,69.0,8.857894736842105,32.671052631578945,9.188382445141503,2.9576,468,21,86,9,8,151,78,114,0.14400000000000002,0.772,0.083,-0.6665,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,9,5,1,1,7,0,9,2,1,0,1,18,14,10,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,9,2,14,7,4,14,0,1,0,1,3,4,0,3,10,66,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566110511675655,0.0,0.2602234326914268,0.0,0.0,0.2378495760221475,0.3485367484469868,0.0,0.15140840164244349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26156401704315346,0.0,0.20735994357024748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17992344597121426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883927734971844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841621760237921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886045078344139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745524653240314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902774511307609,0.0,0.0,0.153504998776773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804293640727465,0.17173361161273334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34025461982462146,0.0,0.21791685078247586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038440786593348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17780588612156178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898121888654227,0.0,0.0,0.09917576416718328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15347190390876167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17272579933775614,0.0,0.1208208639290564,0.0,0.0,0.109526770241053
anxiety,HumanWithoutIdentity,2019/02/25,"DAE get anxiety about global warming? Most fears I have I can say to myself ""That's just an intrusive thought, you're being irrational.""

But I get a legit pit in my stomach when I hear someone, particularly a politician, say it's not real.  It's settled science, the planet is on a perilous path and no one seems to take it seriously.

The fact that no one takes it seriously makes me think my anxiety is the problem and my fear is just another intrusive thought but then I see that 98% of scientists are like ""uhh, yeah, this is a big bleeping problem"".",3.024112149532712,5.283144915887854,4.7942149532710285,79.74833177570095,76.47663551401868,8.018317757009347,31.260747663551413,8.841846274778883,2.913759626168224,434,22,81,10,10,147,73,107,0.14,0.789,0.071,-0.3064,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,2,8,1,8,1,1,1,1,17,19,6,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,8,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,2,5,10,2,6,16,1,6,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,2,3,54,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972834701123185,0.28785649082007203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4234244967379956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19659303753434704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21204989982936687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191676104325698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558635970891965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254980007679986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600532958898951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21414697951065387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29923641079704283,0.0,0.0,0.14992495098259334,0.17127756583236015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594122504596478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829189951604455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055390596270367,0.0,0.29872773527171426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HackSpirit,2019/02/25,"How to lead your life on your own? Need guidance I am Asian. So is my father and joint family. Long story short, the joint family made my and my wifes leave the house and the head of the family i.e. my father has turned his heart cold towards me. He has given nothing to us a family of 2 and my 2yrs old daughter as we left the house for rented apartment. My and my wife's life has been hell as the quarrels between joint family. My father favoured others. I had to leave cuz My daughter suffered diarrhoea and as nobody cared, finally I decided to leave my father's house. Now it is devastating for me to live my own. If anyone please share my sorrow would be great.  (Actually feeling down). Now We 3 live alone in apartment. It is been difficult to forgive & forget the injustice the my father did to me. Please help. ",2.1745487760321502,4.630998080745346,3.641417610522472,85.82359517720133,80.61490683229813,6.769601753744976,21.89294848374132,7.928766900206844,1.2433891852393129,645,20,124,12,17,212,93,161,0.158,0.7190000000000001,0.123,-0.7506,1,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,3,2,0,1,4,9,1,0,9,0,13,4,2,4,0,19,19,13,0,3,1,9,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,3,8,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,6,2,25,5,19,11,2,14,1,2,0,0,19,8,1,1,5,83,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.1141404945494477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113996314643168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673100340568896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178430862296199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925311857327925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5513186770102347,0.0,0.059140773300658776,0.0,0.0,0.1281289092756043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895379098370213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003933690956142,0.0,0.0,0.1386035137329661,0.07839884906564439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4048840399248653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37154559991967795,0.12708228805224886,0.0,0.16523099234491928,0.0,0.0,0.2065636197093168,0.10350991533725468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067465241284152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672770600559096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223060693241696,0.0,0.12273458320521008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25678382791869164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272238053855116,0.0,0.0,0.14069391038435894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308823575743306,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,everydaywithethan,2019/02/25,"Was there a book you read that made you go “Aha! I have anxiety-this makes so much sense!” My dad is pretty great in the way that if I recommend a book (or gift it to him) he is definitely going to read it. He loves his books. My perception is he has some anxiety which keeps him relatively isolated. 
He isn’t too interested in talking to me about anxiety- well he will about my anxiety. 

He has retired recently so I worry (I get the irony) he won’t have as much social action. This is his second time retiring and the first time he just wasn’t himself. I don’t think it was a lack of purpose but work put him in a place where he had kind of a forced socialized that he actually really enjoyed. With retirement 2.0 I’m hoping he learns from the first time.

Are there any books that you’ve enjoyed that have helped with social anxiety or understanding the importance of meaningful relationships with others that you would recommend for this situation?

Xo
Thanks in advance ",3.1583392434988165,5.5425671861702135,4.614184397163123,80.58388888888891,76.6063829787234,9.071394799054373,25.86997635933806,9.586721724236666,2.6476408983451543,773,29,149,23,18,257,110,188,0.078,0.715,0.208,0.9819,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,0,4,10,9,0,0,10,0,19,1,0,2,0,21,31,8,0,4,5,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,13,4,0,1,5,6,0,5,4,0,1,3,5,0,18,9,18,23,4,18,0,0,0,1,28,6,0,5,6,98,31,8,0.0,0.0,0.13288879478720508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260481128162798,0.0,0.4166991462016695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23166362684362365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114669418811223,0.0,0.1547846895102307,0.0,0.0,0.15013526912345282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127635731877852,0.0,0.0,0.13525416846323446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210400890583201,0.0,0.14180705553879466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290476930995654,0.12885366609537366,0.09089899052857056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002110552156925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227564561788816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13854063873984432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689517444556154,0.0,0.0,0.2724270602874968,0.0,0.08723826744274397,0.0,0.13445804183854826,0.14620279033235947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15306829255093515,0.0,0.4164449247106981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945365613892384,0.0,0.12537318992569615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725651720206434,0.0,0.0,0.2382171495372307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176472515983227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809070912917787,0.0,0.0,0.12243918840331293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913824402317667,0.13829402749519398,0.0,0.09673600552008353,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bipolarapparently,2019/02/25,"Random twitch when I smile This is quite rare that it happens. But basically when I smile sometimes I can get a twitch on the side of my lip. I’ve seen videos of it happening to other people so I guess it must be kinda common. In my head it’s the worst thing though and I get so scared people will see it. It sometimes means I avoid meeting new people. For instance if I meet someone for the first time and there’s a prolonged smile when greeting or a joke is being shared when I’m not completely comfortable around that person it happens. It could also happen when I’m centre of attention and I need to smile. I am worried sick about meeting my gfs friend soon and this happening, I feel like they’ll think I’m very weird if it happened. I’m not sure if this is an anxiety thing so I’m hoping someone else here might get it aswell?",2.2237941176470604,4.311342364705887,3.199632352941176,91.04709558823532,78.29411764705883,5.897058823529411,22.389705882352942,6.9077264865688965,0.5889117647058821,662,20,137,7,16,211,100,170,0.135,0.72,0.145,0.2176,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,2,15,11,0,2,7,0,12,5,2,0,2,26,34,19,0,7,7,0,1,1,1,4,3,0,0,1,18,5,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,3,14,7,11,26,1,14,0,0,2,0,7,4,0,9,11,87,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907199705833264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477284083797433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028525910967382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298926483943481,0.0,0.0,0.09891329726859738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349128209529818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06264074168389333,0.08850454729249231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537780187422258,0.0,0.0,0.09571441009030536,0.0,0.19417676429338396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13647495753721142,0.0,0.6573145883850847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271433002242113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304725744971858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06052469089633804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13494872765202384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142400918244973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918602771917484,0.0,0.11965036306629052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576619212055869,0.10817292175574372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176855257142608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240320083988338,0.0,0.09872150860058808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20993727530540765,0.0,0.2450538517515451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676156926765885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16460938443028916,0.07938147310592288,0.12171786678662255,0.0,0.07223922008243186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022193449579174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581276420759752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IncognitoRyan,2019/02/25,"'Ice-Pick Headaches / year long' Hey!

So I was wondering whether some of you could help me out. For the last year, I have been experiencing a weird sensation at the back/top of my head, the closest thing I can describe it to being an 'Ice-Pick Headache'. Originally, I was having it a few times a week, and I would get these sensations a few times a day, lasting only 2-5 seconds. However, this has now reduced to once a week on average. During the last year, I have been to the doctors about this issue a few times, mentioning the almost 'pinching' sensation that occurs. However, on none of these occasions have any follow-up appointments been scheduled, each doctor suggesting there is absolutely nothing to worry about and suggesting they could be a symptom of anxiety or tension. For a few months, it hasn't worried me as much but has been in the back of my head (quite literally!), and I decided to make another appointment for today. Again, I was told the same thing, but was prescribed with an anti-inflammatory medicine.

Have any of you experienced similar symptoms, and do you have any advice?

fyi, 21 year old male who has never had real issues with headaches/migraines.

Much appreciated.",8.048929663608561,8.031911522935783,8.112431192660551,69.25730122324161,62.21100917431193,11.670336391437313,38.350152905198776,11.20814326018867,4.465540061162081,944,44,163,24,12,307,133,218,0.022,0.917,0.061,0.8407,2,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,3,1,1,7,2,0,1,19,0,27,6,2,2,1,24,31,10,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,11,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,10,2,16,0,24,16,10,29,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,4,23,122,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733784752499267,0.0,0.0,0.12023976308027437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24496941790749746,0.1259111965276062,0.09185857073265777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18466359091625487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19174341579739146,0.0,0.0,0.07743972655485527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458077802053221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06273527267858169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464672733994809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048507707696155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506583667451904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936363264832247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626435991647083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801523250249696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584430995338014,0.0,0.17654081170677524,0.0,0.09261077926422637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521711296790085,0.0,0.12600060469011287,0.12787807831181686,0.0,0.09132396380731407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771666228108172,0.0,0.13667390586554562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24961194410131105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595476367412029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21005358019051434,0.0,0.11381894882348692,0.11473871228926505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19263704118575345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302183764165403,0.0,0.2438880294786742,0.0,0.08529925042045369,0.0,0.0,0.3093025856203391
anxiety,shallenzo,2019/02/25,"Hi Reddit I have been struggling with social anxiety and other anxieties for a long time. Sometimes things get stuck in my head: what if there's nuclear war? When I go outside, what if I get shot? I need a place to have a dialogue. This is my first Reddit post after ""lurking"" for many years. As you can probably imagine, this has been difficult to even post. Been editing this for a while now.  Any kind words are appreciated.",2.4914814814814825,5.157031975308644,3.6533333333333333,84.90000000000002,81.09876543209877,7.05679012345679,25.049382716049386,8.167268648758528,1.8402938271604936,334,13,63,7,9,108,61,81,0.174,0.748,0.078,-0.7319,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,4,4,1,1,4,0,9,1,1,0,0,7,14,6,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,4,0,7,1,9,10,0,13,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,8,45,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15166006870360205,0.0,0.3412167265774407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14730146155324733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18969922338257547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23303567880050166,0.0,0.12674642019406862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22888108199123935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23223920537199785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19736414769653196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22610551792327585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16536521860440767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330066212611467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4271797023378169,0.0,0.24045141112263896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22733903713640305,0.0,0.0,0.22057076792920075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23314711438974625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481634264167936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300437445426774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14361645155364522
anxiety,Eefy_deefy,2019/02/25,Anyone else feel like they're going to die anytime they get the slightest bit sick? Have a stomach flu of some kind right now and I know it's as simple as that but I've been constantly 5hinking for the last 2 or so days I've had it that I'm dying or something despite knowing otherwise.,2.625,4.273018166666667,3.84,88.905,75.66666666666666,6.133333333333334,27.0,6.742157984588678,1.1604,230,9,47,2,5,75,50,60,0.112,0.82,0.069,-0.3506,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,3,3,1,0,0,8,9,7,2,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,2,5,7,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,5,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17934530237157087,0.2628065585957087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800230396220168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27717693591673354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654162429115612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5323967948200073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142663116490276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296901575459089,0.1832380711552786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340065824893161,0.0,0.14577042194043136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26709714488465586,0.2819227985777398,0.2090753676874144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530912768202151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190429280570414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19746021825742568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PlazmaCake22,2019/02/25,"Ever since the start of the year I have been so worried over some stuff, over time passing and over how old I am how old my parents are, I only graduated highschool a few months ago, and I'm dreading going into the next decade of my life, I'm scared of the change and at the moment I love my life the way it is, I don't need to achieve anything amazing in life or make an impact, I don't need a lot of money, I just want life to stay the same to be able to enjoy myself and live it with my family, people always say to try and make me feel better, this is where your best years start and whatever that crap, but no, no it really isn't if this is all I could ever ask for in life and I have it now, and I'm about to lose it, how can I be happy about that? How can I feel happy about knowing I'm apparently not young anymore, that my world is for some reason about to change, when I was 14 I didn't have to worry about this crap, because if I looked ahead in 4 years time then, I'd be the age now, just 18, I don't want to lose who I am or have my interests change, no cause that's the only thing that's kept me happy, being with family and being myself, I don't care about social status, but I am worrying about everything now, worried of how much older everyone will be in 4 years time, I'm not ready to be an adult,  I'm not ready for those responsibilities, I have everything I could ever want now, I don't need some change to take it all away from me, and I'm worried I'm scared I can't even eat anymore and my sleeping pattern is completely gone ever since this, it's ruined me and I'm in a pit I can't climb out of",7.9240435835351075,3.8909218079096064,8.538095238095242,78.88525423728817,65.38418079096044,11.583212267958032,32.63034705407587,8.634040054169528,2.263251654560128,1256,26,298,13,14,428,152,354,0.146,0.753,0.101,-0.9485,2,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,0,7,26,18,2,3,14,0,37,10,3,9,6,59,67,26,0,10,11,1,2,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,20,16,1,1,4,0,1,4,15,8,0,0,5,4,37,10,43,52,10,49,0,3,1,1,8,14,2,8,29,205,57,3,0.07835307480961876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945527326471611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06519603497555798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15541039222376268,0.0,0.0,0.06447790445367553,0.0,0.07324954805937313,0.0,0.07361529300913804,0.0,0.0,0.04776330715699623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822267180121287,0.06929692737402145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988618172710311,0.08049019117726744,0.3315486556064581,0.0,0.0821517082082541,0.0,0.0,0.1251171091755133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017475639681021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05175146694630522,0.2834993678539587,0.0,0.07486972072784512,0.14083738280691266,0.0,0.1477286113708534,0.0,0.07923533774044965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04452985806162391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25022491531303515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04306080080543598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767154695687225,0.0,0.0,0.0691872005517689,0.0,0.06579684911393226,0.17531409754324184,0.0,0.06661298227066732,0.07071670912396351,0.0,0.10460257171403516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06254067678110041,0.0,0.057598525405404916,0.17429343648937906,0.0,0.0,0.08332938395628288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16443674321366727,0.0,0.0,0.11918208823497747,0.0,0.0,0.08700181711483332,0.0,0.0,0.05432015650081642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05019498606818745,0.08056001059046987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06230950995075511,0.15689019337768895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962894632170127,0.0,0.07840966046318883,0.07987109253302617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091741926262197,0.08351395253872224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969552484810474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0589117610963593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05205430132197477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370649240606757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053196594564821856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13864402074264354,0.06219302374844288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3978567540896393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20182724508371355
anxiety,jaoklop,2019/02/25,"Please help Hi everyone, my sister has bin depressed for about 2 years now. But things have taken a turn for the worse, and I think she might harm herself at some point. I have no idea what to do... i tried talking to her helping her but nothing worked. If someone has some advice i would be so thankfull",1.4602142857142832,3.972758116666668,1.9128571428571417,96.61500000000002,84.5,4.095238095238095,21.904761904761905,5.288315135182226,-0.0605238095238092,237,8,49,1,7,72,50,60,0.134,0.7809999999999999,0.085,-0.4497,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,10,11,5,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,9,0,6,7,2,4,0,1,0,0,9,2,0,4,2,36,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24298150911280395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21416505977058967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375992576458947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333346554709042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806997509969812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637822718179359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385899228175117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729470835028052,0.2350581100454322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21068346553957887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998584180549507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16519446354468714,0.1593272450474822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688195341857407,0.2704638131891962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18102284855673867,0.0,0.25339935428871585,0.17663644791965522,0.0,0.0,0.16012482462343286
anxiety,TheTimidPerson,2019/02/25,"Is it possible to make friends in your 20s when I've got social anxiety? I'm in my early 20s & Wondering how do I make friends? I've struggled with making friends all my life honestly. For the last 5-6 years, I've only had online friends but I want something real. I want to have a laugh with somebody, Relax with, Socialise ECT. Where do I go? (Don't drink so clubs/pubs aren't an option) I struggle with social interactions & Haven't socialised since I finished school. Where do I find people without walking up to random people. I'm on disability, Moved away from my home city & Don't have any way to make friends. For the last year, I've wanted more & Not felt so content with not having anybody around me that I can call a friend.  Advice please :)",2.318565121412804,4.6237085827814575,3.2618278145695387,89.60673730684326,79.06622516556291,5.616070640176601,24.63620309050773,6.742157984588678,0.8896698454746139,600,22,119,6,15,191,95,151,0.019,0.725,0.256,0.9884,0,0,2,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,0,7,11,0,2,5,0,13,2,0,5,1,25,26,5,0,3,4,0,1,0,6,0,1,0,1,0,2,6,1,0,3,2,0,3,7,2,0,0,3,1,13,9,19,23,2,19,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,3,7,63,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554457793984537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4681083115933882,0.0,0.07344942933753555,0.0,0.08262614563532661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615039287684192,0.0,0.0,0.1014774659696984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028867284175167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058071323232726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370502114114287,0.0,0.09871773910350733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5006822239954697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061383674116776435,0.0,0.08638420019683049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834125168549597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176082555914038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628954120433501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883858360826276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479585728358666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214527042336997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497588777401467,0.0,0.0,0.11856081079338912,0.0,0.1217632649386033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293722796386422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931028729117602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893456811169346,0.0,0.0,0.22020196465092354,0.0,0.08315015849713675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258277033632026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19111849347753493,0.08573205638401568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411626254943064,0.1171305241130169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910776251476836
anxiety,orchidmantis94,2019/02/25,"I'm fucked I'm fucked. I can't sleep. I'm overeating. I dont talk to my friends. I'm afraid. I'm afraid god will punish me by hurting my family. I'm wrong, every word I say, every thought in my head. I'm so scared I will be punished. I feel it over me. I'm an abomination. ",-3.015887445887447,-1.5539956190476192,0.5039538239538253,101.65038961038964,108.36507936507937,3.560750360750361,15.25108225108225,5.565023196281405,-0.9226380952380951,208,6,55,2,11,74,37,63,0.359,0.5660000000000001,0.075,-0.9663,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,1,10,4,3,1,0,5,4,2,0,0,3,17,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,9,0,0,1,2,10,1,5,13,0,3,0,1,0,2,3,3,2,0,0,23,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869617825047449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4125925166122903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23082231115675986,0.0,0.12380326067388644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18917011108289986,0.4527188220511994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512862191196503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621164465849094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19471414454405475,0.24513705704820604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450263205912853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19680074791269309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19438314765934733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677044837138115,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LibertyLegio,2019/02/25,"I need advice... Please... So, basically I suffer with social anxiety - a bad case of it - and as a result, I’ve struggled with working. I’m 24, I haven’t got a choice but to work, so I know I need to get over my anxiety. I have a trial at a small cafe up the road tomorrow, and I’m seriously debating not turning up because I just can’t face it...",0.4043629343629327,2.059335189189188,4.0004247104247135,85.21040540540544,82.24324324324324,7.471814671814672,24.08494208494209,8.418075326091056,1.6070023166023168,260,10,59,6,7,97,50,74,0.179,0.821,0.0,-0.7958,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,1,6,0,3,1,1,1,0,11,11,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,8,0,10,10,0,7,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,36,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573464972150735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4029302039514127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198896036746348,0.16053816424208958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375916042113071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106282650355592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447324802986638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3905473329345817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28908362665534065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684562551147364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27531479858571123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28645354620527336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834497214382193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pac_pac,2019/02/25,"I thought my anxiety was solely breathing related But it turns out, I can be in full blown panic mode while maintaining a blood O2 saturation of 98-100%. It feels like I'm actually legitimately going to die, my throat feels like it's closing off. Went to the ER and they said that aside from a weird spike on a cardiogram I had, which could play a role in feeling like I'm lacking oxygen without actually lacking any, I should be fine. I need an EKG from a cardiologist and to be taking heartburn meds of all things...because heartburn is likely what's causing the sensation of somewhat choking on an object slowly. Either way. I feel helpless. I feel like I'm at my  anxieties' mercy, even though it seems rooted in tangible issues. I just know I hate this feeling. Makes me wish my life was in actual danger, so that there was a clear tangible solution. This is hell.",5.007630522088356,6.429859421686749,6.1543975903614445,75.57729919678718,69.24096385542168,9.147791164658637,31.303212851405625,9.516144504307137,3.0096200803212843,688,29,124,15,12,230,112,166,0.165,0.682,0.153,-0.7436,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,0,5,13,3,1,10,0,12,6,3,3,2,29,33,6,1,6,4,0,6,5,0,1,3,1,0,0,10,4,0,0,9,1,0,2,1,6,1,0,7,7,15,7,18,21,6,15,1,1,0,0,3,11,1,2,6,80,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.39875759076388495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926259972958022,0.0,0.20839723905844332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303103084224643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13992296480163371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875087142414368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136222634814274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996398917742772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4132246381159192,0.38922761282222734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774100504800152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344770360236712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421655898844319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485626294711614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620762068575417,0.33272133572597834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091978628718296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151296196752379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099638238465213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15981054456401894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956484058906093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399849567549068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241133924174613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382350448785868,0.10813380494469972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14815500938439866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811543798790582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626602592182656,0.0,0.0,0.15663228604097382,0.13129949055198706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,foxychoo,2019/02/25,"Psychological pain attacks Has anyone had frequent psychological pain attacks? 

I’ve got them around once a week or so. I’m just in this place where I’m rejected, isolated, without voice.  These feelings don’t correspond to reality apart from making me feel awkward when I try to speak. They usually last one day, I’m noticing them because for few years in real life I’m actually in a good place. Moreover I’m starting to notice moments when I’m anxiety free, these moments can last up to few hours. With this I realised that psychological pain attacks are separate from anxiety. But they are as bad, they take away energy to just talk to people, if someone is talking to me in a friendly manner I feel grumpy unable to participate, I end the encounter and continue to feel isolated, hurt and abandoned.
",6.528513513513516,7.8648105000000035,7.323891891891893,68.91435135135137,65.62162162162164,10.244324324324324,37.77297297297297,10.355215969177356,4.3290194594594595,646,34,106,16,10,215,95,148,0.248,0.6829999999999999,0.069,-0.9796,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,5,0,7,14,3,1,4,0,7,4,0,1,0,17,21,9,0,1,6,0,4,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,5,4,0,1,4,0,1,0,2,11,0,1,2,6,11,4,22,19,2,26,0,3,0,0,9,11,0,2,15,63,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.1236710167051012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938974883225816,0.0,0.0,0.08861314853987923,0.0,0.0,0.1128173142816805,0.0,0.4325238709094146,0.119067793986824,0.0,0.10581495614535977,0.07725394254686553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173090630309399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122459067263482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563156780313343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791193103790284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629581417636144,0.101358228198407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248043474065924,0.0,0.13566798314494266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066050949528692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951373872677792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459381841890297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885677979659544,0.0,0.13496420637951656,0.08587609562107268,0.0,0.40455164033133134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785920614033807,0.0,0.2648135047671159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424743850899402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737862774578336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970073938762073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952858182979938,0.20372289414569306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604192014366574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395761136142191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016558339246288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216400539224588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161050461204034
anxiety,trixacola,2019/02/25,"Keeping anxiety at bay while my daughter is ill...advice and rational thoughts needed. My six year old daughter, who is asthmatic, is currently unwell with pnumonia. Two weeks in so far, and she has improved amazingly. Today we had what we hoped would be her last appointment with the doctor. Sadly she still has a cloud over her lung on the x-ray and now we will need to see a specialist at the hospital. 

I have severe anxiety though have coped well thus far caring for her. Made sure to reach out for help from family. Saw my psychologist for coping tools. 

The news of a specialist being needed came to me a few hours ago. I have been catastrophising for the last two hours. 

Any advice on how to break my downward spiral? It is tricky for me because my anxiety is usually TOTALLY irrational (social phobia for example thinking everyone is looking and laughing at me for no reason). Having anxiety with something rooted in truth/fact is different. My normal CBT tools aren't helping. 

Thanks for your time reading. Send good vibes my way. ",4.659130030959751,7.144738194736847,5.288823529411765,77.05088235294119,72.3157894736842,9.102167182662539,29.071207430340557,9.627879704456738,3.19733746130031,827,34,137,22,17,266,129,190,0.13,0.759,0.111,-0.2601,2,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,3,1,0,0,6,9,0,0,9,0,20,2,1,5,2,29,34,8,0,6,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,12,0,1,3,1,0,2,2,1,1,3,6,3,21,8,26,24,2,31,0,1,3,0,16,12,0,1,15,96,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528027746208171,0.11466284310812355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796387220112578,0.0,0.3958160481676163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07885184720236316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479443569514412,0.13188309960239147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514542641206667,0.0,0.1323973683044883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236014867963535,0.0,0.0,0.12194165966086748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849441493035243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17340398882204114,0.0,0.0,0.12847583429749782,0.2547715497089425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149741009973988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21087847223551648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862319637279927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239609648995248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877388573044448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673760623665492,0.0,0.0,0.13573328274483898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938711706014766,0.0,0.0,0.13299551525652722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030768864210648,0.0,0.0,0.1461310685568237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185818904036,0.0,0.09958157580684757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330076416653358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191283525094007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190900462237574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288361070717347,0.12708779381542246,0.10269112858672676,0.07542625704505061,0.0,0.12261067794376207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527164367118411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246307723559187,0.0,0.0,0.1026736860901566,0.10375846228159732,0.0,0.11630308373896878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188802945602667,0.0,0.0,0.08329851950109249
anxiety,andersonb47,2019/02/25,"Breakup, searching for new apartment, and new job all at the same time - how to cope? Having a really difficult time focusing on my work and just living my life in general. Really feels like too much to handle. Anyone have any advice?",4.099418604651163,6.607183534883722,5.067616279069767,77.87723837209303,74.11627906976744,8.951162790697676,24.703488372093023,9.516144504307137,2.6247255813953494,184,6,31,5,4,60,37,43,0.069,0.871,0.06,-0.0963,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,8,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,6,3,3,8,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,5,20,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712578718710593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18877081401186788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19409748001609586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035791531577707,0.1983104513134292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27546538085578154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960701250319266,0.13561652066974372,0.0,0.2451171790998352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040606926583053,0.0,0.0,0.5361965735178565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3556627032707734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237300856357791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20208892783171228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nobody_Gets_Anything,2019/02/25,"Sort of urgent. Currently suffering from panic attack after worrying about having tetanus I had my first panic attack over twelve days ago the morning after a tiny cut that broke the skin from a nail sticking out of the wall. I went to the ER and they brought out a record of me getting the Tdap shot in 2013. They gave me a new shot and sent me on my way. That night all symptoms subdued. But, it's happening again. 

Maybe it's because a few nights ago I looked up the incubation period for tetnanus like a moron, and now even though none of my muscles are actually locked up and I'm fully mobile, it feels that way and I'm having a hard time breathing and the muscle spasms are there. More pain than before and I'm freaking out. 

It's worse than the first episode. This sucks. Please help me calm down and reassure me because I know the record is right there, it exists even if I don't remember getting the shot. It's my lizard brain. ",2.8046204933586343,4.919549930107525,3.4587792536369406,89.75228652751427,76.58064516129029,6.3119544592030365,23.306767868437696,7.285733465282438,0.8573754585705249,741,23,150,9,17,233,114,186,0.199,0.731,0.07,-0.9771,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,2,8,14,5,2,17,0,7,5,3,0,1,18,21,11,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,10,11,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,11,1,2,5,4,16,3,22,16,4,31,0,2,1,0,6,11,1,2,16,95,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.14456413387529427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626359119315924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370632852886269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18061061662281447,0.0,0.1260569817771842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16537422044312694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553861523370373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19569131437202605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490448243345407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520171216744481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15479499591917695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100049508620776,0.0,0.13270513484467525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929571233007807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141435600531688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237415337310248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440103290214607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14882743015664704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307538955529045,0.0,0.2780403698806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576323460162733,0.3476228188877239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16261420551391806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16781474401115007,0.1265115060949247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15397510132179526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14554766705293273,0.0,0.0863821411786104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23517467774838285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373280842651549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504442593296344,0.15096821752622197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Waldinelle,2019/02/25,"Please, please, please help 🙏 Panic attacks just as I'm falling asleep. Hi all. For the last 3,5 years I've gotten panick attacks just as I'm drifting off and falling asleep. I'm really comfortable and then boom, feels like someone have injected a shot of adrenaline straight in my heart. I jerk awake with heart beating really hard. It can happen from 5-10 times each night. 

I have sleeping medicines now that will put me under after a while, but it still happens each night and if it weren't for the medicines I would try to fall asleep for hours. 

I have tried meditating and other sleep routines before bed with no better outcome. 

The funny thing is I don't have panick attacks in the daytime anymore, I'm on alpha- and beta blockers, but it just won't go away at nighttime. It's driving me crazy and I don't want to be dependent on sleeping medicines. 

Have someone here experienced this and gotten rid of it?

I'm afraid that I won't get rid of it, that it's become chronical after 3,5 years, a learnt behavior for my body.

I can add that I don't have anxiety for the nighttime anxiety, it is just really annoying and is decreasing my quality of life.

I would love it if any of you have any advice, even medicines/alternative medicines to try, or just give me hope that this can be solved. 

Thank you in advance for any replies ❤️",5.349584643017515,6.090562988549621,5.598450830713965,82.37450157162101,67.96946564885496,8.760125729681183,31.44229905702739,8.841846274778883,2.4529920969914687,1061,42,207,17,17,337,139,262,0.106,0.7490000000000001,0.14400000000000002,0.9068,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,0,3,9,13,5,2,8,0,24,12,9,1,1,31,41,17,0,6,10,0,2,1,0,5,2,1,1,0,19,13,0,1,1,0,0,8,7,7,0,0,3,4,18,6,30,31,3,31,0,0,0,1,6,10,0,5,14,127,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624558107369428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22181179133461645,0.0,0.16634985948607087,0.0,0.10782676558117016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3710738378954707,0.10215145626885286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007908999968045,0.09251763701985427,0.0,0.0,0.09615912342201123,0.0,0.12076983929464145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181235714103941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0549750249390205,0.07767372422208323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05680473640981752,0.10429968244708923,0.06179137054953442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922917093990048,0.0,0.09739694956311154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25768116305712235,0.07287660343335914,0.0,0.0,0.10798923935339837,0.10707299941811334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886260281446706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679623902347467,0.0531179277576824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981292680402296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040635723211901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756628519997626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3580447943756421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929944657155184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20895757041775173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264129235021904,0.0,0.18424601362139345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682855424108354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010009724073908,0.0,0.0,0.07223258195056469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06339888096548874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214530180297896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412928637926739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15447135970585002,0.0,0.0,0.14003168470356278
anxiety,Greentea12,2019/02/25,"Missed 3 weeks of school I fucked up badly, I missed three weeks to school and was on a week break and didn’t fucking finished any homework, I’m having a panic at 1 am in the morning and I have no one to help me, everything is my fault. I had a week break to do it but instead I was being a lazy piece of shot I hate myself so much",0.1497683397683396,1.741505405405405,2.2463706563706585,97.78608108108112,82.78378378378378,4.769111969111969,18.679536679536678,5.288315135182226,-0.5782679536679538,256,6,63,1,7,86,54,74,0.29600000000000004,0.6779999999999999,0.025,-0.9517,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,8,3,1,5,0,10,2,0,0,0,4,16,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,2,4,0,9,0,9,11,2,11,0,2,0,2,1,4,2,0,5,45,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004797099524202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719533962355329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850878515475756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807810697427355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033255953015552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13803892546636715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15139144319673611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395519767281818,0.0,0.0,0.2416291663598625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41684963605872016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6607786470745239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bunnyxxgirl,2019/02/25,"How to calm new job nerves So just like the rest of you I suffer with anxiety. I’ve suffered with anxiety since a child. As I’ve gotten older it has got better. I think this is because of the situations you have to deal with on your own more frequently. 

However, I’m starting a new job next Monday and I’m freaking out because of the thoughts ‘what if no one likes me?’ or ‘what if I can’t do the job?’

I’m hoping someone’s recently been in this position and can just give me a bit of hope :) ",0.5974650349650332,2.666917173076925,2.9607342657342675,90.67517482517485,84.0,6.4741258741258765,22.916083916083927,7.686295010490155,1.0815692307692315,382,14,85,7,11,131,71,104,0.14400000000000002,0.682,0.174,0.6529,4,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,1,4,9,0,0,7,0,7,0,0,1,0,16,18,8,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,4,0,7,6,13,14,4,11,0,2,0,0,6,3,0,5,10,53,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675920969184782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132316891794192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546825561129694,0.19094268585341925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803115614786268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16777754318623275,0.0,0.0,0.13988144487168486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474252048361601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5206761101094118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17089209112115492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378340383897925,0.1860053915537538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185150189474544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17269010359678744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467695410971895,0.19659202927962088,0.0,0.0,0.14819001737103205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379329487722872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206720542020687,0.0,0.1388490161561646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lunar-hoe,2019/02/25,"Feeling Hopeless, looking for tips in dealing with anxiety Hello everyone I made an account because I wanted to join this community so I can take comfort in that fact that I’m not the only one. Basically I’m 18 and I have had anxiety since I was like 10. (I’ve also been diagnosed with panic disorder) The past year it has gotten increasingly worse to the point where I feel so drained everyday I don’t want to get up. Because of anxiety; I can’t get a job, I graduated school early, I don’t have the strength to take community college classes, I can’t hang out with new people, I can’t travel, I can’t do a lot of shit.... I feel so stuck and hopeless. I also have depression so lmao. I feel like a prisoner in my own life and idk what to do about it, I see a therapist and I am on medication; currently prozac and hydroxyzine, I’ve only been taking it for like a week so I am not expecting results yet but holy shit. Do you guys have any tips for how to handle your anxious thoughts and stop yourself from panicking. The only way I can stop it is if I run away from the situation or thing making me anxious. If I don’t run away I literally throw up..",3.5129561316051863,4.5408987203389835,5.724117647058822,78.7494965104686,72.38983050847456,9.281754735792623,30.83150548354936,9.627879704456738,2.898756530408774,902,40,184,22,17,318,130,236,0.17800000000000002,0.75,0.07200000000000001,-0.9692,2,0,0,0,0,2,26.0,0,2,0,1,11,11,2,1,12,0,24,6,2,4,1,32,44,18,0,5,6,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,9,10,0,2,5,1,1,6,9,6,0,1,8,6,27,5,26,36,3,28,0,3,2,0,5,11,2,4,13,123,36,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19107826685537765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124286139746015,0.0,0.27417984965446285,0.26993141278455074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224489687043178,0.0,0.0,0.14565410850827254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316705758873125,0.10289827785735728,0.12125828830256033,0.0,0.0,0.1369215624595186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415753091628487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416280020770419,0.08534851425025794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12483500446286253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829286666575928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185543214072163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438432644121582,0.17509922150282872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032367910415256,0.0,0.0,0.10156807730900838,0.0,0.11304424025339925,0.07974633268484185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035221856176552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538368399832602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095513146316444,0.27258415264714103,0.0,0.14017086240274826,0.0,0.0,0.11404646059630046,0.08282460365600271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129366048130772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090877491916993,0.09520114323345052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24526595432126624,0.09882580236379468,0.13428790474225227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19976248490897872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26947694434991604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871245179822536,0.0793697432649683,0.0,0.0,0.0948448598015837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14093155355215126,0.09482875002496954,0.09583064227417587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174888468924693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693397192619582
anxiety,Jrummps,2019/02/25,"Leg Shaking Oftentimes, when I’m feeling particularly anxious, my leg will start bobbing up and down repeatedly. Sometimes, I don’t even realize it, while my leg is shaking uncontrollably. Who else does this? Does anybody know why this is something that anxious people do? ",6.948478260869567,9.87523841304348,6.851521739130432,66.42336956521743,67.04347826086956,8.947826086956523,41.934782608695656,9.516144504307137,4.89475652173913,221,14,31,5,4,70,36,46,0.22,0.75,0.03,-0.8098,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,5,3,3,0,0,4,9,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,8,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,19,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6212588348705899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.481243162305113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296959287767103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18161017157551665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13902932738908996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151112227032488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19062441171682576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21167960506729133,0.27194499352394585,0.0,0.19461990868682466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24811093441585635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GottaBashamAll,2019/02/25,"Situational Sleep Anxiety Hello everyone! This is my first time posting on this subreddit :)
Anyways, about me, I am a university student with a pretty heavy course load, am in healthy long distance relationship and am dealing with some lingering health issues(pelvic/genital pain to generalize). I am away from home (where most of my family and girlfriend are) for university, and with all of this on my plate I am having some troubles with sleeping and anxiety due to mostly stress. Basically, whenever I go home to visit, i am able to fall asleep just fine, but whenever I am back at my current residence, I have stiffness in my chest and a faster heartrate with increased jumpiness(house creaks and noises make me shudder). I find it extremely strange because it only occurs whenever i am sleeping here.
I am wondering if anybody has any tips to help deal with this kind of anxiety? Feel free to ask for more details if need be. 
Any input is appreciated, thank you!",7.689218500797447,8.944368192982461,7.724189261031366,67.37215311004786,62.9766081871345,11.364380648591174,39.52206273258904,11.20814326018867,4.971334502923979,775,41,123,22,11,250,112,171,0.07400000000000001,0.7859999999999999,0.139,0.9293,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,1,6,7,0,1,3,0,16,8,5,1,1,28,23,9,0,3,4,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,2,0,6,12,0,1,3,0,1,4,0,3,0,1,0,1,18,5,25,22,7,19,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,7,7,89,24,1,0.14495307309099786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19714612070910867,0.0,0.3326661124818152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13551155611355045,0.0,0.136188183732374,0.11145996578775157,0.0,0.08836204795048988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988805069774765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385088731659277,0.0,0.0,0.13664885681705333,0.0,0.07329262910733485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324844827588374,0.12329700992189105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823801718824943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15407833838444754,0.0,0.0,0.09715898941325124,0.0,0.2907995021228761,0.0,0.0,0.1672563845748809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15094631964441388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827890827833546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675730186730024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748086700325488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024334392133922,0.1542402897203629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882497529089566,0.14746938690398792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556253533264861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16293332744996722,0.4351732694004877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16604325548042595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13345331464263194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452330260109614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15719542448306786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mystery_duckie,2019/02/25,"Advice on anxiety in work placement? I'm currently a student on an Erasmus placement in Netherlands (not my home country) and settling in alone has been so difficult for me. I have no family nearby and the closest friend I have is 4 hours away. I've had to make new friends in the accommodation and at work but they just feel like distant friends. I don't speak Dutch and even though most people speak some english I still have trouble understanding signs and labels. Even shopping for basic necessities is a struggle. I was diagnosed with general anxiety and depression last year and have been taking medications for it but moving to a whole new country feels like all my progress had reversed. 

The time where my anxiety is the worst is on Sunday night before work on Monday. I find working so physically and mentally exhausted, my hours are from 9-6 everyday and I'm constantly on my feet and talking to people. I can't handle 5 days a week of this every week. This placement lasts for 6 months and I need to complete it to be able to pass the year, so not much possibility of going home. I'm currently having a panic attack but need to go to work soon but I physically and mentally cannot. I don't know what to say to my supervisor. I want to reduce the days I work to try and lessen the stress but I'm too scared to ask. 

I also find myself constantly thinking of ways to hurt myself in order to get out of going to work. I really contemplated hitting my head hard off the table so I could pretend I fell. If things keep going like this idk what will happen to me. I don't know what to do. Any advice would be appreciated. ",3.8660449927431055,5.724786455974847,5.284402515723271,78.9603918722787,72.80503144654087,8.288534107402032,27.954039671020798,8.950670267944501,2.363726753749396,1295,50,242,27,26,434,170,318,0.168,0.7509999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.98,2,1,0,0,0,2,24.0,0,0,1,8,13,17,1,4,14,0,27,5,2,1,1,44,51,25,0,6,9,0,3,3,3,2,3,3,2,0,9,15,0,1,8,2,1,7,8,11,0,0,5,6,29,6,42,40,6,49,0,2,0,0,9,16,0,3,27,162,38,8,0.08870854490306385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733699268103143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187529942220664,0.0,0.07094019130946562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06032485247970545,0.0,0.2035853821346372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829305147110365,0.10091877620858,0.08334459804316002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548443801944955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300922158016793,0.19172484550456265,0.0,0.070826554825102,0.0,0.0,0.11441934557531715,0.0,0.07640453973910473,0.09003730577640913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718231455652245,0.0,0.07474077504900065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362652127628978,0.0,0.0897074113930655,0.12674680440710834,0.0,0.0,0.16215600590121454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20560800522314152,0.0,0.04634655340168127,0.0,0.2016604414305228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844467329331087,0.0,0.07946543209920526,0.0,0.09104055948636763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779638067808431,0.0,0.17472009550781467,0.0,0.09496433203249492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884823062127627,0.0,0.0,0.09750379269970838,0.1446186077355333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13001554259387066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059213642555935274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936452637758456,0.17879469757971286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07080631421274074,0.09428314444881213,0.06521098743974724,0.1315525240474615,0.0,0.17135053089062094,0.0,0.08324696010989084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408036412000657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229986711766564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000555567440972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056828965377014734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054459540719786,0.08881272877874699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07084275854908566,0.0,0.10161533847157203,0.09273743182272744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06669778585247567,0.07130056817312387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058934015511681516,0.05684085367983136,0.087155694969377,0.0,0.05172666590819759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06022727900736155,0.0,0.0,0.09234872371895324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05232259814297368,0.0704127139011624,0.14231328780859046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903992241949787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45206614042170795,0.0,0.0,0.06301600512664443,0.0,0.0,0.11425078898736706
anxiety,Tamari080,2019/02/25,Lockerrooms... Does any one else get major anxiety in locker rooms? I always have to change in the bathroom stalls or in the showers because the thought of changing in front of someone is worse than death,5.6134234234234235,7.862269621621626,4.847027027027028,82.27882882882884,69.0,7.095495495495496,33.954954954954964,7.793537801064563,2.651187387387388,164,8,27,2,3,49,31,37,0.209,0.7909999999999999,0.0,-0.8271,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,8,3,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,0,16,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24895999226281196,0.0,0.0,0.203467587129868,0.0,0.2288886739882336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18239073257614646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6330319839655485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618336440926241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499448377687918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15632067058262794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027469857814027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535128426059776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375329283527936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30491235017293505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,imsodumbandanxious,2019/02/25,"Bailed on a date I wanted to go on last minute because I’m a bitch. I feel like such a pussy right now. 
This literally happened five minutes ago and I feel absolutely terrible.

There’s this girl I really like, who I’ve been trying to hang out with for a while. I finally got the chance today and asked her if she wanted to get some food, which to my surprise she said yes. I literally drove up all the way to her house and decided last minute, no last second to bail. I got so nervous at the thought of her sitting in my car I panicked and fucking dipped. I texted her saying that I popped my tire and was gonna go home. I feel so ashamed that I would do something so lame and childish. 
What’s wrong with me???!!!

TL;DR 
Asked a girl on a date, drove to her house, realized I was scared out of my mind, and left. Lied and told her I popped my tire then went home.
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anxiety,pengy93,2019/02/25,"Had my first breakdown in weeks Absolutely overwhelmed with life and the added stress anxiety adds on lead to a flat out breakdown. This may not be the best place, but I just wanted to vent it to someone somewhere",3.823,6.5238273000000016,3.3550000000000004,88.82000000000002,76.0,6.0,27.5,7.1686216300943375,1.41825,172,7,32,2,4,51,36,40,0.134,0.836,0.031,-0.4918,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,3,1,3,0,2,3,0,3,1,0,1,0,10,4,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,7,1,1,7,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,2,23,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886897292303376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960302536847145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209937448426465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665500953002199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3942750349636789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197473803011115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4322801211180317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22258469442369067,0.0,0.3027062952106065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thisnamecametomymind,2019/02/25,"FUCK ANXIETY For a whole month I had nothing important to do so I decided to keep it healthy and go to sleep early everyday and wake up early everyday.

Today I have important stuff in the morning  so yet again I went to sleep early  yesterday, like 11pm.

BUT GUESS WHAT ITS FUCKING 6 AM AND IM STILL LOOKING AT THE WALL TRYING TO SLEEP , I HAVE NO FUCKING CLUE HOW THIS IS EVEN POSSIBLE 

FUCK ANXIETY",0.9412888377445334,3.5244236582278496,3.1931875719217517,84.9606444188723,90.89873417721519,7.42968929804373,26.16915995397008,8.296473431620573,2.509344303797468,315,15,60,9,11,107,57,79,0.232,0.726,0.042,-0.9453,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,4,0,3,0,6,8,4,1,0,8,15,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,2,1,5,1,9,13,1,17,0,0,1,4,0,4,4,1,12,41,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24772793446681146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694284298588357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5987485045834647,0.0,0.0,0.09201960639703023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783668139427159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17489518756176547,0.0,0.0,0.14391683555590834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910312979657075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359672009115772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292384191576935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15536110121850535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825340023139038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4860935835611079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930493876782764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18535309231562028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15347578821625288,0.0,0.0,0.10992915555093484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009614300204258,0.0,0.1807714912054178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jumpman2671,2019/02/25,"Family - my trigger To keep it short and to the point - I’m certain that my biggest trigger for anxiety is my family. 

We’re a small group, and I truly love them to death but the constant fighting drives me mad. I often feel like I’m the only rationale one in the bunch. I’m inherently a people pleaser when it comes to my family. For each member, I play a different role and it’s honestly for the sake of keeping everyone happy and whole. I feel like it’s just so easy to be kind and considerate and communicative. . but it’s clearly not something they can recognize or be themselves. I’m not even a special person, I just want things to be “okay”. 

Big fights that have occurred in the past have traumatized me to the point that I’m always trying to be the fixer - always trying to put out fires before they start. It’s really hard to deal with feeling like I have to control things that are clearly out of my control. At the same time, If I don’t - I have the fear that my family will fall apart. We’re a small bunch and I just hate to feel that. 

One of my siblings is a real piece of work. Simply, he hasn’t lived his life or experienced the real world so he projects his anxieties and insecurities at other people. He has a reputation for having a bad attitude, and selfishly exerts his bad energy onto others when things aren’t going his way. Fights erupt so often because he’s short tempered and has no filter and just aims to tears people down and it’s hard to watch. Lots of times he just says things to say them - doesn’t even mean it but he knows how to really upset others. 

I’m not sure how to cope with my family issues.. I’m not sure how to deal with the racing heartbeat, the nausea, the lack of sleep and inability to focus because of my family issues. I feel like it’s become a part of me and I don’t like it. ",2.7794446381865754,4.492765737837843,4.5642981691368805,83.5972406277245,75.40540540540543,7.5850043591979075,22.74629468177855,8.360895534625662,1.3372074978204016,1433,40,288,26,31,486,169,370,0.18,0.664,0.156,-0.8744,3,0,1,0,4,0,35.0,0,0,4,3,17,27,6,3,23,1,21,3,1,8,5,67,43,28,1,3,15,0,8,5,0,1,1,2,0,1,23,21,0,4,9,1,0,5,10,12,0,2,0,12,31,15,42,38,9,31,0,0,1,1,25,18,0,6,12,193,54,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024826791339645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289413603369513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14073337934814847,0.10274736954625548,0.0930758899371266,0.0717124138809338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07259605365375821,0.0,0.09107209269107006,0.189044728316965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737690932525332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805016979761217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132661064308194,0.0,0.0,0.08052904333198009,0.0,0.0,0.4766857802115017,0.0948335930411807,0.2130616317349123,0.24082630895089496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04789582269775676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971305022507914,0.15098894833017412,0.08320480653829873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17592387150256808,0.0,0.1498162295819266,0.0,0.08776017332034806,0.04631572096516516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059526419553589366,0.2058642515393581,0.0,0.0744169874962502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164818679164563,0.07606210999556634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180094405390322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421479138899852,0.06409546779771066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126237097599307,0.08045069207000788,0.1752784781669675,0.07358629096416941,0.0,0.0,0.15933555447039938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472035605291213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918483948129028,0.1079783434167364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340388391472292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433656334900172,0.0,0.0,0.06487955154155209,0.0,0.0,0.05965077454034848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15885770061686902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239561225030312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982836773146186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144353372011733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04970799163117448,0.06689412830309313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409080988921957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06135371364345655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ki11PencilVester,2019/02/25,"Nervous about 3-day offsite training tomorrow... Is this “Imposter Syndrome”?? (34M, USA) (Lame attempt at disclaimer: Apologies in advance if this post breaks community rules in any way; this is my first post here.)  
  
After nine years of doing customer service-based work with three different companies, I finally worked and interviewed my way to a promotion for a marketing position last summer, officially starting four months ago.  
  
Since then, I feel like on most of my work days I‘ll have periods of rushing thoughts, intense sweating and feeling tunnel vision like I’m freezing up. I’ve also noticed a gradual shift in my emotional state, from initially feeling a sense of pride and excitement about the new job, to mildly unsettled and out of place, and eventually to haunting thoughts that I‘m somewhere I shouldn’t be, that I’m sitting in someone else’s chair, that I’m going to fail and everyone else in my department is picking up on it.  
  
I’ve struggled with anxiety in some fashion since my teenage years, mainly rooted in panic attacks and social anxiety (believing that everyone around me thinks I’m a “less than”).  
  
Tomorrow is day one of a 3-day offsite “marketing fundamentals” classroom course for a specific CRM platform that my boss asked if I felt would be beneficial to invest in and I said yes. But I’ve been dreading it more as it’s gotten closer, and am still lying awake in bed stressing about it. The only reasons I’ve been able to come up with are 1) worrying that I won’t walk away having learned everything I needed to to justify my company’s dollars, and 2) I continue to have thoughts in the back of my mind that I don’t belong here, that I’ve wandered in way too deep and am now in over my head.  
  
What the heck is this, and what do I do about it??  
  
(Also, full disclosure: I’ve been talking almost weekly to a professional for the better part of the last 8 years.)",8.485703914141414,7.825913940340911,8.462803030303032,69.21906565656566,61.58522727272727,11.799494949494953,41.14646464646465,11.095144083064902,4.750143434343434,1505,76,255,35,18,490,204,352,0.102,0.821,0.077,-0.8767,2,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,0,0,10,13,13,1,5,14,1,23,2,2,4,0,42,43,19,0,5,3,0,5,2,0,3,0,1,1,0,19,18,0,0,10,0,2,6,3,8,0,5,9,6,21,5,54,29,7,65,0,2,0,0,6,27,1,6,26,167,40,13,0.10591943877787327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389119166334796,0.0,0.10606301790480807,0.0,0.0,0.1694074738460521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720288505012747,0.0,0.16205616150164032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094290756737379,0.09902037718408982,0.12049865263648794,0.09951479938652502,0.08144551040341337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193349363414726,0.0,0.09367713614713608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124021775907803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732371020607408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066326971951093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17696419962677076,0.11914511225840176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024211256601749,0.0951935618487138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16066815230740727,0.07566886822661725,0.1016992716128507,0.11602956787989473,0.0,0.09009502051548864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06019645797188989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087039019449252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510869934952108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17267695896628374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349377517871884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694843892776756,0.0,0.08454388550210819,0.0,0.0,0.07853792175345753,0.0,0.10229765399746944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205899830779221,0.0,0.0,0.07177375293250816,0.0805565061032811,0.0,0.1242736397878514,0.0,0.11470043042247798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066326971951093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20288308702407204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890282392127112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007536415851784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17523530859667186,0.0,0.0,0.10797152908458883,0.08974519675492153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497032393133822,0.0,0.08458740062972643,0.0,0.12133035925562577,0.11072999498637157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513403273262278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06786889952937343,0.0,0.2522646092205291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522217610734529,0.08496218482555244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313318387741575,0.10756633153084033,0.0,0.07524213033064006,0.0,0.0,0.20462593760321926
anxiety,ethodical,2019/02/25,"University and Anxiety - Asking for help. I started university and its hard to deal with the way its increasing my already bad anxiety. Is there anyone who has gone through something similar, and how did you deal with it? ",6.446153846153845,8.608728999999999,7.028717948717951,67.8246153846154,66.69230769230771,11.353846153846154,38.641025641025635,11.20814326018867,5.253471794871796,177,10,28,6,3,58,32,39,0.189,0.75,0.061,-0.5574,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,6,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,5,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078964916682155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4268865714053472,0.0,0.0,0.19509155837381886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26083839653916835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329632231086467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5752978892183436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499397955176371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870157478428096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21479693745679096,0.0,0.0,0.19748600882338727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22146660314295855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Raimrus,2019/02/25,"It’s completely taken over me. I need advise on how to control this. I’m on multiple medications (can’t remember names off top of my head) to try and control it and none of them are working at all. I was diagnosed with anxiety in 7th grade and it’s just gotten progressively worse. Especially this school year. I get anxiety out of nowhere for no reason and since I have IBS, IBD, and Indeterminate colitis it also effects that too, causing ‘anxiety poops’ as many people call it. Basically if there’s no bathroom or none nearby my anxiety kicks in and makes my stomach super upset. I also sometimes get hot flashes and rapid heart rate/heart palpitations. Just recently for my birthday I went to Chinatown with my best friend and while we were driving there my anxiety kicked in and we had to stop at Dunkin’ Donuts so I could use the bathroom because of it.

It’s gotten so bad that I’m afraid to go anywhere in fear of it acting up. It happens out of random with no trigger whatsoever. 

I’m desperate for relief so I can do things I want to without this constant fear. ",4.109017704169048,6.076134310679612,5.51840662478584,77.08121930325531,72.39805825242719,8.73055396916048,31.049685893774985,9.325443323948027,3.0406336950314112,852,39,154,20,17,286,127,206,0.127,0.767,0.106,-0.5757,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,2,0,1,8,11,9,0,4,1,0,9,6,4,9,1,39,24,19,0,4,5,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,15,16,0,3,3,0,0,4,7,5,0,0,7,1,19,4,33,16,4,23,0,0,0,0,7,14,0,4,5,107,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20488320965324894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4899811348157221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695823394333473,0.07808863284526282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443315329515562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080452600276446,0.0,0.0,0.13159409095829305,0.0,0.0,0.1343105191355212,0.13843070124342452,0.2873503126370583,0.1022775073860878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13001890645832168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882964560978277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896982059331423,0.0,0.133854031713545,0.0,0.07280223970664634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327849663121448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13146766094008047,0.0,0.0,0.30359847392822376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550781241339464,0.12987339673689716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904737536941854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498460205461054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888084810196847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170823930453535,0.12648339604375747,0.0,0.14511244328981635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296441415780227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059657276469694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266942758183888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709742073241024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851040153184401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697156015466999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063735814812964,0.0,0.0,0.0755567587784274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11875007739905342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348392650892415,0.0,0.09325839950073687,0.0,0.1305449472477994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249226538956507
anxiety,isvisv,2019/02/25,Anyone else have a very recurring fear of impending death? I’m Bipolar 1 and I’m very very happy at the moment but I keep having a recurring fear that I’m going to die (I’m not sure how) within the next few months. Is this common? How can I calm my fears?,-0.9508636363636356,1.169961618181819,1.8948863636363635,93.72232954545456,96.45454545454544,4.931818181818182,14.147727272727273,6.6274283507984215,-0.34277272727272745,199,4,44,3,8,69,40,55,0.33,0.584,0.086,-0.9506,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,3,4,0,4,1,0,2,1,7,10,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,4,10,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782022062287133,0.20195710402136294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20456360649185895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646557225253473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6653929095434554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120191688684225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098216662083788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17519575377869234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15732712697607087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20962313242010955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18576888953077533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4878961713301145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shroudorshrood,2019/02/25,"bought a new computer desk today tried putting it together, put a couple boards on wrong, and ended up breaking it. Got overwhelmed and now it’s 1/2 way done scattered across my room. Maybe tomorrow. ",4.003333333333334,7.044391555555558,3.653333333333337,84.90000000000002,77.8888888888889,6.933333333333335,28.44444444444445,8.07648339933343,2.3117444444444444,160,7,27,3,4,48,32,36,0.08800000000000001,0.878,0.034,-0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,0,0,13,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,5,13,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084891962496087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28531132366264744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469358881412674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22298349071756104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28009416075461785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692687841209711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5605461877958193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26427177033808835,0.0,0.0,0.18928830981654585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22130011223515372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30482630505431113,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cubic_mug,2019/02/25,HHHHHH The supervisor of the student village I live in asked to see me tonight in half an hour and I mmmmMmmMMmMMMMMMMMMM ECH,2.5376086956521746,5.385088739130438,11.278586956521742,24.44222826086957,96.3913043478261,7.517391304347825,27.48913043478261,8.07648339933343,2.8707478260869568,103,5,18,3,4,48,20,23,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,4,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,12,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5178910314388689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5455529294068028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4891693069161325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4414456591043013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jvogels,2019/02/25,"I’m playing a sport I don’t like, on a team with people that I’m not even close to being friends with I’ve been playing lacrosse since 3rd grade. It had been fun until 7th grade (that’s when school sports started). Since then, everything has been  so competitive, all my teammates are friends and in a “higher social ranking” than me while I was not even talking to them outside of the practices (I still don’t).  I’m now in tenth. Lacrosse starts soon, and I have no idea what to do. My parents strongly want me to keep going, so that I can use it to get a scholarship into college. But i don’t want to practice because I don’t like the sport and don’t have any friends in it to make it fun. I’m already in all honors and AP courses and am doing well in them. I feel like I could do another thing after school other than that sport or maybe even sports in general and still get a scholarship. I’m just really stressing the fuck out and am on the brink of tears. what do I do? ",4.777409240924094,4.651072004950496,5.228465346534655,87.55906765676569,69.04950495049505,8.11947194719472,30.199669966996694,7.492282038375204,1.6240877887788776,763,27,168,7,12,244,107,202,0.052000000000000005,0.757,0.191,0.9741,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,4,12,15,1,1,9,0,24,1,0,2,2,28,41,15,0,3,5,1,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,12,12,0,1,2,8,2,1,8,2,1,1,5,1,16,13,25,34,2,24,0,0,0,1,9,12,1,1,14,115,28,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692817391019763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431789168900857,0.1608542487547581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351178216810127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224781590213794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039595994508347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786686314325294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756411860726388,0.10958965393671563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3555515303825491,0.14181668648379428,0.16029130745216352,0.0,0.08718128276477821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731709761965724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13634979355461208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22483183518364908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102396310919116,0.0,0.15411185111571885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703335772694623,0.0,0.0,0.1063488888100889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827256282130553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31049985855527723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537896664330927,0.0,0.0,0.1563729283218736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21715593341645306,0.0,0.2450123592348713,0.0,0.1757202452535721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232978555654319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019127605660406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324891492888997,0.0,0.0,0.1809596841634216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379258573888038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MathyMama,2019/02/25,"Shout out to everyone in landlocked states suddenly white-knuckling it through a hurricane. I wasn’t prepped for this at all. Winds are sustained 30+ with gusts over 60. That’s what they say. What it sounds like is an actual hurricane.  My solid house is shaking...as am I. 
 And assuming I get any sleep at all, it’s not going to be much fun to wake up and commute in this. 

So, shoutout to everyone else awake right now in this high wind warning zone thinking ”what the hell is this?” ",2.6381988304093578,4.853701357894735,3.1835087719298265,91.03900584795325,77.52631578947368,7.169590643274852,27.39766081871345,8.167268648758528,1.7808362573099412,379,16,79,7,9,118,74,95,0.073,0.8490000000000001,0.078,-0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,3,0,7,2,2,0,2,9,10,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,11,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,3,5,2,15,8,3,14,1,0,0,0,2,10,1,1,3,49,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.2775577588008868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934187447080566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23760058026658495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5435605282481905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486003166524755,0.0,0.16164527485536065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005106150911081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281882477070394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13895568193061314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20908509201928085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24289738507701175,0.0,0.2261861658789517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846303956178712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18224804728011468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HugmeorDie,2019/02/26,"Does anyone else take propranolol for anxiety? If so, how has it affected you? I was recently put on this medication on a as needed basis. My pharmacist commented that he did not know why I was being prescribed this medication because I don't have a personal history of blood pressure issues. I've been told that propranolol helps physical symptoms of anxiety, but it doesn't necessarily take anxious thoughts away.

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I've had two doses of 10 mg in the last 7 hours, and I feel weird. It's probably because I'm experiencing effects of my blood pressure decreasing. What are your experiences with this medication?",6.978310810810808,8.870424522522523,8.105934684684684,61.65998310810812,65.03603603603604,12.396846846846847,40.00112612612613,11.93303328291395,5.877242342342344,506,29,77,19,8,172,82,111,0.105,0.858,0.037000000000000005,-0.6224,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,1,2,3,0,2,3,0,11,7,2,3,0,12,19,6,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,9,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,7,2,8,0,11,11,0,8,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,3,49,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17565072429906034,0.19698656045530516,0.0,0.0,0.2480339180901612,0.18314296075990366,0.0,0.11335405433455514,0.16610520893831698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152311676218163,0.0,0.0,0.1976466866443641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418672743839149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354256554900355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585788457309344,0.0,0.0,0.08196983679370856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086617658862076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596498827795162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16920516047117934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890937532389939,0.13214475247171587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4899391607826898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020566370734012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155191179827373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747865827366488,0.0,0.0,0.16296959950542225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16006826622968648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16849878025464232,0.2437794842557134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870060774130224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15490711502877924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583620680707674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628289716086354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19698656045530516,0.0
anxiety,TheGuyWhoLikesThings,2019/02/26,"Going to my first therapy session in a week. What should I expect? I (15 M) have had anxiety for four years. Ever since my diagnosis I’ve taken the same drug, escitalopram/Lexapro. Recently I’ve started building up an immunity and have had some trouble while I still try to work to find a replacement so I asked my parents if therapy could be an option, and because they’re great they said yes with no hesitation. 

I just want to know what I should expect. Are there any unspoken rules? How much should I reveal? How do I even start talking about myself and my anxiety? 

Thank you ",2.6290540540540515,5.2615779639639655,4.282364864864864,80.83543918918922,80.17117117117118,7.6639639639639645,26.367117117117118,8.59863814320734,2.305203603603605,458,19,85,11,12,153,81,111,0.095,0.8,0.105,0.4871,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,2,9,3,0,0,5,1,11,2,0,2,1,22,20,8,0,8,2,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,4,1,15,2,9,11,3,12,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,3,9,61,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139437300483026,0.0,0.2956213737119228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18063207012549828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778345773294173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15426827220948972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22407069709033767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276181881554453,0.17477608753716367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17659708933001994,0.16435051578784324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980983032886404,0.0,0.0,0.21302272829426075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106187161515904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420369293162221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21454491865798472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19077874959546806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837938752584095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15983132689976892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27352036408668995,0.0,0.15430356575875934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553007270618279,0.0,0.17788850766947695,0.4419215870462026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118184691162774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139645551440442,0.0,0.1549872436750383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066447773010524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442559050892482
anxiety,MarceaR234,2019/02/26,"Not asking for a medical diagnosis, just want to know if others have felt this way For the last month, I’ve gone to work and felt fine, but as soon as I come home it’s like my chest tightens up a little, I feel tingling my left arm, and my breaths get hard to manage. It’s almost like I feel these little pains in my body and I wanted to know if anyone else has been through this and how do you cope with it? My anxiety is new to me, so hearing others who have dealt with it longer is definitely something I  wanted to hear, so I decided to reach out to this community",3.54136554621849,4.098992243697484,4.886880252100841,86.52006827731094,71.94117647058823,7.966806722689077,24.959033613445378,8.07648339933343,1.1752092436974784,443,12,99,6,8,148,78,119,0.058,0.825,0.118,0.7379,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,5,4,0,0,3,0,7,7,4,1,0,25,22,12,0,5,5,0,5,2,0,0,3,2,1,0,11,8,0,0,7,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,7,13,3,18,18,0,13,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,3,6,65,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884074859687406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12898786100556786,0.0,0.0,0.11789756108765975,0.17276311052787688,0.0,0.0,0.15762963321590212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187290128079806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524446855180606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14085384580819174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705107752424827,0.0,0.3237882815343148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809290812897849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15104340011378112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800763766349331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16913177065351506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853296959987274,0.13744143620100308,0.0,0.0,0.1831976337645899,0.0,0.0,0.16475079458868894,0.33798741336116483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16985903879283185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458463844839608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16284670021494616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179415254263353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980589865774894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983555082077303,0.13383650523152238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275167978586415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lamelavalamps,2019/02/26,"IEP issues at school I have an IEP for my anxiety, OCD, ADHD and mild Tourettes (I can control tics quite well in public). In one of my classes, the teacher is extremely strict about anything being even a day late, or even doing quick revisions in class. Anything lost or missing is a 0, even if she knows you've done it. Proof and filling out a paper is required for an extension or for explaining why it's late. All tests have a set time, no extra time allowed. All of this is the complete opposite of my IEP. I am extremely forgetful but I do try my best, meaning I can get pretty upset when I'm told I'm getting a 0 when I did a bunch of hard work. I'm supposed to have a bit more leniency since I genuinely sometimes need a bit more time than the average person. 

It should be obvious I should talk to her but I feel like I'm just being a baby. No one else in the class would get these privileges and I feel awful just thinking about how stressed everyone else is as well. And, in the ""real world"", I wouldn't get these leniencies. I just don't know what to do, and wanted insight from someone who maybe has been in a similar situation. Sorry for the rambles.",2.9929339305711125,4.575817659574469,4.498365061590146,84.84105263157895,74.53191489361703,7.840985442329228,28.113101903695412,8.532816995589336,2.074531914893617,910,37,184,17,19,304,138,235,0.104,0.804,0.092,0.5089,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,6,14,9,0,2,18,1,26,0,0,3,4,39,46,15,0,7,9,0,3,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,8,6,0,2,8,0,0,1,4,4,2,2,5,3,18,5,24,34,9,20,0,2,0,0,8,9,0,4,10,128,26,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14959579234251644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522369088847164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20486605068873565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13062973372796133,0.0,0.2717907965818551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305105691675361,0.0,0.13961025947227415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027663096793268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273820201283015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20796721442047528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466453913275517,0.0,0.0,0.11894201689434597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587746806765768,0.08892557803572262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601339936252848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150591947995467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12992045621425802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681735278543347,0.0,0.2808283798817373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0608126168433253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588010347268364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250527303474688,0.13559070102897974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229727169612753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869612607926696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086875182034686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266366977624635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239539733048894,0.0,0.141680777970496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259762140410754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296771627770854,0.13991608005495831,0.0,0.0,0.10546799079193557,0.0,0.12310980669088722,0.13934053237000518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258667511420695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004897983392308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975910387906326,0.0,0.0,0.21774862193634312,0.0,0.0,0.11894201689434597,0.0,0.08451093697077859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341908627928795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238374911094204,0.0,0.11232010112788443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061990733736734,0.0,0.0,0.0884240783442528,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mmmmmmmmokay,2019/02/26,"Best “remedies” for anxiety/depression that do not include taking meds... Give me your best remedies for calming anxiety and dealing with depression! I currently see a therapist, have some Ativan for those really bad attacks, but need something to calm the smaller attacks before they turn into really bad attacks. I just want to be happy and worry free... 😊",8.277950819672133,9.826872491803279,8.347663934426233,62.375922131147576,61.78688524590165,11.34590163934426,41.47950819672131,11.20814326018867,5.63102950819672,286,16,37,8,4,93,48,61,0.308,0.4970000000000001,0.195,-0.8898,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,2,1,12,3,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,9,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,0,0,1,5,7,7,8,3,2,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,1,1,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864160712701747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5739173452522308,0.0,0.0,0.2808124258725357,0.0,0.0,0.14309140447244767,0.0,0.3529461781736871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733651278891027,0.28967117424978234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16131397783302145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17900898410040594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867873681087803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468818687499834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154546469145837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400140179500367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294574488461266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643506533590654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19524621612792767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18290931873413616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991848684360144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17077420114933192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ineedsomesle3p,2019/02/26,"New Job Anxiety I need to get some stuff off of my chest.

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I suffer from really bad anxiety (relating to fear of failure/rejection and social interaction), and have diagnosed depression/OCD. I've recently started a new job at a pizza shop/cafe on my university campus (at the same time as starting my first year of uni), and I'm struggling a lot with it. I've had 3 shifts thus far, and before each shift (and really whenever I think about it) I get an immense pang of anxiety. The shop is extremely popular and busy, so I can't really afford to be slow,  but there are so many processes and details that I end up having to clarify things fairly frequently. On top of this, the shop is owned/run by a brother and sister pair, and the sister is quite unforgiving/easily stressed/prone to yelling and getting angry. The brother is nicer, but I can't really ask questions when he's busy. A couple of the other employees have already warned me to 'stay out of the way of \*sister\*"", and not to talk to the brother when he's doing things.  


I've made a few mistakes since starting which have left me feeling crappy, and I've been told off once by one of the more seasoned employees for almost bumping into her while she was carrying a hot tray. I'm a clumsy person in general and there's not a lot of room on the shop floor, so I'm unsurprised that I've had these experiences but I feel really disheartened and unfit for the job - I need it though.   


The other thing that has me a bit stressed out is the potential of messing up change/money with customers. My anxiety makes me make a lot more mistakes than I normally would, and considering I'm super horrible with maths anyway and the tills don't really have a system in place to tell you the correct amount of change, it's mostly on the spot adding up. which is really un-ideal for someone like me. I overheard my boss telling one of the other new guys that he 'can forgive being slow or not knowing things', but 'can't forgive money mistakes', which is understandable but has made me even more nervous about the whole situation.

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How have other people coped with anxiety in fast-pace, customer-centred industries/working for difficult employers? Any advice would be greatly appreciated. ",7.616731003657051,7.255142855140189,8.044026818366524,70.5350243803332,63.20560747663551,11.64908573750508,36.132060138155225,11.119845054232373,4.129317838277123,1794,75,316,45,23,594,226,428,0.126,0.8079999999999999,0.066,-0.9705,7,0,0,0,1,0,63.0,0,1,0,4,13,18,0,4,31,0,31,3,1,7,1,65,54,32,0,8,9,6,3,1,0,2,1,1,1,2,22,24,1,0,8,3,4,0,7,12,0,3,7,4,25,6,55,42,14,45,0,2,0,0,24,23,0,8,20,216,47,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804135923412758,0.0,0.0,0.08240232367897593,0.0,0.09080991583474576,0.0,0.0,0.17832403935277316,0.19998459612834726,0.055960548459573316,0.0,0.31476108586254936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693076562144252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870935933197968,0.0,0.0,0.07002338800831975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898402125157586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705272794273908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910531766726526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352340380385069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288520091819495,0.0,0.0,0.05435228038519736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049616772002051,0.0,0.09259999939161466,0.08321737619057386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699964906622247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289805995849648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072586928257018,0.0,0.08148080438828581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449826877370827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045224857517885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940916715985059,0.0,0.0,0.04020311570188383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20988202093436387,0.0,0.15573104088068868,0.10985946181415172,0.08342992918888135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203513302272563,0.0,0.2384308280912276,0.0,0.0,0.08062748692145318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763698905045876,0.11152471686422333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05705006159078476,0.07185313009868036,0.08597634454438405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218450045098027,0.08752636794084519,0.0,0.0,0.3690230407725255,0.0,0.08125221208218347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807177894903929,0.09249827826840062,0.0,0.08388508137423956,0.06972470610132603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17473750099546498,0.08771101636926194,0.0,0.0,0.09426380403810176,0.08602818464045175,0.09420324878712807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06614220733966214,0.1438515278680702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21868133582710103,0.05272860547655416,0.08085026803011963,0.0,0.047984412314670336,0.0,0.0,0.07863236142819696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566759828534709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06531858639458225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187471083917276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059908663838037814,0.0,0.0,0.1169140101852604,0.0,0.19998459612834726,0.05299256070143693
anxiety,laetee,2019/02/26,"how to help someone with anxiety (trigger warning) hi there.

my friend recently told me she has to go on anxiety and depression medication. she is my best friend of 5+ years but she has always been reserved about her personal problems. a couple months ago she told me she is suicidal and thankfully she didn't try anything after i tried my best to talk her out of it. her parents are pretty conservative so they didnt really think of anything when she would say she's sad or something but she sat down with them seriously and they finally understand and got her help.

i'm so proud she has sought help but i know the fight isn't over yet. i've never been really good at talking about these things (i always try to be cheerful and happy and sometimes she just doesn't want that) so i wanted to ask those of you who have experienced anxiety and/or depression: what you would want to hear from someone when they are willing to help? what would help you feel better, even in the slightest way possible or what is something that can comfort you and make your suffering a bit more tolerable? (i'm sorry if these are hard questions, i appreciate any kind of feedback)

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i have told her a million times that i'm always here for her and i can listen and i'll try to do my best in helping her (though it may not be very helpful)

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thank you so much and i hope you know that i'm rooting for all of you! i may not experience it firsthand but i will try my absolute best to support you all! 

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anxiety,Hheloisa,2019/02/26,"My ansiety is affecting my relationship I'm in a 4y relationship, and a few days ago my boyfriend told me that he feels sad that I don't go with him to meet with his friends. The reason why I don't do that many times is because I feel very anxious when I'm with people I don't know very well. I get so nervous that I'm quiet all the time. Then, when I go home, I get anxious because I was quiet all the time and because they probably think that I'm weird. So, I started to avoid going with him. 

To be honest, I get anxious about doing anything that it's very different than the usual. Actually, I get anxious with anything different that happens not only with me but also with my bf. So he feels that we can't do anything different together because of my anxiety, but also feels scared of doing anything different by himself because he's afraid I'll be anxious.

I promised him that I would try to stop being anxious. So lately I've been avoiding showing that I'm anxious because I want him not to feel bad for doing things without me. I can't talk about my anxieties with him. I feel that I am alone, that I don't have any support. I have to show that I am okay all the time, and it's been really difficult. I cry a lot when I'm alone.

Any advise about my situation? Thank you.",3.851287878787879,4.587677310606062,5.371666666666666,82.67333333333336,71.34848484848484,8.290909090909091,30.95454545454545,8.515128840125781,2.2985545454545453,1006,43,207,16,18,341,118,264,0.202,0.73,0.069,-0.9823,4,4,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,1,1,0,13,16,0,5,8,1,24,0,0,2,3,36,51,15,0,2,5,0,6,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,16,12,0,3,9,2,0,3,9,9,1,0,4,8,41,7,24,43,5,18,0,1,0,0,21,1,0,1,14,136,57,1,0.0,0.0,0.07388231670755925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711259945308151,0.0,0.0,0.15682604422656288,0.0,0.1210909749378195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297117987575803,0.0,0.1158363214172423,0.5987175029071874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492124541029994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06321492545799934,0.27691372168947365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316419286473045,0.048826870395025736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.316404534367118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296883692633543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058493578294425475,0.0,0.15822199610190407,0.0,0.12908369893249833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695035488647104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759435887786456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0416083925776196,0.0,0.0854044990578144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436617678355036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767583456739727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05758108329090135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05248797872515138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162849231750692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048501947169771034,0.07784278239159713,0.0,0.16256902436599258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579920293555538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851015323469725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053588129320077504,0.0,0.0,0.06329718824574139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591513407967276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06085305913568921,0.0,0.06970385832424689,0.0,0.0,0.05029854912695928,0.04851209350678992,0.0,0.0,0.1765891038489701,0.0,0.0,0.0723444217002964,0.0,0.051402313683078335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338418253199861,0.18740674215699232,0.04465588761082912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807263855102,0.0,0.06831675612692482,0.0,0.0,0.07298201290101944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053782414147886856,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,u5u5,2019/02/26,I feel like there’s so much in my life to deal with and the impending feeling of everything is too much I think about everything when I’m doing my homework when doing my homework or riding the bus or doing anything. And i feel like sometimes I act like someone I’m not like not on purpose and that makes me more worried and it becomes so hard to do anything and my grades have been dropping and idk what to do. And thinking about college and the rest of my life and me doing my homework just seems so pointless. It feels like I need a guarantee that everything is going to be okay and I don’t know what to do. I also have social anxiety and every kind of look that someone gives me makes me overthink what they think of me and everything in my life has just become so hard to deal with. I’m not sure I have anyone I can completely relax around anymore. ,4.264402697495181,5.224464606936415,4.9700722543352605,85.1072856454721,70.5606936416185,7.616377649325628,29.44556840077071,7.793537801064563,1.8277788053949904,679,26,135,8,12,219,85,173,0.064,0.815,0.12,0.8691,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,14,9,0,0,4,1,17,3,0,2,1,35,35,21,0,1,7,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,3,0,8,15,0,0,9,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,7,22,9,18,33,4,10,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,3,7,101,30,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452586656235236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904239863208849,0.0,0.1172243367810408,0.08264938551540177,0.0,0.19453987544747306,0.10522458409975784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610890090343503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393224638769933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437215501713102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959004054879042,0.0,0.4249283090347554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390653490629509,0.2533299804970843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338985302428765,0.06717675701779223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21177103394495286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308889391425933,0.06496056979780175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504680949563008,0.2887369299735784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925966840824413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15780112152492393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17378371789945535,0.08764507188742082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076063994650758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204917601221977,0.2003038543807545,0.0,0.11690451580186847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140371491358056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272166532561783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003957641356355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,enricohenryhank,2019/02/26,"Trying to help/understand my girlfriend's anxiety Hello, I'm new here, just subbed today, and I'm hoping to use this place as a way to help my girlfriend, who doesn't use Reddit, with her anxiety, or at least understand what she's feeling, and maybe when not to help. I read the rule about triggers, and I'm not too sure what they entail, so if there are any here I apologize, and please let me know what they are and I will remove, or edit them.

So basically I've been dating her for almost a year, and I love her very much, but her anxiety and panic attacks have been getting worse lately, much worse. I try to help as best I can, but sometimes I'm at a loss as if I can do anything. I think because the work we do is so high stress, and she's in a position where her future is undecided (apprentice at a ballet company), she feels overwhelmed a lot lately. She has a job on the side where she delivers pizza, but hasn't said a good thing about it in months, and feels she has to do it to make ends meet. I keep trying to assure her that she's at the beginning of her career, things will get better, she just has to be patient, but I worry about her. I only want the best for her, and it's hard that I don't know how to help her.

We've talked about therapy, which she isn't opposed to, but she's very apprehensive on the idea of trying to find a therapist that she likes, and one that is on her insurance, and of course the cost of it. 

She has a lot of trouble sleeping, not so much getting to sleep, but once she's asleep she has dreams that range from outright strange to stressful. She's told me that she sleeps better when I'm with her, but I don't have the ability to stay with her on most nights. I read about weighted blankets that can help with anxiety and sleeping, which I still need to talk to her about, but I would love to hear some feedback from all of you.

If anyone has anything that might help me help her, I would be more than appreciative! I know this isn't something that can be so easily dealt with,. It maybe if I have a better idea of things that help, of hinder others, I can use that knowledge to help her! Her smile fills me with joy, and I just want her to feel that same joy! Thank you everyone! 

TL;DR I want to help my girlfriend with her anxiety,but I don't really know what to do, or what not to do.",6.759316770186339,4.873196567287786,6.989648033126298,82.35354037267084,65.72877846790891,10.387577639751552,30.93788819875776,8.964715089967882,2.1447093167701863,1814,48,405,24,23,589,195,483,0.103,0.6890000000000001,0.208,0.9958,3,0,1,0,0,0,61.0,1,2,3,7,24,23,1,5,19,0,42,9,5,6,3,83,77,40,0,11,22,0,6,1,3,5,0,3,0,0,31,22,2,2,14,4,1,2,11,8,0,1,4,9,71,15,62,64,13,33,0,2,0,2,65,15,0,14,15,290,102,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06803169020795095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046201254123614685,0.0,0.2078944158550004,0.0,0.0,0.047504944267566095,0.0,0.11181699516966496,0.0,0.0,0.0772910970155359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04141534631835127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259682613266875,0.1802611512992156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06017431533761481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06491919419461219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13740920168638607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06209555869890258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064869023352418,0.0,0.0,0.056984508637012425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060860532128004234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657286089250072,0.0,0.5009232602236634,0.07178191191150735,0.0,0.06747934715232036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15339106549323148,0.0,0.0,0.06741956445860398,0.060387833378564924,0.0,0.0,0.14935129782707654,0.0,0.15327764405655925,0.0,0.0,0.06947283859850817,0.0,0.03319185419431076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551962769118175,0.1226362734572103,0.0,0.045350207001865664,0.0,0.13650890909652486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207317353981826,0.0,0.0,0.0542287362841027,0.0,0.14983025793734947,0.05037634858837353,0.0,0.0656164838907578,0.0,0.06375670724349297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235345101511458,0.04603762763896476,0.05167112322196983,0.0,0.07971247594189312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098241622460373,0.0745772730703555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591596017850738,0.0,0.043523844038389575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462611254186322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719546393312621,0.0,0.0,0.05230321920529645,0.06719399633962983,0.0,0.0,0.07241456826757657,0.05425664806466452,0.0,0.15564915230125545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403226394445796,0.0,0.0,0.1092145453793804,0.0,0.06254965079977934,0.0776948474996039,0.07888310585574494,0.13540814350584265,0.04353294898397919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439879177892685,0.06491919419461219,0.0,0.1845061004354099,0.0,0.0,0.1414550281400597,0.0,0.1760339886804749,0.0,0.11211456162550773,0.12021759957181252,0.053927287921266116,0.0,0.08273212327476838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049460834076473136,0.06899595625385402,0.13847250242149664,0.0965246775428276,0.0,0.0,0.04375087148041209
anxiety,dustedbunny,2019/02/26,I said some things into a microphone! I went to a discussion that welcomed comments from the audience.  I raised my hand to contribute and let my points come out slow and they all came out clearly!  I am so happy they had a mic though because my voice was so constricted it was higher pitched than normal and had no volume.  :) ,4.217741935483872,6.091219483870969,4.662129032258068,83.72319354838713,71.90322580645163,8.185806451612903,28.529032258064518,8.841846274778883,2.3190864516129035,256,10,48,5,5,81,47,62,0.032,0.7340000000000001,0.233,0.9284,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,6,1,1,0,2,13,10,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,8,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,7,3,9,2,7,2,2,8,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,1,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19648816121780588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686573706426525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776570370042329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431241569260959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296022253652788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31581300996890704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30470415206507145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066077468578127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141404052406419,0.0,0.31668563015314644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29880129158936364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kellsurs,2019/02/26,"Anxiety of becoming a mother Trigger warning about fertility and motherhood

Hi, I’m a female in my early 20’s and I got married last year. I’ve been on a contraceptive pill for the last 8 years consistently. At my last appointment with my doctor she suggested before I refill my prescription for the year, I should see an OBGYN to discuss fertility. She explained being on the pill for a long time could effect my fertility and considering I’m a newly wed it should be something I need to start thinking about.

I’ve always liked the idea of having children. I know I would be a good Mom... or at least like to think I would. My husband wants kids and would be an amazing Dad. I know I will have kids when I am ready, I also know it’s a very emotional experience. 

I feel as someone who struggles with health anxiety and panic attacks that it will be really difficult to have children.. I know mothers who had no prior mental health history come into motherhood with tons of anxiety and depression. I can only imagine what it would do to me lol 

I’m really just looking for support, maybe some of you had the same fears I did before you became parents? I’d love to hear some experiences ",4.2903671497584535,6.016623408695657,5.96463768115942,75.05772946859905,71.43478260869566,9.111111111111112,30.169082125603857,9.586721724236666,3.0635748792270534,944,40,168,23,18,323,135,230,0.119,0.768,0.113,0.1027,1,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,1,5,12,1,3,14,1,24,6,0,2,0,37,45,10,0,9,2,6,1,2,0,8,5,1,0,4,8,11,0,0,11,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,5,4,26,6,26,26,5,19,0,1,2,1,23,6,0,3,14,114,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379670022502257,0.09759460265620894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691793848564273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13343420738490847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953749276812615,0.19961015254888065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103487360175238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364645073933983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010216293113294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005119489822573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13193536417328974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294640801482569,0.0,0.13198375950039942,0.059305303658487685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983772133764623,0.09380745723806984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493473833965773,0.1321942551589342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324060340345657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25783787288538057,0.28682079818947404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460385289040648,0.0,0.0,0.10379788119327588,0.09849398583383398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058587248548984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783348140738653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820064438189785,0.0,0.0,0.1373685273261988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696898354909277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920426333741406,0.0,0.13761444017099575,0.13023656691505184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027784197291275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346487426229323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937936179022024,0.09029550449950312,0.0,0.0,0.08301840337871777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261688235895955,0.0,0.0,0.13309920215279086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15030927925986934,0.0,0.0,0.06839269088894777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09677646096677267,0.06918062895547883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332775529999837,0.0,0.0,0.2265925734194591
anxiety,egiunts,2019/02/26,"Why do I always feel like I'm waiting? I discovered recently that I have a looming feeling of waiting for something. All. The. Time.

I can never pin point what it is. Someone to text me? My big AHA moment as to why I'm so anxious? 

​

I don't know if I have things unsolved that I'm waiting on or if this is just my anxiety at its best.

Anyone have a similar experience?",-0.13146853146853132,2.1891461794871816,2.7575058275058275,87.92234265734268,93.6153846153846,5.4004662004662025,26.32167832167832,6.980632752743323,1.5717538461538465,294,15,59,5,11,103,56,78,0.078,0.8,0.122,0.6535,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,0,2,12,17,5,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,9,2,7,17,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,5,42,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903227976550644,0.2478303106622408,0.27793361324719396,0.0,0.0,0.17497884856540347,0.2584013077193573,0.0,0.1599342707675223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24003942908383094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237431400228349,0.0,0.0,0.23130687560309302,0.16340571456034034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12570476228547495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174657875797986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17641170977459875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162250482227215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22584460328969835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938033216008612,0.17608855986184568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15195893832028495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133375083404927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4127889138245173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27793361324719396,0.0
anxiety,KarmaIsTheRealDeal,2019/02/26,"Psychiatrist is a dick My psychiatrist won't prescribe me any anxiety medication for whatever fucking reason, and my anxiety causes me to have suicide attempts. I've had fucking double-digit suicide attempts. He still won't give me any shit. I don't want to get another psychiatrist because I'm tired of fucking meeting people who don't even give a shit about me. I'd rather stay with the dick I have then a new one who equally doesn't give a shit about me. Does anyone have advice on how to persuade him into giving me medication? I don't want to fucking die because I don't have any anxiety medication. ",5.608141025641025,6.801151128205131,7.057339743589743,70.51370192307695,67.63247863247864,9.610683760683765,35.992521367521356,9.827888789773867,3.841154700854701,490,25,83,11,8,168,63,117,0.325,0.6559999999999999,0.019,-0.9888,0,0,0,0,0,2,9.0,0,0,0,2,6,7,7,0,5,0,13,13,5,3,0,9,25,3,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,1,0,13,0,11,22,1,6,0,0,0,6,9,2,9,0,3,52,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188274325543833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335806482502664,0.12005751231360065,0.2627640382504309,0.0,0.0,0.08005724727314481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958962260586813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761743562875525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882726028148086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019494699148053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562256646707784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4233934438315179,0.05981867363522787,0.4393343977198383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3460236228323414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057954402492053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758446613477947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937610057985686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771946023843582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525810121569192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203594988603125,0.09143549071144688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504768957689919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315946354633512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506369696729956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mars4godwar,2019/02/26,"I almost choked and I'm fucking shook about it Today I choked at my family table (I could still breathe, talk, and cough so not really choking) they all thought I was gonna die, my mom almost called 911, my brother ran and my step dad did the Heimlich. I thought I was gonna die. I am very swollen up about it. Any tips?",0.1212313432835792,2.3428520746268693,1.5896828358208952,98.58213619402989,87.955223880597,4.544029850746268,20.315298507462693,5.985473137389443,-0.130371641791045,247,8,57,2,8,79,46,67,0.222,0.778,0.0,-0.9338,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,1,1,0,5,4,1,0,1,10,12,4,2,1,1,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,6,0,12,0,4,3,1,7,0,0,0,1,6,2,1,2,2,31,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4550267932620861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450746883029934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320021249331028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18140503063274735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4716066853567308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141890381552044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21004773880816366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661002281543613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14555360246593574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18144653253909987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18261910078102128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607514301549559,0.0,0.0,0.21536416061064714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18746825669957087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Emilylarge71,2019/02/26,I can’t cope My anxiety is getting so bad it’s hard to drive.. I don’t leave my house because I have a panic attack and now it’s turning into major depression. Anyone have any solutions?? I’m losing the battle here. I feel so hopeless. ,-0.925124716553288,0.9642350816326548,2.4272108843537445,87.35786848072563,106.3469387755102,4.626757369614512,19.73015873015873,6.42735559955562,0.7371478458049885,185,7,35,3,9,66,39,49,0.49,0.48,0.029,-0.9773,0,0,0,0,0,1,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,2,1,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,9,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,0,2,6,0,2,9,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19440360436971035,0.0,0.21869224405907486,0.0,0.0,0.19988921439854893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32522207742038595,0.0,0.0,0.23869221220588965,0.17426567207386848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24622220038561546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14454609830463613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493569675024275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25608626938754864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298593337596521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302698481455526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31981902898783804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354106491325141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109479916073266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Svevnugalen,2019/02/26,"Public transport from school problems So basically I have a fear of any public transport. This makes it hard for me to travel to and from my school because it's pretty far away. My dad then has to drive me everyday. I feel pretty bad about this because he has to cancel a lot of his work trips etc. because if not, I can't go to school. As well as this, I have to wait 2-4 hours after school for him to pick me up so he can work enough hours. My time for studies, friends, sleep and workout is very limited because of this. 

I really want to start taking public transportation, but I find it very hard. My head sets off a bunch of reactions that in the end get so intense I'll have to get away (the worst are the pain and tingling sensation in my chest/stomach). I'll also have to take a 12 minute train ride without stops for me to reach school the fastest, that's a very long time trapped inside. If not I need to take an hour long detour by bus (which stops every minute I'd assume, much easier).

I'm 17 and this started around 2-3 years ago, but hasn't been a problem till last summer, because I used to go to a nearby school. I've also had other situational anxieties since I was 12-13 years old, but they've either worn off or aren't a problem any longer (Speaking loudly in or in front of a mass is still a huge problem. I'll never get over it though because I've tried countless times, and have now given up.)

Advice or relations would be nice. Questions as well.

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anxiety,_Khaleesi-,2019/02/26,"Has anyone else felt like this? This morning, I woke up with chest pains, along with nausea

I’m 22, so I don’t think it’s a heart attack, nor was the pain overwhelming, just a discomfort.  Shortness of breath is there too, but nothing terrible 

It’s lasted the entire day so far (10 hours), but is nothing terrible aside from the nausea 

Am thinking it could be an anxiety attack, but nothing happened to trigger it, as it came about almost immediately after I woke up

Anyone else have something similar happen to them?",8.17824742268041,7.52705692783505,8.155381443298968,71.14606185567011,62.19587628865981,10.64659793814433,35.89484536082474,9.888512548439397,3.5446593814432976,410,16,70,7,5,133,70,97,0.122,0.777,0.101,-0.284,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,6,9,2,2,6,0,9,5,3,1,0,14,18,7,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,8,0,0,5,1,4,1,12,11,0,9,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,5,47,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15744510581234114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028202666299467,0.0,0.0,0.21988049845459184,0.3222054680943812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35774812916645005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17983148656910625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12553693393792378,0.0,0.0,0.10140161315327943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26269427068574985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15096734843519327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780794235529921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863206414549665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15484181845040546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816504099572384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681559843298294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4526049472630636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346118034490247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104485214070948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20149579521411956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CrystalKat182,2019/02/26,"What does Valium feel like? (F 27) Hi all,

I am prescribed Valium for my anxiety (2.5mg) but I haven’t taken it yet because I am really scared too, but I want to be able to take it, so I can do the things I want to do still. I have fairly bad medication anxiety, I even get anxious sometimes taking Panadol.
When I was little my mum gave me a Valium tablet that was probably a high dosage when she shouldn’t have. I don’t remember it feeling bad per say but I remember it made me feel sleepy and it just felt different and strange to how my body normally felt which as an adult, it scares me to feel anything different to how I normally feel. I don’t like to feel dopey or sleepy if it’s forced by medication if that makes sense. I am hoping if some people can explain what Valium feels like and how it helped them, it might help me to work up the courage to take it when I really need it. I’d mostly be taking it when I travel, because that’s when I get the worst anxiety. So I still want to be able to be alert enough to do activities and navigate myself around. Thanks all! ",4.2971108263933395,4.516383313901347,5.649945547725817,82.92579596412557,70.12107623318386,9.958872517616912,27.139333760409993,9.957137785484203,2.264938757206919,841,25,185,20,14,284,113,223,0.153,0.7120000000000001,0.135,-0.8142,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,1,17,11,0,2,6,0,21,3,1,5,2,43,47,22,0,11,8,1,9,3,0,2,2,1,0,1,19,5,0,0,12,1,0,1,4,5,0,0,7,10,28,6,17,34,6,13,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,8,11,124,47,1,0.2056184277864292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359463016813484,0.11614514822004812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460322312137776,0.09152199718406501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17168279851420196,0.12534308509736006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141978599571443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21482749338532955,0.0,0.0,0.08996903589701855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622940058687916,0.0,0.06790451615967928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.363883993309556,0.22034076884269427,0.19742593595036848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742714193076952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782169789480464,0.1086235790957096,0.0,0.10211274689594706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15068216644272714,0.10304184127059014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728056400855647,0.06862594860035004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20713893383909146,0.0,0.10906432913534883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623172941099951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014624023047701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07127496402629688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108457211491597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317244300007406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329255957650524,0.0,0.0,0.0817580133475777,0.20585991663896389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168094136518152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420714203839346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30919893633264445,0.0,0.0,0.09465291129936654,0.0,0.0,0.06830187343223149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18191861414730195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484633216608802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Squishy_Pixelz,2019/02/26,"I always worry about worrying other people One thing I’ll admit is that I don’t drink nearly enough liquids daily and it is noticeable to friends around me. I do drink when I feel thirsty though.

One of my friends decided to ask me about it further, probably because the weather started getting warmer and I was in long sleeves (long story). I explained everything I said above and she was shocked. She was obviously freaking out and just told me to be careful. 

It was a short conversation but I can’t help but feel bad for freaking her out. I just don’t like being the cause of other people’s worry.",3.8596551724137953,5.978986344827588,4.599517241379309,82.74720689655173,73.48275862068967,7.053793103448276,30.565517241379307,7.908726449838941,2.23952,480,22,87,7,10,154,74,116,0.16,0.715,0.125,-0.743,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,3,0,12,2,0,1,1,18,22,8,0,0,4,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,7,7,2,0,5,2,0,0,3,4,0,2,6,3,16,4,13,14,1,11,0,0,0,0,12,7,0,0,5,64,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504218369309565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14447668306085307,0.15172362749020754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13550928755439864,0.09893333699362186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16547025338850604,0.16672135332352564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31797402100743843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16769379944220822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14586000304310034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641221439024897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507769506570543,0.0,0.08479227734536042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878271004953133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928898798061854,0.0,0.0,0.2872513880390232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18477358087164367,0.0,0.0,0.2199501650707868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22502940723837087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17498112602275218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437941582197587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487301729654695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782138091332152,0.0,0.159453709448931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550795318054371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4944544086718245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SPD87,2019/02/26,"Disrespect & taken advantage of making my anxiety worse Hi everyone. This might be a lengthy post but i’ll try to keep it as short as possible. 

Anyways, in short, i transferred colleges two years ago due to my major, & at the school I’m at i joined a fraternity. As of last semester, a lot of people in my fraternity have treated me terribly & it’s making my anxiety awful

the people I’m friends with are always so mean to me. they call me a little b***h all the time, tell me to shut up and when i play video games (like super smash bros specifically) they give me crap for how i play & who i play with & never want me to play, even if i say ill be someone else. this whole situation started from one guy, & spread to majority of the people in my fraternity. I have no respect in the house. 

for me as a person, i’ve always been overly nice to people. i always give a helping hand, when we go out i always buy people drinks & when i notice people are alone while their out, i try & hold conversations with them so they’re not as lonely. when we get back from going out, I’m always the target, as they “jokingly” try & put me in garbage cans, push me around and make fun of me the most. 

not only that, my roommate who is also the other transfer has been completely disrespecting me. i try & give him the room a lot because I know how much alone time is important. i own a switch & xbox & he’s always playing one or the other at all times, never asks just plays. takes my drinks from my fridge & now he’s starting to bring girls back from going out & not asking me to leave & doing stuff with them with me in the room. not only that, but i had 4 guests visit me this weekend & i told him i needed the room for all them and that we’ll be going out, & he still proceeded to have a girl come back with him & try & kick us out of the room, but i didn’t want to put the burden on my other friends to have 4 kids in their room. he doesn’t care for my sleep schedule when i have tests & comes in & turns all the lights on & wakes me up too. 


it’s been so hard for me. i’ve been trying to hold my own with them, but my personality & my anxiety is making me feel awful. i have no motivation anymore to do things because i always get nervous. & can’t leave these people because as a transfer I know nobody else. all this is making me so anxious because i can’t leave but i can’t do anything. i feel so hopeless & stuck, & i can’t seem to gain any respect at this point. I’m super non confrontational too, & even thinking of that cripples me

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anxiety,ArcticPinePine,2019/02/26,"I get anxious that graduate schools rely on ""survival of the fittest"" in selecting candidates.  I have two lab reports due later this week and all I want to do is lay on my bed and do nothing. I'm terrified I'm not going to accomplish anything in life and I'm terrified studying won't end up paying off. I don't think anybody would love me or want to marry me so I think what's even the point of trying to get into a good graduate school and be in a stable career? I hate that I have to compete for success in life and I hate that ""survival of the fittest"" still applies in my lifetime, where if I don't have the certain grades and skills, I won't be granted success. I hate everything about how my hard work is marked harshly and even when I try, I don't get rewarded. Laying on my bed and avoiding all of my problems and challenges that life throws in my face is so much more simpler. ",4.932232767232769,4.993458467032969,5.7748151848151865,83.12927572427573,68.72527472527472,8.596203796203799,34.12787212787213,8.296473431620573,2.559421978021978,699,32,143,9,11,230,99,182,0.146,0.713,0.141,-0.0191,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,10,9,12,3,1,6,0,16,5,1,1,3,24,31,15,0,5,3,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,2,0,6,10,0,1,2,0,1,2,6,5,0,1,0,1,21,7,23,26,4,22,0,0,0,1,1,14,0,2,6,97,27,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805091497592383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148767819037446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415201865947641,0.0,0.0,0.2110701422253708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436025303908142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504398463668368,0.0,0.09080828070143784,0.13401828089068216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14313405669325224,0.4732574785603926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385780749660495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14421026816487958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745878587272025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15331596212945595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15104644769725328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289061646920318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234175664691608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276027972239846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047648079971418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169641450425392,0.0,0.15608463542884507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18848813958716396,0.0,0.12816817116131698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632382401631824,0.0,0.0,0.11350515830731392,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,danny191,2019/02/26,"The acceptance of anxiety This post comes as a result of a conversation I've had recently. I was asked if I was worried that I would regret not continuing my university career in exchange for a humble job in a grocery store. As I am an inwardly anxious person, I was suddenly stuck by the fact that I had not been kept awake at night by my choice. I have come to realize why and note a transition from my previous anxious self to a more accepting and confident person. I realized that if I had chosen to continue with my schooling I would have always regretted the opportunity to do different. I would have felt that I missed the opportunity a contrary decision would have produced. 

  See, from my short 17 years of existence I have subconsciously come to understand something about the nature of my personal experience and view of life: I will always wonder about the possibility of the unknown. I will always view a definite course of action as less than the freedom of possibility. In other words, I will always chase after the ""what if"". No matter what path I select, I will long for opportunity of what could have been, the benefits I could have gained had I done different.  

When you enter a decision with the understanding that every choice will extinguish the possibility offered by other choices, your framework of evaluation changes drastically. Instead of deciding based on what will best remove you from regret and suffering, as we see that a choice will always produce regret, there must arise a new reason and new framework to affect your decision. For me, this new method of discernment was hope. I can only hope that my decision was the best for me. 

 Pursuing college would have meant staying under my parents protection for the duration of my study and then my attempts to find a job. My brother chose this path and I have witnessed him restrain his ability to strike out on his own and assume total responsibility for his life. He remains constrained by the goals set for him by his parents. His attainment of a life of his own will be built upon the efforts of his parents, at least in part as they gave him the ability to go to college, and will forfeit the joy of understanding that he produced his own life. I instead choose to hope that I will remember my noble struggle and see that through my effort, my struggle, and my hard choices my will has produced a good life. 

The regret and anxiety produced my choice will only stand as a testament to my ability to take heart in my aspirations; my eyes have seen that I will not yield to fear and this is a truly empowering sight. Fear will not be my master. I have dove into the lake of fear surrounding my choice to settle where I have and emerged unscathed; bolstered by this experience I look at regret as a great sea whose tempests seek to dissuade fearful fishermen from reaching the still water where bounty is to be caught.

 Only those that allow themselves to take on great responsibility and the great anxiety of failure therein can achieve the feeling of accomplishment. To those of you suffering from fear, the emotion driving anxiety, I say it is a behemoth feeding off your thoughtfulness. Because it is those who think about life most thoroughly that uncover its disheartening underbelly. An objective look at the nature of existence produces an image of suffering and this suffering is lying in wait behind every misstep. 

Anxious people see the possibility of negativity and are less likely to disregard it. We are genetically inclined to focus on the negative ""what if"" as it is a means of safety. The person who thinks ""This environment might be dangerous, best get out of it"" survives unlike the person who disregards the possibility of danger and becomes a lion's dinner. Evolution has tailored us to be anxious, and this mindset, still very alive in our genes, can be awoken by our experience. Situations where we disregarded the possibility of danger and ended up getting hurt emotionally or physically and left wondering ""why?"" are the perfect environment for this mindset to establish. Something in our childhood hurt us so much that we developed a way to assure that it never happen again, we gave our anxiety power to control us in exchange for safety.

It is hard to regain control, especially if the event was traumatic, but it can be done. I did it by doing that which my anxiety told me not to do. If only to show it that I was not its helpless victim, I chose to take the path that would be filled with anxiety and not give a damn. It would not be able to deter my will. My desires will not be limited by my anxiety. This was how I won and anxiety lost. I shunned it back to its dormant home.                   ",9.255673818806404,8.632802765533413,9.479923116769818,62.42848578205514,60.03165298944899,12.718002126557431,40.82196897407236,11.927643669134936,5.154219847869354,3761,179,606,102,43,1253,353,853,0.102,0.795,0.103,0.8667,9,0,3,0,0,0,74.0,12,6,1,29,16,49,5,7,59,0,86,11,2,13,6,131,130,43,0,26,17,4,4,1,0,25,6,1,1,6,58,37,3,12,27,1,3,10,13,28,0,0,29,16,93,21,124,64,14,66,1,16,11,0,54,30,1,15,22,492,151,15,0.04817817153541359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20044049095158534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33170552419623256,0.21771048185481084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045040086810514926,0.0,0.0,0.03704604004968226,0.0,0.029368966194367126,0.053209005294164766,0.0,0.0,0.15168005600832252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050966117286895485,0.12450368637273135,0.0,0.0,0.1080718321000871,0.07693269935506031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006718701068138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860599316921724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838791674546756,0.04267155994145386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118437485217155,0.0,0.0,0.1413824892838306,0.0,0.2710691865316281,0.024360331120388788,0.0,0.0462586000202079,0.0,0.04403397596219858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050342212293108785,0.046216892179326514,0.02738076514997427,0.040409564486038656,0.0,0.15934981260504066,0.0,0.0,0.04260379797791133,0.0,0.08631635707687145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057091365238316864,0.0,0.0,0.04832663425801795,0.14355538525024858,0.0,0.0,0.10315145814660956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561880247015256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05234572434065425,0.0,0.2041780041195956,0.023537421038759585,0.0,0.0,0.04263616573019762,0.08091506021437216,0.0,0.05259216544597373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0524801527170255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051109426465758064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03541649952999435,0.0,0.03715797597817441,0.13959233485827469,0.0,0.045211950307140376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656668177695173,0.0,0.0,0.16048847396362373,0.05217226484431031,0.0,0.033400677945131164,0.210336605330089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258818970173182,0.04614137065425001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04953518440154343,0.047570132133299484,0.0,0.05457647657637498,0.0,0.0,0.038313215735172566,0.0,0.04875888170365982,0.15356706025931358,0.0,0.05026034018022342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054154283392062415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417982044092085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05135152054705338,0.07695030004492509,0.0,0.0,0.1007325709826804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867196744161238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06174125394117873,0.0,0.03824808664513568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04603630753227084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046552698852508,0.17385722500590528,0.0,0.0,0.03975203714301462,0.0,0.0382415900555149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694661235099413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449434377390558,0.0,0.04892727181831134,0.0,0.2395707353164108,0.0,0.0,0.031025162885405414
anxiety,trismegisto97,2019/02/26,"I'm having a panic attack right now. How can I manage it? I'm not on medication.

My parents were watching the tv, and after a while a tv show comes up about what I fear most (sex, body issues etc). I went to another room because I wanted to raise my hands on them so bad. I'm feeling my heartbeats going faster now. How can I calm down? What do you do?

Please, don't judge me. I know this sounds totally crazy and irrational. If so, I will delete the post. ",-0.16861403508772102,2.0625711473684234,2.0301315789473726,94.60800438596493,90.15789473684212,4.850877192982456,17.390350877192983,6.42735559955562,-0.1927017543859648,349,9,78,4,12,117,68,95,0.203,0.732,0.065,-0.9395,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,0,7,5,1,2,5,0,8,4,2,2,1,12,17,8,0,2,2,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,4,3,0,0,2,3,0,3,2,4,0,0,2,4,13,1,8,14,3,15,0,0,1,1,3,6,0,2,5,52,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499355561186685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27116274090458903,0.0,0.0,0.19901611541170147,0.1452987375886199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26475820144695866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053213624132375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658283591332669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682151652295736,0.12051923569962535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13546239878422353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24878025154228664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099344180710515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401171597850397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796577393169891,0.26466454998917743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26164174860764045,0.0,0.0,0.2282777971244006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20355350609777567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405877048526066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209570805116237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Aplha_Foxtrot_Delta,2019/02/26,"I have no clue how to deal with this. I'm new to this whole anxiety thing. Last year out of the blue, I just started having severe panic attacks before I went to school. The only reason I can come up with is that it's hard for me all of a sudden to put my thoughts into coherent speech when talking to strangers. It never happened before last year, and nothing really changed in my life since then. It's just so debilitating to go to school every day and... It's just hard. Does anyone have any tips on how to overcome this?",3.4573584905660373,4.764483933962269,4.4944811320754745,86.43908018867926,72.86792452830188,6.809433962264151,24.57075471698113,7.1686216300943375,0.9475698113207552,411,12,84,4,8,134,74,106,0.147,0.853,0.0,-0.91,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,7,2,1,1,3,0,5,1,0,3,2,16,12,7,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,9,7,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,2,4,7,0,18,10,2,20,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,11,56,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118930556867878,0.0,0.1258728896622418,0.0,0.0,0.11505041313611535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18718836071663866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800233760915578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17406183469449796,0.14173691091197538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611489029676358,0.16963383854897734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399033739182662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13863231091107914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351205214467302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550245605810996,0.0,0.2947916042411329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682446332403656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621968964616285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269036335628049,0.1589140603481383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15788086873263962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514032308745476,0.0,0.19305260601008453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16540846167167378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540873829226634,0.1691748466991791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33304716383302857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858837200141948,0.0,0.13610944785764595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164624809659748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225127152658914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931327319388072,0.0,0.0,0.1306266297966206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152530519317395,0.0,0.18370338424330496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21191713479487853
anxiety,poetryforyourbrain,2019/02/26,"I created Poetry For Your Brain, an organization that is completely non profit that focuses on how poetry helps Anxiety and Depression Hello. Before I get started, please feel free to remove this post if it breaks any rules. This is not self promotion; I'm not pushing a product or anything that will generate money for me. 

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That being  said, I would like to tell you guys about Poetry For Your Brain. Its an organization that I created, a sophomore student from Texas, who struggles with depression and anxiety. These have been huge obstacles in my life, and I constantly wake up with a sense of dread about my day to day life. I don't look the part, I rarely act the part, but every day is a struggle to keep my head up.

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I was in class one day, and a friend of mine started talking about Poetry and how it helped her before she went to bed. I of course was thinking, if it could help her, why not me? I tried it, I wrote a quick poem about myself in class, and, apologies for the cliche, it helped immediately. I felt like someone understood me when no one else could, just the words on the page, even if behind those words was me. I was talking to myself in a sense, and it helped. A lot.

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Six months ago if someone told me I would write poetry I would just laugh and say ""No, I wouldn't,"" yet circa February 26th here I am, almost reliant on it for a pseudo-emotional support. It's crazy. I write not on a schedule, but whenever I'm feeling like the world is screwing me over. I don't write to satisfy a meter or rhyme or amount of syllables, I write how I want to write with the words that I chose so I can help myself. It has and is helping me in ways no amount of therapist or friends, no matter how amazing they are, could help. 

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About the nonprofit, I will link it [here](https://poetryforyourbrain.org). The website, all the work done into the organization itself, and the event I will mention later, was done by me, with guidance by a few peers and helpers. I have a forum, where people can post their works of poetry and talk about them to others, or comment on other people's poetry. I have a page for the science behind what I'm sprouting to you right now, pages about my event, and my own personal works. I encourage you to check it out.

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I am hosting an event, down in my local area (found on site), where people can come and listen to a presentation by a guest speaker, Laura Long, who is a Doctorate student at University of Houston. I will have my two sponsors, Amy Wine Counseling and H.O.P.E Psychotherapy, come in to be available to talk with. We will also have a Reading & Writing workshop where attendees can find out and try writing poetry themselves. 

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Please, if you want to gild this, or offer money, don't. I have a link on my site to Mental Health America, a charity that focuses on the caring, assisting, and providing for people who struggle with mental illness. Put your money into them so they can continue their great work.

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I am going to put this on a few subs, so I apologize in advance. Once again, this is not self promoting. I do not make any money off of this. This is for me to provide you guys a difference and perhaps unorthodox way to help yourself. 

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Thank you,

Poetry For Your Brain",5.9611363636363635,6.721940741626796,6.350682216905903,77.45023385167467,66.62360446570972,9.587384370015949,31.464473684210525,9.642632912329526,2.895190143540669,2603,99,480,52,40,841,277,627,0.065,0.7879999999999999,0.147,0.9947,0,0,1,0,0,0,133.0,1,10,6,7,28,22,1,4,39,0,50,12,5,5,1,91,78,40,0,14,21,0,3,3,3,9,5,4,1,5,35,31,1,1,9,2,7,10,14,7,0,4,15,8,75,16,82,49,12,75,0,2,1,1,65,38,1,13,25,353,110,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040113713355970713,0.0,0.04531395781148136,0.0,0.0,0.03618850035786905,0.0,0.4412807110110391,0.4398950489411097,0.06154666079280587,0.0,0.06923625416699601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03723904687827851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701328575120166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15155065489407804,0.0,0.0,0.046138057548064236,0.0,0.0,0.07796224282352447,0.04744650650512016,0.04890200119342275,0.0,0.10839159398881563,0.0,0.0,0.11673677366435335,0.0,0.07795202303951156,0.0,0.0,0.04727935178924583,0.0,0.046317969599297855,0.0,0.09261827429308583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037802753657392114,0.05090310173115188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029888925826020436,0.0,0.03812728038481159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04576216428765521,0.032328477637142916,0.04344960754802538,0.0,0.04136007085170999,0.0,0.0,0.049617157294648766,0.06992411714012002,0.0,0.02364262392592318,0.0,0.025718104300850517,0.0,0.0,0.04989116847112983,0.0,0.08961440812957024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04644223900074835,0.048101414290870274,0.0,0.0,0.2729868692618723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04022260399056276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06392652137519708,0.06632442657451679,0.0,0.0,0.04004714080236728,0.038000799953992116,0.0,0.0,0.038472155546889986,0.0,0.0,0.030206472315225774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912079860219546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03612020604863038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04819255874420137,0.061328686975027615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800834575134798,0.0,0.12548986332659995,0.03951283848012657,0.0,0.09934756567933868,0.0,0.0,0.08667899356138482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098275509843301,0.0,0.0,0.04526486161530106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03864548647898367,0.04304560019441915,0.0359866962439171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441669463005699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668478872033407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406006849223833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14192357771060155,0.0,0.0,0.051352131931965285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548935317038386,0.03955278063714356,0.04166252857749572,0.0,0.0525417745738748,0.0,0.02899604886545737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04324081347821955,0.0,0.06144711108554806,0.0,0.04420522999347685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05338233028895125,0.07183883987836798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04194962804151362,0.04083344699829519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177777249462158,0.0,0.0,0.0964384793154385,0.0,0.4398950489411097,0.0
anxiety,JasonLionHeart,2019/02/26,"My mother always watches scary movies/YouTube vids and they trigger my anxiety For some perspective, i just turned 18 a few months ago, I’m autistic and struggle with anxiety (mostly health anxiety). 

I’m an artist and have to spend a lot of time downstairs because I don’t have a table or desk in my room and can’t fit one in there.

Literally every time I’m downstairs my mother is playing graphic, gory horror movies where people are dying and screaming 24/7 and right now I just had to run to the garage because she wouldn’t turn off a YouTube video about old execution methods. These things REALLY trigger my severe health anxiety and I pretty much just start crying on the spot. I wish I could just put headphones in or something but I can’t because of my autism sensory issues. It’s literal torture. I can’t have any comfort just DRAWING. It’s been like this my whole life and I’ve been exposed to really gory horror movies since I was a baby pretty much. I still have genuine fears over movie scenes I accidentally saw when I was like 6 years old. I haven’t been able to find any other posts online or people with the same experiences.",5.040865384615382,6.4811269411764725,5.3878252262443445,81.03612697963803,69.18099547511312,7.877941176470588,29.197115384615394,8.278499904357787,2.0822780542986434,918,34,168,13,16,292,132,221,0.157,0.7490000000000001,0.095,-0.8948,0,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,11,8,1,2,9,0,19,3,0,2,0,29,27,13,1,3,9,2,0,2,0,1,3,1,1,0,6,10,0,0,1,3,1,2,6,4,0,1,7,3,22,4,17,18,8,24,0,0,2,0,4,10,0,6,13,104,28,1,0.1251599002175873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094669982664107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414306333159297,0.0,0.0,0.17022604812763273,0.0,0.3829879243549702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22888894044134225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992999596997193,0.0,0.1374822733328724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989621622599698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545261403555012,0.0,0.0,0.12243039871470453,0.0,0.14083968426831206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439388133610083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660782423810061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063441826421965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840413894167287,0.12229361035111355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640647140460574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990143825857843,0.0,0.1840138554852388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26266852223393633,0.0,0.08481158755111426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735402314195151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986858701650112,0.2546652286352689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258202691150777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16036127396359148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068858709237432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14139506189666076,0.0,0.10353356282670978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963542059469785,0.0,0.0,0.08858882156847936,0.0,0.09995285798939928,0.0,0.0,0.1308443028352163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315067628405028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14596348865226128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722760617332806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13973655887521844,0.14392770842079944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805988722116081
anxiety,Jh2834,2019/02/26,Having anxiety attack about developing schizophrenia I'm 19 I only have experienced anxiety for about a year in total my whole life and another year of panic attacks when I was in middle school. My family doesnt have any history that I know of.ive also never been on medications before I manage my anxiety well but everyone has bad days.  Just looking for comfort,6.364999999999995,8.417064893939397,7.9731515151515175,61.40972727272731,66.72727272727272,11.340606060606062,32.89696969696969,11.20814326018867,4.73764606060606,297,13,42,10,5,103,53,66,0.214,0.7170000000000001,0.069,-0.7992,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,2,1,1,0,7,2,0,0,2,6,10,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,2,2,7,2,8,8,2,9,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,5,33,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15655395104102596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312755191858053,0.20527765664841965,0.4492812235075242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44542403560082255,0.0,0.0,0.16345638228275286,0.0,0.0,0.16658239561977975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625283562601775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18706274449892515,0.0,0.0,0.18455070498058693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758784059402247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827527251235647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16439408421696258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19721358836333014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15098676108265133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488888184943923,0.0,0.2296891498035968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19812558215689546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17601709009977426,0.0,0.0,0.2185656801788216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521336931204504
anxiety,ghosthouse64,2019/02/26,"Irrational (ish) fears... It's been a rough night Hi, never posted on this subreddit before or anything but kind of wanted to vent? I don't know exactly. Trigger warnings: death, suicidal thoughts. 

So I've basically had generalised anxiety disorder my entire life I'd say (diagnosed by a doctor and started counselling at age 16, now 18 years old, but I first sought medical help for my anxiety aged 14 and I showed symptoms from age 11 beside having been a very anxious child growing up) and something I've struggled a lot with is irrational (ish?) Fear. 
I've been in a really bad way the last couple days because my worries about climate change are getting out of control. I think about it every day, and considering how much of a severe issue it is, it's hard to escape from it and people often guilt trip me when I say I'm trying to avoid it, thinking I'm just being ignorant. And now tonight, I've spent all night crying because turns out I'm afraid of dying, because I'm terrified of never seeing my loved ones again. This is something quite odd for me to realise, as for a very long time, I wanted to die (no one in my life knows this, but I made an unsuccessful attempt when I was 17). 

I guess does anyone have any advice or anything comforting? I'm just not having a good night, and I left all my self-help sheets and stuff at home (I'm at university) and I don't know how to stop these stupid fears preventing me enjoying whatever time I do have left.  ",5.0845325726904695,5.9380417447552505,6.000106735369894,78.85518034596983,68.61538461538461,9.097975708502023,30.78689731321311,9.276330184999452,2.6899118881118884,1153,45,217,22,19,381,172,286,0.302,0.65,0.049,-0.9979,1,1,2,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,0,4,13,15,1,7,10,0,17,7,0,5,5,45,39,20,4,2,8,0,2,0,0,0,6,2,1,1,11,12,0,5,6,1,1,2,6,10,0,3,8,5,21,5,30,30,4,40,0,0,1,1,6,11,0,5,25,125,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534759138759176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663532538840469,0.0,0.14928675874679068,0.1102301621070962,0.0,0.06822558580984896,0.0,0.16058917901217235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146970838319438,0.17843950609682852,0.0,0.08302777171123875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321971312801306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094368582542388,0.0,0.10796310463386694,0.10717979166352014,0.12585353422554427,0.0,0.0,0.0990349410506641,0.2025315563305145,0.0,0.11182756293663544,0.09987050334256367,0.08538713466324252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220979278789267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293915859527253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299587912827844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05097807119456897,0.0,0.0,0.08183993358562802,0.0,0.0,0.10748809406097602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740659569549605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080277853739225,0.0,0.09787406987421453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184127301811532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160767489822116,0.16087135680533418,0.0795353390931333,0.0,0.0,0.21202755624900788,0.0,0.13783794760245432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863493832731297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295341035846167,0.08806379764419077,0.0923263046702278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829492925746193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172767156081522,0.0,0.1505092333910607,0.0,0.0,0.2746980615214104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238686343742104,0.0,0.13223651404675102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764510579392413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344833971666117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378131511207292,0.0,0.0,0.06250801473401603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15518855850583008,0.0,0.0,0.07775336218300821,0.0,0.10179032995422868,0.1102301621070962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502335314793169,0.0,0.0,0.06906295051171597,0.0,0.0,0.08157572646799915,0.0,0.10200489690974493,0.11169819195017236,0.10672945628124557,0.0,0.0,0.10141611659684176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504218212461105,0.0,0.0774623758169116,0.11379166146279705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06624592966995188,0.10613183381424036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161016537597268,0.11510263169302146,0.0774492185243285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909051797675293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06283406669483206
anxiety,confessthrowaway222,2019/02/26,"Why do I have so much anxiety about getting enough sleep? I can't remember the last time I didn't get at least 6 hours of sleep in a night. I normally get between 7 and 8 hours a night. Every evening I get SO worried about getting to bed on time because I don't want to be tired at work the next day. This seems like odd behavior to me.

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When I was an undergraduate student, I would pull all-nighters from time to time and there were definitely nights where I would only get 4 or 5 hours of sleep. Maybe it was okay to me then because I knew I'd be able to make the sleep up another time. It's more difficult now that I'm on an 8-5 schedule.

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I feel like I always have so much to do and sleeping for 8 hours a night every night seems to cut into that. Why am I so worried that I'm going to be tired at work the next day? This literally stresses me out every evening. It's not insomnia because I have no problem falling asleep.",3.80942404329339,4.219772145728648,4.966934673366835,86.71678778507929,71.26130653266333,8.133127174333206,29.88055662930035,8.139509932561175,1.8191697719366071,743,29,166,10,13,246,105,199,0.17,0.78,0.05,-0.9633,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,2,12,7,1,1,9,1,17,9,6,1,0,18,32,10,0,5,2,0,1,2,0,2,3,0,1,0,8,5,0,0,5,0,0,3,5,4,0,0,5,1,17,3,25,22,5,36,0,0,0,0,0,10,0,3,25,98,25,3,0.07880013497785487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655680248487738,0.1707598266523142,0.19150157820535366,0.0,0.08262881223461964,0.060281887572604775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441074926582715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163913617640016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142160403597029,0.0,0.1040934919422006,0.0,0.19917753702238852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03984371592394008,0.05629483217319098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470189090217872,0.0,0.044783932657738106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104090394990566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642326273208652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699553120323432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05259970199079428,0.0,0.07916532704327285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585433213692135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16760967503397806,0.4436915316550705,0.07720740142545995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05993105352073502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540108698312184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926519176164421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14347336671549252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3942852174646593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026528837926782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297449619974317,0.18113832637781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0464783612510364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14220973048114546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473487353791273,0.16005072423917718,0.0,0.11195471000388983,0.0,0.19150157820535366,0.0
anxiety,dreamsofluv,2019/02/26,"Gaining weight rapidly on anti-depressants. Hi is there anyone here that’s been or still on Celexa (Citalopram) or anyother anti-depressant that’s gained a lot of weight. I been on it for almost a year next month. I’ve gone from 240ish lbs to 277 lbs. If so how did you deal with it? What can I do to lose weight healthily? 

Thank you!",1.1757089552238789,3.6592366268656735,1.5896828358208952,98.58213619402989,85.71641791044777,4.544029850746268,18.82276119402985,5.985473137389443,-0.32395373134328365,262,7,57,2,8,79,51,67,0.041,0.828,0.131,0.7052,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,3,5,2,0,0,2,0,6,3,0,1,0,7,8,5,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,3,4,1,9,4,1,8,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,5,4,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20226201324850784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412348515441283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20824097325040156,0.3479442952734267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259731382505872,0.0,0.17172315133665286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16122506060364092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214816750791474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16130804388558684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859636040216434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7379016644770665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007378355522115
anxiety,ReginaPhalange12345,2019/02/26,"Finally got up and went to my Studio Production class in University after weeks of avoiding it due to Anxiety and Panic attacks. Today has been a great day, finally for the first time in I don’t know how long, the sun was shining through my window and I didn’t see grey. 

For about 7 weeks I had been avoiding going to one of my classes in University because it involved working as a class, being in the class i’d have panic attacks and eventually this led to me avoiding going. I was scared that I was gonna get judged by everyone in my class and not feel good enough to do any of the roles that is required for the class. It even got so bad that the lecturer had to email and ask if I was doing okay. 

The sad thing is I knew it was my anxiety stopping me and time after time i’d give in to it, believing that I would not be good enough to attend the class. Today it was a struggle and an inner fight with myself, contemplating before I even got out of bed whether I was gonna go to class, but i’d had enough of letting anxiety win. I got up and ready and even though I was completely freaking out, made it to the class. In all honesty it was so good, I found myself being annoyed that I had missed so much because it was fun and everyone was super nice and non judgemental at all. 

I have been so happy all day and even though it’s probably just a small step, i’m hoping the confidence I had today will stay with me and let me fight back when my anxiety wants to kick in🤞🏻🔥

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anxiety,nuclearrwessels,2019/02/26,"Severe fear of rabies? I've got pretty extreme rabies anxiety that has resulted in my lying to get the vaccine twice. The first time was probably 3 years ago and I told the hospital I found a bat in my room and got the whole series of shots. The second time was like 6 months ago I lied again and got just the once vaccine booster type shot. So logically I know I'm immune, which helped for a bit. 

A week or so ago my friend put a dead cat he found on the street in front of his house in the back of his truck to take it to the animal shelter to get it scanned. It had been run over by a car. It had been dead for a few hours. His dog seemed to lick the spot where it's head had been (it got hit on the head). An hour or so later maybe the dog came up and her mouth touched my knee and was very wet ( I think she had just drank water cause it was also very cold) it was through my pants and there were no cuts on my knee. 

I'm still obsessing so bad and am really trying to figure out how to get another vaccine. ",3.22961336828309,3.3640662339449534,4.339737876802097,91.68321100917431,72.44036697247707,7.8799475753604185,22.910878112712968,7.7094869923839395,0.6293226736566182,781,16,190,9,14,256,128,218,0.145,0.8059999999999999,0.049,-0.9684,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,13,6,1,2,19,0,15,8,5,3,0,23,34,15,2,0,4,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,10,9,2,0,7,0,0,5,1,4,0,3,22,5,16,2,25,11,3,33,0,0,1,0,9,13,0,3,16,113,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360574024181868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105782129712286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325096722498674,0.09667249169899657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717051614004596,0.10551343968492907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13796300732134312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453329707586846,0.0,0.12981651498263344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14220107050371025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749002126421883,0.0,0.277115755865442,0.0976329340042517,0.0,0.19806889261009306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.404277644188312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593835855679687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470296112335936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488974425205561,0.14581369285370074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944949454290572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06173786315283818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695537133308202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086710673226383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457963002779094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856343835242182,0.1362479341439304,0.0,0.0,0.12703647450063546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095568001103548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504224910115254,0.0,0.14276181652991227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091902349709987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501430429176028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097261548808157,0.0,0.0,0.1473744026666901,0.0,0.0,0.12075168514889653,0.0,0.0857967463406852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20853651087267228,0.0,0.0,0.10136616875494356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410872820667887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137795799121313
anxiety,graciebxo,2019/02/26,"Switching SSRI Hi guys, 

I really need some help. I have been on Prozac for over a year and the doctor has told me that it isn’t working the way they want it to, even after increasing my dosage to 40mg. They want to put me onto Sertraline, but first I have to come off my current meds in the next 2/3 weeks. I’m really scared about coming off them, so just want your advice/ stories so I can make the transition easier.",5.133720930232556,4.90448353488372,5.936604651162792,83.13513953488373,68.30232558139535,9.670697674418603,26.50232558139535,9.3871,1.8957237209302333,328,8,70,6,5,108,66,86,0.05,0.84,0.11,0.2829,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,3,2,5,1,0,1,5,0,6,2,0,1,0,11,15,4,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,1,2,0,12,0,13,13,2,17,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,1,6,47,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140715442418201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774168321807669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242262501193367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14469290895180253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18633985140195328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21691260287737169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683723199044724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462301580827349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433361061643388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16243677603071954,0.0,0.0,0.2329822066359233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22022470088538654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28068222902886325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193261351352801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093296736063712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3876374497913509,0.17388665585088714,0.17572381697229325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15948473147231826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410731565696025
anxiety,punaltered,2019/02/26,Professors should post grades for exams before handing them back in class How am I to prepare for receiving a bad grade if I dont know what my grade is,4.856129032258064,5.430398000000004,5.300161290322581,84.6702419354839,69.0,8.780645161290323,28.403225806451612,8.841846274778883,2.00143870967742,122,4,25,2,2,39,28,31,0.119,0.8809999999999999,0.0,-0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,1,0,4,5,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,4,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,17,5,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3583118164145285,0.3890759638979711,0.0,0.0,0.39651682754169065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5461280763914209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25609182216213416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4462824719945242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kanoshuuyas,2019/02/26,"I can't stop ghosting people TW/ Stalking

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Hi. I can't stop ghosting people and I'm terrified to apologize to the people that I've ghosted and try to rekindle a friendship with them.

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Some people are people that I've known for years, some are newer friends, some are online friends. It starts out small- thinking that oh, I don't really want to respond to this message right now, or I don't have the energy to respond to this message at the moment, and the next thing I know, it's been days.

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When I start to ghost someone, I'll immediately drop off of all social media. I don't post anything for months on sites that I genuinely enjoy, because I don't want them to think that I'm ignoring them. I don't want to ignore them. I really don't. I want to attribute this behaviour from a stalking incident that I had dealt with years ago, where a certain person found every single social media of mine and would come to my house and workplace to try and talk to me, so I became accustomed to laying low in stressful situations.

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I already had awful anxiety before. I wouldn't look at messages for days out of fear of them saying something unpleasant. But then when I took the time to try and come out of my shell a bit, communicate with people a bit more, I immediately clam up and sequester myself into silence.

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I don't want to hurt people by doing this, and I don't want to hurt myself by not allowing myself to have fulfilling friendships.

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Has anyone here turned into a ""serial ghost"" before? How did you cope with it? How did you bring yourself to confront the people you have left, or apologise to them, if you did?",6.2206211180124225,6.830421900621122,6.629993788819878,76.20468012422361,66.01863354037266,8.924472049689443,31.93850931677019,8.841846274778883,2.6865473291925466,1340,51,235,20,20,435,156,322,0.132,0.767,0.101,-0.7226,0,0,1,0,0,2,59.0,0,4,6,0,8,12,1,2,12,1,26,0,0,4,2,51,46,19,5,9,5,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,14,20,0,4,5,0,0,4,12,8,0,0,8,2,37,4,47,36,8,41,0,3,1,0,24,17,0,6,18,165,51,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05572569808951042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937267823680499,0.0,0.0,0.40868277732200975,0.4583244102365181,0.0,0.0,0.048091266972973334,0.0,0.0,0.04395640831259567,0.0,0.05173223094718045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03832169264157891,0.0,0.10698633339099416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372637800242787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083046181093122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108496647313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05296615890041696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074018187851794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892781784934897,0.09713810851534904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07253733826553724,0.1345957650829134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03454875450609287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830260030290437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05279045314514244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050177944867257886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06685724314458492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3486593312853277,0.05489096679391274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06020693450941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054537856563218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053686047286109886,0.0,0.049992473953522736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066247377047988,0.0,0.12816513935842072,0.053264993773646366,0.04839626053452473,0.0,0.0,0.08899181196997027,0.0,0.0,0.1051152847853261,0.07201121691173716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05052820526776418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041764464285858366,0.08056222820990276,0.0,0.0,0.03665686907964446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984491279490203,0.12804286393681086,0.06837866127094269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22247511178522045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04465722677640293,0.0,0.4583244102365181,0.08096551634680706
anxiety,Trooper1990,2019/02/26,"I had an anxiety attack yesterday after being in Duloxetine for over 2 years I have been diagnosed with GAD years ago. I have always suffered from anxiety since my childhood. Being gay and having an abuser father wasn’t helpful at all.

I started to have anxiety attacks on my first job. Little I knew about mental health. Years passed and each relationship I had with a guy was filled with my anxiety screwing me over and over again. It was frustrating.

I decided to try therapy and even tho it helped me a lot to understand myself and my anxiety core; I was still having really bad time with it (I was in a difficult rel at the moment, really emotionally attached to someone who didn’t appreciate me the way I wanted)

I started to go to the psychiatrist. My first pill was Tafil (I think it’s Xanax) and it gave me one of the best moments in my life: anxiety got controlled. However, it was a really addictive medicine and I ended up having a lot side effects.

I changed my doctor. The new one is like my savior. He just not coached me, he put a lot of effort for me to understand the brain chemistry and how our environment, our life style and our genetics affects our mental health. 

I started to attend therapy meanwhile I was starting my medication (Cymbalta 30 mg at first 2 weeks then jumped to 60 mg). Finally I saw better results. I could sleep in peace, I could enjoy things I couldn’t before.

The side effects were a nightmare though. My sexual  life went downhill as my libido was practically off. Became really lazy towards exercising and I became really cold toward people. I couldn’t start even a friendship with a guy I found attractive because I wasn’t feeling excitement neither lust. 

Months passed, I let my brain overcome those side effects and I started to feel a little better, not at the level I wanted tho...

Eventually 2 years passed. Lot of things changed in me, in my life. I could take wiser decisions, identify things that triggered my anxiety. My doctor gave me green light to stop the dosis and start a detoxing process

I spent some vacations in San Francisco. I love everything there, had a blast! However, when I crossed the Golden Gate Bridge walking I felt a lot of tension and anxiety. It was tough as I felt I wanted to start running. Suicidal thoughts came to my mind but I still had the strength and endurance to survive those moments.

I came back to my country (Costa Rica) and had a lot of tension the same next morning upon my return. One uncle is really ill, financial problems, and a discussion and a fight with my dad. Next two days were terrible; I was really depressive.

Yesterday was a lot better, after spending my weekend with friends and cheering myself up I was ready to sleep until...

I had my heartbeat speeding up really fast, starting hyperventilating and start fearing of having a heart attack and dying. This in just a matter of minutes

I tried to do breath exercises really deep but I was getting worse. I was feeling I was about to lose corduroy and start screaming. It was the worst fear I’ve ever experienced.

I had a tough night. Couldn’t sleep very well. Today I have been feeling on the edge of another attack at my office. This is the first time I post something here, but I’m feeling really upset and frustrated that I spent so many years taking pills just to feel this again after 1 month of leaving them...

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anxiety,Knight-Jack,2019/02/26,"It feels as if something was about to crawl from underneath my skin I just moved and my meds have run out before I managed to get the new surgery and get some new prescription.

Games were usually my coping mechanism, but my PC's hard drive broke in the move, so I'm kind of separated from that as well (I try to compensate with app games and old flash games, but they just don't seem to have the same effect, I don't know why).

I can't focus, I'm jittery and all over the place. I need some escape from myself, but there seems to be nothing that could work as well as games did. I'm slowly driving myself nuts.

And yes, I realise the title is oddly similar to ""Crawling"" by LP, but I'm really not sure how else to phrase this feeling. It's as if there was something in me that tries to get out in order to start crawling all over the walls and screech inhumanly.",6.391807909604522,5.151138124293787,6.613333333333332,82.67672316384181,66.06214689265536,9.900564971751416,30.966101694915253,8.841846274778883,2.146938983050847,676,20,147,9,9,218,106,177,0.063,0.865,0.073,0.1845,0,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,2,9,5,0,0,6,1,12,1,1,2,3,33,26,19,0,4,9,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,6,4,0,5,4,1,2,0,4,4,15,4,29,20,5,21,0,1,0,0,5,10,0,6,5,94,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183222635101034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308025096547396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13923957823973412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855662189319234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26124993542229386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493123542851477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735713538752438,0.09160285456920114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851436735196429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35430848093757705,0.0,0.12359095369391715,0.0,0.32196076330835705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15993375569659804,0.0,0.1749024030288483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17414490653897938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677934276426188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034780449616149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566364940684279,0.0,0.0,0.1179768145954038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15709373128132256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22632927508784145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18357424242240147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997303006934674,0.0,0.15040258679688448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134487364212665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,takenbysirens,2019/02/26,"Today, I failed my driving test. I'm almost 23. I should stop having so many irrational fears. People all around me are thriving and here I am failing over the simplest shit. I feel so disappointed. Two of my closest friends have consistently tried to cheer me up today, and although I want to embrace failure without taking it personal, my brain will not shut down about this mistake. They say it's not a big deal, really. I guess they're right, but...

I tried so fucking hard to overcome my fears and get  my damn license today. I felt so ready. I practiced. I made sure to sleep well and relax the night before. I thought I was ready. I failed it right at the very beginning. Of all the people there, I was the only one who couldn't do it. I could feel everybody's eyes on me right at that moment. I was about to cry in the middle of the road test site. I felt sick. I still do. 

I'm sorry. I should be posting something positive. I should be making progress, but I'm not. And since nobody really knows about this, all I can do is vent about it anonymously. 

When you try so hard to achieve something, to prove yourself something, and you fail at it, everything stops making sense. I'm fucking tired of failing. And I'm fucking tired of the constant anxiety. ",2.310853658536587,4.687860768292683,3.2134536585365865,89.54983902439028,79.52845528455285,5.887219512195122,24.880650406504067,7.087006719466742,1.08614230894309,983,37,194,12,25,312,136,246,0.215,0.705,0.08,-0.9857,0,0,3,0,0,0,39.0,0,2,1,7,15,19,5,2,9,0,20,10,4,3,5,39,42,16,0,7,6,0,6,0,1,4,3,1,0,1,10,8,0,2,7,1,0,1,5,14,1,2,7,8,32,5,26,27,3,31,0,6,1,3,8,18,5,2,11,125,42,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770193395420004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228014980012004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957477644444848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152235002379612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006821895086607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622997321650308,0.0,0.08587482283450723,0.0,0.11814536517036785,0.0,0.11088565364973964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666451995828472,0.0,0.0,0.242061111225173,0.1087672283276368,0.0,0.2065415156160848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309760402481119,0.2983017443456229,0.05619364194951403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848521001205845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19269834371693195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059110039620425076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10177221667251417,0.1435891122032832,0.10904504050529656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093414777270117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288282146487594,0.08180128824642269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14913176452332075,0.09391386949765193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300904721899433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13780642996600698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755570579182232,0.0,0.08553295649470248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110404828187716,0.08897154732039288,0.0,0.10763381195683834,0.0,0.0,0.24840590509608704,0.0,0.12040028872710418,0.0,0.0,0.08589446930650904,0.17984349181899245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013703854954044,0.0,0.08086882889728361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538755800705868,0.0,0.2472399128338249,0.3058519227305773,0.0,0.0,0.2190706689320108,0.0,0.10506671655110553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874507655612612,0.06343939581509231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670588341790412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368027714865484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pocketgopher29,2019/02/26,"Travelling on my own for the first time. Need words of advice and encouragement A few months ago I booked a solo trip to costa rica. Now that it's the day before my flight I want any reason to cancel. I'm almost wanting to miss my flight and stay home. I can't stop tearing up, I've been shaking all day and having stomach problems thinking about being in a different country alone. 

Has anyone been in this position before? I thought it would be a great way to grow out of my comfort zone but I think I went too far and am really regretting it. ",2.5246363636363647,4.54776855454546,4.040000000000003,85.69000000000003,77.0909090909091,6.581818181818183,23.72727272727273,7.554174236665415,1.1732909090909094,431,14,84,6,10,143,82,110,0.108,0.8079999999999999,0.084,-0.3744,1,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,1,6,0,9,1,1,1,1,20,18,5,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,1,4,2,0,5,1,4,0,1,4,0,10,3,13,11,3,21,0,2,0,0,1,6,0,1,8,54,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963531980171334,0.17811842430753866,0.0,0.20120926459474686,0.2081100129905426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664397190709632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404997416861812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34196497808668924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591753348701819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20993627710930451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709168113417252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22153362457571849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015560785865363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603859041907436,0.0,0.0,0.14899215382496298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922694613865072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872531351980634,0.20659658329877528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21417198341725616,0.0,0.16799223283417974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575044842758701,0.0,0.15952144145756605,0.11716791326734495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370355611946188,0.1594943461063533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18627050506979745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273979761690228,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Disassociateddreamer,2019/02/26,"Question about Anxiety So this may be a dumb question but, who do I talk to about idk I guess being tested for anxiety? Do I just go to my general doctor?",-0.567499999999999,1.62562475,2.7622500000000016,86.65775000000002,98.375,6.3100000000000005,22.025,7.554174236665415,1.583205,120,5,24,3,5,43,25,32,0.238,0.762,0.0,-0.6715,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,7,7,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,5,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,4,0,20,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47013929694200607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31451582592368754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17463526327579262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385054200096621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6884516253368679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24698137931860045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,atleastjuu,2019/02/26,"Feeling like I’m fainting when I sleep So I just experienced this half an hour ago. I was very tired and fell asleep but after some time (idk how long) it felt like fainting and I cried for my mother even before I was really awake. It felt like I woke up from unconsciousness and that terrifies me because now I’m afraid to sleep.

I got medication just yesterday and I’m also scared that this might affect me in a bad way. So now after this I’m scared that this was my body shutting down or whatever and that I could die in my sleep. 

Has anyone had a similar experience? Is this a normal thing with anxiety or could it really be the medication?",3.677441860465117,5.197111201550388,5.082860465116282,81.59731395348838,72.64341085271317,8.880930232558141,24.527906976744184,9.3871,1.953740465116279,511,15,104,12,10,171,79,129,0.215,0.718,0.067,-0.9753,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,3,5,0,10,10,5,2,0,21,19,13,1,3,5,1,3,3,0,1,5,0,0,0,13,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,8,4,13,3,10,7,1,17,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,4,13,71,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321878541714566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925298876070453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407809329427886,0.0,0.0,0.10426972637638693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451082830942012,0.09090352372744802,0.0,0.12689202936418362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656411738098617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381239235646188,0.0,0.16380376096704918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15476532528444767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849382263293743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458701495108961,0.0,0.0,0.07540067714182855,0.1065329467147864,0.2863614413054836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926666521150665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468553523838784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185607587668705,0.0,0.0,0.13196847575267348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004499047154332,0.0,0.15819511421268176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14610811800168516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910630305414285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985947218737264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44768975525175175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990701795372799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695436809959557,0.17139405987253864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304145225028387,0.0,0.11836628044652048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PikaPerfect,2019/02/26,"there's a decent chance that i'm gonna have a second cat die on me in the past 5 months Apologies is the formatting is bad, I'm on mobile.

In October last year, my 9 year old cat, Poe, who I had since I was 8, had to be put down due to heart failure, and that absolutely destroyed me. That left me with one cat (Emily, who I love, but she's never been particularly close to me), my biggest coping mechanism for anxiety and depression gone, and an empty space in my heart. Over the following 2 weeks, we adopted a new kitten who I named Sushi, and he has been an absolute blessing. He's almost as snuggly as Poe, but he's like that with everyone, not just me. He loves water, he loves to knock things off shelves, meow in the middle of the night, and many other various cat things, and he has the worst breath ever (there is a reason I'm including this, I promise.) Anyway, he's somewhere around 10 months - a year old now, and yesterday I noticed he was acting a little weird(er than usual.) He wasn't eating as much, wasn't cleaning himself at all, his breath was different (worse than usual, and it had a different smell), he was drooling more, and overall just being extremely lethargic. Now, these symptoms were almost identical to the ones Poe had before we started our journey to trying to get him better (which didn't work, I was with him every day, watching him not get better), so naturally, I got pretty anxious and asked my mom to take him to the vet.

Well, fast forward to today after school, my mom breaks the news that Sushi either has kidney failure, or a kidney infection. The infection is treatable, the failure WILL kill him.

I'm at an absolute loss.
I don't know how i'm supposed to manage to of my best friends dying less than 6 months apart from each other. Sushi is going back to the vet next Tuesday to get the final answer on whether his situation is fatal or not, and chances are it's not since he's only showing signs now, but I can't help but expect the worst.. The anxiety is gonna be eating away at me all week. I'm not really expecting any DMs or responses or anything (those actually make me anxious too, so if I get any notifs, I likely won't reply, I'm sorry). I just needed to say this somewhere, to someone besides my boyfriend because i don't want to bog him down with this all day (I did tell him, but I don't want that to be all I talk about with him today.)

If you read this far, thanks, just knowing some people are listening means a lot to me :)

and i know this is a depressing post, but to end it off, here's a cat tax of everybody (hopefully the links all work):
Sushi: https://ibb.co/9yhH5CL
Emily: https://ibb.co/WgtQg47
Poe: https://ibb.co/xDWBmgH",6.157583807716635,5.9896857609108185,6.822669829222011,77.43557337128405,66.15370018975332,9.60731182795699,31.418659076533842,9.21078282632365,2.581729209361164,2104,73,407,34,30,695,264,527,0.123,0.785,0.091,-0.9115,2,0,0,0,0,0,102.0,3,1,0,6,20,23,2,0,30,0,40,16,7,3,7,74,74,31,4,8,23,2,0,2,1,4,3,2,1,0,24,22,3,0,7,2,1,7,14,9,1,3,18,5,49,14,55,48,16,69,1,3,1,3,44,26,0,11,38,266,73,6,0.0,0.0,0.08171459529296063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16769971111504867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388717443297655,0.0,0.12811615210039562,0.1891964743975339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890787855772718,0.0745431017240599,0.07828218061444699,0.0,0.07867305418261032,0.06438808189735165,0.06991635184805424,0.05104489975250895,0.0,0.07125346359187844,0.0,0.08787612976862576,0.14811598783714838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080060326084265,0.0,0.14424398547292056,0.0,0.1738102152782378,0.17497331991500314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17136637500854224,0.0,0.0,0.07416554893622555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574431961148904,0.07055148363707164,0.08001366774058069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172907483985608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06469449376479883,0.0,0.17499514029977153,0.0,0.04758929555019515,0.0,0.0669716059389584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984559480941278,0.056126708125114166,0.0,0.0,0.08316908626763515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264186108222884,0.0,0.13805791880060014,0.06825629872436001,0.0,0.0,0.09097978572884333,0.0,0.0,0.08181869864976829,0.08392581774871269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118964754775801,0.22672596662088398,0.0,0.05589466166409971,0.08489551264252801,0.0,0.09121342973763648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961419944931985,0.20051265920000624,0.0,0.061555849672368726,0.062089440079161014,0.06458263277839975,0.08087308546377474,0.08905455471300508,0.0785808889482134,0.0,0.0,0.09533438575020688,0.17573441984201515,0.0,0.11348383131269413,0.06368526499068007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993581791667734,0.058052239431637113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019627330094055,0.08518996838207943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417815659545255,0.0,0.0,0.08375900697229881,0.0,0.0536436479054384,0.08609491070488517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06659050384869279,0.0,0.08474565335858228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853514264129807,0.09412316213728253,0.0,0.0,0.07094953484762799,0.0,0.0,0.09373598456593188,0.05926901720244706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703412632456096,0.06295931162226774,0.06730410362325137,0.07318925786885512,0.07709317773383967,0.0,0.0,0.11126141596239493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15874453132757874,0.0,0.0,0.05685148282992057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844475114771132,0.0,0.09877973366781244,0.0,0.13433649289270894,0.0,0.07528903203913015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192211542562123,0.0,0.08533449111172052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16177038566592694
anxiety,PoblanoMyOmelette,2019/02/26,"Meeting with college professor I absolutely hate meeting with my professors, even when I’m struggling in a class. I get extremely nervous and feel like they’ll basically talk down on me. Today I met with a professor from an online class that I’ve never even met before. All morning I was considering canceling, but I’m failing the class and already canceled once so I went. 

Wow. I’m so glad I did! She was such a sweet lady and I feel so much more at ease about the class. I found out I’m not doing as poorly as I think, and we set up a game plan for the areas I’m struggling with. She even helped me reach out to our foreign language resource center (this is a Spanish Translation course) and set up a meeting with a tutor. I’m so glad I was able to look past my anxiety today.  ",1.810917721518987,4.05256330379747,3.720743670886076,85.97516613924057,80.51898734177216,6.481645569620253,25.697784810126585,7.6454224807358475,1.5280620253164559,614,25,122,10,16,207,95,158,0.101,0.742,0.157,0.9014,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,0,1,2,10,10,1,3,11,0,7,0,0,0,2,21,23,13,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,13,0,0,4,1,1,1,2,5,0,0,8,4,19,5,20,14,3,18,0,1,1,0,13,10,0,0,6,78,21,10,0.19652662084381745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168720130451597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15034232702850422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672296794685067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.389411938741911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198739528925769,0.1403986571986988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21548129597608096,0.0,0.0,0.10267704805374804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19402935105128585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13172765134823716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601298000123216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16503286501456124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446967896301854,0.0,0.15157344547662213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20929443726361788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876068970460901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4109045892201316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15796065353817235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592632323956995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.372568514610638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821821464381798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,boston_throwaway_405,2019/02/26,"Anxiety about developing schizophrenia is quickly ruining my life. Really need to talk this out... I'm a 26 year old guy. When I was younger I was diagnosed with anxiety, depression, and OCD. I was on zoloft for almost a decade dealing with it, but I've been off medication for about 5 years now, and up until this past week, only the anxiety has been an issue. That is until this past week.

Now one of my biggest anxieties is losing my touch on reality. And I see schizophrenia as being the worst thing in the world. I've been so triggered by the idea that I can't bring myself to watch anything involving the subject; movies like Donnie Darko are a no go. I even had a mini panic attack when I first saw fight club after I realized that the main character was delusional...

Well for whatever reason, the worry about what if I develop schizophrenia popped into my head. And while I was thinking about that scenario, my brain went to the worst possible solution of what if the delusions made me hurt someone specific I love.

Ever since I've had a constant mix of anxiety about schizophrenia, intrusive thoughts about hurting this person, shame for having these thoughts, and depression due to the thoughts.

All this has happened since Saturday night, and I really need to fix it all soon, because I feel as though It's early enough to nip it in the bud before anything happens. To be clear. I have no symptoms of schizophrenia, and I never have. I just worry about the 'what if' scenario.

Any advice is appreciated. Especially about the intrusive thoughts, because I really love this person, and I don't want the thoughts to get in the way of that love.",6.389071661237786,7.419061677524433,6.539822475570031,75.51533631921824,65.77524429967427,9.918501628664496,33.591042345276875,10.008157457239328,3.4460476872964168,1313,56,229,29,20,420,168,307,0.203,0.7,0.097,-0.9863,0,0,0,0,1,0,39.0,0,0,0,2,20,17,2,2,21,0,24,10,2,3,5,38,47,21,0,6,5,0,2,1,1,0,5,0,0,3,20,12,0,0,10,1,0,3,5,12,1,2,18,5,25,5,42,27,6,40,0,6,3,3,11,11,0,4,26,168,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922221818806384,0.0,0.0,0.09450295479224682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06417825305299835,0.0,0.3609831778957025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15532520810851094,0.0,0.0,0.10736521501634977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506027819873205,0.0,0.08030619497006447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535373925898568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198587435815402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729650647152037,0.16257014096880798,0.09578866349109698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751462854864977,0.0,0.06233381374181249,0.08536761291262247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04771884814016288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027534779769642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04930705521987089,0.0,0.05363550140989353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934461120725252,0.16691104532652035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685600253673723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020608317025154,0.10653791551798952,0.0,0.0985030063848538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665987094615644,0.0461068700014336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558151244207953,0.0,0.0,0.2555314333141885,0.08929993026308408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507290862835396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13995576998582754,0.07278783708380175,0.0,0.0,0.08856456754076293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903071283395552,0.0,0.06395095918106278,0.0717764589852824,0.0,0.1107287572495794,0.0,0.0,0.18018327966417474,0.0,0.16480926270601035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639366024039916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18137717229891887,0.09703324352901857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520467590968105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15613599135166592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996365216916172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809178621411004,0.0,0.07585506999087564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06269857290095264,0.06047170513081512,0.09272298259886146,0.3746161390933286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055664834740205935,0.07491050181046775,0.15140390440004106,0.0,0.08485448118947256,0.08748659339913728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916848373096504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154884339920663
anxiety,wdychamspaliny,2019/02/26,"Do you ever get anxious about other people being anxious? When I'm on a good strike and my anxiety levels are low I tend to get really sensitive and emphatic, thinking about other people experiencing very bad anxiety. 

It actually HURTS ME that there are so many people in the world struggling with depression and anxiety, and also that these conditions tend to be depreciated, especially in those countries where seeking for mental health still is being stigmatized.

Does anyone else have that? Now that I manage to quite successfully keep my anxiety at bay, I'm starting to think of ways I could help others or help to spread the awareness about anxiety, depression and other mental illnesses.",10.824750000000002,10.502127975000004,10.598333333333333,54.700000000000045,56.75,14.0,40.83333333333333,13.023866798666859,5.948083333333331,567,25,78,18,6,187,83,120,0.26,0.6579999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.967,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,2,11,8,0,1,3,0,9,2,0,0,1,12,19,9,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,11,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,7,2,15,15,0,14,0,4,0,0,3,8,0,1,5,59,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.1350017669109102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063199086106748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5291559861910708,0.3125740052362737,0.0,0.09673189356038656,0.1417476550368868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550973239985342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045477354225933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23830740194332786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106395457990797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556693026209874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513819525575773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445558963890931,0.0,0.0,0.1160346466889736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705100166094145,0.0,0.0,0.1854553581430048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14809789654661554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229646631688804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025700266224184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27883225268391393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877266246614341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14714367063050945,0.0,0.0,0.0886253823422509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791912958409736,0.0,0.1104800434239806,0.0,0.0,0.14462502173322844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17728784455655416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414657999222674,0.0,0.10980938417312873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tryinghardbutokay,2019/02/26,"Moving to a new place - anxiety is in overdrive I'm looking at (potentially) moving countries for work in the next month or so. I thought this is what I wanted, but literally every waking moment since I got an offer last week has been incredibly painful anxiety-wise. I would be leaving my social support network and going to a place where I don't know anyone and would have some problems getting around (I'm not a good driver, and currently live in a city with really good public transport- would probably not go out unless it is for work). I'm half thinking of backing out of this offer since it is causing me so much distress. I'll be talking with my doctor in a few days, but I don't know how to sort through these feelings. Literally feels like I've been having a panic attack for a week straight.",7.6128846153846155,6.7666738782051326,7.97525641025641,72.61557692307693,63.42307692307693,10.107692307692307,36.80769230769232,9.188382445141503,3.3569384615384616,639,27,114,9,8,211,101,156,0.179,0.758,0.063,-0.9671,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,6,9,1,2,9,0,16,3,1,2,0,29,32,10,0,5,6,0,2,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,6,0,0,5,4,5,0,1,4,3,9,4,20,23,3,27,0,0,1,0,5,12,0,3,11,77,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638579742213923,0.0,0.0,0.09723880954886634,0.0,0.0,0.123799024388733,0.0,0.1582086744526079,0.0,0.10693386157529797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286001345648455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968664541567622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423408643370719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716986067710185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14063280569057313,0.09934942074063584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265671517827624,0.0,0.15806984748958092,0.2332854345173228,0.1112245034782833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15285506202770652,0.11335808404836345,0.0,0.1472517668226856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06794106252173668,0.0,0.12279862002158752,0.0,0.11678117062871855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100187235049096,0.295612211460847,0.1022301723245722,0.0,0.0,0.1343116780514972,0.14789922522481558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14797698594039604,0.16316504284532787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905906220500546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14993763858029946,0.13306824136079196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908981678719821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23007515257459535,0.0,0.0,0.14176119086265554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578114694573766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177670600239292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891084538803217,0.0,0.11040358422508433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202526038373198,0.0,0.22310215667553207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20248471812960045,0.0,0.0,0.2963674059952844,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SomeSortaPunk,2019/02/26,"Too Anxious To Ask For Therapy So I've been feeling stupidly anxious these past couple months, which is never fun. So I brought it up to a friend, and she said I should talk to a therapist. But, being a minor, I'd have to ask my parents to set up an appointment. Guess what? I'm too anxious to ask. Hell, it took me a solid 10 minutes to build up the nerve to type and post this.",1.4757857142857134,3.0717651500000014,3.322142857142861,91.60000000000002,78.75,6.071428571428572,25.17857142857143,6.868970318607317,0.8879821428571435,292,11,65,3,7,98,56,80,0.192,0.731,0.077,-0.867,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,6,0,5,0,0,0,1,7,14,5,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,4,2,5,2,12,8,0,10,1,0,0,0,8,3,1,1,3,42,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.595623086871299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4928915743601322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19445771895522815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886159573342144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577960583909535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936021537804656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027741902788998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135544834071698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19514324090738736,0.0,0.16776781480988678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16831445374862708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16717306893681247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14125660669890114,0.0,0.0,0.200978916822094,0.20405267119587334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952583774607732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JamJustRight,2019/02/26,"Just got done with a tornado drill and my heart is racing I felt like I was going to pass out in that tiny room with all those people who knew I tried to commit suicide. Felt like everyone was staring at me, I was sweating bullets. I forgot my fidget cube in my car. After it was done I had to go to my car to breathe for a bit. Glad it's over.",2.7119999999999997,3.0021842000000016,4.419999999999998,90.09000000000003,73.66666666666666,7.066666666666667,24.333333333333336,6.742157984588678,0.656333333333333,265,7,62,2,5,90,52,75,0.059,0.8059999999999999,0.135,0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,2,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,8,3,3,0,2,11,15,1,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,1,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,12,3,11,3,14,3,2,12,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,0,3,43,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26950264250286193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5052384622831173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358813341789684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4740406377018422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805877256723742,0.0,0.19743316619615048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925253593171633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24120258879854026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171138757613364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700202229613901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16759891151912665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,banana-snake,2019/02/26,"How Long Does It Take For Lexapro To Work? I was recently given Lexapro to take daily. 10mg I believe? So far, I've been taking it for about two weeks, and I feel nothing yet. I'm still insanely anxious.

Also, does Lexapro only work for anxiety? Because I'm set to see a psychiatrist in a few weeks because I might suffer from OCD and/or I might be on the autistic spectrum *to add on to* hypochondria and some pretty serious anxiety.

Of course, if I am autistic, that's not ""treatable"". But what about OCD? Is that treated by Lexapro as well? I know nothing about mental health medication or mental health in general. Sorry.",2.9620308123249286,5.476166428571432,4.0438865546218485,83.73260854341737,77.99159663865547,6.655742296918768,30.08473389355742,7.793537801064563,2.2540750700280108,491,24,89,8,12,159,80,119,0.109,0.845,0.046,-0.6322,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,9,4,0,0,3,0,7,3,0,1,0,14,16,9,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,3,2,7,2,19,10,2,12,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,5,6,56,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180942867096667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22593934452778874,0.16682879836591413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18004054918119794,0.0,0.0,0.1663772425955233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584598044578255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466805886398235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313939630226832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115738510013616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068622576367073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14876531631653336,0.2976399117115069,0.3133160748094703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833930331674181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231220101581832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15023683822089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14580957084461565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767650281869553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16530817203202725,0.0,0.0,0.11793209018711953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33309583608260834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425535883752807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369092316053636,0.0,0.13277603385810885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21501584609815325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,p542020,2019/02/26,"How do you take a new profile picture, when you don't like your face? I know this is a stupid question, and I know that I cannot look **that** bad, nobody does, but I just don't like myself from any point of view. My last profile picture is years old, and I have changed a lot since that (no long hairs, new glasses, new style, gained weight, noticeable aging, ...), and it (same as all my previous ones) was taken somewhere in the nature by someone else. I don't really have anyone who can take a picture of me anymore, let alone in the nature. So I have to do it on my own, **how**?

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Thanks.",0.6359642857142873,2.9437841916666727,1.9128571428571417,96.61500000000002,86.25,4.428571428571429,20.238095238095237,5.773587663045528,-0.14269047619047634,453,14,99,3,14,144,80,120,0.076,0.843,0.081,0.3849,0,1,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,3,0,1,5,5,1,0,6,0,14,3,2,2,1,13,21,9,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,2,4,15,3,9,18,4,13,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,2,11,66,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170921358380238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17880998712875187,0.2005295707154601,0.1122260911775223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16366546186764264,0.1153928461009032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779319605329488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745799076721267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14441890637119695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786142819341374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18139239600052046,0.13452151468712173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16875440432973848,0.0,0.16125069008712484,0.0,0.0,0.14604639852730664,0.1385836757192195,0.0,0.0,0.1403026445491832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4781611436890888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18788780248213535,0.1731712734327737,0.0,0.11182863095412128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15600673697379694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848714216988027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572247403457316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651456036871867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13982942340006194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481641144149331,0.0,0.0,0.15193749492159914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20096213806452745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005295707154601,0.10627393963635202
anxiety,PuffPrice,2019/02/26,Have to go to the dentist tomorrow and I am freaking out I have put it off for too long. I have bad tooth pain and decay. Maybe an infection idk. But I’m absolutely shook to my core. Always have been. Any tips on battling dental anxiety? ,0.7231249999999996,3.16271172916667,3.017500000000002,87.67750000000002,87.95833333333334,6.533333333333335,22.583333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.3778083333333333,185,7,38,4,6,63,39,48,0.348,0.652,0.0,-0.945,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,1,2,0,6,4,1,0,0,4,8,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,1,0,4,0,7,7,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215696318127398,0.0,0.0,0.26280928306789464,0.0,0.2956444766547214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32268192437636484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21963682403260154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34200914322940507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3882557866941216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4112257427718189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3885038169569705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sjsmiles,2019/02/26,"Phone calls! Squirming, rationalizing, trying to find *any* way out of making a phone call....makes me feel so weak and pathetic.  Any good tips other than ""suck it up?""",1.5090000000000003,4.159351900000001,2.4833333333333343,87.94500000000002,96.66666666666666,5.066666666666666,16.0,6.742157984588678,0.09919999999999972,127,3,24,2,5,40,28,30,0.28800000000000003,0.635,0.077,-0.84,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,5,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4447529507811285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6678229242420602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16534493779916373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29887914825697137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274278575829503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21828020434953416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220167887277787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595635214407264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,motherweep,2019/02/26,"Overwhelmed I started a new job in a new city in September and it’s not exactly been what I signed up for (in the sense that the job is more difficult than was originally portrayed- not really a big surprise). In the long run I’m not even sure it’s what I want to do with my life but...it is what it is right now and there is promotional opportunities to move out of this role and into someone else. 

I find myself doing the best I can, managing a small team- but the weekend on-call work and being responsible 24 hours a day is starting to take its toll. We are getting very far behind on some projects that we can’t get behind on- and my anxiety is starting to make me completely shut down. My team is very new as well and they need more from me than I can give. 

Today I pretty much stayed home from work. I’m working from home- but to be honest it’s kind of a minimal amount. I know I should be working on the projects to forge ahead. But at the same time I’m exhausted and every fiber of my being doesn’t want to continue doing the work. 

I’m also the sole supporter of my household and the stress of screwing this up and being fired is too much to bare. I’m also afraid that the job is too much for anyone to succeed at and my future success with the company will be stifled because I can’t get it together to tackle the challenge. 

I’m shutting down- I’m having a hard time forcing myself to stay positive and motivated. It’s like this weird mix of anxiety and depression and it’s relentless the past few weeks. 

This is my first post here- I don’t expect much, just reaching out because I know I can’t be the only one in this situation. ",2.9307089634012726,4.4331305828402385,4.478612754766601,85.25000547885162,74.53254437869822,7.729300898531668,26.12798597413982,8.401726058763845,1.6781554678939297,1299,46,271,23,27,435,173,338,0.095,0.76,0.145,0.9469,3,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,2,0,1,16,10,20,1,3,22,0,33,3,0,3,2,43,55,19,0,5,7,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,2,0,19,20,0,0,4,3,0,2,8,8,1,2,2,2,27,12,47,44,11,49,0,2,0,1,7,23,1,1,22,189,46,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16336065752928744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15627174231780394,0.0,0.0,0.07141779521947816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452567908082808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718832623327107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070905456636122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658710499021467,0.0,0.08797196356261656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853238270834621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06746168710360889,0.0,0.08605630976515391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933529754338668,0.08687917632783859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600898580514115,0.09798080473019637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914962660725372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049070065607114,0.0,0.1005861034446071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30407087446548514,0.0,0.0,0.10636180008528293,0.11226558170345934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07214362616674054,0.04989983847686587,0.0,0.0,0.09038958769978588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817841483147424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085573367281828,0.3003349607507975,0.07573459569019801,0.0,0.29593875006807313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06921186654996213,0.07768112885770853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750300281926216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782069747389846,0.10391183756934792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06543270450314895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722594220974937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480824469445546,0.0,0.0,0.08654183914755845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21688301822627934,0.21773265445010384,0.0,0.0,0.11699960347838928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590585344761915,0.0962645717057942,0.0,0.07679563553104059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911586363925447,0.0,0.09681560087187216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855034621646364,0.12048817290314184,0.0,0.08192955164917917,0.0,0.09183501081858904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717911655218879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thecargoesvroomvoom,2019/02/26,"My story and maybe this could help you This is a throwaway account for obvious reasons. I don’t know if the stuff I did will work for you guys as well but I’m in such a better place than I was previously. 

Background: So I had like 4 surgeries for the same problem within the span of a year. This was about two years ago now. I was periodically on antibiotic usage throughout this time. I’ve always had GI problems(constipation) but never got diagnosed with anything(probably have some sort of IBS). 

So fast forward about six months after my 4th and last surgery thank god, I started experiencing some pain in my stomach region and it was a decent amount of discomfort. I was currently in University at this point and my diet wasn’t the greatest. A decent amount of alcohol on The weekends mixed with pizza ect....I was constantly bloated and never usually had solid Bowe Movements. I’d be constipated for a couple days at a time and it never felt like I was finished.

Anyways I get through that semester and ready to start my second semester. I have an 8am and wake up feeling slightly Nauseous. I don’t really think much of it and head off to class. I’d previously only had symptoms of bloating, constipation, pain in stomach region. I’m sitting in class and the nauseous feeling starts substantiating and becomes unbearable and I leave. Ever since then I would constantly feel nauseous everywhere I went and became stuck at my apartment. I made appointments with multiple doctors trying to find out what’s wrong and no one could figure it out. This became very frustrating and I had to withdrawal from University that semester. Very unfortunate because I had to withdrawal from another university due to the surgerys lololol. 

I literally couldn’t go anywhere without feeling nauseous. I was constantly thinking about it all day. Debilitating anxiety all day, panic attacks everywhere I went. It was horrible and I feel so much sorrow for the people who go through with this mental state 24/7. It’s one of the worst mind games your brain can play with you. I would shutter at just the thought of going out. Just to give some context on how bad this was, I am a hugggggee Eagles fan(American football) and all this was occurring as they kept winning and eventually winning the super bowl. I missed out on everything. The parades, the post game craziness, ect. I couldn’t even leave my house due to my mental state/physical state being so entangled. I didn’t tell anyone that I was experiencing panic attacks. I didn’t even realize I was having panic attacks until about a month into these symptoms I read the symptoms of panic attacks while trying to research what was wrong with me. I am so glad I didn’t see a psychiatrist because I would have been diagnosed with Panic Disorder and this would have ultimately been a bad thing considering I would then be trying to treat a symptom of the problem rather than the actual problem(My Gut).

So after countless doctor visits I got to some specialist in a major city and get some weird tests done. This included the sibo test along with a mobility test and some others. Sibo test came up positive for hydrogen dominant and mobility test showed that liquid passed through my GI track at a slow rate. They didn’t really do much other than tell me that the only real treatment option is the take Xifaxan or whatever the hell its called. I was hesitant to take this drug considering that one of the main reason people get diagnosed with xifaxan is due to overuse of antibiotics. This seemed a bit counterintuitive but I don’t usually argue with western medicine. 

During the testing phase, I came across some people who had chronic illnesses that tried to use diet to help them heal. I had nothing to lose at this point and was probably in the most vulnerable state of my life that I could have been told to jump off a bridge if they told me it would cure me. So I did an elimination of the Keto diet and only ate vegetables and chicken. My mental state at this point still felt the same for he most part but my physical symptoms were subsiding. I actually was able to start going places without getting a panic attack. 

So I decided not take Xifaxan due in part to my symptoms subsiding thanks to the diet. This eventually led to my mental state going back to normal. But I didn’t stray away from the diet at all. I didn’t eat any sugar or carbs AT ALL. ok there are some carbs in vegetables but it’s a minuscule amount. As time went on, I slowly regained my life back, day by day. By symptoms were at a very bearable level.

So some months go by and I’m still adhering to the diet. I don’t feel 100% yet by most of the symptoms have become manageable. Yay. I look into herbal antibiotics and more natural remedies to fix gut health. I tried the herbal antibiotics for a month but didn’t really notice significant changes. I drank bone broth religiously and think this definitely helped. Added some more foods that were good for gut health like fermented vegetables but I still followed a modified ketogenic/low fodmap diet. 

The single best supplement I started taking was Colostrum. It’s the first form of milk produced by the mammary glands of a cow immediately following just prior to giving birth. This along with all the other changes I made have basically cured all my symptoms(physical/mental). Colostrum is kinda expensive especially when the recommended usage for people with leaky gut/gut problem is 2 tablespoons a day. It can add up quickly but I still use it.

Sorry this was so long but felt like the whole journey had to be documented somewhere. I’m now back in university and enjoying life again. Don’t underestimate the gut/Brain connection. I think I’m about 20 years or so we will have a much better understanding of how these two separate entities are intertwined. I saw a study recently that transferred schizophrenic gut biome of mice to non schizophrenic mice and the non schizophrenic mice started experiencing schizophrenic patterns of behavior. It’s fucking crazy. 

Well I hope some of y’all find some relief for whatever you’re going through and maybe you can use some of the strategies that I used. I still eat a ketogenic diet in university, it’s hard but manageable. I’d say Diet, along with colostrum are the two biggest factors that increased my overall level of health in regards to sibo symptoms. Thanks for reading if you made it this far.

I know this isn’t directly about anxiety but I think giving a full understanding of everything that has happened can give people a better perspective. Even if this only helps 1 person, it’s still worth sharing. 

Tl;Dr always had GI problems, got really bad and got diagnosed with sibo. Was affecting my mental state and physical state. Changed Diet and took some supplements and a more natural approach to heal. Now I’m doing so much better



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anxiety,timmytomson,2019/02/26,"Drank orange juice that was fermenting, chances of getting sick? A lot of my anxiety revolves around vomiting/health. This morning I went out to breakfast and ordered some orange juice. Got half way through the glass before realizing something was a little off. The taste wasn't that bad, but it was slightly bubbly? And smelt a little alcoholic? It tasted very similar to a mimosa. Anyways I talked to the server and they fresh squeeze their juice and I'm guessing it was starting to ferment. I'm worried because who knows what yeast or bacteria was causing it to though.

Its been 5 hours and I still feel ok, aside from the constant fear I'm going to get sick. Has anyone else drank fermenting juice and been ok? If I was going to get sick do you think it would have happened by now?",3.1488513513513534,5.910480439189192,3.4053378378378376,87.12327702702706,79.06756756756758,5.8621621621621625,27.493243243243235,7.1686216300943375,1.6090999999999998,627,27,112,8,16,193,98,148,0.132,0.792,0.076,-0.8906,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,2,0,5,4,0,1,8,2,13,9,0,1,0,20,31,10,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,11,8,6,0,4,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,13,4,8,2,15,17,2,15,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,5,5,71,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910818793693048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678083480965425,0.0,0.0,0.1250204996181479,0.1832008244659204,0.0,0.15916912139427894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492897939227577,0.10899428193022864,0.0,0.1521448790553606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18367594523881395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932183255022933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14936371892362146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011987152962344,0.09040620566884733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802454762973021,0.0,0.20323131679003825,0.0,0.14300198716076862,0.0,0.19696738493326027,0.0,0.15811146832242245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19005509992961345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17608111351857794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826331848634634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3584073741070895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15200861502235716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764829529856207,0.0,0.0,0.12655493500843962,0.0,0.14278920548658736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437119571385468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456725432986742,0.17566922425368098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475279965590911,0.0,0.14192241634880734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657485724063881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18157918203006987,0.0,0.12701376244034487,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SucculentofSteel,2019/02/26,"I wished I believe in a God I cannot help but to notice that those who are religious tend to, on average, have better emotional and mental health than I do. Is it reasonable then to assume that it is because they believe in God? Even if they are isolated from the communal aspects of organized religion, and are effectively withdrawn, they can seek comfort in their personal relationship with God and Jesus Christ? I envy this. I understand why some religious people vehemently defend their faith from atheists and anti-creationist sentiments at large. It is their, and perhaps Western Culture's bastion from the absurdity of the human condition at least from their perspective. 

​

Frankly, I believe that we have a primal need for worship, be it the party ideology, God, or general faith in the scientific process. You can be a Christian, Humanity, or whatever. I suppose I'm just completely apathetic to it all. I don't care if there is a God, I don't have much faith for humanity. ",7.850369799691832,8.869597231638423,8.552121212121211,62.40781201848998,62.559322033898326,12.538058551617874,41.514637904468415,12.079253325248375,5.810654237288135,798,45,122,27,11,268,108,177,0.071,0.7090000000000001,0.22,0.9816,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,1,7,2,3,7,0,0,9,0,18,1,0,2,1,22,24,11,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,11,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,19,7,21,22,4,8,7,0,0,0,17,7,0,6,1,96,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19094260837041396,0.21413590987084485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742675281939226,0.0,0.0,0.5956447143613101,0.0,0.15585905439259254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17967585598447205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847713606256481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19823241076591672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639671493868367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873217739557491,0.0,0.0,0.1181216934415951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17759604361369588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954761551894706,0.1306705853947857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006363719555092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217407823840673,0.1538752052770542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811913969102613,0.0,0.1892025677540028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18345922096429448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590180630073595,0.0,0.20265312504705976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21413590987084485,0.0
anxiety,bandirr,2019/02/26,"Should I accept my boyfriend hitting the gym with another girl? Since a short while my boyfriend has this new gym buddy(?). She is a young attractive single female. From looks she is definitely my boyfriends type. I don't know the lady.

He wants to hit the gym with her 2 hours a week. Should I be okay with this? 

Is this normal?  I cannot join a gym since I have severe muscle issues. So it is him and her together 2 hrs a week.

My boyfriend does not lack gym buddies. He has male gym buddies but they are in a different gym organisation. He goes to another one with her because that is where she signed herself up for. And theres this system that he can join free with her subscription once a week. 

He openly told me this all. ",1.8535402298850592,4.171238537931039,2.8282758620689665,92.00264367816094,80.86206896551724,6.073563218390803,21.39080459770115,7.3011,0.6007149425287349,568,17,121,8,15,180,87,145,0.04,0.8590000000000001,0.101,0.8108,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,10,1,15,0,0,0,1,19,21,5,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,8,8,0,0,2,7,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,20,5,11,15,3,13,0,0,1,0,18,5,0,0,7,76,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4259169520656329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12380230410943673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21218672451296425,0.0,0.0,0.17772618144676755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20000358897460105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21197409467563488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161342615969988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17054517386475804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19614641951300116,0.0,0.0,0.19898592393333508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162851392593895,0.13761962374103415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22943486590592702,0.0,0.3359977185238605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19406202136862666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978825197703125,0.0,0.4887217163732667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,XVTeddy23,2019/02/26,Anxiety with Driving I get so anxious driving with a passenger that I cant even drive alone. Ive never driven alone. I recently got my drivers license within the past year and I still dont feel comfortable driving by myself. I would rather walk the 40 mins to get food than drive the 10 mins to get there and back. Im just so afraid of getting into an accident or hurting someone when I drive. Id rather just stay home and eat cereal than drive out and get other food. It freaks me out so much and I want to get better but it's so difficult to get in the car by myself and rely on myself to get there and back. Any tips would be appreciated.,2.066328320802004,3.943835827067673,3.8152067669172967,87.45007832080202,77.94736842105263,6.8393483709273175,23.11340852130325,7.793537801064563,1.096178446115288,507,16,106,8,12,170,81,133,0.11,0.8109999999999999,0.079,-0.4677,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,15,6,0,1,6,0,6,3,0,0,1,23,18,14,0,5,6,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,12,3,0,1,0,0,10,3,4,0,0,2,1,13,2,18,13,1,27,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,1,10,72,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976020913267153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770200679529248,0.0,0.10990882182669344,0.1623086648629756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22095007085360985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706636477905556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16838272092348638,0.0,0.0,0.14701250442755093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489411761878012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264496933881419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474579323942048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6005022592521467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149077643047597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14411490741123273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538040365149772,0.0,0.15519060496302234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561558091019514,0.0,0.11080883967819373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13715134938005946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185894162064766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173296897246792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15313542403042024,0.11473678579634425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474157215771003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041211841559621,0.0,0.0,0.09252017123263227
anxiety,underterms,2019/02/26,Have anyone else found positive results from taking Probiotics I recently started taking a robust probiotic after a round of antibiotics and my goodness couple of weeks in and my mood has been much better and overall I feel good. (Did have some gas and bloating at the beginning) anyone else?,6.9250000000000025,9.317929686274509,7.198186274509804,66.16433823529414,65.86274509803923,9.805882352941175,34.318627450980394,10.125756701596842,4.2789568627450985,238,11,32,6,4,77,40,51,0.0,0.7390000000000001,0.261,0.93,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,8,11,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,4,3,6,8,2,7,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,5,24,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115686768095853,0.4565622329426866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970452032464009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24651984483343786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37223540467787614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265249283777926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24428462000317616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3737418963103648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16378090018253516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21998444696646652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15769635285707528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350301486292834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17871373598477666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Arseypoowank,2019/02/26,"Could really use your help tonight I have an examination at the stroke clinic tomorrow because they think I had a TIA over the weekend. My memory has been fuzzy and I’m jumbling my words a lot but I don’t know how much of that is just anxiety and of course it’s fuelling my panic. All I can think of is the worst case scenario at all points and I’m well, really down about it. It’ll probably turn out to be nothing or if it was a TIA, fixable with lifestyle changes but in this moment it feels like I’m walking to the gallows. Please, I could do with any coping strategies or thought exercises to get me through until tomorrow. ",4.1317760279965015,5.2051812677165366,5.151128608923887,83.26497812773405,70.96850393700788,8.479090113735781,30.646544181977248,8.841846274778883,2.3739840769903764,499,21,102,9,9,164,89,127,0.09,0.77,0.14,0.6954,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,0,4,4,0,1,8,0,14,3,0,2,2,26,25,10,0,3,6,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,6,2,0,1,1,2,1,0,4,2,11,2,17,17,5,14,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,4,7,72,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14986458741612718,0.0,0.1685885559235379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434037465929585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23313068788115365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3519077786569152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114297312298723,0.15743807707755386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151384018061072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771471850231568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211139776045478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766555213193107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18735748272204147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16200317656713298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114586209867053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585660832276806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419088501235311,0.20832842902575488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376047421681275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823595615878836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824186296344168,0.0,0.17495550425245274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23970796540110886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903358223006217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19814627555175746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,klekss,2019/02/26,"I've hidden my birth date from social media cause responding to every birthday wish makes me anxious Tomorrow is my birthday and I've hidden the date because I don't want to respond to birthday wishes. The simple act of responding to people's messages makes me anxious. There are many ways to say ""thanks"", use emojis and so on. And it depend on how well you know the other person. I know I should simply say ""thank you"" and move on, but I keep on overthinking about this everytime. So this time I've decided to reduce the number of messages I have to respond by hidding the date. At the same time I'm afraid no one will remember and congratulate me. 

Just wanted to know if there's anyone who struggles with similar small things which make you anxious. ",4.805871212121215,6.520100319444449,5.330732323232322,80.1602272727273,70.1111111111111,7.736363636363637,28.368686868686872,8.296473431620573,2.1203277777777783,602,22,105,9,11,193,90,144,0.08800000000000001,0.83,0.08199999999999999,-0.1928,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,0,8,5,0,2,6,0,6,0,0,7,0,28,21,10,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,7,6,0,1,5,0,0,2,2,2,1,1,0,2,13,3,19,19,1,16,0,0,0,0,14,6,0,2,7,68,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.502481820374672,0.0,0.10366828793663528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037918291081244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15230598850755978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491719006560842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178214173451486,0.0,0.0,0.2444428719825674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29689825279925297,0.15031447025320285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575791188594713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004662169713208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278625271893738,0.1294567224474762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16795202549791888,0.0,0.0,0.2358079007557793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113451121802035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549957086958378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27299959233400195,0.0,0.0,0.09849873261517203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17290561283257502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805082717548785,0.0,0.0,0.17489762268767606,0.11768353164200188,0.0,0.0,0.13330540819620487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409881314548995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rionoirble,2019/02/26,"Might not make it to Effexor day 4 Of all the possible side effects, the 24/7 fatigue is killing me!  I even woke up in the middle of the night to go to the bathroom and felt like complete death.  Was awake-ish for a couple hours this morning but then it’s right back to barely being able to focus or think straight.  I’m not sure I can do this for two weeks. 😒",2.2559649122806995,3.5259670526315823,3.3236842105263165,93.79412280701756,75.84210526315789,6.119298245614036,24.508771929824558,6.42735559955562,0.5343140350877196,280,9,64,2,6,90,61,76,0.124,0.821,0.054000000000000006,-0.6468,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,6,0,6,1,0,2,2,12,12,4,2,0,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,3,1,3,2,11,7,1,13,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,2,7,40,7,0,0.25163447169040193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19349137626094925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638339560212169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27842875676128537,0.0,0.16228341703986196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16620219533028655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416085543775028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14300966918033114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478092667107147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783962601767366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229358923198075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679679638270388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669444089976934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361419054948431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836800580567974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21489446391620884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371625115965546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612372089045708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458103149227259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20184599483269128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Happylollygagger,2019/02/26,"After I meet with people I can't stop replaying it in my head. If I go out with friends or any group setting I think I interact fine at the time. Then I will wake up in the middle of the night trying to remember if I offended anyone or did something stupid. In my head I run through scenarios and I'm sure that I'll never be invited back or included again. Did I talk too much? Did I seem like a blowhard know-it-all?

Is this common? I'd really rather sleep at night. Objectively I'm well liked, as far as I know. What's the best ways to keep my head from having the anxiety bomb in the middle of the night?",1.2515116279069751,3.0519247906976767,3.3296317829457402,90.33770348837211,80.16279069767441,7.40077519379845,21.602713178294568,8.344100000000001,1.0923224806201546,474,14,108,10,12,161,86,129,0.08,0.752,0.168,0.8846,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,5,9,2,0,8,0,8,5,5,0,2,18,15,9,0,3,6,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,4,0,0,2,2,2,1,0,3,0,14,7,19,10,2,26,0,0,0,0,5,11,0,6,13,68,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474541448390756,0.0,0.12908162001591084,0.0,0.0,0.11798325875380646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974660547897654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17707670742989154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036404737984145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095895845517143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5195115928360294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499791965012237,0.0,0.0,0.18546440889921698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487054904723594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403945430610062,0.0,0.1301386394651602,0.0,0.0,0.4750383904651058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697942825374814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809579997018548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911435760823852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15360977692069636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688566057503257,0.0,0.0,0.12990025228529153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410698043799617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15903050265673072,0.0,0.0,0.1356225985088916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811841300905964,0.0,0.0,0.09839058821575293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455981753560995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13393378863618113,0.0,0.0,0.15171280226126502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Magicblackstar,2019/02/26,"Valuim 5/10mg  I suffer from social aniexty / panic disorder  ,so what’s are what can I say to doctor to get higher dose and more then 6 tablets ?

My uk doctors will only give out a few days worth , I believe due to drug users abusing it ?

But valuim is a lifesaver ? I’m aware long term benzodiazepines cause issues ..

I’m also only sertraline 100mg , don’t help with aniexty more depressing thought ,


Could I ask doctor for a less abused Benz such as    lorazepam), Xanax (alprazolam), Serax (oxazepam), Valium (diazepam), Klonopin (clonazepam), Restoril (temazepam), ?",5.745816326530613,8.063241897959184,5.322193877551023,78.72369897959184,68.79591836734693,7.348979591836735,32.65816326530612,8.07648339933343,2.6691183673469383,438,20,70,6,8,134,81,98,0.187,0.732,0.081,-0.8992,0,0,1,0,1,0,29.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,0,6,6,0,1,0,7,12,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,5,0,8,9,5,6,0,2,0,0,5,1,0,0,5,35,8,3,0.0,0.4134919651348077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395421988802598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312764546359015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19659415304731528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17925264684253187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931867136210088,0.0,0.0,0.11253371876578007,0.0,0.15029079119788427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19998439607140847,0.5358037438666308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023567864130477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116552764820426,0.16738983727043028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11695915561123653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821256311488388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544210462209594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654199780106072,0.0,0.20473024672582066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13876404588896532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17787390653872934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852815924084225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dory19,2019/02/26,Suboxone Does anyone know anything about Suboxone.  Can it make you feel high?  Or cause a euphoric type feeling?  How is it abused? ,1.9626086956521755,4.098685260869574,2.1083478260869555,88.13991304347826,109.43478260869566,5.318260869565218,26.33913043478261,6.742157984588678,1.9793373913043488,103,5,17,2,5,31,21,23,0.116,0.6659999999999999,0.219,0.4479,0,0,0,0,1,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,7,6,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,9,3,1,0.0,0.4392020367167373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25919211766841616,0.0,0.3050428141343172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38079640824188143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243896258609941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748597385108105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3916498807753371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20371921153245065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24743563792663786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tthrowaway101993,2019/02/26,"I went to the gym alone. I struggle with anxiety daily, but my boyfriend moved out last night so it’s worse than normal. 
I don’t want to talk to anyone because I start hyperventilating , I keep feeling myself starting to lose it but I’m trying. I feel like I’m not in my body I don’t know if that makes sense. 

I couldn’t sleep last night, I’m so fat I’m scared to sleep some nights thinking I won’t wake up. 
When I think about going to the gym I want it so bad, but if I’m alone I’ll drive there and sit in the car then head back home. (This isn’t exclusive to the gym, this happens at the grocery store, the nail shop, and a few other places but I’ve managed to do those things so long as I go as soon as they open) 

I woke up this morning, brushed my teeth and actually combed my hair. Then I drove to the gym, it was busier than I hoped. I sat in my car for 6 minutes then I got out and walked inside. 

I did two miles. I’m okay.",-0.0755354239256647,1.7334413024390258,1.7439721254355405,99.9461788617886,84.75609756097559,4.685249709639954,17.56678281068525,5.622346879071545,-0.7720290360046453,717,16,183,4,21,235,118,205,0.125,0.7959999999999999,0.079,-0.9033,0,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,1,9,7,0,2,8,1,8,8,8,1,0,28,34,21,0,7,7,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,11,8,1,1,5,5,2,9,6,4,0,1,7,4,25,3,25,25,2,35,0,1,0,0,2,11,0,4,15,102,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.13853595768932098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940628718174968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086017360978596,0.0,0.0,0.09926422312926499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916121602815393,0.11853364416342065,0.0865396695292499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15768951360918707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14356208460520353,0.10141879681492544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613623272848632,0.0,0.11354122887695045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255379087332843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14569557075077189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240102734538634,0.14100184887319825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12618373643425948,0.0,0.0,0.07801946081996639,0.2314385007526846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06935622537015768,0.0,0.0,0.12563328473554874,0.0,0.1588209126238083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476177977257502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15088479926031287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39966955722498937,0.1390941487077758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483217065299049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213029096433244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28413217209106617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20096507924951268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484111382399431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410493337744837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943142822831071,0.18192903614754705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638393963360327,0.0,0.13867777162864542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16746757363118614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160164393005316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467299761700544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Anxious-Alligator,2019/02/26,"What do you do when your biggest trigger is someone you love? Hi, I'll try to keep this short. 

I lived in a big city in a foreign country for 5 years with my husband. He's from said country and I'm from the US. In that time I felt fine; I'd clean, cook, and craft. I felt so lucky to be financially supported. We didn't have any children in that time because we weren't ready, but I felt content by myself. 

Fast forward to six months ago, I started feeling ill all the time. I had headaches, acid reflux, insomnia, extreme fatigue/drowsiness, and bouts of dizziness all at once, every day. My eyesight even got worse! I ended up needing a small prescription for glasses. Needless to say, I was in and out of doctors offices getting my blood tested, thyroid levels checked, vitamins, etc. I cried so much so that my sister-in-law offered up her place for a couple weeks to get some girl time. Night one of staying there I slept 6 hours and 80% of my symptoms subsided. I was shocked. I continued sleeping fine until my husband came to pick me. The night before he visited I got 30 minutes of sleep. Looking back, I was dreading returning home. 

Once I did return I cried hard for about 2 hours straight. My sleep was OK but ultimately I was still very panicked every day. Out of nowhere the dizziness, clammy hands, and fatigue would hit me. I started fearing going out in public or even trying new foods. Didn't matter if my husband was there, I still felt ill. 

About a month ago my dad bought me a plane ticket to return to the US and I've been here ever since. I'd say 95% of my physical anxiety symptoms are gone. I don't get the floating sensation anymore nor do I feel stuck in fight or flight. I go out in public no problem. I'm beginning to realize I feel unsafe around my husband. He visited a couple weeks ago and the symptoms started to return. Something about being alone with him brings me a sense of unease. I have no idea what it is. 

I'm really depressed about this. He's a great partner but I don't know what to do. My mind says he's wonderful but my body says otherwise. What would you do?",2.2581716090542194,4.513431292565947,3.4307820085395093,88.58077206527462,79.0,5.890834649353688,27.436918757676786,7.0180271515732855,1.4137477803123346,1647,72,323,19,41,532,225,417,0.159,0.765,0.076,-0.9895,0,1,1,0,2,0,59.0,4,4,0,0,18,15,1,3,16,1,28,20,7,2,3,50,64,21,0,5,7,5,9,0,1,2,10,5,2,3,10,18,2,1,11,2,2,8,8,8,0,2,24,16,53,7,49,35,5,68,0,2,1,1,36,24,0,6,37,194,63,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155573457020428,0.0,0.0,0.08395096724488668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05512177643420342,0.0,0.06200864960298441,0.0,0.08038710877667778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215822516281425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06232809748847917,0.0,0.049411807190281966,0.0,0.06897383326663542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003644091514515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270801255694336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793768283668552,0.17807538194480266,0.10455056792177488,0.0,0.06981457533566279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296563070200419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179275151809998,0.0,0.0904003699219392,0.10707522819388866,0.07332101217846021,0.1365886238729255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121205214704707,0.12295509243797688,0.0,0.31131106351701004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801486733968877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270473569394704,0.0,0.09213351803798994,0.0,0.12965793236636544,0.0893660126831203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261146281117523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130712937966644,0.0,0.15965032067644858,0.0,0.0,0.091503879921741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720474955492129,0.0,0.0,0.044546998805246665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715751236082198,0.0,0.0680677577760542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315742155121499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184481495312956,0.0,0.12939840419759654,0.0,0.05958647759506209,0.060102996707193525,0.0,0.07828569211016655,0.0,0.1521336608505821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726468610755626,0.054926557003980685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468767681984432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756093531061475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051927412927412236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710410020067973,0.2578402271591187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06705147615588736,0.0,0.2433476609101421,0.0,0.06867962819260648,0.06240190684239205,0.0,0.0,0.17211842502761734,0.08639634828840058,0.1294650061527683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198291830332336,0.0,0.2527488636342638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18906076661108287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006523753376896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950040194077813,0.0,0.0,0.06688080137830307,0.0,0.0,0.13003863104084085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879032365807544,0.0,0.0,0.08260436286361626,0.11516162919871502,0.0,0.0,0.05219827475012622
anxiety,GAMBIED,2019/02/26,"Forgot to take Zoloft last night. Take it this morning or wait until tonight? I just started Zoloft this week. I forgot last night to take my dose before bed and I’m wondering if I should just take it now or wait until tonight and take my regular dose? 
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anxiety,cassidybk,2019/02/26,"What experiences have you had with cymbalta for anxiety? I'm about to try it for anxiety (and some chronic pain) and wanted to see if anyone else had any feedback on their experiences? 

Thanks :)",5.1273333333333335,7.53448782857143,6.154285714285718,71.71904761904764,70.71428571428572,10.380952380952381,31.666666666666664,10.504223727775694,4.0048095238095245,154,7,26,5,3,51,29,35,0.084,0.762,0.154,0.594,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,6,7,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,1,7,5,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,18,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19397047489587124,0.0,0.4364099994309765,0.0,0.0,0.19944386303513534,0.29225831167132066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382783398755268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5580316958912498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30351154907359296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227296412829196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26260727550256524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19365673400816408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16823976839384375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,username104_,2019/02/26,"I don’t know what amount of anxiety is normal Like I’m not sure whether what I have is just regular everyday anxiety that everyone has or a genuine problem

I overanalyse things like someone’s tone or body language 

I end up fixating one one bad thing even if a hundred good things happened before that

I can’t make decisions

I haven’t gone more than a week or two without there being something new I was overthinking or insecure about

For some reason my view of the world is that everyone is repulsed by me and everyone hates me even though I’ve recently realised no one does

After every conversation there’s always something that I fixate on thinking I “messed up”

But then again I’ve never had any of the severe symptoms like panic attacks

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anxiety,Mlb_Fan23,2019/02/26,"Zoloft, Gabapentin or Lexapro? I’ve tried all the natural routes, and nothing has helped enough for my everyday anxiety. I have everyday Generalized and Social anxiety disorder. I will be visiting a psych and mentioning a few medications. Do you think Zoloft, Gabapentin or Lexapro is the best option to try first for everyday anxiety? ",7.131250000000001,10.221748196428573,6.688714285714287,67.05628571428575,67.03571428571428,13.051428571428573,41.55714285714286,11.979248473330829,6.687282857142856,273,17,41,12,5,85,41,56,0.136,0.752,0.112,0.3094,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,6,3,0,0,1,9,7,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,3,5,4,5,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,4,27,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5895983020845018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26960751919730863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944371034072278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654530872963857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21852453548606265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17219900988090706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588062682416196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24650871310513184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618838211471794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16461531013311573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34884529595966923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MCFF,2019/02/26,"My insecurity is feeding my anxiety..and affecting my marriage My spouse and I have been together for about 9 years, married for 5. Two kids. I've had anxiety my entire life but only recently started understanding my anxiety and sharing my anxiety with my spouse. He is supportive and is always willing to talk with my about fears, founded and unfounded.  


We are at a crossroads in our lives where we are making a big decision to move our family to a new town, away from the town I grew up in. Not far away by any means, but it's a new community with new people, new schools for our kids, away from extended family, etc.

​

My husband has a former friend, with whom he had a recent falling-out.  This friend (who I was never close to) was texting me infrequently, telling me how unhappy she was with my husband and sort of venting about how angry she was. The texts ultimately culminated in her telling me he is/has cheated on me in the past and currently has an active dating profile that she has screenshots of.  


I spoke with my husband immediately about what his ex-friend said, and he expressly denied the accusation. He admitted that he had spoken with this friend many years ago about his frustration with our marriage (I was drinking heavily in an attempt to medicate my constant anxiety) and had admitted that he was tempted to cheat- but he and I had already discussed that time in our marriage. We've been going to marriage counseling while I got sober (I'm in active recovery for 3 years now!), and we recommitted ourselves to our marriage and family. To me, that time in our lives is over and in the past, and we each forgive each other for the things we'd done at that time that hurt the other. It was horrible and neither of us wishes to relive that time. We love one another and, as far as I know, we are committed to each other and our children. I attend therapy weekly and am learning to deal with life stresses in a healthier way.  


I never replied to the Ex friend and have blocked her from all forms of communication. I don't want to see screenshots or to engage her in any way.  


But WHY can't I get past this? Why am I having this constant, deep down feeling of dread that he is cheating on me? I literally wake each day with a pit in my stomach and maintain this feeling of anxiety all day.  I cannot shake it. And what makes me crazy is that people say ""Trust your gut."" But the problem is- I have anxiety and disordered thinking! How can I trust my gut? My gut has told me alcohol is the answer to all my problems. Surprise- it wasn't!  


Logically, I know- it is incredibly unlikely he is cheating on me. Like, incredibly! He works with people I know, and he's either at work, with members of his family, or with one of our children, or we're together. We have mutual friends and family all live close by. Most importantly, he has sworn to me that he will never, ever betray me or disrespect our marriage and that he loves me and our children. That helps for a while, but then my stupid brain starts with the intrusive thoughts again....  


Is this all because I'm afraid to make a big life change? Am I just funneling my worry and stress about moving into this issue? Is this normal? What can I do to get rid of this anxiety? It's horrible and I hate it.",4.360906398104266,5.920880265402843,5.510155015797789,79.04589603080571,70.99052132701422,9.003278041074251,30.72304502369668,9.462695493477618,2.8972485781990516,2580,111,486,59,48,856,263,633,0.16,0.718,0.122,-0.9807,1,0,2,0,0,0,88.0,20,1,0,3,14,32,7,7,23,0,53,15,6,7,10,110,86,45,0,5,13,6,2,1,5,2,5,3,0,5,38,55,3,1,17,1,0,6,9,17,0,3,22,6,83,15,86,61,14,79,0,1,1,2,85,35,0,6,37,351,121,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05816910280478745,0.07012894741465107,0.0,0.0,0.07241446209822804,0.0,0.05460197163869372,0.07110038188127824,0.07973676015138766,0.08924913051998029,0.06880939409993565,0.3513994734797157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18495941398427115,0.0,0.0,0.04000198392025303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325479565584637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941837144336216,0.0,0.0,0.14182608872617106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464029904339745,0.067652422683147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752074101573387,0.0,0.0,0.06715311882432108,0.0,0.06428364827225919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318481856121124,0.0,0.059357997955522775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093084361387542,0.0738419266728835,0.06635995065816995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719500959171146,0.3041919696411423,0.0,0.0685685819967725,0.0,0.03729395580371391,0.0,0.052483149479631584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06478720278545738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043984407586326935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07024869283486616,0.0,0.0,0.06849132887889932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819084129269467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390502679530464,0.0320591311143009,0.0,0.17383377211687412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845112198666685,0.0,0.1314076842910482,0.06652944658709266,0.0,0.07148056255114348,0.0,0.06610630569890298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13948958545032608,0.0,0.0,0.1518330009729624,0.2535088817874821,0.0,0.0,0.06429469779901481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893304556163753,0.049907766661624636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18792815649312936,0.13648012394215073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255809679329113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958574354214264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062420647043643765,0.0521844939869047,0.0,0.06641200745613614,0.05229148205727272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092893835999157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503373855598294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07446599159463961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05274371551238112,0.11471138274735446,0.0,0.07504339131865538,0.0,0.04359571077474344,0.04204732013762515,0.0,0.052095784946376886,0.15305665135467175,0.0,0.0,0.06270372683417519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641022322012752,0.06831382885950077,0.07893404524444257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038704996356002185,0.10417387254026084,0.052637249310428916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842558454958545,0.0,0.07546097072439997,0.0,0.0,0.09554581406615878,0.06664136311727997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973676015138766,0.12677341708097828
anxiety,Bostonredsoxfan24569,2019/02/26,"Fear that I was just poisoned or drugged Long story short, I was going out to eat at this Mexican chain called rubies last night. When I got to the counter I noticed that one of the people behind the counter was this kid from my high school that thought that i snitched on him and a bunch of his friends for something they did (which I didn’t do). They made harassed me for an entire year calling me snitch whenever they saw me and running my reputation around the school for nothing cuz I literally didn’t do that to these kids. Keep in mind this was only one year ago. They were assholes to begin with never mind after the fact that they thought I snitched on them. Anyways after recognizing him, and I’m pretty sure he recognized me, i could sense that he was very uncomfortable. His face got very red and then he went to the bathroom right after preparing some food. Not sure if this was my food or someone else’s but it was a little while after I placed my order. I do have really bad anxiety about people poisoning or purposely drugging or contaminating my food but I feel as if this occurrence warrants legitimate concern. This kid has it out for me clearly and he could do whatever he wants to my food if he really felt like it. I know that the way to confront this is to accept the possibility and confront it by eating the food, which I did. The only thing I noticed is that my forehead feels really hot and that my tongue and lips kinda burned after eating it. The forehead heat could be from me being really stressed out and the tongue and lip thing could be from the salsa. (I ordered a burrito especial if you wanna look up the ingredients.) but ever since I ate it last night I’ve become so paranoid about my food being messed with. I’m almost convinced it happened. Even at the least he would’ve spit in my food. I have a couple of questions though however that I really need to be addressed. Regardless if people think this is going to be detrimental and not helpful, answers to these questions would get me out of this dangerous heightened state I’m in. I’m literally crippled with fear and i feel like I’m going to have to skip school today. So here are my questions.

1: if he were to drug my food, what kind of drug could he slip into a burrito?
2. Just in general , what other kinds of things could be possible in this scenario with a burrito? 
3. If the worst case scenario is that I was truly drugged, would any of the drugs that could’ve been in that burrito cause lasting or permanent damage to my brain and or overall health? This is my main concern. I’m worried about things such as acid and roofies. 
4 is there anything that he could’ve done to my food that wouldn’t have necessarily been drugging it, but something that would’ve been put in to just fuck with me and intentionally contaminate it?",6.185749281132496,6.527015264598543,6.390013271400133,78.82656381331567,66.06204379562044,9.416146870161466,32.11700951117009,9.259372276320047,2.6892158150851566,2247,85,430,38,33,720,242,548,0.117,0.8320000000000001,0.05,-0.9908,1,0,9,0,0,0,43.0,0,1,6,0,17,23,7,3,24,0,50,31,7,4,6,91,81,41,0,20,22,0,5,2,1,3,10,0,1,3,48,26,13,1,13,1,0,6,6,14,0,2,27,9,55,9,67,38,5,54,0,1,3,1,31,23,1,19,23,302,103,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045144163207384,0.0,0.050996542974238064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034632451937865405,0.0,0.03895940435937674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04190899992334423,0.045336279534746254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04252234208292915,0.0,0.056245431608498216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05685194186180429,0.1040053597674714,0.0,0.0,0.05231657952379022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252917701513008,0.05635031913927122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05211652251649472,0.0,0.0,0.4134181874870617,0.15633466478902558,0.04254339820533786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03363713884100994,0.04606684679941708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146152107745412,0.07725143500149917,0.036382622016224116,0.04889839434804865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5542357053297989,0.0,0.0393464664850825,0.0470816606731214,0.026607521066204457,0.0,0.08682982956271049,0.0,0.0814627612083788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045035027288729934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05413355971268676,0.0,0.0,0.03413563522409733,0.05380770850141737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04526670924385179,0.0,0.1060663256569228,0.02798842662373909,0.12453814910049303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04976121609329025,0.051042742328090224,0.0,0.04506924213990925,0.04276628044655521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04818883961109168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284453091279296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03776210201186422,0.0392784338860743,0.0,0.0,0.09558403299698448,0.0,0.04886631761668129,0.11596261120563715,0.0,0.0,0.06901959510769441,0.07746532969743483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592016539236293,0.0,0.05320840667560249,0.0,0.0,0.11482622693785093,0.0,0.0518115845839504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05119621198830938,0.1711513933923147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312732905233376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043491813718520116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546240714898766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04212776103294784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04315071241091222,0.07841296777254449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05833728854870509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599714750581548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13533589396843496,0.032632290876073965,0.050036018209139686,0.08086150566662878,0.0,0.0,0.04827332295294397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404105560947625,0.03003836380802418,0.04042388550916157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04721031029936459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05171935663208172,0.0,0.14470976250453318,0.0,0.0,0.06559129108188598
anxiety,jfrodriguez1983,2019/02/26,"Having a hard time going to the hospital/clinic. I have been diagnosed with anxiety but I have always had symptoms. Growing up I was always scared of public places but I worked on it an got better. I even got to the point where I was a teacher. Then all of the sudden I quit my job and things got worse. I shut down to the point were I stopped going anywhere. For the majority of this decade I have not stepped outside my home for more than a few minutes at a time. I feel into a depression and gained weight. I haven't even been to the doctor in that time. I have been having low blood sugar for a while now. Earlier this month I noticed blood in my saliva and my heart starting beating fast from the fear. It was light blood and not much and it happened twice earlier this month. Earlier this morning I had a scratchy throat. I coughed up and there was blood.once again it wasn't a lot.  I live with my sister so I woke her and was going to ask her to take me to the hospital. All of the sudden I started having a panic attack. I kept thinking the worst and had fear that going there was just to hear bad news. I have been trying to work myself to go for a check-up this past month, but Everytime I think about it I panic. I fear that once I get to this hospital I am going to get worse. I have never been on this sub before. I guess I'm just looking for encouragement or any advice that might help me. I know it's vital to go to doctor on a regular basis but this is so terrifying for me. ",1.6804746977160754,3.634635753246755,3.30206896551724,90.30500000000002,79.45454545454545,6.066457680250784,21.334975369458128,7.0983637204850245,0.5369806090461262,1164,33,248,14,29,385,148,308,0.218,0.723,0.059,-0.9954,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,6,12,14,1,6,22,0,29,12,5,0,3,33,56,17,0,0,9,1,3,0,0,1,5,1,1,0,19,11,2,2,4,0,0,9,5,11,0,1,21,7,40,3,39,34,8,43,0,2,1,0,8,16,0,4,18,186,59,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475389242819957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613666861855197,0.0,0.0,0.06594009339189448,0.0,0.0741785989210045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064996697544063,0.11031263657757323,0.0,0.0,0.08096242256312086,0.0,0.0,0.08251078432909045,0.0,0.0,0.08575840185201973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835165322228713,0.09841828214413507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198497283313712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809003997705548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273405698864911,0.04902884003896963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101321294096075,0.0,0.38575543313997457,0.0,0.23265731047629004,0.0,0.10681880007397178,0.0,0.08574656829534323,0.0,0.08686234277674655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928754412221144,0.11490498220416452,0.064994155733097,0.0,0.09726463934125444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622362988126992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053289887437732886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562260943995664,0.0,0.08142688053763064,0.0,0.0,0.08243688600067632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286542831824774,0.0,0.0,0.23219161489842144,0.0,0.07128104628852938,0.0,0.0747860302638084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039624665597624,0.0,0.20653090084513254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22753703152923574,0.0,0.0,0.0925648621107056,0.0,0.0,0.10130866020453597,0.0,0.18332811377248226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313510205215487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970797173856291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726583521044913,0.0,0.0,0.08106778050721616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007846308716871,0.07290624091661763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06441979262372846,0.12426358444503535,0.0,0.0,0.16962467576619564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583343745135832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180782651624942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14118456652788658,0.0,0.19763294124987366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EpicGamerBoy445,2019/02/26,"Can someone pls help me? For the past 2 days I have been in constant fear of death, what will happen after I die and the fact death will go on until the end of times. I’m currently in my bed shaking and full of angst. This is the first time I had something like this and I’m feeling nauseous because of it. Everytime I go the living room I get panic attacks and I’m not liking this at all. Can someone please help me out?",1.5436235955056183,3.2752941910112376,3.0678511235955064,92.88245084269664,79.0,5.348876404494383,23.484550561797754,5.985473137389443,0.37757191011235935,329,11,72,2,8,108,60,89,0.243,0.632,0.124,-0.9373,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,0,6,1,3,5,0,8,0,0,0,2,9,16,5,3,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,4,0,1,2,1,8,2,12,12,2,20,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,12,46,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450533095288939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13130836632526094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327753549681596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891785235985568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235554926102636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19078413545034545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423895469048704,0.10891480692208257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18322265408226365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253977429201144,0.0,0.2448382770291949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904811723609103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887617131919726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104711676710041,0.0,0.19020580474482998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527303505134213,0.0,0.0,0.2056276280765252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23644906447449204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650224628728472,0.1658286330532584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25120777615259154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bohick8904,2019/02/26,"Help with intrusive thoughts I won't give a long back story but I've been doing things to suppress my anxiety for many years and am just now getting help and changing my coping methods to be more constructive rather than destructive.

Recently, some very disturbing intrusive thoughts have taken over my mind to the point that I feel tight chested all day and can't focus on anything. I've been reading and know that the best thing to do is to acknowledge them and move on but the thoughts are so disturbing that I'm having trouble letting them go. I'm super scared and stuck in an obsessive thinking cycle and idk what to do. I just want to know how to stop this so I can know that I'm not alone with this and I'm not a bad person because of this.",5.845831469052946,6.128759295302018,5.8344519015659975,82.71970171513797,66.78523489932886,9.306785980611483,32.66293810589113,9.150863307647796,2.669263385533184,601,24,119,10,9,189,95,149,0.193,0.6709999999999999,0.136,-0.8777,0,1,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,2,8,9,1,4,6,0,15,1,1,1,1,34,33,13,0,2,7,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,10,10,0,3,9,1,0,2,4,7,0,0,7,2,9,2,17,23,4,14,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,7,81,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815364563814996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408815744899605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14423989977913626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347789349234487,0.14635086429250246,0.10684861264985654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18394477403895604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18542222045592852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130406249985662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862646259587746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157618122552268,0.16814384196118473,0.0996152452287344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349719922988825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889866991744972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792349233068906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551166332117855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17770566285824899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17698209046776267,0.0,0.0,0.18629411873900728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304709277312528,0.0,0.0,0.16569556005317967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17532669738429454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17306712767398244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17548512130528116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14654131346250365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328955095353317,0.1123118751136482,0.0,0.4174564709732357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14462374979856546,0.10338425142865827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287409946956845
anxiety,ditolove,2019/02/26,"Psychiatrist? Okay so I’m 23 and I’ve been having a issue with alcohol since 19 or 20. I used to be on Klonopin (clonazepam) 2mg x2 daily for my G.A.D and to a lesser degree ADHD because it allows me to relax and focus more. And I stopped drinking during that time. However my PCP didn’t know I had a history of the daily alcohol use and cut me off of it and suggested I talk to a psychiatrist who could potentially put me back on it. If they communicated to each other during my psychiatrist appointment on March 4th, do you think I would be able to get back on something like it? I’ve tried many antidepressants, buspar. Adderall which did work for adhd but it messed up my appetite and sleep.",4.275869565217391,5.531986586956523,6.038376811594201,76.3497391304348,70.81159420289856,8.998260869565216,28.29275362318841,9.3871,2.5066353623188418,551,20,105,12,10,190,93,138,0.051,0.909,0.04,-0.3504,1,0,4,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,1,3,5,1,0,5,1,10,4,1,3,0,20,16,11,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,9,9,3,1,2,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,4,0,14,3,17,8,2,12,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,2,6,70,23,1,0.18740122817868035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4504397173858325,0.0,0.0,0.40054984114049663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881999537638716,0.0,0.11423804930240998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14962463172395388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835818592224132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979094070229066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195598193850926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299081404148758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091554774086434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18999543158734086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883899948861127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155020232500262,0.0,0.1875365671044607,0.0,0.0,0.1442706210475865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15667581802890054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062600857766575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007914008695633,0.0,0.0,0.10927516319174456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723313259363114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32370898335124737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643032605193475,0.0,0.0,0.13312445569422607,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Depressed_monkey3,2019/02/26,"Man says emotional support alligator helps his anxiety Joie Henney, 65, said his registered emotional support animal named Wally likes to snuggle and give hugs, despite being a freaking 5-foot-long alligator. The man said he received approval from his doctor to use Wally as his emotional support animal after not wanting to go on medication for depression.

**This is what was lacking in my life, I'll go get an alligator and feel better now** ( if he bites my head off i won't feel pain anymore after all )

This made me laugh quite a bit, support animals have been proven to help reduce anxiety and depression, especially in patients suffering from PTSD, but this one takes the cake

[isn't it a cute puppy](https://i.redd.it/wfr9z5ks7xi21.jpg)

The news article is easily findable, the story was posted in the ""Detroit News""",8.617163120567376,10.041858375886527,8.596595744680851,61.33333333333334,60.985815602836894,12.224113475177305,39.0709219858156,11.855464076750405,5.505104964539008,665,33,93,21,9,216,98,141,0.083,0.7090000000000001,0.207,0.9014,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,3,1,14,0,0,9,0,9,6,1,2,1,16,25,6,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,1,4,3,0,2,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,5,0,1,6,5,8,9,15,17,3,12,0,3,0,1,16,5,0,1,4,56,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19429116586461714,0.0,0.1259381165749078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123106941953658,0.1386381641124633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21874940549674912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997774680622826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.428533711151512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284180428145546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634606423950634,0.1218185994539487,0.1443405778824464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13032647229953526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17023495287660667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969548191976731,0.06203999296564953,0.0,0.0,0.11238051176583473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015925273570875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279271957160293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605045316709445,0.0,0.13512433903845755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161953963015636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14844234528915326,0.0,0.0,0.1350675229160023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24158961075345406,0.10098606940783107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5764185658357698,0.0,0.0,0.09547928076655343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096769843540289,0.0,0.0,0.07490089775361114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ashduff,2019/02/26,"Getting terrible side effects from restarting Zoloft and I’m terrified I haven’t been on psych meds since I was in inpatient 2 years ago and I had a really negative experience on them. My psych strongly recommended I start zoloft so I listened and thought since I’ve taken it before I won’t get that many side effects but I was WRONG. I can’t sleep, I’ve been trembling for half an hour, and I feel so sick to my stomach I’m sleeping next to a bucket. I have class in 2 hours and I can’t afford to miss any more school but also I feel so fucking terrible idk what to do ",1.9483346065699043,3.896610067226895,3.7013598166539374,87.79404125286482,78.57983193277312,7.016348357524827,25.94423223834989,8.00094639256281,1.5585058823529412,454,18,96,8,11,152,73,119,0.246,0.728,0.026,-0.9786,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,3,4,7,1,1,3,0,11,7,3,2,0,12,23,11,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,7,3,15,1,10,15,1,12,0,1,0,1,2,6,1,0,6,56,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17825746095980155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16081458558800887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675063420483294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17111595548829314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19670825768842612,0.0,0.0,0.2033580671416084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18590791573225607,0.21012635125863854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960736394185261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20387748230319647,0.0,0.0,0.2233698039719209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21386546635239312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12882579462793914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20351759362875896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326936278852653,0.0,0.4024779208805928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14233517920671013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964596157540695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21986442875920867,0.0,0.12949777090363532
anxiety,femmersl,2019/02/26,"Panic Attacks and Bad anxiety around period? I've noticed that my anxiety gets much worse around the week before my period. I have a lot of troubles sleeping, and will wake up in the middle of the night, feeling like I'm about to have a heart attack. I have heart palpitations during the day, despite exercising regularly, and having a caffeine free diet. I'm getting numbness and tingling in my left hand literally as I type this. Does anyone else get this way around their period?",6.4672284644194775,7.771989898876409,7.298370786516856,69.15669475655432,65.74157303370787,9.978277153558057,32.810861423220985,10.125756701596842,3.61558277153558,387,16,62,9,6,129,62,89,0.242,0.655,0.103,-0.9226,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,4,8,2,1,7,0,5,9,5,0,0,9,11,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,7,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,7,3,11,10,2,15,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,1,7,39,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24859540499306976,0.0,0.0,0.11361065963027647,0.16648122968597076,0.0,0.4339282500775726,0.0,0.36969173002389977,0.0,0.0,0.13566504705577506,0.0,0.0,0.13825956640425255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478695690511444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218842649541338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357322253836249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215539605168266,0.11607662903932685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25466922238979595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3850820991804591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17653634072400984,0.0,0.0,0.07938012574287373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813573833828988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944240541195407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524776352749688,0.0,0.0,0.1849859666154072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19063672449573035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16259858021259405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897004400844833,0.1303326485712823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16558226289197278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ac5d82f94b,2019/02/26,"I had a really bad review this morning I dislike the team I work on at my job, and this morning I had a meeting scheduled which looks at my recent work.

The example selected was a bad one. A really bad one, apparently. It's a complete anomaly compared to my other work, I've been assured, but I still feel inadequate and bad at what I do and I'm really, really conscious of myself and my work right now.

God, I hate anxiety.",2.8408803986710964,4.421518337209303,5.66654485049834,76.31848837209303,74.93023255813954,9.100332225913624,29.727574750830563,9.606745405546679,3.0709156146179417,331,15,63,9,7,120,52,86,0.275,0.6759999999999999,0.049,-0.9658,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,5,2,6,1,0,7,0,5,0,0,0,1,8,9,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,0,2,4,2,12,1,6,5,0,9,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,4,45,18,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12933680005031756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5646599321611389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17726491413407638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548602121175447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669199611101876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16777421734971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419748056718084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291301347847546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4332379734713495,0.0,0.1669345668782642,0.0,0.0,0.1443834192856198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13501817666972565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4923349946432434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bronxyle,2019/02/26,"DAE stopping midsentence because of intrusive thoughts? When I'm talking to someone I get intrusive thoughts like ""They are not not listening"", ""They don't care"".. etc..

It's annoying and frustrating and I can't focus of what I'm saying.. I stop mid sentence for like 2 secs and that makes me anxious and I never get to finish the topic anymore..",2.9948571428571427,5.708247738461537,4.188351648351649,81.57307692307694,79.30769230769229,7.406593406593408,32.362637362637365,8.418075326091056,3.0923406593406586,273,15,47,6,7,89,47,65,0.17600000000000002,0.726,0.097,-0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,0,1,5,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,12,12,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,2,7,3,5,10,1,6,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,7,28,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288676133885781,0.2534170686055948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15576869877796848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605298359485237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849834643278733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670077268162685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24967807334668546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17056824008403826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19708046681103025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20320768942190628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21650971547992767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42726899580945066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20538531164998752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40572450851896025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Shelldonix,2019/02/26,"I finally had a consultancy phone call about getting help for my anxiety and depression after 4 attempts! I suffered with severe anxiety and depression since October 2017 and I have received only limited help so far (medication and a short counselling course). 

As part of my local areas mental health assistance, I had to have a 30 minute phone call about my depression. I put the call off on 3 different occasions and I finally had the call. 

I'm due to have a phone call back later today from my the psychologist about treatment options. 

I do feel like I didn't fully explain all of my symptoms. 

Any advice on the next steps forward would be appreciated. ",7.865428571428572,8.344615733333335,8.500714285714285,64.65,62.5,12.190476190476188,38.80952380952381,11.765960540728905,5.092452380952382,528,26,84,16,7,177,78,120,0.179,0.732,0.08900000000000001,-0.8832,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,8,0,10,3,0,0,1,12,14,7,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,0,1,2,0,0,4,1,4,0,0,4,1,13,1,15,8,2,19,0,4,0,0,13,8,0,1,10,55,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12880491689458629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963651024468645,0.0,0.2016712564418792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135509975312022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6729726726413425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34058780225126145,0.0,0.0,0.1377152243981444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664798146886475,0.0941663407758947,0.0,0.28878665916704216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886619922018572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14010972680979253,0.0,0.0,0.17670127555295892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439656314454396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278647116212594,0.1328352418822011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401832918519908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002487757940149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427392806505005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13250721573547594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14890975915443008,0.0,0.10903604198138908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370028784149008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494212697327488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363528557345356,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vincchensko-123,2019/02/26,"Finally after 8 years of severe anxiety and daily panic attacks I have finally got to the point where I no longer take daily medication, and am basically ‘cured’. I (26 m) am by no means saying that I still don’t feel anxious now and then but I have definitely regained control of my life. I am now living the life that I want to live. No longer is anxiety holding me back from doing anything in life I want to.

I am going to try my best to list of a few key points that helped me get to where I am today I no for a fact that I am going to miss out a lot of information just for the fact that it has took a shit ton of little things to get me to where I am.

Taking time to heal: 1 year ago I made the hard decision to take a break from my toxic job to focus on my own health, this was a super hard decision to make but it enabled me to take the time I need to push myself out  of my comfort zone and focus on myself. 

Consistently exercising and eating better: I had no self confidence and was always exhausted so I used to eat junk food most nights just because I felt like shit and the food made me feel worse,  now I eat much cleaner, no caffeine alcohol or sugary drinks stopped smoking especially cannabis, I still treat myself of a weekend to what ever I want but for the most part I plan my meals in advance and make sure I eat them throughout the week. And the benefits of exercise are well documented but could not be underestimated.

Sleep: this was harder than you might think for me and I massively underestimated its value, I have never been a good sleeper usually getting anywhere from 2/5 hours sleep a night was not uncommon, but after a lot of self experimenting what works best for me I have finally got it under control I am now getting between 7/8 hours a night and the difference is chalk and cheese, when you wake up refreshed from a nights sleep there is no better feeling. 

Took a break from ‘Soical Media’: I deleted all social media accounts (except Reddit) and to be honest I have not got them back and I don’t think I will, people portray an image of themselves to the world that they want them to see not their real selves, and it can make you compare yourself to other people which in my opinion is not healthy, focus on yourself. 

Perseverance: not everything you try is going to succeed, over these 8 years I have tried and failed more timed than I could ever count, but I always try again the next day, small victories are the key, I would push myself every day to do something I was uncomfortable doing, some days I would fail but I would try again until I could complete what I had set out to do then more. 

Take experience and tips and tricks from people who have been there before: there is an old saying I can not remember where I heard it but it goes ‘ No man is your friend, No man is your enemy, Every man is your teacher’, and basically my interpretation of it is you can learn from any and everyone, and that is what I did I did my own research and reached out to anyone with knowledge about anxiety and panic attack’s and see what they knew about it that I didn’t.

I am not writing this to gloat I am writing this so that if even 1 person out there who thinks there is no way out or that life can never go back to ‘normal’ I am living proof that there is, better days are ahead. 

I hope anyone reading this might find it usually or insightful and if you have any questions leave them below and I will try my best to answer as best as I can. ",6.496548407196822,5.7768666383285305,7.061734558766261,77.84127229535012,65.61383285302594,9.80817820702547,30.86050315445128,9.068930737419137,2.364184484772957,2733,84,548,40,37,902,293,694,0.123,0.74,0.13699999999999998,0.9654,1,0,3,0,0,0,47.0,0,9,7,19,34,30,5,2,28,0,71,25,6,8,9,120,114,47,0,15,24,0,6,1,1,7,11,3,0,6,37,33,9,4,20,5,1,9,23,11,1,0,22,11,88,19,81,80,18,88,0,3,2,0,34,25,2,15,51,414,125,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049448169200935366,0.05961494832197689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283167187074397,0.0,0.0,0.07586856069963542,0.0,0.1280212821675483,0.06301879150770305,0.0,0.07800939208389299,0.0,0.04590456821032742,0.0,0.0,0.12692218851408552,0.0,0.12868080512359706,0.0,0.034004734023488685,0.0,0.04746713363023245,0.0,0.23416282012769124,0.14800630803808046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05848730235564819,0.0,0.12513051639861378,0.13361430371592042,0.0,0.0,0.14390140560913806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05828125075927915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05464599870635228,0.0,0.2283193044158532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03684407495172172,0.1009176413184044,0.09399898707502964,0.053302945112131586,0.050134067634508686,0.1091327471739539,0.0,0.0,0.08461652088712061,0.0,0.05356032553463925,0.18332229903125705,0.0509845539227202,0.0,0.1349057921074846,0.0,0.04309772502096258,0.0,0.11657703766974943,0.0,0.12681081521528814,0.04678804433423708,0.13384402701084194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994103111598274,0.0,0.0,0.0592946070973809,0.0,0.0,0.03739009755454911,0.0,0.0,0.055404999739832206,0.10986982666837232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055355914200780884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05906602963575045,0.0,0.0,0.15760442905580324,0.027252703984364208,0.05590911382108237,0.1477719504342188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484924220929357,0.0,0.10556624490920886,0.1117065434021454,0.0,0.0,0.060763924165529365,0.0,0.05619539638454039,0.0,0.11835366907770095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041006845068705784,0.04136230859098578,0.08604641250404976,0.0,0.059325739912871774,0.20939386626041592,0.054655391645941465,0.0,0.0,0.058534762870271866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308984124832365,0.0,0.06040743748665042,0.0,0.11601850356716635,0.048707470820168026,0.0,0.0,0.1054657296664289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06248960705847319,0.0,0.05579798898565888,0.06349314505330574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319114393188073,0.0,0.0,0.08872159149469579,0.0,0.0,0.08890348751684325,0.0,0.11638744710641925,0.06301879150770305,0.11452067678870995,0.0,0.0,0.16746953724281055,0.056863634857268835,0.0,0.0429443966006448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909658136203642,0.046636996626945065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052574716811876684,0.0,0.20970896763411956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037059675650474924,0.10723027691807883,0.0,0.0,0.0975823611064638,0.0,0.05287566036616968,0.0,0.12395369404468715,0.2272375373656048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04817850946812726,0.12287395213789852,0.0,0.13160878311333793,0.04427786425531336,0.04474567226709383,0.0,0.050155520371076866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04061061072439032,0.0,0.05684753398190755,0.11887970082333232,0.0,0.0,0.10776706319570452
anxiety,carsandbands,2019/02/26,"Does anyone else have blackout sort of experiences? I have these like memory gaps. It’s started happening recently when I’m at work. I know the process of doing it but my brain is on autopilot. When I get home I freak out and have panic attacks and end up being up all night worrying that I didn’t do something that was really important because I can’t remember doing it. This last night for example I am still worrying that I didn’t put the till in the safe and lock it. I can’t remember at all. I remember dropping the deposit, but I can’t remember if I put the till in the safe at all. I’m trying to go back and remember my footsteps and everything and my surroundings of the area when I dropped the deposit but it’s all blank. It’s scaring the shit out of me. ",3.291666666666668,4.633223681528662,5.1456210191082805,81.47388800424629,73.33121019108279,9.564543524416136,30.28078556263269,9.928628108626363,3.055590658174097,606,27,124,17,12,208,83,157,0.136,0.7559999999999999,0.108,-0.6819,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,5,8,2,2,9,0,15,2,2,0,4,25,22,15,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,11,8,0,2,6,0,2,3,5,5,0,0,3,0,17,3,18,18,4,30,0,0,0,0,0,12,1,2,14,89,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743309174361029,0.12812150440893552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225465749967225,0.0,0.09615047914498613,0.0,0.07622515571959272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958953178936515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942612056923602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445752320381968,0.0,0.11075113369019787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238073821301883,0.12231621399678473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06532989526963673,0.0,0.07106491503533706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057526211920997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542849473631612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06872045597713468,0.10192687270096264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061089776604434175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346890884575468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671121773941934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25140584566869484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010585650641942,0.0,0.12346504488666055,0.0,0.7082476785408234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519002695712245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835501691180384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962643411916404,0.0,0.0,0.08850619919929785,0.0,0.09985963695104104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489610426529337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103291689316463,0.25397481740442923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SmelseaH,2019/02/26,"Working with anxiety under scrutiny over mental illness I have struggled with my anxiety for years and every once in awhile it gets so bad I feel like I can't escape my own head. Particularly hard is I work in a field where I sometimes work with behavioural children and my employer is less than kind about mental illness as a valid reason for being sick and I feel defeated, as these cases take a lot out of me. Any helpful advice anyone can give me on this situation? Anyone going through similar?",6.546099290780141,7.456391978723412,7.215744680851063,71.23333333333333,65.38297872340425,9.670921985815603,33.751773049645394,9.725611199111238,3.440956028368793,402,17,66,8,6,133,70,94,0.244,0.674,0.08199999999999999,-0.9322,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,4,3,5,0,1,3,0,6,4,1,1,0,11,12,6,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,3,11,2,17,11,3,9,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,1,2,48,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788295503139789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444910648783912,0.0,0.2799953679584431,0.0,0.0,0.2559215320015066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15280083222189958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418890044009484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18506480719467666,0.1307382107893268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561212207805332,0.17555426890617146,0.10400548330563576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393578458800456,0.0,0.1878150681933792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266383306199022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905706745819538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940659026494481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15558359530144542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3688503070280085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19489346124784732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881587591178457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20570434706303692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180995796855218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19131568588912826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759635561231234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3996876312377535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784868110362848
anxiety,dnmthrowaway78,2019/02/26,"Is this anxiety or something else? I always feel like people around me know what my intentions are, and therefore I go through a lot of effort to hide things I'm doing. Does this make any sense? Kind of like paranoia.

In reality it's pretty obvious people aren't thinking about what I'm doing all the time...",3.802500000000002,5.742980916666671,4.823333333333334,81.855,73.16666666666666,7.466666666666668,27.0,8.238735603445708,1.9144,245,9,45,4,5,80,49,60,0.08900000000000001,0.7709999999999999,0.14,0.6322,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,3,2,12,12,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,7,12,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,3,28,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22784455105648166,0.0,0.0,0.1862105658937038,0.0,0.20947557353596716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24376253471242315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396263293051113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287458672885817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845427840856928,0.19562081964316708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15562120491626902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851468697376154,0.15048720112082514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675543800628047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327964429996944,0.0,0.0,0.1827804865776946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3796719133575014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27857873021916785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108040621629493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819173346923718,0.17545616929877147,0.0,0.0,0.15966971048624531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,2KPajama,2019/02/26,"Oh what a feeling....  So we’re all on the same boat here huh  


  
Anxiety sucks and I just started getting it about 2 weeks ago and to driving me through the wall  


  
I had heart palpitation since about summer but not often , but recently I had one that sent me into afib , I felt weak, shortness of breath and felt like i was going to pass out  


  
After EKG, X-rays , searching for blood clots over my body, everything came back clean, twice  


  
Even my heart rate got better  


  
But I still suffer from palpitations at a much higher  rate now though it’s driving me through the wall, and I’m constantly worried about my heath and I think something is wrong with me and will kill me even though I was told I was perfectly healthy twice in one week  


  
Then I get this very disgusting feeling that makes me really really depressed.... oh and again frequent palpitations  


  
I have a heard time sleeping because of this depressed feeling and being super self conscious about my heart beat  


  
Recently someone from the sub recommended me magnesium and I’ve ordered it and it should be coming today so I’m gunna try it then, I read the reviews and it was full of a bunch of people with the same story as mine and said it turned their life around and that’s been keeping me sane the last few days  


  
However if it does not work for me I’m sure I’m gunna lose it  


  
On top of the fact that I’m freaking out right now because I had palpitations all day and I’m feeling my pulse in my wrist and it feels weaker than usual , not having many palpitations right now though  


  
Gosh this sucks guys and it’s taking over my life, friends are telling me I’m not acting like myself because I’m usually a upbeat , cracking jokes type of guy :/",3.95066960148285,5.5963381957831375,4.424337349397592,86.08567655236334,72.16265060240964,7.2763670064874875,26.92585727525487,7.882392219407189,1.5351358665430954,1339,47,265,18,26,423,185,332,0.142,0.726,0.132,-0.7845,1,0,1,2,0,1,23.0,0,0,1,7,21,19,4,0,13,1,16,11,8,1,5,53,49,28,1,2,9,0,7,2,1,2,3,2,1,3,19,24,0,1,9,2,0,8,4,11,0,4,16,9,33,8,34,29,8,52,0,4,0,0,10,18,2,2,27,169,52,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805314640817645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598984879335273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842786698994731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638132315493815,0.0,0.1816583225583634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785240061536488,0.0,0.11033711546435973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361105105883985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556700698251128,0.0,0.1073442149951533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12812376819205,0.0,0.1711115806358026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692740744626737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121766805216364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927453672795048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25112998865362823,0.0,0.19075145802898485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674480880595197,0.0,0.10379529850795542,0.0,0.05645351212558523,0.0,0.07944606710887528,0.0,0.0,0.19671154672945826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3531319956283871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882921709757882,0.10989779040595488,0.0,0.0,0.08097005309983883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14032436478927507,0.09705865243271827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112876800266304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630587663735228,0.1007085689536557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302154540645474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462188866216102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886533546634656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936037213978592,0.0,0.12727115593867508,0.0,0.1961596775322721,0.0,0.0,0.16966051727757364,0.09448889716371403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362649503251546,0.0,0.0,0.08216969031061995,0.0,0.09940522854566283,0.0,0.08416494464812,0.07647177443357889,0.0,0.0,0.07030875625760641,0.0,0.07932785429587752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362063978532544,0.0,0.0746864230914554,0.0,0.08682184951033707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364889017757132,0.292783951946035,0.0,0.057922157471238016,0.0,0.0941565347896294,0.09491740757626946,0.0,0.06744092002604272,0.10804631397195152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21880361340344595,0.08196053319101634,0.0,0.0,0.15935866969134072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231596456704731,0.10087798196061147,0.0,0.0,0.10860557887027493,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Desertbro,2019/02/26,"Breaking Down Again...?!?...after 3 years...How to continue working? 3 years ago I had a total meltdown/breakdown to where I woke up shaking and crying every day for months.  Anxiety was in me nonstop - I couldn't focus, couldn't work, couldn't think straight.  My doc gave me pills but only Xanax really had an effect - and I couldn't work with it in my system.  I was messed up for months - many bad results from that complete burnout.

In the many months since, I've tried to work - to get back to steady production, being aware, being able to think problems through and execute plans with efficiency.  I've made a lot of progress, but I'm not fixed.  I can be fairly steady for weeks at a time, but sometimes I just really have a day full of high-anxiety.

My last week has been this way.  I've been at a job for almost  a year, but in the last few months, I'm screwing up constantly - I lose focus, I've been shaking and tearing in my eyes at work.  I've had to leave a couple of times. Yesterday it happened again - but it was late in my shift, so I rode it out.  Horrible hour of trying not to scream or run, head spinning, bandana to my face to wipe constant tears ... like any panic attack, just horrible.

Tonight I cried again late in the evening, and just could not get to sleep - anxious as hell.  I finally got up to watch some videos to calm down.  Well....3 hours later, that didn't work.  I'm still anxious, all messed up.  I decided I'll call in tomorrow, take a Xanax and try to get some rest.  

I just don't know how I'm going to pick up the next work day and continue - my nerves feel fried. ",3.547478533460541,4.590012557993732,4.245462723183863,89.32792421970835,72.32288401253919,7.554095679433013,26.09527054654491,7.893859768569023,1.2837405206487666,1222,39,265,16,23,390,169,319,0.203,0.7490000000000001,0.048,-0.9937,1,0,0,0,0,0,66.0,0,0,0,12,12,14,3,3,13,0,22,8,4,5,2,45,40,16,0,6,13,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,7,10,0,0,6,1,0,5,9,12,0,0,14,4,22,2,48,18,8,65,1,1,2,1,2,23,2,5,35,148,29,9,0.09157464877447384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117540084043612,0.0,0.09169878281702644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06227390139515384,0.0,0.14010871132327288,0.2069065748553902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417938312649802,0.0,0.07041525234184297,0.07646100665105098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350795505826692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601427695943324,0.1979193256704427,0.0,0.07311490554942829,0.1013256070912984,0.20118090332905028,0.1771742180335819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060484191854458136,0.0,0.07715559117470994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04630289393070338,0.0,0.0,0.1003155515989666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435319231412544,0.0,0.05204398323714264,0.0,0.07324061212831674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097915948134532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939820089294212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967536442273332,0.0,0.0,0.1803651654691728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087370870855577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05032703208248946,0.14929112211350756,0.2066003850570986,0.0969643307167058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044738747777029284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244860809065123,0.0,0.07785349164762784,0.0,0.08665014685278358,0.0,0.18568464129569326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923760439146971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973906778633926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06964664690470186,0.0,0.1074431194765293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762457145071377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733012981564797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757514957725542,0.0,0.09164078289063897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056966919566067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313163280309097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688527392727482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735467462485764,0.0,0.0,0.10679582824842708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865195262001492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268769374813358,0.1469113190984397,0.0,0.0823366069214512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46667204469634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794214283592995
anxiety,DetectiveCactus,2019/02/26,"One of my professors sent me into a deep regression. I'd like to start off by saying my anxiety attacks got more and more common up until about September. They stopped. I felt really good for so long, until this semester started.

 I have this professor now who is really aggressive. His discussions are absolute hell. It's a sociology course, which should mean different opinions should be valid and accepted, but they aren't. If someone says something he doesn't understand or agree with, it leads to mocking them in front of everyone and acting like they're a moron. 

So, this class has been driving me insane. During the entire class, I find myself fidgeting at the very least and when something like I said above happens, my mind goes frantic. And that's when I do go, I'm usually good about going to class but I've missed this one four times already because I can't take what it's doing to my mental health. I had my first anxiety attack in months recently and im afraid it'll keep happening. 

Tl;dr: No anxiety attacks for months, new professor has started to trigger my anxiety like never before",4.840668189605943,6.989509223300973,5.690251284980015,75.84918046830386,70.84466019417476,9.507252998286694,30.564249000571102,9.916854025145753,3.432769617361508,884,38,149,24,17,289,138,206,0.206,0.708,0.086,-0.9756,1,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,3,2,7,17,7,2,5,0,16,1,0,2,1,26,33,16,0,3,4,0,1,4,0,3,1,3,0,0,12,8,0,2,5,0,0,7,5,10,0,4,6,4,20,7,21,23,3,33,1,1,0,0,11,7,1,3,23,97,32,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312070024224292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.363826863404731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4057912370655455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247917403580416,0.0,0.10117352004547238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422320121334565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361222330792235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416081517232145,0.0,0.10867070315415923,0.10113465732743317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135145052733868,0.1994521589701984,0.09509366667075246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21028238228007656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263831131343984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843034365933426,0.0,0.0,0.10568208826375912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323504102298915,0.0,0.0,0.10522107096745813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295148796532175,0.0,0.0,0.11982131280453005,0.0,0.12005318008451114,0.0,0.18980664725894664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917015393022883,0.11483251930283755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611368501033899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15233832611308307,0.0,0.11739752305128458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130993140121022,0.18910507184781236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007419685201326,0.1830671219442991,0.0,0.0,0.2524700469728762,0.0,0.0,0.0994041298101814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939656902784847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933043429163553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377710817620312,0.0,0.0,0.13094945185158854,0.0981033788965616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Meleathis,2019/02/26,"My anxiety is flaring up after I had a situation terrify me yesterday. ​Yesterday I went to the store with my boyfriend, on the way past the gas station part of it this guy hit boyfriend's mirror. We saw no damage so thought oh well no biggie it was a tight squeeze anyways. On the way to the next store we heard honking, look behind to see that guy is following us way too close, so at this point my anxiety is already skyrocketing.


We pull into the parking lot and I quickly get out to run into the store, but when I get out the guy stops and rolls down his window (there's apparently 3 in the car) to start yelling and swearing at me. I tried to ignore it and just ran into the store almost crying at this point. I look out from the door while paying and the truck is still there (apparently the guy decided to yell at boyfriend as well), so now I'm really scared. 


At this point he hit boyfriend's mirror when we were parked, followed us, yelled at me, and now has been lingering around for probably 5 minutes yelling. To me that just is way too long and was really freaking me out because there was three of them and I felt threatened. 


Luckily they drove off. I got back in the car and called my dad who called the non emergency police department to report it just in case. The issue is now though that I keep thinking about it and it's really making my anxiety flare up because what if they recognize me or the car again? I live super close to where this happened which only makes it feel worse. 

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anxiety,Nobody_Thinks_This,2019/02/26,"Working through one right now Currently trying to get through an attack. I haven't juuled in a few days so that could do it. I've also been on an alcohol bender but that is over.

I feel this tightness in my chest and breathing is hard and I really hate this kind of thing",2.253035714285716,4.131902517857147,3.5280000000000022,89.71700000000001,77.39285714285714,6.622857142857143,23.7,7.554174236665415,1.0278185714285708,215,7,45,3,5,70,46,56,0.163,0.8370000000000001,0.0,-0.8458,1,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,2,0,3,0,6,3,2,0,0,6,9,5,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,3,4,1,8,7,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,35,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290133341985829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461989881971743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502401126078472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458046110894137,0.0,0.0,0.19854701961500892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556654522005317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16084640234678538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757859630534307,0.30395228201285984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205933173858841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20861683312928148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972257688885936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26291445004419683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20453137666456428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090196668457931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241288940838808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sprinxels,2019/02/26,"My stomach and head feel weird Does anyone else feel like their stomach is up in knots? Also, my head feels weird, I'm not sure how to describe it, it kinda feels like I'm sick even though I am not, and I feel like I'm not 100% here... I cried yesterday but I didn't feel sad exactly, I didn't feel anything, like I was observing myself cry? I don't understand anything anymore.",1.1980769230769222,3.3271184871794905,2.7355769230769242,92.81567307692309,82.07692307692308,5.951282051282053,22.570512820512814,7.1686216300943375,0.7272512820512826,294,10,64,4,8,96,47,78,0.134,0.69,0.17600000000000002,0.5109,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,0,0,0,6,5,4,1,2,18,17,6,0,0,4,0,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,8,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,7,11,5,3,14,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,5,33,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537173395045587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15547721378186904,0.10961969616190256,0.1606330063941696,0.2580225116610499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444167186661231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371935711040665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096416616497406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035474368837703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5548858450243834,0.33599711985294944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217897384244173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063665079859641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14775719509563914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15402919558394024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16320677188830626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JessicaMandarin,2019/02/26,Xanax and physical anxiety I've recently been given situational anxiety from my doctor...I am also on prozac just an fyi. I've never had a single xanax before and i am curious if it helps physical anxiety such as feeling twitchy/neck tension/ headaches. These are mostly what I deal with basically daily and it is really affecting my job as a teacher. I've missed a few weeks...and thankyfully my job is very understanding currently. Thanks for the input!,3.1688718510405245,6.276849457831325,5.408148959474263,69.72817086527931,84.5421686746988,9.765169769989047,29.232201533406357,9.573946990214177,4.2175638554216865,367,18,57,14,11,127,60,83,0.08900000000000001,0.769,0.142,0.6548,3,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,5,0,7,3,0,1,1,11,12,7,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,5,1,6,9,3,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,38,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18231185057290444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5232016869625384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19399028013257294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23503263419922654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333424891587512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527121564861352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528071097634486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4524608284315975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17582868807810292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604688333628227,0.0,0.22509821120539386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562539092072459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098891252579394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373304386198034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18810358625006246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Chvorka,2019/02/26,"I can’t even play video games anymore The only game I can ever play is Minecraft, and only in singleplayer on peaceful or creative. I can’t even play Stardew Valley, a supposedly relaxing farming game, because of my perfectionism and worrying about not using the in-game day to it’s full potential. I wanted to try playing some online games but even Minecraft servers are too much for me, not to mention any shooter games like TF2. 

Honestly I feel like my hobbies are disappearing before my eyes and I can’t ever start new ones because it’s so stressful and I’m afraid of making a fool of myself. At least in Minecraft I don’t feel like I’m disappointing my teammates by being a new player and not knowing everything. Especially since most communities frown at clueless newbies. ",7.1546590038314175,7.99078435862069,7.294712643678165,71.45877394636017,64.0344827586207,9.754789272030653,38.180076628352495,9.725611199111238,3.914570881226055,632,32,105,12,9,204,92,145,0.122,0.6990000000000001,0.18,0.4746,0,0,0,1,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,8,13,0,2,5,0,9,1,1,2,2,20,18,8,0,1,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,11,0,1,7,4,0,1,0,3,13,9,14,17,5,13,0,1,1,0,6,6,0,3,9,66,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238125041781326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18056256320332525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22197396310325493,0.0,0.1549264840856636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174188176164134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607626512351695,0.3293819145152776,0.0,0.0,0.16363100607744147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841181335942757,0.2601388748608952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005982812040658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26684772940043816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153182419842007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13384095149772807,0.0,0.0,0.35168487695776024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337400948359105,0.2769418831225621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506085563408917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288686891486697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085583138940368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12361224150933756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572483213022749,0.0,0.0,0.10738844166037677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18489892285387613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gingerelectric,2019/02/26,"I just had to reject my internet buddy and now I feel like shit So only recently these past 6-8 months, we’ve gotten closer as internet friends after like 1 1/2 years of just being acquaintances. And just recently, he said he had feelings for me and my heart literally stopped. Don’t get me wrong, he is a great friend, but I don’t know how our friendship is going to continue. I feel so weird now. And my hearts pounding from anxiety. I already have bad anxiety from a real life guy liking me and then him losing interest because of my horrible anxiety and general boring personality.

But now I have another one?! Ugh I just wanna ghost and get ahold of myself because it’s really not a big deal but I’m just so freaking panic stricken. I didn’t even let him down easy, I was just like “oh no I can’t do that I can barely handle my own self, with all my problems”. I want to cry. Why did I let some stranger who is obviously lonely get close to me enough that he has feelings for me? Does anyone have advice?? I’m just going to abandon my phone in the meanwhile during school hours",3.0904966717869975,4.830818175115205,4.826874039938558,81.92856502816183,74.6221198156682,7.955862775217612,26.341269841269842,8.680891452615391,2.0079699948796725,852,31,166,17,18,289,135,217,0.275,0.609,0.116,-0.9919,0,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,0,1,15,21,1,1,4,0,20,4,3,1,2,36,35,16,1,3,11,0,4,4,2,0,1,1,0,3,5,9,0,2,5,0,0,2,6,13,0,1,7,5,29,8,18,25,4,20,0,4,0,0,16,5,1,1,17,109,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204067430584395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781878211702184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095763771882485,0.2866206126014918,0.0,0.0,0.087325714010944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427760158270144,0.1522630852018403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718536416304375,0.0,0.12875569646308888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092917329079184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904434464762565,0.0,0.08248840469803269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525917424795299,0.08922115709766895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19297879443313656,0.0,0.19574898829188936,0.0,0.14195527855256027,0.0,0.0,0.13769122783668256,0.0,0.12366034175325342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959895609549408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229911015298796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686360594791559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25541616050790183,0.08821321978630628,0.2440590057775759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971951985845862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968568933052406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462842693381283,0.0949841705674138,0.0,0.14653103975870962,0.0,0.0,0.11922125729640198,0.0,0.10904878383013622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950248304070547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215170964587429,0.08000747744794835,0.0,0.2466268316746061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879861156521622,0.0,0.0,0.12639494543418314,0.0,0.0,0.1302870929893783,0.0,0.12819738242333406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441330001377762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366312342957412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269344106969237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365471750153942,0.0,0.08042480944949812
anxiety,ogofhwg,2019/02/26,"What is the best course of action? I have always had severe general anxiety which as of recently has brought about moderate and sometimes intense depression, the unending ache of Anxiety with its sidekick: Depression had gotten to the point that every morning, I would be genuinely disappointed to find that I didn't die in my sleep. Part of that was because I had come to the realization that I was doomed with this slowly but constantly rising everlasting agony for the rest of my life. It was apparent I couldn't handle the stress of High School, so I dropped out, it's been about 6 months now and everything has improved.

 I don't as often get really depressed, I have almost forgot what it was like to have the tounge tied garbled speech that got brought on by social anxiety, Its been a really long time since i have felt this level of happiness or at least not the constant state of miserableness. Simply put, I don't feel like such a loser anymore.

But just cause I feel good doesn't mean I'm doing good, so I was thinking about going back next year, the problem is that I know that going back will just be round 2 of everything I was feeling before, and then some.  

I really wanted to have a chance in this world but it seems like the game was rigged from the start.

sidenote: I've tried several medications, my former psychiatrist told me I was out of options, and to make it worse, she doesn't treat minors anymore and she was like the only one in my city that did. ",8.266082786471479,7.189876943462899,8.054702170620903,73.31820671378094,62.25088339222615,11.619283190307925,34.701918223119634,10.7630783206399,3.5627437657748615,1177,41,219,25,14,378,163,283,0.159,0.7040000000000001,0.136,-0.7274,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,2,12,18,0,2,15,0,35,3,1,2,0,38,57,14,1,4,7,0,5,4,0,2,2,1,0,0,21,10,0,1,9,1,0,8,7,9,0,1,23,6,24,9,33,29,5,35,1,7,1,0,5,11,0,6,18,154,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106627838336499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195565065061727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536263768950437,0.0,0.21919835677371144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16995531694343086,0.0,0.06736768560378671,0.0,0.094038404555836,0.0,0.11597655223212312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352727053835462,0.0,0.09519714500175734,0.0,0.23885053738252215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28555399787319385,0.0,0.1146950233457485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931119502944921,0.0,0.1986438772970621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16763604655964198,0.07895049351711389,0.1061097895652313,0.0,0.10100685971966744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057738469715214326,0.0,0.12561414426418396,0.1853860852755196,0.0883873240059539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117643119990513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676302877009602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060735042508106164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805858457135471,0.2159642351683779,0.0,0.0,0.09780050783039808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07376827091784069,0.0,0.0,0.12038103095904608,0.0,0.1113301987128877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882104046310804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753180577450476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488645394597893,0.0840500996238141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967478569072355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447048509825416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057459947785269,0.0,0.11109606671232687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21239233053187725,0.0,0.10911823332417334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184503367484523,0.0,0.10060686453333402,0.0,0.2496964175922683,0.0,0.09141747735606033,0.0,0.11059278908433036,0.11265406377555895,0.0,0.0,0.1093001609856002,0.0,0.07822165458839256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659224283826204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081225394121361,0.0,0.0,0.0644410061547561,0.0,0.0,0.10559988634493002,0.0,0.0750310577543434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518341767760932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262216590191185,0.07850524875160539,0.0,0.0,0.07116673447876205
anxiety,torii522,2019/02/26,"concert anxiety i have an upcoming concert in may on my birthday and i’m scared to go because last time i went to this venue it was before my anxiety got super bad but it was still a bad experience as it was stuffy, lots of people. outdoors (super hot), and no water. this time i’m really gonna prepare but i’m still scared ... like i even have dreams about it . now i suffer from derealization where i’ve lost touch with my surroundings and agoraphobia where i feel unsafe in certain settings and like i can’t escape. i think my agoraphobia would be triggered because this concert is gonna have 7,000 people and i wanna be as close to the front as possible so if i am and i panic how would i even get out of that setting ??! that’s what scares me and i don’t wanna be in a situation where my anxiety prevents me from enjoying something that is supposed to be enjoyable ",2.734573699421965,4.880241427745666,4.5875686416185,81.4302546965318,76.91907514450868,7.5619942196531795,26.99747109826589,8.472884824447931,2.1029078034682094,689,28,132,14,16,234,98,173,0.187,0.674,0.139,-0.8463,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,11,15,0,4,4,0,18,1,0,2,1,25,30,15,0,5,3,0,3,2,0,5,0,3,0,0,11,10,1,1,2,4,0,3,3,8,0,0,6,6,19,7,20,15,1,21,0,2,0,0,0,10,0,3,8,94,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581988851858253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26063806296240466,0.190288014805428,0.0,0.13281131122451614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061767598318134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526747260811528,0.0,0.0,0.0789179812837733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154457646526221,0.0,0.08870301068414109,0.0,0.12483023773427453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12722481232403962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15250414650155827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17037812449374548,0.1326923627261619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18312449551444596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21641036518859366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17595506209415593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999878863151798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4687854320181925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17543877798910346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201568577261774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492889899038949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000088032237074,0.0,0.0,0.1820212617273532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14468633694121338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217473823371127,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Albeats_,2019/02/26,"Anxiety about mental health I’ve struggled with anxiety on and off for awhile now, it’s never been anything too debilitating, everyone has things they struggle with, but this past week has been a living hell. First I started having these weird headaches (I’m hyper aware of how my body feels, so if the slightest thing is wrong I freak). Went to the doctor, they said everything was fine. That eased my mind for about 2 hours before I started to convince myself I was going insane. It’s been an on and off feeling that I get that completely spirals our of control to the point that I’ve convinced myself I have schizophrenia or some other mental illness. It would give me great comfort to see if anyone else shares this same struggle. I have an appointment with a therapist on Wednesday, and I hope they will be able to put my mind at ease, but I need some feedback. ",5.277235772357724,6.844376073170736,5.065609756097562,83.08650406504066,68.7560975609756,7.417886178861789,29.52032520325203,7.793537801064563,1.9178105691056908,692,26,125,8,12,213,109,164,0.15,0.6809999999999999,0.16899999999999998,0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,3,2,6,14,1,3,7,0,14,4,1,2,1,24,27,10,0,5,5,0,2,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,13,6,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,7,0,1,7,4,19,7,20,17,3,19,1,0,1,0,7,7,1,6,9,90,32,2,0.13674415559578176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20921780949112,0.0,0.0,0.09561469305255377,0.14011054708456022,0.11252878869816818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635920472905024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15189193010370525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337364547574438,0.0,0.15337019809222865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13996343759828558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423219537347702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066490071381787,0.12289682973543566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382839075427611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631450889398767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07144317739190895,0.13117745430994254,0.07771485489538509,0.0,0.0,0.1507609142936263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453526429533207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13581780096437102,0.13466544824931104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074759466014218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756118925438102,0.0,0.2761452315496917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139405869536806,0.10546552280525816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13053776943989726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926742665517227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137465645362968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007500606813446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896738768433056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935764342980012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42886404530401373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15877050420157438,0.181693481632912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096879133386226,0.0,0.0,0.1267632022183608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713912475375107,0.14950826768681258,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kupo715,2019/02/26,Are autoimmune diseases caused by Anxiety? Topic,7.907142857142855,10.184814714285713,7.689285714285713,46.16821428571429,116.14285714285714,12.82857142857143,46.35714285714285,8.841846274778883,9.395914285714287,41,3,3,2,2,13,7,7,0.221,0.779,0.0,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5972686054583316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8020412788216451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iwakoicon,2019/02/26,"I've noticed something I do before anxiety attacks. (Sorry about the format, I'm on mobile :/)

So, I just came down from an anxiety attack about 30 min ago, and I just needed a place where I can get this thought down before I loose it. Thank you in advance for reading.

I've noticed the past few times that I had an anxiety attack that right before the attack I call my mom or my sister and have a lovely discussion with them. The discussion is about how great I feel usually, and that I'm not really feeling too much anxiety. Then, like 1hr later I fall into a pit of anxiety and rumination that takes me another hour and a half to bring myself out of.

The weird thing about this is that in the moment I really do feel fine and happy about my life and where I'm at. Then after the attack I continue to beat myself up about ruining the good streak I was having with my mental health. 

I was wondering if anyone in this subreddit experiences anything like this? It is super weird.

TLDR: I call my family right before an anxiety attack to tell them I'm great.


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anxiety,xemily77,2019/02/26,"People say that having a kidney stone is one of the worst pains a human can feel... But I’ve had a damn kidney stone. I’d still take that over having this anxiety. Physical pain is nothing compared to mental pain and I hate not feeling alive and not feeling like myself. I just had an anxiety attack last week after not having one in months. And honestly, I would’ve rather have had another kidney stone. At least, then, I wouldn’t still be anxious today.",3.338181818181816,5.563379181818185,4.2545454545454575,84.1518181818182,75.36363636363637,6.672727272727273,22.363636363636363,7.6454224807358475,1.1221545454545456,360,10,65,5,8,116,60,88,0.355,0.615,0.03,-0.9814,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,9,3,0,5,0,12,6,3,0,0,13,17,5,0,2,6,0,3,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,7,0,2,3,4,5,2,6,12,2,11,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,9,47,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18660509738516215,0.2722756674537861,0.20104255201999865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20245358627446933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26994362943505285,0.1271336517597713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756972640615626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506000210290998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694157770055698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793404017160216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204484816203652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17075606601116236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411786914398067,0.0,0.5680814581129829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337407875042775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14151981295284896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842359186004346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338027119402607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686839345127408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14274764604661494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641667596336606,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Artipelago,2019/02/26,"I’m trying to convince myself that I don’t need Prozac. i come from a tough place where the slightest change or inconvenience will set me to think worst case scenarios and get panicky. I was extremely paranoid on occasion that me and people I love are going to suffer. I thought this wasn’t normal so I sought the doctor.

He was very kind and gave me 10mg Prozac to start. He wants to see me again in 3 weeks and told me if I had any concerns to message him, and he explicitly stated the goal is to have me feeling like myself and not like a zombie.

I’m on my 4th day of Prozac and didn’t really notice much symptoms aside from slight inability to focus, but after reading what others went through I am laying in bed borderline crying. I don’t know the dosage or length of time these people took Prozac for, but it seems like a nightmare.

I don’t want to act differently. I don’t want to lose my emotions, libido, empathy, etc. I’m contemplating whether or not to stop right now or take them until my 3rd week appointment. If I do the latter I’m terrified it’ll be too late and I’ll already be a different person or have some negative neurological changes. I’m afraid if I decide to stop suddenly my doctor  and family will get frustrated.

I don’t know what to think anymore. ",4.40098039215686,5.51479492156863,5.483235294117649,80.98289215686276,70.37254901960785,8.647058823529411,27.5,8.998388855275968,2.100058823529412,1015,34,200,19,18,336,150,255,0.14,0.774,0.086,-0.9577,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,2,5,12,1,1,9,0,21,9,0,0,1,40,49,22,0,8,13,0,1,3,0,3,8,0,1,1,9,10,0,2,8,1,0,5,10,6,0,0,10,2,28,6,25,34,4,27,0,2,1,1,10,7,0,10,16,123,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14299593826094628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881195743770534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285096067115731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741591905668068,0.11162262203333846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423387259909705,0.08356907326039405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707692864454026,0.0,0.265263441722025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14576126799539596,0.0,0.0,0.14451715159358475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215750488539345,0.0,0.0655200848861053,0.09257274571672984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540152662531538,0.0,0.0736439109964034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349387489138035,0.1424287397260901,0.0,0.14617309650992594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18992030323866746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14496807712728715,0.0,0.0,0.11695197917488707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525699975530152,0.09608272503599824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696194062040947,0.0,0.14752891249839553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17967040295169287,0.11314519632574445,0.1353846432227013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296161412624611,0.0,0.08301295461925172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066152984599514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325933968400107,0.11796574375792805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171815168176857,0.0,0.0,0.21667116155059588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13468435240725926,0.09742884167332666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166060640933359,0.0,0.10287289903144818,0.07555976676955589,0.0,0.0,0.1238202700304303,0.14396934199034858,0.08797704385273379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069179575242309,0.22929082571125545,0.0,0.20788424396248645,0.0,0.0,0.12012295454137695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,htownaliens,2019/02/26,"Panic attacks while dreaming? Bit of a backstory, a couple years ago I was involved in an incident that left me with pretty bad ptsd & occasional panic attacks (that were mainly in the months following the incident when something reminded me of it. I still occasionally get panic attacks and sometimes they aren’t related to the incident, the last major panic attack I had was probably very recent after the incident.  I was too prideful to admit I needed help/ therapy and lately my anxiety has been getting bad, not even relating to the accident but school, etc. 


Yesterday there was an incident in my college town that resulted in a student death. I didn’t know the student, but several of my friends did from either back home or here at school so I was pretty upset to hear the news. 

Later that night I had a dream that I was at the scene of the incident and although they weren’t really similar incidents, I think it subconsciously reminded me of my incident and I had the worst panic attack I’ve ever had, all while dreaming. It was so vivid. I think I knew I was dreaming but I still could not calm down. I woke up later, not immediately after that and was soaked in sweat. 

It was different than the usual nightmare/ being scared etc. It was like I was reliving my past trauma again for the first time. 

TL; DR - Had a dream of an event that reminded me of past trauma & kind of relived it leading to a massive panic attack all while dreaming but it felt the exact same. Has anyone else experienced anything similar? ",7.023967503085152,7.4607166538461565,7.887260386672152,68.47939736733856,64.27972027972028,11.344796380090498,35.35499794323324,11.088447113337141,4.2645374742904165,1217,53,202,33,17,410,146,286,0.22,0.716,0.063,-0.9937,3,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,2,3,12,24,6,8,23,0,27,2,1,2,4,31,39,17,1,2,9,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,14,6,0,0,6,6,0,2,6,19,0,1,25,4,28,5,28,12,10,40,0,0,1,0,7,11,0,1,28,158,42,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701777457461287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17155721101155916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060563381383172014,0.0,0.0,0.055356177710316035,0.08111707621379394,0.0651486024358055,0.0,0.0,0.5403908710283589,0.0,0.060875383728734064,0.1322041167323094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643106309070735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06320928752770698,0.08759799912787312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271381658097253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613479064204182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17658672187883712,0.0522897847583875,0.07161208077252766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601379319375685,0.0,0.0,0.06734034716907711,0.0,0.0,0.06116507926648314,0.0,0.0827241315667334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922820478386706,0.0,0.0530647100187576,0.0,0.07941206133853057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244139557957429,0.043508718467367084,0.06453256960461531,0.08930506744333225,0.0,0.08601637453078317,0.0,0.0,0.03867753573115185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319122375643307,0.0,0.0,0.058702144542010816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429390078887076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5573202602805374,0.0,0.0,0.15114982294722146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16108484248266175,0.08535660406810235,0.0,0.09254327474079682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0507171133946604,0.0,0.07816894987311945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792610811489939,0.16024469173566636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943742102330905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06094747276920329,0.07829927726033402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644749714122858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053562427396426,0.0,0.0,0.1014554462642143,0.0,0.0,0.046163556964119085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719247963372845,0.06532197535376415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05098166209836864
anxiety,MyPenisMightBeOnFire,2019/02/26,"How do you handle physical pains from anxiety and separate them from real ailments? I get the heart attack feeling of anxiety often and I get that fear that I’ll dismiss a real physical ailment as anxiety and not have it checked, though the two times I brought up concerns to a doctor I got weird looks. I guess my fear is fueled from the only time I looked up symptoms on WebMD leading to correctly detecting cancer.",8.47740506329114,7.709079746835442,8.841613924050632,66.84950949367092,61.658227848101255,11.950632911392406,41.268987341772146,11.20814326018867,4.942516455696203,336,17,54,8,4,112,57,79,0.276,0.706,0.018000000000000002,-0.9638,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,1,3,5,1,2,5,0,3,5,1,2,1,12,11,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,5,0,1,2,3,9,0,10,9,0,7,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,2,2,38,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40987027786871694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20317572122848454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18279786409963028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.401934347308506,0.09030216523660574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18661531119598507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14283741893842658,0.0,0.19674071275169552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21163398279996848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29994687270455794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358282924254446,0.1900359190017959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4065566687841515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856268755910112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17546706222412028,0.0,0.20827844029581866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744597549233457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,misssalemn,2019/02/26,"I have a job interview tomorrow and who knows It could go okay. My anxiety has been killing me lately but maybe I'll somehow bullshit my way through it like I have in the past.

Or maybe I'll just fuck it up like most things lately. Either way, send good vibes my  people. I hope you're all hanging in there, if even by a thread.",1.1589075630252097,3.289356235294118,2.2544537815126056,96.20147058823532,82.23529411764707,5.650420168067227,21.478991596638657,6.868970318607317,0.33966974789916016,256,8,58,3,7,81,52,68,0.174,0.632,0.194,0.1655,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,2,0,3,1,5,1,0,0,1,12,9,4,1,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,5,5,7,3,12,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,5,6,36,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16508849156974462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17230091340386908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425356625260591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199506138990892,0.0,0.0,0.12264566002719053,0.18100508443264546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21434079578659854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21415090257206412,0.0,0.23875373794077226,0.0,0.11859953222337935,0.0,0.486869739999377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108606186002996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4336056799966159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060081166333636,0.14961043526353338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14336973933428776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425883116967809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zeebatcaver,2019/02/26,"I hate social media but have no human interaction without it. I don’t use social media much. Started as just a way to know when my favorite shows are returning and to pathetically stalk a celeb I like. I especially hate all the infighting and just everything seems to be venom filled over the internet. Even online I’m anxious. I will be a complete hermit without it but I may take the plunge because I have a weird personality where  I feel embarrassed and anxious over everything. I’m ashamed of things I like, I’m ashamed of having joy for someone I don’t know; just everything. Outside of a part time job and my immediate family I don’t talk to anyone. It’s taken me years to know how to successfully banter at work. And not obsess over mistakes. I’m told I’m funny. But no one truly knows me and I have no backbone when it comes to things I disagree with. I hate conflict and have a harmonious nature so maybe the internet/life in general isn’t for me. I get so overwhelmed by social media but without it I feel even more lonely. I’ll just delete everything but reddit bc at least it anonymous. But the discussions here stress me out too. Honestly it’s just me I’m too fucking fragile about everything. I hate this about myself. And I wish I wasn’t embarrassed and ashamed all the time for simply existing. I don’t know what to do. I don’t know if this is anxiety or what. I can’t fix this about myself. Feeling hopeless.",2.0185253558718834,4.621251612099648,3.8339757562277583,83.21526968416373,82.70106761565836,6.928870106761565,25.507228647686834,8.07648339933343,1.9365701957295376,1137,47,213,24,32,381,139,281,0.234,0.618,0.14800000000000002,-0.9812,1,2,0,0,2,1,26.0,0,0,0,2,19,22,5,8,12,0,20,1,0,2,2,48,49,23,0,3,17,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,14,12,0,1,10,1,0,2,15,17,0,1,3,4,31,5,30,42,6,18,0,3,0,1,9,8,1,4,9,151,45,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768650687327194,0.2294482462627357,0.0,0.07100706700906624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06190476205312941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747749839783413,0.1064746612326062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13414742143717548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4563390387829523,0.0,0.09573357750639301,0.0,0.15404224563740465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938825892138464,0.05305639041919605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4010437462818931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10077404794478728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348598059488339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922572276501834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202198323774704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746519288983204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881382477339967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997021888973832,0.0,0.0,0.08867072417768321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244853751510487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105564463068943,0.08604413161388849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187857013785161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632673143567356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635397902439296,0.08162313062024876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349324127237173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118430820851895,0.0,0.0,0.09703666941250763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770776335549985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060673696352368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167790439170447,0.29367564046364786,0.0,0.07393059425164494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06539574166042555
anxiety,grailkun,2019/02/26,"Severe physical manifestations of anxiety I finally saw someone today about a balance problem I have had for over a year, it was not a good visit as he was condescending and did not send me for any kind of tests, but I don't disagree with him saying that it could be a manifestation of anxiety. I know I have always been an anxious person and I have anxiety attacks from time to time but have never felt the need to get treatment.

Does anyone else experience extreme physical manifestations such as muscle spasms and tremor?  
Is it possible for these manifestations to affect you even when you are not anxious?

Some days if it's very bad I cannot walk normal and don't want to leave the house and I am worried how this will affect me when I get a job soon. It is unpredictable and is not always associated with anxiety but that definitely can flare it up. I don't know if I should get checked and treated for anxiety or if I should see another doctor for second opinion about this issue.",6.864416267942584,7.026889489473685,7.852679425837322,69.52739234449763,64.63157894736842,10.90909090909091,34.11483253588517,10.637119530657019,3.671315789473685,793,32,143,19,11,269,112,190,0.174,0.787,0.039,-0.9678,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,8,6,1,0,8,0,24,1,0,3,1,36,34,19,0,10,11,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,11,9,0,0,3,0,1,3,9,3,0,1,7,4,17,3,21,22,1,15,0,0,2,0,8,2,0,6,10,108,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190734695021013,0.0,0.0,0.08952111108018279,0.13803817195062515,0.5035290558593479,0.297436101735726,0.0,0.09204718515337902,0.13488284130499842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497618411596406,0.0,0.0,0.10991561659639328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510546849754304,0.0,0.0,0.08489823450803906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347412206639794,0.11520084878376205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997004437633938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694833527837073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287711891744373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639701629927538,0.14420743580487716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063326200416988,0.0,0.0,0.11041510937981673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15189725599004286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13740010294497226,0.13063442612895088,0.0,0.0,0.137084941863713,0.1446940605440554,0.0,0.0,0.13938992782586934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976109151870132,0.10153046770351193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289812628985522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494476408982353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14840663657115588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12596366725793742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468704525516892,0.0,0.0,0.10490167347341303,0.0,0.0,0.148718050867863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153988536118607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15352308092698946,0.0,0.12478127491617595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861848141751083,0.0776458943175485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336888961359964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847731668749416
anxiety,cham-o,2019/02/26,"I don't want to go to the dentist anymore... Maybe Trigger Warning?: panic attack, trouble breathing...I've never particularly liked the denstist; I hate being touched near my face and I had a pretty bad gag reflex when I was younger. I hate the dentist more every time I go. I had to get a couple fillings over the span of 2 appointments, and the first was even worse than I expected. The anaesthetic needle was way more painful than it was supposed to be, and the topical anaesthetic numbed part of my throat and I felt like I couldn't breathe. I got through it relatively well for what I was experiencing. I couldn't think about it the whole week without shuddering. However, the 2nd appointment was SO much worse emotionally. Because of the first experience, I was already really on edge, and although the anaesthetic hurt less, I ended up in a full anxiety attack. I felt like I couldn't breathe and I was near tears several times. The assistant had to hold my hand and talk me through it. I was uncontrollably shivering and struggling to breathe for the next 10-15 minutes. I don't know if I'll be able to handle going to the dentist again anytime soon, but I'm under my parents' roof, so, I don't really get a say... The appointment was over 2 weeks ago and I feel like crying thinking about it...",4.38589068825911,6.322681546558709,5.1827753036437265,79.90136943319841,71.59109311740892,8.502753036437246,31.7831983805668,9.120678840339163,2.918502995951417,1030,48,190,22,20,334,136,247,0.17,0.777,0.053,-0.9617,2,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,2,9,17,4,3,19,0,22,11,6,1,1,26,38,15,0,6,3,1,5,4,0,0,5,1,0,0,6,9,0,1,6,0,0,4,8,12,1,2,16,7,27,5,28,16,7,28,0,1,0,0,3,10,0,1,17,131,33,0,0.12238857464550915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849008691921053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505883550602138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362692461155443,0.0,0.12137657925730087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784693444951465,0.0,0.0,0.10218934765482196,0.07460693913422257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13542062997736198,0.13443810232336814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767067342440614,0.10839995028238283,0.0,0.0,0.08083649927922075,0.0,0.10311765271478247,0.0,0.0,0.11971951052952758,0.0,0.0,0.06188334070597744,0.08743442218114526,0.235024449502341,0.0,0.0,0.2082073181424755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278859577002899,0.0,0.20866874225055712,0.0,0.09788532355308267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416667585551381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101950045872635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672615598874306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391715019444044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295577337392401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996968457433475,0.0,0.09439361378291453,0.0,0.13016163760360594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023007245893256,0.14359662225496886,0.13589802843252993,0.13253489966155332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451317990130345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15681050971295107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09732830687579998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382642528266746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12794711162798794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837130030324953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15684331359758855,0.0,0.0,0.14273152419728394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218795230454897,0.09714635383437176,0.1963454644312166,0.0,0.1100420268832407,0.0,0.0,0.13664247284373507,0.0,0.11797821851179975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24944882702444976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Archimedes08,2019/02/26,"So terrified of the future I'm so terrified of my future. I feel like I'm working my way up to another suicide attempt. I've really fucked my life up. I'm schizoaffective and lived for 15 years without realizing how bad off I was. No one would've dreamed. I was good at hiding it, but I suffered voices, delusions, persecutory beliefs, etc. After my wife left me in Germany, I was alone in a foreign country and homeless at first. I was terrified to go back home (USA) because I was convinced the English language was somehow rotting my brain and being used to control me. I got a menial job that was easy to hold, lived in little room outside of town, started chain-smoking and walking in the woods after work for hours, then checking my room to see if someone from immigration had been there. At work, I put up a good front. No one knew.  I thought I was the good guy in a big conspiracy movie, but that I was being monitored constantly. Because I was terrified of having to go back to the USA and resume speaking English, I renounced my US citizenship and took on German citizenship. I grew up in the US, speaking only English, and I left when I was 18. When all of this happened, I was 25. I had started hearing voices and having delusional thoughts about language when I was 16, right after my dad tried killing himself in front of me. 

Now, after being debilitated by my disorder for 3 years, I'm back home in the US enrolled in college.. as a foreigner. It's the only way I can be with my family. I'm getting treatment, I'm (finally) on meds and we're trying to get my citizenship back, working with a psychiatrist and a lawyer to do so. But I can't tell you how absolutely terrified I am that they'll say no. In my emails with the American consulate, I was so polite, kind and professional. On the outside, I must have looked just fine. I can't tell them what was going on on the inside. I wish so badly I could go back and somehow show them. I put up such a good front and never said anything about my voices because I didn't want to be put in a psyche ward and a part of me swore I would never be mentally ill like my dad had been (he killed himself back in 2011).

I'm so ridden with anxiety at the moment that I can hardly breath. The whole world feels like it is coming down on me. I feel like I've allowed my schizoaffective disorder to ruin my life. I feel like it's over. I'm 29, I have no degree and I'm hardly holding out the pressure. I was in the psyche ward in January. 

I've got to stay here somehow. I've got to be the best in my class. My degree might be the only way to try and correct all of this. I'm only trying to survive for my mom, but sometimes I don't even know if I can do that anymore. If this doesn't work out, if I have to board a plane back to nowhere, my mental illness will have won. How do I hold out this anxiety without wanting to just end it right now?",3.311517981169935,4.520050646859087,4.996725960796422,83.08111764932859,73.09168081494057,7.595632041981788,29.17583732057416,8.07648339933343,1.9580556876061124,2257,93,457,33,44,767,249,589,0.146,0.75,0.104,-0.9814,2,1,0,0,0,1,72.0,3,1,3,11,32,22,3,1,28,0,54,7,2,6,6,70,96,38,3,10,12,4,6,5,0,5,4,8,4,1,15,24,0,4,10,2,1,15,13,8,0,3,31,16,74,14,81,51,6,96,1,2,2,1,23,46,1,8,36,321,89,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804708401104355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06889389771483874,0.1005231488670584,0.0,0.0651583718907618,0.0,0.0,0.054066851219068096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536435371343226,0.10971624935404044,0.12015332897380275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06894981725387947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334475859074617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05659614486404942,0.0,0.07100013143412934,0.07368997549536864,0.052457413001166166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505995421279974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05819215137433309,0.0,0.0732746955584635,0.04339531328541655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06193765848520962,0.0,0.1328828923087402,0.1877490577306825,0.0,0.07197293467211398,0.0,0.055885781049845935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0607401070752436,0.06865278987453831,0.0,0.1493590234374806,0.22042967229403027,0.1576428093561303,0.0,0.0,0.06505495276588967,0.05809974288387014,0.0,0.11771152786515998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405052283888232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13180820293483728,0.0,0.06470288038356124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06519873933844746,0.0,0.14537825934067333,0.06841814716570857,0.03610790285832125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277004725441406,0.0,0.09281402210542118,0.16049251186600086,0.06585030328363572,0.11603150289054028,0.0,0.05517282985340041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297971018173599,0.0,0.1324235989808939,0.06969905683390411,0.0,0.07694896618527404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134630961945032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904226268137244,0.19987623007220884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114847307029247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19814488403074115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04209015269163549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122176824008074,0.06249730474988832,0.052248580852389634,0.0,0.0,0.05235570031293795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0556687859931022,0.0,0.06498060151584126,0.0,0.0930079172964395,0.0700292058944235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186692987592573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485225779268045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043195257396775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299693903296804,0.17842840198156318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370929482996639,0.056745121562513025,0.0,0.0,0.0775050585718241,0.1564527099800627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335353423292215,0.07555364302436307,0.12666807194336072,0.0,0.23915788052844886,0.0,0.0,0.09334511934894844,0.0,0.0,0.08461940353330988
anxiety,CIA-pizza-party,2019/02/27,"I’m just really fucking sad right now Trigger warning, maybe. 

I just feel really, really sad and worthless right now. I keep telling myself to breathe, but it feels like I just can’t fill my lungs with enough air. I’m underwater. Suspended. Not floating or sinking. I keep sighing hoping that one of my sighs will give me enough air to breathe again. I’m at the edge of tears but they won’t fall.

I’ll be fine. I always make it to the other side of this. But right now I don’t feel fine.

I hate this feeling so much.

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anxiety,iLovepastaandnetflix,2019/02/27,Anyone else stumble or mispronounce their words when they get anxious? I’ve had this problem ever since I was young. Tips on how to work on this. ,2.7495238095238115,5.388513,2.8000000000000007,91.61166666666668,79.71428571428572,5.161904761904762,23.619047619047624,6.42735559955562,0.6601761904761907,116,4,22,1,3,35,25,28,0.17600000000000002,0.8240000000000001,0.0,-0.628,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,3,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,14,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4353466961176138,0.0,0.26945241488576577,0.3948464828742364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219185244277044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485798495721668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013345026875851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36873712405177583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187734699450488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805464018461985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,the_progrocker,2019/02/27,"Any tips on flying? Going on a work trip tomorrow morning and flying really isn't my friend. I make it through ok, but I essentially think of all the worst car scenarios, and even the past couple days my anxiety starts rising. I didn't think about CBD until it was too late, so I'm kinda on my own. Thanks!",3.0022580645161305,4.5738385806451625,4.662129032258068,83.72319354838713,74.48387096774194,8.185806451612903,22.07741935483871,8.841846274778883,1.429570322580645,240,6,49,5,5,81,49,62,0.152,0.765,0.083,-0.6692,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,1,1,8,10,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,2,0,6,3,7,8,3,13,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,6,30,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088248345240922,0.0,0.2349152518308668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397780235355576,0.0,0.1980411051494808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20282335091203366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23724913753136714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745205606841375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463994567194385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049781905802732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931424724883629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967232210807789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173527049262328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28271787694021444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3935287489643565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22355779485569927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Trix-42,2019/02/27,"Scared of going out because of my appearance I've always had a good self esteem of my appearance, so I bought nice clothes, cared about my health and felt free. But now I realized the dangers of the outside world. I'm tired of being catcalled, even when wearing big clothes, or being seen in strange ways, I even went to the beach with a friend and a man spent a lot of time looking at me with a creepy face, and every time that I dress up nice, even not showing skin I'm scared of going out. What can I do? I've never been sexually assaulted, but I'm scared that some day I might be. And I just wanna be free. I also sometimes have a bit of social anxiety, and the dangers of the outside make it worse. ",5.526875,4.972390159722224,6.016111111111113,83.99000000000002,67.54166666666667,8.866666666666667,31.19444444444445,8.07648339933343,1.9952944444444447,549,19,117,6,8,178,88,144,0.158,0.7190000000000001,0.123,-0.7338,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,9,13,3,3,11,0,10,5,3,1,1,24,25,11,0,1,5,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,4,9,0,0,2,2,4,5,2,6,0,0,7,4,12,9,19,13,3,19,0,0,2,0,4,7,0,6,6,76,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348932543102134,0.1403551886561589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290396610591288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282570081716684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841547620276038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17198039898486614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878458033309546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33423444734966296,0.0,0.14212009003536535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619591556072948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303216715603462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19172934769466665,0.14148069634096838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17929884483893474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416486320652623,0.0,0.0,0.1434056181032175,0.0,0.0,0.11259514242198088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17894271660515546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009633691621228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5066340161195897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759699224050964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719479146983274,0.0,0.0,0.16682873327240685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19671721122192454,0.19387273011697145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389025244529393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15636795633042275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17189922783632605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ContraBeats,2019/02/27,"Anxiety patterns change based on whether I'm going out and doing stuff a lot? I usually have super bad social anxiety about almost everything but since the beginning of the summer I've been going to parties and stuff with my brother and am slowly getting more comfortable with it. In fact, I really enjoy going to parties but that might just be because I can get a little alcohol in my system.

But I've started to notice that if I go out and do stuff a lot, multiple weekends/days in a row. My social anxiety will severely decrease unless I'm alone, then I will be super anxious. Then after a few days of being isolated with these new feelings of anxiety they will go away and I'll be back where I started where I'm not anxious when I'm alone but get really bad social anxiety again. Does this happen to anyone else or do you know why?",7.950863636363637,6.5691488969697005,8.830719696969698,68.48607954545457,63.06060606060606,11.886363636363635,36.98863636363636,10.9516,4.1560454545454535,668,27,116,15,8,229,96,165,0.18,0.688,0.133,-0.3881,0,2,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,2,7,6,0,0,7,0,15,1,0,0,1,27,33,16,0,1,10,1,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,8,10,1,0,2,0,0,5,1,2,0,0,1,1,11,4,20,24,4,29,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,6,13,86,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571299906731752,0.10842172779305027,0.22428040005925107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4141502235323661,0.2446397612749791,0.0,0.07570836650476344,0.11094048740009507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172788502161514,0.08325675747648725,0.18081013063051432,0.06600340798909622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454054632513025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13965677805425042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475214333657132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044983190214773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731054852385326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05474707087227612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16970758632081412,0.0,0.3076757624505691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574718569291847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05950508398751201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851995040727934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18410299067983507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486261738947925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457262686543338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327175464286227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387274182491483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231988063748955,0.0,0.08956616219166738,0.0,0.0,0.33111804567871034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327514178666188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718467589703993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924956667192815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097701306377157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Salobros,2019/02/27,"Feeling like i can't do a certain task I'm not sure if anyone has delt with this, but at times when I think about doing a certain task or something I get overwhelmed with this dread and anxiety. I feel like I just can't do the task and the idea of even trying makes me shakes and freak out. I'm usually a lurker when it comes to Reddit but I just wanted to get this out there",2.5318518518518545,3.494408543209879,3.660185185185188,92.86583333333336,74.67901234567901,6.387654320987655,22.141975308641968,6.42735559955562,0.2356567901234565,296,7,68,2,6,96,52,81,0.18600000000000005,0.72,0.094,-0.8156,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,3,5,0,6,0,0,1,3,24,16,9,0,2,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,0,2,7,5,9,16,0,9,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,6,45,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20947893572116652,0.0,0.0,0.19146806085650275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358800002916975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808619038454057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27691300133463337,0.3912479189056081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861293845107541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30912034858184023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26755867444119685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18278342029371855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108074456710396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580812081505315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17545898545592814,0.0,0.0,0.15967227326303274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18591236034078734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015846773977846,0.0,0.16151182454604593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LittleFlowers13,2019/02/27,"Does Anyone Else Get Physiological Symptoms of Anxiety? *This will probably be a crosspost between r/anxiety and r/ocd, if that’s not allowed please let me know.*

My anxiety has been symptomatic of illness for the past few days. It started off innocently enough. I’ve had restless sleep, nightmares, and fatigue, which are pretty basic for me. However I’ve also been very cold and shivery. I thought it was the weather but Alabama is having abnormally warm weather for February and no one else I’ve mentioned it to agrees with me that it’s freezing. Friends even asked me if I was sick or if my anemia might be back. I’ve never had this kind of symptom before. Most of my “sickness” from anxiety comes in the form of stomach aches, but my stomach has been fine. Has anyone else ever gotten suddenly cold natured from anxiety? ",3.956862745098036,6.624115013071897,5.0468235294117685,77.04670588235295,75.33986928104575,7.740130718954247,33.07581699346405,8.648137234880735,3.2384138562091493,659,35,109,14,15,216,100,153,0.152,0.758,0.09,-0.7344,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,4,0,18,9,3,1,2,20,25,11,0,3,7,0,2,0,1,2,6,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,9,4,10,4,15,11,4,10,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,6,7,78,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119028397116819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5352344927027287,0.0,0.0,0.19568613916907626,0.28675186982794343,0.0,0.0,0.13081667702914884,0.0,0.0,0.10759836846621726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907104861852505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205382410982808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024397489975353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245463720553228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35068340285038896,0.0,0.0,0.14458621879995628,0.0,0.09242316323661176,0.12657567939005712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811041069584232,0.0,0.0731082175106177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457166939262048,0.07690246589665363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14308901707038013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14844477017205074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107923480766003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482092599068044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358005606625886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15360231300028734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236022160457307,0.15086937893435576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400321435493916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904394359419133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908839560816484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110896526174438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545780153723953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whutwhot,2019/02/27,"I went a few weeks without a panic attack and now I'm back to multiple times a day. I was having a pretty good beginning of the month and things have just been piling up and all the stress has caused my anxiety to go into overdrive. I also had a death in my family and now I'm constantly being triggered and can barely function without Klonopin. I dread doing anything that will allow my mind to wander like showering or doing chores because if I'm not fully concentrating on something I'm afraid I'll start thing about something morbid or start feeling something in my body and panic. This constant stress and anxiety is wearing me down. I'm so tired but feel ready to blow at any moment.

I remember when I didn't even think about anxiety and having panic attacks. It was so weird when I first heard about other people having them. Now it's a full time struggle for me. This is so frustrating to go back to after having a few good weeks of minimum anxiety and no panic attacks. I just hope my mind can heal.

I hope everyone is doing okay today. ",5.685200750469043,6.329930863414633,6.504390243902442,76.51606003752347,67.1951219512195,9.039399624765476,30.40337711069419,9.057496981413335,2.6203470919324583,837,30,148,14,13,277,121,205,0.162,0.6629999999999999,0.175,0.2802,1,0,3,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,17,20,4,9,9,1,21,4,2,3,1,31,38,19,1,3,9,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,2,0,8,10,0,0,4,0,0,3,5,14,0,1,7,3,17,6,22,29,4,33,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,5,23,111,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945390635171766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756459337267334,0.0,0.30402425081602097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176044085923521,0.0,0.0,0.3390908952737727,0.0,0.1527952411885034,0.0,0.060565694296978126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036065803169216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206463084149396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147342379380426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06407555294366002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562283294554024,0.0,0.0,0.09493766004933328,0.0,0.0,0.09366275544734366,0.0,0.10047342884637234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845110450002798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293111515847347,0.16666799322373502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19736324209734607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04853968089098731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20063981967528208,0.0,0.07930396231985826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4662852665716033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888002922365806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107943412984473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254949099178342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294642735172904,0.0,0.0,0.14064751599357614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22762091383706465,0.10386708983062216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201367695694452,0.06366247090492977,0.0,0.0,0.11586903257781687,0.1141935956815253,0.09417662491570114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593926719597109,0.0,0.0,0.09210278914403952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915487432940431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FissureKing,2019/02/27,"I have a job that gives me severe anxiety attacks My job is  really bad for my anxiety. But it pays well and I am really good at it.

The job is to drive to a location you have probably never been before. Meet people you almost certainly don't know. And  disassemble and reassemble something you may have never seen before. With no training. With a chance that someone could be right there watching you as you try to figure it out.

I have frequent, severe, panic attacks .  It took me a while to realize what they were. They are always accompanied by an odd smell. For a while I couldn't figure out why what I thought of as a memory of a smell could make me instantly nauseous and frequently vomit. 

I know I need help but I'm low on money right now as I had to purchase a new car as mine just died. Which took a while and was a massive stressor.",2.3516071428571443,4.515773565476195,4.168095238095237,83.88107142857146,78.22619047619048,7.533333333333335,24.190476190476193,8.472884824447931,1.7578619047619046,661,23,129,14,16,223,100,168,0.175,0.773,0.051,-0.9565,3,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,5,2,0,4,8,2,1,12,0,18,1,0,1,3,28,28,14,1,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,9,0,0,6,0,3,4,5,5,1,0,8,4,21,3,20,15,0,20,0,1,2,0,10,7,0,2,9,97,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560295168567696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267977562488338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071909160476284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081181979249361,0.0,0.0,0.1130695290844746,0.0,0.0,0.2304638431787875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21624271773607529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14054394052403946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299066125841763,0.0,0.11358335428558472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076875850960216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40314852889900654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14884590373642725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09039349030153486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041175726855113,0.20888755440670026,0.13078888482154066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588854692695983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938827499051933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600499991649074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735062498747947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312948278621258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30597071642214635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147404045253696,0.10425245771818677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750786432407956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30091183647490755,0.09194087250580864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175828933968155,0.0,0.12219493083136755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Karayanna,2019/02/27,"Missing memories I don't know if this is my anxiety or something more and this is my first post but here it goes.

I can't remember huge chunks of my childhood. Most of my life I thought that was just normal because it was my childhood, no one really talked about their childhood so how was I supposed to know people remembered it?! (and when I say childhood I mean my memories become clear and less spotty after the age of 11 so not like toddler age).

I began to realize this wasn't normal when my counselor at the time pointed it out to me. But I never perused it. Then I got to wondering.. Why couldn't I remember this? It all came in bits and pieces. I could remember time with my grandmother. I remember homework with my dad. I remember what the house I grew up in looked like. But I don't remember huge events that I know happen because I was told by several people they did.

To fully understand these events I'd have to write a novel but to be brief they include my parents fighting and divorce. My mom moving away. My dad dating a less than desirable character. Getting taken away by my mom hours before I would have been sent to foster care. I know all this happened because it was told to me. And I have memories of being questioned about.. The reason I was almost sent to foster care. I don't remember anything traumatic but I also don't remember much at all..

So what I'm trying to figure out was. Is my memory spotty because something bad happened? Is it spotty because I now have general anxiety? I don't know if I want to remember what I might secretly know but at the same time it infuriates me that I can't remember. And if I wanted to remember.. What in the world would I even do to do that? ",2.407425583266292,4.6649753687315645,4.219313488871013,83.10906677393405,78.49852507374631,7.648913917940468,26.79190131402521,8.575989854853784,2.2377917404129795,1346,56,255,30,33,454,151,339,0.107,0.828,0.064,-0.8874,1,0,2,0,3,0,35.0,0,0,3,1,13,7,1,0,8,0,34,1,0,2,5,72,63,25,0,12,12,5,0,2,0,3,1,1,1,0,23,12,0,0,27,1,0,6,12,3,0,2,19,2,50,4,37,37,11,43,0,1,1,0,19,15,0,9,23,196,73,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060066686710300216,0.0,0.0,0.04797028153124473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177729311011404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049362851321298314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127164660382118,0.0,0.05008528129786784,0.18283263466620828,0.066249132240591,0.051043134733379736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06548849180751562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860728702020645,0.122318172236952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04789343970087294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03961977347394895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05102352807195203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031339881858830944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04797578297152009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591346030950667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05907350978314532,0.06921506725082756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19779835519889727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04236944329491293,0.058611647046529484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05037260605382145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534165707732026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06363500189397622,0.0,0.14050828896030404,0.0,0.06375495892209486,0.04409615154220399,0.0,0.04626441803904091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754585989631268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04064764153032857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660665850280265,0.0,0.0,0.08317261027072989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0567055669619056,0.0,0.057449406342703485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671973466392347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03842816628972087,0.06167495452766523,0.0,0.0,0.8154208169714376,0.0,0.0,0.04770277665912495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677663979190374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235934231066706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0482139710292279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04762168614306082,0.10493386106605222,0.0,0.0,0.11463719002874848,0.0,0.040726131076255785,0.0,0.0,0.06244688933138282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076185493820983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05412746947314296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06505157877693335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085223776567294,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,katiepeach,2019/02/27,"Why does the human body give me anxiety? Currently recovering from a panic attack over medications. I was just watching a video about depression medications and suddenly I felt like an elephant was on top of me, crushing me. When I think about the medicine I take every day it makes me writh and squirm. 

Getting vaccines makes me squirm, I’m now afraid of needles by association. My brain thinks it can feel the vaccine in my blood. 

I couldn’t live out my dream of being a doctor because I found out in 8th grade that learning human anatomy made me nauseous and squirmy, to the point where I would cry. 

Does anyone else experience something similar, or have any insight? I’m a bit freaked out by this. ",6.018083121289232,7.346607381679393,6.120254452926207,77.10843935538594,66.78625954198473,8.87565733672604,34.40288379983036,9.150863307647796,3.113803392705682,561,26,100,10,9,178,93,131,0.15,0.8029999999999999,0.047,-0.9282,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,1,2,9,0,7,6,3,3,0,20,20,5,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,5,0,0,5,3,16,1,16,12,1,15,0,1,1,0,3,10,0,1,6,60,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580743502189035,0.0,0.1302763285988165,0.0,0.0,0.11907524700011896,0.17448885175258325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937368122399574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381114362910948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859196319490623,0.1891609805668924,0.0,0.19010717389693976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18706266885454254,0.10982713080333303,0.0,0.1466760946359634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17430564666291584,0.2980551659606345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422608434457482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348211548274853,0.0,0.0,0.16658261881550082,0.0,0.0,0.08610700887647776,0.0,0.1635113111914837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867212825311425,0.0,0.0,0.08897287354924636,0.16336388555070552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319825015094129,0.0,0.15037489741167612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16113863153709354,0.2273484237698843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431115421364943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19980620771409804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609852028659865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311025376788876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804174703639906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21823819532191546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15366607055723872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097372175917202,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kisswithaspell,2019/02/27,"Panic attacks when you don't hear back from loved ones after a few hours... Who else gets like this? I get SEVERE anxiety and panic attacks when I don't hear back from family/girlfriend after a certain time.

My mind always thinks worst case scenario: car crash, accident, mugging gone wrong...everything and anything. 

It can even be like, 2 hours of them not responding before I go into full blown panic attack. It gets to the point where I have to turn my phone off at night because all I do is sit around waiting for the text back to know they are OK. 

And it doesn't seem to be getting better with time...every time it happens again, I say to myself, ""OK, but what if this is the time something really IS wrong?""

Ugh. Frustrating. ",3.5188297872340435,5.492441113475177,4.056329787234045,86.90875000000004,74.0354609929078,6.68581560283688,23.80673758865248,7.492282038375204,1.0861248226950355,571,17,109,7,12,180,98,141,0.206,0.718,0.077,-0.9535,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,2,1,9,17,4,3,5,2,12,1,0,0,2,16,27,7,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,8,6,0,1,3,0,0,3,4,10,0,1,1,3,12,7,16,24,4,25,0,0,0,1,10,7,0,2,16,72,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809639798950404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901878018823891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701587188834772,0.1049497409931582,0.0,0.40236083011127227,0.0,0.2719572580916187,0.0,0.0718664622767963,0.0,0.1003182370451245,0.0,0.0,0.1042667544073847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848445149093088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786719698534815,0.0,0.09932991468215012,0.0,0.1059546026135372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463768507716201,0.0,0.06700129356742064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104252366936057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26574789820452954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23220166192644276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479089495458466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151931034943628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640301124651247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903829551770125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063456914706392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798873297979117,0.0,0.0,0.4149660080999765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144696613906348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552525751402701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937532242405808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732533513612637,0.0,0.13318550292113088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075977057100904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554105697695357,0.0,0.0,0.274977363190833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282337011240004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25779491829522777,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheCheezNpeaz,2019/02/27,"Afraid I lost myself along the way and scared I won't find myself again. Where do I begin? I suppose I'll give a backstory... I have always been anxious. Always been afraid. Afraid of being alone but too afraid to say hi, afraid of not saying anything but afraid if I do it will come out all wrong and I'll be rejected. A constant over thinker of the mynute (I googled that word 3 times to make sure I got it right). In Highschool I was the kid that spent in between class periods hyperventilating in the bathrooms. I was so afraid and nervous that when I graduated I left without a single friend to say bye too. I never spoke to counselors because I panicked before I got there. I had no plan and no direction because I was too afraid of failing. Somehow I did manage to meet a guy who became my boyfriend. He was/is my bestfriend... but... He has his friends and I have...him. anyways, skip two years post graduating. I was better! I had a job and some friends life was ok! He then tells me that he is moving 900 miles away with his family. Anxiety caves in on me like an ocean flooding the cracks in a sunken ship. The fear of being alone hit like a train and I was tied to the tracks. I tried to keep my grip. I did. But 3 months later, my dad was diagnosed with GBM (brain cancer). Just like that... my life, my world, everything I ever known felt like a massive rock slide beneath my feet, everything slipping away and there was nothing I could do to stop it. Night after night and day after day I thought about everything I hadn't done for my dad. He never saw me make something of myself. I never showed him what I could be because of fear! because I could only see my self worth when I was looking into the eyes of a guy who I loved but depended to much on. But...I couldn't do it... I couldnt prove anything because... before my bf...  I was alone. And that alone paralyzed me. Anyways, skip ahead. My bf moves away, and after months of fighting we break up. I am alone. But I have my dad. I wasn't in college at the time and I lost my job because of my depression and anxiety began affecting my work. Our days spent together in the garage that followed the next year are my most precious memories. Well, to put short, I was with him when he got ""bad"". I was there through the seizures on easter. The coma like state that wasnt a coma that followed... The 3 day 3 night hospice stay. I cleaned his mouth, checked his oxygen and co2, adjusted his laying position. and I never wanted anything more than I wanted to just  take him home and to have him sit outside and talk to me. This upcoming April 7th 2019, will mark one year since he has been gone. I feel like I died with him you guys. My anxiety towards everything since then has been killing me. I cant sleep without remembering. I cant see trucks without remembering. I cant go into hospitals, listen to songs, socialize like I used to, anything. The world has become foreign. I need help. I cling to the few people in my life because I am afraid of losing them but they want me to be independent and I want that too! but simultaneously, independence feels like trying to fly with a ball and chain tied around my feet. If nothing else... I feel better telling my very shortened story. So thank you to this site for granting that. I am sorry if I went all over the place... I dont talk about these events much...",1.7852509652509667,4.132081150150153,2.8971480051480083,91.23745945945947,81.34234234234235,5.727636207636207,23.02779922779923,6.9916214562510826,0.737049832689832,2610,90,542,32,70,834,300,666,0.132,0.758,0.111,-0.9096,5,6,1,0,2,0,114.0,2,2,2,9,24,42,2,13,29,1,57,14,6,7,9,91,97,37,2,13,17,3,5,8,5,3,7,6,2,5,21,31,0,2,12,4,4,10,20,23,1,2,38,16,104,19,74,45,9,87,0,6,5,1,55,33,0,7,47,356,125,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30669835601467205,0.0,0.0,0.09856058381828592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359218471166586,0.06690786406572853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19494988947461006,0.05272317819952129,0.0,0.0,0.16693268830661884,0.0,0.049450749865371034,0.2527228540949903,0.06540982065656914,0.10079293647302512,0.0,0.0,0.10476013796479286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06611515308554328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051017453102781364,0.0,0.06400163623216855,0.0,0.14186003026048216,0.0,0.0,0.1527819790734417,0.0,0.05101076541226968,0.060112552199074576,0.061466633002030875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060608164851079324,0.06941174836277061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04947523678192744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05357278095645807,0.0,0.0,0.21291194591960588,0.0,0.05583245280496972,0.1332901209374822,0.08983845202011398,0.08462130036308227,0.056865688700961085,0.0,0.054130958745792455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727223221468346,0.0,0.0,0.056814417259652576,0.03365916968374269,0.0,0.14210393044678551,0.0,0.0,0.17592742455214455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03969754901247683,0.0,0.059407922818268184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117544176712029,0.05264227242423793,0.06552414962090508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643485895353862,0.0,0.12549799190611444,0.2314763796619609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04973443449823332,0.06625809304168488,0.1293030790838336,0.0,0.05345325171675518,0.0,0.0790668523085379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454632660171557,0.12589449213965906,0.08707499302921368,0.04391489672270395,0.18271317279896876,0.0,0.06298690353660621,0.16673712718971376,0.0,0.11365677104951324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040132675745181735,0.04504359889955607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04105944740219462,0.0,0.061877955925350274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0567215786624329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05953790287823209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341817057166308,0.050578183045314036,0.0,0.14129528767692887,0.05929497499528138,0.0,0.09438997980497693,0.0,0.06178502716131585,0.0,0.0,0.09798375494772013,0.0,0.05926818950832464,0.060372854830900886,0.0,0.045594619976002865,0.0,0.06629800616925602,0.0,0.06312641499038216,0.0,0.049515101068989285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05581925520284279,0.0,0.04453014335609037,0.09520629452805296,0.10353125093169796,0.0545268073587108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047018366046951934,0.06906963458485284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042034181095728,0.0,0.057854627224997415,0.0,0.0,0.051151745142381064,0.0,0.04886717212402037,0.13973074315978926,0.0470103797904973,0.0,0.0,0.05325076312711735,0.054902555487828165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17127356736523214,0.0,0.043116809398694896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06475369680567572,0.0,0.11441768149710728
anxiety,throwaway02636282943,2019/02/27,"Relationship texting anxiety I know my partner is busy (work) and may not be able to be on his phone. Yet, whenever I ask a question and end up having to wait hours for an answer the anxiety just builds and builds and I drive myself crazy. My mind goes to from 'he's busy, he can't answer' to 'he's never going to answer me' to 'he's ghosting me' as time goes on without a response and it just spirals into thoughts about what I did wrong, is he okay, etc. We've been together 6 months and while I know I have trust and abandonment issues, I feel like I should know by now that all of these thoughts are irrational. Yet I just can't seem to make it stop. 

Does anyone else experience this? Do you have suggestions on how to deal? ",4.014391891891897,4.72624138513514,4.931999999999999,86.06300000000005,70.95945945945945,8.352432432432431,26.962162162162162,8.548686976883017,1.658141081081081,567,18,122,9,10,185,98,148,0.119,0.828,0.053,-0.8205,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,8,5,0,0,4,1,15,0,0,2,2,34,26,10,1,1,5,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,6,8,0,3,11,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,4,1,16,3,20,18,2,17,0,1,0,0,14,5,0,3,11,80,22,1,0.18405714127226605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816064185734678,0.0,0.0,0.1286970327192625,0.1885882921000896,0.0,0.0,0.17206858120185212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189754830729754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610696446665472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537561238364599,0.0,0.16301999611336473,0.0,0.20527236582659514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18004320196066886,0.0,0.0,0.09306482092556832,0.13149045850126265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460391498351393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812592086654493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19210783594168376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034589739994507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899210221403142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285957102636255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18584524389198875,0.0,0.14691265415596694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14195621411200998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061861216805637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19760848826418076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16755870871149053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538800116368387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922416215759849,0.10732519922417984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774245160920614,0.0,0.1339957909561823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20123759020712625,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sunsuede,2019/02/27,"Just venting i guess I don't know what's going on anymore. I feel like Im not even really here, in my body. Like time is just passing by and I'm not really to notice. I got a job this week and I want to go, I want to work and make money and be productive, but it's just so hard. The fear hits me on the drive there.. and just relief when leaving, which I guess is normal to a certain extent but still really unpleasant. I hate waking up, and being scared about the day. Scared something will happen that will make me freak out and cry.. embarrass myself.. slip further into this fucked up disassociating state.. I don't even know. I love the thought that I could just end my life, but I also hate it as well because it scares me. I'm so confused. Always confused. I try to just get through things and do shit normally, but the fear of doing them wrong makes me afraid to do them in the first place. I'm afraid to speak. I'm always ""quiet"". Im hurting so much and I just want it to stop.",0.935391405342628,2.9954581024390268,2.664947735191639,93.34325203252035,82.60975609756099,5.465737514518003,18.54239256678281,6.655083550727371,-0.060565621370499034,761,18,170,8,21,251,114,205,0.322,0.611,0.067,-0.9973,1,0,1,0,0,1,31.0,0,0,2,2,19,23,4,10,8,0,12,6,3,3,1,43,38,19,0,6,13,0,2,2,0,2,1,2,0,0,11,11,0,1,4,0,1,4,4,17,1,1,2,4,23,6,21,30,2,23,0,1,0,2,4,10,2,4,10,110,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125811404237708,0.18990645423035515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131718997513734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956374193538806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675658100264334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111193102457,0.0,0.12535050445483642,0.07359504883216464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107245056235817,0.0,0.0,0.15074440635349598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568232986306257,0.057700219214537635,0.08152412699757834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706657528373704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549792926581343,0.05962063222174314,0.0,0.12970892256000446,0.0,0.09126857991933301,0.0,0.2514221497226174,0.0,0.10091194863274608,0.0,0.10222506214144396,0.2253308368038913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221629894508508,0.0,0.24652861740885065,0.0,0.11324201293269046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254297749908522,0.0,0.0,0.1208318241775144,0.0,0.0,0.08060314354421227,0.11150212589225453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299368274164264,0.0,0.22851892187580286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388801353286485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236178972733379,0.0,0.129921238753538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192263960861938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193159099612094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427485314755906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713790792912793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785167737629385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113277564401512,0.0954056572169456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581325915909437,0.0,0.0,0.0905949501693693,0.06654165839347513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747692520505646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20192481329076334,0.0,0.09153656064956987,0.0,0.10260352788875418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307743393371672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476737131899845,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BrownManInThePalais,2019/02/27,I need help managing anxiety related to finding a place to rent My roommate and I are living in a university dorm have been trying to find a place next year off campus. One place fell through and I'm getting anxious about finding another place. I feel upset by this like I got butterflies in my stomach and it's a bit distracting since it's on my mind and I have school work to do. What are your pro tips for managing the anxiety?,4.576666666666668,5.654371162790699,5.779069767441863,79.1587596899225,69.93023255813954,9.919379844961243,32.93798449612403,10.125756701596842,3.4119984496124034,344,16,67,9,6,115,59,86,0.124,0.813,0.063,-0.4588,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,2,5,0,6,1,1,0,0,10,11,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,2,1,9,1,12,9,1,11,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,3,41,13,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662084297927186,0.24251487120338755,0.17906781412189812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17304861167509775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014591135621572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4346176310191029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281337523656156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267725429018748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624391358059024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743852293319095,0.0,0.1399646016672692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16004690381185155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753094607531285,0.0,0.0,0.16857401281748893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740845819697384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6624243929830778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16041756540735227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111864399607415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761586115555223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153949975648612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207332331146783
anxiety,beastmodeking,2019/02/27,"how do you deal with anticipatory anxiety about a date coming up ? so I have a date coming up probably sometime next week and right now my body is full of nervous energy. I feel lethargy and depressed somehow. I literally feel like running away and hiding under my blanket.
logically I'm happy but my body does not feel happy at all. i never knew anticipatory anxiety was a thing until i looked it up. i thought social anxiety was bad and it is I cant stand it but anticipatory anxiety might just be equal to it for me ",2.879702970297032,5.313113455445546,5.8737524752475245,70.93993564356438,77.8118811881188,8.396435643564358,27.921782178217825,9.120678840339163,2.8367893069306933,413,18,74,11,10,150,68,101,0.17600000000000002,0.722,0.102,-0.5927,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,1,3,0,9,2,2,1,2,22,18,9,0,0,4,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,6,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,4,4,12,3,12,12,3,19,0,1,1,0,3,8,0,2,8,57,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4952197230773769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520512732673753,0.0,0.13512721008683395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595290465309925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788166457448324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16684693339485715,0.1393900483474954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162472793056968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454890858692302,0.11561644932699648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34455718299226484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906542739462373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359023957632403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17168357742995166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481874063414165,0.0,0.17211558105957697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17448775507594122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13820799047094925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649725324790252,0.0,0.0,0.1600610200275054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751737134385084,0.0,0.0,0.1284805719642946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981595161666565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,reatss,2019/02/27,"Does anyone else get anxiety over STDs? I have overwhelming anxiety about STDs. Sometimes I cant get them out of my mind to the point where my life stops. I just sit there paralyzed in my seat.

 I had one encounter months ago where I was fisting my partner, then when I pulled my hand out it was smeared in blood. It was a thin layer covering my entire hand. I went immediately to the bathroom to wash my hands. Until this day if I catch the flu I start thinking I have HIV.

I can't even bring myself to have intercourse with a condom. The last time I did it I started freaking out for weeks after. It has reached the point where I am too scared to even kiss.

I have made myself celibate until I am with a monogamous longterm partner.",2.398463796477497,4.599552897260273,3.2675538160469664,90.21027397260276,78.24657534246576,6.36320939334638,24.81213307240705,7.447530270364453,1.129205088062622,577,21,119,8,14,183,90,146,0.096,0.828,0.076,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,10,4,0,2,8,0,14,10,4,1,0,11,22,5,0,1,2,0,4,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,5,5,0,1,1,0,0,4,2,3,0,1,7,4,26,1,19,15,0,31,0,1,0,3,3,12,0,1,14,84,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18068914709685174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31186939993809565,0.0,0.0,0.14252752679178965,0.20885503175156192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314579622750797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783790784487863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17027960626960711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692647507957948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129927745355852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16615431057030491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14397605778416106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19287543970891347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058172004301196,0.0,0.16270069953317176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812518481835004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3853835854657629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040763350050483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20159994419954894,0.0,0.2885536683206512,0.0,0.0,0.17041680773738446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061047956803756,0.0,0.0,0.1188589580089746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16350569675011345,0.0,0.0,0.18895888407506534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dinosaurcouple,2019/02/27,"Shortness of breath, chest and stomach tightening, verge of tears Hi,

I’m trying to make sense of this feeling. I don’t usually have anxiety so I can’t say if what I’m feeling is okay?? I have been a little more stressed than usual at work and for the past two weeks, I’ve just felt all these symptoms...like all the time, even when I’m home from work. When I think about the way I’m feeling - like how I’m having trouble breathing, I start to get lightheaded. 

I’ve been blaming it on taking Folic Acid since I started that two weeks ago. But I haven’t taken it the past couple of days and I am still feeling this way. 

Are there any suggestions to help cope or reduce this?",1.8985618729096991,3.9088096811594255,2.829710144927539,93.6821237458194,79.0,5.695429208472687,22.93422519509476,6.67199483983844,0.497428539576366,528,17,114,5,13,167,90,138,0.09,0.8029999999999999,0.107,-0.2155,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,9,4,0,1,5,1,11,4,4,2,2,17,28,10,0,1,4,0,5,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,8,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,4,7,8,2,13,24,3,21,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,15,64,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117615800849334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830362464669464,0.0,0.1218349978155432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17622037919031736,0.0,0.10271081773203283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519105218889777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32211061982487993,0.11377680810983815,0.15291650030435386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08320782425406414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067499647735018,0.0,0.15975277632691715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780737095080398,0.15962236852179876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630862494854908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30406720906292245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665153859107126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174317620663534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254529335452069,0.0,0.12718684282597773,0.0,0.18243408850231976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974520727029245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204866201055657,0.0,0.0,0.09286695579787947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081284470823937,0.0,0.3111516741908402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508091960221629,0.0,0.0,0.2528295328785801,0.25550074756078145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318892727110104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rayaela,2019/02/27,"DAE get super anxious when their friends do stuff without them? It's not that I wasn't invited but I just wasn't able to go because I had to be responsible and study for a test. 

Unfortunately this meant I stayed home anxious that they were hanging out without me and so I got no studying done anyways...

Does anyone else experience this? How do I reason with myself and stop feeling anxious over something so silly?",4.066401446654613,6.3622266708860815,4.793707052441231,80.79518987341773,73.43037974683544,6.53960216998192,31.53887884267631,7.447530270364453,2.176401808318265,333,16,59,4,7,107,62,79,0.19,0.682,0.129,-0.7368,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,3,1,6,3,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,2,0,15,13,8,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,1,3,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,7,1,11,3,8,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,46,17,1,0.18420546054377904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6242992152441161,0.0,0.12880074100249925,0.18874026272131528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228993901421697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16119943986055418,0.18850614090616785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538800255558958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801882866684454,0.0,0.0,0.09313981560574078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231668187472213,0.0,0.09623975033411562,0.0,0.10468820824353373,0.0,0.14732593428592589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847730961206257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893938928151354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181036299115912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19633851162326185,0.0,0.15400401318912094,0.0,0.0,0.2108711815523134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3551349811540288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheyCalledKeys,2019/02/27,"Feeling Relieved Was pretty open about my anxiety to some friends today and they seemed not surprised by it, might tell my mom about too. :)",11.982399999999998,9.122243240000008,9.264,73.17200000000003,56.6,11.6,45.0,8.841846274778883,4.1878,111,5,19,1,1,32,23,25,0.094,0.531,0.375,0.8759999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,4,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,3,4,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,1,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800652793908777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851110156225466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828477311290373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3883739426285491,0.0,0.42877156070824574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37245502467995895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332834301673809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.319987286808134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470197222532333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bochinkotron,2019/02/27,"i am experiencing anxiety about my income sometimes i get panic attacks. ive been overcoming them for 2 years and have been able to manage them.

lately i've been getting very worked up about my income. i was broke after a divorce and made efforts to increase my salary and find additional sources of income. now i am technically making 100K before taxes but i have to constantly work for it to seem like its good enough. i am very tired - not of work but of being paranoid - job, overtime, uber, another uber, tenant, trading, attempting freelancing. i no longer have any particular goals . i constantly work and feel like a loser - someone else says ""i \[they\] do ok"" and it turns out that they make 600K and they are my age. i think i am doing ok but then i remember what others had achieved and its a mix of inspiration and shock ... and panic attacks. 

​

does anyone else just have a job and that is good enough - recognized as ""good enough"" by you and your social circle?",4.081521739130434,6.296198673913048,4.863478260869567,80.67663043478264,73.13043478260869,7.643478260869566,27.26086956521739,8.472884824447931,2.0939956521739136,772,29,139,14,16,249,114,184,0.159,0.69,0.151,-0.1875,6,0,0,0,1,0,35.0,0,2,5,9,4,15,2,2,4,2,19,1,0,3,0,27,28,16,0,0,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,8,13,0,0,6,0,2,1,2,7,0,0,6,3,24,8,17,21,4,11,0,2,0,0,10,2,0,1,10,93,32,11,0.11475446365237735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433641342344234,0.13943923383960544,0.0780369703818498,0.12033006076552405,0.08778685059728927,0.0,0.0,0.08023898915992113,0.11757950906697365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610995377936791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764759650255382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24801761587627064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042240445887952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917252588208064,0.0,0.0,0.3557161102638901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058023304808479885,0.0819806117622844,0.0,0.0,0.1048835008258766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199089418850902,0.0,0.0,0.2887517988688888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22775219654152815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944803335249375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121264689373958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858344815473243,0.15319899114195146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26927927573126004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999443727238336,0.0,0.0,0.09125735540328266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044681538328844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697772432322773,0.09723108466034944,0.0,0.11349509881623895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353002672628693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318933749048555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248199038800197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18936890114573607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341704650319861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943923383960544,0.07389811221925151
anxiety,scaaredoflife,2019/02/27,"New job tomorrow I went for a job interview on Tuesday and got the call the same day that I had got the job. Although my anxiety took over this morning and I didn’t go in, I actually had a shower and drummed up the strength to call them and apologise. 

They said it’s fine and I can start tomorrow. 

I’m actually going tomorrow. 

Wish me luck.

Made this account to post this. ",1.4782894736842105,3.753118407894739,3.6413157894736834,85.87671052631579,82.02631578947368,8.010526315789475,27.921052631578952,8.841846274778883,2.47182105263158,293,14,62,8,8,100,52,76,0.023,0.8,0.177,0.8909999999999999,4,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,6,0,4,0,0,1,0,9,15,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,5,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,0,0,9,1,9,3,7,6,1,16,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,7,38,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.3607994859329217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14141978446997452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3775318386893651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922142214333295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101239479784761,0.0,0.2957038569211388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5503443795111056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17492195847749298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785419578750139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17704777265909102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758471649027275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308470712100226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053897336356352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17136996874260138,0.0,0.0,0.2125834702324619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kitcatkittycat,2019/02/27,"Does anyone else get super anxious before their period? I always track my period using 2/4 apps, and I've noticed a massive spike in my anxiety the week before I come on. It's usually relationship-based, such as the past few days where I've become convinced my partner is falling out of love with me  because he's not been online as much and we didn't meet up this week. I have 0 other 'evidence' apart from a *gut feeling* which somehow only pops up the week before my period.

Does anyone else experience this? ",4.957186147186151,6.220494444444448,6.374199134199134,74.5527272727273,69.20202020202021,8.889466089466088,28.284271284271284,9.23628265651192,2.575342279942279,406,14,70,8,7,138,74,99,0.054000000000000006,0.831,0.115,0.8343,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,1,1,3,3,0,0,5,0,4,2,1,1,0,10,9,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,1,10,3,10,7,2,18,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,1,9,42,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434933695324516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351800506952408,0.18240612678921156,0.0,0.2257960002527909,0.3308738449595333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842575011873583,0.17832211813279356,0.4121768660488334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908523533177986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412964692236967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28259300746412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697616024479574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15794083987975194,0.0,0.0,0.08164004983345037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435724251908168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572577896618766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869316440182133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183825582478724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279914366782665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413377003286088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17334978640643625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13945134611926424,0.17782760631023364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38854528499593777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Fourside4,2019/02/27,"Advice for not getting nervous talking in front of an entire class? I have to give my first real public speaking speech soon and I've super nervous. I've never been good at presentations because my heartbeat always felt like it was going 200 mph so my breathing became super shallow. 

When I comes to small groups I'm MUCH better but not when an entire classroom's eyes are on me. I  completely freeze up and have a very hard time saying complete sentences. It's really obvious and not at all who I am if you talk to me in normal circumstances.

Could I please have some advice of how you guys are able to do this? I really need to conquer this fear once and for all. 
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anxiety,zywantstodie,2019/02/27,"Heya guys, I just need to get this stuff off my chest I'm using an alt because I'm way too embarrassed to tell this to anyone directly, even the friendly r/anxiety community.

Basically, I suffer from these super long and arduous intrusive thought cycles that just absolutely ruin my day any time they come on. The most recent one pertains to my greatest passion yet - video games.

Now, what I am about to tell you sounds super petty and downright ridiculous, but hear me out for a second. Basically, at some point in time in the past month, I had a sudden thought about how I'm not ""real gamer"", because I started out with gaming at around the age of 6-7 with tablet stuff, as opposed to the ""true"" PC games that I only got around to discover when I was 10-11 years old.

Berate, laugh and downvote me all you want; but this is the kind of stupid shit I deal with on a daily basis, stupid thoughts like this that completely ruins my hobbies and interests. I really don't want video games to fall into this, because I genuinely love modding and game development so much that it has become my primary future career prospect, as well as an art form I wish to spread to everyone around me and my kids. But I can't be irrational anymore, it's legitimately driving me insane with all these lightning-fast thoughts travelling through my brain at any given moment.",14.32,7.781140127906982,12.858042635658915,60.31752906976747,56.63565891472869,16.00077519379845,48.52906976744186,12.161744961471696,5.644409302325581,1075,42,196,20,8,347,167,258,0.116,0.74,0.14400000000000002,0.5979,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,1,2,15,19,4,1,11,0,8,5,3,2,3,40,27,15,0,4,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,16,17,0,1,4,9,0,4,3,8,1,2,8,2,26,11,38,18,7,37,0,3,0,2,16,15,1,2,18,128,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17113259461633112,0.0,0.09625688595033216,0.0,0.12478602277159101,0.08798077588826224,0.0,0.0,0.3360366381631915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301078988060657,0.13896542271605286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404639258179397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838834085096052,0.13192663353477888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114764760176607,0.12972153967657762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310718016240172,0.0,0.0,0.1202325602807277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721319920774432,0.0,0.06573912416795677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063490245516044,0.0,0.0,0.12458796286160816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418155481955974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310288796737207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06147244524143825,0.0,0.0,0.11135244421376857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356327911931753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043346786900166,0.0,0.0924969147816092,0.09329871455609116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203368764170376,0.0,0.08526325548173408,0.095696681307144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011557922099612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894666113658905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321804121658385,0.08060764257651498,0.0,0.12423843452843893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915903752055996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906060532903882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880823514064589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21995571774435413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3995685692176914,0.14674082378734388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867364892646122,0.0,0.0,0.1484313945116909,0.09987517522680367,0.0,0.0,0.11313308511829832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14469420191653898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102810513688694
anxiety,gotgotg0t,2019/02/27,"Ketamine So a google search on it originally out of curiosity (for its mental health implications) revealed a clinic has opened up near me much to my surprise.  I have tried and failed 10 different medications (the experiences of some of them were horrifying), therapy for years.  Has anyone had experience with infusions?  I know this is all pretty new and non insurance covered so I’m not sure how common it is.  When I saw there was a clinic near me I was shocked but I don’t want to just jump.  It all seems too good to be true so I’m not letting my hopes get too high, but it’s a hell of an anchor right now.  Thank you to all in advance.  ",2.0720956995760176,4.4121925511811035,3.9223622047244113,84.34127801332527,80.18110236220473,7.372259236826168,23.942459115687466,8.384062270229773,1.620620109024833,502,18,103,11,13,169,92,127,0.111,0.77,0.119,0.023,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,2,10,9,1,0,6,0,12,4,0,2,5,23,21,9,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,5,1,11,6,17,14,5,17,1,1,1,0,2,9,1,3,6,73,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140275659700694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22622768328682294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4236156266766354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312794772283255,0.0,0.0,0.18161502605656396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23016118254646745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287757517616084,0.0,0.21506307037608774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189991828271568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214165164196285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181311171232064,0.21821123380647836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917440751420364,0.0,0.0,0.20912594872880644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22028877540550126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849153709764128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19712070942687365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040768897177106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19935166120661105,0.24762083749786476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700960418744072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277149585674774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943817107429576
anxiety,Raptor_Queen,2019/02/27,"How do I climb out the tar pit? Paralyzed with fear. For me my anxiety is like a tar pit. I fall in and it consumes me- and I can't seem to fight my way out.

I'm a full time engineering student and the curriculum is challenging as you'd expect. 

After a bad two weeks of depressive episodes and anxiety attacks I have fallen pretty far behind on my homework and studying. 
And it seems impossible to catch up. I /can't/ make myself do the work. It has become such an overwhelming feat that I just freeze and do nothing for hours at a time. Days are passing and the pile of work is just growing and growing. But my panic is only getting worse and I can't seem to make myself get to work.

How do you get over the paralyzing anxiety? How do you make yourself do it? 

I have a project due tomorrow that I haven't even started and I battling with myself to even show up.",1.7059111111111136,3.9697547942857163,3.4405238095238104,87.71208730158733,81.05714285714286,6.631746031746032,25.722222222222214,7.793537801064563,1.555298412698412,679,28,139,12,18,226,98,175,0.16,0.7609999999999999,0.078,-0.9409,0,0,0,0,1,0,17.0,0,3,0,5,8,10,3,3,11,0,19,0,0,6,0,28,30,16,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,15,0,0,3,1,0,7,4,8,0,1,0,1,22,2,22,29,1,27,0,2,0,0,4,10,0,3,10,101,28,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558692083140202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764069925689272,0.0,0.0,0.12947145421015555,0.0,0.17125533228691994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000305891011406,0.0,0.13355587117040998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20483581420426156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17448942469634926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430426648643012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527062046718957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575614012863285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105180520844218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878750543392574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793269603113493,0.0,0.1819334786813264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15775521461009911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4234916612862725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975466602554296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808374201768609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15147440109603422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308210190983575,0.12438249871868345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.338663985618972,0.0,0.15802284253230134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,culaterjobin,2019/02/27,"Anxiety & Taking tests I hate taking tests. Even tho I know the material, I still fail at exams. I over think too much & end up failing and now I'm beating myself up for it. I'm scared of being a failure.",0.3113636363636374,2.4855474090909127,3.1283636363636376,88.30754545454548,86.27272727272728,5.3381818181818215,20.163636363636364,6.742157984588678,0.4229509090909094,162,5,34,2,5,57,34,44,0.416,0.584,0.0,-0.9657,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,5,4,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,8,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,6,7,1,7,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,22,6,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6097344137600509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152493481635503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492126996165871,0.0,0.0,0.18584401709087264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777972921123374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463507941011997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20684131236236128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817031622478018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247046046220637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4231145118032973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18029226718574654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FantasticCoin,2019/02/27,Anxiety about being gay How can I deal with the anxiety that comes with hiding that I’m gay?,1.6642105263157916,3.985217789473687,3.6413157894736834,85.87671052631579,81.63157894736842,8.010526315789475,20.026315789473685,8.841846274778883,1.5339263157894742,74,2,15,2,2,25,14,19,0.28600000000000003,0.7140000000000001,0.0,-0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7514266138146107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4230652339233504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5063337356887142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CloudySkyz,2019/02/27,"Those of you who have taken anti anxiety medicine, how do they work? Not in a science way, but what do you feel like on the medicine vs off the medicine? Do you stop worrying/feel more calm once you take it? How does it affect your mood? What was it like taking it for the first time? Any insight would be incredibly appreciated ",2.890520833333333,5.128537843750003,3.504375,88.93645833333336,76.8125,6.7666666666666675,24.729166666666664,7.793537801064563,1.1826854166666665,258,9,54,4,6,81,48,64,0.076,0.7190000000000001,0.206,0.9176,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,5,1,2,2,4,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,3,0,10,11,3,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,6,3,5,7,1,7,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,5,36,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038937344489816,0.0,0.2293680638319501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623820346596809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032047052719548,0.21419761688380465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25503406010672763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929622250883882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31930768130821835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506701410456065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4508675969498572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17483247200920007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23798999251304626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218278796974452,0.0,0.0,0.2129896400434669,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gibby1928,2019/02/27,"Been feelings extremely sick every morning I'm not exactly sure if this is due to anxiety or something else, but I'm pretty sure it's anxiety because I can't think of anything else it would be. Every single morning for the past few weeks, I feel so sick that I can't eat a thing. I will skip breakfast and I can barely eat something until lunch. I was wondering what I should even do about this.",5.115625000000001,5.5019043125000024,5.9899999999999975,80.61500000000002,68.375,8.9,32.25,8.841846274778883,2.6238250000000005,315,13,61,5,5,104,59,80,0.184,0.7609999999999999,0.055,-0.8025,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,11,6,0,0,3,14,17,6,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,7,1,4,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,7,2,5,11,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,41,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017219449085264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16228257559332193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021408837598235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4035790578457561,0.32947826232469124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025177257137632,0.0,0.3323067468101642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994251332371569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18825409641380605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006279655261165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30363545761817456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717259866699448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310139676656223,0.12636073923419844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15818562782004367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21385996691357592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400884834742414,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,peachpassionmango,2019/02/27,"""Have you taken your meds?"" - Argument with my BF First time posting in this subreddit, unfortunately I don't have many people in ""real-life"" to talk to / go to for support. 

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Last night, while on the phone with my boyfriend (together \~1.5 years, he doesn't have mental illness), he asked me how my day went. I am currently working two jobs 7-days/week to support myself. I recently got promoted at my main M-F job and have been under a lot of stress which has exacerbated my anxiety and subsequently my depression. I would think that even a ""normal"" person would become exhausted with this schedule eventually. 

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Anyway, I was venting to my BF that I was just tired, needed a vacation to rest, and felt overwhelmed. His response to me was, ""Did you take your medication?” - I don't know if anyone else has the same feelings on this question/phrase, but honestly it makes me feel terrible. Almost as if I'm being asked if I'm crazy, or like asking ""Are you on your period"". I've always found the phrase to be condescending in a way, almost dismissive of my feelings. 

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I know he likely meant the question in a caring or concerned way, but I’ve also told him before that I personally didn’t like the question. So to remind him, I said, “I do take my medications daily like I’m supposed to but I would appreciate if you didn’t ask me that question, it makes me feel bad and can come off as condescending.” The conversation went downhill at that point. He became upset and basically took this as me not “wanting \[him\] to care about \[my\] health”, despite me trying to explain why I didn’t like what he asked in a calm manner. 

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Today he’s pretty much ignored me (presumably because he’s upset) which hurt my feelings. Anyone else have the problem with the question “Did you take your meds today?”. 

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anxiety,Vintagems,2019/02/27,Dealing with travel anxiety? Hi r/anxiety friends! I have a road trip for spring break coming up this weekend and am stressing out super hard about leaving and being in the car for extended periods of time. I don’t mentally feel anxious but my body just isn’t agreeing with my brain. Anything I can do or take to make myself less anxious / feel like i’m going to explode?,3.9333333333333336,5.9063101111111145,4.9872222222222256,80.68000000000002,72.8888888888889,7.5777777777777775,32.83333333333333,8.344100000000001,2.8155666666666668,296,15,52,5,6,97,59,72,0.112,0.7390000000000001,0.149,0.701,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,2,0,7,2,2,1,0,12,14,4,0,0,3,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,2,0,5,2,1,0,0,0,3,6,3,11,13,1,14,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,5,33,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362674295747832,0.4965854116537546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18086302796465806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24412983308332306,0.0,0.2453509835501728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18932395544478026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265870554447096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222582018904796,0.15701331921983114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16980412515732712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490798254226815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968827745283111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23271890764389475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737507736164052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670713954950995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22148999382837453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517611651307767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16524977951591455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281574796999914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jlac7979,2019/02/27,"Severe social anxiety stopping me from job I just got hired at a company where I would be entering the home of people who requested a demo on our product and present it to them, basically just small presentations. I have severe social anxiety, the type where I'm insanely nervous and anxious during something simple like when strangers in a class go in a circle and say their name and something about them. I kinda got the job without knowing exactly what it was, I would never have applied knowing I was basically going to be a salesman. I wondering if people have any tips or opinions on how I would be able to do this job or if they would bail if they were me. It's very early, haven't even done papers so leaving now would be harmless. The main reason I'm hesitant to leave is the pay, far better than I've ever had so I'm trying to convince myself I can do it even though it would probably make me miserable.  ",6.728379888268157,6.525555944134084,7.541837988826817,72.87320391061455,64.97765363128491,10.288491620111733,35.21843575418994,9.888512548439397,3.5026286033519547,730,31,130,14,10,245,110,179,0.126,0.821,0.054000000000000006,-0.8271,3,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,5,1,14,6,0,2,10,0,23,0,0,3,3,31,34,14,0,9,8,0,0,1,0,6,0,1,1,0,8,4,0,1,4,0,1,3,3,2,0,0,7,1,19,4,15,17,1,20,0,1,0,0,12,9,0,8,9,99,27,8,0.11982427842687945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148461827986762,0.0,0.18333049004618016,0.13536732799752252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597483685187352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262183893158232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15828561162253885,0.10838791990651662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13619779756315106,0.0,0.19166884322825364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019352113664647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3567213214476133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170457949562273,0.0,0.0,0.25375321918817434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058540089881283765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998363630071276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924158704552598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16614213475503453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291908385487788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319931492822273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528907559943177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27073465599504504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442915240580064,0.0,0.1844931672351919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017846214088924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772674517331767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135281957964106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886757871578793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155063284641646,0.1299443185924452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5107183768077281,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fceprep123,2019/02/27,"I can't do life Everytime I open my mouth to say something, i say something bad, rude, something that could be interpreted negatively, or just plain dumb. Everytime I do something, I worry that it's the wrong thing. I don't know how to fucking be. I don't know how to act or speak like a normal person with normal ideas. I have no friends and now that I start thinking about it, I can see why. I'm just horrible to be around and no fun.

There's always some gossip about someone going around at work. The worst thing is that people act fake to them. So maybe my coworker will bitch about peron X. Then when person X comes into the room, my coworker will act so fake and nice. It drives me crazy. It keeps happening every single day with different people and it gives me anxiety. I don't know what they're saying about me when I'm not in the room but I know it's bad. I look like shit everyday , I don't  wear makeup because it makes me break out, my skin is terrible, and I never have any fun stories or even any stories at all. When I do talk, I try to keep every sentence to a minimum because I hate having any attention on me. I don't even make eye contact when I'm speaking to people sometimes. I'm so weird but I don't know how to stop this behavior.",2.3143559143559145,3.9794798687258752,3.853873288873292,88.40073973323976,76.56756756756756,7.025693225693227,23.74183924183925,7.84624498591911,1.1277243243243245,982,31,209,15,22,326,134,259,0.204,0.731,0.065,-0.9857,1,0,4,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,1,22,21,6,0,6,0,22,7,5,5,2,44,45,21,0,3,8,0,1,2,1,2,1,5,2,2,15,13,0,3,9,0,0,6,12,15,0,0,0,9,30,6,23,39,4,29,0,0,3,1,13,11,4,4,13,132,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929327790440873,0.0,0.0,0.2278535777436808,0.0,0.0854404772915797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988507486583743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18650845734744256,0.13616708047046427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620871778385776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917321939901769,0.0,0.0,0.07202906756989141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166894550120037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475368140019993,0.0,0.18820273124833764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628932940586606,0.10325310732384214,0.0,0.10714063332750448,0.06347446530539637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876470879520292,0.0,0.0,0.11026808411216243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12608136485153632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19854560442133684,0.0,0.0,0.3069020906112849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888804158458983,0.10912954454851356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937892011806334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14910427740257726,0.0,0.11220490266457933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614012954446601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188596772219105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23228972913566714,0.1950420813202458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664546665807106,0.0,0.0,0.08900031632690399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464540643847425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463228518206772,0.3439293542855714,0.11046159358875428,0.0,0.07905284439719427,0.0,0.0,0.09337558217946153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977001951707507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14840015607890947,0.07156471084236116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07582834401576541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078041462439027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130968315533714,0.11342387258020142,0.0,0.0,0.1221125274303258,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CharlemagnesJoy,2019/02/27,Need some advice/help. Can anyone chat? ... Generalised Anxiety Disorder and Borderline Personality Disorder if thats useful.,8.260000000000002,12.587138333333336,9.694444444444443,36.24500000000001,82.33333333333334,15.733333333333334,39.333333333333336,11.20814326018867,9.266533333333337,102,6,9,6,3,35,17,18,0.309,0.565,0.126,-0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25736016352478563,0.0,0.0,0.2352324890431649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7711322859588698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254950456187279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494509582119413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937487215309593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290558621156523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,drwolfmaker,2019/02/27,"Too afraid to sleep So I get extremely bad anxiety before I’m supposed to go to sleep, because I’m afraid of dying (in all ways shapes and form). I get about 4 - 6 hours of sleep a week. 

So I know being sleep deprived also increases anxiety and paranoia. But for those of you who also have this paranoia and fear and anxiety about dying especially dying in your sleep. How do you cope? 

I’m on a few anti psychotics, anti anxiety, anti depression,  and PTSD medications. But even those don’t help. 


What are some non-medication ways you all cope with this?",3.0681308411214943,5.3380967943925235,4.683934579439256,80.53898598130844,76.38317757009347,8.018317757009347,25.65327102803738,8.841846274778883,2.186469906542056,435,16,81,10,10,146,64,107,0.284,0.693,0.023,-0.9788,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,4,0,0,9,6,0,3,2,0,5,6,5,1,2,13,12,12,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,6,0,0,0,0,7,0,13,11,6,10,0,2,0,0,6,4,0,1,2,52,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20511250852616067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3924236050875592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707793824967267,0.07817602719802087,0.0,0.10912574487793147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104559102491695,0.0,0.399289415282401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470360049051229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443095542321564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400383695458234,0.0,0.07288371769373195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595889270423414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629398236044945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704792556317205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244958146723516,0.12919180115118226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990975021121697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6416804147176777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20358738979711774,0.10286917373709767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iAintGotTheTime,2019/02/27,"Please help me continue my recovery! Hey guys/gals, beginning of 2018 I decided to start the slow process of curing my anxiety and depression. I'm no longer depressed, or at least only feel so ever-so-often. Talking it out helped a lot. Then to continue my journey, I forced myself to go out whenever I was asked, and now idc as much what people think in regards to my appearance. Now I hit a major wall in regards to the inability to talk to anybody other then those really close to me (this began in middle school). I don't have a problem approaching someone i need to talk to (i.e. bankteller, store employee when I'm looking for something, teacher, etc.), but my mind literally goes blank when there is someone i WANT to talk to. Even happens with people I've known for years, though I'm not as close to them as others. I've turned down many people and opportunities just because I didn't want to sit there, not talking because my brain shut off. Any advice, critiques, bashes, et cetera are welcome you guys. Thanks in advance",6.3216156462585005,6.837110311224492,6.734081632653062,75.8740136054422,65.78571428571428,9.594557823129252,34.1904761904762,9.516144504307137,3.217055782312925,815,35,146,15,12,265,130,196,0.066,0.835,0.1,0.862,1,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,1,2,10,6,0,0,5,0,6,1,1,0,0,24,25,14,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,8,0,0,4,0,1,5,5,3,0,0,3,2,19,3,31,21,6,33,0,2,1,0,13,14,0,3,13,92,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335151706769956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291441858546462,0.0,0.10452307595725546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773243929542222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16657915014122587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15252645504341858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23536181508399784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15238075320801822,0.09024412143553304,0.12359143078037944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908522466091295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07765109195048897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13528712233910214,0.12082319161288882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831630463579588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473643534924133,0.0,0.0,0.11615960698185185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852336291541953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379593309131143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044021218927207,0.1013108676016436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391476298417864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28417019394308124,0.0,0.0,0.14998086304068006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307383338403968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752993268562413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827883866048432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23153563382700634,0.10518595858038177,0.0,0.0,0.09670880502418903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5490979724192304,0.0,0.12579235232956135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875482434596877,0.13424020766923736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486163383862353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16117814086560195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798650303590139
anxiety,freefloralcouch,2019/02/27,"My imposter syndrome has taken over yet again. I am on my second sick day, I am terrified to go back into work, and I don’t know where to go from here. For the record, I work at a nonprofit, so these two sick days essentially wipe out all of my paid time off for the entire year. I’m beating myself up for using my only vacation time to stay in bed all day panicking. I am back to fantasizing about escaping to a beach somewhere and having zero responsibilities, but I know that isn’t a real option. I have emails coming in as we speak, and my stomach is in knots knowing I have to face the music tomorrow. 

I am good at my job, but I’m miserable. I have so much responsibility, but I am still barely paid a livable wage. I make enough money to survive, but I am always weighing the pros and cons wondering if I’m so stupid for putting myself in this position. 

I tried to quit a few months ago for different reasons, and my higher ups fought for me to stay. I was offered a raise and more hours, and I was given so much praise that for a moment I believed it, so I stayed. 

But I’m back in this place where I’m convinced I’m going to fail. I’m convinced I’m going to let everyone down. I’m convinced they’re going to realize it was all a big act, and I can barely get out of bed in the mornings. I’ve been hitting snooze multiple times every morning. I have friends getting up at 6am every day, and I can barely start my day at 8:30am. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I am literally petrified to be exhausted. I’m convinced I will burn out and get extremely sick and end up in the hospital if I am overworked. I think about it all the time. Like any job might kill me. 

No job sounds ideal. No job sounds like an escape from my anxiety. There are reasons to stay in this job, and I feel like there are even more reasons to not start a new job. It’s always so terrifying. There are so many opportunities to fuck up. So much small talk, and being phony is such a trigger for my anxiety. 

So I just don’t know what to do. I don’t know how to visualize a life for myself where I am actually working a job and it’s not a constant battle against my own mind. I feel like I am still in the mindset that a career is somehow optional, but I am 26 with bills to pay and an apartment that only I rent, and I’m fucking here. So I have to cope. Somehow I have to get this under control. My therapist doesn’t want me to do anything impulsive, but this sense of urgency to get out or get better is overwhelming. I need to know what to do NOW. Not in two months. Or three weeks. I need to know that I will be okay NOW. 

I have thought about asking for less responsibility at work and staying at the same nonprofit but changing roles. But then I’d be making even less money and they would always remember how I broke down saying I wasn’t capable. I wouldn’t have anyone fooled anymore. 

I just don’t know what I’m missing. I’m envious of everyone else who does it every day and still feels like their life is their own. I feel so trapped and so bitter, but I want everyone to believe that I’m doing just fine. And that’s the most suffocating part of all of this. 

Thanks for listening. You’re not alone if you’re feeling similarly. ",3.154556390977444,4.2387280947368415,4.8920300751879715,84.16135338345865,73.3157894736842,8.015037593984962,26.65413533834587,8.480668928828255,1.7065037593984966,2513,87,536,43,49,856,274,665,0.138,0.746,0.117,-0.9618,11,2,0,0,0,1,67.0,1,0,3,13,43,34,8,2,26,1,57,11,2,10,5,102,121,52,1,10,22,0,5,5,1,5,6,5,3,0,25,30,1,1,22,1,8,8,15,16,0,5,11,11,69,18,85,99,19,86,1,5,0,2,16,39,2,12,39,369,94,17,0.0,0.0,0.05802544039991845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05270866309001302,0.0,0.0,0.06158375026626869,0.0,0.0,0.14842915508664958,0.0,0.0,0.040435575974424966,0.0,0.09097513267141888,0.0,0.05896941743493528,0.041576572314520256,0.0,0.04893140553411837,0.0,0.05558808667330633,0.0,0.0,0.1371657093278794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13398455899982434,0.0,0.05258849654524251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629019423755736,0.051220458627963095,0.0,0.06425630762373383,0.06669066153220819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300848796527706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06212417689828852,0.0,0.0,0.052034795112649565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04967210561436742,0.0,0.05266487123992301,0.06143919448914546,0.0,0.07854697008506245,0.0,0.15029558284778233,0.1704528410872483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15032655281144786,0.1274370303891766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045939485824946814,0.10994162761364316,0.1863957726401632,0.0,0.16896552095264644,0.049873135958433935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05855718999513354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41304165455642494,0.0,0.0657848793045112,0.0,0.2941043094093782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06080298677158848,0.08399824388684402,0.1452484101854813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938147028535114,0.06028420616168548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06307881332809212,0.060038744163123416,0.0,0.09492253955470477,0.0,0.13113221476377065,0.08817928038096833,0.0,0.05742788523533236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044566725983798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643905592879797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06212417689828852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05977481245538532,0.0,0.06324418180415571,0.0,0.06767973102382754,0.0,0.1834076920505647,0.0,0.0,0.06735781667150212,0.0,0.0,0.047285840411005815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417372228088604,0.3168880187758945,0.14245709493511474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04779256679249977,0.0,0.054743777091442035,0.0,0.0690389012253728,0.0,0.0381002615496693,0.0,0.04720545864981705,0.13868894449021846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040370172755156815,0.0,0.11616967762950332,0.0,0.0,0.051355285034223,0.0,0.0,0.07014337558807238,0.0,0.04769609476699846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06448300891394,0.17315350866507462,0.0,0.0,0.04223944789190186,0.06501136075062043,0.0,0.03829098844287165
anxiety,Joedirty18,2019/02/27,Showers help anxiety? Does anyone else use a shower as a way to calm down when their anxiety is bad?  It doesn’t always work for me but whenever im having bad anxiety i always jump in the shower and just huddle over and let the water hit me till iv either calmed down or iv distracted my thoughts. I tend to do this with migraines as well and also whenever im sick. It’s just relaxing ,2.397034358047016,4.278228848101263,4.49497287522604,82.93696202531646,76.9746835443038,8.05858951175407,23.943942133815554,8.841846274778883,1.8847562386980103,305,10,60,7,7,105,57,79,0.213,0.638,0.15,-0.7013,3,0,0,0,1,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,5,7,0,1,4,0,5,5,0,1,0,11,9,10,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,0,3,4,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,3,1,0,1,0,6,4,11,6,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,40,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633277431075417,0.3398820246997035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4687207685793201,0.0,0.0,0.1428068114726182,0.209264286105406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410576588740258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17872861474617702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17061327153805794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689532682610878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4412206313414777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088455152862576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16214085622273802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17639464005173794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16211331595351053,0.0,0.0,0.1836330152205436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486865023449745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,meilii,2019/02/27,"Anyone else experience nitpicking their partner as a side affect of anxiety? How do you control it? I am driving my partner nuts. I don’t know how to fix it. I’ve been nitpicking about the littlest things. I believe it’s a side effect of anxiety and feeling out of control all the time, so I choose to control my environment through controlling the smallest details. How do I fix this? Any experience/suggestions are welcome. I feel completely helpless and that’s making me feel even more anxious. ",4.380610500610501,7.1830941428571435,5.469816849816855,73.85573870573872,74.60439560439559,8.44004884004884,37.583638583638574,9.150863307647796,4.241292063492064,401,25,63,10,9,132,61,91,0.135,0.813,0.052000000000000005,-0.745,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,5,6,2,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,10,1,19,11,7,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,4,6,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,3,11,1,9,10,2,5,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,46,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165646813914544,0.0,0.2622563695171907,0.19364451588456716,0.0,0.11985386107164844,0.17562980655824031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19312037796947876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17972012917241365,0.0,0.7690035841907129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319106443898627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321469178552496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16767187602343972,0.0,0.0,0.26001014667220274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420245606339044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441750944823467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387719088992837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999505524370691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,greenhatforge,2019/02/27,"Anxiety about being a Groomsman - Possible Trigger Warning. First post to reddit, and I chose r/Anxiety for it! 

I’ve dealt with anxiety since I was 7 years old and developed a severe phobia of being physically ill. In High School I grew out of it, unmedicated, which I attribute to being younger, easier to distract, and essentially being forced to face my fears by adults. 

When I graduated college a few years ago, anxiety hit me again, hard. I was physically sick this time, I actually thought it was gallbladder issues or something more serious as I’d never had physical symptoms from anxiety. This heightened anxiety was so bad at times I became reclusive, had trouble talking while ordering at drive thru’s and had difficulty going to work. I’ve been taking Lexapro and dabbling in exposure therapy to prove to myself that I won’t be sick. 

Now at the age of 28, I’ve bailed on one of my friends weddings and have now been asked to be a groomsmen at another friends wedding. I’m tired of letting my friends down and really want to be there for them on their special day. The wedding is at the end of April, in another state and I’ll find myself lying awake at night, getting that tickle in the back of my throat, just thinking about it. 

I know that no one will be looking at me, but walking down the aisle with a bridesmaid, standing in front of a crowd, what if I make a mistake, what if I get the urge to be sick, essentially all sorts of “what-ifs” are rolling through my mind. 

I’m asking because I’d love to hear some advice on how some of you have tackled these tough situations. I’m considering seeking out medication from my health care provider to help me through this event but I’ve never asked about that sort of thing. All I can think of is the John Mulaney skit where he seeks out Xanax and ends up getting his prostate checked. 

Thanks for listening! Any helpful input is appreciated! 

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anxiety,BobSteelJohn,2019/02/27,"I'm considering seeing a psychiatrist because my anxiety makes it impossible for me to do any university course that involves group projects. I'm fairly certain that I'll be put on medication, what were your experiences with anxiety meds? The reason why I think this is going to happen is that this was the case for most people I know who were in a similar situation. Seeing a psychologist for free takes months until you have an appointment in my country and I'd prefer to be in a somewhat anxiety-free state once uni begins again.


My friends who got a prescription (forgot the names of the meds but they weren't benzodiazepines) said you feel like a zombie but I'd take that over not being able to finish my degree and getting panic attacks at night because of my (benign) heart arrhythmia.",8.327704081632652,8.268353156462588,8.674209183673472,65.60070153061228,61.6530612244898,11.703741496598639,36.06207482993197,11.20814326018867,4.239476870748299,642,26,106,16,8,213,101,147,0.076,0.861,0.062,-0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,1,0,1,7,1,1,11,0,11,2,1,2,1,17,28,5,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,10,3,0,1,5,0,1,2,2,2,0,0,7,4,12,6,17,18,2,15,0,0,2,0,11,6,0,2,7,69,22,1,0.17141481762825447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656795405177385,0.0,0.26226373260525304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19500910129868326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20898576362273705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16767658356511358,0.0,0.0,0.08667248223183298,0.12245877996392505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324346628867494,0.0,0.08955716732507199,0.0,0.0974189911141594,0.0,0.1370960886989137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515815571225367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031273842196498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420510088372773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374462139628351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442072182473287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3808064393610308,0.1726823950070217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13682167203811993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16086119438591598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18255118639964052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201118355101066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883745140506748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723192368067126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17624298161940674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630547451627334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27319083299693164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19267743701347792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25776522003835983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983569370920963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15467521104018014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Iwritenovels1234,2019/02/27,"Does anyone else get anxiety at the thought of watching a movie they've never seen before...? Weird question, *I know*, but bear with me here.

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Almost everyone I know of gets super excited when a new movie is released in theatres, or when a new trailer comes out. I on the other hand, at the thought of seeing that movie, panic. I'm the kind of person to watch the same movies over, and over, and over, and over again... And be completely content doing so. Mostly animated movies, romantic comedies, or documentaries. TV shows are the same. I only made it through the first 4-5 episodes of Game of Thrones, for example, before I couldn't handle it anymore and stopped watching. It's a crippling anxiety. Even when I see a trailer for a movie I will probably like (take the new animated Spider Man for example), when we're headed to the theatre, or about to watch it at home, I am overcome with a feeling of dread. 

​

It drives my spouse and our friends crazy, but I can't help it. I've never heard of this happening with anyone else. I can't explain it, and it's been going on since I was a kid. I'm 27 now. Does anyone else have this...?",3.0520535714285733,5.129377241071432,4.054785714285714,85.9402142857143,75.69642857142857,6.801428571428571,27.71785714285714,7.7348632917899725,1.7229078571428569,898,37,174,13,20,290,128,224,0.08800000000000001,0.779,0.133,0.9087,0,0,0,0,0,0,54.0,1,0,0,2,10,8,0,2,17,0,12,2,2,1,2,33,31,17,0,1,5,1,2,1,1,1,0,1,1,3,12,12,0,1,7,3,0,3,5,3,0,1,7,10,14,5,30,21,3,27,0,0,7,0,11,11,0,6,14,112,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100845779707932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23823025538302545,0.26716746424792376,0.0,0.0,0.16820079702508692,0.0,0.1090265297934242,0.23060848812822296,0.33792590241574433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870941199913692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469974609798516,0.11526533759276365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19241068969024785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755111482308077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261139711623522,0.0,0.0,0.10504813379283967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055586719698982094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351112674937298,0.0,0.0,0.0849359369289087,0.0,0.11487357991704615,0.0,0.06247890925675505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721564803887696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282559562962527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368748503811387,0.0,0.1102743250582218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448096298168255,0.120835411706135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053708959014247236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402368007904228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16957815434220802,0.3185293316230392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083610943308632,0.0,0.12898568661527615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599148603635628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852912195221985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315298130583835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17520880753723755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090939826970414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191104639823193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265785555842924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17455310117571224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26716746424792376,0.0
anxiety,saberprophecy,2019/02/27,"Panic attacks suck. For a while I was seemingly free from anxiety then I fell in love. 

Now every other day I have a panic attack worrying about things that are so clearly untrue. 

Idk how to stop

It’s killing me 
And it might kill my relationship 

Nothing the doctor has given has helped even remotely 

Im scared anxiety is gonna consume me again and bring me back to the depression I fought off for so long. I thought I was free...I thought I was finally free....",1.4946053946053937,4.07750185714286,3.1968031968031987,86.87774225774227,85.37362637362638,6.825574425574428,24.756243756243755,8.00094639256281,1.7958923076923077,363,15,71,8,11,120,66,91,0.378,0.526,0.096,-0.9821,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,8,13,6,3,4,0,9,2,0,1,1,9,18,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,10,0,0,7,0,11,5,8,9,0,13,0,1,0,1,4,2,1,2,9,48,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550011150937261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3792178033204244,0.0,0.12815739790330566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748706662066948,0.0,0.14355089712784302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705917519484823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008263670945456,0.0,0.14042497143429647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18257663836445276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171404170200654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800300315294136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687868780481968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749592801898095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504243697644059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768084009896241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15992243320551205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39109795553607984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17893904945282813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16686373527142362,0.0,0.0,0.15172828013487832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393419040546204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110726807948012,0.0,0.0,0.26463153700892283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16925943594331075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Aeithia,2019/02/27,"I still remember being a baby and hating the sensations of having my stomach blown on, or rubbed against with someones forehead. Or having my feet put in someones mouth. I know my family only did this out of affection for me, but could that type of affection be what caused my anxiety?
I'm very sensitive to certain things, like someone trying to reach for my stomach, or my legs or feet. I recall being a baby, and my parents would either blow on my stomach or kiss it, or rub their forehead on my stomach, or put my feet in their mouth and nibble on my toes or kiss them. And I remember hating it, and disliking the sensation it gave me. I felt very anxious, because I was a baby, and all I could do was making noises. And I dont think my parents realized how much I disliked it.
 To this day now I have very severe anxiety problems, and I wonder if my sensitivity about being touched around my stomach comes from that. :(",7.564947237740532,6.493758033519554,8.185661080074487,71.79973308504034,63.63687150837989,10.86058348851645,37.20732464307883,9.994966539143718,3.72707026691496,724,31,130,13,9,243,96,179,0.159,0.733,0.108,-0.8787,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,3,0,5,7,2,0,5,0,15,16,14,5,2,41,25,19,0,5,11,2,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,12,0,0,7,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,5,4,30,4,20,13,3,14,0,0,0,2,6,8,0,10,4,104,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21371623868429976,0.1578035174241176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434865595903286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515026247880628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434942702603394,0.0,0.1203256696661252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230531200837061,0.0,0.0,0.09008482797000683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637089779378189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13168194145885456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341188487042588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758186860655309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676684696640375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06824270102871235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324036553971732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026840444808692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10623621666966247,0.0,0.0,0.31020580459852104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365902555167955,0.0,0.2808426371229197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31647020020323835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578035174241176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3550622027459927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155207512726456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280005268788792,0.08950406943282754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483648138694104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457625686644867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15148168207577614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922773028716647,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,villagutie,2019/02/27,"Getting worse At first I was just like bouncing my leg while sit, or some nail bitting.  
Now I feel totally freaked out, so easily disconnected from reality, fantasize about not-going-to-happen scenarios, afraid of going to work and interact with people, losing hair, gaining weight. 

I'm loosing it.",8.884551282051284,9.516937326923076,8.870000000000006,62.34166666666668,60.34615384615386,12.31794871794872,40.4102564102564,11.855464076750405,5.420056410256411,239,12,35,7,3,78,48,52,0.146,0.7120000000000001,0.142,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,4,4,4,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,8,5,4,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,1,3,3,1,7,4,3,7,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,4,21,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729029714878642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17270666437618454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29053692807202197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17845479027958727,0.0,0.19412053940276094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020467908321465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668725049562101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.382126382851997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23679972358744894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4159368913344086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24866502579959104,0.0,0.34808620831117504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,badspellingismyname,2019/02/27,"[anxiety] weird guy at the cinema Hello everyone , 
First time in this sub . 
Because i just quickly searched up a subreddit to pour my feelings out on . 
Sorry for any grammar mistakes ..


Little background . Ive been struggling with anxiety of people out to get me for about 7 years . Also have severe depression . And only since about 6 months sometimes a feeling of disconnection with the world like its all a simulation .
I was actually doing a lot better today for the first time since like a couple years then imidiatly this happens : , my anxiety was doing a little better finally .
About 3 hours ago 
I was going to the cinema with my gf , before entering i saw this guy walking that threw me off gaurd , small guy funny walk and hooded .
After watching 2 hour movie when we went back to the carpark . That same guy was what looked like waiting for me and my gf at the door of the carpark . He randomly started telling me how i shouldnt fear , because fear isnt reall and all this weird stuff . At the end he said remember that really remember that . I just shrugged it of and said alright man i will .

Now my brain is making up all these scenarios again . Hes some sort of scout because people are after me and im getting killed ( i have no reason other than my own anxiety to believe anyone is after me ) it also trigged my simulation fear again. Ive got this weird anxiety that my life isnt reall and its all a simulation and im starting to find the breadcrumbs left behind . When i rationalise like a normal person i come to the conclusion thats its probably just some weird dude that was on drugs or something and i happend to be the person he spoke to . 

Iknow the last thing is probably the case . But im almost having a panick attack and getting the reall bad anxiety back that was just doing better for a couple of days.

Any help suggestions on how to deal with this stuff is greatly appriciated . 
Im already scheduled for therapy but this will be about another month till my first appointmwnt . ",4.509595426561127,6.353988424802115,5.526973614775724,77.93828803869833,71.08443271767808,8.430642040457343,29.25602462620932,9.029198982220553,2.637082251539137,1579,63,277,32,30,520,190,379,0.081,0.851,0.068,-0.1965,0,0,2,0,0,0,33.0,1,0,0,7,20,22,2,4,24,1,28,3,1,4,4,50,48,21,1,3,7,0,2,4,2,3,2,3,1,7,26,18,0,1,7,2,0,7,4,13,0,3,14,8,30,9,48,29,9,57,0,1,3,0,22,17,0,7,37,196,56,0,0.0,0.0,0.07181538105880045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652350537767661,0.0,0.0736919678424661,0.0,0.08121083361121915,0.11770332733829142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100090452633238,0.07716784870346248,0.33778703485800976,0.0,0.0,0.05145738426640605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372176287797317,0.0,0.1131757336746402,0.06144642131809869,0.13458338429109834,0.0,0.06262155030278821,0.08291321956585478,0.0,0.195258987747966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215324465382409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06339317252952488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16285676101698227,0.0,0.04746088725407642,0.07587033698412791,0.06338486255141647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534359950403889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518085464652583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032051028461819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24843508797022995,0.074420865048188,0.0,0.0,0.08061666878698939,0.06726194661359007,0.1877924884398204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534667679938596,0.0,0.041824148819489496,0.0,0.05885841303359483,0.08113567121841672,0.0,0.2914714318082663,0.06507734817283964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04932730703897127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14494700546000516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31796886071583463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141887666168075,0.0,0.0,0.05998747329016636,0.0,0.0,0.07995815138458813,0.0,0.05198035423279816,0.14381374588474408,0.14751745537469374,0.0,0.0,0.061798921644580763,0.0,0.0,0.06256546517491426,0.0,0.0,0.04912337156133286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748119966358345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210474059666014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055970191821171134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203914444299736,0.1285157582021792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15868969849012154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04714505409837174,0.07566504854277069,0.0,0.0,0.16673125574621386,0.0,0.1400060881233843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313824999761679,0.0,0.12175247302090175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05665487857133529,0.07278457733934236,0.08238045390043243,0.1041778898889317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693455636964502,0.16849094710779522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643228351608251,0.0,0.08415910564569473,0.0,0.048891394222994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582441881149308,0.0,0.06975681007425147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682207158663896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947819407208434
anxiety,guy_oxnb,2019/02/27,"Advice on how to heal (even if partially) health and general anxiety? Help would be much appreciated. Currently undergoing therapy, I think it helps though I'm not certain, didn't take anxiety pills though and I'm wondering about whether I should.",5.96151162790698,8.931775790697678,6.7141279069767466,66.07258720930236,70.16279069767441,12.672093023255815,36.33139534883721,11.698219412168324,5.8568186046511626,201,11,32,9,4,66,36,43,0.114,0.698,0.188,0.6582,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,12,9,7,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,3,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,20,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520995686664037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39471503097213134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17039639745220586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742255695380285,0.0,0.0,0.3458432831889555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18964836760711493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19397231519639702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29502787759889265,0.0,0.0,0.1653061169137339,0.5069371260135623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27977329752922997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18326486033403372,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,twxstedwhxspers,2019/02/27,"Bad mental health days Does anyone have any tips on how to get through the really bad mental health days? Nothing seems to be working. 
I have so much work to do for very close deadlines and I just can't seem to bring myself to do anything except sit in bed. 
Literally any ideas would be appreciated. ",3.778448275862072,5.877609603448278,4.3960689655172445,84.20582758620691,73.65517241379311,6.708965517241379,23.66896551724138,7.554174236665415,1.0372786206896545,239,7,46,3,5,76,45,58,0.117,0.831,0.053,-0.6115,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,0,8,2,0,1,0,9,12,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,10,9,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,2,27,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26245041956605625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349280749081687,0.0,0.15879664877914276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32224130536926626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488974611485216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688680509705891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081808645784916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4102330231971002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21783796922844956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38893376002675056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185406437285705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851584979336096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236205742212138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3513425837852459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15921923709771832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28096675948938205,0.0,0.0,0.13707929903706362,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,I_am_Anna94,2019/02/27,"Quitting mid-sentence due to anxiety! Sooo I don't know why but I feel like putting this out there, I'm bugged by this right now!

I just talked with my therapist, and I get pretty anxious talking about what I am going through and stuff, so I had a bit of a brain blip. Like I have to talk a lot in order to get help I feel like, and it is stressful and makes me feel awkward. I was trying to say something, and very quickly backed out of it saying ""I don't know, I don't know."" and looked down embarrassingly and said ""nevermind, go ahead please."" when she asked me what happened. It's really hard to explain that in the moment because I was already tongue tied and didn't want to be tongue tied a second time!!! I think my brain was just trying to tell me hold on, need to cool off for a moment, don't mind me while you're trying to convert your thoughts to words! 

Does this happen to anyone else where you feel really awkward and worried you won't finish your sentence properly and then just quit mid-sentence? And wonder why you even tried to say that sentence? I've never seen someone else do this.",3.8383108108108095,4.950523855855857,4.278907657657658,89.09782094594597,71.70270270270271,6.8112612612612615,26.03716216216216,6.9077264865688965,0.9663864864864862,864,27,181,7,16,272,129,222,0.118,0.7829999999999999,0.099,0.5806,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,5,0,3,13,8,0,4,6,1,15,2,2,1,1,37,40,16,0,2,4,0,5,3,0,1,0,4,0,0,12,14,0,1,11,0,0,3,7,4,0,1,8,12,25,4,27,30,2,26,0,0,2,0,17,9,0,2,16,114,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165909728285433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433781534495564,0.12454649207035128,0.0,0.07708649991647253,0.1129599576311394,0.0,0.0,0.1030650387983563,0.0,0.0,0.08477229564652146,0.0,0.06720488024422297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035997450165,0.0,0.0,0.2461417803267313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096476934143608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18419261387527547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728163803054384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229745677557208,0.15751939270247692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151978699555492,0.0,0.1253105765263296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19498017888036856,0.0,0.09875867611542494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389550604152874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18176479814332386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16158174091307462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257879381372199,0.0,0.0,0.09372712575148827,0.0,0.0,0.07358999746576146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131693617993077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174594141985315,0.08502843815489425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101689714503587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215971920574466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082758435427774,0.0,0.2345201801862236,0.0,0.0,0.14125269912675467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414940024684808,0.1048691014350184,0.26301590511012235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934109972972138,0.0848726835714463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628631136045415,0.0,0.12620518478852116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658344464898118,0.0963597799993368,0.0,0.0,0.12800399256781456,0.0,0.07064112420206503,0.0,0.08752293375072948,0.06428527360904601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993989302606881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909644172688854,0.06502589096940367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19895956269002596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195569808798869,0.0,0.11196006769406873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Time1008,2019/02/27,"I can't even make an anonymous post without getting anxiety It's hard for me to write this in the first place because, for some reason, something in my brain keeps scorning me about how stupid everyone will think it is. You don't know me personally, probably never will, and vice versa. But I just can't seem to accept rejection, even if it's just in text form. I end up not saying like 90% of what I want to (on the internet and real life) austerely because they might not like it. It's happening right now as I decide whether or not to delete this post for the third time. It's so stupid and meaningless.",5.85822904368359,5.763970123966942,6.169610389610392,81.61727272727275,66.76859504132231,9.889492325855961,31.33530106257379,9.606745405546679,2.6282292798110976,479,17,98,9,7,154,83,121,0.173,0.804,0.023,-0.9549,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,1,8,6,2,0,4,0,7,2,1,3,1,28,15,10,0,2,10,0,1,2,0,3,1,1,0,1,9,3,0,1,6,0,0,0,8,3,0,2,0,2,11,3,16,12,2,14,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,5,7,69,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482542803409867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308092878038268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113381082204312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16767686500068693,0.0,0.0,0.25008149434498195,0.0,0.0,0.18089855945762465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16103121027909167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890925415064546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16741059600024047,0.0,0.1695890210340005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16827183705025214,0.0,0.0,0.10404255230376483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371875662948746,0.18497945589030892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636920743577915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20083325787759956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460113698758499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16530252292170813,0.19779384203937048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36262280491992416,0.0,0.2041135491013854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21548187349525785,0.0,0.1946473116773228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16167394346335756,0.0,0.15055085662166787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17234523156759346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574390712353813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130538368262232,0.0,0.0,0.11039107698769776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166286978651012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18249286800309167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,officialZE,2019/02/27,"Anxiety changed me, how do I change back? I've developed anxiety over the past 6 months. I had never got it before and only now do I realise how debilitating it can be. I don't do any of the things I used to do or love and I fear I'm not the person my boyfriend fell in live with anymore, and for that matter I don't love myself like this anymore. Any advice on how to be like I used to be? Any tips or anything might help, I'm so scared, what if this is how I am forever now.",2.5325714285714302,2.7781898761904777,4.644761904761907,88.47857142857146,74.04761904761905,7.904761904761906,25.47619047619048,7.957251820313856,1.1414761904761908,367,11,89,5,7,128,65,105,0.135,0.7509999999999999,0.114,0.1398,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,2,3,0,14,2,0,6,1,17,21,11,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,0,12,4,9,15,0,10,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,4,8,61,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16698422037752025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3486175017562473,0.0,0.261449006306665,0.0,0.33893867781498443,0.0,0.0,0.1406215850246605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139795220249026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14540826388078215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36154166190118575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19229011234498344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667019760147905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145388136156019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669689348968539,0.0,0.1508922147430956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084559217300292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812791317732748,0.0,0.0,0.13639663342024125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13179497579157098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12996370071388158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312650528442826,0.0,0.1492078461100413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17108300784997418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113526616928229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951749087146177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vaporentportland,2019/02/27,"Starting Prozac for my severe health anxiety / ocd...what do I need to know? My doctor has decided to start me on prozac for my severe anxiety, panic and ocd (mostly health-related). We're doing 10 mgs for 8 days and 20 mgs going forward.

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What do I need to know? I have experimented with other SSRIs over the years but never given them their full shot (ie: drank on them, didn't exercise, didn't take long enough because of side effects etc.). I want this to be the one that works.

Halp?",2.841458333333332,5.067289395833335,4.057500000000001,84.97083333333337,76.91666666666666,6.7666666666666675,22.125,7.793537801064563,1.0833625000000011,386,11,74,6,9,126,70,96,0.099,0.885,0.016,-0.6747,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,2,0,8,6,0,1,1,13,19,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,4,1,0,2,3,1,0,1,4,0,11,0,12,14,4,13,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,7,46,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19153211149640528,0.21479701840671947,0.0,0.0,0.2704598016553077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775841481533226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400315135113052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18093337113078814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18265246631090176,0.19714722280839173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291668612647476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004634562028955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758001967313249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19429825578118015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643743135129765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621480176135752,0.13633726712253974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978510907767445,0.0,0.0,0.2074035547711355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3994035108027765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502399014344008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291035247741145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426455500484147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869193546169272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21479701840671947,0.11383520787871608
anxiety,kalamano,2019/02/27,"Does anyone else feel hyper aware of their jaw/like it’s about to explode when anxious? Weird question I know, but when I’m tired and anxious or stressed, I am fixated upon my jaw. It’s not painful, I am just hyper aware of it and can send me towards nearly having a panic attack about it.",4.146355932203388,4.91541477966102,4.962500000000002,85.75527542372883,70.6949152542373,6.5779661016949165,28.309322033898304,5.985473137389443,1.1837423728813552,228,8,45,1,4,74,43,59,0.312,0.642,0.046,-0.9501,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,5,5,1,2,1,0,4,3,1,0,0,9,7,6,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,1,6,0,8,7,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,2,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5586715039903535,0.0,0.17289138429270934,0.2533492046681988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812962937342426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21638069849427166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20655572651433798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502312896268006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588876392423005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26310426938989745,0.2901087565405808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769901002850561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283237858924548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841913688729248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DEPRESSEDR3DDIT,2019/02/27,"Insecurities and Anxiety: is there a better sub for someone who is insecure but doesn't have all the symptoms of full blown anxiety? I am insecure, I know.

My understanding is that insecurity is a symptom of anxiety, or something like that.

So, OK, I have some anxiety but I don't have all the symptoms of a full-blown anxiety, no panic attacks etc.....

Is there a sub that deals with only insecurities? Asking for myself, not for a friend.",4.186167247386759,6.340144585365857,6.534668989547041,69.0767073170732,72.65853658536584,10.051567944250873,32.44599303135888,10.290406445055957,3.975579790940767,344,17,60,11,7,122,48,82,0.386,0.52,0.094,-0.9795,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,3,11,1,6,7,1,11,3,0,0,2,11,14,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,6,4,7,14,5,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,1,49,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6456425991994225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15780152536365197,0.19202988042503516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14928639332724888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17402132059861752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18825222022632476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041141315410004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276589727175344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246522611443237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283770058503332,0.0,0.19804580106332825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430203493939343,0.1299474495467263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.526331195103699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17572264586822742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fatfatcatz,2019/02/27,"I’m scared of airplanes I’m scared of traveling on airplanes. Getting into them I feel like I’m trapped and can’t protect myself. I have to close my eyes when we are in the boarding area because I’ll look at everyone until I find traits that I can use to convince myself that they’re probably a terrorist who will do something bad while I’m on the plane. I just can’t stop thinking that I’ll die. I take Valium before hand but sometimes it’s not enough.
In a couple days I’ll be traveling internationally and will have to take 6 flights. I’m excited to travel but I’m so anxious about going on the planes. Any advice on how to relax? ",2.789278278972933,4.516022167938932,4.457598889659959,84.31521165857045,75.41221374045801,7.206384455239418,27.176266481609996,8.00094639256281,1.7319251908396942,508,20,102,8,11,171,85,131,0.146,0.743,0.11,-0.5536,0,1,1,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,1,0,5,7,0,2,5,0,10,2,2,2,0,15,24,9,1,0,4,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,3,4,0,4,3,3,0,0,0,4,11,4,17,21,1,19,0,0,2,0,3,10,0,0,6,59,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029428154269956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412297464466745,0.0,0.0,0.23461965968339546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17340440120916795,0.12660000189372228,0.0,0.17672066493230204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22979433562794346,0.0,0.13393663224980812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21553939463160207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145892979261149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19844745580058246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500941522975456,0.1483668696526381,0.0,0.0,0.18981605969064286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850440103104693,0.0,0.11802951785559115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146211917571092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743991720473788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239145222330289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4158484820457518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15988246481242765,0.20540115730179306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736300556625563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122995248987545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307317006230174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17936912506618874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,roseblossomisawesome,2019/02/27,"Cars I’m too young to drive by a year, but does anyone else get super nervous when your family or someone is driving in the car? I constantly feel like we’re going to reck, and it doesn’t help when the people where I live drive like three year olds. I’m also scared that while I sit in the car while my mom runs into the store or something the cars gonna roll away lol. Or, when my dad leaves the keys in while he gets gas, I start to freak out... ",5.1946875000000015,3.9114032604166655,5.418833333333335,90.4095,68.47916666666666,8.513333333333334,24.40833333333333,6.742157984588678,0.5526358333333334,347,5,84,2,5,110,68,96,0.096,0.726,0.17800000000000002,0.8674,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,6,6,0,2,7,1,2,0,0,0,0,8,10,12,0,0,4,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,9,1,3,0,1,0,1,7,3,10,9,0,29,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,3,14,43,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18112873889307934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15837124284724585,0.23207187901124265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21280041198724392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24476167063901236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19820814257971126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892083128324572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21352023524594774,0.0,0.1145231637740209,0.1618087604305917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23666958362338594,0.0,0.12872287474384958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518154689252182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23982652020685336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213089724534851,0.0,0.20000008394767765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652693331268831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23766941128228186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15702378147364585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22676197039239016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919092935026259,0.17436765705480808,0.0,0.0,0.16031500759439954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917119469913225
anxiety,missxhallows,2019/02/27,"Severe anxiety post partum Hey guys. I need some advice or tips. I have been diagnosed with severe anxiety a year after having my daughter. I have this feeling I’m dying or impending doom like 24/7. It never stops. For the next 2 weeks, my dr asked me to keep a journal of my symptoms just to ensure it’s nothing more serious. 

I have Ativan for my attacks which are almost daily and she wants to put me on something long term. Also, caffeine definitely gives me even worse anxiety attacks so today I’m asking 2 things: 

1. Anyone with severe anxiety...what medication did you take that actually helped? I know it’s a lot of trial and error per person but just looking for some medications to look into. 
2. Tips for cutting caffeine out of my life. 

I really appreciate the help everyone. I seriously can’t live with this level of anxiety anymore. Its debilitating. 

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anxiety,sketamemeee,2019/02/27,"Advice about sertraline I've suffered from pretty moderate GAD since I was about 11, now I've turned 18 my doctor was happy to start me on sertraline. From my understanding it's normally the first medication prescribed for depression/ anxiety in the UK. I have found some of the side effects intolerable, constant nausea and headaches being worst, I was told to expect that for the first few weeks but it's been about a month and a half now.  I was wondering if I should just stick with it for longer? Or if it's worth asking my doctor about swapping to something else. 

It's definitely helped my anxiety, but I still get racing thoughts and occasional panic attacks. 

As I've never been on medication before I don't know what to expect or if this is normal so any advice would be appriciated and helpful",6.363642384105963,7.511450960264906,7.0221788079470215,71.61181125827817,65.88741721854305,10.013509933774834,31.65629139072848,10.125756701596842,3.2938259602649005,649,25,112,15,10,214,97,151,0.107,0.802,0.092,-0.3182,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,9,6,1,1,6,0,13,4,0,1,1,27,23,13,0,9,8,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,6,0,1,0,2,5,0,3,9,0,12,1,19,10,3,14,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,7,10,81,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946077042408693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251008709924547,0.0,0.2306352401140784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14092391339164234,0.17149138562039815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827078721186375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16289911872038168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129834317059761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085827264532423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592603790662674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564430318123043,0.0,0.16528139952268328,0.0,0.0,0.07875674834935588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160468222345084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20207907579216974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284415022412572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037144727583341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032124636469625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626192930282035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29539134030762004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17686387537959472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533593422140483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469577552671132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160489613974658,0.0,0.0,0.10669633601780336,0.0,0.12038317626488534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196727278180286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404094385613322,0.0,0.0,0.1639645818622946,0.0,0.15692828615070126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091656198866373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634738395805283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070831657044172,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,69lameusername69,2019/02/27,"I need help. I don't know if this is anxiety or not but i couldn't find a better sub to post this on. 

Ever since my 6th class today which was PE i've felt like i was being watched, i got home after my last class ended and just forgot about it for a few hours but while i was taking a shower it suddenly hit me again. 

I was taking a shower, turned around and i saw a figure behind the curtains but realised it was just a shadow and since that i cant stop seeing figures in shadows. 

I feel alerted and can't ignore this feeling no matter how hard i try. I've always been a paranoid kinda guy and had trust issues for a long time though.

Sorry for the wall of text but i really need amswers, tips, help or anything because its basically driving me crazy at this point. ",2.4157836538461552,3.881419818750004,4.033750000000001,88.06394230769234,75.8125,5.9230769230769225,21.68269230769231,6.297961479604792,0.3482836538461536,601,15,124,4,13,201,107,160,0.102,0.762,0.136,0.7411,2,0,0,0,1,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,0,10,0,13,0,0,1,1,33,27,15,0,4,10,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,10,6,0,3,7,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,11,7,16,3,12,13,1,20,0,0,3,0,3,6,0,4,13,83,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395333118763118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234771897383166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236769364247606,0.15401039317326107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054617382232728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15300813217088374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15323034710658046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15649217934597148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17495221633939775,0.0,0.16611113696068508,0.0,0.158122680080784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383672415495234,0.0,0.0,0.17130133115711282,0.0,0.0,0.1549777577151064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23192210106491154,0.0,0.17353729162957227,0.0,0.17037426157682192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18057140893788132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507856914724117,0.14102149172707795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452110025298452,0.0,0.0,0.15310324916866114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565608046173589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635448635758255,0.0,0.16569017516642545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083090338455788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786192712404294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862216797133041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19366400785040533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463923541919632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26015521524062546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16997572179049306,0.0,0.10088012466254588,0.0,0.1639877273578382,0.0,0.0,0.11745847731867227,0.18817886105557166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,noedge5,2019/02/27,"Anxiety ruining dating for me? I've been single for a long time and just started dating someone I actually really like. I've wanted this for so long so I should be happy, right?

Instead I feel like I can't enjoy anything outside of our time together because my anxiety goes up 100. He's not much of a texter so I'm always questioning if he's even still interested. I'm honestly not big on texting either but when I do I'm constantly feel like I'm saying the wrong thing and beating myself up for it. I obsess over me potentially ruining it all day, every day. Thankfully I feel like I can hide it from him but the stress is getting to me so much where I can't eat, sleep, or just basically focus on anything. It sucks.  


How can I overcome this curse? I know I should talk to someone professionally but anything I can do more immediately? I don't even know I'm going to get through this week.",2.363950980392154,4.499589872222227,4.797189542483661,79.52794117647059,78.05555555555556,7.790849673202615,26.699346405228766,8.671277953709913,2.234297385620915,707,29,136,16,17,248,103,180,0.192,0.696,0.113,-0.9318,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,1,13,15,1,2,4,0,13,2,1,1,1,23,30,13,0,4,10,0,3,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,8,2,1,0,6,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,1,4,21,9,16,26,6,22,0,2,0,0,7,8,1,3,17,90,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.13613872633343616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11608101541309995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134449752477837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444071694006007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504218387437992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507575266726779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799409721473029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275050831739647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18428614054510373,0.0,0.11754068032583903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21161682144380892,0.2989915265670656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577331888838324,0.0,0.07928505379096144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485078157594684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333881834593766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726243306842453,0.0,0.0,0.2469186434230997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20510742157443335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15627978886803287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937176859951733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913823190159335,0.0,0.11094158084441708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960776921749385,0.0,0.2364076888217275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874378602803596,0.0,0.1114104855155635,0.0,0.15980481882424208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121304573734134,0.0,0.12843931965953562,0.0,0.0,0.09268226444046243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16269532923229227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228485425938648,0.0,0.1119041156414414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15252902500685628,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CrochetQueen2016,2019/02/27,"Tips on how to make it easier for your friends and family when you’re going through irritable anxiety I have generalized anxiety disorder, and panic disorder (although I rarely experience panic disorder anymore). 

I’ve been managing it a lot better this past year, and rarely have episodes now. 

However, I find that when I do I have trouble with being short or irritated with family and friends. Even for days after an episode, I feel hyper sensitive to people and environments. I feel awful about it afterward and apologize, but I am troubled that I am not further along with this in my recovery/management of it.

It makes the feelings of intense loneliness worse because I feel like I drive away my family and friends unintentionally. It’s a lot for anyone to handle, I do not blame them. 

Any strategies on how to manage that when in the throes of an anxiety attack? 
I want to be good to everyone in my life and not fail. ",8.489091503267971,8.192868758823533,9.129607843137254,63.251013071895436,61.411764705882355,13.437908496732028,40.06535947712418,12.650343791298138,5.509457516339868,739,36,123,25,9,250,101,170,0.201,0.644,0.155,-0.7827,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,2,8,12,1,2,6,1,10,1,0,4,0,30,18,16,0,1,5,0,4,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,11,12,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,6,0,0,1,4,18,6,25,15,2,19,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,3,10,93,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851788035236878,0.0,0.29873171266100845,0.0,0.1290904781535938,0.091015645626664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808351434831696,0.12229598340224122,0.0,0.0,0.07934846660982617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115121947268588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839468106866866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4475472530745929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597393671884652,0.0,0.0,0.12437994537801265,0.0,0.12732809701127998,0.3681289932922643,0.0,0.26326495903437197,0.0929911803044022,0.0,0.0,0.11897008727547742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016996156261487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07397678606987969,0.1091777271667479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194065279158528,0.06359291828711514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213262989562801,0.0,0.0,0.1737746852761074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054453625495448,0.0,0.0,0.12425892909269272,0.09024126219271264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677574485081329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265107878504653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382314464133828
anxiety,lssdmml,2019/02/27,"It’s been 3 weeks of being on 50mg of Zoloft instead of 100, and I feel like I’m losing control of my emotions. 3 weeks ago, my doctor and I decided that I was ready to try decreasing my Zoloft dosage from 100mg to 50mg. I was on 100mg for years and was feeling good, so I wanted to see what it would be like to decrease the dosage. Things were okay at first, but I’ve been noticing a change in my emotions, especially over the past week. I don’t feel very stable, and I fly off the handle more easily than I normally do. I find myself getting angry, upset, and/or sad over the littlest things, and I frequently feel on-edge and anxious. I’ve been crying a lot, and I just don’t feel right in the head. I feel like I’m losing grip on my emotions. Is it normal for me to be feeling this way after 3 weeks of being on the lower dose? Could my current emotional state be a result of my body adjusting to a lower dose of the medication, or am I just going nuts? ",6.005467980295562,4.3204580443349805,7.0915320197044345,80.37631280788179,67.07881773399015,9.893399014778325,30.64482758620689,8.548686976883017,2.093100886699507,745,21,163,9,10,254,108,203,0.159,0.727,0.114,-0.9347,3,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,4,4,9,0,1,11,1,19,8,2,2,0,29,32,10,0,5,4,0,8,3,0,1,6,0,0,0,8,7,0,1,10,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,7,9,22,5,28,18,2,25,0,3,1,0,0,11,0,2,14,104,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992633461569968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12735025278057474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521509985926965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925099544006425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643373914889708,0.09000392288408683,0.0,0.12382612254581755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538161246321844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5072141121841045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3989897059064403,0.16106543143079372,0.0,0.0,0.1030311066687086,0.09588615297928386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05889558836525161,0.0,0.06406576906113667,0.09455067497359897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569117706726392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16521923024842805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522269994847885,0.0,0.09583708829074436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135613324765367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22089848997123854,0.0,0.12834127234802126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761137754101344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626886892810252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982940911331773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14978259497334856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653473176385216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301218637845464,0.06648973820601878,0.08947802822922866,0.3616935544284193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007854793851409,0.0,0.0,0.07259296479165045
anxiety,krystaluna,2019/02/27,"Picked up my last prescription... I take xanax for my panic attacks and my doctor who prescribes it put zero refills and ordered 10 less pills than my normal 30 supply, she never talked to me about coming off of xanax so this is freaking me out",3.8862765957446825,5.951152893617022,4.30739361702128,85.10875000000001,73.25531914893618,5.5510638297872354,24.51595744680851,5.985473137389443,0.7915148936170215,194,6,34,1,4,61,41,47,0.177,0.823,0.0,-0.8505,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,7,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,0,0,8,0,8,3,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,26,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3813028079560997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887181762522689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34305938941977604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732072429132981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585027810066628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283941846342341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3932482792897535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33693713996770913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520051667832392,0.2693959228864096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,808David,2019/02/27,"My heart pounds and I start to breathe like crazy if I see my friends or co-workers. Lately I've been pushing people away. Such as family, friends and close co-workers. I feel like they hate me if we are in the same room. Then I start to breathe heavy and my heart starts to pound. I want to stop feeling like this. I know why I am like this since I work after school and only have two days off of the week. I just want to be alone with no human interactions for a few hours. I work at a restaurant and I'm a server/waiter. It can get exhausting not having any alone time with yourself. I never really tell anyone about how I feel and why I'm worried and stressed. I feel like people will just think I'm weak or a 'pussy' for feeling this way. ",2.0952803970223357,3.6438362451612933,2.9916129032258065,94.85049627791565,76.87096774193549,5.801488833746897,21.60049627791563,6.297961479604792,0.08828039702233292,578,15,132,4,13,183,96,155,0.154,0.693,0.153,-0.29600000000000004,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,1,2,6,11,1,1,6,0,8,6,4,1,1,31,26,14,0,4,7,0,5,5,2,1,2,0,1,1,4,11,0,1,7,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,1,6,19,7,17,23,2,20,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,4,17,76,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541070395770693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342269235008505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577668346702981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152564900831729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911473855687376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564635916990855,0.0,0.3101389176493995,0.26291551249050565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189555632649802,0.0,0.06409222910600515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111541826133135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29073913871915474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080941913475418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06741855609253831,0.0,0.13838189013294008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996621946205548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461393931766454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329929019668086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17009374881590394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858826172538506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241528838227616,0.09775548948832084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147740201458348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604883831347371,0.0,0.0,0.10256116066691873,0.1405229316095811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722269602215412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860470195172077,0.0,0.0,0.07153233798303803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983491076551225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14471289455061218,0.09737310458052707,0.09840187864677492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22138884824311755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572332416345585,0.12458164915967584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,elbielang,2019/02/27,Starting a new job today. Anxiety is making me sick. Help! So a little cap of my situation. I am almost 2 years clean from a 9 year drug addiction. After almost a year of being clean i got a job working 3rd shift as a server at waffle house. After being there for 7 months i had to quit due to the environment not being a conducive one to me being clean. I am starting a new job this evening at a local steakhouse that sorta fancy. Im extremely nervous!!!! Its making me physically sick! I know im a strong server and am a very good worker...why am i sick from this!? Any advice would help. Thank you!!!!,0.5115027322404373,2.875932172131152,3.3475737704918025,85.54851912568306,87.9344262295082,5.220546448087432,18.789071038251365,6.742157984588678,0.40628677595628426,463,13,90,6,15,163,76,122,0.096,0.716,0.188,0.8814,3,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,3,3,4,0,1,12,0,11,5,0,2,0,9,18,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,11,3,13,11,0,16,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,12,57,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15849687056489428,0.0,0.14207370337240252,0.0,0.0,0.2911747367752973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887037913516296,0.0,0.11122316972539238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686065717105521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960289117328304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194647268011408,0.11628189220503235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949040860682501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16776086789042313,0.0,0.0,0.3140929128110524,0.0,0.4328322699627325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990269810091688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457192605112372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940982878142606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604913801873483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28083768559345623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985202195371008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546404640563296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634247714414968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058159834397528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385584020727412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781298970788114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11996221125110974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13119211778875034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584585873790753,0.0,0.0,0.10328108668895217,0.0,0.0,0.28087972931569205
anxiety,WoofNBoof,2019/02/27,"How can I incorporate some relaxation techniques in order to relax at an insane job? Hey everyone!

I work in a field where we are constantly so busy and multitasking a minimum of three things at once that it’s difficult to even find time to go to the bathroom. Clients push us to get things done for them immediately, co-workers pull you aside to help them do things (a lot of what we do needs at least two people). I am a huge “people person” who takes work really seriously, so I have been getting worn down over the years of giving my all to everyone. 
I have had panic and anxiety attacks and have had to step out several times to regain my composure. Is there any kind of technique to stay sane in these kinds of situations? This is seriously an every day occurrence and it is making me physically and mentally sick. ",5.950000000000002,6.695439318471338,7.068031847133759,72.35172929936306,66.64331210191082,11.120764331210193,31.62356687898089,11.00357731598739,3.636855286624203,651,25,121,19,10,220,110,157,0.13699999999999998,0.7829999999999999,0.081,-0.8195,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,3,1,2,2,7,9,1,1,8,0,15,1,0,2,1,15,23,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,10,8,0,0,1,2,0,4,0,5,0,2,5,0,14,4,25,18,4,22,0,0,0,0,11,11,0,2,5,89,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022723842641584,0.0,0.11505021880903794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17109372730492414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16252138435834246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699103103376132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539042348743135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933314554992066,0.0,0.12671257287506826,0.28741387655956746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745646002076334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15714825064547688,0.14427065131672778,0.08547179690079093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080524500556637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14924182760892293,0.0,0.0,0.313222293198706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785873432866798,0.0,0.0,0.10038848262742914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15156075202519642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151448977706327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16016361645199467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764537592067198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20852711354398806,0.13131735006749498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634559465069388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16990126085177365,0.0,0.0,0.16904801184486198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602989073060533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130768050625202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997432417759305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17539071328012493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469120894664952,0.0,0.1809042387243613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284636439842433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968481489261019
anxiety,patshep,2019/02/27,"Anxiety as a function of lonliness? How many of you feel that anxiety is connected to how you are unable to deal with people? I don't believe I really have social anxiety, but more of a general anxiety... however, I often don't want to be social when I should be, and I end up spending a lot of time by myself, wishing I wasn't so lonely... a lot of friends and family are put off by the lack of communication and don't call or text anymore, I don't know how to deal with this. Meditation helps, but that just refocuses me, and if i think about social things, it will come right back",6.524858757062148,5.317235610169494,8.180000000000003,71.44451977401131,65.77966101694915,12.273446327683615,34.07344632768362,11.538034831475384,3.864114124293786,454,17,92,13,6,161,74,118,0.075,0.833,0.092,0.7120000000000001,1,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,0,9,2,0,0,5,0,13,0,0,3,0,26,19,14,0,5,5,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,3,0,1,2,5,1,0,0,1,1,12,1,18,14,4,9,0,1,0,0,10,3,0,5,4,73,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4821112177019902,0.0,0.15625048742394002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114872348297688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775085591959874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608794829821398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357181735011619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248609636505494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13954541454367414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485271815022692,0.0,0.07966365676061105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172524953418674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560462188482876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658714540823079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678922766906853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597342657678738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922758521806883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583845319844613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093264584391096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454961399363202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4818170893513674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467137799073856,0.10095376039086627,0.0,0.0,0.09187056664082922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292898846499206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18117846113470576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SurreptitiousZephyr,2019/02/27,Derealization: The Scariest Anxiety Symptom Currently overcoming a panic attack. Had a moment where things didn't seem real and I felt separated from myself. The feeling is passing but I wonder: how do you get past your moments of derealization?,6.7854878048780485,10.138243097560977,8.266036585365852,54.05564024390245,69.2439024390244,9.953658536585364,37.079268292682926,10.125756701596842,5.236117073170732,201,11,24,6,4,69,37,41,0.14300000000000002,0.825,0.032,-0.5106,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,1,4,0,4,1,0,1,0,8,9,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,2,5,0,2,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,4,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367618506282449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520937893637097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564893253665332,0.0,0.2971625087437276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169769614941207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631241992632506,0.0,0.0,0.295446778117472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522716130593214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28175146123710737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216824807580506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056138770553524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33563273998584514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,peisox,2019/02/27,"Interesting text causing anxiety I have no clue where to post this. None at all, at 12:23 pm today I received a text from a number I'm not sure I should share on here saying ""You have 24 hours..."". I'm not sure what I should do and its making me worried. I'm sure I'll be fine and it's nothing, I'm trained to defend myself a little bit, but I would rather be on the safe side. Does anyone have suggestions to what I should do? ",0.7057753357753356,2.5955180879120867,2.617069597069598,94.30848595848595,82.4065934065934,5.363125763125763,18.902319902319906,6.42735559955562,-0.13727936507936533,330,8,76,3,9,110,60,91,0.125,0.777,0.099,0.2054,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,4,0,11,0,0,2,4,17,16,3,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,9,7,8,10,3,11,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,2,48,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17365503178341204,0.0,0.0,0.15872427496863886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478261395798038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331924070552842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19864997684074412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223550115095284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275144907127841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15152483256281507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21781344141162973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21740406905247706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18052019004218064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6418368546191745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21517026683357912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23053038585791805,0.0,0.1612548935251274,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,imnotperidot,2019/02/27,"I hate life a lot at the moment School is terrible, I have terrible teachers that are stressing me out, one teacher hates me, another (English teacher) can't teach at all and the other (art teacher) discourages digital art.

Speaking of art, I'm terrible at it and can't seem to improve. I have ZERO motivation to do anything, zero ideas and all my creativity is just gone.

There's so many things I wanna do but I'm so scared of failure so I can never bring myself to try.

I don't want to get out of bed, I don't want to move, I don't want morning to come, I'm too scared of everything and I feel like I'm never gunna live a full life because of it.

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anxiety,budzjahbless,2019/02/27,"Anxiety/Panic from spinal issues? Does anyone suffer from tremoring, twitching, shaking, intense panic and anxiety from pain? I have DDD, scoliosis, 6 herniated discs, severe stenosis in L1, spondylosis, muscle spasms and nerve pain. I'm 31 years old and besides light physical therapy, I have never treated the spinal disease (or known about it till the last 5 years) .

Every day when i leave for work I suffer from extreme physical panic symptoms without a lot of the irrational thoughts that most people with only the psychological disease suffer from. My adrenaline is always surging whether I'm home ""safe"" or out and about, but it ramps up 100x as soon as my hand goes for the doorknob. This has been going on for years and has only gotten worse and effected my life negatively. I know that I need to treat this , but the overwhelming hill that awaits on top of trying to make a living is very daunting to say the least. Love to all ❤ ",8.738444444444447,8.5041549882353,8.296666666666667,69.2227777777778,60.88235294117647,10.849673202614381,37.12418300653594,10.25414643259724,3.914398692810457,748,31,121,14,9,238,114,170,0.175,0.755,0.07,-0.9333,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,3,4,13,0,4,9,0,7,9,3,2,2,25,16,15,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,7,8,0,1,4,0,0,2,3,9,0,0,3,3,9,4,26,13,4,18,0,4,0,1,2,6,0,4,10,77,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358223873667888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281275081556647,0.0,0.0,0.11225338321562504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353509492637714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048973908045895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13526197341297513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123864868052677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16103482794686447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16756217350968175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822865033956145,0.13086162313489913,0.0,0.16998880474794434,0.0,0.0,0.11339423304475255,0.0,0.0,0.14175986538282231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648546731374725,0.1448937243562598,0.0,0.10716177534732994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903846326487508,0.12381843594883228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16845984803588948,0.0,0.0,0.2441959878343727,0.34165200884144503,0.3767184762315718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129830390185806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12766794540385318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813646373578237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16686265226530844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835916160879948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745092114860646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899620195922093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246241043158613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547549448181491,0.0,0.1168751178925496,0.0,0.16360409551895286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31014771733947866
anxiety,kayleecroker,2019/02/27,Cheek Biting Ever since I was little i would bite the inside of my cheeks/ lips. It's starting to get really frustrating because I don't know how to stop. I'm starting to get small sores in my mouth and bleeding because i just can't stop picking at it. Does anyone have any recommendations for me to stop?,3.5872131147540998,5.3898041147540985,4.836852459016395,82.1142950819672,73.42622950819671,6.847213114754098,26.95409836065573,7.554174236665415,1.564184262295082,245,9,46,3,5,81,46,61,0.16699999999999998,0.833,0.0,-0.8313,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,5,6,4,2,1,10,11,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,7,0,8,9,0,10,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,6,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16836344416586596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17311426244827624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018459338278325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166596396987624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239510215137601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587015147214626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606394117316933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24814101852927545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586066098126937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20480140866805815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504779504175864,0.0,0.0,0.6209659420389196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17587430759594505,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,axolotlhasbestsmile,2019/02/27,"My desire to help people gives me anxiety Hi guys! Recently I’ve realised that I want to help ppl so much that I’m taking actions which are out of my comfort zone. Sounds fine right? Well, it definitely is not fine for me. It works this way: I see someone who might need help, of course it’s only in my head bcs this person doesn’t  ask for anything, I just approach myself and offer help, and it would be fine, but while approaching I get really stressed and often stumble so the person often doesn’t really get what I mean, which obviously leads to my feeling dumb and anxious and then I overanalyse the whole situation for the whole day which makes me feel even worse. I can’t help myself with that. Do you have any advices what should I do?",3.567040816326532,5.343310823129254,4.3589285714285735,85.62982142857143,73.421768707483,7.348979591836735,24.494897959183675,8.07648339933343,1.3434040816326531,589,18,117,9,12,189,96,147,0.103,0.732,0.165,0.1809,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,2,7,7,1,1,3,0,12,1,1,2,1,24,25,10,0,5,3,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,15,7,0,0,3,0,0,4,4,2,1,0,0,4,18,5,11,21,3,12,0,0,1,0,14,3,1,3,4,78,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431111648612772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959235799760102,0.0,0.11203535208230757,0.16544903413309384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051748837117965,0.0,0.13691281736338187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444940151508724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673014141416147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14810102740826253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530302138704115,0.1404900693169623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501047012491228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15030196709919064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4908183240697455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775782360606088,0.0,0.0,0.15952912334243244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15536239085622508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076590449792026,0.1085922760841435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138331847641972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153135224968714,0.2557524131917895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876417573127088,0.0,0.14460364697161013,0.0,0.0,0.12506917759074504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670325460721775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646181443365095,0.0,0.0,0.12408827437310152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16776023066965348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101136512269432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638116317603456,0.11624675274235273,0.0,0.0,0.13167790437274665,0.0,0.0,0.3270167768077209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661877448227727,0.0,0.14924706369536106,0.10403527375823728,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,maryrach,2019/02/27,"for the ladies or maybe a professional My anxiety skyrockets when I PMS. 

Do any other women notice this massive increase in anxiety during your period?

If so, any pointers on combating it would be very appreciated.",6.886396396396396,9.451418540540542,8.674054054054054,54.840990990991,66.29729729729729,12.500900900900902,36.65765765765766,11.855464076750405,5.970106306306307,174,9,23,7,3,61,35,37,0.084,0.769,0.146,0.5413,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,3,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,18,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4907219167046197,0.0,0.5520323428212353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624788698369125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4107808691902445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977033503471861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563067587211951,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,leftmysoninthesun,2019/02/27,"How do you talk yourself down? About 7 months ago, I went through a breakup that messed with me pretty bad emotionally. But since then, I’ve thought about it every single day, replaying every scenario, every conversation, everything I/we did wrong, all of it. It’s to the point that I’m upset with myself for still thinking about it, and I’m very aware that I’m not moving on because I’m not letting myself move on. Ive also created the habit of constantly checking social media to see something I don’t want to see, so to speak. I obviously have no intentions of messaging them, or trying to talk something out, I just want to get out of this toxic cycle I keep putting myself in. What are some ways you get yourself out of that mental space? Or some things you might recommend to take your mind off something anxiety inducing? ",5.348216123499141,6.559205937106918,5.854819897084049,78.83156089193828,68.24528301886792,8.800686106346484,30.806746712407087,9.095868883498916,2.655133333333333,660,26,120,12,11,213,105,159,0.101,0.8340000000000001,0.065,-0.7744,0,0,3,0,0,0,19.0,0,4,1,0,8,4,0,1,3,0,8,0,0,3,2,26,23,8,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,11,6,0,1,3,0,1,4,4,4,0,0,3,3,15,0,27,18,4,21,0,0,2,0,11,10,0,5,6,80,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876355179566565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616376172624658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112292098785337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128539789552882,0.08854868444044428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15697363412115398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368019278593856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16339709361122054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3671615239724609,0.0,0.1305496385184945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517839150644439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291130867475394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14853741448771535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463871485556227,0.15409709848474376,0.14667042361884255,0.0,0.1159445394930176,0.30877516748652256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373169337108037,0.0,0.0,0.1477808686926729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602565704485804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23150561496367436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015994437380875,0.0,0.0,0.14807350222574578,0.0,0.33548297896837825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160042166820031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921687072475372,0.2335077495372814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650378451342606,0.09307625566410548,0.0,0.1153196109245572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862148887520417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985408575657472,0.17135532654723906,0.11530002343004132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465677074566695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15881817573372176,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dablkscorpio,2019/02/27,"Anxiety w/o the existential dread part? So I've noticed a problem I've had for quite a bit, but I don't what to call it since it seems isolated. Basically, I've always felt really restless and impatient. I would call it anxiety except it's not that I necessarily stress about my future or anything, at least not to an obsessive extent. It will just be everyday, mundane things like being at school, work, or the gym and I just feel really anxious for the day to end so I can go home and stop the worry. Of course, I'm not actually sure what the worry is about.

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Furthermore, I typically get even more anxious in certain situations, such as driving a car, an upcoming school project, or even when somebody tells me they want to talk, I can imagine a multitude of different situations about what the topic is and how the scene will play out before the conversation even starts. 

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What is this?

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P. S. From my research at least, I have a lot of symptoms of social anxiety (which I haven't mentioned here since it's not especially relevant.) However, this seems more like GAD or generalized anxiety minus the death anxiety or concern about some sudden personal disaster.",6.937051948051952,7.9204475363636355,7.648571428571433,68.21500000000003,64.54545454545455,11.558441558441556,36.623376623376615,11.35114627814755,4.621974025974026,958,46,161,29,14,319,133,220,0.21600000000000005,0.706,0.078,-0.9859,2,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,1,2,15,10,0,4,16,0,14,1,0,1,2,33,23,15,1,3,13,0,2,2,0,3,1,0,1,1,15,5,0,1,5,2,0,3,6,5,0,0,2,2,13,5,22,16,9,16,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,9,10,112,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.09263919418078326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899039470384353,0.3085738697620335,0.3460555343188609,0.0,0.0,0.3631106857218242,0.2144905554166357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812032011428241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077949142471043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364032479617556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19387081566005607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061222794970936925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918293850657214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408089968254738,0.0,0.0,0.1881035619171061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04800008623957658,0.0,0.09114887557639327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049597653652946896,0.0,0.05395161018170029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522377181941673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275721533785562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070714367726181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807984353292054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280127964865513,0.0,0.0,0.0828902952532849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083637391293199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009710568085266,0.0,0.0,0.12163076368575193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19215096175454868,0.0,0.17284366720645514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15705620194285286,0.2134133776930352,0.0,0.09677044205182438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719281878392502,0.0,0.0,0.07936676561192449,0.10874341225893992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947156824225484,0.098669904685074,0.0,0.07630213308117627,0.08297408617581901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06306809622697307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05599290368857055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911107180640341,0.1928145602898248,0.0,0.06743642768375217,0.0,0.3460555343188609,0.0
anxiety,The-Weird,2019/02/27,"How to deal with the more difficult symptoms of anxiety and panic? I'm currently going through a bad bout of anxiety and panic attacks and the doctor prescribed me Diazepam (Valium) to stop it which works great, but it's not a long term solution as they're highly addictive. Basically just giving me a break from symptoms for a couple of weeks.

The reason I got these and not regular antidepressants or anxiety medicine is because I have autism and those medications affect me in bad ways, where as these don't. 

But what do I do when I stop taking them and the symptoms come back?

I can deal with most symptoms but it's the uncomfortable breathless symptom and heart racing that I struggle with.

Just looking for advice and ideas really.
Ive tried meditation, mindfulness and that sort of thing but I just don't understand it (probably due to my autism) so it never works.

Thanks. ",5.848721881390596,7.596539552147242,6.28541411042945,74.19270194274031,67.58895705521473,9.850511247443762,31.988241308793448,10.125756701596842,3.512697750511249,709,30,120,18,12,229,101,163,0.215,0.752,0.033,-0.9774,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,2,8,9,1,3,9,0,8,9,1,3,1,34,17,19,0,0,10,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,13,13,0,2,3,0,0,2,5,7,0,0,1,1,13,2,17,16,3,17,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,3,10,86,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459202577230945,0.0,0.11168201901433944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26229262406598003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13002038924273188,0.0,0.08788128940056021,0.1908533060632443,0.06966959529442564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844996909147767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645875295949824,0.0,0.0,0.2356541574747205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697977149664385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963655147375777,0.06495314864764608,0.0,0.09140746097274187,0.12600417371364658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13543317407347671,0.0,0.12075274498233185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901852096741814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114228712274692,0.09597408810802148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513427868062147,0.0,0.0,0.11539944517255278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814682584421105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681873475643276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322301667590538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321654578241894,0.11750826458277533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19110166710919668,0.0,0.11947981769062704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5939508537812379,0.08593120531152429,0.0,0.0,0.10522207935992353,0.0,0.0,0.0759286222479436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759481985178887,0.0,0.0,0.11897901911920893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071739484973954,0.09167584948237163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16640770146141332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,azuriio,2019/02/27,"How can I get over my fear of driving? For context: I lost my uncle to a really violent car accident, my friend also is missing a huge part of her ear because they used the cartilage to repair her nose after an accident, she also still limps a little because the bones in her leg were badly broken.

So many people around me have been in them and unless someone died or got seriously hurt they just joke about it like it's entirely normal? I'm turning 18 in a few months and everybody in my family and friend group is talking about how I must be so excited to finally drive. And honestly I'm not, I'm just dreading it. 

My anxiety is 70% social but this subject specifically has been keeping me up at night. I keep feeling like no matter how careful I am I could fuck up and hurt myself or even worse I could literally hit someone and ruin their life. Or what if I do everything perfect and some drunk driver hits me anyways. So many things can go wrong. 

Is there a way I can get over this? Or is it normal to be nervous before driving for the first time? ",5.911477093206947,5.6736453886255935,7.038116113744078,75.92061808846762,66.67772511848341,10.066508688783571,32.749210110584514,9.725611199111238,3.0351229067930485,831,32,159,16,12,282,134,211,0.222,0.6629999999999999,0.115,-0.9799,0,0,0,0,0,2,16.0,0,0,4,3,17,22,2,3,9,0,20,7,4,4,2,33,38,22,1,6,10,0,2,2,2,1,1,1,0,0,8,8,1,2,1,2,0,5,2,13,0,1,5,4,26,9,22,26,3,25,0,5,0,1,13,12,1,6,9,118,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21260944831734616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169170908185833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833660768459907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099167740575974,0.16206678114019732,0.0,0.1131143321410714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355318245398762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21226887705860967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379611981608613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779954913614553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946964445270175,0.0,0.12531534117020635,0.14958412303902813,0.0672138138275361,0.09496580028741143,0.0,0.14561920944445614,0.0,0.11307088272472,0.0,0.0,0.2054040347378714,0.12289239578965745,0.1389017278957787,0.0,0.07554764515107655,0.0,0.10631691564624164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846103720692957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23631003108038715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389296536207736,0.12988656253160727,0.13323159809344287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14510968671169028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695419627412467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061041077298786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474656422795978,0.2604879482337972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439511178594527,0.0,0.09215748907610527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515888352024015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355062247933384,0.2252636951370279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615872000327088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684475319407896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831332629485486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751302681199669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445905538999303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148095430512477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551429296086316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13546785635555647,0.0,0.1453389775939247,0.0,0.0
anxiety,21rumpstreet,2019/02/27,"Not sure what I have. Back in November of 2018 I accepted a new job at work. The top job. A pretty stressful one that everyone told me I was going to fail at. I'm still training, but I had to learn the two positions underneath me before learning this one. Anyways, at the end of November I started having these episodes. It starts with me getting stressed. Yelling at the cats, yelling at the kids, stressing about money, just stress or a blood pressure increase. Then boom, within 15 minutes I am shivering, so cold. I quickly lose strength in my body and I have to lay down or I will fall down. That is where I go blank. The only thing I remember afterwards is the splitting pain in the front of my head. A burning and splintering pain.

My wife says I cry, I say self depricating things, and I tremor very badly. Almost where she thinks it's a seizure, but it isn't. Once it's over I have a very hard time remembering the past 4-6 hours. Some of it slowly comes back, much of it doesn't. I do not remember anything in the midst of these attacks. The worst part for me is that she says I say that someone is in the room or that someone or something is after me (Sometimes. This is not an all the time thing.) When that does happen I will hide under the blankets and just be irrationally fearful of every noise in general.

I am posting here today because lately they have gotten worse. I have become aggressive during these attacks and do other things I do not remember. Yesterday, after stressing about money, I lost 6 hours. I smoked in my house, was very mean to my wife, and ordered a SHITLOAD of stuff on Amazon that I have absolutely no use for. I woke up this morning thinking I had slept through the afternoon nap I took. I had told my wife that I needed to ""reset"" after our money conversation. I took a benadryl, went to sleep, and woke up at 4:30 this morning thinking I had slept the whole time.

What is this?

I have gone to the doc. We tried an SSRI, Lexapro, and that shit made me jittery and restless and gave me headaches. So we switched to benzos. O gave them to my wife because I was an addict in high school more than a decade ago and didn't want to chance it. She just didn't get to me in time with it yesterday I guess. I am supposed to take them when I feel the brain jitters coming on, as that is the first sign. But lately there has been less and less warning.

There are other things I am ashamed to admit, but here. I have a bruise on my forehead because I was banging my head on the end table trying to ""fix my brain"". At least that is what my wife tells me. She used to stay in the room with me and hold my wild limbs during these attacks, but lately she is fed up and she leaves the room. She doesn't do it anymore, I feel, because not only is she fed up, but I am aggressive with her before the debilitating part of it. That part only lasts about 15 minutes and then I am fine. Idk if it was before or after the full on attack yesterday, but I saw the things I sent to her after her and the kids left the house (my children have seen none of this she promises me) and I wouldn't want to take care of me either.

I am rambling now. I have been diagnosed with anxiety/panic attacks. And it truly felt like that in the beginning. The Xanax helps when I take it in time, but when I don't I am a whole nother person. Can anyone help with some advice on what to do next or what this is?",3.212398451017549,4.5887148631732195,4.064991898052785,89.00581280382303,73.58515283842793,6.815182225151743,25.771580017027826,7.281374121172456,1.0815627639998908,2649,88,559,28,53,850,292,687,0.161,0.7829999999999999,0.056,-0.9973,2,0,2,0,2,0,86.0,3,0,3,7,24,31,8,9,43,0,60,18,11,3,2,83,109,42,0,5,24,5,4,1,0,3,5,7,3,5,51,28,2,1,15,1,3,12,14,24,0,4,34,14,93,7,83,71,18,102,0,3,2,0,42,44,1,11,44,413,144,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06358298105025939,0.0,0.056994624291771226,0.051701692538588716,0.0,0.05840417449478224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057842838551873485,0.04078227434725085,0.0,0.047996597448993684,0.0,0.0,0.3317661742042776,0.0,0.08969682167042924,0.048699032171510066,0.14221778737204638,0.06441550369123134,0.14889112306661256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06478605083444662,0.0,0.13022022824336915,0.0,0.0,0.05946633871836932,0.0,0.0,0.10048383883863736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406739665505183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05919876081604788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05104069844511781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331747461630376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049141422293548,0.05573214386138624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06563196620224003,0.058981858071949625,0.0,0.056001253995997466,0.0,0.0,0.0496113103628654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060944927345731224,0.0,0.06629501035909532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06425168635818466,0.0,0.051576703806706634,0.0,0.05224784401775512,0.0,0.11971678315156267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818818609432232,0.061623682963543286,0.0,0.0,0.11487697298950288,0.13459869644157424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157573476409773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04754275072460487,0.1973797999637712,0.06175787199104175,0.06337040470582472,0.0,0.0,0.028494703545427057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06525088119886105,0.06366874946610761,0.0,0.0,0.05518863109542618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635331454209814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04287566819925185,0.043247331418226134,0.0,0.05633075649268528,0.0620294181597639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621143406178752,0.07904521054035682,0.13307662742640305,0.12412406251575447,0.0,0.0,0.18948123724991667,0.05567791890572701,0.0,0.05092723798212885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05585933462325533,0.05933760702996789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642839277993736,0.0,0.0,0.1855298798365324,0.0,0.05902812704350354,0.0,0.0,0.06084581191666767,0.0,0.05986988918215577,0.0,0.0,0.058367233570188075,0.0,0.09883735603388658,0.04490152062616209,0.057685027010586434,0.0,0.08256562876130899,0.0621668088524071,0.046578509682540736,0.0,0.3340560929465572,0.0,0.06676829893260101,0.0,0.0,0.05497072768994656,0.0,0.131559676433873,0.0,0.05097871855943404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23249167607496785,0.11211712986820488,0.0,0.0,0.1700492088532334,0.0,0.05528538627826153,0.11146428772277248,0.12960269069778796,0.07919784480029059,0.0,0.056975159328652825,0.0,0.0,0.100748340079757,0.0,0.1443729767825958,0.0688033242672096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05406796303956917,0.0,0.1302358089903659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04246137609149391,0.0,0.05943827185120459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SnoppyDoggy,2019/02/27,"PLEASE HELP IDK WHAT TO DO I'm in a math class with 2 of my sophomore friends and the rest of the class is juniors. The teacher put me next to a junior who tries to intimidate everyone he sees, including his friends. He'll look over at me and say ""fuck you"" for no reason, and then just stare at me and I don't know what to do so I've started to look back and ask him what his problem is. He just says fuck you again. When the teacher wasn't looking yesterday, he kicked my desk as hard as possible and like fucking 8 kids heard the loud noise and looked over, but of fucking course the teacher ignores the noise of the kick and me saying ""what's your problem"" really fucking loud. When I said this he looked at me like he didn't do anything, and I know the kids sitting around me saw it but everyone is so intimidated by this kid that they won't say shit. He even intimidates the fucking teacher. I don't know why he chose to fuck with the 5 foot 4 kid a full grade below him and I don't know what to do. If I tell the teacher I doubt she'll believe me. Do I just ask to move seats? Please help idk if I'm over thinking this or not.",2.2081633544442028,3.45857282572614,3.4091242629395104,93.21280847346584,75.92946058091286,6.567460144136274,25.13234330639877,7.0608816371341465,0.7606962655601666,885,30,208,9,19,287,120,241,0.142,0.763,0.095,-0.8708,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,1,0,11,16,8,1,15,0,15,9,2,1,0,32,42,22,0,4,9,0,1,2,2,3,0,8,0,4,11,13,0,1,6,0,0,2,8,12,0,0,5,17,26,4,27,34,2,21,0,0,8,7,35,10,8,4,10,123,37,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.077984086728159,0.08436155388189916,0.17718625185049658,0.0,0.0,0.0728689645950478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676847880438366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259184321893796,0.0,0.0,0.1811053521054836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643147106500673,0.6132654611582118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489144263965667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703888628723845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20832297532297825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259545679008767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3978965531848941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072092905592904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078438436409808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080485358149202,0.0,0.10683407450150957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813559302095709,0.0,0.09526569097693093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06070932639680606,0.09743491054710424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014387048625834,0.3014459151028925,0.0,0.0,0.07551598404306016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727561699239563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06707564177783082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282938834683302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060722026449520565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06433968162172951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551129363040083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jungseojoon,2019/02/27,"Question about anxiety and shortness of breath I'm gonna go to the doctor next week, but tend to go more often than not for what usually ends up being no real reason. My anxiety seems to cause a lot of physical symptoms and since I'm s hypochondriac, it doesn't help any.

Aside from the usual chest tightness people get when they're anxious, my breathing tends to get weird too. Sometimes it feels like the air I breathe in goes nowhere. Like, I'm breathing but it doesn't feel like it. It's as if my air pipes (or whatever lol) lead to nowhere.

Does anyone else have this? ",3.7020175438596494,5.331184464912283,4.048245614035089,88.59938596491232,72.77192982456141,7.171929824561403,27.578947368421048,7.793537801064563,1.5564631578947372,455,17,92,6,9,142,83,114,0.14,0.805,0.056,-0.7784,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,4,1,4,7,5,3,0,18,17,8,0,1,5,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,5,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,3,4,3,14,15,2,14,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,6,9,46,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833628801496693,0.0,0.2662422691546178,0.1965876192573279,0.0,0.1216754582449381,0.17829911363196607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17876152210049795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17811190794648835,0.15228185460112906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536735175998014,0.0,0.15412579692843867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17597460474948112,0.2486329553203988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818314961876614,0.0,0.19779367124334016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663870547485145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550450778140983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794148116921188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18506711555592614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064021360612275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949368241764768,0.0,0.0,0.19806736890001828,0.0,0.17891658477824388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584168821504554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394715314886491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17210546022080495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18086839876663147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3833062669342953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958447905148086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,weareoutofspaghetti,2019/02/27,"Every night I say to myself, I'm going to be productive tomorrow... It never happens... ",1.9987500000000007,4.755171375000003,5.967500000000001,66.5275,85.25,8.200000000000001,26.75,8.841846274778883,3.4738500000000005,66,3,9,2,2,25,14,16,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4253989654040061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869455899113218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4464802892203337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38940903508600455,0.0,0.0,0.4738132656579889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40151574400174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Julius_94,2019/02/27,"Am i wrong ? Hello everyone
so i am 25 years old guy, and i believe that my father is the cause why i have suffered a lot during my life, i just want to know if you agree with me or if you think am just exaggerating. 

first of all, my parents are from a big city in my country, it's a beautiful city full of cultural activities such as painting contests, music concerts, theatre, classical music schools, and sport clubs... etc, 
its people are known for being intellectual and open minded, 
i was born in this city actually and it is where my whole big family lives ,
the problem is that my parents moved to a village, looking for a better job (which is not the case) to be honest, 
so i grew up in this village, where there is abseloutely nothing, it's people are rude, racist and they bullied me since i have a different background, they made fun of my different accent for years, also in this village there is no chance for youth to be creative due to the complete absence of art and music insitutes nor sport clubs, 
in addition, i have no siblings, i didn't have a good connection with my cousins sins i live so far from. them, i have studied in local schools where girls and boys are seperated and not allowed to meet and engage in any kind of romantic relationship because of severe religious reasons, and this caused me to live having no clue about girls and dating till my early twenties, when i graduated from highscholl i joined a merchant marine school, not because i am interrested in the field,  but because i just wanted to be able to travel and meet people from different places.

i thought that this issue will be solved afer i leave the village, but i realized that i cannot eraese my past, and i have an inferiority complex since i spent my life in an unknown place, unlike my colleagues who come from known cities with a citadin and sophisticated lifestyle. 

i feel that i had a frustrated life and i missed a lot ,

my father is a cheap coward man who never gets out of the comfort zone and make a positive change, never achieved what he wanted, after all our life in this village had no financial benefit at all, but ruined my childhood and adolescence instead, 

thank you reddit :) ",13.129370460048428,7.925780181598067,11.943571428571428,61.97579297820825,57.11138014527845,14.705569007263925,47.41767554479418,11.491704259439757,5.340329782082324,1737,74,309,30,14,561,220,413,0.107,0.7809999999999999,0.111,0.6859,7,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,1,3,3,3,16,18,2,0,22,0,33,4,0,6,5,62,48,31,0,6,12,5,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,5,19,24,0,0,9,7,3,4,12,9,0,1,7,3,49,9,45,35,8,44,1,4,1,0,25,24,0,5,16,225,68,6,0.09837386098189914,0.0,0.09599869771828497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866954108572767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689759885112435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17990337774419846,0.0,0.0,0.11083365408080498,0.0,0.08700368577147248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20211410711113398,0.10406650101037676,0.08474037061896493,0.10314312159849304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30833924075125724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971285895057953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940004398874016,0.0,0.0,0.0927381210843131,0.0,0.049740779916246064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367675589689323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05139628213166291,0.0,0.0,0.08251132727539552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740558868847153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026767525336346,0.09762087768877084,0.0,0.0,0.1024412380350636,0.05406370129692962,0.0,0.0,0.10416371471562777,0.0,0.0,0.2779374690888601,0.0,0.0,0.26059776461909623,0.0,0.08260926713480256,0.0,0.0,0.16726787744850272,0.0,0.09308372584152293,0.0656653160909672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932955635627076,0.0,0.0,0.10455584583287893,0.0,0.0,0.15174397229080305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439237276983473,0.0,0.1032268188359069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21846506171769392,0.0,0.09390898154161252,0.2046001463418122,0.0,0.20555949383417152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413049927955383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011447132328024,0.0,0.105616711304822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986787977303953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113446190327478,0.0,0.16275174874331333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905694342470842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06303399795479088,0.0,0.07809785715272498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17407035595792614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876710846089964,0.10983090265318124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755637399629213,0.0,0.1266990823172363
anxiety,RefriedJean,2019/02/27,"Help with touring anxiety Hey guys and gals! To make a long story short, I got a phone call asking me to fill in on drums for a band on their upcoming tour. The money was right and I’ve always wanted to tour, so I said yes. Having General Anxiety Disorder with my main trigger being travel is going to make this very very hard. I’ll be driving across the country for two weeks. I’m wondering if any of you have some tips or could help me out in some way. 

I’m on Zoloft and Buspar, but I know the stress of all of this is going to trigger me a lot. I’m terrified of the travel aspect of this, but I need to do it to prove to myself that I can do it and that I will be okay. ",2.6453424657534232,3.114605041095892,4.571123287671238,88.29408219178086,73.93150684931506,7.757808219178082,22.819178082191787,7.908726449838941,0.8722158904109594,520,12,120,7,10,179,90,146,0.107,0.8370000000000001,0.056,-0.8171,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,1,8,2,13,1,0,4,2,26,27,9,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,7,7,0,0,3,4,1,6,0,1,0,1,3,2,13,1,24,19,5,18,0,0,0,0,11,9,0,6,2,80,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618326882243793,0.0,0.0,0.1322610363716387,0.0,0.297571260980172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18182350012716805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19859778764337116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155285809392607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22290435665386515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22106824867691174,0.0,0.15555279254333368,0.0,0.0,0.1925773769099978,0.0,0.0,0.1742263755837085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607273952213042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688756078572524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17211904847520684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16534990196177568,0.0,0.0,0.2596494615356913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14421314311274666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16609486288796302,0.18500616019183175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227896037048144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899901459046272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209520692504843,0.11471625327844095,0.15437847141757155,0.15600952311778754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109179696788183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nox-idk,2019/02/27,"school stuff So uh, hey, my first post ever in this site and well, i just gotta get a few things off my chest 

 So, im currently at my last year of school and well, the last two years have been a challenge. In 2017 i got to this new school not knowing anyone, and for the first few weeks i was all alone since i've got this social anxiety thingy holding me back, but somehow i managed to befriend someone, who quickly introduced me to their own group of friends. Well, it wasn't easy in the beginning, i was unsurprisingly the most distant in the group and had a hard time to properly talk and mess around with them, but after half year i got actually pretty close to them, and managed to make some great friends at school! The bad part was that none of them were from my classroom, but i was happy nonetheless (also i feel like i should mention, since they weren't from my classroom, so doing group work and such were a bit of a challenge to say the least).

After the year ended and the new one begin, i was all alone once again, since all my friends from the previous year were already in their last year, so basically they were all 2 years older than me (that was also one of the reasons i would feel too insecure to interact with them at the beginning) and had graduated and were moving on to college and stuff. So, i was alone. I don't know how things might work in your country, but here where im from classes don't mix, so your classmates remain the same for the rest of your school life and through all of your classes, so basically the same people at math, physics, arts, etc. for 3 years. In the beginning of this new school year, i was feeling pretty bummed out, all my friends had graduated and i had no one to talk to, but since i had already spent a year with my classmates, i had managed to get to a more comfortable level with them, since i knew everyones names, personalities, attitudes and such. So i decided to talk to some people i knew were cool and we got along pretty well. So in 2018, i spent the whole time with them and got pretty close to them, since i saw them 9 hours a day, and we were together through every class and break (but i was still a bit distant and reserved, that couldn't be helped)

  
Well, fast forward to 2019, now im currently at my last year, and for the first week i thought it would be the same as the last one, but at the second week, i find out they moved me from my classroom. I was at lets say year 3-A, now im at 3-B, and while that may not sound as much, that means i now am in a classroom where i know basically NO ONE, right after it took me *2 WHOLE YEARS* to even warm up to the people at my original classroom, and now i am back to being forced to have group assignments with people i don't know and can't get to know, since i feel like my anxiety has increased by a tenfold in this whole situation. 

I just want to go back to my original classroom guys, everyday i feel like im gonna have a panic attack and guilt from not even being able to give them a chance since im too busy freaking out and such and fucking hell im not even going to school anymore, i lost all my will to go there now. I couldn't even enter school today and i got right to the entrance but i couldn't. The only reason im even being able to post something in here is because i honestly need to get this out of my chest, otherwise i wouldn't even have the courage to post anything in here, i mean this is like my first post ever in reddit.

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if this all sounds like stupid problems im sorry, and even if this is a repeated sentence (the ""if this all sounds like stupid problems"") im also sorry but theres nothing i can do about it, its just how i feel and god now that im ending this it sounds so stupid

im just gonna end it before i regret it, so yeah, this is my story, i don't know if im looking for advice or not, i just gotta tell my story, sorry for the long post. Cya",5.136539540403497,4.7387631426799,5.590872801812495,86.18691120940771,68.31761786600497,8.696040565325276,28.68799223217175,8.04050195162591,1.572513194519365,3047,90,677,34,46,980,282,806,0.102,0.76,0.138,0.9832,2,3,1,0,0,0,92.0,2,4,14,9,62,40,6,3,41,2,61,4,2,7,11,129,110,62,0,16,24,0,8,6,4,11,1,6,0,2,31,45,0,1,21,1,2,9,19,16,6,12,40,17,88,24,99,50,31,120,1,2,2,1,44,39,2,11,74,471,119,29,0.07311600009056292,0.0,0.035675334489288564,0.0,0.0,0.03572405453785664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358918819289322,0.08068532424445493,0.08770625828450991,0.0,0.03961057777529138,0.044421971527524994,0.0,0.0,0.05593353994198781,0.0,0.03625571261726704,0.025562203647500257,0.0,0.030084119093788924,0.032544370786402106,0.0,0.04159000273575216,0.0,0.08433253633245155,0.03052440300912799,0.02228541750851496,0.0,0.031108165414601145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982373522089739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023576885661321725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971386111524734,0.0,0.040771833721370866,0.16902349970238903,0.06613760805191761,0.03080169177176264,0.03493273570194036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090893960734448,0.07835112761094865,0.0,0.0,0.033413349737374164,0.12438486465141375,0.0,0.0,0.11297848059577748,0.03379728195409815,0.07640018459140724,0.03506976484449272,0.062330261715525324,0.0,0.1754326336384355,0.04030532411100051,0.0,0.036198167685408116,0.0,0.03891667084145072,0.03274878731756449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02450405682078451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03600226599628094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5133558746317102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054792450353699,0.14899824684086233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037383031926583266,0.0258219965804879,0.10716235323728897,0.0,0.0,0.032352679626902574,0.0306995126704488,0.0,0.03990737559108267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02440274890774808,0.0,0.0,0.07964475878853737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03878226083520156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771073694863202,0.026874336450679288,0.027107293808839632,0.0,0.10592383275315063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035078387018161176,0.0,0.0,0.038933076924174914,0.1238632347958018,0.02780400640101087,0.0,0.04289293619199806,0.0,0.03958875149794245,0.0,0.10137885659965233,0.03192103553174305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175062292393922,0.1487705155372366,0.0,0.0699621375551679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517542554571773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06244066457830352,0.0,0.05814477793337425,0.0,0.2959891822743857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419292433392431,0.04109272377105391,0.0,0.03726627718865981,0.03097547480317278,0.028144134497142405,0.0,0.122771064009436,0.0,0.0,0.0291952660600556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370032725393467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815180693190346,0.031953303398654084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04857502158555322,0.0,0.0,0.029022968467721788,0.042634527636104515,0.0,0.03465270942818085,0.0,0.04061728319357658,0.0,0.0,0.03571185395907118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.021562855611827438,0.0,0.08797386747526695,0.0,0.16435016240006484,0.0,0.0,0.12244710446732705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05322931887328808,0.0,0.0,0.051939508663809864,0.0,0.044421971527524994,0.3060479945646225
anxiety,Rollingsound514,2019/02/27,"Waking up early and not being able to get back to sleep. Whenever I've got something big coming up where I NEED to perform/be there no matter what/not screw up... For days and days beforehand I'll wake up way too early and start getting drained. I guess as my cortisol is already up, when my circadian rhythm starts pumping the cortisol to start waking me up in the early morning it's enough to wake me completely. That's just a theory. I find it very hard if not impossible to fall back asleep at like 5am because my body is wanting to wake up so I just lay there. I do meditation every day but I find that breathing exercises don't much help in this situation. Drugs are an option but of course I'd rather avoid them since this is just anticipatory anxiety and it passes in time. Any ideas?",3.42730282375852,5.2097750506329135,4.982911392405068,80.98492210321326,73.81012658227849,8.15267770204479,26.077896786757545,8.841846274778883,1.9681357351509248,630,22,125,13,13,212,105,158,0.091,0.89,0.019,-0.8331,0,1,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,12,3,1,1,4,0,7,12,9,0,0,23,17,10,0,4,9,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,3,1,0,3,4,2,0,0,1,1,12,1,21,15,2,31,0,0,0,1,2,13,1,3,15,75,19,0,0.16635753398305073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835796754924348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312882775138962,0.0,0.1272630581564397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558373499904377,0.0,0.10141000864126204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18478571763368132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330228522365984,0.1744227092966946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218605410109736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929219243988078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718918027764165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016339732232758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30409554447933884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17382989070427585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330513169761911,0.0,0.1832615789965488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14902367449908158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115059483625229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18779740675823292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127388806050102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229192882073035,0.12335200353977295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761267120210166,0.18699283830439048,0.1664776754045534,0.0,0.0,0.12807015715391196,0.0,0.0,0.35324615637219503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097004415877367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726238790639025,0.09812198371828576,0.1320468671699166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AlMelville,2019/02/27,"Sitting waiting for my job interview Here I am, on my first job interview. I arrived 30 minutes early, even before the interviewer. My heart is going places and I feel like I’m burning, but I’m here! A little scared I might stutter, but the people here seems super friendly.

I can do this! Wish me luck, Reddit.",1.3954999999999984,4.0676218833333335,3.265000000000001,85.0125,88.5,5.0,24.16666666666667,6.6274283507984215,1.1646666666666667,243,10,43,3,8,81,45,60,0.078,0.637,0.285,0.949,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,4,6,0,1,3,0,5,1,1,0,0,9,12,3,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,9,4,2,11,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,3,28,10,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21268301252587246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16508493888643594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12637864837821886,0.17855926927869248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21260131684162809,0.0,0.0,0.19310527705072847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204831921676933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961835591326133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4960595550200762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210948375401286,0.2505084643987477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265149935943292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732789473493204,0.0,0.2611371497975699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25023646201671623,0.0,0.0,0.2275386437147281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874220185781256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,manicpixieblackgirl,2019/02/27,I have been waking up shaking for the past 2 days... I’ve been waking up feeling super anxious and can’t stop shaking for at least an hour after I wake up I feel like everything is getting to me more than it usually does and I can’t seem to shut these feelings off no matter what I do to distract myself this has only happened one before but it lasted weeks and now I’m really scared it might last long I have exams to focus on and I can’t do anything the way I am right now ,1.5528431372549036,3.2056529117647052,3.637843137254901,89.16696078431373,78.70588235294117,5.7098039215686285,22.117647058823533,6.42735559955562,0.4551294117647062,375,11,79,3,9,128,71,102,0.13699999999999998,0.7959999999999999,0.067,-0.6994,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,4,3,0,13,3,3,0,0,12,20,5,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,4,0,0,2,4,4,0,1,2,3,10,2,14,17,2,23,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,2,13,57,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238625518166393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17382119068492385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17973796525442898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362234448519832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18484549840327344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18983651670964374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204069874881441,0.15090006181648244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103569877916761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186786658717062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20801528950604692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443551409313749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319446714412668,0.0,0.0,0.1869285677624216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22407765156134446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431323608789834,0.16064706709104687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016393384830452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13531693250133453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18038604737473346,0.0,0.0,0.2114743062043116,0.0,0.0,0.19229242783582734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17659458741713205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326358519146991,0.0,0.0,0.16766155060167812,0.16943294174617285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dmj9891,2019/02/27,Trying to stop being so physically tense I find myself tensing muscles all the time and I’ll get headaches from it and other pains. Any suggestions on how to notice it before it hurts?,2.996142857142857,5.849158257142857,4.005357142857147,81.93089285714288,80.71428571428572,5.7857142857142865,23.035714285714285,7.1686216300943375,1.2108571428571433,149,5,25,2,4,48,30,35,0.313,0.687,0.0,-0.8952,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,6,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505067006512256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31345882735686337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33668682441253994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924600177533281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3943515900848823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4193958196223441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3919755148755719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079768495820294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148016261906336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501015142707669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ChronicLurker19,2019/02/27,"My anxiety hole theory. Hi, I'm new to this subreddit and not new to anxiety, and figured I would maybe share my theory on how I have started viewing my anxiety. I have a severe aversion to counselling due to... experience.... so I have been coming to terms with admitting I suffer from anxiety on my own (along with support from friends and family), and this theory of sorts has been my way of viewing and pinpointing what my attacks are like. 

I know this is dumb and it's slightly embarassing to share but WTH IF IT HELPS SOMEONE ELSE then good.

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Having an anxiety attack is like walking along and falling into a hole.

All of a sudden you're taking a nice stroll, then all of a sudden, there's a hole in the ground and you loose your footing, and trip.

Your footing is your mental stability. One minute, you were in control. All of a sudden, you're shocked, your feet aren't on solid ground anymore, and for that to happen, you need to climb out of the hole.

Some holes are different sizes (and this is the important part). Some are small, you panic for a bit but there's barely any clearance from the ground so you can easily lift yourself out of it. However, sometimes you can fall into a deep hole. It may be a wide hole that is intense but you can slowly crawl out of it. Other deep holes are so narrow you only have one way out... and that's when you have someone throw down a ladder, tell you it's ok, and help you back to flat ground so you can walk along again.

----

Anyway thanks for reading I'm sorry I hope it helps someone",2.8154402747117966,4.839743139072851,3.9324871228844778,86.79064630856026,76.21854304635762,6.990630365464803,24.099092469953398,7.921354282810032,1.3212887907775324,1196,39,237,19,27,388,148,302,0.129,0.725,0.147,0.8744,2,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,0,16,0,2,11,17,3,1,16,1,27,3,3,2,3,45,39,25,0,4,5,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,16,25,0,1,3,1,0,8,2,6,0,2,3,2,29,11,40,33,9,44,0,1,2,0,25,21,1,6,15,168,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353535689304338,0.0,0.4698610068585167,0.0,0.121824191012336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794962819222486,0.0,0.09445631481741903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341093756661866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581571273817143,0.0,0.0,0.13777541381010078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283415696160092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261698937464273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016101135734765,0.11580254262351845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490581626182493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303229547906301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086269341830458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24701102390887805,0.0,0.0,0.12200775615736968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06750960662801132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002675852240173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340920887069255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237937455208013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108424301727384,0.0,0.2372791173683508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16647901570119,0.09342529334513157,0.0,0.14412617693922472,0.0,0.1330236609975863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228731606570076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877414283383294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122455927667246,0.0,0.12149182033636265,0.13750923163071527,0.08694672651871044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13939728371605792,0.0,0.0,0.09236033104327518,0.0,0.1073675030968455,0.11309449282728695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950092190451745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872619536036004,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NirakW,2019/02/27,"I think I have a brain tumor Yo. For the past two years I’ve been convinced that I’ve got a brain tumor. I’m 15 years old so this started when I was 13. Basically, I’m dizzy ALL THE TIME, literally all the time and it doesn’t stop. I’ve been to the doctor 3 times + 2 blood tests and he said that it was anxiety, but I’m still scared. It’s hard for me to even function with this and I feel it every single day. I’ve been diagnosed with GAD and depression and I don’t eat or sleep that good so that could be the reason but even when I do that I feel dizzy. Do you guys think that I have a brain tumor?",-0.014358974358973597,1.6028706296296311,2.1829629629629643,97.90794871794873,83.44444444444444,5.635327635327637,16.31054131054131,6.67199483983844,-0.5600997150997151,465,8,120,5,13,157,73,135,0.188,0.768,0.044,-0.9387,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,1,8,0,13,8,5,1,2,19,23,12,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,12,7,1,1,5,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,7,4,10,2,6,14,3,13,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,13,68,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12336109353226495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5400481218458593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875051974855392,0.0,0.0,0.10399736545487318,0.0,0.1388903388969069,0.1636723675759483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16505327876872047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650060751055658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21301733427168812,0.0,0.13586590026482664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16307267621128282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525464396818848,0.12897188073159946,0.0,0.0,0.15966969207268605,0.0,0.0,0.14445451582504476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16921199901462078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393796564963932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16579895911632744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15339224733124002,0.0,0.16144629678497935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16137336619217466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141384697371646,0.0,0.128779975337491,0.13481799601329536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066538312445512,0.0,0.0,0.2820906002128413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575245679434822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076883239645093
anxiety,hereforhelp99,2019/02/27,"I don’t know if I have anxiety I am only 19 for context but I live a great life with a lovely family who is fairly well off, but I can’t help but feel I have no real direction. 
I have a girlfriend who I love and have dated for nearly 3 years, and I have a couple of close friends although I don’t see them often. I’m studying medicine in uni and always got good grades and have a lovely laptop and I enjoy gaming and what not! 
Despite all this I still feel so hollow and lonely all the time. I think i suffer from social anxiety so meeting people and catching up with friends/going out isn’t really my thing which I hate. I wish every day I could just go see friends and talk to people but something inside me is just like nah let’s stay in our room and chill. It makes me feel physically tired and fatigued all day., despite being athletic and coaching tennis once a week. 

At Uni I will literally avoid going to lectures if I think someone I know will be there and see me walk in and sit bymyself, so I skip it and do other work and study. I know I should realise people really don’t care as much as I think they do but idk it’s hard to explain the feeling. 

Whenever I go out it’s fun and I enjoy it but then won’t do it again for ages. I deleted my Facebook because I hate the awkwardness of the number of “birthday messages” you get.... 

Basically I feel I have so much good in my life but I’m not really happy or feel like I have something to DO!! 
I literally just sit at home and enjoy my own company despite wishing so badly to be with friends or be social and fun. I see my girlfriend who is to me a real safe space, but she enjoys going out and I just can’t go with her an that upsets her. 
I think I suffer from social anxiety but I haven’t actually seen a doctor and yeah, I just feel tired and wanna have a big change in my life. Sometimes I’ll google ways to spend lots of money as if thatlll improve my life or give it meaning, maybe I need to move over seas where I know no one and start a new life. Sick of going to a library to eat versus walking into someone, or walking laps of a builing because I don’t wanna be seen alone which I feel I will if im there early 

I just want some advice really :/ ",3.096013785927952,3.907355416309013,4.8825087787748735,85.20883664975939,73.16309012875536,7.193549226167253,25.709194953830146,7.348242739294969,1.1822040057224612,1728,54,364,18,33,591,211,466,0.152,0.648,0.2,0.9861,0,4,2,0,0,0,32.0,1,1,2,1,18,31,2,3,17,1,37,14,0,1,3,95,84,50,0,12,26,0,9,2,5,5,10,0,2,0,17,32,1,2,18,2,2,11,13,10,1,1,3,15,62,21,45,69,8,48,0,4,6,3,28,20,0,11,15,251,79,5,0.0,0.0,0.07342384428235785,0.0,0.0,0.07352411561297609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792643465883077,0.0,0.0,0.06260609768710701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17267625877879145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06282264890962888,0.09173178322427916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07671267277115877,0.0,0.07959443978728427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06007339221094695,0.08325214797265744,0.0,0.09704775617336413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701180834485502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698978370234469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06339334031926502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093001804581875,0.0,0.3043507352377638,0.053751806165318695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17439179937498,0.0,0.03931003967367951,0.07217751395530901,0.2993262475840653,0.1262162714577195,0.06017667649423113,0.08295288281500512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800948784575064,0.06740068158752288,0.14856877232566512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05043210044282923,0.0,0.07547232524932693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127261796718277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165400776456474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769384773618306,0.2657228422840121,0.07351738532765227,0.0,0.06643871269265691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06396675621194453,0.20372238286509545,0.0,0.05022359738216162,0.0,0.07558916422652621,0.08195892835919054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996871130243767,0.11062080414908644,0.055789854475897176,0.0,0.07266771391863637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012864401795508,0.05098488910699177,0.05722376722288201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15648680286511313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17128025216237258,0.19280388461451975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398276498544066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300945490031683,0.1275020106232289,0.11584757807388557,0.07441474784274255,0.0,0.05325559129601107,0.08019632900736713,0.06008713582262695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06047543901160329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04998642440172052,0.19284421811257507,0.0,0.0,0.04387332260535795,0.1729557018416168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0443787780938997,0.059722382223264286,0.060353365884209635,0.0,0.06765021774618955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17304565249024148,0.0,0.0,0.054775957621108415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04845239525059981
anxiety,NirajTheStoryTeller,2019/02/27,"Depression vs Anxiety: How to Tell the Difference?  

# [Depression vs Anxiety: How to Tell the Difference?](https://www.nirajthestoryteller.xyz/2019/02/depression-vs-anxiety-how-to-tell.html)

 

## While Depression and Anxiety are two different medical conditions, their symptoms, causes, and treatments can often overlap. Find out the differences between Anxiety and Depression here

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#### Anxiety Disorders

# When anxiety is more than usual, it is going on, and causes problems, it can be considered an anxiety disorder. Anxiety disorder is the most common mental health issue in the United States, which affects 18 percent of people every year. However, because some concerns are common to all people, it can be difficult to determine whether there is a problem when worries. There are questions to consider:

# Is this concern part of a repeated, ongoing pattern?

# How much does it get in the way of my life?

# If a repeated pattern of anxiety increases to that point where control is difficult and interferes with your ability to work or relate, you may be called anxiety disorder.

# Since our natural ""warning systems"" are complex, there are several ways in which anxiety may appear. Occasionally worry is a rare event, which only starts with specific situations. Sometimes it is always present, subtlely distracts us and wears us down. Some common anxiety problems have been described in the following sections.

#### Depression Disorder.

There is no single cause of depression, and it is likely to develop due to the combination of factors, such as life events (such as trauma or loss of any close to you) and biological factors (genetics, hormones or imbalances of some chemicals) ) Brain). People with depression often experience negative thinking patterns and can stop doing their normal activities, which can lead to their symptoms worse. In other words, depression becomes a 'vicious cycle': Your mood falls so low, you do not feel like doing anything, so you stop doing things you enjoy or you do (Such as school work or daily work) which makes you feel worse.

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anxiety,neeeenbean,2019/02/27,"I’m 20 years old and abnormally terrified of the dark. This may sound like an exaggeration or even a joke, but my fear of the dark is beyond extreme... especially for someone my age. Sure, everybody sprints up the stairs afraid that something in the dark is chasing them. Naturally, most people are a bit uncomfortable in the pitch black. 

In my case, I sleep with all the lights on in my bedroom. If I have to pass through a dark room, I have extreme feelings of panic. I sweat, my heart races and I sometimes let out a faint cry out of sheer terror. No matter how hard I try to keep calm and “think happy thoughts”, my imagination produces a vivid image of something sprinting towards me out of the shadows. My sister (unaware of how serious my fear really is) recently turned off the bathroom light while I was in the shower as a harmless prank. The bathroom has no windows so the room was completely black. I let out a blood curdling scream and without thinking, attempted to throw my body out of the shower and make my way to the door. In the process, I tore down the shower curtain and ripped the rod out of the wall, fell hard and painfully to the floor and body slammed the door and cracking it before blowing it open. I had shampoo in my hair and eyes the entire time. I had a massive bruise on my hip for a week.

When I’m in the dark, my body has this sort of panic, fight or flight response that my family, friends and I are beginning to feel is abnormal and unhealthy. If anyone can read this without laughing, I would greatly appreciate some feedback on how I can make this better. 

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anxiety,appydave,2019/02/27,"encourage men suffering from depression to speak out (grateful for self healing) - Day 59 This is part of my series on finding self-love after my spiral into depression and suicide attempts.  

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There are 4 links, 1 is from my video journal on self-love and the other 3 are great resources about ways to heal yourself from depression  

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\[Encourage men suffering from depression to speak out\]([https://youtu.be/lFfBPDzkE3E](https://youtu.be/lFfBPDzkE3E))  

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Heal, so that we don't have another generation of trauma, passing itself off as culture.  

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I am grateful for  

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self-healing my depression  

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You see, men suffer from depression  

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Men cry.  

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Men break down.  

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Men suffer from eating disorders and body dysmorphia  

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Men have suicidal thoughts.  

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Men die by suicide  

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Men suffer from mental illness.  

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It's not unmanly to struggle.  

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We need to be encouraging men to speak out, not letting them suffer in silence.  

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What do you love about yourself?  

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28 days of self-love - Day 27

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I love that I value compassion  

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I love that I value kindness  

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I love that I value integrity  

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I love that I value strength of character  

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I love that I value working hard  

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I love that I value personal health  

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today,  

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I'm grateful for  

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self-healing my depression  

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What are you grateful for?  

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check the links in the description about ways to heal yourself from depression  

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useful links about ways to heal yourself from depression  

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\[6 Ways To CURE DEPRESSION\]([https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=chE00kGtg48](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=chE00kGtg48))

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\[The 6 Proven, Non-Medication Ways To Strengthen the Brain and Body Against Depression\]([https://www.heysigmund.com/the-non-medication-ways-to-deal-with-depression-that-are-as-effective-as-medication](https://www.heysigmund.com/the-non-medication-ways-to-deal-with-depression-that-are-as-effective-as-medication))

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\[My Story: How I Was Healed From Depression\]([https://healingfromdepression.com/my-story-how-i-was-healed-from-depression](https://healingfromdepression.com/my-story-how-i-was-healed-from-depression))

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\[Content source:\]([https://positive-memes.tumblr.com/post/181927000405/just-a-reminder](https://positive-memes.tumblr.com/post/181927000405/just-a-reminder))

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anxiety,Phoenix011,2019/02/27,"Struggling to work I have a coursework draft deadline on Friday (currently Wednesday) and there’s so much pressure on me succeeding in it, every time I sit down to try to work on it I get stressed and anxious and can’t make any progress, the encroaching deadline just makes things worse",8.020691823899371,8.26266,6.439622641509434,80.35993710691825,62.20754716981133,9.330817610062894,40.30817610062893,8.841846274778883,3.581130817610063,232,12,41,3,3,68,42,53,0.217,0.6809999999999999,0.102,-0.6983,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,4,3,4,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,6,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,8,5,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,26,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975463682963852,0.0,0.0,0.3281763429270813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447543270753018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177149932752418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3878149571757532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21354704093270846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327607155777172,0.3036881502176345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929917812459168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16938980493458414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972268435182668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4229672258928245,0.0,0.2960389331541688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,3698642,2019/02/27,"Work adjustments for anxiety My anxiety has gotten really bad recently due to work, I have been suffering with it for many years but it has really spiked right now. 

I have been in my job for about 6 months and a few weeks ago I had to go on call for the first time. It was the worst week of my life. I couldn't sleep due to the worry of missing a call whilst asleep and any time my phone went off (for any reason, not just a call) I would panic and get really anxious. I have been scheduled to be on call again in a months time and I really don't think I can do it. It will set my recovery back so much.

What work place adjustments are available to people with anxiety? (I'm in the UK) Would I be able to ask to be removed from the on call rota? I don't think I would need any other adjustments, just not being on call. None of my colleagues know at the moment about my anxiety.",2.5991459627329188,3.7417854673913062,4.093322981366462,89.12434782608698,74.76086956521739,8.300621118012423,21.838509316770182,8.841846274778883,1.1679748447204967,682,16,155,14,14,227,96,184,0.17,0.83,0.0,-0.9823,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,4,8,5,0,1,10,0,24,3,2,1,0,23,35,6,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,7,0,0,3,6,5,0,1,7,0,18,0,29,19,4,34,0,2,0,0,8,11,0,0,19,106,25,4,0.10194059344410494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036418534475234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20796929770167605,0.0,0.3119370998442639,0.11516385435553525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530069390165537,0.0,0.0,0.07838602394121076,0.08511613746439482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.624556461288324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671061670717936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05325975263171191,0.0,0.05793518847618264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011603093016627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05602388418004568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200365589108139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335176154350192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162736018234186,0.0,0.07493806561643092,0.07558765835423446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960532207879275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067277197639851,0.0,0.10650622319978363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612230179934916,0.1048119082424027,0.10065403782122602,0.0,0.0,0.08705670980732605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201421372153976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063883219645545,0.0,0.0,0.1783271394653828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16354119019810853,0.0,0.0,0.0944999514217879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22264189840174975,0.10352562095664997,0.0,0.21724701829254187,0.0,0.0,0.06564639992436143
anxiety,Ni_Rinn,2019/02/27,"Exercise = Panic Attack So I struggle to exercise and while some of it is to do with motivation, a lot of it is due to the fact than when I exercise I tend to get really panicked if not full on panic attacks. I don't know why but I have a theory? I think it's because my heart rate is fast, my breathing is fast, I'm sweating all things that happen during a panic attack and it's like my body says ""Oh this is familiar! I know what this is!"" and then I start panicking. Has anyone else dealt with this? How do you get through it?",0.9028733766233756,2.8177569821428565,3.4469805194805225,88.48438311688312,81.85714285714286,6.929870129870131,21.788961038961038,8.00094639256281,1.0873107142857146,410,13,90,8,11,143,71,112,0.168,0.742,0.09,-0.8344,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,3,8,3,4,4,0,11,7,4,2,2,17,20,10,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,11,5,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,7,0,0,0,1,12,1,11,20,4,9,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,8,64,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139852463686215,0.16703013646132692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5563659659800038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937362365799313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18107508920998264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617974933745305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703392630648908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14415535632541734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19317587843462009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17917971214120215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964185067685621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859118693652364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5737958237176366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443283666817096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12963762688809838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538424090578416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704207177856822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830122236608974,0.10445468343553814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14709744764121574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chikinnuggd,2019/02/27,"Anyone else feel this way? Thoughts while driving Whenever I drive, especially around the city, I always think about what would happen if I got into a car accident. I am a safe driver, and wouldn’t say that I’m an anxious driver, but the thoughts usually pops into my head. Not really obsessive, but just a “what would my first reaction be if I get in to an accident?” Then I go through a list of who I would call since I live far from my parents, tell the person to call my parents, look for my insurance, etc. 

Is this obsessive?? I’ve been worrying about these thoughts recently and I don’t know if I’m overthinking? ",2.9489256198347107,5.077441082644633,4.303305785123968,83.80223140495869,76.19008264462809,8.697520661157027,27.52892561983471,9.339509955726095,2.5925471074380164,485,20,96,13,11,160,79,121,0.103,0.8390000000000001,0.058,-0.732,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,2,9,0,9,1,1,0,0,23,22,9,0,7,7,2,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,7,5,0,1,6,0,0,4,3,2,0,1,5,3,14,1,12,12,1,15,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,3,5,64,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333964677651303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18111241606549355,0.0,0.11209727398840444,0.16426356539753276,0.0,0.14271599190472356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274028710548753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13392416263930668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787956734364379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106101989726595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636543669234522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375894096424229,0.0,0.09111176435392424,0.0,0.12822003579099478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176766721763065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645313467277943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810595197601395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156272189901925,0.0,0.134625783073531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.356025795023198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399824958497001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102703083761557,0.0,0.15829355554800098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749039935822926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326157608044218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401239992962741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272456867425704,0.0,0.3818210307468366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765663686242731,0.0,0.0,0.12725205897544906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16280955028002825,0.0,0.3416534865576561,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wgvn,2019/02/27,"Worrying about my mom passing away constantly. I’m not sure if this is where I should post this but oh well. I am 16 years old, I have had severe generalized anxiety for about 3 years now and in the past couple months I have really been worrying about my mother dying. My father passed away when I was 10. Weekends I would see my father weekdays my mother. And now my mom is all I have left and I feel like I’ve taken her for granted for so long and these past couple months I’ve been treating her extra nice because I am afraid of her death. She has no diseases or illnesses, she is fine. She turned 50 in January. At nights I cry just at the thought of it. If she were to die I would probably be inclined to kill myself. She is really the only person I love, and the only person I can be open to and talk to without worry. Anyone else have similar worries? Advice?",1.8906751336898395,3.992123375,3.666965240641712,87.21199197860966,79.45454545454545,6.641176470588236,21.716577540106954,7.724431198458867,0.9938526737967917,678,20,137,11,17,227,106,176,0.212,0.6759999999999999,0.112,-0.9712,0,0,0,0,0,1,16.0,0,0,0,0,10,9,1,1,4,0,22,2,0,0,2,22,29,12,4,5,7,6,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,4,7,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,2,1,0,7,2,28,7,19,17,2,26,0,0,1,1,18,9,0,3,15,98,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345164747826135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881623793549365,0.0,0.0,0.08117987038426808,0.11895824468674272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181596804099808,0.0,0.0,0.07077352679558435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546293342331674,0.0,0.0,0.2569250446566417,0.12753047836492715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24098709152104905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698671321396424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0587036852399937,0.08294191522803318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12844752893012895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261430688346161,0.0,0.0,0.056720631143805884,0.0,0.0,0.1027449109988034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047848485790473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719500042180303,0.18533994094807354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895205351684258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218274963012736,0.0,0.0,0.17659867411455726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22166131302764866,0.0,0.2027482108141272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119177674731642,0.0,0.12517551502473995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148753359135036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251672651884307,0.0,0.0,0.13116003572664287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942294465486516,0.0,0.0,0.09331684074859682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217048932347258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628354026446412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438790853288103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191632716788537,0.0,0.0,0.4716210383642639,0.0,0.1649483213299954,0.0,0.0,0.14952928082492387
anxiety,Conurekid,2019/02/27,"I got what I worked so hard for and worried myself sick over and am still very happy. But I have this feeling it could be snatched away from me at any moment. So this year, I applied to five grad school programs, four of which are highly competitive fully funded ones. A couple weeks, I found out I got into one of those four. I’m still waiting to hear back from a couple (I do have one rejection to my name), but I’m so happy to have gotten into this program and everyone has already been so welcoming, that I am most definitely going to attend.

The thing is, I can’t shake that any day now, they’re going to realize that they made a mistake and tell me nope, you’re out. This program did require GRE scores, although I’m not sure how much they counted. I scored perfectly well in the verbal portion and pretty well in the analytical writing section, but not as high as I could have. And I’m afraid they’re going to realize something like that and decide off that that they had made a mistake. For the sort of programs I applied to, the writing portfolio is most important. Some require the submission of GRE scores, others don’t. Somehow I sneaked my way into this program with full funding and I’m so grateful but how long until they realize they’ve made a mistake?",5.8802409638554245,6.1487584698795255,6.380385542168678,78.88479518072292,66.71084337349397,8.72835341365462,33.06586345381526,8.447377352677275,2.577467791164659,1005,41,188,13,15,327,134,249,0.08,0.746,0.174,0.9838,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,4,4,14,14,0,2,11,0,19,1,0,5,2,49,37,23,0,5,6,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,17,14,0,3,6,0,3,5,5,6,2,6,10,3,22,8,31,24,7,31,0,1,0,0,10,15,0,5,11,142,39,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430313586425661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762828035458522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177584195828055,0.09966452893679388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069711426855685,0.28682901968351043,0.0,0.0835897734879844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385094056044732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06553631434296019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14211415337903435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22098645822399365,0.0,0.20732698851591086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759512640704681,0.11610794373797413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608346515378626,0.0,0.0,0.2738868655336818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06332244895996855,0.0,0.0,0.11470357877582832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679293525696109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528059510580117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634877198489922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318631929815187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117545006060086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978255234494003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20701849361597788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122158880961497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328762550128095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610923236081726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694444131743214,0.0,0.10288090315632974,0.10396786865399298,0.0,0.2330756155851793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435993310255562,0.13162846801965528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346663341113976
anxiety,stormzy24,2019/02/27,"Remembering to do grounding excercises Hi guys...i am new to reddit. Whenever I get anxious, grounding exercises help me tremendously. But I noticed a lot of times I will sit there feeling hopeless not knowing what to do to help...and completely forget that they exist. Does anyone else have this issue? How do you remember to do them when you start to feel panicked? ",4.122467532467532,7.075037393939392,5.2507792207792265,74.21045454545455,76.57575757575758,8.013852813852813,32.15584415584416,8.841846274778883,3.4223662337662333,292,15,46,7,7,96,52,66,0.153,0.785,0.061,-0.7471,0,0,0,0,0,1,12.0,0,2,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,1,0,10,12,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,8,0,7,11,1,7,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,1,4,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26063356072254995,0.0,0.16131589595891635,0.2363868743877758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24189219604672466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20189349740368476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19272633060588215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23330506776504945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205350328823732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.309276456379347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24079846303265115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267906888065285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19613908119629705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22281853082265948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626617699562949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5226927541790154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329580181861142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345272715773068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mazlog,2019/02/27,"Pipe dream It’s the first day and being able to say your name and where you are from and actually having an interesting fact about yourself

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anxiety,neuronsandcoffee,2019/02/27,"How do you ground yourself when you feel yourself spiraling? I thought my anxiety was under control and I was very, very wrong. Every aspect of my life is a mess right now (need to pay tuition to register for classes because I didn’t get a loan that I should have but caught the mistake too late, currently have midterms, have skipped a class so often that now I keep skipping because I’m anxious about going back, will probably be getting evicted from my apartment soon because I’m in a payment plan with my apartment complex and am paying twice my rent but didn’t make twice my rent this month, am working two jobs on top of full-time college but still can’t make enough money to keep my head above water, if I move back in with my mom I’ll have to drop out of school and will have to see my ex boyfriend who cheated on me and his new girlfriend all the time because it’s a very, very small town, and I feel like I have absolutely no friends or support system because I really don’t at this point in time - like I said, spiraling!). 

I used to take benzodiazepines for my anxiety (really shitty doctor who overprescribed me them without offering any type of sustainable long-term solution, leaving me to realize on my own that I didn’t need 5mg of Xanax a day and instead would be fine with .5mg a day) but I really didn’t like what they were doing to my brain so I stopped and have since been managing my anxiety with things like breathing exercises and trying to talk myself out of being anxious about things and focusing on letting stuff go. 

However, as previously mentioned, everything is a mess and my anxiety is getting worse daily and I’m spiraling far faster than I’d like to be and I really don’t know what to do other than going back to taking benzodiazepines, which I 100% do not want to do. I don’t have health insurance, can’t afford therapy, and I don’t have enough free time to meet with the counselors at my school so those aren’t really viable options at this time. Does anybody have anything that they do to pull themselves out of a negative spiral and manage their anxiety without drugs or therapy? I’m trying very hard to stay focused on school/work and stay grounded but it’s getting increasingly more difficult and if possible I’d like to avoid spending my spring break having a mental breakdown. ",10.548466666666666,7.332155268888893,9.867111111111113,68.84800000000003,59.64444444444445,13.288888888888893,43.0,11.319583603955671,4.7308666666666666,1861,81,344,37,18,599,229,450,0.13699999999999998,0.7709999999999999,0.091,-0.9482,9,1,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,2,4,4,17,17,1,1,13,0,46,10,3,5,1,60,75,31,0,8,12,2,3,6,2,4,6,1,2,0,19,24,1,5,6,1,9,7,16,7,0,3,11,5,45,11,54,55,6,58,0,0,1,0,18,25,0,6,27,228,64,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052540960888736436,0.0,0.29552694455000905,0.1745686397278694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06358022613614013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782296404935626,0.0,0.23549166926117665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625019271430441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665615252825737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965548382915683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908115884158093,0.0676126917691572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959964923081258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15966505914155305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509675493967433,0.0,0.06943830388997076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781322025614319,0.055196147353750835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059692601621498635,0.0,0.16146528997644455,0.0,0.1317297050527925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06921177571607831,0.0,0.07929333066949723,0.08212612981417622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667083429981175,0.13734842708856218,0.0,0.0,0.04246129702896753,0.0,0.0871551525413794,0.08180953808340337,0.0,0.0790058574139012,0.054572592827323706,0.2264785161522125,0.0,0.0,0.06837463581286111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314626724226696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786214823989421,0.0,0.0,0.09048858146332144,0.0616699690559336,0.08211751544056678,0.0,0.1145779183317115,0.0,0.07462033616093063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303777383419532,0.08710154726218687,0.0,0.0,0.08330174379735067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474807914553617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659815160550778,0.07349406668416769,0.0,0.0,0.2345804826982033,0.061567988339564964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06391210904539188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16470249872185946,0.06170171087330744,0.06459467777292968,0.0,0.0,0.08844676019735606,0.0,0.08767625475161435,0.0,0.0,0.11618315217659868,0.06210044798682414,0.0,0.0,0.17671217031515726,0.0,0.10265917533929007,0.0,0.0,0.061337574571056264,0.18020889359334347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049119552120039,0.0,0.0754739649640375,0.0,0.0,0.06672975362387906,0.0,0.3187471265207922,0.04557126075943413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895605119958294,0.0,0.11249563666748964,0.0,0.07873680565496409,0.05488486626365649,0.08447411172484129,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AH_Josh,2019/02/27,"Does anyone here hallucinate? Hello. I mostly deal with depreasion but anxiety too. I made the mistake of drinking a double dose of nyquil and now Im seeing shit.

I see things normal but right now is trippy. Im listening to Neil C. to calm me.

Also Im making conversation with you folks to help to :)",1.0975,3.7067654237288146,3.686250000000001,81.76971398305086,89.67796610169492,6.339830508474578,19.239406779661017,7.6454224807358475,1.1535237288135596,236,7,43,5,8,82,45,59,0.149,0.696,0.155,0.1154,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,5,3,1,0,2,0,1,3,1,2,0,10,6,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,5,1,8,5,2,3,0,0,2,0,6,1,1,1,2,27,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16852615353119355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16121308543163662,0.0,0.0,0.14735207979754045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21726040118308415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18441720552826865,0.0,0.0,0.20644184877982905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14125244387421187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6828957632411309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994042682329817,0.1406684593362698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20647733346050406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17996808718902027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33585991216989314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21631831057586934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14000417482671992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lootercrous,2019/02/27,"(Advice needed!) I haven't left my room/dorm area for 5 weeks. Hey redditors, everyone seems to be extremely supportive , so I've decided to give it a try and seek guidance.

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I am a Y1 University student in the UK studying Philosophy, and I haven't left my room in 5 weeks. I can't bring myself to see another person's face, or to hear anyone's voice. 

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I've had bouts of anxiety-riddled weeks like this before, but usually they last for 2-3 days, and at worst reaching a crescendo at around 12-23 days before rapidly decaying. This allows me to carry out my duties, such as grocery shopping, attending lectures, applying for internships, and taking on part time jobs. 

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However, things have been particularly bad this time around, and it destroyed my overall  academic performance due to missed lectures and assignments. I've hesitated in regards to reaching out to my uni's Wellbeing Center, as it had an extremely long waiting period (maxing @ 1 month and a half), and no promises of follow up sessions. 

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I've been living off of water and food I have left in my room (which have recently ran out despite careful rationing and eating like a bird), and recently I've ordered takeout to be delivered to my room once a day. Due to economic reasons, I only eat one meal a day to make sure there's food left (and to keep costs for takeouts down, as of right now). However, this is hardly sustainable. I feel weak and tired, and I spend almost everyday sitting or lying down. I have not contacted anyone, except for my boyfriend (in a LDR) via text this entire time. 

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I have no idea what I should do. I know I can seek out help and put an end to this, but I don't know if I should. Something is messing with my head, and all i want to do is hide away and disappear. Any prospect of going to lectures give me extreme anxiety, so I've been doing distance learning via available online resources. I just can't bear to see a human face.

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TL;DR: I haven't left my room in 5 weeks. What should I do?",5.916478149100258,6.724021748071982,6.525186632390749,75.9942992287918,66.73778920308483,9.617316195372752,34.58313624678663,9.692545771848811,3.422878786632392,1616,74,287,33,25,529,209,389,0.13,0.805,0.065,-0.9819,3,0,1,0,0,0,85.0,0,0,1,1,8,13,1,0,12,0,30,11,3,3,2,53,52,27,0,6,8,0,2,2,0,3,2,2,4,2,13,24,6,3,8,1,3,7,9,7,0,2,6,6,33,6,52,41,3,65,0,1,2,0,9,32,0,5,26,176,46,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060282391702726874,0.0,0.0,0.06177325261318005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40104412490319297,0.449757910596389,0.04195106329564962,0.06468695505275468,0.04719239749970062,0.0,0.0,0.08626964620886157,0.0,0.0,0.10983369792953966,0.0,0.0,0.057959437348567774,0.0,0.05150826361935537,0.0,0.0,0.10498666161697776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06289668838584371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15913882955923558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262477830453185,0.0,0.0,0.054638701034965695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05894708436861953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03119213009849822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14919068904065902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835662713133185,0.035059637922556806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05526179070112803,0.0,0.06331135703595528,0.0,0.06952869559418244,0.0,0.041349258103137866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06964008249945572,0.0,0.0,0.06121743813275394,0.054832576916055316,0.0,0.0,0.06780601378987969,0.05028528141766378,0.0,0.0,0.33512981323296426,0.0,0.0,0.06027687354459906,0.0,0.05447307280574523,0.054593380598359866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041178306530723935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04924007348827993,0.0,0.0,0.04574207839856846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06569744178529413,0.04180248929815536,0.04691774286131812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06680385683242959,0.0,0.0,0.05386500475308728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062015116153841685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06342721322916822,0.12182213312057365,0.0,0.0,0.05268260628562056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831729500678428,0.056159921539474696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04749169045448329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000466018121447,0.058141745471032576,0.0,0.04638292380272643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0409838485030543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079151566753229,0.07090315387483759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04188320882529427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06794241113827237,0.0,0.03638614163585677,0.0,0.1979347979898891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.449757910596389,0.0
anxiety,tinychameleoncatcher,2019/02/27,"Why do I always seem to need validation from others? I’ve been working on it and making great progress, but sometimes it’ll all come back to me in one swoop. Something as little as somebody not following me back on Instagram gets to me because I think about every interaction I’ve ever had with the person and what I’ve done in regards to those interactions. I think about my past and all the mistakes I’ve made and need others to tell me it’s okay even when it’s not. I’ve made MASSIVE strides recently in my personal life, but there is still something missing. I want to be happy with who I am, but I’m not. I don’t feel like I deserve great friends, a successful career, or a college education. I wish I could take back my mistakes and be truly happy with myself and the choices I’ve made.",5.145062499999998,5.5386533812500005,6.063750000000002,80.08625,68.3125,8.65,32.25,8.548686976883017,2.4620125,631,26,124,9,10,209,93,160,0.068,0.7040000000000001,0.228,0.9832,0,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,10,11,0,0,5,1,11,1,0,4,3,35,29,13,0,7,7,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,2,9,10,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,3,0,1,6,1,17,8,19,19,2,16,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,2,9,84,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714952299517498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247791327049306,0.0,0.08582498386921646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121279117145625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124102843366294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440782375032882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299123281550964,0.1273536639382135,0.11862262389502184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118824039019575,0.1005812322605915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877490034678876,0.0,0.07355756973879136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31044550009874783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997496139289233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944495942894344,0.0687834487467232,0.14110972867842747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39965999705548105,0.09397919202419198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20878972117016467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954037331746364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13440109230372718,0.0,0.245866819282498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390142845334465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281709835853481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167758255646219,0.13924605646486116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243600160079413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585743003898272,0.0,0.12305767875831065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18042657982912524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304227346659451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270421225098879,0.0,0.16190288481912066,0.0,0.0,0.10249764070885814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HelloKiitty,2019/02/27,"Moving anxiety I have so much anxiety right now, I’m practically vibrating due to my anxiety about moving. I’m so incredibly scared, I’m nervous about something going wrong, I’m afraid it will just explode in my face. God, I wish I could afford movers, that would literally bring me back down from this insanity I’m going through. Moving begins tomorrow, I’m so scared I decided to leave work early, using more PTO, that will probably bite me in the ass later in the year. And I have this detailed plan on what to do, and how everything is going to work. But I seriously can feel that something is going to go wrong or it will be difficult to move boxes to a 3rd floor walk up- literally every little thing I think about just makes me spiral.

I think this is all stemming from when I first moved to Chicago, we were practically homeless for a few days because I was naive and extremely unprepared. I was scared and just felt really alone. I’m glad I have my partner who helped me through that, but now it just doesn’t seem like he cares or understands? I run around like a chicken with their head cut off. And now I’m making another jump to move to a slightly bigger place we can afford, and I’m just scared shit is going to hit the fan again, and we are either going to run out of time, or just have to pay for something that we can’t afford due to a stupid mistake I missed.

I’m sorry if this is the wrong place to post this, I just really feel alone on this, I just want to express the racing thoughts to people who could hopefully just understand. ",5.9043867243867245,5.913111545454547,6.561255411255412,78.49839105339109,66.66233766233766,9.961327561327565,30.09812409812409,9.725611199111238,2.5982829725829726,1228,40,243,24,18,404,158,308,0.19,0.737,0.07400000000000001,-0.9831,3,2,3,0,0,0,29.0,4,0,1,4,23,21,3,6,10,0,25,4,4,4,1,52,62,18,0,8,16,0,3,2,1,4,0,0,0,1,18,14,0,0,10,0,1,19,2,16,0,1,5,3,28,5,38,49,5,52,0,1,0,1,11,16,2,6,18,157,46,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17358540837285136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787279824721718,0.19232291986436945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460077824838991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443790113865265,0.0,0.05108439492153743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544084358956032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381677687339166,0.0,0.0,0.05404480026827869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07060607171119787,0.0,0.07531505784739434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847447449894942,0.0,0.08046223269523778,0.0,0.0,0.07128120379264796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333828190079086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600414255147595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056170135261520766,0.0,0.0,0.08323343700857128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873330349461578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188200455003512,0.08399075399844401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187581851658912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5344040749172617,0.061603477519603024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05809715641687855,0.0,0.17510870270307846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025832387572532,0.0,0.09035179866760036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737030762798692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156571258453091,0.0,0.0,0.33559822696022323,0.0,0.0,0.07628940720726743,0.0,0.0,0.08602066223654592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935426268088832,0.0,0.09380851127423047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05567375134548154,0.10739276889790668,0.0,0.06652874160575803,0.048865116532454345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744798767490222,0.0,0.07237727554936307,0.0,0.0,0.04942808144787073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636717112163266,0.0,0.0,0.1220164506986924,0.0,0.0,0.05952992291032661,0.27487016191718594,0.0,0.05396518429876005
anxiety,jaealexray,2019/02/27,"Need advice for helping my fiance with panic attacks My fiance has really bad anxiety and panic attacks and his mental health has been getting worse. He had a mental health clinic that he was going to but they changed companies and have been increasingly unhelpful and uncaring. We have done a lot of research and found a new place to go but his appointment isn't for a while and the wait has been really bad. He has panic attacks have been going on for 3 hours at a time and he can't sleep, he can't do anything he enjoys because of the constant panic. He has attack after attack. I've been helping him with breathing exercises and talking him through things, but it's not always enough. I have ptsd so I know how bad the constant panic can be but I don't know what to do. We've considered going to the hospital but he doesn't want to be without me and he doesn't think he can go back to the one nearby because he went there once before for depression and it didn't do anything to help. He said it was dreery and bleak there and made him feel worse. He lost his dad in August and he lost his mom in high school and he relied on them a lot. Now he's got so much stress. We've tried everything we can think of to help but he's in constant panic until some parts of the night. He's 22 and he's not currently working so he's always home with not much else to do. I'm wondering if anyone would know some things we could do until his appointment to help. He's desperate and I just want him to be okay. I hate seeing him in this much pain. Does anybody have any advice?",2.0891821946169777,4.103781996894412,3.5109068322981365,89.00836853002073,78.40993788819874,6.405134575569358,21.91345755693581,7.42949916751922,0.7915077432712212,1241,36,256,17,30,407,146,322,0.24,0.701,0.059,-0.9968,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,3,0,2,3,9,22,6,7,12,1,39,7,2,2,0,54,66,30,0,6,12,2,1,0,0,1,5,1,1,0,8,22,0,1,8,1,0,7,11,20,0,1,17,3,23,2,34,44,10,31,0,3,1,0,45,9,0,6,15,162,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795765015586198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747152686345685,0.0,0.0,0.04800299017951752,0.0,0.05400044756340986,0.0,0.0,0.049357521054584096,0.0,0.1161775848480504,0.0,0.0,0.4015263050083008,0.0,0.054278639862393126,0.17681678211052554,0.08606088732058823,0.0,0.060066101913354035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746738793590333,0.0,0.0,0.2288451317561341,0.0,0.05635963083145911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060798265060004464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061772973392676976,0.07223712958696439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05896811262217575,0.0,0.0,0.07293738196199534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06344090711951919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0356919562263328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739727496732049,0.0,0.0,0.03687987713760014,0.0,0.20058698429563526,0.0,0.05645653003861802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969209539520355,0.0,0.15006576721351206,0.0,0.0,0.2365718380803351,0.07458123113575538,0.07080659560737708,0.0,0.0695160177279139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163817252185844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15411262331936545,0.12002461099355682,0.0,0.06679308755740829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422743655271458,0.0,0.0,0.0826730690468488,0.0,0.0,0.15567327200940606,0.0523409031299787,0.0,0.06817536648236949,0.0,0.0662430630887021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517505886831567,0.04783298266165352,0.0,0.0751117504732157,0.4969264067489365,0.0,0.07644108710382938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07375055706997533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251484875603711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044233528205388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06714637307002913,0.0,0.0,0.07143991035308185,0.05625035190915903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064005149169876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808595445199013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0567368229364495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379248689579536,0.09046125531450812,0.0,0.0,0.041161056074620936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04792534691571871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327052820125755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06543677778686477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804534730584033,0.07655083843987759,0.05138968578842396,0.0,0.14387259177180672,0.05014445209400882,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OverGr0wth,2019/02/27,"Anxiety over my drive test which is still two weeks away Hi,

I'm looking for some advice on how to stop worrying about my upcoming drive test which is two weeks away (13th of March). I'm confident in my ability to drive and my driving teacher is confident that I will pass but I'm super nervous of failing because of the 2-3 week waiting list.  

It's been crippling my ability to focus at work and enjoy myself at home. Help please! D:",2.5768103448275848,4.660008103448277,4.113318965517242,84.9417025862069,77.16091954022987,7.5683908045976995,28.11637931034483,8.472884824447931,2.2181275862068963,343,15,67,7,8,114,61,87,0.109,0.621,0.27,0.9606,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,3,4,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,7,10,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,2,0,2,1,1,7,2,15,8,1,18,0,1,1,0,2,7,0,1,6,40,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21166301833197312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16570154260579956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4070133617298337,0.0,0.0,0.13203984809848202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14518516151544894,0.0,0.21727157177781256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18189288974077653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377662553420552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729803129912907,0.18109072537187496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4231814611747117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.521240227769208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15769036356911784,0.21997197640555846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,emrose276,2019/02/27,"Moving to new state for a job. I’ll be alone for a few weeks before my family can follow. What can I do to make this easier on myself? I’m moving to Washington for a job and I’ve been having mixed feelings about the situation. I’m really excited to pursue a career I’ve been working towards for the past 7+ years, but I’m incredibly anxious/nervous for all the change that’s about the take place. Not to mention my imposter syndrome issues, but that’s another story.

I’m most nervous for the first couple weeks of my job. This isn’t because of the job itself, but because I am moving alone and my boyfriend and dog will be following a few weeks later.

This may sound silly, but the thought of being alone for more than a few days is making me really anxious. For the past few years while I’ve been in graduate school, I’ve relied heavily on my dog for stress/anxiety release. Taking her outside for runs/hikes and simply petting her really helps me. I’m not a monster, I’ll miss my boyfriend too haha. But my dog has been a comforting presence for so long, it’s weird to think about not coming home to her.

Sorry if this sounds weird- she’s not an  official “emotional support animal,” but she is in practice. Again, this would be easier if I knew anyone in the town I’m moving to, but it’s all new. 

What can I do to make these few weeks alone a little easier on myself? I’m open to all suggestions. Any mental exercises I can do to calm myself? Any free yoga/ meditation videos you can recommend? Any fun hobbies I can do to keep my hands and mind busy? I’m really open to any and all ideas. Not sure if Netflix can keep me distracted enough.

Also, if you’d like to share success stories about how you overcame big changes, I’d love to hear those as well.  Thanks everyone! I love reading your success stories on here and I want to set myself up for success too.",2.9051350000000014,4.739110296000001,4.493379166666667,83.71966875000003,75.37333333333333,7.5675,25.052083333333336,8.376592526197632,1.695548333333334,1471,50,288,27,32,493,182,375,0.069,0.718,0.212,0.9966,4,4,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,4,0,5,12,23,0,2,19,1,29,4,1,4,5,47,58,23,0,6,16,0,2,1,0,3,1,3,2,0,14,10,0,2,5,5,1,7,6,5,1,1,6,5,32,19,46,44,12,40,0,1,0,2,16,15,0,6,17,184,46,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34835428876864283,0.0,0.06724418871049492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287276472871208,0.08817234819003167,0.06432617675190426,0.18998831378257286,0.0,0.05879545016112692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251707345035023,0.0,0.07155167897338673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17790538334924255,0.07243333817200504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304045194178023,0.0,0.05422903380986045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458633944235252,0.0,0.08688414884708416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080348546990631,0.0,0.0,0.07926955755410703,0.0,0.0425168158493562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07152419458098913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094771942072854,0.0,0.05636161386628916,0.0,0.08434592285355379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949237693614867,0.0,0.08776477945929087,0.3337727222399561,0.1494804341943821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04108056622580638,0.08427707042467637,0.0,0.07441417761995152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15178325151562516,0.0,0.1683857886806606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473972343856544,0.0,0.08490370402532556,0.0,0.0,0.3574838714419324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16242312322767827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16054074268752075,0.0,0.0,0.08785281573942327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410956149919267,0.0,0.21547264542120093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510033727250756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451709350974616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412829549355912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632115264892817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542071144621043,0.07925081991983128,0.0,0.1264456273840809,0.0,0.0,0.07741583392836894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053879430274417765,0.0,0.06675553170623325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049596577037705994,0.0,0.26979745627313895,0.0,0.07560413738673179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612161965392837,0.0,0.0,0.059732854709008736,0.0,0.0,0.10829829287427273
anxiety,lighton1997,2019/02/27,"Advice for anxiety related to change/moving? I have struggled with varying levels of anxiety for years. Like most people, my anxiety gets worse when I am stressed — specifically when big life changes are going on. 

I’m moving soon and I cannot stop spiraling and worrying. I’ll research the crime rates in the new neighborhood and then be convinced something bad will happen. It’s my first time living in a house and not an apartment building, so now I’m terrified about home invasions. I just keep spiraling deeper and deeper going over worse case scenarios. And then there’s this fun thing my brain does where I tell myself that if I move and something bad happens in the new place that it’ll be my fault for making the choice to move in the first place. Oh, and another fun thing — I tell myself (or my brain tells me) that all this anxiety I feel is really a SIGN or my INTUITION that things will go badly and by moving anyway I’m just ignoring it.

I’m fully aware of how irrational this sounds. I just can’t seem to get out of this cycle of thinking that something bad will happen when I move, even though it’s not based on anything real.

Help? Tips? Please? ",5.040803571428572,6.392702901785718,5.357500000000002,81.5875,69.08928571428571,8.814285714285715,27.839285714285715,9.188382445141503,2.290175,926,31,173,18,16,294,130,224,0.205,0.7140000000000001,0.081,-0.9808,0,0,3,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,16,12,0,2,8,0,12,3,2,2,1,31,29,20,0,1,8,0,1,1,0,4,1,1,1,0,16,11,0,3,3,0,0,8,4,8,0,2,0,2,19,4,21,23,2,36,0,0,0,0,4,14,0,5,15,110,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017086689637267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967592467591118,0.2823630100445217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593514044230383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081858334876964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20602067324871207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761558606879582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075119509923846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06094731123723606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046657429008391434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15697953689047986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642061861077056,0.0,0.15732743120775447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24479761828588684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06185053949200139,0.0,0.09256017481719614,0.0,0.0,0.10647391128614528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201899186523295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651771431540722,0.045081306396422126,0.0,0.08148124284161544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06159482881021758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4903729859658413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782411309484589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397243749912666,0.0,0.1928171915823984,0.10129114444201813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503008904594488,0.05911425547841331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400444420020642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21311531167041767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771467203971564,0.1057016442070144,0.09646672609313346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24195941123700224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839118709735688,0.05912662185118193,0.09066052821194366,0.0,0.053806774824383605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937105780769329,0.18807389525749335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05942260503955254
anxiety,SurelyThough,2019/02/27,"I went to see a professional about my anxiety, and honestly it wasn't that bad. So basically I knew I had anxiety for years, I've learned my own ways of coping but with new goals on the horizon I thought, screw it. I'll actually go talk to someone.

So I went to see my doctor, told them about it and that basically led to a little questionnaire. Long story short, my personal condition was actually way worse than I thought. It turns out mine was so severe that I was offered free therapy sessions. 

Now I was a little shocked at first. And obviously anxious. But the therapy has been going great. It's not a cure by any means, it's something you need to work at. I'm getting there though. For me personally, I felt such a weight lifted from just being able to tell a couple of my friends about my condition. They were surprisingly understanding and supportive. 

I'm not really going anywhere with my post, but if I could offer any advice it would be this. Just book an appointment with your doctor and see what happens. They may offer you medication if you're that way inclined (I declined the offer at this stage). It's important to know that there are options, and people who actually want to help.",3.7948260869565225,5.938294700000004,5.209782608695651,78.19380434782613,73.73913043478261,8.773913043478261,28.89130434782609,9.3871,2.8061043478260865,951,40,177,24,20,318,136,230,0.076,0.7929999999999999,0.131,0.9321,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,3,3,3,13,9,1,0,10,0,15,5,0,1,1,35,39,15,0,6,9,0,2,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,17,10,1,0,8,1,1,6,3,3,0,1,15,5,26,7,26,19,1,24,0,0,3,1,18,8,1,4,5,119,43,8,0.11140058490134258,0.0,0.3261327034084356,0.0,0.0,0.1088593622636736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15151243564348646,0.0,0.170442285065435,0.1258509520227004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930148351870811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894430229562765,0.12326262832034675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22804643818697226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696203144987576,0.0,0.0,0.09475728060806683,0.0,0.0,0.08606781555367833,0.0,0.058202207721370025,0.0,0.18993455888075844,0.0,0.0,0.12281953813234292,0.0,0.0,0.0985111693221758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466946383582211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06122284808479377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22330530410976432,0.0,0.0985860120657196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134789515810206,0.0,0.11222436935216304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260212215265966,0.0,0.10759137907869944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723113892883943,0.19454138762996634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669096636958887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136606726280474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26631552925206503,0.0,0.0,0.1258509520227004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943893540783456,0.08576161279720733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641606358938595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953957036454238,0.09736902138331173,0.0,0.2547925549838567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094505090539058,0.17687924169116218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064480328404192,0.0,0.0,0.12117184688942152,0.0,0.1159719376349342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06570695126444187,0.2652737970728275,0.0,0.13565590091752927,0.0,0.206538916556492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110095258274007,0.0,0.11352671323269305,0.07913577927498769,0.0,0.0,0.07173832426481933
anxiety,EMUlover69,2019/02/27,"Question/advice for spouse. Hey everyone. Brand new here. As I stated in the title, I am writing here for my spouse. 

I am not currently dealing with any anxiety issues currently, but my spouse is. 

From what I can best understand, she gets overwhelmed by questions, tasks, decision making. Just about anything. From the big ones all the way to more mundane. 

She has a psychiatrist who has prescribed lexapro for 3 months (did not work), switched her to zoloft (5 days in), and takes doxepin as needed for panic attacks (does not ease her stress. Only makes her really tired, which helps to a degree)

My question is does anyone have any advice? As for therapy, shes tried talk therapy but it seems to hurt more than help. Even discussing new ideas to try stresses her out.

For the record, I am incredibly patient with her, and do my best to put as little pressure as I can on her about her anxiety. I always ask if shes comfortable to talk about it, and I stop as soon as shes not.

Shes just so exhausted, and the lexapro not working has really taken a toll emotionally. She thought it would work. 

Is there any advice anyone can give? Be it techniques for coping, therapy, medication, lifestyle? Just keep in mind, shes struggles a bit to start anything new. I'm sure you all here are understanding, I just want to clarify I'm not willing to push her too far too fast.

Thank you all",3.4795547073791333,5.7713489083969485,4.205667938931303,84.35381997455474,75.18320610687023,7.420101781170484,27.328880407124682,8.344100000000001,2.0099231552162853,1082,43,204,20,24,345,145,262,0.138,0.741,0.122,-0.5867,2,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,2,0,5,17,14,1,6,9,0,24,4,0,2,4,41,42,15,0,4,13,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,7,7,0,2,8,0,0,2,6,9,0,1,3,0,31,5,38,36,8,23,0,2,0,0,34,8,0,4,11,138,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27597628832110843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833166175891278,0.0,0.0,0.1920544028271121,0.0,0.14403302336518048,0.0,0.0,0.13164914929555804,0.0,0.15493768614862244,0.0,0.0880077879694851,0.10709734878231313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975873368767375,0.0,0.1027760260846356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060712233247840024,0.09705376072961984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16476434032433587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058943429163459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062178296669196186,0.0,0.0,0.08995439127910912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049184038699192634,0.09030725150772016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12619953581591012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10077835435244628,0.10627211331932047,0.0,0.09825725053778936,0.0,0.08367557329730232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943525782702998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567778500161916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483571055643364,0.0,0.0,0.09505412728658763,0.0,0.07514130486044515,0.0,0.0,0.0698032966728881,0.0,0.2727617435565051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379140748085657,0.07159738339028689,0.0,0.11045249929024416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463626714490746,0.3163735823071606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061643540625296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570112687465366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663247061043273,0.0,0.0,0.07870489395731142,0.21567311366182645,0.09841511613822188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872542853936098,0.0,0.07078123915897537,0.1513316372808914,0.0,0.08667106596467826,0.32297040031329205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473630132785954,0.0,0.10819958467658117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782917408213074,0.0,0.0,0.19600522014434307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055525956150451694,0.0747236070698694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20560417962837613,0.0,0.0,0.06687404795682106,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,quietkindlove,2019/02/28,What do I do? I'm terrified of talking. I'm a girl but I have a man like voice. I have so much anxiety everyday over talking and avoid any social situations. People think I'm an asshole because I'll just stare at them or speak in minimal sentences. I'm so scared going through my day at school and feel so drained when I get home and often wonder what I did to have to go through this everyday.,2.3481184668989563,4.0455685853658565,4.088327526132404,86.61573170731708,76.5609756097561,7.612543554006969,28.787456445993037,8.418075326091056,2.0819212543554007,312,14,66,6,7,105,56,82,0.196,0.75,0.054000000000000006,-0.9164,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,2,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,11,16,9,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,2,3,3,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,4,7,1,9,15,1,10,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,3,5,40,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17907050016146828,0.0,0.20144343337696927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052089754414126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698232867391835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13314538176244267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757680553286594,0.0,0.2993081178432624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26413713901418623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864763185776346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19357468202325528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825568788105172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636349549046209,0.266499658262443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959891103562545,0.0,0.2684273812759747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42330243273627655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16872847059968368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28556547989916103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lostinspace15,2019/02/28,FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK,25.410000000000004,7.1902557142857155,18.05,65.39500000000001,54.35714285714285,22.4,56.0,3.1291,5.2182,224,0,56,0,1,56,1,56,1.0,0.0,0.0,-0.9996,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,56,56,0,0,0,0,56,0,0,0,0,56,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,56,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,56,0,0,0,0,0,56,0,0,56,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,h3vZa0je,2019/02/28,"I'm terrified of going back to my call center job tomorrow My anxiety has worsened over the past year, and I had to take time off to recover.  I'm supposed to go back tomorrow and I'm petrified of all the people, the talking, and having to talk all day long.  I went to work for a call center about 5 years ago, more money, better benefits, etc.  I've always been an introverted person, socially awkward, but I thought it would bring me out of my shell- I'm used to pushing myself into uncomfortable situations when it's something I feel like I need to improve.  With the way I've been though, I think I've pushed too hard.

I've been on Zoloft and trazadone for a couple of years, and I was relatively ok for a month or so, and I'd been seeing a therapist which helped for awhile.  Now I've had to add a prescription for migraines, and this anxiety is worsening, outweighing the meds.

I stopped going to therapy after about 4 months because I didn't want to talk anymore.  Part of me wants to stop speaking altogether.  I've started having full body tremors almost all the time.  After all this time, speaking has become the most laborious thing imaginable, instantly draining my energy.  You can see how this directly contradicts working in a call center.

I haven't gone much of anywhere, I don't want to talk to people, and I'm starting to get scared got my actual health.  I've been diagnosed with panic attacks, major depression disorder, and generalized anxiety with agoraphobia, and the migraines.

Has anyone gotten to the point to where they want to stop speaking entirely?  I'm not sure what to do with myself right now.  I'm the only income in my house, trying to finish up a degree, and take care of my disabled father who lives with me.  I'm a bit overwhelmed.

Sorry if disorganized.  I'd appreciate some feedback.",5.448709055876684,6.70292425144509,6.504754335260117,74.1043954720617,68.04624277456648,9.81290944123314,31.75770712909441,10.02789654360092,3.3414493256262032,1445,60,254,35,24,483,194,346,0.18,0.748,0.071,-0.9865,3,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,1,1,3,14,12,1,4,19,1,20,6,1,2,5,47,53,18,0,7,4,1,2,1,0,1,5,3,0,1,9,19,0,3,4,0,1,8,4,6,0,0,14,7,25,6,49,38,13,51,0,2,2,0,17,15,0,5,28,158,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0923818584338988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391705807421143,0.0,0.09479586184140812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877097297422288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21726121601658688,0.0,0.0938847570282522,0.06619374176662284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769798797971523,0.0,0.14558698223605698,0.0,0.057708450807380664,0.10455285501731068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372574184031523,0.10335242980070826,0.10515429037870086,0.0,0.0,0.2899984138218089,0.0,0.09651986143327028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474782713299052,0.0,0.06105272857723044,0.0,0.08153700938079933,0.09608555552826097,0.0,0.0,0.10849719699071934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055793260205886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047866750256333086,0.06763050608784303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049459879902221136,0.0,0.16140522566594032,0.0,0.07571427597190451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848035169722507,0.0,0.0,0.10062716310201304,0.0,0.0,0.06345365336248232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923362535540174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939429212811002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04624977587424862,0.0,0.08359316800275833,0.08377778966997987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515429037870086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511254468883138,0.0,0.06959153098444097,0.0701947778492788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07199892642925645,0.0,0.11107195533914783,0.0,0.10251571537628636,0.09037087423735367,0.13126109835622707,0.08266004027074639,0.0,0.0,0.08949142004927234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084555783665237,0.0,0.0,0.09477871765597176,0.0,0.15087553787147578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641027601915318,0.0,0.09650163040895593,0.0,0.07287969366174447,0.0,0.1059725551510872,0.13401233738189872,0.0,0.0,0.23743889516597835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922303161537515,0.0,0.14235640995422288,0.3043607155197789,0.0,0.0,0.10826057689951307,0.10991630490827392,0.06289290390378124,0.060659134071492773,0.0930103727157332,0.07515544851083614,0.1656042032762437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427304228481437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176235525600213,0.0,0.0,0.22334946013308335,0.07514268305903013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775775359693269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783818627296687,0.0,0.0,0.06724910088715512,0.0,0.0,0.18288836668416192
anxiety,thelearningsoul,2019/02/28,"New to the sub. Finally admitting outloud... I have anxiety and i do not know how to cope with it. I'm really ashmaed tbh to admit it but I mean I'm sure everyone around me came to terms with it before I had the guts to say it out loud. I just turned 23, I work as a medical professional who does come in contact with those with anxiety and yet I feel ashamed that I have no idea how to cope with mine. Right now I am recovering from surgery over an issue I had pain for the last almost two years and even getting a diagnosis led to alot of stress and anxiety, I would say it made me ten fold worse worrying for everything  possibly even I surprised myself I could get this bad. I had a 5 hour anxiety episode last night didn't sleep until 5am bc I was thinking of the worst complications that was gonna happen and drive me back to my former pain. I don't know what I'm trying to say here. I guess I just want to know how to stop myself from going down that rabbit hole and deal with real life shit. ",2.043689526847423,3.707483770334928,3.843596491228073,88.18656432748541,77.32535885167464,7.706645401382244,23.094364699627857,8.515128840125781,1.3147031366294524,784,24,174,16,18,264,128,209,0.24,0.7240000000000001,0.037000000000000005,-0.9936,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,12,9,1,2,9,0,13,7,3,5,1,43,35,12,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,12,16,0,1,9,0,0,5,4,7,0,2,8,5,25,2,30,24,3,25,0,0,0,0,8,6,1,3,14,112,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12335612581373748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769574096982485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966444931453688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947248421434186,0.1028577835663568,0.0,0.0,0.10482488205927007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14089555447300095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611653339209218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835650169764464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700259076473513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780364372035567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16273052598808135,0.0,0.0,0.11771249931199138,0.11071445282281957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06228812895644504,0.0,0.0,0.1349476778640394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872247900774206,0.0,0.0700112253055661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570672258800806,0.0,0.10893574678307244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131648512950427,0.0,0.0,0.1390655407490883,0.0,0.1285774532167146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031045836383836,0.20083117656048585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870121304168597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656453977452493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13418908404558014,0.0,0.12410009511363307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897683590606163,0.0,0.115604659771907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621638539480348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388772421693153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14021620714729274,0.07891811543540922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520284968413704,0.0,0.2938948379627494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645187859077306,0.0,0.0,0.12327810246384288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299163436117834,0.1411127399259536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610430349631183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893462466530261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363733750088619,0.13399440612478666,0.1203378865158163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266014457123722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968315872411985,0.125104548105066,0.12554025468305122,0.08751002827291145,0.0,0.0,0.07932976514770798
anxiety,remenation,2019/02/28,"Finally learning how to drive! I’ve been putting off learning how to drive just because the thought of being behind the wheel scared the hell out of me. I didn’t help that the very first instructor I had was an awful woman who really helped make that fear of driving worse. It’s been about a year and a bit since that incident and I’ve decided to pick myself up, get my learners permit and get started and now I can’t wait. (Can’t be taking the bus in the summer ya know..and I want to see the look on my friend’s faces when they see me pulling up in my new car haha)

My first lesson starts on sunday. 😊",1.4778083989501312,3.3951161968503962,2.8461614173228367,93.50708989501312,79.94488188976378,5.808136482939633,20.81955380577428,6.816661863887847,0.2804388451443569,475,13,105,5,12,154,85,127,0.136,0.833,0.032,-0.9336,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,3,6,5,1,2,10,2,9,1,1,5,0,18,21,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,5,0,0,6,3,3,0,2,6,3,13,2,17,13,1,25,1,0,3,0,7,8,1,0,11,65,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411114942855245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22227574435526415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22910379679319884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22303111514745755,0.0,0.3463598677813283,0.0,0.0,0.15729892744970758,0.0,0.21274258654948114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729342321298772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189186430725988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17097062700171542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590291566221538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966357391905602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20467172670516975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042977522464974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20383662054817187,0.0,0.32448170352694805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684179601960612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882147241413593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15307998586648222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16163367704380138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16798926422177968,0.1200870835793531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20748325159078526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111011812374446
anxiety,throwaway61177,2019/02/28,"I literally can't do anything in life. Please help. My anxiety is so bad that I literally can't do anything that I want or need to do. Can't get help, can't go out, can't go to school/uni, can't get a job, etc. I see people on this sub force themselves to conquer these things and believe me I have tried so many times but I just can't. I'm losing my life to this and I don't know what to do.",-0.000333333333330188,1.2993822444444447,2.5641666666666687,96.71625000000002,82.1111111111111,5.833333333333334,20.13888888888889,6.6274283507984215,-0.10277777777777786,302,8,80,3,8,105,51,90,0.048,0.833,0.119,0.5468,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,0,14,2,0,0,0,9,23,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,8,2,0,0,0,1,10,0,8,23,1,6,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,1,1,48,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641008123399776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530495932811468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791082536591101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416811531596958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392371747329701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241469495293418,0.0,0.2438238092681583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28756525219653745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21286969637473854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788998370474366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030318209427169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399836477260256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21748112724679095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590576580342553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14871535700543587,0.0,0.0,0.23546935674273065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21709722514188054,0.17093799883535132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251199745070064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508345844143495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14563931810583072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265245191325458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cheechiie,2019/02/28,"Going to the doctor? I went for a physical for the first time in years a few weeks ago, and I had this whole plan to discuss my anxiety concerns with my doctor. I wasn’t able to get the words out. I want to schedule an appointment to actually address this but I can’t find my words!
I don’t know how to describe what my personal anxiety is, or how to get across how taxing it is in my day to day life. I’m worried I won’t be taken seriously. 

Any advise on how to find the right way to describe what’s going on with me? Or any tips and tricks on how to get the words to actually come out of my mouth?
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anxiety,GothamRid,2019/02/28,"A Bad Week, & Few Years I’m a 23 yr old male. The youngest sales manager at my firm. At 16 I developed low back problems, and shortly after, depression and anxiety. At 19, I was in a car wreck. As time passed, I ended up having a degenerative lower back issue, and had an L5 S1 Spinal Fusion in January 2018 that has not fixed the problem and only made it worse. Since then, my anxiety of not getting better, the stress from work and the mounting pressure of trying to be the most successful I can be at a young age, it has worn me down. This past Wednesday, I started having chest pains, and almost fainted at work. Was in the hospital, and it’s that my anxiety is most likely what caused me to almost faint, have chest pains and so forth. I’m looking into doctors and ways to help out my anxiety and depression, while I also cope with my agonizing pain I feel 24/7, that is associated with my lower back. I don’t have many people I talk to on a daily basis about what I go through, and I wish I had more that I could go to. 

If you’d like to know more, ask away. Message me too if you’d like! Thanks for listening everyone.. ",3.7706578947368414,4.6881133026315815,5.286798245614037,82.5396710526316,71.67543859649123,8.50701754385965,27.407894736842106,8.841846274778883,1.9761526315789475,875,30,181,16,16,296,141,228,0.222,0.7,0.079,-0.9845,2,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,2,0,4,7,17,0,2,13,0,19,9,3,2,0,31,34,18,0,6,4,0,1,3,0,0,6,1,0,1,10,15,0,0,2,0,1,4,3,11,0,0,6,3,24,6,30,23,5,37,0,3,1,0,8,16,0,6,19,122,34,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24380997270071775,0.0,0.0,0.09735540339511486,0.0,0.13190519764909886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3725229499613072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381043051092225,0.0,0.11437870145992796,0.28083154798415466,0.1016477829452756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076691030384084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250604754907977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719945335365864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20970890126500435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246060093728581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782547173900453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632775046423265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06155538251655442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06360410536124196,0.0,0.13837525147529353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159973016517184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270648909889966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669050991801256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784279879038342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022309068425795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519329531802515,0.0,0.1234252133302024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774561094760706,0.0,0.0,0.09258872669234043,0.3886197076910819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621456861487565,0.08439916095820205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23297740402878986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070455435159656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616817148965425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394527148210696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978499697937684,0.0,0.11208180046180387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098755067925748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265344277933248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663151507568317,0.09765245404153372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13999494791484085,0.0,0.0,0.17725628407994914,0.0,0.12406342151719567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839654393905701
anxiety,Dayos80,2019/02/28,"First time - Escitalopram 10mg Hi guys, I just got diagnosed for something I never wanted to hear but ultimately knew was coming. GAD and Chronic Depression, I'm 23, and my family has a history of drug abuse. So I was self medicated for a long time using various other natural things. They don't work well for me at all.

I'm a little scared, but i'd love to hear stories from people with experience taking this SSRI :)",4.508888888888889,5.962494148148147,6.865123456790126,69.88805555555558,70.48148148148148,10.338271604938267,28.314814814814817,10.504223727775694,3.3107185185185184,330,12,59,10,6,118,65,81,0.17600000000000002,0.684,0.14,-0.5317,0,0,2,0,1,0,11.0,0,0,1,2,3,4,0,1,3,0,4,5,0,1,2,12,15,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,1,1,4,2,6,2,9,11,2,8,0,1,0,1,7,2,0,0,5,36,9,1,0.0,0.22926500738618255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666824974479124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666606476516398,0.1963976976334693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243977346283199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18927942694549,0.1824139016392353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16459039002730122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15475905194192804,0.0,0.0,0.1915947106365969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4361755067861156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19393711418657106,0.0,0.1712407750940844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17464065630463488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949301689929244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14923857477463798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13414803798694305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19372653704240275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20186195126964854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14896520044773284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548737843406878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855232460567556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22566197428993826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16712125185814838,0.0,0.0,0.1141308896447867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17397909243241366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408697815251832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway7589053,2019/02/28,"How to deal with loneliness? I’m young, recently divorced, and living on my own (without a SO) for the first time in almost ten years. I’m fine throughout the day - confident, independent, no issues. But as soon as I get ready for bed, the anxiety sets in and I’m overwhelmed with thoughts of dying alone, thoughts that I can never be loved, and general unworthiness. How do I deal with this? ",3.332200772200772,5.714377702702702,4.319343629343631,82.92391891891893,76.02702702702703,8.012355212355214,28.138996138996138,8.841846274778883,2.4384888030888034,306,13,58,7,7,99,55,74,0.155,0.735,0.11,-0.5432,0,1,0,0,1,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,4,0,3,1,0,3,1,16,10,9,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,0,4,2,13,7,1,12,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,1,8,39,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369448282143351,0.24507117690153585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18101676770381636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260295126542422,0.4878980569957949,0.0,0.0,0.2455784290096075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012723150888366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362631152127253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24697405470299186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20894339106745344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21356246374552712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18249907203250074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336377249366295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3757061646121926,0.13797739948644475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280971618267273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15237814458918358
anxiety,Br0_han,2019/02/28,That catch 22 That catch 22 when you don’t want to be left alone with your thoughts but find human contact exhausting.,3.979130434782608,6.168375826086957,2.7471739130434787,95.84945652173916,73.34782608695652,6.339130434782609,24.54347826086957,7.1686216300943375,0.7373652173913037,96,3,20,1,2,27,20,23,0.191,0.763,0.046,-0.5574,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5135864168116943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4532291190289788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5387795675824307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3936766152936186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292485312891758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gudetama100,2019/02/28,"I think I need help... I have a bit of a long story. So anyway, I have a small friend group that I’m really close to. And one of the people in my friend group (Let’s call him S)
makes me feel a bit upset at times. He has ADHD and I have high functioning autism, so it’s a bit hard every now and then. Like how at my lunch table, S was having a pointless argument with another person in my friend group and I was like, “Can you please stop this? All I wanted to do was to talk with you guys and have a nice and quiet lunch, and yet here you guys are complaining about some dumb shit that I don’t even care about.” They continued on, while I ate my lunch in solitude. Also, I keep having these weird thoughts that pop into my head for no reason, like “What actually happens after death?” and “Why do I exist” when I haven’t thought about these questions at all, which makes me feel like my brain is a bit off. Do any of you have some advice for my problems? Thanks.",2.6165666666666683,3.6768001900000016,3.652000000000001,92.62766666666668,74.6,6.7333333333333325,19.833333333333336,7.03164865440522,0.09513333333333353,738,13,170,7,15,238,117,200,0.133,0.7190000000000001,0.14800000000000002,0.6341,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,4,1,0,13,16,2,1,9,0,20,7,3,4,2,31,35,15,1,3,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,1,0,3,9,12,4,2,7,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,6,4,27,10,23,28,8,22,0,0,0,0,21,12,2,3,14,114,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.11911039569799055,0.0,0.14668925117828946,0.1192730589034361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976092425295012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830032037912234,0.12798780510133814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5330201846380681,0.0,0.0,0.13625640265807235,0.1246342316109632,0.0,0.12444563340602252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061774820862164,0.0,0.10283860677476583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343175728356275,0.0871978165187294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28290368657569026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417119916756893,0.10793493785817566,0.0,0.10933943778987198,0.0,0.12526608523172414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181248882210249,0.12896032317592726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849020736581057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481194048798235,0.0,0.2385242816593397,0.0,0.0,0.10801694020297696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16294849761777494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905040005397008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827092394236177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461921869730478,0.10657579607045063,0.0,0.13398234987929653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679242826125888,0.0,0.0,0.13673219952181978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819308295896167,0.12549531506430214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252901463550211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204543488210714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810509843343286,0.0,0.11237403639548103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820944051610203,0.0,0.1937998512422404,0.07117263972196318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07199260500485417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013780046029037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rainbowbakery,2019/02/28,"OK, I need to make friends I’ve lived in this city for approximately 2 years and haven’t made a single friend. I’m not super close with my colleagues, but we get along. My husband is literally my only friend. 😭😂 And my sister and some people from high school. I’ve done a meetup group for anxiety, but I couldn’t click with the people there. I felt like they were just talking at each other, and there was no real connection. Besides that one incident, I don’t actually make a conscious effort to befriend anyone, so I cannot yet conclude that “it’s me” that’s the problem 😝

Anyone on here wanna chat? I’m 29F and live in New England. PM me!",2.681415683553088,4.381369091603055,4.2774462179042345,85.60681471200556,75.64122137404581,6.595697432338652,24.122831367106176,7.348242739294969,1.0155129770992373,505,16,103,6,11,169,94,131,0.083,0.805,0.111,0.5401,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,1,3,6,7,0,0,5,1,8,0,0,4,0,27,16,8,0,4,4,2,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,6,11,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,1,0,1,5,2,13,6,13,10,3,9,0,0,1,0,10,6,0,1,4,64,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.18781140856943285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147229970975233,0.0,0.0,0.26914245048590474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196951524891238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847900217926708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4460781072374702,0.0,0.10055144884055033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20334262012403653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402533895957932,0.0,0.33988817491938195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18210857106093312,0.2569346418717631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270529220327893,0.0,0.1858772969731164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041463481695215,0.1463731085020449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26685252051183994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18415647377755728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21905952850300567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947779398570104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469058445027672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393674956031366
anxiety,mytwinpoot,2019/02/28,"Afraid I might fail grad school Hello. I am in a grad program for CSD. I am taking 7-week prerequisite courses before I start real grad courses since I didn’t major in CSD during undergrad. I had to take an 8-week remediation class because I did not earn a high enough grade in one of my classes to meet certain standards. 
I just took my test for the remediation class and I blanked on half the questions. I need an 80% to pass. Otherwise I need to repeat the course. 
I think I might be reacting irrationally since this doesn’t necessarily mean I’m going to fail out of the program.  I am really afraid of failing and disappointing everybody. I’m also embarrassed that I’ve been struggling so much. 
I’m just really nervous and making myself sick thinking about all the things that can go wrong. I just wanted to post here to vent and see if anyone can relate. Thanks for reading if you got this far. ",3.5241112716763014,5.8658811907514465,4.7239848265895965,80.4522200144509,75.24277456647398,7.3307803468208075,25.84140173410405,8.278499904357787,1.8411158959537577,718,26,132,13,16,236,108,173,0.17600000000000002,0.7959999999999999,0.029,-0.9763,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,4,7,12,0,5,9,0,13,1,0,2,2,26,32,8,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,4,1,0,4,3,10,0,2,6,1,19,2,19,23,4,14,0,4,1,0,4,7,0,5,2,83,24,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129192040285439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296000905772433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984798102045945,0.0,0.13746775103820774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166925063314307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18362597698404604,0.0,0.12920685658984654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17068718940147648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783634993543127,0.0,0.0,0.1759760777712379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427595363556851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11875835631197346,0.23957560125895935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947093855752968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547209184871448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18097376202464316,0.0,0.1615944227444949,0.18388007004622456,0.2069870365119096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634979380678935,0.12873499570879787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672728249076615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434642037519024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16888787310630393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429320495969079,0.0,0.0,0.1487341839852362,0.0,0.0,0.10732710986010446,0.207030337046291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17948877728682208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528679134283563,0.0,0.2591724616517557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766303350764765,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HiMyNameisJohnD,2019/02/28,"How do you get a friend to consider joining a support group? I don’t like seeing my friend suffer in silence. He had a bad experience with one doctor and has shut out his friends, family and every one for the past five years. He’s been tampering but not dealing with the symptoms of agoraphobia and panic disorder. I’ve offered him rides to see a new therapist that specializes in his treatment.He shuts down and gets defensive to trying things like DBT and CBT treatments. His dad believes it’s all in his head and mental illness isn’t real.
I don’t know where I’d be without therapy,meds and support groups.",5.543389830508477,6.659438381355938,6.162500000000001,77.15188559322034,67.72881355932203,9.289830508474578,33.39406779661017,9.516144504307137,3.2105220338983047,491,22,88,10,8,160,86,118,0.13,0.727,0.14400000000000002,-0.3071,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,2,12,1,1,6,0,8,4,1,1,1,18,15,9,0,0,3,1,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,3,10,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,4,0,3,2,2,9,8,13,12,1,12,0,1,2,0,16,8,0,0,5,54,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829012646224206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18660288708752565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17075231187105078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18982083190642307,0.16952441356645218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13954637701167413,0.0,0.0,0.1620132296670441,0.15613670126574314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3838848633115748,0.0,0.17306466543710744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16997924130582415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910232801788664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16183221641544238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16691124931330556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15996185327979698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22446384813896675,0.0,0.0,0.19432548995485646,0.0,0.0,0.1581079972905895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18851774115806813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26396368668899645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758990355779959,0.0,0.1721480028321764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19230362642044396,0.11003402549696896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244864101607864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15965678548900053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665720059405194
anxiety,isitjustme196,2019/02/28,"I introduced myself to a stranger today I'm depressed, lonely and having trouble with anxiety. I'm trying to talk to at least one stranger a week to get out of my shell. 

Today, at my college, there is this cute girl that studies in the library where I work. I see her almost daily. Today, I decided to approach her and ask her name and got some info about her. She was really nice, and I feel good about talking with her.

I think this is a good start.",2.4246428571428567,4.277541725274728,3.8880082417582433,87.44761675824181,76.80219780219781,6.308241758241758,24.561813186813183,7.1686216300943375,1.0723945054945059,351,12,70,4,8,116,60,91,0.108,0.7609999999999999,0.131,0.4927,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,14,13,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,2,2,15,4,14,11,2,11,0,2,1,0,11,5,0,2,5,49,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139421324397156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634435897240492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19973626121748125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18401859871129345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802913148183353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116246212750951,0.0,0.0,0.3584031870020188,0.17087743434052155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14477647401437924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368712724479453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702533933349021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15122435028166065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434515982254394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689990515527972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6075528094750156,0.0,0.0,0.14505603364634104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17137916077996052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15554157602468194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,3mm433,2019/02/28,"Littlest things set me off I don’t understand why I do this but every time the littlest thing happens it just completely sets me off for example my friend will say I they can’t hang out today and my thoughts will spiral into “oh she doesn’t want to hang out with you because she hates you” or I won’t be inculded in a group of friends for one minute and I’ll think “they all hate you because your fat, etc.” it just bugs me so much. Today my friend asked me if I got interviewed back because they interviewed her today (I turned my application in first and haven’t been interviewed yet and it’s not for a job) and immediately my thoughts went to “no one likes you your worthless everything forgets you your unimportant, etc.” then getting thoughts about self harm and suicide it just I don’t know. ",4.161666666666669,5.719310808917202,4.394028662420382,86.86242303609345,71.48407643312102,8.035881104033969,29.006900212314225,8.59863814320734,2.025909129511677,635,25,130,11,12,198,96,157,0.16699999999999998,0.731,0.101,-0.9274,1,0,0,0,0,1,8.0,0,8,3,1,7,8,2,0,3,0,11,1,1,0,1,26,26,11,1,2,7,0,0,1,3,3,1,1,0,1,7,10,1,0,6,0,0,3,8,4,0,3,6,1,30,4,15,16,4,20,0,1,0,0,24,7,0,2,9,91,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030324934480433,0.0,0.0,0.1071760677136263,0.0,0.2548977141933708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14613925686046553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108952962949498,0.0,0.0,0.1174352514435532,0.0,0.12526745280451254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855816203496805,0.0,0.0,0.3230583008586272,0.0,0.07282128327810644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147642795831336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232549425205689,0.0,0.0,0.27522151454483845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831501605155808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660064004476393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809494962676492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246172456531814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18889754797418987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084207106758898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14540570639240885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246116198297596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851982649539068,0.08931028531321693,0.0,0.3319609479473259,0.08127469929611167,0.0,0.39635319466083296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15160746873912911,0.0,0.14510146012422853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221104832096951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292084058264264,0.12577047371734526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AlbinoDaddy63,2019/02/28,Should I seek help? I know you can get meds and therapy and other stuff to help out with depression and anxiety but are they actually worth it? My life is extremely complicated and full of stuff that’s just causing and furthering my anxiety so I don’t even know if doing anything would help. Another thing to add is that used to work out a lot and that would help but now I have really bad back problems that keep me from doing much and really just adds in too my anxiety. Playing video games kinda helps but not much.,4.972773109243698,6.033973980392157,5.82619047619048,79.24500000000003,69.0,10.534453781512603,28.296918767506998,10.608840637214634,2.989185994397759,414,14,82,12,7,136,70,102,0.14400000000000002,0.6970000000000001,0.159,0.1866,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,1,7,4,0,0,1,0,11,1,0,2,0,30,16,12,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,9,12,0,1,2,3,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,10,1,9,13,4,7,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,3,2,63,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.14972365011999733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608826940614592,0.35211612802515674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625821694031186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797670430030625,0.12810601783236744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15761287692790854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214735957165047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133778378886993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015982660443995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5141979581238733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637390551762404,0.0,0.0,0.16864009386726808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108370773161988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13043904633429246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042398202610787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22557454922569603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680992841289514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19657988248877947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512768329182751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754583531039243,0.0,0.10193078271810373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13251257853938744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169745188377747,0.0,0.0,0.2179817774356043,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawayyyyy888908,2019/02/28,"I’m a hypocrite There’s no denying I’m pro-mental health awareness, here to end the stigma, whatever. I’ve been surrounded by healthcare professionals in my family my whole life, and I even want to be a doctor myself. I was a peer health educator on my campus for 3 years, and one of our BIG things was mental health awareness in college students. I’ve always been understanding of it since I’ve been through hiccups of anxiety and depression myself. My boyfriend struggles with his mental health and I’m always making sure everyday he takes his medicine so he’ll feel his best.

Yesterday, I was prescribed 10 mg of Lexapro daily for anxiety. I knew something was coming, hell I came in asking for something to help with my panic attacks. But still I just feel like something is wrong. I advocate for people not being afraid or nervous to get help for issues like this, so why am I so afraid to take it? It’s like I want everyone else to be their best selves but when it comes to me I feel like “I’m not anxious enough for that, my problem isn’t bad enough for medication” 

Like I said earlier, I’ve had times in the past (middle and high school) when I thought I was legitimately depressed but didn’t seek treatment.  And anxiety attacks used to happen to me in high school, but I could hide them well and thought if it didn’t affect my outside life, it wasn’t that big of a problem and I seemed to grow out of it after HS. Well, recently it’s become a big problem. Family long term job losses, my dad being hospitalized for a week recently, the thought of not knowing what the hell I’m doing next year in my gap year before med school, getting into med school itself, just a bunch of shitty situations all at once has finally escalated to the point that I’ve been having panic attacks pretty frequently. And when I talked to my psychiatrist (seeing him for ADHD) about it, he suggested I give Lexapro a try. 

I just don’t understand why I’m so freaked out about taking it. I took my first dose this morning and I didn’t get any of the side effects I’m worrying about. I just hate the unknown. When I asked my doctor how I’d feel when it starts working, he didn’t have an answer for me. No one seems to have an answer and it just scares me. I hate taking meds and always have, whether it’s ibuprofen for a sports injury or antibiotics when I’m sick. You know I’m really fucking sick or really hurt when I actually want to take something for it.

Idk where I’m going with this. Maybe just some reassurance that I’ll feel better if I keep taking it. I’m scared I’ll turn into some emotionless zombie. I feel like that won’t help the fact I never feel like doing shit anymore and haven’t made it through a day without crying in a couple of weeks. But I hope it helps. I just don’t know how it could. This is my normal, it always has been like this just more or less so. Idk how I’ll feel without the constant anxiety monster looking over my shoulder. My life will still be shit, will I finally feel motivated to fix it? Idk but I’m gonna stop rambling and post this",3.631078431372547,5.205877026143796,4.71093137254902,83.99669117647059,72.85620915032679,7.583660130718954,26.802287581699343,8.212053250817874,1.7161464052287578,2428,86,480,38,48,795,268,612,0.2,0.6940000000000001,0.107,-0.9966,1,0,4,0,0,0,56.0,1,1,2,8,34,44,10,8,22,0,41,19,3,9,4,99,109,42,0,12,26,1,9,8,0,5,15,1,0,0,34,24,0,2,24,1,0,6,18,28,2,3,24,12,59,16,63,73,12,65,2,4,2,1,24,24,5,11,42,297,93,13,0.0,0.0,0.053482621796899055,0.0,0.06586600352106071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824114919345782,0.0,0.0,0.03726986994109894,0.0,0.16770535751401375,0.06191503151445998,0.05435269475801412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024721775645796,0.18704876229116368,0.0,0.0,0.04576061093984926,0.0,0.06052877586001229,0.046635757435267336,0.0,0.11503075543704015,0.04847133692070505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06268331309349935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442080570807404,0.0,0.05922567368760871,0.0,0.08751605277760817,0.060641651051100885,0.06020167304219996,0.035345251194541724,0.0,0.09440842843151408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219225742972473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04578327058130476,0.0,0.04854173223149112,0.11325822534812538,0.0,0.03619875924593278,0.0,0.0,0.052369355988487236,0.0,0.0,0.10333219041496716,0.0,0.2494034445295406,0.15661329357720466,0.0,0.12007430006477915,0.0,0.04661784373323407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05066714228164871,0.08590141275919247,0.052574783012821986,0.03114743806007929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04846464849950958,0.0,0.0,0.10821889726403723,0.0,0.23302430143384206,0.0,0.0,0.14694087354154786,0.11581081820451627,0.0,0.054434593601037966,0.0,0.0,0.05867081573195921,0.0,0.0,0.05720308768359698,0.054386367784189434,0.04871397408438537,0.0,0.0,0.09035961606133748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613301713286295,0.2142030319118267,0.0,0.0,0.0485014689665038,0.046023126314224116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05185863790817004,0.03658334278630639,0.0,0.055059861299612815,0.0,0.18263089435474167,0.0552111466258615,0.11046284990412217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042269664447970666,0.0,0.05828666288967359,0.0,0.05369811472471634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05836646126332505,0.07427574974091274,0.0,0.0,0.12860575615928324,0.0,0.0,0.05231840287939026,0.03799548850305255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05180926053774201,0.0,0.052488872264468585,0.05575727131161645,0.0,0.15732544332930334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022008546812764,0.0,0.1082283665935556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05213293134402088,0.0,0.10974047062316687,0.2218658593980022,0.043673181440474905,0.0997864086031687,0.0,0.0,0.11251487283064696,0.04533598075656308,0.061604092449689264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16876894051980554,0.0,0.0,0.03879187579584635,0.0,0.08753607473077038,0.045820160095328265,0.0,0.057294993367242086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051653882443513086,0.0,0.2472431545440399,0.04405088107646477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03641058374682332,0.0,0.0,0.13052921309947715,0.03195774264899808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06089133645297243,0.03720958714761542,0.059613047007150276,0.0,0.11410968384513727,0.0,0.04733467368497833,0.0,0.0,0.09697776360539236,0.0,0.08792392371453746,0.0,0.09855411537112006,0.0,0.09890754359502843,0.06118879492980135,0.0,0.10566180292942187,0.0,0.039899324989669895,0.055658019783678236,0.0,0.0,0.059921613615742365,0.0,0.1058795472643624
anxiety,Meriland31,2019/02/28,"For a moment, I forgot how many days are in a week...dementia?! My husband was talking about his new job and its pay so I was doing math in my head and i questioned how many days people typically work per week and that led to how many days were in a week. For a split second I thought 8 days...then i went through the days and was like ""nono duh its 7"". 

Is this worrisome ? Has anyone momentarily forgotten anything like thst before???",1.4361627906976755,3.9363668023255833,2.9942325581395366,88.91297674418604,84.46511627906978,5.765581395348837,21.390697674418604,7.1686216300943375,0.6852455813953493,339,11,70,5,10,111,59,86,0.111,0.828,0.061,-0.4726,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,5,1,8,1,1,4,0,11,11,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,7,0,7,2,8,4,0,13,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,10,41,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377411202142052,0.0,0.14566956660422833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062807588516544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.456644212244359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18167008542087973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17566164643270665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17296272388430967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5384010997924157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17096372078245786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272101152159452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19829908726662196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227922569509555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053139548746396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4259760808574157,0.0,0.0,0.16409614768041456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887018208405826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,4_am_,2019/02/28,"Anyone else get Anxiety saying their own name? This probably sounds ridiculous, but I've had this anxiety surrounding introducing myself and saying my name clearly enough for the person to hear. I get so caught up and anxious thinking 'You've got to pronounce it really clearly so that they catch it first time' that when I actually say it, I try too hard and somehow end up saying it weirdly, thus having to repeat myself and causing the very scenario I was trying so hard to avoid. The worst part? I don't even have an unusual name.",5.871657142857143,7.2938486800000035,6.2654285714285765,75.58700000000002,67.2,8.914285714285715,31.285714285714285,9.23628265651192,2.912071428571428,428,17,72,8,7,138,69,100,0.208,0.728,0.064,-0.9188,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,1,7,4,1,1,4,0,5,0,0,2,2,15,11,9,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,1,8,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,4,0,1,4,8,10,0,7,7,4,10,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,1,5,51,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.167391068508396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26244393081044665,0.1937830071475176,0.0,0.11993957851380516,0.17575541400759606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762112255378496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329347225191494,0.0,0.15192696529228233,0.1772390238307897,0.0,0.11329566100677192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590553738552753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17923740192028376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13719028574582218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073190247501249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19332970078470774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857530842813438,0.0,0.0,0.14977564533157375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18494114909581416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988817247869373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5456384163334591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099111604719068,0.0,0.0,0.10002203537153986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329187441501515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153235493641367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CshMny1991,2019/02/28,"Had a really bad day today. 😔 (Panic Disorder & GAD) Sorry guys, long post and on my phone.

So I had my gall bladder removed last week and initially had been doing good post op with pain. I was actually enjoying the time off work as I was able to relax and catch up on some much needed me time. 

Over the last few days my anxiety has gone through the roof due to still being in pain and having additional aches and pains from the stress of the surgery. I went in for a post op appointment today and had a HUGE panic attack on the way there. I had to pull over and call my friend to calm me down. I literally thought I was going to have to call 911 because the attack was so bad. I pulled myself together, drove to the hospital and made my appointment. I was still super anxious while there, but blood pressure was fine but my heart rate was 135. Everything’s okay from what the surgeon told me, but my head is telling me differently.

I had been doing so good with my panic disorder recently and felt like it was actually under control, then this happens. I’m pretty down, and still stressed to the max right now. I can’t get that feeling of impending doom out of my head. Back to square one.😞",4.113151260504201,5.234644012605042,5.0910084033613465,83.49810924369748,71.05882352941177,8.625210084033615,27.02521008403361,9.007467420416297,1.9806319327731088,937,31,192,18,17,307,141,238,0.16699999999999998,0.711,0.122,-0.8371,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,3,10,24,2,6,13,1,24,9,5,2,0,24,37,19,0,1,3,0,2,1,1,0,4,0,0,1,4,14,0,1,3,1,0,8,1,14,0,0,23,3,25,10,32,13,3,46,1,1,1,0,7,15,0,1,20,126,29,1,0.09719405305080138,0.0,0.18969475073374734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530971587329684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435318455204112,0.1098016147601105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211445334687234,0.0,0.07473622736521356,0.16230594899822207,0.0592485926171836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19849199022292105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901139507455357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536424710875013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154709873840637,0.2227856105881566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735174777334109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04914423357702112,0.0,0.09332153299165864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509188428677614,0.0,0.050779881182440936,0.0,0.055237620186601936,0.16304352071679776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623739334754608,0.08594838012453415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19949827783021248,0.0,0.0,0.11517542083631944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158452251107717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04748410485936904,0.0,0.0,0.08601367843147667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196736305055586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07144881228341543,0.07206815879579481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586120574908676,0.0,0.310263975408941,0.3421088388795313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792551077146664,0.09888129384547352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062264999180309574,0.0,0.09596740180973848,0.0,0.0,0.08300319024610091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880078499604716,0.0,0.0,0.2328578889511397,0.0,0.22267091877053205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495188636770039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771612214412581,0.1133492678955845,0.0,0.18425719537966495,0.09287308284967953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714811530094333,0.07796320670244908,0.0,0.0,0.09009986092364218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07075842819656836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,coffeenhorror,2019/02/28,"had a panic attack after mourning a relationship that ended over 6 months ago- called that ex and texted immediately apologizing i feel humiliated and now i can’t stop crying because i’m so embarrassed. it didn’t end well and i don’t know if he will respond but i don’t want him to because i feel like a horrible, horrible person and i just don’t know what to do or how to calm down and stop feeling embarrassed and anxious ",2.888735294117648,5.141438976470589,5.07375,77.610625,76.88235294117645,8.014705882352942,27.095588235294123,8.841846274778883,2.358323529411764,343,14,65,8,8,119,56,85,0.354,0.532,0.114,-0.9682,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,1,3,3,0,8,0,0,1,0,19,15,11,1,2,4,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,2,5,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,2,3,7,3,6,12,0,10,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,2,9,42,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18742458616182409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23886164259699424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405381133560302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577779240318046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158990235734568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322516868393859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745377370149452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207240362181485,0.1510493802609133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323985607254257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032965800069204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16876559421634085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480737020739513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18461709925726494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270023241748285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35353866215415797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470998476224693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19010567633113104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gleeencoco,2019/02/28,"How do you guys calm down? I woke up this morning anxious about stuff at work, and then on the drive there I was pulled over by cops and was given my first fine. Now I'm just overthinking/worried about everything that's gonna happen today. What are some different things you guys do to calm down? Deep breaths etc don't seem to be working atm",4.1052173913043495,5.318948507246379,3.8151884057971017,92.2888695652174,71.17391304347825,7.259130434782609,25.394202898550724,7.554174236665415,0.9813455072463776,273,8,59,3,5,82,57,69,0.03,0.8690000000000001,0.101,0.5803,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,3,6,3,0,0,1,0,7,1,1,1,0,6,13,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,4,0,5,3,11,7,2,13,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,2,4,39,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27831112412992304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573886300648948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747510410642815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214080655428022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20954950965145488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4878605325505537,0.2178509882743091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22427241714921647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28201763265783264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636673719602077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23351581525999146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35869887225388136,0.2501855474178885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,julesasner-dt,2019/02/28,Has anyone felt this short and not recommended anxiety relief? I noticed if I ever get really hungover and I puke to the point i puke out my stomach bile I feel a complete full lift of all anxiety for 5-10 seconds. Its that yellow stuff that comes deeper than just random food/liquid. I rarely get this hungover and puking heavily is terrible for your body.  But if ever comes out I get 10 seconds of absolutely zero anxiety. Just reinforces all the theories that anxiety comes from your gut and not your brain for me. ,3.9117913832199562,6.321367367346941,5.3934013605442175,75.78890022675739,74.3061224489796,8.845351473922905,28.23582766439909,9.444778638647367,3.0317446712018143,414,17,70,11,9,139,63,98,0.171,0.769,0.06,-0.9232,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,2,4,4,0,4,23,10,7,0,2,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,1,0,3,1,3,12,1,10,9,3,10,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,3,2,53,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5376678243951912,0.0,0.0,0.1228598657992416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951731637968228,0.0,0.19614943038856572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4540734112664741,0.1842276148145572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31787782311702417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888437842579289,0.0,0.16870826016110346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124681025079821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754022077490811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000459385331764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16610186346923156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256372826174528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011448448572359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rbslzg,2019/02/28,"Having a hard time dealing with a breakup Hi, everyone.

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My girlfriend broke our one-year relationship a couple of weeks ago in a weird, cold way, saying that she needed to be alone. It was bad enough because I really, really loved her, and we had somewhat of a routine together. Trying to protect myself, I silenced her in all social networks that we shared, and not hearing from her made that last week a little less horrible. However, today I found out that she is already on Tinder and I broke down. My self-esteem is on the floor and I'm feeling extremely lonely, because my classes only begin in the middle of march and all my (few) friends are busy during the weekdays.

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Do you have any advice on what I could do to make myself feel better? Also, if anybody wants to talk, I'm open.

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Thanks!",5.488615835777129,6.908631316129032,5.8925513196480965,77.91337243401759,68.09677419354838,7.700879765395896,30.865102639296193,8.00094639256281,2.355774193548387,654,26,109,8,11,210,109,155,0.122,0.757,0.12,0.3053,1,3,0,0,0,0,36.0,3,1,0,1,1,10,0,0,9,0,11,1,0,2,2,23,24,7,0,4,2,0,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,6,10,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,4,6,20,5,17,18,6,21,0,3,0,1,20,12,0,2,8,77,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142408920030824,0.10363165907438478,0.0,0.0,0.12108116271545585,0.1290105998953261,0.09349107867974853,0.0,0.3800084673769164,0.42616710651884987,0.07950127319112313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761308095443227,0.14253174830062884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339539699392683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933413187579831,0.1293561924040397,0.0,0.0,0.12052674813610928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079694843010234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171035702200632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118224133624328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281833043819619,0.0903226311191617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472637340795712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176352132244426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529541283147323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717226979857087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551380113164076,0.11062093176532813,0.07803682528796314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668560902654113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921971127025726,0.08891360551319627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14978818566118726,0.0,0.0,0.1255151629235421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929697284135368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196027106745012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917271997094114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396601427116323,0.0,0.1076329413685957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06816984424482507,0.0,0.1108148693257627,0.0,0.0,0.07937268248659336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895521494119389,0.0927959236347566,0.18755267700992684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42616710651884987,0.07528475258718427
anxiety,raider1995,2019/02/28,I finally did it. I finally had the courage to see a therapist and get prescribed medication for my anxiety. I am on the right path. I like to spend time and read through everybody's experiences in this sub and I'm glad to know I am not the only one. Peace be with you all and want to let everybody know it's never too late to work on yourself.,2.2979166666666693,3.8646951805555614,4.495555555555558,84.20500000000001,76.3611111111111,9.244444444444444,28.66666666666667,9.725611199111238,2.718066666666667,271,12,60,8,6,94,51,72,0.024,0.789,0.187,0.8957,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,4,0,6,1,0,0,2,11,12,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,7,3,11,8,1,9,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,6,40,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18052138556610234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308303088000691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5170014682867261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328798779990707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593730390396245,0.0,0.2661917836282508,0.0,0.0,0.2413019711267293,0.0,0.1152862039900896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377215095650337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819996333253518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15990379145842387,0.17947077066836845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360403703107083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015226516511268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880427278551437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739869179895355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759980165404034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918506055029267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17179371099544158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wamersafoot,2019/02/28,"Sex Anxiety Help My boyfriend and I have been dating for a little over a year. We have had sex a lot, yet I am super uncomfortable and anxious about initiating sex and doing things to him. I have initiated and done things to him in the past, but sometimes my anxiety literally stops me from moving. When I manage to actually initiate or do stuff to him, I'm constantly worrying about how I am doing or if he is enjoying it or if he even wants it. I have talked to him about it and he has said if he didn't want it or enjoy it he would tell me to stop, yet I still freak out about it. I usually have no clue what I am doing, which is probably part of my problem, and I don't like watching porn even to get an idea what I would be doing. It seems impossible to get out of my head and just do it. Any advice would be appreciated.  ",4.725953757225434,4.342961277456652,6.572028901734103,78.75758092485552,69.17341040462428,10.38820809248555,28.860693641618496,10.125756701596842,2.491779653179191,643,20,143,15,10,226,95,173,0.155,0.75,0.095,-0.7226,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,1,12,6,0,0,5,0,27,5,1,1,0,31,34,17,0,9,9,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,14,10,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,5,2,22,4,20,24,2,17,0,0,1,4,14,5,0,9,12,114,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.1537270871129717,0.0,0.0,0.15393702463023934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712617202802566,0.0,0.24102087030972405,0.1779646756916774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17023455456006362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16120844018266758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20809487751416267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16460641505206802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16167178594171247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558940319511127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778328097504082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696146673497893,0.15788699007599644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13392683535763295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16743003814165244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17059022816016636,0.15038072941887634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16984457050884585,0.15073545586211945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14984762169309992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340989103229898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15580173628772778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580409611150514,0.26340517745198644,0.0,0.0,0.18033478428931266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126617084300035,0.13768863909564616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20931258758173268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17349763872021315,0.0,0.1858311929234517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997991437878792,0.0,0.3357155365437615,0.0,0.0,0.101444505641484
anxiety,CuteTriangle,2019/02/28,"Annual goals at work I’m not comfortable with? I have a corporate job that most days I don’t like, and then other days I absolutely hate. Everyone else in my department has phds, masters degrees, etc. I don’t but I do the same stuff as them. So basically I’m surrounded by high achieving competitive people who are super into their work and want to climb the ladder and kiss the upper management’s a** , and I’m not like that. 

Recently we had to work on annual goals and my manager has said for all of us to present on a topic relating to our work to our department so we can all learn more together, and I absolutely do not want to. I have no interest in this stuff and while everyone else enjoys working and doing this stuff in their spare time, I don’t. I also hate talking in front of people and I hate everyone in my department because they’re all super competitive. 

I have no idea what to do. I don’t really want to talk to my manager about this because I’m 100% sure he won’t understand the problem and will just want me to try anyway. I don’t even know what there is I can do at this point. I’m thinking to add it on the to do list of my annual goals and then just flunk that part lol. I honestly do not want to spend any extra time on this. The way he described it was that I could read up on a work related topic at night when I’m at home...but it’s like no that’s my time and I’m not going to you workaholics. 

Don’t know what advice can be given. Anyone else have this happen? I want to just quit lol ",2.7809490010515283,3.9390342176656175,4.7858556782334425,84.27586027865406,74.33123028391168,8.816456361724502,24.56480021030495,9.2995712137729,1.8541273396424809,1185,36,258,28,24,409,145,317,0.08900000000000001,0.735,0.17600000000000002,0.9783,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,5,1,3,15,11,16,3,0,10,2,30,1,0,0,4,46,54,21,0,8,9,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,22,17,0,0,6,1,1,6,15,5,0,0,4,1,33,11,39,46,9,42,0,1,0,1,15,20,0,1,18,177,55,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520647818514527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791392544964561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662550519262202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06812461282498057,0.09982751048090033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878361195663892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778911799695007,0.0,0.0,0.12566727262212754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441682496754449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086590743401928,0.06435092682894672,0.0,0.0,0.27929271600707045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05537113838338312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861561311589148,0.0,0.0,0.2885728606898242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293907365231908,0.0977292175162742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998546686720513,0.0,0.0,0.0966832357428326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070888461848441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14279664469416792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143050398069916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550609819139896,0.0,0.1350899838239479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921018842462307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322638218281958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362772010755897,0.09745535234969224,0.0,0.0624155036804139,0.0,0.09619937042815696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267727734824308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345986402109005,0.0,0.0,0.09182566692329386,0.0,0.0,0.15661945790148715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06242856065590662,0.0,0.0,0.17043487691267084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06614788655057438,0.0,0.0,0.10142701115394896,0.11719507486398112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34479684385904363,0.07733459468230068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4255767760697101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,beepbeepchoochoo,2019/02/28,"Constantly wishing for death? I know a lot of people have anxiety about death but for me I get a huge desire *to* die when I'm anxious. I do have passive suicidal ideation a lot of the time anyway, but any inconvenience or conflict leads to me panicking and then wishing I could die instead of dealing with the issue. I feel like my anxiety has improved in a lot of ways since starting therapy, but this is just one thing I can't shake.

Just wanted to know if others feel the same way and if there's any advice on how to deal with it.",5.9302777777777775,5.47598850925926,6.617037037037036,79.68166666666667,66.68518518518519,9.792592592592593,33.74074074074074,9.2995712137729,2.85672962962963,421,17,85,7,6,139,73,108,0.279,0.561,0.16,-0.9591,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,8,2,0,1,7,0,7,0,0,2,0,28,17,11,5,7,8,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,2,9,1,15,16,4,12,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,6,6,63,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522355743956024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21188423474679766,0.0,0.2383568912096608,0.17599765028021438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683529693891454,0.0,0.1243851393910787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212240102613979,0.0,0.0,0.3233695509504357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575435780844254,0.11129596076275942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813935185665851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260363234628886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712355327187779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611081949173924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3973396671131208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556691248835827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080047370439342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887058103880078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026852160184072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17040829081729922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781587277065753,0.0,0.103499538448515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090842037497306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918886098496293,0.24731670925199814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3583001860530286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,needleboop,2019/02/28,"Healthy Habits :) Last year I hit a major low with my anxiety, I really just wasn't myself anymore at all. Life just became absolutely unbearable and I couldn't find joy in anything. I was always so frazzled and anxious, every day I basically had at least 3 anxiety attacks. Ten months ago, I decided I wanted to get better and find the good things in life, so I started what I called my ""positivity journal."" The rules were simple, I merely just had to write down 3 things (at the very least) that made me happy. I found myself soon writing down way more than 3 things, sometimes nearly 10! By having a little reflection at the end of every day and only thinking of the good things, I started to finally enjoy life again.
Just yesterday I fully completed my first positivity journal, from first page to last, filled with only happy things. Healthy habits are difficult, but if you find something you enjoy, it can help you immensely. With anxiety, sometimes it's hard to kind of hone in on the good things when things are spooky, which is why the positivity journal helped me. I figured I'd share my story and the idea in case it may help anyone. All you need is a cute notebook/journal, colorful pens, and yourself!
I've uploaded pictures of mine, along with a few other entries I have in it. :)
[positivity journal!](https://www.imgur.com/a/vVIIbXK)",5.834754835807465,7.51445725506073,6.291221322537112,74.39844242015297,67.5425101214575,8.889698605488078,31.535987404408456,9.2995712137729,2.9919466486729647,1070,44,180,21,18,346,141,247,0.059,0.7340000000000001,0.208,0.9911,0,0,1,0,0,0,50.0,0,4,0,3,9,15,1,0,12,0,14,3,0,1,2,35,23,11,0,4,6,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,15,11,0,0,9,0,0,1,2,3,0,3,7,2,28,12,30,13,8,34,0,1,1,0,11,15,0,2,17,125,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908383207366094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526779980107746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23518036114525645,0.11576811210438025,0.10162812980966338,0.07165323097999092,0.0,0.08432857996057838,0.0,0.0,0.11658064044782485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063122523283933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463891185094236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074435801417077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321764005463375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076284968705288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17268000564672928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225686792639264,0.28098216799646897,0.1743311640926197,0.0,0.11235906305590727,0.0,0.0,0.053539203318816606,0.0,0.0,0.2578546858186854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21817408571091135,0.09179789247980258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060614414397166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568233176054366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067124321821662,0.0,0.16706236979762182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21714436410029586,0.0,0.10270734175701318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696476703773273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179494211870393,0.0,0.0,0.07598426220648646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587442462266754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06564840982560764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788906229550707,0.20270171934416376,0.0,0.14506532956617854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4765610396245394,0.06566214310704711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455299447491091,0.06044268698616505,0.08134025788522267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924681722257054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599084259745581
anxiety,yutoe22,2019/02/28,"Public Speaking Anxiety I’m a college student and a senior so I will be graduating in a few months here and I just gave the biggest presentation of my academic career today. It was a 30 minute drive presentation detailing my research and something I was working on for the past 2 years. Without going into everything it was a complete and utter disaster, I prepared religiously for 2 entire weeks. Going over what I’d say exactly in every scenario. I am the most knowledgeable out of everyone in the room on this subject, yet just a few sentences in I could feel the anxiety build and build. Midway through I literally lost my entire train of thought and paused for at least 4 minutes. I can’t look my friends or my professor in the eyes. I basically ran out when my presentation was over. I fucking hate my life so much. If I can barely give a talk to a class how the fuck am I supposed to live in this world. Suicide has always been on the table but I want to do it now more than ever. Why me. ",3.7452884615384616,5.592456564102566,5.441073717948719,77.76007211538463,73.1025641025641,8.362179487179487,31.161858974358967,9.017664075816787,2.8791089743589757,790,37,145,17,16,269,124,195,0.081,0.885,0.034,-0.8098,0,0,1,0,0,1,14.0,0,0,0,2,10,5,3,0,16,0,14,4,1,1,2,24,28,13,1,3,6,0,1,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,6,9,0,0,3,0,0,4,2,4,0,0,9,5,21,1,27,16,6,35,0,1,2,2,7,18,2,3,13,109,27,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544677673729052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840289488006098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946405323200528,0.0,0.0,0.1482188335666357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16792246039367434,0.1564101278819082,0.17738745322470714,0.1668417112557756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938654146865977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342538981973274,0.34324330180769763,0.0,0.17808328337160226,0.21100754850475603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18328156050528807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13112337521093198,0.0,0.0,0.16392396261551506,0.0,0.15589126526806932,0.0,0.20264853521308346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14817647600791686,0.0,0.1364671275895841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17721486293624567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762877668559612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14291512649507174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20306057635720826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492108019845873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14737782077640668,0.0,0.0,0.17596548765172612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094955766954631,0.0,0.14890961145936138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16751167674174594,0.0,0.0,0.17895081742939026,0.0,0.13514849498738132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954639555455028
anxiety,PreviousTicket8,2019/02/28,"How do I deal with anxiety when people only want things from me? I'm at a point in my life where every single text or phone call I get is from someone that wants something from me. Either they need a ride to the airport, a ride to the mechanic, ride to work, etc.

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My uncle for example. His car needs a new battery and he's called me 13 times today. I haven't picked up because I know I'll get suckered into driving across town and wasting 3-4 hours of my time driving him back and forth.

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But the problem is, every time he calls I get unbelievable anxiety and I can't explain why. Same with my grandpa, he keeps calling and calling if I don't pick up. It gets to the point where I turn my phone on silent and put it in another room so I can't even see it light up when someone calls. ",3.9573761567773538,4.467015766467068,4.886597713663583,87.06856831790968,70.97604790419163,7.509853021230267,28.95427327163854,7.348242739294969,1.501483832335329,631,23,135,6,11,206,105,167,0.077,0.903,0.02,-0.8271,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,1,8,2,1,0,8,0,7,1,0,3,0,25,21,13,0,6,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,9,0,1,2,0,0,7,4,2,0,0,0,2,20,0,20,21,4,31,0,0,1,0,17,15,0,2,9,81,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22462541340039047,0.2519100775312353,0.0,0.108693780445069,0.1585951939869658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797061117708014,0.0,0.06318856479509721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6350745274177818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686618700666432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560535744656332,0.06846470893711858,0.0,0.1746715937069588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166267700646378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208161982189032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213542470333473,0.0,0.0,0.056967374408966334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321625917223694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15372123861759693,0.0,0.10011292461703752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883609357384876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186296203170031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959794212207644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918609468319586,0.0,0.1042042775703982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260149568568548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756570901946376,0.07980050028657149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886534429317295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18133032134217406,0.0,0.09825505733476356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274944216928895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227959368270128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353464490194978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546379293406799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519100775312353,0.0
anxiety,Bubbb_z,2019/02/28,"After 5 months of being sedentary, lifeless and anxious i'm actually attempting to get back into life. After a lovely dose of 40mg of Diazepam my motivation has just shot right up, my anxiety just stops me from applying to job applications due to my absolute fear of interviews and meeting new people.
I just had a trial at a very hard physical labor job which lasted 4 solid days away from home, walking around 40,000 steps per day carrying 25kg worth of weight up multiple steps, 7am to 6:30pm. The amount of pain i'm in currently from this has really put stuff in perspective for me, you cannot half ass life and expect to live comfortably. I've recently just finished applying for about 30 jobs over the last two hours and it feels so empowering.

I know benzos are disgusting drugs but i only buy 20x10mg of vallium every two months as to not build up a tolerance, but this drug is a absolute life saver.....it just makes me feel normal again and shoots my motivation right up.",10.011808510638296,7.522944117021277,9.956914893617023,65.53250000000003,59.95744680851064,14.293617021276596,38.92553191489362,12.815532586354998,4.9348914893617035,786,29,143,23,8,261,129,188,0.079,0.852,0.069,-0.2272,5,0,2,1,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,3,10,5,1,1,7,0,7,10,1,3,0,24,15,9,0,2,8,0,4,0,0,0,7,0,1,0,5,7,1,1,5,0,2,4,2,3,0,3,1,4,11,2,33,13,1,34,0,0,0,2,4,13,1,0,17,82,16,7,0.0,0.0,0.12986980438701673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018081259072759,0.1503459022995224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847207961561206,0.0,0.0,0.12503585339429496,0.10233260742324976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716550424949904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086680432482428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212816200473327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497553671738185,0.13458152061056794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06953037140406566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921622218065235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13349309359328246,0.0,0.13105994125521625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3961930085781184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731389329100556,0.21696080441282065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28200136252096464,0.0,0.0,0.11751472162012325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011259771055055,0.0,0.08883393169323384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21245115175214924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853238459665597,0.0,0.0,0.13039307761937047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121561364922332,0.14160968833292695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922629911117536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337851664261115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525637354145271,0.0,0.1314034010150784,0.0,0.0,0.2273042989131429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126334178529544,0.0,0.0,0.15234818794567326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26000549423606945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980740737134324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16205923354494564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BlaknWhitee,2019/02/28,"I’m 15 and I just started having panic attacks. Anyone know why? Im not usually the kid who has anxiety, except for when it surrounds my heart. Anyone know how I can prevent these or maybe reduce them.",1.2922499999999992,3.873193725000004,3.4600000000000013,84.50500000000002,86.75,5.2,23.0,6.742157984588678,1.0866000000000002,159,6,28,2,5,54,35,40,0.193,0.78,0.027000000000000003,-0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,1,1,0,3,1,1,1,0,9,7,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21612910062560056,0.0,0.0,0.3950928970397888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.321410370079106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347907728431711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051730090337004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105341867301133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838320368450064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314795284540453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19997102899078675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111588516718768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549328030918105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,stopltracr,2019/02/28,"41M with lifelong anxiety and need advice Hi everyone!  Just found this sub-Reddit. I’m 41 and suffered with anxiety my entire life. Social anxiety is the worst for me. I’m a contractor and I get anxious every time I get laid off and change jobs. I also get OCD about things sometimes as a way to cope with the anxiety. Like if I’m stressed about my job I’ll obsess about how my car is shifting. I literally spent a week tweaking the tune in my car and obsessing about how it shifts until I realized that it was just misplaced anxiety about a job decision. I seem to do that a lot, obsess about something I can fix/control to avoid dealing with the issue that is causing the anxiety. 

Right now my anxiety is all about having to work out of town every other week for the next 2 months. I’ve done it before, and it’s in the same city and with the same people that I worked with last time. The last time I was out of town for work I was crazy stressed. I just got diagnosed with MS, but apparently the last time I was out of town for work I was having a flare up from the stress and didn’t even know it. I was having trouble walking and thinking straight which caused even more stress and anxiety while I was there. Now I am already stressing about what if I stress myself out so much that I have another relapse and do more damage to myself. Or what if I have a relapse and lose my ability to walk or see while I’m in a strange city. 

I know I need to relax, but sometimes it’s like your body is so set in the “fight or flight” mode that it’s hard to calm down. I’m not taking any medication for the anxiety. I am on blood pressure meds and the medication for the MS. 

What does everyone do for anxiety?  Meditation?  Medication? Currently I work out and run and I feel that it helps a lot, but some days it’s not enough. ",3.2678571428571423,4.511625263440863,4.563471582181262,86.00806451612905,73.24731182795698,8.109984639016899,26.726574500768052,8.634040054169528,1.7698122887864822,1426,50,304,26,28,472,169,372,0.182,0.763,0.055,-0.9868,5,1,1,0,1,0,30.0,0,1,0,6,21,21,1,11,24,0,25,7,2,4,1,62,45,33,0,5,14,0,2,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,23,27,0,1,8,1,1,5,3,17,0,0,12,3,34,4,49,33,11,43,0,3,1,0,6,18,0,10,20,207,57,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766803638331725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641654239985246,0.055377348711931486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0470908004348549,0.07261223558649559,0.5297428952012296,0.07823017353087162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05892467964023487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769185673117898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227289538777418,0.07325486886217161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766716702806484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044659028135929785,0.07139132262567681,0.0,0.0702849426682857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06059911583473342,0.07086442408368909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155136972443557,0.0,0.09147488576340956,0.0,0.11668832255704033,0.13233826120955924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03501371021884762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592651241219643,0.0,0.0,0.10853717202952906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05538369962684842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06203232416875126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04641526360706324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227659207351511,0.20615292694201195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761134334345553,0.16933831703106922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04891168784457869,0.06766184215454805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774704466934354,0.0,0.11774381100909755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769185673117898,0.20927927237043326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055272841541411835,0.0,0.05090501624878504,0.1026925620531697,0.0,0.0,0.07364569864314234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048007625713472335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059137144665447824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055181439452803516,0.06304049170374096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07058929433669811,0.0,0.05331025108338304,0.13697546233631622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4759379355327747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05206564117305167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0460050849559705,0.04437112047781995,0.0,0.0,0.161515528099323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05496558917424081,0.11109263197414326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520656972432894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nottheoneyouwanted,2019/02/28,"Panic Attack Just had a panic attack after reading a book that triggered flashbacks and i‘m all alone, can’t really breathe, don’t know what to to",12.5875,8.13187417857143,11.344285714285714,63.60071428571432,57.214285714285715,12.62857142857143,42.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,4.1316000000000015,119,4,19,1,1,38,23,28,0.438,0.562,0.0,-0.93,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,2,2,0,3,1,1,1,1,5,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,13,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28220591609445994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6199680625844122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974725151673765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6393904496344327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725525893662499,0.0,0.17455693027155966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawayforpain12,2019/02/28,Waiting to hear back I got through an on-site interview for a job last Thursday and I think it went well. My would-be-boss said I should even hear from him the next day or this week. he even mentioned how new hires get treated to dinner as a tradition and even asked if I would be available one day before a possible start date in April. Now it’s Thursday and they told my recruiter that it’s between me and another candidate... this wait is killing me. I was going to follow up but apparently I’m supposed to go through the recruiter? I’m going insane I can’t even think of applying to other jobs. I was supposed to have an informational interview today and I totally screwed that up by providing my phone number with one digit off. Fuck fuck fuck what the hell do I do? What the hell can I do? What the hell am I supposed to do?,1.1333928571428586,3.6013198392857144,2.787190476190478,90.04114285714287,85.72619047619048,5.979047619047622,24.47142857142857,7.365786028017652,1.2532300000000005,655,27,135,11,20,215,103,168,0.241,0.743,0.017,-0.9935,3,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,8,10,8,0,10,0,14,5,0,1,1,18,36,10,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,11,6,1,2,3,0,0,5,1,8,1,2,6,3,18,2,20,27,1,23,3,0,0,4,13,4,7,2,14,92,29,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15023799285005499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394426691537106,0.0,0.0,0.11017085063463353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191782179652128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848030898810132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3785313348991185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3973706848574716,0.0748561026188367,0.0,0.24428215676123255,0.0,0.11459137432335904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32296625070799656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28435980716627385,0.0,0.15851431412533665,0.0,0.0,0.1167895403938674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837741949194404,0.1523762745605849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941758452896392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615228229192516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13628884321548662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141190495287752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18361170200178845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358094505582323,0.13690691782727707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492783491250333,0.0,0.12882285756597936,0.13281883057212132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20355915165929545,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,f0ll0wthewhiterabb1t,2019/02/28,My hair has been falling out. Is it the CONSTANT overwhelming sense of dread for things that are happening in my life? I can’t sleep. I can’t eat. And now I’m going bald. I’m a female if that matters. I rarely have a moment that isn’t crippled with anxiety. I really don’t wanna lose my hair. It could be something else but I really think it’s the anxiety.  One of my kids has a problem I can’t stop thinking about. It’s not life threatening or anything but it scares me to baldness. ,0.17540746382330494,2.513143920792082,2.3944554455445552,91.73338918507237,89.990099009901,5.879969535415079,21.63061690784463,7.321109707123232,0.9404510281797416,380,14,81,7,13,128,66,101,0.189,0.762,0.049,-0.8864,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,3,5,0,13,8,5,0,0,15,19,5,0,4,5,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,9,3,1,1,2,0,0,2,6,5,0,1,1,2,11,0,9,16,0,8,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,2,4,55,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481231576908506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18723968742438965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458815728504727,0.0,0.1816660188630782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328223358724492,0.19007403174757384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293118437262675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20120605235424985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32142557030379604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545504316805875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418176808991482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21771767234620995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915260221718715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277995153292855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276966108091792,0.0,0.0,0.1751654728412138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19022718241965625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15116234299494122,0.29158700779086894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jorvor,2019/02/28,"Missing Work I've never posted my own topic before and very rarely post on Reddit at all so bear with me. I just want to tell a story and see if anyone else feels the same. 

December of last year I reached the end of my rope. I had been experiencing extreme anxiety at work (increased responsibility) for about 7 months, and had been getting progressively worse panic attacks every day for a few weeks. I was getting new panic symptoms, and they were getting so bad that I physically couldn't move, could barely breathe, and would even fade in and out of consciousness for brief moments. My wife got scared and called paramedics at one point. They were nice but couldn't find anything wrong physically so they couldn't help much more than comforting words.

I've been taking anxiety medication for years and been seeing therapists off and on but it didn't seem to help much. When my anxiety was getting worse in May, I went back to my doctor and we changed my medication. I was still getting more and more anxious, so I asked my doctor if it's possible my new medication could actually be making it worse. He said no, not worse, but it might just not be helping because the dose was too low. We increased the dosage and added some supplementary medications over time.

December 19th I was at work having a severe panic attack, and I called a crisis hotline. They suggested I go to the ER. I had my parents pick me up and drive me to the hospital. I can't remember much else about that day except that I was treated pretty well, and we decided I should voluntarily commit myself to a mental hospital so I couldn't hurt myself and I could get some hardcore treatment. 

At the mental hospital, a lady taking my vitals said they could tell from the readings I was extremely anxious, and asked, ""You were able to hold down a job?"" I said yes, mostly. She said that's incredible. When I saw the doctor, he said his patients who have taken the medications I was on have reported greatly increased anxiety. We changed all of my medications and I was feeling better in a few days. I was released on Christmas. 

Going to the mental hospital was otherwise an awful experience and I ended up with some PTSD from it. It was hell but at least I got my medications changed.

Got back home, took some time off work, got a new therapist and a psychiatrist. Finally put on some weight. A month later I was thinking it had been long enough and I wanted to go back to work. Only I couldn't. Severe panic attacks just thinking about it. Therapist said I wasn't ready, these things take time. Psychiatrist said the same thing, I should be feeling better soon but the medication needs more time to work properly. 

It has been 2 months now. I still haven't been able to work and I'm really losing my patience. I want to go. I think about it and I can't breathe, and soon I can't move. Even when I'm not thinking about it, my chest and stomach often hurt and I feel like there's acid in my blood. My heart jumps when my phone rings. I feel guilty taking all of this time off, and I worry it's going to be weeks or months before I can get back to my life proper. We're barely surviving off my wife's income.

This is my favorite job I've ever had, I actually enjoy it. I hate not being there for my coworkers except over the phone. I worry that I'm putting my boss in a position where a bunch of customers have to just wait until I get back, and I can't even tell him how long it's going to be.

He just called a little bit ago to ask a few questions for a customer. Then he asked how I'm doing. I said it's been a rough few days. I want to come back but I just can't yet. He said it's ok, just let him know when I can. That's what he's been saying this whole time. Last time I went in to get a paycheck and sign some papers, he gave me a big hug as soon as I entered his office. 

I really don't want to lose this job. HR says I can't be fired for anxiety, and nobody wants me to go anyway. But, how long can this go on before everyone decides it's best if I'm replaced? How long can we last before my wife and I have to move in with my parents? I feel like I'm failing my family, my boss, my coworkers, and myself. 

Has anyone else had to take this much time off work because of panic attacks? Did it get better? Was there anything you could do to speed up the recovery? Were you able to get any help with rent and/or medical bills? Even just some nice words would be cool. Thanks.",3.1532784465661194,4.845759025813695,4.413459096290147,85.1595696692957,74.3423120089787,7.396220961517763,24.551158464400483,8.13264164978127,1.3700883753824384,3496,110,712,56,73,1151,326,891,0.141,0.742,0.116,-0.981,7,0,0,0,0,2,96.0,5,3,5,17,53,39,6,6,35,4,83,23,6,8,6,139,163,61,0,24,25,5,9,2,0,6,15,12,2,0,35,43,1,2,18,1,2,24,21,21,2,1,55,27,107,18,88,83,35,122,1,7,3,1,61,36,1,17,62,478,142,20,0.10944833092258556,0.0,0.07120385524593359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032339780542822424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02480953939018232,0.0,0.1395461226375375,0.0824303071424714,0.0,0.051019211854346415,0.07476183269036424,0.06004443383141191,0.0,0.13642588663196348,0.16601770253134548,0.0,0.1683180212743694,0.03046159488684072,0.04447912444515213,0.0,0.12417662448619075,0.0,0.03828642362594635,0.09679815447675574,0.03982974349942706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117589829289548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578182178531195,0.031426681957427594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564264391657036,0.0,0.0,0.0941134920140819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202500442214412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143003638274276,0.0,0.06462582347446483,0.03769646107535637,0.0,0.09638612045676646,0.03300076045155916,0.03073831309002798,0.03486085683390352,0.0,0.03568715637680508,0.0343927152472692,0.0,0.11068072933769478,0.05212660631993712,0.0,0.03996509891118056,0.03334459721318213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20966819717719687,0.0,0.16587202320288336,0.0,0.11671443804546625,0.04022239040956711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036019189209371555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04323226637214374,0.09781454552747863,0.0,0.03659519992893051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811113461123341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861058028615736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.020049980117973737,0.08921499757604276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03730611123987855,0.02576886430076915,0.03564728402669231,0.036565326897548364,0.0,0.12914443830449285,0.0,0.08162979100237193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02435253692368126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.330773036568302,0.11029817504780276,0.03870246104418236,0.0,0.0,0.11648081805923015,0.11632625476307548,0.10727615535261348,0.027051516854777226,0.02813776669435825,0.10570588002075136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024721673859403912,0.027746795865768344,0.0,0.214023390628972,0.08101961276854773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034488016516255875,0.04112884940043625,0.0698808311405223,0.03711609997783218,0.0,0.0,0.042646413959465036,0.07335053493936199,0.04086905968684485,0.0,0.03649264973177,0.0,0.04674360224912856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04132787441942888,0.0,0.3123312783689089,0.05802513712265262,0.0365256242230708,0.0,0.058144099614751324,0.033212549960030036,0.0,0.0824303071424714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058270385636632976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03791957428200221,0.13715253973489866,0.0,0.0956626653568008,0.033588439422169145,0.0,0.12707794793049068,0.04847507185369639,0.09350676150038062,0.0,0.0,0.17018720512299146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04053370759378398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03010211178920523,0.12911092257322904,0.0,0.05852856616303186,0.044426193837229074,0.032802397905178735,0.0676397995207617,0.0,0.04073171761661192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124791691599261,0.07410006186686446,0.1487162661901549,0.05183263604092115,0.0398881894590054,0.0,0.04698742447310715
anxiety,enm332,2019/02/28,I want to take medication but I'm scared my psychiatrist will prescribe an SSRI I have problems with focus & motivation already (not depressed) so I'm afraid an SSRI would worsen them even further.. even an SNRI would be way better for me but I know that the withdrawals are horrible. Something like Moclobemide would be perfect as it has no negative effects on focus but I'm afraid i will be labeled as a drug seeker if i mention the name since I never even tried an SSRI before or any other type of medication. Anyone here that has been in a similar situation? Does moclobemide even have any abuse potential? (cant find any info about this),4.783471074380167,6.925559785123969,5.902553719008268,74.29564876033061,70.98347107438016,8.476363636363638,30.28181818181818,9.120678840339163,2.9412604958677684,518,22,86,11,10,172,84,121,0.213,0.674,0.114,-0.9532,0,0,2,0,1,0,12.0,0,0,1,4,7,8,0,3,8,0,15,3,0,2,2,20,21,8,0,6,6,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,9,3,9,12,0,5,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,2,2,61,14,2,0.0,0.1952620868510836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818618621192518,0.0,0.0,0.17856167775960838,0.0,0.3362107360585835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11523260267558293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023340532840134,0.0,0.0,0.14575298035302026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194275099992262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442183551150325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19111669263323505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43539769111855603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506250129074319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057025024940588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051338245754465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320390845662632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271045934196653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15769217925031126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16499442428043692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363249856983752,0.18524308688192448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687176398716016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390974727197605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188897540298122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720382512920236,0.13081126266357376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512094368440973,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LicieBelle,2019/02/28,"How can mental health organisations/psychiatrist/psychotherapists etc. only be contactable over Calls? Okay. 

So this might seem mean, but I'm pissed at ""mental health help"" places who do this. This is literally the reason my boyfriend can't get psychological help (PSYCHIATRIST DOCTORS told him he had to call people) and I can't get a refill of my anti-depressants. I have crippling anxiety, which keeps me from doing phone calls and leaving the house is very difficult in general, so I can't just go there. And not having the pills anymore is making me even more anxious, depressed and has made me even dangerous for myself and my relationships in the last days. I guess the solution for this for me would be to get a new psychiatrist, but for that I would have to make a big effort in finding one that fits and then CALL or GO THERE. 

Why do these places not have E-mail, or text, or even letters as a method to contact? At this point in time it's very cheap and low effort to have an email-address and 99% of these places have secretaries who could handle this. Heck, my old Psychotherapist, who I'm not allowed to go to anymore now for different reasons, had a separate phone that you could text to make appointments, and she did her business on her own. These people are experts in their field and should know it can be difficult for the people they want to take care of to reach out, so they should make it as easy as possible, right?

The issues People have should be resolved at those specific facilities, and not have to be conquered or faced when reaching out, because obviously it keeps people from getting help. 

I'm sorry for ranting but this just seems so illogical and unnecessary trouble to me...",8.076898395721923,7.7454441285266515,7.597200811359031,74.01640973630836,62.260188087774296,10.766070440715477,34.43868707357551,10.194018383442646,3.309794246726904,1363,50,250,26,17,429,171,319,0.105,0.807,0.08800000000000001,-0.8665,2,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,1,3,4,14,10,2,0,13,1,37,6,2,9,1,56,63,29,0,8,13,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,0,22,14,0,2,8,0,1,3,7,7,0,1,5,0,23,3,39,45,3,31,0,2,0,0,26,20,2,8,8,176,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910056822852056,0.10204477478731554,0.1791619372549271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05506302710843506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36893939098502987,0.0,0.09209527672717964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442388976880381,0.0,0.0,0.05825399922643591,0.0,0.1555985126982985,0.0,0.0,0.0943733919005213,0.0,0.09245439566337788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073944473342973,0.17898210553129287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255803067946453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18877032183214545,0.0,0.154006219053624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950632513915147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19202858965059627,0.0,0.0,0.18163458833211715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422622666085964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942788214272078,0.0,0.1605751105295093,0.0,0.0,0.04964183142233144,0.073629264533841,0.0,0.09564416497933492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854704083430896,0.2411782007878938,0.0,0.0,0.09839352371438342,0.0,0.0,0.1820584818437608,0.09582358862602272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723921329702945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478389780920643,0.0,0.06120849791298503,0.06869841041106807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131098355592795,0.0,0.2831201757015639,0.0,0.08538902741633128,0.10183109392216448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857441752271588,0.0,0.09697832098433816,0.0,0.07713950176231042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16446218864262835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011146477750907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791531180184056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052670903519872685,0.0,0.0,0.08631214435147082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490598943343909,0.053277714121158684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815068470777092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833264498910155,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,c00lbutcraZy,2019/02/28,"First walk around the neighborhood without anxiety l! I’m seriously so stoked right now. For the first time in as long as i can remember, i took my dog for a walk around the neighborhood and did not panic or get anxiety once. It was only a 15 minute walk but I don’t care, it is something! 

A few months ago I finally made appointments to see a psychiatrist and psychologist and it’s finally paying off.

Good luck to anyone else who struggles with severe anxiety! You got this!",3.7231521739130433,5.84881870652174,5.1841304347826105,78.37771739130439,73.89130434782608,9.817391304347826,27.80434782608696,10.125756701596842,3.12725652173913,379,15,72,12,8,127,68,92,0.081,0.721,0.198,0.8876,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,2,4,6,0,2,7,0,5,0,0,1,0,13,12,8,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,1,4,3,3,0,2,5,1,6,3,12,7,1,18,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,2,9,46,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14914083133067282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3861255281848863,0.0,0.0,0.11764222796313492,0.17238895397699694,0.0,0.2995510355653633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17153904944271425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14054879579511467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686127719966182,0.0,0.28622165765266994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790212354214272,0.0,0.0,0.1411176175196492,0.1345625111412241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488933178207638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15919939788103418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13429316578406736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791775847646042,0.0,0.12795943982067634,0.0,0.19740162652215976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905910752820879,0.14368203535552307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134071091515834,0.0,0.0,0.19007124240982806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952477540651056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758883151118355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810619006936952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869286292603814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16218412287626202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kayters,2019/02/28,"My anxiety prevents me to work and live my life properly I’m an anxious person and I’m having serious problems lately. I’m 27 and I’m going through a break-up with my girlfriend and my anxiety went up a lot.

I’m always thinking about what she’s doing. If she’s seeing someone, where she is, what she’s thinking. Is she going to text me now? Is she going to call me? Wow, she just texted me, where is she?

All of this goes through my mind every second and it’s exhausting. I don’t know what to do. I’m so stressed and I can’t concentrate or anything that requires real focus.

What can I do? It’s been almost three weeks. Thank you!",-0.4357142857142868,1.8118882857142893,2.0452631578947376,92.86684210526319,94.71428571428572,4.604511278195488,20.533834586466163,6.339386263674448,0.3666781954887215,494,18,104,6,19,168,76,133,0.127,0.815,0.057,-0.7865,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,2,6,6,0,1,3,0,12,2,0,0,1,21,27,9,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,8,7,0,2,3,0,0,4,2,4,0,2,2,1,21,2,10,25,2,10,0,0,1,0,12,3,0,4,3,71,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19866593138724026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16508219249468728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035463151789586,0.22413213207971552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16326382177483975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202585513275946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16715802447500727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33826075173341563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903379952789112,0.0,0.22380045111520236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401336643577401,0.0,0.0,0.1751881807526731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686700297951268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003244075995045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17323260287846634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18983912942878836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22581921412289474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809671789752425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16810112943278196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272630866368612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18265729685828824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25424956603311544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15914210169101795,0.0,0.0,0.1839160013540902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14443537473428653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,epwondra15,2019/02/28,"Physical symptoms I am having a difficult time lately dealing with some physical symptoms and wanted to hear about other people’s stories. Whether it’s symptoms you have dealt with yourself or strategies of getting rid of them. There is also a voice in the back of my head me that tells me maybe something is wrong with me and these aren’t actually because of anxiety. It seems that once I “get over” one symptom another one starts up, like anxiety just finds a way to bring itself to the surface. 

Off balance, feel like I could fall over, dizzy
Weak legs, unstable
Tense neck, need to crack
Lower back tight
Back of legs tight, need to stretch
Stomach/abs clenched
Heavy head/pressure
Hot
Out of it, not in my body, autopilot
Numb limbs
Aware of tongue, can’t control
Achy jaw
Hypersensitive to touch
Feel like I’m holding my breath
Feel like I can’t take a deep breath
Shaky
Brain zaps",7.000958083832338,7.4960888862275485,6.114616766467066,80.96833233532934,64.32934131736529,9.075209580838324,34.66407185628742,8.841846274778883,2.821192095808384,712,30,132,10,10,215,114,167,0.147,0.794,0.058,-0.9042,2,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,1,7,9,0,1,6,0,9,15,9,1,0,25,23,5,0,4,4,0,7,4,0,0,6,2,0,0,8,6,0,4,5,0,0,2,4,5,0,2,0,9,12,4,24,22,1,19,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,4,10,73,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.12078953009681125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898526882690087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297920869603299,0.18937975222832068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28553306034250514,0.0,0.07545395572038696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13748951945576132,0.0,0.13817724937696696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388276179000312,0.098826707963931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276097434489141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18775771678789824,0.2652812096134186,0.0,0.0,0.11313090322810095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293378538451617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540639964050146,0.0,0.1395068680762419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13962704161240092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418868288487866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435169687140213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18355972428788486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181959284239006,0.16775043196018832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581212079525634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268289586659715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529039684020296,0.0,0.0,0.0876107470338304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5146111870683577,0.09306569577696423,0.0,0.10818747904727036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217598142787973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300750600334359,0.09824926160592733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353318761891337,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DaWorldIsSoSensitive,2019/02/28,"How does your anxiety affect your dating life? A little background... I am 41yrs old. In November of 2017 I left my kids’ mother after I found out that she was cheating. Turns out that in the 12 yrs we were together, she had a total of 3 affairs. In those twelve years, I never once had one. 

Now back to the reason I am here. Since then, I have been single. It is not because I want to be, but because I find it hard to approach a woman. I don’t think I am unattractive. I constantly have friends tell me that I am selling myself short. They make comments like, “you can have any girl you want. I don’t understand why you haven’t hooked up with someone”. Whenever we are together in a group and a girl looks our way, they all assume that she was looking at me. To be honest, I catch women looking my way all the time. It is not out of the ordinary to get a double look. This is where my anxiety kicks in. I don’t have the guts to approach them or even start a conversation. I start to think that they are looking at me because there is something wrong with the way I look or what I am wearing. Something so simple is so hard for me. I think to myself, if they find me attractive they will talk to me. I know this isn’t the way it works. I like to think it does, but it doesn’t. Any advice would be welcomed. ",1.7441111111111134,3.4771048370370394,3.2197222222222237,92.01625000000004,78.4074074074074,6.12962962962963,22.73148148148148,6.996647511020387,0.5948148148148147,1006,31,222,11,24,330,137,270,0.07400000000000001,0.8420000000000001,0.084,0.8274,0,1,2,0,0,0,35.0,3,5,6,1,9,8,1,0,14,0,34,3,2,4,4,36,54,10,0,4,7,1,2,2,1,2,1,0,0,5,15,8,0,0,11,0,1,3,9,2,0,1,7,8,49,6,28,42,5,34,0,0,6,0,31,15,0,4,14,165,64,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042961171639106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14516122831389866,0.0,0.16329756268286788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206940863649262,0.0,0.19518634255680933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533809420046945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868017109090203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049469670652356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19510006264014526,0.0,0.0,0.11702482970736605,0.08245996291330246,0.0,0.055762445686602366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19121969234646805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05865646467314214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596334278981048,0.0,0.07538713104109618,0.10428657005653197,0.10697231582315868,0.0,0.0,0.5377620225541492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07124364779218832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231738427556788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199603628901167,0.11366483466013977,0.07232356246055037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973705381418088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882888330954546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090432673196599,0.1643331915687382,0.0,0.0,0.151089240397795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857861862071815,0.09328743666283623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27355518660740186,0.0,0.0,0.06223559653413752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160924781971074,0.0,0.11111054248142586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12590519997647345,0.33887181215226303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630795962298347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770130447931925,0.0,0.0,0.07581850872073037,0.1166933913206395,0.0,0.0687311455540555
anxiety,the_Debt,2019/02/28,"How to open up about my problems? I have been dealing with anxiety for a couple of years now, and it's gotten much worse lately and I really want help, but I can't reach out to anyone. Even when I feel like I have the chance to open up to a person close to me, I always get too anxious and can't tell them anything. I just find it very hard, even though I know that it can only help me. I wish people would just ask me if I am doing okay every now and again. Would it be better to open up to my friends first and then get more comfortable and open to up to my parents. While I dont worry as much about my friends, I am just super afraid about my parents, cause I feel like they might not believe me, which I am not even sure why they wouldn't but at the same time I have that fear",5.965872781065091,3.8129934201183455,6.2641346153846165,87.77774038461538,67.46153846153845,9.160059171597632,27.63387573964497,6.6274283507984215,1.0198218934911245,604,11,146,3,8,195,97,169,0.093,0.657,0.25,0.9872,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,3,16,12,0,2,4,1,17,0,0,2,1,36,26,15,0,7,8,2,3,2,2,4,0,0,0,1,7,13,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,2,3,27,9,22,19,4,21,0,0,0,0,13,11,0,2,12,108,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485188727628462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559245260565364,0.15593443471767107,0.0,0.09651367604997724,0.0,0.11358680043810765,0.0,0.1290392711751243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555123667384667,0.0,0.12207617985262112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14179467152264502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272739665474042,0.0,0.0,0.1423027079569072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16176994879228196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273502229866942,0.0,0.11629609647296035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15532194871307006,0.1395840725877913,0.19721709579951166,0.0,0.0,0.1261567764957886,0.11740811451579188,0.0,0.0,0.21328302964806825,0.0,0.14422979269501704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364762810682442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18503698933974366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585759229049117,0.0,0.15570367582010444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13486881892396824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14642785146187484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20293563403424333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049779159763902,0.0,0.0,0.306531613336636,0.0,0.0,0.09569251402483027,0.12052233543612101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320759190576227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842545231315738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009149414582996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064416728195172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561362059306206,0.0,0.08048631185240525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388907668498413,0.08141357802835046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455046474620765,0.0,0.1587275082436042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401760063781261,0.1406642029223745,0.19610488135142226,0.0,0.0,0.08888669383931101
anxiety,AynRandIsARaptor,2019/02/28,"Pooping at work I have worked at my current job for 9 months and I just can't bring myself to poop here which leads to uncomfortable days and sometimes (like right now) panic attacks. I feel like it's the most ridiculous thing. I feel like my main problem is that the bathroom is just one stall with no lock on the main door. So if someone comes in while you are in there, it's a flimsy stall door between you and someone you see everyday in an eight foot room. Definitely no privacy. I generally don't necessarily have issues with using the restroom in public places, but this is awful. ",6.048646616541356,6.520768877192985,6.184235588972433,79.73131578947371,66.36842105263158,8.61954887218045,31.19799498746867,8.418075326091056,2.2189363408521303,468,17,90,6,7,149,81,114,0.171,0.7829999999999999,0.047,-0.8833,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,3,6,7,2,1,6,1,8,3,3,2,0,17,14,7,0,2,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,6,6,0,0,2,0,0,3,4,4,0,2,0,3,11,3,13,14,3,19,0,0,1,0,4,10,0,2,9,63,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385671675759605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180640362722246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524093441928645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21206403655136255,0.29962339281852435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21887520299170235,0.20809763547360527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30735053379327754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16738274543990053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14210001994844154,0.0,0.0,0.24604101041678675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21909475528595213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006572240466372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17908501454847378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16710595249596005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35536094263158124,0.0,0.20740139555313575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931719827280506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18111585809233288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053322192903264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThePineappleLlama,2019/02/28,Anxiety friends! If you ever need someone to talk to day or night I’m here....you can vent to me talk to me about anything I’ll never judge you! I’m a 28 year old female. I’m divorced and I have one daughter. I have anxiety and it can be very hard it sucks...I always don’t have many friends a lot of mine turned on me or lost touch. Feel free to send me a message :),-1.1566666666666665,0.7992654938271606,1.2628271604938277,100.43572222222224,91.5925925925926,4.227654320987655,19.21111111111111,5.6839178017228535,-0.4277170370370369,279,9,70,2,10,94,53,81,0.09,0.752,0.159,0.8267,0,0,0,0,1,0,14.0,0,2,0,1,2,4,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,2,10,14,5,0,2,3,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,1,3,9,4,8,12,1,8,0,1,0,0,10,1,0,4,6,38,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837809255332028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379287729509505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18175658935977326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244240664543506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19978889909413747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167813894154016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412860991561715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19785548215496904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411048984057563,0.18777515440654746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22392677227653646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16377176456814346,0.17034799664951122,0.0,0.0,0.20727084715169697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23176514392940456,0.0,0.14966673302527697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18714181513749656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35505270458241817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402423408007139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822402784809108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14223256795143768
anxiety,keinberliner,2019/02/28,"Is everyone anxious in social situations? It surprises me how often I notice that people who seem extremely confident doing anything social, will get kind of anxious in some situations. I still think that something is wrong with me for getting way too anxious but I was hoping it eventually gets better. 
So it’s actually kind of scary to think that you can never really get over it? How am I supposed to cope?",5.5440000000000005,7.703558000000001,7.063666666666666,66.68350000000002,69.0,9.8,32.5,10.125756701596842,3.9510000000000014,330,15,50,9,6,113,54,75,0.141,0.726,0.134,0.3605,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,6,6,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,2,1,11,15,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,7,5,9,13,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,4,2,40,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.15053849712866718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5228200570975721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694535708357813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643314349042046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740496784247273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223843345378136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15321802928115127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212824837073017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897718448237145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756295200884032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694658460537024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882486852235242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043529917094572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34679629317983035,0.0,0.3145035325875122,0.0,0.11875924278885115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319468167206525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19769108426807985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244683934363625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16866244316694193,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fuckkkxt,2019/02/28,small steps i told someone i was struggling and the world didn’t end so feeling somewhat good ,3.2183333333333337,6.0644163888888905,2.342222222222226,94.30000000000004,79.55555555555556,3.6,31.222222222222214,3.1291,0.9686888888888898,77,4,14,0,2,22,17,18,0.142,0.61,0.247,0.2644,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,1,2,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.419040024406564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392214805656318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3968269477778864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4008693421759693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4946031860685729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4520822641210804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lady_toffo,2019/02/28,"Struggling If there’s anyone out there who is really struggling or did struggle mentally and emotionally with planning their wedding, I would really appreciate some advise with coping. 
My anxiety is through the roof ",8.626190476190473,11.902377142857148,8.177142857142858,57.21619047619049,63.28571428571429,11.523809523809526,40.23809523809524,11.20814326018867,6.13652380952381,180,10,21,6,3,57,30,35,0.242,0.685,0.073,-0.7096,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,3,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,4,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,4,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,0,19,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19533708678492864,0.0,0.0,0.1785421197186728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872270812484216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573262013579859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271591828063471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8008214352329445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18138870384302394,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SuccMyHorseCock,2019/02/28,Any tips to help with anxiety? I was just wondering if any of you have tips to deal with anxiety? I’ve been struggling lately. Thanks in advance. ,1.4146428571428549,4.12182975,2.732857142857142,87.93714285714289,90.78571428571428,7.085714285714286,24.857142857142854,8.07648339933343,2.1154000000000006,115,5,22,3,4,37,22,28,0.198,0.633,0.16899999999999998,0.1926,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,6,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42812941263913584,0.0,0.4816195785119629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245296824540613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210993860393954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35509137665975044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290818011472414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898118867730578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34137108309017833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lighthouse54,2019/02/28,"I stepped in urine. For the past year or so I've been suffering from depression and anxiety. Last week my mum's brother passed away and I flew across the continent for the funeral. It was very unexpected, his illness was kept secret from all of us despite the fact we used to message each other regularly. This week I've had a pile of important matters to deal with for work. My boss is extremely empathatic and let me work from home. 

This morning was the first in 10 days that I've left for work.
I walked on to the lift to leave my apartment, completely missing the giant puddle of dog pee which I was stood in a good 35 seconds before I noticed.

I felt disgusted and embarrassed as the smell hit me. There was another guy in the lift and he didn't say anything. I was wearing closed top sandals but it didn't seem like it had soaked through and I had a train to catch so I carried on as normal. 

As I was sitting on the train I started to feel paranoid about the smell. And then I felt like maybe my foot was a little wet. I also couldn't stop thinking about how someone could let their dog do that. With no accountability for themselves, no consideration for others. I just can't understand the mentality of people like that. 
I feel so helpless and at a loss of control. I just dont want to leave the safety and confinement of my home. Every simple thing just feels way too hard.

I am at work now, I ditched my sandals (I have a stash of shoes in my office) but I am unable to stop thinking about it, unable to concentrate on what I should be doing and fighting back tears of which if anyone asked me why I'm crying, I have no acceptable reason.",4.063741134751776,5.3100509604863255,4.927678571428572,84.14961309523811,71.31003039513679,8.036524822695036,28.60195035460993,8.472884824447931,1.9698296859169209,1302,49,263,21,24,423,183,329,0.16899999999999998,0.78,0.051,-0.9864,0,0,0,0,3,0,28.0,2,0,1,8,15,13,2,1,19,0,29,6,5,5,2,51,48,23,1,6,7,2,7,3,0,1,1,1,2,1,15,15,0,5,13,0,1,5,8,8,0,2,19,10,36,5,48,22,2,39,0,5,0,0,14,19,0,3,16,181,51,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330199824193162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234003314742005,0.08925322686329991,0.0,0.0,0.08157928726279473,0.0,0.09601054069688301,0.0,0.1090719181178636,0.0,0.10961652903041756,0.08971302972592657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927868495110956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232764062476315,0.0,0.1308567862142342,0.09315254120116806,0.0,0.12815794703843464,0.07524333796296627,0.12028298958044767,0.10048882165140642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673789729218666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830060412160163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17697754796512435,0.0,0.2240454932903552,0.0,0.0,0.09924055007610648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785835287890172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155229322446736,0.0,0.0,0.10451457021973228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340616578683816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510268322952012,0.0,0.24707612611289895,0.1267637112495793,0.23860862250748816,0.0,0.1709991149248352,0.1169352954863009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172120047798837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757723126567872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431310452335727,0.0,0.13283105088215155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137595961248986,0.08088519068000499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199575302713909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278170237725193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621317168341908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885521576762042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258054822298236,0.0,0.0,0.19508486572037254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775112289685521,0.14951651897780785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214589402569136,0.14034121122531568,0.10076654512489536,0.0,0.09626604314778832,0.06881575690503729,0.09260824910884184,0.18717336229045245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527770320326386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397523902906168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751324934178481
anxiety,ArtemisTudor,2019/02/28,"The period My anxiety is worse around my menstruations.  Also ovulation.

There is a lot of physical pain and even more emotional pain. 

I plan to seek out a birth control that will eliminate the variations in my hormones in order to stop it entirely. 

While I don’t feel bad about this decision; I also get a little angry that this is one of the least dangerous medical treatments available.  Also, I’m privileged enough that I can afford it and I know a lot of people who can’t... 

This whole thing seems unfair somehow- I’m interested in others perspectives.",4.114757281553395,6.786970233009711,5.611466019417473,73.17661650485438,74.8252427184466,9.945242718446602,28.74660194174757,10.125756701596842,3.7400726213592232,446,19,73,15,10,150,71,103,0.209,0.701,0.09,-0.9211,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,8,6,1,0,7,0,7,3,0,1,0,13,13,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,11,4,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,1,8,2,11,12,6,11,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,4,4,60,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4589800771957029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14635432512195418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17030960056890868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15973880454499653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145743891517157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21520196868270708,0.0,0.1976780155511727,0.0,0.1263607807937297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673386798606408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995342210295613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514091160012284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191746414726782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252958398050336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19272825205866198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296389976730479,0.0,0.4071421643803115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263271155970208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741646504792188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15994667569690016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127100206947591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213594721593278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19496482920427471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Throwaway397011,2019/02/28,"Please, if anybody could just read this and reach out I feel like I’m actually losing it this time I’ve suffered from anxiety and OCD (mostly rumination) for as long as I can remember. 

Right now my absolute worst symptom is health obsessions. I catastrophize (spelling?) every single thing that happens to me. The following will be a little NSFW/TMI but I don’t feel comfortable talking to anyone in person, I feel so trapped. 

I have convinced myself I have PGAD, persistent genital arousal disorder. I read about it a long time ago, on dailymail or some similar site I read about a woman who had it and ended up committing suicide because she couldn’t deal with it anymore.

I am so afraid I have it. I’ve been afraid since May of 2018. The thing is, I got my first UTI in May of 2019. And the symptoms of urgency felt like arousal. I have since read that this is kinda normal and orgasming can even bring some UTI relief because the nerve endings are all so so close together down there. I felt like I couldn’t stop masterbating to bring relief. I got tested for a UTI and it was positive. I was given antibiotics and it healed and I felt fine again! For many many months. Then in September I got another UTI. I was convinced it was PGAD, my panic attack got so bad it took two Xanax to calm me down and I slept through the night. The next day I was diagnosed with a UTI, took the meds and was better. 

Well I’m here again. But this time is different. I had very painful urination and had a full course of Bactrum on hand to treat it, I took the full course and felt better for like two days. Then last Thursday the urgency came back. I knew I had already taken the antibiotics so why would it come back? I had a panic attack that lasted days. The weekend was better and yesterday I felt almost like myself again but the panic associated with the PGAD came back this morning so bad that I stayed home from work. I went to my primary to get tested for a UTI (as this would have been my explanation before) and he said it was positive for leukocytes but they still had to send it out for a culture. He gave me a new antibiotic and sent me on my way. I made an appointment with a urologist tomorrow morning. But I’ve already taken a Xanax today and cannot cannot cannot calm down. I’m so terrified that I will be like that woman who couldn’t handle it anymore and committed suicide. I don’t know how many of my symptoms are anxiety or OCD induced. I’ve already masterbated three times today and I feel so embarrassed and ashamed. I won’t have sex with my boyfriend anymore because I’m so scared that it was trigger an attack. I feel like my life’s falling apart and I’m thinking about checking myself into a hospital because it feels like I can’t do this. Last week before Thursday I felt like my normal happy self. I was so so happy and okay and things were so good in my world. Then on Thursday a wave of panic spread over me and I haven’t been able to shake it because I haven’t been able to not notice every single feeling anywhere near my vagina and interpret it as arousal. 

I want to be where I was a week ago. I don’t know what happened or changed or anything. 

I also don’t know if it helps to mention but I stopped by birth control after taking it for 10 years about a month ago. It takes 3-4 months for your hormones to level out and in about a week out from getting my period.. does anyone think hormones could be at play? Maybe an imbalance? Maybe PMDD causing panic? 

Someone please please respond",3.1677817745803374,5.122001359712229,4.191097122302157,85.64568645083935,74.97122302158273,7.2808153477218225,26.691247002398075,8.131152278815165,1.7377045563549158,2775,105,545,46,60,899,288,695,0.145,0.6890000000000001,0.166,0.8717,1,1,0,0,0,2,62.0,0,1,1,8,34,48,3,12,33,1,64,19,8,6,3,102,117,59,2,12,14,0,14,9,0,7,10,1,1,4,41,39,0,3,22,6,1,14,15,21,1,4,47,15,70,27,69,54,9,99,0,2,0,6,21,31,0,13,61,360,111,7,0.10280708305076518,0.0,0.050162441478763316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13669841415009815,0.0,0.051473221611481317,0.0,0.1701752589098805,0.04110739358626043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05390109524671447,0.07864713713847471,0.0,0.15293550194860026,0.07188510285283846,0.0,0.042300734809800726,0.0,0.0,0.17543684802396184,0.0,0.11857845144528155,0.08583962009266108,0.1566756090172516,0.0,0.08748125557674273,0.0,0.0,0.13638676564412158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758391489064846,0.0,0.052805596903757065,0.0543781310674841,0.04427959944349215,0.0,0.0,0.05765344275257076,0.08208309032755136,0.0,0.0,0.0994530953249484,0.05299479419073541,0.0,0.052173512612214715,0.0,0.05370576020791592,0.058912911982075225,0.0,0.0449835855912158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105656082406764,0.0,0.0,0.033951554379168955,0.0,0.0866194015034033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18193822569189325,0.11016810100993972,0.2961327660968163,0.0,0.0,0.04372382616197907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053712457688152235,0.0,0.0,0.04311485180698197,0.1644484318429318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909119640161859,0.10944005159748096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05463956090351268,0.0,0.0,0.03445471034431236,0.0,0.05156194333855135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475012631080789,0.1257022412474452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036307841562703766,0.2260185650651457,0.051519852803331725,0.0,0.09098103334969136,0.0,0.057507414450202965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04863927387695462,0.0,0.15634536900560084,0.10328353313564713,0.0,0.05709774653577353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308944928150428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04964586072095617,0.05466824957270849,0.04823874155017107,0.10072911337920534,0.0,0.05852327272702733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05469699240215769,0.3015549023414832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044883589732938683,0.0,0.16927695720317684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20566980821499406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05823019202670698,0.04389834359849756,0.04889653928320429,0.0,0.05146391248723081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05362510450681825,0.0,0.0,0.08504308147867548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04355405392365946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05478933580722774,0.04105093466283205,0.08595132482688929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245426259274867,0.0,0.0,0.1602838851281877,0.07729813195482578,0.04131621954655644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245068669278662,0.06587462765085875,0.0,0.0,0.11989527375912537,0.0,0.0974490938154271,0.0,0.17133367804883948,0.0,0.0,0.10042758168716888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04241330517281038,0.03031914061150788,0.040801738624936856,0.1236984611935046,0.0,0.04621795714848198,0.047651597984074916,0.0463837009172343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03742239044370333,0.0,0.0,0.07303120211995072,0.0,0.0,0.033102195411036484
anxiety,bertmmm,2019/02/28,"Social anxiety Currently I have severe social anxiety and it sometimes feels like it will never go away. I have had this on and off since high school.

I went to college out of state to play baseball and overall I had a bad experience with everyone else and left after freshman year. Ultimately I feel like this has made my anxiety extremely worse.

I haven’t left the house in 2 months and I have panic attacks when I meet up with people. I pushed away the few friends I had and whenever I’m invited I always deny the invitation. I feel like I’m a horrible human being and that I have no skills but deep down that it’s not true. 

It’s like everything I say is wrong and it scares me every night. Writing this gives me anxiety and I think I’m stupid or an asshole for doing so.. I just needed to vent.

I don’t know. Deep down I know it will get better.

I decided to visit a psychologist.



",1.6732078800352816,4.019629122905029,3.839517788885626,84.31508967950604,81.79329608938548,7.343840047044988,23.387533078506323,8.371475516178862,1.7019877094972058,699,25,139,16,19,239,109,179,0.203,0.7070000000000001,0.09,-0.9437,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,4,14,2,2,7,0,15,0,0,1,2,28,30,13,0,1,4,0,3,4,1,2,0,1,0,1,11,12,0,0,7,1,0,4,5,6,0,0,5,4,22,8,18,22,1,26,0,0,0,0,9,14,0,1,11,91,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067668950282218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926371109949776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597483493245358,0.2411090264653372,0.0,0.10713619614260804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348263392849275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718924761507828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081094391984307,0.1226088000096774,0.115319666846553,0.1255149705575331,0.0,0.0,0.19463708928537996,0.27500101388423226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913449129032482,0.0,0.06703837221049634,0.12308975228544684,0.07292337153738583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355699834395158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14805625183389248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14103520255944227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788254224145155,0.0,0.0,0.2507494717609029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141309061457417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024184043613236,0.0,0.0,0.09514264195537868,0.09896308130878573,0.0,0.0,0.1204132840013246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15054794105634353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895624479638242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203983893600692,0.12846393813360713,0.12985984966993408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495743881628326,0.0,0.10614203846703812,0.0,0.0,0.2615983795781443,0.0,0.0,0.12690507578327906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822179434299135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894765942858665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13076215414304926,0.0,0.14029038550110962,0.0,0.08262951994613847
anxiety,mermaiden26,2019/02/28,"Anxiety level: fake illness Woke up with the all too familiar impending sense of doom today. Couldn’t shake it off, and have been doing the bare minimum of being a human. 
I’m a stay at home mum, so I can’t call out of work. Nerves are shot and I’m feeling stressed out and raged and panicky about everything. My kid has watched more TV today than I care to admit, and it is causing me a great deal of shame.  

I realized I needed groceries, but can’t step out the door, so I used Instacart. (Praise be for grocery delivery) The delivery showed up, and I pretended to be sick, because I didn’t want a total stranger judging me for still being in a robe and slippers at 2 in the afternoon.  
And I just canceled on seeing a friend tonight, because the brief interaction with the delivery guy is all the human interaction I can handle today.  

Fuck anxiety.  ",4.468534136546187,5.756864427710844,5.585722891566267,79.65440763052213,70.3855421686747,8.90682730923695,31.90562248995984,9.2995712137729,2.9317887550200803,669,30,126,14,12,222,106,166,0.16699999999999998,0.754,0.079,-0.8922,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,6,11,2,3,14,0,16,3,0,2,3,26,27,11,0,3,2,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,2,4,2,13,0,0,3,3,0,3,4,7,0,0,3,3,12,4,23,19,4,22,2,1,2,1,12,12,1,0,6,85,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905686458253866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315406317504182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939242722209561,0.0,0.1936308233894227,0.1950948418797523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19579384760928492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17068320081983415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602664288445407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14672772431430572,0.1755731974083253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093817673373331,0.0,0.18804553719679168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19050005629103492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140819437893519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133752884411933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20242393671810244,0.15166622624601828,0.0,0.21754679278922692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5400511498022634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640254340960027,0.0,0.0,0.11201668554780134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826025600436306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Justine223,2019/02/28,"Not hating ; just need help understanding top performers with anxiety Hello redditors,

I have anxiety that is medicated with antidepressants and depression for most of my life. I also take ADD meds which also makes me more anxious. Since a lot of people have come forward about their anxiety and how they manage it, I feel disconnected between my symptoms and theirs. Yes they have gone through the crippling selfdoubt and fear that I have gone through, but they appear so smooth in social situations like public speaking and interviews. It makes me feel like a failure because no matter how many meds I take, or years of behavioral therapy, I can never be as smooth  or confident as they are. They can be top performers in their field and their success is something that almost has a mythical quality to it. Although I have no right to judge, I feel that coming forward with how they beat all odds makes the rest of us who cannot completely overcome it get a bad rap. Anxiety is already a disease that gets poked fun of a lot at our expense. A couple days ago, a friend of mine, to my utter disappointment, said,""Oh just look at Jennifer Lawrence or Oprah or Beyonce. They had it too. Just try harder."" I cannot tell my boss about my anxiety for fear that they will replace me with someone better. I guess if I was a top performer at my company then I would feel more comfortable with coming forward. That is my situation. Comments?",7.29426330798479,7.997800239543729,7.107317015209127,73.38363711977186,63.7148288973384,10.529372623574146,36.589591254752854,10.411451182825502,3.9630458174904937,1145,53,196,26,16,363,148,263,0.128,0.716,0.156,0.8763,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,2,0,12,9,12,13,1,2,11,1,21,3,0,7,2,48,43,22,0,3,10,0,6,2,1,2,3,1,0,0,14,15,0,0,5,1,1,9,6,6,0,0,4,8,37,7,28,35,7,23,0,2,1,0,24,12,0,11,10,146,51,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661299593197983,0.0,0.10913767027382236,0.0,0.12027309679489867,0.17431841359752107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4168849866143013,0.12312759695573992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100203815505277,0.0664392490757216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639273517747643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816555194697304,0.11427386687658855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059528335387774,0.0,0.07028948765639463,0.0,0.09387286609412032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452879421296385,0.2204343314181733,0.07786242701411476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.084205348740173,0.0,0.11388547895860937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200646943639804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760499057655384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305365196140873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698281002758693,0.10649394797520734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152409049711067,0.0,0.0,0.18531868014123587,0.0,0.0,0.21825487167041274,0.1104986813024499,0.0,0.0,0.2421264820700311,0.10979588708802786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081465130487811,0.08405975221685222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07555989361723428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307680380648922,0.10367438086741074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901575954925195,0.2450184932619472,0.0,0.11110150713201697,0.0923468131077376,0.08390577206650035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328226767026033,0.16389372520228018,0.0,0.09526200182177998,0.0,0.12463948231284247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399700746548236,0.0,0.0,0.11346235976597735,0.1311014649424574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742331844729741,0.0,0.0,0.07018594086412316
anxiety,riccarjo,2019/02/28,"Does anyone else get anxiety from not having anxiety anymore? I was anxious about something earlier this week, but haven't really thought about it.  I don't really feel anxious about the issue anymore, instead I feel anxiety that I should feel anxiety about the issue and I wonder why I don't.

Ugh",4.622727272727276,7.166974909090911,5.863636363636362,72.61545454545455,72.63636363636364,9.49090909090909,32.81818181818181,9.888512548439397,4.056927272727273,240,12,37,7,5,80,34,55,0.205,0.7390000000000001,0.057,-0.5862,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,9,12,2,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,3,6,0,5,9,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5260632005020633,0.3884338594843188,0.34099032951792674,0.12020814949882108,0.17614896887286075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504454571849685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14361433771989404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260778737563558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981937685954855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35887272573171797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22026847232835045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234986990170008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648265151852987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13790120183281507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15512807613510546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18643632084489106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kashootme,2019/02/28,"I'm in an uber and I just coughed and need to cough again, but I don't want to do it twice, but holding it in made my eyes water and make-up is running down my face. Now I espescially can't cough because if he looks at me, I got make-up all over my face and I have 16 minutes left for my ride Please send help. ",0.27511737089201915,1.4087855492957786,2.154577464788733,100.69177230046951,80.83098591549296,5.2967136150234735,20.284037558685448,5.46131890053228,-0.5215370892018782,238,6,65,1,6,79,50,71,0.02,0.8809999999999999,0.099,0.7325,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,5,7,3,1,1,13,11,7,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,2,10,0,8,9,1,11,0,0,2,0,3,6,0,1,2,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138394146353868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280560233845395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351283373868453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38113629800894105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945767480699924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319276663221069,0.4683124774246066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601076618024726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3850640363087293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069060819766444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mehdibrahimov12,2019/02/28,Nothing feels better than relaxation after the severe anxiety. Sometimes(actually all the time) i get anxious about simple things and when i realize that there was nothing to worry about  i become the happiest person in the world. For a short period of time.,5.449545454545459,8.89993031818182,6.078363636363638,67.1575454545455,75.36363636363637,8.974545454545455,26.981818181818184,9.3871,3.5122690909090917,210,8,28,6,5,68,36,44,0.168,0.638,0.193,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,8,2,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,5,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21261206810090685,0.3139764427793468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069466212881861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24580231279649584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14052736542482971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14520448076518475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5333535776430745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242673622565832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139764427793468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184641197536614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32412091573746016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822465988689761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,trumpetgirl10,2019/02/28,"I didn't wake up in a panic for the first time in years! I've had anxiety for as long as I can remember. Once I started working full time, I stopped enjoying my evenings/nights. I had  ""Sunday Scaries"" to the max. I was at the point last year that I would just start crying at around 8-9 PM most nights, terrorized about what might come in the work week ahead. I couldn't relax or make the most of my time at home.

This year, with the start of a new job, I decided to finally take control of my anxiety/depression and start on medication. I know that medication is not for everyone, but I had tried talk therapy, exercise, CBD oil, yoga/meditation and pretty much everything under the sun to no avail. 

I have been on celexa for about a month now, and yesterday was the first day where I woke up, got my shower, got dressed, and as I was pouring my coffee, realized that I wasn't worried about how the day was going to go. I had a lot on my plate at work, including some after work social obligations, and I wasn't overthinking them. I almost shed some happy tears. 

It feels like a huge weight has been lifted off of me. 

Haven't felt this way in...forever? 

Thanks for letting me celebrate this progress with you all. I hope everyone is doing alright.",4.407742319599905,5.348957595141705,5.316146701595617,82.82691831388428,70.21457489878543,9.536461062157656,28.699452250535842,9.773937934552695,2.532981614670159,974,35,201,23,17,319,147,247,0.066,0.775,0.159,0.9819,2,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,1,9,8,9,0,2,14,1,24,5,1,3,1,34,41,11,0,3,4,0,3,1,0,2,3,0,2,0,8,9,1,2,6,2,0,3,7,2,0,2,17,4,29,7,38,20,8,50,0,0,0,0,4,19,0,9,28,136,37,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189572546781887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548404578696246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947607411574858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625777730704188,0.0,0.0,0.12533067875971665,0.0,0.0,0.12274581208560692,0.14413159442272042,0.0,0.0962451592286232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135528401245975,0.10042852705254438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056501250599735424,0.07983011489589434,0.1072920043335182,0.12241036442401472,0.0,0.1900992048079677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270136654305467,0.0,0.17874417033774298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895383254974047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208859433641608,0.1109872543313826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108889262160092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061411717718751785,0.09108647847664728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426606705679405,0.0,0.05459259638180218,0.0,0.0,0.09889014531980217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500096577614077,0.0,0.0,0.07459015492748193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22514115260612155,0.0,0.11854299099955985,0.0,0.0,0.089193194659208,0.0,0.0821448815872124,0.0,0.0,0.1079232934704554,0.0,0.20972881869150495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190039798612904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110780133626254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563443567095157,0.0,0.0,0.11368407555757483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658445259438406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390919111535193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163726226377418,0.0,0.0,0.09342319700735116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401776964415955,0.08981579576745218,0.0,0.10287909256122024,0.12778928907257528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19547691329729647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586701101483727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869738479254761,0.08963449745432082,0.13607439305162686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32540458097179903,0.11348171059358166,0.0,0.07937990946710073,0.0,0.0,0.21587890095862428
anxiety,Hostanes,2019/02/28,"Anxiety is only the part. So i will present some problems im dealing with, i hope someone could tell me what could be problem in my thought processes, im aware i have problems and my brain is playing with me but it makes my everyday life struggle and battle with emotions, i hope you will have understanding because of all problems that goes with my anxiety.....so here it goes:

I'm afraid of talking with people, especially with girls, i can get dizzy and shaking, have extreme fear of doing something awkward or loosing control of my actions(losing sense of place,time,forgetting things,just leaving,mutism....)During all my schooling i wasn't able to make long lasting friends, was bullied to a level of getting tics ,having nightmares and flashbacks.Once girl approached me, we become friends, she wanted something more, i refused but i loved her, and i have done that because i thought i was worthless, now i would relive all my bullying and everything bad that ever happened to me only to say yes to her.I think im masochist i like to hit myself on back with ropes, it relieve myself of all memories of all awkward and shameful things i have done.

Also i feel weird when i look at the mirror, like im watching another person i have very little awareness of my physical look, all people feel weird to me, like i can't understand them, what they are, and why im so different, i do not like sports, nor most things other people like, i mostly like reading....

I'm managing it now, but what is wrong with me!?",7.25825,7.233529919298244,7.007401315789478,76.54899671052631,63.84210526315789,9.370614035087721,38.51425438596491,8.841846274778883,3.45363596491228,1197,59,211,16,16,378,157,285,0.21,0.645,0.145,-0.9583,1,0,2,0,0,0,49.0,1,1,2,1,9,30,1,7,3,1,26,3,1,3,7,53,47,17,0,10,5,0,2,6,2,3,1,1,0,3,13,17,0,2,7,3,0,2,4,17,0,0,7,6,42,13,27,33,11,16,0,1,3,1,17,5,0,6,15,145,55,3,0.08949727706225219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157094013220748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938456984111105,0.06846517198780329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881788172364772,0.07472648804322027,0.10911341882691183,0.09884271107130607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999085597280752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037880633324936,0.14291258654898795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226776283893368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350560600563514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18317357445118373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067239069086603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095541091861633,0.0,0.0,0.08043438180581379,0.0,0.0,0.1007093184191436,0.0905050247499362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829074850140274,0.0,0.09351726680227564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914214653685316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17778197993083514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4833620851854152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295222584818413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06321457353799456,0.2623430933432165,0.08969978339467946,0.0,0.07920227388502615,0.1503103445341726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077478675567057,0.0,0.11948025479359815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531167919615424,0.0,0.13613342421520555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691682961243694,0.0,0.1861384294706068,0.07814557025985715,0.09350560600563514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425472291091821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952149629645867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117182687757526,0.0,0.0905760224185843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583075242520483,0.1377987526477476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356198592762284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193452120603629,0.07822456490457425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891602822261732,0.05734624139983052,0.0,0.1421016820891416,0.05218658197303632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863396434256038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384462648945105,0.05278781280580856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075737213772573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06357629782270066,0.0978512229496468,0.0,0.0
anxiety,leesuht,2019/02/28,"student teacher with anxiety I am a student teacher, and today my cooperating teacher told me that i will be teaching/planning for the rest of my time as a student teacher... i literally started sweating and my heart started beating really fast and felt like my chest was tightening.. what are some coping mechanisms i could use for this?",7.421999999999998,8.8820352,7.960000000000001,64.71000000000002,63.66666666666666,10.0,45.0,10.125756701596842,5.333499999999999,272,18,39,6,4,90,44,60,0.08199999999999999,0.8740000000000001,0.044,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,6,3,3,1,0,8,11,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,9,1,5,5,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,31,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536029623446009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646824235803353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182999808254259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3928389629758616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16195822316378608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21237272267011703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4692865994294023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933051710636036,0.0,0.31423113120921586,0.31677041238589043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863167556736508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,intellectualth0t,2019/02/28,"I'm too scared to do anything. As many of us know, high school is easily a high-stress environment. Once I graduated almost 2 years ago, I felt like an entirely new person. I felt older, more accomplished, more independent, etc. This led to a significant boost in confidence that had me disregarding my anxiety for a while. 

I became anxious again going into college last year, as I was moving away from my hometown and from all my friends and family. But I had this toxic, overly-optimistic mindset that I clung onto about how college would be GREAT with all these NEW EXPERIENCES and NEW FRIENDS and a NEW LIFESTYLE (wooo!! stay open minded right?!)

My open-mindedness and desire to experience whatever came my way led me into a lot of extremely dangerous situations. Walking across town at midnight all alone. Almost getting abducted by sex traffickers. Being stalked. Being sexually assaulted. Alcohol poisoning. My wallet and phone getting stolen... twice. Ending up in an abusive relationship. Just to name a few. 

I don't party, not anymore. I barely leave my apartment unless it's to go to class. I don't ""get out and do fun things"" because all these dangerous situations occurred as a result of trying to do that last year. I don't want to ""get out and socialize and make new friends"" because I'm scared of the possibility of a ""friend"" becoming another incessant stalker or thief. 

All my adverse experiences in the past 2 years have made me absolutely terrified of doing the simplest things. I've become such a dull, lifeless, jaded person & I can't live with myself anymore. ",5.2128169014084484,7.764159605633807,6.332653521126763,69.89403661971828,70.90140845070422,9.614422535211267,32.48676056338028,9.98439552973466,3.9375610140845083,1264,60,198,36,25,421,176,284,0.179,0.703,0.118,-0.941,0,1,1,0,0,0,51.0,1,0,0,1,6,16,4,2,14,0,17,3,0,7,5,46,32,17,0,3,5,0,2,1,4,1,2,0,0,2,10,17,1,1,3,0,0,7,5,9,0,1,7,2,25,7,37,21,10,43,0,1,0,1,11,17,0,4,18,132,35,6,0.0,0.10427932690668164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801695263690113,0.09405760971225204,0.17626176210598432,0.09115345080032164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536050683664203,0.0,0.0,0.09228781228557507,0.06732861545587847,0.09942803043551744,0.17456766980374042,0.0,0.0,0.07242602874394725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268977369300969,0.0,0.0,0.1073020808095259,0.19440374400934865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066179746034618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795213394308377,0.0,0.09815617309057588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582766310156195,0.08296948190318341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690098318290787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27199010406678714,0.0,0.18392966561558846,0.0,0.10003801479783417,0.0,0.0,0.09703307427738883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18597812640233544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0483688609810909,0.14348236389905786,0.0,0.09319155210411663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04299801085325946,0.0,0.07771583487915311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748242953851206,0.0,0.08327868212541893,0.058748411024233074,0.08922992504737871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888666034225583,0.0,0.0,0.09354237779754276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42501064718630976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372945704708244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401700890057358,0.0,0.153696628427182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921982901013322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449149621343206,0.0,0.07516140581415671,0.0,0.0,0.17622988450841634,0.08907241457058312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978574000276371,0.0,0.0897167191245104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380863069822283,0.0,0.0,0.10081696401729133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694196192433873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059754083506233874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586709047140147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05191150837673104,0.06985949316814292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06252089907808259,0.0,0.0,0.22670627988921035
anxiety,naiveoctopus,2019/02/28,"Self-Care vs the ""all-or-nothing"" mindset Hey! I'm pretty new here, and looking for tips. 
I have a tendency for my ""self-care"" to quickly evolve into obsession and perfectionism. I don't know how to motivate myself to be kind to myself unless it's to perform better. If I fail, I fall into a mindset of self-loathing where I'm certain that I don't deserve self-care anyways.
For example, I don't know how to start an exercise routine without feeling I need to exercise all the time (and I end up adopting old habits of restriction and purging as well). Inevitably, my ""healthy and reasonable exercise plan"" becomes self destructive over time, and my healthy behaviours disappear as my healthy behaviours disappear as well. I tend to set my standards of ""self care"" way too high and find it difficult to have grace with myself when I fail. 
Any tips on how to cultivate self love, or how to trick myself into wanting to take care of myself without getting intensely anxious and obsessive about it? ",7.142982800982798,7.612071200000003,7.297739557739557,72.69643734643736,64.02702702702703,10.835380835380835,40.6019656019656,10.637119530657019,4.640513513513514,792,44,134,19,11,256,101,185,0.13,0.662,0.208,0.9502,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,6,13,16,2,2,5,0,6,4,0,6,2,34,21,19,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,4,12,0,1,6,3,0,3,5,7,2,0,0,2,20,9,33,20,1,21,0,2,1,1,5,8,0,2,8,91,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07408587346317039,0.0,0.0,0.12307607183759428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203204421247639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635239777797217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22215199000637956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649233113689024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05508552160497277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957313479160247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056918910691512614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510565554328085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344874448133772,0.11974589826904228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914857904758918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832650227455343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078083285508021,0.0,0.1052191031356468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453501328914812,0.0,0.11431873743782475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083553963489562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120129056157912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7955687994682538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711135043272313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191257035568429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705261820360533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06425818258882196,0.08647493027910688,0.0,0.0,0.1959080547423076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21003687359497067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Throowaawaay9966,2019/02/28,Is there anything i could take (other than alcohol) to make my anxiousness go away? OK so I wanna feel relaxed and not so ridden with nervousness (it gets bad). What can I take. Or what can I make??,0.7061538461538461,3.1715319230769268,2.580205128205129,90.45646153846157,88.74358974358975,6.196923076923077,20.620512820512825,7.554174236665415,0.9812112820512819,151,5,31,3,5,50,31,39,0.105,0.731,0.16399999999999998,0.5382,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,2,0,9,11,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,5,2,5,10,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33448959762180475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35358799776486993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25756292644498824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29406306639759355,0.0,0.26133238412290305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498959066724547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15825642628436792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635236107707968,0.0,0.17787861832221827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.417844604482999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4706569085509836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DankSunshine,2019/02/28,About to change major from business to informatics. 20yo. Feel super anxious and like a loser. I know that its not a big deal changing with 20 but I still can't stop the anxiety and feeling Like a loser since I didnt finish my business major.Also family will think I'm a loser too.,1.8294736842105264,4.1915283508771966,4.055350877192982,82.9082894736842,81.28070175438596,5.905263157894738,21.780701754385966,7.1686216300943375,0.9725228070175448,224,7,41,3,6,77,44,57,0.207,0.579,0.214,-0.38,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,4,3,6,0,0,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,8,3,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,2,4,3,5,6,1,4,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21259092027718732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20336569413419114,0.3003217916929414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5624436831457894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27406777915187885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506088409058754,0.0,0.26883182567892755,0.18991504881594887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460978652434314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25975048690234515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199043210660068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122989374137078,0.2222528558718835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17033855096925765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,faded_crow,2019/02/28,"I'm managed to overcome my anxiety of eating alone Throughout my entire life (18, M)  I've always had this fear of eating by myself. High school was the worst as I would always go to the library to avoid being seen eating alone, when the library was closed I would wonder the halls aimlessly by myself looking stupid af.  I had a few friends but they had a different lunch time than me. 

Now I'm in college and I see just how ridiculous I was acting, I wasn't being myself.  I was too worried about how others would view me eating by myself, I was too worried about the opinions of others when I didn't (or shouldnt) have cared about what they thought.  

Now im able to sit by myself and eat and not worry about those around me think. Instead of picking a table that's in the corner I'll pick one right in the middle, I don't pass judgement on those around me either (something I used to do when eating alone). I just am comfortable eating by myself now, maybe I even prefer it.  

I know high school lunch can be a tough time if you have this issue (tough time regardless) but just remember MAJORITY OF THESE PEOPLE YOU WILL NEVER SEE AGAIN AND THE OPINIONS/DRAMA THAT OCCUR WILL ONLY LAST SO ONLY LONG AND IN TRUTH HIGH SCHOOL IS NOTHING LIKE WHAT IS ACTUALLY OUT THERE.

I implore you to eat by yourself, don't feel weird or ashamed. Enjoy your food, enjoy this time with yourself. Ponder, self-reflect, get some work done, etc... In truth people really don't care to the extent you think they do, and you shouldn't care about what they think either. As long as you are bettering yourself that is the only thing that matters.",4.123867924528302,5.596538320754718,4.568694968553462,85.90700471698116,71.45283018867924,6.557861635220128,24.256289308176108,6.816661863887847,0.8673496855345908,1278,35,244,10,24,404,160,318,0.114,0.789,0.097,-0.1248,1,4,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,7,4,2,25,20,2,3,14,0,34,12,0,5,3,50,53,20,0,8,11,0,1,1,1,7,1,0,0,0,17,11,11,1,10,0,0,3,9,9,0,1,13,6,38,11,37,30,8,36,0,0,5,0,12,17,0,6,16,178,55,6,0.07590206418706961,0.0,0.07406946564219005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23583494289882265,0.0,0.0,0.12631319558245974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05806487135002265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13513785859716973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712920765764227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321616391383578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930150214462803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767416429718832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6213340850757577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465086537313052,0.05013259754614322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541092424039733,0.03837836425483486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178107729981354,0.0,0.058641746507718986,0.0,0.039655695795573376,0.0,0.04313689224126726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405840943784107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198725418164347,0.07922203503593077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04171378946674835,0.061870312826019375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053611872626042466,0.03708191460044948,0.0,0.0,0.13434187661377864,0.06373861749379023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625382540673953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05854035111489985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283007767748471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05143320305401919,0.17318082027681445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524186869231802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048624805901668566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598224250082166,0.06481994809392462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23045082352537336,0.12096823616743288,0.0,0.07918240657221992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05843311725055216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05042595877384197,0.1459049338201482,0.0,0.06025776062169037,0.17703641606284606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555501335570395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231255084559129,0.05525760671740816,0.2312466916675269,0.0,0.1617559459856525,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MutengwaChido,2019/02/28,Emotional Breakdown Today almost had an emotional breakdown in front of my entire class as i were doing a presentation and in the middle of it started becoming anxious as people were just staring at me with judgmental looks and ended up missing a whole paragraph and a half of my speech and looked incredibly dumb as i attempted to make up stuff to hide my anxiety. I just feel so embarrassed and felt like crying however i had to hide all those emotions .,13.316428571428574,9.04185111904762,12.468095238095241,55.543571428571475,55.66666666666666,15.961904761904762,49.42857142857143,13.5591,6.6316000000000015,370,18,58,10,3,122,59,84,0.212,0.728,0.06,-0.9152,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,1,5,0,5,0,0,1,1,13,12,9,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,5,6,8,1,15,7,2,11,0,1,3,0,0,6,1,1,5,47,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19421843717713155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837544246582585,0.2191145311616153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142086343161376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21305103205359405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.654521565308157,0.1717870223031674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980697389838191,0.0,0.18622771617179376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947568703485901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257475769055489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946681616521666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13446433678481698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728271584423535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22203266776459316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18384715501213456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21654441232508165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BusyLight32,2019/02/28,"Anxiety over highway driving Anyone familiar with this?  Apparently it is a thing.  I can drive 60 to 70 on a back road in my SUV, but not on a highway.  If I get on the highway, I can't really get over 50 without starting to panic, A LOT.  I can't even drive that fast in my convertable, I just don't feel comfortable.  I had this before and it went away, now it is back and has been for some time.  I'm a nervous passenger too, I just don't like speed.  Before I had this issue, I could not drive my sport bike on the highway, I felt to vulnerable.  I never took it over 100 either, again, too vulnerable.

Anyone else familiar with this?",2.123475524475527,3.7224833615384663,4.268321678321681,85.5103146853147,76.92307692307692,7.496503496503498,24.89510489510489,8.296473431620573,1.5206923076923082,487,17,104,9,11,168,75,130,0.126,0.8440000000000001,0.029,-0.8666,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,2,7,0,12,0,0,0,1,18,20,4,0,2,8,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,2,2,0,6,8,2,0,0,6,2,14,2,17,13,3,26,0,0,0,0,0,11,0,3,10,79,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612260382628588,0.0,0.0,0.2947278379040066,0.21594211774064268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19801008125754235,0.32411324209986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586718289329557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16826971639898844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760577108318904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392008610760116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656342604319788,0.0,0.2023566460469616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22022026671294465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199721545057644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296363434945936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791752975918299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16254628089808645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472741106273587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13501424586939073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491725856361285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001542360619754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289220369579222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341551656159391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195370833304202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20315908966233365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WindUpTomato,2019/02/28,"Convincing myself my fish are gonna die if I take my meds So I have 11 fish and one of my rasboras jumped out of the tank the other day. I got him back in within 20 seconds, and he's OK, and I got a lid the following day.

But then today I had this thought that maybe if I take my meds I'll be less anxious and then ill forget something or I'll fuck up checking the water chemicals or doing a water change or something. And anyways now I'm terrified if I take my meds all my fish are gonna die.

And I know that doesn't make any fucking sense lol but my brain is ridiculous. Anxiety is just great /s.",0.9426666666666712,2.6355260615384637,3.0673076923076934,92.36685897435898,80.69230769230771,6.17948717948718,22.371794871794872,7.1686216300943375,0.6093333333333328,468,15,108,6,12,159,81,130,0.14,0.7709999999999999,0.08900000000000001,-0.3915,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,3,0,6,2,9,6,1,1,1,21,23,17,2,3,9,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,7,2,0,2,0,1,2,1,3,0,2,4,0,17,3,6,16,2,13,0,0,0,2,2,4,2,6,7,67,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065246433690298,0.0,0.11983375195895035,0.17696537878140006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045109548955912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748687283975999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16571068464599828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020474063492969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32514760838683965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896333832455212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505682127603307,0.17270275463173498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608853828493407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456241327692033,0.0,0.15737194946370558,0.0,0.5219951376286499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614737540837174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411874689803544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35333486412565124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435941683936295,0.0,0.0,0.1484820803628409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jwilsonred,2019/02/28,"Need Advice for Anxiety About The News I have struggled with OCD and Anxiety my whole life, but in the past week a new issue has come up. I’ve been addicted to the news recently and have constantly been checking online every 30 minutes in regards to the India and Pakistan situation. It’s gotten to a point where I only think about the news and I’m worried that it will continue to spiral out of control. I’m just wondering if anybody has tips to overcome this addiction and my constant anxiety.",6.318245614035089,7.08779305263158,7.229210526315789,71.4336403508772,65.84210526315789,10.543859649122806,36.88596491228071,10.504223727775694,4.233491228070175,400,20,67,10,6,134,66,95,0.094,0.906,0.0,-0.6757,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,7,0,7,3,0,1,0,18,14,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,14,10,1,14,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,2,7,46,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3875506144480645,0.0,0.17369665042169655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4079380963262169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15311712678755934,0.0,0.3841723196110683,0.1993633550129618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497632549633236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855263225897302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255510991474472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318004408374955,0.0,0.17167344885739216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13518798027366224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16968386293533164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16803256559902005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17550810338296916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998000665958096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858243995677788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138959457726332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425814837535041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984531354288836,0.0,0.0,0.1927638548345367,0.0,0.1805152160702904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aaliyakit,2019/02/28,When do i know if its just paranoia? to what extent is thinking about something too much excessive and paranoid? how do i make it stop?,2.2867948717948714,4.98312742307693,2.7669230769230784,90.66141025641028,82.46153846153845,5.005128205128205,27.89743589743589,6.42735559955562,1.2971435897435892,107,5,20,1,3,33,24,26,0.243,0.757,0.0,-0.6946,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,8,6,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,6,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178159628251308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3860165907444541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42511357119758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44519996042703397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.483480749440543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705482656596601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,primummmnonnocere,2019/02/28,Anyone else get hives from anxiety? I’ve come to the realization that most of my hives and overall feeling of itchiness around my throat/lungs is from stress and anxiety. The itch has been giving me a hell of a hard time I don’t understand why THATS the way my body has to respond to anxiety. Has anybody experienced these symptoms? It’s so crazy to me that the mind can literally manifest itself physically.....I always thought I was severely allergic to something until I got tested and it seems like that isn’t the problem ,5.7659740259740255,7.2301658282828285,6.612582972582973,72.84363636363638,67.48484848484848,10.505627705627708,34.34487734487736,10.608840637214634,4.0110998556998565,423,20,74,12,7,140,68,99,0.237,0.703,0.06,-0.9507,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,7,0,9,4,2,0,0,12,17,5,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,4,3,8,1,12,13,1,5,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,2,3,49,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16770381821524388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4625502783619511,0.0,0.0,0.14092682643198026,0.20650941941969908,0.0,0.17942016879291245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22387404055543966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736154829749743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683672274249076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190856454406716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530034598892447,0.19334290311600327,0.0,0.0,0.16119609412525926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18054713630339014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846601752969247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035057054214064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928539133794837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18348144134186128,0.0,0.2276915139450993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15516125339002054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308721903460905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20948521425499256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600063475040595,0.117524074978769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20981824635289087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997916978962634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18186543550804288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,supercerealthrowaway,2019/02/28,"Continuous anxiety attacks Hi. First post in this sub. 

Last night at a concert i saw the guy who raped me in high school for the first time in almost ten years. He said hi to me and stood near me and my friends before we moved to the other side of the stage. 

I had a horrible flashback nightmare when i got home, about 3 hours of sleep total, and I've been having continuous panic/anxiety attacks since i wokeb up. 

I'm going to try to knock myself out with otc sleep aid. I had to reschedule two appointments but thankfully everyone has been understandable. I finally ate too.

My heart feels like it's going to break my ribs from beating so hard. My arms hurts and it's hard to breathe. They're just panic attacks but it hurts. My doctor said to go to the hospital if it gets too bad but i don't want to show up at the er when it's just a panic attack. 

I'm curled up in a ball in my bed, scrolling through reddit and trying to ignore my brain and my body. 

I just don't know what to do. All of my usual tricks to kill my anxiety aren't working. Grounding, water, deep breaths, took a shower, ate something. I can only hope I feel better when I wake up. If i can sleep.",2.418734439834026,3.994542522821584,3.798296680497924,89.29304668049794,76.0539419087137,6.811701244813277,23.66825726141079,7.554174236665415,0.9371458921161824,912,28,197,12,20,300,142,241,0.238,0.6990000000000001,0.062,-0.9928,1,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,0,5,10,18,7,2,11,0,12,16,11,0,2,27,33,15,1,4,8,0,4,1,1,0,1,3,3,1,9,9,3,1,4,3,0,5,3,13,1,4,12,8,27,5,34,21,2,39,0,2,1,1,9,17,0,4,15,119,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014056456827193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295106601497945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4550805113074942,0.0,0.0,0.08350000009021856,0.0,0.0,0.08509689162959111,0.0,0.0,0.08844629811809103,0.0,0.11108301354879786,0.0,0.11163865671678336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235935789644307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955590657544175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113106841598114,0.07144359395144194,0.0,0.1095505923142185,0.0,0.17012840851480387,0.0,0.0,0.07726361705681131,0.0,0.052248486386183575,0.0,0.17050544304874168,0.0,0.07998313633551997,0.0,0.0,0.09902067549342287,0.0,0.0,0.17916967897150707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850640977218872,0.0,0.10566077606827126,0.10031317167464902,0.09932753250546206,0.09848478324174144,0.0,0.2141148476077548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106407185766144,0.0,0.054960134158402965,0.08151742473675216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04885739289919305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628949139941092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938479205626327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605831099460278,0.0,0.3520029703608504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577714870502196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902553170739394,0.0,0.0,0.1012104018022242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272517170365458,0.0,0.3002316755215336,0.0,0.0,0.07698873692460953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207117044265514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058313721326451136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110923772412104,0.13579366474223548,0.0,0.09769035639821028,0.10410873473573384,0.0,0.0,0.11014138193630706,0.0,0.058985541666270784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280483306082516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439994298260625
anxiety,OneWaterPlease,2019/02/28,"I had a panic attack today for the first time in a while I graduated college in December. I’m very stressed about success, money, and finding a job. I have been to many interviews, for positions I don’t have a real interest in (because I am now focused on money rather than passion), and have been rejected after every one. 

This past month I have been interviewed 3 times by a company that I was at least semi-interested in working at, even though it was a sales position (my degree is in political science).  I felt very confident throughout the whole process, and was told they would email me their decision sometime this week after I finished my final interview this past Monday.

They emailed me this morning with a rejection. My stomach sank immediately and I felt horrible. I’m prescribed klonopin, but it’s not fast-acting for panic attacks, but I took one as soon as I felt the initial signs of the attack. I work in a restaurant while I’m searching for a career path, so I had to excuse myself to the bathroom for about 10 minutes while I had a full-blown panic attack. It is the lowest I have felt in 6+ months. 

Rejection after rejection after rejection is so hard. All of my friends have already landed good jobs and I’m stuck working in a restaurant (8am-11pm shifts) with a college degree. 

I’m feeling better now that my klonopin is working, but I just wanted to share this because my morning has been horrible and I’m in desperate need for an internet hug. Thanks for reading guys. I keep telling myself there is light at the end of the tunnel, but my anxiety and low self esteem definitely got the better of me today. ",7.408872865275142,7.196172896774198,7.813377609108162,71.523595825427,63.58064516129033,10.519924098671726,38.23529411764706,10.056822442137396,3.976134724857685,1298,62,223,25,17,428,164,310,0.2,0.677,0.123,-0.9802,3,1,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,3,8,12,24,4,4,22,0,25,3,1,0,1,30,44,19,0,4,7,0,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,10,9,0,1,7,1,3,1,2,14,0,3,18,7,33,10,40,25,3,40,0,6,0,2,15,15,0,0,24,161,43,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689701165767353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410428510045346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4408084913996647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810051245434833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17134497423897335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579690995862681,0.0,0.0,0.06398085821960996,0.0,0.08161605187150152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048979721823291786,0.0,0.372036545764086,0.10611491841570124,0.08853623059322283,0.0823964608879545,0.0,0.0,0.07484051201630422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124886389044107,0.07747474301673893,0.0,0.0,0.09591523586941324,0.0,0.0,0.0867753220908931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19225446168687435,0.0861013452983753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982096506876219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546393333445678,0.0,0.0,0.07182690853450102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128146688791606,0.0,0.0,0.3409636195739505,0.0,0.0,0.18494425702056655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689490717052113,0.11025778003371613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105517320784553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580561442811816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096276069118577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466750745298883,0.08918367791145586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09517299916750796,0.0,0.11296982791884312,0.0,0.1836403890497494,0.0925621874989584,0.1076246823249316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598536334790957,0.0571356649872708,0.0,0.07770222259653398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815043649520337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28208624918645925,0.0,0.0,0.06881274029844017,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tuomasrahikka,2019/02/28,"Anyone else browsing this subreddit at work to escape customer anxiety? I sometimes get very anxious about customers and often browse this sub to get away from it. Idk why I decided to work a social job, but cant quit now. pls give me tips",3.876739130434782,6.040552978260872,4.542826086956524,82.9755434782609,73.56521739130434,7.208695652173913,28.89130434782609,8.07648339933343,2.148452173913044,191,8,34,3,4,61,40,46,0.126,0.843,0.031,-0.2913,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,7,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,19,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19924735507798028,0.2942400040569985,0.0,0.1821161854590861,0.26686691723834666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447060375261353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21757672397274988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721539656366395,0.2498521601071252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584613895210238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770259427718935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655010632670303,0.0,0.0,0.2575966457344113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21490264447689675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23502011802959466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3792286706367952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AstralSurfer11,2019/02/28,"I've been hearing COUNTLESS success stories of the carnivore diet healing depression/anxiety I heard about it a few weeks ago when listening to Joe Rogan's podcast. He interviewed Jordan Peterson who told Rogan he and his daughter ate ONLY MEAT and their depression, anxiety, sleep issues, low energy, and auto-immune issues pretty much all vanished. Joe Rogan himself even said he has heard nothing negative about this diet.

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This led me to research the hell out of this diet and I've been hearing a mind blowing number of stories of people curing their depression/anxiety and numerous issues as well.

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I'm getting ready to try it myself soon. I think this is something worth looking into you guys. There's this site called meatheals that has a bunch of testimonies or just read youtube comments. I think the Peterson interview is a good place to start.",8.962828282828283,9.731196610389613,8.323593073593077,65.86332611832613,60.16883116883115,11.000288600288599,41.13708513708513,10.746095033038511,5.010393362193362,714,37,99,16,9,225,102,154,0.075,0.784,0.141,0.8224,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,2,1,8,6,1,0,7,0,6,6,1,1,1,14,20,8,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,9,7,4,0,2,1,1,1,1,3,1,0,7,7,10,3,14,13,4,11,1,2,1,0,22,5,1,1,5,63,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796777091641755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883851789837171,0.32341457583499345,0.0,0.0,0.30541849235707824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358899975481419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462197870828195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878983684081434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952903159091804,0.0,0.0,0.11162155009662243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177054783268974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29998263151127463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4167041782677466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117540434073502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437329657649252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782942792912552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769426106431106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121366327836848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226121325315692,0.0,0.1390407238406488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539063982509106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311644270406042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658996332831665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331765383443467,0.0,0.0,0.10245181615809586,0.0,0.0,0.0941950127842947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17054513102225108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271640531847916,0.0,0.09035287583188373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674909305652863,0.0,0.11965528821271285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32341457583499345,0.0
anxiety,delnazk,2019/02/28,Anxiety What should I do when having a panic attack?,3.3520000000000003,5.9358422,6.0100000000000025,69.785,77.0,8.0,20.0,8.841846274778883,2.067,42,1,6,1,1,15,10,10,0.618,0.382,0.0,-0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42394957795077004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6304648025167303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6502160319024011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jimzybabe,2019/02/28,"Best supplement/OTC med recommendations for acute anxiety? I get moderate to high anxiety before giving speeches, and I have two coming up in the next couple of weeks. Do you have any over the counter supplements or meds that help you quell the more physiological symptoms of anxiety (shaky voice and hands, high heart rate)? I was browsing the sub and some people recommended Benadryl as an OTC aid, but Benadryl just makes me feel groggy *and* anxious. 

I used to be prescribed propranolol (blood pressure med) in high school for speech anxiety, and it worked extremely well to lessen my physiological symptoms, but I don’t have enough time to get to a dr. before these presentations. 

Thanks in advance! ",7.199089253187616,9.29518080327869,6.816338797814205,70.33676684881604,64.73770491803279,10.012386156648454,34.04735883424408,10.25414643259724,3.830669216757741,566,25,91,14,9,177,86,122,0.08900000000000001,0.794,0.118,0.6948,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,3,2,5,0,2,6,0,7,6,3,2,0,15,15,9,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,1,1,1,5,9,3,15,13,4,14,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,3,4,55,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113522925637002,0.0,0.4100863842217765,0.1513995246134016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280748740000691,0.0,0.14064114370208308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544260535891168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14828575414298628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847397842524742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06776233316155175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140035278857111,0.12856001135903508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588091759840134,0.08982785704983719,0.4247846377294807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08945647884104463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4465834856043104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252715111252487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290956906761244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13563098014799704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27858712256961643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338359366375108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814559609237627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091380483982265,0.0,0.0,0.11574648220864618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749926089771174,0.0,0.1204961529608296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756498039447574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EatAllTheHoomans,2019/02/28,"I'm hiding in a bathroom stall I just had my biostats midterm and everything was going so well at first. I knew what I was doing, my answers made sense, I felt good. And then the second half of the test was just horrible. I knew nothing, I was taking guesses. I started shaking and I just wrote down what I could and turned it in.

Now I'm hiding in the bathroom crying before my next class, which might have a pop quiz, and then my lab midterm. I'm so terrified, I just keep shaking and shaking and I can't concentrate or think. I'm trying so hard to get straight A's so I can keep my scholarship, otherwise I won't be able to afford this school. I can't handle all this goddamn work and these tests and being expected to know everything. Even sitting in a normal day in class, I'm terrified. Why can't I just be normal??!",2.2250000000000014,4.096903404761907,3.598238095238095,89.21342857142858,77.45238095238095,6.622857142857143,25.485714285714288,7.554174236665415,1.27889,644,24,134,9,15,211,92,168,0.205,0.7490000000000001,0.045,-0.977,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,12,5,0,3,7,0,17,0,0,1,1,32,37,16,0,4,6,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,2,6,0,1,4,4,3,1,3,10,2,20,2,11,21,1,20,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,3,7,90,27,10,0.1817143334303568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546255138561698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14508410901425478,0.0,0.1996046626255022,0.1171907122108498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002060344205592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266262517586914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744742567059609,0.0,0.0,0.15456611918705124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949382392348324,0.0,0.10327244329692896,0.15241336150322826,0.0,0.0,0.20017882492863487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16278035042105204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32303209764437035,0.0,0.0,0.09986544541295513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719424959605756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927701916916124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19325525510735075,0.0,0.3560829303112282,0.17435980378910146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18390460669677847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861834048054788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662656411180402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164352075589762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337210435709485,0.19765301418781972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16338300876802647,0.0,0.1639689220643738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229019894456565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kaseyfudge,2019/02/28,"Panic attacks at night? So, for 10 years I have dealt with GAD, depression, and OCPD (Obsessive Compulsive Personality Disorder) and if I take a nap and wake up when it's dark, my panic attacks hit. When night time is near, my anxiety starts then boom panic. Does anyone experience waking up at night or have panic attacks that are 10000% worse at night. I have the same symptoms during the day and can manage but at night, nopeeeee.",6.646374999999999,7.412855887500001,6.727500000000003,75.3275,65.125,9.9,31.0,9.888512548439397,2.94545,341,12,61,7,5,109,57,80,0.237,0.763,0.0,-0.9349,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,3,9,3,5,3,0,6,3,2,0,0,9,9,11,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,0,0,0,1,5,0,9,8,1,19,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,2,12,37,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944078631644491,0.0,0.0,0.08629073098673685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4211880697726223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958886198393612,0.0,0.10629234658992084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143787899692284,0.0,0.10799640896436953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071808633124358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5790568706239494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5791774244842031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775633931533407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734981771159082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12826963273526468,0.09278852009081856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196102115698191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576473501592672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947161584039815
anxiety,spencersins666,2019/02/28,"DAE think everything’s a joke ? got voted for a senior superlative = me , thinks it’s a joke and people are making fun of me .... boys add me on snap and want to be on my private story = me, thinks they just doing that to make fun of me with others .... I hate being like this but it’s just makes me so anxious bc I constantly question the motives of others and can’t tell if people are being nice to me for real or if their just part of some big joke against me",2.5836734693877546,3.3252806326530617,4.318979591836732,89.03316326530613,74.3061224489796,6.824489795918367,22.16326530612245,6.868970318607317,0.4809020408163267,354,8,79,3,7,120,64,98,0.057,0.777,0.166,0.7978,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,1,4,8,1,0,4,0,7,0,0,4,0,23,16,8,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,13,7,13,12,2,5,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,5,3,56,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553877211326148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442946319439369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031715457875848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180803853515835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22319117732575447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044334235476023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4526979790081865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448050403710263,0.0,0.313448317307206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532431669875053,0.0,0.0,0.2573100695008445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975897049671222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4345576200898736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13333827258589798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,usvrless,2019/02/28,"Anxious about going to work I finally got a job and will be starting tomorrow. I'm happy that I can finally make some cash so that I can buy things I like but part of me is regretting it. I feel like I won't have time to do what I enjoy doing (games and animes). I'm nervous as hell for tomorrow too, I'm scared that I couldn't be comfortable due to new environment and surrounding. This is my first job ever. 
Have anyone else ever felt like this when going to work for the first time? 

Thanks in advance. ",2.2820085470085485,4.027421730769234,4.120512820512822,86.10226495726496,76.88461538461539,7.699145299145299,23.09401709401709,8.515128840125781,1.4323773504273507,396,12,83,8,9,134,68,104,0.182,0.66,0.159,-0.5794,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,5,6,11,1,2,2,0,13,0,0,1,2,12,24,7,0,2,1,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,2,1,2,3,2,4,0,2,2,2,10,7,10,17,2,19,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,1,17,56,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19333788456418408,0.0,0.11966407543529553,0.175351701086275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429643249160237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096092898785986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865328090034716,0.12226143690072527,0.16431987646368051,0.3749479019424827,0.0,0.2911407801907437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19452399964371425,0.0,0.13687515752432156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18218020243795874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396572702727013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25082899930000263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423633214075045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652867085555848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18532640655580654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17133957556337462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113276891240753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15756141275733526,0.0,0.0,0.11369686916357025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19958456639922406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491818513325017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BigMeatyClaww,2019/02/28,"Anybody Else Cant Breath Properly Before Sleeping? I think its my anxiety but when i try to sleep, i basically stop breathing without noticing and have to take a gasp of air followed by my heart pounding. I'm usually in a mild state of anxiety before sleep and overthink my breathing due to it so i assume its a byproduct of it, but does this ever happen to anyone else? Or maybe something similar? ",3.768176691729323,6.15395269736842,5.102180451127823,77.82026315789476,74.65789473684211,7.5007518796992505,33.22556390977444,8.418075326091056,3.0887353383458644,319,17,53,6,7,106,54,76,0.095,0.905,0.0,-0.6946,1,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,2,7,7,0,1,10,7,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,10,7,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,5,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815671126385608,0.0,0.0,0.1286790695023145,0.1885619694076913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131944205339597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16104716295962865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074693258657701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16646698345316155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627384043698113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180781555436643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848843280646673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095210267462725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5524930690195078,0.0,0.0,0.14167640196366366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538585334413078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138368748175497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791992295367815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494527510549565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026846435384715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17739975161220425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RazzleberryBlitz,2019/02/28,"Anyone else get anxious as heck when someone is mad and you think it's you but it's not? Hi all! My first time posting on this subreddit. I'm having a difficult time with this. Whenever my family/friends are mad/upset I always get anxious/paranoid that I'm the cause even when they say I'm not the reason. This is typically due to the fact that I over analyze everything. This has been a constant struggle for me and I've been doing well not being anxious about it, but recently it's a different story. I know that not everything is about me but for some reason my anxiety is like ""nahhhhhh it's about you, my dude."" Does anyone else feel/felt this way? What helps you with this (if anything)? ",1.5859782608695667,4.11776026086957,3.5070833333333367,85.280625,84.07246376811594,6.928260869565218,23.84239130434783,8.07648339933343,1.6879695652173918,548,21,107,12,16,184,81,138,0.112,0.8190000000000001,0.069,-0.597,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,4,1,1,7,5,1,1,6,0,11,0,0,3,2,20,18,9,0,1,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,15,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,3,1,1,2,1,14,2,11,15,2,12,0,0,0,0,8,2,1,2,9,74,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203801410522915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219922916456372,0.4970731224761207,0.0,0.20510481174420733,0.30055367502316194,0.120693772499252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066657182306484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15849404057223174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15323494576580665,0.0,0.0,0.1283485658099944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24504155354372845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687163115866224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636282178199513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415882935539543,0.0,0.14082253677770773,0.0,0.0,0.1247541810164504,0.0,0.0,0.1133139297832484,0.0,0.15325405522476984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830725141116407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060389896481253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165368900993854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14046566180328526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015945283311465,0.14481516256297364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663483610791606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426978158460675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15332733995110875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397776845857037,0.0,0.0,0.17104446246483046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641678995210038,0.0,0.0,0.13187051313743692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AfwCrusha,2019/02/28,"I’m tired of these feelings. First, I’ll say this. I’m not sure if I actually have anxiety because my first therapy session is today. This is my first post on here

Anyway, I’m tired of this pit in my gut this feeling sucks and never goes away. On top of this I always overthink things and look into small things. If someone is slightly off, I think of ways I could’ve messed up and I know it’s not logical but I still do it. Anytime I try to talk to anyone about anything serious I get a wrench in my gut and want to throw up, I start fidgeting. Don’t even get me started on presentations, that’s miserable.

I constantly have thoughts running through my mind and I’m surprised I haven’t made my fingers bleed by how much I bite my nails.

I’m just sick and tired of trying and I should probably be posting this on a different subreddit, because just posting this makes me feel like I’m selfish.",1.947973137973136,4.146248021978025,3.3950915750915764,88.730463980464,79.76923076923076,6.681807081807082,27.144078144078144,7.793537801064563,1.677390964590964,708,31,146,12,18,232,107,182,0.16,0.785,0.055,-0.956,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,4,8,8,1,1,2,0,10,8,3,3,2,30,31,11,0,4,7,0,4,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,13,8,0,0,7,0,0,2,5,5,0,3,2,6,22,3,22,27,1,29,0,1,1,0,2,13,1,2,11,93,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.12712971523981342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839932788905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966010279896112,0.0,0.0,0.09109138616722846,0.0,0.10720531561609728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223977545189319,0.0,0.0,0.15882899613504695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078111315082092,0.0,0.10401407499038218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361097626171281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860454816976983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19761303028658092,0.09306856482676083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324358268040512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612673644715248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715957936310616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364583844138064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939828202499442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326945928392205,0.08695964772641851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131540724141141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576719571500028,0.0,0.10047619626726206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743026328952929,0.0,0.14045860290028225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035999965686582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038167819639416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18441878718182414,0.0,0.1040378713668362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278274971283025,0.0,0.0,0.10471019892369138,0.0,0.0,0.14898094221367975,0.0,0.1730979891384985,0.08347503040026351,0.0,0.1034238857052167,0.0,0.44919622513234464,0.12348557189324567,0.0,0.0,0.17689649681839806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683963536521005,0.10340631874693594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Iisweird,2019/02/28,Does anyone else dwell on things way too much? I got told off at work yesterday and can’t stop thinking about it to the point where I’m feeling nauseous and anxious. How can I avoid this?,3.371491228070173,4.918563342105267,3.3236842105263165,93.79412280701756,73.47368421052632,6.119298245614036,25.824561403508767,6.42735559955562,0.7049719298245609,149,5,32,1,3,45,35,38,0.174,0.748,0.077,-0.5803,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,7,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,5,5,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,19,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35317320358603405,0.0,0.21859215523594924,0.32031757338454325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735770982968381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26115506923499393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580707756265371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25003189614480154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22981270340769264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955282759609757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613654928999382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20769177034659114,0.20031517327095655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987231496421344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481443200173887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22759210619526285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NastyPear,2019/02/28,"Starting a new therapy next week and feeling nervous about it Hello there ! 

I've been struggling with severe social anxiety for years now, which is preventing me for enjoying life overall. So I've been seeing two therapists in the last 3 years and even though it helped in the short term, no real progress came out of it. The problem is when I'm facing a therapist, I have so much trouble putting words of what I think is wrong with me and how I feel. Also, the two people that I saw were making me really uncomfortable. I have a really distorted perception of the world because of my anxeity. I was feeling like I was annoying them with my stupid problems, I was thinking ""they probably think I'm a loser"" and negative thoughts like that.

I've had so much trouble going there, feeling relaxed and really opening up. So what happened is that I was stressed out of my mind, go there, telling them ""yeah it's not that bad in the end"" or ""This helped me a lot I feel way better"" after a few weeks of therapy, to finally stop going, because it was taking so much energy out of me and made me feel so weird. Sitting there in chair talking with someone for 1 hour made me feel trapped and I could never be myself, my body has always been in panic mode while in therapy.

Last one I tried was 1 and half year ago, but lately I realised that I really needed help, because I've been thinking about suicide a lot, to the point that I've decided which method I would use and where I would do it. So I'm starting this new CBT therapy next week and I want to do it right this time.

I want to be able to go there and find the words. I want to be able to relax, to realise that the person in front of me is here to help and not the harm me as my body often tells me. Do you guys have any advice ? I just had the phone call with my future therapist to talk a bit about our first appointement and my hands were shaking so hard on the phone. I'm already apprending it a lot. ",5.054888185654008,5.191492610126584,5.825205696202534,82.61282964135023,68.46835443037975,9.216244725738397,30.38238396624473,9.075114841892004,2.3487320675105483,1531,55,315,26,24,502,190,395,0.127,0.772,0.101,-0.755,0,1,1,0,0,1,38.0,1,1,3,4,26,22,2,5,21,1,32,5,4,5,1,68,67,29,1,9,5,0,9,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,22,23,0,2,15,2,0,8,5,16,0,5,19,11,43,6,43,42,9,57,0,1,2,0,20,18,0,5,31,217,65,0,0.14702472072041498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183542774390858,0.06516427197730977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112271765813017,0.058787808020773664,0.06116817277209838,0.0,0.0,0.04999092589119111,0.0,0.05623675446338013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06137975028742966,0.1344373576755667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06501570882000436,0.08025645797893942,0.16331132036966522,0.0,0.0,0.0750643391023904,0.08407855633582224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05869363799242144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06511013165459315,0.0,0.0,0.04855422070633435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601904073818515,0.05251724492979636,0.0,0.08052919751882054,0.06718896558053172,0.0625295761685858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16711507394286088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278879435343713,0.06500673748823314,0.0,0.06585263558363941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19709514230158345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239486701746548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984477051521145,0.08292514445935052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05192395414119151,0.07182885203849487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18749273985409406,0.0,0.13911834565468306,0.04907007137327183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422652794552081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621201299160334,0.054508483735357965,0.05669726420305589,0.14199739144080062,0.15636245844525182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04981387789491628,0.0,0.0,0.08625091575983314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05096421460438553,0.06418815756261143,0.0,0.0,0.06949294183513066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925875793552689,0.14068280160718818,0.0,0.07390022641218258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836731599937603,0.18837560175326806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277915408290424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058579833529704785,0.0,0.0,0.08304804274556762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749365937573965,0.0622867843765777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406485405799433,0.0,0.0,0.06145962492673316,0.0842081604202783,0.0768510802931348,0.0,0.08041059069517112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055272146264748336,0.11817290131763153,0.12850608628652713,0.0,0.33627116295051906,0.256060549028642,0.0,0.1884150088792301,0.0722255208112638,0.0583606027156696,0.0428656484967791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04991006720651334,0.0,0.14362178861637073,0.0,0.0,0.06349107651862369,0.0,0.0,0.1300784843400951,0.05835068993521124,0.17690154385121176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044421432544673,0.08037422589022425,0.0,0.14201864962369487
anxiety,robertgraysmith,2019/02/28,"Anxiety or laziness? I can never tell.. So today I was supposed to go in for a training day for my new job. I had accepted the job offer last week and in the days leading up to today, I was mentally prepared to begin the job. Then on the day of, I showered, got dressed, but when it was time to leave I just couldn't. I can't really explain why. I emailed the HR rep and said I wouldn't be able to accept the job due to unforeseen circumstances. 

I'm unemployed so I really needed the job too.. I've done this for other things in my life as well, such as attending school, going to the gym, going to a party, etc. Why am I like this? Is this laziness or anxiety?",1.6582608695652148,3.2710579420289885,4.029782608695651,86.65380434782612,78.27536231884058,7.498550724637681,24.54347826086957,8.344100000000001,1.5588869565217385,508,18,109,10,12,177,85,138,0.036000000000000004,0.84,0.124,0.9134,8,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,10,0,12,1,0,1,1,14,21,11,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,6,2,0,0,3,1,0,5,4,0,1,0,7,1,13,4,19,11,1,24,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,15,75,19,8,0.13294926541455698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20341164828798847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572238327222414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13605325751812716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14827357448839312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266743940563496,0.0,0.10633167269855197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6596581575787941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837139581494283,0.0,0.14077407571552292,0.0,0.0,0.09390599793918887,0.06495229555476242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13398158953692688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985801957108688,0.10253866954993884,0.12840322899668935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17034140757013935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646519648468238,0.0,0.0,0.1345517544220601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620351794840147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832558440418685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752378581289926,0.0,0.2520407165268532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664388133949117,0.0,0.11953735617258948,0.0,0.23993206620247226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,floridianreader,2019/02/28,"I just feel so left out... This is my first time posting here, so I hope that what I say is allowed. If not, I will be happy to move it or go elsewhere.

My husband is in Israel for a ten day visit with his brother who is getting married. My biggest anxiety trigger is husband leaving/ being away because of some things that happened when I was much younger. (I'm 47 now). He texts me to keep me in the loop when he goes off on these trips but this time it's like he doesn't have the time for me. 

He has said a couple of things like he was angry at his brother for doing something, and for not doing something else, but didn't say anything other than I'll tell you later. I asked him when later was and didn't even get a response. 

I pointed out to my husband that we usually text but he doesn't seem to have the time for me. And I get that he's in Israel, the first time he's been there / or any country overseas for that matter. 

I was supposed to be on this trip too, but I was uninvited. We talked about where we wanted to go, sights we wanted to see, and such, but then we found out that the things I wanted to see were too far away, so it just became ""husband's list"" of things to do. And he and his brothers were chatting on Facebook and I was in there too and they said, well we'd like to go out and do a bachelor party thing for brother but we've got (me) to tag along so I don't know how much fun it will be with 4 guys and someone's wife. They mentioned that I could hang out with the bride but she doesn't speak English and it appears we have nothing in common. So I talked to husband and said am I being un-invited? And he said something to the effect of well, you will be a 5th wheel, something extra to drag around. I know we had this conversation. I know we did. But now he's saying that he never said that, would've never said that. 

So he's in Israel having a great time and I'm here at home in Florida miserable and anxious and not having any of my texts answered. And I feel like I could cry, which actually would be a good thing bc I haven't had a good cry in a long time. 

I have a therapist appointment tomorrow, thank goodness.",2.3530179754020817,3.5245759448123657,3.706279407127092,91.5430331125828,75.42384105960265,6.2367455061494805,24.421885840428885,6.474141703775902,0.5907234184799757,1665,52,374,12,35,547,191,453,0.056,0.8320000000000001,0.112,0.978,1,0,4,0,0,0,50.0,9,2,2,3,28,15,0,1,17,0,50,0,0,4,2,76,83,39,0,8,16,10,2,4,0,4,0,10,1,1,30,35,0,1,9,1,0,9,12,1,2,3,22,15,50,14,54,47,4,61,0,1,3,0,61,27,0,7,28,267,80,0,0.0,0.0,0.07632553927815891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063763453064732,0.0,0.0598334628241603,0.08835950839716239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436342213501102,0.06962700381930008,0.07311949144270702,0.0,0.1469691740042145,0.0,0.0,0.047678502072266066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489496025668015,0.08654225547823781,0.1718287176661833,0.05044153161731881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653377246595372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05165958077257637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909465318716663,0.05587606632207885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305750329279234,0.0,0.08575756652777013,0.0,0.0,0.12259069270200272,0.0,0.1333523821679836,0.19680646822936096,0.0625548461849348,0.08623116342403896,0.0,0.07744411395216315,0.06916434363855288,0.08326021133105746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845497578523823,0.07768410695654293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952015846367034,0.0,0.0,0.12895303545588052,0.0,0.0,0.08281728698255328,0.08497969284764377,0.0,0.0,0.15284555409206574,0.0,0.0,0.06921689046414567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312905807636299,0.11499251523243027,0.0,0.1206468503488826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504840093294703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393747010314054,0.0,0.07490735022119366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4463963020467709,0.18659663303112392,0.0,0.0,0.12465279425139925,0.0712030487042163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627043173089345,0.24085170034286826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257308314692292,0.06836244560939328,0.07200890298858477,0.0,0.0908124321139238,0.3117712647441665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31925031008056826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614162336320008,0.0,0.13839785441484376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140647480453525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111219015983766,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,stoirec,2019/02/28,"I am anxious in general. What are some steps one can take when anxiety is affecting all areas of your life? Some examples: when I was younger, I moved to a city that is located approximately 2 hours away from where my family. Everyday I think if I should move closer to them, because I will feel horrible if they get sick and I am not able to visit them often enough. On the other hand, if I move closer to them, I am anxious that I will not be able to make new friends again, since my network is now in my ""new"" city where I have lived the past four years. It doesn't sound horrible, but I am worrying about this every day.

Other stuff:
- I worry how people perceive me all the time.
- I worry that I hurt people and that they don't like me.
- I worry that I am too old to be studying.
- I worry if I am studying the right thing.
- I might have to move soon, and feel anxious about any place that I might move.

Basically, I worry about all aspects of my life all the time, and if ""I am doing the right thing"". I want ""right"" answers, but I know there are no right or wrong decisions, there are just the decisions I make, but thinking that doesn't really help. How can I start to take steps towards limiting my worries and anxiety, which infiltrates all areas of my life?

All of this started at a point in my life where I was bullied and rejected by someone I liked many years ago, but it has never left me.",4.062754759238524,4.7660061489361745,5.136718924972005,84.67026315789477,70.84397163120568,8.631877566256065,27.25345278088839,8.841846274778883,1.8646496453900705,1082,35,229,19,19,357,138,282,0.231,0.738,0.031,-0.9958,0,1,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,1,5,1,18,6,0,0,9,0,31,6,1,5,7,49,44,20,0,7,13,0,3,2,1,5,5,1,0,0,18,6,0,1,9,0,0,8,7,3,0,2,2,4,45,3,24,35,9,49,0,2,0,0,9,21,0,11,22,173,63,0,0.15670528378703058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945488951071102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05328248331416662,0.0,0.11987911317585488,0.2655485494405275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736148862702081,0.0,0.0,0.04776304325535773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05053097206898025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809592240574059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601548011702163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386389757065287,0.0,0.07923489994967048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06053505676479809,0.0,0.040936021503326384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05251812425841626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716156932730711,0.0,0.08387812367489265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04306056288606725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513037467404044,0.0,0.2213711525291911,0.07655828616871525,0.0,0.06918681827891815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460199376431373,0.07943728094659508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16623954216738693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41638229223942574,0.0,0.0,0.06043038771543429,0.1513469395739446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221791733420737,0.0,0.053093777929356316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07479646247358923,0.10863971274259898,0.0,0.08186183426898658,0.0,0.07406857240135978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05019470873104612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676509122620005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648141150481762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638793921244213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091680642212948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969502926274052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782287119465312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410802742350407,0.1004104183686978,0.0,0.0,0.09137611116672777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04621441823574689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5569963781942736,0.0,0.0,0.08566631390677155,0.0,0.10091306497430293
anxiety,stuetel,2019/02/28,"Whenever my boyfriend says something because I'm doing something small thing that is 'harming' him in anyway I just pull my walls up and get quiet. I hate myself for it... I know that I'm totally overreacting, and it's definitely not even something that's harming him. But I'll give you an example of what just happened. 

Basically my boyfriend had trouble with his ears, they sometimes close off and it makes him dizzy. It also changes the way he hears stuff, so sometimes when people talk it sounds really sharp into his ears. Now I was talking rather quietly already because that's just how I talk anyway and my throat is also sore. But then he said (not quite harsh but still quite annoyed) ""I don't know if you've noticed but you're talking really loud!"" And I was kind of shocked, because again, I was talking softer than normal people talk. I gently told him that I'm already talking quietly and that he is actually talking really loud. He was shocked and explained it was his ears, and I started talking even quieter, because of course I just want him to be comfortable and not be in any discomfort. 

But every time something like that happens I just shut down. He had been the first person to ever break my walls and I've become a whole new person because of him. I've finally become myself. I'm still struggling with anxiety, CPTSD, depression, and a few other things. He's always really supportive. But moments like this make me anxious and make me pull my walls up really quickly. I instantly just stop talking at all unless absolutely necessary, and I just mind my own business and keep some distance. He doesn't really seem to notice it, at least not that it's because of him because I'm dealing with a lot lately. But it's just hard for me. 

Any tips on how to handle situation like this? I don't want to be totally broken down by something so simple. He wasn't even mad, just said it a bit annoyed because it was causing discomfort. Every little thing I feel like I'm doing wrong.. what can I do to be more confident and not pull my walls up? All tips are welcome. ",4.260525000000001,6.101298602500003,5.1265000000000045,80.57200000000002,71.725,7.8000000000000025,30.25,8.472884824447931,2.4437,1651,71,297,28,32,537,182,400,0.124,0.777,0.099,-0.8269,0,0,5,0,0,0,46.0,0,1,1,3,28,22,4,3,7,0,25,5,4,6,5,68,53,32,0,5,24,0,3,4,0,0,1,13,0,2,28,20,0,2,5,0,0,3,9,14,0,1,13,16,42,8,31,36,12,41,0,1,0,0,41,20,0,4,20,202,70,0,0.0,0.0,0.06619241024269568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970444312322936,0.10848744120326216,0.056440091666447825,0.0,0.0,0.09225361203126994,0.0,0.05188985436531635,0.0766287259019936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307888812863193,0.14982607166974787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740529206591235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06968021552227846,0.07175527055184958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06992987291668136,0.05842198096456521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344034590179131,0.06135622478827173,0.1142995992672603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03429694556555092,0.04845784962304861,0.0,0.07430457840749713,0.0,0.057696263446812224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035438436902466126,0.0650688296250876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11996389810245182,0.0,0.060762462247575325,0.06696819829547528,0.0,0.0,0.07644947236714192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06029052519883458,0.0,0.07063462958305337,0.07455531753121486,0.0,0.07651532721399312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325534770656938,0.0679835975257539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05766674042280976,0.0,0.0,0.13583139078088852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848908266290901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551075033069301,0.0,0.0,0.06645911362789338,0.0,0.15445007710530045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940497259807672,0.1184532848555746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442913590518888,0.0,0.0,0.2607222616479669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290439497069606,0.05394123207999527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06174999161399719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762438942418341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610946923454627,0.13417144159249925,0.0,0.0480105064129679,0.0,0.10833843919653116,0.05670901561134412,0.0,0.0709107664956864,0.07764925652909851,0.0,0.07697281371898353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5451927923127017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13518994856113214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039552287094041134,0.0,0.0,0.06481458423821522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001592164976826,0.05384039018157547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572990403556511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741615855318351,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CreakyElements,2019/02/28,"I have an endoscopy tomorrow and I'm freaking out So, I actually searched 'endoscopy' here and no surprise there were a lot of other posts - I assume a lot of us with anxiety suffer from stomach issues.

I have since I was 7. I'm 27 now. I had a barium swallow test at 8, dozens of blood tests, ultrasounds, etc. and nothing has shown up. I finally worked up the courage to get an endoscopy after years of putting it off...and now it's tomorrow.

I am SO SCARED. I don't want ANY anesthesia at all. I see a lot of posts where anxious people want to be put out, but last time I had a sedative it made me extreeeemely nauseous, and I have a phobia of vomiting. I want to be awake. I like being in control.

My gastroenterologist told me he has done it 100% awake and that it is unpleasant but only lasts 5 minutes, and they numb the back of your throat so you don't gag. I want to be awake, I want to be strong enough to do this stupid thing and to find out why I've had such bad stomach pain for 20 years (if any reason other than 'it's just your anxiety').

But I'm on the verge of cancelling. ",1.5111428571428576,3.3891602666666683,3.2730158730158765,90.68,79.66666666666666,6.5968253968253965,24.04761904761905,7.62386473244151,1.0605619047619048,840,30,186,13,21,280,131,225,0.214,0.725,0.061,-0.9861,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,3,1,3,11,11,1,1,11,0,21,8,4,3,1,30,33,14,0,6,5,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,11,11,1,1,3,0,0,2,3,7,0,1,8,1,24,4,29,20,6,27,0,1,1,0,7,11,0,5,13,126,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.13150958592559728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832873931299669,0.0,0.20618718177210746,0.15224422220656805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362469468895008,0.11252176490627573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15114855178621245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13790969187202606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924656101155786,0.1502967539585279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762665844796513,0.12317125687128687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07040828617368577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14065792068876554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21970022735528946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583856373409205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437129329575732,0.0,0.12751633650024885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930906514923665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102493597361153,0.14339770174919794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342793588265988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581320670260058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27094876938836665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385591645716208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492161907972894,0.0,0.10738893895480912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147763248158757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953077898906682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858159083611371,0.0,0.0,0.12877215233370387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16210371235849586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3974345655730693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160295873765782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810932096837773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17356635296854922
anxiety,wonderfulhedgehog,2019/02/28,"Can't ""switch off"" in my free time I can't relax even when I'm free and unburdened by the stuff that normally causes my anxiety. Even when I´m doing something supposedly fun, like going out with my friends, or playing music, or reading a great book, I still feel disconcerted and anxious.  I can't be ""present"" in the moment, I always need some sort of distraction - checking emails and messengers,  running errands, cleaning up, or doing something else vaguely ""useful"".  And when I'm not doing that, I get some sort of existential angst and start imagining the worst possible things that might happen to me or my family.

Even something as simple as unwrapping food and throwing the packaging away can make me anxious - I start thinking about how it harms the environment, and how I'm a burden on this planet, and how  I'm so useless and lazy etc. This train of thought is almost impossible to stop.

What am I supposed to do?

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anxiety,throwaroundsparkles,2019/02/28,Does anyone else experience anxiety about being identified on Reddit? Anxiety surrounding this is affecting my Reddit behaviour to a significant degree. I have approximately 10 different usernames because I’m so anxious about it. I still really love Reddit though! ,9.083048780487808,13.006463097560976,10.280670731707318,39.61173780487806,64.36585365853658,14.831707317073171,41.95731707317073,12.602617957971056,8.467824390243901,221,13,21,11,4,76,35,41,0.135,0.7170000000000001,0.14800000000000002,0.3754,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44412768284132503,0.327934418878263,0.0,0.20297092381524826,0.29742674760648063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17695234110828026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032814124483225,0.0,0.0,0.254026482862877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424921681404623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28395009781093955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619895476212996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18596116612001087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23181843807198266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28519918606613753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Guayabalosa838,2019/02/28,Paranoia Do you think paranoia can be linked to anxiety?  I constantly feel that people are plotting against me very complex strategies to make me look bad. I have difficulties seeing that im making connections out. ,5.599324324324325,8.969592108108113,5.239121621621624,73.97597972972977,73.86486486486487,8.024324324324324,36.27702702702703,8.841846274778883,4.059437837837839,176,10,25,4,4,54,31,37,0.282,0.718,0.0,-0.8555,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,7,11,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,4,10,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,16,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26136311628613645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28526544543806986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692048213270888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727496960966606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690431710333851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869019306961845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4561111996195594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368587247820527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722526929041861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189170336448848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28189897344750625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GingerBreadStud,2019/02/28,"I think I've reached the breaking point. I can't live like this. My panic attacks and anxiety started a few years ago. They were surrounded by health issues and dying even though I have been pretty healthy my entire life. Every thought I had would end up leading to me thinking about death. Im not sure how but I did get over them through medication and therapy. But now here I am a few years later my little brother passed away. And its back. In full force. Has been for a year. Constant panic attacks whenever I feel a strange sensation in my body. I can feel the adrenaline and my body in constant fight or flight mode every day. Been waking up multiple times a night. Sometimes in sweats. I guess I'm not sure why I'm posting this. Im not expecting help but just to know I'm not alone.
I can feel my wife is getting sick of me and I can't blame her. But it makes me so depressed I'm beginning to think of suicide regularly.",1.4593862999745362,3.892875422459895,2.774835752482812,91.02875222816401,83.54545454545455,5.914845938375349,24.94754265342501,7.2636822038024595,1.1923788642729818,732,30,151,11,21,236,119,187,0.235,0.715,0.049,-0.9898,0,1,0,0,1,1,18.0,0,0,2,1,9,9,3,2,7,0,15,8,4,3,2,32,33,14,3,2,10,2,3,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,8,0,0,2,6,6,0,0,7,3,23,3,17,25,3,31,0,1,0,0,7,12,0,2,16,92,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696799786416908,0.0,0.0,0.12497927438796898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231336204325677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745624885467661,0.1133748401702994,0.09278892970190498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26807765111808085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26080602973810896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782313024219123,0.0,0.10393418031388772,0.0,0.12523795842091026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687912582203636,0.0,0.0,0.07970238321115647,0.0,0.20334187516260213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18304539827848115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609174938101686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329332544384661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12826815447050782,0.0,0.0,0.08088355827904803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606918400827429,0.12594968751399113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06631789685759165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523384436195593,0.05895399624900894,0.12094453777447432,0.10655513934330936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054915877336043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156383416363058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324202190326285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28316399440457146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407356559409484,0.0,0.1155699338510937,0.1227662908193792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934719238557792,0.0,0.08541190401456979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199502783876166,0.0,0.22746290859786736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799836915540786,0.0,0.0,0.23196426111829324,0.11855912943472917,0.09579968650328946,0.07036451812806682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888725340732304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572156656996939,0.0,0.0,0.23312545584656025
anxiety,memelord152,2019/02/28,"I am always feeling like i am missing something Every day when I take the train to school I am having terrible anxiety that I am missing something. I don't know if it's just human nature or if its my anxiety. Regardless, it's super annoying!",5.508125,5.991891895833334,7.6125000000000025,68.9825,67.54166666666666,10.566666666666666,36.83333333333333,10.504223727775694,4.337908333333333,193,10,32,5,3,69,34,48,0.268,0.579,0.153,-0.6114,0,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,1,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,11,4,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,7,2,1,11,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,24,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27101980464597736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4983400195842152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100583241179409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744277529490768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646905809803115,0.2326898584080442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790036744805695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15912721081229933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296395486597087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.501500478998229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448960889979205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,keyholepossums,2019/02/28,"I don’t know what the - is happening I have sleepless nights, my heart rate is going high constantly. Apple Watch keeps on alerting my high heart rate. I feel like I am falling constantly and everything is collapsing on me. I really don’t know what to do. How do I handle this situation. Any tips would help. Thanks ",1.8664999999999985,4.655606983333335,3.265000000000001,85.0125,87.5,7.666666666666666,22.5,8.472884824447931,2.0205,249,9,47,7,8,81,41,60,0.065,0.7979999999999999,0.138,0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,10,2,2,1,0,7,17,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,9,2,3,16,0,9,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,4,28,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13742293017708368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4367584664355289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18161858910982048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217890989773667,0.14436767382121896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484805856553801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17870075794014498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4789371241134142,0.13545154193436126,0.4270222034319474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17962008104204732,0.0,0.0,0.22211835330522625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872723041648557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896405994608055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945913035873094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271490324145368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18605028061490486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355350600270364,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JuicyTarts,2019/02/28,"Am I freaking out over nothing? I'm sorry if this post isn't formatted right, it's my first reddit post and I just need some advice. The last two days have been the most stressful days of my life. I finally went to a doctor to talk about my anxiety problem and he prescribed me Zoloft, I have been wanting to go for about three years but have been too scared to do so. So now I finally have an answer to my problems... until I read the side effects.  My mother and grandmother also have been on anxiety medication for years and it turns out Zoloft made them super depressed. I have been up all night contemplating what to do, I have been on the edge of breaking down over all this and I feel more anxious than I did before I asked for help. Anxiety has kept me from having a job, a social life and from having a normal sleeping schedule so I know I need to do something, and my parents have done so much to help me, but every time I think about it I start panicking. If anyone on here has any experience with Zoloft please let me know if I'm stressing over nothing, any advice is welcome.",4.382872503840247,5.348243262672817,5.114672811059911,84.15962826420896,70.29032258064515,7.814316436251921,27.83072196620584,8.021203637495839,1.6811999385560674,856,29,171,11,15,277,120,217,0.131,0.779,0.09,-0.745,2,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,3,12,9,0,3,9,0,27,8,1,2,2,34,43,18,0,9,6,2,1,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,6,10,0,1,6,1,0,2,1,7,0,3,11,1,26,2,31,31,6,31,0,1,0,0,10,12,0,5,14,129,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22778551390310814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320617612933133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585180057006449,0.0,0.2674846886417447,0.13166999689126604,0.0,0.08149550449503792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895990013522276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917672471973782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033212456071926,0.0,0.1003856185971869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929537808234787,0.0,0.11927262944289088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819964838930967,0.0,0.0,0.11400971152686565,0.0,0.0,0.05893193006721417,0.0,0.0,0.25535289782672593,0.0,0.09913862900964387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06623889178807459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562439999557858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565935931727728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810729021017192,0.09500501179490216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918178449802536,0.16464751376016784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028382809688693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741335386210087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567874809305301,0.1728428906138251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937566819330802,0.11419570378832772,0.22366857617901745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12941662516103558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793852485124108,0.0,0.0,0.22324819930922776,0.0,0.0,0.22304805071714587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116583020088263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953432675417853,0.0,0.0,0.11668836365224035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166356516873081,0.11880955578095273,0.0,0.08972702318820293,0.0,0.13046983920496233,0.08249573714991297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26701865219693066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367966441301158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746814819868833,0.0,0.0,0.0679621050384627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677454120777146,0.11385385997940865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874508241433956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804438927094273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15011066314746052
anxiety,NeverDoingWell,2019/02/28,How do you know if you're having a panic attack? Dead ass. Please let me know,-1.9731372549019603,-0.2696734117647068,0.5023529411764721,101.55392156862746,106.64705882352942,2.266666666666667,5.666666666666668,3.1291,-2.620474509803922,60,0,14,0,3,20,15,17,0.536,0.377,0.087,-0.9169,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,3,1,1,1,0,4,5,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4595072318972996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4439579983642525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41302650614509495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4739026949038762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4433731391355447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Profanic94,2019/02/28,"Avoiding human interactions (grocery store) When out shopping for groceries I try my best to avoid all human interaction as best as possible. I will literally not go down certain aisles if I see there's more then 3 people in the aisle. I'll go later in the day knowing that there will most likely be lesser people in the store as well and when it comes to ringing up items, I always go for the self check out lines so that I don't have to have small talk or make any awkward eye contact with a cashier. 

I hadn't really notice how far I had cut myself off from people until earlier this week when I ran into an old buddy from highschool and they followed me around the store trying to catch up with me about what I had been up too since we last had spoken and they noticed how much I was avoiding other people and aisles even when I had just told them I needed to grab certain items down an aisle but there was too many people so I'd just come back for it once it was clear. Does anyone else go to this far to avoid human interactions?",5.825366826156298,5.654076444976077,6.051303827751196,82.69871012759171,66.8468899521531,8.306379585326955,27.46451355661882,7.492282038375204,1.3911336523126,823,21,166,7,12,263,126,209,0.067,0.89,0.043,-0.2297,1,4,0,0,0,1,8.0,1,0,3,2,20,12,1,5,8,0,15,1,1,3,4,33,28,20,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,4,9,13,0,4,1,1,5,9,3,6,1,0,11,4,20,6,32,14,8,37,0,0,2,0,14,16,0,3,13,119,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642028229345648,0.0,0.0,0.0951468294802241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783164802410413,0.1433591981444452,0.0,0.1245537932428052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758580813595313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936638010770236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410483405037231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023344040796476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244034265155715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688082212067732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241237436061994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31806711239205604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689348880542485,0.11404919733959865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835528063175147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339418365039363,0.14185159839554212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285344177599158,0.10374501601514748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185877458015275,0.14681699639808438,0.14900464493066987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4849963618508886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15773286069832065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963297307827553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149394279998467,0.0,0.1459616009761246,0.0,0.0,0.1157389289842056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124581780634043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336945417867167,0.0,0.18998586520204586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223117480850343,0.0,0.12580016545013195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hotstrawberrytea,2019/02/28,"when you were anxious about something but then you forgot what you were anxious about, so now you're anxious because you're no longer anxious about that thing you forgot about. WHY? just why do we do this?!",3.3719230769230784,6.0408958717948735,2.433012820512822,94.98490384615386,77.46153846153847,3.9,25.134615384615394,3.1291,0.15135384615384595,165,6,31,0,4,47,23,39,0.28,0.72,0.0,-0.8873,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,1,4,0,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,5,0,4,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9022820964047242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171711789589007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15371589674537547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265202742701884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603426486358233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GrettP,2019/02/28,"Self Portraits and Overcoming Self Hatred So not very long ago I hated myself. I hated everything about me. My face, my hair, my eyes, everything. Every time I caught my reflection I'd get angry, so angry that I in general avoided seeing it all together. I hated looking at myself, and I assumed everyone else did too. I don't know why I thought this, I am by no means hideously ugly or grotesquely malformed- quite the contrary. I've been told that I'm quite handsome in a sort of *non traditional* sense. My lovely girlfriend(ex) once described me as ""a 7 at first glance, an 8.5 if you know what to look for."" Which I never really understood but anyways. This all happened over the course of 1.5 years. I had just left a relationship, I had began drinking, doing drugs, and neglecting myself. My outward appearance began to show that neglect, and slowly my confidence whittled away into nothing.

I kept up the drinking and drugs in spite of this though. I decided that if I was going to be alone forever I might as well be sufficiently buzzed. My substances of choice were alcohol and methamphetamine. Just by themselves they can each do a number on the body, but in combination it's like taking a sledge to the face. Bags under my eyes, splotchy skin, bloodshot eyes. I was a fucking mess. I don't think of myself as a particularly vain individual. I've never bought expensive clothes, never really paid my appearance much mind besides the general everyday aspects of presentability. But thanks to the drugs my anxiety about my appearance slowly grew, and in no time I was crippled with fear about how I looked. I could barely bring myself outside out of fear people would recoil in horror. Like I said, I don't know why I thought this. I've never cared much about my appearance in the past but this anxiety just overtook me and crippled me. It's all I thought about.

In recovery I had to continue dealing with the risidual self hatred, and let me tell you, it's a doozy. Getting sober is hard enough without you hating the person you're trying to help. So I decided to try something different. I decided that I would try and... *love myself*...<shudder>

I'm a photographer and I'm always so happy with the photos I take of other people but I always hate photos of me(for obvious reasons). I always looked so angry and miserable in photos, so I decided that every single day I would take a self portrait of myself doing whatever it is I was doing that day, with no preparation or checking the mirror, and I'd build an album with 365 days of portraits. And I challenged myself to look at these photos not as photos of myself, but as photos of someone. Just another person, living their life. The first days were rough and I had so much trouble not deleting them, but I didn't. Day after day I took a self portrait and slowly, but surely, I started feeling better about them. I started to look better in them, happier, more alive. By the end of the year when I took my final portrait, I smiled. Not on purpose, not to pose. But because I was happy. For the first time in a long time, I was happy with who I was. Not just on a surface level, but on a inner, spiritual level. I had finally conquered this inner turmoil that was causing me so much pain. And I realized, it was never about my appearance. It was about the ugly I held within.

When I looked back at all the photos I noticed something. From the fist day to the last day, I barely changed, physically. There was almost no difference besides my mood. I could've sworn that I was some disfigured monster at the beginning, but I was the same person. I had always been the same person. 

I was seeing the villain I had created of myself. I hated myself, and in turn I was greeted by hate. But now, I don't hate myself anymore. Now I kind of like who I am. And I've got a lot of self potraits for my tinder profile, so thats a plus too.",3.8845199692780352,5.924497782258069,5.145552995391704,79.20559139784946,73.19354838709677,7.627035330261138,28.207373271889402,8.418075326091056,2.2705873271889403,3066,122,537,54,63,1017,308,744,0.165,0.728,0.107,-0.9928,1,2,9,0,0,0,117.0,0,3,5,9,34,40,11,5,42,0,49,19,8,3,11,112,113,54,0,6,28,0,5,3,0,4,6,1,0,10,29,29,3,5,18,3,4,11,21,22,1,3,44,19,105,17,87,61,16,90,0,3,13,3,28,35,1,15,47,407,134,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04544125074901896,0.05478418835044586,0.051332144223828174,0.05309265069264702,0.0,0.0,0.17061854248991412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053753363562724574,0.07843158170389085,0.0,0.050838779189073945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048162951945221424,0.039417817529608414,0.0,0.0312492387561604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067530526984922,0.0,0.056941253495898375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052265693367981134,0.052660867752726326,0.054229091927591816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185811766037862,0.0,0.0,0.2644813735711547,0.052849546489317466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711712779322713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043577223477662,0.17834521535727316,0.0,0.04282337046947219,0.0,0.04540349687092676,0.05296802610666089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638199575141026,0.0489836637764892,0.09214313796697217,0.0,0.0,0.11536947774470427,0.025919938697268732,0.0,0.0,0.1123114659623355,0.0,0.13081196476326656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04739149861963984,0.05356524302045046,0.0,0.029133748250968688,0.0,0.040999428229205895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0453313966218641,0.16371014878963835,0.04592126997262996,0.40489007189696025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03436027715409143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053382166793768185,0.08451784385307776,0.04178590585525625,0.0,0.0,0.055697024776411634,0.05241953800760596,0.03620832932549328,0.07513303173935447,0.0,0.045265863643110166,0.09073167327256547,0.30133403627688515,0.0,0.0,0.04358167621002047,0.0925330953403628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05584005958400503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054381576108226144,0.051760668327207535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507357994688291,0.0,0.1976845993408429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04918790014558546,0.05836287261654737,0.0,0.05459305466683058,0.0,0.0,0.05454707932970957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048936004798881716,0.07107814097489147,0.17904229261923107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109048287522349,0.0,0.0,0.0656803390456675,0.05270654724275423,0.0,0.055036907081828484,0.0,0.0,0.04876252404554497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169939825878797,0.0,0.32086877553603754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04343468132647423,0.07892899275058719,0.0,0.0,0.07256794227757148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04831444577854988,0.0,0.11562941079403607,0.0,0.044805820064670224,0.04719576547620614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03284703950326092,0.050365298377091146,0.1220904662047037,0.1195666657667684,0.0,0.0,0.0489836637764892,0.11390939206390803,0.1044119335648193,0.05575904832460103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04229705913053466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046091283346978214,0.0,0.09251314569311107,0.0,0.0,0.04941537022004125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924655819166737,0.0,0.0,0.06602293836551519
anxiety,valejenni,2019/02/28,"A quick rant letter to my anxiety Dear Anxiety 

Please stop immediately we’ve had enough. You’re cancelled. Whomst said you were allowed to make me nauseous 24/7 wtf even is wanting to eat. And honey, THINKING ABOUT HOW EATING IS KIND OF A GROSS ACTION TO DO DOESNT HELP. Thanks for all the sleep I can’t get because apparently we can’t sleep at our parents house because they suck and we definitely cannot let our guard down EVEN IF IT IS TO SLEEP SO WE CAN MAYBE FEEL SLIGHTLY BETTER. Even thought we damn well know they won’t even come near but WHAT IF. I’m so sick of this, please just calm down... maybe some sleep and sweetheart we NEED to eat thats not optional. I’d just like to feel less insane and that is not much to ask.

You suck please calm tf down.
-me 
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anxiety,bogataBadBoy,2019/02/28,"Leaving soon. Hey guys, Long short - I’ve been dealing with on and off anxiety and depression throughout the years and it’s been pretty manageable without any medication, But a few months ago I payed for my tuitions for my University im attending overseas and was actually excited - But two days ago I had the ultimate panic attack and has left me with crippling anxiety and mild depression- can’t even leave the house.

Basically what I’m asking for is has anyone had this after a panic attack and has it subsided, Can’t imagine even getting on a plane.",11.885485436893196,8.567587038834954,11.636966019417475,57.49486650485439,57.25242718446602,15.348543689320389,47.10922330097088,13.427899808715575,6.325351456310679,447,22,73,13,4,150,71,103,0.223,0.727,0.05,-0.9531,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,2,2,6,0,11,1,0,0,0,13,14,9,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,9,0,0,1,0,2,1,3,6,0,1,5,0,5,1,10,9,1,14,0,2,0,0,4,5,0,0,8,50,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.15368072765683824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791984219909072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709386600332857,0.0,0.2409481856796161,0.0,0.0,0.11011580166794577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472253816623702,0.3583193808932243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156353111144313,0.16235809687821018,0.2712798193288056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080321223710913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227838735926572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15593296683477578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817142815028356,0.0,0.0,0.17010870501061404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335035964740579,0.1711057813202722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936753271938573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15864759249186136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257014582677992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36954482640120856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021686558054626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538380447155338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15180802860966414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014139130361235
anxiety,fuckgingadfj25jdf,2019/02/28,"[possible trigger: fear of craziness] Nonsense thoughts when transitioning from being awake to asleep? I  don't remember much, but sometimes, when I'm moments from falling asleep my thoughts are just nonsense. Like random thoughts or random words. It scares me and makes me feel insane.

I'm pretty normal otherwise. It just freaks me the fuck out. Like I napped today and I remember thinking I was nuts as I was slowly waking up from my dream. I guess I was imagining a conversation of nonsense. Does anyone know what I mean?

Like yes, the nature of dreams are nonsense.. but it scares me. I also might be  hyper vigilant so maybe I'm more aware of my mind when I'm falling asleep because I don't feel safe.. but idk.

So of course I'm afraid I'm crazy. And plus, I'm afraid to try to describe this to my therapist. So if anyone knows what I'm talking about, and has talked to a therapist or doctor, please let me know what they've said. Thanks.",2.374065934065936,4.984160527472528,3.065593406593408,89.2919065934066,81.08791208791209,5.837802197802197,23.935164835164837,7.1686216300943375,1.0645419780219778,744,27,143,10,20,233,101,182,0.189,0.654,0.157,-0.5362,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,0,10,12,1,5,4,1,12,6,4,2,0,37,35,19,0,2,8,0,2,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,7,6,0,1,13,3,0,2,2,7,0,0,7,3,19,5,18,24,2,9,0,0,0,1,4,2,1,7,8,81,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075059595867297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936711935967481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442236569651203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417506303380845,0.1211937434595774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15584002407832984,0.14004965436801967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128031996510131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15256261435591506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283318444113656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161565476368326,0.0,0.20297800950869568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924433114839745,0.0,0.13913206177238024,0.1508564726168428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14691626062271054,0.13983566461611605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180626227098832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356910322437033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202069714444033,0.0,0.15612693856157234,0.0,0.1408943635759165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31376489274188685,0.0,0.13173593345362414,0.0,0.2773057827840895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369703898644146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22262642013235764,0.0,0.1275032074684898,0.0,0.32159568864353666,0.0,0.08873895465518829,0.0,0.3298373463244512,0.0,0.0,0.1312725555445875,0.0,0.0,0.0940257831267584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LysanderBelmont,2019/02/28,"My head is always spinning Hello Reddit,

After graduating in my masters study I failed to get a job for 2 years.. later last year I Applied for a job in a Field i never wanted to go back to, out of anxiety to never getting into work. Pay is bad, social recognition of the job is even worse, especially for a man..Obviously I am feeling like a total looser right now and I am scared to never be able to leave this field behind..

I only work 30h/week and so I reached out to one of my former professors to ask if he could give me advice what to do. He said I should try to do my PhD and that he would supervise me. Because there are no open vacancies on my university I would work in my job and fill the rest of the time with work for my PhD.

My head is spinning, I really want to do it because the PhD is a lifelong dream.. but I am so scared to fail, so scared to go to work every morning and so scared to be an idiot.. in my head my thoughts are going crazy.. 

I don’t know what to do and maybe I just need some outside view on my situation (which is, of course, not as bad as some of the others out here, but I still feel like I need some advice) 

Thank you ",3.3168214285714264,3.6024248122449016,5.071670918367347,85.97444515306124,72.3061224489796,7.920918367346939,24.700255102040817,7.8658589789855275,1.0888826530612241,889,23,201,11,16,305,130,245,0.141,0.809,0.049,-0.9715,4,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,8,11,12,1,4,12,0,22,3,3,0,4,36,39,15,0,9,5,0,2,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,7,12,0,0,4,1,1,4,6,9,0,1,2,4,29,3,41,31,5,29,0,2,1,0,9,12,0,4,15,142,36,18,0.0986364690159122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927728318935136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082073443824026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545662881728478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922117835853069,0.0,0.0,0.0758453562073598,0.16471466316044692,0.1202557520029884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875319438667393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06514845752231528,0.0,0.0831054793019313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974712485746323,0.14093182634693216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306696798137567,0.09462108893250593,0.16817213526019015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036884214969778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39152590256577774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054208023804629794,0.08040188708211815,0.0,0.10444177870604086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637759288135506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909359076901046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462753839142763,0.2282235769515125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683862413706443,0.07501747941612319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06318904778273125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423500559907861,0.09382586955825932,0.0,0.39500925102429135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108715238799325,0.0,0.10054745857827843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877121157002874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081120844230134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830633859812929,0.05751571829665029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696768779393132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635669001675167,0.0,0.0791202257844712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3590426209913013,0.0,0.10051898867651207,0.14013703514070716,0.0,0.0,0.1270373042451599
anxiety,Sendnekidpicspls,2019/02/28,"A letter to friend who took his life   James, (name changed)

I can’t say I know exactly what you went through, but I’m worried someday I will. On the outside you seemed like the most carefree, fun loving person on the planet. It wasn’t really like that though. You had something inside of you clouding your thoughts, distracting yourself from the real you. Anxiety so bad it drove you to do the unthinkable. I don’t know how you did it, I can’t understand how someone with so many people who love them could do such a thing. Knowing you’ll hurt the people you love and still going through with it. I can’t imagine how deeply sick you must be to do it. I sometimes wonder if I’ll end up on the same path. I mean I try, I really try. There’s just this feeling inside of me that keeps me from being happy and from living in the moment. It’s hard to tell if that feeling has worsened, I can hardly remember a time where I wasn’t feeling this way. There’re things I could do and there’s things you could’ve done to heal, but something won’t let us. All these problems are too scary to confront. I can see how living like this for another ten years could drive you to end it once and for all. What do you do when that same thing keeping you down keeps you from getting the help you need? You've got to just wake up one day and fight through it. People say getting over mental illness is like walking on a broken leg. You can try, and you can think about trying, but in the end, it feels like you just can’t. It’s always too tall a task to handle. The difference between this and a broken leg is that you could get better if you just started walking. I have the tools, you also had the tools. The difference between me and you is that I can’t just stand by and watch myself fall. I will make it out of this alive. I couldn’t imagine ending my own life like that. I’m not capable of it. Someday I will get better, but if I don’t, I’ll still be right here for the people you need me. I’m so sorry you were cursed with the same burden I was. It isn’t fair, especially for an amazing person like yourself. For you and everyone I love, I won’t fall too far, I won’t give up, I won’t share your fate. There’s too much waiting for me at the end of this road, and so help me god I plan on making it there. Rest in peace James, your suffering is over.",2.599291040743545,3.888665983572899,3.558465902950396,92.37646033718796,74.99589322381931,6.3583486436831285,23.082729925429593,6.7183091564049375,0.4692989733059556,1822,50,406,15,38,584,208,487,0.121,0.687,0.192,0.9917,0,0,2,0,1,0,54.0,1,29,1,3,30,26,2,1,24,0,51,12,3,6,4,73,91,30,0,13,14,0,6,7,1,9,5,2,0,2,36,15,0,4,16,0,0,9,16,8,0,2,13,10,66,18,50,60,9,45,0,2,2,4,51,21,0,7,20,286,102,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0607222032109594,0.06318089315046298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962054933004135,0.05808720800141949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06339943256047596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343100624360008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032520762920829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031246727303474,0.0,0.0,0.04896938269436514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15866401639407834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777040443380824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362628050382014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255557530890322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535725112546187,0.05424530912225794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05866430507400167,0.0,0.15868380289574782,0.07284018594910054,0.0431534863316688,0.0,0.06072916709700905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083024089784747,0.13603899361153232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179024942127964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128598698465526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024735848987293,0.0,0.0,0.12518950833505055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764486043598606,0.1072649925564098,0.2596732560469955,0.0,0.134097391876048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27412371594613344,0.0,0.10136941470759334,0.07698238232115047,0.0,0.08271140490608896,0.0,0.0,0.07652085340534401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0558182147216073,0.11260413808693398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086431646469618,0.051452988605939484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21056470719921333,0.13260049926939518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265596349892911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642640022653741,0.09728702221391454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601531852996641,0.0648448833181053,0.0,0.1207671752410178,0.0,0.0,0.060507385381641486,0.06912496962731253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643363123342728,0.1169111911208198,0.07509796019819967,0.08499883181680909,0.053744538433848583,0.0,0.1212776086795956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663672702559194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20178142741831945,0.0486536870583628,0.0746020799103307,0.060280940843426285,0.04427612980349939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436242654281732,0.20620937199193493,0.0,0.0,0.07904712215213318,0.0913359596522117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060270701885900176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038904108683397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234421520152757,0.0,0.07711188288904801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04889724356422519
anxiety,panda80s,2019/02/28,"Suggestion: Meds or no Hello

I'm new in the community, I would love to receive any advice for my situation. I first developed anxiety in 2016 while living overseas. Fast forward today, I'm in graduate school and my anxiety is really overwhelming. I feel like a complete shit allows these anxiety/panic attack get the best of me. My anxiety tends to come from public speaking and presentation. I have two presentation in two weeks. I'm freaking out and overthinking every single day. 

The worse part is I found a lump in my throat last semester and it has caused irritation to my vocals.(it's cyst) no one can barely hear me. And I can't even speak up because it's hard to raise my voice. Ironically one of my professor is partly deaf in one ear and I have to do a solo presentation in her class. 

I've never been on medication or therapy. Should I get a prescription of anxiety to help with my nerves ? I'm actually having a panic attack yet I can't skimp my presentation because it's part of my grade. 

This is the worse I've been in years. This anxiety is taking over my well being and I feel like a coward being this helpless. I can't talk about this to others who don't understand what it feel like. 

Please help with any suggestion or feedback. If anyone is on anxiety medication, what is it like? Does it numb the anxiety or do you still feel it? Would you recommend it ? 

Tldr: should I be on anxiety medication or should I look for a different alternative. My anxiety is getting overwhelm to control and I have two presentation coming up in two weeks. 

Thank you for reading this far. ",3.3480960994912365,5.753624013114758,5.379920859242513,75.22360655737704,76.08196721311475,9.321650650084797,27.5664217071792,9.753983421225431,3.1352860373092137,1264,52,227,39,29,436,151,305,0.181,0.7140000000000001,0.105,-0.9494,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,3,0,3,5,17,3,3,12,0,30,11,3,3,1,34,51,15,0,6,6,0,5,4,0,5,7,6,0,0,18,13,0,1,6,1,0,4,7,9,1,8,3,12,32,8,35,40,5,39,0,3,1,1,17,18,1,6,23,162,50,7,0.0,0.0,0.0776171637531882,0.0,0.0,0.07772316169383561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817650672637848,0.0,0.5476139904516707,0.0,0.0,0.05561449597609473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809708639903937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697068996429012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346973915485348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170696124707058,0.0,0.13702909266831173,0.08339359542791368,0.0,0.08920811218799689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05129513209510195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309979860753057,0.0,0.0,0.06960383558119093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052533793775545685,0.0,0.06701380627116317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16086627638638087,0.1704648993228605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06765458927207567,0.0,0.0872088051681228,0.0,0.0,0.1246652425918849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125001136874909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964458604557438,0.0,0.1066246704118394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06483370928145035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554320940684851,0.0,0.07023310333338183,0.0,0.06679149995918703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07178573348380769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883482743694083,0.2403771055727811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06134425271276964,0.076817849922193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169008278308206,0.0,0.0,0.09332016363487664,0.0,0.258394208642052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730833215419967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955906208267538,0.0,0.05095378357889837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049623485892303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164413986967088,0.0,0.0894035253113061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06351878066571767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05980233007890245,0.06392926029259148,0.0,0.07322747887287832,0.09095810657713246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539228603410353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107864698511419,0.08280138219912471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276004308593892,0.0,0.07151379882197874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16211109280214414,0.11300237003887055,0.0,0.0,0.051219566792740485
anxiety,timeismoneyplease,2019/02/28,"I feel like I'm always punishing myself I'm spending time in a classroom as a preservice teacher. Today my co-operating teacher sat me down to talk to me about my professionalism. Essentially I talk at inappropriate times about things that would be better left to talking one on one with the teacher. I'm still learning, and my teacher was nicer than I feel like she had to be for the discussion. And she ended the discussion, saying it was okay and she was glad it was cleared up. The intern, my partner have the attitude that I should take this mistake(s) as an opportunity to learn and move on. I wish it were that easy in my mind.

The talking is something I have worked on over the years, I just ramble when I get nervous and don't know what to do. So, the feedback wasn't surprising, but it just fucking kills me. I don't want to be seen as a malicious, gossipy, unprofessional person. I'm ashamed and I hate myself for it. I shouldn't have to be told how to be appropriate and professional. But my anxiety, my upbringing, and everything fucks up my social cues and other stuff, and I have to work way harder to keep my own mind and body under control. 

After I got home, I just cried. And then couldn't stop thinking about dropping out, skipping class, giving up. And everything I've ever said to that teacher, in that classroom, is now running through my mind. I want to improve, be better. But I hate myself for being less than the best I could be.

Fuck having anxiety. Humans make mistakes. I want to allow myself to be human. I am deserving of my humanity. And I wish I didn't punish myself for just being.",3.5223026860726563,5.560837415335463,4.878075967341147,80.73688912554728,74.20766773162939,7.448538634481128,27.567033487161282,8.285830014693849,2.0087766891492134,1273,50,238,22,27,423,158,313,0.16,0.708,0.132,-0.9259,0,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,0,7,13,20,8,2,13,1,34,4,1,4,2,51,62,24,1,11,7,0,2,2,1,3,0,2,1,5,15,16,0,3,6,0,1,2,6,11,0,2,13,5,43,9,45,34,3,31,0,0,1,3,19,15,3,0,14,183,58,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904863036444132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638247669451045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412337846187155,0.19235595582895,0.0,0.12079351935685285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219691262028808,0.08682571521574191,0.0,0.11945358944275085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631765796202847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983679831612833,0.0,0.0,0.1954697734291423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997160843965263,0.1553779083442957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016048411864037,0.056815874453056976,0.10432013310748096,0.0,0.0,0.08697499481252585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147305061549355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090822138985817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665942433729292,0.12031256043633873,0.0,0.05976456541127139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815404873258037,0.0,0.0,0.10625668581275012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258953761261068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294107298826792,0.0,0.0,0.11558096352098587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14737970668828554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495377828639764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344340053224896,0.08648006338809346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085397960265413,0.0,0.0837188350123142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684557923323527,0.0909174498919946,0.0,0.0,0.12448941871991735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176428988037049,0.34962721776924044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07224674502343346,0.06968075443471332,0.0,0.0,0.12682262392390822,0.0,0.10307954091258682,0.10391251992689496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19242558177202698,0.08631839088950115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501076098662867,0.0,0.0,0.15833837651049928,0.0,0.0,0.07725082391301931,0.0,0.0,0.07002957077530468
anxiety,Chemical_Year,2019/02/28,"""Residential"" Treatment Concerns: Help Appreciated! Context: I have been suffering from depression, panic disorder/general anxiety, and OCD obsessions to the extent that I have decided to take the rest of the semester off from school so that I may recover. My parents are interested in placing me in a residential treatment centre where I would stay for 1 to 2 months. I agree with them as I am not suicidal but have very low self-esteem, near-daily panic attacks, and severe dermatillomania (excoriation disorder aka obsessive skin picking). I am able to acknowledge this but am completely overwhelmed with the prospect of ""fixing"" all this on my own; I definitely need help. That being said, I have some questions/concerns that I would greatly appreciate having answered/explained before I commit to doing this. Thanks for your help in advance.

Age: 17 (will not be 18 until 2020), Gender + Sex: Female, Country: USA (rural north, I'll be traveling far regardless)

Questions/concerns:

1. Would anyone know of a good residential treatment centre for cognitive behavioural therapy/recovery for anxiety (and depression/OCD if possible, but I know that's not this sub) in the United States? Could you explain your experience there and why it was helpful? Please no religiously affiliated locations.
2. If you would know of a place I should NOT go or red flags/warning signs of bad treatment centres? I'd appreciate a warning.
3. Has anyone had experience with places that provide ""equine therapy"" and other seemingly unnecessary, expensive, scientifically-unfounded fluff? If my (luckily very good) insurance will cover it, is this still a bad sign?
4. If a location also offers rehab for drug abuse, is this going to be problematic?
5. Are online reviews of these locations trustworthy? I've seen a lot of negative reviews everywhere I look and I'm concerned.
6. Is limited communication with home healthy and useful for recovery or dangerous?

Personal anecdotes very welcome! 

Disclaimer: Throwaway for obvious reasons. I've posted this elsewhere as well as I am very nervous about all this and am honestly desperate for advice. I hope this is acceptable.",5.961438463256648,9.254436834710745,6.960183158364978,62.63570471297746,71.8374655647383,10.535894572258206,37.083538083538095,10.403877232588213,5.38404525351798,1733,99,235,60,37,576,220,363,0.173,0.628,0.199,0.9123,1,0,1,0,1,0,76.0,0,4,1,2,7,23,2,6,12,0,34,4,1,3,4,55,50,23,1,13,13,1,1,0,0,8,2,1,1,1,19,12,0,1,9,1,1,4,6,13,1,0,5,5,25,10,38,32,7,24,0,4,3,1,15,13,0,11,4,163,44,3,0.1021542142417034,0.12103603949568875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998239158685467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169268822178916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15629538857304592,0.0,0.0,0.1428572036031731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116215166161132,0.0,0.0,0.17058900381488573,0.0,0.0,0.08692571230629108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710675006716723,0.0,0.0,0.08156182770793402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798527503834269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707757974706462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846645670382105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19985284677051315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611318819670212,0.17136421646414754,0.0,0.1126253818375348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27388726595117785,0.0,0.10246900602994477,0.10146218445023898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684238537512179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578381176674046,0.0,0.0,0.08684785987902509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153851919967482,0.0,0.0,0.07574605546887442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397119201152049,0.1134301657792136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891971196041285,0.3201882343992149,0.11213465090259188,0.0,0.1151635276047844,0.09783549921057913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503154600082754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717205082353787,0.0,0.0,0.10338551856581532,0.0,0.0929973600016788,0.10656912446038848,0.11540518505207893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888280033095477,0.08158048745140235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174013008053067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680725586093712,0.0,0.0,0.09404987562223356,0.11682224681343753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822844214686243,0.0,0.3371517008167675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184890683122547,0.0,0.09217828928153762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902696913988579,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dennissharke,2019/02/28,"Shortness of breath any advice? Hi I went through a difficult divorce and a very horrible experience with my marriage. I am 20(M) and have been suffering shortness of breath for 6 months. Went to doctors and they can’t find anything wrong. 

My question is what would you recommend to get my shortness of breath rid of? I can’t live like this? ",3.9944270833333313,6.506627921875001,4.057500000000001,84.97083333333336,74.46875,7.3916666666666675,32.541666666666664,8.344100000000001,2.7026854166666663,273,14,50,5,6,84,46,64,0.192,0.735,0.073,-0.8415,0,0,0,0,1,0,8.0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,7,4,3,0,0,7,10,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,3,0,8,1,9,6,0,6,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,1,2,31,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617636499506257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821636988414684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22043771126803285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27418068036019355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620324506832747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448322425178059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13995325722585375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086984425281878,0.0,0.2365379003536291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21381469772617115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000805038595153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210243382684865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4966442897554652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902902055822572,0.2928784778171691,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LaLa2742,2019/02/28,"Has Anyone Tried Guided Meditation to Manage their Anxiety? I've been trying to quiet all the negative speak in my mind. I've been looking for some new videos to help me out. I came across this one that is pretty good.

<iframe width=""560"" height=""315"" src=""\[https://www.youtube.com/embed/y7ye-6ahfm0\](https://www.youtube.com/embed/y7ye-6ahfm0)"" frameborder=""0"" allow=""accelerometer; autoplay; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture"" allowfullscreen></iframe>  


Has anyone else found any helpful guided meditations or techniques to help them stay calm and pull them off the edge?",12.52939024390244,17.30879309756098,6.9709146341463395,63.34100609756098,57.04878048780488,9.953658536585364,35.85975609756097,10.125756701596842,4.838678048780487,502,21,54,12,8,129,66,82,0.063,0.741,0.196,0.89,0,0,0,0,0,0,58.0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,8,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,3,6,2,9,4,2,8,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,2,1,30,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543949903162302,0.0,0.17485999279106207,0.0,0.0,0.3196512682845729,0.23420309497311534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26143001841150554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19094589421519767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506217550686338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19171868043670764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4596289671790666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919462479868575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23079657183828195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207600979165363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15488899408787754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23254393787112834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436315729436029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31037616146982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ST4nHope,2019/02/28,"Easing anxiety with music. Sharing my first post here after a few weeks of lurking. I'm curious about song choices and what artists you listen to, and I'm also trying to expand my tastes. 

I personally always come back to music from [M83 (Spotify)](https://open.spotify.com/artist/63MQldklfxkjYDoUE4Tppz?si=UOZLEYw-RYmvTJTpeMdRYg) when things get pretty down.

What about you? Ever had that one song/artist as a shoulder to lean on?",6.831428571428571,10.637036928571431,5.353928571428575,72.26232142857145,72.57142857142857,6.928571428571428,25.892857142857146,8.07648339933343,2.2277142857142858,355,12,48,6,8,104,56,70,0.046,0.764,0.19,0.8732,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,0,1,7,1,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,1,5,6,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,4,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,3,5,1,13,5,1,10,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,6,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556544467971519,0.2660060971505775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445605106916436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458204048921489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27538297888847674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891761761883205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719265225570456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670238302455846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21662892060111366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791393056669012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061728163467701,0.3252377133056587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21238655908675755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170472254515932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256434499223957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anonlectric,2019/02/28,"I was happy today I made plans with a new friend to get breakfast tomorrow, set time and place. I was feeling happy because I had something to look forward to, until a couple hours later when she cancelled (used a lame excuse, lol) 

It’s really hard to make new friends in your mid-20s.


Sidenote: I have friends, really good ones, but they live back home.",2.8986993603411477,5.504981343283582,3.4652452025586378,87.26626865671642,78.85074626865672,5.619616204690832,25.989339019189767,6.868970318607317,1.2808652452025586,278,11,50,3,7,87,53,67,0.071,0.7,0.229,0.8248,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,1,2,7,0,0,3,1,4,1,0,3,0,7,10,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,3,8,6,7,6,0,14,0,1,1,0,7,3,0,0,11,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442147699938064,0.0,0.11432905376651335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20752107867504008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483117614698916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4347031902439674,0.0,0.0979874037426616,0.0,0.0,0.15730847453839902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3993020235179261,0.16800842365135654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18812845947227333,0.0,0.1846994790756067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16561054170385436,0.0,0.15749519762707756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17746483301144222,0.12519142577690792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622749140886409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708908348028658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19595037111699373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24029932609717114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438555009823528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936221411502972,0.0,0.17777595945223354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16198342841226798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cutthewire,2019/02/28,Public Panic Attack Today I went shopping with my two closest friends and was so excited. I just started taking Adderall and am on day 4 of taking 5mg IR daily. I was told to take it 2x daily but it's messing with my sleep too much. It has been wonderful this far and has actually helped my anxiety. Today I took it around 12:00pm and then went shopping with my friends. At around 3pm we were on our way to Kohl's and I started feeling anxious. By the time we got inside I was having a full blown panic attack and hiding in the card section crying. It was absolutely horrible. I haven't had a panic attack in public on years as I usually drive myself and have a back up escape plan. My friends ended up taking me home and I took my Ativan and eventually calmed down but now I'm just so depressed. I hate that my good day turned into that. It was so embarrassing and I just can't snap out of it. I don't know if it was the Adderall either wearing off or being in my system or my normal anxiety but either way now I'm scared to take it again and I really don't want to go to work tomorrow. I hate anxiety...Everytime I think I'm having a breakthrough some shit like this happens. I'm just so discouraged and sad. ,1.5810400000000016,3.725018224000003,3.838799999999999,85.35140000000001,80.75999999999998,6.4,23.2,7.554174236665415,1.1848400000000003,956,33,190,15,25,329,135,250,0.272,0.622,0.106,-0.995,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,3,0,0,2,15,22,6,5,7,0,20,3,3,0,0,41,47,24,0,3,12,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,13,21,0,1,4,2,2,6,4,15,0,1,15,1,29,7,27,31,6,44,0,3,0,0,10,19,1,5,17,135,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.10075228505286984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579643762539427,0.11663752999790256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18381998483138892,0.0,0.35236848127438825,0.0,0.07938907802298509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340985013863095,0.13316904459699586,0.0,0.08892481869014197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144447819554796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05220380438472489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23930063119471734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058676546748455564,0.0865970577031886,0.08257450591071677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129926537918608,0.0,0.0,0.20386624325671507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920298724881371,0.0,0.10356321303310144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0567407847559161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05044032109234742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589699845697412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115823756904928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36340749673432937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06614142902706277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033663160722467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059795701786072,0.0,0.0,0.10331962211359104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615476940381567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38813717968971134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06615526544537131,0.0,0.0,0.060203024624435976,0.0,0.19572848906073265,0.09865507907641892,0.2294181205572756,0.0,0.11230097746036026,0.10085542129762244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137098469802706,0.0,0.06089661123735229,0.1639022455608624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914184095424789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196486317703433,0.07516363315250547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648643346716883
anxiety,nightthinker98,2019/02/28,"Symptoms/Need advice Does anyone else do this when they get anxious?:

Pick the skin off their fingers, and when trying to focus on not doing that, automatically start biting skin off their lips instead and when trying not to do that start picking at any pimples on their face? 

Been a problem for years. Each time I'll do these until I draw blood, which is embarrassing in public situations and leaves marks/sores.

Does anyone reccommend anything to help? I've tried making myself fiddle with my rings instead but it's not as 'satisfying' I suppose I could say? And most of the time I don't even realise I'm doing any of it. ",5.0033521657250475,6.757503440677965,5.5233333333333325,78.81535781544257,69.67796610169492,6.9393596986817325,26.670433145009408,7.3871296695380915,1.4570930320150657,498,16,88,5,9,160,83,118,0.042,0.941,0.017,-0.4137,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,4,0,6,2,0,1,3,0,9,6,6,3,0,16,14,10,0,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,7,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,5,10,0,15,12,2,15,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,9,60,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19303522867633116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26866993388136096,0.0,0.0,0.2231656221170308,0.0,0.2762511641189657,0.2024045703738267,0.16255979014480446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15772078189753125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457397261087124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16502054205436426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047427142303164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320725974628583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13240787679588362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20916788364680075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318604586370913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18902049888171865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570928979073382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220448779595504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27964172458007497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303760280911432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4023530535994056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12721022373596325
anxiety,sezzag,2019/02/28,"Should I get medication? Just for a little information, I am 16 and my anxiety has been getting progressively worse over the last few years. It's gotten to the point where I avoid going most places because I'm too anxious. And whenever I do go anywhere (usually only necessary places such as school, grocery shopping, etc.) I'm a nervous wreck the entire time. 

I worry about everything. I worry that I'm not good enough, that no one likes me and that they just tolerate my presence out of sympathy, that I'm a failure, etc. 

I'm currently on a waiting list to see a psychiatrist, but I'm having second thoughts. I keep thinking,""What if I'm just faking all of this?"" or,""What if it's really not that bad?"". Or, I worry that they won't be able to help me. 

​

I'm sorry, I know that this is all over the place. But, I really just need an opinion. Thank you to anyone that takes the time to respond to this. <3",2.383833333333332,4.727206161111114,3.9777777777777774,84.35500000000002,79.05555555555556,7.1111111111111125,25.555555555555557,8.167268648758528,1.7943888888888888,719,28,139,14,18,239,112,180,0.165,0.7759999999999999,0.06,-0.9089,1,1,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,2,1,8,7,0,2,11,0,9,1,0,0,2,27,30,9,0,4,11,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,13,4,0,3,3,1,1,2,4,4,0,2,3,1,17,3,15,24,7,18,0,0,1,0,6,10,0,5,7,92,30,1,0.1346459141321259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14588879170768967,0.16360952340025145,0.0,0.0,0.10300375576900273,0.152111557533578,0.0,0.09414755383462158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242371413673456,0.08207889951675222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391252224200905,0.3003315725946327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101106560329238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140693865657743,0.0,0.15304475183519195,0.1129346045419002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025031802870556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967947508668632,0.0,0.0,0.0739978731121544,0.1097543909684493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578119241712957,0.1349505787112309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356415930195104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998382392367883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123955607957533,0.1024042850747462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4220289670382844,0.0,0.1272839102604406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17251524079743535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13626885350399184,0.10729536089803493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507250772475618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123697053659132,0.0,0.0,0.12396386748378185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689381572635144,0.1570262306484025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482934517850714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4102183850081419,0.13721568962289574,0.0,0.0,0.16360952340025145,0.08670755416138802
anxiety,Makayata,2019/02/28,"Thought I had HIV It was strep.

When I googled my symptoms- strep symptoms- the first goddamned thing they list is HIV. 

Why, WebMD????!

I panicked so much I dropped my phone from shaking, not even considering how extremely unlikely it was. 

I immediately jumped in the car and zoomed, almost getting in an accident, to the AIDS clinic. I must say, they were incredibly nice. I couldn’t believe how nice they were. Two people hugged me. They assured me the probability considering my symptoms and circumstances was absurdly low. I’m going to write them a thank you letter.  I got a test done. Negative.

Still didn’t believe it and drove to Instacare and they did a test and it was strep. 

It’s so ridiculous because I just had no reason to believe it, the chance was like .0001%. ",2.3024825174825168,5.22523244755245,3.2894090909090887,84.21411363636366,88.16083916083916,6.496363636363637,26.73041958041958,7.7348632917899725,2.0808995804195805,612,28,111,13,20,195,89,143,0.15,0.73,0.12,-0.6915,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,6,1,8,9,1,1,9,0,15,7,0,3,2,16,22,10,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,6,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,2,0,0,5,5,3,0,2,15,1,21,6,7,5,1,12,0,1,0,3,11,3,0,1,4,78,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17072677617168058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393257229613016,0.0,0.0,0.5762706747940487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17447625575354767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126107759278098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502352191728002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907694578136324,0.0,0.09689661306562668,0.0,0.13636095495900372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329556776310802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125333928117054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182002237429083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18382315894176704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17529793524032802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558499260545265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13615805489540872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5316308193560522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15696949758368126,0.0,0.0,0.11326974109409475,0.0,0.0,0.13535451006772756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16654948654257182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15384581490319005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,unevenparadigm,2019/02/28,"Having extreme anxiety about an oral exam I have tomorrow. Does anyone have any ideas for some kind of relief? I have been in and out of hospitals/doctor offices for the past two weeks. I was diagnosed with high blood pressure when I was 12 and have been watching it since then. A couple of weeks ago I had someone at my school take my blood pressure. Turns out it was 209/183 so I had to go to the hospital/doctors to get it checked out. So I was immediately put on medication to prevent stroke/heart attack. Well, my cardiologist has me taking 9 pills a day and needless to say, they completely put me under. I find it hard to even stay awake sometimes, but it’s not even that I’m tired. It’s like my body just stops going. It hard to explain. Anyways, I’m in college and this is the worst time to be starting such a heavy dosage of medication. My body will get used to it but it will take a long while. Right now I feel nauseous, have tunnel vision, shaky, a feeling of impending doom, and am having a hard time reading/comprehending. I’m nowhere near prepared for this exam due to my condition and medication. I’m desperate for any tips help alleviate this anxiety. It feels like I’m gonna die of anxiousness. ",3.8116873065015504,5.52952704621849,4.9129102167182666,82.15020123839011,72.65546218487395,8.035736399823087,28.91287041132243,8.6894789155246,2.2251563025210075,959,39,188,18,19,315,141,238,0.173,0.7509999999999999,0.076,-0.9672,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,0,11,11,1,3,10,0,21,10,4,1,0,25,41,13,1,0,4,0,6,2,0,3,6,1,0,0,14,10,0,2,6,0,1,4,1,6,1,1,8,8,18,5,31,29,2,32,1,1,1,0,4,11,0,2,18,118,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906833966503112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15200102375370325,0.0,0.1709919170055954,0.12625678853741687,0.0,0.07814506661131868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271429325487008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482799372508948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717804783258035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366011816582127,0.0,0.07207584001356633,0.0,0.0,0.11343386756431426,0.1159890514128598,0.0,0.0,0.22878182850527998,0.09780177402369007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476326177872724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16952737316632335,0.07984123970246022,0.0,0.0,0.10214645329256387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677978933941405,0.0,0.12703136554861594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30034454794994725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324359280599759,0.07491025339260997,0.11808038877423455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616323643109348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11638065732806765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920040837679668,0.0,0.0,0.09890392625622436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377587910694215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668739670133028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246989802655677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544227798223684,0.0,0.08887589676072777,0.0,0.11310690719402985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244888027200594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469373514078354,0.0,0.1105333223898992,0.0,0.07910417776630006,0.1191211009327132,0.0,0.09343621609165073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520884340767907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303361027871046,0.1284514757157453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215625945097851,0.10917310748825863,0.0,0.0,0.09652460379570664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17929397712110895,0.0,0.10048550246637324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,M-Marchbanks,2019/02/28,"What made you realize that you have anxiety? Fellow redditors, I'm going through a rough phase in my life and I'm taking it badly. It's so bad that I'm thinking about get an evaluation.

Obviously I'm not a professional and I will wait until I can see one to know for sure, but I believe I have anxiety.

I can't even talk with other people or solve simple problems because it seems like the world is falling out of my ass and my heart will explode. I also cry very easily.

I was wondering what were the first clues that rised the epiphany. How do you understood that you have anxiety?",2.526899766899767,4.685614230769236,4.392369852369853,82.51601398601402,77.63247863247864,8.015229215229214,26.02097902097902,8.841846274778883,2.174682051282052,463,18,91,11,11,157,83,117,0.198,0.716,0.086,-0.918,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,0,1,5,5,0,0,6,0,11,3,2,2,2,20,26,9,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,10,5,0,1,6,0,0,3,2,3,0,2,4,2,14,2,9,20,0,8,0,0,1,1,6,3,1,3,3,62,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16214782061893376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4653346067111542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385937688210513,0.12360116431601074,0.0,0.0,0.2284421036707397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22272333067717467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13392166393754254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724683202404656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105934203003466,0.0,0.115233693620757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402726459333122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143208945807047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321602191625415,0.09905873520140583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918572686708034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13739603515041987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405688799408309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940148004081952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16157418789462405,0.18458591063434546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910997512006364,0.0,0.1524509649108352,0.16297153312893758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12992099931191714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729897955183345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21988554975710034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,textualbelly,2019/02/28,"I was unfriendly to a customer today. I feel like trash and I can't get it out of my head. I know this doesn't come close in importance or depth to a lot of the posts here, and I'm sorry if this isn't a great place to post it, but I'm not sure where else. I feel like garbage. I work in fast food while I'm going to college and it takes a huge toll on my mental health. Every day, I truly try my best to be polite to everyone, even through the glaring, yelling at me for things that aren't my fault, and generally being treated less than human a lot of the time. Today was a day where we were short quite a few people and I was doing the jobs of about 3, running around making drinks, taking orders, bagging food and handing it out the window. I sort of went into high-stress autopilot mode. Many of the orders had been waiting longer than usual than they should be for the food they ordered, and I was dealing with most of the customers angry about their wait, since I was the face they saw. At one point, these people pulled up to the window just...glaring at me. This nasty stinkeye, before I even had the chance to greet them or anything. And I just...stopped caring for a minute. All the verbal abuse I was taking from the customers before him were just building up, and the thoughts in my head were things like ""it's not my fault that you had to wait in line longer than usual, it's not my fault that I have to pull you forward, I'm not a manager, I'm not making the food, I'm just human"" and I just said ""cupholder?"" And he said ""What?!"" ""And I said ""Cupholder??"" (He had 3 drinks) and he said ""YEAH."" So I handed him their drinks and said ""please pull forward to the sign"" and he did. After the rush, more people arrived and I relaxed, had some water and my coworker was like ""oh, someone complained about you. He said you were Very Rude"" and i'm almost completely sure it was him because he was the only one I dropped my customer service for. I know it wasnt justified for me to be unfriendly. I feel like a huge bitch. I keep wondering what will happen if I have to serve them again. I wish I could stop thinking about it and carry on.",3.2465460526315795,4.314162352402748,3.939141161327232,91.14415796624714,73.07322654462244,6.469364988558352,23.953732837528605,6.4784943948869325,0.5371579519450802,1656,45,360,11,32,526,201,437,0.103,0.7609999999999999,0.136,0.9361,1,0,3,0,2,0,70.0,1,4,7,3,15,18,2,0,28,1,35,14,5,2,3,69,73,26,0,5,13,0,5,5,0,2,1,7,2,2,20,27,8,5,8,4,0,10,10,6,0,2,30,13,53,12,52,36,9,52,0,0,1,0,31,26,1,11,19,239,73,5,0.0,0.0932240429549938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787875917946605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474770613668714,0.07004271421450363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0479631681910411,0.0,0.13390336253069085,0.0,0.08257078792408021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022045788669557,0.0,0.0,0.06777665933011602,0.08249546424878718,0.0,0.0,0.06282032493307978,0.0,0.0,0.10148538899599677,0.08111658997093707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312320889005992,0.0,0.0,0.06572782576758443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393603211435752,0.0,0.06629208191649015,0.07518300598160976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935033575755435,0.1686290288313326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.380565199676458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04110754153454983,0.0,0.044716189034242994,0.0,0.0,0.08674600951908136,0.0,0.0,0.0695772917054063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149867922125796,0.0836341554993173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313072858600168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807868814227242,0.06993523093504292,0.0,0.0,0.08648196929426903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19219765459124336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13378343596908432,0.0,0.0,0.1050402712660742,0.07977011946895023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07929187736157206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663247679210007,0.05984039719636972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16364236214937472,0.0,0.08220483155729623,0.08636804009816278,0.07437891628394558,0.0,0.15070917420848298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368686028148999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4490615263557599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06508568318373331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06666610159824342,0.0,0.0,0.08807686595696845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156157090351464,0.09012874615647164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14831170173556268,0.0,0.1774748153393663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454423522920987,0.0504155666819914,0.0,0.062463874302051775,0.04587948641695284,0.0,0.1491606544902347,0.0,0.0,0.05341919067531405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17331186971252566,0.06492001219275499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07293801578363103,0.0,0.0,0.0904791931802449,0.0,0.08532611860204947,0.05728065836860781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FMaycantdeal,2019/02/28,"I have a job interview. I’m terrified I just got a call asking to come in for an interview tomorrow afternoon and I’m terrified.
My mind is racing a million miles an hour.
Does anyone have advice for interviews?",2.0843902439024404,4.82745012195122,4.876292682926831,74.7071219512195,84.3658536585366,10.109268292682929,27.71219512195122,9.888512548439397,4.017503414634147,169,8,29,7,5,60,30,41,0.2,0.8,0.0,-0.8402,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,8,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,4,7,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,18,3,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355270838834902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24008505636987154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209949300652937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35060860070958794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29577394220856634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004763505588986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746160849889379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33814009857501004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34073147928156555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34669537372482423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ethan1el,2019/03/01,"Taking Tryptophan before going to sleep helped me cope with morning depression and anxiety I've been diagnosed with clinical depression. After doing the medication treatment for 2 years, my condition got better (but not perfect). I still take up in the morning with anxiety and depressive thoughts which basically last until lunch. 

So I tried taking 1 pill of Tryptophan before going to sleep. Since it's a precursor of serotonin, the idea was that once it gets processed in the body overnight, i'll have more serotonin available in the morning.

Waking up became much easier. 70% of the anxiety went away. 

​",6.921619047619046,9.774431066666663,6.828571428571429,66.88476190476193,66.9047619047619,10.380952380952381,36.42857142857143,10.504223727775694,4.933857142857144,502,26,68,15,9,159,76,105,0.138,0.8109999999999999,0.052000000000000005,-0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,7,0,4,9,4,0,1,10,13,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,2,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,5,0,4,2,17,8,2,14,0,3,0,0,1,6,0,0,5,44,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653115927409045,0.18539156150575106,0.0,0.0,0.3501512636814468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14334632486793658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596549033497356,0.0,0.0,0.13493744923997278,0.0,0.1694729889333625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3942298684728872,0.15485726954223525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971252194396787,0.0,0.1734202565554493,0.0,0.12202568823081675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226573024603436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17223510693800004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436646413287115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537001405076886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215790357110132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16248409687813914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620905447875008,0.0,0.30536417643941605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184411851454645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441452488797152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112504823044945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358630679375667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143568227780254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18539156150575106,0.09825130301858397
anxiety,batesmotel123,2019/03/01,"Paxil withdrawal.. light at the end of the tunnel? I was on Paxil 20 mg first then upped to 30 mg about 2 months ago. I decided to stop because my hubs and I are thinking about trying for a baby. Before Paxil, I was on zoloft for 2 years but had to stop because it was affecting my heart rhythm. I stupidly stopped the Paxil cold turkey because to be honest I did not think that 2 months could really make a difference. Yeah that was dumb.. I am nauseas, dizzy and overall feel foggy. Like my brain feels heavy. I’ve had 3 visual hallucinations now. And worst of all, I keep getting this weird sensation in my head like a pulse almost... it sounds like a sound that would be like “wub wub” that vibrates through all my whole head in the deepest bass possible. I just want to know.. how long did it take you to get over the Paxil withdrawal? Miserable over here 😭",2.2412391228680804,4.568404644970414,3.3687156282631427,88.61689523146538,79.47337278106508,6.580020884093282,22.367211973546816,7.724431198458867,1.0461587887225896,671,21,135,11,17,216,107,169,0.141,0.732,0.127,-0.5388,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,1,6,10,2,1,9,1,14,5,4,3,2,25,25,6,0,3,3,0,2,4,0,1,1,2,0,0,8,3,0,4,6,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,8,6,15,5,21,13,4,21,0,1,0,0,1,8,1,1,17,82,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030849217845445,0.0,0.15849774461781918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894638791404336,0.0,0.13468733130700303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766963805133105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12637624264492986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16537223821330435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019191990938853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16006546721429155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13463559528182878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16539286127669234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32488842255819256,0.0,0.0,0.18756633490758368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406893664350057,0.0,0.0,0.08698829835396797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30931667365024057,0.0,0.0,0.14007563678225424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565525427599737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526802544000369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17844050724984625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014002606152542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3969954873274388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900925563281335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028429459692268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074638918195786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335952278150464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17671752209505365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243983240557816,0.0,0.0,0.10192918084958807
anxiety,MNITrenton,2019/03/01,"Today, I saw, over and over, my toddler daughter dying in various car crashes... I then saw myself throwing myself off of an overpass so she wouldn't die alone after being thrown from my car to the freeway below, wondering how my son and SO would fare after the fact, and came to the conclusion that my horrible daydreams ( daily to weekly occurrences) might actually be a symptom.

I just had to get this off my chest today and make a post to hold myself accountable for actually getting some professional help, no upvoted needed. 

If anyone has some idea as to what kind of professional to seek out for this, I'd be very much obliged, and I know my family would be too.",10.944523809523806,7.711138690476194,10.814190476190477,62.414142857142885,58.920634920634924,13.889523809523807,41.86666666666667,11.979248473330829,4.981297142857144,529,21,91,12,5,177,85,126,0.045,0.884,0.071,0.3291,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,6,0,10,2,1,2,1,24,19,11,2,5,2,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,4,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,4,2,14,1,22,7,4,18,0,0,2,0,4,7,0,5,6,73,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.3633684781407616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928257110865997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018096634952708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21293963644959493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38644964944476784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17551337010284265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945421059260721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479212826885512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21017388235234696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938771965057943,0.10231933000055804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242761961450131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19750692320455213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686328210963425,0.13804966707165658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17830840180660915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19351168488006276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529526062930882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153617504443922,0.0,0.0,0.1493418856392353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20190361894287728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645130100211691,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sammileighm,2019/03/01,"What are some unconventional ways to relieve anxiety? Every typical way to relieve anxiety seems to just amp up my anxiety... Meditating, at least in the ""empty your mind"" way, causes my head to get even more cluttered and frantic. Friends have suggested taking a relaxing bath, and that actually stresses me out more. As does getting a massage, I just tense right up.

I know there are obviously other ways to relieve anxiety, but was just curious what works best for you, other than the popular options.",7.365946969696971,8.975293397727274,8.098181818181818,63.125606060606096,63.88636363636363,11.775757575757575,40.80303030303031,11.538034831475384,5.5961303030303045,401,23,60,13,6,134,65,88,0.11,0.6759999999999999,0.214,0.9276,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,2,5,9,0,2,4,0,4,1,1,1,1,14,9,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,7,13,8,5,10,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,3,0,46,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.1681805241256466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18673203283261056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5273633561289082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18086185839427354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770422790884546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508172803946239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382998996941568,0.0,0.1452052164412646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315067926848728,0.0,0.18008272762988264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17687218437974433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471442672037596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740158694463591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471787699521889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568933041767025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19741670068103304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295794220024126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5471869059710445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546672477098456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lovelight30,2019/03/01,"Cutting out social media is starting to relieve some anxiety My boyfriend has been saying for a long time to get rid of social media or to cut it down on the use. He also advised me to get rid of some people on social media because seeing their stuff always upset me. I’d worry way too much about what they thought and question why they’re always looking at my stuff but never interacting with it. And then I’d be too anxious to delete them because I don’t want to face them in person and have them possibly approach me and question why I deleted them. 

Finally, I did it though. I deleted people, deleted some accounts... just disconnected. Now my Instagram feed is filled with cute puppies and nature scenes, not girls making me feel insecure and feel bad if I don’t like their photo. Not “friends” who do passive aggressive things to me online because they know it’s poking at me. 

I’m still super anxious on if they will negatively say something the next time I see them in person, but here’s to hoping that’s few and far between. ",7.0661090909090944,6.7968817200000045,7.253909090909094,75.43945454545455,64.3,9.072727272727274,34.68181818181819,8.296473431620573,2.8050500000000005,824,33,145,9,11,267,122,200,0.124,0.775,0.101,-0.2218,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,10,1,9,12,3,2,3,0,11,2,1,2,1,32,26,15,0,4,8,0,2,1,1,1,0,2,0,3,10,10,1,0,6,0,1,2,6,6,0,0,3,7,25,6,24,21,5,23,0,0,3,0,25,10,0,9,11,103,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993078568259813,0.2066578206764203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499846564501524,0.2805793723671573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368631964309,0.2270995690703543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557973981194015,0.0,0.0,0.13603470322765324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594227648237204,0.0,0.12975935938807465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334019489333148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06824687463255262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060668781456291225,0.0,0.0,0.10989667120114917,0.10428113803514416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828920789265623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128765069009884,0.0,0.09577638604780574,0.0,0.13206837573151586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17218355633850002,0.21686089601772007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13999592080874235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27822327766779725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19750813893308497,0.0,0.0,0.1979130679273516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797620343961407,0.0,0.09560094343781857,0.0,0.0,0.08789626604002725,0.0,0.09917146251354188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843160891070491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250063421852244,0.0,0.1220076393624401,0.09858619625208163,0.1448223986227462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725289730841588,0.0,0.0,0.07324543378349294,0.09856945099459292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224108878130742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12611228546702832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway-09669,2019/03/01,"I need help. I went to therapy for the first time in a very long time today (yay!). However, as a result, many deep rooted issues that I have trained myself to be numb to for years came out.  I haven’t been able to get myself out of bed since getting back. I’ve been sleeping most of the day, not because I’m tired, but because I cannot handle these feelings of sadness and anxiety. My mind has been racing through years of trauma today, and I want it to turn off. I know I can meditate, exercise, do things I love, etc. to cope - and I normally do - but today I just cannot get out of this funk, and I suddenly lack the motivation to care to. In addition, my boyfriend is out of town, meaning I’m alone this weekend; my anxiety is always heightened in the first place when I’m alone.

This was a bit of a rant, but I guess I’m asking for some guidance on how to get out of what feels like the inescapable prison that is my mind today.",2.6325000000000003,3.937131000000001,4.0290833333333325,88.97425000000004,74.9375,7.203333333333332,25.3,7.793537801064563,1.2203162499999998,720,24,157,10,15,238,108,192,0.142,0.75,0.107,-0.7175,1,2,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,3,4,7,0,0,9,1,16,5,1,4,0,33,37,10,0,4,5,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,9,11,0,0,5,2,0,2,4,3,0,2,6,2,19,4,32,30,5,31,0,1,0,1,3,13,0,3,17,103,28,1,0.12473179633654342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583690477261751,0.0,0.0,0.10378684660787756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19083896558303168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660739201984653,0.0,0.0,0.09591105214849932,0.0,0.15207069065615927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361748163474855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265994607931495,0.12717237930356093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044168983301697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910892427655747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613628799779691,0.08910842022541797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21219360448919228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606688618832064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13740613605176322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360509385096065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018758903728994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06854933324828172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060937655243641024,0.0,0.0,0.11038371467711344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257531604819628,0.0,0.0,0.1264584640556903,0.0,0.13586949258958686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518871145234254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248704651269436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221067734186745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031817936212028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317943087240684,0.0,0.12482187614813756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14264167959467747,0.0,0.08286626308807665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14546422702074746,0.14336085110037447,0.472924633683636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567237677718866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291679494811368,0.07357004516870158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562762483836928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16064637469630585
anxiety,starbs95,2019/03/01,"Confidence and self-esteem! I think it’s fair to say that a majority of people with anxiety, especially social anxiety,  struggle with self-confidence and self-esteem. What have you all done to help improve yours? ",6.631801801801803,9.133588756756758,7.3983783783783785,63.98693693693693,66.83783783783784,11.41981981981982,33.954954954954964,11.20814326018867,4.9198360360360365,172,8,25,6,3,57,29,37,0.14400000000000002,0.579,0.277,0.76,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,5,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36797684728023294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461238045367257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16120784745324526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16673838304846406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912620950857337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7527087803621488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24516823365689075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25143181275479354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410820203183034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jdlash9299,2019/03/01,Money and Music Money is what drives me crazy these days. I'm always thinking about it constantly. I know that there's no point in thinking about it all the time. I can't control certain events in life. I just wish my brain would shut up about it for once. Does anybody have any good soothing rock music they recommend? It usually mellows me out. I listen to Deftones a lot. ,2.2951027397260257,4.87888787671233,2.8399828767123303,90.95394691780822,81.1917808219178,5.293835616438357,24.19349315068493,6.6274283507984215,0.8470013698630137,297,11,57,3,8,92,59,73,0.086,0.775,0.139,0.6106,0,0,0,0,0,1,8.0,0,0,1,1,5,2,0,0,2,0,4,2,1,1,2,12,10,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,7,2,0,1,3,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,8,2,9,9,2,12,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,5,36,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21282425424189785,0.0,0.0,0.17393492464283314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855281006748477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764005644789084,0.2868720157546929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16495291270724918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223829337127494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21453089106777196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056656699922865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18066056768709474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21744970042884426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723907021288076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417888723967829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277789897542422,0.0,0.0,0.14914373375043324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816986563154238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29412719608478816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816943374487769,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Aniteiram,2019/03/01,"Need to fly long distance, but my phobias are stopping me. Within the next couple of months I have get up some sort of courage and fly, likely alone, on long flights. I have flown twice before, but never out of the country nor alone. The last flight I took was 2.5 hours and it did not go well. I had multiple panic attacks and could not get calm. It was terrible. The doctor gave me some medicine, Ativan I think, but it did not have any real effect. It's unfortunately not just a single phobia that makes me afraid to fly and it's difficult to figure how to get over all my fears so flying can be a better experience. Not flying is not an option for me so I really have to work on this. I listed my fears related to flying below: 

* Altophobia-I have a terrible phobia of heights. While it is true that you don't feel high up in airplane, I cannot get past the awareness of being 30K+ feet in the air. I cannot go up more than a couple floors of stairs before anxiety sets in for me and being up in a tall building is a nope. 
* Emetophobia-I have a serious phobia of nausea and vomiting. If someone gets sick, I will panic and probably start to gag triggering even further panic. If I feel sick then it's all over-panic attacks full stop. I can take anti-nausea meds, but I also have a sensitive gag reflex that gets worse with anxiety. This is also a serious concern during the flight. 
* Claustrophobia-I do terrible in any place that I feel confined or ""trapped"". In an airplane you cannot just stop or leave or get out like in a car or bus or train with frequent stops or the ability to stop. Knowing that I am stuck on the plane for hours is a huge trigger for me.

Any tips or advice would be helpful. ",2.8245341802782846,4.607997938596494,4.363111514418228,84.78605263157895,75.46198830409357,7.173381730187538,24.36620286348053,7.990435384864732,1.3723624521072804,1333,43,266,21,29,445,170,342,0.253,0.6579999999999999,0.08900000000000001,-0.9965,0,3,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,2,0,3,9,21,2,6,22,0,33,5,1,5,4,61,54,28,0,5,21,0,3,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,14,11,0,6,7,0,0,4,13,14,1,1,8,3,26,7,41,39,7,52,0,0,0,0,4,29,0,13,20,184,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299037954139253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971165154403652,0.0,0.15220068292060313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19413854632368416,0.0,0.14559604657380948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21651910397946592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619502683086957,0.0,0.0,0.08416230861571693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597843912112269,0.21058801654588774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740147470598286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285304554619899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09308586981345568,0.0,0.2141655120297128,0.14434901807815806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34802443184753645,0.0,0.10816455501897017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06378451644266561,0.10054298521528597,0.0,0.0,0.18742913830212726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05229808223770746,0.07756904250636702,0.0,0.1007619232072884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298186734397997,0.0,0.0,0.16842925567133848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06352081005755131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057025909187885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595672621784988,0.0,0.0,0.07056079082380871,0.07339414941602893,0.0,0.10120496817172604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349533361543743,0.0,0.0,0.09084209038054747,0.0,0.0,0.0994231532006814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259982036550178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831422808514173,0.060962672783903625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062973802062436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735555546680166,0.0,0.0,0.3977949340527992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154934578449904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06097542583527025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572754489858983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556130695118165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927845437465065,0.0,0.09697734702895457,0.06759975437170666,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ominousferret,2019/03/01,"Existential Anxiety Newcomer here.



Small bit of background. I've struggled with depression since high school. I tried meds, they made it worse and I actually made plans and wrote a note while on meds. Ever since I've been off the meds, its been manageable.  It's still there and always will be, but the good days far outweigh the bad.



Where this gets interesting/new territory for me. I love hockey and I've been playing  since I was a young kid. I play in a beer league and got knocked in the head and had a mild concussion/head injury. I had some memory loss, but things came back quickly and i was lucky enough to have some headaches for the next week.  This was about a month ago. 



Two days ago, I had a panic attack. I've never had a full blown attack before, but the only times I've felt similarly were when I was suicidal in high school, when I got super high and had a horrible trip, and when I had my concussive memory loss a month ago. The only way I can explain it is that its an existential anxiety. I start thinking about existence and an immense fear of death washes over me. What happens when the lights go out? I feel like I disassociate with my humanity and stop seeing people as people.  Am I ever going to think normally again? I panic, I tremble, I sweat. I can't get it out of my head, I can't think of anything else. When I talked to my therapist, something odd struck me.  When I think about things that may increasingly stress people out (family, finances, career) start helping to bring me back down.  I start ""buying into my humanity"" again. When I come back down, I get a very minor headache. Not anything showstopping, but it wasn't there before.



I'm talking to a therapist, but I was kind of of looking to see if other people experience this. Am I mislabeling something or would find more shared experience within a different group?",3.462022471910114,5.6701773230337125,4.592570224719103,81.95099016853932,74.92696629213485,7.9331460674157315,24.889044943820227,8.751876143730069,1.89254382022472,1461,49,279,31,32,478,187,356,0.199,0.713,0.08800000000000001,-0.9915,1,0,3,0,0,0,50.0,0,0,1,4,23,21,2,6,22,0,27,6,3,2,3,48,56,27,2,3,8,0,2,1,0,3,1,0,0,3,16,19,1,1,8,4,2,7,5,12,0,1,23,6,38,9,33,29,7,61,0,3,3,1,12,20,0,6,34,183,54,5,0.0,0.0,0.07683843423279298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20939355812348648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655176062588493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047106752510335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295918672960821,0.0,0.0,0.17915519143414213,0.0,0.1816375414394868,0.06574422823747776,0.0,0.0,0.13400310082756806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596318600500275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005705907461109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782714296579069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156098067394333,0.0,0.06781825175478624,0.0,0.0,0.08226606205770819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06577678332380707,0.0,0.0,0.0813589948224954,0.0,0.0,0.14244884650310266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15404476112948326,0.07422863212916811,0.08860387513406916,0.039813078063811284,0.05625154421286649,0.07560230789251138,0.0,0.0719665144853344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341448180806865,0.0,0.0894989920272817,0.0660429916759521,0.12595040873557353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06962911654717929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424284579512901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052777454939512775,0.2495779462302731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199511575232386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03846816271116325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06612138383776976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106551044158439,0.1490105161052589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623856402934725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569830168482654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06072878857849745,0.0760471398815901,0.08374039571404919,0.0,0.07714803272675988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197699389696645,0.0,0.1847677732428714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21835233549855027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15937723949467944,0.12549044033758774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19540248731472912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123509189503792,0.0,0.0,0.1671967583278782,0.0,0.06288149959008868,0.06582978245514995,0.09019587880699982,0.08231566501050623,0.0,0.08612827850582502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265757217865776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18284535316745493,0.10462210529739206,0.20181247543555672,0.0,0.0,0.045913659881684006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053458980110006486,0.0,0.07691709078688783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496836804676027,0.0,0.062499783054680624,0.06316011073170973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024231974188889,0.055934311165968316,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,predoucheous,2019/03/01,"Would my Dog Be Better Off if I Gave her Away? I feel terrible making this post but I don't know what else to do. My ex boyfriend bought me an emotional support animal a couple years ago. She's a golden retriever and she's great. But I'm single. And 22. And working. And taking classes. And trying so hard to get out in the world and find things I enjoy doing. And I don't have a car. And it's been raining a lot and walking her has been hard on me. And I've honestly gotten to the point where the only reason I'd want her is to cuddle at home to destress but she doesn't like to do that. 
I love her endlessly. And thinking about getting rid of her breaks my heart. But I wouldn't have ever gotten myself this dog. I'm not stable enough in my life and I don't even know if I want pets when I get older. 
Please any advice would be helpful. ",-0.03128571428571547,2.1108053000000027,2.175079365079366,94.735,87.66666666666666,4.761904761904762,16.9047619047619,6.18269132825596,-0.3683571428571431,654,15,146,6,21,220,108,180,0.062,0.741,0.197,0.98,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,6,8,0,0,8,0,18,4,1,2,1,34,37,20,0,7,7,1,3,1,0,3,1,0,2,0,6,13,0,0,6,0,1,2,6,1,0,0,6,3,25,7,15,26,3,19,0,0,0,2,12,10,0,3,6,99,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16216554917881632,0.14710568703941868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285247691435855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591657401510375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14677031176918215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836217978787817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13863089660645536,0.1866727142946977,0.0,0.17147190588081326,0.0,0.10960917353846816,0.15011232165356575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390989084215844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516763502956581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601078891779924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829617355545202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973192796279798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19665291910451296,0.11123356189148437,0.0,0.16646254048514272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18240483088471812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721620937318088,0.08107535239597839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108573852014755,0.14977739762391964,0.0,0.11077368538624884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262133323252331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182164535295728,0.15687748275016167,0.0,0.1589353344899812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17062542768562175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18831940543011894,0.0,0.0,0.12477461657593918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025057420969198,0.10633480007023006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266994173055768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19576458312983608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12081441817240865,0.0,0.0,0.2357738799670403,0.0,0.0,0.10686710366164368
anxiety,gotlembas,2019/03/01,"I recently got diagnosed with anxiety. I feel a lot of different things because of it--relief because now I have a name and label for the things I've been feeling and thought were stupid. Uncertainty because I don't know if it's possible to change now that I'm seeing a counselor, though I do have hope. But most of all, I feel a sense of pride; pride for putting aside my fears for that 15-minute phone call that hopefully means change in my life.

I've dealt with this for several years, but every time I thought I needed to see a therapist, I'd either A.) Tell myself that my problems and issues weren't nearly as bad as other peoples', and they needed therapy more than I did. Or B.) I'd get to the make-a-phone-call part and chicken out, and I did so for three years straight. But now it's time to begin the healing process. That's something I'm certain of.",4.885987460815048,5.307463816091957,5.362998955067923,84.7864420062696,68.88505747126436,8.626123301985372,31.33542319749216,8.575989854853784,2.2446275862068967,680,27,141,10,11,218,100,174,0.067,0.8240000000000001,0.108,0.6731,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,2,5,9,1,1,9,0,9,3,0,0,2,32,27,15,0,6,6,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,11,9,0,0,7,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,8,5,15,5,22,19,6,14,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,6,9,89,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843399548006084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835056323473275,0.2592180145110659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14473677018901573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998933328242485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14386747278062476,0.0,0.14809261650261585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942567946965665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595017358637005,0.21501051906520424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740555423387534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336585897438928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28156812943799586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794421462201324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778989560009046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011818538210916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050592831373175,0.0,0.0,0.0946154156346349,0.0,0.0,0.15440108785254686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210203193103314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349525545643775,0.0,0.09826764486658524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597953918637702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13563014454834565,0.0,0.14249216358977687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13995538828315993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22590369820573505,0.0,0.0,0.16013070415656264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912168105285514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238907589219726,0.0,0.16209695114604836,0.16457604806048995,0.18833721865323247,0.0,0.13926304730642686,0.22505826986176256,0.16530447319381975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18255735367763104
anxiety,Ideal_Diagnosis,2019/03/01,"You ever think about something that youve never done or think about a possibility and get a rolling feeling in your chest? Also not sure what flair to put, but its like your heart kinda drops i guess? Its like i get myself excited by the idea of something and it flushes my heart lol",1.5782142857142851,4.230184678571433,2.4907142857142865,91.45428571428572,86.14285714285714,4.628571428571429,20.5,6.18269132825596,0.14724285714285745,226,7,45,2,7,71,44,56,0.024,0.733,0.243,0.925,0,0,2,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,1,1,3,3,0,3,14,7,5,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,7,4,6,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,4,30,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17581265479631994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22498120293868987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988654290056471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116193698378178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297233893453501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421877554734737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5210427324305238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481820394408581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21481360834881572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695606091607501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24784599411071986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210083252463468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385000181060875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20720447836581632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817399051757816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JavaShipped,2019/03/01,"Struggling with my SSRI's (for anxiety) - Does it get better? Hi all,  


TL:DR - Started zoloft for health anxiety, side effects are hella bad, signed off work, had my dose reduced and still feeling rough. I don't know how to cope. Does it get better?  


I'm a 25 year old dude, who's a little messed up. I was recently prescribed sertraline (zoloft) to combat some generalised health anxiety, and help with tackling a vomit phobia I've been working on this year. I have a long history of being very ill as a child and it has left me basically a hypochondriac as an adult and I'm determined to address this, my therapist recommended using antidepressants/anti-anxiety medication to start. My GP agreed and so, here I am. I am actually pretty well adjusted besides health anxiety and my phobia. I don't suffer from social anxiety or anything and I am in great spirits (no clinical signs of depression) other than my anxiety. I'm actually kind of an extrovert, which is why its so hard to feel anxious all the time. 

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I'm 2 weeks into my sertraline prescription and I'm not doing good. I had such intense side effects the first 6 days (rising anxiety, the most painful panic attacks and restlessness like you wouldn't believe) I made another gp appointment and they lowered my dose from the standard 50mg to 25mg, just to get me through it (with the plan of upping it back to 50mg when I've adjusted). It doesn't help that I am a hypochondriac and any side effects that make me feel 'weird' immediately make me anxious and panic. So I'm here 4-5 days into my 25mg dosage and I'm feeling measurably better than 50mg, but still rough. Everything feels worse that before I started the meds. Plus I go days where I can struggle to put food in my mouth and days where I can't fit enough in. The Dr. signed me off work for another week while I even out (I LOVE my job so I feel lost and guilty with out working! Even though I know I wouldn't be able to work anyway).   


One really crazy thing thats happened is I felt so bloated for about 4 days, I thought it was just standard upset tummy, common with ssri's, but I've looked in the mirror and despite loosing nearly 3 kilos in 2 weeks, I now have stretch marks! And now I feel weird/ anxious about that with my girlfriend...  


I'm doing my best to counter act everything. Going on long as long walks as I can manage, socialising (with my friends dog mostly, that boi is a good boi) and eating well, when I want to eat.   


Does it really get better? I don't want to make another appointment with my GP - I know how ridiculous I must look a grown man, otherwise fit (if a little on the dad bod side, I blame Christmas) reduced to a blubbering mess twitching at the smallest side effects. I SO SO SO want to tackle these problems with my anxiety, but I have been feeling like its that scene from Harry Potter and the half blood prince where Dumbledore has to drink that liquid even when it seems like its killing him. It takes every bit of my mental strength to take the pill in the morning, then I roll up into my bed and wait for the woosiness to come. And 4-5 hours later, I'm functional but exhausted.   


Guess this became half a vent and half a cry for support.",4.455277777777777,5.682757737261149,5.391838641188961,81.26214932767162,70.35350318471339,8.639547062986555,29.56065109695683,9.029198982220553,2.4255185704175517,2521,98,487,48,45,827,295,628,0.155,0.736,0.109,-0.9771,2,0,1,0,0,0,85.0,0,1,1,18,35,38,3,6,29,0,33,23,2,11,3,93,84,49,1,8,9,1,12,3,2,3,16,0,2,3,29,38,4,1,20,1,0,8,9,20,2,5,10,14,58,18,72,69,8,76,1,3,2,1,15,35,0,7,36,298,87,7,0.060148747547551874,0.0,0.11739300209053145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06517114283789117,0.07308731187877175,0.04090321092077558,0.1892136188085562,0.41412264515563824,0.2038528922052699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0494972942262018,0.0,0.0,0.06842788369047086,0.0,0.046250674103456416,0.05022169178734232,0.0,0.0,0.05118215399837862,0.06776704108732373,0.06312239966832939,0.21278671707874655,0.06566685393289293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05181282007812992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660705748133895,0.1939548309321933,0.0,0.051806028125883266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15790972294235867,0.0,0.0,0.058922873729252076,0.0,0.12309436978486515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062149734990335014,0.0,0.11918304143642836,0.0,0.05067791400302222,0.0,0.10811563176421728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24330411222152806,0.0429702772662591,0.057752230228858926,0.0,0.0,0.0511624939369457,0.07273210428826893,0.0,0.046470773149819115,0.0,0.12570095218236754,0.0,0.06836783871940982,0.1008998314097763,0.0,0.06631420651490838,0.06626062665338753,0.0,0.053189338812010836,0.0,0.053881463384562164,0.0,0.0,0.191805917882426,0.0,0.0,0.0806328751998822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059234400291807335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05968835083694365,0.0,0.06654567738300783,0.06263566463212693,0.09916853587947366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06535179020327521,0.0,0.0,0.08815691946342145,0.12056969337120275,0.0,0.15968924642664262,0.10101959818154917,0.0,0.06565946322939463,0.0,0.054286593025558834,0.056914199265366734,0.12044926815201022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681169896082924,0.06059353518497659,0.060615790391527424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06311599244275154,0.0,0.04075834800004288,0.0,0.06400250819261541,0.14114319095082647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0611929001209364,0.0,0.05755422813721501,0.0,0.06046610448083765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706565575133377,0.0,0.05938963180423557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05475716073832045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061314073414338824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772077929418554,0.0,0.09606973497755918,0.0,0.0,0.12576106125985795,0.0,0.0,0.06825608592205516,0.0,0.0,0.09044874510353232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983733186701993,0.0399601551896632,0.0,0.05909583907359791,0.047751386872457564,0.03507321839839215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05194920574347637,0.0,0.049629016013165834,0.10643186911157533,0.0,0.14474309149837072,0.0,0.10816189523886788,0.0,0.05427488912245938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21894502291371806,0.0,0.06129671240221896,0.0,0.0,0.07308731187877175,0.07746764273294278
anxiety,210introvert,2019/03/01,"Health Anxiety Hello everyone. First time posting here. I have been living with health anxiety for a little over two years now. I get physical symptoms out of no where though.  They come and go. Learning to deal with them with deep breathing , meditation and eating right I guess. No meds for me. I want to say  moving to a new city, new job, excitement and of course being anxious triggered these symptoms one morning. Never have I experienced an anxiety attack like that morning. HORRIBLE feeling. So since then. These symptoms  occur every now and then. They go away for sometime. I feel great. Then they're back and I'm in survival mode cause I'm in fear of dying. Sometimes. Don't understand them. I just want them to go away for good. I'd like to hear from everyone here what you think or know that triggered your anxiety. Either mentally or physically. ",1.8035714285714268,4.426805496815291,2.756021383075524,85.29024681528664,99.12738853503186,5.809736123748863,24.078480436760692,7.1686216300943375,1.767673521383076,681,29,116,14,28,215,102,157,0.141,0.7440000000000001,0.115,-0.5319,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,5,2,9,7,1,1,3,0,5,7,1,3,1,27,21,12,1,2,4,0,2,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,5,10,1,0,6,0,0,5,4,2,0,3,1,5,15,5,22,19,1,28,0,0,0,0,11,10,0,3,14,76,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536527847904957,0.13056484086174985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148122130476733,0.21716968737751974,0.08886867150237568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872553202195454,0.0,0.09955609461681153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915091398657007,0.0,0.0,0.11994675466450133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182602559233361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737542164004168,0.2208703270730719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300520026431385,0.1168745842267424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830652104127767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06038223681909444,0.0,0.19704877123170114,0.09693733276344166,0.0,0.12741988195743242,0.12731693056904858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24569785470047326,0.13025941741934852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468858661782153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06351601866191961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292647394978846,0.11583472761261693,0.10205326977703047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12837579219243914,0.0,0.1164706216413598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283604148114588,0.0,0.0,0.08913719135618844,0.22324267018612226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831540425320266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068719641404888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869889754514577,0.0,0.09190846251859801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095603361057962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22860973758224104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36037448021037294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405465209351612,0.11355010087077524,0.0,0.0673916734144391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289824151802265,0.120315796888074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13633615793077458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442536381953836
anxiety,TheLastWinchester,2019/03/01,"Started taking my medication at a different time I started taking my Lexapro at a different time because I like taking it when I wake up in the morning, well, I started third shift and I started taking my medication when I wake up, and when I started doing this, I noticed that I sleep a lot longer since I have done this and I have started having vivid dreams, does anyone else have experience with this? ",7.952532467532468,7.327023961038964,8.161655844155845,70.83391233766237,62.63636363636364,10.297402597402598,38.730519480519476,9.516144504307137,3.748535064935064,323,15,56,5,4,106,41,77,0.0,0.892,0.108,0.743,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,6,5,3,0,0,5,16,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,14,2,6,15,1,16,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,1,12,44,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199619893826772,0.14946179062596116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892143685910772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048077103547581,0.0,0.0,0.12765244989107147,0.14927639157431202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185626866013388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268955434832287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126506547328593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401406957663685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938988076147744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660747813021646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066576679426408,0.0,0.14597606587633952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6194882775464424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4387065097791437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17011677953815368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115529545773644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Technoplexxx,2019/03/01,"I drove for the first time today! It felt great! I’m 16 turning 17. My dad had tried pushing me to learn to drive, and whenever I would get in the driver’s seat I would begin crying and wouldn’t start the car because of how scared I was. I got an instructor which I reluctantly agreed to, and after school today, drove for a few hours with the teacher. All day I was sweating and worried, but when I actually did it, it wasn’t nearly as bad as I thought it would be. I am so proud of myself for this. I never thought I would be able to drive because of how bad my anxiety is, and I’m doing what I thought was impossible!",1.94232167832168,3.496335246153848,3.7237062937062966,89.41493006993008,77.30769230769229,6.573426573426572,24.125874125874127,7.348242739294969,0.8989230769230772,482,16,107,6,11,162,79,130,0.14800000000000002,0.778,0.07400000000000001,-0.8243,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,5,5,0,1,6,0,16,1,1,2,2,21,29,12,0,5,1,1,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,5,0,0,6,3,3,0,1,13,1,17,2,16,9,2,19,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,11,76,24,2,0.16516722938940984,0.0,0.16117939022478822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263524784003114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758154750007533,0.2013688200179727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814284458286684,0.10651919901220162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585864418942201,0.0,0.0,0.14049116094291375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629306032997093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209932165626248,0.18209745349336648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16265645054381964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738714954182262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16536121027493153,0.16715805399961706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690621507288852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39337299232991213,0.09631033969663903,0.0,0.31311844192787786,0.0,0.0,0.11213770689372787,0.17965451661180934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16773533885305145,0.0,0.4693202435156719,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dpdr00,2019/03/01,"Derealization, but different from what other people experience.... I’ve lived with derealization since I was in 2nd grade (am 24 years old now). When reading online about others’ experiences with it, I can relate in some ways, but I feel like mine is much more constant and the cause of my anxiety, not the other way around. It scares me to feel like no one else experiences this the way I do so this is my attempt to find someone who can relate. 

You know when you bring a book really close  to your face, and your eyes have to adjust to focus on the words, and when you move it far away your eyes have to refocus? You’re able to do this yourself really quickly and easily. I feel like my eyes have another “lens” that I can easily switch to that makes everything not look real, then I start freaking out and lose control for a few seconds. Every single day of my life is me trying not to activate this “lens” and it’s really hard. Being outdoors, not having a quick escape, heights, and long narrow pathways trigger this more than the norm. 

Please tell me someone can relate!!",6.503081300813007,6.675034458536582,6.901768292682928,76.00761178861791,65.39024390243902,9.955284552845526,29.278455284552845,9.725611199111238,2.5529918699187,844,25,158,16,12,275,125,205,0.087,0.82,0.093,0.5038,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,6,0,3,9,6,0,1,8,0,16,5,4,4,0,31,24,14,0,0,6,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,16,12,0,1,6,2,0,2,5,3,0,2,1,8,21,3,23,22,6,28,0,1,4,0,8,10,0,1,16,114,37,3,0.1303028293249867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663387786023198,0.09968130777908712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599714390330755,0.0,0.0,0.12242379745767215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385689928303227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408110675721253,0.14614570296244206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403454523050287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13613872310111508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885129380716199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978575362124772,0.0,0.11710778102236065,0.3823835106973947,0.0,0.0,0.19765507700600204,0.27926510191652065,0.0,0.0,0.1190944253682473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167257409911752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161102728363082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203674186471217,0.19097814167414606,0.0,0.1150597855524623,0.11531390356170135,0.10942155902683376,0.14577553584174566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869781503924806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13849128618625692,0.09578757238956537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136730900081389,0.0,0.08829656941433955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033557519766323,0.0,0.0,0.14303337739357225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13033809112115285,0.14831314669160053,0.25042598718066594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045586366667716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778784692991357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208103288767953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222901326120753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138904161597247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846706780931021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31028496246212456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391074993921911
anxiety,Kay1999,2019/03/01,"(19 yrs old) Constantly worried about my future I worry about my future salary as a dog trainer, where I will train, how I will learn, if I’ll be able to finish my associates of science, if I’ll be able afford someone to sit my service dog while I’m at work, if I’ll be able to make friends, if I’ll be able to pay for all of my medications. ",7.7065765765765795,3.976477405405408,8.540810810810807,77.76319819819822,65.48648648648647,11.488288288288288,36.828828828828826,8.841846274778883,2.9156180180180185,264,9,61,3,3,91,43,74,0.092,0.8640000000000001,0.044,-0.34,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,2,1,8,8,7,0,4,4,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,1,11,2,1,9,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,6,34,8,4,0.7890378785535067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131674089686455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15240217691933858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316722277285013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19871816291192726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20699063077105914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671373084934225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436072432456828,0.40065313324058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,User_browser,2019/03/01,"Finally Recovered I have finally recovered from generalised/health  anxiety after a long, difficult grind that took about 12 months from start to finish. During my worst panic filled days I would spend hours searching online in pure desperation looking for recovery story's to hang onto as beacons of hope. I mostly found horror stories and accounts of people who have suffered for years telling other people that anxiety cannot be completely resolved and can only be managed. This would send me into deeper panic and anxiety; and ultimately keep me stuck on a nightmare rollercoaster I couldn't get off for a long time. I thought I would never be happy again, I would have constant, unrelenting and intrusive thoughts about my health, my relationships, about going insane..about everything. Every second of the day I was internally focused and stuck 'in my own mind' constantly criticising myself and watching other 'normal' people live their life while I  was in a constant state of fear that never stopped. I had pretty bad tinnitus and burning skin sensations essentially 24/7, as well as a range of over physical sensations that would  come and go.

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But finally here I am, happily living my life  free of anxiety. I  now have a new job I love, I hang out with friends, I can actually enjoy movies again without intrusive thoughts saying ""What if you never enjoy another movie ever again??""..essentially I have a normal life now like everyone else. I swore that if I ever recovered I would come and reassure that, regardless of what ANYONE tells you (doctors, psychs, or otherwise), you can completely recover from anxiety and it's horrific states and sensations. I won't sugar coat it, it takes an immense amount of patience, and quite a lot of work, but I firmly believe anyone can get to a calm, confident, and happy life no matter how bad you are.

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 I was so bad it's impossible to convey with words what the experience was like. Anxiety isn't even the right word to describe it. Those of you who have \*\*really\*\* felt the full wrath your own body can put you through will know exactly what I'm talking about. For those of you in this category, I have so, so much empathy for you. Just know that you CAN recover.  ",9.31812030075188,9.167614345864664,9.002456140350876,64.36052631578949,59.67669172932331,12.813032581453635,39.802005012531325,12.11862946488302,5.218692230576441,1800,83,281,52,21,581,218,399,0.142,0.775,0.083,-0.9631,1,0,0,0,0,0,65.0,0,10,1,3,18,23,0,3,14,0,34,10,2,1,7,62,57,27,0,13,7,0,2,2,1,8,6,2,0,0,24,20,1,2,8,0,3,10,9,9,1,1,13,7,42,15,46,32,8,53,0,1,2,1,22,12,0,6,31,206,66,5,0.0,0.0,0.07084555025514687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157320637274326,0.1764299654839051,0.0,0.07612573550123604,0.3332253898921231,0.0,0.0,0.10152495605528336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818498543895215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179351800360557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064043839190556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507415887959825,0.15223604857895787,0.23535918588084384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363990341733328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430752219066403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606466341371633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047950547882085776,0.1313387891683023,0.061167269588324184,0.0693708669631294,0.06524674628911803,0.07101515000342952,0.0,0.08169336545294263,0.0,0.0,0.0697058335022415,0.2385839429832547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960038077242641,0.0560893313221876,0.0,0.0758593184122515,0.0,0.08251866921499215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545646592711729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154337374489548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210657606176721,0.07149478432233054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204269391806616,0.06452877931506612,0.0,0.0,0.07979634637233914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20511354218477768,0.0709358065865893,0.0,0.12821140611636025,0.12849457044808218,0.060964358115711964,0.0,0.0,0.06172054985904527,0.06552287591055883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330367227803827,0.0,0.057947337409424066,0.0,0.05336816545229518,0.0,0.16797704766357566,0.07011597157119143,0.0,0.0,0.14226200427433444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05521434237340271,0.0,0.1703571226497339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099173524630405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385865602845246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07298142763955533,0.0,0.07721731760192302,0.0,0.0,0.04650838372176983,0.0,0.0,0.07794349513455856,0.0,0.06199862318985627,0.0,0.05773314877243869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05138550979461129,0.0,0.0,0.0606954996907176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05458494972132677,0.05835183101040736,0.12690837488444506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17290502252340875,0.042332701479715316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806594757669908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06527466585212408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998225141161464,0.0,0.05285248813037785,0.0,0.0,0.30943085388934977,0.0,0.1764299654839051,0.046750979007692685
anxiety,literal-_-throwaway,2019/03/01,can't cope Everything is going to hell and I can't breathe. I can't face the people who care about me and I can't talk to the people who don't. I'm alone and in pain and it's all my fault and I can't fix it. ,-3.1328296703296696,-1.5787837884615357,0.2417582417582427,106.56038461538463,98.42307692307692,3.740659340659341,11.274725274725276,5.288315135182226,-1.780442857142857,161,2,48,1,7,57,30,52,0.21,0.693,0.098,-0.7691,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,2,0,7,3,2,0,1,6,10,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,4,10,1,2,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39304099993667296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3869190955007234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410644468807548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21567500200267614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4038080284875147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5261862656685965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.305022642506284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MrBlowie,2019/03/01,"New symptom when I’m feeling like I’m being watched I’ve recently obtained a symptom with my anxiety and it’s when I feel like I’m being watched. It’s a physical feeling and it’s like my body senses being watched. I feel tingly everywhere and my senses increase. 

It doesn’t sound like it makes sense but I can’t make any sense of it. Is this just an evolutionary trait or is it just my mind making things up. Does anyone else get this ",1.3343333333333334,3.712475988888894,2.8666666666666667,90.54000000000002,83.55555555555556,5.822222222222222,24.555555555555557,7.1686216300943375,1.1063555555555555,349,14,72,5,10,114,50,90,0.017,0.845,0.139,0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,3,0,7,3,1,3,0,16,18,7,0,0,4,0,4,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,10,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,8,7,4,3,15,1,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,8,39,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246571520787633,0.0,0.14023172262934488,0.0,0.0,0.12817468214630906,0.18782285718407501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036161937049885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16041590137970302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531320643870375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.370748372020624,0.39287031023713465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957719599507277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582242165986136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36708273995610746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18509094235467652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17704203416987174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18099660630706235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3810587583825977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178308329429252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SupremeMystique,2019/03/01,"I badly need meds but I'm scared of side effects. I mainly have anxiety. Lot's of fear about the future and also lots of  social anxiety. 

I have anxiety about anxiety meds as well. I'm scared I will have the folllowing problems

-Hair loss

-Erectile dysfunction

-Weight gain.

-Lethargy/dulling effect

Will anti-anxiety meds do this to me? I feel like those things would just give me more dysfunction. Am I overexagerating the sidde effects?",3.0268565400843883,6.127040873417723,3.706613924050632,80.21367616033756,89.63291139240508,7.190295358649789,26.83649789029536,8.07648339933343,2.6976320675105487,355,16,57,9,12,112,53,79,0.365,0.53,0.105,-0.975,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,5,5,8,0,3,3,0,8,2,1,3,0,12,13,4,0,3,2,0,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,8,2,7,10,4,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,38,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208785939649508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5839497340515074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747068780376464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717929802844694,0.07719309482267182,0.10906543772842464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14645223510209054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458545473568758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595842917302569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.50873633982327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320075237108565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460818380577661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30569288702529696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15562492683980314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142526636379366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859074518577282,0.13726609647718166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084503584162738,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shimmyxyz,2019/03/01,"Fear of authority So I have an internet friends that I've known for months and we've become very close. We use dark humor and cuss quite a bit in our messages. Yesterday he had to clean for a few hours so I said ""ugh just kill your mom"". I come home to 3 paragraphs from his mom calling me a horrible person, saying her son is fat and useless, and basically saying I'm a detriment to society and that I dont appreciate my family (she went through all our messages). I'm literally 16 years old and so is he. So, I had to text her back. I sent her a few paragraphs about how she's mentally abusing her child and how I've been there with him through everything she's put him through. She basically called me a dumbass and said I had mommy issues and that she is deactivating their WiFi because her son is ""fat and disrespectful and is going to die of heart disease"". It's honestly ridiculous. Anyways, I'm trying to cope with the situation and my fear of authority is so bad. I can't stop thinking about what she said. My anxiety is already bad due to my mom, who currently opening says I'm disgusting and is trying to find a way to send me away. My tick is coming back in my eyes, I'm having palpitations, and I can't do anything without staring at my phone in fear that his mom will text me. I'm shaking, this is so frustrating. Thanks in advance loves",3.786428571428569,4.991047890109893,5.3803864468864475,80.80003021978024,71.93040293040292,8.829963369963371,30.499816849816852,9.255337874911486,2.6117122344322348,1066,46,218,23,20,362,146,273,0.194,0.7290000000000001,0.077,-0.9887,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,3,1,1,2,15,17,4,4,9,0,21,5,4,3,1,31,39,22,2,0,2,6,0,0,1,1,2,6,2,2,8,21,2,1,3,0,0,9,4,12,0,0,9,8,40,5,29,29,4,28,0,1,2,1,46,8,0,0,10,137,48,0,0.0,0.12193833412714054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357008862142162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873026659563738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846908927632851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669273433744983,0.1582717173518537,0.17186070390494335,0.06273648560274242,0.11366235952880968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235734339573207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21017697360913135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17730561064396216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681029957235604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061649181635775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249403951187224,0.0,0.09701980926401503,0.3474264910581075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406313047252657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951245269029092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058489392076487026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195565855503405,0.0,0.0,0.10323288788212913,0.0,0.1013512823566702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741730401896983,0.0,0.0,0.11386102847054455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288548192959482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371486934922396,0.0,0.0,0.4821347273979476,0.0821463692948774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799276669931142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986206272764037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345875366434494,0.0,0.10946356763332173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936893354370399,0.24552820396777486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568161432269194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604217475779892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475099487742594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659442566575417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397460765462102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888616401236768,0.0,0.08491627146142927,0.0,0.08168973153722844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540393075945892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099207109861281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627436838605133
anxiety,celethorn,2019/03/01,"Somebody please talk me into making this phone call. I need to call someone about a job offering like NOW and I keep procrastinating. I tried to practise what I was going to say earlier and nearly started crying, so I put it off and now I have two hours left before it's too late. I have a script and everything but whenever somebody asks me about my experience or what makes me a good candidate I just freeze up and say something dumb and vague, even if I've planned what I'll say in advance.

It's a local job and I think I'd be a good fit, but I saw other people commenting on the advertisement post who would be way more qualified than I am, so I don't see the point. Which I get is a little self-defeatist. And I can't start for another 12ish days until I get my car, but my parents are (rightfully) harassing me to set up an interview TODAY. If I haven't organized one by the time they get home then I'm going to be strung up by my toes. Ughhhhh somebody please help me. ",4.297187141216991,4.7518871840795995,5.762388059701491,81.28780711825489,70.19402985074628,9.368694986605435,28.894374282433986,9.466822959209583,2.3571841561423654,768,27,162,16,13,261,126,201,0.067,0.818,0.115,0.8074,3,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,2,9,5,2,0,10,0,13,1,1,2,0,22,29,18,0,4,7,1,1,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,10,9,0,1,1,0,0,5,3,2,0,2,2,6,26,3,20,23,1,33,0,0,2,0,15,14,1,3,12,104,36,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943460587177942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431253714078325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315089551223036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27156219999314657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14606545686568134,0.08575708951052012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782792969095135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950826213155526,0.13007387562768066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20841994027779934,0.0,0.15114413073709285,0.22306420088163792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912952390477358,0.0,0.13338354655849344,0.0,0.13095239091266542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639119232481817,0.1181932082749754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15000021936790486,0.0,0.14447640451127247,0.0,0.0,0.06496427370108797,0.1332746642220137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775220656744858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859837533021773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010647687766464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14765164984549542,0.0,0.0,0.09218727830276104,0.0,0.0,0.2919305653285126,0.12570320603903706,0.0,0.12735212694670034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13367537971066248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355888428730138,0.0,0.3172382687070822,0.0,0.0,0.10596288902816928,0.0,0.1387206563710216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266825498010374,0.10236971481042732,0.0,0.0,0.18823905630746254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687928997021932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520423102170263,0.0,0.0,0.07753808232455052,0.0,0.1260435982471467,0.0,0.0,0.09028047015719977,0.0,0.1298960643296008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554839967557454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446076037349443,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thespiritsafety,2019/03/01,"Nightime/Sundown/ Dark Outside Anxiety? Does anyone else get this? If I am inside with the lights on when the sun sets and it gets dark out, my anxiety and maybe even some depression becomes significantly worse. I'm wondering if it may have to being homeless in the past and having to find a place to sleep at night. It's been years since then though so I'm not sure. Also just the feeling that peope could be looking in due it being dark out and the lights on. I don't feel like I'm being watched but the potential is there I feel like with the light settings. Closing all the blinds, turning the lights on and taking my Buspar help significantly but it doesn't allievate the problem all together and I'm still not sure what's causing it. It's a horrible and uneasy feeling. Any wisdom or similar experiences would be greatly appreciated. ",3.0814431859700413,5.763143304347827,4.154461088783338,82.14533430763609,78.68944099378882,7.018048958713921,26.8618925831202,8.124751697461798,2.028358129338692,676,28,123,13,17,219,101,161,0.14,0.7509999999999999,0.109,-0.3302,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,12,0,15,2,1,1,4,36,29,17,0,5,8,0,4,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,10,12,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,11,5,6,13,20,3,19,0,1,3,0,1,10,0,6,9,81,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273876474870871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083256317828661,0.0,0.24371950901341544,0.0,0.0,0.11138232496515027,0.1632159032068415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759281128815764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636391942389983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718358989794645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13720000461007392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13939957375245265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330700031592197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521242685495433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15582045681110646,0.0,0.0,0.32217607222590416,0.22759985477757125,0.0,0.0,0.1455921652899581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16644946392150642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17562260162950294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067716562082874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556463625867557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337671487045703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16003260195390076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948697223819565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15206449753479767,0.0,0.0,0.16642870910888116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524231957440863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176994622497865,0.0,0.15940940717225488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272126870041243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002661108597613,0.0,0.11976953931911236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565059064870278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17326652842515494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727479456278988,0.0,0.0,0.16233456855120432,0.11315814771486728,0.0,0.0,0.1025803494746307
anxiety,Furnman312,2019/03/01,FUCK ANXIETY THE FUCKING BITCH It’s just such a pain in the ass and is always making me feel so helpless and god damn are the symptoms the worst part just in constant fear of having some terminal disease or feeling like your losing your mind,2.9117021276595736,5.5718427234042585,3.3908936170212804,87.49400000000004,79.21276595744679,5.4621276595744686,26.421276595744683,6.742157984588678,1.2926374468085111,196,8,35,2,5,61,40,47,0.481,0.433,0.086,-0.985,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,2,0,1,4,10,4,1,5,0,3,5,1,1,0,10,8,4,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,0,2,3,1,3,8,3,3,0,2,0,3,2,2,5,2,2,25,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148140995057901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974956455571888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789848298678541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905075862272936,0.2610721301093382,0.18443324635757655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.477339072372377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612645980674264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28882078494911906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17232725316167116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260673223303012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747059388946573,0.0,0.0,0.2795677170441361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268332457417319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PurplePresser,2019/03/01,"4-hour long panic attack Hi, 

TLDR - had a 4-hour long panic attack which just seemed to get worse and worse. Ended up travelling back from university and only started to feel better when home. Anyone else had similar experiences?

Apologies for the long post in advance just feel like I need to get this all out.

I haven’t posted here in what feels like forever as I felt like I’d finally conquered anxiety. I’ve dealt with anxiety for the last 4 years or so but after getting therapy and moving away to university the roughest patch seemed to have gone. Occasionally, for the last 2 years or so, I’ve had a few bouts of anxiety but nothing like before. 

Over the last month or so I’ve been going through what I presumed what was another one of those bouts and waiting for it to pass. However, tonight I’ve had the worst panic attack I’ve ever had. My anxiety had been a bit up and down all week but this was much more than anything previously. 

Today I went to the gym and as it’s Friday had a couple of beers with 2 of my friends. Then I grabbed some dinner on the way home, ate it and went back to get showered and changed before meeting friends. 

At home I started to feel panicky. I just presumed it was a bit of an attack coming on so I had a lie down and did some breathing exercises. These didn’t work so just tried to push through it and went to get a shower and get dressed. 

I tried to do more breathing exercises but just kept seeming to go up and up and it wouldn’t stop. I thought I’d walk to my friends and presumed I’d calm down on the way (20min walk-ish) but it just kept getting worse and worse. 

I felt like I was tripping out, I felt dizzy, felt like I was going crazy and ended up throwing up on the side of a main road. I kept walking around the block near my friends to try and calm down but it was getting worse and worse.

Told my friend I didn’t feel well and went back to my house. It kept going on and I genuinely felt like I’d been spiked with something I’d never felt this bad. I rang my mum in tears and she tried to calm me down but didn’t really work. I said I’m going to get the train home (1hr) so walked to station and travelled back from uni. I still felt dodgy on the train but started to come around when I was around 20 mins off. 

I have never had such an intense panic attack which lasted so long. Everything NHS website says is they last 5-20 minutes and very occasionally up to an hour. Not 4 though. Only thing I’ve had remotely close is when I first tried medication and the same thing happened but that was somewhat drug-induced.

Has anyone else had panic attacks that have lasted that long? I always try and keep in my head that it’s not going to last forever but I honestly felt like I was going batshit crazy. 

If anyone has had episodes like this, how do you deal with them? I know medication is an option but from my experiences they’ve always tried to go the anti-depressant route which I don’t want. 

Glad I’m feeling vaguely OK now, bit spaced out but 100x better. Any help from you guys would be massively appreciated. 

Thanks in advance.",3.3480320230986287,4.877299881028943,4.233924142004072,87.31663068442812,73.5016077170418,7.071120152240963,25.716385589605625,7.6729893032291185,1.24066391495505,2434,81,506,31,49,784,249,622,0.146,0.721,0.133,-0.8814,3,0,3,0,0,0,55.0,0,2,2,8,32,37,6,5,27,1,43,10,3,1,5,107,104,56,0,5,24,1,15,9,5,2,4,3,6,1,28,38,3,8,22,6,0,27,10,13,1,2,49,18,44,24,81,52,15,111,0,0,0,0,20,38,0,11,51,311,72,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344253008967126,0.0,0.0,0.030011196285472923,0.04627613110819776,0.13504309004653514,0.0,0.0,0.0925741238406562,0.0904366663260216,0.036316782452593364,0.11786020693060408,0.0,0.3012383530689272,0.04146336026347679,0.13573878701530073,0.036848281982989985,0.0,0.0,0.07510597018575177,0.0,0.0,0.07806213484756137,0.14454177057003728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046685684422174016,0.07603142533139623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04883109320332878,0.0,0.0,0.04549803733667016,0.03801072932557768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05117897759559052,0.0,0.07373305687290739,0.0,0.07817550511115053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03991981809519343,0.0,0.0,0.03966289410247493,0.08633890682537121,0.0,0.0,0.1338864475044351,0.06305565731632515,0.3389882560915086,0.04834432470223165,0.0,0.037538560260463816,0.0,0.0,0.17048093085383406,0.0,0.2075138037983348,0.0,0.20064934573433327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04369750621299958,0.03902568163838207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04529204777755296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02958067337760756,0.0,0.17707152251409658,0.0,0.13038305604806028,0.05092227196173665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03922644861391816,0.0,0.0,0.024253730767708443,0.2518136449086321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19404549577272184,0.0,0.0,0.19527665478681835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891646582901376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035225650900751436,0.04690521133751329,0.03244201458564959,0.032723234775965435,0.06807446329563012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04234573550765683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02990490855278082,0.0671285769497233,0.0,0.2588963013311842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453229650769394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028272016665166357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04197953032771869,0.0350954476077158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052803645189475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033974882450863234,0.0,0.0,0.0937103296011532,0.0,0.03524378170566155,0.03689623335487667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04063071194382329,0.05046865854424277,0.0,0.0586385290542468,0.0,0.0433593545877752,0.03503578843989947,0.0,0.0,0.041831868361270896,0.042169908947848486,0.0,0.20973857911158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03641342837145063,0.026030130178320357,0.07005967494380687,0.03539993749583938,0.0,0.03967986614681243,0.16364280434250333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06425707821440016,0.0,0.2698449768826552,0.031350026087810644,0.0,0.0,0.056838976195151776
anxiety,ELxTORO-GTR,2019/03/01,"Stuck in fight or flight How many others often feel like their stuck in fight or flight mode? I feel like my ‘Fight’ mode is always stuck on,  I’m always feeling like I’m waiting for something bad to happen, or something uncomfortable/displeasing is JUST around the corner. ",7.533133333333333,8.177706579999999,6.25,79.93833333333335,63.2,8.266666666666667,28.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,1.7568666666666664,219,6,38,2,3,65,32,50,0.246,0.603,0.151,-0.6908,0,0,2,0,3,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,4,7,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,11,12,4,0,0,4,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,3,3,6,9,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,4,3,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3980153628398736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21291102475450746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996960385975093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627929410775693,0.5125869226295923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21149626542561772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505375260226085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24247972214370364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682478027271598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,012596,2019/03/01,"How do you deal with reassurance seeking in a relationship? I need so much reassurance when I’m anxious. For example, yesterday I felt like things were off for no really good reason so I messaged my bf and asked if things are ok with him. He said “yes do not worry.” Things were okay for a little bit. Woke up today and now I need that reassurance again. BUT I don’t want to annoy him and constantly ask for it. 

To add, during these periods of high anxiety, I tend to make problems in my relationship. I have trust issues (for nO reason) and I’m clingy and needy. ",2.28572481572482,4.574640684684688,4.291400491400491,82.26840294840295,79.0900900900901,8.0003276003276,22.703521703521705,8.841846274778883,1.773190990990991,440,14,88,11,11,150,75,111,0.152,0.669,0.17800000000000002,-0.2145,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,6,10,1,0,2,3,7,0,0,4,0,20,19,11,0,5,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,5,2,12,8,15,14,2,13,0,0,0,0,15,6,0,1,8,59,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13050783968051566,0.19272841670613897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189742467277821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862500254715431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843570137810794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17588017455661328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16380188340004326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14309042572185654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18024730896556335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17806113071891636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334609985698599,0.17098510981225987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387621972502968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254099632050159,0.25299413255416064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632402926978332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929014782203036,0.3508085629913877,0.0,0.3663191632709549,0.0,0.0,0.1622788048462261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400153719650129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16170799313753556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10062376549602199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17325166066340533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kaythebae,2019/03/01,"*Positive Post* I directed a scene for a short film today... in public! This may seem so inconsequential, but if I had told my eighteen year old self (when my anxiety was at it's worst and I couldn't leave the house for the best part of that entire year) that at the age of twenty-four I would be directing a short film for my Media degree, she would have laughed at me. 

Holy crap. As part of my course I have to write a script, draw up a storyboard, complete a ton of pre-production documents (I even reached out to local actors!), and then, with zero experience - direct my short film. 

I was so anxious this morning. The scene is set in a local pub. I had already negotiated filming permission, but when we got there, music was blaring. 

I actually went up to the bar, and very, VERY, politely asked if it would be at all possible to lower the music as we filmed. I knew I was asking a lot, and I normally would never do anything like that, but I actually really want my film to turn out well and so I thought ""the worst that could happen is they say no"". Well, the bartender was lovely and not only turned the music down, but switched it off for us entirely. I was overwhelmed and so proud of myself for being brave enough to ask in the first place. 

People did watch what we were doing, and it was extremely nerve-racking, but honestly, I held my nerve, and it was like I've finally reached a new milestone. I absolutely handled it today, and I came away with fantastic footage for my film. Not only that, but I had FUN (an absolute rarity). Within an hour and a half, I had my footage, and had absolutely made the most of my filming time. 

It maybe sounds like nothing, but genuinely, this was huge for me. It wasn't just that I remained calm and composed, but I enjoyed myself. I actually cannot believe it. I want to chase that feeling for the rest of my life.",3.9627935058346004,5.2722049972602765,5.167701674277018,82.0906900050736,71.63013698630138,8.47590055809234,28.039066463723998,8.94667605116694,2.1638716387620502,1444,53,289,28,27,479,188,365,0.079,0.7509999999999999,0.17,0.9882,1,0,0,0,0,0,63.0,4,0,1,3,11,18,1,1,24,0,34,4,1,1,2,55,53,32,0,11,13,0,1,3,0,5,1,2,0,1,20,21,1,1,4,11,0,2,7,4,2,3,25,4,45,14,41,18,11,41,0,1,1,1,15,22,1,6,18,217,65,0,0.0,0.0,0.3087720410014087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11638934202238516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068465946926108,0.11915166713395735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679325167091471,0.0,0.2958020974797137,0.0,0.09909302585292112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882915912950592,0.11068480421269644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063017774328284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058383404561924,0.0,0.0,0.08420962837594677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897924168633344,0.0,0.0696622840501394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317040721969276,0.0,0.0,0.05332906418103008,0.0,0.0,0.11553779980972902,0.0,0.08971317082682735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843544101302698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326723292435328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386721723833198,0.12169881987202764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167805243017297,0.0,0.0,0.07449694773740248,0.15458270633045945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966726483677827,0.09519126256258408,0.09979875663330014,0.0,0.0,0.10595931400731272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134536743298633,0.10186408589230432,0.0,0.0,0.10333871654262472,0.10120180894063746,0.0,0.11067356917549324,0.0,0.0,0.16043016699271626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284285912701106,0.0,0.07311997891256032,0.0,0.11019424562864708,0.0,0.0,0.11890216458597838,0.10101160385959172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756711613610618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387439114949355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601640063448104,0.11002875510949793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837318120767599,0.06150070865387178,0.0,0.19994744211075294,0.10078160214297313,0.0,0.0,0.22944327928438674,0.0,0.0,0.12686804987522868,0.0,0.0,0.1740484502981324,0.12441849123295888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18966132879442746,0.09777222913382648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996929265615367,0.0,0.0,0.1358391143836218
anxiety,3328437,2019/03/01,"Any advice on how to deal with concerts? I'm going to see a concert tonight with my dad and siblings. I'm really excited to go, but I'm also scared my anxiety is going to ruin things. I haven't been officially diagnosed, since I'm young enough that my therapist doesn't want to stick any labels on me yet, but she told me that she suspects I have an issue with sensory processing. I just get overloaded really easily, and it causes anxiety attacks when everything gets to be too much. This concert is going to be full of some of my worst triggers: people, bright lights, and noise. I would really rather not freak out in the midst of a large crowd. Does anyone have tips for avoiding/managing anxiety attacks? Advice would be much appreciated.",6.212056737588654,7.039381269503544,7.173900709219861,71.53333333333335,66.09219858156028,11.08936170212766,31.97872340425532,10.980518767755715,3.8043957446808525,593,23,103,17,9,199,91,141,0.204,0.691,0.105,-0.9447,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,7,8,2,1,4,0,12,1,0,3,0,20,25,8,0,4,5,1,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,5,7,0,0,1,3,0,4,3,6,0,0,2,6,12,2,18,18,6,13,0,1,2,0,6,5,0,1,4,70,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942766534064701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041328317225962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047897929193864,0.0,0.3455641127576121,0.0,0.0,0.1052842383149654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425973613178061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15468008886794354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15523429249178902,0.0,0.1528285644061332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176756678898455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15558230114644647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13532542642695586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15733649869845373,0.0,0.3422967346209618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715923478653154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213771615661604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438845419514796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893830214163498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074997772538298,0.0,0.11998729533347452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455565481723925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748270173555643,0.10003410150572237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387908497069068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881193735458076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21392567258799405,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,annie-are_you_ok,2019/03/01,"Too anxious to do things I enjoy because ""I don't deserve to""? Lately I've realized I do nothing but work, go to class, clean, and scroll on my phone. I haven't picked up a book in over year, despite several unfinished ones sitting on my desk. I haven't played any of the PC games I have downloaded. I don't make crafts. I don't hang out with friends. When I think ""hey maybe I should read a book"", I get guilty and anxious and think ""no, I'll have time for that when I graduate, I need to clean and study."" Life is very vanilla because of this and idk if I lack motivation to do anything else or what.  Also feeling some imposter syndrome, like ""I'm not smart enough to be graduating from my major"". Idk if these things stem from anxiety or depression,  but I feel like I don't ""deserve"" to seek professional mental health?",5.121768292682926,5.3050008109756135,5.627951219512196,83.92314634146345,68.32926829268294,8.999024390243902,31.64390243902439,8.841846274778883,2.3323239024390245,639,25,135,10,10,206,103,164,0.156,0.7,0.14400000000000002,0.1702,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,2,4,7,0,0,3,0,14,2,0,3,0,26,23,14,0,5,7,0,2,2,1,1,2,0,2,0,6,7,0,0,6,5,0,2,8,1,0,1,0,2,19,6,19,21,4,14,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,5,7,82,25,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577347231145438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396024101882497,0.0,0.13944774002726487,0.4118609612188143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15000525347371255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22223882917831356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15700204429307302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522759608460623,0.0,0.0,0.18834942184807696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18433782894372328,0.13022464023394606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14083315491148465,0.0,0.09523653509135452,0.0,0.10359692521461222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193760728268124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20562573527995612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287534838622921,0.1781107601442985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167683966248677,0.0,0.1831300642569892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18370068797371175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13516222516287307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17490764212519752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352122309909495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823346086770104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059304806094072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422044801350464,0.2336020937386655,0.0,0.0,0.10629201248751596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504044462043546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270585462263276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173857436636875
anxiety,uncompetant_medic,2019/03/01,"Driving Anxiety Does anybody else experience anxiety to some degree before they drive somewhere? I’ve been driving for years, and I know my surroundings well. I could be driving to a place I’ve been to a thousand times before, with GPS and good music and whatnot, and I’ll still panic a little bit before I leave, *and* while I’m driving. The relief I experience when I get to the establishment and when I get home almost makes it worth it, though. Lol",3.6612790697674416,6.060220651162794,4.793197674418604,79.84468023255816,75.04651162790697,7.090697674418602,27.02906976744186,8.07648339933343,1.9883302325581398,360,14,63,6,8,118,54,86,0.079,0.759,0.161,0.7096,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,1,5,1,4,0,0,1,0,12,9,10,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,1,1,1,2,0,8,3,6,5,2,14,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,6,39,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18826617259013384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876562808909037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4799513410621362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20525966016346103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15011173544742115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16452996769003225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570593275929131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3678222828730328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964563031567147,0.0,0.0,0.15769496987693435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18859067724436235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332610114244492,0.0,0.0,0.19907683462084716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18843672876940812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254990118915743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22059076744075126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964318067500276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15014607806275668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18472016122041293,0.0,0.10963090902222652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16904475035498193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107312189249975
anxiety,anxietygotmelike,2019/03/01,"When you wanna get something but feel like you shouldn’t because people A member of a club made baked good and left them on the table of the club area. I was across campus and the club area is near my bus stop so I came over a lil early to grab some. And then I realized before walking fully in that there were some kids studying at the table area.

So what do I do? Not the normal person’s reaction of making small talk, grabbing my treat, then dipping out. No. Instead I avoid going in all together and am currently just sitting here at my bus stop early because I’m too scared of interacting with stranger right now. Thanks, anxiety.",4.4674844444444455,5.729432264000003,5.025066666666668,83.7729777777778,70.36,7.475555555555558,26.68888888888889,7.793537801064563,1.5248222222222223,503,16,96,6,9,161,90,125,0.126,0.767,0.107,-0.1531,1,1,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,1,0,9,6,0,2,8,0,7,1,0,2,1,23,15,10,0,3,3,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,7,1,3,2,3,0,3,3,2,0,0,4,3,11,4,16,10,3,28,0,0,0,0,7,15,0,2,10,65,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815959637694725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894107452995959,0.0,0.2019939122545693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715008470144175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002706425956618,0.16958517251833946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402187638608035,0.0,0.1349092030765303,0.199104083162784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579153619915562,0.0,0.0,0.11597246086524347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22461582552410256,0.15845379037776192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325831694488049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16457023093080805,0.2072721024958767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20272224275924164,0.0,0.0,0.2376599868094759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18274764063805116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3969226150398858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907980120028447,0.0,0.218548710386762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ErwinAckerman,2019/03/01,"Twisted Perceptions So I noticed when I start getting really bad attacks, (which happens usually at night, a few times weekly, and doesn't seem to be triggered by anything... They just happen) I start hating the things I love. This can be anything, from my favorite band to my favorite anime or even the people I love. Thinking about the things that usually make me happy/my hyperfixations make my anxiety worse and make me feel sicker to the point of wanting to puke. Since I think about my hyperfixations all the time, it just makes the anxiety attack worse and worse. What do I do and why is it like this?",4.938220255653885,6.92311336283186,5.283657817109145,79.54420845624388,70.23893805309734,7.854080629301867,29.369714847590966,8.515128840125781,2.315262340216324,482,19,85,8,9,153,73,113,0.219,0.655,0.126,-0.8903,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,7,7,3,0,7,0,7,3,0,5,1,19,24,7,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,14,3,10,22,2,11,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,2,10,59,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065524516518497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221904267476438,0.0,0.0,0.3071687233880248,0.0,0.0,0.11272110228109435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08916760418196766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06826111074489415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053301762402367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387637965634425,0.0,0.0,0.13328660977976625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06595519971529545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436893058416814,0.0,0.360459761292965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669031187040386,0.0,0.0,0.1537007690333808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359344767932504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276206072479923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648579284315469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290082823856968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167512012878528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911103418180679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793787735935128,0.1730077703779656,0.0,0.0,0.15744160332761806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29737144826848705,0.0,0.07962772776150374,0.0,0.10829052972007984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181838385639047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4127359757677523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IndianaBreanna,2019/03/01,"Forgettable Person Sometimes I feel like a ghost. 

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I declined a job back in January after going though the interview process and being in the final four candidates. Today I got a phone call from the person I interviewed with, I couldn't understand the voicemail they left, so I called back. I don't know why, maybe I thought they had a job in the department that would be better suited for my job skills. But he just asked to set up an interview and gave me the same spiel that I got in January. The last time I spoke with him was early February when I declined over email. He should recognize my name right? I mean I'm sure he spoke with lots of people, but still. So I panicked and told him I will think about it and call him back on Monday. Just pretending like this was the first time I had ever talked to him. I'm gonna call Sunday and decline and hope to get a voicemail. It just makes me feel really small.  

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Then in my current job, I think of myself and an innovator. I think I have great ideas and I have been with my department 3 years. I am on a committee to change some of our more dated processes, and I believe I have earned this position as I have always offered ideas and put in 110%.  I am super passionate about local government. Now I know working for local government, people are resistant to change. That's OK. But when people listen to the new guy who has been here less than a year instead of listening to me. It really hurts. 

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I just wish that there was something memorable about me. I guess I need to work on my extrovert, confident act. I thought I was passing haha, but there is always room for improvement. 

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Long story short. This will probably not be the most restful weekend. Sorry for venting. I hope everyone enjoys the weekend!",3.602090822262742,6.049745492836678,4.222797603542592,83.62381522966055,75.44699140401147,7.668698445775808,26.908135799253287,8.575989854853784,2.191948615090736,1463,57,265,30,33,464,185,349,0.035,0.792,0.173,0.9943,5,0,1,0,0,0,69.0,1,0,2,7,22,13,0,0,20,2,26,1,0,1,2,53,57,21,1,7,9,0,2,2,0,5,0,4,1,3,11,14,0,0,14,3,0,6,3,1,0,2,16,6,48,12,38,32,7,52,0,1,0,1,33,18,0,6,29,187,59,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554904720660528,0.4455934277405264,0.4997185012607738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04805836004553881,0.0,0.0,0.11858582367697215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057917789245014374,0.0,0.04546508168338286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099681059079224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876302370380714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04650033704632798,0.0,0.04912134054849368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051985582032176535,0.03672498345176476,0.0,0.05631356805209407,0.0,0.043726544549451137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0268578985432412,0.0,0.029215633518552737,0.0,0.08222932794614628,0.05667610943691127,0.05663031686462908,0.0509007521563118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211697888678503,0.0,0.0,0.05503197557863915,0.11606389849205265,0.0,0.0,0.20405301861723088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056503596917197974,0.04190335212590856,0.0,0.0,0.05585357057128031,0.0,0.0,0.0502294704529774,0.0,0.0,0.04549334490058623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043704169793320376,0.0,0.0,0.034314396377215124,0.0,0.051644977227630715,0.055997007402100944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03811744439065288,0.0,0.04964894729177281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691687695043203,0.08977276044991929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055425157535980825,0.0,0.0,0.05167796969732618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586494461345901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04390107283602678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03957541793670487,0.05084257773007178,0.057545633758971475,0.0,0.0,0.041053486871920314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048450241601547685,0.0,0.0,0.04131878824887431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881808478915384,0.05050685846400585,0.0816224145738444,0.059951363929992126,0.0,0.04872757619882374,0.04912134054849368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05351622656263115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04638658467381622,0.0,0.05911521098061575,0.0,0.0,0.07484943411958171,0.0,0.0,0.036517871299365866,0.0,0.4997185012607738,0.06620850686594201
anxiety,spacepunker,2019/03/01,"Panic Clusters Just seeing if anyone else experiences panic attacks like this. 

I tend to get “clusters”. They usually start with a symptom (breathing feels funny for example) and escalate to panic. I’m worried I’m having a heart attack, or experiencing a stroke. 

I’m mentally preparing to pass out and die, and then it goes from a 10 to a 7... and then maybe a 6. Then it ramps back up to a 9 or 10. These waves can come several times.

Then when it’s finally passed, I’m tired. ",2.381690307328604,4.573017287234045,4.676950354609931,80.13388888888889,78.25531914893618,8.007565011820331,26.401891252955078,8.841846274778883,2.32375791962175,371,15,71,9,9,129,64,94,0.248,0.698,0.054000000000000006,-0.9612,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,3,6,2,3,7,0,2,5,2,0,0,12,12,12,1,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,4,2,1,10,12,0,15,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,3,11,40,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659464945663887,0.1708538677577847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3794017023528313,0.0,0.12821954694078186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363934028900094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730589450714174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929723927380327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16311233892584587,0.0,0.0,0.08431321176014515,0.0,0.0,0.18266517763355167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871193742106105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19759815017396096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146504883374342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16752159853268428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16804358708532235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5869314236483347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287721754518408,0.0,0.0,0.18837869924995246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802567042513094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17331586711206226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723257574014166,0.1916532345894248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836502630537504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693415171278521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sini5terflower,2019/03/01,"Does anyone experience this? Does anybody else experience a swaying sensation? While standing still, I feel a slight swaying and when I walk its similar to driving quickly over a small hill in a car, and you get that sinking feeling in your stomach.  

Am I alone on this?",5.361326530612246,7.583254061224494,5.803826530612245,75.27063775510206,69.61224489795919,8.16530612244898,38.78061224489796,8.841846274778883,3.8580979591836737,215,13,35,4,4,69,38,49,0.058,0.908,0.034,-0.2593,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,4,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,5,4,0,13,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,4,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110964566292117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21002820175633186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5257179145791281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25092359564217154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5876460264431814,0.0,0.0,0.3037558298396822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15693280599806814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398787410877536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DaxXeragon,2019/03/01,"I am at the end of the line I was in college for two years, then my first junior semester, I had to leave because of severe paranoia. 
It’s been that way for years: extremely stressed, intrusive thoughts, and always paranoid. 
I’ve been living with my father now that I’m out of the city. 

The main problem is that I keep getting this really strong urges to kill myself. 
Sometimes I spend all day fighting off the urge. 
This is the thing I can’t “get over”. 

I’ve called the suicide hotline a couple times when it gets too much to handle. 
I’ve been depressed, and holding down my feelings for years. 

Medication, therapy, socializing, self-help books, gym, 
Nothing is changing, and I’m really close to taking my own life. 

Does anyone have other alternatives/solutions/help that I’m not getting? 
I’m not very wealthy 

Also: thank you so much if you read this post. I never thought to go to reddit for help but I’ve been here a good 7 years and decided to post. ",3.787258064516127,5.553813747311832,4.535247311827959,84.63287096774194,72.81720430107526,7.325591397849463,27.99139784946237,8.021203637495839,1.815645591397849,751,29,145,11,15,241,120,186,0.116,0.828,0.055,-0.7079,0,0,0,0,2,2,28.0,0,2,0,2,6,8,2,1,9,0,12,2,0,0,2,20,27,10,2,2,4,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,11,7,0,2,4,3,1,1,4,5,0,2,8,1,14,3,21,19,5,23,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,1,12,90,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606304814722203,0.110357624688305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273700494960288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084916708631344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13542863529701407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140303479019264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14675102969009712,0.0,0.08553447865532628,0.0,0.11423282383978738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606418671093945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746957849002986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706100814021777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281382434688747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771718899632805,0.0,0.07537589310807817,0.1112425820301265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666944763461345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178863987584401,0.14673390176373127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404345434917181,0.0,0.0,0.0936795065760111,0.0,0.0,0.1171134887971192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13360936711450264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949945714236305,0.0,0.10229135709328573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726072428600724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25404308486231125,0.0,0.0,0.12690766387374586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326644969922628,0.0,0.16993056206023732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383605610818267,0.1498325733312445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135198161307035,0.0,0.0,0.13117308244873166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519256198477229,0.0,0.0,0.1450741682601055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972020573392952,0.0,0.0,0.12210660101280155,0.1516723694390004,0.0,0.08811255240991388,0.0,0.0,0.21058459650496428,0.0773368066176104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955887618420345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10943248978281524,0.0,0.10527441393689996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416338949626804
anxiety,RuruRedditor,2019/03/01,"I've been doing well.. then.. While I've somehow learned to keep my anxiety at bay... enough not to affect the people around me and work..

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I was defeated yesterday... Learned the hard way not to be complacent..

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anxiety,Surfer1818,2019/03/01,"Moving 360 miles north. And I’m terrified. So my very small family, have made the decision to relocate for many various reasons. The main one being that my little sister passed away 2 years ago, and we’ve lived in the same city all our lives, so everything is a constant reminder. By moving we’re hoping for a fresh start and not to forget my little sister, but move on with our lives as best as we can. 

I’ve been suffering from severe anxiety, depression and PTSD for a good 3 years now, with the last 2 years the anxiety specifically getting gradually worse despite different medication and other methods. I was also diagnosed with autism at the age of 23, which I’ve never really come to terms with or truly understood. And the idea of moving house even just within my current city, is terrifying. Let alone moving 350 miles away. We do have a good family friend who already lives very close to where we’re going, but other than that, I’ve never even set foot in this place before. 

The main thing I seem to be struggling with, is the journey there. I know that once I’m there, I’ll be unpacking and setting up the new house, and I’ll be distracted and busy and probably be okay. Packing up my current house, again doing fairly okay, a little stressed here and there due to all the change but I can manage that as my house, is my safe space. What I can’t comprehend, is getting in the car with my partner, 2 children and dog, and being driven 6 hours north. I’m fairly certain it’s because that “safe space” of my house will be taken away, and I’m usually not comfortable being driven and prefer to drive, but given the distance and my medication etc, it’s probably not safe for me to drive. Plus I have no idea if I’ll even be in the right state of mind on the day as I could be in sheer panic all day and not able to comprehend anything let alone drive my family safely! 

I’ve tried to plan as many distractions (music, Nintendo switch, laptop, Netflix, phone etc) that I’ll have with me in the car, and that I’ll need to be strong in front of my children on the day, but I still seem to be stuck on that initial getting myself in the car and setting off, and I’m terrified I’ll freeze up and end up in a complete state of panic and not being able to move. I also have some heavier sleep medication I can take if I’m really bad, with the plan I’ll be drowsy enough to be guided into the car and then just sleep the whole way. But I don’t like not being in control of myself, so I’m not keen on that idea, however it’s a last resort. 

Has anyone experienced anything similar, or have any good tips or tricks that might help? My family are all very supportive and understanding, and willing to do whatever it takes to get me in the car, and to our new homes! And they seem to think that they’ll have no problem getting me there at all! 

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Moving 350 miles away to somewhere I’ve never been. Terrified of the drive, any tips/tricks to help? ",6.621524028966428,5.818735010204081,7.119324116743474,77.80417050691246,65.39455782312925,10.444239631336409,30.87250384024577,9.778596075983213,2.64774998902787,2318,70,463,42,31,763,246,588,0.133,0.75,0.117,-0.8967,4,2,1,0,0,0,63.0,5,0,2,7,19,29,1,6,30,2,48,7,3,3,9,98,81,50,0,7,20,2,1,1,2,4,4,0,1,3,22,41,0,5,13,2,0,23,14,11,0,1,10,2,37,18,78,48,16,101,0,2,0,0,17,44,0,11,29,300,59,2,0.114670667036997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050824313748081315,0.0,0.0,0.11876422818659475,0.0632709662710489,0.0917020910001156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797998580988276,0.0,0.08772274641588472,0.0,0.0,0.04009019830903941,0.0,0.09436418839740372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154737328175804,0.0,0.04787260858946525,0.034951087145551035,0.0,0.048788145877388736,0.0,0.06016989521868984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06065318046865099,0.04938931300880337,0.060115006343776416,0.06195912678310107,0.0643064518633612,0.045777598395971286,0.0,0.0,0.11092964065690414,0.0,0.04938283874519556,0.05819415662198683,0.0,0.059903220323153525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0507820874687924,0.05924272622534744,0.12788810556814278,0.11360834113967805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051529300762779284,0.0,0.21620259890892574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044297136449947726,0.0,0.14977672667396658,0.0,0.03258499133184213,0.14427047249652805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686133096097822,0.0,0.05751201435640304,0.056946923121601226,0.056463754192289065,0.3307863844555705,0.0,0.1941738379848089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031509999853256726,0.09347189852520428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725852622071832,0.0,0.028011147837576796,0.17239520015431406,0.20251259971535585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05425207888557107,0.0,0.11625805810263673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17327794961061868,0.0,0.060823728235502375,0.05789234238736628,0.0,0.0,0.4265687005278672,0.0,0.042513423310593566,0.13266163146197718,0.11074964478248604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06106025897434291,0.03885190584222894,0.0,0.0,0.13454132059247054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059903220323153525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236343738176372,0.05486217087127498,0.06702193666516579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07346096561414361,0.05895027204332934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04896406154985774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658780281213433,0.0,0.06477260702205807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475348082133628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04058224416773532,0.0,0.0457880714109425,0.0,0.06567743082956905,0.05993933942908637,0.0,0.0,0.06506345702235003,0.0,0.0,0.08621807067122808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03809104792147164,0.03673816661935511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03892692786892362,0.0,0.0,0.059688104231895515,0.0,0.0,0.06314676959571994,0.1419229643839316,0.0,0.045510119006881886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401285231060083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058429603149928774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076622491948976
anxiety,Wholesome_Doinks,2019/03/01,Relationships with anxiety I'm 16 years old and have Generalized Anxiety Disorder and I really want to have a relationship with a girl I've liked for a while now but I'm too nervous to say anything to her in real life so I added her on social media and still don't know what to say to her and when I try to message her I just have a panic attack and give up ): anyone got any advice?,0.6888888888888864,2.90671862962963,3.6533333333333333,84.90000000000002,84.92592592592592,7.05679012345679,20.11111111111111,8.167268648758528,1.1594296296296291,303,9,64,7,9,108,54,81,0.233,0.7290000000000001,0.038,-0.946,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,2,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,13,10,9,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,8,1,12,9,0,9,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,0,7,42,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980047088153404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779327325483792,0.0,0.31001812175290083,0.0,0.0,0.1416814736003198,0.0,0.1667447135604192,0.0,0.0,0.2305174059286916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23222803758920324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943782324287333,0.0,0.0,0.1620592809226838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113584716628518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312140601319834,0.09899329188325444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126228967759835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377390654784593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23063382791130926,0.12980801167510705,0.0,0.0,0.4350910230272956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222741643625636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065526564335792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16181814269939065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757039715014074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951462402238518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048511135450655
anxiety,Tropical_Triangle,2019/03/01,"First anxiety/panic attack in years. Need advice please Theres been far more financial, medical, emotional and personal life problems lately making me constantly stressed and exhausted. I guess A few things that just happened sent it over the edge because i just had my first massive panic/anxiety attack in years, im feeling slightly better now but im still hyperventilating and shaking and i feel like i might pass out if anyone has any advice on how to calm down fast PLEASE let me know ",6.042760834670948,8.232337449438205,6.2067736757624425,73.20865168539329,67.76404494382022,9.130658105939006,31.815409309791328,9.606745405546679,3.3702667736757626,399,17,63,9,7,127,70,89,0.115,0.7090000000000001,0.17600000000000002,0.7674,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,6,9,2,2,2,0,5,3,0,2,0,18,13,7,0,3,4,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,6,0,2,3,2,7,3,7,8,2,19,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,3,10,40,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958884917012459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295574290603143,0.0,0.11581895576416235,0.0,0.0,0.10586091052184264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34447386609747144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922907360156921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133899112344812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636073118380772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17030222557791874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531026236202931,0.10815866821298374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575579008897865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667818219878115,0.0,0.13388063598913552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270713581038597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08320430967428681,0.0,0.17078339120953992,0.0,0.0,0.15481457907101115,0.10693679258633364,0.07396535163008207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105925350699313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251742564551046,0.0,0.16060921431988967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225960186994642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17763277935094024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13219477994890566,0.0,0.3323787935418797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14486731437116804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090653414175305,0.0,0.1734257479785489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058201719568262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194990528352338
anxiety,Randommyman,2019/03/01,"Does this explain why I'm so messed up now? Would this mess you up? I was diagnosed with Aspergers and generalized anxiety when I was 16. My problem was always anxiety, psychs said i had ptsd at 12 from living with stress of autistic brother for 12 years. I have two brothers. My dad pursued an autism diagnosis on me for 6 years, even though psychs disagreed with him. I went through 8 psychs or more who disagreed with me having autism. He would complain and get the ones who disagreed replaced. When i was 16 i got diagnosed autistic. 1 out 8 or more psychs disagreed with him. My diagnosis involved me being shown pictures of expressions on faces and being asked if i recognised them. I just gave vague responses and shrugged cos i wanted to get it over with and then i was swiftly diagnosed. When I was 13 my half brother in his 20s pushed me onto a bed and punched me 6 times as hard as he could all over my body. Had bruises all over my body, told my mum but she didn't do anything. (TRIGGER WARNING)) Around that time he also forcibly held me and pushed his finger through my boxers into my rear so it went inside. When I was like 6-7 he'd lay behind me and rub my nipples until they were erect.                                      After the stuff when I was 13, I stopped brushing my teeth for a year and began just eating junk food, lost a tooth. Also stopped washing properly and my hair went completely black from dirt I guess. I looked up to him and thought he was cool, he moulded my interests and the films and music I liked. Does this explain why for the next 7 years I shut myself off socially, refusing to be involved in friendships and basically isolating myself from reality? I've rarely left the house or spoken to people since. Stopped going to school when I was 14. Also, i'm gay and had very little self esteem at the time it happened. I was so confused by everything and became disturbed and even more alienated. Does what my brother did explain why I alienated myself? Is it how an aspergers person would react? He would also push me over and drag me about the room and accuse me of faking autism. I remember visiting him once, cos he lives in a diff country and only ever visited us, and he pushed me about his flat. I hid in the bathroom, phoned my mum, but she never told him to stop. I gave up on friendships after this and completely shut myself off. I havent had friends since i was 13. Im in my 20s now.",3.251941359626361,5.275195491489363,4.070093409444734,86.29963414634148,74.93617021276594,6.8832381940840675,27.20809548521017,7.765008861874849,1.6419807991696935,1891,74,367,27,41,605,231,470,0.13,0.826,0.044,-0.9832,0,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,1,1,2,1,29,14,0,3,14,1,33,14,7,5,4,69,59,47,0,8,8,7,4,2,1,4,4,1,2,2,13,31,2,6,5,1,0,10,3,9,0,3,32,9,73,5,57,18,5,66,0,1,2,1,53,29,0,6,29,249,86,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757777861648321,0.07173606160343812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190530629689326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094589306977833,0.0767477831954198,0.08059744881695882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19152625307651847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18078522729378765,0.0,0.0,0.0688340069670157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26251291828646744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22633654008134604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882173473598269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388565032582858,0.07798452821759691,0.0,0.0,0.07748261970909233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424901349140783,0.0,0.06660789350808083,0.0,0.09008539205743868,0.0,0.04899679316845862,0.0,0.06895235338984132,0.0,0.0949732587766235,0.0,0.07623780658724502,0.0,0.07722984861060876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994781425414948,0.0,0.0,0.09312475532822057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367059739653026,0.0,0.0,0.08423856265799888,0.08640800176145004,0.1522551879976086,0.0,0.07239714536503179,0.0,0.0941115939793287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06649272412910917,0.0,0.09168842588518623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181395352574014,0.058420110515478324,0.06556881585556555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05976918833349064,0.07527780243295185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249412778961543,0.10077829805416166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766244003880163,0.0,0.0820082360995934,0.0,0.0,0.08725208477096946,0.0,0.0,0.0899388851589157,0.0,0.0,0.1426324481605141,0.0,0.0,0.08788322198475898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28831146918806905,0.09875661654841444,0.0,0.09869317510594958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470376301023977,0.06844343392802367,0.15081435304728896,0.0,0.0,0.1647602925662103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421750241066175,0.0,0.10370353601391254,0.0,0.0,0.07113469368926684,0.05085061802031012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23976074106393305,0.23338127105245335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449727589677207,0.0,0.0,0.22207319343891693
anxiety,GeekPegasus,2019/03/01,"My first time home alone and I'm extremely anxious. I'm 17 years old and suffer with anxiety. My parents are going away this weekend and it will be my first weekend alone. I've never been alone over night because I've always been extremely anxious and afraid of doing it. I always have worries of bad things happening and it makes me panic.

If anyone has any advice for how to cope with this situation I would be extremely grateful. Thank you.",3.609088235294117,6.040710305882353,4.518455882352941,81.59180147058824,75.35294117647058,7.0735294117647065,27.095588235294123,8.07648339933343,2.018441176470588,356,14,62,6,8,115,57,85,0.258,0.68,0.062,-0.9461,1,3,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,1,5,0,2,0,0,10,0,0,2,1,12,16,7,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,7,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,4,0,2,2,0,7,1,8,10,0,12,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,9,41,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15967744691164867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5077148101480923,0.0,0.0,0.27193205267236736,0.0,0.0,0.11112098397342277,0.0,0.12500435589139036,0.3692022126991842,0.0,0.1142565553846388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535243496292188,0.0,0.13643632572094475,0.09961015391880892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779843704602681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286681093755364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144498476589875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16390850957983086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109074087295608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602798757033734,0.0,0.0,0.15334449633870886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17146602984988055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19172052641518084,0.18144188310786186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836740342968132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504413435503008,0.0,0.0,0.10855900220172383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528275291377028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16594568036188298,0.0,0.11607820339225425,0.0,0.0,0.1052274441639721
anxiety,samdking2001,2019/03/01,"DAE ever get anxious over how fast time seems to go and how long you feel you have left ? This is going to sound irrational because I'm not even 18 until July and realise I have plenty of time left . 
However,  I all too often find myself thinking how short life is and how fast time seems to go , years seem to fly.  For example the fact that there are only 52 weeks in a year gets me anxious because it sounds like a very small amount of time for a year and that you don't actually get many years in your life . These thoughts get me so anxious recently it stops me from concentrating and puts me in a mentality of thinking nothing is really worth doing.  

In short ,  do any of you ever get anxious over how seemingly short a year and a life in general seems and have you got any advice or anything you've done to get over it and ease the anxiety,? 

Feedback and replies would very much appreciated,  
Thanks .",7.298888888888888,6.222613932584268,7.37052434456929,77.44594881398254,64.16853932584269,10.607740324594259,33.82272159800249,9.725611199111238,2.9309455680399497,712,25,143,12,9,230,101,178,0.078,0.857,0.065,0.3003,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,6,0,0,12,2,0,0,8,0,12,3,0,5,4,34,33,17,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,7,9,0,1,10,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,3,3,13,2,21,29,3,36,0,0,0,0,6,14,0,7,19,86,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.09430590189409208,0.0,0.0,0.09443469082309054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314359161979092,0.0,0.07392871021212359,0.43669907656702256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952581312673823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782069753868232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889543625577107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06382926871271533,0.17483134680423956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048863674429029835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832646217323901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302939905788314,0.0,0.164766823647927,0.0,0.07729118252040447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20999750941748693,0.0,0.2047773379919025,0.04721302320781385,0.0,0.0,0.0855226355851474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979769630848872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973895663301604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710409186926484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272790212327094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349845313163676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714907048190614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06190953499156957,0.0,0.09541953422636312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.439883411841257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079468390930977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897237549798646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384497224246528,0.0,0.07672071632051801,0.2254043382134865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15947489311598215,0.0,0.0,0.07751812313404169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864970263904986,0.0,0.0,0.3111623259240564
anxiety,modirtyrugburn,2019/03/01,"Does anyone here sweat profusely when speaking to someone? Just finished having a conversation with someone and realized I was sweating. Come to think of it, I had a little bit of adrenaline while talking. Why must anxiety exist? ",5.908076923076923,9.206969487179489,6.366346153846155,66.78490384615384,72.07692307692308,9.028205128205126,37.95512820512821,9.516144504307137,4.881866666666667,186,11,24,5,4,60,34,39,0.057,0.943,0.0,-0.264,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,4,2,2,0,1,7,6,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,5,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,19,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24792553249574506,0.0,0.0,0.2266090420039289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35381887291535896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27917210136707066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836105627502665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32482013726396003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5491954267761454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604887121003671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20766175009704652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924379492359922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Blu2thYT,2019/03/01,"I'm 18 and feel like I've already wasted my life. Is it too late for me? I turned 18 last month and I'm in my last year of high school which is almost over. I'm looking back at my grades and I realize that I could have done so much better.

I've been told how smart I was all my life and how much potential I had feeding my ego, but now I'm so upset and disappointed because I feel like I haven't lived up to what I was promised all my life. My GPA is at a 2.8 and with the midterm coming up its bound to take another hit.

I was looking at colleges and with a 2.8 or lower GPA I don't see any way I'm going to be able to get in to some of the colleges I would have liked to. I have the possibility of getting scholarships with a program my school does, but I need a 2.5 GPA which I can probably pull off.

My girlfriend is getting kicked out of her house when she turns 18 in August, but she found a place to stay with a friend that she grew apart from. It's such an odd situation for her that I'm worried for her... in fact I'm scared.

I considered the military because if by chance I get stationed on a base it would give me a better paying job, it would give her a place to stay, and it might give me some God damn self-discipline. I told her this today and she cried. It was the first time I ever made her cry and it broke my heart.

I don't want to join the military because I don't know if I am cut out for it, but at the same time I feel obligated because I feel like this is my last chance for success, like this is the only way I can give her a semi-decent lifestyle. My family has always settled for what they had and I want to be the one that changes the family tree. I don't want to be like the rest of my family and accept life the way it is. I want to strive for better.

I don't know what to do. I have no goals or aspirations and I need serious help. I'm not depressed yet but I need serious guidance.
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anxiety,tonythetraveller,2019/03/01,"I’ve decided that I can’t do it on my own.. and that’s ok. Starting my meds today. I’ve had GAD for most of my adult life, but it’s escalated into something I can’t manage anymore. It’s affecting everything from leaving the house, to personal relationships... even to constantly worrying I’ll lose my job for insignificant occurrences that no one else would even think twice about. 

When I tell my SO he gets mad and says it’s “unreasonable worry” and to “just stop” ..
I have friends I can talk with, and when I do share small ‘worries’ they are very supportive.. but I don’t let them in on just how bad it is because I’m scared they will think I’m crazy. 
I’ve spoken to my Dr and he gave me a prescription in September but I was too ashamed to fill it... the side effects were the perfect excuse to avoid it.

But last night was it. 3 am mind racing, heart pumping, had to get up out of bed and pace my apartment, cleaning the whole thing before work to distract my mind.. I decided I can’t handle it myself anymore.. I need help. I’m going after work to fill the prescription today. ",2.233440366972477,4.221988628440371,3.8169633027522964,87.11094954128441,77.8532110091743,7.295779816513763,25.12018348623853,8.238735603445708,1.5720212844036705,843,31,176,16,20,280,131,218,0.196,0.726,0.079,-0.983,1,1,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,3,5,10,12,1,4,6,1,19,3,1,3,1,30,31,14,0,2,6,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,2,2,13,9,0,2,5,0,0,3,5,7,0,2,6,1,24,5,24,22,3,23,0,1,0,0,16,10,0,1,10,111,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658553590354987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191444789684142,0.08170709172822263,0.0,0.11405475010985845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14484528147536685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196986545379592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17705900652787898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046289966838745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355586869560908,0.0,0.14005653894700648,0.0,0.07617573852929688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15883328631810353,0.08984149467266755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15465952944241276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13301003196139086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925721644944808,0.0,0.1419247537162488,0.0,0.13706087478672305,0.09467357936649083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14995198094357706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488837618993891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706762688157654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938598372215704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12578369107407966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082625159118553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703505116094118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390448517681467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659079423358596,0.13419340268287644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031874488369272,0.0,0.0,0.09487135930684083,0.0,0.0,0.11206008430162884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15210244616831964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10773304669210376,0.11715335783213394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904755189968322,0.17176969273623713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541008807035352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110593724128123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14964638935968552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19515958532743588,0.4083601438348069,0.0,0.09521531730539076,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SHThrowAway213,2019/03/01,"I'm trying to keep myself calm but I don't know what to do it feels like my teeth are gonna fall out I keep getting my teeth feel weird and I don't brush them due to PTSD but the last couple weeks I keep getting intrusive thoughts that they all gonna fall out or crack and I'm not sure what to do.
Im terrified of the dentist but I really need to go I have a chipped tooth.
This is very scary I don't want to lost my teeth",-1.2675085910652903,0.6637647835051546,0.8222938144329923,103.5644372852234,91.88659793814432,4.470446735395188,15.29982817869416,5.985473137389443,-0.9556316151202746,332,7,88,3,12,109,60,97,0.17,0.754,0.076,-0.8784,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,1,0,5,0,0,3,0,8,5,4,0,2,20,25,6,0,2,5,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,3,4,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,2,3,13,3,9,21,1,8,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,4,46,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424698671771204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216035386035816,0.15655083524950789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289790793514383,0.0,0.12454006509438376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23670453391919405,0.0,0.0,0.5843345598864351,0.0,0.0,0.12043144013402947,0.17862512541853834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070588032242697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392128807292416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16248660165554485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561583113534477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14038416254758168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065331302524593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17396954301422451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14877899095779987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808101879662064,0.12925211771646836,0.0,0.1757777182450917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NightestOfTheOwls,2019/03/01,"Buying thing is a nightmare when you're 18 It's that time when most of the store workers are roughly your age and every time you try to buy the goods you get these ""Why am I wasting their time they clearly have better things to do I should be **working** here not buying stuff"" thoughts :/

I understand that this sound dumb but still keep feeling guilty for something. God bless online shops",2.0010810810810797,4.832723162162164,1.4878918918918913,97.57535135135136,87.64864864864866,3.5005405405405408,20.913513513513514,4.935628992294339,-0.27488216216216177,310,10,60,1,10,89,63,74,0.116,0.738,0.146,0.3612,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,2,3,4,4,1,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,1,10,12,4,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,8,1,0,1,3,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,8,3,4,9,1,7,1,0,0,0,5,0,1,1,7,38,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330651110570265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22202990520093013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324539405943375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376801464985976,0.0,0.0,0.22103099982929897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342317852420655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20287325646480764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104501987638431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016713475218065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35014659317059765,0.0,0.0,0.20920821444766685,0.4609879969973977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17891515092996424,0.0,0.0,0.2743372457577992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23778896041245895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19184823857923294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,french_shady,2019/03/01,"Social anxiety: extrovert or introvert I’m curious if anyone else is confused if they are introverted or extroverted due to anxiety. For me, I really like being around people. But it’s hard for me to reach out to people or have close relationships because of my anxiety. Often I find myself in isolation which is comforting for a short time. Then I crave to be around people. I’m INTP but I’ve always wondered why there are some times I really crave human interaction and some people see me as extroverted. ",4.285732860520092,6.949978329787236,6.434397163120567,67.5338888888889,74.21276595744679,10.560756501182032,27.465721040189123,10.504223727775694,3.9055664302600466,409,16,65,15,9,143,64,94,0.097,0.8320000000000001,0.071,-0.0781,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,18,11,10,0,2,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,10,2,13,9,2,10,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,10,5,46,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418738614211047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4252700930660866,0.0,0.0,0.1295685407529665,0.1898653705855452,0.0,0.3299188669854722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129593154982655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15479732653028555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16936407466433176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16599557075279908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905299475486032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5138645593297952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374203800030168,0.0,0.0,0.1989466495365234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14766292670271128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18889361892328094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161039637927417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16720761893799746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20095378005516434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Weaslethorp,2019/03/01,"First psychology appointment. What were some of y’alls first experiences like? Hi everyone, first time posting. 

So I’m going to my first ever psychology appointment later today and I’m going crazy overthinking it. To those of you who’ve experienced these kinds of appointments before, what is it like? What kind of questions do they ask? What kind of things should I be talking about? Was the experience good? 

",4.538669796557123,7.94321025352113,4.93737089201878,73.71510172143975,80.26760563380282,8.789358372456965,26.198748043818465,9.150863307647796,3.1492334898278562,332,13,52,10,9,105,51,71,0.032,0.848,0.119,0.755,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,1,4,3,6,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,1,5,11,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,1,5,6,8,7,1,11,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,2,10,37,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15593880492499906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14193753766273962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15088336307653852,0.0,0.15938794278846935,0.0,0.3263317632134314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5675320667688166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18959660594713829,0.13990690604134096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5211006950607164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629835805264842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15975169470022849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18685815378038031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407037723245546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081686855972137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726449296239036,0.0,0.15811026410672874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,icemaster109,2019/03/01,"Help: I'm new to anxiety. Two weeks ago I had my first panic attack. I was using marijuana one night, and while I was in the shower I had this sudden fear of death and the fear of no afterlife. The thought kept swirling in the back of my head, panicking me more, and spiraling into more attacks. Heart palpitations, nausea, crying fits, chest pain. I’ve never experienced anything like this. 

Also, this thought and fear of death and lack of afterlife is something I’ve never had before either. I’ve always believed in an afterlife, so I don’t know why this thought has freaked me out as of late, and why my mind keeps wandering to it, and fueling this cycle of panic. I spent about a week trying to find answers online, to research my way out, looking for something that would reaffirm my beliefs, I even called up an old military chaplain. Regardless, all the answers I got - even the positively affirming ones, didn’t make me feel any better. 

So, I ran to a therapist. She said that what’s going on is not abnormal for my circumstances, pointing out a roadmap that I didn't realize was unhealthy until now. For the last 4 years I’ve worked a naturally stressful job as an investigative reporter, I took a new investigative job, and moved with my wife across country, away from our friends and family. Surprisingly, the new job ended up being terrible, I took constant berating, and I used marijuana every night to get some sleep. I ended up losing my job - and a week later - I had my first panic attack. 

Even then, immediately after leaving that job, I felt confident in my prospects, somewhat relieved I got away from that workplace, and I wanted to lead a new beginning. 

Then one night, I got word that two classmates, neither of whom I was close with, died from suicide. It reminded me of my father, who died 11 years ago around this time for the same reason. And - boom - all of this panic came over me and hasn’t stopped. 

Some of my friends said that when you lose a parent that sometimes events like this come back up, usually a decade later, it’s just something that comes out of unresolved grief, and rises up subconsciously, forcing terrible feelings as the brain attempts make sense of a loss. But I don’t know. 

Since the attacks, I’ve lost 10 pounds in the last two weeks. I can barely eat at all. I want to stay inside, listen to music, and sleep on the couch. I can’t read the news, watch any TV or movies, or play video games.  I’m afraid of any and everything that may trigger another attack. 

The idea of leaving my house feels just utterly gross right now. The thought alone is scary, and the few times I’ve forced myself out have taken considerable amounts of energy. 

This is a 180 degree turn from how I was before. 

My therapist says this is all acute, that the best medicine is to feel affirmed and have purpose again. She wants me to keep a schedule, go to a coffee shop and research and send emails or whatever, being surrounded by other people, essentially feigning a workday. She says that quelling the anxiety will quell the thoughts that cause it, which seems backwards to me, but I’m trying to trust her. She says the anxiety is making thoughts that I’d otherwise never really entertain, feel real, and terrifying. That’s concept is hard to wrap my head around. 

In the meantime, I’m scared and terribly embarrassed of my whole ordeal. My wife is worried because I should be looking for a job, but work is one of the furthest things from my mind right now. 

I have some prospective work meetings coming up in the near future, things planned before my first panic attack, but now I’m more worried about my anxiety taking over in the middle of all these important interactions. When I speak with people I no longer feel engaged, I feel like a shell, with one foot in and one foot out of every conversation. 

Does any of this sound normal to anxiety sufferers? How do I get back on my feet? What has helped people? 

TLDR, I lost my job, I’m suddenly afraid of death, and I started having panic attacks. I don’t know what to do next. ",6.240710784313728,6.938194379084969,6.374383169934642,77.74784926470592,65.99346405228758,9.45996732026144,32.27736928104575,9.462695493477618,2.9007957516339866,3200,125,585,59,48,1021,352,765,0.184,0.77,0.045,-0.9984,9,1,3,0,0,1,107.0,1,1,0,16,24,47,7,14,44,0,42,12,10,11,8,122,104,46,7,8,11,4,9,3,2,4,1,9,2,0,40,43,1,4,26,7,2,13,14,34,0,12,32,22,71,13,95,65,20,114,2,7,3,0,31,42,0,10,60,384,111,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868207599262501,0.0,0.0,0.04596528382902109,0.0,0.03549143294151265,0.036928509076723015,0.0,0.0,0.12072228264230415,0.04653729999710456,0.16975654196700746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03652174370355959,0.07901691687558701,0.0,0.3534281961413171,0.08339473457527732,0.10237864263876033,0.0,0.02705421767662257,0.0,0.11329476932511147,0.05000213738612168,0.046575073217235176,0.03925134730171779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04954382241342687,0.045317916201434764,0.050759988243779364,0.0,0.04559146513421005,0.0,0.11469078653901887,0.0,0.04796004473517055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0487503940852614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212084696722224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03883807199133756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045412795738784456,0.0,0.0,0.07861670469548633,0.0,0.0,0.08793960480465582,0.0,0.07478573589057523,0.0,0.039886739824567634,0.0,0.04183841370066045,0.14982273593120002,0.15708240716093147,0.03170576246081872,0.042612675777554385,0.0,0.040563387998212026,0.11325125059932613,0.0,0.0,0.06857723005737673,0.0,0.046374433498504654,0.0,0.05044543792365164,0.0,0.10648650975966584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039756617545813534,0.0,0.09109532557849398,0.0,0.0,0.05259164426799707,0.059495236015796635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051209662304670917,0.0,0.05010069508538833,0.0,0.0,0.3082887417996942,0.07889566233178605,0.0,0.0,0.0731718350965972,0.07235280204066406,0.05006364929790005,0.09398604452871932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06504687718130009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453764759266562,0.09930187080901848,0.09689410806249064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887389441179562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962422406118138,0.0,0.0,0.04716993057042226,0.0,0.0,0.10268798335118648,0.17145360801375814,0.04719964815254461,0.12494555686082875,0.04348391202733652,0.0,0.0,0.04657034562446343,0.0,0.18044209842687586,0.0,0.047224464228557916,0.3124289231963667,0.049279797371435466,0.0,0.0,0.09230449642258688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04195434679548578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0443929641941346,0.05051524196774978,0.02843157562143112,0.04563101242930467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580218457782749,0.08443290092816394,0.10588054801086907,0.0444330773517813,0.0,0.0,0.040402753760243534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036712383833170485,0.0,0.08882601094386126,0.0,0.0,0.10249988011867923,0.04389389840086928,0.0,0.031413067723689216,0.047304191972954,0.0,0.03710446485650348,0.050838232948375126,0.0,0.0,0.04854556044063793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03336895418852153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305941669181448,0.058969467685318175,0.0,0.0,0.21140112082194185,0.05175778244973138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861774593472894,0.06026350915279614,0.04827373372471955,0.13006122998709516,0.0,0.0,0.07666178959586002,0.048879350822585266,0.0,0.07853110975763394,0.03522753558347918,0.14239889737288686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009381607854738,0.04954975029247215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692958942945906,0.09014202633729446,0.0,0.03152695642499482,0.0,0.0,0.05715975867856162
anxiety,BootyGobbler,2019/03/01,"Unable to eat due to anxiety (no appetite) Hello,

So as of recently I have been struggling to eat. It all stemmed from a few weeks ago when I was going to go out to breakfast with my girlfriend (now ex girlfriend). I woke up and was hungry but didn't want to eat because I did not want to not eat when I went out for breakfast. The whole way there I was feeling super hungry and thirsty as well as very anxious. I did not end up going to breakfast, instead just went home and tried to eat but could not eat anything. I had a few bites of cereal and after that day I have had no appetite and eating seems to be very hard. I am constantly worrying about being able to eat and having anxiety over not being full enough. I am eating regularly but I have to force myself to eat. They're just small meals (a few waffles with milk, 1 or 2 PB&J sandwiches, bagels) and I am making sure I am drinking water. I eat about every 2 or 3 hours but if I don't I start to feel nauseous.

I just went back on Lexapro 5mg about 4 days ago (today is my 4th day) but I have not really noticed any changes. I also went and got my blood work done and just this morning my doctor called me and told me everything is just fine so I know nothing is physically wrong with me. I am going next Thursday to see a therapist as well and my GP in about a month for a checkup.

Has anyone dealt with this or something similar? If so, what did you do to overcome this? I am looking for anything useful to try. I have been trying to research the issue but haven't really found much. The only thing I have seen is people meditating or exercising beforehand, or drinking smoothies and protein shakes (which I am going to try). Like I said, I am looking for any tips or success stories to make me feel more hopeful. I am starting to think negative and worry that I will never be able to get over this.",3.2294636015325686,4.577587365079367,4.571226053639852,85.50500000000002,73.4973544973545,7.118555008210183,27.320197044334968,7.6298220110432995,1.5266671045429674,1456,54,295,18,29,483,192,378,0.07400000000000001,0.825,0.102,0.9386,0,0,3,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,0,3,21,11,0,2,9,0,42,24,1,3,3,61,75,37,0,6,25,1,4,1,2,1,3,1,1,0,10,19,20,0,7,3,0,10,13,3,2,0,22,9,41,8,50,47,9,44,0,0,4,0,8,10,0,10,24,215,51,4,0.12853254907275796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393634954276242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0513937165279768,0.0,0.06963248161000074,0.0,0.08740654093838965,0.0,0.09832704823160224,0.07260259755833695,0.0,0.04493647342114695,0.0,0.10577133620394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049416798198091534,0.0,0.03917612445938228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562305170189278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06798519705558598,0.0,0.0,0.0694490117615237,0.0,0.051311390822945314,0.0,0.0,0.12433929137916988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06577925518320465,0.0,0.06576671162465304,0.0,0.1259129652388126,0.0,0.7233648723811661,0.0,0.0,0.05692084399835005,0.06640424105413703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054147108078591896,0.0,0.05775838363999354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748487817325566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046465290653374,0.0,0.0,0.03357647595259478,0.0,0.18262002417951026,0.0,0.05139961058264945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05756995880182815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06446431331172556,0.06383091142487407,0.06328933496315166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06707729371366815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03531906377691705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0313972555235596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079349694714361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579647457766645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05129672719891435,0.0,0.04724310635656039,0.0,0.049566112812608885,0.0,0.06834791205442761,0.0,0.0,0.061665223688664776,0.07316757951366709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0488773977341584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04455414288491948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234124220002767,0.0,0.06345519296354515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06113194391288311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051211900222880566,0.05850560266545006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04947531790420191,0.0,0.0,0.09097599978709756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718506384960764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060570203190418836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461809805941315,0.042695657160690605,0.0411792337644806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06091691380224387,0.061409179390201026,0.0,0.1745303274445891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05550542703516313,0.0,0.10605281400251798,0.07581182760662873,0.05101157737812606,0.05155052895116141,0.0,0.11556619775500325,0.23830192140590484,0.0,0.07175100043889113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04678661327011949,0.13053104270179075,0.0,0.0,0.07026508251673708,0.0,0.0
anxiety,XpHAHAman,2019/03/01,"Coach wants me to watch his dog and housesit for a few days He’s really persistent on me doing it, and I want to say yes, but taking care of other people’s valuables give me an insane amount of anxiety . Like what if something happens to his dog while I’m there 😬😬😬😬",2.9546551724137937,3.5491863620689656,4.916724137931039,85.63818965517244,73.3103448275862,7.8689655172413815,24.84482758620689,8.07648339933343,1.2985379310344825,211,6,46,3,4,73,45,58,0.08800000000000001,0.679,0.232,0.8442,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,8,5,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,3,7,8,2,3,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,3,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695498490025488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.359248390744973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22723918337909416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33801006795537203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31158548250702817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721423685075067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24427790120944895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22572699781875766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802060468277732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712593271185887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26492636038253725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4156550420559907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fidohatesme,2019/03/01,"I've been getting cold chills a lot lately (18F) Hello people of reddit, I suffer from some pretty bad anxiety and have anxiety attacks often.. The whole shabang, but lately... Probably noticed it starting last month, I get cold as fucking hell from the inside out when I'm anxious. I thought before it was just me feeling cold normally because it's winter and I live in nova Scotia... But no, no matter how many layers I put on I can't make myself warm again. I have literally been waiting out every ""episode"" which have lasted hours, just sitting under blankets trying not to move until I feel warm...maybe if I start taking hot showers it'll help in those situations?

Hope someone experiencing the same thing could give me some advice or at least let me know I'm not alone. ",4.461141552511414,6.4949573287671285,5.400205479452058,78.01597031963473,71.60273972602741,6.784474885844749,27.92009132420091,7.492282038375204,1.84570502283105,614,23,102,7,12,201,110,146,0.17,0.736,0.094,-0.8905,1,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,3,0,4,0,10,1,0,2,0,28,26,10,0,4,8,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,1,4,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,4,8,13,2,13,19,6,22,1,1,0,1,3,7,2,7,12,68,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649321014735125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526461587924506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22936600917804165,0.1693589745386362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17054763490916447,0.0,0.0,0.12517106029776298,0.09138554938764844,0.0,0.12756488792588064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969330057292595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630813506437694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15160099459876347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859211648174904,0.1566466690501944,0.14381017209953853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048349751302316,0.0,0.0,0.14889739577288502,0.14763406860173425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238824262612758,0.24439814313814945,0.3382166987879657,0.0,0.0,0.15329615920731585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237589081162865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745063823041708,0.0,0.0,0.10006806534592944,0.15198821235812388,0.1506077186727133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965909496028368,0.15933375236645947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14688287192928387,0.0,0.1706768993485669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393077113218756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251537569196766,0.16163152704623174,0.0,0.0,0.15070393171918853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685084489091487,0.0,0.0,0.1270207650967108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21221833033163665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271588953186845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959550976365056,0.0,0.0,0.11901414533830255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178105975532632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16737246689676408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Forest459,2019/03/01,"I’m afraid of ruining my relationship Lately I’ve just been so stressed about everything It’s probably due to it being my 2nd semester of college I guess. But anyways, my girlfriend has recently told me that I should be more open with her so i started being more open.

Well, now that I’m more open about my anxiety with her I feel like I’m annoying her and driving her away and it sucks. She reassures me that I’m not annoying but I don’t know I still get worried about it.

So yeah I just kind of came here to rant, thanks for listening.",0.5200303030303068,2.989079427272728,2.502727272727274,90.1807575757576,91.0909090909091,6.933333333333334,23.696969696969692,8.021203637495839,1.733042424242424,427,18,90,11,15,142,67,110,0.146,0.7440000000000001,0.11,-0.2452,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,13,11,3,2,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,17,21,7,0,1,5,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,7,8,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,6,1,0,3,2,18,5,12,14,3,12,0,1,0,0,10,4,1,1,7,62,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17993545760899188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22098809203623104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690182542315985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113921118945522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892954163026136,0.16803449254810424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228878253559876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591109828459032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449356343841197,0.12926558901781812,0.0,0.2653277906587099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491201336566526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25359679829916265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23224208168373944,0.2525281486363573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16648326627856302,0.0,0.18783948106917112,0.0,0.2694329362392485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165503098032391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224753798546698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114825681352492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388677716166488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GledaTheGoat,2019/03/01,"I just bought a huge plushie to sleep with and I’m an adult, anyone else? I’m 28F, and I’ve been finding it easier to relax at night if I’m cuddling a pillow. 

Haven’t really got any childhood teddies big enough to cuddle, but a pillow seems too bulky and it annoys my partner. My sister showed me a kawaii plushies site, and I keep looking at it over the last week... and just saw one I loved, and had to buy it. £30. A lot of money but it’s huge. I’m full of buyers remorse (anxiety?) because I struggle with my impulses sometimes but I’m not in any debts, just a sucker for retail therapy. 

Anyone else sleep with teddies, or even worse, buy them for yourself as an adult? I feel a bit like a fool. ",1.2048336594911966,3.1094536712328766,3.0250880626223093,91.94863013698631,80.78082191780824,5.541291585127202,22.072407045009786,6.5431188927421005,0.4210544031311154,540,17,117,5,14,180,92,146,0.14800000000000002,0.7390000000000001,0.113,-0.8121,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,0,5,7,2,1,11,0,3,5,2,0,0,23,16,12,0,1,9,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,5,9,0,1,3,2,6,0,2,4,0,1,5,3,10,3,16,11,4,13,0,0,2,3,6,9,0,4,5,66,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24133213357685565,0.0,0.13574199415335053,0.0,0.0,0.2481419557327893,0.363618854617295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816647815544307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19371977906085971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29645862432507786,0.0,0.0,0.18334414106883165,0.0,0.11719820615770975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971957700364247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16217799657946375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14191589729736367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15771784714263656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463822009126373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668878304312809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14900587639347873,0.0,0.0,0.15085412046459692,0.16014756573575312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665164991813789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202387155249254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367334439826543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615357588330273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3551385919651465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754938346133534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18550001669499547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20291941929585067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14233258752990136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18082769117962827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TimeMuffinPhD,2019/03/01,"How should I aim to improve this? So to summarise quickly, I've been in a bit of a limbo in terms of what I want to do with my life for the past few years or so. This is mainly caused by my depression and anxiety - several years ago I managed to get on a dream course with all the interests I could want, however, I didn't expect anxiety to hit me so powerfully at this point. I hadn't really studied since high school and I am usually quite recluse. I think I jumped in the deep end with believing I could start a course. We did an icebreaker and a tour of the campus on my first day and I just felt so overwhelmed I just had to leave. There were other scenarios that continue to deter me as well like having lunch by myself really felt terrible even though it's what I might usually do - it was just like a reminder that I can't socialise properly.

Anyway that was just backstory so you understand my current situation. I want to go back on a course like this, but I don't really understand the stepping stones required to do it? I don't want to jump back in only to fail again, so I'm a bit scared of that honestly. Appreciate any advice, thanks.",4.67639367816092,5.2227130474137935,5.954931034482758,79.91650574712645,69.38793103448276,10.324597701149427,29.69080459770115,10.355215969177356,2.935983563218391,905,33,186,24,15,305,130,232,0.077,0.79,0.133,0.7494,3,0,0,0,1,0,19.0,1,1,0,5,20,12,0,2,14,0,21,2,0,2,1,32,36,15,0,8,6,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,14,8,1,1,5,1,0,4,5,5,1,1,10,2,26,7,30,21,6,32,0,3,0,0,2,11,0,2,20,135,40,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375376390940405,0.11226109710597523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612136705590344,0.0,0.19376261138731551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19476081174955406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268293584769834,0.0,0.0,0.2765220188661822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009692055189215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20222775438861584,0.0,0.0,0.08167405350807302,0.0,0.10907715711070276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216782740708324,0.0,0.0,0.083646297583386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431936713951401,0.0,0.0,0.10772220128080807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06616557477077997,0.0,0.07197395510803896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380494752729427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340963153086356,0.0,0.0,0.08945147211957159,0.18561365351811066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343478732568416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631746699524273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089477063578258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971826976368165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470008189696472,0.0,0.0,0.2433916363883835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12679141846163725,0.12816915610777554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430701841396716,0.0,0.10476013588847577,0.14235168156986228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963834270097785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659556732666727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114751752071847,0.12442579283546926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636789981449126,0.0,0.0,0.2789580462867097,0.0,0.2987885420195939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138669809977853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16310747113915944
anxiety,whatevenisthis123,2019/03/01,"I lost my 'just in case' Valium while out and have to be honest, I'm freaking out about the thought of having a panic attack without any back up. Any advice/thoughts? Exactly what it says. I only take it once a week, if that, but knowing I don't have any sort of 'back up' for a bad attack is really upsetting me. I genuinely feel like calling an ambulance when I have an attack, and as I'm sure many of you have experienced, I can't breathe at all, I get tingly, feel like I'm having a heart attack and have severe tunnel vision. I often feel precursors to bad attacks all day through shortness of breath, which is often constant, and feeling shaky. I already take beta blockers every day. I've just moved to a new country so my doctor can't re-prescribe me the medicine as it's a controlled substance. I don't even want to be dependent on it psychologically but I'm pretty scared/upset and this has triggered a lot of anxiety.

Any advice? What have you all done in this situation?",4.2293626373626365,5.413466533333337,5.575476190476191,79.89750000000002,70.84615384615384,8.032967032967035,29.313186813186807,8.418075326091056,2.1749340659340657,774,30,147,12,14,260,115,195,0.223,0.6809999999999999,0.096,-0.9794,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,0,2,10,16,5,3,11,0,18,4,3,3,5,34,33,13,0,2,6,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,10,7,0,2,6,0,0,1,5,12,0,0,3,6,16,4,23,28,4,19,0,1,0,0,4,9,0,7,11,100,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573733735846408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940765766764028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29433428946301954,0.0,0.08277704839230622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6154979056687888,0.0,0.1664069762859634,0.18069444470372986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049009655173446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693189840989927,0.12136187010367155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956742286300866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107530976966716,0.0,0.1107319779992554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146883057905012,0.0,0.09116795157254563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21884817041887972,0.15460431763768115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0565330013410849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282242508052808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05946701144829378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572765832398856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181192809873707,0.09199259895776704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097035751244434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500551260782732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450571921367167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152355168636328,0.0,0.08229529494265994,0.0,0.12695605028881154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100840763587162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931932884042025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604949913312726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224161793889865,0.0,0.0,0.12162771702617595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198257205515668,0.0,0.16271440874430232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17180644513704665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06382251308634472,0.0,0.0867960689634085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043064133902367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,StephPowell1,2019/03/01,"Fear I feel like I've always been afraid.

My dad had these ingenious ways of instilling fear so you never forgot that he was in control.

If I forgot to wash up, he'd wait till you fell deep asleep and the pull back your blanket and soak you in freezing water whilst screaming at you. I remember being terrified and confused not sure what was happening but feeling my heart pound in my chest and being sure I was going to die, that kind of fear, like you desperately need to run but not sure from what from or where too. 

Or he'd make you stand on one leg waiting for you to lose balance so he could hit you or he'd tell you he was going to hit you but never when so you'd spend hours or days waiting for it to happen and just when you thought he'd forgotten, out of the blue he'd just be hitting you. Some times I didnt even know what I had done after a while, I didnt need to find a reason. 

I think that's what started the insomnia, the fear of something bad happening when I was asleep.
I'd always have to know where he was at all times so I could prepare myself for whatever mood he'd be in and what risk that meant for me. I don't know why that got worse later when I lived alone? 
When you're always scared, you start to look for things to be afraid of so you can avoid the danger, to always keep yourself safe; silly little things that you know are irrational but the avoidance helps you feel safe.
Scared of things, people, relationships, losing people, saying the wrong thing, existing. 
When you don't always have a reason for a reaction you feel like you're the reason, like your existence is the reason. 

Everything is weighing up risk. Especially with food, the risk of eating and not being able to purge the consequence of that food, the risk of being judged if people see me eat, the risk of not fitting in, or them finding out, the risk of anyone knowing that my personality is an act.
The risk of anyone knowing that actually, I'm not a good person, I'm not much of anything at all.
It's all a risk and they are risks I can't warrant chanceing.

It makes you angry but you don't even realise it, until something sets you off and then your blood is boiling.

When Mum, my sister and I went away, mum said that I was violent because my sister and I play fight and without even thinking I said 'well I'm a product of my upbringing'. I sounded and felt angry and that feeling shocked and angered me more.

It's weird to be 30 and be afraid of what's to come instead of excited. 

As a Christian, you're meant to be afraid for nothing, but fear helps me navigate life. ",5.5599552143314135,5.349061403071018,5.972635316698657,83.17366826615486,67.40690978886757,8.866052463211773,29.26685860524632,8.344100000000001,1.864579987204096,2025,62,420,25,30,653,226,521,0.235,0.698,0.067,-0.9984,0,3,2,0,1,0,48.0,0,25,2,3,23,50,4,23,24,0,45,16,6,7,8,93,92,46,1,6,22,5,7,4,0,0,3,5,0,2,27,20,7,11,24,1,1,8,15,34,1,1,23,15,63,15,61,47,6,54,1,2,3,0,52,20,0,9,27,282,90,0,0.06999107128659365,0.0,0.06830118924230237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07248964165023414,0.0,0.0,0.2911908908913268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787876883410294,0.0,0.05759668804310114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06575891543893234,0.05381881352839216,0.058439620995304975,0.04266590742267078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060291110480411685,0.0,0.0,0.0785009379095051,0.11176435039408099,0.0,0.0,0.04513845076299309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263968183041906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162516630710075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323667843257493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13868532744984186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629034618220611,0.0,0.0,0.39379706936757386,0.1769479431944491,0.10000327062403963,0.06720240450081247,0.0,0.127941142321558,0.0,0.16926696244305714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955507751408386,0.05870518989130946,0.05597825351393194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18567861956901652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293975646848274,0.09382707946988107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689271065896243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062211280054994114,0.0,0.07288493022875586,0.23079157412679546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04943676353160832,0.1367764081802445,0.07014944074334313,0.06180339824193137,0.0,0.05877487217899378,0.15660421149404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343916714675364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051451490671524616,0.10379498501073027,0.10796285797779867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06715832056911793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04742776128695803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14556898839715354,0.12222700753196605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878499131163198,0.0,0.07514421713458573,0.07928623982378327,0.0,0.133155073175204,0.05565970912299973,0.1401465447979746,0.0,0.0557738220408678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776509226156207,0.0,0.0,0.09908008099743576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19789726913192865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061175281285826534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18599583097167235,0.0896949047297136,0.0,0.055565092523026605,0.08162471304099654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05555565457109158,0.0,0.0,0.06293037867639523,0.06488242429320956,0.06315605542141725,0.0,0.0,0.06746889508307294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132688114554354,0.0,0.07652424906944708,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nochill6928,2019/03/01,"Am I anxious? When I'm around people I'm not personally friends with, I seem rather social and outgoing... But as soon as I develop any personal relationship I feel extremely burdened, as if I'm not doing enough. I often go way out of my way just to please them and I feel like I've ruined a relationship after seemingly inconsequential things. Like I know it's meaningless or that they're probably not in a mood to be around me but I can't shake the pain I get that makes me feel as if it's my fault. 
I also am never casual around people I care about as I just start over thinking and my conversations get needlessly serious, even if my intentions were otherwise.

I often spend dozens and dozens of minutes thinking of mistakes I could have made to those I care about or better imaginary conversations I hope to have in the future.

This is consuming me... Do I have a disorder? 
Professional help is pretty much absent where I live. ",4.9610769230769245,6.365721022222225,6.330000000000003,74.34115384615386,69.33333333333333,10.427350427350428,29.401709401709404,10.560738912317856,3.3156324786324785,744,28,138,22,13,252,107,180,0.122,0.6920000000000001,0.18600000000000005,0.9435,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,15,16,0,1,5,0,13,1,0,3,1,39,33,18,0,7,13,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,7,9,0,0,8,1,1,2,5,7,0,2,2,3,26,8,23,29,2,18,0,1,0,0,10,8,0,10,8,103,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062892976632392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407465281603644,0.0,0.0,0.15628267828736706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36945071907013016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234880882468685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820898284020504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045171735097087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15854744933702136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14294023892522265,0.0,0.09137101132400688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098437020960916,0.09882876733227128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068796740341364,0.0,0.1445518966482302,0.0,0.07862073106887152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272511337410526,0.0,0.0,0.13740094887083712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760270027146583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13517001730281122,0.0,0.1221550780705618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308988564873911,0.09234175694497597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169442196728083,0.0,0.10669487212801228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720149352670078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19181244233743508,0.24158298851063095,0.0,0.1518536932631545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14073958264140918,0.14915187111445016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970466987816465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518756239272632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14101827312195578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791642024360253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190568762984593,0.1772829391500361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21961269167844968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WillowBearxx,2019/03/01,"Feeling anxious, because my landlord knows I have anxiety.. I gave my landlord a legitimate letter from my mental health care provider for my Emotional Support Animal (in August, 2018). It was a fight to get her to waive the ""pet deposit"", because I was not visibly impaired in her opinion.   Now that she knows of my ""emotional limitations"" because of the letter, she is using it as ammo against me (insults primarily). 

The apartment has so many problems & my roommates and I have notified the LL of such. I have been the primary person in the house to contact our landlord, but all of our emails to her were co-written or reviewed by my roommates.

My LL is now telling us that my roommates need to control my anxiety and make sure i'm getting therapy (we're all \~30 y/o adults by the way), that she will no longer speak to me, and that it personally offends her that I requested an Emotional Support Animal, because she is also disabled but does not ask for special dispensation or advertise it (apparently, providing her a letter was advertisement of my disability). She also claimed that my initial letter was fraudulently drafted by myself or a friend. I encouraged her to contact my therapist for verification, but she required my therapist to provide her with another one (my therapist is amazing, and happily complied). 

​

This is just a rant. I'm sorry. I guess i'm just looking for support. I'm trying not to feel guilty for requesting an Emotional Support Animal, when my dog helps me so much on a daily basis to mitigate my depression and anxiety. I feel like I have a target on my back now.  ",6.801700267618197,7.846011803389832,7.825263157894738,66.61341659232829,64.86440677966101,11.091882247992864,41.28902765388047,10.992663274268294,5.173576271186441,1282,76,203,36,19,434,153,295,0.08900000000000001,0.7490000000000001,0.162,0.9745,1,0,0,0,1,0,51.0,3,0,0,3,12,16,3,0,16,0,17,1,0,3,3,34,40,17,0,2,11,0,3,1,1,1,1,1,4,3,11,6,0,3,5,0,1,0,4,5,0,1,7,5,48,11,32,32,3,13,0,1,1,0,37,6,0,5,7,155,59,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15367162084535976,0.0,0.20820709291706024,0.11674873320277343,0.0,0.1007491347574908,0.2205047313487948,0.1085439971859164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982261238619241,0.0,0.0,0.07388023273190328,0.0,0.2342799451304759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796081650183386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776282831592536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275428388988063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408098770276423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4323120367921743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574407387566266,0.06864016896022679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742318161214334,0.0,0.10039654320585496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584387391119522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212943650516404,0.0,0.0,0.06440095956530734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086438553031418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056070302754799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04694024359743328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806837042790091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06413470459949405,0.09741088796406876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682688497332924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063047020184192,0.07124272300198235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06510686156217635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16778816125000376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193638475346526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755463046912074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4361255796627072,0.09055505155126856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397888623932911,0.0,0.10987681033263737,0.3346717706320961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06523258123023998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557341646892455,0.08298299397713506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626449600417443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674873320277343,0.0
anxiety,shelbss72,2019/03/01,"just a bisexual anxious girl that needs help. I really don’t ask for much. But I’m at a breaking point right now and have no where to turn. I’m at risk at getting kicked out of my apartment because im down about half of the money due to medical bills from my surgery this past year. I have no one to turn to and I’m on my own. My parents won’t help me out at all financially and kicked me out of the house a year ago. I’m a bisexual women who they ( my parents) are very religious and really haven’t accepted me and the emotional abuse has been constant since I came out.  I haven’t been able to go to work because my depression and anxiety has been so bad. I haven’t eaten in a couple days and just have been hanging out between my car and the local library.  I really don’t ask for much but prayers, good vibes, whatever will help. I appreciate everything. ",2.7616372391653283,4.136261471910114,4.549470304975927,85.09067415730341,74.73033707865169,8.456500802568218,27.32102728731942,9.04235418022936,2.093806099518458,674,26,146,15,14,229,97,178,0.08800000000000001,0.81,0.102,0.6535,2,0,0,0,1,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,6,5,0,1,9,0,17,2,0,0,1,21,30,11,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,14,1,0,1,0,2,4,8,3,0,2,6,0,18,2,26,22,4,30,0,1,0,0,11,17,0,0,8,96,21,1,0.14266217818304994,0.16903135285490195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646141321599993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913617582648004,0.16116765417227688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667397572453995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911695977968302,0.17393107935584526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16316752620349162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541671329485698,0.0,0.0,0.1578529866815487,0.0,0.0920053027805334,0.0,0.12287472502412344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16047574865170455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128215566840573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453509993638198,0.0,0.08107820351261365,0.11965826649874342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868703525393377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16461299943254712,0.0,0.0,0.15409963339038146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14371713569706526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097462317702956,0.10578219745683552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667158406302573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168189318834944,0.0,0.13618719163765847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348618708740881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27417913325373594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218327206754262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801162802329047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103509667748533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771123779297835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385976481560204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837395307732846
anxiety,tazergirl31,2019/03/01,"UPDATE TO: This past weekend, I overcame my anxiety and decided to shoot my shot: I asked out a guy I have a huge crush on and he said yes!! We're going out to get coffee soon 😊😊 Unfortunately, getting coffee isn't going to happen as he is currently talking to another girl and said she wouldn't be too happy with him getting coffee with another girl \*sigh\* **😒** **😒** 

I'm glad he told me even though I'm disappointed and I very much respect him, so hopefully we can be friends or something (because I really really like him and think he's super cool) so yeah... that's a thing... ",-0.6152680652680651,1.3008425042735041,2.318278943278944,87.91396853146854,106.86324786324785,5.546076146076146,20.702797202797203,6.980632752743323,1.1480461538461544,451,18,90,10,22,157,76,117,0.112,0.6890000000000001,0.198,0.9158,1,0,1,1,0,0,27.0,1,0,0,1,6,10,0,0,3,3,7,0,0,0,0,15,21,10,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,3,3,10,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,1,1,0,3,3,13,8,11,15,1,11,0,1,0,0,18,4,0,2,6,50,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40743789997373786,0.14862325268149318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181625066303928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843095362517055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831974891953574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009982638835884,0.0,0.3045089927586809,0.0,0.2208269849362443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19236720679918676,0.171800682025569,0.20681409436950696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192963337112362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491512915534954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14281775482472076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854617246890524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24892078966465944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696085059189311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14956581747584882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15615446819634854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290706383791609,0.12448643125323985,0.1908785798898628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18564234663030654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16030089844610793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,indecisive_mule,2019/03/01,"I feel the internet has made me more anxious I always had anxiety but it seems to have gotten worse because of the internet. My family got the internet very late because we were poor and now I wish for those pre-internet days. The constant flow of news, facts, opinions, politics, hate, outrage, pointless arguing, etc, it's just too much. I feel I'm in a constant state of panic and worry, just wanting for the impending doom.",5.077541666666669,6.749022337500005,5.982500000000003,75.9191666666667,69.375,9.833333333333336,34.583333333333336,10.125756701596842,3.9165833333333344,337,17,58,9,6,111,60,80,0.362,0.603,0.035,-0.9873,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,0,4,5,3,1,6,0,4,0,0,1,1,15,14,3,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,5,2,7,0,7,9,3,8,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,5,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17263431747267985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15871642528600688,0.23438565396157704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529474663413897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4484096323311452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380304609445426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313874540150007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19558726236001275,0.0,0.2098093611930229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16593526602274156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20483682545092635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23403879936713454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19631615235186206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525166695263401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434250901865153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18887580337796125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17118711313650042,0.12237306507748758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23858393361753566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106990991704028,0.21143290929061528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jayceshazee,2019/03/01,"The roller coaster of anxiety There are highs and lows. Today I woke up with a panic attack because I had a bad dream. It started making me think though what exactly is anxiety for me? I think I worry or think too much of the future and it makes my heart race. When my heart beats faster except during exercise, it gives me anxiety. Spicy foods and caffeine do the same thing. So what exactly is my anxiety? Maybe it’s stimulated from external factors more than internal factors.",3.5613333333333337,6.197168911111113,4.698888888888892,79.185,76.55555555555556,8.444444444444445,27.777777777777786,9.150863307647796,2.8547777777777785,382,16,66,10,9,125,64,90,0.223,0.737,0.04,-0.9419,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,1,1,5,0,5,4,2,3,2,15,13,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,4,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,10,0,8,11,3,8,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,5,47,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5320041367562934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19778878224115645,0.0,0.0,0.1451643208146216,0.1059823347151604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21023000509683767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16678061134420574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4120455680999266,0.0,0.183690715905678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321033744799976,0.0,0.17466391303673212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780576894623874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039851180117864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230577168305556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550365153601505,0.3342039109049097,0.17081478215457366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16479722886059525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765614241996184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sjc1212,2019/03/01,"Choose wisely who you open up to. I opened up to a bunch of people who I thought were friends and have basically taken it upon themselves to ""fix"" me when I never have asked for it if anything the opposite and I am being treated on all angles like a charity case. I explained my situation when I was asked truthfully and in depth said I don't want anyone to try and help me I just respect them enough to tell them what I'm going through and theyve basically just not heard me and think I'm crying to them for help or what ever and just being different towards me and behind my back so watch who you open up to they more than likely can and will use it against you in some way. ",6.602571428571429,5.231261542857143,7.1285714285714255,79.57642857142858,65.71428571428572,10.0,32.14285714285714,8.841846274778883,2.372071428571428,536,17,113,7,7,177,88,140,0.03,0.812,0.158,0.9537,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,4,0,8,7,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,1,4,29,23,14,0,2,6,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,8,12,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,3,21,7,22,14,5,19,0,0,1,0,19,12,0,3,7,90,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15502959014246176,0.0,0.18245409187807615,0.0,0.41455068631314895,0.0,0.0,0.17048658667543773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435455698315352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23164693831953745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290927945738502,0.0,0.0,0.2005556017525555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17129790317778665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12600680625299196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29722428771318465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21663932591225366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710017179647572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15371056036959138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109035152937984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492190505917853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937903162771923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206721727040916,0.0,0.1760184281572493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053120033241854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914921877223721,0.0,0.0,0.13077435396026946,0.17598853072724074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Daletrik,2019/03/01,"What can I (20m) do to help my girlfriend(18f)? This girl is a ray of sunshine. She has one of the most purest souls I’ve ever witnessed. But she suffers from anxiety. Like the always there, constant state of anxiety. Personally, I’ve had my fair share with being anxious but I’m okay at controlling it and I’ve been helping friends with it for over 5 years, so I’m used to it. I’m just looking for suggestions to help her out some. Make her day better. I would go into her backstory but it’s not my place. I’ll just say that she’s had a terrible boyfriend before me (about two years ago) and a realllyyyyy bad experience with what used to be her favorite teacher. She deserves to be happy and filled with joy. She does not deserve the thoughts she has. She does not deserve what she’s going through right now. She really is angelic. 

So I guess my questions are: what do you wish your SO/loved ones did for you when you dealt with constant anxiety? Should I be like “kick anxieties ass today!” or not even bring it up and just try to make her laugh and try to be an escape? Sometimes she tells me to tell her to stop being a little bitch (she calls it tough love) but it just doesn’t feel right for me to do that. 

She says once she graduates HS it’ll be better but I’m worried that it will follow her. She is meeting with a therapist for the first time later today but she isn’t very optimistic about it. She’s worried that it’s wasting her parents money and it won’t change anything. 

Any suggestions will be useful. Thank you for taking time to read this. 
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anxiety,MrJoshOfficial,2019/03/01,"I need your help! So my girlfriend has been having terrible anxiety and sometimes panic attacks recently due to the stress of college and struggling to find a new job. 

What are ways a person can help someone who’s going through the stages of anxiety/a panic attack?",7.40299319727891,8.18707610204082,7.396326530612246,71.12605442176873,63.48979591836735,9.798639455782316,38.78231292517007,9.725611199111238,4.144912925170067,215,11,33,4,3,69,40,49,0.3720000000000001,0.542,0.086,-0.9508,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,7,2,4,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,7,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,1,0,3,0,5,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,22,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15896153245624384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4727904278249822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899195825709674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809388941441312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785593350727838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20620308130540724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15407631875486338,0.0,0.20068835020446596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4876020273846147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814373533654002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20517110799528435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17606283987671825,0.0,0.20551318006456948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380268625645025,0.2172309837380377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649368847916049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AlienSocksAndWatches,2019/03/01,I'm proud of myself today I recently read something about holding pain lightly instead of avoiding feeling it entirely. Today I experienced some of my usual anxiety attacks and I actually remembered what I read and tried to follow some of the suggested techniques. It was the first time I was able to get out of my head enough to try using some techniques to help me calm down. I don't have anyone to talk to about it and I was sad about that so I wanted to let you guys know! I DID IT!! I've held on this far and I did something really hard on my own today despite it feeling impossible! Yay!!,3.925640301318268,5.412113805084747,5.5233333333333325,78.81535781544257,71.96610169491525,8.295291902071563,30.060263653484,8.841846274778883,2.552686252354049,471,20,88,9,9,160,73,118,0.131,0.7509999999999999,0.117,-0.4139,0,1,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,2,5,7,1,1,2,1,8,2,1,1,0,17,17,5,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,5,0,3,4,2,0,1,1,4,0,1,6,5,16,3,19,10,5,13,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,3,7,65,24,2,0.16798492574718546,0.0,0.16392905541239108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850800840163562,0.0,0.0,0.11745896592650168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911071041286984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17357333349800744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698764516800889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288789202541682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776519038078025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166331487042117,0.0,0.0,0.1504814978674275,0.0,0.1724009974688636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259675475807625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232012200531407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17177596790342706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787478048128988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33606076970760324,0.0,0.10761544493350693,0.0,0.16586484832290166,0.0,0.19029417416736866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586460056822217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350199201596944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795336110217184,0.0,0.4776902029395684,0.0,0.0,0.2281014755244219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14508504042489115,0.18501166297897614,0.0,0.0990818615450391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mentalhealthgirl,2019/03/01,"Tips For The Highly Sensitive This is blog post talks about [grounding skills](https://www.heatherlouisenicholson.com/blog/tips-for-the-highly-sensitive-grounding-techniques) you can use if you are an introvert, anxious or highly sensitive. ",13.186363636363636,17.857613090909098,8.009090909090911,57.23363636363638,54.45454545454545,10.460606060606061,38.27272727272727,10.504223727775694,5.352381818181818,204,9,21,5,3,54,23,33,0.077,0.923,0.0,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,0,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3981550565858774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7447410063048583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375385491277281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832766231179485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.304393605535274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JuliaMM1,2019/03/01,Shortness of breath I physically have to remind myself to breathe at work sometimes when I’m anxious. I find that I’m either breathing very shallow or holding my breathe. Does anyone else experience this?,6.5500000000000025,9.172894000000003,6.1344444444444415,72.45500000000001,67.33333333333334,7.022222222222222,39.77777777777778,7.793537801064563,3.6291777777777785,168,10,24,2,3,52,30,36,0.061,0.939,0.0,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,14,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39308150701072536,0.0,0.2432929025430376,0.3565132155824574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044911023549551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906653934558051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403593094776712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31801760729992323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441288618476757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870930335332814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533098411164869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,murdaboots,2019/03/01,"I need some reassurance, and I’m desperate. I try to ask these questions on Twitter but I don’t have a large following or anything so often my questions go unanswered. 

I’m bipolar, ADD, and suffer from PTSD. My anxiety can get absolutely out of control sometimes, and over things that make absolutely no sense. Let me give you an example. Right I’m perfectly fine, everything’s okay and there’s nothing to worry about. Then I start to think about what things I could do today, and I say to myself “oh! I’ll get creative and work on that project I’ve been wanting to start” and then out of nowhere just like that, I’m in full on anxiety attack. The idea of getting up and doing something I enjoy is giving me anxiety? Why am I afraid to do it? Why can’t I bring myself to do it? 

Please, I’m begging anyone that is reading this that if you’ve felt something similar or have gone through the same thing to let me know. I feel so alone, and I haven’t been able to eat in three days over my anxiety causing so much stress. I’m desperate to know that I’m not the only one. And to anyone that IS feeling what I’m feeling or similar, I’m so sorry. I’m sorry this is what we have to deal with every day, and I wish you well on your journey. I know it’s not easy. ",1.3774230769230795,3.4708277423076943,3.2415384615384646,89.63346153846155,81.19230769230771,6.307692307692308,24.615384615384606,7.468242284971852,1.1803846153846154,983,38,209,15,26,329,137,260,0.154,0.7070000000000001,0.139,-0.4943,0,1,2,0,0,0,28.0,1,3,0,3,10,11,1,2,5,1,21,2,0,3,1,46,55,22,0,5,8,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,19,16,1,1,11,1,0,5,6,4,1,2,4,5,25,7,31,48,4,25,0,1,0,0,12,13,0,8,8,136,44,3,0.11128952537541068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526238512416374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34054472919745155,0.0,0.0,0.1556324475056766,0.0,0.09158179690185846,0.0,0.10404068324438273,0.12660790139205913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143249986712008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482066584894227,0.0888556303011669,0.0,0.0,0.14354507422883386,0.11473461395538775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387696791951328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376622500665473,0.0,0.1000198494173977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16881398371769746,0.0,0.10685539688852176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17443255110865047,0.21351810710305005,0.0632484019389646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256323279412525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18348543802139736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22760215958478014,0.0,0.0543704406473647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428662236541379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181060628783555,0.0825197729214113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678530109280404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541266258993301,0.08464069894607815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216247924495535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300914996648731,0.0,0.24933947644968876,0.0,0.11131964190150256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504064659496493,0.0,0.08850189741299963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17135222749653484,0.11006818626207658,0.249159024500262,0.15754259772951845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274817753094762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218074466872108,0.07130983418648225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548945731324327,0.0,0.0,0.07555828249359779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06564144547859414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006264864719057,0.0,0.20084297334591428,0.0,0.127977461876168,0.0,0.0,0.08102009992514908,0.1130199151408462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aehg,2019/03/01,"How I Improved My Crippling Panic Disorder Hey everyone, I recently went through some horrific experiences with anxiety and I'm finally at a place where I can mostly manage it. I wanted to share a little bit of my experience.
In October I had my first panic attack. I was hanging out with my SO and all of a sudden I felt like I was going to die. I'm 20 years old, and while I've had my fair share of social anxiety the feeling of an anxiety attack was foreign to me, so I was terrified. I thought I needed to go to the hospital, but I ended up just pacing around my house until 3 AM, where I was finally exhausted enough to crash. I woke up the next morning okay, but confused about the situation. I thought maybe it was a one time thing, and tried to move on.

About a month later I'm walking around with my SO and experience the symptoms again. Heart racing, feeling like I can't breathe, stuck in a negative thought loop of hell, etc. I ended up asking to play cards with him to calm down, and we did for about 3 hours until I was able to breathe normally. This is when I knew I needed help. I ordered a CBT book online and tried to move on.
I started following the CBT book, which is a 7-week program designed to help you change your behaviors and reactions to negative thoughts. All was well for about a week, until I pushed myself with two cups of coffee instead of one. I was thrown into a terrible panic attack right before I had to leave for school. I was stuck in this phase for about 3 days, couldn't eat, felt sick, thought I was going to die, and honestly, getting severely depressed at this point. I had goals, a future, school to do. How was I supposed to do any of it when I couldn't function? I felt hopeless, so I made an appointment with a therapist and GP.
In the next weeks I experienced some new and terrifying thoughts and feelings. I had major intrusive thoughts about health anxiety, violence (terrified I was going to ""go crazy"" from a panic attack), scared I was going to lose my mind in other ways, etc.

At this point in the story, I'll go over how I started to manage my anxiety. These are tips I learned in order.

1.	Exercise. Everyone knows this, but it is scientifically proven to be one of the best things you can do. You'll force your brain to make the right chemicals for mood improvement.
2.	Sleep. Focusing on this helped me tremendously.
3.	Medication. Now while I'm not a huge fan of daily medication, I still wanted to take something. I opted for an ""as-needed"" medication. I took them for the first 3 days, once a day, and I felt so much better. I stabilized after a couple days and have only needed them about 3 times in the past 5 months. If I ever feel the need to take SSRIs, I will. But it was important for me to try to manage things on my own.
4.	CBT Book or Program. If anyone wants to know which one I used, let me know. This was a good resource for identifying thought patterns, making actionable changes, and recognizing that a lot of people have the same exact irrational thoughts you do. Ultimately, this made me feel less alone and like I was actively helping myself change.
5.	Quit caffeine. Again, this one everyone knows. But I had to quit caffeine for a solid 3 months (after drinking multiple cups of coffee every day for 6 years). I'm just now okay with drinking coffee again, but I make it half-caff just to be safe, I don't want to trigger myself into a panic attack again. 
6.	Therapy. Just going has done a lot for my mental health. When I went to my first session, all I could do was cry. She listed to me and understood everything. I went frequently at first, and when I showed signs of improvement I stopped going as often. But always go at your own pace. 
7.	Tracking My Mood. I started tracking my mood daily, and it really put in to perspective how often I let one bad day ruin the rest of the week. Also, when you have a bad day it helps you remember it’s not always going to be like that. I use the app Daylio for this. 


The Good. 
Believe it or not, I think a few good things came out of this experience, and I would like to share them. 

Perspective shift. This experience really put into perspective how awful poor mental health is. I dealt with a bit of anxiety and depression before, but never that bad. I’m now able to empathize with people a lot more. 

More Stable Mood. I used to just go through these periods of highs and lows. After implementing these strategies, I would say much baseline is neutral/good with a few iffy or bad days here and there. 

Effort in Relationships. I’ve put a lot more effort into my relationships. When I was struggling, I couldn’t bare doing anything alone. I was suffering, and I honestly wanted comfort. I reached out to people more during my hardship and made new friends. 

Health Improvement. Due to the fact exercise and proper sleep is proven to improve mental health, my overall health has improved as well. I used to rarely go out of my way to workout, but I must now, especially if I want to feel “normal”. 

Thanks for reading, I really do hope this might help someone. Also, if anyone wants to ask a question or just talk, feel free to DM. Have a lovely day.",3.158347844576749,5.230520969123512,4.511542593670264,82.80958883566858,75.36454183266932,7.699610546577734,25.922333139352702,8.545302907257469,1.9343535431308467,4039,147,773,80,89,1336,388,1004,0.16699999999999998,0.688,0.145,-0.9822,1,2,3,0,0,1,146.0,1,9,3,12,53,59,6,8,51,3,68,24,6,16,8,164,155,68,2,25,26,0,11,5,1,6,14,1,0,0,36,48,3,2,30,11,2,28,11,27,2,11,54,13,114,29,139,86,30,147,1,7,0,1,35,45,1,21,75,539,150,14,0.07414069724358187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678740267996427,0.0,0.0592902887993963,0.06169099939408412,0.0,0.0,0.025209108259237764,0.0,0.17015229137798354,0.0,0.0,0.051840899369786884,0.0,0.030505738317328307,0.0660009392874033,0.06931154366430163,0.21086436603286854,0.0,0.0,0.12380877067879625,0.0,0.0,0.06308827263390991,0.041765588488576415,0.03890304381980818,0.03278571086604689,0.08094243911775824,0.0,0.0,0.041382768962284766,0.0,0.042398603169773424,0.0,0.0,0.11764654046712045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029597656932779173,0.0410176356607121,0.040720037271568366,0.2151657729686712,0.0,0.06385727389646917,0.0,0.07694633843232493,0.0,0.042485831144961336,0.0,0.0,0.03793583719022972,0.0,0.07262965764047881,0.0,0.037932221262771126,0.0,0.0,0.06566665163299515,0.03830357965512466,0.08268647563481743,0.0,0.03353225264592119,0.031233367544884774,0.10626692016903314,0.033316439031387896,0.1813095709715664,0.0,0.0,0.13120717471768334,0.026483064462413337,0.1423733923355397,0.08121750986169296,0.0,0.126128078401196,0.0,0.0,0.028640459388219994,0.0,0.019367727132670348,0.0,0.27388313430767924,0.1243713985327223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23642428258387024,0.0,0.043928541603591886,0.14908483963064598,0.0391668586222932,0.0,0.036819220601114734,0.03650682613938128,0.04277420514926794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814915765166651,0.0,0.0,0.03925214665468498,0.0,0.0758138861174846,0.0,0.0905534992048556,0.037154228049049685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041472237879838864,0.0,0.12606353900014006,0.033457436954207345,0.10523058056841096,0.07423423668306015,0.0,0.03724214778409898,0.0,0.0,0.11203342871394142,0.11207457711515316,0.03932578170910393,0.037430484539509035,0.0,0.08876759579447392,0.07879982785639005,0.05450194321199305,0.1374359689318808,0.02859093817162718,0.07160554739777822,0.0788494726264211,0.0,0.0726421417381758,0.0,0.0,0.0388990949747274,0.03947871143690886,0.15071896568573134,0.0281936705807574,0.0,0.2174703342743212,0.0,0.0,0.03538784235687828,0.07709973642648828,0.0,0.03873062428826362,0.0,0.07008692328634847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179781779167827,0.041527274404240776,0.0788577576773617,0.03708038038459824,0.0,0.07124464370293812,0.0,0.03660249706383825,0.07959936245822878,0.04199347855590759,0.06331575034813157,0.0,0.029479829118893543,0.037113885945016835,0.07503434379342169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04187894228739873,0.0,0.0,0.04166862503761441,0.07419424076845135,0.03778855204083356,0.031409586089415284,0.028538565462426106,0.0,0.0,0.07871575066362263,0.0,0.029604428295083692,0.03099247134814867,0.0,0.03875397721510072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03853028620101992,0.055744577403555914,0.029795742022346982,0.0,0.03412939645253483,0.042393174361935376,0.043041531946769684,0.09851156968417876,0.023753182561771242,0.0,0.2648674440682106,0.04323203678642608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041186521313827565,0.07550500005781242,0.0,0.03621234407116105,0.0,0.0,0.12806751568772734,0.0,0.0,0.15305536453722626,0.0588494345065593,0.11894239046176727,0.0,0.06666139076177086,0.10309375369299167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05266742412131692,0.0,0.0,0.047744178226624134
anxiety,Abzuran,2019/03/01,"Moving out and terrified of telling housemates Hi All, first time posting here but here goes.

I moved in with my boyfriend about 6 months ago into a shared household. He's been there about a year. Our relationship with the other housemates (2M 1F) has been mixed, but overall amicable. That being said, there are enough issues for us to realise that it's probably best for us to have our own space at this point, and luckily we can afford it. 
Here's when the good old anxiety kicks in for me. Between us, we rent two of the four bedrooms and therefore pay half the rent. We have a 1 month notice policy and sublet from them. Even though I objectively know that it's entirely within our right to give our one month notice whenever we want, I can't help but feel guilt about it. The anxiety in my head is going wild worrying about leaving them with half the rent to pay, the fact that I've only been there for six months and the prospect of potentially have four weeks of really awkward interactions. 
I don't think this is spurred on by nothing though. The last guy who moved out was ripped to shreds for not giving them notice (despite giving them a month) and the housemates themselves don't have a lot of money. They have a tendency to take their frustrations out on us sometimes about ridiculous things which I can go over in more detail if people require.
For more context, I'm a student and we have to move out in August anyway, so I'm anxious to move while prices are low and properties are still available. There are many reasons why it would be good for us to leave now. 

Please give me reassurance that I'm not being an asshole and it will all be okay. Any tips to help break the news in the most amicable way possible would be fantastic too. Thank you everyone.",6.52464912280702,6.693244125730999,6.260286549707601,80.63639473684209,65.34502923976609,9.530058479532164,31.427485380116963,9.255337874911486,2.5238860818713453,1409,49,274,23,20,440,194,342,0.112,0.775,0.113,0.823,4,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,14,1,6,3,21,12,2,2,20,1,30,1,1,2,3,43,46,18,0,4,6,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,4,1,17,22,0,1,4,0,7,7,5,5,0,8,5,2,30,7,49,33,9,47,0,1,0,0,37,20,0,3,17,195,47,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980366924530823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05355005051526522,0.0,0.12048110686660538,0.08896068246262863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263917709127627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136577479672542,0.0,0.052011058511154735,0.0,0.0,0.07524527622627676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039816395848696416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06698139517987854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30216175056313715,0.08950645034041455,0.13209699061133787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797102264230414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081622016519847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556370619675776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219047289209405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043276798946635615,0.0641885842347521,0.0,0.1667615065614808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669471209787522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983618898547983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142719415822533,0.41847322790142605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07555900984322758,0.26895888135866164,0.08263078881941124,0.0,0.053360397513742906,0.05988995994164356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05459263292053894,0.0,0.0,0.0864395743354296,0.07444052054217648,0.08877439957227322,0.07541699946079064,0.0,0.08490161795488031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05044677013828077,0.08096410926529916,0.0,0.08454384496244656,0.0,0.06724874189692749,0.07490557684781808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788190962700657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628867397598781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05920726955541249,0.0,0.06882756509792058,0.07249883198145364,0.0,0.0,0.05231541194037212,0.050457323321425065,0.1547352932151248,0.0,0.045917486052735934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692350059928192,0.0,0.4736093321679861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04644649192617211,0.06250499141448666,0.06316537411929289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07105610999213477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997049025676632,0.0,0.11187794479687384,0.0,0.0,0.05070990868763983
anxiety,Cronenburg_jerry,2019/03/01,"Proving Myself Wrong So things with this girl I am seeing recently started heating up. We had kissed and gone out with friends a few times and I wanted to go on another real date with her as momentum seemed to be kind of building. I asked her out and she said yes, but then she had somethings came up and she canceled. I was pretty sad because it hurt to invite someone out to my side of things and have it fall through. At first I was like okay whatever it happens, then it happened a few more times that same week as we tried to reschedule.

 At this point I am ruminating about stuff and it is driving me crazy. I feel like I am being super over bearing and kind of a freak. I finally got ahold of myself and kind of shut down communication and then she asked me if she could come over. I said yes of course but I had a feeling it wasn't going to work out. It ended up going better than I could have expected! We had a lot of fun and laughed the whole night and had a romantic connection. Even have some follow-up plans!

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So the moral of the story I got out of this is that all the over thinking and analyzing was for nothing. All the doubts I had about things seemed to be erased pretty quickly. Just because maybe certain signals were triggering past memories doesn't mean its always going to have the same result so it is best to let go of the future and let things take their course. Sure its easy to say that and I bet in a week I will be freaking out about something else again, but I want to remember this turn of events in a hope that it will help me find peace when I face uncertainty. ",3.4908668730650163,4.955262148606813,4.098335603715171,88.6914786377709,73.02476780185759,7.025585139318888,25.61349845201239,7.554174236665415,1.1473602229102169,1266,41,265,15,25,401,169,323,0.067,0.7070000000000001,0.226,0.9955,0,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,3,0,1,6,11,22,0,1,15,3,32,2,1,2,5,61,61,27,0,7,5,0,2,2,1,2,0,3,0,1,24,28,0,0,9,0,1,10,2,6,0,1,17,6,35,16,51,34,11,51,1,2,1,1,19,21,0,8,22,198,59,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254208133979336,0.10748281295351483,0.12053847040064306,0.0,0.10401951494209202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854766215855486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094240963851115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410394510963576,0.08773405649666624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345800800460565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545174146944509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15840574670586613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082868604477599,0.0,0.08786147336952266,0.0,0.0,0.06552045374748641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003166786938828,0.07086827195064492,0.0,0.10866840172899188,0.09066671130994736,0.08437919801005614,0.0,0.0,0.07664142749025407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818873239415551,0.0,0.15867809397001192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17544390065010798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664914551565464,0.0,0.0,0.09852766632328044,0.0,0.0,0.10619531024188494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099036076114248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20287678967947928,0.0,0.09692790676608004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433602139965993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965941294050393,0.10805753402738896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930921806783062,0.0,0.09518476938086737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469732022338873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377576274623296,0.0,0.0,0.20184347707825304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291095458900001,0.0,0.0,0.09794771748089423,0.0,0.1123739007877051,0.0,0.18872322632055927,0.0788875679406894,0.0,0.0,0.07904930235689582,0.1806153278650372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405156782369706,0.1527375218334678,0.0,0.0,0.07021404481275323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355990146645195,0.0,0.0,0.09349452539311999,0.0,0.07458581458380392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636154407497559,0.06356315009805788,0.0,0.0,0.11568826350549667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735007178298047,0.10790076705785376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11702108409614817,0.0,0.15914400098349085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107529012479326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07221854925415222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845927858221073,0.12053847040064306,0.0
anxiety,NolanDied98,2019/03/01,Question about social anxiety This is my first post on reddit. So please correct me if I am doing something wrong. So what are the major differences between being shy and having social anxiety?,4.5691176470588255,7.869416205882352,5.4250000000000025,71.30750000000003,78.11764705882355,6.929411764705884,29.088235294117645,8.07648339933343,3.0003176470588238,157,7,20,3,4,51,31,34,0.217,0.716,0.066,-0.6003,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,1,4,6,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,3,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4167571246955613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845908830022851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316958599506418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29900379733253424,0.0,0.0,0.2608755236889149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30514054210487696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5553371571104495,0.0,0.20970009375840304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29781707356043663,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HofratBehrens,2019/03/01,"Do you ever look back at something you did in the past and think that ""I could never do that now""? I just had this feeling thinking back on a stressful job interview/aptitude test I did some time ago. I thought that there is no way I would willingly go into such a stressful situation right now, and it's surprising that I was capable of doing it at all. 

Then I remembered that I had had this thought many times over the years. I usually feel a little sad, assuming that my anxiety has been progressively growing ever since my childhood (when I performed in a play in front of a large audience). 

But then I realized that this can't be the case because it has happened before that I looked back at doing something frightening and then I did something similar again later (although I never quite got into theater again). Turns out, I just have my ups and downs, and I shouldn't assume that I'm getting worse. ",7.726321839080455,6.999237379310343,7.751149425287355,73.92545977011495,63.13793103448275,11.1816091954023,37.72413793103448,10.504223727775694,3.930234482758621,720,32,132,15,9,233,106,174,0.117,0.82,0.062,-0.8802,1,0,3,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,3,14,5,0,2,8,0,22,0,0,0,5,30,36,11,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,15,8,0,0,10,1,0,3,5,3,0,0,11,4,21,2,15,20,2,42,0,1,2,0,2,15,0,3,23,110,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530029147675584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10813412798384166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260735968591801,0.0,0.08616705438413061,0.0,0.12028040219781767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285831522590135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25572250857173445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14294394719747153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385074632469933,0.0,0.08033377355344061,0.0,0.11305235271524165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249973782882863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027035371390312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167214623299387,0.0,0.0,0.2374006748431021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433090532120754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21803922655811206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13493677141226532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503455779315933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160124608885712,0.12071409787239087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692808907416152,0.15888591553734865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264597354143747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238371802590308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18114570158463172,0.0,0.2244358851604696,0.16484733391502618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537507197178075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15567959609603094,0.0,0.0,0.1121988819164218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440500769345584,0.10041262332216813,0.0,0.0,0.09102625131340096
anxiety,Nerdylullaby,2019/03/01,"How do you not overthink everything their partner does? Hi, new time subscriber but long time anxiety sufferer.

I recently got into a great relationship after 2 years of being single and after a pretty bad fugue of anxiety and PTSD inducing stuff.  I knew getting in I would have mild anxiety because it was new after being alone for so long. But now I overthink every text I send, I debate on their body position and attitude. Like I keep telling myself none of my percieved things are actually 100% true and that I'm letting my anxiety win but it's so hard to not let them when it's a huge unknown. So do you have any tips or advice on how to not overthink?",5.8515625,6.42063103125,6.8750000000000036,74.27000000000002,66.8125,10.15,33.96875,10.125756701596842,3.543403125,524,23,94,12,8,176,86,128,0.14800000000000002,0.68,0.173,0.8253,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,3,1,7,6,0,0,3,0,11,1,1,3,1,19,16,14,0,1,7,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,1,15,4,13,8,2,19,0,1,0,0,10,5,0,1,14,68,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.15107903880169785,0.0,0.0,0.15128536000970916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603436997962837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528085456147157,0.0,0.4737382604639126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926571068308645,0.094374993386309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17196676258310994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548138154024986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13043998193601422,0.0,0.1391395179908574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808854816470445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238212808371522,0.17068626580387494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13868560395262444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760844426864796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166217002201968,0.0,0.07563575578937991,0.0,0.0,0.2740163090641389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990464059202701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575045252634363,0.0,0.0,0.1809727635415708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15286308941739468,0.16621549671594846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17722840121805655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13531686340480206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285352157133278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18055005081903425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997753990389196,0.0,0.0,0.09969705854613556
anxiety,its_only_beth,2019/03/01,"How do I stop viewing worry as a useful habit? Even though I know it’s not the right way to view certain situations, I always get this urge to worry, and somehow think it’s doing something. Has anyone had any experience with breaking up this belief?",4.096875000000002,6.110471604166667,5.315000000000001,78.33000000000001,72.54166666666666,6.466666666666668,26.583333333333336,7.1686216300943375,1.5128583333333334,199,7,34,2,4,66,41,48,0.166,0.735,0.099,-0.5204,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,1,11,8,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,5,7,0,5,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22420426197509152,0.0,0.0,0.18323546604286609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18840593761628446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779694034641008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635741287900011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407766776536196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480828560856292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301091118255296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028734634171299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20743603022079316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22527254327678095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726528932300692,0.26473358374769873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327185741823453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21387713217140528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5472797844587611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,blaque15,2019/03/01,"Does anyone have any advice for Anxiety while seeking a new job? My anxiety feels like it's gotten really bad lately due to a situation where I just feel stuck. I have a job that I despise and it just makes me feel like nothing ever is improving. Adding to that fact, I commute about 45 minutes so I sit in my car by myself and just exacerbate every issue. It seems like the job search is adding to that stress too. Everything I think about kinda revolves around my job search and financial security. Any tips/victory stories that would be inspiring?  ",4.274700854700857,6.5150510000000015,5.3685897435897445,77.15418803418805,72.65384615384616,8.852991452991454,27.901709401709404,9.444778638647367,2.8027619658119667,440,17,77,11,9,145,71,104,0.154,0.731,0.115,-0.5244,4,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,10,8,1,1,4,0,6,0,0,1,2,18,14,5,0,1,3,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,3,11,5,9,10,0,10,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,8,48,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510295847975686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210205716541664,0.0,0.2364686602061009,0.0,0.0,0.10806861240517204,0.0,0.0,0.1375869248592668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904716366326674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352523258067517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980405657762646,0.13021944959865414,0.0,0.13890427751729822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23444330880031236,0.2208285784762224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16131550839766068,0.6134888814069692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743450346202764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22652363966983766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316681807634584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14927040699260316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14829991430863945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901203978422997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14070127930885026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17372655734714393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17704249705564148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990327525511022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979160301880396,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,joeysick,2019/03/01,"School makes me hate myself I really don’t know what to do... I currently go to high school and I live in New York. I’ve had a lot of trouble with my attendance due to hospitalizations and mental health issues. These issues have persisted since my freshman year and I’m now a junior. I transferred a total of 3 times in 3 years, nothing’s worked. I still feel this strong resistance to going to school. Honestly, I don’t like school but it’s much deeper than that. It gives me terrible anxiety whenever I’m in the building, going class to class and trying to socialize with people I have nothing in common with. It makes me feel like something’s wrong with me for not wanting to do what everyone else is doing. It’s not like I want to stay home and play video games either, the problem is I feel like school gets in the way of my true interests and things I want to pursue. People want what’s best for me, but they don’t know what’s best for me. They don’t trust my ambition and I get that but school is really a burden for me and it’s hard to look at this other than a lose/lose. I’m really desperate for advice, I don’t have many people to talk to and I need fresh perspective ",1.7704683195592317,3.9339326239669434,3.4094421487603306,88.57810261707992,80.19834710743801,7.008539944903582,20.00068870523416,8.07648339933343,0.901553168044078,933,24,195,18,24,309,117,242,0.123,0.7070000000000001,0.17,0.9419,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,5,2,18,1,0,8,0,15,1,0,2,2,35,38,12,0,6,6,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,16,13,0,0,5,3,0,4,7,6,0,0,1,5,27,12,33,37,6,22,0,0,1,0,6,7,0,1,13,121,43,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509729807312284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744474358938104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20425691625266126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129608146420357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929908103246434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761958889124493,0.13904693692010606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168850122025612,0.09335558138388016,0.16592292095668446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717714798502231,0.09608064448257166,0.0,0.10344369434498404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282102601725177,0.09761714439772508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20314786677684968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069660397073261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19017718602320732,0.0,0.08593292162514761,0.0,0.08172198662465822,0.10887311875477894,0.0,0.08273565253445206,0.0,0.0,0.12992005060481165,0.0986644249223788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807290665949718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07153938199426378,0.07215951360065312,0.0,0.09398961406335317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18675706715515392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20240259964374585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311947278921327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870317820076613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5909415628482008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805018413505417,0.0,0.0,0.0992026889369492,0.0,0.07491957959163363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372724840552652,0.07771768783677968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821992555561473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06465326187617675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05674647566279134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06607203001432488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22960096035601815,0.07724590954373055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07084812276498788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640114435077334,0.0,0.12533824678034894
anxiety,hahahaha817,2019/03/01,"Cosplay? Maybe? So I love the movie Kingsman a ton, and so last year for Halloween I dressed up as eggsy (orange jacket ofc) at my school. I struggle with social anxiety, and I quickly realized I hated all of the eyes on me.I was thinking of dressing up for c2e2(a local comic con) but honestly I’m kind of scared. Half of me really really wants to wear it, but the other half of me is too afraid. Does anyone have any tips or anything that might help? It’s a really good costume that I don’t want to go to waste. Thanks!",1.3839365351629525,3.594286330188684,3.1964837049742734,89.30880789022301,81.9245283018868,6.118696397941681,21.900514579759864,7.348242739294969,0.8616716981132075,405,13,83,6,11,135,78,106,0.116,0.708,0.177,0.8453,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,4,9,1,3,5,0,5,3,2,0,1,12,13,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,4,0,2,1,1,9,5,16,11,2,9,0,0,1,1,3,5,0,2,3,53,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482372604369459,0.0,0.1667579119390868,0.0,0.0,0.1524201654048703,0.0,0.17938306382218094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907601237033361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238858867753664,0.1828354577798918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152150367479276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461107361954514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269978107268295,0.0,0.17768685158519806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19673995384252024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21899521012528012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23124761436028635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4189402772491877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182409913148161,0.22061243595447008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22220823413535148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227885229192794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20069128104268605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13967597240673166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571463762888434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037517926748833
anxiety,Colorfulcoral,2019/03/01,"Sleep anxiety I'm literally so anxious about falling asleep and its getting to be incredibly annoying. For some reason my body is convinced I'm going to die in my sleep so I get really anxious, high heart rate, breathing fast, chest hurts a little - not quite panic attack - as a lie in bed for hours trying to fall asleep. It's driving me absolutely insane.",4.188407960199002,6.56089532835821,5.67246268656717,74.28292288557216,73.32835820895522,8.048756218905472,29.07711442786069,8.841846274778883,2.754006965174129,285,12,47,6,6,96,54,67,0.273,0.626,0.102,-0.913,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,2,1,2,0,2,8,8,1,0,4,7,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,9,6,1,10,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,2,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536358074771895,0.4537656281328912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284752103983755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22307889932995456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20843174208924545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098526941667056,0.0,0.11413736253014227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379866967140857,0.0,0.2121898648104676,0.0,0.0,0.19777890736341647,0.0,0.21499463783252667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20128626354470566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23563289195570236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136093821332395,0.0,0.0,0.12865801894386775,0.20648857944869092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4019537556022463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13635163603736505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Boss4sure,2019/03/01,"Paxil side effects I was recently put on Paxil for daily anxiety and just had a few questions about the side effects and was looking to see if anyone could relate. This is my first time taking anything long term for anxiety, I was prescribed hydroxizine last year which was nice for attacks but didn’t help with anxiety overall. My doc has me starting at 10mg for two weeks and then increasing to 20mg. I’ve been taking it exactly a week and the only side effect I’ve experienced is being pretty sleepy throughout the day since I take it in the morning. Today has been a rough day though. As soon as I woke up I felt very disassociated and easily annoyed. It’s hard to describe in words but I’ve also been having a shaky on edge feeling and I keep feeling the beginnings of an anxiety attack coming on but I’ve been able to ground myself and prevent it so far. Also no appetite and the smell of food is making me nauseous. It’s been back and forth so far today but overall I would say I just feel funny (it’s a hard feeling to describe). My doc said if it really affects my mood to let her know but I’d really like to be able to ride it out because I know that once the side effects subside it’s going to help so much and I’ve put off getting on medication for long enough. So far it’s definitely been uncomfortable but nothing that I can’t handle so far. Has anyone else had a similar experience with Paxil?",4.701254633061527,5.511428588028173,6.111304670126021,77.8704633061527,69.45774647887322,8.655003706449223,30.088213491475173,8.841846274778883,2.43000985915493,1125,43,213,19,19,382,152,284,0.097,0.784,0.119,0.8495,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,5,13,7,3,1,14,0,26,2,0,6,1,45,47,29,0,4,10,0,8,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,14,14,1,2,12,0,0,6,3,4,0,2,16,14,18,2,31,26,5,44,0,0,2,0,6,19,0,4,20,140,32,0,0.2180219618241233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17435208410158615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33357240808620536,0.0,0.0,0.15244602497053414,0.11169463226613152,0.08970674895309265,0.0,0.0,0.24803145624728135,0.0,0.08382271547509687,0.0,0.06645208216064888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390330756383293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703639795403315,0.0,0.0,0.14060612886967433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106468656847763,0.0,0.0,0.11263748375417088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066336568992355,0.0,0.0,0.22047690945051607,0.0,0.10466763688021913,0.0,0.0,0.09272468467551424,0.13181651082583956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05695373826423824,0.0,0.061953452611365575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953048539168633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14613552530499474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689396858665998,0.0,0.0,0.11981916845165635,0.08885849894513746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114711137025052,0.0,0.05325725891629883,0.0,0.0,0.19294257546331645,0.0915417688490274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07276567624294061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981709473205256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801356139345879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459897622753664,0.0,0.0,0.11609313693780272,0.0,0.08290776320655538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090335774262683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21917228970316605,0.1221172469564958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13967045151592838,0.0,0.10763519246793356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369440611081676,0.08668990740166628,0.0,0.0,0.0868676380876362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017500989885148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771585333659968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458880731857168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710273526711946,0.0,0.0635651796129097,0.0,0.20665932717039892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106487888436039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994547580593508,0.0,0.0,0.17488406689330302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743827316209037,0.0,0.0,0.0701994976419667
anxiety,SecretEntai,2019/03/01,Going to meet my new inhome support worker today and full of anxiety to the point of tears currently I dunno what to do but I’ve had SEVERE anxiety for days on end. Medication isn’t working and I go from happy go lucky to seeing something or reading something so minor it makes my head do a 360 and makes me cry and shake and think I’m useless because I can’t even get dressed without breaking down and having a minor panic attack over something I read on Snapchat :( what’s wrong with me?,4.41,5.605222857142858,5.523061224489798,80.40051020408163,70.42857142857143,7.2326530612244895,30.3265306122449,7.447530270364453,2.004065306122449,392,16,71,4,7,130,71,98,0.298,0.614,0.08800000000000001,-0.9757,1,0,3,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,2,8,1,2,3,0,6,2,1,2,0,15,16,9,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,1,2,0,4,3,5,0,0,1,1,8,3,14,15,1,16,0,1,1,0,1,6,0,3,5,45,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25967461621767685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19308393515053388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346130863121368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18643228307824367,0.10945702242449894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15032382834520228,0.0,0.0,0.11210016250027316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867304229854668,0.0,0.2893717580992278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18067284094131347,0.0,0.0,0.17418433065025246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265822783198804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17097764225940662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16391912405930145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991328772621674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16044269600075936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395370159612879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524692112012734,0.0,0.0,0.19173820425241067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.391982198797218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925991709376608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087513752954572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087715941094322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16360650924507694,0.0,0.12356005863642278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18556499624660566,0.0,0.0
anxiety,funkybandit,2019/03/01,"Vomiting how to stop I’ve been very anxious lately, it’s been taken up a notch this past week. I wake up in the morning gaging and coughing till a vomit a few times. I also happens a bit throughout the day and evening.
I have barely been able to eat, though fluid is fine.
It’s to the point where I’ve lost 4kg in the past 5 days. I want it to stop. 
Anyone else get like this when severely stressed and anxious?",2.162561576354684,3.5132329080459823,3.4985221674876854,92.11655172413792,76.24137931034483,5.890968801313631,23.922824302134647,6.18269132825596,0.4700686371100162,321,10,71,2,7,105,59,87,0.196,0.7390000000000001,0.066,-0.8775,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,1,8,0,5,5,1,1,0,7,10,8,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,4,2,9,5,2,17,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,12,41,9,0,0.1826403754061214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605744222612513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4126632753858504,0.0,0.127706397084207,0.1871366480445803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19939598650097992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355758653513535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18688670026016813,0.1525725977507213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063224543333854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542205794619636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16150828079253055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20602629871290232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922886190172404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993735447891159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487018090287731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726541893452025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063316376929252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053910638683314,0.20921393295029705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17944324152067834,0.0,0.1064990716543016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506974373575289,0.1077260254634871,0.0,0.14650309245317492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DarkStarletlol,2019/03/01,"Today is a bad day I've got Chronic Anxiety, probably had it since I was about 12 what with extreme bullying at school, but was only diagnosed about 18 months ago. Currently 27. I'm also a single mother with a seriously crazy ex and his family driving me up the wall. Not exactly a situation that's even remotely stress free...

Either way, I've had a few issues sending my little one to nursery. It's literally across the road, I can see it from my living room window, but there are days when I have to force myself to go out and drop her off. I've been generally fine and the ladies there know I have a few issues and have been very accommodating. 

Today I messed up.

I woke up at 5am and just knew. Yesterday had been fantastic! I went to the shops by myself whilst the wee one was at nursery, bought myself nice things, got the food in, even had tea in a cafe where my friend works so I could get her to serve me and not one of the random members of staff.

And then today.

I just knew today was going to be bad. I wasn't going to be able to go out today, not even across the road. Did I overwhelm myself yesterday or something? I felt fine, nothing bad happened, I felt... normal, happy even.

So I called the nursery and made up some excuse so that I didn't have to take my daughter to the nursery. I knew I shouldn't have done it. They know I have issues, I know that they know, I should have just said, I'm having a bad day, we won't be coming today, and they would have understood and accepted it. I guess they must have thought something was off because they called my mother to make sure I was okay, and then she called me.

Needless to say, it was a stupid thing to do, and I don't even know why I did it. 

Then I almost had a panic attack because I couldn't get my mother to text me back. She said she'd deal with it, but after nearly 20 mins of waiting for a reply, I could feel my body starting to freak out. I couldn't breath right, I was crying, my hands were shaking so I could barely type to ask her to contact me asap.

I know it was my own fault and I just caused a bigger problem for myself, this is the worst day I've had in a while, I don't even know what I was thinking. 

I was on medication for a while, but my memory is crap, so I would always forget to take it, and then it'd be two weeks later when I'd finally remember again. I've been using a few different things to get me doing things. Like having my phone with alarms set for chores and other things. Even if I remember them anyway, I keep using it because it'll be just my luck to forget something sometime, like to start dinner so it's on the table at the wrong time, putting the rest of our schedule out of whack. 

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Not really asking for advice, but my doctor did mention writing things down if I needed to. Not sure this is exactly what he had in mind though. So yeah... here's my mess...",3.18308785529716,4.161240180134683,4.537509200532458,87.13504933051445,73.12457912457913,7.276423146190589,23.241562915981522,7.5712925761633665,0.8675044710672624,2233,56,479,26,43,742,260,594,0.145,0.7809999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.9924,2,0,3,0,0,0,79.0,2,0,6,1,32,33,3,5,29,2,69,11,4,5,5,97,118,40,0,15,19,5,4,2,1,7,4,3,3,0,29,25,3,2,19,1,3,10,13,20,0,4,44,8,79,14,65,55,9,80,0,1,1,0,37,32,1,8,37,345,108,5,0.06469044947611277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06321475852893088,0.05734418026220385,0.0,0.06477814063426059,0.0,0.0,0.05173292907403172,0.05382763620798528,0.07009207497998388,0.0786059768360217,0.0,0.0,0.0494880167836796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095367538278813,0.07359472529558754,0.0,0.04974296254399035,0.21605529276269747,0.11830409269678363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185650595005105,0.0,0.0,0.19816854522288704,0.0,0.0,0.06645491141639871,0.0,0.055725094139813164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15495017999068128,0.0,0.07105942112002073,0.1668799528189374,0.06669301286176793,0.0,0.0656594444949907,0.0,0.06758775104222849,0.0,0.06621341620785336,0.0,0.06620078985839421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990920223816902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06098439846351315,0.0,0.03270943498564552,0.0,0.12422595262849795,0.07086522535689209,0.0,0.0,0.07822394828806585,0.0,0.04997968079364652,0.0,0.10139426955429202,0.0,0.14706029291707232,0.0,0.10347772406214548,0.0,0.07126382336370027,0.0,0.05720555082823627,0.06886418638134216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025600664399233,0.0,0.05749984384097805,0.0,0.0,0.248865254614632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06320897194641945,0.06483682516592698,0.05712285207138337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061211667443929585,0.04318137735487792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516882206672532,0.0,0.0,0.06531891279668649,0.0,0.05163529958894488,0.0,0.0,0.04796714859682865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06338290540364297,0.06207223098340073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315077683010165,0.049200001889880766,0.0,0.07590030412423279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974724591407723,0.06190002351260453,0.0,0.06503176934553127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04144235842802739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656333721395262,0.055245290389989495,0.12307086283130753,0.05144444190792417,0.0,0.06547018852809368,0.051549912731733816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05351260829929995,0.07271477563473355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14940560548836462,0.06398050866238551,0.0,0.09157646619821756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410269130867336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193996610242742,0.0,0.09727833436053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25786476085583065,0.04145102793842862,0.06355803815892877,0.05135699089070656,0.03772152131633542,0.0,0.3679138922858257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319316924821193,0.0,0.0,0.1117435559839625,0.0,0.05337639574973275,0.0,0.05134826770156847,0.05189077650197791,0.0,0.0,0.05996869477023629,0.058373068696440135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04709541767814483,0.0,0.0,0.0919084784963226,0.07072885122523836,0.0786059768360217,0.0
anxiety,Darthwaffle0,2019/03/01,"I can make calls from work all day long but I can’t even text coworkers back or call to order food. (Literally, I won’t order food if I can’t do it online) How do you all work past this anxiety? I can’t text people back, I get so anxious unless it’s my family or close friends. Even then, I wait until I have the perfect response rehearsed before I reply.

And oh my god, initiating conversation via phone with coworkers?! I can’t! 

I literally just SLYDIALED my new district manager (I’m transferring locations with my company). You read that right. I dialed his direct voicemail because I get so nervous initiating a conversation with an authority figure. I feel like they will think I’m annoying and stupid. 

TL;DR I’m still new to this sub, I haven’t been diagnosed with anxiety, just diagnosed with ADHD. I feel as though I have GAD. Possibly SAD as there are occasional times I’m a social butterfly. Mainly my stress is with perceived figures of authority. Help!",2.693700234192036,5.480030360655737,4.896003122560501,75.48180327868853,81.45901639344262,8.731615925058549,27.293520686963312,9.23628265651192,3.1350340359094453,768,34,134,24,21,265,113,183,0.158,0.728,0.114,-0.8872,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,1,3,12,8,2,2,4,0,15,4,0,2,3,28,26,15,0,1,7,0,2,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,5,9,2,1,6,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,1,2,26,3,14,23,3,15,0,1,0,0,12,2,0,3,12,86,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17758470571239193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22607950208330774,0.16693228771885535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22724418829009696,0.0,0.09007611710736,0.0,0.12573705427821094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017689866781293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529614210927882,0.0,0.0,0.29995654470011995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19519465776566292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929960559692442,0.0,0.14942875579972328,0.10556328061434367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35735582933661897,0.0,0.1141628022547534,0.0,0.15440213250772758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904370384584607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219047071187637,0.0,0.0,0.13076729469826165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863422426418307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28542454005742074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410583257219802,0.10244158266040332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16658273296962142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14780489642282305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12619042503169706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506277163942955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180052473148098,0.0,0.1692642041741997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468178729129947,0.14517827298649427,0.0,0.08616290681337646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21514922745079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kuromi_,2019/03/01,"Not Feeling Well This Morning... I had my first beer in a very long time (maybe a few months or so) and I slept like a baby. I didn't stir in the middle of the night, I felt nice and refreshed when I woke up, and everything was fine. Now three hours later I'm starting to feel my anxiety come back and I kind of wish I could get myself another drink... but I'm on very heavy antidepressants, and I wouldn't want an adverse reaction.

It's my luck, I guess.",-0.42352226720647934,1.8130192631578976,1.5442105263157906,97.00716599190285,93.21052631578951,5.02834008097166,17.834008097165988,6.67199483983844,-0.05757489878542455,350,10,81,5,13,115,71,95,0.061,0.784,0.155,0.8459,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,6,0,5,3,1,0,0,18,18,9,0,4,3,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,3,2,0,1,3,1,1,2,6,3,13,6,7,10,1,17,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,3,12,49,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22761241063618246,0.16605473777282675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16691019640960642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18698296064683675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17330937318068967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126418396663525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19508473857428169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195099744239473,0.0,0.20841720207211584,0.0,0.0,0.18463605293015012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340791796192205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23912244358215756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137660818693223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22604062078336826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604738221106197,0.0,0.0,0.19209639644712448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21807176503950196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732598453185794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20370154261307852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15364028576027006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265728096956573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582040249551286,0.12803102889497106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951682167698994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496149498218461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,goonsacc,2019/03/01,"How to get over my refusal for help? TW TW: Suicide mention

Backstory: I've been dealing with anxiety for 8 years now., and I've kept it to myself. When I turned 20, my cousin passed away and my anxiety/depression was in the most terrible place it had ever been, and I had decided to end my life. My mum happened to intervene (unknowingly) by asking me if I was ok. I broke down then, and told her I feel anxious/scared all the time, but I couldn't really say much more than that. 

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 Its been two years since then, and I still have suicidal thoughts now and then. I've made baby steps with my anxiety, by going to the gym regularly, going to stores and buying shit, I've even gone out to concerts and music festivals. These are huge things for me as before I couldn't even leave my house I was that paralysed by fear. However, its not enough for me. I haven't had a job for years as I get too anxious, I can't take phone calls, I can't go out on a whim, I literally have no friends as my anxiety has caused me to push them all away. I can't get on with my life!!!!

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I was always a very independent person, and the past 3 years have turned me into a shell of what I once was. I resent letting myself get this way, I hate who I've become. I know I need help, but I refuse to get it. Sometimes I feel I don't deserve it because I've fucked up my life by letting it get this bad. 

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Its my goal this year for things to change (even just a little) I'm forcing myself to attend acting classes in June, but I want to seek help from a therapist as well. I don't think I want to be on any medication yet. Has anyone on this subreddit had these sort of issues as well? Did you have any strategies or did you simply force yourself through it?

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anxiety,lemmelemme,2019/03/01,I'm exhausted. I always have to try to calm my mind down. I wish I could be effortlessly calm but every hour of the day I have to keep reminding myself to breathe and that I am safe and everything will be ok. It's tiring to have to constantly console yourself. Anyone has any trick that will make it easier?,3.230161290322581,4.858347500000002,4.852451612903226,82.35867741935486,74.0,8.830967741935485,25.30322580645161,9.3871,2.1600541935483872,243,8,49,6,5,82,44,62,0.047,0.7170000000000001,0.236,0.9091,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,1,10,3,1,1,0,9,14,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,4,8,9,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431380399146115,0.0,0.0,0.1987094788655372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20431659049098355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31576989059860594,0.0,0.2333019845157877,0.0,0.0,0.18844810717983956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461953879620292,0.0,0.26261509012943984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877631498342643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597253067712765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19504916415632395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950438389190083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33584676166844696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19838807279418244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360214285555684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nanajosh,2019/03/01,"Feeling super anxious and I don't know why I feel like something is going to happen.  A gun shot, car crash, something coming out if the darkness. I don't know.  I'm keeping my cool but it's not pleasant. I don't know what to do to lower this feeling either. I've been having increased fearful OCD as well that triggers the above. Like I need to say a certain word to lower this feeling of doom. If I don't it just grows. Again I don't know what's causing this. I figure it's the fact I'm under a lot of stress. My ssi hearing coming up and I'm feeling like I might not be disabled enough for aid. I qualify or I'm sure I do. On top of that I can't pay rent so I've been living rent free with a friend for over a year. I'm just not doing well and my meds seem to work less and less it feels. 

I can't wait to see this psych/counseling appointment. I'm not doing well and it's starting to show.",-0.5308938424188909,1.488480289340103,1.8265769145883897,97.22252262193777,88.74619289340099,4.035224012359303,19.225115868461707,5.192301501255418,-0.4546723019201058,695,21,162,3,23,235,102,197,0.133,0.633,0.234,0.9498,4,0,2,1,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,7,16,0,2,8,1,17,0,0,2,3,43,44,11,0,3,11,0,6,3,1,1,0,2,2,0,13,9,0,2,12,1,4,6,11,3,3,0,2,10,16,14,20,40,6,15,1,1,1,0,3,6,0,6,6,99,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159389909389239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144936811979927,0.0,0.24307059688331198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14578219403480155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587638508220451,0.42803167989605856,0.20158738566248674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900466863338526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018387794801518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476414440835845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15901705698511248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254059914915258,0.0,0.0,0.310154323092487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067862258901903,0.0,0.12458378009942335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994844521518115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567175799416849,0.0,0.0,0.14967266222387696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461537679028814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219928287168188,0.0,0.0,0.11242931259610783,0.12844172276502927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21723372724834425,0.0,0.0,0.099863206347469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16161646458475992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13297429462425692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3805666685787952,0.0,0.12731047716451516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271414936306764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085640450493312
anxiety,faintlyflorette,2019/03/01,"took 10mg of ativan/lorazepam prescribed 0.5 3 times a day so altogether 1.5mg a day. took 1mg this morning and felt good throughout day, but very stressed in the afternoon. there's a movie I've been dying to see but couldn't get myself to go to the moves alone. I was really frustrated. I took 4mg and then an extra 1mg. I started to feel slightly less tense but was ready to go to the movie. But made a stop at my boyfriends apartment on the way down and he's not going so great, so just ended up there. sand then ducked back home to have another 1mg. just want to feel numb.

TL;DR took 10mg of ativan, what's the max dosage?

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BTW what I've done is fine isn't it? like definitely not recommended but still okay?",1.0134868421052623,3.172869953947369,2.4768421052631555,94.22539473684212,83.01315789473685,5.6421052631578945,20.026315789473685,6.9077264865688965,0.1945842105263158,571,16,129,7,16,185,96,152,0.17,0.7140000000000001,0.116,-0.8244,0,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,9,8,1,1,10,1,8,1,0,1,0,19,23,13,1,2,9,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,3,0,0,8,4,3,0,0,10,5,5,5,15,12,2,27,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,0,13,65,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676328591267676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15353693367354646,0.17218666525799245,0.0,0.14858968543487666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896213221000164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741633371681749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14706705882921453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501306010026466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255082634935386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433002618719561,0.0,0.13605869033483134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403483320038058,0.0,0.2416020617816147,0.11885514085098813,0.0,0.15622988156920298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214132210148894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692297362867477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408437012414953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15060962165574926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077963006597302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292026287179464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029928362620667,0.0,0.11316551992938766,0.11847143606527055,0.16232220267041786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262912345033835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6297563394373835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692118026609985,0.08358107651614664,0.11247855873290397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17218666525799245,0.0
anxiety,massivewank8,2019/03/01,Could someone help me with sch I’m just going through a hard time ,-0.09928571428571333,2.231877642857146,0.6257142857142846,103.04428571428572,94.0,2.8000000000000003,21.285714285714285,3.1291,-0.6545999999999994,53,2,12,0,2,16,14,14,0.099,0.7090000000000001,0.191,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4415178658469807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142772084073209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4953708122001505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706578326642417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.468547001839766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32245317022073977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_majoraky_,2019/03/01,"Does anyone else feel extremely anxious every time they make a post? Any advice? Every single time I post or comment online I get super anxious and almost always take it down. I’ve made and deleted several social media accounts because of it, and it’s not like I’ve posted or said anything bad. Yet I get super scared and anxious. Anyone else?",3.1397802197802207,5.8891662307692325,4.55142857142857,78.97,79.0,4.945054945054945,24.67032967032967,6.18269132825596,1.2057252747252751,275,10,41,2,7,91,45,65,0.21600000000000005,0.6779999999999999,0.106,-0.7294,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,2,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,11,7,6,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,4,3,2,5,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,4,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14372507099554188,0.0,0.0,0.1472795764513974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223825102800045,0.0,0.0,0.10001958084607604,0.0,0.0,0.4984762900918197,0.0,0.20568379382279944,0.3014020958379326,0.12103447406875925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280582499207746,0.0896587258924495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12871087578597712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24573327143569645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24784282713420086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436816931578451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15368666989963847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185595731095483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13917084323129933,0.09817717682453476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4225865299185888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399069529769461,0.0,0.1472529403902801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16615876336393987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14992974352907892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058600742654527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17152729696084934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LezBeHonest25,2019/03/01,"This involves ocd anxiety and would like to know what's up with this person ? Why is my sister acting weird and having sex when she doesnt like it and has ocd hygiene??

I dont understand my sister over the last year shes been acting really odd, she has had bad ocd with hygiene. Then about half a year ago, she dated a loser and wasted her v on him, then after only 3 months jumps into a relationship with a different person. She has always gone on about men and seen what my mums been through relationship wise. Yet she doesnt even enjoy the sex, let's face it something is wrong. If she has such ocd anxiety with hygiene Why she having sex and stuff when its grotty? She has been terrified most her life.

I feel like shes been lying about her ocd hygiene

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anxiety,SharmaneQuinto,2019/03/01,"How do you know if you have anxiety? I think I may have been showing sign of an anxiety disorder in the past months/year, but I'm too afraid to go to a professional to confirm it. I wanna know if there are clear-cut, detectable signs of anxiety, and if there are, how do you know these are not just an effect of your own overthinking?

The signs I refer to are as follows: constant feeling of paranoia, a very low self-esteem, fear of being unwanted/left behind/not needed, mild insomnia, uncontrollable mood swings, feeling irritated with no reason, and many more I can't seem to find the words to.

I often feel like there's something wrong with me, like something I have to confront and deal with but am too afraid to. And I feel like it's affecting my relationships with different people. I'm also new in Reddit so I'm not sure how this works lol. Thanks all!",6.967619047619053,6.4135600476190495,7.212619047619048,76.59904761904764,64.5952380952381,10.561904761904763,32.95238095238096,9.994966539143718,3.0269595238095244,680,24,132,13,9,221,103,168,0.199,0.6890000000000001,0.113,-0.9303,1,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,4,0,2,12,13,1,4,7,1,14,1,0,6,2,43,30,15,0,5,8,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,13,1,0,2,4,7,0,0,1,4,14,5,21,27,3,8,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,6,6,87,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256403438043734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605648213346104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16977946535238256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619729100069104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16414590145781188,0.1800610029048079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17679177284959685,0.3177569668527586,0.2244779974210464,0.0,0.0,0.14359516062267907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928890212089083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25902968002118554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17069984098323135,0.0,0.0,0.2302671753469946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15928428927564675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649464178602215,0.0,0.15173725369758725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14997871557874498,0.10891988764663924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16153464694443884,0.0,0.16867671702018472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14302651238245798,0.1638993859497335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419010093551335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14807376596324467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14464524261773876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006693704463579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129631722639131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437752655035473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717744837550289,0.0,0.10117331334556448
anxiety,Tahabesh,2019/03/01,"Breathless because of anxiety! Hi everyone!

Unfortunately my anxiety is expressed in physical symptoms. I find difficulty in taking deep breaths. I really feel super tight in my lower back and it keeps me from taking deep satisfying breaths. I’m pretty sure that this is because of the tension I carry in my back. 

Anyway, I’m super aware of my breathing and I can’t breathe right. People recommended diaphragmatic breathing but breathing in my chest feels better and satisfies more my air hunger. 

I’m always hungry for air. The problem is that it’s a daily thing and stays with me all day. I’ve been to a cardiologist and a pulmonologist. Had an ECG, EKG and Xray done on me and nothing turned up. Been told it’s anxiety, which I’ve had for 6 years now, I’m 24.

Has anyone gone through this before, I’ve been like this for 4 years now.

Thanks for reading. I’m really grateful. 



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anxiety,anxiousminder,2019/03/01,"Can this be caused by anxiety? Since July I'm experiencing severe insomnia and I never feel rested even if I sleep 7+ hours. The bizarre thing is that I can think clearly in my dreams and wake up already very active as if I've not slept at all. Even if I sleep two hours, I can easily wake up and can't sleep again.

The other thing is severe memory loss and apathy. My cognitive ability declined to the point that I keep misplacing things and forgetting what I did like in five minutes. I can't think straight also, like if I'm trapped in some kind of fog. I also don't have any emotion and can't feel absolutely anything, positive or negative feelings.

I'm thinking about prions or early dementia. I'm 20 years old and using Lexapro 10mg/day.",4.169097051597054,5.559274128378377,5.523488943488946,79.42593366093368,71.22972972972974,9.165601965601963,28.995085995086,9.573946990214177,2.7018297297297287,593,23,114,14,11,199,96,148,0.145,0.7140000000000001,0.141,0.1294,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,3,0,12,7,6,2,3,28,25,16,0,4,7,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,7,0,1,6,1,0,0,7,1,0,2,2,4,11,3,11,22,3,15,0,1,0,0,0,8,0,7,9,71,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612287958993081,0.2336777606660741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935535963298084,0.0,0.111768743320782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023069480361705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500884945333731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422464176294874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16434672210596907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19299990844246526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22162289059140947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877649461327361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298634640248252,0.0,0.1521442655792791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427575364745617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268399163803786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533109989797147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381149899686068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33011063534852403,0.0,0.12085828792804765,0.0,0.4386269080865345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911939307807841,0.2808515840683675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427218460623262,0.0,0.0,0.12618647541602196,0.0,0.1205506517268195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408583495509183
anxiety,unstable_sidekick,2019/03/01,"I'm feeling shit so I'm going to drink I don't know what triggered it today but it sucks. I think it's been building up all week really and it just hit me today. Had a shower and cried for a while. Punched the wall a couple of times.  I forced myself to eat and now I just want to drink so that I don't have to deal with reality. The fam and I are currently drinking together. I just hope they don't notice. I've hidden it fine before so I'm not worried.

I don't know why I'm telling you guys this but idrc anyway.",-0.4777530364372424,1.5078417105263178,2.114210526315791,95.5237044534413,88.03508771929825,4.911201079622133,17.541160593792178,6.297961479604792,-0.3171179487179483,401,10,95,4,13,138,72,114,0.119,0.775,0.106,-0.5381,2,0,3,0,1,0,9.0,0,1,1,0,8,4,2,0,5,0,8,5,1,1,1,19,21,10,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,8,5,4,0,4,3,0,1,5,2,0,0,2,1,12,2,8,18,1,10,0,0,0,0,5,2,2,1,7,58,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15978298838884125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077698478303416,0.20626239936260427,0.0,0.1935881356302452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5518450541891903,0.0,0.19214105622332647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494485651014532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067170559158148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859271136657948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865032866546404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063928378560789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137834749849111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029369434592264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19274869336072734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16412392816761448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031885911631443,0.0,0.0,0.1094933137883786,0.0,0.3559781423565445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107547636427874,0.0,0.15062205542047466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16943804238356786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906949778007905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,auroraTerra,2019/03/01,"My perfection anxiety has peaked. I’m finally admitting I was wrong For years during hard times, i suppressed my emotions and strove to be perfect because I never felt I was good enough but being right always made me feel good. However, I made it such a habit that I never liked being wrong. Now, after two months of deluding myself that I had all these illness, some which never existed, I’m having to accept the fact that I’m wrong and it’s the hardest thing to do. I literally wasted a whole night because I’m not used to accepting it. I don’t even know how long it will take for me to get over this but I can tell you, it fells physically wrong but I think this is a huge step for me.",5.588071428571432,5.3139163785714265,6.4907142857142865,79.69678571428574,67.35714285714286,9.857142857142858,29.642857142857146,9.516144504307137,2.4154285714285706,543,17,111,10,8,181,90,140,0.236,0.691,0.073,-0.9733,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,2,4,11,0,0,5,0,13,1,0,4,7,26,27,6,0,0,4,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,13,2,0,1,7,0,0,2,5,4,0,1,6,3,18,7,11,17,4,16,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,12,78,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848820461964388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893560765380812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17361143246980518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601808296899443,0.0,0.14713726243431427,0.0,0.09405385476585218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200171693582842,0.0,0.13672632806353902,0.15599223584815275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743981208945478,0.0,0.0,0.2388767220974806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756242676806434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825931406462126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956944545034298,0.0,0.0,0.12601951594842534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694846397928939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136623187325452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294829682404736,0.0,0.0,0.1336327503942199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216088190591888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706707556534584,0.0,0.12446387358601242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460423028306958,0.09124416797879924,0.0,0.0,0.08303458318370582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910410517590474,0.0,0.0,0.12298787629457705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15898451083711312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6227681679430797,0.0,0.09170092906057667
anxiety,entemphemot,2019/03/01,i want to text my ex from high school and let him know i have anxiety please stop me.,-0.3189473684210533,1.5094910526315817,1.157105263157895,103.68723684210528,85.84210526315789,5.905263157894738,14.76315789473684,7.1686216300943375,-0.6834421052631576,66,1,18,1,2,21,18,19,0.19,0.634,0.17600000000000002,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,10,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041728407247233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4200999429249436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21851769485559944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4065862102704509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43645965015501054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4024055624298298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324222544886316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345224368916815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ProzacSizzle,2019/03/01,"Treatment options for resistant or difficult anxiety ? I was just wondering of anyone had any experience or knowledge on what can be done when someones Anxiety is unresponsive to most things  ?

I have been struggling for close to a decade and in 2018 alone I was on around 12 different medications with either all side effects or no effect at all, I feel as though I'm running out of treatment options since I've tried a lot of medications on the market (Not to mention all the therapy). My anxiety has been getting worse but without any way to get relief I'm feeling hopeless, Hoping someone else who's more experienced can chime in.",6.60896551724138,8.111139724137935,7.1546551724137935,69.59336206896553,65.55172413793103,10.282758620689657,38.63793103448275,10.411451182825502,4.537072413793104,512,28,82,13,8,168,85,116,0.142,0.778,0.079,-0.3839,1,1,0,0,0,1,8.0,0,0,0,2,4,5,0,1,4,0,12,2,0,2,3,27,20,8,0,1,8,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,6,3,5,2,20,13,7,13,0,1,0,0,2,10,0,9,1,61,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18099094784563596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237675464409122,0.0,0.4010556864771195,0.0,0.0,0.12219105200384835,0.0,0.0,0.15556682663322186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825792292988989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17883253999341026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459833387502726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17094153446183294,0.0,0.0,0.17672028846618332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18260199819324205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735687209868894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14856837590603902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35208963528985243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455712211752125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29613455120787363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826893168449208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998447803197806,0.0,0.1160978347269528,0.0,0.17169350132033345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864551606643492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387104467631773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16845523019830924,0.18951169509507884,0.0,0.0,0.17808778649636556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wittyclitty,2019/03/01,"Strange situation with doctor, not too sure how to handle ? Hey guys, Im on the medical marijuana program not gonna be too specific for privacy, but I'm a bit lost on how to handle a particular doctors appointments. The doctor in question was visibly high last time i'd gone in , Of course it made the situation feel worse but on top of that it's difficult to communicate since it felt that things were not really being heard. I have an appointment coming up and I'm not sure if it should be brought up or I should just brush it off and see if they show up high again ?",6.70342105263158,5.903486535087719,7.760350877192984,73.26578947368422,65.2280701754386,12.161403508771933,33.912280701754376,11.538034831475384,3.803554385964912,451,17,92,13,6,154,77,114,0.139,0.8420000000000001,0.019,-0.9158,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,2,6,4,0,0,6,0,8,4,0,3,2,24,20,9,0,4,10,0,2,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,8,4,0,0,3,1,0,3,4,2,0,0,8,5,3,2,16,6,1,18,0,1,1,0,5,12,0,4,3,58,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18112745183966725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429141722393062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5094384701122238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388755366945362,0.0,0.1592967177946572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16427399334243398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505796650629496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792080073998283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13523633142037145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18110706622330566,0.0,0.0,0.15698519525491136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16713382732219656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18585378638624567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628425921589707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220638243481506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372399676934188,0.3729727918747545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.312730729080396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022122503413936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674169380505053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16907338571311592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,coreys1127,2019/03/01,"Adult Separation Anxiety Hello all,

I’m a 23 year old male that suffers from Hypochondria. It started a few years back with a scary illness discovery. In my struggles I’ve found it’s hard to be away from my loved ones.

Me and my girlfriend have lived together for a while. She travels for work and is typically gone for 10-15 days. During the time she is gone my head typically goes a bit haywire. I believe that for some reason when she is gone something is going to happen to me or her. I.e. get ill, injured and/or die. 

I’ve been a bit embarrassed to discuss separation anxiety since I’ve seen it primarily as a child issue. 

I talk to someone that helps immensely, however I’d love some tips and/or advice to possibly help when she is gone!

Thanks,",3.9449771689497695,5.8505900958904125,5.076917808219182,80.33377853881281,72.6986301369863,8.428310502283106,29.97488584474885,9.075114841892004,2.6610474885844746,598,26,113,13,12,197,97,146,0.179,0.718,0.103,-0.8478,1,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,2,8,0,8,6,1,1,1,9,22,7,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,6,3,0,0,2,1,0,6,0,3,0,1,7,2,13,3,16,14,6,18,0,1,1,2,16,2,0,3,10,63,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647995663119534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580284697237774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584490905044289,0.12967887317911098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19000703659430368,0.0,0.0,0.36823695171173454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876314523187522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750286093335827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849123601906965,0.0,0.0,0.08811092028674099,0.0,0.095845784506757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491336862864892,0.0,0.15107428361631972,0.0,0.17308012982628054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260806053058409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17602329940163314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14891809234005882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30442039381049163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17696630239916086,0.0,0.11427934281486796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19012377183455254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17339685664910148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950626159411858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142893769475697,0.1298324397763791,0.0,0.0,0.11936897541845876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17630610829052493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13555179873361545,0.0,0.15526718802183267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833922486177246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227767785443099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21720584212413047
anxiety,Suka_MyDoodle69,2019/03/01,"Need advice. Suffering for diarrhoea and anxiety. To the point where I can hardly function. I need advice I suffer form chronic diarrhoea (unknown condition) probably from ibs. I had/have for 2-3 years. I take gastro stop which  fixes the problem for a day with two tablets.  I work on farms usually don’t have bathrooms nearby.  I have very bad anxiety, because of it. I going to the doctor to get a referral for a therapist. I clearly need help but need advice form people who also suffer anxiety and or diarrhoea.",3.4986315789473683,6.275265021052633,5.3802631578947375,73.40934210526315,77.73684210526315,8.852631578947369,30.552631578947373,9.3871,3.7196105263157895,407,20,63,12,10,139,64,95,0.213,0.747,0.04,-0.9177,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,6,0,4,2,0,0,1,12,11,5,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,1,0,1,9,0,11,11,2,8,0,3,0,0,2,3,0,1,4,42,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4785002277316097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13052974188940586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37459650012170825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13628477114546006,0.09949950615318373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526562847814078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16706612755018582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527752098376165,0.0,0.09276365373192023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462161596913447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940524454998564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.484112509195441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315859532568408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542989280646379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175982496441157,0.15618280728867953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646212111653075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227237284142601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18951501735959395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944560299956362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17976758101336454,0.134676448538784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188286227695501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511055666685323
anxiety,CivilJackfruit,2019/03/01,"Anyone taking lexapro for anxiety? Hello, I have really severe anxiety. 2 days ago i had the worst panic attack, and i’m still feeling the after effects of the stress it put my body into. Im constantly having anticipatory anxiety.. 

My doctor recommended me lexapro but i really dont want to rely on meds to make me feel better. Any thoughts on lexapro? Side effects? ",3.0452941176470567,5.967111470588236,5.598529411764709,70.0633823529412,81.3529411764706,8.105882352941178,27.617647058823533,8.841846274778883,3.138258823529412,292,13,45,8,8,103,52,68,0.21600000000000005,0.6940000000000001,0.09,-0.7259,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,1,5,1,2,3,0,4,2,1,3,0,10,11,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,2,7,1,8,9,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,5,27,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17063796295897934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13090531823138335,0.0,0.4417815898440568,0.0,0.0,0.1345991567733516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189943940526057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702489382102309,0.0,0.21382200852120534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20802207450139232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414535824519808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970299760254858,0.0,0.0,0.2256063553877508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19466566022807125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079309954376923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128493985543219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21382200852120534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258550601736049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19351377241769951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24663844142647806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21746807586169767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15372924211256012,0.0,0.22050593864752407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447346246770236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528219998825078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354037480494475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,now88,2019/03/01,"Having a difficult time at work. I’m 30 years old and am having a difficult time at work, due to some anxiety issues, and I think it’s starting to become a problem.

I work in a joint cubicle with 3 others, in an office of about 20, and since I started 8 months ago, I have not mixed in well with them. Although they know I’m a good worker, I am causing a negative disturbance to the work day.

My brain turns off in most social group situations. One on one is less difficult, but when talking in a group, I lose focus of the conversation, with my mind obsessing about my social performance. That leaves me with nothing insightful to say. Many times very stupid things to say. 

But mostly I say nothing or end the conversation abruptly, avoiding saying the first dumb thing to pop in my head. I’m coming off as standoffish and causing somewhat awkward moments. I try and smile a lot to avoid looking like an asshole but it’s just fucking weird. 

Most people avoid looking at me at all. Some are nice and try and talk to me when I’m alone, but knowing their perception of me just adds to the anxiety. 

The looks I get and social clues I manage to catch, tells me people aren’t happy. 

I wish I had the luxury of finding something else, but I don’t. ",4.1578820861678025,5.472842477551024,5.178741496598639,82.1764569160998,71.16326530612245,8.219954648526077,28.713151927437643,8.680891452615391,2.17959410430839,977,37,189,17,18,321,139,245,0.184,0.735,0.081,-0.9617,1,4,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,3,8,7,20,3,6,17,0,10,3,2,2,1,45,27,18,0,2,9,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,6,14,0,3,6,0,0,2,4,15,1,3,1,7,25,5,34,26,9,32,0,1,3,1,17,13,2,8,18,126,31,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315102118314036,0.0,0.0,0.1088357945219324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16077862753115504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160575148364057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173089955470785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21590134631858326,0.0,0.0905209456463635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777077442296353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877845707145592,0.0,0.0930736286765534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604528012289754,0.0893847763124076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714887726575493,0.05490228597400309,0.0,0.0,0.08813984783108585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118643470886996,0.0,0.0,0.10784695873355872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968086010662503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550332694545334,0.0,0.0,0.11126925560066456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051338952425711716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647334060109185,0.1175626158125692,0.0,0.08933903836095501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065391348588382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061053345215262,0.0,0.08387740244632713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20166272067300187,0.0,0.11026844925080967,0.0,0.1424158807949067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457046473517962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055162311318233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33426947780982763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692693986487561,0.11811932046995915,0.0,0.32136107811892123,0.0,0.08089914069797705,0.0,0.0,0.14875862386910432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16892579476288502,0.0918484378219316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13962687344519115,0.0673338700440098,0.0,0.0,0.18382675705528684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269088218233228,0.11430170178026608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670567350389308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448353732880434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084192713163855,0.0,0.0,0.3060109137287447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767093806712672
anxiety,oksipps,2019/03/01,"Anyone else get irrational nightime anxiety? What's it like for you? My logical thinking decreases, parnoia increases, my senses are heightened, anxious thoughts bombard me. Sometimes my imagination runs wild and I over-react to real or imagined stimuli that trigger panic attacks or very real fear. Other times it's not as intense and I just worry about a plethora of things. I'm not afraid of the dark or of being alone, but for some reason my anxiety is the worst when I'm laying in bed alone at night. I don't feel overwhelming anxiety to the same degree during the day and even if I do, I'm more rational about it. Anyone else experience this or know why it hits so much harder at night?",5.802357930449535,7.0773012290076345,6.5706361323155225,73.87943172179816,67.2442748091603,9.486344359626802,33.639525021204406,9.725611199111238,3.4849484308736223,555,25,93,12,9,183,93,131,0.205,0.782,0.013,-0.9628,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,6,7,1,4,5,0,5,0,0,2,0,25,14,12,0,1,9,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,0,8,0,0,2,3,6,0,0,1,1,10,1,13,11,6,10,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,6,6,62,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31877137296779146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3531808450549923,0.17385414098498073,0.0,0.21520971007271691,0.3153610522979408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750743510636261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924760004184603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25711401524641864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164420560706648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053589222620736,0.0,0.17317126918448308,0.07781241224516265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040221122048434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457501108546171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518385115557881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312831702037004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888344085571582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18055908812365154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35032554346358596,0.0,0.1582265926618296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15220310952719107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223899762672807,0.09860777097942,0.0,0.12217304727557818,0.0897356548185406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269770056273317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138863581331072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15628478225286166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Meinnummeris040501,2019/03/01,"Mood swings from one moment to the other are actually starting to make me sad overall For context:

I’m 17 and in senior hs just about to leave for college in a few months. I have two friends at most whom I can talk to most of the time.

So there is this girl I like, and we recently started giving each other rides to school since we live nearby and school is like 20 mins away from where we live. And I don’t know what’s wrong with me honestly, one day I can be the most talkative person on earth and feel great, and the next I feel like a worthless piece of trash after doing anything even remotely awkward, and I start to think of how she thinks badly of me, even though she doesn’t because she has told me so herself. 

She even tells me to come with her to several things she does, and I do go with her, but end up with some sort of anxiety that turns my social skills into a brick and I enter the opposite of overload mode with my speaking and as soon as she starts using her phone I start thinking shit about myself. And I even think she somehow enjoys my company despite me being a total idiot at this. And I know it’s not all how I think it is because if she hated me or anything remotely similar she would just not tell me to accompany her to anything. She even has plans for us to do stuff together in some evenings and stuff. 

Why does crap like this happen even if I trust her a lot? Shouldn’t social anxiety go away with people you trust?",6.592443693693693,5.365077050675676,6.7364054054054066,81.91309909909911,65.6554054054054,9.785225225225227,31.219819819819822,8.648137234880735,2.1670146846846845,1141,34,241,14,15,367,161,296,0.12,0.785,0.096,-0.8171,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,4,1,0,2,20,20,4,1,10,0,18,2,2,4,2,58,43,24,0,4,8,0,2,4,1,2,0,1,0,2,13,25,0,0,9,0,0,5,5,9,0,3,1,3,47,10,43,38,11,32,0,2,0,0,34,11,2,11,20,182,60,4,0.0,0.0,0.09000220668161063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14110987589490998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276898431317869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17330437622388425,0.0,0.07700736847429347,0.11244389331175386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079447123054792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05948007962857636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16142045117060513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168752522217175,0.0,0.0,0.4264147252447229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932675142669938,0.06588842106110343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125590205894576,0.0,0.0,0.08847446755564982,0.104831740243836,0.0,0.0,0.10168280586399944,0.0,0.0,0.08155780633883168,0.0,0.0,0.09105705022653347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137330054993683,0.0,0.0,0.09765720164321144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180233736700186,0.0,0.16287980586877088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840980364907084,0.0,0.0,0.061563578372447365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361631350718628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808659530752337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499352415817455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06393998076995487,0.08053081151296775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106501786652396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18668135800225424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419252601759993,0.0946717503651454,0.07629278769580237,0.0,0.0,0.18803171601908855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264008294323711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21116029493960056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413018228999585,0.1612244346305624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06127285412865995,0.2954831183514445,0.0906145311493683,0.0,0.05377947569390877,0.0,0.0,0.08812876861866847,0.0,0.0,0.10031867543877948,0.0900943384839982,0.0,0.11094013961689417,0.07965624984467433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322233355364693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551684042521143,0.10083794085151508,0.0,0.0
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anxiety,poopadeescoop,2019/03/01,"Travel and work anxiety setting me over the edge, how do I deal? I've always been an anxious person but I feel like I've managed it pretty well in the past. But recently a bunch of life changes, particularly a job switch, has set my anxiety into high gear. I've started going to therapy and am starting medication soon. I know I need to make some changes to get my life on track but unfortunately there are some things I need to deal with in the short term 

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Basically I am supposed to hop on a 8 hour flight in the next few days for a large presentation. Travel and public speaking are two of the things that make me most nervous in life so I knew this was going to be a problem but now I can't avoid it anymore

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The last time I traveled I had what I think was an anxiety attack the day before the flight. I couldn't decide what to pack and ended up sobbing and hyperventilating on the ground. Then I walked around like a zombie for 2 hours. My brain was so clouded I literally couldn't think. Eventually I got up the courage to ask my SO to help me pack and he did. I got on the plane the next day with no issue and was totally fine for the whole trip (but this did not include any sort of presentation)

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So I guess I'm afraid that is going to happen again, especially because I have a lot of work I need to be doing at the same time and a presentation. I got some work off my plate to try to combat it but I don't know if it's going to be enough. I thought I would be OK which is why I agreed to it in the first place, but apparently I am super not OK because I'm up in the middle of the night thinking about this over and over and over….

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I don't know what do to. If I don't go I would be kind of screwing over my coworkers. If I do go, there's a 95% chance I'll be fine when I'm there, but there's also a really good chance this could trigger my worst anxiety attack yet. Honestly I don't yet have the tools to know how to deal with that if it does happen. I just want to crawl into a hole until I figure out how to tame all the crazy thoughts in my brain but I need to do my job and be functional and how do people deal with this???

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anxiety,avi8tor94,2019/03/01,"Anxiety Eternal oblivion Hi There,

I’m 24 years old living in Melbourne Australia.

Recently I’ve been having some serious issue with accepting the fact that we all have to die. 

I’m not from a religious background and am very scientifically minded. If something can’t be proven and shown then how can it exist ? 

The concept of eternal oblivion scares the crap out of me to a point it begins to disrupt my everyday life.  

How can we go from conscious living breathing beings to nothing. 

The idea that after this is nothing is a bit much to handle I guess. 

That you can be living life and in a blink your existence, who you are, your mind is gone indefinitely never to occur again.  

Nothingness. 

I really don’t know how to cope or process it, it’s inevitable, it’s going to happen to all of us. ",2.810723684210526,5.416497309210532,4.34,80.8675,79.19736842105263,6.6947368421052635,26.605263157894736,7.8658589789855275,1.9443210526315784,629,26,111,11,16,209,102,152,0.081,0.902,0.018000000000000002,-0.8074,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,3,4,0,0,5,4,1,1,8,0,16,4,2,3,4,26,25,9,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,4,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,2,0,11,1,19,20,5,18,0,0,0,0,9,4,1,5,11,82,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074641824926614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18659050512866968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17737859536208544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942652768814945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18827769349255769,0.0,0.15113599939682434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19293767292591987,0.0,0.1783866404340493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392819509586643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24143893402385694,0.0,0.0,0.4527525324663495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34514270108796713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12563922245566134,0.0,0.1318170703451426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279873553751788,0.0,0.17934230446954938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16156610254712414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948993878562108,0.0,0.16875395628184967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17111168878154562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157560862564666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20558484376791436,0.0,0.0,0.14101944302674913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100610560956587
anxiety,elguitarro,2019/03/01,"I'm not sure how to help myself anymore. I been having a lot of anxiety attacks recently. Everything was doing well. I had slowly returned to running and even camping with some friends but soon after that rush it has gone downhill. I have slowly stopped isolating from them again because I get anxious of their approval or me annoying them. I'm close to failing the last class I need for my masters again. I have read the book so many times and I just feel stupid not understanding concepts. A week or two ago I wasn't able to answer an entire homework because I didn't understand anything. I feel stupid, alone and it's close to be my 30th birthday. I really visualized my life in a complete path and I just want to graduate to be able to get a better job but I just seem to do this. My therapist keeps canceling my appointments after the first evaluation and I just  don't know what else to do. I'm just tired and depressed and I really felt it was changing.",3.2901564455569456,5.481015712765963,4.4144305381727165,83.11029411764707,75.38297872340426,7.615018773466834,29.14392991239049,8.4952907291091,2.358875719649561,766,34,144,15,17,250,116,188,0.191,0.733,0.076,-0.9742,1,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,5,12,10,4,0,8,0,16,2,0,1,1,37,32,13,0,2,11,0,3,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,6,10,0,2,8,2,0,3,5,6,1,2,8,3,25,4,18,22,2,19,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,5,13,102,31,7,0.3004091230115527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13314728095022818,0.0,0.0,0.15556662639438498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490607842395476,0.16968840047289904,0.14896256384405046,0.0,0.0,0.12360555586118165,0.0,0.0,0.17087937294737193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831266130911713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13284372840764036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15889650965900626,0.0,0.15748662497743446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937096872802514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547663730971612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992086962616072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13499417463535535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15189587887883735,0.0,0.14421993426626994,0.0,0.0,0.12776392328477754,0.0,0.0,0.11604767162083802,0.0,0.15695136784422994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067895140105244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490548503504287,0.1335087157490516,0.0,0.0,0.08254849881493201,0.12243676516297702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609392386814796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769854682626108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522838498287062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113747791214451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024520899331348,0.0,0.19244977661642668,0.0,0.14830888367363507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674059150605694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557773913387346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156602162122545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17439907292377302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758548772710464,0.17263804746727485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14672803101473136,0.31273649155177097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859454204210344,0.0,0.12048503904045202,0.0,0.1350519396363484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ahridal,2019/03/01,"Wtf So I had a panic attack earlier and my face and upper arms got really red and hives on them, that’s the first time that has EVER happened to me.

Does anyone else get this?",0.634729729729731,2.7719113243243285,3.006689189189192,89.98138513513516,84.40540540540543,5.8621621621621625,14.655405405405405,7.1686216300943375,-0.14434594594594552,137,2,29,2,4,47,34,37,0.257,0.743,0.0,-0.8943,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,1,2,2,1,1,2,0,2,2,2,0,1,4,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,4,0,2,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,3,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22497123079837186,0.3296652556121432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660308099174696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28156077447359806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687762389808228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910363146049665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736757018213287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16809821834778024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573284633834651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284517593038556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774978394170441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061177612848624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876118015697679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TiltedTime,2019/03/01,"The first step was a lot easier than I expected I (22M) have known about my anxiety for about 8 years, since I caught myself biting my hand so hard I drew blood at a crowded swim meet (among other things, this one just stands out). For years I've found reasons to push off seeking treatment: I don't want to take medication while I'm developing (done), I'm busy with college and don't have time (done), I'll wait until I'm off my parent's insurance (done), and this year I found myself out of excuses save for one: ""I don't know where to start"".

Well as fate would have it, I developed a lipoma on my back. It's a benign little ball of fat that doesn't really do anything, it's just ugly and you can see it through shirts. I made a doctor's appointment yesterday scheduled for today and went in to get a referral to have it removed. While I was there, I was Specifically asked about anxiety and thought ""what the hell"" and said yes.

And they believed me. While I was being asked questions about it I never felt like I was being accused of lying or exaggerating, and my doctor even shared an anecdote about her own anxiety and her former habit of catastrophizing every bad thing in her life. This thing that I've never been able to talk with family and very few friends about was accepted so quickly and is now being treated. I'm so excited to see where this takes me.",8.552855392156863,6.175490731617651,8.563970588235296,74.03495098039217,62.639705882352935,12.007843137254904,35.16666666666667,10.504223727775694,3.3501240196078435,1077,34,217,20,12,353,157,272,0.107,0.792,0.101,0.0763,1,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,1,1,20,11,1,0,9,1,25,8,4,2,2,36,48,20,0,3,3,1,3,1,1,1,5,1,0,0,17,15,1,1,9,2,0,6,6,2,1,3,18,6,28,9,36,26,3,38,1,0,2,0,16,12,1,3,20,151,45,3,0.11957810931174408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744307789714181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984025952483398,0.0,0.2235787806965374,0.0,0.0,0.0919481849445436,0.09984272649434356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347235807440062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447865236778215,0.0,0.3671097673761229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898021343239875,0.0,0.1007497144567095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272759927991664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481373729093684,0.0,0.0,0.10171307869406407,0.0,0.2622224496022997,0.09238575062792816,0.0,0.0624746267109316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071184984090022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571700164001153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446155495170744,0.058419824086110926,0.11984867982685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166103238318956,0.0,0.113147698308498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204623648764412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18445201931564573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16205844315086165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327773392755322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339548491650843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766047987975878,0.12294621207845535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374616506696955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19057654258291426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891624770876062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463800123600343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17981571304622246,0.09611235472650388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23832714729128,0.0,0.0,0.09493166178909933,0.06972695716136004,0.0,0.11334606572620598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866446341488594,0.0705302670340484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751508102486812,0.11085010533379944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849448579914995,0.0,0.0,0.2310131456233456
anxiety,betterboy-clown,2019/03/02,"Paul Berlin I’m not sure if this is sooner relevant to this subreddit but here it goes. I’ve been reading a book called “Going After Cacciato” for school (please don’t spoil it for me,  I like it and I’m only one chapter 24)  and the main character, Paul Berlin has these almost dream like states of imagination where weird shit happens. I’ve been noticing something like that in myself. I’ve known about it before I started reading the book but I just drew the comparison. Basically I fantasize my whole future and I even sometimes think about the present as if I’m in the future, telling someone about my past. I know this can’t be a healthy way of thinking. How do I stop it and could it be symptomatic of something more?",3.2339279869067106,5.491107602836884,3.8712056737588663,86.62615384615387,75.80851063829788,6.891653027823242,27.1582105837425,7.882392219407189,1.6918102564102564,576,23,112,9,13,182,89,141,0.079,0.812,0.108,0.6285,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,8,6,1,0,7,0,10,1,1,1,1,20,19,10,0,3,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,1,5,5,0,1,3,2,0,1,2,0,11,4,13,14,3,13,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,3,10,70,22,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18801291017480184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15976856442826876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19172231315304872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990979975092267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401264859555175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106707422333276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16603412793359526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103187103161118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751878021299286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21376417628205588,0.0,0.0,0.12722994715386415,0.14279871952715276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17923663259511646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061023340740064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756184086306462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19002151890030586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19273129351371315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15908707812978493,0.28909116984275945,0.18569785286052345,0.0,0.13289635782124504,0.0,0.0,0.15697442483839602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17696006452992075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641091123408937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406159953383768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490338739037638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096255419159796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,finaliteration,2019/03/02,"Does anyone else get really bad anxiety/panic when sick with a cold or the flu? I’m nursing a bad head cold right now and realized that my anxiety shoots up whenever I get sick with any sort of upper respiratory illness. It may be related to the fact that I had horrible asthma as a child and had to go to the ER once because I nearly stopped breathing. That tight chest/unable to breathe feeling is often how anxiety manifests for me, so imagine when I’m having trouble breathing through my nose it makes me feel “claustrophobic” and triggers an anxiety attack. It’s made me dread anytime I feel a cold start up. 

Does anyone else experience something similar? 
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anxiety,CougarIndy25,2019/03/02,"What am I experiencing right now? Hi guys, I've struggled with anxiety and depression, but I'm on meds for it. 

But what I've had going on the last hour or so, basically this undescribable amount of worry that really came from nowhere. It feels like someone just put a 200 pound weight on my chest, but it's not like I'm having any medical issues outside of that. Almost like having your heart drop, but for more than a moment. Not really sure how to describe it honestly. ",4.288602484472051,5.850862456521742,5.56832298136646,78.54934782608694,71.17391304347827,9.170186335403725,26.186335403726712,9.606745405546679,2.3480291925465844,374,12,72,9,7,125,68,92,0.225,0.735,0.04,-0.9399,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,1,3,0,4,4,2,1,1,15,9,8,0,0,8,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,9,3,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,2,3,3,5,11,7,2,12,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,2,7,43,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20749637185858735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409136327006359,0.0,0.15851927567768798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369993072601497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17847439002158186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477437324707896,0.14803478092392522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776533305053982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051759044144796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455513425126732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040655082587318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162791257368948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168908273575788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303705051257442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23016968583974515,0.20874779678365032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20830879155561094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654950861782169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17696088844103253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17557300448582766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21662661189042134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19529813840805707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25233263150156965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104373792835056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThenDeer,2019/03/02,"Driving Anxiety So, currently I am finding myself in situations where I don't want to drive anywhere due to the fact that driving will give me anxiety. I've never been in a car accident before though, so I am unsure why this is such a huge thing for my anxiety. I commute to college and drive to work almost every day. I Just was curious to know if it was just me? Or if anyone else deals with a similar anxiety when they have to drive",4.315151515151514,5.166753545454547,6.220909090909089,76.58469696969699,70.36363636363636,9.957575757575757,31.71212121212121,10.125756701596842,3.314539393939393,344,15,66,9,6,120,63,88,0.154,0.7929999999999999,0.053,-0.7004,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,8,0,0,0,4,0,9,0,0,0,2,13,12,8,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,3,0,10,0,10,8,0,15,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,4,5,50,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21096216768742312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6446680434489007,0.0,0.0,0.14730996669232707,0.21586305791857613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17927025675395655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586896847282354,0.21719830833616754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17599325332152865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17750410925191865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925545819432121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021001773708647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578234143610795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16248677013575885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23680930851996054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399641617468035,0.0,0.20698867507901292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426250826306914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901028492975119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15337506301116802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Daddyslittledom,2019/03/02,"Getting out of bed when you feel sick from Anxiety? Hey guys.. I'm sorry if this is stupid and I feel like it kind of is but I struggle with this sometimes and today was one of those days. 

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Every since I was young (like elementary but really revved up freshman year of high school) my stomach gets upset when I'm anxious. I do not throw up, and it really doesn't feel like I am going to throw up, but it definitely feels bad. And, it feels similar enough to throwing up that it took me a few years to realize the signs of it being different. I don't know if this is important or not but I have never actually thrown up because of anxiety, unless I was having a panic attack, and that the stomach aches are not panic attacks. Like I have panic attacks sometimes but this is different. The amount of stomach pain directly relates to how anxious I am.  

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Sometimes it's really hard for me to will myself to get out of bed if I'm having one of those days, specifically if I don't have something I need to do at a certain time. For instance, Monday-Friday I wake up for work. I have no issues getting up then even if I don't feel good. But then we get days like today... I didn't get out of bed until 4 in the afternoon, and that was only because I physically could not get myself to sleep anymore and my dad asked me if I was going to get up/if I was okay. I've been really overwhelmed with school, work, and general life lately. I know that's where my anxiety is coming from and I'm working to do everything I have to do to make it better but it's going to be overwhelming for 2 more weeks. It's also worth noting that when my alarm went off at 11, I had 9 hours of sleep. So it's not that I wasn't giving myself enough sleep. 

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Also after things like this happen I get really upset with myself because I am aware it is my way of running from my problems but I just can't get myself to get up, and this makes me feel angry with myself. I don't feel like I should have problems with this.  I feel like this is a recent issue with not being able to will myself to get up. If I had to guess, I would say it's been happening on/off for about a year. Also if it matters, I am about to be 19 (my birthday is March 10th). 

I'm sorry if I'm rambling, I read through the post and I feel like I am but I'm having trouble identifying what isn't needed. Thanks for anybody willing to help me. 

Tl;dr: Sometimes I wake up with a stomach ache because of anxiety, and when it's really bad and I don't have any time-dependent engagements,  I Struggle to make myself get out of bed at a reasonable time. Does anybody else go through this/know how to handle it when it happens?",2.437027939099039,4.020120853790616,4.293599121017106,85.73036415005495,76.0216606498195,6.983456286297286,24.49835190707895,7.7425588080867325,1.2579114424737088,2099,69,431,30,46,713,207,554,0.174,0.731,0.095,-0.993,2,0,1,0,0,0,70.0,1,1,0,4,16,36,4,10,12,1,58,12,9,6,2,85,109,47,0,16,27,1,11,9,0,5,3,1,4,1,35,26,0,0,14,1,1,11,18,20,0,2,14,12,60,16,77,85,5,61,0,2,0,0,9,21,0,11,36,304,95,6,0.05434768822031345,0.0,0.053035503954749284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303854799035172,0.0,0.17665709244145594,0.19811516951577665,0.03695829165145285,0.0,0.16630333092950236,0.12279483646906625,0.05389830305508834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05080775208736248,0.18548502371286424,0.0,0.0,0.0907560991190164,0.1325193852083941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048066113712830136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0468157211286108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04339220673228103,0.0,0.0,0.10514928849010234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356353374887458,0.0,0.0,0.047560028204204255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045400519765037575,0.0,0.0,0.1123113799687857,0.0,0.035896135504262,0.0,0.04579027132218664,0.0,0.048844197813251486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27479824129509145,0.19412999661886754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691275117010505,0.052135254755934106,0.12354817463428265,0.045584262370596144,0.0,0.0,0.059870105787222926,0.0538127558694804,0.1441784436216796,0.0,0.04868485367153095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0364281098139757,0.05742131649989993,0.0,0.0,0.0535215253888926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344973305864292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056594754033868475,0.08960420439314641,0.0,0.06130655953118841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03838737944209529,0.2389638173100904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883251171132352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059624435661092,0.04191628758420842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736548001346214,0.04133386589217354,0.05782977206334024,0.19129590678886615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052050062226455,0.0,0.0,0.10400679562244564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05436239547658756,0.0,0.2088991243561462,0.055878475085173365,0.053661785563599435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043219463029272716,0.0,0.11000552392710897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04495696930935701,0.0,0.16316081241233776,0.0,0.0,0.04183950557981043,0.21500501326671784,0.12167557490374198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363200775216616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05003604947107248,0.0,0.0,0.0361061891399524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507172216138823,0.0,0.10303050744894156,0.0,0.06038228132355378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04313866523262445,0.0435944372883174,0.0,0.0,0.050380851466419366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869729290669268,0.0,0.0,0.03860703840035889,0.0,0.19811516951577665,0.10499438806479264
anxiety,bhc513,2019/03/02,"i randomly feel disoriented/confused/numb.. panic disorder? anxiety? I am a 20 year old female and I feel like I've been experiencing this for most of my life, I just don't know how to thoroughly explain it. At very random occurrences, and I 100% know where I am because it usually happened in the car, at school, or at home and I haven't felt this way in years until about a couple of weeks ago. I start to feel very confused of my surroundings even though I know where I am. I remember this one day specifically where I was leaving my elementary school when I was 8 years old and I started to walk outside after school to look for my moms car and all of a sudden I didn't fully recognize my surroundings or anyones faces around me and I felt very disoriented and numb and I started to panic and freak out. I don't think I have felt like that since I was 13 years old until about a week ago when I was walking up the stairs at the library at school that I have been going to at least once a week for the past 3 years and in the middle of a conversation with my friend I stopped talking because I started having that same feeling where I felt confused, numb and disoriented and not sure as to where I was but I knew exactly where I was?? I started to panic for a little then I talked myself out of it telling myself that this has happened to me plenty of times and it'll pass. I was thinking it could be because of stressful situations I'm in and that these are mini panic attacks but I don't think so because I've only had one full-on real panic attack in my life.  I'm not sure as to what it was and was hoping someone would be able to help me figure it out.",5.637819107887019,5.138921777126098,6.600676030251584,79.70522457169321,67.2991202346041,9.407686371353604,31.437104491433864,8.841846274778883,2.3548322580645165,1310,46,271,19,19,439,152,341,0.161,0.7959999999999999,0.043,-0.9878,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,16,19,2,8,12,0,30,5,1,1,4,61,58,29,0,3,7,1,8,2,1,2,4,0,1,0,18,20,0,1,18,0,0,6,7,13,0,2,18,10,44,6,47,35,4,64,0,0,1,0,8,27,0,8,32,191,62,4,0.0748773945745289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274858489370825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05728100190107305,0.0,0.0,0.052356015272651164,0.0,0.0,0.06665675610085031,0.0,0.17036769196035892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18257825898313215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059783506738712126,0.08285041290590989,0.0,0.048289725048271503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581598125565153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04945581293094935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15144104204342906,0.05349242564525431,0.2875761645401915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05785008930687291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04255454888693988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13242766547172566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05018873923556917,0.0,0.07510813188783445,0.07437014787758688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345197353536415,0.0,0.0,0.07928434941214556,0.0,0.0,0.1057762363512488,0.07316262557164684,0.07504682036104138,0.0,0.0,0.0628781530888924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769549955450519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23571368961736144,0.07974198148807639,0.10147772081180717,0.05694763267855313,0.0,0.439262446486438,0.0,0.0,0.07147894567518602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852268677736794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482149157721625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031196832909339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06193935455369577,0.08416532874162144,0.0,0.0,0.06344337343666878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649930263584319,0.0,0.0,0.06260085465209188,0.08577180250081426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14114211649785538,0.0,0.0,0.12036722690742052,0.06544614321289892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14393523308003658,0.0735666599961773,0.0,0.04366161092446428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246687152521877,0.18534507695736785,0.0,0.05943419055742685,0.18018638817861407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053190752768342654,0.0,0.0,0.2410929357709162
anxiety,taaatitwat,2019/03/02,"Nausea from anxiety Is anyone’s else’s anxiety triggered by being afraid of feeling sick in public?
When I was a kid I had severe stomach issues and would get sick over the smallest thing.. it’s gotten a little better as I’ve gotten older from specifically watching my diet and making sure not to over-do it.
But I feel like I get too caught up in feeling like I might get sick in public that I actually make myself sick thinking about it.. 
I’ve talked to a therapist about this but he didn’t have much experience in that specific of a situation.. was just wondering if anyone had any advice or helpful stories?",7.880784313725492,6.918551546218487,8.70466386554622,67.97979691876753,62.94957983193277,10.958543417366949,34.9593837535014,10.125756701596842,3.558192156862744,490,18,84,9,6,167,80,119,0.114,0.768,0.118,0.1062,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,5,0,10,6,1,3,1,19,23,8,0,2,6,0,3,2,0,2,4,0,0,1,7,2,1,0,5,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,8,4,8,4,16,12,1,10,0,0,1,0,6,7,0,4,4,57,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.1729068606107569,0.0,0.0,0.1731429910007674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049177827068068,0.0,0.27109186031932725,0.0,0.0,0.2477835426775981,0.18154682410592898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15670560669954514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480152116470329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17332078865465408,0.0,0.0,0.2687699615953398,0.25316179361195185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777153232806168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876327433963038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849349559969792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17312714175563831,0.17758577423157776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23654453500236494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18796513233577644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302512565952077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001684540529025,0.0,0.0,0.19916320233328946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16699463024796554,0.0,0.0,0.14241447592068016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20572527478674896,0.11771374545877808,0.11353290156176582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19214941855159945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258670382953383,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BiblicalRewrite,2019/03/02,"Just a small idea that's been helping me` Once my anxiousness gets particularly bad, my hands start shaking and it gets hard to form complete sentences. Not much of an impediment to understanding what's going on if my partner or someone is in the room, bigger problem over texts and IMs and the like. That and it can be hard to spit out what I'm thinking during anxious moments, and not to mention that explaining what's happening in detail means thinking about it more, which can make it worse!

So I'm trialing a system where emojis are shorthand for something. Right now we're on ""check marks means general anxiousness, more = worse, 4 means an attack"", ""stop sign means stop talking 'cause I need a moment"", and ""speech bubble means I'm scared to say what I'm thinking"".

Response from people I trust with this stuff has been positive so far. Does anyone have experience with something similar?",5.355157553290084,7.349667259036149,5.312891566265061,79.7151946246525,69.18072289156626,7.99925857275255,30.84151992585728,8.617729084823388,2.5404370713623736,719,30,125,12,13,224,113,166,0.175,0.752,0.073,-0.9323,0,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,1,2,7,0,9,2,2,2,0,33,30,10,0,3,5,0,3,1,1,0,0,2,1,1,14,9,0,2,11,0,1,2,2,5,0,0,2,5,6,2,17,27,4,21,0,0,0,0,6,12,0,2,7,72,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3795141879660376,0.0,0.07829852647159502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127392613526786,0.0,0.0,0.0934980336592993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503358172781522,0.0,0.0,0.117408159951331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799383536840817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095372373153262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700911936538053,0.0,0.06364041371672795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990229204467912,0.0,0.20062290607310074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505736078553182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641099349976456,0.12095685397166292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05470742707615255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07474704871619502,0.0,0.0,0.6098913986762173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231766607476489,0.0830312281027575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925429419956365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776323434062008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714906185148823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562970579155022,0.0,0.08905042963004725,0.11211080889631583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487969297528162,0.1724142636787209,0.0,0.0,0.07925952111161537,0.0,0.0,0.1872394088662312,0.0,0.0,0.1281895015693268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000471534400936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152554314690069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165743948985812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282329358260093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chnts,2019/03/02,"Does anyone do this? There seems to be a pattern. I have GAD, sometimes I would be really nervous for no reason til my braind finds a reason and goes into overboard.
Anyways there seems to a couple of topics that my brain has decided to keep as its ""go to""
I find myself feeling anxious about something and telling myself well at least right now feeling like you are a backup friendship is bad but not as bad as when you thought you were having thyroid issues (cause they were the side effects on long exposure to a medicine I needed to take at the moment) or that there was a warrant against you because you forgot yo check your mail etc... 
Any of which I preferred to the moment my brain goes nope not enjoyment for you and I feel desperate to do something but everything seems pointless.

If the above does not make sense. I apologize. I started to rant but wanted to keep it concise.",5.204151873767259,6.557112526627217,5.123801775147928,83.41142258382645,68.70414201183432,7.290138067061144,31.243096646942806,7.492282038375204,2.049496646942801,703,29,127,7,12,218,109,169,0.113,0.823,0.064,-0.8603,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,7,1,1,8,6,0,1,10,0,13,3,2,5,0,34,29,13,0,5,8,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,3,14,0,1,1,5,3,1,0,5,3,21,3,24,21,2,14,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,5,8,96,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095404619964185,0.0,0.0,0.15849210262989769,0.0,0.0980967127459514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342789874472267,0.0855218208063283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132286398481139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144120416199469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552324620846372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455441641675371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564647131305573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12608705439569606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21281033786544626,0.10022594510449193,0.0,0.0,0.2564520505561136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973222057592819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464303162274626,0.0,0.2493992166761452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685404821878265,0.0,0.0,0.12415563085588725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936472255219294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402610239535773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987582433916284,0.2884908604518563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981017014945683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831547201031961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160100995455128,0.13875419198589645,0.0,0.0993006998374157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548350555600244,0.0,0.12262299714087944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137763551505564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274893988424636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614100797437489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966071649808372,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ProfessorCrooks,2019/03/02,"I have been doing neurofeedback therapy for the past 3 weeks and I feel great! For those who are unfamiliar with neurofeedback therapy: Neurofeedback is a computer-aided training method in which selected parameters of the patient's own brain activity, which can normally not be perceived, are made visible to the patient. As my therapist described it to me neurofeedback is basically ""taking your brain to the gym."" 

The first session is basically trying to figure out what part of your brain is overstimulated and how to get it to calm down. It is extremely personalized for you. My sessions are completely auditory. A lot of wires are hooked up to my head  and I must completely close my eyes shut, the sound of running water is then played. Everytime my brain finds a calm place the sound of the water gets louder and everytime I lose focus the sound lowers or stops. This is not universal for everyone however. Some people who undergo this therapy are complete visual and must watch movies but everytime they lose focus the scene loses color. 

It takes about 12-13 weeks (2 sessions every week) to complete but I already feel so good after only going for 2 weeks! I feel so calm and at peace in a way that I have never felt before. I've gained so much confidence in myself and I can finally talk to people with fear, well at least not as much fear. This is literally the best thing that has ever happened to me and I'm so thankful to my mom for supporting me all the way through my journey. I was on the verge of killing myself a couple months ago and now I love life so much!",4.865053672316382,6.945898515254239,5.923750000000003,74.4850600282486,70.62711864406779,9.52683615819209,29.579802259887003,9.928628108626363,3.213963276836158,1262,51,220,34,24,418,164,295,0.077,0.759,0.16399999999999998,0.9857,2,0,1,0,0,1,26.0,0,3,1,6,10,17,1,2,18,0,24,10,6,2,5,37,39,21,1,3,6,1,4,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,16,13,2,1,7,2,0,3,4,6,1,1,4,10,26,11,39,32,10,33,0,3,3,1,10,13,0,3,15,160,42,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931413809674988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873782420773412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613658609900407,0.0,0.09389843220110962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3995345087852243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752511003666842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990023222598365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093520821166003,0.07538649824959019,0.08549714211678261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013683721104648,0.13572365835499234,0.0,0.0859099765392507,0.09801542623006933,0.08177847665493201,0.0761073405545503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934939292400902,0.0,0.05085067188876095,0.07504733682905168,0.0,0.09864644020393128,0.0,0.0,0.07912239633638808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182710473447964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899076728479277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319879811927871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002987222407683,0.0,0.0760683966315348,0.08075462912410815,0.08466335419882369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047919714955719,0.07141804562448252,0.0,0.1973231340158394,0.0,0.06900859176750887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766644651944264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680497258206754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689264367741944,0.0854139571104458,0.12406131864811197,0.07812606875850008,0.09348227135344243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480505852211022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015351046528874,0.0,0.0,0.13454804323671324,0.071916569693772,0.0,0.0823765059028981,0.30696718439706144,0.1038873047583446,0.05944317615518364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0607476128055853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420420896031329,0.2870856079627764,0.0,0.08044871899828991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jkraus88,2019/03/02,"Feeling alone / Rant about parents Does anybody else on here ever just feel completely alone. I mean I go to college every day and it's like I'm not even there. I don't know if I come off as weird or hateable or what. For the few friends I do have they either avoid me or it feels like I'm the third wheel. I have my parents but my dad is a complete asshole and my mom only cares about 25% of the time. The advice I get most often is that they don't have any close friends and to ""just get through it"". I can't really ""just get through it"" and they at least have each other. I mean they're not abusive or anything it's just that they constantly complain about everything and then wonder why I struggle with my Anxiety and Depression so much. My dad is the worst. The answer I get when I try to talk to him most times is a monotone not really paying attention ""ok"". I don't know if anyone here has ever seen the ""Free Churro"" episode of Bojack Horseman, but the premise is that Bojack is giving the eulogy at his abusive mother's funeral and isn't really sad or happy about it. I fear the thought of that happening to me more and more as my dad gets closer to 60. Anyway any advice or kind thoughts are appreciated. Don't post here much just needed something other than ""They dont mean to be assholes"" or ""It'll get better"" that I usually get from everyone but my therapist.",4.127481607243915,4.923930440860218,5.108885116015845,84.58859083191851,70.75627240143369,8.167591020562158,27.945859271835502,8.371475516178862,1.8079777777777768,1079,37,222,16,19,354,146,279,0.124,0.705,0.172,0.9581,2,3,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,5,1,20,18,0,3,12,1,22,0,0,0,2,53,49,25,1,3,21,7,3,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,15,12,0,1,13,0,2,2,10,8,0,1,3,4,31,11,26,44,11,18,0,2,1,0,19,6,0,13,11,157,46,2,0.0,0.2394408908417362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19747777143457115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20930192119919508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374265727509411,0.0,0.07729827254410129,0.0,0.0,0.07065221283765125,0.0,0.08315048321178202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936507854999287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030209444434604,0.0,0.0,0.08704033409125242,0.2118851191603902,0.10919251082196914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516492735772278,0.0,0.0870289242936041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842415847682927,0.0,0.11842264558330375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844091752300354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673851329327042,0.18279990352530476,0.08513380586540775,0.09655173363960988,0.0908117015736074,0.0,0.0,0.11370242879519005,0.15327242742435854,0.0721857502372786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15613246352311072,0.0,0.3695387068263444,0.09693047297985126,0.0574255513815016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893527473183108,0.10756306260363717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522162598729454,0.11106212042082544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872984731039157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.330199140511977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183413418145584,0.0,0.0,0.14855771943352936,0.0749227381975799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684840497606077,0.0,0.0,0.2243944865980859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096772082036613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19419384276254334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778849617364814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563297627133893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121522321603436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731970366756543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043506840322386,0.1178389689056932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860214488614705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128553096932356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117636281640228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957775055950812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whatevsIDGAF,2019/03/02,"I have to lie to people when they ask where I'm from because I just know they are going to judge me for it... I am from Alabama. Every time I go on a trip that takes me out of town and someone asks me where I'm from...(they can tell by my accent and in some cases lack thereof) and I always say I'm from somewhere else because I know they would make fun of me, or ask me stupid questions and be super condescending.

I see posts on reddit all the time making fun of us here saying we're all racist good ol' boys who fuck our cousins and think trump is the second coming of jesus, and I am sick and goddam tired of it because its not fucking true! Not like it matters anyway because they wouldn't believe me, or care. It makes me wish I had never been born here, and I don't ever want to go anywhere for fear of being judged constantly.

I went on a trip to chicago once with my family, and my dad and my brother went out of their way to put on their thickest most over exaggerated southern accent and gawk at every bit of technology as if it were magic saying ""we don't got this in Alabama!"", and I could feel the pity behind everyone's eyes as they judged us. I hated it so much. We rented a car when we got there, and when the clerk found out we were from Alabama they noticeably started talking slower as if we were too stupid to keep up. And someone asked us in genuine sincerity if it was true that: ""people from the south don't learn to read until highschool."" 

I used to want to travel the world and see all I could, but I would be so paranoid about people judging me.",7.221481481481483,5.114775716049387,7.547580246913582,79.42211111111115,64.98765432098766,9.998024691358026,32.093827160493824,8.021203637495839,2.1304397530864203,1228,34,260,11,15,404,175,324,0.117,0.8440000000000001,0.04,-0.9489,2,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,9,0,8,1,15,17,6,1,9,0,23,5,1,4,7,65,59,30,0,12,9,3,1,1,0,3,2,3,1,1,12,25,0,1,7,2,1,11,7,8,0,1,11,7,45,9,46,40,8,42,1,1,3,2,32,18,3,8,12,181,57,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097674920428269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639184674193536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372977035348369,0.0,0.0,0.10964457109226372,0.0,0.0,0.10624654579757337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922264912319564,0.0,0.0,0.0838312303945325,0.0,0.10516667505523662,0.0,0.1554017322475014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129708014106432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880301126398608,0.1639899885123179,0.09299195266470286,0.0,0.0,0.09174317669593954,0.10951031615704072,0.049207134105091435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670466097556583,0.0,0.1799386839031069,0.0,0.0,0.16592495922690415,0.08162610142555031,0.15566891470458558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608182477951444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650111284852524,0.0,0.0,0.10696735372525684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047544880560874685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948824698998789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154026081553222,0.0,0.07505799071431557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079770415905474,0.0,0.10364097668488667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024050860464012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932041770021792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978319251519098,0.10901894012409546,0.0,0.09734478910357723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321746205370768,0.0,0.0,0.1551004149114394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649152194228717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888250217503925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731713654867349,0.07822088644362182,0.08506061771061009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06235773535847568,0.0,0.0,0.11349434552296965,0.11185324600069703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511863506175569,0.08405189736685574,0.0,0.0,0.1148018904376562,0.07724685846649608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804303624909024,0.0,0.0,0.11191141853806587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826447411116008,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PossibleFridge,2019/03/02,"When your friend thinks you can be better... ​

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anxiety,jobs_throwaway_,2019/03/02,"Constant triggers to embarrassing moments. Like every 10th word I see causes it! So annoying!!

Watching the news and every like 10th damn word triggers me back to an embarrassing moment where that word was used (or I recall it being used)! So annoying, just want to enjoy the program - does anyone else deal with this on the reg?",5.225932203389831,7.603007186440681,5.612000000000003,75.84444067796613,70.35593220338983,7.4318644067796615,28.749152542372883,8.238735603445708,2.335756610169492,260,10,41,4,5,83,43,59,0.207,0.659,0.134,-0.7423,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,3,2,4,0,2,0,0,5,0,14,6,4,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,3,3,5,4,0,6,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,1,6,25,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18274156526539287,0.2677833277187852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20096154338790564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684778083359149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824258369474778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694397380541535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228708606260663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21832387387132665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4403962541581985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553642145274665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20826162122771785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4514439093636767,0.0,0.0,0.15415063741902169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tttttttrwwww,2019/03/02,"No penetration but absolutely freaking out about a potential pregnancy scare  

Hey all,

So last night I hooked up with a friend but we didn't have PIV sex, only oral/hands. I don't know where all the fluids ended up after ejaculation and I'm seriously stressing about some potentially making it's way inside my friend's vagina (she's on no contraception). I want to ask what her thoughts on taking Plan B but I'm really embarrassed to ask because I know she'll show her friends if I send her a message, but also because I think I'm blowing the situation out of proportion.

I haven't felt this sort of anxiety since my first 'pregnancy' scare, which I haven't really properly had but from time to time I will get random freak outs like this.

Should I send her a message/call her and chat about it?",5.602499999999999,6.3119670705128215,6.529897435897437,76.03176923076926,67.3974358974359,10.342564102564104,30.343589743589746,10.355215969177356,3.0519097435897438,637,23,123,16,10,212,98,156,0.203,0.7140000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.9602,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,2,6,11,0,4,6,0,9,2,1,1,2,26,23,10,0,3,6,0,1,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,5,2,0,2,6,7,0,1,4,1,20,4,18,16,3,18,0,0,0,2,18,8,0,4,8,75,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14327713054347302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705972516858805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.334987711844672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184330333572483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15868584230052207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720252298702239,0.0,0.0,0.15239653508374856,0.0,0.0,0.4152642452940269,0.0,0.09360562833845493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969273465048551,0.14604231224264094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753032437159917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959314794389712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16813297724248788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13626205242366718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22955368291730602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35874819901864874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482060479128987,0.2013874835145717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052313906498865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470879051986234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480085213416932,0.0,0.14223594951752574,0.2089435657588521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567538071333386,0.14221179017585955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ALMIGHTY_B0B,2019/03/02,"Anyone else hate texting? A bunch of my friends are pretty bad about replying to text messages. This especially irritates me when it happens a couple times in a row which makes me think that they're upset with me. I normally am pretty direct with just asking if we're cool and the only response I get is ""Yeah we're good, sorry forgot to message back."" This ALWAYS makes me feel like I'm either just crazy/needy or that they're just trying to be nice and avoid confrontation.

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Anyone else feel this way or have any advice?",3.3873529411764736,5.913152637254907,3.8899607843137254,85.34082352941176,76.54901960784314,6.04078431372549,21.964705882352945,7.1686216300943375,0.8683811764705887,427,12,76,5,10,134,75,102,0.159,0.649,0.193,0.6081,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,6,10,2,2,4,2,5,0,0,2,0,19,16,6,0,2,7,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,7,5,8,14,2,5,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,4,43,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16702978713960245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14222657536424818,0.1852014408743129,0.20769737770670046,0.1162375442418848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390349857705321,0.3502738079204114,0.0,0.0,0.15979549019153194,0.0,0.0,0.1314338081606913,0.14271852966116272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18912962691024185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855784014348872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17285362121912187,0.12211167271188254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205927917050356,0.0,0.08930331911377941,0.0,0.0,0.14336708969142958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151151901872267,0.0,0.0,0.16875694600513014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835072487439121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281927966134427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16747407479243748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999916529260858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477923749738575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913409601614324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952436637252692,0.0,0.0,0.09967004260826116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604953382259328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356754407320103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20769737770670046,0.0
anxiety,MentalHealth_Help24,2019/03/02,"Recently prescribed Gabapentin Hello! I have social anxiety disorder and Generalized anxiety disorder. I finally decided to see a psychiatrist for the first time ever! He prescribed me Gabapentin 200 mg morning and 300 mg at bedtime to start. Is this a good medication, and did it work well for you?",5.261764705882354,8.734100176470589,6.466176470588237,63.8427941176471,76.64705882352942,11.243137254901962,39.87254901960785,10.504223727775694,6.22933725490196,243,16,34,10,6,81,40,51,0.168,0.7340000000000001,0.098,-0.4421,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,6,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,4,2,5,4,0,7,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,6,23,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723560888825191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5578481884649327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201428792795788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26660088508914265,0.0,0.20701113216604292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041279336504094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24517054106166164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24029936722535736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19393506887665146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480859469215289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17225914980743304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14191150764280913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188196339511714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17717688716014432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,queenofcups_,2019/03/02,"I think it’s time to try medication for the first time I was at CVS today to buy vitamins and they had a buy one get one free sale. I was browsing the vitamins when my mind start racing. What vitamins should I get for free? I don’t need another pack of vitamins? What does Biotin do? Why is it taking me so long to pick out vitamins? My body started to feel all clammy, the hair on the back of my neck stood up, my hands were shaking, and my senses were overwhelmed. I walked out without buying anything, and feeling confused about what just happened. I had been feeling my normal level of anxiety all day, and was really surprised that this set me off.

On my walk home, it dawned on me that this is not normal. I am capable of making decisions, but my anxiety is hijacking my life. I feel like it’s time to start a daily medication. What are my next steps now? I have a therapist but we haven’t been meeting super regularly for the past few months. I’ve never used a daily medicine for anxiety and don’t struggle with depression.

TL;DR: I think it’s time to start meds. What are the next steps? Any other advice welcome too",2.8160313901345297,4.854095928251123,4.315450672645742,83.98232399103141,76.26457399103138,7.688699551569508,25.499775784753364,8.548686976883017,1.8755131838565025,884,32,173,18,20,294,125,223,0.08,0.8170000000000001,0.102,0.7197,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,1,2,7,11,0,4,10,0,21,12,4,3,3,33,39,9,0,4,5,0,6,1,0,1,8,0,1,0,15,9,0,0,7,0,6,5,6,5,0,3,10,6,26,8,25,28,3,35,0,2,0,0,4,9,0,1,21,118,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221953191979537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503683124227436,0.13112358181796366,0.28698380638065024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029037320374484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615408375139066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889997977288246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064552320134595,0.0,0.10770353651712096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094302228690741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529118162826757,0.0893342144557322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063656437944858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066468887282293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057940749946768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543319695266966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832499992791971,0.06109206681247016,0.0,0.0,0.1106634189500844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347041596104056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889997977288246,0.2519451216618553,0.0,0.0,0.12626268903964125,0.0,0.09981200691078236,0.0,0.0,0.0927214019353193,0.0964446167376043,0.0,0.2659796303908626,0.0,0.2450407005492946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16947132914854388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937232953995244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010885961244626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540380689104585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307271715650568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940204265178838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519020073727448,0.0,0.1602512358787696,0.0,0.0,0.2916656455009623,0.0,0.11853074754332048,0.0,0.0,0.08489928695396927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800119947880184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283624153465888,0.0,0.0,0.12054167238393593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Roxtit,2019/03/02,Any enjoyable books for someone dealing with anxiety and depression? I’ve been getting pretty bad anxiety lately and I was wondering if you have any recommendations; something funny/enjoyable that I could read to keep my mind off of unnecessary things. ,12.50785714285714,12.049536452380956,11.704761904761904,48.548571428571464,53.523809523809526,16.019047619047626,49.57142857142857,14.554592549557764,7.925485714285713,209,12,27,8,2,68,36,42,0.218,0.657,0.125,-0.5423,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,7,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,4,1,5,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,18,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438138678688941,0.0,0.3867697131781876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21107039906682992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20183349615681895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26061700520641906,0.21772900596219147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320731600030437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22469275953587828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285159898040416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25524741957144825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571799035220477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528599756678595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21418947410814534,0.19461129830863436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679434842292677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741416706979573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Markymarc88,2019/03/02,"Can I take celexa at night? Hi reddit, earlier this year I was diagnosed with severe social anxiety disorder as well as generalized anxiety disorder.

I've been taking celexa in the morning. 

I recently got a job working the night shift at a restaurant, which is perfect because I get to work by myself.

Problem is that now I'm going to be waking up late at night.

Is it bad to take celexa at night?  Does it really matter if I still take it at the same time every day? 

Thanks ",3.3237903225806456,5.299906043010754,5.05772849462366,79.5065927419355,74.59139784946238,8.520967741935483,26.678763440860216,9.188382445141503,2.467624731182797,374,14,69,9,8,127,64,93,0.179,0.721,0.1,-0.7933,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,3,5,0,0,5,0,7,2,1,0,1,7,16,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,3,0,6,3,14,12,1,19,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,11,43,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22083867148217529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051746796848226,0.0879880300998369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09308704781663417,0.0,0.0,0.14650157184429038,0.0,0.0,0.33085118387362417,0.0,0.1263124843689826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161226872703752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541144045083889,0.0,0.08203147404741043,0.0,0.1154414977355666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323469907272032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282126262100902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5418114370345097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811342468008467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246759087496828,0.0,0.1425178601894662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630625700587746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14713596089154746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526972505152308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43410141525944096,0.0,0.0,0.13288843500184858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416553334718901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12977856062732224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21016177549409454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294991685260508
anxiety,chawskycrawliey,2019/03/02,"Does in patient care actually help? My wife has anxiety and depression. We thought it was under control, and it has been. She was essentially off all her meds, therapist was happy with just checking in once in a while. Some recent life stuff has changed and it’s basically sent her into a free fall. 
I think in patient care can help just because it would move faster. Her drs are slow, her therapist is booked. We had to go to basically storm her primary drs office because of a particularly bad anxiety attack just to be seen.
I hate seeing her this way , she hates it. ",3.594999999999999,5.959012203703708,4.901629629629628,79.15633333333334,75.1111111111111,8.394074074074075,28.39259259259259,9.120678840339163,2.6400192592592595,450,19,84,11,10,149,73,108,0.162,0.6920000000000001,0.146,-0.2632,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,0,0,1,3,9,3,0,3,0,13,3,0,1,1,16,23,4,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,2,1,2,4,0,5,0,0,8,2,13,5,12,13,2,16,0,1,2,0,14,7,0,1,4,57,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.16163375352781206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534173298819596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18843126063555102,0.0,0.0,0.13829649821622145,0.20193647697499292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377474269930721,0.0,0.17521757664020052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857713077989637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426593175442662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449464095428049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941329567863023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763192321237708,0.0,0.32705626575025515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220403949844603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699136926493944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18398073974257906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760414903214312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763935629399877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16354244185271713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319879244426724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896099680526006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38462497372130416,0.0,0.10613083230770406,0.0,0.13149396912776512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314716343541866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766081330285125,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,colbyroseate,2019/03/02,"should I go on medication? My brain has been spiraling out of control and I can’t do anything about it. Every day is consumed by insecurity and fear and I feel like everybody can see right through me. I barely feel alive. I barely feel like a human being, it’s all eating me up inside. It’s chaos in my brain and it’s taken root, I can’t get rid of it. My life is defined by the absolute absence of security, of certainty, and of self-love. Nothing I do helps.

I can never breathe. I inhale and exhale but the air never reaches my lungs. 

I’m not prevented by my anxiety from doing anything. I go to school and talk to people and write papers and do social stuff. I order food. I talk on the phone. I feel like I’m not anxious enough to go on medication, not when people are so debilitated that they can’t leave their own house.

But it is all consuming me. Everything is blurry. All of this anxiety.

I’m scared to go on medication. All of this feels like a part of me; my anxiety has become my identity and I can’t remember who I was before it all went out of my control. I’m scared I’ll be someone else once my anxiety goes away. I’m scared I won’t heal, I’ll just be some zombie with artificial emotions. I’m scared I’ll lose what little humanity I have left.

I need advice. I need clarity. What will medication make me into? Will I still be me? Am I anxious enough?",0.6805996131528039,3.005226595744684,3.5179045776918123,85.06136363636367,86.23404255319149,6.680593165699547,22.020631850419086,7.898369717300924,1.3170624113475182,1068,38,221,23,33,377,142,282,0.149,0.77,0.081,-0.949,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,2,3,5,12,0,6,5,0,29,12,4,4,7,43,51,14,0,3,6,0,5,4,0,4,6,0,0,2,14,14,2,4,6,0,0,5,10,7,0,0,4,7,38,5,30,39,10,25,0,1,1,0,11,14,0,1,9,147,52,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639544387355969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705405684333305,0.1997613918695456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455115247290107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306623501410904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976444024835224,0.07523232717715568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973946588858635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19832375013163087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05701859792279521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046782108480747,0.07385710409858641,0.09945190018620402,0.0,0.18270701138973253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449114797028482,0.0,0.07945924454555144,0.0,0.0,0.09948838022528488,0.2235194929317704,0.2526469642751423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690846395935964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04619176032217917,0.0,0.20098691473971925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05926087878662228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201588543106913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361582481951504,0.09606018657091664,0.0,0.06244819870344541,0.1727750707329847,0.08861231807124617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891071156916854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590158746226797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562642294422437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111315113148453,0.1363779812017579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848339544883132,0.0,0.0,0.09415617867963724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095741869233805,0.0,0.12258786731555613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015386334501752,0.07550359277228685,0.0,0.0,0.3540644108528481,0.08947793410903586,0.07045312986623427,0.0,0.09223327627315543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012517198509873,0.07491142675248358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07060615047466864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121089303851112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421248621162263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195905708983188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,juststupid8970,2019/03/02,"Remembered how anxiety inducing dating is... I hate it. I hate it so much.

I went on a date with a guy from OkCupid. Liked some things, didn't like some things about him, but we had a lot to talk about.

Had 1 beer. That's it. And kept waking up in the middle of the night in a cold sweat remembering small things I didn't like about him like how serious he was into politics, but he was cute and what if he hates my parents because they would disagree politically and oh my god why do I feel this way.

I hate it. I catastrophize everything so much. I'm so upset with myself.

TMI - I also think I have premenstrual dysphoric disorder (PMDD) because I tend to have doomsday like thinking a few days before my period.

Ugh.",1.7484848484848463,4.080507251748255,3.641286713286714,85.93628904428905,81.37762237762237,7.44969696969697,22.82004662004661,8.447377352677275,1.5716306759906755,559,19,115,13,15,188,94,143,0.303,0.644,0.053,-0.9901,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,1,0,9,13,4,1,7,0,11,3,2,3,0,23,22,12,0,2,3,1,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,10,7,1,1,6,1,0,1,2,7,0,0,8,2,18,6,14,13,6,14,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,4,10,78,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546127541371115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045091855057962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17602639394192224,0.0,0.12285742858505586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311367313979547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654729079700066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976015535435753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300327178652379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429596937668503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5701846039758112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526858351708203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274739498545413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122730046761536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354916023086594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603177946072719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.327110607238114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604781981878695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877605686124886,0.18502677650946134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146027604704834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13384245019566635,0.13028121705342088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256397944656367,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Saladass_xx,2019/03/02,"Will gym help? I have been having anxiety for a pretty long time before I even realised, I always feel extremely worried about some little things or trouble that is about to happen which lead to insomnia, and I always feel tired during day time. I wonder if anyone have the some situation? And will it help if I go to gym on a regular basis?",4.438181818181818,6.011671303030305,5.8276969696969685,76.79154545454547,70.81818181818181,8.31030303030303,25.32121212121212,8.841846274778883,2.04143393939394,270,8,47,5,5,91,47,66,0.145,0.732,0.123,0.1558,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,0,7,2,0,1,0,11,12,5,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,6,0,7,9,2,8,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,6,4,35,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3842134034616595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766189331216124,0.0,0.0,0.16143334182465244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964578316550667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14889543540965794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15249092415687454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334749252704205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312117242094193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20416221971637527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30950162477304644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313976520387665,0.0,0.20431732964712426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234883128811364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259513452537856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15338325623047994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26925042802735466,0.2653571349582478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503743584521201,0.0,0.2344650217398908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,recklessindignation,2019/03/02,"My anxiety is affecting my work and I don't know what to do. One instance of this is when my coworker or boss ask my opinion about a subject; I would just freezee for several seconds to minutes thinking in something that wouldn't make me look pretentious or be the prelude of a long discussion that I wouldn't handle. 

It seems they are cool and all about the long pauses, but I feel so bad after the whole exchange because I am underperforming so bad to the point of being annoying. I don't feel like a professional.

I don't really how to improve on this. I am so introverted with not friends and not very talkative. This is killing me.",5.5239400000000005,6.201324544000004,6.362950000000001,77.27322500000002,67.56,10.090000000000002,35.625,10.125756701596842,3.62542,508,25,98,12,8,168,79,125,0.218,0.7390000000000001,0.044,-0.9789,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,8,7,2,0,7,1,15,0,0,4,1,24,23,11,1,3,6,0,2,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,5,0,1,0,7,4,0,2,0,4,15,3,14,18,2,7,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,4,5,76,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16842287271310485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20582119467652316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676511551374678,0.13420834941925272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226404436122704,0.15728335218586875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17009615587032326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435759757244409,0.0,0.12099495082643752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755974201787827,0.0,0.0,0.3896718318476608,0.1848801316781308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14695944785194118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918706628962455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20812369079333826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14104103401363965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004266750185961,0.0,0.2487197219305625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16949100618158588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14107053901185315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816562168279544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458023469898761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16028012542205028,0.0,0.0,0.1563963458336259,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Anj7_,2019/03/02,Saying peoples names Does anyone feel odd about saying peoples names? It’s not that I can’t it just takes a more mental effort than it really should for me to do it. Definitely gets in the way at times,2.1903658536585344,4.401803097560975,3.6611585365853685,87.07027439024392,79.0,6.051219512195122,17.567073170731707,7.1686216300943375,0.1795317073170728,161,3,32,2,4,53,35,41,0.057,0.875,0.068,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,6,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23056642165929994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885633866144474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667297395269331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17227893786333795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33230691749251257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4572094119979941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21124405325616616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5244553079673054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24792833255393795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192277837461647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617374253880829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WalterHarrow,2019/03/02,"Crush on girl at work This is a long post 

I’m 25 and have only ever been in one ‘long’ relationship, which lasted 2 years and ended when she broke up with me by text. That was a couple of years ago and I have basically been alone since then 

I’m not the type of person who can go out and start talking to girls. My only relationship started after working with that girl for about a year, so I got to know her as friends first before we got into a relationship

I now have a different job and have been here for about 7 months. I only work with six other people (cleaning night shift in a hospital) and they were all a lot older than me, until about two months ago when two of them left and replaced by people my age 

One of them is female and I get on really well with her. I love being around her and talking to her. We have a laugh and get on really well. I’ve opened up to her a bit about my anxiety/depression and she’s great to talk to about how I feel. She’s nice and to me and accepts the way I am and makes me feel comfortable around her. 

The thing is, she has a boyfriend. However that’s actually why I feel comfortable talking and joking with her the way I do. We always get told to stop flirting by those we work with but we are obviously just having a laugh. I know it sounds stupid but I would be too nervous and shy to even talk to her if she was single.

I see it more as a friendship crush than an actually crush if that’s a real thing. Like I said, I’m alone and have no friends and she also happens to be one of two people my age that I work with. The other is a nice guy who I hardly see because he constantly moves around the hospital. I get on well with the others but I’ve got more in common with her and can be myself with her 

I feel great whenever we work in the same area and then nights fly by when I’m working with her. However she sometimes ends up in different parts of the hospital so I don’t see her for most of the night. This is were I’ve started to think I’ve got a problem because when that happens I’m miserable all night in work and miss talking and having a laugh with her. I start thinking about what she’s up to and if she’s having a good time with someone else (sounds pathetic I know). As soon as I see her on break or bump into her I light up and immediately feel better. 

She’s told me that she will be working with the new guy tomorrow and for some reason I’m just not looking forward to that shift. I hate the idea of her spending 12 hours with him while I’m stuck in another part of the hospital. I know for a fact that he likes her (even though he’s also in a relationship) as he always makes comments to me about her. It sound pathetic but I don’t want him to have the satisfaction of being in her company for so long. I just know I’ll be thinking about what the two of them are doing all night while Im stuck alone somewhere else.

It’s really starting to affect me now. I miss her company when I’m not with her. I miss talking and joking with her through the shift. I think about her when she’s working with someone else or somewhere else. She makes me feel better just by being with her. I still feel like it’s more of a friendship crush than a romantic crush (even though she definitely is beautiful). Is there anything I can do to overcome this? I just want to continue the way we are (being good friends) but not suffering from FOMO or whatever when I’m not with her 
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anxiety,thomasnet_mc,2019/03/02,"I'm always fearful of everything. For years, I always have feared everything. When I say everything, I mean it: having tests at school, talking to people, calling people or even chatting online behind a nickname.

I'm always scratching my hands or hitting my head (that kinda helps with thinking about something else), and avoiding contact with anyone IRL, fearing to say something wrong.

Even at my place which is nearly completely soundproof, alone, I avoid talking loud when I'm VCing fearing neighbors might get disturbed.

Also, now, whenever I'm at school, I literally shake. Not because it's cold or because I'm hungry, no, just out of stress. I've started to get headaches and a lot of nosebleeds, presumably because of lack of sleep which is..you guessed it..caused by fearing the next day.

I don't know why I'm like this... even teachers started noticing that I was always apologizing.

I don't have a therapist or have talked to anyone IRL about it apart a friend who now has changed high schools due to grades.

I probably need a bit of reassurance, I guess...

(oh, and sorry for the probably bad grammar, English is not my primary language)",6.6501098901098885,7.9886296153846175,6.315824175824176,76.24346153846155,65.34615384615384,8.442857142857143,37.4532967032967,8.634040054169528,3.4224796703296696,912,47,148,13,14,284,125,208,0.21,0.741,0.049,-0.9848,0,3,2,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,0,0,11,15,0,10,7,0,11,3,3,0,0,26,28,10,0,2,7,0,2,1,2,1,0,3,1,0,9,6,0,2,4,1,0,1,5,12,0,0,1,6,14,3,24,25,3,19,0,0,0,0,14,8,0,9,11,86,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940278665840802,0.0,0.0726022650902328,0.30216795245134936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696064717430333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580328390481153,0.1660285866848942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911580025795642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270359330984212,0.0,0.0,0.09326317263607643,0.09604052075421443,0.0,0.0951883556606442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058550051145701575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584082001281256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17989170824630618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447802823093045,0.0,0.0,0.5108026120250025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701417472208625,0.0,0.09486483455926394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20002404997369588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317356933756148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06085255706557473,0.09592136284134126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04989411555155178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04435390204532825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718379065134748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889356820790783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631057248464824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06731734893777082,0.0,0.0,0.09655291667101423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10336150725683016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258804348519208,0.0,0.0948530057325461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957673044153752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439480136426433,0.0,0.2756436220471135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085248268337852,0.0,0.0,0.13978440901229816,0.0,0.10162852125909526,0.12851889490802387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039961072104188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21891325591471755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541060856903486,0.0,0.05817259089161226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819210720035697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09926124227054517,0.0,0.05846379827652284
anxiety,nothing_interesting9,2019/03/02,"I wanted to help a random girl 3 days ago I was out for a cigg and saw a random girl  crying. I wanted so bad to go to her and ask her what happened and if I can help her with something. But my anxiety didn't let me talk to her. She saw me and ran away.

I'm sorry I couldn't help you, random girl.",-0.3213043478260857,0.7998162173913101,2.576159420289855,97.0755434782609,82.47826086956522,5.179710144927537,15.847826086956525,5.46131890053228,-0.9039391304347828,225,3,59,1,6,80,43,69,0.146,0.735,0.119,-0.2006,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,14,14,7,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,5,2,14,0,8,7,0,6,0,0,2,0,14,2,0,4,2,38,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22497584158741127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19415410898703747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23726605549080265,0.0,0.23845075715580225,0.0,0.2119100015749109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787842287760088,0.16367815207157793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14423875714950374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22443196296829007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5103445971996254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25952475965109845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19538542928523367,0.0,0.284105107202404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20399251859989728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29939224464409697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WhooptyDooo,2019/03/02,"I love depression and anxiety? Does anyone, when you start getting better and you got better, what to get to previous state of depression and anxiety?",6.989615384615385,9.28717334615385,7.633846153846152,63.48615384615386,65.53846153846153,12.892307692307696,36.07692307692308,12.161744961471696,5.874753846153848,121,6,17,5,2,40,19,26,0.285,0.46,0.255,0.1431,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,3,3,4,0,3,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4286721838687976,0.0,0.0,0.19590760165435456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4955909378411513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4826353527552208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451864438457986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29276382301876064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240846614918368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528723965395001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19831206778689892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,doja_beef,2019/03/02,"I worry about things I can fix, but I don't have the motivation to fix them? I'm currently nearing the end of my first year of university doing Fine Art, at the start I was doing great and getting my work done and more, but my mental health has just plunged. I worry about anything and everything, even made up situations. I'm atleast 4 weeks behind on my work and I'm constantly worrying about it, but I dont have the motivation to do the work? Is this normal or am I just lazy? I'll sit down and try to do it but it honestly feels like I cant make anything come out of my brain. Does anyone else feel this?",3.315870516185477,4.1866244015748055,4.872388451443573,85.26340332458443,72.70078740157479,8.479090113735781,25.922134733158355,8.841846274778883,1.658236045494314,477,15,106,9,9,161,77,127,0.136,0.752,0.112,-0.2773,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,6,6,4,0,0,5,0,15,2,1,4,0,21,25,10,0,1,7,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,2,14,4,16,22,1,15,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,8,71,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122143638759964,0.16298014251044007,0.26179268299460745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17756833163137345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701978455410366,0.0,0.1718919678325486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13919821506166202,0.16277797469395314,0.1864221404198631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287778735182254,0.0,0.14088373091849507,0.0,0.0,0.10506045051846967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295670983480022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085534905960905,0.11363554665379308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135299987260295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310451621964357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17536891981265496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16907788139963553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771076793746456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15051045879476366,0.10617663573739207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160299372385051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15584921258330264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17879490461466602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125865093850158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567523339937494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799419844131733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275917632154582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474020501905912,0.4846124636796337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243217509851864
anxiety,TheMongolException,2019/03/02,"Understanding intrusive thoughts and questions about the brain I know that intrusive thoughts occur and that there is no reason to conclude that they are indicative of our personality. However I don't understand much about the science of the brain and I wondered if a more knowledgeable person on this area could explain how it is that thoughts we don't want can manifest themselves and, as some psychologists explain, the different areas of the brain can be working at cross-purposes. For example, an inappropriate thought can be created in the mind yet this is clearly contrary to the values and intentions of the person.

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Thanks very much in advance, I have a basic (GCSE) understanding of biology but I may be overwhelmed by complex terminology :)",10.531029900332221,10.99017439534884,9.708770764119604,58.27883720930237,56.98449612403101,13.262901439645624,47.11074197120709,12.540900571622839,6.52028815060908,623,37,89,19,7,198,85,129,0.021,0.8809999999999999,0.098,0.8289,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,1,3,5,2,0,1,11,0,15,3,3,4,1,32,28,9,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,7,6,0,0,16,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,0,8,1,16,19,4,8,0,1,0,0,9,6,0,5,1,72,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862146332173026,0.1666741255204636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4593745337634952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951748110732387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14331135817265125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538394180863194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13850057093045515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20166851550405526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35930940253277066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15365954475160706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410315423044364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628585903552736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43558425914240695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4283901552242996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317795978262092,0.0809052362882733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487528374282655,0.09985993271097736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666741255204636,0.0
anxiety,clarrre,2019/03/02,"Impending summer anxiety I (F26) have had anxiety for a few years now. I enjoy the summer when it's happening but  every year I get anxious about the fact that it's almost summer. When I try to analyse my feelings, I think it's because in the summer one HAS to be happy, it's what summer is for. I don't allow myself to be anything other than 100% happy. I think also get overwhelmed  by all the things I believe I should do (trips, festivals) but can't afford. Does anyone else get pre-summer anxiety?",2.6358555555555583,4.644155230000006,4.9093333333333335,79.65522222222225,76.7,7.2444444444444445,24.11111111111111,8.167268648758528,1.7343777777777782,393,13,70,7,9,137,64,100,0.096,0.765,0.14,0.8048,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,5,0,10,0,0,1,2,10,17,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,1,11,4,9,13,2,12,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,10,52,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19304877803085,0.0,0.0,0.15417205007604726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4424456031178546,0.2177949380314192,0.0,0.13480146404190715,0.19753351991968596,0.15864764064073245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752143705445918,0.0,0.0,0.21720543213079946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687095922492901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16104917231290106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16243173722650495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747912478239162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021704489374329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17048130088087002,0.41045164003906737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063776207786676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280794120079735,0.2470608206189865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13089002022226096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482975875290312
anxiety,shroomelio,2019/03/02,"I touch my face too much when I talk and listen to people because I’m socially anxious about what others think I look like It sort of fits in with insecurity about myself because almost every time I take a pic of myself in the mirror I can’t stand how I look. Same thing with my face, I’ll always touch it because I feel that it would kind of cover it sometimes. ",9.1564,5.594332640000005,9.264000000000003,73.17200000000003,62.6,11.066666666666668,34.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,2.502733333333333,288,7,58,2,3,96,52,75,0.07,0.893,0.037000000000000005,-0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,2,0,2,2,2,1,0,10,9,3,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,11,2,10,8,2,6,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,2,3,39,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24025472043509466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19964055099771846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710520236525684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4387763594153015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20215093830277625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131555616015667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498496361915641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172174265522594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4029606774689218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17637577734446738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16633689423246215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244577893855985,0.0,0.0,0.23729639460887314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18039711233869354,0.19284623083274785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15939848798498754,0.15373712538805628,0.0,0.0,0.13990481155381307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17043902148582366,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RokketHardstyle,2019/03/02,"I fucking hate it! Was productive all day without a single free minute, coming home exhausted as fuck looking forward to sleep and oh look, I can't. Been lying in bed for 3 hours and got up again right now.

What's the fucking point anymore, I'm working all the time and I cannot even sleep.

It's the same shit every night. It's no fun like this",0.7979166666666693,3.0428262916666715,2.1783333333333346,95.47500000000002,84.69444444444446,4.711111111111111,21.5,5.985473137389443,0.10896666666666643,271,9,59,2,8,87,58,72,0.237,0.655,0.108,-0.8809999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,9,5,0,4,0,4,7,3,0,2,8,13,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,6,0,0,3,2,3,4,6,10,4,12,0,0,2,3,0,5,4,0,8,33,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19088799067637569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16580408717454775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413338493181182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713092604143866,0.0,0.16217232064401862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5338327212579589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539434777622548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19003370434452369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19307268032323516,0.0,0.1895535825864154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403578456523368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232686859733635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806290167412648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18195538761250107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437648217916026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19757748986938048,0.0,0.0,0.3852371085682493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223637223470843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18554341548508588,0.0,0.14012740325996054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Brennanaih,2019/03/02,Can someone you have a short encounter with throw you in a funk? Ive been doing great lately. Im working in another state right now i am about 1000 miles from home so i miss my family of course but i am doing good. Trying to quit smoking but today i really need somthing so i went to go buy a vape at walmart before i headed to work. The guy at the checkout was very weird. Like he didnt have it all there and it was very akward for the customer ahead of me and then came my turn. I was short with him i didnt feel like talking much. He didnt say much eother but ever since i left im in this funk now of anxiety and some feeling of depression. Why does this happen? And does this happen to anyone else ever? Its like his energy and the peoples around me brought me down.,0.5218882072256328,2.683730435582824,2.2754089979550116,94.87796693933198,85.13496932515338,5.094614860259032,18.258009543285613,6.42735559955562,-0.14330374914792054,603,15,134,6,18,198,102,163,0.103,0.81,0.087,-0.3716,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,4,9,8,0,0,7,0,15,1,1,0,3,19,26,11,0,1,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,6,9,0,0,2,0,1,5,3,3,0,0,10,3,19,5,21,16,4,26,0,2,0,0,9,12,0,1,11,87,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14664958320289806,0.10698827017027547,0.0,0.0,0.09778948204683093,0.14329740954318018,0.0,0.1245001098742712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190058347578523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15995623123381442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204564314117147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24477514038365644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683044584481207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530127106567279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318423271537888,0.0,0.14142922245837075,0.09991204582772197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948250593020495,0.11730327590577158,0.0,0.15419002300804455,0.0,0.13847789172693453,0.2473456535550303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353101199091495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028541470483222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021336066699577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15776190934175152,0.0,0.15195226731386047,0.0,0.0,0.2049774573918396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056182227560958,0.10370030134381307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969574651513801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14875242081810755,0.0,0.0,0.08959434077490458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943493471794865,0.0,0.11121787065468247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568904487054975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849822022105452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124097079714026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256566426081656,0.0,0.0,0.09495199012567812,0.15212147956194846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307891332218929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12964647473916774,0.12619688664554388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20363140807828856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RuthSage,2019/03/02,"talk to me Dealing with anxiety takes over you're entire life and people don't understand it. I lost my best friend because of my mental health. It was to much for him and I was to negative. Instead of helping he closed me off which made it worse. Not all people get to understand mental illnesses and living with it. But I want to know if I'm crazy. Friends support friends. Friends are their to help you in difficult times. Right? I understand you can't put all on them (that's why I got a therapist), but he just gave up on me. Friends don't give up on each other. And friends definitely make you the wrong. It was like talking to a wall about how it hurts and he still never got it. I lost him to the popular kids and now he parties and drinks. I lost my best friend because my mental health was making his senior year bad. He made me the crazy. Anxiety and depression isn't something you can fix overnight. I just feel alone and that no one understands. My therapist gave me the idea to make a page and help others with anxiety and depression. I want to become a social worker and I want to help any of you. I don't know how this works, but subscribe or follow me for my advice and story. I want to help others who have difficulties, but don't have anyone to talk to. ",1.521467633928573,3.9082870507812513,2.8179017857142874,91.14406250000002,82.7890625,6.3133928571428575,22.033482142857146,7.5804360353943165,0.9409122767857142,999,33,209,17,28,322,127,256,0.159,0.61,0.231,0.9588,0,1,2,0,0,0,27.0,0,5,2,7,8,21,0,0,8,0,14,5,0,7,3,49,43,21,0,5,9,0,1,1,7,0,4,0,0,1,15,18,1,0,8,1,0,2,10,9,0,1,13,1,34,12,31,30,7,19,0,6,0,0,37,11,0,2,7,139,49,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965993185618926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442963812573462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0554360692904453,0.0,0.18708662991483269,0.0,0.0,0.057000344081774415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06806539445519172,0.0993870859890105,0.09003190561020065,0.0,0.0,0.17109941459462996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404304601465731,0.14042528692487144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985809517921925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04121871889803205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4408724546619439,0.0,0.04259058481101603,0.07820095209978048,0.0,0.0,0.1303972148157706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733028763054382,0.0,0.0,0.2732040808071444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726833260711768,0.09202561593313656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960199297628918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05757964807193557,0.03982631995380581,0.0,0.0719832300135267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266964558861274,0.0,0.0,0.1542714825100707,0.16324473861456093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464575088798021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059926227244805313,0.0,0.06287287964580647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055239736759805855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303074235077043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819496338371927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06961722500020093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309888504499556,0.0,0.06275770948166014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06510159428859948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250738569151654,0.0,0.0,0.06129253410575729,0.19656690776110028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18930089258462213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04753468790355104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394587826760371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19232930090203354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355868760404992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059347181738625535,0.0,0.08307535568754014,0.0,0.08912879840062132,0.0,0.0524958984103814
anxiety,DarkLiLi59,2019/03/02,"I am convinced I have prions disease and that I'm going to slowly and helplessly die If you don't know what that is, don't. DO NOT look it up!! It will fuck up your life if you have anxiety and you really don't need it! 
For those who do know about it, I feel sorry for you! This thing has become one of my worst nightmares and I hope this isn't the case for you. You know how anxiety kinda makes you forgetfully and fucks up your brain... How it feels like it's not working... (At least that's how it is for me, I guess others have different symptoms) These are also the symptoms of prions disease and my brain is just stuck on the idea!!! I haven't eaten red meat in months because of this, but nope! That's not enough! I already have a ton of stuff to deal with and this is adding to the pile and basecally preventing me from doing anything (cause I'll die right!?) I don't know what the point of this is really. I just want to see what people have to say... Honestly sometimes I feel like my brain is trying to find stupid excuses to keep me scared and pathetic!!!!",2.4179908675799062,3.944337031963471,3.5951826484018286,90.95706621004568,75.94063926940639,7.0584474885844735,21.755707762557076,7.793537801064563,0.7307735159817348,826,21,183,12,18,268,113,219,0.14400000000000002,0.7909999999999999,0.065,-0.9413,1,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,9,0,1,7,11,3,1,6,0,24,9,3,5,0,40,45,16,2,5,8,0,3,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,25,10,1,2,9,0,0,1,10,6,0,1,2,7,25,5,25,42,4,10,0,1,3,2,13,8,2,5,3,132,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13773270996921005,0.09981179558078243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909610726986817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270931643702898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608399606707889,0.1378446119874275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41799308721927214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821589947363213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867528449624846,0.0,0.0,0.2590694819612725,0.13040156263214614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896375241094954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189325493266278,0.17833087137885542,0.0,0.0,0.11407554599481735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307726356296488,0.0,0.0,0.07093331151655624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13749405450643853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396608599820537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408971101436955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093828944364738,0.0,0.0,0.2743727764375432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815812786649845,0.12195329164059154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481031375729033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331271564526953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962343249401034,0.0,0.0,0.09254622376955148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845755738294664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652865179512285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798730958473964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15991502054269507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065884288770054,0.0,0.09925519802161464,0.12495819036017965,0.0,0.09945868992694942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344186896175716,0.13971637353852548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287942703268527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594540946141858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291928454697771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473888707807041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736171185008502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086433508057733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_Poppcorn_,2019/03/02,"Anyone else feel like they are choking? I get attacks that make me feel like my throat closes and I can't swallow. I start choking and gagging. It's like something is in my throat and clearing it dosen't help the feeling. I've been to the emergency room a few times because I get so afraid but they keep saying nothing is there and they can't help. Has anyone else suffered this feeling? If so, how do you deal with at attack?",1.1628128342245994,3.7513084470588254,1.8612834224598949,95.48122994652408,88.05882352941177,3.561497326203209,24.197860962566843,4.851557810540192,0.2033529411764703,338,14,67,1,11,104,59,85,0.26,0.6829999999999999,0.057,-0.9497,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,3,0,4,7,2,1,3,0,8,3,2,2,1,16,17,9,0,1,2,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,6,1,1,4,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,5,11,3,4,16,1,6,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,1,5,41,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513739260026598,0.3683548748691583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4089883021947424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957531222609676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853166921204745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003199038786941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3635525841504989,0.2568301077885303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878262787209664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24096830816991066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15977207207806782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263453630841168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998603255783115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17247714602763142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14294621570208813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838207534946656,0.0,0.0,0.12722957821016825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481499113833766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MadelineAshton92,2019/03/02,"Wtf is happening to me? Let me first say that I definitely suffer from moderate anxiety, but this is just weird and I’m not sure if it’s related or a whole separate issue. 

So...lately, while driving...I’ll suddenly start feeling chills...then I’ll get hot...then back to chills again. Then, I get lightheaded, like I’m fading away and about to pass out. Ugh...it’s such a strange feeling and I absolutely hate it.  Of course, I start freaking out and check my pulse and it’s always racing like crazy. I’ll pull over, take some deep breaths, get out of my car...chug water or Gatorade and after a few minutes, I’ll feel fine enough to continue driving. 

What’s strange, is that it comes out of nowhere and only when I’m behind the wheel. It happens during the day and at night...while I’m on the highway or side roads.  It doesn’t happen everyday, but at least once every couple of weeks. 

Is it anxiety? It’s scaring me as I’m on the road a lot due to the distance between my home and job. I’ve never passed out, but feel like I’ve been pretty close...although I don’t know what passing out actually feels like.

I’ve gone to the E.R. and had multiple doctor and cardiologist visits and tests...and so far, nothing has been found. 

Has anyone else ever experienced this? I’m tired of worrying and need answers.",1.5663666622287309,4.019802366795369,3.1100918652642804,88.67193050193052,83.24710424710426,6.197896418586074,23.21674876847291,7.503015589744147,1.1277284249767008,1019,37,207,17,29,334,152,259,0.147,0.759,0.095,-0.9122,1,0,0,0,0,0,57.0,0,0,0,1,8,11,1,1,10,0,12,4,1,0,3,43,38,25,0,2,9,0,5,4,0,0,2,1,1,0,14,20,1,0,8,0,1,8,4,5,0,1,5,7,11,6,29,32,6,43,0,1,0,0,2,17,0,6,22,114,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.12753552583404135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874534923883106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999564553600077,0.0,0.0,0.09138215885935504,0.1339083341983333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227884602276625,0.10049328217050438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125786909940836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460706290010295,0.0,0.08428485824704877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337677367439538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917552827089423,0.0,0.0,0.13503869892220782,0.0,0.0,0.1182174566974221,0.11011277155282956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33040638429439184,0.18673129773649172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116566492093503,0.0,0.14329589341659174,0.0,0.0,0.2048418996311404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34670875640049376,0.0,0.0,0.12903026725355224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310936900766919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13640740902274365,0.12969061314720978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182433446829098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364036251598524,0.0,0.2553960089490667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110878174691917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969056918271142,0.10079692619917502,0.0,0.0,0.12264461393447232,0.0,0.12540150212507262,0.0,0.0,0.13918160849627534,0.0,0.09939636523129593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295969189398665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393069797934122,0.13084445148697102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850074701460853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317468436420513,0.0,0.09826333820913996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15021003460088733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483240600010968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591179105164967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272301509355788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BurgerNMcNugs,2019/03/02,"It’s time I made a change, any suggestions? Hey friends!  

I live in Chicago and am very tired of the nights I spend awake sweating and pacing thinking about things that will never happen. If you know any doctors or resources I can reach out to that would be really cool.",4.453461538461539,6.121099730769237,4.003076923076924,89.51692307692308,70.92307692307692,6.7384615384615385,26.461538461538463,7.1686216300943375,1.1476384615384618,214,7,42,2,4,64,46,52,0.061,0.8029999999999999,0.136,0.4389,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,5,3,1,1,1,10,9,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,5,2,5,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,3,26,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3778437148449082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938885252083399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843526110439755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214637056154976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24566845627107994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15267834785638226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453133075899215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628726693303049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214265934728374,0.0,0.0,0.26070797825862024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17797364192533838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845661152603113,0.1780108730192805,0.0,0.0,0.16199455779746874,0.3193043149524528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22922420211499195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19734985244885075,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AnxiousLux,2019/03/02,"Buspirone working faster than expected So I just started buspar/buspirone a few days ago, and it's not really supposed to truly kick in until about 2-4 weeks into taking it. Which is why I thought it was strange that I'm already experiencing some alleviation. I'm thinking maybe it could be placebo, but then again can it be placebo if I'm thinking about it being placebo? Has anyone else had similar experiences?",5.478225108225106,7.474863597402602,6.578636363636362,70.75462121212124,68.87012987012987,8.25021645021645,36.20995670995672,8.841846274778883,3.559694372294373,335,18,53,6,6,112,60,77,0.02,0.945,0.035,0.2598,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,0,0,12,17,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,7,10,2,10,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,8,37,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458863281723785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30610281632959463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19395503708664125,0.2842151712088737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22147048827708127,0.0,0.0,0.1788912957540082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23172076364846336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713371487721374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786719459910013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17770084598083766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19633553847593407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085600695420628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35547604001477723,0.0,0.22021383614443885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225026574927714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25029810279426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20194062019326015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Throwaway03022019,2019/03/02,"(long) massive anxiety due to diagnosed disorders -- I don't really trust mental health professionals. Throwaway because you know.

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I am diagnosed OCD, GAD, ADHD, Tourette's, and Major Depression. I am not neurotypical. I also make connections *extremely* fast, and I am a very, very quick thinker, which will be relevant later in the post.

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I am currently on a medium dose of benzodiazepines and z-drugs. I am frustrated about the stigma these medications have. I consider them to be life-saving. I do my best to take them as prescribed, and I do not find any recreational value.

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I'm reaching out because I have self-destructive thought patterns. I do not harm myself physically, and I have never had the desire to. I do not respond to Cognitive Behavioral Therapy, which will also be relevant later. I think it might be good to hear from other people in a low stakes setting where I don't have to worry about what goes on my medical record.

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I obsess about my personal death. I have intrusive thoughts while driving, working, engaging in hobbies, etc. As an example, if someone mentions burning to death I am instantly and fully immersed in imagining that same thing happening to me. This imaginative thinking is extremely vivid and has physical sensations associated with it. If that sounds weird, just think about a time you've burned yourself badly and remember how horrific the pain was. That type of sensation associated memory slams into me instantly.

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I constantly am bombarded by the worst possible thoughts in a given situation. I am not referring to the imp of the perverse -- I have intrusive thoughts about going against my morals, religion, and principles. These intrusions never have anything to do with harming other people. To clarify, I am a Christian and that is a major part of my identity. The intrusive thoughts are unprovoked ideas of renouncing God, converting to another religion for no reason, or just a headspace where I think everything is a lie and death is permanent and meaningless, which puts me back in the space of the previous paragraph. These are not secret desires or suppressed beliefs; I attack myself in sensitive areas and exploit my own vulnerabilities. To give a lesser example, I absolutely adore my cats but will sometimes obsess over the idea of literally starving and having to eat them to survive. My anxiety SKYROCKETS when this happens, and it is a common occurrence.

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I have been screwed by the medical and insurance system in the United States. I have had unethical practices cost me thousands and thousands of dollars, which I'm still paying off. The instability of insurance, in part due to my career, mostly because US lol, has forced me to switch doctors frequently, and they have been historically opposed to my medication regimen. They have almost always responded positively when I explain my situation (not to the extent written here), especially because I have been at a stable dosage for years. Regardless, I have a very strong belief that providers are hostile entities who will try to fuck up my ability to cope because of drug addicts who game the system.

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Right now I am safe and stable. I avoid interaction with my physicians except for the most extreme issues, and I have no desire to get on their radar, especially if I am forced to change insurance and doctors for financial reasons.

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I think a lot of you can understand my position. Those of you with serious mental health issues know just how disruptive anxiety can become, and I think you know how avoiding threats or instability becomes a lifestyle of necessity. 

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What can I do to regain trust in my healthcare providers? I've really tried, and I have been open and honest, spoken with a therapist, and tried to challenge myself to ""get over it,"" but that is not effective. 

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What can I possibly do about thoughts and realizations that I have no control over? These thoughts almost explode inside my head, and they happen so fast that I don't have any time to process them before I am experiencing them. ",8.890811340475569,9.928705117977533,8.766550823099031,61.7026456754638,60.32022471910114,12.465952443166973,42.11993728769271,12.013485152326734,5.826203514502223,3332,182,481,104,43,1080,340,712,0.142,0.7879999999999999,0.07,-0.9921,1,2,2,0,0,0,134.0,1,4,9,7,24,29,6,4,34,1,71,19,1,8,2,110,104,46,3,7,20,0,0,0,0,5,15,2,0,1,31,35,1,6,32,1,3,3,16,19,0,2,16,4,81,10,84,79,13,60,4,2,1,2,26,28,2,12,24,380,112,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04354207515117002,0.04800186007657724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999118358366056,0.0,0.0,0.06388232490718815,0.033234485334318,0.4327654346502059,0.48533232524874503,0.05432311014324169,0.04188209199129075,0.09166529782210787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03286840941717708,0.0,0.0,0.045439164541216125,0.0,0.030712508956663574,0.033349441683538164,0.12173968338893842,0.08822438508842521,0.03398723139862439,0.0,0.04191608668974589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04225275715193667,0.0,0.0,0.043162517069744215,0.0447977315103809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03440151162481001,0.08107946024962225,0.0,0.0,0.045776361089035364,0.08176353133517475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263880088277364,0.0408700738726098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04454527384581981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035896799055148434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036505760921352035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036925226129835856,0.04173551731512593,0.03831547752750688,0.02269964600213996,0.033500992536528384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059602747200272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0409914499347023,0.08491178539694484,0.045016916046444734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017806879747622,0.0,0.0833769915934921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658523276786129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028211826742556963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0353469256123022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03395679174630252,0.0,0.0,0.026661227457048242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16094723185411286,0.08050317282514599,0.04237156565167068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06161061579109101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04250051797553661,0.0,0.0,0.08650539432400403,0.0,0.055380743484202695,0.034875332782943295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005596520380542,0.03825286744793502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04015218829650527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05117503016755183,0.08213292392720571,0.0,0.0,0.04524587576505179,0.034109779336434415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04166764236825117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979172464802643,0.0,0.0,0.03384226024860845,0.0,0.03950311450806032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03189729288445205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030030998984981475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04567652803310025,0.046375100948313416,0.026535324034995644,0.1535572070959057,0.0,0.221963343845123,0.046580360398212485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135286643872018,0.0,0.0,0.041580457174430784,0.04804464546470322,0.0,0.0,0.09886763566333706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029077850680459382,0.040562480414364534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48533232524874503,0.025720983719773653
anxiety,Keralyze,2019/03/02,"Peak Anxiety So in an hour or so I'll go to work as a photographer for a party in a club. In a period where my anxiety is at its worst (I'll start my treatment with a psychologist on Tuesday), this is giving me a LOT of anxiety. My chest hurts. It's not the first time I do this kind of job, but it will be the first time at this specific club and it's freaking me out a bit. New people, new place, having to put my backpack and jacket somewhere, asking for my payment after the end of the night... ugh. Can't wait for it to be over already. 

P.S.: I like working with photos, but every time I get so damn anxious.",0.5984615384615388,2.4983908461538458,3.196153846153845,89.95884615384615,82.84615384615384,6.1538461538461515,21.538461538461537,7.321109707123232,0.6943076923076927,470,15,105,7,13,164,82,130,0.17800000000000002,0.772,0.051,-0.9423,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,4,4,7,1,0,12,0,8,1,1,0,0,11,14,9,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,0,2,0,2,2,5,0,2,0,0,10,2,21,11,3,26,0,1,0,0,2,10,1,2,15,73,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18994230701183248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3950214880613726,0.1944503005728566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16091202120388218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879140297710449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15245012708321315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450212774077821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928159286769892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992730371545264,0.16511632327940226,0.09782162012535442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16950674797485776,0.0,0.1842615189700701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17080578502542973,0.0,0.0,0.1792398972004803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409073475385435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14633304777393571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324754507558688,0.0,0.16152602762730478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932860210376532,0.0,0.17983218111249566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17303142570470748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182973542580833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010993862908579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25061557903215964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,obnoxiousapplejack,2019/03/02,"Feel so stupid for being so scared of this... I’m terrified of that horrible sculptures face. The momo thing is burned in my brain and anytime I close my eyes I see it and think its there. I had to follow my boyfriend around the house last night while he got ready for bed because I was scared to be alone. Then I cried and cried before finally falling asleep. I know its just a sculpture and I’m not scared of it being real and coming to kill me. But when I try to sleep I just envision it moving around the bedroom in various places. At the foot of my bed. In the closet. Next to my face at the side of the bed. It makes me so scared to close my eyes but once theyre closed I’m even more scared to open.

How do I get it to stop? Ive been avoiding facebook because of the memes. I’m 21 years old and scared of a sculpture. I feel so pathetic. I also suffer from visual/auditory hallucinations and have for years. But the past few days theyve gotten worse because of this dumb fear.

Tonight is the first night I will be sleeping alone since it recently resurfaced. I’m terrified of being alone. I just want it to stop.

TLDR; that ugly Momo thing has been causing me panic attacks and I cant get its dumb face out of my head. ",1.5154761904761926,3.616716865079365,2.7634222222222213,93.20380000000002,80.74603174603175,5.619301587301588,20.794285714285714,6.742157984588678,0.2558521904761908,958,27,209,10,25,308,131,252,0.333,0.6559999999999999,0.011,-0.9984,0,4,0,0,0,1,25.0,0,0,0,1,14,15,5,9,12,0,17,11,11,3,0,35,35,20,1,1,7,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,16,16,0,3,4,0,0,4,2,15,0,1,6,5,25,0,31,23,3,36,0,1,3,0,1,14,2,0,18,130,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075439836890259,0.0,0.07915522153825441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17622848789633433,0.0,0.1126053925244178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18101404335515806,0.0,0.08422570201502846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049574260496443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016809473119625,0.0,0.08526353042111316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174523778882177,0.06383467876317843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06537614219718982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138135667504816,0.10009572699720024,0.0,0.0,0.10842905501167213,0.0,0.08419334928372492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342717250482288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916429940292136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158325657275906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421100329494505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950802097596342,0.0,0.05439747320596553,0.08068288034298426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06607071263954521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520134000784924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526761802486682,0.18577428248365613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386410802551184,0.1054117364955442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116133099271781,0.0,0.0,0.09448874539966974,0.0,0.0,0.10341427602840822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126622634708798,0.0,0.0,0.0977319835207456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.594584629006542,0.0,0.07887519294951974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187826285573993,0.0,0.1981053452028101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16550541312969216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151740833672168,0.06342314959122777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06720173042214303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058381670122611036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087028837148478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748128171468162
anxiety,Coffeman94,2019/03/02,"My wife is so stressed her stomach is cramping and she won't eat... any suggestions? I feel helpless... in the past 3 weeks, my wife and I have been hit by several huge life issues... some of the most stressful in our lives.  Two have to do with the business we own (lawsuit, our best employee quit), another has to do with a relative that is being incredibly hurtful, and yesterday we learned that our son has been diagnosed with BPD (borderline personality disorder).  If we were taking on just one of these issues, I think we'd be fine, but all together, she is really losing it.

She won't do therapy... never been a fan of talking with strangers.  She hates drugs, so medicating her is not an option.  She isn't sleeping well, won't eat at all, and lays curled up in a ball because her stomach hurts so much.

While we are working through these issues (or surviving them), I wish I could figure out a way to help her stomach.  She's been taking a few antacids each day, but I don't see much for results.  Would omeprozol do anything good?  Prilosec?  Yogurt?

I know we'll be fine in time... but am hopeful to give her some relief.  Any suggestions would be nice (she won't do meditation, yoga, etc... she gets too caught up in her thoughts... these are emotional stressors, so if she has too much free time to think, she only thinks about all the bad stuff).

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Thanks",3.3726486756621696,5.4717424367816125,4.116878227552892,85.75833583208397,74.82375478927203,7.6042645343994675,28.206063634849247,8.456263369488248,2.0731228052640343,1060,44,209,20,23,338,154,261,0.11,0.736,0.154,0.9178,1,0,1,0,0,0,63.0,9,0,1,5,9,18,1,2,10,0,38,12,4,1,4,44,55,15,0,7,8,3,1,0,0,7,6,0,0,1,7,14,2,0,8,2,1,1,8,8,1,2,7,2,35,11,26,34,14,21,0,4,1,0,35,11,0,8,8,151,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922720688151975,0.1337094252813696,0.14966058222119566,0.115385482449923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055271830144533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187796585927016,0.06707875100438902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547913810310292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138590264165607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785718485935994,0.0,0.0,0.07096604953128997,0.0,0.0,0.11168726528306468,0.0,0.0,0.12611422347667325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761030102870666,0.22519472964892556,0.0,0.12377906037169482,0.0,0.0,0.122722568744481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05563902300117177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057490834050318275,0.10555943243546448,0.0,0.09229548961361388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864072773441244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07375681992274849,0.0,0.0,0.10929355246182136,0.0,0.0,0.2355980435594349,0.0,0.0,0.34455637037801784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06047455478288296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772379756389652,0.0,0.0,0.0971664500376422,0.0,0.0,0.12310549035065865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085271242138646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426739713305131,0.0,0.08486885789480345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456527195230836,0.08368961548892824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504467346125852,0.0,0.09608180746077176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704001789043013,0.0,0.0,0.07049379895469678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768683352213309,0.0,0.0,0.1243127448437848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011846548357183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25209859772762083,0.0,0.12596832454916604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654712618966503,0.08844517729307072,0.0,0.10130912389716587,0.1258391826471483,0.0,0.0,0.2115256375936078,0.0,0.0873586718539461,0.128329247697481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749211042199898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734383363612573,0.08826664565160584,0.0,0.0989382731281796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653941554155534,0.0,0.0,0.08010970010928116,0.0,0.0,0.15633709207461796,0.0,0.1337094252813696,0.0
anxiety,Lilly578,2019/03/02,"Is my university professor attracted to me? Why did he behave this way? He is 48 years old and is not married.Once in class  I was copying something from the blackboard and he told me that I copied something wrong .I did’t understand what i wrote wrong Cause he talked really slowly .Then he came to me and told me :” Babyyyy ,What have you done there ? It is wrong .It is like this .” Then he caressed my head gently .I find all of this weird cause he is kind of a strict professor and really isn’t a touchy person .And he always calls us by our first name or with Ms or mr .And he didn’t touch another student beside me .I realized that in class when he makes a joke he always looks intensely at me .Is he attracted to me ? ",2.2312610837438385,4.415839441379312,3.2603201970443334,90.13491379310348,78.72413793103449,7.177339901477834,22.081280788177338,8.192908349453996,1.139059113300492,569,17,120,11,14,182,90,145,0.073,0.833,0.094,0.474,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,2,1,0,1,2,9,0,0,4,0,13,1,1,3,1,20,20,11,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,9,8,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,4,0,1,8,3,18,5,11,12,1,11,0,0,1,0,23,3,0,2,7,70,27,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536918129984925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15985118684038485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15566271980504162,0.17435571821478574,0.0,0.3132046685969721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15600349173996214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13933136890590214,0.12966908136474378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564518774213322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15874732579548942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447660635188329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280148551024584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175778355381224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15996469541852604,0.1623482514085217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13310852136913656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19531950100717854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23471820796060314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12252898943973732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29133420762870993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586999386296347,0.18337177618671371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100322478595438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13755730950794173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5000218780544229,0.0,0.09816915962944296
anxiety,DesiredHappiness,2019/03/02,"Horrible pre-work anxiety Does anyone know what can help calm me down? I'm 16 and I work at a rehabilitation facility as a porter in the kitchen (I clean dishes, mop, take out the garbage). Sounds easy and simple, right? Wrong.

There's so many dishes sometimes that I can't possibly clean them all and finish on my shift. One supervisor acts super serious and nasty and the other is laid back and kind, which makes it confusing. Rules are never laid out directly for me. So much info that I should have learned on day 1 is lacking.

I'm so sick of being scared to go into work and I really wanna quit. ",1.9484615384615367,4.458984406779663,3.6500000000000017,85.06090612777055,82.05084745762713,7.020599739243806,20.941329856584094,8.139509932561175,1.216390352020861,472,14,94,10,13,157,90,118,0.168,0.6779999999999999,0.154,-0.2503,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,4,5,7,0,2,5,0,8,4,0,1,2,20,14,11,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,4,0,6,10,3,0,3,0,0,2,2,4,0,1,0,1,9,3,13,12,3,15,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,1,4,58,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17051865536207228,0.0,0.0,0.1558575623350148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17139711061374416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375270525568762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19506216773976698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667977540393935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14940584215945102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321170912083149,0.12250056057213204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878814876380944,0.2259866289261271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16385788276839386,0.0,0.1719149930835491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15104348673860207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251287386700382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23708265157841565,0.0,0.0,0.14279608869900728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903562366131211,0.0,0.0,0.2231627870075616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22045478917007846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16759381208917268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4868237495530924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437072525850157,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iansch243,2019/03/02,"Back on Zoloft, nausea is horrible this time. About 2 years ago I was prescribed Zoloft for anxiety by my doctor , and I started taking it with little to no side effects. I started at 25 Mg and worked my way up to 50.  About 4 months ago, I decided I was in a good place and I didn't want to take it anymore and went cold turkey, I had withdrawals but they went away in a couple weeks. Recent health scares have caused me to have panic attacks almost daily, and my girlfriend told me that it would be a good idea to get back on it. So yesterday I took my prescription for the first time in months, and holy shit. I feel like I ate a bucket of old clams. It almost comes inn waves, one hour I feel fine, the next I'm laying in front of the toilet dry heaving. It wasn't as bad last time, what changed now?",3.1349799196787167,4.092087337349401,3.9507831325301233,91.37609437751007,73.21686746987952,6.738152610441769,22.86947791164659,6.816661863887847,0.474318875502008,622,15,138,5,12,199,110,166,0.132,0.78,0.08800000000000001,-0.7541,0,0,0,0,0,1,18.0,0,0,1,3,6,9,2,2,7,0,10,6,1,2,0,19,25,9,0,2,1,0,2,1,1,1,4,0,0,0,9,8,1,0,5,1,0,5,3,5,0,2,10,3,18,4,23,13,0,39,0,0,0,0,3,12,1,2,22,81,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358702798153035,0.0,0.2664479305040974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10177800356459688,0.0,0.1319435191058664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15135632220242928,0.1249988585789053,0.20460465980061154,0.11108586374087487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667244417144936,0.14074250682203154,0.11460529636479197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14721023271605968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361757804982292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454170148369604,0.09504638723680628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316683345094555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06950979919870025,0.0,0.0,0.2231813490259326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14141914446584966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102116407091194,0.0,0.0,0.15019005052484122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844830571293204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06499839143077947,0.1333446569843368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212388293052624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14149339702180813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960689667831316,0.0,0.09015379870928723,0.0,0.0,0.1560980197989614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13900226385244013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313645222100784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331998712006789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136567361923078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18833791509360148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20006448641056074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23273641058063904,0.0,0.0,0.12712887839678014,0.1478163548363881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847257289989668,0.10560383124687282,0.10671956524088703,0.0,0.0,0.2466655334671715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685733839920524,0.0,0.0,0.09451036897381077,0.0,0.0,0.08567572794438766
anxiety,eatingforcomfort,2019/03/02,"I should feel happy, but I don’t. I’m in the middle of a solo trip in Lisbon and I’ve just had an anxiety attack over seeing two strangers exchange phone numbers at a coffee shop. Fucking pathetic. I want to talk to someone about how lonely I am but I have nobody I can open up to. Maybe a stranger on the internet is able to understand what I’m going through. 

I’m a single dude. Conventional wisdom says I shouldn’t be going on solo trips. But I said fuck that and came on one anyways. I should feel happy about that, but I don’t.

I moved across the world for university when I was 16. I’ve bounced around 4 countries over the past 9 years and have been single and without many friends for all of those. 2 years ago my anxiety started getting much worse and so I started seeing a therapist. The past year has been one of self discovery and self acceptance for me and there are now long stretches of days where I feel confident and secure. I should feel happy about that, but I don’t.

2 weeks ago I was promoted at work, my 3rd promotion in 3 years. My salary has increased nearly 2.5x in that time and my colleagues look up to me at work. I should feel happy about that, but I don’t. 

On days like today I can’t help but feel my life is just a clock ticking down to the moment when the world gathers around me and collectively laughs at how pathetic I am. I don’t have friends,  I don’t have hobbies, I’m 26 and I haven’t had sex, I’ve never had a girlfriend, I’m grossly overweight, I am a fraud and a total failure.

If you’ve made it this far, thanks for reading. I’m going to go back to crying on the floor now. ",2.3517249466950965,3.9468005552238807,3.7292057569296375,89.63572761194028,76.28358208955223,6.576759061833688,24.501599147121528,7.310402129719878,0.9628912579957354,1266,42,272,15,28,416,163,335,0.159,0.684,0.157,-0.1958,1,3,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,4,19,16,3,0,18,0,34,5,0,3,3,47,64,25,0,7,11,0,6,1,3,5,2,2,0,2,9,16,1,1,8,2,2,9,11,4,0,3,10,11,33,12,44,48,6,63,1,1,3,3,11,30,2,1,25,180,42,5,0.10120146103926447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17941797812911728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483768138891474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801815125613003,0.0,0.11513127184943958,0.0,0.07781767674580899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157475110520761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116505289711877,0.13053314036468505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070229967907533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15637599551571482,0.1871182399843649,0.05287358645674777,0.0,0.2300604899887954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4309233484392739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783320609937522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148158481480048,0.04944192198053586,0.0,0.0,0.08956010839549136,0.08498373903371742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957592693843112,0.0,0.10260239729641196,0.1016704700148282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756113720524184,0.07439471825320867,0.0,0.07805280562565588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13715345822920652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932164914919665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122884759187707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626576434973044,0.08047946374764214,0.0,0.0,0.16128892370192655,0.0,0.21115039016498427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574766952741475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14326183000930556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134190094014944,0.0,0.09317270847985752,0.0,0.11750269636851422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05901138577258645,0.0,0.09592715188897846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885912228793584,0.1053542900030892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596912437604008,0.0,0.08117770766767063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755459705929204,0.0,0.14735173788033654,0.0,0.10313293468170716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606816915562079
anxiety,CakeEatingCorgi,2019/03/02,"For people who have used a weighted blanket, does it help you go to bed easier/sleep better? Would love to hear people weigh in.",1.765066666666666,4.403320440000002,2.764,90.08866666666668,84.6,4.933333333333334,16.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,-0.155266666666666,101,2,19,1,3,32,23,25,0.0,0.6709999999999999,0.329,0.8689,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,4,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788072894850319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27587174263074205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17916016622648814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3553023761306483,0.0,0.2113010970468085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845195990543312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4371003498222341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154712009839968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27226919881242084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3838816995897008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22393996310493108,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,riotatlantic,2019/03/02,"Anxiety possibly ruining yet another awesome opportunity How do y’all deal with crippling anxiety when it comes to big (positive) life decisions? I was recently accepted into university to get my bachelor of education to become a teacher. This education involves moving 5 hours away, getting a whole new place, whole new job (I’ve been with my current for 6 years), etc. Basically just being removed from my comfort zone and uprooting my entire life from somewhere I’ve been since birth. I swear 50 times a day I switch because YES this is awesome and then NO do not do it, there’s too many unknowns. It’s seriously been crippling me so bad for the past few days and I feel like I can’t even bask in my achievement because I just feel constant impending doom. It just sucks. This whole shit sucks. I wish I could be the person who just takes life with a grain of salt and goes where the wind blows them and knows they’ll end up fine. ",5.155816767502159,6.6808488426966335,5.8589887640449465,77.44404926534142,69.0,9.521866897147797,32.79343128781331,9.851270322608157,3.3133426101987897,746,34,138,18,13,243,123,178,0.142,0.721,0.13699999999999998,0.252,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,2,2,12,12,3,0,7,1,13,4,1,1,0,23,23,9,0,2,5,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,8,10,0,0,5,0,0,3,3,7,0,0,4,3,17,5,16,15,5,26,1,2,0,0,7,7,3,0,17,85,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146012720170076,0.2130472929096496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082722938326174,0.0,0.11626550787814782,0.16976747320032712,0.15378747621742492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199490424673656,0.0,0.15047664113939746,0.0,0.1111774746304657,0.0,0.0,0.1796057131586732,0.14355764051221725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333159534512902,0.0,0.15529731910959982,0.09197139290424512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081503016694172,0.09947815241233283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550171973630294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713033927543314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818125549915025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652656172543408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29506302344001073,0.06802909692083121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411746985227452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14799762498575333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268971423896749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329271082097554,0.0,0.12158519224715647,0.145483576926716,0.0,0.0,0.1569801772280585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13748970730922191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14293514187010847,0.11518663583281928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046964858425354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119610082585901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4663932259328764,0.16012728706986848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967056371385065
anxiety,DowntownBroccoli,2019/03/02,"I Missed Something Important Hey everyone. So i had an advisement appointment set up for last week but totally thought it was on another day so I missed it. I have never met this advisor (since this is my first semester here because i transferred) and im terrified that she is going to be upset or look down on me because it looks ""unprofessional"" and ""I wasted a spot that someone else could have used."" I just feel horrible and I feel sick thinking about whats she's gonna say to me at my ""no-show"" appointment. I just need to get this off my chest because i feel like crying. ",3.7433333333333287,5.382762105263161,5.083333333333336,81.17833333333336,72.6842105263158,9.27719298245614,30.21052631578948,9.725611199111238,2.9735684210526316,456,20,90,12,9,152,80,114,0.254,0.7090000000000001,0.037000000000000005,-0.9839,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,1,2,0,8,2,1,1,2,17,23,7,0,2,4,0,3,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,9,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,4,6,17,1,11,16,1,13,0,2,2,0,6,6,0,1,6,60,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161307364117614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37693944361982745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645669598942721,0.0,0.2264088929668605,0.13292785383193995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17218358037075318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19695279741527155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126555289057218,0.14724940616622542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17532227691986282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768717204622608,0.0,0.11714054798764614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22264079269142104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16801215785483967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069793095971392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34617127907303386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528325004821219,0.15896946795875916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16391182137549729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17050139466165976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17464153010530664,0.15867826864003529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320708950334226,0.0,0.16363318572543165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780181600675976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16533392867302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kaka-carrot-cake,2019/03/02,"Ways to overcome over thinking the past? I was hanging with my girlfriend and her friends last night and everything was fine (just normal social anxiety but nothing too bad). Now I can’t stop over analyzing different parts of the night and wondering if I might have said the wrong thing or done the wrong thing. No one said anything, but in my mind I keep asking myself “well what if they thought this?” How do I train myself to stop thinking that way?",6.962823529411764,7.2924913999999985,6.0329411764705885,82.08823529411767,64.41176470588235,9.15294117647059,33.47058823529412,8.841846274778883,2.6258705882352937,359,14,68,5,5,108,63,85,0.196,0.7390000000000001,0.064,-0.9259,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,1,0,21,15,9,0,3,6,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,5,4,0,3,4,0,0,1,2,3,1,1,6,2,11,3,7,8,1,13,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,5,7,50,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122969188615345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227911979136428,0.0,0.15027451379674567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421503716350933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16794390735697629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16449754796531593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444668928780287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419088890374565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287719739389365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102831351731234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17052463164389955,0.16230623552677734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016958594592225,0.15749559097586496,0.15423879103779933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892470956001796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17407075093211044,0.15344892130096086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30580987334184795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16385888943760551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687793875005764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21358315592195884,0.205997314264634,0.0,0.12761326700888426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551831827759865,0.0,0.0,0.14452871132488465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17432067539296706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514979993997781,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AstrocyteSuperStar,2019/03/02,"Can anyone offer some insight? I just achieved my dream but instead of bliss I feel overwhelmed by anxiety Well...hello, fellow anxious creatures! I wonder if anyone here has a experience similar to mine and can provide some insight, or maybe recommend a book/video that might help. 

I am a medical professional and I just got accepted to the residency program of my dreams (critical care medicine). Yesterday was my first day and I was thrilled to be presented to the program and the hospital, which is the considered the best one in my country. Today I woke up with a major emotional hangover. 

I feel I shouldn't be were I am. I got accepted mainly due to a incredibly high score on my interview since I had a terrible score on written test, and a slightly above average score on the practical test. I have the strong conviction that I don't have the knowledge nor practical skills to be in the program.  Previously, I ranked a bit bellow average on my internal medicine program, so I know I am a bit behind my peers. I just want to have the mental energy and disposition to study and catch up. But right now I feel completely frozen and on a verge of a breakdown. 

Thank you for taking a moment to read this post. I thought maybe some of you could relate with my situation",4.223781629806734,6.521188397489543,5.437692767483567,76.34776847977685,72.97489539748953,9.405937437736602,32.30145447300259,9.842372674337009,3.6537948196851966,1013,50,178,29,21,336,135,239,0.036000000000000004,0.754,0.211,0.9916,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,0,6,7,9,0,1,22,0,21,1,0,0,0,35,35,14,0,4,7,0,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,4,10,0,0,11,3,0,1,3,2,0,2,9,3,31,7,27,20,8,22,0,1,0,0,6,12,0,7,8,132,35,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084762887718402,0.17846262901299095,0.0,0.22091444259598395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16578115629199192,0.0,0.3449275386314047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16106229092735858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16562992549596606,0.0,0.0,0.12612724630434882,0.0,0.0,0.10187843399271007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17769647479386985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545262651513495,0.0,0.0,0.239625140599568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343703257198011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252688194177985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058848471859604,0.1669053748288623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681690721659761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174068513015193,0.0,0.0,0.15913948740172754,0.15919793723720435,0.16758260854905674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704545605842516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129285908635026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15801407119654787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490664577335498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067550991731386,0.17756638456952548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877477430525007,0.0,0.0,0.14543876910135636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541158403130415,0.0,0.0,0.14973834207200254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317557856030877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203518999317682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17131316000958427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tthrowaway747,2019/03/02,"I know why people choose to live in a place where it rains a lot. You know how they say people who live in areas where it rains are generally more depressed? And how the common assumption is that it's the rain that causes it?

I think that's a misconception. I think people who are generally depressed or anxious are going to be that way anyway. But that they gravitate to live in areas where it rains. The reason for that is that the rain is very comforting. Not in a peaceful nature sounds kind of way. But in the sense that it is very comforting to know that you can stay inside all day and not have to do anything, and that that is perfectly acceptable to do and essentially the only thing you *can* do, whether you are depressed/anxious or not. 

I base this on myself. I'm 32M and have generally lived in a state of constant depression and anxiety over the years. It just seems to be my natural state. So much so that, like someone said in a post the other day, it's recently occurred to that it's almost a comfort zone now. I feel very uncomfortable not being that way. 

Anyways, I often find that I feel paralyzed on a day to day basis to go out and do anything. I know there's plenty to go out and do, but I just can't. I just end up sitting around for hours on end, doing absolutely nothing. I've gone to school, can hold down a job, occasionally go to a concert or event by myself, and can generally get along fine doing things like that. But when I'm on my own, I don't know, my free time just doesn't amount to anything. I just end up surfing the web and watching TV. Sometimes I am okay with doing that, especially if I've had a tiresome work day or work week and need to. But other times I'm simply not willing to pick myself up and go out and do anything. And when that's the case, one thing that greatly contributes to my depression and anxiety is the societal expectation to go out and do things. That feeling like I'm always being watched and judged while I do nothing. There's also the guilt within myself that I'm letting my life pass me by. But I know that if it were generally more acceptable to do nothing then I wouldn't feel so bad about it. Well, maybe just less bad about it, given my natural state. 

Now to my point, one thing I have noticed in recent weeks is based on a combination of two things. One, I live in Southern California and it's been raining a lot this year, much more so than we normally see. Secondly, I've been having a severe anxiety episode over the last few weeks. And I've noticed that on days where it rains, it's really quite comforting to know that I *can* actually stay at home and sit quietly, do nothing, and just be in my natural state. Whereas when it's not raining, I get extremely anxious on top of already being anxious, about the fact that I'm sitting at home doing nothing but being anxious. And it's got me thinking that maybe I'd be better off in an area where it rains a lot. That way I can just continue to be me, but have that immense societal pressure of having to go out and do things not be there. I've always loved the rain, and now I'm wondering if there's more to it than just loving the rain. And maybe those who do live in an area where it rains a lot feel similarly and gravitate to those areas because of that. Perhaps it isn't the rain that causes it, but that people who are generally depressed or have anxiety tend to comprise a decent portion of the population of areas like that.  

Would anybody agree with that? Or not? ",5.031674436674436,5.420206235042738,6.0126146076146085,80.37190559440559,68.55840455840456,9.116860916860915,30.1995596995597,9.095868883498916,2.3733407407407405,2755,100,556,48,44,915,246,702,0.086,0.8190000000000001,0.095,0.7362,1,0,0,0,0,0,72.0,1,4,2,6,40,29,0,2,37,1,64,3,0,6,3,120,106,57,0,8,36,0,5,4,0,3,1,5,2,2,72,36,0,1,22,2,1,9,13,9,1,5,8,13,43,21,81,84,16,105,0,5,3,2,17,50,0,17,36,407,115,4,0.0,0.0,0.054029716782108377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055441551558219726,0.0,0.06109830895502024,0.04427656963340983,0.09213872577576723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16942088223972893,0.2501935398743333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822476461729791,0.049287922919662386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245742881661267,0.033750904191735716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04896716948210066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375329274704643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059831516632129676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21424087086294924,0.0,0.2384354243780923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471148546834594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997482857957935,0.039553838293601463,0.0,0.0,0.050603977479003116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0578534216240344,0.0,0.22026240304478592,0.0,0.04428164746275877,0.061041761141224525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111074226580318,0.0,0.05452484925900918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05494270754613066,0.0,0.0,0.057655689185341974,0.21299586109869348,0.0451310867471169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05661599691675628,0.03910699596695371,0.10819709991046053,0.0,0.2933378004301505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18828247174369006,0.09994085487223768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16686927148283898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140149534257386,0.04105355782048093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054247414072692415,0.2656282474847557,0.12607025325679302,0.0,0.0,0.11255331883840884,0.042108717767049685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15353663779712545,0.0,0.05784620780130857,0.0,0.052339238045861214,0.0,0.05302580179092738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05888908739759445,0.0,0.0,0.03546919730923099,0.05692598274627421,0.10933547755093508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05266621980940104,0.044029662637669706,0.0,0.05603385335340914,0.04411993176331728,0.05040358170927912,0.0,0.06254838496858332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04691185534109717,0.0,0.05475888370668512,0.0,0.0,0.1180266434040134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574812945086988,0.106429851802854,0.0,0.0,0.06456930218858438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05408502492813237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370494815678122,0.0,0.1757894007656104,0.1332349986891517,0.0,0.049781132284745136,0.0,0.049959654075553084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06004260691286791,0.08061494207130117,0.0,0.0,0.039330772690443716,0.0,0.0,0.07130842081047772
anxiety,AeroNauseous,2019/03/02,"When you're the most stable you've ever been, but then something knocks you back to square one 😧 Me right now. I haven't had a panic attack since November, and my anxiety was not much of a concern anymore because of medication/ therapy, butttt I found out my SO is moving to another city this summer, and then permanently leaving the United States for grad school the following fall.. and I don't know if I can follow as I'm tied down to my current school and already a year behind in my studies. Needless to say all of the anxiety I worked through vanished and I was having panic attacks and puking after doing so, so well. I'll have to wait until we see each other in person next weekend to have a more in depth conversation about this, but that wait seems almost excruciating. 

Well, I guess it's time to schedule an appointment with my therapist to work on getting back to where I was lol. If anyone else is having a set back of there own, just know you're not alone in your struggling. <3 ",5.199846153846156,6.1079516512820575,5.932820512820518,79.24384615384619,68.38461538461539,8.461538461538463,29.35897435897436,8.617729084823388,2.204282051282051,792,28,148,12,13,259,130,195,0.101,0.764,0.136,0.7351,1,1,1,0,0,0,19.0,1,2,0,2,15,7,2,3,10,1,15,1,0,0,2,28,27,18,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,10,0,2,4,1,0,4,4,5,2,1,6,3,17,2,28,21,6,33,0,0,2,0,6,10,0,6,17,110,22,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134704281310616,0.13932414985908098,0.1484482949297939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14105797285950725,0.20581781659869205,0.0,0.13340960750660402,0.09406086129424852,0.13783361442093864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060762313375557,0.0,0.3103171820374184,0.0,0.08200331998207168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237581109481098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216827872723944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749635293075175,0.0,0.0,0.07028215627264679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481910721064571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14785946942600633,0.0,0.0,0.14243930050872505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13551669211874176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429755225722473,0.09888909689167227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430655987453971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115554126902653,0.0,0.0,0.3156650011317097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745936058269685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148809932627786,0.0,0.1069772381050338,0.0,0.272286750023913,0.10719656165123947,0.122463712843598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112779306635618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356155391326224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14063152914953148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538375507352734,0.15619032908586336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844081921938673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419027411310285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19586713447599385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866277124891021
anxiety,ILikeTrainsInRoad,2019/03/02,"[Help] anxiety transforming into anger So i'v bean suffering from anxiety for some time and i have manage to calm down a bit by
Meditation,self hypnosis and calm breading but now instead of anxiety i started to get angry something that almost never happend before, im kinda scard that i become a angrier person, 

Dos anyone knows what is happening? is my anxiety simple transforming itself into anger or  there is something else i can do to stop it 

Sry for my bad ingles ",5.469717607973422,7.703295639534888,6.90142857142857,67.46500000000002,69.34883720930233,10.030564784053157,32.053156146179404,10.290406445055957,4.126729568106313,379,17,55,11,7,129,65,86,0.325,0.643,0.033,-0.9827,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,1,12,10,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,2,11,10,2,8,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,4,5,40,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014220892359048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6155150262178591,0.0,0.0,0.14064835217470606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679513645831675,0.0,0.22215373207321168,0.17116334198243882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21960307057383066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16803453038067875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050922703770456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17787576875307792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482621690073807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172758921781581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054646131262744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15513883400378967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17563591579041915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20984271524298367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097093032347761,0.0,0.0,0.1423745955493706,0.0,0.0,0.16816992289602786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729184503135474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,marxrs,2019/03/02,"Heart Palpitations. I've had pretty bad anxiety for a few years, the past 6 months have been pretty good. But within the past month I've started getting heart Palpitations again. They're not as bad as they used to be, and they're not ""taking my breath away"" or as big of a surprise feeling as they were. However the feeling is a lot more centralised in my chest, whereas it used to feel a lot more left sided. I haven't been particularly stressed recently. When I'm distracted they don't seem to occur too much. Does anyone else get this? I'm worried it's no anxiety as it doesn't feel like before. But I think I'm winding myself up about it? ",3.6409302325581367,5.1515309612403115,4.716968992248066,84.22056976744187,72.72093023255816,7.640620155038762,26.853488372093025,8.238735603445708,1.6807172093023253,510,18,103,8,10,167,82,129,0.149,0.725,0.126,-0.4619,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,3,0,4,7,0,2,7,0,10,4,4,2,0,16,25,10,0,0,5,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,4,8,3,15,20,6,16,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,4,10,61,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22568640423860997,0.0,0.0,0.10314101041348088,0.1511393587588488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13858860430829184,0.0,0.24632600632126125,0.0,0.0,0.12551842780133027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908522867102207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322399075312294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983378703113205,0.10537973147474307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413366435848705,0.0,0.0,0.1237226964341478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3495953366600496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16026785352912926,0.0,0.0,0.07206494885702862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508120219139468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23547892708958695,0.0,0.10843533890654852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816261184827055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30013729457447563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564633626016754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342857263677578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440690854260593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896989445911176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090764451177937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451715844979297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547990704203482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14980151544616124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499030386276977
anxiety,niceloner10463484,2019/03/02,"Why does society push for us so hard to have 5/10 year plans? I’m 25, I am on the higher functioning end of the spectrum. Have general anxiety issues, and several bouts with depression. 

Some other background: I live with my family in a notoriously expensive part of the country. I recently started a contracting job in a rather niche industry after a disastrous major related job at a place that i knew wouldn’t be a fit the moment I submitted my application. This new place is a better fit. It is a bit fast brained for someone kind of scattered brained like me, but I’m learning and most importantly just happy to be employed somewhere.

But what i don’t get is why society pushes this notion of a 5/10 year plan. I noticed this with older people, job interviewers, life advice websites etc. Like what is the point? I’m not recklessly spending money or anything (hell I don’t have any friends and I rather go out) but I’m trying to take it a day at a time. I have NO FUCKING CLUE where I will be when I’m 30 or 35. Hell I could be dead by then. 

So I am a bit curious, what is the purpose of these long term plans? ",3.3645045045045068,5.054773198198202,5.112792792792792,80.37342342342343,73.77477477477478,8.717117117117118,29.45045045045045,9.2995712137729,2.7188450450450445,878,38,171,21,18,299,134,222,0.106,0.772,0.122,0.3586,4,0,0,0,0,1,25.0,1,0,0,4,9,10,3,0,18,0,20,4,2,0,0,23,31,12,1,4,9,0,1,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,11,7,0,0,2,0,3,3,5,4,0,0,1,1,17,6,21,23,8,31,2,1,0,1,3,12,3,4,18,109,28,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935260071961305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001764838736337,0.0,0.10126438547566624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893105767197847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707247089107488,0.2890323588280008,0.0,0.0,0.2955423498074249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568844591670153,0.0,0.0,0.08536913059320103,0.0,0.11401199854979975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583982118423612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724249617810902,0.0,0.14763001557894734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478874756701555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10227044829785274,0.1223759837614148,0.06915902114277454,0.0,0.07523018276936665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14091268893782202,0.11857950797414175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816220560767853,0.39407700697642695,0.0,0.0,0.13784529645568236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349841323076943,0.12934075997997327,0.0,0.11688709484785155,0.11714524860423005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784591430115075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070664907465636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14334621396557118,0.0,0.0917702296729035,0.0,0.27660159043717075,0.0,0.1251345337578671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070159709376872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495429295988802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215855188187827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09369373816424446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099527435016997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771873056057821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987204779052244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15922748130337827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23889067754371016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17048673852130192
anxiety,DanOnFire12,2019/03/02,"Anxiety around my girlfriend and overthinking At first it was super minor, and I could lie to her about being okay. Now it's just getting out of hand, I try not to and wake up already overthinking everything about my relationship. I wish I wasn't like this. Anyone have a similar problem 
Apologies for how this looks, I'm writing in on mobile while I sit in my room",6.8157042253521105,6.714229408450706,7.1212323943661975,75.62156690140849,64.77464788732394,10.480281690140846,34.651408450704224,10.125756701596842,3.4330816901408454,292,12,54,6,4,95,55,71,0.08900000000000001,0.7509999999999999,0.16,0.7343,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,1,1,5,2,2,1,0,12,9,5,0,3,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,2,9,3,13,5,0,12,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,0,4,41,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434870304705638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23811573812570294,0.0,0.0,0.21764268794562347,0.0,0.0,0.27709052134651285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485185901499517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797435782062727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26476058809129305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626223404221425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15206763161452982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613829601060467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978371481955005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33418052955816385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113274958020764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3579376826053169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,StonedRoller98,2019/03/02,"What The Fuck I'm sitting here, wondering "" What the fuck.""
What the fuck is wrong with me? I can't pull one thought from my brain that makes sense but there's still so many in there. They bounce from one corner to the next, hitting the deepest pockets. I know I need to take my medication but how can I when my doctors don't seem to give a shit? I have tried for weeks to have them refilled but no one answers the phone. I've just memorized their machine...    "" If this is an emergency, please hang up and dial 911."" 
It is an emergency but I guaruntee a paramedic wont be able to bring me my pills.. when thats all I need. Why is it so hard to get help? ALL I WANTED WAS SOME HELP, but instead i have damaged myself even more because one person couldnt pick up the phone. I have fought and cried for what? literally nothing. 
I am able to finally pick up my anti-anxiety medication later today, after 3 weeks of trying to contact my doctor. i have had multiple break downs and anxiety attacks. I have asked multiple people for help but no one really cared. I just needed someone to talk to until i was able to be stable again but i was left alone. Even with a fiance living with me, I had no one to talk to. Not everyone understands anxiety and the mental and physical sickness it can cause. If you ever have a relationship with someone suffering with mental illness, just try a hug first. just listen to what they have to say and comfort them. It's not their fault. If anyone reads this and also needs someone to talk to, im hear bro. ",2.0944117647058818,4.299075892156864,3.5429019607843166,87.82905882352941,79.29411764705883,6.5636601307189535,23.598692810457514,7.675431598112923,1.1836426143790848,1197,41,242,19,30,393,163,306,0.174,0.73,0.096,-0.973,0,1,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,1,6,1,19,13,6,0,15,0,26,13,2,5,3,50,51,24,0,9,16,1,1,0,0,1,7,3,0,1,13,12,0,0,7,1,0,3,9,10,0,7,7,4,34,3,35,39,4,26,0,2,0,4,25,7,4,6,14,175,47,3,0.2711366476883737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360526549020312,0.0,0.07227595973247325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20741879334796587,0.0,0.0,0.06319501610159244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449205494387192,0.10281902643429383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055094127943818114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10089272303112116,0.0,0.0,0.09214729420953507,0.09284400840098013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992769586298474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18501323196836106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938879909836303,0.08175287356672133,0.0,0.08636089539067082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900564816265896,0.0,0.07687623133783666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25066146175016746,0.04721923588824431,0.08669965956724178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809617265545687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186356918537456,0.0,0.18173717963027555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762470226192868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04966987024453675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819692034951404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980620912083172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06032860591418781,0.09163000139212872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18209443168265116,0.1821613125665026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268059184934588,0.0,0.0,0.09611896693159623,0.0,0.0,0.08672097535094032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3674584190904752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062657337406458,0.07891535417781848,0.0,0.09920887278488404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040334037196668,0.0,0.057899026453276325,0.0,0.0,0.09703309651984804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718729149566577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227754029172585,0.0,0.0,0.09277262417126413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297332017146807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217669236180707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795367189650406,0.21792936693824025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175073733570879,0.0,0.0,0.08566861294416775,0.0,0.0,0.1840839859034185,0.0,0.0,0.09408760413035093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05330780657163739,0.0,0.14499297604342815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815528839769985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801204283433457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881512016773622,0.0,0.0
anxiety,coffeecares,2019/03/02,"I upset my friend who has a n anxiety issue I messaged him asking him why he was distant with us and told him we all miss him and about an hour later he sent me a message explaining his anxiety (it was a pretty brutal message, we knew he has issues but not the severity of them) he explained also that he doubts his friends, even my sincerity, he said that is cruel to say to a friend (me) and explained he just feels pitied and apologised but I assured him there was no offense taken and that we still love him. (Which I doubt had any effect)

I did my best to reassure and listen. I managed to convince him to meet up with me and my brother (a closer friend to him) and we hung out for a little while. We where drinking (he told me in the message that he has been stripped of his personality and drinking together is all he has to appear fun and a likeable person to be around) and I told him in person that we care about him immensely and being with him regardless was something we want to do, otherwise we wouldn't, I just wanted him to know that. But he gave me a look that could have made the devil shiver and looked around to see if anyone heard, he immediately softened his expression and exaggerated a shrug and was like ""what? I don't know what you are on about ha ha ha"". about 20 mins later he said that he has to go and just left. I think I upset him, he sent me a message saying that by telling me of his issues that has only reinforces the feeling of being pitied, so we feel bad and hang out with him or whatever and I don't even know what to say to him",6.600468750000001,5.228636609375002,7.255000000000003,78.67000000000004,65.71875,10.125,32.1875,9.017664075816787,2.4616875,1225,39,256,17,16,408,152,320,0.127,0.7,0.173,0.9655,0,0,3,0,0,0,27.0,10,1,1,2,16,28,3,4,15,3,26,3,0,2,3,68,60,26,0,6,9,1,3,1,4,1,0,7,0,3,16,35,2,0,12,2,0,5,5,12,0,0,20,13,55,16,36,35,3,23,1,3,3,1,83,12,0,5,7,187,71,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874478161187932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074362311542494,0.0,0.16730616530875272,0.0,0.0,0.07646064013721157,0.0,0.0,0.194690837887477,0.10222826112001113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130337220016584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147569455742162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149045505181032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730773667714542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142443585527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444503786437639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16587318989116534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379367079303993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06214659445913419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768853665458528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424015566120443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18028906274780507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880999250568156,0.0,0.0,0.05342329010520948,0.10959825523744417,0.0,0.0,0.18365430641677066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869338988975987,0.10347039564107001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316623078027599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864427704579092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112491024676629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20803535340232107,0.2608804977885718,0.0,0.0,0.08713845069652802,0.0,0.0,0.1235353080093375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418360832399223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873277109716773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557744183759163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006759396722813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134682013742091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153557977716088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289959008231138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867211211549833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ImaginaryHorror,2019/03/02,Why Is Anxiety So Debilitating? I hate that I'm always anxious about things I worry more then  I should and I over think and analyze things that are of the smallest relevance even things that are completely fine or haven't even happened yet I don't understand why I'm like this I just want to be normal I hate living like this it's taking a toll on my mental health and honestly I'm beginning to question just how much more of it I can take I just want this all to stop worst part is I'm on my own in this never ending war I have no one to talk to about this and that's what really hurts especially when you're on your own because It becomes a lot more tough and more painful then when it had started,2.669897959183672,4.223339204081633,4.037840136054424,87.93186224489797,75.3265306122449,7.621088435374148,23.814625850340143,8.344100000000001,1.2755809523809525,561,17,122,10,12,185,87,147,0.202,0.696,0.102,-0.9485,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,12,11,3,0,3,0,11,2,0,1,2,21,26,12,1,4,4,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,17,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,1,0,13,4,14,23,11,15,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,3,12,90,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159305815279726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209839392783008,0.17866392640517922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964064710167864,0.1746637042916338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658167482064409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14007352112808966,0.0,0.0,0.2089125144469546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985108593132212,0.0,0.0,0.31227979092469715,0.0,0.16810552956058436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16930231718639258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15452772046285318,0.0,0.13964891130344773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445305459084253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15937750496959088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625808388547555,0.0,0.12197464869803228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549529376405627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716619826237757,0.0,0.16828222484022295,0.0,0.0,0.17126050352966776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771636410263266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131462324551138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193903439569937,0.0,0.0,0.13222006855045146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378174932491915,0.12711458239168835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31520251362834806,0.10133581770001013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646392132729878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18656135239885088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28541066131335463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606085001857215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nireous,2019/03/02,"Solutions for anxious stomach? Hi guys,

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Whenever I get anxiety, it usually messes with my stomach and appetite. Even after the anxiety has gone away, my stomach still tends to be messed up for a day or two after. Do you guys have any ways of calming your stomach that work well for you? Thanks!",4.52392857142857,6.966830678571429,5.0030000000000046,79.14200000000002,72.57142857142857,8.051428571428572,34.41428571428571,8.841846274778883,3.4004971428571427,242,13,40,5,5,77,46,56,0.122,0.72,0.157,0.5027,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,1,3,5,0,0,2,0,4,4,4,0,0,3,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,6,3,10,6,0,9,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,5,30,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437624894864148,0.2733716844241228,0.15299207728852526,0.0,0.34421358404299285,0.25415997699353465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21137330074184488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509155548660926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14859518911804304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754119883628772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.445525208942846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17966692574872525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20712859836934225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21976984215233228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24778038503527666,0.0,0.0,0.17857627369889678,0.0,0.0,0.2022813449549167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16378593813787726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733716844241228,0.0
anxiety,d0gwizard,2019/03/02,"I quit my job This was my first real “adult job” after graduating from college, and I lasted a month. After making a mistake at work, my anxiety was the highest it had been in years and I couldn’t sleep for days. I’m afraid I’m too sensitive for the real world. ",1.7633333333333354,3.6724034814814814,3.9182962962962975,86.20633333333332,79.0,6.542222222222222,21.91111111111111,7.554174236665415,0.9035377777777782,204,6,42,3,5,70,39,54,0.085,0.915,0.0,-0.4767,2,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,4,0,5,1,1,1,0,7,8,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,0,6,0,7,3,0,10,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,7,28,8,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19325027889695384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16291619426546494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148747407134992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5013641018168982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20591546887265014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16862290629792942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016353997394806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268687836189382,0.0,0.5750638229136426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527980834980316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839072000167818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626761946597241
anxiety,anonymous_loner_67,2019/03/02,"I woke up and had panic attack immediately this morning. Over the past 6mo or so I have finally been able to control my anxiety; understand it, accept it, deal with it, and basically rid of it.

During that time I definitely had anxious moments, and whatnot. But no panic attacks. To give you and idea, panic attacks were very rare for me but I went a few months towards the end of last summer have MANY, like I went through a really bad and dark time.

This morning though, I woke up and this sense of dread fell over me, and I couldn’t/can’t breathe. I feel as if my life has amounted to nothing. I have done nothing with it, I’m no where. I’m not advancing in my career, I’m not doing what I love, and I’m not going to achieve my goals. I see my friends being so successful and I’m just stuck.

For context, I’m 25. I dreamed that I will have traveled a ton by now. Seen things. Done things. I thought I would be working a job I loved, been doing what I loved. I would have left my home city for something new and exciting. A new city, doing what I loved. I’m still here though, trapped, doing what I don’t love. I failed. And am continuing to fail. I can’t afford to just get up and go, and change paths. I’m stuck.

Sorry for the rant, I currently in a whirlwind of thoughts and disappointments.",0.8978960709759178,3.2257826996197707,2.5902167300380228,92.10641508238277,85.1216730038023,5.48385297845374,23.21533586818758,6.88968998030894,0.7356155640050699,1002,38,216,13,30,329,140,263,0.222,0.652,0.126,-0.9692,3,1,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,1,0,8,10,21,3,4,9,0,25,7,1,1,0,34,54,23,0,3,9,0,1,1,1,3,1,0,1,0,16,16,0,1,6,2,0,7,7,11,0,0,16,3,32,10,27,33,3,32,0,3,2,5,9,10,0,2,16,144,48,8,0.1012548696605254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07745969814353616,0.1143891816636053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34557609559932834,0.0,0.0,0.08454358674780749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711422618424517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356594620060405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438932453359484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072377732051686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968176048165827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05119750446878458,0.0,0.0,0.1109197604141773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822926112615779,0.0,0.05290149025699705,0.09713289742207083,0.1150909516949272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156689008694823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143044230616386,0.0,0.0,0.1004798342553756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253623308075657,0.0,0.0,0.110013712153911,0.0,0.07151930890347764,0.04946801473511028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4569323656133778,0.0,0.0,0.10265654525555597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082067093522632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19558516815432986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19431355659642074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564023188986151,0.0,0.0,0.09665923031828827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06486646228365085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068702160727073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795094553002674,0.0,0.11334653672668063,0.0,0.0,0.08086226970714283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453847238115596,0.0,0.19896479068482567,0.16077011246352402,0.1180850575382889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105409890261378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354587173773605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877285572088741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07371475105253984,0.0,0.0,0.14385710852540445,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,laylalovescandies,2019/03/02,"No one likes me I act like an autistic dumbass everytime I'm around people. I don't have any friends because I'm an antisocial cunt. I get angry very easily and I  almost kill people. All my classmates are normal and they have friends and bfs/gfs, it's only me who's an antisocial bitch. I don't like to think that I'm not normal, because I know it's something that I can't change about myself, but sadly it's true. I'm not normal and I never will. My only escape is suicide. And it's closer than I expect. I just need to be home alone and find a rope.",0.1075060532687644,2.3147334067796628,2.797142857142859,90.02067796610174,87.8135593220339,5.06634382566586,18.59806295399516,6.5431188927421005,0.12366392251815972,434,12,92,5,14,151,71,118,0.245,0.6459999999999999,0.109,-0.9456,0,1,1,0,0,1,13.0,0,0,1,0,3,10,3,0,4,0,9,0,0,0,3,23,17,7,2,5,4,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,7,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,7,4,0,1,0,0,16,6,5,15,1,4,0,1,0,0,4,2,2,1,4,55,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17849355293876298,0.1846152347687864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121742049247022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586820035089387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21732143617057684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885668996913916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629190287644694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754339878315357,0.0,0.09312927294697224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17880121303447494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19720934312262475,0.0,0.09796259545986802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612546578951012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217154264630546,0.13747887227840966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5239471156614601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078811655322115,0.2711372403076976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247154879476112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13722703930406274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949786728407448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421663507551995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470765049313002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,arisian_largechair,2019/03/02,In a bad situation... Am at a friends house( which is already really out or character for me ). Sleeping over ( a huge step in its self ). And they have no spare mattresses so I was put in my friends sisters room because she's not here. But I'm terrified at the thought of her returning and seeing a 16 year old teenager in her bed at 12:50 at night. I just want reassurance please.,2.4531428571428577,4.565130466666666,3.8499047619047637,86.54400000000004,77.66666666666666,8.019047619047619,29.380952380952376,8.841846274778883,2.440295238095238,295,14,62,7,7,97,61,75,0.115,0.7120000000000001,0.173,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,5,0,4,1,1,0,0,9,8,5,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,1,8,3,12,6,0,18,0,0,1,0,9,12,0,1,4,40,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759303354481996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20877672217431928,0.1524248129708747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3863675376053684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885177938756633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346498349314082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26237965209881464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744737859306477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25136379613840265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16018491639137772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19925310175713973,0.0,0.2608509574740304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810605066238265,0.2502250899822944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985074113537161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748273091562958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16102046694125213
anxiety,Nicee12,2019/03/02,"I just can't. Its got to the point where I can't even maintain eye contact anymore, even with my family members, and I don't even know why, I truly believe that I am blessed and I don't see myself ugly at all, I go to the gym and I'm fit, but its physically painful for me to interact with people. I tried to go out and attend various events but I just cannot interact with people. I don't even know what to do anymore.",1.994945054945056,3.051946736263737,4.2624175824175845,87.65758241758243,76.14285714285714,7.397802197802199,26.186813186813183,7.957251820313856,1.4129956043956051,327,12,74,5,7,114,52,91,0.048,0.853,0.099,0.2849,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,0,8,2,1,0,1,15,15,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,2,1,0,3,6,1,0,0,1,2,13,1,11,14,2,9,1,0,2,0,3,5,0,0,1,53,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4221998598539963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398203360866704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.562368108833019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20066547070866694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419464948761813,0.0,0.17024359286920968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339645863460617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264980553801109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29514065480088497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20122150921457888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696218666400889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14451797237368735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920730482188597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mlsbeerclub,2019/03/02,"Am I ok I don't think I'm ok. My name is Aaron and I am from Ireland I am also a virgin at 28 years of age. I've never had a girlfriend or done anything remotely sexual. I doubt I'll ever have love in my life.

I'm anxious that my parents expect me to settle down and start a family and have a mortgage etc. 

Am I ok?",-2.166027397260276,-0.3617472602739689,1.9665890410958904,93.96522602739726,96.94520547945206,4.5638356164383564,16.88904109589041,6.2581,-0.2136180821917808,242,7,58,3,10,91,50,73,0.067,0.773,0.16,0.743,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,4,3,10,3,0,0,2,10,15,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,10,4,6,13,1,8,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,2,5,39,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404802090810215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397202813917892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474613120385656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077339727602381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33537466845727604,0.0,0.2720122735287088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834856087927872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21240260129744465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714053716717535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231928530913328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339063822777309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21284632566168535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19268485360633236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193649418730054
anxiety,closetdlesgirl,2019/03/02,"College is making me so anxious and stressed and I havent started yet I'm starting college this week and am completely petrified. I've broken down so many times. I'm so scared. Scared of the teachers and students and everyone. 

I'm pretty sure I have a group project within the first week or so of starting, and to make it even better, it's a presentation. Yay. I literally can't deal with it. I don't know what to do and I really don't want to fucking go. 

I only made one friend. But that's it. I went to orientation and no one spoke to me. I was sitting alone and no one cared. 

I'm so fucking scared. I can't go. I just want to cry.",-0.4448888888888902,1.7701245481481498,2.1068518518518538,93.31583333333332,92.4074074074074,5.074074074074074,21.574074074074076,6.691623216298621,0.5190740740740742,494,19,111,7,18,169,75,135,0.245,0.633,0.122,-0.9413,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,8,11,2,4,4,1,10,2,0,3,1,20,30,16,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,7,10,0,0,1,0,0,3,7,6,0,4,4,1,12,5,11,26,0,15,0,0,0,2,4,2,2,1,9,69,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527404217265094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16660564319637974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13043033439103513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503613766257006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546255393772953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161995208810504,0.0,0.1520410436006177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740635544489763,0.0,0.0,0.1409194185131668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544281492919668,0.0,0.0,0.11393941434977373,0.2726779466076865,0.0,0.0,0.16762775775078018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810488265646292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13954513972848434,0.19688244376529976,0.14951728390641858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998001960942562,0.11216196887062542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003587695142165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447675482479484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44294692045604783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131523279408329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16893299667743422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389941682591542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599430766496867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17397006064619872,0.0,0.23659233476104774,0.0,0.0,0.1367115166191629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gelaaii,2019/03/02,"Any advice on how to seek help for anxiety? I’ve been wanting to see a GP to discuss my anxiety and get assessed but the thought of it makes me super anxious and I’m stuck in a cycle of wanting to get better but I can’t because I’m just anxious all the time. 
Like what do I say ? How do I even begin explaining what I’m feeling ? ",0.5249404761904763,2.3104563750000007,3.3353174603174587,89.47000000000001,82.47222222222223,5.780952380952384,26.952380952380967,6.868970318607317,1.2693547619047632,257,12,56,3,7,91,49,72,0.129,0.66,0.211,0.8552,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,3,1,14,18,6,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,5,3,9,15,1,4,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,3,34,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401048853821367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16709116807993332,0.0,0.3759348251625951,0.5551645312316297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14978248370169706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173104525794273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16228908163635108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423831587600775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25674657876606355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16469417680787216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004145327369972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16401327635682905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953983866314553,0.0,0.0,0.19579899023496955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19506622659550454,0.14327542749298738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28985214820467675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AsianPlower,2019/03/02,"Heart feels uneasy.. So yesterday I had one of the worst Anxiety Attacks I’ve experienced. It started out with having a bad reaction to caffeine (heart fluttering like mad). Because of this feeling I got it put me into full panic attack mode for a good two hours. It’s now the next day & I feel better now, but something just doesn’t feel right with my heart. I know panic attacks are meant to be harmless but have any of you guys experienced your heart feeling weird a day after an anxiety/panic attack? I don’t wanna feel like im the only one.
(I’m not asking for a diagnostic just want to know if people had similiar problems)",3.236282991202348,5.331012701612902,4.983782991202348,79.40931085043991,75.20967741935483,7.412316715542523,26.59530791788856,8.296473431620573,2.001816129032258,501,19,91,9,11,170,83,124,0.202,0.677,0.121,-0.9136,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,1,5,16,5,2,8,0,8,4,4,0,0,22,22,4,0,4,6,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,9,0,0,1,3,11,0,3,4,8,9,5,14,17,2,14,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,11,57,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060681955414745,0.0,0.07569617416374347,0.0,0.0851535970653788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406196496157864,0.5065351971044769,0.0,0.0,0.09294111251304242,0.06785493873343358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844667468112424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14357443664341388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33769702987036104,0.07952152211500317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933634675561304,0.08902660676974518,0.0,0.0,0.11021666745159388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5276223977127362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962018335573068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202363743302729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234864687494555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876312444626576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838188307318895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085617678345384,0.08465801236004339,0.0,0.2612019771487827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716992626239287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651082833992448,0.0,0.1118995959669224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506008733775784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569363895827546,0.0,0.0,0.07878741168191229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087359328818596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656548725595729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,heeeystranger,2019/03/02,"Anxiety is the enemy I’m losing all of my friends and I’m getting paranoid. I also don’t have any support from my family. My friends hate being around me because they think I’m toxic. I decided to create a more private account where some chosen friends can still see what’s going on with my life but I guess nobody really cares. So I decided to just say it here. My family doesn’t believe in mental illness and just triggers my anxiety more. 

Anyway, I hope you all have better friends and family members to support you guys. It’s really hard being alone while battling this mental illness. ",3.8536842105263136,6.0516220877192985,5.41740350877193,76.52715789473685,73.73684210526315,8.068771929824562,29.82105263157895,8.841846274778883,2.8802905263157896,474,21,78,10,10,160,76,114,0.191,0.589,0.22,0.7797,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,2,9,12,2,0,2,0,8,3,0,1,2,17,21,7,0,1,3,0,1,0,4,0,3,1,0,1,4,5,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,0,3,15,9,9,19,5,7,0,1,1,0,9,4,0,3,2,56,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140379145762287,0.0,0.11690426043265938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941095639402732,0.0,0.22366257259843286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013583086701544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911314779208081,0.0,0.0,0.16470067299930347,0.0,0.12928893952674567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14904556536239782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41343122038026897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4517693256053854,0.0,0.07637573918275235,0.0,0.08308042425878423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16103949099837395,0.14474634211002715,0.0,0.0,0.1309532353668709,0.14432763105864105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451948992403654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325493774951316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635438583958879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946406191471373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18729997892370095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162523472430958,0.0,0.0,0.11649068651511045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167436983509412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33177849017119404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366958051768108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,-lucifur,2019/03/02,i just want to be happy I’m always worried that I’m going to die or have a serious illness. I’ve been worrying like this since I was only in 4th grade and it’s never stopped. It’s gotten worse this past year even though my most recent visits to the doctor and tests have come out clear. Even if I try to tell myself to stop worrying and enjoy life I think that I’ll end up jinxing myself and what I feared will end up happening. I’m so afraid that I can’t bring myself to make long term plans because I’m afraid I’ll be dead by then. I’m constantly ruining every positive experience for myself by having these thoughts. I want to be happy and live with the people I love.  I don’t want to die I want to enjoy life without thinking there’s something around the corner lurking and I want to be able to tell my younger self that everything’s ok ,2.4203030303030317,4.127893,3.9371363636363625,87.73362121212122,76.38636363636364,6.738787878787877,23.09696969696969,7.554174236665415,0.9676087878787872,672,20,139,9,15,223,104,176,0.181,0.628,0.191,-0.0088,0,0,1,0,0,2,7.0,0,0,0,1,7,12,0,3,4,1,12,5,0,1,2,28,32,11,3,6,4,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,10,10,0,2,3,0,0,4,4,5,0,0,4,0,17,7,21,23,2,22,0,1,0,1,5,6,0,3,13,81,27,3,0.1237885833506543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300201784440093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019808388580353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546037144646807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663290356633684,0.0,0.1337714819021519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569460116422648,0.0,0.0,0.12670286043079668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21927988490108466,0.0,0.0,0.1635223836503451,0.0,0.1042972204307476,0.0,0.11125319678163592,0.12108898768376786,0.0,0.13929657154422953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035190462719962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946583543890903,0.26355049763225136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748710745678006,0.0604768490222638,0.0,0.109307587010608,0.10954900086578327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172402950293772,0.0,0.08262984062066472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547338680412143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414679576537432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817020977836724,0.08581941725912233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222629209280203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129138489721607,0.0,0.0,0.10239919534358533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529849922633302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20698559713397796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21639335610228846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863745169435484,0.121621654633051,0.09827430786147998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404432239907465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650685685590918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193277769441325,0.0,0.0,0.3771399457002551,0.1261511419888576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971578910969279
anxiety,mam22513,2019/03/02,"Just moved into an apartment and derealization set in So I've had anxiety for about 3 years now but it was mild for about two years then a year ago it got pretty crazy. I had my first panic attack a year ago and I ended up get poor sleep or no sleep for three months straight. Then I got gastritis and became super concerned about my health. Flashforward a bit and I'm getting back on track and then I lose this job I had lined up after college and my girlfriend breaks up with me. From there I've kinda been on an emotional rollercoaster. I worked a shit job for months where they didn't give me any work to do so I'd just live in my head all day and I'd go home to my parents house and just chill on my PC all night. I went out with friends and such but not very often, not because of anxiety just because people were still busy with school and I graduated. So I finally said okay I have anxiety so I picked up a self help book which I'll admit I've been slacking on but initially it helped me a lot. So everything was going pretty good then yesterday I moved about 2 hours away from home for a new job I'll be starting and as soon as my family left from moving me in I just felt like it wasn't real. I felt like I wasn't supposed to be here and I didn't know why I was here and I couldn't really rationalize being here for 12 months because it just didn't seem real. I've gotten good about letting myself have feelings of anxiety and letting them pass but I'm just afraid of these feelings persisting and never letting me feel comfortable in this new space and such. Or I'm afraid of my sleeping issues returning and being to anxious to sleep in a new place. I guess is it normal to feel things like this when you make a huge change while dealing with anxiety to begin with?",2.9996917166416783,4.444300192934783,4.0769002998500765,88.43489130434786,74.24456521739131,7.3584707646176915,23.830959520239876,7.990435384864732,1.1124168665667171,1413,41,302,21,29,459,184,368,0.105,0.7509999999999999,0.14300000000000002,0.9504,4,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,2,6,30,15,2,3,11,1,26,7,6,2,3,61,52,36,0,2,15,1,6,3,2,0,1,1,2,1,12,24,0,0,9,1,1,7,10,6,0,3,21,7,36,9,49,23,4,66,0,1,0,0,13,23,1,7,37,197,48,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799268911016835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05293070946326709,0.0,0.29771916188721537,0.08793179449459261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854895127479806,0.07312887678986699,0.05985058234650405,0.0,0.1423431271431727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497604683458544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233948339606907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050197363844874165,0.08024483171241957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755429632750007,0.06893902043793942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699533968669769,0.0,0.07337624410417175,0.0,0.15742357366710666,0.0,0.14946829113343751,0.08526482518960159,0.0,0.06620671191896951,0.0,0.0,0.06013540102977884,0.0,0.08133151932873693,0.07466676350478126,0.08847125021303748,0.13056920327325328,0.12450408516648526,0.0,0.08574441710792627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988152818388357,0.08273534101788027,0.0,0.0,0.10434279349509593,0.0,0.1561504117206554,0.0,0.0766521444526504,0.08981154755636493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123988678703141,0.23171873444931354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04277627470942542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456833931335664,0.2387757673595193,0.0,0.11407926630339266,0.0,0.06873004314413403,0.0,0.0,0.0870778510463513,0.0,0.0661728341212,0.0,0.0,0.05195570285802813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863823096966658,0.24817998822867665,0.0,0.0,0.060031423011168,0.2255216082790904,0.0,0.0730432065417681,0.0762621204128446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913230167603058,0.08642694886095766,0.0,0.0,0.0539612337270925,0.0,0.0813213779897117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583730736342197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17718734520512655,0.04986332053577397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403924528848126,0.0,0.0,0.07877353316615472,0.0,0.07085838252862761,0.08119924895307584,0.0,0.07989687183651885,0.0,0.0,0.3115662610178602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05509226381873827,0.0,0.062159413843565235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05171035028393858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07603383044349081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06422231820941117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215415248708414,0.07023430001268614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333012871503555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004936628688425
anxiety,halfpast-twelve,2019/03/02,"Meeting my boyfriend’s family/ friends for the first time So I am 18 and he’s 22, we have been dating for the last 8 months and we still haven’t met eachothers familiy & (some) friends.
It is because we took it very slow due our age gap and also the fact that his last relationship ended not so very well.

I am a very very enxious & insecure person, almost no one around me in my life knows this because I tried to hide it for a long time.

So I’m kinda relieved that it took us this long until we deciced to meet eachothers family.
Now the time has come and I feel like we’re getting more and more serious so it’s not gonna take long until I’ll meet them...

Has anyone tips in how I should behave, handle this situation? I’m really stressed about it.
I’m also stressed that his family won’t accept me due out age gap.

Thank you for reading this through x",3.90054307116105,4.567801432584272,4.7792696629213465,87.21736891385768,71.19101123595507,7.955805243445692,27.192883895131093,8.07648339933343,1.4860322097378282,677,22,147,9,12,220,106,178,0.091,0.8170000000000001,0.092,0.3006,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,6,1,1,1,12,11,0,3,6,0,10,1,0,1,1,23,23,14,0,1,2,0,1,1,2,3,1,0,0,1,13,12,0,0,3,1,0,3,5,4,1,2,4,1,19,7,14,16,3,28,0,0,0,0,19,4,0,3,22,85,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965302000854118,0.0,0.0,0.1911138892529966,0.0,0.25893699226014866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355091619181043,0.0,0.0,0.10637236263297628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568126255699565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293095384961434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583359806413296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379365652417762,0.0,0.0604182620940428,0.08536442562919626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016390208893066,0.0,0.0,0.18463696819540396,0.0,0.062429138620642165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06566915276020974,0.19480229805218627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440005806825415,0.058377288318029935,0.0,0.0,0.3172374410316734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953766112205354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097022379119179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433497053878908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952337986171613,0.0,0.07654902245785179,0.0,0.0,0.12828866286114268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343129398088607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542570200202016,0.0,0.27375317411176114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898423941600598,0.0,0.0,0.11001129908424012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20902856583825505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655178928110457,0.08112657520199269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437330132533671,0.0,0.0,0.3943705012890563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743679875299854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Folly_of_Evolution,2019/03/02,"How do I accept that people want to be my friend? Exactly what it says on the tin. 

I have a problem with pushing people away. I am to the point where I'm so scared of abandonment that I subconsciously push people away, and can't accept that they care about me, or want to be my friend. I can't help it. I just want to be able to think that people like my company. I really need help, sorry if this doesn't fit with the tone of the sub. I just need help. 

I love my friends, I can't see another go. They're really the only ones I have. 

~Thank you in advance. ",0.5080812324929944,2.412714647058824,2.655651260504204,93.68554971988796,83.2016806722689,6.3196078431372555,17.4796918767507,7.492282038375204,0.12684817927170888,429,9,101,7,12,145,69,119,0.157,0.626,0.217,0.7874,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,1,8,12,0,1,6,0,11,1,0,1,1,19,23,5,0,7,4,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,1,3,0,0,4,4,3,0,1,0,2,18,9,14,20,0,11,0,1,1,1,10,7,0,2,1,66,26,0,0.1586070547702441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16631332613046365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980330979632357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16171046294434466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36761825122104014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014004432694124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189328965578061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748739540895051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431490593630026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352102428188847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107476245095158,0.1206278122603847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4398326451482442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14993493308856182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517655310644939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20321548130313594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261306959743367,0.1587933310494313,0.0,0.12638928772727878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17754761246445747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460240665025892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162899642459436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806516508117407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jacobisbatman123,2019/03/02,"I’m constantly scared so much it hurts Hello. I’m 19 years old

All my life the biggest emotion in my body has been fear. Scared of getting into trouble, scared of death, scared of pain etc and this has sort of just continued into my adult life 

I am so scared that it hurts. My whole body feels cold and I’m shaking. The feeling of being scared is literally causing me physical pain. I became so scared of dying last year that the only way I was to make myself a functioning human again was by convincing myself of the possibility that science could lead to major life extension and I should worry about something that might be able to be changed

I have social anxiety so bad I can not talk to new people and very select number of people am I able to initiate conversations with. I’m constantly scared of saying something that will upset my friends or make them hate me, afraid I’m annoying or I complain to much and I cannot fathom how people want to be around me

I’m scared of failing or getting things wrong so much that it severely hinders my ability to do university work. Scared people will be disappointed in me, that I will lose my chance to be successful, that I will ruin my life because I fail

I don’t know what to do. There’s no happiness, no sadness, not even anger inside of me, it’s just fear. I’m a scared little boy trapped in reality. I just want to escape. I just can’t take it. I can’t handle reality 

I don’t know what to do

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anxiety,lennie_kay11,2019/03/02,"Love is making it hard for me to eat Hey y’all,
So I’m in a brand new relationship and I’m crazy about this guy. He’s really sweet and empathetic and I get so nervous to see him that I can’t eat anything. I really don’t like this new aspect of my anxiety. I’ve never had this problem before. 

I’d appreciate advice on:
1) How to relax and eat and 2) Some foods I can try which will go down easy. ",-0.1631565656565641,1.6190697045454527,3.241515151515152,89.23782828282829,84.9090909090909,6.638383838383841,17.732323232323235,7.793537801064563,0.3982535353535357,306,7,73,6,9,112,66,88,0.118,0.6559999999999999,0.226,0.9075,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,1,1,0,6,5,0,2,1,10,13,8,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,5,4,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,3,8,4,9,11,1,7,0,0,1,1,7,3,0,1,4,40,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886324882915648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14767196717595507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15885213243943444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16425936877135555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5925718800583392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233419827156589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008533123678623,0.0,0.1097067742856998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911359315292188,0.0,0.0,0.17292228780182758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430761058074763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17422247417348338,0.0,0.12885299015387086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888121866655965,0.3728706311025048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847093263062163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473275346728409,0.0,0.0,0.20724835989507226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15382465323109135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105873332482768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hellollie,2019/03/02,"Dread going to the doctor. It causes major anxiety.  It’s gotten so bad that I can’t go to the doctor, dentist, opthamologist, etc, without taking a Xanax. It started with skyrocketing blood pressure readings and I’ve now developed a phobia to having my blood pressure taken. The thing is, I only have high blood pressure at the doctor’s office. My resting heart rate is around 60. When I go to see a doctor, it speeds up to over 100. I know my anxiety is causing these symptoms but I can’t control the fear I have of these visits. Anyone else? ",2.5864415584415603,5.122967419047622,4.203203463203465,81.9292207792208,79.57142857142857,5.7229437229437226,24.78354978354978,6.980632752743323,1.3453809523809523,429,16,73,5,11,143,68,105,0.183,0.8170000000000001,0.0,-0.9238,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,5,8,0,8,11,4,3,0,9,17,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,1,1,0,4,3,6,0,0,2,1,9,0,12,15,3,13,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,4,52,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353024069286476,0.0,0.0,0.10753562264958452,0.15757907534389864,0.0,0.13690835205426174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12841070859375708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159754951761479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17249189660288747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6296544988973705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847429473380234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17151981833231733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730598517184007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26221227230329336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822454135964907,0.0,0.16249071989021946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845205959768042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696648621208068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538345916531349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255308790974755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088554579215164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159849785318661,0.11563317599237065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021732176038408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14825093794416105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CrimsonCauldron,2019/03/02,"How do you guys deal with the news? Half the time I watch the news, it feels like the world is on fire. How does the constant 24 hour news cycle make you feel?",1.1372549019607874,2.6868425294117664,1.3241176470588236,105.75519607843138,79.58823529411767,4.533333333333334,14.274509803921573,3.1291,-1.6762431372549018,122,1,32,0,3,36,26,34,0.066,0.855,0.079,0.1179,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,3,0,9,5,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,1,2,5,0,5,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,4,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3944907034582709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37635179894806176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31945880003715216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691617508699856,0.2607926786956684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614581207341833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595019372882156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17834559634454275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24367453727494714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21286431362585412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ihatemylife-noreally,2019/03/02,"I am so sick and tired of this I've had such a terrible 2019 so far. Tonight I had a major panic attack over some shit from friends in a game, who I thought were the only friends I had. I'm just tired. I'm tired of people treating me like shit and having these fucking panic attacks that ruin my life. I know that sounds like an exaggeration, but they do. I've lost family, I have no friends, I've lost jobs and it's so difficult getting new jobs, all because of my goddamn anxiety/panic disorder.

I don't know what to do any more. I really don't. I just can't take this any more. I'm sorry if other people take offense to this but sometimes it feels like my brain is just broken and I'm non-functioning. People said it would get easier, but it has only gotten exponentially harder and it's gotten to the point where I just don't see myself getting better.",1.7643569292123649,3.8138599322033926,3.8039215686274517,86.33485543369892,79.62146892655367,6.42459288800266,22.276171485543365,7.5105763829236425,0.9483894317048862,676,21,138,10,17,230,99,177,0.27,0.615,0.115,-0.9755,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,3,9,21,6,2,6,0,16,9,3,0,1,20,36,12,0,2,8,0,1,3,3,1,5,2,0,0,14,5,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,13,0,0,10,4,16,8,9,25,5,7,0,3,1,1,7,5,3,2,5,84,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16107866857929387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694720573382024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219640429955983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474544756642262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221176366138765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13573588252189125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116492469636332,0.0,0.05988390271551529,0.0846094340116523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745059653625352,0.10949053259836747,0.18563098312656864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350553872440673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017670548621946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365359564093643,0.1735829399887943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585698941119082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438451252533904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18014912994185084,0.0,0.277914089940608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463221380875757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195862395932958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587199722326632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126580691494494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437674360242478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24314206005510386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713447689050213,0.13257741854624147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17809559577320164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402354542688783,0.0,0.4083681578131541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413227540341435,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Xartemiss,2019/03/02,"Let's make a collective playlist with all the songs that help with anxiety! Music is a big part of my life, I constantly listen to stuff. Last few days the anxiety got pretty strong and I think I'll make a playlist with songs that sooth or make me feel better. I listen to many genres so it doesn't matter. Maybe this will help someone else too, and if it doesn't, at least there will be new song suggestions.

So, please write the name of the song/s and artist/s below.
Thanks, and have a great day, awesome people! ",4.401317614424412,5.251126524271847,4.3543966712898765,90.05145631067963,70.16504854368932,7.827461858529817,23.45214979195561,7.957251820313856,0.8958110957004162,404,9,87,5,7,124,72,103,0.042,0.698,0.26,0.9784,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,8,0,8,1,0,3,1,18,17,8,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,6,7,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,5,4,9,12,4,8,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,5,50,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948342547127816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042998157949754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082432859676457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24855474978389924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097847630210202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743633421626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15412204628544973,0.2124555357581328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583292721214776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15707851534660258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19705168613339505,0.13611169836381326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3858918796104016,0.19537041027274168,0.19359588043576925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18611358121613053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086783717785655,0.0,0.13359586958108324,0.0,0.0,0.21152982521229166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19604804253919086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632764712807381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22059862142396644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774148632155683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347618396920332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,clairenotclare,2019/03/02,"This video might be helpful From someone whose anxiety stems from living in the past too much -- just watched this (not promoting mine or someone else) and thought to place here as it might be useful to people. 

[https://youtu.be/-C\_7OuhXh50](https://youtu.be/-C_7OuhXh50)",15.613846153846154,16.754882307692313,8.656025641025643,67.73480769230771,46.43589743589744,10.876923076923077,40.01282051282049,10.125756701596842,4.018989743589743,226,8,30,3,2,55,33,39,0.037000000000000005,0.784,0.179,0.7579,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,8,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,6,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,3,1,23,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20240189353402835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22102145799516326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17734144861691895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336277380815367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5613521358896075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19449570296210847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25257019731358044,0.18342547746277266,0.0,0.2764283089065909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4483531533874124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100458429749984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22851094862260166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,floraiselle,2019/03/02,"Dating for two anxious people, advice? Hey all. I have been on three dates with a really nice guy I met online. I've never dated or been physical before, mostly due to my anxiety and a whole host of medical things that I've been busy dealing with. We have had a great time on the three dates and he seems eager to spend time with me, e.g. accompanying me on an errand after our date. He's told me that he sees a therapist every week and has anxiety and panic disorder. 

We haven't been physical at all really; I have given him a hug but he hasn't initiated anything. I'm new to dating and not sure how these things are \*supposed\* (eye roll) to play out, so any advice would be nice. How do I tell if his anxiety is making him a little distant, since I otherwise get the vibe that we are equally into each other? Or is he just not into it?

Is there a chill way to let him know that I really like him, but that I want to take things sloooooow because I have issues with physical intimacy?

TLDR; how to tell if this really nice, anxious guy isn't making a move because of anxiety, or because he's not into me?",4.7339809523809535,4.9891028711111165,6.463634920634924,77.34650000000002,69.17777777777778,9.806349206349207,27.182539682539684,9.784248007369934,2.3875206349206355,866,25,172,19,14,301,124,225,0.076,0.809,0.114,0.9124,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,4,0,0,0,6,10,0,1,11,0,22,3,1,5,4,42,34,16,0,4,11,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,12,17,0,0,2,1,1,1,7,1,0,3,8,2,22,9,23,23,6,24,0,0,2,1,23,9,0,7,14,121,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367790937499713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238835975499523,0.0,0.3707275971056756,0.2737373593584794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996987960555405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215616772690596,0.0,0.10309248642658952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249036737017468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885211269138698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207683251568396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06329756904662817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13357187810510707,0.0,0.2399215164918586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645250908095226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658265391633228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388739934072587,0.0,0.059189354838280986,0.12142737757502878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617414609324847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204914634491862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287667239019636,0.0,0.0,0.09344084985448313,0.11701055703348184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214722672442198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399240407341158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104554790621857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654344889986304,0.11029336222060347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021921456448003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418549772843413,0.0,0.09109216102143096,0.0,0.21178654883738526,0.0,0.0,0.14066825299689534,0.24146649376803886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129086055219933,0.0,0.0,0.11576711558520883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834911414659835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714593216878499,0.09616580506626456,0.09718182367569693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13526326916670894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606378776381148,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,goofyshooes,2019/03/02,"My girlfriend has recently been having random panic attacks for no reason, everyday!l   I want to know what I could do and what she can do to help this. It’s terrible to see her go through with this. 

 The first time was two days ago during a late night study session (she is in a very competitive and difficult major). She randomly got up and started walking around telling me that she does not feel okay. My first reaction was to talk to her and try to figure out what was going on.

She explained that she “didn’t feel normal”,  her heart beat was very fast, had chest pain, shaking, and thought that her throat was closing. I tried to get her to just breath, but this didn’t work. She was becoming worse because she was now convinced she was going to die from the symptoms, which just made it worse.

She would constantly check her heartbeat to make sure she wasn’t dead, was convinced that she would stop breathing. I took her to the ER and they said it was an anxiety attack and have her some antihistamine/ sleep drug. The pill made her more anxious because she though she was going to be allergic. This is very odd behavior for her, but eventually got to sleep 

Everyday since she has been having small fits of it, and plans to see a doctor soon. 

It scares me to see her dealing with this, is there anything I can do to help? Do y’all have any advice for her? Could it be caused from stress? Is there a deeper cause? 
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anxiety,say10_upside_down,2019/03/02,"Anyone else extremely critical of themselves? For example, when I’m at a concert I really enjoy myself and sing and all that, when I get home I always worry if I was dancing too much and singing too loud and I worry so much I can’t even listen to that artist again because of it. 

Or if I meet someone I go over things I said and worry myself to death over if I said or did anything that they took offence to. It’s like my mind literally eats off of anxiety around me enjoying myself. I’m so sick of it. I’m never happy, I stay inside all day alone. And when I do finally go outside and meet people or have a good night, my mind goes mental trying to bring me down as much as possible. 

Does anyone else experience this?",2.685585585585589,4.207227108108114,4.767297297297297,82.85045045045045,75.21621621621622,7.636036036036036,24.495495495495497,8.344100000000001,1.575309009009009,564,18,113,10,12,195,90,148,0.184,0.737,0.079,-0.9371,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,10,5,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,0,3,19,16,20,1,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,1,0,8,8,1,0,0,5,0,5,2,0,0,0,5,5,20,5,17,11,5,20,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,6,9,80,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213935467624791,0.0,0.0,0.11419475769683628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104988301244982,0.0,0.0,0.1919229385311784,0.2812374025077898,0.11293690910264165,0.1221727860419681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366029145234948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885085112366079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009973679816492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404308848470468,0.22929298741664303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906457920424873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342471526061926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033982186201753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170228813851323,0.0,0.15599342363467505,0.11511048499258746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609463895872388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13766301068208242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06704858084235071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383057420946629,0.0,0.2771467575138232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30266179476241944,0.0,0.105848026094623,0.0,0.0,0.12879053742620214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09514500555118872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15471759261732998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791952261823392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610935264973949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628309179840116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627968676377087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117622457822082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247880138116693,0.09317701956728053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41812195157281307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,redisgay,2019/03/02,"I’ll never be able to find love again So I have had anxiety for 3 years now, it started when I moved to another country against my will (parents took me against my own accord). I tend to worry about almost every little thing ever since then, and every time I notice changes regarding stuff like physical health, I become so anxious I literally couldn’t function for hours. I get panic attacks, though I am seeing a therapist to help manage and just really, have someone to talk to. But now I got another thing on my plate: I have been diagnosed with oral herpes simplex (hsv-1), or simply cold sores. It makes me anxious knowing that I have to face a stigma regarding this condition and I have been so paranoid going to school because I don’t want people to notice how ugly the blister is on my lip. I have been crying all night for a whole week now and it has been eating me alive. It makes me even more depressed knowing that I haven’t slept with anyone at all, I’m a virgin and have always thought of having my first time with someone I truly love. I can never explore that type of intimacy freely without constantly getting anxious if I’m going to risk transmitting it to my potential partner or not. I may have not gotten it from sex, but I did kiss a guy who I thought was going to be a long-term for me. I can only suspect him of everything, but when I disclosed it to him, he was apparently scared and disgusted by me, and then he cut me off. It is so painful. One thought leads to another— I have herpes now, maybe no one will ever consider dating me anymore once I disclose this fact. Nobody will love me anymore. It’s a slippery slope I’ve been trying to avoid but my brain tells me to worry every second about it. My anxiety has been worse this week. On top of that, I have tons of major projects to turn in next week and I can’t help but drown in stress. I keep on having signs of panic attack episodes lately. I do not know what to do with my life anymore. I am exhausted. ",5.436457805907175,5.667834969620255,6.21356012658228,79.82852584388185,67.65822784810125,8.811181434599156,31.1418776371308,8.59863814320734,2.375466244725738,1563,58,300,22,24,515,206,395,0.188,0.74,0.07200000000000001,-0.9933,2,1,0,0,0,1,39.0,0,0,0,3,19,18,4,6,8,0,42,17,4,4,7,52,70,26,1,3,13,1,0,1,1,4,6,0,0,2,22,12,1,2,9,0,0,7,11,13,0,4,17,2,50,5,47,46,7,44,0,1,1,6,15,10,0,5,28,220,72,5,0.0828603666609345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297268805576008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06894646286747466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737726383449014,0.12677590739363576,0.2808258871835498,0.2465256554488103,0.05793789496881217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885312583754695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050510910434387865,0.09151276496861868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249957276215102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765528103473509,0.0,0.0,0.0895426196759225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101822195396624,0.0,0.0,0.07136751238857822,0.08410152796383273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478684120735047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0547284907048174,0.1499038909806663,0.20944029795044206,0.0,0.07446955468756257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573287398598301,0.07048098555255296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865822432896485,0.0,0.14127436767392434,0.0,0.0662710046572983,0.0,0.0,0.08204479028261387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807669503514476,0.0,0.0,0.11107911430251463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160077021120768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365010109211276,0.0,0.0,0.13661367159316146,0.0,0.09347010273706507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05852672744478495,0.04048138971174574,0.08304785559363592,0.0,0.07332881703125052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22435414798859685,0.0,0.11061987633493132,0.0,0.0832443755011567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806745649487707,0.0,0.0,0.1278140458969702,0.0,0.08812293997426837,0.07775884099611133,0.0,0.0,0.18867415327657272,0.0,0.08824358622407412,0.11229665778518698,0.06301904267676392,0.08816927221746326,0.19443757402652326,0.09200663131369116,0.0,0.0,0.05744494514954816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053082472643944334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295768213543245,0.08385911476471519,0.06602898426092849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06854295155732783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041463955951333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05864899400257612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491627005414464,0.0,0.09485529565773378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660002402715491,0.07242361268015521,0.0,0.0,0.0962072721555474,0.11009749149724744,0.0,0.0814098895393077,0.19734562660803115,0.0966330922908167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920609161885802,0.056256749865457666,0.0901282849738348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04887319109469228,0.0,0.19939676422539804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925106402626458,0.0,0.07987443658206113,0.0,0.0,0.168297448964184,0.08444179258665943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05335935944580758
anxiety,scarywasp,2019/03/02,Good night. I think I'm going to have a good night sleep with out waking ip,-0.8335294117647081,1.1248812352941189,0.9132352941176478,103.65455882352943,89.58823529411768,3.4000000000000004,8.5,3.1291,-2.339094117647059,59,0,15,0,2,19,14,17,0.0,0.674,0.326,0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20003870461605805,0.590449309185491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6606199587972033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522348282973449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255349766910383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nrkcs,2019/03/02,"Food anxiety I’m really sorry if this is the wrong place to post this, but I don’t know where else to, so here goes.

I’ve recently started having a lot of issues around food, mainly because of what I suspect to be some level of lactose intolerance and a mild acid reflux, although yet undiagnosed. This meant a lot of unexpected sprints to the bathroom, as well as the occasional nausea after eating over the last 6-8 months. I try to avoid dairy as much as I can now to get it under control, but a few weeks ago I caught a pretty bad stomach virus which made things a lot worse for a while. I don’t even know if it’s gone completely because I’m still nauseous most mornings whether I have breakfast, just coffee or nothing at all. But I have a hard time even if I’m not. 

As a result, at this point even the thought of eating stresses me out, especially when eating out. As soon as I sit down in a restaurant I start to panic, thinking about the shortest possible way to a bathroom, waiting for things to go wrong. Even if it’s a perfectly fine meal and nothing happens, I feel guilty about eating it and I am counting down the seconds until I get home where it’s “safe”. Going to lunch with my coworkers this week was a nightmare, I wanted to cry even though I was fine. Long car or bus rides are out of the question too because I wind myself up with stress until I feel sick for real.

I feel like this anxiety around eating lately is just making any symptoms worse, if not generating them in the first place, especially the very frequent nausea.

How do I get over this? Telling myself everything is fine doesn’t work. I just want to enjoy food and eating out again without feeling crushing anxiety about it. 

Thanks for any help! 
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anxiety,jaylaamoon,2019/03/02,"In a dark place The last two weeks have probably been the toughest time in my life. I've thought deeply about killing myself. I just don't think I am able to cope with my anxiety and panic much longer. Its surpassed the normal symptoms and has grown into something that I can not deal with. For example heart palpitations etopic heart beats and numbness to the left side of my body for 12+ hours. 

My life in general is going great. I'm happy in my relationship things at work are very stressful but I'm successful. My body on the other hand is suffering. Medication meditation and psychotherapy hasnt made much of a difference. I'm always on edge and constantly worried with racing thoughts about my future health. 

My medication that once worked for my body has now decided it doesn't want to anymore. I've been prescribed  clonazepam for relief giving new meds a chance to work. My anxiety is preventing me from taking the clonazepam   I'm scared to death about what the outcome may be. I've scared myself into believing I'll end up in the nut house. 

Heavily medicated and unstable. My heart randomly starts pounding I become sweaty and my muscles grow tense. I've dealt with anxiety for 5 years and I thought the worst was behind me. For some reason things have returned 10 fold. I'm not sure what this rant is going to achieve but I find writing this therapeutic. ",4.353143292167147,6.763742155642028,4.746036203688043,80.9378362375233,72.96887159533074,8.204973777702591,28.68364066993741,8.964715089967882,2.551994214176959,1102,45,198,24,23,348,155,257,0.194,0.721,0.085,-0.9784,0,0,1,0,0,1,20.0,0,0,0,6,5,13,1,4,12,0,19,15,7,2,1,36,35,10,2,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,8,0,0,0,11,14,0,1,7,0,0,4,5,8,0,1,7,1,22,5,34,26,4,30,0,1,0,0,4,14,0,3,12,117,33,5,0.09977836172275803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302359003123924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289905208375721,0.0,0.09895332358338203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019736133503603,0.0,0.11241604545707952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324937993574381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782496210989832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286710968300268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424715125853877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837401269957068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119561497716694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571649646730328,0.11341268472058323,0.0,0.0,0.1100059960479013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621592142497308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060597326647481,0.0,0.3547135171666476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826158747651516,0.11513083292878196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038997385204838,0.0,0.0,0.08133268204458685,0.0,0.0,0.1084094819593228,0.0,0.14095281536301038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944126984019308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083126645247934,0.301548606658893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14669715302334085,0.0,0.0,0.09636656351016584,0.0,0.0,0.09776160953618504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106260698821288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706840903264215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424715125853877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757794988811588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258877391367342,0.0,0.10712461948077533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19979109312083765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681425758388218,0.0,0.0,0.0706236379837775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429577623752478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403992509529216,0.10370792228230796,0.07502091044518437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257661984930366,0.06393394531827892,0.0,0.2376386215701353,0.05818156511686999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746896104012732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232759805665743,0.058851862912293385,0.0,0.08003618323599664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179195070661616,0.10132976968639673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06425399358736568
anxiety,GiantArmadildo,2019/03/02,My dad said I need to update him daily with evidence that I'm being proactive in becoming independent and it causes me grief so I'm just avoiding it which will only make things worse because he'll tear me a new one if I don't update him And I can't procrastinate like I usually do with everything else because it's a daily thing. I'm just distracting myself on the internet now,6.973831168831168,6.105236740259741,8.3149025974026,69.73521103896107,64.71428571428571,11.855844155844155,34.83441558441558,11.20814326018867,3.9546389610389614,307,12,57,8,4,107,56,77,0.179,0.7829999999999999,0.038,-0.8581,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,3,0,5,0,0,3,0,12,12,4,1,2,3,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,1,10,1,5,8,0,7,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,1,6,38,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331384030872077,0.3017805076325195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28070055602348754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282633084973865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455773249173145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334949757126203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18239489565226055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026096340362966,0.0,0.263904236023237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18515964632622653,0.20781711377675896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259921041881892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630671293179685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300943628672102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784626498930562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Wormcupcake,2019/03/02,"I hope this post is okay, I have just received a bunch of ""thank you"" cards, I would love to send out some good vibes to those who may need it. Send me a personal message if you'd like me to send you one including anything you might want to hear from a well wishing internet stranger! I will be sending them out in batches but all of them will be sent by the end of March!   


Stay strong lovelies. ",4.521481481481481,4.658181888888894,4.276148148148149,93.25866666666668,69.61728395061728,7.961481481481481,29.78024691358025,7.554174236665415,1.4049980246913578,307,11,72,3,5,93,61,81,0.0,0.713,0.287,0.9635,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,2,1,2,9,0,0,4,1,10,2,0,0,1,14,19,2,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,1,1,12,9,12,10,3,13,0,0,0,2,18,3,0,5,3,49,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20137100597613314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21673561152442586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20524657833774307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757998281924245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430468462876721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955028945608392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4417108457935427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595928720421027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18144533355153525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658181455573225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21366658657304965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343593297044895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26082250622533804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252910854185521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14433309191254534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22001879085550272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281398172039505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17383110133506996,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bakergetsbaked,2019/03/02,"Anyone else identify with a fictional character? I showed my husband the new Dark Phoenix trailer today and said to fully expect me to cry through the movie. Even as a kid, I've always seen a parallel with her struggle to maintain control. He didn't really understand, but I'm sure others have a character that makes them go yep same.

Related, I recently found this book called Superhero Therapy. I've only scanned over the website, but the concept is right up my alley. They use geekdom to discuss mental health.",5.978221884498483,7.829701351063832,6.468419452887537,72.60500000000002,67.40425531914893,10.052279635258358,36.83282674772037,10.290406445055957,4.408980547112462,413,22,65,11,7,134,76,94,0.041,0.894,0.064,0.4678,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,1,1,2,0,1,8,1,3,1,0,3,1,13,11,4,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,3,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,3,8,1,10,7,1,7,0,0,2,0,9,3,0,0,3,37,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17929901526758876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506706375141055,0.22078767161943996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22003210939317466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24168236893799805,0.0,0.0,0.23669782159994826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18000829320340464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232440769756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362658519313468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246388455138307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290482213450148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14383649335281776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171560574545812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20811470493618672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638844376508301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380438484759145,0.0,0.21276334455072374,0.0,0.0,0.1840211992000429,0.20497356068658634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22526948892439125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20309006101855287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464234488602273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042525712232811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22432527390617332,0.0,0.18610801961475412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,orchideath,2019/03/02,"Melatonin vs. Benzos? Hi there I'm a 28F living in the US, I have GAD/OCD/Depression, all diagnosed. 

I'm currently taking Lexapro (Escitalopram) 20mg daily for the anxiety/depression, and also Ativan (Lorazepam) 1mg before bed.

My question pertains to the Lorazepam. I have no problem taking it before bed, and I have great results and pretty much no complaints. However, my doctor is reluctant to keep prescribing it to me because of the addictive properties. I have no interest in abusing this drug, and I'm only eager to keep taking it as directed because of how much it helps me sleep.

Without it, I have nightmares all night and wake up every hour or so in a panic attack. Literally, every hour. In a panic. From a nightmare. It's horrible and you can see why I'm very happy to get relief. With it, I sleep through the night and don't even wake up once until my alarm wakes me.

I've tried taking melatonin in the past as a sleep aid, but it did nothing for my issues. I know melatonin tends to vary a lot based on dosage (obviously) and also based on the brand you choose.

My question is, do any of you know if trying to replace my Lorazepam with melatonin is a futile effort? Will melatonin help at all if my sleep problems are all anxiety based? I don't know much about it, but it seems to me like these are two very different drugs, so expecting it to do the work of a benzo is asking a bit much.

TIA! And sorry for the long post lol.

TL;DR - Will melatonin work as well as Lorazepam?


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anxiety,FluxPhantom04,2019/03/02,"What are the tricks y’all use for reassuring yourself when you experience one or more of your triggers? So long story short yelling, and authority figures (police, teachers, etc. ) make me extremely anxious and every time I get called into the office or the teacher is talking to me one on one about something I messed up/something I didn’t do (ie with disappointment/disapproval) I immediately start to tear up and sometimes even start just full on sobbing. 

I really hate that it happens cause I while I know that expressing emotions is a healthy way of coping, I’m at a school and in an environment where I’m going to get made fun of for crying cause “boys can’t cry” and all of that rhetoric which would cause me even more stress and anxiety, so what could I do to calm myself down as it’s happening. 

I try to go into these situations acting nonchalant but end up crying and it’s just such a whelm of emotions that I can’t control it and I would love to hear any of your suggestions no matter how dumb you think they might be :) 

I’m A-OK with answering any questions y’all have for me, I just really need some help with this and can’t afford a therapist right now so I figured the other mentally ill ppl of this community have better solutions that I can come up with on my own. Thank you for reading/helping :)",5.752806420233463,6.265529910505839,6.423013132295723,77.62183487354086,67.01556420233463,9.693482490272373,32.01580739299611,9.673873057562805,2.9034515564202326,1045,41,201,21,16,343,155,257,0.118,0.745,0.13699999999999998,0.7949,1,0,2,0,1,0,23.0,0,7,1,2,14,12,3,1,9,0,17,2,0,9,1,45,39,19,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,16,16,0,1,6,0,0,4,5,6,0,3,2,2,28,6,34,32,7,28,0,1,0,1,18,15,2,5,8,141,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333427136371724,0.0,0.08624586978316126,0.12736422556256685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970945888069292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11512024969007607,0.0,0.0,0.34744542268828943,0.0,0.09711561556093096,0.0,0.0,0.126447611371645,0.09001379805249393,0.0,0.3715191259880052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536348816835141,0.09985426772633504,0.0,0.12573501572048315,0.14892754876842113,0.0,0.09498839874621744,0.0,0.0,0.11028145331561172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780410069725725,0.0,0.12814559662635486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19939140051509,0.0,0.0,0.11130751050373024,0.0,0.0,0.1270662891506404,0.0,0.15113462841196731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061959011892480126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977144293503158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017523441193316,0.10667741087010664,0.0752548938197608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361550650415825,0.11959943251789534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359535743440699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291868334498308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629471651703594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14444839299640205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962794314820731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409900257581401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12672459876737702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735856776823238,0.11150284406984544,0.0,0.15959604955392376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914340643566286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061622382187366,0.0,0.10379593921604068,0.0,0.13089994837516006,0.0,0.07223930539756178,0.0,0.0,0.0657396603644926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654312910188968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737125070728732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948784569683657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16017466820324128,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Thecakeisnotreal,2019/03/02,"Woke up to a panic attack last night Last night I woke up and felt that my heart was beating out of my chest. I’ve never woken up to a panic attack before, anxiety sure but never a full blown panic attack. Since then, I’ve been on edge all day and see my hands shaking. I’m so mentally and physically tired. Do any of you have any tips or things you do to relieve this crappy feeling? I went outside for a bit and walked around but I just can’t shake it and am having indigestion as a result making me even more uncomfortable. I have exams coming up and i know that may be a cause for it, but I just need some tips for now until I can get an appointment to see my therapist, ",2.6165377176015485,3.909133929078017,4.472920696324953,85.82454545454549,74.95744680851064,7.113088330109607,21.32882011605416,7.686295010490155,0.7352212765957442,528,12,112,7,11,180,90,141,0.249,0.7070000000000001,0.044,-0.984,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,1,6,10,3,5,7,0,12,4,3,3,4,28,26,14,0,1,6,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,3,0,0,5,3,8,0,0,7,5,14,2,18,17,5,23,0,0,2,0,2,8,0,3,10,79,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857013214129463,0.0,0.104451352216956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154794919882884,0.0,0.4659957544931128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161839549548938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14906435550974492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402623465240581,0.0,0.1176155726903202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805584595374336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018219591458834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903781837606407,0.0,0.13109808773712342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133557610044168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16179842895754334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503782604856457,0.2225937192836398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091140311300474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759839534357246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124134807888917,0.21061336023107516,0.0,0.0,0.256263709906598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4805944902242768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176065416010522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294581316423866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868564125698329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15853137834067818,0.09070991562202464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15693057973417585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657228287844402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cuhlara,2019/03/02,"Anxiety at an all-time high after moving to another country Just subscribed to this sub today. I had some severe anxiety issues when I was younger but managed to work through them on my own. I found ways to cope that worked for me, most of which I genuinely can’t remember because it’s been so long since I’ve suffered from consistent anxiety. I have taken anxiety meds in the past for emergency situations but have never regularly needed to take meds. I’ve, in the past, used meditation, a diffuser, and ginger candies nearby for anxiety-induced nausea. I don’t have access to a diffuser but I did bring some ginger candy with me but I generally do have access to WiFi for relevant meditations or anything else that may be of use.

Now, the story: I just moved to another country, to a *very* small town, and I suddenly feel very anxious again. I’m looking for any advice specific to this kind of change. To give some background, the country itself is amazing and my anxiety is not high except for when I’m in my town. I’ve travelled a bit and have felt incredible there. The reason I feel this way about my town is that I feel trapped there (no nearby airports, very small by my standards) and that’s where the anxiety stems from. I’m on a government grant for a year and had no say in where I was placed. It doesn’t seem there’s a way to move unless I give up the grant and go home. I don’t want to do that at this point, but I know it’s an option at any time and will take that route if needed. For the meantime, however, I’m looking for help with this kind of situation. My anxiety feels inescapable and so, so strong, and it’s really weighing me down. I’m not myself during the day and I’m not sleeping well either. Any advice appreciated. (Also, I’m actually very tired right now so please forgive me for any mistakes.)",4.6492499999999986,5.712926536111118,5.923222222222222,78.244,69.75,9.204444444444446,30.23333333333333,9.490545024520769,2.7455133333333333,1443,57,276,31,25,485,177,360,0.107,0.7979999999999999,0.095,0.3156,1,1,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,1,3,19,8,0,0,18,0,23,3,1,3,1,54,52,26,0,5,15,0,5,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,17,13,1,0,11,1,0,6,10,2,1,0,9,8,28,6,48,40,7,47,0,1,2,0,6,23,0,9,15,182,45,4,0.0,0.0,0.08164693598550136,0.0,0.0,0.1635168743755264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06690848040339363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22758575275719184,0.17546431726294856,0.4480352538138073,0.09451991029531978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885082315256989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0510026348112925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134270908743747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850860634759389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05395830205615566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989305379519392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16921822358917754,0.0,0.0803334536223757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173656171688324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052204618541668,0.04754989183329663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0560802354700383,0.17679758663067105,0.08392483625090369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732662463728467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17425263889868878,0.04598120249384294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404267402875374,0.14051843839293496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18587038106174794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667743830237718,0.0,0.12407606061913863,0.06452915865676925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15973926285733875,0.0,0.0,0.0874142214071615,0.0918412560018598,0.07909237124995329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05359923121275506,0.0860236245164977,0.0,0.0,0.09477841629460514,0.07145117231132901,0.0,0.06653536721909054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616730670371118,0.0,0.09451991029531978,0.0,0.06921021809154547,0.1880904571875837,0.08372743673583087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581436320611267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04878690835712094,0.09616292401066086,0.07930654579444374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14452287275400927,0.0,0.2761361935578066,0.04934897225230171,0.1992329426200912,0.0,0.0,0.07522669306836509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218211644772124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05387881351127336
anxiety,Melonhead47,2019/03/02,"My girlfriend (25F) suffers from anxiety, I (27M) have no experience with mental health issues nor do I understand it, how do I support her? I’ve been seeing this girl for about 5 months now and I can say without a doubt that I am very much in love with her. This will be the girl I Marry.

I have recently discovered that she suffers from very severe anxiety, to the point where she cannot function and in one circumstance she even became physically violent (towards me and herself).

I did not know how to react, I’ve never seen anyone go through something like this before; to me it seemed psychotic and I told her to leave, not realising what it was.

She later explained that she had an anxiety attack and that she didn’t have any control of her actions, at first I didn’t feel this was a know acceptable excuse however she has never lied to me before so I have no reason to not believe her.

2 weeks down the line when I thought everything was over she came over my house after work/dinner as she usually does and within 15mins, started crying uncontrollably about the horrible day that she has had; I don’t see a problem with this at all and I am always happy to be there and support however when I tried to dig into the reasons why she was sad so we can fix it or work together towards a solution she said that there was no way for us to fix it and that we just have to be sad which is apparently a form of anxiety - you can’t fix anything you just  be sad until your not sad. I found this hard to understand and kept trying to find out what specifically is making her sad which only upset her to the point that she started crying even more and tried to leave while calling me unsupportive and saying that I didn’t try hard enough (I was supposed to educate myself on mental health).

I realise I’ve been an ignorant dick and that I should have educated myself on the subject, I deserve any criticism you direct my way.

I would appreciate any advice on how to better support my girlfriend during these times, I want to be there for her as much as possible.",8.811185185185186,6.592345735802471,8.976604938271606,70.77972222222223,62.012345679012356,12.160493827160494,37.56172839506173,10.746095033038511,3.8745061728395065,1633,61,309,32,18,542,198,405,0.17600000000000002,0.742,0.083,-0.9874,3,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,3,4,0,4,18,22,2,3,14,0,41,4,1,8,3,58,66,27,0,4,8,0,3,1,2,3,2,3,0,2,26,21,0,3,13,0,0,3,17,14,0,2,21,9,62,8,51,37,6,41,0,7,3,2,41,18,1,3,19,243,88,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605185793214831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732735236451634,0.0,0.0,0.17965280591163932,0.0,0.2694646559577701,0.0,0.0,0.061574061095902424,0.0,0.0724664200568057,0.0,0.0,0.100181713781174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14986627164339986,0.09921420841709812,0.0,0.0778824977374949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991977979496675,0.1007179355950006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876751831887323,0.0,0.0,0.19346100035048694,0.05679184072627067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706247713595386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099020204309806,0.0,0.11632647103105626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914324316727303,0.08614022315192701,0.0,0.0,0.04452611570346236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048584803247298,0.07490435254591864,0.0,0.09655396858816798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05004690252739169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937422102211811,0.1577701092531295,0.0,0.0,0.18720872769500813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016101785735866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091912450328813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679167167695632,0.0,0.0,0.186487048306842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04302199043820682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947818391172852,0.0,0.058781174458743674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774888667050592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702891787916626,0.0,0.12946943521340612,0.0,0.13583561976511124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05967218235192046,0.06697410021667376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649157514317986,0.0992751629725886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426215892077651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18108205025254726,0.08694927819037299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376585350001572,0.14005874290995945,0.0,0.0,0.14034588979013932,0.08016711768217495,0.0,0.09948348050994328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677933984454352,0.0,0.0,0.12465957701334394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29979058074912235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991032769550402,0.05134887910411351,0.0,0.0,0.08414573453915154,0.0,0.2391496311791949,0.0,0.0,0.1833485057041808,0.10592613154885393,0.0,0.0969863760494054,0.1453185341800849,0.05194045893514438,0.1397969062966543,0.07063694984286738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946104883451738,0.0,0.0,0.08488733394183665,0.0,0.12821841878713086,0.0,0.0,0.06255576639358572,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xdanmathx,2019/03/02,"Panic attacks and Brain Zaps back after 2 months I have panic disorder and for about months around November and December last year I was having panic attacks and brain zaps daily and often.

Basically locking myself in my room and being absent from work. I was seeing a physiologist during this period and he told me to see a doctor and go on Zoloft after about 6 weeks of treatment without it. 

As soon as started the Zoloft the panic and brain zaps had gone away although I was still anxious but as the weeks went by I started to feel my normal self again, started back to work on Jan the 7th, although after that great first week I had small brain zaps started happening again over the weekend. I booked in with the Doctor and he told me to increase my dosage of zoloft to 75mg. 

These last two months on the 75mg have been great. I've been enjoying work, seeing my friends quite a bit and just enjoying life being much less anxious about panic/zaps (same thing really in my eyes). But the other night I had a nocturnal panic attack (full blown) that woke me up.

I went back to my doc in the morning and he gave me Ativan (Lorazepam) for whenever I need since panic attacks/zaps have been infrequent. Although he said if I have anymore over the weekend come back and see him on Monday. So today I had brain zap, only lasts 2 seconds but it makes me extremely anxious and basically what causes my panic disorder cycle. 

My Parents where crying and upset since I told them that its back again. I took .5mg of Ativan today and so far haven't felt much difference but if I go back to the doctors I bet hes going to tell me to up the dosage of Zoloft to 100mg. Should I do it or should I just take more lorzepam over the weekend until I see him on Monday? 

\-Sidenote: This is the first time I've been on ssri's and lorzepam but not the first time I've experienced panic disorder. My first experience was when I was 12 years old for about 3 months. Then a few one off panic attacks until I had panic disorder again a few years ago and then again last year. In between those periods of anxiety and panic I've been completely normal and happy.

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anxiety,fluffykitten52,2019/03/02,"Do I not have anxiety/depression because I’m not medicated for it? I feel like I’m faking it. Because everyone I know who has been diagnosed takes medicine and sometimes at high strengths and are still depressed.

I have been to a therapist a couple times (stopped because I realized I was paying someone to sit and listen to me say “I dunno” to all of her questions bc I don’t like talking about my feelings), and have been diagnosed. I was on medication very briefly, then I stopped because I could never remember to take it. 

I just feel like I’m faking or it’s all in my head. I fit the classic depression and anxiety symptoms. But I just feel like I should suck it up because I can function (barely) without medicine.",3.7099400479616316,5.798818741007192,4.8872122302158285,80.65489508393287,73.82014388489209,8.086570743405275,35.32434052757794,8.841846274778883,3.36482685851319,571,33,104,12,12,188,81,139,0.142,0.747,0.111,-0.6326,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,4,10,1,0,3,0,15,6,1,0,3,28,27,8,0,2,7,0,4,4,0,1,5,2,0,0,6,5,0,2,8,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,5,6,20,5,13,20,2,13,0,2,0,0,6,6,1,3,10,73,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988067609452236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3979513133100074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424428473993122,0.1444659656973912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33736230495700176,0.265038291464256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475896441955335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26406719794950584,0.2798236480890121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399575949183387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794744536244555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175425343298837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25514681183708776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630578645638819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069857578638453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462609363741432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14790292845627553,0.0,0.0,0.10382928985675943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062598108035236,0.0,0.12913058306628222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426813378385226,0.21831376823835652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570540853866886,0.19633491977967085,0.10494194937353853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515942198428813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613259324693795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772851371830014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258584993395332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dcnyua,2019/03/03,"Can anxiety and hyper-focusing on physical symptoms make them feel worse? Hello, for the last several months I've had issues, on and off sometimes, of feeling like I constantly need to pee. I am generally quite cautious and worried about any physical symptoms though. The weird thing, though, is that it sometimes vanishes when I start worrying about something else. For instance, I have another minor condition that sometimes swells and causes pretty noticeable pain. That happened to me two days ago. While it was swollen, my feeling like I need to pee all the time disappeared. However, today the swelling reduced, and quite literally, after thinking about it, my feeling to pee immediately returned. The interesting thing is it also fluctuates. Like for example, I went to dinner with a friend and then had a few drinks with a few others at a bar -- no issues whatsoever. The second I returned home, however, my bladder reared its ugly head again. I have seen a urologist twice, have had my urine tested on several occasions and have had an ultrasound of my bladder. Urine is all good and my bladder is emptying, so I know it is not something medically wrong. Could focusing so much on these symptoms and worrying about them coming back actually perpetuate it?",7.221695205479449,9.262083826484023,7.421184360730598,66.23533818493152,64.61643835616438,11.137100456621006,38.80165525114155,11.080906280650957,5.1701710045662095,1014,55,150,31,16,328,128,219,0.119,0.768,0.113,-0.1438,2,0,3,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,2,2,12,9,0,0,12,0,17,18,9,2,2,27,31,17,0,3,1,0,4,3,1,0,6,0,1,0,14,12,3,0,6,2,0,3,2,3,0,3,7,5,18,6,23,23,5,25,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,0,19,113,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.1037485428198743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424223154332542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502042679687187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07229815157826541,0.1114810189334458,0.0813310281012336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175001843755604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921525288632196,0.0,0.0915813461921488,0.0,0.11488923198172457,0.0,0.08488423570093664,0.0,0.0,0.06856466986531952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414866609263457,0.0,0.0,0.0888129162099864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21502514336927994,0.15190355716441567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821390527910444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917235519253841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401440114876827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911032350605153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664306458449342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22193141594695656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058428190822603615,0.08666128132363689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558210757190729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096638829660573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710163072408817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485997772432538,0.0,0.07815408841775967,0.15766311782173825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104084425495285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312713438710995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816103354394624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22615913498609436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402123935758236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16369365472280453,0.31544609500300874,0.0,0.07525062257329275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315073794124976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126252154575347,0.06812264740415191,0.2089087792771624,0.0,0.06199339374642136,0.0,0.10077461527413917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038547462186298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855548709644096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239054998495506,0.10834452613239827,0.0,0.1162392546808403,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Checker88,2019/03/03,"Two weeks off Zoloft, cat missing, freaking out. I'm terrified. Being off the Zoloft isn't helping. This morning before I left I thought I heard a strange sound in my backyard, but I figured it was nothing so I left. He ALWAYS comes trotting up to me when I get home, and whenever I don't work I can almost always call for him a little bit and shine my flashlight about and he'll come bouncing up to my door.

Today when I got back from work he was nowhere to be seen. I went out searching and calling for him for an hour and 45 minutes. Went around my block and exploring the woods past my backyard calling for him.

I'm terrified. I want to drink. I want to roll over and die. I hope he's okay. I hope he's just being a little fucking shit and sleeping or ignoring me somewhere. I'm terrified. 

I can't handle this now. If this takes a turn for the worse, I have no idea how I could handle it. I havent felt this sort of dread and despair for YEARS, and I can tell it's creeping up from within. 

My little buddy. I hope he's okay. I love that big old chungus.

I'm giving it another couple hours before I go searching again.",1.111934907010017,3.2325646909871253,2.6803701716738217,93.13726484263235,82.34763948497854,5.085050071530759,23.44223891273248,6.21433560688645,0.486430758226037,875,32,187,7,24,286,130,233,0.208,0.68,0.112,-0.9772,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,2,10,13,2,1,8,2,13,7,2,1,0,35,40,17,1,7,4,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,4,0,9,15,1,2,5,1,0,6,5,7,0,1,9,5,33,6,26,26,1,35,0,2,2,2,17,17,2,7,12,112,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122212033878813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865012503180858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751441979224955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976542623857368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086174364717911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19072541930258924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235063662062405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433058189196665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930755363473759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947820717228351,0.12400253539332502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631022731010685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978523685112128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760409112918266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360625073951908,0.05855157740253626,0.10750707275186383,0.06369155891223485,0.0,0.08963204720290623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511768131406729,0.0,0.1124146332659177,0.33393026917815594,0.2207313477496523,0.0,0.0,0.12651258484085084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435272182778661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369686041955522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114690774480417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753350419946443,0.0,0.11759786549550245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698281613914026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150375134798088,0.0,0.0,0.11215022293060957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426215725412173,0.0,0.09795349721830082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897049627706302,0.0,0.0,0.10622858094612134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189920365424982,0.10947540990668242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220273915596015,0.0,0.08989522278297211,0.0,0.0,0.20777870518738384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631755525598111,0.0,0.11420817864712945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216894702737472
anxiety,cassidylmc,2019/03/03,"Didn’t get out for 30 minutes So I was in my car driving to do some errands and when I got to the store I couldn’t get out. I have no idea why and it’s happened a few times before but I just couldnt. I was so disappointed in myself and so embarrassed. Does this happen for anyone else? 
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anxiety,throwafuckfuck,2019/03/03,"Constantly full of restlessness and dread, leaving me exhausted much of the time. Anyone have tips? I am currently diagnosed with adhd. depression, anxiety and ptsd.  

I wake up in the morning full of dread, already exhausted.  If I have work I put off getting ready and lay in bed doing basically nothing until I have to go, and then I am inevitably either in a mad rush or late.  At work I am constantly convinced I am going to be fired or that my performance is bad.  If any small thing happens where a customer is upset with me or if my manager gets upset with me my guts shred themselves for the rest of my shift.  Sometimes customers will touch me or say something that was said to me During That Time and I'll either go have a flashback or go have a panic attack thinking someone will have seen me have a flashback and then everyone at work will know a man did something bad to me.  Then I go home and crawl back into bed, staying up late with shows or reading or anything really to distract myself from the fact that I have to be me for the rest of my life.

I go to bed too late, and wake up and do it all again the next day.

I have hobbies, and they help; I like writing, fish keeping, and when I do my schoolwork I have a pretty good time.  I also like cooking and sometimes will pre-cook meals, which feels good to do for myself.  However, it's like I can be kind of happy doing these activities, and then the second I'm done I'm just filled with this same restlessness and dread.

I'm trying to learn to drive, but I'm petrified of being in an accident, and then also I have to save money to pay to learn and get my license, I have to physically go and talk to people about it and that's terrifying in it's own way.  Every time anyone looks at me I feel like I might actually die because I feel like I am just so ugly and annoying and altogether terrible to be around.

Does anyone else feel like this?  Do you have any tips on how to push past it? It's been like this for as long as I can remember.  ",4.5564361500568396,4.998351756157638,5.700492610837442,82.00558165971961,69.61576354679804,8.807730200833651,29.162182644941268,8.841846274778883,2.146680485032209,1567,55,321,26,26,523,193,406,0.163,0.753,0.084,-0.9862,2,0,2,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,1,4,14,31,3,9,15,0,42,9,3,1,2,59,67,44,1,3,15,0,6,7,0,5,4,2,4,1,17,27,2,1,9,3,2,12,0,18,0,1,6,10,44,13,53,51,10,56,0,1,2,0,8,19,0,11,30,229,61,8,0.0,0.0,0.08582175281145073,0.0,0.10569294628690706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704962899364612,0.14065936453976735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961139741976395,0.0,0.06727777759465672,0.0,0.0,0.18447982233302504,0.09011017033729926,0.07237134197557699,0.07828980400655801,0.0,0.10005027241684206,0.0,0.06762437027053345,0.1468610067582145,0.053610530078981984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900748675564855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056717328155600474,0.0,0.07574700469000488,0.08926244757457104,0.09127315186616958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696136889223112,0.08999839367481911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07346686453872232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07409755830612885,0.08403533285272502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17787078450368402,0.188484038134084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13784308929300207,0.0,0.3498686766025297,0.14752839156952294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777695809194589,0.09361921767551674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05894776145637898,0.0,0.08821612794809043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816966524584137,0.0,0.09158131117719998,0.04833233907394399,0.0,0.2976177846237841,0.09312118589859122,0.0,0.0,0.06211824049734235,0.3007588102217478,0.0,0.0,0.07782866547647221,0.07385175291422467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932958765633216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06464978374721196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353063493629922,0.0,0.0,0.0843857164282769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318465180283716,0.0,0.0,0.08395357012331918,0.0609700742540703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947180589086205,0.0,0.0,0.1028031413322393,0.08840913819077391,0.0,0.0,0.08796892117421344,0.0,0.056339897100874815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962467932098268,0.0,0.08365595022872091,0.06993749085342146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451561645689361,0.13540890301287525,0.17395994876887158,0.0,0.0,0.09373779855476423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706869577416672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058426831240754075,0.056351683093333924,0.0,0.0,0.2051260314387423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597089649517507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980674431544998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19207528865791654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Angoram,2019/03/03,"Before going to bed, close your eyes, breathe deep, while observing your thoughts I find that my quality of sleep will either make my anxiety a lot worse or a lot better. Deep breathing while observing my thoughts seems to make the racing thoughts more tolerable, since you’re dealing with issues while calming yourself down in the process. Being more calm, will lead to a better sleep, and a better sleep to less anxiety the next day. Keep doing this each night, and I feel like things are getting better slowly. Overall, having a good bed time routine that puts you in a relaxed state before sleeping should be one of the priorities for getting rid of this parasite called anxiety.",12.003606557377047,9.494127557377052,9.981737704918038,66.95752459016397,56.213114754098356,12.710819672131148,44.072131147540986,10.793553405168565,4.798122622950822,550,24,89,9,5,166,80,122,0.061,0.748,0.191,0.9538,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,5,0,9,0,0,10,0,8,7,7,3,0,20,19,6,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,5,5,0,1,6,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,2,8,9,12,11,7,17,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,4,8,57,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909461497614952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215751311596085,0.0,0.0,0.44848653010401796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945081115621132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175898412822415,0.13069881403777486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06410093317167083,0.09056763887014722,0.0,0.0,0.11586948208899395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246875709393596,0.0,0.07204879886048537,0.1063323310268102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231951054094798,0.0,0.11268288947973412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06193555603093655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155580803547419,0.0,0.0,0.16924575953699272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482598609512475,0.11896916305761013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590559748401258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744326224781302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541062973770637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486907309589924,0.0,0.5074637199708357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422326162773508,0.0,0.0,0.30193407887613993,0.0739231575872008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291939188191034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wonderingflower90,2019/03/03,"Finally Feel Like I am Coming Out the Other End Victorious! I have been dealing with anxiety for a few years now. I was diagnosed with GAD last year and I have been going to therapy for the last 2 years. At the beginning of this year, I started having issues with sleep and it kicked up my anxiety to the point where I decided to go on medication (5 mg of Lexapro). I am happy to say, after the inital month of nausea and side effects, I feel like the medication is actually working and I no longer feel the pit in my stomach, gonna-throw-up, nausea that i experience when i get anxious. 

I have been challenging myself the last couple of weekends to visit with friends, drive in traffic/long distance, and attend one on one meetings for work. All situations that used to kick up my anxiety like crazy and i would have to focus so hard on not freaking out and feeling sick. 

I am so happy that this medication works and i feel like I can finally work on my anxiety responses without a major, overwhelming feeling of doom. 

I am usually a lurker, but i wanted to let everyone reading here know that anxiety takes time to face head on and it sucks so much. Like so fucking much. But its important to give yourself a break and know that SO MANY PEOPLE are in the same boat as you. We are all trying the best we can and trying to figure our shit out. You are not alone. There is light at the end of the tunnel. It will get better. The small effort you put in day by day- getting out of bed, taking a shower, going for a walk around the neighborhood, talking to a new friend, whatever it is, is not a loss. Those small things matter. 

There is so much love and compassion out there in the world. Make sure you give yourself that too. :-)

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With love,

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Anxiety survivor",4.8368120155038765,5.979130375,5.779069767441863,79.1587596899225,69.37790697674419,8.989147286821705,29.740310077519393,9.2995712137729,2.594789147286822,1395,53,263,28,24,460,178,344,0.073,0.7390000000000001,0.188,0.9928,1,1,0,0,0,0,51.0,3,4,0,10,15,22,3,1,23,0,26,13,5,3,3,52,54,22,0,2,6,0,7,5,2,2,5,1,2,0,16,26,0,0,11,2,0,9,5,7,0,2,4,9,30,15,52,47,9,59,1,3,0,3,18,26,3,0,28,189,46,6,0.0,0.0,0.0761581332921775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082839921741038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16911783478282744,0.18966013785857164,0.0,0.0,0.3582133749874919,0.08816570812055834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06947428983476045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190069326202996,0.06902216858544383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06722662488366668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635244101057199,0.0,0.1006617948514812,0.08045829670149147,0.0,0.07921140221064278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824482006727032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457286609737504,0.0,0.07634045102687663,0.0,0.0,0.2367635209824391,0.16726053744439698,0.0,0.17098328844134142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059074298160136,0.07214894943021014,0.1223218126393394,0.14973077975507773,0.13305989832534154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16615519084317942,0.06991066924508002,0.0,0.08009402672337743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145599879294035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578013384562386,0.19084493820144893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980365059184709,0.0,0.19063789446737744,0.0,0.0,0.06906507598757197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408726419460796,0.0,0.05209391392167095,0.07912275334115693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358585493385504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06229270618210901,0.0,0.17211045055492116,0.0,0.0,0.07537384478768143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576711199062476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05410477984616397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377530190622182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845417635983241,0.0,0.0,0.078063528241769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062062455916475474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010941119275533,0.0,0.08772293740467083,0.07809877015191473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055238818671468966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355404675429772,0.0,0.1173563579265616,0.06272753204581638,0.0,0.0,0.08924829599201631,0.0,0.051847908667733617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045507156205281916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059713455520722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06740358394418355,0.08595268760814953,0.0,0.04603143475329136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523009718885239,0.0,0.2272632125156864,0.0,0.0,0.055439088106326015,0.0,0.18966013785857164,0.20102701033359466
anxiety,blueindigobb,2019/03/03,"Having so much anxiety right now. My boyfriend is MIA and I don’t really have anyone to talk to. I interviewed for an organization and I’m afraid I bombed it. I was better than the girl I interviewed with, but I don’t know if I articulated my experiences well. So worried and wishing I said things differently. I just can’t stop worrying.",1.5048484848484875,4.218502818181818,4.254848484848484,77.61893939393944,89.0,8.387878787878789,24.0,8.841846274778883,2.5750727272727283,270,11,52,9,9,95,48,66,0.194,0.693,0.113,-0.6428,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,10,11,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,1,11,2,5,9,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,38,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19862173371877306,0.0,0.0,0.18154435465392454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22962798845714216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712655944335073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539749846531127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268980523388727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19086320314829827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16633022730230285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217287349586312,0.24697441658119795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21706831009606486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086865321643837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17249140699401486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334450079628032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985699460353051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5273483232097306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,allie-palmer,2019/03/03,"Heart-Related Anxiety Hi everyone! I recently developed pretty serious panic attacks related to feeling like there’s something wrong with my heart. I’ve been checked out thoroughly by doctors and they’ve determined there’s nothing wrong but I still get anxious every time I feel my heartbeat or my heart rate gets elevated or I feel any sort of chest pain. Then, getting anxious makes the symptoms even worse and it’s a vicious, repeating cycle. Does anyone have any similar experiences or any advice on how not to feel so worried about my heart when I logically know there’s nothing wrong with it? I’m at my wit’s end trying to figure out how to help myself. ",5.966504065040648,7.704842073170731,6.624552845528459,71.90967479674798,67.29268292682927,10.019512195121953,36.430894308943095,10.25414643259724,4.25209918699187,537,28,87,14,9,176,84,123,0.265,0.659,0.076,-0.9773,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,10,9,2,1,2,0,2,7,4,3,0,22,12,11,0,0,5,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,7,0,1,0,1,8,0,0,1,4,11,1,13,11,0,11,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,4,8,47,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413154137500643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382755252908968,0.0,0.08934849656237492,0.2638921051746029,0.0,0.0816663657295507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328721271823173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195454894927516,0.1022088251091295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344644583115817,0.0,0.0,0.07714254962372799,0.0,0.09840553107273474,0.11160342860531801,0.0,0.11424874115406565,0.0,0.0,0.2362219405273063,0.08343897016907041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18306301471559147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5536145226146322,0.07828578841556852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641879382166571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05706054697395362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796212895367625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22413751356745934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427900659655758,0.1370347510948082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882335634261602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532179989810652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991514239853343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932733072825354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139559624965235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810459251969138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792967074786098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861184312838716,0.11902493730490415,0.0,0.383093742562928,0.0,0.0
anxiety,qayluh,2019/03/03,"First year teacher... And since graduating in May, my anxiety has either gotten so bad that it’s bordering on unbearable, or the coping skills I use to have are no longer effective.

I’ve wasted my weekend overthinking and being sick. 

Wish me luck this week. ",3.0302836879432635,6.068255042553194,4.286276595744681,78.28416666666669,83.68085106382979,8.239716312056737,24.854609929078013,8.841846274778883,2.7470737588652483,205,8,34,6,6,67,44,47,0.249,0.603,0.147,-0.7262,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,2,0,9,8,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,4,1,3,5,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,4,23,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171936295435602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34620180271649675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526871955537476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34298926398674184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35811037099738946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325941269872049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4768082680702739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670104949859711
anxiety,hippiebxtch,2019/03/03,"How do i stop thinking everyone has good intentions? I feel like my whole life i’ve always encountered people who treat me like shit the majority of the time, but i always believe that they have good intentions and that it would be wrong of me to not forgive them. like, someone will do something awful to me and i’ll think “i’m sure they had a valid reason to do that and i’m just taking it the wrong way, they had good intentions, they didn’t mean to hurt me” or they’ll start being nice to me out of nowhere and i feel guilty i don’t accept their kindness due to their previous shitty actions towards me. does anyone know how i can stop feeling this way and reassure myself? this has always made it so hard for me to get rid of toxic people and let people walk all over me. i feel like this is a product of my anxiety but who knows honestly. ",4.028992248062018,4.970667558139539,4.95581395348837,85.06108527131785,71.09302325581395,8.058914728682172,26.54263565891473,8.344100000000001,1.6254868217054268,668,21,137,10,12,218,98,172,0.166,0.609,0.225,0.8931,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,8,0,4,19,1,0,5,1,18,2,1,7,2,35,33,12,0,1,5,0,5,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,11,7,0,2,12,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,4,5,26,15,16,23,3,12,0,1,0,0,12,3,1,1,9,91,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271828621554999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026838822546262,0.0,0.0,0.091647371572914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476712963589049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147004655971595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524324792503574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650922416319449,0.18727323628114032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847879981361306,0.0,0.0,0.3298065401913445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117413205889574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403134215035459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364895035421278,0.14406557146726567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402821856607505,0.09257879907383937,0.2561372287824672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402184678412753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427739349702347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726028397790566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476205442119749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454173578419099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105540383297202,0.10090428772990047,0.0,0.0,0.0927722028669675,0.0,0.0,0.21916120840002695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123532166532385,0.0,0.09854852173834416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16796905723025535,0.0,0.0,0.07642812118202967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20807493915592848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463352616998384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310855033212803,0.2866095016251279,0.0,0.0
anxiety,itsarianabtw,2019/03/03,Bouncing and Shaking tic One of my biggest anxiety tics lately had been to bounce up and down while I am standing. Usually it wouldn't be a problem but it has been causing a lot of attention and I keep getting asked about it. Any ideas on solutions?,3.823367346938774,5.663302714285718,4.840561224489797,82.17676020408162,72.87755102040815,8.16530612244898,34.69897959183673,8.841846274778883,3.195240816326532,199,11,37,4,4,65,41,49,0.058,0.862,0.079,0.2451,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,7,0,0,1,0,11,10,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,3,0,3,0,7,5,1,9,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,3,29,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21615822274232205,0.0,0.2431648680414341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29715966030873203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32653358965483825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660706690813686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35882943797212585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28253187031341137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585641099346406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702363592422211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21539267620497327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041526419415546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500819690069713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AKA_Reshi,2019/03/03,"Need help First of all I am not sure I am posting this in the right place.

I am a 30 year old Male. I have struggled my entire life with anxiety. I have never been able to maintain a relationship for more than a few months. I was told that I need to find a way to get over my self pity but have absolutely no idea how. I have been trying to overcome the anxiety and self pity since I was a teen but could never find a way. I need help and thought maybe reddit could help me out.",2.03029411764706,3.2074962941176466,3.380539215686277,93.53492647058826,76.25490196078431,6.6686274509803924,21.573529411764707,7.1686216300943375,0.3067999999999995,370,9,89,4,8,121,63,102,0.13699999999999998,0.772,0.091,-0.1457,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,8,0,13,1,0,1,4,21,19,5,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,6,0,13,1,11,11,3,14,0,2,0,0,8,5,0,0,6,60,15,0,0.15436004087750224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23617001753855565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464878644996869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821645617882237,0.13129857191553995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064675038275565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31039284489052354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742536973819486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902906184052297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550754084610971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320871194773073,0.0,0.0,0.3433680432650757,0.2381039590388021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16197489674718565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16127338885702452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14783425010429613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16572491626977456,0.0,0.1318226315004526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32206237461850384,0.0,0.0,0.12768822092651905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16137062988321396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548251175099874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254463027285388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749763401268082,0.0,0.10480033529662787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24504763116013875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940280543237584
anxiety,nowthisismyworld,2019/03/03,"Tesla, fully self driving cars. So other than flying. And leaving my house. (So, everything I guess. Ugh. Hah.) My biggest fear is driving. If I event sit behind the wheel I pretty much instantly have a panic attack and get really dizzy. Which has left me in my 20’s unable to drive. And feeling truly imprisoned to my house. Especially being that I don’t have public transit. And the closest thing in walking distance is a gas station. And that would take maybe two hours to get to. I think it makes my anxiety worse, since I’m unable to leave my house, even if I want to or have to. Anyways. I saw the interview with Elon Musk saying that you would be able to essentially fall asleep and wake up at a destination, with the fully self driving Tesla cars by the end of 2020 I believe. So not that far away. Anyone else excited to see what that’s like? Would you consider using that feature to drive? Would you feel less afraid to drive? I’d like opinions. Personally. If I could ever even afford it. I think I would use that every day. Or almost every day. And feel free again. I don’t think I would be afraid of. I think I would feel safer and more confident of the cars ability than my own.",0.9454807692307696,3.5217108290598347,2.591789529914532,89.5051201923077,90.28205128205127,5.318162393162393,19.27831196581197,6.9077264865688965,0.5139747863247868,930,28,182,14,32,304,133,234,0.097,0.784,0.119,0.6298,1,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,3,0,0,8,10,1,4,9,1,19,2,2,3,1,40,38,16,0,12,6,0,4,2,0,7,0,1,0,3,13,10,0,0,8,0,1,11,3,6,0,1,1,7,26,5,25,26,4,28,0,0,2,0,9,9,0,8,9,119,39,1,0.10297073647571046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311031848835707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877233156061872,0.0,0.0,0.07199953313269186,0.10550568803802628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117144078079292,0.09674439650829887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160127586035741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221375427076978,0.0,0.0,0.1328152129406905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601883740914354,0.0,0.09120150918365916,0.0,0.0,0.13602240060412413,0.09314292632819816,0.17351457314446808,0.0,0.0925434583529519,0.0,0.0,0.11587070610397282,0.2082603931462854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759591969628024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113433875251474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140543355324932,0.3564432143317505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21806228425430108,0.1118780064691681,0.0,0.0,0.10061260117845816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06873376617840946,0.0,0.10344794499752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569533927443735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12081397296966635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899100753241327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475825764378488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596569050273927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188646258822017,0.0,0.0,0.08205434530494776,0.0,0.2148418704546804,0.0,0.0,0.08517845728293802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774211789634646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840918185886279,0.26391796063011197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058744730356772,0.0,0.0,0.1778673103876355,0.0,0.0,0.06073480825316253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493597750487488,0.5120321977230999,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SeptemberPandaBear,2019/03/03,"Monday anxiety I am fully aware that my anxiety is high today morning. Tried breathing exercise, journaling, and taking my supplement for relaxing/sleep twice for the past 2 hours, but i still feel thr panic and anxiety. My heart is beating so fast, breathing is heavy,  my temper is so short, and i can't even manage to smile properly. But i need to because i'm at work. I hope i get better throughout the day. This is it. Thank you for listening. I hope you're having a better mood today  ",3.0831796690307307,5.448739776595744,4.676950354609931,80.13388888888889,76.76595744680851,8.007565011820331,26.401891252955078,8.841846274778883,2.42811962174941,385,15,68,9,9,129,65,94,0.157,0.64,0.203,0.7906,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,4,4,8,1,1,3,0,8,4,3,0,0,9,17,7,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,12,5,6,17,0,11,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,8,42,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4332545517701667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508013002188848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339257638130965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174916922150608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468913690227824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545416253869636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863112473791508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22370830798983826,0.0,0.19945919786588096,0.0,0.3750074662850396,0.1859128486307956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997991713060226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22149572347521312,0.0,0.0,0.1802143674266905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889189517680661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076204037600338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194103235990868,0.0,0.0,0.17380566835131772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.357887690915557,0.0,0.0,0.12817100371879656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743599227104514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vol-E-bol,2019/03/03,"Terrified of Death / Death Anxiety hello and first off i'd like to apologize for the stream of conscious style that is to follow. I'm sure its incredibly hard to follow for readers, but that you for reading and possibly offering advice!

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A few days ago, thoughts of death just kind of overwhelmed me. Now they come and go constantly and I'm terrified of dying so I get mini panic attacks every time the thoughts come. It's almost debilitating. I can overwhelmed with the idea of no longer having a place on this earth or in this life. The idea of things just coming to a black hole is dreadful and i just don't think its fair to be given a life and then it is taken away from everyone often with no warning and absolutely nothing you can do about it. I also think about my mom dying which I also cannot wrap my brain around. I can't imagine going on without her and I don't know if I would be able to make it through that. As an additional note, I have essentially no reason to think about death as much as i do seeing as I am a very healthy 22F and my mom is also is very good health. I really don't know what to do here though because its not as if this is a fear i can face or overcome (like say heights). Once death comes that's it and it's over and it's just terrifying and unfair. Every time I have these thoughts my chest just tightens and i want to cry. Any advice is greatly appreciated!",2.9012894736842085,4.670001063157893,4.194934210526316,86.13766447368424,75.21052631578948,6.995614035087719,24.85745614035088,7.793537801064563,1.2531666666666663,1113,37,229,16,24,366,151,285,0.246,0.6940000000000001,0.06,-0.996,0,0,0,0,0,1,24.0,0,2,1,1,17,12,1,5,11,0,25,6,3,2,1,52,49,29,7,4,12,2,1,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,21,21,0,0,13,1,0,8,10,6,0,1,5,4,24,6,39,41,2,25,0,2,2,0,10,9,0,6,10,159,45,1,0.1019955099423381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993376637279629,0.09041286550696412,0.0,0.10213376998636553,0.0,0.0,0.244697317352775,0.0,0.11051209240924938,0.12393570854483135,0.0693604443358575,0.0,0.07802628593190128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079762815252923,0.0,0.1160346171093074,0.09582813907770116,0.0,0.0,0.062175516172752736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386072103603212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514404020626738,0.0,0.1102209116789292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203727833148112,0.06577866603479822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21171047261172335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17187123231338464,0.09746108067145756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11477330512481365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675732865252238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053288444235443856,0.0,0.11593279757535947,0.08554899459544063,0.0,0.11245040978720912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913679429484898,0.0,0.0,0.10841645754363684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302810315775204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621262811300344,0.11210812970256824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408489007571454,0.09965970833123657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808279489462526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389118170453146,0.0,0.0,0.07497843556140556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978674426237885,0.0,0.0,0.10862188931525077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196697547570488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656359925205648,0.0,0.0,0.11498461235300915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202311137586087,0.0,0.06534093541335835,0.10486837154891626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111092330615556,0.0,0.0,0.08127721602085489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096129561053375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677612846838164,0.19606381311859356,0.1002100706588577,0.2429191256555969,0.1189488041470816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16831395507271335,0.06015959437653129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983200318661538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245468386889414,0.0,0.12393570854483135,0.0
anxiety,Icamefortheroastme,2019/03/03,"Looking for strategies relating to anxiety, loss of control, helplessness I'm an educated, married parent and business owner who has participated in personal development programs and even gets paid to coach others. Yet, when I experience ""unfair"" situations that I cannot control or am the target of critical judgment (the non-constructive kind - I actually am very appreciative of constructive criticism), I often get overwhelmed by a visceral anxiety that leaves me stuck, almost paralyzed, and I have a lot of trouble getting out of it. While in that place, so to speak, I shut down and do virtually nothing. 

If anyone has any first hand experience in overcoming (or at least gaining control over) this, I would really appreciate some direction. Experiences with psychology/psychotherapy have so far been unproductive and uninspiring, but who knows what your advice can lead to. 

Thanks!",11.085051724137934,11.844397255172415,11.091163793103457,47.8270905172414,55.75862068965517,15.25,47.09051724137931,14.005844860021307,7.68501724137931,722,42,93,29,8,241,109,145,0.078,0.812,0.109,0.7569,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,7,6,6,0,1,5,0,11,1,1,4,0,21,20,13,0,2,4,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,9,7,0,3,1,1,1,1,1,4,0,1,3,3,9,2,19,16,3,15,0,3,1,0,7,10,0,7,4,73,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.1516613461647747,0.0,0.0,0.1518684626012938,0.0,0.0,0.15562436458241324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568664094513157,0.0,0.23778210028864774,0.0,0.0,0.10866886804612873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.522929017076875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264927881772357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4560732413888372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13219480830110156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435917211760633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618394460805757,0.08541130153040481,0.0,0.0,0.16456066145454254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305083606041803,0.0,0.0,0.13212716457054918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14912363044726631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17256851466520065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357012425817987,0.16237423159284242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956199165351357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17469150307662767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14308404848994685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823257337920962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104014288283057,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,qwertyuk72,2019/03/03,"I have real anxiety about uploading a recent photo to Instagram. Hey everyone. I’m just making this post as I really just want some advice. I used to be really active on social media. Had them all. Always uploading photos etc. Never had a problem. I then deleted my Facebook and stuck with Instagram and Twitter. I spoke to less people but I didn’t mind because I spoke to the people I needed to. I then started having very bad anxiety so I didn’t really use any social media for a year and returned about six months ago. 

My general day to day anxiety has pretty much gone. But I really want to make a post on Instagram but I feel really anxious. What if I look stupid, what if I don’t get enough likes, what if no ones sees it because I’ve been inactive and Instagram stupid algorithm :(

And I know it sounds stupid but I just want to be able to be myself without feeling the need of being judged and having to see a certain number pop up on my screen to give me some sort of satisfaction. But On the other hand I want to upload a photo to show people what I look like, speak to people etc. :( this sucks ",2.6530909090909103,4.708128127272733,4.683636363636363,81.07545454545456,76.81818181818181,7.854545454545455,22.81818181818182,8.697196308434329,1.760245454545454,868,26,162,19,20,298,120,220,0.183,0.679,0.13699999999999998,-0.9345,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,0,6,9,4,0,9,0,14,1,1,5,3,43,40,18,0,10,12,0,3,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,9,7,0,0,3,1,0,1,6,6,0,2,9,12,24,3,27,27,8,19,0,0,5,0,8,5,1,6,13,115,33,0,0.1129527915415696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103761606279389,0.10012583452014248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398577102205892,0.0,0.0,0.07681177156453131,0.0,0.25922572909174435,0.12760450370810247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094310862895956,0.13770994666766684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14569041238602531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167104278468526,0.2519444405817241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793123280351034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422465051013128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05901317162592215,0.1083546100165599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062075900260551986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103660569626615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18970379401487744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15079373089359666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405012023560658,0.0,0.09015784057599116,0.0,0.08303329829782027,0.1675061274168982,0.08711615615557951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653973478978902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132289742885208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21635510252276152,0.11491359625933792,0.0,0.10808056689757928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856500528740378,0.36180225291528384,0.0,0.11152725492099504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18001750162282282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302822929923564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799485672179505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951098916051104,0.0,0.09319788239508407,0.2664899318285404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888246031630727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273789445003179
anxiety,TheSlumpDog,2019/03/03,"If a person has Anxiety is it usually constant or can it be frequent also? Sorry I am just uninformed on this subject and I’m not sure whether I have it or not. Sometimes I do stupid things and I know I’m going to get insulted in school by friends and people that aren’t my friends and the night before I always feel like shit and my breathing gets a bit off, this makes me feel a bit wary about my asthma aswell. I also get anxious before tests and things but that is expected anyway but it mostly occurs when I know bad things will happen. I had a relative pass away recently and I was struggling to keep calm the week she was expected to pass and I was very worried the whole week and I felt I was anxious the whole time waiting for the news.
I’m sorry that this is so long but my question really is do you think I have Anxiety or is it just a normal human reaction to problems I’m facing?",2.41766304347826,4.2190773967391335,4.029782608695655,86.65380434782612,76.66304347826087,6.9913043478260875,25.08695652173913,7.8658589789855275,1.4254630434782607,707,25,143,11,16,236,104,184,0.17,0.772,0.058,-0.9574,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,8,11,3,1,10,0,20,4,3,1,1,38,38,21,0,5,12,0,3,1,2,1,1,0,0,2,14,9,0,2,7,0,0,3,3,6,0,0,6,3,20,5,11,30,5,17,0,0,0,0,8,4,1,6,11,104,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19857275864416168,0.10330656319322333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18995584028310236,0.280518690919012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664732252639698,0.0,0.1036638952004957,0.0,0.0,0.21129282026937976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710893091005489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416700311106575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555258043666176,0.08869606261229958,0.11920787470461572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19184305371819446,0.0,0.19459694411747694,0.0,0.07055991361365829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978949231219708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035430254463344,0.0,0.0,0.13646422949571413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06065566050058833,0.0,0.0,0.1098729036337098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828741516949679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165106705566201,0.12164513591403388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607315893245923,0.1084069975443704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879917345726294,0.0,0.0,0.13908155288842414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953660835632424,0.0,0.12258767771941086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256510715483805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744290063068492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279206234742245,0.2779617935923087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979333243041805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701423006265273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474483749363157,0.07955324697148948,0.0,0.0,0.07239553880005653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673873846642792,0.10244053777951792,0.0,0.0,0.19917864351813244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772283278029349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12608501091706234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cassiiiee18,2019/03/03,"Am I the only one feeling like this?? I’m not sure if i’m the only one who feels like this sometimes. So i’m 19F, sometimes when I talk to people I get really bad anxiety, or i think it is, my body feels super weird and i just feel like everything i say and do is super awkward. I become super self aware of everything i’m feeling and doing. i’m not exactly sure how to explain it but just curious if anyone can relate ",0.8197253433208473,2.8107213595505627,3.7790262172284654,85.58204744069914,82.59550561797751,6.652184769038702,22.24843945068665,7.793537801064563,1.2242649188514363,327,11,67,6,9,117,53,89,0.106,0.69,0.205,0.8365,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,5,11,0,1,2,0,6,1,1,1,3,22,19,10,0,2,8,0,5,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,3,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,0,6,8,8,3,19,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,4,40,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12724127436127505,0.0,0.0,0.11630114492892127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887781613775516,0.0,0.18369737711718304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847540876046643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989716653382931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4205048476082165,0.3564765375193482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690006799971746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437799288871751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254177491111611,0.2530014878717109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531162626581193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655465386638703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322715431451191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17351748285993462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290073834265791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135263381085908,0.0,0.0,0.13368899665445647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106576944506086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,h3h3z,2019/03/03,"Need help narrowing in on my anxiety triggers Hi all,

I have been experiencing anxiety / general anxiety disorder since middle school, I am now 25. I thought GAD was normal until I realized it was constant, whether it was hanging out with friends, going to the gym, going to work, or just laying down on the couch, I could not relax. I still can't enjoy anything which leads to eventual depressive symptoms.

I noticed my anxiety flares up, on top of the GAD when:

1) At night. When I was in college, I had anxiety every night whether I had school work to finish or not. I simply could not relax and I think it was because I was not being productive. So, I spent all of my nights, 7 days a week, studying at the school library, which helped ease my anxiety a lot! Knowing that other people were around studying helped me so much, which to this day, I do not know why. When the library closed at 11pm, I went home and continued to study but couldn't because my anxiety flared up. When my roommate was awake in the living room while I studied, I was fine. When he went to sleep, my anxiety shot up for the rest of the night. I still don't understand this.

I currently live in the heart of NYC, and I could never move away because it really helps my anxiety when I know other people are up working, up late on the weekends, etc. I live across a corporate office and when I am reading at 11pm with anxiety, I look across the street to see people working, and my anxiety almost instantly vanishes.

2) Whenever I am not productive. Whether I have items due for work or just want to read a book, I have anxiety to the point where I can't start. Each additional minute I put it off, my anxiety increases. I end up going to the office almost every weekend because my anxiety is manageable there. Being in the office helps, especially when others are there in the background (like a library).

I don't know the triggers of my anxiety. I thought it was loneliness but I don't think it is. I always think to myself when I rarely go out, ""I could be at work getting things done"" or ""I could be reading a self help book at home"", etc... What also helps, oddly enough, when there are live tv shows on at night, like sports, the Grammys/Oscars, etc. I feel a sense of euphoria when these events happen on tv because I know my anxiety will not be present.... until the show ends. 

In a way, this anxiety has helped me land a top job in NYC's competitive finance industry. But, also in a way, it is deteriorating my life and causing me to be tired all of the time.

I have been depressed once, in college. I ended up on a SSRI which helped the GAD in my chest to disappear. I stopped taking it because I felt mentally weak on it. My family, who doesn't have anxiety, couldn't believe I was on it. I felt ashamed, so I stopped taking it. I wanted something so minimal, just to take the edge off. I think I was just valuable other people's opinions too much.",4.470121951219512,5.513357641114986,5.650750871080143,80.10842595818819,70.14982578397212,9.08494773519164,30.900522648083626,9.3871,2.7653304529616727,2282,95,443,48,40,761,239,574,0.121,0.802,0.076,-0.9266,2,0,1,0,0,0,91.0,0,0,0,9,30,12,0,1,32,0,53,7,3,4,4,77,86,36,0,11,21,0,3,2,1,1,4,0,4,1,28,14,0,2,16,15,2,12,16,4,0,0,24,6,70,8,71,48,14,110,0,2,2,0,14,53,0,8,45,321,98,20,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387931314845234,0.0,0.0,0.07497362229102109,0.03900468171926638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6454817753824771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038575047425564064,0.0417296794566868,0.0,0.0,0.04404165183616506,0.0,0.0,0.17145146273542242,0.0,0.0,0.052813327772770605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04815468133252609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05065642580507628,0.0,0.18713381200464002,0.0,0.0,0.060462430672956285,0.0,0.08074865598726699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05372408739245111,0.0,0.0,0.04797053929720298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455496936367692,0.048435556169640334,0.1568377735634417,0.0,0.0,0.07899029499113086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04419062807661195,0.0,0.02370197152820308,0.0,0.09001684050967887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036216369120394616,0.0,0.024490834638929482,0.0,0.10656310257817997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04145239248495297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0555484203682381,0.28278063782763985,0.0,0.09404112805993288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046517309689020764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12880943071326598,0.0,0.05287829797061624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033109985358378745,0.045802602645337434,0.0,0.16556986863268686,0.0,0.03936412941034928,0.0,0.0,0.03985239551473623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04724009717390664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04982189031235268,0.06891867432671797,0.0347580443022037,0.03615374866326068,0.0,0.0,0.21995028590097235,0.045928638630144986,0.0,0.05336876607687785,0.0,0.04992153116038047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999197979137228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044313079092844335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04712344148203368,0.0,0.0,0.14066639695928904,0.0,0.03003003873205873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232338881304035,0.037354193503651406,0.0,0.048902009831566035,0.0,0.0,0.03877640561099592,0.0,0.0469099670130093,0.0,0.0,0.036087522443123965,0.0,0.0,0.03317915450750132,0.0,0.07487064981743932,0.0783810599601954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04872223061982493,0.10573501096867684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031142406987535308,0.12014528339514775,0.0,0.07442879624181248,0.02733383883373866,0.05387719687928955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048799687478703085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055297492691322434,0.07441615421478409,0.0376011908419077,0.0,0.0,0.08690925395999105,0.042298401450958666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20475821414941964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jerryriggedusername,2019/03/03,"I feel like I""m spiraling I found out a few things about my husband that I wish he was more upfront about. Also I suspect he is cheating although he swears he loves me and nobody else and I'm the only girl for him etc. But I found some messages on facebook (he says he was buying a gopro off her, she's a friend of a friend and she owed him money as he returned the go pro and she didn't have the money anymore so she was trying to placate him with a blow job...)

We have been together 19 years this year. We have a young daughter. Ever since I found all this out I feel incredibly insecure and I can barely eat or sleep. He disappeared in the middle of the night and I, in my anxious fury, got into his call/message list online as he deleted shit off his phone surrounding that night. Now I mean it could be innocent and he's just going out fishing as he didn't have work in the morning (his story and he had a fishing pole in his ute when he got home). But now I can't breath or eat or anything since I went through the call logs. I just don't even want to care anymore or pretend nothing is happening. I hate this. I don't want my life to go away. I love him and we have a good life. He is a great husband and father. I don't want to lose any of this I am so anxious and sad. I don't know if this is the right forum to just blabber all of this...

I am going to ask the doctor for some anti-anxiety meds because honestly I cannot deal anymore with the feeling of a tight chest and can't eat and want to throw up constantly. I experience the same thing when I travel - sick to the point I cannot enjoy being on a holiday.  I also feel sick when I'm in large crowded areas  like even just doing the grocery shopping I sometimes have to go out to my car in the middle of it and calm down before I carry on.  And so it makes sense anyways I guess for me to be on them.

I just want to be relaxed and happy again...",2.056647727272729,3.2541997346437377,3.8086417383292392,90.40998963452093,76.22358722358722,6.3651412776412775,24.26666154791155,6.770275591412753,0.7080123464373465,1480,47,331,13,32,498,194,407,0.102,0.759,0.139,0.9599,2,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,3,0,1,2,22,20,3,1,25,0,34,14,4,1,3,64,68,35,0,8,12,4,5,2,2,0,5,1,1,1,13,26,3,1,10,5,5,10,10,6,0,0,13,6,52,14,49,50,8,50,0,2,0,2,47,26,1,8,16,225,65,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568411461154587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06194212730721354,0.0,0.0696811299694094,0.2058042472570933,0.2710008011977321,0.0,0.0,0.07495665086685722,0.0,0.08515383442689606,0.0,0.08557901909656132,0.0,0.0,0.05552564974231795,0.0,0.07750813267363077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18601955318980906,0.0,0.09286903294301208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843243953389484,0.0,0.07272537429219136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390646057986578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323116908616144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279613517583625,0.07609130859242713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158582659265264,0.1203239054559806,0.08239319855870622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910033954113862,0.0,0.0,0.1842248316737856,0.06507240690732588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996158265138327,0.14074682557738702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25883355330459884,0.07639926135097462,0.14570082229868092,0.10042348582802696,0.10034234670645882,0.0,0.08054773016381128,0.09696356074342466,0.0,0.08992932792587044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136745737922737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038956461048132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05005890683589604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128674559247335,0.08900079000304037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190279688003913,0.0,0.0,0.16441873293404985,0.0,0.06080112648029287,0.0,0.0,0.09922019586606384,0.10117686776861087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709575270921761,0.0,0.08740021273335716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927559334555057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610643978616428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778760415252985,0.0,0.0724358557033948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934992607680854,0.1506958353253438,0.0,0.09115255208318157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008714491631976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210280055895032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0618419379458261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268626685519586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443834863390089,0.0,0.0,0.10474529058387357,0.0,0.0,0.06631225362170247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731378736128548
anxiety,Andromedium,2019/03/03,I don't want to be anywhere and I don't know what to do I feel like my whole body wants to run away but not to anywhere that actually exists. I can fake it during the day but at home all I'm left with is being unable to get through a minute without turning into a crying and hyperventilating mess,4.088809523809523,4.346747047619052,5.723928571428572,82.07732142857144,70.58730158730158,7.56984126984127,26.86111111111111,7.1686216300943375,1.1666539682539685,236,7,51,2,4,81,48,63,0.136,0.7829999999999999,0.081,-0.5315,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,7,1,1,0,1,13,14,4,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,1,5,1,11,12,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,36,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.26851270546417794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585182555205332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056364472355109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022461046023033,0.17745295022368626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13912721427121544,0.19657160474371604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375772894827915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760040479825225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121862116553197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989579562992389,0.0,0.0,0.13442739362070935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29929087234428026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245884463734248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30720200915143525,0.0,0.2652407045090567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,XxDelibirdxX,2019/03/03,"Relationships with compulsive liars I mean it's never big lies it's always little seemingly insignificant ones like
""I posted that letter for you""
But it's the fact they elaborated so much on their story! They don't tell the truth because I'd get mad... well no s@$%! 
  It's the fact I have my anxiety and depression it really messes with my head because that doubt sets in, you know the one that other voice contradicting everything? Yes we've all heard it.. 
""Maybe I'm over thinking it..""
*"" No you aren't they hate you really, they just tell you what you want to hear to shut you up""*
  The latest is a lie about one of our days together, they are planning on something else with friends which I'm cool with but they lied about the whole story behind joining, I didn't mind them going and have never stopped them having outside interests, even actively encouraged so I am confused why they lied. I'm now having the voice tell me *"" its because they don't want to spend time with you""* *""you are boring and they want a way out""* am I crazy or is the other voice on to something this time? ",1.9377515723270449,4.507772334905667,3.050283018867926,88.926713836478,82.72641509433961,6.363522012578617,20.62578616352201,7.6454224807358475,0.8783484276729561,853,25,170,15,24,273,122,212,0.145,0.737,0.118,-0.8444,0,0,2,0,0,0,36.0,1,9,12,1,8,15,3,2,10,2,14,1,1,0,6,30,29,8,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,0,16,9,0,1,4,0,1,1,8,8,1,3,2,6,31,7,21,27,3,22,0,1,0,0,31,10,0,4,9,114,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148506358176304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169085787588033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670037407498018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415898183042766,0.0,0.12575100185870133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196563886546515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964327087495184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121686319882253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280050782002618,0.0,0.07627983288506507,0.0,0.08297609877550632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414639642972715,0.1498398080046019,0.0,0.16455446362847834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023868515456835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132902832829094,0.14633200308643293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466782751425663,0.15903859193670694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742003983856725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073280073506728,0.0,0.2252109368145827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29680347715463473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13982921616958158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18706478319626596,0.0,0.0,0.15675112584143105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329144130688815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22479839677018507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206391172994575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3828356158682764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355195805314592,0.0,0.0,0.17026946521705194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583466568398805,0.11588930902399586,0.0,0.0,0.1312730118604478,0.0,0.13174377441819826,0.16300562127312476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,satancookie22,2019/03/03,"People who think meds are for the weak willed/meds are always bad or whatever I see posts sometimes in my IG about how meds made someone worse or stole their quality of life or whatever it is that made them themself, and how taking meds isn’t self care. 

Idk but since I started 150mg of Effexor X-RAY about 6 months ago I don’t cry every other night thinking about how I’m a worthless being or contemplate suicide. I don’t make myself vomit after meals and generally don’t stress if I over eat in a sweet or miss a run. I laugh now more than ever but knowing that so many people feel this way makes me a bit embarrassed to be on meds and to love it. ",7.8226666666666675,5.358302933333338,7.956851851851855,78.09083333333334,64.1111111111111,11.074074074074074,33.611111111111114,9.2995712137729,2.691222222222221,516,15,109,7,6,169,96,135,0.205,0.6829999999999999,0.112,-0.8945,0,0,0,0,0,1,7.0,0,0,2,0,9,10,0,2,5,0,9,6,0,7,1,24,24,15,1,1,8,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,7,3,2,0,4,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,2,3,11,4,14,20,2,14,0,2,1,1,5,4,0,6,7,64,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347532116640365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590338615041675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630428991047435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207247198400506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201905027307307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15300741600235893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14253206891582995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599898413337213,0.11736081745758913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07043100052275401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655208826073105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838714865172844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257178607250309,0.263605836275314,0.18595904285043854,0.14122178937386448,0.0,0.0,0.6188948981053694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111827768941135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307175538780653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931372077159456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13340470967367554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099891918493852,0.0,0.1453135438928555,0.0,0.0,0.11522505799185835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802296675697435,0.0,0.13776487551754055,0.0,0.09859268650634166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956028260925506,0.0,0.0,0.15236452752397311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473140886117197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17850735554932987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056473066314906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14195202025399364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tristea1,2019/03/03,"having really bad anxiety right now but it’s all my fault so this past week i found out that in my theatre 3 class that i was supposed to have a performance piece memorized and polished to perform by monday, march 4th, if you didn’t perform at the state thespian festival. i didn’t perform at state because i had a model un competition that same weekend, and so i had no idea until last thursday that i would have to perform a piece for a grade. i thought that you only had to have a piece if you were performing at state, so i’ve been spending class time working on the 10 minute play i’m going to be in at the end of the year. i was stupid enough to think i’d somehow magically find and memorize two contrasting monologues before monday without working too hard and so now it’s sunday, the night before and i’ve spent the last 3 hours straight trying to memorize and polish these two monologues and i can’t stop shaking and i’m having incredibly bad anxiety attacks. my sister refused to help me run lines to memorize and i just feel like breaking down and crying. i don’t know what to do. my drama teacher is so insensitive, immature, and rude and i can’t handle having bad grades in any of my classes. honestly just freaking out right now. ",4.453943089430894,5.816597239837401,5.473333333333333,80.16333333333334,70.5040650406504,8.393495934959349,31.14634146341464,8.841846274778883,2.6205951219512205,995,43,186,18,18,328,137,246,0.205,0.7140000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.9873,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,0,8,12,13,3,1,11,0,22,0,0,0,1,37,31,21,0,3,6,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,14,0,2,11,3,2,3,7,9,0,2,12,2,21,4,27,17,6,41,0,0,0,0,6,14,0,3,21,127,31,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347913153093692,0.0,0.2328154723381325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731125214229422,0.0,0.0,0.3811605690492841,0.092759907720459,0.0,0.25896670341568695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16714887529689573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477525685655453,0.15722972492634338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769404701484006,0.1087085065709981,0.0,0.0,0.1390783563774833,0.0,0.0,0.1668438313223418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648030822121025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13631220902069827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199468098833574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14985435521979493,0.0,0.0,0.17177860799379974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836272893740825,0.2480736763794121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434136391057869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14279890924988325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573025576170523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14526111579141562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748240967507596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25990046101108605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12721886018830722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750280245185487,0.0,0.12080401346804576,0.08873010451160153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331175742617636,0.0,0.2972911121368258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12205960580425375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466840590054282,0.0,0.22155953348518226,0.0,0.0,0.10809544018773994,0.0,0.0,0.09799089376235473
anxiety,AltForLife,2019/03/03,How do I not think about it? So basically I watch my brothers breathing pretty often when he sleeps. Due to past experiences. And when he takes something it makes me just listen and watch all night. I don’t know what to do and would like to be calmer about it. The reason for this post is because the latter situation is occurring rn. Thank you in advance!!!!!!!!,2.7481366459627314,5.2282832753623225,3.645590062111804,86.48217391304352,78.56521739130434,6.2616977225672885,22.900621118012424,7.447530270364453,0.9800708074534166,282,9,55,4,7,90,53,69,0.0,0.8370000000000001,0.163,0.8972,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,8,2,0,0,2,0,7,2,2,3,1,13,13,7,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,6,2,7,11,1,8,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,1,6,38,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173801795442508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27889451197155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15669024903525192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929145512133448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903146563118593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675585543881205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27217192592098405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730587454394295,0.2900616815839304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931429022590248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204781408426985,0.2853181779005749,0.0,0.0,0.21949335725524546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21436894680622146,0.0,0.0,0.2624930751451057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826884323546058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025355786294488,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,restlessdq,2019/03/03,"Help! I have not left the house in 3 days and right now I can’t bring myself to leave the door for school today either.

And I literally don’t know whyy I can’t do it 
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anxiety,CPG2515,2019/03/03,"Here comes the backslide. A vent. About a year ago I witnessed a terrible crime, and now I've been in a terrible spot mental health wise. I was to a point where I almost could not leave my home, and I was having trouble doing things like walking in front of my windows..every loud noise sent me into full fight or flight mode.

I sought help and they increased my medication and put me on a second medication as well.

Then I moved across the country and was doing much better...and I did a stupid thing and I titrated off my medications.

A few weeks ago I got a call from the ADA saying that I was going to have to come testify at the trial for that horrible crime....and now I'm having trouble again...

And honestly I have never ever been this bad. I mean I've been diagnosed since I was 11...and this has me wondering if I wasn't actually as bad as doctors thought before or if it is something else... but I'm just being brushed off by everyone.",3.1979649122807,4.701937252631581,4.627894736842105,84.44359649122809,73.84210526315789,7.592982456140351,25.824561403508767,8.238735603445708,1.5899719298245618,738,25,150,12,15,246,119,190,0.129,0.809,0.062,-0.8668,0,0,1,0,1,0,28.0,0,0,1,0,9,12,2,0,13,0,20,6,0,0,2,24,30,16,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,0,6,2,1,0,7,10,0,0,3,0,0,9,3,8,1,1,13,3,22,4,19,15,4,30,0,0,0,0,6,11,0,6,11,108,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.14231529328053713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25855034599929616,0.0,0.14603409271523052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435346117223744,0.0,0.0,0.12409603855929288,0.0,0.0,0.12898044818681326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14891527410825198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512502978473708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643850188476006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14802088036378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492697392486708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182760233527586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13191737683087346,0.12287346035539652,0.13935293383179922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288218927058214,0.0,0.11663869479498593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15501727797669562,0.0,0.0,0.0977510675915302,0.0,0.14628580411994102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15441969486343576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07124830057854273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15885859750875697,0.0,0.4407445031913035,0.1469687942787108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15500101790512727,0.10720653719018636,0.0,0.11247802539724462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378625403981975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14660586643973533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597496201198028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063738053142999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227198882438788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937744534709838,0.0,0.0,0.1157778147979455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698116667997265,0.0,0.1311244415644753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815335931878186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09391386282794324
anxiety,yibbsyibbs,2019/03/03,"Intense testing anxiety The other week I failed an ochem test that I spent at least 14 hours studying for (over the course of a week, not in one day). I have never studied for a test so hard in my life until this one. While taking the exam, I was freaking out, I felt sick to my stomach and I was shaking. The class average was a 76%, 6 of my classmate friends scored B's. I scored a 60%. I feel so defeated and I feel an overwhelming fear of failure for my next upcoming ochem exam, I even have put off studying because I think, ""What's the point? I'm going to fail anyway."" I'm majoring in chemistry. Shouldn't I be excelling?Has anyone else had the same issue? I really don't know how to deal with this.",1.6043154761904752,3.6579222291666715,3.2533730158730165,90.05750000000002,80.18055555555556,6.058730158730159,24.174603174603178,7.1686216300943375,0.9980353174603174,547,20,114,7,14,181,93,144,0.206,0.763,0.031,-0.9744,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,3,5,8,0,3,12,0,9,3,1,1,1,14,19,7,0,1,1,0,4,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,5,0,1,3,4,7,0,2,6,4,17,1,18,11,3,19,0,4,0,0,2,8,0,0,8,75,22,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16189338655059227,0.0,0.0,0.14797388902908212,0.21683594732348466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900530575712854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364813265166576,0.21817721568132345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17678645051396571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13977704254949447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381381970234677,0.2140090286959704,0.0,0.20319424252148854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16350179918847427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202719890329009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18957541717418366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20840907876305653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22088266525353287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163041695541048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494777723079485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632190939461744,0.0,0.22506675721802105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868066433270823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20005506723149574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21274268109683264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557309806703427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15911648931565925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560145920352368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33950738318596546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Angelic_Fruitcake,2019/03/03,"Yesterday I had a new panic attack I've had a few rough years and it's taking a toll. My son relapsed with leukemia early summer and we spent most of summer and fall in the hospital, actually living in isolation for 6 weeks straight (he had a stem cell transplant). Now we're home and recovering. My last panic attack was probably around the time he relapsed, but it was not as physical as this. Last night, heading home from a rather nice evening at a bar, it hit me hard. Different symptoms now. It used to be I couldn't breathe. Now I couldn't swallow and I panicked and had to squeeze my own throat to make it stop. I think the accumulated stress is getting to me. Maybe because life is returning to normal? Anyway, just wanted to tell someone. ",3.3442334217506655,5.512004972413795,4.303448275862071,84.07522546419099,75.13793103448276,7.220159151193633,28.395225464190982,8.139509932561175,2.0122679045092844,591,25,113,10,13,191,97,145,0.128,0.8140000000000001,0.058,-0.7894,1,1,0,0,1,0,18.0,1,0,0,0,8,6,2,3,9,0,11,7,3,2,0,22,19,9,0,5,4,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,6,9,2,1,1,1,1,1,3,5,0,0,7,3,11,1,16,8,3,22,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,16,71,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.15861973673278168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14469884025398747,0.0,0.3698350907763128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990854636343246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16982414121170775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735894144172488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492265972911563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14560771740457285,0.0,0.16681729033444467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32609026341966074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649905098396729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148098079007937,0.0,0.0,0.14352954709981502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084995463312436,0.0,0.16329754246255815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569862455910222,0.0,0.1525367637507877,0.15925884959467465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.381421300955904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17525018892608818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772321209566776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589426784227468,0.18619388452663632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16894570859557076,0.1222130440540966,0.0,0.14207083536550982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415178953932012,0.0,0.0,0.09478085694467536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403860399132251,0.0,0.0,0.09587280762236408,0.0,0.13038318956272385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467316515282876
anxiety,AngryConservationist,2019/03/03,"Terrified of the gym Is anyone else absolutely terrified of going to the gym? I feel absolutely pathetic compared to everyone else and I feel like everyone there is looking at me and like I'm being mocked by everyone in their heads. Last time I tried to go I got so stressed I couldn't open my lock for the locked, broke down and had to leave before I started crying.",3.802500000000002,5.742980916666671,5.151111111111113,79.50500000000002,73.16666666666666,9.244444444444444,28.66666666666667,9.725611199111238,2.8997333333333337,294,12,56,8,6,98,49,72,0.29600000000000004,0.644,0.06,-0.9628,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,2,5,1,1,3,0,5,1,1,0,0,7,13,4,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,3,0,0,2,3,9,2,11,9,0,9,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,5,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13968850745143052,0.2046948285415518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699952498712993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21944531437458314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337755812456696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5726855687431944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020261952687823,0.14272050803387706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22707539480723965,0.0,0.15977966981485914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050285206378597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16284466708029868,0.0,0.2115346703901193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19520160031486866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16776210547249254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414029702003811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288435246716765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649139513773105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13563525956551256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lavalamp070,2019/03/03,"Losing all my friends. Every single one of my friends is either pregnant or just had a baby. Our rare ‘ girls nights’ are turning in to something that I don’t really don’t feel a part of. 
     I’m 37, married and my anxiety is keeping me from even trying to have a child.  Not that having a  child just to feel a part of things is something I want to do. I obviously can’t talk to my friends about it because I am afraid it will just come off as jealousy or they will just blow it off. They don’t understand the depths of my anxiety.  I have always thought of my self as this strong person and never thought anxiety would make me feel this way. My husband is very supportive of me, I just feel lonely and feel like it is going to get even lonelier..",4.986812865497079,4.8835911315789495,5.746666666666666,83.94277777777779,68.60526315789474,8.860818713450293,30.70467836257309,8.515128840125781,2.1130327485380125,580,21,123,8,9,190,84,152,0.081,0.794,0.126,0.8388,0,2,2,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,2,2,8,9,0,1,6,0,19,0,0,1,3,28,36,7,0,2,9,1,5,1,3,3,0,0,0,5,9,4,0,1,8,0,0,2,6,3,0,1,3,5,19,6,19,30,5,9,0,2,0,0,13,4,0,2,3,92,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245970242870365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377607620943825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897152776798367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677648373421738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19441271987995434,0.0,0.12399957637125596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37207538331015855,0.10514040055503826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34111641910983137,0.0,0.07689180349425759,0.0,0.08364179155163727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308140996430847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190128009220009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16464891020405478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823910158171584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350886888017188,0.0,0.0,0.1381118643879962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972821464782752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187479734026875,0.0,0.0,0.12850576236518965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428277439920422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15353350695798862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266018880288017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16701014447023504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829206002614807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977751829910044,0.0,0.0,0.2336778006676272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992078725448172,0.1600819316796588,0.0,0.15321225411522507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143311504470852,0.08680643196593331,0.11681905478194965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454745666190793,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sh_ogun,2019/03/03,"Am I having a relapse ? I quit my medication for anxiety and depression about 7 months ago.  
I'm starting to feeling anxious all the time, little stuff can make me shake for hours, being with people it's starting to be a sacrifice, ...   
Can it be a relapse or a  withdrawal?  Or it's simply my anxiety come ""out"" again? ",2.4933333333333323,4.808375737704921,4.8176229508196755,78.63058743169401,78.50819672131148,8.001092896174864,29.83879781420765,8.841846274778883,2.9209322404371587,244,12,44,6,6,85,44,61,0.192,0.763,0.044,-0.8290000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,5,0,7,1,0,1,1,9,13,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,7,10,1,11,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,7,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252963008787384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888613305903917,0.2871269218247495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21893516514515896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21890646573863112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12851024589424145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502950657888484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547337289296433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696528669591104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25603809274321715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20286700305004293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762016006494524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703290005334715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35978958959160323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29095083791025617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482019479087455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hypercrazytriangle,2019/03/03,"Anxiety over a bruised arm I am just wondering if anyone has had any similar experiences because I have bad health anxiety.

For two weeks I have had bruise pain in my upper arm, like say if someone punched you in the arm, that's were the pain is roughly. Anyway, I don't recall seeing a bruise mark but my girlfriend said that I bump my arms alot going around corners, and saying she might have seen a small bruise a week or so prior. I just don't remember, so two weeks with bruise pain and feeling tender, like someone has punched me, I decided to go to the doctor and I got a ultrasound today. The lady doing my ultrasound said that it looks like a bruise and that's what it looks like when people have bruises etc. But she was puzzled to why there wasn't any mark on my arm.

Has anyone else had a sore arm after there bruise mark has gone and it still feels bruised or has gotten a bruise without any mark?

I can't find anything online about it and I'm a bit concerned, well, I have heaps of anxiety over it. The doctor will look at the ultrasound this afternoon. ",5.4254062838569865,5.691964093896715,5.7023474178403735,83.36236186348866,67.68544600938966,8.807367280606718,29.53015529071867,8.617729084823388,2.049765908270133,844,28,170,12,13,269,114,213,0.101,0.823,0.076,-0.4854,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,12,10,0,0,16,0,24,14,6,0,0,26,40,15,0,2,9,0,3,4,1,2,8,4,0,0,11,8,0,0,6,0,0,3,5,4,1,2,12,12,19,6,16,26,3,22,0,0,5,0,8,10,0,8,13,111,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340990500364617,0.0,0.26334720876475765,0.0,0.0,0.16046984778548268,0.11757355196152865,0.09442836146508707,0.10215062633848776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581032942550123,0.06994971178427803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252758058069331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23490021052083385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958577725795135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797507682486528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122461979230822,0.0,0.0,0.1160407301750782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048781869571692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042860398954378,0.0,0.09177497763486396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197244871725292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242415762148572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890798966268211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173018372792498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36630196091114176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795522654831999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299878511709764,0.0,0.218304486037272,0.18250546379247098,0.0,0.0,0.09143981723434068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944523169947545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163841985845253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876830268580008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241855142058516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761333357156952,0.0,0.10317281681791476,0.0,0.10354280832223972,0.0,0.0,0.11061360347294404,0.12444001572438515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hackuzated,2019/03/03,"My Story of Anxiety. >!Some excessive language!<

# Hello users of Reddit, I thought I would just share my story with you.

To start, I am 17 years of age. I am in 11th grade, and my anxiety started all the way back in 6th grade. Here's my story. I have always been a quiet kid, I try to stay out of trouble, which I'm really good at. I've got a perfect record, I've never gotten ISS or OSS in school. I'm not like all the other kids, I don't go out and party, I try to avoid relationships, and I try to avoid social communication in general. I tried going to a therapist, and he says that I am not ""self defined"". I will list my strengths, and weaknesses that I have gathered through therapy.

***Strengths:***

* Family Support and Involvement
* Ability to Maintain Relationships
* Interest in Hobbies
* Insight to Problems
* Motivated for Treatment
* Ability to Care for Self / Others
* Ability to Participate in Treatment
* History of Participation in Sports
* Support of Friends
* Education
* Sense of Humor
* Physical Health (Outdated, I started Nicotine through cigarettes and chewing

***Abilities / Interests:***

* Computers
* TV / Videos
* Interested in computers and technology, I like to hang out with people I am comfortable with

***Barriers:***

* Poor Verbal Skills
* Learning Difficulties
* Limited Attention Span
* Socially Withdrawn

# How did it all begin?

My anxiety began in 6th grade. I had to working on a project I was getting ready to present, I was comfortable with all my classmates. None of us had any problems with each other, I sat beside the girl I've been trying to get with since 4th grade after countless rejections. I was not a shy kid, I always went up to everyone and like to have conversation with people. But that day everything changed, something struck me, it felt like a knife going straight through my chest and I thought I was going to die. I went to the restroom vomiting, everyone could hear me freaking out and crying. My teacher came in the bathroom and kept pushing me to do the presentation, I had no other choice. She left the bathroom and the only thing going through my head was, ""I need to get the fuck out of here, how much trouble would I get in if I just walked out?"" Or ""Everyone is listening to me crying and vomiting, no one will ever look at me the same"", the anxiety just kept escalating and I had no choice but to do the presentation. So I got over it, I went up in front of everybody with tears rolling down my face, and I stuttered through every word, my voice was getting chocked up, I felt pathetic, I just didn't want to do it. So many thoughts were going through my head, especially of what everyone thought of me now. ""The girl I've been trying to get with for 4 years will never look at me the same again"". After that day, was the worst 5 years of my pathetic childhood.

# Middle school : The Progression of the Anxiety.

So here it begins, the worst part of my trip with anxiety, 7th grade. I didn't clean myself, I didn't engage in conversation with anybody, and I got that shooting pain that just made me want to vomit every time someone came up and talked to me. It was the first day of 7th grade, new school, new people. I was walking around the halls looking for my classes, I was late to almost every one of them because I couldn't think straight. The thoughts came in again, ""What if I'm late"", ""What if.."" ect. As I was on my way to class one of my good friends came up to me, we will call him ""Bob"". Bob and I have known each other since the third grade. He came up and tried having a conversation with me while we were walking to our classes, and all I was thinking was that he needed to leave me the hell alone. Every time I opened my mouth, was a step closer to vomiting. And then all of a sudden, it happened. I ran away from him, I ran into a custodians room and threw up. I couldn't risk being caught by everyone. From these days forward, I couldn't present without getting sick, shaky, and totally lose control of my mind for the rest of my middle school year. I was also bullied, one time it got so bad I had to have my older cousin step in because I was shaming myself so badly after being bullied, I begged for the victim to stop, I was calling myself a pussy to him, I couldn't handle it.

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# High School: The Change

So this is where it all begins, my betterment of a human being. Before high school, during the summer, I told myself I had to change. Which I did, I started showering more, I stayed hygienic, and I tried being a more social person overall. Step by step, I started facing my fears, I started going out more, talking to more people, and just trying to improve my social life overall. Which I did, drastically. The start was not easy, pushing myself to go places with people that I never go to was hard. In fact, I vomited each time I hung out with them, I would always feel uneasy and then my thoughts would just roll in. Leading to hell, I've never had control over my mind to stop my anxiety, I still don't. I'll talk about that in a minute though. Anyway, high school was one of my better years, I improved myself as a person, but I've only nicked the anxiety. I could tell you my life story, but who wants to hear that?

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# My Current Self: An Undefined Individual

So at the age of 16, I realized I couldn't keep doing this. I didn't want to work because I was frightened, I didn't want to drive because I was a afraid to have anxiety on the road then the situation just escalating. I can go out with friends now, I still have anxiety, but I can control it to the point where I'm not vomiting. Unless it's a crazy situation where if someone is pissed at me for some reason, or if a friend is really depressed it makes me feel like shit. In therapy, my therapists name was Larry. I basically told Larry my life story and he got me to where I was today, which was a better individual than what I was. He taught me that I was ""Self Undefined"". I relied on everyone else and didn't care about me. I started therapy on 8/23/18 - 2/20/19. He has resigned as a therapist, and I am left alone with no one but myself to see where this journey takes me. I pray that I do not have to continue my life like this, and that I will conquer my anxiety. I have tried Prozac, Zolof, anti-depressants which I forget the names of. I am now off my medication, I'm not in therapy, so I was kind of just thrown back into this world with no guidance. On the good news? I've been in three relationships in the past 9 months, I am beginning to learn what it takes to hold a relationship, and how to not depend on the significant other as your life. Thank you all for reading, if you've read it this far. This is my story.

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anxiety,Stanleyqr,2019/03/03,"Anxiety and facing with the problem Anxiety is a very common problem in society. Maybe you have a situation when you can't go out of the house because when you go out you are tired and without motivation, this is one of the results of stress and anxiety. Recently I heard about the converse problem, a man can't go to the supermarket, or to the shopping center because anxiety didn't let to it. This can be solved in small steps. the first of steps and we must be focused on this is a step out of your comfort zone. In small steps, you can make more progress. You must know that anxiety is only in your brain and only you can string your brain. I give you a tip to reduce anxiety, So take some deep breaths throughout each day. Slowing and deepening our breath this is very easy. If you are interested in go to our website [hownostress.ml](https://hownostress.ml)",4.832806267806268,6.83242253703704,5.003333333333334,81.38653846153849,70.5432098765432,8.441405508072174,30.980056980056982,9.057496981413335,2.698939601139601,689,30,128,14,13,216,88,162,0.14800000000000002,0.76,0.092,-0.705,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,3,12,0,3,4,6,0,1,12,0,19,6,5,3,2,25,28,11,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,6,12,0,0,2,1,1,8,4,4,0,2,2,1,17,2,22,21,3,28,0,0,0,0,19,13,0,3,7,92,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5975492228523032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587197225727026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29066010492867606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395886569913938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073570420080904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488577664477248,0.29594963742821584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15021656680655948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154653607980008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312347534091964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689981991966718,0.0,0.13078881445271254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821705160442041,0.19802385038072207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3737097720664199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285424574527963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14633393595175684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491270293989122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788328043061244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14962906011840588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148333130040232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549415864740304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MCHitch,2019/03/03,"Symptoms of anxiety? Long time GAD sufferer here. Had it for about 13 year now. Some years have been good and other bad. 

However, I recently started getting new symptoms - constant headache all day, which pain killers don’t touch. Nothing too bad, just like a fuzzy hangover head. Annoying all the same. Then now and again I will get a buzzing in my head, which is very intense, only last for a second or two and then a huge wave of dizziness and usually chest pains as well. I have had dizziness before due to GAD, but this is fairly pronounced. 

Been to the docs about this and they have said that my heart is all good but will be running bloods this week. Anyone else experienced this? I have been going through a really good spell with my anxiety attacks, but this has just come out of nowhere... Headaches, chest pain and very dizzy spells. Has anyone else had anxiety cause these impactful symptoms? ",4.757246127366614,6.994326686746991,4.033080895008606,87.266265060241,71.28915662650603,7.393459552495698,29.929432013769365,8.192908349453996,2.1137793459552494,714,30,133,11,14,211,108,166,0.175,0.7390000000000001,0.086,-0.9353,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,0,10,13,2,0,7,0,19,12,6,1,3,21,25,13,0,0,6,0,1,1,0,2,6,1,0,0,11,9,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,8,1,2,7,3,8,5,14,15,5,24,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,19,86,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27250259995741044,0.0,0.0,0.1660486585045813,0.2433221050340737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508154963292554,0.0,0.0,0.19828244235956408,0.0,0.0,0.10103724246282396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197657344043583,0.0,0.1022822225317544,0.0,0.12831353196536135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657614910209849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19838062743529855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407134705448353,0.0,0.0674815082769971,0.2987752546795094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437187670498431,0.0,0.0,0.1407050319730807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967872697856356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058009360364705276,0.0,0.0,0.10507934145969088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467784347330247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393225692104575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030555478717753,0.3790366231181486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606656556453935,0.0,0.11723939224153168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294697275615065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840433258924341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3702425544263801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692370483544359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598971521367996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077306701552227,0.19594247339697576,0.0,0.0,0.09524441423471468,0.0,0.10675966895447828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292668225881453
anxiety,Adam-Collyer,2019/03/03,Does anyone else feel like everyone is looking at them? I always check to see if there’s something on my face or something. Feels kinda like that bit in Inception where the people in the dream become hostile. ,5.359230769230769,7.251840307692309,5.213333333333335,80.84000000000002,69.0,7.2512820512820495,28.384615384615394,7.793537801064563,1.9386,168,6,28,2,3,52,35,39,0.061,0.775,0.16399999999999998,0.5267,0,0,2,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,5,2,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,2,5,5,1,5,0,0,2,0,1,5,0,3,2,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22481515440890398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18891928986374493,0.27683595703316377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29839756139993706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949715051988142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23644028340099715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22570448683731306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581728755788951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27322681042549696,0.19301986626299827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26399700579930496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268869387335229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18731191821443066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153020717047764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4160024680462022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,unsolicited_llama377,2019/03/03,"What are panic attacks like for you? I think I have an above average amount of anxiety and I'm seeing a counselor. I'm trying to work out if some of the things I experience are panic attacks. The panic attacks described by other people and online sound very different to what I experience.

For me, these aren't triggered by anything in particular, but will happen in times when in general I'm more stressed. It starts as an intense worry that someone is 'annoyed' or angry at me, even though there is no reason for them to be. I struggle to make simple decisions and feel an overwhelming sense of dread, like something awful is about to happen. It gets worse and my heart races and I feel sick and dizzy before it all becomes too overwhelming and I break down and cry for a while. 

If you don't mind sharing, I'd be interested to hear what others would describe as 'panic attacks'. ",5.2230357142857144,6.620197136904768,5.884285714285718,77.81071428571428,68.70238095238095,8.21904761904762,30.66666666666667,8.59863814320734,2.50032380952381,701,28,123,11,12,228,107,168,0.308,0.642,0.05,-0.9942,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,1,1,6,18,5,9,7,1,12,2,1,3,1,25,25,17,0,3,4,0,2,2,0,2,1,2,0,0,11,9,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,14,0,0,0,5,13,4,24,21,4,11,0,2,1,0,5,6,0,4,6,89,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844510015771767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09514123115277684,0.0,0.0,0.5261146655603754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276875997933575,0.09837978460404476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269975647959755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079298785592425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636256669555956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261871602329715,0.0,0.0,0.1169167584974566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06040402578902991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044757903593878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030642161593808,0.13700424121640284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296722354230825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717385931617869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673811479956855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5425968092124355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015283079821903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887139717396827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213012545258033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796014964334164,0.08900601667742662,0.0,0.0,0.0818328380423429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13243650444512192,0.1208658209139932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680941799416656,0.07408137476351065,0.11359107549948033,0.0,0.06741599174418775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849494401091314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953944202043668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416904140088192,0.11741256707165855,0.11782148448182572,0.08212952462293324,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rs42_,2019/03/03,Got a psychological assessment today in an hour Does anyone know what they do in a psychological assessment,6.619999999999997,10.310975444444443,8.89777777777778,47.30000000000004,72.33333333333334,12.488888888888884,31.222222222222214,11.20814326018867,5.632022222222222,90,4,12,4,2,32,14,18,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3468165738533309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4340552469215114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3966986165692505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4884626816987064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27259007568344706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4701525003221683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LouZissouse,2019/03/03,"Paradoxical anxiety? Shitty physical -> mental anxiety feedback loop.  I've been on SSRIs for depression for about 4 years now. Came off them once with help of doc. About a year later I had a traumatic event occur that put me in ""situational depression"" so I went back on them. 

Came off them again with the same tapering off schedule. Five or so months later I started getting brain zaps.

 Long story short my body just decided to ""break""... It was weird. I had no mental anxiety. My body just suddenly felt cold and numb. Felt like my blood pressure dropped. I was driving at the time so I pulled over and for some reason thought I might start seizing. I called an ambulance. I stayed at a family member's house for 2 weeks feeling drug sick. I was definitely in withdrawal. I couldn't sleep, eat, poop, drive... I had tremors. I was told even I was sleeping my eyes were shifting like mad under my lids. 

After a few ambulance trips to the hospital thinking I was truly about to die (worst feeling ever) and a bunch of tests (b/w, ecg, eeg, holter, CT, MRI) all came back normal and I was put back on the SSRIs. 

[For some context: I'd moved to a new but familiar city, had a new job and newish relationship now ldr but I'd moved to new places and had many new jobs and new starts. I consider myself pretty resilient. I'm usually introverted but I interact very well socially. Maybe there was some subconscious stress that contributed to the ""break"" but I was happy and excited about this. ]

The symptoms went away slowly. I was getting back to myself. 

NOW: symptoms are coming back: tight chest, palpations, tremors, cold (not sweaty anymore) and overall just like my skin is crawling! I am not having any mental anxiety but when the symptoms come on, it starts to feed into anxious thoughts and this cycle ensues. I'm trying to find a pattern bc it doesn't always happen. It has peaks and troughs. 

Anyone out there gone through something similar?",2.933615702479337,5.689336848484852,3.7475971074380174,84.35775929752066,79.96418732782368,7.045977961432508,25.879407713498626,8.158263871857827,1.9790617630853995,1528,61,277,31,40,486,214,363,0.096,0.816,0.08800000000000001,0.5009,2,0,2,0,0,0,69.0,0,0,3,0,25,14,1,2,16,0,25,19,10,1,2,51,50,21,1,2,11,0,6,3,0,1,7,0,0,0,8,20,2,1,10,0,0,16,5,8,1,1,28,9,33,6,40,20,8,71,0,2,1,0,9,18,0,5,36,172,41,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06417608423962043,0.0,0.0,0.052449202351735454,0.0,0.2360086645224093,0.0871318848616362,0.07648954746100559,0.05392919482079531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246362830576952,0.2965306280789117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17134206529883456,0.0,0.0860995637313995,0.07875558695491798,0.2646392201835407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287666290822184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285924459461132,0.0,0.08004595071670648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944317069311263,0.07892047303707525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050941847974576016,0.06976604988361518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270874533621817,0.0,0.07799575099148663,0.0,0.14810858812059247,0.0,0.07049294624403148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059165195598546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820340827788675,0.08210343492004052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051696797052829785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899453793596561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15307386978258652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304149487428465,0.0,0.0,0.06825522504373856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819496696641139,0.07748472992596467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23317850489391265,0.08181986690247707,0.0,0.0,0.06156226744481439,0.163948207688275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3724500889075095,0.0,0.0,0.07556836902179721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213804722669768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805816028720407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784661822063057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15506845931871882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07929970017251745,0.0,0.08280584592100544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669430603581811,0.15436598182610795,0.07862155980239713,0.0,0.059376356330197874,0.0,0.0,0.21836437276923235,0.08220742956712039,0.0,0.0,0.08834905068899382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24049435904425906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049420053492908574,0.0,0.12246090692002043,0.04497354333543358,0.0,0.0,0.07369843129614223,0.0,0.0523643674854281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494481403110454,0.06363809209095454,0.0,0.0,0.061866860197666025,0.0,0.06934669678033953,0.14299554200910053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993348927369495
anxiety,MidnyteHaze,2019/03/03,"I need some suggestions on how to deal with the Anxiety I'm getting for an upcoming surgery.   Hi I'm supposed to have wisdom tooth removal surgery this upcoming Friday but my Anxiety is making me very fearful of getting it and I'm having second thoughts. 

  My dentist has told me that I have to get the removal done under general anesthesia because it would be too dangerous to do the removal awake since only 1 of 4 wisdom teeth have erupted through the gums and it would be very hard to num the other ones that are still under the gums with Novocaine.

  The problem is that I'm very afraid of going under sedation, not the pain that I'll have to deal with after the procedure. I'm afraid of dying for some reason or stop breathing and won't wake up during the procedure. This stress and Anxiety has been affecting my sleep schedule and I haven't been sleeping well the past couple of nights due to it.

  Any suggestions on how to deal with my Anxiety? I know that there is an option to take an anti Anxiety pill but I want to deal with my Anxiety a natural way and not mess up my mental health even more during the process by taking those chemical manipulators. Thank you for your time.",6.2386335403726685,6.68457221739131,6.670186335403727,76.5017391304348,65.95652173913044,10.049689440993786,33.81987577639751,9.957137785484203,3.350509316770186,950,40,173,20,14,309,125,230,0.15,0.767,0.083,-0.9298,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,7,12,1,4,16,0,21,10,6,6,0,34,39,11,1,5,5,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,13,11,0,1,3,0,0,4,4,8,1,2,5,1,15,4,33,29,3,20,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,4,8,121,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642195184937893,0.0,0.5158203172055771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06850553436705642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434584139998807,0.0,0.0,0.4634335513332848,0.0,0.0,0.11663223685245408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500330330229913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422563696819719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645824405868325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761410393986221,0.0,0.06386789155478081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067000872681137,0.0,0.0,0.1194542130952976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061760865087368076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501422637972302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132521606576484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332801693797409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546060065817024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615129566117801,0.08546971647798546,0.11957977110425813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727900236850883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075320580565076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554490052323535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929615301555376,0.0,0.22492143066703066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974645871760342,0.09395434097489527,0.12873040189274146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899088085106814,0.0,0.0,0.10346399664447492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921681467443147,0.0655294229305422,0.0,0.0,0.10738348183291642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781747095187435,0.06628437387827761,0.08920166084366364,0.0,0.0,0.10104271723181378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15966242474107253,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Big_fish019,2019/03/03,"Dating Someone With Anxiety Hi, I don't have anxiety, but my significant other does. We've been dating for almost half a year, I've known about her being diagnosed with anxiety (and depression) since we started talking and I've generally been pretty positive and understanding about it. However it does take a toll on the relationship, mostly with them (seemingly to me) randomly shutting down, or starting fights out of nowhere that seem so pointless and not about anything. Our arguments seem to be common, and have gotten worse. We make each other happy and say we love each other, but I'm not sure if its healthy for either of us, and them with their anxiety, to be fighting as much as we do. Sometimes I wonder if I'm even making them happy with how bad their anxiety gets at times with our stupid arguments. Any advice for having a successful relationship with someone who has a lot of anxiety?",9.49231818181818,8.493463769696973,9.47435606060606,63.87153409090911,59.78787878787879,13.098484848484853,40.01893939393939,12.161744961471696,5.115621212121212,722,32,117,20,8,238,102,165,0.151,0.634,0.215,0.922,1,0,0,0,3,0,20.0,7,0,5,1,6,10,3,0,5,0,11,2,0,3,1,44,26,16,0,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,8,21,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,3,1,17,5,25,20,6,12,0,1,0,1,22,5,0,11,7,90,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967385661076425,0.0,0.0,0.12263354466866352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832821225519751,0.0,0.5621239687384753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078034537977892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225527522282002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548110737974972,0.12430196885177985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143443281866209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088865103402944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0639842317320048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607379339381957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411751772792384,0.11053173067612222,0.0,0.16349605953039967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900277286134999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459350971378373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629685981405572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973910983380898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344695295466941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130640947631764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075326878765676,0.0,0.12112352238191135,0.0,0.17336630147389312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11542420123130505,0.0,0.09208034411986336,0.09843476465387542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07141180379713079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749302170059626,0.14731336409152204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13281081625466382,0.0,0.0,0.1248048796022974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886507648988295
anxiety,milkyylove,2019/03/03,"Has anyone taken Viibryd for their anxiety? I was just recently prescribed Viibryd, 10 mg while tapering off Celexa 40 mg at the same time. I have severe panic disorder with depression. Other SSRI’s don’t work on me including Celexa (hence the taper). I was wondering if anyone had success with viibryd for their anxiety and panic? ",4.80141242937853,7.799137305084745,6.045000000000003,69.23721751412431,74.2542372881356,9.357062146892655,31.867231638418087,9.725611199111238,4.199980790960453,267,13,37,8,6,89,45,59,0.28,0.6659999999999999,0.054000000000000006,-0.9282,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,2,1,4,0,2,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,8,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,6,1,7,4,1,6,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,3,27,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38065323822194935,0.0,0.0,0.34792489817743844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21428578389273006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285139313838939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5838119695361894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456539184078639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810662412931422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507369837112455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698063243506262,0.18112489052615596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mangojuicer3000,2019/03/03,"My anxiety is taking over my life At 16 I was diagnosed with social anxiety disorder, and I'm almost 20 now. I was doing fine for a little while last year, but lately I have been getting anxious over pretty much every aspect of daily life. I live in constant fear, from the moment I wake up from the moment I go to sleep. Even when I'm lying in bed I feel anxious. There is no escape. My parents have been very supportive, but even when they let me cry on their shoulder and let me vent about my feelings, it doesn't help. I'm still anxious. I get physically sick and I'm unable to eat. I'm miserable and I don't know what to do. I guess I just need to vent and I need some support right now. If there is anyone out there with a similar experience, please tell me about what helps you cope.",1.8608793456032728,3.7693721840490815,3.7056687116564433,87.84950511247446,78.69325153374233,6.555255623721883,21.90961145194274,7.554174236665415,0.8546674028629853,618,18,129,9,15,208,102,163,0.217,0.669,0.115,-0.9562,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,2,0,13,5,0,2,4,0,15,8,3,0,0,20,32,11,0,3,4,1,2,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,3,8,1,0,3,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,4,2,22,3,20,26,2,23,0,1,0,0,8,10,0,4,12,87,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080135473493332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199854443955029,0.4427047905638854,0.0,0.0913355385969662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14115844905801475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434846455636452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13258090162818972,0.0,0.0,0.1497067495949485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366125593236353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17255221915861174,0.0,0.11005659552934496,0.0,0.0,0.12777561746642174,0.0,0.14698863852509902,0.13209512859879247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649159721889245,0.0,0.0742367925079637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14389737878078238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17510941219309786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717876919840182,0.10647622805043017,0.14734988526592355,0.0,0.0,0.2671443669322275,0.184527593774844,0.0,0.1309198517490308,0.11534363851913955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602388072668801,0.19371250726880826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504281230880145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338624132697944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289186010055332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115524273309192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13071862224151354,0.13315501063473187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431672428748802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964617857116951,0.0,0.0,0.09821320738855424,0.0,0.11417138428727525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777871681053497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411775810625154
anxiety,Brenolds,2019/03/03,"Is Melatonin bullshit? I have trouble actually falling asleep. Sometimes I lay awake for hours. I gave up and stopped fighting it and I get like 4 hours of sleep a night since about three weeks ago. 

Anyway, I wanted to fix this and get more sleep and thought rather than use temazepam or something I’d try the melatonin as recommended by my Doctor.
It’s been a few days and it’s not doing anything. Is it bullshit? Does it with for anyone? I’m taking 4mg before bed. ",1.6942094861660095,4.308813282608701,2.421818181818181,92.59590909090907,84.65217391304347,4.21501976284585,24.66798418972332,5.565023196281405,0.4640521739130441,370,15,73,2,11,115,68,92,0.183,0.7709999999999999,0.047,-0.9107,0,0,1,0,2,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,3,0,5,4,3,1,0,13,13,7,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,6,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,3,0,6,1,10,10,2,9,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,8,42,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.2066407218667742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877065665419438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480628644367976,0.0,0.17425496285488426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18018650278259501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365633915468602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21673852444239625,0.18530678182121493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22126476907263928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4170687866455641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345198976127498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19871617253901366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751645576697879,0.0,0.4238125474841852,0.0,0.0,0.16301807262805754,0.20942947569762546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17703528062079354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15921216467165625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681085052387481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14376662344166727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18288690439927624,0.0,0.0,0.1248976109943658,0.0,0.1698557630058502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,heyitsathrowaway212,2019/03/03,"I’m still affected by a terrible concert experience last year. I love music. I love concerts. Last year, I decided to break out of my comfort zone by going to two shows outside of my hometown.

One was at an arena and I wanted to try to get to as close to the stage as possible. While I was happy to be up front in the second row, another concertgoer/groupie ruined the night for me and my other half by sexually harassing him when he politely asked if he could stand by me. It ended up with him leaving the crowd and me shoving her back after she pushed him. She then tried to strangle me, nearly knocking me out. Security did not kick her out and we ended up leaving halfway through the show.

Sad to say that I’m still not over the experience because it was scary and my last memory of a band that I love was horrible and I don’t find any joy in listening to them anymore. 

My next show after that was at a tiny venue that fits 300 people and it was very nice. I find that I also like seated venues more because the atmosphere is more mellow and generally the crowd is more laidback and respectful.
I tried going to a general admission show at a bigger venue last month and it was too much for me because the place was way too packed and for whatever reason, they didn’t have the balcony open. That’s been my more ideal place to be lately because I can watch the whole stage. Despite hanging out at the back of the venue (because I’m not comfortable with trying to attempt getting barricade again right now), it was still very unnerving with overzealous security and people shoving past me. 

I have another show coming up in two weeks at that same venue and I’m just dreading it even though I should be excited. I was debating on selling my tickets, but keep deciding against because I feel like I’ll regret missing out. 

TL;DR: Bad concert experience has made me dread going to shows. I want to keep going to them, but it’s hard for me to be excited for shows anymore after what happened. Wondering if anyone has had a similar experience.",5.729647355163728,6.329363808564235,6.594131989924435,76.0699486146096,67.08564231738035,9.777692695214107,33.260352644836274,9.791249743138472,3.2287506095717884,1620,69,299,34,25,538,197,397,0.084,0.828,0.08800000000000001,-0.3137,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,1,0,3,2,15,26,1,2,20,0,28,3,0,3,0,53,53,24,0,8,8,0,2,2,0,1,0,5,0,0,16,25,0,4,7,13,1,8,5,9,0,5,15,8,43,17,60,32,7,67,0,4,1,3,22,27,0,3,29,215,59,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981145992955427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059365022054589565,0.1830772434199184,0.0,0.0,0.1731505330249479,0.06104016260252696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161100495812079,0.0,0.0,0.13425216389536507,0.07288943272324021,0.3192930141258724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519872248186672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969963151849065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463864022303495,0.0,0.0,0.05765891172627509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34157326213206274,0.0,0.0,0.044140037123182985,0.06236506621800756,0.0,0.0,0.15957593712886872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912182641729837,0.0,0.198451816472966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719653788940704,0.0929293870305063,0.0782010553732206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15518734841074527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846351539976743,0.0984749320391528,0.18487004997421635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529790775834536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23636712519754335,0.08260262748447662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967971295508217,0.0,0.06417341358380492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284145701078003,0.08192241538533038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05915477473437681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833349605379472,0.12104163585885107,0.0,0.1824137800842872,0.0,0.0,0.09841436446429924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975595888176686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455124705655433,0.0,0.06942215836481806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091467322736983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576895825449038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370760043060379,0.0,0.17055316533420786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14405850122014352,0.10298018362352493,0.06929237522913577,0.07002446854105739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746409542727552,0.0,0.0,0.09466998191749587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243294146920756
anxiety,readyheartsx,2019/03/03,"Scared of getting a heart attack the way my dad did He was 56.
I have acid reflux and digestion issues so I think it’s that I’m 24 years old female and 145 lbs. this morning I woke up feeling like I need to burp and this heaviness in my chest. Well whenever I burp I feel so much better but it comes right back. 
I keep burping over and over again. 
I’m on SSRIs so I’m not as worried but I’m still concerned... 
the burping is annoying ",-0.43693548387096826,1.7512635053763468,1.89701612903226,95.26552419354843,91.36559139784949,4.820430107526882,19.577956989247312,6.42735559955562,0.11488602150537595,338,11,76,4,12,114,67,93,0.085,0.813,0.101,-0.1478,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,2,1,3,0,4,7,2,0,0,13,16,10,0,1,3,1,2,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,5,1,1,3,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,3,3,9,3,8,13,1,13,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,6,44,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792756059513617,0.0,0.18876347388338852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171122945266664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114643321255263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24825005431443656,0.17537514788147254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825623012173665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909019268099197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562234592644526,0.0,0.2181991123181842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993199153198893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804603535251124,0.18202465511399232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257596115560208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209643583662487,0.0,0.0,0.2457741718410747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19604532540278505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572974272044133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19485524973850346,0.0,0.0,0.2207212703692684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493028076327548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580848456729272
anxiety,ckley,2019/03/03,"Should I avoid or face triggers? I literally separated two weeks ago. We used to live together. Since the breakup, I've been staying at my mother's, as staying at my place, where we lived together, is too painful. I have a friend catsitting, and today I went there to drop some cat food off and had a full blown anxiety attack. I'm afraid I'll never be able to go back to living there, and that makes me even more anxious. I mean, it's been two weeks, so it's okay that I'm at my mother's and taking some time, right? Or am I avoiding reality by not being there? Should I just medicate and stay there? Should I progressively work my way into living there again? Should I take as long as it takes to heal? HALP",1.4904166666666685,3.738281097222224,2.9859444444444456,90.75350000000002,81.77777777777777,6.34,20.71111111111111,7.554174236665415,0.6556061111111121,554,16,120,9,15,181,92,144,0.127,0.8340000000000001,0.039,-0.8827,0,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,2,0,0,2,12,7,1,3,3,1,12,5,1,3,1,25,22,11,0,4,4,2,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,5,8,1,2,1,0,0,2,2,5,0,2,4,0,16,2,14,12,4,25,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,4,9,77,21,1,0.13583642246570535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041079261510723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039144913856264,0.15345649308579812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15453354053739168,0.0,0.10444982419416096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971867593478691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16425394123311468,0.0,0.10494688304018908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719896923884448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4797841987033714,0.12021095935921625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906718667829652,0.0,0.0,0.1479656858769456,0.0,0.1368409049177627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476542305537084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453953068339034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14192015016790302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600356258810952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123652923584897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4343506582120029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063962539285586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920731030732582,0.0,0.12875704556150214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653848938896797,0.0,0.0,0.11731905560543818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782062948825118,0.21791956915058736,0.0,0.0,0.1259217245125909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889053335901694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Aware_Experience,2019/03/03,"Help ? Sorry for the mods i don't know if i'm right to post this here so tell me if not i will remove the post and put it at the right place. 

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So, i'm new to reddit and wanted to find a place where there are people who're struggling with the same problem. 

I didn't know that i had anxiety issues until latel but i've always felt that something was ""wrong"" with me. For instance, for apparent no reason, i have this urge of chest pain, and sick to my stomach every morning going to school. I'm litteraly stressed whereas i'm used to go to this place... That's a example amoung a a lot.

So my situation right now , is that i moved to my place this year. I'm finally alone, and it's a relief but at the same time i've never been so anxious about everyhing. And since september, i had as a goal to find quickly a job to sustain to my needs etc and not survive through my scolarship but i can't. I'm litteraly froze by the idea of applying to a job, to got through the process, to go through another environnement, and to learn new things. To go trough stressfull situations... i tried to motivate myself but 'im scared about several scenarios that may even not happen but i can't help to think about it... It has been 2h that the pages are opened and i don't have the bravery to apply. So came here to have some encouragement.. Maybe it will help me",2.8722776501476908,4.328589678700364,4.14500328191664,87.77075073843125,74.5956678700361,7.635641614702988,25.948309812930752,8.296473431620573,1.5285032490974726,1059,37,228,18,22,348,143,277,0.146,0.8190000000000001,0.034,-0.9811,3,1,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,3,15,8,0,3,17,0,20,4,2,3,1,42,40,22,0,5,10,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,16,12,0,0,10,0,0,8,10,6,0,0,9,2,20,2,38,28,6,30,0,0,0,0,5,11,0,5,9,148,36,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058327607450444,0.0,0.0,0.08502604009420861,0.11071731915751998,0.12416586365188585,0.0,0.1071497992840483,0.07817118483474836,0.11543987489276684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687232719388548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396319822383978,0.06749217655890123,0.0,0.08609520310034695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811354884802648,0.1119385861418595,0.18679033302575845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23229618171451685,0.0,0.08172661605434027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903617881256941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054771956424091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153543377618527,0.11037724964707507,0.10665450899644917,0.20280553330292825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231632037575134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687396562481049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265848768171844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860639945114356,0.0,0.07576882410440641,0.07881131053762541,0.19738166681718855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873196046400473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07084215790567062,0.0,0.4270459737662705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19572981549908605,0.0,0.0,0.09777716897466864,0.0,0.102724069219859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506311761172464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26179609248856106,0.0,0.0,0.10230493217509776,0.10341659539452858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543987489276684,0.0,0.08452842256013789,0.22972026505756346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866694445128834,0.0,0.11438765300145087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705248170205415,0.1068258661025091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893141248934945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788712094128947,0.06547597129885017,0.0,0.0,0.059584849155636485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937685373105303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825496288421783,0.0,0.0,0.060271313896649074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172316980180326,0.12416586365188585,0.0658037388279249
anxiety,TheHumanCell,2019/03/03,"Having a hard time because I have to taper off medication I primarily struggle with depression, with anxiety being kind of the slow-burn, ruminating variety as a side symptom (not panicky). I've been taking wellbutrin for nearly 6 months and it was working awesome, but unfortunately I have to taper off due to a seizure. I was probably going to try tapering off in a few months anyway for other reasons, but would have chosen better timing and better planning instead of rushing into it. Right now is really bad timing with work and family so those plus the tapering is putting me into a really bad anxiety storm right now, the kind I wouldn't normally have and I am blaming it on the withdrawal. I'm not sure I have any question but *waves*...hello. I have a therapist, but right now it feels like too slow of a balm for this brain fire I've got on the daily. I guess...any advice?",4.65653846153846,6.409083261904763,6.236904761904764,73.36450549450552,70.54761904761905,9.216849816849816,30.18498168498169,9.661875296680813,3.166393223443224,700,29,119,17,13,239,100,168,0.183,0.733,0.084,-0.9457,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,5,7,10,0,1,12,0,16,3,1,1,1,23,21,11,0,3,6,0,3,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,7,10,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,4,3,10,6,24,14,1,26,0,1,0,0,1,13,0,1,11,87,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368785450233658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905100426143808,0.0,0.21431222363498711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23391162764958465,0.08538771881481924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24776787461113545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15636874175461862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206454017150384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320491594852896,0.0,0.07082554728612138,0.10006878639677654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960719693323841,0.0,0.11202985379967527,0.0,0.15430713779221658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547865625268492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917307191691811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06843300768513562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14110966731443814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236112213050925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372426324626983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102330155602112,0.0,0.0,0.14081290786292575,0.15691476935745854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17946979015569922,0.14401924702172367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3588669075362038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643560126765104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201794587778126,0.14559036342371875,0.10531810276133498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16263653599017192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450345650605396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510094943125401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20395086207920665,0.0,0.0,0.09950444409378263,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Thedonnerkebab,2019/03/03,"Had a falling out with my mom and she won’t speak to me I had a falling out with my mother. She’s ignored me all day today as a result, refusing to be in the same room and whatnot. I accept responsibility for the situation that’s led to this. I’ve been stressed in my own way and it’s caused me to act inconsiderately to my family. 

I wish to make amends but I can’t broach the subject. She can be very cutting when angry and will say things that help her to vent but leave me feeling legitimately hurt. The best thing I can do is just disappear for the day. It’ll calm in time, it always does, at which point I’ll ensure to never let this happen again, but it’s scary and disorienting in the meantime.

",3.0462951432129515,4.240959856164388,4.861706102117065,83.84674346201744,73.72602739726027,7.5008717310087185,24.231631382316323,8.00094639256281,1.1157753424657533,553,16,121,8,11,189,91,146,0.172,0.696,0.132,-0.5081,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,1,1,9,0,14,0,0,4,2,25,18,10,0,1,4,2,1,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,11,9,0,2,2,0,0,5,3,4,0,0,3,3,17,3,20,9,4,22,0,1,0,0,10,9,0,0,7,86,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730577836901711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182644018862572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21365492700834068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26826252099921605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18200655346404854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960670313850455,0.0,0.10516200827584936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839179005159689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940602995406762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22264915944021368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22022303324179093,0.0,0.21267580738348485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882967910479269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435861435042408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16040863147627954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966103277419369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653957284203088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337806153005144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23824281404081946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763481558870429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212760458438658,0.0,0.19714272962496013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17160702941006886,0.0,0.16508652489266792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23916917204175095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pleasedontstopnow,2019/03/03,"Anxiety about a moldy utility room in my old house. Since 2001 to 2016 I lived in this one story bungalow, it was a fairly old house from the 60s, but fairly nice. Most of the rooms were very clean save for two, the bathroom and utility room. The Bathroom had quite a bit of mold, but there wasn't a smell and no one else in the house appeared to get sick. And what mold that did develop on the ceiling from vapors from the shower were typically cleaned. 

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The room that worried me was the Utility, I had my clothes sometimes washed in there though I barely spent time in it, it did smell pretty bad and it was very moldy. It wasn't a part of the main house (it was a part of the Garage next to the house) thank god, but I keep thinking about it since I deal with anxiety and depression related issues to this day. 

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In the last year before we moved, there was an issue with the shower boiler and there was a leak in the wall, a nasty patch of mold developed, but no one else got sick from it and we covered it up to negate the spore transfer in the air. We have however moved to a newer and actually clean house so things are fine now...

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But I keep thinking the mold affected me and I dunno how to get it out of my mind. ",5.2887782204515315,5.341367625498009,5.415681274900397,86.03871447543163,67.96414342629483,8.92440903054449,28.28711819389111,8.648137234880735,1.7647655245683938,978,29,210,14,15,308,121,251,0.124,0.7559999999999999,0.12,-0.2368,3,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,3,0,0,1,10,6,0,0,28,0,16,3,0,2,0,31,26,17,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,9,0,16,15,0,2,2,0,1,3,5,2,0,4,16,2,15,4,33,10,5,29,0,1,0,0,4,17,0,3,9,141,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.08194295920505491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272945552314631,0.3060995379130374,0.0,0.0,0.12847419224721665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701117437675778,0.0,0.0,0.07145259227430993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916738857874622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05415393597803539,0.08656975478935107,0.07232354865618655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14029292310181274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877420954681173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671587683164581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5813431332552711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752864808408455,0.0,0.14927342964866905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844705137198541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414736693538762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478612708105296,0.0,0.0,0.17849440905700378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930343126230651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17622553650802647,0.0,0.1707014688076877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818634356434115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542804475486415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893128147553412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13892230024787594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304883388130442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730862638900296,0.0,0.0,0.055786176487914216,0.10760963316603664,0.08250045307916874,0.0,0.04896379261504954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202684106532132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385686833843012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527597734246681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060995379130374,0.0540741592355044
anxiety,blopiblop86,2019/03/03,"Conversations triggering ? Hi all, i'm suffering from general anxiety for years now, had panic attack etc..

But i also have a strange thing, when someone important is gona respond to a text from me, or any conversations even with Messenger etc... I have the worst feeling ever, but i do not looks like m'y panics attacks. I get totaly shaky, i wana trow up, i can't respond if anything.

Last exemple : Asked a girlfriend of mine what she did the other night and also thought about her seeing someone, same thing happened weeks ago when we had a serious talk about relationship, what is this ? Another anxiety trigger/moove ?",4.99675675675676,7.595717549549551,5.748009009009008,73.62255405405405,71.70270270270271,9.124684684684683,33.62252252252252,9.642632912329526,3.870469549549549,492,25,78,13,10,160,86,111,0.246,0.731,0.023,-0.9707,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,0,0,9,9,2,3,6,0,9,0,0,1,2,16,17,9,0,1,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,4,3,11,1,9,13,5,10,0,1,2,0,12,1,0,3,10,59,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329189436212586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585409495444624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992671681131773,0.16950284524034942,0.24732175578179924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330231764901988,0.0,0.15111979277071316,0.36779765808652304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605622498726709,0.1067674977894326,0.14622058038498792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173448257829903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844548182306986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14294548651190048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317653345570903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897343103930192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574426691348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15169643411033032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793200394841533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17355029946568454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881315271675522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27392898151775064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299271700447151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21478453961858912,0.0,0.0,0.12833107875670866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12966490463184688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409651752326372
anxiety,actuallyfullydomein,2019/03/03,"On my way to uni for week With my job we need to go to a university for a week at a time every month or so, and I’m on my way now. It’s only my second time and I’ve been crying for around 2 hours before I got into the car because another person from work is coming. I get really bad homesickness and anxiety about being around new people. And there’s 2 people to a room so I don’t even have my own room to be alone because I’m introverted. I just want it to end.

Do I have to feel bad about just staying in the room the whole time even if everyone else is out in the games room and things around the campus? I want to just stay in the room, but then they’ll think I’m weird, I hate my life ",1.932662337662336,2.512573954545456,4.045324675324675,90.99512987012987,75.68831168831169,7.418181818181819,19.844155844155843,7.686295010490155,0.3004753246753253,535,9,132,7,11,185,88,154,0.131,0.853,0.016,-0.9386,1,1,0,0,0,2,9.0,1,0,1,1,14,5,1,0,10,0,10,1,0,0,0,24,23,11,0,4,6,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,6,1,3,13,0,0,2,1,0,3,1,5,0,1,2,1,15,0,26,18,2,34,0,1,0,0,4,16,0,2,11,84,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477775988667201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496166210328129,0.10915287396947733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3810570480482817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23827037002160265,0.17395769130200114,0.0,0.12141357984648728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290963697672805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15673168055535336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919417811691667,0.0,0.12637567836987715,0.0,0.0,0.18848288042283126,0.0,0.12021742888066556,0.1363406822252862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07214532055724686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454650401708786,0.0,0.08109060870663813,0.0,0.11411743394947076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14087091586433312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051500430630506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159185935152274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078193303386697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113889012223804,0.0,0.0,0.10579838243167383,0.0,0.13780510201762314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851761607378156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978382481972104,0.12458617037238533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140702781171417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30416433115463226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947929134235322,0.09142614965246887,0.0,0.0,0.24960057382235445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683174469887622,0.2265118449777388,0.2289050059313195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593015970466822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387565565281914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cliclia,2019/03/03,"Tonight I managed to read 50 pages of my book and I feel like climbed a mountain Longtime lurker, first time poster. 

I've been going through a bad patch anxiety-wise since November and I haven't been able to read. When I'm wt best self (or at least not my worst self) I'd average a book a week but, for whatever reason, when my anxiety gets bad I cannot read. I haven't read more than a headline since before Christmas.

Well today I want for a bit of a hike in the rain and when I came home I hid my phone from myself and sat down with a book for an hour and I feel so flipping calm for the first time in weeks. 

I spend so much of my time doing nothing but sitting still and telling myself what I ""should"" be doing and feeling painfully overwhelmed.

All of this is to say that you don't need to listen to your brain all the time. You don't need to punish yourself and remove the things you love from your life. You can have a minute or an hour or a day where things are ok. 

Putting this here as a reminder for myself tomorrow morning and the morning after that and the morning after that...",2.718,4.175647399999999,3.34011111111111,93.3795,75.0,6.066666666666666,24.5,6.42735559955562,0.555133333333333,855,27,188,6,18,268,123,225,0.068,0.7979999999999999,0.133,0.9094,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,6,0,4,9,12,1,1,19,1,15,4,1,1,2,28,28,21,0,4,6,0,3,1,0,1,2,2,1,2,8,12,0,0,4,7,1,5,6,6,1,2,4,5,25,6,27,22,9,31,0,1,0,1,13,5,0,3,21,128,33,8,0.12223518089452445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935095788119083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204122540560022,0.0,0.0,0.10401313589476154,0.0,0.12827828103743705,0.0,0.13344915890253115,0.0,0.0,0.13645488747973927,0.0,0.139804483119588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883157941275702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18541734064953916,0.08732483765479226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079463648500228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06386283694634902,0.0,0.06946907021320738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261185288466625,0.0,0.2407540615579265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633832318956737,0.05971793504758763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103220231373994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898569225176498,0.18127167559387336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728795276935552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13006685069282126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288011838250207,0.0,0.0,0.4890730378817966,0.0,0.0,0.12567812420020075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720632200824257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550359043507526,0.0,0.0,0.2022284095589133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761717335998732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10683893583550197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16241524544863306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851052678755317,0.0,0.11586465890345635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209747669592315,0.0,0.1960993780022736,0.0,0.10990410747925652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chandra1313,2019/03/03,"Clonidine for stomach pain due to anxiety? I've been having bad stomach pain for weeks. In desperation i tried clonidine, and it worked. I take it, my stomach stops hurting. It wears off, it hurts again. Is it safe to assume that my stomach pain is anxiety induced and thats why the clonidine is working? I've always had stomach problems and been diagnosed with gastritis, but when thats the case antacids usually clear it up in a few days. ",4.416764199655766,6.569277216867473,4.815008605851983,81.66024096385546,72.01204819277109,7.634423407917385,34.74870912220309,8.418075326091056,3.032695008605852,351,19,62,6,7,111,52,83,0.233,0.7070000000000001,0.06,-0.8577,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,2,8,0,0,3,0,7,11,6,1,1,11,8,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,9,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,3,0,4,1,9,5,1,11,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,1,7,39,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15901224996726235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923851556395541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956226503605736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324504028765634,0.0,0.0,0.1939646013881655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4091574853320959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6100383008867349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18285889377965125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597699064537321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14368499073567706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974577664914455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21047195637090024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532905716358354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724399146016658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27824919895103417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HarryA17,2019/03/03,Anyone feel constantly light headed even when they aren't anxious? When I get anxious I get lightheaded and slightly dizzy but recently I've been constantly light headed for seemingly no reason. Is that normal? I have a lot of health anxiety so I my immediate reaction is to think it's because of a brain tumour or something ,4.372500000000001,7.209809916666668,5.616666666666671,72.60500000000002,74.83333333333334,9.333333333333334,31.66666666666667,9.725611199111238,3.9526666666666666,265,13,41,8,6,88,47,60,0.118,0.833,0.05,-0.5822,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,5,4,3,1,0,9,10,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,4,9,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,5,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15256786879367276,0.450611455446909,0.0,0.13945017376743424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215742346355236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22263635056190653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4310385760518309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13172548886914906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084075114626327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20839398598128406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4093574103105175,0.21199096781344556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16955321602264406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954047752136606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050532555790884,0.1969188281038585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815588949671796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15353545024058785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12779043095456255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PierceTheSilence1,2019/03/03,"needed to vent a little So i struggle with anxiety and depression. So finding the courage to post about it is for me one of the hardest thing ever, so forgive me if it doesn't make much sense here and there.  


I have issues with opening up to people about the issues I struggle with. As in anxiety issues or the dark spaces my mind can go in when not feeling well. Yet what can make it even worse is the moment when I do find the courage to talk about it. But then the other fun problem comes up. That being that when i try to talk about it i cannot find the words to explain how im feeling so i cant stop feeling a certain way and all that is able to come out is usually something that just explains barely to not even. This is probably because of past experiences with past close friends who f'ed me over whenever i felt comfortable enough to open up a little ad trusts em with it. Which has 90% of the time backfired hard    


I with my anxiety has been asked last year to go to 'counseling' at school which i awkwardly agreed to.  
and in ways it helps but also not since im quite unable to open up about the thoughts or feelings i experience. But a few weeks ago when i had a counseling session I somehow Found enough courage to kind of opening up about my anxiety . But left the session after half an hour in pure anger and frustration from the fact that the counselor man just directly dismissed it when i told him i was having issues with anxiety and wanted to deal with it better and more healthily. He simply said something along the line of 'NO you do not, its called just being nervous with school' or what ever.  After what he said and being so dismissively about me i felt myself closing down again.   


Lately tho my anxiety and depression has gotten worse again which im not to stoked about. And im a little lost since at the moment i do not have a friend i can talk about it. I know im probably not the only one who experiences these type a feelings but i do right now feel quite alone on it.  


All advice and stuff is very appreciated   
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anxiety,ClericUla,2019/03/03,"It's gotten worst but I hope it gets better soon I've spent my entire life ignoring my anxiety. I've acknowledged its appearance but never its severity. As a kid I was always told to ""suck it up"" and ""deal with it"" so I guess that's what my default reaction has been. I'm 20 now and it's only gotten worst and worst to the point where I'm etheir consistently late to work, unable to go to work, I can barely hang out with my friends without feeling super bad, etc... I recently started therapy and I'm actively seeking out medication, but until I find a solution I just find myself stuck in a never ending loop of anxious behaviours. ",3.02512987012987,4.995587039682538,5.1725108225108265,78.38006493506495,75.42857142857143,8.708802308802309,27.327561327561327,9.339509955726095,2.6817873015873017,501,20,93,13,11,174,83,126,0.231,0.623,0.146,-0.9109,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,4,5,10,1,0,4,0,4,2,0,0,2,23,20,10,0,1,5,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,9,8,0,1,4,0,1,3,3,6,0,0,7,1,12,4,15,13,4,18,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,3,9,62,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551182427011351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426125079798667,0.2106040750711684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556547886021471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487532720166614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19219314992002065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16511477695974286,0.0,0.20791008285810125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426068897239936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407731111599657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402936486971366,0.0,0.09739792927468817,0.0,0.10594805854128493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20536512147084368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185159353985698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21029241354320335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316755455567559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18780080029584773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28756065746504395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14178251864083638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17622927952679904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18406947784219274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106040750711684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319506252750895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131900852355728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781344450652874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17970439271363306,0.0,0.2714352308276192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,plss3ndh3lp,2019/03/03,"I just want to go back Ever since 9th grade I just don’t know what happened. Everything was fine,I had friends who cared about me, I would look forward to events or literally anything and I would feel excited about literally fucking anything. People thought I was some Super human for how fucking optimistic I was.

All went to shit. I don’t know what happened I felt the constant feeling that no one cares about me, that my friends were secretly talking shit about me behind my back. If my Friend didn’t pick up my call I would literally go fucking insane, and would hours just thinking about this fucking shit. I still can’t get over this after a whole fucking year.

My grades have just tanked from straight A’s to me getting my first D and even nearly failing a subject, but all I can care about whether or not people like me. I feel so lonely and am in constant despair if no one picks up my calls or responds to my texts. I just don’t know what to do. 

My prelims are coming up and I’m additionally taking an entrance test for a new school but I can’t even focus on these things even though I know how important it is. I just want it all to go, I just want to be my old self. 

My mom tries to help out however possible and I’ve branched out more, tried making friends but always end up in the same clique of people. I can’t handle being lonely and I just want someone who wants to talk to me.

Sorry for the messy... just... everything. Just wanted to see if anyone would listen ",3.3061599099099124,4.981937206081085,4.009864864864866,88.28085585585586,73.89864864864866,6.5549549549549555,26.52252252252252,7.1686216300943375,1.182673873873874,1167,42,238,12,24,371,154,296,0.1,0.772,0.128,0.544,1,6,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,3,27,22,8,0,8,0,25,8,3,5,4,65,64,21,0,14,21,1,4,1,4,5,0,1,0,2,13,11,0,0,11,0,0,6,10,12,0,3,9,7,36,10,36,48,7,32,0,4,2,5,17,13,8,7,16,169,49,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908870007163442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058057421393410726,0.0,0.13665538414161404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769190185492366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16956849862568166,0.0,0.25396785792024346,0.0,0.0,0.07152412007492175,0.0,0.17945469389225632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354109422671412,0.0,0.0,0.16452418829431048,0.07510657206187131,0.0,0.0,0.149246372164636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259493729858776,0.0,0.07972307709278657,0.0,0.0,0.07062638849150707,0.0,0.0,0.2565991315454434,0.3838055332433899,0.08676086327540575,0.0,0.1415658180289049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468486235707427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0556541357822837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176911337094939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18252734251747027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04056490320110586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06972538706986216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05542404309235952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724526485500352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019215503428383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712739077540962,0.0,0.11252832685094534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17269036384203962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360532451517407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403211691060299,0.06616520267916462,0.0,0.08661976309588329,0.0,0.2556913345804755,0.06868435631384323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035215814363645,0.0,0.0,0.09294675185812548,0.0,0.0,0.06630891012822149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06242921052797221,0.13347484101164556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055162311831090285,0.0532031097526477,0.08157783891042024,0.06591758416661284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274561614365598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29384410169744324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697085472338862,0.0,0.09270149058735763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949152959428443,0.0,0.0,0.0534694403083736
anxiety,sempiternal9,2019/03/03,"Does anyone get embarrassed over the littlest things? I hate myself. Today was supposed to be a good day. I’m at the opera house waiting to watch a ballet performance. I got all dressed up so I could look classy. But the performance hasn’t even started yet and I feel like my day is already ruined.
When I got here in the morning, I asked a worker where the rooftop resturaunt was. He told me to go straight and then left, but he wasn’t very clear so I accidentally turned in the wrong direction, and a lady held open the door for me and I said “thank you.” Then, the worker said “Miss, that’s the wrong direction” and I was so embarrassed. I said “sorry” to the lady and went in my way. (Mistake 1)
Then, I decided not to eat at the restaurant after all, and decided to eat at Ladureé. When I was at Ladureé I got up to go to the restroom and when I was walking back I slipped on a heel, but luckily I didn’t fall because I held on to the railing. Luckily no one noticed, but I felt so embarrassed. (Mistake 2)
Lastly, when I got to the opera house I went to the coat room and gave my coat to the lady to store. She told me to have a good time at the performance and I told her “you too.” I feel so stupid. (Mistake 3)
I just feel like this day can only get worse and my heart just feels like it’s sinking. I feel like everyone is watching me and judging me. I’m so timid and awkward and scared of what people could me thinking of me. If anyone can give me advice on how to make this stop I would greatly appreciate it. ",1.1376923076923084,3.251735782051284,2.7355769230769242,92.81567307692309,82.2051282051282,5.823076923076923,23.532051282051288,7.04035,0.7689820512820518,1172,43,258,15,32,384,148,312,0.162,0.718,0.12,-0.9368,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,2,0,5,19,23,2,6,23,0,17,4,2,2,3,47,55,33,0,7,8,0,6,4,0,1,0,3,2,0,7,15,2,4,9,3,1,6,5,15,0,1,23,12,42,8,33,28,2,44,0,2,3,0,15,19,0,1,22,168,49,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584266280310744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823374368838723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371596643430005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916915811614122,0.0,0.0,0.07541748314595519,0.0,0.059788671339969776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566178341653243,0.0,0.0,0.18976050156828464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583048859604109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007206973426203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06478092981383367,0.0,0.0,0.09371966457847697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24796103162955554,0.2802735505438119,0.09417220255392544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248552725349096,0.09408729468300298,0.11148227402724804,0.16452973891266678,0.3137742149369225,0.10813357100457352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683371660010363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622529884073972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263423548639856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799483088633742,0.0,0.0,0.10656423137074182,0.0,0.0,0.19166777902407706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236251677355325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546917658956529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166475562990708,0.0,0.0,0.06646156154339145,0.07459427672868535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06799633814065402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798896843487156,0.0,0.09819521267120797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979255520362767,0.06942154470556966,0.0,0.0,0.08199929050130611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029890720582444,0.0,0.0,0.06516000877706035,0.06284571808855077,0.0,0.0,0.05719124982953424,0.0,0.09296839308706484,0.2811589937354309,0.0,0.0,0.10668290003870427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092629029256806,0.0,0.07785135657194374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818423268666225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995192208779796,0.06967323389551731,0.21447021537950725,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lonelyantisocialdude,2019/03/03,"I just want someone to give me a hug and tell me it will all be okay. That I have nothing to worry about. Every single night I sleep with a pain in my chest and every morning I feel like I've fucked up. If you don't know me, you'd think I'm a easy going and rather social guy- and I am. Until I form a personal relationship (be it platonic or romantic). Then the anxiety hits me, and it hits me hard. I spend hours feeling burdened as if I'm not doing enough. I imagine meeting them, having good conversations and a good time but I end up just being super serious and personal because I break down. I live in a third world country under a highly conservative family making therapy almost impossible for me. 

This is consuming me inside and I don't know what to do",2.3379723502304124,4.28751006451613,4.714953917050688,80.97814516129031,77.38709677419354,7.783410138248849,24.61981566820277,8.634040054169528,1.88794930875576,600,21,117,13,14,210,103,155,0.07400000000000001,0.785,0.141,0.8340000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,1,1,4,10,1,0,8,1,13,5,2,1,1,28,27,15,0,4,8,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,6,9,0,1,6,0,1,1,3,4,0,1,0,3,23,6,14,20,4,16,0,0,0,2,12,8,1,4,7,85,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17018178477860715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300123612524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360080033492113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505265024385529,0.17560523440684667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863827808480496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021506132396382,0.0,0.17186507579419066,0.12141331918860285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571173373014756,0.0,0.16303287582827236,0.09658730118542323,0.2850943539675674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16827861274903524,0.0,0.0,0.1522430789013242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17956299257861716,0.0,0.0,0.16736790188742434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868016974554213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302967293085038,0.0,0.15007020612152125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344388393212075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15948788273728212,0.0,0.16307295872518632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18084027961725302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967900266929669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18246420868450972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17007414397153836,0.17324405705089455,0.14399927572084906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485450207150152,0.0,0.19435424542839003,0.0,0.0,0.1088979993312556,0.0,0.0,0.0991000321917701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024174319543767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17259390354548765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,simplevalue,2019/03/03,"Supplements recommended for treatment of mild anxiety? Hi everyone,

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I just had some quick questions as to the potential supplements available for the treatment of anxiety? 

I heard about 5HTP but was told that there may be issues in the long-run due to toxicity and serotonin production issues.

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I currently am taking L-Theanine but want to add something else to help strengthen overall benefits. Any recommendations? ",9.927428571428573,12.493048314285714,8.918571428571429,56.05642857142857,58.71428571428571,12.457142857142856,46.85714285714285,11.979248473330829,6.9890857142857135,362,23,44,12,5,113,55,70,0.036000000000000004,0.784,0.18,0.8907,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,9,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,3,1,11,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,3,3,30,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3944178120669065,0.4423267167921521,0.12377376132572313,0.0,0.27847592340394073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15204688437596206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739193664787369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199817600294885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3799445146030029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16107405937542685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20389404090621824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401210052255795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13684966456960368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739193664787369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735483815180262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4423267167921521,0.0
anxiety,drnorman87,2019/03/03,Who can relate? When you plan to have a productive day but your anxiety has different plans...any advice? ,3.895263157894739,6.770410368421057,4.883421052631579,76.97144736842105,76.89473684210526,10.115789473684213,25.28947368421053,10.125756701596842,3.407084210526316,83,3,14,3,2,27,19,19,0.131,0.8690000000000001,0.0,-0.3421,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5215799020409668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629721858442712,0.0,0.4083216569500969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34422827623420904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.557661112501777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bungholius,2019/03/03,"My dad and brother wanted me to walk the dog with them, I refused. As the title might suggest, I refused to walk the dog with them which resulted in an argument, they think I should say ""fuck it just do it"" and I tried but to no avail to explain that if it was that easy, there wouldn't be a single person on the planet with anxiety, and I have pretty bad depression and ADD which makes things even harder, so can anybody help me with how to explain to my family how hard things are for me? ",9.0622,5.476735620000002,8.791999999999998,76.55600000000003,62.8,12.0,36.0,9.516144504307137,3.0505000000000004,382,11,81,5,4,124,68,100,0.201,0.695,0.104,-0.8103,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,0,6,3,1,0,6,0,9,1,0,4,0,25,15,10,0,4,3,2,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,9,9,0,2,3,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,2,13,0,14,10,1,4,0,1,0,1,13,2,1,2,0,65,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21688414023355584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367187526354876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441864843758392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18725547932288505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672677081855005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26210014407985444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25396899922401484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900305720439684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18924492251631286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30075898311746546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475497296916065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884312828033188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254582882512037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767024867131883,0.18166156456663632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19248447244821693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16722136325367346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OurFriendIrony,2019/03/03,"Pre Interview Suggestions So, I hate my current job and I have a 2nd interview with another company tomorrow at 10am. 

Whenevr I have to do a presentation, or an interview, meet new people or do anything formal, the day or so before my heart starts racing and I overthink everything.

My Mother and sister are on various meds but I've always tried to convince myself that Im fine and I dont need medicated support. I just have to sweat through the pre-jitters and then when ""it"" starts I know I can handle it. 

Last year I didnt handle it. I had a second interview booked, I didnt sleep at all the night before because I couldnt quiet my brain. I stayed in bed, i was shaking, i started crying,i emailed them cancelling it. Real low moment in self esteem.

So tomorrow I have another 2nd interview. I am very uneasy but ive been trying to practice what i might say (which always goes out the window on the day).

Im scared that tomorrow morning I will end up the same as before and Ill be stuck working a job I hate forever.

Anyone have any good tips on how to help myself. Im going to do some more prep tonight and then try have an hours downtime before i sleep but im expecting  a sleepless night followed by a bad stomach tomorrow and a panic attack",2.3357333333333337,4.525430060000005,4.284500000000001,82.89808333333336,78.4,7.206666666666668,26.416666666666664,8.212053250817874,1.9795866666666664,985,40,186,19,24,335,143,250,0.181,0.7709999999999999,0.049,-0.9871,4,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,1,6,12,3,3,15,0,23,8,6,1,1,27,34,22,0,3,7,2,0,0,0,2,2,2,2,1,8,10,0,0,1,1,0,3,4,8,0,1,6,2,29,4,19,24,5,37,0,1,0,0,14,10,0,5,23,121,37,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745375193440411,0.0,0.0,0.07132215823471763,0.2199521481246018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333470089183175,0.0,0.08630749937527403,0.0,0.0,0.11931641155730754,0.0,0.0,0.08757061775442956,0.06393401953029014,0.0,0.356981430463878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170810314179705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13527815377552754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291885765314535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289276063139434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425959506295596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05960585613628085,0.08796856749954074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20709504290866676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428358683110717,0.07029901265043756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328590776733038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4531546176694314,0.0,0.20815490556021685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05763943586727576,0.08549139202676281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164983006943903,0.10565580567340667,0.0,0.11126135827247556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776736743323205,0.0,0.10129398726582194,0.0,0.1968459968804503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230543614075388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271075127181417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937667187967392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340497472296292,0.1050034145934439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094129616076762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20991196220727515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22270431649791428,0.1117883787885968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901685102532272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21362039094192425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865371801734638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635406227252724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06753943454183907
anxiety,VixenRay,2019/03/03,"Anxiety Medley I hate anxiety. I hate that one minute you can be happy, and enjoying life, and then the next (over something small and insignificant) you’re obsessed and worried, and can’t think about anything else. I hate that my friends and family have to deal with my relentless complaints, fears, and worries. I hate how I say I’ll get better control with it, and never do. 

I know that anxiety has helped make me this understanding person that I am, but sometimes, I wish I could change, like really change. To Just wake up one day and not have this feeling of dread. To be able to go an entire day, without getting anxious or worried.  But I know that I suffer with anxiety, and from the many psychologists I’ve seen, they’ve all said the same thing, it’s something I’ll live with for the rest of my life.  

Through going to many psych sessions, I’ve learned many ways to cope with my anxiety (and I figured out that medication isn’t the route for me.) I’ve learned how to know when I really should worry, and when it’s my anxiety telling me to worry. The difficult part of the matter, is that when something insignificant does happen, my anxiety likes to tell my brain to through all logic out of the window, and obsess and worry until I’m on the floor paralyzed on what to do; the only thing I feel like I can do, is to be anxious.  

I’m sorry if this post made 0 sense. I’m sorry to those who feel annoyed with what I deal with on a daily basis. I’m sorry to myself because i almost always put myself into similar situations. 

I don’t know exactly what I was trying to get out of writing and posting this... maybe comfort, because currently I’m in bed obsessing over an incident that happened to me at work, YESTERDAY morning, thinking that something bad is still going to happen from it. Maybe I’m hoping to receive some advice on how others cope with severe anxiety.

Thanks for your time and understanding while reading this post. I hope you go throughout your day with little to zero worry and anxiety. I hope you find something you’re passionate about, and flourish in it. ",7.462681391758701,6.7996491596010005,7.71799073744211,73.73911886949297,63.638403990024926,10.630613941337137,35.554090963068525,9.957137785484203,3.4536839092744334,1647,66,300,30,21,539,190,401,0.202,0.6779999999999999,0.119,-0.9836,1,0,5,0,0,0,50.0,0,5,0,3,10,26,5,5,13,0,21,6,2,6,4,75,61,31,0,7,7,0,3,3,1,1,3,2,2,1,27,31,0,1,16,1,0,6,6,13,0,3,4,6,39,13,58,52,6,42,0,1,1,1,17,17,0,7,18,201,66,6,0.0612489022507671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05985171841129384,0.0,0.0,0.06133192821854362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05096399321989764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4216971831859725,0.13838765147294044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05040262780769213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05114027501103437,0.07467352464062056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05416967670155685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837403114000185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958643453339164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869585197410423,0.048902264578701705,0.0,0.0,0.11850142486945404,0.1262898575805362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053599327108714914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05116559854303897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0577400140293166,0.06892204324054416,0.09290785590476046,0.04375622800605735,0.0,0.0,0.05598038703977926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04732074994447146,0.0,0.09600007041243296,0.0,0.1392366505224688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16248660594824207,0.06520059536465107,0.0,0.2418824422929336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0410538481072404,0.0,0.0,0.18250193974880596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13464317951938887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652382200990112,0.08976935951451269,0.06138749071923383,0.05408390281933508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05795519224617685,0.04088411785790751,0.1862903204608116,0.12306550944579164,0.0,0.0,0.06170182530632096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04723892929084402,0.0,0.06513890239733712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300768259833803,0.04658255014294795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06632659247562832,0.0,0.0,0.053480178965078284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17597855278761845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061572063822336924,0.0,0.0,0.061265477073568365,0.0,0.07847523029923549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05826173189796543,0.04870758542073824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06919382573647022,0.0,0.0,0.06884633235826881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357619865163285,0.06057673045638395,0.205689394644748,0.0,0.0,0.04891345245589503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706848044363253,0.056389760142967676,0.0,0.0,0.08138209817925897,0.07849164688002684,0.0,0.0,0.035714727453046706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04158398414473551,0.0,0.0,0.12752453460320276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04861652770492656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07043321486288404,0.05904175609756567,0.0,0.044589930309463566,0.4354086332968419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,p1nkahb00,2019/03/03,Higher hr So yesterday I got two piercings and im fine. Today my heart rate wants to be in the low hundreds when I'm just sitting and I'm dizzy. Not super but enough to make me slow at making breakfast. Is it from wound healing? I am trying to not freak out. ,-0.6939545454545453,1.490680763636366,1.4657954545454537,96.7986931818182,95.9090909090909,3.4772727272727275,17.784090909090907,5.148860815047168,-0.5747727272727272,202,6,44,1,8,67,46,55,0.093,0.8240000000000001,0.083,0.1119,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,3,4,1,2,0,10,9,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,4,2,7,7,1,9,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,26,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34986523682954546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708100664050088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4012436892346948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3657470693103436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.452037451535413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320954055584666,0.0,0.0,0.2298877804188648,0.0,0.3307638724286881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19971557990136365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pappyon,2019/03/03,"Struggling with wife's new anxiety This is more to vent than anything else, but if anyone has had a similar experience, or can share any useful insights I'd be grateful to hear them!

My wife and I got married a month ago. She was very anxious in the lead up to it, but had a great time on the day. The next morning however, she developed this strong anxiety about the wedding, around not having had a good enough time, about not having spoken to everyone, about other people not enjoying it... 

We had a short honeymoon straight after the wedding and she would have waves of anxiety attacks which caused vomiting at the worst times. She went away with work for a week and a half shortly afterwards to Asia (which she was also worried about) and has just come back with a bit of a stomach bug. Perhaps because of all of this, the anxiety has persisted, and now she is suffering from a constant feeling of dread with waves of panic. She's really worried about going into work tomorrow, about whether she will be able to manage.

For me, it's been very frustrating seeing someone I love go through this. I know I can't fix it, but I can't help trying to come up with all sorts of different techniques I've heard or read about in the past. Nothing seems to work for very long. It feels horrible to say, but it's obviously a drag - having to babysit her all the time, not being able to socialise, waking up to help her panic attacks, potentially having to take time off work, which I wouldn't be paid for. And I'm worried that I'm going to start losing my patience.

She knows she needs to see the doctor and try to get professional help (live in the UK so this is covered, but access to services might take a while, I don't know).

Right now, I feel that all I can do is constantly reassure her, that the wedding was fine, she'll be fine, she won't feel like this forever. I just wish there was more I could do. ",8.4225935828877,6.389445163101609,8.197486631016043,75.47505347593584,62.60962566844921,11.580748663101607,37.24064171122996,10.194018383442646,3.537277005347594,1497,57,296,26,17,482,193,374,0.196,0.7040000000000001,0.1,-0.9898,2,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,1,0,1,8,16,20,3,4,24,0,40,5,2,3,5,56,70,19,0,6,15,2,4,1,0,6,2,3,0,0,19,17,0,0,9,1,1,7,9,10,0,1,13,9,31,10,56,45,9,46,0,2,2,1,31,16,0,6,24,207,50,10,0.17839997583105258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907040726781654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133319810897837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060659050580478886,0.0,0.27295098641709664,0.1007705965774248,0.0,0.06237070555355894,0.0,0.07340398972294397,0.07940690074046211,0.0,0.2029557271645457,0.0838063249306832,0.06858928472037938,0.0,0.05437548470894992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738328420943296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163295885676284,0.0,0.15367578256503978,0.0,0.19278699612084899,0.0,0.07121893208147137,0.0,0.0,0.057526612874630824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319500212207599,0.0,0.09129996735866143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451514401097017,0.0,0.0,0.09216743217651056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523441103478895,0.0,0.08725470431711109,0.0,0.0,0.1804087761993764,0.06372448918985231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04660331209213057,0.0,0.1520832262407653,0.07481671779878155,0.07134137891001853,0.09834330158048817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053486923845376,0.0,0.1793666149341884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14706594173147536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04357860843010064,0.0,0.07876522354894559,0.0789391823453176,0.0,0.0997919700042124,0.0,0.0,0.08050647169380723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462709102116948,0.0,0.0,0.07119857933664844,0.0,0.0,0.06614066079041986,0.0,0.08614990416912198,0.09486519909996176,0.0,0.0,0.08558979414192515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209313933215638,0.0,0.0,0.08515148165438513,0.06184004029472365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922412669906761,0.0,0.057143796354915725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761763022994058,0.0,0.07093541061578619,0.0,0.0,0.1421616832146147,0.0812043188810423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557886029592371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06313621055642771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325119476307094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341345796740198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26006615140422223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112187310731395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770401498530934,0.0,0.2207979954262921,0.0,0.0,0.07155084984550705,0.0,0.0,0.08268928245413074,0.0,0.0,0.1025755839492166,0.0,0.0,0.25975461427692736,0.2717607527960064,0.0,0.06336511214250891,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,simplysoph,2019/03/03,What do you say when someone tell you you’re using your anxiety as an excuse? This happens to me often and I’m not entirely sure why. I am pretty good at hiding the severity of my disorder. But it hurts when someone says I’m using it as an excuse... ,1.432500000000001,3.4037064807692365,4.350615384615383,82.39438461538461,80.34615384615384,7.236923076923077,23.861538461538462,8.238735603445708,1.7086876923076924,195,7,38,4,5,70,40,52,0.2,0.675,0.125,-0.5391,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,2,1,7,7,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,6,2,5,7,0,3,0,1,0,0,8,1,0,1,2,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18186911235492714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724686339073974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19940356668403228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21023115143981794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25450371619569234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418652711182269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3781180008197176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685765556898499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4028696995089732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240654893545063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20779371132054852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4106590374599227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21452179495614448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ObsceneNotHeard1964,2019/03/03,"Distractions? Ok, so I’ve never posted on this sub before. But I’m kind of at a loss and needing some help. I can feel an attack blooming from between my ribs. Like, any second now it’s going to explode. My heart is racing (140 BPM to be exact), and I can’t catch my breath. I’ve taken a double dose of my anxiety med, but it doesn’t seem to be helping. I don’t want to go wake up my boyfriend because I don’t think that’s fair since he’s sleeping so well. But I don’t know what to do. Just implode in here? If any of you guys have some good distractions, I’d love to hear them.",0.8833571939871163,2.2854437637795293,2.942648532569794,94.52896206156048,79.86614173228347,5.563063707945597,20.99427344309234,6.11248444174946,0.008707086614172965,446,12,106,3,11,151,88,127,0.07,0.728,0.202,0.9582,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,1,6,10,1,2,3,1,11,7,5,0,2,17,23,8,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,2,0,0,4,0,0,3,6,4,1,1,1,2,12,6,15,20,3,10,0,1,0,1,8,4,0,4,3,63,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877213776143556,0.0,0.1618345347511873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406677192261347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895840949695164,0.0,0.1800127609322213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696561585838037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404565350500812,0.17743740552854498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094669363780408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384312876541783,0.2506867830626937,0.2835938965580433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22029590477202335,0.1162618904357146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335223789391312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909313838656397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23498343568917185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15686102780075165,0.16315976022303322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026056256867037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925864176335124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17499565814679668,0.0,0.21170194662803474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355521650967902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477718054199392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19020810837921248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,brenna_,2019/03/03,"How can I stop myself from being like this towards others? Hi Reddit. I’ve never posted here, but my struggle with anxiety has grown exponentially over the past 8 months or so. I moved to a new state and still have 0 friends, someone totalled my car and I still don’t have another one, I was laid off from my new job, blah blah blah. Through it all, my wonderful boyfriend has supported me and laid in bed with me while I cried until I exhausted myself and fell asleep. We have decided to get married, and will be doing so before I finish my Bachelors degree and apply to the Air Force Officers school. 

We’re supposed to elope. I have always felt I’m not deserving of a real wedding since I barely have my shit together and can’t afford to drop the sort of money for it. He is of the firm opinion to get permission from my parents (fine, whatever) and then propose to me. I asked him last night in a joking manner if he was going to do it when my parents come down to visit soon. This launched us into a horrible and exhausting conversation about how he feels like he’s being pressured, and that I can never have any surprises because I always ruin them and hound him until he has to tell me. That I ruin it for myself by not just letting it be. That I always second guess him and never trust what he says off the bat. 

I apologized a lot. I haven’t ever had anyone in my life as truthful as he is, and have had my guard up since I was 4. Everyone from my mom to the police have let me down multiple times and told straight up lies to my face in order to lead me a way that they think is best that has turned out horribly for me in the end. As I’ve grown older, I’ve become far less trusting of people in general and demand explanations for everything that someone wants me to do or say to me. I feel that if I don’t have this information on what the person truly means, why is it worth doing or listening to? How are they trying to fuck me over this time? We have started to work together, and it’s exacerbated the issue. 

I feel like I ruin everything because I have to know or be in control of what’s happening in order to feel safe or that it’s going to go ‘right’. I can’t even just wait for a proposal like a normal fucking girl and be happy and surprised when it happens; it has to be a goddamned business plan, with timelines and a budget and a spreadsheet involved. I can’t let it go and just let it happen. 

He suggested I talk with a therapist, but I’m afraid to do so in case that information came up when I apply to be an officer after I graduate. It’s my one true goal and I can deal with this and maybe seek some counseling after I’m in, if it’s possible. I’m trying my best to deal with this but it’s so fucking hard. I’ve made so much progress and it’s still not enough. 

I’m not even sure what I’m asking for in this post. How can I let go, I guess? How can I switch my brain off and not run through 50 scenarios every time I have a conversation, or plan something? I am so tired. I’m not even tired, I am genuinely exhausted. I wish I could just relax. 

Thanks Reddit, I hope to hear from you guys.",4.6498108775282665,4.657725451863353,6.021428571428577,81.30305860805862,69.32608695652173,9.21382385730212,28.779901258162127,9.057496981413335,2.144266571110049,2437,79,511,42,39,828,283,644,0.135,0.733,0.132,0.3628,4,0,1,0,0,0,56.0,3,1,3,9,28,35,4,3,23,0,60,13,4,9,9,106,107,58,0,8,22,3,6,7,1,1,6,4,1,3,37,37,0,5,12,2,3,15,15,13,0,3,9,10,75,22,84,83,9,82,0,3,0,3,46,29,4,17,35,366,112,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786384470219178,0.0,0.0,0.048665294175468575,0.07504004546373612,0.05474549932103251,0.0,0.0,0.05003851370321785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380348989310356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724828146737702,0.07903571136587775,0.0608948423557649,0.0,0.15020190736959885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988797559338706,0.0,0.08184900769466434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061645188101408975,0.0,0.0,0.08026398991507554,0.05713723257190088,0.0,0.07860859544409912,0.0,0.14755662189096333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06338357720501038,0.07394370926258609,0.0,0.1418000602315763,0.06473283079269188,0.060294914204486384,0.06838151351178075,0.12863242044648027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14473761263260465,0.10224924336694577,0.06871170282500445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05528939647984321,0.19847652176384692,0.07477742796207151,0.0,0.20335451108381966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576694257369492,0.0708586213745621,0.18984877436385586,0.0761801444835129,0.06410639182565027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065670233150876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107820647357163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07469317961846599,0.07101523540424685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03932915340780608,0.05833339659690113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658900815284549,0.05054706345176711,0.1398482685576949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06084030370247585,0.0,0.06771464116533449,0.0,0.0,0.07189465248043063,0.07795308669367075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381372098920696,0.05712090405530512,0.07606014390061286,0.05260703933417362,0.0,0.16558139255461407,0.13823198317343818,0.0,0.0671570279318007,0.07011654598946335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698588208001728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589244857534193,0.0,0.0683149812687845,0.04961277375703031,0.062486051511925385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067653025282813,0.13707514481407596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145436142851907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06111441120697375,0.0,0.11381954026777445,0.0,0.07242557682761369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345839137716907,0.11839530665056408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127019577624032,0.05509269385067996,0.0,0.0,0.050652659915545635,0.0,0.17145091334385532,0.05982987259494758,0.0,0.07481318586313644,0.0,0.0,0.08120884463316577,0.06744728083010088,0.0,0.0,0.057519628849328076,0.0625492164926472,0.06588559584550817,0.0,0.08309015901761653,0.0,0.045854680978198135,0.0,0.0,0.12518688283500504,0.16450228290853874,0.0,0.06838151351178075,0.0,0.09717315931331337,0.07783999444816582,0.0,0.0,0.08608147799088255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0422097116857313,0.05680337862153865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06457447682044573,0.0,0.08229391855525625,0.0,0.07760702110688504,0.05209871649924133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,deviousdevil90,2019/03/03,"Calling the doctor's office every month for my prescription is always disasterous Hi everybody. I've been prescribed Alprazolam by my doctor for 2 years now. I do not plan on taking the medication long term but it has helped me in moments of major panic. 


However, I have to call the doctor's office to request for them to send the medication to the pharmacy. Simple enough, right? 



For the past several months something has gone wrong when I speak to the secretaries. One month, the woman rushed me during the conversation and only sent half of my medication to the pharmacy. It took another 2 weeks in phone calls to correct that. Then, just last month, I called in the prescription to the doctor's office on a Monday. I waited and waited until that Thursday to call and ask if there was a problem. The secretary told me there was no record of me even calling earlier that week! 



How can I slowly and polietly communicate to the busy secretaries in a way that ensures nothing will go wrong this month? I don't want to sound rude to them but it is very anxiety inducing to have such problems receiving my anxiety medication.",5.9284294871794865,7.563697932692307,6.7805000000000035,71.14783333333334,67.26923076923077,10.354358974358977,31.65512820512821,10.504223727775694,3.718218205128206,902,37,150,25,15,299,121,208,0.157,0.843,0.0,-0.9868,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,1,8,7,1,1,17,0,13,8,0,2,1,17,23,11,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,1,8,2,0,1,8,4,0,2,1,0,0,7,3,7,0,2,7,2,17,0,28,15,3,34,0,0,0,0,20,7,0,1,19,104,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642057543479927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630519438441963,0.14051899678904195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586062964005227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5626906669464133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.376020031684569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489817403535207,0.0,0.060661309926505876,0.0,0.07738152871537265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0521963855374797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061560299692985064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486414838438324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812779968749473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3700878755666689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665402742272042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812565337152131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06223506508117878,0.06985059572911591,0.0,0.10775774909450073,0.0,0.0,0.08767435453697439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17576233137873104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843325806380612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103756233474495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070508230189032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905436326839551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775974095372012,0.10204074143309008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577993694668367,0.05417126900288356,0.0729005477812873,0.14734152488945565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20083139038801695,0.0,0.05914375856407536
anxiety,teaturkey,2019/03/03,"Starting a new job tomorrow.. So yeah, I’m starting a new job tomorrow, and I’m freaking out.
It’s a completely different career path than I’ve ever been on, and I’ll be the only female working there besides the big boss who happens to be a woman, so I’m quite nervous. 
What is actually scaring me the most right now is the prospect of “lunchtime”. I don’t currently have my own vehicle, so I won’t be able to sneak out to my car to eat lunch if I’m feeling really uncomfortable. I have no idea if there’s a lunchroom, though I assume there is as it’s a fairly big company.  In my last job, no one took me around and introduced me to my coworkers, so it was literally months before people really started being friendly with me. I’m so worried that the same thing will happen again at this new job. 😓 
Any advice for how to deal tomorrow would be greatly appreciated!! 😳🥺 ",2.67135593220339,4.4139354576271215,5.0120000000000005,80.14613559322035,75.77966101694916,8.335819209039547,28.749152542372883,9.029198982220553,2.551349830508475,684,30,135,16,15,240,111,177,0.113,0.8109999999999999,0.076,-0.7490000000000001,6,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,14,5,0,2,11,1,16,2,0,2,1,18,28,13,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,8,7,2,0,3,0,0,2,4,3,0,1,3,1,12,2,17,17,3,26,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,4,15,88,20,7,0.13225975209725072,0.0,0.1290664393483091,0.0,0.0,0.12924269903258614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994116680628246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773922006234327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254330764372474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867183372688152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13635399690603944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818329088835055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13533474507879595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963651778567097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687450462127431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218355638583547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14581684360516078,0.0,0.0,0.2339137239701196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493051614054405,0.0,0.0,0.5249895837679303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780935043322168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556847229238776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38321187821461655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962263093038504,0.10058950132264427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169225904839506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067452653010748,0.0,0.0,0.16945796779601144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294910563604416,0.0,0.0,0.13241508474965125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808423998149266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786750239436418,0.0,0.12994453491610902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14694545104744133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628667473284347,0.13431619829590336,0.0,0.0939535331722166,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,average-unicorn,2019/03/03,"Fireworks in march.. Help? Hi, I’m a 16 year old dutch girl. So sorry for my English.
My anxiety reacts to loud sounds, crowded places and angry people.  This is why also why I don’t like living where we live. 

Because I live in a not so save neighborhood. 
There is a couple, across the street who buy a lot of fireworks every year. But this year, most of the fireworks are very illegal in the Netherlands. 
I spent almost all of New Year in my room, having an anxiety attack because of them. 
But somehow, after literally 48 hours of setting off fireworks, they still have quite a lot.

They are still setting of illegal, very loud fireworks right now. I’m very much having an anxiety attack. But we can’t say anything about it because we have no proof of it being them who do that, except us seeing them. 

What do I do now?

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anxiety,anotherlostsoull,2019/03/03,"I went out to eat alone for the first time :) This happened yesterday but I’m still happy I did it. I usually don’t like to eat by myself because every time I see people eat out, they’re with someone. 

I just wanted to share that. Thanks for reading :)",0.12932773109243811,2.5046888235294134,2.059271708683476,93.27529411764704,92.13725490196079,4.4829131652661065,19.050420168067227,6.18269132825596,0.06317142857142821,194,6,40,2,7,64,39,51,0.025,0.629,0.34700000000000003,0.9659,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,6,8,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,6,4,9,6,0,9,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,7,25,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180796771987274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835719843976878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6463752865474325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774083371567126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17910470769579495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862000900933117,0.22414813812227835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287040418916443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597781272424507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21061989603638906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16779138136037994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17840927434084453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16815581569160915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938580418555616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455618577521521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319053024609542,0.0,0.1241954625996078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19519393148618647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,belugawhalr,2019/03/03,"I don't feel like I belong here or anywhere I'm new here and I feel like I don't belong here. I have acceptance issues where I never feel truly accepted but like I see all the problems people have here and mine just look so minimal. I also am depressed and have a shit self-esteem but like I have anxiety and I've been taught to ignore it and I also show a strong lack of emotion and don't really do the many things people do when their anxiety kicks in. For example people bite their lips and do stuff like that but I don't do any of that, my legs just feel sore and waves of like idk what to call it kick it. I also count my fingers but idk if thats just bc im uncomfortable. In conclusion I have some mental disorder and idk what it is, but im wondering if its anxiety?",0.5375151515151515,2.6734882363636387,2.9316666666666684,90.37083333333337,84.81818181818181,6.575757575757575,18.863636363636363,7.793537801064563,0.6669999999999998,609,16,134,12,18,209,85,165,0.318,0.6459999999999999,0.036000000000000004,-0.9921,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,2,13,13,1,0,4,0,16,5,4,0,2,34,25,22,0,4,11,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,12,9,0,1,8,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,7,18,9,8,23,3,6,0,1,2,0,3,3,1,5,9,92,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33281588191264283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943380078753013,0.0,0.31837358225740997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165411196441569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948395686572635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15899129123987796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15604736796872598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805748587721446,0.1982108623696952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996944073799677,0.1447932430382826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4066452474213173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649437090976986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406457501491852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398025431890739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699355656140026,0.1339818256334291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885241107059147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274144266526755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887102351531882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054615809452166,0.0,0.1447208145305484,0.0,0.1423995975296006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15880735751507352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216297083087846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15044174482871092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Noabbang,2019/03/03,"Scared of death I believe in the afterlife. I do. I'm only 15 but all I can think about now is what would happen after death. I think about it and start panicking, unable to breathe.

Worst is I think of it at night, before sleep. I listen to the clock ticking, the wind blowing, cars driving by. Randomly, i think of how I'd never be able to listen to these little things when I'm gone.

Everything I do, everything now wouldn't matter after I die. I'm afraid. I'm terrified of dying. I know I've sinned. A lot. And I don't know beg for forgiveness. 

Sometimes I doubt. I know I'm not supposed to but I do. I start thinking too much. What would happen if I died. Would I become a ghost? A new life? Afterlife? Would there be nothing? Blank? Everytime I think about this I want to cry. I want scream. I don't want to die. I try to focus on the present but death is everywhere. On the news. On TV. 

Am I supposed to think like this? I feel lightheaded whenever I do. Can't breathe. Just panic. Trying to get a hold of myself. And I start crying. Is there any way to get help without my parents finding out I think about these things? ",-0.8443181818181849,1.1698430476190502,1.2717738095238111,96.23051785714287,103.37229437229436,4.387922077922078,17.463311688311688,6.2581,-0.04954987012987022,868,27,188,12,40,286,118,231,0.223,0.6709999999999999,0.106,-0.9872,1,0,0,0,0,1,41.0,0,0,0,0,12,9,0,4,9,0,20,4,3,1,2,42,50,9,8,9,7,1,1,1,0,5,1,3,0,0,10,4,0,1,14,1,0,3,7,7,0,0,1,4,29,2,31,42,4,24,1,0,0,0,5,7,0,4,14,120,39,0,0.1009593607572087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865582735889998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150168198220503,0.08590897999610357,0.11374662694638545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22179823421086786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41911950815422655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18147152710283507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051048086288218594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227502669905338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549419810338853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17855605858838094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767093138356815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16645387307033752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131058222582852,0.04932364401168101,0.10118780245445637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583203817487263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421674668948221,0.0,0.07786608296312549,0.0975071797369091,0.0,0.09474352089598023,0.0,0.0968732295355588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678414325888991,0.0,0.11845405693911297,0.11210342238605876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010779326208513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103227240013203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985138931304947,0.0,0.21437866553679116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13414582641202327,0.5175254545032318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708955761530628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17864534022432682,0.08013684129764202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09732122102675896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868745328654027,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,leafygiraffe317,2019/03/03,"Anxiety about getting wisdom teeth removed tomorrow After years of knowing that I would need to get my wisdom teeth out sooner rather than later, I’m down to the last day before the procedure. I know it’s a routine procedure, but doctors, surgeries, and getting cut open are among my greatest anxiety triggers. I haven’t had surgery since I was 7 and I’m now 22. When I was in the hospital two years ago I had a panic attack just getting an IV put in. Now I have to do that along with having surgery. I’ll be under general anesthesia, but with that comes the fear of waking up and feeling it without being able to do anything about it. My teeth are impacted as well which for some reason makes me even more fearful. I know this is something that most people have to have done, but my anxiety is so bad that I can hardly do anything at all. Does anyone have any advice on how to cope?",4.6747523809523805,5.656158794285716,5.471214285714287,81.81120238095238,69.62857142857143,8.119047619047619,30.583333333333336,8.344100000000001,2.2777333333333343,699,28,132,10,12,228,114,175,0.163,0.76,0.077,-0.954,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,11,9,2,3,7,0,22,6,4,4,1,29,35,10,0,3,6,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,10,9,0,0,5,0,0,3,2,6,1,1,5,2,14,3,27,27,5,24,0,0,0,0,0,10,0,2,11,101,24,1,0.15116172958418247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771349266954942,0.13399575269951805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279515967382287,0.0,0.3469149281521535,0.0,0.0,0.105695796010536,0.0,0.2487864472674082,0.0,0.0,0.1719682898178292,0.0,0.0,0.12621373017312948,0.0,0.0,0.12862749828867862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302124452625107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748681028392027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15472043550033296,0.13228264822003774,0.1546909315961549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984089675012728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3401979424891973,0.07643191237954364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159030589497065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13541121851786114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492236000761486,0.12321698489839965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090162828750876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208450712335054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17735572005294264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104796510256913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15195928938196684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15541943396305027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504254477424798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637168452783032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14766304514537268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591254869010053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571451310025238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738095565470476,0.0,0.0,0.1946863956404653
anxiety,Quakertackersmacker,2019/03/03,"I’m so fucking scared. I’m gonna be openly honest with you guys. When I was a kid I got a tapeworm. Now as an adult, I’m mortified of ever getting them again. My cat got them recently and I’ve near convinced myself I have them,causing me to near shut down as a person. I need help I need it so much and I don’t know where to turn.  This shit rots me to my core with fear. ",-2.218873626373629,-0.4302933452380913,0.696666666666669,101.57653846153849,101.5,3.5369963369963373,14.794871794871796,5.369823440869387,-1.0559402930402926,285,7,72,2,13,98,58,84,0.127,0.7659999999999999,0.107,-0.376,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,2,0,7,6,2,2,4,0,4,2,1,0,1,9,16,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,14,2,11,11,1,11,0,0,0,1,8,6,2,0,5,45,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25464876926061963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22422845583501166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27894237952818784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22916802004810966,0.12951099927134724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3965165932312564,0.0,0.0,0.2454476199920733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16615378101683825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362324994896755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18222585126441285,0.3676109137694072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21644582308808666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24475902299180385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481786542455907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544529794993321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269630441672089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jjky665678,2019/03/03,"I want to start on meds but idk how to go about it Sorry I’m talking more about depression here, because I’ve read and seen that r/depression can be a bit of a depressed circlejerk that looksdown upon people trying to get help or something. 



I have moderate depression and anxiety and I feel paralysed by it. I want to gain my life back, I can function well enough in life, going to uni and acting fine with people. That’s why I crammed my uni schedule so it’s super busy, but on the weekends I’m still left to myself when I’m trying to rest. 



I’m tired and irritable and easily angered, irrational at times and have a shit memory. I can’t even remember the doctor who diagnosed me, or when I was diagnosed exactly (I think April-June last year.) I lack the motivation to do anything, I’m still unemployed in uni, I haven’t gotten my driver’s licence and I haven’t even gone to seen the doctor for my blood test I did last year around December. 



I know about the side effects, I know it’ll be tough but I think I need it. Especially about my memory, I feel like I always only live in the moment that is discrete and unaffected/unrelated by anything I’ve ever experienced or learnt. It’s not the same as mindfulness, I feel likea rabid animal just acting out of instinct, like lashing out in anger or freaking out over something instead of doing the easy solution. 



How should I bring this up with a doctor? What can I say without sounding like an idiot? I don’t want the doctor to try push me away from this option and instead to just do therapy. I’ve tried therapy and I know I SHOULD but I’m unable to bring myself to do so again. Maybe if antidepressants improve my mood I’d be more open to trying again, but not right now. ",3.6214106280193232,5.181514136231887,5.126666666666665,81.06555555555558,72.85507246376812,8.357487922705317,26.980676328502412,8.94667605116694,2.162256038647344,1367,49,265,28,27,460,177,345,0.159,0.708,0.133,-0.9297,2,0,2,0,1,0,33.0,0,0,0,4,27,16,4,0,14,0,22,11,2,4,2,58,50,28,0,8,15,0,3,3,0,3,9,2,0,0,14,18,0,0,11,2,0,8,7,9,1,0,6,8,35,6,44,38,7,45,0,3,2,0,4,19,1,6,21,178,49,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072766683358801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421934925270296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596769125857317,0.08636757209039968,0.0,0.0,0.0911526421833262,0.07460170259104161,0.0,0.059141945495395074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591973419096493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33424964955323355,0.19694469729970213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3972126572965371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024666960507134,0.0,0.12816040679029084,0.08775933430701441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716732272804367,0.06931046751235333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05068847769193339,0.0,0.11027638558367626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06502986055150974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15995748739836535,0.1581670379781709,0.0,0.0,0.10541154071898244,0.0,0.13705492515560766,0.14219590124116885,0.0,0.08566964658795241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746873054451756,0.0,0.1077663535093319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796163832661196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193843652951536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378740068450157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452166218360545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704535906862333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990373245176567,0.08285378498687042,0.0,0.0771534858178796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958871638365446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14938009286198758,0.0,0.1086049442164504,0.06867062139308965,0.0,0.1549591640710909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798028103497465,0.0,0.0,0.22189960218000335,0.0,0.0,0.12433184917850068,0.0,0.0,0.05657261993662404,0.11150918833034693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293480166639262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17167314422076793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723182631072618,0.0,0.08754465129347992,0.0,0.0,0.09352295443076386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495424457305733
anxiety,needhelp283,2019/03/03,"Girl I’m about to date is going away for 2 weeks with no phone, no idea how to handle it I posted this to r/relationships and they suggested I give it a try here;

Okay, so I have liked a girl since the start of school in September, when she had a boyfriend from outside of the school. They broke up in November and her and I have been getting really really close since then, when I asked her out in late December. She said she had feelings for me but she was still not over her ex. (they had a tough breakup) So we continued to get closer kinda knowing that we were shooting to be more than friends. I asked her out again on Thursday and this time she said yes. I planned dinner and a movie for today, Sunday, but here’s where it gets strange; last night she got in an argument with her mom, and her mom got mad and isn’t allowing her to go today...

My school has a program where instead of doing classes for the first two weeks of March, you do some form of service. My service is on campus, dirty work for 2 weeks while she gets to travel to a faraway country, without her phone, for 2 weeks. This is really tough for me because I really wanted to get some clarity before the trip and I know she feels the same way. We’re gonna go on a date right when she gets back but it’s really tough because I find myself extremely emotionally attached to her right now, and I guess I’m wondering if there’s anything I should ask her today before she leaves and also if anyone has any advice on how I can handle these two weeks, because they’re certainly going to be tough— I’m doing miserable service with not one friend in my group. It gets me anxious even thinking about it and I have no idea how I’m gonna function.

TL;DR: Girl i’ve liked for months is going on a 2 week service trip to another country with no phone— I asked her out on Thursday and she said yes, however she got into an argument with her mom so she won’t allow her to go. I need advice on being able to get through these two weeks because I feel very emotionally attached rn.",3.8955579559617775,4.815124508433737,4.80501038637308,86.10132530120481,71.3855421686747,7.941005400914,26.84046530951392,8.216663640201805,1.5756173660157868,1601,52,335,23,29,521,189,415,0.103,0.828,0.069,-0.8853,1,0,0,1,0,0,36.0,2,1,3,3,23,12,1,1,16,3,25,1,0,5,1,56,67,29,0,5,8,4,3,2,2,4,0,3,0,3,12,24,1,0,10,1,0,9,9,6,0,5,12,6,56,6,57,48,5,69,0,2,0,0,53,25,0,7,35,222,68,11,0.07108859377910165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893390218494436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056849522761546076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04834268150154157,0.07454258890606337,0.0,0.08030987640664655,0.0,0.049706797662482066,0.0,0.05849985553945832,0.0,0.2658329557147801,0.0,0.06679007394887479,0.05466274057911038,0.0,0.1733397877890727,0.0,0.1209823147673588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15993019947670556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046953345738600986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783358696388896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649736868356349,0.0604679215528789,0.0,0.0,0.10984574242170513,0.0,0.29712684940859785,0.06819465681576697,0.24240771649169995,0.0,0.17056812753533498,0.0,0.07831210064660937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605007388864628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813686402731095,0.0579466919981882,0.08019103018402186,0.07527255642943602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946059219379618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497743055634959,0.05674223732973336,0.0,0.0,0.05271129152690281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671182958827583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048171470931986815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808322213805623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277058675118513,0.0,0.0,0.07632254555521256,0.0,0.12141854133175095,0.2028645954242969,0.0,0.0,0.21583635643002128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761043876666252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05031687256783232,0.0,0.056771442820870724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04555070046204001,0.0,0.0,0.04145233071192177,0.0,0.2021510241944824,0.0,0.0,0.048264488798159366,0.0,0.20832967963651103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05865553486757636,0.041929894452868745,0.05642681684017744,0.3991608735220441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852686760066917,0.07709254751705061,0.05175334293225162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iaaane,2019/03/03,"about to lose job bcoz of anxiety I think im about to lose my job as chef assistant because im awkward and got very obvious social anxiety. I was hired about 2 weeks ago and showed so much anxiety when i hang out with the team and the owner after the restaurant closes at night. Ive shown couple of awkward interactions within that two weeks.

Now, they just hired a new chef assistant and he easily got along with the owner because they have the same nationality. They just paid me today and i think they will just call me and tell me that i dont need to show up at work anymore on wednesday. (Monday and tuesdays are my off days).

This anxiety is holding me big time from a lot of things. ",3.4779446640316216,5.104547927536236,4.60852437417655,84.366581027668,73.34782608695652,7.9167325428195,25.58893280632411,8.575989854853784,1.7099913043478263,546,18,110,10,11,179,87,138,0.114,0.868,0.018000000000000002,-0.8402,3,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,4,4,9,4,0,2,7,0,7,0,0,0,1,22,13,10,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,12,0,1,2,3,1,1,1,4,0,1,4,0,16,0,22,8,3,25,0,2,0,0,12,10,0,1,14,72,20,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022197379676506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4495261556022823,0.0,0.14568978763336612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17910323696631206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500059174000538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16254703290620034,0.0,0.0947412481259082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17217097760801278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349858941178579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31736413362988497,0.0,0.2915600931252964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286971131690481,0.0,0.12489295087378087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799170910303382,0.10892782387193364,0.0,0.14188127962092148,0.0,0.13785991982111348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14975063562579802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840100635940402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759682086230746,0.1882609411928344,0.0,0.0,0.08566119417819296,0.0,0.13924828704395692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14350434852059618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121159596153107,0.0,0.0,0.23567585435999955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694822419274012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bakedpotato4,2019/03/03,"It actually can get better Have just come of my meds last month after managing to travel the world for a year on my own and then staring my first year at university.  Years ago I physically couldn’t leave the house for months at a time out of fear, now I am a completely new person. You can beat this, no matter how long it takes.",5.152313432835822,5.162364492537313,6.088768656716423,81.24270522388062,68.25373134328359,9.685074626865672,25.70522388059701,9.516144504307137,1.7979880597014923,259,6,56,5,4,86,55,67,0.103,0.8370000000000001,0.06,-0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,3,3,2,0,1,5,0,5,0,0,1,0,7,8,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,1,6,1,10,7,1,21,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,14,37,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.21480058391899745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951187536241503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19467391694895514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896096668298753,0.23078649266264514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24769068118467044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872297901357529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500105392621318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25398327017547384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17942318345429134,0.0,0.2330701069482012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19479493534361844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444982527721543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3513875428242915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125885335253724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921960135671936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549916023100275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835088391526545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4252407195711334
anxiety,sijube,2019/03/03,"Why can't I just be happy for ones? I recently met a girl, she is amazing and all and actually likes me for the fucked up piece of person I'm...
We meet very often, mostly at her stable, but yesterday we meet at my place and she stayed over night, (not the way you think, it was all innocent) we watched a few movies and talk a lot.
A specially today...
We had great conversations, I talked about my problems, especially my PTSD and my Geberlized Anxiety Disorder, she's actually the first person I really told how bad I am, and she talked about some of her problems, about thinks she never told anyone about...
It was awesome, we get along really well and I feel calm and good in her presence, a feeling I had long forgotten...
But in the moment she left, all is gone and my anxiety kiks in...
Telling me how she doesn't actually liked me, how she creeped out by me and that I'll never see her again...
I just want to be able to be happy...
To be happy about this beautiful girl and the fact that we get along so good... But I can't... ",2.6563512361466337,4.2377389033816435,4.26510372264848,86.17153452685423,75.42512077294684,8.15561238988349,23.770673486786016,8.841846274778883,1.5525000852514923,791,24,171,17,17,265,112,207,0.129,0.7170000000000001,0.154,0.775,0,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,6,1,0,1,14,16,1,0,10,0,14,1,0,3,6,46,28,18,0,3,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,20,0,0,4,0,0,1,6,4,1,2,8,4,37,12,23,16,8,23,0,0,2,1,33,10,1,4,12,125,42,0,0.12012257920503185,0.0,0.35166692824122525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18378688860378312,0.0,0.0,0.08399250036924065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002973361127162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767088270117453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214751706514544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217620450715206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110513888455982,0.12551817951601668,0.0,0.0,0.2015062405200244,0.0,0.13243556764350514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3836181577021215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305135337801903,0.0,0.0,0.11737164914746945,0.0,0.0,0.10630470255933017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212392121603517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18529187681006126,0.0,0.0,0.11272690325724315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139816846611421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20977280563592265,0.12550252848154925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22988217078107634,0.14041686690352126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15390720030635271,0.0,0.11860655526903535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09572214330365277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280346866148308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28964993700772673,0.1049924288421967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393939683484414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386215952184915,0.22956454434089746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911370809834842,0.07085140948383803,0.09534771212712674,0.0,0.0,0.10800462484713932,0.0,0.10839194386055516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,25819961993,2019/03/03,"I Feel Like My Anxiety Is Killing Me!! (Please read, Im sorry it's long.) I've struggled with anxiety just about my whole life, I'm 22 now and live with my wonderful fiance. But for the past week I've been having what seems like a non-stop panic attack. They come in waves and I never really have more than an hour of calmness. From the moment I open my eyes to the moment I close them to sleep, it's just constant, crippling panic and anxiety. It's getting really really hard to function even somewhat normally and it's absolutely torture!! I'm constantly afraid of feeling the next wave and it's just... So bad. I have a lot of stressful things going on in my life right now. I'm unemployed because I don't have my ID (I don't have a current SS Card and I can't get one without the other) My dad passed away in late August and he was my best friend and I was his sole caregiver for a long time so that's been really hard. It's even worse because my mom passed away in 2013 so I don't have either of them and there's just a lot of stuff I still don't know how to do and I don't have a ton of support to help me. My dad pretty much left me with run down house that has over $5000 in property taxes due and that wasn't my fault! But I have to be the one to figure it all out even though I don't know what I'm doing and have NO way to pay. There's no income at all! Our thermostat is broken so it's deathly cold here a lot and recently a bunch of fuses in the house blew and I don't have the money to fix them. We often don't t have enough food or none at all and rely on food banks but we don't have a car and can't drive! So our options for everything are even more limited! A family friend who was like the only one trying to help us who I saw like a second mom hasn't contacted us in over 3 months and we can't get a hold of her so I'm terrified that something happened to her (she's 73). 

This is all affecting my physical health pretty badly and I'm currently trying to get a doctor, therapist, and psychiatrist. I can hardly eat, I don't get more than 3 hours of sleep a night, if that and I just want to feel better. I've tried grounding myself, deep breathing, and a ton of other exercises to try to combat this but only the deep breathing seems to work and even then it only works for 30 minutes tops before I'm back to being panicky and hysterical. 

I've thought about going to the hospital because I just don't know how to handle this and feel like I need IMMEDIATE relief bit I doubt that they will do anything and I don't want to waste their time. But these awful panic attacks that don't go away just don't feel normal. 

I'm sorry this was so long but has anyone experienced this before? What did you do? Please give me tips on how I can cope better before I completely lose it. 😫",1.8257788944723607,3.3003510100502496,3.772127638190955,89.28474422110554,77.42546063651591,6.920053601340034,21.320234505862643,7.699297019823105,0.7022055209380227,2191,56,488,32,50,744,258,597,0.13,0.7559999999999999,0.114,-0.6887,5,0,1,0,0,0,49.0,7,1,6,8,33,28,4,7,27,1,53,13,5,4,5,88,89,45,2,6,17,4,8,5,2,1,5,0,0,0,32,35,3,2,13,2,4,9,24,15,0,4,10,12,60,13,62,76,21,65,0,1,2,0,31,27,0,12,33,326,92,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14815929729851954,0.0,0.0,0.04514021621306662,0.0,0.053125452687881936,0.0,0.0,0.1468873139172784,0.18196213721576335,0.04964085486444916,0.10780589737939612,0.11806124917143444,0.0,0.16480143873796155,0.0,0.06774928022934745,0.11419200632579833,0.07048024334080161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05561070690262762,0.06768747720053266,0.13952778970072416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06607749952863465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06605860199413477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670531909693042,0.0,0.21319862455825364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058020261207226975,0.0,0.060859215420588864,0.0,0.16321146065482314,0.09224000897751658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15612675503426307,0.0,0.09975417440225008,0.0,0.16864356154166976,0.06192958907033087,0.11006881602443483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057088124648668026,0.0,0.17349294614220293,0.0,0.0,0.0686217726646598,0.0,0.0,0.0865432760211697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715257992957754,0.14898174161733954,0.0,0.0,0.06973334986979564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142348467045323,0.0,0.10643760317311736,0.0,0.0728238512855858,0.0,0.07014208539655152,0.0,0.0911979674968497,0.15769805627018935,0.0,0.057005595648052625,0.17139449011156813,0.0,0.07222350721124665,0.0,0.16465383923394514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121829994847122,0.051529307497726363,0.0,0.047457307464373925,0.04786868614129841,0.049790846474158164,0.0,0.06865780273706618,0.060582989715649585,0.12650559786208304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13123782151103625,0.1472970262468573,0.0,0.2272335093351083,0.0,0.0,0.061627590366782226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172984656147394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13135669620050466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06457512921926763,0.0,0.16542915779468234,0.0,0.0637428999683879,0.0,0.0,0.05513188804885807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175417362748078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920856353831364,0.0,0.0,0.049699639899976764,0.0,0.14453402767399592,0.0,0.0,0.05155582986984737,0.05397309362453117,0.07395058026682308,0.06748968215722896,0.07390307427029127,0.0,0.07325926639021456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495641788001585,0.04288924005072377,0.0,0.06342757219026318,0.051251570085433226,0.0752881802435653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753216511395963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15530983000395926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615555981881961,0.05124286480243815,0.05178425999175755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207632078647251,0.0,0.062231279530469225,0.07001002734003135,0.09399748925986903,0.0,0.06578976983600407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vkhy,2019/03/03,"Is it good or bad to be aware of my anxiety or stress? Greetings! Little background, I don't always experience anxiety, but in recent 2 years, I got anxious towards my freelance clients work. I work as a full-time videographer and freelance animator. I'm happy with my full-time jobs, the trouble began with my freelance client's work. I got this almost panic attack when:

* the stress of the clients' work fell upon
* the ultimate anxiety before handing in the work, worried they don't like my work

Now, after 3-4 occurrences of the above events, I have been more accustomed with criticism and stress. I have also become, more aware of these... anxious feelings. I can't tell if the magnitude of my anxiety have changed. 

I didn't realise my anxiety back then, but I now know that I'm co-existing with these... issues.   
Is it good or bad? What's the difference between knowing and not aware of these feelings? ",4.158126232741619,6.484190769230771,4.932994082840235,79.76264694280081,73.2603550295858,8.056962524654834,31.38500986193295,8.841846274778883,2.9363014595660752,716,34,124,15,15,231,95,169,0.268,0.623,0.109,-0.9815,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,1,6,5,12,1,4,9,0,11,1,1,0,0,19,20,13,0,1,7,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,8,0,0,5,3,17,4,18,14,2,16,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,5,11,81,25,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240503197133857,0.0,0.0,0.08976857763438183,0.09340337820224667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4293656821808791,0.2536275776757848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277038422031704,0.0,0.08631552620003903,0.1874529112195868,0.0,0.1239744729635654,0.0955189224818526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874864968270801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728035479849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980484411324536,0.0,0.0,0.11351684532239655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18830475902143026,0.17955774536966346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949526485453035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716282952531384,0.11139365015478353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338248069317725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05484108097998528,0.11250686318467062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317045538538726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083616443173244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38575584159210585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981139539955828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4903285470669026,0.11399823589420605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722871663558183
anxiety,TFAJubilee,2019/03/03,"I don’t know what to do I’m currently sitting at work, thinking myself into a panic attack.. 

So background.. I got a new job three months ago. My old job wasn’t perfect and would often cause me stress because I was seasonal with no benefits. They promised to promote me to full time and it kept getting pushed back for budget issues. Well this new job comes along and offers me full time, benefits, paid time off, all that adult stuff that makes it so I can live life. Everyone has been really nice here and they’ve given me everything I was promised. The only thing is... I hate it here.. my other job I was doing something I love and here I just feel lost all the time. I don’t know what I’m doing and I don’t like what I’m doing. I miss my projects at my only job. I poured my heart into that place. I’m trying so hard not to cry here at my desk but I don’t like how much more I can take...",0.3579457953394112,2.5058138776595733,2.1493009118541053,95.59833333333334,85.75531914893618,5.07031408308004,17.994934143870317,6.42735559955562,-0.19826828774062832,691,17,156,7,21,227,105,188,0.069,0.795,0.136,0.8702,6,1,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,4,13,16,2,2,4,0,18,3,1,3,3,27,38,11,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,13,11,0,1,4,0,2,2,7,6,1,1,10,2,27,10,13,27,6,24,0,2,0,1,4,9,0,1,14,103,40,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805617682977434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867779805931166,0.0,0.0937328658656056,0.0,0.0743085459394932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522393077001312,0.0,0.10500526119119127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339004121927832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11647979198540875,0.10955503034898738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06163583601072969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06368723655645184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749382760443404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919762961228432,0.12035010173675326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444509932179202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723096605910625,0.6048301231484471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13398508961385475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610092309993632,0.11910746336664167,0.0,0.10763911832417954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306724234811906,0.0,0.11001867628963176,0.0,0.08136858048849499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729868031122446,0.0,0.08960984751466619,0.0,0.0,0.23546177642000696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279125757254398,0.0,0.0,0.18541948214899354,0.0,0.14302230228735938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12735859061463414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809167015843417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384386495828964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13963498089953258,0.0,0.13954527911633635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165293540952048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098433026042247,0.07810800650058189,0.0,0.0,0.2843213284422938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276147164708297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960190975288757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874397989879154,0.0,0.0,0.08659360687644142,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cuntyacunt,2019/03/03,"Advice on taking prescription xanax? Hi. I am a 26.5 year old male and have been suffering from anxiety for past 2-3 years but have gone through most of it without any medication. I drink at least a couple of times a week and it makes me feel better but if I get too much next day anxiety is way worse. Trouble breathing and heavy chest. Feels like I might have a heart attack. I have got my heart check a couple of times and tests came fine, but currently I am financially troubled to ge see a therapist/psychiatrist. 

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Last week I drank more than enough on a wedding night of a  friend and from next day, as usual, hangover kicked and chest feels like heart attack. Iit goes on for a couple days and I take a couple of drinks at night to just get some sleep. It didn't help and I hardly got 3-4 hours of sleep in 3.5 days, then finally one night at 5 a.m. I woke up from sleep having a panic attack, sweating like a pig, confused as hell, paranoid, but thankfully it all calmed down under 5 minutes or I might have had to go to ER right then. Then next day I went to hospital, explained everything and after having a normal ECG, doc prescribed me Pentosec for GERD and Alprax (Xanax) 0.25mg. When I asked for how long do I take these, he casually said take for 5 days, before you go to sleep (about xanax). It was a government hospital, free of cost check up, doctors don't give much care for someone. So after googling about xanax , now I understand how this can be abused and be addictive. 

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I have taken xanax for 3 nights, it helps to calm down my chest and helps me sleep good. Although anxiety seems to reappear by next day evening . I have decided to never exceed alcohol limit (2 beers max/ 4 pints, i.e. 1300mL) and never go for hard drinks again. But I do feel like a couple beer and skip xanax tonight and take the rest of the two from tomorrow night. Or is 2 beers and a 0.25mg xanax is not too much can be taken like 3-4 hours apart. I am looking for advice here. 

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Also should I get my prescription renewed after 5 days or just live with anxiety the way I was living before. To tell you the truth, after an hour of popping xanax I feel like a normal person, no hard feelings in chest all day no trouble breathing, etc. I do not wanna be get addicted to xanax, no way I am going through that withdrawl. So please share any advice on how long is it safe to take xanax without any effects. Thanks.",5.024372983870967,5.64850886875,5.247876344086023,85.01637096774196,68.64583333333334,8.276881720430108,27.775537634408607,8.259297600419973,1.6795073924731183,1907,59,387,25,31,602,230,480,0.14400000000000002,0.7170000000000001,0.139,-0.5412,1,0,7,0,1,0,77.0,0,2,0,3,17,30,4,2,22,0,35,37,15,5,5,64,76,38,0,5,15,0,9,6,1,3,15,1,0,2,10,18,8,2,11,7,4,7,11,10,1,2,15,12,32,21,64,54,12,75,1,1,2,0,17,16,1,10,55,228,42,3,0.0,0.06055616201229026,0.0,0.1114333601309196,0.0,0.14983024677337362,0.0,0.054620297437487066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04087208804741491,0.0,0.16613071275598534,0.18631017789640225,0.10426822805884578,0.0,0.15639389576259813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04778029543648343,0.1744326184084059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698049836042418,0.0,0.0,0.045202021725615237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05845542252983695,0.052109336717268175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827573368538696,0.0,0.2966514279368854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05231253334398919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15020296689626572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052809568376107036,0.05700037866084905,0.033757210050792394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04593374250965302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15505438381051345,0.14604997403677944,0.0,0.05598773899196632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03948691772422799,0.0,0.1068099973434934,0.049028696853416986,0.11618637003491007,0.04286805524432962,0.08175355087205209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735167938789652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181694296645236,0.1027724576032178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099709337043946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04166090025664045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14981653154126898,0.0,0.09026089499165818,0.09046024282493706,0.04291893906164685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03411585403818066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05148724190052769,0.0,0.10843777927857093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271364671132128,0.0,0.07883728455178926,0.0,0.21742127778012307,0.2398130749639732,0.1001525232275727,0.0,0.0,0.053630611925371566,0.0,0.034632983808219886,0.0,0.0,0.05996575041308495,0.0,0.0,0.04878960915545735,0.0,0.044626668621040214,0.0,0.056102662608113814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04364706219888281,0.048616647382503465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040727494261785416,0.04652798639513925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25573104826317883,0.0,0.04330474329524642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305669938811908,0.0,0.044671780171456996,0.09410915177241218,0.0,0.059341835536544235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059604486663316074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04992635877647634,0.053206582858535634,0.0,0.0,0.05628967232214661,0.0,0.0,0.12170454811735515,0.08199359379023394,0.0,0.0,0.04737883233385281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853508103968203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05208474220105603,0.0,0.0,0.18631017789640225,0.06582542590853163
anxiety,0158014,2019/03/03,"Physical pain/sensation in 'nerves' from anxiety. It is controlling my life. Hello, I have suffered from GAD and panic disorder for fifteen years.  I have had moments of intense, overwhelming panic many times... But for the past four years I have been in a near constant state of physical (and often mental) anxiety after a bad reaction to a sleep aid dose of Diphenhydramime.  I have been prescribed SSRIS, benzos, Buspar and several other drugs.  Some have helped tremendously (such as the obvious benzos) and others not.  But I am still left here with this constant anxiety.

I want to try to explain how this feels for me because I have yet to ever hear anyone explain this symptom.  But it it ruining my mental health.

I feel this almost all the time to some degree, but I experience physical pain, an almost electric shock/strong pressure in my head and extremeties. I know that people get all sorts of symptoms from anxiety but this is so overwhelming to me that it sometimes makes me dissociate.

I experienced this the first time after I was talked into smoking an entire blunt (Marijuana) when I was 15 and experienced a panic attack so bad that I threw up violently.  I don't use any illicit substances.. I can't even drink coffee.

It is so insanely intense that it feels like something is screaming inside of my nerves..  Like my circulatory system is about to explode. It is intolerable.

For what it's worth, I am able to talk myself out of panic attacks, and I keep as positive of a mental attitude as possible.  I have essentially learned to live with the severe GAD, but when I have a extreme 'terror' panic attack, which happens once a month or two, I cannot control myself.  Only benzodiazepines can stop the horror from taking over me. 

It's so strange because I just had an extreme attack.. The whole time I felt it coming on, like the crescendo of a classical music piece, I told myself ""ugh, this again.  It'll be alright.""  I was able to convince myself that there is nothing physically wrong with me.

But still, the wave crashed hard and I'm left with exploding pressure, fire in my nerves that lights up my body in pain and terror. 

It hurts.  I burned my entire arm as a child, and it hurts in that way.  It's almost like severe dull itching inside of my nerves, with the pressure some people describe during acute anxiety.  It's the same places inside of your limbs and body that give you tingles when someone scratches your back, for an example. 

I'm sorry for the ramble, but can anyone provide any insight about this?  Has anyone experienced what I'm describing?  Is it just an extreme panic reaction?  

My fingers are shaking very hard as I type this, but the medicine has (again) quieted the part of my brain enough for me to feel okay again.

I only take benzos as an absolute last resort, very rarely and I will only take 1/4 of a 0.5mg pill at first. 

I'm in the process of moving across the country to live with my mom, I'm a 31 year old man who has successfully lived on his own for his whole adult life but this nervous breakdown I had from the benadryl reaction and whatever else was going on has broken me.  I can't afford insurance.

I'm changing that.  But I can't even deal in the meantime. 

I know this is all out of order, my apologies.  Thank you for reading.",5.2121357824599315,6.7423826969205845,5.879537547271749,77.33021573924006,68.870340356564,8.531446065189987,30.566864757788572,8.96741613852259,2.6768494795605973,2592,104,453,47,45,843,283,617,0.2,0.741,0.059,-0.9982,1,0,3,0,0,0,84.0,0,4,0,5,26,41,5,15,35,2,43,20,8,5,5,71,74,39,0,1,15,1,10,4,0,2,12,3,0,3,42,23,1,4,11,2,1,5,6,32,0,4,12,17,63,9,76,59,13,62,0,7,0,0,22,23,0,9,34,325,105,4,0.1209790104965058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18171450544558615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226987568466346,0.0,0.231371529739284,0.0,0.0,0.1268870055618879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27526217907358863,0.0,0.04651269574157792,0.101012420467938,0.07374768191209154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438040789596667,0.0,0.06752629293752851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06398987593048495,0.052106352664534984,0.0,0.13073533176585972,0.13568824732589355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06236202382568645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06932621357946556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059256686548127525,0.07014862194106401,0.0,0.05053121979113338,0.0,0.0,0.06250182878543425,0.0,0.07990549545272012,0.05471622058657615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05917034315882401,0.0,0.0,0.12234124543915498,0.04321371463572651,0.058079411059475276,0.0,0.0,0.10290468452617167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03160326987995273,0.05802704529756516,0.034377579813777585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05349066972137116,0.0,0.10837343070551347,0.0,0.06207968360739409,0.0642975154621054,0.0681760686581141,0.0,0.04054484030385694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12951053288391912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0537658515895284,0.0,0.0,0.0664869002944255,0.049307020204044816,0.0,0.0,0.13144404888426087,0.0,0.08545105288807464,0.1182084672854668,0.0,0.16024002405995105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04037721446191492,0.061326864118460424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828775820203025,0.0,0.0,0.0708445774681761,0.04828214598561289,0.06429077116742593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05804131169667681,0.0,0.06347356032802216,0.0644193489255022,0.0,0.13801498350838914,0.19309529523409666,0.4258284073010265,0.0,0.06550423952460313,0.05774407728964375,0.08387161320026927,0.0,0.0631986584495155,0.0,0.0,0.0681928284522309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060505874567440374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050077698321765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605331900455237,0.0,0.05125256150098074,0.046567776389949495,0.059825667403166326,0.06771304877668301,0.0,0.0,0.09661399405746818,0.05057193492828811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574351394166527,0.13644173980462268,0.0972383460336216,0.0,0.05569060941125757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141087667815887,0.0,0.0,0.057800314485504385,0.0,0.041068403428156784,0.0,0.05908945715866349,0.0,0.0,0.05224351098879168,0.0,0.09982035360655513,0.03567827742445949,0.04801375371135172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506874480981054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613577818734673,0.0,0.11685977446062833
anxiety,moistwaffles420,2019/03/03,"Boyfriend might be having a psychotic breakdown, and I can't do a thing about it Pretty much as the title says. I'm at an overnight shift at work, I'm a caregiver, and my boyfriend just texted me sounding really off. Then he called me. He never EVER calls me at work unless it's an absolute emergency. Calls me to tell me there's a cool video I should watch on YT. Okay, kind of weird, but I'll do it. I watch it and text him that it was a cool video, thanks for sharing.

He calls me again, this time singing. Okay, cute, singing to me... I thanked him then gently asked if he was okay. He said everything was fine, I asked if he was drunk or high, nope. Had one beer. Okay...is there a reason you sang to me at work? It's a really cute gesture but out of the ordinary. He then started confusedly telling me there were creatures that needed me and that he was terrified the darkness was going to swallow him and more trippy shit of the sort, so I become worried and ask him where he is, what he sees, what day it is, etc.  He's coherent but very confused, unfocused, delirious, and possibly seeing things. I posted in another group and it seems like he's either under the influence of a psychedelic he didn't know he took, or he's having some sort of psychosis. 

I call work to tell them, and the on call receptionist just sounded extremely confused and told me she didn't know what to do, that even the rapid response caregivers might not answer at this time of night. When I mentioned a medical emergency and my boyfriend, it sounded like she had no idea what to do. I explained I understood what a difficult situation it is. I won't leave the patient until a caregiver is physically here to relieve me. Just please call me back if you find one, so I could get ready to leave as soon as they get here, or call me to tell me no one can come, and I'll stay. I reassured her I would not leave the patient unattended under any circumstances. We got off the phone with her sounding absolutely flabbergasted and maybe slightly doubtful?

I understand how tough something like this is for her, but is there really nothing you can do? Like, this is a high volume care business, with lots of patients and lots of caregivers. If one happens to pass out from low blood sugar at 3am during a shift or something I highly doubtful that there's nothing that could be done. Like yes it's very inconvenient and very very difficult, but this is very serious and I wouldn't be calling unless I was absolutely certain I needed to go. I even said I'd come right back after confirming he was okay or sending him to the hospital. 

I'm just so worried, it's been like 45 minutes and I haven't heard back from work, my boyfriend seems to have fallen asleep or passed out as he's not responding to my texts. I'm completely on edge and I don't know what to do with myself. I'm still able to work but I'm worried she might never call me back assuming this isn't serious and I could wait until my shift ends at 6am?

That's pretty much it. I don't really know what I want I just needed to get this off my chest be able I'm really fucking scared...I hope work contacts me soon. I need to go home and make sure he didn't die or pass out or lose his mind or get drugged by someone. This is horrible honestly",4.660311726867889,5.2846718905775045,5.35207111048279,83.94599667774088,69.45592705167175,8.917282816144766,29.588039867109647,9.037768484169169,2.2254333356895457,2576,94,536,46,43,835,266,658,0.12,0.7240000000000001,0.156,0.9758,1,0,4,0,0,0,74.0,1,3,2,8,30,41,2,5,26,7,55,11,4,4,5,109,105,55,1,16,30,0,0,6,0,7,2,9,1,0,37,30,4,1,14,7,0,11,18,15,0,4,23,16,70,26,65,68,8,63,0,2,4,1,67,26,2,30,30,344,107,7,0.10642486255952306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036186278002258265,0.055797873874183945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14923932028910555,0.0,0.0,0.1636683001871078,0.0,0.0,0.0587689496600964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5433584184311983,0.0,0.05425362011235535,0.0,0.0,0.09167559559368924,0.05579222178795835,0.0,0.0,0.12745738932584494,0.0,0.0,0.034317616020841546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05522610250895383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054454792160727065,0.0,0.0,0.06170952645569296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047130419827489334,0.0,0.059345926947892126,0.07029261800378132,0.04813369056172849,0.0,0.0,0.047823902076873516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04863519816522751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04919403526444538,0.1112051963262711,0.0,0.09072555293174564,0.0,0.04255884234253364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047055577243940085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16866556563682694,0.053376407250048906,0.052851950921753786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06007035787545423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05541255862832842,0.11697664242422147,0.0,0.0,0.16903284437021054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559814363573965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059531099389273326,0.0,0.09047861235900627,0.0,0.0,0.035519711080541486,0.0,0.05345903945740525,0.0,0.0,0.053605926282659776,0.0,0.16934994149112192,0.053729386433554814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823451938288062,0.15782537416669873,0.08208141489056874,0.0,0.0,0.04993626204710319,0.0,0.10211752592027816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14423248233484867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058411270151968626,0.0,0.05998902095321256,0.05096279989140951,0.1082723456517648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17044623029995729,0.05471124187350953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045443125565131484,0.10123441534240876,0.042316661144268714,0.0,0.0,0.08480683658653476,0.09688519783588832,0.0,0.0,0.054621796025490416,0.0,0.05981300227192431,0.0,0.0,0.04508672034247562,0.08193105864667524,0.0,0.0,0.03766403274269593,0.05671737160495548,0.04249551635731723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0501520867379184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860400414854433,0.097981714813585,0.0,0.0,0.07070394974650157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06205719320453155,0.0,0.0,0.050846758456457065,0.059120969091080534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05539601759941346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21952914331216686,0.03138607065535807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711749861006493,0.1621194208724398,0.0,0.03780058444190367,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,elskagalla,2019/03/03,"just hoping to feel a little less alone hi there, i'm not exactly sure why i'm here, i'm at an all time low with my anxiety disorder and i guess i'm just hoping to find some support. sometimes i feel like the only person in the world who's struggling with this :/ 

for the past two years now, i've had horrible night anxiety. i know what causes it, but i'd rather not mention that, as it's a traumatic thing for me to recall. due to this, i tend to get panic attacks every night, all night. my current sleeping schedule is like 7am - 3pm and i hate it so much. i went to therapy for this issue but my therapist was useless and i had to leave her. i'm currently looking for a new therapist but sometimes i feel so hopeless. i hate how my body feels on this sleeping schedule and i fear i'll never be able to sleep normally again due to how intense my panic attacks can get. some nights i'll pace the house for hours and hours just trying to not lose my mind to the paranoia and catastrophic thoughts. 

so yes, that's my current situation, and i'd love to hopefully talk to some others who have experienced messed up sleeping due to anxiety issues. i know there's not a magic answer, i'd just like to feel a little less lonely in this! 

thanks for reading. xo ",3.1019260700389104,4.500936031128409,4.6191653696498065,84.83271692607006,73.90272373540856,7.630272373540857,27.246887159533077,8.238735603445708,1.7752709727626454,988,37,202,16,20,331,135,257,0.251,0.63,0.119,-0.9895,3,3,0,0,0,1,25.0,0,0,0,1,15,24,4,4,11,1,7,6,5,3,5,48,34,16,0,5,12,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,15,9,0,0,10,1,0,1,5,14,0,1,5,7,20,10,29,28,8,31,0,5,1,1,8,9,0,7,24,121,35,1,0.08900767966065598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921851128167494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20427189394700765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025181703596736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098867466757946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914354053052642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201051215484214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499280898384833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015838522616792,0.22502478608982565,0.06358710413414796,0.0,0.0,0.08135140669976344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930056779323827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980519939607468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17575331269612188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652141278239254,0.1753092704680546,0.10270291192857113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18580178528911825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783258597915416,0.0,0.0,0.09424628106625292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304539689919085,0.17841815635285527,0.0,0.0,0.07474403375800197,0.09957682625755904,0.0,0.0,0.08033290598557123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987238321997743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06543088590546381,0.0,0.06864820970369577,0.08596417165821964,0.0,0.3341107112637874,0.08720862794765846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067694351221585,0.0,0.20886266861171385,0.0,0.0,0.0849679016649788,0.0,0.07771807269343547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903176640285239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004836121416526,0.35628783976970624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17606174220972906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305015242048184,0.0,0.0,0.10100486009018768,0.08388868471754743,0.0,0.0,0.07154100136025322,0.0,0.08194631287263,0.1017880387881602,0.2066895527046642,0.059132747352715335,0.0,0.0,0.07066215539626386,0.05190109379092756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06043037187204544,0.0,0.08694756970676798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082511010775212,0.08031558663478952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057318027470054586
anxiety,ChrisDisko,2019/03/03,"Venting to a bobble head, weird or not? Hey, I'm asking the question here because I've found myself wanting to vent and get everything out. I don't wish to burden my one true friends life with all my issues and my mum isn't very empathic and my younger brother isn't very emotionally mature. Which is all perfectly fine, But it would be nice to be able to direct my thoughts and feelings to someone or something. 
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So would talking to myself in my car to an inanimate object be considered a sane or insane move? ",6.073033333333335,6.354952770000002,6.4860000000000015,78.24633333333338,66.3,9.066666666666668,34.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.9547666666666665,407,18,75,6,6,132,70,100,0.084,0.757,0.159,0.8508,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,4,0,9,2,1,0,4,23,17,9,0,4,5,2,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,2,1,9,5,11,10,2,4,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,4,0,49,11,0,0.21754304934473487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20337338498429333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261222371896747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24470665001888234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955136654942501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999630218596933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385247250582169,0.16807322028487598,0.0,0.11365726452437964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22326192979895335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22705842405729665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15365708926447932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23121383365737405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741280029436102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436980023318067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18432351975591574,0.16747526757736142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17485286267904726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17270488138530427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3589915973212047,0.12831252684958114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25016377066958445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30907268127898696,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bradleymartynshair,2019/03/03,"Fed Up. Tonight I realized that I am done living with anxiety. I’m 23 years old with a beautiful girlfriend, a loving family and an upbringing that was incredible to say the least. I’ve lived my life up until now with crippling anxiety and depression, being diagnosed at a very young age. I’ve taken every medication in the book, gone to therapists, tried spiritual healing, you name it. It’s not crippling enough to not be able to enjoy social gatherings or hold a job and enjoy it, but enough to ruin my life behind closed doors. I’ve ruined countless relationships due to trust issues and burned many bridges due to outbursts of anger and frustration. Tonight, I stop. I’ve used anxiety as a crutch to defend my actions for as long as I can remember and I’m finished with it. I am a grown man with a level head and can understand that Anxiety is within my control and I’m grabbing it by the throat. Tomorrow starts my new life of taking chances and not being afraid to live the life I deserve. If you made it this far, thank you for listening and I hope I can inspire more people to take control of their anxiety. ",4.78595930232558,6.337200232558144,5.841322674418608,77.11686773255815,69.93023255813954,9.468023255813952,31.11191860465116,9.827888789773867,3.1954244186046514,890,38,161,22,16,295,127,215,0.14,0.74,0.12,-0.5647,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,1,2,1,13,2,1,12,0,11,11,2,4,0,34,27,17,0,2,6,0,1,0,1,0,7,2,1,1,10,16,1,4,4,1,0,3,3,6,0,0,6,3,17,7,31,18,4,27,0,3,0,1,13,8,0,3,16,102,27,2,0.12067879464368855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4615947379501766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707030594381738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394046899423892,0.12248643629467297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349630570307164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493869086843045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016770893210418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376522745238793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385125913752205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986127260887702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259573082728475,0.11975508264037216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34095600621116906,0.0,0.0,0.3196847598251609,0.1067969357194622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10891732378064374,0.11418919338304175,0.0,0.12234935648290553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215711895504053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655233186404156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663209462025485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366348132862693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956386266918574,0.13670554940623264,0.0,0.0,0.09596862119280793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301683370027545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541707197915001,0.0,0.0,0.10089287596084498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814708698215075,0.0,0.0,0.1111048204005129,0.0,0.14011738189860695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193297999893683,0.0,0.0,0.12563088119035729,0.0,0.10422773187194773,0.0,0.09957264408683328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777131871408346
anxiety,banoffeepie16,2019/03/03,"Citalopram and sex drive Hello, I’m new here! I have GAD and a couple of weeks ago my doctor thought it was time to try meds for the first time as my health has been really deteriorating due to anxiety. Anyway, I’m on 20mg citalopram and all the side effects have faded apart from my sex drive which hasn’t returned, which is more frustrating than I thought it would be. Has anyone had this happen? Has it come back? I have a medication review coming up. Thanks :)",2.56907203907204,4.921612989010988,3.6544322344322353,86.87112332112333,78.45054945054945,6.242246642246642,21.1001221001221,7.3871296695380915,0.6808525030525029,366,10,73,5,9,118,66,91,0.054000000000000006,0.873,0.07200000000000001,0.3937,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,1,0,4,0,13,5,0,1,1,10,21,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,0,4,1,1,0,1,5,0,6,1,9,14,2,18,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,10,47,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969565534345104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16997346857963685,0.0,0.0,0.15535925038933804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17084911521080232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3827911544434526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24584716725439826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274191764149973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889932847584587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19648041138497746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361758107503945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24680115207953496,0.2238313727209916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21459087906797586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14233953724440618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045611674783775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35278543958079983,0.2591196105620747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085129504865027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17822608062646428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15783621871718262,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,seashell24,2019/03/03,"I just freaked out on my boyfriend I have a mental tick due to my anxiety. We’re in a long distance relationship and on nights that he goes out with his friends, I hate waiting for him to get home to Skype with me cause some nights it’s really late (7am) other nights it’s much earlier. Sometimes his phone dies or he falls asleep when he gets home so I just want to say goodnight BEFORE he goes out because I have a TON of anxiety waiting around for him and if he never ends up saying goodnight, I can’t sleep cause it just worries me. Well tonight he went out with his friends and I was begging him to say goodnight before so I can be at peace the rest of the night. He was refusing. So finally at 3am he tells me goodnight and I flipped out on him, screaming at him on Facebook to block me. It’s a mental issue, I know. But how crazy am i really? Should I be on meds? I’m scared of myself....",0.5082649442755809,2.6934686968085124,2.1493009118541053,95.59833333333334,85.43617021276594,5.2830800405268485,22.250253292806484,6.655083550727371,0.4217849037487338,697,25,158,8,21,227,103,188,0.138,0.7909999999999999,0.071,-0.8905,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,10,7,1,1,6,0,10,2,2,3,1,31,19,12,1,3,6,0,0,0,2,1,0,4,2,0,6,13,0,4,1,0,0,2,2,4,1,0,3,4,27,3,30,13,4,30,0,0,0,0,25,16,0,3,12,100,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19523942498427235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359810670667675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778860598505984,0.0,0.2171698889132211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621769780961857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13243687829745138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302274452174145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978824318762442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971791308935028,0.0,0.1333397468119242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598640608423692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25600230433729515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331895189542426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012997773050063,0.0,0.14394729634979178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292899704914257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174363628664882,0.0,0.2571975471398121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380650680980346,0.0,0.09841909767742896,0.0,0.0,0.47900556866489796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16349780725398816,0.0,0.0,0.13700315431782195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30443682863602656,0.1277577931890468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770008079936526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620749964630745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153495002053516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526645971341075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473484866625833,0.11829382388848808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12959204093906848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NightyNightPAiNe,2019/03/03,"Should I? I wrote a story about my life that took me 12 hours to write that i would like to get off my chest, but i am scare due to anxiety issues on social media. My story isn't really long but I'm slow and often struggle what to say next when it comes to talking to people on social media. I haven't posted in years until now and i would like to get my whole story out there. I'm not sure though because it's somewhat disturbing/odd. I'm scare i am going to be hated on here and get a lot of backlash. ",1.5086565656565654,2.7855225727272765,3.65848484848485,90.60217171717173,77.81818181818181,5.9797979797979774,18.585858585858585,6.42735559955562,-0.09435353535353563,393,7,88,3,9,135,70,110,0.192,0.764,0.044,-0.9574,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,7,7,1,3,2,0,8,2,1,0,1,17,19,8,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,2,1,12,3,17,13,3,19,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,3,11,59,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380306525801172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999020354910763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15542694189643713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828061842857834,0.0,0.1025441587642128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781401051496821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17769003267033393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883250395719712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744507294274535,0.1763007736765862,0.0,0.0,0.15967741309591502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15339757472992718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918924054577484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508943425348687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17280481433048084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558991752052215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348746120116246,0.3612895616241513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3678571794252464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18862761312543205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17005584574431953,0.0,0.0,0.14502510717239267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772743798187952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004675588584446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014468570342648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563486696172636,0.0,0.0,0.11619285331073248
anxiety,chngo13,2019/03/03,"What’s the most recent reason you got an anxiety attack? I’ll go first: 

I had to sell something on Craigslist, a guy message me to bargain, and I had an anxiety attack while typing an answer to him about why I can’t reduce the price. 

Happened a few houses ago and I’m still sweating. ",2.5603448275862064,4.356958482758621,4.192620689655172,85.66444827586207,76.24137931034483,6.019310344827588,25.393103448275863,6.742157984588678,1.096416551724138,224,8,43,2,5,75,44,58,0.173,0.794,0.032,-0.7783,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,2,2,2,0,7,0,3,1,1,1,0,5,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,2,0,1,3,0,6,0,5,4,2,7,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,5,29,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21398684607953064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693412158600621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5492554983638714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20533501541557245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13719338266309547,0.0,0.1930699132004252,0.0,0.0,0.2390243006021318,0.21346953333370586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785435942590403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24819976621048997,0.2383537240596033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18584178411172944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927826323018833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178262695398228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GamingVoid,2019/03/03,"Anxiety Fueling School Insecurity I have had horrible anxiety for the past 4 years and while it has gotten better in some ways, it is still very present. Recently, I have been distraught due to my anxiety beginning to fuel my insecurity about school and my abilities. Before turning in an assignment, I second guess myself and revise it until I can longer look at it. I also obsess over the details of an assignment and whether I answered the questions correctly, to the point where I feel like screaming out of frustration. This issue is becoming worse each day and I do not know what I can do to ease my insecurities.  ",8.744011799410032,8.541161646017699,9.298362831858405,61.94217551622421,60.858407079646035,13.197050147492629,40.07227138643068,12.45797560212912,5.4534023598820065,498,24,80,16,6,168,77,113,0.245,0.6779999999999999,0.077,-0.9612,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,9,1,5,6,0,11,0,0,0,1,16,18,9,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,7,0,1,3,3,14,2,14,15,2,18,0,0,1,0,1,7,0,3,11,65,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565932079363437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4493938836214477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162623151126628,0.16662416721112666,0.0,0.0,0.1731824804010737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262844943246247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900996224005848,0.13989029583531096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21571233081276392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043800159226418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761481892684367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566533216477688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644353070753577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869276021022052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851084954052288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21935764684212816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19334371782535129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39635052680431615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15637813509506202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129905218387758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615679063246027,0.0,0.15542885557197209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19955224348555595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260984586208953
anxiety,nickel229,2019/03/03,"Sunday night anxiety Like clockwork,  every friggin sunday afternoon/night a wave of anxiety creeps up on me. Im pretty sure its just nervous anticipation about work and traveling to work and dealing with coworkers and finding a bathroom at work etc etc  
Anyone else experience this? Everyone else i kno does fun stuff or relaxes and enjoys their day off but oh no, not me. Is frustrating and exhausting n i need to find a way to break this cycle. Anyone have any suggestions or tricks that might help? ",4.030329670329672,7.0518004395604414,5.075483516483518,74.88201648351651,77.57142857142857,8.914725274725274,28.880219780219782,9.3871,3.427948571428572,404,18,65,12,10,132,70,91,0.121,0.6809999999999999,0.198,0.773,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,3,2,9,2,1,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,16,4,8,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,5,5,10,3,2,11,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,3,5,39,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115635339334794,0.0,0.2500882886799229,0.0,0.0,0.2285858456919196,0.1674809951964088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541623136239167,0.16851697175919325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14304230705036672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730946693552493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645954871547736,0.0,0.0,0.13771955774006067,0.15619015173484896,0.0,0.15989229398565888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29879344177216344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095617699573728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176561590641026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985682520071444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734020277184921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121201281492781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067866107094091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16629451521987446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871191384149512,0.0,0.0,0.15405627173112404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974454454597162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35699589043779306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chillymercury,2019/03/03,"Speaking my will I hate anxiety... I think i’ve had it since i was a little kid and it crippled me so much. I’m 20 now but it’s a normal part of everyday at this point, and my anxiety has manifested differently in different parts of my life. 

Right now, I get into a state of panic late at night, usually after midnight and get a flurry of negative and panic-inducing thoughts about bad things that could happen to me or loved ones. It’s pretty normal so i’m not surprised anymore, but it pisses me off that I can’t even get a break from my anxiety when i go to bed. Tonight I started saying my feelings out loud “I hate anxiety, fuck off anxiety/panic/depression/etc, you’re pointless.” It made me feel a little bit better. 

Just wanted to post and see if anyone can relate, or things they do to alleviate night-time anxiety, and rant a bit.",2.9719273034657614,4.6761184201183426,5.03738377007608,80.44758875739645,74.85798816568047,8.378867286559595,26.864327979712595,9.04235418022936,2.302751141166526,659,25,128,15,14,228,106,169,0.237,0.691,0.07200000000000001,-0.982,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,1,8,9,4,1,7,0,8,4,1,1,0,24,27,14,0,5,7,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,11,8,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,6,0,1,4,6,18,3,18,21,5,25,0,0,1,2,5,11,2,3,10,86,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4231521163960601,0.0,0.10971364616904784,0.07735394959378934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237009313864457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784182977376338,0.24155512082656885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832777557122393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23116626411588845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233799094170702,0.07306901490990443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187408621199632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10227417325736132,0.1733963191124715,0.0,0.06287266921373763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782832885941614,0.0,0.0,0.21844528327605087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479365395552057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814011066660882,0.0,0.2217574400630356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998464503183938,0.10467926706480044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132460314608564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20763451865562288,0.2167846869444793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749646669985364,0.0,0.0,0.3893957739183301,0.0,0.23959955331569086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457959636085434,0.0,0.10595142678895693,0.11254885453737892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447604922874342,0.0,0.08797614406456193,0.0,0.0,0.08815651177866199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915129557715062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830335099754379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699318662276434,0.0708862118100588,0.0,0.08782659237337828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184155325608785,0.0,0.06525149666658606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hiways,2019/03/03,"Genaric Celexa script should I take it? Doctor gave me genaric Celexa for anxiety. Long time anxiety sufferer. Been on pretty much everything. Took Lexapro for years and stopped years ago. It didn't really help, I just became a downer cow. My family over ran me. It was basically a blur. Anxiety is still a problem and affecting me physically. So the doctor gave me a script for genaric Celexa, making all kinds of promises and saying no really bad side effects. I've heard otherwise. Especially the first month. And it sounds hellish. Stuff that sounds like I'd have a nervous breakdown to have to endure. If it's true. I do want to feel better and not be such a nervous twit. But I don't want to be a passive zombie. Any insights or suggestions?",2.2044248120300765,5.08914830714286,3.4665413533834624,83.33319548872183,87.35714285714286,6.947368421052633,25.22556390977444,8.032893268588372,2.1555714285714287,593,25,105,14,19,192,94,140,0.196,0.6829999999999999,0.121,-0.8892,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,3,4,11,1,2,9,0,11,2,0,3,2,23,21,9,0,5,5,0,1,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,7,5,0,1,3,0,0,2,4,6,0,1,8,5,9,5,10,10,2,14,1,1,0,0,6,3,0,3,10,63,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15894991348470275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193880333983988,0.0,0.41152123634837423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971863725104997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585875354471037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36706834868478494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16115471698779607,0.0,0.16904008070861054,0.0,0.09066590257858627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525233140898533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018954124125095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867266119139252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760314103716026,0.0,0.0,0.15868612086241873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196926377415158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312570804729235,0.0,0.13181548642306656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18242550757430465,0.0,0.17157806314505022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297446491210452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259667769499826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319937550903888,0.14991346896821142,0.0,0.0,0.20527017236305348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482085505312946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455869318084576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992230376058053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115265845807732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309430345385259
anxiety,Saberleaf,2019/03/03,"I suck at my job and am terrified of going there Hello, due to bullying at work, my anxiety has skyrocketed. Now, I'm absolutely terrified of going there, keep overthinking that I'm doing everything wrong and keep messing up because of that. My boss also told me I was doing worse than the colleague before me. I don't know what to do anymore, I want to run away and never go back. Sometimes, I wish my situation was so bad I could go to hospital, just so I don't have to return to the job. What should I do? ",4.081220527045769,4.851524999999999,6.187406380027743,76.90970873786408,70.84466019417475,9.769209431345352,29.277392510402212,9.957137785484203,2.8446460471567274,397,15,79,10,7,140,63,103,0.242,0.722,0.036000000000000004,-0.9755,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,8,4,1,0,2,0,13,0,0,1,1,13,26,6,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,1,0,0,5,3,4,0,0,3,0,14,0,14,21,0,14,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,5,59,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520189572507111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14542220675529133,0.0,0.188523227450183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786005739923946,0.14617137347234435,0.15872144155650209,0.11588018909271555,0.0,0.161756901758475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177544367202284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708451897744863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.432141631691592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772800458051352,0.3379304616707637,0.0,0.0,0.10447127799203858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14661303547958338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213674821174206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18800888303284186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18164398387959352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212299633707837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21859994679503955,0.0,0.0,0.13839147357136736,0.0,0.19372311463244252,0.0,0.20783911530342167,0.0,0.0
anxiety,finitions,2019/03/03,"social isolation I've been dealing with anxiety for my entire life, but the past 3 years have been especially tough and ended with me missing a year of school and then eventually having to do school online. lm almost finished with high school (still online), but it's so lonely. I wake up to an empty house 5 out of 7 days since my parents work from early in the morning to 5pm. My friends are all in 'real' school and ive always been the sideline friend anyway so they never talk to me unless they need something. Im too scared to reach out to people online and even more so irl. my mental health is the best it has been in a long time, but the social isolation that has come from leaving school has been weighing on me heavily. i dont know what to do. sorry for the wall of text.",3.4865611814345985,4.8388226139240516,4.556392405063292,85.84678270042195,72.86075949367087,6.785654008438819,23.29324894514768,7.1686216300943375,0.8290616033755267,615,16,123,6,12,201,102,158,0.138,0.772,0.09,-0.6371,1,4,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,2,7,7,0,1,9,0,16,4,1,0,2,20,20,12,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,4,10,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,5,0,12,3,25,15,3,22,0,2,0,0,9,9,0,1,12,84,16,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279773633018704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063432646757209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776980075381128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412253736378135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009193144376828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242308339123848,0.131760434201049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14978547491877112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319651462228734,0.0,0.0,0.08441341484786599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19748228967402884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584980145955702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13503206801303608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474687933137419,0.0,0.0,0.13805037915903756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023780110121311,0.0,0.0,0.13532610791809166,0.0,0.0,0.09027182843633108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11310262301491444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287964914886124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476513438677542,0.09857041497706996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419113488754337,0.0,0.12200349234157724,0.08860328365304034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454690666112102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795421811804605,0.6467229547393315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572088742430087,0.0,0.0,0.26056040789483315,0.0,0.0983898542816344,0.0,0.14306624706136778,0.0,0.0,0.1020645340383118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272410922867288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452360920724982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930429203283054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646033240422935
anxiety,Strawberrysyrup127,2019/03/03,"Anxiety from online gaming I have bad social anxiety that I’m currently seeking help for, but one thing I have a really hard time with is online gaming especially if it’s a FPS. I didn’t even try playing online FPS games until recently because of my anxiety. Which means I’m god awful like embarrassingly awful. I’m getting a little better though the more I practice and I have fun sometimes  but it’s really hard to not just quit trying because people sometimes yell at me and even cuss me out for being bad. I know they’re just assholes but it still gets to me and makes me not wanna play. I know I can obviously mute those people and I do but it still gives me anxiety knowing they’re probably still yelling at me. When people yell at me I just fumble all over the place and become even worse. Even if they don’t say anything I still get anxiety that people are judging me or I’m irritating them. And it makes me feel sort of ridiculous to feel this way. Does anyone else have problems with this? If so how do you deal with it?",2.7853244762391443,4.932590184466021,4.333566683699541,83.30404956566174,76.76699029126216,7.055288707204905,23.948901379662754,8.032893268588372,1.4606155339805826,822,27,157,14,19,274,113,206,0.238,0.685,0.077,-0.9884,1,0,0,0,1,0,12.0,0,1,2,2,15,10,1,1,5,2,12,0,0,3,2,37,28,19,0,5,13,0,4,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,13,10,0,0,6,5,0,0,4,5,0,1,1,8,24,5,18,26,2,17,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,5,10,106,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41800479659566103,0.0,0.0,0.07641299833547041,0.11197303112472208,0.08993034301495324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18249296410372806,0.13323542793619395,0.12069414605044836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665165922235253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266565559696805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563401913583927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129166528969464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28872074633579026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051322406148878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17128708635171988,0.10483391493321503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19579165124368647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324988404284093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801767265736884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053390002628267284,0.1095299657444733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458940893658834,0.0,0.0,0.11904088756707393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405277952398404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030514312234845,0.0,0.11417715221953274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782522410975325,0.1045687761170737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623559350613827,0.0,0.0,0.1400185801009101,0.0,0.10790347317327534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690598198629305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111399940946199,0.0,0.0,0.21616675104529298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490931920603496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07260256382327376,0.0,0.10736968882294698,0.0,0.0637236158160763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839154705714444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674351324263258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136839817604492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,catsandzack,2019/03/03,"I went on my first date ever today!! Honestly the depression’s bound to hit sometime tonight but for now, I feel proud of myself. We went to an aquarium that was pretty crowded but I kept my breathing under control. At the restaurants, I was able to speak up and order my own food. We sang loudly in his car. I did start getting shaky hands at one point but Lorazepam helped with that. I wasn’t constantly feeling judged. It was great. ",2.4691666666666663,5.038521869047621,3.0809523809523824,89.59738095238096,80.30952380952381,5.6380952380952385,24.809523809523807,6.937597516519254,1.0838666666666668,343,13,65,4,9,107,65,84,0.026,0.7709999999999999,0.203,0.9523,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,0,0,3,2,5,0,1,3,0,5,3,2,1,1,14,13,4,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,4,1,3,2,1,0,3,1,2,0,2,8,6,13,3,12,4,1,19,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,1,8,45,16,0,0.23354058222374302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25237440257204724,0.26193562132270604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20114816125894244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21125082707203696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23617027096335294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19864949993525408,0.28239819903833835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201531517984132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574793163723585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15653732944038118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158253142592582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207713371886528,0.0,0.0,0.23759473147640794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309776074365067,0.0,0.16530122612474527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22136916476458293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4329889189287631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,marylerw,2019/03/03,"I [20F] started a new job and lately have been feeling a huge gap inside and it has been taking a huge toll on me. I started a new job which I love, but it’s very exhausting and has been impacting my social life. I have to work Saturdays, which makes seeing my bf difficult ( I would fly/drive to visit on weekends). Work in addition to going to college (I love my university too) leaves me mentally and physically exhausted by the end of the day. My days go from 7am to 6pm, I often can’t help but nap at 9pm, I try to wake up later to call my bf. I find it extremely difficult to stay up late to talk to my bf (he is usually up late with friends or playing games). I’m too tired at the end of the day to genuinely listen to what my bf is saying on the phone, or to watch a show or play games together. It’s been harder to be with my best friend. I don’t feel close to anyone. I don’t feel like a priority anymore. My physical and emotional needs are not met. I don’t know what i’m trying to ask or say, I just feel so exhausted and like I can’t control the situation i’m in. ",1.8203338102050568,2.85887535622318,4.4995350500715325,85.85862064854555,76.55364806866953,8.439580352885072,24.96161182641869,8.998388855275968,1.7312424415832144,830,28,192,19,18,297,125,233,0.084,0.735,0.181,0.9716,2,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,4,5,14,0,0,12,0,18,8,1,2,0,29,39,13,0,2,8,0,4,2,6,1,5,3,0,0,8,10,0,1,6,7,0,3,6,5,0,0,5,9,25,9,32,32,1,33,0,0,2,2,22,13,0,5,18,114,33,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006184345384978,0.08464997847539063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131774477411685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704802046290115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236187330944513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357823107808094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23422662121809665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617944204728358,0.2144515513758096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448521126466135,0.08648734354374253,0.0,0.0,0.11064927637160173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18706575697651434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760564582886034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081145894581041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24027245029892705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665329911510147,0.0,0.4096925952717604,0.12818810668120625,0.0,0.0,0.08551029030486833,0.11829041319494908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21852794626985145,0.0,0.08081041048991261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200290575932606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976658933975584,0.0,0.23384656206304585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19254811785359588,0.0,0.0,0.09647143893384867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360797461237287,0.0,0.12340835733019767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713778549460188,0.12903691899161396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102421706983116,0.09730575478094117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13914396808377766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643874934624349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13333365542027978,0.09988955228452613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762704326676534,0.0,0.0,0.08599959438246285,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JediMudkipYT,2019/03/03,Need Help So basically when I try to sleep i see things in font of me that isn't there but I have panic atack and I'm not getting any sleep. any advice?,-1.5450000000000017,0.4276039117647059,1.2914117647058845,97.9153529411765,98.11764705882356,3.896470588235295,12.682352941176472,5.6839178017228535,-1.1950988235294115,119,2,29,1,5,41,29,34,0.134,0.8109999999999999,0.056,-0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,4,6,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,6,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946813100577634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4101427943085072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755285042038794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20212956393364326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22360319832242712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3538161273348117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403045771376074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6035563201490829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003433146389684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047397008885149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AlexPH102,2019/03/03,"I have no friends and can't push myself to get some. Since I went to a new, bigger school, a few people talked to me and i became friends with them and some of their friends. but I haven't actually approached anyone I don't know in the whole time I've been here. Every time I tried, I couldn't even say hi in fear of being rejected or wasting their time. When I even walk towards someone, I start sweating and getting tense and have to walk away or else I'd feel like I would disturb them. 

I always see groups of 4+ people talking and just that alone makes me feel worse about myself. Everyone seems to have friends and be outgoing, while I can't even do something as simple as saying hi to someone. I've never seen anyone alone at all and that makes me feel like everyone is a perfectly happy person with all the friends in the world. 

I feel like I'm a depressing person to be around and try to seem like a good person to talk to then start worrying if people know what I am. I might also have depression but I don't usually feel empty inside or sad. I have a feeling my few friends don't care about me and I only feel like 1 from my previous school actually cares. As a result, I have a distrust for people, but I wouldn't consider it trust issues. I consider myself a decent person, as I always help others when possible and go out of my way to make others feel better.",4.134274208653308,4.881047117437729,5.211346694137479,84.04147780483237,70.70818505338079,8.05102079041019,26.53324592620341,8.20500826718156,1.5821060498220638,1084,33,221,15,19,358,139,281,0.173,0.618,0.208,0.8832,0,3,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,4,2,12,25,1,2,12,0,23,1,1,4,4,49,49,27,0,4,8,0,8,5,6,3,0,2,0,4,6,15,0,0,12,0,0,6,10,7,0,0,3,12,36,18,33,39,7,29,0,4,2,0,23,10,0,9,17,147,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.1574504221851822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671057972562059,0.0,0.06451416920993858,0.13425279769191092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281687512953667,0.0,0.0,0.07181607395452214,0.0,0.0,0.07579493939387354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134871296163456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16450300080072036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389670739294545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06739194003446203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15985126759947876,0.0,0.06797048216798085,0.15417301794340044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077955378968727,0.3263255433158428,0.2305312301927248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739665595774556,0.0,0.08429662602431014,0.0,0.04584832519215282,0.06766468516424609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587790894950036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05407341160095673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420165283109354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867154238982759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19706376502971526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16154956245011026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855813046915053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062219991179871925,0.07791448641480694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06135545200834881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22371400297674726,0.28176220870866314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094668652031017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830881566397348,0.0,0.16329076650052687,0.06428593648686398,0.14688333925154512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673353951688685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13670794275552953,0.06210601697290481,0.0,0.0,0.11420152969698455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19452570545599476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112322572587202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954334340557824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888499124573756,0.0,0.0,0.06403447263532343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478467952529316,0.0,0.09006852385888789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192734778607533,0.08221267941380557,0.05730778480621665,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ben_jamin_2514,2019/03/04,"I feel like I'm trapped in an endless cycle of anxiety Despite being an introvert, I genuinely love people and want to be around them. However I can never bring myself to go out and meet new people or meet a nice girl because that entire concept alone is terrifying. Whenever I go to the store to get something, I keep my head low and avoid eye contact and make as little human to human interaction as possible. When I'm with people I know, I worry about saying something hurtful or embarrassing myself or something else that could be as bad. I honest to god feel like crying because no matter how hard I try, I can never seem to beat my anxiety. ",8.391866666666665,7.00399268,9.1494,66.57236666666668,62.2,11.533333333333333,37.63333333333333,10.504223727775694,4.059373333333333,515,21,87,10,6,176,82,125,0.246,0.618,0.136,-0.9337,1,3,3,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,4,10,0,2,4,0,7,3,2,2,2,23,21,12,0,2,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,7,0,2,4,0,1,3,3,5,0,0,0,5,15,5,16,17,0,12,0,2,1,1,10,5,0,4,6,56,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670962385343871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468443770285829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362393191792586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470946506822906,0.19669879672971585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288142838614092,0.0,0.17722086757948113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134776170213034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16315343848354286,0.2305180434335809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429180412099102,0.0,0.1833828103752541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445260573929352,0.0,0.1655780731046109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727143506182153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340353538725595,0.0,0.0,0.088666470234218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576419941309574,0.16170182962224167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456127351865276,0.0,0.10769354770260466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488657283830584,0.1558200591603873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355518092610358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18188296844555468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283014761922378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687493728702458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726147864498385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953707734920014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516060785674037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16384532281860534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,timetripper11,2019/03/04,"Psychosomatic Prison I'm curious if anyone has experienced flu like symptoms, headaches, nausea or any other psychosomatic symptoms from anxiety? I have been to countless doctors and had test after test and everything comes back normal. It literally feels like I've had the flu for 2 months straight. I've always suffered from anxiety and it usually expresses itself as some physical ailment such as lump in throat, dizziness, nausea. But this seems extreme if it is caused by anxiety. ",8.264065040650404,10.573062073170732,8.159512195121952,60.904796747967474,62.414634146341456,11.320325203252034,40.495934959349604,11.20814326018867,5.568115447154472,398,22,54,12,6,128,62,82,0.183,0.7170000000000001,0.1,-0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,6,7,1,1,0,13,10,9,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,2,9,7,1,7,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,5,6,33,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822900460562301,0.0,0.0,0.14898022566493274,0.0,0.5027811080466966,0.0,0.0,0.15318409535477645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16845708955304545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250529600807717,0.0,0.18871588449442905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22423512419219588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968927482164822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077217634019082,0.15650902361702965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21406041986979213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17486558584565245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214649454428276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19943994566506013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4554108518343883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412829365554873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,breathing-inair,2019/03/04,I’m having a hard time Guys I’m struggling so much... there’s so much going on in my life and i just don’t know how to deal with it. I feel so alone and the people I talk to don’t feel like friends(in real life) and so isolated. I’ve had so many ongoing family issues and I’m getting the brunt of most of it and I must just burst. I have no idea what to do... ,-1.078712737127372,0.6708241097561007,1.7779674796747995,98.54331978319786,88.39024390243902,5.107859078590786,15.208672086720867,6.42735559955562,-0.6841831978319783,275,5,71,3,9,96,52,82,0.155,0.813,0.032,-0.818,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,1,3,0,7,2,0,1,1,16,15,11,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,3,6,1,8,13,3,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,45,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23835475569797065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372633608959064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169547111577996,0.0,0.2327305408674762,0.164411456560939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023820856066347,0.0,0.13079338394923165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278739434439265,0.0,0.0,0.2061594767424685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597990905875055,0.0,0.2402054832262893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647845957902393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251081789293625,0.11243436515506207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333249789106299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383575145392667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15954951115185612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619487394668241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24059141080546706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184977133298177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419599057806106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,delete-later,2019/03/04,My SO leaves in July for a 400 day long deployment... What do I do to keep from having panic attacks about this? The last time he left for basic training was bad. I couldn't see him without crying because I knew he would be gone soon. I tried to live in the moment and be happy I could spend time with him but I just kept thinking about him leaving. What can I do this time to not freak out so bad and be anxious about it? ,1.4377808988764045,3.1431627078651694,2.67009831460674,95.73413623595506,79.2247191011236,4.899438202247191,20.11376404494382,5.148860815047168,-0.35051797752809005,327,8,74,1,8,105,61,89,0.15,0.773,0.078,-0.7733,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,1,1,3,0,12,0,0,0,0,15,18,5,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,2,0,1,1,3,5,0,0,4,1,11,1,14,8,0,13,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,8,53,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251180133264954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266980232542965,0.0,0.0,0.33276371089239226,0.1214729445601626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15910062107350048,0.0,0.2188883814268296,0.12851245545409898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21212627485140864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771200433703093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16243138160769038,0.0,0.4219956279250045,0.2165070853605125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17595877415424802,0.17634739206433298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338000290136981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15879213174964066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276839618295822,0.0,0.0,0.3485872506030304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13529102918107974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19208885611575535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415554600668886,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Thalana,2019/03/04,"After hearing about Luke Perry's death I'm totally freaking out about random strokes For the past 10 years I've had fleeting anxiety regarding heath attacks, TIAs, strokes and I've never been able to shake it. I think it all started when my Dad told me a story about how his cousin was getting some water one night and dropped to the floor and couldn't be saved. Hearing about Luke's death has sort of put me into a state of health anxiety regarding these unfair conditions.

I'm 29 but I know these things can happen at any age. My blood pressure is raised but not high yet and I think this news is motivating for me to start hitting the gym and eating better. Still, I worry for my family and friends as strokes supposedly hit 1 in 4 people at some point in their lives and since me and my friends have always had bad luck, well, shit.",5.888363636363637,6.210515200000002,5.720151515151517,83.44022727272728,66.6969696969697,8.781818181818181,30.43939393939393,8.548686976883017,2.111375757575758,668,23,133,9,10,208,114,165,0.17600000000000002,0.7,0.123,-0.5944,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,2,9,12,2,2,5,0,11,8,2,2,3,29,25,13,2,1,3,2,3,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,6,10,2,0,4,1,0,2,3,6,1,1,5,5,14,6,20,16,4,24,0,0,0,0,9,9,1,5,11,78,20,1,0.16685602441163913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883757886791107,0.0,0.0,0.11346781833679492,0.0,0.2552888039397631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18982281588602615,0.0,0.0,0.1393178108029229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14757059418109605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17073536862526706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572970100094059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25782510111233586,0.0,0.08717538602664167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475502313367296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773601514101104,0.3761177324767897,0.0,0.0,0.17629255082233009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169970735461833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14733692649955488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868965237387658,0.0,0.0,0.15658307577324435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306596040917954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15928295545361,0.11567695819426367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15773287570229844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16773639047687885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17127531127304746,0.13802502763588792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362031057636054,0.0,0.13325143663184846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108517284511722,0.21382920618400944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594380817831585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15002360454902144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16945039217418648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744980913144664
anxiety,strzzdout,2019/03/04,"Nervous Ticks/Noises My husband just asked me why I randomly make a weird howling noise, its not loud or often, but  he’s noticed it alot recently, like he said i’d do it maybe 1 time during the week and then again on the weekend and it would normally be at the end of a long conversation. I only ask this because I’ve felt alot of anxiety and panic in the last few months and this is when he’s noticed it. 
I thought maybe it’s anxious energy, or some kind of release.
Has anyone else experienced this? ",3.277058823529412,4.76392744117647,4.768774509803921,83.58198529411767,73.6078431372549,7.845098039215688,28.43627450980393,8.472884824447931,2.0545450980392146,397,16,80,7,8,133,75,102,0.118,0.823,0.059,-0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,8,0,5,0,0,1,0,19,11,9,0,2,5,1,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,9,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,4,5,2,6,6,4,14,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,7,12,48,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13857695730808867,0.20464454579374605,0.0,0.12666219256761818,0.1856065059564076,0.0,0.0,0.3386959793326109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104255283636052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15132507218178726,0.0,0.16044247255587926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17392952529503267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18863672230203932,0.0,0.14765898037464667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849927291687135,0.0,0.0,0.160309392472191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091702749714547,0.0,0.3639730137097452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14458980520487025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774855964541277,0.0,0.4124741147001239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377704544365649,0.0,0.21253697132925808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17886080634849208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723122769194112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14381048174232727,0.10562827101961916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530519481980134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16345698967990155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868162970148112,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yssup_taf,2019/03/04,"I am currently swimming in tasks that I need to get done but I am so overwhelmed I don’t have any motivation to do anything. I have 4 overdue school assignments, I have 3 garbage bags of laundry that I need to get done, a sink filled with dirty dishes that need to be washed by hand, applications that need to be turned in, and exams approaching in the next few days. I have so much anxiety and depression over these things but it makes me procrastinate more because rather than doing these tasks, I sit and cry thinking about everything I need to do, or I take long naps to forget about it. I tried making a list of things to do one by one so I know how much I need to get done, but I am so overwhelmed that I can’t get myself to do anything. Does anyone have advice on how to get oneself motivated in very stressful, anxiety induced times? ",7.734685628742515,6.160410514970063,7.601549401197605,77.74388098802397,63.61077844311377,10.984730538922157,35.246257485029936,9.827888789773867,3.0908089820359272,664,24,136,11,8,213,91,167,0.145,0.767,0.08800000000000001,-0.8996,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,9,4,0,3,3,0,20,3,1,7,0,25,37,13,0,7,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,11,4,1,0,5,2,0,3,2,4,0,2,3,1,19,0,25,32,4,15,0,3,0,0,0,6,0,1,5,98,30,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306825915118108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564431807544004,0.0,0.19268930914683616,0.0,0.0,0.08806099821710142,0.0,0.20727771317480168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677257166662972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13834046759079702,0.08122163937104421,0.0,0.10847294995084973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102119714193458,0.38664464526478015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318780784320635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289953309516439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06921397643156214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111453977216934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16813342524698355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18516251000140055,0.5603027152169896,0.0,0.0,0.1339398689603251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17068199986090274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745919332689706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442651910724624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469209043484596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16733944178789026,0.08069802000548204,0.0,0.0,0.07343731225060304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550579119708658,0.13698783407066525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391465944899192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,adabbadon,2019/03/04,"My boyfriend is out of cell service for the week. I keep panicking that he’ll get hurt or die and I will have no way of knowing. He’s on vacation hundreds of miles away, a fishing trip with his dad. He last texted me when the plane landed and before he went to bed. It’s been 48 hours since we last spoke, we’ve talked every day for the last four years. We live together and spend most of our time together. I feel like I’m sitting here waiting for him to come back home. I know that feeling this way is probably super unhealthy and I can be kind of clingy I’m just so scared and lonely since I can’t check in to make sure he’s okay and if something happened idk if anyone would even tell me, his mom has no way of contacting me other than driving hours to our apartment and I wouldn’t expect her to even think of me. I just miss him and I didn’t know he’d be out of cell service and I don’t really have any close friends I can talk to. I just don’t know what to do, he didn’t even tell me when he’d be back home so I have no idea how long I will have to wait. ",1.1528969957081543,2.579671875536484,2.526032188841203,97.70209549356224,79.1716738197425,5.861716738197424,20.662875536480687,6.508806274219699,-0.053858197424893284,829,21,205,7,20,268,130,233,0.129,0.8059999999999999,0.066,-0.9261,0,2,1,0,0,0,14.0,4,0,0,1,14,10,0,1,4,1,25,0,0,2,1,40,45,17,1,5,6,2,2,1,1,5,0,1,3,0,6,16,0,3,8,0,2,4,9,4,0,1,5,3,31,6,26,30,1,31,0,3,0,0,28,9,0,4,15,121,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575410160598564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817387957928505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184775566804349,0.19393025227751126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073040364212791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862623587371796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132575367222879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087460405736828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498687612775824,0.0,0.10624689086174477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12752254096268045,0.09008773247326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742656658707946,0.0,0.06588341100099812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151212489588792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529824067784762,0.0,0.24837134625111995,0.0,0.13499545615629646,0.14235450168260322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120857971832396,0.0,0.1313164670476683,0.2772107946373408,0.30837138274083503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06160736739860806,0.0,0.11135091826524808,0.11159684496796736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417447389383127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14768985716533956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595994593020827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078456342256367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625071516187655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20862677043678926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707995289588076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188502211144032,0.0,0.0,0.20271300853125354,0.22043848526406715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080146310297319,0.0,0.0,0.07353144817921828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002831556495649,0.10115191037330266,0.0,0.0,0.11689838633213885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895796787609478,0.0,0.0,0.08120594883081375
anxiety,TacoMacho714,2019/03/04,"Need Advice  Hi I was wondering if you guys had any tips or recomended any vidoes to improve presentation skill. The anxiety kills me leading up to presentations, I get hot and my palms get sweaty. Once I do begin talking I usually talk too fast and stutter along the way. ",3.710588235294118,6.316671823529415,5.0468235294117685,77.04670588235294,75.86274509803921,8.785882352941178,29.807843137254906,9.3871,3.2135772549019617,217,10,38,6,5,72,43,51,0.136,0.81,0.055,-0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,2,1,2,1,0,2,0,3,1,1,1,0,8,8,4,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,7,0,4,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,3,5,21,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614134344275835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638399613633324,0.0,0.20464892584396896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795320254560806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648827927580429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29596669971491874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19835964490248745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848956951623917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4300382827793979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946309616667592,0.0,0.0,0.212341663942776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901095743841817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rylandissmall,2019/03/04,"Anxiety causing physical toll like foggy head and nausea I'm currently a senior in high school balancing a lot on my plate, and its getting more stressful. Between bad allergies causing congestion and the stress, a constant shaky feeling has found its way onto me along with the feeling of constantly needing (but not) to throw up. The feeling is mainly in my head, if that makes sense, and I used to be able to work around it and deal with it but its been over a week since its started and is only getting worse. I really hate the feeling because it just makes me feel physically weak and emotionally very sensitive and I don't know what to do. I've been forcing myself to eat but today is the first day its won and eating doesn't feel like an option because of how bad it is. Its somehow a new weight added onto myself since my mom is trying to help me but doesn't know how, and I'm feeling guilty. If anyone has any suggestions or ways to subside the feeling, please help, thank you",7.427031249999999,6.698207640625,7.385500000000004,76.30950000000003,63.73958333333334,10.18,35.34583333333333,9.3871,3.152167083333333,785,31,146,12,10,252,114,192,0.145,0.708,0.14800000000000002,-0.5209,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,3,5,11,1,3,12,0,14,7,2,7,0,46,37,19,0,3,9,1,9,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,12,14,3,0,11,0,0,1,4,7,0,1,4,9,12,4,21,32,3,22,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,7,12,97,24,3,0.1114584395814328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579556098812608,0.0,0.08526540120463129,0.0,0.0,0.07793433249313987,0.0,0.0,0.09922164178891198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18612628285672966,0.13588806049801488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22899704018069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408939537028948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188147280337759,0.11490875708479865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280996186435033,0.0,0.12537574263328002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4508538880301435,0.07962593150742485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480649176939647,0.0,0.12220842604099767,0.0,0.0,0.1164648688077066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100421337746453,0.2287770295422956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941648521672451,0.11776196091075453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250928700788152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108905927192482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475797954061622,0.0,0.0,0.14879874781914773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13053877734661926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264502066487257,0.0,0.1076472554892459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847691658113236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234789631918358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140313045232427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280189133850538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18439914600299065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889085720917832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25535053192354595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261595625295852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564956822993253,0.0,0.0,0.07567296415166712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626430550503373,0.0,0.09196488552677347,0.0,0.17694104275283548,0.08940523716278986,0.1357263523317376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114307147889166,0.0,0.11358567209436858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,1PartialMartian1,2019/03/04,"A little venting Hi so I'm putting this here. Made a new account because my other one is my fun one I guess... I came here because I've always thought I had something going on with me and my mother recently told me that I was diagnosed with Social Anxiety at 3 (I'm 17 now so that's 14 years late) She never told me however because she thought she could pray it off of me. My social skills have never been amazing and I've always had a deep fear of talking to new people but recently it's skyrocketed. Things I use to enjoy like acting on stage or texting my friends make me scared. It's like I can't breath and I start over thinking everything to the point where I can't even move my fingers to type anything. Putting my foot down is hard, I feel like crying whenever I think I hurt someone's feelings and I fear their responses even of it's a simple opinion. I'm scared of bad impressions and I imagine the things being said behind my back, even if I know there is nothing. It took me about an hour to pour everything out into this messy post because I was terrified that I was going to be posting to the wrong subreddit even though I'm sure I can post to this one. All around, life isn't really as fun as it use to be and I don't know what happened. ",2.712822344322344,4.220732388461542,4.124725274725275,87.54217948717951,75.11538461538461,7.106227106227107,26.996336996337,7.793537801064563,1.5292106227106226,991,38,207,14,21,328,142,260,0.166,0.7190000000000001,0.115,-0.946,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,15,17,0,4,8,0,19,5,3,4,4,35,45,14,0,2,3,1,4,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,16,12,0,0,9,0,1,8,6,7,0,3,14,5,36,10,28,27,1,37,1,1,0,0,13,13,0,4,15,135,52,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16133962427610765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416615884076387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978123886342788,0.08630567547201212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454823815983698,0.0809488448055491,0.2363982421257097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088448513445563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774063460778632,0.0,0.10649455477185783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984017769614432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256137117417786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742640517526592,0.0,0.0,0.21819044894679807,0.09804123536981424,0.06926079512427942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490300047292882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019735435482006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680088608714193,0.0,0.08573218821530036,0.0,0.08684777557637137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954758015057507,0.0,0.103786524256509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065619009742225,0.0,0.10936334243595708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847835134198252,0.14209399441176085,0.09716894283734584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173603117697908,0.06471459355229219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304205430485457,0.0,0.0,0.14954697662927166,0.187269005636346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302573111464227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970866214995322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06721262760646958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164868441709996,0.0,0.2785526780142736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19492219928955387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06210837971835197,0.0,0.19145201672363568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922212462192139,0.0,0.19412687337237544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976557633394696,0.08214505954040807,0.07463651868684869,0.0,0.0,0.06862140756035211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137382625901176,0.0,0.0,0.07792439529475811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881797827722613,0.12424274489044722,0.09525246433510348,0.153934264960884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852789455128097,0.1077145440871244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16746660830569945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059991399034146,0.0,0.0624323471179958
anxiety,MountainHumor,2019/03/04,"Zoloft is horrible This is going to be a bit of a rant, so I'm sorry in advance.

Last year I had to change primaries because of insurance reasons. Long story short, my new doctor put me on Zoloft after I had a panic attack and landed in the hospital. In high school I suffered from major depression that included anxiety (mostly anxiety and stress now) and Zoloft, like most antidepressants, worked for a bit but then did not. Doc said that since I ""reached maturity"" the medicine might work better for me now since I was older. When I went for a follow up, feeling as dull as ever, she just upped the dose. 

A few months later and I felt worse, more irritable and anxious than before, I felt like everything that could go wrong would, and everything that wasn't already wrong was certainly going to go wrong. I ended up quitting my job out of panic, and the night I did I flushed all the Zoloft down the sink and basically went off it cold turkey without any medical advice. Stupid, essentially. But I felt the medication was truly making me lose my freakin' mind. 

I hate going through the whole medication thing. I'm upset the doctor did not take my opinion and experience into consideration and prescribe me something I know that works better. I was on Buspar before with much better results, though I still had the same ""go with the flow"" kind of feeling while on it - but it didn't make me crazy. 

Anyone have any advice when it comes to doctors and medications? I find it hard enough to describe my anxiety to others, especially when I have an idea of what works for me. 

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anxiety,tellmeapart,2019/03/04,"I’m stressed about school and I feel so alone I’m going into grade 9 after summer. Doesn’t sound too bad, right? Well, that’s what I used to think. But lately I’ve seen how different it is and the horrifying amount of work they get. My teachers constantly remind me that it’s a huge leap and that you have a lot less free time. There’s also a lot of presentations which I absolutely cannot cope with. I don’t understand how everyone is so okay with this. I don’t think I’ll be able to survive it. Who knows what I’ll do when it comes to high school. I’m scared to death about this, but I don’t know if I can even get help for this issue. My parents never really take me seriously when I say that this terrifies me. I’m going to buckle under the pressure. ",0.7911948529411781,2.921243406250003,2.8305882352941185,91.53205882352941,83.6875,6.264705882352942,18.161764705882355,7.5105763829236425,0.3042720588235297,595,14,134,10,17,200,98,160,0.154,0.777,0.069,-0.9206,2,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,2,13,8,0,3,5,1,11,0,0,3,1,22,29,13,1,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,16,7,0,0,6,0,1,3,6,5,1,0,1,4,15,4,15,27,4,17,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,3,9,83,31,4,0.17111300104224147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17722146409872308,0.0,0.13683900511205602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428722084754432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473986990173225,0.0,0.18491236511936476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17877666654336788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301852338325274,0.0,0.0,0.16350580538242473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651987469737109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787989612318008,0.0,0.19449492358592455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469343769135502,0.18079028035679684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17859751653474856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880784607624812,0.0,0.1930229183333601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909483088545806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197289518568192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900007377989945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961937006646552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14612956794452073,0.0,0.13607592640175792,0.17131396494766726,0.3463509846837631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19600936456340504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865568150803572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21928460365542424,0.0,0.0,0.0997773669620342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17813466870906974,0.0,0.14778669313936346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538511377822738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457230270475833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jankerjunction,2019/03/04,"I need to change the channel immediately when those panic attack commercials come on bc it triggers one Anyone else see those and experience this? Next time I see one I will try to make it through to see who the organization is that the ad is actually for.  I realize it’s great to spread awareness, etc. but seeing that woman run inside her house having a huge panic attack is SO super triggering.  Like, trying to hold my shit together over here people! ",5.767803921568627,7.221104623529412,6.871470588235294,71.02995098039219,67.47058823529412,9.431372549019608,28.284313725490193,9.725611199111238,2.76072549019608,363,12,62,8,6,122,65,85,0.171,0.667,0.162,0.1571,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,8,3,2,4,0,5,1,1,3,0,9,12,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,9,2,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,5,0,2,0,4,6,3,9,11,1,8,0,0,4,0,3,3,1,0,4,41,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.15714913419195334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260099530248767,0.16500170162577504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664062588075687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17035606649747073,0.13871933880764614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452596545566373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795991112754804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575253392394942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17754414578149352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18581537479603968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867467009673282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749362038659112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940708652991235,0.0,0.0,0.1712649511243958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21824602779513344,0.0,0.0,0.37788505038667786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164295841983618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5133033811873934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16530243147204024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390212033903124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186674552378371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,unhappycappy,2019/03/04,"Panic Attacks... Body jolting? For those who experience panic attacks- does it ever occur with a kind of body jolt when sitting? If I'm sitting down when it sets on my body will jolt up and it just seems pretty intense for it to be caused by anxiety.

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anxiety,throwawaybadhouse,2019/03/04,"Does therapy help? I’m 2 sessions in.  I have an appointment tomorrow which I am dreading.  I am making an effort to be completely open and honest and I feel naked. 


At my last appointment my therapist gave me some tools to work with.  I ended up having an episode a few days later and my inability to harness the tools I had learned made me feel 1000x worse...like I was failing at my recovery.  Like I am hopeless and have no chance at overcoming this. 


This is hard.  Does it get better?",2.11042105263158,4.54225630526316,3.765526315789476,84.98618421052633,80.6842105263158,7.589473684210527,26.342105263157894,8.548686976883017,2.1838210526315787,379,16,74,9,10,126,65,95,0.16,0.706,0.134,-0.4012,0,0,0,0,0,1,12.0,0,0,0,4,0,6,0,1,5,0,10,0,0,2,0,12,17,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,3,14,3,9,12,2,11,0,2,0,0,2,6,0,1,6,49,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353441699276681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790011954218277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716127371702655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4657324878115631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235685962150376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690967045164444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13902647052695932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238373681380404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17836148180034053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21690733323510367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000320896798104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517906224052269,0.17762407616912473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043089860571185,0.3089630616769081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937242526594528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BattlegroundChamp,2019/03/04,"Help! My anxiety is through the roof! Im not young, but not old enough, to know what to do in this type of situation, so I come to reddit often to express what I like and my feelings for certain stuff..

This is an ongoing thing for me. I always find something I am interested in, but no one remotely close to me is interested in it. While people nearby play sports and stuff, I play games, watch anime, and now a new entertainment has approached me, and this is Korean music. As I already have stated, new things I like I go crazy for, and my anxiety flares up. I cant get it out of my head, and I start to want to get albums or even travel overseas. I know it sounds silly, but I am not joking. It gets worse for me just because I alone am the only one listening to it around me, and I see myself and how extreme I am wanting to go just for these types of things. I now for some reason constantly check news for my favorite groups and watch their videos constantly. Anyone else ever go through this???",3.9324520255863575,4.838710706467662,5.096847903340444,84.09235074626869,71.28855721393035,8.130916844349679,26.29744136460555,8.418075326091056,1.6101411513859278,776,24,161,12,14,257,115,201,0.083,0.752,0.165,0.957,0,1,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,0,10,10,0,0,4,0,12,1,1,2,2,35,27,17,0,2,9,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,17,13,0,0,5,8,1,6,5,0,0,2,0,6,28,10,28,27,2,25,0,0,3,0,6,7,0,3,13,120,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447884686281187,0.1542704643457707,0.0,0.11632305584856376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138900292006,0.0,0.0,0.09774994556515113,0.14323947411609145,0.0,0.12444977423274667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521950526620697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042351651381533,0.0,0.30214374214990225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678321106367708,0.0,0.0,0.14444860609115848,0.0,0.09233519771711612,0.1264552085578204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07068602117151415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777275242062627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21911590608429016,0.0,0.23835111298591194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14347298211789294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370358883715764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15100572672655976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536585449974825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659638973265725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27003537536522665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14669438464755086,0.0,0.1894613567089263,0.10632260620682853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691826505578248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143735529539324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140083050484192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713870240358238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107623257095168,0.0,0.0,0.09894967661991716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200703094960885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27862654847510754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16491285269073153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246600835623974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bitterandsalt,2019/03/04,"Friend Blocked Me and I'm Terrified My friend blocked me which by itself I'm fine with because he was really abusive. But I remember sending him lots of messages and am worried I sent him too many and that he will report it somehow. I mean, I wouldn't send him too many messages if he asked me not to or send him anything threatening. I did send him a lot of messages one night when I was having a panic attack, but that was because I was having a panic attack. And then I sent him a few more messages than usual if we we arguing but he would send the same amount back. And I sent him some messages after he blocked me just to be sure he did block me. But I'm still worried he's going to report it somehow though he never really told me not to message him when I did. If he said he needed space I gave him space. Should I be worried this much or just let it go? And like he didn't mention anything about reporting me or feeling overwhelmed by messages and if I said I was sorry he would say it's his fault.... but I just have anxiety and am worried about it. What do I do?",2.7997085084033637,3.9769247008928623,4.14078781512605,88.84391806722691,74.3125,6.699159663865548,27.015756302521005,7.048011613610866,1.2010523109243691,839,31,179,8,17,277,102,224,0.199,0.737,0.064,-0.9829,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,2,0,0,0,14,12,3,3,5,0,24,0,0,0,2,48,40,24,0,9,17,0,1,1,2,5,0,3,0,0,11,11,0,4,3,0,0,10,5,7,0,1,16,4,36,5,13,16,8,21,0,1,0,0,49,2,0,12,10,133,47,3,0.0,0.14547625676877346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392767713883078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20207778218065828,0.0,0.11478433071757403,0.2793638559775365,0.0,0.09441156121054567,0.0,0.1496931896543539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062082125096160526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18972169936038408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955935811123452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555262395022765,0.0,0.059984944791914276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208769249493322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24896277858155474,0.0,0.13374528408265687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025868915422723,0.0910410871053347,0.09469682910288513,0.0,0.0,0.11522232357753293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08320006879119618,0.0,0.0,0.28811577928784915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15731422333267453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908775005469262,0.0,0.23358705845388844,0.0976409491460643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744407945845705,0.0,0.0,0.09805363748889552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572031484363275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063241317316475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732319191637247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522671437639575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4987631727379862,0.0,0.17444121740135504,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yeg_urban89,2019/03/04,"Do any of you ever experience the following types of anxiety and how do you cope with it ?  

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1- too much coffee ( obviously quite coffee and caffeine) I mean do you become anxious after consuming too much

2 Fear of almost failing a course and what the outcome would have been or say failing an assignment that you didn't ie what if it went the other way

3- catastrophic thinking, ie if this doesn't happen or I don't get this job then I will end up homeless type situation of thinking.

4 Randomly crying for no reason ?",5.463691654879774,6.715890673267327,6.627241867043848,73.24742574257426,68.00990099009901,9.335785007072136,32.25035360678925,9.606745405546679,3.209734370579916,422,18,73,9,7,142,73,101,0.206,0.794,0.0,-0.9627,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,4,0,3,4,3,0,1,5,0,10,0,0,2,2,18,17,9,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,3,1,7,0,8,12,2,8,0,2,0,0,5,1,0,6,4,53,15,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933775520628305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092408603569108,0.23465680288479834,0.13132534848609714,0.0,0.14773303846592364,0.21816585630736954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132811999563043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121286096304492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710432558926021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17468427359526933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18890428290322767,0.0,0.21730893503842727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10089502131236744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17077164110078547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19163760736056715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21035969162544746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839246280304911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054023966519484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19855517897412386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357341451896114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170702211172417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474815805065541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15328631253649375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17902025716585665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718390502889918,0.0,0.23465680288479834,0.0
anxiety,jdu3737hf,2019/03/04,"Depersonalization? I feel like part of me is missing. My anxiety very suddenly went down (like over the course of 2 or 3 days) a lot 2 or 3 months ago. That being said my memory stopped working well, my cognitive ability went down, whenever i read things i wrote in my journal it feels like it's not even me who wrote it, and I feel trapped. I think deep down I want to go do stuff but I feel like I'm telling myself to want to do stuff and I dont actually want to do much at all. When I spoke to a therapist I was comfortable but I just couldn't describe it, I kept just saying ""I dont know."" Could it be depersonalization?",1.141923076923078,3.1768351923076965,3.3776923076923104,88.6573076923077,81.69230769230771,7.384615384615384,23.07692307692308,8.384062270229773,1.313153846153846,485,17,112,11,13,166,78,130,0.055,0.787,0.158,0.8809,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,3,0,11,0,0,0,1,26,30,7,0,5,7,0,4,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,10,2,0,2,6,1,0,3,4,1,1,0,8,7,20,6,13,18,4,16,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,3,10,73,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.1446096631768373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313593134910337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336306284286693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831569292541692,0.0,0.0,0.09556870434574953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473493875459984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787647288221148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29971229197087235,0.3175956255363657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421839422521776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143999679646703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895877881030001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598374766038758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828188100158878,0.0,0.10893489291321383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604726655450943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822764211051445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409602855804117,0.11784467998417543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389141922130605,0.0,0.0,0.33927856053085403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952244199011026,0.0,0.0,0.17205715602486202,0.09844921723724158,0.09495259237454794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227024033216435,0.2622145523058829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13323839547947486,0.2747426692631157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078822943581623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cit9262,2019/03/04,"Don't have anyone to talk to about my anxiety Last night I tried to talk to parents about it but they wouldn't listen to me and told me to stop. I'm barely gonna start seeing a therapist in two weeks but I don't think I can wait that long. Whenever I try to talk to someone about it they stop listening and seem bored. My parents don't like the idea of me seeing a therapist, since they think they're only for crazy people. The only reason they agreed to take me to one is because my doctor recommended it.",3.05745283018868,4.265251301886797,4.3831603773584895,87.23719339622644,73.71698113207545,7.564150943396226,22.683962264150942,8.07648339933343,1.0062490566037732,402,10,86,6,8,133,63,106,0.146,0.8079999999999999,0.046,-0.8596,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,4,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,7,1,0,1,0,13,20,4,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,4,2,0,3,5,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,1,4,15,1,16,17,0,8,0,0,2,0,12,1,0,1,8,52,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887411500122758,0.0,0.0,0.10865338897660884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947252502346602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15904984205211192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17541815237905198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666485796044538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591646512238097,0.0,0.0,0.13751663715742324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14582444877689651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529733989882648,0.236364561072776,0.0,0.0,0.3450878671354972,0.0,0.0,0.10772893929670116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15976839997712255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24765390301097195,0.14146263646778665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854150088076424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166276111932165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998694312036976,0.0,0.0,0.259828597549321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683511138109601,0.3746935397136493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3608431465976497,0.0,0.19913726927512929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484832909001242,0.0,0.2110013326849964,0.0,0.1517949709187243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464573313500385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LemonCandy123,2019/03/04,"Does anyone here take Cipralex? Just had some questions! I’ve been on it since December, 10mg. Sometimes, mostly when I yawn or stretch I feel like this shake go through my body and I kind of feel like if I’m just sitting there I have a slight shake. I didn’t have it before but I’m not sure if it’s the medication or my brain. Has anyone else experience something like this? Probably a poor explanation but I don’t really know how else to describe it. The one thing I thought of was my pharmacist said if I can’t handle it in the morning switch to the night. I take it in the morning and that’s kind of when I feel it most, then I eat lunch and I’m okay so maybe I should switch the time of day? ",0.33084658187599203,2.5322685472972988,1.917456279809219,96.82150238473768,86.5,5.374244833068364,20.192368839427658,6.794906146795322,0.13542082670906194,547,17,129,7,17,177,88,148,0.076,0.857,0.067,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,2,8,1,10,6,2,1,1,25,22,15,0,4,10,0,3,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,11,3,2,0,6,0,1,3,4,2,0,1,6,4,15,7,10,15,3,14,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,9,9,78,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22820520278737846,0.16720210455786538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885823958445356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812615174742569,0.0,0.1821681972679142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524069144490422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280411190288014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16697878221015866,0.2726399100159585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15962604011061154,0.0,0.0,0.2475334032527966,0.23315849723079735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274167836968944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398637003942776,0.08968209449741446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391715410075735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394105794123232,0.0,0.0,0.16439151088191864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15313787364540232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057823888841756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17594080684668773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18280431458235785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454035688289637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15522610693856784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349881469477397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562762602088315,0.1613939327495313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15379973604512384,0.0,0.2453893112450353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084127253287147,0.0,0.0,0.12955049760187295,0.09515436500613246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PositiveShame,2019/03/04,"Coping/ making yourself do things alone? So I just want to start off stating I've always have had major anxiety issues. I'm 21 now, and i've always been the ""shy"" kid/ guy. I had a total of 6 friends, and being sorta close to maybe 2 at a given time all through out school. I've had some college classes, and i done really well my first couple semesters. I had a pretty long depressive spell and i pretty much dropped my gpa from a 3.6 down to a 2.7. 

I formed a bad habit of getting on campus, and i would have a hard time forcing myself to get out of the car. Normally i don't have that much of a problem if I'm there early and work myself up to it. I can't stand to walk into a place late, regardless it turned into me just going back home. Trying to study etc, but you obviously can't just miss class all the time and do that. I've took some online classes, but i feel like inevitably I'm not dealing with the issue. So it's probably only going to remain this way or get worse. 

I've done it plenty of times where i plan on going to a store of some sort, and sit in the parking lot for 15 minutes and just leave. Especially places like walmart. It's not so bad if i have someone with me. What i'm trying to get at, is dealing with situations like these. Particularly by yourself.  I plan on going back to school next semester, and i really dont want a repeat. 

Another thing about places like walmart, the last two times i went there and tried to get my oil changed.  Which ultimately I ended up just doing with a family member. (Mind i have got my oil changed there before, so i'm somewhat familiar with the process).  I stood there for maybe 10 minutes, and no one said a word to me. They weren't particularity busy, and a couple of them made eye contact with me.  I was embarrassed to just walk back to my car, but also relieved i didn't have to stay there. I digress, it makes me feel like a failure. 

Sorry to have made this lengthy, and a rant of sorts. It just frustrates me when i work myself up enough to go do something, and then somehow chicken out/ something falls through that i didn't plan on. 

Also what might be some ways to make friends in classes/ outside of them? The most interaction i've had is just group work, I haven't even made a single friend despite almost completing half of my associates degree. I want to get better at this, i just have a hard time forcing myself to take the first steps, then actually following through. ",4.131244343891403,5.003784155870449,5.077280304834485,84.53946892117172,70.80161943319838,7.674112884020006,27.484877351750413,7.827709963407826,1.5274957847106452,1919,64,394,23,34,628,236,494,0.084,0.818,0.098,0.8175,0,1,2,0,0,0,61.0,0,1,3,9,30,18,1,1,27,0,35,1,1,6,4,78,73,30,0,9,17,0,4,5,3,2,0,1,1,2,19,27,0,0,2,0,1,14,11,7,1,5,21,8,46,11,64,48,17,68,0,2,1,0,15,24,0,16,28,267,65,12,0.0,0.0,0.07189131275026303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07376988368281932,0.07629992327869754,0.0,0.11782777717903305,0.12259871688518442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724943965504126,0.056357363858860414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16994309461399806,0.12302277944461408,0.0,0.0,0.06268776119196534,0.0,0.0,0.0651551461935215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15586622628814167,0.0,0.07724161461685444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16302895239364582,0.0,0.0,0.15190111210655166,0.06345188050433538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15078001683122094,0.0863407150846661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652497715341245,0.07612082417128194,0.08216154638563689,0.04865835358639272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944953864175421,0.0,0.07449955156464036,0.10525975439428052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253273632057857,0.0,0.0,0.17075182473059694,0.0,0.23093726982242302,0.0,0.20934185121384954,0.0,0.05892064509018982,0.0,0.0,0.07294490244624009,0.0,0.0,0.13198773578118886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389703701189393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378472216859898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06005089912243699,0.08310299169891462,0.07800591434923221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17995725342461336,0.0,0.0,0.06519564967400811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06263161676427899,0.0,0.20912506332337616,0.14752593175151266,0.0,0.14802287455945454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815224952418806,0.07438571950537404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831188295160436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834890231977425,0.0,0.07218097823315603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04992071232653957,0.056029370109635344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309084739365701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14989779091933367,0.07942874197838885,0.07049226003985534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438980282062502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007705953671664,0.0,0.0,0.14911598712530266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280818943048733,0.0,0.0,0.06242036910211447,0.11342956158278085,0.0,0.08246755623305099,0.05214401952093987,0.07852243949418113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055390686891985806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788617594338984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577454875300914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185010318577808,0.15005132379799416,0.08013182716924426,0.07196490512609358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13035746002976556,0.1169516660580269,0.0,0.0,0.06623819563181453,0.06829284685382082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16089795647544647,0.0,0.07507604445574154,0.052333068699973576,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CharlieFairbanks,2019/03/04,"Overnight Flight Anxiety Hello,

3 years ago I took a flight overnight and midway through the flight I was feeling sick and fainted in my seat. I went to the doctors after I got home and I got all these tests done, I thought something was wrong with me but I was all good. I was dehydrated, sleep deprived and I had drank alcohol before the flight so my doc and I assumed this is why I fainted. After then I started have major anxiety issues, mostly I would get lightheaded and have a fear of fainting. I quit my stressful job and didn’t go out as much as I’d have panic attacks all the time. 

I fought back and read a lot on ways of overcoming anxiety as this was all new to me and I thought my life was over. I started working out, got a less stressful job, eating healthier, drinking more water, and sleeping more. My anxiety and fear of fainting is pretty much gone now. I find the major cause of my anxiety is when I don’t get at least 7hrs sleep or I stay up too late.

I have travelled since that flight I fainted on and still have issues with flying. On my last trip I didn’t faint but had a panic attack fearing that I would, I put my head in between my legs pretending like I was tying my shoe and this would help with my light headedness. It was only a 4hr overnight flight so I made it through. I am now going this summer on a 7hr flight and I’m worried already. It’s overnight and I can’t seem to sleep on planes. I’m not afraid of flying one bit but I’m afraid of fainting on the plane. Is there anything I can do/take to help me get through this. I’m against taking any medication but I’d be willing to take something to make me sleep on this plane ride. Let me know. 

Thanks ",1.4124052665382152,3.6375211300578063,2.618448940269751,93.40804592164423,81.91907514450868,5.347334617854848,24.06197816313423,6.5620332695718595,0.658682980089917,1325,50,283,13,36,424,165,346,0.177,0.753,0.071,-0.9898,2,0,4,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,2,9,17,3,9,13,0,32,24,8,3,4,45,61,27,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,4,12,0,1,0,12,20,5,0,7,4,0,10,5,14,0,1,24,2,46,3,39,31,15,43,0,1,0,0,4,14,0,5,18,186,58,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420823877048417,0.08946580613309446,0.0,0.0,0.0923815124303277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05692902647915445,0.0,0.32020848052662393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688902584960318,0.0,0.0,0.1904756479911798,0.0,0.06437161756846467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123524375329428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139502699651493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599829854242234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568578323545101,0.0,0.08566944366705576,0.0,0.08200876565063711,0.0,0.08566127791886982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826077278965492,0.04232878646732136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651393392805891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121279492773694,0.0,0.09515425349658692,0.07021611561492122,0.20086344297324996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591567502664144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222471253504736,0.0,0.08397290546185858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747532845473012,0.16614831103968475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046007538918450636,0.0682388452746269,0.0944340929989843,0.0,0.0,0.08560419285534024,0.0591303343058738,0.04089888861597669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117144402723004,0.0,0.07921309560008741,0.055880369141857296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433398971274944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308021911659403,0.0,0.0,0.08085240584360368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056727406487359334,0.06366898037531084,0.0,0.1964428775666298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516818491507773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415663185338153,0.0,0.08904113800328868,0.08373758940871556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621093267305902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924985928385867,0.0,0.4188769644162376,0.0,0.0,0.12889569374531004,0.0,0.0,0.11850772368392605,0.08922898203913235,0.06685485519677037,0.0,0.19179035030321925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125886425273032,0.0,0.0,0.07707346465347217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292061461599008,0.04881485179191828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301037301071292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644901876050098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760458341048314,0.07553970777478207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06094546968978048,0.0850165800699033,0.0,0.1784060636868775,0.09152913958635814,0.0,0.053909673411254924
anxiety,yonceismyalterego,2019/03/04,"In a funk today and nothing that usually works is working. SOS I’ve been in an anxiety/depression funk all day and I don’t know how to snap out of it. I did everything I usually do, I showered and put fresh clothes on, ate a full meal, have been playing solitaire to distract my mind, but I still feel awful. I was in bed most of the day and when i managed to get out to go to one of my classes, I turned around and went home because I felt so nauseous. I’ve done hardly anything all day and I could probably sleep through the night if I got in bed right now.

The past few days have been up and down. Sometimes I’m completely fine and then 5 minutes later I am sobbing over nothing. I don’t feel like myself and I am so very exhausted. 

I have so much homework to do tonight but can’t get myself to get up off the floor and start doing it. 

I do have a therapist appointment for next week because I recognize its getting unmanageable, but in the meantime does anyone have any very small steps that have worked for them? I’m not about to go for a run- I’m just working on convincing myself to get up at this point. ",4.114188405797101,4.587460013043478,5.0630434782608695,86.07340579710146,70.6086956521739,8.394202898550725,30.98550724637681,8.447377352677275,2.1396463768115943,873,36,188,13,15,286,132,230,0.073,0.884,0.043,-0.8192,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,4,10,7,0,1,10,1,23,4,1,1,2,29,42,20,0,2,6,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,6,13,2,0,4,1,0,6,4,3,0,1,10,4,23,4,34,31,6,46,0,1,0,0,1,22,1,2,19,127,29,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386647595447247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623298959536298,0.0,0.10148747598503913,0.10978702877542748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15035778625666485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293058387141777,0.0,0.0,0.09846644149152084,0.0,0.0,0.3181424205768954,0.0,0.10622122112934916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079241432314724,0.1262061690088272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083820594449799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471550532287735,0.08810471461733843,0.11841310055552763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221659023320793,0.0,0.1401789632879001,0.0,0.09863573500837904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047661911153177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237068696286751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777720251094667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602512614532839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452494548063422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906594129164735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115948672288594,0.1157338790125986,0.0,0.2366708461032871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356945421987427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772941746228717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658372057574776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329671855058102,0.0,0.0,0.12397753094065984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532044210975028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341589883663362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197339196084965,0.0,0.08729136763296423,0.0,0.09848896867844276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431919593083839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168994180931531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13414418084364768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716541676123714,0.20351510722099467,0.0,0.0,0.09892534701196626,0.0,0.0,0.11432521037287208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591336149156592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tranquility_base7,2019/03/04,"My anxiety has only been getting worse. I have been dealing with my social anxiety for about 7 years through natural methods but it has only been getting worse lately. It is seriously starting to affect my everyday life and interactions with family and girlfriend. I keep apologizing for the way I act but these “Sorrys” have become meaningless or I’m thinking they’ve become meaningless to my loved ones. This keeps me up at night and I find myself just remaining quiet all the time, i.e Being at my best friend, of 4 years, birthday party and not saying a single word the entire time including to him. I’ve gotten to the point where I don’t know what to do I don’t know where I can go and everyone that I go to I feel like I’ve pissed off. Any advice will be helpful.",3.618830769230773,5.7031551600000014,5.036666666666665,79.50346153846154,74.06666666666666,8.082051282051282,26.205128205128197,8.841846274778883,2.213697435897436,614,22,111,13,13,205,98,150,0.153,0.684,0.163,0.7003,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,1,0,5,0,15,3,1,1,1,22,29,8,0,0,5,0,1,1,2,1,1,2,0,0,6,7,0,2,5,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,4,3,17,4,17,22,3,19,0,0,0,1,10,7,1,1,9,76,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15258531513982684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618550513031427,0.0,0.2389044840890101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449048064708897,0.0,0.0,0.16386693716543185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609809895972325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492054178824644,0.0,0.0,0.1472017591257467,0.0,0.07895275662638539,0.11155164825433868,0.0,0.0,0.14271578535834298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206390014286982,0.0,0.1631610184430124,0.0,0.1774841956331857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046622305494878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775817545502804,0.0,0.0,0.1716289233102247,0.0,0.1761409334883318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102914419078051,0.07628567385648449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14092901687810722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653364486561682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580943826254567,0.2375140858858707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14760965115581454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12417458459673852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917248818702984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17479409634275314,0.11052184869022112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005287227286143,0.0,0.0,0.1821014697057668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239424430537412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182548373458504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20110745806203012
anxiety,idonk78,2019/03/04,anyone here quit their job but had no other income? my anxiety has been through the roof because of how stressful my job has become (company cutbacks = double the work).  im at the point where i feel like anxiety is too overwhelming and i dont wanna live anymore.  i know my wife would want to leave me if i quit my job.   anyone here has gone through a similar situation?  how did you overcome it?,1.6225641025641018,4.153917666666672,3.3720512820512845,86.32294871794875,83.87179487179486,6.543589743589743,25.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.7088102564102563,310,13,60,6,9,103,59,78,0.163,0.779,0.058,-0.8171,4,0,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,1,1,3,6,3,0,2,4,0,9,0,0,2,0,10,13,5,0,4,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,1,11,1,6,8,1,4,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,43,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754217251200383,0.0,0.1785263533268363,0.2517411282663777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973537776406583,0.1988122516047308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21097605590877708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102091371763377,0.12860264016956138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19444692168903352,0.0,0.535910866301906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989314501961902,0.0,0.0,0.1906097271816745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794615963620618,0.0,0.15895640484087478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701722130529557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3829358890680304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023442264273512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20620639502978855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617741872378174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105295003901907,0.0,0.0,0.1278773799486907,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cupcakescandy,2019/03/04,Are there OTC anxiety meds? I’m frequently having panic attack about my job. I have Hydroxyzine but it makes me SO tired. Is there such a thing as an OTC anxiety med? A vitamin or anything? I just need something I can take at work to calm down but I still need to be focus d and awake. ,-0.020127118644069242,2.3115465423728843,2.286249999999999,91.80700211864408,92.05084745762713,6.339830508474578,19.239406779661017,7.6454224807358475,0.8764050847457634,222,7,48,5,8,75,48,59,0.214,0.695,0.091,-0.7769,1,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,7,3,1,1,3,0,6,2,0,1,0,8,11,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,6,10,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,33,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572468247260089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19214689490566936,0.0,0.0,0.2656348307849555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23170824697903916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15586005410923154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5187217078989321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462678975858434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27395665058316426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797562373880485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864698016217711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755595511982365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15512402970055533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683687196121582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16998749917789105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iiPanettone,2019/03/04,"I really need advice My mental health has plummeted, and gone down the drain since August. I was diagnosed with GAD and MDD about a year ago, and have been actively seeking professional help.

There has been a lot of stressful things in my life recently, which I won't go into detail about for the sake of length. I can barely focus anymore. I can't concentrate or keep my attention on things for any longer than a few minutes. 

Long story short, I have a bunch of essays, projects, and other assignments piling up on me, and I've barely made any progress. It's driving me crazy. I'm one to care about my grades a lot, and I fear bad marks, so that just adds more stress.

I really need to get all of this done, but I barely have any motivation to get started. I really need some advice.

Thank you for reading",4.052953586497889,5.545893303797469,4.8551265822784835,83.7050105485232,71.65822784810126,8.30464135021097,24.55907172995781,8.841846274778883,1.6866565400843885,634,18,125,12,12,205,106,158,0.068,0.843,0.08800000000000001,0.4724,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,2,6,6,0,3,7,0,12,3,0,2,1,23,25,9,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,7,9,0,1,2,1,0,3,2,4,0,1,6,0,17,2,21,18,7,16,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,4,6,83,24,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905752051818016,0.13179514826467464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30332088227788545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14744982434189954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414092944055735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158836284315544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15090626777861796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215045144478828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16730544575635006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15535750071461246,0.0,0.08449782096556882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15803904694508125,0.0,0.0,0.0996565399784151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215291263326698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501652250345636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157642157899832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528034938759557,0.0,0.14068386276362846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14983367326296973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33073124939164056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007488800777964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14871944401728202,0.0,0.2857431259014607,0.0,0.1468027824018559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229889783512034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523590959852007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406230638639067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688384025247566,0.0,0.0,0.1975517203537924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574453615738568
anxiety,TimRoxburgh,2019/03/04,"How did you know your medication was working for you? I have recently started a new medication and luckily, this time there have been little to no side effects. BUT I am 6 weeks in and am struggling to see signs of it helping. I would love to hear your stories about how you realised your medication was helping and any advice you have for me! ",6.302272727272726,6.727229378787879,6.757121212121213,76.00568181818183,65.81818181818181,9.630303030303034,36.196969696969695,9.516144504307137,3.3775878787878786,273,13,51,5,4,89,46,66,0.07,0.743,0.187,0.8651,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,7,0,2,4,2,0,1,1,0,10,4,0,3,0,10,15,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,2,11,1,8,10,0,8,0,0,1,1,11,3,0,0,5,40,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088403849149551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14533391855882194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240872983642203,0.0,0.28649808789243897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174524900177996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21419914968304224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19288664904312308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6458878686679045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064078325748606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110183459335992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17030364218350372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126898286920168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22342191998584365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461926952826735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17142974188929888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15558748280487486,0.0,0.0,0.15181741157276954,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,beaglestalkingrabbit,2019/03/04,"Took Valerian for my anxiety and depression last night It was a very cleansing, beautiful experience. I don't know how else to describe it other than feeling some kind of unity with the world around me.  It felt like the burdens were off my chest. I listened to music on it and I actually FELT the songs. It was mostly acoustic versions of trance songs. I suffer from depersonalization, but this woke me up for a bit. I reconciled with my ex girlfriend today and everything that usually annoys me annoys me less now, for today. My math homework isn't stressing me out as much as it used to, and for the first time ever, I forgot to turn in an assignment for history and the asshole that lives in my brain (my depression and anxiety) didn't tell me to kill myself.

Instead, I thought *""No sweat, I'll just print this out and turn it in tomorrow because a B grade isn't bad and my teacher isn't an asshole. Everyone makes mistakes anyway. Let's not dwell on this.""*

I hugged a couple friends of mine and they felt warmer to me. I told them I loved them for the first time. I mean, I've told my best friend that I loved him *(I'm a gay chick, so platonically, of course)*, but I told a couple that I haven't before that I love them.

When I took the Valerian root, I was wearing a bathrobe, a bra, and short shorts because I just took a shower (*I hope that isn't TMI*). I took it with some milk that I dipped my oreos in and after 20 minutes I felt a sense of calm I haven't felt before I developed symptoms of depression at age 9. I felt a purity and a sense of being cleansed, a sense of renewal, if you will, as if there was no past at all. It's like something bleached all of the sins within me and I was able to forgive myself of the shit I've done wrong.

It was like some sort of internal, ""coming to terms with my existence and who I am"" kind of thing.

The Valerian root capsules were advertised to help with sleep but I'm a hobbyist herbalist, so I know it has other uses, including treating anxiety.

Hell, I didn't sleep quickly, as I was busy reveling in that feeling of freedom.

I typed down my incoherent thoughts during my experience and felt like sharing them..

*""Valerian makes me feel like a girl touches my shoulder*

*fingers flying so fast because they are floaty feeling*

*everything is less effort on my body*

*i am calm*

*a beautiful neutral feeling*

*my hands feel softer to the touch*

*my heated blanket will hold me in it's embrace like a woman on our wedding night*

*bathrobe is soft*

*skin is soft to the touch*

*touching things feels amazing*

*feeling cuddly*

*in need of something heart-to-heart*

*feeling raw*

*feeling vulnerable*

*feeling wonderful*

*I want to see how my dog's fur feels*

*really soft already but I wonder if I will see him as someone I can connect to*

*how will i think of my dog now?*

*I think we will bond*

*I see him as someone to love even more*

*What would I give to have {my ex, at the time\] whisper into my ears and tell me of her love?*

*Warm either because of bathrobe or something else.*

*this is beyond spiritual*

*this is purifying*

*I feel like all is right in the world*

*I want to be in the embrace of someone strong*

*sensuality is heightened now*

*my willingness to love is heightened*

*this is heaven*

*I feel complete*

*an empty sense of completeness and*

*love*

*tranquility*

*wanting to sing*

*My voice has no restriction to it*

*My voice softly, delicately travels through the air*

*I feel in control*

*but not in control*

*this is wonderful*

*someone hold me close*

*this is bliss*

*my soul just had an orgasm*

*someone hold me close*

*I want the lights to be dimmed and I want a girl to crawl on top of me*

*and make love to me as the Valerian does too*

*this is amazing*

*I feel warm*

*a sense of disconnectedness*

*I want to talk to my grandma*

*I wish that dog were up here*

*I love this*

*I love you*

*I love everyone.*

*it's like this chemical is making me feel happy*

*is this what love feels like*

*is this what clarity feels like*

*is this what happiness feels like*

*I feel like I've done what I could with my life*

*when everything fades I will gently sleep at last*

*I wonder what i will dream*

*but I don't want to dream because right now I'm too alive to sleep*

*reality feels better than any dream*

*I'm going to listen to some music and see what happens....""*

I didn't know where else to share it but here. Thank you, people of Reddit.

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anxiety,throwaway09187271,2019/03/04,"Can anxiety affect your learning and grades? Im not in school at the moment, but I still have always been overambitious as a way to distract myself from my anxiety that I have had all my life and also feel rewarded when I would do well and understand something challenging. 

When I was in high school, I took hard classes, had decent  grades but my test scores were not all too great. I aspired to get into an Ivy League and when I look back at it, it was incredibly silly and naive to aspire for that because I didn’t need to go to an Ivy League to know i can be successful. But I think in my mind at the time,  I’d see the top kids in school all going to Harvard and Yale and thought I wanted that too. I didn’t get into any of those schools of course (I don’t think I applied to either but whatever ivy I applied to I got rejected) but I got into a school in a state one of my parents is in and got into a difficult program I wasn’t too happy with but felt I wasn’t smart enough to leave and pursue something else. Anyway, long story short, my GPAs for two degrees I pursued were in the low 3s (below 3.5). I have had a lot of experiences I would consider traumatic during and before starting my degree programs, one including a loss of a sibling due to sudden illness, which contributed to increased anxiety and depression, but I never partied or did anything necessarily to distract myself. In fact, I spent most of not all my free time just trying to study. I do feel I used school as an unhealthy coping mechanism where I’d be excited to take challenging classes, but when it came to work, I’d burn out quickly and procrastinate till the last minute. I have been thinking about applying for a PhD, but the more I think about it, the less I feel I deserve it due to my grades and tendency to burn out. I also think it would be nice for me to find better ways to cope with my anxiety and I’m wondering if anybody here has had similar experiences. I know some people who have anxiety have great grades, so it’s not that I’m blaming my anxiety but perhaps wondering if anxiety can be responsible for poor learning and grades for some and how if anybody has experienced this was able to manage. ",7.243471643035859,6.131262575688076,7.809274395329442,74.37229774812343,64.29816513761469,11.138281901584657,35.643869891576315,10.33465798735191,3.5170174311926594,1737,69,337,35,22,579,206,436,0.153,0.743,0.103,-0.9657,1,1,2,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,0,8,21,21,0,2,18,0,38,2,0,3,6,82,72,41,0,8,20,1,5,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,15,25,0,0,18,0,3,5,10,7,1,3,24,8,47,15,59,41,13,49,0,4,2,0,4,23,0,10,18,246,62,25,0.08202094513469924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311842403817354,0.06824799691299048,0.0,0.0,0.05577705530964982,0.0,0.4392205896879197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749624920841102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06306904395778819,0.0,0.04999920686322376,0.0,0.06979378318156856,0.0,0.0,0.07254086061023476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381011060499336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064451985804822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685179749622384,0.0,0.0,0.08474956190481547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16046444585431308,0.0,0.0,0.12441676294127316,0.0,0.07875296993113456,0.0,0.07496565791840712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570511708642431,0.0,0.0932287865869439,0.0,0.19679892774045654,0.18085676314075788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731282126916477,0.07347465628521394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665963179718353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859669561032582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015313282600868,0.06685801747449859,0.0,0.0868483380080914,0.0,0.0,0.0579338191961612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258595539558726,0.06887693641025319,0.0,0.0,0.06973127445676668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281777304288966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06081749153375739,0.06325960931875686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115903028403323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107455304764704,0.0,0.0,0.05686299595628363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4980574521935319,0.06536007398479035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628746149102646,0.0,0.0,0.05805484712582791,0.0,0.0655020327353449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06166954310872571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26277854890853325,0.0,0.06511546860847395,0.09565414540602292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112828798660932,0.055686837750220035,0.0,0.08012254528714105,0.08538669650921253,0.0,0.07083976188711684,0.0,0.0,0.04837807852985691,0.1302088169743622,0.0,0.0,0.07374667999561157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17789643243861922,0.05971222492280289,0.0,0.0,0.1747959783834279,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fitfreakgeek,2019/03/04,"Currently experiencing a panic attack that feels like it will never end It started around 5pm yesterday (it’s now 10 am the next day) and still hasn’t ended. it started when i got home from uni, i could barely breath, couldn’t feed myself, i vomited the night before and felt like i was going to vomit again, my friend came over but i was still so agitated and couldn’t breathe or sit still or eat so we went to the emergency department. i was starving because i couldn’t eat all day but felt too sick to eat. we had to wait like 2 hours of me hyperventilating and tapping my legs like crazy. eventually we got admitted and after they gave me some ondansetron (anti nausea) i was able to nibble on an apple and then i got diazepam which allowed me to calm down a bit and talk to my friends. but as soon as i had to go to sleep it came back and i couldn’t sleep, they gave me some more diazepam and that got me to sleep for a couple of hours until they woke me up again and then i couldn’t sleep from 4am onwards. now i’ve tried to get an urgent general practitioner appointment, it took so long to get in and i’m struggling to breath and my chest is tight and my hands are tingling. all he wants to do is put me on antidepressants and set me up with a psychologist but that doesn’t help me right now.

i don’t know what to do i can’t even get through the next 5 minutes let alone the next day

i’m sorry if this doesn’t make any sense but i literally feel like i have no escape from this and i don’t know what to do",2.3338943814805897,3.7956625015673993,3.7692946708463966,89.89144863756935,76.02194357366771,6.913961900168798,22.30057873161321,7.61054688173877,0.6700517482517485,1194,32,271,16,26,394,163,319,0.107,0.794,0.099,-0.6955,2,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,3,0,3,0,17,11,1,2,11,0,28,18,10,2,3,54,58,32,0,8,8,0,6,5,2,1,4,0,1,0,14,22,4,2,7,0,0,8,13,3,0,0,19,7,38,8,36,31,6,51,0,0,0,0,14,9,0,5,37,175,52,0,0.09379208918343676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714031817993372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06378183691252028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834948444509079,0.0,0.10670204171178456,0.0,0.07212032714190758,0.0,0.057174787019525136,0.0,0.07981015978131878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023966694501902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21454632705638765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748853512812169,0.1037791627274252,0.0,0.181464414892121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28791816736616954,0.0,0.0,0.16614390409911392,0.0,0.0,0.06194879033139958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484819685620892,0.13401017450638553,0.18011022835962526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14492707088357296,0.0,0.14700748641787045,0.0,0.10660841144498108,0.0,0.3000564071616033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628668603272695,0.0,0.09408111279050098,0.0,0.18473262973611854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309135868035778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590876579852486,0.0,0.2291103857680355,0.0,0.0,0.08300304746241872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06260694783745246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233824127715552,0.0,0.2992468526839128,0.08801752204828704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004480802222097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428695517821394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009793169138629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3754392988341837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499256496941654,0.1327730469385405,0.0,0.22470745073421994,0.0,0.0,0.0980518560603706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538652850445272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420646214131572,0.06367867188112429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05532100426962831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694620633577765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cyUser1312,2019/03/04,"being yelled at No matter what I do or how hard I try, I get yelled at by one of my friends for saying and doing, what  he perceives to be, stupid things. It happens almost every single day and it eats me up. Once I've been screamed about some tiny thing, once I've been informed infornt of other friends about what a shitty person I am for saying literally anything, I promise myself that tomorrow is going to different, I'll avoid that mistake, but I will fail and I will once again get verbally beaten up for something different. There is no pattern I will get attacked for the most random, unpredictable things and after that I will be depressed for the rest of the day, thinking about how easy I could have avoided today's abuse and how stupid I am. I hate myself. 
This has started to take affect on other relationships. I am scared to talk to my friends about anything because I think I will be hated for it or somehow this guy will find out and yell at me. It's harder to form new relationships because I believe they will hate me too.

I am scared to say anything. I don't want to speak anymore. I want to cut my tongue our, so I won't fucking speak. I can't sleep, because I worry so much about these minor mistakes and whether they even are only minor mistakes blown out of proportion. I can't approach my friend because he thinks he's helping me with what he's doing. He's apparently showing me the real world.   

I try to tell myself that he's obviously wrong and I am a not a hateable idiot and that I am only catastrophizing, but deep down I think I know that I am the one who is wrong. 





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anxiety,amordawaa,2019/03/04,"Let it bey anxiety.. but i feel all is pointless. Reasons are dwindling.. I truly cannot see my future in this life. Why push on when it's only pain .... What is the meaning if I am nothing? If I don't know how to talk to people.. when my anxiety is bad like this... Why do any thing? Why? I don't feel like doing it.. I don't wanna do it... Why.... Everyone's got anxiety.. just gotta push through it . Well.. the doors aren't opening my friend! Why keep banging on the door to clarity? Clearly it is not for me. Maybe I just failed.. and now everything is pointless. I wish I could restart, restart without death.. without destroying the family... ",-0.5726934523809533,1.5782194687500033,1.6293303571428588,94.23739583333335,100.40625,4.938095238095238,22.501488095238095,6.655083550727371,0.8500613095238091,484,21,103,8,21,161,76,128,0.126,0.716,0.158,0.6624,0,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,0,1,9,8,1,0,4,0,17,2,0,2,2,22,26,7,1,5,8,0,2,2,1,1,2,0,2,0,10,2,0,1,5,0,0,2,8,4,1,0,1,3,13,4,11,22,1,10,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,2,6,68,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586012539813947,0.0,0.32351045147138924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769877141836035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254801541929324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346968218566359,0.1266890518508519,0.0,0.13288799701337387,0.0,0.1425509280470226,0.10070446975702403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890817716287214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274151940965918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529498148909307,0.0,0.0,0.07746994323883906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414489706273498,0.09956680470322984,0.1377354518018203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161694733376962,0.15355075505521415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525843745873406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720921856943776,0.14999527721730332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772645566572613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14493412409961764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232978961386143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133012535477587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936499947358557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126743263028673,0.0,0.6359889065098389,0.0,0.16210125687861796,0.27176788367159044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pipergee95,2019/03/04,"Anxiety about gym So I have anxiety and it’s been pretty bad lately, I would love to sign up for a gym near me , however my boyfriend works mornings mostly and I work and go to school nights so that leaves me having to go by myself. Anyone have any tips for me to do this by myself ? It seems so silly but going places alone is a big deal for me . ",1.0757925636007857,2.9483618630136985,2.863444227005872,93.10753424657534,81.05479452054793,5.815264187866927,17.277886497064582,6.868970318607317,-0.13545244618395236,268,5,60,3,7,89,51,73,0.103,0.816,0.081,-0.1639,1,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,0,0,8,12,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,10,2,12,10,1,9,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,2,2,43,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331980261341758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15311663323627162,0.0,0.3444938197908009,0.0,0.0,0.1574372225668353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18799933278592004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23213024331260296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3838911316754134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539904733487761,0.238412104119524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20321583970610246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21129756203662292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23524444947332726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22906883429345104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278741076557432,0.0,0.2049773577450483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278385634547752,0.0,0.0,0.1599473210189364,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AccountIUseForDrugs,2019/03/04,"I dont think I have an anxiety disorder but I'm often anxious and i hate it. I don't think I have general anxiety disorder or any mental disorder, that said I do often feel anxious. When I have to talk to people, even friends, constantly at the back of my head I have this fear of what to say next. I also have trouble naturally making eye contact during conversations, it all often feels forced. Though if I get really into a conversation or am talking to multiple people - it gets easier.

 I hate meeting new people, but really love when I've gotten to known someone. When I started high school I became friends with someone, it took quite some work for me to be comfortable around him, when he wanted me to hang out with him and his friends I always had this anxious, uncomfortable vibe about it, but always went through with meeting them. 

If I have to meet someone I also often dread doing that, the 3 biggest things I hate about meeting people is 1. Saying hello, usually a handshake with males which I find uncomfortable. 2. Figuring out what to say so the conversation doesn't just stop and become awkward. 3. Saying goodbye, shaking hands again....

 Even with all this, I don't find it hard to do presentation in front of other people. I've even been in school plays. Of course I get worried but it's not like other social interaction I mentioned before.

 I get uncomfortable when I am in a place with a lot of other people my age. When I do something wrong and I get called out for it, even if it's a little thing, I can feel my face get red. 

Fuck I even find it uncomfortable to call people with my phone. I hate calling people and I hate when someone calls me. 

I'm 17 and thing that this is just my body and brain chemistry bring weird.

(If you've seen my previous posts you'd know that I use drugs. I went to emphasize that I I felt all these things even before I started using anything.)

(If I made any mistakes it's because English is not my native language)
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anxiety,ChampCognition,2019/03/04,"Control The Controllables | Anxiety Relief [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Aim43e1bLZc&t=19s](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Aim43e1bLZc&t=19s)

This video's primary target is athletes, but may be useful for others. Please feel free to leave a comment or provide any feedback. I hope you all have a wonderful day!",17.139615384615382,23.228152641025645,7.576602564102568,58.107980769230785,48.23076923076924,9.028205128205126,35.391025641025635,9.516144504307137,4.46545641025641,279,10,25,5,4,64,38,39,0.051,0.505,0.444,0.9726,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,3,1,10,8,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,2,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,16,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5305673639855378,0.0,0.16649937266530987,0.0,0.18730167869396827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5492170219002344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15790133316508878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237982946199424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431810387368545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592498602713129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26876043555183504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114628649448316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26551817979625736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pandawombat,2019/03/04,"I was terrified to take the leap, but I applied for a job and just got hired. Just wanted to share, and hopefully give other people here some hope. I've been SO anxious about getting a job for the longest time now. I've only had one part time job before, and even that was incredibly stressful for me, so the idea of going full-time was (and still is) pretty scary. But I'm so sick of living with my parents. They're good people, but let's be honest, there comes a point in every person's life where their parents start to drive them insane and it's time to move out. For me, that time is now.

My therapist has been trying for like a year to get me to the point where I'm confident enough to apply for jobs, and I guess I'm finally there. I put work and school on hold a while back, because my dad had a stroke and I needed to stay home and take care of him. But now he's recovered (albeit without the use of his left arm), so it's time for me to get the ball rolling again. I've held off for longer than I should have, due to anxiety. But I've reached a point where not doing anything is making me more anxious than actually doing things. The longer I go without a job, the worse I feel. There's only one way to fix that, and I have no reason to wait any longer.

I saw a listing for a job at a local winery, and my previous work experience was kind of similar, so I went for it. I made a basic resume, made my limited work experience sound as good as possible and tailored the information towards the winery job. I submitted the application and went to bed... then I woke up to a phone call the next morning! The fast response tells me I did a decent job with the resume. We had a quick little phone interview, nothing too scary, just some basic questions about my work experience and what hours I'd prefer. I was really scared on the phone and I'm sure they could tell, because my voice was really shaky and I was also half asleep... they caught me off guard, to be sure. But the phone interview was only like 5 minutes long, and I guess I did good enough, because they called me again on Monday and asked me to come in for an interview the next day.

I showed up for the interview, scared out of my wits, but strangely my anxiety went away when I actually got there. I was panicking all day, but when I showed up it was like my brain just wanted to get down to business, and it didn't have time for any of that anxiety *bullshit*. I put on a brave face (""fake it till you make it"" I told myself), did the interview and it went very smoothly. The guy just asked me about my work history and preferences, same as the phone interview really. It was pretty short, and the guy didn't scare me too much. Also there were apparently a few other people who were supposed to come and interview at the same time as me, but they didn't show up... works for me!

After that, he gave me a quick tour around the place, and showed me what I'd be doing. It actually didn't look that hard. Basically I just go inside of wine tanks (which are like 4 stories high, so there's a lot of space in there) and clean them. Simple enough. I did harder work at my part-time job. After that, he just told me they'd give me a call. I was shocked how smoothly things went. My anxiety made me expect the worst, but it wasn't bad at all. It was really chill, honestly. I just answered the guy's questions as best as I could, and tried not to say anything that might be a red flag. I pretended to be confident. I made sure to ask questions during the tour, to show my interest. He asked me ""so do you think you can do this every day? Still interested in the job?"" and I was like ""definitely!"". The real answer would have been ""fuck dude I don't know, I'm scared out of my wits"" but I figured it was wiser not to say that. Gotta keep some things to yourself.

I felt kind of confused after the interview. I expected it to go bad. It went well - what the fuck?! That wasn't supposed to happen. But it did and it was exhilarating. Even if I didn't get the job, it felt good to get interview experience and have it go so well.

I waited anxiously for a call all week. VERY anxiously. I had to run errands and stuff, and was terrified that I'd miss a phone call while driving and blow my chances. I had an anxiety attack the other day in the middle of the store because I was so nervous expecting my phone to ring. It sucks waiting for a call that might not even happen, but *could* happen at any moment. I got anxious just taking a shower because I knew if they called me I'd probably miss it because I'd be all wet. I started waking up before work hours to get my shower in, just in case.

Then today I got a call and they told me I'm hired. I start next Monday. The pay sounds pretty darn good - $13.50 an hour, 8 hours a day, which is a bit over $500 a week, which is about $29,000 a year. Possibly more if they want me to work overtime. It's my first ""real"" job so I don't know if that's good pay or not, but to me that sounds like a lot of money. I made $10 an hour at my old job and only worked like two days a week, so I've never had that kind of money. I think it might even be enough for me to get my own place at some point. Fucking perfect.

I don't want this to seem braggy, I just want anyone here in a similar position to know that there's hope. I've got some pretty bad anxiety issues, just like a lot of you. I was homeschooled, didn't have a lot of interactions with people growing up, so I have terrible social anxiety, not to mention OCD and depression. I've never had friends, I have no college degree and only one previous job plus some volunteer work - basically I'm only just now entering the ""adult world"", and yes it's scary. I was incredibly anxious about doing this... just the thought of applying for jobs gave me anxiety so bad that I had to rush to the toilet like 3 times a day due to diarrhea. I hadn't even applied yet, and I was having that reaction just *browsing* for jobs. So believe me, I get it.

But I realized something: living with my parents, dealing with their shit and having limited privacy stresses me out just as much as having a job probably would. So why not just go for it? Now I'll get paid $13.50 an hour to be stressed out. I'll have something to add to my resume, which will help me get even better jobs in the future, and at some point I'll hopefully be able to move out. That's a win, anxiety be damned.

I'm sure it's going to be scary once I actually start, but part of me is excited about it. The more I work, the less scary it will be, and eventually maybe I'll be able to apply for jobs without having a meltdown. I'll be working alongside other people and maybe I'll get used to that and not be so awkward anymore. Maybe I'll make friends. Maybe even a lady-friend, who knows - never had one of them. But all of this is an opportunity to improve myself and start my adult life.

My biggest worry right now is the fact that I'm gonna be working 8 hours a day for 5 days a week... I'm not used to having that big of a time commitment, and the idea of ""living for the weekend"" scares me. Only two days a week to myself? That sounds kinda shitty. But hey, it is what it is and there's nothing I can do about it... maybe I'll get used to it. Most people seem to, right? I'm just gonna try to have fun and see how things go... it's not like this is going to be my forever-job. I can quit any time I want to, not that I'm planning on it.

I hope this helps someone, if any of you needed a push. It's really scary doing this stuff, but all we can do is try and hope for the best. If it doesn't work out, it doesn't work out... but maybe it will. You never know unless you try. In the long run, nothing matters anyway :) I personally find comfort in that.",2.7133300390223063,3.863620229334991,4.243021171891716,88.13242628554545,74.48788067122436,7.463104056078004,23.691942862382703,7.980938725307492,1.0538254755524763,5995,169,1327,88,122,2003,462,1609,0.117,0.735,0.147,0.9957,29,0,5,0,0,0,241.0,2,7,13,27,89,79,7,12,98,1,127,14,6,15,17,245,260,112,0,31,60,4,8,10,2,12,4,8,5,7,91,69,1,9,28,9,6,31,34,30,2,8,79,20,151,49,178,147,38,184,0,3,4,3,94,67,7,38,94,865,242,50,0.04781070350139944,0.0,0.09331269968094297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03823420231653772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128229469958434,0.0,0.16458775791714164,0.16203745854265236,0.02370768537705924,0.016715177771202613,0.0,0.03934413524570195,0.021280831287009992,0.08939310760649999,0.027195788705050974,0.022459864885841525,0.018381739906986726,0.07983988073849825,0.08743488327464125,0.0,0.040683387254986055,0.026933145249880268,0.05017438363871906,0.021142340975689598,0.026098452679943072,0.0,0.0,0.026686278528274675,0.19528029532816168,0.0,0.02437309931801529,0.0,0.0,0.06177703142617597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05725943453027388,0.0,0.0,0.15416974238793732,0.024645367974498504,0.02058964443402261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880247464718482,0.0,0.11052481562216676,0.0,0.0402825797586625,0.0,0.0,0.09353608435818056,0.0,0.0,0.012087264120606105,0.0,0.04590577308087132,0.02618714435852929,0.021849058418177195,0.020333879987090582,0.0,0.0,0.05540764638840495,0.06630033746344713,0.1623642752255276,0.04586438335705007,0.12227366069072937,0.12030404920053113,0.09559646795238476,0.0,0.05266888013316539,0.07101016988172311,0.06341827081352168,0.0,0.021414499679018355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032046506750611624,0.0252573166195007,0.023979016929194817,0.1424604492344374,0.16479369275620545,0.0,0.0,0.0539724647142484,0.0,0.024950976422362013,0.4744474591256506,0.021248175020587002,0.0,0.07468123558114546,0.06568878071613292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02597323462325046,0.02444484180222421,0.033770113813520894,0.11678947359433813,0.023959442615442462,0.06332659068664401,0.04231096808363976,0.02007447475390173,0.0,0.0,0.08129390077990607,0.0,0.11309910916868154,0.04787102376507176,0.0,0.14409683358743933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607940142824139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05081521142464463,0.03514636824358005,0.035451030839063334,0.07374912395331397,0.0,0.07627083836151556,0.0,0.0,0.06881348920709526,0.0,0.025084645349359246,0.025458419428214262,0.06479554008656062,0.12726768055969234,0.0,0.0,0.07963219233451768,0.07766149915945722,0.0,0.09943776563665857,0.041746462152619464,0.04995200916944629,0.0,0.11299142148474373,0.053899384507622085,0.0,0.0972813474381951,0.051548024808027934,0.0,0.0,0.048062962423822464,0.08033839487263322,0.025426284154779263,0.0,0.05441904767966478,0.07657190231506955,0.02457868303043112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0408300795569494,0.0,0.03802099040543761,0.11966713712390692,0.024193492217527732,0.01904947030898293,0.04352506882323045,0.0,0.0,0.024538500042957854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024368495637905482,0.0202549269625693,0.03680701537501251,0.0,0.0,0.08460165504657738,0.025479924257986,0.038181689575821035,0.0,0.08215049898802164,0.0,0.05473181689850785,0.0,0.0,0.09012204446726904,0.0,0.05392154837637987,0.0,0.04178866220228288,0.0,0.0,0.027755955887387596,0.06352661392101275,0.030635168292101982,0.0,0.01897817903635308,0.13939402847579369,0.0,0.022659478280250486,0.06852776411741053,0.0,0.08115082325111976,0.0,0.04670411015393619,0.0,0.0,0.08258619420033579,0.0,0.039448837530587165,0.08459997497321774,0.01897495551717177,0.09587715612911096,0.0,0.042987564282420516,0.13296300342221598,0.021570861715397856,0.0,0.0,0.06913171806962387,0.0,0.27845409257399395,0.02427704509622356,0.02436159572529889,0.03396335201129656,0.0,0.0,0.030788525519413044
anxiety,IittIeIamb,2019/03/04,"smol rant from a smol girl Hi. I just wanted to get my feelings out but I haven’t been seeing or sharing my true thoughts with my therapist. Thank you to anyone that reads this. 

I’ve been on antidepressants (for anxiety and depression) for almost a year now and my life has changed so much. I go out and I’m finally in school again. Lately, I’ve been falling back into my old depression habits. I think it’s a combination of school stress and people issues. 

I got my first B in my last class and it hit really hard. I was doing so well but now I feel like I’ve let my family down. I can’t help but get physically sick whenever I think about my grades and this upcoming class. 

As for the people issues, I recently found out that one of my classmates talks shit about me behind my back. I know it’s not really a big deal since not everyone is going to like me, but I feel like I haven’t done anything to deserve her shit talking. It just makes me so upset that someone doesn’t like me enough to do that. It makes me kinda nervous to talk to my other classmates because what if they dislike me too?? The thought of going to class used to excite me but now it makes me so stressed. 

Another people issue is a guy that has been ghosting me. My friends tell me that it wasn’t my fault, but I think it was. I stopped talking to him for weeks because of school stress and anxiety. I was just really worried that I was annoying him because I asked him to hang out so often. I decided to wait for him to ask to chill first, but he never did. When I asked him about it, he said that he doesn’t chase, and that he told me about that at the beginning. After a weekish of okay conversation, he just stopped replying to me completely. I guess I deserve it for what I did to him, but I just miss him so much right now. 

I don’t know. All of this doesn’t even seem like a really big deal, but I don’t want to do anything anymore. I don’t want to see anyone or talk to anyone anymore. I just want to be nothing. Thinking about my grades and class and my classmates and the cute ghostie boy makes me so stressed and anxious and depressed. I know that there are people going through WAY worse, so I don’t really have the right to be this upset, but I just can’t help it. 

Thanks again to everyone that reads this! It’s my first time posting something like this, so I hope I didn’t fuck up somehow. I hope we all can have better days. ",2.815155032760668,4.1901317464788725,3.957867203219319,89.38436103802303,74.59356136820925,7.2704741268121555,25.017231594696387,7.882392219407189,1.1946618067378627,1886,61,411,27,39,614,201,497,0.168,0.695,0.13699999999999998,-0.9577,0,0,1,0,0,0,48.0,1,1,1,4,36,34,4,7,12,1,38,5,2,5,4,80,86,37,1,7,22,0,4,6,1,0,2,1,0,3,33,20,0,3,15,2,0,6,16,16,1,4,19,7,75,18,56,63,5,49,0,4,2,1,38,15,3,11,32,283,108,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657120183363634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881150330820028,0.10040292711333187,0.07413538229804631,0.13016089005376125,0.13765551433029344,0.0,0.1080043787600524,0.0,0.18404611625423764,0.0,0.0,0.10092016951369363,0.0,0.1200096302925725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05803826639859892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942049931855537,0.0,0.06880453299691408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04232144675749477,0.13530899285373846,0.16956314394252034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06715517726292633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780616620231067,0.0,0.04334341418828835,0.0,0.0,0.12541129777192347,0.0,0.0,0.061863583468571876,0.0,0.09954297717579244,0.09376225860105253,0.0,0.07188685785772203,0.0,0.16745683152564092,0.0,0.07195230139703393,0.050700215668442176,0.06066746428324572,0.06857068382344504,0.0,0.14918039588815585,0.0,0.05248475824096546,0.0,0.07229120227507882,0.06497714958723624,0.0,0.0,0.058785374741268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797151167295615,0.0,0.0,0.1303570169679799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20548028501261664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819415765697307,0.05349155491711465,0.07402567337377469,0.0,0.0,0.06710402798916268,0.04635151008286592,0.1923606829200496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17521561642554573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096481003944154,0.0,0.0506125516988324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06296709878707021,0.0,0.06886036560353043,0.0,0.04446788580920427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18197907660707371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06284875443874897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128164301304834,0.0,0.21019907257760745,0.0,0.06479485786123264,0.0,0.0,0.11208347444244758,0.062422560418210565,0.0,0.0,0.1992421295325607,0.10458616988688414,0.05974077190138609,0.0,0.0,0.13472226222751732,0.05428407582187419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0556022083027359,0.0505198399299448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972763810453742,0.3006839876767947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26372666130411265,0.057357449492606336,0.12083379929925235,0.0,0.07619343400961391,0.0,0.16819443604162498,0.0,0.10419476366772006,0.03826533574666333,0.0,0.0,0.06270564888596174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05667725661691037,0.0,0.0,0.15482473110731335,0.05208853288637588,0.05263886279537127,0.0,0.059003014626402825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664340586908285,0.06687550750532482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042259101018435635
anxiety,KF2015,2019/03/04,"How do we know that it is SVT rather than VT? Very rarely, I will have these 5 to 10-minute episode of sudden high heart rate, above 180. I learned that this is probably SVT. I have already seen a cardiologist and he did all sorts of tests and concluded my heart is structurally normal and there is no worry. But he no test has ever been able to catch these rare ""racing heart"" issue of mine. I have had these since I was a kind, decades ago. And I do have them every couple of months or sometimes there will be 1 or 2 years between ""attacks"".

Now I have been reading about VT and this seems to be dangerous kind of arrythmia because there is a chance if can go to Vfib. Yeah, we anxiety sufferers are a hypochondriac bunch.

So how do I know what I have all along are SVT and not this more alarming VT episodes??",4.406380575945789,5.2953798695652186,4.556691134952008,88.46232072275555,70.18012422360249,8.090570299265952,27.67984189723321,8.296473431620573,1.5630695652173918,633,21,137,9,11,197,102,161,0.099,0.8240000000000001,0.077,-0.5351,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,2,0,1,1,10,6,2,1,4,1,27,3,3,3,3,27,32,13,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,9,0,0,5,1,0,2,3,4,0,0,6,1,14,2,13,22,4,9,0,1,1,0,5,1,0,5,6,94,24,4,0.16418241932792155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14553780853387907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18117938238284756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12559910139881653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867812041291356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008407893617964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816647241868208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485123979030026,0.13833076941345546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093308652489396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5836708722333456,0.0,0.1734677402602774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17136378984665715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419414493172929,0.1804607278428412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13104884071589884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16086391171304956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17701641692659936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16422684942229782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14946550829571248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13581339388236416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623806108489062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135467690519474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16673521643179215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572809511511844
anxiety,Steowls,2019/03/04,"Feeling a little proud of myself So yesterday (Sunday) was my 40th birthday and I'd organised what turned out to be a fairly big party, inviting friends and family to come and eat and celebrate with me. However, the closer I got, the more I worried because that isn't the sort of thing I'm comfortable with: I tend to withdraw into my shell, or want to go home, or spend the whole event glued to my phone as a distraction. And there were going to be all these people here; and because it was my party, I'd have to mingle with them and talk to them and be sociable with them - I couldn't hide away in the corner. I was beginning to wonder if it had been a good idea.

But it went really, really well. I didn't feel awkward about going round and speaking briefly to everyone; in fact, I quite enjoyed it. I found myself being able to think of things to say and, when I ran out of small talk, I didn't feel awkward about moving on to the next table and talking to them. I may have looked at my phone a little bit too much, but overall, as the title says, I feel quite proud about how I handled myself and how it all went. ",6.93972366840208,5.300562916299561,7.325142170604725,79.30054465358431,65.21145374449338,10.369082899479377,31.649579495394484,9.095868883498916,2.4337700440528622,870,25,180,12,11,286,127,227,0.016,0.8390000000000001,0.145,0.959,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,4,4,11,10,0,3,12,0,17,1,0,2,3,42,38,23,0,3,5,0,5,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,10,20,1,0,8,0,1,8,4,3,1,0,13,9,26,7,35,19,6,28,0,0,2,0,13,14,0,6,6,130,36,0,0.13546373894335945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727264193088925,0.0,0.0,0.16515487586180946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14789131812536266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669001632052628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386132234985582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294414077313782,0.0,0.0,0.12770315711177166,0.0,0.2739781465588003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485289977507843,0.10465894867530608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309614938138005,0.11362055719212752,0.1083427268810636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588117519834295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152922072564078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715405080447476,0.0,0.0,0.11375542329796537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14397651635848008,0.0995814347809408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14406722316887455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09391350010792038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288164721854961,0.0,0.0,0.17356307982879002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21545240464823606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266418662623221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17999217777458068,0.08679969412886206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14734564857850665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990002297324672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179816985111393,0.25115248630723963,0.0,0.15124042684124847,0.0,0.0,0.14690464638784767,0.0,0.13757000246334936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lewis_pritchard,2019/03/04,"How to help a friend with anxiety if I'm the one thats triggering her. I've had really bad anxiety in the past and only last year stopped taking anti-depressants so I understand the condition pretty well but need advice on helping a friend. I'm in the first year of university and have a pretty small group of friends, we're all hard working nerds so its great for my grades :)


Thing is, this one girl has recently been diagnosed with anxiety problems and she also has a crush on me. Whenever I'm around her she starts shaking and struggling to breathe normally. Twice she has ran out of a lecture early because she sat next to me. I know when I was suffering I could not focus so I think this is hurting her studying.



I'm not looking for a relationship, I just want to be her friend and tell her everythings going to be okay. So what can I do if she finds it hard to talk to me? I don't want to avoid her because I've only got this small group of friends and we often have to work on group projects. ",4.195960591133005,5.098802266009859,5.178300492610838,83.76282019704435,70.67487684729066,8.952709359605912,29.77093596059113,9.23628265651192,2.413390147783251,792,31,164,16,14,260,117,203,0.133,0.654,0.213,0.9704,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,3,11,16,0,3,10,1,16,2,1,2,1,33,33,16,0,8,6,0,2,0,5,0,1,0,0,1,8,11,0,2,4,0,0,3,3,8,1,4,6,3,24,8,24,24,1,23,0,2,1,0,26,9,0,3,11,108,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936667098359692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768585165079073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803405385632237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874222565952106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199280059602954,0.1489268860370852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752937227642257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521035250443772,0.12398290352421998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978339915881503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164579094275152,0.1039034300995342,0.0,0.0,0.4718762083406554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942246560725908,0.0,0.09769705468861854,0.13467430906944555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21885050683175056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16375339955829324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307675025934831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671321915915264,0.09957114296160773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257790375969143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905750330748876,0.0,0.0,0.12991128971876562,0.0,0.11968417805216375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16554830840006396,0.18580599134279632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660902952966487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24854739208528356,0.0,0.11688409340556795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825445320650352,0.0,0.12061152578710373,0.1311467977310853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646064752047067,0.0,0.0,0.1021255257720202,0.0,0.127701023077189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184398708199967,0.09818209672980564,0.10676726096653842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115314309409474,0.0782708236019576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12716576539801105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14409821755009775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983037628340993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17785793563537527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15732528229757609
anxiety,AnxietyExit,2019/03/04,"I quit my job ...I feel so defeated I can’t afford not to have a job that provides me benefits as I need to be able to go to therapy and get medication, etc. I also haven’t told anyone except my bf and my mom, who lives thousands of miles away, while getting her advice on how to tell my sister, who I live with, who is definitely going to be upset. 

My anxiety has spiraled out of control (once again) and has made me being at work, let alone even driving there, soul crushingly difficult. I can understand that my job itself is not to blame for my anxiety but was only exacerbating it as well as providing an unhealthy environment that was making me feel trapped. 

I don’t know what to do now. I’ve lived in this town a little over a year and most jobs want you to have established longevity regardless of what was available to you at a younger age or are the type of job I’m trying to avoid (customer facing, retail, call center) 

I WANT to work but I have to be realistic about the jobs I can handle, especially right now while my anxiety is really bad. I feel like I have a nasty pattern of bailing on jobs because I had to rely on them to take care of myself but then end up becoming too overwhelmed to take care of myself let alone get through a shift without a panic attack.

TL;DR 
I quit a job I really relied on, but white knuckled every single second I was there. ",6.8519186652763295,5.77765496350365,7.847966631908236,73.655401459854,65.05839416058393,10.894264859228363,33.440041710114706,10.125756701596842,3.1848611053180402,1076,38,209,21,14,367,160,274,0.127,0.76,0.113,-0.6394,9,4,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,1,6,12,13,1,4,11,0,27,2,1,4,0,30,48,18,0,4,9,2,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,11,6,0,2,5,0,1,3,6,8,1,2,7,4,34,5,43,35,3,28,1,2,1,0,13,16,0,2,10,156,45,11,0.08581682577416277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385920893989453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777607010030491,0.0,0.06862768456683277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969489104787592,0.0,0.0,0.060005119921879686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762902823732726,0.08062773273198465,0.0,0.07165346495021863,0.05231314046895042,0.09477794178198347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762857401174498,0.0,0.17499194653676334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625086725853188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600823585253261,0.0,0.09570844539160238,0.0566812040660747,0.0,0.07230437696407814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017469685556676,0.06130755748007445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450724852440826,0.0,0.09754335947396547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6812796626192863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04716268314159868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17550703724382916,0.0,0.04192576629795098,0.08601100431476784,0.22733348818715365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120195551155332,0.05728339758282677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645142357949863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050762916111376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06363208893049066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139211869127484,0.0,0.06526756305552396,0.0,0.10068755477793363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182553515225408,0.0,0.0,0.10995291211268113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328710031596522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129047145892856,0.0,0.07500768825632699,0.0,0.0981390192832816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200165462648766,0.0,0.0582639915362666,0.0,0.0,0.08933834212381479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012339745577773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715963255742772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827243576657237,0.0,0.12495134247410512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05526322218340703
anxiety,Tilairgan,2019/03/04,"In the process of recovering from a week of crippling health anxiety. My advice! If you're afraid of going to the doctor but don't know what to do, googling symptoms is gonna make you want to go to the doctor, but for the wrong reasons. You'll be asking for reassurance rather than medical advice. Googling symptoms convinced me I had melanoma and lymphoma and other cancers in one week. Doctor looked at it and told me they're all most likely fine. Do yourself a favor and skip the googling and go straight to the doctor if you have a health concern. Be 100% honest with them. Chances are you'll walk out with good news or advice.",4.127704918032791,6.0645411147541,4.063081967213115,87.66183606557377,72.27868852459017,6.191475409836067,28.593442622950818,6.742157984588678,1.3523809836065577,504,20,96,4,10,154,79,122,0.041,0.753,0.206,0.9685,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,4,1,0,1,9,0,1,9,0,11,10,0,2,1,21,21,10,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,3,10,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,2,0,1,2,1,9,7,18,14,2,11,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,4,3,62,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4208643617022929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982531653608313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421204312129698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5877713326641998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447705162156484,0.12041384898145685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052015516371663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889848070942779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07013763940349757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055677863523084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958294299242861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446246379814945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728201707055176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14760669385231445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984338919434916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718061685049812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846771881574797,0.0,0.2303151884038435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15696362430524882,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GirlsesCheetos,2019/03/04,"Freaking out and don’t know what to do Last night was just a bad night. I’m not sure why but I was just so upset and frustrated for basically no reason. I got in bed around 8:30 and went to sleep. I figured whatever was wrong I would forget about it and feel better by morning. At 2 am my husband got a phone call from work and was up for a few minutes talking. That woke me up and I didn’t sleep well after that until about 7:30 when my son woke up. Again I was still in a funky mood and not happy. 

All day I’ve just been crying on and off, barely able to function and everything is going wrong. I can’t deal with this and I don’t know what to do. I have a kid to take care of. Today has been one of the worst days of my life anxiety wise. I at least got some laundry done but everything else is going to shit. Just counting down the minutes until my husband gets home and I’m just going to try and get some peace and quiet for a few minutes and hope this passes. I’m at a total loss here. Sorry I just needed to vent. Thanks. ",1.1021493212669708,2.752931285067877,2.8688212669683253,94.17581108597288,80.04072398190046,5.5059728506787335,19.194796380090498,6.2581,-0.168254479638009,798,18,184,6,20,265,127,221,0.21600000000000005,0.675,0.109,-0.9752,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,15,18,2,1,9,0,20,4,3,1,3,41,42,20,0,3,10,3,1,0,0,1,1,1,2,1,7,17,0,0,5,0,0,5,7,9,1,1,15,2,16,8,35,26,8,30,0,1,0,0,8,13,1,3,12,127,23,1,0.13422990076878205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268550668472333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949307007578047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207636035523223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118715439152804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370637364875333,0.0,0.13685632978770546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14744524304394474,0.17313436286647227,0.1383851336774504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13736379211259753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213185808765158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412743592340309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06787067098594468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402591660336854,0.0,0.22885783780852784,0.0,0.32206774133877525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289022536323115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13464353490822628,0.13332057861377508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14753848609469994,0.1094152845527601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948105485627649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952977059915503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519313377773028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095765465806306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13801069394871165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13778506420364953,0.0,0.0,0.26865367999561063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15025938434681407,0.0,0.0,0.10719617214578077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651009292895266,0.0,0.1009241802608586,0.10788890969967477,0.0,0.12358085827197292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723425083847034,0.0,0.0,0.09113329153990747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120688801154161,0.12443246280449086,0.12112160731833713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772096643007573,0.0,0.0,0.0953530702621456,0.29351864945564704,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cancerousbean,2019/03/04,conversation templates you know you have anxiety when you have mental fill-in-the-blank sentences memorized for conversations so that you don’t have to think of things to say when someone talks to you,18.288333333333334,10.489973388888894,14.838888888888896,52.795000000000016,51.22222222222222,18.844444444444445,55.444444444444436,14.554592549557764,7.2728111111111104,166,7,28,4,1,50,27,36,0.052000000000000005,0.912,0.036000000000000004,-0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,5,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,0,2,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509628687969528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521316396516291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4623389410156246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3648375927971626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3887199526632675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687472797483549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30479080968630345,0.29396554207141273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dron3390,2019/03/04,"Chest pain on the days after a panic attack? Hey everyone. I’ve had anxiety (diagnosis is GAD) pretty much my entire life, with a lot of physical symptoms like IBS, chest tightness, affects my sleep to the point that I have major sleep issues, etc. Sometimes I have panic attacks, and the majority of the time I’m just tired afterwards. 

If they are major ones though, I’ll have chest pain. It’s like the muscles in my upper body are sore from all the tension and tightness. I woke up with a panic attack yesterday, which is a semi new thing for me, and today I have that soreness. Thankfully I can rest today, but does this happen to anyone else? Is there anything that anyone does to help alleviate the pain? It’s not super bad, but I can’t really do much today because of it. I’m going to bring it up at my next appointment with my doctor, and they do know about what I deal with.",3.516009852216752,5.20284526436782,4.990476190476193,81.42000000000002,73.36781609195403,7.50016420361248,24.497536945812808,8.192908349453996,1.5485743842364532,692,21,130,11,14,232,107,174,0.17800000000000002,0.741,0.081,-0.9311,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,2,1,4,15,3,4,11,0,14,15,6,1,1,19,22,8,0,1,5,0,2,2,0,0,9,0,0,0,11,8,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,11,0,1,2,2,15,4,20,20,9,19,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,2,12,89,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582254500461473,0.0,0.0,0.15688714679815072,0.1149485673522094,0.09232012375861552,0.0,0.0,0.3828858196959977,0.0,0.0,0.09367123746170618,0.06838799221557666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461417160298036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235116292786274,0.115659597410055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482787676150755,0.19635073516146698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371762138473476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251178644549299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719923269735901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06375830669491238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920635902486134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519640349881551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170938040358834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06165489547445002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924080850010196,0.10961754364252506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537715003713812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16494031680453036,0.0,0.0,0.10835064748803716,0.1193118651227303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602063487278057,0.0,0.3581237865367737,0.3948808836918749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605272628299008,0.0,0.0,0.11413424108590815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718696949775465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245355093087232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095554926150447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660497292447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032864725819499,0.0,0.0,0.07453188159465733,0.0,0.11022289727517563,0.0,0.06541698720651422,0.12894214824391945,0.3190197206380708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bugnotnotthegreat,2019/03/04,"I get bad panic attacks for no reason rigtt before spring fully kicks in and usually ends once summer begins I get panic attacks for no reason around this time and they began yesterday. It started with me getting into a bath and that set it off and had lead to the usually 3 month long chain. This morning was triggered by me thinking about being gay and having sex and kept setting me of all day until I got home and decided to try and find a really old Instagram account that was deleted and that set it off. I'm calming down now but it'll come back soon. I can't stand these at all and end up driving me to harming myself sometimes, I need help. ",5.390076923076926,5.71692581538462,6.178269230769235,79.71048076923078,67.76923076923077,8.346153846153845,30.865384615384606,8.07648339933343,2.2159230769230764,516,19,96,6,8,170,93,130,0.14,0.82,0.041,-0.8793,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,5,7,2,2,3,0,7,2,0,4,2,26,19,12,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,10,14,0,1,5,1,1,3,3,6,0,0,6,0,11,1,18,11,2,34,0,0,0,2,2,8,0,0,19,66,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153873920537968,0.0,0.3617582032482389,0.0,0.12225689192997985,0.13275369633860132,0.0,0.0,0.13529253770715813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695961124177491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253824517901496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816437214476707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14531801599410124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24920406065995265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12716235906373852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065706057306832,0.0,0.1594843630762861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14070505508807246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690782612786775,0.0,0.0,0.117892345012737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16683789407839653,0.16932386425293022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37309138033597095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185589431224884,0.3269454807039793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15724954311366035,0.0,0.11253706613698214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187720199763793,0.0,0.0,0.09271092269438644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794677194262847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35021977379852104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thorawauiwai191299,2019/03/04,"[LONG] I found out today why I've always been indecisive and worried about everything for 6 years.. I have GAD COMING IN 2 MINUTES, JUST TESTING IF I CAN EVEN POST BEFORE MAKIGN A LONG POST",2.1622972972972967,4.678890027027029,3.644527027027028,85.4084121621622,81.16216216216216,5.8621621621621625,22.763513513513516,7.1686216300943375,0.9956540540540546,149,5,28,2,4,49,32,37,0.13,0.87,0.0,-0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,5,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,4,3,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,15,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180268786778513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22296508888892655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257124628766535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17306590515102646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23549235000303825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872983220676205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4637700740411719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5018975444484346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24837030197447765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364379873111465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661004347506276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16873635142938068
anxiety,byehoesssss,2019/03/04,"My anxiety make me really indecisive about EVERYTHING. I can spend literally 1h to choose a movie to watch, a thing to do or a thing to buy in a store. I know it's pointless but I overthink so much and I'm afraid to make the wrong choice even for little things. Also I get bored really easily, like I open an app and close it 10 seconds later, or I only watch 5 minutes of a movie 🤦🏻‍♀️ ",-0.2964285714285708,1.8163650714285708,2.8574285714285743,89.53757142857144,88.76190476190477,6.6933333333333325,17.923809523809524,7.908726449838941,0.6911466666666675,302,8,69,7,10,108,62,84,0.126,0.782,0.092,-0.1505,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,7,0,2,0,0,2,0,12,7,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,4,0,1,0,2,8,1,9,7,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,3,2,41,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21374912332110732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044736378115035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17654038241825815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402201027974347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396462988850499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14689381171195665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058280848781134,0.26789154966091955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35683197215431706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19648652109414094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203283623401826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34246148211223265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5327203345616135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29223610983381565,0.0,0.0
anxiety,paycadicc,2019/03/04,"Severe anxiety attack? I’ve only had a full on anxiety/panic attack a few times. Other times I have mild anxiety but it’s not debilitating. 

Last night I basically was cracking my knuckles and accidentally pinched a nerve in my knuckle. Never done this before so didn’t know what it was. My finger went pretty numb and it was really weak. I kept feeling things along my hand up to my shoulder. Immediately I start thinking it’s a blood clot or something as I feel my arm and hand kind of raising in pressure/firmness. 

Anyway once I had the thought that it was a blood clot is where I started freaking out. I walk to the bathroom as I feel like I’m gonna throw up and as I’m walking, more symptoms keep piling on. 

First was a deafening ringing in my ears. Literally all other sounds were blocked out. Obv I started sweating and heart was racing. I felt dizzy, almost to the point where I feel like I could have passed out or lost my balance. After I put cold water on my face, I started to calm down a little but it was still bad. After the ear ringing was gone and I cooled off a bit, my entire body felt like it had pins and needles, from head to toe. I was also shaking. After about an hour I felt pretty normal.

Just wanted to know how you guys deal with these full on attacks when they come, as they don’t happen to me often and they always catch me off guard and I have no idea what to do. 

(Btw, I do use cannabis sometimes, and 99% of the time it definitely helps my anxiety, but every once in a while it seems like it makes it worse. Just thought this might be relevant) ",2.8049129571211613,4.604998132492113,4.101822642832108,86.56609767496204,75.5615141955836,6.3366748451921975,24.98995209720761,7.0931098945946705,1.0211433345016938,1236,42,250,13,27,406,180,317,0.155,0.721,0.123,-0.7135,0,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,3,2,12,16,3,1,15,1,25,19,15,3,2,53,55,24,0,3,8,0,10,4,0,2,3,5,0,1,20,16,1,4,14,0,0,10,5,9,0,1,24,17,37,7,37,27,6,50,0,1,0,0,7,22,0,6,22,170,57,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101393015931242,0.0,0.0,0.08097419361553714,0.08425290263257101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323811346708843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455791296858081,0.0,0.0,0.08454432902297285,0.0,0.0,0.08616119277833624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054506344219256,0.11247232139144704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872228702856551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084448403177652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439024105022386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361979635492798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531234379382835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20479181588904136,0.144674268433251,0.29166422200315395,0.0,0.0,0.08612809658736294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025912047841598,0.08954013297836365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391762066945982,0.0,0.0,0.11998856153635895,0.06786960064819332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971652585807987,0.0,0.0,0.11430542663077722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000077071568083,0.0,0.10544229098562102,0.11129503378237868,0.08253695773177289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978737962160988,0.10148487101686048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053262176517943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758900516759306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074163586205286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809468329601944,0.0,0.0,0.09502167024666253,0.0992091448509563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156681566790903,0.0,0.07700956721810295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571942068468836,0.0,0.0,0.20602701731359327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179000447877816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06486703179774257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217943978126106,0.0,0.1143901859769069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779516299231689,0.100144534415105,0.0,0.2866773885526393,0.0,0.08086297966110774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524350338247007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672698268005265,0.06488060161925367,0.0,0.16077152399178302,0.17712914145092176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745246499174132,0.0,0.0,0.05972326990231526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386510271334468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318826859325086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,0rdin,2019/03/04,"One more fear added in the list of anxiety I call it the „fear of choking to death drunk“-anxiety.
It has ruined my whole experience with alcohol now, but I still can‘t stop.",3.076666666666668,5.107957647058826,4.447647058823531,83.36107843137258,75.47058823529412,9.239215686274509,26.03921568627451,9.725611199111238,2.5108156862745092,136,5,28,4,3,45,28,34,0.34,0.66,0.0,-0.8719,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,5,2,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898982096898783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4150317053828968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276990386166327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653477769820051,0.0,0.6104937584746354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838151836084803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21663139995393715,0.2267884516890567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028560361635164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheJoesaurus,2019/03/04,"I need help making friends Hey

So I have social and general anxiety and I find it really
hard to make friends. I don't feel that I have the tools or
confidence to reach out to people or start an interaction.

I live in Cornwall, UK and have been there for 2 and a
half years and I still don't have a single friend here!

If anyone has any tips or advice you have found to help
please let me know! Thanks so much ❤️ 

Joey",0.32528089887640377,2.478280011235956,2.067516853932585,96.09138764044943,85.96629213483145,5.807191011235956,16.765168539325842,7.1686216300943375,-0.10883011235955033,327,7,77,5,10,107,64,89,0.065,0.7,0.235,0.9409,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,0,10,0,0,2,0,18,18,11,0,2,4,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,9,4,7,15,2,5,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,4,3,49,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20247466475544426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14090395614706264,0.0,0.1585083901428104,0.0,0.0,0.14487993260824694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476717838014947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18937818996054948,0.0,0.0,0.2271854773445092,0.4802495184085698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18561162273012946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777652623208864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138723889573868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21187731781273747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829625010389768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27661688843138915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15231676061881788,0.15363710243348638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436472586108112,0.0,0.0,0.2274447526068745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327384273017442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112155822755629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466581121597299,0.0,0.1654711869754754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907630738707887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334308125051703
anxiety,randomuserIam,2019/03/04,"When sometimes you just do your best to try to have your panic attacks alone I had a very complicated relationship with my fiancée. Without getting into many details, I was basically feeling like shit most of the times. 
At some point, he realized he needed help and I thought I couldn’t help him without helping myself first, so I went to see a psychiatrist. I was diagnosed and medicated for anxiety. 
That made me see my life clearer. Allowed me to actually take care of me. I understood I was unhappy in my relationship and couldn’t change it or hold it anymore. So I broke it off. The wedding, the relationship... it’s been roughly over a month. 
at the same time, I decided to move to another country where I could focus on work and had a decent support system that I don’t have here, because most friends were actually his friends. 

This is my last week. Me and my ex still live under the same roof and we try to be adults, but I feel so much that I’m being judged on every thing I say, every action, every word. Today we had two fights over ridiculous things and I was just so overwhelmed I told him I wanted to be alone and as soon as I was I just bursted into a full panic attack... I’ve been trying to decrease my medication, but these past weeks I’ve been feeling the need to use it more as SOS. 
I just don’t know what to do... I’m so emotionally exhausted and tired of tiptoeing around everyone’s feelings like I’ve always did. I always had and have to think about what I say, what every single people will think, then I have to deal with others thoughts, when honestly, I shouldn’t owe shit to anyone. 
My ex said he wanted to start fresh, try to build a friendship, and communicate, but he still will judge all of me. He still won’t let me be myself and he can’t understand why that causes me to be so anxious and use a mask with him. 

I just wanna curl up until it’s time I leave so I can have some distance from this. Even if moving thousands of miles away from everything that’s familiar to me is scary as shit, it’s less scarier than staying... I just don’t know how I’ll manage until then :(",3.077468612147946,4.825891731591451,4.460762809636922,84.50533491686463,74.6769596199525,7.281737360027147,26.04282321004411,8.052868069273773,1.5701201357312513,1653,59,332,26,35,548,213,421,0.13699999999999998,0.78,0.083,-0.9781,2,2,0,0,1,0,50.0,2,3,0,3,25,20,7,3,13,0,41,9,3,6,1,72,73,36,0,10,13,2,5,2,2,4,6,3,0,1,21,21,0,1,14,0,1,4,10,12,0,3,21,10,54,8,54,39,13,45,0,2,2,0,33,18,3,6,23,242,75,2,0.0,0.0,0.15577365523199133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16532620546701227,0.0,0.0,0.1328230736465955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369180586179302,0.06105739505710925,0.09016695936707587,0.07915391626009867,0.055807716381064604,0.0,0.0,0.07105126927604863,0.0,0.18159960768417813,0.07498776182120702,0.0,0.0,0.0486537967109278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375973651110323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137556373529692,0.08199083421694885,0.08443249562177349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637248837782029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228459935361061,0.0,0.08100940191814457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977986545992864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05271631095438118,0.0,0.26898652434820103,0.07626557683962515,0.0717315634139767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614251710868333,0.11403809489317432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788964034837851,0.0,0.0,0.1233280019437866,0.0,0.04169945490551622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049267177013085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772723554133367,0.06505895982707151,0.0,0.08451136822403545,0.0,0.08161509359648103,0.05637489949727442,0.0779860544453871,0.0,0.07047711289294342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552181728286489,0.0,0.08091874083025381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080816217499885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370667266129194,0.16965903359497245,0.058672380802954824,0.11836195232642613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18728876827395247,0.0,0.0,0.07619137374539753,0.055332890643636765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07544990893937972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570706931121277,0.0,0.0,0.07592127125195867,0.12694239200551308,0.0,0.0,0.12720264788864913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24578338374123185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893796210161268,0.0,0.05649267073117535,0.08507096998097813,0.19121838833820215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057183824047536,0.0,0.0,0.060010100197703024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060495826272686,0.10228301527712699,0.0,0.12672660112709733,0.13962033511471486,0.091734306928535,0.07565422004579313,0.07626557683962515,0.0,0.2167535249737308,0.0,0.07796655737013268,0.08308905749528234,0.0,0.13786712190594488,0.0,0.06585480473508924,0.09415258143977673,0.0,0.12804375065384674,0.0,0.0,0.07398826070664115,0.07201960692168435,0.0,0.0,0.15387545250888107,0.0,0.05810545076242296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,missjosiemarie,2019/03/04,"Today I cleaned a toilet using a combination of chemicals that I have now found out was very dangerous. I have a headache and im scared. I cleaned my partner's toilet today and there was a fair amount of dried on urine stains on the underside of the toilet seat. I used a bleach based spray cleaner, white vinegar and then a toilet cleaner which contains acid for the inside rim. I have since read that the combination of ingredients plus the ammonia from the urine is lethal and creates toxic chlorine gas. I now have a headache and my eyes sting slightly, but I'm getting myself very worked up about if I have poisoned myself. I'm afraid I'm going to pass out and die.
Please, can anyone help advise me, I'm really scared.",5.826992063492066,6.614540350000002,5.900952380952378,80.4618253968254,66.92857142857143,8.507936507936508,30.555555555555557,8.515128840125781,2.2545317460317467,579,21,108,8,9,183,84,140,0.128,0.782,0.09,-0.8499,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,2,3,13,0,9,4,3,2,0,15,18,10,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,3,9,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,5,0,0,3,3,13,0,14,15,1,13,0,0,2,0,3,6,0,1,5,64,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14866770270628624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22066429219901088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331250601583774,0.0,0.0,0.11108431892423576,0.0,0.12083591521962952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251360660318446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22966431702990575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23339111396535045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21267590008155846,0.0,0.13620876744301022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4257361449376771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758801066248871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40307469373751786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.367267998434688,0.0,0.3508648325721016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547887001965491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FishyStixs,2019/03/04,"Does anyone else get anxiety from social media Social media terrifies me, I use to not care but between some random lady from Arizona who I do not know regularly messaging me on Facebook, and a man from viatnam messaging me on Skype, just for me to find a facebook account with the same exact name is in my block list one facebook, (and I do not have any memory of blocking them nor can I find any signs that they have tried to contact me via Facebook) I'm just scared people are after me or will be after me. All my social media is extremely small and solely meant for friends and family, and my only public account is on Instagram, where I do not put any information about myself and is solely for my photography, but now I'm too scared to even post what I love on there in fear it will attract the attention of one of the previous two (Arizona lady already tried to follow and I blocked her) or other creepy people. Am I alone in my fear of social media? Any way for me to regain my confidence to post what I love once again?",7.583201970443348,6.290063305418722,8.254093596059114,72.04133743842367,63.72906403940887,11.075665024630542,34.09310344827586,10.125756701596842,3.321672315270936,813,28,150,15,10,274,112,203,0.149,0.75,0.101,-0.7949,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,0,9,9,0,4,5,0,15,2,0,1,2,35,25,12,0,0,10,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,6,8,0,3,6,0,2,2,5,4,0,3,1,0,27,5,30,21,3,18,0,0,0,2,18,9,0,4,4,113,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13003337678070262,0.13854908202621696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415170049432397,0.0,0.09604647048278714,0.0,0.0,0.08778845181803359,0.12864223707930128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12800801070880796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987086835950476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488207679651013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292550966685668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835867766816645,0.2825604405290632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22950339367830103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970006932601345,0.0,0.06559541986658407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06899976105331852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266300645024016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337081338846137,0.17015374370449285,0.09548749043481368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17408305228090618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404870539787163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12621382550429566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25139769006113977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5119353283509378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704823061887693,0.0,0.12264546569814826,0.0,0.0,0.1084360906840256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965685025728062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sideofcoleslaw_,2019/03/04,"Ik every person is different, but any insight on cymbalta? Been on celexa for like 6 years. I’ve liked it, but still take my as needed Xanax semi-frequently. Got a new psychiatrist & she changed my laundry list of meds. Just curious abt the experiences with the drug, my fellow anxious redditors.",3.8288888888888906,6.826619296296298,4.9644444444444495,75.50000000000003,78.25925925925927,8.785185185185185,29.37037037037037,9.2995712137729,3.4185037037037045,238,11,39,7,6,78,49,54,0.043,0.7879999999999999,0.17,0.8126,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,6,5,3,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,2,6,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813960045315885,0.0,0.17661191172064353,0.0,0.0,0.29339871851697263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747390639598721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713419898610509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30118149863424515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188171312864358,0.0,0.0,0.25404651059645417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077140541025873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537626709061052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884795988664757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19257189871715336,0.0,0.25082982876021714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267690188742087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20740498326336015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952698263274284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672449200388767
anxiety,littlegoldnw,2019/03/04,"Citalopram experiences? I just started taking citalopram 20mg everyday since 2 weeks now for my anxiety. The first day was horrible. I was nauseous, had diharrea, felt extremely anxious without any reason and was sweating like crazy (I wasn't able to use my laptop touchepad because my hands were too sweaty). 

Those sides effects dissapeared overnight. Since then I just feel a little nauseous sometimes (but nothing like the first day) and have no appetite before 6pm. I also feel really demotivated to do anything. Everything, even taking a shower or cooking, seems like a huge mountain to climb. But I don't know if it's a side effect of the medication or just me (I already had moments like that before).

I was wondering what your experiences with citalopram are? Did you felt those side effects too? After how many weeks did you start to feel a difference with your anxiety/depression? 

Thank you to share your story!",5.8031463628396125,8.387832018404907,5.890591586327782,73.56719325153377,69.30674846625767,8.583523225241017,34.342243645924626,9.23628265651192,3.6281887817703766,741,37,114,16,14,234,105,163,0.07400000000000001,0.8140000000000001,0.112,0.7318,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,6,0,6,9,6,0,0,8,0,14,4,2,6,0,27,28,10,0,1,9,0,6,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,4,1,0,12,1,0,1,4,0,0,2,12,6,18,6,11,16,0,19,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,5,17,76,23,1,0.13973289943603515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419872920632452,0.11174434919489123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950231632617976,0.0,0.10689528560280223,0.15785840297419607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498827022121767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517987854232477,0.0,0.2378048112114412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18023232064378664,0.0,0.12035174153163382,0.0,0.0,0.1459911392790495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229226222514024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255829199837401,0.2733711765793109,0.0,0.0,0.21195945737615154,0.0,0.26833099300683105,0.0,0.0,0.2377134657554135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679354719902415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27306574593226746,0.14004907438473824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416672280823413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14076619553520206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340774856260138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951647344410517,0.14366869310178162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720758364588694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311769967468571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381994105032257,0.0,0.19780733084422425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21012350080399755,0.0,0.0,0.12864728009359155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12068436065433145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22417060673804914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346975286761933,0.1515343688319604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,geck97,2019/03/04,"What methods are useful for anxiety attacks? I currently have anxiety but it's not as severe as before. But, I still have extreme anxiety attacks at least once a week. I have coping mechanisms but sometimes they do not work. May I please get some suggestions as to how others cope with these attacks? ",3.136935064935063,6.1979802,4.208831168831171,78.8818181818182,83.36363636363636,7.506493506493506,29.675324675324674,8.418075326091056,3.1201688311688303,241,12,38,6,7,78,41,55,0.278,0.6459999999999999,0.076,-0.8879,1,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,2,3,3,0,1,0,6,0,0,2,0,10,8,7,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,7,7,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,32,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4584229249436416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6817308799804879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16997191302133152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436074706682316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21272644903394455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192647103394896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256598140578364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19755713151461607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15952002174532695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17251923161415092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16022681238581105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541984455098478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,roommaate,2019/03/04,"My decision for college housing next year is causing me tons of stress and anxiety I hope this is an okay place to post this.

I’m a college freshman, and right now I’ve been having anxiety issues the past few days. The time to choose housing is coming up, and I have no idea what I should do. I didn’t really make a lot of friends this year, and most of them have been girls (I’m a guy). I had an option or two for a roommate available, but those have now past, they’ve found other people. I have the option of living in an on-campus house that’s being used as dorms, and it’s one of those communities where people involved in a certain subject or field live in a community.

That’s all well and good, but that housing option isn’t the best. It would probably be fine, but it’s just a little more run down. The other option is the dorm apartments we have, but again I have no one to room with, and you have to have a group to fill up a room to choose it. My school has a binder full of people who are looking for roommates, but my school is tiny, and I doubt there will be many options. Plus it’s embarrassing. I think it could be beneficial to live in that house, but I just cannot make up my mind. I also have to decide in the next two days.

Anyway, this has been keeping me up at night, and making me worried and nervous the entire day. It’s impossible to focus, and I almost skipped my classes today.",4.8674807302231216,4.646000255172417,5.6705273833671415,84.79132860040568,68.86206896551724,8.202839756592292,27.748478701825558,7.5105763829236425,1.3698215010141983,1094,31,236,10,17,359,150,290,0.07400000000000001,0.8320000000000001,0.093,0.81,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,1,1,1,1,10,12,0,4,21,1,34,0,0,5,2,54,46,22,0,4,10,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,2,21,15,0,1,7,0,0,3,5,4,1,4,6,1,23,8,32,32,8,38,0,0,1,0,9,19,0,12,15,174,44,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874987002944896,0.0,0.0,0.07886333217167751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15088223210960436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349160813269977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130599305465576,0.0,0.08494911631926265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873700389925863,0.0,0.0,0.19079785429972865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108127563133226,0.07619062440139883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271458204840146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764553332967583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794812888810046,0.0,0.5689492187294836,0.0,0.1113256758345614,0.0,0.10292968192791707,0.0,0.08765460154327269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883933060701497,0.2612397096858229,0.0,0.08281276316854869,0.0,0.0,0.08383995888890408,0.0,0.0,0.19748121942380253,0.09998133907078376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957424041477086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20975887543196975,0.0925446146429086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336497662167628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18828062558925285,0.20510414933964166,0.0,0.10303293002320056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444705077495387,0.0,0.10632493309455048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06317605705275668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421768813267358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19960969995898276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129645133978057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06318927313177591,0.0,0.0,0.0575038939189788,0.0,0.0934766180111654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926673778811568,0.0,0.0,0.0851727258763631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866779887779969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014952872403204,0.0,0.07005411252353909,0.0,0.0,0.1270111872616944
anxiety,Wasyloosker12,2019/03/04,"Take-as-needed medications for anxiety symptoms? I have exhibited general anxiety attributes and symptoms the last few years, but last week it seemed to come to a head with an anxiety attack at work and I haven't felt the same since. Never had debilitating symptoms before like this. Dr checked me out and physically I'm fine, they prescribed hydroxyzine 25 mg to try. 
I am a lightweight/sensitive to everything- medicine, alcohol, etc. (regular Tylenol gives me panic attacky-reaction side effects), so I've been resistant to get on anything ever other than birth control. 
I'm wondering if there's anything out there that can be taken as needed during flare-ups instead of daily that isn't just intended to make you tired? Any help is appreciated :/ ",7.454903926482874,9.032158684210527,7.828972431077697,65.25360066833754,63.661654135338345,11.324644945697575,39.58980785296575,11.20814326018867,5.170806850459481,607,33,92,18,9,199,103,133,0.146,0.758,0.095,-0.7359,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,1,3,6,4,1,1,5,0,9,9,1,5,2,23,20,7,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,8,0,0,0,5,7,1,1,4,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,4,1,7,2,15,15,3,13,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,3,8,56,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593811061301633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141764326879103,0.0,0.3422660613553473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454525605985428,0.0,0.0,0.16966381224202695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269038131502627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12846752089002492,0.0,0.0,0.16726878640015114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16632614297279893,0.0,0.13490211561120238,0.0,0.0,0.13403388544827047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319401708271673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779174424207831,0.14306490999177485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530566359542412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996276562000944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431316077281049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286035177966653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995494863315888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502389029479246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211650158521805,0.11502293291741456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17497904770110834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357678790774388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12336690014953985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.465028446955975,0.11213176616851668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17140997632487126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125360355374988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196279614627819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617317087079094,0.10857283684818207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09603874095338101
anxiety,tb12goat4,2019/03/04,"How do you email your teacher to get out of a speech? I don’t know if this is the right sub, but I have a speech tomorrow and I want to email my teacher to not do it. I have such a hard time speaking in public and speeches are the worst. Thanks in advance. ",2.1391071428571418,2.7702946964285715,3.355714285714285,95.93928571428572,75.25,6.314285714285715,24.714285714285715,5.985473137389443,0.3397285714285712,197,6,49,1,4,64,40,56,0.128,0.778,0.094,-0.4497,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,1,0,9,11,5,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,5,7,1,7,11,1,7,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,2,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737563021461107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4693803798392509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28796399921428484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4474734067703948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4824075279109081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30553514214202115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30905514941220696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ketamne,2019/03/04,"So alone and anxious alone in the Netherlands These last 2 days I’ve tried to enjoy myself. I keep going out got myself into a hostel but I can’t get rid of this anxiety it’s stopped me from being myself, I can’t talk to anyone properly and when I do I come of as obviously so anxious it just sucks, I’m thinking of getting myself diagnosed after my travels, should be on top of the world but I feel so low. ",1.5801162790697667,3.4621469534883715,3.9699418604651164,85.7470058139535,79.46511627906978,6.16046511627907,23.540697674418613,7.1686216300943375,1.0098418604651167,322,11,65,4,8,112,62,86,0.223,0.727,0.05,-0.9193,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,1,0,3,0,6,1,0,0,1,14,16,9,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,2,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,1,1,12,1,13,12,0,15,0,1,0,0,1,7,1,0,5,47,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.479788752004843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17719303054446695,0.523342234639658,0.0,0.1619580786910025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995250355489197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493794179829454,0.0,0.0,0.23509521516672424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711691615848174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420297420107651,0.0,0.131638226121675,0.0,0.18525223591564946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058795694026789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888058644664904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936494611186271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861719680706196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484163993012496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15725864956803126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,UncleHec,2019/03/04,"Buspirone and CBD Has anyone safely combined Buspirone and CBD?  It looks like there's the potential for moderate side effects if combined, but I'm wondering if they're manageable or potentially dangerous.  Does it help to take them at different times during the day?",8.66036231884058,10.26279445652174,8.09,64.37166666666668,60.95652173913044,12.220289855072465,41.42028985507246,11.855464076750405,5.813081159420289,219,12,31,7,3,69,39,46,0.08199999999999999,0.7659999999999999,0.152,0.3839,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,1,3,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,9,5,6,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,3,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,4,3,16,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27998659363081524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582411123769533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4183590830982309,0.0,0.0,0.35041477021375395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683965550856693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956275148921861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362562984496669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30106989906327114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334911404451449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43424402272272505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cash-listener,2019/03/04,"My anxiety is about to ruin my life External shit in my life is driving my anxiety right now. Lots of life choices ahead (new in a country where I want to stay after April graduation but job prospects look really fucking slim). I could turn this very hard situation around but I’m stuck, paralyzed by anxiety over what might happen if I don’t succeed.

It’s like i am imprisoned in a prison of anxiety and depression. I am seeing a counsellor, I have a supportive partner and should be able to pull out of this but it’s not happening. It is so hard. Every day I wake up wanting to try but my anxiety strikes me down after I’ve finished my morning coffee. I’ll smoke some pot or procrastinate, leaving me with assignments up until last minute etc. It’s excruciating. How the hell do you end it? ",4.1722043010752685,5.807317096774199,5.739112903225808,76.92200268817206,71.58064516129029,9.811827956989248,31.626344086021504,10.125756701596842,3.44789247311828,630,29,119,18,12,214,106,155,0.274,0.6459999999999999,0.08,-0.9872,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,2,6,8,3,0,5,0,12,6,2,1,0,20,23,11,0,5,7,0,2,1,1,2,3,0,0,1,8,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,1,4,16,3,23,18,3,25,1,2,2,1,2,11,3,5,12,80,24,5,0.1423262414474692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5443959257163002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670052980371585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136359226041337,0.0,0.0,0.09178865137743657,0.0,0.12258538320602065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605880525588906,0.0,0.15873138145676205,0.0,0.0,0.1199159968999519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157831680368476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517172505447328,0.0,0.2549927132282006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123683333728632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160148828100857,0.0,0.15070293940592205,0.0,0.0,0.3015877002640845,0.06953341239508873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951819703599692,0.0,0.0,0.12100068084407972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15098565054633115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745957088091207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117783474294723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215458325387674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341558739303392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609584156278005,0.0,0.1599806586227096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15170083627400274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16151013215231982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663017540297604,0.1548100806857768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743405480398318,0.16789540950295925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hinammi,2019/03/04,"Feeling really crappy lately I've moved quite a bit over the years and haven't always had the greatest friends irl so I've cut a lot of those people out of my life and moved on. The easiest way for me to make a friend has always been online or through video games. Lately I've just been feeling really lonely and depressed about it. I've been trying for months to open myself up to people, talk more and try to make a friend at work and online but I guess I just never fit in. This has been hard for me to do and I  just feel like crying about it and becoming antisocial again. I have kids and a husband but it would just feel nice to have a friend talk or hang out with again. 😔 Just feels like a lost cause and wanted to vent somewhere to get it off my chest.",2.4293468795355584,3.9312470000000026,3.3548427672956014,92.79435413642963,75.8553459119497,6.150169327527817,19.14900822447992,6.67199483983844,-0.0595122399612964,599,11,133,5,13,191,90,159,0.115,0.722,0.163,0.7947,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,10,11,1,0,10,0,12,2,1,3,1,35,23,14,0,2,9,1,6,2,4,1,1,0,0,1,6,13,0,0,5,2,0,3,2,4,0,0,6,6,9,7,25,16,4,21,0,3,0,0,9,10,0,4,9,87,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22238547188939845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758631969683295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589180509213573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727713007497447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678875027043262,0.0,0.0,0.11509725996105898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33784240062167503,0.190933810293108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4129757753147526,0.0,0.06981733445927983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472109877363348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970824675433454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30148599420810474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438840920649127,0.13057193334325656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458753851936681,0.11360935907970607,0.0,0.0,0.17840112730928592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666398595759333,0.2840598640768191,0.0,0.0,0.10306542833649812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18528755070870245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421343455727969,0.0,0.0,0.17121648068690873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21481707915303536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18145504998336245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881976255420907,0.10607105892031024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728586857979886,0.0,0.0,0.09492851535439156,0.0,0.0,0.08605478683424869
anxiety,poppybrooke,2019/03/04,"I Woke Up Like This The second I woke up this morning the familiar feeling of my heart racing and chest feeling tight swept over my body. I’m thinking of things in my past that upset me even though they have no consequence to today. I feel nauseous and my head feels fuzzy. How I wish I could just sleep today off instead of having to go on with my day with my anxiety hanging low over my head.

This is what is most hard to explain to people who don’t suffer from anxiety: I don’t know why I feel this way. I can’t pinpoint what triggered this feeling. I was just sleeping, there was nothing to cast me into an anxious state, yet, here I am.",3.968693808312132,4.788198931297714,4.679033078880408,87.44126378286688,71.13740458015265,7.04359626802375,28.29601357082273,6.937597516519254,1.3356354537743855,504,18,104,4,9,162,85,131,0.133,0.7929999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.7778,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,9,4,0,1,3,0,11,7,7,2,0,22,25,4,0,2,2,0,8,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,1,9,0,0,2,4,3,0,1,4,8,20,1,19,20,1,18,0,2,0,0,3,9,0,1,6,77,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504350791205125,0.18491592690802536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18181562853473676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068807059335494,0.0,0.0,0.10556240910431006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811150305752204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.496580210988705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302518691837744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662839418855547,0.0,0.3359732827438373,0.0,0.0,0.19396590612533607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995624998932726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799675604284279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570588708925715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562545592911556,0.11347762898617435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32760370853644044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874413980123193,0.10488186975407728,0.16081834906268788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103059107786621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12992445767986804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476990292559179,0.0,0.1882281124487324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,broken-glass-kids,2019/03/04,I have a job interview in an hour I’m trying to get up and go to it. I’m so anxious I feel like throwing up. I really need this job and need to go but idk. The company that I currently work for unexpectedly shut down and laid us all off. I hate change. change is unpredictable. I don’t want a new job I want my old one. Why is this so hard?!?!?!,-1.094619883040938,0.8107188947368407,2.1428070175438627,94.74020467836256,90.31578947368422,6.535672514619884,17.654970760233926,7.793537801064563,0.3763847953216377,260,7,67,6,9,93,52,76,0.136,0.7979999999999999,0.066,-0.7959,4,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,1,10,15,6,0,4,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,2,9,1,9,15,1,13,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,5,38,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073715139147348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3883660836206415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281388201176538,0.1311359091398219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590296882444983,0.0,0.2086437243781611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644344681077204,0.18122833834450552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18077046341792272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5464674642585113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967856012943269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27221609130580404,0.0,0.1772842144229438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19261623561227048,0.0,0.1243855837118311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759378195056633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246257690612849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208011033572725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21653789247412705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16563511760547608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336344862450971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MindTrails_Calm,2019/03/04,"The MindTrails Project - an online, anxiety-reduction program **Do you struggle with anxiety?** The Teachman PACT lab at the University of Virginia is looking for adults (age 18 and older) who struggle with anxiety symptoms to enroll in a new, online anxiety-reduction program. We are recruiting participants to help us learn how we can help individuals combat anxiety via online training.

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Email: [studyteam@mindtrails.org](mailto:studyteam@mindtrails.org)  
IRB: 2017-0234-00  
PI: Bethany Teachman, PhD",14.48448717948718,20.21043385897436,10.936153846153848,32.092179487179514,56.56410256410256,11.158974358974357,42.0,10.504223727775694,6.585284615384617,1046,52,97,30,18,306,105,156,0.075,0.8590000000000001,0.067,0.2359,0,0,0,0,0,0,94.0,3,2,0,0,3,3,0,2,9,0,6,1,0,1,1,15,9,9,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,8,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,2,1,1,0,2,5,1,19,8,4,17,0,0,2,0,16,5,0,3,9,54,6,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6795540313065643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35984575984146583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16439772669751285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191949024037325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101942401647628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278097480333632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316692331067428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251531503504854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15143464953391544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624909464040183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17211503178693052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109810859422755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32783465364842473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297118308110164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18860640137897725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577237287388388,0.0,0.14097852351262632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JosephSeely,2019/03/04,"Anxiety Management Guide    Full pdf available [here](https://www.josephseely.com/freeanxietyguide)

**1. Exposure Therapy – Do not avoid your problems**

One of the most successful treatments in the treatment of anxiety disorders and phobias is exposure therapy. Exposure therapy is the repeated exposure to a source of anxiety in a non-threatening environment. 

Therapists recommend gradually to increase the intensity of the exposure to the anxiety source over time to avoid overwhelming discomfort. If a patient fears spider, they may start by having the patient imagining spiders. Then the patient can look at a video of a spider. Eventually, the patient will get to a point where he or she is holding a spider and no fear signals get sent to the brain. 90% of phobia patients had some reduction of fear, while 65% of phobia patients eliminated the fear altogether.[\[1\]](https://www.reddit.com/r/Anxiety/submit#_ftn1)

Exposure therapy can be applied to anything in life. Through visualization or in-person practice, you can reduce your fears and increase your courage by gradually and repeatedly exposing yourself to situations that make you anxious. Conversely, it can be inferred that avoiding your problems will lead to no reduction in anxiety, thus the anxiety levels caused by the initial harmful event will remain until dealt with.

Real life example: Bob has trouble with talking to people of the opposite sex. Bob read the paragraph above and wants to try exposure therapy. First, he talks to a female family member where there is little threat. Then, he talks to a friend who he knows well enough to have minimal fear. Then, he progresses to girls he does not know. Bob judges his progress not on the quality of the conversation but by successfully initiating and having the conversations in the first place. Bob succeeds by having little fear in approaching girls in the future.

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**2. Exercise Regularly**

Exercise’s benefits are almost too numerous to list. There are the obvious physiological benefits: better heart health, stronger muscles, and better endurance. The mental benefits are often put to the side because the target audience of exercising usually cares more about physical appearance and health. Studies have demonstrated that regular exercise is as good as anxiety and depression medication for treating anxiety and depression.[\[2\]](https://www.reddit.com/r/Anxiety/submit#_ftn2) Three hours a week of exercise has the same impact as SSRIs without all of the negative side effects. Scientists agree through a survey that it is the best treatment for depression for its burden on the patient.[\[3\]](https://www.reddit.com/r/Anxiety/submit#_ftn3)

There are other benefits that are secondary to the process of exercising. You start looking better, so you feel more confident around others. When you push through a routine, you feel accomplished and realize you can do the same thing in other areas of your life. Sticking to your routine creates mental discipline and toughness. The endorphins that working out creates will give you a clearer focus throughout the day. 

We all know exercise is great for you, but the physical benefits may not be compelling alone. Do it for your mental health instead and it may be easier to continue. 

Example: Tammy goes for a 15-minute jog daily. Her mood is better due to the endorphins produced and she feels healthier as well.

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**3. Meditate and Practice Mindfulness**

The science behind Meditation and Mindfulness is clear – it works. 33 of 40 studies have shown a decrease in anxiety in college students that practice mindfulness meditation.[\[4\]](https://www.reddit.com/r/Anxiety/submit#_ftn4) After an 8-week mindfulness practice, scientists found that the meditator’s amygdala had shrunk.[\[5\]](https://www.reddit.com/r/Anxiety/submit#_ftn5) The amygdala is the part of the brain responsible for emotion, so its shrinkage leads us to believe that it makes the meditators less emotional and less reactive.

It may seem very religious or mystical to practice meditation, but it does not have to be. You can practice in a secular manner by just sitting down for 10 minutes a day and focusing on your breath. When you notice your thoughts, non-judgmentally return to the breath. After you do this a few times, you begin to notice how much chatter is in your brain. Sometimes this chatter is negative and the noticing of it helps you stop it from continuing. Personally, this has reduced my anxiety significantly. 

You can apply mindfulness outside of meditation by just focusing on what you are doing instead of living in your head. When you walk, you can feel your feet touch the ground every step. When you eat, taste the food and do not multi-task. I never realized how often I was worrying without even realizing it until I started to focus on what I was doing. 

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**4. Be more forgiving to yourself**

Good things are not as great as we expect, and bad things are not as bad as we expect. Everyone loves the feeling of doing well on something because of their high standards. I do too. Sometimes being a perfectionist gets in the way of being perfect. 

The desire for perfectionism creates anxiety and sets the bar for failure too low. When failure is so easy, every attempt to reach a high goal is stressful. There are certainly merits to aiming high with the hope that any shortcoming will still be a relative success. This does not always happen in practice and high standards can be counterproductive. 

Forgive yourself for failing and focus on just completing the task you need to do. Obviously, do not take this too far and be entirely apathetic toward your success. 

Example: Sally did not meet her expectations on her previous paper. She tries to write the perfect paper and is anxious, so she avoids writing it until the last minute. Her paper is worse as a result. Ricky is in a similar situation. He realizes his last paper could have been better. He tries to avoid repeating any of the mistakes he made last time and slowly writes his paper over the week. His second paper is much better. 

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**5. Do not mask your anxiety with pleasure**

It is very difficult to feel anxiety when feeling pleasure at the same time. Alcohol, video games, drugs, shopping, and eating are all fine in moderation. But many people use these things to get rid of their negative feelings. 

If pleasure sources are used to mask any anxiety and discomfort, the person will not solve the original problem that is making them anxious. Additionally, whenever they feel anxious, they will not have the coping strategies to deal with it. If a person ignores their anxiety, the body will continue to receive anxiety signals unless covered with pleasure or the problem is fixed. 

This problem is that the first inclination when someone is anxious or depressed is to try and feel better. This makes sense evolutionarily. The ways humans used to feel better is by having close bonds with their tribe, eating food that was hunted or gathered, and having sex with a partner. Now these problems still exist but the modern methods of feeling good do not usually solve the problems and can actually make it worse. Sometimes the best strategy is to feel the anxiety’s discomfort so you can be motivated to deal with it effectively.

Before I am criticized on this section, I want to make it clear that I am not suggesting anyone to avoid all enjoyable activities in their life. I am suggesting to not binge on pleasure activities and actively avoiding real life problems. Going go-karting or celebrating a long week with a delicious meal is fine. Take all my advice with a grain of salt. There are likely exceptions to everything I say.

Challenge: Abstain from pleasures that do not press you toward your goals. You can always come back to them if you fix your problems. You’ll likely be less compulsive when you come back. 



[\[1\]](https://www.reddit.com/r/Anxiety/submit#_ftnref1) L.G. Öst. *One-session treatment for specific phobias*, Behav Res Ther*.* (1989).

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[\[2\]](https://www.reddit.com/r/Anxiety/submit#_ftnref2) G.M. Cooney, et al., *Exercise for depression*, Cochrane Library (2013).

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[\[3\]](https://www.reddit.com/r/Anxiety/submit#_ftnref3) G. Parker & J. Crawford, *Judged effectiveness of differing antidepressant strategies by those with clinical depression*, Australian & New Zealand J. Psych. (2007).

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[\[4\]](https://www.reddit.com/r/Anxiety/submit#_ftnref4) M.D. Bamber & J.K. Schneider, *Mindfulness-based meditation to decrease stress and anxiety in college students: A narrative synthesis of the research*, Educational Research Review (2016).

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[\[5\]](https://www.reddit.com/r/Anxiety/submit#_ftnref5) A.A. Taaren & J.D. Creswell, *Dispositional Mindfulness Co-Varies with Smaller Amygdala and Caudate Volumes in Community Adults*, PLoS One (2013).",7.665185389217888,11.16851951013278,7.028862772702464,63.273317265757704,67.03633822501747,10.495362846664321,38.327855055165344,10.46644384805057,5.423207721617774,7253,399,928,226,137,2249,601,1431,0.13,0.7020000000000001,0.168,0.9979,0,8,4,0,0,0,438.0,4,42,10,37,45,99,1,20,97,0,116,40,9,25,13,219,170,83,0,23,41,0,15,2,2,13,20,1,0,8,55,57,9,12,31,15,1,16,26,46,3,7,11,20,80,52,176,132,27,139,0,8,2,3,111,59,0,23,62,676,135,32,0.0,0.0,0.02750620099229979,0.0,0.0,0.0275437648572909,0.0,0.030123062494764343,0.02822495751061078,0.029192971238284005,0.0,0.0,0.046907266247264386,0.36648396859250265,0.273999881386326,0.057503867561865415,0.0,0.3881301443958077,0.15921501639809804,0.0,0.01970883024363376,0.0,0.023195292723001575,0.02509218250742623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04334774016386237,0.04706951603165073,0.034364761085594164,0.0,0.023984847308233092,0.03175681377266201,0.059160508087334675,0.19943111102809816,0.0,0.03130912384089753,0.0,0.09439720125278446,0.0,0.0,0.028738269107587724,0.028955555573745857,0.0,0.04856077679818898,0.029553270003588667,0.0,0.0,0.022504825463634803,0.0,0.0,0.03635624248835005,0.058118600992459774,0.12138602786087335,0.0,0.0,0.029449153413886243,0.032304456287413116,0.0,0.07399924187203699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032687680086837936,0.08652624303053072,0.0,0.06341259748253676,0.0,0.02912444646306912,0.0,0.018617081848972258,0.0,0.04749710335757894,0.026933646542738277,0.02533243246835659,0.0,0.02657195835800889,0.2220255026964032,0.1852768734505696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192690278480178,0.0681670574402116,0.030905315361438545,0.021777012322092944,0.0,0.0589056518545332,0.02703929800167496,0.03203835798960117,0.07092512313569133,0.0,0.062151980460888774,0.0,0.0,0.024925449012411043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028927736304720293,0.08988358820090338,0.0,0.03340143322514102,0.018892983673120273,0.1191233913218822,0.0,0.02799580166825553,0.02775826993210883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046472100234889686,0.06892788729987524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954567183926943,0.027541243543095745,0.05650105475436596,0.024889415732117736,0.024944385839584915,0.04733954021552656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02543964141570649,0.02667098338794841,0.11288924280544765,0.02857693935480908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0283951841754013,0.08521684005647971,0.0,0.1707634878316366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04144100738110918,0.02090011719685872,0.021739358451764657,0.027222937783131368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627240151608008,0.0,0.0,0.057300211711360835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03052350233923006,0.0,0.03908228536493233,0.09844632789437116,0.029449153413886243,0.0,0.0266455885245361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427382084138625,0.0,0.028335467931703363,0.0,0.0,0.028194376689202806,0.06416538235007707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022415234101984784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025660157628039592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06336617360697969,0.0,0.0,0.023882540919800056,0.02169953642523381,0.08363224634829974,0.0,0.05985217795946264,0.0,0.04501994825095036,0.02356538424514051,0.06457565138888882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04238585465938464,0.067966323343972,0.0,0.0,0.1611700196457425,0.03272698802981089,0.07490409416279996,0.0,0.0,0.022377130179564983,0.06574367994910071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654780925359551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03390518844955817,0.07303290327996383,0.062087443559254274,0.046514039685447636,0.033250549653848126,0.044746658670030255,0.090438839251666,0.0,0.07602981720803112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05434204029156178,0.0,0.0410405778830604,0.02862501178078028,0.057449410492199024,0.0,0.0,0.273999881386326,0.0
anxiety,qwertzzz_z,2019/03/04,"feeling really helpless w health anxiety hey so i have reaaally fuckin bad health anxiety, like day in day out ive always got some death bed scenario in my head (heart attack, brain tumour, etc). its so exhausting and i can feel the impact its having on my mental and (actual) physical health. so today im particularly struggling cause i had a shower, got a lil water up my nose that stung, and now im freaking tf out about brain-eating amoebas. i live in an canadian town that treats water w chlorine so im assuming im ok but idk man this shit freaks me tf out. anyone else get like this?",0.9052243589743584,3.4714556923076927,3.0960630341880337,85.88973557692309,90.36752136752136,6.001923076923077,20.133012820512818,7.413659706084162,1.039444871794872,464,15,88,9,16,157,81,117,0.215,0.72,0.065,-0.9346,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,6,13,3,1,4,1,5,12,5,1,0,12,10,8,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,2,1,6,6,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,3,3,9,4,9,7,2,13,0,1,0,1,2,9,2,2,6,43,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.1264442211119086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781482958669318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982454542681295,0.0,0.0,0.09060021374382958,0.13276249819312694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474076018416387,0.0,0.0,0.1081877554519926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892918725464565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13310681007565633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16712728759896778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325851748701801,0.10824132763335263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14450776235190946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310316561265319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06769636481170926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072621792766748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329789267011102,0.4131890225039949,0.0,0.1535442211505945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5598428127553294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660530944404175,0.0,0.11441502907141304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057876136822288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300756128922472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300446930783671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545747322269347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122819727293074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sebbyhope,2019/03/04,"Free book Dear Reddit friends,

As someone who suffers from anxiety and OCD, and in a moment when nothing was working career-wise and felt lonely and out of place, I decided to put myself to good use and wrote a novel; all in the hope that it will bring me and anyone who reads it a bit if comfort.

The novel can be downloaded for free from Amazon, over the next five days.

https://www.amazon.com/dp/B07NF7W559


 It is a book for dreamers, lovers and stargazers and I've dedicated it to all the lonely and destitute out there; it is essentially a book about the power of the human spirit in the face of adversity and hope it will help those who suffer to understand they are truly gifted and it's alright not to know your place in the world.

If you have a bit of time, I would appreciate your words, impressions, questions.

Love.",7.206207885304657,7.48007528387097,7.113763440860216,74.73508960573477,63.903225806451616,9.727598566308245,30.77060931899641,9.444778638647367,2.624491039426523,659,21,119,11,9,210,97,155,0.085,0.626,0.28800000000000003,0.9874,1,4,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,3,1,2,3,17,0,0,14,1,10,3,1,1,2,29,19,15,0,5,3,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,12,13,0,0,5,6,2,2,1,5,0,1,3,1,8,14,22,12,4,17,1,4,0,2,14,10,0,5,5,85,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561952808870754,0.0,0.0,0.13309924728229666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4156323617350481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227619409522061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827687364923636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470662597575586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15965906966690732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758960703014294,0.0,0.0,0.37812696979445537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461303359001113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17180101922364469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20244258071840324,0.0,0.0,0.1826488425011399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39775675207870265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19135734624938475,0.21323893034583954,0.0,0.19040451759629848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612854837308682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099636820937206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981641917491156,0.0,0.16440387943273738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13857925500246948,0.0,0.0,0.13522131352007774,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wterada900418,2019/03/04,"Something to look forward to I find it helpful to have something to look forward to every day to deal with anxiety. Let’s share a thing/things you are looking forward to today. 

I am looking forward to taking a bath for relaxation today. I’m also looking forward to finding a meditation group on Meeup.",3.399473684210527,6.151478684210527,5.090438596491229,75.48723684210526,77.94736842105263,5.905263157894738,35.8157894736842,7.1686216300943375,3.0797157894736844,243,15,36,3,6,82,36,57,0.031,0.8170000000000001,0.152,0.7717,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,11,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,2,12,10,0,9,0,0,5,0,5,6,0,0,8,24,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952627671335724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334716368731763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252087834426794,0.17987436501192727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700132419668555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31893096610646965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694581023463098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17841082354874305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7325683680280931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686362210300632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118224737264053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591234255686282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.330760674490968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jnsfwthrowawayg,2019/03/04,"There were clouds that were the shape of a face that I watched for a few minutes and when a different set of clouds came over and covered it I had a panic attack? I feel like I’m getting worse and worse. I’ve been off work for four months after finally speaking to a doctor and I’ve been on anti depressants for 10 weeks but I just feel worse and worse every day. The last few weeks I feel so fatigued and tired that some days I’m spending 15 hours or so in bed. I can’t stop binge eating which is making me fatter and fatter and I can barely bring myself to go outside let alone exercise even though I want to. I’m constantly having suicidal thoughts and sometimes I think about hurting other people and I don’t know why and I hate it. I just wish there was a button I could press that would erase me from existence because I’m too much of a coward to kill myself. Sorry if this is all very jumbled but I’ve just been in a really bad place lately, more bad than usual and I have no-one to talk to. Also sorry if this belongs in the depression sub Reddit. 

Throwaway account for obvious reasons",2.7370136278195503,4.500232602678572,3.915930451127821,87.98564849624061,75.65178571428572,6.5015037593984975,23.396616541353374,7.273561745256523,0.9107982142857144,869,26,175,10,19,283,138,224,0.308,0.665,0.027000000000000003,-0.9972,1,1,0,0,0,1,11.0,0,0,0,1,13,11,3,1,11,0,17,6,1,2,2,37,35,22,2,6,8,0,4,1,0,1,4,1,1,0,10,13,1,1,7,1,2,3,2,10,0,1,9,6,18,1,23,23,6,26,0,4,1,0,2,8,0,4,15,115,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106155538509288,0.0,0.09347593916155633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329778960417495,0.0,0.0,0.19519454787604398,0.07125433368021376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368965915622474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631527814721286,0.0,0.09332620349122847,0.0,0.0,0.15076722501700288,0.0,0.2013523216243794,0.0,0.0,0.1221239279811263,0.0,0.11964065008317824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960643399860085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720395662954943,0.0,0.09848386383524936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773074834223067,0.08350538925104138,0.0,0.12804597792348776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06106957884035644,0.0,0.06643060445178453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540350035352577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151119324357572,0.0,0.12513188870415234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12932014979586054,0.0,0.06423903309380287,0.09527998112765114,0.13185566904801746,0.0,0.0,0.11952672772933615,0.0,0.05710596830572572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802418836096656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329953299295736,0.0,0.0859267247813226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714383348577486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103598321088325,0.0,0.1221239279811263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488196482333444,0.12018116452922545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560602197281468,0.26169490603323153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772427913136833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278573863667541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093950797844071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489762971301556,0.1148426623914896,0.0927966585682862,0.0,0.13434649210717955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873651033695385,0.09644550987293113,0.06894404864868993,0.0,0.1875223055861965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547397017349176,0.0,0.13441636291211292,0.0,0.0,0.08509644585116212,0.0,0.476478734101689,0.08303445695157809,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NYStatanka,2019/03/04,"(Potential Trigger) Severe Anxiety While Driving Hi all,   


A few months ago, I hit a deer while driving on a country road. It was a glancing blow, with the deer running away into the woods.    


Since then, almost every time I drive, I get severe anxiety. I will see pedestrians who pass me safely then become convinced that I hit them. Every time I hit a pothole or a bump, I think I ran someone over. I will even circle back to where I drove before to check that I didn't hit anyone. Occasionally, I will peruse local crime sections to see if something happened that I don't remember.  The anxiety that I experience also manifests itself at night, with my heart pounding and my mind trying to recreate all of my previous routes to make sure I was safe.   


Honestly, I am not really sure what to do at this point. I drive a lot for my job--a majority of it on rural roads at night and I am worried that my anxiety will begin to affect my professional performance. Any help that ya'll could provide would be greatly appreciated. ",4.9940868924889585,6.401765242268041,6.2977908689248885,74.59164948453609,69.25773195876289,9.048011782032402,30.86745213549337,9.424239791934726,2.9671204712812966,803,33,141,17,14,271,120,194,0.093,0.7879999999999999,0.119,0.7902,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,1,4,7,0,0,10,0,14,1,1,3,4,24,27,9,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,2,2,0,1,8,3,0,0,0,5,3,26,7,20,11,6,34,0,0,3,0,4,14,0,4,12,100,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288572954114678,0.0,0.13881633731203302,0.0,0.0,0.11086109700225172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427207904226227,0.0,0.42420144594971415,0.0,0.0,0.0969322141972166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302459635042397,0.10659669758650532,0.0,0.0,0.15310419787416632,0.11796257454295962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068351268673902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156276365486493,0.0,0.2336008448746641,0.0,0.0,0.13560519499523924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242762752034268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15283832191821992,0.0,0.0,0.12258865355102733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642753445968318,0.09291970744022007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375673156540528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178569248737069,0.0,0.0,0.0925355464945623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997518519147598,0.0,0.11065188186577636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260186761539048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13104866510814445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880891532580634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703897531684316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22093780414529204,0.0,0.0,0.3132213100855927,0.0,0.11467486117058275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745940999007914,0.10672293011557556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613112895886326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882749365590974,0.0,0.0,0.16167069248054314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411959704323332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407838892025927,0.0,0.09847765178083427,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,melsonnandella,2019/03/04,"my lecturer hates me and triggers my panic disorder and BPD okay so let me start from the beginning-ish

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i'm usually an outspoken and extroverted person in public but i have a severe anxiety disorder (panic disorder) and suffer (yes sUfFeR) from BPD (the neurotic crying stuff). i tried to sign up with a plan for students with disabilities but my university said it was only temporary so wouldn't give me one. Now, i have issues speaking publicly but only in incredibly specific situations (mainly if its a prepared talk i have to give or its graded) there are other situations that make me panic the heck out of life but that's the main one (as with panic disorder i don't know what most of my triggers are).

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So i had this super mega huge PREPARED oral presentation that was 50% of my module grade (neuroscience which im good at mind you). I knew i hecked up the presentation because my mind kept going blank and i managed to forget the word for cathode so instead said ""one of those big boys"".  So i go to get my feedback knowing full tell id actually die, and my lecturer completely stabs me verbally.

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honestly, i dont think there are any other ways in the world to say ""dude youre an actual shit bag"". started off like ""you did this/that/everything wrong"" and then ""you seemed completely unprepared"". i tried to explain my disorder and she said ""well everyone gets nervous"" and at that point i was so angry i started tearing up. then she started giving me backhanded compliments like ""you knew the information well but didn't explain it very well"" (please bear in mind i was tongue tied and i did get 65% so i didnt get it completely wrong (40% is a pass, uni is baller)). then after crushing all my hopes and dreams she has the audacity to turn round and say ""are you depressed?""

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LIKE FUCK YES I AM MY EYES ARE WELLING UP

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but then i remember i had a lecture with this snake of a lecturer in 5 minutes so had to run home and was packing my bag whilst crying actual tears, had to take beta blockers and extra sertraline so i didnt have a panic attack.

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anyway, i submitted an assignment (havent been turning up to lectures cause theyre recorded and put online and i dont really want to face her). she then submitted general feedback, bear in mind its a 3rd year undergrad module so theres only 15 of us, and she says that theres a relationship between attendance and grades and gives me a D- completely fucking up my overall grade.

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now the sound of her voice in seminars is giving me panic attacks and i know im going to fail the module cause shes decided she hates me.

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dont really want advice just needed to vent.

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tl;dr my module lecturer hates me and made me cry and the sound of her voice alone gives me panic attacks",3.964777130631166,6.1801708305400345,5.192586869527318,78.1844538214668,73.46927374301677,8.59255913467253,29.11640714766829,9.252503621752664,2.858179476207456,2244,95,397,54,47,743,249,537,0.215,0.669,0.116,-0.9965,0,1,0,0,0,0,100.0,1,6,0,3,23,36,9,8,25,3,37,6,3,6,1,71,82,46,1,6,9,0,1,3,0,1,1,11,1,2,19,27,0,2,12,1,0,7,9,23,4,3,22,13,67,13,49,58,6,47,1,4,2,2,40,22,5,5,20,263,86,17,0.0,0.0,0.11227249163462248,0.0,0.0,0.03747527221700425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03971913606023544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739708394258409,0.4193961036201301,0.026079381928805087,0.0,0.029337720235050845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13088631966816291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02337786397443167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966012126144722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787922299615107,0.0,0.0,0.16083739372963013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263773466208899,0.0,0.0,0.03303088347577848,0.0,0.03980134734167648,0.0,0.21976267577536107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483808879307232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03664516238848575,0.034466595528579225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090809583679827,0.08014537409123942,0.22073345276208545,0.06538573393653138,0.03216624295075885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358834729460805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03846827547653823,0.038090300795369486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284937416020369,0.04002753896284361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06322863326134606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03921557381626711,0.02708780858048695,0.05620776268167568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03628779028346934,0.02559898841247067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15489066761865794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028436111961369994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796105736092994,0.08750093364937457,0.0,0.3149690416004818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033485826608317226,0.0,0.042096891621313935,0.03625323874615333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03855244116548924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04913610997008591,0.0,0.0,0.04117365345671902,0.04344318547552282,0.0,0.10943917671869437,0.09149261229886683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034912489168577775,0.0,0.043324695163988375,0.03936582480511408,0.0,0.08621423460355074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857758787068274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04390168737943227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028834501197289274,0.03082435634224333,0.03351967626821716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02457319448521404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05207439876605086,0.08342778889737343,0.0,0.0,0.04613044633873601,0.0,0.04223721522268671,0.03164284744943427,0.04523976319501349,0.030440522984948436,0.0,0.0,0.13792537615403194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385962439605732,0.4193961036201301,0.024696205951529347
anxiety,kuramauchiha,2019/03/04,"I have an issue with time I've always had an issue with having anxiety about time. At a couple old jobs, I've been ten to fifteen minutes early every single day. If I was running even a minute behind schedule I would be freaking out. It's gotten better since then. I found a really great group of people in the automotive industry and I've gone between several parts stores and dealerships and as I get more comfortable in my work setting, I find myself worrying less about time. However, I recently quit my job to pursue being a full time mom. I just had my son two months ago. Now, I literally have all the time in the world to get done whatever I need to get done. Even small things like laundry and dishes. Of course, I work on my son's schedule now. But being only two months old, he still sleeps quite a bit, and I find myself having a lot of time. Although, I've been worrying about time even more lately. My boyfriend, he gets home every day for lunch at noon, and then for the day at five. Ive been worrying about getting things done before he gets home. He wouldn't be mad or anything if I hadn't done much during the day, we have an a great relationship. So even though I don't need to, I am stressing. I need to get the dishes done before noon. I need to get laundry done and house clean before five. Of course, depending on how needy my son is throughout the day, I might not get everything done. What can I do to make myself stop stressing and having anxiety about keeping the house in perfect condition? I don't know how to chill. I really don't like not having a job. I almost feel guilty. But I want to raise my son myself, so it's necessary. 

TLDR; quit job to be full time mom, don't know how to quit stressing about the amount of time in the day when I have literally all the time in the world. ",3.665998985286656,4.901693838356168,4.715098934550992,85.33562151192291,72.26027397260273,7.818366311516996,24.477422628107558,8.285830014693849,1.365926433282597,1421,40,291,22,27,465,159,365,0.079,0.835,0.086,0.764,5,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,1,0,0,8,21,12,1,3,23,0,39,4,1,5,3,46,61,24,0,9,8,6,1,2,0,3,0,0,3,0,5,12,3,2,6,0,1,2,8,5,0,5,17,1,37,7,42,36,13,55,0,0,0,0,13,17,0,7,37,194,42,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05348605410236314,0.0,0.060419856361573765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05020610372767363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231690926638476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0496530864240116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15402974782225246,0.0,0.0,0.053364115241878035,0.06587353964485745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667629213620137,0.0,0.2334783619957825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4322275265347764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15941089169238926,0.0,0.10167484437760066,0.0,0.05422796227246654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0305087386601475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102957967327082,0.0,0.0,0.06615757399263658,0.0,0.0,0.2837173377796942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330458595242355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104799787950254,0.0,0.0,0.13924405191586994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12595452724287354,0.2395048771005041,0.05363124460919425,0.0,0.0,0.06632044518182477,0.0,0.06806396555068532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058956261608804676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051297265220877575,0.0,0.0,0.04027612697325174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06400915190388236,0.0,0.14133442514544914,0.09632253577531197,0.0,0.04435542042010592,0.1789596428621068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662929869157366,0.0,0.0,0.04588981743022648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534024457946944,0.0,0.04183081705514583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567078374847035,0.0,0.0,0.07730821906863927,0.0,0.059576560027495874,0.06478050100478285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06816483899231582,0.0,0.049912270950037724,0.0,0.06038164050838948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04818605671426291,0.05044532416608311,0.20735114906222368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017185869117424,0.0,0.0592818425874186,0.0,0.35183610973662577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788304423761785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035588954089189086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785366000137625,0.18382870190251796,0.0,0.04286243024874365,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,d0t-01,2019/03/04,"Everytime I close my eyes my brain wont stop showing me things that scare me. Is this true for anyone else? This has happened most of my life and not just when I'm about to sleep but that's where it most affects me. Usually something scares me and then if I close my eyes my brain will just continually focus on that one thing. I can't really do anything about it, I just have to hope I get distracted enough by whatever I'm listening to to fall asleep. This has been especially bad recently to the point where I'll lay down at 11PM and won't be able to sleep until 2-3AM because of the mental flashes. Does this happen to anyone else? Is this even anxiety related? I just assumed it is because I have anxiety, I'll take this down if it isn't though. ",2.267727272727271,4.227049409090913,3.718181818181818,87.99727272727276,77.63636363636364,7.5168831168831165,23.98701298701299,8.418075326091056,1.4597194805194809,595,20,127,12,14,196,91,154,0.118,0.8340000000000001,0.048,-0.8936,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,3,2,0,15,8,7,1,1,20,23,10,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,15,5,0,1,1,1,0,1,5,4,0,1,1,3,16,2,18,18,3,17,0,0,2,0,1,9,0,6,7,87,31,0,0.14930626417425086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284377668481713,0.0,0.0,0.2087968229083844,0.30596382368902475,0.12286633369722925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466449405867852,0.1820314256599642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333503387293677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13065891793604587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24945245031244506,0.0,0.0,0.15427328297219586,0.0,0.09861537934617852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800636064224799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26406207263556075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482948092516339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545942989708328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504655970795317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117378868096044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14114267969415234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564941603542032,0.0,0.14742192343015115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29896323425360805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988281827452419,0.0,0.0,0.11494325660542674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482672234162627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225972926519504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983848951293667,0.0,0.14669264648189248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644397561578189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MedulaMedusa,2019/03/04,"A small step, but I am so proud of myself. I am so proud of myself. Currently I am waiting in the waiting room of a dentist office! I’ve only been able to seek dental treatment for emergencies, and those have all been traumatizing experiences. After a really rough childhood and constant decaying teeth, anxiety and depression took over and I just stopped caring. I am overcoming one of my greatest fears to try and fix one of my biggest insecurities, and I’m doing it on my own. I’m not sure how this appointment will play out,  but the fact that I’m here just shows how far I’m coming in my recovery. I really have to thank CBD oil for this. It really is effective and anyone with access to medical grade, full spectrum CBD should absolutely try it out. ",6.115210727969347,6.693162068965517,7.294712643678165,71.45877394636017,66.24137931034483,11.134099616858236,32.662835249042146,10.980518767755715,3.7985708812260537,600,24,108,17,9,204,90,145,0.155,0.659,0.18600000000000005,0.855,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,7,10,0,2,5,0,12,3,1,3,3,26,22,13,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,7,11,0,3,1,2,0,3,1,4,0,2,3,2,12,6,19,17,4,20,0,1,0,0,0,11,0,0,6,78,19,1,0.22019222364548505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684464483961766,0.0,0.0,0.15396352249713102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22450064704900047,0.0,0.0,0.1896761035186544,0.0,0.2379495690402123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896512395750303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21539024630035614,0.0,0.2477774686832958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22182049992600344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984158987234383,0.16746610832399947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4231823304342681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18409055852273085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075285649179415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027234157745266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446416623927535,0.2989921321162365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,42Pahin,2019/03/04,"Is anyone managing their anxiety with medication, but not therapy? Just wondering if anyone is doing well on medication without regular talk therapy / CBT. I have seen psychologists off and on for the past few years, but didn't feel like they we terribly helpful in managing my anxiety. Other issues in my life, yes. Anxiety, no.

For me, the most helpful things for my anxiety have been lifestyle changes: regular exercise, plenty of sleep, healthy diet, and a structured schedule.  But, I really struggle when I can't maintain one or all of them; my anxiety tends to spike and I spiral. 

I've never been medicated, but I'm wondering if I should go to my GP and ask to try a daily or as needed medication to even things out when I can't make the necessary lifestyle adjustments. Does anyone have any thoughts or advice on this? I'm leaning towards asking for a daily medication, as I have fairly infrequent anxiety/panic attacks, but I struggle with generalized anxiety.",6.798448275862068,8.347685454022994,8.171896551724142,62.300258620689675,65.14942528735632,12.236781609195404,39.21264367816092,11.855464076750405,5.688422988505748,775,43,116,28,12,267,104,174,0.174,0.735,0.091,-0.9153,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,3,0,5,6,1,2,6,1,13,9,1,1,2,33,26,18,0,4,13,0,1,1,0,1,7,0,0,0,4,8,1,0,5,1,0,1,7,4,1,1,5,2,18,2,23,20,3,15,0,0,1,0,9,8,0,8,7,90,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392358174789124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232136338112795,0.0,0.4881428398154213,0.0,0.0,0.2230863037342643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19884500809408806,0.12098800388471473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250375745358283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306723683581672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07024289662154579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05377354465575235,0.07597616340634268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06044091889491977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14256776757919246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100133425273652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511785566451849,0.05195703437091798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098917252800098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.535680082078109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07885686830764957,0.08202335471981241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206522984796711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152271076181454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681302661616503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642638748309917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22235935042329003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547976643397764,0.0,0.0,0.2432400334339909,0.0,0.14130787481869894,0.0,0.0,0.08442968960663551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220438594546633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956210472658577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251720300125268,0.2306631725747236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848564469938583
anxiety,dyanssens,2019/03/04,Presentation anxiety Hello all I recently had a presentation in my second year of college and I had an anxiety attack. It was the first time I’ve ever had a problem presenting! I have a few more big presentations toward the end of the semester and I’m looking for some ways to help get me past this!,5.104322033898306,6.111316677966106,7.3625000000000025,68.54849576271188,68.66101694915254,11.323728813559322,33.39406779661017,11.20814326018867,4.24984406779661,240,11,43,8,4,86,45,59,0.16699999999999998,0.787,0.046,-0.7256,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,7,0,5,0,0,0,2,6,8,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,1,5,0,6,4,4,15,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,11,34,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44970102052907696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343801714226021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26032879147497306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658704407690528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25001099800820137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15356278636664042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19701058382570275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468215348423291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805830358203933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812448907183948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29021378701780604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17138903248048162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333026244386779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18927696035376287
anxiety,jsouryavong,2019/03/04,"I Hate Driving. I didn’t know there was a flair for driving. 

I kinda just wanna rant right now. 

I kinda like driving sometimes, I gotta do it, and I don’t mind doing it, but I also hate driving so much. I don’t think I’m a bad driver, I think I’m cautious enough but know when to step it up a notch. Sometimes I’m a bit indecisive, and it’s a little nerve wracking, and in cities and high traffic areas, I’m a nervous wreck, but I live in a fairly low populated area and can usually drive pretty well. 

I’ve been in two little accidents, one when I was younger and my brother slid off the road in a snow storm, and another one a couple years ago, when I slid across two lanes of the highway in freezing rain, spun and hit the rear against the middle guard rail. That second one messed me up for a few weeks, and I still cringe hard to this day about it, even though it was pretty small. 

BUT I hate that my mind constantly goes to the worst thoughts when I’m driving. There’s always news of some sort of car crash, or statistics that driving is one of the most dangerous modes of transportation. I always think of the “what if” like, 

what if I accidentally hit a person? I could go to jail for life! I always make sure to be vigilant at cross walks and areas with a lot of people, but sometimes they come out of nowhere it seems and i can’t stop in time. They cross without incident and probably don’t make a big deal, but it seriously stresses me out 

what if I get in a much worse accident and it’s my fault? What if it’s the other persons fault? What if I die? What if what if what if??? 

I often get so caught up in my head that I have a moment of panic, which hasn’t caused any problems yet, but that’s probably the worst place to have a panic attack. 

Worst part is my husband also hates driving and while I know my feelings about driving are valid, I don’t want him to drive when he doesn’t want to. We often switch turns when driving, but I do feel like I drive more. Especially at night because he has astigmatism, and I don’t want to put him in that situation, even though I completely trust him and his driving, like I don’t want to make him uncomfortable I guess. 

I’m rambling at this point, and apologize for the length and the badly written rant, but I love and appreciate this subreddit for showing me that I’m never alone in how I’m feeling. So, thank you :) 

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anxiety,Rein_Chan,2019/03/04,"Hi everyone I have Generalised Anxiety Disorder and depression. Living each day and doing anything is such a pain. I have tried taking medicines but they didn't help me. Talking about it doesn't help either
Not trying to self pity or anything. I feel so misunderstood. I hope everyone can understand what I'm going through :) ",4.76074712643678,7.8005258793103485,5.269655172413792,74.49919540229888,74.6896551724138,9.383908045977012,32.08045977011494,9.725611199111238,4.005749425287357,263,13,41,8,6,84,48,58,0.293,0.588,0.119,-0.8474,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,0,10,13,5,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,1,6,1,3,12,2,2,0,2,0,0,6,0,0,2,1,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17140637567075948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687669204890015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445010819984741,0.0,0.1929837757134968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25679380306693805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.428200584132122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329218799846535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733927045500704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003672982784402,0.0,0.0,0.22254354991574946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978503419187684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384171520760519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23374493065896454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684663056605415,0.1800920848885708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30424599751478193,0.0,0.0,0.23325584378181596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,funkraftraft,2019/03/04,"Should i really trust my gut feeling? Since i've been a kid, i've always been taught that its good to trust your gut feeling.
This exact gut feeling has caused me to pretty much decline every invitation i've gotten in the last few months, which has isolated me quite a bit.

So im asking, is it really the best thing to trust your gut, or is it better to push yourself?
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anxiety,hankhill72,2019/03/04,Anxiety disorder is like having a broken house alarm in your mind which consistently goes off despite no apparent threat being present. Just my perspective on it. Came up with this when asked about what I/we go through.,6.56692307692308,8.75949441025641,5.818461538461541,76.50153846153849,66.43589743589743,10.328205128205127,33.51282051282051,10.504223727775694,3.924497435897436,178,8,30,5,3,54,39,39,0.21,0.637,0.152,-0.409,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,7,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28927743679328943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.353511531270328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43249347331992094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4333832556980956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149066953676676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4363248590862622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18474097948727305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3818154150436928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MintyMint123,2019/03/04,I just don’t want to exist. I need help Last night broke me as a person. I had nothing but nightmares all night. It will be weeks until I can see a therapist or a doctor to get help. I don’t know what I can do or who I can see in a sooner time but I need to see a professional or I’m physically not going to make it. Not in I’m going to kill myself kind of way but I feel like the anxiety will rot me to my core. I’m honestly too afraid of death. I didn’t eat anything yesterday and woke up completely sick to my stomach. What’s the point.  I need help. Where do I go. Who can I talk to to hold me out until I can see my therapist next month? ,-0.6151494252873562,1.0893856000000002,2.5027586206896584,94.33643678160921,86.10344827586206,6.073563218390803,17.942528735632184,7.3011,0.0858183908045973,492,12,124,8,15,176,79,145,0.142,0.7390000000000001,0.119,-0.7498,0,0,0,0,0,1,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,1,7,0,14,4,1,1,1,20,33,10,2,4,9,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,6,2,1,1,2,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,3,5,21,3,18,27,1,20,0,1,4,0,7,6,0,3,11,79,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113732392789366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195514709878714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15232128965232375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14869825795669098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14865573167346513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345695600186004,0.10378668038824973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590179409252976,0.0,0.2476946209366824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29213047877143783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16072865685679294,0.1512847512199936,0.07984102650085631,0.1184210149474954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097552545968115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697423810130006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595956737597347,0.0,0.0,0.3231655385265642,0.0,0.0,0.15450487283816902,0.2726672497230726,0.0,0.13939822385455294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268512048293238,0.0,0.0,0.13733473172713706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4630712420555698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676900755171385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373580671466557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471280940417604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568876818551308,0.11531496777554034,0.11653330264129964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ManuelDavis,2019/03/04,"IWTL how to create specific FEAR in myself TL;DR: I want to increase my indusrtousness trough aquiring a powerful fear of passivity/ stagnation. Exactly this.
[Edit:] This is sort of dignity, as I think about it.

Serious. Hear me out!

I was depressed pretty much since after kindergarten-early grade school. I was an active kid, but a limiting environment broke me. I'm now at a point, where I could get everything that I wanted back then, and I mostly got rid of/learned to manage directly obstructing fears, but there remained almost nothing in my 'emotional core'. Only a tiny voice, that I consciously identify with, stuck in a wast swamp of passivity. To my current best knowledge, trait conscientiosness (industirousness, more importantly) is mostly associated with increased sensitivity stroving to avoid feelings guilt. And I had a lot of time to get used to feeling guilt and shame...

What I want is mostly antithetical to buddhist style equanimity and the positive psychology style inner motivation. I want to be able to put emotional weight into achieving my goals, I want to feel a constant constant push from the fears of stagnation and decay. I want to feel that I'm being wronged and it can be, it must be better.

I want to care about shit, not in an 'oh poow cute wittwe thingie' way, but in an 'Oh boy, we are doing this right here and now or else... I can't even conceptualise how wrong it would be. An we defffinitely don't fucking want to go find out!' way.

[Edit:] I basically want a concept of Hell/ fear of eternal damnation but with customized ethical compass.

[Edit:] I've previously 'took the chance' to experience (sort of) homelessness for a month, trying to reframe it as a stoic exercise, but I didn't once had a clear strong feeling that I genuely deserve and want better. I was just sad and angry at myself. I have no dignity, it seems.",5.952321428571428,7.792107827380952,6.859933333333334,69.8184,67.45238095238095,9.899809523809523,33.380476190476195,10.17224662633116,3.791662047619049,1474,67,242,38,25,490,197,336,0.184,0.628,0.188,-0.8097,2,1,0,0,0,0,62.0,2,0,0,9,13,25,3,9,18,0,23,4,1,4,3,63,52,20,0,13,8,0,6,0,0,2,1,2,0,2,14,17,1,2,11,1,0,6,5,19,0,0,9,8,30,6,44,35,9,34,1,3,0,1,5,14,3,9,12,164,44,9,0.08980251719501745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992424902407714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905259254439525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424220142114377,0.15884605746968045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155965130435156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940892363182128,0.0,0.07170000268289138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734677647115104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501847990911657,0.20203148951205646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05931371565959818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070871195514583,0.08784409356875753,0.0,0.5052639921515643,0.2270342547876701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207787380647376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302098008831008,0.09383621754437158,0.0,0.05103684002174929,0.0,0.0718232766169248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012139635269345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07634688875079898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167951245907364,0.0,0.06601518294839834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616793723590144,0.0,0.0,0.09563674997558898,0.0,0.06829886098321793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489240548804021,0.0,0.0,0.09136144457503403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027633340267537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766908590119272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088494172893567,0.0,0.08175283890767393,0.0,0.0,0.0921809934038372,0.07428557021732543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057541826951850124,0.0,0.0,0.05236456994912786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977390086679098,0.06097001438337081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756054169470256,0.0,0.0,0.5296785134461265,0.14256211637259278,0.0,0.10935527300454226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379313165524986,0.1963699102348536,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nologointhefoam,2019/03/04,"Today was the first happy day I’ve had in weeks I’ve been dealing with some of the worst anxiety of my life recently. Obligations and deadlines piled up and I couldn’t face them. Pair that with crippling hypochondria (roughly 300 self-diagnosed cancer scares) and constant pressure from my housemates to be ‘part of it’ socially and you have yourself one nervous wreck. 

But today was good. I was productive, kind to my self and have experienced almost no physical symptoms.

I’m happy today.  

Shout out to my SO for being the greatest person who ever lived. ",5.026358635863584,7.585412603960401,5.1431023102310265,78.17711771177119,71.47524752475249,7.657205720572058,31.024202420242023,8.515128840125781,2.8036327832783265,447,20,71,8,9,140,75,101,0.162,0.688,0.15,0.1513,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,1,2,8,0,3,3,0,10,4,1,0,1,13,11,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,3,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,5,3,8,4,13,3,4,12,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,9,52,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717822739753107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13123507365897802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853843136346182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063538369364638,0.17686023858486305,0.0,0.17411936453976828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15517655191007315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592011243630013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388777414040615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652357544140433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17864264468629176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117064740679365,0.0,0.0,0.15148155425115234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162465365784152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18577163985286685,0.0,0.0,0.14979060698192864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16938466215319664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717512065098907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3579275633406315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748733456499286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17830585436406154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4878272548821829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760684543544754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Blblackburn98,2019/03/04,I feel trapped inside my own head I had multiple panic attacks last night. Barely slept. And I’m having to force myself through classes and work today. I feel like no one sees how bad it’s getting. I feel trapped inside my own head.,1.2433333333333323,3.8593895652173984,2.2782608695652202,92.38376811594203,88.13043478260867,3.936231884057971,22.88405797101449,5.46131890053228,0.3131710144927542,184,7,35,1,6,58,34,46,0.345,0.609,0.046,-0.9451,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,1,0,0,2,3,3,1,0,6,9,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,4,7,1,2,7,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,19,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29401514593395073,0.0,0.0,0.2157883196665576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3920282029219658,0.18463105476723768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502530623010509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5304722151598421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210664767526742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262617330013715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425303600063515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751270240866468,0.0,0.0,0.30322606550792464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20594485615413885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449728480247267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881488930877267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MattC_02,2019/03/04,"Anxiety let me down again. Just wanted a place I can vent; hope that is here. Today I got a mark back for a University group presentation, I got a third while everyone else got a first. This was due to my presenting and nothing else. I can’t cope with presenting no matter how comfortable I am with the group or person it just always seems to shut me down. So yet again my anxiety has ruined something for me. Any tips for dealing with presenting ?",3.1181896551724115,5.335853045977012,4.384583333333335,82.99687500000002,76.01149425287356,8.48793103448276,24.66810344827586,9.188382445141503,2.1405413793103443,353,12,69,9,8,116,61,87,0.102,0.812,0.086,-0.1027,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,0,6,0,7,0,0,1,0,12,13,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,4,0,10,2,10,8,0,16,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,3,12,51,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17422403968660422,0.0,0.0,0.14238811888148847,0.0,0.3203559660995132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16100316660585193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21586543527103866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498264836779281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000751303404157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17810169678554727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5023898978404767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20796529199537006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21410905372680625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009093394423245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828257998201894,0.21876143649352134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19061508711191685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16119382764291154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19847129679874256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349995098747173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,oceansurferg,2019/03/04,"Change in buspar generics So due to the shortage, my pharmacy had to change the buspar generic they use. I'm planning to find my original generic elsewhere once this shortage is over (because I have tried, and absolutely cannot find it near me right now).

My old generic was amazing, but this one has made me more jittery. I have no idea if it's the change of drugs, or if I'm missing something going on in my own life that is causing me extra anxiety. Has anyone else switched generics and had issues?",6.0274570446735405,6.555246195876293,6.164484536082476,79.66088487972509,66.42268041237114,8.116151202749142,36.785223367697604,7.793537801064563,2.8730151202749137,399,20,72,4,6,127,67,97,0.111,0.848,0.041,-0.718,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,10,2,0,4,0,13,16,7,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,4,0,10,1,9,12,3,11,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,3,4,50,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377445019317114,0.0,0.0,0.13141280809178166,0.19256789775539707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456716856952573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19306731149265924,0.5964503869729556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179520436838062,0.0,0.1570006982113791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34354957634261124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068112754034002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21216265973412016,0.0,0.19616171130069407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274837834687755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778344416311413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972126010544116,0.20015116993872692,0.12735377378499016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16050069830646874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446862640085392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12759969063281132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16232079368274793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kolsen92,2019/03/04,"Fear off getting off meds? I've been taking antidepressants for about 1.5 years due to horrible anxiety/panic attacks and somewhat bad depression.  I still do get panic attacks now and again but feel I know how to handle them at this point. I have a really bad habit of second guessing myself and now am going back and forth on whether or not I want to begin taking myself off my medication and relying on more natural techniques. I'm curious if anyone has any advice on when they personally felt ready to make this choice and any helpful tips to keep in mind? Thanks! 

To be clear, I would plan on working closely with a dr. of course and am not requesting medical advice.  ",6.4600984251968505,7.243775511811028,6.9540059055118135,73.48093011811027,65.53543307086613,10.129527559055118,32.41043307086614,10.125756701596842,3.3577251968503923,538,21,93,12,8,176,92,127,0.142,0.7090000000000001,0.149,0.7297,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,2,8,8,2,2,2,0,8,3,0,2,1,27,23,13,0,3,6,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,9,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,7,0,1,2,2,10,1,20,19,2,21,0,1,0,0,5,11,0,4,9,65,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178133570353266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211691985105624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137050351580858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699988301873993,0.0,0.12504182791232954,0.2715554859975374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14006110352570822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18298844642594247,0.08222364192658553,0.0,0.15613706337937547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699205161425846,0.0,0.09241853972514824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791400890033042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899821786669406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445407593524612,0.0,0.0,0.08936961632185254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854758301641088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806299502857634,0.3276374472835328,0.0,0.0,0.16419601558955588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19079508500127326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419902023108359,0.0,0.0,0.15372488080407076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417610825361956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986551549255498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445343044043727,0.0,0.0,0.1497151581371446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959152539922484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838653774515348,0.0,0.0,0.11551789000964575,0.0,0.0,0.10471950776023983
anxiety,FlourishedCass,2019/03/04,"My dad's great solution is forcing me to do stuff that sets off my anxiety so I 'get used to it' This pisses me off so much. I've made great progress recently with my anxiety but I do have this one particular event that sets me off every single fucking time.

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Shopping in a crowded city centre. It's awful and exhausting. I'm always on hyper alert  and looking at everyone and everything and all the colours and noises overwhelms me. I get flustered, sweaty, angry and snappy. He'll scolds me for this, as if he doesn't know what's gotten into me. I tell him every time that it sets off my anxiety but every time he guilts me into going with him and then gets mad when I go into 'shutdown mode'. I don't know why he expects a different outcome every time. Like, nope, verging on a public breakdown this week too dad...

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So last time we spoke about it he said something along the lines of ""Well you'll just have to get used to it won't you. You'll always need to go shopping. I think you're just lazy. I don't know why you're making such a big deal about it, everyone else manages."" and it really gets me angry because I wouldn't even have to 'get used to it' if not for him. I'm fine shopping on the weekdays, or at small shops.

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He thinks he's pushing me out of my comfort zone and helping me with some tough love but it's not doing that. I can't just fucking 'practice' not having anxiety and expect it to vanish. It's a legitimate reaction that I can't control. It'll be the same no matter how many times he puts me in that situation. He'll ask me to go shopping, I'll refuse, he'll call me lazy or guilt me into going, I'll go and get more and more distressed as the day goes on, he'll get pissy at me for being distressed, I'll get more distressed, we'll leave and have a shouting match about my 'attitude', rinse and repeat.

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If you have a broken leg, you don't fucking walk on it to get used to it. You get crutches and find a workaround. Why is it so hard for people to apply that concept to mental ailments? Anyone know what I can do to stop this from happening?",3.6185038545019097,4.662833067285384,4.753371753611257,85.7464276626001,72.15545243619489,7.231823965272063,27.128283811091986,7.4822170145007005,1.4086216750243246,1656,57,338,18,31,545,192,431,0.171,0.757,0.07200000000000001,-0.9922,1,0,1,0,0,0,60.0,2,6,0,2,17,20,5,6,13,1,27,7,2,8,1,64,73,32,0,7,14,2,1,1,0,10,1,3,0,0,30,25,0,3,7,5,5,9,13,13,1,1,4,6,44,7,49,57,8,49,0,1,2,4,35,22,4,6,16,210,74,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268009546048535,0.2934545247073815,0.3290996817851589,0.0,0.0,0.20719150414811927,0.0,0.0,0.04734432532393993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06329960150844995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04127531691134685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06913936212586845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594239255136788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043667273771371716,0.06980591741734841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074241761212642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05656291985644056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044721739887372006,0.0,0.22819399076537136,0.12939939187829827,0.060853277906537336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06188560743602101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18779009047479636,0.3891318182484048,0.0,0.23088652519007125,0.0,0.0,0.14930077260257293,0.0,0.0,0.05987562692971333,0.0,0.060654756612852224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045384508075968666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14884632622767696,0.055192592691986696,0.0,0.07169499076883187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03307962923246982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05685924950755478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06111081400676381,0.0640687295298159,0.045196873439345496,0.06864719503145589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823563767845202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04977455564205244,0.05020602114101491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04588196983886765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04694150819321442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06806713515623093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043376685590784184,0.0,0.06685534200700492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644076052246317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610874670634386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05212637681664559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056608494988989226,0.0,0.0,0.07751161789249805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059181423172347376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867715195032935,0.0,0.0,0.2368930677031396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23391840033092665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054312784859891126,0.0,0.060879317472083,0.0,0.18329291651285384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290996817851589,0.0
anxiety,danniconsig,2019/03/04,"As usual, im lying awake in bed analysing every single little thing that happened during my shift at work. Long time redditor, first time poster. For some context, I'm a nurse so my profession  is anxiety-inducing enough (I barely sleep and wake up most mornings feeling like theres a ?heavy weight on my chest, like there's impending doom and I'm going to die?) But to make matters worse I have just commenced a graduate year (I'm from Australia and its similar to a residency program in the US) meaning this is my first ""REAL"" job as I've worked as a nurse prior to obtaing my BSN but never in the hospital setting. My job is at a small regional hospital so all the staff are pretty close-knit.

Anyway, today I worked an afternoon shift meaning I started at 1:30pm and finished at 10pm. I got home, had a shower and a cuppa and went to bed (ready to get up for my morning shift). I'm lying in bed, thinking about my day from start to finish, analysing everything questioning myself ""did i get that drink for Mr M? did I empty Mrs B's catheter? Did I get some sandwiches for Mr. J because I know his blood sugar will probably drop overnight? What about that conversation I had with my unit manager? Did i seem like a complete idiot because I feel as if I have no clue what I'm doing?

Now on the ward we all take alternating meal breaks. Usually I end up on my breaks alone but tonight when I had my dinner break I walked into the break room and there was another nurse sitting having her dinner. I sat down across from her and she asked me how im finding my graduate program and we got to talking and it was sort of nice (I'm pretty introverted and don't talk much). 

So we're eating our dinner and I got an incoming call on my phone - and I don't know if anybody else feels like this but whenever I receive a call my heart begins race and I can't decide whether to answer it (is it more awkward to have this conversation  now? or later when the person calling me has probably forgotten what they were calling me about? etc). Anyway I answered it and got caught up in our conversation and when I looked up the nurse I was on break with had left. 

Now I'm in bed worrying that this nurse I was on break with is thinking I'm an arsehole for interrupting her peaceful dinner break with my phone call, and I can't stop thinking about how rude she thinks I am. Now I've written off any chance I had of getting a solid sleep tonight



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anxiety,DontOwnABrush,2019/03/04,"DOE get that nauseous feeling in their stomach when it comes to work? I consider myself a pretty confident person. Last night, I even asked a guy who works at my gym out after months of flirting (nicely turned down since he has a girlfriend; no big deal), but for some reason I spend every morning thinking I’m going to be sick before work.

I’ve been at this job for six months and the feeling only just started. Oddly enough, I call it a dream job: a company I followed for a while, saw a job open up and crushed THREE interviews for. And now - maybe it’s not as glitzy...? I don’t know!

What do you guys do to combat work-related anxiety?",4.0576027996500414,5.112585188976382,4.872388451443573,85.26340332458443,71.1259842519685,7.534208223972003,27.496937882764648,7.793537801064563,1.5856376202974631,497,17,99,6,9,161,96,127,0.126,0.785,0.08900000000000001,-0.8240000000000001,4,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,1,3,4,2,0,0,8,0,6,2,1,1,0,15,19,7,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,7,6,0,0,5,2,1,3,3,0,0,2,2,3,10,2,16,16,2,20,0,0,1,0,12,8,0,1,9,62,17,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173311014168569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338448856329686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051043488177308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15661255113409925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13211858338478707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812241355488016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421909137782928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15847689688152872,0.0,0.10130243553832843,0.0,0.12922466287067655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551015491432876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013186556633319,0.0,0.08716628420405831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037298113586959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4566016873001556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429063474369619,0.12502071872547962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15408533790229376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448441851789162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14393161360925896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664824712383501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13392073025202958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15603704382416786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576945690887469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687300238542432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085592870883027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982762106660262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16682745424109274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4466339600568482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nitishshukla86,2019/03/04,"need help with my existential anxiety  

i  recently posted about my fear of schizophrenia, i talked to my doctor  and stopped risperidone, its been a week and im not hearing or seeing  anything extra so im pretty relieved that i dont have it. However  yesterday i was playing farcry and a weird thought came to my mind ""what  if my life also a first person game"" which triggered the questions i  used to have like ""what if im dreaming everything"", ""what if nothing is  real"" ,""what if life is a simulation"" making me very uncomfortable. i  know that my thoughts are completely illogical but still everytime they  hit my fear goes to extreme.

anyone with the same problem? or any tips on how to manage myself",6.803076923076925,7.480881115384616,7.176730769230769,72.55201923076925,64.76923076923077,9.884615384615383,36.25,9.827888789773867,3.708846153846155,555,26,94,11,8,181,91,130,0.124,0.805,0.071,-0.7829999999999999,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,5,7,0,2,6,0,8,3,0,4,0,28,18,13,0,6,8,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,9,6,0,1,4,3,0,1,2,4,0,1,5,2,16,3,10,12,2,9,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,7,7,67,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748202572793393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990226612356114,0.0,0.11238397989575834,0.0,0.0,0.10272127184481768,0.0,0.12089251060900467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680232594336933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15402991676396013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503662445892741,0.0,0.0,0.1721747172660734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203115811061822,0.0,0.0,0.3306239855367287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495960512082252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16557564230307373,0.0,0.09846912718085682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4760565404570378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073662384520403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20753049047707092,0.07177167619698027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980620230900456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14833488710294188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089301898503362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096188961089928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827412744381742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406969569192956,0.14945793386722134,0.0,0.14057081794964327,0.0,0.0,0.16457023295928566,0.0,0.0,0.16721311214139584,0.0,0.0,0.14505361970185765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706640784162195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173206701148405,0.12282140600173735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807883556431227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332565904589343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688107511032534,0.0,0.1212142287509139,0.0,0.0,0.11784048669125045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pissfight69,2019/03/04,"Making a phone call for a potential job I went to an interview in a hotel for a receptionist role last week, the shifts are 6am-2pm and 2pm-10pm, I struggle with sleeping at a reasonable time so the 6-2 shift is gonna be really difficult for me. I don't even know if I am capable of doing this job I'm socially awkward as fuck and anxious about getting enough sleep to be able to work at 6am. But I have to call the place and I think they're going to give me the job, I don't want it but I really really need it. I just don't want to accept it and then not be able to do it and then I'm stuck or I have to tell them I can't do it which is just as embarrassing. The job is only temporary until I go to uni which will be around September, and it's only 3 days a week. ",2.1111403508771933,2.6164114152046767,4.665745614035089,86.99230263157897,75.19883040935673,8.74093567251462,24.191520467836256,9.075114841892004,1.5143836257309928,596,17,144,13,12,213,96,171,0.13,0.858,0.012,-0.9172,4,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,6,6,1,3,12,0,19,3,2,2,0,23,35,16,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,0,4,1,0,3,5,5,0,0,2,0,15,1,22,27,1,16,0,0,0,1,9,5,1,2,8,95,24,6,0.2712131491137175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15319683037240764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071860161896104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769389486930331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745502213716469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011784143955802,0.0,0.089566863558741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536609304258511,0.0708488382509976,0.13008618291990026,0.15413668275079967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5382744032398649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452582695814704,0.11053745743224548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051844151901184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055055676924368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20626982123354445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168000802379194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606191321977528,0.13942614388755012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714090160064551,0.13823382542209994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417654350707983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185261232644148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689121742254312,0.0,0.0,0.07907328414328947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15996854223766355,0.0,0.2175508288940582,0.0,0.0,0.12570865319834246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872320134390124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mattlikesboys1,2019/03/04,"6 AM just has my first anxiety attack Hey guys I’ve never been on here before but just had a really weird experience.  I woke up from a nightmare and all of a sudden started getting shaky and breathing rapidly. I tried to calm down but it just got worse and I felt like I was extremely detached from reality. Honestly the first thing I looked up was what psychosis feels like because i was scared I was losing my mind. Eventually (15-20 minutes later) I started calming down and looked up symptoms of an anxiety attack and I think I had one (short breath, shaking, felt hard to breathe, felt like nothing was real).  What steps do I take from here?  Is this normal, I’m 20 years old and have never had one before? It was one of the scariest experiences of my life. Thanks for any help",2.7245614035087726,5.1082684736842126,3.8883157894736833,85.23387719298245,78.07894736842105,6.421754385964912,25.92280701754386,7.554174236665415,1.4958722807017546,616,24,117,9,15,200,94,152,0.184,0.6559999999999999,0.159,-0.0999,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,5,14,2,3,6,0,15,5,3,0,3,23,30,8,0,1,5,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,7,0,5,15,7,14,7,16,15,1,19,0,1,2,0,3,7,0,1,13,78,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977256676829054,0.0,0.20197736708794795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003650138525181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047318223545183,0.0,0.224664677111234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582657886727994,0.0,0.0,0.06674914440614478,0.0943092729910324,0.3802561579539403,0.0,0.0,0.22457837903644112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06897072912250063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558191465665023,0.0,0.0,0.13071246000324105,0.0,0.0,0.11825666397272877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848474251350301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932438548979775,0.19348292616795748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22171336720298354,0.14768746303169847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13329430926066976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20363131290373346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934355813622092,0.12666890489978974,0.0,0.13852420184538405,0.0,0.2683638840202101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15025835605852045,0.08457015440522198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321668648397675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868772960814452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13721083090334554,0.09925646209831814,0.0,0.0,0.12153875060907382,0.0,0.0,0.08770278956298795,0.08458784601016581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962736258293835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345313260971876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501128607109991
anxiety,Antiversed,2019/03/04,Can anyone relate ? (Vomit talk) This might be really random but hey it’s worth a shot. So basically I get super anxious to the point where I’m physically sick (the anxiety leading up to this sucks) but right after I’m sick I get this type of high/euphoria/confidence boost. It’s like I just sicked up my butters flies/knot in my stomach.  I can feel super confident for about an hour after being sick. I know this might seem really strange but just wanna know if anyone else has experienced this.,1.9006250000000016,4.632674479166667,3.7550000000000026,82.39000000000001,85.45833333333334,6.95,20.5,8.07648339933343,1.4454125000000002,394,12,72,9,12,132,66,96,0.17600000000000002,0.61,0.214,0.7507,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,5,4,1,0,4,0,7,6,1,1,0,15,16,5,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,2,5,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,7,3,11,12,0,10,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,5,4,44,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17241672378689266,0.25461767101849114,0.0,0.3151848719209613,0.2309306416606409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188277861480192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139599843290798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23550573658714385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381286101993919,0.0,0.0,0.22195601274015853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477282649344968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101103314018166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4781896773341632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130589766756278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28877114625126904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19247512009490675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20517943976096145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18115363057487108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Persephone1998,2019/03/04,"This is going to sound really weird but blowing raspberries helps some of my anxiety. For the past month I have been blowing raspberries (sticking your tongue out partially and blowing air out so it makes your lips vibrate) when I am in my car during my driving anxiety episodes. It is ideal because no one is around to judge me for my silliness and it surprisingly works pretty well for me. Now I have started to do it more at work because my job (Customer Service/ Sales Manager) can be very stressfull but it is more difficult  to do it there because I am almost always surrounded by people. 

It seems silly and too simple to work but so far it is helping. My personal theory  is that when you blow a raspberry  in the air it triggers something like a laugh reflex or releases endorphins or something that causes some happiness to flood your body for a little while. This is an ideal method for me because I also freak out when I take medication so anything I can do to help my anxiety without pills is great for me. This might sound weird but now I'm wondering  if I can over use the raspberry effect to the point where it won't work  anymore. ",6.1031454783748345,6.9513147798165145,6.559003931847968,75.7722018348624,66.33944954128441,9.89829619921363,34.37876802096986,9.957137785484203,3.5280841415465263,914,41,161,20,14,297,125,218,0.108,0.723,0.16899999999999998,0.9619,1,0,3,0,0,0,13.0,0,4,0,7,14,14,0,0,8,0,22,4,2,5,0,28,30,18,0,3,8,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,1,15,7,0,0,3,0,1,3,3,4,1,1,1,2,23,10,25,26,4,27,0,0,0,0,8,15,0,9,10,123,38,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13820771879013502,0.0,0.0,0.11037504385966057,0.11484421651084388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31675620078709943,0.0,0.13687937264338382,0.0,0.0,0.11357921416570076,0.12286761822452301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33654436748912536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15330979973101966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417852012937111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844030181196636,0.0,0.0,0.15216822619766976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469255216793028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775369465431001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13696417327228366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742990563057233,0.1383329254597069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212983886229743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13904125907125342,0.0,0.14641807179060262,0.0,0.0,0.11016674599423262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352634742782512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175630381746314,0.0956861228818815,0.12051428595093253,0.0,0.0,0.13047410273026278,0.0,0.0,0.14041659482422786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841954652510485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564879320840078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21251004023708853,0.0,0.0,0.09769170868593596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377433303914647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920550521230222,0.0,0.1138814702240523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12409711738748268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304695711720546,0.1496774801283489,0.4019226349527215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,crowfoot_,2019/03/04,"DAE get pre-anxiety anxiety? I have extreme call anxiety & tomorrow at 8:30am I have to call a new psychiatrist and make an appointment. It's 1:56am now and I'm anxious just thinking about how anxious I'm going to be during the call, let alone just dialing the number.

This is constantly happening.

DAE get like this?",3.0302142857142877,5.93270845,4.666190476190477,76.87500000000003,81.16666666666666,9.428571428571429,30.23809523809524,9.606745405546679,3.872809523809525,257,13,44,9,7,86,43,60,0.16399999999999998,0.772,0.064,-0.6072,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,2,0,7,13,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,11,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19420676590597186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031700990505257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.430340460371255,0.4236723033904985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5744147676200212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20263478009554944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959354538953133,0.0,0.10656787620745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16581699758969412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19174459767841687,0.0,0.0916093088619738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12516628615765787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18110108293424254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201506654554256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,youngthumb,2019/03/04,"Anxiety makes me feel like I wet myself. Hey everyone, new to this thread but I’ve had generalized anxiety for a while and just recently saw a therapist and got officially diagnosed with it. Probably a year ago I started to get this weird feeling where my core of my body gets beyond hot and sweaty. This leads to me feeling like a wet myself and never realized or something like that. This just amplifies my anxiety even more and it’s like a slippery slope I cannot climb my way up. It’s almost embarrassing to talk about it because I don’t feel like I should feel like I wet myself being a almost 21 year old human who hasn’t wet the bed or anything since a youngin. I guess I wrote this just to maybe see if anyone else has experienced this or if it’s just me. I’ve started to get used to it and have tried to tell myself it’s just my anxiety being intrusive but it seems to always happen whenever I leave my house or a place I’m not comfortable in. I refuse to let it overpower me. ",2.548109452736316,4.513186024875623,4.380920398009952,83.54262437810947,76.81094527363184,8.24776119402985,25.09701492537313,8.998388855275968,2.0412208955223883,785,28,159,19,18,266,109,201,0.08900000000000001,0.79,0.121,0.8023,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,9,9,0,1,9,0,10,2,1,3,1,39,30,15,0,3,14,0,10,6,0,1,1,0,1,1,17,7,0,1,7,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,4,13,24,7,17,22,1,18,0,0,2,0,7,5,0,10,16,102,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046116921046676,0.0,0.23634659601579905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819654025856332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611194824634816,0.0,0.0,0.08251766079337615,0.12091859764213615,0.09711491109615536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719398275659319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13108619988624212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197810407240356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858498990662698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794668815883886,0.0,0.0,0.11276678939686265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983554151432633,0.3372349718688952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184971274491868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438603673279616,0.0,0.13000498243827047,0.0,0.10435879356123128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617153228906592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495907140649845,0.0,0.12067662046998087,0.0,0.3459320970991211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877481083257089,0.0,0.11856024704139692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101915153832027,0.11397800468210074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383513261980947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329880677946932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723832447075886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652392121362873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404134079616484,0.10743489881846696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976218419642102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085242320199813,0.0,0.0,0.16706087770646347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485464037762814,0.10314884770647764,0.0,0.0,0.13702256621268202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801233010835916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192562191860087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367348432470356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15199342417501202
anxiety,Redbone36,2019/03/04,"I want to believe so badly I’m fine but forever stuck I struggle everyday with depersonalization and derealization. But I’ve been working for about two and a half years now just a got a new car . I don’t take any meds at all I try to manage with what I’ve got . I’ve got two kids a dog a wife and I don’t avoid nothing . I go everywhere no matter how fucking bad I feel . I drink coffee in the morning and one at lunch because I get extremely sleepy . Despite all my efforts I still face my worse enemy depersonalization and derealization. I feel at times I’m dying or I will die soon from some brain tumor. I struggle terribly with memory problems forget things immediately like no joke . I sleep so so at times because I have acid reflux that roles in at night and causes me to choke . I believe I’m not real or that what I’am or who I’am around are not real . But instead of thinking about it at times I say  fuck it and keep on going .  I just feel so stuck , like I just can’t do nothing apart from my life to get better . I wanted to be animator but it’s on hold until my brain works like normal .  I’ve gone through all the testing at doctors offices two years ago and nothing really turned up other than low testosterone.  Doctor told me it could be because of my anxiety and nothing really physically so I took testosterone for a little while and then I just stopped going to the doctor because I really believe there is no cure for my problem.  I don’t know what to do to just break this problem of dp/dr anymore. ",2.904761664564944,4.733728839344263,4.653852459016393,82.59056431273645,75.36065573770493,7.0529634300126105,26.156998738965953,7.882392219407189,1.5584829760403536,1196,44,237,18,26,405,160,305,0.222,0.695,0.08199999999999999,-0.9943,0,1,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,4,19,18,2,3,9,0,14,12,4,2,3,54,42,26,2,7,14,1,3,3,0,1,4,1,0,1,13,14,2,4,5,2,0,6,9,12,0,5,9,5,32,6,37,29,4,39,0,1,0,2,6,16,2,4,19,154,45,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690300801110916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058996325097158686,0.0,0.06636728145327843,0.0,0.08603757552462989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723027785980109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14487348004801434,0.21153999230163775,0.0,0.0,0.2932292817747658,0.0,0.0767276825861525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19369437950863724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912120744711906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06926674964317879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800758341194373,0.0,0.0,0.2663920307409982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498680020311404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315976928733558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16040706353503326,0.09065173702789517,0.0,0.14791447230485305,0.0,0.20815752024362488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711176498332104,0.0,0.0,0.04767823886724945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06127757036369436,0.12715222504907034,0.08695122787266672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636516604579176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837884487939254,0.0,0.08141362175142615,0.08500140833361003,0.3329747677798909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05878738355507233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490382449785528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19749219927003986,0.16673228255860828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.068990999785548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681758005280532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928259651438741,0.07253100333486531,0.0,0.18139017176477415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06522890808124425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057636118373896636,0.05558905400760846,0.0,0.0,0.15176248623925556,0.0,0.0,0.08289805024563837,0.09638791567175793,0.0589009004743269,0.09436444792601116,0.25424087215415625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234060699972188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631723974180012,0.0,0.0884106819699958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173465682279436
anxiety,Chinkytaco,2019/03/04,"[Question for suggestions] I guess I did this to myself? I'm not sure where to post this, but this is the first place that came to mind and I'd like to share, if y'all don't mind. If this isn't the place, I'd be more than happy to post under a different sub.

So for those of you unaware of this ""momo challenge"" that's received some well deserved attention, its honestly quite freighting. ""Momo"" appears in children videos, but will only appear for 1 or 2 minutes max, and somewhere in the middle of the video. It literally encourages little ones to find objects that can cause harm, and typical places to find them (e.g. knives in the kitchen, tools in the garage, etc.). If they dont do what ""momo"" says, it'll get them in their sleep.

A weird face with a weird voice telling young children to hurt themselves and/or others? Just no.

Anyways, I was scrolling through twitter and someone had posted a video of ""momo"" and it honestly scares tf out of me. I am 22 years old, but I thankfully understand that what it is saying is absolute nonsense and shouldn't be said to anyone. But young children, with vulnerable and malleable minds, have the potential to do these actions out of fear. To feel safe.

Now I'm wide awake in bed, knowing damn well I have work tomorrow, and I work with children. So many children watch YouTube (Kids) bc of the fun videos people create for them. To entertain, to teach, to have fun. But some weirdo fuck wants to do this to children. Scare them into harm. Knowing myself and the way I feel about these kind of things, especially involving children, it'll be on my mind for quite some time. I don't want this to consume my thoughts, but I work with kids, so it makes it that much more concerning.

I guess what I'm trying to say is: what are some suggestions y'all have for working through some of your stressful thoughts? I have a playlist of songs that I listen to for when I'm feeling stressed, but it hasn't helped as much as I hoped.",4.460815523059615,5.852860314960632,4.366129546306713,87.99540354330709,70.52230971128608,7.437607799025122,29.0927071616048,7.83500028581142,1.7043400074990624,1544,59,311,19,28,473,198,381,0.149,0.7170000000000001,0.134,-0.7496,1,0,0,0,0,0,64.0,0,4,6,8,11,29,2,5,14,0,30,4,2,2,1,63,56,26,0,7,13,0,3,1,0,4,0,7,2,9,31,17,1,1,12,6,0,5,8,12,2,2,7,11,29,17,57,42,10,36,0,1,1,1,33,18,2,15,10,203,60,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06579978552429898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763003840658188,0.0,0.09667084869762003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831877156341193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028932240957257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495096398157887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589329233759492,0.14274560479069553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17201891328978694,0.08004491249458796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699773832297868,0.049165516297565486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20733258503166685,0.0,0.0,0.10017558071280017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06307600492966614,0.0,0.0,0.09346661991505337,0.0,0.0,0.10074040185395272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799495506802232,0.10343432158815198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04597451740682463,0.09431704567892464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06281522776656881,0.09540680280072524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800733219849474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835470516920576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987464391066532,0.0,0.0637673840354265,0.07157042026310821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06523994481211441,0.0,0.2949563146902357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703771893478043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541814599768533,0.20018262048600224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951456338045037,0.2245061089098331,0.18842927224203684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941720762766614,0.0,0.07973411160744784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155918925149448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886920150974109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225114467507573,0.08663842618283626,0.0,0.0,0.06251859280684817,0.0,0.0,0.14941631220760082,0.05487286646078751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06389051720698267,0.0,0.0,0.09796570290162857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101009084468504,0.07469546662638851,0.0,0.0,0.16922180240693765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27403566717217537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06059996499938593
anxiety,JordansFilms1,2019/03/04,"Heart Attack Anxiety I've dealt with anxiety in various forms for a long time... Occasionally got anxiety attacks here and there when prompted by something and then very rarely for no reason. It had been like once every 3 to 6 months. Not so bad, but felt horrible while happening. 
  
Starting this past June though, I've been having pretty regular attacks, averaging like twice a month. Some are bad and last for a long time, some are just brief. But all of them, while having their own interesting quirks, were generally intense periods of extreme discomfort and overwhelming emotion.
  
But tonight, I had the most intense attack I've ever experienced. It snuck up on me completely and felt exactly like a heart attack. Pain shooting up my arm, hand tinglies, lightheadedness, trouble breathing, chest pain. I mean, I usually experience some combination of these during an attack but this was such a sharp and off the charts feeling. And once I thought I might be having a heart attack it got so much worse. My blood pressure and pulse were crazy high. Instead of intense discomfort I was experiencing legitimate, physical pain. I didn't even really experience the overwhelming emotional part of it which made me think even more I was having a heart attack.
  
Time has passed now, and I read that anxiety attacks can mimic heart attack symptoms. And I've seen some stories from you guys in here speaking of similar experiences. I didn't know that could happen so I was terrified. Once I knew this, I started to calm down and once I was entirely calm, all the symptoms went away.
  
I'm 21 and haven't brought up my uptick in anxiety and attacks with anyone except my girlfriend and a couple friends. Now I think I might have to tell someone and get treated. The attacks before, while horrible to feel regularly, I felt like I had mostly under control and did not affect my daily life all that much. But I fear ever feeling this again. Especially I fear not ever knowing for sure if I'm having a heart attack or not. That's so scary.
  
I don't think this post really adds much to the discussion or has much of a point in itself, and for that I apologize. I just needed to vent about it somewhere, it feels like talking about it with someone other than just my girlfriend will help me overcome some of the aftershock thoughts. So thanks for reading, I guess! ",6.808269102990033,7.938815737209308,6.836960132890368,73.39773255813954,64.88372093023256,10.04983388704319,34.426910299003325,10.125756701596842,3.630179401993355,1877,82,319,42,28,599,218,430,0.237,0.631,0.131,-0.9964,0,0,1,1,0,0,51.0,0,1,2,1,25,38,13,7,18,0,33,17,11,4,8,78,65,36,0,3,16,0,9,5,3,3,6,1,0,1,21,21,0,1,17,2,0,4,9,26,0,1,27,13,36,12,41,33,19,45,0,2,1,0,13,14,0,13,31,226,57,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820352518721885,0.0,0.0,0.03327679373919143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.703842497405729,0.04471339171180611,0.0,0.07947313752396598,0.0,0.0,0.04049650876666737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049898348002957615,0.0,0.05337744947681669,0.037997609489369887,0.05265863124073462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706713187985173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06286692665730452,0.1291465852414315,0.040097542373164236,0.0,0.0,0.13965964177724274,0.0,0.1071064052687758,0.09625393173035918,0.03399908120463853,0.13708471694049842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03676875483425486,0.0,0.024864378080848952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761258776853046,0.0,0.05242694647510899,0.04712265720180915,0.08416928000185663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33837399489056585,0.03189930163467785,0.05028259507957994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05230963228247999,0.03879308682457328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03361499133612572,0.11625300301630948,0.0,0.0,0.08423322665766013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045031836088234814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05184064424103337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097324255365817,0.0,0.0,0.07597350128016676,0.0,0.1399396958539358,0.03528818709621026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027318126877589,0.0,0.0,0.15192081213657346,0.0,0.0,0.051536508203899115,0.045431076439664084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044988958879320834,0.0,0.04557910480516999,0.04841724356274267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952079292473207,0.0,0.06097613640570351,0.048931562486503856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806475451187872,0.036637942938892734,0.0,0.0,0.0673704309583691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04485403514909464,0.09893072089490833,0.0,0.03825191204771629,0.041596706651180974,0.04381547774057309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148333841037716,0.046758000165318066,0.07556401229859383,0.0832522345419883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05241485739069585,0.03926762992667158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0441174133312468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04849938225036377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,weirdstructure,2019/03/04,I’m at school and I feel like I’m gonna pass out because of my anxiety I’m currently trying to calm myself down but nothing helps. I feel like everyone is looking and laughing at me,2.7023076923076914,3.9350012820512816,4.910769230769233,83.0092307692308,74.64102564102564,8.276923076923078,30.948717948717945,8.841846274778883,2.599625641025641,146,7,30,3,3,51,29,39,0.098,0.642,0.26,0.7798,1,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,8,3,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,4,6,7,0,6,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,3,15,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24886586805557254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19830962885558892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108534021996792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289791129392973,0.4648116653265103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180524736289697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31786595411788066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731835273625905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31214949900607925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292371842465772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208682261020072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LewisG98,2019/03/04,"The strange benefit about having crippling anxiety every single day is the fact that you can take more risks in life, because if you feel so shitty anyway, there’s nothing to lose. Ever since my anxiety has gotten really bad, I started actually taking risks and have improved other aspects of my life significantly. Although I’m definitely worse off than I was before anxiety, I have found that the anxiety has motivated me to get out of my comfort zone, and I am making some really great friends for the first time in my life",15.373264604810998,9.046359247422686,14.415876288659794,49.29707903780072,54.4639175257732,17.46941580756014,51.92096219931272,14.06817628641468,7.007318900343642,425,19,67,11,3,143,72,97,0.204,0.597,0.199,0.3472,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,3,5,8,0,2,4,0,9,3,0,2,2,11,18,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,3,1,11,4,11,15,3,9,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,2,5,50,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.1727947335537909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5418321240350533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784601631231933,0.1079402011402311,0.0,0.15067348999284613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419547242365673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601699118567124,0.1491890741572654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953188966800332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15061561337300586,0.0,0.1941480662767874,0.1368038080884776,0.0,0.09251174325987324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952202506370503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752092376562287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980959870443537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819557001660172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699033975454338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268710947766786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647409666973954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533102561145698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662691392522146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325091479218433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18044941178174492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SimulationV2018,2019/03/04,"In law induced anxiety So I am at my brother in laws wedding. I went out to dinner with the whole family and I’m not the most successful out of them. I have a job which makes me feel terrible and I am really ashamed of myself because of it. Then they were asking what people did and before it got to me, I mopped off to the bathroom to wait around for 10 minutes. So as to not have to explain my shit ass job.  

While at dinner I was the only one having a beer and this added to my anxiety but the only way to calm me down is to have a beer. I only had two. It was a terrible time ",0.4919047619047596,2.1941657301587334,3.208174603174605,90.7632142857143,82.17460317460319,6.422222222222223,20.81746031746032,7.492282038375204,0.6466317460317454,446,13,102,7,12,157,77,126,0.141,0.835,0.023,-0.8966,2,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,1,3,6,1,1,9,0,12,6,2,2,0,19,20,10,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,8,4,1,3,2,0,1,2,4,0,2,7,1,16,2,24,13,2,14,0,0,0,1,6,9,2,1,3,82,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31964152417351943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859802238911188,0.19530898420692808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12735372777501705,0.0,0.1777727892366201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19694814363738167,0.0,0.10563459937552368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670898309676199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4146353283042196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394535704871583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156741447173116,0.4766718677219606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483658765425306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13383743655745498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144500687211048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182105236104038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20408133371102294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658284128008542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193667944735425,0.0,0.2332481199602497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Darkorchids,2019/03/04,"Uncontrollable thoughts of losing someone close. I'm not entirely sure if this'll be triggering or not just a warning for starters. 



   Ever since my Mother got sick around groundhogs day, (She's only 55) I've had an overwhelming feeling that she's going to pass away soon. It has been a month, and this feeling has not passed yet, (for lack of better words). Recently she had went to the hospital due to a severe migraine of sorts, she became very pale and nauseated, 11 hours later and several shots of strong Advil/Tylenol she got her test results back and she is in perfect health. Although this is great news, I still cannot shake this feeling. I had spoken to her about this and she understands that I'm going through a lot of anxiety with this, because she rarely goes to the hospital in the first place. 

   I had my own apartment before she got sick, but my anxiety had become so uncontrollable that I decided to stay for a week so I can get it out of my mind, ultimately I had decided to get rid of my apartment altogether (which was another huge unnecessary stress anyway). I've lived here for about two weeks now but I'm still in the same boat, I'm having difficulty sleeping once more because the thought of my Mom needing my help or waking up tomorrow to her dead won't leave my head. 
I'm not entirely sure what I can do for myself anymore, I am in contact with a therapist, due to past traumas, but they seem to not understand my issue (I'd get into detail but that's a whole other story). ",5.456348345089527,6.271720632302407,6.075941399891484,78.78019533369509,67.76288659793815,9.425284861638634,32.1542774461928,9.549672527348893,2.9260405498281794,1188,49,226,24,19,387,167,291,0.135,0.787,0.078,-0.9649,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,1,5,15,13,0,5,13,0,20,7,3,2,4,48,43,15,1,3,13,2,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,14,11,0,0,10,0,0,6,7,7,0,2,14,3,31,6,37,27,6,41,0,2,0,0,17,14,0,6,20,153,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179166901363285,0.17770633511983716,0.0,0.11518795025408493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339665372924506,0.0,0.0,0.1091251953970672,0.08931090945041706,0.0,0.14160590858941094,0.12827672397375894,0.09883368858584664,0.0,0.0,0.10272377424576404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490607511626096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506282949987038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17618428236519815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879572464260776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18204815241846906,0.0,0.13201956450476066,0.0,0.2786833304010572,0.12805396263157667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920171284362592,0.1234602615429504,0.0,0.0,0.0778517887068513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438272551396192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122869800317833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298432899904517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256111835689699,0.0,0.0,0.12994029072119545,0.0,0.09874517113401436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727672032049782,0.13603154025874756,0.09270850247319172,0.0,0.0,0.08612252760654339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369419890658802,0.0,0.08833605175529212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108767396920242,0.0,0.0,0.12135030172261164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146824804433564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573709290210316,0.0,0.2624291436448475,0.0,0.09607911290060096,0.0,0.11623222796927593,0.0,0.09841211751621293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379868389626845,0.1855124399336083,0.0,0.13304753908954106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189368850182518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13485718302575012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18441762727861205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346005802571145,0.24182905088298284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958345503321844,0.0,0.0,0.18633439604171226,0.0,0.0,0.10767068133000324,0.0,0.12967548155360095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KingOfGifFulThinking,2019/03/04,"Talking to lonely people at University My first day at uni has come and gone. Walking around campus, I have seen heaps of people walking around alone and I really want to talk to them. Thing is, I feel super weird walking up to a stranger and going ""How are you going"" if we have nothing common binding us. Thing is, I need friends and I'm sure they do too.
Do you guys know how I could approach these people and possibly become buddies?",2.3538692810457498,4.8625280470588255,3.3639215686274504,87.76653594771244,80.29411764705883,5.189542483660131,23.562091503267972,6.42735559955562,0.7559934640522883,344,12,64,3,9,110,60,85,0.07,0.8059999999999999,0.124,0.6901,0,3,0,0,0,0,10.0,2,2,2,2,5,5,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,2,1,18,19,8,0,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,9,0,0,2,0,0,8,0,2,0,1,2,2,12,3,10,16,0,16,0,1,1,0,10,5,0,1,3,45,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20343659506723646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34971898752273245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21693548298143536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16920235705038714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15682901981899888,0.0,0.0,0.12667758483537436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931815428560127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16707862173210253,0.0,0.0,0.15175711993762295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232651965347799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194491186144062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794979563449424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564631480399667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884746531502708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4085281520605135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214391665894419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583459635179586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18512781361488975,0.0,0.0,0.3157572254288347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609914857363353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362745483147524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585628866756215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,skdfdfsk,2019/03/04,Does anyone feel this??  Think this is because of anxiety but I’m not totally sure. It feels like my whole body’s vibrating and very tense. Sometimes my chest also feels tight. I’m not visibly shaking and it’s not like a panic attack because it last for long periods of time. Its only been happening for a few months. It’s not really painful just uncomfortable. I just feel on edge all the time.,2.0547907647907664,4.718516701298704,3.5310822510822533,84.98487734487735,83.28571428571428,7.578066378066379,24.139971139971138,8.515128840125781,2.0391252525252535,314,12,60,8,9,103,54,77,0.128,0.66,0.212,0.8177,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,1,2,3,0,2,3,2,0,3,18,10,4,0,0,7,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,5,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,5,3,3,5,9,4,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16331167101824484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15622488154026742,0.0,0.0,0.142792758723327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323254797529759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24897667581591096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22683822992976224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17871102715082152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4130315125149053,0.14589213844695104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805877661384528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166463509991061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19953950059821407,0.0,0.0,0.18072496564548585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16300347206961452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553156696625267,0.217300501189018,0.2396037827199608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082616675605027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019751050109477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19247141022691347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085353486096676,0.0,0.0,0.2381602893857169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684998034877489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22800016364894365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jaminjamo,2019/03/04,What do Racing thoughts thoughts feel like? Can this also feel like random internal dialogue that doesn’t seem to be in your own subconscious voice?,7.170769230769231,9.513321461538466,5.364615384615386,79.75538461538463,65.15384615384616,9.815384615384616,32.230769230769226,10.125756701596842,3.510138461538462,122,5,20,3,2,35,23,26,0.0,0.8109999999999999,0.189,0.6553,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,9,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,2,2,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825925430415359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573523703178549,0.5048999885487159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34528074178475465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216978291579112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5610779408216757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Monachopsis3,2019/03/04,Partying Is it normal at 22 to not want to go out and party? It always leaves me feeling anxious ,1.4680000000000002,3.583901800000003,4.240000000000002,82.47500000000002,81.0,6.0,25.0,7.1686216300943375,1.4209999999999998,76,3,14,1,2,27,18,20,0.129,0.599,0.272,0.5541,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.373001829729493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5064246730888117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22666198924138736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25476577740973544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4746599233862277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43921564004370944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26440500273494444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,andradajimcarlo,2019/03/04,"Im sleepless during weekdays, but sleeps like a baby on Weekends One thing I look forward during weekends is my sleep. I can sleep easily during Friday and Saturday nights, thinking I don't have to wake up early and go to work the next morning, but still wakes up at the same time I should wake up during weekdays. I'm hoping that I can also do this on weekdays, but it's just impossible-- my mind is very active thinking so many things, singing so many songs, worrying on useless things. I'm hoping you can give me advice and tips that I still haven't tried. ",5.52405194805195,6.15649223636364,5.771298701298702,81.67409090909094,67.54545454545455,7.7402597402597415,29.350649350649352,7.447530270364453,1.7573376623376626,446,15,83,4,7,142,69,110,0.063,0.7829999999999999,0.154,0.8896,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,6,4,0,0,3,0,10,6,6,0,0,14,19,9,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,2,4,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,2,10,3,9,18,1,18,0,1,1,0,2,8,0,2,11,53,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16126460165362005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197377311313446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15831102406755435,0.09378988430954242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278224184236687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17825983015988098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062491986906092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385829449038015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346273659690408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16663242410052662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175510401807919,0.1548687031019461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182804123035148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4954450768796004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635850276377278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289141563428576,0.2114880658941218,0.0,0.0,0.0962298401577118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120439782896161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13616635416470374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014320624353934,0.167595139810228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Smillionbillion,2019/03/04,Do you ever get an anxiety attack that something bad will happen? I just had an anxiety attack because someone was taking a piss at my BF and saying sexual things about me in a group chat shortly after they randomly went through my social media and liked my old photos. The person is generally a predator to girls. He’s also not a good guy and owns deadly weapons apparently and shit. My bf got really mad. I’m mad because they were saying it to get under his skin. But I honestly can’t get over that it would be easy to find out where my bf lives or where I live (we all went to school together although I don’t associate with them).  I feel unsafe first of all and I feel unsafe for my bf. I can’t get over it. ,3.27211706102117,4.522870520547947,5.104171855541722,82.10838729763391,73.24657534246576,8.048816936488171,24.91656288916563,8.575989854853784,1.6712547945205478,560,17,112,10,11,192,98,146,0.203,0.742,0.056,-0.9682,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,1,1,3,1,6,11,7,0,7,0,11,3,3,0,3,21,23,9,1,1,4,0,3,1,4,2,0,2,0,3,6,8,0,0,3,1,0,2,4,8,0,1,6,5,20,3,16,14,3,15,0,0,0,0,19,9,2,2,5,78,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284650839137295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457808727490246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36550617681732256,0.0,0.0,0.13412908282771932,0.19585133966132248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530958567429025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16245050823193813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14682357434265325,0.13664172079266446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357145652954951,0.0,0.0,0.13473860958100736,0.1284798168476223,0.0,0.0,0.15906050743190206,0.14205489654304942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784814046927163,0.0,0.2836990719872233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16856640779754034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14026610831679126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291116602774804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554974042602151,0.0,0.1625779443316136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16489636378641695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16375395051047367,0.13611116404996595,0.12366980431862433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078254228298033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672318622674758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29783287139340964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411523195909698,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,merakie7,2019/03/04,"End of everything? I'm on the school bus back home now. I just wrote my chemistry annuals, and it was HORRIBLE. Right now, I just wanna sit on the edge of a cliff.
I got anxiety for 6 months now, and I let it ruin my grades. I'm barely passing, and my average in physics is below average. 

My teacher told me if I don't pass in the annualy, my average won't go up, and I won't get promoted to 12th grade. If any one subject has a fail, my school won't promote a student. My whole life, I've ALWAYS got an average of 8 or 9. Having a 2.3 average in Physics is the lowest I've ever got.

I'm terrified. I've gone to this school ever since 1st grade. I don't have best friends, but they're the best I have. I can't redo a grade, I'll die of humiliation. I ca can't move to a new school, my social anxiety would prevent me from getting new friends.

So the only choice left is to pass in my physics annuals, right? That's what I thought. I forced myself to think like that for a MONTH. Every day, my thoughts were more chaotic than usual, more panicky.

The day before the exam finally came. But you know what? I was so jittery I COULDN'T concentrate. I simply couldn't focus. I blinked,and it was suddenly 11pm. I studied for a total of 3 hours or something. I wrote my physics exam like shit. And so was my chem paper.

I don't know what it think now. I keep having thoughts like,""this is the last time I'll ever ride this bus with my lil brother. Or wear this uniform.""

It's getting worse.",0.5296387365235482,2.6689755112540183,2.7747805939095898,91.46070313977684,84.88424437299034,5.97393606960469,23.938055608095326,7.285733465282438,1.0430699073198402,1148,46,252,18,34,390,157,311,0.205,0.77,0.025,-0.9948,1,0,1,0,0,0,50.0,0,1,0,5,13,9,1,0,18,0,26,3,2,0,4,35,49,15,1,6,9,1,0,2,2,4,1,0,1,0,13,7,0,2,7,0,0,8,10,3,0,1,16,0,37,6,25,26,6,43,0,2,0,0,8,11,1,5,25,151,50,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856952960055864,0.0,0.0,0.0723852387576771,0.0,0.16285799177430052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184849092083761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057558939518544,0.0,0.2234117991274267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217430216838956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13729451971312864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047156094686222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942773581673548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28885275380198794,0.08968325034322841,0.0,0.09566456572135504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660366527420353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16447598777605818,0.0,0.1668370263170436,0.0,0.060494301274245835,0.0,0.2553978027822356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677152213832766,0.0,0.10482541862288083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461188489539324,0.0,0.0,0.1169971417123954,0.08676566969858042,0.0,0.0,0.1156511880269766,0.10884570353158926,0.0751842009474586,0.15600877094614352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16992439265606538,0.11313260855545068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20560761576574166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07212887900331255,0.08095508795697194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818043565421048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43090607050903135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926273617948544,0.08805117368436167,0.0,0.0,0.1085057564771373,0.0,0.08194541645646347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13640940990909065,0.0,0.25351277774753544,0.062068068266940585,0.0,0.0,0.10171133794680104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723249104215462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884038064227315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847503319211682,0.07561441742740645,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,XXXDRAVENGOD,2019/03/04,"cat anxiety really bad anxiety that my cat will leave the house and get taken/killed by a person or a dog or something  
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anxiety,TheBrainIsABodyPart,2019/03/04,"Every time i am falling asleep, my adrenaline or something increases And i start to panick for no reason. Even as i feel my body and mind shut off with no worries, my chest tightens and my heartbeat gets stronger, and the littlest thing will jolt me awake. And after that, i want to cry and punch things and fight and I'm scared and sad. Its like fight-or-flight just from falling asleep. So i don't sleep very well. It happens at night and when i nap during the day.

I can't decide if insomnia is causing this, or if this is causing insomnia. I go to bed at a time when it should add up to 7 hours. But it doesn't because the smallest thing can wake me up and make me feel like a betta fish with a mirror in front of it. IS it because i stay up too late?

I am going to start going to bed earlier which is depressing as night time is the only time i can hang out with my husband. ",2.6503416149068286,3.805696891304352,3.7085403726708073,91.88304347826087,74.65217391304348,6.561490683229812,24.55590062111801,6.868970318607317,0.7146596273291919,684,21,153,6,14,221,107,184,0.146,0.8059999999999999,0.048,-0.9416,0,0,1,0,2,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,7,7,1,1,7,0,14,8,6,4,0,32,26,21,0,4,6,1,2,2,0,2,2,0,2,0,13,16,0,0,4,1,0,8,5,4,1,0,0,2,19,3,23,24,1,32,0,2,0,0,2,9,0,4,16,101,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842501695691856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16786705900208534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104963256484929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16600495501549048,0.09746385005692684,0.0,0.13016471239819827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981738208546714,0.0,0.12733028065991198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15282782206184714,0.1079645358729784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895716425721733,0.0,0.25766538333843725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364033568241582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14882879381001374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17047685471165824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476651847025024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087786379790506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15259430782809513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28364326668883344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493823017072903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15538282936523246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513036180606439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15123526924881978,0.0,0.0,0.1163442765094062,0.0,0.0,0.21393570215040134,0.16108034422820092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012044522122607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524914416996197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246948826160212,0.08913810569977103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358805383806023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15347591858392556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Coobooie,2019/03/04,"A saying someone told me from a few years back: “When you worry about something negative happening, it never happens.” As someone like myself who had been dealing with Anxiety for a long time (but getting better these last few months with the help of medication.) overthinking about every small thing, looking back, this saying makes total sense. This interaction was a few years ago, but I still think back to that saying and ever since then when I was worrying about something and even thinking about past instances from years ago that I was overthinking to the max of something bad happening, most of the time everything went a-ok. ",14.085540540540542,10.14851933333334,11.603671171171165,61.295777027027036,53.864864864864856,14.703603603603606,46.66891891891893,12.161744961471696,5.605070270270272,510,21,80,10,4,154,73,111,0.118,0.833,0.049,-0.8381,0,0,3,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,12,3,0,0,7,0,5,1,0,1,3,13,15,8,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,8,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,7,4,6,2,15,8,5,22,0,0,1,0,9,1,0,1,21,61,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360436631283514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185281844787616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071325906147483,0.11116752063763724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117752762404096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726295318004553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793864926363566,0.12043403282673328,0.11217738491683553,0.0,0.11965891926035255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956089439934954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35320954211124955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924188432172771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085280237959125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06504617038986614,0.0,0.0,0.11782596301821345,0.1118052565135169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887292871889854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412596894796375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627220762398587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026868675560838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709854637797355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176381925772447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013595476265624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256205786178744,0.3074962991024501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063269064191686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845324039541183,0.1706232860995526,0.0,0.0,0.1552716601679399,0.0,0.0,0.12722232817832005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342342607278005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704231405950916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25721611914417913
anxiety,spicypint,2019/03/04,"idk Idk how to reddit, but I'm not ok and I need a friend.",-5.427999999999997,-4.862687133333335,-1.0533333333333308,111.52000000000002,120.33333333333331,2.0,5.0,3.1291,-3.091,43,0,14,0,3,16,13,15,0.278,0.47,0.252,0.3753,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7214835547361601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6924315708034074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Neon-Fingers,2019/03/04,"Anxiety Gets Really Bad When I Think About Taking My License Test I'm going to be taking my behind the wheel test in two weeks and my anxiety is getting really bad whenever I think about it. I took the behind the wheel test about two years ago (and failed), and it really crushed me. Crushed me so much that I avoided getting behind the wheel of a car for 6 months. My instructor was quite aggressive towards me and I took a lot of the stuff they said to heart and it ended up making me bawl like a baby after I got home.  Now, with my girlfriend's help, I've been practicing driving and feel pretty confident. Unfortunately I am really worried that my anxiety surrounding the test is going to cause me to fail again. Whenever I think about the test, my heart begins to race and I start to hyper ventilate. Sometimes I even begin to cry. It's really embarrassing being an adult and not having my license or be able to handle the simple pressure of taking a test that many before me have taken. I really want to pass this test to make my girlfriend proud (she's been pushing me to get my license for a long time), and to stop having to walk for hours just to get to work or school. Any advice on how to calm my nerves would mean the world to me. Thank you.",5.077756024096384,5.675726160642573,6.023150100401608,79.59809864457831,68.51807228915663,9.277208835341368,27.209086345381518,9.354420925462401,2.192672489959839,990,29,192,19,16,328,132,249,0.163,0.757,0.079,-0.9612,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,1,5,12,12,1,3,15,0,13,2,2,4,0,28,41,14,0,2,4,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,1,1,9,10,0,2,5,0,0,9,1,8,0,2,8,2,33,4,36,29,2,31,0,2,0,0,8,6,0,3,17,129,42,11,0.1091131559577814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662411317373333,0.09672222924546854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420068770084083,0.0,0.2504137969555846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18220985513035665,0.0,0.0,0.09284725915639737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208926777074818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985567826053685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096641869678081,0.0,0.0,0.07206821043943208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05517089013576155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850356025425365,0.0,0.1240230420889459,0.0,0.08726775849593005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585992303386675,0.07313624843188578,0.0,0.10944939196859677,0.0,0.10745447944690724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053307176482576574,0.0,0.0,0.096561709431859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276410327192383,0.0,0.0,0.1456677577587215,0.11062361415416784,0.0,0.11885621445579067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709308008527163,0.0,0.08021072434960333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100730649671577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605527236494605,0.0,0.0,0.4194040902515629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379159797714628,0.0,0.0,0.11042833910265322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079157012584193,0.0,0.0772308533892493,0.0,0.0,0.09122348414440784,0.0,0.0,0.12490845847781384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461185419413365,0.0,0.0,0.10045673419109248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20974591362483255,0.0,0.0,0.0636247587037388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424574621255364,0.0,0.0,0.21317539721818474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06435776640828914,0.0,0.08752399210522413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794356770686803,0.11080970635375813,0.0,0.0775108553830244,0.0,0.0,0.07026529502146972
anxiety,Slothish_Slug,2019/03/04,"Random Teen I’m not sure if this is the best place to post this but I’ll give it a shot. So l started junior high and I get extremely nervous around everyone. During transitions when everyone is crowded and shuffling through, I can feel my heart pounding through my chest. I just get really nervous. I’ve never been to a therapist/doctor about this or anything and I’ve been scared to tell my parents. At some times during school I end up biting my nails because of the pressure I feel. I don’t have many friends because I’m so scared to just talk to anyone a all. I’m scared I’m gonna mess up and just be a screw up.I don’t know where to go or what to do so reddit was my first idea.  I really hope you guys could give me some advice on what to do about this. It’s also been affecting my school life and I can’t focus during class because I’m scared to ask people around me for help. I hope you guys could help. I just feel so scare and alone right now.",0.9137812352663844,3.0126369504950503,2.4148939179632265,94.88156765676572,82.96039603960395,5.431777463460631,20.015087223008017,6.655083550727371,0.1284037718057518,752,21,168,8,21,244,110,202,0.182,0.7140000000000001,0.104,-0.9418,1,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,2,16,15,1,8,6,0,16,4,2,1,3,33,35,16,0,5,9,1,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,8,8,0,0,5,0,0,1,5,10,0,1,4,3,20,5,21,27,4,19,0,0,0,1,14,10,1,8,7,100,28,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061822871556629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254004203895032,0.0,0.08689617516815154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597830882141675,0.0,0.08941875757850395,0.19346268327298585,0.1015833817205064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19871624023796605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403303234963325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17351395875972336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121915414929637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624140780142114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20766051454241533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648268236327647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242700462680388,0.0,0.0,0.08395123134972605,0.0,0.11354179199387675,0.20847509552721205,0.06175455943792785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21518297883056856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876382704029,0.14566637698226562,0.11480632921672228,0.0,0.2158498133638275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226650607024069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05971725261517918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675048902795722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101652151157941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380607421189702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065519900805564,0.0,0.0,0.07533186673680763,0.0,0.11352763431164427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406721656637197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922205843747085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279591387671254,0.0,0.0,0.5439431649862058,0.2199414984791528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769108263389933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241172154848956,0.0,0.0,0.08733760858541409,0.09497451733684067,0.0,0.0,0.12616381452303446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06336111220810081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RoundKick8,2019/03/04,"ain’t no joke! I am taking my first semester of college classes, which is added anxiety to my already existent anxiety. I am taking Public Speaking, mainly because a communications class is required. I was so prepared to give my first speech until about 30 minutes before class. I was practicing my speech to a friend before class, when I started to feel this hot/cold sensation all over my body, then my pores began to open up and in the span of only 10 minutes I was drenched in sweat. My heart was pounding while my breathing was getting slower and deeper. I had felt so nauseous, I remember my friend asking if I was gonna pass out because she could see the blood drain from my face. As class time was approaching soon my symptoms only grew stronger. I decided that instead of going to my speech that I needed to go see a doctor. Which was also my anxiety saying “don’t go to class lil bitch” anyways, I talked to my teacher that day and she was very understanding and even gave me the option to present my future speeches in front of only her and one other classmate. Of course it had to be approved by the school but I have not had to present another speech yet and I hope that this will be more comfortable alternative for me. ",5.965822784810129,6.6647007721519005,6.255544303797468,78.35496202531645,66.59493670886076,8.851645569620256,33.09957805907173,8.841846274778883,2.7792494514767943,981,41,178,15,15,315,141,237,0.035,0.878,0.08800000000000001,0.9221,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,4,10,6,1,0,7,0,23,8,6,0,1,22,42,16,0,4,3,0,2,0,2,2,2,7,0,0,10,8,0,1,5,1,0,7,4,1,0,3,15,11,34,5,29,22,3,30,0,0,2,0,12,8,1,3,15,130,44,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15847386470986738,0.1148424436929604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15058443155414916,0.3295768217273929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425313338363729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17508295454312545,0.0,0.2443979121828702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951497211249038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146584818045569,0.0,0.0,0.09261461668672882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698782107789005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948510506728261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261199999311761,0.0,0.13788521378256854,0.0,0.0,0.2443040341884477,0.0,0.0,0.2219007808014364,0.0,0.07502871575545315,0.13776089323344198,0.24484545498038646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17017495336186453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426341262397515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064827501640214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731180086274703,0.3276587203469457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626787048666716,0.0,0.0,0.11420202816415018,0.0,0.14533792256080233,0.228872327789492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164575398310688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926263012432264,0.21594914180012995,0.11542584442686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373838027970076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494999225128328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849079170927625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GiveMeYourMomsDigits,2019/03/04,"I haven’t been back to college in 2 years It sucks so much, I’m a biochemistry major and I absolutely love and excel in it and I’m so close to getting my associates degree, but I just can’t bring myself to go back to school. I just can’t concentrate on anything with all the people around me and I become a nervous wreck, but I don’t mind being in a large crowd of strangers; it’s only with people that I sort of know if you get what I mean, like people that I don’t associate with but I see them all the time and they see me. I really want to go back this fall but I’m so scared that I’ll just drop all my classes again. I’m just venting. ",0.3412462006079018,2.1536884184397174,2.564807497467076,94.61250000000004,83.25531914893618,5.730699088145897,18.58206686930091,6.868970318607317,-0.02361033434650439,501,12,119,6,14,170,79,141,0.121,0.8029999999999999,0.076,-0.7902,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,2,1,12,6,1,2,5,0,7,1,0,0,3,27,23,13,0,2,9,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,0,2,0,0,4,5,3,0,0,1,2,19,3,15,21,5,17,0,0,2,1,5,6,1,2,7,79,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16302504312711974,0.17635708176988124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4569957767337698,0.0,0.0,0.2187934317318634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070052865617316,0.0,0.22517735625717705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108874334050947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678499146370498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787991506923881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157964173036233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000314266400248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14563131615142566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506691729447158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4120270004702061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691230954024846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983394990759652,0.2004946906331592,0.315730992614457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155176870047575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168485424187733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757430476683454
anxiety,missytail,2019/03/04,"One horrible panic attack now anxiety everyday? I'm just curious if anyone else has experienced this or what to do with myself..

A few months ago I had a horrible panic attack-- completely out of the blue. Thought I was having a heart attack so I went to the ER and they gave me a few pills and sent me home without any other tests. I had HORRIBLE chest pain for the next few days where I couldn't get out of bed and it hurt to move, but nothing was wrong in my X-Ray or blood tests.

I started having daily panic attacks that feel completely physical - short of breath/can't take a full breath, feeling like I'm going to pass out, heart racing, dizzy, etc. that lead me to think I'm dying. I just started anti-anxiety pills and have fast-acting ones for when I start to feel panic coming on. 

Has anyone experienced anything like this?? I feel like everyone (including doctors) thinks I'm crazy b/c it came on so suddenly and violently. :(",3.6386885245901652,5.454064781420769,5.094775956284156,80.26511475409838,73.31693989071039,8.595846994535519,26.40765027322405,9.21078282632365,2.3213427322404376,737,26,139,17,15,247,114,183,0.244,0.675,0.081,-0.9847,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,1,7,15,5,4,8,0,11,9,5,1,0,27,33,12,1,2,7,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,2,0,8,11,0,0,7,0,0,8,2,12,1,2,9,7,15,3,19,23,5,28,0,1,1,0,3,9,0,3,14,84,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065556745379916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954663371033716,0.0,0.15647147533276778,0.0,0.0,0.14301815052755185,0.10478698761509056,0.08415892331459954,0.0,0.0,0.4653843896815028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696883896706825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809594988649312,0.21445483905976093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06595524057667719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061393913516072,0.0,0.0,0.1046769662053032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543288061405484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405730767303315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977227026639359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20684173188338692,0.14612242247956433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05343149035047663,0.0,0.058122002282358275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423792353872566,0.0,0.0,0.1025844504804079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094814051577273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498908483940119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163038277779748,0.10869608531983203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876456506535652,0.0,0.0,0.09813015544373256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860065433433638,0.0,0.10882175001947933,0.47996397254864603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171602193279136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689378906534679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310600811492744,0.0,0.0811904038147927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480466943639787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858395960489978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181542946225552,0.0,0.0
anxiety,loploh,2019/03/05,"Does anyone else suppress their personality when speaking to new people and end up being a boring shell of a person and having really boring conversations because you don’t bring any life to them Like, you won’t make the jokes that you think of making or use any slang that you normally use. I always start to speak like a TV presenter for some reason, all bland and weirdly emotionless and, like I said, no personality. Plus I’ll laugh way too much at jokes that weren’t that funny and it’s just ... weird. Idk if this makes sense ",4.523823529411764,6.320358588235294,5.115833333333335,81.09375000000003,70.9607843137255,7.845098039215688,22.553921568627448,8.472884824447931,1.2916039215686266,424,10,80,7,8,136,76,102,0.11,0.727,0.163,0.7845,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,2,0,3,10,0,0,4,0,5,1,0,6,1,20,14,9,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,1,1,3,0,3,6,6,0,1,2,3,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,3,8,6,9,10,3,9,0,0,0,0,13,2,0,3,8,46,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183797958106887,0.0,0.0,0.2481853173213567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12759426005876606,0.18697232622874455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112381153170925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596894791971411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15243862609647213,0.0,0.16162311857058395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889102177423326,0.2674515342264929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36542045434198656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13414379766628895,0.0,0.0,0.17624032274500204,0.0,0.0,0.17879165749135129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265086568025733,0.478003496703301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169013617553704,0.18761983374713298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17358026911492375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291602844214125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169258168686916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31520826413870834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14484413160311488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JoanofArc5,2019/03/05,"I cry whenever an authority figure is critical of me. How can I keep myself from doing it when I am face to face with my boss? It can take a long time to calm down. When I feel it coming on, I punch the skin between my thumb and my index figure which will temporarily delay it. But I was full on sobbing today in a meeting that shouldn’t have been that bad. I have always been this way - how can I get it under control?

It is specifically related to authority figures.",2.603815789473685,4.298642052631582,4.940197368421051,80.79450657894739,75.84210526315789,7.697368421052633,24.50657894736842,8.472884824447931,1.6618684210526309,365,12,73,7,8,128,66,95,0.149,0.799,0.052000000000000005,-0.8823,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,4,0,14,3,3,4,0,15,19,6,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,2,13,1,12,14,1,14,0,1,0,0,1,6,1,0,6,60,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753512674519662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763036931068549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285057572303378,0.0,0.0,0.3711539994157516,0.0,0.0,0.36349918087055216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673226806047088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17289161355865532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29413617233213524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928530612095157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24881004023927816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19296163525621188,0.0,0.31367268962809514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626682423589736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MCersandyoutube,2019/03/05,"First date tomorrow, how can I try not to panic? I have been diagnosed with social anxiety and it's pretty bad. But... I was pretty lonely, so I tried a dating app. I met someone, and we decided to go out to eat together. I'm *terrified*. Terrified. I don't know how to do this. I think I'm going to be internally panicking the whole time. I mean... I do that a lot when I feel this scared. How do I relax at all? I feel like I should cancel or something because I'm so scared... I feel like no one is going to like me like this. Not making eye contact is my coping mechanism but obviously I can't do that on a date. The worst part is I've never even dated before in my life so I don't know what I'm doing. I'm just... I don't know. Plus I just feel so self-conscious and I don't want them to notice. How can I relax or, at least, try to seem relaxed...?",-1.0123689776733291,0.9890154810810828,2.408578143360753,92.12059929494714,91.4864864864865,5.595769682726204,17.232667450058756,7.079830092131019,0.16089659224441855,644,17,150,11,23,233,100,185,0.132,0.758,0.11,-0.5803,0,2,1,0,0,0,39.0,1,0,1,1,12,13,0,3,5,0,20,4,1,5,3,37,41,17,0,2,8,0,4,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,7,1,0,11,3,0,3,9,6,0,2,3,5,25,7,15,36,6,17,0,1,1,0,5,5,0,4,13,103,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058582770918292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069918605524,0.08812069980122415,0.0,0.12300749155000065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14672246916142878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14791805803683172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547863735772212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923697635812485,0.20654332046666085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296024197858445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246465487086652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23833449525408254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210499345897336,0.2824932957768685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289732355097033,0.0,0.0,0.09649302329663262,0.0,0.0,0.15746511989878567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149138940484132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16457927879494288,0.0,0.0,0.09795566922341883,0.0,0.0,0.16960667451367825,0.0,0.15654131159636142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941331912206965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894538601974978,0.0,0.0,0.13159940449232269,0.15080463914246786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735781475022186,0.12248280810928648,0.11128716014588268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262638779817288,0.0,0.0,0.08429243942934132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944344572719221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526355521501765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16139290083858193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,poorwretchedcreature,2019/03/05,"I’m such a flawed person. Low IQ
Low EQ
ADHD
Tourette’s Syndrome
Legally Blind
Severe Knock Knees
Scoliosis
Crossbite
Severe Skin Issues (Scars from surgeries, acne)
Weak/Skinny
Ugly Face",4.4368750000000015,7.872966437500002,4.23725,76.08275,87.75,3.8100000000000014,25.15,5.6839178017228535,1.2900800000000006,154,6,19,1,5,47,30,32,0.407,0.556,0.037000000000000005,-0.9186,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4146335122064318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600995337104116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012483620028708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7795234446554448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ctw1987,2019/03/05,"Anyone else have experience with severe gastro distress from anxiety? Doctors are stumped. Long story short: I applied for a job I never thought I'd get, but I did. I went through interviews, testing, more interviews, writing tests, a 5 week academy where I finished with distinguished honors as top graduate in the state, and yet, I still constantly feel under-qualified. Every decision they ask me about, I feel it's either wrong, or I've given the worst recommendation, and everyone thinks I'm an idiot. I'm also a number of years younger than anyone else in the position throughout the agency, which sometimes makes even my employees talk down to me (or I'm perceiving it that way). It's essentially imposter syndrome.

As a result of this, since relocating for this new job, I've developed severe gastro issues. I can't stop burping, or feeling like I need to use the bathroom, and I'm constantly doubled over in pain, but I keep having to go to work. I've seen 3 doctors who have tried 3 different IBS medications. Only one has suggested that this could be a seratonin issue caused by severe anxiety (despite Buspirone). Has anyone experienced anything like this? Any good treatments recommended, such as SSRIs? 

I apologize in advance if this is a the wrong thread. I tried it in one other place and nobody responded. Hope to hear some good or encouraging news",6.3494308943089415,8.182878739837399,7.008292682926832,69.15845528455287,66.47967479674797,10.182113821138213,35.21138211382114,10.380263240014207,4.225757723577234,1094,53,170,29,18,360,162,246,0.14,0.713,0.14800000000000002,-0.2401,4,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,1,4,7,13,1,1,13,0,11,5,0,4,1,35,32,15,0,4,8,0,3,2,0,0,5,1,0,0,14,6,0,2,8,0,0,3,2,6,0,2,5,6,16,7,26,25,5,27,0,0,1,0,12,11,0,7,13,105,30,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666432451297447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07369605994847278,0.0,0.16580718017751678,0.0,0.0,0.2273267654958738,0.2220779844863652,0.08918017633497308,0.0,0.10131234362750142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132696546584524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342213055998661,0.0,0.08652550011772522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322472735003265,0.0,0.2218448130450248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18106028589470832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157808534520298,0.0,0.09130732048552477,0.1035532242127451,0.0,0.1060077244632885,0.0,0.0,0.16438704355066028,0.07742033102365259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05661942362883464,0.0,0.061589789987049864,0.18179306360002204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12214209881968235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763694854939866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262225323474689,0.21508317721192086,0.09632520746986427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058892847350056,0.0,0.0,0.09590500772321883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233854658886606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917247572888727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035579284537994,0.08358246836070454,0.1046654776401328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468701155725757,0.08242110018015429,0.11531448447290188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322472735003265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672854679728471,0.0,0.08964568862029053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718178275363648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654529545190345,0.09060308690560363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710458012664772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943982103761416,0.0,0.0860345432633977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715371797231075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359782996405867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601992995408422,0.0869287545571247,0.0,0.0,0.10046108962339956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889544693848773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23697355725759006,0.0,0.06978743128469253
anxiety,zerathian,2019/03/05,"I hate that im my biggest obstacle There arent that many things keeping me back from happiness. I have a good job, good family, nice apartment and a small group of good friends. Yet i seem to make every day so fuckin hard. I feel like i could have accomplished so much more by now if i had lived happy. Ive been too scared to start anything new for a long time. I just go to work, stress out the entire time- then i go home and stress all night. Its just frustrating to know that my life isnt that bad, yet i still feel this way",2.2188288288288303,3.6245391711711763,2.8272072072072088,96.75990990990992,76.2072072072072,6.7351351351351365,20.44144144144144,7.3871296695380915,0.19389009009008973,412,9,99,5,9,128,81,111,0.151,0.612,0.237,0.8973,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,11,15,3,3,4,0,8,2,0,1,1,14,18,6,0,2,3,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,7,3,0,1,4,0,0,2,2,7,0,0,2,3,13,8,9,15,3,20,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,2,14,58,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661945082937584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183142441828273,0.12847253841340786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285029877595127,0.0,0.0,0.09923150169020163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12963960435728664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14505213686808535,0.0,0.15559958153081607,0.1099226330347482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188772814319172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17489235176133158,0.38716907989445615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.327588617415719,0.13783463137314014,0.151911831488503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543411711067986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16620279015561795,0.0,0.1526892797280258,0.13676408112322655,0.0,0.0,0.08456129268553861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086808297808668,0.07517165603878634,0.0,0.13586740159306596,0.1361674747545753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270743363943592,0.15599701244132722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131099671617582,0.0,0.0,0.14860573105180924,0.0,0.14439377923921293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15404773382694156,0.0,0.0,0.1400747602480417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089078718783039,0.0,0.12287840451027073,0.0,0.3525083133657579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222241405861288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17944219868375436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221324821141464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112017026371049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Brockocomma,2019/03/05,Does anyone have any experience with text therapy? I’m currently seeing a therapist for my anxiety and depression but I work business hours and can only see my therapist once a week. Was thinking about trying a texting therapy service. I’m a bit skeptical as I feel like it would be a waste. Any thoughts? ,3.647368421052634,6.460944526315793,5.504473684210527,72.51881578947369,77.42105263157895,10.115789473684213,34.06140350877193,10.125756701596842,4.659540350877193,246,14,40,9,6,84,44,57,0.188,0.755,0.057,-0.755,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,12,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,4,1,4,8,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,22,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636521488734898,0.0,0.14829632473914273,0.0,0.0,0.1355458945416097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116362842846533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16696452836483805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16964127772433588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896245496128048,0.0,0.0,0.0980174455943211,0.13848797788616324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19090526846921865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470634346863614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20644615823098852,0.0,0.14743325620262812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089500487423355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4433735379749904,0.4501544549642834,0.0,0.1242125973000334,0.0,0.15389691270200734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13161285008062093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15549646042072465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112663645933318,0.0,0.0,0.13770696887035125,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ryhan112,2019/03/05,Failing to sleep 2nd night in a row due to Anxiety. How can I overcome this? This is my second night in a row failing to sleep. I just got back from holiday and went to work. I’m a junior iOS developer. I was then assigned different tasks to complete when I got back. I solved some and still have many left. This has given my a lot of Anxiety because I keep thinking about them even in bed on how I might fail to solve them. I slept at 10:30 pm and woke up at 2am. Haven’t gone back to bed. My eyes keep telling me I need to sleep and I have failed. How can I deal with this.,0.1660856079404489,2.1035456209677434,1.9283870967741947,98.22604218362284,84.7258064516129,5.428287841191069,20.02233250620348,6.67199483983844,-0.014604714640198857,443,13,109,5,13,145,75,124,0.14,0.8059999999999999,0.055,-0.8807,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,5,11,4,0,0,4,0,9,5,5,3,0,16,21,9,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,5,0,2,1,1,0,2,1,4,0,1,8,1,17,0,19,12,2,19,0,4,1,0,4,8,0,3,9,71,21,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24889860225726415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752712672884184,0.0,0.09916785660878752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17056626319833415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16771532545121248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169965355832065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744821409783537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602191657468545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28919386332632663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17675165176541827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830421441270813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649313852173825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17257714287831386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206247190325318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053272066431851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4883906765500174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991598462056025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218897215652687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042383953382035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508054401608869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843254584287595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheLeanDrinker,2019/03/05,"Anxiety over Altitude Sickness Hey everyone, I’m spending the week in Park City, UT with friends for a ski trip. I’ve started feeling the effects of altitude sickness, and the high altitude was something I worried about immensely going into the trip, and now I fear I will have a panic attack. What can I do to calm down while I’m actively feeling the effects of altitude (shortness of breath, headache, lethargy, chest pain, etc.)",9.092307692307692,8.613550153846155,8.656025641025643,67.73480769230771,60.282051282051285,11.902564102564106,47.70512820512821,11.20814326018867,5.764374358974358,344,22,54,8,4,110,56,78,0.221,0.6559999999999999,0.123,-0.8591,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,2,6,1,2,7,0,5,5,2,2,0,8,11,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,1,1,3,0,4,0,0,1,2,4,2,11,9,1,13,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,4,33,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071444858200168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30804915050560994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30198912998934513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587400540988473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047006145684437,0.27382706084917485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20920246864414144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538894198064437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860919024291202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881269625135158,0.31769972799924545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20845819074946872,0.0,0.0,0.19165811479941747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21720183826094333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749882785083225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,8BitGenerator,2019/03/05,"My first post here So I have symptoms of ADD (attention deficit disorder) and I have hard time focusing during class and getting work done. Note : I said symptoms because I don’t actually have ADD. I took a test (yes, a real in-person professional test) and supposedly I have similar effects of ADD, but I don’t have it. I don’t really know the details. Anyways, (for most assignments) I fall into this viscous cycle. I don’t do the work in class, I try to do it at home, but I also have bad anxiety. The problem is not doing the work stresses me out, and doing the work stresses me just as much. I have a REALLY hard time starting on my work. I’ll often ignore it and hope it goes away, or everything will just work. But deep down I know that’s not going to happen. Because of this, I have problems with procrastination. I ignore projects until the last day, and often not finish it in time. I’m getting a little better, though. Right now I have 3 Cs and 1 B. The B is in my ELA class because I’m in AIG and It’s the only class I’m good at. I’m bad at every other class. I’m also in math plus because I got a good grade on my eogs, but my math teacher is telling me that I’ll probably be moved back to regular math. This might not be as embarrassing as it seems, but I have 4 main cores during the day. 3 out of 4 of those cores are math plus classes. I don’t know what to do, I’d probably have worse grades if my parents, friends, and other school authority figures weren’t there to help me. The only relief I get is during trackouts when I know for sure that I don’t have any work to do. I don’t know if you guys/girls/people will read the entire thing, but I just had to vent somewhere. Have a good day (or night). ",2.0026369545032523,3.5100133537604488,3.999562674094708,87.70164670380692,77.02228412256268,6.792237697307336,23.944382544103995,7.554174236665415,1.0171358588672241,1330,43,289,18,30,454,164,359,0.118,0.7759999999999999,0.106,-0.479,2,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,0,1,0,10,15,17,0,3,17,1,39,2,0,1,1,55,60,30,0,5,17,1,2,0,1,3,2,1,1,0,18,18,0,2,9,1,0,4,12,9,0,1,6,3,36,8,36,49,3,38,0,0,0,0,6,18,0,10,15,188,54,27,0.0,0.0,0.0891168950254123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14606000708900874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06210194967188872,0.0,0.06986092041977149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579982909765736,0.07022082058611441,0.15249976251769046,0.2226756655414242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076670325751152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17668500166161086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046626846297073,0.0,0.0,0.09345389879411167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694254788426559,0.0,0.08207413759729558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767826906583275,0.0,0.0,0.07055498945922614,0.0,0.14313560042861292,0.0,0.051900278532559865,0.2297891575400496,0.07303837894256301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075555849105212,0.0,0.163612775233556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06121107175744212,0.0,0.0916032026422256,0.09070314432446068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509403412587147,0.07443944850285493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152842602254456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687798915344492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706061185043673,0.06713202425815737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569931486896545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389086748699572,0.0,0.0,0.10140204208263798,0.0,0.0,0.06331103163237442,0.07973866575627812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874610324332704,0.0,0.19692067344709166,0.1747652420786508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134650431813557,0.10394419143447046,0.11700615592673586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798831083437201,0.08686793604836904,0.0,0.0,0.09242252827833994,0.0,0.08313592903337327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06463803394428415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092176068818898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606970759313899,0.1898366153925635,0.0,0.0,0.07981927080593976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060670140328980125,0.0,0.08972319632986467,0.0,0.1597514127700279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014618703481592,0.06200150180306301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46538346215233,0.0,0.0930647072188987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Justforventing1234,2019/03/05,"Mirtazapine and appetite I was subscribed mirtazapine recently for my anxiety and insomnia. While I feel like it's been working, I cannot stop eating. I know that increased appetite is a side effect of the medication, but it's so weird for me to be eating constantly when my entire life I've had the appetite of a sparrow. Anyone else experience an increased appetite to the point they are full but still want more food on this med? ",5.671851851851853,7.414309209876543,6.428086419753085,73.02138888888891,68.01234567901236,9.350617283950617,34.48765432098766,9.725611199111238,3.633558024691357,350,17,59,8,6,115,60,81,0.055,0.831,0.115,0.3883,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,2,3,2,0,0,6,0,7,6,0,1,0,9,10,7,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,2,3,1,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,1,8,1,7,6,4,12,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,7,42,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767425601158563,0.0,0.0,0.16154633944312852,0.2367245584990169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496687606717531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4728167579221281,0.1930016446216538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259983746619253,0.0,0.0,0.11681917472216592,0.16505277389661407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27937067963819784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697181223469753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16318816179600895,0.11287293621943822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566298600751482,0.23274532301739434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21840450372933998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22812101977486335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18450632919245244,0.19315715419502924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627152181662894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681975805687555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WrathDxD,2019/03/05,"New Job Anxiety So, I’ve had severe anxiety every since I can remember. After graduating high school, I tried to go to orientation for college (an overnight) and ended up leaving the first night. I then went on to work at a small grocery store, as I thought it would be the best place for me to start. I was miserable at first, but the environment was lax, and I ended up working there for 4 years. I was comfortable there, but the pay and hours were horrid, so I absolutely had to leave and find better. Applied for a few jobs, got an interview for one, and got the job. Anxiety crushed me over the span of 3 days between being hired and the orientation. Orientation happened, and I made it. I was nervous the first day, but as the days went on, I got okay. In my head, I thought I’d be okay on my first day of actual work. And oh I was wrong. It’s a factory job, so there’s much more hands on work, louder environment, harsher co-workers. I’m not doing well in it at all. I get nervous, and mess up. My supervisor probably thinks I’m an idiot, and I constantly feel like they are out to get me, even though they probably aren’t. I’m currently on my 7th day of actual work, and my anxiety is horrible. I worry about having to go back in as soon as I leave. My sleep is off, and my medication isn’t helping at all. 

I’ve wanted to quit so many times, but I’m hanging in there. I don’t know if I have the strength to keep it up. I’m trying my best, but I just wanted to know if anyone else has had a similar experience, and if it ever eases off. The money is much better than what I previously had, and anything I could probably get elsewhere. Thanks for taking the time to read my story.",3.2860869565217428,4.296365724637681,5.251710144927539,81.9897391304348,72.91304347826087,8.882318840579712,27.423188405797106,9.281916038205594,2.1908527536231888,1305,47,278,29,25,452,168,345,0.15,0.735,0.115,-0.7932,6,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,0,0,2,15,16,17,1,3,19,2,27,4,3,1,3,42,56,32,0,7,10,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,15,0,1,8,1,3,5,4,6,1,5,18,2,36,11,49,33,8,55,0,1,0,0,4,25,0,3,26,190,43,16,0.0,0.0,0.15390393055430845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412981341344671,0.0,0.0,0.055137865857448114,0.08079716938604775,0.06489167154393749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06063530541470358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16550876529222744,0.13948323811887636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521519387049159,0.0,0.06296000484148452,0.0,0.0,0.2542776000177659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06587397045392025,0.0,0.139685810742629,0.0,0.0,0.05208356604407514,0.07132965942972849,0.06643948121663576,0.0,0.0,0.0771361833952133,0.0,0.0,0.03987190305649824,0.05633465752230836,0.0,0.0,0.0720728471251147,0.26829909018885273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359683033128975,0.0,0.08963122941779582,0.0,0.18920475624801664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973199561282505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092888437377009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05285543517997236,0.08331556832643414,0.0,0.0,0.0776571590008918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130091790318432,0.07009073071416183,0.0,0.0,0.08667426046058431,0.0,0.0,0.2504909779544743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038525000551898336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746153417606276,0.0,0.07994748695300463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943900458356926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593629239945348,0.0,0.0,0.07615950176529644,0.0,0.07400090297347099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053434786132050764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238761258166345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550599325941503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387293657115025,0.07887722105302407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893283417398696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980636202454715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908470069638359,0.0,0.06523040007711534,0.0,0.07891283030614785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05581459881704465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059289809176202864,0.0,0.0,0.07259990109246699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050527664824492516,0.07747550323159494,0.12520552329725934,0.09196299732652663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707593464786216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302248402552958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090090770754626,0.14620038440608404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34444812554402354,0.08008197545089499,0.0,0.05601695575426198,0.08621652745110958,0.0,0.050780602314703216
anxiety,wwhatishappening,2019/03/05,"I used to be considered one of the best presenters in my grade in high school. Now every time I have to present I feel though I've had life-long crippling anxiety.. I was always sort of nervous giving presentations in elementary school, but then I found my footing around 7th grade and built onto that in high school. In the 11th grade, I received the highest mark in my entire grade on a presentation I gave, and through the first part of 12th grade it was all a breeze.

​

However, I had to do a short little book report presentation near the end of grade 12, wasn't totally prepared but I was usually good on my feet so not a problem to me. But when I got up there, I started talking, and had to read an excerpt from my book, I couldn't believe how bad I found myself stuttering and my entire body felt as if it was in a blender. 

​

I am in my first semester of university right now, had to talk in front of about 50 people a few times.. I managed quite well, but it doesn't avoid the fact that my entire body feels like a living hell while I'm doing it. But there was also an occasion of a debate, in which I was very nervous, however, I absolutely killed it to the point where my professor suggested to our group that we split up who talks so much in our final presentation so our strongest talker isn't presenting too much (no one else was answering the cross questions, I had answers, I work better on the spot when a question has been asked as opposed to presenting to a group of people who I know don't actually care about what I'm saying). Toward the end of my first semester, a group and I had to pitch an idea to a panel of local business people as a project, and again, although I was able to get it done (we got a 98!) again, that same feeling. 

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Every time I have to public speak now, I think back to that book, and just writing this now has me imagining that feeling. I've never personally struggled with anxiety, so this is a complete mystery to me. My question to those of you who unfortunately may be more experienced than I in this respect: 

Do I need to seek help for this? Is it really worth that?

Is this something I can get over myself?

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I appreciate the read. I just figured it would be better to here other opinions before officially seeking out professional help, as the career I plan to go into will involve lots of public speaking.",6.9310256410256414,6.339103452991456,7.368492307692312,75.5765076923077,64.68376068376068,10.30851282051282,34.53196581196581,9.692545771848811,3.1338728888888885,1888,74,363,33,25,621,234,468,0.066,0.8059999999999999,0.128,0.9803,2,1,1,0,0,0,65.0,5,1,0,9,27,17,2,4,30,0,39,4,4,2,4,57,62,29,1,5,9,0,5,1,0,3,0,3,1,1,27,13,0,2,17,5,1,4,8,9,1,5,23,9,52,8,67,32,10,67,1,0,0,0,34,32,1,8,32,273,79,21,0.07256423529788536,0.0,0.07081222613395202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0580295927509828,0.0603792567675312,0.31449327451296605,0.3526939537531225,0.0,0.0,0.11102288277167224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06459755392639195,0.06783776455179519,0.0,0.0,0.05579741782114004,0.06058810546360099,0.0,0.0,0.06174681963003091,0.08175504420959752,0.07615168808758084,0.12835433850189273,0.0,0.16120501396017586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07398407403896172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608222011748228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425840647411497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060618107352082715,0.0,0.12854074853560735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227699581654808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676263071170673,0.05183990419582909,0.06967304547765492,0.07949057285703355,0.0,0.1851693044247735,0.0,0.15912587715969492,0.0,0.0,0.07582363592956315,0.06961022662249643,0.04123992716324691,0.06086343778104133,0.11607249567353567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972765546634798,0.1533361972903823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819161891022352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028157507120505,0.0,0.039879406001019344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051254265370284116,0.0354512200054436,0.0727284270770983,0.06407554920645203,0.06421706477531093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06169151792865151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668612458373963,0.05380546101529514,0.05596601170493702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834280763003464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785799954945016,0.0,0.15092071219874995,0.06336029132908022,0.0,0.0,0.0685966571901331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694341731660384,0.0,0.0,0.24386565191710874,0.07718099634757693,0.14516774442101732,0.0,0.046486507245263715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06196946046014847,0.0,0.05770599242401987,0.0,0.22031664042327093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055863493500092815,0.0,0.0,0.051361339229912636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585989411797434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17497315094418084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046496231963483584,0.07129399275142617,0.0,0.12693836744495787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06267220088211639,0.079919253382677,0.0598730936622547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652439621471211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05282762753273182,0.0,0.0,0.05154755078599699,0.0,0.3526939537531225,0.0
anxiety,Ghatrada,2019/03/05,"I THINK I BROUGHT ANOTHER MAN TO MY BOYFRIEND’S MOTHER’S HOUSE This is an extremely complicated story and I’m not sure if I want to get into all of it. I’m kind of panicking right now.

Last night I got blackout drunk at a party and walked home. I barely remember leaving and remember nothing after that.

My boyfriend is currently out of town. His mother lives with him and he supports her financially (they are immigrants from a country where this is the standard family dynamic). 

We live just down the street from each other.

I live with my brother, and considering what he’s told me last night and my lyft history...

It looks like I went there with someone I somehow met along the way named Jeremy (?!!!!!) and then she called the cops on me! 

This is all being pieced together slowly; the cops came to my house and confronted my brother and gave him very incomplete information about the situation. I just called my boyfriend but he’s stuck in a rainstorm and says he’ll call me back. 

I have never cheated on my boyfriend and never wanted to at all! I have no idea what the hell happened. I can’t believe I even remembered their address. I sleep over there frequently and I think my drunk brain sort of recognized their house as my house and I haven’t seen him in two weeks and missed him so much I think my drunken self thought he might be there or something?...

It’s bad enough if I showed there blackout drunk (his family HATES alcohol and my boyfriend and I keep the fact that we drink on the down low) but my god I am praying there weren’t any other freaking dudes involved. What the hell?!!

Seriously in a panic. I hate the anxiety blackouts cause...this is probably the worst drunken mistake I’ve ever made ",3.1375854863221915,5.573557237082071,3.770447378419455,86.34238839285715,76.93313069908814,7.273594224924013,26.998575227963524,8.278499904357787,1.937368465045593,1357,55,262,26,32,428,183,329,0.189,0.769,0.043,-0.9944,3,0,3,0,0,0,42.0,2,0,3,0,15,19,6,1,17,0,15,7,2,1,8,62,42,24,0,5,8,4,0,1,0,2,1,1,2,2,13,26,5,1,9,5,0,4,7,14,0,1,12,3,50,5,30,26,8,37,3,2,2,0,34,18,2,7,15,174,63,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213555253639854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06499106000517954,0.1002137597266074,0.07311099401881879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07348763748058203,0.07979718244698887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076749657187112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668802692863094,0.2927637894207661,0.109306927258436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936224794095658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987496351786722,0.0,0.06312326117540769,0.08644877960017927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801902877133504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04993152091296474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643627444253777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451247304429653,0.0,0.0,0.18871170886554536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958647718959198,0.0,0.0,0.44110103458518585,0.0,0.10788720058395113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494724606800436,0.0,0.09952172817081316,0.0,0.15580504927662378,0.0,0.10119511536596787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04669080587842814,0.0,0.25317089474715404,0.0,0.08025495577636302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043089909901036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138495231660548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025514399922353,0.0,0.1474193659853627,0.0,0.0,0.17937244625905532,0.0,0.09170225042557707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213111863240667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304091394777516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32478745260492586,0.08161648733926316,0.0,0.07600131363259814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997006334242914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742498633050848,0.09563928847134397,0.0,0.08097637858836203,0.07357466203710772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084520084369666,0.09007384728447654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18371270780120044,0.0,0.07587211809775414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091321487380002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335826568139766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788554806603559,0.11273964131718013,0.07585923091676874,0.07666070489450494,0.0,0.0,0.08859459662382377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,meshellseashell,2019/03/05,"What’s the first step to getting medication for anxiety? Hi everyone! I’ve been having really bad anxiety for a long time. I get really sweaty with public speaking. At work when I have to talk to someone or being watched by my boss, I sweat a lot. It’s noticeable and embarrassing :( I get really anxious also when speaking to coworkers & strangers , even though I’ve done it a billions time. I’m tired of being so anxious and sweaty.. What’s the next step to getting help? Do I go to a therapist or a doctor? Also anything to help with the sweating, like home remedies or vitamins I can purchase? Thank you guys in advance 🧡 ",2.159610389610385,4.82981025619835,4.066664698937426,81.30051652892563,82.80165289256199,7.424085005903188,28.477567886658807,8.418075326091056,2.656449350649351,495,24,89,12,14,167,77,121,0.173,0.743,0.084,-0.8759,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,3,7,4,0,1,8,0,8,6,2,1,0,9,15,11,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,1,1,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,0,2,2,3,8,2,15,11,1,13,0,0,1,0,9,2,0,4,8,58,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24735139941371176,0.0,0.1675661241730524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23661776792369876,0.3494270373956965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272659859773946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912853566418872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15829358062770404,0.0,0.1582633953543771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021466426755536,0.0,0.0,0.1477772720595641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154749845903874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231985882840027,0.0,0.08789268726494644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15313047680394373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20732087531105967,0.0,0.15512925691236246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07555549215121225,0.0,0.0,0.13686276333677286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148018595520475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15579631411629474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16447488949806738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760731117253182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972234184973723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13103672172198005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430397346744765,0.0,0.14238341800362114,0.0,0.17956369205696748,0.0,0.0,0.15194548195892366,0.0,0.1803584535539729,0.1777505159461442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125889996678138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whoagordoo,2019/03/05,"I have pretty bad anxiety, especially with social situations. I took time off of school this semester to focus on my mental health and had to get a job. I started my new job and it was okay at first. However, I started reading into social interactions with my coworkers. The anxiety followed me home from work and left me feeling sick to my stomach any time I thought of going back and talking to my coworkers (had fully convinced myself they think I’m stupid and weird). I ended up freaking out today before work and didn’t go in. I have never done this before and I feel so disappointed in myself. I feel like such a loser. I feel completely beat by anxiety. I can’t function anymore. This is shameful behavior on my end and I don’t like that I’ve become this person. ",3.205589645254072,5.530518422818798,5.1123921380632815,77.3653859060403,76.18120805369128,7.747075743048898,28.092521572387337,8.634040054169528,2.5296534995206144,611,26,106,13,14,209,95,149,0.182,0.725,0.093,-0.9337,4,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,5,3,11,1,1,3,1,10,3,1,0,1,19,24,9,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,6,12,0,0,6,1,0,4,4,7,0,1,7,4,23,4,19,17,0,25,0,2,0,0,6,10,0,0,13,74,29,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289366830637544,0.0,0.3134991994618471,0.0,0.13547192964150595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503808093292062,0.11405650250085393,0.0,0.1508655661159287,0.2324755406581689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14322401835643053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13979070741554325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419766733855187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762791843170929,0.09758810111842364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161931211393382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713686181045845,0.0,0.15526750076236326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14520095051934798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370223892648651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711117166396029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14841787198880796,0.0,0.0,0.133473134116674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13766212969601652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535545723280294,0.13193052884820253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192751146637448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389727808300787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663841341388447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382479572909615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15354574994172848,0.0,0.2784959454306012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933744147138932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979506882604513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875286915912779,0.0,0.108446290485387,0.15930680467349126,0.0,0.12948219948395914,0.0,0.15176923397193753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988949608408204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spectronatty,2019/03/05,"I am not always going to be okay, and that’s okay. first time poster. i’m sorry in advance. 

I go back on my Timehop and see that I’ve been struggling with anxiety for about 10 years. I haven’t done anything to combat that until about 4 years ago. After I had been diagnosed with GAD and depression, and with the years of therapy, I still struggle. I panic in the middle of the night over tiny things. I overthink everything and use emotion over logic. I still struggle finding that “light switch” my therapist talks about to turn off the fact that I care too much about other people and don’t take care of myself first. 

But that’s okay. It’s okay to not be okay. Finding that balance isn’t easy. I believe in you. Keep fighting. 

You are worth it. 

Maybe I just needed to tell myself all of that. But if anyone else needs this, please know you are not alone. It’s okay to ask for help. ",1.198523002421311,3.676732790960454,2.163809523809526,94.56135593220341,85.49717514124293,4.727360774818402,19.163034705407586,6.18269132825596,-0.059415173527038075,692,19,143,6,21,217,104,177,0.12,0.721,0.16,0.6559,0,1,0,0,2,0,22.0,0,3,0,3,9,14,1,4,4,6,12,1,0,1,2,26,26,10,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,14,9,0,1,4,0,1,3,6,6,0,2,4,2,18,8,28,20,2,24,0,1,1,0,8,8,0,1,13,97,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449187064695032,0.0,0.0,0.13377001722465778,0.0,0.0,0.1074708319794002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880646284006003,0.0,0.0,0.0903111416665691,0.13233890171858118,0.10628704703472616,0.0,0.12074645145225743,0.0,0.0,0.09931548078883916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14551823076502146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633729004252487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112446616361363,0.13109390685328065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321747426597866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789596922710344,0.14528675735436813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607999404975038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360984055442896,0.2197255621545243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680834181408328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657271405331042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480266442312714,0.0,0.0,0.07098253889204134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975781382594068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494690050439693,0.19153987544472348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120719451074673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154053579842516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954275232508498,0.0,0.0,0.14177805652035466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292318964812797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14458319148599513,0.0,0.0,0.2062934671440737,0.0,0.0,0.4050758342115939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711167221704513,0.10381330229810737,0.11289086612972475,0.0,0.14770484393747316,0.1499638291945342,0.08580765798527983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531378981107563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048816093195007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155211129400834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495229420783273
anxiety,ineedtoknowmorenow,2019/03/05,I scroll through Netflix without choosing because i fear something might be too heavy. Anybody also have this? In the end it’s never that scary but i just get a bit anxious choosing something to watch. ,3.944459459459459,6.903698513513517,3.32560810810811,87.69489864864866,77.37837837837839,3.7,36.27702702702703,3.1291,1.879167567567568,163,10,26,0,4,48,33,37,0.071,0.826,0.103,0.033,0,0,2,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,2,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430811863408924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433946158827381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18529461290547344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33185171677339625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692233062987727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34204581568562753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588094840983178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224594740624467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344370152377806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4680151498364361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930119984026214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dirty_tricks_MI6,2019/03/05,"Just fought off a violent panic attack at the optometrist... So to add some quick context to this. Recently my anxiety has been improving greatly. I’m finally comfortable being by myself out in public, and I’ve become ever so slightly more confident in myself. So with that being said, the events of today scared the hell out of me. 
Now for more context: 
I had woken up a little anxious, but wasn’t too worried about it. As the day went on it got a little worse, so I probably should have just cancelled the appointment. I didn’t. Anyway, I’m greeted with heavy traffic and I arrive late. Thinking I just missed my appointment and would have to schedule it again, I just sat down and waited. Then bam, my heart started pounded and my breathing got sporadic. The walls of this dinky office are closing in around me and I just start crying. Fortunately there’s only one other person there who isn’t facing me. I’m eventually leaving to calm down, but my doctor definitely noticed something was up. 
The whole thing just rattled me, and now I’m worried all the progress I made will go away. 
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anxiety,Goat_Spit,2019/03/05,"The bittersweet sleep When I turn off my lamp and start falling asleep I finally feel at ease, but when I wake up to the sun rising and my alarm blaring my anxiety is at a high.",2.4309909909909915,3.889397324324329,3.890270270270271,89.1382882882883,75.75675675675676,8.176576576576577,25.84684684684685,8.841846274778883,1.7690252252252257,139,5,31,3,3,46,29,37,0.203,0.75,0.047,-0.5927,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,1,3,3,0,0,4,4,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,5,4,0,11,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,4,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31648344524609395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091818454063438,0.0,0.0,0.4531939674835863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4371023953611219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41400410324752135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928227620492597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4499926007876939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,j00c3b0x,2019/03/05,"Dizziness and anxiety? Would anyone mind sharing their experiences with it? :) This has kind of been a new symptom for me over the last few months and it's a little spooky sometimes! I've found proving its normalcy online has helped it ease up a bit. Also, any tips on what you do when it comes around would also be greatly appreciated!",3.0314285714285703,5.831088968253969,3.8406349206349217,83.55714285714289,79.95238095238095,6.139682539682537,24.87301587301588,7.447530270364453,1.4256730158730158,267,10,48,4,7,85,54,63,0.025,0.7879999999999999,0.187,0.9029,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,7,1,0,0,1,10,9,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,3,7,4,2,10,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,4,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35705949817914057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518149384470314,0.0,0.17078258234107402,0.0,0.0,0.15609879702862828,0.0,0.0,0.198736274848033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24372681663406465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923066652680101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183774298864334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24477772095425385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461295080164736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14963709094852118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23247635959761334,0.0,0.1819752898612689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237511452729188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254148241965599,0.0,0.17819283084835966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156123822165772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22079600677110034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23203807797567885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171751126187272,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kingramesesthegreat,2019/03/05,"How do I stop allowing downvotes to bring out the worst of me? So recently  I said in my city sub reddit  that we could just move our jobs to a much more friendly alternative to china

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some people did not take that too well and I kind of overreacted to the downvotes and deleted the account.",7.726321839080462,6.999237379310343,7.615517241379313,74.8978735632184,63.13793103448275,10.491954022988507,36.574712643678154,9.725611199111238,3.3911540229885047,240,10,45,4,3,77,47,58,0.145,0.767,0.08800000000000001,-0.5719,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,2,0,11,6,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,2,1,7,3,8,3,4,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,36,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945249511254403,0.3303001301132562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21703211669158512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21001322970132494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697468211772395,0.0,0.0,0.2830664809787704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889095828336403,0.1998244679632606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884509420346746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26839683397926395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25857017266722204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22725993728046145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20438042875233145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444055414840825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303001301132562,0.0
anxiety,Jasperovich,2019/03/05,"Dealing with sudden anxiety hits/attacks in public How do most of you guys deal with your anxiety when you're feeling fine and then all of a sudden it hits you and you feel like you need a break or something to relive yourself?  


Smoking is by the easiest one i find, but I'm trying to quit so i need to find new ways to take a ""chill out moment"". Any suggestions would awesome! ",1.7261842105263163,4.062584250000004,3.175526315789476,89.21618421052631,81.5,5.905263157894738,23.97368421052632,7.1686216300943375,1.0705052631578953,297,11,59,4,8,97,57,76,0.036000000000000004,0.8029999999999999,0.161,0.8605,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,5,0,1,3,2,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,1,1,17,10,8,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,7,2,11,8,2,10,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,2,7,37,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525250349971644,0.0,0.32680048344310386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24299611672246305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4404158877647865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21600096066054025,0.15259291895421534,0.0,0.0,0.3904454772200251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21149347442724184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043521438751802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167572347736595,0.0,0.20629220433022533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14473807684647735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22718548004992198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16443652179520907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16059749795856218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501756233449967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16954244481234185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15173236450558106,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,956006010,2019/03/05,"Money is consuming my mind and I need help This really doesn't pertain to anxiety but lately I feel like money and finding ways to earn more money is consuming my mind. Literally it is all I ever think about. It seems that its never enough. I'm only sixteen but I feel as if I have a financial responsibility. I recently just got a job and I kinda don't like it that well because my coworkers are stuck up and I really just wanna find a way to make some money easily but I know its impossible. I hate myself for constantly looking for ways to make easy  money online when I know there is none. I feel like this fast food job I got myself isn't gonna last and I'm gonna end up getting fired even though I've only worked two shifts. 

Honestly I don't even expect to get some real advice on this thread but I just really to let it all out.

Just wondering if anyone's ever felt the same?",1.9687463837994241,3.941884196721311,4.470530376084864,82.18423336547734,78.61748633879782,7.80315011250402,20.600771456123432,8.671277953709913,1.3728916104146585,700,18,141,16,17,246,103,183,0.068,0.7859999999999999,0.145,0.9003,3,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,13,6,1,0,4,0,11,1,0,2,5,44,34,14,0,5,10,0,5,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,11,6,1,0,11,0,5,0,6,1,1,1,4,6,20,5,15,27,8,17,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,7,13,94,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292850163781364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623524464560816,0.0,0.0,0.08796099529010498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766853879867357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359431155000928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141982691706907,0.12998312261542974,0.0,0.16617699057628332,0.2275832674904158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908219817227334,0.17974045487362944,0.12078595708122797,0.0,0.22995447023310234,0.0,0.15211562899263334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13144868826019815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20122455369388267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419963450019544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431985193155556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496705167530567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827075273202527,0.10254228680229324,0.14190579880484686,0.0,0.0,0.12863713710165967,0.0,0.18437587342559814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563876755899074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16794249129221295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25404055209774706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932777383330175,0.09702329274479636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19135033190493567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14318584169920548,0.24176855900967015,0.0,0.12421050217021312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452191613413565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060637854823363,0.12359604908306908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288651875293086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29955816128107143,0.0,0.0,0.1131076495606731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642273346785688,0.0915825554649834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ettaj564,2019/03/05,"How to be more outgoing??? I am 15 years old and have social anxiety (not officially diagnosed cause im way to scared to talk to the doctor about that 😬). My brothers fiancé (20 years old) asked me to be a bridesmaid. All the other bridesmaids are her friends, 20 yrs old, and ive never met them before. I mainly struggle with feeling inadequate to others, especially those older than me. Shes hosting a brunch on Sunday for all the bridesmaids, and im so nervous. Im tired of being quiet and awkward all the time!!! I just want to be able to be myself and get to know these girls! I just feel so inadequate to others, and ugly, and out of place. Especially here because I believe they are all already friends and im the odd one out. Any advice? Anything is appreciated. 💜",2.380949227373073,4.701587403973512,4.3558675496688775,81.76302869757174,78.93377483443709,6.410772626931567,25.960706401766004,7.554174236665415,1.5758287858719648,602,24,113,9,15,205,97,151,0.16899999999999998,0.741,0.091,-0.9143,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,2,0,7,6,0,4,7,0,12,4,0,2,5,25,19,11,0,1,3,1,2,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,6,11,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,3,14,2,19,13,6,14,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,0,9,79,20,1,0.13601116855039105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13290853977333245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009170662731505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924922586359695,0.0,0.10404817166210988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192560281435547,0.0,0.1271520824364677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829111459382933,0.0,0.11573548674046966,0.1532380111523105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972093610193045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380484730660408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921319429800771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13754266699486908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101637828634817,0.0,0.07106022191361695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5876616066725067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07474818123594536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490019800863487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42816252555731,0.0,0.09216468780645384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14210272263359133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361709070591363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386462580467831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218840455961235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932062526930772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930920615457686,0.15632483019750995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022291113888602,0.10795933479651396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751734664902528
anxiety,s6ndiego,2019/03/05,Dublin meetup for us anxious folk? Maybe we could meet up. Have some fun in a non-judgmental environment with people who relate to each other. No pressure. Just chill vibes. Chatting about anything. Helping each other come out of our shells. Just throwing the idea out there.,3.1575000000000024,6.217299750000006,2.4833333333333343,87.94500000000002,93.16666666666666,4.066666666666666,22.66666666666667,5.985473137389443,0.7117416666666667,220,8,35,2,8,64,44,48,0.121,0.775,0.104,0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,9,2,3,6,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,0,26,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3995790673700091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910640479556565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046802736129248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823997815507385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23707690916120114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3992829924909612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3553380736385989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452102742897241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4254562128048337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Boisnightout,2019/03/05,"I know I have no good reason to be anxious but I am, don’t even know if I have anxiety or what but I just feel shitty Okay so to start out I’ll give some context. I have adhd and have always taken meds growing up until this last summer and fall quarter of college. I’ve always been an extroverted and high achieving person but in high school I started to become way more introverted and started to think that whenever people are nice to me it’s out pity or some ulterior motivation and don’t genuinely care about me. I’ve just started to feel like there isn’t really any particular good reason to be friends with me, and that people only reach out to me because they think they have to, or have some obligation to me. Over the summer I started to feel better but I also moved away from all my friends and didn’t really feel any obligation to be social cause I knew no one and I was going to go to school in two months anyway. The one friend I did make I got super close to and didn’t feel anxious at all around her, but than college came and at the beginning I wasn’t anxious at all and made a ton of friends and somehow got into one of the prestigious fraternities here on campus (frat boy I know, please don’t hate they’ve proven time and time again that they are not the stereotype). Everything seemed like it was going great until all of a sudden I just got this feeling that I was just lesser than every other brother in the fraternity. I feel really anxious all the tine that I’m not enough for them and that they are only nice to me because they are such amazing people. The last thing I want to do is leave them because they have become my family but I just feel like I bring them down. I recently ran for our chapters executive board but didn’t win, but people came up to me and said I had a really good speech, and they could see me in eboard next year and that I should run for philanthropy director this year. I know I shouldn’t feel so shitty but I still do and sometimes I can’t even get out of bed and shower or give myself the motivation to eat yet these guys want me to be a leader in the chapter, but I just feel as if everyone is better and that I’m the weak link. I even get paranoid thinking I might get kicked out next week at our annual review vote. How do I stop feeling so shitty so I can have the confidence to just enjoy my life",4.60765827867755,5.095950852697096,5.554368893053142,82.9338850220854,69.51867219917013,8.543006290991835,26.544237719180842,8.558390810932622,1.6629890777673677,1869,53,385,28,31,616,209,482,0.09,0.71,0.2,0.9961,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,2,0,10,7,26,24,1,0,17,1,42,3,0,8,5,101,94,45,0,7,25,1,11,3,4,3,2,2,2,3,17,31,1,1,25,0,0,11,14,3,0,5,20,14,59,21,59,66,11,64,0,1,1,0,25,25,0,12,30,274,76,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261852163823072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0549756117182256,0.11440323526415315,0.0,0.0,0.0934983570150315,0.0,0.0525899856068709,0.310650599547824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061197914275287035,0.0,0.0,0.06458849597465041,0.0,0.0,0.12571953649614756,0.15184762125508444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121599307203655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572526761097731,0.07009044066795607,0.07062038574249033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05488754830697616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034362995962201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071032297706052,0.0,0.13621691680811907,0.0,0.057920901434964776,0.06568910423617218,0.061783865557496376,0.0,0.06480697441279384,0.0,0.38235672180712577,0.09822334810480457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124498708495984,0.0,0.10774978516087808,0.13189356013018866,0.11720865762802565,0.17298095151099824,0.1649457496805967,0.07579196371537407,0.0,0.06806868006370125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06787177623745967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14526642088906486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112253151756844,0.1120732306939552,0.0,0.07279137333589042,0.0,0.0,0.0485568562231882,0.10075648028343184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06504848888813104,0.045888038381178414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636055876297418,0.0,0.0,0.07292792629397378,0.0,0.0,0.05487186269878183,0.07306540122199619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14622286647863728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397508344772256,0.10456783518147146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19063741057499284,0.060025766325960926,0.0,0.07546172322598903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761600625679949,0.1413632876281418,0.06787771512826744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06539254677768891,0.0,0.0,0.13914787846204602,0.05478112368995522,0.06258316216002185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007720172926465,0.0,0.0,0.06799088442729374,0.0,0.2432914750021164,0.0,0.05490010549947412,0.05747417007155485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04567133939112707,0.1321476857034327,0.0,0.0,0.0801719039082436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06715419362515264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109554785519905,0.05456683930510208,0.055143353214112525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853947103794088
anxiety,Catnapper_Sakura,2019/03/05,"What do you do for work? How do you survive every day? I have fairly severe depression and anxiety. I also have CFS and fibromyalgia, but recently I’ve been well enough to work, and despite being rejected a lot for having no degree and no work experience in the past five years, I’ve managed to find work in a local cinema!
But (of course there’s a but), I’m struggling more than ever. Every day I panic when I mess up, I’m always worried about doing things wrong or what my co-workers might think of me. This job is fairly simple, and it’s the only place out of 100+ searches that would take me - so what can I do if they fire me? How can I find a job that’s easier than selling and sweeping popcorn?

What do you do for work, fellow anxietors? Do you have any tips on getting through the day? Any advice on places that will employ adults with crippling anxiety or help them find a job they can actually manage without crying daily?",3.7743087557603663,5.143867306451618,5.1344393241167445,81.91451612903228,72.17204301075269,7.679877112135178,25.651305683563752,8.192908349453996,1.6332531490015365,733,23,140,11,14,245,114,186,0.17800000000000002,0.7390000000000001,0.083,-0.9522,4,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,4,3,6,9,7,0,2,8,0,21,0,0,2,1,25,26,17,0,2,7,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,10,8,0,0,4,1,1,0,3,6,1,1,1,1,17,1,20,21,3,17,0,2,0,0,10,9,0,5,8,102,27,11,0.0,0.0,0.11366169932417655,0.0,0.0,0.11381692151313927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314411484098492,0.09691559357484884,0.0,0.0,0.15841245656143088,0.0,0.1782043893921125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279410812379369,0.22534803897989295,0.0,0.10031877688046477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034864712124907,0.0,0.0,0.1053572871569621,0.19626852439963569,0.0,0.0,0.11393379821430212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193650318039705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06085279180737185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806998248111137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3467470427625354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902192240636876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356037394648613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885836295804889,0.0,0.13665699527077366,0.0,0.0,0.11118749188812532,0.0,0.0,0.24338081595620764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500389891896352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315823244860351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176378214251538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757385778650237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738006632818313,0.07463175535738087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472400054555613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122766580163304,0.0,0.5087662041814568,0.11828487267612416,0.0,0.08273969818788864,0.1273458966853956,0.0,0.075005356016657
anxiety,uh-oh-spaghetti-ohss,2019/03/05,"Is this my fault I’ve been quiet for most of my life, but it has started getting worse and worse. Im a freshman in high school and don’t have any real friends. I have acquaintances and people I kind of talk to in class, but not out of class. I have a group of “friends,” but I don’t know them as much as they know each other. Last year I had a good group of friends I liked hanging out with and it was the first group of friends I had since 4th grade. They all ended up going to a different high school and eventually stopped hanging out with each other. My parents are trying to push me to invite over one of my friends from last year, but I can’t. Last year it was still nerve wracking to invite people over but I could eventually convince myself to do it. This year I just can’t. I want to go to therapy to help with actually being able to talk to people, but it will be a while before I’ll even be able to go since it’s expensive. I just can’t really understand why it’s so hard for me but almost everyone else at my school has a group they hang out with and talk to. I get that social anxiety is a thing but it still doesn’t make sense. Even the other quiet kids have groups they seem to be close with. I know I should push myself out of my comfort zone but I literally just can’t. No matter how much I try to explain that, it seems like my parents get aggravated with me anyways and in turn makes me mad that they don’t get what I’m trying to say. Since all the other kids at school seem to all have groups, is it my fault I don’t think I can help myself? Should I be pushing myself even if social interactions make me feel nauseous and that there’s no point in trying?",2.8775266942689015,3.890343543909349,4.012082152974506,90.47991882763132,73.90084985835693,7.017171497058183,22.92536500326869,7.321109707123232,0.6144666376116796,1313,33,298,14,26,428,149,353,0.093,0.768,0.139,0.9517,3,0,0,0,0,1,24.0,0,0,6,1,15,14,1,0,10,0,36,1,0,4,3,62,60,23,0,5,14,2,2,2,5,3,1,3,0,2,22,22,0,1,10,0,1,9,12,3,0,2,5,5,43,11,50,46,8,41,0,0,0,0,31,18,0,6,16,205,65,7,0.1656769321853443,0.0,0.080838393314054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295075780017587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05633299759505956,0.0,0.06337119982204167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07048943330353981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661397745476643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654856579809385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920090882062667,0.0,0.07337029319872068,0.0,0.0,0.1641420767580879,0.0,0.0,0.07915570431602324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04188561747386517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046235694037692,0.0,0.0,0.3200039670674932,0.0,0.17311871800727918,0.0,0.14123702788099748,0.0694809751141301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420699448607683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104975532399043,0.17504677514859426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894797585322373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626351490890875,0.1365775636544585,0.2025732185049458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0585112584257445,0.08094138040066637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658859581042695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217916081883696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05613348850074777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18396462664878668,0.0,0.0,0.17228928615916128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830912621608087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942883100616888,0.053068442579119364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06587647312946288,0.0,0.33534780088167265,0.0,0.22623908500669904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20557450554284096,0.0,0.0,0.16888676817491094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058633492667638426,0.0,0.13230981205683387,0.0692566669144449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19974726353989325,0.0,0.0,0.09473300542087702,0.0,0.055034195984211526,0.053079544201526205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22496752326879432,0.09010446344447184,0.0,0.08623776465788742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04886027357210699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07474883094947148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16883894807316438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21338102479153984
anxiety,rogerdat8989,2019/03/05,Is this common for anxiety? I make up scenarios in my head and firmly believe them. Even though I have evidence to counter the scenarios I still believe them.,4.029885057471262,6.88813520689655,4.862758620689653,77.4164367816092,76.24137931034483,9.383908045977012,33.804597701149426,9.725611199111238,4.172990804597702,127,7,21,4,3,41,24,29,0.064,0.936,0.0,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,4,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25220126475328736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7428639946965001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177479121634176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383427239062425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200613136366512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26327970776716303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32390503096914963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,donteatmycorndog,2019/03/05,"""I've had enough"" So I'm currently dealing with some heavy stuff in my life. Sickness, stress, financial woes, housing issues the works, you name it I got it. Similar to intrusive thoughts, for the past week the same phrase keeps repeating in my head ""I've had enough."" Dozens of times a day. Every time I hear it I feel like speaking back to my own brain like a child and going ""Yes I know, you keep saying so."" It's not even an angry voice or a stranger's voice it's like something deep inside is just tired of hanging on by a thread in every aspect of my life. ",1.8481339712918647,3.935289491228069,2.736028708133972,93.90538277511965,79.52631578947368,5.899840510366826,21.767145135566192,6.980632752743323,0.4605192982456146,438,13,95,5,11,138,79,114,0.076,0.8109999999999999,0.114,0.5109,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,1,5,5,0,1,8,1,3,6,2,0,0,13,12,4,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,0,4,5,0,1,6,2,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,4,6,10,3,12,8,5,15,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,2,11,53,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151386702540024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19092946062392813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030217543248393,0.17632757633341892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35344574502415543,0.0,0.11296572404611242,0.0,0.28820546175866674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647945484497226,0.1221860532842926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720203028874916,0.0,0.13679076342070612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755292641020504,0.0,0.192766690574826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19734918959168848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17851408038458788,0.0,0.3040440870483403,0.0,0.0,0.09399529767993926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416114187218995,0.25067434385383136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327040996220307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13601235524103406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166960663477184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19591779404724152,0.0,0.19579193607545894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13578114622449386,0.1994615071028448,0.19657734417375847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13719240535162627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451410574011962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gnexus99,2019/03/05,"Vision Problems and Brain Fog? New guy here. Wanted to ask a few questions. Had a breakdown back on the 11th, and went to the ER. Panic attacks for a few days but I can say I'm definitely better than week 1 of having what I'm guessing is the start of GAD. My anxiety has mainly been about my eyes and the fear of being stuck in this rut and as a result, I'm seeing what I guess is visual snow and floaters way more than I did in the past. More sensitive to light too. Went to the optomatrist and my eyes are healthy. Was told the sensitivity and floaters were most likely anxiety but I never asked about the static. I just really want to know if anyone out there had an onset of vision issues because of their anxiety and if they went away/your brain tuned them out once you got better. Also, has anyone made it back to how they felt before they suffered from anxiety? Not only is my vision off but I feel like I'm on autopilot for most of the day. I'm on day 6 of doing a routine to fix myself, including exercise, meditation, chamolile tea at night, and journalling, and I feel much better than last month but still not normal. I just want to hear someone else say their sight got better and they feel normal again. Every time I look online it's just people saying their sight problems weren't anxiety related and it's just been scaring me I'm broken permanently. Sorry for the huge post. I just want someone to tell me it's the anxiety and I can beat it in time.",2.550056689342405,4.6214104455782365,3.988639455782317,85.86032879818599,77.19727891156462,6.668480725623582,22.113378684807266,7.662118739084242,0.9843977324263044,1157,33,228,17,27,382,159,294,0.134,0.738,0.128,0.2212,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,8,5,16,13,1,3,17,0,19,6,4,3,1,50,50,22,0,10,13,0,4,2,0,0,1,4,0,1,8,15,1,0,6,1,0,3,4,7,1,0,17,15,27,6,36,32,8,33,0,1,6,0,19,11,0,7,19,151,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208392887064749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41373539975042734,0.0,0.0,0.12605422501501332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16853513398515169,0.1025458453332563,0.08468832640847736,0.13862227552223305,0.0,0.054947747696364464,0.0,0.07670144047537653,0.0,0.0,0.3188816108537225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20124931989726774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17439611767955618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529936247168993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594578775332897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101431158122654,0.13673058690704756,0.06439514374586124,0.08654733931986118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14418439153750534,0.0,0.19859599935074834,0.0892515378851899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159292665012884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408144021379516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04953790177223785,0.07347511502967488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807448407284549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569385119092492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529146833668891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194789333226521,0.0,0.0662623555621031,0.0,0.06952056383067035,0.08705657013797141,0.0,0.08458911430167389,0.1766336809652874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959948310169787,0.0,0.06855458409460392,0.0,0.1057584061386169,0.0,0.0,0.08604763994217125,0.06249086237732791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632800951503834,0.0,0.0,0.17250122781908256,0.0,0.0,0.10097603351116187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05774519383742663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21504586484795155,0.0902446174153619,0.0,0.07182891649774494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15274854721564074,0.0,0.0,0.10090295514285884,0.06380067390163642,0.0,0.07198492524464567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787852438727601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512126446844644,0.0,0.0,0.08613144209484053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126646896912068,0.07154794717565692,0.07230387123563914,0.0,0.0,0.2506785835824545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_Sawtell_,2019/03/05,"I’m just heading back My anxiety has gotten so bad that I can’t go to events anymore. Tried to go solo to a UN speaker series and couldn’t bring myself to enter the venue. Seeing all these people inside, chatting with each other, and I panicked.
I don’t know what to do anymore. Wish I had a social life or could just be normal. This is no way to live ",1.3590926640926642,3.25119687837838,3.3625868725868737,89.78337837837843,80.21621621621622,4.769111969111969,20.03088803088803,5.288315135182226,-0.0936733590733594,275,7,56,1,7,93,56,74,0.156,0.807,0.037000000000000005,-0.8267,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,9,2,1,0,1,13,17,4,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,1,0,4,4,1,0,0,2,2,6,0,7,12,2,7,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19185433022172854,0.0,0.4974343099408015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19284269975573295,0.20939990212699716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002361038214827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285060463456688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573837872856317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378281042062462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17714100927906368,0.0,0.0,0.22145293420051407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457218060864662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17386681275442029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19984785454964812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556497106138109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17027053937585174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990661204103712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883971252715281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,I_love_littlekids,2019/03/05,"I just wasnt feeling myself last night...... 14m, been dealing with anxiety for a bit of time now. Now I experience DPDR (depersonalization) and I get that a lot. Now I probably suffer from regular anxiety and social anxiety. I was in Annapolis MD (I live in the state) for a march for life thing. I was with my future HS which will tie into this. Now I did talk with some girls from there, and some boys. Now theres only 12 kids in the **whole** school. My whole life I've been in big schools. I did talk with some kids from the school but Idk man. I felt like this afternoon ""They didnt want to talk with me cause they were with there friends"" now the kids did talk with me a lot, but I didnt feel like I was ""there"" in the moment ya know? Now I know im letting my anxiety get to me and I was letting it get to me this afternoon cause I was telling my mom that I didnt feel like I fit in last night. BUT something did happen which I think is somewhat progress, I said hi to a girl! Now my mom did kinda force me but I did say hi since I was close to her, and she's a twin!

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I really love this school. The kids and teachers are so freaking nice. The administrator's KIDS go there, she founded the freaking school. I just love everybody at the school since they're so nice to me. I was letting second thoughts get to me this afternoon, making me question did I want to go to this school? Yes, I want to go to the school, I love it so much. Theres too much to list off about the school that I love, but anyway I can stop letting second thoughts get to me?",0.4248776758409818,2.5552780244648368,2.061980122324158,96.45761850152908,85.2691131498471,5.468195718654433,19.480886850152906,6.816661863887847,0.03991070336391411,1202,34,284,15,36,391,131,327,0.08900000000000001,0.7490000000000001,0.162,0.9896,0,0,1,0,0,0,52.0,0,1,2,1,22,13,0,0,17,1,29,6,0,3,0,47,57,14,0,3,7,2,4,3,1,1,2,2,0,9,14,15,0,1,11,0,0,3,4,3,0,2,26,6,50,10,37,26,11,36,0,1,0,4,34,12,0,8,23,191,64,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501308746561862,0.0841247318959346,0.0,0.0,0.2118498522153476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558365931855572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422411330816448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137538457199456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677224012168509,0.0,0.0,0.10501768031107124,0.09891903154172398,0.06647379359708219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590956188114834,0.053488645727040346,0.0,0.18085490199285795,0.0,0.11803880772317787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061221828416733334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478268391064184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609644117354368,0.11286700826130752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831785650335091,0.09780153670150776,0.10147010505644087,0.0,0.061133323559616815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771752480075183,0.2499391462854057,0.0,0.04621304815604828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16216789165680578,0.0,0.0,0.10178730349208792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993950753051256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05265422725933228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464404869926837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755593716250357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044351936483987525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06585570052442002,0.05505624454064265,0.0,0.630600375558265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145392248129362,0.0,0.0,0.0705735353351675,0.0,0.05329834961395606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05788124057913729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225849617290873,0.060512016670301025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04599481435883464,0.04436121466190133,0.0,0.10992530755454706,0.04036986747284218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250488113512135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15459061481718528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841247318959346,0.0
anxiety,frogshithomie,2019/03/05,"Anxiety when in a car? I don’t know what it is, but there are times when I enter the car and I’m sitting in the passenger seat a wave of anxiousness hits me. I don’t know what it is, I’m not sure if it’s because when I’m in a car I’m alone with my thoughts. But I get this very weird feeling and I don’t know why. Not when I am driving of course because that requires me to put my attention to the road. But it’s almost as if when I’m alone with my thoughts like when you’re a passenger in a car, I get this wave of anxiety hit me. It is very weird.",-0.41360892388451376,1.0339161889763773,2.1957677165354355,98.17008202099736,83.96062992125984,6.1230971128608935,21.606955380577435,7.1686216300943375,0.3289427821522306,424,14,113,6,12,147,58,127,0.156,0.7979999999999999,0.046,-0.8722,0,2,0,0,1,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,8,0,8,0,0,0,1,21,23,14,0,2,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,1,7,0,0,7,5,2,0,0,2,1,13,2,12,19,0,20,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,3,8,67,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20880274341937166,0.4319278412252678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31903458696531506,0.2355683419894276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542238155336749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543401977623497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178862750370668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437915546146383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187238026518827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20962027801058886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965277113957924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310833094851646,0.12158973782951416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441018145089432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18815694254703225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SideSaladAndSoup,2019/03/05,"I accidentally fed the flames when I was feeling better and now I'm sucked back in Hey me, if you're constantly anxious that you've done something wrong or hurt someone, maybe don't constantly scan the news and listen to true crime shit. You're only gonna end up drawing 10000 comparisons between what you're seeing and you're life. You aren't Ted Bundy. Chill.",6.948380281690143,6.8798590140845075,6.456443661971832,80.38776408450707,64.49295774647888,9.353521126760565,31.834507042253517,8.841846274778883,2.3844901408450707,294,10,57,4,4,91,56,71,0.269,0.639,0.092,-0.93,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,3,6,2,0,2,0,4,3,1,0,1,8,11,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,4,4,2,4,7,0,8,0,1,2,0,3,2,2,2,6,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753311578146625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18740354644255694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21554813086197816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.526743600379315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494073967908529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21586117313861705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323078089732298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609043915553589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721447241786166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448467680614303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18535797563303955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19421111993858067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25017228813488185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065008625368316,0.1876254709876863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664665889912709,0.0,0.0
anxiety,woaini_dazhou,2019/03/05,"I put off going to the dentist for 6 years due to anxiety. Today, I finally went Hey all, so I’ve got such bad health anxiety plus a fear of going to any doctor/dentist, but I finally booked an appointment last week and went this afternoon. Here’s the damage: 

1.) 1 infected root canal
2.) Early stages of gum disease 
3.) 6 (yeah, 6!!) wisdom teeth that need to be removed 
4.) 3 cavities 

The purpose of making this post and telling you all is really just to encourage people to go and get regular check ups to avoid such problems like I now have. I know how daunting it can be. 

Wish me luck guys :( ",2.1066539343009936,4.094252117647058,4.197158135981667,84.23941940412531,78.24369747899159,8.024751718869366,25.94423223834989,8.841846274778883,2.156236974789916,458,18,92,11,11,157,89,119,0.189,0.6659999999999999,0.145,-0.4920000000000001,0,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,0,7,9,0,2,5,1,5,4,1,3,2,17,16,7,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,1,1,1,7,0,5,0,0,3,0,7,4,14,11,2,21,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,1,11,48,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424049134206495,0.0,0.2795260092289897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525446908257257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869985219947542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055853586031284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4002721249411161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545184662611957,0.0,0.3114934139625293,0.0,0.14611979389689878,0.0,0.0,0.18089914146321254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19419878410184985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040570854940753,0.14892275856217518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925671720126704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195192765332938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354678010231683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266593676839066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749735990609732,0.0,0.0,0.17481673007115867,0.0,0.18366134005446094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704062738117425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15968557309214826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17317576512191935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14654882751509646,0.0,0.0,0.3387246250151543,0.0,0.0,0.21009298410699412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176511303097212
anxiety,Santuii-,2019/03/05,phone calls make me anxious English is not my first language. I can understand  everything when having a face to face chat. But when it comes to making phone calls I get so anxious that I don’t even know what the other guy is saying. I just messed up a phone call and I feel terrible right now.,4.465677966101693,5.314048745762714,4.762500000000003,87.18917372881359,70.01694915254237,7.933898305084746,26.614406779661017,8.07648339933343,1.4535728813559323,232,7,48,3,4,73,46,59,0.168,0.8320000000000001,0.0,-0.8176,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,3,0,5,2,2,2,0,10,12,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,2,7,0,3,12,0,7,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,4,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4687113719649875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6354787217704343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17869693474651266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370165668544392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864396877579264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489126773944994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17645402868890162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838232128571383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054048147142981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400726279866236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27694452169390377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771583198604031,0.0,0.16496991562950292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159592959952471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,stargazer29,2019/03/05,"I have an assignment due at midnight that's stressing me out but every time I try to get back to working on it I start crying uncontrollably. Does anyone have any tips... I tried taking a break, eating, showering, napping, it's getting late and I still can't relax enough to keep working on it. ",2.4905263157894737,5.016770596491232,3.8483333333333327,84.3925,79.87719298245614,5.905263157894738,25.28947368421053,7.1686216300943375,1.3702421052631577,232,9,42,3,6,76,45,57,0.218,0.782,0.0,-0.9054,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,2,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,7,8,1,11,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,6,27,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16584210446675346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17052177650481087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875233986197225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678832033896674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21341503661123148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495431149973849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519861548965345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20547364666614773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548273103030428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21676566062240316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750995350692544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17261467046606982,0.0,0.19475741226160426,0.0,0.2793558688584669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833622580804267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422043946837687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311477205931803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3550851147882847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jellybean26,2019/03/05,"Can sertraline cause depression or apathy? Been taking it for a few months, and I don’t feel like myself. I’ve been taking it for anxiety, but I’m starting to feel apathetic and indifferent to things. I feel kinda numb, tbh. ",3.442209302325584,5.7867392093023255,5.616453488372091,73.9423546511628,75.51162790697674,9.881395348837213,24.703488372093023,10.125756701596842,2.9986790697674417,178,6,32,6,4,62,32,43,0.29,0.6709999999999999,0.039,-0.8485,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,0,9,11,4,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,3,1,4,9,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512162469418965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373453721101527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828404699982918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4981291652443257,0.2346007570472943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043399733359093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621165085106629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23243501802748054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4938144556011088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181666783561458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nessa212,2019/03/05,"Anyone with GAD and depression try Wellbutrin? Currently on buspar, thinking of asking to add wellbutrin. Anyone ever try this?",6.39533333333333,10.336329199999998,5.890000000000002,64.70833333333334,82.0,6.666666666666668,31.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,3.782166666666667,104,5,10,2,3,32,17,20,0.17600000000000002,0.8240000000000001,0.0,-0.6199,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5425364681954951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3626869958078298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341464005211103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509289025135969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24858688664990197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5267940507778605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zilla_darling,2019/03/05,"Twitter and anxiety I know that social media and anxiety generally go hand-in-hand, but for me, I really struggle with Twitter.

When I was studying public relations, my lecturer told me the importance of Twitter, how it’s used by journalists and the media, and if you want to work in media, you really should also use Twitter. So, in 2017 I started using the site. 

Fast-forward a few months to when I started dating my current partner, who’s a journalist, and I’ve become wrapped up in my ‘vanity metrics’ on Twitter. 

I wasn’t really worried about how many followers I had, but now I end up feeling dreadful about myself when we talk about the platform, verification (her account’s verified, mine isn’t; because I also work in media, I wanted to apply for verification, but they’d closed the request process), re-tweets, followers etc. 

I seem to have no issues with ‘vanity metrics’ on other social media platforms, but I think considering I see this as a ‘professional’ platform, it affects me more.

One of my tweets got used in a major media outlet, but I really didn’t want to know, because I don’t want to equate my self-worth with social media, particularly Twitter, where I feel so out of my depth.

But when my partner has a ‘Twitter success’ she’ll talk about it, and I instantly start hating on myself. When her account was verified, she sent me with a screenshot and ‘jelly?’ and said she wasn’t going to help me get my account verified, which did upset me, because it seems a little mean. Even though I was trying to be happy for her because she was excited. 

If she’s happy and excited about something, I want to be happy and excited for her. So I don’t know if it’s something I can talk to her about, and if I do, how I try and still celebrate her ‘successes’ without feeling like Twitter success equates to my own self-worth.

Since I’ve noticed the impact it’s had on my state of mind, I’ve been toying with the idea of deleting it, but I use it for work… so it’s confusing. 

Anyone else have relatable social media anxiety? How did you deal with it? 

Thanks in advance.",8.933236111111109,6.9016593624999985,9.478666666666664,66.68544444444447,61.625,12.18888888888889,40.47222222222222,10.864195022040775,4.4659055555555565,1635,73,286,33,18,556,175,400,0.078,0.7859999999999999,0.136,0.977,3,0,2,0,0,0,57.0,1,3,1,6,26,16,1,4,14,0,25,0,0,10,0,63,60,40,0,10,12,0,3,1,2,2,0,1,0,2,15,21,0,0,11,1,3,6,8,5,0,1,16,5,59,11,49,39,5,42,0,0,1,0,33,21,0,7,15,209,74,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13719225692598494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19685835022877365,0.0,0.0,0.05997752861077608,0.08788904799199426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20915634421068474,0.09473436137283052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884326976982691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165598243900326,0.0,0.07597328605350588,0.0,0.09566443712205,0.05665514114449149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011484045392244,0.06127936728741025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044815133315470296,0.0,0.09749850748165477,0.0,0.06860399536499542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27393480284601995,0.0,0.08468739021330045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057494760205949916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683220516415816,0.0,0.08952928426625686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142299096321467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04190648816197375,0.08597145508327772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696478566073766,0.0,0.09343669788431944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661068710902822,0.0,0.06846667504095234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765809952494026,0.0,0.0,0.058124963021448775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198047080203184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159391772256526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835345493277098,0.1561769845564425,0.17896899981615866,0.0,0.0,0.07095592341264087,0.0,0.0,0.34975688905733776,0.0,0.13207121383628914,0.0,0.0,0.18214098308246804,0.0,0.06850191515422972,0.0,0.0,0.08967312702737251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20683379239359434,0.0,0.07897227390284924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0549626724850348,0.0842758264115796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196394895792544,0.0,0.11647440164752453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3704205164093036,0.0,0.0,0.2529685639044825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268631968677834,0.0,0.1873408317811614,0.08711107873183503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gofixyourselfkid,2019/03/05,"My thoughts on driving. Why is this person tailgating me OMG THEY'RE GONNA HIT ME ok they didnt but why are they so close we are all in traffic just give me some space HOLY COW SEMI TRUCK PLEASE DONT CHANGE LANES NOW IM GONNA DIE its fine I can always go on the shoulder BUT WHAT IF A TIRE BLOWS RIGHT NEXT TO MY FACE someone just honked at me what did I do Im not a bad driver I just dont know this intersection WTF WHY ARE THERE 3 ROTARIES SMOOSHED TOGETHER give me some time I can do this breathe, breath NOW THE LIGHT TURNED YELLOW DO I SPEED UP OR STOP OMG IM SPED THROUGH IM GONNA GET PULLED OVER ARE THOSE SIRENS I HEAR no its just the brakes squeaking etc etc

It doesn't help that I live in Boston either.... I hate driving. ",-1.1174509803921566,0.5721085947712439,-0.18139215686274213,105.44673529411766,110.11111111111113,2.8243137254901964,14.903921568627453,4.935628992294339,-1.277966274509804,577,15,136,3,30,174,105,153,0.16399999999999998,0.7659999999999999,0.07,-0.9626,0,0,0,0,1,0,7.0,1,0,2,0,8,4,1,0,5,1,15,5,4,0,1,19,28,5,1,1,10,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,10,2,0,2,2,0,0,4,6,2,0,0,3,3,18,2,9,21,6,22,0,0,1,0,8,11,0,4,7,77,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038265483215752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107644626708856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14033530116361315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767877322778774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109499868608848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29589900597917385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930868878658412,0.2545166015422439,0.07539298906726392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097298921602135,0.0,0.0,0.1495159818356457,0.0,0.08891832171785308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5731765861666109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290574517123158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714005123428604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410840188375118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583244879562254,0.0,0.1456194019104659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132897940503631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124012751870361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090860257797308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531617953281296,0.07735434733036316,0.15247164607712302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14429455779339725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35911149442916296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Roseemacculate02,2019/03/05,"Anti anxiety meds that dont make you dizzy? I recently started buspirone 5mg and it makes me so dizzy. I cant do my job or have any energy do anything I want to. The anxiety I THINK is better, but if I cant function cause I'm so tired all the time it's not really worth it. Any one tried any meds that dont make you extra tired and dizzy? ",-0.3189473684210533,1.5094910526315817,2.5544736842105285,93.66881578947368,85.84210526315789,6.43157894736842,18.71052631578948,7.6454224807358475,0.42734736842105203,264,7,64,5,8,93,49,76,0.22,0.662,0.119,-0.8988,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,8,2,0,4,1,13,15,7,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,9,1,1,15,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,36,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35178921827111537,0.0,0.26382766522918377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419009579801855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15250651308808846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17714029841445073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4041897582728107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711171145095874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34530910842667395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38307726654709856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684777354626065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046755736292913,0.0,0.17026073402312128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220517957540316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049066656023072,0.0,0.0,0.10054940109323264,0.3963819287694087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170734035789751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170780997667456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hung1one,2019/03/05,does anyone have any advice I'm in the process of being diagnosed with an anxiety disorder. it turns out that I shouldn't be feeling like garbage all the time. who knew. does anyone have any advice on how to NOT feel like shit all the time?,3.311875000000001,5.130496437500003,3.84,88.905,74.20833333333334,7.3000000000000025,24.5,8.07648339933343,1.3051499999999998,191,6,39,3,4,60,37,48,0.192,0.7509999999999999,0.056,-0.6207,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,4,0,5,2,1,1,2,10,10,1,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,1,2,6,6,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,4,23,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4241347031210365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951591878480048,0.0,0.16601807706810054,0.0,0.0,0.3034878821960975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22026857055247576,0.0,0.0,0.2487212813487561,0.0,0.3798276021838065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21946151214900864,0.3100752203556378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21204793923883355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227657256250145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530897312129361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23605312505226025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chiquitaboonieta,2019/03/05,Anxious to interact over the phone I don't know if this is exactly from anxiety but for the past two years I have been really anxious about any online interaction and phone calls.I'm turning 15 pretty soon and for around the past 2 years I have been really nervous to interact on phone. It has gotten to the point where I am scared to ask people for there phone numbers even if I am close friends with them.I get really anxious when I send or receive a text message.I don't know what to do anymore as I have friends and plenty of people to talk to that I appreciate but when I get home I am scared to say anything to them over the phone.I am starting to feel like this may just be some sort of phase but I just am hoping that somebody can help me overcome this fear and I have no idea where else I should post this.,4.373506493506493,4.941358904761909,4.975887445887448,86.59032467532471,70.07142857142857,8.251948051948053,27.772727272727273,8.296473431620573,1.6309214285714284,648,21,139,9,11,208,95,168,0.14800000000000002,0.708,0.14400000000000002,0.2974,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,11,8,0,4,6,0,20,0,0,0,1,25,30,13,0,4,8,0,1,1,2,2,0,1,1,0,8,7,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,4,0,1,3,2,15,4,23,24,1,19,0,0,0,0,16,8,0,7,9,94,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679063553940284,0.0,0.10888358453354942,0.4823839143413469,0.1411550906193539,0.0,0.0,0.11712710219533162,0.12670564928619307,0.1330611993985636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890011592850405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400893855247937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16016306199245994,0.0719673319072812,0.10168200374198663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21993068837017954,0.0,0.14872518288606698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540213421242537,0.0,0.14277059332324285,0.14136778363595814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606754946027259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564438813353405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06953622197360344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717439837115456,0.19735016439030226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454973849384702,0.0,0.1363147044315832,0.1448028054491016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735445566686697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318811306881887,0.28499830862828845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074331673224067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440106397473407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548163359673972,0.13903767483464266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18331427301352693
anxiety,mahlinia,2019/03/05,Everything that I say is Stupid I want to speak more in class but I feel dumb all the time and I’m constantly wondering why I said what I said. Everything I say is stupid and that’s why I keep quiet. I had a confident day and everything just crashed down. How do I let go of this so it doesn’t sit down inside me and I dwell on it for too long? Any advice is appreciated... ,-0.3562499999999993,1.8152458750000025,2.1325000000000003,94.0225,90.25,6.7,18.0,7.908726449838941,0.591475,290,8,70,7,10,99,56,80,0.14300000000000002,0.765,0.092,-0.7227,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,3,1,2,0,7,0,0,1,1,12,15,7,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,6,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,3,7,11,0,7,11,2,10,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,1,4,44,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19647016746104876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672537200431786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21727074121648712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12966486402547622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5420900819159026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166025021269268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426509033908955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17870833032211805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20559397968207807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17792875042712253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825017067648314,0.3197765316769927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723771129354467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858838275215353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3628445903738188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180372894228711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kobebear12,2019/03/05,I feel so depressed and stressed. At a loss I just feel so depressed anxious and insecure extra today. I can’t control it. My friends and family are sick of hearing me vent so I have no one to turn to. I don’t know what to do :(,-0.5252380952380946,1.5757316122448977,2.0439795918367345,94.95399659863949,90.0204081632653,4.899319727891157,24.493197278911573,6.42735559955562,0.7284258503401357,175,8,40,2,6,60,35,49,0.425,0.525,0.051,-0.9675,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,4,6,0,2,1,0,5,1,0,1,0,8,10,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,0,3,7,1,5,10,1,2,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308211621740674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059934859568878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4699630141683713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571926494002927,0.0,0.2758943748335258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21078188591447106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30749063855807424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14993603935863434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848714982750569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125171024974938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586037060084562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967523951059572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xz03yx,2019/03/05,"It's going to be a tough couple of nights. I have a very important hospital appointment tomorrow. I'm having to travel a very long way, so I've had to leave my dog with family.

This has made my anxiety and depression explode. My dog usually helps me cope with stressful situations, but I can't take him with me.

It's so stupid. I'm sat here basically crying because I miss him and I know I have to go 2 nights without him. 

Does that sound as pathetic as I feel?",1.8449356725146195,3.8634106631578926,4.4256140350877216,82.13374269005851,79.21052631578948,8.853801169590644,25.292397660818715,9.444778638647367,2.4602046783625733,363,14,75,11,9,128,65,95,0.262,0.703,0.035,-0.9683,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,1,3,0,7,0,0,1,0,10,17,7,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,1,0,3,2,5,0,0,3,2,14,0,11,13,0,9,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,45,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15936850917579226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699334847662813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305083073130802,0.2288358827611617,0.0,0.0,0.1794305288249677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18230713116565828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19639082949304493,0.0,0.10533567979559748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367924718381343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396362543238863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449029826165212,0.0,0.0,0.2205867241744167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18436159504043906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19712271411774493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3909989151585388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341666961239272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386362640353745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566349202263304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22944120974112198,0.3437808652949424,0.0,0.16535915973616422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20081843847214265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,santoniusmurillo,2019/03/05,"How to fix anxiety nausea? I haven't been diagnosed with GAD but I was diagnosed with bipolar last year and have a big problem with anxiety.

One thing that really sucks in particular is anxiety nausea. It lasts for hours and makes it hard to do what I need to do. I try eating something small and plain like a rice cake or drinking some water but it doesn't do much. Even when I feel calm, the nausea sticks around.

Anyone know a good technique for reducing this? ",2.828666666666667,5.282525422222225,3.7811111111111115,85.76500000000001,78.1111111111111,7.555555555555558,23.333333333333336,8.515128840125781,1.6666666666666674,368,12,71,8,9,118,65,90,0.153,0.742,0.105,-0.3817,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,4,0,9,6,0,2,0,17,14,8,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,7,3,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,2,5,3,10,12,2,9,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,2,6,47,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4658251627882807,0.0,0.0,0.14192459703276453,0.0,0.0,0.18069047462567545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4120300011773606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19883788704599745,0.0,0.20769374307630134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406284425200013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263008345032934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17024550918039502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18182542113545705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19988914744008168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115495612469342,0.3309028663269521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991631629913116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548715724915852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14920972479063166,0.1505031335921047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13754087814950924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942193309503472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13003076041250586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562598046093523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484734061771014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378064660327406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070902198551065
anxiety,alk-e,2019/03/05,"Dear anxiety, please take the night off. 

Im having my first date kinda thing in like 5 years this Friday. I’m so nervous already that I want to figure someway out of it. We matched online and have talked over the chat for a while, but now that we’re supposed to meet in person I’m freaking out. I just keep trying to tell myself it’s going to be fine and I’m not going to make a fool of myself. I shouldn’t feel so overwhelmed we just gonna hang out at a bar. 
It will be our first time meeting, it’s not like an arranged marriage, why do I feel so anxious. Why can i think about it so rational in my head, but still be a nervous mess over it. I’m so conflicted. At worst I should think of it as spending a couple hours with someone and having some drinks, and if we end up not liking each other, then we never see each other again. But some how I imagine it as, I walk in, blurt out something stupid, and then the whole bar carries me out and banishes me to a cage to live alone forever. 
I don’t know, I guess I am just needing to vent. I’m gonna go no matter what, I’ve promised myself that I’ll go no matter how nervous I feel. It’s been a long time since I’ve gone and done anything with someone that I haven’t been friends with for like 10 years. I just really wanna go out and have a fun time with someone new. Whether we become friends, something more, or even just an interesting night. I’m not even hoping for one of those more than the other, I just would like to break out of my shell a bit and live life a little again. I’m so sick of this anxiety controlling my decisions. Wish me luck I guess. ",2.9671871945259056,3.704998733137831,4.104329178885634,90.94316043499514,73.39882697947212,6.856353861192571,24.765518084066468,6.816661863887847,0.7139471163245354,1252,36,284,10,24,409,168,341,0.157,0.7120000000000001,0.131,-0.9404,0,1,3,0,0,0,34.0,6,0,0,3,21,23,1,4,16,0,19,6,1,4,1,75,50,28,0,9,16,0,3,5,2,6,2,0,0,1,21,27,3,3,9,4,1,8,10,9,0,3,4,4,32,14,44,37,9,49,0,1,1,0,15,18,0,9,27,188,53,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099344871984638,0.11713394408004354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16240168087851362,0.11991394119599573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734851242470949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722911046969248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588314263070434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905094517255095,0.0,0.11744772150316217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862346328691466,0.0,0.10398195393304246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401320296508883,0.0,0.0,0.14021589851152802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610107123147173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18057422358916506,0.0,0.0,0.1640151434263284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30162401315018084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338619619913953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893566915522856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054262025947339,0.10453170886905228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465510540313675,0.0,0.0,0.09434679238456004,0.0,0.0,0.0583346640378781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497354275556034,0.2592860847397771,0.10638544514523116,0.1874564348278088,0.09393522308408173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085279145187172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870537218257867,0.08186577528923085,0.1025157624688616,0.0,0.19922028941545555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192678150087177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268195488993744,0.0,0.11651563080375375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06799937748264179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458403691310529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780446359355643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698096265279859,0.16343162810533354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847677491316661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980803252971602,0.08531554670696302,0.09277564386135156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051820037124196,0.13602720514682362,0.0,0.0,0.18568248028140305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206567025818868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06260722992918824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19155919130437135,0.11850740244479124,0.12206182120178947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540255381436052,0.0,0.0,0.13670814656752306
anxiety,jennydaigle,2019/03/05,"I didn’t let my anxiety win The past 2 1/2 years in college have brought with it so much self doubt. In my program, I’ve always felt I was catching up instead of keeping up. There were always people sharing their fancy summer internships on group me, and offers awaiting their graduation,side projects, and contests they’ve won. And I was there just doing my best to pass my classes. I didn’t think I was capable of landing an internship, so when a recruiter reached out to me through LinkedIn, my thought process was more ‘what have I got to lose’ than ‘I’ve got this’.
The first phone interview went alright and they scheduled a second, then a third, then brought me on-site to meet with 3 different office heads. The on-site one was yesterday and it couldn’t have gone better (I was going in thinking I’d walk out crying and embarrassed). One even said that I’m more than qualified for this internship. I never thought I’d get this far, let alone it go so well. 
My self doubt and anxiety didn’t win this one. There were so many moments when I could’ve avoided the interview call, or hung up, or ignored an email. Which is something I’ve done in the past when opportunities like this one come up. Honestly, this one was different because of my “what have I got to lose” mentality. I didn’t overthink it, I was nervous as hell, but managed to not overthink it somehow. 
Anyways, the people around me are proud of me, but don’t understand quite how monumental this is for me. But, I know this community will.",5.122010309278352,6.230663151202747,5.3312353951890055,82.75540979381445,68.69072164948454,8.569140893470793,33.10670103092784,8.841846274778883,2.687450721649484,1191,54,232,20,20,376,154,291,0.07,0.825,0.106,0.8817,2,2,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,3,11,18,21,1,5,11,1,28,1,1,1,1,36,50,23,0,1,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,17,13,0,3,7,0,0,10,8,9,1,8,27,2,29,12,30,19,4,38,1,2,0,0,15,14,1,5,15,160,46,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057130572421793,0.0,0.0,0.19373397429204772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17811501389896653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363443938941094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096578284496735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122170841213376,0.10296001245650654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887319894363076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028160918854308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294827063329696,0.0,0.12787691448386154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432587522936764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913343241549193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689131226086074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177709634109977,0.0,0.0,0.09902292935144896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060822272086193015,0.0,0.13232317548411382,0.0,0.2793242302494233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947584606708254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347540829623354,0.0,0.0,0.06397889134947295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380853869822942,0.0,0.05687471254904256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604782398132739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180270025783663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731940074930575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557875677818451,0.0,0.08978677821936397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3944306369685698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22226345524484847,0.1614156414115445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382216975447112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110737759706433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428934245310968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962230733710201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918865004536774,0.0,0.18484174030033035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119259769256292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046714779380889,0.10791829615231276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496773830866764
anxiety,Ninetails42,2019/03/05,"Looking for Help Conquering My Phone Anxiety Hello! For the past several years I have had an extreme anxiety to making and answering phone calls. 

It doesn’t matter who it is, work or family related, I get extremely anxious whenever I hear the phone ring. If I have to make a phone call, not even a bad one, I will start shaking and my entire body will go extremely tense, like being in the freezing cold wearing a thin shirt. 

I work in an industry where it is extremely important and I have burned soooo many bridges from not being able to just call somebody. Right now i have a phone call i am supposed to make that could change my career forever (in a good way) but I am just so scared. 

When I do finally make the call I am extremely awkward. I’ll either be silent or start talking so fast that I completely run out of breath and my words start quivering very obviously. I will practice the phone call over and over before I make it, but it doesn’t seem to help. 

Does anybody have any advice for helping me conquer this? I would love to be able to make phone calls without shutting down lol",5.88977248104009,6.271667713615027,6.2009389671361514,79.78771397616471,66.69953051643192,10.121921271217047,32.816540267244484,10.035473477838034,3.1426297580353912,865,35,168,19,13,278,122,213,0.09,0.8029999999999999,0.106,0.6663,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,4,8,7,0,3,12,1,23,5,4,6,1,30,38,13,0,3,11,0,2,1,0,4,0,2,0,0,9,6,0,0,2,0,0,3,5,4,0,1,1,6,21,3,20,28,1,24,0,0,1,1,22,11,0,4,10,107,30,3,0.1906852688786025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931677189199014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06483626085697054,0.0,0.1458737087635982,0.10771003871447137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960711729231547,0.0,0.0,0.08112955959100512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059041734036946,0.0,0.0,0.6814884279567605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085986525460433,0.0,0.09996493824007753,0.0,0.0,0.07612333549900893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343498190050798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06297291084935748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988055047220557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444319571710076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0498125913724173,0.0,0.05418541632372777,0.07996887826703362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745807830469924,0.0,0.1917184743845527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0465795952445564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006380027293314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605045000644637,0.0,0.38185169301553945,0.09666246670324606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460663658284399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101533281627022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142208886785922,0.0,0.0,0.09545460973079747,0.0,0.0,0.0867963535746179,0.0,0.10771003871447137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024520221459513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663279804750621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786676585008641,0.0,0.0756785453835774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190689728964226,0.0,0.13882114679421406,0.0,0.0,0.06772867199185999,0.0,0.0,0.061397530647851126
anxiety,lilaccowgirl,2019/03/05,"Very bad bout of insomnia. Xanax dependence or something else? I usually take Xanax three to four times a week (four times maximum). And I take it at a 0.5mg dose. I never take it more than three days in a row. I’ll take it the night before I have a really long day. 

I’ve been on and off xanax and it’s never given me issues sleeping.

 I don’t think it’s the xanax but I’m extremely perplexed. I’ve never had insomnia this bad. 

I didn’t sleep for one day, I was beyond exhausted. The funny thing is, I did not pass out due to exhaustion. I lied awake in bed until the wee hours of the morning and then fell asleep. Same thing happened on the third day. I was really tired but only slept for a couple hours in the morning. I did not take Xanax during this period. 

The past two nights, I also couldn’t sleep until I took 0.25mg xanax. I’ve been sleeping a couple hours per day. I feel fine now. I don’t feel tired. My brain is functioning optimally (thank God). My body is so bizarre and unpredictable. 

What’s the reason behind the insomnia? Any tips? 

I’m also nearing that time of the month and I have restless leg syndrome (RLS). 

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anxiety,tulipoblastoma,2019/03/05,"Anxiety Around Mom So my anxiety has been getting worse recently and it spikes whenever I'm at home when my mom is home. I'm currently in debt/in school and have no means of supporting myself independent of my parents. My parents have cosigned my loan for medical school, and in the past have used it as leverage with regards to my life decisions (i.e., moving out, where I go to school, etc.). My parents very much fit the bill for those described in /r/raisedbynarcissists. 

I have resorted to drinking as a way of self-medication - I don't get drunk, but I'll drink a glass of wine over the course of the day to calm my nerves. It works like a charm. I realize this isn't ideal, but my anxiety seems to only be increasing. I can/do abstain from alcohol most of the time (I drink perhaps once-twice a week). But the days it gets really bad, I feel like killing myself just to get out of my own head. 

I'm posting for support - I have very limited social supports and those I do have, I feel bad burdening about anxiety continuously... that said, I know its getting worse. My anxiety is constant, every day, and seems to only be increasing. I never previously had blatant intrusive thoughts about suicide but now I do (in the past I've been suicidal but in a ""rational"" sense, where I weighed my options. Presently, I'll have thoughts while driving of crashing at that exact second just to end it). Being around my mom \*definitely\* makes it worse, which makes me feel terrible because I just want to get along with her. I end up being irritable, anticipating an argument, and it just makes matters worse (unless of course I've had something to drink). Has anyone experienced anything like this? ",4.7179245283018885,6.575922213836481,5.549416352201259,77.93174716981135,70.57232704402516,9.238943396226416,32.21685534591195,9.692545771848811,3.2692053836477983,1336,62,245,33,25,436,165,318,0.217,0.696,0.087,-0.9945,5,0,7,0,0,2,60.0,0,0,0,3,13,14,1,0,13,0,23,11,1,5,3,49,51,17,3,2,10,6,3,3,0,0,3,1,2,0,15,13,8,2,11,6,2,5,4,5,0,1,7,5,33,9,44,40,6,41,0,0,0,0,9,16,0,4,21,156,48,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199340063678548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934638759310723,0.0,0.0,0.05364640512662122,0.0,0.06313637364909838,0.13659921686517315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12812076084340798,0.04676954117743301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291015153069144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14843968586428727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30063676250645605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135907356532686,0.0,0.08556626571535009,0.0,0.0,0.06464231559061548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11638014445834778,0.05481082397937926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405071552628101,0.0,0.04360336740068694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873978526454506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15391856124173806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488247322743278,0.0,0.04216487543007338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0541916224765914,0.1124487367240711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15363930733369535,0.0,0.0,0.08357368275249867,0.08522179758846353,0.07729020622168331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26957064660380475,0.0,0.08154425444932807,0.05640012733734912,0.0,0.059173396709980584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670237919238716,0.0,0.0,0.25557495765665417,0.0,0.14648129571151014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347928832479791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049150626444276695,0.0,0.07575456483214567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07298100584335325,0.0,0.0,0.23294288030223026,0.0,0.13969121401016946,0.08003867191285738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820929021584218,0.0,0.05906500323650559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678447046703455,0.2611925648848054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181875599358305,0.04473771458612601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662639143385292,0.0,0.12660878328115302,0.04525312855615457,0.06089903229671576,0.06154244759456772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05585515326198732,0.0,0.31274858136703365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sbear214,2019/03/05,"Shutting down? Does anyone else shut down really bad when you’re having an anxiety attack? My anxiety stems from when (at least this Time around) people people get extremely angry around/at me. It causes me to go into a mode of extreme panic and then just shut down because I don’t know what I did, but I feel like it’s my fault. I lose my ability to talk, I just stare into the void and I can’t feel any emotion other than “what the fuck”. It’s hard for me to express emotion. Sometimes it lasts minutes, sometimes it lasts hours.

Does anyone else experience this kind of feeling when they get panicky and do you have any tips on how to stop it? ",2.981543340380547,4.831011720930231,4.0766596194503215,86.72251585623683,75.2015503875969,6.551374207188162,24.13037350246653,7.348242739294969,1.059598449612403,508,16,100,6,11,165,82,129,0.226,0.721,0.054000000000000006,-0.9687,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,1,7,8,2,1,4,0,6,1,0,2,0,16,14,9,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,1,5,14,2,17,13,1,21,0,1,1,1,4,11,1,0,10,64,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19138536409570087,0.0,0.21529690712191965,0.0,0.0,0.19678580652093344,0.28836328528471905,0.0,0.2505367041602738,0.0,0.16008639834858615,0.0,0.0,0.11749318148689157,0.08578004303822423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455556941746553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462855534586275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23510272301842755,0.3165763514356493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764865419907465,0.0,0.0,0.21345289154234454,0.10052856456458703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009100231080786,0.1470381050719633,0.0,0.07997296184823763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605518314731945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13857832932475173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653555565862808,0.07733462287712731,0.22940698367882306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874743143328099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157426817023326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16510159215906836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951115046186908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014719292948907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27834628514839804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176460776040628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131033449657786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205346868960478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawaysam1019,2019/03/05,"Eating with others - help I am a 28 year old male. I have suffered with anxiety pretty much my whole life. Recently, I have had trouble eating around others. Whether it’s eating in a public restaurant or eating at someone’s house, the whole situation gives me anxiety. 

I have no problem going out to eat in public by myself or eating alone at home, I can usually finish the meal.  I am also usually fine with family or close friends. However, as soon as you add a co worker, someone I am not close with, or a stranger into the mix, I am very anxious and tend to overthink the whole situation. This anxiety is due to my overthinking that “what if I get sick and vomit” or “ what if I order a meal and am not able to eat it or finish it” or “what if I’m only able to pick at the meal”. If there is a bathroom nearby where I can “escape,” sometimes I feel better and am able to calm down. However if there isn’t, I tend to get more anxious. 

There are many times Ill sit and overthink the whole situation and scare myself beforehand and think of everything “bad” that could happen. In reality, it’s not even that bad. Therefore, sometimes I can calm myself down or sometimes I can. 

Has anyone experienced any similar situations? How did you deal with it? Any techniques you’ve used? Any advice?",4.083147368421051,5.587563740000004,5.495178947368419,79.10053684210527,71.6,8.303157894736843,27.957894736842107,8.841846274778883,2.269199999999999,1005,37,187,19,19,338,128,250,0.153,0.77,0.077,-0.9568,2,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,0,2,9,11,0,1,12,0,21,14,0,4,0,43,32,25,0,7,17,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,1,1,14,18,10,0,2,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,2,2,23,5,27,29,6,27,0,1,0,0,9,14,0,13,10,136,37,1,0.2372442736512301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727745281664768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190450612444462,0.0,0.06324138664163115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613342415356316,0.0,0.18149121997705814,0.17867900021879518,0.0,0.05529557078035294,0.0,0.0,0.07039923408549828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205937253256428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994109353103745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06314008258942068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152947625777343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5664402801004625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05223253508086784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710732851862171,0.0,0.07455092899957777,0.0,0.03998594438362995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061098112437691414,0.0,0.08263356072431796,0.07586210840623735,0.04494379600414194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993144255951231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053006611911253707,0.0,0.07932511672929554,0.0,0.0,0.0912493462558694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05585754887552622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017615217372524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05813394626988176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298265213818,0.0,0.0,0.06014498691605681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045423905308847,0.0,0.07567024311507056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808336628938575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917430184101612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35556333830585185,0.0,0.0,0.13401086878527985,0.0,0.23464065296143596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05067218368393312,0.0,0.0,0.04611301461131407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830095990292423,0.17419403320554114,0.06525045733086103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3531663454001925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05092584462411369
anxiety,mindsaramblin,2019/03/05,"First Doctor's Appointment Tomorrow (Need Help) Hi everyone,

This is my first post official post here. Tomorrow I have an appointment with a psychiatrist in order to get my medication back on track, and I'm absolutely terrified. A few years ago I was diagnosed with panic disorder and agoraphobia. I was seeing a doctor who was able to come see me in my house, but this doctor is now no longer in practice. I am unable to find another doctor who is able to come see me, and I have been spreading my anxiety medication incredibly thin until I could see someone else. However, I will have to go to their office, up three stories, and sit in an office, and it's all sounding incredibly overwhelming. I don't have any family where I live, so I will have to do this alone and it's sounding pretty impossible. I know that there are good things that will come out of this, but right now I can't seem to get past how anxious it is making me. To me, such a simple task seems like climbing Mt. Everest, and I thought that maybe some of you might be able to relate. I'm feeling pretty hopeless, so I hope that I can speak with some of you about this.

Thanks so much.",6.972551622418884,6.329713261061947,7.6797787610619475,73.54660029498525,64.61946902654867,11.427138643067849,33.435103244837755,10.864195022040775,3.490393510324484,911,33,177,22,12,305,127,226,0.09,0.797,0.113,0.8566,1,1,0,0,0,1,27.0,0,2,1,3,12,7,0,2,6,0,25,7,0,2,1,31,46,14,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,4,7,3,0,0,15,14,0,0,6,0,0,5,3,3,0,3,5,9,26,4,25,35,5,30,0,2,4,0,8,10,0,6,12,126,41,4,0.31787710861853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939262923943668,0.0,0.0,0.1097416059362584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07205577811037467,0.11110728820073623,0.08105837267508932,0.11970355087241916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814759583815753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738229823120965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845996684453849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754619132907936,0.0,0.0,0.12143823535266712,0.433814253703291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851517838370182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124839986974184,0.0,0.0,0.09988874922245454,0.0,0.05357607241865555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684463948265233,0.18025740413555028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071844623957153,0.0,0.060218962102917786,0.08887341237731852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102210844837603,0.0,0.0,0.1052412311672574,0.0,0.12226250144940624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058232315230723135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05176623289268508,0.0,0.09356377022958798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072847945302334,0.0,0.10645009373155663,0.0,0.0,0.21348516304348195,0.0,0.11240579284710896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789208341450385,0.0785672827448073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432009883822287,0.0,0.0,0.10114988957365204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20295893380522095,0.21559686556562907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048843796973707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377425331746358,0.19292225403803206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977874752742447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755284449316798,0.0,0.0,0.07039447541611023,0.0,0.0,0.08411963900850691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823414531331444
anxiety,Throaway_0473623,2019/03/05,"Never kept a job past probation period - social anxiety disorder I feel like I'm stuck in a never ending cycle that feels like it will never change.

I've never kept a job longer than 6 months and I'm 27.

At the moment I've just been temping - I saw on the rota that I hadn't been put on any shifts for the next 3 weeks, but another girl in the same position was put on for pretty much every day. I asked the agency why this was and they told me they get on with the other girl better. Obviously it's never good to compare yourself to others, but this just felt like a familiar punch in the gut.

As I have said, I haven't been kept on at other places after max 6 months probation.

I feel like I have done the jobs themselves fine/well, but I am shy/awkward even though I make a concerted effort to be as friendly as possible and chat to people (but sometimes experience panic attacks and shaking which I try to hide from others).

I'm currently trying CBT for the second time.

Every time this happens I feel extremely depressed and defeated, and sometimes feel like 'what's the point?'

Not sure what I'm trying to achieve in writing this, guess it's just good to get it out. Or to know if anyone else has experienced something similar and things have eventually worked out for them.",5.291870078740158,5.785387271653542,6.1642421259842575,79.1431348425197,68.01574803149607,9.18464566929134,28.4734251968504,9.188382445141503,2.274142519685039,1013,32,195,18,16,335,143,254,0.134,0.767,0.098,-0.8174,4,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,3,5,5,15,1,2,15,0,15,1,1,1,7,41,39,17,0,1,10,0,6,5,1,1,0,2,0,2,18,10,0,3,7,2,0,3,8,5,0,1,15,10,16,10,32,22,2,36,0,2,1,0,12,15,0,3,23,123,34,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06736960476926251,0.10388138591192883,0.07578671237156615,0.0,0.0,0.06927061571378355,0.10150682447108818,0.0,0.0,0.09261516223804482,0.11270409768937215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761755316416257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480075762347496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06389063356566058,0.0,0.08532708217616564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354045621509876,0.0,0.0,0.10138091089201197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275856204975418,0.0,0.0877448008382962,0.0,0.0,0.06543344818187663,0.0,0.1669380452076032,0.0,0.0,0.09690746702841374,0.0,0.0,0.2504586667848727,0.2830966597571564,0.09512077016637076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653965422150305,0.0,0.10351783242699883,0.0,0.0,0.16618699633454004,0.0,0.0,0.10913451851123614,0.0,0.0876054630685121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29492896875522795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054445155749807565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24199798696446675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06612862745555481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815018877287276,0.0,0.07282634386726584,0.0,0.3820365609122869,0.0,0.10535989120440613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623489667653493,0.0,0.0,0.09457157027148023,0.06868124432714967,0.0,0.10350492464607372,0.0,0.09365123654393176,0.1116842310187504,0.0,0.10078772309140448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19918130968744616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942363089986738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098730147905048,0.0,0.07626734972590048,0.1959614760307708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337037264999952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06581634549082872,0.0,0.09733376016879072,0.0,0.11553463937402313,0.0,0.0,0.09466367391517563,0.0,0.20178190992273407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946633567238735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939341794358822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07212264918988234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AnotherXRoadDeal,2019/03/05,"I’m trying to take control So I use reddit as my only form of social media, and lately I’ve had this anxious building feeling of intolerance for how much unrelenting negativity there is- whether it’s in the comments or the content of the post themselves. I’ve wanted to lash out and say “just shut the fuck up, stop being mean and let people enjoy things” but that would make me a hypocrite, so instead I’ve been going through and weeding out all subs that are negative. After less than 24 hours my feed is almost all positive and that horrible weight on my chest from the constant bombardment of negativity is starting to vanish. I’ve still got weeding to do, but I’m making progress. I’ve had GAD forever and I’m really trying to take responsibility for my mental health.   

This is probably sounding like a snotty PSA but I think I came here to say this because if you’re feeling similar maybe try it, it’s at least working for me. ",6.287825213460572,6.732612127071827,7.1908086388749375,72.81540431943749,65.85082872928177,9.45474635861376,34.134103465595174,9.339509955726095,3.1562,749,32,133,13,11,251,120,181,0.115,0.7979999999999999,0.087,-0.7463,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,8,3,1,0,7,0,12,5,1,5,2,31,30,16,0,3,7,0,3,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,10,9,2,2,4,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,5,6,9,2,24,22,6,17,0,0,0,1,4,7,1,3,8,91,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15984647832399587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18033656672797946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730902227067437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825742989693327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17250341950452835,0.1790387214698242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614275414276969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14757544753662336,0.0,0.0,0.09072145979309183,0.0,0.12767076682321452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967932284323642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15720348529652908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800696964410896,0.0,0.0,0.16323258403838756,0.0,0.07798719957988129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131086515226763,0.0,0.16036988286070686,0.17388396703214198,0.0,0.0,0.16086958704079124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734648467723548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140587794938874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066740628554253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152881502020831,0.0,0.1721082377944393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226312430859358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25388851201375423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16272277580219635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298700052066267,0.0,0.1274807974385366,0.13345790442807198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24004392550487674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605113984202996,0.10228451718422818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32513506162066785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378691463242596,0.0,0.0,0.09415396396091452,0.0,0.0,0.1943864471001025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621260794675538,0.0,0.0,0.1133966371364463,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SakeM99,2019/03/05,"It bugs me a lot when I don't know my sickness exactly Currently I have issues with my lung. (right now coughing up mucus with blood) my doctor is quite sure it's just acute bronchitis (getting antibiotics now) but you know how the mind will wander in this kind of scenarios...  way too many symptoms are overlapping... I don't smoke and I'm rather young in comparison for other lung issues but yeah... I had pneumonia before and of course nobody wants cancer... 
But yeah: the underlying problem: no peace of mind until everything makes sense to me, and I'm back in control (I can influence it) ",2.3077992277992294,5.152246864864871,3.5543951093951094,83.70101351351354,84.85585585585585,7.135392535392535,23.24388674388675,8.192908349453996,1.8800265122265127,466,17,84,11,14,151,81,111,0.057,0.8590000000000001,0.084,0.4582,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,2,8,3,0,0,3,2,8,8,3,4,2,23,15,9,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,11,2,13,13,1,15,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,1,7,56,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591326960958633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17610022590237195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321133647623672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21182331931989487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859943915007901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812345879463876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4320065639494366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155078250831761,0.2274699311708793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17594250697589042,0.0,0.0,0.1381415309459642,0.20981603140132676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41792342746755423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19802434608206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201180720499505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17673519140689045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19504905392955746,0.21510153379712652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206517786358267,0.16426822732917268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PBNCLB,2019/03/05,"Continuous anxiety? Hey guys I woke up this morning and randomly out of nowhere I started to feel slightly anxious... as time carried on it got worse and it’s been 2 hours now of continuous anxiousness... my stomach feels queasy, I feel like I can barely breathe, I CANT stop thinking about it. Should I be worried or go to the doctor ? I don’t really know what to do. 

Right now I’m laying in bed trying to just relax but it’s like non stop bad thoughts. I have no motivation to get up and go anywhere or do anything. Any advice is helpful",1.6042211838006215,4.07068910280374,3.4370327102803766,86.30234034267914,83.2056074766355,6.183489096573209,27.6082554517134,7.492282038375204,1.7695115264797503,422,20,83,7,12,141,78,107,0.112,0.733,0.155,0.5871,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,0,10,3,2,1,0,19,23,7,0,1,4,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,6,4,0,2,7,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,4,3,9,3,14,17,0,17,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,3,11,50,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18964699406464924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197706373478052,0.0,0.14846617852618216,0.43849705261857896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15970647310411082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620437923742565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986430960552352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943891347655042,0.13864659751173233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139572300220506,0.0,0.220593601454838,0.0,0.1552188110633681,0.0,0.0,0.1921639013542287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008379867762804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911239251545567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665806657249097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18962963406826966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432885746495788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16573824693002995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373666683675351,0.0,0.0,0.3245093261015376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435486636898388,0.0,0.15407318122034114,0.113166186119569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176359515841413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970916999697366,0.19777811906035986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,acr0795,2019/03/05,"Letter to a friend. The truth is, if time travel were possible I’d go back to Multnomah and take back whatever I said about my failures. I’d go back to that drive home from the race and forget to mention anything about therapy. I’d absolutely go back to the golf course, the bar and talk about anything but that. I’d go back to last July and go for a walk, a drive, a movie, anything other than trying to force a conversation on you. None of that was yours to carry.

The truth is, there’s a difference between vulnerability and weakness.

The truth is, you were an excellent distraction. Hey want to: Run? Ski? Brunch? Movies? Golf? Beers? Hey why aren’t you texting me? Hey let me analyze your problems. Because every minute of brain time spent on or with you was a minute I didn’t have to spend in my own dismal existence.

The truth is, yours is not the first friendship I’ve poisoned like this.

The truth is, I hope you find friends who add value to your life, who aren’t emotional burdens, who are sure of themselves and don’t let anxiety contaminate every interaction. I hope they project confidence, not insecurity. You deserve it.

The truth is, right now that just isn’t me.

I wish I could say this is behind me. I wish I had a handle on this.

The truth is, it isn’t. The truth is, I don’t.",1.9299594907407391,4.322448546875002,3.2726215277777797,88.48707754629629,81.109375,6.605092592592592,23.15335648148148,7.793537801064563,1.1616708912037037,1012,35,210,18,27,329,132,256,0.117,0.65,0.234,0.987,2,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,10,1,2,11,21,1,2,21,0,27,7,1,0,9,32,40,9,0,8,6,0,0,1,2,0,3,2,1,0,13,8,3,0,1,6,2,10,10,6,0,1,8,2,26,15,27,29,2,25,0,0,0,0,26,5,0,4,11,136,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304052912358417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002537327270298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4675992145227541,0.0,0.07413966785877385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577042153244398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710530394421987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706914780460213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680842720563055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20494363155406586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116034288482332,0.10345164666974276,0.0,0.0,0.18792977567863467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3456030458313392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199682443398654,0.2415962598377756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913819678810452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487335558808215,0.08590524495205383,0.05941838628288005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371105781419769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637586863804827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386455921114608,0.11569041296980324,0.09671872923303808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146273351089641,0.0,0.09144463942379556,0.09775519028059394,0.0,0.0,0.13908540432526398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183758132638805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825733829378698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717358314035066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974497567409487,0.0,0.27971869180093817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,byesushie,2019/03/05,"Am i too productive? i’m always anxious about things i need to do/ get done. i have always kept a running list on my phone of things i need to do as they come up or as things i deem important to remember pop into my head. 
when i have free time during the day i glance at the list and see what i can get done at that time. it has become a daily ritual of mine. i compulsively go to the notes app every day (often, a couples times a day) and add to it, check stuff off or just think about getting those things done. the notes things is only a byproduct of my major “problem” though.. I always feel like there’s things i need to do/get done. i just started therapy (to help with my anxiety and  work through childhood trauma) and plan to talk to my therapist about this in our next visit. sometimes if i don’t have anything on my list, i can’t just relax and enjoy it or be in the moment.. i just can’t shake the feeling that there’s things i need to get done. most of my anxious mind ramblings are of things i need to get done or should do/ be doing... i just want to learn how to relax and be present in the moment which is something i constantly struggle with. i feel like i’m usually stuck in my head and not able fully experience the moment. i’m always thinking about something else rather than just non judgmentally observing life in the present moment. thoughts? advice? ",4.138354550636522,4.98865991696751,4.877738932167965,86.05830704921148,70.76895306859204,7.708835265057952,26.492304769143075,7.85451343220497,1.3833581227436822,1075,33,223,13,19,347,138,277,0.054000000000000006,0.851,0.095,0.8943,0,0,2,0,0,0,31.0,1,0,1,2,18,10,0,2,14,0,26,3,2,1,0,46,52,17,0,10,13,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,18,12,0,1,8,2,2,5,4,4,0,0,9,5,31,7,40,39,2,35,1,0,2,0,6,12,0,7,20,157,49,2,0.08066878535193148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882860342047092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684915666178637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0617113999940524,0.18226553198165646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663835369186733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909233559662355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948901567828282,0.0,0.08717429885441402,0.0,0.0,0.08925847664709277,0.0,0.1560740789696733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4953130501144904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673884189690896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679669308751855,0.0,0.0,0.0789095512004897,0.0,0.0,0.12236568509920412,0.11525959274761062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25287666519031765,0.0,0.04584592972839061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16557889343243834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0540705863963839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056978748753476825,0.07882138757042945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145247711971931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990744109399474,0.0,0.0,0.08579216838919577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061352246334831086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718913302436771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091382008363853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428257770264167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420554416837715,0.07978349140856064,0.0,0.057097781472056686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843325295209368,0.09234645939015962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648385139866028,0.0,0.0,0.09225178640428854,0.09366267733968026,0.4287420520703445,0.10337860078145623,0.0792566720304783,0.06404200477866974,0.14111585237969598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884527026500161,0.0,0.04758053965672853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058727836496802674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pizzaslut1121,2019/03/05,"Im tired of people saying there has to be a reason why I'm anxious. Can I not wake up anxious or it suddenly come on? People act like ""oh you're fine"" if you have no specific reason for the anxiety. I have generalized anxiety disorder and binge eating disorder. I can't help it sometimes and when I talk to someone about it, they brush it off like it's not a big deal because I can't figure out why I'm anxious. 

I woke up wanting to eat my whole fridge today. Is there really a giant reason? No. People say ""just eat then"". They don't understand that if I do right now, idk if I can stop myself. You know? It goes with OCD too. You can't stop thinking about it until you act on the obsession.

Sorry for that rant. If anyone would like to talk about it, I'd be happy to possibly make some new friends!",1.3313847305389217,3.2642908622754514,3.6015830838323346,87.83135666167665,80.49700598802394,6.809730538922158,21.814745508982035,7.8658589789855275,1.0356589820359279,622,19,132,11,16,214,99,167,0.212,0.6970000000000001,0.091,-0.9355,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,4,2,0,9,7,0,1,5,0,14,5,1,4,0,27,23,10,0,6,8,0,0,3,1,1,1,2,0,0,10,5,3,2,7,0,0,3,8,1,0,0,1,3,16,6,19,19,2,21,0,0,0,0,13,9,0,6,12,84,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772322539449634,0.392593561149562,0.0,0.08099696484337388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061406768166532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978460117795028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942439564247878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655218881943636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35559507987730143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949652920248975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12331222548077875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764409736353889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512544603584685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366180408126057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16977850339876138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.077323090865675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118775344501171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409234684076175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059049122303346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420910222670904,0.3573037784992148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892543662096062,0.0,0.18423883163750027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814957576573206,0.0,0.11456722754062156,0.12967170452755974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936923273100684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862131790462568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422462635728519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13313930250231248,0.10980134287274132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059195224655188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832454204646506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090524374815135,0.129329536066594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228833897182647,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LumberJacking0ff,2019/03/05,I have to give a 10 minute presentation in 2 hours and I just want to take the 0 mark I'm a PhD student and I have to give a 10 minute mini lecture to a group of students today and I'm feeling incredibly anxious. My co-supervisor keeps telling me that it'll be ok and I have to get used to it but that honestly made it so much worse. I don't want to have to do more of these. I just want to take the 0 mark on the presentation and hopefully not have to do another one. ,0.3002884615384609,1.9902807596153915,3.1025384615384617,91.34246153846158,82.75,6.8523076923076935,22.9,7.908726449838941,0.9577261538461541,365,13,90,7,10,129,58,104,0.064,0.7879999999999999,0.14800000000000002,0.6412,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,7,1,10,0,0,2,0,17,25,7,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,8,3,14,22,2,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,4,57,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23408594992061854,0.0,0.2521969518706664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287653589815302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663335988769685,0.4283031017435166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22172707090190344,0.21984581682223292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19842541426663726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21123449489887808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641066273207753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127277838978267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33569645594237996,0.0,0.19512105395175425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21160482537762715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928071443903924,0.0,0.0,0.3950171029922202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274999956139871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Udjebdll,2019/03/05,"I'm terrified about next week. I work as an electronic technician apprentice. I  occasionally made mistakes, or didn't get work done. But it was never a huge deal. This week i started a project which will be a big part of the final grade. This project is done at work, so my work projects got transferred to the guys which are 2 years below me. One of them took the help of one of my(and his) bosses. My boss wasn't happy with the work i had done on that project, especially since i have worked on it for the last 6 months. So now the guy 2 years below me is fixing it all. 

But that's not all, my two bosses suddenly had a meeting with their boss(my soon-to-be-boss, if things actually work out). It lasted over an hour, and it was quite obvious they were talking about the apprentices. It's just not clear about what. I already had the feeling it was about my fuck ups, and inability to do stuff correctly.

Later in the day, all the apprentices got an invitation for an informational meeting. My soon-to-be-boss will be there, aswell as the HR manager. They won't tell us what it's about exactly, so that makes me extra scared. Will they fire me? Will they accuse us of not working right, and target me or something? I have no idea, but i'm terrified. Also i felt like my bosses acted weirdly to me the rest of the day.

I had a bad few weeks, so this shot me down even further. What can i do?",3.109139437075381,4.544243946619218,4.214851180847624,87.59381349077971,73.94661921708186,7.6713684891620835,25.228243286962147,8.296473431620573,1.3808846975088969,1083,35,235,18,22,353,149,281,0.123,0.853,0.023,-0.9725,3,0,1,0,0,0,45.0,2,0,6,9,14,7,1,1,22,0,28,1,0,6,8,35,40,16,0,2,10,0,3,1,0,5,0,0,0,2,21,6,0,0,4,0,0,2,8,5,0,3,18,3,32,2,30,15,7,34,0,0,0,1,18,14,1,3,19,166,53,22,0.0,0.0,0.09925450081568807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223975466074196,0.08133762452462841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492378352549271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118935256546255,0.10485876859599072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122545979001294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717863968498733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05142774223102456,0.0,0.09765775949638862,0.11141857217640927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940294575314568,0.053139390929350265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16269390535350095,0.0,0.0,0.20141821319917785,0.0,0.10827241827084726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681742151131468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016407668910256,0.0,0.0,0.1148184558226668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658148053753245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04969047489470673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962406674471477,0.06789236025513196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118412557255547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844519029680816,0.0,0.10816997063637354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378429518889575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014225442019004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818133651729972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685997036944562,0.0,0.0,0.10182967163001576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413574330873977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783014948673341,0.0,0.0,0.07199101574418594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643386556324185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175082045041507,0.08889921352238138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757174934173271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300379451461945,0.0,0.0,0.09935610383624044,0.0,0.2446897378205598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24475740525165424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5923700000753825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099609128143205
anxiety,Tyty__90,2019/03/05,"Work and finances have my anxiety through the roof I currently hate my job. My boss isn't an easy person to get along with, to the point that I get anxiety from just the idea of putting in 2 weeks notice if I get a new job in the future. I hate the feeling. I feel like a child scared of a grown up. It's not exactly the right time for me to find a new job, but I hope to look for something after this semester of school is over. 

My SO has also recently lost his job. We live together and the anxiety of how we're going to pay his bills is really dragging me down. It doesn't help that he is an incredibly anxious person, and his mood spreads to me. 

I'm so tired of being anxious. It's exhausting. I'm tired of my shitty sleep and nervous stomach pains.

I've been thinking of going to a doctor, but I don't really want to take any daily medication because I know my current anxiety is temporary. I work out regularly, but I think I could stand to increase my cardio, and I need better sleep. 

Just writing this down and sharing it really helps. Thanks to anyone who takes the time to read this. I welcome any advice!",3.7024072052401737,4.572965842794762,5.295805131004368,82.58641512008738,71.7947598253275,8.69443231441048,28.286299126637555,9.017664075816787,2.1823294759825327,874,32,181,17,16,297,129,229,0.214,0.6679999999999999,0.117,-0.9635,6,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,0,4,6,14,2,2,15,0,12,10,3,2,1,32,34,14,0,5,7,0,2,1,0,0,7,0,0,3,10,10,0,0,7,1,3,5,4,7,0,0,2,3,27,6,32,30,1,25,0,1,1,0,14,9,0,2,11,113,37,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052447528256912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226600355702343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991178870729054,0.0,0.31478452410303004,0.2324301861194241,0.0,0.07192988427470108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06270928455566215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098115260835828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213422467041054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529295809798277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402946606895584,0.07349115409564203,0.0,0.0,0.0940223469377793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612377549293308,0.0,0.11692806493616477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031278820139546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379046967691373,0.0,0.0,0.1021742411539401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612898151776453,0.0,0.0,0.4083348833792113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056535281403922576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05025763671276584,0.0,0.09083709033692874,0.0,0.08638583840916406,0.0,0.112295987762163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036318384423238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627763762303139,0.0,0.1987071520889004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711946057167325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109462132695719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17964620135177065,0.0,0.0,0.09724646644720476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341389641098986,0.0,0.0,0.10289896596510424,0.0,0.19770563547480816,0.0,0.10157282801699953,0.0,0.0,0.0878513808724783,0.0,0.0,0.10299194471789468,0.10411107313532597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205890839750142,0.0,0.0,0.07919521983735714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469257093625058,0.0,0.0,0.09470991310104332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318313295945488,0.0,0.0,0.11996996351570167,0.23647045639116185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06067605634393381,0.0,0.08251701345152031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497828121305649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,galaxxydoll,2019/03/05,"Which medicine should I ask my doctor about? I've read the sidebar and know you aren't medical professionals but I would love some advice before seeing a psychiatrist just so I can go in informed. I know a lot of you are on medication and I'm just not sure which issue I need to focus on. 

My main concerns are anxiety and depression. Overall, I want to be happy, motivated, confident and less fearful. I have suffered with sleep issues my entire life and cannot take anything with insomnia as a side effect, I just can't. 

TLDR: From your experience, which anxiety medications do not affect sleep but still work fairly well?",4.5079487179487145,6.747681888888893,5.815735042735046,74.20565384615388,71.991452991453,8.782564102564104,28.79401709401709,9.3871,2.9073083760683764,499,20,85,12,10,167,82,117,0.147,0.674,0.179,0.7393,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,3,7,7,0,1,4,0,11,9,2,3,1,27,21,9,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,5,1,0,1,5,3,1,0,0,1,14,4,11,18,4,6,0,2,1,1,6,4,0,2,1,62,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15800452268030898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24738939615570374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330595571853274,0.0,0.15116112273481225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758882891037744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13926593907251653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549963120030675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581667748931977,0.0,0.1819495719327398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918938548857786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17212519911741925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375309538123565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17772448207690736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420854371468417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13746560157048962,0.14593424028534474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48866604242006606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989330648014332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617367507356974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884838200657664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32361953412364786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912823412738186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239373358398053,0.0,0.12157300878351544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953707173680636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453814204372309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771442561564922,0.0,0.0,0.11486206396279106,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Matikuss,2019/03/05,"Anyone else struggle using public toilets? The most horrible thing about my anxiety is that I really struggle going to the toilet in public. I've been mega desperate before and I just can't go, which is just awful and painful. Gotten to the point, where I purposefully avoid situations where I would need to go in public (Multiple drinks in the pub etc). 

Does anyone get this? Not sure how common a symptom it is. Also, if anyone does and has found a way to be able to go then please share. 

I think it's subconscious because I don't feel anxious, but I literally cannot go. I think I've narrowed the trigger down to being aware of other people in the loo - Particularly if they're in the cubicle next to me. 

I just have no idea how I can go. I'm going on a long flight in a few months which will require me to spend 20+ hours in public (Airports, the airplane etc) and it's terrifying me. ",3.9121650821089036,5.128303915730342,5.5275280898876415,79.82045375972345,71.64044943820225,8.173552290406223,26.61365600691443,8.617729084823388,1.8963201382886767,699,23,136,12,13,238,109,178,0.142,0.831,0.027000000000000003,-0.9461,1,1,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,9,6,0,3,12,1,14,3,0,4,1,26,30,11,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,9,4,1,2,5,2,1,7,5,4,0,0,3,1,14,2,19,23,4,27,0,0,0,0,5,13,0,3,6,90,23,1,0.13092858668524554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470354346899538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016001044691193,0.14791203561379346,0.0,0.2746449361547838,0.13415180948357774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798128512081199,0.0,0.11141058392307372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291529770408684,0.0,0.0,0.12826016991800446,0.0,0.0,0.10937403378622758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29203996712582336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620142739191914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355643738297613,0.0,0.0,0.06840478266490882,0.0,0.5208681314458248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128938284329581,0.0,0.0,0.14780243768529755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586767913409468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450594876058407,0.0,0.0,0.09708188803701158,0.0,0.0,0.13924403729218982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931724738483026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076939656106717,0.0,0.0,0.14372027106372792,0.12376983427672313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387620524863676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716921712695566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737499728946553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339864347466685,0.13608493322644769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869831352443286,0.16778750336656964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130802612645795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392501788667403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300791145652963,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fuck810,2019/03/05,Blackout I got really drunk and blacked out. I'm anxious about what I did.,0.8460000000000001,3.381639266666672,2.2816666666666663,92.0625,89.66666666666666,5.666666666666668,27.5,7.1686216300943375,1.6469999999999998,59,3,12,1,2,19,13,15,0.319,0.6809999999999999,0.0,-0.5709,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7406856274338126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5243745278352188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4200192327388958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kp727,2019/03/05,"Advice/Help So I have always felt with a decent amount of anxiety that was more anchored on the social side of things, it wasn’t nice but I could bare it most of the time. 

However, a few weeks ago I had a lot of caffeine (6 Pro Plus and a couple cups of coffee) at work and I had a pretty major panic attack that I managed to keep within myself somehow even tho I felt like I was going to die. This has continued for a few weeks and it’s pretty unbearable. My head feels heavy and fuzzy and hot especially when I try and get my work all done at work which is a fairly high pressure environment. I went to the Dr’s this morning who said he could prescribe me either Beta blockers or anti depressants, but he didn’t think I seemed depressed so leaned toward beta blockers. However he then said he would not like to prescribe these either due to me being on Fostair (inhaler). 

Came into work earlier today and had an immediate attack that I again managed to keep to myself in my office. 

Should I go back tomorrow if I can get a day off work and ask for the beta blockers?

Thanks for any help/info you can offer ",3.224265072247136,4.855782251121081,4.74570254110613,83.1042239661186,74.02242152466368,6.9286497259591435,24.048081714001004,7.594959193182576,1.214269755854509,874,26,167,11,18,293,136,223,0.141,0.7709999999999999,0.08900000000000001,-0.9217,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,5,8,10,2,2,13,0,18,2,1,0,1,37,35,18,1,5,7,0,4,2,0,2,1,2,0,0,12,12,0,5,5,0,0,4,3,6,0,0,14,7,21,4,26,16,10,28,0,2,0,0,11,11,0,6,15,120,33,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836359370482458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171836223767214,0.0,0.0,0.08313138807239802,0.0,0.09351776099132428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428339263334658,0.2781446652226581,0.0,0.09399953331173692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981671614831698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952067704426578,0.1352627372954918,0.0,0.07883847725289914,0.0,0.21058038876037988,0.0,0.12687191976780166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250999746155897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807422485608012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061811188282607475,0.0,0.23475042448382505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277368500138302,0.0,0.13895029764931252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12545953731980716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16387766849447974,0.1291594803839783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21731550394771096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944632085038386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392907272473867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342919683537708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487360093603428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23256764532641094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128805481546973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461427639945916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254757891456592,0.0,0.0,0.08121472847056753,0.07833022164810317,0.0,0.0,0.0712825537161869,0.0,0.1158747971742,0.0,0.0,0.08299692577598843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961165368892514,0.0,0.0,0.11332315232996194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44498227050228,0.0,0.0,0.0868399633255246,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nikki_d3,2019/03/05,"Extreme anxiety around people How do I calm myself down when I get so anxious? I am 20 years old with depression/anxiety and I still get knots in my stomach every time I leave my house. Talking to people at work, I shake and sweat because I am so nervous and my mind races. I know my insecurities are a big part of this, but I can’t seem to get over them. I avoid eye contact often because I don’t want anyone to start up a conversation with me. Its completely mentally and physically exhausting. Anyone else struggle with this? ",3.452319309600864,5.532905213592234,5.026731391585763,79.40723840345201,74.53398058252428,8.072923408845739,28.92017259978425,8.841846274778883,2.5195790722761595,419,18,78,9,9,141,71,103,0.192,0.777,0.032,-0.9125,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,7,7,0,5,2,0,6,4,3,1,0,16,13,9,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,8,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,0,1,18,1,13,13,1,14,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,2,6,54,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28816427293332225,0.21277435979965287,0.0,0.26338807936330466,0.19298000504410204,0.0,0.1676655000821092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296246988843281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19747440433875374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15733668947897275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586873837009436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29520485831383697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21732292220076074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350857182235476,0.0,0.0,0.1994283981170588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18980578379020588,0.0,0.190173078637692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197634648297313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20395747888609547,0.0,0.2611471089899708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17146069934800212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13331038256778072,0.0,0.15041123136523282,0.0,0.0,0.19689734843457465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15138323910028922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982451379669524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108977933799684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371161917140042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128693325890436
anxiety,Gkook,2019/03/05,"Job interview tomorrow and I'm kinda freaking out(again) Okay soo here's the thing. A couple of hours ago I got a phone call from a company I had send my CV to. I don't really remember sending my resume to them since I'm terrified of phone calls and the job position is about giving calls and doing offers. Anyway that's another thing that scares me. The worst part is the bus I have to take to get there and the interview itself. It really scares me to the point I can't breathe correctly just by thinking about it. The interview is tomorrow and I don't wanna ruin it up this time. I really need a job and without any experience I don't have many options. Anxiety also ruins things for me so I avoid job that need too much socialisation and responsibility. I have no clue why I send my CV there, I don't even remember it but you know, choosing is a luxury rn. Do you know what I can do to stay calm and stop freaking out? I don't wanna go there trembling. Honestly, any advice would be appreciated!",1.9145202558635401,4.276355761194033,4.404548685145702,80.53194029850748,80.94029850746269,8.405685856432127,23.50177683013504,9.107695989026183,2.2083776830135045,792,28,156,23,21,277,112,201,0.129,0.787,0.084,-0.5697,4,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,1,0,12,12,0,4,12,1,20,1,1,0,1,28,32,11,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,13,9,0,2,6,0,0,4,8,9,0,0,2,0,23,3,18,28,3,14,0,2,0,0,16,3,0,2,6,109,36,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962258912373085,0.10851357299740974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789528684124944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664928900852525,0.128362873923446,0.0936471930926242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749984183139111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544994601531302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085399887201614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974542756827382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06395682131118642,0.11743168923373593,0.06957130504573318,0.0,0.09790651389801468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055418480655955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4859122700422374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345522415186108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410966665471042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998916133122081,0.18153844581750145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256359099277049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572180871224888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23526668439074155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773448206738564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451176800756507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012630104819064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047817622966038,0.0,0.10234447947492918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204089751070504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439813981352864,0.0784386336232802,0.0,0.0,0.07138121145366594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046055976579984,0.0,0.0,0.1180037585933358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696015310349707,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,raychelelaina,2019/03/05,"Sleeping too much, probably due to anxiety I know that having anxiety often results in insomnia, but in my case, sleep is my escape. I love to be asleep. My mind can’t race and I get a break from all the things stressing me out. I sleep 9-10 hours a night and I constantly want to nap throughout the day.

Based on my research, as a 20 yo female I should be sleeping 7-9 hours a night - closer to 7 for optimal performance (of a neurotypical person).

I’m in college, I have a job, and I’m engaged to a neurotypical man. I don’t have the time to be sleeping as much as I am/want to and I would also like my day to mesh better with my fiancé’s (sleeping at the same time and awake at the same time). 

Is the amount of sleep I get each night causing my fatigue throughout the day? Should I force myself to sleep less at night by going to bed later/waking up earlier? (That sounds awful.) Is the situation different for my body because I have anxiety?",2.489488341968912,4.077612077720211,4.399349093264249,85.00607027202074,75.89119170984456,7.519300518134714,26.052137305699482,8.278499904357787,1.6843370466321246,733,27,152,13,16,250,104,193,0.057,0.815,0.128,0.9454,2,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,2,3,6,0,1,15,1,15,13,10,2,1,21,23,10,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,1,2,3,8,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,23,4,29,17,8,26,0,1,0,1,3,10,0,1,15,101,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481723059467955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21471177621198104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05703127416146129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827432667219694,0.0,0.10392036313465897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610846554763272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110151743367367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18100892606259272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774680161383936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775899131694454,0.0,0.053170408303928295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18426893745053072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284055323186352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051416295950251684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04570706041987637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443854217607967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446556087922278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13754982597390664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511863667622641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169007056892683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086990770288227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516161048060804,0.7489938379827114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716884279630633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062154890577798064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16366092984998126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036428908116802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06645997000696813,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,watsonwaswrong,2019/03/05,"For anyone who has successfully detoxed off of long-term benzo use: Any advice you can give? Any and all advice welcome.

I've gone from 1 or 2 to up to 5 mg ativan a day down to 2 then 1.5 then 1.25 mg of clonozepam.  I've hit an impasse and I get moderate withdrawals when I go below 1.25mg.  

I'm way, way, way too tired throughout the day due to this and other meds I ""have"" to take and I'm getting sick of it.",1.53590476190476,2.5427732888888883,3.4531746031746064,93.205,77.2222222222222,6.0317460317460325,22.857142857142854,6.18269132825596,0.2403809523809524,316,9,76,2,7,107,63,90,0.073,0.853,0.073,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,3,3,0,1,1,7,13,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,14,11,1,15,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,6,38,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4318950933663087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005597138255371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15452039912332002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850387887296701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309148925295028,0.2119924453955252,0.1255929398805414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955679970942865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24546856674356174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16615595898358113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539939391733981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908632361645796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5262315016915925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SpongeTheOC,2019/03/05,"Fear of Flying, Ruining My Life. I’ve had it. Hi All!

I have flown around the world at least 10x over. Mostly from my youth through young adult. My mom hated flying, had melt downs, etc.

I have struggled since my early 20s, now 34. I’ve avoided flying, missed vacations, gave away free trips, turned down around the world trips, and even refuse to fly on a 45 min flight to see family out of ease.

I’ve taken meds, Xanax. While it got me on a plane, I did not enjoy it. It’s not the fear of crashing, dying, etc, it’s that fear of having a panic attack at 35K feet. How do you escape? If I have one here, I can go outside, collect myself and move on. Been dealing with them for 15 years.

I don’t know what else to do. Not only have I let my family down, I’ve let myself down. I don’t want my small kids to know and I want this fixed ASAP!!!! I’ve tried EMDR for it and medication. Any suggestions? 

Thank you all!!!",0.20678135128397201,2.279844497382204,2.043006731488408,96.61485165794069,85.70157068062827,4.894639740713039,14.854400398903014,6.18269132825596,-0.7558468711044628,693,11,161,6,21,228,119,191,0.147,0.763,0.09,-0.9231,0,1,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,2,1,0,6,13,2,6,6,0,16,4,1,1,2,22,29,7,1,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,9,8,0,2,2,0,1,4,5,10,0,1,7,1,21,4,27,20,6,28,0,2,1,0,11,17,0,2,7,99,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549474417677636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500184753805369,0.0,0.15975526371844595,0.13193519323276234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14477341705015173,0.0,0.0,0.14574039724792515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730820951743075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31322503582540023,0.092750290225594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26476296012028083,0.4740561071730772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980753981728426,0.0,0.11231179293174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13864196367809165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434931636602905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871909464383155,0.09918729507335412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598203555798518,0.1414647899516569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644656624392216,0.0,0.1492510033464292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515653973647302,0.10680057905368928,0.0,0.16476008372850134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190163248852797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616214092491657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680412737854467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292857307615505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534028455695293,0.1527435615563649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16565421775406694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042997552305616
anxiety,furries_big_gay,2019/03/05,"Anxiety about my first time I am 15 male, always had a problem with anxiety in my life and never really done something about it.  However I  met a girl yesterday and we be texting ever since,  we are going to meet again Sunday, to “watch a movie” in my house ( never done this). And wow, my anxiety has been unbearable, like it has gotten to a point where I start to walk around the house sometimes shaking.  I want this to happen but at the same time want this to happen  and just want to disappear
I don’t know the reason for this post, just felt like I needed to write this, and perhaps to find any tips for this particular situation?",7.6673655913978465,6.19212111290323,7.9812903225806435,74.65026881720429,63.67741935483871,11.492473118279571,32.763440860215056,10.504223727775694,3.151918279569893,494,15,97,10,6,163,77,124,0.079,0.828,0.094,0.431,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,2,0,0,1,8,5,0,1,7,0,10,1,0,1,3,26,22,6,0,5,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,8,9,0,0,4,0,0,4,3,2,0,1,7,2,12,3,18,14,1,21,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,0,12,70,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13015832271768932,0.0,0.0,0.10637452077152394,0.0,0.3589946194720532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925161919591555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201546409082904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14149557647650746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019275200620605,0.0,0.14296982677055964,0.13305522113067894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890006329879786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766526294104731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36098742782532733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596721579490663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11048776632691068,0.152842932531281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598732633901525,0.24128956210108105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14787240389996462,0.0,0.14981213086588907,0.0,0.0,0.1496778198740765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021000813810836,0.1608311895118451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939656710120062,0.1758285130121687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042378466362035,0.15470855272082892,0.0,0.11071858324520788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824256196546644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27679096131328146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,capricornpiscesthrow,2019/03/05,"Throwaway - I'm really struggling with reality rn, not displacement exactly but nothing feels real anymore. TW suicide, self harm. I really think I'm going crazy. I've been struggling with anxiety for a couple of years now and it's slowly getting worse and worse. I've tried medications but nothing has worked so far. I tried to kill myself in December and in January and since then I've just been feeling worse and worse.

My GP's all just call it stress and give me a disk with breathing and tensing exercises on it. I saw a psychiatrist after my second attempt and he told me he didn't want to waste NHS resources on me. No one seems to take me seriously or want to help. I just want to get better but lately nothing feels real. I know everything is real but unless I can physically feel it I start to panic and feel dizzy. I struggle going anywhere because unless I'm holding on to something I feel like I'm going to fall over or float away. I was supposed to have a job interview today but had to email and cancel, thankfully they were nice and asked if I wanted to reschedule but I feel like I can't do it.  I feel like I'm just floating and not really a person since I can't work or function properly.

About once a day I think about killing myself just to stop my brain from making me feel so mad. I don't want to die but I don't want to think anymore. I'm exhausted.

I feel like clawing or cutting at my skin just to be able to feel it. I don't feel real. I don't know what to do.",2.580466582597729,4.3288866393442635,4.3830327868852486,84.53220365699877,76.04918032786884,7.184110970996218,25.82912988650693,8.012643519586192,1.579401008827238,1175,43,237,19,26,398,151,305,0.27,0.625,0.105,-0.9954,1,0,1,0,0,4,24.0,0,0,1,4,11,19,4,5,6,0,19,6,3,1,2,70,62,29,4,7,22,0,13,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,7,15,0,2,18,1,0,4,10,12,0,2,8,14,33,7,36,53,1,22,0,0,1,0,12,9,0,6,13,141,40,4,0.07583045970396157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058010094116435075,0.0,0.1504068795479379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089124346359159,0.0,0.07124521307796174,0.0,0.0,0.046225544402654486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670658793112098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465187166835121,0.07743137771140743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390496134403867,0.0,0.04890437321164463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870004508711187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815152760565263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4601059065204173,0.2166931822566097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923657081703095,0.07274348669439744,0.129288593290173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05082755870207719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752500304242993,0.0,0.16779033689024456,0.0,0.08334887503090235,0.0,0.08554006148840547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14818772906754016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05061742068556408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639121038276647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21828411373427686,0.0,0.0,0.08075696474624125,0.05138468200312659,0.0,0.0,0.08897070587732316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621223249631762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3452466581739376,0.1457368027087559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903320252159692,0.07910770747998074,0.0,0.0,0.12545547975493154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05837799262117705,0.0,0.0,0.05367318967569814,0.0,0.0,0.06339765977572913,0.08686353538650846,0.23782338312166354,0.0,0.08294621513448992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05701506848022855,0.0,0.0,0.06981449915184093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457672900356082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187840917643189,0.07245925389009428,0.0,0.10296780899377016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26836061899716523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041095560180046,0.0,0.3091108672630023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04883232985007019
anxiety,Throwawaythekeyplz,2019/03/05,"I dont know what to think or feel anymore... I need to vent...

Although I've been fighting anxiety and depression my whole life, the most intense chapter started 2ago...

Ive cut ties with my manipulative mother who constantly talks down to my wife and others behind their backs, and manipulates people into trusting her(before using them all up)

Also, I'm trying to help my father stay alive with his kidney failure, and heart attacks once a month(recently had a stroke and went blind in left eye along with his knees completely locking up) 

Also, I'm trying to stay in trade school classes for my job(although the teacher doesnt teach a damn thing and its a waste of 3 hrs twice a week), besides that I just filed a major complaint on the same teacher for extremely sexist and racists comments and test materials that have 0 to do with our subject matter.

All of this while I try to keep my MGMT position at my job, working approx 50hrs a week.

 I get in fights with my wife over the dumbest stuff, I dont eat right anymore, I can barely ever sleep. Somedays I dont want to exist, not like death, but legitimately wished I never existed.

I am finally seeking help, its taken a long time of chipping at my pride and anxiety to just stop and seek out a professional.

But what it all comes down to is the fact that I dont wanna do the things I usually do, like gaming, art, making music, sex, cooking, movies, rock climbing.  I DONT FEEL LIKE MYSELF MOST OF THE TIME and it drives me into a deeper and more anxious state of depression.

What can I do? Most days I have to fight so hard just to crawl out of bed and shower. Weekends with no work =me living in my robe, ordering in, not showering, not answering my phone for anything. That is not healthy and definitely not what i would typically do. I FEEL BROKEN


Thanks for hearing me out. Just typing it out and sending it out helps a little.",5.0911263736263725,6.187263134615384,5.746092307692312,79.79890769230771,68.75274725274726,8.24158241758242,29.944615384615393,8.488131031819089,2.2358880439560442,1487,56,277,22,25,483,212,364,0.173,0.76,0.068,-0.9869,4,0,0,0,4,0,51.0,1,0,2,4,9,14,6,0,18,0,22,11,5,4,6,70,42,23,1,5,12,4,5,3,0,1,3,1,3,0,20,30,2,2,6,5,1,5,13,8,0,1,4,8,38,6,51,37,10,48,0,2,2,1,22,23,1,4,19,194,58,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046730513900508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14393788744221606,0.10628066949339893,0.186598977545638,0.0,0.0,0.07741767376803224,0.0,0.0,0.10702660941376138,0.0,0.07233970372056288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005292739606222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103933890768186,0.09863835060152368,0.10166423397921667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06067213192794604,0.0,0.16205743151689433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5512899858419856,0.0,0.0,0.09626465357010973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509838277130148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270506106081213,0.06720890422652931,0.0,0.10305717923163447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04915155192076194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427486026583761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603205273161873,0.11148215681901763,0.18917426875927493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18671458087097734,0.0836203043547416,0.0,0.0,0.051702471679124624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221535647974507,0.0,0.06644964079138284,0.13788437808790435,0.09429025700946604,0.08307205649167047,0.08325552724574582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06279738649130946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509167292727018,0.0,0.0,0.06975719057235795,0.07255828070995092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001893470340556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06522141484964061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034157465458648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521133841723464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941453287825531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665884588869903,0.20054795476074644,0.0,0.07865290822130792,0.0,0.0,0.10769610054762196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561584025823148,0.0,0.08661381845530708,0.0,0.0,0.12500167156836836,0.060280991051285274,0.0,0.0,0.10971456207496327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19161711155866626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125265684983393,0.10361295086815048,0.0,0.055489280442593616,0.0,0.15092641073250818,0.0,0.0,0.08721068047266654,0.0,0.10503404313239817,0.10818435244077307,0.0,0.0,0.13697891670285145,0.0,0.0,0.06682987666800065,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SSJ7Nick,2019/03/05,"Advice on talking in a group of new people. My friend, who is very talkative and the life of the party, wants me to hang out with him and his two buddies during lunch and our two 15 minute breaks. I have always sucked in group chats (I have a history of almost always not talking on groups specially with people I barely know, thus leading to friends cutting me off) I feel awkward and 90% of the time I don't participate because of the anxiety I feel at the moment. Any advice on how to tackle this issue? Also those 2 coworkers are very friendly towards me.",6.7093883792048965,6.359660321100918,7.192247706422019,75.85454892966364,65.05504587155963,9.468501529051991,32.84556574923548,8.841846274778883,2.7314574923547403,441,16,80,6,6,145,75,109,0.069,0.8190000000000001,0.111,0.7713,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,1,2,7,2,1,7,0,5,2,0,3,0,16,10,6,0,1,1,0,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,7,1,0,3,1,0,2,2,3,0,2,0,2,13,4,19,10,0,15,0,0,0,0,13,9,1,1,3,56,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532849364749601,0.0,0.0,0.18101106317180007,0.0,0.0,0.14455852546853049,0.30082362854604994,0.0,0.0,0.12292709622858408,0.0,0.13828551490624275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019329147634374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18280146804241945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41897814921197374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886727663758066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993442803020634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768038986066382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17458495407590574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250640803353932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905857683752802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540612328592087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35316428161769553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983018051564104,0.10662048546268182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Snuggleaporcupine,2019/03/05,"I was diagnosed with severe anxiety at 14 years ago when I was 9. I now have intermittent FMLA for anxiety, but I feel like I’ve just gotten lucky this far in life. On mobile, so sorry for formatting. I was diagnosed with severe anxiety disorder when I was 9 years old. I was still sleeping on the floor in my parents room at that point because I had a severe attachment disorder. They prescribed me by first anti anxiety/anti depressant at age 9.5. 

When I was 13 I started self harming. It was a 5 year journey but I finally stopped. I got good grades in high school, went to college, graduated college with over a 3.0 gpa and worked full time while I was in college. After college I got a job with a good company with excellent before making good money. I got married, I got divorced. I’m now in a relationship with the most loving man ever. However, every day feels like a struggle. I find myself constantly having to “give myself a break.” 



I have Intermittent FMLA for my anxiety and depression and it makes me even more anxious to take it because I feel like I am letting my coworkers down, but sometimes I just am too anxious or too depressed and I just can’t do it. Everything I do feels 10xs harder than it is for everyone around me. I feel terrible when I miss work and I feel judged because despite people around me knowing I have severe, crippling anxiety and depression, since I lead a relatively normal life (with 10xs the effort it takes for people without mental illness) I feel like people don’t understand when I have to take a mental health day. 

I constantly find myself wondering when everything is going to just collapse and my life is going to unwind. I live in constant anxiety about losing my job, having one too many breakdown and ultimately succumbing to my mental illness. Anyone else?",5.345941176470589,6.961146417647058,6.546352941176469,72.35158823529412,68.64705882352939,9.675294117647061,33.30588235294117,9.98439552973466,3.72421411764706,1442,67,237,36,25,485,168,340,0.227,0.6629999999999999,0.11,-0.9902,4,0,0,0,1,0,35.0,0,0,1,7,22,19,0,1,13,0,25,10,1,3,1,46,53,20,0,1,9,1,7,4,0,0,8,0,1,2,8,17,0,1,12,1,1,5,3,9,0,2,15,7,46,10,39,37,3,55,0,6,0,1,8,21,0,4,32,168,54,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06173587909904934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196683123245558,0.15735751419545618,0.0,0.0486972366834408,0.07135928857161113,0.0,0.12399720687258202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12736440089048132,0.0,0.05926256260502801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257837368424045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983021942398789,0.0,0.2399397247114889,0.14137593417566802,0.0,0.0,0.15963786123391774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0581792617575389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04599970824992198,0.06299767417148773,0.058678715463821036,0.06654855433967355,0.12518444214387794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465013886513081,0.19901692662077192,0.0,0.07629243220420634,0.12730810089658393,0.0592397987013923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06680960149661748,0.07916144604636674,0.17524416545505486,0.2228051123212581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07402912492299707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358351447074893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13822335919575818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038274939647860134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121648738806885,0.14757646443075567,0.13609965064341056,0.0,0.061497600508837964,0.0,0.0,0.07791467387247894,0.0,0.0,0.06285711652332515,0.0,0.09297683843492842,0.07060885715929206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21055661743221749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823707945695201,0.0,0.0,0.07308046186636713,0.0,0.04719309293052764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733226593649492,0.0,0.0,0.14484872595322942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583681095777065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477241021282256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07048421696990217,0.0,0.0,0.07265467538354263,0.3147150283909124,0.0,0.05761086654538568,0.0,0.06969505828741801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688804501069854,0.07796160879280606,0.04929492077208795,0.0,0.05561839663622214,0.05822613924499735,0.0,0.07280782640002993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15709258014270294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04061042060012519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250265305649832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456139181229645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06713506497408837,0.07552677318822387,0.10140443192675748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454682937348822
anxiety,5bazwap9,2019/03/05,"Saw something troubling on my way to work this morning. Now I feel weird. Sorry if this is A.) too grim or B.) wrongly posted in this sub

I have anxiety/panic disorder but am pretty calm at the moment, just feeling strange. Came across a dead person in the middle of a police scene this morning and people were taking pics and I just feel very odd and can’t get any work done because I’m just sitting here thinking about it. Looked like an OD. I’ll spare other details about the person but overall was highly troubling to see this on my everyday commute.

Has this ever happened to you? Or just a virtual hug would be nice. I feel weird. ",3.2048581818181816,5.2560357840000025,4.040218181818183,86.33610909090912,75.16,5.825454545454545,26.56363636363637,6.574015621080383,1.1827599999999996,503,19,93,4,11,161,91,125,0.188,0.674,0.138,-0.6357,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,2,10,10,0,0,8,0,10,1,0,0,1,20,23,8,2,2,9,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,8,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,5,7,7,4,12,16,0,16,0,1,3,1,3,8,0,3,5,61,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318606593353872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820144227102072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22177332539389102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22222958660719885,0.0,0.0,0.1984300457161369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17539632490854493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3921726428602515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130629149112946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17146774366808226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20486911908670724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473118991349644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282964738165814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13442789507182554,0.3386171640890165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18570543217623225,0.19726901568240424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15451555127818115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14927596881506666,0.0,0.21705848423852955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579089143527807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242451847840048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15999024590851002,0.0,0.15391114107945505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823273227671281,0.0,0.0,0.13774309663628126,0.21200244305384675,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TenseTortoise,2019/03/05,"Constantly think my partner is annoyed at me/ there's a problem... [27m] Hi all,

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brief background, I have had anxiety most of my life but never actually understood what it was until about 3 years ago when I was depressed and the doctor explained about Anxiety. I don't have panic attacks, but often question my abilities/work/decisions etc. I am hyper aware, so I overthink everything to the point it can really affect me. If I dont talk/get it out my system somehow I can be a bit of a mess.

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One major issue I have is in my personal life, I am constantly thinking my partner is annoyed at me, or something is wrong. I must be asking her whats wrong 10x a day and I can see after a few years its doing her head in. she also has anxiety and is a lot quieter than me in general but i often mistake that silence for something being wrong. I fill the gaps in our conversation when in actuality I should be perfectly happy with silence with someone I know so well. I am trying to work on not having to talk constantly, or that not talking doesn't equal a problem. 

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This also manifests itself in that I often misinterpret her messages on whatsapp or text. I automatically assume or read them in a negative manner, and struggle to see the true context without emojis (depending on the topic of convo). This has caused many arguments which I hate.  It all sounds incredibly ridiculous as I type it out, I am a 27 year old man not a 15 year old boy.

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Anybody else had similar experience? How did you work on/ overcome this stupid voice in your head that tells you a bunch of shit that is damaging..

Thanks in advance would love to hear back",4.7137616822429935,6.275793214953271,6.05802570093458,75.451898364486,70.12149532710278,8.714485981308412,32.37811526479751,9.188382445141503,3.090209657320872,1326,61,232,27,24,447,186,321,0.182,0.7120000000000001,0.106,-0.9782,0,0,2,0,0,0,53.0,1,3,1,4,16,24,7,2,16,0,35,7,3,4,6,49,47,21,0,7,12,0,0,0,2,3,3,3,0,5,18,8,0,0,7,1,0,3,9,18,1,1,6,5,40,6,36,34,10,39,0,2,2,1,25,18,1,14,17,185,58,5,0.0,0.0,0.14899023348629492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766924961195582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209533642860793,0.0,0.33084983312712296,0.3710373009561924,0.0,0.0,0.17519564907318316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136595565178984,0.08684577603828557,0.0,0.058699399545625086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334159383901868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842040758128486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24748357470047094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049231853742179935,0.0,0.06575001992470103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813543010889926,0.0,0.0,0.08946785646080031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06377080951246777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513732404716944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686078937126366,0.07467345332183765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03988358309607259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126348299436302,0.0,0.07536821414733412,0.15669012916312194,0.0,0.08603875199680795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967729613631493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04195350390585878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783992230722664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490004736559725,0.06889824798769541,0.0,0.0,0.07739500027627606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05887676187048518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16020829663275554,0.0,0.051728771535793666,0.0,0.0,0.08956648437420138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665561241516417,0.0,0.0,0.07216431772533283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609078455416355,0.0,0.0,0.08551630700440313,0.0,0.07635890479933663,0.0,0.04890423551529462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166339796533593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836011311010015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468114860505672,0.11753782354186293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798053101416586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18407337289250186,0.0667229922602869,0.0702820010891903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978289320175864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05182865845755242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863725153536596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358734557189478,0.0,0.16672545809546918,0.0,0.0,0.054228500123158836,0.250391666588117,0.3710373009561924,0.19663731181375005
anxiety,LlamaLungs,2019/03/05,"Falling Asleep with Anxiety I've been having really bad anxiety lately and I am taking steps to get better.  For example, I regularly workout and I am seeking out mental help. 

However as I am trying to get better, I am having a hard time sleeping. I usually set aside around 6 to 8 hours for sleep; however, anytime I laydown, my heart starts racing and I cannot calm my body. This keeps me from sleeping and it is making it difficult for me to overcome my anxiety.  I've tried  standard techniques you read online (e.g. writing things down, breathing exercises, getting up); however, they don't seem to work. I think a lot of this stems from feeling overwhelmed and belittled by graduate school. 

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Anyone have advice on how I can get better at sleeping?

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anxiety,Kuhlayre,2019/03/05,"Struggling to study because of anxiety about what will happen if I don't study. Basically the above. Basically the thought of failing has me anxiety procrastinating and taking it out on all aspects of my life. Rationally I can retake in June. The only consequence is I'm down €100.
But being rational doesn't seem to be working. 
Just needed to say it to someone who might understand. 
Also can answer any questions! Just couldn't really think about what to write.",4.016222222222222,6.937769576470593,5.446274509803921,72.83712418300654,76.76470588235293,8.483660130718954,29.44444444444445,9.150863307647796,3.2663464052287585,374,17,60,10,9,125,65,85,0.117,0.883,0.0,-0.8313,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,3,0,11,1,0,0,1,17,19,4,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,14,13,1,5,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,4,1,44,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030836674258546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17269466084548854,0.0,0.3885420030124211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15480552036769155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22456708458725136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17937234588707307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26940074456020324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18830065545031627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19314036533399165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844820409880989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16268682804131562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019511772934174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311864787554641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21517095175395776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654836054791084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19093874304646374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16272086121899534,0.0,0.20160787809086766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643708333563459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848785737096618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,another7er0,2019/03/05,"What techniques or tricks have you found works the best to help with GAD? Currently, I find ways to be productive and keep me busy. Gives me less time to dwell on worries and infinitesimal details. I have learned to confide more in friends and loved ones to vent and that it's okay to not be perfect. 

I have been working on centering myself on a good mantra. Any tips and ideas would be appreciated! ",4.6109649122807,6.465892552631582,4.565789473684212,84.88885964912285,70.84210526315789,7.698245614035088,29.771929824561404,8.344100000000001,1.9807614035087724,318,13,64,5,6,98,58,76,0.08,0.659,0.261,0.9478,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,4,0,8,1,1,2,1,8,1,0,0,1,15,12,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,7,6,11,6,3,8,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,2,42,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18023750270511266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781450019415247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422433901691087,0.0,0.0,0.29060463742200543,0.2047706258934545,0.0,0.0,0.2542522313726863,0.0,0.22230447472557655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17765192187611525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991999146582192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23558131674962066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392105591966075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17959917308551376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545479964446113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103778325277232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38590715272808657,0.2691627984529029,0.0,0.18827807988921294,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,toboel,2019/03/05,"I finally made a phone call I had been postponing ... and it went fine! I am an international student studying in the US, and I got denied financial aid last year due to having failed an exam. I sent in a medical note explaining I was ill alongside my formal complaint (as is procedure) in hopes being reevaluated for loans and living stipends. 

This has a very long processing time. I went all last semester without money, and today I finally called them and asked where my case was. I had been checking my e-mails every day in hopes that I would just get good news that way, but it never came. It was eating me up inside, my depression was coming back and I felt like a leech having to ask my parents and grandparents for rent money every month. I hated having to call them every week and tell them that ""no, there's no news on my case."" I felt like my heart was bursting out of my chest every day that I thought about it. 

Turns out I most likely won't get any money until April, but well... at least now I know there is still a possibility that I will get my money. And my anxiety regarding the matter has subsided somewhat.",5.962118018967336,6.123369251141554,6.713333333333335,76.93615384615389,66.53424657534246,9.843484369511767,29.63154197400773,9.661875296680813,2.5935034070951883,882,28,168,17,13,292,133,219,0.114,0.8190000000000001,0.068,-0.901,3,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,3,1,9,11,1,0,9,0,21,5,2,1,2,33,42,13,0,3,4,1,2,3,0,3,2,0,1,0,10,13,1,0,5,0,8,5,5,3,1,0,18,2,32,8,19,20,4,35,0,2,0,0,14,10,0,4,22,117,42,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778731973876352,0.0,0.08760261592871313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21410957759816684,0.0,0.0,0.08805391539421367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507936685399259,0.13097308955345072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864335523607674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14770363982155274,0.0,0.09863042444101093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717603508108165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3859306994743992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21990209193595545,0.2508881754861035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17948594084833758,0.0,0.0,0.09604860243088756,0.09158701345638648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305850491339407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13569920665455906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274757523387452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06293369799372388,0.18668778991051688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678367305627337,0.0,0.10111763606603796,0.1013409618114553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835556851845966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536043796203832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140368946338784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831997343344816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715383784778364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290969153967416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145073536372893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008996277328973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091103343095958,0.06677382038900925,0.0,0.10854553450665576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245579494589808,0.0,0.0,0.13774580099800307,0.0,0.0,0.09448574019367206,0.0,0.09089559183039844,0.0918559291639383,0.0,0.10296150874403492,0.21231057040199414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038705593633824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134719943920822,0.0,0.0,0.0737430252771812
anxiety,stephQnn,2019/03/05,Anxious and scared to go through with it I have wanted to commit suicide for a long long time now but every time I decide to do it I get anxious and scared and I back off and I hate myself even more after that. How can I gather strength to do it?,0.04930817610063088,2.150284905660378,1.8814150943396264,97.30690251572331,86.73584905660377,3.5333333333333337,18.26729559748428,3.1291,-0.8275006289308178,192,5,43,0,6,63,35,53,0.28600000000000003,0.618,0.096,-0.8934,0,0,0,0,0,2,2.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,2,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,10,8,6,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,1,9,8,1,9,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5258809884062216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17896986853261035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15372873780161245,0.0,0.19610134949254746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160191890490216,0.0,0.1322768083347468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22979177780177704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4119516669114815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4660453669154388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25458999101674545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714360128777745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728158556111453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,assspelunkers,2019/03/05,"Waking Up to Panic Attacks Does anybody else wake up and have an attack shortly after? Mine often come about 20-30 minutes after I get up. This morning, I had one and afterward i couldn't tell you what the day is. It's almost like it wiped my mind.",1.6788235294117655,3.7802655098039244,3.427215686274512,88.6584705882353,80.17647058823529,4.864313725490196,21.964705882352945,5.6839178017228535,0.2992635294117649,195,6,38,1,5,65,44,51,0.177,0.7809999999999999,0.042,-0.7959999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,2,1,2,0,4,2,2,0,0,7,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,1,0,6,1,7,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,5,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784536480279797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6327047838521924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23953845538022184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17933646748033374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24334679503446816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23229740172324545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14528359911786054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358542299473615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807781973266335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18843196932839495,0.0,0.0,0.3262630937364041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430512934642072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sanjinas,2019/03/05,"This morning I’m reaching again my limits... I feel so bad :( I never thought of committing suicide, but maybe to die would be a relief",1.7433333333333323,4.30468307692308,3.220769230769232,87.40756410256414,83.61538461538461,5.005128205128205,27.89743589743589,6.42735559955562,1.4229128205128196,104,5,19,1,3,34,24,26,0.395,0.449,0.156,-0.8174,0,0,0,0,0,1,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,7,5,2,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,1,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418563808047314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42492299420198654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20701976645658046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4113267835571021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157771325432676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4478492236396639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250411468364586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908468422343319,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kumo_Sky,2019/03/05,"I'm going to court soon, any tips? I'm going to court soon  (March 12th) and I don't think I'd be able to calm down. (I'm a witness) I don't want to give my testimony but I need to. please does anyone have tips?",-2.6465306122448986,-0.9480417755102016,0.6257142857142881,103.04428571428578,99.40816326530613,3.6163265306122447,11.081632653061225,5.288315135182226,-1.7166408163265308,159,2,44,1,7,56,31,49,0.026,0.856,0.118,0.5926,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,13,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,6,12,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,19,4,0,0.3665539667877573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24926926708678984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563030563822397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207738464995584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3516319657021782,0.4166421331299239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27179512178467363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4023661814426191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23487298111712196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21620302669722108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,artcycle,2019/03/05,"Book suggestion for anxiety sufferers. I’ve been dealing with anxiety for a long time. I started seeing a Psycologist last summer and she suggested the book, The 10 Best-Ever Anxiety Management Techniques: Understanding How Your Brain Makes You Anxious and What You Can Do to Change It, by Margaret Wehrenberg. It has helped me a lot and I wanted to share. ",5.3514285714285705,8.26067866666667,5.92404761904762,71.29178571428574,71.85714285714286,9.914285714285716,34.3095238095238,10.125756701596842,4.449171428571429,288,15,44,9,6,93,49,63,0.16699999999999998,0.797,0.035,-0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,0,4,1,1,2,0,9,9,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,7,1,6,8,1,5,0,1,1,0,9,0,0,1,5,30,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5558722544068787,0.2736294865375415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25418550048635424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27038757915476097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562271211787713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249708904782002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16234892721148542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19743429186377187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143491124044967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20591913001879364,0.0,0.0,0.1616777228015467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19301080724197167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17143819192543786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123518147450154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521501922535074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286232283084727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,trevordabomb,2019/03/05,"I'm terrified about my own mental health I need to vent, but I'm also welcome to getting some advice.

I just recently moved away from home for nursing school and since then, my mental health has gone downhill a bit. I'm so afraid of it continuing to spiral downward to the point where I'll be unable to be happy or function properly. And it just creates this vicious cycle. I'm anxious, so I don't feel well because I'm anxious. And then I notice how bad I'm feeling and get worried that it's going to get worse. And so I get more anxious. 

Even in moments where I'm not anxious, I'm hyper vigilant about checking to see how my mental health is doing. And any slight negativity causes me to get anxious. I keep having panic attacks from it, worried I'm gonna need to hospitalize myself or that I'm going to not want to live anymore. That's not the case, but I'm worried it will become the case.

I've already shelled out so much money for this program, but I almost feel like quitting to go back home and work on my mental health. I'm just so scared every day and I don't know what to do about it...",4.146710719530102,4.7273962995594765,5.5428370044052855,82.27730983847285,70.58590308370044,7.286813509544787,29.670778267254036,7.03164865440522,1.659786725403818,868,33,172,7,15,293,120,227,0.231,0.696,0.073,-0.9903,0,0,0,0,0,1,22.0,0,0,0,2,19,10,2,3,4,0,10,4,0,3,0,33,41,23,0,3,11,0,3,1,0,2,4,0,2,0,12,9,0,1,4,0,2,5,6,6,1,0,1,4,14,4,25,36,5,20,0,0,1,0,1,8,0,4,8,104,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873793375329368,0.0,0.0,0.08954034068874317,0.0,0.098676231915943,0.07150844480499748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06080807373491035,0.0,0.0,0.5050908156616399,0.08867974789715469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172716770410266,0.0840122147819579,0.06875779035097226,0.07466123730999129,0.05450907081320845,0.09875640219287984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762252903873557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185807666602702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05766794046272027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059060491083485774,0.0,0.07533947242909479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13563899443581612,0.06388104331166479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23358902017675975,0.0,0.1524568542796751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518832509646437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3801934089388784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17938935347608967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794798300269162,0.0,0.0,0.04914241454557993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04368566948087279,0.0,0.07895872875485367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604537999490608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503838242341882,0.06573334819005967,0.13260630160650275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018042705341259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491408094027023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452997930792629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510825004405953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829060185118241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952414698392333,0.09049693196444226,0.07125546833051842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396842717847912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052741718795754976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039853538309964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509819057000603,0.2724283966882991,0.09112573129481467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mclambles,2019/03/05,"does anyone else hate their jokes? you'll think it's funny, but people either don't respond or they respond negatively?

and you overreact inside and go on a mad or sad rant about yourself?

yeah, me too.",2.8888461538461527,5.437834230769234,3.945833333333337,84.13875,78.48717948717949,5.951282051282053,22.570512820512814,7.1686216300943375,0.978789743589744,161,5,29,2,4,52,35,39,0.338,0.5379999999999999,0.125,-0.9134,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,2,0,2,4,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,5,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,2,4,1,2,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,2,0,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068849266937937,0.4496988234584326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.384079143486658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3666396636758779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494336046707841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43331701287918617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042738744760701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812255874349979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheoPeterson,2019/03/05,"Scared of rejection I'm a 23 year old guy and I like to think that in general I am a reasonably social guy. I can easily have a conversation with strangers (even though I do have a hard time believing people like talking to me). However as soon as I'm even remotely interested in a girl I get really scared for some reason and am not able too force myself into actually continuing a conversation and I just kind of do nothing until the moment passes and I just go on with my life.

I just can't force myself to do something which I want to do cause I just get terrified. I know that nothing actually bad could happen but I can't just act. 

I don't know how this came too be, it's just so darn hard to get over myself. It's really starting too be a problem and I want to do something about it but I don't know where too start.

Soo basically I'm asking if anyone got any tips on how to get better.",1.5213963161021984,3.518575224598933,4.17396613190731,83.64107991681523,80.17647058823529,7.791919191919192,22.153594771241828,8.680891452615391,1.541487462863934,705,22,149,17,18,249,101,187,0.08800000000000001,0.8220000000000001,0.09,-0.1831,1,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,19,10,0,2,8,0,17,1,0,5,0,34,37,15,0,5,10,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,7,9,0,0,6,0,0,4,5,5,0,0,2,2,20,5,22,32,1,20,0,1,0,0,8,7,1,2,11,102,27,0,0.1310013146035393,0.0,0.2556767717724754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908538615689827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159916510307392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246854527673258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938062576538878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14759362133372966,0.0,0.11586001705791855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14983060475803453,0.0,0.1345744360707309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459389003694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730502655856291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737711200019328,0.0,0.07445106601567113,0.0,0.10477371848628797,0.0,0.0,0.2594237949096927,0.11584402986542447,0.0,0.2347028932085354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641771013416568,0.2159846895772656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253010267361762,0.12800125036659052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513985889741777,0.0,0.13746384288335914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081981694231316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535056596160252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16784559323080106,0.2693823393011512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623103385645007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13353934285375205,0.0,0.2017024242539409,0.0,0.0,0.1854468094729021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529389443672298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394035279670284,0.12870812646797372,0.0,0.07638792002998937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15453593896038578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436055155786758
anxiety,little_Jasmine11,2019/03/05,"Seperation i am 11 and have had seperation anxiety since i was 9 it like a voice in your telling you what to do its your own voice thats why you listen people think your weak and dumb and mentally disabled loads of people mocked me called me names instead of being there for me i only have one question 
why?
",5.008064516129036,5.620070612903227,5.300161290322581,84.6702419354839,68.6774193548387,8.780645161290323,28.403225806451612,8.841846274778883,2.00143870967742,246,8,50,4,4,78,47,62,0.16,0.8009999999999999,0.039,-0.7717,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,5,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,0,6,9,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,3,11,1,5,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,10,1,1,1,1,35,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21890238071204585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921890264273607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13979742310056795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288369807413328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939012407054352,0.21762839258258249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39675788599373096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205511659449898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23670452194582695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25010590042519315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18335203728907412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5164079927863481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bigpeachfuzz,2019/03/05,I just feel bad about anything and everything all the fucking time. I constantly feel bad about everything. That is all. Going to start meds next week. ,3.0527777777777767,6.1663386296296325,2.7758333333333347,87.18375000000002,88.62962962962963,7.144444444444447,25.26851851851852,8.07648339933343,2.2621185185185197,121,5,21,3,4,36,21,27,0.233,0.767,0.0,-0.7906,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,6,6,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,6,2,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206109068718859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4476791365286765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897043757965741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4818745740227729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711034091962385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478400314283349,0.0,0.0,0.1523587413872786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977817217652589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28511117288060706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18975176580836714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563223735508572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21504141575205885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,imafyl,2019/03/05,Noob here. I take xanax/klonopin recreationally. How long must i wait before i can drink something? Right now im on 0.5 klonopin taken 2 hours ago. Can i have more info about this please? Im planning to drink a few beers tonight,1.2646666666666668,3.90429268888889,1.2327777777777804,99.5825,88.77777777777777,3.888888888888889,20.833333333333336,5.46131890053228,-0.2956666666666661,181,6,39,1,6,53,36,45,0.031,0.89,0.078,0.4186,0,0,4,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,1,4,7,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,3,5,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299473144086491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22073496506200185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5082372451300594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554621534547945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5604048847525037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22956569479197114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284749328967328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22153087027868884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997030188739808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950406443519609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,abitdown,2019/03/05,"Just wanted to vent a bit :) Hi guys, feeling a bit weak and powerless at the moment and just wanted a place to vent, I guess. I should say that I don't have Anxiety (that I know of, anyway), but have a tendency to overthink things and worry a lot.

I just had my first day back at university for the year and even though it was just one class and it all went fine, I feel really physically and mentally drained. 

The idea that I have a whole year of classes, labs, assignments, etc. ahead of me had me really overwhelmed, even though, for the past 2 years, I've managed fine. What's worse is I'm only going in 2 days a week this semester (watching lectures online), so I feel like I'm not really entitled to complain or anything. 

I don't have a part-time job and the idea of getting one terrifies me, not only because of the array of social situations it forces me into, but also because of the time commitment, which shouldn't even be a problem since I go into uni 2 days a week and spend most of my spare time at home playing video games and such. Regardless, I worry that if I was ever to get a job, it would place strain on my uni work and spare time (which I guess is sort of unavoidable, but it still scares me). 

All this is compounded by the fact that I don't really have any idea of what I want to do with my life, so I'm struggling for long-term goals and don't even know if my course is going to lead me anywhere or if I'm just going into debt for no reason. I feel like all the careers that really appeal to me are near impossible to succeed in and require incredible talent or luck.


Thanks for hearing me vent about all my first-world problems. It's nice to just get my thoughts out there. Any advice or kind words would be really appreciated. :)",5.595561797752809,5.164505747191012,6.433460674157307,80.64159550561797,67.37078651685394,9.816629213483148,29.316853932584273,9.3871,2.253997078651685,1370,41,288,24,20,455,171,356,0.125,0.718,0.157,0.8909999999999999,4,1,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,0,7,22,19,0,4,20,0,25,2,0,2,7,72,51,27,0,13,18,0,4,2,0,4,2,2,1,1,19,17,0,1,11,3,2,6,8,8,0,3,6,7,31,11,40,39,10,37,0,1,1,0,7,13,0,13,20,192,50,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400422750698673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874636310678743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691860809458693,0.0,0.06576316539852341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074205930415517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610195529742469,0.0,0.1048072122098936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18770353199544884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16632138422874934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587395496156816,0.22711689375220426,0.07776047183661226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17386641234430286,0.12282715450237867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14624396087978342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13473985325191656,0.0,0.19542408435833955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18940078456907267,0.08511909280506652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688906159795786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623013453298617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29113284171296283,0.0,0.0,0.17061445158507618,0.0,0.0,0.08951955801284033,0.09448848408065526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060719784008091575,0.08399653788821589,0.0,0.0,0.07607652308779722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308456411767833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663273226712542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650452884077506,0.13076086180761756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309196647952067,0.08206353888620213,0.0,0.0,0.1796307364723541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16451422986804226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304291643434026,0.08838657358706269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836300102333576,0.08606619165282263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111132632119993,0.09662851994829824,0.0,0.08763072578945942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865194345834923,0.0,0.0,0.08986952310101104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914523368506016,0.0,0.0,0.05711147876713583,0.0,0.16892080335818682,0.06824678994672928,0.1503810501997032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15211355922072795,0.0,0.1379122437932399,0.0,0.0,0.07969062915063506,0.0,0.0959771089285232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06258371103894737,0.17460372715796935,0.08760591324630602,0.12213446538584223,0.0,0.0,0.1660763682754787
anxiety,nb2095,2019/03/05,"Feeling like a stranger in my own body Tl;DR - paralysed because of my paranoia 
I have constant debilitating anxiety about my mother’s death. There will be days I cannot get out of bed because im petrified she will get cancer because of the strong history of it in my family. She also has a biopsy day after as the gynaecologist suspects cervical cancer. Then I worry what will happen to my brother with autism if she passes away as he is extremely close to her.
       I think ever since I gained consciousness as a kid,I have only seen my mother cry and suffer because of my father. have a lot of anger and unresolved trauma against her too. 2011-2013 she was at her worst and would very often verbally and physically abuse me. I let it go because I knew she was hurting because of my abusive father.
Then I feel this overwhelming sense of anxiety about the trauma because she did practically sacrifice her life for my brother and I to support us. I will never, blame my mother for neglecting me after my first brother’s death and then the second brother’s  autism. I know she was working hard so he’s less of a burden for me when she is no more, as she wants me to focus on building my own life( I want to get married and start a family one day). As  as a kid if you have always been an emotional dumping ground for your mom it just messes you up for life. But again she had nobody else. I love my brother to death, I mean it when I say I could take a bullet for him. I spend hours in bed crying and just worrying about him. 

P.S- I moved overseas last year for higher studies, hence the anxiety hits the roof. 
Im sorry, anxiety has been taking a toll on me since a few days. I’m fed up of myself and desperately want to feel lighter. ",4.426056201550388,5.466352671511629,5.676162790697679,79.89655038759695,70.25,8.407751937984498,28.86821705426357,8.72156446121922,2.21944031007752,1365,50,261,23,24,457,180,344,0.238,0.701,0.061,-0.9964,0,0,0,0,1,0,31.0,1,3,0,4,14,15,2,1,17,0,24,8,1,0,2,37,48,25,3,7,5,11,4,1,0,5,5,1,2,1,6,12,1,1,9,0,1,3,3,11,0,3,10,6,57,4,47,29,7,35,1,4,1,1,36,12,0,5,21,189,63,1,0.0,0.2318584760801376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824587733089412,0.08141411466794746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994018208451886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192773622824477,0.0,0.0,0.4175139112494416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086827181571024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573469330800173,0.0,0.07812053813668414,0.0,0.2149542601852206,0.25240535478998244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173617575184007,0.1100614232264437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885055741940665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844773859390729,0.0,0.14841872381440716,0.06989983200396402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322612649056509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15335848403726288,0.0,0.05560704683552645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865231989154711,0.0,0.0876490792780151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635671195689614,0.0,0.10474411384951296,0.0,0.21137679820306526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0537725488334025,0.07975598621714851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005220337512473,0.2073305069393456,0.04780167635640525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318353990378761,0.08830810443789533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658088968978137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459380673845815,0.0,0.10399277502270238,0.0,0.0,0.075463388229443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630168244688471,0.07441483367482077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778095414841748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16187527207868932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952843961378167,0.06925454511079816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103230518240384,0.0,0.0,0.1471331462101288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06269453721957956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769438388158802,0.0,0.0,0.08073161502651717,0.17313292452521975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123165729158581,0.19873083024766594,0.0,0.06950562884039617,0.0,0.0,0.06300838110983896
anxiety,Virzon,2019/03/05,"I don't understand why For the longest time I have always denied anything being wrong with me, it was probably something to do with me ego when I was younger .

I have now only come to realise and accept Look and my self, for the Past 5 or 6 years or so I have always Kept to my self and Never let anything out to anybody. 

I have for the last 4 years at least I have been  going through Completely random cycles  which I don't understand, forgive me if this is the wrong Reddit but I figured id start somewhere

On a daily Basis I go through cycles where I won't care about anybody or anything that happens around me, but within a moment I find my self in tears over the simplest things like not being able to cross the road in time before the light switched 
And in the same instant turning hyper aggressive to anybody around me for no reason, threatening and yelling at them.

I don't understand any of this, if anybody could offer me advice or send me in the right direction I appreciate this ",9.780153061224487,6.660952117346941,9.25683673469388,72.33280612244899,60.98979591836735,11.636734693877552,40.31632653061224,9.188382445141503,3.692114285714286,789,31,148,9,8,254,113,196,0.118,0.8370000000000001,0.045,-0.899,0,0,1,0,1,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,7,7,1,0,11,0,18,0,0,1,1,33,30,15,0,3,9,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,3,7,11,0,1,8,0,0,5,7,3,0,0,4,3,25,4,28,21,2,31,0,0,1,0,7,15,0,7,12,111,32,0,0.1289150059753386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12597425183289052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145352242745848,0.0,0.0,0.08766662474715049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182581969419715,0.22952337377296814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969717504616988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314374403266203,0.0,0.0,0.11104886273302167,0.13516493105451466,0.0,0.0,0.10292814236179987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782597996920878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465307374865269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399911403564662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508293592654518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182432786866233,0.0,0.06298136017107574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825613694537152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942719996620812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804567117689744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230639602404393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899218040055222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325460969065739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009271072331353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4034593996511514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924506981716406,0.0,0.0,0.09124670475123899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564540169316559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150342753382472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14022250762531074,0.0,0.4026152029565949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632574144625675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818966432347113,0.0,0.16603407440724316
anxiety,madnesiu-m,2019/03/05,"Drinking a single beer before long highway drive to relax nerves and driving anxiety? Hello all, so I know the title is a bit alarming and feel free to virtually smack me across the head if this is a completely foolish idea, but I have to take a 3 hour drive across the state tomorrow and as per usual, I am getting pretty nervous. I know in no world is it acceptable to condone drinking to alleviate stress and anxiety, ESPECIALLY if it involves being behind the wheel, but my reasoning is that what always put me at the most risk when doing this drive is my complete inability to relax and I'll do all sorts of dumb things on highways out of nervousness, such as brake when going down a hill (it is a very long elevation drop) or even worse, once I got super anxious because I was trying to pass a pickup truck and always get nervous when a long string of tailgaters gets behind me, which caused me to try to switch lanes into the pickup truck lane earlier than I felt comfortable doing, but then getting anxious that I was going down a hill and impulsively decided to break while passing the pickup truck -- a very, very big no no. The drive is not at all hard, and like I've said, I've done it many times, my only fear is that often times anxiety clouds my ability to think clearly when driving at those speeds (highway speeds); I am a very good driver otherwise. I am thinking that for as bad as an idea ""drinking a beer (or maybe even half of the beer, a 5% ABV 12 oz beer to be exact) before getting behind the wheel would actually be safer in the long run. My first panic attack of my entire life was actually driving this exact drive, which was much more dangerous on an interstate than having a beer would have been (got super dizzy, couldn't really see, had to pull off the side of the highway super quickly, you know how it goes). After that, I often took a teeny bit of prescribed klonopin to help with the nerves of this specific drive, however I have unfortunately been out for a long time, because I only fear panic attacks now when driving long distances so it is no longer necessary. Hence where the single beer (or less) comes in -- it is to be equivalent to the tiny dose of benzodiazepines I would ideally like to take before driving. Also, I am not afraid of the legality side of it, because it is highly unlikely I'd be pulled over and breathalyzed at noon on a Tuesday, and even if by the slim odd chance this did happen, I would be so significantly under the legal limit I am nearly certain I would be okay. 

​

Does anybody have any experience with this? Feel free to shoot me down if I am being completely foolish. ",13.84830621301775,7.527108844181463,12.757474112426035,60.03668454142014,57.20512820512821,15.594132149901382,46.87487672583826,11.81641974633143,5.3606450690335326,2092,77,379,37,16,687,244,507,0.17600000000000002,0.691,0.133,-0.9645,1,0,9,1,0,1,57.0,0,1,0,6,19,31,4,11,38,1,48,12,1,3,7,63,72,36,0,11,12,0,4,2,0,5,2,1,0,0,25,16,9,2,13,11,2,21,7,16,0,2,14,6,31,17,66,44,11,79,0,0,1,0,5,28,1,11,29,266,56,2,0.0,0.0,0.14326266036596874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05870083664460245,0.12215535971250906,0.07953277568322704,0.08919341487387214,0.04991696872613924,0.0,0.16846067143773993,0.16585036098433426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16701439585214647,0.0,0.0,0.06128894436131557,0.13423846946388626,0.0,0.18738318505766816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16027545125789924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754057226047095,0.0,0.06323070637321129,0.23088685080937646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423598966296483,0.07511737341723265,0.0,0.2157227644715348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14544716705960611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180281103851355,0.0,0.16519892677645806,0.07423013675030576,0.0,0.07047897231790433,0.0,0.0,0.06243706917650909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19175177075603864,0.0,0.08343392096626633,0.061567461521661676,0.11741513742310634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06491056575449959,0.0,0.06575521241829216,0.0,0.0753332759863787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04920088935618076,0.07755493914520728,0.0,0.0,0.0722877651978158,0.0,0.0,0.16572747134977034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210221054210294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051847137231360224,0.07172258758807723,0.0,0.0,0.3897592849235571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744197346306201,0.07374378764674856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05396009582825946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817244401821777,0.0,0.111653499059335,0.0,0.17224663027668033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467785567042289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737908975460993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04702422916686999,0.07547113160955049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982363790413383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05849316983344724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408358187511447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038075200004258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048766093712240687,0.09406813274703768,0.0,0.0,0.12840669765328994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155410636579816,0.09967245932950546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084370086322311,0.2422626473052731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480454485402288,0.26071907579145565,0.0,0.08919341487387214,0.0
anxiety,thunderthighlasagna,2019/03/05,"Anxiety over notifications Ok so every time I open reddit (or any website with notifications for that matter) and I see that I have a notification I sometimes tremble and my heart races.  I'm so worried that someone responded to something I said negatively or that I may have accidentally offended someone or someone is mad at me.  It gets to the point where some days I'm too nervous and anxious to bring myself to open reddit.  Even though people have gotten mad at me only once or twice on here.  And on here it's amplified because of down votes.  I can see that multiple people are mad at me.

I try to convince myself that notifications are no big deal and that I'm over exaggerating how mad they are in my head but nothing really works.  I try to be as nice as I can be but sometimes I can't tell if I'm just saying stupid things, I'm unintentionally a bad person, etc. I've had a lot of positive experiences on here but sometimes I just think that the anxiety isn't worth it.

Before making this someone got mad at me on here and I'm still shaking over it.  Thank you to anyone who read this far.  And apologies in advance if I messed something up (first time posting here).",3.672453861927547,5.5140993030303065,5.395734791524268,78.03239917976762,73.28571428571428,7.8068808384597865,28.17521075415812,8.532816995589336,2.1395316017316017,933,37,178,17,19,318,126,231,0.18600000000000005,0.7509999999999999,0.062,-0.9667,0,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,3,15,16,7,3,5,1,15,2,2,2,0,28,31,22,0,2,11,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,16,10,0,0,1,1,1,3,4,12,0,2,4,4,23,4,28,24,3,30,0,0,2,0,10,21,0,9,5,125,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738607971914568,0.0,0.1966080612061201,0.14517120366362304,0.0,0.08985190825582544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729418701772286,0.0783339072417439,0.0,0.10934612928463704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287345631902625,0.1324803943150869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14331421161777005,0.08487466326548633,0.0,0.10826886528897807,0.0,0.0,0.12570006411836854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930412730833776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06713723190006111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027751566344321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188059749715597,0.0,0.0,0.15227603448093405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092481966781494,0.0,0.0,0.08577639026294763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330157663955466,0.0,0.0,0.13685092663167367,0.0,0.09773191179987788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781748523696475,0.11220339199158208,0.0,0.0,0.12147636089678332,0.0,0.12306983585721792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285372351525902,0.0,0.0823219667294349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223526676162658,0.10219031434983082,0.0,0.0,0.2047996475961688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4355188713110005,0.1978549444053228,0.3812766578850269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262223099803287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231681450621668,0.1183078008352254,0.0,0.0,0.08537132485165615,0.0823391880260474,0.12625301505932024,0.0,0.14986163628597535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17448947119680466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355132174589463,0.13050048635836162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Asaz4545,2019/03/05,"Should I be concerned? I’ve taken celexa almost all of my life. Recently my anxiety came back in full force, and maybe half a week ago was I switched off celexa and onto prozac. I’m on a low dose and am supposed to up my dose after a week. Things were shaky these past few days, but I know that I’m coming off one medication and onto another. Thing is, I felt especially weird today. I felt groggy and tired, and got anxious over the thought of the medicine not helping me. Then (TW), I had a thought about how it sucked that I live an anxious life, and thought that of medicine couldn’t help me then I could kill myself to get away from the anxiety. The fact that I even had these thoughts made me even more anxious, and scared. It’s been a few hours since then, and I haven’t had a thought like that again. Should I call my doctor in the morning, or wait it out and see how I feel as I continue with the medicine more?",5.078592843326888,4.892776250000002,4.946731141199226,90.0377272727273,68.41489361702128,8.325725338491296,29.32495164410058,7.686295010490155,1.4372808510638304,717,23,164,7,11,221,111,188,0.196,0.769,0.035,-0.9816,0,0,0,0,0,1,22.0,0,0,0,0,7,7,2,2,13,0,14,8,0,3,2,38,34,18,1,4,3,0,3,1,0,2,8,0,0,0,12,14,0,1,9,0,0,2,3,6,0,2,17,4,21,1,21,12,6,30,0,1,1,0,3,13,1,3,16,111,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814055595562527,0.0,0.12215963520500064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12792162461072626,0.18665055891140755,0.41345638834080856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461762856368457,0.0938060601754293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456978520070935,0.13952894047934922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508725791186947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740249451062308,0.0,0.0,0.07867620913391553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486630042836162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611521240658814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061683966326980574,0.0,0.2342672529267514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06373696877450878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756995878166498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635403697295034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013977798030608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349685801993236,0.0,0.06704485808077422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17233631552572298,0.05960023612173456,0.0,0.10772317177654137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543392403710673,0.0,0.0,0.12255963718152,0.0,0.0,0.12289638838753975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826664717705678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645733068455352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045462002051925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221375421790171,0.0,0.09721363522477557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091491735798863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620951389359709,0.0,0.0,0.484249100931829,0.0,0.1402144625032445,0.11563629960257962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957128829546312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiie,2019/03/05,"Embarrassed Laying in bed not able to sleep so wanted to write it out. Today I had a super embarrassing moment in public that was completely my fault and I feel so ashamed and guilty. Basically involved me taking photos for a friend in public, I’m not a photographer at all, I use my dads nice camera and she pays me well to take photos so I do it. I’ve probably used the camera 3 times before so don’t really know what I’m doing. They wanted to take a few quick pictures inside a shop. I was uncomfortable because were in public and it’s just awkward of course but I’m getting paid so I just tried to hurry and get out. I wasn’t really thinking. Someone who worked there (he mentioned he was a photographer in the past) ended up yelling at me loudly in front of the whole shop. I just said sorry and got out of there. I feel so dumb and embarrassed, I had the flash on for a couple of shots which was so dumb. I’ve been crying ever since and just feel so terrible. If I was in the shop I would probably roll my eyes at myself and be annoyed. I know people are going through much worse I just feel so terrible and worried that a video of this scene or something will emerge on social media eventually. I’ve recently been trying to wean off of my Zoloft medication and the anxiety I felt today I have not felt in a long time, so I think I need to get back to my normal dosage.",2.3595373665480466,4.249290249110324,4.204987900355873,84.9345850533808,77.11387900355871,7.058277580071176,21.916156583629885,7.976525956113202,1.0683849395017797,1084,30,220,18,25,367,150,281,0.2,0.772,0.028,-0.9941,0,0,1,0,1,0,20.0,0,0,1,2,21,15,3,5,15,0,19,4,2,2,2,45,47,24,0,6,11,1,6,0,1,2,2,3,1,0,9,14,0,0,10,4,5,2,5,11,1,0,16,10,29,4,35,28,4,32,0,0,1,0,15,18,2,2,12,149,38,2,0.12581841685374162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625074451296133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967465962531431,0.0,0.07669773910971668,0.0,0.1070622057782565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13191821627559372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392156851441298,0.13820562293612892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143777244777447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138099612845148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25447028792674914,0.0,0.24161082228431466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972069967551233,0.0,0.1972047895272893,0.0,0.07150550578453559,0.0,0.10062848168905476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829302293390466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113453396408803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674881821135345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924910132400881,0.09329276185767824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327533473734067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010791553751242,0.08722664823028989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713070671756016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16120499920239675,0.0,0.12423050779616232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968212655545744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040782945930598,0.0,0.12590928140967794,0.12825603129553753,0.1066055363039802,0.09686116422570212,0.0,0.14084341676225745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28379937353651274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16123872238974246,0.0,0.0,0.14673146134464546,0.0,0.2385222952320215,0.0,0.0,0.17084489221180085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173334305352308,0.0,0.0,0.1484219242062238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312586693593175,0.0,0.0,0.14047176918249996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159730595963636,0.12777470968626653,0.12821971574203125,0.08937779342616442,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jarlle12,2019/03/05,"Help I have for a few days now been extremely afraid of dying. I haven’t slept much, 5 hours ish in total since saturday, and it’s killing me. 
 
 I have some stomach acid reflux, and causes some pain in my chest. But i’m so fucking afraid that i might have a heart attack. I can’t sleep, and the left side of my body, mostly the arm and leg, have started to feel weird. Sometimes it feels like my arm is sleeping, while my leg feels like it could collaps at any time. I don’t know if this is because i’m on a huge lack of sleep, but i’m starting to get really nervous about that as Well now.  My back and left shoulder hurts a little as Well. 

I’ve tried all the “breath, goddammit” advices, but nothing helps. I really want to be able to relax and actually sleep, so if any of you have any advice, please share :(",3.155578842315368,4.078594293413175,3.969236526946109,91.39221806387226,73.1317365269461,6.7642714570858296,24.09630738522954,6.816661863887847,0.6101900199600792,625,17,140,5,12,200,104,167,0.14400000000000002,0.732,0.124,-0.5459,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,0,8,15,3,3,7,0,14,17,15,1,2,25,27,16,2,5,5,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,9,2,0,2,4,14,6,16,22,8,19,0,1,0,1,4,9,1,6,12,84,20,0,0.12286604325828787,0.0,0.11989953458027215,0.0,0.0,0.24012655094770435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25065936801535776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139777861724216,0.0,0.09447640319738528,0.0,0.07489799956886903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13647647589322187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12621727143552952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809853784081088,0.0,0.0,0.07923843344744322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12751555485555272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18637428954877489,0.17555105170703422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358767715524258,0.06419243649353157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559685283800455,0.16470903778198587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099830312972425,0.0,0.13153064048394672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593307274650787,0.0,0.0675239641501308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669886310026409,0.0,0.0,0.12005228506486715,0.12314405341252732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303414555372292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903206789429698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789328222183855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13073813272696935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487001951727925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574222669522083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163606064591353,0.0,0.4918191025812889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215176584590379,0.0,0.17393043561254048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164417788645412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341797823347992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246957566315104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209426570156079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Deewonder23,2019/03/05,"Advice on what can help my anxiety I’m 27 years old and literally feel like I don’t know what to do. I’ve suffered from depression and especially anxiety for 10 years. I’ve been on lexapro for 9 years. I don’t think the lexapro is working anymore. My anxiety is stopping me from taking the train, flying on a plane, driving my own car, going to places alone. I talk to a therapist once a week but it’s not really helping. I just want a  normal life. I want to be able to do things on my own. I want to stop depending on Uber because I have a car that I should be able to drive. I want to be able to fly on a plane because I want to see the world. I don’t really know what else to do. I’ve tried meditation, weed, yoga, supplements etc. but nothing really works. So I figured that I’d post on here and see if maybe I can get some tips that might help me...I’m open to any tips that could possibly help me. Thank you.",1.1236827033218797,2.8821012422680425,3.2720962199312744,90.7996792668958,80.39175257731958,7.197709049255441,22.63344788087057,8.167268648758528,1.0967867124856825,707,23,164,14,18,241,103,194,0.091,0.784,0.125,0.8136,0,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,2,3,4,0,0,9,0,18,1,0,1,0,27,34,7,0,9,5,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,9,4,0,2,5,1,0,5,4,2,0,0,1,3,20,2,23,27,4,23,0,2,2,0,6,10,0,4,8,93,29,2,0.35474569033575243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555112764125545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246984982844633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041307805879107,0.0,0.2713794821251973,0.0,0.1172708006008394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14416645346547954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441185593785276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184731442407714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878150143425632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318784058375483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05979002664970861,0.08447679735246734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061779993870670825,0.0,0.06720338364515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31703807801844525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997263600483014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352245738686069,0.057770275133698076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879657566793818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544303914988106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585848562908108,0.11346268580711025,0.0,0.12408197578638433,0.12593086085356947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235445808765003,0.0,0.0,0.13330748811138,0.11324943685854386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272591730116337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884575907454912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977221877208028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890820349553293,0.09504371612131887,0.0,0.1088673900248502,0.0,0.1372956961671675,0.07855909123446543,0.07576890478799424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028301253976312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34873033217322524,0.0,0.09485186495238702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17217272504347214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284445937819011
anxiety,missingthenight,2019/03/05,"Found a new trigger today; my doctor’s office and is closing. So tonight I got an email from my doctor saying she’s shutting her practice down effective April 1st. I already have a huge doctor anxiety and really opened up to her over the past year that I’ve lived here, and am now having some pretty severe anxiety about having to find a new doctor that understands my anxiety disorder/other health problems. I’ve already had to drop a psychiatrist this year due to incompatibility as far as treatment goes. 
I’m mentally freaking about having to find a new doctor and start the entire process all over again. ",8.577286135693214,8.333025327433631,8.671814159292037,66.43421091445428,61.212389380530965,11.073156342182894,36.53244837758112,10.504223727775694,3.9957917404129777,494,20,79,10,6,162,75,113,0.134,0.79,0.076,-0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,8,0,7,6,0,2,1,15,12,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,8,0,14,9,2,23,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,1,13,50,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799446995575921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910993699451199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6491363968060175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318610042416679,0.0,0.0,0.13907476076625758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014464451381403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482619823008107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120030486042282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782603365049652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.367511884146729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210842185007144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290430374578373,0.0,0.12136983870170427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812576808925393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086916388961538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329438193398578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977881025430062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023056758547156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320460978482479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633630683167647
anxiety,philistinepleb,2019/03/05,"Inability to focus on schoolwork. Please help. Hi. To provide context, I [16] am pretty consistently stressed out about course load, a less-than-optimal family dynamic, work, people matters, and extracurricular duties. My coping mechanisms include thinking while pacing (~ 1 hr/day) or a form of distraction (eg cleaning, listening to podcasts, etc.), but I'm often times too stressed about other matters to concentrate on school work. This affects my sleeping schedule. I've tried Prozac and citalopram; they make my depression/anxiety worse. Plus, drowsiness all day. I love learning, but lately, I feel too tense to give my work the long-term concentration it needs. How do y'all deal with similar situations in your lives? ",7.1968595041322345,9.938376000000002,6.780239669421492,68.00308677685953,65.85950413223141,9.798677685950414,37.71983471074381,10.125756701596842,4.653739834710743,580,31,82,15,10,181,98,121,0.125,0.7509999999999999,0.123,-0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,2,1,3,6,5,0,3,3,0,2,3,1,3,1,20,10,8,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,10,2,14,10,3,9,0,0,0,1,9,4,0,2,5,45,13,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13968440765031104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23551688745297,0.18824706669358585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20364130173393302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17213398573886005,0.0,0.0923253415168789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751614267153274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238934512605085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20597471873423304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612344214512742,0.1615905195441333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16479880081300366,0.0,0.12188334690611125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353916195047869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265881396660713,0.0,0.0,0.20043409381950528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857644032561097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847955343063352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20524403728606655,0.18272651791299965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41832310985472704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699927902516735,0.0,0.0,0.1064724089424122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396978168554848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39879324020022977,0.0,0.18607954809227534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,14380129,2019/03/05,I had a panic attack. I know I did. It felt like the world was crashing down around me. So why did/do I feel like I was lying? Like it wasn’t real? Am I in denial? There’s a lot on my plate right now.  ,-3.1411550151975693,-1.5670414680851064,0.3349544072948341,104.62000000000002,101.97872340425532,2.685714285714286,8.841945288753799,3.1291,-2.3289671732522796,149,1,41,0,7,53,35,47,0.21600000000000005,0.627,0.157,-0.5913,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,1,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,9,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,2,8,3,4,3,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,1,4,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26643920434498136,0.0,0.3404953597151561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133436243948642,0.2138189759165736,0.2873735872802721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644866803589748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4386665257668615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25445296226655656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.351162413494597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34066732566579844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555993646060331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700704288743853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nicolepana,2019/03/05,"How do you deal with the aggression or anger outburts bred from anxiety? Sorry if this doesn't make sense, I'm relatively new to the sub and am just looking for ways to get through all of this.

YouI don't tend to get the ""classic"" anxiety responses of shortness of breath or panic attacks. While those do happen occasionally, my go-to response is anger. When I start to ""panic"", or what I feel is a panicked feeling, I immediately become angry and irritable, and will snap. Certain sounds, overstimulation, stuff like that. Or from my previous comments, even bickering will set me off. 

Is there anyone else who expresses their anxiety this way but has a different coping mechanism, apart from deep breathing techniques? I find those help to initially calm down, but it does not alleviate the overall anxiety of the situation. 

Unfortunately I have tried meds and have been a little apprehensive due to the immediate suicidal thoughts and craziness that ensued there, and my insurance for therapy ran out. Unless I get over my own internal fear of meds, I don't know how to make the anger go away. 





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anxiety,suddenlypanic-ta,2019/03/06,"Uncomfortable really bad feeling since months - got really bad since I‘m working in the hospital now Hello reddit,

I made my first account today.. 
I‘m wondering if someone here can give me advice, I‘m not quite sure what exactly I‘m experiencing. 
English is not my first language, so I‘m sorry if there are mistakes.

I think I‘ve had this before but since ~November I‘m having these „attacks“. I‘m suddenly remembering a bad memory and I feel like my heart rate goes up like crazy, it’s so hard to breath and I‘m hot and dizzy and I’m thinking „No, no, no. Why have I been so stupid doing that, everyone thinks I’m so stupid.“ or „That is the worst thing I ever did in my whole life.“ 

The memory that always comes up happened almost a year ago. I got too drunk, tried smoking for the first time and I blacked out.
I never did it again since but I still feel like I failed myself since I promised to never do that.  
For months I never really gave that night a single thought and now it won‘t leave me. 
First, it kept me up at night, now it‘s usually coming up in morning right when I wake up. Also the aspect that worries me is changing - sometimes it is that I blacked out, then that I tried smoking and so on.

I already talked to some friends and they were never angry or super disappointed. I am apparently making it so much more worse in my head. Though talking helped me the feeling just comes back right after I finish talking to them.

Another thing is that I am afraid that my parents find out so I am avoiding them right now which makes me really sad. My boyfriend is kinda like my safe place. I almost never habe those feelings around him.

For maybe two weeks it was gone and I don‘t know why. Now something triggered it again I guess. I am in medical school and under quite some pressure most of the time anyway. I just started an beginner internship at the hospital and I am stationed at the heart surgery unit. (idk how this is actually called) 
It is far worse now. I had this crazy dream tonight where someone showed me a advice that can tell how long you are going to live and it didn‘t show much time when I tried, so the person in my dream explained to me that it is because my heart is racing so often and the reason for that is that memory I‘m thinking about.

I‘m so afraid that I will never be able to stop that feeling coming up and not being able to work as a doctor.

I would be so grateful if anyone has some advice or can share an experience with me.
Thank you all for reading.
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anxiety,KoalaQueenB1,2019/03/06,"What’s your attack look like? Hi, I’m just curious about the different experiences people have when they go through a anxiety or panic attack whether it’s mild or extreme. I’ve always been kind of interested in it because it is of the very wide variety of symptoms that there is. I hope this will also help to feel not so alone for some of us.

My panic attacks tend to come on like a waterfall, simple at first and then suddenly overboard. It starts with sometimes a dizzy head and choked up feeling, then usually leads to crying and shaking breathing. On a bad day I will begin to hyperventilate if I can’t catch myself and get numb in the face and mouth. I will shake really bad and my mind will go into overdrive of thoughts. When I get to the point of being numb I’m usually on the floor or bed because I have no balance. I’ve had instances where I think I’ve almost blacked out from hyperventilating. However that scares me to death so I usually can force myself to breath right again once that send me into a different panic. However I haven’t had one so bad like that in a while now luckily. I think it’s because I have a super supportive boyfriend now that I actually feel comfortable panicking in front of because he’s really good at helping me and he’s been able to help me calm to and feel better a lot quicker than I used to and I couldn’t be more thankful. 

Anyways please tell me about yours if you are comfortable?",4.314526333501597,5.730846042402828,5.385148914689552,80.45631330977622,70.90812720848056,8.782702338886086,29.73060743732122,9.23628265651192,2.5738020864883056,1142,46,221,24,21,377,159,283,0.184,0.638,0.17800000000000002,-0.3906,4,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,3,1,4,15,28,3,6,13,0,20,8,5,2,0,37,42,24,1,4,8,0,4,3,0,4,3,0,1,0,12,14,0,0,7,0,0,9,5,14,0,2,5,6,28,14,37,30,3,43,0,0,2,0,13,18,0,9,19,148,40,1,0.1002990442318126,0.0,0.09787739885917804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043500463123843,0.10387956121508496,0.0,0.08020910943513394,0.08345683958977881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672849430678012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423139273615286,0.0,0.0,0.2512365373190614,0.24456546568656745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887063539076636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639874552139057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017379040836167,0.06468458599661588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095823073177559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811171113636827,0.0,0.0,0.2028568416507467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531431578578931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480422184146868,0.0,0.11400451645864094,0.08412607964572233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293575565680116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20168500540641046,0.0,0.0,0.09961958203655168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444602013466822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700314013374552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842259361949385,0.0,0.0,0.08527066067812329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127344263062993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068152087001924,0.06796522813114332,0.0,0.0,0.3530379533091119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695347284429166,0.0,0.0,0.11009823132883008,0.09481501631518116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850827207741708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565483574930093,0.0,0.0,0.1004168405857806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919831938518292,0.0,0.07099217974362451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381816679681228,0.0,0.10424911077498768,0.0,0.0,0.08766578551793038,0.0923418843270776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853515529168574,0.0,0.07962623760810048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064740071527913,0.08662617090327995,0.3313956812373169,0.08275721565691116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spvcevce,2019/03/06,"Anxiety only flares up when I'm not busy & in correlation with my menstrual cycle, any advice? Besides medication please (it's not bad enough for that right now). Should I like..keep myself busy? Or meditate so my brain learns to handle being alone and calm? What's worked for you?",2.981949685534591,5.8113242075471785,3.885188679245285,82.94086477987422,80.50943396226415,7.3069182389937115,20.154088050314463,8.344100000000001,1.3660842767295602,225,6,41,5,6,72,47,53,0.067,0.78,0.153,0.6917,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,7,3,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,6,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,24,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781040008744757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947557147995055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083597396422251,0.0,0.1935350972965922,0.0,0.21771522636736496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376258437336015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177033528975905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294063833560865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529620771155072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903927182935205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28670061502708466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21644814734751494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31240103918323125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24304350193628985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071893397038355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Embarrassed_Delay,2019/03/06,"First day on meds I just started taking meds today and the side effects are terrible. I'm taking celexa. I don't want to deal with this anymore. If anyone knows a way to reduce the effects (nausea, migraines, upset stomach, Ect) please let me know. I've also heard people taking it in the morning or right before they sleep and idk which is better. Any advice or general words of encouragement or experiences you have had would be nice. I tried to do some research but I couldn't find much. ",3.2836052009456265,5.698946202127662,4.174822695035463,83.73388888888887,76.34042553191489,5.879905437352246,23.21040189125296,6.937597516519254,0.9501408983451536,389,12,69,4,9,125,76,94,0.068,0.85,0.08199999999999999,0.3047,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,4,2,5,0,1,4,0,10,3,2,2,0,20,19,8,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,1,7,3,7,13,2,9,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,5,4,43,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18270240974727814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495177870652617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127144264503843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18542145195921286,0.13073197500300213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15909551302587288,0.0,0.0,0.16535749902107913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057852560086176,0.19275521170542226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18289002380907035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17088484478372173,0.1590344013430803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20550482097424488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19118686568481486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4153573342239576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744257457381007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296196752985609,0.0,0.0,0.2052340940326568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596691645483366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871024566977488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13233651001686014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4217287193085525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177223263112304,0.0,0.0,0.12693861282188615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027823499537903,0.14840604415393555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13281629866385591,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,femalerebellion,2019/03/06,"I'm so confused. I don't know what happened.

I have had panic disorder for around 14 years, but I had a good 7 years in between with a kind of lull.  I would have some flare-ups but I learned how to easily talk myself down and continue to live and breathe normally.   I moved across the country a year ago and again it flared-up but subsided after about a month or so.  Now my panic disorder is back, but almost worse than ever.  I feel like all that time it was okay, I was basically storing up knowledge and my body was learning new ways to torture me.   I don't know what changed,  I recently graduated college and got a job online, I take care of my grandmother with dementia and my grandma just got diagnosed with cancer, so I don't leave the house much except to walk and take them to the store/doctors.   I haven't taken meds in 7+ years but I recently got it for emergencies. I just want this to be in some sort of remission again.   I'm at the point where I just want to get some sort of emotional support dog, because this is getting unbearable.",3.9522432859399714,5.002173829383889,5.051450236966827,83.90046129541865,71.3696682464455,8.849415481832542,29.70647709320695,9.21078282632365,2.4298376619273303,822,33,170,17,15,271,124,211,0.134,0.746,0.12,-0.7904,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,0,15,10,1,3,9,1,15,4,2,1,2,41,33,17,0,4,10,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,8,11,0,0,6,0,1,2,4,4,0,0,9,1,23,6,29,22,5,30,0,0,0,0,2,10,0,8,18,115,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119757458218451,0.0,0.12649200977862105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245227185561203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971328791305902,0.0,0.07700397234689918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403139047261286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879244957626745,0.0,0.13363063106190115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821292821619734,0.0,0.0,0.2895491055435123,0.1292946665099242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209387025353973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426437354323753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06387157966477915,0.09024358733832104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199478312055074,0.0,0.0,0.1059518733359424,0.3030907916415783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170504469419096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575721490591662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535387818089844,0.0,0.0,0.1315436490367153,0.13884518940692445,0.0,0.0,0.13375546209450467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06171395025588585,0.0,0.11154355917055454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403139047261286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082803792414527,0.13425899328031873,0.09286030473060107,0.0,0.0,0.1220013922420296,0.0,0.0,0.12376753966097435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964204257015984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941396343770075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24945305293269066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14334731919720706,0.0,0.0,0.18995500489361308,0.10153185449214144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365866010496099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490145326304892,0.10026755193382048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873166223586638,0.0897346546756723,0.0,0.0,0.3253857516229516
anxiety,Darknova56,2019/03/06,Sleepless nights Do you ever just not sleep because your mind is just full of constant thought of stupid shit that doesn't even matter. Like the one weird thing you said to the stranger at 4pm and you can't stop thinking about how much he/she just thought you were a freak. Stuff like that. Or that time you messed up as a kid and you remind yourself that you are indeed this terrible person. I can barely organize my thoughts anymore. It's like the internet is the only place I feel like I can talk about them too because I am anonymous and somehow that gives me a pass on what I say. I don't even talk to my own family. I feel so alone and my head just won't turn off. ,1.875146651909244,3.851616071942448,2.4174100719424447,96.7751134477034,78.92805755395683,5.4280022136137225,22.203099059214168,6.297961479604792,0.16304161593801858,530,16,119,4,13,163,93,139,0.165,0.769,0.066,-0.9191,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,8,1,0,13,10,2,0,7,0,12,3,3,1,1,22,21,8,0,0,6,0,2,4,0,1,0,2,0,2,10,4,0,1,6,0,0,1,5,6,0,1,5,4,20,4,11,15,3,12,0,0,0,0,16,6,1,2,9,81,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17014538797501172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16292243269931336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002881296272156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775292076759117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170118682542249,0.14860140952794704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15486933916991152,0.0,0.16613064024494392,0.11736225267325733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15759313471434688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16859951926889855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210372476104122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16587679988632234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076530719297572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15416642356230714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113209371884052,0.12494296855945886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14344367791121418,0.1716384944938495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15626868246604847,0.1306427040845842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686319038829258,0.0,0.0,0.16439946450166165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13734612391600282,0.0,0.0,0.1880622383277211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640854051295252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914087896552484,0.10526451791729573,0.0,0.3912618690052766,0.09579346891877273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17869036084161033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pewpewandothernoise,2019/03/06,"Did anyone ever have a realization that your anxiety was way worse than you thought? I knew I had anxiety at certain times but only recently have I noticed how much it impacts my life every day. It's almost like the symptoms are so much apart of my interactions with everyone that in my mind it is just who I am, rather than a symptom of anxiety. I'm relieved that I've caught on and started to notice so I can help bring myself back down when it's happening but I'm also scared that I won't be able to and I'll just be this way forever. ",5.9022619047619065,5.083593750000006,7.177500000000002,76.85083333333336,66.85714285714286,10.680952380952384,33.84523809523809,10.125756701596842,3.2003523809523813,428,17,88,9,6,147,79,112,0.096,0.797,0.106,0.4728,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,10,4,0,1,3,0,12,3,0,1,2,15,20,9,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,10,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,6,0,12,3,11,11,2,16,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,8,64,22,0,0.17127670324599545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17150887743234006,0.0,0.0,0.13696991770525405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3930786275347022,0.0,0.0,0.11976065329130875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317012125162259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045930422553768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15492958386231975,0.14430800958838913,0.16366222985341547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514594230304348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480316382783695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209778007565316,0.08367714568553868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17294064477879692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25181616847172883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899993237198228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026365084241934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16911508147998008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714778594117053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123053211386918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35604415070194906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359745705839143,0.09987282303350138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27190294952472016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17454559318579352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Alextwig,2019/03/06,"I just bought a weighted blanket It's my first so it should be interesting,  it weighs in at 20 lbs. I hope it can treat bedtime anxiety and restless leg syndrom.

Any tips or recommendations would be great",1.6261538461538445,4.372834051282052,2.9808974358974396,85.26826923076926,93.10256410256409,5.676923076923077,27.012820512820515,7.1686216300943375,1.7615435897435905,164,8,31,3,6,53,34,39,0.084,0.642,0.274,0.8625,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,1,0,5,3,1,0,0,6,7,3,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,3,4,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785366982350729,0.0,0.3133368632095401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3483988619443713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4515767763200119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4068174102931703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4987728773179049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909625018949682,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tyler_durden999,2019/03/06,"Anxiety in Transportation Here's my story: 

About 6 months ago I took a break from work, travelled to Cambodia and Vietnam. We had a great start for first 2 days, went around Phnom Penh and Siem Reap. Before getting on a bus to Vietnam, we had a “happy pizza” in Phnom Penh and got really high. Just before the bus started my wife wanted to vomit, so I had to rush and tell the driver to stop the bus. 

That’s it. This triggered something in my brain. In Ho chi Minh, we booked a bus trip to CuChi tunnels, and I was panicking during the entire bus trip that I need to vomit. My stomach was fine, I never threw up in my entire life but just the panic. 6-7 months and now the same thing escalated to flights, trains, even elevators. I have a panic attack every time elevator starts or flight takes off. I get a feeling that I might vomit and embarrass myself infront of 200 people. It’s so severe now that I’m suddenly afraid of public speaking. I barely spoke in front of 50-60 people last week and had to actually throw up just before my talk. 

Of course I read and tried remedies like exercise, breathing, relaxation, meditation etc etc. Nothing seems to work especially when I’m in the situations like just before flight taking off. I’m so afraid that I’m booking only the last seat on the flight so if I throw up I’m still next to the washroom. I’m from Asian country and I’ve travelled in countless buses, trains, flights in my life and most of them were unhygienic, dirty, smelly etc. Now I can’t travel even in business class. 

I don’t know how to express it but it’s like I’m having a feeling of phases. For instance, Phase 1 is flight take off, Phase 2 is rest of the time, Phase 3 is landing. Just before Phase 1 is my biggest panic. Same goes with public speaking, I actually spoke quite well but just before I walked to stage, there’s panic - a voice inside which goes like “Shit, Shit, Shit, it’s happening” and it stops only after I make a vomit sound - which may or may not turn into vomit. 

Just wanted to share here to see if anyone else experienced it and are now ok? If yes, how did you beat this? Does medication/therapy help? I’ve not seen a doctor yet. ",3.300926910299001,4.995829365116278,4.568870431893688,84.1882558139535,73.95348837209302,6.960797342192691,23.913621262458467,7.658307877764058,1.1449621262458476,1697,50,333,22,35,560,219,430,0.123,0.78,0.097,-0.9468,0,0,1,0,0,0,57.0,3,1,1,5,28,22,4,7,22,2,20,17,6,4,1,56,53,28,0,6,17,1,2,4,0,3,9,6,0,0,17,19,1,2,4,8,0,14,5,11,1,1,15,11,30,11,49,35,7,65,0,0,2,1,17,23,3,10,30,196,47,7,0.0,0.0,0.16147332399369266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333889216306598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06329145014658881,0.0,0.0,0.05784968873669381,0.08477098319098987,0.0,0.07365099449510965,0.0,0.09412211662185033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4224043539955704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923587488887552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05335672603568587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468197764467153,0.07240127151350398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911382273049445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27681156787547084,0.10929034111463633,0.0,0.06970714677544247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366581278722007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703736833770955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645042812009418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06617011187162382,0.09121476717759243,0.0,0.0,0.07316159554705562,0.08807211326111353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05545500221407031,0.08741324350612124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04546856240402184,0.13487885975589375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168752495160781,0.16167903895810468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05522573280848467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776793068234078,0.0,0.0,0.13207532659969687,0.0,0.0,0.06134637416085331,0.06380972915306465,0.0,0.08798877920604392,0.0,0.0,0.07938571331209737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258462015334748,0.0,0.3882831139173103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471497879536928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799802456297075,0.0827566068322257,0.0,0.05300165843925207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592845993370887,0.07531812458509976,0.0,0.09346611673021754,0.25477645687910505,0.0,0.09299672721020966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06369284287360533,0.0,0.0,0.1756791155216599,0.0,0.06607165318958483,0.1383390213107464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866175061056335,0.06649863033341456,0.0723133529961547,0.0,0.09461378838761576,0.0,0.054964938036107726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964859754345086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919207601379206,0.05617110305451418,0.08999107121366777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759757043015913,0.0,0.06636439905035374,0.0,0.07438799776245883,0.07669544875878137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046299180419301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Donut521,2019/03/06,"You guys gave me somewhere to relate to. I want to thank all of you guys, see ya",-0.9683333333333336,0.8378821666666703,1.0311111111111124,103.70000000000002,88.44444444444444,3.6,14.555555555555555,3.1291,-1.5563111111111108,61,1,16,0,2,20,14,18,0.0,0.7979999999999999,0.202,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,4,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.82569258129964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.332255358732708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3838717621711467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24592805449512206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,clauquick,2019/03/06,"A co-worker talked bad about me to two people for having a panic attack at a work event... There were ~130 people at this lunch event and out of nowhere I felt the panic coming on. My first thought was “well shit... here we go”. I tried to talk myself out of it but it wasn’t happening. I wasn’t having it. 
My boss asked if I was okay and I said yes (I was not). A few minutes later I leaned over and said “I need to go outside. I’m really overwhelmed.” 

Went outside, texted some friends. Wasn’t helping. My boss texted me and asked if I was okay and that I could go back to the office if I needed. We work in a downtown area and the lunch was only a couple blocks over so I walked. Needed that walk. 

Well, when everyone besides my boss got back, my co-worker went into her office and I heard her on the phone say “well she has anxiety.” And I was like good god... then I hear her whispering and then I hear “I told [my boss] that she needs to do it like tomorrow. And she said ‘well the conference is very soon’”. Lowered voice again, couldn’t make out everything but key words stuck out and i knew it was about me. So now I’m like great I’m gonna get let go (my mental health has been hurting my work performance, making stupid mistakes that cause stress for said co worker and boss). THEN another co-worker goes to her office door way to tell a joke about this lady who called him a few minutes prior and she asks him to shut the door and they talk for like 10 minutes. No one closes their office door at work btw unless it’s a conference call. So I knew. This lady is notorious for talking shit anyways. 
I started crying at my desk because I was already SO damn embarrassed for having an attack at a work event with SO many people around. I pulled it together by the time my boss got back to the office

She asked me to come to her office and she was very understanding. Which was very relieving. She has a daughter with bipolar so she is aware of mental health and the importance. I cried a little and she gave me a tissue. She said I turned gray at the event.... which then I thought “wow my co worker clearly saw I was a completely different color and still thought was she did.” 
Never thought someone would talk bad about someone having an attack, but Guess I was wrong!!! 

Im still embarrassed honestly and that lady didn’t help. ",1.542942430703622,3.8124869189765467,2.7356076759061843,92.49739872068231,81.72921108742004,5.619616204690832,19.80597014925373,6.868970318607317,0.26274157782515983,1811,48,381,21,49,580,205,469,0.161,0.7020000000000001,0.138,-0.934,2,0,0,0,0,0,60.0,2,0,2,9,27,35,7,6,26,3,35,7,2,9,2,71,84,37,0,11,8,1,1,4,1,2,3,11,3,0,18,32,2,1,8,1,0,11,8,18,4,3,41,15,66,17,44,38,3,57,0,2,3,0,51,21,3,5,28,249,84,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07075188803616986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06722958931313339,0.04904737748158863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057075452063895325,0.23975341748758774,0.21881832250450392,0.0,0.1479001596454487,0.1070657725823626,0.03908357261166018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093604033491466,0.0,0.0,0.06586319956997258,0.0,0.11045784030585104,0.06722277924297612,0.0,0.0,0.051190169949380415,0.07094141759810108,0.14085342181043795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06698595243754148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06126410294126455,0.05762193203327923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06155992488255513,0.0,0.0,0.054535716994505205,0.0,0.0,0.049534663735074376,0.0,0.033497153024860296,0.0,0.14575087401027867,0.05377615736772413,0.10255636258766944,0.07068640562497401,0.07062929315957879,0.0,0.05669619491480641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363013208907664,0.14452328592256702,0.0,0.0859491264787345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863584298116825,0.0,0.06925460628828993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556136730166152,0.0,0.12529232362779147,0.06425952069410319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559378423093661,0.06500198744352068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922456806990956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19016020417451696,0.04944901508054597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043445609481690385,0.04876192706076818,0.0,0.15044898176547328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13334665712519214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041073357342884864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049376121020189,0.05098638267556789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162511971763435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864792801731332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04538053652147135,0.0,0.1024037625087292,0.0,0.07344288393906212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25766382476760114,0.056038853796952025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20359884127469802,0.03738565041451094,0.0,0.0,0.06126410294126455,0.0,0.04352950183146437,0.06973810885303564,0.06263049982227464,0.06674540182640865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587034034352639,0.0,0.050891064800460066,0.0,0.0,0.2305863555285616,0.11886947186955968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734086558546148,0.0,0.0,0.045545064558479474,0.07009908439142451,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bimbimbap2222,2019/03/06,"I feel like I am on the verge of crying when I think about crying... I  have a very peculiar issue I have never encountered before, where I will feel like crying by just thinking about how embarrassing it would be if I  happened to cry.

This started in therapy, I was talking about something hardly emotional to me at all,  and my mind wandered to a tissue box near me, and I thought how it must  be for people that cry in therapy.  I entertained the thought of how  embarrassing it would be if I just started crying for no reason, which  was when I felt like I was on the verge of crying.  I don't know if I  actually would have if I tried, but it felt like if I relaxed even a  little i would have released a barrage of tears from my eyes.

The  next day (today) I was thinking about that, when the same feeling came back.  That would have been an even worse situation as we were talking  about how most stars we can see are dead.  Anyway, I was wondering if  there is some kind of explanation for this, and how I can prevent it  from happening again.",9.987766990291265,6.1985208592233,9.689393203883494,71.4579733009709,61.281553398058264,12.824271844660196,39.82766990291262,10.411451182825502,3.874089320388349,811,29,164,13,8,266,107,206,0.14400000000000002,0.759,0.097,-0.8957,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,0,0,22,10,0,2,10,0,28,1,1,6,3,46,46,19,1,12,9,0,6,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,1,13,2,0,1,3,3,0,0,12,8,27,7,26,24,4,22,0,0,2,0,4,10,0,9,15,135,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.08726040982327404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875797884030456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608930096348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10227194191023173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6875608823293684,0.05766809855086616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058475988438974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812130597820725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13563936627009646,0.12776243686422994,0.1717132431485803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15814651368693114,0.0,0.0801021950727309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333059425139784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311651747584683,0.04914254926225505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17474315695474735,0.08962170375133653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028807683045544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896573352049201,0.0,0.09509851836169393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061992134768608084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193800893062308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712556636668662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051112255425043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688394025031317,0.0,0.0,0.12658298587581066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14374381085526716,0.0,0.0,0.20451769358407135,0.0,0.0,0.17188897219655114,0.0,0.14197798894032834,0.0,0.0,0.0847591107267063,0.0,0.0,0.06070988509475071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378034804996231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697149639343618,0.0,0.0,0.09112598110255513,0.3176047875167325,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hrhtheprincesss,2019/03/06,"Sensitive to sound? Does anyone else find themselves much more sensitive to/agitated by sound when they’re going through a high-anxiety time? I feel like I’m so much more sensitive to sounds and I sometimes can’t even tolerate music or YouTube videos, which isn’t normal for me. If anyone else has this, how do you cope?",4.59098360655738,6.642887114754102,4.836852459016395,82.1142950819672,71.29508196721312,8.814426229508197,28.593442622950818,9.3871,2.621233442622952,258,10,48,6,5,81,49,61,0.0,0.944,0.056,0.466,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,7,7,6,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,5,7,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,27,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17808554967859375,0.0,0.0,0.3255477191168427,0.4770466501683061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20371819898341184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3889363597402852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15375718542459416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117706832637026,0.16630693787669176,0.0,0.0,0.21276803723686874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323012862614282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459579529766135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373060839052633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34225840052537204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280871265941808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302376371973452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574312116196516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,autxo,2019/03/06,"Temporary solutions of panic? I struggled for years with anxiety. 
But now, over the last month or two - I have daily anxiety. 
It’s spiked. 
And it’s getting worse. I also have depression. Which has been worse lately but usually the winter is a down time anyway - I had a rough couple of months. But nothing serious with that. More so my anxiety. 

As of lately.. 
I rethink conversations and things I say - obsessively - anxiety ridden to the point where I’m picking apart things I say in daily conversations that would be irrelevant to the normal person - I overthink things I say to people and wonder and hope that I didn’t say the wrong thing in the wrong way to the wrong person.

I have moments of panic about things I cannot control or change. Mostly about the past, even to the point of things that are months to years back. I obsessively overthink. Things in the present as well but mostly the past. 

I momentarily obsess daily. That’s where a lot of my panic comes from as of lately. I can have one thing to panic and obsess about that could range from a few hours to a few days, to something that will come pop in my head off and on. Talking to my boyfriend and getting reassurance from him or someone close, who’s honest - will keep things at bay. 
In daily panic.. I will sit and try to not allow myself to get into a full blown panic - but I will feel the anxiety coming on. Every possible bad outcome, I will think. I will obsess. Try an find ways I can regain control of the situation and having no control scares the shit out of me. 
I can’t shut off my brain. I will be tired but will have insomnia because I can’t shut my brain off of the overthinking. Sometimes, I even dream about the things in realistic dreams of what I was thinking during that day. So even in sleep at times, it’s hard to get away from it. 


The episodes of panic are the absolutely worse. I can’t control them, I can’t control when the thought comes to my brain and the panic immediately sets in. 
When I think of the bad thought - the panic is there. Then, I start to overthink about it and obsess, the panic gets worse. I am thinking of every bad thing that could happen at this point as well as how it affects me, the bad things, and the people I love around me.
I can’t stop the panic more than anything. 

I’ve had mood swings like absolute crazy in the last month. Agitated more than usual. I am so on edge. I have an appointment with my doctor next week. Is there any extersises or hobbies or anything I can keep in mind?

This post is not well written as usual. I am rambling. I feel like it’s the only way I’m gonna be able to get this post finished tonight - I am usually a perfectionist when it comes to posts and writing and whatnot. 
I am going to the doctor for a long term solution but for right now.. any temporary helps/solutions to help calm down ",3.2786433310455263,5.142182494623658,4.350607031190425,85.01683253260126,74.41218637992831,7.114527568062228,24.59635476244948,7.915984808538092,1.320359978647144,2224,71,441,33,47,724,224,558,0.215,0.691,0.094,-0.9973,0,0,1,0,0,0,68.0,0,0,1,5,28,40,1,19,39,0,47,11,6,9,0,73,78,41,0,5,14,0,4,2,0,10,4,5,0,2,35,26,0,8,11,2,0,7,10,29,3,2,8,9,53,10,82,55,10,92,0,1,0,1,16,37,1,10,42,319,88,2,0.04374995458286916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03498682287349724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05950293873243865,0.0,0.1673429775350163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720049697679658,0.03894673510776248,0.0,0.0,0.04110452249104358,0.033641014550695465,0.14611753855948795,0.026669566241319814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14651825487951328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046281650911717584,0.18843355993709435,0.0,0.0,0.24534647099417375,0.0698615575364326,0.04840849260850928,0.0,0.05643020272502342,0.0,0.03768177177478877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955986471974864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668929715900925,0.0,0.07372244731227197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04424258315230039,0.031254976295656,0.0,0.0,0.03998666589148716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371452733405873,0.0,0.02486410740754355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03868794035118736,0.0,0.03919136593940711,0.0,0.044900075264226486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029324672347434307,0.0,0.0,0.043453576482647804,0.04308489250688545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777739396444837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132410442738338,0.14805556315009644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04274803582724886,0.0,0.0,0.0387173330750568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037194646873174114,0.039486042123308814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044174982418581636,0.0,0.1396831853965301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04652857303129468,0.0,0.04286566649631357,0.041979261365063074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02964610148307617,0.03327381190872974,0.0,0.5646425977355483,0.0,0.0,0.08352856411979225,0.06066141974949831,0.07640154565469247,0.0,0.0,0.12407354494752422,0.04932150024071588,0.1257010886578122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03736222216807967,0.0,0.1391668795155805,0.0438013367787375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044908699675574336,0.0,0.04917678200238524,0.043781550276844765,0.0,0.03706919454409621,0.03368085246728548,0.04326982376589961,0.0,0.030966443033535237,0.0,0.0,0.036576921024566035,0.0,0.04573695166356087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035164556274884816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487863097977323,0.11213281740385052,0.0,0.06946515404289784,0.051021900690171935,0.050284136914697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05940669467865097,0.0,0.04273734851042755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927375761040135,0.0,0.0,0.10418003266535436,0.035093574609798256,0.0,0.11800938998496545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04744495949700679,0.0,0.0,0.17833976553251915,0.031078712488150893,0.14350112206031138,0.0,0.0563470727055251
anxiety,RNveronica,2019/03/06,"Anxiety help Hi everyone. My name is Veronica and I’m a 24 year old wife, mom, and registered nurse. I have struggled with anxiety since I was in third grade. Back then, I didn’t really know it was anxiety and I just never knew what was wrong with me. Later when I was in ninth grade, I was finally diagnosed and started on Zoloft. It helped me so much and I was able to function and live a normal life. I should also clarify what I mean when I say anxiety. Everyday feeling afraid (when there was no reason to be), feeling on edge, like something bad was going to happen, physical symptoms (stomach ache, racing heart, palpitations, shortness of breath, etc), being afraid to go in public places, always making sure I had an escape (sitting by the door, close to the bathroom, etc). I’m not talking about feeling a little anxious here and there, I’m talking about crippling, debilitating anxiety that kept me from being happy and functioning normally. Anyways, Zoloft helped me a lot. When it stopped being as effective (took years) I switched to lexapro which also worked for a long time (years) then when that stopped being as effective I switched to Celexa (also worked for about 5 years). On February 4th, for some reason, my anxiety came back full force. I’m talking debilitating. I haven’t worked since then (I’m a nurse - how can I take care of others when I can’t even take care of myself?) i have basically become imprisoned by anxiety all over again. I went to see my primary care doc and he tried me on Effexor (after being on it for 2.5 weeks...I strongly believe it was making me worse). I am now tapering down the Effexor to get off it but am still struggling every day with this awful anxiety. I have an appointment with a psychiatrist tomorrow and I’m hoping she can help. In the mean time, I would love any encouragement, advice, medication or natural remedies recommendations, and just to know that someone else has felt the way I feel. I just want to feel like myself again. Thanks so much in advance. ",4.362287234042552,6.545393154255322,5.280265957446812,78.13375,72.24468085106382,8.742553191489362,29.3031914893617,9.354420925462401,2.869334042553192,1590,66,282,38,32,519,202,376,0.091,0.769,0.139,0.9694,0,0,1,0,0,0,66.0,0,0,0,7,29,18,0,4,14,1,30,10,3,7,3,56,68,30,0,6,6,2,6,2,0,2,6,1,1,0,14,17,0,3,15,0,0,6,6,6,0,1,17,8,35,12,44,43,8,59,0,0,1,1,17,18,0,4,35,191,49,5,0.07721344955177739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545208926711408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18524270313031627,0.06424777546755799,0.0,0.0,0.0525077934572149,0.0,0.472544620516836,0.08722922005888696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874475320702768,0.06447000516779171,0.0,0.08527618867729989,0.0,0.08699311659203894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831161638956739,0.2361727734740756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04979628725159034,0.0,0.0,0.0783700259647096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645019292870666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17222681340769105,0.05099875521156277,0.0,0.06505566143614462,0.07378075995641019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952072004897628,0.055161303787766486,0.07413702025554691,0.0845835598203749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040340840523198286,0.0,0.08776436552983656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827959843730362,0.08219515282612735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091498309487121,0.2070181905795732,0.0,0.0,0.0766903775690089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486898513500325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05453814289140827,0.07544518249802462,0.077388161151907,0.06818089057019237,0.06833147308776487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06564411362983548,0.06968815283482095,0.0,0.10308115429614663,0.0,0.0,0.16821616492054092,0.0,0.0777844271565296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043145891020482,0.0,0.0,0.11352153942785745,0.0,0.05955177235250584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15130557318623675,0.0,0.0,0.0810225266043318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806716207366007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04946491294624177,0.15877657204218054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06140323420451111,0.0,0.0,0.06152912243375301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774352674200354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06542270523810649,0.0594426857727964,0.0,0.0,0.054652077008191864,0.0,0.0616627605527283,0.12910780242937847,0.0,0.16144052461756128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277276241890934,0.08025433858610055,0.11610980946115172,0.1861837378686984,0.0,0.07108777039316375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004756673550872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578698350328028,0.052422863821714176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04554249307713405,0.06128844226395781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715776413029464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16863693264431925,0.0,0.07868710162280307,0.05485021919948835,0.08442078591449098,0.0,0.19889171987584128
anxiety,mk-kassandra,2019/03/06,"People on anti-anxiety meds; did you have to get bloodwork done? The biggest phobia I have is getting my bloodwork done (followed by primary care doctors, needles, and then any other type of doctor). If getting bloodwork done is the only way, I’ll probably have to give up on getting meds.",7.754088050314465,7.929838245283017,7.9981132075471715,69.18635220125786,62.77358490566038,9.330817610062894,42.19496855345911,8.841846274778883,4.2577345911949696,229,13,34,3,3,75,39,53,0.048,0.892,0.059,0.1531,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,9,2,0,0,0,2,16,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,1,7,12,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,25,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267667100082616,0.0,0.142604847135294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900596940987447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3816016365295314,0.0,0.57229330239227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38957078904949705,0.17882359886059654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4141239319197252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417749023815488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923477007837067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20098391465476706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14796535287021606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,michaelboobley,2019/03/06,"Had a bit of a rough patch, but back to feeling better, hang in there! I have been pretty symptom free for like a year and half, but due to being sloppy with my diet and exercise, and then stopping medication for a couple days (not purposely, just kinda lost track), I was immediately thrown back into chaos. My inner monologue was incessant, couldn't focus, etc.

Finally got back on track, felt enough energy to get back into the gym -- hopefully this is helpful to anyone who hits a rough patch. It gets better, and even the bad parts cant last.",8.39592233009709,7.138613252427187,8.482834951456315,70.93570873786409,62.10679611650486,11.346796116504855,32.25048543689321,10.355215969177356,3.1387374757281554,427,12,77,8,5,140,79,103,0.111,0.6409999999999999,0.247,0.9547,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,7,7,0,0,7,0,9,4,0,0,0,17,17,7,0,2,4,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,7,1,1,2,2,1,1,3,2,0,1,7,4,4,6,12,7,4,17,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,2,12,54,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282001411297562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5402624095776456,0.1466621446284375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31069997011808176,0.19176657109802386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19435567870049714,0.0,0.11328105626553525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814955469912881,0.19589849381238156,0.11601653812872954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881496626603304,0.0,0.1686535367686377,0.19241826103903245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18354191757384333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048500953774504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773588247929552,0.0,0.0,0.17446214278038538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317988411451296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581473072823671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19174498806513912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17695098481503446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19021407875247334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17870130711192506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468529988734746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18256976065288927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311417654578595
anxiety,janeaustenfan421,2019/03/06,"Existential Anxiety/OCD Hi All!

I have OCD and am on medication, and I am about to start therapy as well. 

For whatever reason, my OCD mostly manifests mostly in obsessions about the nature of reality/existence. I am obsessed with the brain in a vat scenario and find it interrupting my thoughts all the time: how nothing is real, and how I can't ever prove that the brain in a vat thing isn't true. I have exhaustively researched this topic and philosophical answers do not help. 

I do not actually believe this, but the thoughts are really upsetting and I could definitely use some tips or insight on this. 

Thanks :)",5.355034414945923,7.443454159292037,6.745604719764013,69.06279252704034,69.35398230088495,10.685939036381516,33.7944936086529,10.746095033038511,4.316943756145526,492,24,83,16,9,167,75,113,0.105,0.7659999999999999,0.129,0.7122,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,3,7,0,12,4,2,4,5,30,17,11,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,7,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,2,0,9,3,12,14,5,8,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,4,3,65,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.20730747733379495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393433012873233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4742990053906657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16961333904342304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921610670006608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941632038630675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423917750648149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21400752512056614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20383864722717435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417993591858923,0.136092325763703,0.21842020615190672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036371894447922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955830795997956,0.24293976622908045,0.0,0.14113343757658614,0.0,0.0,0.33730186213604674,0.12387348987873567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18347701482017065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19100601608535286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sincerelycuriousgirl,2019/03/06,"I'm Attending a Conference Solo Tomorrow... Having Panic Attacks Hi, lurker here!

I have a professional conference to attend for the next two days. My anxiety has been through the roof since it was brought up in my professional development plan. I'm attending alone, and I do not know a single human being at this conference. It's also located in a hotel in which my ex-boyfriend works, and I don't want to even stand the chance of running into him one single bit.

I was fine, but then I started having a panic attack. My heart is racing, and I just feel and think about how awkward, or horrible, or isolating my experience may be for the next two days. I'm really shaky, and I don't want to take a Xanax to calm me down. 

I just am so frustrated that my anxiety can be so irrational sometimes. It makes me want to cry, and about a good experience for all that I know. I hate how I get so worked up.",4.526266294227188,5.308066910614528,6.24649441340782,76.84653864059592,69.83798882681565,10.212476722532589,29.441806331471128,10.317481424215053,3.017614152700186,703,26,139,19,12,243,106,179,0.262,0.688,0.05,-0.9905,0,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,3,12,11,4,4,11,0,17,2,1,3,1,26,33,16,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,7,7,0,0,4,1,0,5,3,8,0,3,4,1,20,3,20,25,4,21,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,4,7,102,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15282466851078302,0.0,0.11800137021746893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257615756286497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357350368942006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16109415079686346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16208456024253326,0.19032426200226465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746008170885112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886783416498266,0.0,0.0,0.0746093100938076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709250151861033,0.0,0.0,0.12376390585968584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568210056785133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17485588975345706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621870610663328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849551894618967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138573280465193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999885187991476,0.0,0.0,0.3462529590684968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452886521373202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206076895804073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14593775810699033,0.0,0.10444168428583857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094458551330806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454864012547144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882837176685805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26109902554146625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148466717990147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,antimatter_ice_cream,2019/03/06,"Why it is so hard to break the ice with a girl even though I really like her? Haaaaaaa, I can't sleep :v 2 weeks ago I went out with two friends and I was having a really good time, I was felling so good that night I was the man really social and chatty. And then comes this girl joining our group( the other two friends already new her but I didn't)
At some point the four of us were kinda drunk and these two friends started arguing about ""academic practices"". Me and this girl started to get really bored and we started chatting with each other about how bored we where, and we started to get along. And at some point she grabs my hand and we went to a bar and started kissing. In summary, it all went really smoothly and it all felt really great and meaningful. And after that we kept in touch via facebook, but for two weeks we didn't see each other. Then yesterday we really talked a lot and expressed a lot of feelings that shouldn't been talked via facebook. And today I went to her place to watch a movie together. I've been in a relationship before and I now very well how to NETFLIX and chill haha. I started to touch her hands and she touched mine and it all went really slowly( I tried so bad to create a good moment to kiss her and I couldn't make it. It all went so easy the other night when I hasn't thinking about it so much). It gets to the point that she has to leave to work, and when I has saying goodbye, I lean to kiss her in the cheek and she turns her face to kiss me on the lips but I didn't realised and it all went kinda awkward. And now I send her a message on facebook four times and she didn't reply and left me on seen the four times. I can't stop thinking about it and I can't sleep, I have calculus in 6 hours help !",2.129346862814604,3.7611482994505536,3.22067352002836,92.88561680255232,76.99450549450547,6.455015951790145,22.181495923431406,7.233258080335977,0.5438560085076216,1367,38,306,16,31,439,158,364,0.06,0.759,0.181,0.9938,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,9,0,0,1,19,19,1,1,18,1,21,13,7,3,5,68,47,42,0,2,3,0,10,1,3,1,0,1,0,4,21,42,2,2,5,4,0,10,10,5,1,7,20,14,47,14,38,25,12,55,0,0,3,4,41,17,0,6,28,211,68,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678125572626256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441955644662556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06387423207277303,0.0,0.0,0.06509579160176372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06589790140939496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05052747114457045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03868065465143977,0.0,0.07345191340782517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773109293893312,0.0,0.1199041416027432,0.0,0.0,0.19249349289730835,0.0,0.08434142431105084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852889606386305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051276279232296766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533700471404725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100236230534702,0.08311737946803395,0.0,0.0,0.0373739934028968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300749809866105,0.0,0.0,0.05106428605601214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05623623835457645,0.0,0.0,0.07388409281680956,0.0,0.14357997248114926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992612706025726,0.0,0.2169514346381711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3920624260245872,0.0,0.0,0.08213227742471138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06083580141478249,0.0,0.0,0.060960526299616916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15311032093524818,0.07798202759034879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248821936025803,0.0,0.0,0.0639573528287831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122975464841882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098036110824731,0.07516077625392943,0.0,0.1338231436529932,0.0,0.07251297276163259,0.0,0.0,0.05193841943943873,0.08320993799896997,0.2989171970830765,0.0,0.09201997632786077,0.0,0.0,0.06312044006385469,0.0,0.0,0.12272723184297715,0.0,0.06878260918780586,0.4964133013383306,0.06902927281326167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05569284787930679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HexadecimalSystem,2019/03/06,"Advice for helping a friend? I've got a friend who suffers from attacks, and has lots of breakdowns. Although they are going to therapy, I'm still used as emergency support when they are on the verge of or in the middle of a breakdown. 

Does anybody have advice so I can help them over text? I'd really appreciate it. I hate seeing them suffer, and I want to do anything I can to help them.",2.619120879120878,4.611035051282052,4.18648351648352,84.89423076923079,76.69230769230771,6.508424908424907,26.52747252747253,7.447530270364453,1.5023164835164835,306,12,59,4,7,102,56,78,0.173,0.5920000000000001,0.236,0.5921,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,5,0,3,7,2,0,5,0,7,0,0,1,0,6,15,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,9,3,12,14,1,8,0,2,1,0,11,5,0,2,2,43,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42627056639053545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794865483686939,0.0,0.0,0.24813244537467144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19087017157783198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33702362131424546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239573554778132,0.0,0.17444307734161132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21533919245140412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4385850786670689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854299448099624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397273200971728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17380601467837709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17418351248672334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24750947418094396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494286308190683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188377643165308,0.0,0.0,0.1286473609107094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cheezdanish52,2019/03/06,"Pregnancy and Anxiety My partner and I are planning to start trying for a second baby soon. In the summer of 2018, I had a very bad flare up of anxiety - panic attacks that lasted hours, chest pains, etc. While I have managed the anxiety better over time, I'm not back to where I was. I worry about being pregnant and having anxiety. 

I don't want horror stories, please. Frankly, I am looking for reassurance from others who have done it. How did you handle it?

Also, yes, I am going to talk with my ob/gyn about this and I am in the (very long) process of getting a therapist (it's been hard to find someone who fits my needs, but I'm trying!). Just looking for some anecdotal positive stuff to remind myself of - thanks! ",3.2433333333333323,5.182547428571431,4.721428571428572,81.99190476190478,74.71428571428572,7.238095238095237,26.666666666666664,8.07648339933343,1.859309523809524,560,21,103,9,12,187,97,140,0.132,0.742,0.127,0.7562,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,2,8,7,1,1,6,1,14,2,1,1,0,13,24,8,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,9,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,5,3,14,3,20,18,2,16,0,0,2,0,6,6,0,1,9,79,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279693688629244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48966493005046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18204788934798796,0.0,0.12304688012188833,0.13361151180310507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415262705650057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16375785110258334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17846659739317886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14625701840856356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360478141244597,0.0,0.09094407182349733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14334809371733384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758923071033185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13043911791144028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416142499016055,0.2687560047146961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186541307820808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170274468550684,0.18775109372567228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17565587344500733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558594466313648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326424766431198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18318666641029147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286194545047007,0.0,0.14732656602434646,0.0,0.1857976336312802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330999349549478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21728858466934886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640694736807274,0.09438499865916417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16250989692946782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cakeiam,2019/03/06,"How to start getting help for anxiety What are the basic steps for getting help with anxiety issues? I have a doctor's appointment to get a primary care physician set up, do I bring it up at the appointment? How do I even start that conversation? Thanks for reading.",3.634599999999999,6.288633260000001,4.829999999999998,78.245,76.4,8.8,30.0,9.3871,3.293200000000001,213,10,37,6,5,70,35,50,0.064,0.711,0.225,0.8638,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,4,2,0,2,0,3,12,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,9,12,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,26,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080411641469737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719128430602823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27297314771876896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17614921887217805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4180106465734304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35751943759850513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783597952649293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667666968797898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3775355157120556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24553648759021976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,leaveitt0weaver,2019/03/06,"Increasing social anxiety. Going to try to keep this as short as possible as I tend to get wordy...

Started a new job back in May. Old job was 7 years as a retail store manager(started that job at 19). New job is in outside sales, so basically I go into retailers(sometimes “cold calling”, they already carry my products but I cold call to meet them). I’ve noticed my social anxiety over the last couple years to have increased for seemingly no reason. I’ve never had social anxiety really, just plain old anxiety but I started to notice that I avert from making eye contact constantly. It’s very hard for me the last two years...once I know someone and feel they like me or we connect, I tend to be a little better about it but even with my own boyfriend, eye contact is very uncomfortable.

I feel very very awkward in my new role and not sure how to deal with the anxiety about going into accounts and making eye contact with people....I feel like I’m coming across totally awkward and nervous and it is not instilling confidence in people that I need to have confidence in me.  I guess I am lacking self confidence but I don’t know how to work through that.

Any words of advice or wisdom are much appreciated.",4.938143621084798,6.457521541125544,6.0046498599439815,76.21436974789918,69.51948051948052,8.898497580850524,30.47135217723453,9.325443323948027,2.841368525592056,960,39,171,20,17,319,131,231,0.168,0.745,0.087,-0.9364,4,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,3,2,8,8,0,3,6,0,12,3,3,5,3,42,33,18,0,2,9,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,12,0,2,7,0,4,6,5,3,0,1,2,9,23,5,34,29,6,32,0,0,3,0,16,12,0,5,16,109,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995121378592077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158061486005601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259786575261207,0.0,0.3520939794077297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078157003624007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814116670170075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18798881349656976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792938227220603,0.0,0.09947447566798842,0.0,0.0,0.10185272815582117,0.0,0.0,0.0949005833061989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06079884569678245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13963131937918855,0.13152256691415767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04809287066074026,0.0,0.1569441870312966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140460170636537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824596537918239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3653858255697998,0.08181919644017584,0.0,0.0,0.10117769169581008,0.15006777174306624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899429797891028,0.09225932768582074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288957187874065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766810807737762,0.0682546819531027,0.0709954390692464,0.2667104125850555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20960144495678,0.19318416979178926,0.0980313564922766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638166028558153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377371997267816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0589702551983361,0.09464380320470947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837998122819887,0.09602931335551064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28150333799739313,0.07799454995199341,0.0,0.09104083519022386,0.0,0.19546260589570424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675701857587156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062496615755774476,0.0,0.0899204933964006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30380700310727426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06701425557079772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855570726123613
anxiety,garshgoofy,2019/03/06,"Anxiety about my appearance It started in my teens because we get self-critical in our teens. For me I developed acne which I still get in my adulthood. It makes me feel so uneasy. One day I feel semi-okay looking and the other I look like the grim reaper. Same with stress. I feel physical and emotional stress a lot, struggle with my sleep, & I see it in my appearance. And then I isolate myself because I don't want to be seen. I don't even hang out with anyone. I also am always insecure about my eyebrows because I over-did them in my teens to try to match what I thought eyebrows were supposed to look like & then I got them done professionally in adulthood & the people totally jacked them up. They never look how I want. I majorly fear intimacy. I've never even dated. ",3.8878354978355,5.489459363636364,5.122792207792209,81.19228354978354,72.24675324675326,8.25021645021645,29.06709956709957,8.841846274778883,2.3784606060606057,618,25,118,12,12,205,91,154,0.179,0.777,0.043,-0.9559,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,2,0,4,0,8,8,0,5,4,0,6,1,1,2,3,23,25,8,1,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,4,0,0,3,4,6,0,1,5,9,31,2,18,19,4,19,0,1,6,0,6,8,0,3,10,82,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734341367070037,0.11168983322249436,0.4363133540446055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268532542882138,0.0,0.0,0.09385650194655223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24547547159208316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656702862868702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13736354964412426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099030499230484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17731485402200384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15104568987903538,0.20361165355093966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402589184544265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735572427969436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115566709231788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4508764440571151,0.0,0.0,0.11411726009186085,0.0,0.0,0.08959934291835825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20705238348723606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095749410364534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305794781033086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696366330103407,0.0,0.14003081377881116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343266028900252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500844693665904,0.0,0.1071959829278522,0.0,0.3075192528099868,0.140325989021926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656335948375233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113313067546333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15834426699770202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thelilacmoon,2019/03/06,"Life problems feel like they're reinforcing my irrational anxieties I recently graduated college in December, and since then, I've been looking for a job. It's been a pretty disheartening experience since, while I do have a BA, my work experience is rather limited to the two summers when I was  teen and was self employed and clean maintain a neighbor's house and yard, and to the six months I did data entry in 2016. Last week, I finally found a part-time job doing miscellaneous errands and clerical work at an office through a temp agency, but after three days, I was told that I was being removed from assignment because ""things weren't working out."" I'd made two minor mistakes, one of which I think was sort of ridiculous to get in trouble over. Part job involved moving (sometimes heavy) boxes, and I asked once for help moving a particularly large and heavy box. All the other times I was moving things I did it by myself and with a dolly I found in the hallway. I was in trouble for needing help moving a box *once*. 

Either way, getting removed from assignment has kicked my anxiety into overdrive. I'm always afraid of making mistakes, even small ones, and this has reinforced my belief that even small mistakes will get me punished somehow. It also reinforces my belief that I'm incompetent, stupid, and incapable of doing any kind of job--especially because this job was pretty simple and basic. Part of me knows that this place was being somewhat unreasonable thinking I should know everything after three days, and that most jobs know a new person will make small mistakes.  


And yet. The demon in my brain tells me that I really am garbage and am dumb as a brick. I'm afraid to apply to more jobs now, even though I know I need to. I hate this. I wish I could just be a normal person and not have anxiety screw everything up for me. ",6.852981366459622,7.4515093043478275,7.063519668737063,73.68173913043479,64.65217391304347,9.701863354037268,33.24016563146998,9.606745405546679,3.1686687370600417,1470,58,253,27,21,475,192,345,0.171,0.7659999999999999,0.064,-0.9893,8,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,0,4,11,18,6,2,18,0,31,3,1,3,1,55,56,23,0,12,5,0,1,1,1,3,1,0,3,3,17,19,0,1,11,1,0,6,2,16,0,7,18,2,31,2,35,31,7,39,3,1,1,1,10,15,2,4,18,177,48,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061527701104675175,0.06401900628972065,0.0,0.0,0.05232082722139052,0.0,0.1765732557249202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192712378429528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380200689959003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588882567970263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061429142142323215,0.0,0.0,0.099237951931084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15245148677430426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829474904606912,0.15052125825056215,0.0,0.0,0.038902423951668964,0.054964889109995516,0.0,0.08428238034298688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16871821675390186,0.0,0.0,0.12059159267660532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759608530267137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314052703266326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877671411986826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5344472169001,0.0,0.0,0.08011962174465727,0.16913357866852524,0.06271515699830714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054343947123239734,0.037588271171420086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646089735188314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280108136191722,0.10271410982266503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06141158709595877,0.32709385321781,0.0,0.1140978651135636,0.0,0.07430769535688297,0.0,0.0,0.07538340721517013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638740108354866,0.10427105528071906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499507361531776,0.0,0.0,0.13435948391124167,0.08038437063001863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15654825537313158,0.0,0.07361976623449447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04928878159563616,0.0,0.07596749972489665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026364879784717,0.0,0.0,0.12728866614373172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609415673856308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06724765162510464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222905871462458,0.09859818506806292,0.07559169845275772,0.0,0.04486346569404179,0.0,0.0,0.07351804636558766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503154953316901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06107021048168021,0.061715434324901626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847549299868766,0.0,0.0,0.16803646154390686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GooeyBard,2019/03/06,"Anyone else super affectionate/huggy despite being so shy and awkward around people? I may be the only one, but I like giving and receiving hugs from people I love/care about. No one ever hugs me though because they just assume since I’m awkward and anxious I don’t like being touched. I just want hugs, man....",3.124971751412432,5.706308983050849,4.245000000000001,82.14230225988702,77.81355932203391,5.289265536723164,23.39265536723164,6.42735559955562,0.9113367231638416,246,8,41,2,6,80,44,59,0.146,0.498,0.35600000000000004,0.9556,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,7,8,0,2,1,0,5,3,0,0,1,11,8,6,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,0,1,7,6,3,4,0,3,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,2,3,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964752458067417,0.0,0.18349966049792985,0.26889421490967513,0.0,0.23362152468445446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599770740918504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21922958072400947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23738619703976185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517502024257584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564235815812217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368565513663147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35566357027169165,0.19959256273144876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638768007687732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21708776867137133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578396591674307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15479012446265175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,arcturus-district,2019/03/06,"Does anyone else have irrational fears? So... I have anxiety... bad.

Going back on medication soon because it was truly beneficial for me for a long time. Thought I could make it without, but 2 years off and I am a wreck...

Anyway... does anyone else have completely irrational fears or worries? I mean like truly complex 1 in a Billion scenarios written by your anxiety to keep you awake? I think it’s mostly based on guilt for things I am not proud of and my anxiety tells me karma is coming... when in reality what I did wasn’t that horrible and the odds of facing any consequences are 0... anyone else feel me? Got any advice?",2.8432913165266096,5.327934890756307,4.539684873949579,80.17798669467788,78.24369747899159,8.000280112044818,25.883053221288513,8.841846274778883,2.359537254901961,488,19,89,12,12,164,85,119,0.237,0.68,0.083,-0.9609,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,0,1,5,6,0,3,4,0,11,2,1,1,0,17,21,7,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,5,0,0,2,3,4,0,1,6,1,13,2,13,14,1,13,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,7,60,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13669072202310342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19024862715458146,0.0,0.32102722068724315,0.0,0.0,0.2934254903268931,0.4299758192567692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075603486264116,0.11679532854313658,0.08527055087202279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049564895973502,0.1466632406958322,0.0,0.0,0.1116841091828406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448227358184004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505594890123919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148114742209246,0.07072836137006537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949796094911886,0.0,0.11187612785777533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433323093754944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06833910478151982,0.0,0.0,0.123790851704617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933720825001493,0.0,0.0,0.152372116281265,0.0,0.14091603842192982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222627209897705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293114763584548,0.08963050827617337,0.0,0.111050399133801,0.08156611058128138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348409115846764,0.0,0.0,0.14205659787278418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007919150522092
anxiety,shadowofassassin,2019/03/06,"My anxiety is crippling me, where can I go to talk to someone online about this? I don't have a lot of money to spend on online therapists and I am really not in a good enough place to talk to someone face to face about all of this. I've booked and cancelled meetings with my uni counsellor over 4 times now, I just can't. But I need someone to talk to, someone who understands. I really feel like I'm on the end of my tether ",4.997,4.310906922222227,6.245555555555558,82.345,68.66666666666667,9.866666666666667,30.222222222222214,9.3871,2.357488888888889,333,11,73,6,5,113,58,90,0.078,0.889,0.034,-0.3801,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,6,2,2,0,1,11,11,3,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,1,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,10,2,18,11,3,10,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,4,50,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431789377303344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16577058144166845,0.19338907993100188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946350744964313,0.13370905581808498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636886407378808,0.15698317591027802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143823137907056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591190173319828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387787555130306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955451648044209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398024104583463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6343293247823574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45130281718661097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21731029676473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913606369100276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19484295027755227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,imcrazyfordisone,2019/03/06,"Exposure Therapy?! so i just started CBT and one of the main components is exposure therapy - where you purposely put yourself in anxiety-provoking situations to try to get used 
to the feeling. 

this is where the issue comes in. my anxiety is largely related to public speaking in work settings (introducing myself, presentations, meetings, etc.). my therapist
told me that this is largely where i will need to implement the exposure therapy but my concern is that this has real world stakes. i can't just have a panic attack in
front of colleagues as this would lead to a poor reputation and possibly be career limiting. 

any thoughts or advice on how to approach this? maybe other methods of exposure that i can talk to my therapist about - something with less stakes so to speak?

thanks all!",7.036906474820143,8.931804525179857,7.573446043165468,65.52218345323746,64.89928057553956,11.890935251798561,39.79928057553957,11.602472056035307,5.635914532374098,635,36,95,22,10,209,92,139,0.07400000000000001,0.863,0.062,-0.407,0,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,3,9,3,1,1,6,0,12,0,0,3,1,18,21,8,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,9,4,0,1,2,0,1,5,1,2,0,1,2,3,11,1,20,16,4,17,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,1,2,75,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15714015734619974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935526114536308,0.0,0.12301802498509533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18294282825594085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852224172072827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17934393083741246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130958465968466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401577860689229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678422436634991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16155370331483085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923742893844252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089679682612497,0.0,0.0,0.1886740693195537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18128736676880175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16165690900775453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830352228700717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18075543671350466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379820209284985,0.0,0.0,0.11382104940740195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292517417263114,0.0,0.14805081653108124,0.5516954354898543,0.3734220122134384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12766394774251244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15365936637788666,0.0,0.1091783825934824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888687055339702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707046766368212,0.0,0.0,0.11423370988399953,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Erjkster,2019/03/06,"Throat always tight, help! I’ve had anxiety for years, and one of my main problems is that I become anxious about the physical manifestations.  I’m constantly noticing an uncomfortable tightness in the throat and also tingling sensations around my body... these can make sleep difficult which leads to difficult mornings and days, thus I have developed a fear of these sensations. I’ve been told I need to stop trying to avoid the sensations and develop equanimity by through observation.  However, I’m scared that the more I pay attention to them, the more I will be conscious of them during my normal life.  Does anyone have any advice for me? I’ve asked a therapist and a doctor but have not gotten much help.

Thanks in advance",6.373692307692307,8.518269753846155,6.453846153846152,71.94615384615386,66.84615384615384,10.430769230769233,33.0,10.577609850970193,4.033369230769232,588,26,95,17,10,187,88,130,0.14400000000000002,0.785,0.071,-0.3896,1,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,2,3,7,0,3,9,0,9,7,4,3,0,20,17,7,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,6,0,4,2,0,1,2,1,6,0,1,4,2,11,1,15,11,4,9,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,62,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845626918174725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15104018219314966,0.15715591839476462,0.0,0.0,0.1284388516738301,0.0,0.14448590491924546,0.21337062784587116,0.0,0.13206309236174738,0.0,0.0,0.16813535735366342,0.17656901990416954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20859333496384602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20979325827322665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20410260433071803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218062601968971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19331761465416705,0.16528240714510506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21253254148229692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531926874369635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334052715641821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607295236847132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884201948269048,0.14004555692145454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18505361578111246,0.0,0.21503104439547904,0.0,0.0,0.12798397229467662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18072417310306774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18909295969184747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890075401937224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15790472989188778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738871698120514,0.0,0.2192939504514122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18047446789295096,0.0,0.1282311060395429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162682159316696
anxiety,Toobular44,2019/03/06,"Preventing others from knowing the true you. Hi Everybody,

Finally took the leap and made a reddit account after lurking for years. I have Generalized Anxiety Disorder, some days are worse than others but it's manageable with medication. I was wondering if anybody has an issue or tendency to push others away the closer and more they get to know you. It's almost as if you feel too vulnerable opening up, and once you allow somebody in the anxiety takes over and you crawl back into your comfort zone. I've tried therapy, but I found it too difficult to open up and get panic attacks. Anyways, mainly looking for somebody to talk to and hear their experience. Thank you for your time. ",6.276124444444449,7.987295048000004,7.007466666666666,69.56017777777778,66.52000000000001,10.355555555555558,34.68888888888889,10.504223727775694,4.191062222222223,551,26,87,15,9,182,90,125,0.171,0.757,0.07200000000000001,-0.8922,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,8,2,0,5,6,1,1,6,0,4,1,0,2,1,27,17,12,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,10,0,1,5,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,4,3,13,3,19,13,3,17,0,0,1,0,13,9,0,6,6,66,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850773966844432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827840757304873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21026722956308816,0.17365091401192112,0.1421204424960659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919803086404294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21182758800374296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18079612927829095,0.0,0.0,0.09345401110448873,0.0,0.0,0.20246878493411527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20265310616168225,0.0,0.0,0.19312880614857708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20831329792549766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192911216663836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20315201128170532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552080080197535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17488763873603094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861936112244956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968345680385252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21685449068664608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13896679266310666,0.1485568245997244,0.0,0.17016373543209715,0.2113656160396402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777402524751828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20534943610741926,0.1254853019107894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20043683961318376,0.0,0.0,0.1883543550234745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902243456717733
anxiety,JD_Revan451,2019/03/06,"People on this sub who are avid lifters etc- how do you plan ahead to get in an optimal workout Ive been taking prozac since 2015 since sad and depression, and now lamotrigine as well. Recently, coffee has become increasingly spotty as a source of energy, and i also like using working out as an outlet for anger. I am a college student but exercise keeps me sane around so much annoyance, and im afraid c4 will just give me a panic attack",6.519529411764707,6.73909365882353,7.28235294117647,73.13058823529414,65.35294117647058,10.564705882352943,31.117647058823533,10.355215969177356,3.1959882352941165,351,12,63,8,5,117,72,85,0.199,0.713,0.087,-0.9262,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,3,7,9,3,2,5,0,7,2,0,2,0,11,12,11,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,7,1,0,1,0,6,2,11,10,3,8,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,43,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18807535029811595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20936227547283348,0.0,0.2675540315966597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597405801127065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20256233188197026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622906412642277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287314292833702,0.22560847208660664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540374440356561,0.0,0.0,0.2090410008875246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489828387441955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17288618876870754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759359762032921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16304592460737954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322143337961691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890907679653776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17682796179095303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031221584724684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211457300558929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17121565192215935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,eighty6that,2019/03/06,"I feel like I’m quite literally going fucking crazy. I’m using ‘literally’ for real here. I’m losing my goddamn mind; it keeps racing. I had a trigger episode back in November that I didn’t even think was one until I realized why. I realized it the next time I saw my mother. I had a physically abusive childhood with a single, mentally unstable (yet in denial) parent who treated me like the result of her failed relationship with my father. I’ve only realized this in hindsight of course.

 

I saw a woman being beaten in the street at 5am in a **very**, very risky area to be at that time before dawn, because I had an appointment. I didn’t see the guy starting to brutalized on her when they got to what appeared to be their destination (it was obvious they were a couple). I was already 3 blocks from my car and my damn phone was in none other than *the car*. That’s a safety red flag: a huge one. I told people nearby, but that was all I could do. I had no description. I digress— I had flashbacks of this to the point of sleeplessness and when I saw my mother a few days later, the flashbacks were no longer about that guy beating a helpless woman who was pleading for him to stop. 

 

The flashbacks went from nightmares to memories of my mother. Nasty memories. Fucked up memories. And it’s unknown whether it’s mutually exclusive from the abuse or not, but I suffered from childhood depression. Observed by insiders as well as outsiders. I am bipolar. However, despite the memories of my mother— physical, somewhat sexual, and after about age 13, psychological abuse until 6 years ago. I’m 26. She’s okay *now*, and I appreciate financial assistance because I’m not healthy, but I left that house at 18. And she’s mainly nice *when I agree with her*. 

 

10 years of therapy. Brought her in to bullshit and cry like she meant it to revert back in a week. Inpatient psych hospitalization sessions, initial improper diagnoses because of what an excellent manipulator she is. Water works on, situation in her favor? Water works off. Could happen in minutes. She’s always right— *always*. 

 

Lately the thoughts and the nightmares and flashbacks have me walking back and forth in my apartment not remembering what I was doing and my fingernails are fucking gone from the anxiety. I’m going through dab pens and concentrates like water— not cheap. I use my anxiety meds as instructed (usually, except for those intolerable days...). 

 

I can hear her voice in my head. The taunting, name calling, slaps, head hits. I can hear the belt whips on my naked body. I can hear the rocks on her ring finger holding me down and punching me in the face repeatedly for things like talking too much in class, expressing frustration about anything, and plenty of white lies to hide from her abuse in the first place. I can remember the look on my grandmother’s face when we showed up at her door while I was battered, and that sending me to school was for her legal protection.

 

I had a really bad episode the other night and started having chest pains. Bad chest pains. I have medical experience, so I knew it was anxiety, not cardiac. I went on a frenzy; I started writing post-it’s if any and every little thing I could remember that’s been screaming in my head. Every demeaning name she called me. Every time she beat me, the time she told me she would’ve told people she never had a daughter after I woke up in ICU after a near-death suicide attempt. I wrote something like 25 post-its and started putting them in arbitrary places for the police to see if they found me dead, so there weren’t any questions— and for her to see eventually. The wine urged me to go to sleep...

 

I occasionally dissociate or zone out and have this mental notion that I’m there— as an adult, watching myself. 

 

I feel fucking crazy. 8 years of atypical antipsychotics have not helped, because now I have spasmodic torticollis, and they never helped to begin with. That’s always the physican’s #1 answer. It’s a no-go. 

 

What the fuck. I’m waking up dizzy and feeling hungover after not drinking anything at all in days. I feel a sense of fear waking up every day the last few weeks. And I have a lot going on aside from this, but I don’t know what to do with it. I want to jump off my 7th story roof. 

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TLDR: long abuse history—>triggering event witnessed—>acknowledgement—>personal trauma flashbacks—> losing my fucking mind and acting peculiarly. 

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anxiety,porkflossbuns,2019/03/06,"How can I approach a confrontational situation when just thinking about it triggers anxiety? I've been working on building up my confidence to have what will definitely be a difficult conversation with someone I'm close too and I'm not sure how I move forward with it. Just thinking about it, planning out what I want to say, and initiating the conversation in my head all cause my anxiety to spike. I immediately feel like I can't breathe and the more I try to think about it, I start to hyperventilate. Any tips or advice on how to calm myself and approach the situation with a clear head?",5.747770270270273,7.334247234234233,6.8302590090090085,70.80592905405406,67.64864864864866,10.234684684684686,35.49662162162162,10.411451182825502,3.9819270270270266,477,24,86,13,8,160,69,111,0.094,0.7709999999999999,0.135,0.6806,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,10,5,1,0,6,0,6,3,3,5,3,26,14,9,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,9,0,0,4,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,1,2,11,3,17,11,2,12,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,4,61,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995159236441474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884494136464418,0.0,0.31238424721322416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097423661891354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323622655384412,0.14586154712919833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4190817092488258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997488301305085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21700405594980274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16236691529747374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4589990046929054,0.0,0.0,0.1729954940898997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14451501249698304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19243105195859794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3924782907151357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386203642212373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042678552178855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486406968265436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rachella32,2019/03/06,"Adult Separation Anxiety Disorder When I was around 10 years old, my mom was diagnosed with a brain tumor. She survived, but it was traumatizing at the time and spawned some separation issues. I was never really ever capable of doing sleepovers, going to sleep away camps, band trips, etc because of my damn anxiety over being separated from my parents. As I got older, I was obviously diagnosed with anxiety and depression. I've been on plenty of medications, and when I was about 20, a doctor finally did one of those cheek swab tests to get a chemical breakdown of what medicines would work best for me. Turns out all the ones I had been put on prior, didn't work with my chemical makeup. I was put on a medication that finally helped. (I highly recommend the cheek swab test btw.)

While the general anxiety and depression are kept on the back burner so to speak, the separation anxiety is still there. I'm nearly 23 years old and it's embarrassing as hell to have this issue. I want to go on and live a fun life, move out, go on trips with friends, etc. But my separation anxiety won't let me. I always fear the worst happening and that it will happen to my parents. I can however go out and shop by myself, do most things by myself, and don't have to be near them 24/7. This just flares up when they go away on a trip. They're also in their mid-60s, so my stupid ass feels like I'm running out of time with them. Also, for some reason I think my life will basically be over when they pass away, because I assume I'll be such an absolute mess over their passing that I won't be able to live a normal life.

They will be leaving soon for a 10 day vacation and I really don't want to spiral out. I have family friends who are nearby, and a cop for a neighbor, so there is no reason for me to spiral out, but I'm afraid I might again (I did when they went on a trip before.) I'm embarrassed that this is an issue for me at my age, and feel horribly embarrassed crying over separation issues in front of family friends, but I literally can't control it or how I think. Any tips, tricks, or advice will help. I also have a cute puppy who will be staying with me and loves cuddles and attention, so that is nice. Lol",5.9861503416856525,5.779194148063784,7.063411389521644,75.69770478359914,66.51708428246013,10.941995444191344,30.999635535307522,10.621296500359557,3.122216510250569,1737,59,346,43,25,588,213,439,0.18,0.7090000000000001,0.111,-0.9869,3,0,0,0,0,0,54.0,0,0,8,5,24,22,4,5,21,1,46,15,5,4,4,58,69,36,0,4,7,3,2,1,4,9,8,1,1,1,17,27,0,2,8,2,1,17,8,13,0,2,16,3,46,9,64,36,8,72,1,2,0,3,24,30,3,7,25,249,63,5,0.07761042020776282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584000439777731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18619507500082624,0.06457808685399408,0.0,0.0,0.052777747115988816,0.0,0.35623055417926136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908972834951102,0.0,0.0,0.21875263369199946,0.05967762253443039,0.0,0.0946211836095513,0.0,0.06604075131925616,0.0,0.08144734782562874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663889625887529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704668561098547,0.0,0.0,0.08525140229365084,0.05005230048413795,0.0,0.1336914824025667,0.15754588564873628,0.0,0.0,0.08894826540957428,0.07943755371773288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17311226783944628,0.0,0.07020306835833261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632839404272774,0.08733329971492244,0.07848432077850484,0.05544489970372096,0.0,0.1700368435404691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17988485439463867,0.0,0.04054824130659107,0.0,0.22053895168453574,0.0,0.062072142886961265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726127655475165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404125741563608,0.08199967005725335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32402045950682445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217822893999145,0.0,0.0793619129292827,0.1644556050166434,0.03791653105976445,0.0,0.13706284586453413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004643435061701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15636866665800753,0.0,0.08233239116743049,0.0,0.09089638614469174,0.0,0.08248759425800006,0.0,0.0,0.05985794059486646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07604173355113322,0.0,0.0,0.16287816106027306,0.0,0.10518165861248444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17235437413343802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560398169014012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943844502696124,0.15959287594162536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766646952506114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272238154648279,0.061979781831386166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05156091460400496,0.09945924699543368,0.0,0.0,0.09051052029922584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441785079285848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915532733103786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194563707812371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300262049378965,0.0,0.0,0.055132215763855866,0.0,0.0,0.09995713211244144
anxiety,lilmisslady,2019/03/06,"Today my doctor told me Chronically sick and undiagnosed “the blood test said normal so you’re fine” anxiety person here. Today my doctor told me that I have low estrogen. Yay a solution to all my problems? But they aren’t going to do anything about it. For two weeks. Until they can retest “just to make sure”. So that’s fun for me right now. 

My anxiety: you’re never going to be a mom. AAAALLLLLLL the middle fingers. ",1.750740740740742,4.428803148148152,4.176407407407407,79.54683333333334,85.41975308641976,6.696790123456791,20.44567901234568,7.908726449838941,1.3305545679012347,329,10,60,7,10,114,60,81,0.134,0.7140000000000001,0.152,0.3878,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,6,6,0,0,4,1,5,7,2,1,3,9,11,5,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,3,2,10,4,8,7,1,11,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,6,40,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065084507124768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16485702038616906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41009870544948784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277077637823223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372385814659796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23462763229360126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450918866442445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19628384202428725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749230811445182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19169166132528545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710833194287638,0.19056259447192087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18881151700502616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797845904563672,0.3828536048408612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956962681142282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16069507878454584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,emkaysthecat,2019/03/06,Can’t stand being alone I dk what to do anymore. Everything was fine a few weeks ago and I use to live alone for MONTHS and it was great.  Now I can’t stand being alone for more than an hour with out panicking. I dk how to fight this. I’m in therapy I’m doing EMDR therapy and I dk. I keep having attacks when I get left alone. Do I just fight thru the attack? Any suggestions ,-1.0757407407407409,1.0123951604938275,1.4647222222222211,96.58375000000002,97.39506172839506,5.169135802469135,15.391975308641975,6.816661863887847,-0.17627654320987673,292,7,68,5,12,99,53,81,0.26,0.6709999999999999,0.069,-0.9217,0,4,0,0,2,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,4,0,3,0,10,0,0,2,0,9,15,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,8,2,10,11,2,11,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,6,43,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14409298712912766,0.0,0.0,0.6734214843830655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054127702862672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16120840501974842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698538807704714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609170934185825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492697434479174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792147097570465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16008147294264022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444841345821076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17661377145107415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353683932118294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297478580225246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717859103205953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14039317242427046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038981386482867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,axoloxolotl,2019/03/06,"Forcing myself to throw up A few months ago, I only ate a few chicken nuggets and only drank a red bull through the day, and during my shift at work I threw up. Ever since, even if I eat and drink plenty of water I am paranoid about vomiting in front of others so I’ve been forcing myself to throw up before each shift. I know that this is unhealthy but I don’t know any other way to relieve the stress I get before work. If anyone has any ideas on what I could do I’d really appreciate it",4.7129449838187725,4.396663029126213,5.883640776699027,83.45549352750812,69.19417475728156,8.031715210355989,26.875404530744337,7.1686216300943375,1.2465288025889971,384,10,81,3,6,129,72,103,0.075,0.852,0.073,0.2118,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,5,0,7,6,0,0,1,12,13,7,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,4,5,0,3,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,4,1,11,1,13,8,3,15,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,2,4,54,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19252919349515452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953984553762343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186695064410097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36963184291896944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17341157114303696,0.0,0.0,0.14007202901772134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127672313997876,0.0,0.2222434735648786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345445241268562,0.19646422108685627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347479292613805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451853562999682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23872805794683175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17336201407508228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303713346500553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391399058841231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796649506641736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487947569961648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17239832399299745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.316239337328778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LOOK_TO_ME_BE_AMAZED,2019/03/06,"I don't know if I should/could have a pet after my dog died a couple years ago but I'm suffering without one. **TL;DR** Had dog for 15 years, died couple years ago, made 3 attempts at pets after that, I get physically ill with panic at the mere *idea* of the major life change after I've done it and can't keep them long, tons of guilt, I'm disabled and isolated and stuck at home, it sucks.


I lost my childhood dog of nearly 16 years two years ago. He was blind and had been sick for a long time, and he was an ornery lhasa apso, but he helped me a lot from my difficulty in late elementary school to getting married and moving out of my parents' house.


After he passed I am becoming increasingly aware of the grounding effect he had on me. I'm legally disabled from severe panic attacks that come out of the blue less now but are on a hair trigger if anything changes in my life / if trauma triggers it. While my wife is at work or asleep I'm mostly stuck at home due to agoraphobia and where I live there's not much to do nearby aside from buying coffee or getting a haircut. It feels like being surrounded but also alone and doesn't help much.


So I'm stuck in the apartment a lot and it's empty and that sucks. My perception of reality is warped from all of the isolation and it's getting worse over time along with my depression. Because of this I have made three attempts to add a new pet.


One, a puppy, I quickly discovered that it was extremely triggering simply to add a pet to my home even if I was physically prepared. It completely blindsided me as I had not had bad panic attacks in a long while. I have a lot of guilt around it, but after a day I had to pass her along to a reputable outdoor rescue. I was so sick from panic that I had a fever and was basically bed-ridden.


I tried again the following summer with a kitten. She would have to stay in the bathroom because she wasn't properly socialized so it seemed perfect. I could have space away from her if I got overwhelmed.


Nope. I quickly became sick again at the mere idea of having her. I did feel much better when I actually had to socialize her, clean her litterbox or what-have-you, but in the mornings and nights I was sick with constant dread. After six days I hit my limit and returned her to the shelter. She was very well socialized by this point, at least, and I had basically fostered her, but again that crushing guilt hit.


Fast forward another year and I begin preparing. Changed meds, bumped up exposure therapies, went to the shelter frequently over a period of months. I went into battle mode to conquer this because I was so miserable. Upon a visit I saw a kitten that I immediately felt attached to but was very uncertain about actually committing. However, my therapist, wife and friends were encouraging me to go for it, and pointed out that I'd never *feel* ready, so I went for it.


This time, I lasted ten days. Weirdly, it wasn't the spastic kitten energy. I actually loved that! Watching her play, having to keep her out of trouble, having to remind her to eat and clean up the poop that got on her back from litterbox gymanstics. I was very busy and it was actually great. But that sickness crept up on me.


On top of the normal issues, the litterbox having to be in my bathroom wasn't great as it was giving me asthma and my roommate, who was allergic but loved cats, was starting to get some sniffles. There were kitten issues like dealing with her walking around my computer desk and drinking my water that were also freaking me out but I felt like, maybe, I could deal with it.


But the health problems combined with the fact I was just physically miserable led to me deciding to surrender her back to the shelter. Again, she was undersocialized coming in but extremely cuddly coming out, but...the guilt.


To answer a couple questions I get a lot, the animal being young doesn't seem to make a difference to my anxiety. It's the change involved and the reality of the responsibility bearing down on me on a primal level. I get a similar thing when I move house. The pet being young and involved actually seems to help and in the case of a kitten it helped because it didn't have a cat's confidence yet and thus was more pliable and less...argumenatative. Plus, watching the animal change and grow over time helps *so much* as it gives me little progress reports to look forward to.


So, today. It's been 3 months since my last attempt. I'm starting to lose all hope that I can do it at all. I'd like to try a dog again as I *know* I could handle one without breathing/allergy issues and I'm looking at lhasa apso breeders so I can go with an independent, familiar breed. I've decided that if I go down that route, the animal is staying. Period. I'm not going to shuffle them around anymore.


I've thought about smaller pets but I get nervous about pets that *must* come in twos like birds or guinea pigs and thus I commit to having them for the rest of my life and I have to think about whether or not the mental pain the animal brings would be worth it, and I can't convince myself of that in the case of a smaller animal that's just tolerant of me/ambivalent to me. 


I'm miserable in my empty apartment. I hate it. I want a pet so badly and I hear so often that a pet helps anxiety and depression but I seem to be broken and can't handle it. I don't know what to do.",3.4834257445141077,5.28657963162879,4.8324294670846415,82.03545454545456,73.70643939393939,7.809717868338557,27.10005224660397,8.53829466247534,2.0067821447230934,4225,158,813,78,87,1404,400,1056,0.181,0.7170000000000001,0.102,-0.9984,2,2,1,0,0,0,122.0,0,0,3,13,40,51,6,15,63,0,79,23,3,11,9,158,152,83,2,16,35,3,6,5,1,3,15,1,14,0,51,62,3,3,22,2,2,24,19,34,1,7,53,14,103,17,146,85,20,149,0,9,7,2,51,62,2,25,70,570,154,6,0.0,0.0,0.23469012006790524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791150623544054,0.0,0.0,0.04981641722875334,0.0,0.07693006043593349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05043635892642315,0.07359173721972788,0.0,0.04770162729573641,0.0,0.0,0.03958166404510302,0.1284558487829464,0.0,0.10943990155000596,0.04519091960507135,0.0739708573101547,0.08032189084998526,0.11728366134662865,0.05312194951135791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042539963448208234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544136555773314,0.16573331287076934,0.050431249938754565,0.05197830623050485,0.0,0.15361365800086385,0.15966303694323442,0.0,0.09306029848175723,0.09917662892754596,0.08285579374980802,0.0,0.09983905603750108,0.050253579929398016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04922233146150271,0.0,0.04711904820220817,0.0,0.04921763974008333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03176916489247253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296142482102573,0.03436218292873158,0.0923658317292044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03716143598327518,0.0,0.2010393875953824,0.09228255252466824,0.10934386883107494,0.0,0.07693888310945883,0.1060593991944397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04748814687687165,0.0,0.05112735636813806,0.054211459541020204,0.0,0.19343986941389005,0.0,0.14474269971307796,0.0477735042855208,0.0,0.11100037641461803,0.0,0.10859661561573827,0.0,0.15060966421242278,0.0,0.08550581884534388,0.0,0.0,0.07930242920123512,0.07841477467069255,0.054258158193804994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192197322809622,0.11749455615041175,0.04820818159504313,0.04247260440092008,0.12769922482609336,0.08078267427953117,0.053810865676570965,0.05250611888097791,0.16356937823091158,0.08682307673106876,0.09102552977634397,0.03210668745301258,0.0,0.0483222588017462,0.0,0.053427531017447114,0.0,0.04847282843666528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767848793622442,0.10224398703544464,0.1414342169713679,0.0,0.03709718144408352,0.046454648816917805,0.0,0.04513797858554075,0.047127147356469064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778008653554376,0.0,0.05118109619784066,0.2257368793105496,0.053408632391689366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093885952267992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04602457888084989,0.0,0.0,0.05388227641236192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048679106812322674,0.0,0.1751513551834181,0.0,0.054338570892495976,0.0,0.03978827667633504,0.0,0.0,0.1470936801534357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808993039091668,0.1025350076270336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055005794907984365,0.05584704883329679,0.03195506870899114,0.0308201192307471,0.0,0.03818550857013976,0.11218846357793832,0.0,0.04559255660977645,0.0,0.0,0.06531259823808691,0.0,0.04698607266607888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906099531895005,0.028370240924110276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04324708922735613,0.13376572897128214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273210767515196,0.0,0.035016897294279335,0.0,0.04901734358015854,0.06833679178670331,0.0,0.0,0.18584641384689493
anxiety,mahboilo,2019/03/06,Anxiety when submitting assignments Every time I have to submit an assignment in university I have anxiety. I double check what I've written. I double and triple check if I submitted the right file. But what makes me REALLY anxious is right after submitting it. What if I fail? What if I misunderstood what I had to do and I get a 0%? What if I forgot to put a source and get accused of plagiarism? And what I fear the most: what if the professor thinks i'm dumb?,2.011758241758244,4.531864296703301,4.29746153846154,80.46003846153847,81.85714285714286,8.914725274725274,24.48461538461539,9.3871,2.678168351648352,365,14,70,12,10,126,53,91,0.244,0.7559999999999999,0.0,-0.9637,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,6,0,5,0,0,1,0,14,12,11,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,3,0,12,0,6,9,4,7,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,6,3,53,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4376867826361909,0.32317859539004745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410270007104311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32190920055098315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29892038856566355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19095449113338372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875801834856645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832642900654793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4886058277964944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18330262793352456,0.0,0.0,0.16681019339750708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,just_saiyan24,2019/03/06,"Trouble sleeping I got off Klonopin back in September. Ever since my sleep has been awful. I can't fall asleep, can't stay asleep, have nightmares/weird dreams, wake up feeling like I didn't sleep at all. I've tried melatonin, Seroquel, risperidone, and Latuda. My pdoc is trying Abilify now so we'll see. My problem is that my brain just doesn't turn off since I stopped Klonopin. I think that's why I never feel rested. What have you tried to help with sleep? What's worked? Have you felt like your brain won't turn off? Any advice is appreciated.",1.7289218328840974,4.4764895471698125,1.7232345013477115,96.1933962264151,87.49056603773585,4.160646900269541,20.77897574123989,5.773587663045528,-0.06311374663072787,436,14,88,3,14,129,73,106,0.097,0.754,0.14800000000000002,0.6641,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,3,0,1,5,4,0,0,0,1,14,9,9,0,3,12,22,2,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,4,1,0,1,6,2,0,0,4,4,14,2,8,16,2,13,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,0,7,48,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457168144089724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060874473584012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113761784465965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303146145570676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338261477628797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961246787622465,0.10569306319454497,0.1420519137305557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832639171195278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916547106796156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455844756983705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141055197465522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156489226092225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789426607312735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447658724054846,0.0,0.5922136835290251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15769136470831965,0.0,0.12368996183972948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479819184581144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30133804016301746,0.32184678072376305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334987728925219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770686909726472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tanboys,2019/03/06,"Every day non-caffeine solution (recipe) Ive seen a lot on the sub about caffeine-triggered anxiety. Coffee was beginning to affect me negatively, so I decided to try something else. I follow a keto diet (high fat) but i think this can be applicable to some people. Heres a drink I came up with that got me through the day and kept my energy levels decently high for the morning. 

- 1.5 cup unsweetened coconut milk (heated to almost to boiling)
- 2 tbsp kerrygold butter
- 2 tbsp mct oil
- 1 tbsp cocoa powder
- 1 tbsp cocotropic mix ( Wild foods makes this, but the main ingredients are reishi, maca, chaga and tumeric)
- 1 tbsp collagen protein
- 5-7 drops vanilla stevia

The result tastes like hot chocolate and is super delicious. Again this is a ton of fat, so if you already eat a lot of carbs it may not fit within your diet. But maybe you could cut down on the butter and mct for instance. 

Would love to hear if anyone else has their own concotions. 

Cheers

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anxiety,renegadellama,2019/03/06,"Sensitive to change I've dealt with anxiety since I was a kid. Later in life, it got worse with panic. 

They're probably a million reasons why I have more anxiety than the average person. Stepfather was abusive, real father left, did not meet family's expectations based on grades and assumed intellect and more recently, nearly homeless for 2 years. 

I say nearly homeless because it was a combination of motels and Airbnbs. My mom and I finally got a permanent home about 6 months ago. 

It was odd because even though I should have been excited, I had quite a bit of anxiety like how is this real. 

Up until last month, I was sleeping on an air mattress. We finally saved enough money for me to buy a real bed off Craigslist. Once again, it was like how can this be... Not as much anxiety but omg that air mattress rocked my back. 

I had some really good investments that funded the time in the Airbnbs, so the first couple of months I just tried to relax and let my mom settle into her new job. 

I started driving for Postmates to help expenses. At first I was excited to contribute but lately I've been down on myself. Like who would want to date a guy in their 30's who drives for Postmates and lives with their mom. 

My anxiety was hitting me hard today. I went through some of my old CBT material and remembered there should never be ""shoulds"". 

I guess what I'm trying to say is everyone is doing their best with their own circumstances. It's easy to get caught up in where you should be via social media, society, etc. 

Funny enough, one of the downsides to Postmates is you see how well others are doing with their gated communities and high rise apartments. A lot of times the customer is younger than me. 

But once again, I'm assuming everything else in their life is great. Maybe it is but I really have no idea. 

I need to be more grateful for what I have.",4.302801276935355,6.028629324022348,5.085814046288906,81.3725837988827,71.40223463687153,8.689704708699121,28.42817238627295,9.23628265651192,2.5002015961691937,1470,56,276,32,28,476,203,358,0.056,0.797,0.14800000000000002,0.9906,2,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,1,2,6,4,14,12,0,1,15,0,38,3,1,4,1,47,51,19,0,8,7,4,1,3,0,5,2,2,5,3,15,15,0,0,5,3,5,5,4,1,1,4,17,4,35,11,48,23,13,52,0,0,1,0,24,22,0,6,28,196,50,2,0.0,0.10473710218931016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835943885734953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381209049986335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06797255823043546,0.0,0.1077731256640172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276818274049098,0.0,0.09650765398097176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351329778882587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781063759896258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384513464433368,0.0,0.0,0.18267740146606745,0.09858706837165572,0.05838600468104752,0.0,0.0,0.08446801845095865,0.07944636719537433,0.0,0.0833337092064701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936712415479656,0.0,0.15038248266670995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04618427437795244,0.0,0.0,0.07414399680533082,0.14139981345395114,0.09745903927274592,0.0973802953338131,0.08752785702300755,0.0,0.0,0.07918718977491666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05925127483062818,0.09339727541303182,0.08867033984681601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979051273690788,0.0,0.0,0.08772131393950022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07205611819640782,0.09971672497564234,0.0,0.09604461883342268,0.09039288126386327,0.12487615640592906,0.12956030280206032,0.0,0.07805699922430037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515276617586568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880761071771325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105917915844389,0.21167517344498615,0.0,0.06498265599757075,0.06554595131446979,0.06817793973429677,0.08537527984953867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275876632608997,0.18828183902019055,0.05990073088690885,0.0,0.0,0.10371593443453782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771856702342156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530792883746088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402208871628227,0.0,0.3018486203673981,0.11325996592842642,0.09088780343793176,0.0872822998658919,0.0,0.10013763217673416,0.0,0.0,0.14059517746359454,0.0,0.0,0.07044171206797116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312368820956157,0.0,0.08846177843795279,0.09011056608988713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06256851585479077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685052575928585,0.0,0.1030910976380916,0.0,0.08379090960209865,0.0,0.0,0.1200327953022102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05213939444124405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948036288068687,0.08194577461421347,0.07976539008003553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008505138269353,0.06279535925244936,0.0,0.0,0.05692537415628724
anxiety,RogueRabbit1992,2019/03/06,"This year so far So far I’ve now been off work for seven weeks as of tomorrow. I had an ear infection that wouldn’t clear up, and was hospitalized due to extreme vertigo. As well as other health issues. I was only kept over night, but my PCP wrote me off of work until the vertigo is gone. I’ve been to an ENT, the infection is gone. Vertigo is not. I’ve had all kinds of testing ordered by my PCP, ENT and my Neurologist (I have chronic migraines, have had them for about 13 years). He ordered an MRI back in August, that my insurance decided I DIDN’T need. So we canceled it. But due to the issues now he re-ordered the test. My insurance agreed to it. I’ve been trying to return back to work for a month now. Between phone calls and emails and all the in sides of offices, I’m going crazy. Well my PCP FINALLY gave me a release to go back to work. BUT it clearly states that it’s only IF I am NO longer dizzy. And I’m still having episodes of vertigo. THE NEXT PART: with my Neurologist’s office they don’t call you about test results. I was asked to give them until yesterday to get those scans. Monday morning AS SOON AS THEY OPENED, they called me. To inform me they need to move my appointment up, and won’t give me any info on what the scans show. “The Neurologist wants to go over the scans with you himself”. My next appointment wasn’t until the end of May, now moved up to the middle of next month. But they’re looking for another spot to put my appointment so it’s closer. This has me very alarmed, as brain tumors, cancer, and even a rare birth defect that only shows once you’re an adult all run in my family. So just freaking out and anxious:/",2.959365079365078,4.501072000000004,4.188928571428569,87.19496031746034,74.53571428571429,7.477777777777778,24.34920634920635,8.167268648758528,1.3119908730158731,1296,40,272,21,27,425,167,336,0.077,0.887,0.036000000000000004,-0.9517,0,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,1,2,6,4,20,6,0,1,18,0,23,13,2,1,5,36,41,27,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,3,11,1,0,1,14,13,0,1,3,2,0,9,7,3,2,1,16,5,33,3,53,22,4,61,0,0,4,0,24,18,0,2,31,179,47,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504963144748589,0.11572369696461934,0.0,0.12467712668606867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317314189715504,0.0,0.0,0.25458363543037715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231999770463058,0.3380744135492912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774756712468788,0.0,0.0,0.072892756120614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403903769399704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089567230068513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05765934948332568,0.21173769024574648,0.18816301886510572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173091559519542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303775492158633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492456069559635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267589807537076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17617905613971666,0.2345937023210761,0.0,0.1636633665879247,0.0,0.0,0.35211224845327743,0.10356682890310773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753143795857708,0.0,0.2518047720465039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951079283047328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094382945000336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881348681560517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492824112761856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105982823949038,0.06509409547791499,0.0,0.08852537023366833,0.0,0.19845655613837307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32137806117494544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421384264299861
anxiety,Marilek,2019/03/06,"For once, my fight or flight response worked the way it's supposed to. I thought I'd share this here:

I was riding my bike home tonight, when two guys tried to grab me in the middle of the street. Not sure if they wanted to mug me or steal my shitty bike, but my fight or flight response kicked in, time slowed down (for real!) and I managed to fend them off, keep my balance and ninja my way out of the situation.

I'm still a liittle shook up, but it's nice to know that this thing is not only good for giving me panic attacks etc... It can actually be useful once in a while!",6.036249999999999,4.524279458333337,6.370000000000001,85.01500000000003,66.91666666666666,9.0,29.166666666666664,7.1686216300943375,1.3894166666666663,445,11,101,3,6,144,81,120,0.183,0.726,0.091,-0.8866,1,0,0,0,2,0,17.0,0,0,2,1,3,10,3,2,6,0,4,0,0,1,1,18,11,10,0,2,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,7,3,0,1,2,2,0,2,2,6,0,1,2,1,14,4,17,8,1,19,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,4,6,64,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.19234402875285184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22423303934090816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198218704848994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890790921562395,0.0,0.16532058749867565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19516289071299853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19771031113511392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17519414189406785,0.0,0.0,0.1083226164927605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4198163787133608,0.0,0.14990566124183693,0.0,0.231257821974592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22434628742689666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215519533510116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574066557438598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857671803682512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094642954682453,0.0,0.0,0.15647771103939315,0.1149323044464422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133819952346047,0.0,0.19254092394799055,0.0,0.0,0.1702336484334098,0.0,0.0,0.11625641578890318,0.31290226535579235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14349328165279682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,APileOfLooseNoodles,2019/03/06,"Advice — anxiety flair ups Hi all, wondering if you have any tools in your bag to deal with anxiety spikes? For example, I was on the phone with my boss when I got some semi-stressful news. Might not be anything more than a misunderstanding, but it did cause my heart rate to increase, my stomach to turn, and I became disoriented. 

Wondering what you do if you have similar responses to low-threat information or feelings? This is a small hiccup and does not warrant my reaction, but this happens often and I’d like to better deal with anxiety spikes in the future. Thanks for your time. ",5.518830275229359,7.165364128440372,6.070538990825689,75.80745986238534,68.26605504587154,9.853669724770645,31.05619266055045,10.125756701596842,3.304200917431192,466,19,83,12,8,151,78,109,0.086,0.7909999999999999,0.123,0.8031,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,5,0,1,2,3,0,0,4,0,8,3,2,2,1,24,15,9,0,2,7,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,12,3,15,10,4,9,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,8,4,58,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18788948409470715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075399660175496,0.0,0.44127090692438464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15822643003710032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17005213683408713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975199986862592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3964553870306835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682616670932471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722031701931808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378035637384405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17002867182592785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22784750339002194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393614248905384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039740190361264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22025104206708188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17702153292706832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211744447540843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091406317787476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.417029357204508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,morrows_hope,2019/03/06,"How do you classify your attacks? How bad are they? What actually classifies as an attack? I started counseling in November. I started having major panic/anxiety attacks(for me). I've always felt overwhelmed in public. I would always excuse myself to the bathroom try to control my breathing and calm my heart. I never thought anything  about it. Hey that's always been my life.

Then in October I became so overwhelmed I sat the table frozen in fear crying and unable speak. After going to the bathroom and coming back to the table it hit me like a wave I was freezing and sweating. The next time I was at a potluck, my head started killing me, my stomach and back hurt, and I went to the bathroom started throwing up. I told my husband I had to leave. The farther away I got the better I felt.

Sometimes I wake up and start getting dressed and my heart starts beating hard, not fast, and I only feel like I can breath through the top portion of nose. I feel asthough I'll pass out. I also do this often in the car and it comes with a sense fear and waiting. I can't listen to music bc it seems to make it come on faster and harder. 

I'm only able to type this now because I've been it a good place for a couple. 

I have repetitive thoughts that I can't get rid of. Sometimes I can feel a major attack coming for days ahead of time. I  breathe like I've been running for days at a time. I can't take noise. I feel as if I should be running from something. I feel compelled to get a way from some unknown force. It feels like my entire body is ""alive"" and yet I'm so tired. 

I feel like it's getting better as in I have words now to describe to my husband and that helps him to more supportive and understanding.

I believe I have panic, anxiety, rage attacks. I don't know and I feel paranoid about myself if that makes sense. Is it real or am I making it up? Am I just being a little b word for not being able to handle myself? Is this nothing compared to others that have anxiety related issues?",2.6768357142857155,4.571127155000003,4.0301428571428595,86.52400000000004,76.2,5.9714285714285715,26.67857142857143,6.742157984588678,1.214007142857143,1562,61,303,14,35,514,201,400,0.147,0.764,0.08800000000000001,-0.9788,0,0,1,0,1,0,44.0,0,2,1,6,14,23,6,5,20,0,30,13,11,7,1,59,74,28,1,4,6,2,12,5,0,2,2,2,0,0,20,22,0,2,15,0,0,11,7,13,0,0,14,15,54,10,47,54,5,54,0,3,0,0,13,18,0,6,29,208,74,1,0.15114003589703004,0.0,0.07374543641160654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060433316050731975,0.18864092616324865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17343257065913673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621876857887998,0.0,0.0,0.34388722023378193,0.07100051947550139,0.11621735828716777,0.06309780842525156,0.04606678152586726,0.0,0.0,0.08514153195356512,0.0,0.1336710794861842,0.0,0.08394125389974387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603875161438385,0.0,0.0,0.08475820097831338,0.0,0.08361678749531842,0.08301011622177606,0.09747281965038093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17007455981534814,0.30568377359798804,0.16196170776606808,0.1451181363838481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15792886136252682,0.0,0.04294818271188812,0.06338454565999754,0.06044024680594714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06769589261762353,0.0,0.07755664036588239,0.0,0.0,0.17910167024888088,0.05065299008327796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089926719017257,0.0,0.0,0.07887546503120088,0.0,0.0,0.08360702823037702,0.0,0.04153130553779808,0.0,0.0,0.0800177375582766,0.0,0.0,0.053377338547977465,0.18459846790297527,0.07574101094046462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513307213743204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05828425658572526,0.0,0.08036957141140735,0.0,0.0,0.072511470356255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494880793054832,0.0,0.17733026718523529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895458449777781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601522480782968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879610612894664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05817749183380136,0.1494813601428737,0.0,0.3209330859642403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857559608227459,0.0,0.0,0.056819248692509136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199883059964056,0.13219645555129567,0.0868566188330894,0.0,0.07221039063177886,0.0,0.0513070816407827,0.0,0.0,0.07867105380422848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05998396275273268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005416374188551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053682772540886985,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,loveineverylanguage,2019/03/06,"A Chronicle of my Irrational Fears, Part I Disclaimer: I've wanted to write something somewhere about my panic attacks and the progression of them for a long time. Reddit seemed like the best place to start and a cursory search led me to this forum as of today. I am not familiar with this subreddit but I did review the rules and I hope I am in the right place. If there is a better place to share my story, let me know. I don't particularly expect anyone to read this since I know it will be long and uninteresting, but really I felt it might be helpful for me to write everything out. If it helps others too, or if I can find other weirdos like me, then great. :)

I've dealt with some form of anxiety since I was 5. My particular flavor of choice is an irrational fear of .... {drumroll} driving on the freeway. 

As a passenger. As a driver. It doesn't matter. 

And let me go ahead and get some of the usual questions out of the way. You know, the ones that would make me seem slightly less abnormal? Yeah, those ones.   
Was I in a traumatic car wreck?   
Did my parents die in a traumatic car wreck?  
Did I once witness a traumatic car wreck?   
Was I separated at birth from an unknown twin who died in a traumatic car wreck?   


Nope. No, No, and Nope again. There *is.* ***no****. reason\*.* Which as you'll learn, has been extremely frustrating to my intellectual and overthinking self. 

In general, I get panic attacks/extreme anxiety when I am on a long trip; riding on the freeway; or riding on a road that looks an awful lot like a freeway; but sometimes at more tangential triggers like being on a drive far from home or an in unfamiliar place. It's a little bit claustrophobia, a little bit agoraphobia, and just a little bit my very own special unicorn breed of insanity.   


But let's just start at the beginning: my earliest memory of anxiety or a panic attack.   
I was five years old (i think).   
I had just gotten through with ballet class. It was a hot texas (summer? fall? does it matter? it was hot). I remember in this particular class, we had practiced twirls all the way across throom. Pirouettes or whatever. And ""spotting"": looking at a point in the room, quick spin, and set your eyes on the point again to minimize dizziness. Anyway, I just remember getting really dizzy to where I started falling over and hyperventilating and my teacher had to comfort me and sit me out of class while she quietly put to death her dreams of my ever being a real, successful prima ballerina.   


Later, my dad picked me up in his awful, clangy, uncomfortable 1986 volvo to drive me home (the car felt old, even then). I don't know if it was a mixture of the heat, the dizziness from earlier, or the smell that only comes from a poorly air-conditioned 1986 volvo, but on the ride home, I started *freakin'. out.* Restless, rolling the window down, panting, crying that I wanted, needed to stop the car and get out. The similarity to a dog in a car who had just figured out that he was definitely *not going to the park* was striking.   


I don't remember much else after that. I don't know if what I experienced was a true panic attack, or if I just got overheated and tired. A five year old doesn't know how to put into words what they're experiencing (and it took me another 14 or so years for me to figure out what the heck was happening, anyway).  I know my dad told my mom about it, and my mom asked me about it. I know that that experience caused me to form a connection between what happened, and ""dizziness"" for many, many years--a faulty mental connection that lasted for years and led to many in-depth, and totally unnecessary, vertigo & inner ear tests.   


Bored yet? I'll stop here, cause there's too much ground to cover in one post. Stay tuned for Episode 2: Paxil, Drammamine, and How I Got To Go To Therapy When I Was, Like, 9  


  
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anxiety,michjames1926,2019/03/06,"I did it guys!! I made the call to a place to finally seek some help. I was honest with the lady on the phone and it felt good knowing that I (WE!!!) are NOT alone in this!! I know I will not always feel like this and I hang on to that thought and for now, that's what is getting me through this tough time. May all who read this know that this too shall pass and if anyone needs someone to talk to, I am here to listen. ",0.6648626373626385,2.0806743186813184,1.9429532967032976,101.39267170329671,80.53846153846155,4.9895604395604405,17.968406593406588,5.148860815047168,-0.8518912087912089,317,6,82,1,8,101,63,91,0.041,0.828,0.13,0.8431,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,1,1,20,18,5,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,3,0,1,0,1,13,6,0,0,6,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,5,3,10,3,12,10,2,9,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,3,4,59,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24815312846170295,0.0,0.0,0.1993662236679018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16753374787916353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24465817991209884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114885569564525,0.17117014167001054,0.23005337779831034,0.2624698642568763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251810039518058,0.0,0.0,0.20096494060154774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372414672194308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160598692273992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3950333443397587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705635735327473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22671511963776897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776602122916212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503307899204465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396646344541341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20301212906656466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19258123962076626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902154739484561,0.13971256747719507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Zakuro120,2019/03/06,"My parents don’t understand my anxiety. BACKGROUND: I (25F) have Asperger’s and have been struggling with depression and anxiety since I was thirteen. I went to college, which helped me get out of my shell and I wasn’t as depressed or anxious as I was in high school. However, when I started working my first job career-wise, I had a break down due to the stress (I had a really shitty boss, and a lot of stress put on me that I didn’t know how to handle) and my anxiety and depression came back tenfold (I was living on my own and figuring out how to be financially independent for the first time while juggling the stress of my first job that lead to a very imbalanced work-personal life). 

NOW: I’m back home with my parents and am planing on returning to school to get my Master’s. However, my parents and I are arguing about me and working. I am currently working as a substitute teacher, which pays pretty well. However, they keep on bringing up that they want me to work while I’m back at school (I start in the fall). I, on the other hand, don’t want to work while in school because I rather focus on my studies, especially since I am the one who is paying for my education (I’m taking out a loan). I help them around the house and run errands for them with little to no complaint (I only have complained if they ask me at the last minute on a day that I am working, or if they can do something but they are too lazy to do - such as them asking me to cook a side dish for them when I won’t be eating dinner with them). 

Them talking about job hunting gives me extreme anxiety because of the whole process and how I spent a lot of time last year doing it before moving home and becoming a substitute. I’m also now starting to become more involved in hobbies that I enjoy, which I haven’t been able to enjoy due to my previous job (I was a teacher, and I stopped writing and reading due to that being the area I taught and the stress that I associated it with).

I have been to a psychologist who has diagnosed me with depression and anxiety, and I’ve been seeing a therapist and psychiatrist.

My parents don’t seem to understand that things take time. They expect me to do a complete 180 after taking my medication for a day. They also keep on throwing back into my face that I’m 25, and I need to “act my age.” I just feel so defeated by them and they get mad at me when I get defensive.

Am I in the wrong? How do I deal with them/help them understand my point of view?",5.1992771084337335,5.298659530120485,6.285606425702813,79.56431325301209,68.1566265060241,9.692208835341368,32.06184738955824,9.558583805096642,2.8018854618473905,1938,77,393,38,30,650,211,498,0.126,0.833,0.041,-0.9886,12,0,1,0,0,0,54.0,0,0,16,12,24,18,3,5,27,0,39,9,2,7,0,66,74,43,0,7,7,4,2,0,0,1,3,0,2,0,18,34,4,4,7,2,4,10,8,15,1,4,16,4,77,3,69,54,5,73,0,5,2,0,33,28,0,7,34,290,95,21,0.06469040655059062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346578949301434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474399197288633,0.07308174601001798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0575881769926648,0.12095359512365075,0.0,0.0,0.1989717181476538,0.0,0.07886934279718931,0.1428909431360178,0.05504677130097302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07398859137293147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782666048180462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834399210426474,0.06669296860743945,0.22287100948096966,0.06565940092648928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661944358789543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032709413281211755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16507688029446865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13519226969846815,0.062056932617041836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008184768684478,0.06834896627047808,0.12977950460718096,0.0,0.0,0.07464404365914018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567809864319164,0.11499961137360333,0.0,0.0,0.035552155639917336,0.10546263090455583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04569274726928957,0.0,0.06483678214327683,0.057122814167360876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099949405969642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516877882377774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875566442811826,0.0,0.04796711676809788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04383589367956076,0.04919996924308688,0.0,0.0,0.2873241635238429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056485167774675174,0.0,0.0,0.06115334397757405,0.0,0.0,0.06581340008291127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650317261935254,0.0,0.0,0.06470791269333137,0.0,0.041442330928838735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26188058034069434,0.05154987852565024,0.05889171652190391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070251455817289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049801835449957435,0.0,0.0,0.13736460814860982,0.0,0.0,0.054084076520950916,0.29641056855053105,0.06762845871979481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591740471684345,0.05199569835631673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075110548017885,0.0429774316248289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316448885835476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20203498394665664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05337636033168145,0.07631215570835591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05816444449448509,0.05996865497784721,0.0,0.07222452868613098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296677049949743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072880429291846,0.0,0.041658500860288855
anxiety,SavetheDetails,2019/03/06,"Dealing with the rat race ? I am currently in graduate school, exhausted, and have been since undergrad. I went to a competitive undergrad, where I made great friends but still spent most of my days lonely and crying a lot from stress. I then went onto a competitive grad school program and feel the same way. I am currrntly in therapy, but quite honestly, I feel like there’s no escape from the constantly feelings of overwhelm and exhaustion. The only time I have felt free from this is when interning over the summer. I had little to do, made some friends, and didn’t feel a part of the rat race. That feeling didn’t last long. Any tips for how to healthily detach myself from the academic rat race. It’s eating me up inside :/

TLDR: have been in competitive school programs all my life. Currently in grad school and feel overwhelmed by the constant rat race. How can I healthily detach myself?",4.815766233766233,7.096843533333337,5.025822510822512,80.02159090909092,71.24242424242425,8.593073593073594,28.75541125541125,9.23628265651192,2.695632034632036,713,28,125,16,14,224,99,165,0.13,0.696,0.174,0.7307,2,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,6,12,0,3,12,0,13,4,0,4,1,25,25,12,0,0,2,0,7,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,3,7,1,0,7,0,2,2,3,6,0,0,11,7,14,7,20,14,6,24,0,3,0,0,3,9,0,3,13,84,17,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912475654329566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832568912562809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396238736182052,0.08452234774775487,0.1351162900091173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410629009267147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.397604844697762,0.09362872531867816,0.12583739376717407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20251204001457485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14449324094507968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10683074782815212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257099541767816,0.06402890961300747,0.1313557582193415,0.0,0.11598327604747208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142185303457318,0.0,0.2480227854584403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996764344352043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14192435205714776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13939760149924424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5305556669601021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841353227059533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466405385188213,0.0,0.1501278814629546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498776277705277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642167889951235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402870004705016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429864001147388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yadadameannn,2019/03/06,"Words of Affirmation for Those Wrestling with Anxiety and Depression  

First thing’s first, shoutout to all the people struggling with depression and anxiety due to uncertainty. You don’t know what you’re in college for. You don’t know what your passion or purpose is in life. You don’t know where your next dollar or meal will come from. You don’t know if your artwork will sell. This is for you.

[https://4ormypeople.com/jah/2019/3/6/the-beauty-in-uncertainty](https://4ormypeople.com/jah/2019/3/6/the-beauty-in-uncertainty)",11.638834586466167,15.979493184210524,5.878496240601508,72.25447368421055,57.94736842105264,8.027067669172935,29.27819548872181,8.841846274778883,2.444130075187971,446,14,62,7,7,111,47,76,0.195,0.768,0.037000000000000005,-0.9001,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,8,0,2,1,4,0,1,1,0,8,3,0,0,1,14,13,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,4,0,2,1,4,3,0,2,0,0,8,1,11,11,1,8,0,2,0,1,8,3,0,3,4,42,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665597557305086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063790208570844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41270393477877104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4075773288306399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.526672878868582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16922413222611574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25479859710981395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660962677757802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250463540158786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15916789877300744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JordanLeigh7,2019/03/06,"Feeling anxious and unsafe in cars lately I'm scheduled for a road test in a couple months and my driving is pretty good overall but not great. I dread driving with my dad because he gets so nervous. Now, lately, I've been feeling very anxious while driving. But, not only is it when I drive, for the last week or two, it's been whenever I'm in a car in general, as a passenger. Especially on a highway, I feel like my mind is playing tricks on me like it looks like we're about to crash, but I guess we're really not. Is this weird?",3.2573636363636362,4.283921236363638,4.790681818181817,85.20602272727272,73.0,7.3181818181818175,29.20454545454545,7.6454224807358475,1.751454545454545,416,17,86,5,8,140,72,110,0.159,0.6559999999999999,0.185,0.2627,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,4,10,1,2,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,16,14,10,0,0,7,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,1,0,6,3,4,0,1,2,4,8,6,12,12,0,22,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,2,12,50,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4309786922438325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627734719215566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110574671952361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893416125704073,0.13626939775953162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965721739210773,0.0,0.0,0.15998918479221505,0.0,0.21029878231163854,0.21012886729302596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15548392460960406,0.4303409102935085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795674379566741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601790898486796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925996741534778,0.0,0.15225210356153507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507137254161745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19405785061542666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219714608897488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863316960558567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573859084410098,0.0,0.0,0.15300540406972102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rayyexo,2019/03/06,"changing schools so i’ve been going to this school, my friends could upset me and i didn’t like the environment, also the teachers were just BAD in general, it wasn’t a good school. So i decided to change without telling my friends and now i’m starting this new school tomorrow.

I feel super anxious, just sad over leaving my friends because it upset them that i’m leaving. i feel almost like if i start crying it’ll never stop. it also feels like it’ll be hard to make new friends in this school because they’re all already friends (the whole class with each other).

it’s mostly that i’m scared to lose the touch with my friends and it’s something i just don’t want and i don’t want to feel upset no more. i felt happy when i made the decision and when i went to that school today. much happier, but all of a sudden i feel upset.

does anyone know how to deal with this ?",2.76119850187266,4.498566730337082,3.555977528089887,90.70381647940077,75.51685393258427,6.0949812734082425,25.911610486891387,6.742157984588678,0.9375898127340828,690,25,144,6,15,219,97,178,0.133,0.6970000000000001,0.171,0.5813,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,2,11,20,0,5,7,0,10,0,0,3,3,37,28,14,0,4,6,0,8,3,6,2,0,0,0,0,15,9,0,1,9,0,0,2,7,8,0,0,7,8,17,12,15,17,7,17,0,2,0,0,9,3,0,3,15,89,32,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512813888816887,0.0,0.10483415879878473,0.15194191169616467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732223910208892,0.0,0.06642576308697387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932049953971511,0.1158214592238159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20099345806297245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584926076695886,0.0,0.10435233885121796,0.0,0.09794017130262003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313458229034792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24017266039142265,0.06786756353315006,0.09121428586442576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.440377630747532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05399032695510517,0.07968095802891338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112858785947217,0.08510076900020955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05220916516771314,0.0,0.0,0.20118121606962985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13923566970484705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627998671251156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989069376132773,0.06341281213349148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983546218508509,0.0,0.07326936486482613,0.1835019525116487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511093460918836,0.5768665595851756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313515048136035,0.0,0.0,0.13448207543617433,0.0,0.0,0.07942372081807547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303363006861718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004828764139762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206617067147437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806536077122401,0.0,0.1060633955793296,0.0,0.09157599536471883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yellowstars227,2019/03/06,"Cleithrophobia/Claustrophobia-Any advice for coping skills? I know the two are so similar so I'm not certain which phobia I have exactly.. All I know is that it's greatly impacting my day to day. 

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I get a near panic attack getting into elevators, for fear that it'll get stuck and I won't be able to exit, essentially being held against my will.. 

Also panic attacks getting on the highway.. I'll often have to drive during rush hour when I get off work. I'll see the sea of red on google maps. Immediately begin to panic. I sometimes get on, and a panic attack sets in.. or I'll get so scared for the fear of getting stuck in bumper to bumper traffic, I'll make the last ditch effort to change lanes and take local detours, which often adds another 20 minutes to my commute = avoidance.

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A few weeks ago, I was in a theatre and had a panic attack. I felt trapped being in the middle row, not being able to get out. It's then I realized, this is getting way out of hand.

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During all these instances, I feel like I can't breath.. my heart starts racing. My vision becomes (not blurry but..) not in reality. I can't explain.

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It's really troubling. It's affecting me going out. Enjoying life. even my daily commute. It started about 6 months ago and seems like it's getting worse. 

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I've been searching online but there isn't much on self coping other than breathing slowing/concentrating on breath and telling yourself over and over your thoughts are irrational. That, or go see a CBT therapist.

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So, has anyone gone through something similar and offer any advice on coping mechanisms when panic sets?

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anxiety,unclejunior69,2019/03/06,"SO (F20) says my (M21) anxiety sucks for her. HELP We’ve been together about a year now and it’s been going pretty well. For backstory, I’ve been dealing with anxiety ever sense my early teenage years. My SO does not have any apparent mental health issues. 

Long story short: The other day we planned a date at her apartment that was suppose to be us two, alone. When I walked into her apartment , her two roommates (who’ve said they don’t really like me) were in the living room.  It made me anxious because I was not expecting it, so I went into the bathroom for a couple of minutes to breath and get my head straight. When I got out, my SO noticed and asked me what was wrong. I told her the truth, and she got upset. That’s when she told me that my anxiety “really sucks for her” and that it “stresses her out”. She was embarrassed that her roommates might’ve noticed or seen me being anxious. 

It made me feel terrible that my anxiety effects her in such a strong way. It still makes me feel awful. But I also worry that this is a bad/unhealthy view for a partner of someone with anxiety to have and that it will lead her to resent and/or break up with me. I love her and really do not want that to happen. 

My question: Has this kind of thing happened to anyone else?
Is there anything to be done/fix this?

Thanks, guys ✌🏻
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anxiety,greenconcept,2019/03/06,"Describing how the monster feels, psychological and physical symptoms Yes, I've had panic attacks. Numerous. But that's not what I deal with day in and day out. I don't live with anxiety attacks. Rather, it's anxiety living in my mind and in my body, even when I'm calm. It's been a while since I've felt the kind of mental well-being that you can recline into like a big, squishy couch. This is my attempt at describing how I feel. I haven't found this stuff online yet. So I'm writing it myself.

But first, what's a panic attack? Heart rate goes up, palms sweating, hyperventilating (but don't know it), you feel trapped, claustrophobic, you feel your mind rolling back into your head, somersaults, you're going crazy, you're gonna lose it, sometimes legs quake uncontrollably, can't walk, you're going to die. This is it. You're not connected to your body. The nexus between your soul and your body is about to snap.

I spent a month like a this. But that was a year ago. Since then, I've been to shrinks, to Prozac, to Xanax, diet changes, lifestyle changes, better sleep, less stress, meditation.

But I still live with this everyday:

I'm calm. My hands don't sweat. Fitbit tells me my heart's at 50 BPM, resting rate. Don't feel trapped. Don't want to run away. Not staring death in the face. Yet I'm on another planet, on an intergalactic freeway. Not on Earth. I don't feel good. I'm disconnected, unplugged. Depersonalized, everything has a shiny veneer, distant. My heads feel it all. From the neck down, nothing. Neck up, it's chaos. My scalp's swollen, so swollen, but that doesn't hit the nail. Ripples, like a glacial dripping, of pins and needs over my lefts ear, back of my head, over my eyebrows. My head's heavy. It's almost tingling, but not quite. Maybe it is tingling. Want to close my eyes. It's too much to look. I prefer to use my sunglasses. The people on the bus look so far away, so real, too real, surreal. Would I be able to talk to them? Or would my eyes just roll back into my head and I'd start blabbering nonsensically? My scalp is glowing. There's a flush of heat on my face, like the sun hit me. But no, I'm in the shade and the air conditioning is on me. My right foot just flushed over with heat. It's gone after a second. A short pain on the left side of my head. It goes away after half a second. I keep flexing my scalp. I feel it less. Is it still there? So I flex it ceaselessly, like a tic, to comfort myself, to make sure it's still there. I widen my eyes. Wiggle my Adam's apple incessantly. What's wrong with me? Is this really just anxiety? As long as I don't think about too closely, I feel calm. I'll try to read a book. No, that's too much. It makes it worse, tightening and tightening my scalp. What would happen if I pushed myself beyond that, if I didn't back off? Would something snap? I lose my sense of balance. I don't feel steady. I might fall. My eyes hurt. I should go home. It's too intense. I close my eyes. I feel like I'm dreaming, almost. I feel tired. I don't get enough deep sleep. It's tightening, like wringing out a wet rag to squeeze out the last drop. Something is wringing my head. But I'm not even scared of anything. I'm not worried about dying. I'm not afraid of talking to people. NOTHING is causing it. I'm just a clusterfuck of causeless psychological malaise, like a parasite has taken possession of my mind, the unsuspecting host.

This is just a glimpse, my attempt at describing what's so difficult to describe. I've felt this way pretty much every day for the past three weeks. It'll last for hours, maybe the whole day, fluctuating. The tightening happens when I leave the house or enter into a social situation. I hope this is relatable to somebody. Best wishes, guys. You got this. We're going to take this motherfucker down, expunge it from the roots of our soul. ",1.0578912067455128,3.5921199986859413,2.3562274145860727,92.2886161985327,87.51511169513797,5.431017301795883,21.067687801138845,6.952445516363907,0.541012801138852,2993,100,630,43,96,958,329,761,0.099,0.8059999999999999,0.095,-0.7152,0,2,2,0,1,0,152.0,1,9,1,8,40,33,3,6,39,1,40,44,34,7,2,97,95,35,3,14,27,0,17,8,0,8,9,1,2,1,47,23,1,1,18,3,1,10,23,15,0,5,12,28,74,18,82,72,10,89,2,3,10,0,18,46,0,8,39,364,121,2,0.05508530015959018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04882979493465346,0.0,0.11031994210941476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057761740193130164,0.1264203115409689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04533050845958722,0.0,0.0,0.18800244391099696,0.15526335839139535,0.1694287824402739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057808624024542336,0.04871847153172197,0.0,0.18356205115592236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0565877772081801,0.11654588703740497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14210184603901746,0.05679052567712432,0.0,0.0,0.11433968943670683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569178402937657,0.0,0.07276664246714082,0.0,0.04641174119396937,0.0,0.04950711586278101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33423339466519736,0.03935294944057464,0.10578105336366007,0.0,0.0,0.04685552817540879,0.0,0.060398188381069536,0.0,0.0,0.02877979577146588,0.0,0.12522498208774174,0.04620293626950005,0.04405674667556081,0.0,0.0,0.05454310765654826,0.09742349801825624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3957338705125423,0.0,0.0,0.13055269182898765,0.0,0.0,0.055255047440911566,0.05471213230679852,0.05424792456846974,0.0635610404901954,0.058969953122117925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048962345798500194,0.0,0.05736286336184185,0.030273440362656587,0.08980374353427975,0.0,0.0583273791795572,0.11970067960161546,0.0,0.0,0.21529516153591308,0.0,0.1459239877512025,0.04874875720793181,0.09251555709339647,0.1232527212089909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353973120178461,0.0,0.11068117595576027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055513026359997636,0.05843679841152395,0.1668613503218365,0.0,0.04396856104296632,0.0,0.12148210143950885,0.04084505208503222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057116623237754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058614643172239175,0.12926146189265214,0.0,0.0,0.05258515203396333,0.07637842248907005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05604155378518435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05858999730334656,0.05510020702413057,0.12539826257715034,0.0352890538219582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047042545355323435,0.0,0.0,0.055149995168059414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113425905559636,0.061918185362981715,0.11025016420915423,0.05615252645727736,0.0,0.08481471057424908,0.054480770385312606,0.0,0.038989658975441883,0.0,0.13197357559209524,0.0,0.06310002521900875,0.0,0.0630594896401344,0.0,0.0,0.05191724349266414,0.05725471865054066,0.041417290269821515,0.08855095534838829,0.048146980322368485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03529643609533172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06331244915844116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03739930291429355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04757601293641856,0.0,0.0,0.06498147449008095,0.04372414725701262,0.04418610509393889,0.0,0.0495283003220712,0.0,0.0,0.06150077041870335,0.06334537664106925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05594179621616479,0.05613662693147357,0.15652406703560265,0.06022712828922161,0.0,0.035473127260267724
anxiety,atxpearl,2019/03/06,"Hi guys, I've never really opened up about my anxiety and I'm here to ask about your experience with counseling 22 F. For the past 5 or 6 years of my life, I haven't really felt like myself. When I was really young, I was pretty outgoing and had no problem making new friends and forming a bond with people. But lately I just can't stand being around people. Even though its stupid, I feel like there is a spotlight on me anytime I'm in public like everyone is watching me and waiting for me to do something embarrassing. Sometimes at work, I will pace around aimlessly acting like I'm looking for something whenever everyone else is chatting because I feel that uncomfortable trying to involve myself. When my boyfriend invites me out with his friends, I just freeze up and don't know what to say or how to act and I know all of them think I'm really awkward and weird. I don't think I'm anxious in general, its really only socially. When I step out the door I instantly just become someone else and don't wanna be looked at or spoken to. I moved across the country to try starting over, I thought I'd be happier but now I'm forced to make new friends because I'm too far away from my old ones, and I don't know how. I'm in a leadership position at my job which makes it harder, I stutter or have trouble describing what I'm trying to ask people to do. I truly feel like nobody likes me. I feel like I need to see a counselor because after reading some of these threads it seems like this can be fixed. I'm just nervous and wanting to know what type of things you talk about when going to counseling for anxiety (I also feel depressed, but I've never gone for help so it isn't diagnosed)",5.688352941176473,5.701472894117647,6.5188235294117645,78.60470588235296,67.11764705882354,9.741176470588236,32.882352941176464,9.516144504307137,2.9303117647058823,1344,54,262,25,20,446,177,340,0.151,0.777,0.07200000000000001,-0.9677,1,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,1,1,23,20,1,3,7,0,22,2,0,5,3,58,60,26,0,4,11,0,7,8,3,1,2,1,1,1,13,18,0,1,14,2,0,6,10,9,0,1,6,12,36,11,47,49,3,41,0,1,4,0,18,18,0,6,24,167,49,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283526029849191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934925582648947,0.10289252166905503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162157941554568,0.17029177717653826,0.0,0.0855710335832821,0.0,0.0,0.1665614056690338,0.10058879450498508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784455812306447,0.09244252773708887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521684167847652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06015633892127124,0.0,0.0,0.17405838175440289,0.0,0.08909202544789355,0.0,0.0,0.2302595517051419,0.19519900469514226,0.08744942300267505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21110053840358053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05176188022748211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018180745355543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0610478451077449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038113021761117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20021694304131,0.0,0.1027402566166874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06433127621060891,0.3559699407956789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15296561774205095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18238635909378792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680178811095558,0.0,0.0675333837917208,0.1404903545640856,0.17592792307620814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557132424994623,0.0,0.06171699345672884,0.06926912913064805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694451525395408,0.18942661556492776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926593446907642,0.0,0.08714960482078031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911029179303578,0.0,0.2917353625163231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724290965994261,0.0,0.0,0.07257758992937226,0.08291423712738351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284282738137868,0.07717032333678721,0.1402330051745352,0.09007873874270836,0.0,0.06446566888971443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320526413109507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060508356137685425,0.11671855677126156,0.08948393868714469,0.07230597351870323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18550850213110825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05372032390795626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630606592070447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058651420313357724
anxiety,HolocaustPart9,2019/03/06,Scary attack happened this morning when falling back asleep So I accidentally started a timer at 4:30 AM and when I woke I was half asleep turned It off and went back. I randomly got super paranoid and imagined a house intruder or something and instantly felt intense fear and couldn’t move. My heart started going super fast from relaxed to Olympic sprint level. Then my heart rate increased exponentially and my heart was literally shaking like a car engine and then It stopped. I am unsure if this is anxiety or something else. I’m also scared of this happening again and becoming a disorder. Any thoughts?,5.452660550458711,8.240785871559638,5.440816513761464,75.46874770642201,71.0183486238532,8.029724770642202,34.753211009174315,8.841846274778883,3.4764708256880743,496,26,78,10,10,155,77,109,0.228,0.637,0.135,-0.8313,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,7,8,1,3,4,0,6,5,5,0,0,17,18,17,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,3,1,0,7,1,4,0,1,7,1,8,4,5,10,1,21,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,12,49,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814837121116918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897252243238342,0.0,0.12258746718601965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18230253622150036,0.0,0.2464379938784617,0.0,0.0,0.17697870681153785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836553732838284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386466033645628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803208829919027,0.0,0.0,0.1538609332241433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107128353486232,0.0,0.12816306782307346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28340936011512463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5696755239525535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18490194029167573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828791976261927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17031574303311073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043382919799304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24672982741487146,0.0,0.0,0.22684536125496624,0.0,0.0,0.13397252074489882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272171294135075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743012281104264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485493030458063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway24-24,2019/03/06,"How to help someone with money anxiety when their coping mechanisms give you anxiety? My spouse has money anxiety. I don’t 100% get it, but basically his mind has convinced him that he always needs more. He’s basically a money hoarder. We have plenty in savings, enough to not work for a good year or two, but his anxiety is telling him it’s never enough. So we fight a lot. 

The thing is, I also have money anxiety but it’s the opposite. I don’t like being aware of money. Sometimes it matches with his (I don’t like spending large sums of money either) but most of the time, our fears are opposite. Sometimes I get anxiety from opening my banking app, making me wait days before having enough courage to pay a bill. On the other hand, he needs to know every few hours how our financial situation is.  

And sometimes he’ll insist just a little too much and I get overwhelmed and we start fighting. By not telling him how our financial situation is frequently, he gets anxious and suicidal. By telling me frequently how our financial situation is, I get anxious and suicidal. Today we got in another fight because he didn’t realize that I wasn’t done paying a bill and I am currently not working (in between transitioning fields). So he’s anxious that for the next few weeks, our savings will go down.The bill is less than 100 dollars out of tens of thousands of savings in my account. He kept talking about it until I got frustrated and anxious. It’s to a point where I buy things cash behind his back so he doesn’t get nervous and in return, make me nervous. 

What should we do to help each other and ourselves? What can each of us do to calmly discuss our financial situation, in a way that isn’t overwhelming to the other? ",4.1657323486628615,6.086747685800606,5.376005370929847,78.35438961620234,72.14199395770393,8.408235425758084,31.292491887658052,9.049649993220411,2.9281620454291155,1368,63,244,29,27,454,164,331,0.174,0.748,0.079,-0.985,1,0,0,0,4,0,38.0,12,1,1,2,14,18,4,5,14,0,27,1,1,6,1,50,46,24,2,3,10,1,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,17,20,0,2,2,0,17,1,11,9,0,3,6,1,38,9,35,36,13,30,0,2,0,0,42,12,0,3,18,178,55,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791341619225713,0.07066328402180727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904985685913495,0.3897981816049737,0.3837582302057651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06530104864256818,0.0,0.0517686718328956,0.0,0.07226377545121583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054768731892786485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690638389091505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26324651130371035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155184203397216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556272201544012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662146277430523,0.08146650816829785,0.04826407018216622,0.07122993260788311,0.13584240959570218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384507161646193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363269357147804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046671819822505206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297881631134446,0.08511581251811473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219905455134606,0.0,0.0,0.1133743982622782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574868250044372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06242865783916601,0.12593962818345364,0.06549835808512977,0.0,0.09031727049156567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028030369164013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3818309853626388,0.0,0.0,0.0719555372629155,0.0,0.251974998753474,0.0,0.06010940008283421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18578538972627365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825841700880297,0.2226810527991899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283900563126108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04951966614717215,0.0,0.08049769504308125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295807100966647,0.0,0.10215270054727407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674084444392795,0.06812063349583658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365086449858625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05468804946510973
anxiety,Audhili,2019/03/06,"So I didn’t plan on attending my graduation ceremony... I graduate college in June and until today I had no plans to attend the ceremony. 
Throughout my high school graduation ceremony, I was scared out of my wits. I just wanted the whole thing to be over with, and all of the attention off of me. If I had the choice, I would’ve just skipped the whole thing and had the diploma mailed to me and leave it all in the past.
Now that I’m nearly finished with college, and I am able to make decisions for myself, I told my friends and family I didn’t want to walk at graduation. My parents were a little disappointed but accepting of my decision. My SO thinks it’s a dumb move not to go, but they are supportive of my choices no matter what.
-
Well, today at my university bookstore is grad fair, and they offered discounts and special packages on invites and robes and such. My folks urged me to pick up everything, so that family will know I’m graduating and so we can get pictures of me all dressed up.
I wanted to do at least that for my family, and yeah the pictures will be pretty cool. 
So I went up to the lady who was entering all the info for the graduation announcements, and gave her all the info she needed. I chose the package, told her about my degree and yadda yadda. About 80% of the way through the process, she asked what group I’d be walking with. I told her I didn’t plan on walking, and she said that she couldn’t sell me the announcements without filling in that box.
So that’s when everything kind of closed in and I had no idea what to do. Theres a line of people behind me, watching me go through the process.
Of course I start to feel like an idiot. I’m ordering invites for a graduation I’m not attending. In my mind I can’t just say “oh sorry, never mind, bye!” and walk away. What would people think? My folks really wanted me to grab these announcements today because this is a limited time event. 
So I panicked and just gave her the info.
The process was complete and I handed over the exorbitant amount of money because, you know, college. Picked up my gown and stole and everything else and left the bookstore with a sick stomach. 
...
I meet my SO across campus and they tell me that “yeah, I told you those were basically invites, why’d you buy them?” and now I feel like a total idiot that can’t actually make decisions for myself.
I don’t know what to do now. I know this isn’t really a big deal. I wish I could rationalize that to myself. 
Maybe I’ll just go to the ceremony and stop being such a wreck. Everyone says I should. The announcements (which cannot be cancelled according to the website) already have a time and date. 
Everything’s pointing towards me going. Why does it feel so wrong? 

Sorry for such a long post
tl;dr I’m a baby who can’t handle any amount of pressure ",3.332284371327852,5.128594697297299,4.6999392871132,82.85583137485312,74.09909909909909,7.925186055620839,26.83999216607912,8.652420539549441,1.9889169604387,2207,82,436,43,46,733,239,555,0.102,0.818,0.08,-0.9383,1,0,0,0,0,0,67.0,1,3,4,4,25,16,3,2,37,3,38,3,2,4,7,88,76,40,0,11,11,1,5,2,1,4,1,3,0,0,26,33,0,2,18,0,4,15,17,7,1,0,20,10,73,9,68,45,11,66,0,1,1,0,37,29,1,1,22,309,99,13,0.08615503895336513,0.0,0.08407489000470353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950742278657983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05858838087046023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054333134603359,0.0,0.08094549514714232,0.0,0.0,0.10503862416762187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033191917439258,0.0,0.0,0.06878778810493777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.088822062105854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539485517665187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197147987240139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232483181302289,0.3097223748092137,0.0,0.2436579093693708,0.0,0.13068772909228787,0.1230983540857496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06656316937855533,0.0,0.045012451935035135,0.0,0.19585557632339684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102752889410487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725855215096528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971721517533822,0.18939422503939807,0.0,0.0,0.09122574644603396,0.093607701909073,0.0,0.0,0.08418200034700339,0.08634998277211885,0.0,0.07624449833276084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501831501242545,0.0,0.08655431665295775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17398405860413704,0.0,0.0,0.09156917173547964,0.0,0.06388286971738556,0.06644807733051175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566497499625674,0.0,0.08224473332684555,0.11945811215838102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144435958052157,0.0,0.08251271186488464,0.08765064791117559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038624815876197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819531713500524,0.13702788997154655,0.08625622386038398,0.08719349901881393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928870249827257,0.06098098000874374,0.0,0.0,0.07202947033228631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776771722087582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530330148229915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144751592450431,0.11040934034663123,0.0,0.0,0.10047539210835474,0.0,0.2449947092505053,0.32929932725209154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20326589669913409,0.06838585973421007,0.0,0.0,0.07746372682330059,0.07986658426016909,0.07774152209633801,0.19237804843522785,0.09907404291554484,0.08305038310130931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224041355272866,0.09419701025090704,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spookyjoy,2019/03/06,"I stood up to my anxiety today. I spoke in class today. I never speak in class. My heart was pounding so hard, I could feel it in my throat. My hands were shaking. My breath was shortening. I got hot flashes. I couldn’t look up and risk seeing the 44 eyes on me. I talked really fast; I don’t know if anyone even understood me. I don’t know if I even understood myself? But you know what? I don’t care. I spoke in class today. And I never speak in class. Anxiety has ruled my life since I realized what it was and my life has been restricted as a result of it and today, I stood up to my anxiety. I’m proud of myself. 

I encourage everyone to do at least one thing/attempt to do something that makes you anxious. That’s how you’ll grow.  ",-0.005420369104577104,2.2355404675324664,2.3593643198906378,92.58348257006149,89.12987012987013,6.099248120300753,18.49487354750513,7.475848149327749,0.5344207792207798,568,16,126,11,19,193,81,154,0.11,0.823,0.067,-0.2792,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,3,0,1,4,5,0,2,2,0,15,7,5,3,2,22,31,10,0,4,3,0,4,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,7,4,0,1,7,0,0,2,6,2,0,1,12,11,31,3,17,16,1,19,0,0,3,0,9,10,0,2,7,86,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586017405621417,0.17652259015191685,0.0,0.10925645841004432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15931140837463126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247561370663868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20640864055396207,0.0,0.0,0.14930743209775454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900673793367663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497063050063395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997292912932288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18516179067386696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576194032713181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22073369998648548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312140406805467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430078556200134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410254980316231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588178192786178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001003396455348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245142402333556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925495722887506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029199448438135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12559107919173998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380824162919908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5924422414662408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cutersphere,2019/03/06,"Anxiety latching onto intrusive thoughts Everytime I'm going through a normally nervous time (move, job change, stressful time of year) my anxiety will latch onto someone around me (usually at work) to be afraid of.  I've had bad experiences before with people being clingy or weird around me so when people show even the slightest interest in me I go over board and over think them and their actions.  I don't like it because it keeps me from having normal relationships and I won't let anyone get too close.  I find a new person to be afraid of almost once a month when I'm going through some sort of stress. This person will be normal then all of a sudden become scary in my eyes.  I play out scenarios in my head where I have to have an uncomfortable talk where I tell them I need space.  Or I will start turning normal interactions into situations where they have ill intent (ie. Sad that I'm leaving my position to go work somewhere else, noticing I wasn't in the other day, inquiring about my personal life, etc.)
Anyone else do this too? Your anxiety will turn a normal situation and flip it into something bad because of your stress so it magnifies normal situations into bad ones? And how do you cope, what tools do you use to relax?",5.715792553191488,6.905137736170214,6.306635638297872,76.00718750000001,67.38297872340425,9.279255319148936,30.006648936170212,9.516144504307137,2.7793457446808523,988,36,175,20,16,322,141,235,0.17600000000000002,0.79,0.034,-0.9848,1,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,4,4,2,14,15,0,6,8,0,20,4,2,3,1,34,36,13,0,7,2,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,3,9,13,0,1,4,3,0,6,3,11,0,1,3,1,27,4,31,23,3,38,0,1,1,0,15,20,0,5,13,118,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789703523590799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20144989864171994,0.0,0.0,0.12275290375420075,0.0899389829749606,0.0,0.15628214491886758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21987300995665576,0.10701736627516592,0.09694395728840843,0.07469265341452118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285753548861504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05660957905503269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14665459080231769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789572623898456,0.0579765726362465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586377391499955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802275453434633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04586040700597666,0.0,0.19954514936321466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008560088408196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710616794458101,0.07802116193308277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929442783405192,0.0,0.08975900089452654,0.062000230979614726,0.04288392025458579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006360020444508,0.09329417315568844,0.0,0.0650863101209729,0.0,0.08477658542618824,0.0,0.0,0.5160230980762378,0.0,0.09993588906937154,0.0,0.09348075601055414,0.059480676819738475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170849194475652,0.229933216423557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424077318790994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959986100352944,0.0,0.0,0.07437405494628338,0.06757582954924246,0.0,0.0,0.06212975393698982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016483711291888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07055266974951,0.0767218826438567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05624462862927085,0.0,0.0696859649525531,0.10236817098576588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19095461954356088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758120500336905,0.09667511832716884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780692828087534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05652618478771863
anxiety,antlerfinger,2019/03/06,"Girlfriend is falling into depression idk what to do. My girlfriend(20) and I(21) have been dating for 3 years now. She has always had a little anxiety about some small things but were never a big deal. About 5 months ago now that changed. Something happened and she has become more and more stressed since. I am the only one she feels comfortable venting to and I have never gone through much stress or anxiety so I cant relate or help. I tell her to talk to a professional but shes convinced it wont help. She feels as though she deserves to feel this way for doing what she calls ""bad things"" (arnt that bad). She has panic attacks daily and needs nyquil to sleep. It breaks my heart to see and i am so confused on why she feels this way. She feels worthless. What should I do?",2.3459210526315784,4.836248855263161,2.5544736842105285,93.66881578947368,80.1842105263158,5.11578947368421,22.0,6.322622252153567,0.3035315789473687,614,19,124,5,16,186,97,152,0.244,0.7090000000000001,0.047,-0.9848,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,7,11,1,4,4,0,18,2,2,0,2,22,27,14,0,2,4,0,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,0,5,0,0,2,4,9,0,1,4,6,19,2,15,21,4,18,0,2,1,0,18,5,0,4,8,88,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924519167950838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131942818862315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230771522340908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658714857189837,0.0,0.0,0.2434781315105153,0.0,0.16102749664319846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488807378829031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15423979897689322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15031605982664087,0.12557955019199846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36861083157156804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893274170317884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727767616298002,0.1954567945970305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461324908324524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637822987942628,0.0,0.10718167399768012,0.10811076706249036,0.2249038792969021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879960293379576,0.11088943369343107,0.0,0.17106791500401222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618578069492848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060940247622726,0.0,0.14590787883687165,0.0,0.0,0.1122459508593126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33403273002995565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719059247250607,0.1274378831383924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19372951356651796,0.0,0.1432502964915267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23146260601005125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156415207429745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389208245417408
anxiety,Simbacutie,2019/03/06,"Is there a reason my doc will only give 10 pills of xanax but 30 of valium? Like, I don't use valium but xanax works pretty well for me. For valium, he gave like 30 pills but xanax he just wont budge over 10. 

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I dont get it?",0.07384615384615145,1.7075956153846192,2.5352307692307683,95.40976923076923,83.23076923076924,6.467692307692308,12.323076923076925,7.554174236665415,-0.6001584615384616,180,1,45,3,5,62,36,52,0.0,0.753,0.247,0.9301,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,2,0,6,9,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,4,3,5,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,22,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076512775792463,0.3450208772656923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33277816805627225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14834809107163915,0.27238325126229634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774396531896074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215950853825424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888713175985557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29193989346616434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452349125741491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552981565660317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067133184592849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450208772656923,0.0
anxiety,WhishperBall,2019/03/06,"HOW does Anxiety feel like?  Just curious as I have listened to many people and the symptoms of it that includes chest tightness,muscle tension etc,but what about you? If you dont mind me asking :)",4.595045045045048,6.590950486486491,4.847027027027028,82.27882882882884,71.16216216216216,7.095495495495496,31.25225225225225,7.793537801064563,2.300646846846847,156,7,27,2,3,49,36,37,0.097,0.705,0.198,0.6322,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,1,0,6,5,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24878197874974595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30402405121948683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845902811423879,0.0,0.3811394372388521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3626910608904251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16443410927306934,0.2323274918119182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588794029098511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297082104937332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32836572227927363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22545714587711396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33801393205771696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Doodleseatingdoodles,2019/03/06,"Anxiety disorder with no insurance! Help! Hello, I have applied for insurance and was approved but it won’t be effective until April 1st. I’ve been having severe anxiety daily and had a massive panic attack Saturday. Not having health care is the only reason why I didn’t go to the emergency room. I laid in my boyfriends bed and cried for 4 hours but haven’t really felt normal since then and it’s been 5 days. 

I went to urgent care Monday night when I couldn’t take it anymore, and had to pay $130 for them just to confirm that I do have anxiety. They have me Hydroxyzine but only for this week. The man at the pharmacy was sooo nice and gave it to me $30 off because of me not having insurance. 

I’m going around asking friends and family for Xanax but I feel so guilty. I’m at my wits end. My doctor said I could use Benadryl as a replacement when I run out but what do I do in the case of another panic attack?

Americas health system sucks asshole. ",3.4284628670120902,4.9011561295336765,5.1409533678756505,81.12144732297068,73.19689119170984,8.669982728842832,25.82003454231433,9.21078282632365,2.1701408635578585,755,25,147,17,15,257,121,193,0.246,0.6709999999999999,0.083,-0.9878,0,0,0,0,0,1,17.0,0,0,2,2,6,9,3,2,7,0,22,4,0,3,0,26,37,18,0,3,8,0,2,0,1,1,4,1,2,1,7,10,0,0,4,0,1,4,7,5,0,0,11,3,18,4,22,22,0,25,0,0,0,0,9,8,1,0,12,97,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591273355682985,0.3193521035268725,0.0,0.13800113612451045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387455158837153,0.1300880939576549,0.3166103885224329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482560990180164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837489483487367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110134250208256,0.0,0.1528516536927534,0.08974136136522966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15947995100566134,0.14242770352607673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123247140316071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117987745581958,0.0,0.0703593014143325,0.0,0.13360749350006826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107508290103315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15816628260275828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29582358782449386,0.0,0.0,0.09327047896218477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703643514035868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058448275883466,0.13633916170573165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21166233926541386,0.0,0.32652917286159033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914416862406824,0.14307116568730413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236517134994846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15720185963586492,0.0,0.11510775831040394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462479176666327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018242656950914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161913332127747,0.0,0.0,0.12899505823365084,0.12556280280276186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chintu90,2019/03/06,"Significant Other Has Anxiety, How Do I Help? I started dating my current girlfriend about 3 months ago. She is currently attending college and recently had a panic attack in the middle of her exam. Thankfully her professor and her friends were able to help her at the time. Now, she is always anxious about school as her grades are slipping as a result of not being able to focus or even wanting to go to class.

We are in a long distance relationship so it's hard for me to be present at all time. I also have very little knowledge of how anxiety works so it's hard for me to help her. I am hoping that someone here can be able to help me understand more about anxiety and help me find ways to support her.

Thank you in advance! ",4.107622377622377,5.689362419580419,5.323356643356647,80.05118881118884,71.65734265734265,8.276923076923078,30.48251748251749,8.841846274778883,2.60776083916084,578,25,107,11,11,192,92,143,0.105,0.711,0.184,0.9278,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,1,0,2,11,7,1,1,5,0,14,0,0,3,1,15,22,11,0,2,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,2,2,20,5,23,17,2,23,0,0,0,0,19,7,0,2,12,81,24,7,0.4080300405856559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056467061843534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876715867971856,0.1131712267907707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31214186422069323,0.1536526015760832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15473102543179926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898333311946208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431068833594636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508099906473313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07729762504026783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436765140646973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4558232255007438,0.0,0.0,0.1350886322424453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13631776466821952,0.0,0.12036458198724333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856189518727133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15957844588125789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13429347998915342,0.14602385420303027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764939491896608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524084309356572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626858761520687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434255156061974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504394938709543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15861706530410807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159122073397382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222250528197644,0.08022222987707975,0.10795841799393993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901690972022886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chrisfrank5,2019/03/06,Anyone know any good medication for anxiety I mostly have anxiety  when I am in a car or in a social situation with someone that I do not know that well. I have been on lexipro and it changed my life I can finally drive a car without my heart rate going up and sweating but now I have very low self worth and don’t even know who I am anymore also I am losing interest in stuff that used to be fun for me ex working out no benzos please I am a recovering addict,5.896082474226805,4.6780569587628875,7.547134020618558,75.50688659793816,67.04123711340206,10.64659793814433,33.832989690721654,9.888512548439397,3.074968659793815,363,14,76,7,5,128,68,97,0.132,0.7090000000000001,0.159,0.6907,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,2,5,6,0,0,4,0,12,5,2,1,0,14,17,7,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,3,0,1,4,4,2,1,0,1,0,12,4,11,15,1,14,0,2,0,0,4,7,0,2,3,58,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20944237956195613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536406578471488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306501977007985,0.0,0.2939470697015656,0.0,0.19053434656274285,0.13433683734465127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032406119880872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268953999431444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104613065063171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091879029053232,0.16114361959501824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276666269269522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31675725515649306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570212499603354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21493644370026294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19354366498612705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21089331134949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004261427147118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21595425126114212,0.0,0.19584515819406845,0.1627851564633821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199348186693886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16593254778776548,0.0,0.15852155876894333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17274160974821576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18519967287206385,0.0,0.13986779954604464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AnotherAnxiousGuy,2019/03/06,"Need some advice on how to move forward Long story. I'm a 49 male and have been diagnosed with GAD. Been about 8 years now, i think I've probably always had it but it got a lot worse when my daughter was born(she's 7 now). Started having panic attacks, headaches, etc. There were some complications with my daughters birth that really threw me, it's a long story and not really important to the question but it ended up being OK. I am a chronic worrier, i can't stop it and it's killing me. My wife is accepting and we talk about it, but I feel she is getting annoyed with it, and i completely understand. My worrying limits what we do, and where we go. I'm only completely happy when we are all at home in my safe space. I've been seeing a CBT and it has helped, but i can't seem to get past the worry. I tried a variety of drugs(which mostly just made me sick), the last one I took was Effexor(probably 2 years). I weened myself off of it cause I really didn't want to take drugs. Plus I got the ""brain zaps""(which suck), and I drank(beer) like a fish on that stuff.  For the record, I have a drinking problem. Some examples of current worries:

1. My wife wants to go to a big city for March break to take our daughter to museums, etc. This scares the shit out of me. Driving to a big city where all the criminals live?
2. My wife is away this week. I am home alone with my daughter. I'm on edge from the time she gets on the bus in the morning until she gets home. I just want her home so I know she is safe. I am even working from home so that i'm not too far away from her.
3.   My youngest brother is getting married and the wedding is about 1000 km from here. My oldest brother can be a bit of a dick and anything anyone does is an inconvenience to him. All he's done is bitch to me about it, and I don't want to hear it anymore. I personally don't care, i'm going to the wedding and making a family vacation out of it. But it's just a constant worry that he's gonna be difficult. I'm at the point where i hope he just doesn't go. 

Sorry for the rant, and here is the question. I'm seriously considering going back on drugs for my families sake. Does anyone have experience with worry like this and what drugs were effective in controlling it? I just don't want to worry about these things anymore.
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anxiety,Sharinganedo,2019/03/06,"When the going gets good, the good get scared Having an oddly good day... I am concerned for my wellbeing.",2.8810000000000002,5.347857099999999,3.6500000000000017,86.70500000000001,78.0,6.0,20.0,7.1686216300943375,0.609,82,2,15,1,2,26,17,20,0.109,0.564,0.327,0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130324275240048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451625677069414,0.0,0.1877314240764813,0.8311833192815181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33071315189988265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ilovemydogandket,2019/03/06,"Face/body Melting During moments of panic/panic attacks I get this feeling like my whole body is melting especially my face, like every part of me will wash away. Even before while panicking on cannabis I physically saw my face melt and swell, although this sensation does occur sober. A lot of the time I get this sort of numb pins and needles feeling without pain. It’s really weird and freaky so just wondering if I’m alone with this or if anyone else experiences anything similar?",5.6723113964687,7.7698772584269715,5.941605136436597,75.1097752808989,68.5505617977528,8.681219903691815,32.939004815409305,9.23628265651192,3.2618398073836268,392,18,64,8,7,125,67,89,0.159,0.73,0.112,-0.6755,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,2,0,2,6,3,0,0,14,9,9,0,2,5,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,7,2,8,7,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,6,5,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20014609478475176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351231217213632,0.1980048662369069,0.15902619908074914,0.0,0.0,0.2198468911190459,0.18156235598304293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16443936054223976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4293087412541263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16911216010217345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16143346118849056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763812898473945,0.0,0.16281932512132224,0.0,0.0,0.18903310340265664,0.0,0.0,0.1954234508783708,0.1380560285956357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20192765037862592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18882190153489808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642920853227837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056289291893917,0.2267342643060743,0.0,0.20926817426307429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379927534819225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268415170202932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21575389495009487,0.0,0.18628366153987705,0.20956863390576028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whatifitwazs,2019/03/06,"Does anyone else goes absolutely crazy while waiting for something? Like jf you're not sure something's going to happen or not, you drive yourself mad thinking about it constantly. Not being able to sleep eat or do normal everyday things. I'm waiting for something which I don't know when it will happen. And I couldn't sleep last night. I woke up every half hour or so and tried to sleep again for another 1-2 hour. It absolutely sucks. ",4.251071428571429,6.30296672619048,4.542380952380952,83.86928571428571,72.21428571428572,7.180952380952381,26.285714285714285,7.957251820313856,1.6056857142857148,351,12,65,5,7,110,59,84,0.128,0.8420000000000001,0.03,-0.7991,0,0,3,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,0,5,4,3,0,1,15,15,8,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,2,2,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,1,0,4,2,8,11,0,12,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,10,35,9,0,0.1691496194688929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17736812444014666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827334685719745,0.17331377432311154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827906471426574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480239718763987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17308228896547145,0.1413028022611587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425158497658092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613162679868216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991568997422901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331566051614351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296020721539228,0.13787951596612014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263795999519805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587354593620868,0.16573071321475194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5078153319034252,0.0,0.0,0.3906589229096047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15942151454591127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237549109240838,0.1083842461933836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484148834674655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hekimus_prime,2019/03/06,"I want to try and help someone, but I don’t know how I don’t have anxiety, but I’ve noticed my friend suffering with it quite a bit lately, and I don’t know how to help, if I can at all. She’s told me that it’ll start small, with her worrying a little bit about something, but then it’ll continue to get worse as she finds it hard to breathe, and will then worry about passing out or dying, making it even worse. Sometimes she doesn’t even know what she’s worrying about, but as I said, will begin to worry about how she can’t breathe etc. What can I do to help her? I hate seeing her like that, and I want to know what I can try and do, if only to make it a little better. At the very least, I would like to know what things generally make anxiety worse, and try to avoid that.",9.465229540918166,4.3318105029940135,9.255419161676643,78.27997504990022,63.73053892215569,12.80998003992016,36.21656686626746,9.2995712137729,2.8574758483033924,602,14,144,7,6,198,78,167,0.231,0.634,0.135,-0.9652,0,1,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,9,7,1,1,4,0,16,2,2,6,1,34,33,20,1,5,7,0,1,2,1,5,0,1,0,0,14,9,0,1,6,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,2,3,21,4,21,26,5,13,0,1,1,0,14,6,0,3,8,97,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726275084516077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978794056403996,0.2463597430231705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709852315657825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258339822157403,0.14904477019209847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312351623314923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717128235637045,0.0,0.05894841237000398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107247932646858,0.11139512105634544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22688038055427545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31003890029788544,0.0,0.12727584666473749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110244944615526,0.22616827894379524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259423816738872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12845638283708527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581141753154131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000736034476653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732606494631547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899099779515892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559951048911276,0.08686115380517022,0.11159060837023198,0.0,0.07986083409698594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495846819273486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781279235819767,0.0,0.2298101294445193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930956098794614,0.1330987469497626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4583326578486341,0.3449466833984789,0.08015037113808267,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,quenwheza,2019/03/06,"Ever felt envious that some people are closer to your friends than you are? I mean I understand we're allowed to have different circles of friends that serve us different purpose in our lives. But there are times that it hit me how there are people who are much closer to my close friends, and how my friends don't show me this other side of them they show with their other friends. My anxious self feels left out and small. Or maybe I'm just awkward and unworthy to be shown those sides of them. I also feel bad about feeling envious of these people bcos they dont deserve such, they're my friends' friends for some reason I may not be able to comprehend. It's just that I still feel sad and anxious about it and I cant help it no matter how much I reassure myself :((",6.9417156862745095,6.133122281045754,6.445220588235299,82.91724264705883,64.75163398692811,9.741503267973856,34.15767973856209,8.841846274778883,2.612634640522875,611,23,125,8,8,189,92,153,0.127,0.705,0.168,0.7864,3,0,0,0,1,0,11.0,2,2,5,0,13,13,2,1,0,0,12,0,0,5,1,30,21,11,0,0,5,0,5,0,7,1,0,0,0,1,14,8,0,0,8,2,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,5,23,8,16,16,4,12,0,1,0,0,20,9,0,4,3,89,37,0,0.1240278758427744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918504750142934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802323931420996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355809568088167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259165464535943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14535974677631208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219031442968744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25084888258721805,0.0,0.11908621097730195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6707654044817531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313327078199446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347566500038413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951888666519173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246026717636336,0.13510271681050834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18234951914947586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579559376302713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275213131799237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293881239786416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990488218613782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232165180967835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911739283029786,0.14919026348929013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jumanaaa,2019/03/06,"I don't know what I'm doing anymore. It's almost 5pm and I'm on my second drink. 

I've kind of known that I've had anxiety since I was around 11- I've been conscious of it and I've had a pretty good grip on the whole thing up until recently. Suddenly, to feels like this whole thing is taking over my life. I'm becoming someone I don't even recognize. 

My anxiety has always been something that affected me, but not my life. I would cry and scream and write for ages but nothing else in my life would change. My family, friends, studies, all remained safe. But suddenly, I feel all these things crashing and I don't know what to do. 

I could sit and talk for ages about what's happening with my friends or with my family but now I'm going off the walls because for the second time today, I got a call/text about my classes. The initial call came from my university's registrar asking me if I was okay because my tutors haven't been able to reach me. I lied my ass off and told her I was fine and that I would email them soon. She told me they were worried cause we had midterm previews next week and I told her I have a handle on the whole situation but I don't. The second was from a girl in one of my classes telling me that the guy who teaches her told her to tell me that I was now in a position to fail and that I need to figure out a way to fix this and I have no fucking idea how I'm going to do this. 

I've never been so irresponsible in my entire life and I fought and worked so hard to be where I am and now I can just see it all crumbling in front of me and I don't know what to do. I don't know who to talk to or how to handle any of this. 

Why is this happening to me, I don't know what I'm doing ",1.593663985701518,2.8009742332439704,3.463289544235927,92.37763315460235,77.44504021447722,6.7963896336014304,22.35290437890974,7.42949916751922,0.5844967649687223,1331,37,318,17,30,449,166,373,0.112,0.8220000000000001,0.065,-0.9578,0,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,2,2,14,12,2,0,13,1,38,7,1,4,4,58,67,28,0,6,10,0,4,1,2,3,4,1,0,2,25,21,1,1,11,1,0,4,11,4,0,4,20,6,54,8,43,42,6,37,0,1,1,2,27,16,2,4,16,220,79,7,0.09472599138369454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948543972296642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788196131721892,0.0,0.0,0.0644169224335666,0.0,0.1449302482641725,0.0,0.09394272981943977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432621540790174,0.08855601487486102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548817026527093,0.10461741524011826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19345165640701484,0.1083412988509038,0.0,0.09730968662628366,0.10020753866572374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563099619580907,0.0,0.10405205354510516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927954089944609,0.0,0.0,0.07913141082734723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06256562392682842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17859846855841224,0.0,0.09579261488235244,0.06767226717165943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637013193012216,0.08757265263993594,0.0,0.0,0.10766992772936336,0.07945166732842235,0.07576102869353657,0.0,0.0,0.09379362426900777,0.1675317626864208,0.0,0.0848558821989075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693411418489174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986425431978313,0.2602946378289403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676310763787302,0.04627833459543082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023812234233093,0.07305852422723877,0.0,0.10074216647950122,0.0,0.0,0.0908921435067703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06418878328951717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637038784584016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353048866264854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548435091735659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835831894397753,0.1064759831787298,0.0,0.0,0.08026102510194362,0.07292469606038937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07122215672545544,0.15227432743486669,0.16558938337285511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18879521871313834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05523548734207608,0.0,0.08978916381229128,0.3620589766411992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518908282840846,0.0759834765042808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547547353834001,0.3172745595591583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896164990844199,0.09619884235918533,0.0,0.20187187937253173,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CourageousGizmo,2019/03/06,"Can we talk about the physical effects of GAD. New month, New physical effects! This month my stomach is killing me and I'm nauseated all the damn time. My gad has a nice mix with hypochondria, so today was especially fun. I find my physical symptoms way worse than the original anxiety. How about you? ",2.755714285714287,5.700147428571429,3.965714285714288,80.87928571428574,83.64285714285714,8.200000000000001,31.214285714285715,8.841846274778883,3.3813500000000003,240,13,43,7,7,78,44,56,0.182,0.688,0.13,-0.5422,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,1,0,2,4,4,2,0,4,0,4,2,1,4,1,9,5,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,2,5,4,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,7,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20776324842545568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482255222684906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004706851254898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4335561727160862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5246006743311004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28228279592556405,0.0,0.21829127665608386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15836451556524064,0.0,0.2574326418463549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21557305368147245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767702711241432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tisabella2,2019/03/06,"Can I have some advice? (UK) I want to go to hospital, I’m constantly thinking of killing myself but I know deep down I’m not thinking straight and need help. I’ve reached out to family and my fiancé and they care but I don’t think they understand the extent of my anxiety and depression.

I don’t want them to hurt if I die, so I want to go to hospital. My questions are essentially:

- if I go to A&E, will they take me seriously? I have a long history of mental illness and I am taking anti depressants
- how will this affect my future if I do get sectioned? Will this show up for future job applications, do I have to declare it?
- will it actually help me? I feel like I might have exhausted all options, I want to get better but I can’t seem too. Will going to get proper help actually do anything?

Thank you ",1.3624457994579942,3.718307859756102,3.8645528455284577,83.58356368563688,83.20731707317074,7.302981029810297,24.96476964769648,8.344100000000001,1.9421582655826564,635,26,127,15,18,221,92,164,0.194,0.632,0.174,-0.7788,1,0,0,0,0,1,23.0,0,1,4,1,3,10,1,0,2,0,19,2,0,2,1,32,44,13,2,8,7,0,1,1,0,6,2,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,8,1,0,4,4,6,0,0,0,1,28,4,17,38,4,14,0,3,0,0,9,6,0,8,5,88,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.2747408205896096,0.0,0.0,0.1375580103035276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15252334417886956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768803489955653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584103814113865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449889733567693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435235574544446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15212147088355255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24248857130030874,0.0,0.14609618086340032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270465168919554,0.0,0.07117712539736708,0.10056552798599296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206382544304856,0.0,0.3200094686602065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28306383563431353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506963151514279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969168686848912,0.0,0.15574023736780834,0.0,0.07736305810115597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877270922660919,0.0,0.0,0.12457629166219507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418622208844529,0.14933385094655124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437856086871916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15769369448195336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815097157837071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21168180392798064,0.0,0.0,0.12960134500158474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705976133233175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14654567747205902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321172305659791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xcrazytx,2019/03/06,Not sure if this is an anxiety thing but do you ever just feel like out of it/dizzy? I feel like sometimes I just am so out of it. Like my thoughts are all over the place and I’m not here at all. Like someone who just had a head injury or heard really bad news...,0.6925862068965536,2.025293431034484,2.361586206896554,98.79203448275864,80.20689655172414,6.019310344827588,18.49655172413793,6.742157984588678,-0.3054800000000002,201,4,52,2,5,66,45,58,0.168,0.645,0.18600000000000005,0.3137,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,0,3,0,5,1,1,0,4,19,10,5,0,1,8,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,3,4,5,6,7,2,6,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,5,36,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19625090190328756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141985515958352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320533483733889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25942668685793263,0.3665416605668361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26328204493331986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5013261213149013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26802765521261546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643448403691509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173638526476276,0.0,0.2537226857182345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417840709829144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17043247765157793,0.0,0.0,0.2036625517930219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AnxiousPro,2019/03/06,"High performing professional with anxiety Issues....Anyone else? Hello,

I am a fairly high performing business professional.  I work in a fairly niche industry where I'm considered enough of an expert I am asked to speak at conferences from time to time.  I also manage a team of professionals, an offshore development team, maintain strategic relationships with partners, etc.  I make good money ($120k+)  and soon with a second baby on the way, I may be the sole provider for our family.

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I also struggle on a nearly daily basis with Anxiety.  My anxiety doesnt take the classic form of crippling panic attacks, worries about health or such.  How it manifests is in horrifically over-analyzing every aspect of my life.  (Doesnt help that all my professional success has been due to my skills in analytics, critical thinking etc.)  I will function pretty well at work but certainly feeling some ""imposter syndrome"" as my internal voice is much less confident and constantly questioning me while my role is to be a leader, set direction and instill confidence.

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I'm professionally aggressive and open myself to take on speaking engagements and such, but then I'm typically crippled by anxiety leading up to the event doubting myself, my skills, my opinions.  ""Why did I do this"" type feelings on the plane going to the event, etc.  Presenting and actually speaking in front of people?  Piece of cake...can do it off the cuff and I'm rarely flustered.  People praise me for being a polished speaker and engaging...inside I'm eagerly looking at the clock wondering when cocktail hour will finish so I can escape back to my hotel room.  In other words, I'm skilled at things to a degree I'm paid for them but that doesnt mean I enjoy it.

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Night time is a disaster.  My brain WILL NOT shut off.  Almost a constant state of manic thoughts....almost all negative.  Did that meeting really go as well as I thought?  Did I notice facial expressions in that meeting that suggest people arent happy with me as a leader?  Was that guy in row 14 nodding off while I spoke?  Am I a bad husband? Am I a bad father....and down the downward spiral I go.

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I'm reassured by my wife that I'm a good husband and dad, I'm basically reassured at my job that my skills are valued, I've succeeded at most things I've ever taken on in my life so WHAT THE FUCK is the problem with me?  I have literally nothing to beat myself up about.  My brain spends endless amounts of energy searching for something seize onto, analyze and correct....even when nothing is there.

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I've self-medicated with marijuana for years starting in college.  Absolutely helps but not a ""solution.""  I have a doc's script with basically unlimited refills for Xanax and those are a lifesaver but a bit of a ""numb"" pill that doesnt solve much beyond the temporary and also sometimes cuts into the ""edge"" i need to do my job well.  I'm on Wellbutrin but honestly its hard to know how much its helping.

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Anyone else this resonates with?  Sometimes on this subreddit there are so many poor souls literally crippled in their lives, unable to leave their homes that it feels a bit selfish to worry about my ""problems"" since I've carved out a pretty good life for myself.  I suppose the problem is that while externally, life is going well and as planned, my internal world sometimes feels like I'm a meth addict wandering stacks of baggage in the hoarder's version of my human mind looking for a fix that will never come.  From time to time, my internal struggles bleeds out into my outside life in the form of being short with someone, being easily agitated, etc.  This only increases the guilt...endless cycle

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This has turned into more of a vent than anything concrete asking for solutions so if nothing else, thanks for reading along.",6.6617122157006605,8.026929257183912,7.0884800684764,70.61729273661042,65.33620689655173,9.716507703595012,35.78552213255074,9.898777417752306,3.8779513695280015,3057,146,485,66,47,997,344,696,0.135,0.741,0.125,-0.8209,3,0,2,0,0,0,132.0,1,0,3,17,27,35,4,4,43,0,43,15,3,4,5,72,84,41,0,5,10,4,5,1,1,5,11,6,2,3,28,31,1,0,10,5,4,8,9,15,4,1,9,13,54,20,101,65,22,86,2,0,2,1,33,48,1,10,28,339,82,18,0.0,0.0,0.04676943860169147,0.052247057615709316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959831143310126,0.0,0.0,0.11498063075072465,0.0,0.3634990836754931,0.4076523709630589,0.0,0.0,0.14665484147751995,0.0,0.0,0.06702277251946452,0.0982129108511047,0.03943950017526505,0.0,0.0896097845611994,0.05452341532993798,0.0,0.0368525895794076,0.08003340194706987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464684737552653,0.0,0.0,0.10700385001426996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0412845138001635,0.0,0.10358323567963278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010954907381398,0.0,0.0,0.0495209793255013,0.21380326785528128,0.03165506086143715,0.04335234474081285,0.04038021935239902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04518092394145967,0.0,0.09693249627697882,0.034238765659168016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04430736041818597,0.0,0.0,0.1089511428577968,0.12059565014960567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047454859366903385,0.0,0.05101874652494009,0.042932811132816634,0.0,0.0,0.05094372429982488,0.0,0.0,0.09637254960982664,0.10127414792783818,0.04807427772783369,0.0,0.04719803733137765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951194912811525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02633920061923221,0.0,0.0,0.050747339033837185,0.0,0.0,0.16925984029761784,0.023414511136300532,0.0,0.04232005725694826,0.0,0.08049253039931553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031991371155779665,0.04859004014960689,0.0,0.05220610695641035,0.05323563750441356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04839219382923992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056946750395816,0.03553695940345531,0.03696394099041885,0.0,0.0,0.044975858324374576,0.0,0.13796056783026206,0.054564740668285136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036450331548917934,0.0,0.05623152731140458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967878950099393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751714443279952,0.0,0.13757782275924935,0.0,0.0,0.053688749608594086,0.0,0.047939559877708184,0.0,0.030703000952147976,0.0,0.0,0.05145522191539676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049997886043938164,0.0,0.0,0.03964537072422432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04060804440110299,0.0368962306648326,0.14220186974578294,0.0,0.03392268726406135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020655623987816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206966267814519,0.0,0.0,0.044124365172530086,0.0,0.0,0.06368059394939886,0.030709423848821818,0.0,0.03804835921573474,0.13973190098523114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052130367737924094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03804189655061211,0.0,0.0,0.1723670415896054,0.0,0.043246293206964784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05197434272738547,0.06978225702695434,0.09734355764568736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4076523709630589,0.030863152793571564
anxiety,aksa2096,2019/03/06,"Interview advice I have a college interview coming up on March 20th which involves writing an essay, a group discussion with 10 people and a personal interview. It's a 3-4 hour process in all. I got to know i'd been selected back in February and ever since i've felt like I can't breathe. I can't think of anything else but failing and it paralyses me. 

**I'd really appreciate hearing about other peoples experiences/some advice.** 

I'm hoping this will be a great opportunity to set up a new way of doing things that can stick with me for the rest of my life. ",2.077432432432431,4.572946765765766,4.49497747747748,79.31111486486489,81.34234234234233,8.024324324324324,27.268018018018022,8.841846274778883,2.6552936936936935,445,20,83,12,12,155,83,111,0.041,0.787,0.172,0.9365,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,8,0,8,2,1,0,2,14,16,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,7,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,2,7,4,14,11,2,13,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,1,6,52,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43076978574829095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813810008984923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16948388174063306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898661595964546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841266592431619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993760480087595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21163090804841375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17628429682117247,0.24300595294148844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484213089301605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21891970013848414,0.2170622653321227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113314189967216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556841192645493,0.10768258843489624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21287611074661128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056130449202023,0.1924560049909937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120212017242015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823277929739449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643250823442786,0.14123165886896025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17495346649333024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OmegaTres,2019/03/06,"Relationship anxiety I'm 26 (m) and have had only one of what I would consider to have been a successful relationship which lasted 9 months in 2016. Over the past few years I've had countless ""flings"" that all lasted less than a month. Usually it felt like girls were just using me for entertainment or as a rebound and would ghost me as soon as they found a guy they liked better. I've been seeing a new girl for about 2 weeks and I like her better than anyone I've seen in years and I don't want to mess it up. So far we've seen each other 5 or 6 times already. I'm a shitty texter, but we generally exchange at least one message per day when we don't see each other, and it's usually to make plans to go out. She works or volunteers basically 7 days a week so it can be hard to find time to hang out. We only live a mile away from eachother, which is frustrating because she always wants to be by herself after work. I'll invite her over to just chill and she'll say she's exhausted from work, and she's never invited me to her place. For a brand new relationship we see each other a good amount so I don't want to say anything to mess it up. She's told me she doesn't get good sleep with another person in bed, but I'm still terrified that her not wanting to relax with me after work means she's just another girl using me for dates.",4.5181578396483175,4.4848153772242005,5.763943897843834,83.17864350010468,69.60498220640571,9.174042285953528,26.493824576093782,9.007467420416297,1.7324543018630938,1055,28,231,18,17,355,153,281,0.091,0.809,0.1,0.0943,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,4,0,2,8,10,14,1,0,11,0,18,2,1,3,2,43,39,19,1,6,9,0,2,3,0,3,1,2,1,5,13,18,0,0,4,2,1,2,6,4,0,2,10,9,29,10,41,24,8,40,0,0,5,0,31,14,0,3,27,143,42,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386192322126484,0.0,0.08585419710804916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21638688518547572,0.07893257528559605,0.0,0.0,0.07214599919707301,0.0,0.08490851813542273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969412001595307,0.0,0.0,0.06289769598299033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18250901497251634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308539415830364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906917871790226,0.0,0.09430483915105864,0.0,0.0,0.11313177036327955,0.0,0.0,0.0539073991056999,0.0,0.05863968894196377,0.17308532312828812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216462605415293,0.0,0.0,0.09242919804956533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16821127857648302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15122591066928526,0.0,0.09111001237655952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887358881036587,0.0,0.0,0.1123934928077064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164714912299448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957893583829076,0.1993041721061221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13983515601947974,0.15694639250547598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849718185072384,0.0,0.09009297616123492,0.10780135463590013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323307818621187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641060825562052,0.0,0.0,0.24666379653783396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325472165762192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239984591207505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033041591477885,0.0,0.0,0.0985931086637834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17822913946903418,0.2272768397617699,0.0,0.24343343556918004,0.0,0.16552987527361035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30046567578054073,0.0,0.0,0.14659251612378246,0.0,0.0,0.1328893397250911
anxiety,TheNumberOneWonderer,2019/03/06,"Reducing Test Anxiety? I'm really stressed, worry-whore about this final about Algebra 1 called STAAR, and I'm getting straight ""stress-signal-headches"" from it that the fact I don't know anything about the particular subject due to poor teaching of my teacher.... Any suggestions..?",4.844375000000003,8.307581354166668,4.9841666666666695,73.57750000000001,79.20833333333334,9.033333333333337,35.08333333333333,9.2995712137729,4.549058333333334,227,13,33,7,6,71,42,48,0.172,0.787,0.042,-0.7143,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,15,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21291046034076705,0.0,0.2395113326552485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25764460691691804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196976792998659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429724136720949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16357546872210904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17206488317273208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20057208068897045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7172821018980102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Suckadiddymoocow,2019/03/06,"Can’t talk to anyone about Chronic Anxiety/Depression in fear of being annoying. I’ve been dealing with a serious bout of anxiety in recent months which is slowly transitioning into depression because of how my anxiety is affecting my everyday life, It has come to the stage where I don’t feel comfortable speaking to anyone close to me about it because I feel as though they will just think I’m being annoying, Which leaves me stuck with little to no options. Does anyone else feel this way? If so, I would like to hear how you cope, or have coped in the past with situations like this.",9.740540540540543,7.9220169279279276,9.439171171171171,66.92902702702705,59.9009009009009,13.564684684684687,39.31711711711712,12.340626583579946,4.87801117117117,473,19,83,13,5,154,75,111,0.175,0.7509999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.8428,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,0,8,8,2,1,3,0,11,2,0,3,0,18,19,7,0,2,3,0,3,2,0,2,2,2,0,0,6,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,2,5,9,3,19,13,0,14,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,3,6,57,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753578256696769,0.0,0.0,0.377524084279387,0.184403687680474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21941983702980866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550308716618175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855443418681564,0.3100210984687325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574956542590206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15034441387194347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20251974938082887,0.27299938900061105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028427400894856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19056550461065133,0.0,0.0,0.12712030814118874,0.1758515112260631,0.180380305792557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365279462262834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718046682936203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17770170340856226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022972813839024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14465554364934674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531948203532433,0.17682263635430848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428542530610286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784771164896302,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nicky8904,2019/03/06,"Switching medication So I’m in the process of switching medication since last Thursday. I am 29 years old and have been on the same medication for 5 + years. My anxiety stems from my being nauseated and having a fear of throw up and the medication I’m on seems to have worked for a long time until recently. So my doctor and I decided let’s try something new. Since Sunday I have been going through horrible symptoms extreme nausea (haven’t puked) shakes, emotional, and depressed. My husband works nights so my parents decided it would be a good idea to stay at their house for the week. I’m scared this isn’t normal and I made a horrible choice. My works being very caring but I feel trapped in my own body. Any advice? ",3.4338516878804666,5.797466043165471,4.53971223021583,81.55928610957389,75.61870503597123,7.730160486995017,27.95849474266741,8.617729084823388,2.3054876591034863,576,24,107,12,13,188,90,139,0.124,0.835,0.041,-0.8794,1,1,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,3,3,6,0,3,8,0,14,7,1,1,0,16,22,11,0,2,1,2,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,5,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,3,1,13,2,16,14,2,23,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,1,13,65,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221042457670398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092006433937012,0.0,0.10350164839172707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15028419599051152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794406029820624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165308981129906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848196328248094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15219064060624599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15224646578914008,0.06841010529427438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689226462852954,0.11348050023310008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15611429169979354,0.0,0.15273356969997673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102849143572988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835010014724353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973337195345975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280210623300282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5451889928939446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306704505059805,0.0,0.12696684071269762,0.132562095139311,0.0,0.0,0.14197118657262758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15023103679106434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358922471204998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354556559569965,0.0,0.0,0.12316908571815123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238377501740955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415805314785828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442083406126111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062513419645625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889262673730635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091857616544707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11163399352726587,0.0,0.0,0.10852689708213592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29549295030503603,0.0,0.0,0.09611093395726993,0.0,0.0,0.1742533506029555
anxiety,RemanentSky,2019/03/06,"Aversion to Responsibility Hey folks. Didn't know where else to go. Not sure what I'm looking for; definitely not ""answers"" or advice. Just to air out, I figure. Hope that's alright.

I work as a 911 operator and police & fire dispatcher, as well as a teacher at my local university. I'm also an officer in the Canadian Forces infantry, and I volunteer as an auxiliary police constable. I love my life. Diagnosed with PTSD this past December, been receiving treatment since. It's been challenging.

Been dealing with anxiety symptoms for about a year and a half now, becoming an acute case in recent weeks. Finding myself very easily irritable at the slightest suggestion of responsibility. Just saying ""I don't want to clean the house"" doesn't cover it; it's more an abject refusal. I recognize that there are things I need to do and angrily refuse to acknowledge them. This is my greatest source of liberty; the thought that all these little niggling responsibilities can be simply discarded and I can continue breathing.

The difficulty is that this affects everything around me, of course. I find it annoying that I need to speak with/visit my parents, which is a damn shame as I love them to death and they're not going to be around forever. But because I know they \*expect\* me to see them, I see it as yet another crippling weight. I know my wife wants to spend time together--and she, bless her heart, is \*very\* understanding of anxiety symptoms--but because I know it's an expectation, I don't want to engage. My poor puppy, the lovely little thing, needs so much attention that I just get irate at the thought of needing to provide. (Note: I do not, would not, and never will take this out on the poor thing. I love him to death, and he deserves all the care in the world.)

Normally my solace is gaming. Not so any longer. I find myself loading saved games constantly the second any one thing goes wrong, because correcting that problem is now a responsibility. XCom? Battletech? Hah. Normally I enjoy the challenge, but now I just find myself cheating, auto-killing any enemy my soldiers have the audacity to miss with their shots just to teach the computer a lesson not to fuck with me right now. Hah, how ridiculous is that? I just want to roll through everything easily and progress without challenge; I am completely and utterly incapable of dealing with challenge at the moment. So instead, I languish on the couch and watch Friends, over and over.

I just want everyone, and everything, to leave me the fuck alone. I don't want to have to eat, I don't want to have to vacuum, I don't want to have to talk to anyone. I just want peace. Sadly, I've got an endless stack of papers to grade, and a fieldcraft training exercise this weekend. Plus, I have an interview with a medical school in a couple of weeks which I am woefully underprepared for. And the phone never stops ringing. (Also note: I do not harbor any ideations of self-harm whatsoever. I'm tired, and very, very frustrated, but I love my family, my fur babies, and my life, despite a rather glum perspective at the moment.)

What a thought. ""I cannot at all stomach the notion of any kind of responsibility whatsoever any longer. I cannot even care for a puppy. Let's go be a doctor.""

We'll get through it. It's just a bit bumpy right now.

Thanks for listening, folks.",3.9769748459103766,6.470152206119168,5.041084180132156,77.99068840579713,74.4428341384863,8.533966350158256,29.38644566605587,9.223106411051027,2.924838836137486,2644,116,469,66,58,866,296,621,0.141,0.736,0.123,0.1886,1,1,0,0,0,0,116.0,1,0,5,7,30,34,7,1,42,3,39,20,3,2,7,101,86,34,2,21,23,2,2,0,1,3,8,4,3,0,30,28,2,3,17,4,3,4,20,12,1,3,8,10,63,22,78,71,7,50,1,2,4,7,33,26,3,2,20,318,93,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658165191287515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975733927023481,0.0,0.10772425285557566,0.0,0.07297688864195705,0.0,0.2748138766774933,0.0706254362900092,0.10304963837823937,0.0,0.0,0.04709474574214115,0.0,0.0,0.11991680284367455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317319184924105,0.07438603699146054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353197256105462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13734163417722353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061828223506203,0.07278460684484324,0.0,0.0,0.07452475346177465,0.0,0.0,0.13887585933787028,0.0,0.06836182222558021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893859402199111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891887824176035,0.0562647436803836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04448598548466305,0.0,0.0,0.06435862606552616,0.18159745424453774,0.0,0.0634943630480257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462374890638597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052036718854165394,0.12453342617504408,0.07037826858751338,0.0,0.11483469375383205,0.0,0.053868303570430896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981356507290605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689667246181621,0.0,0.0777162564814986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07013772850728794,0.14806167033495893,0.0,0.0,0.07131704461180627,0.0,0.06887295038919497,0.09514675497325027,0.0,0.13501069190441534,0.0,0.0,0.05655951120488827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30394331612626685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06785100701112133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04951216489730394,0.19976542355880336,0.10389348796728604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13198317301253382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04564009918665881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478747563475797,0.0,0.06429600791731044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06444767292313514,0.07873198935212497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650290846433732,0.0,0.0,0.1150380954176104,0.0,0.05356176585490314,0.0,0.06816477695869358,0.10734315518553672,0.0,0.0702638116082109,0.0,0.0,0.05571505277756264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056310078559798575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06347935433358255,0.07000549967566748,0.050641033069221714,0.0541357465553025,0.0,0.06200954334529207,0.0,0.0,0.1789852175920956,0.0,0.0,0.16041214672075432,0.03927404433801586,0.07741230318638744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011679191414033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22229293624705146,0.3575386124237917,0.0,0.1080529409183827,0.08201774300349722,0.060558387043971165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06492583626232609,0.0,0.049033746717098856,0.0,0.0,0.04784560025076449,0.07363987299722191,0.0,0.043373088846540564
anxiety,mysacrifice13,2019/03/06,"Are you one of these people? Have you guys ever had your anxiety try to convince you that it's just not anxiety but there's probably something more sinister at play like brain damage, a brain tumor, a curse, or something else that might be possibly the problem and it's not anxiety?",5.119444444444447,6.724697055555558,5.8453703703703725,77.1991666666667,69.18518518518519,9.844444444444443,32.01851851851852,10.125756701596842,3.5118296296296285,227,10,40,6,4,74,42,54,0.368,0.52,0.113,-0.962,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,4,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,5,2,2,0,1,9,5,3,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,4,3,3,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,2,2,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4980564569308033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4845295968787281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18129139398959268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963059657966738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21488277174995166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602444342396296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23022269456907046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705758281553125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15045353878337178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446561349854327,0.0,0.0,0.2339830154068249,0.20765772132529936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33414341199857384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14734154720967044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Boxer2424,2019/03/06,I don’t want to lose this job I just started this new job like a month ago and I like it. I called in sick these last two days cause I’ve been super depressed and stressed out from personal things. How should I handle situation when I go to work tommorow? I can tell there frustrated over the phone. ,1.2266510538641704,3.6486013606557393,1.9298829039812655,96.74737704918032,84.57377049180329,5.4529274004683845,20.18969555035129,6.868970318607317,0.18088103044496412,237,7,53,3,7,73,49,61,0.224,0.624,0.152,-0.7096,2,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,3,4,7,1,1,2,0,4,1,0,2,0,8,7,4,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,1,0,7,3,6,5,0,11,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,0,9,31,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20012106348364986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305244103102747,0.0,0.0,0.23191590647127935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145595392067357,0.0,0.1944452463542256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128303613724247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4480604478986615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18402310192929905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22058815087750114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525657303968372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801980779878252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180387206422857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971233923853037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537617272487036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15979284839250651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586053078775391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19732265758095235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499837470907189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22053300225114125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331580626039235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16435469175533754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,T_squid,2019/03/06,"FYI A 2017 meta-analysis of Lavender Oil clinical trials seem to indicate it's an effective treatment for anxiety/depression. Source: [https://www.nps.org.au/news/are-lavender-oil-capsules-effective-for-anxiety](https://www.nps.org.au/news/are-lavender-oil-capsules-effective-for-anxiety)

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Note: I'm not even close to a medical expert, i'd just never heard about this and couldn't find anything on reddit about it. If anyone who knows what they're talking about & wants to chime in on this i'd be grateful. 

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Here are some points of interest from the article 

## What was the overall result of the meta-analysis?

Overall, anxiety symptoms improved more in people who were taking lavender oil oral capsules than in people who were taking a placebo (a ‘dummy’ medicine).

Oral lavender oil was effective irrespective of whether people had anxiety disorder, subsyndromal anxiety or generalised anxiety disorder.

## How did the researchers interpret the results?

The researchers concluded that the results ‘point toward’ lavender oil oral capsules (Seremind) being able to reduce symptoms of anxiety.

However, they cautioned that the importance of their findings may be reduced because the clinical trials they investigated differed in the way they were conducted, and they also included people with different clinical characteristics.

The researchers also cautioned that their findings are based only on a small number of trials.

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anxiety,UncleDoj,2019/03/06,"I've been married for 3 years, together for 8, and I've become certain my depression and anxiety stem from the fact I don't actually like my spouse at all. I'm going to talk to her about splitting tonight.  

My anxiety has gotten worse and worse over the last year and I'm now quite certain it's my subconscious trying to find some way at all to make this marriage work.  Obsessing over the minutia of what she likes to find a way for me to enjoy it.  Obsessing over my health and hobbies to try and get some joy out of it.  Worrying constantly over all the tiny, day to day things.

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I've been thinking about this all month and it's practically vanished. I just realized she's really not my type, I only started dating her in the pit of depression, and we don't share any interests beyond having a marriage at all.

 I feel horrible.  But I think the only way for me to fully heal is going to be on my own.",4.077357859531773,5.116902956521741,5.4495652173913065,81.20145484949835,71.06521739130434,9.13979933110368,29.371237458193974,9.466822959209583,2.5886969899665555,720,28,144,16,13,242,104,184,0.171,0.757,0.07200000000000001,-0.9472,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,2,5,12,0,2,8,0,8,2,0,1,8,30,19,9,0,0,3,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,10,0,0,6,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,3,1,19,8,31,15,8,27,0,2,0,0,10,11,0,2,13,94,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.14408670791566586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15998049722540927,0.17941291169803303,0.10040818276731038,0.0,0.22590621076671924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16306964308806696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595589755891473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904461940708021,0.0,0.2543442934388329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465710887372237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699018598151359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714189116594165,0.0,0.1678276666064322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569467956594118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035579864823152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427027255196626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855862052998372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178541355064942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22459146110546527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15704570078529662,0.0,0.0,0.0945894255435121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450859530639124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867680046045018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809319306166857,0.18921842624826996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004915516431109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35159701296785195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749215712817058,0.14994741413743068,0.3009392839030722,0.0,0.0,0.17941291169803303,0.19016563871104847
anxiety,mypoetrywaslovely,2019/03/06,"2nd Day on the Job :( I recently quit my retail job of 2 years and started a new office job doing something I haven't done before (despite years of office experience). My first day, yesterday, consisted of 4 hours of random pieces of information being thrown at me and being told to just ask questions. Today is supposed to be my ""first real day"" and I am so nervous I've vomited twice and considered not going back because I don't know if I can handle this sink-or-swim approach. My husband is encouraging me to go and if within the first few hours they don't show interest in continuing to train me to leave. I can't even use the escape route as motivation to go. I start in 45 minutes. I hate new things, I hate not knowing how to do stuff, and I hate feeling so vulnerable. :(",5.812633477633476,5.798568993506496,7.1742424242424265,74.10358585858587,66.85714285714286,9.961327561327565,32.69552669552669,9.725611199111238,3.0519518037518036,611,24,116,12,9,210,98,154,0.162,0.7809999999999999,0.057,-0.9478,3,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,5,6,6,3,1,4,0,14,1,0,3,0,21,28,12,0,2,5,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,6,1,1,4,6,4,0,4,2,1,18,2,18,23,2,28,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,4,19,79,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148750017186975,0.0,0.0,0.09992500271673907,0.0,0.0792174824306255,0.0,0.1105795099525767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514247074255166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13298592942871498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583201557008452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711791063983802,0.0,0.0,0.06570759385135393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33161110263227817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22156400751564595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849018420149804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559529228414389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3868716771261204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428363500894486,0.0,0.0,0.13760031652312926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25101674243261324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455758879287779,0.1382198598228013,0.0,0.14791373163663338,0.0,0.0,0.12831184051738767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004333457969428,0.0,0.0,0.1839612714171122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14876385423658178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633427930059084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317922243330735,0.1241746256566565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223673223524704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16736954780882166
anxiety,droppsupdog9,2019/03/06,I have a terrible sense that something bad is going to happen tomorrow I don't know who or what is going to happen but I'm terrified and need help,1.665053763440859,3.717279161290328,4.427096774193551,81.727311827957,79.96774193548387,8.004301075268819,23.23655913978495,8.841846274778883,1.9727333333333341,118,4,23,3,3,42,25,31,0.277,0.622,0.1,-0.7391,0,0,1,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,11,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,11,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153409697842916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4292802531448857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.667949528828581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531460824706337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075590657037112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800395577057155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907509333897358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Penguiniii-412S,2019/03/06,"Anyone else? Admit something very personal that you probably should have kept to youself to someone that wasn't ready to hear what you said and how you feel. 
Knowing this feeling so free that you've done it and you almost don't care about what they will say in response but at the same time feel like you've ruined everything. This is my anxiety today. ",3.9771078431372544,6.232046808823532,3.927058823529413,87.09343137254903,73.55882352941177,6.886274509803924,26.03921568627451,7.793537801064563,1.5168450980392163,285,10,53,4,6,87,53,68,0.127,0.757,0.116,-0.2136,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,1,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,1,0,13,16,5,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,2,0,3,0,1,8,2,0,1,5,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,4,6,6,4,6,10,1,4,0,1,0,0,10,2,0,1,3,34,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23580360703909084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18014491846391228,0.0,0.0,0.16465616503489272,0.24128159205828545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400920360316467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409822956417187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19671699624005612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21163819108911028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572039585409081,0.16823009962262386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654080288842208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12941606564508912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504578115596092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205615891613998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538920074974089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239995860709127,0.18726664342671206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19952516463595807,0.1812873928409873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731284507862868,0.0,0.22321167303080694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19429928869980825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ragingbirb,2019/03/06,"Does anyone else get into this weird zone when anxiety hits you so hard that you dont know or remember what you're saying? I have this way too often and it sucks a lot, a big reason why I think I don't do well in interviews and just talking to people.
When I start talking it's usually okay but within seconds my brain doesn't seem to understand what I'm saying and I feel like I am starting to sweat or my heart is beating fast.
I just had an interview for grad school, I think I messed up a few answers. I don't even remember the questions properly, I hate how moments of my life remain a blur.",3.2617244444444466,4.224190408000002,4.741866666666667,85.80337777777778,72.92,8.115555555555558,26.68888888888889,8.515128840125781,1.7297822222222226,471,16,100,8,9,158,87,125,0.16699999999999998,0.7929999999999999,0.04,-0.9157,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,1,10,7,2,0,6,1,9,4,3,2,0,24,22,10,0,0,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,7,4,0,0,11,0,0,0,4,4,1,1,1,4,16,3,9,20,2,13,0,0,0,0,9,5,1,7,8,66,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12800799300341553,0.0,0.0,0.11700194155617058,0.17145069986660338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18679708008228013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643275570197242,0.0,0.19611104735393348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978383677469372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052075113100626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460773732539266,0.11954152023317112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742370235085954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14989598520547906,0.16520502444478732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19828840625194566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196091106474807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118191051774573,0.0817496251066048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422590946700917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600646034349105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18744936109899948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720444541372796,0.0,0.0,0.3791075065030301,0.0,0.0,0.2661371454265229,0.0,0.16934821760326313,0.0,0.15233213874211513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368759228243081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689891347643655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144382919008632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17419779341336433,0.0,0.0,0.18429179593340908,0.0,0.0,0.13281980406310312,0.0,0.0,0.15045094203183046,0.0,0.15099047920922196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DeLargeHorrorshow,2019/03/06,"Drinking Got drunk to cope with major anxiety and depression episode - my partner has found me in that state. I’m really scared and feel like I let them and myself down. I’m not an alcoholic, nor do I want to be one, how do I make this right again? ",2.7691176470588243,4.1298258627451006,3.958970588235297,89.38786764705885,74.68627450980392,8.237254901960785,24.514705882352942,8.841846274778883,1.543270588235294,193,6,43,4,4,63,42,51,0.223,0.731,0.046,-0.8278,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,5,3,0,2,0,10,12,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,3,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,1,7,1,5,8,1,5,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264698735520743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336946967030318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631132287669339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29925837042473585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544620695088927,0.21823808544178072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349478294210455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443237465539135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31237845189070856,0.0,0.14924422605676518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20391318020032886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20700410607505426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19570110125508436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26088197145570824,0.0,0.0,0.30584313320086925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18018258838913725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,too_afraid_to_regex,2019/03/06,"Wellbutrin and white blood cells I was doing some blood tests this week and it seems like everything is fine but I have a low white blood cells, still healthy amount but low. Has anyone been in this position before? I was reading around and it seems like Wellbutrin does this, does it go up after a while? I have been taking it for now for 4 months every day.",2.6791428571428604,5.095863485714286,2.3014285714285734,96.37357142857144,78.42857142857143,5.142857142857143,18.57142857142857,6.18269132825596,-0.2945714285714285,284,6,59,2,7,83,45,70,0.073,0.785,0.142,0.6136,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,9,3,3,0,0,9,13,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,2,4,3,6,9,2,13,0,2,2,0,2,5,0,3,9,37,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18006424043243266,0.0,0.0,0.2292477396242795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21913087986740915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16607934381992787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4507156476073546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21697203063550133,0.0,0.23144271650489984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14635476902449232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516229039394191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20555031395488768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575900730915813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4688737723703234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056561116490745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19362328027526865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20656731899020675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ChameleonFriends,2019/03/06,"Can't do eye contact, instructions or friends. Does this sound like anxiety or could it be something else? I've noticed that these things are really hard. If someone is approaching, whether I know them or not, I find that I often can't bring myself to make eye contact and will make myself as small as possible while panicking internally. When receiving instructions, if it's new information, it's like my brain is saying 'haha you're not getting an iota of meaning from this, good luck doing what you're supposed to'. I just can't take it in. I am an anxious person but these issues and the extremely depressing social isolation I've been experiencing since I was a teenager, (mid twenties now) due to an inability to make new friends , have me wondering if it's something other than anxiety. Thank you for reading, I'm interested in others' thoughts.",8.9025,8.308239592356689,8.899418789808921,66.21244028662421,60.71974522292992,12.435987261146494,41.28105095541402,11.698219412168324,5.059166242038216,684,34,114,18,8,224,107,157,0.119,0.743,0.138,0.4864,0,1,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,0,4,10,0,0,5,1,15,3,3,3,0,25,27,14,0,4,11,0,1,2,2,1,0,2,0,1,15,2,0,0,6,1,0,3,5,1,0,0,3,6,12,9,12,21,0,13,0,1,2,0,11,4,0,9,8,76,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24876273012822284,0.18368110004148186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815048831365101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981536512442216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14003904676555073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14228413099035855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582358432470254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14860486413016638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25123419068320496,0.0,0.08494687856771832,0.0,0.0,0.136373282420876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564924283274924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16970234552878394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935554243450655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588671101806518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255914669742525,0.0,0.0,0.1771088300256811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31406203205504435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18511047737161448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196784175706156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832964734258558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16263460075611774,0.0,0.10415970264652344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929857216624596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13449662566803575,0.0,0.0,0.16574064264091104,0.13776248896542467,0.2503403768782179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224789762555248,0.0,0.0,0.14969158106076974,0.0,0.0,0.10801797095438882,0.0,0.0,0.12907877598921752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17632257160042308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kontrolkhaos,2019/03/06,"How to calm down ny anxiety for a date? I have anxiety obviously, and most of the time its it's under control. I've got a date planned for Tuesday and I'm not gonna lie im sort of freaking out. I'm sure it will end up chill and not a deal but. My brain wont let me down on it. And i feel like im gonna have a fucking heart attack while i deive there or some shit. Help. Help help. I dont want to be a sweaty fucking stuttering mess. 

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anxiety,liveinkorea,2019/03/06,"Break-up And Dealing I posted here a long time ago, since then I was able to start a medication regimen amd things went well, so thank you r/anxiety!

However, 2 weeks ago, after over 2 years my SO decided to end our relationship saying they dont view me as attractive anymore (which I dont have any ill-will towards them, they are right.  I spent more time at work than at the gym). Since then, I haven't been able to remember when I took my meds, drinking almost every day, and going places I shouldn't go. At work, I've been getting irritated by small things that I would normally laugh off.

I really thought I was trying so hard and doing so good but now I think about everything I was planning for the future together and I can't bring myself to put the effort for it anymore.  Maybe this is more depression or maybe this is cause I'm being inconsistent in my meds, I don't know but I just wanted to get this off my chest and get my head on straight again.",3.342542955326465,4.764136484536088,4.538536082474226,85.55921305841926,73.32989690721652,8.266116838487973,24.78900343642612,8.841846274778883,1.6412162199312719,754,23,159,15,15,248,128,194,0.05,0.8759999999999999,0.073,0.2525,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,1,1,3,4,11,6,0,0,5,0,18,4,2,1,0,20,34,16,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,8,5,1,0,5,2,1,6,6,1,1,0,9,3,27,5,21,22,2,37,0,1,1,0,8,13,0,2,17,101,35,2,0.2454899984248379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21761207158469656,0.0,0.12291138623283633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347080856981788,0.0,0.09389958842966348,0.0,0.2434601133070745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609292585730514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916037005158184,0.12654470447317506,0.1057200879616472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877124498398042,0.12024336971892405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087156366562486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034179557848695,0.0,0.11031529064888364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19238758792642144,0.0,0.13951762342406912,0.10295268174233396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995540971943724,0.0,0.12597178112507196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06745744150809653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862546174312268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24662769951620556,0.0,0.2726840464913767,0.12365267327765575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026403799719708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824239923562225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755577939384387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233926266047503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863358956081057,0.0,0.0,0.1317821931205285,0.13904615640009552,0.10482355866012434,0.0,0.09761174999724123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030718635206722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687954220759395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130071039640612,0.0,0.0,0.1630926467223833,0.07865003926947682,0.0,0.09744581862520052,0.14314719225979505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637421049923218,0.08333579727187479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239818074875448,0.0,0.09845863450398487,0.0,0.11036249537376228,0.11378584399943728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17871964262505202,0.0,0.0,0.08719452571442879,0.0,0.0,0.0790437551399192
anxiety,KilledMyselfTwice,2019/03/06,"I'll be stressed and anxious all day So today I went to school normaly,without any homework because I couldn't concentrate yesterday to do them.I sit through the English class because I knew I was safe on that one.The class was French and I had a ton to do,so a colleague asked me if I want to skip the class with him.Since he was one of the few people I can act a little more normal I said yes.
  Once we leave he said he wanted to eat something.I said that's fine and on the way I bought a cigarette and lighter(I don't even know why I smoked cause I was feeling a little sick and that definetly didn't help).Once we ate and paid,I realised I didn't had any money left on me,and started to panic and sweat since I had to pay for my class master's birthday.
  I had 6 more hours of school and really didn't feel like going so I decided to pretend I'm sick and leave,even though I do this way to often and my mom had enogh of it.I tried going to the doctor since I was already sweaty and could easily lie and say I had a fever,but the she wasn't there.
   I check my phone and see on the class group that my class master was upset and wanted my mom to call her.I started to panic since my medical relief had to be signed as well.I didn't want to tell her I was sick because she would get mad.I already ,,got sick"" and stayed home 4 weeks this semester.
  My mom won't be home for the next 4 days and tomorrow I'll go to the doctor to get my relief and sign it myself since I can copy her signature easily.
  I feel so overwhelmed right now.I keept thinking what would happen if my teacher calls my mom.I am sweating and breathing heavily right now.I'll try to tell the doctor about my anxiety,if god helps me(I dobt He will,since I couldn't ask for help for the past 3 years).
  I really don't like lying like this and especially in situations that get stressful like this.
I hate how I act,hate how I'm thinking too much,how I care too much.I'm sick of doing things and regreting them after.Why does this have to come packed with depression?
 I'm losing friends at a fast pace since I don't hang out with them,and even those who daid they will be there for me.
WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU?!?
 I really wanted to burst out somewhere,somehow but even here I don't feel like I can say everything.
 Sorry for the long post and thank you if you actually read it.",3.156782834101385,3.95929800201613,4.187260368663599,90.28285483870971,73.01209677419354,7.442764976958526,24.05046082949309,7.658307877764058,0.8782733410138244,1843,49,418,22,35,599,224,496,0.107,0.8240000000000001,0.068,-0.9265,0,0,3,0,0,0,47.0,2,3,2,3,17,23,2,6,20,1,43,15,3,3,1,62,83,32,0,15,4,3,4,5,1,4,9,5,3,0,16,29,2,1,9,2,4,7,12,11,0,1,27,10,56,12,43,45,5,40,0,4,1,1,35,14,1,4,19,225,72,14,0.0,0.0,0.06541093233712103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793700914948205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116445151803954,0.0,0.0,0.07572403522816591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532670329005444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258132608609225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688882893924129,0.0,0.06834084345594055,0.06885756004430622,0.0,0.05773981085707899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053517445614268216,0.0,0.0,0.08645671272827407,0.0,0.05773224195738427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205822001042311,0.05865779628437358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858771263783701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17708889446109607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060241617029783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13556812193619935,0.09577149740503343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051786674572175236,0.06196751214040831,0.10506013558932198,0.0,0.11428289573159875,0.0,0.053609458247649386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05927379281783043,0.0,0.0,0.06617756131531137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478499015928375,0.0,0.13447171578824835,0.0,0.06601036314804089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036837552919785216,0.0,0.0,0.07097435545679641,0.07282753572993342,0.0,0.0,0.16373566258585898,0.13436194516823385,0.0,0.05931882540961932,0.0,0.07498864657689185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06752497268951176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140156463913322,0.0,0.0,0.09854850295563207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128642602659539,0.0,0.06567448698061089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276804390595185,0.09084158325374904,0.0,0.0,0.1572888936941926,0.0,0.0,0.06398705590249233,0.046469680133241535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06419554533398007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06704744382624946,0.0,0.12882206700819032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448532001970675,0.19128065510490228,0.10660878698415023,0.0,0.1356744698503297,0.053413677567978685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3881313348242692,0.07534374695052833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503381889139432,0.0948873737921064,0.07144432032479156,0.0,0.0,0.15356368423275155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717313356568015,0.06171157813757471,0.0,0.0,0.044531291656996284,0.08589934391107303,0.06585595158504404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06353594336684397,0.0,0.0,0.0910169960047097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976781030383665,0.10640948429763074,0.05376686512065548,0.0,0.06026739486113718,0.06213683703596441,0.1209670435808808,0.0,0.0,0.06461385782732289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523138985149092,0.0,0.0,0.04316467461333875
anxiety,Spongebooob99,2019/03/06,How do you guys manage anxiety after a breakup? I cannot focus and get work done. I keep getting anxious about everything. I have this heavy feeling in my heart and it keeps getting heavier. I cry all day long. How do you guys manage this? What should I do?,0.7757983193277305,3.3117271960784365,2.059271708683476,93.27529411764704,90.76470588235294,4.4829131652661065,22.97198879551821,6.18269132825596,0.5717988795518205,201,8,40,2,7,64,38,51,0.15,0.8190000000000001,0.031,-0.7041,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,7,1,1,2,1,9,13,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,8,0,3,11,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,28,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18106491950506834,0.267388957955805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25998957326203537,0.15264354478100298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24221299348643735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127190284383435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196760670087174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709775911080273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4687147157134825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804752537276235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42075659011068506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20946056117649667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17231096667755436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TechnicalRecording,2019/03/06,"Can’t cope with uni In my third year at uni, got my dissertation due 11 March, isn’t finished. Got an essay due 13 March, haven’t started it. Have to do a placement for 4 weeks beginning 18th March, and the company hosting me have just let me down so now I have a few days to find another one or I’m gonna fail the year. And all I can keep thinking is what’s the point. Is it even worse the stress?",1.5129064039408888,2.7022189770114977,3.091625615763548,95.03379310344828,77.6206896551724,6.810509031198686,22.773399014778327,7.447530270364453,0.5402985221674879,309,9,77,4,7,102,63,87,0.114,0.8859999999999999,0.0,-0.8555,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,7,0,11,0,0,0,1,9,19,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,2,0,6,0,7,15,2,17,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,13,45,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792640832788302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17175703862812056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759045835004236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434154401890308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4260074897833997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367211335545164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723344783905813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18046813060070505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517623970048204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18850559790485666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050734039303295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17064975598406507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136291616468385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27140705259167697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34300803030689003
anxiety,EDA-Studios,2019/03/06,I finally did it I finally talked to my parents about everything that’s been making me anxious ,3.4800000000000004,6.391074777777781,5.6200000000000045,70.80000000000003,79.0,10.266666666666667,36.77777777777778,10.125756701596842,5.277577777777778,78,5,12,3,2,27,16,18,0.125,0.875,0.0,-0.25,1,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,10,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722825168043797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961662137607718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7219823932610037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199682143813939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36591135466545455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648690063376085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IAmHonestlyInept,2019/03/06,"Help I’m a 16 Y/O and For the past 3 weeks now, I’ve been suffering from a bunch of different things and I’m unsure about everything i originally thought it was just adolescent depression or because I’m growing up my hormones are just a bit over-active, and I don’t know where to post, or what to do anymore.

For the past 3 weeks I’ve been suffering from what I think is OCD (Pure O) intrusive thoughts and images, I’ve been constantly battered by thoughts questioning my sexuality, and harm intrusive thoughts about taking a knife and hurting a family member, I’ve been driven to the edge, where I’m constantly battered by these thoughts unless I distract myself, after going to the doctors I was self referred to a mental health organisation, had a call with a wellbeing advisor, and have been put on a CBT waiting list for 6-8 Months, i spoke to my parents about these thoughts and I’ve suffered a lot less anxiety and stress for a couple days, afterwards I’ve been having these thoughts more often, and constantly worrying There was something wrong with me in the head, what if I did something similar to the thoughts I was having, obviously I don’t want to, and I would never consider it, but because I’m constantly having them, and I don’t feel as much anxiety anymore, and I don’t know how to control my thoughts and because I don’t have that same level of anxiety and stress anymore I think I’m secretly a killer, there have been times where I was convinced I was skitzophrenic or had dementia, and I don’t know what to do because it gives me anxiety just worrying about it, because I can see the images so vividly in my head it scares me, sometimes I think I don’t have OCD and i don’t know what to do, I’m constantly searching for reassurance, looking up my symptoms, reading articles and reassuring myself.",12.732320075757578,7.528444713068183,11.940909090909093,61.69803030303031,57.83522727272727,15.710606060606061,50.0719696969697,12.885471636013053,6.162970833333333,1457,73,267,35,12,480,154,352,0.135,0.82,0.045,-0.9693,2,0,2,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,1,2,16,14,0,4,19,0,38,5,2,3,3,61,71,27,0,3,9,1,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,15,20,0,2,20,1,0,4,9,11,0,0,27,5,33,3,36,43,7,31,0,5,3,0,11,9,0,7,17,183,48,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345521572353282,0.0,0.22805249628319546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23362962351987215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368337367017067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782695535860571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4141641547135261,0.08597095750509877,0.0,0.08481321219066704,0.0,0.04943375118479189,0.0,0.06601965756507915,0.0,0.0,0.08008430040212798,0.0,0.07845585971528754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888925135470537,0.0,0.07226002953321567,0.0,0.03875720344264233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353091728632606,0.04356270364669112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15733270777749306,0.08147675393285493,0.0,0.0,0.051377754691488656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820568084447603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685022127562558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436779194017837,0.0,0.0,0.06516619930976593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724648789830432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06118234117675107,0.0,0.05634752954410295,0.0,0.059118212613192826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511220427543598,0.0,0.14634468976272955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341076279839143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705573379258436,0.0858670052286915,0.0,0.07667204896165826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674132926413244,0.0,0.06108116682758517,0.0,0.07996402921760616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801984045123122,0.07581010163214465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17560762415847014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967005622570053,0.057632242761561085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05092372176184865,0.14734518557914714,0.0,0.5476731745821641,0.04469599295936383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045210926263147266,0.0,0.12297010832296112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556862440320958,0.0,0.05445088857005511,0.08380617021981393,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Slaanesh99,2019/03/06,"Thoughts I never thought I was different.

I never thought something was off.

I thought everyone lived with a knot in their stomach.

I thought everyone broke out into a cold sweat at the thought of picking up the phone.

I thought that everyone was scared of new situations.

I thought everyone panicked at being alone.

I thought everyone was just better at hiding it than me.",4.445266524520257,7.435678686567163,4.345842217484009,80.95283582089553,75.56716417910448,8.007675906183369,39.42217484008529,8.841846274778883,4.178327931769721,300,20,50,7,7,92,40,67,0.193,0.763,0.043,-0.8402,1,1,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,1,4,0,5,2,2,1,2,16,14,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,9,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,13,1,10,1,12,0,0,11,0,1,0,0,2,8,0,0,3,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315607044909502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662788631995407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414906866341293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5219930477039487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647488284189737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16852963382226854,0.10551994315602987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938412672030118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280810929169494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411046112450436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7806321900369327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,remi335,2019/03/06,chest pain and GAD i get really bad chest pain right around the mid/lower left side and i know that’s where the heart is although mine is a bit more centred i always freak out and think i’m dying. it’s gotten to the point where i just think “guess i’ll die” because it’s gone on for so long. gets worse if i lie on my left side to sleep too. my resting heart rate varies from 55-65 along with my monthly cycle it’s strange but sometimes when i’m sleeping my tracker says it goes down to 50 but i’m not particularly active i think? i just walk a lot but no cardio and haven’t gone to the gym for a long time. it’s so uncomfortable. i’ve had a test at the clinic to see how my heart beats or smth just for other routing stuff and they said it was fine.  i’m 19 female. is this normal with anxiety?,0.937695086705201,2.637061277456649,2.541325867052027,96.1007749277457,80.73410404624278,5.24985549132948,18.326950867052023,5.985473137389443,-0.4614852601156065,623,13,149,4,16,204,108,173,0.16699999999999998,0.8190000000000001,0.013,-0.9705,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,11,5,0,0,9,0,6,11,7,1,0,27,22,15,2,2,9,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,10,10,0,0,4,1,0,3,3,4,0,0,6,3,14,1,18,16,4,22,0,0,1,0,3,14,0,4,5,83,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306234764320898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039471868344703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096126202822245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345342439943315,0.0828306758286486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14834485225568986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820422347232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14198250763580747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14968621583898628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4830523827812154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467563376031072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29526621367476885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404975645926469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551960424986946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845745055994988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13313272865436007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891700166275603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12844972789667505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704767041300998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160400617182668,0.12925219885578726,0.10805656322767763,0.0,0.0,0.10827809959427016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719545841460633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438796540916742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15554913141908772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611976409014821,0.0,0.0,0.0792322319378673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847247432257326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yjkim007,2019/03/06,"Anxiety help Im writing a post because i feel like i have noone to talk to. I just want to share a story and hopefully get a helpful feedbacks from people who went through or going through similar anxiety or have took care of person with this kind of anxiety
My mom is suffering from a severe anxiety problem. To tell a basic about her, she never was the healthy type of a person. As i was growing up, i remember seeing my mom sick most of my life. My moms personality are as follow. My mom has many thought and worries in her mind. The worries she creates in her head makes her feel tired, feel nervous, have heart pulpitation, hard to breathe, unable to think properly, etc. She wants everything to he perfect the way she wants to be, if not, then she starts to worry. She doesnt have much of hobby except for her church related activities. She cant focus for a long time. She used to take medicines callesd lexapro, lorexapam, and cymbalta for long years. She has taken other medications  inbetween for insomnia and switching couple anxiety medicine before she settled on the laxapro and lorexapam. Those medicines were helping her but the thing is, they arent suppose to be taken for many years but my mom is too dependent on her medicine. My mom knows that she need to stop these medicines eventually and she did try few times before but always came back with bad result such as withdraw symptoms so she goes back to these medicines again. Recently she was told to stop taking cymbalta due to high blood pressure and was prescribed her metoprolol which is for high blood pressure and arrhythmia. We measured my moms blood pressure everyday and it was fairly normal, maybe little above normal but still normal. We thought the metoprolol medicine does help her with it but then mom started to have side effects from the medicine and mom kept thinking she might have arrhythmia which created her worries. At this moment, lexapro and rolezapam wasnt working for sone reason and my mom believed these also gave her more bad symptoms. She tried to reduce the amt of the medicine she takes. She startes feeling heart pulpitation and she believed it was heart attack or believed something is wrong with her heart. We werent sure at that moment. Mom was worrying like crazy because systoms got worse everyday and she wasnt sure what was wrong with her. She said she needed to goto ER and it was more of a panic attack and everyhting was fine, heart was all fine as well and no arrhythmia. Thats when i realized maybe its more of her mindset, the way she thinks and worry is making all of these symptoms worse. Its possible the medicines can make her symptoms little worse but i believe and i saw that its all coming from her worries and the way she thinks. I tried talking to her about all this calmly and tried to help her but she said she just cant stop thinking about stuff and start to worry. My mom is still suffering from all these conditons. Its been about 2 months now. She is going through alot and me watching her in pain like that really hits me hard and stresses me as well. My mom isnt a type to listen to others opinion either so its hard to communicate with her. Feels like she wanna avoid talking about her medicine because she is afraid of medicine in general now. Right now, she has stopped taking lexapro and lorexapam and got prescribed a new medicine called buspar and xanax. Xanax does help her but buspar doesntx eventho she took it for just 5 days. She said her side effect on that medicine is bad. She feels more angry and irritated and nausea feeling gets worse whivh makes her wanna throw up and gives her bad muscle pain and heart pulpitation is still there. My mom tries to exercise to keep her mind busy on exercise but its not a big help. I know my mom is stressed and going through alot but i feel very stressed watching her and taking care of her while i have other task to do such as school stuff or taking care of sister. I wanted to write this long post to hopefully get a help. Thank you",5.545115746322644,7.159009887267906,5.046465878948638,83.29931782011094,68.16445623342175,7.923954666023632,31.21572220882566,8.353573213984005,2.3181944827586216,3221,132,588,46,55,977,299,754,0.193,0.716,0.091,-0.9982,2,1,1,0,0,0,55.0,3,1,1,4,27,43,2,10,26,0,49,26,11,10,9,135,121,61,0,15,22,16,11,4,0,1,15,4,0,3,37,44,0,7,22,2,0,11,11,23,3,0,33,19,95,20,90,84,16,75,1,2,4,0,110,20,0,13,43,388,132,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02771757484480566,0.0288398813293316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257395566755004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788614657269545,0.0,0.05330277299173875,0.11575854789116352,0.06338520942971179,0.0,0.05898618320029865,0.1561997215140916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035391716536040306,0.039641785542639335,0.1060144839357244,0.0,0.0,0.029856505231779632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03835061050990643,0.0,0.022352820849063388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06066236711388012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038655041550153285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031150156665261563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020102531577427,0.049522195706641854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05432522970396087,0.033249012700339024,0.0590941990225636,0.0,0.055441507233395484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931456070724178,0.0,0.035571140631244315,0.0,0.0,0.24643347118925465,0.1858548410704927,0.07324034726647427,0.0,0.06885036476659563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03743872792091227,0.0,0.0,0.030807384266725427,0.0,0.036093037320978585,0.038096439013211074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024481370093577308,0.06773246526524439,0.06947681433867453,0.0,0.09201897936083324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254322770109084,0.07027956269323317,0.0696412204757274,0.0,0.0,0.03491628514978089,0.0,0.03676876331436175,0.0699934021378386,0.6089002750123771,0.027665266719045338,0.0,0.025479074579598728,0.05139987451404124,0.026731914608699184,0.033474826307835534,0.0,0.0,0.10187826917122576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07376132848273295,0.040666020617088176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024028867213498183,0.0907912773731845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03907392161109061,0.0663893631333549,0.0,0.0,0.03316492155606713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022204071797873773,0.035636233801486075,0.03422255051940466,0.0,0.039263002708766086,0.02959943499460972,0.0989087389637262,0.0,0.0,0.035077751890562926,0.02761951797355823,0.0,0.0,0.03915591375173368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026682947247719798,0.0,0.0,0.0981300537705701,0.0,0.08303851847809046,0.1159091866965644,0.1191086758074578,0.0,0.07935477344170548,0.0,0.0,0.0653332451402542,0.1440999682335063,0.15635995651188558,0.08357514118595419,0.03029435170810605,0.031910254435826305,0.0,0.0,0.023026551743059783,0.11104358382968964,0.0,0.055032307827770334,0.04042102811728445,0.03983655027720017,0.0,0.033119097837172914,0.07701702995414135,0.11765926217362715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02993509580694647,0.0,0.02859811479110368,0.08177342086806884,0.08253444055715185,0.0,0.0,0.062326972093178064,0.03213015028127792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025232879477466462,0.2815911508316706,0.14128592975777635,0.0,0.0757904979521735,0.0,0.04463978368793744
anxiety,Shad0wnivek,2019/03/06,"This woman gives me the shakes I am 23yrs old and have an attractive girlfriend, but this lady from my office just keeps giving me anxiety levels that ive never experienced before, she is soo attractive and is far very faaaaar away from my standards, i dont have feelings for her or anything, just why am i soooo awkward and disoriented when shes talking to me",32.93391304347826,8.568027318840585,27.39536231884058,21.54782608695653,51.17391304347826,30.49855072463768,86.3913043478261,15.903189008614273,11.90266956521739,291,12,51,5,1,94,53,69,0.098,0.78,0.122,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,2,0,9,0,0,0,1,11,13,6,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,2,12,2,5,13,0,7,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,3,38,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21376947278694824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299538446738427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625414054267977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377813428917809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274995116861805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129235977680865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5361252049732529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483775285832701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21551998142143647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932234044206186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22460185561405333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305657959292238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521495289402969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DMMoxley,2019/03/06,"I get anxiety when I have time to myself and it’s getting worse Hello, I’m hoping to get some impartial advice from this community as to what to do next. I’m sorry if this is long but I feel all the details are necessary to provide context (but I’ll drop a TL;DR at the end). Over the past couple of years I’ve developed more and more anxiety Day-to-day. Before I always told myself it’s “just stress” and excused it with something going on in my life. But now I feel it’s starting to become a more serious issue. I’ve done a little research but I struggle to apply the general advice to my situation. I usually experience it when I’m not at work. Due to the nature of my job I work longer shifts but get more whole days off, it boils down to being a 50/50 chance if I’m working any given day or not, I know my full year’s shift pattern in advance. I don’t think work is my problem as I quite enjoy my job, it’s when I’m not at work. My home life is great, I live with my SO of 5 years and we really enjoy each other’s company. Money isn’t a problem, and I’m always striving to improve my nutrition and exercise. Here’s my problem though; it’s becoming more and more regular, to the point it’s almost daily, that I get anxious over nothing. I wake up most days with an anxious dread in my chest thinking of my tasks for the day, which is usually nothing more than “buy food/ go to the gym/ collect parcel”. Best way I can describe it is like I’m in serious trouble or forgetting a loved one is seriously ill or something. I’ve always been able to make excuses like “oh it’s because I haven’t done the laundry” or “I’ll feel better once I’ve taken the trash out” but last night I sat in a completely spotless house feeling anxious. If I’ve got a couple of days off work I’ll end up wasting the first being completely useless due to anxiety. I’ll try and do “simple” tasks like reading or watching tv but I’ve got no concentration for it and find myself staring at the book cover for an hour before finding more housework that doesn’t really need doing. I used to love creating artwork for myself but now I can’t even entertain the idea due to concentration. My SO is very supportive and suffers from anxiety herself but most of the time now I downplay my symptoms as to not cause her to worry. I’m worried that I’m wasting more and more days now because I can’t function and I have no idea why I can’t calm down because I can’t figure out what the cause is. Maybe guilt over free time? none of the tasks I end up doing are an immediate need. Some days I can happily waste time playing video games without an instance but it’s becoming more frequent that I have to do nothing, or force myself to sleep it off. In the past I’ve been able to shake it off but now it’s become daily and started to affect my sleep. Does anyone have any suggestions? Or experienced similar? This is potentially my last stop before I consider speaking to a doctor. I don’t really want it to get to that as I want to manage this myself. I’m currently at work (10 hour shift on 3 hours sleep woo!) so replies might be slow but appreciated

tl;dr: I get anxiety when I have time to myself",2.913646153846156,4.419887364615388,4.82469230769231,82.73580769230772,74.58461538461538,7.707692307692309,27.42307692307693,8.384062270229773,1.950015384615385,2497,97,499,44,52,856,265,650,0.14,0.731,0.129,0.7088,3,0,2,0,0,0,52.0,1,0,0,12,16,30,0,5,30,0,40,15,5,5,1,83,84,47,0,11,28,0,4,3,0,1,6,1,1,0,30,20,2,1,12,9,3,4,17,14,0,2,10,8,58,17,77,70,21,85,0,2,2,2,12,30,0,17,52,315,88,14,0.11270743721338372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013640321805997,0.0,0.0,0.05643010890681464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067242484912426,0.0,0.0,0.07664492220780651,0.0,0.21555220243604228,0.1909909847318781,0.0,0.0394038303390207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305811141900176,0.24895301885711954,0.1438585916603874,0.0,0.05913975092957618,0.049840284571251635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578158471059068,0.0,0.0,0.1181716035695048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470863554689207,0.0,0.3270913782704546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05768041890546709,0.04931551891372423,0.11533883945568353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14973800404702092,0.0,0.0,0.03722109965514179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055124750228140985,0.0,0.0,0.11397653346932432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030125557456472,0.04793444425854161,0.06814314022903536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060974444062502,0.0,0.06405423391227581,0.0,0.09014243355987668,0.062130173709981126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05652737456387321,0.05597195802613118,0.16649118370627758,0.06502462507703012,0.0,0.127232977817502,0.0,0.05881864106964399,0.11184474039142413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030970529969175525,0.09187160419016542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796085960587219,0.08259474112485743,0.056481230696984214,0.04976136597769484,0.04987126761881603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172286247722076,0.0,0.03761654476376334,0.0,0.05661488479502067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059782389937393765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357113658297267,0.0,0.0,0.05993281905721549,0.05288414740678789,0.0,0.16221873861394934,0.0,0.0,0.060014871129713876,0.038186738173595185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075920019325216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05327247921491042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16176869391199675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059939116454552,0.056368968723278026,0.0,0.1083049054766464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06334394084217362,0.16918324976493526,0.0,0.0,0.08676769155404389,0.0,0.06308337423329494,0.07977490416162875,0.0,0.0,0.04711423210767613,0.06455299426462514,0.05891314239181882,0.0,0.0,0.06394953205309485,0.0,0.05857309108582854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722183748394847,0.055367242407617326,0.0,0.16430153252081184,0.0,0.0,0.05384839311425001,0.0,0.038260475778702015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048671519219823926,0.1241313189037502,0.046497719689373385,0.06647776661745962,0.044730958780303004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05085046578232477,0.06291691431705819,0.0,0.05432297374971287,0.0,0.28718324820654684,0.11445987343938635,0.05742925369308975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886984146040657
anxiety,HannnahPal,2019/03/06,"Procrastination I believe that people, especially those with anxiety disorder, tend to procrastinate because they want to be perfect. When your procrastinating it’s not like you completely shove the assignment away and forget about it , your constantly thinking about doing it but not actually doing it. Why? Who knows!! For me I believe it’s because I am so nervous that it will not be as amazing and perfect as I want it to be that I end up over thinking the assignment until the last minute. Then if it doesn’t get good feedback , I have the excuse that I did it last minute so I wasn’t expecting good feedback anyways, even though the whole time I’m waiting for feedback, I’m praying it’ll be positive. This is just my take on it.. anyone else ? ",5.688428571428571,7.201182414285718,6.3900000000000015,74.18500000000002,67.71428571428571,9.314285714285717,34.714285714285715,9.642632912329526,3.5200857142857145,598,29,104,13,10,196,86,140,0.092,0.722,0.185,0.945,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,1,2,9,7,0,1,5,0,14,0,0,0,2,19,25,12,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,18,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,14,6,15,17,1,12,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,9,81,32,8,0.0,0.0,0.17890310840526344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024653591876013,0.0,0.0,0.12818822179787098,0.1878426977329187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17224406350596205,0.0,0.0,0.22351187572351847,0.0,0.0,0.4130990461799352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922174519360983,0.19811401842538995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101114452983916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15314824039590327,0.0,0.1623754874353083,0.0,0.0,0.12108738001110166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578207676120404,0.0,0.0,0.3075361078653593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007530773208824,0.2988759588479091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956551434684795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709756496953695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378409390867979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349402322605709,0.1801202646803532,0.0,0.10690088304258692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162649320755808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16542632353623365,0.20468079620487845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,micky000825,2019/03/06,"Will frequent UBM eye examination harm my eyes and lead to glaucoma? I suffer from the disease of anxiety and always think there is something wrong with my eyes. I finished 4 UBM examinations within 1 month. Now, I am so terrified that whether this examination will harm my eyes and lead to glaucoma? Any doc?",5.028571428571425,7.596814714285718,6.267285714285716,70.07771428571431,71.5,9.48,32.628571428571426,9.888512548439397,3.743175714285714,248,12,42,7,5,83,41,56,0.318,0.682,0.0,-0.9681,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,1,0,4,6,4,2,0,11,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,4,6,0,6,3,0,7,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,4,26,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38898509250989216,0.0,0.0,0.3179059313230005,0.0,0.35762485858286625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731421849879054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35989290611382035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29954560655345713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5111216221842246,0.0,0.0
anxiety,haub09,2019/03/06,"My father's back Hi. Well umm... so, long story short my father left home when I was 6 years old (you know the typical latino dad who goes to the U.S to get a better job) and now that I'm 28... He's back into my life. I'm fckin panicking, I feel like I don't know him at all and even though I'm a grown man I feel like a scared child with a new authority figure. I don't know what to do or how to react. 

Please help. ",0.07528947368421157,1.1420904631578956,2.7044078947368426,96.8239802631579,81.21052631578948,6.0131578947368425,15.032894736842106,6.6274283507984215,-0.7602368421052628,314,3,84,3,8,110,66,95,0.064,0.757,0.179,0.8176,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,9,5,0,1,6,0,4,1,0,2,1,14,13,7,0,0,1,3,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,3,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,1,2,0,1,2,10,4,7,12,1,13,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,1,10,43,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284297224003421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888769292970969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14105471243596196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21596523614184035,0.30513536305341177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157655977718063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431451180527748,0.0,0.21421861894844854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119258678485577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35210183787688704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23203413497083555,0.0,0.15084411434016373,0.2086697700324406,0.0,0.0,0.18899434401361725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062580855481204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22409584593974424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344253251134281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138113411729322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20982213122496504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920165593053567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375259760586272
anxiety,Rhye88,2019/03/06,Why does it take so long? Why is every single treatment at least months long?? am i just supposed to want to die continuously  for months while pretending to want to get better at therapy? people who go through with this are very optimistic. I just assume I'm too fucked up to fix and LDAR. Honestly if i hadn't had a good high school experience I'd prob be an incel. how do you get the will to believe you can get better?,2.27920588235294,4.380517082352942,3.8243382352941175,86.56827205882351,78.17647058823529,7.0735294117647065,22.389705882352942,8.07648339933343,1.138794117647059,332,10,69,6,8,110,65,85,0.113,0.715,0.172,0.3913,0,0,0,0,0,1,8.0,0,2,0,2,5,5,1,0,3,0,9,1,0,1,0,9,18,5,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,5,4,12,14,2,11,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,2,6,42,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21387393304433489,0.0,0.3357792471902431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970140566603414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612192283908006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15994035761930855,0.0,0.0,0.1856906244856391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17549520988501627,0.2975357555749509,0.0,0.10788503028942266,0.1592207911166703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20056631312240347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33598798324535045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30304173884914265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160454545592248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19211856939223115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272888814261306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170876854159807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15663001774237914,0.2239338581402756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34258494441885634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Evzkyyy,2019/03/06,"Anxiety or Depression Hi Reddit,

I've been doing a lot of thinking recently(probably to my detriment) but I've been trying to workout if what I have is very bad anxiety or depression. I always have this pit in my stomach every single day, like a tight feeling that doesn't go away. I can never get enough air into my lungs. Every simple task feels impossible or very difficult even though I can do it easily, just in my head it feels impossible. I don't want to commit suicide, but I wouldn't mind if I disappeared because living this life is hellishly strenuous and tiring every day. I go to gym, dance and have a steady job as well, but maybe I'm missing something?

I really just feel lost.",5.381683250414596,6.3895869029850765,6.595771144278611,74.29292703150917,68.02985074626865,9.53764510779436,29.81426202321725,9.725611199111238,2.8915864013267005,551,20,98,12,9,186,87,134,0.243,0.672,0.086,-0.9761,1,0,1,0,0,2,15.0,0,0,0,1,5,9,1,0,3,0,14,5,3,0,2,25,26,12,1,4,10,0,5,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,5,3,0,4,4,7,1,0,3,5,13,2,10,22,3,12,1,4,0,0,1,5,0,6,4,65,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075794029978224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404322983514197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14764370397752807,0.0,0.13121022518691694,0.09579465481445444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20269215262969312,0.0,0.2706989897998661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16237367625764335,0.0,0.10379335534634967,0.0,0.3972064822007249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31783066457286896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210222343712056,0.0,0.17861922198681265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612769841159121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559430133798272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099676495191206,0.0767735271547593,0.0,0.13876266927350567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17154326446151905,0.13359978658523974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15787413348521195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15867251660307485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212005713403598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067165885338082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097855686011752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17189205989140613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069271880331236,0.1543950049570188,0.0,0.0,0.1806160435756598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669172042236094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25932357653207594,0.09268869696337033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412929963712658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jp-thompson,2019/03/06,"Any good calming videos? 
I’m in the midst of a panic attack. I normally settle down by watching calming clips or videos but tonight my usual ones are not working and I’m still spiraling. If you have any good recommendations let me know because I’m losing it.",2.3302666666666667,5.1089025600000015,3.708000000000002,83.32066666666668,83.4,5.7333333333333325,26.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,1.5941333333333332,208,9,37,3,6,68,41,50,0.138,0.69,0.172,0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,2,1,7,1,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,7,4,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,4,4,4,6,0,5,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,2,3,21,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36213269375999385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029098852058519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16230999796174134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4466535380208079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632986924435584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27226951586117143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978775184199119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26087886764599394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804250818236608,0.0,0.0,0.3123994595675059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21263606898500026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29324844751435736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19384089695710588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,urnotjustin,2019/03/06,"Work Related Anxieties Getting Worse I have been trying to manage living with anxiety for a few years now and I am experiencing a new layer in which I struggle. I work from home and everything is at my own pace and I can set my own deadlines and even fail if I want to. However the biggest challenge I experience is even beginning to work. I will finish a project, and put off the next as long as I possibly can with each day becoming more stressful and my anxiety getting worse over it. I feel really held hostage and it’s made my life and job so difficult and I have no clue where to even begin in managing it.  I use to be able to WANT to work. Now I just feel awful and struggle being productive at all. Anybody relate? What do you do? ",2.7840644490644486,4.722430067567569,4.716216216216218,81.5269126819127,76.02702702702703,8.607900207900206,28.276507276507274,9.265573868473778,2.639656340956341,582,25,115,15,13,199,92,148,0.208,0.762,0.03,-0.9778,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,6,8,6,0,3,5,1,13,1,0,2,1,23,24,14,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,5,13,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,3,3,18,1,19,18,6,20,0,1,0,0,1,8,0,1,10,86,23,10,0.1462656918749059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356785618124973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615389651640446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432927100053072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898213300563444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145417259090894,0.14307591283945853,0.0,0.0,0.14791265720852062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15283557422166782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671641472609168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514613001934432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331178376165018,0.0,0.0,0.12915528563724005,0.12944053459638985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13840013420851266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126431665199982,0.15555522265705835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16489259076491464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14703741918945462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370154756215653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675468558625167,0.3058173176682251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930480365088797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632659581838074,0.0,0.0,0.17254258936244574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4259326628036565,0.0,0.2981144716963468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419031005836027
anxiety,ilovecats130501,2019/03/06,"I’m not sure if it’s my anxiety that wants me to drop out I just started the year at uni, hoping to pursue a career as a doctor, which has been my lifelong goal and dream, however I’m three days in and am having serious doubts about if I want to continue uni or not. All day I’ve been in tears, with my heart working in overdrive trying to understand how I’m feeling. All my life I’ve been incredibly driven and have done well at school but after 13 years of studying am I just too burnt out to give it my all for the fourteenth year in a row? Or am I just incredibly anxious about this whole new environment and the expectations I have to meet? Do I drop out, do I take a gap year, do I give it some more time, do I stick it out as I’ve already spent so much money buying the resources I need? I’m so incredibly lost and confused and this stupid anxiety thing is starting to really impact my life. ",6.701997635933808,4.8635007127659575,7.62049645390071,77.63277777777779,65.80851063829788,10.908747044917257,33.12293144208038,9.725611199111238,2.778260520094562,706,23,153,12,9,240,107,188,0.154,0.8059999999999999,0.04,-0.9646,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,4,10,8,1,2,8,0,16,4,1,1,4,36,34,16,0,7,10,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,9,11,0,0,2,1,3,1,2,5,1,1,7,1,17,3,25,27,7,25,0,1,0,0,3,10,0,8,12,104,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17910751150878138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483256340033846,0.18335835757522584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20934648819814905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612595965623386,0.0,0.16609428081316874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820662425836149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113953309013027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19233210771737225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16120540414535994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292815251362044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17717498937748458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931278879285664,0.12034703914999335,0.0,0.15675509990234676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397668567140167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642612407123334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297605107905785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529704631582785,0.0,0.12203309823701786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782817469152936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464130212973444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019438444193616,0.0,0.0,0.16896514224002446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914632900504452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14593161211997088,0.0,0.0,0.1812076432152897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815991237535665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4180761798297281
anxiety,freckfreckleton,2019/03/06,"Depressed, Awkward, and Lonely I'm a high school senior, and I don't feel like I have anyone. I don't have a friend group or anyone I could really call a ""best friend"". More than anything, I feel invisible and unwanted. 

When I was in junior high, people told me I was annoying, so over the next few years I just kind of stopped talking at all. Now, in my fourth year of high school, I don't normally talk to people. The irony of the situation is that I am a state-winning and nationally-qualifying speaker on my Debate team: I can do that, but I can't even talk to my own peers. 

I graduate from high school in a few months and I don't want to keep being the kid who's - well - awkward and lonely. I want people to see who I am and think I'm worth something. I don't like feeling invisible. 

I look at some of the posts on this sub and I realize I don't have much to complain about. I've never been abused, etc. But I am seriously at a low point in my life and I feel depressed. I have been diagnosed with depression and anxiety, and I feel like I might be bipolar as well. 

What should I do? I want to feel like I'm someone and part of a group. I want friends. What has worked for you guys? ",1.5747535596933204,3.238967915662652,3.514853961299746,90.02174424972618,78.67871485943775,6.936911281489596,22.964768163563342,7.84624498591911,0.9489261044176712,917,29,209,15,22,310,126,249,0.225,0.7,0.075,-0.976,0,4,1,0,1,0,35.0,0,1,0,3,8,22,1,2,12,0,28,3,0,0,2,39,46,18,0,8,4,0,6,4,3,2,3,1,0,2,7,13,0,2,8,1,1,0,8,11,2,0,5,9,34,11,27,36,10,26,0,6,2,0,17,16,0,3,13,141,41,8,0.0,0.11526674931090275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442271511924814,0.0,0.0,0.13604778827524416,0.0,0.08005721887986113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020945456811346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933880391816732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767411084269941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513741365750006,0.09874216931946823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849842756535898,0.06425578733953538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951411416168613,0.20850114816653093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22548631692287904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963273886932235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4111475344008154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647132731715389,0.0,0.101307297530727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687152323029442,0.1901140364024565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169485028632938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320395071765967,0.0,0.0,0.07765191335516168,0.0,0.07151562685866546,0.0,0.07503214547298316,0.0,0.10346364056085333,0.0,0.09531858859701188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535011292737324,0.0,0.20233539049172414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919657164134922,0.0,0.09317208335798642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062323225613195185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29537266835291626,0.07752350405201815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935235201844852,0.0,0.0,0.0824292165076956,0.07489470203856348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133456848468318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345818563010429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06233626328463057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295993209719608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295247198043847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749416944293264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708245971666915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529662736786704
anxiety,Ashesandrainbows,2019/03/06,"Going to work makes me extremely anxious and I have troubles dealing with it. I feel like I'm back to high school. It felt like a torture, but always thought it would end by the time I started working. Now I have an apprenticeship in a very important company I feel constantly scared. I usually hide and sob for few minutes, then come back to work. My co-workers started noticing I look plain terrified to talk to my boss when I don't understand tasks or have to ask her. 
The fact that the company is that important is not helping it, because people who knows I work there glorify it and push me to take the apprenticeship to a next level and get fully hired (I take about 4$/hour now), but I don't like the whole situation and I don't know how to deal with it. Any advice would be great, I am going to work right now and I have to deal with it. ",4.077745098039216,5.1112757352941225,5.0667647058823535,83.96877450980394,71.05882352941177,8.725490196078429,30.049019607843128,9.075114841892004,2.3788431372549024,665,27,138,13,12,218,98,170,0.12,0.753,0.128,0.5268,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,5,10,8,1,1,9,0,13,0,0,3,1,27,32,12,0,2,4,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,10,0,0,7,0,0,4,4,4,0,0,2,4,19,4,18,27,2,22,0,1,1,0,8,4,1,1,17,90,29,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707611165660675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969080786748796,0.0,0.0,0.08147432827043394,0.0,0.0,0.13535023359232665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112005379233644,0.0,0.0,0.1842516770594114,0.0,0.07303454387508436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032049713612665,0.0,0.1294711247366256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705539087179952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611534284649553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115820899169764,0.0855916784294443,0.11503556953338838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259533427490968,0.0,0.1361805982849148,0.0,0.0,0.13209000733594606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030554564711867,0.1265849415972511,0.0,0.0,0.11798787590598984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316879476282338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17559809203205742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060950862674728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997353583771191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274183868515362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13640350774781315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306057702872477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231635676089744,0.0,0.0,0.11994985684460607,0.12125325289008625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467050083567178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16960306155141333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801631359574024,0.09629805392661134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511507976600013,0.06986167699220425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472554713937932,0.0,0.0,0.1319528487169105,0.0988550935579858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133762633796728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5233349148437475,0.0,0.0,0.17021796082159754,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vgyvtyfygiuh,2019/03/06,"alcohol anxiety hi all,

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i suffered from a bad drug experience a year ago and havent done them since.

however since then ive wanted to drink alcohol however when i have just one sip i begin to panic and forget things. i was wondering if anyone could help and if theres anything to do so i can just enjoy alcohol again",4.127384615384617,5.714033123076924,6.0,75.20000000000002,71.61538461538461,10.123076923076924,29.92307692307693,10.355215969177356,3.460292307692308,263,11,48,8,5,91,48,65,0.201,0.708,0.091,-0.7533,2,0,5,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,1,2,0,8,5,0,0,1,12,11,8,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,7,1,4,8,1,6,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,3,6,35,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16187215611680802,0.5854615273494055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978571365364725,0.2218903277705636,0.0,0.0,0.13969564029148665,0.0,0.0,0.1276846918504553,0.0,0.15027192213369595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524711658621324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579869373022172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18687274876047108,0.0,0.17888762671492842,0.21176885221497802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17862696813115014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239918699473645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374081033541212,0.0,0.0,0.2142527074645261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021126553813944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131752700802663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077077161335145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19803203257068688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218903277705636,0.1175944236814806
anxiety,lunavril,2019/03/06,"Massive fear of PE classes (I apologize for any grammar mistakes, I’m not a native English speaker!! Also this is going to be quite a long post, so bear with me jslsj)
For some context, I am a 14 year old who was recently diagnosed with mixed depression, has lots of resources and a supportive family which I am incredibly grateful for. I have had anxiety attacks for as long as I can remember, didn’t have the best childhood and most of my family has struggled with depression. Started therapy when I as 6, then went back around 11 and I am going to a psychiatrist and psychologist. 
Even though I am now on medication and am waaaaay better than some time ago, I still have this problem that really frustrates me. 
Because I am in high school, I have PE class two times a week. When I as little, I hated it so much I would cry every morning I had it. According to my ex-psychologist (is that even a thing??? ahkskh) it’s because I am scared of failing and being judged, which totally makes sense being the control freak that I am. 
Eventually I developed a coping mechanism that was to intentionally do it wrong and not try, because if I wasn’t trying, I couldn’t be actually doing it wrong, right??? This led to a very bad relationship with all my PE teachers and very bad grades in the subject, which became a problem because I have a scholarship with ridiculously high standards for grades (I think this also has to do with my fear of doing it wrong). 
I found ways to get out of this class, once by a traumatologist and more recently by my psychiatrist. But this year I wasn’t given this chance, and since I am going to start school tomorrow (southern hemisphere jskdj) I am soo scared. 
Most people I have talked to (including professionals) have told me to “just go for it!! Once you are in the moment it will all be ok” I have thought about this and just can’t get myself to do it even though I trust their advice. It is just too scary. 
I was wondering if any of you have some tips to cope with this fear. I know I should probably just go with the advice I have been given but I think rather than solutions I need ways to get myself to just survive this class. Any help would be greatly appreciated!",4.847968627450982,6.072804310588236,5.788647058823532,78.79324509803924,69.4235294117647,9.149019607843137,29.696078431372552,9.473421319101043,2.637972549019607,1732,66,332,37,30,571,203,425,0.124,0.8140000000000001,0.061,-0.9588,0,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,0,2,1,6,23,28,4,6,17,1,54,2,0,4,3,62,79,28,0,11,12,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,29,21,0,1,7,0,1,7,7,22,0,1,15,1,48,6,50,53,12,42,0,3,0,0,9,10,0,9,22,250,77,11,0.0,0.0,0.07994596784241717,0.0,0.0,0.16011029223239664,0.0726206480359071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310291233381882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16713330743865612,0.0,0.06267160559990435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292969379509495,0.0,0.09320033207472224,0.0,0.06299446881362747,0.13680617021877814,0.19976034388975486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597414231094941,0.07245508564365732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188468791442277,0.0,0.0,0.08998962383273597,0.0,0.0,0.1411219743882597,0.08315109549219048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16233000993858546,0.0,0.06902447013122562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15446123795824218,0.2765616955723473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982539423517638,0.0,0.0,0.12840566433231188,0.0,0.2327963736502123,0.0,0.0,0.09032145574482904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088295029240879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05491190388674247,0.17311432455839518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0450232662323203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210933068728235,0.0,0.14500025421457285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06964882164761035,0.0,0.0,0.05468487983010119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252977143596248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602235373102777,0.060745578707527476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596541552415833,0.17449268859530814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056795759070249835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846050835120524,0.0,0.08832788565186822,0.15678033238487407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713621628526451,0.0,0.0,0.05248258692370435,0.0,0.1617800553642156,0.08795567446524738,0.09280387720353964,0.06996261470141242,0.0,0.0,0.16404035256102772,0.16582284361563734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06776834676191552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597240190276485,0.0,0.06542458073627341,0.0,0.0,0.08564471118606648,0.0,0.0,0.09296633961137987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584737628126873,0.0,0.0,0.09368718865514968,0.0,0.05442663915021363,0.10498713197674676,0.16097975061767608,0.06503847369696365,0.09554104044619513,0.0,0.0,0.07828185509833116,0.0,0.11124198319332802,0.0,0.0800278054593214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13519169448208124,0.0,0.13005485330712546,0.06571445959170524,0.0,0.0,0.07594433220893866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884304059540397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163928621505883,0.2687129707317925,0.0,0.1055126892483693
anxiety,JustinVincent,2019/03/06,"So I went to the theaters for the first time alone just now... Was gonna watch How To train your dragon 3, felt extremely anxious going, but I pushed myself. When I got my tickets, it was SO fucking awkward I felt like breaking down because I didn’t know what to say for some reason, eventually I got the ticket. So now I’m in a lineup to get popcorn, right when I was about to order, I pulled out my wallet and some change fell on the ground everywhere because my wallet was upside down, so now I’m picking up the change while holding a line behind me. After that, I got the popcorn and was going to give the money to the cashier. While trying to get the money from my wallet with one hand because I was holding the popcorn (Have no idea why I didn’t left it on the counter), me as an unaware dumbass my hand tilted and a quarter of the popcorn fell on the counter. I almost cried and apologize. After that, I finally watched the movie, but was pinching and kicking myself on what happened threw out the movie.

Now I think I’m better off locking myself in the bedroom for sure. At least I tried though right?",5.611628959276018,5.605692515837107,5.990226244343891,82.39447963800906,67.28054298642532,7.8859728506787325,31.932126696832576,7.010146845296331,1.9288479638009048,870,33,169,6,13,280,117,221,0.08800000000000001,0.821,0.09,0.3488,0,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,2,15,5,1,1,20,0,10,3,2,3,1,25,30,18,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,6,8,0,2,6,2,2,8,3,2,0,3,16,7,26,3,32,13,3,40,0,0,2,1,4,17,1,3,14,123,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515587136950821,0.15675662817733352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17098642630137276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767911511264535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385991213112008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202239665485471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16625476365049452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906462798032773,0.1658004119235596,0.0,0.12874124920634086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13992391472204935,0.15815196216127422,0.14519211314352762,0.1720354166691333,0.0,0.3631537722771291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13384144118456898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17085973101220453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317995083678442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16444607096380778,0.0,0.0,0.07394369758369654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025610800673478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15561665354537918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585102032023973,0.0,0.12036241494407254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426489262392578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698124111275458,0.14870409082497651,0.0,0.08825547002968052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20551824572791685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030625381277206,0.13657303404272236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,twogigabytes,2019/03/06,"Whenever I admit to someone that I have an anxiety disorder, they say ""Oh I have anxiety too!"" Not to say that they must not have anxiety, but it's EVERY. SINGLE. TIME. My GAD affects me so much that I sometimes struggle with daily functioning. When they say they have anxiety too, I feel like complete shit since I myself can't manage my anxiety. One girl even told me that you can stop an anxiety attack by focusing on your breathing. When she said that, I felt my stomach drop. I thought, ""Okay so she actually doesn't have anxiety."" But I know I shouldn't judge her like that. Everyone experiences different symptoms.

I've already discussed this with my therapist. She told me not to compare myself to other people. Still, I can't help but be frustrated when I gather up the courage to say I have anxiety only to be met with ""oh me too.""

I feel like a lot of people don't know the difference between stress and anxiety. But I also know I can't just decide that someone's lying when they say they have anxiety. I don't actually know what's going on with them. They might really be struggling.

This whole thing makes me not want to disclose my mental illness anymore, which I used to want to do to help eliminate the stigma.",3.4701989150090387,5.617941734177215,4.943074141048825,79.72430379746838,74.69620253164557,8.564918625678121,29.00723327305606,9.23628265651192,2.8277942133815563,969,42,177,24,21,324,121,237,0.25,0.6809999999999999,0.069,-0.9913,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,8,0,13,11,3,3,6,1,21,5,3,3,1,34,39,12,0,4,9,0,3,3,0,3,2,6,0,1,14,5,0,1,10,0,0,1,11,6,0,1,6,9,44,5,20,27,4,12,0,0,0,0,29,3,1,2,10,132,58,1,0.0,0.0,0.16688729540982386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943604014873688,0.06838085961049672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6541352265679805,0.0,0.08480113653409765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727789762897424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965369850231032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17867569449988013,0.09799978086760314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056477345582330286,0.0,0.07204432848947624,0.08170672911719183,0.0,0.08364340649845046,0.0,0.0,0.08647100876469985,0.12217411989252852,0.08210126102190482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04859626849008581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462865949069692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18797223511857367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532493077880588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269599572652723,0.0,0.0,0.057077373261936376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617213238800651,0.09071066485176768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285835003921432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05794255485394211,0.06503282304494336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856120924904152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054778728835157636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133785911645534,0.33999767873301684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877729166466165,0.07073324903504744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490160465037144,0.0,0.08456977516950387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06828694196260172,0.0714886661932291,0.09794932979509068,0.1787834283796691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887573816274039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928158600916567,0.056807834410920285,0.0,0.0,0.06788394252893352,0.0498605066366034,0.0,0.0,0.16341345823438366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385161202821414,0.0,0.0,0.10086987847166183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546682784175856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,violetchamomile,2019/03/06,"How do you deal with anxiety about being abandoned? I am constantly anxious about the people I care about in my life abruptly leaving me. Rationally, I know not all interpersonal relationships are meant to last forever, but I can’t shake this anxiety. Any advice on how to get over or at least to handle it is appreciated. ",6.621101694915258,8.004828016949155,7.962500000000002,64.24680084745765,65.44067796610169,11.323728813559322,35.08898305084746,11.20814326018867,4.469674576271187,259,12,43,8,4,89,50,59,0.14300000000000002,0.752,0.105,0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,1,1,0,6,1,0,2,1,10,10,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,7,1,11,8,2,8,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,3,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731593740795329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19009408665005165,0.0,0.4276885968924689,0.3157961480480388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850056135111062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020791423118126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881893733796546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604603867426585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536256920346599,0.22785917428755334,0.0,0.2959882948117354,0.0,0.0,0.19744456542398692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937950868952601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001170836512749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,decentgrapes,2019/03/06,"I'm worried I'll have an anxiety attack at work I recently got into a car accident which put me out of work and school for a month because I couldn't walk due to muscle damage. I was just able to return to school today but every little thing sparked anxiety for me. I was scared to talk about catching up with the teachers, scared to talk to my friends because I'd be socially awkward, or worried about simply sitting in class and what my body language told others. I fear work will be even worse. When I crashed, I was on my way to work so the place itself is triggering. I visited today, and there were a lot of people who asked how I was doing and everything. But I'm doing terrible and I didn't want to dim the conversations so I didn't know what to say. All the people just cluttered my mind, I started to feel that black hole in my stomach even though I knew they wanted me to be okay. In addition, I work with somebody I had begun to develop feelings for before the accident. I thought he liked me back, but being away for so long it's doubtful that he'd stay hung up. We've been friends long before we kinda gave hints to each other, and eventually matched on tinder. After the crash though I deleted the app partly because I didn't like that dating scene but also because I was starting to compare everyone to him. He might have thought I unmatched though, and I'm worried I made things even more awkward and ruined my chances with him. He works about the same shifts I do, so I'll probably be working with him. This is the most anxiety I've ever felt, it's surrounding all aspects of my life. I used to be able to reason with my negative thoughts and find solutions to them, but lately they've denied being overshadowed. I see myself as a positive person, but facing this I don't know if I'll ever be that same person again.  ",5.596903641317809,5.752718877384198,6.252693832053508,79.94600631657173,67.31062670299727,9.070547436215012,31.940673767649244,8.841846274778883,2.5494861035422347,1456,56,281,22,22,477,192,367,0.187,0.7509999999999999,0.061,-0.9919,1,0,0,1,0,0,30.0,1,0,2,7,23,15,1,6,14,1,31,4,3,5,4,59,54,28,0,4,10,0,3,2,2,2,1,1,0,2,17,19,0,0,11,0,0,5,6,10,0,0,20,6,45,5,46,22,9,41,0,2,2,0,24,14,0,7,21,199,62,10,0.16898949660604468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757041969081523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939147535385474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789911837107262,0.09612497425260433,0.07938559742771915,0.06497124589547203,0.0,0.2060288572544906,0.0,0.1437976149471976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385461738716344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674239530955881,0.15286067451143295,0.07119046967390856,0.08073835294642764,0.07593843152193447,0.0,0.0,0.09508008277922833,0.08544616705026073,0.0,0.08112820891686623,0.0,0.07722666919753132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13056086588125904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757816896008036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287220787754552,0.0,0.09531375641799368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059681139532999035,0.08255973205252863,0.08468593536647133,0.0,0.14955038670701468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183441344643653,0.0,0.07995097384186432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963557535515307,0.08531560904088391,0.0,0.06744290196855217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149957845905986,0.0,0.11715603918466308,0.1475551102076539,0.08827902818621122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109962963721678,0.0,0.0,0.08494055965061525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687467383596463,0.08342837042684688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719361522143352,0.16918796655869014,0.17102639248395918,0.06733137482556796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861317552203704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961163548192405,0.09006015930702979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358273561635777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226911257731513,0.0,0.24904698361335045,0.2012381759928814,0.0,0.0,0.16018228335933396,0.08073835294642764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297633355319323,0.0,0.0,0.09967438346512776,0.06706799829613656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4305922816453695,0.2574255551232151,0.0861073671090769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,burgerpossum,2019/03/06,"I think I'm not going back to normal? I'm diagnosed anxiety or whatever. 
For the past...4 days I've had pretty high anxiety, ranging from just general stressed and unable to do real work to full blown breakdown. I'm just sitting here doing everything I can to calm down and. This flutter in my chest, the heavy breathing, the headache, the feeling that I'm so useless and that life would be better if I was just....idk. I don't want to be dead, I don't want to not be born. I want to just go back to depressed anxious me, who could....at least SOMEWHAT function. 
Or if I could just calm. Down. Please. ",2.1314876033057857,4.056971074380169,3.4256198347107443,90.09479338842978,77.92561983471073,6.383471074380165,26.702479338842977,7.348242739294969,1.338910743801653,464,19,97,6,11,151,75,121,0.181,0.703,0.116,-0.7337,0,0,0,0,0,1,27.0,0,0,0,2,8,6,0,1,4,0,12,4,2,0,0,24,23,8,1,8,10,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,2,2,9,3,13,16,3,12,0,2,0,0,1,5,0,5,4,62,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957209385146061,0.21835404067025752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972443941794182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709425322807687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086404590303621,0.0,0.0,0.1246511263590487,0.0,0.16647380544848392,0.19617751741073736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17370971390165196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772936400461646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21969362820582586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20421341546421493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652104034578744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893756659685863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845098741080555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21216597948073387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966376369330589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199976300014802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214042797072224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238475259367208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420088146681638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407118532997195,0.0,0.0,0.13730223640395164,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dreamingdarling,2019/03/06,"DAE zone out/stare off into space often? Idk if this is common or not, but I find myself regularly zoning out throughout the day, even while I’m driving. I don’t know if it’s related to anxiety but I just started speculating after reading a couple of posts about how people cope naturally with their stress. 

I can’t stop zoning out until the ‘episode’ is through, which usually lasts anywhere from 15-30 seconds long. And just for clarification, I’ve been seen by specialists, and gotten an MRI done to rule out seizures and such. 

The only plausible explanation I could come up with is a coping method or it’s just me naturally stimming (not on the spectrum, but we all stim in our own ways). ",4.230681818181818,6.2775128257575785,5.3596969696969685,78.00954545454545,72.25757575757575,8.133333333333335,28.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.42829393939394,551,22,100,11,11,182,101,132,0.079,0.921,0.0,-0.8294,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,1,0,8,1,0,1,7,0,8,1,0,1,1,31,14,13,0,3,12,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,11,0,1,3,1,0,2,4,1,0,1,4,1,10,0,20,9,2,23,0,0,1,0,3,9,0,5,10,72,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974857333195808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222375269726568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20611353287955486,0.28564050916587,0.0,0.1664868184294133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641793383773657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705070993774216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359464422381577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14187370282318193,0.2104285054814564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284565814214137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963363877566448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17897023735175602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472384563957702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582220686909505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18272146225846506,0.0,0.0,0.21582680604560556,0.2957124832465307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28431818678479504,0.0,0.0,0.20490920753725966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway823473,2019/03/07,"Panic paralysis I'm not sure what my intent of this post is, so bear with me. I think maybe I just need to vent. I don't know, but I'm feeling very panicky right now and I don't know what to do.

Using a throwaway account because I don't want to worry my mother (she snoops my main profile occasionally). 

Anyway - I'm a guy in his late 30s. I don't know why the following happens to me  or what to ever do about it except try to ride it out. It's hard to explain, but every so often I will become absolutely wrecked by these moods where like... everything-in-general just feels *scary*... if that makes any sense? It's hard to explain... but I really hate when this happens because it means it means I have to be extra careful about what stimuli I expose myself to while it's taking control of me, because I feel so fragile and paralyzed with this weird ""impending doom"""" feeling that makes no sense to have.

I also have an tendency to browse subreddits like r/collapse, r/MorbidReality, etc - which 99% of the time is just driven by an innate curiosity and affects me very little, but when I start having these feelings of panic, the content on subs like that more or less shell shocks me. And I don't even have to be actively looking at them, because I can just be triggered by a memory of a disturbing post or comment. But like I said, 99% of the it's fine... which makes it all the more annoying that this 1% feels as strong as it does. :(

I suspect that I also have PTSD due to lots of past traumas in my life, but never been officially diagnosed... it's more like a suspicion that it could be potentially accurate given what I know about myself and what I understand about the disorder. But I don't want to self-diagnose. I'm also not on any meds because I'm an a recovering addict and I can't afford (literally and figuratively) to get swept up in that stuff again. So, it's either I just ride this out and deal with it, or die (I'm not suicidal though; just trying to stress how difficult it is to snap out of this).

I have NO reason to feel this way and it's really frustrating because I can't even pin it down to a single ""something"" that's going on in my life. I just feel like my mind is attacking *itself* if that makes any sense... and holding my body hostage, and it's all just really really unpleasant.

On the bright side - since I've written all of this down, I feel moderate relief.  Maybe I just needed to get all this out of my head. Sorry for all the text. I'm just hoping I can fall asleep at some point because tbh, that's the most important thing that I need right now. :( 

Thanks for letting me rant. Hope this doesn't get judged too badly, it's not something I like admitting.",4.166519519519523,5.016229403703708,5.463743743743745,81.88481981981984,70.7037037037037,8.726726726726728,27.742742742742735,8.994212911058018,2.0823088088088086,2098,71,427,39,37,703,239,540,0.174,0.7190000000000001,0.107,-0.9903,1,0,2,0,0,0,89.0,0,0,1,3,35,31,4,4,19,0,32,7,3,11,8,102,88,38,2,10,29,1,12,7,0,1,4,1,0,1,53,18,0,2,23,0,1,6,16,14,0,0,5,15,50,16,63,76,17,45,1,1,2,0,11,23,0,12,20,297,103,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079462261938429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778055472209093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119910460043345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431477228638735,0.0,0.0,0.0618816523106439,0.3162521868856687,0.08185250558568076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232335825890012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556362277995976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312455938353384,0.059173575683928024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640773397750847,0.0,0.150447225363249,0.0769180815759726,0.0,0.0849404583092751,0.0,0.06485719764921694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265611083888437,0.0979024968297723,0.06703987732213025,0.06244379555039455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372659788074244,0.05294667827484046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161636885561862,0.0,0.042120393342971664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733839880937544,0.1310765947485447,0.0,0.13278222475143792,0.07317170855451545,0.07606180267241269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472227981972711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16292330104248906,0.0,0.08360322310230002,0.0,0.0,0.07578604512942487,0.10469707229868187,0.25345668716742764,0.0742811679462197,0.0,0.0,0.06223664943130334,0.0,0.0,0.06300862246419174,0.0,0.0,0.1978852687643572,0.0,0.14891388568625355,0.16146259339596392,0.08232335825890012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483347802885561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16486259830137834,0.0571608775524255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739123784482942,0.0,0.0,0.07074969389473984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006118539987034,0.0,0.141960436145276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663468116948321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899159484506955,0.07620099145810776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265849980530217,0.07049888244730668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773165134848163,0.0,0.0,0.06130742882841679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411234119896507,0.0,0.08296396268659584,0.052457896019605765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489673028066662,0.0,0.08484219245608539,0.08106810783997488,0.0,0.06985106903546245,0.0,0.05572410642926129,0.0,0.0,0.06823372635940682,0.0,0.0,0.04923769673464775,0.04748891945215036,0.07281610866561515,0.0,0.04321616076843508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063636333518433,0.0,0.0,0.07715473674798738,0.0,0.06401024284972676,0.0,0.12230275023192833,0.08742809046235568,0.05882782334154293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687587969151755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752658270467545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nermyah,2019/03/07,"When you anxiety and panic attacks revolve around one person that you literally can't avoid. For years I thought I was bipolar, I was diagnosed just over 3 years ago and they could never figure out why my meds weren't working.. hmmmm but whatever. 

My anxiety was so bad and I wasnt handling it well because I thought it was a different thing all together. On top of that I was married to a narcissist. Anxiety/depression plus narcissist yeah that doesn't mix too well.  His mind games made.me.snap which ultimately ended in our divorce. We have two kids and now anytime I talk to him or are him I just can't handle it. Shaking, anger crying chest tightening everything that leads up to a panic attack for me. So now I know I have a trigger but having joint custody doesn't make the healing any easier! 

Best days are the ones when I ha e my kids and don't have to see or hear or text him. But when that pick up day comes it starts all over again.

Anyway, thanks for the rambling and sorry for the formatting and also if this doesn't make sense on on mobile and my auto fill likes to do it's own thing.",3.108637346791636,5.071121127853882,4.261427541456381,85.03989906272531,75.16438356164383,7.715549146839702,26.13818793559241,8.532816995589336,1.881195433789955,873,32,172,17,19,285,133,219,0.155,0.7240000000000001,0.12,-0.8075,1,1,0,0,1,0,20.0,2,2,1,4,16,14,3,4,8,2,21,4,1,5,3,37,31,22,0,2,9,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,3,14,13,0,1,4,1,0,4,9,8,2,3,9,2,25,6,21,21,4,29,0,0,1,0,16,11,0,4,15,127,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307370417980128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103067791882887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944162842323958,0.0,0.21242516713048384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359745888831752,0.0,0.31590216858301906,0.0,0.0,0.11592599748732832,0.0846358650592974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570451302855486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959877567689835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085282195788053,0.0,0.15250974264737432,0.17908124113785834,0.0,0.11958309791274792,0.14092015983900644,0.0,0.1450587459776096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229714510607218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478086669512035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564833062576704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630309422115321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783044311796049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137421473111546,0.18535419072520776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15422046869017067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018930106119668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708233377886367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881637985374074,0.0,0.0,0.32579876577640243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123014768672707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063788306032624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15542054503756084,0.09827200301038748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159471484542367,0.0,0.12782565583063918,0.0,0.0,0.18447888492986544,0.0,0.0,0.2204476574796764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562697003735405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496685226929351,0.0,0.12528193368469973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010775195850959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17881742803160178
anxiety,Cwreck92,2019/03/07,"I keep assuming the worst will happen to me I know I have anxiety. However, the severity of it, I don’t know. I often try to play it off like it’s “no big deal”, and that “I can get over it”, etc, but, I often find myself assuming the worst will happen in any situation. 
Plane flight? We’re going to crash and die.
Car ride? We’re going to crash and die.
Girlfriend? She’s cheating, or will, even though there’s ZERO signs she ever would. 
Dog? Has some sort of terminal disease, or will get it. 
It goes on, you get the idea. Now, it’s not always like this, or this bad. It comes in waves. I have been prescribed Xanax before, but, I never filled the prescription because A) I thought I was too good for it/too proud & B) I like to drink every now and then after work, and feel like I can’t if I’m on a regular dose of Xanax. My diet hasn’t been as good as it normally is lately due to traveling and being lazy, along with I haven’t been working out as much. I feel like those last 2, maybe 3 including my alcohol consumption, have a lot to do with how I perceive a lot of things happening to and around me. I also drink caffeine quite often, and love coffee/tea. However, I feel like that’s a potential trigger too. 

Does anybody have advice/thoughts on how I can truly combat this? It’s ruining a lot of, what should be, enjoyable moments in my life as I’m constantly overthinking them entirely. 

Thanks in advance. ",1.6487979094076657,3.725722668989548,3.4966986062717784,88.24936846689897,80.14982578397212,7.166202090592336,22.79355400696864,8.192908349453996,1.328416724738676,1094,36,230,22,28,367,160,287,0.153,0.688,0.16,0.3199,2,0,3,0,0,0,51.0,0,1,1,5,15,18,1,0,11,0,25,9,0,3,2,50,45,23,2,4,7,0,3,6,1,6,5,0,0,0,18,14,4,1,11,4,0,8,7,5,0,1,5,3,29,13,33,32,8,31,0,1,0,1,7,12,0,14,17,157,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951244695218148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943055024887282,0.09305166382107416,0.12116794748998146,0.0,0.07604835356882232,0.0,0.08554977749967575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955256479497912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337352466694344,0.06817063648459215,0.0,0.0951592419289905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633179332378647,0.0,0.12084869037818165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152919995975444,0.0,0.0,0.23212413111770425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786333942938907,0.0,0.0,0.21910199389149904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247202056846286,0.0738627756479421,0.10115679535160194,0.09422174532206942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16963408924187778,0.23967449730224044,0.0,0.0,0.10221075363783316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17527995187256054,0.0,0.1271113307397852,0.18759568946671185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966731623027545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624265514218247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993997974977251,0.0,0.0,0.12291787873038135,0.09115651809842902,0.12614930796273952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898895955268659,0.3278074473848836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852220461578581,0.10093109874554028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234844141341828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220804569821874,0.0,0.08625032478661686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956982734359393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189451561678097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633626613878096,0.0,0.0,0.12570180178531226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295819994195056,0.0,0.0,0.07429499890398569,0.0,0.10987257878164602,0.17756133420976994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592534784864682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282739804389534,0.0,0.0,0.07944094749304187,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,abby514,2019/03/07,You ever feel so anxious you just want to scream? Do you guys ever get that anxiety that is so intense that it just feels like electricity all throughout your body and you just want to be like aaaaaahhhhhhhhh!!! That’s literally the only way i can describe it😂,4.5078,6.409990780000001,6.277000000000001,72.32350000000002,71.2,8.200000000000001,28.5,8.841846274778883,2.2876000000000003,209,8,39,4,4,72,36,50,0.125,0.6940000000000001,0.182,0.2962,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,5,0,0,7,3,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,0,3,11,9,3,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,2,2,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,27,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21458437947535694,0.3168890681770227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115761095854632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5074628782131303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836619555827104,0.20039172819537454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14655148073368318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27774252654040643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740796440012272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133355216450738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308964171393203,0.22265059054678726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nofacee3,2019/03/07,"Anxiety induced nail biting Hi all, I was curious if there are many nail biters here? I’m a biter (and also suffer from trichotillomania) and have been diagnosed with GAD. I’m curious if anyone knows of a “substitute” per say, of nail biting. I think the chewing on aspect is what draws me to it most. And I’ve stopped biting, only to start using eating as a substitute (bad, I know). Gum doesn’t have the right rigidity to help calm me. Is there anything else out there that you guys use? I came across a zip tie that felt acceptable earlier today but I can’t be walking around chewing on a zip tie at work.... thanks in advance, I really appreciate it

Ps- my stress &anxiety levels will hopefully subside after the end of this month to the point where I have a better time controlling myself. ",4.3630701754385965,6.1564267105263175,5.4973684210526335,78.20991228070176,71.36842105263158,9.014035087719298,27.14035087719298,9.516144504307137,2.555629824561404,628,22,115,15,12,208,107,152,0.066,0.778,0.156,0.9302,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,4,7,9,0,2,10,0,12,4,0,4,1,24,24,8,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,6,7,3,3,6,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,4,2,12,5,18,18,2,21,0,1,0,0,5,11,0,4,7,72,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204484881860366,0.0,0.19245417516696814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717618348000667,0.0,0.0,0.1241979565745816,0.0,0.14616838862248568,0.15812190550605815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483075767516404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15709288781286895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20315310649766166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992190174372456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18028335208814028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18175241658391145,0.148381015380306,0.0,0.15732103507189668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17054569474705775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17587444808231076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905678504468395,0.0,0.0,0.1764194686789049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952336360759509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18008158927491255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417767842473988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509010518855746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16791091128015906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378968179380465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168885779028918,0.0,0.1412527398731153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12572229650724884,0.0,0.0,0.14850057222887092,0.20346625973814866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635311636201664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381348596102107,0.0,0.0,0.1035732537958346,0.0,0.16836559789999442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30681805187332145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293114773100886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,maggiemoocorgipoo,2019/03/07,"Spiralling My brain is spiralling. My mom wanted to talk to me about her mental health today and I really wanted to listen. Truly. But I feel anxious now because a lot of what triggers her triggers me, too. I can't stop thinking people are angry with me, I'll never have enough money to get out of debt, I'll never be able to buy a house, I'll never lose weight. On and on and on. I'm having a hard time snapping out of it right now. I need to sleep.",1.1508304093567254,2.9969063052631597,3.1835087719298265,91.03900584795325,80.6842105263158,4.643274853801169,18.976608187134506,5.033348758259628,-0.3269532163742692,349,8,73,1,9,118,62,95,0.1,0.8240000000000001,0.076,-0.2856,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,0,6,4,2,2,3,19,14,4,0,3,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,6,1,1,2,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,4,11,0,16,13,2,14,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,1,8,50,13,0,0.19065992288391875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153914436694006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622451934861255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21283952896073569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970026669490568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640338569980934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996119405087297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17079384147860674,0.0,0.0,0.20266258236566845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199959525167893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21329968478757733,0.0,0.1620922483725444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19214035857454495,0.0,0.0,0.22329859735819854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137191697531495,0.44114605901847376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321795842046093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12214162872578348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282253239474667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19079761520004312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15940023271716966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324522394457482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216718007374795,0.0,0.0,0.1111753342800977,0.0,0.1807233136143221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22491232469040492,0.0,0.0,0.232172421990335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,macaronimugshot,2019/03/07,"too anxious to post this is my first time on this sub, but i feel it’s the right one to put my situation in. i’ve been on reddit for awhile, even made a new account recently so i could change my username. i lurk everyday, and it’s my most used app. however, i always have something i want to comment or post but feel too anxious to do so. i’m afraid of getting negative feedback or none at all. i’m making this post after a long time of debating doing so. my anxiety also is a daily thing for me, but i know a lot of people come on reddit or other apps to finally express themselves— but i still feel too nervous. i hope someone can possibly help me out. ",3.7880555555555517,4.2906554852941206,5.660686274509803,81.39281045751636,71.35294117647058,8.691503267973857,30.552287581699343,8.841846274778883,2.410180718954249,510,21,105,9,9,177,87,136,0.121,0.8140000000000001,0.065,-0.7592,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,2,5,0,8,0,0,3,1,23,21,12,0,3,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,4,0,1,2,2,2,0,2,2,3,15,1,17,18,4,22,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,6,10,76,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763040891127955,0.13279826491404487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209198147799855,0.3606004718241144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16883345059108418,0.1374794870305151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12742596245153853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541292917279987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420925300692336,0.0,0.0,0.17483173390292708,0.0,0.13575391980298876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338333253826112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069751299346323,0.0,0.0,0.1585167580146019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771084982261627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123914795552742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568445488458086,0.0,0.15101542259148054,0.10653285920208624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154140677668406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814768944843277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064511110027143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17992268879632364,0.4585521070031906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16044000334712388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758370424666074,0.0,0.0,0.1362957622756394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17939476295401885,0.0,0.0,0.13522681024171124,0.12286628564197015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745511500779394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602977465520262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186125675716905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13784137104458485,0.0,0.0,0.09413499559307277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mlaughter94,2019/03/07,"Help for my GF First time posting on here but looking for some guidance. I’ve been dating my gf for 4 years now and I knew from the beginning that she has anxiety, sometimes to the point where she’ll lock up and struggles to associate with people. Over the 4 years I try to give her little pushes to make some progress but she is starting grad school soon, has a lot of college debt, and I’ve never seen her so worried about the future (I fully intend to marry her). I need some advice on how to help her through this. I want her to get over her anxiety and only want to give little pushes to prove to her that she can get out there on her own. Any advice on how to make progress would be appreciated!",4.662766122766122,4.992988874125878,5.2122610722610725,85.99309246309247,69.34965034965036,7.754156954156954,27.077700077700076,7.3871296695380915,1.2567970473970471,551,16,116,5,9,177,84,143,0.092,0.775,0.132,0.7405,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,11,1,0,1,5,0,8,0,0,5,2,24,22,9,0,4,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,3,2,19,0,27,16,5,26,0,0,2,0,18,12,0,4,11,82,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33447091667423856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11638067269418095,0.0,0.26184237230696833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455711013158962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17882656451614362,0.3283450478068615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294222885143193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430533130577427,0.0,0.0,0.14371400835054082,0.0,0.0,0.14549661297191227,0.0,0.0,0.22847378054180614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689770976573586,0.13199326938319547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13015923904029034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864652380911657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16178206692697433,0.0,0.16390425490488494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17320222746563946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16926126018339838,0.0,0.1211333607368257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17891207778901244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979277075975346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619243076930745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20188492532278174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17380038603535594,0.0,0.121572532143466,0.0,0.0,0.2204163480161671
anxiety,throwaway193726,2019/03/07,Need advice from ladies or men who have talked about this with a lady So hi uh I’ve never posted and this is a throwaway so it might sound weird I’ve never done this anyway I’m a young female and I’ve been having some issues that now require a visit to the gyno and I am so worried. I’ve never been and I might need a pelvic exam because I missed six periods in a row I’m not worried now so I have the balls(not literally) to talk about it I’m scared it will hurt I’ve never done this and I can’t back out now. Oh and I might get anxiety about this post and delete it just a heads up. Any advice is appreciated thanks!!!,-0.4336339869281005,1.7279628740740771,2.1040958605664493,94.12137254901964,90.62962962962965,4.3616557734204795,15.348583877995644,5.900188976854957,-0.6776056644880173,488,10,110,4,17,167,76,135,0.14400000000000002,0.8079999999999999,0.048,-0.8836,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,13,5,0,1,9,0,15,2,1,0,4,23,23,12,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,1,11,9,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,4,1,1,4,1,6,1,10,15,1,16,0,2,0,0,6,3,0,5,10,76,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831112766671676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850985297452353,0.0,0.11081759969819112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113884950188576,0.0,0.08830538811335974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964844060047673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756834368225183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486682811655046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15507576068241696,0.0,0.0,0.15119633543947264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4610211040907129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148238954534146,0.4469002372836566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27747191486007544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503025692775498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23286616374560984,0.0,0.13336774121775652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942249787513799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HDPU55Y,2019/03/07,Can anyone who’s had a panic attack pm me? Sorry if this is out of place but I need advice on panic attacks because I had a pretty bad one recently ,0.9770833333333327,2.739848375000001,4.42625,82.32708333333336,80.875,5.516666666666668,20.041666666666664,6.42735559955562,0.4809666666666663,116,3,22,1,3,43,28,32,0.431,0.468,0.101,-0.9201,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,2,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,2,0,3,0,3,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22682730079941724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16230536345484428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5281454293377664,0.0,0.0,0.1938124894456485,0.14149964683565866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17211580169658855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15729213036131395,0.0,0.0,0.5446911928478032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425184797470264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361519074080006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22919284431872536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25984199746068026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Maniacalmessiah,2019/03/07,"today I spent the entire day paralyzed with fear couldn't get to sleep last night.  little sleep on my meds means I feel like double shit.  I tried to compensate with coffee and nicotine and I just shut down.  still feeling panicky.  

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just wanted to vent",3.17625,6.225134125000004,2.7716666666666683,89.44000000000004,82.75,4.866666666666667,20.5,6.42735559955562,0.4376000000000002,210,6,36,2,6,62,39,48,0.181,0.741,0.078,-0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,1,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,11,7,2,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,5,1,7,5,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,6,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409065975842403,0.2701688947681936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339168033657634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501956648212241,0.2248447829100519,0.15884059788878294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161641003391576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812377536933561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862467955726872,0.22284429378568396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24219474863520746,0.2469709502488251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20865215463431655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282300469339167,0.0,0.0,0.44500354482357307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775619697343055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21075346016855628,0.0,0.0,0.15095508011415132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13114260057286872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701688947681936,0.0
anxiety,MessyMokey,2019/03/07,"Faced my social anxiety today I haven’t been in touch with this friend for a while, so I was scared to message him, but it went really well, and he seems to be just like he was, which I was scared about.",17.266976744186042,4.979412906976744,14.90093023255814,64.81790697674417,59.465116279069775,19.060465116279076,47.65116279069768,11.20814326018867,4.928088372093021,157,2,38,2,1,50,36,43,0.159,0.6609999999999999,0.18,0.2518,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,1,0,6,1,1,0,0,5,8,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,5,1,5,3,6,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,3,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23865714726616125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410282087403976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15241339122862338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19985676697548552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6246752768499353,0.0,0.0,0.28400690313280863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180153951385861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957122608635287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804996140191433,0.2892004680991707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sunnysimone,2019/03/07,People who have a weighted blanket: how has it affected your anxiety/sleep/overall mental health? I’m interested in getting one but they’re a bit expensive. Lately I’ve been sleeping with several blankets and noticed my sleep has been improving. Is it worth it to buy one? Any advice? ,3.7360256410256376,6.792312346153849,5.036153846153848,74.39217948717952,79.38461538461539,8.082051282051282,33.666666666666664,8.841846274778883,3.848297435897436,230,13,35,6,6,76,44,52,0.026,0.8079999999999999,0.166,0.7987,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,6,4,2,2,0,5,8,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,2,1,3,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20984107183103065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14603030566241318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23444004849112626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219258865032067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228258174893908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24223564530203176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21640703014705226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444824812022033,0.0,0.0,0.2910262486859264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887341460172174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425946479406453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6446841086001527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614950065552388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,joe_salty,2019/03/07,"I hate getting roasted God I love my friends and they’re really great but sometimes they get a strong case of the ‘roasting spell’ and start roasting each other left and right, including myself.

Now my anxious self honestly can only put up with so much and sometimes it really feels like I’m being targeted excessively and I don’t know how to control my emotions when I’m the one targeted. I start overthinking like something is wrong with me and it heightens my insecurities and makes me extremely afraid to even speak up or do any action with the underlying fear that it could lead to a good ole fashioned roasting. I don’t know how to make it stop without sounding like a Debby downer but holy shit guys, THERE ARE OTHER WAYS TO FIND LAUGHTER. Does anyone else feel like this sometimes within their friend group? 

tl;dr I hate being roasted because I can’t control my emotion and anxiety thus inhibiting my confidence and communication skills.",7.3699947451392545,8.454371369942198,7.049994745139254,72.52962165002629,63.6242774566474,9.759117183394643,35.9584866001051,9.800150414767053,3.693617341040463,769,35,125,15,11,242,113,173,0.154,0.615,0.231,0.956,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,5,7,18,3,3,6,0,10,2,1,8,0,32,25,16,0,1,4,0,2,4,2,0,0,2,0,2,8,13,0,3,5,0,0,3,4,7,0,1,0,4,18,11,14,22,2,15,0,0,0,1,9,6,1,1,9,78,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563005890688738,0.0,0.09632861387510228,0.14225399241220607,0.0,0.08804633668852943,0.12902013287268255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675978958062314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824604392505373,0.10053703925568198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019362191161076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519017541576887,0.28328656948299075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316910929617427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416952410394971,0.1273380805126187,0.1799148424157641,0.0,0.0,0.11508878817480682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19457127950052674,0.0,0.13157622222954654,0.0,0.0,0.10561589558395386,0.0,0.1388274730126597,0.0,0.12468080230825315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486402706047291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384049055955807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681267359709012,0.0,0.0,0.24607301111637256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364790328164,0.0,0.16810543223000582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256584088159074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532679126220805,0.09576799178316638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658458766459008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16133541825032566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753516896135176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136223832163474,0.0,0.1292552832035071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693952743330796,0.3736149141768044,0.0,0.17825394157568325,0.0,0.0,0.1052749315811076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999495993990002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138258630032042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767397932487846,0.0,0.0
anxiety,88mphisthename,2019/03/07,"I am switching from Paxil to Zoloft. I am in need of some advice. Backstory: 3 years ago i was on 40 mg Paxil. Before that I have been on the same dose for about 20 years. Then I had a major break down with major panic attacks. I was upped to 60 mg then 80 mg. Things started to be better.

2 months ago my Dr decided it would be better for me to be on Zoloft. He told me I had to wean of Paxil before I started on Zoloft. I went one month on 60 mg. I went one month on 40 mg. This is where I am currently. I don't feel that bad, the main issue I am having is being constantly exhausted, and lack of motivation (maybe because i am so tired). I am having super crazy vivid dreams - which i assume is making me sleep horribly and being exhausted. My wife says i have reverted back to some of my previous behaviors as well. I have had a few mini panic attacks. They come and go quickly.

I am seeing my Dr on Tuesday. A pharmacist friend of mine said I should be able to just switch. My Dr is afraid of me having serotonin syndrome. (too much). I think since i started on 80 mg, I should at least be at to go to 20 mg Paxil with a small dose of Zoloft (whatever equal 20 mg Paxil).

If I have to go down to 20 mg paxil for a month before I can switch it is going to be a living hell of a month.

My options as I see them:

A. Go down to 20 mg Paxil for a month then switch to Zoloft (a month of hell)

B. Go down to 20 mg Paxil with a small does of Zoloft for a month, then increase Zoloft after that.

C. Stop taking Paxil completely and start taking Zoloft right away.

D. Go back to taking 60 mg of Paxil.

E. Stay where I am.

What are the positives and negatives of all my options? I want to have some knowledge before I walk in there and ask him. I know he will let me do what I decide I want to do, as long as he doesn't think it is dangerous.

Thank you in advance.",1.2591354723707653,2.7134919545454568,3.434171122994652,91.18596256684494,78.94949494949495,6.375995246583482,19.980392156862745,7.1686216300943375,0.30844884135472395,1418,33,324,17,34,486,169,396,0.09,0.825,0.086,-0.5647,1,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,0,1,2,5,11,17,5,3,15,0,47,17,1,2,1,37,78,16,0,8,2,1,1,0,1,4,16,2,0,0,11,10,0,1,9,1,0,13,3,11,1,2,10,6,49,6,64,55,14,68,2,0,3,0,13,24,2,7,29,221,60,1,0.0846080363202277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267799387551257,0.1499998384821787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909709271405503,0.19250771145392925,0.07949203524909708,0.13011671477570194,0.07064417624735206,0.05157627363740968,0.0,0.2879808289287353,0.0,0.0,0.149657865052199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288233158235169,0.08870991634650477,0.0914312297065974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404106274732654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04278036535055345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06536795898169931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365928778362328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830880806037747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04649836407029123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865174495072748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471044616184379,0.07487544968376808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05647652123592117,0.0,0.08500014457668471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5402666190644381,0.0,0.0621966418207981,0.06273578686691336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466519016755372,0.0,0.0,0.19853860160395656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225480072701806,0.08048161758590032,0.06728370639976329,0.0,0.0,0.1348433014156632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998864195941511,0.0,0.084669139232195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395440143305209,0.09018090925992038,0.0,0.07073610686079096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19084414113831752,0.0,0.0,0.07789571239548843,0.0,0.0,0.05620981981338975,0.1084268267024594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972444914051606,0.0,0.08084660450171867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980802388060583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607278566856268,0.15686499464098907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060103121478736386,0.0,0.0,0.10896960281358373
anxiety,syxthsense,2019/03/07,"2 or 3 Tips?  Hey everyone, what are two or three things you wish you learned sooner about managing your anxiety? ",3.7814285714285694,6.300728333333336,4.238333333333333,83.37750000000003,75.19047619047619,9.914285714285716,29.54761904761905,10.125756701596842,3.468219047619048,89,4,17,3,2,28,19,21,0.078,0.7809999999999999,0.141,0.3313,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,11,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3725589591835275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.465355980259655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235457563208173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4757349938982911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5600339210405435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pantsr0ptional,2019/03/07,I went to dinner with my friends I went to dinner with my friends despite every oz of my body telling me not to. I am really proud of myself because until now my anxiety has controlled my choices. I didn’t exactly enjoy myself but I still did it.,1.939,4.171886900000004,4.122,83.32100000000001,80.0,6.4,28.0,7.554174236665415,1.9382,195,9,36,3,5,67,33,50,0.028,0.8,0.172,0.7224,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,1,1,6,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,0,13,4,8,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,30,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22274075108231314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774917389165033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32341914559694784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265667793750237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453194261247928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44990736595863823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18652802522338016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23252508233912575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544914127001095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5398265270130408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AromaticAd2,2019/03/07,"I'm in my third year of uni and feel like my youth is ending, how can I deal with is. ## I'm a 21 year old in 3rd year uni and feel as if my youth is ending. I constantly worry about how I'll feel when I'm like 23 or older about certain things and feel that I shouldn't act as if I'm in school/uni or enjoy the college experience because I'll leave it eventually. Also, I also feel weird if I find women younger than me(18-20 years old) attractive, as if I'm much older than them somehow, like 23-30 or something. I don't what to do with this fleeting feeling of my youth ending. Any advice?",4.602622767857142,3.665919820312503,5.922678571428572,85.16875000000002,69.546875,8.564285714285715,27.660714285714285,7.447530270364453,1.2950276785714276,459,12,106,4,7,156,70,128,0.047,0.813,0.14,0.8859999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,8,7,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,2,1,24,18,18,0,5,7,0,6,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,7,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,6,11,6,15,17,1,20,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,8,19,58,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629906426082973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394529154624208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181084611184653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912644370952543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617879525528007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543488514623794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3978072505780052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644929633341347,0.0,0.0,0.4542002382602143,0.2139118268544737,0.0,0.0,0.13683614202350755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852580827230728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219428508401674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005722408128928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31419990994015595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15151884688852593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152573691488354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994635168984715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15204212131788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3856443577599503
anxiety,adamsr1995,2019/03/07,"Flying alone for the first time (I have a severe flying phobia) I’ve dealt with anxiety for as long g as I can remember and take lexapro daily for my depression and anxiety. It has definitely helped, but I also have Ativan that I can take as needed. I recently had a bad side effect from it so I won’t be taking that for the ride. I know zofran has worked in the past, but my doctor also suggested maybe trying a motion sickness patch that you put behind your ear. Has anyone used these for nausea caused by anxiety? 

I have a severe fear of the feeling of not being able to escape especially in a “crowded” area aka any sort of area with a lot of strangers. It’s not that I’m claustrophobic but do not like the feeling of not being able to get out if I become anxious and nauseas. What’s the best way to combat this? My flight is two hours and it’s for a huge job interview. I will be flying alone and the last time I flew was about 11 years ago.",3.53738586156112,4.583254623711344,5.020471281296022,83.74938144329897,72.35051546391753,8.017083946980852,23.650957290132556,8.418075326091056,1.3301617083946984,743,19,153,12,14,250,117,194,0.16899999999999998,0.7509999999999999,0.08,-0.9416,1,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,4,4,5,0,1,14,0,18,3,1,3,0,26,29,15,0,2,8,0,2,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,11,8,0,0,5,0,0,4,5,3,0,2,3,3,16,2,26,20,2,22,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,3,11,105,27,4,0.2711122152459581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016231042026015,0.0,0.0,0.2807904918287059,0.0,0.2168083405820472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921828016006252,0.0,0.3111001538945887,0.15313981710196514,0.0,0.09478398228647887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318368768278946,0.0,0.14971107076709328,0.0,0.0,0.14225777180308086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392534631771768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675427686336158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138747420156219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15253830791708284,0.13708248203896808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530395589523633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082247136099132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086040153956908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13349546031014026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451852016526625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744980916511111,0.11049632014540156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622586698111135,0.0,0.0,0.11996288954439716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524495516877485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618433008651631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051313617723608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294036432194269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362713290092494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13384530266701666,0.0,0.1535586448529293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30627963420393034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057639683002059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15808771293659976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203369893940301,0.0,0.132418620074836,0.0,0.0,0.11707695358284452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107598128613677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868646081497856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729368892763165
anxiety,wallawallaonionrings,2019/03/07,Weirdest nightmare? What’s the weirdest anxiety nightmare you’ve had? I had one a couple days ago where it was discovered flossing was actually not good for you bc if you open the container there was mold inside. ,4.338076923076926,7.247019153846158,4.853525641025644,77.63105769230769,75.41025641025641,8.002564102564103,32.82692307692308,8.841846274778883,3.385200000000001,173,9,28,4,4,55,31,39,0.211,0.789,0.0,-0.7404,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,3,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.4310108518661927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3915180242076472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.337879981272863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4887047194014494,0.0,0.2848436803385596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3704558322441146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29929024693668915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pink_mango,2019/03/07,"Does anyone else struggle with feeling like you're always about to have a heart attack Well, not always. But it seems that's the main way my anxiety manifests. I had some blood pressure issues when I was pregnant a year and a half ago, even though I've always had great BP. I was induced early so that I didn't develop pre-eclampsia, because my blood pressure kept raising.

My BP got back to normal a few weeks after he was born. I gave my BP checker machine back to my dad so that I didn't stress over it. I was checking it all the time, even though it was always back to normal.

It seems to have got worse lately, possibly because it's winter and it's cold so I'm not getting out of the house and getting exercise as much. I'm scrutinizing everything. Sometimes I get pains in my ribs (I've had issues before with them, costochondritis, pre cordial catch syndrome). Sometimes I get pains in my arms. I always immediately think ""heart attack"".

I don't eat the best because food is one of my main anxieties. At this point I almost just want to go to rehab or something for food, if that's even a thing, I have no idea.

Anyhoo. I need to make a doctor appointment and tell him all this but I keep putting it off. I was on a mild anxiety/depression med for a while and it helped tremendously. I went off when I was trying to get pregnant.

I try to talk myself out of it but it doesn't always work. I'd appreciate any advice/commiseration/whatever you have. ",2.7595437665782505,4.78209243448276,4.181379310344827,84.95039787798412,76.3793103448276,6.806366047745359,24.94694960212201,7.748469712250963,1.364854111405836,1146,40,226,17,26,379,155,290,0.07400000000000001,0.8740000000000001,0.052000000000000005,-0.4069,0,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,1,2,16,12,2,4,12,0,19,14,6,2,2,34,40,19,0,5,8,1,1,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,18,9,3,2,6,1,1,4,7,8,1,2,17,2,31,4,29,23,8,30,0,0,0,0,9,10,0,6,16,148,49,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785963147202594,0.0,0.08878535023089887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44265909635878864,0.0,0.0,0.06029534935753347,0.0,0.13565720964975486,0.0,0.0,0.06199674154210937,0.09084793453398032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017388395695843,0.0,0.20453410553689996,0.0,0.16214837599517887,0.0,0.07544752078707471,0.0,0.09304861536810637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636717251187154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075254847449728,0.07759147914819575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907265941113936,0.07406836403757136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756875061672194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968652877716814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04483176906006147,0.06334240812481533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21442852719136016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316194332851519,0.0,0.0503904538006885,0.0,0.14182725657140602,0.0977536520770582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101372833594713,0.059430387864854536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230769039681614,0.0,0.1000921734450429,0.0,0.18508678252234328,0.0,0.07880966825625688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000181626278204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04331731859736152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05918468289405855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848700479324547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06517909465177832,0.0657440927764847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17374606309518106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060081807187666925,0.0,0.1886919635090091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381723545092995,0.09995664588009352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913297542881743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16143486353374253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.068258772068594,0.17538422109437865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015656413795405,0.0926920766553542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126569714920468,0.07749725804319244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05890519260721919,0.05681305447964202,0.17422613933271133,0.0,0.05170136790776978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039564721104605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05229700868950777,0.07037827710081737,0.07112184326952926,0.0,0.07972062722938934,0.08219349175405795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06454929258363212,0.0,0.09035737306585924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05709745613289869
anxiety,xeroxbulletgirl,2019/03/07,"Coworkers threw me a goodbye thing at work today, I responded with a panic attack, ruined the party, and then messed up my daughter’s Open House for Kindergarten. The title is the TL;DR for this, and honestly I just feel like hell. I should be ecstatic right now because tomorrow I quit my day job to write full time. I’m *so lucky* to be in a place with my book sales where I can go full time, and instead of my stupid brain letting me be happy it’s been nothing but catastrophizing for weeks. Pointing out every way this could go wrong. So, my brain doesn’t know how to be happy... let’s fast forward to today.

My coworkers take me out for a special lunch and I assume this is their goodbye / good luck celebration for me - but, oh no, I was wrong.

A couple of hours later I go to the transition meeting on my calendar and it’s in a huge room in our building. I walk up there with my manager and the room is full of people. I realize the second I open the door that this is some kind of little party for me and my heart rate sky rockets. My coworker drags me inside, I’m definitely not breathing, people start clapping and apparently I said something like “omg this is a nightmare”. Not anything normal like... thank you, or wow you guys are so nice, etc etc. Just pointing out how this is the worst thing in front of all the people kind enough to put this together. So, they let me sit down, I can’t breathe right, people start saying more nice things, and then they play a video.

It was a beautiful video with recordings from people around the country saying how much they’ve liked working with me, and the things they said were SO KIND. The only problem was A) I was on camera, B) the entire room was watching me as I start crying, and C) before it’s even over I start having a panic attack. My hands are shaking, I feel like my chest is trying to implode, and I can barely hear what people are saying because I’m feeling faint. 

They end up rushing through everything while I desperately try to calm down / stop crying. I try so hard to say thank you, and I can barely talk. My manager finally realizes I’m not just emotional, there’s something wrong, and they send everyone out. I eventually manage to walk downstairs and immediately take a Xanax because I can’t stop shaking. I write an apology email explaining how sorry I am for not being better at the party and that I am grateful for all the kind words and I’ll miss them too. The Xanax slowly kicks in and I get that weird numb, nauseous, “not all the way here” feeling, but at least I can breathe and I stop crying. 

So, I finally get to go home, get the kiddo from daycare, and I take a shower while she eats dinner to wash away my ruined makeup and super awesome panic attack sweat. I keep trying to perk up, to be happy for my daughter’s first Open House (Kindergarten), but the Xanax has me zombied and I’m still on the verge of crying as I wait for her Dad to meet us at school. Luckily he was there because I felt so sick, so wiped out, and so mentally fragile still that I couldn’t even manage more than a “oh wow honey, that’s so good” in the most terrible deadpan delivery as she showed off all the work she’s done.

Now she’s home, asleep in bed, and I’m just tearing myself apart and crying again because I’m so screwed up by anxiety that I can’t even enjoy a really kind thing from coworkers like a normal person. I made something SO NICE into something awkward and then my medication made it so that I couldn’t even be a good mom tonight. 

I’m so disappointed in myself. So depressed. And I feel like I’m the only person who is this much of an anxiety-ridden mess (even though I know that’s not true).

Anyway, sorry this was long, I’m just upset and I wanted to write it down where people might understand. :(",3.839405078942363,5.1678661464713755,4.8340534049838295,84.29076814247671,71.9560585885486,7.494778390717141,26.06051455202587,7.957251820313856,1.49137262697356,2960,95,585,40,56,967,312,751,0.174,0.6609999999999999,0.165,0.1177,4,0,4,0,0,0,93.0,2,3,7,7,46,63,6,7,42,0,48,22,10,6,5,105,94,62,0,8,16,4,9,7,1,2,8,7,8,3,30,43,3,5,13,5,1,14,13,28,0,2,16,18,86,35,80,63,18,104,1,5,1,1,45,55,2,7,41,396,116,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0400445745264145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043076327740466144,0.04659907035109893,0.0,0.17865351978433233,0.04918082427214041,0.0,0.0,0.15954828948741034,0.0,0.04454262146172165,0.0,0.0,0.046295815291504346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687097686895062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041794050585625575,0.05791989357806208,0.2874983147216115,0.033758862962893606,0.0,0.04508556440042801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053568169336424616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05356306338308981,0.0,0.0588822453040923,0.04636305107480596,0.054087448521773926,0.11675933514863406,0.1728703165927616,0.0,0.04410379328657818,0.050018880967617765,0.047045242174850385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13233864399184772,0.11218805647199816,0.05026040384575749,0.11468504832349947,0.0,0.044525511773951414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204593046163915,0.0,0.11899783507865568,0.13171611523558305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05183080581352024,0.0,0.16716998717907694,0.046891766755619485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05899778735469605,0.062030305104995485,0.0,0.0,0.10501468497763176,0.0,0.05155030149363489,0.12080059565718924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051945363946359915,0.04652756225839686,0.0,0.27255170814035673,0.05753602521603511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16058210614525914,0.0,0.1790154048036965,0.0524644802147196,0.0,0.04632459493149934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990621705274278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0527331245351148,0.05275249271647305,0.05553087238636456,0.0,0.061307045110810934,0.0,0.0,0.0769607194512151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257600300418193,0.05022743365329882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796230388860038,0.0,0.18425038520129455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540310543461585,0.09141307971116994,0.054690466694471335,0.0,0.09896784816018403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0500880872954028,0.0,0.05262222459883543,0.0,0.05567645305373145,0.0,0.0,0.03353421127938222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940645804925122,0.0995861353713353,0.16651067646994908,0.0,0.0529769834025004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16119414469688928,0.0,0.1171942041099034,0.14820317579384468,0.0,0.08360722448627109,0.13129089085395212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807311436019333,0.04207376118138177,0.0,0.09638639470912833,0.0,0.0,0.17388190288173544,0.0,0.051429714933480086,0.0,0.061046789496720384,0.0,0.09923584358709972,0.0,0.0,0.1421580903763593,0.0,0.0,0.054494069917120726,0.06296583652540505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030875048475233407,0.08309969428622774,0.04198883289160715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143256136920223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17169651997395013,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WenTwenty,2019/03/07,"Wanting to change my life but anxiety sorta hinders that (Really need to get this off my chest) So, I wanted to get a job. I mean tomorrow, there is a open job interview. But me being me, I always 'had' an excuse to NOT go even if I wanted to so badly. Every time I think about job interview or anything related to being in public, I get so nervous to a point that I couldn't sleep properly.  Sometimes, I don't even know why I'm so nervous about this. But I really just want to have some confidence to just go for an interview but I don't have 'that' courage. 

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Mind you, I have a fear of public speaking and I still had not overcome it. How do you even overcome that? I have been labeled 'lazy' a lot because of this. I did try to just 'go for it' (for an interview) but in the end... I backed out at the very last minute. I just don't know what and how to do anything anymore. I know changing mindset might help but in the end the negative overthinking wins. 

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Should I just go for it? Thanks...",1.3489523809523831,3.5117377024390244,3.125435540069688,90.0417886178862,81.73170731707317,6.441347270615562,23.908246225319395,7.62386473244151,1.2030441347270613,779,29,164,13,21,259,102,205,0.133,0.7829999999999999,0.084,-0.9245,3,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,2,0,1,19,7,0,3,12,0,19,3,2,2,0,38,38,16,0,8,15,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,11,4,0,0,5,0,0,4,7,4,0,0,4,1,24,3,25,29,2,19,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,6,7,123,35,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522734727669303,0.24800206123384436,0.27812622591356034,0.0,0.0,0.08755005592452822,0.0,0.11349861533947267,0.0,0.0,0.18835684720353016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800108461841373,0.09555673369801804,0.06976456527498681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421351158731772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027284725801511,0.0,0.0,0.22676938483245224,0.0,0.09642478698772884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287823604866992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17937825249106526,0.0,0.26016675765057545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07671002218928245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407067927909121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18868781669847215,0.09328789028624858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808358364962927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729698436727276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246640762101602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140798199159605,0.1155567517137849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485946326257801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818744790806667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466327015640155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452757778252858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318895917685877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139586655664507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536551264368507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333168815395749,0.0,0.0,0.06673375728995813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770059308761477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944290504379228,0.27001033250046463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326874587031436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27812622591356034,0.0
anxiety,nosleepforthedreamer,2019/03/07,"Job-searching with anxiety - advice, suggestions, or share your experience? I tend to write a lot of details, so I apologize if it's long. Also I'm unsure if particular points are useful or not.

I've been looking for a job since May; got a temp position December-January but got fired. Needless to say given the amount of job-searching terror posted here, it's hard.

I'm unsure what I can do, but I really need my own place to live. My parents are supportive but I feel like I'm disgustingly old to live at home and want independence badly. So I'll describe what I've done, and hope for new ideas.

Until December 2018, I did low-level customer service with the usual results for almost two years. I'm 24 next month and that was my first job. I have no volunteer experience that taught me anything transferable.

I have a bachelor's degree that didn't teach me how to do a specific job; I didn't have an internship, just did a couple original research projects (form hypothesis, gather data, integrate past and present research, etc.) but I'm pretty terrible at math beyond elementary level. The main thing I learned from that is I can do great under pressure as long as it's about my interests - due to the way the course was set up I had to write a research paper in 3 days - but when it comes to a lot of pressure at once to do well for other people, I get a ""brain fog,"" can't think and emotionally fall apart.

The temp job was sorting mail, which involved learning a bunch of rules about how to sort it and doing very many envelopes/boxes of mail an hour. This was too fast-paced for me and when I have to go really fast like that the same thing tends to happen as with the pressure. Partly because I can't carefully check my work and feel like I'm screwing up.

I'm good at spelling and grammar, as in I can find and fix mistakes, but couldn't teach a class on it. Also, although I've just joined a public speaking course, I'm shy and don't express myself well talking aloud.

I am good at writing, but do it slowly because of perfectionism, anxiety, and brain-block. I'm working on a novel so I can improve at that.

I'm kind of analytical, as in I like figuring out people's feelings and motivations, conflict resolution, things like that. I like literature analysis too and I'm frequently reading when I can.

I'm trying to do an online Excel course to boost my resume, but I'm having various computer issues that would take a while to get into.

The most important thing is to get a job I can do so I can get my own place to live in the nearest city or around there, the local area is full of drugs and crime. The ideal job (something literary) isn't a priority right now. Actually, I want to build my abilities and confidence to eventually get one I really like. Having looked at rent and put a budget together, I'm looking for annual pay of about $26-27,000. But if that's unrealistic given my lack of experience, then I can't change what it is.

Thanks so much for reading. I greatly appreciate any support or encouragement!!",5.561364069952305,6.017068157983196,6.785151033386331,75.05858505564389,67.4201680672269,9.995457642516467,32.04746763570293,9.966358637471284,3.1186138996139,2394,95,453,53,37,812,291,595,0.103,0.7170000000000001,0.18,0.9942,10,0,2,0,0,0,82.0,0,1,0,6,26,33,2,4,32,0,47,3,1,7,0,80,93,54,0,12,19,1,5,7,0,2,1,2,2,0,27,24,0,1,10,3,4,4,10,9,2,3,16,10,41,24,69,74,16,62,0,0,3,1,18,30,1,15,32,293,68,28,0.0,0.0,0.06598884257003114,0.0,0.0,0.0660789602847208,0.0,0.0,0.0677131777752558,0.0,0.0,0.10815379969001156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04598494796100873,0.0,0.10346054534470013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05564674381214737,0.060197483530516335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05646113914694512,0.082442893872143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509759454911121,0.0,0.0,0.0689446396616779,0.0,0.0715345948977361,0.05824994618688323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482191840920333,0.0,0.04361028196284223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920028590899313,0.0,0.0,0.07841948714887008,0.0,0.0,0.07606510098219864,0.0,0.0,0.07541586239475463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19844044700561886,0.0,0.0,0.10257440694151848,0.09661764538663134,0.0,0.0,0.06180483819202856,0.057518824764216374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17664724891498246,0.0,0.038430864410718565,0.11343543433888292,0.10816620323759467,0.14910591452441532,0.0,0.0,0.05979748098720662,0.0,0.06057559379876445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782989147394297,0.06716342069286492,0.06659356939473914,0.0,0.0,0.07633645772382408,0.0,0.07057929138192381,0.5368313431298202,0.0,0.0,0.0704174003402894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312551903114329,0.0,0.17913310568041307,0.1196858228902847,0.17035512105949605,0.0,0.0,0.11497878507022835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06855760098407379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05397484685899747,0.0,0.04970959298925106,0.05014049536629223,0.0,0.06530927903012501,0.07191624666354997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709574031635049,0.07201470485687167,0.04582208754684037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508568817801349,0.07322750935737354,0.06455238608597384,0.09376048611531368,0.0,0.14130017802121458,0.0,0.06392418737955383,0.0,0.06476271753639642,0.06879538951342327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06797829816690375,0.0,0.0,0.1352796255087935,0.0,0.1299602191195984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057748402976613,0.0,0.053775341594440786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055937214676268186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052058344713189236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534721841386594,0.0,0.0,0.05084296248502941,0.054351611023574366,0.0,0.062256804313390826,0.0,0.0,0.17969891512621156,0.04332913535769858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04591056881437727,0.0,0.06605639281382635,0.0,0.0,0.05840327614759785,0.07447554352842617,0.05579483046310992,0.07976984124739843,0.05367480982448577,0.0,0.0,0.12159972315027015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845853426529264,0.0,0.0,0.04803638297224649,0.0,0.0,0.04354603757925274
anxiety,lomevo,2019/03/07,"Panic Attack Symptom? Hello everyone, I’m not sure if I experience panic attacks, as this has never happened to me until recently. What happens is I’ll start hyperventilating and crying, but I don’t feel like I’m doomed. I can still comprehend everything around me.

Just recently, I believed what I think was a panic attack happened, and my hands curled and locked in place. I looked up this symptom, and it looks like it’s called “tetany”. Has anyone else experienced this before? What did you do?",4.173577533577537,6.9246391538461545,5.2104761904761885,75.71507936507936,75.04395604395604,7.560927960927963,26.5946275946276,8.515128840125781,2.3188744810744804,397,15,65,8,9,130,64,91,0.264,0.6709999999999999,0.064,-0.96,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,3,10,3,3,1,0,8,3,1,0,2,13,18,8,0,1,4,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,2,5,10,3,6,16,0,10,1,1,2,0,3,4,0,1,8,43,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918829016975871,0.1346421058684971,0.0,0.11698018148248462,0.0,0.4484836501971761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181776595624578,0.14805080575721186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341813442303455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434453210609802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977377266098348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556511812482404,0.11810023088522095,0.1285413616579439,0.0,0.0,0.06644337955530559,0.0938772605503426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3486086012814524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839774567123194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206977413810347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134925872819443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4625337659457587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13729245392832526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594973220362705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301062376363303,0.0,0.10494188210151896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238496393205856,0.27316458953653866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420036553609811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FreakinGeese,2019/03/07,"Feeling like shit about college. Freshman in college.

Already had to drop one of my classes because I didn't do any of the projects for the first month (a class I've already failed before). Just got a low B on a midterm for a graduate class my parents insisted I take (get an A in). Haven't done laundry in a month. It's just been piling up. Barely talk to people. Don't have any friends. Spend all day sitting in bed on my laptop.

I feel like a failure. I'm having some really dark thoughts.

I feel like my life's going to shit, but weirdly enough I also feel bad about posting here because my problems aren't that bad. Maybe those two anxieties will cancel out :)",1.4537844611528818,3.8953852556390975,2.5958195488721816,92.24435588972435,83.66165413533834,4.74967418546366,26.15989974937344,6.079149491110277,0.8754014035087723,521,23,104,4,15,166,88,133,0.242,0.6829999999999999,0.075,-0.9703,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,6,12,2,0,10,0,11,3,2,0,1,12,21,2,0,1,3,1,4,3,1,1,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,1,1,4,8,0,3,6,4,10,4,17,14,3,17,0,2,0,0,3,9,2,1,7,62,13,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314220567032547,0.12008705332967995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20423496590906035,0.0,0.11487596424662835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25076333322461586,0.1830786199181778,0.0,0.12777952197026352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684412883882942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15367113218769005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15516078959660712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037121410917081,0.3218341389961553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773043936909195,0.0,0.0,0.11601725825881715,0.0,0.07845511729331821,0.0,0.08534234168791534,0.0,0.12010082543463013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606611914902048,0.22008938951189636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15086112338540186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23972085425737835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175582340493347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667406797795855,0.0,0.0,0.10410563964112156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14381674868306066,0.0,0.0,0.14368781272812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619967003090836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30828483240142834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290553942401192,0.12069709673167932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921439234802494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14668957705297989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,blackbearrrr,2019/03/07,Did my doctor prescribe me too much After one visit of talking about my panic attacks my doctor prescribed me 0.25mg Xanax 4 times a day.  I took the first one and feel like I can finally function like a normal person for the first time in years.  Is this a normal dosage?  He has really bad reviews on vitals.com on overdosing and prescribing patients so just wanted to be sure.,4.325833333333335,6.396297694444449,5.315000000000001,78.33000000000001,72.05555555555556,7.5777777777777775,27.277777777777786,8.344100000000001,2.1404277777777776,302,11,51,5,6,99,58,72,0.131,0.773,0.096,-0.5709,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,4,6,1,1,5,0,5,3,0,0,1,8,8,3,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,4,2,1,7,3,8,5,1,13,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,10,36,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22280845193570248,0.0,0.0,0.1635271587726744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630750300837054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40092299287461797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902800157989232,0.1399157834582626,0.0,0.214544875253315,0.0,0.33318102084890583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19136552424462075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14397280373890753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3837842175631976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26542701400571983,0.0,0.0,0.22978860503176926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17100928211524907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546697727081416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18458697255306455,0.0,0.0,0.1574173787438289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284042432496506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175973405843335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551782068180375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612143340945314
anxiety,SSubToPewdiepie,2019/03/07,My friends have been causing issues for me.... Recently my friends have been complete asses and I've been getting a lot of anxiety from them and have treated me like Im not there. I dont know why this is happening since im really good friends with them and they are literally family. I am confused and stressed out from this. I haven't been able to sleep correctly for about 2 months now. What should I do? Should I confront them about my situation? Should i unfriend them? Im confused about the situation and just got out of a call with them feeling depressed deciding to go on reddit on what i should do. Help me out ;(,2.6091530054644814,4.952962237704924,3.656967213114754,86.95189890710384,78.2622950819672,7.3453551912568305,28.19945355191257,8.344100000000001,2.0962601092896165,491,22,99,10,12,158,70,122,0.108,0.738,0.155,0.7925,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,6,0,6,11,1,3,3,0,18,2,2,1,1,24,24,5,0,4,2,0,1,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,5,1,19,6,18,15,1,9,0,1,0,1,11,5,1,3,4,72,23,0,0.15747143698323798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046521827390005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16079594352202234,0.0,0.0,0.16176654328546985,0.0,0.0,0.16510580565746127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562991792850593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18455535135828893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14845005618880186,0.0,0.07962229002600074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36498612476538256,0.0,0.08227232642986411,0.0,0.0894946465682635,0.13207957015981642,0.12594429344503127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925147166687038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055497848544341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5102885225284609,0.16435926784675867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654218353213303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693258992048943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338765844912727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569219863487865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088023481805652,0.0,0.15548404652523862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026199993746387,0.3540089859274632,0.15758516097176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18038299902385044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420934787621767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,im_just_a_dreamer,2019/03/07,"I have an irrational fear that I can accidentally stop my heart by thinking about it. I've googled it 1000 times, I know it's not very likely, but there's nothing online that says it isn't possible. 

Some nights the thought enters my mind and my heart starts pounds so fast, all I can think about is trying not to focus on my heart rate in case I accidentally stop it. 

Does anyone know how I can shake this fear? Thank you.",5.577529411764708,5.563123458823533,5.616470588235295,85.07411764705884,67.35294117647058,8.682352941176473,26.411764705882355,8.238735603445708,1.290341176470588,334,8,73,4,5,105,59,85,0.212,0.7509999999999999,0.037000000000000005,-0.9081,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,3,2,0,6,3,3,1,1,15,13,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,1,0,2,5,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,1,11,2,6,12,2,10,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,7,42,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166814907577905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227270687445366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3916073821698925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6185893084589076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19125689177044508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500991899851837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17569516842085414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632916463977054,0.0,0.16696222594568327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19616418201259367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837554084011167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316143949121795,0.0,0.0,0.29095148194215176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16020017190803004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22299040271929288,0.0,0.138140314616331,0.10146355407649392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813778586249594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14357212083638946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GAC44,2019/03/07,Scared to wear the Canada Goose jacket I got as a gift in case I get robbed... My girlfriend got me the jacket and I’ve been making all kinds of excuses for why I’m not wearing it “it’s not really cold out” “I’ll be too hot wearing it today” which was a bad idea I should have just told her because now the return window has passed and she’s out $950. I don’t want to tell her I’m scared to wear it because I might get robbed or she might think I’m a pussy. I’ve been robbed once  before and got pistol whipped/beaten really bad for my phone which was $900 as well. I’m terrified to wear it what’s worse is that I searched Canada Goose robbery’s on google and there’s a bunch of news articles on it! What should I do? I feel really bad for her wasting $950 for no reason...,1.3757815126050446,2.653361200000002,3.0974789915966423,94.48294117647062,78.17647058823529,6.26890756302521,19.201680672268907,6.868970318607317,-0.035361344537815136,604,12,145,6,14,201,93,170,0.174,0.787,0.038,-0.9729,0,0,0,1,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,2,7,0,14,5,5,2,1,22,28,7,0,3,4,0,2,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,11,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,5,1,0,8,3,16,2,17,15,2,9,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,3,3,80,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.402212707493851,0.19576638645589556,0.0,0.1366349347092521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119002154768179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677844722485956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3852722608934204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812662290410673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672110155378061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718304854362888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406830075943835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17100392622536575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085995806929919,0.16509474641597216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215211430707847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14034699460517838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028880460017571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15220346899646578,0.1534334152540502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470951852674038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443735007172602,0.0,0.1448912433781911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16363657335004514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nunchakusdragon,2019/03/07,"I hope you can take comfort in my story Anxiety sucks, period. I still battle it everyday but I've come a long way from where I was two years ago. Check out my story in the link.

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What's your story?",0.7241860465116297,3.0475521162790757,2.857023255813953,89.8966976744186,85.97674418604653,6.2306976744186064,17.902325581395353,7.554174236665415,0.5338502325581396,163,4,34,3,5,55,36,43,0.121,0.7879999999999999,0.091,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,2,4,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,7,2,4,5,0,12,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,6,21,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647361539678704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32358830955438583,0.3628937390211832,0.0,0.0,0.22846725109512006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572614524196998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29662789904538234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642967989362283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385031302738787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22454843704498265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917386996782815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370553182915692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3628937390211832,0.1923214974108255
anxiety,boot-doot,2019/03/07,"Experiences with lamictal After being on 25 mg for two weeks, I've now been on 50 mg of lamictal for almost two weeks. I'm going to move to 75 mg soon, which (according to my psychiatrist) is when I should start to feel something.

Just wanted to know what everyone's experiences were. I've had some pretty terrible experiences with medications in the past. Zoloft made me go manic (which is what caused my psychiatrist to realize that I probably have bipolar tendencies). Another one which I've had (I cannot remember the name of it -- it had two names, one started with an ""m"" and the other with a ""r"") caused weight gain.

My main worry is any side effects -- particularly weight gain. I've gained the horrid freshmen 15 after starting college. Also, I've gone off of my Dexedrine (which majorly suppresses appetite) -- which I've been taking since I was eleven years old. It's hard to manage my appetite now that I actually feel hunger.

I've also heard that lamictal can cause lethargy. I've actually been experiencing issues with insomnia (which I'm now taking ambien for, which I hope doesn't cause weight gain as well) and briefly went off of lamictal because I couldn't sleep. What have been the experiences of people that were made more energetic by lamictal? Did you still get the whole ""brain fog"" or anything?

At what dosage did you guys start to notice changes? If it helps, I'm 5'3"" and about 121 pounds -- in case my size would have anything to do with what dosage would affect me more (sorry if this is unnecessary information).

When should I start worrying about the dreaded rash that I'm always told to fear for? I haven't gotten anything so far, but am I at too low of a dosage to feel safe about not having had any rashes?",6.564449541284404,7.131701737003058,6.916775229357799,74.59387844036698,65.2691131498471,10.454373088685015,31.334709480122328,10.355215969177356,3.145814801223241,1376,49,255,32,20,447,173,327,0.065,0.872,0.062,0.6068,0,0,1,0,0,0,52.0,0,2,0,5,16,7,0,2,10,0,33,12,4,8,0,43,60,13,0,9,6,0,7,0,0,4,4,1,0,1,23,9,4,2,8,0,0,5,5,4,1,6,20,9,20,3,42,34,6,35,0,1,0,0,9,11,0,6,19,160,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.1700537488225439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872486868757348,0.0,0.0,0.13935658188859998,0.07249961994567643,0.0,0.0,0.11850356038416936,0.09136400703527696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21510312258426287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05311399101999143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097266539739445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3580284151877925,0.09217259735956228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832570002185359,0.0,0.3409216933960125,0.0,0.09804612286283804,0.13216751313028946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04552213029847,0.0,0.09903662966353634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627296987585263,0.0,0.0,0.07805188279897025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05840178912668875,0.0,0.0,0.08654032278597905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094168514925316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04788468645556413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16489011736568449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777488972187282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260601428870434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919873940753507,0.09142888361665767,0.0,0.11808386785910754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317599477298193,0.06040537132626678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864312081280402,0.09394149877750126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870195864559676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207531367363956,0.0,0.08719350165668674,0.0,0.0,0.06707737498637803,0.0,0.09753554746162957,0.308357354281978,0.0,0.06958259134016942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102270073380276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832570002185359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553417394712857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0513918717876555,0.0,0.13978178646162945,0.3183047090011009,0.07834085268104876,0.08077091779919973,0.0,0.09727817760375666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769706607166101,0.0,0.12379012399917097,0.0,0.0,0.05610923489725187
anxiety,Throwaway03813,2019/03/07,"Anyone else has tears to his eyes when walking outside ? First, sorry for my bad english. 

It's been a long time now since walking outside brings tears to my eyes. I've always been very sensitive to light (i often have to squint my eyes when the sun is out), but it feels very weird to me that just walking outside has this type of reaction. Honestly i don't know if it's related to anxiety, i'm not a very anxious person, but i feel like my eyes are crying a lot more when i'm around some crowd of people, and a lot less when i'm ""confident"". The thing is that it's not 100% regular, there is some situation where i would wait for some tears to show up (walking on the middle of a place for exemple), but they don't, and vice-versa. I don't really know what to think about that, i didn't find anything in google so i'm asking you guys if you have this same unconfortable thing too ?",5.474835164835163,4.800650329670333,6.160747252747253,83.30925274725278,67.68131868131869,9.697582417582417,29.18901098901099,9.120678840339163,2.049798241758241,688,20,151,11,10,226,105,182,0.101,0.8440000000000001,0.055,-0.6142,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,1,1,13,4,0,0,8,0,15,4,4,0,0,27,27,12,0,3,8,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,12,4,0,1,6,1,0,5,6,2,0,1,3,7,15,2,20,23,8,21,0,0,4,0,8,8,0,8,9,99,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441385977863877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325180492575783,0.19569700855459213,0.0,0.12112422584392216,0.17749135625900012,0.14255091954045526,0.15420860311728227,0.16194370025298147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463716566901194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19028153642445766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470878679136773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17517737821511611,0.1237532805171196,0.0,0.0,0.15832618249981906,0.1473466513818816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715217943775476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19040186876338108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462987812313064,0.0,0.0,0.15330029162678308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945425089873364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009367122556062,0.1512549845168301,0.18098516578212773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097354172670504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432950221768991,0.19471421256256907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939132516278156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301684145090247,0.1109967567731154,0.0,0.0,0.10100995644500042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4287908245792397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305536847236705,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CeceCharlesCharlotte,2019/03/07,"How to pass my driving test I am taking my driving test for the second time very soon, and I am so nervous. I have practiced every maneuver more times than I can count, and whenever I drive with someone I know I am fine. But just thinking about driving in a random car with a random person testing me scares me to death. I did everything right on the last test but made a super careless mistake and hit a cone at the beginning so I failed. It was so upsetting to fail over something so stupid so I was very embarrassed with myself. Now that I’m taking it again I’m so scared I’m going to do something else careless and I feel like I already failed it. Does anyone have any advice on how to get over the nerves so I can drive normally?",2.225656759348034,4.307193718120807,3.528499520613618,88.72109060402686,78.26174496644296,6.136337488015339,24.73681687440077,7.1686216300943375,1.0957608820709497,580,21,116,7,14,189,87,149,0.31,0.633,0.057,-0.9935,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,4,14,15,1,5,8,0,11,0,0,3,0,20,24,15,1,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,3,0,0,8,0,12,0,1,4,1,18,3,17,19,1,22,0,3,0,0,1,7,0,2,8,79,22,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19211389860719166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169514687164288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369380498683409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374663280313895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720447794467052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16423292215481053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16564281872595665,0.0,0.17669016519399885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940617068805102,0.14045009523072674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271466597254944,0.0,0.11173152781120084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804546145435644,0.16025411704542847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604815639706774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18602637021097407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19262490825733172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17166233404674958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16789414945957562,0.0,0.0,0.3936590361555863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16657737489848182,0.3027024491546184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956353943116362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12597245902446422,0.0,0.0,0.2292764756242452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244289061513535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dheatov,2019/03/07,"Looking for Podcast about Insecurity in Relationship or something similiar.  My panic trigger is mostly relationship related, is there any podcast talking about this?",11.848750000000004,15.787726375000005,12.198333333333334,28.98000000000001,56.08333333333334,13.133333333333333,57.83333333333334,12.161744961471696,9.608483333333334,139,11,11,5,2,47,20,24,0.217,0.7829999999999999,0.0,-0.7269,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,2,0,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347234163063937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898509024755895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4049756880032181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7411541138175626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657241784571898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774298196885417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bbbbk86,2019/03/07,"Tips to improve focus? Hi

Has anyone ever tried any methods/ways to improve their focus?
All my life I have had problems with it, specially when I want to read, listen to audio or someone talking in front of me (or i guess anything else).
These days my anxiety has been extremely high. I swear I can't even read one sentence without my brain skipping words or completely zoning out.
I am really really tired of me and my anxiety and I just dunno what to anymore. I want to be normal. :(",2.8326477541371133,5.135981744680855,4.551418439716315,81.0338888888889,77.29787234042553,7.1565011820330975,27.465721040189123,8.167268648758528,2.1891834515366426,380,16,67,7,9,128,67,94,0.146,0.755,0.099,-0.6818,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,8,3,1,0,2,18,12,6,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,1,2,2,15,1,12,9,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,5,3,49,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192555763968214,0.0,0.29681647459682753,0.0,0.19239427388672584,0.13564818492529598,0.0,0.1596441451771306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21656636227990966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20340362086628225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511291241755987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620607614556379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128134106905431,0.17548265030782248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137110980781942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20496995021024436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13702680002054185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900772323717142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145832973339402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18563025910679787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38810177729607376,0.0,0.2485606724018454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437420623790866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15592855729618305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22297261090686474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131712172372737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22885055340967506,0.15398689204352953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18700752504245471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AzaiakCocoaCamelFish,2019/03/07,"Panic Attack at School I’m new to this community, also I’m on mobile so idk about formatting, sorry if this isn’t the best but I thought the best people to ask would be those who struggle similarly

I’m a high school freshman, and still grappling with my anxiety with very little idea on how to handle it. I see a therapist and just started Celexa for depression, and have been seeing improvement so today came as a shock.

I lost a paper today at my school Art Honor society (I’m the secretary) and started to panic, I felt horrible, ashamed, anxious, and no mater how hard I tried to regulate my breathing it was incredibly difficult. Even after finding the paper I was having irregular breathing and my head became “fuzzy” if that makes sense? I was struggling so much to stay on my feet from the intense dizziness and felt seconds away from fainting, and this is the first time I’ve had a panic attack without being able to bring myself back. What should I do if it gets this way again? I truly felt out of control and the worst part was it was over something so minor? 

I’m still young so I’m sorry if I seem immature, just worried and looking for words of advice from others who have been in similar situations.— even if mine isn’t as bad as some others. Thanks for understanding :)",3.920223636013112,5.9886494048582986,5.048964719491035,79.81326585695008,73.17004048582996,7.619741661846925,27.55137844611529,8.418075326091056,2.140132986311933,1021,39,182,18,21,336,144,247,0.251,0.649,0.1,-0.9916,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,6,17,18,2,6,12,0,19,5,4,4,0,39,43,27,0,7,9,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,15,14,0,1,8,1,0,2,4,14,0,2,14,7,17,4,32,25,6,28,0,2,3,0,3,11,0,7,13,136,32,5,0.10221674481084216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988502001700747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174269389533774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819553000076042,0.11547582679658686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555885815186034,0.2325726074214668,0.09603599651926728,0.0785983672964251,0.08534671232077012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21454033481394488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690872521207807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464477097158846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803913252591496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350263918369626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944323142336426,0.0,0.0934242529446416,0.08694551091865406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053404030323104784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156612593571273,0.0,0.10490386970751593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799760298137333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539026302650053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244803160284033,0.0,0.0,0.08583632169609075,0.0,0.1115816516716327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823047088726862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514106864536628,0.0,0.0,0.09872156909116428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35978797862256906,0.0,0.11069077368107633,0.0,0.07086422056339435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103464085203945,0.16290702313535532,0.0930542854833388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869144401370863,0.0,0.2288465544151636,0.1446990761676247,0.10894944959769973,0.1632608488893812,0.0,0.0,0.21371827062195908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410744536904962,0.0,0.11868151908030578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811486776586166,0.05960340590448921,0.0,0.19377904438083735,0.0,0.0,0.06939846004321329,0.0,0.0,0.10641123621520687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433951947246232,0.0,0.08113489423300609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853329438460703,0.0,0.0,0.10380606607427796,0.0,0.07261184277194098,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kingqp,2019/03/07,"Get dizzy everywhere I got, feel anxious. Does anyone else get like this? Smh I’m laughing at myself because I know I’m fine and still leave class, gym, the store etc idk why get dizzy and feel off balance it’s dumb, must be nerves. ",2.6837234042553213,4.449914340425536,2.8010106382978712,95.90875,75.80851063829788,5.5510638297872354,22.388297872340427,5.985473137389443,0.09811063829787248,182,5,40,1,4,55,38,47,0.29,0.5720000000000001,0.138,-0.6399,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,11,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,3,2,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,14,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118079810127005,0.0,0.1929896659691863,0.2828005489255401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682505679189651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415345269830756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305674214311076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078194149199668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791136411526504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4326049009976999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22074704403981205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168556412448514,0.0,0.0,0.29225027974248696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484248750569394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22041858059301708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490522957102015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hagrid222,2019/03/07,"Said some terrible things to my brother over the holidays and still can't get it out of my mind. As much as I try I can't get this out of my head. Haven't spoken to him since. His daughter was there and I think I said some really mean to her as well. This anxiety makes me want to injure myself.
Any suggestions on how to relieve this anxiety?",1.3099404761904765,3.2904315416666705,3.1714285714285717,90.64500000000002,80.80555555555556,7.447619047619049,21.3968253968254,8.418075326091056,1.1733825396825406,269,8,60,6,7,90,49,72,0.08900000000000001,0.795,0.116,0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,2,0,12,12,6,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,3,2,12,2,14,9,3,5,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,2,1,45,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17021354705744876,0.0,0.3829597984660441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615443196000056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568814662494632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16707813976053096,0.0,0.0,0.2726516219621465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25273307869643274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18400034186527556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16034949734325246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4761879328579482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20705191904609324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998910352914824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16628913971993184,0.1603830415643774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16993823222212526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14763426108954353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22505103426627013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Fapless2002,2019/03/07,"Need advice I'm a junior highschool student and I've noticed that my anxiety has been getting worse and worse since middle school. I've always had really bad social anxiety ever since I was a child, when I was on elementary school it got so bad that I would have panic attacks ever morning before going to school to the point where I just couldn't go to school, after therapy it got much better and I was able to have a pretty good time in elementary school. Even after therapy I never went to any clubs or extracurricular classes and always tried my hardest to avoid meeting new people. I think that the main fuel of my anxiety is my low self esteem. In middle school when I started becoming a teenager anxiety started to build up again. I was starting to feel isolated again and had a big impact on my self esteem the fact that I couldn't controle also affected me. I copped with this through videogames mostly, playing as much as I could to get out of life and relieve the pressure. Recently I realized that I can't just hide it and cope with it for the rest of life,I regret missing out of so many things because of it, that makes me feel really depressed. In late 2018 I had a breakdown a night where my thoughts wouldn't let me sleep. Woke up my whole family and what I was trying to hide was revealed my dad got me to go to therapy again but I haven't been going to it recently because I was in vacation. The reason of why I need advice is because anxiety is affecting my grades, whenever I have to do a test or a presentation I get this horribly stomach aches and lightheadedness which don't allow me to concentrate properly, the stomachaches feel so bad I feel like I'm going to shit myself in any moment sometimes they get so bad I get nauseous. I have been trying to hide this for so many years and have underperformed in so many tests because of this, it's horrible. I really don't know what do at this point and as I said It's only getting worse... and I could about my social life situation but this is getting too long and you can already guess ;(. 
Sorry for my horrible drafting, English is not my first language. Thanks for taking the time to read",5.314683288409704,6.180750212264153,6.234582210242587,77.33481132075472,68.10377358490567,9.264690026954176,30.94474393530997,9.424239791934726,2.8055413746630724,1726,67,318,34,28,572,190,424,0.161,0.787,0.052000000000000005,-0.9921,0,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,1,3,21,19,2,3,17,0,38,5,3,6,4,55,75,29,0,9,7,1,4,1,0,2,2,1,0,3,24,17,0,2,10,3,0,6,9,13,0,1,20,5,47,6,51,48,6,52,0,4,0,0,10,21,1,4,26,223,71,14,0.06656665753045625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009633465043866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345796186965756,0.05323333197723491,0.11077758321818518,0.0,0.0,0.09053521957732293,0.0,0.2546165540492255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572918281559232,0.0,0.0,0.2223215141871536,0.16231366632475508,0.07351764336571752,0.056643322692424225,0.0,0.0,0.05887279910364285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466016669818508,0.10629611891969634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057333764589903184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04396664949376717,0.1204267054987266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275312043890746,0.0,0.13463240860666387,0.047555233440405034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056621564889813326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434483178553541,0.0,0.18915682751891533,0.055832954102871625,0.15971831102099646,0.0,0.07333067806112599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03658329411024934,0.0,0.07509008913387062,0.0,0.0,0.06806891735392309,0.14105399647110672,0.0325211064576325,0.0,0.0,0.058909397183901986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0444337608001465,0.20246442805754095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786830508533373,0.09871666619155682,0.0513403099917545,0.06429049264601272,0.0,0.062468298743284474,0.0,0.0,0.0757865807992599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05062694266038191,0.0,0.0781016300243966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04614893880778165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585401522291706,0.0,0.0,0.06772222185383776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658467141335855,0.0,0.12793291605207835,0.068441610602465,0.13145308729984848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633201349226557,0.0,0.0,0.4042140674703406,0.0,0.0,0.13888708290566476,0.0,0.06832971736644075,0.1101292539801039,0.07482371209785156,0.06661473117442604,0.13571264883089545,0.0,0.0,0.06583612640264694,0.07451592321282417,0.1413486684502889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05004984214015795,0.0,0.0,0.06128563474155145,0.22837432268341604,0.0,0.04422392940553357,0.0426532263016911,0.0,0.05284649051138192,0.0776311066417772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558317273906065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06170795843353685,0.06006605463999039,0.07431929590036562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20351133291656315,0.047287043618928035,0.0,0.0,0.042866744976017584
anxiety,acuuur,2019/03/07,"nothing happened and i’m so nervous today was pretty normal, i felt fine, and then i thought about school and the future too much and now i feel like i’m battling to stay conscious. i don’t even know who to talk to about it with. i love all my friends but i cant connect to them in a meaningful way or talk to them about this stuff. i’m just so, so nervous about the future and it feels like i have to figure it all out right now. what do i do? my body won’t listen to rational thought and i feel really terrible",0.3234242424242417,2.4062222818181844,2.145000000000003,96.01083333333334,85.27272727272728,5.121212121212121,20.984848484848484,6.42735559955562,0.15921212121212047,401,13,92,4,12,132,65,110,0.105,0.75,0.145,0.3565,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,12,9,1,2,3,0,7,2,1,0,2,24,20,12,0,1,3,0,4,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,7,8,0,0,10,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,5,13,5,14,15,3,11,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,1,8,64,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22177861303920135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13187435752861987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028641468924877,0.2852760412396669,0.19170608919234705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542577688687222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765597638389035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972858888766572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19508878068264512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802020528603931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467739753216012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195625610582654,0.19158033241021755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20312724758914305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127908094774748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17050959711506938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020678213503552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21281230244442265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285643366362713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209602628123857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170174240736153,0.0,0.0,0.1892554976295935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15848178870171442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ButterflyUmbrella,2019/03/07,"Not sure what jobs wpuld be good for me I just turned 17, and I need a job but I'm not sure what would work for me (I have anxiety and adhd if that helps). I get really anxious and trip over my words and have a bad habit of running in circles during conversation, and I also have bad memory issues and I'm not very smart. I try my hardest at what I do though. I can't drive because of my anxiety either. Any suggestions are greatly appreciated (I live in Florida if it helps as well)
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anxiety,whywhywhynotno101,2019/03/07,Today is a nightmare. Please just tell me it will be alright. I always have a constant fire alarm feeling in my life no matter what. Today though it's all just straight panic. Everything that can go wrong in a day is happening and it feels like I can't control anything. I'm so scared and tired and exhausted. I don't know what to do. All I want right now is my Dog to hug and I can't even do that. Please someone just tell me it'll be alright.,0.7070212765957429,2.8195720425531974,2.261106382978724,95.59400000000002,83.8936170212766,5.036595744680851,22.16595744680852,6.2581,0.2565736170212767,348,12,78,3,10,113,60,94,0.218,0.5920000000000001,0.191,-0.7786,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,7,9,0,3,3,2,14,4,0,1,2,15,21,6,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,0,3,9,4,4,17,2,10,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,6,51,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15652866634165807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548045122133949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20328797527367387,0.21098955190411375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132009825294908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242497048381312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16906770258406292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902355219653032,0.13439103926525914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691139878954987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16635151028897302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338435035513452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328728148082509,0.09190461235721648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22071512361395385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4129926175298823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065114940194666,0.0,0.0,0.18833823821265527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15939118085971998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32884562986964777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848242956437582,0.0,0.0,0.21621316729208154,0.3566264156300035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095645960283307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205676740315818,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CriLizElf,2019/03/07,"I NEED a job, but I'm terrified to get one. I dropped out of College this semester and I've been jobless for months now, and I really need a job especially since I've never had one and I'm 19. I'll be going back to college in the fall, but in the meantime I need a job. I know I'm over thinking it and I know it's not a big deal, but I'm terrified. I'm writing this at a job fair that I forced myself to go to, but it ends in like 10 minutes so I've given up on it for another time. I just have such a hard time putting myself out there.",-0.10629765395894353,1.1582152177419367,2.9853958944281547,93.73673020527859,82.30645161290323,6.444574780058653,22.56304985337244,7.348242739294969,0.6151225806451612,413,14,106,6,11,149,68,124,0.142,0.805,0.053,-0.9081,5,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,8,0,4,0,0,0,1,20,19,9,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,3,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,3,1,10,1,16,15,0,22,0,0,0,0,2,10,0,0,8,63,17,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17724074577312268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997220848411115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742605934344466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970876448913345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831022833933685,0.0,0.1921251778465031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141601561919624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6709374018375442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857868938523972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257861272960006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491665112183154,0.0,0.0,0.37599667886499183,0.13036492413780407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290756883620702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16991996960360334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828375662019316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398218265800791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830640897855097,0.0,0.0,0.1971233389458389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KarbsAngelHands,2019/03/07,"This feeling when it hits Five days of no control. Bank account information stolen, missed connecting flight by 5 minutes (extra $200 to get on another flight), rush rush rush. 28 hours awake. Come home to find roommate trashed apartment and moved her boyfriend in. I report her to the landlord, within hours my license plate is stolen. Another day from work missed to fix it. Work has its own issues that I’m nervous about. I made a mistake in judgment and I’m not there to fix it. 

Anxious, anxious, anxious. But I do not to be. I can choose to not be. I call a friend and say I just need to vent. I tell them everything. They don’t offer solutions, just an ear. I feel better enough to take control. I work out things with the landlord, I call a trusted colleague at work to get the lowdown of what I’m walking into tomorrow. I clean my apartment like no tomorrow because I get to stay. 

I lost all control and found it again. Empowerment, it can start with me. Worrying does not serve me. Patience, ownership of my actions, and communication do. The anxiety is still there, but it’s less consuming than before. 

Thank you for the vent. Here’s hoping tomorrow clears the anxiety of today. ",2.7227138643067867,5.331082119469028,3.5895796460177003,86.09920722713865,79.57522123893807,6.5985250737463135,28.443215339233035,7.793537801064563,2.005041887905605,933,43,175,16,24,297,137,226,0.124,0.792,0.084,-0.2533,1,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,2,9,9,11,0,1,10,0,10,1,1,4,2,33,30,8,0,3,8,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,4,0,11,10,0,3,6,0,2,7,7,5,0,1,3,4,23,6,29,24,5,29,0,3,0,0,12,9,0,1,13,110,34,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24435700600088384,0.17827076494210967,0.3948940043340697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102783822403744,0.0,0.09914760356949327,0.0,0.0,0.1030500448967321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23795429304816845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036929952355353,0.0,0.0,0.3920520332335996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502879827078976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196503655390944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203934732204902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047181972662142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782925190160888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649466175639732,0.0,0.0,0.12775515792398892,0.09002094351035084,0.0,0.1826263726954519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168763087292148,0.1157279264588672,0.2294920545155188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216137438847566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056924446120705435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271923497213495,0.0,0.0,0.1102514455803577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383940417874575,0.0,0.08639606947503019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265919920607968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08247151401930583,0.12419189255200952,0.09305083173016772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760647630390132,0.0,0.1018412180815555,0.1072734354030539,0.0,0.0,0.07740888797774448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044473536782397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393038024316149,0.1183289300840646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,emmalarees,2019/03/07,"How easy is it to get a doctor’s note for anxiety/depression? I’ve been in college for only a year, I’m in the middle of my second semester. I moved out, away from my family and my boyfriend, and it’s taken a huge mental toll on me. My anxiety and depression have never been more severe. 

I want to take a gap year this coming fall and spring semester, after I finish this current semester, but I have two really good scholarships. I looked into their leave of absence forms, and it seems like I’ll need a doctor’s note. 

My question is, can I get a note from a doctor, excusing me from school and putting my scholarship on hold for anxiety? Is this easy to do? Is this common? 

Any advice is appreciated.",2.9405476190476167,4.804557007142861,4.974285714285717,80.17904761904764,75.35714285714286,8.666666666666666,24.523809523809533,9.2995712137729,2.202380952380953,551,18,106,14,12,190,81,140,0.051,0.78,0.16899999999999998,0.9541,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,8,0,11,3,0,1,1,17,21,8,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,9,0,1,2,0,2,4,1,1,0,2,3,1,15,2,19,18,2,21,0,1,1,0,3,9,0,2,9,73,22,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634838352508883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376988415201406,0.0,0.2559684153204058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15718406053718031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14411432269450342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28819086255470744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.513716581948301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15771575472712834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17481491606227487,0.0,0.0,0.14032348404972522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17714677297182602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817344350950669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404900461782614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16859926874650552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17781365358560322,0.0,0.12405099064121093,0.12903224065418706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723935344350826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16818292615786745,0.1874145308725104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717680262205184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693167507754219,0.0,0.15230383369555295,0.0,0.18900162447040486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12578894199840487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634280017953097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867800225887212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21547170847606886
anxiety,itsfridayiminl0ve,2019/03/07,Calming methods??? Does anyone else wish they had something that instantly calms them down before/during anxiety attack? Tried everything but nothing seems to be able to take my mind off it ,6.5702083333333325,9.722171437500002,5.532500000000002,74.39583333333336,69.0,8.016666666666666,32.541666666666664,8.841846274778883,3.413779166666666,154,7,21,3,3,46,31,32,0.095,0.728,0.177,0.4423,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,4,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,12,5,0,0.2839821453102048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21724556386899352,0.0,0.0,0.19856691891465786,0.2909732673276113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230706872839616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485146890828666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372306426136954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255224840930376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28674101255367945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724885274659546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258526679466942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218623329572128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21351923125922534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928052355880326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265654521605063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,stefj90,2019/03/07,"Here I am again Every-so-often I have fantasies of picking up everything and moving to Austin, Texas (I live in Michigan), on a whim.

I am trying to cope with the idea that this is nothing more than my fight or flight kicking in. However, this fantasy runs through my mind everyday.

I know I’m not unique, and someone here likely deals with something very similar. Are there any suggestions as to how to cope with this?",4.665416666666669,6.234535375000004,4.949999999999998,83.32166666666669,70.25,8.333333333333334,30.833333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.541083333333333,330,14,62,6,6,104,62,80,0.039,0.961,0.0,-0.4336,1,0,1,0,1,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,2,0,5,0,0,2,0,12,7,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,1,15,7,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,3,43,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21036440583286511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189198957564748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780182793152361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492115199537484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700072737403332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112976516601512,0.0,0.2731562609965915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31234907475573465,0.0,0.0,0.3287835253090933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29682373887694263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621060153024174,0.2381479862392847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21002414829901409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552410490682676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jamiebaxter666,2019/03/07,"Social Anxiety and job interview I have a job interview tomorrow and I'm very socially anxious when meeting new people and I'm not really confident in my self.

Does anyone have any tips to help me through it?",2.469750000000001,5.343156475000004,4.935000000000001,73.93,84.25,10.2,30.5,9.888512548439397,4.4781,169,9,28,7,5,59,32,40,0.16399999999999998,0.7709999999999999,0.065,-0.4807,2,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,3,15,4,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17153598317129273,0.0,0.19296755951740285,0.2849662695549859,0.0,0.17637632300265516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22074224302902493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16907522920547374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.500630621127484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436208343247419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17487566999147114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615952969273001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631476725548636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5142662215803377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081294319932772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sad_blueberry,2019/03/07,"What do I do when a loved one sets off my anxiety? I've been living away from my parents for many years now. But as I was growing up, I've had a difficult relationship with my parents. It's normal family drama I guess, but I remember being scared of my dad because he had anger issues and would hit me and yell at me when I was a child. This is fairly normal in Asia, so I don't hold a grudge or anything. I'm 24 now, and he's changed a lot in the recent years so I can manage normal conversations with him. He's not aggressive anymore but he still has that tone in his voice when he's irritated or angry, and I get anxious and scared when he uses that tone. I'll have a racing heart for hours on end after a 5 minute conversation with him expressing irritation or angerIf any of you have been in similar situations, it would be nice to hear how can make a relationship like this work. ",7.972418032786883,5.332735661202189,8.806659836065574,72.66605532786888,63.972677595628426,12.210109289617488,34.896857923497265,10.686352973137794,3.362541530054644,698,22,147,14,8,240,113,183,0.16699999999999998,0.7659999999999999,0.067,-0.9676,2,0,0,0,1,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,10,8,2,2,9,0,19,2,1,3,0,27,27,19,0,5,7,3,0,1,0,2,0,3,0,1,7,8,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,5,0,1,6,3,18,3,20,16,1,24,0,0,0,1,21,9,0,5,14,97,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961288631783286,0.0,0.10813913083286412,0.15969526060975384,0.14018999170171334,0.0,0.0,0.11632628630509985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13281128975224712,0.0,0.0,0.08617104092170047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495389163269762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520198067486155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13326054008258886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385416304558981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572270661124488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15932169391363038,0.16751091399227802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13920998945853727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14754190980555615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906079220150613,0.0,0.12482245147740133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017823645030805,0.12758187819237846,0.0,0.09435812786222583,0.14331568343668752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.415504969413444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578841294048054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139245412057469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13957480748830225,0.30353299863454297,0.16013201708567598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28304973165540226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15889326642889462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288935759986254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208865706924292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029109239957426,0.0,0.0,0.20083453786818564,0.0,0.0,0.18206092532555376
anxiety,Iheartbeatles,2019/03/07,"It scares me that I have no valuable skills. 22 female, Trying to get out my first part time job after 3 years at a grocery store due to horrible working conditions and basically because of a boss who doesn’t give a shit. 

Looking at job listings makes me panic knowing the skills they list makes me feel like it’s the skills I will never have. I want to learn, I know I will be trained, but it’s the thought of messing up and never being good enough. 

I don’t know what to do. I feel so trapped.",2.153137254901964,3.955045686274509,3.175098039215687,92.48460784313728,77.43137254901961,5.7098039215686285,25.058823529411764,6.42735559955562,0.6763058823529411,388,14,84,3,9,124,70,102,0.201,0.762,0.038,-0.9379,2,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,5,1,7,1,2,6,0,9,1,1,3,2,17,21,4,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,7,0,1,0,5,4,0,1,1,3,12,3,11,16,2,11,0,0,1,0,3,4,1,0,8,54,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269509858001805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079704160302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035409219702969,0.14379057998214606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17120403089190753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515764598523486,0.1930808903682872,0.0,0.16881954459605894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3994678708652944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318456895619464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833257921158604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690199311733796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687046524226502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31047068497429603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23615231944623866,0.0,0.2179607254763774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20151093892473487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20660543497172146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15978951149877615,0.11736480972873027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665220862529864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871694546216112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465302708376429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961421227744932
anxiety,-slickset-,2019/03/07,Anxious about school When I’m watching my kids (2 and 9) at night while my wife works it’s hard to focus on studying and homework. I’m not behind or anything but it makes me so anxious that I should be studying and I just can’t. I get horrible stomach pain and always feel like I want to scream at myself for not working harder. Does anyone else get anxious about school when things are out of your control? ,3.037386759581881,4.906034585365855,3.512717770034847,90.7425609756098,75.09756097560975,5.173519163763067,26.34843205574913,5.288315135182226,0.6654578397212538,324,12,64,1,7,101,61,82,0.242,0.7070000000000001,0.051,-0.9559,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,3,6,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,2,0,15,11,10,0,2,5,1,2,1,0,1,1,1,1,1,4,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,4,9,1,11,9,0,8,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,1,5,41,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15325033857646367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6242040635882605,0.0,0.1287811100251048,0.18871149614899546,0.1515622950372847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20657059835177588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16117487088264873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15385657215586387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312561983636518,0.13157636074206155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924501641854044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16498676095730325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997976721873907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293983473960116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172837999432587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19597772325664706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727946930393659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235927085051418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863259362514904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681666598432192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,devobloops,2019/03/07,"Im worried Im going to panic on this first date tomorrow So the other day this guy asked me out. I’d never spoken to him in a full conversation but we have a class together and he asked me for my Snapchat after class one day before asking me out. I should’ve told him I had a boyfriend and I really really wish I did (I don’t btw). But I felt obligated, he was awkward and shy about it and he tried hard. So I waited and he planned our date and decided he would pick me up at my house and then we could go get dinner and then go to a drive in movie! Adorable, so Pinterest!! But this is calls for DISASTER, first of all we’re eating burgers. I’m already anxious eating normal food but finger food like I will be disgusting and then aware and then anxious. Second of all a drive in movie??!! It’s like calls for a makeout sesh in his car! And the last time a guy tried to make out with me for the first time I had a full blown panic attack. I couldn’t “make out” with him for two months. I’m worried if he tries to even peck me I’ll burst into tears. And worse now he knows where I live what if I cancel and he takes it badly and stalks me and attacks me or something? He planned this last week and now the date is tomorrow... what do?? How do I cancel? Or how do I survive??

TLDR; guy asked me out, I’m panicking because PTSD how do I reject/survive this?

PS I’m sorry if some of this doesn’t make sense or sounds dramatic my brain isn’t in a good state right now if you couldn’t tell",0.580159700315459,2.5060603154574146,2.5302198343848623,94.56627612381705,83.06940063091483,5.602878548895898,19.05451498422713,6.770275591412753,0.017476419558359442,1148,29,266,13,32,383,154,317,0.19,0.753,0.057,-0.9915,0,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,3,1,0,6,12,11,3,3,13,0,20,8,2,7,3,58,41,37,0,10,11,0,3,2,0,2,0,1,0,3,12,26,5,1,3,0,0,6,6,7,0,6,6,4,35,4,31,29,5,50,0,0,0,1,29,18,0,8,27,165,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465083482852623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21426912842897744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3546250989124348,0.2157729945351876,0.0,0.0,0.07918179142143453,0.05780946085566794,0.0,0.08069609959696306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586525534331093,0.1936706752360497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571662281970677,0.0,0.0,0.12231918457134268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940761524866568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06263645841821917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105477902790833,0.0,0.0,0.2419953079639191,0.2293454523906431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04954645205564599,0.0,0.16168774147446124,0.07954161957523344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816994418511949,0.0,0.0,0.08495195289843578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942482254779512,0.0,0.0,0.2048723381087821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05211786676314639,0.15460349019745978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266145843734347,0.0,0.08373948539333652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899057655815704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756949847375555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314123839327101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291643692095247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642614554620607,0.0,0.0,0.2225327405087695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085497878738078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150519949222742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098706594485218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300725871110797,0.0,0.10615804432577787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130279182394499,0.0,0.08288842878209404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105960458464624,0.0,0.0,0.09061722161458777,0.0,0.19315662801834174,0.0,0.09263829240540114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606950219338089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905354199230703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926155102795402,0.0966431699832828,0.06736681042246324,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,-A-N-X-I-E-T-Y-,2019/03/07,"Shower thought: Our lives are like a boss fight with a super intense soundtrack, but there's no boss. I mean, the boss *might* show up.  It also might not be a boss at all. But shit, if he does show up, what the fuck is gonna happen? He might be unbeatable. ",1.1103773584905667,2.930416641509435,2.1251320754717007,98.70618867924532,80.69811320754717,4.994716981132076,18.147169811320754,5.6839178017228535,-0.5968309433962267,194,4,46,1,5,61,40,53,0.239,0.6709999999999999,0.09,-0.8979,1,0,0,0,1,0,12.0,1,0,0,2,2,5,3,0,5,0,7,2,1,4,1,15,12,4,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,2,4,5,1,3,0,0,0,1,4,3,2,4,1,28,4,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19361798857774035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21187505704805612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22382992545822566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21410006904876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182843715539377,0.0,0.2137905569595291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637324570506631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7705321300956313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24852591309207295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922109854138401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,randomjohn16,2019/03/07,"Afraid of school Every morning I struggle to get out of bed. 
I’m so afraid that I go to school less than half the time. Any advice would be appreciated ",0.6772580645161312,3.142196000000002,2.277661290322584,92.53649193548388,89.0,4.390322580645162,17.427419354838708,5.985473137389443,-0.4424258064516131,120,3,26,1,4,39,25,31,0.073,0.823,0.104,0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,6,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,15,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.330204261174308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297921411168894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847059217098561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17654537560856035,0.0,0.19204350574452972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6839711401244344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532595960743598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970395421336763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24004340081156564,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,juanabanana,2019/03/07,"How Do I Get Past This? I have been struggling with panic attacks and anxiety for over a year now. My therapist decided to drop me as her patient because I was prescribed pain killers for my dislocated elbow that was operated on in December. My therapist knew of the pain killers I was taking and the frequency. The therapist had me taking gabapentin and klonopin. 300mg of Gabapentin a day and 1mg of Klonopin per day. I wanted to completely stop taking Klonopin all together and she said I couldn't stop taking it so quickly. Then she drops me as a patient and leaves me dealing with severe withdrawals. I didn't think my body would develop such a dependence so quickly. I was wrong. I am getting hot flashes, headaches daily, loss of appetite, the frequency of my anxiety and panic attacks is in a few days now. When I was down to only 1-2 a week. I'm scared I'm not going to ween myself off on my own. Which is contributing a lot to my anxiety and panic attacks now. I haven't even began to look for another therapist as I fear I will be rejected. I finished my physical therapy for my arm and have been off pain killers for 2 months now. Has anyone else experienced this? What can I do?",4.145011921793035,5.760947738197428,5.360479256080115,79.68608845970434,71.61802575107295,9.126275631855034,33.54530281354316,9.586721724236666,3.3732166905102536,945,48,178,23,18,314,125,233,0.29600000000000004,0.7040000000000001,0.0,-0.997,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,12,15,3,6,11,0,23,6,3,2,1,24,38,17,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,6,11,0,2,3,0,0,1,4,15,0,0,12,4,32,0,29,22,4,30,0,2,1,0,5,8,0,2,19,128,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452150960889048,0.2287611447180717,0.0,0.0,0.06969746564683231,0.1021323159696552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3401957624897745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06076303681184893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072024855651927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451092202653796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928529951211728,0.10276406935470868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326852556467526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583665324491499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216592951057533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415571588429892,0.0,0.05664954052974382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554504942187604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370476423820912,0.0,0.0,0.0847430241912534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956236013969803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580992655022002,0.31819458532921074,0.350853430474008,0.0,0.0,0.09515432629324697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481699911918676,0.0,0.09979548279908236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260823700534675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166671237062445,0.0,0.10420552222139076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29978305282611417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399095500542855,0.4629372917083862,0.0,0.0638699037141644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05879291194833725,0.0,0.07995601227929874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07080868634663356,0.1089826993984238,0.0,0.06418963139605065
anxiety,miss_invisibility,2019/03/07,"In need of some helpful advice Hey everyone.  As most of you can already guess this is about anxiety.  I've been dealing with it on and off for a years now. I've been pretty good at managing it (meds and tricks I learnt in group session). But now it's been arising for different reasons and would like to know if theres anyone out there going through something similar.

At the moment my S.O is going through a lot too. We suspect he is bipolar and is the process of getting it treated.  Waiting for call back for counseling and has been on meds for just about 2 months.  It's taking a while to get everything under control and in the mean time he has been having a lot of ups and downs through out the day. I'm trying my best to be helpful and supportive but it's taking a toll on me. I don't want to tell him the entirely how I feel because it eats away at him thinking he's causing it.  It's been spiking my anxiety to notch I didn't know existed.  

Just wondering if there's anyone else going through the same thing and have some advice to give .

Sorry for the long post I'm just about at the end of my rope. ",2.3043421052631565,4.1174605745614015,3.605999999999998,89.51400000000002,77.02631578947368,6.665263157894738,26.75087719298245,7.554174236665415,1.4159045614035095,873,35,183,12,20,285,126,228,0.042,0.894,0.064,0.6972,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,1,1,0,2,14,6,1,0,13,0,19,2,0,4,0,42,40,16,0,5,7,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,11,13,1,2,8,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,7,1,13,5,43,31,7,32,0,0,0,0,15,17,0,9,12,131,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25642332658064915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478759141880684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007423928344592,0.0,0.0,0.18348268075444746,0.13443466668306536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327108556801156,0.10088827535162588,0.0,0.07998113547996652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769118314575818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397461492699916,0.0,0.0,0.13478331523813794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715716902597506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461614351866414,0.13526623066885413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708093142854624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342551099397084,0.10960464739488876,0.0,0.1162083743170204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537166359101054,0.1179182772865595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634101216849611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370980263700472,0.125863453633131,0.22369987481124845,0.11004823358284194,0.0,0.0,0.14453671165581264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758874194430619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14421328622722693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06409996349517784,0.0,0.0,0.11611198450244685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22309099921421388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429203253764786,0.29147757139247155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472629808058212,0.0,0.0,0.09728658382961272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565778424426585,0.13348229569921444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349002300055371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100774792853977,0.0,0.1468728612900714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888947943817996,0.0,0.0,0.1972991329986311,0.0,0.1146786452254593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716653795900367,0.08407064047626489,0.0,0.0,0.07650648523153653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907934333308927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738790064693969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14228584368546646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320401732693168,0.0,0.0,0.08449149144723961
anxiety,holyyeden,2019/03/07,"At the airport alone and terrified Sorry for my English, not my first language.

I’m on my way to a huge backpacking trip of 8 months, all by myself. 
Never done anything like this and my anxiety level is high as ever. Saying goodbye to all my friends and families made it so much worse. I can’t help but think of all the things that could go wrong. What if don’t find friends? What if get lost or what if I lose everything? I know these are all rational fears but the fact that I’m all by myself make it scary as hell. I know I want this, and I know I want to do this on my own, to learn how to deal with my anxiety and especially to learn how to trust myself. 

I’m scared that my family is scared for me, if that makes sense. It made me doubt myself, but deep down I’m so happy and this was my biggest dream.  

If anyone’s online I sure would love to talk to you, just to ground me a bit before I get on my plane. And if you have any tips for me to deal with my fears that would be amazing!",0.8215566037735869,2.569859740566041,2.5147547169811344,95.91279245283022,81.31132075471699,5.93811320754717,18.618867924528306,6.961326702584282,-0.06385924528301913,763,17,183,9,20,251,114,212,0.2,0.642,0.157,-0.8416,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,3,6,17,1,5,5,0,13,1,0,6,9,49,32,23,0,11,12,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,17,9,0,0,7,1,0,2,4,9,0,1,5,1,30,8,27,23,8,18,1,2,0,1,10,11,1,8,5,125,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347153311560116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884533985722915,0.0,0.1990093989372572,0.0,0.0,0.09094934432322646,0.0,0.10703814678315217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068166448291007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14200490067063148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385188236564076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26819697505664203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13310878324826586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765754178272254,0.0,0.0,0.11690029771572365,0.0,0.24524055057256536,0.29273425223477145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188834222652791,0.1106391495015496,0.0,0.0,0.2009865595806165,0.0,0.13591446947574606,0.0,0.07392289690272846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13846402857442586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718449832580749,0.13742817559890336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214452455748952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06354659335756263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455172610290972,0.14198891823728338,0.0,0.11739502943478175,0.2461544821893336,0.1736480972806158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382220386865414,0.0,0.0956178627248393,0.0,0.10031952037509913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034384496302441,0.26044946233734045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14560491898507866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259129046608185,0.0,0.0,0.10454692080962652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864140358283364,0.08334486499445434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15343963350545398,0.10324507381682467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13255444771282496,0.1847987881868704,0.14221327792730756,0.0,0.0
anxiety,2323four,2019/03/07,"What can I do if doing pretty much anything stresses me out? Maybe this isn't the right sub for this specifically, but I imagine some of us here would have some experience with this. So basically, doing things is always daunting to me. Things I \*need\* to do stress me out, such as studying or exercising. But also things I want to do, unfortunately. For example, reading about something I want to learn about becomes a chore/stressful/makes me feel inadequate for some reason. Hobbies I have get ruined pretty quickly once I start to get into them. Sports and ideograms are example of this. I guess this usually happens when I start getting good at them, which is pretty telling of what could be going on.    



So any input would be appreciated. Resources likes books would be especially good because I would really like to dive in and beat this at this point.",5.751730769230767,7.74182789102564,5.8941025641025675,75.9592307692308,68.16666666666667,8.276923076923078,31.58974358974359,8.841846274778883,2.7456512820512837,685,29,117,12,12,217,99,156,0.093,0.7190000000000001,0.188,0.9489,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,2,1,9,7,0,2,2,0,20,1,0,1,0,26,32,11,0,9,4,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,13,6,0,0,4,4,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,17,4,23,24,4,15,0,1,0,0,4,9,0,6,7,92,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070521654763907,0.11138679215889832,0.0,0.0,0.09103310790105806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101598731412944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816031460979568,0.1478438908612136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688068254825504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094611334933595,0.0,0.0,0.06768640224704127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098175440085884,0.0,0.07607882974225143,0.22456000478092952,0.0,0.0,0.14746790386242806,0.0,0.11837679023874312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079981059485915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448585419338205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840652089342726,0.09925954746675887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14256235329997846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265461353168122,0.0,0.0,0.4085679158741882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390169274736072,0.0,0.0857576458858592,0.13763599518472888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432037726217045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030561764567946,0.0,0.0,0.18950133287766435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066848799869729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700431838696408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26680280378252463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16102367420141284,0.0,0.1474338993655446,0.0,0.15791464136660513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3803767474519624,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThatOneBirdTM,2019/03/07,"How can you tell when you're feeling anxious? This is my first time posting in this subreddit, I hope it's abiding to the rules and there are no issues. If there are any, please let me know!  
   
I'm 16, trying to understand more about Mental illness so I can be more self aware, and better myself. So that I can act appropriately, and know a more solid truth. Avoiding toxic POV's that cause so many problems for others around myself.  


I've been looking around, trying to understand Anxiety better. I doubt I'll ever have a good enough understanding, but I'm getting to a good standpoint. My major question: I've learned that you can be anxious with only physical symptoms, where your mind is ""numb"" or your conscious mind is just unaware(no anxious thoughts). But how do you pin-point the *feeling* of Anxiety? I can usually tell when I'm under stress, tired, sick, ect. I've learned to understand how I react to things well and can pin-point the feeling I have. But, I didn't know much about anxiety. When I learned more I was driving my self nuts, I could never understand if I was anxious unless I was under high levels of anxiety. But I'll find times when I look back to a conversation, project, or something monotone, and I'll realize that I was acting anxious in that time. It feels like I can never tell if I'm anxious, nervous, tired, or just stressed anymore. I like to be very self aware, and this has been adding a good layer of stress. I realize I could be viewing anxiety as an emotion, which adds on to my confusion.  
If you have any insight, it'd be beyond appreciated!   


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anxiety,tom_snw0,2019/03/07,"Im a fucked disgusting human eho doesn't deserve an inch of what I want to achieve This morning I woke up with determination I've had for weeks, I still have anxiety looming but I can overlook it to do well, not tonight, tonight has been hell, I'm just thinking about some fucked up shit I did when I was 11, and just wondering why the fuck I'm so messed up, can blame it on a messy childhood but it's still me, I'm responsible for my shitty actions, I'm 16 now tryna do exams, tryna follow dreams but I'm so messed up I don't deserve it, I feel like a fucking lie, I'm scared to even where clothes I like incase people see what I am, see me being myself and think I don't care, think I'm just happy to go along with my life, I've only told my mum the stuff bit quickly the anxiety took the relief away, I'm going to therapy soon, but I fucking feel like a dirty mess.",1.541022727272729,3.048940385026744,3.418392379679144,91.37111798128343,78.30481283422459,6.172326203208556,23.452205882352942,6.9077264865688965,0.6189360962566846,680,22,155,7,16,229,109,187,0.29100000000000004,0.5710000000000001,0.139,-0.9892,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,15,19,8,1,9,0,15,7,1,0,0,21,44,9,0,1,8,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,5,0,0,6,1,0,5,4,12,1,0,7,4,18,7,18,36,2,23,1,0,2,5,3,8,7,2,13,90,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20262045386446306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442435777256512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14458160056014638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350233959547425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747018147143491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13392334130931113,0.18921909887804225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6121569112224172,0.0,0.0,0.1505284775633038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097647881694975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14304943993800148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354073910307792,0.19409896702983226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072061239224768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181177321239938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325876781432447,0.0,0.2110625438888468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593969171523335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115209609803926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15160311965223358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15144769712602488,0.0,0.0,0.25457150962663194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265445879162237,0.14713698371244965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811190915529037,0.0,0.10622907695179228,0.0,0.11907240104144168,0.0,0.11949941057887305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436170099347761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xgoronx,2019/03/07,"Waiting for my Lexapro prescription to be filled. I’ve never taken meds for my mental health. I have suffered from anxiety my entire life, it seems. My anxiety has ruined my relationship with someone I love very much. Sometimes my brain is not strong enough to fight through my anxious and irrational thoughts so I thought I would finally see a doctor about medication. 

I never wanted to take meds. I wanted to try to beat it. Mostly I was scared of how the meds might affect me in negative ways. But I do all the things that people say to do when you are anxious or depressed. I eat well, drinks tons of water, I exercise every single day and enjoy it. Still there. 

I hope that this works out for me. I am trying to be hopeful. I didn’t want to share this on Facebook or anything and thought it would fit here. Thanks for reading. ",2.5868823529411777,5.162936599999998,3.4205882352941184,87.30205882352942,79.875,6.014705882352942,25.036764705882355,7.285733465282438,1.2998345588235298,656,25,123,9,17,208,110,160,0.175,0.688,0.138,-0.691,0,0,1,0,1,0,18.0,0,1,0,3,8,13,1,1,3,0,14,10,1,2,3,28,29,9,0,7,4,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,9,5,3,1,4,3,0,1,5,5,1,0,6,2,23,8,21,18,6,12,0,3,1,1,6,4,0,7,6,93,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892437582061885,0.27946711844961564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178565071218412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380780239862437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976928429657254,0.0,0.1065333038106834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266011101396276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116830097732804,0.0,0.12656490342987534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278039803281278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421346326448576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549544358675356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147580736359912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24570251594081985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873653210997754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11163430814626232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4121723637762814,0.12460382944507745,0.12464959478873762,0.1312146665453012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092577431177988,0.0,0.19079343145206445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575049892006996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237226454525028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279588285662894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836259521200033,0.12383444032972254,0.0,0.09856425711296199,0.11260197802794708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480143523998793,0.0,0.1223317552220686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877833365749512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299886509341797,0.0,0.0,0.11387637270729753,0.0,0.0,0.08217359074118105,0.0,0.0,0.29458616240780955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16795365914358495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020565218377417,0.21886523745172798,0.09817870859220704,0.0,0.0,0.11121142136415386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004719137018953,0.0,0.0,0.17573047994310342,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OutOfPeanutButter,2019/03/07,"Had the worst panic attack in a long time an hour ago I had to take very a hot shower and a xanax.  Just slowly calming down but my hands are still shaking. My anxiety created a terrible scenario regarding something I care about very deeply and it made me cry so hard I literally could not breathe. Gasping for air for absolutely no valid reason - except the made up scenario in my head, I realized how pathetic I am.

I'm so tired of feeling like my brain is against me. I've been going to therapy, taking my meds and they work, but I have so many issues that it might take a few years to really get better. It's small steps and then there's a trigger and a day like today happens and I feel like I'm back where I started. I hate that I have to try so hard every single day to go through life not feeling like crap while most people just... live. Maybe not happily, but at least not so fricking torn and crying on the bathroom floor for something that might possibly happen but probably won't or for the fear of being alone. ",3.517567073170732,5.036480278048781,4.602972560975612,84.8820198170732,73.04878048780488,7.66158536585366,26.95884146341464,8.278499904357787,1.7609573170731707,807,29,161,13,16,264,133,205,0.233,0.622,0.145,-0.9742,1,1,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,2,13,15,3,3,12,0,13,8,5,5,0,32,31,20,0,1,12,0,7,4,0,3,3,0,1,0,6,7,0,0,5,0,0,4,6,8,0,0,5,7,18,7,21,21,5,27,0,0,0,0,1,10,1,4,17,106,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237699009947727,0.0,0.0,0.11961523251939707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835132320558903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138920860860434,0.0,0.08880647976131785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214358844511832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892764591480996,0.0,0.0,0.11775213675410638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221123498079943,0.0,0.2537258225408404,0.14896600840248012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730727673694303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299609901374298,0.1751891902390007,0.24752325013782275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060339980348132725,0.0,0.13127391553211054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20425898788678265,0.0,0.206916901443117,0.11402477429295517,0.11852845933719752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373668973821653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054399604660948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157565453795672,0.2256948923349391,0.0,0.10198185123975766,0.10220708566802578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21856328726736024,0.0,0.11709110448940807,0.1160275777338956,0.0,0.12828595272605406,0.0,0.0,0.24503824111602102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13550537558203574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006784600919921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020025916056738,0.0,0.0,0.12452027514843865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07398734970288842,0.11874535969645544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17782328998862407,0.0,0.0,0.08174607196799888,0.0,0.09223233109938814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605075971489405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207555488424816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06734451162579536,0.13274145405160076,0.10947323319117508,0.0,0.0,0.07841171705324418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19058654999443386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840797982867683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437327974000224
anxiety,lexloooser,2019/03/07,"Panic vs Anxiety attacks? I need help dissecting this! I'm sorry if this is a stupid question, but in what way are panic attacks different from anxiety attacks? Or are they the same? Because I think I've only had one panic attack in my life, considering all I have read about them -- I wasn't able to move, my heart was racing, I thought I was going to die, I felt terrified and despite being in the room with someone I couldn't say anything. It passed and I fell asleep, but everything was different in the morning. I have concluded that this was probably derealization; it lasted for 6 months or so until it subsided. It was truly awful. That was 6 or 7 years ago and I haven't experienced those things since.   


On the other hand, I am a very anxious person and mainly am triggered by social situations, in addition to food/eating and a few other things. I have intense anxiety every single day in a variety of situations. I dread going places, dread seeing people, so much dread and fear in my life all the time for such minuscule things. When I feel these moments of 'dread', they feel different than the 'panic attack' that I think I had. I tend to feel very scared, I have a terrible feeling of dread in my stomach and chest, my mind is racing and I have an extreme inability to focus. What are all of your experiences? I just want to know exactly what is happening to me, and whether I'm right to call it anxiety or panic attacks, because I feel like I invalidate lots of people by saying I have 'panic attacks' when I really don't even know if that's the right term. Thanks for listening and reading!",5.193938973647711,6.240616012944982,6.492907998150718,74.71941747572819,68.48220064724919,9.639759593157653,30.89551548774849,9.842372674337009,3.0871379565418398,1264,50,228,29,21,428,159,309,0.31,0.63,0.06,-0.9984,3,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,3,1,8,24,8,13,13,1,27,7,5,2,4,47,49,24,1,5,11,0,7,1,0,0,2,3,1,1,22,12,0,0,13,2,0,5,4,22,0,1,11,12,35,2,32,36,10,30,0,0,1,0,12,13,0,8,12,165,57,2,0.0696576693945755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06174732101502111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131517057016992,0.07869333914856487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05732232669365245,0.0,0.0,0.554719585307924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.084925337447642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711282686461934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044923434124291735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07229366330387456,0.21833231591446334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712771858468793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04600823367799076,0.0,0.058689590775576,0.0,0.06260382169939327,0.06813856692669827,0.0,0.07838424405375093,0.17610505312339728,0.0497634529337452,0.06688228640007653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423033033029848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791761175571168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061598046997637185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254467362117372,0.046690067474531034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656406678765093,0.05678029764186589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840254383082113,0.03403121872140112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059220459537437785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033438891910605,0.0,0.05560008713781955,0.07403507872520103,0.05120640191917792,0.05165027922695372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04720183953641775,0.052977796469373714,0.0,0.490369598707377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658371447934457,0.060822390093783235,0.07277743863815446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510274911382313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.078032531628473,0.0,0.1393530394983731,0.0,0.04462448670072988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897453811985627,0.0,0.1107891491133896,0.06973947894264683,0.0,0.055508143898617815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05762154394568665,0.1565962778828838,0.0,0.0710072217506145,0.0590207172303427,0.0,0.0,0.07797605792983706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641314231754914,0.0,0.0,0.1388323810212462,0.08926764378925987,0.0,0.05530040866211692,0.040617947196115486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494974478363533,0.041085898176902814,0.05529101566778826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044857255273705605
anxiety,dtmhaze,2019/03/07,"Hey everybody! So I finally got health care, and can afford to see a psychiatrist or psychologist. Question I need help. My internal medicine doctor prescribes me 2mg klonopin a day. And I mentioned that it's not working anymore because of my tolerance build up. She wouldn't up my dose and she recommended me to see a psychiatrist or psychologist because she cant prescribe me more than 1 controlled substance. Question is, if they even give me anything for my anxiety and panic attacks, will they drug test me? Because I self medicate by using cannabis daily to help my anxiety and depression. also, the whole ""talk about everything and get it off your chest and that will help panic attacks and depression"" thing. Not for me. I'm not just seeking drugs to get fucked up. I'm legitimately trying to get anything for my panic attacks. But the whole pop culture fucked everything up and benzos like xanax are hard to get. But I know they help me because I was prescribed them once before. Anyone in the same boat or can help me out?
-much appreciated!",4.819164888753427,7.275520523316064,5.406558975921979,76.52109113075281,71.74611398963731,8.271746418774763,33.11459920755867,9.007467420416297,3.2444552880219444,843,42,142,18,17,271,114,193,0.183,0.6970000000000001,0.12,-0.9437,1,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,4,2,5,12,5,3,6,0,9,10,1,2,0,28,25,17,0,3,10,0,1,1,0,3,7,0,0,1,5,10,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,10,0,0,2,3,28,2,20,20,5,9,0,2,2,2,21,7,2,6,3,95,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095051637832522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15487545688531346,0.0,0.1003891415083982,0.07077967840061818,0.0,0.16660099448292334,0.0,0.0,0.34547808071373803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24682608839640396,0.0,0.08613599883803523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320680730823784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353373577469335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06528249316094026,0.0,0.17437187104691462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036092548621851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23478039595536265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06685891804532043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18195107482797765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108883005193375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18716389091595506,0.2115459437573364,0.09710534786077564,0.0,0.0,0.08095980013520343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067874844875244,0.0,0.0,0.10759866495896404,0.0,0.0,0.3392487762797416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05563124529404393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04945398424554117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197469759578562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441286821119207,0.07505790833054264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780254714499576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563012333983279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22679291161367585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16132827309738249,0.0,0.10560095209051408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136174579095362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672501567849914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06872591186622372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742689347733754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22603076518227155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07369384352165811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,eisfina,2019/03/07,"Surrender to anxiety? An idea I never really considered came up. And it's kinda stupid but seems profound at the same time. I'm not making any claims that I found some solution, but it's good to ask questions.

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What if I just surrender to anxiety? I don't have anything that severe, but I am somewhat treated for with medication. Day to day I do feel like I'm fearing something. There's a general ""something"" I'm always worried about. School, meaning of my existence, anticipation or concern of the future, will I survive in this world, etc

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But I've always wanted to overcome this and it feels like it never ends. It's as if the idea of trying to reach a point where I'm my ideal self and won't be anxious anymore may be a false illusion. What if I just accept that anxiety as a permanent part of my existence? Might as well welcome and make love with my inner tension.",4.526678523788348,6.0730672080924855,5.833526011560696,76.94156514006228,70.5606936416185,8.791285015562472,32.382836816362826,9.265573868473778,3.1202195642507786,709,33,126,15,13,238,105,173,0.114,0.6809999999999999,0.205,0.9609,0,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,2,6,12,1,2,8,0,10,2,0,2,2,40,25,15,0,5,11,0,2,2,0,4,1,0,0,1,12,7,0,0,9,0,0,1,5,3,1,0,2,2,12,9,20,17,5,15,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,11,9,87,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20222962710002226,0.2633348811955843,0.2953214835955109,0.08263812570490826,0.0,0.2788886123871393,0.13728360644674772,0.12051570957751614,0.0,0.0,0.1000010397775426,0.0,0.11360528899376833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389871098344912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15674137397861676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763111801622993,0.0,0.13552751048030295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367443779706127,0.1228888598087503,0.17362857801954434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324098590624647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192565282705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743637676657887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873758283485485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967702039887346,0.0,0.16223179123824946,0.0,0.0,0.13237147923220474,0.0,0.12241914668311644,0.0,0.12891407577377653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18744824436876986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159488901592392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487617723814425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361308018954746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778491615223682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229852613353324,0.0,0.11062772409485427,0.12677241265366265,0.13728360644674772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18710487779808765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085959673180284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250446124421634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167595551105724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926154810368124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340999425645575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953214835955109,0.0
anxiety,snh69,2019/03/07,"I avoided a possible panic attack! I just got super overwhelmed at work, which has been happening a lot lately (startup life). It's been causing me to panic a bit, but today I recognized the feeling and reminded myself to relax. I took a 5 minute mental break by scrolling on my phone and was able to get back to work without panicking! 

Panic attacks are still pretty new to me, but I'm slowly recovering by taking baby steps. Next is to finally get a therapist! :) 

If anyone has any tips for relaxing and ignoring anxietu, pls let me know! ",4.57,6.3780041862745165,6.3883823529411785,71.97022058823529,70.86274509803924,9.41372549019608,31.37745098039216,9.827888789773867,3.5474862745098035,425,19,69,11,8,147,77,102,0.096,0.621,0.28300000000000003,0.9737,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,3,11,2,5,6,0,8,1,0,1,0,14,17,6,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,2,2,0,2,1,8,0,0,5,1,9,3,12,11,2,13,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,8,47,11,2,0.15199428201882104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033613238788166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627793603064363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34583087680680497,0.0,0.11687422082535885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16593838979064648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15613999638524126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685287590589861,0.0,0.0,0.16650230652980771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15882147804438151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215637122723589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13440804162041856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353208240366641,0.0,0.17145617052215711,0.0,0.0,0.15542445129191534,0.10735805639483507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292201032054405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531744868383141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14679702471009773,0.16164764326455042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.534997622854644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17135071541569333,0.0,0.15463282774388734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138282995924865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428078415636353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764770763821144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407280712892806,0.0,0.1688712399178309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14651706393754108,0.0,0.22130729510572736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Popcorn8877,2019/03/07,"Not good enough for a decent job Does anyone feel like they're not worth getting a decent job sometimes?

I went to college and got my bachelor's in biology (which already was a struggle due to anxiety), with the intent of going into pharmacy, but the anxiety has been preventing me from continuing my education.

Although I already completed my degree, and I think that at least if I put a little effort into it, I'd be able to find a decent job related to my degree, but I've been settling for almost-minimum wage jobs just because they're easier to get.

Other than that, even when I begin a job search that's related to my degree, I always feel like I'm probably not even worth the job I'm applying to.

It's very frustrating.... Just needed to vent. ",8.134285714285713,6.58967480952381,9.37687074829932,65.2383673469388,62.80952380952381,12.75374149659864,37.326530612244895,11.765960540728905,4.5464040816326525,595,24,104,16,7,209,89,147,0.073,0.862,0.065,0.4243,7,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,1,1,9,0,5,0,0,1,0,20,17,7,0,2,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,4,0,3,3,3,2,0,0,5,2,12,3,18,11,2,12,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,6,67,19,9,0.12285192106008745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301845301844742,0.0,0.271140299592694,0.0,0.10222263978419764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18796276670094386,0.0,0.0,0.08590091965465455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488939080792356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12880790187589164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750854400416912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12693887484360014,0.0,0.16228507043225118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423524515038048,0.17553087390460195,0.0,0.0,0.1122844301987138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12837011645568816,0.0,0.06981957786207951,0.10304236271528558,0.09825590400832143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7314694517384471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003848627946526,0.1231298992598959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109314281501538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324551493858256,0.0,0.0,0.12350011259366962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150369124391402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284315019037975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871855047214782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136570096857188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388496162343012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Flaminglacier,2019/03/07,"Anxiety from making people upset. I think it is ruining my life. What can I do? Hello everyone you can call me Gl4cier and I think I may have anxiety and I think it is ruining my life.

Ever since I was little I would completely breakdown crying whenever I made my parents upset or I did something wrong. Even if it was something super small like lying about eating my vegetables. If my parents found out I was lying I would be mortified. I think this fear of making people angry has travelled with me into adulthood and is negatively impacting my life.

My first job while in highschool was at a fast food joint and if I ever experienced an angered customer I would be on the verge of a breakdown. Even if the customer had a legitimate reason to be frustrated and wasn't being abusive in any way I would still have a deep drop in my heart when the customer would walk back into the restaurant after previously leaving with their food.

Fast forward to today and I believe my anxiety has gotten so bad that I am too scared to work. My boss assigns tasks with very reasonable deadlines but whenever I even think about work I get that same pit in my stomach. I end up procrastinating till the last minute to complete my work and this effects my quality of work. 

Sadly, when I procrastinate I don't even enjoy my time doing nothing. I constantly think about work and what needs to be completed 24/7. I've lost many nights of sleep because I can only think about what needs to be done, however, I avoid working because of the sickening feeling I get when doing work. It's like I can't click off from work. Even when I finish ALL my tasks for the week and get a glance of next week's tasks and deadlines  I get the pit in my  stomach again and can't think about anything but work and what needs to be done. Honestly I just don't want to make my boss upset.

I can't enjoy days off because of my work anxiety.

What can I do? Should I see a therapist? Will medication help? I look at my coworker and see him only worrying about work at work. I want to be able to not constantly be worrying about what's next to complete.

Sorry if this is poorly written. I am on mobile right now.",4.093205704099823,5.725603487058827,5.230844919786096,80.49855971479505,71.7764705882353,8.257397504456327,28.87878787878788,8.841846274778883,2.378498039215686,1722,68,322,33,33,569,191,425,0.16699999999999998,0.789,0.045,-0.9905,4,1,2,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,1,16,25,21,2,7,15,0,49,12,4,9,3,65,78,28,0,16,10,2,1,2,0,8,4,0,0,0,15,19,4,1,13,1,1,3,8,15,0,1,14,7,60,6,49,47,2,55,0,4,5,0,8,22,0,7,32,233,75,19,0.061813906806933376,0.07323937168137389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042035576317899066,0.0,0.1891498780608036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05086757841590884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047531078789773806,0.051612030215177136,0.11304355156069967,0.0,0.0,0.069643105353803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06311891005897921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592428209131113,0.13359774693117993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067899674069965,0.03986485615355123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651417598708128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06325105852224469,0.0,0.0,0.054748774091367296,0.0,0.0,0.20413751232569968,0.11182843523964564,0.0,0.05906583693080551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955783044684807,0.03125496858167191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05257887755232861,0.14949124294875535,0.06777575827087612,0.0,0.0,0.12918086012681915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732497771885734,0.04143255875145377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06134076446359105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05038658423989074,0.0,0.06545200208499033,0.0,0.0,0.13098297129642195,0.06039830504966249,0.06195377371653519,0.0,0.0,0.051908113487579115,0.0,0.0674771812637728,0.0,0.0,0.058489813218460036,0.12378378835944236,0.0626695994259181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062271007955164465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750268596851584,0.0,0.0,0.1314795823053138,0.05800816414942193,0.0,0.0593121107115383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940245231359856,0.0,0.0,0.13727405665284664,0.0,0.0,0.08570795976643154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710998257833656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05278873866767242,0.0,0.0,0.06188650423697015,0.0,0.0985153613032654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05113310247798302,0.0,0.06185854807117079,0.0,0.0,0.09517473082845526,0.0,0.06919560789127317,0.0,0.0,0.04936466582429557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177071010930057,0.0,0.3168628443657657,0.0,0.0,0.03604418615339355,0.0,0.058592355942561535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051002946791740784,0.07291888755566082,0.04906500202281402,0.0991667749662825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5400151242662928,0.1255500457617619,0.0,0.21955412934008686,0.06758380338372406,0.0,0.0
anxiety,frozen_cherry,2019/03/07,"My meds did nothing I was going though a rough patch a few months ago, and my doctor prescribed me some pills. She insisted that I didn't take them often, because they could be addictive. Also that I shouldn't do anything important afterwards because they were very potent.

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Well, I tried them twice, and I felt nothing. She even said she was surprised, because I was supposed to feel drugged when taking them.

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Any idea what happened? Can I have some natural tolerance to the substance? Was my doctor exagerating the effects? For context: the name of the meds was Sobril, it's a benzo. I used to take paroxetine, have been off for over a year.",4.661652892561985,7.215568719008273,4.498347107438018,82.40388429752069,72.55371900826447,7.044628099173554,30.834710743801647,8.00094639256281,2.4108942148760333,529,24,89,8,11,162,81,121,0.014,0.901,0.085,0.7852,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,5,1,6,2,0,0,8,0,16,5,0,2,0,13,25,5,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,11,4,20,2,8,11,3,8,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,3,5,68,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14960848286716535,0.0,0.0,0.1216522354661027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974830297144136,0.0,0.2973922574456213,0.3335157206668286,0.09332580113534078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293427908726072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509750296463589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957250119977507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28093557402692443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15915123942287313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064368113092452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693911024386836,0.0,0.1317689499707058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799489547090684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135814144528935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15492376068253094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30487852617778666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954118788053042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26336502239534393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054372314428864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095552185923597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483456191228824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317484970982153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852862245325775,0.0,0.11323481884975535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339245866339855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335157206668286,0.08837606702957047
anxiety,dx2113,2019/03/07,"Feeling overwhelmed I've always recognized that I am a relatively anxious person, but ever since I started law school, it's gotten so much worse. I find myself constantly worrying - worrying about failing, worrying about my crippling debt, worrying about disappointing myself and my family, worrying about ruining my relationship with my S/O and friends. There is not a  moment where I feel as though I have a sense of peace. I workout, eat relatively well, and I have even tried going to therapy. Nothing helps. Everything I try only alleviates it very temporarily. I try so hard to take care of myself, but nothing I do changes this feeling. I have loved ones that know and understand what I am going to, but talking to them does not help either. I feel as though I continuously have this underlying sense of stress and panic. Today has been the worst day I have had in a long time. I woke up with the intention to work, and have not been able to leave my bed. I feel so incredibly useless. I apologize if this sounds melodramatic, I just really do not know what to do. ",5.928049311094995,7.466462142131983,6.909024655547501,70.59107868020307,67.17258883248729,10.704713560551124,32.853154459753455,10.7630783206399,3.945864684554026,850,37,146,25,14,284,115,197,0.271,0.61,0.119,-0.9889,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,2,15,12,0,3,6,0,16,2,0,1,1,30,32,17,0,1,10,0,6,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,9,8,1,0,9,1,1,2,4,8,1,1,5,7,28,4,21,27,3,15,0,5,0,1,9,4,0,1,9,109,37,3,0.11091004093344853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228603887476283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529677696676927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308017849839665,0.0,0.1173281171609742,0.0,0.0,0.11985435273516536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07152780104331595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705812423043736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134886605969912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325503601903441,0.10032448174398048,0.0,0.0,0.0996787932702602,0.0,0.10455611585118968,0.0,0.2803972458490569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136976810836557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856888225009303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606546437075022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993536117241917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14868132510873155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190651589774452,0.0,0.0,0.11743771920282825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981518960906518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001006421595432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153164155895386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21284235107197869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751555141109249,0.08435208392774206,0.0,0.13012903613211518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684236974338097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07105181223587563,0.0,0.0,0.1190758770384076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122468826291388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174593197288744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850269782354273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704707716335262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339054785705279,0.08914528970462439,0.0,0.0,0.12683529771331076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179371041921553,0.0,0.06467253678321652,0.0,0.10512975043421427,0.0,0.0,0.2259019124025555,0.0,0.0,0.11546126406439433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151239920923387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972144655961726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074383073176274,0.5631726513471024,0.1130268070210654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,baldybald238,2019/03/07,i have had anxiety for 5 years i self medicated wit weed i havent had any help where do i go from here am 19 i dont move out the house for weeks.my family and i got evicted am currently loving in supported accommodation. i want help i have a appointment with my local doctor next week how do i express what am going to though with a gp if i cant even tell my family how i feel on a day to day basic have powerd though the most difficult time in my life without pills i iust wanna be normal again any advice would be greatful i just dont wanna get section or something can anyone explain the process to getting help,0.8671354166666667,3.240741234375001,3.3176875000000017,86.47522916666668,85.875,6.225833333333334,21.81458333333333,7.554174236665415,1.105757708333333,490,17,99,9,15,169,84,128,0.096,0.841,0.064,-0.4151,3,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,6,0,18,5,0,2,0,18,28,7,0,6,4,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,3,1,16,3,15,22,2,18,0,0,0,1,8,7,0,3,8,70,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15030515707289602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091974448897784,0.0,0.11766720792728905,0.0,0.0,0.10755025105829996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19839447388926126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15743503819443844,0.0,0.0,0.36053747651864215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159262635470964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900041004146013,0.0,0.07777292641295294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16072282239465374,0.0,0.174831961241856,0.0,0.12301902222396745,0.16958036118095646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092946327356179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17748058226413085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864330217201823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882304465918974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15495131619480731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16347982716991216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16358282128354598,0.0,0.15070495836935047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604614370391248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841345029274225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17454618417033022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134440123005723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022427398611619,0.0,0.08969011854859142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907234198806134,0.0,0.12338022788135518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14827110498517745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092649771840732,0.0,0.0,0.09905110476995864
anxiety,lyricalgangstasd,2019/03/07,"Ever feel like you might have valid reasons to be anxious? I just want to feel safe for once in my life. I'm so scared, all the time, I can't breathe, and I just want it to stop.  I'm hoping someone will be able to put this into perspective for me, kindly, so that I can set a goal that is doable.  If I just knew what plan could work I wouldn't feel so immobile.  

I took a job in August, as a teacher, I was fired...    I didn't finish the requirements for certification (more time into lesson plans means calmer kids so I was working 80 hour weeks trying to figure out how to teach high school, not writing papers).   I also admitted to being suicidal to my principal.  So, the official reason was the certificate.  If I had two days with a sub, I could have finished those requirements, easy.

I was physically and sexually abused for about 15 years as a child, so sometimes high stress situations cause anxiety attacks for me.  Teaching at an alternative school, filled with students with similar trauma to mine was hard.  Sometimes the room got hostile, I ended up having to call security or the assistant principal to stand in the class to subbert the tension.  I love those kids, don't get me wrong, but sometimes they scared me.  

I don't have the 1000 dollars to pay for the class to get the transcripts to apply for the renewal of my teaching liscence, and I don't think I'll be hired in this district again because I was fired even if I manage to do so.  

Also, my front tooth needs a root canal.  I'll lose it soon if I don't get it.  Who hires a teacher with a missing front tooth?

I've worked in hotels before, but no one is calling me back ... (not to mention they don't pay enough to cover the bills).   I don't have a car, I was walking to the school to teach.  I've also ridden my bike before, I just can't ride in parts of town that people will murder you with their car.

I don't want a handout, I just don't want to be scared all the time.  I just want my teeth and a job, and to know it will be ok, that I won't lose my house and be homeless again.  But nothing seems possible right now.  I just want to know that I can pay off these stupid loans and credit cards I've been living off of so that when the student loans  come due, I can pay them.  I want to die, but I keep hanging in there because I know what it feels like to lose people to suicide. 

This is too much.  Help, I need a plan or I might just end my in suffering.",3.292316308243727,4.31455506854839,4.343010752688173,88.46507168458783,72.91129032258064,7.285304659498209,25.26971326164875,7.594959193182576,1.0809831541218644,1878,57,409,22,36,612,232,496,0.173,0.7490000000000001,0.078,-0.9953,2,0,0,0,1,2,64.0,0,2,4,13,31,25,4,5,29,1,48,6,4,5,3,79,81,32,4,17,20,0,7,2,0,7,1,0,1,3,20,16,0,6,16,2,9,12,16,16,0,2,13,7,56,9,59,52,6,55,0,5,0,1,17,20,0,10,23,270,76,31,0.07882224267944875,0.0933914684666409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18910235697918976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06029879990381265,0.08904669836839788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967168019628888,0.0,0.06060943921381979,0.0,0.09609861507157172,0.0,0.13414384597543685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097264526153898,0.0,0.0,0.08097215581782052,0.0,0.06789838267000115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586629391055776,0.0,0.0,0.05083382572680361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180504347405154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396262226657393,0.08144444720147792,0.0,0.052061347899500364,0.07129923116211835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15941957696851222,0.11262125183925395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354410559575682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06304134801965806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07060924717450165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05283288776646773,0.16656005406452015,0.0,0.07828827214706176,0.07762403150757677,0.0909502851752042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643782677556814,0.07006083095677884,0.0,0.08208123625714661,0.12995592959068425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05567448105514773,0.07701713261582557,0.0,0.06960148437638262,0.0,0.0,0.264545782828402,0.0,0.0,0.07114015144402168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858605298101711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16723588661434405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057943417772876926,0.11689138838760155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563206769857196,0.0,0.0,0.08394311597390157,0.053411991575268686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535680765036731,0.0,0.10929083685602513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886023536148875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923812474235756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16208478660090694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673137645708322,0.0,0.0,0.2367444467206228,0.2393169531309039,0.0,0.07175680937897012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885995032942078,0.0,0.0,0.0667858304344514,0.0,0.23387164046850398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06589892430641013,0.09029061267674947,0.0,0.0,0.17243748024729352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0505061104063264,0.0,0.0,0.1378856507342135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757441186329916,0.053515128751448614,0.0,0.07699787777800657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254398066235909,0.0,0.06322644859306853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17215059431705448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861797486470234,0.0,0.05075893999682606
anxiety,Throw_away-101,2019/03/07,"Going to a party tonight for a good friend Only problem is, I have to get a taxi to the place with two people I don't like all that much and another that I asked out pretty recently that turned me down by completely dodging the question, at the party I don't like a handful of the people and I only speak to a small percentage of the rest going, but even then I have nobody that I can properly spend the night talking to, I seen it as kind of an opportunity to push myself into socializing but I'm not really looking forward to it as it just sounds like a nightmare of sorts. The person's who's birthday it is, has always been really kind and friendly to me, so I decided to make the effort but even then, I won't be talking to her the entire night..",6.2466612903225816,5.1293479483871,7.572701612903228,75.27905241935484,66.29032258064515,10.330645161290324,32.27822580645161,9.516144504307137,2.7970161290322584,592,20,118,10,8,205,90,155,0.061,0.816,0.123,0.8827,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,5,10,0,0,16,0,11,1,1,1,1,17,20,11,0,1,5,0,1,3,2,1,0,2,0,1,9,6,0,0,2,0,1,4,4,1,0,1,2,5,14,9,23,16,3,16,0,0,2,0,11,7,0,2,10,90,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132328819812621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16676075313759214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14867508814207225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16674386098578894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21008058380065084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24573816128502485,0.0,0.08308857042652859,0.0,0.1807650899606809,0.13338996407844322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33121835541538097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23308757123161325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335482962100371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615626294967688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690810480579028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984848020061904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24190466620939255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205079558744559,0.13886213616113466,0.16615641999676992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617944972739884,0.0,0.15217382064013615,0.0,0.0,0.17815419642804542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20376218490601086,0.0,0.15702664201342525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16211488039115288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556506080941586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17298305215813292,0.15535286510676402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hannaht633,2019/03/07,"Does anyone else experience difficulty breathing randomly? Hey all,

I (21F) have been experiencing random shortness of breath recently. I'll be at work or chilling out on the couch and all the sudden it's like I need to take lots of deep breaths. It's weird.

I don't feel any pain or wheezing. Just the need to take these deep breaths. It's like I can't get enough air. My blood pressure is fine, and I've had tachycardia since I started taking keppra (for epilepsy) a few years ago.

I've been diagnosed with bipolar disorder (type I) a year or two ago and I take lamictal and vraylar.

Everything else feels completely fine in terms of my mood. I don't even feel anxious when this breathing stuff happens.

Any ideas on how I can stop this myself? 

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anxiety,tantal-izing,2019/03/07,"Feel like I screwed someone over and can’t fix it for them or myself I was acting overzealous in a group chat, and ended up minimodding when it wasn’t my place. I said something mean about another person’s message and they left the chat before I could apologize, now I feel like the other people in the chat are going to be disgusted by me before and after I talk to the person I was unkind to. I wish I knew to leave well enough alone, because I feel like a complete asshole after that.",6.969693877551018,5.909052500000005,7.345836734693879,77.30630612244899,64.81632653061224,9.47265306122449,31.84489795918368,8.238735603445708,2.3108955102040825,387,12,74,4,5,127,65,98,0.126,0.7340000000000001,0.14,0.0772,0,1,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,4,7,2,0,6,0,7,1,0,0,0,12,15,6,0,2,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,4,0,0,5,3,0,2,2,3,1,0,5,4,15,4,13,8,1,13,0,0,0,1,12,6,1,1,8,54,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845443176486587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18684088420126888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861897773158864,0.0,0.3032419854955008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868219580179818,0.0,0.0,0.1422649864958648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578176497047381,0.18411113605227925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702847195221119,0.3818828784323547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126576129429203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18867054667351046,0.19359684058582585,0.0,0.0,0.26115430091220604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19409401412346172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352996935377294,0.31116583265867603,0.18616378160812933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694932652525802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15097425958412794,0.1371743256347749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321710823497408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602083211866664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049021747285832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anonymousandsad1,2019/03/07,"I’m freaking out... When I was a teenager, I signed up for a lot of dating websites and other websites and put my name and address on it. I never had a boyfriend in the past and I really wanted one. Well until a few years later, I abandoned those sites. When I searched my name again, google indexed my name and now my address shows. I am freaking out. I did delete my accounts and name but google just won’t remove it and I’m worried. I’ve tried outdated content removal and that wouldn’t work and tried online reputation websites and you have to pay for that. Well I don’t know what to do now, my images and info is online and now there’s nothing I can do to fix it. I wish I give up but I’m just gonna keep worrying. You know what, I don’t even think anyone is gonna answer or help me. This is probably the wrong subreddit to post it. Forget it...",1.6494662921348322,3.407425674157306,3.333019662921348,90.981327247191,78.7752808988764,5.798314606741574,23.484550561797754,6.6274283507984215,0.6133584269662924,662,22,143,6,16,220,100,178,0.112,0.818,0.07,-0.6215,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,0,1,12,6,0,0,6,0,15,0,0,0,1,37,27,18,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,12,14,0,2,5,1,2,3,5,4,2,1,3,0,22,2,14,20,2,23,0,1,0,0,8,7,0,2,12,100,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14033366959243845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325600444406367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19252912856176346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452456059666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783908262057823,0.0,0.0,0.22059825567226865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706274316684551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15479173083379555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19257646334116835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359990907371125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915902631810329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19221452295491698,0.0,0.21638787156710426,0.0,0.0,0.201758305557441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857315891740378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286000557056377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725234029373452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837769140046588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609056825579235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307943765975149,0.0,0.0,0.14611153542165442,0.4076399152731295,0.0,0.0,0.21943326040242536,0.0,0.12924381740418692
anxiety,vestro27,2019/03/07,"Extremely anxious when lying Do you guys also reach a whole new level of anxiety when you lie about something? I made up a lie to get out of a shift and immediately thought of all the possibilities on how it could get back to me. My brain went rougue and it was as if I murdered someone and I was trying to cover it up!

Just looking to vent and hear other's stories so I dont feel so alone with these thoughts!",3.606745098039216,4.523290635294121,5.0667647058823535,83.96877450980394,72.05882352941177,7.549019607843138,28.284313725490193,7.793537801064563,1.5808431372549014,324,12,69,4,6,109,62,85,0.177,0.8109999999999999,0.013,-0.9344,0,1,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,9,1,1,0,4,0,5,1,1,2,1,15,14,12,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,6,3,8,0,14,7,2,10,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,1,4,51,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248173613656604,0.0,0.17358949277192096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605670480157406,0.2452254659811379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669121735718299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24232008374814165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733114261454156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25440250670839537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975628733275253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268185227081876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21493180842578616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446518229889656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822827562266293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053953351086979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096459792006045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447119660019656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18392132093959712,0.16710983209483887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446560694930757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473751708437507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201224548729156,0.0,0.2423490771539131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ggarcia64,2019/03/07,"My anxiety is embarrassing my bf? So I’ve had social anxiety since I was diagnosed when I was 9. I’ve dealt with it OK in my life, and two years ago I met a wonderful man, and he’s been super accepting of my mental health and tries his hardest. But he doesn’t have anxiety, and struggles sometimes to understand where I’m coming from.  

Recently we’ve gone out a few times and one of the times I had a panic attack at the club and he said it was SO embarrassing and was kinda disappointed.  And then last night we had people over (my roommates usually have a few friends over every night, last night there were a few more than usual) and I was feeling very anxious and was just happy with myself for being out there. Sadly I guess some girl mentioned to my bf that I seemed extremely stand offish and like I was mad at him?? Again he was saddened 

So my question is how do you deal with your anxiety with your SO? Especially when in public places as to not hurt them?",5.183221070811747,5.5438553316062205,6.089753886010362,80.04824050086359,68.22279792746114,9.542141623488773,29.036701208981,9.516144504307137,2.405791364421416,761,25,153,15,12,252,117,193,0.17,0.705,0.125,-0.7685,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,3,1,1,12,15,2,4,7,1,20,3,0,1,0,32,30,21,0,0,3,0,1,1,3,0,3,1,0,2,3,19,0,0,6,1,0,2,2,9,0,2,16,2,23,6,21,13,5,29,0,3,0,0,23,10,0,6,17,107,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821802272611726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080885255349652,0.15066193646840134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15171937008663686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488019211912046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374911294243811,0.0,0.13536037425247044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236386068321466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743220865326717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303572242014837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14691409400986255,0.0,0.0,0.14196711703647613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14175835673288734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276757188265835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21741686624392603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419804755634534,0.06515429855208413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13439827508192914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3754556929048319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037004435663394,0.0,0.0,0.15647244126343918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245693226524243,0.0,0.13933567891602894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493967907561071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13167961715394552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268585058901251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140843011498274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031903699964624,0.0,0.0,0.13594651908202662,0.0,0.0,0.1318991603418858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394196924318273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15552977281558486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905445465781634,0.0,0.13027601901643054,0.1388353160564113,0.0,0.0,0.2937604344310316,0.11003822771426297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14462620310096536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588123235481164
anxiety,NervousPig,2019/03/07,"The anxiety seems to be too much these days... I've had anxiety my entire life. Ever since I was a child I remember being scared for no reason. As a teenager it got way worse to the point where I was having panic attacks every day. I went on klonipin (at first 1mg, and now .5 mg when needed) when I was 18-19 and I've been on it ever since. (I am now 24 almost 25.) It worked so well for me, and I know I shouldn't be on it for this amount of time so I figured it was time to try to ween myself off it. Well, my anxiety has been worse than it has been in about 5 years now. I started taking the pills again as needed instead of once a week to avoid withdrawals. I've had so many panic attacks the last week that I can't even leave the house anymore because every time I do I have a panic attack. I have no idea what to do anymore. I just moved so I'm trying to find a therapist and I have an appointment with my pcm on the 22nd of this month. I just feel so lost. Panic attacks come to me in waves, and when the waves crash over me I can't breathe and I'm stuck. I just, I don't know. I feel bad because I can't do anything without having a panic attack. It's crippling. I tried EMDR in the past and I really liked it but since I'm new to this area I haven't found a new therapist yet. 

I don't know what I'm even posting or asking for. I just need help or words of encouragement. I don't want to be like this forever, I want to start a family with my husband. But I'm just stuck. 

TL;DR Anxiety sucks and it makes me sad. I don't want to live like this anymore but I don't know what to do.",0.29937839937839783,1.9048299971510008,2.6442217042217067,95.04934731934736,82.36182336182334,5.622066822066823,19.18337218337218,6.574015621080383,-0.08412136752136723,1223,30,296,12,33,419,156,351,0.172,0.7609999999999999,0.067,-0.9675,0,1,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,0,3,28,22,6,7,17,0,35,3,1,2,2,48,66,23,0,7,11,1,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,20,11,0,1,13,0,0,3,13,16,2,1,15,2,40,6,38,46,2,44,0,2,0,0,5,13,1,4,29,194,60,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499724819869259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291800932380404,0.0,0.2228292972335043,0.0,0.0,0.061632798729078876,0.0,0.0700173910860092,0.42602348763531933,0.0,0.0,0.06253480054116935,0.09131147550731272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451603388394757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660309109218704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893583773423603,0.13549493913312266,0.12620575417653548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07060502235837708,0.0,0.07573905610869057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845333422619879,0.06370626396026864,0.0,0.08211929481025165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059900951760415815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05020102457954723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641960897119658,0.0,0.08454815524275566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16464292328614016,0.0610500106710747,0.0,0.07930375686328779,0.0,0.0,0.052901064281345236,0.10977080179442372,0.0,0.06613429580825203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175752927792243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04999347686327967,0.07593250805588987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05978105177408896,0.0796023010431484,0.05505697422213128,0.1666026894324268,0.0,0.14466951249450358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976150095971472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.439369970411803,0.0,0.0,0.07149644249714615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07080066693541058,0.0,0.07172939981076816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047980118146863315,0.07700527739548547,0.0,0.0,0.08484225442594745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498368466643117,0.0,0.0,0.06818225358618142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18586354874129024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602315684551293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05631226301773079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17391941462761518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101689561758936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254783946529976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252631421296887,0.0594487390295777,0.12015366314739374,0.0,0.13468049968444515,0.06942908582739359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219680458044063,0.0,0.05452497855057089,0.0,0.15265028108305514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04823039023866688
anxiety,__wjk__,2019/03/07,"Does anyone else just want to coast and not try and get over their issues? I've got pretty bad anxiety, which pretty much makes socialising with people I do not know impossible and I've got no motivation to try anything new. I know it is certainly possible overcome these, or at least make significant improvements and I love to hear your stories about the improvements many of you make. But the idea of trying to work on my anxiety makes me even more anxious and I feel like I could avoid that unnecessary stress by just staying where I am.

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I guess I'm asking, is it worth it? Is it worth putting myself through so much trouble if the improvements in your daily lives are worth the stress caused in getting there? 

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I'm not happy, per se, with where I am right now in my headspace, but I'm just not sure if its worth putting myself through all the struggle if I'm going to end back where I am now a few months or years down the line.",5.6158064516129045,6.378761064516129,5.490483870967744,83.30572580645165,67.38709677419354,8.780645161290323,30.01612903225807,8.841846274778883,2.175470967741935,762,27,152,12,12,237,112,186,0.119,0.742,0.139,0.1809,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,3,1,2,13,11,0,4,7,0,9,1,0,6,3,38,30,13,0,5,14,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,7,0,1,5,0,4,3,5,6,0,0,2,2,18,5,20,27,6,22,0,0,0,1,7,11,0,6,8,97,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438055211106951,0.2734199429877673,0.0,0.0,0.17213717419730193,0.12710242204809044,0.0,0.0786684609395434,0.11527810997083347,0.0925847935673474,0.0,0.10518012865711177,0.0,0.0,0.0865119837591527,0.09393978073800736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115577077100849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898287702036029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984568236133068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398629763772116,0.0,0.0996490123015032,0.0,0.0,0.07431071038410493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05688760708103625,0.08037599453511711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756194849599312,0.0,0.06394109348235358,0.0,0.17996642591565848,0.0,0.1239406423371622,0.0,0.0,0.11976724081404147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680509805931015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700824335529187,0.0,0.11742949676955973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366330411002345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054965901454154836,0.0,0.09934694272191154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154318710385894,0.0,0.3004008145368791,0.11406581768756513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980309919191712,0.0,0.1654131792783175,0.0,0.0,0.10866127472703023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799913038097199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683627068891856,0.0,0.22892289827370435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262039527088549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608152431133923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991894155533585,0.0,0.0,0.25775589145242683,0.11761816557429987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603779738405762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22915737265353145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06636034544736695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190742571271348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734199429877673,0.07245169481185293
anxiety,bittsweet,2019/03/07,"Buspirone and sore throat Has anyone had this side effect?

Can’t figure out if it’s the medicine or coincidence, i’ve been taking 5mg every morning for 5 days now. ",1.535,4.132263030303033,3.0032575757575763,88.22488636363637,85.36363636363637,4.512121212121213,20.37121212121212,5.985473137389443,0.1856121212121216,132,4,25,1,4,43,32,33,0.085,0.915,0.0,-0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,1,0,6,5,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4735707870409798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4367903664557177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5706386513344968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5092311999828893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BananaFlannel,2019/03/07,"Why do I get anxiety when someone texts me they want to talk even when I know what it's about I feel like it's professional for them to tell me in the text, but last night I did something that was the right thing to do and I knew I might hear about it from someone who may disagree and they asked me to call them, so when I did they said they were busy and would call me back in an hour. This has felt so long and it's only been 20 minutes. Anyone in the same boat or know why this happens?",4.301806853582555,3.5317137757009363,4.598644859813085,93.85566199376949,70.12149532710278,7.880996884735201,25.309968847352025,6.42735559955562,0.4737426791277262,382,8,97,2,6,120,68,107,0.047,0.924,0.029,-0.431,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,6,0,9,1,0,0,4,0,11,0,0,0,0,16,22,11,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,10,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,4,17,1,11,11,1,12,0,0,0,0,14,4,0,3,9,67,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287807689010476,0.0,0.0,0.13059350443458667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17460417344085194,0.0,0.0,0.14361413709845194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814248712009189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12335942473238146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443621851607883,0.1334280939705016,0.1793279097138365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757930089701866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16515956025283698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105026835145917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839302334366725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20528715143034199,0.15224198569015487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124609290145708,0.0,0.0,0.1652850383554406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981328144555516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752704262369264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204654196880126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15950004387244285,0.17766046555680595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164982066377641,0.14378420592935046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15011816597437122,0.16324468448164856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240812878326206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016142891267958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370606599160313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326756203916092,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Highlander9012,2019/03/07,Using parents insurance for therapy I want to finally go see a therapist for my anxiety. But I need to go with out my mother knowing due to some family reasons. The problem is that in still on her insurance. Is there anyway to still use her insurance without her knowing?,4.9855882352941165,6.896814568627455,6.966813725490197,67.8231617647059,69.98039215686275,11.374509803921569,38.24019607843137,11.20814326018867,5.418172549019609,217,13,34,8,4,76,37,51,0.087,0.888,0.026,-0.4767,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,3,0,13,11,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,7,0,11,11,1,9,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,1,4,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17535326887977004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160889507451451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511001596720007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605429027207396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519474914966462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16996430352144284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25452254913667416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21933332899792898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23567713794874276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18265928391289807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3661120211418832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621339380981373,0.2661429921396535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3959463137043595,0.0,0.0,0.13520035462937152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209606516339938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,I_Am_Squid,2019/03/07,"One of those days when the little voice is winning I'm having one of those days when no matter what someone says to me I take it as them being annoyed at me - even if it isn't something negative I read it that way. I can't stop the little voice in my head telling me that I'm annoying everyone and doing everything wrong. Does anyone have any tips on how to cope with this? I know it will pass (to some extent) eventually, but its just rubbish in the meantime. Sorry for the ramble. ",6.585204081632654,5.429064663265308,7.105020408163266,79.03283673469387,65.63265306122449,9.880816326530613,31.84489795918368,8.841846274778883,2.408242448979592,379,12,77,5,5,125,71,98,0.091,0.841,0.068,-0.2934,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,5,4,2,0,4,0,8,1,1,1,0,10,12,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,11,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,4,3,0,2,0,3,9,1,12,10,2,13,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,5,57,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491134126497255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533210405613463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828263707337477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19188760611902653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482799466103216,0.0,0.0,0.2095251043819826,0.197068768566468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225037740773915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205069111493988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4395390492822984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29717062438071634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21933271120255676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17437498697075618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18578961713141035,0.16880735504281655,0.0,0.24545858857766004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833223580004183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16486628737283884,0.0,0.1916545926169841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17404899692483025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397410109518117,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AhriBigPlays,2019/03/07,"Feeling really bad after being stood up Dear people of Reddit. Something happened last week and I am feeling pretty awfull about it. Let's start  from the beginning. I'm an 18 year old male and for the last year I have felt pretty lonely. Don't get me wrong, I have enough friends who love me and are frequently around me, but still I feel lonely a lot of the time.  I don't have that much confidence but still tried to ask some girls out over the last year. Sadly all attempts ended in rejection. When I was finally doing a little better I met a girl which I had a great evening with. This made me feel really good about myself knowing there was someone out there who liked me in a different way. A month or two has passed since and I was declining a little but still feeling pretty strong about myself. But last week something happened.

I live in the Netherlands and we have this big festivity called Carnaval. I went to a couple of parties and decided to one day go out with some friends to a town unkown to me. The thing about me is, in general  I am a pretty shut-in guy so I don't  feel comfortable at all meeting new people. That aside I learned myself how to be cool around new people and socialize pretty good with anyone. So even though I might feel scared shitless I still can make new friends. When arriving there I instantly made a bunch of new friends and had the greatest time with them.

After a while different people approached me telling their friend liked me. Sidenote I am the worsed at flirting and despise it but I too liked the girl so after a while I went to her and we started dancing and talking a little. We got sepparated and met later on in a different club where we got matched up again by some friends. We started dancing and talking again and after a while I gave her my number so we could maybe talk another time or even meet up to party on a different day. She agreed and even wanted my phone so she could give me her number. When that was done I went with her best friend to get her some drinks. We discussed what was happening and returned right after that. But when we came back to the group the girl was gone... No one knew where she went or why. So her friends were mad at her for standing me up and for just leaving without saying anything to them. After that I went outside and checked my phone noticing she hadn't even put her number in...just her name. Don't know if this was a mistake or done on purpose. What I did notice about her is that she seemed more introverted then me.

From that evening on I felt pretty sick and lonely again.  I feel like this isn't the right reaction because I should feel  instead proud of myself for going out of my way and trying because this kind of stuff is waaay out of  my comfort-zone. Also feeling proud some girl was into me after meeting me one evening. But instead I feel sad and frustrated...

I don't know exactly what I want from you guys...but is there something you can help me with? I don't want to fall back into that abyss again..

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Sorry if this was badly written or way too long. English isn't my first language and I just had to get this off my chest because I don't feel like talking to my friends about this, I get the feeling they might think less of me..",3.944860248447206,5.421742895962733,4.230745341614906,88.13909937888201,71.90372670807453,6.8720496894409955,26.962732919254645,7.290443533043144,1.2811503105590054,2571,89,515,26,49,802,261,644,0.075,0.701,0.224,0.9987,4,6,4,0,0,0,60.0,8,2,4,7,50,44,3,1,32,1,50,4,1,4,3,110,108,53,0,9,17,0,15,5,9,3,1,1,0,7,26,46,1,0,23,4,1,15,12,15,0,5,36,17,91,29,78,64,15,111,0,6,0,1,70,36,0,16,61,380,117,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03978262297259277,0.0,0.05390080635691498,0.06044799696890819,0.0,0.05216402118782265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034784228512804154,0.0,0.0409375063118669,0.08857067613185539,0.046506688786332726,0.0,0.0,0.07650467738238774,0.08307326114196463,0.09097584846076877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05220636148378629,0.04399714019560188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05079720441595655,0.056897265256189725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794377933028985,0.05504406093342897,0.0,0.06416534268897972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078999248954678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181681611940056,0.0,0.048733078300827584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04406103759465309,0.05140190404793626,0.0,0.2300017681870213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269962257818039,0.07107847102797632,0.0955297588071704,0.05449535900444905,0.0,0.04231473560762528,0.0,0.0,0.34590937524781,0.0,0.10396292572795496,0.04772181346581333,0.056544683358125174,0.08345077341656916,0.07957437083323265,0.05484619493268055,0.0,0.04925730793311982,0.1319732074680605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033344336180822894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05180379970888028,0.08201887854620364,0.16220163605891882,0.0,0.052674843818407945,0.0,0.05086963326664863,0.0,0.12151925013906932,0.14957855759287092,0.043927473811177564,0.044024490871849085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04229308327036165,0.044898570303205404,0.09414354574668593,0.03320647961548882,0.0,0.04997750403939597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055473183562362,0.0,0.0,0.03970754589758972,0.0,0.03656973683181753,0.0,0.0,0.19218368151385615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327447891513708,0.05220106228831238,0.0,0.10112947513177993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379531030640998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30366323340755713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050009431273678746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06373834808688045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496725771901367,0.0,0.03956077633898605,0.049805381673683084,0.0,0.0,0.045287760642040965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041151196314529084,0.0,0.0,0.05071075715643974,0.04215043463013544,0.11489291210690634,0.0,0.05568764472413997,0.10563345512620956,0.0,0.1589119342180656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05694836309783617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15993887634100892,0.04348103248392815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033049667277248014,0.03187584089702502,0.04887613197652009,0.0,0.08702355080259762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06754983569082411,0.0,0.04859554778054897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880261311583465,0.11846045512002525,0.07980801529250743,0.0,0.0,0.23057963437453585,0.04488889040828392,0.0,0.0,0.04795429063996005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05069639846159898,0.0,0.054390487295850616,0.06044799696890819,0.0961062264995444
anxiety,mleverock,2019/03/07,5-HTP vitamin experiences? Does anyone take 5-HTP supplement for anxiety? I just started taking Irwin Natural 5-HTP extra supplements since my insurance doesn't cover mental health services yet and would love to hear some experiences. ,10.344166666666666,13.909440638888887,9.412222222222224,48.95500000000001,59.27777777777778,13.68888888888889,39.77777777777778,12.45797560212912,7.217511111111111,197,10,20,8,3,62,32,36,0.042,0.732,0.226,0.8205,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,4,7,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,6,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,11,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20556666000724155,0.0,0.0,0.1878921602920742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351547883772199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5257107401393727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856320636165293,0.3028619541536742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425262749521522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708020715172938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222842795347308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19019824914303152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4040813026105463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19088781667511828,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PeekabooBlue,2019/03/07,"Can anyone let me know if you feel the same way? Hey everyone. I lurk here a lot but I’ve never posted so if this doesn’t fit the bill let me know.

Do any of you all ever have anxiety over dreams you have or thoughts you can’t control? 

I recently had a dream in which I hurt someone real close to me. I’d never ever do that in a million years, however the dream almost makes me feel like I did it, like I did it on purpose. 

Along with this, I also think really outlandish, pretty awful things about people sometimes. It’s just like I’ll be out with friends and  I’ll think, what’s the most destructive hurtful thing I could think about these people. I’ll think things like: my friends are annoying, they’re ugly, they’re boring (and much worse), however I don’t really think these things at all, it’s just that these horrible almost judgmental thoughts pop in my head and I can’t help it. 

It makes me feel incredibly guilty as if I were to actually think those things. I feel like others will somehow know I have these thoughts. ",2.220942028985508,4.405444367149762,3.267756038647345,90.0688804347826,78.7584541062802,6.652077294685991,21.944202898550724,7.7348632917899725,0.9047953623188408,812,24,169,13,20,260,113,207,0.179,0.636,0.18600000000000005,-0.2464,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,4,0,1,10,12,2,0,7,1,20,1,1,3,6,48,38,11,0,4,7,0,4,5,2,1,0,0,0,0,23,8,0,1,16,3,1,0,6,5,0,1,7,4,23,7,16,26,6,17,0,2,0,0,8,9,0,9,11,114,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.1033401356388962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21208097318601973,0.0,0.0,0.08468574303274473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720135491783332,0.0,0.08101086769213231,0.0,0.0,0.07404560125301415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877242052945793,0.08455008805442668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19157968621063426,0.0,0.1011890623411004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21417869473245116,0.1513055872857469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16363142316926987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868080962154253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709804853076681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267297246125989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745945629875349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165735876167446,0.0,0.25867947414876946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900297897492528,0.0,0.0,0.14137405679241902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784643406363513,0.0,0.16334849379867858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683120623676044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141999395507158,0.10773525654890878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205338991966734,0.13568058021553334,0.0,0.1045604507406805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972613189093387,0.0,0.10473477942711074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517661005267204,0.4071268915100674,0.0,0.252211019829257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405606026151732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791802681694317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06819415608329142
anxiety,Rumblet4,2019/03/07,"Do you scare people? I have severe social anxiety along with eye contact problems. This causes people to be scared of me. 

Its like when I notice another human in my peripheral or just notice them around me, my brain lights up into anxiety mode. I’m even scared to step outside. 

One example I was driving and made eye contact with an elderly man and his son walking. I was scared but kept looking straight as to not give in to my anxiety. This scared the son so much he grabbed his father and pulled him towards the grass as in to avoid me. I spelled danger. And he kept looking at me after I drove by. 

Another example is my gym. I think I have scared off people at the time I go. When I’m in public I can’t make eye contact. So if I meet the eyes of a person it creates a negative reaction. I immediately look away or they notice right away. This causes them to put the weights down or etc and go to another machine. Idk why this happens I don’t even have to look at them. Just be near them. I had a guy walk by and murmur fucker and leave. Another guy blurted out that dude is weird and left. I mean I’m just trying to work out but if I’m making people quit the gym than I feel bad! I even had someone cancel my membership on “accident” putting I had moved or etc. And this is a commercial gym not a small time gym. I hate myself.

People slow down or speed up when I’m next to them. I give them anxiety. Or when I’m arriving at my subdivision people think I’m following them if I’m behind them and literally pull over and stare as I drive by. Than I see them drive off after I pass them. 

I’ve had people stand up and move seats because i made them so uncomfortable. If I’m in the same room as them I give them anxiety and they start hyperventilating or just leave. My anxiety flows into people.

My sister says she feels like throwing up when I give her rides, I feel it too, because of my anxiety.

What can I do to fix this! It has ruined my entire life. It’s like I have the demon of scaring people in me. I’m cursed. These are just a few examples of it but it affects me on a daily. I haven’t worked in 7 months because of it. I’m thinking of applying for SSID as a disability’. What do you think?",1.3508114035087715,3.3933119320175464,3.500157894736841,88.01677192982456,80.9956140350877,6.684912280701754,22.63333333333333,7.793537801064563,1.0817933333333332,1715,57,367,30,45,585,201,456,0.18600000000000005,0.785,0.028,-0.9968,0,1,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,2,15,3,18,18,3,8,17,0,24,8,5,7,0,62,65,40,0,5,21,4,5,3,0,0,1,1,1,5,18,21,1,3,8,4,0,20,6,15,0,1,11,17,69,3,66,52,5,71,1,1,10,1,44,36,1,11,17,247,87,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26430256276463826,0.3374385961746183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05609579206700168,0.0,0.0,0.11840739616766525,0.0,0.05261403194449972,0.11523819171882466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034442927414977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946540813407836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055446464984414,0.12486039649821833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558526811624148,0.045017191979995784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417949634936294,0.07162458137792234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478747252569625,0.05572304460016781,0.0,0.0,0.06221324847621607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334453891534181,0.06846486159695585,0.0,0.044508629785495836,0.09235632675254007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116634536427201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925068199308834,0.0841246271176487,0.0,0.0,0.0686406853208395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05029714879552558,0.13394775304936402,0.04632251762894239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06701607081353522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152254637729744,0.0,0.0,0.042699896147659726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39317356659132,0.055021367090010084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060295858024353964,0.0,0.1266928866588309,0.0,0.06702311247839403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05381358514655035,0.0,0.05011123727264323,0.44161583028173707,0.0,0.05021397477510706,0.0,0.0,0.07118784865500387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423480576738533,0.053391531369272695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04460161152552236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615072275395883,0.0,0.0,0.07348790403251661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04278234854424635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673403807015608,0.0,0.0,0.05686030574527515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174983971826242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mymombirthedme,2019/03/07,"I took a positive step. I’m in my late twenties, For years I’ve dealt with bad anxiety. I’ve always felt like I have to be strong and put on a brave face for the real world. I’ve never been truthful or honest about my anxiety to anyone but my husband. 

This past week I opened up to family about it for the first time. I couldn’t stop crying, and truthfully, I had no reason for it. We were just having conversations about the weather, and I was bawling. 

In the end, they all planned a surprise visit to see me. 

At first, I was really embarrassed about it, but in the end, I’m glad I did it. I feel really good about this. ",1.995729386892176,3.6003452325581407,3.8937138830162077,88.03414376321354,77.29457364341086,7.4816067653276965,21.804792107117688,8.296473431620573,1.0812263565891471,481,13,105,9,11,163,81,129,0.14400000000000002,0.674,0.182,0.7359,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,1,4,6,11,0,1,8,0,10,1,1,1,4,20,16,6,0,1,4,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,3,0,0,4,3,2,0,2,8,3,15,9,20,6,1,23,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,1,12,71,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625097577760325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988162284985844,0.0,0.0,0.13656209304794673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16307187054169328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21453383665780484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459652706441483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18411657134875908,0.0,0.09875229029134984,0.0,0.18752383434737588,0.0,0.0,0.3322533865726346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638129228601644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203130243867387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541636456591053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063158264562704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18644112580819025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19633589413538666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223003295129283,0.25023531049305675,0.20080650322370044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556331360909157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328407907592601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388416293026292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169915115036818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15666222992893894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577028926473272
anxiety,sunnyCr,2019/03/07,"Anxiety It's laying in bed at 3am worrying about your 21st birthday and all the embarrassing pictures that will be shown.... Even though you just turned 19.

You know, it really doesn't make a whole lot of sense. I know these thoughts are stupid, and I know how to stop them once they start, but no amount of ""thought therapy"" will stop these feelings from blindsiding you.

Like just now, for example. I completed a lot of school work before bed and felt good about it. Watched a YouTube video and all of a sudden...

*what are you gonna do about your 21st birthday, Dylan?*
*better start making a plan for your exit **now***",1.2797407776669942,3.9543182203389833,1.7170588235294133,95.11512961116655,91.3728813559322,5.488334995014956,19.653040877367896,7.048011613610866,0.5026833499501501,482,15,99,8,17,146,82,118,0.111,0.828,0.061,-0.2382,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,7,2,3,10,5,1,1,6,0,7,0,0,3,2,23,20,7,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,7,4,0,2,7,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,3,12,3,13,13,6,10,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,2,8,63,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14134614828299058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572229959364073,0.0,0.0,0.1634112798166575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19372454575046705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203677372938647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342368007882272,0.0,0.17740516858430747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549736826651139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046291157283429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026775876478854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31416436767829425,0.0,0.0,0.24666663824278345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967706842708348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836638686027505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18699393463791208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615578803059706,0.0,0.0,0.3089467499042038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21129701613847768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18153250968728665,0.2933685090488391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009732952310591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20628560970528315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345124804593045,0.18763972324078013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Warengar,2019/03/07,"Constant Anxiety every day, even parts of the weekends I'm sorry for the wall of text, I'll try to do a tldr at the end (I wanted to be as transparent as possible). And I also apologize for the formatting since this is on my phone before heading to work.

I'm a 26(m) and have had anxiety for the majority of my life. I currently live with 1 roommate. Not until recently, it's started to get extremely bad. In the past few years I was diagnosed with ADHD and it helped a ton with anxiety since I was able to focus more. Now I have a girlfriend, a better job, and I'm living on my own. I feel like this started up again about ~4 months ago and I'm seeing anxiety really affecting me as well as affecting others around me.

I started dating my girlfriend 2 months ago and I've been extremely happy. We have quite a few differences and she has a very colorful and active life and always doing things. I feel pretty envious of her. I on the other hand work with on an IT Help Desk and get overwhelmed throughout the day from dealing with idiots over the phone as well as stupid organization changes that always puts more work on the 5 of us that is supporting a 10,000 person organization. I've felt like I've reached my peak in learning and feel like I'm under appreciated and need to move up to feel fulfilled and to have a purpose. my organization doesn't have any way to move up and is going through a ton of changes currently. So it feels like a dead end.

After getting home from this stress and anxiety, I end up too stressed to do anything I used to enjoy (I used to play on the computer, switch, or paint miniatures). I end up just texting my girlfriend and getting more frustrated. Since it's texting I read into things or she gets busy and I end up getting anxiety from wanting that interaction. We've had a few differences (tiny arguments) that have also attributed to anxiety and I know it's ridiculous but my brain always tells me I'm never good enough or she's going to realize how big of a mistake she's making and that she will just end up leaving me. I love her so much and sometimes I feel like she's the only source of happiness in my Life. I don't want her to be a crutch, but nothing is enjoyable now with the constant fear berating me every second of the day. I feel like I almost have separation Anxiety from being away from her (35 min drive away).

I don't have many friends and when I do reach out to them they always seem busy or playing a game that I don't really enjoy. And when I always try to plan something or try and play a game, the plan falls through.

On top of this, my family life is pretty cancerous. Mom does drugs and doesn't care about me, teen sister has a baby, and my dad (who I love a lot) is stuck in the middle of it all. I always visit him since he feels like one of my best friends but then I end up getting dragged into their affairs.

The last thing that's happened is that my little dog (Yorkie, named Sandy) had to be taken to an  emergency vet and has demolished my savings and has to be closely watched because there's still a possibility that she's not healthy yet. 

Tl;Dr - I have a deadend job, friends are always busy, no money, and a cancerous family. Even though girlfriend is supportive, it's not her job to help me 24/7.

Is there anything I can do to help with anxiety? Money isn't an option and I honestly feel like my life is spiraling due to constant fear. Anything at all will help.",4.787453165374679,5.450079957848844,5.894468992248063,80.03334754521964,69.18895348837209,9.196950904392763,30.40516795865633,9.328884781210824,2.580197571059432,2713,104,537,53,45,905,285,688,0.105,0.747,0.14800000000000002,0.9879,6,0,2,0,0,0,70.0,2,0,3,9,25,43,5,5,41,0,49,14,3,7,3,89,95,53,1,5,13,3,11,8,7,2,9,0,1,1,27,42,0,0,14,7,2,8,11,12,2,2,9,14,72,31,91,79,17,85,0,1,3,2,49,35,0,9,49,363,99,10,0.04942094377544457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05939437047319444,0.0,0.08761736953563147,0.0,0.049487936350570014,0.0,0.0,0.07904382176385565,0.2878552897530189,0.0,0.0,0.033607936483676236,0.0,0.34026198045429096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200767736963387,0.04399511780868307,0.0,0.0,0.09286520703003384,0.0,0.041264423738295634,0.030126548616895118,0.0,0.042053583128398284,0.0,0.0518642314623992,0.04370880861898421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05517011774081562,0.0,0.0,0.05038794591230823,0.0,0.10456161106225978,0.0,0.0,0.16021944932797888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561726072747713,0.05095082296612437,0.0,0.05016121762938239,0.0,0.10326873506730297,0.0,0.0,0.043248600939754564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05731260466830106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30640601090244346,0.05106504597103851,0.0,0.0652841345273192,0.0,0.08327855327727814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317933488025892,0.11122460317521958,0.2248984269546855,0.2471443247556436,0.04745185626335016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454749570087056,0.0,0.18074282343906573,0.0,0.05617412250736276,0.041451942878047085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043702777365452375,0.1052190272553522,0.0,0.0,0.050720146256230524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16562908431947926,0.0,0.04957323614422378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14712798276121367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02716045822964716,0.040284665302485485,0.0,0.05232964363724323,0.0,0.0,0.17453737069770672,0.19315661424310507,0.04953276901077657,0.08727919757476114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042015919088209085,0.08920866255961737,0.0,0.032988863730026935,0.05010508006445135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057881212046299264,0.0788946516365068,0.10505328400705014,0.036330080121623774,0.036645003598987376,0.038116478544164674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047420728442763495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03348891052631913,0.03758685473424342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05351806607299316,0.0471778829300118,0.0,0.04315246185005291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142937694712188,0.0,0.1005577339392591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049681698650585804,0.0,0.052565257049398656,0.04943431778470265,0.0,0.06332064415627968,0.0,0.048797219791169896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03938209363786875,0.0449909710923259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16352606157195662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038046657007194486,0.04887857708417488,0.05532270040434891,0.1049411951173839,0.0,0.039467629538705626,0.0,0.11322304823766492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216460266338822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04319608317601135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849923714496847,0.0,0.04855582633553727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066073024273084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05944731032154906,0.0853676553845997,0.0,0.04077745439467816,0.08744925927377394,0.03922804481336524,0.0,0.0,0.08887072734173966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793710700736962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03182546746209694
anxiety,much_problems,2019/03/07,"My anxiety is purely physical When people mention anxiety, everyone instantly thinks its to do with thinking too much, or going over stuff in your head. When I mention my anxiety they be like ""huh?"". ""Must not be anxiety"". My anxiety is purely physical, ive suffered from anxiety for 4 years and I dont think ive ever really suffered from thinking too much. My anxiety is sensations, weird and terrifying anxiety feelings. Tension in head, hot flushes, brain zaps, vacancy, drunk/high without being under the influence. All these anxiety feelings are just as horrifying as ""normal anxiety"", anxiety is anxiety. Every single one of my friends think that anxiety is just thinking, when I explain mine they dont know what to say.

My goal isnt to tell people there is different forms of anxiety more of some weird elaborate way to reach out and see if anyone feels anxiety like I do.",8.244676511954996,8.601031639240508,9.106033755274265,61.045225035161764,61.72151898734179,13.857665260196905,42.872011251758096,13.023866798666859,6.4566812939521805,701,40,106,27,9,239,93,158,0.242,0.706,0.053,-0.9748,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,2,1,9,8,0,1,1,1,18,3,3,1,5,30,31,10,0,3,6,0,4,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,11,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,0,6,16,3,19,27,7,12,0,2,1,0,9,5,0,3,7,80,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8594718412503217,0.0,0.0,0.0523716640811439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361291957459634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825432311307813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755639565979466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06775113444423457,0.06310629071134234,0.0715699446278494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361472995071255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05786738025165045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0425672681128504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15373755516191406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913572441128837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04116295745884515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318449331521812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011990518558072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338587662435121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05075402585929987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385214623870384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04798271368681309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05956330721700456,0.0,0.0,0.05968542324835833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574232258832562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546570455950627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879565084184879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059451954977830325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220071015003428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04823299931737475
anxiety,nnadie,2019/03/07,"Need help with medication for generalised anxiety, feeling overwhelmed! I have generalised anxiety disorder, panic disorder since I was 10 years old and I’ve experienced some bouts of depression.

I was on Luvox for 2 years and it stopped worked, then was on Lexapro for 4 years and experienced awful sexual side effects and drowsiness which isn’t great once I have chronic fatigue. Last year I decided to change my medication again since I felt I was coping better with my anxiety. I changed to Bupropion (Wellbutrin), my anxiety surged but it was somewhat manageable - it was amazing going off the Luvox I felt like a cloud of drowsiness lifted, my emotions were stronger almost like they were dulled on the meds, and the sexual side effects stopped after about 3 months. I went on Busprione for a bit but the side effects made me feel gross.

I went overseas on exchange July-Dec and my anxiety and panic hit the roof and I really didn’t cope very well and isolated myself. I felt depressed and down too. It eased since coming home but I’m still feeling overwhelmed and fearful of things - I feel like I’ve lost my confidence, particularly in my nursing studies.

I see a psychiatrist but she suggested medications to just take when the panic hits but I think I need medication to control the daily feelings of anxiety. I’ve got a script to go back on Luvox in addition to Wellbutrin. 

I’m reluctant, I want my anxiety to lessen but I don’t want those side effects back. I’ve looked into a few alternatives but I really need the anxiety to ease by May/June for my 4 week hospital placement - which makes things more difficult.

Concerns about meds are drowsiness, sexual side effects, and lightheaded/dizziness.


I’ve looked into:
Mirtazapine (significant weight gain and sedative effects)

Nefazodone (dizziness - I have low blood pressure issues at times and risk of liver damage)

Venlafaxine (Liver issues)

I know everyone is different, and I will be getting further advice from my psychiatrist. But, does anyone have any advice/suggestions or has been on any of these medications?

I’m located in Australia and we have certain restrictions on medications.

Thanks in advance",5.623804550540843,8.438317945169715,6.11583439015293,70.70554569190601,70.59268929503916,9.703513614323015,34.44155165982842,10.025080133382057,4.307987750839239,1755,90,266,51,35,566,199,383,0.177,0.685,0.138,-0.9069,1,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,1,0,1,12,10,26,0,8,13,1,22,12,3,9,1,65,57,27,0,5,10,0,9,3,0,1,8,0,1,0,10,23,1,4,17,0,1,6,3,17,1,0,18,14,38,9,43,35,5,48,0,9,3,0,5,24,0,4,21,164,48,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050849081176233,0.0,0.0,0.0722522562768865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813499688305068,0.0,0.4415836374776296,0.0,0.0,0.05045206722261112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096463228211588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638147450628108,0.07877396860732809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15265967579808987,0.06215466735261541,0.0,0.0,0.08092734805770141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429303945120185,0.0,0.0,0.07538604013124027,0.16539049553475418,0.0,0.06314284306744887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811640414829476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06894666650057579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119381333647394,0.18241728275271554,0.051547151564161384,0.2078387541925094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03769772064626473,0.0,0.08201407039443953,0.0,0.05770850293542406,0.07955053286950017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04836360507087186,0.0,0.07237679375017654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506209933225525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039654197231110334,0.058815504870617916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575305485819514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12118312633053042,0.0,0.07876510271821521,0.0,0.0,0.06827428265137997,0.04816365385738577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16029464977631092,0.4361280876966869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05759299143669905,0.0,0.0,0.16050482520904116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571395475084904,0.07684213150197823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25397309206698365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924479731138427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05749775262574393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17906071327589582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05762263481489725,0.12064869760056199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05425116463352386,0.0,0.0,0.06643012081283309,0.0,0.0,0.09587241726766282,0.0462336563572764,0.0,0.0,0.04207383846797896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05953497564279426,0.08511712494284589,0.0,0.057877945330289636,0.08786467828313524,0.06487551351830333,0.1337757910525106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05252929698554279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18586039352410014
anxiety,HiMyNameisMeg,2019/03/07,"Is this normal? I was diagnosed with generalised anxiety disorder a couple of years ago and there was a period of a few months where I would have panic attacks every two hours or so, especially when out in public. 

Over the last year, my right arm is weird. I feel disconnected to it, especially at night time. I drop things all the time with it and it trembles so much. This induces panic attacks because I'm scared that I am having a stroke or heart attack or something. Sometimes, my arm will flop and I have to clench to make sure I still have it. 

What is this and is it normal? 

My GP says it's anxiety related but it's worrying me and I feel like maybe she isn't taking it seriously?",2.9120559610705605,4.869501708029201,4.538412408759122,82.85876216545013,75.71532846715328,8.070316301703164,24.55535279805353,8.841846274778883,1.8550345498783456,542,18,108,12,12,182,87,137,0.19,0.7609999999999999,0.049,-0.9074,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,6,11,3,4,6,0,14,5,3,2,2,21,19,12,0,3,4,0,3,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,14,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,9,0,1,2,4,13,2,11,15,3,19,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,3,13,77,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654327747080651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21841364932596985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4872116595381288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870218364479692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795517213713592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14489284292350446,0.0,0.0,0.16360905897653955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027684842157135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443619592563959,0.1019838647083722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16916480530775266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14058445627449298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636399508930435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974265251579667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528975723786748,0.0,0.14341611283140165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394530383545765,0.0,0.1049410050480383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339654558857537,0.27973825935691643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349833653910275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191158856591955,0.0,0.11352413195059673,0.14292218819277966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989941149831206,0.14118788032835386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400395200863365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454445503208926,0.0,0.1073336404897223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483976645848056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16648262881177414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13945043270078464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14497415461750382,0.0,0.1014087222373769,0.0,0.0,0.1838584737724394
anxiety,penguino_123,2019/03/07,"I feel like no one understands anxiety. I am in a place where I feel like people don't understand my anxiety and dont treat it like a real condition. Yesterday, I had a really bad anxiety attack because I didn't finish a test. I'm a good student, most times at the top of my class. But the material I studied wasn't on the test. And I panicked. I burst into tears after my teacher told us that the test was done. He calmed me down and told me that I still did a good job but I felt sick the whole day. Lots of anxious thoughts filled my head. ""I'm an embarrassment."" ""What will my dad think?"" When I got home, my mom started questioning me on why I didn't finish the test, which made me feel more anxious and cry more. I sobbed in my room uncontrollably. My brother comes in and he tells me to just ""have a better attitude."" My mom says ""these fits aren't going to get you anywhere. People will stop feeling bad for you."" And that hurt. That hurt a lot. I am professionally diagnosed with anxiety. I have a condition. I'm working on it, but the fact is, I have a condition. Small things like not finishing an 8th grade test may seem like a no big deal for others, but for me, it feels like my world is crashing down. And for people to just say ""calm down"" ""chill out"" ""smile a little bit."" is not helpful at all. In fact, it makes it worse. I am not immature for crying, I am not immature for hiding, I am not immature for having anxiety. Sorry this was more of a vent, this is my first time posting on this sub. I was just wondering if anyone else had similar experiences.",2.043466768193188,3.9731653753943235,3.860485151745895,86.85419558359621,78.21135646687698,7.653170890895248,23.86478842597629,8.53829466247534,1.5558550853910589,1212,41,258,26,29,408,161,317,0.205,0.68,0.115,-0.9827,1,0,0,0,0,0,54.0,1,2,0,4,6,20,1,2,22,0,29,3,1,2,3,48,53,13,0,1,13,4,6,6,0,3,2,2,2,0,17,11,0,1,13,0,0,3,13,8,0,2,16,8,40,12,30,34,9,41,0,3,0,0,17,24,1,8,19,173,57,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521507750223225,0.208016503768776,0.0,0.06437461197758579,0.09433238568865462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047382426484422,0.0,0.0,0.1537423476205053,0.056122512935595024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142479937919962,0.1005121086645698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930661345879055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20226011746993508,0.059374883598344,0.09491589153999247,0.0,0.093444941903881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094215371602491,0.1079005391706819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690923871369312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005810794956601,0.0,0.0,0.2327564050725107,0.19731567385640345,0.08839769370276873,0.0,0.0,0.07831120028067609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04810062843084272,0.0,0.052323167800528515,0.15444100351237008,0.07363350381429679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448616569254847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06170982640884232,0.0,0.09234959577159292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19711688201230992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136119131674604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698724649637189,0.09227420986366043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15654225729704255,0.0,0.08711497260038606,0.06145469748170005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156529188328336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062386230766517586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19148069097435194,0.0,0.09618926139463232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817367469699706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031348687525951,0.0,0.0,0.10479114031929657,0.05897976757878722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14642898435518467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838133298713815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306022799219376,0.06516471186645525,0.0,0.07352393988075631,0.07697120773434288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804696471421619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061164487410666435,0.058992105817436816,0.0,0.07309003399360696,0.10736872341951942,0.0,0.0,0.17594580945668026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916876798656093,0.11074393170402658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307514714819512,0.1027882800007075,0.0,0.0,0.0998415320671437,0.06702506551375108,0.0,0.09382300885084133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,unicorndanceparty,2019/03/07,"Viibryd - Is anyone familiar with withdrawal from this medication? Hello everyone. After 10+ years of not taking anything for my anxiety (I previously tried many different medications as a teenager) I made a decision to seek the help of a therapist and psychiatrist. 

The psychiatrist started me on a trial pack of Viibryd 10mg for 7 days, 20 mg for 7 days). She warned me that it is expensive, but handed me a savings card that would bring the cost down to $15 and noted that I would need prior authorization from my insurance. 

I stupidly started the trial pack, not realizing that my insurance may deny the prior authorization. They did. I have been back and forth with my pharmacist, Cigna, and the psychiatrist’s office trying to figure out what to do. No luck. 

Is anyone familiar with the withdrawal symptoms? I read some pretty scary stuff about brain zaps and such. I took my last pill yesterday, and I will be at work today during the time I would normally take the medication (2:30pm.)

I’m not sure if it’s worth it to spend the $300 for a 30 day supply of 20 mg pills to ween myself off it instead. Any suggestions would be greatly appreciated. ",5.8691782945736435,7.267911669767443,7.123720930232557,69.51829457364343,67.18604651162791,10.756589147286824,32.00775193798449,10.793553405168565,3.8560449612403103,919,38,157,27,15,312,132,215,0.09,0.818,0.092,0.1044,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,1,4,5,1,0,16,0,15,8,2,1,1,30,24,9,0,7,5,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,0,0,11,10,0,0,3,1,4,2,4,1,0,0,4,1,20,4,27,12,1,21,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,4,14,105,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576512568190056,0.0,0.10772994824800317,0.0,0.0,0.1969347821651392,0.0,0.11588612472666845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828493701799936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15720611891481806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724594232488348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14713107122085026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13456333402943435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15525891924954272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439133571403377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147903275055174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325104125173234,0.0,0.14277339794439545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4255959897920345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441918613406206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797758654968748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14326860016617846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408620745861758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993518553671864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16120974879758088,0.0,0.0,0.1327249210147174,0.14637002081373265,0.21176419277662226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16350747809230792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211558683000048,0.0,0.1334846532947095,0.0,0.15646060739072853,0.19122045745770325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252152417750207,0.0,0.0,0.4001492189610978,0.0,0.0,0.09068601676491764
anxiety,aliceinyorkshireland,2019/03/07,"Too much going on Hi, 

This is my first post on here. I feel i need to talk to someone because on the outside to everyone else my life is great.

Little history on me, low self esteem since forever counselling since 12, anxiety depression. History of abusive relationships which led to pnd when I had my baby.

I met my partner whose amazing 2 years ago. I have a council and were doing right to buy which is finalised next week, also we are getting married next year.

It's all to much for me, to many decisions to make, to much financial burdens, to many questions in my head. The risk of buying a house and giving up my council house to me and my children, the cost of getting married, were having a Bigish wedding 120 people around costing about 12 grand. ( which would u believe is a very budget wedding hard to find things for that ) i hate big crowds, I hate pressure of planning things and it being ""good enough"" I hate the feeling of walking down the isle and everyone judging me. It's all too much at the moment I honestly feel like im going to have a break down.
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anxiety,xhayleyquinnx,2019/03/07,"Crippled by workplace fear. So on Tuesday I had I suppose a breakdown on my way to work.

For months I've been anxious of making mistakes, getting more tired, more overwhelmed, making more mistakes because of this and the cycle repeats.

I also have a colleague who is very sharp with her tone when it comes to pointing these out. Sometimes she'll sigh and visually shake her head, will make small mistakes into large ones, and will use very challenging language like 'this is unacceptable' or 'we've discussed this before you cannot keep doing this', if I've been busy and not finished something it's 'well what have you been doing all day?'. Sometimes it's like 'I haven't got time to keep checking all your work for you' or it can be patronising stuff like 'I know the answer but I'm not going to tell you because you need to figure it out for yourself.' and other unhelpful things. Sometimes it's just shushing me or snapping at me. Worst of all she expects answers to every question immediately, watches me work, and jumps to conclusions about why I've done or not done something. Worst of all is I sometimes forget the specifics of what she has said so struggle to report it when it happens. 

She's entitled to be annoyed because the mistakes are annoying, but upsettingly the more micromanaged I feel, the more mistakes I'm likely to make.

It's come to a head when I got to the train station and couldn't leave because of the panic attacks.

This woman isn't my boss but just the senior in the team, my boss says I'm doing fine but we just need to change a few processes in the team as a whole. 

Regardless I'm crippled now. I'm working from home but can't get logged in even though it was working fine before I left, so I'm waiting for IT to call me but I'm just freaking out at home instead. 

I hate conflict so never stand up for myself, but I also struggle to know if I'm being oversensitive and if she's right to criticise me, or if she's going about it the wrong way. 

I'm having panic attacks and can't afford to be off. The doctors will only prescribe long term medication which made me worse last time bc my asthma means I can't have beta blockers. I'm in hell, literal hell, I can't do anything without thinking I'm going to get in trouble at work. 

I went in today for a meeting about it and i genuinely can't tell if they think I'm right to complain or not but they said they're going to look at resolving the issue. 

I'm working from home until next week, so two more days, but now the vpn won't log in which is making me more anxious and fearful, I've tried calling it several times but no one is there I'm worried they'll have thought I've just gone home and fucked off. Or that I'll have to bring the laptop back in to get it looked at (easily an hours trip each way, train and walking). 

I am exhausted from physical illness which is making this worse but I genuinely can't tell if I'm justified in being upset about this lady and I'm worried that now they've spoken to her she's going to think I'm a snitch and a coward. I can't tell if they think I'm an idiot, I'm scared now they know and now they've spoken to her that I can't close this door now it's opened. I'm scared it'll get worse. 

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anxiety,kxtkxlb,2019/03/07,"Falling behind in everything I’m in my first year of uni studying physics, the year before this I was in foundation year at the same university.
I get the feeling that most of my course mates think I’m stupid because I have bad attendance (due to anxiety),  even though I got a first in our last set of exams. 
After a period of being ill I’ve completely fallen behind on my work and I don’t know how to get myself back up to standard. None of them checked up on me even though I was away for a week straight and now I feel like I can’t ask for help because they clearly don’t care about me. 
I don’t know if I should still be friends with these people seeing as they don’t respect me. They do literally nothing except uni work and it makes me feel so inadequate. I don’t want to have no one to talk to but I barely talk to them anyway as we have nothing in common. I don’t know how to improve myself when they do everything to an impossibly high standard. 
They make me doubt my place on the course.

However is this just me projecting my insecurities on to other people?",4.564716242661447,4.994868031963474,5.7052348336594925,82.02051369863015,69.59360730593608,8.814220482713635,28.884866275277233,8.841846274778883,2.0670153946510106,845,29,176,14,14,282,121,219,0.095,0.8140000000000001,0.091,-0.433,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,7,4,14,8,1,2,8,0,18,1,0,4,1,28,36,13,0,3,4,0,3,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,7,0,1,3,9,4,0,3,3,4,35,4,38,30,3,35,0,0,1,0,15,16,0,3,16,130,41,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809306830758447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209514893630578,0.0,0.13275471796972474,0.10864992775104244,0.11797845739554487,0.17226867167780674,0.0,0.1202347304523067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14406337448854953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14814892949708294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18665283036022048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539802026163907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21433450479502034,0.10094377240811736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403770919047805,0.0,0.0,0.109166974171423,0.0,0.1476454088247638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300942553684618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947094959657173,0.14928976472194064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329621020091523,0.11517724563962067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903137533397526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886358708791784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711597004592681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574761127915236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19591736340550991,0.0,0.1476269987156355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125967173531784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284127168638985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271409795270112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053845931942417,0.27765038111104223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334159529231505,0.0,0.11334124124391405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057341769143904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27297506303855545
anxiety,mactumarco,2019/03/07,"Zoloft Hey guys. 

I just started Zoloft. And today I woke up really cold and started sweating. This made me go into full panic attack mode. I haven’t had this in a long time. My doctor suggested to get back into taking meds because anxiety has been acting up a lot lately. It is my first day on Zoloft. Is this a common side affect? ",1.1781818181818196,3.686819772727276,3.182045454545456,86.94306818181818,86.12121212121212,5.118181818181818,17.340909090909093,6.6274283507984215,0.1848545454545452,259,6,48,3,8,87,52,66,0.126,0.8740000000000001,0.0,-0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,1,3,0,6,5,1,2,0,8,13,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,4,1,6,0,7,9,2,20,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,1,10,33,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849518730006008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750460246948604,0.0,0.1859046833766792,0.0,0.1473795405431206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15592037146603274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474598123206557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20564775369183985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631381146650011,0.0,0.13740233690269513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393883498004872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727248564208913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21395708906641944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20554252428519207,0.0,0.22876674554835336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26854976672097297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836626787946282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548827839743549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422492968383042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817794620968944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097687628874878,0.0,0.2291678130844172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cjpstott,2019/03/07,"Im working on it and getting better: with decision, action and committed exercise. For the longest time I never really knew what my anxiety was caused by. It took me until I got home one day and had a full on hour long, heaving panic attack in my driveway to start realizing why I was getting anxious.

It was a slow build to that point, my first ever panic attack. 

Years of ignoring the gradually rising anxiety and self-doubt. The result of a long time of not feeling good enough in comparison to the people around me and to my expectations for myself, and not believing that I’d be able to get close to either.

But in my car I realized that it wasn’t really the the fact that I wasn’t where I wanted to be that was causing the anxiety, I realized it was because I wasn’t doing anything about it. I wasn’t where I wanted to be and I wasn’t really trying to get there either.

I wanted to learn better, but I wasn’t studying at all. I wanted to be doing better financially, but I wasn’t working more or trying to move up in the world. 

And deep down I KNEW that. I KNEW I was dropping the ball, and every time I let myself down, my anxiety rose. 

So the solution? There are no quick easy fixes.

But I decided I was going to do something about it. Key word: DECIDED. I may have sat in anxious indecision for a few hours to get there but I DECIDED I was going to do something to make a change. To get closer to being the kind of person I wanted to be. 

And when I did, a layer of that anxiety melted away. The question wasn’t looming over my head anymore.

I decided that to work on taking action, progressing, and self belief, I was going to do a hard work out every day for a month. Specifically I chose to do a Murph every day for 30 days. 1 mile run, 100 pull ups, 200 push ups, 300 squats, and a 1 mile run. And I was going to publicly commit to it so I couldn’t back out.

Next step: Even after getting past the anxiety of indecision, the anxiety of self doubt still occupied my mind. I wasn’t sure whether or not I’d be able to complete the challenge I’d set for myself, but eventually I realized that there was only one way to find out... by giving it my best.

Throughout the first 10 days my mind was a relentless cycle of anxiety and negative self talk. Telling myself over and over again I was destined to fail. 

But gradually, doing what I said—DECIDED— I was going to do, even when I thought I couldn’t or didn’t want to, started to reinforce my belief in myself and my ability to rely on myself to ACTUALLY get better.

30 days later and my baseline levels of anxiety dropped massively and I’m much better at taking action, making decisions, and trusting myself. 

Hopefully this was helpful for some of you guys out there, I know how tough it can be.

P.S. This really was one of the most impactful experiences of my life, and i made a video about the experience. [a video about the experience](https://youtu.be/15nc64tZRos) I talk about this stuff in there, and hopefully it’s helpful/inspires some of you to take your anxiety head on and refuse to accept resigning yourselves to it.

P.P.S. Meditation also helps me tremendously to lower my heart rate, calm racing thoughts, have a better baseline, and feel much much better.",5.221652516208708,5.929421889240508,6.5720237727693736,75.3995893794381,68.24050632911393,9.71015745600494,29.81336832355665,9.80557183005822,2.842247715344242,2542,91,472,56,41,865,257,632,0.107,0.773,0.121,0.9685,1,0,2,0,0,0,86.0,0,3,0,17,28,28,2,5,33,0,52,5,3,7,7,107,94,41,0,11,16,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,2,5,27,30,0,2,24,4,0,17,18,11,0,5,37,3,69,17,94,45,14,93,2,2,0,0,17,39,0,13,33,355,96,7,0.11283817306159265,0.0,0.05505688990298201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045118323115023284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4316044677022848,0.12747501745058173,0.055952573577757486,0.0,0.0,0.04642810099712585,0.05022494855336947,0.0,0.12836971170513006,0.053007588998442434,0.043382794999806684,0.0,0.03439255148614486,0.0,0.0,0.06356499031038199,0.05920835053304336,0.3492866803163781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591588643954805,0.05968391264567707,0.0,0.059154338809499114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183138602667333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05829599815879269,0.0,0.0745285491050264,0.051034293820767206,0.1426065412123351,0.0,0.0,0.11037738520207273,0.0,0.0,0.05705437070768929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05156602297121527,0.09598009236278328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23581315280334994,0.05412232876320847,0.16032133526905434,0.04732165299660199,0.04512349748031818,0.0,0.0,0.055863765861636897,0.0,0.0,0.05054041969363126,0.0,0.11580451937491044,0.0,0.0,0.06685688918630409,0.07563304887657986,0.0,0.05659294392152474,0.11207376624829876,0.1111228709466063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060942295017116836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058751796618876376,0.031006454470744432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05769233848780101,0.03985046932731511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985823234927972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05338510383188192,0.07532035672138662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139343882448856,0.0,0.04503317659939881,0.05996456024462845,0.1244235607902988,0.0,0.04351387765890805,0.0,0.0600023385860835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469309951211056,0.04290925764807847,0.0,0.13239128374521736,0.0,0.0,0.05385840204635329,0.039113890774963335,0.04926297017307663,0.0,0.0,0.05333427303196942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06320228902902053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445740460996192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05366747113160218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354296471887425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686833839717074,0.0,0.0,0.07986743966788472,0.0,0.04505635538299906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06458635592957193,0.0,0.0,0.05317432136281259,0.0,0.12726039488761964,0.0906950492728797,0.04931276839981668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958090526466388,0.09869526919914777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06268368106312837,0.0766097126166114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996646340239468,0.044782844795830695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05090945016649884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16429506776998895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03633204195342055
anxiety,superninjared,2019/03/07,"What are your worst, physical symptoms of anxiety and why? Anxiety is ruining my life, I feel like I am hiding in a shell unable to connect with people and express myself. My worst physical symptoms at the moment are, shaking, sweating, talking and dizziness. It makes all social interactions truly a nightmare I just can’t relax. And if you can’t relax, then it’s harder to connect with people and get accepted.

I have had anxiety for so long I have forgotten what it is like to be normal... The freedom to go where you want and say what you want without a care in the world. Having relationships and dating and just being happy in life. A career and an active social life and not worrying about health problems...",4.6949282296650745,6.818860939849628,5.893875598086126,74.34167464114833,71.18045112781955,8.144634313055366,30.13602187286397,8.841846274778883,2.8746451127819554,567,24,90,11,11,189,83,133,0.156,0.643,0.201,0.7932,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,4,0,0,5,12,0,1,8,0,13,7,1,1,1,25,20,13,0,5,5,0,1,2,0,0,6,1,0,0,6,12,0,0,2,2,0,2,4,5,0,0,1,2,12,7,14,17,3,12,0,1,0,0,11,6,0,1,6,73,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3852997640241492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17117219776144213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488881686531655,0.11993865501742515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877141369471745,0.0,0.09541416932970292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17871905488034873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784562514584525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35575110030272794,0.1640424191417331,0.0,0.0,0.14857489607277008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206601507727076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644938181158664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327837022616304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16064538449613255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18024803147374294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351064638617774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422797322618106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489981841750696,0.0,0.1349413784223676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980484502987135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149209213223153,0.0,0.0,0.16183727754660626,0.0,0.0,0.17049760927214802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cjx19,2019/03/07,"Feeling like the dumbest person at work. How to deal with feelings of inadequacy? I recently started a new job as an IT trainee. So when I applied for the role, I was on the brink of failing out of university and I decided I wanted to change career paths. I ended up finding a paid IT traineeship program that had no pre-requisites so I signed up for it assuming I’d be trained from the ground up. 

The organisation conducting this IT program sends these IT trainees to their partner companies to essentially do paid work experience and learn on the job. I had honestly expected to be sent to a smaller company but the one I ended up being allocated to was a massive, reputable firm. I feel like an imposter every time I step into the building. I don’t feel good enough and smart enough to be there. 

To add to my very low self esteem, my supervisor at this firm ended up grouping me with the recent university graduate hires to do training. I am having a hard time not comparing myself to everyone. Quite frankly, I feel like the dumbest person in the firm and that everyone else is leaps and bounds ahead of me. I’m just not grasping the content as fast everyone else and I’m scared of becoming a liability to the company.

 It doesn’t help that I’ve been socially awkward. Everyone else gets along so well and I want to be part of that too but I’m so anxious about saying something stupid and embarrassing myself (which I have many times already). So I end up not communicating at all and just end up shutting myself off from the others. 

I hope this post wasn’t too long and annoying. I’ve been a long time follower of this subreddit and have always wanted to post but have been too anxious in the past to do so. 


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anxiety,Bruiseviolet_,2019/03/07,Why is walking past people in the street so scary? Everytime I’m outside & have to walk past someone I feel a wave of panic come over me. I have no idea what to do. Do you smile at them ? Look in the opposite direction & ignore them? What if they smile at me & I ignored them :( ,0.8897175141242961,2.915871220338982,2.645,93.613488700565,82.55932203389831,5.967231638418079,21.69774011299436,7.1686216300943375,0.5760824858757059,218,7,49,3,6,72,42,59,0.256,0.6729999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.9162,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,4,0,1,3,0,1,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,9,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,2,10,0,8,9,0,11,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,1,2,31,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7165621429905513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18989542391954986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114645406822266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488576376272529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851198158287956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258646856497572,0.0,0.0,0.4208828856763739,0.1528300747321534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867838832598972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989189753144968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MiloPuP2,2019/03/07,I got a job interview on monday at 11. Not going as im too anxious Thats it. First interview after studying and getting my diploma. Im too nervous that ill screw it over.advice needed,0.3660360360360357,2.76174781081081,3.0798648648648665,83.96502252252256,97.91891891891892,4.628828828828829,27.78828828828829,6.42735559955562,1.7968774774774778,147,8,25,2,6,51,30,37,0.229,0.7709999999999999,0.0,-0.743,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,4,3,0,6,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,3,16,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031308979460208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504458532615636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263862096565226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16207046525117444,0.0,0.17629790764665804,0.0,0.2481010458816604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6701540428585048,0.0,0.3078327927439756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23001471751904826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hestein,2019/03/07,"Dealing with the person who helped cause it. This is very long so I TL;DR’d for you but I’d appreciate someone listening. 

So a bit of background. I am a young adult now and lived with my single mother and sister most of my life. I love my mother, I am programmed that way and it’s unconditional but when I was a teen my then step father physically abused me and his actions were excused and defended by my mother, even once with her joining him leaving me so disfigured my mom stopped me from going to school for the rest of the week until I healed. I joined the military years later to escape this. I returned home once to find him gone and my mother telling me he had brutally abused her and she left him. For her that was the last straw. Mind you as a teenager I cried to her one day concerned, voicing that I was afraid he was going to abuse her or my sister and my concern was met with “shut up no he’s not, now get out of my face”. Learning years later my past fears came true with violent details I couldn’t possibly dream of, it shattered me. I was angry for years and I treated so people around me less than. I was angry everyday and didn’t know why. This is one of many gas lighting and emotional hardships that stick out in my teen years caused by my mother and her then husband. 

I adventured around the world never in one place. In retrospect I was always running from something but I’d call it “running toward something”. I grew distant from my family. I half heartedly talk to my mom on and off. Never remember to call cause I don’t get home sick. Never called my sister, biological dad, anyone, except the few friends I call family. 

Fast forward to a deployment I was on. Long story short I suffered from a series of chronic panic attacks caused by post traumatic stress. The panic attacks turned into general health anxiety. By advice of my doc he told me to call home and talk to loved ones and reach out to people. I’ve always been in my little shell and to myself but this was not the time to be the stoic hero. I needed to open up. I called my girlfriend and she was the first person home who I told about my issue. My relationship with my girlfriend died after her reaction to me opening up to her was to laugh at me and I was destroyed. I called my mother and was surprised to be understood and loved and I felt I could make things right again because so much time has passed. I ended that deployment and left to make my life right again.

I spent the holidays with my mother because where she lived was really close to the hospital and ER which was important with my hypochondria. She asked me to move in with her seeing as how my little sister left to live with our biological father. I agreed and figured it’d be better for my health to be in the company of a loved one. 

...then things got... familiar. My grandfather begged to see me more often and it was hard to be social with anyone or be outside of my house with out having a panic attack. I told him several times I couldn’t make it. He calls my mother telling her how disheartened he was I didn’t want to see him. So that night after work my mom opens my room door to complain about all of the lights in the house being on. I smile at her and say hey yeah my bad all turn them off. She yells at me saying it wasn’t funny and follows up with “And what’s this about not seeing your grandfather?!” I said it’s hard at the moment but I will go see him when I— she cuts me off to say “he’s been sitting there waiting to see you and you’re just here acting like your problems are worse than everyone else’s.... the gravity that overcame my face made my frown indisguiseable as she walked away. She calls me to her room to apologize profusely and told me it would never happen again. Spoiler. 

Well she had been seeing a new man in that time I was gone and decided last minute she’d buy a house with him. Cool. I helped move and got my own room. Still cool. She always pretended to be so perfect with this new guy. She cooked, cleaned, treated his kid with so much love and care it disgusted me and creep me out. But I was in no place to have an outward opinion about this she’s happy so i am too. 

Over time she beleaguered me with small slights like missing a spot when cleaning and her saying something along the lines of “you’re an adult and live with your parents you can’t be this dumb.” “You can’t keep doing stupid shit like this”. “This isn’t your fathers house.” So and so forth. After a while I get tired of it so I’ll say “that’s not fair” or “give me a chance”. And it would only infuriate her. 

So the straw on my back is tonight. After taking a vacation to relax and treat myself I came home to my room being as messy as I left it. I recognized it was dirty so I made it apart of my daily todo to pick it up here and there. Well my mother asked me to clean my room sometime during this process and I explained to her I’ve been knocking it out slowly as part of things I’ve gotta take care of and said “you better just do it” or something along those lines. Not a hill I want to die on so I let her get her last words In cause after all I live in her house and I respect her frustration. It’s late and she wakes me out of bed. Not cool cause I explained sleep is a big part of my mental health and I need to be asleep when I can. She says “what’s this about not seeing your Grandfather?!” (Sound familiar?) “And this room can’t you make this look better?” I’m not a good person to startle (trust me). I just suck it up and explain why I haven’t been seeing him and that I’ll do something to make the room look better. 

I asked her “why do you only communicate with me when you’re upset at me?” “It’s grading and I rather you recognize when I am doing something right rather than small stuff like this”. (Me letting her know how I want to be treated) she says “when have I ever done that, you want me to pat you on the back for doing shit you’re supposed to be doing”. I said “yes, it’s better than only make an effort to communicate with me when you’re mad at me.” I said “I tell you how much I appreciate everything you and what you’ve done for me right?” She acknowledges it. I said “doesn’t that make you feel better?” To be gross to me she says “no, fuck out of here with that now go clean your room” I was going to say something but distraught I walked away. She follows me to ask what’s wrong. Well... I let her know. Everything that led up to this moment. I let her know. Finally I faced my maker and told her what has led to this. Not to not kill you with additional dialogue and text it ended with her telling me I can leave and that she’s tired of us (insert My Dad’s Last name)’s. That she’s tired of my “problems” and and me trying to hang “shit” (the past) over her head and if I don’t like it that I have two options. Leave or stay. 

Now I’m laying on my bed. Just wanting someone out there to relate too, maybe some advice moving forward. 

TL;DR: Suffered abuse through my teens from parents and it all manifested into GAD after PTS experienced after overseas deployments. Tried to finally tell my abuser what her actions has caused me and was met with more abuse. 


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anxiety,Bemmuh24,2019/03/07,"Wellbutrin Experience (I need to get off this shit) 24-year old female here;
I was put on 150mg (specifically for anxiety) and still experienced anxiety so my primary doctor upped me to 300mg 3-weeks later. It has been about two months since I started on this med and I honestly am worse than I was before I started it. I have insomnia and I’m so tired but all I do is toss and turn and I can’t turn off my brain, I have way worse anxiety especially socially, severe depressive episodes that I don’t normally experience, dark thoughts about dying (i had these thoughts on Lexapro too), my limbs go numb at night affecting my sleep, and I haven’t gotten a real period since before I started 2-months ago (I’m on the pill and haven’t missed/ I’m not pregnant).

I was put on this med by my primary Dr for anxiety and also because I am terrified of gaining more weight from SSRIs that I have tried in the past. I have gained 25-30lbs since June 2018 and I can’t shed it. The weight i have added immensely contributes to my anxiety and i have developed body dysmorphia. Trying medications has caused me to have a severe hormone imbalance and I’m far worse than i was when i started on Fluoxetine in 2016. I honestly regret ever going on a daily med. 

I have been trying to find a psychiatrist to speak to but literally no one fucking responds to my emails or answers my calls and it’s getting infuriating. I’m starting to feel completely alone and helpless - like I will be this way forever... maybe I posted this just to vent, I don’t know. I’m sick of being mentally ill dudes. It’s actually slowly killing me. 

Has anyone else experienced any of these symptoms? And can changing medications cause the metabolism to slow down?",4.1823650156180285,6.091662903614459,5.661579651941099,76.37293395805446,72.07228915662652,9.496831771530566,31.27219991075412,9.906371001090498,3.3551274877286934,1372,63,254,38,27,463,179,332,0.21,0.743,0.047,-0.9956,0,1,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,2,11,11,3,0,8,0,32,18,4,3,2,34,57,21,2,3,5,0,3,1,0,1,11,1,0,0,14,14,2,0,6,0,0,4,8,8,0,2,10,6,39,3,36,44,2,39,0,4,0,1,5,15,2,1,18,161,53,1,0.0,0.0,0.08259142359970265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502370495834093,0.0,0.0,0.08765619993651691,0.0,0.06768247431098197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05755461330038239,0.0,0.3237272163605528,0.0,0.0,0.05917866839416591,0.08671842516803333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051592630703844435,0.0,0.14403608005067814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401026010109563,0.0,0.09448050444428466,0.08642166418542233,0.0,0.0,0.17388664880515176,0.08953246941650764,0.0,0.08873805009663382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07289588881393884,0.0,0.08783763209335194,0.0,0.0,0.0866273748992101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070157309639571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655708461720387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16557828444570716,0.0,0.0,0.04279393285415136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735473714683917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824357277512305,0.08843645194944079,0.0,0.09619989314041688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936359430561398,0.0,0.04651311071204268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04134832201231965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502710179778175,0.0,0.2820307803032869,0.17052145333182636,0.08529204180665934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510949024237254,0.0,0.0,0.06275568309751027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942409140857827,0.08292420211889502,0.0,0.0,0.08881005809417622,0.0,0.05735077772863514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807935592739053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105680944229181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701628396810048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633301006554244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19122662364679344,0.086876476984543,0.2100325151518864,0.0,0.08469599147718525,0.08627459081558615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29952498011864115,0.0,0.06758951585992991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796803519775966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343812646554516,0.0,0.09727533183806024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17238456179743275,0.18411686832159013,0.08267596926806517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13435843946324555,0.06788898696507381,0.2061249398061284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25875048678165524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054502080893141736
anxiety,anoobsters,2019/03/07,"Weighted Blankets? I get especially anxious at night and I’m not able to sleep, and I’ve heard that weighted blankets help with anxiety. Does anyone on here have experience with them and any recommendations on which one I can buy? Is it a worthwhile purchase? Thanks in advance!",3.336428571428573,6.516306300000004,3.9517142857142855,79.45300000000002,86.0,6.057142857142857,31.142857142857146,7.447530270364453,2.5602857142857136,225,12,37,4,7,71,41,50,0.076,0.757,0.16699999999999998,0.7040000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,0,0,6,7,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,3,1,7,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,23,6,0,0.25500482257708024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734120238403834,0.0,0.19507799129257344,0.2880828652751407,0.0,0.17830530110334458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231564386843774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494436480694588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322949486060967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17092435730245478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393047514881602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17279786735490982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551889840102353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347741796505665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6210543503994049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Fjfifigidksnxj,2019/03/07,"Anxiety/Panic after exercising and sex I was wondering if anyone has experienced anything similar. 
Whenever I excerise, I feel fine but after I'm done, I get so much anxiety because I start to notice my heart rate. I have always been this way and I know that it's normal for your heart rate to go up when you excerise but at the same time the feeling makes me incredibly anxious, and sometimes I start panicking really bad and have to reach out to my partner to hold me. It stops me from pushing myself hard and I'm always doing things way less than I'm capable of just so I don't have to feel that way. Same goes with sex that is sometimes intense. I feel eh after because I feel way too anxious and it makes me not want to experience it again..  I just want to enjoy these things. 

How do I get past this? I don't want this to continue consuming me. 

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anxiety,FucksHisHand,2019/03/07,"Mind racing all day and night This is my first post here. My life for the last year has been a mess because of a mix of anxiety and depression. I got out of the military and went from job to job and spending time unemployed. I had a hard time transitioning into civilian life and it started to effect my daily life and my mental health. It hurt my marriage too. My wife and I are currently separated for divorce. Since splitting, Ive accepted that something isn't right and sought out help. I got help from the VA and have been in therapy. Im also trying to fix my relationship with her before its too late. 

Over the last few weeks my mind has been running at a million miles an hour. Im constantly thinking about her. Thinking about the very small chance that she may want to get back together. Worrying about her. Always thinking about what I left behind and what I could have done better. Its starting to effect my sleep now. Over the past several days I havent been able to sleep. When I do fall asleep I wake up several times every night. 

The VA put me on meds for it but I dont get them until Friday (they mail prescriptions). As of right now its 2:30 am and Im wide awake. Ive been trying to sleep for hours and just cant. ",1.9876923076923096,4.271639801619436,3.168463157894738,89.9436421052632,80.13360323886639,6.543093117408907,22.025748987854254,7.699297019823105,0.944668793522268,969,30,201,16,25,312,144,247,0.045,0.912,0.043,-0.1433,5,0,1,0,1,0,24.0,0,0,2,4,13,5,0,0,12,0,23,9,5,2,1,30,34,17,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,11,16,0,0,6,0,1,4,4,3,0,2,10,1,28,2,34,22,2,45,0,2,0,0,13,15,0,1,25,132,39,3,0.10104633363114704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080671649779346,0.08407864423413068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730016865184991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769839334441013,0.0,0.061596907103386674,0.0,0.08598298750597025,0.0,0.0,0.089367270653546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919518928759386,0.0,0.0806772751894705,0.0,0.0,0.13033305167495407,0.0,0.08703105909186384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340548184236728,0.11842555046188012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513589417687524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859499597671102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055850775773081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16163196752615333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051766741089023,0.0,0.0,0.10740752751032608,0.0,0.0,0.13545845493531902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19902056878557534,0.0,0.10817219004212393,0.0,0.32744213987864057,0.0,0.20054578884770952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16473249676776028,0.11398466560442985,0.0,0.1097871371478232,0.0,0.2141160412163539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223969739889432,0.0,0.10183093794888587,0.0,0.20405598379139253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896502780929346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646015908190304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967744558321528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157947448392372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084859467851452,0.0,0.17258603362642522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283071906156572,0.0,0.08358657136368487,0.0,0.30335792425451924,0.0,0.0,0.07779040430646267,0.0,0.0,0.1430422300535017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555528878251367,0.0,0.0,0.1942392315561388,0.0,0.0,0.1767627892002348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13720765536001575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337380767383913,0.05959974559588056,0.0,0.08105327381801981,0.0,0.0,0.09367096361597023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261745670818688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06507052592427619
anxiety,throwthatupbaby-,2019/03/07,"Im not sure if its anxiety? Hi before i start i know you guys aren’t allowed to diagnose, but i thought id ask this question here to see if you think it is worth it to talk to a doctor about this.

So i(18m) am a college student and cross country runner. My dad recently told me that theres history in the family of people having anxiety including him so this is where i began to start looking. Im not even sure if it can be genetic but its be interesting to find out. Iv always been really bad at sleeping, it takes me for ever to fall asleep, ill lay in bed no phone with my eyes closed for up to an hour. On my worst nights ill hope in at 8-9 and wont fall asleep till midnight because my mind will race with thoughts. Along with not being able to sleep i have noticed some anxiety when me and my girl friend get in fights. If she says she needs some space the silence kill me and my mind will race. Normal if its just a quick ill text you later i al fine but i need space ruins my days and i feel like i cant focus on anything but her. (I talk about this in more detail on my other post). I think part of it could be the stress of a full class schedule, running 60 miles a week and being in a long distance relationship. But when my girl friend is mad at me and says she needs space or i get in bed after a long day all i can do is worry.

Let me know if this seems worth checking out, i will take everything with a grain of salt and trying talking to a professional but i thought it be good to rant.",2.6862047947988605,3.4738331588785063,4.1159718271705295,90.41118650954901,74.10903426791278,7.327156982256536,23.925369091155357,7.586124646067393,0.8347609643776241,1168,32,271,14,23,388,178,321,0.177,0.738,0.085,-0.9872,2,0,0,0,1,1,24.0,0,3,0,0,13,16,3,1,13,0,25,11,5,1,4,59,49,26,1,12,17,1,1,1,2,4,6,2,2,3,16,16,0,0,11,1,3,5,7,7,0,0,6,7,38,9,42,31,7,48,0,1,3,0,26,23,0,12,20,177,54,5,0.10517013503455354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750997735260761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413645963143453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654606005718145,0.0,0.09831987933265604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781266979437706,0.06411073816316247,0.0,0.08949203876794408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839697950533164,0.0,0.0,0.13565207317819206,0.0,0.0,0.1067454732461211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764608964806158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946388230715607,0.09513240824261557,0.0,0.0,0.09452013595960228,0.0,0.09914504340825453,0.0,0.05317718028245491,0.07513356548267168,0.0,0.0,0.09612359810393857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16250837088379247,0.0,0.10989410963661556,0.0,0.0,0.08821171950372363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413496850928383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445767429902243,0.10357139809860813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272035862461992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635517216387355,0.0,0.11559751155669418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075435885674834,0.0,0.051380815629167416,0.0,0.0,0.18614451998886944,0.08831642565367334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123837114990019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23394696756653766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869504730959604,0.10304440259987543,0.0,0.1197368957998008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388900748757945,0.0,0.0729117294780067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072391765262126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781462055481373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737468153835294,0.0,0.1038428205269935,0.1129133662028109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16727102519921278,0.0,0.0,0.08380698119925434,0.09574294102142622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21049217529660305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887992577034262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204720343492861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19824321526528668,0.0,0.1581497059223734,0.2535953123005912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477755189242646,0.0,0.2504800187980624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049457099263896,0.0,0.07140361813948745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843611385599664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680537720742987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,richardacasillas,2019/03/07,"First ever panic attack So lately I've been stressed about life and stuff (just graduated high school) and I've been having this pressure in my chest. I started doing some research and started getting freaked out about all the different things it could be. I was just looking up what could be going on with the pressure and all of a sudden I got really dizzy and my hands were tingly and I got really shaky and nauseated. I got up and drank some water and started breathing and tried to calm myself down. it went away after about 2 minutes but it really freaked me out, it felt like I was about to die or something. Any advice to prevent/help with future panic attacks if they happen? ",3.6952798982188284,6.040655061068707,4.250706106870228,84.03091921119595,74.72519083969465,6.198727735368958,25.4204834605598,7.1686216300943375,1.2963735368956746,547,19,97,6,12,173,85,131,0.21600000000000005,0.7490000000000001,0.035,-0.971,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,8,12,2,6,3,0,11,6,3,0,3,28,24,14,1,3,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,14,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,10,0,1,11,3,11,2,19,9,4,20,0,0,1,0,1,9,0,5,10,74,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14441629650078472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005006109462918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362593772882082,0.13885128065963565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359926875424508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15338015813580014,0.15440654874713433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368231207010522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189923702452378,0.0,0.0,0.12570802590921626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772129021565516,0.0,0.08399107803158193,0.0,0.35459764524480397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068805421633245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905888850193237,0.1561456748056555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667108086598326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438672660904877,0.07220153842671237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410433198580408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34679372602169833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840294922440331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14956890413665494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377408653293195,0.0,0.0,0.3138143940451009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16929015452367474,0.0,0.16918140219928934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818349023621434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033805450098576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13700055186859506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lamborghinical,2019/03/07,Does anyone else get this warm pain in your chest when thinking about the future? Whenever I think about a future test or crush or something I get this very warm pain in my middle upper chest area. I've searched and I can't find anything about it. It only lasts a second at a time,4.121842105263156,5.126523245614038,4.25171052631579,89.96072368421055,70.9298245614035,6.401754385964912,23.021929824561404,5.985473137389443,0.3458456140350874,223,5,46,1,4,69,41,57,0.145,0.779,0.075,-0.6059,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,1,4,2,0,0,6,5,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,5,2,6,5,0,11,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,2,5,25,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18277960755121567,0.2678390736016492,0.2151130457027128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22875621775045665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21836932351601854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389183278635681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731453819284363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21307897753216745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19880936121190892,0.5563041247066085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20124140818193392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349939865636845,0.0,0.0,0.1524266518043466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156855027475312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway-07-03-19,2019/03/07,"Needing to put my feelings down Hi, I've made a throw away account as I just wanted to put down what I'm feeling and get some peoples opinions to see if this is what others are feeling too and what helped them.  


I'm not sure if I have anxiety as such and I haven't seen a doctor but I always have the feeling of not having enough time. As in I'll be thinking of the weekend during the week and feeling like it's over already and it makes me not feel like doing anything because I just won't have the time.

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I worry A LOT. Not out aloud, just in my head. I'll worry that I might be going to bed too late and I won't wake up in time for work and work will call and i'll miss it and i'll have to explain myself or I might miss work and my mind snowballs from there. Same goes when I'm at work, I worry I won't get my job done etc (my job isn't very stressful). This worry isn't work related it's everything. My mind thinks so far ahead of things that will never happen and I waste so much energy in my head thinking about what I'll say/do if it happens, but it never does as it's usually so far fetched.  


I worry about what people think A LOT. I have thoughts in my head all the time thinking about what a person is thinking about me in their head and it always seems to be negative.  


I constantly bounce my legs when sitting down. I've done this for years and I think it's my mind racing thinking about so many things at once.  


I feel like I have a hard time relaxing. I find myself with my jaw clenched for no reason.  


I really dislike small talk. I find it tiring and avoid it at all costs.   


I had alopecia as a kid from stressing myself out.  


I just feel on edge and also rushed with everything I do day to day and just can't seem to get myself to relax. My girlfriend and I will go somewhere and I'm already thinking about when do we have to leave and let's get this over and done with to move onto the next thing without really living in the moment.  


I lean on alcohol sometimes (usually only 1 night on the weekend, no mid week drinking) as after a few drinks I feel a small weight come off of me and I can be myself. My thoughts about what people think seem to silence a bit as well.   


Sorry if this is a big read or formatted incorrectly but just wanted to put it down.",2.5261483682852983,3.702940139004149,3.836598631826849,90.75862565885387,74.99585062240665,6.455624088819111,23.81540876976561,6.766488616294105,0.6315629023214089,1785,52,394,15,37,586,200,482,0.108,0.823,0.069,-0.9528,2,1,3,0,0,0,37.0,1,0,2,6,26,12,0,3,19,0,37,13,7,3,5,97,84,45,0,7,20,0,11,3,1,8,3,0,1,2,30,28,4,1,28,7,2,9,17,5,1,0,8,13,52,7,67,63,11,67,0,2,2,0,11,31,0,15,29,273,82,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06378065808013708,0.0,0.0,0.13171856180402955,0.04772673886950116,0.09931846439951857,0.06466415529273409,0.0725187418764976,0.0,0.0,0.04565567224744222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0491122386540741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05607210515738598,0.0,0.0,0.036380880549360436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06515601008968401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06094080101584173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05140975127627665,0.0,0.06449377614640549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697839725396577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06108585926939341,0.0522270972597832,0.1832226321075812,0.0,0.11692898700887075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06166625196084004,0.06655990231409505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727456505348623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27158779157958274,0.12790799245437007,0.0,0.0,0.1090943963769084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247230835368941,0.0,0.06783598303588641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555112324524067,0.0,0.05346230193270976,0.0,0.24499900149321344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04000280290154221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844803143280933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732257671401094,0.06319338263957279,0.0,0.06102769304520792,0.0,0.08747111807585725,0.0,0.052699267044992566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147701636572433,0.0,0.05647144517339226,0.039837418022328035,0.06050699520617084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662386049895707,0.18078187820136624,0.0,0.0,0.06343127826191099,0.0438722776399372,0.044252579862997986,0.09205907191770654,0.0,0.06347124067436483,0.0560064168633614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355813708476735,0.0,0.04538996118346607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412552078416728,0.05211099950218615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179987156884209,0.0,0.0,0.059696981331469334,0.0,0.07646613691640285,0.06136183394323009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04746059210591245,0.0,0.0,0.04755789528507538,0.16299356085466474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05902586774659024,0.06680780399617188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672838019881642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05624847678350122,0.0,0.0,0.04796919116838765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894787638450513,0.3824106660302817,0.0,0.09475982656448796,0.17400186204890222,0.06859433565840946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13146000707633512,0.049242935734358034,0.0704026006259261,0.0,0.0957447252329932,0.07267517386714763,0.0536602343147502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05753019122500495,0.0,0.21724177827417726,0.3030439035285954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725187418764976,0.03843249835518114
anxiety,munchinbeavers,2019/03/07,At work and feel like I’m about to have an anxiety attack Please help with ways to calm down. 7:30am is a long way to go...,1.7177777777777798,2.4781380000000013,2.7861111111111114,99.13250000000002,76.4074074074074,6.881481481481483,17.203703703703702,7.1686216300943375,-0.4485407407407407,94,1,25,1,2,30,25,27,0.14300000000000002,0.565,0.292,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,7,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,12,0,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25943704183482896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38581456817705295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17147664433308032,0.24227782701744854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192738009347502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273147746818961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16568403590389796,0.0,0.0,0.3001234503140317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722679521507872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5383785223832649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468940289080854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway239282,2019/03/07,"Dealing with/challenging my dating anxiety I have massive, crushing anxiety that rears its head when romantic or sexual relationships (or the possibility of same) are involved. This is perpetual and lasts as long as there's a serious possibility of a relationship and/or sex -- I get instant relief as soon as I'm turned down.

My shrink has been pretty aggressive in encouraging me to step outside my comfort zone, and I've been willing to in the past. The problem with this particular stressor is metering the exposure. Dates take time to set up and go on, other people are involved; when I make a serious attempt to work on this I pretty much commit to feeling awful for a week -- minimum.

I'm wondering how other people have worked on this problem. I don't think it's reasonable or sustainable to just eat all this stress in the hopes it'll eventually die down (if nothing else, it has an effect on my work). But I'm not sure what else to do about it. Ideas?",8.613666666666667,7.741864588888893,9.254444444444443,64.33500000000002,61.444444444444436,12.888888888888893,40.0,12.06081838636515,5.030000000000001,766,36,132,22,9,260,114,180,0.154,0.721,0.125,-0.4238,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,5,7,11,1,1,10,1,14,3,1,4,3,26,26,15,1,4,7,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,14,4,1,0,6,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,2,1,10,5,26,22,3,24,0,0,0,1,6,11,0,6,10,91,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21965819353959795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801226316024405,0.0,0.0,0.1490008764735155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690586530536867,0.2398652174098533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07259227453035952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500833377811386,0.0,0.08159298044001755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14734214676364632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259537886816775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16207075217863273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11702704951474875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270531271645135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583272841368178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553897006079233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377573300864521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370518632883086,0.19906389374680955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237026078154825,0.0,0.29212045875119985,0.0,0.2747502977189699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761177453697247,0.0,0.3082765213952436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644566136125064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13531110365273488,0.0,0.10794523899380554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919925520264266,0.0,0.0,0.08371563227245975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15616071437535994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516155797488385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15569332889232207,0.3135575552479726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sunnyroses,2019/03/07,I think I have social anxiety and cannot get an embarrassing moment out of my head Hi I think I may have social anxiety. I've never gone to get diagnosed but am thinking of doing so. Sometimes when I am in an unfamiliar situation my mind will feel like it is going numb and I won't be able to think. My mind freezes up. Sometimes my body will uncontrollably shake as well. Like I go into fight or flight mode. I'm pretty sensitive to things. When this happens I do try to take deep breaths and tell myself that it is all in my mind but it doesn't really help much. I work with food in customer service. There is a customer who makes me a bit uncomfortable because he tries to talk to me and watches while I prepare his food. When I see him come into the store I get a rush of nerves and start to shake. I can speak fine but my body gives away that I'm nervous. I think it is because I'm aware that he likes me.. but I don't like him! One day he came in and I was a bit of a mess. My hands were so shaky that I  spilled a bit of his drink and mumbled that I had anxiety. He awkwardly replied some response and left. It was so embarrassing and I don't want to go back to work. I don't want to face him or any other customer like that again. I have situations like that at least once a week or two. I feel like my nerves are getting worse in social situations. Please help.,1.0181214080459746,3.044784885416668,2.7872701149425296,92.7675,82.09027777777777,6.055747126436782,21.736590038314176,7.237678284180719,0.5426911877394631,1069,34,245,15,29,354,145,288,0.16899999999999998,0.701,0.129,-0.7431,0,0,1,0,1,0,23.0,0,0,0,2,10,20,1,8,10,0,27,11,6,1,2,40,55,24,0,2,7,0,4,7,0,4,2,1,0,0,16,15,3,0,7,1,1,9,7,11,1,2,6,7,39,9,28,44,7,33,0,0,2,0,21,13,0,6,18,154,55,3,0.08920151566501003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606600895025166,0.0,0.2047167459853428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380776030161363,0.06859045946543002,0.0,0.1087528320217103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921548563485567,0.1981655497231683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020227703658529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683920730342395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05752759814666027,0.0,0.0,0.09053766072283148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738352598002205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020593305177364,0.1274511612287775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157256536352676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864164411127212,0.08557022195605586,0.15208583100648115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888060571003894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154648971019268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195797913260097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691770777014573,0.0,0.0,0.3050554836793015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05954270436751506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702043069838245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06557337767172054,0.0,0.06879770797986423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499670296069912,0.060445255567981186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791647748776408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907500099550663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05714477507035527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108205902584751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30079872301340826,0.0,0.27278913542617866,0.0,0.0,0.17644515973908895,0.0,0.06313729190537558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670684385144909,0.07169679939817565,0.07796605640717333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05926152338099771,0.2857836471939977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112394759054465,0.0,0.08713691931754887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522673014160314,0.0,0.07155207531399049,0.0,0.08020287525421417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987953157810286,0.0,0.09090396516132768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dumbledores_intern,2019/03/07,Mid panic attack rn I’m about 2 hours in. My heart rate was really high so I’ve already been to the ER. I’ve taken .75 mg of Xanax. It isn’t helping. I’m shaking and I feel like I’m dying. I hate this so much. ,-3.857999999999997,-2.9027367999999982,0.2840000000000007,101.93200000000004,117.0,2.8000000000000003,11.0,4.935628992294339,-1.6206,160,3,42,1,10,59,40,50,0.229,0.68,0.091,-0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,2,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,2,9,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,3,1,3,1,4,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207648155144884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306824302858877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016726186732209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14697297137652354,0.20765680523952526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28697934842058986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444488314855007,0.19483194345632596,0.30711191842306884,0.0,0.0,0.2862542926744015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14200811522267948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21367805494736825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34104206417554384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18621252741574665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,michelleyap,2019/03/07,"Getting help. I’m proud, I’m proud of myself for finally being able to get help after years of feeling anxious and never knowing what’s wrong with me. I’m proud that I got the courage to ask for help and have continuously asked for help to better my mental health. On January 17th, was the first time I got help, a month later I started seeing my psychologist, and now I’ve got an appointment with a psychiatrist coming up in a few months, which is quite a bit of time but it’s alright. I’m just proud of myself for finally being able to recognize that I need help and building up the courage to get it. So that’s it, just wanted to say I was proud of myself for this. :) ",3.5724087591240874,4.700572116788322,4.998255474452551,83.62877007299272,72.35766423357664,7.8157664233576645,26.10875912408759,8.238735603445708,1.5533042335766425,528,17,109,8,10,177,74,137,0.01,0.6829999999999999,0.307,0.9901,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,8,4,10,0,0,8,1,6,1,0,0,1,15,25,6,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,9,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,5,3,11,9,23,18,2,19,0,0,1,0,9,4,0,0,14,69,20,0,0.2721319221944777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537158064038571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544066121426405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033928530746407,0.1485487887432286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720877738169964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879903825545261,0.0,0.0,0.29810721906078025,0.0,0.11573763699998292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21326654627359784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32647313685468504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446317539151741,0.0,0.0,0.5472128734566927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477829378674401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371224857304223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21721310400565247,0.0,0.0,0.1008911860680698,0.10494245739861724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447228983171214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820511355231027,0.0,0.0,0.1084269544751296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630818759228403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586823122585476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025522920264279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14876676846741194,0.0,0.08762201784885218
anxiety,betoherrera82,2019/03/08,"I'm in a very deep depression... Please help! In the past I was a horrible person but I'm trying to change.

The problem is that I'm suffering a very deep depression and this is haunting me a lot. I cannot sleep, I have anxiety attacks frequently and I feel so guilty of things I make in the past. I cannot just leave my problems behind and continue with my life.

I was trying to get closer with God but this isn't helping me.

How can I do?

Please help me!",-0.061875000000000575,2.182736562500004,2.2800000000000007,92.965,89.625,6.116666666666667,20.5,7.492282038375204,0.8038500000000002,354,12,79,7,12,120,55,96,0.299,0.556,0.145,-0.9688,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,7,0,10,2,1,2,0,14,16,7,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,1,13,0,9,14,1,10,0,3,0,0,4,6,0,1,4,52,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13475886773652815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20040289542346051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863497042334884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30344583163725786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890697730368703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203424618822624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542209867866749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865237827798514,0.0,0.0,0.12442420148955745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14976154280032816,0.0,0.0,0.11758550650924746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363216936332403,0.0,0.1538126358423472,0.0,0.3867328070937121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371150279828543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17628323070273216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703022758680648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391967391995723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906943184461149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawayacount10000,2019/03/08,"I can't seem to get myself to talk As the title says I rarely talk, I don't usually have something to say and when I do try to talk with someone I always feel that I'm boring them and just maneuvering the conversation to avoid that. People I used to be able to easily talk to I'm struggling to keep a conversation, because I also get bored and feel that I'm not actually engaging with the person but just talking to be polite. I used to go whole days without saying a word and I thought thing had gotten better but then it all came crashing back. The worst part is I'd be fine with this, but it just makes me feel like a failure ",5.832333696837512,4.970606977099237,6.841395856052348,79.34534351145041,67.01526717557252,9.623118865866957,30.164667393675032,8.841846274778883,2.1521201744820067,498,15,105,7,7,168,78,131,0.139,0.777,0.084,-0.7444,0,1,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,6,9,0,2,7,0,9,0,0,3,1,28,26,11,0,0,8,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,7,8,0,2,5,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,4,6,12,4,16,19,4,7,0,0,0,0,12,0,0,1,6,70,19,0,0.14456475831988666,0.0,0.14107435040311458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560838499860475,0.12028945976347798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116137569800742,0.0,0.0881253348702279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785578080346546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16534357102690111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323230957226544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21928885647452293,0.10327709222913156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15105823906355978,0.0,0.08215948364935441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12849579954412935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07062703866709713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964980987422699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15654954552758102,0.0,0.10022300101839683,0.12622837084225455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448910946615081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160632650181706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248925059406746,0.11129301374972003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113047377013752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5809783836090322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960424017615966,0.0,0.0,0.11476827006578627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814998141924082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24971507070129825,0.15921765733413815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16140138995900186,0.0,0.13935526821493974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kurinoy,2019/03/08,"When you feel a breakdown coming soon, how do you try to stop it? Okay. When you feel a breakdown coming soon, how do you try to stop it? Or make it less harmful? 

I usually drink red bull or monsters, smoke cigarettes and drink coffee in coffee places.

In some cases I just want to see my anxiety face to face and stop my copying mechanisms.

And you? ",2.0655279503105604,4.376130956521742,3.132546583850935,90.16043478260872,80.01449275362319,6.2616977225672885,22.900621118012424,7.447530270364453,0.9800708074534166,272,9,55,4,7,87,40,69,0.13,0.826,0.045,-0.7236,0,0,4,0,0,0,10.0,0,5,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,1,2,4,2,3,0,18,9,9,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,3,2,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,4,9,1,6,9,2,13,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,3,8,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698644647451687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825456708160165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4350407915101798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245461033623765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14821732669967191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23199064945968975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17694179122417128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5569208104861285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015091084941752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24455212943084825,0.0,0.13096839322808124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,indiana-solo,2019/03/08,"Has Magnesium help anyone? Hey anyone,

My anxiety has been through the roof lately. I’ve had some changes (getting off the pill, causing digestive issues; working out really hard and messing up my back) and because I feel the effects of those mentally and physically I’ve been so stressed. Stressed to the point I’ve been going to the doctor, googling non stop and just keeping myself in the loop. I’m scared that I have stomach or colon cancer.... but my doctor says there’s nothing alarming him or sending red flags to proceed medically with anything. Yet I occasionally still feel discomfort. Ugh sorry trailed off...

I’m here because I ordered the 3 pack trial of CBD oil from Bluebird and I don’t know if it was me, but it didn’t seem to help at all. Granted maybe my anxiety it too high? Any other recommendations I’ll be thankful for...

What I’m really here for is the suggestion of magnesium. I came across online that it worked to help symptoms and calmness. Has anyone tried this? If you have or if you have any other suggestions please share, I could use some advice.... 

Thanks, and good vibes to you all. ",4.2747421584263705,6.4926763492822985,4.803405103668262,81.30522461456674,72.58851674641149,7.515257841573633,30.271398192450825,8.344100000000001,2.4033155768208405,883,39,158,15,18,281,133,209,0.091,0.7509999999999999,0.157,0.9635,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,3,0,3,9,12,0,5,8,0,16,9,2,3,2,33,30,16,0,4,9,0,3,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,11,10,1,2,5,0,0,3,2,7,0,0,7,6,17,5,21,21,4,19,0,0,1,0,13,9,0,9,6,101,28,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814575748085422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17835559045694285,0.0,0.20063920339322394,0.0,0.0,0.2750825452204095,0.0,0.10791474482081877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083641483221227,0.0,0.1598800440963094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499860253907132,0.0,0.1347140313425398,0.13872577307146375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047023862189458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26844896896876397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261382058710175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851377631119783,0.0,0.07452829477545919,0.1099916644866386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747317631433896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26369550964539434,0.13855365537102754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368731698808201,0.0,0.11656077181186665,0.0,0.0,0.07206957747886046,0.0,0.1479284774197482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317449468979856,0.0,0.0,0.13210693613665475,0.13215545727247469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582968349478185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394926961877946,0.12396704454496545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16801970097290347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428556764088044,0.13129121771789434,0.0,0.0,0.11938238484681395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467973628949634,0.0,0.0,0.1047263400674834,0.1096365740147382,0.3004344469582667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13630176591707993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414670361852377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890335530665972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326043916323485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19093889188807286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pandasrepress,2019/03/08,"I get anxious when I think about hippies? This is kind of a weird phenomenon for me, but for the past few months I’ve gotten anxious whenever I think about people spending their lives as hippies. I think that this is because I’m afraid to turn out like that. I have this strange desire to be a hard working person and thinking about hippies and other kinds of “things” that alter your mind legitimately scare me now. Is there anything I can do to stop this irrational fear? 

I’ve been thinking of hippies and the like as evil mind-numbing people. This is irrational and not a conscience thought process, but it affects my mental health on a daily basis. 

This fear extends to modern rap and drug culture, it makes me super anxious and because it’s so widespread I’m having trouble coping with it. ",6.905133333333333,7.393726446666669,6.4860000000000015,78.24633333333334,64.53333333333333,8.0,36.0,7.3871296695380915,2.6662,637,29,110,5,9,198,91,150,0.254,0.649,0.097,-0.9797,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,2,7,12,1,4,6,0,10,2,0,2,0,22,22,12,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,15,8,0,1,6,1,1,0,1,7,0,0,3,1,12,5,17,18,1,8,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,8,74,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4661507330851836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318554149353645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16768894181326174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15950532786884672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095465107409097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186014185944603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321082808638617,0.0,0.0,0.14620096590852294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864581480270886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343923787061941,0.0,0.12145231494767456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918105110687623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13861022437246476,0.0,0.2777569004821134,0.0,0.1097849011505456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129962821375066,0.19070893757025856,0.1200965758854705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377037734316992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499146866314372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137695047810393,0.4406575580112636,0.0,0.109193172368711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14960645734487854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013238647976712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,6r1n3i19,2019/03/08,"On the verge of an a attack and suddenly I’m forgetting how to cope. I’m on medication, although before tonight I had forgotten to take it for a few days. I see a therapist around once a month—I had been making progress but lately I feel like I haven’t been completely open with her.

I want to vent but literally everything you can imagine is bringing me down right now and making me feel anxious as fuck. Maybe I’m being dramatic, maybe I just need to go and sleep but I wish I could just fucking shut my mind off.

I asked my coworker, semi seriously, how do I stop caring so much about everything. I just want to feel nothing because I feel how much I overthink my decisions is affecting me from actually being productive. 

I feel like I’m looking forward too much to celebrate my brother in law’s birthday tomorrow because I know we’ll be drinking and I feel like it’s the only way that’ll help calm me down.",4.941575091575089,5.7031765824175835,6.274450549450549,77.09138278388279,68.8901098901099,10.022710622710623,33.84798534798535,10.125756701596842,3.4821853479853484,726,34,140,18,12,246,112,182,0.085,0.732,0.184,0.9604,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,1,1,0,1,11,9,3,0,7,0,15,5,1,6,0,37,41,13,0,5,6,1,6,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,7,1,1,9,1,0,3,1,4,0,0,4,8,27,5,19,31,4,22,0,0,2,2,6,12,2,0,11,90,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.12387580850139758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340685496626004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300413299685425,0.11867241562049848,0.1444133681777675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15476374089708195,0.0,0.10801718321340338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12942450037465236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330949052753416,0.0,0.0,0.10135181700559197,0.0,0.0,0.08186624778859865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243535558756374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281722259066757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3851101821629048,0.2720593771227734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23470925709025325,0.0,0.0,0.07214332324791223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508567316026869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976328708529547,0.0,0.1431946349533076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860504370627172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659821434309368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16946780143079038,0.0,0.25505798352091297,0.0,0.0,0.1278793970224614,0.0,0.0,0.12817391687777574,0.0,0.10132285297020743,0.0,0.2799480540343098,0.09412491809609108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12180302203205218,0.0,0.0,0.1351876990214998,0.0,0.0965441199587738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840666133521902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115530015173524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270323716892752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612810641608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544360590588052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14738793274808482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974582359226474,0.10075961638682512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459755364173379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,karly_rose18,2019/03/08,"Does anyone else get really bad existential anxiety? Hey everyone. I just got diagnosed with GAD about a month ago, and I've been noticing this alot.


When I think about my conciousness, the people around me, my job, and just myself; I always think what the point of everything is and just how I am alive. The thought of it scares me and I usually have an anxiety attack because of it and I get afraid I'm going to go insane. It drives me nuts and would make me feel better if other people had the same issue??",3.66,5.351617599999997,4.8610000000000015,82.47550000000003,73.0,8.6,23.5,9.188382445141503,1.8326,400,11,78,9,8,132,70,100,0.177,0.772,0.052000000000000005,-0.9054,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,8,5,1,2,7,0,6,1,0,2,0,21,17,9,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,4,1,13,1,8,12,2,9,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,4,53,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633139401369582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15329896280998856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818797992595464,0.0,0.0,0.12882197050753913,0.18877137172214467,0.0,0.16400894193025845,0.0,0.20959484478395,0.0,0.0,0.15382921591686238,0.11230844713620193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16294161288089398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869954812964437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16122600946174054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15390538873900056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17604522326787295,0.1655792773077934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315516732009757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19251122598671705,0.0,0.20941092682958912,0.0,0.14735021719486016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922943323015922,0.18282562537910735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297884186538907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470552754867954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20975370456601064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554518431795214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17416240216349582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180261852641769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18445219811967875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361017513686137,0.0,0.14626266340522304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20290972940066546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308758420348415,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Im_sorry_but___,2019/03/08,"How do I cope with my wife's anxiety? Hi guys, 
My wife has had anxiety for as long as she can remember - in varying degrees. 

Since becoming a mother ~ 4 years ago, it's got a bit more difficult to manage but she's been doing rather well for the most part. 

Recently, things have got harder for her to manage and she's started experiencing more physical symptoms (tremors, pains, bad sleep and becoming physically ill).

She's recently started medication and some therapy and I have seen a fair bit of improvement. I'm very proud of how well she's been persevering and how much progress she's made. 

However, I'm really noticing that I struggle to be around her when she's having a bad day. Where I would usually try and be sympathetic and supportive, I'm now feeling frustrated, angry and distant. I'm closing myself off from her and I can't help it. 

I've never been an anxious person but, I feel like her anxiety is a trigger for me and I don't like it. 

I'm particularly worried that any sympathy or support I show her may be enabling her anxiety. 

How should I react? Am I being normal? How does your SO react and what do you find helps you in these situations?

I want to be supportive and I'd really appreciate your thoughts. 

Thanks. 

TLDR, my wife's anxiety has become increasingly worse. She's trying to grey on top if it but I'm struggling to deal with it after 4 years and react angrily and become distant. Seeking advice on how to react to her bad days.",2.7477022977023005,5.1097680909090935,4.938326673326674,77.85001748251749,77.88111888111888,8.56123876123876,28.046453546453552,9.23628265651192,2.8639124875124886,1158,51,214,32,28,401,157,286,0.177,0.627,0.196,0.6286,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,4,0,4,14,17,1,2,7,0,25,5,1,12,1,49,45,29,0,6,6,4,2,2,0,3,4,0,0,2,10,18,0,0,5,1,0,1,3,8,2,0,9,5,35,9,26,28,9,25,0,0,2,0,29,9,0,5,17,142,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137679712999636,0.08289088890543239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06358994213530532,0.0,0.35767410769579866,0.10563957635302723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832436408896734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23423059482150416,0.0,0.4130973744251875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20417719527633746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206123059603286,0.0964046062672048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818311482029757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09456283546672864,0.06680349496747114,0.0,0.0,0.08546635928881438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14957682698057007,0.0,0.0,0.09258950776603476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535543671852598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136843263745494,0.0,0.0,0.08275332352733031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848133328632292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420139175991096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874053971826466,0.0,0.0721206036021378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161985307478146,0.0,0.1064616468631109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950113208387816,0.0,0.0,0.1012621148706366,0.0,0.0,0.08164924238575785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980967947329432,0.0,0.1846595005552596,0.0,0.10592849393836873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735235989589709,0.105109051369505,0.09357743694701776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237358440350305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955137122090101,0.0,0.0,0.3183417968755116,0.0,0.0971925958182899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609135726704227,0.10693672607873876,0.0,0.06212382595464761,0.0,0.0,0.07423641958039655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697417497484811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298794961089583,0.0771554649492421,0.05515456485202127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16815326974712108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496384782139698,0.09529458218552116,0.0664267537322122,0.0,0.0,0.12043462622745435
anxiety,WinndaTech,2019/03/08,"Helpline for texting - Canada Hey peeps. I just heard about this today. Didn’t know it was a thing. But there’s a helpline for people who just want to text. Maybe you know, and if you don’t, now you do. Maybe it will help.   
[here’s the info](https://www.crisistextline.ca)",2.3002285714285726,5.222739080000004,1.119714285714288,99.75700000000002,88.2,3.6571428571428566,15.142857142857142,5.288315135182226,-1.1991142857142858,214,4,45,1,7,59,38,50,0.0,0.911,0.08900000000000001,0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,9,3,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,4,0,4,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,2,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390359503255693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3919798247316695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7165486880993995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472365240116358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369235537549659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380355910085517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21034466744030292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Woody2426,2019/03/08,"Big test, need help First time post on this. Read a lot and never had the courage to really interact with everyone but recently I hit a new low.
I had to take a big test, one that I knew about for some time but when the test came I had a near panic attack during the instructions and had to leave because I almost got sick and threw up. I will have to take this big exam again soon and I need advice in how I can calm my anxiety so I can take this test. My career is at stake with it.

(I work in the Navy and I am taking the advancement exam. I have taken it before with no problems but recently it has gotten worse where I can’t even focus when taking it. I get the urge to vomit or almost shout from the stress).",1.2120624408703868,2.9894985364238416,3.1515279091769166,91.67822847682122,80.19205298013246,6.433491012298959,17.40823084200568,7.447530270364453,0.12717937559129666,553,10,124,8,14,186,91,151,0.197,0.772,0.031,-0.978,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,9,7,1,2,11,0,13,2,0,1,1,23,28,13,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,8,9,0,0,1,1,0,3,3,5,0,2,10,1,16,2,17,16,2,26,0,1,0,0,2,11,0,5,11,88,24,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14469733315847771,0.0,0.0,0.2965517678107582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327709254197688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16845687198075232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026524350387563,0.0,0.12600105540023734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16935853602737047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780224703110332,0.0,0.0,0.1414921615530593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125952655942687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736315982468628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184292328368918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925165884443464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679021468585375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12588820630483485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195917106288093,0.11420469238118347,0.1430119128001336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033956102234863,0.0,0.0,0.17373429636162585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181507207792982,0.0,0.0,0.14168793068507549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14811523181854724,0.0,0.0948607395469038,0.0,0.29241271429890353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16961959614737274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5566704628645149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17268763384285976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780048046681097,0.0,0.15090123904298902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JDnotsalinger,2019/03/08,"Just started Zoloft but I used to have seizures and I’m wondering if anyone has good advice about preventing them? I’m considering having CBD oil on hand and doing keto (a very effective treatment of seizures). 

But I mostly would like to hear from other people who’ve had seizures, and a good experience on Zoloft. ",4.9965517241379285,7.398260724137932,5.209862068965517,78.3713448275862,71.06896551724137,8.088275862068969,28.84137931034483,8.841846274778883,2.5445200000000003,254,10,43,5,5,80,44,58,0.017,0.687,0.29600000000000004,0.967,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,6,3,1,2,0,13,12,6,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,3,7,10,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,2,27,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971743220269363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21264189176540585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974794853890011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5101487394510843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427558593977244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857355957153667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108326824013076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152517457107988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626547681520874,0.0,0.2509239074591865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297960423109966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160321451925813,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mjquinn1,2019/03/08,"Can I get paid for this? Preface: This is my first post here. I am also relatively new to Reddit.

First Codicil to the Preface: My posts are funnier if you read them in John Mulaney's voice.

​

I am a freshman in college who has suffered from multiple anxiety disorders my whole life. Fortunately, I am able to hold a job and go to classes. Unfortunately, I haven't been able to get a job on campus because I do not have work study or any other type of federal assistance (My FAFSA listed our annual contribution as double what tuition costs). That said, my parents, God bless them, do not subscribe to the happy-half-birthday-here's-a-porsche mentality that the folks at FAFSA seem to think they do. 

In other words, I have no money. I could get a job off campus if I had a car. I could get a car if I had a job. 

I am be open to scholarship recommendations, although the ones I have found tend to accommodate for every disorder that's not a nail-biter. I fancy myself a much stronger writer than do my professors, so I would be able to write about my plethora of experiences in 𝓽𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓽𝓶𝓮𝓷𝓽. Ideally somebody, somewhere would just wire me large sums of money every month because the real world is *awful* but I worry there would be felonious undertones to such an arrangement.

​

TL;DR—How have you made money off of your anxiety? No need to feel ashamed; we all deserve it.",4.477798298026436,6.362175722433463,5.536110809342748,77.67770595690749,71.24334600760456,8.355531414086547,30.394531957269606,8.976282227363876,2.7184866558030047,1097,47,196,22,21,362,162,263,0.086,0.877,0.037000000000000005,-0.9024,5,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,2,3,3,4,7,4,0,1,15,1,29,1,0,1,1,29,43,10,0,10,9,1,1,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,10,3,0,1,4,1,7,3,6,2,0,3,7,3,33,2,30,28,4,20,1,1,0,0,12,10,0,5,5,142,43,13,0.3157923785549032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417968367923738,0.0,0.2281072734850503,0.25581487009500503,0.07158321546647259,0.0,0.1610535368218337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283360685921213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492116262432843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16808967867758526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412836165283616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17737913263074073,0.0,0.0,0.10296851401108442,0.0,0.0,0.0532247050322224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790752239174595,0.0,0.11541668112307613,0.0,0.0,0.21998464526023004,0.0,0.05982402872365704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4178336108698169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435116535449295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960346137630928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608148080774124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402082124249778,0.0,0.07738124459154345,0.07805201576925377,0.0,0.10166474901173002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132969615993215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688335495894316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20162787038632865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052926121524664,0.11981362084852686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001302892442514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582850703470257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674490016802023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752363768685113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766335375523486,0.10690082978311448,0.0,0.22432984519943025,0.0,0.25581487009500503,0.0
anxiety,welshbanana,2019/03/08,"Can’t handle work I’ve been off of work for two months due to severe anxiety. I’ve done a lot to help with my mental health since then. I thought I was in a much better place than when I left so, I have been seeing my therapist weekly and decided to go back to work next week. 

I am already feeling anxious even anticipating going into work, I’m not sure if I will be able to get myself there and stay there, without having to stay in the bathroom while having a panic attack. Any advice would be greatly appreciated. ",4.521552197802193,5.3313892596153885,5.861978021978023,79.4973076923077,69.86538461538461,7.865934065934066,26.395604395604394,7.957251820313856,1.5519989010989006,409,12,79,5,7,138,77,104,0.138,0.762,0.101,-0.4532,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,5,6,5,1,1,4,0,13,1,0,0,1,13,20,7,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,5,2,9,3,15,11,2,19,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,2,9,56,9,4,0.14840174363667474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501646634452184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16376501434619695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091827458556672,0.0,0.1135269276886215,0.16765172943251888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16882840735803092,0.0,0.1141117805636485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124928250686013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186650772520086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801795206184584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503638055618485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753378599407293,0.0,0.16868026165649286,0.0,0.0,0.16361344626361193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15774411390739704,0.0,0.0,0.09947056058516332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612389286788887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616585554332801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955405312315587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845285593557367,0.0,0.10909235689642728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15782693793867844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17411747121573526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15504823639928272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825697603991063,0.0,0.0,0.16765172943251888,0.0,0.12275945587756178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163530264728147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986688711507028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17230586242557092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781440781189707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14496693991630105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380778545803124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14305398513718315,0.0,0.4321529472949421,0.0,0.0,0.10542034082546063,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tilted_World,2019/03/08,That moment when you're too anxious to get a refill for your anxiety meds. And you just count the pills you have left and think too much.,3.9053571428571416,4.975238821428572,3.7771428571428594,92.91785714285713,71.5,7.028571428571429,21.142857142857142,7.1686216300943375,0.28044285714285744,109,2,24,1,2,33,24,28,0.134,0.866,0.0,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262043355396924,0.4817246631707836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222782890870112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4632983439584472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4736480728274097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134621936697117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732278621145214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jayrod18,2019/03/08,"Long time lurker first time poster I get anxiety from almost every aspect of my life. Work, friends, family, gf, future. I am constantly worry about something at all times. Usually 3 or 4 times a day it will peak and I will have an internal meltdown, and have actually been physically a few times. Is the common? 

I have an appointment with the doctor coming up  to get some help. I have never even spoken to anyone about my mental health. 

Does anyone else experience anxiety the same way? What kind of treatment options have been successful for you? ",4.058499999999999,6.817819849999999,5.184000000000001,75.70700000000002,75.5,8.4,25.0,9.120678840339163,2.5493,435,15,71,11,10,143,75,100,0.062,0.838,0.1,0.7041,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,3,3,3,0,0,7,0,11,3,0,0,2,11,14,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,8,3,11,10,4,17,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,4,13,49,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.16356330488143014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678373299121106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25644257517405683,0.0,0.0,0.2343937943955445,0.17173638128992832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438128229603198,0.0,0.18112700156999606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809466520167413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17155606616482227,0.14667675072854788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001675297438662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107049074249999,0.0,0.1412187600831411,0.0,0.0,0.16395486504627138,0.1580079098318364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14256908751425368,0.0,0.0,0.12949516753848667,0.0,0.17513874591804965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17816172608807887,0.0,0.0,0.11234553435829027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17454015364178013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838798878282965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14832968708773073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16891158464100542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12927126197354893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903446365057136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4886740616485098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845988739599808,0.0,0.0,0.13304111637445568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202216792272187,0.17021621889714966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,elswordfish,2019/03/08,"Always worried that people I care about are dead or hurt if I haven't heard back from them in a while. Right now I am freaking out over a friend of mine that I am developing romantic feelings for. It's long distance. He likes me too. But, he went to the store 3 hours ago and told me he would be back soon. Soon is not 3 hours IMO. And, he hasn't even seen a stupid meme I sent him like 2 hours ago.

I'm so scared that I'm gonna fuck this up because of my anxiety or that something terrible has happened to him. 

Can someone please help calm me down? ",1.5138135593220383,2.96888733050848,2.7119999999999997,96.63596610169493,78.23728813559322,6.07593220338983,21.969491525423727,6.742157984588678,0.19084135593220355,427,12,104,4,10,137,87,118,0.18600000000000005,0.631,0.184,-0.3105,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,9,11,2,1,4,0,10,1,0,0,0,10,22,8,1,2,5,0,1,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,3,6,0,0,5,3,13,5,12,14,0,20,0,1,1,1,12,6,1,3,14,61,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31729388309327794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14891816076252326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369122807238778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752352142794341,0.0,0.10909902506221343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824728031022269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820861924035025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049308572314847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827250579106246,0.1654557519299783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15826341290246382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11996044984103225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5287509805984962,0.0,0.19159209491853416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17487232412695672,0.0,0.0,0.15838365173533653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240759166023926,0.0,0.0,0.19645635029180053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15284020654149152,0.0,0.0,0.17918113462146235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15164149832840626,0.1377805748393472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17101440466087234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165907856217322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18175367900268388,0.0,0.12713582223144188,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PM_ME_UR_FAV_QUOTE_,2019/03/08,"Should I write a letter to my socially anxious acquaintance? I've known this person for 4 years now. We're not even close to being friends but we say whats up when we pass each other in the hall. I've noticed more and more lately  that he has some pretty bad anxiety when it comes to talking in front of others or messing up a social interaction. The reason I want to write him a letter because I feel extremely empathetic towards his situation. I had debilitating anxiety for years and years, up until this past year and now that I am comfortable with myself, I want to just let him know that he isn't alone and that he's not some fuck up. 

My plan was to write a little about what I went through during school and how I get how he is feeling and just want him to know someone understands. I'm thinking worst case scenario I'm wrong and exaggerated his level of anxiety in my own mind and he thinks I'm super weird and never talks to me again or I embarrass him, which would really suck to do by accident. Best case being he feels a little better. 

P.S. I want to write a letter instead of just conversing with him because it seems like it would be easier for him rather than me just out right talking about this to his face.

Any advice? 

Thanks",4.666133776091081,5.6430215241935455,5.610702087286531,80.81987666034156,69.64516129032258,8.738519924098673,27.088235294117645,9.007467420416297,2.018669070208729,990,31,195,18,17,326,141,248,0.131,0.679,0.19,0.9506,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,0,4,16,15,2,1,8,0,14,2,1,3,1,55,36,17,0,8,10,0,3,1,1,3,0,1,0,1,15,17,0,0,11,0,0,4,4,8,0,0,3,4,27,7,34,26,8,32,0,0,0,1,34,15,2,5,14,135,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833697220507193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542249920834025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235177256522055,0.0,0.27792222273225553,0.13680789875857902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111297491833676,0.14764219047358915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708639210074632,0.10710261453379197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431644555487972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998503867267136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18369454802086094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356112772604057,0.11195448184558307,0.06326945973388215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13310617151287898,0.0,0.1366054441823778,0.0,0.0,0.12383238317334674,0.0,0.05916306990962664,0.2427469077182021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222759138524504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339935445250523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137872516234326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156031191337204,0.0,0.10573936086885248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320166754454047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07757940284096261,0.12451039444418273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034182609484988,0.0,0.09630313606872873,0.0,0.12255909949516135,0.0,0.1102443829207794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612084556563495,0.0,0.24689125939989284,0.10260716338728014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920054305614493,0.0,0.11149209506121488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551912640392853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260687888950932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28571035154979885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226039506189213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17205113676503547,0.1324032282383418,0.0,0.3119362784434478
anxiety,jdell824,2019/03/08,"Effexor XR I just recently started taking effexor XR and I wanted to know what everyone's experience was with this medication. I'm supposed to go to brunch tomorrow and I want to have a few drinks but I'm worried about it. Has anyone had some drinks on it? I'm on the lowest dose, 37.5 mg. But I'm also on 100mg of zoloft and 7.5 mg of buspirone. I am planning on weaning off the zoloft eventually but havent yet. ",0.8337209302325591,3.1842928372093016,3.680279069767444,83.99437209302326,85.74418604651162,7.1609302325581385,24.879069767441862,8.238735603445708,1.9267572093023253,328,14,67,8,10,116,56,86,0.079,0.906,0.015,-0.7227,1,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,0,6,7,0,0,0,12,16,7,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,4,3,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,13,14,2,10,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,4,41,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22230199834786352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19437138457945013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5446328010790196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656235862590872,0.0,0.2719196061462489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579835009259971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15277156407068246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800374854993755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744735573592247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967569959973349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20900776846939248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32792181445338925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282304079169313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Barrywarry,2019/03/08,"Changed schools this year because of anxiety... I think it's anxiety but haven't went to a doctor. I changed schools because I had trouble sleeping and tension free because I kept imagining 'what if' scenarios and all the awkward moments ive had with different genders.

But now that I have changed schools it's impossible for me to make friends and regret everything. I'm thinking of going back to my old school but am scared the teachers/students will make fun of me for changing in the first place. And also I have some bad memories there.

Btw all the bad thoughts I had in my olds school are gone. But I start to worry about even smaller things but not as often...  In school all I do is work and play games at home.

This might sound fake, idk, but you can downvote if u want. Just wanted to say that.",3.7119230769230733,5.629906858974363,3.84,88.905,73.35897435897436,6.851282051282053,31.871794871794872,7.61054688173877,2.059925641025641,634,31,126,8,13,195,101,156,0.206,0.695,0.099,-0.9571,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,2,8,12,0,3,5,0,14,2,1,2,3,32,27,15,0,5,10,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,1,0,8,6,0,1,4,2,1,3,2,8,0,1,7,2,15,5,17,18,4,16,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,5,8,84,23,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476914511879967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16218130121238833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150840259781787,0.17701319830234885,0.1938520973287705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44854098317625857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074872385735306,0.0,0.10849675028651097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07001281251600779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09526707028359488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016459185855064,0.0,0.0,0.08189628714285603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060242941655502126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632787623231567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14151328791714307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245055350930296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22246091855340824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074872385735306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429643246002702,0.10612572302490612,0.6436734217408535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607778255153406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502821598903303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042250691924379,0.13584261573929998,0.0,0.08415313595426185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250445433851702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826420194163946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771701577128197,0.1076493942141056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06826131656001895
anxiety,V-Bloom,2019/03/08,"I feel like my brain is at war My mind is at full out war.

 One side is very emotional and seeing as I'm going through a rough spot in life it's vulnerable. This is the part of my brain needs support and needs someone to stop my from harming myself. When it's winning against the other part of my brain in controls my actions and causes me to make desperate and pathetic actions that utterly embarrass me.

The other side is very logical and tough. It's the reason I feel embarrassed after an anxiety attack.  When this part of my brain is winning I tend to feel extremely dissociated from reality and life. Sometimes I think this part of my brain is a genius.


These parts of my brain are fighting for control. It feels like there's actually voices in my head arguing. This will frequently cause things to ping pong in my brain between them and then I blow up from the pure stress of not knowing what to do.

This causes issues in my relationships with people and can be angering for everyone involved. Which, when people get angry at me during one of these episodes, tends to make things worse.
I don't know which side to listen to but I want it to stop.


Tldr; the part if my brain that deals with sense, and the part of my brain that deals with sensibility are fighting to make decisions for me.",4.503151604109878,6.087993649402393,5.2170853428391695,81.18806877752151,70.67330677290836,8.471461522331726,28.349968546865174,8.99025400887824,2.2727243027888453,1030,38,197,20,19,333,126,251,0.155,0.797,0.048,-0.9678,0,0,0,0,4,0,19.0,0,0,1,4,4,17,7,3,10,0,14,12,10,9,1,41,35,16,2,4,3,0,5,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,22,13,0,4,10,0,0,3,2,12,0,2,0,8,27,5,42,33,8,25,0,0,1,0,9,14,0,1,10,142,49,0,0.0,0.0,0.06543128663823919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05129319089824446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627923968323863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6736514069770206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066369605579788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150404917592451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13825154704626985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542240826926053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406930377787448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561030745897545,0.09580129918016593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035030942588048335,0.0,0.03810615260215261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881281084506816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699829496211193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07369803175173202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471902556859416,0.06551464526658292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13426951265361642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06770155041757785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943369202190334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086985095875692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5082615450691139,0.0,0.09296828074899266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893873438678383,0.0,0.07198678185670522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05343029861339419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056811385222204025,0.0,0.06631432532307092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121138765557399,0.07680573476977487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608772998796143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909029743721883,0.04296303685532732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064681248468157,0.03954792313720452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832984398981977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Newuncertainteacher,2019/03/08,"Finding a therapist. How do you get past the anxiety of trying to find a good therapist? I managed to find and book an appt with one a few years ago that accepted my insurance. She was terrible. Haven't found the motivation or courage to look for one since. I know I need help, I just can't bring myself to do it. ",1.9338020833333327,3.934193109375002,3.8731250000000017,86.29270833333338,78.84375,8.641666666666666,26.291666666666664,9.2995712137729,2.343466666666667,245,10,53,7,6,83,50,64,0.104,0.73,0.166,0.6204,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,6,0,5,0,0,2,0,13,11,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,7,1,0,1,2,1,0,2,2,1,8,3,7,9,1,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,3,35,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18574813054794287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16030060173608324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5745583141500975,0.0,0.0,0.22975420223000714,0.0,0.0,0.10947810182810297,0.0,0.0,0.17575558220898527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045293959298566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515991333044508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759642017716557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15537423569116476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28398490195811704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20003347746922834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733369786940832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4865935155971307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226663473444626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13493947869537087
anxiety,knope33,2019/03/08,"Anxious Stomach Recommendations? Hey, 

I'm in a new position that's fairly high stress. Recently, I've noticed that my stomach will start to make weird noises and its uncontrollable. Some of these are very audible noises, with people around me either saying something or staring. Deep breathing helps, but its hard to constantly do that when I'm in a meeting or taking a test. 

Have a qualifying exam coming up and have a ton of anxiety about making noises during the exam. Does anyone have any go-to products that work well in this situation? 

I think this may be anxiety triggering some IBS. I'm doing a lot more low FODMAP foods. However, I'm wondering if anyone has any other tips about stomach noise reduction. ",5.8664615384615395,7.88505503076923,6.726153846153848,69.99384615384618,67.92307692307692,9.507692307692308,31.461538461538463,9.888512548439397,3.538215384615384,574,24,89,14,10,190,93,130,0.124,0.841,0.035,-0.802,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,2,7,0,10,5,4,3,0,19,21,7,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,10,5,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,4,3,1,12,18,6,14,0,1,1,0,4,8,0,8,5,56,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495378104891443,0.0,0.2807148763027867,0.2072738840369179,0.0,0.2565791774444112,0.0,0.0,0.16333114315904354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580469770772626,0.0,0.19827068031236905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16055971169885688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22185801123921384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427274777376437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16435705286043215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297904417451967,0.1938508106641061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598340082636747,0.0,0.0,0.24494121588554035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17720074955418613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20888685668845364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271980694392198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811588669027696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590623230845778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062329486440516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14124758136546342,0.0,0.0,0.129864147180559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21016934175545626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794993905455355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175630075379854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15138562124918456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16496554860045393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19897019481451056,0.13357157153555993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Caromineminemine,2019/03/08,"How can I stop taking things people say so seriously? I'll try to keep this short and sweet. I'm what most people would call 'thin skinned.' Things get to me really easily, even really innocent stuff. There is a root cause of this; being neglected and emotionally abused by my biological mother and multiple sets of foster parents growing up. 

This wasn't really an issue for me until I started my job. Many of the people I work with have a crude and sarcastic sense of humor. It isn't uncommon for them to call me slow and tell me I suck. I know most of the time they are joking, but I really can't get over the words they say. To me it just feels like I am 8 years old all over again, hearing my foster dad tell me I am worthless to the world and a waste of space. 

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Any tips on how to not get so upset over little comments? They're all I can think about for the rest of the day. ",3.0818681318681307,4.408835428571429,4.586593406593405,85.33340659340661,73.83516483516482,8.057142857142857,21.791208791208792,8.634040054169528,1.161841758241759,696,16,148,13,14,233,112,182,0.14,0.789,0.07200000000000001,-0.9265,2,0,0,0,1,0,20.0,0,0,3,1,9,10,2,1,10,0,12,1,1,4,2,26,24,12,0,1,3,3,3,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,9,7,0,3,3,1,0,1,4,6,0,0,1,7,21,4,25,21,5,21,0,2,0,0,14,10,1,2,10,98,30,3,0.0,0.1682682984283792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538766186804129,0.17256761091823888,0.09657721984892463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900328430037428,0.0,0.0,0.145891772591723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158996531582934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15975131659640798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380165628368868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718086496365711,0.10145780297176883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22259588344388867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600647896070052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823006315790652,0.14093111155416227,0.12623226730594225,0.0,0.0,0.0780494674796898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938290010787708,0.14233950736021198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14398412515695072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490241704968599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15769436165991782,0.0,0.0,0.29537253434684746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639218834293403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225877084476466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005211856925832,0.0,0.0,0.11873354218925294,0.0,0.0,0.16257681740145655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677998309035384,0.0,0.2482602657576644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887011120190108,0.09099950346475234,0.0,0.0,0.08281193206644813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964210093601688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339091302011186,0.0,0.0,0.10088562724897387,0.0,0.17256761091823888,0.09145503977534072
anxiety,humanpieces,2019/03/08,"Documenting my anxiety diary on youtube I have been keeping journals for a while, so I can clear my head of bad thoughts. Self-reflection helps me diminish my social anxiety and MD. I want to share these video diary entries, as silly as they are. At the same time, I fear it has all been said before. I fear that I have nothing of value to add on the topic, that it's a waste of time, that no one will watch or relate, and ultimately it will help nobody. But I am trying still. 

I would appreciate it if you guy would tell me what you think. My first video is about how I cope with feelings of embarrassment. [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=\_eTRmFNYOx0](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_eTRmFNYOx0)",7.0832695810564665,9.150594303278693,5.65568306010929,78.65807832422587,64.98360655737704,8.373041894353369,26.67030965391621,8.841846274778883,1.8932102003642983,563,16,98,9,9,165,86,122,0.179,0.7040000000000001,0.117,-0.8449,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,2,1,1,4,6,0,3,4,0,13,1,1,1,2,18,19,10,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,9,4,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,4,0,2,4,3,18,2,14,11,2,8,0,0,1,0,10,3,0,2,5,72,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031671062196296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654462588807536,0.0,0.0,0.16861032751239496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4459457523881205,0.10019016112550656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16854556100418547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19619880592252886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033581881864564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656303893765178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17612406394813074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19012944816612665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427098838726292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884852120242222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20671277233439292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20198809920813807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15824216267947988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17319108598481353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696597082131095,0.0,0.15730828718133286,0.2310847191485531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453026219781974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687349923587012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28151893401361944,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Grunge23,2019/03/08,"Weird thing happened last night and was wondering if anybody here could provide any info? So last night I was on my way to bed and am walking down the hallway towards my room. All of a sudden my head starts spinning and I'm feeling very lightheaded. For the next minute or so my vision starts going very fuzzy and then I can't see anything and my head still feels like it is spinning. I'm holding on to a fixture on the wall so I don't fall,because at this point I have no control over my movement. Anyway once it finally ends I feel sick to my stomach and end up going to the bathroom. I did feel very nauseous but didn't get sick and around 20 minutes later I leave the bathroom and go to bed. Has this happened to anyone before? I don't think it was a panic attack because when I have those I turn as white as a ghost but I was feeling very clammy. The last few weeks have been very stressful so I figure it might have to do with that. I am contemplating making an appointment with a neurologist to discuss it further.",2.44780320366133,4.491567932367153,3.537208237986274,89.10727688787188,77.40579710144928,5.517315026697179,26.353674040172898,6.339386263674448,0.9691603864734296,810,32,161,6,19,261,119,207,0.136,0.8320000000000001,0.031,-0.9728,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,9,5,1,2,12,0,21,5,3,2,1,30,41,20,1,2,4,0,5,1,0,1,2,0,3,0,10,11,0,2,9,0,0,5,5,4,0,0,7,7,20,1,23,32,2,36,0,0,2,0,1,13,0,4,18,110,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797867186451206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820381111817293,0.0,0.09655052987820137,0.10444634373982732,0.0,0.13347696135805254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14304350160934529,0.0,0.09983705505734994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159276008069604,0.09367645622232963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078346684987957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29662152906252537,0.08381878452003025,0.0,0.1285265337780762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061298772635623625,0.0,0.2000397544405214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20750462935213665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408237138243109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869126991265972,0.0,0.12423287444952473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057320286692341925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831701271300343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446592907838852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477911997254085,0.22020780860040884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494995100567645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376585335425128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109124045849752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934948215659303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16609000700732765,0.0,0.09369788755474646,0.0,0.13439824694784908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794717303021352,0.07517872010755254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276186210645414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4840373467190832,0.0,0.09312910288444434,0.09411303788654966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723666142066126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jhertz14,2019/03/08,"Does the weather influence your anxiety? For me when it is hot my anxiety is GREATLY exacerbated. I currently live in Arizona and as we are heading into the warm season I’m dreading it. I get so irritable, cranky, and frustrated from the heat. Anyone else have anxiety swings based on weather?",4.753962264150943,7.478980622641512,6.577962264150944,66.78166037735852,72.9622641509434,10.277735849056604,37.01509433962264,10.355215969177356,5.0229803773584925,235,14,36,8,5,81,43,53,0.266,0.703,0.031,-0.9239,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,1,0,0,2,4,1,1,3,0,4,1,1,1,0,5,6,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,2,6,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6740982078705009,0.0,0.0,0.2053798810263336,0.3009567522738904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570413921720359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24537018261708454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15345958664353632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32383368761145914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014473698936897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593652276003787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Karkarkan,2019/03/08,"On my Way Anxiety has been on my mind a lot over the past few months or so and I feel like I’d like to throw a post out about it. Kind of just a rant if that’s all cool.

I’m 22. When I was younger I suffered with really bad anxiety. Panic attacks that lasted for an hour (I still get them today from migraines weirdly enough), inability to talk to people or even get in up front of class, couldn’t go to gatherings, make friends, talk to girls etc. It was really bad, and it was made worse by my father who had abusive, manipulative tendencies that still affect me to this day. 

Now, I’m doing a whole lot better. I even faced my fear of heights by rappelling down a three story building, fly on planes often, and even go to work gatherings with only minor anxiety. I faced the big challenges; the big hurdles, and now I have to face the traumas I experienced as a child, and the runoff effects of those. I have to face the root of what makes my anxiety so terrible, and it IS a terrible experience, but also enlightening. 

I panic over things with my girlfriend. Does she care about me, am I too much of a burden with my anxiety, etc. I am extremely introverted, and I struggle to maintain work relationships.. Or so I feel. Sometimes it feels like I’m going insane and can’t tell if my feelings are justified or just come from an anxiety induced panic. My boss sends me a text about how I should have done x instead of y and I have a meltdown. It’s a struggle to understand what aspects of how I perceive the world are real and what are exaggerations.

But I can do a lot more than I was capable of before. I feel like I’m on my way to being better. Maybe one day, I’ll be anxiety free.. Or as close to anxiety free as an anxious-by-nature person can be. I dunno if this’ll help anyone or not or whatever, but it’s just nice to get it off my chest. Kind of like a journal except other people who understand can read it! ",3.6587776141384367,4.734797175257737,5.2941826215022125,81.78701030927837,72.09278350515464,8.532547864506629,28.03240058910162,8.942964678507748,2.14779057437408,1496,55,306,29,28,509,197,388,0.166,0.7070000000000001,0.127,-0.787,0,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,0,1,6,23,31,1,6,23,1,29,6,5,11,1,65,51,33,0,5,18,1,5,5,2,1,1,0,0,3,21,17,0,0,11,1,2,7,3,15,0,2,8,7,37,18,52,38,11,38,0,1,0,0,18,16,0,15,17,219,58,6,0.0,0.0950913627535314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06418145440297554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4911707803206184,0.09066750995117076,0.0,0.05611752593023461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130386758304136,0.0,0.0,0.1340224028406238,0.0,0.0,0.06829275376133784,0.0,0.0,0.14196150159685197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182730998741272,0.0,0.0,0.06913425651035165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351818729703163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023339831669458,0.08213072508724982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292688401042693,0.1790154297832605,0.15902687686030506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850669779333666,0.0,0.09031138219133593,0.20290162838779816,0.17200674464544866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062006320951637224,0.0,0.12579283262328225,0.0,0.13683562365333696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05379454224678276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790369298145808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16715052756611568,0.0,0.06542012649577851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960474606527975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204694768166594,0.0,0.07594106719456424,0.10714427546886973,0.0,0.08062889415031366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810366414264537,0.0,0.0640603322771334,0.0,0.05899809317794572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054384186796320115,0.06103902745199038,0.0,0.2824927176276999,0.0,0.0,0.07661434061595583,0.11128012851436754,0.07007727361360358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686397360959084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027866927588022,0.0913499802713299,0.10282931530878113,0.0,0.0,0.08616592962473059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937617631349893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818660885095368,0.0,0.0,0.16780398084957654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901499363447574,0.07014811229727358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05331915180277419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607420497485122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16710063198688127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740846347377174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960401920981402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168560317925712,0.0,0.08178868920985416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Derangedbuffalo,2019/03/08,"Panic attack - I can't move after? I hadn't had panic attacks for a couple of years, but since last week I've had one and almost had another (luckily I remembered my previous methods to try and stop them and it didn't turn into a full blown attack)

I'm curious to see if anyone feels almost paralysed after having them? It feels like all the life has been sucked out of me and I can't physically move, I can be stuck in the same position for half an hour but I cannot find the strength to even move my finger. After I just feel absolutely exhausted, like I could sleep for days. Is this a normal response? Is it normal to cry also?",3.166279069767441,4.558987837209305,4.9913875968992265,82.25312790697677,73.72868217054264,7.950697674418605,23.752713178294567,8.548686976883017,1.529942015503876,497,14,99,9,10,170,83,129,0.188,0.7170000000000001,0.095,-0.9292,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,1,3,10,4,2,7,0,16,4,2,0,1,23,24,8,0,4,4,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,5,0,0,3,5,7,0,2,7,5,13,3,15,15,3,16,0,0,1,0,2,4,1,3,11,70,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26877941813274536,0.0,0.0,0.10732591610901174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407285629650399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384120282500832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4580421863511793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715399466980204,0.14849835995254654,0.14742094844404527,0.08655291773103772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864297536701898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20357846374127453,0.095878067466302,0.0,0.0,0.12266348289086156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216763281076846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093972561612961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479492659832553,0.13113428800349178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4279249039855713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629902659624009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094266753618584,0.0,0.0,0.3149278348971333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15203125664865413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069462276407262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101806551270688,0.0,0.13430470692137544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220371657073874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111827547828502,0.14597952989235394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765338876739404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642541250526918
anxiety,bitterysalt,2019/03/08,"How do I get better I feel like every day my anxiety and depression get worse and I'm trying to hard to get the help I need and get accommodations especially at school so I don't burn out and get alienated for having a panic attack in class and whatnot. I feel like most people aren't even mildly sympathetic to what I'm dealing with and would rather watch me kill myself than help at all. I'm trying my best here. I really want to get better. I don't want to commit suicide. But everyone seems to act like suicide would just get rid of the stupid problem that I am. Why is this world so cruel.... I want to believe that I can get better and that people are good and that I can find good supportive friends again, bur it's getting harder every day. I am seeking help and support at every turn believe me. Believe me I want to believe that I'm just lazy/in a bad habit of things. I don't want to be some societal outcast that ends up homeless and killing themself. Times have changed but there is still so much stigma and such a lack of compassion in the world. If anyone has any advice I'd be forever grateful. I don't want to die/be a societal outcast. I want to get better. ",2.782,4.469013200000003,4.2825000000000015,85.73250000000002,75.33333333333334,6.966666666666668,25.333333333333336,7.7348632917899725,1.347358333333334,928,32,188,13,20,309,124,240,0.138,0.66,0.202,0.8755,0,0,0,0,0,5,21.0,0,0,0,5,13,22,5,1,7,0,20,0,0,1,2,40,48,18,4,14,6,0,3,3,1,2,0,0,0,2,10,13,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,9,0,0,0,4,22,13,24,44,6,16,0,1,1,0,7,9,0,4,9,116,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201464809343006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0570747376830153,0.0,0.06420561235708461,0.0,0.0,0.05868525182158989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548158748226336,0.0,0.0,0.07007738072963626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782378944386093,0.08807852297880284,0.2969142467378004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878597062914871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825478830255716,0.08652732538154348,0.07228810157253138,0.0,0.08710526442529255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743363644190338,0.0,0.0,0.05543444856870672,0.0,0.2121419259955294,0.0801979524048541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487425601586072,0.11991808212261836,0.0,0.0,0.07670977317060892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484349584657363,0.0,0.4384954573743426,0.0,0.0,0.14079167088196545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518408260435333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16876793155337902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185710461114172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301071089658308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06169762293950249,0.0622324422929454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984728389033451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637188661387665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030891461901102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05376719806785198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494083656563702,0.0,0.07640599637665522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06702597179645843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836098567508989,0.1904837352165889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05575883467046318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0489397945717407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396484232973025,0.09129087452667506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465253388619707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573305346220903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553103050917013,0.11924179884715864,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jakub_boby,2019/03/08,"I want to help a friend with anxiety, but don't know how. Well, this happened recently so I should get most things right. And English is not my first language so sorry for any mistakes. I have a friend I can normally chat with and she has no problem, but the problem is I asked her out (not on a date, just as friends) and she agreed. Skip forward a few days and I text her in the morning before school if nothing got in her way of going out, she saw it, but didn't text back. I just thought she was in a hurry and left it there. When I came back from school I texted her again, now she didn't text back. For the whole day she didn't text back, it isn't a problem, just that we couldn't communicate if we were going out or not. The next day I asked her if she would go in two days, she again agreed. But then I asked her what happened that she didn't go out the day before, she said she was anxious and afraid to go out with me. I just laughed it off and said that I don't bite, and assured her that there is nothing wrong with her and that I won't think bad stuff about her but she said she was still anxious. I asked her why and said that she never went out with a boy before and that I was kinda different (which I am compared to her other friends) I said that I understand and I was anxious too my first time going out with a girl. We changed the subject and then texted for a bit before she had to go. Skip a couple of days later and we are supposed to go out, she texts me if I'm going and I said yes, she asked when and I said that we can go right now, but then the anxiety kicked in for her. She said she was nervous and tried to make excuses for not going. Then she said she is going to take the rubbish out. I saw my chance, since she lived maybe 300 metres (I don't know how many feet that is for Americans, so let's say two blocks) I Immediately went out and ran to her house. I catched her as she was still out but and I tried to talk to her in person (as I prefer) but she just said that I am insane for running there and she isn't going. I couldn't even talk to her because as she told me this she was walking towards the gate of the house she lives in and went in. I texted her on my way back home saying that by this rate we will never go out and to just try it out, if she would be uncomfortable, she would go home. But she still said no. She had to go after that but I still think about how to help her get rid of her anxiety. I doubt someone will read this, but if yes, thanks for the help. I appreciate it and she would surely too. And sorry for making the text long, I tried to cut out the unimportant parts but still. Thanks again.",1.756396527884469,3.0596909063604265,2.8224765709018307,96.7422000307267,77.21554770318019,5.9111384237210025,20.431556306652325,6.280692351149826,-0.1621300046090033,2047,46,498,14,46,653,193,566,0.103,0.8009999999999999,0.097,0.1271,1,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,6,0,0,2,38,20,1,3,23,2,44,1,1,5,4,113,102,59,0,20,29,0,0,0,4,8,0,13,3,3,28,51,0,1,7,2,0,25,20,10,1,4,36,15,100,10,69,54,5,94,0,0,2,0,91,30,0,10,39,363,128,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03311145697470904,0.0,0.11174513229847607,0.16502044992258538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227596923727974,0.0,0.0,0.18720134326301066,0.040654837343565516,0.029681498559404763,0.0,0.1657293549176566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0531578123017013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055689376641447436,0.0,0.0,0.05150847758201251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05387551453297721,0.0,0.1884094738250396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050871589210400664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032159856237861946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283284752354439,0.0,0.0,0.15047376194617082,0.0,0.050877933249885585,0.0,0.4427542384574558,0.0,0.03894253166988563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611433987411392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790937867075493,0.0,0.09768181253757276,0.0,0.0,0.11236543862342777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05351845059104747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05290276584220123,0.049789707006884926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598984935262276,0.04308988213354691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06500305917751742,0.04936489342552328,0.04891651705081912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510679151369748,0.0,0.05178328589611092,0.0,0.04770670834484829,0.09344039377749802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052727460461794766,0.0,0.0,0.04251498406023247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13977174205485446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04870404010663699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04807635376202076,0.0,0.0,0.08316346305924299,0.5094777758763812,0.07744185819300638,0.0,0.09855550702516327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040277585583195434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041255610777584086,0.0,0.0,0.10901087099191893,0.0,0.0,0.19442293310679007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05573938971213197,0.0,0.0,0.0458905627738456,0.0,0.036609469825153375,0.07827174367748169,0.0,0.08965601088224008,0.0,0.0,0.03234804626531605,0.062398278774362215,0.0,0.03865510692968562,0.028392034166028618,0.0,0.0,0.04652620683534607,0.0,0.13223160111179347,0.0,0.0951277974877374,0.0506889062533244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028719132927824506,0.07729708241210173,0.0,0.0,0.043778933974663765,0.13541075529777427,0.04393593108047718,0.05436161043369265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835437016084814,0.05323581580049618,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_Rod85_,2019/03/08,"Is it me or my gf? I've been into a relationship for almost one year with a woman that is a tv news presenter. I'm into a big anxiety setback and she offered me a lot of support and was extremely awesome to me.

She was offered a second job and took it. She's working from 8 am and gets home at 7 or 8 pm. We used to talk over the phone every day at night and everything was great with her understanding my condition.

A couple of weeks ago, she was offered more money on her tv job for making more stuff. She started being very stressful, negative and nervous and she just stopped wanting to talk to me at night telling me that she's very busy, feeling very stressed and nervous.

We only talk on weekends now, for a very short amount of time. She sends me messages every day telling me that she loves me but I really don't feel that love. I feel abandoned and skeptical. I've been feeling very anxious and I've been having nocturnal panic attacks because of this. I just don't know if I'm overreacting because of my anxiety state and started depending on her very much, if it's her fault or maybe she lost the interest for me or something.

I've been trying to tell her this and also every day when she messages me I sometimes reply that the relationship has gone very sad but she only says ''I'm sorry baby, I'm very busy and nervous, I love you''.

Thanks for any advice.",4.297723112128146,5.213110717391307,5.4665675057208265,81.74296338672771,70.44927536231884,8.12936689549962,30.830663615560642,8.371475516178862,2.278473913043478,1082,45,212,16,19,360,135,276,0.192,0.738,0.07,-0.9874,3,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,2,1,0,2,5,19,2,6,11,0,16,3,0,3,0,44,40,23,0,3,10,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,11,19,0,2,6,3,1,3,3,12,0,2,11,5,38,7,27,28,5,31,0,3,0,3,41,11,0,9,16,136,49,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438995427461309,0.0765528946539883,0.0,0.08647702614600436,0.0,0.0,0.06906202951089838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058727734804376173,0.0,0.13213026738383205,0.0975621744034072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824692282427963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528846117068297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555565411569457,0.0,0.16708509114957495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21828597513576609,0.0,0.07761476431220167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17466476417995042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04511951518135045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521216174234592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662608211863154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17139787121612726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0474611759889156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427209886779374,0.07342015047466433,0.2338297092235466,0.0,0.05764594448027849,0.0,0.08676018826681348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634845079477214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162085946194361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05851974450238605,0.13136128354892687,0.0,0.10132480679399916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05532440230983045,0.0,0.0,0.18543655733364775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867690712297551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648411704767562,0.08541220952404886,0.09667290580564576,0.1222520495994835,0.0,0.0,0.07220079423473172,0.1978500868053692,0.0,0.09886149376248113,0.0,0.0980002601893329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20823859588291244,0.2264472368228315,0.0795086491472145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050357187674734384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594909412739328,0.058632744617542615,0.0,0.0,0.08990376491867673,0.0,0.0745872783461912,0.0,0.5700480965503776,0.05093734243362227,0.0,0.06927275146154298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06287108005931134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05561298338108755
anxiety,verysadlittleboy,2019/03/08,"Need help Social interactions used to come easily for me but somewhere in middle school I got fucked up .i was pretty outgoing and made friends easily. Now it feels like anything I do or say is wrong and Im a loser.  At one point I used to try too hard to be social to counteract this then got burnt when I realized I was just making things weird. After that I got really reserved and quiet but it's like people still hate me even when I think I'm connecting with them. I feel like I've ' forgotten' every basic aspect of social interaction and people never take me seriously. I also know I think way too much about this. It's like I've lost all perspective of things. My personal value has become attached to my idea of a 'good' social interactions so I feel shit all the time. I don't even know how to greet people properly anymore. I don't know where I have to put effort in to make this better. I hate myself.

I just don't know what the fuck to do anymore and all these 'failures' have had a serious impact on my life. I'm afraid of how fucked up I've become and there's no hope of return. I feel so bitter, lonely, shameful of how needy this has made me and down all the time. I have no friends, no motivation to study or work, I binge eat to cope and feel like there's no point to living anymore. I'm still relatively young and feel like I'm wasting my time. What can I even do now?
",3.3693984962405987,4.506931824561407,4.8565413533834585,84.4157894736842,72.85964912280701,7.954887218045112,23.045112781954884,8.418075326091056,1.2289849624060154,1090,27,228,18,21,366,144,285,0.236,0.589,0.174,-0.9794,0,2,0,0,0,2,22.0,0,0,1,6,23,27,7,2,6,0,17,6,1,10,5,48,52,22,0,2,6,0,7,6,2,0,1,2,0,1,13,11,1,0,15,0,0,2,8,16,0,1,9,10,31,11,29,42,5,28,0,3,0,3,13,11,4,3,20,143,44,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908725403753423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570314717791366,0.0,0.0,0.07109284624544661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19082525608655296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640626420516917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441863053208224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840007561628575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17118231960686467,0.0,0.07278856762941263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620928392873681,0.2468724290951033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13349172241008106,0.23960265833139555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724610942148176,0.20728553179185474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738981800444733,0.17058744779156415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05790640365831357,0.0,0.0,0.0858062559195741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975254917017657,0.09331764850267607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18991404369018106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06102087373487626,0.2532391484772345,0.0,0.07628528024687373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430653123367916,0.0,0.0,0.16349145870739507,0.11533399868922525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06350769531526668,0.06405820509066701,0.06663045327094964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058541118517374875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17967897220895185,0.07543372847244746,0.0,0.0,0.16333578978426005,0.0,0.0,0.08789121723966467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684732238639714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05534460924364865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870199098577624,0.0,0.08743281363892746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867963673637799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35226103261379066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379847323853305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649556589836289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478935215570098,0.11071237405487068,0.0,0.0,0.15112674108213767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05865415990520231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14922904187918226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06857355418652125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06289404337569246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445554697643932,0.0,0.0
anxiety,butahoopoe,2019/03/08,"Conversation on Hyperdrive - Anxiety? There’s a longer back story here, but I’m realizing that one of the ways I communicate may be a manifestation of my anxiety and anxious energy, and I’m wondering if others have experienced anything similar?

Sometimes, when I start talking about a thing that I have a lot of thoughts about, I feel like everything is connected to everything else, and my brain seems to go onto autopilot, almost like a rollercoaster of one thing connected to another thing. I can feel myself full of energy, like I’m ramped up and have all these things to say, I start talking quickly and have new ideas bursting into my head, connections and clarifications, etc. I feel like I’m thinking and talking at the same time, and yet I also feel like I’m totally on autopilot, just jabbering away. Sometimes I feel like I’m making sentences while thinking in my head, “how am I even making this sentence make sense right now?”

Does anyone else do this? I’m quite guilty of this in the context of discussing my relationship with my partner, and I’m trying to figure out how to slow down and create space for her to respond. I don’t totally bulldoze her, but I have a tendency to inadvertently talk for 10 minutes and make 5 semi-connected points with 3 clarifications. ",10.866483050847457,8.532815394067796,10.714000000000002,60.28269491525426,58.19491525423729,14.524745762711866,43.938983050847455,13.023866798666859,5.77155559322034,1027,48,173,30,10,342,130,236,0.043,0.821,0.135,0.9649,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,1,14,6,0,0,9,0,12,3,3,6,3,47,37,19,0,1,4,0,5,6,1,1,0,1,0,1,11,15,0,0,15,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,7,21,6,32,34,7,28,0,0,0,0,12,15,0,6,17,121,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388733306992667,0.0,0.0,0.08296619786821044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087874599533565,0.15873188184278078,0.11720423977300873,0.0,0.07254210431208961,0.1063007535488882,0.0853746936505757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747343903162876,0.07977480778383565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581562740150846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078943560726743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17333410939314714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570499381026922,0.06852371636368901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18648168723175065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26228724177717794,0.29646665055441984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05896163999942222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129480886068802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171173953060473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30411238068782903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820173364342744,0.0,0.0,0.2770069092913597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001992085747115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406028967282495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807416464141899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034738503365156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138512882332348,0.0,0.08859911425512884,0.0,0.08250353929205545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444709849886614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20521627661159375,0.0,0.14686489535127892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335506678498572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756987880554495,0.13295339147949667,0.0,0.08236329054666022,0.060495534612826835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07043719864513451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234930081422044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250886974534892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,carpathianroses,2019/03/08,"Can you help me brainstorm baby steps? Hi guys! I'm terrified of dating. I want to overcome this fear by taking some small steps to build confidence. I don't feel ready to go on a date yet. I want to come up with a list of steps. Here is what I did this week:
 1. I installed the Bumble app and made a profile. 
2. I messaged two guys and asked if I could practice talking with them to beat my anxiety. They were really nice and we made small talk!

What can I try next? ",-0.0926870748299322,2.1157179285714283,1.6827551020408191,97.54379251700684,89.10204081632654,4.899319727891157,18.37074829931973,6.42735559955562,-0.16575782312925202,359,10,83,4,12,117,71,98,0.115,0.759,0.126,-0.4236,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,1,2,1,2,2,0,1,4,0,7,0,0,2,0,15,17,4,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,7,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,1,0,1,4,1,14,1,12,12,1,14,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,2,5,49,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16782959943813336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050961849895533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889815118075487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17516177538747008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246870110440726,0.11092809387542367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468205263413512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4344530304598864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14704973241839733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.415176452633392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333193746548499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405442138679747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16495088054448648,0.3526681239312063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14894861318239708,0.0,0.21430812894589807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587989548902986,0.0,0.17597812159109774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,atonicfragility,2019/03/08,"I don't recognise this type of anxiety I don't know what to call my anxiety.

I have experienced anxiety for most of my life, finally gaining a diagnosis and understanding of how it works about 3 years ago. At the time, I had something to be anxious about, got medication and therapy and things improved.

Now, I am all kinds of escalatingly anxious and I kind of think it's because I *don't* have anything to be anxious about...My anxiety can be very useful, I'm great at identifying a solution, making a plan and following through to solve a problem.  I'm great in a crisis but what do I do with that when there isn't one? There's nowhere for me to direct my anxious energy so now I'm anxious about absolutely every possible scenario. I'm waiting for The Bad Thing to happen and until it does I have all this excess anxiety that's just throwing itself at everything. 

I'm pretty proactive in managing my issues but I don't know what to call it to look for useful resources. I've been researching but don't recognise my lack of triggers and specific thought patterns in what I'm reading and listening to. 

Is there a name for this type of anxiety please and does anyone relate to it? I'm not arrogant enough to imagine I'm the only one lol.

Thanks for your help! ",4.583767921146954,5.926772278225808,6.1034946236559176,75.84329749103944,70.16935483870968,9.54336917562724,33.53584229390681,9.861636050157227,3.489370250896057,1007,49,186,25,18,343,124,248,0.109,0.698,0.193,0.9795,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,3,12,7,0,0,9,1,19,2,0,5,2,33,42,16,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,17,10,0,1,6,1,0,2,7,2,0,2,4,3,17,5,36,35,5,16,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,1,8,127,34,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756637401166001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4534185858401301,0.557991039516784,0.0,0.06907232071507298,0.0,0.08129111054476114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248081360109219,0.060218028408046825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20173975073539546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17289371664286102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020706496467942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323008305405108,0.0,0.08878101228318487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821343682389746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900687607416625,0.2178202092363221,0.0,0.0,0.08735468248850414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621307360217027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310520589070693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057374172570213,0.10857860062544554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977431421431446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295398214531671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659393267548044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951484912507272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387767653527258,0.0751299564692409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843556187662258,0.0,0.11136452223288716,0.0,0.10049920679608196,0.0,0.09452329051441498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881109152417857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07604902578205039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094736573784296,0.11296852374301886,0.0,0.13125587746528386,0.063297028556821,0.0,0.07842374678452141,0.057601954178638136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283800161324212,0.0,0.17063593850227046,0.0,0.08150744177079368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719161899216812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06361388847101987
anxiety,BoogieChamo,2019/03/08,"Hate my job but too afraid to quit Hello, this is my first post here. 

I work in an office doing sales, but it has become too overwhelming for me and I'm not happy with my job anymore. The problem is that I am to scared to go to my boss and quit. Everyone at my work is okay but the job forces me to always be on top on things calling people, making relationships with customers and dealing with angry customers all the time. I have decided that I'm done with this bullshit but I don't know how to handle talking to my boss and actually quitting. They have expected me to stick around for a long time and I've only been doing this for a little over 6 months. 

I really need some help, I can't bring myself to speak up.",3.8870945945945934,4.567326493243248,5.091459459459461,84.91975675675678,71.22972972972974,7.811891891891893,24.93513513513513,7.908726449838941,1.2221275675675671,563,15,118,7,10,187,92,148,0.155,0.7909999999999999,0.054000000000000006,-0.9581,3,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,7,5,7,1,3,6,1,14,0,0,4,1,26,22,10,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,10,0,0,2,0,1,2,3,5,0,1,2,1,17,2,23,19,2,17,0,1,0,0,8,9,0,1,5,84,24,7,0.0,0.0,0.14530842930308774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389971961594845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14767235483835475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13255576911407094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16445232212544594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15204721910844798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15351306830542275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523800761028508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14228376632692585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665732200072874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462534463087514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585106459302955,0.0,0.1470114726430747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980694110242716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4432915260716797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183352175070005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14924052075790192,0.0,0.13177499601980525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939430604433913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885342905707402,0.0,0.0,0.11041012908239037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324789399457308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323100419325758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426084834360637,0.0,0.0,0.1424806307265369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4751319071694821,0.0,0.0,0.09539145597284288,0.0,0.0,0.15986673561862494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907847522686885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968306944536028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892493218360124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17365376761194815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168071814623914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,applecidervbelly,2019/03/08,"can someone help shed some light on this? i use to be so social. full of energy, loved people, loved humans. was like a puppy in nature around people. loved to go out and party (responsibly) i thought it was great, i thought everyone was great

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then something happened. i started noticing looks, i knew that because i'm quite a loud person and i know alot of people i am in the center of attention alot, but it got on me.

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i started noticing looks, whispers. i start hearing people excluding me from events. being invited last/picked last. started getting forgotten

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i with drew, i feel into my self. i hid away from everyone. i feel so much shame though i don't know what i did and no one will tell me, or the only person who will actually engage with me on this topic is my mother who just puts it on me and says 'you must have done something'. but i cant figure out what.

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my heart hurts cause i'm scared maybe i hurt someone and that's why i'm getting ostracised but no one can shed light, they just move away. there's no reason, just silence and then stonewalling. 

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now i'm starting over, i'm building slowly, basing more on one to one relationships and instead of the socialite thingie, going for more intimate one to one relationships. i've learnt to appreciate those who stuck around and feel so much warmth towards them.

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still i don't know what happened. i do a lot of self- CBT but this is my big 'stuck.' i have a lot of success with a lot of other stuff but this really is my big 'stuck' 

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if anyone can help shed some understanding i really appreciate it.",3.721140109890108,5.986769419871795,4.224304029304033,84.62307692307695,74.3525641025641,6.636630036630037,26.847985347985354,7.5804360353943165,1.574463919413919,1297,49,239,17,28,409,157,312,0.099,0.769,0.132,0.8248,0,0,2,0,0,0,65.0,0,1,2,2,13,12,0,2,10,0,23,4,1,3,1,49,60,21,0,2,10,1,3,1,0,3,0,4,0,5,19,16,0,0,13,0,0,4,6,4,0,6,12,11,34,8,34,43,12,35,0,2,2,3,23,20,0,9,12,167,53,1,0.0,0.0,0.05280279283303629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4103912166613311,0.4602403692542928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03783442434043896,0.0,0.0,0.09633735425981023,0.0,0.0,0.10167478567698357,0.0,0.0,0.032984477952215034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0555850734441295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0553725178155935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103407355965483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207774145995304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056539667772379974,0.0,0.06150303272011826,0.0,0.043276085764267364,0.11931121092869022,0.0,0.0,0.09569720811981222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609850228567947,0.06411968557225882,0.07253653844592935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585007706632333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921103579174458,0.08821247142376046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02643503146031314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087623316325673,0.0,0.0,0.13800517023346107,0.14650704935185252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05435998370946982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05750953708973934,0.07955300436252939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320740995131847,0.0,0.0,0.2199948447356368,0.04115249964542854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15005007911807494,0.09449216666516146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05439471061248066,0.0,0.057551815318999465,0.0,0.0,0.06932750304897406,0.05563328947087661,0.0,0.1161861037552989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04302982309052608,0.054172768097645485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128954333342091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055157535093108286,0.09169313209539497,0.08331184133754459,0.0,0.0,0.19149392012151809,0.0,0.043211692547335485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06194211075125074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04729384275841537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05316203338068182,0.08591335236736104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05632960571004955,0.0,0.0467329925952172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04882515440160788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4602403692542928,0.0
anxiety,AlmostPromQueen,2019/03/08,"Podcasts with Anxiety as topic Hey Redditors, i‘m currently looking for a Podcast that deals with anxiety and other mental health issues. Not just like a „calm down“ kind of thing, but one where someone explains the illness and tells you how to cope with it, as the person who is sick and also the people that have to deal with you if that makes sense? 

Would appreciate any kind of tips, preferable on itunes or spotify!
Thanks :)",8.911153846153843,8.387402038461541,7.899615384615385,73.15788461538463,60.66666666666667,10.876923076923077,36.16666666666667,10.125756701596842,3.603989743589744,341,13,58,6,4,105,62,78,0.135,0.742,0.123,0.3479,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,0,5,0,3,3,0,2,0,17,8,10,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,7,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,4,13,7,0,4,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,2,2,42,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17193302793621645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620533656860055,0.0,0.3289442420706618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44330494517731545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22853176355083174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22440101617636235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4477725940134807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050366771609932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805433365703864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435121709125744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21666641410451326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568753535922707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490518532384605,0.1877270927245145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18216626540133907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18791685952696066,0.1979403572673988,0.0,0.0,0.14283445742570666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272770442081476,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Huge_Salt,2019/03/08,"Suggestions on working through panic attacks? I started lexapro about 5 weeks ago, 5mg for GAD with panic attacks. I have xanax for when i need it, but im currently having a mild anxiety attack and want to preserve my meds for when absolutely necessary (bc im having attacks 3x a week). I have tried listening to music, deep breathing, laying down, i just cant seem to shake it. 

I do see a therapist but we havent started working on my treatment plan yet, so we havent gone over coping mechanisms. Please help me

Also, if it matters, my anxiety is health based. Im always scared that my body is failing or im dying when im having panic attacks. 

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anxiety,nurse_with_penis,2019/03/08,"Work helps ease my anxiety majority of the time. Why? I started to notice a pattern when I’m working im usually busy and have little to no anxiety and also When I’m home and have tasks to do (running around doing things) I have little anxiety. 
When I’m home and have nothing to do I start to have increase thoughts of anxiety. 

I started to pick up more hobbies and also will be teaching undergrad psych at an inpatient psych hospital. 


Main ones anxiety obsessions: 
1.	just bought a car - financial stability (I know I can afford just go crazy on paying off the loan ASAP.) 
2.	Once I get out of school how to make mid to high 6 figures. (150,000-180,000)
3.	recent death of my grandmother I took care for years. 
4.	What state to move to. 


My theory is keeping the mind distracted from things i obsess over by working and doing tasks decrease anxiety. Just wondering if anyone else has anything similar to me and says you deal with it. 

I have hobbies too such as hunting,video games, movies and buying/trading stocks. 

 Was thinking about picking up jogging too. ",3.497407894736842,5.936782325000002,4.681263157894737,80.24878947368424,75.75,8.010526315789475,31.02631578947368,8.841846274778883,2.9786500000000005,835,41,147,19,19,274,133,200,0.123,0.8240000000000001,0.053,-0.8451,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,0,3,14,4,0,3,6,0,16,0,0,4,0,26,33,16,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,4,11,0,1,5,2,3,7,1,3,0,1,4,1,15,1,29,27,4,30,0,0,0,0,5,12,0,2,10,95,19,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936540322830922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5557516752708017,0.0,0.0,0.08466141254690147,0.12405997917472995,0.09963788931626202,0.10778618460370316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234483440531566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482736911442922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114615975743996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06325890008885322,0.0,0.0688121164359587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115685533942703,0.12792685375056068,0.2429046789091537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307863452345461,0.0,0.0,0.10762078249540848,0.0,0.0,0.06654197807567024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427063933659672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082132593288145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222555060561566,0.0,0.0,0.12868805934842098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617878629626024,0.13784950537194782,0.0,0.1289454278923309,0.08204641951099215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955113209221695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628706311763456,0.0,0.12253864443530825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25710150564077233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087932005546485,0.07758268134275417,0.0,0.09612338359653866,0.07060227245500979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345234791336931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335166542546034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925517201652044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13130525957335867,0.26444136351851844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797105410391017
anxiety,spookygems,2019/03/08,"After drinking coffee i feel like my upper back jaw / brainstem has mild temors This goes off and on rarely after I drink coffee on and empty stomach so i stop. Its uncommon for me but it worries me. Its like a really mild tremor in my head , i think its just anxiety and overstimulation of my brain does anyone else get this? My upper torso is slightly jittery too",2.3905714285714303,5.093177414285716,3.8367857142857176,83.13946428571431,82.0,5.7857142857142865,21.607142857142854,7.1686216300943375,0.9788571428571432,289,9,51,4,8,95,52,70,0.122,0.809,0.069,-0.4398,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,2,6,4,0,0,8,5,5,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,2,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,2,8,5,0,10,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,6,35,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984365138900439,0.0,0.0,0.1813750599164043,0.26578089685875483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19945879263942784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895706784136361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269983684537304,0.0,0.0,0.5082168197848504,0.0,0.0,0.2166912910430916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115793825880462,0.18531188548166436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552321475271095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662141710419049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25345465134415196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16617512012628236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21686588836473794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166209883035224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634282787292184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chris_s9181,2019/03/08,"does anyone have this issue? well when im stressed i want to excape i want to forget everything thats happening i want a total mind blank, i either want that or i suddenly want to leave  everything behind and go on a trip and forget my life, i went to japan one year for a week to forget best stress releaver ever but im wanting it again its been three years since i had a actual vacation, also when my anexity happens i think of what if i lose my jobs will i be able to pay bills out of no where or i worry about the smallest thing bolling out of the propotions wrecking my life,also when i get stresseed on a date i begain to shake like im freezing i do everything to calm it down as well
",1.4516748768472922,3.4426227241379337,3.2603201970443334,90.13491379310348,80.3793103448276,6.349753694581281,22.081280788177338,7.447530270364453,0.8289211822660101,545,17,116,8,14,182,91,145,0.168,0.6990000000000001,0.132,-0.6187,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,10,9,0,3,7,0,6,1,0,0,2,22,18,11,0,7,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,1,0,2,4,1,4,2,2,3,1,18,5,20,13,3,20,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,3,11,80,26,2,0.12492729882819227,0.0,0.12191102267680826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19980863147583086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735207204505008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110349271834384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932472107476164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300389401293565,0.0,0.0,0.3368298024841475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06526935745362036,0.0,0.07099906287479292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22094559555006044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4048287610996749,0.13039164284542942,0.12397106748854217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227997138109873,0.0,0.0,0.17647969140300568,0.06103316788584836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397616922232818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614095904678238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465397082988893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334115255376576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862075974448215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829961462564681,0.08004836874586801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44211214562142576,0.0,0.10020914362147462,0.0,0.2246492896239806,0.11580885760678344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686973607542285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16089816908594762
anxiety,uuhh-blake,2019/03/08,"Undiagnosed anxiety? Hello all! I vented a problem I have with overthinking and being sensitive on the relationships advice forum if you guys want a bit of background. But the gist is I worry about past issues that happened a year ago and they cause me to stress out, shake, sweat, and I can’t control it. Am I having a hard time forgiving? Or should I go get checked for a form of anxiety?",3.26954285714286,5.584304640000003,4.793904761904766,79.77600000000002,75.93333333333334,8.019047619047619,26.714285714285715,8.841846274778883,2.356028571428572,308,12,56,7,7,103,61,75,0.213,0.73,0.057,-0.8602,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,1,1,4,0,2,7,0,7,1,1,2,1,15,11,6,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,3,0,0,0,1,9,1,8,9,3,8,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,4,41,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286638393982889,0.20742846656452904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3580214552835539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554693470107151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403842954551885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26245290327655985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225627637602225,0.0,0.13298860892612935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316985602336141,0.20692700868724972,0.0,0.20961963977904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442370715256701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22338118489059447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22390810887553506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25123034802655864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26804825801292265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13644832461378598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13802031758087302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376401748463904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15068947968535934
anxiety,caseylynn1978,2019/03/08,"Anxiety about driving I'm generally anxious every day and it'sruining my life, but this isn't about that.

 I only have panic attacks when I am driving or thinking about driving. This is severely limiting my life. I can drive to work or around the neighborhood, but not anywhere long distance. I avoid highways. I'm afraid that I'll pass out or have a medical issue and I'll die on the road and kill my passengers and others in the process. Or I feel like something will happen to my car and I'll cause an accident. 

Had anyone else overcome this type of anxiety? ",3.060479797979798,5.630612842592599,4.409461279461278,80.93621212121214,77.98148148148148,7.630976430976433,30.188552188552194,8.575989854853784,2.7780814814814807,449,22,80,10,11,148,71,108,0.29,0.684,0.026,-0.987,0,1,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,5,6,2,3,5,0,8,3,0,1,0,20,13,12,2,0,7,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,7,0,2,2,0,0,6,2,5,0,0,1,1,9,1,10,11,0,14,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,4,4,51,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132440557008613,0.2312927370709125,0.0,0.14315575862888544,0.2097756215017486,0.0,0.1822579208456752,0.0,0.2329160848226108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103196624781618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203740176301515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21248303146558087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710301635287882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724984126347409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352037463305898,0.14626301742534922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810468464352365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21369057554556176,0.0,0.0,0.2265093964914946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892213488920952,0.10002337947652447,0.0,0.0,0.18118439472331796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20624938577212254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15571050462421046,0.0,0.24021289029149606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312927370709125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15761532066840425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118618352761624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14904981647287624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,reptileguy112,2019/03/08,"Hydroxyzine and saint johns wart My psychiatrist told me he never prescribes addictive medications like benzodiazepines and ended up recommending hydroxyzine and saint johns wart as well for anxiety and insomnia. Im worried that these medications wont do anything, ive tried SSRIs but they dont do anything for me. This is an antihistamine and an herbal supplement. Does kaiser just not do benzos?",7.3518407960199,10.510048985074633,7.257537313432838,62.91874378109452,66.61194029850746,11.630845771144278,35.04726368159204,11.20814326018867,5.261171144278606,330,16,47,12,6,105,49,67,0.045,0.904,0.051,0.09,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,7,6,0,0,1,9,8,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,0,5,2,4,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669262794206605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18731213287909146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4029868675639512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142728055518185,0.0,0.28696628780077543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21686738057051186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644836213807931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962297260902838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4933279550035222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888459884931531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23396785679642404,0.0,0.16623934346493047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22015255598061584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486604495419599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TorenDen,2019/03/08,"Help me, please. How do I fight the symptoms which appear too often to me? I should first introduce you to my psychological problems. 

I am having anxieties since forever. Earlier I thought it’s just my personality. I was a good kid, listening to the parents, teachers, actually everyone. Quiet, never asked for anything, able to do things by myself... 
In my teenage years I kind of deviated when I moved out from my parents for school. Started to experiment with drugs what became kind of a problem for a few years. Drugs helped me for a while to become a happier person because I wasn’t worried actually at all about anything. After a few months it did not help anymore. 
It became visible also for my parents who took me to the psychiatrist (which my mom visits also quite often). 
The psychiatrist diagnosed me depression and, what a surprise, severe anxieties. I got subscribed some antidepressants which I took for about two weeks. Everything felt even worse and the first few days it felt like I was somehow drugged. I do not believe antidepressants anymore, I also didn’t read anything actually too good about them. So I didn’t take it anymore and was afraid to go again to the psychiatrist. So I didn’t go there since...

Now I am 21, quit drugs 3 years ago. Only cigarette and weed smoker. And the symptoms seem worse than ever. 
I am trying to participate in the normal life, it actually works out pretty much all the time for others.
BUT I am dying inside every day over and over because primitive situations.
I know I am awaiting a letter or a package, then I every two minutes have to control the doors if there is not anyone and when I hear a car parking near my house, my heart starts racing like a just ran a marathon.
The racing heart is probably my biggest problem which starts to worry me, it is always followed by choked breathing and a dumpling in my neck. 
Another big stopper for me is when I am forced to call somewhere. Even into a stupid support centre, because of important event, or to a person which I know but do not have great relationship with. I start sweating, even though I feel very cold, my hands are like ice, my voice is shaking and so is my whole body. A lot of times I forget half of the things I wanted to tell what complicates my life even more.
It’s always the same. I have to go to a shop where I need to talk more than “hello, thank you, goodbye”,  talk to a person which I don’t know, ask something boss in my job, tell my opinion in a group where everybody listens, talk in front of more people, etc, etc. 
You all probably know what I wanted to say...

So let me please ask you for any help or advice. What should I do?  Should I search for professional help?
Is there any way I can help myself? 
What helps you guys to get better?

TL;DR: I need help to control my panic attacks which start to affect my life in simple situations. ",4.522472527472528,6.207251393772893,5.386227106227106,79.60043956043958,70.77655677655677,7.983882783882784,28.750915750915752,8.563005593585519,2.2087465201465206,2255,86,414,38,42,736,253,546,0.111,0.818,0.071,-0.96,5,0,7,0,1,1,75.0,0,5,1,8,34,22,3,3,32,0,37,17,7,5,5,66,74,29,1,12,12,4,4,3,0,3,10,6,1,6,25,14,0,3,9,3,1,14,10,10,0,5,15,11,70,12,64,55,16,62,0,1,0,0,44,18,0,12,32,302,95,6,0.05624962685060756,0.0,0.21956608679988213,0.0,0.0,0.0549664843496971,0.049861900294787806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349484188100013,0.09360839120672512,0.0,0.0,0.07650335028061503,0.05898263824817624,0.08606162115743125,0.0,0.16735354533055402,0.03933104696291268,0.0,0.13886595035769306,0.0,0.15775742389153458,0.06399207100235657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286775131390903,0.0621232935477587,0.0,0.06337406728075584,0.0,0.04974822387192191,0.0,0.06248065486036425,0.0,0.0,0.057437158099775815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261774790316194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725527118062334,0.0,0.048447721183042664,0.05709218720802335,0.05837823200015184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609268362883929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546640571155307,0.14860939212784335,0.050881007838286696,0.09478547329629984,0.053748928980557234,0.050553537616448985,0.055022928517048535,0.0,0.0,0.02844150144784753,0.0,0.1080169257920288,0.0,0.0,0.0956918077279832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029388108411710488,0.0,0.09590387763707922,0.09435903651363946,0.04498796509363484,0.062015412181422,0.0,0.05569597413583706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06339741755899188,0.13331215729872772,0.3016235134937293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490451716613553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05581907518941984,0.0,0.0,0.11715066087823592,0.12365329544906475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05751905448356341,0.11919232483103898,0.08244217920242213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04782142124269501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06587888313219363,0.0448979154994118,0.059784451422835186,0.041349947900213485,0.08341677114658334,0.04338317990668858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055112691386983874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04278037592514928,0.0,0.06599681745003498,0.18737566176918188,0.0,0.0,0.03899640876968406,0.1964600180668015,0.0,0.1234903976720904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05722609261295029,0.121293222981024,0.1614698886539749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965680411809762,0.05626484879848622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06039104840235673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044731960966309485,0.0,0.05692762539706949,0.0,0.051207547696554265,0.0,0.06354606752145782,0.0,0.0930605451968556,0.1264538746941225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043303710857725164,0.0,0.0,0.19906887700050285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638314099618335,0.0,0.11692979979047075,0.042292719039222014,0.13563395809356818,0.09832930634018792,0.05178709902833351,0.0,0.0,0.07473950530836647,0.0,0.0552649727857672,0.04465592057509203,0.06559921952821175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249908102464168,0.038189804309083086,0.0,0.10989542408518152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04641183308923325,0.06635497458813376,0.04464833558939571,0.04512005773436968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06280069958872098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040950398277064766,0.11424845297731095,0.11464635060166467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866874642599857
anxiety,mmhjz,2019/03/08,"Job interview status killing my anxiety. So I applied for a job and was contacted pretty quickly for an interview. After interviewing, they let me know they just started and so it would be a week or so before I heard anything about 2nd interviews, but encouraged me to check in with A from HR. I emailed A after a few days to thank them for the interview and just generally kiss ass. No response, but ok no big deal. I wait until after they should have called about a second interview and email again. No response again and now I’m getting nervous. 

The end of that week, I get an email from someone else in HR, B, asking me to do a phone interview. I say I’m interested but fill them in on having already completed the first interview. B says they’ll talk to A and get it all sorted on Monday and that a phone interview isn’t required. A has been out but B expects them to be back Monday and they’ll get back to me. 

Monday comes and goes, so Tuesday, I email B to check in and see if she got in touch with A. It is now Friday and still, no response. 

It’s been 3 weeks since my initial interview and I’m losing my mind. I literally check my email every 5 minutes to see if they’ve sent something. The thing is, it’s kinda my dream job and I am definitely qualified and an excellent candidate for it. Their lack of communication is making my doubt myself and my professional skills, which is the only thing I really believe myself good at. 

I’m trying to keep my anxiety and depression in check, but it’s getting harder and harder. On top of all the disappointment with this employer not contacting me, I HATE my current job and it is sucking the life out of me. 


Sorry this is long and confusing, but I had to vent to people who would understand, as my partner doesn’t get why I’m so out of sorts about this. ",3.5954867431737227,5.097988199445986,5.160651958844479,81.02686634349031,72.82271468144044,8.59204590423427,27.85130589631975,9.140100540675403,2.337084606252473,1424,54,281,31,28,481,176,361,0.125,0.769,0.106,-0.6138,6,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,9,6,18,16,3,3,21,1,25,3,1,1,2,58,52,35,1,7,12,0,1,0,1,5,1,3,0,1,17,26,0,3,2,1,4,3,7,9,0,2,7,6,40,7,46,37,4,43,0,3,2,2,40,15,2,8,25,201,57,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12483921114616812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17308473550443287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930944438995445,0.0,0.10575911236971937,0.0,0.0,0.1739764103453191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626332587565227,0.1274561590359096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155160126444767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744948178373973,0.11861222314598807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729579966320848,0.11662967362009675,0.09743670748915904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450366281149772,0.0,0.1001975489484595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531495197575607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962263492587535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35462727076299944,0.0,0.0,0.09488613308561968,0.09047854240242924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169016593856926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4490470774464856,0.1005530824387775,0.1251590198360826,0.0,0.0621720159613935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156807203705921,0.07990542799482399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011443942024667,0.0,0.12656094019203382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551360676723437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422671062239907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603870055200903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842849119907255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509152361591796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247249044702661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799273480634347,0.0,0.0,0.18029623311539228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935803883000944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585271858337613,0.08709121719260805,0.0,0.1266371790742521,0.08007235620106913,0.0,0.09034391367375133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092774629123,0.0,0.1041527712040664,0.0,0.0,0.15031401144961756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768062707732636,0.0,0.0,0.11776990753070987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722326103273889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020801379056011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607253202395156,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,username12921,2019/03/08,"Scared that I have a brain tumor Okay. This might be a long one; if anybody could please read everything. This shit is really fucking w/ my school performance.

It started in December (Previous to this (a day or two) I had an episode of dizziness and lightheadedness, but I chalked it up to being POTS symptoms.) when I had intense abdominal pains and was told that I had viral gastritis leftover from a stomach flu. I had those symptoms (as well as nausea and general weakness and fatigue) for about a month, and then it finally went away after following a super bland diet. While this was going on, I started having intense chest pains that led me to think I was having a heart attack all the time lol and we went to the doctor who told me it was costochondritis. So I got some medication for that, and it went away. And while all of THAT was happening, I also had a ton of pain in my left wrist, almost like the nerves were being pulled on the inside? That went away when I started wearing a brace.

Then, other things started up. First I got a cold, which I actually suspect to have been a sinus infection, and had really strange pressure in my cranium 24/7 for like two entire months. It was also accompanied by pressure behind my eyes, and a feeling of my face being pulled (??? I've never read anything like this before. It really scared me.) Majority of the time that ALL of these things were going on, I was also very tired. During my cold, I was especially tired and actually stayed home from school multiple days because I felt so dizzy when I would leave the house. 

I also suddenly started to be able to eat a lot without gaining weight. I usually gain weight quite easily. However, I'm finding that I'm gaining weight again (this not gaining weight thing went on for about three weeks, after my stomach pain went away. I even lost 5-10 lbs)

Now, the stomach pain is gone, and the head pressure is mostly gone, the pressure behind my eyes is mostly gone, but I'm so tired. My eyes, particularly, just feel incredibly heavy. Like they've been dilated at the eye doctor?? It's accompanied by almost this sort of disconnect from surroundings, but not dissociation. I can still feel everything and I know what's going on, I just feel WEIRD all the time. Also, my neck seems to hurt frequently.

I just remembered, too, that I was having really stinging headaches for a while, too. For two weeks, everyday, different parts of my head would just sting like 50-100x per hour. 

Some other important info to know: 
- My head is hurting again
- I started prozac and xanax about two weeks ago after my PCP told me that all my symptoms were intensified by anxiety/that it was somatization syndrome.
- my TH4 tested slightly above average two months ago
- went off of birth control a few weeks ago
- I'm starting to have chest pains again. I've had this before, too, a few months before this all started -- anxiety induced 
- No brain fog, memory loss, balance issues, speech issues, etc.

TDLR: Weird, seemingly unrelated symptoms are making me think I have a brain tumor.
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anxiety,thesicknurse,2019/03/08,I’m making a playlist to listen to when I’m anxious Any suggestions!? ,4.41,5.605222857142858,5.884285714285718,77.8107142857143,70.42857142857143,8.457142857142857,35.42857142857143,8.841846274778883,3.2915142857142854,56,3,10,1,1,19,11,14,0.18600000000000005,0.8140000000000001,0.0,-0.3164,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4601269250221398,0.0,0.0,0.7643915341915821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45165118767242207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Proper_Ratio,2019/03/08,"Due to extreme social anxiety I never had sex. Now that I'm getting help with my anxiety, having sex is too big an obstacle. There is no exposure therapy or building up to it. I feel like I can't move forward. I've been doing so much better working on my social anxiety and depression, but this is way too big of a sticking point. It's genuinely starting to feel like the albatross that will drag my mental health back down. So much of my life is affected by the anxiety and fear of it, as pathetic as that sounds. I'm at the point where I can't go on dates because on top of worrying about being boring, or found ugly, or rejected, I'm worried about being mocked by the woman I'm on a date with/everyone I know about being a virgin, and how much of a loser I'll be. I don't know how to get past this.",4.576428571428573,4.417491404761903,6.554857142857145,77.99014285714289,69.47619047619048,10.291428571428572,31.08571428571429,10.125756701596842,3.003602857142858,628,24,129,15,10,222,98,168,0.27,0.669,0.06,-0.9891,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,4,13,9,1,1,9,0,16,5,0,3,1,17,29,13,0,0,4,0,2,2,0,1,2,1,0,1,8,4,0,0,5,0,0,3,5,6,0,0,3,3,10,3,24,21,3,25,0,3,0,3,4,14,0,3,11,89,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4449655752546148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181447238028563,0.0,0.08864308992198942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286069606600344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524495725308746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389494107913859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636312978657874,0.14705148337487084,0.20776773414432367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594390626972736,0.0,0.0,0.15194573828839145,0.0,0.08264218805861666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15456839583546095,0.0,0.0,0.09746801070199393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15983158056298985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271028415666512,0.14208397502739895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14654321805952042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15455218284803596,0.3206883005464644,0.0,0.11215232378810044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388142190489369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749266661533602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964627392446177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292485335336993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16629370428156828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11542294964066616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058632017454526,0.2953501683869299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LunaRose108,2019/03/08,"I want to go, but I don't want to go A few days ago, one of my few friends invited me to a gathering at his house tonight. I woke up to the text and I was so excited, I haven't been social in over a month, I respond right away and say I'll be there. 

By yesterday, I was starting to doubt it. I got stressed about who might be there, who I might talk to, what lies to tell to hide how shitty my life currently is.. The worst is the drinking, I have an alcohol intolerance and I tend to join in on the drinking to fit in, which results in me being sick for two days, even after a single glass of wine.

The second I woke up today I was in full blown anxiety mode. Tightness in my chest, forgetting to breath, upset stomach and shakes. I don't feel like this often anymore, just when people want to hang out.

Whether I go or not, I'll have anxiety all day now. My head does the same thing it always does, it divides and argues. One side says go, the other says stay. If I don't go, I'll sit around telling myself I should have gone followed by ""it's not to late, I could still go.. but... I don't want to go"". It repeats like this until the event is over. 

Then I have sigh of relief and regret. ",2.540952380952384,3.27194865079365,3.9644444444444464,91.575,74.39682539682539,7.187301587301588,24.317460317460323,7.3871296695380915,0.7949269841269841,908,26,214,10,18,301,142,252,0.17600000000000002,0.73,0.094,-0.9773,2,0,4,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,0,0,12,13,1,4,13,0,23,10,4,2,1,34,42,16,0,8,8,0,2,2,1,3,3,3,0,0,13,8,4,1,1,3,0,11,7,7,1,4,8,5,28,5,38,27,7,51,0,1,0,0,14,19,0,6,21,150,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421926471025417,0.12564724195569826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097828177873262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17988241169656186,0.0,0.11659846721905305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466278212101113,0.0,0.0,0.11046147179640843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938705767612956,0.0,0.0,0.2274699790564651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057736913845797,0.0,0.0,0.2303489045829347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776542885702085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05944724029020108,0.08399247755115732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083477275200068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4677266667719556,0.0,0.09403196860026844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066137974323055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13566071520414566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326247853203118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304360897837107,0.11487813670411585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494477058779643,0.0,0.0,0.0938437506935722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593377956676095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150866742521283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100404670828368,0.0,0.2804906383468034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984844554092886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321709307118867,0.1253146423232674,0.0938920525046772,0.0,0.1346767530014051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449881438320512,0.2055238156920976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810869864561026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144320474310083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484941634260587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773848016444649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,elizabehty,2019/03/08,"Just moved and I feel so out of place/stressed out again!!! Hey y’all!

I was doing really well with my anxiety. I had finally found what worked for me and I was probably the best I’ve ever been. 

I recently moved across the country and it basically turned my world upside down. I love traveling and actually find it’s the one time I feel truly comfortable/not anxious at all, so I wasn’t expecting the move to affect me this much. It’s so hard to not fall back on unhealthy coping mechanisms!! It feels like everyone in my new city is so cool and I just feel like such a nerd. 

I know I’ll find my way but right now I just wanna lay in bed and scream into my pillow. It just feels unfair y’know? I had it all figured out!!!! That’s life though I guess! 

I also had to text my manager at my new job my new availability because my dad is being difficult about me having a job, (I’m a teenager so I’m not like... an adult being told what to do by her parents lol nothing like that). And she got HEATED, usually I wouldn’t mind but it’s all just a lot right now. 

I just wanna relax again lol, if anyone has any coping mechanisms for feeling out of place after moving I’d appreciate it. ",1.1511065573770478,3.2653491434426236,3.450006557377048,87.71138688524591,82.15573770491805,6.854819672131147,20.8255737704918,7.976525956113202,1.006216262295082,917,27,195,18,25,315,138,244,0.078,0.777,0.145,0.9458,3,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,0,2,22,12,0,0,9,3,16,2,0,1,4,47,31,17,0,5,11,2,7,4,0,1,1,1,2,1,13,13,0,0,11,2,0,6,4,3,1,1,10,9,31,9,26,18,6,37,0,0,0,1,9,16,0,3,18,135,44,4,0.0,0.0,0.10449347169885813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563088521395519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281726230063293,0.0,0.08191499612568327,0.12096857588356393,0.0,0.0748719932591663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233699487053905,0.0,0.06527424835841207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237260425830084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685891350616796,0.0,0.10231839117108693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248535804335645,0.1529942457030355,0.0,0.1172996017587406,0.1957361838440317,0.0,0.0,0.11740638763487615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564070573586363,0.0,0.1179593807578894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592158082686814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125183916541052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117695426618901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563292979639367,0.20925319010993054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103457460217224,0.09664280614561767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811907278610047,0.0,0.0,0.455231313639253,0.0787152455761221,0.0,0.0,0.3102521441908043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274500557869652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255937249053804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889834594828592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22374913058118867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544906727223887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685974272299103,0.0,0.10572740622742856,0.0,0.0,0.18288943636757946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265841441951895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520438659529507,0.0,0.06243851488309219,0.0,0.0,0.10231839117108693,0.0,0.0,0.116470996204706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793218060592214,0.0,0.0,0.08499417481651167,0.0,0.0,0.09627670932481502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795464856686114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Zabaoth,2019/03/08,"Having to greet a large number of people individually. Hello! It does feel strange to be asking for advice in this subreddit, but my situation does clearly classify as anxiety.

(TL;DR At the end - small rant follows)

I'm packing for a meeting at the head offices for work. As for the meeting per se, my part is really minimal, and my field of expertise is completely different, so I'm not really worried about the ""work"" part of it.

I'd describe myself as an introvert, and really matter of fact, to the point of making people feel I don't like them, when I actually have no ill feelings towards them. My coworkers/friends know that, and we manage to work great. But here they don't.

I have to shake hands with about 50-70 people who don't really know me aside from these events, respond in a casual but professional way, make small talk, and switch to the next one... rinse and repeat for the whole day, especially during the breaks, where I'm introduced to other people I'll probably never see again.

We have nothing in common as we work in different fields, they're good conversationalists, since it's one of the skills required for their job, and I'd love to face it in a more relaxed way, since it happens every 3 months and it's painful.

So far I've resorted to standard greetings, and asking very open ended questions and making them do the talking, which works, but I'd love tips to making it look more genuine.

In any case, thanks for any and all input! Cheers!

TL;DR I need to make small talk in a semi formal setting with people I see every 3 months. Help.",5.4909,6.471296290000005,6.347333333333335,76.27200000000003,67.76666666666667,9.2,29.333333333333336,9.3871,2.587533333333333,1237,43,225,24,20,409,168,300,0.06,0.7659999999999999,0.174,0.9906,3,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,3,0,5,7,8,11,0,1,16,0,11,7,3,5,4,40,35,21,0,1,5,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,13,16,0,1,6,2,0,2,6,2,0,2,0,7,19,9,43,34,6,35,0,0,3,2,22,17,0,1,13,133,32,9,0.0,0.0,0.09094555246554736,0.0,0.0,0.09106975233070916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675253374765805,0.0,0.07129444985169198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17425078442019645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771391070661767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060103511924456975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947393264244896,0.0,0.0,0.16311235748787625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16508744362579436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570427812469444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136762738673794,0.06657902150869156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720027610223677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816812542340487,0.0,0.10274858024606533,0.0,0.0,0.08241264329887463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564566770041964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062467108356966464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248234470461836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243583089450753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045530707972290016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782609099593817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16822550258572835,0.0,0.31104424287311555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14877582559886146,0.0,0.0,0.06910342528199781,0.07187826356666922,0.0,0.09911467650192553,0.0,0.0,0.08942378067751011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126303626636563,0.0,0.0991667878511067,0.0,0.0,0.20184370674829466,0.0,0.32305079453947216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881000531411798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048071935981663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044005046954196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23881418870333304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14852980203982338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418488017025794,0.10475586337654984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22472150288220333,0.0,0.08580207263086911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689620674592001,0.0,0.14794880597551122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404966272454726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33923787131901034,0.0946447497953152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ceebee_11,2019/03/08,"Separation Anxiety @ 23 My boyfriend told me he wants to move back home. His hometown is 2.5 hours away from our current town.

It's too early in our relationship for me to go with him. I also don't have my life together enough at this point. I'm fresh out of school and I work for my family business; I don't know how I could pursue my career if I left.

I suddenly got very anxious at the thought of moving away. I know that I have to move out of my parents home eventually, but the idea of it brings me SO much anxiety.

My family means everything to me; especially my parents. We are so close and spend a lot of time together. I don't know if I could actually move away if I had to. I feel like I need to be close to them even when I do move out.

I know I could find the strength to move *out*, but  I don't think I could ever move *away*.

I don't know how to deal with this separation anxiety! What should I do? Any advice?

tl;dr : anxious about eventually having to move away from parents/family",0.035882775979864334,2.356421300970876,2.507885652642937,90.67150845019779,90.84466019417476,6.3528227256382594,19.76555195972672,7.662118739084242,0.8412565983459191,772,25,172,17,27,264,106,206,0.071,0.8809999999999999,0.048,-0.5287,4,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,3,0,1,2,11,2,0,0,4,0,19,1,0,2,1,38,35,13,0,10,5,2,1,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,6,11,0,0,11,0,1,10,5,0,0,0,4,1,37,2,34,25,3,35,0,0,0,0,12,17,0,4,9,120,43,3,0.0,0.0,0.07622852857259578,0.0,0.0,0.07633263012251805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06246817407924235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05312056982716418,0.0,0.17927224125597568,0.17649440473566427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669559359103327,0.06006526402107421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494724344312345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053266675382129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807132071779963,0.0,0.05159392080571287,0.07065907884651318,0.0,0.0,0.07020431693813557,0.0,0.22091832537946754,0.0,0.039497061451767575,0.0558050471498691,0.0,0.0,0.07139527972544472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04439429654631434,0.0,0.06247533820081591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567105170790115,0.0,0.076927092666775,0.0,0.0,0.08818181410828355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146485575849804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487168260572928,0.0,0.055174613842182536,0.03816282137503134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641019346313498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508964047404219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6641872001132739,0.05742317916080768,0.05792094594805545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17347391782471194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384349466307037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386578867006589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790560907177924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050052646841546776,0.0,0.06201422391057156,0.04554921985473904,0.0,0.0,0.07464179606707876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445268112782274,0.046073983009366416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05686831970490053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,idrinkcamelmilk,2019/03/08,"Please help So I'm going to see an ex who I believe is the love of my life and I would do anything for even if we aren't together that way /completely platonic, and we have had a rough patch this past year . She mentioned that she's excited to see me but I shouldn't expect anything specific because I'll be disappointed, I'm guessing she means like getting back together or something which I honestly am not thinking about. 

Anyway, she knows when I'm coming, she helped me choose the place to stay, she knows it's for 2 adults but didn't mention anything, she also suggested at some point we go out of town. 

Thing is, she hasn't been really communicative , I'm not sure why, maybe I'm over thinking it and all, I know she can communicate but she just isn't. I sent her a text today wishing her a productive Friday, to be safe and keep her chin up ( she over works). Anyway, I don't expect a text back but I just want her to know I'm here for her if anything. 

I won't text anymore, I'd rather wait for her to text. Thing is, what if she doesn't communicate before I leave for her country? I'm going there to solely see her, iv booked my flight and my hotel. She knows all this. Also net is hard to come by but she has come across net enough to communicate anyway. 

So yeah, I'm anxious, and worried that I'll go to a country and be alone even though she said she would spend time with me there. 

Should I tell her this? Or should I just wait it out until next week? I have 6 days left before I leave. ",1.873153422140561,3.693541762057883,3.2356763895268728,91.64742363344051,78.32475884244373,6.372117593017916,21.7180753330271,7.310402129719878,0.5578699127239317,1172,33,260,15,28,382,154,311,0.055,0.847,0.098,0.8603,0,1,1,0,0,0,35.0,3,0,0,1,21,7,0,0,8,1,27,3,0,0,3,59,63,24,0,13,16,1,2,1,0,6,2,1,0,1,14,16,0,4,9,2,1,8,10,1,0,0,5,6,48,6,28,49,4,32,0,1,3,1,40,11,0,7,12,168,62,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878021063914284,0.0,0.1679861508360877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865488359736928,0.10416230940961928,0.0,0.0,0.34572552518199995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615243706187735,0.0,0.06402578755930856,0.0,0.17874691281274588,0.11833372023769605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271424146198928,0.11012277269844656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06773616299022092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852487042656113,0.0,0.13874367692737855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0548742466488724,0.0,0.23876564685341986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157032435143914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408694716256563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079983341118218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335618157923543,0.0,0.0,0.2886108446637064,0.0,0.0,0.2224248578340973,0.1141162478819448,0.0,0.07418634480542337,0.051312732942253136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479437804383907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551753384583316,0.11440930833938573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170142421454028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026376231762894,0.0,0.0,0.1097348086071448,0.11529225436512565,0.09928803439171073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06728540601220656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990832191969036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510877956479485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085782443457233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119488348222384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899026551017494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180152960736193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955556415028558,0.13459896348824868,0.10319220635789474,0.0,0.06124429143132973,0.0,0.0995568968521874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06194987426407455,0.08336854299264262,0.08424935495135727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477394087596457,0.0,0.120780211557794,0.0,0.0,0.07646365747479633,0.10666385362575584,0.0,0.1492217027737236,0.0,0.0,0.0676363776221343
anxiety,kiwigyoza,2019/03/08,"Anxious about college graduation and guest list Hello everyone. I really don't have any other place to talk about this so I am going to use this space to rant a little. 

I walk for my college graduation in May. It has been a very long road and I am proud of myself.

But I am not happy at the moment.  About 5 years ago, I meet this amazing guy and we dated for about 3 years. I ended it with him but it was rather mutal. I was in school, and he was moving up in his career field. I didn't want to hold him back and I just wanted to be single for a while since we started dating before I was 21. (Grass is greener on the other side type of thing)

2 years ago he passed away really unexpectedly. While we had been broken up we were still friendly. I miss him so much. I still keep in touch with his family and it has been the plan they were going to come to my graduation. I really want to them to come becuase they have always been so kind to me and were almost like a second family in a way. 

However, I am worried. I am worried my current boyfriend will not understand why I am inviting them. That he will be put-off by it. I am worried that I will be so upset due to my memories of my ex. He had pushed me to go to college and we graduated from the same school. His graduation is a big memory for me. 

Last year, when I saw the graduation stuff being put up I had a mental breakdown. Like I was crying in the middle of the steet and like walked to one of my professors offices and just cried to her while she handed me chocolates. It was embarrassing. Not becuase I am scared of graduation, but becuase it reminds me of my ex and the emotions of him passing have never been resolved.  

So those are my thoughts atm. Not sure how long I will keep this posted for. I am nervous someone I know will read it lol",1.7917172675521795,3.6550658440860246,3.807703984819735,87.25067362428844,78.73118279569894,6.5270082226438975,21.96268184693232,7.5105763829236425,0.8134507273877287,1402,41,297,20,34,477,179,372,0.116,0.7959999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.71,2,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,5,0,4,3,18,15,0,4,15,1,46,1,1,2,2,47,63,24,0,4,10,2,2,3,2,6,0,0,0,1,19,20,0,3,4,1,1,12,7,5,0,2,20,3,58,10,48,33,3,57,0,1,1,0,30,19,0,2,27,226,77,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18568624167947345,0.0,0.10487907772297758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714965860745394,0.0,0.0,0.07122482048172482,0.0,0.0,0.11832311225413727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984039544189959,0.08053636587498936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912355896614751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18044347745043665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23009757543595835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178151417497554,0.09276598414547532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008078871534593,0.0,0.0,0.1974736355109596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091962466354133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17857352503248716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370619704441766,0.0,0.11149459192718056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18619029605389806,0.0,0.10906757363908608,0.05756077177031125,0.08537471664556184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15350777167996982,0.10497409094036096,0.0,0.18537807755694685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555036369532377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131896327601204,0.07699382067108351,0.0,0.08077970937079919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097257046781688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942797871740814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003091910498555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21057943080402147,0.0,0.0,0.10476544466102967,0.0,0.20129180714540856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486010995031377,0.21199907635336868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663961253023694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874340605856591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413345938891287,0.0,0.16728636880749284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989892287252285,0.0,0.0,0.09871347847571416,0.0,0.0,0.08418371466526506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958267616980665,0.0,0.0,0.08314955919552762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903501622008384,0.0,0.09045922728203104,0.0,0.08641907754060885,0.185329967999066,0.083135435912231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450894312185183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190968313325873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697890372217078
anxiety,tooPiink,2019/03/08,"Need advice finding work at home with Anxiety Title says it all, I’m 22, I’ve had anxiety for as long as I can remember, I feel sick being around people, I’ve had a job before but struggled A LOT due to my anxiety, does anyone know of jobs I can do at home at my desk? 

A little bit about myself, my parents had me when they were 22 or 23, they had no friends with children so I never interacted with kids I didn’t know or was forced to know like in school, needless to say I had almost no friends growing up and never did well in school.. now at this point I’m lost and I’m still trying to figure everything out on my own.. parents still push me towards getting a job out there as if I don’t have anxiety, my father has even said to me that he thinks my anxiety is an “act” it’s an “excuse”.. even though he says he suffers from the same thing.. I have  had no real guidance in life.. my parents being too young to teach me anything.. I just feel lost and scared now.. looking for any advice, thank you guys for your time ",5.654494238156213,4.39629767605634,6.476372172428516,83.1189372599232,67.54460093896714,9.247801963294922,30.63124199743918,8.00094639256281,1.8948535211267599,787,24,173,8,11,262,126,213,0.185,0.743,0.07200000000000001,-0.9689,6,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,2,3,16,10,0,2,7,0,20,2,0,0,3,31,36,13,0,2,5,4,2,1,2,0,2,4,2,3,5,9,0,0,9,0,0,3,7,5,1,0,13,7,25,5,31,21,5,29,0,3,1,0,22,15,0,5,12,117,30,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20045611442082326,0.0,0.0,0.10270682569329696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974961432798908,0.0,0.3923203926464747,0.0,0.0,0.07171778351449032,0.0,0.08440455174151187,0.09130707864080152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727763472596743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119774617406693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975776412926073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549011577157613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921813159483624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037227127763566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937451017918516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584872400849598,0.0,0.0535874368907301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155823768101414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057677122622146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30534811500355313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16910572484057398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244666329275717,0.05010944124351602,0.10279987100002752,0.0,0.09076926643696308,0.08613111115382673,0.0,0.22392971769885772,0.08719946710985968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605271657540201,0.15821320534141542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416681777964901,0.0,0.0,0.07110759102405699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969597142903058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674459984741545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161893115553544,0.0,0.09756545597770258,0.24469806988246315,0.10268825078052056,0.20760815841342065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16382153900473834,0.0,0.0,0.10722612385300943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944306405181554,0.0,0.0,0.0681414820553836,0.06572129825888394,0.10077233280673226,0.0,0.05980810311609633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06963679661215763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222076101198592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467057262004799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DatkidfromBC,2019/03/08,"Developing more symptoms of anxiety as I get older? *Hey everyone, so basically I'm diagnosed with Anxiety,Depression, And Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)  and just recently, i'm getting over a 2 months period of everyday anxiety attack/OCD episodes. This past week has been good for me as I'm back on my Zoloft. And have been having good days, But STILL even somedays I still feel anxious. Back then when I was on my Zoloft I wouldn't have uncontrollable shaking like I do now. (It's subtle) It's like i'm constantly moving around and my muscles are constantly twitching. Also, I felt a little dizzy and sometimes, my skin would get this burning sensation. And I would have a kind of pressure in my head. My OCD kept trying to make me think this is a brain tumor (Cost a lot for a brain scan so i've been just dealing with the thoughts) And that most likely made what I was experiencing worse due to stress. Does anyone else have these symptoms with their anxiety?*",3.604236874236875,6.213887934065938,4.56212454212454,80.36343101343101,76.25274725274727,8.44004884004884,28.242979242979242,9.150863307647796,2.796237118437118,772,33,139,20,18,250,114,182,0.131,0.7879999999999999,0.081,-0.7941,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,0,13,11,0,5,7,0,17,10,4,2,0,26,31,15,0,3,3,0,3,3,0,3,6,0,0,0,8,11,0,1,4,0,1,2,1,5,0,0,9,5,17,6,17,19,3,26,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,2,21,90,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154012866768007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29140160909111584,0.14344315989812195,0.0,0.08878235709167287,0.1300986723529395,0.0,0.11303274116450095,0.0,0.14444992791888225,0.0,0.1952685420073678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834873481066976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744250490726653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188697307783573,0.13090341545378484,0.1093615149987394,0.1288747527272027,0.0,0.0,0.14552186701632766,0.0,0.11111478180393128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606950916465764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386435868025488,0.0,0.0,0.12132798322268228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06420127946624926,0.0,0.12191383166910798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19901419387977984,0.0,0.0,0.21299757625266494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031075831042874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13222266645259387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860975376594218,0.12726013561557312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794776201619433,0.0,0.12014476464932675,0.0847553519806962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134850390072958,0.13495202707817402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120993636399988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537035446042089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557937851354573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20280133688581492,0.0,0.14544695119304735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263946781011054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135906444138301,0.0,0.10080224639058526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862062188842133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184994774095507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939616440889606,0.18039571505437668,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sbfd1287,2019/03/08,"First time noticing anxiety 30yo/M Hey y’all, 

I just turned 30 in December, was a firefighter for 8 years, got into the oilfield and been here for almost 5 years. 

Had my first medical scare with A-Fib in my hotel. I was dehydrated, lacking minerals as I was on keto, sleep deprived, and stress from being on call 24/7. 

Needless to say it scared me, I’ve since quit keto, taking vitamins, hitting the treadmill and feel good while doing it. But I’ve become detached from my normal happy go lucky self, I feel emotionless, and since I travel for work I just can’t get into the routine again. Always just anxious as fuck. 

I need some vibes, thoughts, and comments.


-Sbfd



",3.3321391076115496,5.710018165354331,4.332775590551183,82.8488221784777,76.00787401574803,6.753018372703411,26.33136482939633,7.793537801064563,1.7613837270341208,525,20,93,8,12,170,92,127,0.159,0.769,0.07200000000000001,-0.8519,0,0,0,0,1,0,24.0,0,1,0,4,5,8,1,3,4,0,8,4,1,0,0,21,19,9,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,8,0,0,3,2,0,2,1,5,0,2,7,3,12,3,15,10,2,15,0,1,0,1,6,6,1,3,7,57,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709706203019003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206867103247658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061500135960386,0.19288666850766145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885680042294421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17434378721661348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17266171379617365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904613096615884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15784561581347895,0.08920417181382134,0.0,0.09703500770332818,0.14320791912546618,0.13655571537798145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18175502641668465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17200175590096073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266009346581306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672881399078954,0.0,0.19438768211868288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18160212906030807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577864473978146,0.3418793992541533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17811819610762256,0.0,0.0,0.2824744194668984,0.0,0.17086248055252415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955811478229339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12837461066888892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13554783301049542,0.09955938585205792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18571519315328772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243001527208224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21990086128657035
anxiety,_Scipio_Africanus,2019/03/08,"What are some physical illnesses that cause anxiety symptoms? I have never been an anxious person. I've never felt depressed, suicidal, or suffered from any sort of mental issues. I have been in crowds or in weird situations before and got nervous, ya know just normal occasional anxiety, but never 24/7. 

Until now.

A week ago I was struck with sudden symptoms of anxiety (including some others. I'm no expert). It has not really stopped either. Sometimes it will go away, and I'll feel fine for half a day or so. Sometimes it lasts all day. I feel slightly dizzy, panicky, foggy headed, I cannot focus, and overall I just feel like I'm watching myself go through my day to day interactions, but I feel extremely detached and well....anxious.

Facts: 
1. Started 8 days ago suddenly and has not really left.
2. I work swing shift
3. I am a 24 year old male 195 lbs
4. Dont take any prescription medicines
5. Have also felt occasionally nauseous/imbalanced/dizzy, and have suffered from gastrointestinal issues for the last 9 months or so (chronic constipation) 
6. Relatively healthy and active, exercise 2-3 times a week 

Any advice would be welcomed. I want to feel normal again. ",4.133929684023144,6.848394831775702,5.202042723631506,75.91690031152648,74.98130841121495,8.00142412105029,29.81664441477525,8.841846274778883,2.950576591010235,930,42,152,21,21,305,143,214,0.13,0.7559999999999999,0.114,-0.1134,0,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,1,0,1,7,8,0,1,6,0,16,6,1,1,5,41,32,17,1,4,11,0,7,1,0,2,5,0,0,2,6,8,0,1,8,1,0,2,8,5,0,1,6,8,13,3,14,23,4,31,0,3,1,0,6,4,0,7,26,86,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582980347255692,0.19200336974051715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660771383725001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22094376112034225,0.0,0.2485483079746245,0.12234851686101647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175170046714388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921555818567663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112542447151004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492236825174109,0.0,0.09327889298641112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12692714949878445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737994383578157,0.07736975868862671,0.2079705508461024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230991168850838,0.0,0.08661764638610843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114735635800836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260747597721645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05951901468199254,0.1765584045250431,0.0,0.0,0.11766859698313853,0.0,0.0,0.052910057986937216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914123374752756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644426926417392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505836124244355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21222260682423744,0.0,0.0,0.11364295078736412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09456364795840884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387598956300744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173407909883972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21422353941969569,0.0,0.07665551246259364,0.0,0.0,0.0905439033603412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846295452878099,0.0,0.0,0.2251309662299539,0.08142835033373562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06315077808557375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06387832515731381,0.0,0.17374394230199947,0.0,0.09737497947804458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884391103155172,0.0,0.0,0.07693342854640536,0.0,0.0,0.0697418448953183
anxiety,imasurvivor2011,2019/03/08,"Okay, I need advice So I graduated college in 2016. I have yet to use my degree in any way. I have a job that I love (Assistant Manager at an Escape Room) that I've worked at for 3 years. I am friends with my boss and coworkers, but there are no benefits that come with my job. And I barely make enough to live on. Like barely. But I saw a job posting that I think would be perfect for me (better pay, benefits, uses my degree), but anytime I think about leaving or even just putting in an application anywhere else, I have a panic attack. I start crying and can't breathe and just kind of shut down. I try to think logically, but I just am so anxious about it. I don't want to leave, yet I feel like it would be better if I did. But even considering and trying to picture myself at a different job, my anxiety shoots through the roof. I hate change, and the thought of going through interviews paralyzes me. I don't know what I should do.  ",2.9252807017543847,4.36152482631579,4.4415789473684235,85.77938596491231,74.42105263157895,7.803508771929827,26.87719298245614,8.447377352677275,1.7594982456140356,727,27,154,13,15,243,110,190,0.146,0.708,0.147,-0.4089,5,0,0,1,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,4,12,14,2,1,8,1,16,2,1,4,1,36,33,15,0,6,10,0,1,2,1,3,0,0,1,0,7,9,0,0,7,0,1,3,4,3,0,0,3,2,28,11,23,25,1,19,0,0,1,1,3,10,0,2,6,107,35,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604598077675375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771654156994306,0.0,0.09867578010822536,0.14572018749261903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14674293702526284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281595319047348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136452633856556,0.11111209325453822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416877108595176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476543400405253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775326459415477,0.0,0.0,0.1332795076503812,0.0,0.17039125573522718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06522041544352762,0.09214934542420823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965612510662553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330708558178595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734934969609954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5120043722309161,0.0,0.0,0.13432157908352285,0.07088865644925023,0.0,0.0,0.27316020212523634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603444272005668,0.0,0.11389912864743025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641707549659334,0.0,0.08610076486325137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564327113872484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513401062856929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12353524048305095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12966897825060394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129866004898897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479516931942105,0.0,0.1024023888915011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17514932587596718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22280914199861385,0.0,0.0,0.07608070581854469,0.10238499543851642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939050982630247,0.0,0.0,0.18325933031075825,0.0,0.0,0.08306430658061434
anxiety,hikergirl87,2019/03/08,"Paxil : Did wonders for my anxiety but completely killed my sex drive. I do not want to be on it for a prolonged period of time. Any suggestions? First post. Sorry. 

I (31F) started taking this medicine in December after having multiple panic and anxiety attacks a day. I have had one panic attack a year since I was about 19. Always the kind where I feel like I’m having a heart attack with stabbing chest pain and can’t move for about five minutes. I never sought treatment and as they were short and rare. I had never had anxiety to the point where I couldn’t cope but I believe I have it now because I was diagnosed with Graves Disease and have an extremely stressful job. It got to the point where I was gagging, dry heaving and hyperventilating 5-6 times per day. It happened while driving, using the bathroom, eating, etc. and they always came out of nowhere. I didn’t even feel anxious when they happened. The last straw was when I freaked out at the grocery store, drove home and got a speeding ticket. I couldn’t breathe or speak to the cop and could barely sign the ticket. I told the cop what was happening but he probably thought it was a scam to get out of it. Whatever. I went to a doctor the very next day and after trying another medication that made things worse, I got out on Paxil. I was supposed to take 10mg the first few days and upgrade to 20mg but I have stayed on 10mg. I tried 20mg once and it was awful. Panic attacks have stopped and I am so much better. Only problem is that I have zero sex drive, haven’t worked out in three months and I don’t want to be on this medication for a long period of time. Some of the stuff I have read by other people is  “wonderful drug, been on it for 20 years.” 😳 I am not going to be that person. I do not want to rely on mediation to live my life. I got on it out of desperation and for fear of losing my job. For those that have taken it, please help. Any advice? ",2.882726542416453,4.528920025706942,4.25736423521851,86.19100779241647,74.96401028277634,7.021883033419023,24.75265102827764,7.756953410329674,1.2467794987146528,1506,49,308,21,32,498,198,389,0.225,0.72,0.056,-0.997,2,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,3,5,10,18,5,5,21,1,40,13,3,2,2,51,68,25,2,7,8,0,2,1,0,0,7,1,1,1,21,24,1,1,5,3,1,8,11,15,0,6,26,3,35,3,50,36,4,60,0,2,0,2,9,22,0,4,29,211,56,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849949677180634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368531188199953,0.0,0.0,0.10925702397443947,0.08423510209054957,0.18436127120420676,0.09075228989589099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655569702520641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048969639152078914,0.0,0.0,0.09050665053038537,0.0,0.0710471223590008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187840274566593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422656943460445,0.0,0.0,0.06413856213868445,0.0,0.0,0.20722996690075196,0.0,0.0,0.0815352849732746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222320187270611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315961164892664,0.08219968682136239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895914103534846,0.053058525734437055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903958291337292,0.08123654177649567,0.057389193999478824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666070953421866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04197015233351512,0.0,0.04565452458313715,0.0,0.2569953427015847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21311195630915994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519380205341152,0.05384484359861639,0.0,0.08057954186700411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594342212159772,0.0,0.08887545140787127,0.08365341202212741,0.0,0.06548129851551182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05674086448008263,0.03924615552384258,0.0,0.07093462422579262,0.07109128856692473,0.0,0.08987095540459664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601207696953455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618520692476604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412023280194255,0.08538019862456285,0.05905326018408628,0.0,0.12391397526425793,0.0,0.08543398910153757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555095399619561,0.05443503950367613,0.06109610286275155,0.08547890757976037,0.2827568664611381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0556920912906216,0.0701428003649868,0.0,0.08818040837154943,0.15187940364739447,0.0,0.07693584636133077,0.0,0.0866114785990797,0.07686687110698384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035373498736925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664514572260738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992509265400027,0.0568594002412461,0.08562321923275854,0.0,0.06716114569167615,0.09202003001411682,0.0,0.09196091616793828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079932711609255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05336900863401179,0.0,0.0,0.06377463165962502,0.14052669865585787,0.0,0.0,0.0767606647380669,0.0,0.10908030431796402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938105211790628,0.0,0.06628230975412487,0.14214567772797354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07446856511159752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17423324587512634,0.058482649843555876,0.0,0.08186516688695906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346234328290177
anxiety,_the_skull_kid_,2019/03/08,"Made another new email Idk why but so often I make new emails and switch all my accounts to it...

But this time I just started making new accounts for the new email. 

What’s wrong with me...",0.4663157894736827,2.897139315789474,1.3476842105263138,98.93678947368423,90.05263157894737,4.092631578947368,18.12631578947369,5.6839178017228535,-0.4834905263157898,146,4,32,1,5,45,31,38,0.14,0.86,0.0,-0.6542,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,10,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,3,3,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,6,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258697008812708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038203155498887,0.28756746306288905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8321534588274709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524639420626946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560370757356004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19436845585397716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355102773244067,0.0,0.0
anxiety,christopherlambert17,2019/03/08,"The Cure for my Panic Attacks I suffered from panic attacks for 10 years along with insomnia and most of that time I was trapped in an anxiety state. I tried everything under the kitchen sink, including Zoloft, Celexa, Lexipro, Ativan, Xanax, Valium, Effexor, Meditation, St. John’s Wort, Valerian Root, Chamomile Tea, books on anxiety, vigorous exercise, therapists, etc… I just happened to take Magnesium one night on a whim, and my panic attacks and insomnia were pretty much cured overnight. I take 400 mg every night before bed, and now I have my life back. Not sure if this will work for everyone, but thought I would post it here. I had to make some life changes as well to completely get rid of anxiety, but I could not do these before when I was stuck in an anxiety state. If you google “Magnesium Deficiency” you can find some good articles that talk about the science behind what happens in your brain when you don’t get enough Magnesium in your diet. ",8.890287356321842,8.45230400574713,8.225862068965515,70.52201149425288,60.66666666666667,12.790804597701149,39.44827586206897,12.06081838636515,4.913510344827586,763,35,133,22,9,240,121,174,0.153,0.805,0.042,-0.9166,0,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,5,0,1,8,11,3,3,6,0,11,11,1,2,1,23,20,11,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,2,0,6,6,3,0,2,2,0,0,3,7,1,1,6,0,18,4,21,11,5,18,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,5,8,85,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36774124731573415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4101571122918298,0.0,0.09240893189894132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20452407559282848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13415762096700065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713165712723934,0.0,0.12600362117282354,0.0,0.0,0.09595180167663388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12417528478422582,0.13402946607346253,0.0,0.0,0.10125456535855563,0.1148345680651183,0.10800761552753167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983988249414336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125575366792161,0.0,0.0,0.10079902433966766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212544793489248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697695736858412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021928641183215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834414930116684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255565254125826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143525424568546,0.0,0.0,0.4230065325555808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509664117390515,0.1222635269558533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326569073316888,0.0,0.18071675902324608,0.09659396809110632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395351174788806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540735877073764,0.07007635484844756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159250361828295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080538327812395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749051167033217,0.0,0.0,0.0853705116858594,0.0,0.0,0.07739024630935097
anxiety,DieselDoggo7056,2019/03/08,"Youtube ruined my mental health So idk if anyone else has heard of the Mo-Mo challenge... It's this horrifying thing on youtube, in an ad. It's telling kids how to kill themselves. That they're coming to kill them in their sleep if they don't kill themselves first. It's terrifying... MoMo is just a fucking statue, but it's the fucking scariest thing I've ever seen... I get paranoid very easily. Now I can barely use the bathroom without thinking of MoMo's horrible face... It mostly comes on kid's videos, but I saw it on a YouTuber I watch. I thought I wouldn't see it. I thought I was safe watching those channels. But I wasnt. I saw it. I wish I didn't... why are people so fucking sick... I have a horrible fear of the dark and mirrors. Now I sleep with my overhead light on and the mirrors covered. I used to be able to just turn on a lamp an and look away from the mirror. 
I have noticed my Tourettes and stutter getting worse, I can barely get through a whole sentence. I'm also a YouTuber, and I love making content, even though I'm horribly scared of youtube. I have started re-watching an anime I used to like, called Ouran Highschool Host Club. I notice the memory of MoMo fading a little bit, but it's imprinted in my mind. It's horrifying. I want to stop everything. I want to not go to school, I want to stop thinking, I want MoMo to get the fuck out of my mind.",1.800107526881721,3.885877039426529,3.2851612903225806,89.91440860215056,79.68100358422939,5.567025089605735,26.10394265232975,6.605766666666668,1.0132351254480287,1070,44,220,10,27,351,148,279,0.225,0.693,0.08199999999999999,-0.9926,0,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,0,3,2,11,15,7,2,18,0,14,10,3,5,1,41,49,16,3,8,10,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,2,15,9,0,3,4,3,0,3,6,11,0,1,9,9,33,4,30,38,3,22,0,1,7,5,9,11,4,3,9,136,48,3,0.10227048274510153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178566810194997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150989944253988,0.10478819533886008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608648507744856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165287933484773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442959740820652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17619393047498652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543386527181591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06754868931724509,0.09250950673857973,0.0,0.0,0.0919141154525018,0.0,0.0,0.1150827259749122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699122037808305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37818965333297017,0.2137284247032154,0.0,0.05812267216824093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870874077466644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33944140957447044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049964191987635735,0.10250189113043008,0.0,0.0,0.08588144802662404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230310358368772,0.0,0.06826634137566867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306459233280764,0.0,0.2065280670702098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23287124489898745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090147568077286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10239059445781214,0.10350318849853338,0.08149633374380857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20468868252928848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238757407026876,0.0,0.0,0.17100540588796664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938890967321476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135887928791374,0.13106159168392034,0.1004802300414596,0.16238267915166604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124091751826448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649865824093707,0.0,0.08438385889611806,0.2412871218396033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922832035214456,0.11418134169541112,0.11760600795463882,0.09858509583559044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042223591290345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,entergalactic-,2019/03/08,"Three minutes late to class, unable to take midterm Goddamn it. I woke up 10 minutes after I needed to leave to get to school on time (I live an hour away). I set my alarm the night before, but I forgot to enable it so it would actually go off in the morning. I had never gotten dressed and out the door so quickly in my life. I drove somewhere between 90 and 100mph, ran to class as soon as I got off the campus shuttle, and at 10:03 I'm walking up to the door and says sorry and he shuts it my face. Fuck. If I made a 100 on the last two exams, I'd still only come out with a 75 for the class, and this is a class I need a C or better to use as a prereq to graduate. I'm so fucked.",2.2831578947368385,2.367944157894737,4.311684210526316,91.22278947368423,74.52631578947368,6.606315789473682,23.752631578947373,5.6839178017228535,0.2981505263157893,520,13,127,2,10,180,95,152,0.127,0.847,0.026,-0.934,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,6,4,2,1,13,0,3,4,1,2,1,20,21,15,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,5,10,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,3,0,2,8,1,13,1,29,12,0,29,0,0,0,2,2,13,2,2,10,81,18,10,0.0,0.0,0.19193433205814026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847902452600655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16736283025456444,0.0,0.0,0.17395021715969816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16942507366964368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36366071012946666,0.1027588010637514,0.0,0.1117795373249678,0.0,0.1573054410496761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19369323302772146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16032297605406484,0.2218671017897917,0.20825900229718103,0.0,0.0,0.13892308893618344,0.0,0.0,0.1736747791961063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18610630320532776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916760504468728,0.15169413053369354,0.0,0.0,0.1845737640716128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14958635913338286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564102940459022,0.0,0.19905379588426345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22017062585910085,0.0,0.0,0.15707137636449978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14788121240442903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468749629953685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19213080786250727,0.0,0.0,0.16987104729864058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971802991517146,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DJmeowmeowmeow,2019/03/08,"Frustration with Anxious Mom Hey everyone,
I want to know if you know of anyone that displays similar behaviors/attitudes as my mom does. I have come to realize that any time I ever have any news or plans to do anything, my mom's go to response is generally to quickly ask a number of questions, almost trying to find a way that it's not possible for me to do what I planned. For instance, my family is from a midwestern city, and I live in the south now but plan to move to boston with my girlfriend next year. Instead of ""congratulations!"" or ""that's exciting!"" she jumps quickly to critical questioning, such as ""how are you going to pay rent?'"" ""how are you going to get there?"" ""how are you going to find a place?"" ""Do you know anyone?"" I'd interpret this very differently if it was approached as excitement and then a desire to help me figure out these challenges, but instead, it's almost like looking for a way that it's not possible for me to do or that the world will kill me along the way.

Even when I was training for marathons at the end of high school, every time I would go for a run, it was ""is'nt it too late?"" ""you're going for a run NOW?"" ""isn't it too cold out?"" it was never ""ok, have a great time!"" 

I have a feeling my mom has some kind of anxiety disorder, I just don't know what that might be, how I can respond effectively, or how I shold speak to her differently. Is this sort of anxiety-ridden questioning par for the course/standard for someone with anxiety? If I can clarify anything or provide more info, let me know!

Thanks so much!",3.78451581027668,5.108261327922079,5.187154150197628,81.72464426877472,72.08441558441558,8.733145115753812,28.975719932241674,9.20300075937882,2.4494806324110674,1211,48,242,26,23,406,158,308,0.105,0.807,0.087,-0.7606,3,0,0,0,0,1,56.0,0,5,0,5,20,10,2,0,15,1,28,0,0,6,2,55,46,23,1,6,13,4,1,1,1,3,0,1,1,0,20,9,0,0,16,1,2,12,5,2,0,0,4,4,29,8,43,37,3,38,0,0,1,0,20,8,0,16,16,174,49,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854671049889519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259532553575193,0.0,0.141689760074085,0.10462070014108142,0.0,0.12950735839482766,0.0,0.1524170156532261,0.0,0.0865759953565053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797736071470518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935113357033641,0.10613681143038507,0.0,0.08104190033604375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820232161382886,0.0,0.0,0.061166722262968765,0.0837692538901467,0.07802624903668601,0.08849092951157578,0.0,0.0,0.08730259715526932,0.0,0.046825396292738616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16928410082645606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0483838669767715,0.0,0.3157876235613721,0.0,0.0,0.1021006664144443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06207320214990335,0.0978454551996659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245705053076737,0.09643699949593876,0.25447472300832724,0.0,0.10446587765128999,0.0,0.0,0.09469797245111036,0.0,0.04524359962112744,0.0,0.08177457625874135,0.0,0.07776741091621735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098242472022503,0.0,0.4338455641161576,0.0,0.09842766687797706,0.06807754860136354,0.0,0.07142501232907338,0.0,0.0984896774054081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675566785168203,0.0,0.0,0.2088032506215761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112265223873453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372425798653078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846647284606745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526102038950327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16200143950920054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06287476504691662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641131327264228,0.054622608211830376,0.2205238016303317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578607869780694,0.0,0.0,0.059636527105329774
anxiety,pretty-in-pink,2019/03/08,"I’m spiraling over the fact I haven’t received a package For background, my trigger for anxiety is related to things not according to schedule. 

So a couple weeks ago I decided to treat myself and buy an old video game from a third party seller on Amazon. I waited per the estimated delivery time and it still hasn’t come 4 days later. The seller was no help giving me a tracking number, Amazon won’t issue me a refund, and the post office won’t give me any information without a tracking number. I’m resorting to having to call my credit card just to get a refund.

And at the root, I’m more upset that the one time I decided to treat myself this happens. Almost like I don’t deserve on some level to be happy and treat myself to something. I get so anxious about purchase so I’m afraid this will backtrack me as well.",6.465555555555554,6.084946503067485,7.616891615541924,72.71111792774373,65.56441717791411,9.698432174505797,32.83503749147921,9.150863307647796,2.942932379004772,652,24,115,10,9,223,102,163,0.057,0.7440000000000001,0.198,0.959,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,2,14,0,10,0,0,2,1,18,21,9,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,3,2,7,2,8,2,1,2,1,0,15,7,19,16,2,17,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,2,10,80,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181348032548708,0.0,0.20485755141101036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391215735336148,0.0,0.15650331799010744,0.23111743140740984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088992909416301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17622775562644813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22636413621079515,0.0,0.13193732553660026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21376945560772925,0.3925040013550681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18090962406525926,0.217779461773127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13712581755592027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21352861123745295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994756790921384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214672540030626,0.0,0.1386288601982719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19593131164606534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574958579532413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633780380337676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591401612457996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23858475765745205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16410192251472186,0.0,0.1839421982195325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19720804377867973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,you_best_not_miss,2019/03/08,"Sudden relief from anxiety after a small change at work. Can someone explain me what this is? (More info below) I've been suffering from debilitating anxiety and OCD causing intrusive thoughts for almost 5 years. I've been on SSRIs almost the whole time (almost 5 years) but never felt a sense of 100% relief. I would say I was about 80% relieved and the anti-psychotics helped me sleep well at night. 

​

However, yesterday when I was happened to work with a colleague who is left handed. I'm right handed and I had to use his mouse which gave me a hard time but I was so engrossed in work and I was so aware of using the correct mouse buttons that I felt like I was completely in the present. There were no obsessive thoughts in my mind or no rumination the entire time I spent at his desk. The rest of the day I felt a relief I haven't had in half a decade. Can someone explain what caused this? Is there a term for this?  I see a psychiatrist who mostly manages my medication; now I'm starting to realize there might be other techniques as well. I've read of mindfulness but had difficulty applying it practically. ",3.7483771929824528,5.932661157407413,4.795536062378171,80.9293859649123,74.0,7.69551656920078,28.035087719298247,8.532816995589336,2.2276055555555563,894,36,164,17,19,292,126,216,0.081,0.799,0.119,0.9025,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,3,10,9,0,1,15,0,20,4,3,4,2,32,36,12,0,1,4,0,6,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,11,5,0,0,9,1,1,0,4,2,2,1,18,8,19,7,24,15,5,28,0,1,1,0,9,12,0,6,17,114,30,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612770904945045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030455782125516,0.14613231319875514,0.0,0.0,0.18400123398514656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470857896456159,0.12722196359933718,0.0,0.12609312635789546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755947611592795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34641308233070245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634788608731212,0.0,0.10773173455852672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080609535840979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066574797448746,0.0,0.0,0.05875426816916444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115199251215908,0.0,0.1275796929322207,0.2428620368784328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275398870802046,0.0,0.0,0.1128583734140762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029521951452585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270366711258223,0.0,0.09563770593305454,0.0,0.0,0.09583378129626048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034952699219917,0.0,0.20379634805774646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512254016020716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19095026052388345,0.21037839827999635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077366757372069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21626117509197973,0.0,0.0,0.1342689815047408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26265797856792444,0.0,0.0,0.08543115362120224,0.0,0.14613231319875514,0.1548904391147503
anxiety,itsgonnabeOKdw,2019/03/08,"Tips/discussion? Hey everyone. I’m a 15 year old student. I have been struggling with anxiety since grade 6 I think. I have not been diagnosed yet though. I cannot face a lot of people at a time and even small things trigger me a lot. I have my finals right now and I messed up physics and math really bad and I just hate it. I am always exhausted. I either don’t sleep or sleep for 15 hours straight and I’m exhausted either way. I have no will left to do anything and I just hate myself for it. I want to go out there and just be good at something or the other but I just cannot do it. I have never tried self-harm but I constantly think of suicide. I just don’t want to be alive. I don’t see any good in it. I haven’t attempted it yet because my parents will be “sad”(like anyone even cares about my existence). I don’t want to go for therapy because the idea of telling my darkest secrets to some stranger is very absurd to me. I do have panic attacks from time to time but they aren’t as frequent as my anxiety attacks. I just don’t like anything about myself or what I do and it’s very annoying. I just wanted to say that and get it off my chest. Thank you!(if possible, can someone maybe give me some tips to “recover” from this or just not be exhausted or tired) ",0.7703617436564727,2.9719547622641542,2.5345478204294096,93.1667924528302,84.39622641509433,6.070266753415745,23.10019518542615,7.372421405659032,0.9296922576447626,992,37,219,16,29,327,132,265,0.181,0.726,0.093,-0.9736,2,0,1,0,0,1,27.0,0,0,1,1,17,17,5,2,6,0,30,9,4,1,1,45,47,20,1,4,20,1,0,1,0,2,5,1,0,0,12,11,0,0,4,0,0,2,13,12,0,0,2,2,35,5,28,39,6,26,0,0,1,0,7,10,0,9,14,153,47,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550993585470548,0.0,0.0,0.07805742608945364,0.0,0.1756197240511424,0.0,0.0,0.08026002207922403,0.0,0.1889157989661525,0.0,0.0,0.2611679794025021,0.0,0.0,0.09584029973516467,0.1399431853327753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170304926563928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240413141707975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650389602361624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15162821758352552,0.0,0.0,0.10968155083138173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574085739180085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059970186713174625,0.11011179394181188,0.13046940319850148,0.1925516592807772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266519466802487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130396543118916,0.0,0.0,0.12957777861922348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471374297450652,0.0,0.0,0.05607793023566585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19517142924864256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153165025980064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852891662052816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044707015067695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467493074092474,0.12745465234190698,0.0,0.0,0.07957715012815683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940232673119492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353391815004913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802537345378942,0.0,0.09128127654949957,0.0,0.0,0.09146842040953604,0.0,0.11974531303179407,0.0,0.0,0.09495096099586682,0.0,0.22973488016674615,0.0,0.097256571690767,0.08836674988160476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999772784630665,0.0,0.12555566091452675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032675084062682,0.1056781863791302,0.13126612970300072,0.0,0.07625775067589946,0.14709860207175926,0.1127752317444263,0.0,0.20079537213993245,0.13192794790658452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793117076030323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18941854011624126,0.2708115922025571,0.09111062829282306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391748301451223
anxiety,ScienceAndMuesli,2019/03/08,"feeling stupid for being an adult with anxiety I was recently diagnosed. I haven't yet told anyone in my life. Not because I distrust them, but because I feel weirdly ashamed. Depression... okay, serious issue, can happen to anyone. But generalized anxiety disorder? I've seen enough social media posts about aNXieTy iS So TumBLr, riGhT GuYyYSss?

Same for the eating disorder. I'm at the lower end of normal weight, and 31 years old. Why would I have an eating disorder. Isn't that a thing for teenagers who watch to many supermodel shows. 

I think I really need to get over my own stupid stereotypes. (Yay, so meta. I feel stupid for feeling stupid for my diagnoses.)",3.2940000000000005,6.372130400000002,4.148333333333333,79.57000000000002,82.5,7.866666666666666,27.16666666666667,8.648137234880735,2.8352666666666666,528,23,87,14,15,169,84,120,0.307,0.643,0.051,-0.9886,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,0,4,11,5,1,5,2,8,6,0,0,0,15,19,5,0,3,3,0,5,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,2,3,0,5,1,0,0,3,9,0,0,3,7,12,2,14,14,3,10,0,1,2,0,5,4,0,0,5,52,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32180987115544396,0.0,0.0,0.19609389931415405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17095687356813494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077357829587035,0.2846461122825367,0.0,0.0,0.482121976823207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869655915498687,0.0,0.0,0.12419566336770438,0.14488749970725234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836031762142829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326055644226145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399844203281975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14635603417828527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904341713590467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216377631946764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397333141013457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738844234126288,0.0,0.0,0.14714010185231222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13429455461581755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983023159187242,0.0,0.13845296785236738,0.0,0.0,0.11974939212766272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14293935115333914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315770975120737,0.0898490235756463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13398876818224004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17075343315964073,0.0,0.0,0.12652914743826968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09961016001200428,0.0,0.0,0.09029880067498476
anxiety,NoodleBoysInAmerica,2019/03/08,"I actually didn't disappoint everybody today! My friends pressured me into playing volleyball with them and as always, I was worried I'd screw it all up. Fortunately, I actually served correctly! I finally feel like I haven't disappointed everybody. ",6.809285714285713,10.08063254761905,8.733571428571429,51.14892857142861,68.76190476190476,13.723809523809528,43.83333333333334,12.161744961471696,7.786790476190478,205,14,26,10,4,72,34,42,0.124,0.5870000000000001,0.289,0.8072,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,0,7,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,6,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,1,8,3,4,2,1,4,0,2,0,1,2,2,1,0,3,18,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.6423097649324635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738382080220685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16640323991330588,0.235109658995592,0.0,0.36051381204684185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542624419390128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16078201485426666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119490533966914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33421781134459605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,norwegianforrestcat,2019/03/08,"Small win the other day! I had to attend this get-together with my boyfriend and his work colleagues at a bar the other night. I was really nervous because I obviously wouldn’t have much to add to the conversation (as it was mostly about their work) and I felt like I shouldn’t even be there and I had to make sure to chuckle and respond at the appropriate times but overall just felt really out of place. At first I kept overthinking what I was doing with my hands and was my face looking weird and was that guy referring to me? And should I get another drink or should I wait or is that rude and blah blah blah my mind was a spiral. 

SO. I just started chanting silently to myself, “quiet confidence, quiet confidence, quiet confidence.”
It’s something that an acquaintance told me once that I possessed which was awesome because I hardly feel it. But I guess I give off that vibe, most likely because I can be quiet and reserved. 

Anyways, try it. It calmed me down. ",3.4123624288425063,5.678240381720427,4.220069576217586,84.29422201138522,75.29032258064517,7.1721695129664775,26.532574320050607,8.124751697461798,1.8149561037318158,765,29,143,13,17,245,109,186,0.065,0.7759999999999999,0.158,0.9674,0,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,4,7,9,1,1,7,0,19,4,2,1,2,36,31,15,0,4,6,0,5,5,0,4,0,4,0,1,15,13,2,2,4,2,0,1,2,3,0,1,13,10,26,6,18,12,3,14,0,0,1,0,7,8,0,5,7,108,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19093513673449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33299745053872776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743169143175412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17837691107742432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026740176731825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206916016590486,0.0,0.3496660561191155,0.0,0.0,0.15488395344436753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902669214065364,0.17467539449278455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005904525769596,0.18029574045910848,0.0,0.0,0.16311507559920801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17791799108150289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529080537102315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154514896436913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18385696502492546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338556258380901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17087724603041451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939177693578444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19024319676237386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333004613156628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018023268035534,0.0,0.0,0.1288828183295027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716157780566419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617697276945916,0.0,0.0,0.17399288009217542,0.0,0.1236257943725272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26512445446961497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Paddy-The-Dog,2019/03/08,"I just had to leave a class I love because of panic attacks (Possibly triggering? I'll put it here anyway just in case)

 More specifically it was the tutor, others keep telling them to not single me out in class and to not make a big deal over telling me off cause it's the biggest trigger for me right now but they never listen, this is the second time, I tried keeping it in but it was a big mistake, I felt really light headed since I was struggling to breath, the self hate was getting worse and worse in my head and working was basically a no deal.  Had to move back to a quiet classroom crying quite a bit, shaking like crazy even though I was really looking forward to it today...

I just, I really wish I wasn't like this. I glad about how far I've come with my anxiety yet little things like this still trigger such a big reaction. Now I'm worried I'm gunna really struggle in this class generally cause I get very scared and untrusting of people who trigger stuff multiple times even if they don't mean to. I just want to enjoy things sometimes or just progress like others but I keep getting held back and I hate it hah 

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anxiety,zzgoogleplexzz,2019/03/08,"Bettering myself Hey guys, didn't know where to post this but I'm on my way to a better me.

My anxiety got to the point where I wouldn't leave the house even for work, vomiting every time I had something social to do. I knew I had to get help when I snapped on my family about two weeks ago.

Tuesday I finally got the courage to go to the doctors and get some help. I'm now on an SSRI, super nauseous right now but I correlate that to having to work in 3 hours. I feel like even though this medication isn't supposed to be working for a few weeks, it feels like it's already working.

Anyways, I made this post to basically well a) start documenting on how I am through my journey on taming my anxiety and b) I guess to give insight to others who are too afraid to make a change with themselves.

I'm here for you internet stranger <3",3.700387596899226,4.560445395348836,4.95581395348837,85.06108527131785,71.79069767441861,8.291472868217053,29.449612403100772,8.59863814320734,2.0579868217054265,656,26,140,11,12,218,108,172,0.024,0.799,0.17800000000000002,0.9815,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,7,14,8,0,1,9,0,10,3,0,3,0,16,27,7,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,8,3,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,1,1,1,7,2,19,7,26,18,2,26,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,2,13,92,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915569730129305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14833640730147662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056626887316084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23776808625078955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14219910667374458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758511749356528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775669964424269,0.0,0.11325510156934708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671972099336695,0.0,0.13593412674920718,0.1920601197580057,0.0,0.14725112998745354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140458367188601,0.12894842948585392,0.07639429000354807,0.0,0.21501676908445647,0.0,0.14807937835070445,0.1330974671200844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801985075795848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237715390274213,0.15510325429259764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07387401280199654,0.0,0.0,0.14233194194646853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13134217096722028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12719196410003708,0.08972675353669791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13541455122661672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12707085785852806,0.0,0.2574754380759364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479440579553295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13702481147422976,0.0,0.10348349807127573,0.0,0.0,0.0951435493222058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206749702063475,0.0,0.07838169723870064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313093344785732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669676705146974,0.21564809643548305,0.0,0.12086020776704155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.391439013164076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,abouta5outoften,2019/03/08,"I always show up to events alone I've noticed that nearly nobody else does this. They always seem to be with someone else.

I always try to do new things despite my anxiety so I'm often going to a new art class, or a sports club etc. The people in my life are generally unreliable and often cancel plans so I tend to just do things alone with the idea 'I shouldn't let other people stop me from doing what I want'. But sometimes these activities are not fun at all because I am alone. I try to engage in conversation and it usually goes okayish but I wouldn't say I ever 'make friends '. 

Where do people get these friends that go everywhere with them? Even when I go to the store near university other people are in groups of 2...

I even have friends with the same hobbies as me but they don't want to do those hobbies with me. I understand people are busy and schedules are likely to clash but how come nobody is ever asking me 'oh I need to go to the store do you want to come?' Like they're clearly asking other friends. Or if they go running with someone else every now and then but when I ask them to come with me whenever they want or ask to join them the plans fall through? 
Or for pre drinks (I've been invited so clearly they don't dislike me and do want me to come) and everyone arrives in sets of 2 or 3 and I arrive alone. Like...we all live equidistant from the place wouldn't it be easier for all of us to walk for 1 minute alone instead of people going in opposite directions just to meet someone to walk with them for 1 minute? And why do I never see those people when they're actually alone? Do people just never go to their own house so they just happen to be at someone else's house when new plans are made? 
It doesn't feel like they dislike me or that they're trying to avoid me...it just seems like I am always inconvenient whilst other friends are convenient even though I try to tell them I'm free or up for things. 

It seems like other people have extra security by arriving to new events with another person. I feel like I would have to /beg/ someone to come with me to some thing and even then probably be stood up just before. 

So yeah. Question. Where are y'all getting your friends that want to go places and do stuff with you? 
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anxiety,UnKnownGirl0910,2019/03/08,"School I didn’t do so well last year , skipped classes , failed most of my classes, etc. I’m still trying to be on pace but it’s hard to not be overwhelmed all the time, I 

can’t wait for the year to be over.... I’ve switched schools and none of my friends are in my classes , it’s really hard getting up and coming to school sometimes ",2.9297142857142866,3.757269685714288,3.355714285714285,95.93928571428572,73.57142857142857,6.171428571428572,28.285714285714285,5.6839178017228535,0.7455142857142856,258,10,61,1,5,80,49,70,0.146,0.826,0.028,-0.7212,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,2,0,7,0,0,0,1,8,11,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,1,0,1,2,5,2,11,7,4,10,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,1,5,38,7,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18689814653108766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24197592999317025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16762842393969354,0.0,0.11335647695228344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3887202288457564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17685733535095638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138994829845276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.658747575638422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21458624104095844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17327039309926973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651539718654373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14730657759006224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950796898812973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794396989217511
anxiety,measlyballoon,2019/03/08,"Training someone at work. So yesterday at about 4pm of my 8-5 job I was planning on relaxing as I was totally caught up with my work when my boss brought me someone from a different department to train as my backup. Now, I'm not very good at training people but I've done it twice before. My anxiety has gotten worse since the last time I trained someone, though. I'm more of a quiet, work-with-earbuds-in, leave-me-alone kind of person at work. I told my boss I would have nothing to show him right now as I was caught up with everything & that he should send him to me in the morning. He said I'm sure you'll find something & left us. I had nothing of any real substance to show him so I sort of panicked & showed him some random things about the job but I think I didn't come off that bad. I was literally sweating when I showed him how to do this super basic thing & said keep doing it while I take care of something else.

I came back 5 minutes later & he asks me if he can go back to his department. I could tell that he just really didn't want to do this really basic task. I said the boss wanted him to learn how to do this so just do it for a little while longer. We got to talking & he said that he quit his last job because he got bored. I said well I sort of do this super basic thing a lot & I could tell by his face that he had zero interest in working back here even though the department he's currently in is more repetitive than mine. I said just go back & if the boss asks tell him & I sent you back. 

Then, instead of relaxing, I spent the rest of my time at work looking over my shoulder expecting my boss to come over & give me shit so that made my anxiety even worse. He never came by, I went home, worried about it a few times throughout the night, and went to bed. I woke up about an hour ago to go to the bathroom & when I laid back down I looked at my clock to see how much time I had before I had to get up for work. As soon as I thought of work I got anxious. I couldn't get back to sleep which really sucked because I was having a dream (rare for me) and it was a good one.

Now I'm anxious about being anxious all day waiting for my boss to chew me out. Fuck.

Tldr I have anxiety about training someone at work as I am not good at it.",3.843832991101984,3.795165761806985,4.867078028747437,89.08136995208763,71.05338809034906,8.136043805612594,26.91095140314853,7.793537801064563,1.2523550171115672,1774,52,412,20,30,583,211,487,0.129,0.8009999999999999,0.069,-0.9796,7,1,2,0,0,0,62.0,2,2,0,12,37,17,3,0,17,0,33,7,5,10,4,53,82,27,0,10,9,0,0,0,0,3,0,7,2,1,20,10,1,2,4,7,1,17,6,5,1,3,36,10,67,12,71,39,9,74,0,0,3,1,42,24,3,7,33,262,87,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04423333907030026,0.0,0.0,0.05168135078851388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5947329188436321,0.0,0.03393371103959042,0.0,0.1145200899010156,0.16911838906917867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329952770346353,0.0,0.0,0.26859013817202765,0.04166441554751984,0.06083715350286008,0.0,0.08492244912159895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414461262572692,0.05087637550425842,0.0,0.0,0.08596886283978858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968217895512555,0.0,0.0,0.03218137177706372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0521348791661153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05106502475296707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04168504684370162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591695856113661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04484690229155423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045607695845067416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04613174578029089,0.0521413807466066,0.04786862679010635,0.08507795957630107,0.12556125714559732,0.11972876498717795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05005376844343108,0.0,0.049141448259375616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14855415045436748,0.044353412630151176,0.0,0.05196317102136653,0.0,0.08135031987846852,0.0,0.0,0.05421649583875327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050012909046613735,0.0,0.0,0.08380686447007235,0.0,0.0,0.042423195428692995,0.0,0.04721658638636783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03668224145481653,0.0,0.03848595611910502,0.0,0.0,0.04682776953733446,0.0,0.09576079132648987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033813531318198475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034594376897700764,0.043570755133326436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05307479214924332,0.0,0.05679712432567685,0.09590165299274957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04261432722002416,0.2847979610345773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03976383930297613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051221632760262564,0.04127779552547271,0.0,0.04993603702970795,0.0,0.16912043175359578,0.07683091555065458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04703015931317366,0.0,0.03751858975303445,0.04010772969829261,0.1308443978923407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945402784609866,0.03197390502801367,0.09805299298628188,0.03961502599412412,0.116388364782871,0.0,0.0,0.047681588270934834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06002355579052339,0.0,0.0,0.041172725824186775,0.05886462554787331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04486609261115434,0.09251559956899656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32695014775005155,0.050675872047850096,0.10170472583986256,0.03544752819008207,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sad_R0b0t,2019/03/08,"I dont know if I have anxiety? I havent been into uni for about an month because I hate going in. I feel everyone judging. Everythings just got alot worse since my girlfriend left me. I'm on depression medication I'm trying to do work right now for a group project but I hate speaking and socialising. When people ask me out I dont even reply anymore I dont feel good enough. I just think I'll be quiet and awkward and I'll just ruin their night. I'm on course to losing my degree and not passing at all. I just have no motivation to get out of bed or to do the work. I'm so exhausted 24/7. I sleep for about 10 hours every night if not more and I cant even get up. I'm just worthless. I feel trapped because I'm lonely but I'm too afraid to speak to someone. 

Any resources that you guys have? Anything I can do to make myself feel better? You're all welcome to speak to me if you're interested.

I know I cant carry on like this and I think I need help. I'm sorry if this is the wrong sub reddit or I dont even have any symptoms. I just need help and I'm lost.",-0.5795689655172396,1.5364598362069015,1.9748275862069,95.1529310344828,90.72413793103449,4.751724137931035,18.77586206896552,6.311591054244273,-0.10942586206896544,830,25,193,9,29,284,120,232,0.233,0.679,0.08800000000000001,-0.987,0,3,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,1,6,15,17,2,2,5,0,18,4,1,2,2,41,46,17,0,6,16,0,4,1,1,0,3,4,1,1,3,10,0,0,9,0,0,2,10,12,0,0,3,8,28,5,24,42,5,19,0,6,0,0,12,11,0,7,7,113,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482268473407024,0.0,0.08708305709022117,0.0,0.11289320486315395,0.0,0.0,0.09367606853671734,0.0,0.10641986184931382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13878487127303055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067733703623358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980454612156634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5336525987807644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762143619178984,0.0,0.2255597792273505,0.0,0.0959104496449818,0.1087737132534354,0.10230708051182777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302325111709239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894762325748312,0.0,0.06469475196278945,0.09547895163006698,0.0910438237145291,0.0,0.0,0.11271402118940392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247759415294158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260168988264214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210402160789966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512089410083213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236814834787172,0.0,0.0,0.05561377147810365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12735165291167666,0.12426376984269392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598539189530279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467625137103225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086158699044204,0.0,0.0,0.1688136325192285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21365187531124624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891848760301365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721401441538212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416504896416443,0.0,0.11391667874019605,0.0,0.09645157604825604,0.0,0.0,0.12742836811031458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831759957292468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458810624070492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728613205713683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657456981669233,0.0,0.11600704890705163,0.0,0.12446012165119595,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RockyRickaby1995,2019/03/08,"Having trouble dealing with the duality going on in my head I have not been officially diagnosed with any form of anxiety disorder but this seemed like the best place to post this. Recently I’ve been struggling with my self control when upset. When I encounter a problem that gets me in a bad mood, I have the hardest time bringing my mood back to normal. In my head, I can hear my logical brain saying, “the problem is dealt with. It’s no big deal anymore. This is an overreaction, you’re fine. You want to feel better.” But, at the same time, my mind resists this logic, as if it’s saying, “no, you want to be upset. You don’t want any help and just want to stew your own self-pity.” My fiancée has been really supportive as she HAS seen someone for anxiety before, and I feel terrible when she tries to help me but all I do is resist, which only feeds into those negative thoughts. 

I’m generally pretty good at dealing with stressful situations by just thinking about them logically to find the best course of action, but this doesn’t seem to work when a situation affects my mood. I understand that it is my brain overreacting to a situation or getting the wrong mix of hormones or any number of things, but this logical reasoning doesn’t seem to be enough.  I just can’t get over those negative thoughts keeping me in that bad mood that lasts hours. It’s as if I’m not in control of my own body while my brain is yelling at me “you’re fine!!! Get over it!!!”

My fiancée said I should post how I’ve been feeling to see how common (or uncommon) this feeling of dualism is when dealing with a general bad mood. Thanks for any comments, whether it’s relatable stories or tips. ",5.820061349693256,6.228083797546012,6.440006134969328,77.92301533742334,66.85276073619632,9.832883435582822,33.78466257668712,9.766711354998122,3.1629060122699366,1322,57,255,27,20,433,162,326,0.184,0.67,0.146,-0.9608,0,0,0,0,1,0,38.0,0,4,1,6,12,26,0,4,13,0,24,8,6,6,1,62,54,25,0,10,17,0,4,1,0,1,1,5,0,1,21,9,1,3,17,0,0,3,10,12,0,0,8,11,32,9,42,43,8,32,0,0,2,0,19,14,0,9,14,172,53,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281069949518936,0.0,0.12830325541889542,0.0,0.08316523433260044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06448211550355447,0.2100553771414096,0.0,0.0,0.07135752353493853,0.0,0.17600893155287284,0.0741661496522302,0.0,0.09314804103706983,0.0,0.280841917543319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18810918389152725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3458182897594327,0.0,0.08511475125915524,0.0,0.0,0.09610926307715943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664838876072924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16960578597908366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664527491379161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17525070660374362,0.0,0.0476587958823276,0.07033664599894064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17212630938601034,0.0,0.09451477846426018,0.0,0.11241735332099596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258386532607657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745374095624354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835598154959685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040969094133722565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467331787481963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216365930304546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06377827218941297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761442717603063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606267869942114,0.0853143814675949,0.0,0.16048278034436156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053721990131418436,0.08622064538575668,0.0828002871730706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976876714160691,0.13337550782943608,0.0,0.0,0.06682447640761607,0.22902526061417175,0.17496569438475806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827818642977314,0.0,0.0,0.07105315092724303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960597852583552,0.0876672549665792,0.0,0.0,0.0951617874023069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720576610892914,0.0,0.0,0.0557119521483312,0.053733228472330634,0.0,0.13314878122109855,0.09779729111786073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05693450984036949,0.0,0.0,0.08729979846307924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197847987021344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0610500864262892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168625511812313,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Corgi_Cookies,2019/03/08,"A little achievement I’ve been dealing with a lot lately. Chronic illness, failing grades, depression, ya know fun stuff. For a while I used to pick at my nails EXCESSIVELY. They would bleed a lot and looked hideous and I hated them. I finally decided that I’d had enough and I wanted to grow them out. So I did! Fast forward to a few weeks later, and I have the longest nails I’ve ever had and no plans on going back! Just a little win for me. Been having a lot of trouble and really suicidal, but things like this make think that I won’t be stuck in this anxious, depression hole forever. ☺️",1.5515449256625722,3.9428604957983246,3.2505882352941207,88.0614932126697,82.69747899159663,6.350614091790563,23.43956043956044,7.61054688173877,1.2536743374272787,465,17,93,8,13,154,85,119,0.215,0.721,0.063,-0.9458,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,3,4,4,8,1,0,8,0,10,3,0,3,1,22,19,9,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,6,1,13,3,11,10,5,17,0,3,1,0,5,7,0,3,10,66,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20701865823600693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409067939899583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18892116881000132,0.3156633486570648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18934469766267006,0.0,0.0,0.16575876971176914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007397870921932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414435197664117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809199669239373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070858948778373,0.0,0.20671230257161016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895259664168034,0.3673262990132045,0.0,0.0,0.15388259723604925,0.0,0.0,0.4673739940205737,0.0,0.0,0.1223198042892106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739368873158446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20977570369937815,0.20044412900468397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174216839567845,0.11741824683696507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15826787768031567,0.0,0.0,0.10808471981276624,0.0,0.14699090244327506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017448482244096,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,okayyand,2019/03/08,"I just wanted to share with some people who might understand what im going through So a little back story. I've struggled with anxiety and depression for a lot of my life & did not have a good childhood. I recently discovered that my anxiety (I would consider severe at times) is what leads me to feeling depressed.

Anyways.

I've been holding down a steady part time job for the past 5 months that has a very nice routine...just recently I started going back to school part time & I feel like it's all so overwhelming. I think I dissociated a little from all the built up stress and worrying. Now I just feel completely incapable and useless. I did not go to school on the third day bc I didn't feel safe to drive so far bc I felt dissociated. I called off work today as well. Now I just feel like it's all too much. 

I do take perscribed medicine for anxiety (nothing that would be on the governments scheduling list) & lately it feels like that barely takes the edge off. I do have an appointment next week to discuss my medicine but right now I don't even know how I'm going to make it thru till then unless I'm just curled up under the blanket. I'm racking my brain on a different ways I could make money, like doing a courier service so I can be by myself, that way I could have the stress of my job taken away and focus on school.

I just feel incapable. I don't feel like a functional adult at all right now. I'm scared to disappoint my boyfriend and put us in a worse financial situation. I just feel scared and incapable.

(Sorry for typos or if this didn't make sense I just wanted to say it to someone)",3.3936396011396006,5.035801398148152,4.49345679012346,85.04209401709404,73.59876543209877,8.071035137701804,26.659069325735988,8.730908602173464,1.9189704653371331,1279,46,260,25,26,418,170,324,0.158,0.785,0.058,-0.9828,3,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,1,0,0,2,22,20,0,6,18,0,23,2,1,5,4,54,53,18,0,7,13,0,10,5,0,3,1,1,0,1,14,8,0,2,13,0,1,7,6,10,1,1,7,11,32,10,39,39,9,51,0,5,0,0,7,19,0,5,28,170,46,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647001606981826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868896875861523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650964782912839,0.1252349872911976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090694812484956,0.0831529191040703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538169185572103,0.0,0.0,0.1300363765342733,0.0,0.0,0.05251800380795825,0.0,0.1402774640525198,0.0,0.0,0.08508089094340364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053786195080566895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705779590425724,0.2327050245927997,0.07818912868784497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851226080294487,0.06830272936142451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879623770436996,0.0,0.16162077641887931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04475383538112377,0.0,0.09186076786096868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057519035135666176,0.19892197794308555,0.16323593449979296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923202511391327,0.0,0.0,0.16307289416484153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638829366533747,0.0,0.0,0.06499960755332958,0.0,0.059863144111884516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660567063859978,0.0,0.0,0.07813783760333785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17636953682411827,0.07773768720790489,0.05645587858197764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186336710755121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16081192173751502,0.0,0.0,0.1390878806981054,0.0,0.06475935186654859,0.1630586927322397,0.2472457753501464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199690908826837,0.0,0.0,0.09153489797119377,0.0,0.0,0.06899851519978681,0.0,0.0,0.09115836727794503,0.05763919655149353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186564071170434,0.0851321911188578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245602537822388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05217943093443018,0.0,0.0,0.1424539472838446,0.0,0.07718963190676342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477536031246659,0.09795472217317404,0.0,0.0,0.06719133623631858,0.09606341985957803,0.12927657148172506,0.06532120729649518,0.0,0.07321868187981269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05928470815525111,0.0826998817706529,0.08298790393317104,0.11569633720811485,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DeepThots101,2019/03/08,"Terror In The Air Anybody else have terrible flight anxiety? I absolutely despise flying despite the fact it’s statistically WAAAAY more safe than driving and I never have any trepidation with the latter. My fear, I believe, stems from having another person controlling the airplane and what a crash entails. Still, I’d like to enjoy air travel for what it truly is: A much quicker and safer means of transport I will utilize infrequently, as opposed to a mix of boredom and terror. ",8.736,9.506082364705883,8.809411764705883,62.18235294117649,60.647058823529406,10.564705882352943,40.52941176470589,10.355215969177356,4.724458823529412,391,20,55,8,5,128,66,85,0.225,0.629,0.146,-0.7845,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,1,8,1,3,7,0,5,0,0,1,2,11,6,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,3,1,1,0,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,5,3,10,5,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,39,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088781335956768,0.32208219239124763,0.23497521004825114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3460621487403103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445040802168701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565912927531621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3456384109218353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006199909936646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345853658643615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257966457676455,0.0,0.2368993675470634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681987243006041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452969642898071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CastSeven,2019/03/08,"Had a bad panic attack today. Scared to go back to work tomorrow. How can I make myself feel safe there again? My desk at work is right next to a window facing outside.  At some point this afternoon, someone was talking to me and casually pointed out something on the window that they found interesting.

There was a grasshopper on the outside of the window, right above my eye level.  It looked like it had just traveled in time from a prehistoric era... because it was without a doubt the largest insect I've ever seen in my life, by an extremely large margin.  I've occasionally seen things like this in nature shows and they scared me, but I didn't think we had anything remotely like this in my area.  It had to have been at least 8 inches long and was bigger than fist.

I screamed, ""HOLY SHIT"" and rolled back in my chair about 3 feet from my desk.  My coworkers tried to continue the conversation, asking me important work related questions, but I just froze up.  I tried to answer but couldn't.  I was completely paralyzed with fear.

I sat there shaking, my heart pounding, and I started to hyperventilate going full panic attack.  After just sitting there in the aisle for several minutes, I worked up the courage to peek... It was still there.  It had moved a few inches but mostly it was just standing there on the other side of the window.

I tried to lean in to lock my computer but my legs wouldn't move, they just shook in place.  Eventually I was able to lock my machine, then grabbed my keys and ran out of there.  I took a long walk around all the buildings so I could walk in the street, as far away from any trees or grass as possible, hopped in my car and went home.

When I arrived home I was terrified it had somehow followed me.  I closed up all the air vents and couldn't empty out my coffee cup or lunch bag because I was afraid it might somehow be hiding inside - completely irrational I know.

Now I'm terrified to go to work tomorrow.  Not just because it might still be there, but because now I know that this thing exists there, and there could be others.  I'm also afraid of how stupid I looked freaking out like that, and can't stop wondering what people were saying about me after I left, will they still have any respect left for me tomorrow, etc.  I even have this really irrational but totally crippling fear that someone might bring it inside and hide it in my desk to mess with me.  I don't have the kind of coworkers that would do that I don't think, but the even the slimmest possibility terrifies me.

How do I go back to work tomorrow?  How can I show my face there after having a panic attack in public, especially over something everyone else thought was no big deal?  How can I ever feel safe at my workplace again knowing this creature or others like it could be there???",6.043020727723332,6.504866849442383,6.099408583981078,80.37032387067705,66.37918215613382,9.19779204686268,30.429424355074914,9.095868883498916,2.4007551425030984,2207,76,424,36,33,699,248,538,0.16,0.774,0.067,-0.996,1,0,2,0,0,0,61.0,1,0,4,6,45,33,5,12,24,0,49,9,7,6,5,80,78,33,0,7,19,0,4,5,0,6,1,2,6,0,31,20,1,3,12,4,0,17,10,21,0,0,28,11,58,12,67,35,9,98,0,0,5,0,12,48,1,13,36,305,89,10,0.0735884853785601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05884868517044702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008538702821798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06055705332124391,0.06550935365181985,0.06879530011362857,0.2511525770903758,0.06913880439796527,0.16975500872998364,0.06144331149800994,0.17943543065257242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15431225367979293,0.0,0.0,0.1762632528756806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586649716574577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06147373686558673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207061343470391,0.0972090011260082,0.13312999609040854,0.0,0.07031695134447419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16561500973525606,0.07441709858797461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068597592633904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16728812835178694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720270948833651,0.0,0.0,0.14763050174609108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766310834205436,0.12132692117671337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599082093616156,0.0,0.0519777234929382,0.17975808428995654,0.0,0.0,0.13024698773087542,0.1235915879687093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04912088541414265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341972616842115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564258280709652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782621890432634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590206962004553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05101699010707752,0.0,0.07688430470988371,0.0,0.13912980916650858,0.16591992078244314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243594514003487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04714266807436618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568832886527467,0.0,0.058520517198560426,0.14734982295801627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313404234818107,0.07553752274614177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470256971518567,0.11330402250505535,0.0,0.0,0.05208630870880045,0.0,0.17630357844431954,0.06152326885072861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05914763706500314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977778396324799,0.0943050601155487,0.0,0.0584210374769945,0.04291003760716169,0.0,0.06975327966312837,0.0,0.08175951492710637,0.14988525329099195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06821726319741199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093667389370735,0.07980357331842723,0.3214397627413357,0.0,0.0,0.05227514865613786,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BigComplex,2019/03/08,"Verge of panic attack due to fear of sleep. The past few weeks I’ve developed this irrational fear of sleeping. I’m scared I’ll die in my sleep and miss out of my kid’s life. I just found out I’m going to be a dad. When I Sleep, I dream about the time I attempted to OD and I never woke up. It’s like a happy death day scenario. It keeps playing over and over. I’ve been missing out on work and I feel like shit. ",-0.4985869565217413,1.3709315326086973,1.7219130434782637,99.10352173913046,86.93478260869566,4.984347826086957,16.808695652173913,6.2581,-0.5624121739130437,319,7,80,3,10,107,60,92,0.314,0.569,0.117,-0.9688,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,3,12,2,4,4,0,2,6,5,0,1,12,11,5,3,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,7,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,8,0,0,3,1,8,4,16,7,1,17,0,2,0,0,2,9,1,0,9,41,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18961878402570725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749266881797688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729840774340898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751152043855534,0.08427673672583025,0.11907385242735798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18275237491480448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472619745980453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17743042360853373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14814989018578506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772866724288605,0.16285961190636725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855132975414787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955591697287209,0.0,0.0,0.15911174949205792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668724321648995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17109121527688054,0.0,0.0,0.667188201634379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719051161445352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369797771423614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213426070611074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jrt364,2019/03/08,"Scared of stalkers and hidden cameras I’m panicking. I can’t help but feel like someone is stalking me and that people are watching me on secret/hidden cameras. I’m trying to watch my back, but it’s overwhelming because I need to do work, yet I need to be careful about my safety. And everything makes me jump.

I’ve been at work since 5:30am (it’s almost 7:10am) and it’s been a constant fear all morning. I feel like I’m going to get assaulted or kidnapped, or killed. I want to believe this isn’t true, but my gut feeling says “what if it’s true? You never know...” I don’t know what to do. :(",0.8019789227166285,3.118450860655741,2.510210772833726,92.58672131147543,85.47540983606558,4.797189695550352,22.648711943793913,6.18269132825596,0.4506351288056205,463,17,96,4,14,152,75,122,0.168,0.652,0.18,-0.3291,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,2,3,10,2,3,1,0,10,1,1,1,4,24,25,10,1,4,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,0,5,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,2,6,13,5,10,22,1,8,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,4,6,56,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19646969012591356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15086855444248212,0.0,0.11960397033723708,0.0,0.0,0.2210544111166753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20004277505821805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120265252701998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17633525773502387,0.0,0.0,0.22078373975237894,0.2976194975450384,0.2803359622673557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025083488803686,0.0,0.111507099062836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151122181198846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21707035293610732,0.0,0.2156568733945655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19171045988501986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096751072283758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909651536388265,0.1513244091491968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360229593290647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15602907804063726,0.19643415784913776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16230174974846834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16624278042468624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320945087532568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572604112073427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856772987609295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BurnbagG,2019/03/08,"You know when you wake up in the middle of the night absolutely shook for no reason? Bruh I fell sound asleep a few hours ago, woke up an hour later absolutely petrified for no reason. I have a childhood history of night terrors and sleep paralysis but this wasn’t that. Just pure anxiety and paranoia waking me up on its own.

It felt so eerily familiar to sleep paralysis I was just waiting for some crazy shit to happen in my room //: guess i’m not sleeping today.",3.5060000000000002,5.676604655555552,4.661944444444448,81.67625000000005,74.66666666666667,8.055555555555555,25.69444444444445,8.841846274778883,2.0924444444444448,369,13,69,8,8,121,68,90,0.227,0.773,0.0,-0.9587,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,4,3,1,2,5,0,3,7,7,2,1,14,10,5,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,1,4,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,4,2,7,0,13,6,3,19,0,0,0,0,2,8,1,2,9,45,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17001062327775832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467191359210858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841488668690975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21127875526026615,0.0,0.16959962295713807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3777498340819445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540299158956153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35996460828320703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3943849607948001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19687009603857086,0.0,0.0,0.5757867453290751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817948797769752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pnini_sandwich,2019/03/08,"What do you do when you're too depressed to do anything? I don't wanna turn on the tv, read a book, listen to music. Definitely don't wanna do something that involves moving at all. Can't sleep though. Don't wanna eat. But I need something to tune out my brain. What do I do? ",0.09113300492610676,2.3229400344827624,2.289704433497537,93.40431034482759,88.3103448275862,4.0039408866995085,18.630541871921178,5.288315135182226,-0.4077320197044334,214,6,46,1,7,72,38,58,0.069,0.8809999999999999,0.051,-0.2406,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,10,3,2,0,1,7,13,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,3,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,9,13,1,5,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,34,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384232404064485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234346853154104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495441678471021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964662915287325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079373150316244,0.0,0.2148312472904529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898085715820139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899394061454674,0.0,0.0,0.4460968741896102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28465841753036003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151432230231634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AdventurousAnita,2019/03/08,I just skipped an entire day of school because I didn't have homework for one class Why am I like this... I just don't wanna deal with the teacher probably yelling at me and the entire class making fun of me and I can't.. I don't know how to explain it,0.023696969696967333,2.032049945454545,1.9304545454545448,97.54901515151516,85.9090909090909,4.393939393939394,21.89393939393939,5.46131890053228,-0.07469696969697015,197,7,46,1,6,65,39,55,0.0,0.8809999999999999,0.119,0.7003,0,0,0,0,1,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,2,0,10,9,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,1,8,2,7,8,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,32,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429290126292685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570070564031228,0.41084802886673616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190115895514978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946926703154406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660096314253094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27004181831921625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42966297777062995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4033150813272144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595947938735732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,milesonmybones,2019/03/08,"DAE get this weird feeling in their chest? I won't really call it the ""chills"" because when I get the chills I start shivering and my teeth start chattering and my hands and feet are cold - I've been having this weird thing recently: when I don't feel good emotionally I get this cold feeling in my chest and it lasts maybe for a few seconds, then I breathe and it disappears. It kinda comes again and again and I'm not sure if I'm the only one who gets it :( ",4.441631205673758,4.829224510638298,4.830638297872341,88.33333333333334,69.85106382978725,8.819858156028369,26.30496453900709,8.841846274778883,1.5415943262411345,360,10,81,6,6,114,57,94,0.147,0.82,0.033,-0.8562,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,5,6,6,0,1,15,17,11,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,2,0,2,1,6,10,2,3,15,1,13,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,9,49,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14279710424687808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23919624220586344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20178630922207316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635006037354663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3553327059044191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4895454670935129,0.0,0.0,0.1964784444333129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909456547413322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23533639889239105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15873439431622546,0.17815827767233902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006705115057456,0.0,0.2312943898780946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316078224897229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207785925380228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556258126754031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BigQuestions5,2019/03/08,"Struggling with “nocturnal” panic, need advice For background:
I’ve had anxiety since I was a child, but it has always been manageable, i.e. it never interrupted my life more than skipping social events or silently suffering through things while passing as fine.

The past 4 months have drastically changed, and after a few events including having the flu intensely for 2 months (I lost 30 pounds it was so intense) and having my first panic attack in which I was 100% certain I was dying, I have now been suffering from much worse anxiety that’s really effecting my life.

I starred o10mg of BusPar twice a day 3 weeks ago, and for the last week I felt I had returned to normal, but the insomnia it caused me was intense. I only sleep a few hours a day and it’s always 6am-10am, noon if I’m lucky. Now, the past 4 days I have felt like I’m regressing, almost as if the medicine has stopped working. 

The current issue:
I am now getting nocturnal panic attacks, in which I wake up as soon as I fall asleep (within an hour) in full panic, and am disoriented from sleep on top of the panic, so I struggle to implement any strategies to help myself.

This has cause another issue, that I am now genuinely afraid of sleeping. When I begin to feel drowsy I start cycling through rises and falls of panic where my heart races and I feel like I can’t swallow. I’m so afraid of bedtime and sleeping, because I‘m certain it’s going to just be panic attack after panic attack. 

Has anyone else had this? Does anyone have advice? I’m nervous about how to get over this new sleep phobia, as it feels I’m setting myself up for failure for the night. If anyone has any advice for me across the board of the information I’ve given (including the medicine suddenly feeling non effective) please let me know. Please beware that I am sensitive to comments that would insinuate bad things will happen to me, so please don’t make any comments insinuating this unless you are certain and I should see a doctor.

I really appreciate any help! ",8.9458493310064,7.478855981675395,8.718603839441537,70.35360674810939,61.172774869109936,11.420826061663758,37.71436881908086,10.25414643259724,3.825292728330425,1603,63,281,28,18,519,202,382,0.223,0.6679999999999999,0.109,-0.9954,1,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,1,0,6,14,28,4,13,19,0,33,14,8,6,4,43,57,28,1,7,8,0,6,2,0,3,5,0,0,1,19,10,1,1,10,0,0,5,3,21,0,2,14,7,33,7,44,38,5,53,0,3,1,0,8,12,0,6,37,185,52,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875459123183645,0.05670968222028822,0.0,0.06406138780592756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646409557400514,0.0,0.0,0.17401986918074155,0.06708301632695578,0.09788089018562604,0.0,0.0,0.13419772380142309,0.0655496064431069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911216772491207,0.0,0.0,0.05341617466044594,0.03899836316732611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314392111342229,0.06767671487068216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377510302736325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06639560397293841,0.0,0.0,0.06548078243856187,0.055984662145515146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05344262516757139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939005528787698,0.045703514835411935,0.12285142563486964,0.0,0.0,0.054416819006656576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06684824602473861,0.0,0.0363582775114081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05657258668398911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758102883345403,0.0857617414261698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12600432041564208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133545862263083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03515880386101577,0.05214789213057967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06541843134918184,0.09037439841246436,0.06250958155060038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983590618220535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042703586945221486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212793757445912,0.0,0.04702874121088611,0.04743640490633031,0.049341207047238815,0.0617871319695063,0.0,0.060035891148226266,0.06268159048056539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04865561700690512,0.0,0.6004839002147836,0.0,0.0,0.12214211693259765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106749191618752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196761959684849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05097952671279257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05292050557800456,0.0,0.3201043433319153,0.06521411641232658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04528159852675428,0.0,0.0,0.05348568614695405,0.0,0.13376042452302875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500385204496637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263323783288038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04657431945748237,0.0,0.06519565110734236,0.045445767862096365,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sinisteraffection,2019/03/08,"wouldn’t it be great if there was an app where you could like, practice having a conversation? it would be like small talk practice, and prompts on what to say, and what to say in different situations. that sort of thing would be an amazing resource, especially for people like me with social anxiety. i might actually be able to talk to someone without wanting to run away in embarrassment.",8.275140845070425,8.536155070422538,7.9522183098591555,69.66382042253524,61.67605633802818,11.043661971830986,38.87676056338028,10.686352973137794,4.253645070422536,314,15,54,7,4,100,52,71,0.057,0.753,0.19,0.8957,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,1,3,0,11,0,0,0,0,12,12,3,0,6,2,0,0,3,0,4,0,2,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,2,3,5,13,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,3,3,41,9,0,0.2132481652622487,0.0,0.2080994478782964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631342627397244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20035367096422327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170261307800771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227989451407184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23510685503378606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125468458987323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262226040151268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14783942734478725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391670003423317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396998725026445,0.0,0.21737964951017089,0.18068447841025087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3428015950817249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416726054196491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577929294112128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055636215342844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029707564270792,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mpress17,2019/03/08,"I forgot how to self regulate! Help? I have suffered from pretty terrible anxiety since my teens, but it got much worse into my mid 20s. I finally got medicated, which actually helped a lot! Then I got pregnant and could no longer take the meds, but the hormone shifts of pregnancy seemed to actually balance me, and I felt pretty free from symptoms of anxiety. For the last 6 months of having my baby, I've been so distracted by exhaustion that I haven't really felt as much anxiety, or at least I didn't notice.

Now, my baby is more or less sleeping the night. Tonight, I'm experiencing depressive symptoms and psychosomatic pains again. I tore apart my kitchen at 2am because I couldn't sleep, and 2 hours later, I realized I've forgotten how I used to deal with anxiety before meds. Help?",4.602,6.527587800000003,6.041,74.01550000000002,71.0,10.066666666666666,31.16666666666667,10.317481424215053,3.623666666666667,630,28,113,19,12,213,99,150,0.224,0.677,0.099,-0.9556,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,5,0,8,8,2,3,0,21,18,13,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,1,1,3,6,1,1,4,0,1,0,4,6,0,0,8,3,17,2,15,8,6,15,0,2,0,0,5,5,0,4,10,69,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.24464864138006776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835721444600241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641269793395687,0.0,0.10666431742628284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008243187990808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292311938651213,0.10796447974403738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24071289447497346,0.13731569895295426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007635113151978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520600421267892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344531016574628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217765069189087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065687867047738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784730109628797,0.1262777660970604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005383060581173,0.0,0.1842945551813559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763325542208565,0.0,0.0,0.14271274224006722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333821130340013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550537018407295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030294668709438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411468095968035,0.13076824586988456,0.0,0.0,0.10369149571468034,0.0,0.25088269873708496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26057500110802495,0.09424821842040627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082628638810507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774319715158866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AussieFuck,2019/03/08,"My friend needs help. My ex girlfriend has been suffering from anxiety for ever since I have known her, we dated 2 years and recently mutually broke up. I talked to her lately and she still needs help but refuses to go talk to anyone about it. I have told her if she is uncomfortable going alone I can go just as support. 

She has told me that i dont understand what its like for her, to which i totally agree, which is why I am here. I have had no experience with anything close to this in my life. All I know is that I care about her and this is hurting her, so naturally I want to fix it.

Please tell me how I can try to help her.",2.0540909090909096,3.5603089545454587,3.8400000000000034,88.90500000000002,76.87878787878788,7.830303030303033,22.60606060606061,8.575989854853784,1.17359696969697,490,14,113,10,11,165,84,132,0.119,0.685,0.196,0.9083,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,0,0,15,1,0,1,3,20,27,8,0,4,3,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,10,6,0,1,3,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,4,0,28,4,16,23,2,12,0,3,0,0,23,3,0,1,7,83,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17474504752850478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290718234424142,0.0,0.0,0.11797430448389867,0.0,0.1388437818211185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720232640967576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977408588735427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15261865560868207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16504243399844046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303541534772756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28766570267534697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392722826635509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806203279759877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927251665935893,0.0,0.1903256990330707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917329698868012,0.08242901814702859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25021036352249537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18520602552917695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16659256247382548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956853354099505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474156043640828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19146365977937949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712246110233723,0.14747041359980126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32244209106434224,0.0,0.11455112308575635,0.0,0.0,0.17564549141011832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951657253700187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15224530919298307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865139856589713
anxiety,BabyHitMan,2019/03/08,"Brain problem or normal anxiety Okay so I was trying to decipher whether this was a brain problem or the fact I have pretty severe anxiety. Does anyone else have a thing where it feels like their mind isnt working properly, like 2 things are linking the way they should or theres something wrong like they cant piece together something simple. Its hard to describe its like a feeling of forgetting something but for like your brain not being right like you are missing a giant piece of a puzzle. Im actually a little scared by it being something severely wrong and not just like a bi polar/anxiety trouble and it being REALLY serious plz help",5.6113957759412285,7.364458000000003,6.1343250688705275,75.0285583103765,68.17355371900827,9.014141414141417,32.452708907254355,9.444778638647367,3.3002664830119386,522,23,85,11,9,169,80,121,0.227,0.5670000000000001,0.206,-0.4501,0,0,4,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,3,1,4,16,0,1,9,1,12,4,3,0,1,21,15,8,0,4,8,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,2,3,7,8,6,9,2,5,0,1,0,1,6,4,0,4,7,57,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.11776668454417115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769605799672869,0.0,0.0,0.08438255776166254,0.12365135477538686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40415779063424295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560825146896413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081300809119204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220392958781117,0.08621411834563289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810595500904807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088954374155112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13035556576707194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4127085123171592,0.1209534877886825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185282516695363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824119171676507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277537564509633,0.0,0.2309497332384977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731096920971438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306042190479422,0.0,0.0,0.12082215635095042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726690554773285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37162274232790704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16034942140513705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193408558527589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957905026120177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785678528303296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638901957671789,0.0,0.0
anxiety,faulknersov,2019/03/08,"If you are seeking help for your anxiety, please do it now. Hi all, I just wanted to drop this message by especially for people like me. 

If you feel anxiety has taken you to new extremes, and you haven't seen a therapist or psychiatrist, please go see one soon. I was/am going through probably my lowest point and in my naive thinking, I've neglected to go see anybody about my anxiety and stress. Now I am dealing with an onset of even more permanent problems ontop of my mental ones such as increased visual snow and the formation of eye floaters, which I am 100% sure was caused due to high anxiety and stress with poor maintenance of myself. And if you have eye floaters, you know they are there to stay forever. 

So I beg to those who have not sought out help, do yourself a favor and please do so. Don't end up like me. I'm only 17 and have effectively messed up my entire life, and I would never want someone to end up like me. Wish the best for you all. ",5.8452213231794365,5.706774921465971,6.379723940980487,80.2496525464065,66.80104712041884,9.877391718229417,31.499762018086624,9.573946990214177,2.660556020942408,754,27,153,14,11,246,118,191,0.147,0.682,0.171,0.8015,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,8,1,2,10,11,0,2,5,0,15,3,2,2,4,33,29,16,0,8,6,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,12,0,1,4,0,1,4,4,5,0,2,3,6,24,6,25,25,5,21,0,1,5,0,15,7,0,4,11,104,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3952222843151839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355434274857001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268091752776562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315630027319322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22879143017888146,0.0,0.0,0.08530768802277205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06530620165177599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22021052522979026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17314386541141455,0.1364625936752638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098189825096594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122816546837538,0.1893003289393041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016095764091604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09961466698502648,0.12474167016647172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750417035983688,0.09823053336440576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954194417189634,0.0,0.0,0.4253303307783993,0.1220961250250809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925424600943606,0.12358683112495986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20584452146406426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10943521474015876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13766531905489401,0.0,0.0,0.29590026875531644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172995374561794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14996247572098556,0.0,0.08275927696116994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15236155373151328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485254079332172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175018817694057,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,itstheamandashow,2019/03/08,"Ups and downs I’ve been diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder for over a year now and been on medication for that long also. I have to say my life is 1000% better, I no long cry constantly or stress over every second of my life. But have any of you who are on a treatment plan go through periods of time where nothing is working? I feel like every so often I just can’t get out of bed. Nothing makes me happy, I’m null and void. Sometimes I wonder if I miss having extreme emotions just because I was having emotion? 

Idk I’m in grad school and life is hard lol. I don’t have time to go to therapy, so I really only rely on my medication and my friends/family. Does anyone with anxiety or depression have tips or suggestions to help? Hugs to everyone in this thread. Mental illness doesn’t define us, it refines us!!! ",3.1158457493426823,5.033070404907979,5.021879929886066,79.79541411042949,75.01226993865029,8.338124452234883,27.59377738825592,9.04235418022936,2.4737102541630147,648,26,122,15,14,222,106,163,0.171,0.746,0.08199999999999999,-0.9065,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,1,0,3,8,7,0,1,2,1,16,8,0,1,0,20,25,13,0,1,7,0,2,1,0,0,7,1,1,0,4,8,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,3,0,1,3,3,17,4,24,22,0,21,0,2,0,1,7,11,0,6,9,83,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047292596285951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905779672687157,0.0,0.20036922134547666,0.0,0.0,0.0915707971645698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983245398326748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582413561909445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152203956222228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385422779534768,0.0,0.0,0.11279629687257865,0.13292239841561526,0.0,0.0,0.15009235848291613,0.0,0.11460462956674022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946264202375758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206801501507869,0.12513860305149085,0.0,0.0,0.12345813419609675,0.0,0.06621768707536571,0.09355838165096432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842158351280865,0.0,0.1488560175659992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394101471486908,0.11731510327497105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877802261412067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775043392810896,0.063980804415307,0.0,0.0,0.231792274617538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741731351897149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26385834353778226,0.1319776276142026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25132073171746555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960154709738199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389680602115437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414523997497062,0.0,0.13253926454617873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952352443225668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15001508973400315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497650240582616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272852592091582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150593004213304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202134041139702,0.0953409813365352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433442539245903
anxiety,SavvySamurai,2019/03/08,I need help I don’t know where to put this but I (F28) come from an abuse relationship and am feeling suicidal. I need someone to talk to. ,-0.4267241379310356,1.8128145172413817,1.8857758620689644,94.45556034482763,93.48275862068964,5.658620689655173,21.043103448275854,7.1686216300943375,0.6416827586206897,107,4,25,2,4,36,23,29,0.338,0.561,0.101,-0.9091,0,0,0,0,1,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,7,2,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,4,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,15,5,0,0.0,0.3732675413918625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713766340741076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15929226331317062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211162780123388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731361944299216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4671921522350454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31669937835538275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382320304540277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26692997910174243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34459954079588195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25321495077027456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sleepyhannah,2019/03/08,"Nervous tension in abdomen area won’t go away? The last two days I’ve noticed what feels like a lot of nervous tension in my chest and stomach. Like I’m anxious about something and about to panic. I’ve done yoga and deep breathing, taken a long hot bath but it’s not budging. It’s just there, every breath I take a notice it. Even when I just accept it as it is, it doesn’t fade. There’s nothing in particular that I’m nervous about, the depression hasn’t been too intense in the past 3 days, so I don’t know? Any advice? I appreciate any insight.",1.7127353177795648,3.7977407079646035,3.349106999195495,89.34800482703139,79.97345132743362,5.1710378117457765,26.201930812550287,6.11248444174946,0.8757858407079646,432,18,88,3,11,143,75,113,0.16399999999999998,0.728,0.107,-0.6586,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,11,10,0,6,6,0,7,5,5,0,0,12,14,7,0,0,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,0,4,2,0,1,5,7,0,1,3,2,5,3,11,10,1,15,0,1,0,0,0,7,0,1,9,52,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19708311877763326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743038607730134,0.0,0.0,0.2278453374151805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894886110621232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26013878980466554,0.0,0.17370999985513666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063925961983059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321027725673082,0.0,0.1699273376590965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197741176967327,0.1440829789066132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462157671291465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084016652398518,0.16439925176286346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19706507808974716,0.0,0.0,0.17848385588278498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714643924273689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935210883720377,0.4592367877402264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23663253646897456,0.0,0.0,0.19253005070818785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526607698227954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15164115130244807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970158104009936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,darry2133,2019/03/08,"do you think i need to get help? i consider myself normal, for the most parts. but the people close to me have been asking me to seek help and they think i have anxiety. let me elaborate on why they think so.

i'm a pretty paranoid person; everything i do, i double, triple check. even after checking numerous times, i still refuse to trust myself. my mind is always set on what bad things can happen, and i feel that they will definitely happen. i can never be happy, i am ALWAYS expecting the worse. everyday i wake up, i feel as if the entire day has gone bad. i can't seem to trust myself no matter what. 

secondly, i constantly worry about my health. i always google signs of diseases that i have, and always diagnose myself with them and accept the fact i'm probably going to die lol. 

tl;dr, constantly thinking that i messed up and i made a big mistake, and always worrying over my health. 

should i seek help? im asian too. these kind of things are pretty much taboo lol.",2.4843684210526327,4.85271175263158,3.89842105263158,84.92394736842105,78.84210526315789,6.947368421052633,20.0,8.032893268588372,1.0414736842105272,763,19,144,14,19,251,117,190,0.204,0.611,0.185,-0.6448,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,4,0,5,9,0,0,7,2,17,4,1,1,2,32,34,10,1,6,2,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,8,8,0,2,8,0,2,2,3,4,0,1,3,2,33,5,18,27,5,18,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,3,8,103,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4768166926491239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767508347341431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714334777201508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19138639067558544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24770184858984665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391291237935065,0.0,0.0,0.11632507526175093,0.11894538575518578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569774241126392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300260605806257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589886316399922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05987813902341256,0.0,0.06513457345385662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20269559258888292,0.12200273281721137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436466596225342,0.0,0.0,0.2304587082556697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379669819295698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193469729401918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719481542029575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844520353588454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572177476570013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425033330805454,0.08498064845862924,0.08839303439806598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229186140844848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410968788280867,0.0,0.07945500789001139,0.10007160132207196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331958138469029,0.12356719878849826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433514866171142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152638618970788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522814067070802,0.2937456435521635,0.0,0.0,0.06682905772139493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034162207980727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23278071030455516,0.11679571246439778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,corascoool,2019/03/08,"Has anyone tried passionflower tea for anxiety? As the title says- has anyone tried passionflower tea for anxiety? I am considering trying to it help manage my anxiety. For those who have tried it, how has it worked for you?",4.7650000000000015,7.6997975000000025,6.0100000000000025,69.785,74.0,10.0,25.0,10.125756701596842,3.2742499999999994,180,6,29,6,4,60,26,40,0.116,0.7509999999999999,0.133,0.1877,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,1,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,6,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,21,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5700272702177256,0.0,0.0,0.3473444420180764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16648306345112315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19752077839255305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6745315618486474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18082271307673964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nihilistictablelamp,2019/03/08,"I don't know where to start in my career after my associates I've been prolonging my career path for a while, but I get my associates in english this May. I've worked at Starbucks for 3 years making nothing because its easy, but since I live on my own (started at 19, 20 now), I need to find something that is actually fulfilling/pays a decent amount. I keep trying to see if my library is hiring, but they aren't. I thought about subbing at high schools/junior highs in English/librarian work, but most of them pay the same (or even less) than what I make now. I'm going to continue with my bachelors, but I just need to find something ASAP. I'm very lost because my second option was to study environmental work, but I don't want to work in Houston (I live in a suburb outside of it) as I am very nervous driving that far (traffic is INSANE). Also, this area is very polluted and I can't move because my boyfriend's family lives here and they are my only family in the country :( ",6.873571428571428,5.789055540816327,7.586653061224491,75.5797755102041,65.0204081632653,10.288979591836735,35.41632653061224,9.3871,3.1356404081632654,770,31,150,12,10,258,120,196,0.115,0.885,0.0,-0.9648,0,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,3,5,8,2,0,1,5,0,13,0,0,2,0,26,29,13,0,4,9,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,4,0,1,3,4,2,0,1,4,1,25,0,26,24,5,27,0,1,1,0,3,16,0,5,8,99,32,8,0.0,0.0,0.13111289293233666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074451150126846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457080446399435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874142451951743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533193393134467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455994321758872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019590261551388,0.0,0.07635808743625477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28391075264256105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942253116702972,0.0,0.0,0.07383900457141325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35591864913811083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466663603295766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17936846566957435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280005610456373,0.0,0.1992477862771489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891900993197813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218442984578836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706500485268844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114136501180977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068689163435901,0.0,0.0,0.1901969232989322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666432177193792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121947376230938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325753876463613,0.07924714426988247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912535137345422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652139877581395
anxiety,Jynxed1,2019/03/08,Tips to help with driving anxiety? Hello everyone. I know this is a common thread but I'm trying to get my driver's license and I'm struggling. I'm on paxil antidepressants but my psychiatrist is trying to find the right dosage and it's helping on and off but my biggest thing is driving. After reading up on it I've pinpointed my anxiety to the fact that I'm terrified I'll have a panic attack in the middle of traffic and there will be nothing I can do but keep going. There's no stopping to calm down or anything. Eventually if I'm lucky I'll find somewhere to pull over but I'm afraid to feel trapped and it's turned driving into a phobia. I've been practicing sitting in the driver's seat and driving around in circles and things but in anyone has any tips or anything they would be greatly appreciated! ,2.984444444444449,5.196809296296298,4.6466913580246905,80.98411111111112,76.4074074074074,6.789135802469136,28.701234567901235,7.793537801064563,2.0449575308641976,654,29,119,10,15,220,94,162,0.193,0.716,0.091,-0.9584,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,3,7,1,3,7,0,12,0,0,0,1,28,24,16,0,2,9,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,2,4,1,0,6,1,4,0,0,1,1,7,3,23,19,0,26,0,0,0,0,4,16,0,4,3,75,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757346435168404,0.0,0.28702479351568155,0.0,0.0,0.13117328585566393,0.0,0.3087552863613397,0.1670025053796528,0.0,0.21342046221152608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17925847822588173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485547646623084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429233986972374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801251283957843,0.0,0.1066165936528258,0.0,0.0,0.20682809174139688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25148674146413225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16674623351529605,0.0,0.0,0.10309927095399816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18000589272900325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201065079477968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876493423129304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16020815843371927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15684080920453722,0.0,0.19611876310321008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492643153834632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25473423690607205,0.2040533798288245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13326464555075473,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,saucenpops,2019/03/08,"I frequently feel bouts of anxiety about what I'm doing and where I'm going with my life. I can't tell if this is a normal thing or if I should get it checked out. It's so weird... whenever I'm with friends I don't feel anxiety much but once I'm alone with my thoughts I frequently start feeling hopeless about the future. Things like getting a job, getting experience for the career I want to go in, if I'm going to be lonely for the rest of my life. I can't help feeling like I'm just wasting my parents money and sucking them dry of everything to go to university and pay rent. I also just had an anxiety attack and when I talked to my best friend during it he seemed to think it was me overreacting. 

And then I start worrying if I'm just being melodramatic for the sake of it... I don't know whats happening to me. It's just theres this constant feeling inside me that my mental health isn't as good as it should be but there's another part of me that just says it's for attention and to feel ""special"" like ""oooooh look at me I have a mental illness"" and I don't know which side to listen to",4.4167056650246295,4.336477012931038,5.826305418719215,82.80637931034484,69.81896551724138,9.214778325123154,29.5024630541872,9.04235418022936,2.160053201970444,865,30,189,15,14,294,117,232,0.152,0.728,0.12,-0.7812,3,3,0,0,0,1,19.0,0,0,1,1,13,13,2,0,8,0,16,4,0,0,0,39,48,20,0,8,12,1,6,3,2,2,4,2,1,0,17,11,0,0,12,0,4,4,6,5,0,0,3,9,25,8,29,40,4,17,0,2,1,0,10,5,1,6,11,125,42,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217217918815158,0.0,0.10205484756363307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381699930386493,0.2928787582387321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14518216165144165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339256153811242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13790807101698968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469345741307935,0.12483339853469785,0.0,0.0,0.3871603399732804,0.0911692339996489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19719234135671654,0.0,0.20002302031615388,0.0,0.2901095307176158,0.10703864305230096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285082584855725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565034346560007,0.0,0.0,0.08553863198987137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266396581708676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402693524949246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18027857826942115,0.18704088804099486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716569651269037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572147786729858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381279158954564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503704825706374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359073790763325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14170299116962692,0.13819620441169675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148574169067856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617724432111705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18065519323100912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025732871844915,0.11154242255755067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695654285204873,0.08177148314100957,0.0,0.10131322487419102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527150236063597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960072325185615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FaithsJock,2019/03/08,"New here, can I get some good thoughts? I've been dealing with anxiety, panic attacks, depression, and PTSD for the past year. I've been in therapy since October, and after finding a new therapist in January have made some progress. However, this past week has been especially hard, the boyfriend and I have been working through some growing pains and it's really exasperated my anxiety to the point where it's crippling, with multiple panic attacks every night (I work nights, alone, which doesn't help anything). I'm starting medication tomorrow, and while I'm terrified, I'm also just exhausted of fighting this on my own. Encouragement and warm words would be so much appreciated.",8.846678571428571,9.56958469166667,8.59904761904762,63.94500000000001,60.41666666666666,12.857142857142856,42.97619047619048,12.28987398476788,5.873619047619048,553,31,87,18,7,178,86,120,0.28,0.611,0.109,-0.9708,1,1,0,0,2,0,20.0,0,0,0,3,5,11,3,2,4,0,11,3,0,1,0,17,18,9,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,8,0,0,6,2,5,3,10,10,5,18,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,3,12,52,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522129903721786,0.0,0.11752907173849465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248579687587995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094092235791334,0.0,0.0,0.33439126311452944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515160272844802,0.126582047022838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238256304413518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13432473537640907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678394009139587,0.0,0.0,0.1232685429297324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316531334004422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850855942224483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906327329649912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14805330571622402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803730127411547,0.0,0.0,0.28388235872696066,0.0,0.2758362436347555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15638273758280116,0.3448670874840651,0.0,0.0,0.28059234301280284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893086374940194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17179599541221333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941505150371423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157222280459293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402365821937166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16806902215180802,0.17063945540970654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667499936122727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788767624852105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21398675164625414,0.0,0.0,0.10440079805951302,0.0,0.0,0.0946416194206414
anxiety,HabitFreak231,2019/03/08,"What ever I do, in the moment, my mind always seems to think that there is some other way or something else to do with my time. When I started typing this post, my mind began with chiming in how ""It would have been better if you were either in bed or started doing your research on the parts you need to build that new computer"". Its silly though to know, that, even if I did either of those things instead, the A and B would have been going to bed or typing up this post instead.

When I went to a play two rounds of 8-ball pool in a billiard room solo today, I was being constantly pestered with the thoughts ""You aren't going to get much out of this, you should be instead doing research online for improving your skills at this game"" and ""You still have no girlfriend, you should just stop playing and try to approach and start talking with some chicks around or swipe through tinder"". Geez, talk about putting in just an hour to enjoy myself playing a game...that was the whole point of my decision to play 8-ball anyway.

Anybody else here also deal with judgmental thoughts like these regularly when doing anything whether productive or unproductive?   ",10.565694444444443,7.92853788425926,8.847777777777782,74.37500000000003,59.0462962962963,11.081481481481482,38.35185185185185,8.515128840125781,3.202846296296297,917,31,166,8,9,276,133,216,0.02,0.884,0.096,0.926,0,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,0,8,0,2,19,8,0,0,10,0,22,0,0,1,1,41,36,18,0,7,12,0,1,1,1,4,0,0,3,1,14,11,0,1,6,6,0,5,2,0,0,1,10,1,18,8,32,20,7,36,0,0,1,0,14,12,0,10,17,134,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617923963318727,0.1208834287528228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195519048371468,0.1293287500661449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284871110052558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15699454962238227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14977585189577056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427232481326905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595514159416424,0.13141280619401274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590206953822773,0.0,0.16513034654281308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307015156038402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984131624192943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709757830280744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933799325967332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067964830180584,0.10772223709538647,0.0,0.1403109719761853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573225606822109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733523011141754,0.0,0.2782734698743016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604511381431098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225617626336206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118425598115948,0.0,0.0,0.3084868110592961,0.0,0.1160196733308224,0.12145941025060135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335388626069992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651664288314417,0.09308865734258204,0.14273548159847074,0.23066995271009555,0.08471311682482653,0.0,0.13770712072345456,0.0,0.0,0.09863462941236033,0.0,0.14191607714232235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153153862506524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346747127005035,0.0,0.16219836270009905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064034907489096,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bsoncarty,2019/03/08,"Citalopram Hi everyone, long time lurker, first time poster. (Sorry for any formatting, I’m on mobile.)

I basically just wanted to say that after a long time of doing my best to live with my anxiety, I finally sought out the help of medication. Like many people, I was hesitant at first. I thought that I should be able to work through it on my own. My thoughts were along the lines of perspective. Maybe something like meditation or deep breaths would help to calm myself and help me achieve a mindset that would put my anxiety at ease (I am a very socially anxious person). 

After months and months of trying and not getting anywhere, I finally met someone that had gone through anxiety and dealt with it through the use of medication. Talking to her really helped me become more comfortable with the idea of it until finally I decided to give it a try. I got prescribed 20mg of Citalopram (the generic version of Celexa, I believe). 

At first, my anxiety flared up, but I was given a temporary medication (Hydroxyzine Pamoate?) to help during that initial stage. I read through research that the first couple of weeks can be rough and so I was already mentally prepared for that. I also read that it can take anywhere from 4-8 weeks to feel the full effect of the drug. For the first two weeks I felt nothing. Just my normal, anxious self. 

But after the second week, I felt it start to kick in. My anxiety was getting more, how do I describe it.. dull. Whenever I was anxious, (which was anytime I left the house), I would get this tense sharp rush through my body that would last the entire time I was gone. Now, whenever I’m in public, it’s not nearly as intense. It’s still there, but just slightly. It’s so much more manageable.

I understand that medication is not everyone’s ideal way of dealing with this issue. I know that it works differently for everyone. Some people try this medication and it doesn’t work the way that it did for me. I guess this post is for the people like me that didn’t have anyone to talk to about this kind of thing. The people that are suffering in silence and need that extra push from someone to say that there are options out there to help. I wanted to share my story in the hopes that it could help someone feel comfortable enough to take that extra step and seek help. 

Thanks for reading. 
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anxiety,ghastlydays,2019/03/08,"Trying not to sweat the small things When I fuck up, like just now, I feel embarrassed and anxious. I can’t turn back time sooo i just breathe through it. I’m better at dealing with this then when I was younger but I’ve always kinda felt like this when someone calls me out or I make a mistake. I guess the main remedy is to just learn from my mistakes and make better choices in the future. Writing about this is helping me and I’ve owned my mistake, I’m hoping that is enough. ",1.6371428571428552,3.859511081632654,2.440163265306122,95.02269387755103,81.04081632653063,4.736326530612245,23.065306122448977,5.6839178017228535,0.20958040816326573,378,13,80,2,10,118,67,98,0.142,0.6940000000000001,0.16399999999999998,0.5187,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,10,10,1,1,4,0,5,3,2,2,0,23,15,9,0,4,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,2,11,5,10,13,3,13,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,4,10,55,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18879849076809047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563317558957574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17447164535242646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4013481895942325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316896727623028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23392333492828898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23444775091766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472716236888597,0.0,0.21785902208175909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097648540200128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499552877529932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15208589580934306,0.0,0.0,0.22536231699998874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22170318719506027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029142443627842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19225113898546056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074188992107715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13230687423245935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15404980949540356,0.24680140896109234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rangatang,2019/03/08,"I got a promotion Aaaaargh, so I’ve been offered a promotion today. Which on the surface is great but all day I’ve just felt like I was going to be sick.

I worked really hard to manage my anxiety with my current job and apparently it has been appreciated by my bosses which I am very pleased with. But this new change is a lot to deal with.

I hope I can do it",2.317938596491228,3.603333513157896,4.565789473684212,84.88885964912285,75.71052631578948,8.224561403508767,25.824561403508767,8.841846274778883,1.7664192982456144,281,10,63,6,6,98,54,76,0.102,0.679,0.219,0.8968,3,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,4,0,10,1,0,1,1,12,14,4,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,9,3,8,8,2,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,5,43,14,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19969159970813904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761411636099473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16834643466972746,0.2691163496394953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506352125009097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14835260662457164,0.0,0.2087740992173056,0.2877927861111048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338367188891945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592673540496849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590376585728923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275288599567605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219232215205829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521099103404051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28653881635141193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16722615671477187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474313260741859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153817943545873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19003710203584465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MyBrainWontStopTalk,2019/03/08,"My brain wont stop thinking. My brain sometimes won't stop talking and thinking. Making me go mad, I always think paranoid thoughts and get worried but it was a long time since last time. 

I got ADHD medications and the thoughts went away I could work properly again. But me and my partner are thinking of kids and I have to quit with the medications. Today I broke apart because of it. I assumed they where cheating leaving early only to be unfaithful even though I trust them my brain talks to me and gives me awful ideas. I know it's not true and then it changes to what if something happened to them?

I'm only writing to vent out I have cried and I am starting to feel better while typing this. 

Thoughts like these are awful I rather have nightmares then these thoughts.",3.0721029082774085,5.608180684563759,3.0933959731543617,90.5768277404922,77.72483221476509,5.0471588366890385,27.382997762863532,6.079149491110277,1.0008197762863538,618,26,117,4,15,187,94,149,0.174,0.736,0.08900000000000001,-0.9295,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,3,5,7,2,0,3,2,11,5,3,1,1,33,30,15,0,3,5,0,1,1,1,2,2,0,0,2,8,10,0,2,12,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,7,1,22,4,12,19,0,19,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,2,14,76,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14935355976640727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034061739225582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167597967440329,0.0,0.0,0.07575646047868649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991052027969772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4161936600224461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13146573238036988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922291713707168,0.0,0.13650948428761026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208200381822926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628368206615118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06492819309254415,0.11921523361290084,0.07062794921797624,0.0,0.09939351126376723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098953540412536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402905592228814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682979058312501,0.10130014206716592,0.0,0.1315885410732168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06071414618043279,0.0,0.0,0.10997884579001424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829540609905458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25038656807895804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18903241200327744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321810164467878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280098608577293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567242848041588,0.12291046147434025,0.0,0.08796198995546227,0.0,0.0,0.20779776071022046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19977395159592426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31851981667618545,0.12209886985644347,0.3946396539995796,0.14493068871866271,0.0,0.1177975064309362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520352217138467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047317130116356,0.12620658518598998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,someguyhere0,2019/03/08,"I'm losing my mind So about 8 months ago I broke up with my ex girlfriend because she cheated on me (she didn't sleep with anyone). About a month before we broke up we had unprotected sex, in which I didnt pull out properly. Never gonna do that again obviously. After around 3 weeks of waiting for her period she tells me she had her period. Thank god. She said it was a heavy period and it lasted 4 days and everything. Typical period. Perfect. But i never saw it with my own eyes (I'm weird i know). So 2 weeks later we broke up. And right after we broke up I I texted her and asked her if she was lying about her period, she said she wasnt. She said she was not lying.




So it's now been 8 months since that incident. I've never seen her or spoken to her since. But I'm scared she might call me in like a month to tell me she gave birth or something. I looked at her instagram photo from about 3 months ago and her stomach looks skinny as usual. This would mean she was 5 months pregnant in that picture (if she is I'm saying). She hasn't posted since that picture. She didn't post anything for about 3 months. She usually posts once every 2 months. I've been looking through all her social media seeing if I find anything about a pregancy. But luckily I have not. But I have severe anxiety that she might call me or show up at my house or something. I cant sleep at night and this has seriously affected my mental stability. I feel severe dizziness because of the stress and anxiety and I have some panic attacks as well. Do you think she'll call me next month and say she just gave birth? Do you think she could've been lying about the period? I just wanna roll up and die. I will never have sex ever again. I'm 18 years old. My life is going downhill I just feel it. Shes gonna call me I'm telling you. My family will disown me, my dad would would cry his eyes out. He already has anxiety as it is. My mom already has cancer. Now shes gonna have to deal with this. ",0.6717900318133587,2.9075771121951237,2.650477200424181,91.93509013785791,85.1951219512195,5.809119830328737,18.181336161187698,7.1686216300943375,0.2389925768822901,1536,38,334,23,46,513,183,410,0.154,0.7959999999999999,0.05,-0.9906,0,0,2,0,0,0,45.0,4,3,0,2,20,16,2,3,6,0,39,10,6,1,8,62,69,27,1,7,16,3,2,1,1,11,2,5,0,0,15,21,1,1,7,1,0,2,12,12,1,0,20,15,74,4,42,38,3,63,0,5,8,2,63,17,0,10,42,215,89,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12584831639358898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566680195875278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16291061007603275,0.0,0.0,0.04963455075936156,0.0,0.1168296565352938,0.06319193939631737,0.06636164445519778,0.08075599155441146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654392256421285,0.0,0.06040323583184616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899355861912378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056675961383662876,0.0,0.07797398507544695,0.045779626210707164,0.07318269565884368,0.0,0.0,0.07367150236772492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06421024003297701,0.05980815092478409,0.0,0.06379698285822373,0.0,0.06691859433526014,0.0,0.07178457001751275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06487925010104438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04034256437910913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190747006638639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03901164756252413,0.05786246872813621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050138994965233434,0.03467981695811918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788292442554807,0.07941435897814908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732376827365871,0.0,0.0,0.07153645550496318,0.15060830596080887,0.07167488633140963,0.0831370894316199,0.5099378821905748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21899286303886226,0.0,0.07549363917297093,0.06661486653058736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448709908538265,0.07559699505797737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328591885105249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203952797443409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060621032094843465,0.20256973960051766,0.11290067051821225,0.07106863801397305,0.0,0.05656606910990316,0.0,0.0,0.16038629823028944,0.0,0.17615924483103795,0.0,0.14207306795376418,0.07236054262926803,0.0,0.10929585661237146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131338610813699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861327624183376,0.06535369876692318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096898857011193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563604907427842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388020247687035,0.0,0.06382428205678625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127769585559225,0.0,0.0,0.04571218606277668
anxiety,Thugbeezy,2019/03/08,"I think I just had my first anxiety attack. How do you guys deal with these feelings? Context for this post, I am currently a sophomore in college who is trying to join the military through ROTC and I recently found out that I have a possibility of getting dropped from the program very soon. After learning the news I suddenly felt all of these thoughts in my head start to swarm me and I legitimately felt trapped inside of my own mind. I used to think that anxiety attacks were just people over reacting but after experiencing this I sincerely take all that back. I felt that posting here would help since I've never dealt with this sort of thing before.

I moved to Texas for school and left all of my friends and family back in Hawaii, I have only one person here to talk to and I feel super trapped right now. I feel like I seriously wasted my opportunity here and my time and I don't know how to handle all of these feelings. I can't tell whether or not I'm over reacting or if I am justified in feeling like this. I don't know what to do so that I can calm down and get control of this. I paced the room thinking about all the things that are going wrong and how I could have prevented it. I actually felt like puking. What do I do?

I feel like I just need someone to give me advice on how to handle this.",4.482741867342625,5.402976034220535,5.363086185044363,82.63590092944658,70.02661596958174,8.582087029995774,29.05978031263202,8.841846274778883,2.105544317701733,1039,38,214,18,18,340,144,263,0.099,0.735,0.166,0.9672,1,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,4,16,13,2,0,7,0,19,1,1,8,6,60,45,19,0,4,9,0,10,4,1,1,0,0,1,2,21,12,0,2,18,0,0,2,5,4,0,2,8,11,35,9,35,35,6,30,0,0,0,0,10,12,0,4,17,156,56,4,0.0,0.0,0.10547680924609497,0.0,0.0,0.10562085373349336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16537171710867216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459279414140108,0.0,0.16622365705074854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197363042011628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122817399484127,0.08629825628079223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143241104519837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189431044321567,0.0,0.32791062043617103,0.2316510008817939,0.4151198700371075,0.0,0.0,0.09193830155872593,0.0,0.11851124239154012,0.08350734350011771,0.0,0.11294144556561672,0.10368639705168277,0.061428035357795924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070226049081142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109279076739273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244808672550453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880300138171453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174362728000744,0.0,0.0,0.21122237072350214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913652911245746,0.0,0.0,0.11487881886524932,0.0,0.08014475264727497,0.08336295387324391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324219366791758,0.08220463581966295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493355333752602,0.09437694205026707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185126178175387,0.2070339329439156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672235573599703,0.0,0.0,0.09230526021981046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938928451755917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941025016320148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158132064893308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650416427142936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126757867966161,0.08687581543906447,0.09447234442537236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14361570421834932,0.20777234909395584,0.0,0.0858085888373227,0.06302609356221958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338362245215391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933520119106444,0.0,0.08918266271195906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678153163936627,0.11817559417837516,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hockeyref14,2019/03/08,"First time coping with death... in early 20s Hi there, so I have recently lost two family friends of mine in the last 4 months and lost someone who was basically like an uncle to me, all very suddenly without much warning. I’ve been dealing with daily anxiety and cannot stop thinking about death now. I’ve finally come to realize that my parents are going to die someday and I’m so scared right now... (only child, no close cousins, single). Recently I’ve been super scared that what If my live was cut short due to disease and I am just so scared of death now... currently in my 4th year of university and never ever had anxiety issues to heavy stress before. Anyone have any coping techniques to stop worrying about the future and to stop thinking about death every hour of the day... it’s honestly taking away my old self. Thanks. ",4.798206751054848,6.476249474683545,5.452594936708863,79.42146624472574,70.07594936708861,8.557805907172996,28.356540084388186,9.075114841892004,2.4465299578059065,659,24,118,13,12,213,107,158,0.232,0.648,0.12,-0.9711,2,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,4,12,12,1,4,4,0,10,0,0,0,3,22,19,10,5,1,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,10,0,3,3,0,0,2,4,7,0,2,7,0,8,5,21,12,3,33,0,2,0,0,8,7,0,1,25,71,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998168697200168,0.0,0.2024478621363906,0.0,0.0,0.09252075740778797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431837333460392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125940104935792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398139296293973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853350262278979,0.13641542691353545,0.0,0.0,0.1373265818699077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196904162584047,0.11148474879016906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247388953428782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14494936659138466,0.0,0.11255076094289884,0.0,0.0,0.10222959197538316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520012884217822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030789380704658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13810701078141768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785792054745028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06464454462949808,0.0,0.116840399278221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888843752878173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561603284940416,0.0,0.09726993797311843,0.0,0.10205283036350447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884688627283948,0.0,0.0,0.10063481876078677,0.0,0.0,0.14692496543521433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612987654559336,0.0,0.0,0.1129999913054292,0.0,0.0,0.3974242206122433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13803792686224695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211374533179784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318746732323525,0.15157135412770495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948767450897827,0.0,0.0,0.12182186837211792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16956977739019274,0.0,0.0,0.07715646982183008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292567660555621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917731109850168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755111959229212,0.0,0.0,0.13437671023728665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520931513611282
anxiety,BlueMirror9,2019/03/08,"DAE plug their ears when they hear something that triggers anxiety? I've dealt with anxiety as well as other disorders for most of my life. Last few years, I found myself plugging or half plugging my ears automatically around triggers related to my anxiety. 

For example: I'm in an apartment. If I hear a knock on a neighbor's door, it triggers my social anxiety that someone like maintenance or police (if something happened nearby) might knock on mine. I will plug my ears until they go away and tense up if I hear another knock through my muffled hearing. 

If my SO is talking about struggles with money, I find myself trying to casually plug one of my ears. It lessens the sound, but I'm still listening and responding. If I catch myself, I stop it. It isn't very noticeable since it probably just looks like I'm playing with my ears. 

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I'm guessing this happens bc I think if I don't hear it, it will go away or something. This is stupid since obviously it doesn't work like that. I understand closing your eyes in fear, but not plugging your ears like it is a high pitched sound. I guess it kinda makes sense since the sound is 'hurting' me, but mentally I guess. I find it odd since there wasn't any dramatic thing in life where I felt like sound was the cause of my issues, but I guess no one wants to hear things like bad news. I really don't like that I developed this habit. 

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anxiety,willyoubeofforfrom,2019/03/08,"Had exercise based anxiety attacks It was around 2012, I was a 30 something male, regularly running 25-35 miles a week, lifting weights 3x a week and then out of the blue had two panic attacks that were life altering on consecutive days in the gym back in 2012. Tunnel vision, impending doom, feeling faint, you name it I experienced it. Since then I’d gained 60 pounds and was basically in the worst shape of my life over the last few years. It coupled with a number of dietary/gastrointestinal issues that lead to basically low level panic attacks on a nightly basis and the thought of going to the gym would get my heart racing on its own so I just couldn’t do it. 

Fast forward to 2018. I found an integrative medicine MD that did testing my regular general doctor wouldn’t do and it disclosed a number of food sensitivities. I’m 12 weeks out and by eliminating dairy products completely plus avoiding some other triggers like oats, and products with sesame oil I’ve felt like about 300’000 bucks. I’m down 35lbs, my blood pressure is great and I’ve been more clear headed than I have in half a decade. The only hiccup has been the gym. I’ve tried over the last four weeks to go 3x a week and I could only get to about 30 minutes of walking without just getting a pit in the upper part of my stomach, a lot of apprehension in my chest, and building nervousness. My bpm would get to 100 and it would just be time to shut it down and go home. 

Went tonight with a friend and got in 3 games of racquetball and some basketball, broke my first gym sweat in 7 years and I feel great. I follow this sub on my main account and just wanted to share a positive story of getting out of the cycle for anyone stuck in it. ",4.973802725502921,6.038270388059707,5.48327060350422,81.69249837767684,69.0,8.333549643088903,30.08760545100584,8.587818076936951,2.1998267358857886,1360,52,265,21,23,437,191,335,0.117,0.7859999999999999,0.097,-0.7956,0,1,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,3,9,19,3,6,24,0,21,14,6,2,1,49,41,19,0,7,5,0,4,2,1,4,6,0,1,1,15,23,2,1,5,6,2,9,3,13,0,4,15,7,18,6,50,19,9,54,1,3,1,0,6,28,0,3,21,164,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062974797631302,0.0,0.0,0.07369724998470703,0.0,0.0,0.09382722485567148,0.0,0.3597188494483859,0.0,0.0810451255512791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050857409579352,0.0,0.0,0.08415231789778227,0.11662170162236365,0.0,0.06797346818779443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788007700584562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658554012655257,0.0,0.1011993195881757,0.0,0.0,0.08965211480726169,0.12744857535408255,0.11556427874677405,0.08143080544010149,0.0,0.27533245863474826,0.0,0.1797015993850159,0.0,0.08429700111810473,0.23240496693355464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816951526736546,0.0,0.0,0.12489801494108695,0.0,0.0,0.10572353038703264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000890160613863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17182808174345998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14889249482077127,0.1029850014026506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960624005941485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890957803172302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16032098316469462,0.0,0.2473254250463569,0.0,0.11413656490494398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718692728358914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114109973620964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367482678564479,0.06145885316669787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155882622924996,0.0,0.10295925441061844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06216690792088225,0.0,0.4227225602854897,0.12834727131569346,0.0,0.09770568836751584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160062465756632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22461672359303653,0.0,0.0,0.13574666646823605
anxiety,stadlerman,2019/03/09,"Fear of forgetfulness Hey all, I'm a 23yo male currently in his second-year of grad school, and for the past ~4 months I've been having a very peculiar form of anxiety; I've done some looking online and haven't been able to find any resources pertaining to my specific circumstance, so I figured I'd post on here and see what advice ya'll have.

Basically I have this very intense fear of forgetting to do things. I've always been very particular about writing things down, and for many years I've been meticulously keeping track of important events/responsibilities in my phone's calendar and notes. Generally in the past it hasn't really caused me much worry, and was something I could routinely do without much thought required.

However, for whatever reason I've recently been developing a strange fear that I'll forget to write something down, or that I'll write something down but accidentally delete it or misread it. It's gotten to the point where everytime I think of something that I need to do, I have to repetitively check my calendar/notes to make sure I have it written down and haven't deleted it. These thoughts have become really intrusive, and have really started to break my concentration, which flusters me even more. Overall I feel like I waste about an hour or two of time everyday that I spend doing this.

I've tried rationalizing and trying to convince myself that I'm blowing it out of proportion, but I'm having a lot of trouble suppressing these thoughts. I've never experienced any sort of major consequences from forgetting to do something in the past, so I'm not sure where this is stemming from. Has anyone experienced this before, or have any general advice? ",11.398110530246456,9.099780576051783,10.635339805825245,61.1480657206871,57.15533980582524,14.426786158824994,43.833955688324615,12.896187039172386,5.657823798854867,1374,62,229,38,13,444,165,309,0.083,0.862,0.055,-0.7536,2,0,5,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,1,8,9,0,3,9,0,27,0,0,3,4,49,44,17,0,2,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,22,10,0,3,8,0,2,0,6,5,0,1,12,5,18,4,39,31,8,28,0,0,2,0,7,13,0,7,14,146,40,3,0.10275466205153926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20082133303799304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550011033123346,0.0,0.0,0.2096300814076481,0.0,0.07860703521754947,0.0,0.0,0.07184844887133075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348445121213395,0.08743664916739051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055573430012803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204123642520499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515369493538758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06786848518274341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34688268691354346,0.051955844565400366,0.07340795110097194,0.0,0.0,0.09391589955744624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119264377031892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133306492294006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050200737539919785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628803670035738,0.0,0.0,0.08735833913473065,0.0,0.0,0.06858953482242977,0.10417709933832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201779091287954,0.0,0.15107299942165925,0.07619127991162114,0.07925072999812732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942728555816721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713636888064643,0.0,0.09841056223329687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19748180308114008,0.1056489063537803,0.10145783236109884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399320380574784,0.08188216196413331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3955277949292795,0.0,0.0,0.07273027867542259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19369010586420188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136531263225215,0.06584103839122196,0.0,0.2447271715853737,0.05991706977335555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952734107966314,0.0,0.10037637398799426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543500725938646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905182740901756,0.0,0.0,0.10435234714333007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234126683452285
anxiety,anxious_asia,2019/03/09,"Why do I fail so much (I'm on mobile sorry for the format)

I am so frustrated right now. I spent several hours studying for an exam, and I got a 44% on it. It's only the first exam of the semester, but I need to pass this course I'm in to graduate school.  

Recently, I've had such a difficult time concentrating, It's ridiculous. This past semester I was having the same problems with my classes, and I just feel like such a failure. I am supposed to do better in school than this. My family spends too much money for me to not graduate at this point. 

I was wondering if anyone has any advice to help me with the concentration, or more importantly the retention of the info that I'm learning. ",3.885611510791368,4.997803496402881,5.875604316546763,77.69484532374102,71.58992805755395,9.588776978417268,28.288489208633088,9.888512548439397,2.7705188489208634,542,20,106,14,10,189,88,139,0.142,0.7609999999999999,0.097,-0.675,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,7,7,2,0,11,0,9,0,0,0,0,16,17,7,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,4,0,3,1,1,5,0,1,5,1,13,2,18,12,4,14,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,3,7,77,21,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993210070392101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870929713089475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14262334550413028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18039840455283165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19228850980843065,0.0,0.10313537016895573,0.1457190480392107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350015839105765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16313662067342208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13671945542712835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20087327731704807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996513807492241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29988868140280983,0.15124411744361402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551313989206174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947162386635692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19282133598585072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19517554617623856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013996920775712,0.0,0.0,0.17419265960917588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4128651034075943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23043253214407944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283321647015593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893886476497414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18405478573834266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212010742469716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NPep06,2019/03/09,Any help is appreciated I have had anxiety forever but it's been extremely bad the past 3 years. Recently I have been having anxiety attacks in my sleep. I wake up with my heart pounding and I can barley breath. I have been trying breathing exercises to help calm me down but it's been happening more often. Has anyone else had this happen? If so is there anything you would suggest to help? ,2.9139000000000017,5.581797640000001,4.58625,78.87937500000002,79.26666666666667,8.016666666666666,26.70833333333333,8.841846274778883,2.5630333333333333,313,13,56,8,8,105,56,75,0.147,0.684,0.17,0.2431,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,15,6,5,0,0,7,17,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,0,9,1,6,10,1,6,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,3,42,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15000411705284222,0.0,0.33749103657563106,0.0,0.0,0.15423687853656068,0.2260135209605758,0.1815211507792641,0.0,0.0,0.250945195834739,0.0,0.0,0.18417772991102424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842689306454147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3901219305532639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613921138702385,0.4435567395876585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21057159152797436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21779926515164724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207424686035692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14976149030838976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15669595234235764,0.0,0.0,0.14204832685174154
anxiety,3fast3furieux,2019/03/09,"Best Books for Fear of Flying I know fear of flying is a pretty common theme here, but I was wondering if anyone has book recommendations that genuinely helped them. Flying is a tricky phobia to tackle as there aren't really gradients of exposure, but has anyone found a particular book, documentary, game, podcast, etc that they found instrument in building their confidence toward tackling it? 

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Thanks!",10.26717391304348,11.28673973913044,9.43605072463768,58.13494565217394,57.40579710144928,12.697101449275365,36.09057971014492,12.161744961471696,5.1245623188405816,338,13,45,10,4,107,54,69,0.122,0.7070000000000001,0.171,0.6996,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,1,2,4,0,2,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,11,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,5,2,8,8,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,1,32,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22831048294300235,0.2560427628767383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946747756599836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211332335945856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23500381893456224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4742277184468116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.462078000482786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123836008031893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580389383744882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21437372387416573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498993815922716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19399879950621865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285122982463838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560427628767383,0.0
anxiety,Thrownawayagain1029,2019/03/09,"Panic attack and clamped hands? I had a panic attack a couple months ago where my hands clamped up and I couldn't open them and I felt like I was going to faint. After 15 minutes or so I could move my hands normal again. It terrified me more than any other panic attack because it %100 felt like my body was shutting down. This was after a night of no sleep and getting drunk then the next day going to a hot spring and staying in the water while fooling around with my gf. I figured it was all those things that caused my body to do that. A few hours ago after working out, my hands started to feel a little tense similar to how they felt when they clamped up. My hands didn't clamp up but felt stiffer than normal and I didn't feel faint but it was enough to send me into a significant panic attack where I was just waiting for my hands to ball up and every thing to go black. It didn't but I was terrified it was happening again. Is the hand clamping thing normal for panic attack? Has anyone else experienced this? I'm really scared and shaking still.",2.7001266137040716,4.706352910377358,3.51157894736842,89.75973684210527,76.5,5.783912611717974,21.53525322740814,6.5966054737557815,0.3841377358490568,835,22,168,7,19,265,113,212,0.224,0.732,0.043,-0.9904,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,3,1,10,15,5,7,10,0,17,14,10,2,1,34,31,17,0,5,5,0,14,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,15,13,2,1,7,2,0,6,5,13,0,0,16,16,22,2,26,13,4,39,0,0,1,0,5,14,0,1,20,118,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15664286876782604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06008447425517643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061779916042998775,0.09053020575891044,0.0,0.07865474051384301,0.0,0.5025832108755075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05386042774891462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962851187371001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076499062658658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054433015651962,0.09776319925799634,0.0,0.0569817077118184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380931961682799,0.0,0.0,0.09129440129347224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444295327128066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934995161668205,0.0,0.3393388746018866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046161874919069416,0.0,0.15064265932721585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781320924826682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701194158686915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633164387632011,0.08855498717873253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052417019752531,0.09390745161353757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396661435495944,0.08291524348488316,0.2597076134283066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5183281600681718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056602517317257885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845883407064813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841887431104968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06253817000834981,0.09417474363642897,0.0705604693130449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760975381891105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06432353987093227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tellmewhyfirst,2019/03/09,"Forgot my headphones at home and had less anxiety at work. I have Bluetooth headphones and I don't leave the house without them. I don't listen to anything too aggressive or negative, but I'm starting to think anxiety might be exacerbated by too much music, except for like classical and ambient relaxation music and stuff. 

Anyone else feel that way?",6.177142857142857,8.45032512698413,6.743047619047619,69.16028571428575,67.57142857142857,10.11936507936508,34.822222222222216,10.355215969177356,4.3391803174603165,285,14,43,8,5,93,49,63,0.099,0.765,0.136,0.6662,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,2,3,1,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,12,12,6,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,2,5,2,8,8,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,33,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926308944567105,0.0,0.0,0.17943636131044285,0.26293999329423645,0.21117838422147905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214375101021912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297560050923576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574132087897417,0.0,0.0,0.2961078153827021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717260871228399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253727508494355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722358316060745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886470044539396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18163866816364588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937712720320972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16443328338207475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20369493047777787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24737485318929614,0.0,0.1868241765335853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,you_are_beat,2019/03/09,"i hate myself i hate myself. i had a girlfriend who i loved who cheated on me. i’ve never felt so low in my life. she’s begging me to take her back and everything about the situation tells me to run. i just can’t make my mind. i’m super confident about leaving her one moment, then 10 minutes later i want her back. my friends don’t give a fuck about, and she was the only person who could make me happy. and she cheated on but she’s suicidal and wants me back. i have no clue what to do. my mind is all over the place, all i think is negative. my anxiety and fear of making the wrong choice is holding me back in my life. my grades and shit were fucked up when i was with her. i was constantly stressing, but at the same time she was the only person who could me happy. my friends have my back and tell me to leave her, but will ditch me to go hang out with other people. i can’t trust anyone. i have so much constant anxiety in my body it’s so dumb. i’m lost ",0.036270578303085436,2.1031855776699047,2.1088687209793164,95.89558674546223,86.4271844660194,5.136006753904601,18.179822710004228,6.498293943080001,-0.1759161671591385,743,19,173,8,23,248,107,206,0.263,0.631,0.107,-0.9908,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,13,20,8,2,8,0,19,7,2,3,3,30,37,15,1,4,4,0,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,2,7,10,0,1,2,0,0,3,6,13,0,1,8,1,43,7,20,26,4,27,0,2,0,3,23,11,4,0,13,126,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16954712607204342,0.0,0.0,0.07748478227905896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4260514408219425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309105178597128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395044001519298,0.0,0.17695433769756394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959383637411018,0.0,0.0,0.12469825906288473,0.0,0.0,0.10640026930049463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123157869917793,0.20489430957908475,0.0,0.10630433631722702,0.06297900896996855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359303453456755,0.0,0.21881475093924804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346752525128085,0.0,0.0,0.15654454605249735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096822134918178,0.0,0.10001532571878896,0.0,0.2219106434095298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237841534696711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814621516004821,0.0,0.08546775408274232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509145856813647,0.16856038017509245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682552274882001,0.193519660699604,0.11577862371180835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137505301654037,0.0,0.1245612779931434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12693879409745049,0.0,0.0,0.1212141835727678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331947354042281,0.0,0.1937152830079691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100610528011951,0.0,0.0,0.064617415951483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307237197103405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115936579187216,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lasangadellrey,2019/03/09,"Interview Anxiety So I’m really scared of being judged on here, but I just really need some help. I’ve been off work for a year because I’ve had extreme social anxiety, but I’ve recently started to put in applications and start working again. Well my problem is I put this app into a staffing company for a job I really want...but I lied some on my resume bc I haven’t been working for a year and I thought it’d look bad so I extended the dates of my previous jobs to make it look like I worked there longer than I had (I know it’s bad to lie but idk I just really wanted to land this job bc I know it’ll be a job I can do and not have too much anxiety) He was interested in me and we had a phone interview and everything went great, but then he said that I have a previous profile with this company from 2016 (I didn’t remember applying to this company but I must have.) I have an in person interview w/ him next week and I’m so scared that I put in my resume in 2016 and he’s going to see some of my previous work and he’s going to call me out and say I lied on my resume. And idk, I just have a lot of anxiety about being confronted and asked why I lied about the dates and I have no idea what to do because I really want this job. I’m so sorry if this doesn’t make sense or something, I’m a wreck. ",0.3164108790675044,2.2129195774647883,3.1455075279261777,89.95345070422538,83.85915492957747,7.57921321029626,21.060709082078677,8.53829466247534,1.2664561923263722,1016,32,237,26,29,359,129,284,0.17800000000000002,0.7490000000000001,0.073,-0.98,5,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,5,14,10,1,2,12,0,25,0,0,2,1,43,47,24,0,6,11,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,1,13,16,0,0,5,0,0,6,5,6,1,0,10,5,33,4,31,31,5,29,0,0,3,0,17,12,0,6,12,151,46,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912769110495334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898874726478523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895746683208953,0.11605250767360492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719848270207593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554962177977851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081960609933222,0.0,0.0,0.10494606919282072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06380309548030641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745665186752174,0.0,0.0,0.4723013458308513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462663105547623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046504475466375525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986935979107902,0.0,0.0,0.08092617635037412,0.0,0.0,0.12707862456655425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997477466988969,0.07058134364229499,0.0,0.0,0.10123444697031173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311525282354656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091082896499254,0.0,0.2870733279409616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049021494003452,0.0,0.093987529011031,0.0,0.10783043782952202,0.0,0.0905464168285435,0.07569801289020843,0.19060133661840276,0.0,0.07585320811605173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703306922006652,0.0,0.07328104540667943,0.0,0.10655615076995063,0.13475034934035554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556933293989522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684345917279962,0.0,0.07635477269945072,0.0,0.08558622909265264,0.08824103948588242,0.08589315274394133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464931683825715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225970274201864
anxiety,seth-rollins-knee,2019/03/09,About to abandon my job I started three weeks ago and I just can't take it anymore. I fuck up everything I do they leave me by myself all the time even tho I have no clue what the hell I'm doing. They have me working 8 days straight 8 hours a day even though they said it would be part time. I just know how dissapointed and non understanding my family is going to be. I previously went 6 months unemployed before this job. I'm I'm the verge of having a godamn breakdown. I'm supposed to go in tomorrow but im probably just gonna turn my phone off and not show up. ,0.036249999999999005,2.305233458333337,2.4766666666666666,91.555,89.41666666666666,5.866666666666667,19.666666666666664,7.3011,0.5407666666666673,445,14,100,8,15,152,84,120,0.091,0.895,0.014,-0.7391,4,0,0,0,0,1,7.0,0,0,3,1,9,3,2,0,5,0,10,1,0,1,1,14,25,7,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,1,0,3,3,3,0,1,2,1,16,0,10,19,2,19,1,1,0,1,5,6,2,0,10,62,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16371556125631076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18316175570287488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571566460210788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382181157116169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24397054561027515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16598646933707256,0.0,0.17410825260175825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17074190669057487,0.0,0.0,0.20992590951121096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18188135808479944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994956985559458,0.0,0.3665504591448291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015001862441663,0.0,0.0,0.19555887203233105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741691335003096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20000007466394545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991258652350336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756814317564332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307237499338051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886306365434434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18145590087713528,0.0,0.21538715892382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008884821854709,0.0,0.1922676523107772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14814629069946705,0.0,0.0,0.17120845528222922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445571464310854,0.0,0.0,0.1311976914870693,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,inmposibblu,2019/03/09,"Does anyone else get anxious when you're left on read/seen? I know this may seem really dumb but like whenever someone leaves me on read (like during a conversation or something) I always feel like it's something I said that made them think ""wow this fuckers stupid"" idk maybe I'm just stupid ",3.001845238095239,5.703505017857142,3.010714285714286,90.10095238095242,79.17857142857143,5.8761904761904775,21.833333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.7157119047619043,235,7,45,3,6,71,46,56,0.29,0.5379999999999999,0.172,-0.8197,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,2,8,4,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,9,9,3,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,5,4,2,6,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,3,2,3,4,17,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17615621000223422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391673282880193,0.0,0.14802963877684555,0.21691764112398312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852651985373644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768530555081901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704482872184934,0.1512426872887054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060755836533967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634798760983757,0.0,0.0,0.2241659061144745,0.2300190037924676,0.0,0.0,0.3102863246640296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20032117522634524,0.0,0.0,0.21268696148304245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4235262413089321,0.0,0.13562417576777144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013807245250332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19272903656281565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17937766279016973,0.32596298196742984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565254758943115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chili_jones,2019/03/09,"DAE feel almost...pained when they relax? Kind of like how if you were to squeeze a muscle tight for a long time, the relief might almost feel sore and pained after as your body adjusts to the looser feeling.

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I feel like when I am under times of low stress, I almost tense up more and feel more anxiety creeping in and even a backswing towards even more anxiety. It can happen physically too, like when I'm feeling good, my jaw just feels so sore and achey as if I've had my teeth clenched for ages. More out there example: I almost feel like hot tubs make me more sore??? After only even ten minutes the relaxation of my muscles almost starts to feel like too much and I start to tense up and just have to get out.

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Just wondering if others can relate to this feeling or expand on what it is / what brings it on in better detail than I can.",6.854628533859304,6.212530071005915,6.535700197238661,81.65011176857334,64.85798816568047,8.931229454306377,30.02038132807364,7.793537801064563,1.8363604207758053,678,19,133,6,9,212,98,169,0.118,0.696,0.18600000000000005,0.9169,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,1,1,14,14,0,1,6,0,9,7,3,2,0,35,27,17,0,3,7,0,13,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,7,8,0,1,12,2,0,1,0,3,0,1,2,13,13,11,26,24,6,23,0,1,0,0,3,11,0,10,16,92,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4940951465254863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138508683232804,0.2398267765162225,0.0,0.0,0.15098790218165392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727908978084795,0.0,0.10961707294643223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19554204353902385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49898230834525303,0.21150230083441726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05155897342503216,0.0,0.0,0.08277251104191115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.087267046388792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276550852349266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24106315764699124,0.0,0.0,0.08733334653747199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06587317500140302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468946201942636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07254501838110937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505458447807861,0.21001614143707967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969986492808825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304362787074855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508833331410268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070199510171799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398267765162225,0.0
anxiety,GreenBrim,2019/03/09,"How do you overcome anxiety to work? Hi. I'm not really sure about the rules here so I apologize if I break one. 

I have my first ever job interview on Monday morning and I'm scared. I don't know if I can actually handle a job. I have a difficult time going anywhere by myself, so actually being independent enough to get a job is threatening. I will be put in so many new situations and will have to communicate with strangers.

I was just wondering if anyone had some helpful tips that they use to get through the work day. Anything would be appreciated, not a requirement though.

It has taken me so long to write this and get the nerve to actually post it. Anyway sorry for the somewhat long post. I hope you are having a great night! Wish that everyone is having a good day and that the good will continue.",2.55617088607595,4.982919474683548,4.542262658227848,80.08529272151901,78.9367088607595,8.253797468354431,25.064873417721518,9.017664075816787,2.2825556962025315,639,24,123,17,16,218,101,158,0.086,0.7709999999999999,0.14400000000000002,0.8889,3,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,1,4,11,7,0,1,11,0,21,0,0,3,2,25,33,13,0,6,6,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,2,0,2,3,0,15,5,13,23,3,18,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,7,11,90,21,7,0.0,0.0,0.3911342347130095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220657424888163,0.0,0.0,0.09341891350960392,0.0,0.10994457905080204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17232685200332656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804848443643142,0.0,0.0,0.1208523250095141,0.0,0.12766419750796984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364336065281415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20940748110620347,0.0,0.07593014291112124,0.22412112952979102,0.0,0.14729870863345226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955183975303102,0.0,0.0,0.13269876204467188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3977435964689859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073425178101833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364703936755542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545332690753853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290354241627886,0.0,0.12537815613655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905334217501262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25591110027073233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430876390144936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085590042984301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376075427902384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15017631737776774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955856399468548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592004094478068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312650974598381,0.0,0.07790547530023988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539082381732635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15363782596495248,0.0,0.14488766863704575,0.19453037791931924,0.0,0.0,0.09490833682623974,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,epperson_rebekah,2019/03/09,"Anxiety about Anxiety Meds I’m going to the doctor on Thursday asking for anxiety meds at the recommendation of my therapist. I agree that something has to give, but my brother had a terrible reaction to some anxiety meds a few months ago that led to him harming himself and landed him in a mental hospital for almost 2 weeks. I am terrified that I will have a similar reaction. I teach (which is the source of a lot of my anxiety) and cannot afford to be out of work for that long. Any suggestions, words of wisdom, or advice is much appreciated. ",6.832857142857144,6.867877,8.429285714285715,65.79821428571431,64.71428571428571,12.714285714285715,36.54761904761904,12.161744961471696,4.918904761904763,435,20,76,15,6,153,70,105,0.17800000000000002,0.728,0.095,-0.8154,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,8,0,9,1,0,1,0,10,13,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,10,1,18,10,4,12,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,4,5,58,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566385022633217,0.14209192155149505,0.0,0.16051237344693228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900615482194148,0.0,0.6131265079047992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14985426659925552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16406881218710098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15376965215824065,0.09109939103221144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185610638324678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627714939713845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.534155111803849,0.0,0.1615397442726705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12794600785872887,0.0,0.11783533155493722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234029880471224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18611494888732646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857904865413167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669673127350527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,improvementhrowaway,2019/03/09,"Advice for working on social anxiety? I am a 23m and I have noticed my social anxiety getting worse.  It is especially bad around women and I pretty much avoid coming into contact with them anytime I can now.  Does anyone have any tips on ways to work on this and start to at least lessen the effects.  I work with almost exclusively males and I recently moved to a new city so I don't really have many friend groups outside of work.

If there is a better place to post this or somewhere else I can look for advice please let me know and I can remove it.",2.1159950859950882,4.362754162162162,3.75986895986896,86.07921375921377,79.45045045045045,6.198525798525798,21.8026208026208,7.348242739294969,0.8731009009009014,436,13,85,6,11,145,78,111,0.111,0.7829999999999999,0.106,0.0953,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,6,4,4,0,1,4,0,11,0,0,1,0,16,16,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,10,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,1,12,2,15,15,2,16,0,0,1,0,8,7,0,3,4,58,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30566311850137595,0.0,0.0,0.1566112798479408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635686864110294,0.0,0.2392900311661409,0.0,0.0,0.10935800798286098,0.0,0.0,0.13922851133394304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305868599584026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832244711026384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347241249506843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368660575544448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13065152368042646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083369017456318,0.0,0.0817121648787917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595295011836929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15992885277911562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133599896084028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15856431474914162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16622767560991486,0.114971461014664,0.0,0.0,0.15105139222386055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17806160865255533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634039521530984,0.17167943567794425,0.0,0.0,0.14978727055861332,0.15911428695747876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019337896675874,0.0,0.15442541370849386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188587255220856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070021024707548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241424629354694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4554421331227078,0.0,0.15938422051318638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,VoltzyBoi,2019/03/09,"Anxiety meds make super friendly Ok so I orded these anxiety pills , im only taking one a day when I feel I need to so im not being stupid with them, about 30 minutes after I take them I suddenly become really friendly and aware of other peoples feelings, is it normal, they're called proponolol (I think) normally im not that friendly and I also become really active like I feel like I need to run and never stop ",1.7941231593038791,4.226974409638558,4.3560642570281125,80.25757697456493,82.01204819277109,6.5804551539491305,22.475234270415,7.793537801064563,1.5390037483266399,328,11,57,6,9,115,56,83,0.04,0.64,0.319,0.9757,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,1,5,8,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,1,17,11,7,0,4,2,0,3,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,3,11,7,6,10,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,8,35,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083260282288195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311783223392284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33375059840638793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15428742418353394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974453767600117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22919828261756084,0.10794407227620566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502126224040492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4896336313394287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14763719624524935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085874340886836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16783524148183146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22407373866855568,0.11653569400258948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960869052451594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238756513284172,0.1149164447800267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475196998833082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19359383377698586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632426175493774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22721300628921395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681716626400154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,callahannah15,2019/03/09,Funk for daysss This happens every once in awhile I can usually push myself through my anxiety I just tell myself that whatever I’m anxious ab isn’t gonna take long & in a couple hours I’ll be ok. I used to have bad anxiety in high school but I grew out of it & became a more outgoing outspoken person & now i feel like I don’t have a voice & I feel unseen but I’m so worried ab saying the wrong thing that I don’t say anything at all. It’s became an issue in my everyday life that I havent really noticed until this wk (started my new job on Monday)! A lot of changes have happened this year also (I’m bad at change) . I moved to a place where I know no body. I guess you can say it’s hard for me to meet & connect with new people. I’m not a very open person. That’s something else I stress bc I think ab the person I used to be and she would be so pissed at me rn lol. The only time I feel at ease is whenever I’m at home. I felt like I was having a panic attack this wk bc my new job was stressing me out I have a fear of screwing up/failure even though I know that nobody’s perfect & people mess up. Idk it’s kinda like I’m numb now & I feel like there’s a lump in my throat & it’s hard to catch my breath bc I’m just really sad this is how I am. Like I’ve accepted this is how it is but i wish I had the motivation like I did a few months ago to be a better me and grow back into the person I once was. Just wanted to vent really. ,-0.5608405923344932,1.2450413567073184,2.27522299651568,95.4419024390244,86.65243902439026,5.333937282229964,16.993379790940768,6.610729790773281,-0.2942251916376306,1127,25,275,13,35,395,164,328,0.192,0.6659999999999999,0.141,-0.9505,2,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,0,3,16,23,3,4,17,2,26,8,4,5,2,36,51,12,0,3,7,0,7,6,0,2,3,4,1,4,18,7,0,0,10,0,0,5,6,13,0,0,6,11,40,10,30,39,4,41,0,1,0,1,11,19,2,3,23,157,58,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364580990435102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05741793072262773,0.0,0.6223567043183152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985264395987566,0.08111285189149793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059084764294985236,0.0,0.0,0.08168214934294157,0.0,0.05520928407517512,0.11989895076647372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06350070857532916,0.0,0.0797529147190926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15190842766068005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944463791502841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059979161036241235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047422807120522964,0.0,0.060494066405857125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079425333007839,0.14521567640559832,0.10258696939531292,0.06893865541392633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790951014405346,0.0,0.1269838925882202,0.0,0.12863626643496331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585997709023418,0.07202062286737951,0.0,0.0707079171520363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493988883672523,0.14249959297736028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891811272403915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050714018809313616,0.2104652744719516,0.0,0.0,0.06354018358015881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06104125730817001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057309572601184786,0.07631136815881498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20803283858603824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174405930287519,0.0,0.15292797280664447,0.0,0.054606656739341064,0.0,0.08424109135199091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955328637032007,0.250769763883068,0.07501506055238802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13798954598903046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17129322393323554,0.0,0.07266479622532022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055274663282174584,0.0,0.0,0.05081996405488404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16449187285849853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05398419114383066,0.0,0.06275581458342944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04770031145101357,0.04600613754431896,0.0705425170620654,0.0,0.041866790387878515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402320670854687,0.07907686296924704,0.059242000177409784,0.04234912903315348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256573277467981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07291574606132914,0.0,0.05100421284451255,0.07850134048915322,0.0,0.04623644062690092
anxiety,rosiesanatomy,2019/03/09,Ugh. Here we go again. Just had my first panic attack in months and now I'm in a slump. I don't want to be in this funk because it will happen over and over again. How do I get out of it??,-2.6699242424242406,-0.9931832954545428,0.14272727272727434,107.1007575757576,97.86363636363636,2.9333333333333336,9.606060606060606,3.1291,-2.326821212121212,141,1,40,0,6,48,35,44,0.236,0.764,0.0,-0.8684,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,1,6,3,1,1,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,7,10,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,1,0,4,0,8,7,0,12,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,5,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4595318716937498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462336846725225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435850318813653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21103821539819875,0.0,0.2295643179065753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35719643952455205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224153058561385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4739281066169659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23825002997288056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Darhty,2019/03/09,"My anxiety drives me to want to be alone. I try to take the bus alone instead of with my workmates. After some time with my girlfriend I just want to go back home. After spend time with family or friends, I have this need to leave and just be by myself. 

But I don't want to be like that. 
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anxiety,Trackgirl123,2019/03/09,"Rough Day Its been a rough week.

I moved out/have broken up with my partner within a week. When moving out today, my anxiety took over and I became so overwhelmed and sad and hurt, that I was frozen and shaking. And now I can feel my depression taking over. I'm on meds and what not, but Jesus, this sucks. I just hurt. Everything hurts.",1.7036247334754788,4.013078850746272,2.7607675906183395,92.31701492537312,81.38805970149255,5.619616204690832,18.526652452025584,6.868970318607317,0.11773091684435012,261,6,54,3,7,83,49,67,0.328,0.654,0.018000000000000002,-0.9672,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,1,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,12,8,9,0,0,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,8,0,0,3,3,8,0,7,5,0,16,1,6,0,0,1,6,1,0,6,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15568560633015222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312479683340813,0.0,0.17528400572186678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18290285611872695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290144057937492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6535892465106085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22605520335357626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4326006618840429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15301518884770632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19290493982338092,0.0,0.2261085698503616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264890180572789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FewActinomycetaceae9,2019/03/09,"Health/fainting anxiety when on planes/traveling? I'm traveling for a conference tomorrow, and am taking a really early (6am) flight that's going to be 5 hours long. I'm already prepared with bagels, fruit, snacks, protein snack packs (ham/cheese/nuts). And I have my tablet with a bunch of TV shows downloaded, headphones, benadryl, and everything else I'll need......

But, I'm so anxious about feeling sick, nauseous, fainting, etc., which have all happened before when I was alone, and I'm so anxious. I don't have any appetite and gagging. And I'm pooping all day long. I feel like crying. 

I went to therapy yesterday for this and it kind of helped but still. I guess I would just really appreciate any supportive comments and also shared experiences. ",4.734172749391725,7.144188591240879,5.141332116788323,78.53613442822385,71.84671532846716,8.654257907542581,31.854622871046228,9.2995712137729,3.25131192214112,595,28,101,14,12,189,95,137,0.084,0.7979999999999999,0.117,0.7352,0,1,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,3,0,8,6,1,0,2,20,22,15,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,10,3,0,2,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,3,8,4,10,18,4,14,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,11,54,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757363279936709,0.1872450560385248,0.135692278624354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307751512803442,0.0,0.1298040123026505,0.3833780688491308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144384377973495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18638447391418325,0.10942895299008416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417450773400525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18923699846136935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15249659326552042,0.1659786742127414,0.0,0.0,0.17158965653639546,0.12121875047763668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643251695900608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18692060837819388,0.0,0.15004662756938567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18036090044176106,0.0,0.0,0.11373229358731413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16709968949404794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17669462440272787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289661523551628,0.0,0.0,0.3003212475855986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125814868957108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21740149445699988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13550591215106744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925497803213511,0.0,0.0,0.12757753220654233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940427865599848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15729418351427552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053513202603132,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hotcrossbunbuns,2019/03/09,"Very strong sense of impending doom? Usually, I only have a sense of impending doom in the days leading up to something I'm worried about. However, this has not been the case recently and for a few days I have had such a feeling (along with some anxious feelings/thoughts) for seemingly no reason whatsoever. It also seems to be the strongest during the night. At first I thought it was due to the fact that I started drinking coffee again, however a good few days later with no caffeine I am still feeling this way.

I suppose it comes from an thought/feeling that someone is watching me through my bedroom window at night? It's rather irrational, especially since I have no reason to feel like this nor actually believe anyone is there. It's just a very strong gut feeling. Because of this, the feeling of impending doom could be likened to what I could only explain as knowing that I am going to be kidnapped but not when/where/how. Again, I have no reason to feel like this nor actually believe that I'm going to get kidnapped - I just can't shake the feeling. I'm not a great sleeper anyway and have always been scared of the dark, but last night this feeling kept me up until 3am after going to bed at 1am as I was too scared to sleep.

I'm due a doctors appointment to address my anxiety, so if this feeling worsens or is still there by that time I may mention it. In the mean time, is there anything I can do to ease this?",6.3618571428571435,6.279891900000003,6.659285714285716,78.48821428571429,65.71428571428571,9.142857142857146,36.785714285714285,8.660442795831766,3.1014285714285705,1132,54,213,15,16,366,143,280,0.129,0.769,0.102,-0.885,2,0,2,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,4,16,12,0,3,17,0,26,4,2,4,1,41,52,13,0,4,10,0,9,2,0,1,1,0,4,0,20,6,1,1,18,1,0,6,10,6,0,1,7,10,18,6,37,39,3,36,3,3,1,0,2,7,0,6,24,152,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.18963016664856366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769958624871584,0.08084570382863311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743278700275948,0.10976423134905908,0.0,0.06793720377079304,0.0,0.07995519311729651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05922842065070692,0.0,0.0,0.2189342646635622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369556558721226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15515024427621235,0.0,0.0,0.18798234779072406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944836172144607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518075324518488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4912750177313436,0.13882362140550333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264506468568854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050762592500707686,0.0,0.16565644142611327,0.08149400519756841,0.0,0.1071203036693072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05339712376443103,0.07919915197223988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493587653649402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058367713853507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735369430617311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14779057976049173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996929533707245,0.09593472843934016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19455014575939805,0.0,0.0,0.1769033814809887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037255184207888,0.0,0.09723113053557894,0.0,0.08232416784638223,0.0747992554418112,0.0,0.0,0.06877102902426557,0.0,0.15518573960335988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314048526506126,0.11331067663913193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070090729016036,0.16033593842200491,0.0,0.07712184920538148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867167326789418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zuey22,2019/03/09,"I can’t get a job because of my anxiety If I could actually GET a job, I would be solid. I would have anxiety about going to/being at work constantly for a few months, but I would still function ok at work and do a great job. I just can’t GET a job. 

I’m a first year college student and I live in a dorm, so anywhere I apply to asks me if I have year round housing, which I don’t, so they won’t hire me. Even the on campus jobs. I feel so defeated that even if I apply for jobs, I’m too nervous to call them a few days later. 

The last interview I had, 3 people interviewed me at once and they asked me at least 20 questions in total, and I was so stressed out the entire time, that when I didn’t get the job I felt so fucking stupid. I don’t know how to explain it but now even the thought of having an interview scares me because that last one was SO intense?

I know I need a job. I can barely afford to eat and I have to save up money so I can afford next semesters rent but I feel so petrified by every thing all the same time and I can’t get anything done. I WANT a job, so badly, but I just can’t muster up the courage to call. 

I feel so rejected and like everything is so unstable that I can’t function like a normal person anymore. I can’t even sleep until about 4am now or focus on anything for more than 5 minutes. 

I feel so lazy and stupid but at the same time I’m too anxious to do literally anything. 

**TL;DR** How do you cope with overwhelming anxiety and just do the damn things you need to do?",0.8639775051124731,2.524863843558286,3.09033128834356,92.26116155419227,80.80981595092024,6.187157464212679,22.52310838445808,7.1686216300943375,0.6358023721881391,1167,38,270,15,30,399,152,326,0.187,0.721,0.092,-0.9879,12,1,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,3,4,29,17,4,4,21,1,31,3,1,2,2,48,55,34,0,11,12,0,6,2,0,4,0,0,2,1,8,11,1,0,10,0,2,1,10,11,0,2,7,6,41,6,31,42,8,31,0,3,1,1,15,12,2,5,20,187,49,19,0.0,0.0,0.07574491895493936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781349009232465,0.08768734378738331,0.07697716232129515,0.0,0.0,0.1916213985273747,0.0,0.14512652005431914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648085985786202,0.09463160848940454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15851529527817382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387853292898423,0.0,0.06197243237316831,0.0,0.0,0.050057814991556066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943115599084287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942358485707364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050663930249968,0.0,0.06539733068593044,0.0,0.0697589261702953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15698593556207846,0.0,0.07452638437133463,0.0,0.0,0.06602265702001496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717574878878578,0.20276354352599205,0.0,0.04411264990848841,0.0,0.0,0.08557518946758384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895618711288349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6932236665845769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531471302157041,0.12653964194536393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584141701989414,0.0,0.06853897337523329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06195472206685952,0.0,0.0,0.11510696687397665,0.0,0.0,0.08254865615036427,0.0,0.07605011144185349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266167082956083,0.0525966234958305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05381122130186803,0.06777389151139067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869510113757901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771013063827238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767502642091192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06198661044792079,0.0,0.08891226895133733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313319064567884,0.0,0.0,0.0616207927939511,0.13578073843071312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04578168009175404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301507054669335,0.0,0.0,0.16541486985136195,0.0,0.0,0.09996814487991057
anxiety,lilbirdd,2019/03/09,Does anyone else’s anxiety come with a sensitive stomach? Sometimes my anxiety makes me not want to eat anything. And that in turn makes me more anxious. Sometimes it feels like acid reflux. Or when I do eat my anxiety heightens. Looking for any advice on how to deal with this! TIA,2.350997304582208,5.253073641509439,3.1704043126684667,85.8179245283019,86.16981132075472,6.047439353099732,28.32614555256065,7.447530270364453,2.1369805929919146,225,11,39,4,7,71,44,53,0.15,0.726,0.123,0.4531,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,3,0,11,8,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,7,8,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,2,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18957884292388197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192963673762192,0.0,0.44523847810731976,0.2191697376248012,0.0,0.13565237912573422,0.19878042219078332,0.1596490813253292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16711760219752034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20001000563270493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697745475734148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3970298449580945,0.16206577232487354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809444790388093,0.13859677376508914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947807445829769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16291482491785275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25899887131739163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3837506014151848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110210647073757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442881469943705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kutuup1989,2019/03/09,"People who know others with anxiety/panic disorders, how obvious is it someone is having a panic attack just from looking at them? Hi all,

This might be an odd question, but it's something that really frustrates me sometimes, although realistically it's actually something of a blessing.

Nobody seems to ever notice when I'm having a panic attack. When I get them, I tend to sweat a lot, get really shallow breathing and tightness in my chest, dizziness, ataxia, confusion, shaking, nausea, dry heaving, the whole parade of fun.

But nobody ever seems to be able to tell. I was out with a friend I see pretty much every weekend today, and I had a corker of a panic attack while we were walking around a shopping centre, and the whole bus ride back to my car to drive her home. I was HIGHLY aware that I was sweating bullets, shaking, dizzy, confused, walking funny, all that stuff. But she didn't say anything, and she never has when I've had panic attacks around her before, she just carried on like normal.

This isn't because she's trying to spare my feelings or doesn't care, she just simply cannot tell when it's happening, and nobody I know can, despite how it feels to me like it must be SUPER obvious there's something up with me. 

I asked her later in the evening if she noticed anything, and she said I seemed a little quiet but I otherwise seemed completely normal.

I've asked my mum about this before, and she swears up and down that no matter how distressing it is for someone having a panic attack, unless it's so severe that they pass out or something like that, and no matter how much it feels like you are sweating buckets and stumbling all over the place like a drunk, outwardly, you appear completely normal, and people simply cannot tell unless they're really examining you. You're just hyper vigilant in that mental state, and feel like everyone sees you as you are feeling - a sweaty, panicked mess. However, it's purely internal, and to look at you, anyone else would think you were completely fine.

How true do you find this to be? Because I've never once had another person spot it just by looking at me when I've had an attack, no matter how horrific I was feeling internally and physically.",8.896726618705037,7.624979841726621,8.86907793764988,68.61181834532377,61.13429256594725,10.834004796163073,36.677338129496405,9.642632912329526,3.5962998561151083,1762,66,290,26,20,577,205,417,0.2,0.667,0.132,-0.9892,1,0,4,0,0,0,55.0,1,8,3,1,25,31,7,10,18,0,33,6,5,6,12,83,61,38,0,6,14,1,7,6,1,3,0,3,1,1,25,22,1,1,16,3,1,9,10,18,0,0,12,15,43,13,38,42,8,43,1,0,5,0,36,19,0,13,20,215,68,0,0.06535569482564403,0.0,0.06377773047750879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853114449269501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04569822141768446,0.06696463272756514,0.10756433635082137,0.11636084921353496,0.12219750458336935,0.4461092275116972,0.0,0.05025449515463508,0.0,0.07968044991216937,0.0,0.1112257652444933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666344866034734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20557260774167696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490328842204959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054596296767235375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04316682004809996,0.1182359353078748,0.05506499165860949,0.06245016716267461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19827481813652867,0.14007036432637615,0.0,0.0,0.05973392105239616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05049364770048192,0.0,0.06829130617914303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057793825093820264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905187985993294,0.06555709068775936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183556135419042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19157694748890086,0.06550357577238132,0.0,0.0,0.16464697020356894,0.0,0.0,0.05556307459899865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586316856077434,0.06933206413519617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608791123895047,0.0,0.10081268180064114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19210411380366585,0.0,0.1488157834672488,0.0,0.06960168201017651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834041310339497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061881948537802,0.057066071835086774,0.0682827908422336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06649023743409284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073213335558138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256055949005535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06216823208271016,0.051973471710864624,0.0,0.0,0.10416005429140893,0.2379894799241295,0.0,0.07383333239404963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107513362770444,0.2012560274685516,0.06463845332335147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481663436237042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17137127383940606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041877290296978335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061949556853896214,0.0,0.0,0.04437222672613232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459345985728282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04642681045764678,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AccountHaver28,2019/03/09,"Sunny weather triggering anxiety? This is something I've noticed, that when it is sunny out, I get anxious. It isn't nocebo (or is it?) because I notice the anxiety first and then I look outside and yep, it is sunny. I noticed this last year, but as it became winter, my non-OCD/non-social anxiety died down. Now, it is starting to be sunny again and yep, my anxiety is up when it is sunny.

What is going on? It's nighttime at time of posting, BTW.",1.5726666666666669,3.7145651555555546,4.305555555555556,82.00500000000002,80.77777777777777,6.666666666666668,26.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,1.923333333333333,344,15,64,6,9,122,56,90,0.134,0.682,0.184,0.7041,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,2,10,0,0,1,0,7,14,9,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,8,13,0,18,5,0,1,0,0,5,0,1,11,48,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5661893756353376,0.2090310861576681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127924912137296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920317923502582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15738631268580647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667047011752232,0.0,0.10515673899328473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15082403945304385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15537848962552905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6319731992363049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17720746823928454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244503347420098,0.0,0.0,0.1309650941517387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789240502134254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915316967567602
anxiety,TheBigShrimp,2019/03/09,"Flying for the first time alone tomorrow Going on a spring break trip with friends for my senior year. I've flown once with family and it was cool, but I have a weird anxiety about tomorrow. It's a 7 hour overnight flight, and I'm kind of worried about something like crashing or hijacking. The thought really gets me. Anyone know how to deal with it?",4.764117647058826,6.234811882352942,4.811058823529415,84.79276470588236,69.88235294117646,8.969411764705884,28.30588235294117,9.3871,2.368772941176471,280,10,55,6,5,87,55,68,0.129,0.77,0.101,-0.2238,0,1,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,5,1,2,0,0,1,0,10,7,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,2,1,3,4,10,5,0,12,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,9,29,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28546445388366515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21085242821973146,0.0,0.0,0.1927234612832608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841573500239984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598347910315132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344465482851143,0.0,0.0,0.2129472494937972,0.0,0.1440027258621728,0.0,0.15664408210077865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27143517877115514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287021101642232,0.15147633319103387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465648945312675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935317098128272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17657248104926607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121896488232277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21881552220405934,0.16071919795166828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799106431721422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774935117989587
anxiety,sequenceandshaw,2019/03/09,"Question about a strategy my therapist recommended I recently started Talkspace to work through some of my anxiety issues. My therapist recommended that I try to set aside a ""worry time"" during the day so I can journal and write down everything that I'm anxious about. When I do feel worried or anxious throughout the day, she told me to remind myself it's not my worry time yet. Aside from the fact that this is easier said than done, has anyone tried this? My fear is that I will start writing and I will get stuck in a panic state that will just make it worse and I won't come out of that easily.",6.1294505494505485,6.400717085470087,6.561050061050061,77.79307692307692,66.17948717948718,10.104517704517702,32.0989010989011,9.957137785484203,3.0255260073260084,477,18,91,10,7,155,79,117,0.204,0.725,0.071,-0.9382,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,2,6,0,10,0,0,1,1,15,20,6,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,10,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,2,15,0,13,12,1,15,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,3,9,64,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199934124172062,0.35440231708605263,0.0,0.10967644986347712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13511643096013892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023166041417368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16051681186874306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097088590192136,0.0,0.0,0.17650514018246855,0.07931044679609657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195010424814539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16371554954961753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470172697232936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18403518846150185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17571315638933502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15487508831452695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14920473439873888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220451210293181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642407811588506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18292646820343736,0.0,0.0,0.1498813830231974,0.0,0.21298808351329845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419208615928768,0.4778806703300352,0.1598483347729186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OmegaThree3,2019/03/09,"Self Created Brain Fog (Hypochondria?) Hi Everyone! I would love to share my recent experience and get your opinions.

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This crazy story starts when I realized that WiFi caused my teeth clenching at night (daily jaw pain). I forgot my night guard on a trip once, stayed in a hotel that didn't have WiFi and was surprised when I woke up with no jaw pain! I then turned my WiFi router off at home and my night clenching got so much  better. I had figured out that for me, WiFi was causing a physiological effect - at night at least.

CURRENT ISSUE: I just started a job where I will need to work from a 'tech' room, lots of WiFi, lots of electronic devices. I got concerned: ""Oh no! What if the room is filled with so much WiFi and electromagnetic fields? What if it's bad for my health or worse, I get symptoms during work? Fast forward to when I started to be around this room for just a little bit, prior to my job new job start date, I started to get strong brain fog when in the room or even looking at the door! This was for short stints of 2-25 mins. 

Now that work as started, I've spent a full week in the room and whenever I am there I have full brain fog. My anxiety is high and I am tense. 

My anxiety mind says: 'See, you are reacting negatively to all the dangerous EMF & WiFi'.  

My rational mind says: 'Nope, you are manifesting anxiety through a symptom of brain fog. The room might have higher EMFs but it won't give you any symptoms if your only there for 8 hours a day and you don't sit feet from the WiFi routers etc.'

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Interesting enough when I was in this room prior to knowing I would work there I had zero brain fog. Did I create this fake symptom? Do I just need to ignore it, be productive until it fades away? I am a bit of a health a nutrition freak so I would worry about this more than the average person.

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anxiety,nixbrooklyn,2019/03/09,"Situational Anxiety caused by seizures So in February my fiancè started having seizures. They came out of nowhere and that night i had a huge panic attack. For about two weeks after that I wasn't able to sleep, eat, shower, or even leave the house without panicking. My heart rate was through the roof. I went to the doctor and was prescribed Paxil 10 mg, and ive been taking it for three weeks. My fiancè is still having seizures but he's taking Keppra which has helped but not completely stopped them and when they happen I still get minor anxiety and I have random panic and anxiety attacks. Any tips for managing them? Thanks (:",4.749487179487184,7.049212709401711,4.706333333333337,82.15950000000005,71.47863247863249,7.4150427350427375,27.084615384615393,8.238735603445708,1.9402143589743592,505,18,88,8,10,156,84,117,0.14800000000000002,0.745,0.107,-0.4978,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,4,0,6,5,2,2,4,0,11,4,2,1,0,16,19,11,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,8,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,2,7,0,13,1,13,12,0,14,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,9,61,17,2,0.15060264029948614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241495978824088,0.0,0.34563182283465943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34266449008747474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722492995014502,0.0,0.15471039699412992,0.0,0.0,0.15790400301887314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541481839268048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410409901674266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099471623550482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868366366173203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133177417443978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784648538783324,0.10094577522533524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737752266080633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15946645077255292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413303758184241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35339949847973473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16928367769989502,0.15071140372519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659732395151188,0.0,0.2405429261690617,0.12591055083020328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264688855507451,0.0,0.0,0.13865467708491538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14711689615307474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24160870767404666,0.0,0.0,0.13961015638091173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14517557098095274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bisbium,2019/03/09,"Anxiety help? I sometimes feel far away like I'm watching a movie, I don't know how to describe it. It's like I'm not me, like playing a game on 1st person view, could these be panic attacks? This happens for around 5-10 mins, its been going on for around 3 years. Does anyone else feel like this? ",1.2852150537634408,3.243097629032264,2.523870967741935,95.37247311827957,80.7741935483871,4.778494623655916,21.623655913978496,5.46131890053228,-0.06065376344085971,231,7,51,1,6,74,48,62,0.14400000000000002,0.654,0.201,0.5787,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,1,1,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,8,11,1,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,4,3,5,8,8,0,9,0,0,2,0,3,6,0,0,6,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16973962938314616,0.0,0.0,0.15514551654850975,0.2273450084641338,0.0,0.3950452227068727,0.0,0.2524235604516513,0.20846606521450806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17715525113508396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19417101306902285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853544930374592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243810818309688,0.15851301832171472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261010303051427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19621010554308133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487232714917525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194090849819285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43360264440474416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260331496985025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19373938235641536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21944762659553496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288515984872588
anxiety,SteamPunkMoonz,2019/03/09,"Can’t differentiate between physical health symptoms and anxiety? Does anyone have a hard time distinguishing whether the symptoms they feel are just anxiety or actual physical problems? I know anxiety can cause physical symptoms which is why I feel like I get trapped in this confusing thought loop of thinking something is severely wrong with me or if it’s just anxiety. Examples would be heart palpitations, tingling sensations, muscle spasms, dizziness, stomach problems, feeling “washed out” in the head etc.... 

I also got what I think was food poisoning or the 24 hour flu this week but now I am having a really hard time differentiating what was real about it or anxiety (if that even makes sense...)

For context I’ve seen doctors a couple years ago for heart related symptoms and it was written off as anxiety and I got over it but now its coming back in a new form and more confusing than ever. I know I should probably just go see a doctor again but I keep just waffling in this thought loop.. ",6.062738095238098,8.193963416666666,6.403174603174603,72.055,67.6111111111111,10.253968253968255,36.19047619047619,10.451354775682146,4.393714285714286,805,42,131,23,14,259,118,180,0.173,0.81,0.017,-0.9559,2,1,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,0,12,7,1,2,8,0,14,16,4,2,1,42,33,16,0,6,14,0,5,1,0,2,11,0,0,0,12,7,1,1,10,0,0,2,1,6,0,0,9,7,12,1,15,21,3,21,0,0,2,0,1,7,0,8,13,89,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.10095267571910044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091702545225678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272925423951054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4748356757198933,0.0,0.0,0.07233493091050097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954697846393402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627206617595336,0.0,0.08911336673042514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446590926078325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21177175317821706,0.0905301495501364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537455127106,0.06832801909872567,0.09357681706539978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15692290450551047,0.07390499244708175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250926444988433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054048568642373215,0.0,0.058793251121848834,0.0,0.16547748397954748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18534249243025436,0.0,0.10616996448457597,0.10996294659345088,0.0,0.24517846414885225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187781379783853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195147626466504,0.0,0.0,0.1137072780137033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050540644073044864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905395092730503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991304909431367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115370372992814,0.1979761391541424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774921296097575,0.06627298063426676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243658174284439,0.0,0.0,0.11686951552886606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964117853296758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4300983392177693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325736891448766,0.0,0.1642561375287066,0.12064553015408933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829816776037265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334790291919301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07348820200580508,0.1131067816923293,0.0,0.06661867126892977
anxiety,lucefromhogwarts,2019/03/09,"Physical pain When there's nothing to be worried about, my body starts sending me signals I should be worried about something so then I start worrying. Right now I feel like there are rocks in my stomach. Stop please, I'm trying to enjoy the weekend, thank you.",3.559591836734697,6.259450265306128,3.4034285714285737,88.11657142857145,76.95918367346937,5.5526530612244915,30.20816326530613,6.742157984588678,1.731111020408163,209,10,37,2,5,63,40,49,0.142,0.609,0.249,0.6264,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,1,0,4,3,2,0,0,3,9,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,3,5,6,0,10,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,8,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476845855689205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274724176325478,0.15929957600262307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089385561807664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139588420448517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23727034282354426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447691052335313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19042683294941776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17166372057659146,0.0,0.0,0.31565797387836475,0.0,0.0,0.18642432985958235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20529340144266614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15139127261698926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.679352212076285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JamesAlby,2019/03/09,"Unsure if it’s anxiety? I’m a 22 year old college student who recently had a pretty difficult fall quarter. Long story short, I overloaded myself between working, hard classes, and excessive exercising, resulting in eight weeks of insomnia and barely any sleep. The quarter ended with adrenaline rushes and stomach pain that has persistent ever since. The symptoms include palpitations that occur every few minutes or so, followed by pain in my stomach. I haven’t been hungry for months. I force myself to eat, and have been eating less. Despite this, I had a sudden gain in weight that I’ve never experienced in my life, even though I eating very healthy.

At the end of the quarter I tried exercising again and it brought on extreme palpitations and rapid heart rate. I’ve been in sports and competitions all my life and have never had this happen. Now, throughout the day, I get adrenaline surges and stomach pain. They do not let up. And it doesn’t seem to matter what emotions I am feeling or what mood I’m in. I’ve gained weight, lost my ability to work out as it makes my symptoms worse, and have gotten sick multiple times since. I have seen a doctor. We did a 24hr heart monitor, a urine collection, and bloodwork to look for any physiological or hormonal abnormalities. Everything came back as normal. I mediate daily, go to therapy, eat well, and have healthy sleep hygiene.

My doctor prescribed me Zoloft, as the sensations I am experiencing were making me start the feel depressed and the adrenaline rushes making me feel on edge. I’ve now been taking Zoloft (25mg for 1 week and 50mg for the passed 3 weeks) and going to therapy for the past four weeks.. My mood and sleep are improved now. I’ve found it easier to deal with the symptoms instead of cascading into a dark place when the adrenaline surges happen. Yet, the sensations have not let up. They are the same, and continue to hurt my health and well-being. I’m not sure what to do at this point? Does this sound like anxiety? I feel like my thoughts are no different than before this all happened. I’d appreciate any advice you can offer.",5.3954615384615385,7.297069930769233,5.93948717948718,75.63384615384619,68.92307692307692,9.0974358974359,30.948717948717945,9.558583805096642,3.097164102564103,1683,70,288,38,30,544,211,390,0.098,0.812,0.08900000000000001,-0.5448,2,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,1,1,2,6,13,13,0,0,21,0,28,32,9,4,6,52,56,29,0,2,7,0,7,2,0,0,17,1,0,0,17,25,6,0,7,3,0,9,8,7,1,5,16,12,30,4,39,38,5,53,0,3,2,0,7,17,0,5,29,187,47,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849620039680945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638786540298595,0.0,0.12290235296602604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061767752452887376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835374142019589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918745445595371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05180531620907135,0.08281528276768482,0.06918692500976413,0.0,0.0,0.08392631362741616,0.0,0.16443949826148013,0.07029611903450232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287849402673904,0.0,0.09035888858080024,0.14229463379662213,0.0,0.0,0.053056297684515766,0.07266183811677222,0.06768032915510434,0.0,0.07219418644755096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16246626093332733,0.05738678409480465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807618858595936,0.0,0.0,0.041968389909977935,0.0,0.09130521488861597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21310300724638626,0.0,0.07195866777406021,0.0,0.0,0.0853855695757679,0.0,0.1903796092920318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599345197772088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642829182471327,0.1134769636005218,0.0784890149744334,0.0,0.0,0.07108830327968385,0.06745581177271716,0.0,0.08768818075755616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085993820766428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06411754024541805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239087718305211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870499484735627,0.0,0.0,0.08429137677651365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564259543695987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668275972357375,0.0,0.0,0.08392631362741616,0.0,0.07593651294039662,0.0,0.0,0.08172308792925878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931482398173315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312816115808309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289733355211344,0.0,0.24115990515938976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05685701258383425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570877622806747,0.2504765887422681,0.06039712723680905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18372556149267455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892246393487433,0.06377195361568994,0.0468402658718447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0545378618921485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627952640700044,0.0,0.0,0.2577391030723406,0.1956372435407056,0.14445015774267922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696038804429558,0.0,0.08186172917970819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05172899933019067
anxiety,rosalie776,2019/03/09,"I have a date and I’m freaking out Help. My social anxiety is pretty awful. This guy from work asked me out to a concert next week and I said yes. But I’m already freaking out. 

I can usually act fairly normal around people and socialize. But when I’m interested in someone it gets so bad and I hardly say anything because I get so nervous I’m going to say something wrong. I really like this guy and he’s definitely the most handsome guy I’ve ever been on a date with. This sounds awful but I usually date guys that aren’t very good looking because I feel less nervous around them...with cute guys I just feel like I’m not good enough and it gives me more anxiety. 

He’s sweet and not shy and we actually had really good conversations at work but that was before I started becoming interested in him. Now that I like him I act so weird and can’t think of anything to say when he talks to me. I’m so nervous our date is gonna be super awkward. It’s a country concert. Like what are we even going to do because we don’t know each other very well, but it’ll be so loud we can’t really talk to each other...and I can’t dance and I’m super awkward soooo fuck. Should I take a shot or two beforehand lol. Pls Help ",0.3200025400050812,2.6260167559055105,2.7503657607315226,89.93744602489207,88.13385826771652,5.639624079248159,21.185674371348746,7.1029339738359605,0.7222053848107697,952,33,202,15,31,326,130,254,0.127,0.616,0.257,0.9913,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,5,0,0,4,14,26,1,5,6,4,18,1,0,0,1,39,41,23,0,2,9,0,3,4,0,3,0,8,0,5,12,22,0,0,4,3,0,5,7,11,1,1,4,13,25,15,18,32,6,27,0,0,1,1,28,9,1,2,17,115,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.09746292273005464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021378824980342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528071526006622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643760999925629,0.17781862682777108,0.09336900088671536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833908798459318,0.1826473631487497,0.11030333230468556,0.08498568452069731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319686371739796,0.0,0.06596604199225617,0.09034203428492132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099890737551877,0.07135022937160622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233219328517156,0.10436041306956682,0.0958085419556817,0.11352174769654555,0.2513095064537858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4944563618810301,0.0,0.0,0.08946776739523242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338872938788592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05488831064632009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951741785120961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386926917668132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062174652353781,0.0,0.09785562170155396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924027348783415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160808208168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19194612756834128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500334292826593,0.2382721877735218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20361856986460344,0.08462318154787922,0.07688812578962191,0.0,0.0,0.07069155299831731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509305408390267,0.16055037970465544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06399542720946776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756269178092744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21999489190878213,0.16481353630021744,0.0,0.0,0.08011314979709948,0.0,0.08979900207230762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541937914775166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919688305239184,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AlamosX,2019/03/09,"Just had another severe panic attack. Sent myself to the hospital. Hello all.  
  
Diagnosed generalized anxiety disorder. I have now been on medication for almost 3 months now and it has been working pretty well. Until yesterday.  
  
Work has been..... insane to say the least and around 2:00pm I was losing my ability to focus and felt it coming on. I told my colleagues I had to go.  
  
By 2:20 I was in a cab on my way home when i started hyperventilating which alarmed the driver. I was burning up and feeling like i was going to pass out. My chest was hurting and I could feel my heart rate speeding away. Cab driver was extremely understanding and offered to take me to the nearest hospital.  
  
Now ive had this before and i was hesitant to go because hospitals are inherently anxiety inducing and i knew i was having a panic attack, but the tunnel vision, shaking, and lack of motor skills was freaking me out so I told the driver to take me.  
  
He was amazing and tried to calm me and by 2:30 I stumbled in to emergency and told the first person what was going on.  
  
The triage nurses took me in right away and took my heart rate, an ecg, and blood pressure as i was showing all signs of heart attack. I was hooked up with an iv, given aspirin and i tried to explain the best way i could what was going on.  
  
It was an extremely busy day in emergency and i ended up waiting 3 hours to see a doctor. The panic was starting to subside but now i had an IV in my arm and the nurse was explicit that i wait.  
  
In the end the doctor was extremely amazing and told me that It sounded like i had a good head on my shoulders and simply had pushed myself too hard. Story of my life, but it was great hearing it from someone else.  
  
Once i was allowed to leave the nurse came in to take my IV out and i jokingly told her if i were really having a heart attack in the future, i probably wont come in. She told me ""Well you did the right thing and you should do it again""  
  
I sometimes feel like no one that suffers from anxiety fully understands what it is like and that I should just suffer in silence. Despite how awful yesterday was for me, It was amazing that everyone that had to deal with me was so understanding and kind and knew I was having a major health scare.  
  
  
It helped me kind of get over the idea that ""its just in my head"" and real people are there to assist. I hope anyone here understands this and seeks help when it gets bad.  
  
You should not suffer on your own.",3.7352836169502837,5.1636089814814845,5.0475175175175195,82.26950450450455,72.35390946502058,7.887798910021132,26.303859414970518,8.441846121484758,1.7935608497386268,1919,64,373,32,37,639,222,486,0.152,0.71,0.138,0.3206,2,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,4,0,6,20,35,4,7,27,1,53,20,10,3,3,74,94,37,0,8,8,0,5,4,0,4,10,3,1,1,26,35,0,2,13,2,0,14,3,18,2,2,50,9,60,17,60,38,7,67,0,5,1,0,23,31,0,3,24,283,86,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06722540930923078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039627745716953,0.1540729087749734,0.0,0.0,0.046941937100749766,0.0,0.0,0.059763853989488115,0.0,0.3055003112194681,0.1261499673163998,0.0,0.056054424174519266,0.040924510319005986,0.0,0.0571264341818483,0.0,0.0704534164421328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678387479192128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566069126606128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720271962548722,0.0,0.0,0.04329613749296464,0.06921262394689477,0.0,0.06814000815667054,0.0,0.0,0.07694184466414472,0.13742981699543202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056082181084396575,0.0,0.11892231300174595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06414980119438794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183551736682812,0.09592166504381527,0.06445955711688829,0.0,0.0,0.05710449080671224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014991174139681,0.0,0.1907701480716945,0.056309153950151965,0.0,0.07401591878910406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06013924055946077,0.0,0.13779853611777745,0.07136073343029238,0.07566535389231797,0.3182183738247837,0.08999755340787688,0.0,0.06734128226666722,0.06667961237429679,0.06611386597129898,0.0,0.07186876932275357,0.07578657189496345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13982030428640704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108564171274724,0.0,0.0,0.04741901582556141,0.13119391725381946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510622715458998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763085038780761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053586041767856564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714959505571419,0.0454920104468264,0.0,0.0,0.2363032789219029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04654254358771009,0.05861917316617628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06829982538964323,0.07238224359106651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641365076184092,0.043008019075350096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466483052803507,0.0,0.0533879736294259,0.06721325134304063,0.0,0.053497429060399386,0.0,0.0,0.07584276887938113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056882763705647425,0.0,0.06639764341069752,0.0,0.09503615514416472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15143015329575804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0446011157602131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3848988071663276,0.14917758884709184,0.09115970868801714,0.0,0.0,0.2795571339326477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065763320700258,0.0,0.0,0.12072378566839714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774929317214748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dinosaurus420,2019/03/09,"Always panic when child is sick So my daughter is in kindergarten and literally gets sick every 2-4 weeks. You’d think by now I’d be able to handle an illness with ease, haha no. I always get scared and anxious. I think because we had one experience where the pediatrician sent us to the ER because of a 104 fever a couple years ago. All was fine but it freaked me out. I know many parents have dealt with much worse but as an anxious person it doesn’t take much to traumatize me. 

I just want to know I’m not alone, that someone else out there is irrationally afraid of any fever or illness in an otherwise healthy kid. I feel like I’m going crazy. ",4.292281594571674,5.192158160305347,5.129414758269722,84.2122561492791,70.45038167938931,7.654283290924512,28.29601357082273,7.793537801064563,1.5811316369804915,513,18,106,6,9,167,96,131,0.25,0.647,0.103,-0.968,1,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,1,0,0,6,7,0,3,7,1,9,6,0,0,1,19,22,8,0,1,5,2,1,1,0,0,6,0,0,3,3,7,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,4,1,1,3,1,11,3,14,17,3,12,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,1,6,60,14,0,0.16966650393581828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15039911864804872,0.0,0.0,0.17572332933717094,0.0,0.0,0.2823522459496973,0.0,0.0,0.11537904078868615,0.0,0.0,0.3833497115943533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20685425202344088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877327594965022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173459290810872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295134722223807,0.0,0.0,0.16596639729881565,0.0,0.0,0.08578848229798848,0.12120978431271905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17728749115952136,0.0,0.09642538415284307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864885468014357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289048363689487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720152047801166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24944880494195404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497041407054512,0.0,0.0,0.1990670856782207,0.18839457394370293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14814624689462216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16986576900067715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375787819620292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756809570279154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21743088977781871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20408791374915794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007369992888332,0.0,0.13609623533156104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729046625255474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092596657998273
anxiety,Didyouseethewords930,2019/03/09,"Car accident My best friend just informed me that her friend just died in a car accident. I’ve been trying to talk her through her grief but it’s so hard since this is one of my greatest worries - finding out that a friend/family member has been killed suddenly.

I was in a traumatic car accident about a year ago and while I wasn’t injured, the other party involved was. I’ve been so paranoid that karma is out to get me - either through getting myself or someone I love injured in a car accident.

My boyfriend is going on vacation soon which will involve driving long distances. I’m terrified something is going to happen to him. What can I do to lessen my anxiety about this? Or how to ease my worries about car accidents in general? 
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anxiety,TehFu,2019/03/09,"Help I'm so anxious today that I feel like I'm have short disassociative episodes.

Just drinking chamomile tea in bucketloads to try and help.

Does anyone know any tips for how to calm down, please?",5.104234234234237,7.22661005405406,4.209189189189189,86.8518018018018,70.08108108108108,7.095495495495496,28.54954954954956,7.793537801064563,1.596592792792792,160,6,31,2,3,47,32,37,0.054000000000000006,0.654,0.292,0.8484,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,5,5,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,5,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21923706617371966,0.0,0.0,0.3642102825348189,0.0,0.2254234177735004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821267051238071,0.0,0.0,0.3158206330536365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16301067370592448,0.2303163323479079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4321840412532253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771777681469349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15750405205358164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3538887171208652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055891542893807,0.0,0.0,0.2188824574024797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mix_101,2019/03/09,"Does anyone get anxious after drinking coffee? I've been dealing with anxiety for some time but, luckily, I've been doing really well these past few weeks. I don't drink coffee much but I had it today. I'm now anxious and feel unsettled. Does this happen with anyone here?. 

I'm also writing this post just to vent a little as I usually go through my anxious moments alone. I'm happy with all the progress but it's hard to see all that when I'm feeling this way again. ",1.909574468085104,4.320810595744681,3.5164255319148943,86.59400000000002,81.34042553191489,5.887659574468086,24.293617021276606,7.1686216300943375,1.2225310638297882,372,14,70,5,10,123,67,94,0.14400000000000002,0.6779999999999999,0.17800000000000002,0.8176,0,1,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,0,2,15,15,7,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,2,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,4,4,2,9,12,5,14,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,10,43,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17028484214003256,0.0,0.13148299221320708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577738476984535,0.5572280473756906,0.0,0.2299262393956409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16950513044081453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28776217210661714,0.0,0.0,0.322129134580576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662668038518184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590029724390022,0.0,0.0934411007388396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539205741352065,0.17502332544885627,0.14728396691714032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647874947544753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086428857165732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15695317041866064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15746457193275204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532876038570313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310178429023144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587198293776264,0.0,0.1558466412669912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18108041211476325,0.0,0.0,0.13050534742978626,0.13188417290239293,0.0,0.14782925332184782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,amh46,2019/03/09,"Meh I feel hopeless, anxious and depressed and I don't know why. I've barely gotten out of bed. ",1.2325000000000017,3.2899092500000013,3.0599999999999987,90.935,81.5,4.0,25.0,3.1291,0.29000000000000004,75,3,15,0,2,25,17,20,0.444,0.556,0.0,-0.8225,0,0,0,0,0,1,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6135761966951925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4677924167691827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746201136801793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984870728029101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4900854682544112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,imokyoureok01,2019/03/09,"Trying to be a good friend, but can't do everything all the time More just venting about my anxiety. My sister had a baby 3 weeks ago, she is a single mom. I've been helping out, staying over when I can to give her some rest, etc. She came over yesterday just to get out of the house and I said I could possibly come over today. Now here's the thing, I'm sick. She knows this. I didn't hold the baby at all yesterday because of it, but we went out, she was doing ok. Well, today I can't go over to help her because I am still sick AND my nephew came down with something (he lives with me). So I told her I don't want to come to her house because I don't want to bring whatever they have to her house. She was alone today and I said I could come over with my other two kids, but she said ""just stay over there, don't come over."" Usually this would put me in an absolute tailspin, but there's literally nothing I can do. I feel bad she is by herself and that she was expecting me to come over today, but I still feel like an asshole. She's been having a lot of post-partum anxiety, so I really did want to come over, but it just isn't a good idea. I know she'll get over it, but she has a ton of other people to call, why does it have to be me? So of course I feel anxious about it, but nowhere near as bad as I would have in the past. So, small victory I guess?",2.2145213882163053,2.8418807830508506,3.8485714285714288,92.49056497175144,75.0677966101695,7.381759483454398,22.52219531880549,7.62386473244151,0.5990161420500401,1041,25,255,13,21,349,138,295,0.11,0.815,0.075,-0.8753,0,1,1,0,1,0,39.0,1,0,1,0,18,8,0,0,13,1,34,2,0,0,2,51,62,19,0,8,12,3,3,1,1,3,2,3,0,1,11,19,0,1,6,0,0,12,7,2,1,1,15,6,46,6,43,40,9,48,0,0,0,0,33,19,0,3,16,184,57,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840096276897063,0.0,0.0,0.09160212057653468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13532003225529568,0.0999174288266165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769539721794508,0.16174535453340033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031201111696754,0.2023145372436258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4571240894168781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123192318089786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739862472609045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863931122553196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948846708759079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416101770630326,0.06318496991577774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06833221915791184,0.0,0.0924174963174372,0.0848442940472638,0.05026520780777742,0.14836657377446769,0.0,0.0,0.09743189869948342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856534604508405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061602107298021,0.0,0.0998433933150735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721387828630396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04320965295498744,0.0,0.07809836286835478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519259082068541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358545970315512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486515367496011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443055213180115,0.061316475585571566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970820260528533,0.08470565273716389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891143449860757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0566599920919201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25239372393144405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808911418624118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18854073926750115,0.1412642342696774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05875878314313913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05157286362431795,0.0,0.3353412469454492,0.08451277939595919,0.0,0.060048201293757736,0.0,0.0863977004611194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740943196191616,0.0,0.15650107180423914,0.0,0.0709450691941619,0.0,0.07952248078775713,0.08198919898213165,0.07980765902754719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256572710220131,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jebnumbtoit,2019/03/09,"How I feel lately... When you feel like you can't be who you are. 
When it feels like nobody can see you. 
When it feels like nobody can understand you, no matter what you say or what you do.
When you have trouble being who you are and saying how you feel, because you feel like it will be used against you. 
When it feels impossible to trust.
When you feel like people want to hurt you, and you don't know why.
When it feels like you have to hide away, because every time you don't you are the problem. 
When you feel too confused to see clearly. 
When you feel numb.
When you've lost interest in the things that normally bring you joy. 
When you want to do things, but you feel trapped. 
When it feels like you are not good enough. 
When it feels like you are paralyzed.
When all you want is to feel loved and accepted. 
When you feel okay, but know that it's fleeting.
When you feel unwanted and replaceable. 
When you feel misunderstood.
When you feel ashamed to feel the way that you feel, or to share how you feel, because people will think you are feeling bad for yourself.
When you don't know what is real.
When you feel too much, but then sometimes nothing at all. ",2.640451345755693,4.7103778608695634,2.6362111801242243,95.66963768115944,76.91304347826087,5.946169772256727,21.387163561076605,6.868970318607317,0.2375424430641826,908,24,199,9,21,272,90,230,0.133,0.6990000000000001,0.168,0.4924,0,1,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,35,0,1,25,24,0,2,3,1,23,2,0,4,3,56,61,33,0,6,6,0,24,8,0,2,1,2,0,0,18,4,0,0,30,0,0,1,6,8,0,0,1,28,36,16,13,55,4,28,0,2,2,1,41,3,0,3,31,134,54,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061780344506875876,0.0,0.054903884801659315,0.1202535553548906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06794398533629292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0554026408387859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7979624226367192,0.3758113387198418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05515338614723283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039363421963707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841406723076803,0.0,0.07417613394053768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570022197411648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07178092726446242,0.0,0.05934775878062016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04833855299865802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442735453832697,0.06309508229521188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117447870162723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06292003712010544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484523015775538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458432843117024,0.0,0.0,0.10479874606052184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06503480534511898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737132020481463,0.04213407473135088,0.0,0.0,0.038343111791668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684547781149862,0.0,0.056792455733169586,0.0,0.0,0.11635456459075308,0.05219440521178336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05933496371688113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anony2049,2019/03/09,"Scared to take the bus. I moved out into a room and I’ll be having to bus to work, if I don’t transfer to a place down the street for me. For awhile I’ll have to bus anyways.

Help? I’ve never bussed before alone and I’m terrified I’ll get lost or be late and when I feel lost I feel disoriented and I panic.",-0.4160000000000004,1.2319613999999994,2.1328571428571443,97.58214285714287,85.0,5.142857142857143,15.714285714285715,6.18269132825596,-0.7585714285714285,238,4,61,2,7,82,44,70,0.245,0.693,0.063,-0.9163,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,2,4,0,2,4,0,5,0,0,0,1,11,12,7,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,2,6,0,10,8,0,10,0,2,0,0,1,6,0,2,3,34,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25997510861128004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21359467774234664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538407402949049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311446093796163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682495913937433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831550591988541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5480235118538498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667884716832657,0.0,0.0,0.1935976995457513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29451119219819577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622565135557389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251309100003196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18873151140923705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827413969878164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Templarfucker69,2019/03/09,"I’m a university student that stress studies until I literally get sick. Is there anyone else that does this? Every time I have an exam or midterm coming up I hit the books a little too hard and study to the point of getting migraines and stress colds. I currently have one stress cold on its way right now and I have a performance tonight which is **great**. I was diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder but I’m doing much better than I was a year ago. 

Anyone else have this problem?",1.8478908188585628,4.657555129032262,3.1870967741935488,84.95449131513648,89.10752688172043,6.302398676592225,23.282878411910676,7.61054688173877,1.5811230769230769,389,15,71,8,13,126,67,93,0.182,0.7759999999999999,0.042,-0.8320000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,3,6,0,3,7,0,9,3,0,0,0,9,15,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,1,2,3,7,2,7,12,1,14,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,7,46,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670906977363485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266098996284899,0.0,0.0,0.2314481108436712,0.33915625723099657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637459872148376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425668077722735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679828010387097,0.0,0.0,0.18968161192541694,0.0,0.1448334284973535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765142570941952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13944402974155676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17293773490375666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18246844542577584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482588328767324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16587821577839346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166428386731028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214960999372936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564545193724457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583647168200242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133928020995298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5687518869347493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650655528532304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136915646085076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657897517858128
anxiety,bugsaretiny,2019/03/09,"Picking I can’t stop picking at my skin; my face, arms, legs, my butt cheeks... I have scars everywhere and can’t stop bleeding most nights. Anyone have any tips on how to focus my anxiety/ ocd somewhere else??",4.429916666666667,5.940542825000005,4.359999999999999,87.55166666666668,70.75,7.333333333333335,28.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.651333333333333,163,6,32,2,3,50,31,40,0.123,0.877,0.0,-0.5803,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,7,6,3,0,7,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,3,4,1,5,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,3,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797058939502558,0.0,0.3146521373554418,0.0,0.0,0.2875985328853899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435979424169865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3859879376250734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6877495875709906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,qwhels,2019/03/09,"Tattoo shop piercing I've been wanting to get a piercing for so long but I keep backing out whenever I get near the store :( 

But now I'm really going to push myself to go in because I really want this. I just wanted to ask you guys if you have any experience with tattoo piercings. Does the piercer make small talk with you?  Do I have to be a specific age to get a piercing done at a tattoo shop? And how exactly do I ask for a piercing?

If you could give a step-by-step process of everything that goes down when I walk in through that door, it would be appreciated.

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anxiety,letseatchaaaaps,2019/03/09,"Anxiety due to ruminating over ex I don't know if this belongs in an another subreddit, but it's a long standing issue that is one of my major causes of anxiety these days and really need to let it out.

About 4 years ago I was in therapy for the first time due to major anxiety and depression with suicidal thoughts. I had low self worth at the time and was dealing with a lot of issues at the time, one of which feeling like I was not deserving of love. The therapy helped, and shortly afterwards I met someone and I was very happy. It wasn't an ideal relationship, but it was what I needed at the time. 

We were together for about a year before we started long distance (she moved to a different city to look for a new career path and I was planning on following her afterwards). We stayed together for an additional 6 months before we broke up over facetime. A few weeks later I was visiting her city for a job interview so we decided to meet up to talk, you know, to get some closure. What happened instead was she confessed to being with someone else to that she had cheated on me in the time before we broke up.

That was two years ago. I was devastated after that. She was the first woman I fell in love with and this was my first ever major relationship. I avoided dating for most of my 20s because I was so anxious all the time. We stopped talking and losing my best friend in that way completely destroyed me. Worst of all, she said she still loved me even though she wanted to be with him. 

After that, I experienced another major episode of anxiety. I was still in grad school at the time and I completely lost interest in my work. Thankfully I was able to scrape along and finish my degree a couple of months after that experience. I did all the right things for myself to get over this relationship. I exercised regularly and lost a ton of weight. I took a step back from everything that caused me to be unhappy and dedicated my time to things that were important to me. I spent time with friends, went back to therapy, all that stuff. I even tried to date other people (although sadly with no luck).

2 years from that experience, I now live in the same city as my ex. I moved here about a year and a half ago for work. In the time since, not a day went by when I haven't wished I still had my best friend to talk to. To me, this was the relationship that saved me from my depression and anxiety.

A few months ago I ran into her and she agreed to meet up to catch up. I thought I was ready to be friends with her, so we continued to chat and hang out. I thought I could manage it but it turns out I am not ready to be friends with her. I am still deeply hurt by what she did, and also haven't fully gotten over my feelings for her. I spend every idle moment thinking about all the what ifs: what if we had worked harder on our relationship, what if we spent more time being open and communicative, bla bla.

Its actually gotten pretty bad. I am experiencing anxiety on a daily basis because of this, and in the last couple of days gotten some intense anxiety attacks that made it difficult to see clearly. I want some distance from this person but I also don't want to lose her. I want to tell her what I am going through without hurting her feelings. She recently broke up with the guy she cheated on my with and is going through some difficulties of her own. 

I know the logical thing to do is to cut her out of my life, and just move on so I can get better. But it has become like an addiction. The thought of telling her I can't be friends makes me anxious. The fact that I am experiencing all these emotions, and that I am still hung up on someone I broke up with 2 years ago is embarrassing and I can't talk to any of my friends about it.

I've taken some positive steps recently. I made an appointment for more therapy to start next week. I finally unfollowed her on instagram (I only started following her again after running in to her), and I am now creating an online dating profile so I can get back to dating again (took a few months off to try and figure out this situation I am in). 

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I am scared though that if I meet someone again they will think I am weird for having so much trouble moving on from a previous relationship ... 

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Sorry for the long ramble, but if you have read this far, then thank you ... 

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Even as I finish writing this my anxiety is triggered again because she has just liked my most recent post on instagram and I don't know what to do again so I think I am gonna go back to bed and feel like shit...",4.411080835127144,5.4171303439911815,5.480550217882082,81.41207889256403,70.2568908489526,8.978134789380656,29.060551967938967,9.278547400647746,2.3884005845189966,3590,133,722,73,63,1188,338,907,0.153,0.7190000000000001,0.128,-0.9778,3,1,0,0,0,0,97.0,11,3,1,15,41,52,6,3,43,0,67,9,1,6,9,133,129,55,1,15,18,2,5,4,7,2,4,1,1,4,51,58,1,2,19,3,4,21,13,28,0,7,47,11,127,24,145,71,30,159,1,14,2,3,83,50,1,15,88,547,178,10,0.0422740388092088,0.0,0.04125336377437706,0.046084942184526086,0.0,0.0,0.1873669236740894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761306712506945,0.0,0.13741171016361262,0.15410275283195146,0.02874779602882185,0.08865603126560094,0.2587161918392977,0.09551526205531426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04809282202386818,0.0,0.1300245056943776,0.035297056617908634,0.07730958505395419,0.04668835456222152,0.10791628018966573,0.0,0.08872799125866265,0.03738795196342034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685416555396559,0.0,0.0,0.08864705078841892,0.0,0.0,0.033752380119308034,0.09355083975464153,0.0,0.08178977336389896,0.043582677765479264,0.07282113536323133,0.0,0.0,0.04416737298511654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03531453493891373,0.04755260373029279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376481181258078,0.038239288337326205,0.03561770096110179,0.0,0.037993180235958816,0.08270424341493769,0.0,0.0,0.08550009685872169,0.060401163544102236,0.0,0.04630914317679585,0.0,0.1078748274462308,0.0,0.0,0.22862572263095185,0.0,0.08834576192481645,0.0,0.07207593138264005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04185794473603044,0.0373827929068262,0.04500150039496028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028335397115319044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051046575545003,0.0,0.0,0.08824622675344751,0.04195046052694287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293082467166383,0.03445898387030428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04322806883617382,0.02985940380279897,0.08261184007199733,0.0,0.03732875076482557,0.1122335821791847,0.03549954561099836,0.09458767229431826,0.0922942142579732,0.0359398760616556,0.11446191154194385,0.08000143532954022,0.028218249168437994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497093783861866,0.1797224522998872,0.031076282638015512,0.06269132824925512,0.0,0.04082853010814327,0.0449589198621075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057291965515686924,0.03215131145554912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029307495712419793,0.03691206010251125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040486843555573054,0.04300789526025287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04228547876448322,0.0,0.027081831749808463,0.0,0.12522154003815472,0.2723189823822762,0.0,0.0361017981616405,0.04021229156503718,0.0,0.04232368761371502,0.042783584178137934,0.03368693569268412,0.0,0.04410104210328997,0.0,0.04339369334339156,0.03496952175084083,0.04751779083434419,0.0,0.0,0.14327462359440604,0.0,0.0,0.047322325420375684,0.08976534675732492,0.04505850063077497,0.16880051000318122,0.03534298935065239,0.0,0.0,0.048393660461371515,0.046240937103131166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591308433084998,0.07389874644586708,0.07784051047856731,0.1933761903893776,0.0,0.08425497887421518,0.08126249135420406,0.08306805698605826,0.13424345903421728,0.271153651873108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393602516128344,0.057402594821331865,0.04598201492858748,0.04129559325851105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03488050931309557,0.09973729348899783,0.033555164312211005,0.06781936800406999,0.051478390577253626,0.0,0.07837691500321604,0.0,0.0,0.04861305834315767,0.040750664859484434,0.0,0.09232801120342872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410275283195146,0.16333856990594822
anxiety,XanayZan,2019/03/09,"Feeling unconformable with no trigger Hello everyone, I want to just ask for some help and experience for feeling uncomfortable for no apparent reason. Now I've dealt with this feeling before, it feels as if all my muscles are slightly more tense, I feel somewhat isolated from others, I'm constantly thinking negative and slightly empty, it also feels like there is some danger and tension with everything. It somewhat feels like I am about to go into flight or fight mode. So this started about 2 weeks ago, I've been having anxiety attacks more often, and I feel like everything is so tense and I hate it so much. I just want to be back to where I was before. When I started Fluxovamine I felt totally free of this tension and it has helped me a lot, maybe I need to increase my dosage, the only thing I am worried about is that its going to make me not care about anything, creating a numb feeling which has happened before with other antidepressants I've taken. Anyways I just hate this feeling, I used to feel tension all the time and it made life far more harder which made me unable to really do my best. Anyways I would appreciate some help thank you.   ",8.528999165971639,7.7360842935779806,8.269366138448706,71.07367389491243,61.56880733944954,11.0465387823186,38.16680567139282,10.230975488527342,3.942361467889908,928,40,159,17,11,298,125,218,0.206,0.632,0.162,-0.9176,1,0,0,0,1,0,19.0,0,1,0,1,19,16,5,3,4,0,14,2,0,6,3,51,46,15,0,5,6,0,12,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,17,12,0,0,14,0,1,3,4,9,0,0,6,12,21,8,23,38,15,15,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,9,12,121,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09517719850671018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586390523500079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213790441482992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835652101021578,0.0,0.10037663734476214,0.12214909597585973,0.0,0.08256105150886091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740923803494658,0.0,0.1126783942375098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094710684846759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602903559834606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259682147814808,0.1929948139357284,0.10502865231622716,0.0,0.0,0.5971855573974185,0.23011586383329236,0.1030922239967976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204191103110565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949471078315052,0.0,0.0,0.21201167502616056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21590393302573047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583874323448743,0.1573669597204447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128229922205293,0.0,0.20319254705878365,0.07167043814221616,0.0,0.10786779126346001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892944665713307,0.07961363826156763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165987071385734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878409555520963,0.11039444176468267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519943516855116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885204886227716,0.0,0.0,0.07133198585465171,0.06879848480462676,0.0,0.0,0.06260842348576237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273337382364856,0.0,0.0,0.12665944440434193,0.0,0.08612589304116898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903964373418333,0.0,0.07627270511406915,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kick_asana,2019/03/09,"Something that has been helping! I recently started doing talk therapy, and a recommendation from my therapist was to write down my feelings when I’m anxious. 

I’ve been jotting down my thoughts/feelings in the back of a notebook at work, or typing a few sentences in a note in my phone, and it has been super helpful! I feel like it helps to get my thoughts out of my head, and makes them sound less scary when they’re right in front of me. 

I’ve never been into journaling, so this is new for me. I’m surprised by how much it has helped!",6.06111111111111,5.639317703703703,6.289259259259263,82.0316666666667,66.4074074074074,9.051851851851852,34.66666666666667,8.344100000000001,2.557933333333333,424,18,87,5,6,136,73,108,0.045,0.792,0.16399999999999998,0.9015,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,5,3,0,0,5,0,10,1,1,2,1,13,18,8,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,3,11,3,17,12,3,18,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,1,8,61,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23451511650022802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15962219777580025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31488787358388914,0.1483007594858643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845605301329438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130449628138968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5565668826186968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141690909858496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385664625478669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526009118632312,0.0,0.1601045019273919,0.20048958226800065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049679001971388,0.0,0.0,0.17727883941399472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598112234602464,0.0,0.0,0.14693170703467465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685120325218858,0.0,0.0,0.23739473065190636,0.24102542536949895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648015184032647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112638432635875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,davidscales,2019/03/09,"I Need Advice  So I (15m) have been friends with these same three guys for many years, we are now all in high school. At the start of the year we started hanging out with these other people, mostly girls, and we would always go to one of our houses and just either drink, smoke, or just hangout. I had been dating one of these girls for the majority of that period until about 6 weeks ago, when she told me that she needed to recover from something in her past before she could be in a relationship. I told her that I understood. that really hurt me, and ever since we broke up I've felt as if the group has been intentionally leaving me out. Me and her haven't been talking for the past 6 weeks very much, but yesterday she texted me asking to give her money for carts (marijuana wax). I said yes, thinking that doing this would make me more part of the ""group."" That was until I realized the same night that they were all hanging out without me, even though I had texted my friend who was there if anything was going on, to which he said he would let me know if something happened. This really hit me hard, so this morning I texted her (my ex) saying that I would not give her money for carts because I felt like I was being used for my money and that I wouldn't pay for the carts if I wasn't going to be there. She responded by saying that she had asked lots of people, not just people in our group, for cart money and that I was overreacting. She also said that I had done something to make her feel uncomfortable the last time our group hung out (about a week ago). We had quite a heavy argument and now I'm left feeling terrible, I feel like the rest of the group is going to start like being mean to me and not talk to me because of this argument. I don't know if I made the right choice by trying to stand up for myself, or if I overreacted and just lost my childhood friends. This whole argument happened maybe 2 hours ago, we started dating in October, and broke up January 28th. ",8.039525404801786,5.848635989949753,7.85745393634841,78.11081518704637,63.47236180904522,10.954997208263542,32.16136236739252,9.2995712137729,2.4762491345616966,1556,40,325,21,18,500,184,398,0.086,0.848,0.066,-0.8402,0,0,5,0,1,0,42.0,9,0,1,2,17,11,0,0,15,1,35,1,0,5,3,71,73,27,0,14,18,1,6,3,3,5,0,5,0,3,23,22,1,0,11,2,5,6,8,5,0,3,27,11,60,6,52,34,13,53,0,4,0,0,54,17,0,10,32,237,83,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332117575068951,0.2267501118296425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818737547660855,0.07094833613383372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701668443502677,0.0,0.15942483494022738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395500807092177,0.0,0.07255528386468013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807814862672112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725695984587692,0.0,0.08352844684270262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05631754252696445,0.0771281890523431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12933950763558266,0.0609142136709644,0.16373790982716205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976294395935208,0.0,0.0,0.16359027987972874,0.1938350599960521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844269759014251,0.15080129594398656,0.0,0.0763817964956129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008845627834902,0.0,0.0,0.08397006362534723,0.09838578446109084,0.09127926561315942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372018316394502,0.06950335997509068,0.0,0.0902846289469638,0.09264201130366384,0.08719049988986392,0.0,0.12497032298615085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930781653535365,0.07249030188397533,0.0,0.0806809710228387,0.11383174484787445,0.0864465768835726,0.08566139129804877,0.0928799240524162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06268049188586187,0.12644766227072365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001658328685637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155572119568164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923350208698999,0.16279253435649052,0.1773386091826235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069113409419627,0.0,0.0,0.10924746405618006,0.0,0.0,0.09154402391261704,0.0,0.07281689683075411,0.2433231391779344,0.13561426114265918,0.0,0.08629397962951182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053310879837013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19692633496870765,0.0,0.0,0.2414075134444023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706753601798108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05463515900838108,0.08377364069793118,0.0,0.04971942597460588,0.0,0.0,0.16295107867945774,0.0,0.05789017497421746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364264836102838,0.0,0.07035357177179517,0.0,0.0,0.2051862860529149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095196703766027,0.0,0.08219360558086053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24228274118189785,0.0,0.0,0.10981731657863293
anxiety,myrabreck,2019/03/09,"Lying about my age I spent 6 years getting a bachelors degree in the humanities and working 1.5 years in a dead-end career before deciding to reenter school for engineering. I am very concerned about how people view my age and experience, because I am ever-so-slightly off from my peers' ages. Because of that, I have never told anyone my age, and on a particular dating site I have remained 21 for 2 years. (I'm particularly scared about the dating aspect, because I'm a gay man and feel that everyone is so concerned with age.)

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I really don't know what to do. I've been putting myself at 4 years younger, which isn't terrible, but I feel really awful and self-conscious about it. Am I being silly about this, do people not care whether I'm 4 years older than I say I am, or am I weaving a web of lies? I really value competition and achievement, but there's no way to speed up my career and I don't want to be a late bloomer.",7.597391562685683,6.043068834224602,8.478039215686277,71.28673202614381,63.86631016042781,11.091859774212715,35.75103980986334,9.994966539143718,3.4206487225193114,740,28,141,13,9,253,112,187,0.112,0.8490000000000001,0.039,-0.9071,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,2,8,4,0,1,8,1,16,1,0,1,1,20,27,13,0,1,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,6,8,0,0,4,0,1,1,6,2,0,0,3,4,19,2,22,22,0,25,0,0,1,1,4,7,0,1,16,88,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17024583594147785,0.19092515438109856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986607550040872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873474520794768,0.0,0.13370255934307898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16020031653300024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916690091943792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14212936294244322,0.0,0.15014052117687887,0.0,0.15369927030948202,0.0,0.0,0.1588951419656181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209179228358061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635227983183105,0.0,0.17724484760568596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12118517271026365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21786261597230716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579549177013948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019766053143957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495281413281625,0.15731042651336402,0.15901978901886446,0.0,0.0,0.16391657093471812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15014052117687887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12964531463152426,0.0926769207898519,0.12471921770751837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438951912778235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19092515438109856,0.5059196072520628
anxiety,tsiroehTsycaripsnoC,2019/03/09,don't have any friends because I suffer from anxiety attacks whenever I approach people or whenever I attend social gatherings :( How do people do it? How do you approach someone and not feel like your legs are made of paper and want to fall over? I've tried being more confident but it just doesn't work for me.,4.195,6.232968500000003,5.216666666666669,79.03500000000003,72.33333333333334,8.133333333333335,30.33333333333333,8.841846274778883,2.778233333333333,250,11,43,5,5,82,47,60,0.182,0.763,0.055,-0.6999,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,1,3,4,1,0,0,0,8,1,1,3,0,11,11,6,0,1,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,1,1,6,2,5,9,1,5,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,30,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126264146480447,0.0,0.23919179850793595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35570741864835365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190600813032414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809541563555107,0.2233716078978137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24156817174834416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15275483505218754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958560430817603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4335322074358091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187278285513792,0.2649243918941148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21228249838904967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18442094743544835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276275831613619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,doingmybest64,2019/03/09,"I feel like I’ve been puked on after my son calls full of panic and complaints. Our son is 24 yo with anxiety and depression. He had been seeing a psych NP who prescribed an antidepressant and mood stabilizer. They seemed to help a little; however, he stopped taking meds regularly and has been calling me in severe panic, talking in a loud frantic voice always complaining about work, his girlfriend, etc., and is so miserable we have asked him if he is suicidal.  He denies that he’s suicidal but says he’s thought about it in the past. 

He says he just wants to vent about work and friends, doesn’t want advice. He’s so unhappy and complains so long that it’s hard not to say something. As he talks I feel helpless (I also have anxiety, so there’s guilt that I gave this to him) and feel like I’ve been puked on and can’t say anything that helps him. I feel like he is drowning and taking me with him. He’s so anxious that any talk about considering a job change, addressing concerns with his friends, girlfriend and co-workers is met with increased anxiety. 

I realize that he is frozen with anxiety and can’t see that he has options. 

He has an appointment with a psychiatrist in four weeks. I’ve suggested we try to get him in somewhere else sooner but he insists on waiting. He refuses to let me take him to the ER (truthfully, there’s not much they could do for him) besides tell him to take his meds until he can see the psych. 

He has a reason/excuse for every suggestion we make. 

His calls last evening ended with my crying and telling him that I don’t know how to help him.  

I’ve given him information on community resources (there’s a 24 hour warm (help) line but he refuses to call) call. He says that I’m the only one who even sort of understands him. He says his girlfriend, friends, etc. tell him they are tired of his complaining and anxiety.  I can’t take it any more. 

He then says he’ll just stop talking to us and keep it all inside. 

I dread seeing his number on my caller ID. 

Any help would be greatly appreciated!  ",4.588182142857144,5.6915892825000025,5.291928571428574,82.56650000000002,69.925,8.714285714285714,29.785714285714285,9.04235418022936,2.3591714285714285,1603,62,320,30,28,519,190,400,0.174,0.718,0.108,-0.9685,2,0,1,0,0,0,48.0,5,0,3,2,18,21,0,6,13,0,29,1,0,2,2,59,58,29,3,5,8,2,6,3,6,2,1,9,1,0,16,25,0,6,10,0,0,1,7,11,1,2,9,19,43,9,40,44,7,24,0,3,4,0,98,12,0,4,14,185,59,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06770360385407467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05540645598822035,0.05764990712665333,0.0,0.0,0.14134665648131853,0.0,0.26501066853815824,0.07827129264054469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05701489676280438,0.0,0.06477126475981754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537339748483029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732933728670955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05531770242337468,0.0,0.07610531163237706,0.0,0.0,0.059674278997751774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057877960844994976,0.0,0.0613651327607362,0.0,0.1545401334974848,0.09152296651908566,0.0,0.05837482796195079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14012845608167562,0.14848968780042587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605861315276961,0.0,0.03619807367101532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638594588779242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06206492941332181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23219830129501134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682308653481154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875376147548927,0.061582876209185976,0.0,0.0,0.03807671997481711,0.05647577471014921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708476688092491,0.0,0.1015461095542702,0.06944085255313967,0.0,0.06131423304027413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04624766327265143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15391799403785508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05093177279107005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04694868759542736,0.05269366703422175,0.0,0.1625798861662679,0.0,0.0,0.06613949669560122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123557637215112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3856823845469292,0.0,0.0,0.22084177502341576,0.06307362685831386,0.0,0.07827129264054469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053338271858003085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584919112317525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515710826559295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604650387976785,0.22275168529984904,0.1816720265757379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05500382264072731,0.0,0.0796318610850564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04703934429855969,0.0,0.0,0.0721271736353462,0.08334022089137205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173109425520236,0.0,0.05557551207543395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131891235639414,0.0,0.0,0.04921742456785594,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ChocolateSundae1214,2019/03/09,"What are some tips I can use to keep my social anxiety from interfering with me getting & keeping a regular, full-time job? Well, correction: I can get a job. I've had quite a few. But my darn anxiety has almost always gotten the best of me & I'd eventually quit. In fact, I just quit a job I was good at because I was intimidated by my very rude supervisor & anxiety started to take hold of me. What can I do to stop letting anxiety ruin my life? (I'm 47). 
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anxiety,HiyaMeTom,2019/03/09,"Bird by Bird- How I typically go about handling my terrible anxiety when it comes to tasks I wanna preface this with a ""this might not work for everyone"" disclaimer. But this is a method I use a lot to handle that sense of being overwhelmed.
Typically, I get anxious when I have a lot of work to do. If I have a lot of work, sometimes I don't even know where to begin. I don't know if I should handle one task before the first, or if I'm handling one thing I'm always considering the whole group of problems I have to face.
I'm a writer, and part of my work is studying writing theory. In one of my writing theory classes, we read a piece called Bird by Bird, and in it the author describes a hypothetical situation in which you have to write a paper on all the birds native to certain region. at first it seems like an overwhelming task: you have to categorize 500 birds and you don't even know where to begin.
That's when the namesake of the story comes in; you take it bird by bird. You have to force yourself to sit down and just start with one thing. it's a disciplinary practice because you end up still thinking about the other work you have to do. But you do end up handling the entire project bird by bird, step by step.
I used to this idea in my daily life, and it has helped me immensely. often times people like us who get anxious by an overwhelming amount of work have no mechanism to break down that problem into more sizable chunks. By keeping in mind that I should take on my day to day work bird by bird, I find myself better equipped to handle the day as a whole.
I understand this might not work for all of you, but it is helpful to me which means one of you might find use of it as well.

tl;dr: coping with overwhelming amount of work that cause anxiety can be helped by breaking down the work into more simple and sizable chunks. ",4.8255495495495495,5.433920829729733,5.379797297297298,83.95086711711713,69.08108108108108,8.22072072072072,27.849099099099107,8.212053250817874,1.6839639639639636,1457,46,297,19,24,469,160,370,0.039,0.919,0.041,0.4019,0,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,2,10,0,13,14,12,0,4,23,0,26,2,1,5,3,60,50,19,0,8,10,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,24,14,0,1,11,1,0,5,6,7,1,7,0,0,34,5,64,43,13,41,0,4,0,0,21,18,0,12,17,217,58,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657452146768411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224144795445962,0.1807764873151784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04877320099118223,0.0,0.06808240427416565,0.0,0.0,0.07076212197315232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816989004011763,0.0,0.0,0.08219205297496895,0.0,0.13784263019706422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15479900917266606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417297807391656,0.0,0.0,0.10569137060229496,0.0,0.0,0.07645274489076061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14625492404680668,0.13611250499539473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836035842141249,0.0,0.04547138476424095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16088654672448813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032126895722656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111634204757804,0.0,0.0,0.13191379853292828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05651325261160345,0.07817744482662004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20406428488485154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715407343845663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546331028195917,0.08078703930869781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27108338642546737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664276238313029,0.0,0.055468686499835926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15311705044104096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003140179898127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283787146609541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993431130446433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913168861807543,0.0,0.05663131287514583,0.0,0.06389588972223928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031474936409915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063098454421138,0.051267017163482816,0.0,0.0,0.0466543286605539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329297147071553,0.09624187793858592,0.20730820515650092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193837405656897,0.0,0.0,0.17865605717853705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5824805092923766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AnikDB,2019/03/09,"Night sweats - help! Hi everyone!
First of all, I’m sorry if my english is bad, I speak french, so I will do my best to explain my problem.
I’m a really anxious person and these days, it’s worst. Every night, I wake up in the middle of the night really sweaty. I’ve try to don’t put any blanket but in winter, it’s really cold. The morning I’m really tired because I don’t have a good night - so my anxiety it worst.
Do you have some tricks to decrease night sweats? 
Thank you in advance :)",0.18235294117647166,2.393084392156865,2.532843137254904,92.04279411764708,87.43137254901958,5.752941176470588,19.284313725490197,7.1686216300943375,0.4543372549019611,376,11,82,6,12,128,63,102,0.211,0.654,0.136,-0.7675,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,3,2,8,1,0,5,0,8,4,3,0,1,7,13,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,5,0,1,0,2,10,3,9,12,5,15,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,2,8,47,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303168635700616,0.0,0.11590438753261692,0.17116266082665849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12650414185267514,0.09235881261626043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15899992050319908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097711122712285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765332655423986,0.1447738634304749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887394192019747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12707901836144836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015536545987666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7109072241081721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229229104937265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14497417313859812,0.0,0.1523089403461801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.388243577632456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16960253180828425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13948963345670568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741379344850212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028650359801539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HarrowsOfHarlow,2019/03/09,"University problems and family drama I'm a student nurse, it's my first year and I'm currently just finishing off my first work placement. However things have been hitting the fan since I first started on the ward 9 weeks ago. Now I'm left hanging thinking that I'm going to fail my placement because of someone who's I'm a higher position. 

On top of this I'm currently in the middle of some big family drama between my parents and my twin sister. It has been brewing for years and it's only just coming to light because of my sister paying board. (I don't as I'm not working) 
Its not fun to come in from a 12 hour shift and then be woken up my sister screaming NO and my parents following her into my room, at 1am in the morning...

Of course what happens is very cliche to family drama movies and it's all because of a stupid thing that happened when she was 11. I love my sister but I have been putting up with her manipulative bull for years. She loves the attention an argument brings and now she's hurting our parents over this. My family are now starting to understand what I've been putting up with as they only see what my sister wants them to see; which is me being an ass for no reason to her. Truth is she can't handle being an adult, she has the mindset of a spoiled child and I'm sick of having to lecture her to behave. 

It feels like everything's just happening at once and I'm trying to sort out accommodation for this September but with the incident about my placement going on and family drama I'm juggling all this on my own again. I can't seem to relax, my mind keeps jumping to conclusions and I can't seem to function as I'm waiting on responses from people to fix this. 

I'm sick of always looking out for myself cause no-one else is going to do it for me. I feel like I'm responsible for everything and yet naive to the ways of the world still. 

Sorry for the long post, I could go on and on but I guess that's me just rambling lol ",3.6849150797735466,4.765110507462686,5.167948190084065,82.7008208955224,72.03482587064676,8.032389775261624,27.79241722422371,8.433251757073789,1.9149518613827416,1552,56,312,25,29,523,194,402,0.102,0.8320000000000001,0.066,-0.9077,6,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,2,8,12,12,1,0,18,1,24,5,1,3,3,54,67,22,0,3,9,8,2,2,0,0,2,1,1,2,22,22,0,2,9,5,1,12,8,5,0,3,6,7,40,7,64,56,4,63,0,2,3,3,25,26,1,5,25,208,62,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287139810756625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778943650400973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709681003163892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960378436836996,0.0,0.16106312584560026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464249492643743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809715894670971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16804182419002206,0.0,0.4406604419412463,0.0,0.09454060015068766,0.13357557385449345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23856232454965226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21252535173440507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029874810248707,0.0,0.24801317003605494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206676701057467,0.0,0.10008074922508857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830963565662705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157489588361822,0.0,0.0,0.0913469484469076,0.0,0.0,0.08273386507631209,0.07850630514924713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687529910747921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943961462449472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956158100029228,0.0,0.14220354794038947,0.0,0.0,0.3114218064361607,0.0,0.0,0.06481275075381937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953558249824198,0.0,0.0,0.08945531120900557,0.0,0.18796235720628374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612114955977158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489955326196384,0.17021577782573738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733417141666724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921200910076685,0.0,0.0,0.1046520696499559,0.13234245834356453,0.0,0.07465957166253204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421843656487455,0.059903282644315374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06347215926062293,0.0,0.0,0.09732421912482896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07713732276749627,0.05514159591793067,0.07420635739099195,0.07499036829794045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612063472184885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18060946120540186
anxiety,pattumblr,2019/03/09,"Not feeling bad enough. This is a standard thought I've been having for years and especially months now. I don't feel like I am ""bad enough"" in relation to the problems I have. The extent of my problems is basically just inaction. I don't actually DO anything.

That's why I thought it was maybe ADHD, because the problems of motivation plus inaction when I do have motivation. I had an evaluation which showed that I might have more ADHD like problems than ""normal"" people, but the doctor thought it really was anxiety. I had of course considered that in the past but based on posts on this subreddit and the standard symptoms of anxiety I just didn't fit that well.

I don't have panic attacks, I'm fairly ok with talking with people (though intimacy/vulnerability, even to family, is extremely anxiety inducing), I can leave the house. etc etc etc. I don't say this to brag or anything. It's just that the results of my life so far are very very sub optimal. I just haven't achieved anything I want (as if I knew what I want). If I was in a better place in life I would bet that I could not be diagnosed with anxiety, even if I still had the exact same mental states.

So now I'm feeling guilty for posting here, like I know that I do have problems and they do matter, but I still haven't found a place of people like me. One of the darkest thoughts I've had is that I wish I had panic attacks, or had more physical symptoms. So that I could ""justify"" me actually feeling like I deserve help.

thanks for reading my blog :L",5.325678577715191,5.8974670000000025,6.412251364196447,77.11896145044888,67.96321070234114,9.772997711670481,33.46259461362436,9.811843763644266,3.1896448160535114,1199,53,233,26,19,402,141,299,0.188,0.675,0.13699999999999998,-0.7907,1,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,1,4,17,20,2,2,14,1,39,6,0,6,1,57,56,18,0,15,14,0,4,5,0,2,6,1,0,0,17,7,0,0,14,3,1,0,9,11,1,1,17,5,34,9,25,34,9,21,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,7,13,168,51,5,0.0,0.0,0.1584590932628283,0.0,0.1951487575614456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484399417431876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20043689714993612,0.0,0.0,0.18473026859172306,0.0,0.0,0.13558020667382473,0.0494925569996143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180579260735967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12964691990740884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240595211427597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310121487188743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677815624052072,0.2716443122947188,0.10725021277252544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653853087175591,0.0,0.1642080376307643,0.11600403859870174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902044034627435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054419820874393864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368214453064644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04461979844291221,0.0,0.0,0.08596829007599366,0.0,0.0,0.1146935333040395,0.19832621016945406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156608075279141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182023640083583,0.08612956226764576,0.0,0.0,0.06480493488880358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795487794289026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05501631913286364,0.0,0.0,0.1905175066657072,0.0,0.0,0.0775048642221594,0.1688603826997037,0.0,0.16965215038705989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555147976290563,0.0,0.0,0.38843843507093695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121178505407554,0.0,0.05201227379228332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456539876351647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296765805750878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16877460741092912,0.0,0.06525729702736832,0.0,0.07474867247801611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976857997026758,0.2578225731042089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13398019876700887,0.09577571163161372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299939323437077,0.0,0.07326117881075242,0.0,0.09336427918848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05767491437154746,0.0,0.0,0.052283578263056206
anxiety,TheNextProf,2019/03/09,"What was your first panic attack like? I would like to know because I’ve heard that some people have mistaken their panic attacks for a hear a attack and was sent to the hospital. At the end, the doctors couldn’t find out anything wrong and referred them to a therapist and a psychiatrist. 

In my country, society thinks mental illnesses are associated with ‘crazy’ people only and treating crazy people. Many people refuse to see therapist even though being referred. 

For me, my first experience was when I was 8. I had a lot of issues at home and didn’t like going to school. So I was forced or I’d be expelled, so I went. Then it was a sports practice where the whole school would gather. It was really suffocating and I faintly remember everyone saying I was really pale and I was on the verge of passing out.

Years after, upon seeing a therapist I finally realized that was my first experience with a panic attack.",5.808934108527132,7.192704273255818,6.876744186046512,71.28899224806204,67.31395348837209,9.919379844961243,30.6124031007752,10.125756701596842,3.3385100775193814,733,28,122,18,12,246,102,172,0.224,0.735,0.041,-0.9852,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,2,3,6,12,4,3,13,0,19,3,0,0,0,25,28,13,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,2,3,3,1,0,5,11,0,1,7,1,0,4,2,8,0,3,15,5,16,4,19,8,3,22,0,0,2,0,9,9,0,3,12,93,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385177997051207,0.0,0.0,0.4636859397476966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062114895890729084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042949409585086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902496698629718,0.0,0.0,0.06730139039568997,0.0,0.0,0.09736605744430464,0.0,0.19934780916965814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162215934316737,0.09313115805456673,0.26001822431371097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05790988233781801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484427163380803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221006200285876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635301917054536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055999412900982384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14934381220805992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662839122745736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330661740836332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268726802360133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749654958378388,0.0,0.358659235124806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825676082039973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305544577813166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11542837899668867,0.0,0.0,0.0810318412598987,0.0,0.2062485169363633,0.16239594368292906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3549275577779608,0.0,0.06529088452311498,0.1001123672038824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445867376465014,0.0,0.11376331844509495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14476808307654435,0.1114073519397184,0.0,0.06561772552244231
anxiety,carawashiri,2019/03/09,"Why am I like this: send hugs pls and how to deal with anxiety tips I'm on the verge of breaking down but I try to sleep it instead but I always find my self waking up at 1-2am to cry it all out even if I don't know what caused this feeling and rn i wanna vomit and my heart is beating too fast and i just wanna cry but I have to supress it til my family's asleep
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anxiety,UsefulSlice,2019/03/09,"Exam and decision anxiety This is my first time posting on reddit, so I hope I'm posting in the right place (I read the rules so I think this should be fine). Every now and then I've come on reddit and read posts, but just never got around to actually make an account until today. If I'm not in the right area, please let me know! I just really need help/tips/anything.

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tldr; I have anxiety and was given (essentially) an ultimatum for school. I have to pass an exam (format is like a presentation), and if I don't, I get kicked out of the program. I need helpful tips for how to best my anxiety during the exam, or just need some support/validation.

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Grad school is absolutely killing me. I spent a few years after undergrad gaining experience in this field I enjoy, managed to get into school, and the past almost 2 years have been a blur. The program is 2 years long and I'm about 2 months away from graduation (maybe).

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The first year was spent in classes. At least 50% of our exams I failed, had to do remedial work, and every time I was about to fail out of the class, I managed to pass the exams. I don't cram, I don't procrastinate, it just takes me a long time for things to sink in. A year later I had my first anxiety attack, right before seeing a patient. My counselor told me that she believes I have high functioning ADD. She explained that ADD in grad school often manifests as anxiety and depression because before grad school, I was able to get through life just fine, but in a fast paced environment where I'm expected to learn things quickly and I can't, people often get anxious and depressed. I felt like that explained me perfectly. I've always thought of myself as ""slow"" because I always need to reread things, and things seriously don't sink in until it becomes muscle memory. She told me I needed to get a neuropsychiatric evaluation done to get a confirmed diagnosis, but to be honest, I've been so swamped with other things in my life that I haven't gotten around to it.

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The second year of my program is spent seeing patients in various rotations. My first rotation was fine- I had a very supportive supervisor and I felt confident. My second rotation was awful. I had a handful of supervisors, a few were great, but I had one supervisor that I just didn't click with. She had nothing positive to say about me, and one time left me in clinic, when I was waiting for her to leave together (as we normally would). I didn't pass this rotation and had to do remedial work again. Fast forward to now, my rotation is fine again. But the past one really shot my confidence. I've had many anxiety attacks, some in clinic, in the car right before going into the hospital, etc. It hasn't been great.

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I had a graduation exam 2 weeks ago, where I'm given about about an hour to prepare a case, and then an hour to present the case to a committee, and then they ask me questions about it. The exam is meant to demonstrate whether I have mastery of the field or not. I did not pass this exam. My feedback was that I was very surface leveled in my answers, and didn't provide support/more information on my answers. They wanted me to really delve into the issues of the case and explain my thought process. Because of my anxiety however, it's easy for me to become rigid in my thinking and I end up giving very concrete/vague answers when I'm nervous.

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I have to retake this exam, same setup as last time, but I was given a few options:

* Take a break from school. Something I don't want to do because I'm 2 months away from graduating and I just want to be done. I'm also doing better than I was in my last rotation.
* Delay the exam until after rotations and graduation. This would spread out things for me so I have more time to prepare. However, I would need to pay more in tuition for the summer, and it would delay graduation until the summer. My lease ends in June and I wouldn't have a job at this point without a degree.
* Retake the exam in a few weeks. I want this option because I know I have the knowledge, however, I'm afraid of my anxiety getting the best of me and having rigid answers again. If I don't pass this exam, my director told me I would get kicked out of the program.

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Overall I feel like I'm in a tough bind. I wouldn't feel as bad I think if I didn't have financial support through my parents, because I could carry that burden on my own, but if I don't pass this exam my parents' hard earned money goes to waste on me. My counselor told me to try and not think about this because it's not helpful, but I can't help it. I think this is a real situation that could happen and I'm not sure how I would ever be able to repay them in my lifetime (grad school is NOT cheap). My director said they unfortunately can't change the format of the exam for me because it's written in a contract. My cohort has been helpful and has created practice exams for me to practice with- I had a mock exam last week that ""went well"" and I'm trying my best to study/review things an hour per day.

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I know one of the rules of this community is to not give ""quick fixes"", so I'm not necessarily looking for that, but really any helpful tips of what I can do or just support in general. Every time I think about the exam I just want to start crying and I can't focus on anything else.

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I know this is a really long post so I appreciate anyone who took the time to read it.",4.332838286174699,5.569387991682071,5.589685767097964,79.69449973932416,70.65434380776341,8.284392625242901,29.121332764586,8.69343788997812,2.2583567088487606,4325,165,823,74,78,1446,360,1082,0.104,0.787,0.109,0.9718,6,0,1,0,0,0,173.0,2,0,4,15,43,38,4,4,62,1,92,5,1,3,4,160,178,71,1,30,37,2,6,3,0,9,4,2,0,0,46,46,0,5,29,3,8,12,30,16,1,10,54,12,124,22,136,108,16,144,0,4,4,0,33,57,0,18,75,580,170,57,0.06393007612991078,0.0,0.03119326613922117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028335077584549118,0.0,0.032008368281870786,0.0,0.0,0.025562429391894653,0.053194944671706455,0.34634105388527314,0.38841019996688064,0.021737322012030918,0.0,0.1956253330202738,0.03611139452704982,0.0,0.022350697839171037,0.0,0.05260900545940739,0.05691132171884958,0.029882995627775962,0.07272969084322242,0.060064410973468735,0.0,0.026689471603705796,0.15588472412512014,0.07060574635449532,0.08159967917093411,0.03601365175880315,0.10063600608912092,0.028270478557187617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03381477185993023,0.027535049915058733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051042963752093766,0.0,0.03511209335179975,0.02061480515027576,0.0,0.05506288089303393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654226639292425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02670268763917288,0.0,0.05662307199919304,0.0,0.035649467018638636,0.0,0.028914206962718018,0.08079576963153609,0.0,0.0,0.03126794083743825,0.0,0.0,0.03232496737514305,0.02283582958052073,0.06138289865943115,0.0,0.0,0.10875778019481516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336033046451706,0.0613275543954671,0.018166467766905427,0.0,0.02556536100234395,0.07048313462622162,0.0,0.0,0.028266577594680695,0.0,0.02863439553286475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855294732513192,0.0337728177179965,0.0,0.031748495274328034,0.0944373708821884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03336319496220177,0.03172036799318145,0.0,0.0353645786044744,0.0,0.07026859585014006,0.07816731701921162,0.0,0.033846359923647235,0.034730107386013134,0.032686417119005086,0.04515570340752148,0.04684950894629503,0.0,0.0,0.08486415841919602,0.026842581374008547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.021336911120946142,0.03240753148675412,0.0321131771293794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05102837683839132,0.0,0.0,0.14221002418582668,0.02465340793778313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03131895048345641,0.03067131612516868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866413482180043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098678392783461,0.0,0.06102849150489621,0.02216053262060079,0.0,0.033396661366332216,0.035088012874544175,0.030217292984760474,0.0,0.12245468205435542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03580815817537552,0.0,0.09592106477466232,0.036383211355344114,0.10238810947994527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919187141388474,0.030406071119835714,0.02541988125193647,0.0,0.22645227537569604,0.05094399362067982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035930042067604084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024608247972867318,0.0,0.0,0.02262501846552344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18136773196636247,0.03012667008553363,0.0,0.048067461053551606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486530565738718,0.1228914342021373,0.0,0.05075333938834914,0.14911256601361825,0.0,0.030299118511779924,0.1221758548107089,0.03551433343644638,0.043404325211798364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912351215956588,0.09426903818144763,0.0,0.07692127630300181,0.0,0.02874040806714061,0.02963191053022624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030813156019573587,0.0,0.04654185682610693,0.0,0.0,0.13624227551758947,0.0,0.38841019996688064,0.12350661899334925
anxiety,lastbatch,2019/03/09,"I slept 4 hours last night. This is more of a vent than anything. I didn’t sleep at all. I kept waking up. My stomach was upset, probably just gas, but my brain escalated it. Eventually I was thinking about how I probably had food poisoning and was going to vomit. I took some of my Lorazepam but it just made me sleepier. I was already sleepy. That was never the problem. So I went to pick up some Pepto Bismol because all morning I had the ad stuck in my head, then I went for a run in case it was my anxiety. I haven’t slept and Im a mess. Im so tired and all the things I need to do today keep popping in my head. I tried to meditate and it didn’t help. I called my person, but he works a double today so he cant come and just be a presence. I know most of my days have gotten so much better. And I know this is one really bad day out of 40 good-moderate ones. I know 6 months ago I couldnt do anything without having a complete anxious meltdown, but it doesn’t make this easier, and it makes me more pessimistic. Im going to spend all of my good days worried about when the next bad one is gonna hit. Anxiety sucks. Mental illness sucks.",1.0554563420768979,2.889942673553719,3.190337765001797,90.92981494789795,80.94214876033058,6.026877470355733,22.091987064319078,7.079830092131019,0.6160116421128277,885,28,196,11,23,301,134,242,0.189,0.728,0.083,-0.9799,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,2,11,10,3,1,10,0,22,13,8,5,5,39,46,18,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,11,9,1,2,4,0,1,7,8,8,0,3,19,0,29,2,22,23,11,28,0,0,0,0,5,7,2,3,14,130,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953786760808084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391425677362478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17180232205872564,0.1268551743629841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18480938352068474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18751408624820068,0.06845063766716754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931093865706836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253522196503353,0.11466013539234332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967274624482249,0.11773340555791866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172523162880039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357809105104752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763342243147588,0.18836621204953374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23048284740217226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526528565930275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058253963457522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638757906492757,0.0,0.0,0.09980806801245627,0.0,0.0,0.18513411962257065,0.09153093051678428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625104103405617,0.14990822791889813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316140638599965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962840851307091,0.0,0.08254570354035895,0.08326124228713097,0.08660458571453443,0.0,0.11942115836893648,0.10537609012923377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282708161617667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804686119563424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421341485074656,0.10744588757153724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193552977327168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237059528415004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460015503315362,0.07195057828516248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290602631182438,0.2128746348456552,0.0,0.12475776744348345,0.07623720040396034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20818698509161607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824307204776834,0.0,0.08174809419822175,0.114035439079248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pruningpeacock,2019/03/09,"Quiet/non intrusive ringtones and sounds? I get startled easily by loud noises. My phone volume is very low because I jump at every message I get. I've turned off most alerts and notification sounds but for messaging and ringing this is impractical. Now the volume is so low though that I often don't hear it anymore. Does anyone know where to find some less intrusive sounds, maybe a bit softer?

I found this, and it looked promising, but the links aren't working anymore, it was posted in 2012. It sounded like the sort of thing I'm looking for 

https://lifehacker.com/make-your-notifications-less-intrusive-with-these-sooth-5931463

I'm on Android btw",7.267522935779816,10.506416532110098,6.198614678899079,70.03572018348625,67.1651376146789,6.928807339449541,27.413761467889906,7.908726449838941,1.9019754128440365,538,18,81,7,10,162,80,109,0.058,0.8590000000000001,0.084,0.5753,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,14,16,8,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,0,0,8,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,9,6,2,9,14,4,10,0,2,2,0,4,7,0,4,2,47,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4288026198750763,0.15116431456663773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178675473213536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23602230048730016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18918837458065388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18214848329896116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975927498300578,0.0,0.0,0.2370399843789152,0.0,0.0,0.2258995682802577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436606170091697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881177272047615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561898273616968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630884765924331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14430777811842674,0.0,0.21719082080793356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20704921845640165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362630750259753,0.0,0.21240450930741567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23515145706398535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783784943058018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573881034140897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Butterflysevens,2019/03/09,"My anxiety is just physical It's so weird, I used to have social anxiety and I'm still shy but I'm sure I don't have any psychological trauma anymore, I can socialize even tho i get anxious, I don't have any bad or negative thoughts anymore . And the physical symptoms are worse now that they were when I had sa.  It's like it's my default now. It's unbareable at times. I wake up with nausea and I can't eat, I arrive at uni and my heart is beating so fast all classes long. I just wanna lay in bed all day. I end up procrastinating. What's wrong with me? am I missing something? An unconscious thought or something? My anxiety levels are not in alignment with my psychological state. In fact I've never felt better. Im in a really good mood! I haven't had mood swings anymore etc 

What am I missing here? I'm at home rn and I feel my heart beating fast and my muscles sensitive, especially my stomach. I'm so confused. And I end up having anxiety bc of my anxiety. ",0.4326923076923066,2.8534264494949504,3.1729292929292927,85.87811188811189,90.06060606060606,6.480497280497281,25.29215229215229,7.748469712250963,1.7924842268842278,759,35,155,17,26,265,110,198,0.253,0.68,0.067,-0.9884,0,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,3,12,13,0,1,3,0,18,6,4,1,5,28,30,15,0,1,6,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,7,10,1,0,4,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,6,2,27,4,16,24,3,24,0,2,0,0,3,11,0,3,13,99,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17369237653124214,0.0,0.488483427592888,0.14427430232181013,0.3799576737851486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066312986633086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294782778567908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236144489873498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067772152998094,0.0,0.0,0.2262237256409992,0.0,0.14242878320320188,0.08435028792487043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06457327633983571,0.0,0.12262022824881624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06672244252133354,0.0,0.0,0.10711586642372946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026704756953638,0.0,0.0,0.12810208092390493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794714088025936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062391943095994676,0.0,0.0,0.1130180414281308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984967010181321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081813362539644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603655528847081,0.0,0.1966325507029696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198820707070333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036379001131882,0.13273807446623326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20277263524872055,0.07446787818217214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029917702514408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13014591533308895,0.0,0.13962924328624904,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SeductivelySwedish,2019/03/09,"Shiitake dermatitis, corticosteroids and out of control anxiety The past few weeks have spun my anxiety a bit out of control. So I been having panic attacks since I was 11 (I am 29 now). I find them rather inconspicuous until something super stressful happens. 

Low and behold, a couple of weeks ago I developed a very strange rash all over my body. It looked like I have been scratched and covered in tiny red dots. I contacted my doctor friend online and he suspected it to be shiitake dermatitis. Thankfully self limiting. However the sight of my damaged skin kept sending me into panic until I ended up going to the clinic. There I got prescribed oral corticosteroids and antihistamines. 

I took the drugs for a couple of days and felt rather good. Then the rash subsided but I got sick with a sinus infection. Since then my mood has been out of control. I am usually a very positive person but since last weekend I started getting these bouts of sadness and issues with nausea. My thoughts have been rather negative and existential in nature. Overall I been feeling like a mood jo-jo which has been making me anxious. I also started getting panic sensations at work, which are very hard to deal with as I can't get a moment for my self until Im finished with what I am doing. 

I took a few days off  but I am scared to return on Monday. I am trying to think logically. I had something stressful happen, I got steroids (which I am probably more sensitive too because of my anxiety) and that it will pass. However It is very difficult to keep a this outlook when my mood keeps knocking me down. ",5.182784365393061,7.070519841750842,5.9740330844678695,75.23129117259553,69.43771043771044,8.801581027667986,32.77836334358073,9.318704503766252,3.285542351046701,1271,59,212,27,23,416,167,297,0.182,0.7509999999999999,0.066,-0.9862,2,0,3,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,6,9,20,1,6,15,0,26,10,4,4,1,39,49,21,0,3,6,0,5,2,1,1,6,0,0,3,11,17,0,7,7,1,0,5,2,11,0,0,16,8,36,6,36,31,5,41,0,3,3,0,9,13,0,0,25,152,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177030809133405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07376890783874168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21170328152189735,0.10421146182760896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494287883793718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05623216435709701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070848788953217,0.10246425361799452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31038441997612404,0.0,0.2041363768731695,0.0,0.11898177891703078,0.09510133695015137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441745297150084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697580550710224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170237100350403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046642232290006094,0.06590039553442407,0.08857040394443466,0.0,0.08431096134659731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126885201106788,0.0,0.14458382040234588,0.0,0.05242539611189082,0.07737137414845266,0.2213321039326641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314525709045594,0.0,0.08263408976893856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996412595640586,0.09628061623724313,0.0,0.1639845551747947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519261330485165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013324606894584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746321295115349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06157476685465519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246916020467641,0.0,0.0,0.08805902397503768,0.0,0.08054544707470107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945654050399264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235410679407567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19246490945261774,0.0,0.0,0.2289199591343047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203059880990454,0.0,0.0,0.13058405963262956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21133443257889084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492751013634985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059107363811456086,0.0,0.07323283633273645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20497688619988988,0.06262882172238257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159568175201256,0.304449679482985,0.0,0.0,0.1479879828175686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06715601819789553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tvdrone16,2019/03/09,Medical relief (marijuana) So I (M 26) finally got my medical marijuana certification in Maryland. I have severe crippling anxiety and near deathly depression and just having this as an option is big load off my mind. Was wondering if anyone knew any related strains to help with either?,6.9954081632653065,9.62320236734694,8.934438775510205,52.825739795918366,66.14285714285714,13.063265306122448,40.82142857142857,12.161744961471696,6.825853061224492,232,14,30,10,4,82,44,49,0.179,0.7190000000000001,0.102,-0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,10,7,5,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,4,1,6,4,1,5,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,3,1,22,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955076275383872,0.0,0.21993420304967048,0.0,0.0,0.20102439049047424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476205027203362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149386028324999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299373894339105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19270299051169096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5792453962171209,0.0,0.0,0.2902897299927325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32478945967579137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.311777927864186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MedicalCoach,2019/03/09,"I can’t even breathe I’m so anxious. No one in my life truly understands the magnitude of what I’m going through. And it sucks terribly when people say “just don’t be anxious”. Thanks that works. 

I’m supposed to be getting a yes/no on a job offer next week and I can’t even breathe. 
Since yesterday I’ve been an emotional wreck. 
I wake up in the middle of the night dreaming about opening up the email. 
Then I find myself feeling like there’s an elephant on my chest. I really can’t breathe. 

I keep telling myself it’ll be okay. 
But I just want to be able to breathe. 
This is just me venting to people I know would understand exactly how I feel. ",0.5072534276868623,2.9199508796992504,2.1889960194604186,93.30314020344984,89.07518796992481,5.535426802299867,24.36488279522335,7.048011613610866,1.0870790800530727,509,22,108,8,17,166,86,133,0.129,0.758,0.113,-0.6262,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,10,5,1,0,8,1,12,7,6,1,1,18,26,7,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,5,3,0,1,6,1,0,1,5,2,0,1,1,3,14,3,14,19,0,15,0,0,0,0,4,8,1,0,7,67,19,2,0.18573659112986615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4196589603159793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208928665559392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453545334355321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18782800247078602,0.13269025781510213,0.0,0.0,0.16975987939063705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703970287026167,0.0,0.10555838504052524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18431490707022435,0.1650912162770869,0.0,0.0,0.10207597305347907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13119124719859815,0.09074151650844857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975329718022977,0.1743012086336346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585992105035748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25753273174325786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898761633502287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14770519218736505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15364322753159831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16234196731914474,0.1710012986143672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867166834377818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955225371753503,0.0,0.14898668994590955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352184504546665,0.0,0.0,0.13194194529551867,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,unafraidlemon,2019/03/09,"I wish more people understood anxiety I just started a new job about a month ago. It's the best paying job I've ever had and I still dont really know how I got the job. It wasnt my stellar resume but anyway as a part of the training of this job, they give you feedback at the end of every week, to let you know which areas you need to work on, and which areas you are doing well in. 

The last one I got, the supervisor asked me, ""Why are you always so nervous? So scared?"" It kinda made me mad. I dont have a lot of interaction with other people while doing my job, and I didnt realize I came across as so ""scared"". I told her I have some anxiety, and she said ""Well you don't have to be anxious!"" I guess she thought I meant anxiety about the job, which yeah of course I have anxiety there too but it's anxiety in general about everything. If given the choice between having it and not, obviously I'd choose not to. 

I just hate feeling like people are fucking with me. I know they aren't intentionally, but it feels like they are. Just let me do my job.",2.129520202020202,3.560593840909096,4.141212121212123,87.14126262626263,76.5,7.4343434343434325,22.676767676767675,8.167268648758528,1.0804191919191921,815,23,180,14,18,279,115,220,0.086,0.7979999999999999,0.116,0.7696,7,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,6,3,2,17,11,3,3,12,1,22,1,0,3,2,39,45,16,0,3,9,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,11,8,0,0,10,0,1,1,8,6,2,1,13,3,34,5,22,29,5,18,0,0,0,1,17,7,1,5,12,133,45,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095848860910566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599383325166363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493358022339247,0.10317684551078334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538117299726293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584514610110756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445713024698368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21407603836892772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089122600389352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826131669499637,0.07694942044727215,0.0,0.08208146851753874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235833200814136,0.1304922665877701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443306550600152,0.0,0.08761200845726815,0.0,0.0,0.14608980556485546,0.0,0.10061023465068387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901694158207059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6344161685221795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057765325689876,0.07444609748724752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18678211980223586,0.0,0.0892383989433422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764545603073758,0.0,0.08641860532044307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07289869337193475,0.0,0.0,0.0677199994058889,0.0,0.08820703315373225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061887536586539366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890143393975732,0.0,0.1899500598560128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05850830349982904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687569515409349,0.0,0.18287442171652268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06464380745936933,0.0,0.07293621466547884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250577727350736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726967943255341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325937556599703,0.0,0.1642331835642071,0.0,0.08241107285047566,0.0,0.10502493324206112,0.0,0.0,0.06648929007622767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway28385738191,2019/03/09,"My Appearance Anxiety I have anxiety over a lot of issues but a big one is my appearance. Years of bullying has caused me to have low self esteem issues. It effects my day to day life and any relationships I have. I've had enough, and part of me has decided in order to recover I need to know 'who I really am' in terms of appearance. So I did this by making myself a double mirror, where by using two mirrors I get to see my true reflection ... and well it really helped me. Of course I'm no beauty queen or anything, but I am not as ugly as I thought I was. My self esteem started to build, and it also helped my makeup skills.

However, when I had my school photo I looked, well, awful. We only get 5 second to pose and my expression was sort of weird ,but I look increadibly ugly regardless, and once again my self esteem is not good. Funnily enough, I can take an acceptable selfies of myself with my own smartphone, but when a proffesional takes a picture of me it's awful. And I know what picture is meant to be more 'accurate'...

So why do I look so different in a 'true' mirror than I do in a photo? It can't be the whole 'You're not used to your non reversed self', as a true mirror does not reverse, and I am used to my 'true' reflection now. What do I look like to others? 

I know this seems very shallow, but when your appearance has been subject to bullying since the age of 5, very sadly it takes up your life. And I am working on other aspects of building my self esteem, such as focusing on my other, appearance non-related, achievements. But my obsessive anxious thoughts are taking me to some dark places regarding my appearance ... I was alone most of my primary school life because of this. I don't want to be alone again. 

Thank you for reading, I am very curious to what you all think. Sending love to other out there with self esteem issues :))",4.692699275362318,5.30965910326087,6.037826086956525,79.08471014492756,69.3804347826087,9.611594202898553,29.46376811594203,9.725611199111238,2.6982442028985507,1442,52,282,32,24,488,178,368,0.129,0.762,0.11,-0.5566,2,2,0,0,0,0,50.0,1,5,0,5,15,15,0,1,11,2,31,4,0,6,5,60,66,27,0,3,11,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,6,17,13,0,0,13,1,0,7,7,4,2,3,10,5,52,11,47,53,12,33,0,2,5,1,19,13,0,12,13,208,69,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744881782147584,0.0,0.06736426886029405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057284023434233736,0.0,0.1288820922243879,0.09516379106798316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931984307727651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05135007077274823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653456511876613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865174474270277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800969738937049,0.0,0.0,0.0737163339657599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17407860143368234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802067280814471,0.0,0.0,0.07065396795110901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292452129164325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637645116999093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888329559900242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17849717440497814,0.04115392513816482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829513331242902,0.0,0.0,0.07161525358240511,0.0760271479191213,0.0,0.056228826899190114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06246064068621308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970961637552262,0.057081146184277086,0.06406600620842455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122042207409166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800969738937049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425975869746424,0.0,0.10792871099006343,0.0,0.0,0.0904389734360464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17050460746304416,0.06712595329786493,0.07668616737696875,0.5272651427162344,0.0,0.0,0.06968168625694844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05962335596177357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25334285096313097,0.0,0.0,0.07755407791812045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05397564453742714,0.0,0.13374947849043597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822872727209926,0.0,0.0,0.21826106940330425,0.0,0.20851294939822151,0.04968514326944168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151478292341284,0.0,0.07601075686706624,0.09404756089062732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06132551230606643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05424584234112979
anxiety,lovelyllamas,2019/03/09,"Everything was going fine until I received a shitty work email accusing me of doing “ABC” when in fact you were doing “XYZ” because it’s my fucking job. 

Maybe if you didn’t spend so much time out of the country and followed up on my emails that actually matter, you would understand. 🙃🖕🏻

Most people would say to me “oh don’t take it personal!!” How TF are you NOT supposed to take things personal like this? My few emails for the last three weeks were blatantly ignored. One email emphasizing the importance of “XYZ” gets interrogated because they read it as “ABC” 


The older I get, the more appealing going AWOL is... 😕

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anxiety,randomguy301048,2019/03/09,"My friend and roommate is really anxious after accidentally disarming his firearm in our apartment into our neighbors apartment and I am hoping you guys may have ways I can help him calm down. So with his gun he thought he took the mag out and he took cocked it to pop the one in the chamber and he got in the habit of pressing to the trigger to ""de-cock""(sorry i don't know a better work for this) it. Well doing so he thought he took the mag out and didn't so it fired and went through our wall and into our neighbors apartment and the bullet shatters upon hitting their floor. After he talked with them and the neighbors below them everything was alright and the neighbors the bullet went into told him not to worry about it. it's been over a week since this has happened now and he is still really freaking out about it and wants us to check on neighbors across the street and across the hallway to make sure they are ok thinking the pieces of the shattered bullet went through the neighbors wall and into their apartment and caused issues. Despite the neighbors saying it's no big deal and me and his wife telling him that everyone is fine and that after a week no one has even mentioned it besides him he still won't calm down in the slightest and we don't know what else we can do to help him calm down. Any ideas?

Also sorry for the wall of text",6.592247191011237,6.408743880149817,6.024659176029964,83.57249438202248,65.25468164794007,8.168689138576779,32.406741573033706,7.03164865440522,1.9065532584269664,1084,39,212,7,15,332,134,267,0.076,0.804,0.119,0.8838,0,0,0,2,0,0,12.0,7,1,5,2,11,12,0,0,21,2,19,1,1,3,1,44,37,23,0,2,1,1,2,0,8,2,0,1,7,1,13,30,0,0,6,0,1,6,7,1,1,2,13,3,26,11,41,21,1,45,0,0,0,1,48,30,1,2,8,154,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103619994099278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591735860933818,0.0,0.0,0.14273127258944973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173983818757252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12978874069395413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025376105276928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554310178862776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344815220072102,0.0,0.0,0.12072585028372328,0.11354865909614115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761204540395302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104778721131684,0.0,0.0,0.12509912220504826,0.1117244195267806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16936967779054074,0.0,0.0,0.12548679420038944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14262551343508156,0.0,0.13186893879265574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388692715986285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433472363243648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17122614692653498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16187671903009612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047277452671666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451197502764434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828605851588715,0.0,0.0,0.20179486367361504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190764858712317,0.0,0.0,0.10154946482199437,0.11042907589862844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095529136874295,0.0,0.20060395933026115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072585028372328,0.4211141169931572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15197469448140444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452018932884279,0.10028494297500584,0.20268896285553456,0.0,0.11359724740317854,0.3513628056707536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919789797717474,0.12830712993625545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,verbrijzel,2019/03/09,"Wishing I had less feelings Swore off dating because it makes me so anxious to be in that ""getting to know you"" phase - You know, that phase where

OMG I DON'T KNOW ENOUGH ABOUT YOU SO PLS, DON'T WANT TO SEEM CLINGY AND WEIRD BUT CAN THIS DATE NOT BE OVER.

But then it's over and it's all I can think about and I'm trying desperately to do that thing where you wait 24 hours after a date to start acting dumb and scare them off....",1.1901747815230976,3.2731815505618016,1.6576779026217243,100.79103620474407,81.80898876404493,4.404993757802747,16.630461922596755,5.033348758259628,-1.0323642946317104,334,6,79,1,9,101,58,89,0.184,0.779,0.037000000000000005,-0.933,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,1,0,6,3,1,1,1,0,8,0,0,1,1,18,21,9,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,6,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,1,9,0,13,18,3,15,0,0,0,0,5,7,1,1,7,54,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170922532635139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17110194396248452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900208963624327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14192191794165904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466454476081468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27641652648708265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46276862920151896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873582926839375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28101296448481616,0.0,0.0,0.2555235487658818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198669095428798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864735228346557,0.17985053512103602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19056554673459036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16555429177651051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32277196076027265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Claireski,2019/03/09,"Does anyone else just get so overwhelmed they lose motivation? Typing this is hard because my brain is so scattered. It feels like there’s so much to do but I just can’t think where to start.

I’ve got a holiday in 3 weeks & am trying to figure out what I need clothes wise. My weight fluctuates a lot & currently I’m at the heavier end. I just feel gross & looking for clothes is wearing me down. We’re going to Morocco so there’s so loose guidelines to follow with dress. We’re also going on a camel ride (oh god how am I going to get on the back of a camel!? The last time I rode anything was a donkey on the beach when I was 4 & it got spooked & ran away with me on it back). I’ve been in charge of the booking of stuff which in a way helps as I know what’s happening & when.

Currently my home is mess & washing needs to be done. I’ve tried doing little bits when I get home from work but the last few days I’ve been so tired & can feel myself starting to switch off.

My way of eating is currently going down the pan as I just can’t seem to think what to eat. I just grab something on the way home from work as I don’t seem to have the power to plan ahead or even know what I want to eat (thus resulting in the weight gain). I buy stuff & it goes in the fridge but forget I have it & it goes bad & gets chucked away then I feel awful for wasting money. 

I have projects I want/need to finish but with everything going on in my head I can’t seem to focus on them or decide where to begin.

I can’t think straight & I hate being like this. I want to get back to where I have my shit together again.

I have to start somewhere I guess, so I’ll start with the cleaning.",2.6114010989010983,3.3598951401098915,3.712307692307693,93.38269230769232,74.24725274725273,6.8087912087912095,22.79120879120879,6.8449194561589275,0.3789318681318674,1317,32,313,11,26,427,170,364,0.125,0.8009999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.9762,4,0,1,0,0,0,50.0,0,0,2,8,27,10,2,1,18,1,27,11,4,4,0,41,67,22,0,4,11,0,8,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,15,5,5,0,15,3,2,9,5,7,0,0,8,9,35,3,55,57,4,61,0,2,1,0,3,25,1,7,26,187,50,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04669203221657088,0.0,0.7591469839432354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04082552121983835,0.059824342164439936,0.048047494628411284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097129450901023,0.13468790872026304,0.0487506742359404,0.03559214995440372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374344014011071,0.0,0.0,0.06517915904020978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03765476009569777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05109482368991505,0.05975013339003433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792333145726325,0.048774814490543904,0.0,0.05171351794180105,0.0,0.0,0.03856403757509618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052474436407563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808880877013644,0.04171165714022016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15252388840609013,0.0,0.16591327945195247,0.0,0.09339477412332388,0.0,0.06431982097151702,0.0,0.05163139744931762,0.0,0.052303249359643804,0.0576450368377573,0.05992186739401866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03913554971646162,0.0,0.17570064965033386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06417589445329233,0.09518633325989001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05704984054305224,0.0585190744783727,0.0,0.0,0.049030342737632765,0.06532007539145074,0.0,0.0496385069420459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04292113497591881,0.08658638463772643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15945989134788666,0.0,0.0,0.059933377192835174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044949135683747414,0.0,0.0,0.1653063681697949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133678204490288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223602258098007,0.0,0.0,0.03404590693173242,0.0671072234621801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928182881437768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033144283818885,0.13903455764252695,0.04683449886833187,0.14219917974400725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501280707821425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Manny-Kid,2019/03/09,"How to get back into studying habit? (Urgent!) So I have 3 assignments for due over the final weekend of March.

I've done 2/3's of one assignment, just less than half of my Dissertation and not even started the 3rd one. 

I managed to get myself into a nice routine however I've had issues with my eyes the last couple weeks thus making it difficult to focus on a computer screen.

I'm seriously struggling with just being able to sit still again for more than 5 minutes, anyone got tips/ideas to get me back into the habits I had to just a fortnight ago.",5.2821363040629095,5.926386623853213,6.180104849279162,78.48871559633028,68.08256880733944,8.797378768020971,29.332896461336823,8.841846274778883,2.2960657929226733,438,15,82,7,7,145,78,109,0.071,0.901,0.027000000000000003,-0.5411,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,1,7,0,5,1,1,3,0,13,12,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,3,4,2,7,1,20,7,2,18,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,0,12,57,8,4,0.22456639321800329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19906455802693465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15702204356674412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34535538945689154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24847844277465705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298093880484177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14832398478439526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460015070517409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3519800154610023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796062591868711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535081236277969,0.0,0.2343889703389648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830515829499096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498998112596387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043439997369116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15894924895658535,0.0,0.17933901170813327,0.0,0.0,0.2347655527828537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18013361500345718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cold5tar,2019/03/09,"Health anxiety Hello,  


I've been suffering from health anxiety for about 3 years now. I thought I cured myself 2 years ago and I almost cleared my mind from it, but it came back because I have these symptoms that never really went away. I have visited a lot of doctors, did plenty of tests and everything seemed fine in the results, but I just CANT stop thinking about my health. Every single day I think about my health, I think that I'm slowly developing cancer and it might be spreading everywhere and I will die very soon and I'm very scared of death - from there comes even more problems to my anxiety. I thought that I can handle this myself but I really can't, this thing is consuming my energy, my time, my thoughts, I can't do my work because I constantly would think about my health. Part of me understands that this is health anxiety disorder but part of me believes that I really have some underlying disease. Please help me, point me to direction on where should I seek help. Should I see psychiatrist or psychologist? What should I do?  


Thank you for reading..",4.400433896330808,6.538449183168322,4.816394874781596,81.69520384391382,72.01980198019803,8.911357018054748,27.72393709959231,9.478462496947786,2.6041056493884684,853,32,159,21,17,270,117,202,0.17600000000000002,0.7240000000000001,0.099,-0.9623,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,1,11,5,0,1,2,0,20,9,0,1,2,36,36,10,2,5,6,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,0,14,7,0,1,9,1,0,4,4,3,0,0,7,1,34,2,20,22,6,21,0,1,1,0,5,6,0,6,11,114,48,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521200338683159,0.0,0.0962586807219123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941517716006439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031577160900699,0.0739167858601915,0.0,0.1171979289669238,0.0,0.0,0.10830375905929042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099452508230688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280608230619382,0.0,0.10388062192942156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06199484864802511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997660753702598,0.0,0.11017144463356822,0.0983914639699908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06349188433676935,0.0,0.08099230097324463,0.0,0.08639398404636159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6130797975882141,0.0,0.0,0.1288656454197675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172490588613995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197701364140928,0.0970622544956665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414012805939335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20819532253197776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552008770687918,0.09087238474908398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198187137880444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961543875791142,0.0,0.1847468934378472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624127198022146,0.0,0.07660186819659935,0.08751166124742041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036762490393119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999141873540736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850209141062014,0.0,0.0,0.06386342018469339,0.2463807219443393,0.0,0.2289455736418009,0.056053227850963096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007302735403578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863195165075636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911196565195881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998260106508834,0.0,0.0,0.06828683874367926,0.0,0.0,0.12380704216712855
anxiety,arbitrarypoop,2019/03/09,"Just finished my very first 5k parkrun! Running has been really helping my mental health recently, it takes me out of my own head and teaches me to tolerate feeling a bit uncomfortable. Anyway, myself and a couple of others decided last minute to go out to the local parkrun - the weather was shocking (rain, wind, hail), but it was so fantastic to be out with lots of other people braving it in the rain!

Before today I hadn't run more than a mile without stopping, but with hundreds of others it felt easier and I actually did it without stopping. Feeling great now!",9.255714285714287,7.989639333333336,9.232380952380954,66.27428571428571,60.42857142857143,11.447619047619051,41.95238095238096,10.355215969177356,4.5857238095238095,450,22,72,8,5,148,74,105,0.083,0.767,0.149,0.8263,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,6,0,7,2,1,0,0,20,12,6,0,0,5,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,8,0,2,4,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,6,3,8,2,17,5,4,17,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,8,59,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.19978888372226866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17421183940677298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223514301724534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265320465511893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20703728552869746,0.0,0.1965748111799217,0.0,0.0,0.1741449212488309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635390472186152,0.0,0.0,0.2257177354460067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101140810593995,0.2176205256,0.0,0.0,0.1372275335038971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668838924094672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740558117574567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20632168668668996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419353797451137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115655159759707,0.0,0.20214813543475765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423302123140136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393297297550124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940619824233763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168925328306341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3947086539533764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MikeySoSkeptic,2019/03/09,"Thunderstorm Anxiety I unfortunately live in ""Tornado Ally"" and year around this time, storms start pop up that can be severe. In fact one is here as I type this, I can hear hail crashing against my window....

I always feel like a tornado is inevitable, is that just part of anxiety? Cause this sucks!",4.194545454545452,6.632443000000002,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,73.54545454545455,8.763636363636364,27.363636363636363,9.3871,2.640927272727272,235,9,43,6,5,75,43,55,0.193,0.741,0.066,-0.75,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,1,6,10,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,5,1,7,9,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,4,29,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392107054165359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4398507621158813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25592276669467784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953264783332967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453611484342282,0.20537947492719616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240166993658065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045074085673806,0.0,0.2538546869604678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948074027840104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113184421305443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32477643173430953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034834949298724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16763492434629482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851310347586748
anxiety,Wasntmyproudest,2019/03/09,"Today I figured I have social anxiety. Idk what to do. I realize i never found my group even after hopping on so many different groups. People i met from college, from work. They seem to leave me out in the end. I even thought it would be ok for me to be alone and it’s just what it is you know?",-0.5215476190476167,1.628210873015874,1.9034722222222242,95.44187500000002,91.06349206349206,5.0547619047619055,18.98611111111111,6.6274283507984215,0.10519206349206378,227,7,52,3,8,77,49,63,0.106,0.857,0.037000000000000005,-0.2732,1,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,1,4,1,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,0,1,11,11,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,11,1,10,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,4,39,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27256218705698404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20132243507020514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749540495877699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23308831346197265,0.0,0.0,0.34763933441076017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288549605925438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14462998842842312,0.0,0.0,0.2786564088766596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26681056293875915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20297101779959148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824472248354339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23957782941098585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682661486258007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089256174720086,0.0,0.0,0.2494520408004661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915890913361336,0.0,0.0,0.18694665796932214,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rheameg,2019/03/09,"Help, going into work gives me crippling anxiety Help, please, this is ruining my life.   Some days, I wake up physically I'll at the thought of going to work.  Some days, I drive to work and break down into tears and heart races pains.  Some days, I pull into the parking lot freak out and leave.  Some day, I show up at work and clock in and get physically ill.

I need to work. I have meds but they just knock me out.  I've tried others and have terrible reactions.

How can I work through this?  My job is easy, it's only 3 days a week.  If I don't go in to work I go nuts sitting at home so many days in a row.

I've gone through so many jobs on the last few years.  I need this for me, my marriage, and my future.

Help, how have you worked through this?  ",-0.04933895921237763,2.0406139113924056,1.5751054852320685,99.40403656821381,87.10126582278481,5.030098452883263,17.638537271448666,6.42735559955562,-0.4207732770745425,570,14,140,6,18,184,90,158,0.118,0.8009999999999999,0.081,-0.4329,2,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,1,8,5,4,0,0,5,0,7,5,2,2,0,25,17,13,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,6,12,0,0,1,1,0,7,1,4,0,0,2,0,19,0,24,15,6,35,0,1,0,0,7,15,0,6,11,81,25,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845576577546774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4277089340110919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05774907745669852,0.10603359545393526,0.2512744443193227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13098247069716248,0.22226438581238436,0.0,0.11087389361193599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21937445251771254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900993770498612,0.0,0.1170387852934687,0.0,0.0,0.07807292553483783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397144316826296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241267969805847,0.0,0.0,0.12277755772939228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639180552434663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840655413515379,0.11761520462234942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133235049388773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775107877183272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504484249903565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866313110218879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6437563626361279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117980926798577
anxiety,ShelbyCarter,2019/03/09,I’m so stressed I just started a new medicine tonight and took my first pill like half an hour ago. My heart is pounding pretty hard and my head hurts but I can’t tell if it’s the medicine or because someone on Twitter keeps arguing with me and not understanding me at all and I’m so stressed about being misunderstood. Also I have extreme paranoia about side effects. Everyone I know is sleeping and idk what to do. ,3.669216027874565,5.6947950853658575,3.944425087108016,87.64743902439025,73.75609756097559,6.636933797909408,33.66550522648084,7.447530270364453,2.2426529616724737,335,18,66,4,7,104,64,82,0.229,0.727,0.044,-0.9323,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,6,5,1,2,3,0,6,4,3,1,1,16,13,11,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,4,0,2,1,1,9,1,6,11,1,10,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,7,42,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18622125251117602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16799910303343785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806144824960844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20073829550655736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17869202923285313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18818840305340032,0.0,0.21560038182940888,0.0,0.0,0.24894314858002986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20688426958973316,0.0,0.2248925793282992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18672675919864026,0.0,0.0,0.1154532389435747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263337859207576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20289440275365214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137245989362771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21022946846353813,0.0,0.17799819823873225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486941147122786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4812867121598938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18361721551895013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23340411314916895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186983494784683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AdrianR154,2019/03/09,"I'm really lonely because of my social anxiety and it's killing me. Venting with no real purpose, looking for advice.

I'm 16, I've had really bad social anxiety for years and I really struggle to talk to people. I haven't really had friends or even a meaningful conversation in a long time. I've been trying to push myself to talk to people a little because I don't want to be lonely but I can't bring myself to carry a conversation with more than a few words. There's a girl I just met in my class this week and she's really nice and tries to talk to me, she likes a lot of the same things I do but I can still barely talk to her because I'm too anxious to handle myself or say a lot. She probably thinks I'm being rude to her by not talking to her but I don't intend to come off that way at all. I keep thinking about her. I really want to be able to have friends and talk to them openly but I struggle to. Right now I'm out of school for spring break with 0 plans or friends to talk to and I have a shitty relationship with my parent. I keep thinking about what I *would* say to people if I was able to and it's driving me crazy. I don't want to live like this anymore, I don't want to spend every day sitting in my house and dreaming of happiness like I have for years, just playing video games and watching Netflix to distract my mind, I feel worthless.",1.7962500000000006,3.4353031805555574,3.775716666666668,88.51095000000002,77.95833333333333,6.552444444444442,22.97833333333333,7.404127859558343,0.8664565000000001,1068,33,230,14,25,363,137,288,0.168,0.737,0.094,-0.9656,1,4,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,1,10,18,2,3,10,0,19,0,0,1,1,47,38,17,1,6,11,1,1,3,3,1,0,2,0,1,7,16,0,2,5,5,1,4,8,9,0,0,5,5,38,9,47,29,6,25,0,3,2,0,29,9,0,6,12,153,45,2,0.1810113171545432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844108208858091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847316217346312,0.10224563278081886,0.08975729371272242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556844448813746,0.16551422827665874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796261094563207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05836866243601771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059778133911092726,0.0,0.07625492082839788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04576238036743635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097733419234206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963449565013884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044313784758463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16089117565459535,0.1001311016868364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13264947949037045,0.0907104465840581,0.07991815466426212,0.0800946597939026,0.0760019587723284,0.0,0.0,0.15388934881883534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913849148999717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049582322748464,0.0,0.0,0.18823568379692945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758040756441798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301525367121696,0.3478814544866269,0.0,0.0,0.097169206514801,0.0,0.07729133791047299,0.0,0.14394746466357822,0.0,0.09159655834670367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18451824254637456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227793585073433,0.0,0.0,0.18923233046044208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5092151404969718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06012793798293554,0.17397711467398186,0.0,0.0,0.052774577343633465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289480245301773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135303293985247,0.07183917908699239,0.0725981800935189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06429262311909137,0.0,0.0,0.11656535355837412
anxiety,calm-and-reposed,2019/03/09,"First day without anxiety I started Lexapro yesterday at 10 mg and didn't expect any results because my doctor said it'd be at least two weeks. Well...it felt like the second I took the pill it went straight to my head. I remember feeling super calm and like someone cut off a loud annoying radio in my head. I also noticed time felt like it was moving slower to me because I hadn't experienced life at normal pace for so long. Anxious life is always go, go, go, and now I can just relax and not take every stupid thing so seriously. 

I tried for the longest time not to get on a med but finally mustered up enough courage to take one. It's really evident to me now how much I needed it. Only bad thing is that after a few hours I got some side effects similar to a bad stomach virus so now I will cut the 10 mg in half and take 5 until I get used to it. 

I really hope i've found something that'll be a good coping tool for me. I'd love any advice you guys have or just to hear any experiences you want to share. Thanks!",4.4082231852654346,4.4221371173708945,5.868544600938972,82.17081256771401,69.8450704225352,8.807367280606718,29.060671722643555,8.617729084823388,2.004226002166847,798,27,169,12,13,272,134,213,0.083,0.723,0.194,0.9686,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,3,10,19,4,0,9,0,12,8,3,4,0,27,36,13,0,5,7,0,3,3,0,2,4,3,0,1,10,5,0,0,6,2,0,6,5,7,0,5,10,7,20,12,23,21,5,31,0,0,0,1,7,10,0,3,18,101,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153316267450888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438370097808373,0.09820537153311466,0.0,0.0,0.24078097618120534,0.0,0.0902879899072606,0.1333334563272532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970901175696521,0.14389259490279133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611567645608955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080250215788507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195027825859768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994402585175131,0.0,0.0,0.11545005887182805,0.0,0.0,0.059676449528486726,0.0,0.22664297917148615,0.1292894556629086,0.0,0.10039110179608368,0.0,0.1294071567257515,0.0,0.0,0.12332527321632407,0.0,0.20122717233792375,0.09899288000649838,0.0943945253109274,0.0,0.0,0.11686225481280715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422532216174677,0.0,0.13302155640879154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722440142666665,0.11622980531116382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672759629106024,0.1729816041960098,0.0,0.0,0.10444747157631104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065212124590342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13109798908184964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544076846523508,0.08676117480638128,0.08751325492232667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156384008757497,0.0,0.13437103624037092,0.0,0.0,0.07997607521156694,0.08976252359208943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121831435834726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336981149294287,0.0,0.11226779272407067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000013000894317,0.09086059398572267,0.0,0.0,0.08353795113662751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662179404763046,0.0,0.0,0.10866058555516156,0.0,0.0,0.15681972080473086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764141532618412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311289383380893,0.08013050694713797,0.0,0.11529223836611667,0.0,0.0,0.1019347885669228,0.0,0.0,0.06961357682247933,0.0,0.09467168437098446,0.0,0.1061176948172706,0.10940937342133077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137708650205456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,girl_of_letters,2019/03/09,"My blushing is getting out of hand. Help me please. I blush whenever I talk to strangers, order food, talk to a cashier, a fast food employee, a colleague etc. It's not a cute little blush like in the movies. My face gets *really* red, I get extremely embarrassed, and my conversation partner has probably no idea what the heck is happening. I tried to accept/ignore it and just go with it because I **know** it gets worse if I focus on it too much, but holy hell, I'm an adult and it makes me feel like an incompetent 10-year-old who is afraid of doing simple tasks like going to the bank. And the worst part is that there is usually no obvious trigger. It can be caused even by a slightly unexpected question, a strange look, or basically anything I did not anticipate (because I usually go through every possible scenario in my head beforehand, and rehearse what I'm going to say at least ten times).

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Have you ever struggled with this problem? What helped you solve it?",3.691338632750398,6.048607151351353,4.600063593004768,81.46508744038158,74.7837837837838,8.028616852146262,30.34181240063593,8.841846274778883,2.7365834658187604,773,36,142,17,17,250,125,185,0.177,0.747,0.076,-0.972,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,2,0,0,5,10,1,3,12,0,11,5,3,3,2,24,26,8,0,2,6,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,14,8,2,0,4,0,1,4,4,6,0,1,1,5,16,4,16,24,5,16,1,0,2,0,12,6,2,3,8,92,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14393646486310746,0.1614200524969375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093193281715224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16196099094393718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646742552277047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481562234495174,0.08774223738188401,0.12016504217003665,0.11192683556855702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06716993955233806,0.09490381071385587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.321271087706678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27762211769189765,0.0,0.3019933236426687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174735483164752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13633631341151514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780851233020164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14996475447931948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300761174644023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19470266728864305,0.1331446302594969,0.0,0.0,0.1115555383178722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867443011433015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765565668333834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13939747613654446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385715278590044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14582286666789634,0.0,0.14976169806338527,0.0,0.0,0.14322834662373693,0.12711380797175506,0.0,0.0,0.1488157307140911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510329547846184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564291479738132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388774370598592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21355001910606045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746242965530939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901923849435476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926178901400248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353794287887845,0.0,0.0,0.1614200524969375,0.08554720809479968
anxiety,frekina,2019/03/09,Literally so anxious I don’t believe that my boyfriend of a year actually loves me at all bc he wants space and I take him wanting space as him hating me when he just wants me to not be so codependent bc I rely on my self confidence to come from people liking me and showing it consistently UGH please help me be normal,3.620153846153848,5.0808184000000045,5.273846153846153,80.40615384615388,72.69230769230771,8.276923076923078,28.384615384615394,8.841846274778883,2.216753846153846,256,10,51,5,5,87,49,65,0.12,0.6859999999999999,0.194,0.6782,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,10,10,6,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,12,2,7,8,1,7,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,3,33,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.2557249011743446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296044112709518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952428096449775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22573455074989615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587220472580407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17564789787036436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12802534572564855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365121155321849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25675527152303684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18167382630216194,0.0,0.0,0.2876543477268256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27337733463941594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970304531875489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4636950878787287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16875286370829656
anxiety,greens_bean,2019/03/09,"So much I cant unless, I feel like the only way for me to feel normal is to be drunk, is there any fix to feeling this way?",0.9244827586206908,1.0147678275862084,3.4925862068965543,95.84853448275864,77.6206896551724,5.8000000000000025,17.948275862068964,3.1291,-0.8223241379310346,93,1,25,0,2,33,23,29,0.155,0.7929999999999999,0.052000000000000005,-0.4606,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,5,7,2,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,5,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387712046976217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5326050327889336,0.25083763934640674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17153774637629535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25811096737863004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34401954079997416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670398579826197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5573997393484089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hope1976,2019/03/09,"Atarax vs Benadryl vs Xanax I have been having horrible anxiety. 25mg of benadryl knocks me on my ass. I sleep for ages and feel very groggy afterwards. While it does stop my anxiety, I have to sacrifice the 10-12 hours after I take it too.  For me, it's not that practical to the fact that I have young children.  

Xanax 0.25mg seems to be a bit less effective but does not last as long. So, it definitely helps some but does not knock me out. My doctor will not prescribe me this as a routine medication as she says its fallen (benzodiazepines) out of favor for the treatment of anxiety. 

I was just prescribed Atarax which, like benadryl  is also an antihistamine. I have not taken it yet. 

What I'm wondering is, what is the difference, if any, you have experienced between benadryl vs Atarax? And any info you want to share on Xanax.  I am thinking about going outside my coverage to get a dr who will prescribe me Xanax on a regular basis that I would use as needed and responsibly.  It seems to be less sedating and shorter acting. And suffering with overwhelming anxiety can be very debilitating for me.  

Thanks. ",4.1629047619047626,6.330518338095239,5.311428571428571,77.76190476190476,72.76190476190476,9.047619047619053,29.285714285714285,9.586721724236666,2.9887142857142854,881,37,160,23,18,291,123,210,0.092,0.7959999999999999,0.112,0.8056,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,0,1,6,6,0,1,9,0,19,9,2,2,1,34,33,15,0,4,12,0,1,1,0,3,7,1,0,1,15,8,0,1,7,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,3,3,22,4,26,24,4,18,1,2,0,1,8,5,1,5,11,113,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555686207282374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135376023816046,0.0,0.4804336586992176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17140882377098127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640368347069137,0.0,0.160701296350008,0.4121884672472965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938645830580314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202864561811808,0.0,0.0892295741062459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523715898898134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546183237463173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798005086709807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670472477099069,0.0,0.0,0.13894450680215656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581660453049337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641723691655052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485669790324982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858629568209793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15711841253263004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13126323143816654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804823957000835,0.0,0.0,0.1445491330803998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060248067907136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560193185782646,0.0,0.25909117767150464,0.09260563182964747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17026525263969855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153186533640956,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anonimous101,2019/03/09,"What is this? Performance anxiety? I have a resist exam coming up soon and although it's constantly on my mind, I have not been consistent with my revision whatsoever. It almost seems like im afraid  but I don't care: which is a big problem, since  I'm paying towards the exam and my family have been on my case about it.



Idk what to do I have a little under 3 months so maybe there's no hope.",0.5296296296296319,2.9043973333333355,3.156654320987656,86.85794444444447,88.01234567901236,6.696790123456791,19.21111111111111,7.908726449838941,1.0493199999999998,308,9,63,7,10,107,58,81,0.16899999999999998,0.763,0.068,-0.7927,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,4,0,10,0,0,0,0,11,15,5,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,8,3,8,13,0,11,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,3,4,46,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26842033276301835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20506284686151585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733019439973265,0.0,0.0,0.2309073425974217,0.0,0.2896743534900454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527002530275011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662410526901799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895475243111853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095909451353352,0.2686635030881264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26929925372134483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706611232884347,0.0,0.21396051449263606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25649431654888105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440289962059483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22173949400329385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,godonvideocall,2019/03/09,"[Venting] i have really bad anxiety about losing my hearing it’s terrible lol

i have to follow my ‘hearing care routine’ (yep for real). if i do that i’m usually fine; if i don’t, or i miss my allergy pill for a couple days or something, i truly feel as though i can’t hear anything but when i’m not thinking about it i don’t have any issues. 

this cycle has been going on for like..6 years at this point, and i’m only 18. i know i’m not going deaf i just don’t believe it. ",-0.9902884615384622,1.0237274711538475,2.50692307692308,91.33807692307694,91.59615384615385,5.123076923076923,19.53846153846154,6.67199483983844,0.3425999999999996,363,12,81,5,13,132,67,104,0.1,0.8190000000000001,0.081,-0.1743,0,1,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,1,2,10,2,0,0,0,13,25,9,0,2,8,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,0,3,6,4,0,0,1,5,13,2,9,24,0,10,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,4,4,50,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626333198045042,0.0,0.1420385774363912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15279224179054854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550283706344496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20918877060078336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893049859109596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20544254462407746,0.0,0.11974308449591665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388134574916722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21104336121030992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6277975396313488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937933365991202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204047951164097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070996414880604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20771948319415232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14121192831091706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755200614672626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21133539316996586,0.11894624232885602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14293938239198462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897112521979593,0.18242180453914064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20449148458159708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956668525458408
anxiety,winningwriters,2019/03/09,"Supporting and promoting writers from the /r/anxiety community Hey there writers and poets of /r/anxiety,

I'm from a writers' resource website called [Winning Writers](https://winningwriters.com/). Part of our mission is to find and promote voices and themes underrepresented in publishing, including (but of course not limited to) racial, cultural, national, religious, gender/sexual identity, body positive, neurodiverse, and [dis]abled. We are interested primarily in the representation of the voices/themes in the poetry, rather than the identity of the writer.  At this time of year we're offering two contests: 

[The Tom Howard/John H. Reid Fiction and Essay Contest]( https://winningwriters.com/our-contests/tom-howard-john-h-reid-fiction-essay-contest), with two first prizes of $2000 each, ten honorable mentions receiving $100 each, and the top twelve entries published online. The contest is international. The deadline is April 30.

[The Wergle Flomp Humor Poetry Contest](https://winningwriters.com/our-contests/wergle-flomp-humor-poetry-contest-free), with a first prize of $1000, a second prize of $250, and ten honorable mentions of $100 each. The top twelve entries will be published online. The contest is international and the deadline is April 1.

Since I started doing outreach on Reddit last year we've received hundreds more entries featuring diverse characters and voices. We're working hard to increase the diversity of our entry pool and give good writers the exposure they deserve. I know /r/anxiety isn't technically a ""writers' subreddit,"" but in the past some of our strongest entries have come from subs like this one, which ostensibly have nothing to do with writing. So, if you are a writer, please consider entering our contests. And if you know any writers, please consider passing this information on to them.

Thanks a lot, and happy writing!",11.998646253021755,13.486821958904107,10.667727639000807,49.173485092667214,53.72602739726028,12.897985495568092,45.60112812248187,12.319762396917735,6.516392183722804,1540,83,186,44,17,484,162,292,0.004,0.816,0.18,0.9912,0,0,0,0,0,0,102.0,5,2,2,14,3,13,0,0,23,0,14,1,1,0,0,36,22,18,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,21,0,1,4,1,0,6,2,0,0,8,0,3,11,13,31,20,8,26,0,0,0,0,21,10,0,4,11,119,15,6,0.16260517488963716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105770948939923,0.0,0.3731775411619105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18061769258970384,0.0,0.0,0.16603806391076364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14006996012126485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486181840080061,0.27662375738846656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598570049822,0.0,0.1363855059471588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730962323009597,0.14566229778982173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17872710325329005,0.13254492015864436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794406749464381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824110487508845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15602405079242512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018547476022073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760855586468599,0.15522503859120987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35698330522248106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134508680984221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509277971112727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845224255062584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970499834414766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481638511432508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176832568223299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837850393794196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20942480281770695
anxiety,syntheticsponge,2019/03/09,"5 Hour Energy is the Devils Milk Im struggling with anxiety. Ive had it so long, I got used to it and it became my normal. I recently was prescribed Citalopram. Its the first time Ive been officially diagnosed and prescribed treatment. So I lived with this condition untreated most of my life.

Tonight I made a mistake. I drank a 5 hour energy prior to going to a show with a bunch of friends. The entire time I was consumed with worry. I could not have fun. I also took some ginseng energy tablets and yerba mate earlier in the day. I fully realize I did this to myself.

So I had to leave the show early, and I did not even say bye to anyone. My partner was very upset and thinks I ruined the night. 

It was a very crowded and hot, small space. I was very uncomfortable.

We had a fight but it was more my partner yelling drunk and me shutting down and feeling terrible. 

I want to feel more capable, less worried. I think I need to eat better and exercise. 

When I go out to have fun, I feel vulnerable sometimes, and worry. My partner gets drunk easily and quickly, and I worry about protecting them. They say I am overly controlling. I just want them to be safe because I love them.

I will add, Citalopram has been good for me, but the only negative Ive experienced is it negates my sex drive. This is causing problems with my partner because they think I now find them unattractive. I need to find a way to negate my anxiety and retain my sex drive.

Thank you for reading. I just wanted to share my thoughts to hopefully sympathetic ears and maybe get some advice.",2.4683384452670545,4.884872062295084,3.954637757800107,84.23362771020624,79.19672131147541,7.0830248545742975,26.560021152829194,8.155646560271837,1.9633437334743529,1229,51,233,24,31,406,162,305,0.17800000000000002,0.6729999999999999,0.149,-0.718,0,0,0,0,2,0,36.0,1,1,6,3,11,18,1,2,14,0,26,12,1,4,0,57,50,21,0,10,6,0,4,0,6,1,3,4,0,4,10,22,5,4,10,6,0,5,5,8,0,1,18,9,51,10,28,29,7,28,1,1,0,3,21,7,0,4,16,165,61,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107774055475997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881988272629222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687430084479533,0.0,0.0,0.07711729224562187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13446345068829066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754249162625178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329815182898477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369954878740695,0.08805754480413333,0.0,0.0,0.07112788892766532,0.0,0.0,0.1119419701696352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285414520997107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284546692828753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729772648509542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20160601895949906,0.09381256884706443,0.0,0.0,0.08520973607867043,0.0,0.11524388593412935,0.0,0.12536063204217834,0.09250597119496004,0.08820894228758029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954279844176476,0.2172267545181941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191320638738672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167811246192041,0.0,0.0,0.07790104813039728,0.0,0.0,0.09738803993486617,0.0976031285925854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954097921730112,0.10435901040199574,0.0,0.0,0.110801071333065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16355718994114565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349963989899684,0.10806072699108384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388047121420912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553258010089224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031978864025804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889801285494692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754139781639404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090795733532174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529899453553324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154016123920648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120080257458603,0.0,0.08755789493053515,0.12862190493459416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253618433904233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525509929923344,0.0,0.27300225946482426,0.19515559700543156,0.08754302287388298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4480191613088457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,reivaxactor,2019/03/09,"Feeling anxious about an event :( any advice to help cope? Ok so I moved to the city almost a year ago now. In that time I’ve had a lot of bad stuff happen but now I’m finally beginning to explore what the city has to offer! 
I have an amazing new friend here that I’ve gotten really close to and he helps to push me out of my comfort zone to experience things that I wouldn’t have experienced otherwise. He’s amazing. 

There’s an event for “gaymers” on tonight at a bar. I expressed some interest to my friend about checking it out and now, we’re going. But I’m totally freaking out about it. I’m so anxious that I’ve tried to get out of it but my friend (knowing me) won’t let me because he knows that I’ll have a great time once I get over that starting hurdle. So, does anybody have any tips/advice on how I can deal with my anxiety about this until I’m over that “hurdle”? 
Thanks so much in advance everyone 💜",1.882708978328175,3.6787207631578944,3.487770897832821,89.96351393188856,78.21052631578948,6.575851393188857,24.86068111455109,7.5105763829236425,1.1193374613003098,715,26,155,10,17,237,108,190,0.068,0.6990000000000001,0.232,0.9902,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,15,12,0,0,9,1,10,1,0,1,1,21,25,11,0,1,3,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,14,8,1,0,4,1,1,5,2,2,0,0,2,2,13,10,30,20,4,32,0,0,0,0,11,12,0,3,15,95,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000956690676429,0.13611331074725086,0.0,0.15375871004632208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20883929871079634,0.0,0.11746576158107365,0.346936862982662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282083075733686,0.0936029989342695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15830388965046369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437313378148613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14672414467579487,0.0,0.15020191615616546,0.0,0.0,0.0776397791059305,0.0,0.0,0.16820713795318118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558983557777636,0.0,0.16044766480491274,0.0,0.08726632439803364,0.0,0.0,0.16929003947832116,0.0,0.0,0.135784257107665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20584341339845189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16877474914588791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15701585560363646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054319894547914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16319994958597514,0.11287733268586897,0.0,0.0,0.14830009205973055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16352633987893456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836842352651064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086838798966036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17577865973914464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136872965266933,0.0,0.0,0.1020121721293172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17907313799979618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425075399387257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888152920599322
anxiety,obligernotupholder,2019/03/09,"Terrified I have pancreatic cancer (TMI warning) I’m an active, generally healthy, non-smoking 25 year old woman. The last few months, I have had super fatty stools and I just thought it was because of my diet. When I cleaned up my diet and found no improvement I went to the doctor, who tested me for liver and thyroid problems, a CBC, autoimmune disease markers, and celiac. Everything came back normal except my iron (it’s always been low, ever since puberty) and there’s markers in my blood that indicates my bowels are inflamed (no duh!).

This week I went from fatty stools to full on diarrhea a few times a day. So, my dr is asking for a stool sample to look for bacteria overgrowth and parasites, she wants to test me for lactose intolerance, and if that comes up normal I need a completely abdomen ultrasound, and said she thinks my pancreas might not be making enough digestive enzymes. She didn’t say why. If that comes up normal I need to be referred to a GI specialist to get a biopsy to see if I have microscope parasites. I told her I’m stressed about this (1. Stressed over my health and 2. Who wants to be worrying about diarrhea every day??). She said “I know, but you aren’t dying”. I mentioned that my classmates had all told me stories of their young friends and family getting cancer and she just said “wow” and didn’t say anything else. I’m so freaked out. What if my pancreas isn’t making enough enzymes?? Why would it not do that? I looked up the symptoms of pancreatic cancer (I know!!! Big no-no.) and I have so many of them but they all also apply to parasites and lactose intolerance (which runs in my family anyways).

I’ve been crying so much because I can’t stop worrying. I keep imagining myself dying and marrying my boyfriend while undergoing chemo so I we can marry before I die, and how horrible it will be for him to be widowed. And how my poor parents will handle it. I know it’s crazy but I am so scared. ",3.2867418388266816,5.510310083109921,4.601129947957737,81.61459824948749,75.51474530831099,7.6053934710613476,28.12876517899385,8.4952907291091,2.2950732376596745,1523,64,279,30,34,503,200,373,0.182,0.774,0.044,-0.9952,4,0,0,0,0,0,57.0,1,1,3,1,18,9,0,3,11,1,28,16,4,4,3,62,60,35,3,13,12,1,0,0,1,4,10,5,1,1,17,22,3,2,8,0,1,6,9,6,0,0,17,9,50,3,33,34,8,32,0,1,3,0,26,12,0,5,14,192,67,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820029805277673,0.08136668984888075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047044050692413,0.0,0.09141772595146516,0.0,0.0,0.07519223377824873,0.0,0.11922020107686394,0.0,0.08320960858023052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184237661974236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16846983338277152,0.1025279001221892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741452321579,0.12612916263449053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044626727913108,0.0,0.0,0.10008922702089633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168856332785138,0.0,0.0,0.20208040177733272,0.0,0.0,0.08845401850424947,0.08238983822344889,0.0,0.08788472834486262,0.0,0.18436992537543795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721849346070872,0.07555006075632595,0.0,0.1021794337689307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394310062887742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869176558690102,0.0,0.0,0.16122367679693506,0.0797095272802521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16423304935320146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305472796503966,0.09914075781163777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037366460202392,0.0,0.0,0.07805271980872243,0.0,0.07188476038721478,0.14501577173973454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28743174894985035,0.0,0.0,0.10261109812768952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858098766475027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356903571480528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790537379368592,0.15552843275513778,0.09790193306754916,0.0,0.07792364771086886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089048877550094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175438325212027,0.2240295552783612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016382252808061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06265801680667282,0.0,0.07763202406343084,0.057020436745815785,0.0,0.0,0.18687950418514712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153547148421702,0.0,0.07843890267333845,0.0,0.0,0.1812992184593888,0.17647527221141665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19861506686061806,0.0,0.06946514087482268,0.0,0.0,0.06297167787863628
anxiety,ThisIsToday7,2019/03/09,"Socializing when you've isolated most of your life because of anxiety  

TL;DR - I've isolated my whole life. Anxiety. Fear. Few friends ever. None now. Want friends. What is your experience? Has anyone had a similar life? Have you overcame in anyway?

I've struggled with anxiety and being afraid all of my life. Always been too afraid of what other people will think of me. Because of this I've escaped from the world and people with books and movies. I've never really had very many friends. I've had 4-5 very close friends but since graduating High School and moving 1000 miles away I've only had one and we have grown very distant over the last 2 years.

I've realized that isolating is not good for my health or well being and want to make friends, yet I continue to isolate myself away from people even when I'm in public places. When I do talk with people, I find that because I do not have very many life experiences it's hard to relate to people and keep a conversation going. As a 28 male, most (yes I'm generalizing here) guys seem to talk about sports, girls, video games, movies, working out, etc and their life experiences. I don't watch or play sports. I love video games but haven't played in over 7 years because it was an addiction. I've mostly stopped watching tv shows and movies because it was also an addiction. I've dated/had sex with one girl since I graduated HS. I also don't drink anymore either because I was an alcoholic.

I frequent a coffee shop/bar that has a ""quiet room"" to study for school and work on other things. Outside of that I stay at home apart from work and school. It's easier to talk to people at work but I wouldn't really say that any of them are friends.

I tend to way over think everything which basically leads to the anxiety. Usually it's that I don't want to seem weird. I mean I am weird, like I do things that I feel others don't do, but from my experience people shy away from ""weird"" people unless they are there out of pity.  I'm so afraid of being seen this way that I just stay away from people all together. If I am in a conversation with someone I'm really tense because I'm so worried about them thinking I'm weird. Honestly I'm probably not really even that weird, I just have never really socialized very much and haven't really had a legit friend that you hang out and do things with consistently in like 8 years. My last best friend when never really did anything together. I worked for him and his family as a caregiver and we talked all the time but that was it. It's been a while since I've had a single friend just to do things with. Socializing would be sooo much easier I think if I at least had one or 2.  

I yearn for companionship more than anything but at the same time I'm terrified of it. I don't know what to do about it. My last friendship I was always on edge because he was very passive-aggressive and manipulative. I've been in this isolating cycle for a really long time and it seems to have only gotten worse after I basically ended my last friendship 2 years ago. I now isolate even from my own extended family.I don't have any immediate family. 

I don't want to be like this anymore. It's very lonely and I feel like if I stay like this for years to come I may actually go crazy. I have dreams of having a family one day but if I remain this way I don't see it happening and that depresses me tremendously. I'm already 28 and if I don't do something soon I will never have one most likely.",2.7157866849377608,4.774320833093526,4.247632750942104,84.25792166266987,76.64028776978418,7.865935822770356,22.9741920749115,8.704169506293173,1.577651821400023,2749,83,555,60,63,915,265,695,0.102,0.772,0.126,0.9815,0,2,3,0,0,0,68.0,2,4,4,7,28,36,0,5,20,1,63,13,0,3,8,97,98,47,0,12,23,0,3,6,9,5,10,2,2,4,41,34,2,2,13,13,0,7,20,14,1,5,19,9,61,22,78,69,20,77,0,4,4,2,41,29,0,16,41,356,102,12,0.0,0.0,0.04586935700174367,0.1024831175963257,0.0,0.0,0.04166642196418099,0.050233236787042584,0.0,0.0,0.0518703467753268,0.07517854618849201,0.07822258486637038,0.0,0.0,0.06392898897996592,0.0,0.1438324572816916,0.0,0.09323114971176312,0.03286645694129401,0.0,0.0773609676573769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17664811999775265,0.0,0.0,0.22922678343781766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04932804909376926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040489990018281415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030313845710771475,0.0,0.04048468233423223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04604625970075132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041631804320752495,0.0,0.0524221517009969,0.09313757002287412,0.042518025386498674,0.0,0.0,0.042244379328824855,0.18391666131793727,0.1329342403009616,0.05289283703972228,0.04753351130280755,0.03357983786580281,0.0,0.0,0.04296102306168728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268382273589069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05342718468414025,0.03942492572752832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04654158678931218,0.0415656934775946,0.0,0.04210656573646319,0.0,0.0,0.049963308236557716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049662559410980425,0.04714908439416732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04177952750214496,0.0,0.0,0.025832300589137616,0.15325891403270728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19920290530206444,0.13778338194037193,0.0,0.0,0.041597272541761314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0424231610326723,0.0,0.031375694650024544,0.09530984185346923,0.0,0.05120139623758909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04995806748547292,0.06910704835640989,0.0,0.14501026791624466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925644475583814,0.07149768398497597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29328138958828925,0.0,0.04910942560620492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05067851987433311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408969538750063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03737965761209374,0.0,0.14271239847598055,0.037456292971247335,0.12837268199535035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664717714722495,0.0,0.0,0.1437447073976961,0.039826539327104206,0.03618615974412575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15030079457520687,0.0,0.03929764866933881,0.0,0.04913903651086418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112090787253601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491011161474205,0.12047367408755034,0.0,0.0,0.08222564960091774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05176852875361272,0.2714839400696676,0.11089727243711554,0.11192933159392164,0.0,0.0,0.042262456009692535,0.0,0.0,0.052478554432129086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710982297230868,0.04773508653264402,0.04790133541422344,0.03339046289966493,0.0,0.0,0.15134594470378104
anxiety,beyondNomalcy,2019/03/09,"I always overthink that I am copying someone. I'm not that good in explaining myself well but I will try my best.

I've been having anxiety problems from 2016 after experiencing really bad betrayal throughout high school.

But I've always tried to keep positive you know.
I like being creative,
Drawing art, skating, doing poetry, e.t.c

But lately whenever I get inspired to do something,
I overthink too much.

For example.

If my friend plays a guitar well.

I get inspired to also learn.

But when I eventually begin, I quit almost immediately.

I get very intrusive thoughts on how I am just copying my friend.

My brain only wants to do things that I solely chose to do. And not be influenced by any ones.


I overthink terribly and quit whatever I am doing.


Sometimes I do something and it has no connection to another person yet my brain makes makes me feel like I am copying someone.

I need help. It's torture. ",3.0398214285714285,5.981259529761907,4.683619047619049,76.4447142857143,81.67857142857143,7.407619047619049,29.23333333333333,8.395991825355821,2.9317419047619047,723,35,116,17,20,242,107,168,0.152,0.611,0.237,0.9541,0,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,3,8,15,1,0,1,0,16,2,2,4,0,27,30,11,0,4,8,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,1,7,3,0,0,3,4,2,1,2,2,25,11,12,25,2,8,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,7,82,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234517817085926,0.0,0.0,0.1136792895603544,0.2365645074563761,0.0,0.0,0.09666856328044708,0.14905927327437046,0.10874626065864006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869138586696935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918026114307478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173783680892253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718765667756341,0.1015537624940316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196533119918406,0.0,0.22280641623690486,0.0,0.0,0.11923075863792668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952818131300437,0.15019190335056926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635165869536738,0.0,0.0,0.07812328722930824,0.0,0.16035419292206954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889704591105884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18977577290918068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449843152157552,0.10540426518127692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632620163928,0.10811336920834158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412206536646657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13602072843415206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023933278320054,0.0,0.0,0.09106652084327002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14386590228837642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24089067564574765,0.21887185321811425,0.1405924408425006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443979344629888,0.0,0.0,0.11285319317718115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930244100933672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729068615926826,0.08384521771160659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25562430868039365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cantshitatall12,2019/03/09,"Fixation is a bitch Fixation is fucking awful. I have recently been thinking about getting tested for PCOS, as I line up with quite a few of the symptoms. Not a guarantee, as I have a lot of stress and don't sleep well(also fucks with your hormones) but a strong possibility. I made the mistake of wandering over to the /r/PCOS subreddit, and reading multiple posts about women losing their hair/it thinning on there. 

I became instantly convinced that I was going to go bald/lose my hair, and spiraled. Had a full panic attack tonight about it. Nevermind that I don't know if I have it/don't know if that symptom will happen to me, I was convinced. I have had a spot of baby hair on my temple since middle school, but I was just knew it would be the death of me.

This shit is awful. I'm on the tail end of it now after talking to a friend about it, but I just needed to vent. My mind loves to torture itself over the strangest of things.",4.361265508684864,5.397775010752691,5.1523655913978486,83.60624069478911,70.39784946236558,7.873614557485527,28.82382133995037,8.139509932561175,1.891117121588089,736,27,145,10,13,239,110,186,0.202,0.687,0.11,-0.9576,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,1,3,8,15,6,2,14,2,18,9,4,1,0,23,32,10,1,5,8,0,3,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,10,5,0,0,4,1,0,2,3,10,0,0,8,3,19,5,29,21,3,17,0,1,0,3,6,9,4,3,5,106,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13630396591756158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939046001831248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15096275001101525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13168457362464372,0.3151453721330091,0.08904992950612889,0.0,0.19373445030446912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15072302283964956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873430757889812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19068318313052712,0.0,0.14490535188198686,0.15383232022110435,0.1612781874595732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720998022530464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638202987015226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19997925212541467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921499449127188,0.1632381898576032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812881220929368,0.17049007540688385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16829283895604352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17249837783163718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17495826620537105,0.14099299746491542,0.0,0.1705670434360462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19524296983228664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543130535192257,0.0,0.13699639139365413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323538735111136,0.10921360148160557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324958131258398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107849241022482,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mrtibbles32,2019/03/09,"No matter how much progress i make i still feel like I'm broken. I've had very bad social anxiety since i was a kid, and it's been with me into college now.

I really wanted to be better, so i tried my hardest this semester to fix myself.

At the start of the semester, the thought of meeting my roommate made me nauseous for weeks before we met. I forced myself to sit in the lounge and just do work near other people. It felt like i was at the top of a rollercoaster, for hours at a time. But i still did it, because i really wanted to be better. I worked really, really hard to get better, all semester.

Fast forward to a few nights ago, i pretended to rush a frat to get into a Party, got shitfaced, got grinded on, made conversation, got a whole group of people to laugh, got a girl's snap, I genuinely enjoyed myself and had fun.

But then i got back and i still feel the same. My anxiety is still there, it still hurts all the time. I spend most of the day convincing my anxiety that everyone doesn't secretly hate me, and it still makes me do dumb shit.

I had a question during a quiz, but was too scared to get up and ask. It's not like the anxiety fear, it's like my brain just won't let me do things. It's like anxiety but I'm numb to the fear, even though i still feel it.

I'm just sick of feeling like this all the time. No matter how hard i try it just doesn't go away. Everything is still really hard, it's just that i force myself to do shit More than i used to. I want to be normal so badly but it feels impossible to get there. I just want to know what it feels like to do things because you want to, not because you force yourself to do it.",3.1576724137931045,3.802628215517245,4.7132758620689685,87.09681034482759,72.8793103448276,8.328735632183909,24.27011494252873,8.59863814320734,1.333652873563218,1281,34,288,22,24,432,156,348,0.172,0.6940000000000001,0.134,-0.9681,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,1,2,0,7,25,25,4,3,21,0,23,5,3,7,3,54,59,17,0,6,13,0,10,7,0,1,2,0,0,2,22,10,0,0,11,1,1,3,7,11,0,0,18,10,39,14,39,36,9,36,0,1,0,0,13,12,3,2,29,194,61,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06411675936161174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27666375636499874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761939627491921,0.0,0.06795702911155675,0.05561780715642793,0.12078614736078935,0.13227628345631814,0.0,0.0615480579713255,0.0,0.0,0.1919117530502763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074492950170413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04664728717127237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04777371388577199,0.0,0.0,0.0691150382359372,0.0650061266632245,0.0,0.0,0.16278418662126554,0.21943530753141333,0.15501909804214728,0.0694487694717137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511591226155949,0.0,0.041107176741816784,0.0,0.289247152136588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19438217266576588,0.07141154479634215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712311229256266,0.0,0.077431459602815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03975103506738353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739629928507875,0.0,0.2473597231381349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688202477321812,0.09656254455486578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05317135214379927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06787741766667188,0.07086868231131974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028993448989122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102688457662878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316843409878551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07241560145228182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14849275098038892,0.059832663287713715,0.0,0.0,0.07373199152742539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05119600820493296,0.0,0.4621068208951114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610654323905428,0.0,0.07106449895174692,0.057422458764246474,0.12652975562303911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821553043410512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062470460441447766,0.0,0.059680363486361625,0.21331246467545706,0.0,0.058019286610282224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075459056845856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531515311570197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ihonestlydontknow23,2019/03/09,"How can I stop sweating when I get anxious?? Title says it all. I’m an extremely anxious person, and I find that when I’m doing things, ESPECIALLY when I’m talking to people I’m not close with, I get so nervous during the interaction my face (and other parts of my body, but my face is more noticeable) will literally start to sweat. 

It happened to me today during an interview I went for - the more I talked to the interviewers, the more nervous I got, leading to my face turning red and then starting to sweat. I hate it SO much and want to know how to make it stop. The fact that it even happens makes me more anxious and it’s just a never ending loop lol. Thanks in advance for any advice! ",2.727278177458036,4.5720872374100745,4.2929676258992835,84.91532673860914,75.90647482014387,6.647721822541968,25.971822541966425,7.492282038375204,1.3616613908872899,542,20,108,7,12,181,82,139,0.166,0.787,0.046,-0.9371,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,9,4,1,2,8,1,4,7,7,5,3,23,23,14,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,10,7,0,2,2,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,2,2,14,1,13,20,7,16,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,0,11,74,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15159154407276926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549393082879842,0.0,0.0,0.5257592845511864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17231480341188285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13739941004441256,0.0,0.0,0.10246210705896977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14178629343330704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16209836900488178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407188078190287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743624426127277,0.0,0.0,0.15315906495493073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525556167807441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20710137381665528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403862778712473,0.0,0.11964605898754188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17661688677432322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679910090028184,0.0,0.1075478246176365,0.13545380352979902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12336584943553998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21960406453759088,0.0,0.0,0.2593917718146189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24937573479985026,0.0,0.14282314755314604,0.0,0.0,0.10306168519756022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14704539550392573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16873723110397276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149987645862592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438073520772566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,McKennApe,2019/03/09,"Official Propranolol Taper Method? I have been trying to research this, but coming up dry.  Any help is appreciated.

Currently on 20mg Propranolol, twice daily.  Have been on for near two months now.  I am prescribed it to reduce my heart rate and assist anxiety. However, I am experiencing ED. Also diarrhea with every stool break.  

Doc told me to just quit using for two weeks and then she will prescribe another beta-blocker (getting a new doc after this).  Now, I'm no doctor, but I have read the dangers of just jumping off this drug.

Does anyone know of an actual taper method? Am I over worried, after only two months of use? Is there a proper way to come off this stuff?",2.8445238095238103,5.597761547619051,4.496190476190479,78.85714285714289,80.34920634920636,7.092063492063493,23.285714285714285,8.192908349453996,1.8362285714285715,529,18,90,11,14,177,91,126,0.099,0.84,0.061,-0.6007,2,0,3,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,6,1,1,0,4,0,11,3,1,2,0,12,19,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,1,0,4,3,1,8,0,19,15,0,22,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,10,64,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.16209088334548333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328311290679163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112954562397206,0.17417166876791296,0.12706702022035452,0.0,0.0,0.1161418730558644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28616308044010946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17001169258649113,0.14535634449958365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19262474455390546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13994748750903374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678106025815527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19683080982298945,0.11133418291625063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912849164460752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651609049371438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604216457867874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263275039351481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766691510558936,0.16614622368997986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19014621972177706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15871688573240714,0.0,0.11277186209348145,0.0,0.4867704286726799,0.0,0.0,0.28691634077345096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184346018220544,0.13323642319005186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686839068259715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Savannii,2019/03/10,"Explaining anxiety to a person who doesn't suffer from it My mom asked why I can go to the mall or work at Starbucks but going somewhere that I know everyone and everyone loves me is difficult.  I tried explaining that at the mall or Starbucks I can leave at anytime and no one wonders where I am.  When I'm around people that I know and I have a panic attack I feel like I can't leave.  If I do there is going to be 100 questions from well meaning people and their stupid advice. Also it means telling people why I left and admitting that I can't control my own brain, she doesn't get its embarrassing to say that it physically stops me from doing things. She doesn't get it, I feel like I'm make perfect sense but she looks at me like I'm speaking another language.  My sister came in and interrupted our conversation thankfully.

Sorry for the bad grammer and no real paragraphs.  I'm just frustrated and any help would be appreciated ",3.8249094202898526,5.65810630978261,5.0983478260869575,80.35824637681159,72.8586956521739,8.167536231884059,28.027536231884056,8.841846274778883,2.291801884057971,747,29,141,15,15,248,107,184,0.193,0.627,0.181,0.103,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,1,3,7,15,3,2,5,0,16,2,1,2,1,33,41,15,0,2,6,2,2,3,0,1,0,2,0,1,12,10,0,2,11,2,0,4,7,8,1,1,1,5,24,7,14,37,1,14,0,1,1,1,20,8,0,5,5,94,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580951049702718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295846468198844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755197975691363,0.1350018458269321,0.09849065806640668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461160864963385,0.12036052218534245,0.14646763793875153,0.0,0.0,0.10749788204255672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14372358249297876,0.0,0.14725160478777122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14440005633000272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460454411369188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13019611558889546,0.18395293477821406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452938012875615,0.0,0.21950867047501496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629601073269448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14151132963879326,0.0,0.0,0.2726477362059848,0.1398833608451277,0.0,0.0,0.18869699112968788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811456626440856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619866965582015,0.0,0.08593923435012897,0.0,0.0,0.28048518698294633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507862497849167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872419054322333,0.0,0.0,0.15105618261714995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677696685443717,0.11241640700528817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422545417359486,0.0,0.0,0.14654161088985884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238431981459872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412107533742674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763777108599257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253004484940687,0.11853240489905215,0.0,0.0,0.08553339993343932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741036729829489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11575849241719158,0.0,0.2323472356711596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396199993458469,0.09372892632388656,0.0,0.0,0.09145776207352742,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mrssomethingstarwars,2019/03/10,"I have an irrational fear that Arthur (my cat) is going to die soon. So Arthur is like 8 years old, plenty of life left in him. He's in perfect health besides snoring at night and the occasional runny nose. Took him to the vet about it before and he said that Arthur is just fine. So I don't have a legitimate reason to worry. But...

He is super obsessively cuddly. Very pushy about it. And I've come across all these stories about how cats who love their person dearly will forego their instinct to hide to die, and instead lay with their person. So every time he is being especially needy, I freak out thinking *OMG this is it, he's a gonner*

It gets out of hand because then I start to rationalize that, ""if I push him away he won't feel comfortable/ready to die, so he won't"" I mean obviously this is flawed, but I mean, do you ever *really* know?",2.168382352941176,4.2421676470588245,3.5466911764705884,88.55886029411766,78.41176470588233,6.367647058823527,20.036764705882355,7.413659706084162,0.472911764705882,660,16,139,9,16,216,109,170,0.124,0.79,0.086,-0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,3,2,13,9,0,2,5,0,15,5,2,2,4,23,27,13,3,1,4,0,2,1,0,3,2,1,0,2,11,8,0,0,6,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,2,4,15,6,20,21,1,20,0,0,0,1,19,8,0,1,9,84,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15448373133396254,0.0,0.0,0.1002326229897232,0.0,0.13991449855997964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14163852385813308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5119449895351182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14873281891122364,0.1385360789235882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18502507305120428,0.08313877543170249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590584959390865,0.0,0.09344714050486047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17477725290867602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036428316364237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17864943621907547,0.0,0.11613901543935827,0.08033028583692056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14840097276760505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35821644704249805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543027541308168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17253753005437786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871410525445405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053355685361098,0.16905741352920342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15640687207847234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11638163822492957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535760414995234,0.0,0.0,0.0958781798290698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18268344452838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13566875066897865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16698268361319102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058850159759464
anxiety,justanotherdude1988,2019/03/10,"Please make it stop I’m laying in bed feeling waves of anxiety come over me. My heart is getting fluttery like it always does during a panic attack. Breathing faster too. My mind is just latching on to whatever it can to reasonably make sense of the panic. My thoughts are moving from fear of cancer to fear of heart attacks and beyond. I’m so tired of this. I’ve tried multiple meds and each works in so much as to take the edge off ever so slightly. I’m just tired. I want to be able to have a normal evening where panic doesn’t come up. The panic doesn’t even make sense much of the time as it is just panic over nothing. The worst part is the anxiety will lead to depression and the depression right back. It sometimes feels like it’s never going to end. I’ve been thinking today about the possibility of this getting even worse with age and I don’t even know how I would handle that. I used to drink heavily to numb it, but I’m two years sober without a drop. It feels like I’m inching forward and I don’t want to lose my foothold on sobriety. For what it’s worth, I’m just tossing this out into the ether for whoever. I don’t expect anything anyone could say to be life changing. I just need to get this out and away from me. ",2.202569169960473,4.145707596837948,3.3916996047430814,90.33798418972331,77.77470355731225,6.139130434782609,23.25296442687747,7.079830092131019,0.758033992094862,974,31,204,11,23,315,138,253,0.159,0.768,0.07400000000000001,-0.9518,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,3,19,17,2,7,12,0,18,9,3,7,2,44,44,13,0,7,7,0,3,3,0,2,5,1,1,0,15,13,1,1,7,1,1,6,7,14,0,1,2,4,13,3,42,37,5,33,0,3,0,0,1,17,0,0,14,131,28,2,0.09064987340917666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542795648638745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13869381007681114,0.0,0.0,0.06338449920223614,0.0,0.07459712194596786,0.0,0.0,0.2062546352871321,0.08516854007927961,0.06970415716890606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589554632263952,0.15617367850732874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237654766989482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561532062735263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932831509908743,0.0,0.0,0.08880236517375333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028888153261625,0.0,0.0,0.23949354578977414,0.08199800030179569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20401261950058472,0.13750589915885522,0.12952057535243391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208245226223792,0.0,0.05151841208558759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21484107290399532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049818799726687284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06402868642415087,0.13286084773725926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141402100526097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18152848322528545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069157380647233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153053076916848,0.0,0.0,0.09634646942121973,0.1332761745277219,0.06721573251252923,0.06991477076058822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881762915046157,0.08698099837671068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5317904741966827,0.0,0.09816497913646208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950633935719136,0.0,0.1021941118750839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320316757973007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741449658894346,0.0,0.07208841775447952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896550427129369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578735320270859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815742328775894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05808477859913903,0.0,0.07196587379776752,0.052858670171862264,0.20837738869753386,0.08592548058041316,0.0,0.0,0.061545313630862214,0.0,0.08855175437898828,0.0,0.0,0.07829238540055145,0.0,0.0,0.10693528798793248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738324311817003,0.0,0.06599418747666219,0.0,0.09237996543929723,0.06439506919795107,0.0,0.0,0.05837554640266492
anxiety,Arshis616,2019/03/10,"How do you keep little probably meaningless things that happen from becoming a full blown panic attack. I was texting my roommates on a group we have, and we were talking about an issue we were having with our landlord. One of my roommates responded with I guess do what you want. And it made me feel like I was annoying her and over reacting even though I know she probably just meant ‘its your choice’. But. It made me feel so worthless and pathetic, how do I deal with that?  ",5.6661904761904776,6.607769043956047,5.755769230769232,80.8100641025641,67.35164835164835,9.583150183150185,30.551282051282055,9.725611199111238,2.8060315018315016,377,14,71,8,6,119,65,91,0.196,0.7659999999999999,0.038,-0.9487,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,4,3,0,0,7,5,2,1,3,0,9,0,0,5,0,24,19,9,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,10,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,7,2,18,1,8,12,1,4,0,1,0,0,13,4,0,1,1,58,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350091070108753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281460736080194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21296995584340644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364409683510139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20890125143976104,0.14757736091960352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275658673039177,0.0,0.18267376312925904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21561083415020268,0.0,0.18361352529082972,0.0,0.0,0.11352832502235508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092220599058432,0.2070426151122316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39093288946638816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399806986587029,0.0,0.0,0.24237148277200324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4454459993675108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16603731718963596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723938080005998,0.0,0.20295908070993968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218434024670992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,idkvro,2019/03/10,Eye floaters are giving me anxiety My heart is getting all tense and it becomes harder to breathe when I think about them always being in my vision. Just started noticing them a couple days ago. How do I stop freaking out?,3.7814285714285694,6.300728333333336,3.9573809523809516,85.39178571428572,75.19047619047619,5.152380952380953,29.54761904761905,5.985473137389443,1.4760761904761899,178,8,30,1,4,55,39,42,0.196,0.71,0.095,-0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,4,3,3,1,1,7,8,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,0,4,7,1,7,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,5,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27451075015093235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576767987046231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369027257631552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420148813587128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34265267709371644,0.0,0.19971660953218284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16179390753101466,0.29707123461701423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669697713881381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35257031175088444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191915929157801,0.0,0.0,0.2589045688795091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19842907722939668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Golddustwoman1129,2019/03/10,Compulsive behaviors help I’ve been compulsively picking at my gums. They are getting to the point where I’m damaging the tissue. Any tips to help stopping? Currently on anxiety medication and see a therapist weekly for depression/anxiety related issues ,7.482142857142858,10.920611261904764,8.733571428571429,51.14892857142861,67.33333333333333,14.676190476190474,43.83333333333334,12.602617957971056,8.325361904761905,211,14,25,11,4,72,37,42,0.147,0.733,0.12,-0.0516,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,5,4,0,7,0,1,1,0,3,4,0,0,3,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032284737364072,0.0,0.4572393718955189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561369638481139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4006261560147351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119221027956316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30106026878396913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28251016065087764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381450222763829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24985225913715164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469882692741985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397197099112665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jhjohns3,2019/03/10,"I feel very alone even though I know I am not. I have amazing friends that really love me and care about me. I feel so so blessed to have them in my life through all my shit and they help me so much. That being said I cannot shake the feeling that everything they say they feel about me is a lie an in actuality they hate me. None of this is supported in any way either. When I am level headed I know that they do really care for me but sometimes I just convince myself that one person hates me and then it spirals out of control. It makes me feel crazy, like I’m broken and worthless, it makes me want to punish myself and has resulted in some minor self harm when things get really bad. Fucking sucks. ",2.16346153846154,4.067550944444445,3.3161111111111135,91.01692307692308,77.75,6.375213675213676,21.493589743589745,7.321109707123232,0.5664365384615389,552,15,119,7,13,178,90,144,0.256,0.617,0.126,-0.9794,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,6,1,10,19,6,1,3,0,10,5,2,4,1,24,31,13,0,1,4,0,5,1,1,0,1,2,0,2,10,6,0,1,7,0,0,1,3,10,0,1,1,7,28,9,13,29,5,11,1,1,0,2,13,6,3,1,4,86,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.14991738958815273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159110814452012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104471348339611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827178450812274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132650915404499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17230528226770228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146891289452267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13806967194914885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.388391095835776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869152127809872,0.14202530567034968,0.08026355184865705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033489016963939,0.1576652011927113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297266404032647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16885831084280492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851100281801876,0.07505419121943352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865399420912544,0.0,0.20509388166343126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129332191351775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410135233409756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13414081152641835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952513795046145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14613406590937075,0.12217002938783275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16026603664133046,0.0,0.15769548554173132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15194062436370065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17433363220488787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020626791527461,0.0,0.15093734331119785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675802468676384,0.09061294229384208,0.12194163531490534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,deakers,2019/03/10,"I feel like I'm not in control I finally admitted to myself a little over a week ago that my anxiety levels aren't normal. They're probably severally clinical. It's wreaking havoc in my personal life. I don't know what to do. I went to a therapist for the first time near the end of last month, I have another appointment this week, and we started talking, but it was the first appointment, so not a lot of ground got covered. I just feel like there's this voice that's always there in my head, yelling horrible, evil, mean things at me. Things that are wildly irrational, but there's always some thread of truth in what it's saying, which is how it gains traction. And it's latched itself onto my PTSD, which makes it worse. And some days, my Rationality does a good job fending it off and I can talk myself out of the Anxiety episode, but I feel like it's gradually beating the rational side of me to a pull and talking over. I'm reacting to things without thinking rational, saying things and feeling things without thinking about it, which is hurting my partner, who is trying his best to help me. I'm not trying to be hurtful, and when the Rational Me regains some semblance of control, I feel terrible, but in the moment of whatever caused that reaction, the Anxiety just completely overrides that part of me and I feel like it takes away my will, my power.

I feel so helpless. I feel alone. I'm exhausted. And being home alone is where I feel like it's gaining traction against me. I don't have anywhere to go to not be alone because my partner, understandably, doesn't want to see me right now.

I can't do this.",6.0089856762158576,6.293153319620258,6.579860093271152,77.51090939373752,66.4367088607595,10.070353097934714,34.98600932711525,9.93914555978268,3.4147556962025307,1283,58,244,27,19,420,154,316,0.175,0.708,0.117,-0.9691,2,3,0,0,1,0,39.0,1,0,0,9,12,14,1,0,14,0,20,4,1,6,1,51,47,17,0,2,12,0,9,5,2,1,3,4,1,3,31,11,0,2,15,0,0,3,11,6,0,2,3,14,35,8,36,40,6,37,0,3,1,0,13,19,0,4,20,172,66,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682887608986542,0.0,0.0,0.2692959776048384,0.0,0.0,0.14423492579453318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088241279677392,0.19890991685755302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814305373670078,0.0,0.0,0.052834018710444484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095617989079932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903529759128269,0.0,0.0,0.09087320679665506,0.0,0.19441846067918966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055895816970372283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584663680890752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676504448369159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39441251132928457,0.30958996247954496,0.0,0.09494417032609627,0.0,0.1474451233363234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0492572959043239,0.0726957725378078,0.06931895445780605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894975625569496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05809394399079379,0.0,0.08693837848097767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18556683383608089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600788950731403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04763227864358386,0.07064867560507396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06121850084043784,0.2117160909456778,0.08686740980438294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368483803013688,0.0,0.0,0.057853764323043004,0.0,0.0,0.09441045191131417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918020304489153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491946982598644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385656950632597,0.0,0.0,0.07567803420763733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344631816934212,0.0,0.10131410908711426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401681479295094,0.0,0.13784898954990435,0.0,0.0,0.06906580300913592,0.0,0.0,0.09791389655710037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061346390707130924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651660296009123,0.2089893184644237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063205698399956,0.28790279544132064,0.11107093604677816,0.0,0.0,0.0505387307636538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768824396231285,0.0,0.0,0.0902278776807762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051120977042974865,0.0,0.13904497439315713,0.0,0.0,0.08034516142190251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16709607649399216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832545703689619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawayxzdgg587,2019/03/10,"Im thinking of asking my crush out at some point Its my last year of hs, and ive been thinking about asking my crush out for prom (for all you europeans, prom is basically a school dance at the end of every year) before i go.  Honestly its more so that i can deal with rejection before i go to college. Here’s where I’m hoping you guys can help me. I’ve been thinking about asking her for a really long time, but for one, im too afraid when to ask her when she’s actually near me, and i dont know if i should ask her on a date before, and when i should actually ask her to prom (its in may). Advice?",3.4336153846153863,3.2745261692307714,5.270576923076924,86.21817307692308,71.92307692307692,8.653846153846155,23.94230769230769,8.472884824447931,1.114692307692307,462,10,110,7,8,160,76,130,0.041,0.91,0.049,0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,0,9,4,0,1,4,0,10,0,0,0,1,18,24,9,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,4,1,0,3,1,2,0,1,2,0,19,2,20,19,3,22,0,1,0,0,16,9,0,4,10,72,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.2415587389762736,0.0,0.0,0.12094431192894982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6942362535998888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31595145428864485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275990091355577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14505476016700894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096213987983924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427958040529113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406800116999983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254942896140525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295884467753034,0.0,0.0,0.12292919966495597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673805941562539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06801946182645338,0.1008871511137778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953047259478983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838681605403853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700043137671867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928872373208219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525946610655878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379159314734969,0.0,0.0,0.07216991010777114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15940461319494162
anxiety,Flying-Napoleon,2019/03/10,"My first time in a sports team at the age of 15 I have never been the sporty type but I’m trying new things. My anxiety has really stopped me from doing things. Any tips, sorry I made this short",0.13146341463414754,2.3894631219512235,1.7104390243902436,97.40468292682928,88.51219512195122,5.231219512195122,13.078048780487805,6.742157984588678,-0.7188380487804875,152,2,35,2,5,49,36,41,0.156,0.8440000000000001,0.0,-0.6474,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,1,4,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,5,0,4,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,6,22,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22514405780829025,0.0,0.2532733865624389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28161435821913183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31327354212688074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553473835849487,0.3197567192169912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21209672862991813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.370614163234844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27679562041915506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43990636859660937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19305395671515807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22477989467162374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,McMuffle,2019/03/10,"Misophonia Hi all!

So I have this thing called misophonia - basically certain sounds (people chewing, swallowing, etc) cause an irrational burst of panic or anger. In some cases it can cause sufferers to physically lash out, but thankfully my case isn't that severe.

For me, the noises i react to worst are when a baby is crying for more than a minute or so, and when there is what i call a sound overload - for example the tv's on, some people are talking and a phone is ringing all at the same time. In these situations I do quite literally panic or get into a rage, and most of the time end up saying incredibly hurtful or spiteful things to someone that (i believe at the time) could have stopped the noise from happening.

The biggest problem is that these days with an 18-month old son, the baby cry trigger tends to go off a fair bit and I unfortunately end up hurling undeserved verbal abuse in the direction of my fiancee. She understands why I do it and I apologize profusely once I've had a couple of minutes to snap out of it but I can be cruel in these moments and have made her cry.

Now I have moved my PC/office into a bedroom at the end of the house furthest away from the living area and it's reasonably sound proof so when I feel a burst coming on I can retreat from the cause which has helped a lot, but I was wondering if any other people out there who have the same thing have any other good ideas other than medication to try and stay calm and 'push through' a trigger?",8.059487684729064,6.655204820689657,8.235467980295569,72.91275862068967,62.86206896551725,11.320197044334975,36.231527093596064,10.290406445055957,3.554428571428572,1178,45,223,22,14,387,165,290,0.211,0.723,0.066,-0.9946,0,0,0,0,1,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,10,14,4,2,27,0,23,3,0,8,4,49,33,23,0,3,8,1,1,0,1,0,1,5,1,0,20,16,2,1,5,1,0,4,1,10,0,0,3,6,19,4,40,28,12,39,0,2,0,0,13,20,0,10,14,166,39,0,0.0,0.12693725316045135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457107146146542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065669820100696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070426455370488,0.0,0.0,0.11696348523335574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187932769337517,0.0,0.0,0.3301709420812544,0.0,0.09228716853559013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855384430548879,0.11854265018945576,0.3530477358992657,0.0690931014507221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846689767067326,0.0,0.11948365378316575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05417058841839612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05597352615455732,0.0,0.0608871920578536,0.0898596113132349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473897517716083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181021735411892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236192080909828,0.11469004990947385,0.12094218107543718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460201651914188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108220015989443,0.0,0.1013735653019996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079270687322329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551399812075078,0.1138673680004013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241998067412427,0.11409509603398495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513992759183557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22282140200632344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251356216522453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395107778026015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015244715616733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519791583777649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103186168369527,0.0,0.0,0.1204240362015973,0.0,0.0,0.0907749926688122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141914726226777,0.0,0.08956951395053996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611091709202202,0.0,0.09863535622374413,0.0,0.0,0.21352685905549085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874135404637564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273751615398615,0.0,0.0,0.11153113496105847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667251912059333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618315162984308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Apostasy93,2019/03/10,"Just started dating this girl, need advice Okay so, I've had what I would describe as relatively severe anxiety all my life. Thus it's always been very difficult for me to open up to people and get involved in romantic relationships and whatnot. However I've been going out with this wonderful woman for a couple of months, I already like her more than I probably should at this point. I've had girlfriends before, but to be quite honest it's been so long I've almost forgotten what to do, lol. I'm rather insecure and unconfident around her (and in general) which I worry may very well screw everything up. She is fairly introverted, not super outgoing or social, so I relate to her on that level and I feel like she understands my anxiety at least to some degree, at least what I've told her. However I haven't explained to her the full extent of my issues. I don't want to unpack this giant bag of emotional bullshit and scare her off. But of course I have to tell her at some point what she's getting herself into. How would you guys suggest going about this? I don't want to just be like, ""oh by the way I have crippling anxiety, wanna grab a drink?"". But I feel guilty for not being open about it, almost like I'm putting on a facade. I want her to like me for who I am but I'm afraid of how she'll react. And now I almost feel like it's too late to have that conversation. Any advice or tips on this would be greatly appreciated. Thanks.

TL;DR: Been dating a girl for a little while who doesn't really know about my anxiety. What's the best way to tell her? Am I wrong for not telling her from the start?",3.3153155513217456,4.954680027863779,4.781315789473684,82.90978744939274,73.79876160990712,7.941366992140987,24.187782805429865,8.617729084823388,1.614584281971898,1271,38,252,24,26,425,164,323,0.14300000000000002,0.705,0.151,0.8364,2,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,0,3,15,19,1,3,9,2,27,3,0,4,1,53,49,20,0,10,12,0,4,6,1,6,1,0,0,4,20,13,1,0,7,1,0,3,7,6,1,0,7,4,38,13,48,32,9,37,0,0,0,1,33,23,1,9,15,177,58,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19926172991604546,0.0,0.0,0.3062845923302924,0.0,0.11251170601834873,0.0,0.08483610597979224,0.0,0.0,0.0693340228215475,0.0,0.3119862533340935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076304055934817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675760541764957,0.0,0.10699722101601228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281310142906753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987870829426956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468751583441801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163206886893624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15465704729774227,0.14567571188470113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653629007491704,0.0,0.11588863522750448,0.0,0.0,0.1124075739873551,0.0,0.10095311976895037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641626045879757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05603271214383272,0.0,0.11501154971482247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201500186746351,0.2988652347021313,0.10218735502180283,0.0,0.0902284328203104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138083068147439,0.0,0.0,0.0755995690798199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07068390823874213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19276399183406365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992652033431652,0.0,0.0,0.10249460063476554,0.0,0.10844345452907302,0.0,0.0,0.06531604505291468,0.0,0.0,0.109463293118214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020763998728575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11518200130037327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393197183531036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14433089280807626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673438357200289,0.09386799121141312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742395476544173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061404753542458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16824983914013664,0.1804100332420064,0.16185689684670826,0.0,0.0,0.09167127890569156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056764504774057,0.0,0.10354193400681083,0.0,0.21728125099236975,0.11147359871402142,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kitch2k,2019/03/10,"In need of some support tonight I don't really know how to describe what's going on with me, but I will do my best. I'm hoping someone else has had a similar experience because I feel really alone.
Im a 35 year old male that's been diagnosed with chronic GAD, major depression, panic disorder, agoraphobia and what seems like a multitude of other things.
The main source of my anxiety is that I seem to feel weird and strange almost all the time. It's almost like I'm living in a dream. I find myself almost always looking at objects around me and thinking they look weird or just ""not right"". It's really hard to describe. But I find myself focused on these strange feelings nearly constantly and my mind won't let them go. Another feeling that goes along with it is like I've lost my sense of self. Like I don't even know who I am, if I'm alive. Again, it's really hard to explain. Everything just feels ""off"" and ""weird"".
My mind grabs ahld of these feelings and won't let go. It's like I'm going to literally loose my mind and go crazy because I can't stop focusing on the feelings and how ""off"" everything feels. And the more I concentrate on it, the worse it gets. Eventually everything spirals out of control. Sometimes I loose it and scream or cry.

I just need to know I'm not alone in this... It seems like every doctor and psychologist doesn't really understand when I describe things to them.",4.369007220216608,5.624788093862815,5.402835740072202,80.99530054151627,70.5884476534296,9.005703971119134,29.012454873646213,9.3871,2.522127942238267,1110,42,217,24,20,366,140,277,0.185,0.672,0.14300000000000002,-0.9027,0,2,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,3,3,9,16,0,1,9,0,16,3,0,3,1,61,51,19,0,4,10,0,11,6,0,3,3,1,0,2,21,17,0,2,19,1,0,5,8,7,0,0,3,14,26,9,30,43,6,27,0,2,2,0,7,14,0,11,14,133,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607471485216848,0.17979322034164247,0.0,0.0,0.07222293670606714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910153308702274,0.06640027606016731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772686730238353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582257988435773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108920585069333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379786408738887,0.09735140156085777,0.0,0.0,0.09534358993753624,0.0,0.0,0.07475903934357321,0.08809820081257352,0.0,0.0,0.09947809320078704,0.08884148933076963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250863897492225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05732929806406741,0.0,0.07313110662713179,0.0,0.2340254906941465,0.0849051550281051,0.0,0.0,0.3511016450406996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15866370331344448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045348402346594735,0.0,0.24664668039402435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555080204669562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621005544274055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375679622640047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14310582655445991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17751378814683771,0.0,0.25443087798816943,0.0,0.07664427458193923,0.0,0.145777014531504,0.0,0.09475033258517193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26292388280228995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12871931896445946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107995986047973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183881825229582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27802528966092216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741250664570814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370530736711636,0.0905493034473374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354371206108695,0.0,0.08584549783480827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725670622465743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849740652740373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532954453641155,0.05561669020038513,0.0,0.0,0.050612645072497145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09035983847829536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845463549095524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05589510294876713
anxiety,Turmiks,2019/03/10,"I don't even know anymore. I feel like i'm on the verge of a nervous breakdown and i need advice.

Every day i get up for work and i feel like the sky is about to come soaring, for the past few months i haven't been able to eat properly and have lost about 7KG and i'm now down to well below the recommended healthy weight for a person my age/height.

I usually have to sit in my car for like 15 minutes before driving off to work just to collect my thought and swallow the lump in my throat, this combined with the fact i'm usually up to 2-3AM every night just sitting there with earripping music and a head stuffed with repeating and often malicious thoughts.

during this time i have picked up/worsened multiple bad habits and i'm at a breaking point.

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What can i do to get out of this ditch.",4.3188747228381335,5.05288506707317,4.8306430155210665,86.98398004434591,70.28048780487805,7.914855875831485,30.152993348115306,8.00094639256281,1.8670073170731705,637,25,134,8,11,203,99,164,0.051,0.858,0.091,0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,9,7,0,1,10,0,9,6,2,1,1,24,23,8,0,1,2,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,13,3,0,5,0,0,3,2,3,1,0,4,3,13,4,29,19,1,28,0,1,0,0,1,13,0,1,12,81,17,2,0.15895541043784397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15532938739907498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17222812079853494,0.19314822221866407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576410545614088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272112814367013,0.0,0.0,0.13525934666342596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692601121827544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025130896794018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626510681396338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104988549450016,0.0,0.2678535779690405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16074526318612573,0.2271155539551771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16609528262230028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631341097462495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873577365335259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23297275317604615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735186076568895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268766920884126,0.0,0.0,0.11786342272296906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149168884761106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15174092544251744,0.0,0.13879373319832689,0.0,0.0,0.15026424179294626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523856807920085,0.09268817811185626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501338550921015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19356486707639803,0.1429200037609852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23144286389710345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19314822221866407,0.0
anxiety,DanteBaker,2019/03/10,"Someone I know is accusing me of something I haven’t done and being very abusive and unforgiving about it. This is distressing on a normal day, but because of my anxiety it is making me a complete wreck. An ex friend of mine is convinced that I am sending people to harass him online when I’m not. I have tried to speak to him to smooth things out but he’s been very abusive, harsh and doesn’t believe me. I suffer badly from anxiety and this is making me feel really upset for a multitude of reasons. But I’m mostly worrying about what will happen next because it’s out of my control. How do I disconnect from all of this? I have deactivated my Twitter from where the drama stems from, but not sure what else to do. How do I just forget about this and move on? It’s 2.18am and I can’t sleep. I’m a mess. What if someone provokes him again and he thinks it was me?",2.6181355932203374,4.3474964632768405,4.27866666666667,85.40376271186442,75.89265536723164,6.97988700564972,25.359322033898305,7.793537801064563,1.4003328813559324,682,24,138,10,15,229,98,177,0.28,0.68,0.039,-0.9933,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,9,9,1,2,6,0,19,1,1,7,2,32,28,15,0,2,8,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,14,9,0,1,4,1,0,2,5,6,0,0,3,3,21,3,23,23,2,11,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,2,4,105,35,0,0.0,0.3992010309627788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577467030194361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14065915093876122,0.2053863529534803,0.0,0.0,0.18979954919355235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17662972627011986,0.0,0.18894501857112492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864437603939583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17239562658035995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072880223629078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851797018057012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13015370972366933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14897083252335136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258258440537366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22490005396070709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17904897721916602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791617800708999,0.0,0.1650574821677779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679068619446276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792139132251953,0.17320750754009245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16858416174911106,0.0,0.28547545938483165,0.1296906629456614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587739127160147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191899954624376,0.10794396787607667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143749794303482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779984108817895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17108184626284065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,justwonderingwhat8,2019/03/10,"My anxiety gets worse when school is approaching My classmates talk about when the schedules will be uploaded to the university page online, and I can’t help but get nervous about it. The simple thought of changing the routine I already got used to (waking up relatively late, watch movies and tv shows, just being home a lot) scares me. Also the fact that school by itself will be emotionally draining scares the shit out of me (last year I thought I would flunk a subject and got highly depressed and anxious, making me cry almost every day). What advice would you give me to just settle in right and be chill about it??",10.384434782608693,8.272845530434786,8.976521739130437,71.67086956521742,58.91304347826087,11.286956521739132,38.65217391304348,9.3871,3.5364260869565216,496,18,87,6,5,152,82,115,0.209,0.736,0.056,-0.9592,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,8,6,1,3,8,0,10,2,2,2,1,18,19,9,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,6,0,0,4,1,11,0,12,7,2,13,0,2,1,0,4,5,1,2,7,58,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15716818319226647,0.0,0.0,0.16105515406501794,0.0,0.17748777379596892,0.1286213957466723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303996517078618,0.1817001778360172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701443586132155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766720363412691,0.10372664392825263,0.0,0.13852878546317754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18092012456304885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13551221992134402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16806152553401765,0.15428963192708295,0.0,0.0,0.25727229321417033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780573877138172,0.1699332597301578,0.1613327564954629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311037286095029,0.18143128961513755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673797739308846,0.0,0.0,0.10736003402591217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735403128290136,0.0,0.0,0.3220520532785447,0.32555152700635265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16509700392990034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12927479369137654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553734330510822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389116409374959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16390677743779092,0.22850816678547575,0.0,0.0,0.10357383926840992
anxiety,tinkerbell2234,2019/03/10,"Does anyone else suffer from adult separation anxiety disorder? I tend to get extremely anxious when my parents go out of town as I (19, F) still live with them. I feel like it's completely irrational but I get sad and worrisome and feel like I cant focus on anything. This happens especially around dusk. The same thing happens when my long distance partner (19, M) leaves after we've spent the weekend together. I feel sad, spacey, not scared per say but overall emotional. Does this happen to anyone else?",4.843145161290323,7.19663217204301,5.438373655913981,76.77756048387097,71.36559139784947,8.951075268817203,32.05510752688172,9.516144504307137,3.408162365591398,404,19,68,10,8,130,71,93,0.205,0.698,0.097,-0.8791,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,12,12,7,0,0,3,1,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,4,5,0,0,3,1,1,1,2,4,0,0,1,4,9,2,10,11,1,11,0,3,0,0,5,4,0,0,8,35,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187471347017065,0.17997938377587844,0.0,0.2227919955315832,0.3264718777357125,0.13110178252121232,0.1418231661637538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16703761504846287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18258755572671184,0.0,0.278833371652803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661726764862619,0.1792067180082758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416617158496475,0.2276277939271745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16646989652010555,0.0,0.09054177267019853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4226423224779827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869043917845852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15566546904450707,0.0,0.14067711097072488,0.14098780672957525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17689925569051226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669282433699733,0.1595010274154484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12722830306986002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584109004519872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jaydivision,2019/03/10,"Anxiety is starting to ruin my life. Big time. Ok, so i'm a 23 year old male in college and working at weekends.

When i was younger say 17/18 I would go through stages of anxiety but i was always able to get over it myself. This has been on and off until a few months ago.

A few months ago, around christmas I was working a lot and had a lot of exams. I started not being able to think straight or do simple things like start as assingment. This built up and one night I woke up and I couldn't catch my breathe, there was blood all over me because my nose started to bleed and I started freaking out. Luckily that night I was at home and not an Uni accomodation.I woke up my mam and talked to her for a few hours. I realised that I was so scared of the future etc.

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2 days ago I ended up in hospital because i thought i was having a heart attack. I was drinking 2 days in a row before hand so that didn't help. I was also in a room with 2 girls who I'm seeing but neither knew about it. So that didn't help either. I've been to the college doc about medication but im so reluctant on taking it for some reason. I want to fight this on my own like I had before. There was a point where my mind was bulletproof, now i can't sleep and im anxious about everything. Even around my friends the other day I started to not breath properly and my eyes started watering up.

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Should I go on medication, Im really scared to.

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TL:DR; Anxiety really bad right  now, scared to take meds.",2.330640613405887,3.9216262057877813,3.7965434083601295,89.14805775414301,76.33118971061093,6.842493198120207,25.466361612663864,7.61054688173877,1.2013679445955976,1174,42,254,16,26,388,163,311,0.162,0.76,0.078,-0.9811,0,0,1,0,1,0,42.0,0,0,0,2,18,12,2,3,14,1,26,14,8,1,1,35,47,23,0,4,8,0,1,2,1,2,4,1,2,3,13,14,2,0,4,2,0,3,8,8,0,1,21,5,32,4,43,22,11,59,0,1,2,0,11,27,0,4,30,170,45,5,0.15910411196480714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21155429319601649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06361775042776194,0.06619368335969411,0.25858385826130903,0.2899933662751762,0.0,0.0,0.18257131524895875,0.08987117966763912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416363916792608,0.0,0.09050194818766924,0.0,0.0,0.06642264385370872,0.0969883899027699,0.0,0.13538588071048666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15391348479378394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779307290787361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045950929922283,0.0,0.08872157105668534,0.05254338270306883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149625837080298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06146172111459789,0.0,0.041562665860779585,0.0,0.09042253338529896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426956936736397,0.10664413247926834,0.0,0.07979719842852652,0.0,0.07834275060129249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577896149870227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056189969774168236,0.07773023244688533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13526462637559294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836440046917833,0.16028065420302146,0.0,0.0,0.0803248988002546,0.0,0.12699538422853926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493084310708432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347650065732902,0.0,0.05390653195706761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520240640025376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192616821828196,0.08179276292612499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793702114392347,0.0,0.06326298790293411,0.2389364580202764,0.0,0.06339268897856681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796095075258375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3941514827357122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962649144649087,0.06394092922033298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05285085113701602,0.050973745302290256,0.0,0.06315544639914562,0.04638744358402723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04692186374112069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582968843120753,0.0,0.0,0.05651149810990878,0.0,0.2899933662751762,0.05122891583605993
anxiety,Wooness,2019/03/10,"Worried I've been poisoned I went to the store today and got some ketchup, I think I remember checking the safety seal and it was fine but when I got home and opened the cap to take the seal was halfway off. I figured no biggie and had some with my food, but now I'm terrified that I ate poison and should've just thrown it out and now worried I'm going to die or something. Really dumb I know just need some reassurance.",2.8663546798029564,4.391831333333339,3.905418719211824,89.1993103448276,74.74712643678161,6.810509031198686,25.072249589490966,7.447530270364453,1.0639766830870283,334,11,71,4,7,108,56,87,0.294,0.6409999999999999,0.065,-0.9782,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,3,0,4,0,4,4,0,0,0,22,15,10,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,9,2,0,4,0,2,2,1,3,0,0,8,0,8,2,6,7,3,9,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,4,4,43,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560868443141047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983702651663068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023332864609409,0.0,0.3946959549207341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475096932881216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560697684587414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829614991230364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15807393699627587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795188861290036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18995968669651436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18552478526909227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15810700518285925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23388950997341715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228739097832045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5011718373151803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,smart_slut_boy,2019/03/10,"Does anyone else have this existential anxiety where it feels like everything is just happening too fast? every time i think about improving myself and my life I just get pulled back into thinking about how fast everything is going on. before i know it high school will be done, and then before i know it i'll be completely separated from everyone. and this feeling makes everything feel so futile. it makes it feel like i'm just kind of cruising with the speed of time. I hate it, i just want to enjoy my life in the moment, and i don't know how",5.514636118598381,6.430366528301889,6.011940700808626,78.93103773584906,67.67924528301887,9.830727762803237,27.40700808625337,9.957137785484203,2.5125460916442046,436,13,83,10,7,141,68,106,0.083,0.79,0.127,0.4183,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,12,5,1,0,2,0,8,2,0,4,0,24,25,8,0,1,4,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,9,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,4,10,4,10,21,0,16,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,10,53,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002256876387513,0.0,0.0,0.10970309936472238,0.16075522263523695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064088501570044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670084479876942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16449912428483154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372979536524314,0.1605558147083053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310638091241796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321889575576426,0.14991780163547458,0.4230154182474501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173188715120897,0.2241685069141131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197001672167939,0.0,0.08916579844080462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873979205854192,0.0,0.0,0.15489916638278278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657658657731396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16337971632291715,0.2586725526951156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216360604686601,0.15329980215402153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20945433540201444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878389790694558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010611527562388,0.0,0.0,0.18297091620616032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925394431713164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spiicyant,2019/03/10,"Michael In The Bathroom i really love this song. i feel like it really captures how i feel when I'm overly anxious.

here's the link:

[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WaMRF8ucGJo](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WaMRF8ucGJo)

just wanted to share it with you all. idk. i feel like it'll help somehow.",8.998030303030305,13.57281122727273,3.897272727272728,80.18257575757578,73.0909090909091,5.660606060606061,20.96969696969697,7.1686216300943375,0.8379515151515151,250,6,35,3,6,62,33,44,0.071,0.623,0.306,0.9072,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,10,7,2,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,4,4,6,1,3,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,3,21,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603827234650924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4838926853066351,0.4557917834299219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138210661447994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.311697620620752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287912769309528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4087231327185107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18815630447512574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GADlibguider,2019/03/10,"Feel generally upset about my rejection sensitivity Deep siggghhhh, my friends. I’ve been struggling a lot these past two weeks with some shady things happening at work. Long story short- my whole world has been turned upside down in my career due to some crazy BS on the admin level.

Obviously, because my work life is crumbling I’m bringing my increased anxiety home. I’ve been coasting pretty well with limited spiraling but today has reset the clock.

The thing that’s gnawing at me today: 
So, this is so frustrating I’m freaking out, internally, that my SO hates me and that he’ll never live me enough the way I need him to. This all started because I forgot to tell him I was going out for breakfast. 

When I got home from breakfast, I felt like he was giving me the cold shoulder and I started to panic. I’m sure he was irritated that I didn’t communicate with him but I feel like my whole day is gone. 

So now I’m running breakup scenarios in my head over something so dumb. I do this anytime I feel slightly rejected and I hate it. I ate some cookies and cried but I still feel like a giant butthole. I can’t see my therapist for another two weeks on top of it. 

Thanks for taking the time to listen. ",3.328412025827284,5.459552902542376,4.592857142857143,82.15036723163844,75.0593220338983,7.546085552865215,27.7635189669088,8.418075326091056,2.1152807102502016,959,39,181,18,21,316,140,236,0.194,0.696,0.11,-0.9784,0,1,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,4,10,17,4,3,8,0,14,6,2,0,4,29,42,13,0,1,3,0,5,3,1,1,1,1,2,0,12,9,3,2,5,0,0,5,3,10,1,2,12,8,31,7,24,29,9,38,0,2,1,0,10,16,1,4,19,116,43,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293197840654014,0.09434530732220613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15035876977035084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13546962192910786,0.07953612539899836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274304200608937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494326422128241,0.17621058184798388,0.11841387511405164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528262902419224,0.0,0.0,0.118307110381456,0.07008994011016027,0.0,0.0986363802000763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905822508542933,0.0,0.0,0.2435210245347751,0.1265697390470787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474153576291334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710995962657847,0.18075496669849306,0.0,0.10890056591584578,0.1091410808349608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048487496063664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914458826571963,0.09511787916297387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14469841355233265,0.0,0.0,0.11773018754873367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546854734566268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827616209328957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494364280195199,0.0,0.0,0.17458387723877697,0.0,0.0984896129101186,0.0,0.0,0.1289288270186484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623484152821124,0.0,0.092727037245744,0.0,0.10779379357116996,0.1135435216637622,0.0,0.14319289594928036,0.1638668085168559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191333887569462,0.0,0.23380036550088898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13414505830161672,0.2409463688734001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789174049837898,0.1978519881961214,0.0,0.110886359748877,0.0,0.0,0.2753818123834316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17956798203227026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,orangeshade,2019/03/10,"Anxiety's bad today I had to work somewhere outside the house today, so I decided to go to Starbucks. I stood outside Starbucks for 20 minutes and read 5+ articles about how to order at Starbucks and practiced my order in my head 20+ times. I've been to Starbucks many, many times before.",7.157894736842106,6.470840578947371,7.760350877192984,73.26578947368422,64.26315789473685,9.705263157894738,40.05263157894737,8.841846274778883,3.75601052631579,231,12,40,3,3,77,38,57,0.067,0.933,0.0,-0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,4,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,5,0,9,1,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,21,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19551047011074435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133904054116387,0.0,0.0,0.2174713794549554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524640949201714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622887124462647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948936469660337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5182160505109967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556393173021731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980500268615068,0.0,0.4845012504441096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860581176765301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lonewanderer50,2019/03/10,"Horrible anxiety with drunk people, mom doesn't care and is offended My dad was an alcoholic and the glimpses of all the fights, drama and drunk moments in my life have given me terrible anxiety with alcohol in general.

My mother is well aware of this and continues to drink. 

Not like normal, she's buzzed, kind of drinking, more like sporadic binge drinking.

She continues until she gets shitfaced and acts like a complete jackass. I can't sleep with how anxious I feel, so I have to listen to her slur and sputter all night until I pass out.

Then she laughs off my issues, telling me I'm melodramatic and to ""fuck off"".

I'm almost adult age, but I was kinda hoping if there's anyone w/ similar issues. I'm looking forward to moving out

This isn't even the full extent btw.",4.250548098434007,6.124973557046982,5.170620805369129,80.10725111856827,71.81879194630872,8.18814317673378,29.19519015659955,8.841846274778883,2.5215364653243846,616,25,110,12,12,201,97,149,0.173,0.7809999999999999,0.046,-0.8741,0,0,5,0,1,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,5,12,3,0,5,0,9,10,1,1,2,24,20,14,0,3,3,3,1,3,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,12,7,0,1,6,0,4,4,4,1,0,3,3,16,8,19,17,5,19,0,0,1,1,12,8,1,4,12,71,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403009456084237,0.15942900447602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435952984158903,0.1798655785571291,0.0,0.11132555944320392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16232845106903135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16693199321599994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4679049187391391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051588057949923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050296914475631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471900221547454,0.08318231683474397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15813461500518286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323543963330273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657960297078862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245697964480568,0.2333505571331692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336989748536665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864685556705502,0.0,0.1692184168636048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494107868469683,0.15599511517865433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037837428163506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15932816485482146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391593395454956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14315177224994724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AstronomyWhore,2019/03/10,"What do I do with this empty feeling? I was raised pretty poor - we were homeless for a while as a kid and we live paycheck to paycheck. My parents always pushed us (especially me since I was a disabled child) to get the education they never got. They always kind of shoved me into maths and science, for more than half my life my parents wanted me to be a lawyer until they found out how much I liked aerospace engineering. Over the past few years I’ve discovered I hate math and I’m severely normal unlike the smart kid they lived me up to be. I wouldnt say ive lost my motivation but I’ve stopped studying for aerospace engineering and putting stress on me over getting into Ivy League college. While I’m free of stress and it feels great; I feel like I have a hole in my life now. I’m not studying for anything and now I don’t have plans for the next twenty years like I’ve had all my life. I’m also scared I won’t have this comfy life I’ve craved. What can I do to fill this hole?

Tl:dr - I’m lost in life at the moment ",1.4047708055184671,3.4413783644859817,2.8861548731642195,92.52063862928352,80.77570093457945,5.3846016911437475,21.405429461504227,6.42735559955562,0.21174481530930134,806,24,177,7,21,263,120,214,0.099,0.763,0.13699999999999998,0.8011,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,3,0,4,4,5,13,1,3,10,0,17,5,0,2,2,26,33,13,0,3,2,2,3,3,0,2,5,1,0,3,6,12,0,1,5,0,2,3,5,6,0,1,8,4,30,8,26,21,4,25,0,2,0,0,13,10,0,0,15,108,36,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347961034970868,0.21533916291023164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648360729656133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19628269543157004,0.0924420253950476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14187833297143004,0.0,0.0,0.13521032854666176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349147784095293,0.1426618572814547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775383009456456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474820431529513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4569885086077691,0.1896521201687895,0.0,0.22852177830301745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825066140330869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512248904640884,0.0,0.09979978851318122,0.0,0.13761634272466486,0.0,0.12678265993049578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873625439982814,0.0,0.12352512400796292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316443827421615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300808261329568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290255932874327,0.1295500674367765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14618301639313602,0.0,0.10703944189365022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818260203561668,0.2964501627778665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15564997671266564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632234940980304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16665626224470054
anxiety,redmooncat15,2019/03/10,"What can I do to help ease my anxiety? I find that journaling helps but I’m not always able to journal so I’m wondering what other coping strategies people use? 

For example last night I was going with my husband to meet some people from his job for some drinks. I had never met them before and my anxiety was going crazy. Obviously I can’t start journaling at the bar, but what can I do???

Also, I just got a new job that requires me to speak in front of people semi regularly. This used to be something I would have no problem with and now that my anxiety is getting worse, it affects my public speaking too. Again, I can’t start journaling minutes before I need to give a presentation, what CAN I do though?? 

I need help with ways what I can calm myself in situations where I have to also be doing other things. 

Any suggestions are appreciated! ",4.513363636363637,5.851881503030306,6.006439393939399,76.48965909090909,70.33333333333333,8.893939393939394,28.29545454545455,9.2995712137729,2.514727272727273,668,24,123,14,12,227,101,165,0.12,0.7829999999999999,0.097,-0.6062,2,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,1,9,2,0,0,3,0,20,2,0,3,2,23,35,8,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,13,5,2,1,2,2,0,3,5,1,0,0,5,2,23,1,17,27,2,17,0,0,0,0,13,4,0,3,9,94,36,3,0.14450105184192552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311148779023915,0.12023645087039475,0.0,0.0,0.09826567040471608,0.0,0.3316287274269039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459195042242287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415560186801002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320713435262407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549583552643313,0.1386185760052882,0.16424655557962548,0.0,0.11557069158029172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905680272945912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28678999415007045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778764354964424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21429139794921645,0.11144811938776933,0.13956001631197934,0.0,0.1356044483839411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005365049039168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826799131940049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162425236627062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124396939056863,0.0,0.0,0.20455717647309407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960000780084062,0.0,0.14197154976277845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24960502681623886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469820898179472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15670522672038445,0.0,0.0,0.14725891689715073,0.1026494012907858,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,november-rhapsody,2019/03/10,"[TriggerWarning]My dad's harassing my mom and it's causing me crippling anxiety. I'm from India.

My dad has been harassing my mother since they were married, which was 25 years ago. And he lately started hating on me too. He is drunk everyday, picks fight with my mom, and today and I yelled at him too. I stay in another city and I am worried about my mom, and it's causing me insufferable anxiety. 

We tried breaking off with him, but he got us into there huge debts, and the people around us are narcissistic patriarchs who thinks it's the women's sacred duty to get harassed by her husband.

I am using meds for Generalized Anxiety Disorder and Depression since 3 years. And this is too much and I am not able to take it anymore. 

I'm sorry if this is the wrong platform. Any advice is appreciated. Thank you all in advance.",3.2728301886792472,5.6299708742138375,4.871044025157231,79.01939622641511,76.1069182389937,8.013584905660379,27.581132075471697,8.841846274778883,2.4778860377358494,655,27,119,15,15,220,104,159,0.199,0.74,0.061,-0.959,1,0,0,0,1,1,20.0,3,1,1,1,6,8,5,0,3,0,12,1,0,4,1,26,22,12,0,1,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,8,15,1,1,1,1,1,1,1,7,0,0,4,1,21,1,15,18,2,19,0,1,0,0,21,9,0,1,7,78,29,1,0.1353189498123515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223211163395882,0.11995208433042233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09202152615691064,0.14189371755483626,0.31055587866658696,0.0,0.13420003692735444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204625546163626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780196735550735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165500131885788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550872399689699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069856619326609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822692578625773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359944777098665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526456694669133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15030884776795927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4754517556499733,0.0,0.0,0.09947499810999903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381312155513123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22387446726444116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15147848558933166,0.09577944915999476,0.1442319957407865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174300960779707,0.0,0.0,0.1245835083129382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670691910004105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12826654199261192,0.0,0.0,0.09187268435343443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255440704828434,0.11687212537942725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13742296207257912,0.0,0.0,0.14795002889518374,0.0,0.1742819341462235
anxiety,nanana-,2019/03/10,Finally did something for myself instead of trying to please everyone else all the time So today I got my nipple pierced. I know my parents would hate it but it's something I've been thinking about for over a year and I'm 21 so it doesn't really matter what they think but yeah. I'm really not very confident in my body ( to the point of hating it) but now I can actually say that I look cute with it done and it makes me happy. ,0.7586666666666666,2.9938275333333344,2.9977777777777765,89.60000000000002,84.77777777777777,6.2666666666666675,20.11111111111111,7.554174236665415,0.7449111111111111,338,10,72,6,10,115,66,90,0.127,0.735,0.138,0.2734,1,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,5,4,2,0,3,1,6,1,1,1,1,14,16,7,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,2,10,2,10,11,1,8,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,5,48,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.191061758218266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21747736995704836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20036005754984226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16355653257735164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18708471828317866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21447720882425506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15659029743124178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20842096258975756,0.0,0.3866020791244695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760047866369178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16441339517141698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069063481585866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21740044288691568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21491745693684344,0.1850838286858844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250854811170743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15569921995400832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30145577596027273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509072885990829,0.0,0.0,0.1141661028210562,0.0,0.1855850179165888,0.0,0.0,0.13292783532559346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615463765174934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390828423666206,0.0,0.0,0.12608165531166982
anxiety,Aetherialistic,2019/03/10,"I almost always get nauseous when I have to go somewhere. Is it anxiety?  So it's my mom's birthday today and we decided to go out to a restaurant. As always when going to a restaurant, the day started off with some stomach cramps and going to the toilet like 3 times. Then like 5 minutes before we had to drive there, anxiety came around and I started getting a bit nauseous. Usually when this happens I decide to stay home and within minutes I feel fine again. This time however, I decided to just go because I thought maybe I'll feel fine once I'm there. That wasn't the case. I ordered my food, then got a big wave of nausea and bolted to the bathroom but didn't throw up. When I sat down again I still felt like shit so I told my family I'm gonna go sit in the car and just wait for them. So I sat there for like an hour until they came back while my family was eating great food.

I have the same with other things like parties,dates etc but with restaurants it's the worst. Maybe cause there's food involved? Which isn't a great combination with nausea.   
I also have a hard time eating anything at festivals.  
If it's like a 3 day festival, I barely get any food during those 3 days.   
Maybe my brain just associates eating in public with nausea because that was the case the previous times?

I even get nauseous when going somewhere I've been before and know exactly what's gonna happen etc, so it's not really a fear of the unknown kinda thing I think.  


I also get nauseous in the bus etc and I think that's because I'm in a small space with a lot of people and no easy way to escape.  I don't have it in bigger, more open spaces like the store or the city center or something.  


I'm not sure how relevant it is but I got diagnosed with Aspergers and ADHD about a month ago.  I didn't get an anxiety diagnosis tho because the psychiatrist said my anxiety problems are likely a symptom of the Aspergers/ADHD rather than something on its own.

I'm so tired of this happening every single time because I can barely do anything fun outside the house anymore without getting nauseous.",4.6263909774436085,5.427211095693785,5.64553998632946,81.17627990430623,69.62200956937801,8.268079289131922,29.282638414217356,8.418075326091056,2.113904032809296,1650,60,317,24,28,546,202,418,0.079,0.787,0.134,0.9745,1,0,2,0,0,0,32.0,2,0,2,0,29,20,1,1,30,0,18,14,3,2,2,58,60,35,0,3,13,1,4,8,0,2,4,1,1,0,20,24,7,1,10,0,1,12,9,4,0,0,17,5,33,16,42,41,11,64,0,0,0,0,9,20,1,7,36,202,53,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16506990472494892,0.0,0.06087694307672095,0.0,0.06876888224709532,0.0,0.0,0.10984000692072443,0.1142875155039151,0.0,0.0,0.04670189135068207,0.0,0.2101471617133264,0.0,0.06810792871606987,0.0,0.0,0.11302864518788674,0.06113601211010216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052807442453822635,0.0,0.20932061701566487,0.0,0.11687607604967128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497617445376155,0.0,0.0,0.07666489270435774,0.0,0.1570936138076083,0.0,0.07054895267429807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328706070339494,0.0,0.0,0.06970447997850668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21081743049615514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22977497428055546,0.04535971077990842,0.0,0.05786231399369749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294828433105472,0.07727935536201118,0.0694490845483513,0.0,0.06593952701248239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33217214548327256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511618559731172,0.0,0.2732102337096918,0.0,0.10985260384987787,0.15143059911186166,0.0,0.0,0.18218931958846174,0.0,0.0615200174303055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888741560892161,0.0,0.06763181824548903,0.07924263964239481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037742417476057145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684121715246813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058385699735229626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20698218139172195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043225377865777,0.05481635938385671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313747369527918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04761114483871279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571345497649793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04399546882442661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06532640170917754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049471026565306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573995476751158,0.0,0.0,0.0972181535148846,0.07319925321486745,0.05484457361673694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06472611816274887,0.0713804400126419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125028495384728,0.08800934486258566,0.0,0.05452090511625813,0.20022702351326732,0.07893271656422457,0.06509661769630194,0.06562265919749026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563667887798248,0.0,0.0,0.05451164452370665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620100966445093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LiquifiedBakedGood,2019/03/10,"Need help, I don’t know what’s going on with me (buzzing in head) Please for the love of fuck I need some advice because I’m terrified. This is the second time that I’ve recognized it’s happened- it’s a feeling (not a sound) that there are just so many bees in my head buzzing around all over. It’s not really painful just uncomfortable and it immediately gives me a shot of adrenaline and I can feel my hands get sweaty and my vision goes out like when I’m dealing with an anxiety attack.

Is this an anxiety thing?)?
I googled it and all the results have to do with epilepsy brain tumors seizures etc (some of my literal worst fears).",2.109182313749244,4.458490590551184,3.0861417322834646,90.33655360387644,80.1023622047244,6.742337976983646,24.729860690490607,7.882392219407189,1.3407775893397944,503,19,106,9,13,160,84,127,0.155,0.715,0.13,-0.6706,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,2,1,8,0,7,7,4,1,2,23,20,6,0,2,4,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,11,9,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,0,4,10,2,14,20,6,9,0,0,0,2,4,6,1,2,3,68,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18626661904543576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916396671938906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16968762347287222,0.0,0.21685190261563655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619703941858593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127892055402085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19651553385322051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21258593734131295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144946930996892,0.192761184490622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17622035135580902,0.09958838842892466,0.18285512696717726,0.10833080832286217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16856007665568806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912516437775113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12776511165797327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475693301845028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093124784241713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17203733842425628,0.0,0.0,0.1932535331994657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826769824737128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20282763290652955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092378576790257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211274976436005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663603218962774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114904817090293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Wolfixia,2019/03/10,"Anxiety relapse and I don't know why. I have lived with bad social anxiety most of my life until last summer where I figured I'd finally really try to sort myself out. After a lot of therapy, medication and introspection I felt like i'd finally sorted my self out, I would wake up without a care in the world and could do things that previously would have been way out of my capability, like going to parties where I barely knew anyone and speaking to strangers in my seminar group. However, last week I accidentally drank too much on a night out and blacked out. That morning I woke up without any memory of the night before and immediately had a bad panic attack. Since then I've been back to my old way of life where I can barely get myself to uni and have been really struggling with not being able to speak to anyone without stuttering and freaking out. I went out last night and had a panic attack in the club for no reason. I'm so confused because I had managed to figure out the cause of my anxiety and no longer cared about what people thought of me, yet here I am back at square 1. It's so frustrating, I may have been naive to think this but I truly believed I was past this. The only thing I can think of causing it is the lack of control I had over myself the day I blacked out but it's not like I'm not in control of my day to day life. I guess i'm just asking for advice over why this is happening.",5.902826655052266,5.4750036271777045,6.988203397212543,76.90927373693383,66.73519163763065,9.962456445993034,31.1779181184669,9.516144504307137,2.6376691637630665,1119,38,224,20,16,379,147,287,0.123,0.8140000000000001,0.062,-0.8773,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,12,16,3,4,12,0,25,6,1,5,0,54,44,16,0,4,9,0,1,3,0,3,4,2,0,1,11,21,1,2,9,1,0,2,9,11,0,0,15,6,30,5,49,24,4,48,1,0,3,0,6,23,0,7,24,160,41,1,0.09454681944129063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239005771426208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06429507936866424,0.0,0.2169841742596873,0.0,0.0,0.1322186689527972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838851329514771,0.21512131267298204,0.0,0.14540133624695736,0.15788529002038262,0.057634863579559874,0.0,0.0804523796422423,0.1065218888005674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927935672711936,0.19425125537250368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120845949652891,0.07548794197915322,0.0,0.0,0.18292463062923908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077977358486182,0.20714283857181987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04939681088200951,0.0,0.05373313632079452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415398091725656,0.0,0.08360744018626706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05196045935199397,0.23120483052163204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003436439590565,0.13857240070409,0.0,0.08348657374469012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038032486272663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524597375721494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06950279098582203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661773558053593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921098251671867,0.0,0.0,0.0719071166279557,0.0,0.22186064272818828,0.0,0.0,0.0902556373523251,0.06554686004581482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211382270875327,0.09720987713618838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986329525724006,0.0,0.0,0.07821010606170926,0.0,0.0,0.09637857585866688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884086399538697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081225278681346,0.0,0.12562541138786565,0.12116356852946696,0.0,0.07505961365417019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06419108418441181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009372896059134,0.07583975557956936,0.0,0.0,0.0876458488461271,0.17062759745746675,0.0,0.0,0.27341928009085337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134326695700642,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,The_lawbreaker,2019/03/10,"Fuck it all I've suffered from depression for most of my life but I learnt to control it.
I met the love of my life a year ago and I was in the best place I'd ever been, I was happy, functional and in love. 5 months ago I tried moving across the world to be with her. Instead of being the laid back, relaxed person I was, I developed severe anxiety. I struggled to find a job and when I did I couldn't keep it because of the anxiety. My fiance and I started to have issues because of it, I lost control of my depression, I was suddenly the worst I've ever been in my life. Then I came home to get help and because I'd run out of money. My fiance and I aren't together anymore, were just friends for now at least but we're growing apart. I love her and I want to be with her but this stupid fucking disorder is preventing me. I am losing sleep, I have no appetite, I have no purpose any more. Fuck it all. I'm seeing a psychologist and she's suggested I see a psychiatrist but I don't want to get on SSRIs because of all the side effects. I just want to go back to how I was a year ago, why did I have to change",0.4972838214783834,2.3857112301255228,3.0067207112970697,91.2427728382148,83.14225941422595,6.159065550906558,22.929044630404462,7.333567415737692,0.8568534170153423,860,31,195,13,24,298,121,239,0.205,0.623,0.172,-0.7257,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,6,10,18,4,1,12,0,22,10,1,4,5,35,42,15,0,4,6,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,1,6,12,0,4,2,1,1,5,5,11,0,0,13,2,36,7,30,25,8,31,0,5,2,6,12,11,3,1,15,139,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943240303630823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526379278817483,0.0,0.16933438857379246,0.0,0.1097613155670022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17020674287787393,0.0,0.2698693879793769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614812387544013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265843936509941,0.0,0.0,0.11708102686414645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248266137405394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19065095762760245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268448196915491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20022640141890125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115628572496642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550836382573034,0.30695583085331296,0.11564777196409153,0.0,0.06289998671154994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781715709571434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07418410284113244,0.0,0.11101752036487994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551747685371964,0.1098293157952996,0.098374329107401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23452218511003556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381865658045554,0.12081643772787308,0.0,0.2996694975779787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834090000957659,0.11763156900549787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663842195606104,0.11563335168431953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17638962966766636,0.0,0.0,0.12503290485698504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075639617729026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783373729604463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570307370020325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514205606935592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958395432179401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986829680501012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14254403209893546
anxiety,oliolay,2019/03/10,"Getting sick alot Am I the only one who gets sick/ill all the time because of stress? Btw I had bloodwork done when it first started and my white blood cell count is fine.
Anyway I just seem to catch each cold, each virus that comes around. Always get small infections that take longer to go away and end up constantly at the doctor's. 
It's nothing major, but it would be nice to know I'm not the only one. ",3.6457028112449814,4.729661542168677,3.737530120481928,92.90501004016066,72.13253012048195,6.497188755020081,22.26706827309237,6.42735559955562,0.2402224899598395,320,7,70,2,6,98,66,83,0.05,0.887,0.063,0.2617,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,5,0,6,4,1,0,1,14,16,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,3,2,2,4,2,8,12,5,14,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,2,6,42,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18397094024844865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968237664690636,0.0,0.0,0.2077285018426884,0.0,0.0,0.1347790633332583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19045603126101784,0.0,0.2389279920820987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226302793415505,0.0,0.22625963934920104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958268752742548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188065531464086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34654315923574786,0.0,0.12565487854895116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215094754611557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121491393976733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996429528112182,0.336309421908594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20127897886307344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564940407750718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532665886036953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16623790211555636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892380630191286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706141302991522,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wordswords321,2019/03/10,"I can’t really handle my anxiety anymore and really need help. Everything seems to have become a threat to me. After my father’s passing in 2009, I’ve become an uptight and anxious mess. When I’m in public, I get *so* anxious when I hear people talking, I have to shove my headphones in my ears and try to calm down. I take the train every day, and literally have to find a car where a.) there aren’t a lot of people and b.) no one is talking. My heart would accelerate otherwise and I would get super antsy. I really, really don’t know why and I was never like this. 

It’s easy for me to talk to people and to be in new situations where I feel like I have some control. I work and go to school, but I’ve found it more and more difficult to study these days, because I have a fear of being interrupted. I can’t explain it, but I get so anxious that I can’t get anything done. 

Also just came out of an emotionally abusive marriage. I was the same way before getting into this relationship, but now I feel like I’ve become so much worse. I feel like I’ve become mean, even more uptight, and I just want to go back to the relaxed person I used to be before all these things kind of ruined everything. I get so jealous of people who are calm in public like... who *are* you and how?! How are you so calm??

Any advice on what I can do? Not sure I can afford therapy at the moment, but any help would be sincerely appreciated. ",1.7791981672394035,3.7004310206185593,4.022268041237116,85.42132875143187,79.0,6.785337915234822,22.117983963344788,7.793537801064563,1.032714547537228,1101,33,228,18,27,380,147,291,0.192,0.7040000000000001,0.103,-0.9773,2,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,2,0,3,18,21,2,3,11,0,27,2,2,4,3,48,50,26,0,5,7,1,3,5,0,3,0,2,0,1,12,15,0,3,9,1,0,5,8,8,0,1,5,5,32,13,30,38,8,28,0,1,0,0,17,12,0,3,15,158,44,2,0.0,0.104555472603288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623164426260435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07056920947555019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001876715136432,0.0,0.06750691069394846,0.2990739877378378,0.08751497424757218,0.0,0.0,0.07261782261866058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06785468378714653,0.0,0.05379311558270773,0.3898371025914953,0.1501793840814734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009283634519565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897387121018213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382098944075635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030490812299592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09926334646358978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05828475473582239,0.0,0.07434991805687635,0.0,0.15861719094944587,0.0,0.0,0.09929975733911364,0.13385742953152774,0.1891259727129116,0.0,0.0,0.08065400541592901,0.0,0.0,0.09675569675674653,0.0,0.0,0.2766251041984388,0.0,0.10030292892897527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945812658009116,0.10457032735556054,0.11829704875863792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189321668920516,0.048496948236790516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21555937687375845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502244019277451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961242865077955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06486996648582423,0.0654322849655464,0.06805970912918227,0.0852272265197113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059796854182990224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24471089889270176,0.07705181889559308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22612711287877416,0.0,0.0,0.09474172241664283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930829031604144,0.0,0.08033460914903763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919067653006634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831695321079667,0.0,0.06634898968408487,0.21278310524362307,0.0,0.0,0.10091544036842008,0.0,0.058625819991610977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059912320363954184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621503895990944,0.0,0.0,0.0520489770396752,0.07004449051112298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962706512663986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06424315141157967,0.0,0.08992883061424177,0.1880593885077872,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,blakemon1,2019/03/10,Does anyone have trouble with their teeth through anxiety? When I’m having a bad turn my teeth become really sensitive and I feel they are falling out. Anyone else have teeth issues?,3.8186363636363647,6.983099878787883,4.0759848484848495,80.53397727272728,80.51515151515152,6.936363636363637,23.40151515151515,8.07648339933343,1.949551515151516,148,5,23,3,4,46,28,33,0.275,0.725,0.0,-0.8343,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,3,3,0,0,4,7,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430112141497628,0.0,0.0,0.4442345076793127,0.3254831340125625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26523521465433103,0.0,0.3508336652038398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779889045950626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26536655326065633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16061988389552576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33155748861379464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20350295876366256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455259664239157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LaneyDoodles,2019/03/10,"Panic Attacks and Youtube Ads Possible trigger, I don't want to accidentally cause anyone distress

Alright so last night I started having a panic attack, it was a mild to medium one. So backstory my phone doesn't give me audible notification, the sound bugs me so usually I just check my phone often or have it close so when the screen lights up that means i have some sort of notification. Well last night my phone was on power saver and I wasn't really looking at it because I was just cleaning up and doing my thing. 

And all of the sudden I hear my mom booming up the stairs and starts screaming at me. Apparently she had texted me and I hadn't seen it. My brother needed help and she wanted to go to bed so I was suppose to help my brother. Which don't get me wrong, im okay with helping him. My mom booming up the stairs what what set me off. 

My brother needed my help to put our two dogs up for the night, he's a kid .. I get it. I got some water for them and changed the pad. During this time.. im shaking. I was at the verge of a panic attack but my anxiety was making me do it because I didn't want to be yelled at more. 

Once the puppies are good, I lay on the couch. Was gonna put some breaking bad on, it's really late and I just needed space. As soon as I sat down my brother gets mad because im in his spot and he wanted to play video games. 

Which was little ... But it set the panic attack off. I start visibility shaking and gather my blanket and go upstairs. At soon as I hit the stairs tears start going and when I get to my room im having trouble breathing. My go to is YouTube videos or shows because they help take my mind off things. 

So!! I find some SNL skits and try to focus on that. It's hard but helps a lot once I start to calm down. So first video... Done and then an ad pops up. Im on my phone and it's fine .. and if you would take a guess on to what ad pop up. It was for an upcoming movie! Usually im okay with movie trailers, alita was big for a bit .. now all that I get is ""us"". If you don't know what us is, it's a horror movie by Jordan Peele. 

I despise horror movies... I get really anxious during them and just cant enjoy them. My parents love them and that's cool! But it REALLY didn't help when im having a panic attack just trying to relax and calm down out of it when EVERY ad I got was that one. 

I've had this issue with the prodigy and another horror film that came out in Novemberish. I just .. I've tried to find ways to not get horror trailers and I can't. And that's because I like unsolved mysteries. Because they are factual and usually pretty old stories. Im not sure why but they don't make me anxious and I find them really interesting. However YouTube lumps these videos into a sorta horror genre and when I watch those videos I get horror movie trailers.

I cannot wait for the us movie to come out so I stop getting the ads. It comes out the 22nd I believe

Tldr; Had a panic attack and went to watch YouTube to calm down. After every video a horror movie trailer played and made the anxiety worse. ",0.5593527308048927,2.748647394984328,2.599773499933772,92.42840235771999,85.23824451410658,5.161764316305357,19.644222702989094,6.518991248411421,0.11822876948209605,2370,68,517,25,71,794,257,638,0.182,0.7140000000000001,0.104,-0.9958,4,0,0,0,0,0,71.0,4,2,8,2,24,39,8,9,31,4,41,4,1,5,4,91,89,54,0,10,17,7,1,1,0,2,1,7,4,1,34,40,1,2,5,12,1,12,14,21,1,4,26,15,78,18,68,59,9,86,0,0,5,1,44,41,0,13,30,328,112,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05323127289370677,0.07766979873348889,0.11469944926246943,0.0,0.035495897712624576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34651343131453394,0.0,0.0,0.0423864507885216,0.1856743443422343,0.0,0.0,0.05719449604155944,0.0,0.0,0.055421965561206266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05806135694279814,0.0,0.05214938817537864,0.05370238064836801,0.08745868449655411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05194997050270924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554299273906256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391942018226548,0.043180475493717806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387024078001079,0.048698179659782334,0.11540312276490113,0.04257906878894225,0.0812024255936323,0.0,0.05592310196862523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0454752501336262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05721556944671465,0.0,0.238185820954437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43867718177573545,0.05298521613357323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02789898226728965,0.08276010319229006,0.05726485588973052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02480109553939631,0.05087962186046528,0.0,0.0,0.042629609583140764,0.0,0.0,0.043158380159665284,0.04581717425007751,0.048034839537954184,0.06777173760768414,0.0,0.0,0.05529770144799391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051257932123095824,0.11891013729114933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292426993852625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14291785373300006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05326907183795136,0.108125616648344,0.06879902489309105,0.0,0.0,0.3573690195088132,0.0563682538993166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057229634809870325,0.0,0.05164600707928972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206520213628427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260601289681872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17965777779675987,0.0,0.0,0.04244160908506458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0478451817242119,0.0,0.0763375574731368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06745169631562417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02960133744465382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033978110497754,0.0,0.04958979017379589,0.0,0.18319125279211185,0.0,0.1677306201261881,0.0,0.11976947335905724,0.040294700382996367,0.0,0.0,0.045643612217888166,0.04705943737323435,0.04580729630899063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051733623286454936,0.03606182612810189,0.05550329146678206,0.0,0.0
anxiety,coned88,2019/03/10,"Is there an app for cognitive restructuring worksheets like so? I was curious if anybody knew of an app that had CBR worksheets like those in this picture. These have been very helpful to me and it would be great if such were available in a quick access app. 

https://i.imgur.com/SmN4dW1.jpg


any ideas? I use android by the way. 
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anxiety,dopemane3600,2019/03/10,Trying new things So basically a girl likes me for once and wants me to come over later but im nervous af so yeah and i have to meet her mom and shit lol 😭😭,-2.8163963963963967,-1.2111244864864863,0.5285135135135164,102.25691441441444,104.67567567567568,3.547747747747748,11.572072072072071,5.46131890053228,-1.536365765765766,122,2,33,1,6,43,30,37,0.17,0.629,0.202,0.1082,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,1,2,1,1,1,0,0,6,3,6,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,4,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,3,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30667085477562656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38455159450468346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739283688571445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4169542870954187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34383641077866545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37913873815465227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654388666479559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23651704212396946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24170723413836764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099837596602306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,harryydc,2019/03/10,"Scared of saying “no” to people. This is a major problem, I’m always scared of upsetting someone, scared that it will effect my friendship. It’s constant, trying to be “nice” all the time, and where does it get me ? Just more anxiety...",3.338181818181816,5.563379181818185,4.2545454545454575,84.1518181818182,75.36363636363637,6.218181818181819,24.63636363636364,7.1686216300943375,1.2342,180,6,32,2,4,58,38,44,0.301,0.596,0.103,-0.875,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,4,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,5,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,2,1,4,3,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076776175914116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19093451150718946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697164894874116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184165693298676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039968451084075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17303323267299106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23882247703165926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19848278479991147,0.7496448579200299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21147551742232398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14553705551235102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16945420112343093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ilikecarsCA,2019/03/10,"I never want to do anything, but I want to do everything... This is consuming me, I can’t see to figure out what it is I want to do in life. 

I want a new job, but I haven’t a clue what I want to do, nor do I feel qualified to do literally any of the job posting I peruse on employer websites, I am good at my current job, and seen as a leader on my team, but the job has no lateral movement, the next step up would be doing something different in the company I work for, and all of it is customer service or sales based, and the idea of doing either makes me cringe, even if it means more money. 

I am loosing motivation to work harder by the day, and I can’t figure out what it is I want to do with my life to make me happy, or to become excited about the future, and I haven’t a clue what the right questions are to ask to find my way. ",10.273424908424907,3.8678834120879166,10.957582417582419,70.52908424908428,63.78021978021978,14.33113553113553,41.32234432234432,10.504223727775694,4.008106959706959,639,20,149,10,6,227,96,182,0.061,0.852,0.087,0.8891,8,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,4,2,3,0,0,12,0,23,2,0,3,2,34,36,13,0,8,7,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,9,8,0,0,8,1,2,2,7,0,0,0,1,3,22,3,28,33,3,20,0,0,2,0,3,9,0,4,7,112,31,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299493573203167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253389628483032,0.0,0.1278431288061859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15103003122726807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819267060667411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287502276994246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032232457411003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229024079187222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06914509206625569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12498735369820856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469971581814215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557330352833436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437451372256053,0.0,0.0,0.5428145346128034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19318165015879102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825638574350836,0.0,0.0,0.14896123428440378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105470309796248,0.1320743520523617,0.14543556170241806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309690457894082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15319170256384085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678406221077275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089723336220091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527710991483284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4839534405766539,0.10854607238632576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991117848830567,0.0,0.0,0.09714353381656694,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kaos424,2019/03/10,"Dying young worry Anyone else feel like they spend a lot of time worrying about death? Im 33 and I feel like worry about it every day. Especially in relation to leaving behind my 3 year old. I feel like sometimes I'm so worried about dying I'm not fully living.

What's your guys experiences with this and what have you done to cope with these thoughts? I'm really not sure why I worry so much about dying young or suddenly other than I struggle with weight etc. It's just always something I struggle with.

Thanks guys. I look forward to hearing from you all.
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anxiety,zomighty,2019/03/10,Where are my hypochondriacs at??!! How do you calm yourself when you start getting worked up abut something. It is currently 3:05am and I'm awake on the verge of a panic attack because of neck tension.,3.562567567567569,6.426953837837843,3.32560810810811,87.69489864864866,78.18918918918921,5.8621621621621625,28.16891891891892,7.1686216300943375,1.6967351351351354,160,7,28,2,4,48,35,37,0.225,0.722,0.054000000000000006,-0.8097,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,3,4,1,2,2,0,3,1,1,1,0,2,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,5,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,18,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5118995179737701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27429415075864905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235087852205338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5279363288497364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34640461493625824,0.0,0.0,0.31848715187350146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275794768087971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,skywalk234,2019/03/10,"My anxiety and worries causing me to stay awake every night, my fellow reddit friends, any tips? Really need it Hey Reddit, i just want to write this down to dump the thoughts from my brain.
I’m suffering from anxiety for these past few weeks. I can’t sleep. Everytime i try to sleep, lie on the bed, my brain will overflow with worries, and thoughts that will trigger me. I get filled up with anxiety, my breaths shortened and my chests tightened up, i feel choked. And there’s this black hole in my chest and i just sink down into it. It’s really bad. I struggle to sleep and it really affect my quality of life. I tried several methods, meditation to ASMR, well it helps kind of, but not significantly.
Sidenote : 
- i do have history of panic attacks and anxiety from time to time since i was a teenager
- what triggers my anxiety lately is because in 1 month time, i’m leaving my comfort zone, my family, friends, and boyfriend for work in an island. Quite a remote area. Duty calls. For 1 year. So i guess the thought of that really haunts me.
Anyways,
Here i am, on reddit, hopefully you guys can share me some tips, to help me reduce the anxiety and help me sleep. Looking forward for your answers. Thanks before guys!! ",3.778448275862072,5.877609603448278,4.548655172413795,83.11186206896555,73.65517241379311,7.915862068965517,29.272413793103446,8.697196308434329,2.4183562068965507,956,41,179,19,20,307,138,232,0.14300000000000002,0.733,0.124,0.363,0,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,2,0,2,7,14,2,2,7,0,9,10,9,4,0,32,22,11,0,3,4,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,1,2,11,12,0,1,5,0,0,2,2,6,1,0,4,3,31,8,31,16,2,24,0,1,2,0,14,13,0,3,10,109,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06745860630168182,0.0,0.455321002129867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285299031593045,0.0,0.0,0.08282687979309605,0.06047068624289724,0.0,0.0844108982773034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214774033569592,0.10129309686773323,0.0,0.0,0.1019045243310462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835792929690015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351582877147213,0.0,0.05015790920950596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15328154048933884,0.0,0.05182729457010609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092786953907148,0.1964448761021179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19947265485893886,0.0,0.0,0.09852682139024907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330031666821303,0.0,0.0,0.11190060141652904,0.10503723814601662,0.0,0.0,0.07006706752463716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330203361885609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917955996257711,0.0,0.0,0.07355467575072609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309138235778007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11638845381792301,0.0,0.0,0.09469650813784136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551016668828844,0.0,0.0,0.2541972433792291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120664424558232,0.0,0.08205829754681014,0.0,0.3970818821817767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573275431438696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370415584295144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132895519070526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362583720110059,0.17353090711528746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13469898843253622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05851004028555901,0.0,0.07957131811476345,0.0,0.0891916617731412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722179299373652,0.2014824548651301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06388079437532138
anxiety,throwaway31705,2019/03/10,does anyone else gets crippling anxiety while still being sleepy? I get anxiety attacks going to my dining hall alone it’s such a conundrum to me to be super anxious with a racing heart and a freaking out body when i’m yawning and my brain is still half asleep. ,3.1564705882352944,5.624924647058824,4.121333333333337,83.68200000000002,77.0392156862745,6.432941176470589,25.88627450980392,7.554174236665415,1.6308321568627455,211,8,37,3,5,68,42,51,0.238,0.691,0.071,-0.7351,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,3,0,3,6,4,0,0,4,7,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,1,5,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25240967079476323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728743895722163,0.27532250517840073,0.0,0.17040743516444778,0.24970930937407645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772548796032676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707064511196344,0.0,0.2720605392496629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21327193370766145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20358811815772912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546564388940158,0.0,0.13850579522982728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887970770640435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3892536400103552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KiraB11,2019/03/10,"Anxiety because of work tasks? Hello everyone!

Maybe somebody was in similar situation and can give me some advice on how to overcome anxiety over tasks at work.

**My problem**
I'm junior developer and sometimes I have more than one tasks to do on my job at the same time. And this situation causing me to be extremely anxious. I'm feeling like I don't know which one to do first, feeling myself wanting to jump between them etc.
The fact that I'm not that skilled at my job not really helping as I can spend more time than necessary on one tasks just of my slowness or lack of knowledge in certain aspects of the job as the work day goes by. And all the time I will be thinking how I have this and that still to do and how I won't have time to do everything.

It gets worse during weekend when I can spend a lot of time just freaking out about getting to work on Monday and having 2-3 big things waiting for me.

When I have only one thing at a time it is a lot easier because I can just focus on this during the day or the next couple of days.

Anyone have been in this situation? How do you calm yourself down? How do you deal with this?


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anxiety,666Karmah,2019/03/10,"Anyone ever experience mild chills/a cold fatigue feeling? Recently i’ve been noticing that I’ve been having symptoms like feeling cold when it’s 70 degrees out, specifically in my arms. They feel shaky and fatigued. I don’t have a fever or anything, no other symptoms other than my normal PTSD/ GAD",6.340272727272726,8.132550981818184,6.72159090909091,71.36238636363636,66.45454545454545,7.6818181818181825,35.56818181818181,8.07648339933343,3.168909090909091,244,12,36,3,4,79,45,55,0.155,0.745,0.1,-0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,5,6,1,0,1,9,8,3,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,5,4,1,3,6,0,5,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,2,4,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842639130387335,0.0,0.21685992260244427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383748800909842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25777956343146,0.0,0.0,0.3997408729865973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874577644816915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582000978168139,0.0,0.300026759608072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30804847145325875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26020070708504434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.547810041277178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EuphoricDisaster28,2019/03/10,"The only time I feel good is when I'm gaming/streaming I am struggling lately. I always feel like I'm on the verge of an attack. That build up in your chest right before the hyperventilating starts... It's the most annoying thing to me. The only time I don't feel like this is when I'm gaming and streaming. I can't clean, cook, or accomplish anything outside of the virtual world.. I can't be playing video games all day..but idk what else to do with myself. As soon as I get off the game that pressure comes back and I feel like I can't do anything. Anyone else feel like this? Or am I just insane?",2.020799120234603,3.8136317983871,3.4612023460410555,90.32543988269795,77.79032258064517,5.799413489736072,20.950146627565985,6.574015621080383,0.2256870967741937,469,12,101,4,11,154,74,124,0.155,0.7190000000000001,0.125,-0.4025,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,5,10,2,2,8,0,11,2,1,0,1,14,22,8,0,0,3,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,4,1,0,5,6,0,1,4,4,0,0,0,5,13,6,11,21,2,16,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,3,12,61,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339933477884651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259885116383438,0.1649985596772926,0.26503483775882264,0.0,0.0,0.18319964086524965,0.0,0.12382535347514875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13702823652455914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871669732569925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385373170851464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690468076471568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40711862964415263,0.4601714352978085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413371879363174,0.0,0.0,0.13506783989732987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816535825477346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31469268792120797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24494751874116094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375223199528583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398082982061215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16834790157953594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698396157888786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18780066452555505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LXLVideos,2019/03/10,"Question for people who have come off sertraline Hey guys, I have been on sertraline for a little over a year. I was up to 100mg a day. I started feeling better and it really worked for me but it came time I think to get off of it as I do not want to be reliant on a pill for the rest of my life (Not that there is anything wrong with that, just not how I want to live)

Anyways, with my doctors advice I came down from 100mg to 75mg to 50mg to 25mg to now where about 5 days ago I came off it completely.

I just want to know if how I'm feeling is normal, I am frequently dizzy, I kind of feel disoriented a lot and sometimes nauseous.

Is this normal? and when should i expect for these symptoms to go away?

Thanks!",2.389131964809387,3.0393100129032256,4.065454545454546,91.01272727272728,74.67741935483872,7.184750733137831,24.41348973607038,7.348242739294969,0.8051935483870962,552,16,131,6,11,186,94,155,0.099,0.828,0.073,-0.5928,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,10,4,0,0,6,0,11,4,0,2,0,32,28,9,0,8,7,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,9,9,0,0,6,0,0,5,3,1,0,0,5,3,15,3,32,21,2,25,0,0,0,0,4,11,0,3,9,92,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716130195454688,0.1334948423957046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392821003299374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14149050858548465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319049747373266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5167273393685968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972567792695938,0.15789772071014282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942447594394341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15414205104566733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284385711834472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868053318335462,0.0,0.08558754583231107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491143587665475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15682323495528236,0.08276397956200601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637086649343268,0.0,0.1509374049360703,0.1329795996663429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803188515058456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951054816287294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440475416962046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16870271195970973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647606926386283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14894393609305234,0.0,0.10659308291084106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565275801975591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13864916062256044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649625151983666,0.0,0.0,0.08781411679485535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26647741529437424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963615369086806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16465379405494288,0.0,0.09697930411605198
anxiety,Spanna22,2019/03/10,"Losing an excessive amount of weight but I don’t know what to do. Over the last year, my anxiety has gotten worse. I am female, 23 and it’s just gotten progressively worse over a year. I usually have anxiety attacks at least 2 times a week. 

My anxiety has stopped me from eating before, mainly large meals like dinner, due to feeling sick from anxiety. I haven’t felt that bad in a few weeks now and I’ve been eating every meal and a snack and yet here I am at 102 pounds after being 120 pounds last year. I just keep losing the weight and I don’t know how to keep it on. It’s really truly worrying me. Everybody I know keeps commenting on my weight loss.. ",1.593383458646617,3.8967989774436127,3.375150375939853,87.7849812030075,81.78195488721805,7.1082706766917285,19.274436090225567,8.192908349453996,0.9753548872180452,516,13,106,11,14,172,81,133,0.275,0.6629999999999999,0.063,-0.9839,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,4,6,6,1,0,7,0,11,10,0,1,0,18,21,7,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,5,9,4,5,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,5,13,1,14,16,4,21,0,3,0,0,1,7,0,0,15,65,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3843475390855305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289293345840334,0.0,0.0,0.1048742774977346,0.0,0.0,0.10687994032711176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25704894908539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582697290772684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06350926779185964,0.0,0.12059974890493275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349284066284875,0.0,0.0,0.20708638400527168,0.204768407509123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06136387754718155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810379885054243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046527983399468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501075239455512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732408309665643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833530348133924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20150425846474554,0.4588563072250477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275571827360551,0.2560028624041432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24265499942151397
anxiety,puresodium_,2019/03/10,"People with jobs, where do you work? What's it like? I'm gonna be graduating from high school soon and I've never had a full time job. I've also never been hired by someone who didn't already know me. Reading through job descriptions makes me feel unqualified to do anything. Where do you guys work, and did the job requirements actually match up to the things you have to do? ",2.767142857142858,4.957120533333335,3.6925714285714304,87.67200000000004,77.0,6.9523809523809526,24.04761904761905,7.957251820313856,1.2325619047619043,300,10,62,5,7,96,56,75,0.0,0.957,0.043,0.466,4,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,3,4,1,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,1,2,9,15,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,1,5,1,8,9,1,9,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,5,39,9,11,0.0,0.0,0.17502757811045005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979260614333339,0.14343256288436926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14759638781111342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068881608804596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17759266206502453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18950162079097416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7119407325721494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857049029412022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762528051124882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972288702276868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27666396101391805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434428433720356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17940658070616022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181519915867688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196948853411352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915751465953195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045851177410956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611495841659948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,phalanxis,2019/03/10,"NEED ADVICE My doctor prescribed me some benzodiazepines for my anxiety some time ago, I ran out of them and my anxiety is so bad now.

The pills worked, but the anxiety was still bad. 

So my question is: 
How do I convince my doctor to give me another prescription, but something just a tad stronger? 

- I am in therapy, I’m only asking for the pills so I can get through it until I find another way!!",5.0892307692307694,5.671214076923082,6.378615384615388,77.11638461538463,68.48717948717949,10.342564102564104,33.54871794871795,10.355215969177356,3.530499487179487,310,14,60,8,5,105,54,78,0.156,0.773,0.071,-0.7202,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,7,3,0,0,4,0,6,4,0,1,0,11,12,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,13,1,8,10,2,9,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,5,44,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18563861866638964,0.16839887804934106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3984047959127345,0.4359846002760693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17759834683547462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31723767548422765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888891584196492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17363113371384034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925262485516967,0.18223862847896505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086196663719694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14448240571924711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21281232224452126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14624986774874818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15171203081786647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21724974761067053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077430767934487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15079107646466205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830201185196772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Esmondo,2019/03/10,"Does anyone else have difficulty greeting people / saying hello? I've been doing it ever since high school. I'm now 18 and my second year out of school. Because of my anxiety, I feel like I don't like/interact well with most people. For these last few years I've always been terrible at saying hello or greeting people in general. I always feel so awkward. If I see someone I know in the distance I will literally change my path and go somewhere else just to avoid them seeing me. I want to know if I'm the only one who does this.. it makes me feel like a horrible person but seeing people and trying to pretend that you're happy to see someone especially when you're not in a happy mood makes me really uncomfortable. This is also caused by fear of not being liked by people, and fearing that they won't be happy to see you etc. I literally have to rehearse my hellos to myself so that I don't fuck it up. Sometimes instead I might replace ""hello"" or ""hey"" with ""sup"" or ""yo"" because it's easier for me. This isn't a problem with really close friends of mine, mainly school/work mates, or aquaintances. Surpringly this isn't a problem for me with random people that I'm meeting for the first time. Its only after the first time, if I ever meet that person again, or become familiar with someone where it becomes a problem. Thoughts?",5.788615384615388,6.214451669230769,6.768269230769231,75.48048076923078,66.92307692307692,8.807692307692307,30.09615384615385,8.660442795831766,2.402307692307692,1054,36,187,15,16,353,138,260,0.107,0.731,0.162,0.9593,0,1,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,2,2,12,18,1,4,9,0,15,1,0,3,2,43,34,17,0,7,12,0,3,3,2,3,0,2,0,2,17,11,0,1,6,1,0,1,7,9,1,4,3,10,25,8,29,26,4,23,0,0,5,1,17,9,1,11,16,130,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06934682034572479,0.14430945568183262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06633756623857423,0.0,0.0,0.060633901570639887,0.08885087479457036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572263880731983,0.19154220175072706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908130441423902,0.09173411780438162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517716574248198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488032057304226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671135504617777,0.0,0.1568793235527521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951594040444901,0.13153877146490453,0.12389997422295745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14752131201506796,0.0,0.0,0.06699663071413954,0.08016762152508514,0.0,0.0,0.049282748413084866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276932648898007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09162030286532266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953137829284549,0.07068518158863997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16946039206608945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576731769525132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199206056706502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058761062155642,0.13190297758645675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.360708080796183,0.15143427797969836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24892674086452174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110508668468774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379202196600798,0.0,0.2632839170208973,0.3455074554090715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173244006060857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22042276748347725,0.0,0.08576442353552508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06884288372108786,0.1011296908453777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058874528248954124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05114739256360318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796817291265666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06313034129885693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168462886858736
anxiety,Alex_Eats_Dogs,2019/03/10,"I have to perform in front of an audience in 2 hours I usually don’t get nervous over anything, and I’ve been browsing this sub for a while and my problem seems really small and insignificant but I have this feeling deep in my stomach. I didn’t really know where else to post this...

Anything tips for being less nervous?",2.9590476190476203,5.274087682539687,4.238333333333333,83.37750000000003,76.93650793650794,7.374603174603175,29.54761904761905,8.344100000000001,2.395361904761905,256,12,48,5,6,84,45,63,0.134,0.833,0.033,-0.6052,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,2,0,6,1,1,0,0,8,10,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,1,6,0,9,7,1,12,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,1,3,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5025986638865041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551033803515307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15440783636802802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595469297963058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007349281228097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16782726682939925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29246684597874445,0.0,0.0,0.29220464082934394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912647773749818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780038409728869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33632973023515106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kaupa_lupa,2019/03/10,"I was diagnosed with anxiety and panic attacks just 2 weeks ago; and 2 days ago I found out I have a 1 inch tumor in my breast. I am 23, female, and just feeling pretty overwhelmed about everything. 

Over the course of a year, my doctors and I have been trying to figure out what my deal was; I’ve had these “attacks” since I was about 14 years old. These attacks consist of... 

-being very shaky 
-dazed/confusion 
-weakness 
-heart palpitations 
-feeling of being in a different world 
-slurred speech or inaudible speech completely 

These episodes usually happened at least once a week, usually 2-3 times a week or more. 
We thought it was low blood sugar/diabetes, a heart condition, and then seriously looked into seizures. 

Im finding that I don’t actually know much about anxiety and panic attacks. I wasn’t aware there were different types, I wasn’t diagnosed with any type but I’d like to look into that further. 

I’m also a little angry because I spent a whole year of testing with MRI’s, EEG’s, and have spent a ton of money on these things to find out that it was my mental health that they NEVER considered and then just quickly diagnosed me with it and threw some high blood pressure medication onto me which I don’t believe is even working. 

Now the TUMOR. 
About a month ago, I was changing my shirt and my hand slightly grazed the top of my right breast and I felt a large lump that I assumed was a balled up sock from the laundry. Not finding a “sock” I quickly realized that it was a large lump. 

My mom had breast cancer at the age of 42, so of course my reaction was panic about everything that it could possibly be. After freaking out I decided to keep an eye on it for a few days and try not to worry. 
I later learned that we can develop cysts around our periods that would go away soon after. My period was the next week. I let my period past but about 2 weeks after that, decided to have an ultrasound on it because it had not gone down any. 

We discovered that it is a 1 inch tumor that they believe to be benign. Along with another small tumor. My options were to just keep an eye on it, have it biopsied, or have it removed completely. Being my family history, the obvious choice for me is to have it completely removed. My mom had the same tumor in 2001, she decided to keep an eye on it, and 10 years later it was cancerous. 
I guess my worry is that I’m only 23 and I have a tumor inside of my breast. My story is almost identical to my mothers when she had one is 2001, but I’m about 10 years younger than she was at the time. I have a lot of other things going through my mind right now as well. 

I’m not looking for a pity party or “sorrys”; I know that I will be fine and that this is something pretty common. Im just trying to let it all out because no else really understands the stress, anxiety, and fatigue I’ve been under the past few weeks. Plus, my skin is freaking out because of it all so there’s that too. 

I’m getting my hair done tomorrow which I’m so excited about because I know it will make me feel better. ",4.535986476696452,5.386927699669968,5.596172422120262,81.26646824438542,69.85808580858085,8.948498752314256,29.63197295339291,9.18016646516576,2.4552084520647184,2390,90,470,46,41,792,267,606,0.126,0.799,0.075,-0.9822,2,0,1,0,0,0,64.0,4,0,2,3,29,24,4,7,34,0,57,29,15,1,4,89,89,32,0,2,16,3,7,1,0,3,14,2,0,0,45,35,0,3,20,1,3,6,10,18,1,1,31,15,58,6,74,46,12,88,0,4,6,4,13,37,0,11,46,332,103,6,0.0,0.0,0.06296798945616597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17159500309653195,0.0,0.06461338762944434,0.0,0.0,0.05160135451154135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877596758960633,0.06766105271426656,0.14808645540677162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057441748644319175,0.0,0.29363019478155783,0.06062422543358958,0.0,0.0,0.19667200809620372,0.0,0.0,0.1453972299088633,0.0,0.05706793215448142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825986699935578,0.0,0.2029625968161306,0.0,0.0,0.05151869619885774,0.0,0.0,0.08322775996267574,0.06652338968083622,0.0,0.19647735009755787,0.0,0.1348317044711278,0.0,0.06604501280552377,0.0,0.06603241856919713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05390312595706635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0426187612712798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159834715825034,0.0,0.060829294244784435,0.0,0.09787873105838242,0.0,0.06195500173539172,0.0,0.17692656431209153,0.0,0.0,0.07074934020744382,0.0,0.0,0.033712129729612544,0.0,0.0733431341044456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108257504568888,0.0,0.0570600575136885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858803506042481,0.0,0.1529270505752719,0.0,0.06817517667051574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13939813152666028,0.0,0.0,0.17206080611541966,0.0,0.0,0.10638527357578792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319642489070075,0.0,0.031524104937589115,0.06467192290624119,0.0,0.0,0.16255656333560034,0.0,0.0,0.05485762929014423,0.0,0.0,0.04307155231819637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06500307542517768,0.06502695019771919,0.0,0.06515278442299104,0.15114395411101114,0.05150397333168322,0.0,0.04743397527992112,0.0,0.04976636701512293,0.0,0.06862404741879853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677090980872221,0.06871799836925466,0.043724432997091695,0.04907486942900807,0.0,0.2271217909415259,0.0,0.0,0.12319458284537205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274327903863917,0.0,0.13129211523650533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04133695631226986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020956537865444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05337650740281633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04967520528226788,0.0,0.07223148406536133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391422277687333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573630747458051,0.0,0.0,0.05122637246781391,0.07525116512824552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142659124361694,0.0,0.0,0.06717375782822639,0.0,0.0,0.1421323683519172,0.0532406412884295,0.0,0.0,0.3105528028763956,0.0,0.058016550881862965,0.0,0.0,0.07204088476826746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046975637895959384,0.1310584068297464,0.0,0.045837361873694416,0.0,0.0,0.2077628829629964
anxiety,f_o_t_a,2019/03/10,"Any experience with taking a Benzo until SSRI kicks in? (x-post from SSRI) I've had anxiety most of my adult life. Always thought about medicating but was afraid to take that step. The past few months my anxiety had gotten really bad, it began ruining my days, losing sleep. So I finally went to the doctor and he prescribed me Celexa 10mg.

He told me that because it takes weeks to start working, that I could also take a short term anxiety medication (benzo) until the ssri kicks in. I refused at first, but the next week my anxiety was even worse, like the worst anxiety of my life (I think it was a side effect of the Celexa because it was a different kind of anxiety). So I told the doctor I'd like to try the benzo.

He prescribed me Ativan 0.5mg. It works really well. I've been trying to take it only once a day, sometimes I take it twice. But of course I've read horror stories from benzos.

My questions:

-Has anyone else had experience taking a benzo until the ssri kicks in? How do you know when to stop taking the benzo?

-How worried should I be about benzo dependency and withdrawals? I know I got the smallest Ativan dosage, and many people take it 3 or 4 times per day, I'm only taking it once most days. But I'm still afraid of taking it for several weeks straight.",3.353928571428572,5.182995107142862,4.916984126984129,81.18357142857144,74.11904761904762,7.498412698412699,23.507936507936506,8.269060116576782,1.4898126984126985,1005,29,188,17,21,338,131,252,0.16899999999999998,0.7859999999999999,0.045,-0.986,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,0,5,11,10,0,2,17,0,13,7,1,4,0,24,37,17,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,1,6,0,0,1,13,4,0,2,6,1,0,2,0,6,1,2,15,0,19,4,25,19,5,31,0,2,0,0,9,7,0,5,24,110,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622353458876217,0.064755304168513,0.0,0.0,0.05292258154924481,0.0,0.3572081338078429,0.0,0.0,0.05441593165990664,0.07973927135649499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06497928938401946,0.0948808461804447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06213565337510828,0.0,0.0,0.2007586226276508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130889047206502,0.0,0.1593110977420116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06501146568956333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0514016225761444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15225243918550954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525173212556952,0.0,0.06619654537354377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06224248330744681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104109664655226,0.08553941217256954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993793967239446,0.07604116570814949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706447957837503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789007140331369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679777870715647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06211789642396355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276607014961686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16575876496649125,0.0,0.11837640706199205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429124242415143,0.05395294756821201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453330605216288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718002015683958,0.0,0.0778444613986617,0.0,0.09971132728541923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791829189708875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778796044107154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696933380615982,0.0,0.055083803981563366,0.0,0.06214986879161866,0.06506384817217747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6436486377370152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04986609316966961,0.0,0.06178308765886136,0.04537945112618524,0.0,0.0,0.14872718994524226,0.0,0.10567396201519147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18727571481733152,0.0,0.06997258396641444,0.07214307266681133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331272600965585,0.07903344163868417,0.07930869454454867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Varun_Murthi,2019/03/10,"Story of a man who suffers from Anxiety disorder because of wrong medication. Support & advice needed. Hello. I'm a male who's 25 years old & I have a sad story to say you so that I could get some mental advice from you at the end.

I was a topper at my school & entered college with high hopes at the age of 18. Life was super happy. I had severe viral fever at the end of second semester & my friend bought me some tablets from a local pharmacy (Doctor's prescription are never a matter of concern in India). I had those tablets 3 times a day for a week. But the tablets didn't worke against the fever so I have to consult a doctor & he helped me getting the fever cured. But when I took the tablets which my friend bought me, I felt severe restlessness & some sort of hard sensation at throat. I never took it seriously & days passed on I got insomniac. I barely slept 2 hours a day & my mind went through lot of hallucinations. I was a good speaker who makes lot of fun, but suddenly I couldn't speak spontaneously & my mouth started stuttering. I had serious memory loss & couldn't remember the subjects. As I did not sleep at night I didn't attend classes & I was barred from College for two years because of the lack of attendance. As Indians aren't much aware of mental health treatment, I couldn't figure out the problem. Later after a year my colleague adviced me to consult a reputed Psychiatrist at the city. The psychiatrist was a very good man & he took notes on my mental history. But I never said that consumed a wrong tablet for a week that my friend bought. So he didn't get to record it in notes. He figured out that I have Anxiety disorder & I was shocked hearing it. He gave me medicines that helped me cope with for which I'm 20% all right now.

Still I have severe reasonless anxiety with sweating, restlessness & memory loss. I barely slept for 2 years but I can now sleep like 4 hours with medications.

Yesterday as I was reading about anxiety disorder on internet & I found out that certain type of tablet called Dapoxitene which is used to treat Premature ejaculation causes anxiety disorder on over intake. I got intrigued by this & I checked my medication box and I had few left over tablets of Dapoxitene which my friend bought 6 years ago. The pharmacy gave Dapoxitene for treating viral fever OMG. This was the moment I found out the reason for all of my sorrows. Over intake of a wrong tablet has induced severe Anxiety disorder in me which let me never complete my degree because lack of attendance & getting me a name called Psychopath. Due to this I didn't get a job so that my family is in serious debt. One single wrong tablet led my entire life into a wrong path.

I have follow up with my psychiatrist every month & I'm going to tell this wrong medication issue to him. For the entire treatment period of four years, the treatment has been gone waste because I missed out the real thing that caused me this mental illness. Another side effect of Dapoxitene is small penis syndrome & just now I realised that I have small penis.

As I will tell this wrong medication issue to my psychiatrist how much time will it take for him to give me right treatment, medication so that I will get cured? As it occured 6 years ago, the side effects would've been firmly established in my brain fluids. Will the doctor's change of treatment plan be effective as he will proceed on the right path?

I have a huge family responsibility to solve for my lovely parents & the girl I love will be getting married in an year to another guy. I have to earn stupidly fast to lift my family from debt problem & propose my girl so that I could make her mine. A bright young student has become a wasted guy because of the over intake of wrong medication. *I want to turn things up fast & return to normal life as soon as possible as I my have personal social responsibilities. Will it all happen? Will I be a new man? How long it will take to cure me as I found the reason of my illness?*

Thanks for people who have read my entire question & I'm overwhelmed.

I need your advice & possible future solutions on this. Your thoughts on this mean a lot in my life :)",5.76673165618449,6.675508435802474,6.249389704169578,77.47829140461216,67.1111111111111,9.273701374330306,31.085488003727,9.406748399995196,2.7679380386675985,3363,128,617,64,53,1090,319,810,0.159,0.752,0.08800000000000001,-0.9954,4,0,0,0,0,0,108.0,0,4,0,9,16,44,1,3,50,0,56,32,8,14,8,76,110,25,0,14,7,1,2,1,4,9,21,5,0,9,38,12,1,0,16,3,7,13,13,25,0,4,40,8,90,19,108,52,15,108,0,7,1,2,52,44,0,9,52,387,128,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143282761428262,0.05185546404642834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7605982802324063,0.0,0.0,0.061340864647341,0.13425376716457646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915048277105986,0.03230354434915369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03265188252179435,0.05973359356870095,0.0,0.0,0.06009415870808028,0.03094187198162018,0.0,0.030667325539916333,0.0,0.0,0.04670635828985964,0.0,0.0,0.05659011965493056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676111099103068,0.08981366743384962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05181238105826772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02464378951454525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272088642974597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02808390664364522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621101492199573,0.09039171991286203,0.0,0.10697083274889793,0.028058585533427674,0.016623046351760214,0.04906583580309444,0.04678666060945967,0.0,0.0,0.05792279410244632,0.02586505178612635,0.03113641458170692,0.02620161994642557,0.0,0.0,0.03109062899771795,0.03296607717947685,0.0,0.03921036695117305,0.03090348225969068,0.0,0.029051146062925363,0.0576093204122239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06105732203040879,0.029025408472974024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03177944068637454,0.029909382154742724,0.08263855807533595,0.014289726338365831,0.0,0.0,0.025884702465850243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074600104746476,0.052797254910842216,0.0,0.039048258265486094,0.0,0.0,0.03186105305619589,0.0,0.20625908731487888,0.11790562489036245,0.0,0.029533446276438138,0.0,0.023346505339495647,0.0,0.043003189288502636,0.043375957910623014,0.0902354267515225,0.02824914789621592,0.0,0.0274484785758363,0.028658095357613017,0.0,0.0,0.03069221106196358,0.0,0.019820076829005683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03247787667739308,0.0,0.0,0.020277775826241,0.02553935305111259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594836252927624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05597524332990738,0.0,0.0,0.03276590038074448,0.0,0.05851441334362095,0.033292097095923165,0.0,0.060146286039827475,0.0,0.0,0.03313374534552368,0.0749362051158518,0.027822774139986062,0.023260210500412583,0.0,0.029601844440081026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321734952005157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05854082977321017,0.02981596913030458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02070279899689565,0.0,0.0233585218934221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03319174925884933,0.0,0.0,0.04398365402437989,0.0,0.05113033979339587,0.0269288177531943,0.0,0.0,0.038863859053231566,0.0,0.0,0.02322067019258696,0.034110994061677696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749111689308004,0.0,0.031814829895739964,0.028572307607737844,0.0,0.0,0.02526199661086464,0.0,0.024133728637084732,0.017251989889644853,0.0,0.046924034539091865,0.0,0.0,0.027114386162207127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.021293832495241145,0.0,0.0,0.02077785740608659,0.2558360681056195,0.0,0.15068467747782846
anxiety,Lord_mohammadi,2019/03/10,"Story of a man who got anxiety disorder because of wrong medication. Need some advice. Hello. I'm a male who's 25 years old & I have a sad story to say you so that I could get some mental advice at the end.

I was a topper at my school & entered college with high hopes at the age of 18. Life was super happy. I had severe viral fever at the end of second semester & my friend bought me some tablets from a local pharmacy (Doctor's prescription is never a matter of concern in India). I had those tablets 3 times a day for a week. But the tablets didn't worked against the fever so I have to consult a doctor & he helped me out of it. But when I took the tablets which my friend bought me, I felt severe restlessness & some sort of sensation at throat. I never took it seriously & days passed on I got insomniac. I barely slept 2 hours a day & my mind went through lot of hallucinations. I was a good speaker who makes lot of fun, but suddenly I couldn't speak spontaneously & my mouth started stuttering. I had serious memory loss & couldn't remember the subjects. As I did not sleep at night I didn't attend classes & I was barred from College for two years because of the lack of attendance. As Indians aren't much aware of mental health treatment, I couldn't figure out the problem with me. Later after a year my colleague adviced me to consult a reputed Psychiatrist at the city. The psychiatrist was a very good man & he took notes on my mental history. But I never said that consumed a wrong tablet for a week that my friend bought. So he didn't get to record it in notes. He figured out that I have Anxiety disorder & I was shocked hearing it. He gave me medicines that helped me cope with for which I'm 20% all right now.

Still I have severe reasonless anxiety with sweating, restlessness & memory loss. I barely slept for 2 years but I can now sleep like 5 hours with medications.

Yesterday as I was reading about anxiety disorder on internet & I found out that certain type of tablet called Dapoxitene which is used to treat Premature ejaculation causes anxiety disorder on over intake. I got intrigued by this & I checked my medication box and I had few left over tablets of Dapoxitene which my friend bought 6 years ago. This was the moment I found out the reason for all of my sorrows. Over intake of a wrong tablet has induced severe Anxiety disorder in me which let me never complete my degree because lack of attendance & getting me a name called Psychopath. Due to this I didn't get a job so that my family is in serious debt. One single wrong tablet changed my entire life into a wrong path.

I have follow up with my psychiatrist every month & I'm going to tell this wrong medication issue to him. For the entire treatment period of four years, the treatment has been gone waste because I missed out the real thing that caused me this mental illness. Another side effect of Dapoxitene is small penis syndrome & just now I realised that I have small penis.

As I will tell this wrong medication issue to my psychiatrist how much time will it take for him to give me right treatment, medication so that I will get cured? As it occured 6 years ago, the side effects would've been firmly established in my brain fluids. Will the doctor's change of treatment plan be effective as he will proceed on the right path?

I have a huge family responsibility to solve for my lovely parents & the girl I love will be getting married in an year. I have to earn stupidly fast to lift my family from debt problem & propose my girl. I bright young student has become a wasted guy because of the over intake of wrong medication. *I want to turn things up fast & return to normal life as soon as possible as I my personal social responsibilities. Will it all happen? Will I be a new man?*

Thanks for people who have read my entire question & I'm overwhelmed.

I need your advice & possible future solutions on this. Your thoughts on this mean a lot in my life :)",5.644110516934049,6.614174067532471,6.189923605805963,77.5751655207538,67.41558441558442,9.25999490705373,30.812324929971986,9.427869160810424,2.7484960529666407,3192,121,588,62,51,1037,308,770,0.163,0.747,0.09,-0.9953,4,0,0,0,0,0,104.0,0,3,0,9,14,41,1,3,46,0,53,29,8,10,8,73,102,22,0,13,7,1,1,1,4,8,18,5,0,8,37,14,1,0,14,3,7,12,13,24,0,4,39,7,85,17,104,47,16,107,0,6,1,2,48,45,0,10,51,369,122,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820483859619388,0.053613742503047526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7536219383803325,0.0,0.0,0.03171038368466157,0.13880594909692007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217333438633436,0.03339887011946606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03375901949688205,0.0617589980779395,0.0,0.0,0.062131789005448135,0.06398205425370622,0.0,0.03170717155827775,0.0,0.0,0.024145022252289438,0.0,0.0,0.05850893747049729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17329434906484334,0.09285900584635537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05356919868734785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025479393726940053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552572783260454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0290361559183796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06631551338371804,0.09345665852062844,0.0,0.09479822074902708,0.029009976237837555,0.017186688868921243,0.05072952551516322,0.07255960448778839,0.0,0.0,0.02994339965104885,0.026742065697219063,0.03219216614004534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03214482809080644,0.03408386764514547,0.0,0.040539884384951166,0.03195133571334173,0.0,0.03003619180886266,0.059562696567349874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06312761058956251,0.030009581526886125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032856995519790565,0.03092352836402917,0.08544060794649018,0.014774252288210513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712959241859141,0.05458746694703668,0.0,0.020186139516212318,0.0,0.0,0.032941375144216405,0.0,0.21325277479558447,0.12190348555888013,0.0,0.030534845517434,0.0,0.02413812215617337,0.0,0.04446131106375458,0.04484671926107942,0.09329506588114224,0.02920700005465565,0.0,0.02837918220436145,0.029629813817791367,0.0,0.0,0.031732900881033414,0.0,0.020492121997973324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03357911358518483,0.0,0.0,0.020965340329598074,0.02640532339949396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818449303580723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057873212353246425,0.0,0.0,0.033876903392878584,0.0,0.060498478750724075,0.03442094201469634,0.0,0.031092841916974975,0.0,0.0,0.034257220984966016,0.07747708904195129,0.028766169118187763,0.024048901292624672,0.0,0.030605562877709627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665514074010726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605257908899536,0.030826947956722937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.021404774885788812,0.0,0.02415054615892476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02273751035276536,0.0,0.05286403124889715,0.027841901089509118,0.0,0.0,0.040181627341896384,0.0,0.0,0.024008020279963085,0.0352676055604932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079677684033976,0.0,0.0328935846814767,0.029541117237473324,0.0,0.0,0.026118562552928163,0.0,0.02495203806543132,0.017836958180153555,0.0,0.04851510156635575,0.0,0.0,0.02803376162109372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022015848730631848,0.0,0.0,0.021482378322515337,0.2645107768416847,0.0,0.1557939871142182
anxiety,notdaredevil,2019/03/10,"Extreme dry/red/irritated eyes as an anxiety symptom? For as long as I can remember I've dealt with pretty chronic eye irritation on and off. They're always red, and when I go out (so, when I'm anxious) they get really dry and irritated, which makes me blink a million times a minute, makes me more self conscious and therefore more anxious.

I've been to an eye specialist who didn't care and just told me to use eye drops, so there seems to be nothing medically serious going on. The only thing I can seem to pin it on is anxiety.

Does anyone else experience this as an anxiety symptom? I know the fight or flight response dilates your pupils but I've never heard of it doing this. ",5.030190713101163,5.950792052238808,6.24353233830846,76.8183001658375,68.77611940298507,9.53764510779436,32.0530679933665,9.725611199111238,3.0599446102819234,541,23,103,12,9,182,90,134,0.11,0.865,0.025,-0.7745,0,0,0,0,1,0,16.0,0,1,1,0,6,3,1,0,7,0,7,8,4,4,1,20,20,15,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,7,7,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,4,6,9,1,16,15,2,13,0,0,5,0,7,5,0,3,5,63,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358816807542465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37478043091718577,0.3689731806658025,0.0,0.11418567712251892,0.16732384092958996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664989081956827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14290808460403953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364192067294825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597422605075211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853193931375746,0.0,0.18561840331026064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897473901635285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14451855093827376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180128478832858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16451120091889518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594980698185926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15669421264571634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419974981025332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661384742757379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046164705405526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849911495336003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973309361954355,0.1703612744746904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394699453962033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084916583772262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522364491848903,0.0,0.0,0.15604359212818178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410418817379217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Birtypoo,2019/03/10,Waking up every 20-30 min a night with terror So this happens kind of infrequently but when it does it's very scary. I'll go to sleep and I'll be up with anxiety about every 20 minutes. It feels like I'm scared awake and sometimes a panic attack will follow. I can't find any correlation that would create this. Does anyone else have this experience? It really messes me up because I think about what I'm doing wrong and maybe my anxiety is getting worse and why aren't my pills working. I take .50 mg of Klonopin at night and my anxiety is bursting through. I'm not trying to up my dose tho so I just kind of suffer all night. When I do sleep I dream about my anxiety. I know it has to do with cortisol but I just don't know what triggers it. Any experiences or opinions or anything would be helpful cuz I can't really find anything online.,1.189709302325582,3.62870018023256,3.1314418604651166,87.92925581395347,84.98837209302326,5.998139534883722,21.972093023255816,7.365786028017652,0.9682106976744188,669,23,135,11,20,224,99,172,0.219,0.716,0.065,-0.9834,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,10,10,1,3,2,0,16,5,3,2,1,27,28,15,0,2,7,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,12,8,0,0,6,1,0,2,5,7,0,0,0,1,15,3,18,23,1,13,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,3,7,82,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16878949718805233,0.0,0.3797558592942366,0.0,0.0,0.0867761688396522,0.12715887173682772,0.2042534856442334,0.0,0.0,0.14118583629201914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565244292113868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217207908919179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367268833049108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209125382349012,0.0,0.0,0.2427943980006337,0.0,0.0,0.06275054244090883,0.0886596838063776,0.0,0.0,0.22685700484138585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648390433088979,0.0,0.07053097337293482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097444620085346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318407134452066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25846974115976595,0.13640825851375726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06063078250221465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467881319002425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493886506587674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14560891245341587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15900797262505612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424941975205613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483865844196834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274169902267801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331051196008434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952061810334356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425824285336679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10239852165915514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198425549843732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034894693478096,0.0,0.12647223815375486,0.17631936727411585,0.1356878766800397,0.0,0.0
anxiety,theAnxiousWon,2019/03/10,"are the drugs worth it? I have anxiety about pretty much every aspect of my life and I constantly feel stressed out and  depressed. 

At this point it is getting in the way of me maintaining a job (lost my job a while back) and especially

 now that I am job hunting again.

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I have never gone to a doctor about this but I might soon. My main hold back is the cost. I am completely broke, unemployed,

and in debt. There is no way I can affort therapy, but I may be able to manage the approx. 100 $/month for

antidepressants if they would help me.

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Did antidepressants make a significant change for you? Do you think its worth it if you have serious financial struggles?

​

My hope is that if they help me with my anxiety and depression, I can start getting my life back on track instead 

of spending my days feeling unmotivated and in a state of constant panic.",3.879181636726546,6.1877379161676656,4.579544910179642,82.05921756487028,74.02994011976048,8.046147704590819,27.899800399201588,8.841846274778883,2.3340382435129747,700,28,131,15,15,224,101,167,0.185,0.7040000000000001,0.111,-0.9297,6,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,3,2,1,10,9,0,3,9,0,18,4,0,1,1,23,28,12,0,5,5,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,8,8,0,1,3,0,5,1,2,8,0,0,3,2,24,1,17,21,2,24,0,4,0,0,7,7,0,6,13,100,32,6,0.10516071911241713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34182478566785873,0.3833453524076563,0.0,0.0,0.1608953245669065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24258630544094276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112460970071913,0.0,0.11025901322296168,0.2272827566612528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06781996409827784,0.0,0.18114954655602733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763645205276816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195304785172525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860244139683603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634483861861188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098842707752387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097402665646225,0.0,0.0,0.10444832216376627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130673614617624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14855625176207998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479534738906598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019559659390502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155890456763433,0.0,0.0,0.08393828270374891,0.0,0.07730522849504849,0.0,0.08110642953218912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338344573572285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941087050954664,0.0,0.0,0.10698625729828523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443329824701968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046124844229192,0.10993681645633603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026044715259625,0.0,0.0,0.06738274260350648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16694336800574405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470315764903067,0.0,0.3833453524076563,0.0
anxiety,JJclrk,2019/03/10,"I always feel stupid when I talk to strangers. Is it just me? For example, when a stranger asks me something like “Sorry, what hour is it?” I always get panicked and I don’t even know why, I feel so stupid because I start to stutter and to say no-sense things. Am I just the only one? Lol",0.8399999999999999,2.7999216666666698,2.0766666666666684,97.985,82.33333333333334,4.666666666666667,21.666666666666664,5.46131890053228,-0.14683333333333334,220,7,51,1,6,70,43,60,0.22,0.6940000000000001,0.086,-0.8095,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,2,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,7,10,5,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,3,9,1,4,10,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,32,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4584655991022342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575493889129795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16793838182832602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18196096823106095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27859575049971985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14393406996709804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713057671573004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140411411896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13459228954471752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866816379965152,0.20952534730597186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219083620806459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21208848358362312,0.0,0.308392604225142,0.19499583483940414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214313733144172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18302575034183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485901833766497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DietSodalite,2019/03/10,"Could I have serotonin syndrome after 5 days of 5mg lexapro? Just had a panic attack, and thought it might be the lexapro.",3.6062499999999993,5.4979871250000025,3.3483333333333327,92.43000000000002,73.58333333333334,4.800000000000002,32.83333333333333,3.1291,1.2447333333333337,97,5,19,0,2,29,22,24,0.262,0.738,0.0,-0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4859835193202099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410716981356188,0.0,0.0,0.2754983677471525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4531747623974937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5012084326372295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391364133029512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jjjjbbbq,2019/03/10,"Got drunk a few nights ago and all my anxieties disappeared. I spoke freely, I joked, I laughed. The world didn’t end. Now I have more confidence to do it sober Im not advising that alcohol is a cure to anxiety or anything, but it definitely helped me. While I was drunk, my anxiety couldn’t hold me back. I didn’t hear that voice in my head saying “don’t say that, no one will laugh” “you’re being annoying” “be quiet you have nothing important to say”. 

I spoke freely and people *did* like what I had to say, and I had a great time. And the things I said and did weren’t things I wouldn’t ordinarily say or do sober (I wasn’t blackout drunk or anything, just tipsy) - the alcohol just gave me the confidence to actually do it, which means that my anxiety really *is* lying to me and I’m apparently *not* a boring shit who no one cares about

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anxiety,cyplops,2019/03/10,"hi, new here. i’ve been through a lot and i need support. i’ve had a rough life. lots of chaos and horrible relationships that left me with broken hearts and lies being told to me.  i don’t have many people in my life. i don’t know why i push them away. but i don’t have much. 

so i broke up with my now ex-boyfriend. since i did that, my anxiety went through the roof. i missed him everyday, forgetting why i broke up with him (he wasn’t enough for me, he didn’t give me the love i deserve. chose others over me) and recently he lied to me. we were talking as friends and he made plans with me last saturday but he texted me that morning saying how he was in the hospital with a fucking heart attack. (he’s 20 about to be 21) and i dropped to the floor and sobbed bc i was so scared to lose him and all i wanted was to be by his side. i kept checking up on him every day but he just... left me on read. i didn’t think much of it, i thought he was resting bc he suffered a heart attack. a few days after that, my friends were showing me screenshots of him out with friends, all fine. my mom even asked his dad (they work together) about it and he’s like “??? he’s ok???.” another thing my mom did (that i didn’t know until the day i confronted my ex) was actually go to the hospital when i went to work that saturday and see if he was there, and he wasn’t. 

i didn’t know what to do. he lied to me. but i need to really confirm it. so i texted his mom, not him. if i had texted him, i would of been in my angry feelings and ruin things more. so i had to calm down and speak with his mom. i asked “hey how are you? i hope you’re well. i just have a question about ****.”
her: ok what happened 
me: was **** in the hospital saturday?? 
her: no what??? why??? 
i asked her to call me, she said she would. however, i never received that call. 

after that i go on twitter and i kinda publicly rant about bc i was so fucking hurt. it wasn’t a good idea. so instead of talking to him, i went to twitter. i should of gone about it the other way. sometimes the anger gets the best of me. something i’m working on. i blocked him on EVERYTHING. my heart was broken. i never thought the person i loved the most would ever lie to me. he knew my traumas, he knew what i hated most. and he still did it without a second thought. the way he lied through the messages looked so easy for him. (if you wanna see it lemme kno) 

i had anxiety all day (it was wednesday at this time). i was shaking during my midterm, i felt my heart beat out of my chest, i felt every time i was going to speak i wanted to throw up. i was out of breath.  all i wanted to do was die. i had to go to campus the next day for another midterm and i knew he was there. i had a giant anxiety attack before and after my midterm bc i knew he was around. i was shaking during my midterm. i felt like the world should just end my life. 

that day the anxiety was eating me alive and i texted my ex. i said “why did you lie to me. i think you owe me that.” and he took a while with an explanation bc he was “working” but who knows lmao. he told me how he didn’t want to see me, he was scared i’d break his heart. i told him how hurt i was, i explained how much anxiety he gave me. he feels so bad, he regrets it, and he said that he wouldn’t be surprise if i ever forgive him. i said, “i’m done trying. i’ve been trying for us since our relationship. but i’m done. i’m done with you. all i did these months was love you so much. but you broke my heart. if you want to be friends, you try bc i’m done.”

i was proud of myself. and for a moment i felt at peace. my anxiety was gone for that night. it was amazing to feel. i felt so clear. 
then the next day rolls around... and the next, and the anxiety is growing more and more. 

my ex was fine the entire time during my meltdowns. he’s on vacation with friends, he’s going to vacations in the summer (but it’s funny bc during our relationship, i’d look up vacations for us and our friends ((his friends))  and he would shut me down always lmao) he doesn’t give a fuck. and i feel so shitty. 

my heart beats so hard, i sometimes get sick, i can’t breath, i can’t calm down. i’ll tell myself in my head “hey it’s okay sweetie. feel sad. but remember this is temporary.” i’m super kind to my brain even tho the other part of my brain wants to continue being locked on the negativity. that part always wins. my anxiety will last about 4 hours and then once i’m completely out of my element and i’m talking with people inside to my head, the kind voice will be so proud. 

anyway. i have a lot of anxiety. i have anxiety now. i wanna die. i wanna give up. i feel like this is what i’m gonna feel forever. and i hate it. i don’t know how to really cope. i’m starting to go to therapy. my next appointment is tomorrow. if anyone can give me words of encouragement, some support, some coping skills for dealing with my anxiety, please let me know. 

thank you if you read it all

tldr: i always has anxiety. it worsen when i broke up with my ex. my ex and i were being friends, he lied about having a heart attack into not hanging out with me. and my anxiety is worse. please help. ",-0.7808785237178739,1.3545993351698795,1.513646615595558,97.49561728744484,93.29752066115702,4.820108934928364,17.927223668817692,6.472231888202709,-0.16225139816596856,3912,114,926,50,146,1310,343,1089,0.181,0.672,0.147,-0.9919,2,0,1,0,0,2,179.0,6,11,2,14,48,68,11,4,40,3,96,27,16,7,11,159,195,75,2,27,22,10,14,3,8,10,4,8,0,1,43,55,1,2,32,3,2,19,23,30,1,1,83,27,181,38,123,93,26,113,0,13,5,6,140,42,4,17,51,605,224,11,0.0,0.0,0.03624916429444782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272541133232998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790169695292924,0.36941592003807616,0.0,0.0,0.025973365996738797,0.0,0.0,0.06613567947624555,0.10417956362314064,0.1690358746463856,0.03489991544823952,0.0,0.03101538122929268,0.0,0.0,0.031608533322968826,0.0,0.03898246395423981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293450285643249,0.07586049415591499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03894690292193246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16769280229220745,0.03829592309982949,0.0,0.0,0.07710342353267394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15205313113202376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03800965947367137,0.0,0.0,0.03290035468864089,0.03838177599008274,0.0,0.04906920143683232,0.06720141673893991,0.06259426023976329,0.0,0.03338445417382538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147503271621774,0.0265371293461152,0.17833005755506914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295914285587456,0.10302271110823538,0.03881453226754722,0.14253541678745654,0.12666566017035635,0.031156325342412163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032848109290581684,0.0,0.03327554426363552,0.07334802324360815,0.07624508133782781,0.0,0.0,0.3961639911263656,0.02489819911411897,0.0,0.0,0.036894386633452785,0.03658135442187484,0.0,0.07953118105666147,0.04193334342469228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736374255736098,0.12248691100556933,0.06055794017506148,0.0,0.0,0.08071853476199263,0.0379843296644681,0.07871201292347928,0.054443017904211466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06238661498098672,0.041556902995577696,0.0,0.09474067224236082,0.10057721982704254,0.035148469212265304,0.0,0.03766024141228873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740199130384025,0.02964960462040328,0.0,0.10922641665461433,0.05508661717801271,0.05729861251246696,0.035875864666098815,0.1580208859084299,0.034859030307562835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03955930679042488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045105548719418,0.0,0.05150475645809914,0.032434478274800206,0.0,0.0815503665296403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041612051876436525,0.0,0.07431215914350163,0.0,0.04759339257096613,0.0,0.03667722065746777,0.11964279551675215,0.04207920777873163,0.0,0.14133751337898331,0.02954001186455448,0.07437930706680215,0.0,0.08880172340702981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06145515532635554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028596826628724814,0.07347674170009716,0.0,0.026292149333168608,0.0,0.02966486540858713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430574322569738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956970910213705,0.032467265163159745,0.034199071238571764,0.0424797195593344,0.0,0.04935633998301391,0.04760334884342685,0.0,0.08846938934362933,0.0649804417683043,0.0,0.0,0.1064838629132706,0.04127060314235146,0.07565914268178361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936419441465655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314581360349022,0.05896957497735085,0.0,0.0,0.033398739627503005,0.10330421845290308,0.13407404787864471,0.0,0.0,0.035807444786282484,0.0,0.10817100121086208,0.0,0.0378549753223624,0.10554988817232452,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,starrymatt,2019/03/10,"I hate having anxiety attacks over nothing It’s ridiculous and makes me feel so stupid when I start crying and panicking over stupid stuff
Like I was getting new glasses and the woman couldn’t fit them properly and it just made me so anxious. I wasn’t even doing anything wrong, she was the one who couldn’t do something properly and couldn’t fit my glasses, why did I start crying? 
I got so embarrassed over having an anxiety attack because of smth stupid like that that I had to go to a different branch and ended up getting different glasses, not the ones I really wanted :/ 
It’s just tiring and upsetting ",8.172959770114943,7.5568094568965565,8.02241379310345,71.98063218390806,62.18965517241379,11.1816091954023,37.4367816091954,10.504223727775694,4.005722988505747,491,21,84,10,6,158,70,116,0.34700000000000003,0.568,0.085,-0.9895,2,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,7,12,7,2,5,0,12,1,0,2,0,17,23,11,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,10,0,2,7,1,13,2,7,13,0,12,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,7,61,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24977026890922985,0.18442504521178305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343401208603339,0.0,0.0,0.3714388961620671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995151519040156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586429983497536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34112118144840914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14459027060916932,0.0,0.0,0.10782450799500054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254366312500871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17058186081108254,0.0,0.0927782403069562,0.0,0.13056523904611522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16117471422128082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951055373206732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544702700926851,0.10897005916547108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15766702303060948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566419391212374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22124366521412064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458157026222473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567715272195534,0.0,0.0,0.23109714305250756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868811921048496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18763085526586176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628856407448813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14730694431641694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17848729185683052,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ryanisnottrue,2019/03/10,"Constant anxiety over acceptance? I have a constant anxiety over getting my acceptance to my school rescinded. There are only two ways this would happen, failing a class and getting arrested. I think about every scenario of getting arrested and losing my acceptance and having no life and it’s debilitating! Every legal issue that you could think of, I obsess over, what kind of anxiety is this? How do I fix it? ",5.2051076320939345,8.103299726027396,6.4196086105675185,67.61164383561646,72.2876712328767,9.650880626223092,33.71624266144814,9.957137785484203,4.434410567514678,332,17,47,10,7,111,48,73,0.259,0.618,0.122,-0.8668,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,2,3,7,0,1,2,0,7,1,0,1,0,12,13,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,8,4,8,11,0,6,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,39,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45084879185122706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4245831113082104,0.0,0.15684852389237006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33103347381376885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079094489278855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737191826378986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20504169419198545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20457138041011985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13875772298784048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21977615690118624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14940830024967472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988168538469122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517531459345806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19190210654661105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559320549464151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395517177154179,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SoulSyndrome,2019/03/10,"Does anyone else immediately delete posts almost immediately after posting it? It can't just be me, surely. I do this t hing where I can write a wall of text, or maybe post a picture of myself in incredibly rare cases (I sometimes just am very proud of my hair or makeup, you know?) , but then I always, always end up deleting it before it's been up for long - or sometimes even long before I've been able to post it.  I want this to change so desperately, as I just want to open up and learn how to communicate with people (I don't really have friends) and ease my problems by being open about myself. But I could post about anything either harmless or opinionated, and I still, no matter what, immediately get worried people will take it the wrong way, getting upset or angry, that they will find a flaw somewhere, that someone I know will read/see my post and get upset for some reason. I'm hoping I won't delete this post, honestly, I just want to get around this somehow. Anyone else?",8.292367655613727,6.663065136125656,8.440593368237348,72.34680046538686,62.56020942408377,10.373705642815592,32.740546829552066,8.841846274778883,2.5794812100058166,775,22,146,9,9,255,116,191,0.145,0.742,0.113,-0.9108,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,1,1,13,10,0,2,4,0,15,1,1,2,1,39,27,15,0,6,12,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,13,8,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,1,20,6,21,18,2,23,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,10,6,98,33,1,0.10121938133664664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135658929931037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16844526757533804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154988979684638,0.20742243546496067,0.08329492638983528,0.09010670914464396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17226047671556935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707668424316527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081543970129201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857776271307342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16911160983887746,0.0,0.08965032836019429,0.0,0.0,0.06685444675013412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925126807979897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820184293516166,0.0,0.21153179628998786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053368444319474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125504973422533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17915193458951145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168847336220027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403455486203201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6785813138945223,0.0,0.0,0.09685327796312916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124677273874624,0.0,0.06484372755464365,0.10407038207822872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857628533372331,0.0,0.20021711262964528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083392868585114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953980690276156,0.0,0.07610437785772495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351659015389815,0.17910544084828708,0.08034323353063813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279319505305727,0.0,0.0,0.11066750380693972,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bruur_frumme,2019/03/10,Natural Supplements? Are there people here using herbal or natural supplements/medicine for anxiety related problems? What do you use and what is your experience?,8.17066666666667,12.3999178,7.956000000000002,52.86466666666666,71.0,14.533333333333335,44.33333333333334,11.855464076750405,8.643533333333334,135,9,15,7,3,43,22,25,0.147,0.6679999999999999,0.185,0.2824,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,5,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31435712118031073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4019642943023007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848842174326153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3932005050328285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7098159282299996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,glibbels,2019/03/10,The only way to relax is to sleep Does anyone else have all this tension in the body and thoughts you can't keep up with and find that the only way to calm down is to sleep?,1.7601754385964874,2.9070353684210564,2.7026315789473685,98.24675438596493,76.89473684210526,5.066666666666666,17.929824561403507,3.1291,-0.9142385964912281,136,2,33,0,3,43,28,38,0.063,0.813,0.124,0.3767,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,4,3,3,0,1,7,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,8,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,21,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785757474708843,0.2616788787935309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28368249781606153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22349491346814346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133469137724112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23342329899015435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270037919208142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884736460294424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.51115208896174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20275240583392165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4054359350629793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zephyr_33,2019/03/10,"Is it easier to live with anxiety as a man or a woman? This is going to sound wrong and most likely it probably is. There's a part of me that thinks that the consequences of anxiety disorder is easier on a man than a woman, specifically a really attractive one. I feel like most people (guys) would absolutely not ignore a girl, even if she has a gloomy aura. An advantage that doesn't extend to guys.

Don't get me wrong I don't think that a woman's life is easier than a man's. This thought entered my head after arguing with someone about that statement, thinking about various scenarios where men have a real disadvantage (which are very few).",5.750019999999999,6.4835573920000025,7.21255,71.18202500000002,67.08,11.69,30.025,11.45678717892309,3.8038999999999987,514,18,93,17,8,177,82,125,0.16399999999999998,0.6940000000000001,0.142,-0.1869,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,5,8,1,0,13,0,12,2,1,0,0,17,19,4,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,10,10,3,0,1,6,0,0,2,4,4,0,1,1,2,6,4,14,17,5,5,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,4,3,68,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858324704775869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21411107622666825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339237024820462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944614395313207,0.13346372851882007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760536133308743,0.0,0.1061737001337734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.369960911003068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19173047513628064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195597995263147,0.18254092386413664,0.0,0.16496484391019114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659357673320615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20230707113328486,0.0,0.1295169636416982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20142277771780767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126412366956265,0.11968121235974848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15829136679691555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591187470069673,0.0,0.14831363769083844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15414546847800645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271105397733196,0.4085151031232819,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TimorousCharles,2019/03/10,"I am honestly scared of the cool kids in my school... In my school there’s like this group of cool kids that do bad things. They are very intimidating, mean, bully other kids, drink, smoke, and listen to rap music. I am super scared of them to the point where if i see one of the group’s members enter the cafeteria while i’m eating (i usually sit alone cause i have no friends in school) i’d literally pack up my lunch, find a different spot in the cafeteria where i can sit alone, and if i can’t find any, i usually just skip lunch altogether. 

In my 3 years of studying in this school, i’ve never bullied by one of the group’s members. However, i was almost bullied at one point. This happened just a month ago. I was eating lunch, and this table next to me there’s this backpack that apparently belonged to one of the group’s members. While i was eating, the janitor put the bag in the seat next to that table. 5 minutes ago, the boy went inside the cafeteria, and when he found out his bag has been moved by someone, he started getting really mad. Like i could see the anger on his face. I was scared but i continued eating my lunch. He started yelling loudly, asking everyone in the cafeteria, “Who the fuck moved my bag!? Is nobody going to answer me??” and he kicked one of the chairs. Some of the girls in the cafeteria got so scared, some started leaving. So at that point, i started packing up my lunch, when suddenly he grabbed my shoulder and asked me “did you touched my fucking bag?” and boy did i almost pass out from panic. I told him i did not, in a loud, but tearful voice. I was on the verge of crying. He said, “don’t you fucking lie to me, you piece of shit”, then exited the cafeteria. A loud door slam was heard throughout the cafeteria. I was frozen in fear, i stood in there for like a minute, until someone approached me and asked if i’m okay. I said that it’s nothing, then I ran to the restroom, locked myself in a stall, and just bursted out in tears. 

Some info about me. I am 15 years old, 9th grade, i am from the Philippines so my apologies if my English isn’t that perfect. I was diagnosed with social anxiety 2 years ago. My parents transferred me to this big private school (with like 2,500+ students) back in 7th grade, and i came from a very small school (only 350+ students) and to this day i still haven’t adjusted to the new school environment despite the fact that i’ve been studying in here for about 3 years now. 

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anxiety,notyetrobbers,2019/03/10,I beat my anxiety and went back to a guys flat So I've only slept with one other person before but I really liked this guy and didn't want the night to end so I went back to his. I thought we wouldn't do anything but I ended up instigating sex and I'm just so shook. I'm lay here the next morning anxious as fuck because I'm gonna see him again today but I'm so proud of myself 😊,-0.4094252873563242,1.3462066781609217,2.421379310344829,94.91988505747128,85.66666666666666,5.2459770114942526,17.712643678160926,6.42735559955562,-0.2917218390804597,299,7,73,3,9,105,62,87,0.141,0.748,0.111,0.1012,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,2,9,4,1,1,3,0,3,3,1,0,0,12,15,11,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,5,1,10,2,7,8,0,12,0,0,1,2,6,1,1,0,9,41,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15511270393631407,0.2290638318267793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685620338063858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31182358572694624,0.0,0.12360209533244795,0.0,0.17253589373965975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591746597385809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18745059923027815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4015333678538649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990594813538489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21564014455498126,0.19027880501632646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13739707007567994,0.1542099648116822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17704433293194696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989480466287665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16157540493999406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097072060720066,0.0,0.0,0.1921950752160283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959453458543293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759256079306244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zestytamale,2019/03/10,"Strange symptoms I was wondering if anyone has had these sort of symptoms but I'm pretty stimulated at the moment from caffeine and modafinil. Regardless, I know for a fact that it's anxiety because I've had panic attacks (2) in the past. 

Currently I'm getting moments of feeling dizziness that lasts for 1-4 seconds and I'm also having a really bizzare sensation of looking at my right hand and being able to move it like normal but it feels like it isn't mine. It really raised my heart rate when it first happened and it's been coming and going for the past hour and a half now. 

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anxiety,not_the_flower,2019/03/10,"I sometimes spiral out into a series of terrifying thoughts for no reason My brain just makes these tremendous leaps in logic ever so often. ""My bf didn't reply and so he must want to break up with me"". Or ""They didn't tell me what my role is explicitly, so they must not want me on the team"". I do know most of the time that these things are illogical but there is nothing much I can do about it and it ends up affecting me in a very real sense. I start panicking or feeling slightly colder. Does this happen to you guys too? And if so, do you have a way to deal that helped?",3.6996848739495785,4.296634294117651,4.886880252100841,86.52006827731094,71.60504201680672,7.6306722689075634,24.118697478991603,7.6454224807358475,0.9310915966386552,447,11,98,5,8,148,85,119,0.07,0.893,0.037000000000000005,-0.7047,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,2,1,10,0,0,0,5,0,12,1,1,3,4,28,20,11,0,5,6,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,9,6,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,1,15,0,15,15,2,13,0,0,0,0,12,7,0,5,4,76,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626593156067456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425716826045845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059021874332736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20839540476168295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21283154200621848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896872462425097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23297219458669854,0.20806447517206247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15770864269786214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930817736658431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15705662276596352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17296381395293473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257652618554201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26780935011914764,0.0,0.241915336994182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23270593086414415,0.0,0.16653811650948586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056521557051052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15631494775140856,0.0,0.0,0.1867924563505283,0.13719837361484027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941373102339351,0.2775580154831204,0.1867607289089852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cal8000,2019/03/10,"Pregabalin for anxiety in the past month *pregabalin*, used to treat anxiety disorders, and its brother *gabapentin* were made controlled substances. i currently take one 300mg tablet in the morning and one at night (600mg max a day). this seems a lot but its a medication where upping the dose is part of the program. its new status made me question it as a medication. i do remember the first time i took it, i was drunk as well. but all in all i quite enjoy it to remove anxiety. anybody else on this?",3.2830208333333317,5.618525427083334,4.42625,82.32708333333336,75.97916666666666,8.433333333333334,29.416666666666664,9.150863307647796,2.8012791666666668,395,18,75,10,9,129,66,96,0.083,0.82,0.097,0.5251,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,9,0,4,4,0,4,2,14,10,6,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,8,2,1,1,3,1,0,2,0,0,1,3,5,0,6,3,12,5,4,17,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,3,8,52,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40193315158182863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19642867952741616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294752031509735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20071976546860992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14630273401118388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14896965431437098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14889342693988916,0.0,0.33143374912841705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3528599681366708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397910042706261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16914637530444102,0.0,0.1643522373057574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23735187809547556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18965402718132046,0.16718607655519865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19619116666282652,0.18627752123260147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983936983177628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594362330436273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316796470853024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212256710824498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19458131513003954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126032032467815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15746730567492798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sertiya,2019/03/10,"Anxious about back-to-school-day tomorrow. I'm the teacher... I've never had this as a student. I loved school. And I still do, but now there is so much stuff to be done... I still have to grade some papers I absolutely need to hand back tomorrow and I'm just not ready yet. I always think I'd get so much stuff done over vacation as it's the only time when there's not constantly something added to the to-do-list. But I never am able to get as much done as I wanted to because I more or less collapse on my arm chair the minute I get home on the last day of school and it's a struggle to focus when I don't have a structured schedule.

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If my studenst knew how anxious I am all the time... Sometimes it shows and they are very sweet about it. But I wonder if any of them sits at home today and feels the same.

Anyone else more stressed during vacation time than when they're at school? Teachers and students asked...",2.3923625654450262,4.008701989528795,3.2750490837696336,92.8440919502618,76.22513089005236,6.031544502617803,23.455824607329845,6.6274283507984215,0.5005835078534031,724,22,159,6,16,230,107,191,0.096,0.841,0.064,-0.5894,0,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,2,0,16,4,0,2,10,0,13,3,2,1,3,27,26,22,0,4,9,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,7,6,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,5,3,16,2,21,20,9,26,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,5,20,106,23,7,0.11124257276916473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256273200064866,0.12053128111873401,0.13517190202088955,0.07564876415339539,0.0,0.0,0.2513448865794093,0.0,0.07778339339884865,0.11398116184105846,0.0,0.0,0.1039967888956787,0.0,0.0,0.17107734373052902,0.0,0.06781243984385214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021370151547565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143484513135361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415193236175265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292889521347457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05624758725741323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17435895871205204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22317074130489709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090677544155274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040076512418676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24532827215942601,0.08248495815881425,0.1715942600133157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460498937326262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4503336903996441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856399673380825,0.11002174893392433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17767692462268855,0.0,0.12742799125765775,0.11629489041037015,0.2546922625366785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07127974885226299,0.0,0.0,0.19459931631231847,0.0,0.10544495173254627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178677279925088,0.0656137516149302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063782487770805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13517190202088955,0.0
anxiety,JustAnotherMess16,2019/03/10,"Distraction Honestly, I haven't had anxiety for a reeeally long time if my memory stands true, but it's been pretty bad lately but what I did and advise any and all of you to do as a way to sorta distract yourself from it is try out photography. You don't have to be good at it or have a $500 camera or anything, just take some time, go outside, and take pictures of something you like. My personal favorite thing to take pics of is sunsets, sunrises, and nature in general. It's just a different feeling when you're taking pics and editing them to be exactly what you imagined. Especially posting them on different forums and social media apps for anyone to see. It may kinda be nerve-wracking to go outside with your phone or camera, but it does help (for me at least) and it's pretty fun. Your picture can be literally anything that you want it to be, whether you wanna do what I did and shoot the sun setting over a pond, something more abstract, maybe an old building or something, literally anything. Sorry for any repetition or going on and on about the same thing, but it's at the very least a try. Who knows? Maybe you might find a new hobby in it.",6.265262622839714,6.179588837004406,6.970660792951545,76.18730938664862,65.91629955947135,9.627787190782783,34.201626567265336,9.265573868473778,3.0310890545577776,914,38,171,15,13,303,130,227,0.056,0.794,0.15,0.9705,2,0,3,1,0,0,27.0,0,9,2,0,4,8,0,2,11,0,20,0,0,0,3,40,31,22,0,3,13,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,17,11,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,4,2,17,5,30,20,6,25,0,0,1,0,17,10,0,11,9,124,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762528920869807,0.0,0.0991368977375026,0.0,0.0,0.090613165967174,0.0,0.3199274969419512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820322199355846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27079040134786303,0.0,0.0,0.11340611462488752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655251942181855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844399047215926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22094896150154894,0.10869493309160386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686223606500147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121992324206074,0.0,0.14618449525723465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06331170448126948,0.0,0.0,0.11468411600742462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603835164249741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747576250085955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515996885475905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598414347618706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315401951915625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241125278088898,0.2636816371798981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326739196686584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13210188786697044,0.0,0.2992968640762809,0.0,0.14506671584945632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3897457571488235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17218924289499676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511313180153071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17596780880895085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069262951103509,0.07643623535844099,0.10286344644562667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,imatuesdayperson,2019/03/10,"Body tremors related to anxiety? Since this morning, I felt a vibrating sensation in my back and I feel it no matter what position I'm in. I read online that it could be a body tremor caused by anxiety, but I don't remember this ever happening to me before. Is this normal? How do I stop the tremors?",2.096,4.3678819333333365,4.436666666666671,81.06500000000003,79.66666666666666,9.333333333333334,28.33333333333333,9.725611199111238,3.2478333333333325,236,11,46,8,6,82,45,60,0.14,0.841,0.019,-0.6798,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,5,2,2,2,1,12,9,3,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,7,0,5,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,33,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36377889147431897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18282647950916656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023203598781768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5282062563547285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24424997786589525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189835871301762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150719028944276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022104312486355,0.0,0.22829152528516494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102546557628117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232959053167825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23782917460318045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269341205243304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19668152607641592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987820460090132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Boi-Syrup,2019/03/10,"I can't quit my job I'm fairly happy with myself with my current career as an assistant manager, however I've come to realise that the job I'm in is one of the main causes of my anxiety issues due to the amount of stress it forces me to build up and use that stress to make my work better (hope that made sense, basically what I meant was in my line of work the stressed out managers always work out to be the best at their job.) 

I've had a recent desire to find something new because I feel like if I don't get out soon it'll never go away. Though I now feel like I'm too comfortable and frightened to try something new in case I can't cope with a brand new position that requires either more work or to learn a lot of new processes. 

This is my last day of a week's holiday and I haven't had this much fun in a long time. It also allowed me to properly realise this. ",7.515645161290323,4.549302688172047,8.068897849462367,78.62334677419356,65.12903225806451,11.450537634408605,34.54032258064516,9.516144504307137,2.827238709677419,684,21,153,10,8,230,110,186,0.067,0.787,0.147,0.9451,6,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,8,5,11,0,3,11,0,11,0,0,5,1,28,24,8,0,3,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,10,0,1,5,1,0,2,5,3,0,1,5,2,17,8,29,17,7,27,0,0,0,0,1,10,0,4,17,96,28,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376334634695832,0.09755989825329378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896945551076761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015854719616634,0.0,0.0,0.07147341687610796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123044756417672,0.10369650832922543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204462029721029,0.0,0.1009989458468712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756153918529064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856842967400838,0.1675242806739959,0.0,0.0,0.1071627342899925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612573473284361,0.0,0.06663485629692563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248128933379195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645392199481194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237666289550415,0.3490522522097261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557293513749238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456310003955113,0.0,0.0,0.10376097091962724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968023017214396,0.0,0.11094308553081723,0.07826408659115544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619092066254858,0.0,0.0904290430171778,0.4529561840211367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945041741130493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470789727916225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576845648271275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18052679127621646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4029222644907967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519576508998153,0.0,0.06836837061470656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796038341152406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126480299203036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404943691483078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34143235561174984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ohyui,2019/03/10,"People rely on me and I'm getting anxious about it This isn't something new and I'm afraid this is becoming a regular occurrence. My classmates rely too much on me on group works just because I have above average grades. Because of anxiety and fear of letting them down, I can't help but isolate myself further from them like I'll turn off my messenger  just so I cannot read their messages. Another example is that I procrastinate. I know that this is highly irresponsible but I just don't know what to do anymore. Instead of helping them and leading them, I feel like I'm just becoming a burden for them.",4.604199623352166,6.259210983050848,5.823333333333334,76.66451035781546,70.52542372881356,8.973258003766476,34.29755178907721,9.444778638647367,3.4579404896421835,488,25,87,11,9,163,74,118,0.126,0.778,0.096,-0.3675,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,6,2,8,5,0,2,2,0,10,0,0,1,0,14,18,7,0,0,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,1,18,2,12,17,1,9,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,3,63,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140544182009316,0.15616349822104258,0.23061560005216214,0.20244808101477005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24887884879488545,0.4509043966849805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297097781422655,0.10321730641420064,0.1458348150320226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066526461842202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27365614532602484,0.21568091527603364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243756383413036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20874291331530176,0.0,0.19946109825447456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500634644923282,0.0,0.0,0.197155842271248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415222146557429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20419126428438036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715388305605907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22204137299487603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14861345539362286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,katrinivini,2019/03/10,"Stress and palpitations Ive been having these heart palpitations out of nowhere. The doctors caught one of the episodes and said I have something called supraventricular tachycardia (SVT). I don’t know where it’s coming from, I haven’t been overwhelmingly stressed recently but I have been through some very stressful times in the past 6-7 months. I moved across the country with no job initially, no friends or family where I moved. My dad unexpectedly died of a heart attack. One of my friends killed himself. I developed asthma and couldn’t afford health care for a while. I do have a history of panic attacks, but the palpitations didn’t feel like them at all. I’m just not used to so much change. Now things are turning and I have a job again that is stable and well-paying. I did a bunch of tests and some of my bloodwork is out of range.

I feel messed with. I feel under the weight of being 28 and having no idea what I’m doing, when everyone looks like they have it together. I just want the pain in my chest to go away and for my breathing to return to normal. And I wish I didn’t have to work on getting over panic attacks. I can’t drive, now I’m afraid to fly because I’ve had palpitations while flying and it’s terrifying.

I’m afraid of moving forward in my life and how I’ll end up.",2.8008203631647253,5.001343120622568,3.6461721789883264,87.994057230869,76.9377431906615,6.77360570687419,23.937905317769125,7.793537801064563,1.1512699092088194,1030,34,211,16,24,328,145,257,0.221,0.684,0.095,-0.9897,3,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,2,1,10,19,4,8,12,0,26,10,4,2,1,36,45,19,2,4,6,1,4,2,2,0,5,2,0,0,7,16,1,0,5,0,0,8,10,14,0,2,9,7,26,5,34,34,5,34,0,1,1,0,8,15,0,3,15,141,33,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662161307372405,0.10081419718544472,0.0,0.0,0.06541058615845835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956781296164247,0.0,0.10940201346517392,0.0,0.11351177919895487,0.09243157159649684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136301684203584,0.0,0.0,0.10982861878186076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503813411728554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253210277569924,0.0,0.0,0.10115521346104284,0.0,0.16276604975333234,0.07665690177968215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658032351477867,0.0,0.0560611087365643,0.0,0.06098246312362239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405750162892342,0.0,0.2543078731549755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113142104689968,0.0,0.0,0.2129622771176098,0.0,0.11871427832319745,0.0,0.058970628057182416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579090369144145,0.1048451277865534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010704501209442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564780310442244,0.3421366137300502,0.07887965747946601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051336323293012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14542185334208788,0.0,0.11417738716866672,0.2517926439838018,0.0,0.0,0.1024323434924302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594823821450096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206921535828548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260667917382207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687438302036242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712869892017233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06256892970932773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671426824216488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267487704430297,0.0,0.0885357704901477,0.06328977342609468,0.0,0.0,0.13066549379881814,0.0964778017169168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339253815534372,0.0,0.0,0.07811747181732016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MasterChanTV,2019/03/10,"Weighted blanket suggestions and are they worth the price? Weighted blankets are pretty pricey so I have been holding off on getting one. However, I found that it would be a good investment for me. Any suggestions? Preferably one that’s machine washable.",5.54372093023256,9.064143837209304,4.503534883720931,78.0920465116279,75.74418604651162,7.1609302325581385,38.83255813953488,8.238735603445708,4.078733953488372,207,13,29,4,5,61,37,43,0.0,0.812,0.188,0.8105,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,0,0,5,8,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,4,1,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967279672826042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171929190367529,0.0,0.0,0.1511427358124878,0.0,0.0,0.24264377154704764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3920624699794785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943131989377565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7045576034482604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055042007604667,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,justafewspiders,2019/03/10,Posting to reddit gives me anxiety I don't know why but it's hard to post anything to any community I don't know what's wrong with me even typing this my hands are shaking any advice on how to not be so anxious?  Sorry if this isn't the right place or format I read the rules I don't think it's against anything but if it is I'm sorry,0.6319428571428567,2.2915880800000004,2.905904761904761,93.31200000000001,81.53333333333333,5.352380952380952,21.38095238095238,6.18269132825596,0.1126952380952373,266,8,62,2,7,91,49,75,0.165,0.7879999999999999,0.047,-0.6609,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,7,1,1,1,0,11,12,7,0,2,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,2,7,0,7,11,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,0,38,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19676064766592727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27385503962852703,0.0,0.15403514085405715,0.22747253258182396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313941171531952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13299231609159365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931569563858403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803734958485566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22131761551089915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21037191280681844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3856826497318036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20140833494068325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17195508407505425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.450798290426097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901941403210482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18169052718445108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22014882124995885,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spikeyxx,2019/03/10,"Relationship with anxious person - stay or leave? Hello, After advice and insight please.

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My partner and I of 5 years have recently separated.  We had lived together for 3 years, but the last year has been very difficult for me supporting my partners anxiety and/or depression.

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My partner has always been nervous, shy and somewhat quiet so I accept a big part of who she is.  However a year ago she decided to cease taking her medications (with no doctors advice) without telling me, and whilst I didn't know the reason for what I was seeing, I saw a profound change.

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When she finally opened up about this, I felt very hurt to be not included, and it essentially destroyed my trust in her.  I asked her why, and she said 1) ""she didn't think it mattered"" and 2 ""She didn't want other people controlling her.. Me, Parents etc""

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I insisted she seek counseling at this point if she wasn't willing to go back on meds, hoping it would help her with the things I was seeing.  She say's this has helped, but from my point of view she has actually got worse without the stability medication was bringing.  She even started to tell me it was all in my head, and that I was the one bringing her down when I pressed the issue asking what was wrong etc.. 

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The changes I noticed in this time were more negativity and moodinesss day to day.  Long periods of emotional unavailability where she just wasn't present in life, and extreme worry about making mistakes, past mistakes and being out in public etc.   Overall I could see an worsening trend, and I said to myself in august that if she didn't reverse this by christmas I was going to walk away. 

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In the end, I gave it until February having said in Jan, there were some things I wasn't coping well with, and needed to see change on to continue the relationship.  Unfortunately the negativity continued, she was very rude at my mother's house and this resulted in the end of the relationship and her moving out of our house. 

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I'm now in a position where I am wondering what is best to do, and what I need to accept / not accept.

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I understand the nature of her anxiety, but I also believe she has been unwilling to help herself - She for example told me that she thought CBT was rubbish. I don't understand how she is going to improve her mood if she can't embrace positivity etc.

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I obviously care for her a great deal, but I find it hard to invest in her when she won't invest in herself, and worse, she can't seem to see the love I offer and accuses me of not caring.  I'm lost at whether to try and reconcile or move on with my life.",7.297797619047617,7.183167470238099,7.655000000000001,72.24000000000002,63.78174603174603,10.771428571428574,36.05555555555557,10.371327730470783,3.738607936507938,2111,91,380,45,28,693,247,504,0.166,0.723,0.11,-0.9796,2,0,0,0,0,0,94.0,2,0,0,3,16,23,2,1,20,0,43,7,1,5,2,77,84,36,0,11,16,2,3,0,3,3,5,5,0,4,23,28,0,1,16,0,2,8,19,10,1,1,32,15,76,12,65,46,10,67,0,3,7,1,64,29,0,10,29,287,99,1,0.0,0.0,0.04236128282983427,0.0,0.0,0.08483826709801079,0.03847978695809478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034714457166964516,0.0361200729397522,0.4233063041991832,0.4747242188496358,0.0,0.0,0.06641609781872655,0.0490402316356565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116380143977606,0.0,0.040784531666199525,0.0333791257038657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04890749436371492,0.045555455225275474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851749073215995,0.0,0.1377640714048603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048687299153675874,0.03465884935429543,0.0,0.0,0.05599090441861368,0.04475315393436362,0.037388426407878664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0444313291740468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0488296980321669,0.07689563372256003,0.0,0.19365168730575327,0.028671479201772137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041679802291651614,0.04755284253784856,0.03967537736589565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401163529894109,0.0,0.034718438371716696,0.04785898320664295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038886268671425264,0.0,0.04455053678892879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728915619069358,0.0,0.0,0.043115298722964886,0.0,0.10017716847554532,0.04647062794559405,0.0,0.0,0.04530810372959612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023856654266161938,0.035384429976236496,0.0,0.045964254563366065,0.0,0.0,0.06132264299893184,0.0,0.0,0.03833126863257943,0.03841592606201708,0.0,0.0,0.04738645477641856,0.0,0.0391786508577463,0.0,0.028976091271601712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048218023657642016,0.08746074590207073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092274580012256,0.0,0.06437499500572003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04942185497822485,0.0,0.0,0.029415312268360267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04820096776217895,0.04700811703917982,0.0414391551333328,0.030094591114993675,0.037903387136772514,0.0,0.0476504522059819,0.08207177079606487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04463206174494936,0.04286151551144055,0.13981625226635774,0.0,0.0,0.12387675333862065,0.034520873011759844,0.0,0.0,0.17295823661227966,0.03951825972055585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030725375213055232,0.04626861216815638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04926043817112435,0.0,0.0,0.03263844355883765,0.0,0.07588340471057392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057678512543974735,0.02781497123110968,0.0,0.03446219057011685,0.025312352488967862,0.0,0.0,0.041479512898023416,0.0,0.02947211247659692,0.0,0.0,0.09038136928558536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745182829273572,0.02560397087421161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039030236504993064,0.0,0.0391702041472852,0.0,0.0,0.08369016640958632,0.047075609585997664,0.0,0.044084321945892485,0.08847571232932433,0.030836770671496982,0.04746133111491714,0.4747242188496358,0.11181684310075003
anxiety,McC0CK,2019/03/10,"I just want to give up I have always just felt different from “normal” people. I am like constantly people watching and thinking about their lives and how they all fit into their own groups.  I feel like an alien, like I’m just so different. 

But I mean I think I’m a pretty chill dude, I like music hockey sports like I have interests, it’s just meeting people is super hard for me. 

I get super bad anxiety when I first meet people but after that I’m fine, but that first step is the hardest and it’s all just too much 

I’m just gonna drink beer till I pass out ",2.7828205128205146,4.0355115555555585,4.003076923076922,89.51692307692308,74.47008547008545,6.90940170940171,20.69230769230769,7.3871296695380915,0.4680871794871799,440,9,95,5,9,144,74,117,0.044,0.754,0.203,0.9109,2,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,4,11,10,0,0,3,0,5,2,0,1,2,24,18,10,0,2,9,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,5,4,0,2,0,1,0,2,1,4,15,9,9,16,4,12,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,0,11,58,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025679570211996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289492006097407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074193663404785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821552606499724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522220947346483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16512624456805966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522983477459252,0.12042047619111768,0.16184561766184066,0.0,0.0,0.2867569061673191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806650481729256,0.1616996938494935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099812920541844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4117535382091884,0.0,0.14884302483470166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18361305201117809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391220744571213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16515462763134942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4674376959088677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17148779670232234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21601499775093524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942202824610252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dillen_chaldo_,2019/03/10,"I think I’m having anxiety attacks So recently I’ve been really isolating myself for whatever reason, just sitting in bed being sad. This started a little while back ever since I fell in love with a certain girl...

Me and her used to talk a lot and she made me the happiest person after my ex talked to other guys behind my back, I thought she was the one. Well this new girl started drifting away and I don’t get to talk to her as much now that she’s always busy doing things.

I’ve been in bed wondering if she’s found other guys and I’ve been getting nauseas sitting in bed and I haven’t been sleeping at all. Is this an anxiety attack, and if so, what can I do",1.7279096989966547,3.69577160144928,3.855797101449277,86.32560200668898,79.36231884057972,6.854849498327758,23.658862876254183,7.882392219407189,1.3418488294314388,523,18,106,9,13,179,87,138,0.091,0.8170000000000001,0.092,0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,8,6,2,0,6,0,13,2,1,3,3,21,25,12,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,8,7,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,3,1,1,8,0,17,3,15,16,3,21,0,1,0,1,16,7,0,4,10,80,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029449434615714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395801330791901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562849195859877,0.14712040973604848,0.2408143700349811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164360913909474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17169162732274973,0.0,0.0,0.16362245631751746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100952251649927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15694319767939974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312626826309307,0.1413275801294578,0.14816818681903726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511084601379608,0.0,0.0,0.15123451852310224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610867936045223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672737231815488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031484784187847,0.16099945109148872,0.15461263048355933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953194178099373,0.0,0.15670196915709936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22166883403909574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.377580636909818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403069560644176,0.10033583314893513,0.0,0.12431408158792835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524251805443388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079221097120748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16981396347885536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thefinalprophecy,2019/03/10,"Diazepam does wonders When I'm anxious, diazepam does the trick but sadly it's very addictive ",8.680588235294117,9.436907647058828,7.698823529411764,70.14470588235297,60.764705882352935,9.15294117647059,46.41176470588235,8.841846274778883,4.804458823529412,78,5,11,1,1,24,15,17,0.344,0.6559999999999999,0.0,-0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40115922019906186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4157196063065099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6440543192045066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036271123040669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3990652823405637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bobbyhairtest,2019/03/10,"Support Groups Can someone help me out a bit?  A few months ago I saw a post where someone posted a URL to an organization that sponsors support groups for people with mental disabilities, I think it was specific to anxiety - the service is free.    


I can't find it in reddit, thought I saved the post, and my google foo must be broken tonight.  

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TIA",3.1798933901918964,5.856017223880599,3.9936034115138597,83.4782089552239,78.25373134328358,6.216631130063965,28.974413646055442,7.447530270364453,1.9080294243070368,282,13,51,4,7,90,54,67,0.066,0.685,0.25,0.9251,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,7,0,6,0,0,0,1,8,11,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,6,5,6,6,2,9,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,3,31,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16926414119177682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068923964313137,0.2320230771606215,0.0,0.0,0.14607492202124708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20846608153052407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745232811088955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798861624037222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19243096851740146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524131062670973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237950420943012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5486270471025175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32357973917885113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4333717216701981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235195643975225,0.0,0.1515916160552203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320230771606215,0.0
anxiety,Badger_Wadger_420,2019/03/10,"Does anyone else have panic attacks over absolutely nothing? I know they don't have to have a cause or a trigger, but I've been in a downward spiral and my anxiety and depression have become self-sustaining. In my current episode, I've had multiple panic attacks per day for the last week, some of them for reasons like social interaction (I also have social anxiety) but more often than not, just out of the blue with no reason. I don't want help because I can't meet new people and I haven't gotten along with my other therapists and I'm in Year 12 (in Australia it's the last year of school so I'm doing my HSC which is our equivalent of finals or SATs) so I don't have time and I can't get a job because of my social anxiety which means I can't pay for it anyway. I've been suicidal in the past and I've been self-harming but I feel so stuck. What do I do?

Sorry, this kinda turned into a rant/vent but thank you for reading if you got this far <3",2.9698166666666697,4.117789015000003,4.714000000000002,85.0136666666667,73.85,7.533333333333335,25.333333333333336,8.021203637495839,1.4080333333333337,753,24,157,11,15,256,113,200,0.199,0.7609999999999999,0.04,-0.985,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,2,2,0,7,7,2,2,9,0,21,0,0,4,0,31,34,17,1,2,9,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,11,0,0,5,1,1,0,9,5,0,0,8,2,20,2,22,26,2,21,0,1,1,0,11,10,0,6,12,104,28,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994038187600278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852707901451939,0.0,0.0,0.08691445883737381,0.12736151723636874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828216714544707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154601140241888,0.13728117751327992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769182198626633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016414729270831,0.0,0.10706065039404412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877703009562648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383790530220956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285054423272816,0.0,0.0,0.13616615459148684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494237341981843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941521882178676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331663683099616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12335000178016685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06831282210430048,0.2026445320672874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060727406159218726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540071123750386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005110786058112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927058662916112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916819213618997,0.0,0.0,0.11865979198898358,0.08617496930641352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433508036280723,0.0,0.0,0.2556051707934144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257996960759424,0.0,0.0,0.2593470275948106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3801290013256753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13914528831205564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13596560329354454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444006794554362,0.0,0.14432355542293146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07248117080159187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352042755205067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331621140079925,0.0,0.09970711952803277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16009210733796034
anxiety,melodamn,2019/03/10,"should I quit my job? (due to anxiety) I’m pretty sure I think I know what I’m supposed to do, but I’ve been tackling this issue for a while now and still want to talk about it.

So I started at a new job at an upscale fast food restaurant, and though I’ve loved the people, and the pay is another issue, I’ve had some really bad anxiety attacks while working on shift.

The first two attacks happened maybe 2 weeks ago, and were a surprise to me since I have never experienced attacks as bad as they were- and minor attacks I had experienced more than a year ago.

The third attack happened today. I had spoken to a psychologist before and took her advice eg recognising warning signs, but it still happened.

My manager to all these incidents, has confronted me to talk about things like: work ethic, this is a business and a fast paced environment, “is this the right job for you?”, “I have a lot of work to get done and you are bringing the whole team back” etc in regards to my work ethic (I’m trying my best, but still figuring it out). Today he said something like “the stress that you are in when you get anxiety attacks, well I’m in a lot more stress” (I understand, as he owns this particular store and it’s a business- but I also did not deliberately choose to have an anxiety attack, of course.)

I’m not a quitter, and I’m determined to perfect my performance at this job. But, at what cost?

I spend my spare days sleeping and exhausted from the past day’s casual anxiety, I have been exhibiting some symptoms of depression in my behaviour ever since I started the job, and I spend my spare time miserable and dreading the work that will come again.

What should I do?

PS. I have worked other fast paced jobs before, and never had anxiety attacks like I do now.",5.0192173913043465,5.8824590376811585,5.89072463768116,79.54565217391306,68.76811594202898,9.246376811594203,30.65217391304348,9.43228470229965,2.6933478260869563,1388,54,268,28,23,457,169,345,0.223,0.675,0.102,-0.9947,6,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,4,1,12,15,27,9,4,23,0,27,5,1,0,6,42,49,28,0,3,7,0,0,3,0,3,2,1,0,0,17,16,1,0,5,2,5,3,4,17,1,3,12,3,33,10,33,34,11,45,0,2,0,1,13,11,0,4,34,185,50,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06262531971082058,0.11361896196540547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05125055126732342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06720107027729283,0.2941594284360677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5832679972740072,0.0,0.04927913995360878,0.10702035489296764,0.0,0.0,0.10906706027122604,0.0,0.06725561578854412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055205491844507015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266194985012593,0.0,0.0551982551593817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06558350813114944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147422528121752,0.0,0.05797058736391664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05451258274538294,0.07749455798903092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696588682189447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17001643254932247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337808787762714,0.3815802452410999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035220676983486715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392938062695837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896937760459498,0.0578412459314013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06438425728611513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885607725768224,0.061895866123221815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06117853246043276,0.04443003032972345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651997737910045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06816467982377147,0.0,0.0,0.04105593387559728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05473016197011691,0.06096165129199878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602727215258884,0.0,0.06413353379183356,0.0,0.0,0.049337496643896514,0.0,0.0,0.09072257186628097,0.0,0.15354048369139695,0.0,0.14682345840217198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06040147538644958,0.06661119209492271,0.0,0.10302180913510987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042576721709061016,0.041064522548135904,0.06296539846899528,0.0,0.03736979128588933,0.0,0.12149444036293845,0.0,0.07120329365434026,0.04351103645876856,0.0,0.06260393173689151,0.06671708818465763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037800320933279334,0.0,0.05140692686490063,0.0,0.057622134989870434,0.0,0.0,0.07155112677000823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27993769091045195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041270088297238
anxiety,mrboomer12,2019/03/10,"Anxious about picking a career Title says it all. I’m a senior in high school, and I’ll be graduating in May. I’ve already been accepted into a few colleges, and there are a few fields that interest me. However, I get extremely anxious when thinking about which career path I should god for. There’s tons of factors obviously when it comes to picking a major, and that’s on TOP of trying to imagine myself liking my career years in the future. Does anybody have any advice?",3.8738736263736255,6.08672664835165,5.314381868131871,77.22124313186815,73.72527472527472,7.187362637362638,28.957417582417587,8.07648339933343,2.3193175824175842,379,16,63,6,8,127,66,91,0.048,0.8109999999999999,0.14,0.7987,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,6,0,6,0,0,2,2,14,10,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,3,12,6,5,13,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,1,6,45,10,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628711987166541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968566723089311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18293445207594186,0.0,0.0,0.607804233460571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317263030978286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23541044002531514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405454137661961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28422139124970897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142356794417115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21392571017187773,0.0,0.2722501412499881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723692640101671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18263856159355105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17323213090060502
anxiety,Belladonna1300,2019/03/10,"Anxiety in Job Interviews/ applications. Trying to get a job right now and I struggle to go talk to people to hand out my resume. I’ve been trying to get a job for around 3 months, and I’ve had no luck. I’d just left high school and moved out of home (due to my home being a farm and the lack of opportunities out there). I’ve been applying online and even there I struggle because I feel worthless and useless, so it takes a lot of emotional effort to submit job applications online sometimes. It’s been unsuccessful thus far and I’ve realised I need to apply more in person, to get a job. I have an interview soon but I’m so anxious, I keep making excuses, even though I really need this job. If anyone has advice for me on dealing with this, I’d be very grateful!!",3.3821397849462365,4.8210195096774235,5.130080645161293,81.28845430107528,73.25806451612901,8.005376344086022,25.81989247311828,8.59863814320734,1.7998279569892468,604,20,120,11,12,206,93,155,0.117,0.805,0.078,-0.4346,6,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,11,6,0,2,7,0,8,1,1,2,0,24,19,12,0,4,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,12,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,4,2,10,2,22,13,3,17,0,2,0,0,6,11,0,3,4,74,14,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458121207376662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970052370928222,0.13246591127799093,0.0,0.08198812579079573,0.0,0.0,0.1043827051303053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147817297696883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12088579357707024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189722461582162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15489297229947174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05928815982407135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18378427084472607,0.0,0.0666392904223844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238874082275818,0.23523466914213945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.698150958829771,0.10422252579413588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273989936950397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968686325685226,0.0,0.0,0.07826929456785334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359262536747097,0.12462457783570118,0.0,0.17388768552937645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129055070954495,0.1023834217362141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511720000805902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013598851849106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866933815485155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596918824386818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24516287313156399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816192388400458,0.09424593611051488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520343063475967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15921826248721355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967484850604057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tinyredline,2019/03/10,"Self-injury Today was one of the worst day in my life, I have several years without hurt myself but today I broke the diet is very hard to me in this moment while I'm writing to describe you how I feel and I don't have people with who to speak of this I don't know what to do I scared about to hurt myself again since now I think it gonna be easy and I feel very depressing. If you guys have fall in such thing like this before tell me. I don't speak english very well I did my best writing this.",0.3336280233527944,2.1973791100917452,2.023169307756465,98.20663052543787,83.58715596330275,4.6975813177648025,16.33110925771476,5.565023196281405,-0.820218348623853,389,7,93,2,11,127,69,109,0.134,0.6859999999999999,0.18,0.7624,0,0,0,0,0,4,5.0,0,2,0,1,6,9,0,1,2,0,11,2,0,1,0,13,17,6,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,8,3,1,0,4,0,0,1,4,6,1,1,2,5,18,3,13,13,2,12,0,4,0,0,9,3,0,1,9,65,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15563581651930686,0.0,0.19194397745256447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795642082962073,0.0,0.15753290665042038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18496112028277548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18110137030379145,0.0,0.0,0.1638439357080814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39159995739200426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051795302919447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291888309195077,0.0893564981194488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393887860142976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268009613745565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18311643993728216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19080629034937246,0.20662678199120268,0.0,0.15129811909981752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986408708642372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151171639588415,0.1171959798102437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3467387198558369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4527390014009673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644505317450122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17631064528810084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778265360763672
anxiety,SpecialAgentUno,2019/03/10,"Graduating college was the worst thing that ever happened to me.  I've been out of school for 5 years now, and my life has been absolutely miserable ever since. All throughout my life, I was surrounded by friends that I would regularly hangout with. In high school, my friends and I would go to malls, the beach, or just hang out and  play Xbox for hours. In college, I lived with friends and there was never a dull moment. I almost never had anxious or worrying thoughts. 


But as soon as I graduated college, my negativity started to spiral downwards. I lost touch with friends, couldn't see them as often, and have been living with my asshole brother since. Another coupke of friends I got to know moved away not too long ago, And now I've got no one.


I cherish friendships too much I think,  and can't handle change. I miss my friends so much and cry every time I think about how much better my life used to be. I hate this shit and just wanna be happy again. ",5.5002252252252255,6.276169756756757,5.53925675675676,82.80762387387391,67.64864864864866,8.112612612612612,31.092342342342334,8.07648339933343,2.0611531531531533,755,29,148,9,12,237,113,185,0.139,0.6809999999999999,0.181,0.7070000000000001,0,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,2,15,17,2,1,3,0,15,4,1,2,5,38,29,17,0,4,6,1,1,0,6,2,3,0,0,0,4,15,0,0,4,5,0,3,7,7,0,1,11,2,22,10,24,13,5,26,0,4,1,0,8,8,1,4,15,105,26,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135553194746393,0.0,0.11449501714964055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198954841264574,0.0,0.1291716809573759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742621591843944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112445903926466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095658391329935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12559714681710502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20685419468506344,0.09633640124063678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5300329111245509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498207031997635,0.0,0.18289632390027236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111050516429056,0.1217170811561966,0.0,0.11288710131468292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080651252703248,0.0,0.0,0.112601891100327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628382866637705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422852200955467,0.0,0.0,0.2019286711076212,0.1011873227237578,0.0,0.0,0.12481564246181436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121525349822702,0.2521592202051006,0.0,0.17637214991882658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747975906434261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314364162020949,0.09111419507402023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736839100894073,0.18916649798712706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093045713574361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596243096667188,0.1465289404176115,0.0,0.09077320675171456,0.06667258719896188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987530688089782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611784405758628,0.0,0.16244774423284805,0.0,0.0,0.07363122634686596
anxiety,AlternativeAndroid,2019/03/11,"Finally talking to my doctor, any advice? Hey everyone, I finally decided to make a doctors appointment tomorrow and I’m gonna open up about some issues I’ve been experiencing for a while. As usual, I’m incredibly nervous and not sure how to go about the topic. I’ve experience multiple panic attacks, and some people close to me have admitted that I’ve displayed some symptoms of depression and body dysmorphia. How do I go about bringing up and talking about this issue?",8.004827586206897,8.383638908045981,9.235080459770113,59.8429655172414,62.2183908045977,12.937011494252875,41.53793103448275,12.340626583579946,5.8763489655172405,383,21,58,13,5,133,60,87,0.168,0.816,0.016,-0.9219,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,2,3,0,3,4,1,3,1,17,11,9,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,1,1,4,1,13,9,3,12,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,3,5,37,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18063335991807108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257043939563214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102936531238264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205326768681562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15921110402461325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3784037816360381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766321741079178,0.0,0.18081884930705225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40498845698218944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101091219702216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3858709183080581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338886454706552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168817420458708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815177146845086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17421901386601474,0.1921300121390835,0.0,0.2971509864515355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035862489557786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zamira33,2019/03/11,"Loving someone when you have anxiety Hey everyone. I've had pretty bad anxiety my whole life, but it has gotten much worse as I've gotten older. Although I've gotten better at controlling them (they used to be daily and last hours), I still have mild panic attacks and I overthink absolutely EVERYTHING. A few months ago, I entered a relationship with a close friend. I really care about him and I never felt as anxious when we were just friends as I do now. I over analyze everything he says or doesn't say, everything he does or doesn't do...and I really hate that I'm doing that. I want to be able to just enjoy things as they are for what they are, but I always find a way to spoil it for myself by overthinking and getting into all the ""What if"" questions in my mind. It drives me crazy. And what's worse is that I'm too anxious and embarrassed most of the  time to bring these thoughts up to him. I have on a few occasions and he is always very gentle about it and reassures me that everything is ok (he knows I have anxiety) , but of course some of the questions I overthink to myself are easier to bring up than others (like I would never divulge that I overthink about the fact that I think I love him and he doesn't feel the same yet, ugh). My question is how do you navigate being in a new relationship when you have anxiety? Is there a way to quiet those thoughts? And how do you NOT feel anxious about falling in love with someone? I've never been in a functional relationship (all of them were abusive and with people I didn't really love, I'm young) so this is the first time I've felt like this and I think it just makes me overthink EVEN MORE. Anyways, any advice would be appreciated. Thank you!",3.3151932773109247,5.074476317647061,4.520420168067229,84.28117647058826,74.05882352941177,7.915966386554623,25.378151260504197,8.634040054169528,1.7644621848739497,1348,45,269,26,28,443,163,340,0.098,0.69,0.212,0.9934,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,1,5,5,3,20,20,2,2,14,1,33,5,0,5,6,59,61,29,0,4,10,0,4,2,2,2,1,3,0,0,20,18,0,1,13,0,0,5,8,6,0,1,12,7,41,14,38,43,10,37,0,0,0,4,35,11,0,8,21,196,61,0,0.08561966713600302,0.10144530492458502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366654780051315,0.07589666892096354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424848438113681,0.0,0.0,0.05822430967597213,0.0,0.26199524403083113,0.2901775595830691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974047318236754,0.0,0.0,0.07148884572267705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572363777334652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729495689684341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602973708109644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492634769147129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0565509826450176,0.0,0.0,0.08181326109867823,0.3077977441353298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865837525742289,0.0,0.16441661481471592,0.0,0.0782548246312527,0.07282804512705694,0.0,0.0,0.1322990848810172,0.0,0.04473274225712032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453169540236563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431812536039622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04705432991020992,0.06979145622058837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060475702972535524,0.08365888909242725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091003696209259,0.0,0.057151792660893236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645145638388234,0.0,0.06834080144868566,0.0,0.06294030687012649,0.0,0.1981054967410094,0.08269200804986747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045623159625487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059357896670629996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710598230327574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28774086652099945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645504535525999,0.0,0.0,0.27577044071439105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617639165671125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509053223602747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837597677424483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788270861337678,0.0,0.0,0.056881902376057725,0.10972325106023302,0.0,0.13594490379272164,0.09985103288425486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394790224384676,0.0,0.07064519220413212,0.05050069800589786,0.13592181301018988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559130070275897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17450751100877754,0.12164350997031426,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Zooprano,2019/03/11,"Can’t decide if I really screwed up or my head is just telling me I did.. Hey all, 
Essentially I’ve just had like a lifelong issue with social anxiety. A lot of it stems from a perceived concept of role on myself with relation to the people around me... 
it’s kind of screwed with how I think about situations. 
Like if I did something stupid two days ago, 
I’m still going through it now. 
Today I went on a date. And I’m honest to god unsure if it went really badly or really well. 
It takes over me. I can just imagine how uncomfortable I’m making people. 
I’m wondering, do you have any tricks you have found to de escalate yourself from the kind of compulsive loop? To see how you interact with others more clearly? 

Any advice helps. And actually, maybe just writing it down does to. 
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anxiety,DBNOBoi,2019/03/11,"Driving while anxious I had to quit my job over not being able to do this. Does anybody have any tips? I used to be a great driver and I love cars and all, but now I can't make the drives I used to without my throat closing up.",0.054999999999999716,1.8199465000000004,1.7620000000000005,100.241,84.0,4.0,20.0,3.1291,-0.7181999999999995,175,5,43,0,5,57,40,50,0.032,0.857,0.11,0.5647,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,6,2,1,3,1,10,10,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,7,2,7,7,1,8,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,30,8,1,0.2885644308169874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19623370825152275,0.0,0.0,0.3259956702235308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525246780093292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31814330369766025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863556713637395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604406651199076,0.0,0.1926189983098669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069237922717495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4984540359684004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781658138618485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nicole3Cahill,2019/03/11,"Blog post inspiration If you were a reader of a mental health blog, what topics would you be interested in reading about? Thanks in advance.",4.025866666666668,7.225648920000001,4.652000000000001,76.55266666666667,79.8,6.533333333333335,24.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.7871333333333332,113,4,18,2,3,36,21,25,0.0,0.69,0.31,0.8402,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,4,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,13,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4567676799124018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4330523413803061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4115488428963969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.429831973266974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3956244696372431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052576942597559,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,canYouFeelItMrK,2019/03/11,Anxiety is keeping me from being a decent student I know I have work to do. I know I have to study. But I'm just overwhelmed with this feeling of running and never coming back that I dont know what to do to turn this off...,0.34562500000000185,2.309150645833334,2.65816666666667,93.1035,84.20833333333334,4.673333333333334,22.1,5.6839178017228535,0.16574500000000025,173,6,38,1,5,59,34,48,0.041,0.894,0.065,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,7,0,0,0,1,11,15,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,4,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,8,14,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,31,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499932345388612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512811163210439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281500400185538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38299510762195504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16523469687103742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904657103176952,0.0,0.0,0.5387852368157239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25204037115719424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3554533656633925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379068017371192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Zach_ry,2019/03/11,"I have anxiety, but I don't know where to go/what to do Hey! Hopefully this is an acceptable post here - just now found this place, so I'm not too sure.

So, I've been having some anxiety for a while, but I'm not sure if it's actually severe enough that I should really do anything, or what I'd even do in the first place. It's not debilitating, but it's definitely annoying. A lot of the anxiety seems to stem from an emotionally abusive friendship I was in last year, with some also coming from an incident that (without going into too many details) sometimes makes me worried that someone's going to harm/kill me.  Long story short, a detective used a scare-tactic on me when I was 16, so that's why that's happening.

Also, on a separate note, I was wondering if anyone else sometimes imagines random scenarios - usually dangerous/just generally bad scenarios? I'm not sure if that's a bored mind or something that may also be caused by anxiety, but it generally leads to some anxiety.

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Should I take any steps to help this? If so, what do I do?",6.95561264822134,6.316759545893724,8.109477382520865,70.43889328063244,64.65217391304348,12.164953886693015,35.72639437856829,11.567385478589935,4.211931400966183,834,35,158,24,11,287,118,207,0.189,0.73,0.081,-0.9648,0,0,1,0,0,1,35.0,0,0,0,2,15,8,1,0,11,0,17,0,0,4,3,44,32,19,0,7,16,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,16,3,0,0,6,0,0,5,6,3,0,1,5,0,11,5,18,23,5,23,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,15,8,109,27,1,0.0,0.1355237342959871,0.11162014126561576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27441326282546674,0.0,0.12393263721796867,0.1389864119897249,0.07778354927278068,0.0,0.4375088362300557,0.0,0.0,0.07997841710639325,0.11719767556618868,0.0941264790133519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550402889566288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750162097887265,0.0,0.09852979638480958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555132037643388,0.12866413451646533,0.0,0.11818698007044676,0.0,0.07554810300839257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729310434260888,0.0,0.12541374461227442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19501744601437887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011474518292468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666771238649113,0.0,0.0,0.11360694041062383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06286124832457933,0.09323643687601373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012242974585237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972433197208122,0.0,0.0,0.07635074258855283,0.11596519667022286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11549301579979765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23900928122578502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954615051000624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327591277593715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451614021494418,0.0,0.0,0.10412889879418684,0.0,0.1292188814219608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691533163726243,0.08805670117298381,0.2262530584617699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32341049082208984,0.0,0.08600088187512375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987891540460241,0.12597539774476638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321178746843176,0.0,0.0,0.110259977662927,0.12404218760942068,0.0,0.11616027453573358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389864119897249,0.07365813184244957
anxiety,suzchi,2019/03/11,"My anxiety makes me want to disappear. I have missed around 2 full months of school and I don’t know what to do. I have panic attacks often, and I just start shutting down and tearing up in the middle of class. I don’t understand any concepts I’m taught, and the teachers won’t help me. One of my teachers flat out ignores me when I raise my hand for help.

2 years ago my anxiety started getting bad and it just escalated from there. I now take medication for severe anxiety and depression but I feel like the dosage I’m at doesn’t work for me anymore. I need it bumped up, but I’m scared to go talk to the psychiatrist that prescribed me it.

I need to go back to therapy, but I start worrying about just walking back into the place I spent so many hours in and then just left unexpectedly.

I can’t get any schoolwork done on time, and my teachers are fed up about it. They all know I suffer from anxiety and depression, but they act like I don’t. I know I shouldn’t be stressing about school because I get good grades and have been on honour roll every semester for 3 years, but that’s because I push myself to the point where I’m up at 2 am having a mental breakdown because I can’t finish an assignment.

In all of my classes it’s always 34 or more students. All but a few disrespect the teachers and misbehave. They would start yelling in the middle of class and throwing things. One kid purposely tossed a desk across the room and broke it to gain attention. All of these abrupt and loud noises are causing anxiety attacks for me and I can’t focus in school because of them.

My dad wants me to talk to him about my problems but whenever I do he just tosses what I say to the side or doesn’t care/listen to me. More often the not, he just makes it seem like it not allowed to feel the way I am because he has it worse (he’s a trucker that works everyday for 12 or more hours, and just recently he got into a car accident and is now using the accident as an excuse that I shouldn’t be anxious because I don’t have to worry about being in one)

My stupid solution to all of this is to not go to school to avoid all the problems there, and isolate myself at home so I don’t have to deal with my dad or anything else. This isn’t healthy and I want to stop it. And not to mention that I don’t want to burden my friends with my problems so I just isolate myself from them as well and they don’t deserve that.

I just want everything to stop and for me to disappear. Not to die, just for me to stop existing so I don’t have to deal with this. I don’t know what to do, and I’m just tired, mentally and physically.

I’m sorry if this makes no sense at all.",3.4483312392386765,4.343852196007262,4.653938294010891,86.86002605984459,72.41197822141561,7.9743310530969325,27.55833216994741,8.303829127061777,1.6704300898133924,2084,74,452,32,39,688,219,551,0.205,0.7070000000000001,0.08800000000000001,-0.9965,1,1,0,0,1,0,41.0,0,0,6,4,33,25,3,4,21,0,41,4,1,6,7,101,82,44,1,14,28,2,3,3,1,4,2,3,2,1,25,31,1,5,9,0,1,10,24,18,1,3,6,6,65,7,79,69,12,67,0,5,0,0,25,32,0,8,27,315,90,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695658027443056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285057050712294,0.0,0.0,0.10273179890944384,0.0,0.28891758093391073,0.08533223455122997,0.07490970745123622,0.0,0.0,0.062158275139531774,0.06724152192316524,0.0,0.17186229219764565,0.0,0.11616239518763954,0.06306796734836251,0.27626996996822833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770122308675131,0.07759451073389997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15574504854735452,0.13011512651252558,0.0,0.07839265559652356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772977916872558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06309919720954855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364088727156887,0.0,0.06788533889724302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638480136374595,0.053961703541447456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05835759607772961,0.0,0.11839062861718005,0.0,0.12878361321314313,0.06335456897542127,0.06041166257937663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125806915951907,0.0,0.07576703986768688,0.0,0.14877209789436424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16604665594340878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820682144311194,0.0,0.0,0.11070669904538298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15125915198379938,0.07657990266708199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760928388225089,0.1522415734378566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06029074033516555,0.0,0.0,0.11201542060148592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15355194554523774,0.0,0.0,0.08862320086729883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789172442178926,0.0,0.07140430787150419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21682830974441195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458098734150614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060067889863124224,0.07562298968378482,0.3057788890673338,0.0,0.06876357013532186,0.0,0.08533223455122997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455444052370598,0.21385420393884547,0.0,0.0,0.18945011669014386,0.0865242606394152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05679237695779555,0.12142318349066306,0.0,0.0,0.08638003016404634,0.0,0.050181618202124384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044044645132987864,0.08681554141525813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863384761554924,0.0,0.06523736447342635,0.0,0.0,0.2227603719649352,0.059955594318245216,0.0,0.0,0.06791438753344828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997970848675448,0.1534174523590002,0.07697588270651308,0.05365738415129009,0.0,0.0,0.09728319752994116
anxiety,Maracas246,2019/03/11,"Panic Attacks So the other day at work I had the biggest panic attack I have ever had in my life (or so that's what my assumption is for what it was).  I am a part time sales lead which is the lowest level of management at a Pandora which is a jewelry store primarily known for their charm bracelets.  We do have a free service where people are able to bring their items in to get cleaned.  And the other day it was just me and another associate and she took a bracelet from someone to get cleaned and the lady dropped it off and came back later to pick it up.  And the associate didn't follow the proper methods for dropping off and picking up a bracelet cleaning which led to the wrong person getting someone else's bracelet.  This bracelet was completely full and had lots of retired (so we don't sell them therefore cant replace them) items and she didn't even take a photo of the bracelet.  This then was told to me by the associate when the original lady came to pick up her bracelet.  She informed me that the wrong person took the bracelet and we had no contact info for the person who essentially stole this bracelet. 

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So that was the intro which then led to the biggest panic attack I have ever had.  I started by just repeating ""I have no FUCKING clue what to do"" and was starting to have more intense breathing and then I started calling my boss (she wasn't gonna be in for another hour or so) I just kept calling with no answer (later she clarified she was in the shower getting ready for work) but during this time I was just basically having trouble breathing had intense feelings of fear and loss of control of like focusing and anything.  I was basically just a blob almost of just anxiety.  Then when my boss returned my call I tried to answer but when she asked if i was ok I couldn't even talk I started sobbing intensively so luckily another associate with me was able to talk on the phone for me.  She also was trying to comfort me and was like telling me how it isn't my fault and various other things to try to get my head out of this state I guess.  

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Basically I have never had a panic attack like this before so I was just curious what are some things people here do to get your head back to a clear state while in this mental state of chaos?

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P.S. In the end when my boss got to work I was informed that I wasn't in any trouble but she helped me learn from this situation and such so it ends on a happy note",5.606913580246911,6.013209279835394,5.9514567901234585,81.24755555555556,67.3127572016461,8.702222222222222,32.660905349794234,8.548686976883017,2.4935576954732506,1954,80,379,27,30,627,200,486,0.11,0.8,0.09,-0.8072,2,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,3,1,4,6,30,25,5,5,30,1,47,6,4,13,4,69,72,42,0,2,13,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,4,3,32,25,0,2,8,0,4,9,12,17,0,0,33,1,53,9,57,36,8,66,0,2,0,1,35,22,2,7,33,289,85,10,0.1403404519714677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026534525656926,0.0,0.0,0.05611510436898697,0.0,0.2280882316161956,0.255793515259918,0.04771815990987794,0.22073880060226264,0.05368003081473185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05774411709552385,0.0,0.06559968901243549,0.319315048646015,0.0,0.10791314486694267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597096940325075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21495493869908536,0.16051208993236166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357214690162463,0.0,0.0787018751384241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050798144568008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05861821976434545,0.0,0.12429998519369505,0.0,0.0,0.09269354494482898,0.12694597345069886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896101271801867,0.035480174637771505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06487124321585333,0.21996628144963734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05612153989292757,0.0,0.0773004149845142,0.0,0.0,0.07469751037186395,0.0,0.0,0.14402979194409984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04703362335335522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910353788031141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049563305793844936,0.10284488394482286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05965621682204345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071508358033088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05411960413741312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293185646978674,0.0,0.0759875167039459,0.0,0.09729439888617597,0.18380980421686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788742740251832,0.0,0.0,0.1189100095334443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198667388467494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05275927714889903,0.11280033929282778,0.061331870389438076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932359603287463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183364613258166,0.0,0.0,0.06705065800834059,0.1559234059352042,0.14292293204912349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15325428072291666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15344025321756208,0.255793515259918,0.0
anxiety,aero968,2019/03/11,"What is wrong with me. For the past few years Ive been battling something that is really starting to affect me. I will be having a normal day amd randomly i will get hit with an extremely vivid memory of my past followed by intense sadness and wanting to go back to it. Lately it has been memories of my early childhood. Theyre not always even full memories, just a moment sometimes. The vividness is very wierd, things i havent thought about for years in great detail. Sometimes i get cold sweats or panic attacks at the same time. Its this constant anxious sadness that is affecting me socially. I feel like im trapped in my head. I worry alot about everything, and its getting worse and i dont know if anyone else has felt this.",3.467757774140754,5.7830150992907825,4.205957446808512,84.22615384615386,75.31205673758865,6.891653027823242,28.57665030005456,7.882392219407189,2.0381223131478454,583,25,105,9,13,186,100,141,0.19,0.757,0.052000000000000005,-0.9623,1,1,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,2,1,7,0,15,2,2,2,0,20,27,5,0,3,4,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,6,0,0,4,5,14,2,15,19,4,19,0,2,2,0,1,4,0,4,14,72,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13187653619681708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17904880461308162,0.0,0.1108200273842678,0.1623919312924155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803054738803219,0.0,0.121869174695364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712715929684086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221306232645287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18574932474677525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239821846727812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468127711357636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244076513674395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013740321411321,0.11322542489123642,0.15217543897985494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484137517642427,0.0,0.09007362856812462,0.0,0.0,0.1747359962899623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16265666149768032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17119660450209628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710206469167885,0.0,0.17878384001537778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743030220244905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15528673758635064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18595409178870675,0.0,0.0,0.30259364376266806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153287542105467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16156079168709914,0.0,0.12201349299495312,0.3135017051056814,0.0,0.11218017370019913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529384118314898,0.0,0.0,0.1258235089868786,0.09241690554739128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077100690334642,0.09348162162926077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16095448335629833,0.16151504592749805,0.0,0.17328414483452118,0.0,0.20412497479152436
anxiety,Dullpugs,2019/03/11,Odd feeling. I don’t have an anxiety diagnosis. I don’t know if I happen to have anxiety. It’s in genetics. But there is something I have... Sometimes I feel a pressure on my chest. I sometimes wake up from a nap and my is heart racing. I’m breathing really fast and sometimes I get overwhelming fear something is going to mess with me. Other times I get nervous I’ll screw up everything and look down and go completely silent. And get panicky over little things. It’s usually that strange pressure and with that I get very physically tired where I can’t do anything. It’s super odd and I don’t get it. It just happens. Now I do deal with mainly depression type things. Like... yeah the heavier thoughts and shit. But this always has me confused. ,1.0302821316614441,3.635002413793103,2.6052821316614465,88.12315830721005,93.82758620689656,5.670846394984328,25.211598746081506,7.1686216300943375,1.6067931034482754,590,27,111,11,22,192,88,145,0.259,0.69,0.051,-0.9778,0,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,4,12,2,6,4,1,13,7,5,0,0,20,28,11,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,11,11,0,0,4,1,0,2,4,10,0,0,1,3,16,2,12,27,1,14,0,2,1,1,1,8,2,2,5,72,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265991163944014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327852247762541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252046345127923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595240212591878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685764957904128,0.13104463422622906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367405872561087,0.0,0.0,0.17120851846717086,0.1538609479688997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3974545988306794,0.0,0.17293814526859425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690875058948013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180295816444262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361642445353122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433170542447197,0.15249201625924175,0.0,0.0,0.1277657907031069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746974468683836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15617747906691154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23426154260379134,0.4514340458027065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20216040912182867,0.0,0.0,0.12078831851944195,0.08871857662945637,0.17487145691426365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16756925147491966,0.12553782804290398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,betterlifeishere,2019/03/11,"Afraid of getting excited Does anyone in here get scared of getting excited for things in fear of being let down? I deal with that alot as a musician.. I tend to hold on to past failures & let that stop me getting excited when im about to put new work out because I fear I will be let down again & that my expectations won’t be met. Same with women, It seems I always get nowhere with them & everytime I talk to a new one, Im afraid to get excited because im used to things not working out",3.6610714285714314,4.257185711538465,4.954285714285714,86.005,71.69230769230771,8.635164835164835,29.280219780219774,8.841846274778883,2.078152747252747,390,15,86,7,7,130,62,104,0.135,0.775,0.09,-0.7096,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,4,9,0,5,3,0,8,0,0,1,0,13,18,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,1,0,9,4,22,9,2,14,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,2,6,54,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418498211503477,0.4069958533927951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754993802526237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15265404725217266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290862991893797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957235851014767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817927477293612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3925032159786279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40574576098024784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.384107979128258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24185773445875475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484572519272164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952737868579863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258709132237192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535733190835024,0.0,0.0,0.1139867349955483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468139938797093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063927899343107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16636829077945492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814147900416662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18230914801975706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AllonsyIsabelli,2019/03/11,"I keep having nausea because of my anxiety, and that makes me feel like crap I'm going to sleep soon, but I really needed to write this post.

This friday, I was going to do a trial test, right after school. But I was just so anxious, and I wasn't feeling good, so I went home instead

And today, same thing happened. I spent the whole day with an upset stomach, and even now I'm not feeling very good.

I'm underweight, and last year I started to get on a diet to gain weight, and things are working well. But my main problem is that I am a very slow eater.

And it just keeps getting in the way of things. When it's breaktime, I can't eat properly because I never eat everything that I'm supposed to eat, and now, it's mainly because I'm nauseated for worrying too much.

I take medicine to take care of the nausea, and it doesn't work, not anymore. Cause it's not just a gastrointestinal problem, you know? So it just keeps coming back

And I can't calm down

I just really need help. Today was terrible, and because of my problem I was just so sad that everything contributed to me being even more sad.

My parents are trying to seek medical help for me, but the appointments are all full. And the fact that I am having mental issues again makes me feel guilty. They are great parents, and I live a good life, so why am I getting so anxious and upset over little things??

I have this feeling that this is a confusing post, and I'm sorry, I will try to explain what I can.

I am just really distressed and sad, I really needed to talk to someone about this.",4.2454160961509215,4.963306801916937,5.340429027841168,83.32136315228969,70.43769968051117,8.134428723566105,28.00380343830823,8.269060116576782,1.81784296363913,1211,41,244,17,21,401,151,313,0.231,0.691,0.078,-0.9939,2,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,1,1,3,25,20,1,4,12,0,25,10,3,3,3,57,59,27,0,6,14,2,6,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,22,18,5,3,7,0,1,4,8,12,1,0,7,6,33,8,25,50,8,29,0,3,0,0,9,7,1,1,16,173,55,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06699124060111697,0.1978596192510705,0.08684646706170808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733635713395092,0.0,0.21352880833327265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928402471385916,0.08995909008198626,0.0,0.07543428554346987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05647576826357745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26881964227607424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567906123230692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15740554993757386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22139153793819147,0.06256042732854956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725601365230214,0.0,0.09953673743627656,0.2203500991369244,0.0,0.0965468542783626,0.0,0.0,0.07743835918916088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739340423561095,0.0,0.08784041422823098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140091567601633,0.0,0.23351021865244395,0.0,0.0,0.04812649096742015,0.07138169630324377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061853678044293925,0.04278255346462271,0.0877687092107435,0.07732641103124695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690806089534965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821812880170075,0.0882505301572582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06437443941613832,0.1947973874147692,0.0675398163335566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19447349269907624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16773678422081334,0.0,0.0,0.2513796048732686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243997787719215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478478187501097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862608439246296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763380488650276,0.0,0.074198253406646,0.0,0.0,0.0980280751816232,0.0619828948420097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13168432937832555,0.07038590100231114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23271196220495094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16601330773568462,0.0,0.0,0.11890932727373785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14450977034383855,0.0,0.06950943641735828,0.0,0.10663735344593134,0.0787364524655123,0.08117878874492936,0.07901881190273054,0.09776940567667194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275048248822597,0.08893215696817675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0563925711193139
anxiety,Orioux,2019/03/11,"It’s fucking got me and it isn’t letting go Hey everyone I hope you are all having a fantastic day! I really just wanted to put this in writing for some kind of release or something, but do you know that feeling of impending doom? The one where it feels like you’re literally about to fucking die but you’re really just home in bed and the only fucking thing you can do is tell yourself, “You’re okay”over and over and over again. It won’t fucking stop and it’s really scaring me to be quite honest. Maybe this is just marijuana withdrawal or something but I’m fricken SCARED and I just want to fucking hold something FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

Ok. That helped a little I won’t lie. I hope you all sleep well and take care of yourselves. This is a temporary feeling and it will go away. It has to.",2.0273125000000007,4.282134106250002,3.4287500000000013,88.29125,79.8125,6.5,25.625,7.6454224807358475,1.4373750000000012,627,25,127,10,16,205,90,160,0.234,0.606,0.16,-0.9776,0,0,3,0,0,0,11.0,0,4,0,1,8,20,9,2,5,1,15,10,1,0,2,31,38,13,1,4,9,0,3,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,13,8,0,2,4,0,0,3,3,12,1,1,1,3,11,8,15,32,3,13,1,1,0,9,8,7,9,5,4,83,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946993006286967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709138957344624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614142433152156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988317281356643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099452577761767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444505584987462,0.06803097016631943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7923315549069053,0.0,0.0,0.10824064195434097,0.0,0.07616260690284883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06382938482287925,0.0,0.09552154380874607,0.18916597071435065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991654069516965,0.05233487063666625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737717913973852,0.0,0.04652363710857333,0.0954435686075882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956694210530504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452902176166896,0.07242525746522907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573053775102017,0.0,0.10128680099588752,0.0,0.0,0.1830166685257904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19067987173955134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952968676905767,0.0,0.0,0.21993372009338907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796149515347392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159967623191384,0.0,0.08323355246486934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06326531496886804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123359955287151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562149392861705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,1028Girl,2019/03/11,"Does anyone have “comfort items”? My anxiety mostly takes place at night or in the evening. If I have an attack one day, it usually starts around dinner time (5-6) and lasts until shortly before I go to bed (9-10). I’m usually asleep by 11, 11:30. 

In those few hours that I am an anxious wreck, I have a few things that help me relax. 

-heating pad that is full of rice that I heat up for a few minutes in the microwave and it lasts for hours. I lay it across my lower belly or behind my neck and it soothes me.

-mint gum is something I always have because when I have my anxiety, I often feel lightheaded or sometimes nauseous. The mint gum helps relieve those feelings. 

-my iPad and headphones are always near. I have Netflix, Hulu and YouTube and will distract myself by watching a video or movie. 

-a small single person blanket I got a few years ago for Christmas is my bedtime comfort item. I may be 23 years old but I have a special blanket. I bring it with me on trips, I relax with it in the evening before bed and I sleep with it. ",2.1071739130434786,4.263418980676335,3.1537463768115934,90.88627173913044,79.0,5.106183574879228,25.32584541062802,5.985473137389443,0.721945120772947,807,31,161,5,20,258,126,207,0.058,0.85,0.092,0.8338,1,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,1,1,12,0,15,4,3,0,0,22,23,15,0,1,6,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,14,11,1,0,2,4,0,3,0,2,0,1,1,5,26,6,22,19,9,33,0,0,1,0,3,14,0,8,16,116,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13762250390069064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583660291288889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375363899774279,0.17539180965109666,0.0,0.10855657590405783,0.0,0.0,0.13820817274763195,0.0,0.17662281198808788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464084750585663,0.0,0.2642179028564601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012540441226213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358630322520761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205086413944108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15700126231879918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823391337654232,0.0,0.1241700850745573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081257579279923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30578605626010225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531039923756081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456945152969368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16291200992103888,0.0,0.10520351715566983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13556101674264925,0.16220644342489232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553652198850238,0.0,0.0,0.1195214197854114,0.1535492836883552,0.0,0.1098889418154471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673100817528548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314325968350188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052932992956246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419787068086505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999558098197668
anxiety,danii4121k,2019/03/11,At friends house with out friend I’m at my friends house but she’s still at work for another 2 hours she told her family I was coming but the parents were in the bedroom when I got here so I don’t think they know I’m in her room rn and I’m like shaking and afraid to move (sorry if this isn’t coherent) I left my head phones at home I’m just sitting on her bed kinda freaking out . I’ve only been here a handful of times before ,-0.7635614035087741,1.3198531263157918,1.4090789473684249,99.06063596491232,91.42105263157896,4.4298245614035086,18.44298245614036,5.985473137389443,-0.3631228070175436,337,10,81,3,12,112,68,95,0.059,0.836,0.105,0.4835,2,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,1,6,7,0,2,3,0,5,2,2,0,0,13,14,7,0,1,4,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,4,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,5,1,12,4,13,9,0,19,0,0,0,0,12,11,0,2,5,45,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034355504546807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650875302372085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16712173742422573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18289459684756254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4496730540742923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15516687137918173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991093993856788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19460703493275744,0.0,0.1910599708165162,0.4477211114610094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662237639901423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21079155132042074,0.0,0.0,0.09478308987671616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062010643311917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14755273048946765,0.0,0.0,0.21542424474941288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171774031221496,0.0,0.0,0.15493598880667306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431325445067325,0.0,0.0,0.1131283181837991,0.0,0.0,0.1853840940023957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141241000102105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Daylight_Blue,2019/03/11,What do you do when nothing centers you? Just finding it really hard to relax and get my mind away from dark anxious thoughts.,4.391249999999999,6.4779622916666675,4.331666666666667,85.38000000000002,71.91666666666666,6.466666666666668,32.83333333333333,7.1686216300943375,2.187233333333333,101,5,18,1,2,31,22,24,0.133,0.754,0.114,0.1206,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,3,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4254559577898517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35383238219529595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442097460569011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19676033938235804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373637140499461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3802632487947733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3613622334339423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412625253364378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989819543569367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Godofspeed44,2019/03/11,"Social Anxiety is ruining my life I literally avoid all interactions if I can. I always take the stairs instead of the elevators because i don't wanna bump into anyone that I might know. I'm 24 years old and I'm scared that I will be like this forever! I've never been in a relationship. There have been many times when females initiate the conversation with me first but I always screw it up by acting so awkward. I've missed SO many opportunities in life because of social anxiety! Funny thing is, I'm currently in Nursing school so I will have to be interacting with people 24/7. I just feel so alone, I wish there were people in my area with the same problem so at least I can talk to someone that understands. Social Anxiety just sucks! I just don't know what to do anymore.",3.720956477732795,5.768357401315793,5.427894736842109,76.97257085020246,73.67105263157895,8.624291497975706,27.481781376518217,9.265573868473778,2.563374898785425,623,24,115,15,13,212,93,152,0.182,0.727,0.09,-0.8638,1,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,12,10,2,3,5,0,17,3,0,0,2,22,28,9,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,8,0,1,3,1,15,2,17,20,3,17,0,2,0,1,8,9,2,2,8,81,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556685612268012,0.0,0.0,0.2499648247461284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447187443240583,0.0,0.1489627838199966,0.1050266769295774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18312688351784054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594805159323373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277641119562745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16509724143184568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121881610782616,0.07338246999143612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045681494185213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15934353843298776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584718872431687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15761465292574214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20826616841038406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14372569203414176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16126372471024308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15038119153543114,0.152015259766257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4593445825682014,0.12726802547053606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293530383755675,0.12072891517317574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978938375706199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758561706631601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15636847668794773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17272808798107928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672695579811333
anxiety,TheyreMineralsMarie1,2019/03/11,"Medical condition and losing partner. Hey there. First time visitor to this sub, I’m just in a bad way at the moment and need someone to talk to.

I have a partner who I love. I want to have a future with him. But I am also in the process of being diagnosed with a medical condition which prevents physical intimacy. I don’t want to subject my partner to that life. 

I am struggling with the diagnostic process for this condition. I cannot mentally handle the physical exam associated with an appointment I have booked for the 19th of March. I have been in tears since I booked the appointment last week. I have had to have time off work. I haven’t done any of my university assignments due this week. My partner has had to put up with me sobbing every single night. This is all because of the anxiety relating to the physical exam. 

The hardest thing for me to deal with is trying to detach myself from the idea of my future with my partner. We want to move in together and have a life together. If I can’t fix the medical condition then I cannot put him through this anymore. It’s not fair on him to have to put up with the condition as well as constantly dealing with my anxiety. I’m trying so hard to stop myself from loving him. This is the hardest thing I’ve ever done. I don’t think I’ll survive it if I have to leave him because of this. 

We went to look at appliances yesterday for when we eventually move out. It made me so upset because I know that it’s highly likely that that will never happen. 

There isn’t a quick fix to this condition. One option from what I’ve read seems to be physical therapy (which I have ruled out completely because I am not comfortable with them touching me there) or psychotherapy (which I am booked in for my first counselling appointment two weeks after the physical appointment, but I am a skeptic whenever it comes to anything psychology related and don’t believe talking will help with this issue). 

I just can’t cope with the stress of all of this anymore. I can’t do it. ",4.725900542495482,5.948759194936713,6.013557866184452,77.07473101265826,69.70886075949366,9.896021699819167,32.08182640144665,10.125756701596842,3.380676311030742,1602,71,301,42,28,539,171,395,0.073,0.887,0.04,-0.7952,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,3,0,1,5,12,12,1,3,23,0,39,8,0,1,4,47,55,16,0,6,9,0,2,1,5,2,6,0,0,5,27,22,0,2,4,4,0,7,13,7,1,4,7,3,45,5,65,44,3,45,0,2,1,2,23,14,1,5,24,231,72,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865441925955105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688473982274437,0.0,0.150482537528737,0.0,0.1950833664458784,0.0,0.0,0.08093774478149357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08212227629661002,0.2398250623898913,0.0,0.0,0.11081234968232494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472408186048283,0.1031232954709397,0.10628676144249682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027992726955528,0.0,0.09982820551814812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013025271924652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896768464910329,0.08286828873695874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16732134317197336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697495887732835,0.0,0.08810671775194791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592525082382551,0.1039174064265573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103076855011623,0.0,0.1026570160513472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05405330919495222,0.08017241281421117,0.0,0.10414369241009372,0.0,0.0,0.13894202203258918,0.04805126125107125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259338801613793,0.11003403261769552,0.0,0.0,0.17753836770469678,0.0930658333268009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972467988127289,0.09911865788091644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20907149630413205,0.0,0.07292895036005191,0.07585740206406161,0.0,0.0,0.0922994593290983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664786065005701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966216765326026,0.0,0.0,0.0983815678463526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953865398265197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136023233523143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333583131647647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222914358048226,0.11266526475067128,0.1028219505614099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581079689528492,0.0,0.0,0.11247745887319298,0.0,0.13068531897477906,0.06302188158615396,0.0,0.0,0.11470312645461475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355311189511526,0.0,0.09607849617940198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17403689622714633,0.07806958253361615,0.23668322848197176,0.0,0.0884329134428921,0.09117602550894216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160357616634347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,proflayton9999,2019/03/11,"I this anxiety? Feels like Im on drugs It seem to mostly effect me in the mornings.  

Racing thoughts as I sit in class, what ever the teacher is saying  starts to fade out and I start to feel overheated, then cold, the overheated again like im about to pass out. Everything feels dream like. Fear of pooping on myself. Then my imagination takes over, everything in my mind is so loud, I swear everyone around me can hear it and is laughing at me and talking about how crazy I am.

I have been like this for 10+ years. I noticed it happens in morning classes only. weird I come to as soon as he dismisses class. WTF is this weird shit. I don't want to live like this forever. It was so bad. Its why I left high school and never looked back. Now Im in college and I refuse to let this take my life.",0.6881239909589958,3.007231257668714,2.2343170810461745,94.32368743945754,86.11656441717794,5.640167904423636,20.848886018727807,7.0608816371341465,0.4908723926380372,617,20,136,9,19,200,102,163,0.161,0.737,0.101,-0.8599,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,11,11,1,1,3,0,11,4,2,2,2,23,25,13,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,3,0,0,11,9,0,1,7,1,0,2,2,5,0,0,3,8,18,6,26,21,1,29,0,0,1,0,5,14,1,2,17,86,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630535728371436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370541780871955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685300703610333,0.11602725560094836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970324185945272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16115151087966548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569885727135152,0.0,0.13278390581192884,0.24977971857822764,0.0,0.0,0.15637060078157147,0.21078970619676546,0.09927430092811902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228834153122266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15661999004515656,0.0,0.0,0.14682071686972364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4503076031608352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15098234639331787,0.1420978028362102,0.09815279258615302,0.3394484555560312,0.0,0.12270576986459035,0.0,0.11669287036911236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14031175249127148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071758671998003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15820887175346088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568667162649456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050795996106076,0.0,0.14063670834363248,0.0,0.1265055568392578,0.0,0.0,0.14264223794990133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19671568170806125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20896388180928566,0.11169218970490416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032010616868147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196323966800223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253913639466819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948681002462258
anxiety,SlippyTheFeeler,2019/03/11,"I need help My relationship just ended with my gf. The day after she told me she wants to keep trying but not until I get my anxiety under control. 

She's told me that she only wants to be with me but just can't until I'm better. I trust her when she says she isn't going to be looking for other partners or relationships but my anxiety still brings that fear out.

I don't know if what I'm doing is the right thing or  if I'm even going in the right direction.

I want to get better and I am doing my best I just don't know how. 

It's so hard getting better when all I can think about is her and how much I miss her. I love her so much and don't want to lose her to my stupid anxiety.

Someone please help me.",0.3757692307692295,2.084509141025645,2.8377948717948733,93.24053846153843,82.58974358974359,5.6984615384615385,17.45128205128205,6.742157984588678,-0.2023379487179482,550,11,130,6,15,190,80,156,0.163,0.6659999999999999,0.172,0.5589,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,6,12,10,1,1,3,0,13,1,0,3,1,30,36,18,0,7,11,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,6,6,0,2,3,0,0,3,6,4,0,0,2,3,31,6,16,32,4,16,0,2,1,1,21,5,0,4,8,95,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145630259210665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14384125047501,0.36366853482167133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537300408454712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839557926677982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139889784906105,0.0,0.0,0.09053013302044567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15423621977228336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21483239994220726,0.0,0.15579438464548456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278330848292368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18374354680887947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182966062046614,0.0,0.0,0.15065466758373125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510007066641716,0.15334066363197266,0.0,0.0,0.12370650459827498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20151707669052302,0.10163195313442616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424410106830148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15045619887045455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943130076412013,0.0,0.2341055046238205,0.0,0.10899958121251624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613472099845193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946027784577612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910598887535725,0.08782571097191907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26194294294026194,0.0,0.09305813083877944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32337792867704235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,raphobbit,2019/03/11,"Dora's ""I'm the Map"" but instead, ""I'm the Worst"" I often find myself singing a song called, ""I'm the Worst"". It goes to the tune of Dora the Explorer's ""I'm the Map"". 

​

It goes like this: ""I'm the worst, I'm the worst, I'm the worst, I'm the worst, I'm the worst, I'm the worst, I'm the worst, I'm the WORST!"" 

​

Then repeats until forever. ",-1.956261363636365,-0.09805601249999896,0.9638636363636373,101.10568181818184,96.625,3.9090909090909096,16.022727272727273,5.565023196281405,-0.8607499999999999,269,7,69,2,11,93,29,80,0.439,0.53,0.031,-0.994,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,0,2,11,0,0,15,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,12,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,10,0,0,0,1,2,1,3,12,10,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,37,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5021299527584973,0.5631223707741373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366086852648328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117848901410958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320508811599772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5631223707741373,0.0
anxiety,crossoverepisode-,2019/03/11,"Is this normal when experiencing severe anxiety? This might be quite rambly and i may be in the wrong place but here goes,

I used to have cripplingly severe anxiety, peaking at about 2016/17. I still experience the effects but i have learned to cope, however,  i just wish to share things that when on in 2016/17 that I never spoke to medical professionals about at the time.

During 16/17 my anxiety levels were unexplainable. I would experience symptoms that to this day i debate if they were in fact symptoms of anxiety or if they are something else underlying. 

1. During mornings (only mornings idk why) I would hear voices when alone. I could have full conversations with a voice in my head, which would just usually talk about very mundane daily things, but all the same.

2. I would experience hallucinations. Very vivid hallucinations. Usually spiders in full detail to the point it was 100% lifelike in my mind yo the point it was indistinguishable from reality.But alo then the usual hallucinations of colours, visual snow and people etc.

3. I would also experience very unsettling mental thoughts constantly. One being the constant image that my brain was made of teeth (?). I have no idea. But i remember it to this day and it makes me feel sick. This 1 just one of many but you get the picture.

These 3 were compunded with the usual daily (multiple) panic attacks and crippling anxiety but i feel they may have been an indication of something else. I do not experience these 3 effects anymore, I could go into a lot more detail but I would like responses and dont want to bore anyone lol. Thanks x",3.729792387543253,6.821622688581318,4.751297577854675,76.13760380622841,79.89965397923876,7.8290657439446365,27.18512110726644,8.671277953709913,2.6908366782006925,1283,54,214,32,34,417,160,289,0.127,0.809,0.064,-0.9311,1,1,2,0,0,0,40.0,0,1,3,3,12,7,1,1,13,1,30,7,3,5,3,54,43,20,0,13,14,0,2,1,0,9,4,4,0,0,18,8,0,0,8,0,0,1,4,4,0,2,10,9,27,3,30,19,7,33,0,0,2,0,9,17,0,8,16,155,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484995742876153,0.0,0.06551567451154856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31336335075690763,0.0,0.08124793532903313,0.05728411107910615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320191519279036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091455787334511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17706440230839685,0.0,0.13082145472242554,0.0,0.0,0.1056701492364969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960159025657647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13687623857115208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136842363049763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4006935732019105,0.0,0.0,0.08284783925184391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04280261515155373,0.0,0.04656006559448921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407904676544445,0.0,0.09233582602065626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248375058357806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040024588848671626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.069650004715369,0.0,0.07751974907175127,0.05468580871757814,0.0830594483825614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825311733019152,0.08256148591369977,0.08690985206980803,0.08272125137379985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06318588211198624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026945070283688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102947771647192,0.062307922004034226,0.0,0.09612174893895382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05679672381351175,0.0,0.0855945560691819,0.0,0.15489187678205524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871376963971409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280545358735204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851046575989746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614027718359624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06542569205029512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17030361907149524,0.0,0.06584849477697373,0.0,0.07542585723693218,0.0,0.0,0.10885512730233332,0.0,0.0,0.06503957845249983,0.04777133166198416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07075720023634982,0.36091680424462497,0.2027909863097896,0.048321695307808166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739248876374939,0.0,0.0942101118273435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34918451766377784,0.08957251171332774,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bloodandpills,2019/03/11,"Anxiety and my eyes? I get this problem every once in a while but ove had it for like 4 or 5 years? Basically my eyes blink rapidly and I breath in a really odd patern that has me gasping for air almost and it's really frustrating and it sounds silly but it's true. It's living life from a blink at a time and It's just horrible. I went to the doctor and they put me on some adhd medicine that's suppose to calm down ticks too, and it worked, but had nasty side effects like making me even more depressed so I dont know if I want to start back on it. Does anyone else have something like this or am I just stupid and weird? Also any tips? :\",0.7433193277310934,2.77054585294118,2.601512605042018,93.71323529411768,83.11764705882355,5.650420168067227,18.537815126050425,6.868970318607317,0.03033151260504185,500,12,113,6,14,166,90,136,0.239,0.649,0.112,-0.9681,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,2,7,11,2,0,5,0,6,5,3,2,1,24,12,17,0,3,8,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,12,8,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,3,3,12,6,12,9,2,15,0,1,2,0,1,8,0,5,8,71,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241465069371484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20119091908441064,0.0,0.0,0.1606745029329889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366315132193512,0.0,0.15370215141845725,0.0,0.0,0.14048693144372773,0.205864812137114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449397364940384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17305086464809705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20564866376437768,0.17582518920459905,0.0,0.2354750604864358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678416788022262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270481652474855,0.0,0.16928255560289351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497165701156973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041958822583874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14191472352572101,0.2944759845473608,0.0,0.1774147728915534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411470153812652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21397171324369813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19225193097408647,0.0,0.2019786507640655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25742715365160074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15467692645621148,0.0,0.0,0.1422111936258431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171572303339907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850697458808633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862535216198406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627110742229033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938496775520805
anxiety,imnottouchingyou1,2019/03/11,"Catastrophic thinking Hi I’m new here, I hope this is the right place for my post? 
I have never been diagnosed with anxiety but I am starting to think I suffer from some type of anxiety that causes me to be absolutely terrified of the worst possible scenario and convinced it is going to come about.  A few examples are when I had my children and was truly petrified of sids. I would make my partner wear a smoking cloak, wash his hands and rinse with mouthwash before he could come near the baby and still would be worried and unable to sleep when they were sleeping. Flying is terrifying, and just now I was certain I was pregnant even though I have am on birth control, my whole body felt weak with the anxiety before doing the test. It’s really affecting my life but I’m not sure if this is something that can be treated? Does anyone else suffer from this type of anxiety and is there anything you do to reduce the impact it has on your life? I wasn’t always this way, I’ve skydived a few times and was pretty fearless when I was a bit younger, I’m not sure what triggered the change",5.3488329979879286,6.187970164319251,5.855308517773306,80.1812323943662,68.01408450704224,8.714822266934942,30.70724346076459,8.841846274778883,2.447701810865191,867,33,163,14,14,280,132,213,0.21600000000000005,0.7020000000000001,0.083,-0.9866,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,1,1,11,11,0,0,11,0,29,10,5,5,4,36,41,15,0,5,6,0,2,0,1,2,5,0,0,2,10,13,0,1,3,0,0,3,4,4,0,0,10,2,21,7,19,25,6,20,0,2,0,0,8,5,0,3,10,119,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081521140085973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4075248647741436,0.0,0.0,0.09312152954721828,0.13645714935298128,0.10959458831196102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266502516576905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539646934291267,0.14793133153041502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681104310021988,0.1408852331835616,0.2294430341906829,0.0,0.0,0.14937105352059415,0.1063322248687892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13517341155501106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654543510489862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125357847321704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796316757774326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278722805958735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568843161396409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227633705407876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881358783223072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889770752094109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271549784429664,0.12862466081429708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13914322544117458,0.0,0.0,0.15013878989820312,0.12754822439072902,0.1354904505632326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531758096170627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373374282707913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665494336689465,0.0,0.0,0.10252734421090584,0.0,0.0,0.09426445387540264,0.0,0.10635655159238316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510383898271489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706708578482398,0.13084723630796832,0.0,0.07765747585274102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571092363095662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486890803555659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352492688496534,0.0,0.18921242305249966,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tits_4satan,2019/03/11,"Can anyone give advice about how they’ve dealt with anxiety when starting a new relationship? I’ve recently started seeing someone new and I feel like I keep standing in the way of myself from being happy. We used to work together a few years back and there was always chemistry between us, but he had a girlfriend at the time so nothing ever ended up happening between us. He eventually left that job and so did I and we never really stayed in contact over the years, but randomly he ran into one of my best friends on the street and then texted me wanting to hang out. Our first encounter was really great and relaxed, but the second time we hung out I felt so tense and unable to open up. We ended up having sex and afterward I just got so in my head that it pretty much ruined the night for me. I explained to him that it takes me a while to get comfortable around people and even though I knew him before it still feels so new. But I just feel so frustrated with the fact I can’t seem to be myself around him or hold a conversation because I am so anxious. And the post hang-out anxiety is almost even worse, because I keep replaying everything over in my head to the point that it physically makes me sick. This has happened to me with the last few guys that I’ve been involved with, and I don’t know what to do to make it stop. It makes me almost want to give up on dating because the feeling is so terrible. I really like this guy and I think we could be great together but I feel like my anxiety is going to mess everything up before I can find out. ",5.833581824636141,5.6789566837060725,6.535436634717788,79.1782490237842,66.82747603833865,9.767057152999646,30.487930422435213,9.444778638647367,2.531847142350017,1234,41,245,22,18,407,166,313,0.12,0.741,0.139,0.8345,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,8,0,0,3,22,14,1,0,16,0,20,4,2,5,3,66,51,31,0,3,8,0,6,3,2,0,1,0,0,2,14,28,0,4,12,1,0,3,3,4,0,3,9,7,39,10,43,38,4,56,0,1,1,1,25,24,0,5,28,179,53,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840566275169623,0.0,0.0,0.18118409649460213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527779847717503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076265585998872,0.10220468492686992,0.0,0.06325831667445082,0.0,0.0,0.16107391534518914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956539379837512,0.0,0.16544794229199988,0.0,0.15396561314466134,0.0,0.09494206680325114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722324642448886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602580932988905,0.0,0.0,0.11950838731658027,0.08183476299485712,0.0,0.0,0.16261614874226926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287202660764809,0.12926273260217355,0.08686482341031987,0.0,0.0826874039495296,0.07695323597812438,0.0,0.0,0.0698964436075221,0.0,0.04726653399600736,0.1735730080883216,0.05141585194002733,0.0,0.07235665364097241,0.19948569313032444,0.0,0.1791578837298202,0.16000360522555984,0.09630637178045473,0.0,0.0,0.18569543511392256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977693215583321,0.16082674113369505,0.0,0.0,0.049719623080032915,0.07374464590433676,0.0,0.0,0.09829528129147601,0.0,0.0,0.13259635534839148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18116710586699286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650542766406031,0.0,0.06977558811159458,0.2621277667633957,0.0,0.0848994149790583,0.0,0.08680784117924753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06130441521461639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06272009940251848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552283702411391,0.0,0.08664468903167485,0.09203991676003374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17387106657125131,0.0,0.08932763044189658,0.09713029169400632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209240857505347,0.0823599552629551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665443954915804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806943149211858,0.09642835628883252,0.07224898961332102,0.07563647972541307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802173907369986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057969146476431775,0.08888573835279551,0.0,0.1055068838219691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176471278443204,0.07813652503688961,0.0,0.0,0.10672240684005567,0.07181040856513184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586280971869689,0.0,0.09219606026212357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165186708694103
anxiety,LoveMsBitch,2019/03/11,"A job and anxiety So, I'm freaking out a bit. I'm looking for a job currently. I'm worried that my anxiety will mess with my job or that I'll have a panic attack during work. It will be my first time ever having a job. Can someone tell me their experience with having a job and dealing with anxiety? ",1.3890476190476164,3.3141373492063515,4.4256349206349235,82.03464285714288,80.26984126984127,7.374603174603175,26.37301587301588,8.344100000000001,2.0355206349206347,235,10,47,5,6,85,39,63,0.3,0.7,0.0,-0.9458,6,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,2,2,4,1,1,6,0,7,0,0,0,1,8,11,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,5,0,5,8,1,5,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,4,32,8,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35668897824838003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17681335857458408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967903089655728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16023180398030698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14058682181446988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15203116006903947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322006746104136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7711547698155528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051415207527475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18235257533928967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13168736170058665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584444625708014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062699599320223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314804070129315,0.15783715362271114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AlexanderHamilfish,2019/03/11,"Something like a brain zap, but not withdrawal So I've been down the withdrawal road before, and had the awful dizzy, brain zap, displacement feelings. 
This is different. And it's happened before. 

I was sitting there with my son on my lap, him showing me and his therapist some stuff on minecraft. Suddenly it hit. Like a lightning bolt that hit my brain, left side, top...a centralized feeling. And this wave of just...disconnect from reality comes over me. The way I would assume someone might feel if they were about to lose consciousness. The slightest warp of vision, a feeling of a shock of dizziness..... and then the anxiety takes over. The little zap, the little wave, it's gone. There's a slight feeling of pressure or maybe just a memory of the feeling in my head, in that spot, but the fear floods and I'm hit with that dread and fear. I overcome it but then my body dissolves into shivers, teeth chattering. 

What is wrong with me?",3.606715966386556,6.154773880000002,3.730991596638656,86.64818487394962,75.91428571428571,7.089075630252101,27.43697478991597,8.124751697461798,1.9470907563025204,739,30,137,13,17,227,106,175,0.194,0.731,0.076,-0.9767,1,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,1,1,5,9,0,4,15,1,8,6,6,0,0,30,22,15,0,2,7,1,6,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,11,12,0,0,8,1,0,2,1,7,0,0,5,6,14,2,20,12,1,20,0,1,0,0,4,13,0,5,5,88,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789289245312028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24002413928905755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15666027398945218,0.0,0.47233169114689394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214908573776115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735361059674335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174115932450851,0.4278751641879208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247185226720958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447446156085788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15323707551500376,0.0,0.0,0.13780707442971113,0.28271218203013976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15778428836152536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14169058834477466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961793234331644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950016305384174,0.1085771463646226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614535825207205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106042245671892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637547871877056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194857835981016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018861363225902,0.15420178125008274,0.0,0.0
anxiety,maoishere,2019/03/11,"i really don't know what do to well, this is the thing  
today was my first day in university and to be honest, i was really excited because i have a huge passion for my career. The classes were amazing and the teachers too.  
Even with all of that, my anxiety didn't go away.  
I spend two years in treatment, trying my best to not feel like this. And when i thought i was getting better, things started to turn bad.  
I was crying after my first class.  
The reason? I have to do presentations and group projects, just think about it made me have a panic attack.  
Second class the same. But nobody noticed, i was hiding my teary eyes, it was so pathetic.  
I feel ashamed of being such a coward  
two years and nothing, i'm clearly a lost case.   
I really want to study, but i'm afraid of people seeing me cry in front of them. They will surely think i'm a weird person, my hands shake violently, my voice breaks, my breath accelerate, i dont want that.  


  
I'm studying psychology. I want to help people like me because having a mental illness is a hell, so..... i'm afraid of not being able to do that or do something awful that i will probably regret.    
But i don't see another solution now.  


(sorry for this mess, english is not my first language and also, this is my first post here)  
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anxiety,Same-LameName,2019/03/11,"Tips for dealing with a job I can hardly stand for the rest of my time in it? I (22f) am a recent college grad who still doesn’t know what she wants to be when she grows up but I took a job and I hate it—it has not been working out for me and I met with HR and resigned about a month ago. For various reasons that I’m not sure are important I am staying until mid-June when I will finally be free and be able to move on. 

I have had multiple panic attacks at work and have gone to cry in the bathroom or in my car on my lunch break countless times throughout the past 5 months of me working there. I have literal nightmares about fucking up at work and haven’t been this anxious since high school. 

I am anxious because I am constantly paranoid I have fucked something up—this job is high stress and not feeling like ""part of the team"" definitely doesn't help, I know I'm not thriving here and it's very frustrating to constantly feel like a failure or an imbecile. 
So like just kinda generally anxious about the way my life is day to day I guess. Does anyone have any advice on how to feel less miserable and get less consumed by my work?

TL;DR: Job makes me anxious and I am at my wits end and feeling so helpless. ",3.5254844444444444,4.553462064000005,4.458666666666666,87.83377777777778,72.36,7.475555555555558,29.08888888888889,7.793537801064563,1.679142222222222,956,38,204,12,18,310,143,250,0.29600000000000004,0.6759999999999999,0.028,-0.9974,4,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,6,12,15,5,3,11,0,25,4,0,3,1,36,43,20,0,1,8,0,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,14,1,0,7,1,1,5,7,10,0,0,6,5,26,6,32,33,5,40,0,3,0,2,7,14,2,4,20,132,32,13,0.09628405472090636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408766392349703,0.08535000506265351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547645893113906,0.0,0.0,0.4350943026722226,0.0,0.06732404977663807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095370122624818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058693866081578734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20809771523240314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576351296001434,0.1241904998277526,0.0992646325985992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425882513305995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527909386119689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19473644431614293,0.13757069586215864,0.0,0.10547447561933936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17802611417778028,0.05030444461386677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606774143539052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625160091422136,0.09506057028747653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645371722986563,0.20345878034813533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821882697485262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058303968580865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680082753071623,0.14111857692352034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427035418414295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537060277495264,0.1023347125047365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112968592656472,0.0,0.10426624845010464,0.09191402499898756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989960443397606,0.09506888824198367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744460373790896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964716503710143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412416933746258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026259913313622,0.07689257047529968,0.0,0.11029305937293472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074658209947173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122880132072355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697512754474772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944442882669613,0.05679083010822866,0.07642580098360839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35047969287188496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gabbys86,2019/03/11,"sex life like how Sorry I don't even know where to post this I'm just gonna throw this here. I just agreed to a date and obviously I'd rather die than go sober because of nerves. And the fact that I don't want more. Just. No. And my question is what df is my problem that I'd rather go drunk into a dark alley with a stranger than on a date/or home with a nice guy I know (not close, just know.) I'm... I can't deal with myself sometimes. I'm blocked in the most ridiculous ways. I hate this. I'm not gonna curse here but....... ...",-1.3871794871794876,0.5582648119658131,0.462256410256412,105.64107692307694,93.18803418803421,3.4618803418803417,14.637606837606835,4.604124745555138,-1.5091305982905987,401,8,107,1,15,129,71,117,0.21,0.701,0.08900000000000001,-0.9002,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,0,11,5,2,0,7,0,5,3,0,1,2,28,18,5,1,4,9,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,6,8,1,1,4,1,0,3,6,3,0,0,0,0,9,2,11,16,2,11,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,2,2,58,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14804815870416513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25038299675543824,0.0,0.0,0.2520553714541566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16040994327415803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760513827784885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404743852001718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23977875945108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436132470894201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4004165111902951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17154262630914596,0.1186514984004232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232597392779808,0.0,0.0,0.2323888623601636,0.0,0.0,0.27206421484618354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24019954723036185,0.2718673165505855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324798126465765,0.19277481393690896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wheel_rider,2019/03/11,"I think I'm experiencing panic attacks for the first time right now too.  

it sucks. like i didn't know it could be a physical thing.  

i've always kinda had anxiety but it was really situation anxiety and now I've been in college for 5 years and the general anxiety got worse and worse and now I'm at a point where I don't really go to classes I just watch the lectures online and do the homework.  

Still getting good grades but I'm worried at the end a professor will be like 'yo I know you completed all the work but you never came to class so F'  

this is the first time I've ever acted like this in college and it's weird it's like I don't know how to just talk to my professor about it because I've never really talked to anyone in my life except my girlfriend about my anxiety.  

it sucks, and it's like this feeling in my chest/abdomen. ",1.228434343434344,3.356298409090911,3.576742424242425,86.83441919191921,81.95454545454545,7.092929292929293,22.845959595959602,8.167268648758528,1.392855808080808,664,23,140,14,18,229,91,176,0.156,0.731,0.113,-0.5887,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,3,13,11,3,1,10,0,12,1,0,1,4,27,26,12,0,1,6,0,1,5,1,1,1,0,1,0,12,8,0,0,5,0,0,3,5,5,0,2,6,3,13,6,16,16,1,25,0,0,1,0,5,9,2,1,18,89,25,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426117094819388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4201974408653861,0.0,0.0,0.0960172784227477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15622122909861358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370894650514643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15705740196553478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14397731976781347,0.0,0.0,0.109638779454968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162468725628507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242137261346116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943307575448081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336085015498753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717439886699658,0.0,0.07804207305222663,0.11517743081153653,0.10982728159109498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264023045499909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699311801478444,0.3354378743812456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211819170127486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611153347148526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298117067564051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639119642488791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172704583374732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15435333955882125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096638626532766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22074509449883528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122925073846562,0.08798905772028934,0.0,0.0,0.16014469514871027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997053464147486,0.13945504081336424,0.2798814528444168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842952397779559
anxiety,peanutbuttertheif,2019/03/11,"I feel so guilty I feel incredibly guilty about everything. About my situation. I’m working a new job and I’m just trying to learn but sometimes there’s nothing for me to do, and if I’m not doing something every second of every hour of every shift then I go to criticize myself to a ridiculous degree. Then I end up calling myself lazy or good for nothing and I’m just worried that I’m gonna scree something up. I feel like every time I say something it’s going to be wrong or everyone will think it’s stupid. So mine times out of ten I don’t say anything at all. I’m so worried that I’m actually mentally challenged and no one will tell me and everyone is nice to me because they have to. I always have terrible racing thoughts that make my head want to explode. The breaking point was today whenever I was reading a news article and I was so fed up with myself for not coming up with a solution for a national problem that I have absolutely no control over. I’m just all over the place and can’t relax. If I’m not constantly moving and on a project then I’m not content. If I’m dog tired because I’ve run myself into the ground with projects then I am unhappy because my anxiety runs wild. I just don’t know what to do ",3.027569169960471,4.496544909090911,4.874725296442686,82.6442618577075,74.21739130434783,7.7477470355731235,29.25079051383399,8.395991825355821,2.185969328063241,974,42,194,17,20,333,131,253,0.2,0.728,0.07200000000000001,-0.9859,1,0,3,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,3,11,10,2,0,9,0,17,3,1,2,2,42,41,22,0,5,14,0,3,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,7,14,1,1,7,2,0,6,9,5,0,3,5,5,25,5,31,32,2,32,0,0,0,0,5,14,0,5,12,127,32,7,0.0,0.0,0.11736374646623965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007220744168732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200432027738584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896991791467896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21994188375295656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280658018207265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359981550963338,0.0,0.1299664585883815,0.1348902453438834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652132156653428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4053222760860512,0.22984153028898185,0.10808868816241278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18243260862521274,0.08591913720329024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13670160140758106,0.10087468606460018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342916822500714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843927685853352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934695168989193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660958813280943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05875663319448815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027950058178604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212013685428316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278253359009469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615511603874575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23079984977745344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149638114494774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125653956207195,0.0,0.1136916761755958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507976998402428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203000617370458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19128311124194952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135185726589928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777634278349474,0.11894764819966372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511910967406483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706256783221402,0.0,0.0954789734057318,0.14025791107001456,0.1382298171610949,0.1139995423145476,0.0,0.0,0.0816537485520089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093689674793335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755618376459669,0.2442750001116552,0.0,0.0,0.1314936484406551,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bubbykinz,2019/03/11,"It’s been a good day, Reddit. I was diagnosed with Generalized Anxiety Disorder 7-8 years ago, but the last few months in particular have been a struggle. I’ve gained a lot of weight, faced anxiety-fueled nightmares on a regular basis, and have also been battling constant chest pain and shortness of breath. 

In short, it’s been rough. As hell. 

I cried today. 

For once, I didn’t cry because of all of the things I just mentioned. I cried because someone noticed - they noticed that I was sad, that I felt sick, and that I needed a friend. 

I’ve only been at my current job for a few weeks, and don’t really know anyone. But, today, someone decided to take the time to know me. 

Without saying a word, my coworker handed me a tea with my name on it. SHE LITERALLY WALKED TO THE COFFEE SHOP AND BOUGHT ME A TEA WITH HER OWN MONEY. EVEN THOUGH SHE‘S ONLY KNOWN ME FOR A COUPLE OF WEEKS. JUST BECAUSE SHE HEARD ME COUGHING AND SAW MY FACE AND WANTED TO HELP. 

As someone who always assumes that I’m a loser, that I’m being judged, or that I’m embarrassing myself just by existing, this gesture meant the world to me. 

It’s been a good day, Reddit. I hope it’s been a good day for all of you too. ",2.7740794979079486,4.480018489539752,4.326566945606697,85.32750732217578,75.40167364016736,6.955732217573223,24.92071129707113,7.7348632917899725,1.312998158995816,925,31,186,13,20,309,132,239,0.184,0.716,0.101,-0.9696,2,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,1,2,7,12,2,2,18,0,14,12,5,0,2,33,28,14,0,3,7,0,4,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,14,10,3,0,7,1,3,1,3,7,0,0,15,7,26,5,27,12,6,23,1,2,1,0,13,8,1,4,14,122,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566326676825524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953238891977939,0.099183628715985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911873793528157,0.0,0.0,0.0833471424664382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179889371378072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288124375758661,0.0,0.0,0.13189210698926507,0.39280554029393205,0.23062167196855946,0.0,0.0,0.12098510028056708,0.0,0.0,0.13661308597234267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873022163133436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445032357343833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209332700448568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999369454891727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989698943844169,0.0,0.0,0.11839211364966495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828722526873893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101798233283732,0.09716359573646773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133925021169302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951439956099876,0.0,0.0,0.0883850042868231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27141910387565993,0.0,0.12694369991741036,0.0,0.18131335737710794,0.12683679475457033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636232576808688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479231831732686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30299234138658576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461331880251207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962327604396009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791909277508109,0.0,0.11711301670974025,0.0,0.06950625419227491,0.0,0.2259745951003809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703070213916384,0.0,0.1912294825828828,0.14515301873200864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149041753901336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676064406623001
anxiety,fruitloopz15,2019/03/11,"Anxiety so bad I can’t stop physically shaking I’ve dealt with anxiety for years now but lately I’ve had it so bad I can’t stop shaking. My body is in so much pain, my heart is racing and I feel like I could burst into tears any minute. I’m not on any medication. Has anyone dealt with this and has found a way to help? I’m so lost and I don’t know what to do.",-0.7915176151761543,1.0293516097561015,2.0657723577235783,96.47990514905152,87.78048780487805,5.595663956639567,16.428184281842814,6.937597516519254,-0.3299149051490517,280,6,72,4,9,98,52,82,0.318,0.609,0.07400000000000001,-0.9608,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,2,1,0,10,4,2,0,0,14,16,8,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,3,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,3,1,7,1,8,12,1,11,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,6,40,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28549841228921885,0.0,0.32116836856632025,0.0,0.0,0.1467772511974491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505400418450293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331679291951821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16759982096338036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613918837146004,0.14996311608526244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301606528681481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487499508716377,0.14070141029068015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115363638963348,0.0,0.2367929445188617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255372774142317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291467110010329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21146699367695648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15431147041862547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22336405944891707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35099620628481104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166620531981573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13517819570987505
anxiety,pm_me_ur_elderscroll,2019/03/11,Anxiety about talking on the phone. Does anyone else have anxiety talking on the phone? I'm trying to work on it (I got a new job as a secretary/receptionist so I have to work on it). Any tips?,-0.551916666666667,1.6635489750000012,2.645000000000003,87.97333333333334,96.75,6.666666666666668,21.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,1.5041666666666669,149,6,32,4,6,53,26,40,0.102,0.898,0.0,-0.4137,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,8,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,19,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848900313196046,0.0,0.4159801047365449,0.0,0.0,0.19010719081274996,0.2785766670279747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23792699043466015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271236885202227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174499873445426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698023164253044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625866763093697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4370591469600174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845909777518616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958686981537468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bbeane20,2019/03/11,"Help! Hi all,

About a month and a half ago I struggled with an intrusive thought about suicide (Let it be known that I do NOT want to do this in the slightest little bit). I wasn't freaking out about it until I went online and started researching possible causes as to why I was having this thought (bad mistake). I soon was able to come across Suicidal OCD. After I saw this, I started to really freak out and started panicking because I automatically assumed that I have this. The whole week I was trying to assign that intrusive thought to a meaning. Whether it be OCD, GAD, Depression, or that I was just suicidal. I decided to go see a therapist and before my session I told her that I was just their to get an answer (she told me she had never heard of suicidal OCD). After I spoke with her about my issue, she told me that I was painfully normal and I was going through an adjustment disorder. She told me that everybody has intrusive thoughts and now that I have paid attention to them that I will probably have more. She was right, but they didn't come constantly and when they did come I labelled them just like I was told to do. However, now I am still struggling with the fact of ""what if"" I have something wrong with me what if I have OCD, what if I am depressed, What if I am suicidal. Does this mean that I have some sort of OCD? It has completely taken over my thought process. The only compulsive behavior I can think I have would be me researching the internet to see if I have something wrong with me. Any information on this would be greatly appreciated!

Also, is this a product of self diagnosis or the onset of a new problem that is coming to be? 

Lastly, I have been so consumed with worrying about this that I feel like it is starting to become a potential anxiety disorder. Maybe not so much OCD, but more of an anxiety problems. I don't have panic attacks, I have more anxiety attacks. The ""what ifs"" that go on in my brain are and feel so overwhelming. ",4.519834017157778,5.893307263707577,5.549864789257743,79.63584530026112,70.35770234986946,9.335658336441627,31.9553338306602,9.696096459569628,3.116130249906752,1554,70,297,37,28,513,174,383,0.16899999999999998,0.769,0.062,-0.9905,1,0,2,0,0,1,45.0,0,0,5,0,17,20,2,4,18,0,49,2,1,1,3,66,85,26,5,13,16,0,2,2,0,3,1,2,0,1,31,20,0,0,17,0,1,8,6,17,0,1,30,7,57,3,43,46,8,37,0,3,3,0,23,10,0,11,21,240,88,4,0.07552261850841839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694624453366271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06039541073561165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05135797036666373,0.0,0.17332378933332887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17183576270506046,0.0,0.0,0.06305823187264681,0.04603788726713005,0.08340879863175828,0.06426418584697523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245113922449007,0.0,0.0,0.0843082190849291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758253287086296,0.0,0.2602241944613985,0.07918402862813018,0.08161312070584104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300950413138476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17311092756693802,0.0,0.066090352394662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637301023728364,0.0539533737525468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039457451089520965,0.0,0.12876373355328202,0.0,0.0,0.08326395352379602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0506212192377185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882599233050115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061561013953978526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722699423881016,0.0,0.0737930732168041,0.0756935042492081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587262122156875,0.16453254353989374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06028143356561054,0.0,0.05551781434754654,0.0,0.05824769921543994,0.0729402155666538,0.0,0.0,0.07399613116804919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057438354555180086,0.08036139083347467,0.08860952056244414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514040488629394,0.0,0.0,0.08142615622305642,0.1445298927202777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048381723283662685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449590355761244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036349800965808,0.0,0.07878656197535913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628200285817568,0.0,0.0,0.21382119237217093,0.0,0.0603124606973663,0.0,0.0,0.1579052771669667,0.0,0.4130474341560677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768758099358676,0.0,0.048391844470514686,0.0,0.2997826156866745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3608254921775408,0.0,0.05127490053233805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04454519711983915,0.0,0.060579689113329775,0.0,0.0,0.07001022398604127,0.06814741641198213,0.08431830649645516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669688505044044,0.0,0.10729820267719742,0.1651442551993638,0.0,0.0
anxiety,foxfunk,2019/03/11,"Does anyone get anxious about engaging with their old hobbies? I get so panicked and feel like a failure when I just want to chill and have fun. I’ve been trying really hard recently to take up some of my old pastimes again. I used to love reading, playing ukulele, drawing, playing video games. Now I get a huge feeling of anxiety creep over me when I try to get back into them.

 I think its a confidence issue? Like not feeling good enough at playing the ukulele, or not being good enough at drawing or playing games. I went to a private school where competitiveness was drummed into us. I was considered dumb because I didn’t get A* in everything and I really tied my self-worth to my abilities academically. 

Now I feel like my self-worth is tied to my pastimes. They’re meant to be the things that make me interesting as a person, I should be good at them and see progress in them. Am I even the person I think I am now that I’m too anxious to do any of these things? 

Another issue is feeling anxious that I’m possibly wasting time. I used to love sitting playing games for hours but now I feel this weight on my shoulder and pain in my chest. I feel like I should be doing something more proactive, even if I have nothing else I really need to be doing. 

I’ve started working with polymer clay because its something new and therapeutic and creative. I’ll hopefully see some progress and build up my confidence in myself, instead of feeling like I’ve lost the knack for things I used to enjoy. 

I just feel ridiculous when I take a step back and look at myself. I’m having heart palpitations just trying to relax and do something I used to enjoy. How many of you can relate? I feel like most people stop doing the things they love because of depression/a loss of motivation and interest. ",5.1006652257444784,6.24834125072046,5.623389769452452,80.49754382804997,68.76945244956772,8.319356388088378,32.32576849183477,8.59863814320734,2.579954947166186,1422,62,266,22,24,458,165,347,0.099,0.6579999999999999,0.243,0.9941,0,0,3,0,0,0,32.0,1,1,5,6,21,30,2,0,12,0,24,8,3,7,0,53,64,21,0,6,9,0,12,6,0,2,1,0,0,2,11,15,1,1,14,12,0,2,3,5,0,0,7,15,45,25,41,50,6,37,0,2,3,3,15,16,1,7,24,176,56,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051802140837486604,0.07987694453357176,0.0582742612388482,0.2581708378004798,0.0,0.05326387476065506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714894160150276,0.0,0.1393081406671129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06666193617670026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636350873883295,0.0,0.0,0.15741988232745605,0.0,0.10062676513567616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846187692002381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.385167618993622,0.2720999531166385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19899349836401867,0.0,0.0,0.19167788394259316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823853413814199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026866303772473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756597350248003,0.07501779633592831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15901544111679888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22329382241840545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06396846768928048,0.0,0.08315485960529526,0.0,0.20625483971985406,0.0,0.050847922955387,0.0772302820624807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056483373751523513,0.0,0.07357104053226014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07309271292515652,0.0,0.1598673285552009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105639798713847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05281069265159328,0.13302750124670484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858767434420119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619639168659008,0.0,0.14640046085976646,0.0,0.07521439030711552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709395359930805,0.12140446421605512,0.0,0.15893589837802802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17593150525378345,0.0,0.0,0.053917607346162584,0.0,0.0,0.06368636086483725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454940888387025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20243120678541626,0.09762072468013668,0.0,0.0,0.04441870841427297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551550577159328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163008098347256,0.2631656548950563,0.0,0.0,0.04493044718008024,0.0,0.0,0.09276157504723058,0.0,0.07061570885875501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05545687322499373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bikester,2019/03/11,"I got asked to partake in a work roundtable So I work for a fairly big company, and I get to work from home in our support team. We have a yearly ""anonymous"" survey where you get to post what you think of the job, the company etc. I slammed them in the survey for many reasons, including job security, training, salary, etc. So, now I'm invited to partake in a roundtable discussion via Skype, along with 5 or 6 other employees and a few managers. 

The topics of discussion are Training, Scheduling and Systems / tools. I'm kind of freaking out about this, as I have Social Anxiety, so don't do well in these situations. And, they want us to come in with ideas for how to improve. Well for the first one, there is no training, so what can I say other than - Add some training? I don't want to look like an idiot, and they only gave me a couple of days prep time. How can I avoid freaking out, and being useful to the meeting? 

tia

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anxiety,anariva97,2019/03/11,I can't go to a place where my card has been denied I get paid in checks and checks don't go through till a day or two so I'll be decline when buying something for like 3 dollars even if I have the money in the saving account I'll make some excuse and just leave and well I wont ever go back there I dont know why well I do but I drive 20 mins just so I dont go to the one that's 5 mins away. I have like 15 stores I dont go to some going back to when I was 17 ,-1.4550522928399017,-0.15684934513274484,1.3650362027353182,103.57278358809332,86.6991150442478,4.1090909090909085,14.69750603378922,3.1291,-1.5351876106194693,356,5,102,0,11,124,69,113,0.032,0.87,0.098,0.6369,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,14,5,0,0,5,0,13,0,0,1,1,14,23,11,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,8,7,6,0,2,2,3,0,12,5,10,18,2,21,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,4,11,65,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15015723161552433,0.2457851986856523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307142021341616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5619275932909303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556036240642132,0.1445673803010516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349995461149938,0.0,0.5449802564748885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878335244728182,0.0,0.0,0.1692275217230519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561610822317565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668185879864764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082989475881049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16697908577459164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303812958879334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15612204083655148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287396815579766,0.0,0.1442137294773883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Comhluadar10,2019/03/11,"Trying to help sister before anxiety overwhelms her like it did for me. My sister is 15 and under a lot of pressure right now, on top of dealing with our overbearing mother. I always saw her as the level-headed one, but it has become clear that the stress and anxiety is starting to become a bit much. I've always had severe anxiety and have been going through a very rough patch lately where I've been basically useless , so my efforts to stave off her anxiety is a little ironic as I have never followed any of my own advice.

I wish I could have seen this coming earlier, but I really want to help her now. She's bright and amazing and capable . I'd just like any input or advice possible on this because I want to get it right to help her as much as possible and I want her to trust me. I can't let her feel as bad when I know that feeling. Thank you. 👍",4.610945454545455,4.9180519542857155,6.123116883116883,79.49870129870129,69.45714285714286,8.877922077922078,27.90909090909091,8.841846274778883,2.0911714285714287,672,21,132,11,11,230,105,175,0.134,0.622,0.244,0.9736,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,1,0,2,6,11,0,3,6,0,14,0,0,0,2,23,29,16,0,5,4,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,5,0,1,6,6,24,6,22,21,5,18,0,2,3,0,17,9,0,2,8,94,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496496585001179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21257774782200656,0.0,0.0,0.17373346228733008,0.0,0.3908791800332347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665652157530804,0.07786835708468702,0.2821548294853972,0.10869626884163727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13945763223056945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003562337048574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198899861203983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169304346598387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12917710142262126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673822526352274,0.0,0.07259687603028668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310968113304826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568617768747549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07020187698579661,0.0,0.1440948752275321,0.0,0.0,0.13062152763596213,0.0,0.1248134029757088,0.1280277868458329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859891826331516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18780535983729604,0.0,0.09851999974611496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655908369729838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880124976870625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183271493682552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181763910921006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14430842943155053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041414554549618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632430788044046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760467983438068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672622705222606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053978475990652,0.22603087511002806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14689325974529122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,scooter9424,2019/03/11,"Medication and anxiety/panic attacks I'm a 24 year old who has been dealing with a diagnosed general anxiety disorder since my teens. I have always dealt with anxiety that seemed normal but it was not until my mid to late teens that it really broke me and I realized the way I felt during normal stressful situations was above and beyond others. Hence why in my teens when I became housebound because my anxiety was so bad that I went to a psychiatrist and started taking ssris. I was on them for 6months, established a healthy lifestyle mentally and physically,  got off medication and was living life pretty good for 4 years. 
Now the reason I'm going to start on with this next part is to offer insight for others in the same boat and maybe just for general discussion. 
Leading up to my 2nd anxiety peak I was in a back and forth long distance relationship and went hours away from my home town for college to a school that seemed way over my head...stress, stress and more stress. However everyone has a stressful life to some degree or another. I personally believe I am wired for anxiety and therefore what some may consider a 1or 2 on intensity scale I'd probably consider a 10...or at least my body handles it at a ten. Anyway when I hit 22 I had my first major panic attack. Never before had my anxiety been able to peak like that.  I was housebound once again. Lost my job, dropped out of school and my relationship went down the tubes. Finally after 3 months picked myself but refused medication.  I Went to a psychologist...but left it was too Expensive and it wasnt helping. However I was exercising, eating right, getting plenty for sunshine and fresh air and low stress. Still my body was able to rev itself up to a panic. My symptoms constantly switched so that I always  felt like it was a new emergency, even after going to the doctor. 
Now with all that said I crashed once again and became housebound. So I'm going on medication.  I wanted to bring up that a women I worked with once said that sometimes hormones change as you get older and can cause panic attacks to happen when before they didnt. I believe that panic/anxiety/depression can happen from within and come out or just be situational so figuring it out can help figure out what treatment you need. 
Medication worked for me before but I have been stubborn. Also I had heard that it was no better then placebo, well after watching a podcast of Joe rogans where he has Dr. Patrick on his show she explains that initially medication worked 70% with patients where placebo worked 30%. What has changed since then was that the criteria for needing medication has been broadened... so before only the very severe cases took medicine.
Yeah so I'm on medication now and cant wait for it to help. I hope my story makes somone feel better and that you can get the professional help you need.",6.594795109054857,7.49742018913858,7.086230447235074,72.23173165895574,65.27340823970036,10.102577660277596,33.308878607622816,10.125756701596842,3.4939636043181315,2287,94,390,51,34,749,265,534,0.155,0.754,0.092,-0.9868,3,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,0,4,2,9,26,24,4,8,23,1,38,18,2,6,2,73,79,39,0,7,8,0,3,2,0,1,15,3,1,2,31,31,1,3,11,2,1,11,6,16,1,2,34,8,48,8,64,42,8,78,0,3,2,0,26,32,0,8,34,268,79,11,0.1073920416264548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04294068844449997,0.08935878163029545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05630495966497109,0.24646385369788135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832609264528988,0.050449179118944434,0.04128892554781175,0.04483393449475714,0.032732595899297064,0.0,0.18276543525299765,0.12099405547219498,0.0,0.0949795336969053,0.0,0.11928834844421585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055160604624856766,0.1136065403642362,0.046254367359981834,0.0,0.05802632263822781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05535823967407569,0.04624830404488271,0.05450033083306729,0.0,0.0,0.06154029185703661,0.05496015259755814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054944434518223416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035465715327903366,0.0,0.0,0.05130884897945789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027150321508071708,0.0,0.10311320128245384,0.05882136616012861,0.0,0.045673807873106285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416186396014529,0.0,0.09155005816032713,0.04503767466768309,0.04294561306919091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496642774261002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05510760865675098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396524355026125,0.0,0.05386148698159564,0.05333226444388247,0.05287976426131564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05328501522519556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060571450311361026,0.0,0.05834088372600805,0.0,0.07585417496075117,0.05246632695713331,0.0,0.047414570134784964,0.04751928870447223,0.0,0.0,0.05861554974795832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03584251084926423,0.0,0.053944870142622836,0.0,0.0,0.4327447348914192,0.05411295954085351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04285965152319765,0.0,0.0,0.1194447571595967,0.041413681505842334,0.05185995150249933,0.05710632730294194,0.0,0.10522139930450047,0.0,0.0,0.056344941200549226,0.17155352915264085,0.0,0.040838243463826585,0.0,0.2520028438813062,0.0,0.05814755790169589,0.0,0.0,0.04688529422203652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054628157234992716,0.05789339227965162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034399045898147414,0.05520845245563552,0.0,0.11529886235718363,0.0,0.04585610838442301,0.1021544241168386,0.0,0.0,0.10868647951344194,0.0,0.09776568133371763,0.0,0.060661219554278674,0.0,0.08883580659214052,0.12071315433829427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05310673758797891,0.0,0.07601263980700951,0.0,0.04288171158342114,0.0,0.3690516625298108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05581072546410869,0.04037272509930464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05965825485632765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044304840673135726,0.031671304291569016,0.08524280395500113,0.0,0.0,0.04827917134394895,0.19910699700509693,0.048452306902171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563653706742036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915695382104535
anxiety,LongjumpingCucumber9,2019/03/11,"Girlfriend with anxiety telling me who (not) to hang out with Hi all,

My girlfriend and I have been together for over 10 months and have been doing long distance for the past 6 months. We are in different cities for school. When I came to my city, she was scared (and I was a bit too) that I would meet someone new and break up with her. We had some ups and downs in the fall and a really low point where I questioned the relationship in November but we're doing really well now.

Except for one thing. She has severe anxiety and has taken a disliking to two girls in my program. I'll call them Liz, who I share an office with, and Stef, who I barely talk to, maybe once a week or less. But I just found out I will be working with Stef in the summer for our internship. She doesn't have a problem with most of my female friends and I typically make friends with girls easier than guys. But for whatever reason she gets a ""bad feeling"" about these two. I was excited to get this job but immediately felt uneasy when I found out I'd be working with Stef, who has a boyfriend too. I don't think either of these girls have an interest in me but my girlfriend thinks otherwise and I don't agree with her reasoning why. I have no interest in either girl and have tried reassuring her several times.

I know her anxiety is a major reason why she feels this way and I love her but I'm starting to feel annoyed and resentful because the names of these girls can never come up in conversation without some negative comment about them. I know she can't entirely help how she feels because of her anxiety and insecurities but I don't know what to do. How can I continue in a relationship where this could become a common thing?",4.1761061946902664,5.519302504424783,5.118458997050149,82.51761769911508,71.15339233038348,8.963823008849557,27.71929203539824,9.3871,2.298072707964602,1355,48,274,30,25,443,173,339,0.129,0.742,0.129,0.7351,2,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,3,0,2,2,13,16,2,2,17,0,32,1,0,6,2,72,53,26,0,3,14,0,5,0,5,2,0,0,0,6,14,30,0,0,16,0,0,4,10,7,1,3,11,5,45,9,48,37,9,42,0,1,0,1,48,21,0,5,15,203,59,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184090233101121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688208684218028,0.12686266648425795,0.11492124455316058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360177451226973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625241057685404,0.11901189559955044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963469316461603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830799364490962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871596396332116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104545690794322,0.0,0.0999097024313692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281832081138825,0.1607862102902489,0.0,0.10872952159693808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303141219276134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974628110015701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325913557115342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715587237239156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208593924281587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939142494359666,0.0,0.06945792679899021,0.0,0.10453784494353432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16611238820003602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025410023886594,0.1004975552747506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081582723658588,0.07051077342193464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933285262266936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836618394771963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956716448991587,0.0,0.0,0.11656609596645345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13332137483318493,0.3209594884807949,0.0,0.22343356399588013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417781693645284,0.10530983124804673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23510643911404736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816597956141012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365109539503223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363595670063785,0.0909491884229878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382598454913199,0.13334926492172394,0.0,0.0,0.06067566221438751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064692790422449,0.0,0.20329441961826064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259449878033144,0.0834671327455931,0.0,0.09355848877960928,0.0,0.18778800403835466,0.0,0.0,0.10030589353453252,0.0,0.15150744483081816,0.0,0.0,0.07391811890505859,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bartholomewn,2019/03/11,"Anxiety is ruining my daily life and I don’t know what to do. I can’t step out of my apartment without getting overwhelmingly anxious about other people judging me. If I’m late for a class, even by a couple of minutes, I just skip it entirely because the auditorium is probably full of people already and I’m terrified of apologising to the lecturer and finding an unoccupied seat while everyone is staring at me. That consequently makes me anxious about making it to class in time so I often end up arriving way earlier and in that free time, I just awkwardly browse my phone outside the hall. I get anxious when the bus arrives at the stop and I can sense people inside looking at me through the window. When I enter, I immediately head for the stairs to the upper deck. When I’m about to leave, I dread the moment where I have to say thanks to the driver. I can’t concentrate during lectures not because I’m bored but because I’m extremely conscious of all the people in the room and I feel like I have to act a certain way the entire time. I don’t have natural reactions to anything in general because everything seems like a social test. I’m at the stage where I can’t do literally anything naturally in public. I don’t want to sound dramatic but it’s like I’m not even living anymore. The whole time I have a need to put on this mask of security and I can’t even do that well. ",4.060382683982684,5.58749536727273,5.908415584415586,76.02624242424245,71.69090909090909,9.01991341991342,31.640692640692638,9.48565724429506,3.1116874458874446,1106,51,205,26,21,382,143,275,0.045,0.821,0.134,0.9641,0,0,0,0,0,1,17.0,0,0,0,0,16,13,0,3,21,0,18,2,1,2,2,30,36,15,0,3,8,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,9,8,0,2,5,0,1,4,10,5,1,0,0,5,26,9,37,36,3,39,0,2,2,0,4,20,0,3,15,140,35,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13314665855703786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230134493825384,0.40892007974413,0.1196581171061006,0.0,0.0,0.19857886030595012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942025855227269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335033307048683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686521258510948,0.0,0.0,0.2390760233083037,0.0,0.0,0.11529177273620855,0.10843763923175727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06100718997373757,0.08619651659713758,0.0,0.0,0.11027720122311573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607533509646718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382764415225404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066309263772278,0.0,0.1361049803786452,0.1277570545280284,0.0,0.0,0.08522274884950974,0.17683896532936813,0.0,0.10654126828207024,0.0,0.10132047109374087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16107734620135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946473542662674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345901161326615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300873427955095,0.0,0.0,0.12129238883313635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595032264993122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984049474818924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299337781669555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087363849974806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110836358060628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814214330579517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711659078165012,0.1915418914369302,0.0,0.0,0.10848404049577348,0.0,0.0,0.13470787459368389,0.0,0.1163078707031934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HorrorShow80,2019/03/11,Thoughts on Abilify for anxiety My shrink just prescribed Abilify for my bipolar disorder. I was in a rough spot before. I had been on Geodon for about 3 years and it wasn't working well for my anxiety. It got so bad I thought I might have to quit my job. Which would be a problem seeing as how I carry the insurance. I've been on Abilify for about 2 weeks now and I can say for the first time in a long while I'm happy and I have energy again. My anxiety is almost nonexistent now. Not sure how well it's going to control my bipolar disorder yet. I'm also on like 3 different antidepressants. So my question is has anyone else used Abilify for anxiety? Did it work well or is this a fluke? How long did it last? Is it gonna poop out like my Geodon did? Any insight would be awesome!,0.7984570120954579,3.1678298198757773,3.0327492644655116,88.4118502778686,86.20496894409939,7.116181758744688,24.001634521085318,8.20500826718156,1.738508074534162,615,25,129,15,19,209,93,161,0.168,0.743,0.08900000000000001,-0.8461,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,5,16,9,0,0,6,0,21,3,1,5,1,22,30,12,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,4,2,1,0,0,8,4,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,2,3,1,11,3,15,7,19,13,0,20,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,4,14,90,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13633306342678758,0.0,0.0,0.10887791208031754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258565367961047,0.0,0.41661294164821816,0.0,0.0,0.09519820189854963,0.13950023499150854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136783166493484,0.0,0.0,0.11585235188134024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15270212785371245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224621237184176,0.31207596938589505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373460763505933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580785073832063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773763342291016,0.0,0.1088903986722552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449326176675742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510638541311773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097920492995876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13303056705760913,0.0,0.0,0.2409742891929548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14443205085070104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027573420655167,0.0,0.0,0.15251748719989994,0.14481069634010948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827075758761892,0.0,0.0,0.1084927330931108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831835685717444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21617341368419996,0.07938928947051241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758859668039805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921012018625012,0.0,0.3672415764612879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19823546963710595,0.0,0.0,0.19343198655615004,0.0,0.0,0.08767517488223675
anxiety,Shana24601,2019/03/11,"Anyone else get bad anxiety at restaurants where you hav me to like point and tell them what you want? (I.e. subway, chipotle) I hate it. I’m always so scared I’m going to mess up and sound stupid or something. Like all I have to do is point and say “can you put some lettuce on, please?” But...God I can’t stand it ",-0.1063636363636391,2.0832240454545463,1.215378787878791,101.0430681818182,88.84848484848484,3.9060606060606062,15.825757575757574,5.148860815047168,-1.043933333333333,241,5,57,1,8,76,52,66,0.247,0.6409999999999999,0.112,-0.9062,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,1,0,2,7,2,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,7,11,5,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,0,2,8,2,6,11,2,9,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,2,2,30,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20889596408843725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19205463410852705,0.0,0.0,0.17554189037990806,0.2572331669136693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096185243193802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097223227719347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13116467787256933,0.0,0.1426790392083132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478625730956294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453033434863606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27558048316850603,0.4746519120680058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523773123033096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19964718955563546,0.25134755674896925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932726395917706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21943113198814526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14807739145992416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iDonTKnOeHoWaCIdWorK,2019/03/11,"I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO DO AND I FEEL LIKE IN GONNA HAVE A MENTAL BREAK DOWN I’m a highschool senior about to graduate with loads of homework to do. I’m constantly worried that if I don’t get homework done then I’ll be a highschool drop out  and be miserable the rest of my life, I’m constantly worried that my old ass truck is gonna break down one of these days and I’m going to have no transportation, I’m constantly having trouble sleeping at night because my mind is always running and telling me that there is more stuff that needs to be done or that I didn’t do a good enough job and I’ll have to redo something. I’m constantly pissed off because the us school system continues to dry fuck my ass with a cactus because what I submitted wasn’t good enough and I have to read through two pages of citations just to redo the paper and put in text citations in. Every time I try to calm myself down I just here that little voice in my head go “you don’t have time to do this” and I get back to whatever was causing me anxiety. Any coping mechanisms help you’re my last hope reddit ",2.3161160714285742,4.210650522321431,3.5806785714285745,89.33932142857145,77.25892857142857,6.98,24.59285714285714,7.908726449838941,1.3017917857142858,863,30,181,14,20,281,119,224,0.14800000000000002,0.778,0.07400000000000001,-0.9432,1,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,1,1,0,0,6,9,2,1,8,0,24,7,5,1,0,21,40,11,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,2,0,11,11,0,0,2,1,0,5,6,4,0,2,5,2,20,5,30,30,5,34,0,1,0,3,4,11,4,3,15,117,31,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013328232042124,0.0,0.0,0.08183594946300654,0.0,0.09206047125923776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925347361088951,0.0,0.22007611606602465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362327003781134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5201831126828719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760993518585108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463010768339136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486886705133938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139241188851096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06084798290795498,0.08597157434862525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125323758169532,0.12574632331643096,0.0,0.13678503150213114,0.20187250140507465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350449804608625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066197923550879,0.0,0.0,0.11952568275698387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585024607984286,0.0,0.0,0.11941979010115585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980939081288016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500034778845286,0.058792492843624575,0.12061321240289626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127533871972065,0.0,0.12151001969808388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923126428946371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129317974344628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627754769318192,0.0,0.08154611904643834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209758588415698,0.0,0.0,0.1203734818390912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217914315635928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204278246484216,0.0,0.0,0.09264431636823094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776155736864676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518326471810843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14034351160915592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170358249610261,0.0,0.11755558859399913,0.0,0.1447553046152925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444240831227224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fierybluebeacon,2019/03/11,"Good medication for anxiety that's not an SSRI? (UK based) I've been on citalopram and sertraline in the past, and (for me) they sucked. Bad side effects, didn't help with my anxiety much either. I know those two, plus fluoxetine, are the big three that GP's love to push whether you're there for anxiety or depression (cos they're cheap), but I want to steer clear of them this time. I'm thinking of asking about Pregabalin, but it sounds like you need to go through a psychiatrist for that?
Just want recommendations for things I can propose to my GP so they don't try to push me into SSRI's again. What's worked for you guys?",3.046363636363637,5.0939219354838725,3.84184750733138,87.59640762463344,75.61290322580646,7.734897360703813,24.175953079178885,8.575989854853784,1.4748806451612912,496,16,105,10,11,158,88,124,0.1,0.7929999999999999,0.107,0.4139,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,3,2,7,6,1,0,4,0,5,2,0,2,1,20,15,8,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,8,5,0,0,3,0,1,3,3,3,0,2,2,1,12,3,20,13,2,11,0,1,0,1,9,5,1,1,4,64,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5273895061188436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21483213940532647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918735442604808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979265507952615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060073308629858,0.19274548087563811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275382987001413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540302108302707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629216434263946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226875603312926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074036265792528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314994963619257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16892956703849302,0.1703939152178306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21937026591956205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15266902273833713,0.14724667083295226,0.0,0.0,0.13399832787826382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15601923182072186,0.0,0.2244813760711588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710841898779217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729726159975852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Retarded_irl,2019/03/11,"I just realized something about myself and I wanted to share. So like many, if not most others here can relate, I grew up having to plan my every action because I did not want to stick out as the weird one, which spiraled into the most ridiculous trains of thoughts about how not sitting down at a table as smoothly as seemingly everyone else did would make me an outcast, or how hard it really is to fake your laugh at the appropriate timing to keep the charade up.  


I hated the thought of not just *being myself* like everyone else, I hated that I couldn't keep myself off this leash of what my mind thought to be appropriate, and I grew up desperately wanting to get rid of this part of me to finally become this *real* me.  


Well, I grew up, became more confident, and yet I didn't grow out of that behavior. I still plan my interactions very carefully, I'm still incredibly strict with myself and beat myself up over dumb clumsy mistakes I would instantly forgive from anyone else.

But what I realized is that by growing along with that unfortunate trait instead of growing out of it, I managed to gain something positive:  
I'm an incredibly aware and thoughtful person. I find it really easy to grasp the difficulty of a situation. I tend to consider aspects others don't.  
Not only that, I apply this skill by being a self sufficient colleague, an observing friend, someone who is able to put themselves into the shoes of others and understand their perspective.

I don't want a meeting with my boss to go awkwardly, so I prepare myself for it as I always do. I don't want to inconvenience others, and I certainly know what could *possibly* tick others off, so I'm quick to avoid that.  


I guess I don't really have an elegant way to round this off, but it feels good to finally get a victory over something that I've had to suffer with for a good 10 years, and I'm proud of how I took the circumstances I was confronted with and grew into who I am now.",7.880960246360582,6.94284155851064,8.415660694288917,69.97368421052634,62.93617021276596,11.851959686450169,36.01287793952967,11.10113133989139,4.006991489361703,1550,61,280,37,19,519,187,376,0.091,0.7879999999999999,0.121,0.902,0,1,3,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,1,6,18,23,5,2,18,0,24,1,1,5,1,69,53,23,0,11,11,0,4,2,1,2,0,0,0,2,28,21,0,3,13,0,0,11,11,11,1,1,10,4,42,12,65,36,4,41,0,1,1,0,11,19,1,6,11,216,70,2,0.10617712932315272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834787726935267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424151756397057,0.10879101642420716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06472459253490948,0.11726429742403364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825465967967644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477379805289183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660921015935134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894588108367937,0.20291359437837533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0536863468515636,0.0,0.0,0.232623710552868,0.09704397264047852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203218673131063,0.0,0.11094633554388862,0.0,0.06034290944725314,0.17811267707296038,0.0,0.0,0.11696607846485765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511385255994784,0.20965586657526736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887502221736448,0.0,0.0,0.05835217350418542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374556434666146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087405830212566,0.10764694397425673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720863291918284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194837071507325,0.08075249137494682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149794841712553,0.0,0.0,0.09270977388218174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969875990502032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673734128966862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085281830160595,0.20405936359557605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966596708017064,0.11076590225551862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934754200655265,0.0,0.0,0.08996353711769937,0.24522102449449945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16958638526411807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33717112232859336,0.061912737962186076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796669744126576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053413616298358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760725146013784,0.31313010914679035,0.08427846311815286,0.0,0.0,0.09546599062212724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085037260100725,0.0,0.0,0.06837459013018331
anxiety,AeliusAntoninus,2019/03/11,"Have you heard of cognitive bias modification (CBM)? I did a search in this subreddit and didn't find anything on this, so I thought I would leave this here. 

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**""Cognitive bias modification** (**CBM**) refers to the process of modifying [cognitive biases](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cognitive_bias) in healthy people and also refers to a growing area of psychological (non-[pharmaceutical](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pharmaceutical)) therapies for [anxiety](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Anxiety), [depression](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Depression_(mood)) and addiction called **cognitive bias modification therapy** (**CBMT**). CBMT is sub-group of therapies within a growing area of [psychological therapies](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Psychological_therapies) based on modifying [cognitive processes](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cognitive_processes) with or without accompanying medication and talk therapy, sometimes referred to as applied [cognitive processing therapies](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cognitive_processing_therapy)(ACPT). Other ACPTs include attention training, interpretation modification, approach/avoid training...some CBM apps ask the user to consistently select 'good' or 'positive' images over 'bad' or 'negative' ones. For CBM applications that are designed to reduce anxiety, the user may be asked to repeatedly select the smiling face amongst a group of faces, to help overcome the tendency to focus on negative or threatening social cues. CBM may also be useful in the treatment of mood and addiction disorders"" (Wikipedia)

There are many apps based on CBM; some of the ones I know include:

\-Mood Mint ($1.99)

\-PsychMeUp (free with additional features available on purchase)

\-MindHabits 

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Some sources if you'd like further reading:

[https://www.apa.org/monitor/2011/11/behavior-change](https://www.apa.org/monitor/2011/11/behavior-change)

[https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/ritual-and-the-brain/201802/dealing-anxiety-cutting-the-cognitive-core](https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/ritual-and-the-brain/201802/dealing-anxiety-cutting-the-cognitive-core)

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anxiety,tararebagirl,2019/03/11,"How do you calm yourself down? I’ve been having a hard week. But today I’ve spiraled out of control and feel like I’m constantly on the verge of an anxiety attack. 
I feel like there’s a huge rock on top of my chest squishing me down. I can normally talk myself out of it and I did some yoga to relax myself earlier which helped for like an hour and now I’m freaking out again.
I hate being like this. I go through periods of feeling fine and happy, and other times are just unbearable. 

I feel alone even though I know I’m not. ",1.7967272727272745,3.6390643090909123,3.503636363636364,89.53545454545456,78.63636363636364,6.581818181818183,22.81818181818182,7.554174236665415,0.9364727272727272,414,13,88,6,10,138,76,110,0.124,0.655,0.221,0.8625,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,2,7,11,2,0,5,0,7,1,1,2,0,20,17,8,0,1,3,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,5,3,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,5,12,8,15,14,1,19,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,1,12,58,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064273194126548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247327979681255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22674638974953365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153856704207173,0.2235455689273096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164382172683678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40311292766993395,0.2847773366990028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327371071950425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121715324337862,0.1785445733224179,0.1967795238797097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359475962606807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19628235875160405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953676715149344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3894954735156672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19528362820010328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019958849809982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19582321469666875,0.0,0.11622054080623018,0.0,0.18892465114278945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598762164797274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jansskon,2019/03/11,"I keep getting into my own head and feeling awful for it Hey, I’m kind of new here I think (I used this sub a while ago but just got back to it). Trigger Warning: Im writing about like certain oddly specific hypothetical situations that trigger me and make me feel terrible and panicky so they might make someone else panicky too. Im also using mobile. 


A lot of the time I get really really really stressed and anxious about certain things. It’s to the point where I won’t do simple things like liking my friends’ pictures on Instagram because I start getting into my own head. And they’re ALWAYS really unlikely situations. For example (might be triggering for people?) : 


If I post a picture of myself online anywhere, even in me and my friend’s private discord server or even in my own sent messages to my friend that someone will find it, use it for something malicious and hey me in trouble; 


If I post a picture somewhere public that I only use for my friends like Instagram same thing as above will happen.


Someone’s going to gain access to my sent messages and posts and even deleted posts from any and/or all forums, websites, and apps and find something incriminating and use it against me. 


Someone’s going to accuse me of something really serious and use anything they can against me to plant evidence. Things that really scare me a lot and honestly this is probably the worst one and Idk why BECAUSE IVE LITERALLY NEVER DONE ANYTHING LIKE THAT OR EVEN SUGGESTED DOING IT. It really gets on my nerves this one because my brain cannot logically accept it YET it still makes me feel like shit and panicky. Like something super serious that there is literally no way I have done. One specific is that my friend is going to live in New York for a year with her cousins (we live in the UK) and she wants me to visit because I could stay with her and stuff. But you’ve got to apply for a visa and basically be vetted to get a visa and you can’t be on like anything. Someone I know has a criminal record for tagging someone in a Facebook post about a school shooting or something. I don’t know the full story, the guy was a bit of a weird kid and I don’t really know him and now he can’t go to America because of something I don’t know about and then my brain suddenly thinks I’m going to be in his situation???? WHAT???? It’s just so annoying and scary. Like all of the what ifs are scary.


There’s more ideas that are in similar veins, what if something I did on the internet in the past 13/14 years actually was really terrible and it could ruin my life. I’ve seen celebrities and stuff face scandals about tweets. Like Laura Lee made a tweet/retweeted something  that said “having abs when you’re skinny is like having boobs when you’re fat, it doesn’t count” and she retweeted a lot of stuff that was very negative about fat people (and maybe racist too?) which got her into so much shit and she’s basically fallen off of the face of the earth in terms of relevance goes. James Charles has similar shit happen. I mean celebrity nudes get leaked too and I can’t imagine the amount of stress and heart wrenching dread that puts people through and it scares me. Of course I’ve not tweeted anything really bad like genuinely racist or aggressive or hateful but what if a joke I made or something gets found out and it’s bad? We’ve all made and said stupid shit that we’d regret if we could see it now. I’m just so fucking paranoid something like that is going to crop up and just make me look awful and have serious consequences for me. 


Even now, just writing this post I’m thinking “what if someone goes in my post history, finds something incriminating (which there isn’t) and uses it against me? What if they make fun of my interests?” It’s just so AGGH I cant get over it emotionally and it’s annoying. 


This originally started as asking for advice but it’s turned into more of a vent, any advice is welcomed and appreciated though! ",4.1668839601414325,5.966553135947716,5.018892103289407,81.4164898746384,71.8888888888889,7.996785599485698,29.011571841851488,8.651367575944494,2.2907152041144325,3139,126,587,57,61,1019,310,765,0.212,0.688,0.1,-0.9987,0,0,11,1,0,0,66.0,3,1,3,2,40,55,10,5,29,2,48,19,17,19,6,131,113,70,0,13,25,1,3,13,5,5,3,2,0,2,54,48,3,1,19,1,2,11,15,27,0,3,18,8,66,28,77,82,18,69,0,2,3,3,39,26,6,19,36,387,120,1,0.0,0.0,0.041649962313260236,0.0,0.0,0.08341368323401832,0.03783364359065612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034131540315655164,0.035513553325003874,0.0,0.0,0.05804833893004415,0.0,0.0,0.04821675981021364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048949442760267,0.0,0.039900459161576765,0.0,0.0,0.032818631418698736,0.07127278570277543,0.130088030379029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04659599708381516,0.0,0.0,0.0952909945835209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223059876817826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735383704048612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03565403920418315,0.04800976143657512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095017294639214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474155352680022,0.030490921892428326,0.0,0.0,0.11702747379194962,0.0,0.0,0.04679691028374599,0.16487404835812985,0.039457388131888815,0.1783901877592007,0.0,0.14553769928670113,0.0,0.10240636400691168,0.0,0.0,0.04226035555066741,0.0754843616752915,0.0,0.0,0.042138108054484605,0.08760490968831489,0.0,0.0,0.050576538556722235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04818103278521492,0.09220441965462442,0.0,0.0,0.03793634486448129,0.0,0.04444512066200084,0.09382423616371972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030146463931637918,0.2710696549364989,0.0,0.07537523829859114,0.0,0.035840828518189635,0.0,0.0,0.1088561765555422,0.0,0.1211558208212704,0.1424476584309005,0.0,0.04287824850492227,0.04649152207651013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055442508572176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03137504150663928,0.0,0.032917794081557365,0.08244208882506605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676413216743795,0.03246040535674436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04074331876420675,0.08876774984418244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040346820637726266,0.0,0.28613251085330704,0.0,0.04601674365693738,0.0,0.0,0.04290564050682322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734218906178421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119776304175677,0.0,0.08546115190559624,0.04319489383681293,0.03401079266464499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17524347369782176,0.0,0.14392384157694324,0.0,0.0,0.25314104651279234,0.3614324500999383,0.0,0.0,0.060418884141216524,0.04549168071306273,0.034084662373439475,0.0,0.09778062217513722,0.0,0.14657671157003282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134199775484398,0.08204372668602691,0.04193332526563556,0.0,0.024887313527789952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04642407342435816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580354358474791,0.0,0.03521584097489006,0.025174035126945615,0.03387775447021585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038512467459747166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0549696207246823
anxiety,sailor_earthh,2019/03/11,"My brain is driving me crazy! Im a perfectionist and think everyone hates me all the time. I literally always worried I’ve done something wrong. 

Im at my first big professional conference in a major us city. I barely slept last night because of a backache and nerves. That and the jet lag is impairing  my functioning and I have blotchy skin and my dress is riding up on my legs and I’ve had to pull it down. All I had to do today was register for the conference, but I was confused at every step and feel that everyone thinks I’m stupid or hungover or unprofessional or something. I’m walking around this city I do not know oblivious and feel embarrassed and stupid. My anxiety is killing me and men keep hitting on me. I haven’t been away from my husband since we moved in together and I feel so dumb and small. 

Im so scared for my presentation tomorrow. Can someone either console me or kindly put me out of my misery? ",3.252774725274726,5.311361681318684,4.666030219780222,81.8695947802198,75.04395604395604,8.286263736263738,28.957417582417587,9.017664075816787,2.545471428571429,734,32,143,17,16,244,110,182,0.263,0.708,0.03,-0.9935,0,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,2,0,0,1,3,10,5,3,6,0,15,4,4,0,2,32,27,19,1,0,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,15,0,1,6,0,0,7,2,9,0,1,7,4,25,1,18,19,4,27,0,0,0,0,4,13,1,5,7,92,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270454200994177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680293479498745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592123877196272,0.0,0.0,0.14345175791125825,0.0,0.0,0.09307482311421313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17044597491785102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624886677125294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864295731412392,0.2917924418612624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316050379535029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987303548488846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074395938317642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4947751548335169,0.0,0.0,0.13571266232464185,0.16892235806136802,0.15899701655304838,0.08391119997090188,0.124457937247461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16227905743308307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328370463012016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534897134324802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15286344127077633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263018828419516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936876040498235,0.23508739192552905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19566763948698654,0.0,0.0,0.08903133891865073,0.0,0.14472669400175314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18366019829071806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550581365313354,0.0,0.0,0.16693611776559106,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Captain_Gnardog,2019/03/11,"A recent car purchase has me in knots and I just can't let it go. About a week ago now, I finally bought my (realistically obtainable) dream car that I can finally afford (2013 Mitsubishi Evolution X). I've wanted it years, my wife even loves it (she hates driving stick normally, but that hasn't stopped her!), and I can comfortably afford it. But for some reason it's made me a nervous wreck ever since I got it. I cant stop thinking about every single what-could-go-wrong scenario, or what if it breaks down and I cant afford it, or what if I cant afford it as comfortably as I thought, or what if I decide I dont like it 6 months into a 5 year loan. Two mechanics called this thing pristine. It's in immaculate condition. But I've sick to my stomach from nerves the past couple days, stressed out for the last week, and I feel ridiculous almost. I'm so frustrated that something I was so excited for for so long has gotten me so shaken with anxiety and stress. It's just like I cant put the stress away and be happy for once. ",4.169857142857143,4.8221380809523815,5.375238095238097,83.2414285714286,70.57142857142857,8.666666666666668,27.857142857142854,8.841846274778883,1.959,807,27,169,14,14,269,122,210,0.199,0.688,0.112,-0.9594,4,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,1,11,14,3,4,7,0,14,3,1,2,1,33,26,21,0,5,11,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,20,9,0,2,5,1,3,5,7,7,0,1,6,1,22,7,18,18,2,29,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,8,19,108,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958451074570968,0.0,0.13508715652302386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320141028770463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674701839193486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377523602064492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077100958889479,0.14926902761888267,0.0,0.08700210474659585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15810681962168366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910300923530562,0.12202865098637587,0.1136626801518374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682116609155743,0.0,0.0,0.2955621046264725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533384303184472,0.0,0.10789528203620748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360812202144246,0.0,0.13319005406843504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099649993211286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794877347849024,0.0,0.13181484067588892,0.0,0.0,0.11938604878380872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175638601125305,0.12764969818630525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767931480262136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321775583446965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366866283027346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878140665726087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561606922540598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387040752890472,0.13320170841478698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159422024934618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385591094160636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255720490528107,0.4635972148125091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962441385944987,0.08644121989813974,0.0,0.10709893490420924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178188601641058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957004370825638,0.0,0.21642416342270027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749666017897586,0.0,0.17374787560407834
anxiety,saltwalters,2019/03/11,"panic attacks seemingly out of nowhere I've never had any issues being in a car, and I've never been injured in any accidents I've been in, nor have I witnessed any injuries.   However, about a year ago I started getting panic attacks whenever riding in a car.   (I don't drive, I only ride along with people) And I honestly have no idea why?    I feel like I'm going to die  and it's very uncomfortable.   I was prescribed meds for it, and that seems to help, but that just kinda sucks having to rely on them, and only able to take one a week since they're addictive or whatever.  So that means I can only go out once a week if I don't want a panic attack.    

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and I'm just wondering if anyone has been in a similar situation?   Why do you think it just came up all of a sudden and how are you coping with it?  

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anxiety,LOBIAN,2019/03/11,"To be a man Never feel embarrassed for going the distance. Things may not have gone smoothly, but when have they ever? 

A man who takes a crack at it despite knowing he is at a clear disadvantage is a man at his best. A man has never been someone strong tall and handsome, a man--at least in my eyes, has always been someone who knows the odds and fights them anyway. Stop selling yourself short, you are capable of so much.

Start slow and when you are ready, fight the odds. I'm right here with you, my friend. I know you can do it if you just try.",2.7280180180180196,4.260198738738744,3.35873873873874,92.9490990990991,75.12612612612612,6.014414414414415,23.144144144144143,6.42735559955562,0.37253873873873866,424,12,93,3,9,133,77,111,0.129,0.674,0.197,0.8751,0,0,0,0,2,0,16.0,0,5,2,2,7,7,2,1,10,0,14,1,1,0,4,18,23,8,0,1,4,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,5,4,0,1,4,0,1,2,3,3,0,0,3,3,11,4,8,18,3,17,0,0,1,0,18,7,0,2,8,66,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100377686484485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649043976528251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283328068172199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763363250042348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195022879903129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434589086437854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4161784311321924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18556137283697874,0.0,0.38937134532530815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21556951668867053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4277576593790616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786676693981433,0.0,0.0,0.21103854989550896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18979213770390616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16769991154094704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17137996239004774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BaitmanWasTaken,2019/03/11,"I just missed class and I'm freaking out pretty badly about it I took a nap before class because I felt extremely tired. I woke up very abruptly to realize I was already 30 minutes late so I wouldn't be able to get in and this class is the only one I feel like I have a chance of not passing with flying colors. I started hyperventilating and having tunnel vision. Stuff like this kills me because of my scholarship and I just feel so guilty and a failure. I can't afford to lose my scholarship, literally. I'm freaking out. ",2.700576923076924,4.986743288461542,4.350615384615383,82.39438461538461,77.65384615384616,6.467692307692308,25.784615384615392,7.554174236665415,1.5231107692307693,418,16,78,6,10,140,69,104,0.227,0.644,0.129,-0.9176,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,8,1,0,4,0,7,1,0,0,0,16,17,7,1,1,3,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,4,1,2,2,3,6,0,1,4,4,14,2,11,11,0,9,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,5,51,18,5,0.2254380754735652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487765221579487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882313764657236,0.2748499167362385,0.0,0.1918311979291702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22797652923139736,0.16105300616297233,0.2164559058658258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778208982150687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494138290818099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25430396852558074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22027531271869025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522075416284842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276267432413862,0.17145581502639112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293515692077195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956623014359606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580726608302261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591079044762548,0.0,0.0,0.2504699967936714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18601002205091186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kushty375,2019/03/11,"Anxious feelings when texting How do i put an end to anxious feelings either when im the one to leave a conversation for a few days or when the other person leaves a conversation for a few days?

I know its not the end of the world but myfeelings keep telling me it is. And if i just keep going with a conversation it kind of forces the other person to reply even when they might not want to so i have to kind of look for cues and then sometimes leave the chat for a bit which is entirely natural but it makes me feel so anxious like theyre gonna hate me",2.8393582375478914,4.155825905172414,4.084942528735635,88.7320881226054,74.43103448275863,6.879693486590037,24.95785440613027,7.3871296695380915,0.973211877394636,439,14,96,5,9,144,67,116,0.124,0.813,0.064,-0.4453,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,9,4,1,0,13,0,5,0,0,2,0,21,17,14,0,2,8,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,7,3,0,2,4,1,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,4,8,3,13,15,4,12,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,3,10,68,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4807608499656697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15486683642221555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829670177649772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25127946989703537,0.0,0.0,0.09369262916772696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21517555599722674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061838097436025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005056004010713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15322568106411338,0.0,0.0,0.2521710911783474,0.0,0.29543633196416835,0.07795874937641961,0.0,0.0,0.4506058261734482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.069302255289912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912087034813353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468804016475678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504837133523789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612332606969312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477212961504212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14260153716655974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402963347879679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398585450542275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366862872531937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ntosc4,2019/03/11,"I Give Up I’ve wondered for the past few years of my life why I can’t just be normal. Everything you can think of that an average, content person would be able to do, my anxiety would hold me back from doing. Whether it be having a non-awkward conversation with someone or finding some motivation to go outside and live my life, my anxiety just stops me. I’m physically unable to speak with someone I don’t know. I don’t know where to begin or what to say to keep the conversation going, sometimes I even struggle to maintain eye contact. I don’t play any sports either because I’m afraid I’ll mess up and people will be disappointed in me and ridicule me. I rarely ever go outside nowadays. I have such a lack of motivation to do anything, and I always say I’ll do something that I never end up doing, like something as simple as getting 30 minutes of exercise. One of my biggest insecurities is that I feel like there’s never, ever going to be a day where I come even close to finding the courage to ask a girl out. It just makes me cringe typing it. God damn, I’m awkward. How is someone this introverted going to change and form into the actually social person I aspire to be. I want to be able to play a sport again, I want to be able to talk to someone confidently and start conversations without feeling anxious, I want to not sit inside and play video games for 5-10 hours a day, I want to one day find the courage to get into a relationship, but how. How is someone this awkward ever going to change. Isn’t this just who I am?",6.7444480519480505,5.818880360389612,7.663603896103897,74.40469155844158,65.20129870129871,9.907792207792207,35.483766233766225,9.017664075816787,3.022171428571428,1213,50,235,17,16,411,156,308,0.07400000000000001,0.836,0.09,0.3685,0,0,2,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,2,18,16,2,5,13,0,28,4,1,6,5,57,56,16,0,8,11,0,2,2,0,3,3,3,0,3,11,14,0,3,11,8,0,7,9,9,0,2,0,6,29,7,42,45,5,36,0,1,1,0,18,11,1,4,19,162,40,3,0.2777778595406345,0.0,0.0903570403245642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704447715272741,0.0,0.0,0.06296615663210428,0.0,0.14166620149143286,0.10460330498556622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619583673147186,0.0,0.08656160047192625,0.0,0.0,0.07119800926091761,0.0,0.056443601645030914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959014289094859,0.07976034328721851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791437394147474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200957823872705,0.0,0.0,0.12231310429413475,0.25126597703708803,0.0,0.0,0.0832162763117807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363522138303884,0.06614818611949003,0.0,0.0,0.2538839312499092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675164450108564,0.08882327808806498,0.3157351179404556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118507918624748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230057489380213,0.0,0.0,0.10177296472327886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308018113738747,0.09047215404660207,0.0,0.08176097970022768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061806292741267574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14282627315972504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072110817528377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548631104816216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839013271716524,0.0641920641037252,0.16169660837291128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994098218949063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14726673539574428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943865154703213,0.3922671316092572,0.14256464484849,0.0915764686157215,0.0,0.0655375328992193,0.0,0.0,0.07741157621505408,0.0,0.09679791027708552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744224404868179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059329612071755175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21845410471098867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355043755107894,0.0,0.0,0.08925598135704599,0.10041274648721664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13155028105435174,0.0,0.0,0.05962661141310075
anxiety,blueskullshaveskills,2019/03/11,"I find it hard to distinguish between anxiety and asthma Hey, I was wondering if anyone whose gone through a similar situation could offer me some advice.   


This time last year I had two asthma attacks in a week that needed emergency medical attention. Since then I've been on a steroid inhaler but I've become so anxious about asthma now! 

I was diagnosed as an adult and have found medical health professionals to not be very helpful in explaining the condition, which in turn has made me feel more anxious as I feel like the people I can turn to for help, aren't helping. I don't even feel like it's conclusive I have asthma, as my spirometry tests came back fine but the asthma nurse said that still doesn't mean I don't have it.

 I find it hard to tell the difference between feeling asthmatic and having a panic attack and when I tell doctors this and say its not uncommon and that symptoms overlap... which doesn't help! All I want to know is that my asthma isn't serious and to understand it more, I don't get the common symtoms; I don't wheeze, I don't get a tight chest, it's more being feeling short of breath. 

It's really taking over my life and anytime I see in the news about someone dying from an asthma attack, or 10 people a day dying from attacks, or people who didn't even realise they had asthma dying in thunderstorms from attacks, I spiral into ""what ifs"". 

I wish someone could just reassure me my asthma isn't bad and that it's all in my head!!!",6.655312500000001,6.38110446180556,7.204305555555559,75.47125000000003,65.14583333333333,10.394444444444446,33.27777777777778,9.978442167317967,3.2089402777777787,1167,44,216,23,16,385,154,288,0.147,0.748,0.105,-0.9061,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,1,10,12,5,1,14,0,27,20,3,1,2,47,51,21,3,7,9,0,8,2,0,0,17,2,0,1,21,11,0,1,16,0,0,2,13,8,0,1,11,12,27,4,28,36,6,24,0,0,1,0,16,11,0,6,13,150,48,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867863841250552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06794119180586601,0.20066531417464847,0.0,0.06209964836113325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.505184251883023,0.0,0.06829120217053831,0.07415458852608482,0.0,0.09808624438574012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157764930215113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418188426653911,0.0,0.0,0.05727660765123045,0.0,0.0,0.09014264871030232,0.2765195405989988,0.09278998544959947,0.0,0.0909031863281896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731941693546785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245309208828644,0.12689509716334646,0.0,0.0,0.16234572714245712,0.0,0.0,0.09737813927618542,0.0,0.0,0.09280155700340062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591168120494315,0.0,0.09114707621914714,0.0944033571367668,0.0,0.0,0.23811613943397314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04880893568205172,0.07239390517998409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06273077742996133,0.08677843983191393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403637706363717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674266707946977,0.0,0.1789381643298306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658532197287882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420213732082073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18471386797009812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05689545481593461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448086669026522,0.070627132024508,0.0,0.0,0.07077193098668295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07346647978210995,0.09982878360462387,0.0,0.0,0.15050080342226518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709256440149078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231001982699584,0.0667758217331064,0.0,0.15525178755291447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05178718569719277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932046308303043,0.08675674459699152,0.09245677099351304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327947606771654,0.05238381516795868,0.0,0.07123989661349431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212980015456603,0.0,0.09631318687194912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05719223075231964
anxiety,fujimusume31,2019/03/11,"Tips for Confidence boosting? I have had a terrible go at a career change over the past few years, which required a lot of training, learning, and hardship all for naught in the end.  It was a huge blow to my ego and my self confidence is completely gone.

Im still stuck at a job in the same agency that started my anxiety in the first place.  I'm working on getting out, job searching nearly every day.  

But, I find stuff Id jump to apply for 2 years ago makes me hesitate now.  I dont believe in myself, and I immediately start thinking, ""how can I see myself at this job"", ""theres no way"", etc...

Its very detrimental to my job searching and plus it gets me down so low most days, since I job search most days.  If I have a bout of anxiety, forget about it...

I'm looking for ways to boost my confidence.   Quick, simple exercises or activities, anything at all would be so helpful.

Thanks.",2.8396190476190446,4.678560200000003,4.266285714285715,85.25504761904764,75.57142857142857,7.409523809523809,27.095238095238088,8.238735603445708,1.8062952380952373,685,27,139,12,15,227,118,175,0.109,0.759,0.133,0.8102,5,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,3,8,3,0,0,10,0,9,1,0,2,2,23,23,11,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,8,6,0,1,3,1,0,3,2,2,0,1,4,2,16,1,25,17,8,35,0,1,2,0,2,16,0,5,14,92,24,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281121931705768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947121221167615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047268361137246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338213667662109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346276759985643,0.0,0.13343312805969942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462228626034491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14915161664868154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127174925610524,0.0,0.14193219801059714,0.0,0.0,0.10722480243314904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631633258222925,0.108250081170449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13297962266767027,0.0,0.07232665495103982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530189415855327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13746618116142525,0.0,0.6314458430224748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686910333608783,0.0,0.0,0.10819468989285592,0.0,0.0,0.08494922778422755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148720114149625,0.0,0.0,0.13296304125559225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141235752894356,0.0,0.13276335639365136,0.0,0.0,0.10527350052746433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801552095667049,0.0,0.10163262000246752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568600841627544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716693009572708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154517131988108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500553429736566,0.0,0.2020313364929425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926491837223003,0.0,0.0,0.09040418292961096,0.0,0.0,0.16390675998436322
anxiety,Manuelbm13,2019/03/11,"I Feel Locked up in the Classroom Hey, I hope you'd had a nice day if your reading this.
Now, jumping into the subject, I will explain my problem with classes. I've been in three different universities and finally feel I am were a I belong: filmmaking. I'm from Colombia, and the careers related to making movies are very limited, so it took a while before finding a place to study and meet people according to the subject I'm interested in. The thing is, I feel really, really anxious when I'm in class. I can usually get trough a practical class without more than two smokes (yes, I'm a heavy smoker, please don't judge) but the classes that have a heavy theoric basis are just unbearable. I think a lot, like most people with anxiety, and try to focus that on meditating on art, society and so on. What I mean is, I try to think productive things and not having my head torturing me. But in this type of classes there is so much information that it's virtually impossible to actually process it all, and I'm someone who tries really hard to understand things, and analyze them. So when I have to be four hours in a classroom listening to all types of ideas, my mind starts to melt, it's just too much. So when I have to read about the meter as an assignment, I just recall how overwhelmed I felt in class and simply feel incapable of doing anything. I've dealt with this types of theoric courses before and I've always felt the same way and always think the next time is the charm. But no. And now I'm starting to fail the course. I don't know if I should just drop out of this particular sort of classes and just learn what I can for now, or just keep going but feeling miserable. Or maybe something else, that's why I'm asking for advice, because I don't wanna feel like a failure, but don't wanna be this anxious anymore. Please help, I have to stop this from going around in my head, it's driving me insane.

Thank you in advance, and I excuse myself if my English it's not that great, please ask if there's something that's not clear.",6.15763344812742,5.9905133836633695,6.857464485578992,77.18353207059839,66.15346534653466,10.194403788204909,32.91175204476969,9.867487886160001,3.0434885062419283,1613,62,314,32,23,534,203,404,0.133,0.7829999999999999,0.084,-0.9747,1,0,4,0,0,0,47.0,0,3,1,3,23,13,1,2,22,1,27,2,2,2,3,78,62,36,0,9,21,0,9,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,24,20,0,3,19,3,0,6,9,5,0,3,6,10,32,8,48,51,8,42,0,3,0,0,14,18,0,10,18,214,56,18,0.0,0.0,0.09423817135382746,0.0,0.0,0.0943668677865604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16070757992304324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07387561457989733,0.21819271954897354,0.0957712690600556,0.0,0.0,0.07946869765273422,0.08596757492749775,0.1805594098397508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058868039330915924,0.0,0.16434753393690485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06227951672347566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10089486245010268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067165657218779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929714830992371,0.06898946751555672,0.1854442589065324,0.10578746969124496,0.08826302606921475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05045372236909799,0.0,0.1097656586950892,0.0,0.0,0.1064685193402868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650755136687828,0.0,0.19821690181975496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06472868547972138,0.0,0.0,0.09591557756519717,0.09510177719853688,0.0,0.0,0.109015522978562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583565432755938,0.0,0.0,0.05307222356071372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435822958751483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210017047960752,0.0,0.0,0.06446107558608205,0.0,0.09701732019748764,0.10519279683841473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750794515849956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197979414712594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270305270184628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389864729595788,0.0,0.10089486245010268,0.3180138451977275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240423392783503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931918189934889,0.0,0.1855952146088368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182325811532354,0.14868826360370668,0.0,0.0,0.1367051694760902,0.0,0.0,0.08073665713175103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890847549872796,0.0,0.0,0.19247000511248127,0.18563404009330492,0.0,0.0,0.056310613179633186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729257478083254,0.19669361739248933,0.0,0.09433463935056507,0.10053254288996558,0.0,0.0,0.10635796536744667,0.07968017908876356,0.0,0.07665259350860598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713920268242045,0.0,0.0,0.09308981829490773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JackTrippinTripper,2019/03/11,"Anxious over a death calculator I remembered a death calculator app I had years ago and it predicted September 14th of 2019, from what I remember. I am only 15 and lead a pretty healthy life so it really freaks me out since that date is on the horizon. I know it’s not gonna happen, but still. ",2.9906779661016927,4.812569423728816,5.0120000000000005,80.14613559322035,75.10169491525423,9.465762711864409,27.0542372881356,9.888512548439397,2.7672820338983053,232,9,47,7,5,80,48,59,0.14400000000000002,0.784,0.07200000000000001,-0.4457,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,0,3,1,0,1,0,9,6,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,5,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,29,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25033757651228555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190405589469826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24973238595285946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15520400409665253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19947306166739692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147839446164448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873103763253705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809177413712872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6398262295481227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336107450354043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22553132516461255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18186143770481386
anxiety,throwawayt23424,2019/03/11,"Running is the best way to beat anxiety As someone (17M) who had anxiety and depression, I have found that running is VERY underrated in managing this. My general anxiety levels have reduced 90% once I began running more than 2 miles.

Does anyone else have similar experiences? Discuss.",5.2360000000000015,8.2877826,6.9540000000000015,63.016999999999996,73.0,11.2,40.0,10.793553405168565,6.0782000000000025,230,15,32,9,5,79,42,50,0.163,0.759,0.078,-0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,8,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,3,0,3,1,4,5,2,8,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,20,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5841636224775885,0.0,0.0,0.17797919336318327,0.2608047085198304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671223857068087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21923358268527984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22274830139697488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21263420233438668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24898743334187545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27908825793658515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27107512801577394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156695915396722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21002086782783955,0.0,0.20204076338731866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,perisian,2019/03/11,"Lord of Depression: A mental health crisis When I wake up, I slide from my dreams smoothly into reality. I feel the same the whole time, absolutely numb to a bone. I haven't felt anything in a long time. Not even emotions that come with normal dreams, adrenaline fear you know what I mean. Below my neck I feel absolutely dead, like an empty shell. Almost like my soul has left my body. My mind feels pretty much the same, also there are no thoughts of self-awareness or any sort of ego. This troubles me the most.

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Some backround: 18 months ago I came off anti-depressants (50mg setraline), I came off them cold-turkey, which absolutely fucked me. I was not well at all, in the proceeding months I took to magic mushrooms, in order to get a quick fix for this slummin depression (I know I know). 8 weeks after initially stopping, I moved into a house with my mates (I already had a university plan sorted way before the AD scenario). Anyways it was the worst time of my life, my anxiety was going through the roof. Frequent panic attacks, whilst living in a house with people whom I could not open up to (I'm a 22 year old male living in England).

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More backround: I went back on ADs around 6 months after the initial problem. They didn't really work and left me feeling just plain strange. Few months after, my girlfriend left me, I was extremely argumentative and had no real concept of my effect on other people. We split. That was about 6 months ago, anyways.. Fast forward present day I feel exactly how I described in my first paragraph. Numb to a bone, spiritually dead.. Umm. That's it.

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I cut off any sort of stressor associated with my life, in order to feel a little bit better. This even involved not seeing my family. Leaving businesses, mates etc. Can any one make sense of this? I cannot for the life of me work it out.

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Thanks",3.598551617873653,5.990268141242943,4.293636363636363,83.38580123266567,75.21468926553672,6.6637904468412925,26.26399589111453,7.686295010490155,1.5967638418079102,1478,55,269,21,33,471,208,354,0.179,0.763,0.057,-0.9918,0,0,0,0,0,0,77.0,1,1,2,6,14,17,3,2,21,0,14,12,5,3,2,52,38,6,2,3,6,0,8,2,3,0,6,0,0,1,14,15,0,1,13,2,0,9,9,12,2,2,14,9,43,5,46,23,12,65,2,2,1,1,10,26,1,7,31,172,57,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747900430030915,0.0,0.07200253653223616,0.0,0.07934902792126981,0.05750245498097059,0.0,0.3116364341397791,0.3494901004178763,0.1466937310113416,0.0,0.05500717837044906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05917174227936301,0.06401075314233122,0.0,0.081802392671222,0.0,0.05529055701084808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06118591476645905,0.0,0.0,0.06359418721917832,0.078501708385442,0.07987031804384627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16448047863452187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061939847103948835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0574103439123972,0.0,0.0,0.046372818753724565,0.0,0.1857951829107948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088352064168502,0.0,0.0,0.08019315538862112,0.0949852353506872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677856964598205,0.08091318959711456,0.21814417003415384,0.0,0.06904013919515427,0.0,0.0,0.0611624120658268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647507448352521,0.037567429003362816,0.0,0.04086530583282354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643172229932811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16593758308477827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185514307199386,0.0,0.0,0.07613708219753049,0.2343751924942304,0.0,0.15236602295408494,0.0702583659730743,0.07206776586876562,0.12698698057165225,0.06363372033469683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04799718963934665,0.0,0.0,0.07832569612966231,0.0,0.0,0.0724633938719155,0.0,0.07260361842497721,0.0,0.286969686734078,0.07642370522348406,0.05285849671818358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045169739607123,0.0,0.0,0.07545227061223345,0.0,0.04872473336763633,0.0,0.0,0.08436510166860993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969983758855704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315330205193524,0.0,0.06880343678705929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184370667395112,0.04606422625718095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057299027702211486,0.0,0.07501266533190762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060115854536504996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620052365336307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057084590211872586,0.1257852659880673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988917361101704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057074894167212425,0.05767790637685712,0.0,0.06465128942476407,0.06665671619633923,0.0,0.0802794378634006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469548828260376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494901004178763,0.04630450474560421
anxiety,dancingqueen15,2019/03/11,"New to anxiety meds For those of you that have been placed on anxiety medication - what has been your experience with your specific med? 

(I’ve recently been placed on Effexor and am wondering about other people’s experience on the medications) 

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anxiety,constellationdive,2019/03/11,"Recovering from a panic attack and I feel like a loser I just had a bad panic attack for the first time since I think college, which was five years ago. I’m not convinced I won’t have another one today. I just feel so stupid and shitty coming out of it because I can feel now the impact it had on my body and how I’m going to have to spend the rest of this day taking care of myself and being careful with myself and it makes me feel like I’m taking care of a baby and I hate it. 

Basically I’m asking, does anyone else feel this way after a panic attack? How do you deal with it/not let the bad feelings about yourself make it worse?",3.4097777777777765,3.87327323703704,5.1192592592592625,85.0766666666667,72.18518518518519,6.8888888888888875,21.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,0.3843333333333341,497,9,105,3,9,170,81,135,0.299,0.619,0.08199999999999999,-0.9884,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,2,7,17,5,3,9,0,10,1,1,4,0,24,32,9,0,0,3,0,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,0,7,0,1,2,2,11,0,3,3,6,12,6,14,26,1,13,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,10,70,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598316923513852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536960874804173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359948140406696,0.12250386108619625,0.0,0.0,0.11177292786374704,0.4080519866262721,0.0,0.0,0.19965604663206613,0.0728829709784099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328047623303372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656996936113288,0.0,0.0,0.1029907839968984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710663139960648,0.12326162544499453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104628199108784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987745594311326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36272028664303707,0.1708280899415524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169810008134927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679489873285012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804124089940833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225871155203223,0.0,0.1168224419696157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15961512408347464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101728893762118,0.0,0.0,0.4208354574195053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989016809668563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797892327748519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660954065227922,0.0,0.0,0.06971668893331592,0.0,0.11332937400039195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490155968509743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184236367017667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699304194817504
anxiety,jazzy_87,2019/03/11,"How do you help other people understand? I know I’m lucky that my anxiety isn’t as severe as other people. And it’s not apparent to everyone that I struggle with it.

I just wondered how to help other people understand that I’m not just being stupid?

At work we have to take out equipment under our name using our fingerprint to use and return it at the end of the day. I worry all day about losing this, or getting it mixed up with someone else’s. And whilst most people would just go home and find it the next day,  I wouldn’t be able to leave if I didn’t know where it was. So I usually sticker mines so I can relax and find it easily if it gets mixed up. 

Today at work someone had a go at me telling me how stupid it was that I do this, and I’m just being  ridiculous. I usually get on well with this colleague so I said that it doesn’t effect you in any way so just ignore what I do and that I have anxiety and this helps me feel more calm about not losing the equipment. They just said I was being stupid, made fun of anxiety and made little jokes all day about situations where someone would feel anxiety. I don’t blame them, they don’t understand. 

I’d love to not over worry about tiny things like this every single day, I’d love to not lie awake at night over analysing every conversation I’ve had and feel constantly exhausted , or worrying about what it is happening the next day but unfortunately this is the way it is. I just wondered if there’s any way other people have tried to help those around them understand it a bit more? ",5.118157894736843,5.23543819426752,5.8871102916527,82.29008883674155,68.33121019108279,9.285685551458263,27.35434126718069,9.134995656068208,1.9519579617834395,1219,34,253,21,19,400,137,314,0.094,0.794,0.112,0.8128,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,3,2,4,5,24,18,4,1,8,0,27,3,0,8,2,64,56,25,0,6,18,0,3,1,0,3,1,2,1,0,33,16,0,1,14,2,0,2,11,9,1,0,10,5,30,9,34,39,7,38,0,2,0,2,20,17,0,9,17,177,63,2,0.08073900459526097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981058356643517,0.0,0.2470604700920037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187483175279279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814608179917062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725018091060999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124198715564733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06744707813655489,0.0,0.07151079346520121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13605218723244344,0.07714957888480095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247219997704288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758797497934315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654839256450062,0.0,0.09177167388515572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139723511893183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21647061150011807,0.0,0.0809878046650969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874409083634095,0.0,0.0,0.08549094807442786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03944499936059452,0.08092169350202003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18065258780910254,0.0,0.0,0.1457402078168476,0.15279439667099345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173369470219327,0.07576808640248411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798712989880206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536025648322139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121209374867756,0.0,0.0,0.09075402399675682,0.0,0.0,0.2052296897567747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440593792029706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060705683362536726,0.0,0.0705694487319386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05363940705390256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653113579229427,0.0,0.0,0.0548164842727285,0.0,0.0,0.33620860479038384,0.0,0.13946515371502227,0.17784521368205813,0.0,0.0,0.19226059126918654,0.0,0.0,0.07259406149578693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751160127764221,0.11755791388450737,0.2459831349931061,0.0,0.11470934469852652,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,johnydazzles27s,2019/03/11,"New here, not sure if I belong but i'll talk a bit anyways Hello, I'm new here.  I don't have an anxiety disorder but I do get anxiety from pretty much everything.  I mostly post to r/depression when I feel bad.  Today I'm staying home from school because I feel depressed and I don't want to leave my room.  I realized today I missed a quiz last week and I'm freaking out about the consequences that will ensue.  It was only worth 10 points but what if that ends up costing my grade?  On top of that I had applied to an internship and had an interview that went really well, but I haven't heard back from them and it's been a week.  I've been worrying all week about it and now I'm getting the feeling I probably didn't get it.  That was pretty much my dream internship too, dream ruined.  I feel like my parents will be disappointed in my knowing how bad I'm doing right now and especially if I don't get the internship.  Another issue I have is my roommates, while they are all my friends they give me so much anxiety, even if they just walk upstairs a little too loud I get a terrible feeling inside.  I have pretty much come to hate everything and wish I could just not exist so i don't have to feel this way.",3.111426759670259,4.398312389558235,4.733100824350032,84.47050729232723,73.69879518072291,8.454956668780385,26.759881631790318,8.99025400887824,2.0280473895582327,951,34,199,20,19,321,131,249,0.173,0.657,0.17,-0.7828,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,4,1,18,13,1,0,11,0,24,0,0,1,3,37,49,20,0,7,12,1,6,1,1,2,0,2,2,0,11,9,0,0,8,2,2,3,8,9,1,0,9,8,31,4,15,36,8,29,0,4,0,0,11,9,0,5,15,133,42,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957655259083827,0.2398248714426145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080353456402948,0.1745049818080347,0.06370175979764328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408609251429562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900168324022474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834341308179977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18001006485273968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11976516930751575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255529948148407,0.0,0.0,0.06902075490194204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18783433694416096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170276988339529,0.07465426975644666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073584475661122,0.0,0.2729826693553016,0.10024518209856853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317135365155923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482124658249847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907004485485117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05743004312045955,0.08518081859494007,0.0,0.11064959453757353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05105304460987918,0.10473567994002196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072758272799889,0.0,0.0,0.2018520122200627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947637222827852,0.0,0.0,0.11603402665545536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878554811593804,0.0,0.10008137469662813,0.3189398507601525,0.11266784278934328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694488166515845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924177020808614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575879824070783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138227357010408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848928621132287,0.0,0.0,0.08399252154850828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19810609978368784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06163635248076749,0.08294662358471379,0.2514689335408641,0.0,0.09395735631977617,0.09687183179933144,0.0,0.0,0.12016895563894606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061240391063494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ChocolateFixesAll,2019/03/11,"Yesterday Completely Sucked. This is my first time posting in this group so bear with me. 

Background: I've KNOWN I've had Anxiety and panic attacks for about a year now. Looking back I can see that I've had them much longer but I didn't realize that the hyperventilating and such were panic attacks till I was describing them to a friend of mine one day who looked at me with this expression and said, ""Chocolate, those are PANIC ATTACKS. That is bad!"" I looked at him completely dumbfounded and went ""OH!! Is THAT what's wrong with me?!"" I think he facepalmed at that point. 

I tried finding a therapist, however there aren't many in my area that are taking new patients and the only one I could find was a bit of a quack... ok a LOT of a quack. So for the last year I have just been.. coping. Unfortunately that meant living in a fog. I am unable to work for other reasons so I am at home all day. I was able to keep my kids fed, clothed, and taken care of, but the house looked like 3 natural disasters hit it because I just ... couldn't. Fortunately hubby has been a total rockstar and has been helping as much as he can when he's home. At the beginning of the year my doc decided that coping was NOT working and we started the fun game of Blind Man's Bluff to find the right anxiety medication for me. 

I have now gone through 3 different ones, all of which did manage to lift the fog from my brain, but none of which were the right match for me. I am currently going thru the ""detox"" period of the last one so that I can try the next one and... it has not been fun. At all. Night sweats, public anxiety to the point that I'm going to be using my local grocery store's ""pick up"" option instead of going inside to shop, and just a whole lot of messed upness. Yesterday, thanks to the night sweats, I looked like I hadn't slept in 3 days and felt like it as well. Everything was off, I was on edge the entire day, and because it had poured rain all weekend, my kids were stir crazy and acting out which was setting off panic attacks. I finally did something I have not ever done before. I completely lost it in front of my kids. I broke down crying and couldn't stop. 

I hate that I'm putting my family through this. I hate that my 12 year old felt that she needed to hug me until I calmed down. I hate all of it. 

I had to pause while typing this because my cat decided I was getting too stressed out and anxiety ridden and glued herself to my arms until I cuddled her. She's not a big cuddler normally but she dug in and refused to move, purring her little heart out until I finally relaxed and could breathe again. Then she decided she was done and hopped off my lap to go find her sunbeam again. ",3.976726548844436,4.939066872693729,4.7988308409399885,86.06158477374252,71.23247232472325,8.14068751213828,26.993785201009906,8.452757503120043,1.6663867158671577,2103,69,443,33,38,681,249,542,0.14300000000000002,0.741,0.116,-0.9339,3,0,1,0,0,0,68.0,1,0,2,4,20,31,8,5,27,1,49,13,7,3,7,72,86,37,0,6,11,0,2,3,1,0,3,1,2,4,31,26,1,3,14,4,2,11,10,18,1,6,36,10,63,13,70,44,13,84,0,2,7,2,29,31,1,3,43,306,94,4,0.06705559288278208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20518938006439771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30514166945544874,0.0,0.051561611832129234,0.05598861914313714,0.12262940110149816,0.0,0.0570593706654632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073207340181706,0.0,0.0,0.07485621827322148,0.0,0.0,0.06836764596499229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21091954005466285,0.0,0.0,0.10707686910729723,0.0,0.0736574200936685,0.17298124015441552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005882250708452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724230544733684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606556227676192,0.0,0.0,0.06026524311345539,0.0,0.06321404517494822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876776977733376,0.14691224870320385,0.2451503883214817,0.05703745305072892,0.0,0.0,0.05180698472264733,0.0,0.03503377966372121,0.0,0.15243695492811776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19861054622842053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946120042618858,0.04494595043809472,0.0,0.134524454080569,0.0,0.0,0.07737315113049349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05960209197260096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093185159804571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982799267211009,0.06720732020487684,0.05921131703090829,0.0,0.2815490481945995,0.0,0.07319910080806805,0.11401653427649527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06798384639166731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675514552232384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126948319101244,0.098587152568498,0.04972087246425065,0.0,0.06476270945603803,0.07131438375995401,0.12585426290010626,0.06570024377468531,0.0,0.0,0.07036356476563338,0.0,0.22719302574878544,0.05099880002809648,0.0,0.3147011612533769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677841911455726,0.0,0.06422072210379863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06740939172622623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06894431757672387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453021987272212,0.06378522440778664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05343462581070011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05162267144102777,0.0,0.0,0.04746229377567562,0.0,0.0,0.05606147820069631,0.07681195509002761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05041746067635159,0.0,0.0,0.06173578072343677,0.0,0.0778567116462799,0.0,0.04296651633311725,0.0,0.0,0.03910065545674374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105269184538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057914502511702215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060291031054584686,0.06216120640357657,0.0,0.07486517476034933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763454049384422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331476425399908,0.0,0.1727264132501608
anxiety,Esrild,2019/03/11,"Almost had a panic bc I overheard people discussing life after university I was just waiting for the TA to come and start the class. There were some people talking about their future and stuffs. I ignored them, but then I heard the words ""fellowship"" ""GRE"" ""master schook"" (and similar words), and I could feel my heart beating. Then I excuse myself when the breathing became difficult, and just go to the restroom to get my shit together. I'm graduating soon, and I'm basically don't know what to do with my degree, so I'm deciding to go to master school. Bc of this, I get trigger by stupid shit like the GRE. I don't know why, bc I didn't get like this when I took the SAT/ACT for university. It's so irrational (the conversation had NOTHING to do with me!!!), but I can't help it. Anyone know what I'm talking about?",4.581908526256356,5.514504751552799,5.656070016939584,80.5803331451158,69.80745341614906,8.587464709203841,28.300959909655557,8.841846274778883,2.107417391304348,639,22,126,11,11,212,91,161,0.198,0.755,0.047,-0.9805,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,2,3,10,8,3,1,9,0,11,5,4,1,0,26,29,14,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,9,0,2,5,0,0,4,4,6,0,0,7,2,18,2,16,21,1,12,0,0,0,0,9,0,2,2,10,80,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18657923475683968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028393270130628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605039187534233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487666761504491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421235758228244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29204396787151576,0.0,0.2117874690978095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22079798875111328,0.12489083233089215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072007777552624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160803000779758,0.18205958831260455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17878545514175204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21861418871632302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583508901012943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885725270184297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825232769819005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318829686812765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21329944697657802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29952462211234954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20701577465991736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16813082902892046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DragonPancakeFace,2019/03/11,"DAE take Buspirone and have trouble with fatigue? So, as soon as I started taking Buspirone, I noticed that I was more tired than usual. I'm always tired, because of thyroid issues, but my levels were normal. It's listed occasionally as a side effect, but usually not. My doctor thinks it's because my anxiety was the only thing keeping my depression from making me exhausted all the time. It might be, since it seems to get worse when I'm going through another depression phase. The problem is I've reacted badly to antidepressants I've tried in the past. I doze off at work if I don't have an energy drink now. I know this much constant caffeine can't be good for me. DAE have this issue and have a way to deal with it? Or is it maybe that I'm supposed to get 10 hrs of sleep a night instead of 7? I'm out of ideas. ",3.8568181818181806,5.03226590909091,5.29128787878788,81.61693181818183,71.72727272727272,7.924242424242426,28.90151515151515,8.344100000000001,2.06478787878788,645,25,126,10,12,217,109,165,0.234,0.7659999999999999,0.0,-0.9903,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,5,8,0,0,8,0,14,8,1,3,1,22,29,11,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,11,5,1,1,5,1,0,1,3,7,0,0,3,0,12,1,21,23,3,18,0,3,0,0,1,6,0,4,10,81,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943621608852578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15051349641771028,0.10980718981472397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984933972285,0.17500047899674614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15511501573768666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14798274003663686,0.2472604184996961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14691858018070433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14061389132262508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14998674462602693,0.0,0.08157670557470856,0.12039397461772075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16203842489204498,0.0,0.2996355226987261,0.0,0.12758434621784018,0.0,0.0,0.07888545847720857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958136132307492,0.0,0.1442045437431836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522725392096386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105517918831712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470193175618436,0.14063806102979232,0.0,0.16342047150682032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916812387172854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370245263703123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13734774745764336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067280941817427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873721193329455,0.0,0.1436429861727064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159787217120372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21584741560121715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536114862444367,0.09197420282058086,0.0,0.0,0.08369893401444609,0.3299546744174742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745377868454312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161765721429016,0.0,0.0,0.1139348340187043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449833726400633,0.0,0.1462788338492198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,abilly85,2019/03/11,How do you guys quiet your thoughts? I have a big issue with letting intrusive/negative/anxious thoughts running my life and affecting the way I look at things. I'm starting to overlook important responsibilities in my life because I'm too busy over-thinking. I meditate but it's not quite doing the trick. Have any of you found a specific technique that works for you personally?,5.4808695652173895,8.043110927536237,5.99644927536232,72.55380434782613,70.15942028985508,9.237681159420287,37.58695652173913,9.725611199111238,4.305191304347826,310,18,50,8,6,100,56,69,0.035,0.942,0.024,-0.1669,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,0,2,2,1,1,0,4,0,5,2,0,2,0,9,12,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,2,9,0,6,8,0,6,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,0,1,32,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176884895373092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15856169576612314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851990851727921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25755150647869834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714890659914255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659818660742317,0.3674492133077413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184283415987174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22711952883942754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766608416425303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18410842061747046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728066748477669,0.16666909313133713,0.0,0.4129993162255407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064645833246368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893644366725325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,marina-cha,2019/03/11,"I want to kill myself please help me Hi. I'm a 14 year old french girl.
I do have bad anxiety, panic attacks and i think i might be depressed. Why? Well basically because i have no friends (only fake ones), my parents dont take it seriously, say im overdramatic and its normal to be ""stressed"". I just feel so lonely and empty. Im just helpless rn.
I dont want to die i just wanna stop my life a bit, make it better, make it worth living.
I went to talk to teachers and they cant do anything, same for the nurse, the school psychologist. My parents dont care and i have no friends that ll take it seriously too. I want to call a number but it all feels so stupid when you explain it! I just dont know what to do",0.07322945072068521,2.168035317880797,2.4873626801714046,93.04987534086484,86.54966887417221,5.142345149980524,20.802882742500977,6.522977012572876,0.19648702765874584,547,18,126,6,17,187,91,151,0.21600000000000005,0.642,0.141,-0.9394,2,2,0,0,0,2,22.0,0,1,1,1,9,17,3,2,5,0,14,1,0,2,1,26,29,9,2,5,5,2,2,0,2,1,1,1,0,1,9,5,0,1,5,0,1,1,7,12,1,1,1,3,19,5,9,25,3,5,0,3,0,0,13,0,0,1,4,76,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186741299067457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882264545087632,0.0,0.0,0.13661806356513048,0.0,0.0,0.10026892417114168,0.07320486620541954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620856466633627,0.1311055952761466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262383750615992,0.0,0.12243828145676905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343209320302972,0.0,0.12463295663493952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5629715506536168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144075951368075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855602335685522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049282452842244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594324852447473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286018933188887,0.0,0.06599752716659255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482209517094129,0.0,0.0,0.10604039085634984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603200808917837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739497541384848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766128298731113,0.0,0.0,0.12601273344247704,0.0,0.08137511022652015,0.09133275460434763,0.0,0.14089804033929695,0.2666882492280205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318211673304619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549923593601392,0.0,0.12153602506195445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039940603387354,0.13756102969192768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18058329063392425,0.09652262860157032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694789466211609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124940166995948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079740296069279,0.11132329010173314,0.108361238901725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733308973140017
anxiety,asibs121,2019/03/11,"Obsessing over someone im just getting to know... (On mobile, pardon bad formatting blah blah blah) 

Hi! Im someone who's terrified of being alone, to the point that the last 5 months or so ive been single have been some of the worst of my life I'd argue. Im a 20 year old male that went through an abusive relationship that ended about a year ago, then was in a great relationship that unfortunately just didnt work out, which ended in september. Since then, ive been working on healing myself and being better than i was, because quite frankly, i was the cause of the 2nd relationships crash and burn.

On to my main concern... for the past few weeks, ive been trying to get back into the dating game. I met someone at the dining center (im a college student), and i talked with them for about 10 minutes before we went our own ways. I unfortunately didn't get any contact information. Unfortunate, but i eventually forgot about the interraction... until i came across her on tinder. We eventually matched, and we talked for hours! I got her snap, and for the next week it seemed great!

 Thing is, she suddenly just stopped openning snaps a few days ago without any real warning. She didnt seem to be losing interest or anything, so i dont think she ghosted me or anything. I might have just been too pushy, which i get. Point of all of this is, i just can't get her off my mind. Ive been stressed out about the whole thing. I know it all sounds kind of ridiculous to stress out over, but no matter what i can't seem to just distract myself...",3.934778303917348,5.395079062706274,4.774888793227149,84.29318123116661,71.9042904290429,7.381776438513419,27.035299182092125,7.893859768569023,1.5248069737408525,1208,42,243,16,23,391,167,303,0.157,0.779,0.064,-0.967,0,2,0,0,0,0,48.0,4,0,1,5,14,14,2,4,17,0,27,3,0,1,2,44,44,15,1,0,12,0,0,3,0,1,2,1,0,1,13,15,1,2,7,1,0,3,8,9,0,0,18,1,35,5,42,22,10,45,0,1,0,0,24,19,0,8,22,163,48,4,0.0,0.1090840115246009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16322318935130498,0.0,0.0,0.09535335883504162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252170570619763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15152613635981566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07079362680822956,0.07687186781576742,0.05612301961880994,0.0,0.07834199997382886,0.0,0.0,0.08142553449558992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529980390147556,0.0,0.0945778851475919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05937541964449256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790151331437607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16308757890284645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405053134558694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363416858959794,0.20300777357748606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066717641968616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3977914369323621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958733240716342,0.10119492607417403,0.07504666697335066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06502944897172523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299911293341116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766824358952124,0.09296114464349646,0.0,0.07348677968261708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791400405398397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660853817240407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788810437349903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17406562307155587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097924292296687,0.0,0.10479208639083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965356154766958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514422596554457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615854439962975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340235060998321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697190264298027,0.2109242395586046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14799948854394576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233007922730114,0.05899263840780504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06250726128745589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307827911735587,0.14770074312407785,0.0,0.0,0.17069354861951785,0.0,0.10278920799009077,0.0,0.0887490352635679,0.0,0.1340513412539834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857590177132918
anxiety,PiscesPals,2019/03/11,"I don’t think I’ll pass my classes this semester I’m not sure if this is the right place to post this but I feel so lost and stuck, and I have nobody to talk to about it.

For starters, I’m 22 and in college. My grandma died of cancer a few months ago. She got sick and passed very quickly, within a month. She basically raised me and we were incredibly close. It felt like I lost a big part of myself, and really killed a lot of the motivation I had. Not two weeks later, my boyfriend of two years broke up with me. Everything I thought I had kind of just fell apart. I made it through my fall classes and tried to get my life back on track.

Now, it’s spring semester, and I have four classes. I was flagged in three of them saying I’m not on track to pass. I’ve been horribly depressed and anxious about it all, leading to everything building up and seeming like too much to tackle. I just don’t know what to do. I’m so stuck. 

I used to love my major and now it seems like a chore. I don’t know who I am anymore, what I want for my future, how I’m going to make it through this portion of my life. 

Anxiety has taken everything from me. I cant do anything, can’t go anywhere, I just want to be done with life. The only thing stopping me from ending it is my mom and my cat. Fuck",1.1356985294117656,2.8590880551470583,2.7958470588235294,94.39621176470592,80.21323529411767,5.969647058823531,22.644705882352945,6.918507183188421,0.4634374705882358,989,32,232,11,25,326,147,272,0.207,0.721,0.073,-0.9922,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,0,1,4,13,12,2,0,8,0,20,7,0,6,2,44,49,17,2,3,8,1,2,3,0,0,5,1,1,0,16,16,0,1,9,0,0,8,8,6,0,4,15,3,36,6,35,33,7,36,0,4,0,2,9,12,1,4,18,152,52,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165142929390164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635516248647596,0.1422931982702474,0.12491342703941115,0.0,0.0,0.10365016004890848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968515521532383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848478064692996,0.0,0.13072131234335013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889560499911265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115586661242947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396004583080183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06368658773818728,0.0,0.12093646733590308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644328600213515,0.06580624262237764,0.0,0.1431661575899553,0.0,0.10073764886681524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13935044771923222,0.13116265778530198,0.1384430506274985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668970366065175,0.18460562248199355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749893293702332,0.10708236150339384,0.11367922516925245,0.11918158265281414,0.08407588143219444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751686996502644,0.20107201723918894,0.0,0.09259135245532964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957943858844994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363968948569071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159607430292314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062998799193715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068994151877687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756480615112236,0.0,0.10016440102523626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293292416516094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530394583900564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871101340304252,0.0,0.0,0.10123778671627737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367884640440154,0.0807068214048115,0.0,0.09999413037142436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551511696013822,0.0,0.24607929299583065,0.0,0.0,0.10878460275258137,0.0,0.10392599299117716,0.1485829402755454,0.0,0.10103343246210657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111083336380315
anxiety,GoldenBullNards,2019/03/11,"How to overcome unwanted physical feeling that sparks anxiety? Often times I will be sitting around enjoying my day without a worry, but out of nowhere that gut-feeling of dread shows up and sparks anxiety. 

I'm not sure how to stop that physical response, when it's showing up on its own.",7.805555555555558,7.817040296296297,7.818888888888887,71.065,62.70370370370371,11.644444444444444,43.925925925925924,11.20814326018867,5.285525925925926,232,14,39,6,3,75,43,54,0.238,0.675,0.087,-0.8377,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,13,4,5,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,10,2,1,10,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,4,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5260303596665806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060655035896028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217302473096817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34768327704867896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874421622804955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240386683253809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20047949700569045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33142242455396026,0.0,0.0,0.34915769655947243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Thatswitchyco,2019/03/11,"After 7 weeks signed off work I go back in a few days and I'm bricking it. So as my title says I've been signed off work for anxiety/ general mental health meltdown for 7 weeks and I go back the day after tomorrow and I am panicking badly.

I love my job and the people I work with and I wanna be okay but holy shitballs the anxiety is peaking to hideous levels and my doctor has offered to keep signing me off cause she believes I'm better off at home right now but I need money and I don't wanna keep messing my work around with being signed off continuously.

So I'm going back to work this week (in a sales based customer heavy retail role) and I need to be brave and strong and happy happy happy all the time.

I have no idea how this will go but I'm doing it so I guess I'm kinda proud of that  underneath all the 'run for the hills and never look back' feelings.

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anxiety,sneakyburrito,2019/03/11,"An antidepressant success story Citralopram 20mg once a day. Read on for more words. :)

I’ve struggled with anxiety and depression since I was a teen. I just turned 32. I got off all medications save for the occasional prescribed rescue benzo a number of years ago. In the last year or so, however, my anxiety just kept getting worse and worse.

The best way I can describe my anxiety is this: imagine you’re driving on the highway, you can’t go under 80mph, and someone tells you that at some point in the next 5 minutes, your airbag will deploy. There’s nothing you can do but wait and brace yourself. That’s what it’s like. Living with a constant sense of dread and fear, just WAITING for the impact. And every minor bump or noise makes me jump out of my skin because this is it, clearly.

I have a long history of dealing with my anxiety through denial and avoidance. It’s fine, this is just me, this is just how I live. But then my constant and extreme anxiety turns into very real physical symptoms - heart palps, air hunger, depersonalization, body pain, etc etc. I decided that this year I’d go back on antidepressants and get my life back.

Enter: Citralopram / Celexa. I started at 10 and worked my way up to 20. At first i noticed an increase in my anxiety, but that quickly faded. I’m not exaggerating when I say it has given me my life back. I feel 90% relief. I no longer have that awful, foreboding feeling all the time. I no longer live in an exhausting state of high alert.

I will say it’s not totally without side effects. It has definitely numbed me a bit which in my case is mostly a relief, but I do notice I don’t feel happiness, sadness, or love as much as I did. I also have a bit of the “fuck-its” when it comes to things like cleaning or some work responsibilities. But when I way the cons against the relief it provides, it’s worth it.

I wanted to post this because I know that everyone is different and reacts differently to medication, but there seem to be so many medication horror stories out there. I hope this helps someone down the road.",4.619836660617061,5.980767187969931,5.597917206810127,79.43390977443609,70.10275689223057,8.51096707285455,30.29997407311382,8.939507131559953,2.49333611615245,1624,66,309,30,29,535,221,399,0.138,0.701,0.161,0.9181,3,1,0,0,0,0,56.0,0,4,0,6,19,21,0,4,22,1,22,14,3,4,4,63,45,31,0,2,18,0,4,2,0,2,9,2,1,0,26,18,1,4,8,1,1,7,7,9,0,1,5,6,40,12,40,37,14,57,0,2,0,1,10,23,0,9,24,207,66,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517306175186117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06781721622150504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3892460289410071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19562564734251864,0.0,0.10339068207827504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899589419539075,0.0,0.18516661012455415,0.09419741522779193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305058549527267,0.0,0.1832846100724099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054691151486710304,0.08742854028693497,0.07304100956237566,0.0,0.0,0.17720292310519445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18915632594381013,0.0,0.0,0.07145048819997503,0.08103324449056729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542735655190854,0.12863738036543618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213369455390428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839933966439823,0.08861251076846086,0.0,0.09639140737694278,0.0,0.06782499379446842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027475345651333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049238971683017,0.05684190451935004,0.08959940569330546,0.0,0.08422887104029474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046605708765903926,0.0691260568192536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197982419696401,0.08286127606451607,0.0,0.2246487612118584,0.07504830484794155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653834319538533,0.0,0.05660690119879835,0.08597729645912731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562913898036974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06234022707842765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018933525775116,0.0,0.0,0.08137111092102378,0.1930983744902506,0.0,0.09031281054210392,0.0,0.0,0.09023675394596073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016658591244251,0.0,0.08121817690818815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482630882862413,0.09652478931053618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348780709969745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772017938024083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015021558932008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14370722318192128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06002425457176867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865488448309011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814316149519738,0.0,0.0,0.0741218743552509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05633958407755164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049449521090390934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18448340720554385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997165319025578,0.050019218810021734,0.20193887929680326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174741266606618,0.0,0.12347571192616133,0.0,0.17284373725133295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16383175003927505
anxiety,samsop,2019/03/11,"I'm afraid someone kills I'm an animal killer I drove right over a dead cat earlier. Didn't run it over, or even so much as harm the carcass as far as I'm aware, as my car is almost one of those coupes pretending to be an SUV.

I though she was asleep but she didn't move. So I stopped, left my car, obviously blocking a one-car lane, and hurriedly moved the cat to the sidewalk after another car had also driven over it. Another car approached and waited for me to do my thing. But at that point I'm pretty sure everyone thought I was the one that killed the cat.

We have a problem with street cats here so someone typically comes by the next morning and picks them up.

It's just that now I can't help but think a bunch of strangers think I killed a cat. It's making my head spin ... almost feel like I wanna track those people down and explain myself.",3.7799242424242436,4.49858865909091,4.611818181818184,88.12106060606064,71.5,7.912121212121212,26.03030303030303,8.07648339933343,1.3094257575757573,668,20,147,9,12,216,109,176,0.173,0.755,0.073,-0.9668,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,1,1,9,8,3,1,13,0,10,2,2,2,2,28,24,17,4,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,3,5,1,0,11,3,6,0,2,8,1,17,2,20,15,2,26,0,0,0,0,6,11,0,3,5,91,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28667504277904543,0.0,0.0,0.1144717917971516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001968460867159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330543598489947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945449206339588,0.0,0.0,0.1367797324749294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237764608535965,0.1022617329980957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690651065708513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594605945251533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47510116706149397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15552581332684293,0.0,0.0,0.06993267543393927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554938656205096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042777382497727,0.10522693045082576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15223471830851976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29099318639235144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923766780413114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13531685968477708,0.0,0.0,0.14562838342353376,0.0,0.13696898147084627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224375252841653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425700175910673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967436149444376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491103888060738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509816972432024,0.18344112830555112,0.14063774546290733,0.11363993637700685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BottleCatt,2019/03/11,"Does anyone else feel like they'll never find something they truly love to do? Recently I've been struggling with hopelessness and anxiety in regard to finding something that I truly love to do. I've always had various hobbies but none that truly stuck or inspired me. I know it's probably a matter of just trying things and finding the right passion, but there are so many ""things"" to try in life. I'm just scared that I'll never find my passion.

In life we're told to do what we love for a living, but that's not what I'm expecting or wanting. I know that I'll probably have to work a job I'm not necessarily passionate about in order to fuel my true passion, and I'm ok with that. It's a matter of not having that something that I'm passionate about and having no clue how to discover it. ",6.003388543823327,5.6264029068323005,6.997846790890268,76.75355417529329,66.51552795031057,9.888474810213944,32.17460317460318,9.444778638647367,2.8130408557625954,632,23,122,11,9,213,83,161,0.107,0.634,0.259,0.9797,1,0,3,0,0,1,13.0,1,0,2,1,7,15,0,2,5,1,10,10,0,1,3,33,24,11,0,2,10,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,15,7,0,0,8,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,4,1,9,12,19,19,2,9,0,1,0,8,7,5,0,2,4,79,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371643848050657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454854443838144,0.0,0.0,0.0955595224888482,0.1400297020008501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959668382843745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416628233845201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910205822349466,0.09763368401530906,0.0,0.0,0.4996382611901456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356191757595425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15021529783363333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19306141966218127,0.06676773936336029,0.0,0.12067792217936738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3700371796683906,0.0,0.0,0.1385571160328207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21080933644304625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946965149473277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13494044987029435,0.0,0.0,0.11671137929402495,0.0,0.0,0.13682575965024055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156347657458534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428721955922329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18158864281072595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058950585557205,0.0,0.18557347162203688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806087070651951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949393182374283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Aidan0blaze,2019/03/11,"Lost my dog today, in serious need of some good thoughts. Today, I had to let go of my best friend, and only day to day comfort. My boy had pulmonary hypertension, and fought it for six years. He declined rapidly in the last few days. So I finally had to let him go. This has thrown me into probably the worst panic attack I’ve had in over a decade. I’m heartbroken, devastated, and just feel lost right now. He helped me I. So many ways, and I loved him like my own child. I’m just looking for some support from the community. Help me realize it gets easier. ",1.912159090909089,4.077725053571431,3.6576948051948053,86.97366883116884,79.71428571428572,7.287012987012987,23.574675324675326,8.296473431620573,1.4624892857142862,434,15,91,9,11,145,76,112,0.191,0.615,0.194,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,5,14,2,1,4,0,7,1,0,0,0,13,21,6,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,7,0,1,8,2,13,7,13,11,6,18,0,2,1,1,11,6,0,2,10,56,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19064274937506176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758614642293491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242194283612295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473184173352939,0.0,0.0,0.18357214247161888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129469384132072,0.0,0.0875519372757063,0.0,0.19047546174680485,0.1405554302866648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22464633113098104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365974203477887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427171684378423,0.0,0.08186953717564215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407222677323312,0.0,0.3658596442691308,0.0,0.15124456274889614,0.0,0.0,0.1698965259294631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242560394301767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744967240345784,0.0,0.19661521391010114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18067608336049387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431096319426406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19016411410036266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13303722384600464,0.0,0.0,0.3176863363370032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13301462694447502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791393509273388
anxiety,Laccaicacids,2019/03/11,Has anyone taken melatonin to relieve anxiety? Just curious to see if it works for anyone.,4.059374999999998,7.3276061875000025,5.967500000000001,66.5275,80.875,8.200000000000001,33.0,8.841846274778883,4.2844750000000005,73,4,9,2,2,25,14,16,0.087,0.667,0.246,0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3973876414379327,0.0,0.0,0.7264409746260906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41394461868091453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3781751254138813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,foundfloating,2019/03/11,"Some random teen knocked on my door and IDK if I'm anxious or...      23 here. I live in a hit or miss side of town when it comes to crime and what not. Some teen just knocked on my door and asked for ""J"". I told him no J here and asked if he knew what ""J"" looked like. He said J was one of 2 black twins and I let him know my direct neighbors are White and Hispanic on all sides of the house...and was like good luck and be careful my dude. He said thanks and went on his way and I thought nothing of it for 2 minutes. 
     Then the anxiety in me said, ""You're getting robbed or cased out...or something."" In these situations I never know if I'm over thinking it or if it's justified. I live in Houston in case any houstonians are on here lol. Picture a very worn down, low rent suburb and that's the neighborhood. 
      Anyone else ever experience these moments? It's broad daylight out and kid looked like any teen living in my neighborhood, but it just feels really odd. My brain just can't give the situation up. ",2.6273007246376814,3.8693812318840592,3.7068327294685983,91.52952445652174,74.84541062801931,7.1073671497584545,24.53170289855073,7.6454224807358475,0.9148166666666668,773,24,178,10,16,250,121,207,0.08199999999999999,0.838,0.081,-0.0475,1,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,0,6,1,7,1,1,0,3,39,32,22,0,4,13,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,4,1,11,13,0,0,6,0,1,2,4,2,0,1,10,8,16,7,22,19,3,28,0,2,4,0,15,20,0,12,8,98,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18899697420021047,0.0,0.10630505679723652,0.1569867782237634,0.0,0.09716501095508773,0.1423823306624213,0.0,0.0,0.2598202184501798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15512683030015856,0.0,0.0,0.14168036347925786,0.0,0.0,0.11970290350204107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11608438160008465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569850196652158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593087052021122,0.0,0.0,0.07026303679037878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.072601572962595,0.13330439473439967,0.0,0.116554192228911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273905393708995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209740117754147,0.0,0.203668497635422,0.0,0.3681162690603809,0.0,0.23338508104184616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717556425270837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13333716865367928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416381100651793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902220280437187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3965522134546815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123967722383201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697924069639922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793694633059416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904082575302702,0.0,0.1103197943339726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327835304802504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465767170686808,0.0,0.11030105607818776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288185689774596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bshaky,2019/03/11,"I get really anxious and cry before I leave my wife for a few days on a business trip Is this normal? I know it sounds silly, and I hopefully want to get over these feelings as I will be travelling more for work. If anyone has any tips about getting over this, or even experience, I'd really appreciate it. I leave tomorrow morning and thinking about leaving her is literally putting tears in my eyes at work. Help please?",4.799629629629628,6.325447913580248,5.8453703703703725,77.1991666666667,69.8641975308642,9.350617283950617,30.78395061728395,9.725611199111238,3.0320765432098766,335,14,62,8,6,111,61,81,0.118,0.723,0.159,0.5418,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,2,0,5,1,1,0,0,11,13,6,0,4,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,9,2,11,11,2,10,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,3,2,40,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804966480157204,0.0,0.0,0.21272408635004747,0.0,0.1316629235562249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16022843966965886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20683742834977648,0.12143717096252846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243696045894445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18419239228518355,0.0,0.0,0.0952095486927484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29513510852546165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12621273989137635,0.0,0.0,0.18702323016524008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348411524321548,0.0,0.0,0.5981438339889775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844928786132904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20669557568553693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18929233760216696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412581106599471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120654290256014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106353150236248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27416758892964194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,inkdoll2,2019/03/11,"Bursts of energy? Does anyone else have a day or two where they wake up at a perfect time, no intrusive thoughts, are able to complete all their tasks and just feel generally positive, also a bit wired but then finds that for the days that follow their energy is drained completely and their anxiety is increased dramatically? Do you have any tips for coping with it? It's happening more than ever recently.",8.696756756756756,8.661925837837842,8.368243243243242,68.01695945945946,60.8918918918919,12.80540540540541,36.06756756756757,12.161744961471696,4.6369837837837835,328,13,56,10,4,105,63,74,0.09,0.762,0.14800000000000002,0.5782,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,4,1,4,1,0,0,4,0,6,1,1,0,3,13,10,6,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,5,1,8,9,4,11,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,6,40,9,0,0.2322876488544296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18576034886567133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579635667039006,0.0,0.17769941557438448,0.0,0.0,0.16242092503586905,0.2380061467357097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535979505754445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4870983607328158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996126336667589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032764868713536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19404652411779832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21011747710770387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745161472371615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21230670280737066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20541120074023106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293560298529878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844104464082544,0.13544879605480714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22691128021528864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bumblebubee,2019/03/11,"Anxiety induced nausea Hello my nervous comrades!

I’ve been dealing with this same issue now for about a good 7 years and just don’t know what to do anymore. 

About once a week I’ll get to work and feel totally fine but then about 2-3 hours into my shift I’ll start feeling super sick to the point that even the smell of food makes me feel ill.

Well, I’ve got a paranoia of vomiting and some social anxiety. That usually is enough to make me want to go home in case I am sick and don’t want it to happen at work. Usually I try to calm myself down and I can stay at work but sometimes, it’s just so bad that I do need to go home. This understandably makes my boss upset that I’m leaving mid-day about once every month or two. 

Once I get home and relax with my dogs for a bit BOOM. Appetites back and feeling great. So there I am at home, feeling like a shit because it was anxiety induced nausea.

I need anyone’s advice on how you’ve over come this because it’s becoming embarrassing and annoying for me and my workplace.

Note: I work 40 hours a week M-F (please don’t go on a rant about how I don’t work enough to be stressed) and I don’t take any anxiety medication (starting new meds is tough on my body).

Any advice is much appreciated.

Tl;dr: nauseous at work can be bad enough to make me go home about once a month, need advice",2.593037933289729,3.9600741834532367,4.024512753433618,88.71556572923483,75.15107913669065,7.068933943754089,24.50686723348594,7.686295010490155,1.0582316546762591,1045,33,229,14,22,346,143,278,0.185,0.685,0.129,-0.9648,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,7,17,17,2,4,10,0,18,8,2,9,1,43,47,18,0,5,5,0,5,1,1,0,5,1,5,0,12,14,1,0,9,1,0,5,5,9,1,1,3,7,21,8,34,42,8,33,0,0,0,0,4,12,1,2,16,128,33,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243023509293352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406269399088784,0.0,0.2341284169651528,0.0,0.0758801660848589,0.05349954857440938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058833642124360215,0.12777003141130885,0.09328301995703578,0.08450240757370578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353219187851221,0.08498850368298005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06590902669033209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0493444445191456,0.07888136633266643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23717461447369084,0.0,0.05053600149681998,0.0,0.06446535783226763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19343592476359173,0.05466077984101616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251961571578199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994958969512672,0.0,0.17393601429619535,0.06417533026969897,0.06119429838875848,0.08435566333869861,0.0,0.0,0.06766004139739289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.383743026406875,0.0,0.15069944712260314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985951411099228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042049449462285116,0.0,0.0,0.08101603761241971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03738030310574707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042916281463633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498850368298005,0.07707862497632925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12214361918285573,0.0,0.05624573249531783,0.1701998781300635,0.0,0.07389656637471949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259346602161666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398810912611761,0.0723293538957042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853931875334867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799519298630883,0.0,0.0,0.07567314363812627,0.0,0.10831234739094607,0.0815524946351987,0.0,0.0,0.08764518633265728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05752812475895368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051947187996484345,0.0,0.07474191552152737,0.0796525526527189,0.0,0.0,0.16853614149080035,0.0,0.09025849704634124,0.0,0.1227479513940355,0.0,0.06879422148249867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33421350168955605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04927175286756675
anxiety,KlutzyBeautiful,2019/03/11,"Major anxiety when thinking of ex-friend So basically, things ended badly with a friend of mine.  Last year, I lost a family member, and turned to this friend to escape my depression over what happened.  I had a crush on her when we first met, but knew she had a long-term boyfriend, so I wasn't too focused on that. 

But as soon as my family member died, I started getting super clingy with this friend, and fell for her hard.  I would try to talk to her all the time, never giving her space, and I was so paranoid of driving her away that I had like three messages within four months where I questioned if we were still friends.  It was horrible, and I regret it deeply.

It was painfully awkward, and I'm super embarrassed by how things went down.  I eventually just fessed up and told her I was going to take some space, which she appreciated and respected, but saying that she would still like to be friends when I felt ready.   After a month I just decided to add her again on Facebook, and we'll chat every now and again, but it's super strained, and just all around awkward.  

Usually, I can keep anxiety in check.  My entire family suffers from anxiety and depression, so we support each other and help calm each other down.  But with her, it's getting to a ridiculous level.  Like, one of her parent's are running for local office, and I saw a campaign sign for them and get this horrible burning in my stomach.  I felt ridiculous and stupid, but I don't know how to fix it.  I'm not following them on Facebook and obviously I'm going to stop initiating contact, but I just don't know how to stop myself from feeling so much anxiety and regret over how I acted and how I lost this friend.  Time's not making things any better.",5.978214285714286,6.167447059523809,6.379261904761907,79.24907142857145,66.5,9.22,30.78809523809524,8.982922981607832,2.427233809523809,1356,47,260,21,20,439,168,336,0.226,0.59,0.184,-0.8828,1,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,4,0,2,7,26,32,3,4,8,0,17,2,1,6,4,70,47,41,1,5,14,1,4,3,6,3,1,1,0,0,20,28,0,3,9,1,1,8,6,16,0,4,18,6,44,16,41,25,7,50,0,7,1,0,35,19,0,3,26,193,64,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655915370897361,0.0,0.2951459770294958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858638673908815,0.0,0.0,0.09062103045533663,0.0,0.08053445891959568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530508688246242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16615013534621315,0.0,0.10010327535790096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542897614329606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126604736234383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727827013165776,0.0,0.048769675844561634,0.0,0.18522054703275853,0.0,0.0,0.0820431096514254,0.0,0.0,0.5216369474230738,0.0,0.1511785715903994,0.09252677391738327,0.10963324218714504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529331587742248,0.0,0.0864031924262134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06465059961391477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573210593420684,0.0,0.0,0.10601639908534242,0.0786222956479043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136659989607106,0.0,0.0,0.08535811650673322,0.0,0.0,0.21058029532422531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06438331255319082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15397617379785325,0.0,0.07090425795490284,0.0,0.07439071474602567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06535923792729208,0.0,0.1026330890766282,0.0,0.1070999516018262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804974659598557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670351863170008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827012715807368,0.0,0.1540554260443426,0.16127851989288436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945403772892373,0.0,0.0,0.07252086187890325,0.07752549189274946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19223781768461015,0.06180336642525885,0.0,0.0,0.11248536501891486,0.0,0.0,0.092165241282384,0.0,0.06548544492759824,0.10491347004916284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622965975225306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941315574693852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370352837216414,0.0,0.0,0.062112749185069274
anxiety,2weak2stupid2live,2019/03/11,"I've been behaving in a state of panic for years I feel really stressed and down on myself, fighting suicidal thoughts lately. I moved out of my parents house for the second time. I go to work and then go home, stuck in routine. Admittedly, I've only been here for 6 months but social anxiety and depression has made life pretty shitty. And I'm also hating myself for being single and short. I just feel like life is stacked against me and i don't know what the point of living is if it's impossible to find a partner, new friends, happy in a good job. Literally once I step outside I see like 20 attractive couples, as a guy I feel pathetic and lonely. ",5.509011627906978,5.929310162790699,6.615029069767445,76.35649709302328,67.52713178294574,9.550775193798447,31.62887596899225,9.516144504307137,2.8731155038759684,517,20,97,10,8,174,92,129,0.224,0.598,0.17800000000000002,-0.6183,2,2,0,0,2,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,3,12,2,2,6,0,7,2,0,1,0,19,20,12,1,1,3,1,3,2,2,0,2,0,1,2,2,8,0,0,7,0,0,4,1,6,0,1,5,4,12,6,17,14,1,19,0,2,1,0,7,8,0,1,8,59,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059218697161915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492523536451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18069005409843814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14065138188820075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477105042671349,0.11666265676520506,0.0,0.0,0.1492546541694822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616636899962527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18561606323551136,0.1369695886122283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169420432011722,0.0,0.1738375318105645,0.0,0.1612264678004444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16380476497392768,0.0,0.0,0.1884280582715756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620515861097146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974625872613981,0.0,0.184211256287312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23068942203513115,0.15956177294539048,0.0,0.1441982565375913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545198708590974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13034573566490582,0.17356369923531012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577176502818959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17391081641754114,0.0,0.12419818403502188,0.0,0.19159917841130064,0.1813270408906664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543727442624558,0.0,0.0,0.16613637978272644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461515164998623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013018907550106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16646536063266892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870613686813282,0.0,0.0,0.17862538591082394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12964318620160062,0.0952224444424423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888547006742055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516084127829536
anxiety,alt-for-advice,2019/03/11,"I don’t know where to start solving my issues I’m a fourteen year old girl. I am pretty sure I have mental health issues. I think I fit much more with anxiety than depression though. I’ve been told I’m too hard on myself. The moment I do something I perceive to be embarrassing I feel sick. I avoid asking for help because I don’t want to appear stupid, and a wave of anxiety hits my chest whenever I’m forced to make a phone call or email by myself. But I’ve never had a panic attack and I’m not scared by public speaking or standing up for myself. 
What particularly disturbs me is that when I’m in a shitty situation I vividly envision myself launching myself out a window or cracking my skull open. I don’t make plans for suicide and I don’t have any debilitating loss of motivation so I’ve chalked it up to morbid intrusive thoughts.
I also have focus issues, which frustrates me the most. I make good grades and words and facts stick in my head, but I lose things super easily and sometimes I’m so inside my own head I forget to listen in class. It makes me feel crazy more than anything even though it’s the least concerning at its surface because I can’t remember important things and I can’t trust my own brain.
I’ve talked to my mom about therapy but she hasn’t really taken me seriously. She says we have the same problems and there’s nothing wrong with me. She would prefer I see a church counselor, and I abhor the very thought. She’s a very negative person and I kind of blame her for a lot of my issues.
My resting state is uneasy and it has been for a few years, or maybe even my whole life. I have friends but I don’t think I can come to them with years of baggage and self-doubt, or that they’d be particularly helpful anyway. The most I’ve tried is through casual conversation turned cry for help on this group chat where I just downplay or hide how I feel.
I take Health and my teacher, who I adore, is very big on getting our needs met in a healthy way (as in Maslow), and I really don’t feel as if I’ve done that. My current coping methods are just feeding the pleasure center of my brain with Reddit, TV, and food, which I think could translate to drugs and more addictive behaviors when I get older so I wanna nip that in the bud now. 

I just don’t know where to start. My mom’s always telling me to get my act together, but I always have a r/wowthanksimcured reaction. I know that, but how?? I’ve taken small steps as in catching myself when I say or think self-deprecating stuff but I still largely feel like shit.

Thanks for reading through this this scrambled mess of a post. I really need advice or at least a point to jump off and research because I am just lost.",3.354625512995895,4.9043233750000015,4.419321135430916,85.91134917920658,73.52205882352942,7.19281805745554,25.518809849521205,7.82057824672937,1.3319472127222975,2132,70,434,29,43,695,271,544,0.135,0.7340000000000001,0.131,0.3185,1,1,3,0,0,1,47.0,2,0,2,6,26,28,4,5,22,0,35,15,7,8,3,89,81,47,1,9,21,2,6,1,2,1,6,4,1,2,20,25,2,1,18,4,0,6,13,17,0,0,11,12,76,11,57,64,15,51,1,4,2,0,35,26,1,13,16,285,96,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502709853161187,0.0,0.07621674000465667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06237333332706325,0.12979775765659776,0.0,0.0,0.05303992084273573,0.0,0.1193333770885666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06418402146404315,0.0,0.07291568491113175,0.08873165340022364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263682222927346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17413855083179947,0.07964258579184713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718660500530726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06227341977754365,0.0,0.08567488906735883,0.0,0.0,0.067177797760071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981693683811147,0.0,0.0,0.09045054034704536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303117923640977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971854801010761,0.05572032252448834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431301277660764,0.0,0.060259477774034835,0.0,0.12224899470342485,0.0,0.0,0.06541930267266216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986905156035979,0.0,0.1600926938117194,0.1658120959640829,0.0,0.0,0.15683712433508562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256300327844495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122077996406744,0.1285936036494796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05509084635649701,0.0381048816203029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725751786605522,0.08514179336700284,0.06630936783803486,0.0,0.0,0.20825161006624585,0.0,0.07835741550906422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860157312377357,0.0,0.0,0.1826958288086778,0.0,0.0,0.05733599784673218,0.11566601782386185,0.06015528521866525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748392179368317,0.0,0.08184362957612942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151144258604604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810305541394006,0.0,0.0,0.0737313836132341,0.0,0.07469856037683269,0.07934992157066474,0.0,0.07463159091532649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801705717602757,0.0,0.1498986090112101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835420736075675,0.0,0.0,0.12405102051561165,0.07808755281808356,0.0,0.06215267427050545,0.0,0.16273357302907773,0.0,0.08006172221689306,0.0,0.0876707161115397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06004509312770436,0.07713998926144744,0.0,0.11041187022142096,0.0,0.06228766671229977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928670279933693,0.08531491044339765,0.0,0.07351026017406938,0.0,0.058643247958064824,0.06269019046862721,0.06817189842895273,0.07180819200891195,0.08919516665590035,0.0,0.10363408741814166,0.19990662261965966,0.1532612504514474,0.1238401447138994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452847301598363,0.0,0.05295413050862406,0.08483719689525443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19306448234147094,0.04600403233017813,0.06190955498641755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707969318562526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055406085325564486,0.08527632771380304,0.0,0.1506805045105261
anxiety,literallycantaloupe,2019/03/11,"Should I feel ashamed for going home? I'm on a volunteer trip in Puerto Rico, and I'm supposed to be here for a week. But my anxiety is getting the best of me and I can't even function or do any work withour my head spinning. I keep having panic attacks and it's only been a day. Should I go home, or should I just bear it? I don't know if I can do this for 5 more days, but I don't want everyone to feel ashamed of me and I don't want to miss out.",0.022707659115425827,1.2514603106796116,2.735469255663432,95.83442286947144,81.81553398058253,5.742826321467099,22.124056094929887,6.42735559955562,0.19346256742179024,344,11,88,3,9,121,64,103,0.158,0.7959999999999999,0.046,-0.8131,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,3,6,1,3,4,0,14,1,1,0,0,20,26,9,0,6,6,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,3,5,0,1,3,0,0,3,4,5,0,0,1,2,13,1,11,21,2,9,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,3,3,59,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15308227080390982,0.0,0.17220825424665928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25609470713514537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362386732556448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903541828048307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14868279053318376,0.0,0.0,0.21510190263410334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276443899901941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761049297303945,0.0,0.25586998588922216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23102742913660976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4516066354589902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000877863138752,0.0,0.0,0.12371436800020767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17120602087216505,0.0,0.26411765351516664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26555098964498797,0.0,0.1805693703986972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638824949648256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jacobs_grief,2019/03/11,"My anxiety/fear of commuting is destroying my life, again Hi friends,

I’m writing this from my alt account and I’m seeking help because, honestly, I’m at my wits’ end.

I have been battling a very severe, crippling form of social anxiety over the course of the years. I have dropped out of college, lost a relationship, and even lost my job. It hasn’t been all that bad, though. During this time span I’ve also become engaged, re-entered college (now studying computer science), and I’m about to graduate this summer. I have also managed to travel large parts of the world, and I have a job lined up, starting in August, at a really prestigious firm. So life should be good, right?

Except that lately I’ve relapsed and suffer from panic attacks on a near daily basis. I lose sleep because of my anxiety, and I fear that the life I so desperately want and have worked so hard for is all about to come crashing down. Why?

Because I can’t do a basic f—ng thing like commute to my internship/school. I dread the daily grind of having to interact with throngs of people. The thought of the trains being delayed. And most of all, I dread shitting myself because I won’t have access to a toilet (side-note: I have IBS as my anxiety causes my stomach to act wild, and my IBS is exacerbated by my ever-growing anxiety). Even though I have never had an accident, this is the sort of shit (pun intended) my mind focuses to zero in on. Last week I was sleepless over going to school to meet my group for a project. I didn’t, of course, and made some enemies, haha. I’m not worried that I will fail the class (in fact, I get high marks overall) it’s just that question gnawing at me, “Why can’t you function like a normal human being? Take the 20 minute train ride, then hop on the bus, and it’s a grand total of 30 minutes until you arrive at your destination!” Yet my mind does not work like this. 

It was easier before when I had a car. Then I would just drive wherever I had to go, without worrying about this lack of control over my environment. 

All this is worsened by the fact that my new job (which truly is my dream job and I’ve worked so hard to get to this point) is located in, let’s call it a major city, and I’ll literally be dependent on the tube to get to work. And I know that my access to the bathroom will be restricted in case of an accident, fueling my mind with even more anxiety. 

I have scheduled an appointment with my psychiatrist. Thankfully they can accommodate me fairly quickly (in 2 weeks time) where we’ll discuss my recent relapses. But I just wanted to get this off my chest. I feel so relieved having someone to talk to about it. I just started opening up to my girlfriend, who’s totally and completely understanding, and she’s even trying to help me along in my journey. We’re getting married next year — and by then I will (hopefully) have worked for a year, got my shit together, and can finally be happy. I know it’s not an easy journey, but that’s my dream… To live without this debilitating anxiety.

What do I do? Any of you out there who have experienced similar problems and found a solution?

I would highly appreciate it if you would share your tips, advice on how you overcame this anxiety!

Anyway, sorry for the wall of text.

**TL;DR:** My fear of shitting myself on the commute and/or in public is causing my anxiety to grow and I’m scared it’s gonna end any hopes I have for living a normal life. 

*Footnote:* I exercise on a regular basis. I even did powerlifiting for a few years, yet now I chiefly focus on things like my posture and my cardiovascular health. I want to look good naked you could say, haha. In this pursuit I regulate and watch what I eat, making sure I eat healthy most of the time (80/20 rule) and only food my stomach can tolerate. I also am truly, madly in love with my girlfriend and I have this entire life planned out together with her, yet it’s all contingent on the idea of me living a normal life. Who knows how long she might put up with my panic attacks? ",3.748709677419357,5.384743307888044,5.117552327013051,80.95215217926618,72.66412213740458,8.124402856439303,28.707953705983748,8.748949900417786,2.304740852006894,3144,126,600,60,62,1050,361,786,0.116,0.78,0.104,-0.5008,5,0,0,0,0,0,116.0,1,8,1,11,36,43,9,7,40,2,60,20,8,9,11,104,98,45,0,16,13,0,3,4,3,11,8,1,0,1,39,36,3,3,9,3,1,12,11,23,0,1,15,7,91,20,106,64,16,94,0,5,2,1,37,44,4,10,41,417,130,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055020640400184416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350813775296415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657872565434072,0.0,0.3445856554939753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811023912986105,0.0,0.0,0.04701236248578135,0.13729213649079178,0.06218450088640541,0.04791144804049207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057493748396039074,0.0,0.0,0.11568158667234013,0.0,0.04850181250838575,0.05903477066195593,0.0,0.0631508980657483,0.04495499854573445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04927292617189048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11522823955809895,0.0,0.0,0.09973911905827863,0.0,0.0,0.1859447630017728,0.05093113864912418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19007649525072165,0.028469523603649707,0.0,0.0,0.061679426956209135,0.0,0.0,0.06808428647988199,0.061735577970776126,0.04350113973787787,0.0,0.1470853160878269,0.0,0.06399891166263758,0.09445200430675604,0.04503228974960942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059937769652399324,0.10087652557088182,0.0,0.0,0.05984963215091117,0.0,0.0,0.07548017245653671,0.11897874729780825,0.0,0.11184723252502188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635615447299581,0.0,0.0,0.22349628504009275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283134418671772,0.0458961283412085,0.06351454563195201,0.0,0.0,0.05757572546871824,0.2386195195336959,0.11003120778947972,0.0,0.1491551645023267,0.04982819488890465,0.047282058796314086,0.06299094545932513,0.1229272203347048,0.0,0.05081750332590137,0.053277196988528716,0.03758405617163064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597307571865499,0.1705561404939661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04342592343866308,0.05437976537204526,0.05988105638401035,0.0,0.1655009744664318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04282252554097207,0.0,0.13212368240156513,0.0,0.06097287914932292,0.0,0.03903483020971503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0532264689324674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053876325935679814,0.0,0.056602123918746985,0.0630745387951108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036070454961249235,0.0,0.055594441344198366,0.06045054903633312,0.0,0.048084202598990516,0.0,0.04477603339271894,0.0563711746667685,0.11396742734650908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06360867665649125,0.2311852869931719,0.0,0.0,0.056345709956413324,0.057395904881906136,0.04770708371202135,0.0,0.0,0.0630288904940602,0.07970600431077829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053066840572220164,0.0,0.042334388188243116,0.045255864081600254,0.0,0.05183812257082037,0.0,0.0,0.07481314284350747,0.0,0.11063884584746712,0.044699918082260884,0.09849577731491893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03822743103734727,0.0,0.0,0.05861553976100796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046457560619486034,0.09963052682294757,0.0,0.09032902507078368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161309468048403,0.0,0.0,0.1085521123559444,0.0,0.20495372448348412,0.11436101693443387,0.0,0.11999247002011225,0.0,0.0,0.1450344172594365
anxiety,prettylittleliongirl,2019/03/11,I hate being told “don’t stress” or “why are you stressing yourself” I literally would if I could but my brain LITERALLY DOES NOT WORK THAT WAY. ,2.244880952380953,4.758528964285716,3.6428571428571423,85.56880952380955,80.78571428571429,6.590476190476192,23.619047619047624,7.793537801064563,1.2344619047619059,113,4,23,2,3,37,25,28,0.222,0.778,0.0,-0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,6,7,3,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,15,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31875865779581114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22798158833672905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498792199767927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281913035417624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6541734613897326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728470624415932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266494875252259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576567175004978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078775537974369,0.0,0.0,0.2028404314580068,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SadisticSienna,2019/03/11,"Had some sort of panic attack and passed out, ended up in ER for 5hrs Backstory: I had some unrelated possible infection causing bladder pain weeks ago, went to 2 different doctor aps today. One at 12 one at 3. First one I got prescribed Zoloft, as this was with my more long term doctor discussing mental health.
Second one at the mega clinic and a follow up for the  urine and swab tests. Was no infection, no stds. Higher than normal white and red blood cells so she said may be a kidney issue so I need to get the ultrasound done. I expected this as my mums side has a hereditary kidney condition. Anyway maybe that freaked me out a bit. I certainly noticed feeling stressed.
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What happened: As I was walking out I had a weird feeling in my head. Kind of light headed I guess you could say. As I walked out of the megaclinic doors the heat outside hit me and was somewhat overwhelming. Then I started to see intense glare and white. I knew at this point I was starting to have a panic attack and was heading down hill toward passing out but only if I could just get inside the car and sit Id be fine. Only problem was I was dropped off and was having trouble seeing the car due to slowly losing consciousness.
Anyway after a couple seconds I find it and get close while everything is getting whiter and I'm getting more and more light headed

To the point I can't see anything including the door handle. Then I lose consciousness and completely collapse on the asphalt next to the car about 30 meters from the GP megaclinic. 
I regain consciousness briefly for a few seconds and my friend tries to get me up but then I collapse instantly on the ground again.
Then suddenly I come to and see theres some 10 people around me and oxygen on me and my arms tingling hard core. Bear in mind I was in an out of consciousness and could barely see.

Finally I recover more but have low blood pressure.
I get wheeled into the dr clinic for bp test and some heart rate test. Then to hospital by ambulance to the ER where after 5 hrs of non invasive tests and waiting I get discharged.

Ugh Fml does anyone else have passing out panic attacks?
I'm exhausted",3.9258353510895887,5.979997467312355,4.611999999999998,83.01393220338984,73.11622276029054,7.528716707021793,27.780629539951573,8.329178653251315,2.074884939467313,1706,66,310,29,35,546,230,413,0.155,0.8170000000000001,0.028,-0.9945,1,0,0,0,1,0,30.0,0,1,0,3,10,23,3,6,24,0,27,24,12,1,1,64,57,36,0,8,5,1,3,0,1,1,12,2,2,0,6,32,0,1,8,0,0,11,3,19,2,8,18,15,36,4,57,32,12,69,0,4,8,0,8,34,0,9,22,208,42,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273991311246357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05737721430170911,0.08407863508573801,0.06752715736584262,0.0730494664182945,0.0,0.28006018565750057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958663394773872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429668817694122,0.0,0.07068613567025782,0.0860367807399381,0.0,0.0,0.19655111604606235,0.09079617445162312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573367194018329,0.0,0.16798071294475028,0.07180995027051139,0.0839743402078059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06854935099248992,0.0,0.07267947873253744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374889268174467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298249091483972,0.0,0.0,0.08989108069181029,0.07499998649790719,0.06979892200814979,0.0,0.0,0.0633981970218296,0.0,0.3429774540912857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656296822357494,0.0,0.090396694064422,0.0,0.07256406452703566,0.0,0.07350830209917145,0.0,0.33686279798475705,0.08722435305490676,0.0,0.0972397229288732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564775922929088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545130493393313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261919425201263,0.0,0.18360495356604806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243879718296457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269567216983002,0.0,0.08285569729493869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060845341327263935,0.0,0.0,0.08727015046925696,0.0,0.08039991173987181,0.0,0.09342415125343108,0.0,0.0,0.22241986536013292,0.1248183807402614,0.08731603434281336,0.2888339236150102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056889034891063874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15514362081040398,0.09250863430696102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851890656346201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805642898801446,0.06525621636565651,0.0,0.0,0.3269500196808016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616286367590314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399773965807937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778186741697532,0.0,0.0,0.055712338093842656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06582238261726399,0.0,0.0,0.07606905578053845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,letsallsing,2019/03/11,"Micro-dosing SSRI's as a way to mitigate sexual side effects I find that paroxetine kicks in pretty quickly.   I use 5-10 mg, only when I need it, and make sure, using a half-life calculator, that my levels of it are minimal when I know I'm going to be sexually active.  Anyone else ever try this approach?",7.113387978142079,5.685141868852463,9.556393442622953,62.76387978142079,64.73770491803279,12.06775956284153,33.448087431693985,11.20814326018867,3.931126775956283,238,8,41,6,3,89,52,61,0.0,0.851,0.149,0.802,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,4,2,10,9,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,5,8,0,10,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,24,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20111999368761765,0.294714457010567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240280836333478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601809197935987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26289175929165304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16346871622966014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15807581999799972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919975591293264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21327655607873855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21875819741419775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292626621303428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27109111943755704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952842294998329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4968458931041591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22831004169223645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GoldilocksIsSuicidal,2019/03/11,"clothes, any kind of camera, mess I get nervous when I look at clothes, because i won't fit in them, and wouldn't look good in them.

I HATE cameras and my friend took a picture of me and posted it on her instagram and I started crying.

I can't think and feel like people are watching me when my room is a mess. idk why.

idk what I'm supposed to do with all this.",-0.18897435897435955,1.8924365128205167,1.5566666666666649,99.33833333333335,87.71794871794874,3.97948717948718,21.48717948717949,5.033348758259628,-0.2819589743589743,280,10,66,1,9,91,55,78,0.266,0.665,0.069,-0.9224,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,2,8,1,1,2,0,6,0,0,0,1,10,15,7,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,4,13,4,8,12,1,11,0,0,3,0,4,6,0,0,4,40,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18268454729380967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637605718005216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950886440823453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358325562814682,0.19191661174670385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20755075125302802,0.0,0.14035341619215608,0.0,0.0,0.22532265326087494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652265796279969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797474276513357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124403162533446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4511802165688986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862412889381453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572830515038365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190144915440854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17213379221751174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984691454949123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424059951665575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,arup02,2019/03/11,"Physical manifestations of anxiety Whenever I get an anxiety attack I get this really awful burning feeling on the back of my head/neck. Is this common? It's awful and I wish it would just stop.

Breathing techniques help but not so much.",3.4156818181818167,6.360903750000002,5.5420000000000025,71.00300000000003,79.68181818181819,8.974545454545455,29.25454545454545,9.3871,3.658405454545455,191,9,30,6,5,66,36,44,0.233,0.6559999999999999,0.111,-0.5516,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,2,2,1,1,0,0,8,6,3,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4709744807732795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501982882568476,0.0,0.2367003921240852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15564686322035215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216543893542272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159198842064541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063303243452425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262886752583977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19720221693241485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257357623271427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539865015668047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218671866199854,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tristezza,2019/03/11,"Driving with an instructor in about 3 hours, nervous as all hell. I'm 18 and I'm getting my license very soon (hopefully) I have very little experience on the road but every time I drove with my mom I panicked. I dont know if it's just her but she was so paranoid and would yell if I did something wrong or got frustrated. She says I do fine on the road but my hands are always so sweaty and my mind is racing. I mess up on basic things and it just snowballs into frustration. I messed up on what side of the road I should be on multiple times and my mom was so frustrated she told me to get out of the car. I'm scared to drive with the instructor now because if I'm that bad with my own mother god knows how I'll be on an actual busy street or a highway. My friends told me the instructor I have is very nice but they probably knew how to drive better than I did.",2.0330615942028984,3.4212064728260887,3.62334782608696,90.9332463768116,76.66304347826087,7.297971014492754,23.679710144927537,8.021203637495839,1.05843231884058,677,21,155,11,15,225,108,184,0.212,0.706,0.08199999999999999,-0.9822,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,10,15,4,2,9,0,15,1,1,2,1,32,29,20,0,6,11,3,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,5,11,0,0,3,0,0,5,1,10,0,0,9,3,25,5,23,16,2,27,1,0,0,0,12,17,1,6,5,102,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.16216959525710015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827668139386864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13875497321380864,0.10130296433734816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14697441572426867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19476398863557656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001544650858053,0.0,0.0,0.16255781896960794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839174974295214,0.0,0.1736464029016499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291087338683175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16505615685386785,0.16365572989114732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18265848945477695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16655795512582505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16779637989084514,0.38926054453117415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17917223160414245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215454373105326,0.16637710630441194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793497147541372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104038925339192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938040438780088,0.0,0.0,0.31758791843747586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4113524978425814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805087770644004,0.1816938568217444,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Chronicrabbit,2019/03/11,"Instead of helping me,memantine is making me depressed. I have ocd and anxiety,and after reading many reports of memantine's life changing effects for depression,anxiety and ocd,i decided to try it..
I started taking only about 2.5mg everyday,because of which i only felt anxious initially,but im whats worrying me now is that whenever i take it,i initially feel quite depressed,followed my slight mood improvement,for the last twp days.
I have read quite a lot of user reviews about memantine,
But none said it made them depressed...i have no idea what to do..as i have quite some anxiety and its quite debilitating",7.180633540372669,7.8605424173913025,7.952795031055902,67.30608695652174,63.95652173913044,11.788819875776394,41.64596273291925,11.491704259439757,5.391683229813664,498,29,80,15,7,167,75,115,0.118,0.861,0.022,-0.8261,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,5,4,2,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,3,0,13,14,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,3,10,0,10,11,3,5,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,5,45,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23022557892598264,0.1699936625273988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172802495294292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15918235757115684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704378010544684,0.0,0.12960370147579392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608456648029882,0.0,0.14447937965741778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086006845716183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16986770284336686,0.16253857642029546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265702358002732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628478222428588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279282709597445,0.0,0.14238286852253598,0.10044307942065914,0.1525578018533366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288856910102073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6401937734853652,0.3010309871834398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14313596748133434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650681880544287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262766049304907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021624934306672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15281443618162727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,call911noww,2019/03/11,Sitting in bathroom at work.. I just got bad anxiety. Couldnt handle the lights or noise. Like I snapped into reality. This has veen happening as of late. I force myself to go look in the mirror and tell myself to just stop and reassure myseld that Im fine.  Im nauseous and dealing witg a cold. I just want to go home.,0.6029615384615389,2.9915776615384644,2.82798076923077,89.25889423076927,87.76923076923076,5.711538461538463,21.971153846153847,7.1686216300943375,0.9044230769230768,248,9,51,4,8,84,49,65,0.113,0.765,0.122,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,11,8,5,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,3,6,3,9,6,0,9,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,1,3,29,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956439704416926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135361146911852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636615222232589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906911760717672,0.0,0.20454237311914708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22615416463872376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25653275339653164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.552496253268724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884911241107054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494392625583382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21476110954897665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138139933084712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235321115782948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508448308594189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861851636616958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throw__away159,2019/03/11,"I wss just wondering if anyone else has experienced this This might just be me but i do this thing where i go a long time without showing external symptoms of anxiety but after weeks of keeping it in the smallest inconvenience comes around and i just bresk down crying almost having a panic attack not because of the inconvenience but because of all the stuff going on in my life has anyone experienced this? It wouls be nice to know im not alone

Sorry for the lack of grammar i am on mobile ",4.190342105263157,6.279223442105263,5.437039473684212,77.2324013157895,72.47368421052632,7.697368421052633,27.66447368421053,8.472884824447931,2.2091315789473684,397,15,69,7,8,132,65,95,0.218,0.716,0.066,-0.9538,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,1,6,0,8,2,0,0,1,20,14,5,0,2,10,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,2,1,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,2,7,1,15,11,2,14,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,4,4,57,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19490873833475156,0.2015934015191187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14890280609404374,0.0,0.0,0.2722004619774056,0.19943668920927268,0.0,0.17327521689799472,0.0,0.2214366592651016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373074334602739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676693354583844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138082689884408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260082713575796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212423502045208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21024987962170996,0.0,0.0,0.17300931931292365,0.0,0.0,0.1069717397111321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13748344030337814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722546002310537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064874660542508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22837383677934606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21788901563196614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22282182769098866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20231056620425286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293134142353474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11349899913530136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15613238787316933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18763072553400167,0.2110840773896318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WSBpawn,2019/03/11,"Anxiety causing nausea Hi all, not sure if this is the proper channel but thought I’d give it a go.

I have been having trouble eating (honestly mostly around people or certain situations) I can eat a bit, but then start to feel a bit nauseous and can finish my meals. 

This doesn’t always translate when I’m having meals as well, I was having a massage and started getting this feeling as well.

What always seems to make me feel better, which I don’t know if it’s a crutch that I’ve made myself is having mints. The minty flavour seems to help me overcome that feeling.

Has anyone experienced this? Any ways to reduce this or small “fixes”? It all feels like it’s mostly in my head.l but I can’t tell.",4.292230215827338,5.5054165323741024,5.111575539568347,83.17254316546766,70.72661870503597,6.711079136690649,26.849640287769784,6.742157984588678,1.2388641726618703,554,18,104,4,10,180,91,139,0.046,0.79,0.16399999999999998,0.9473,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,7,0,15,4,0,3,4,29,32,13,0,2,8,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,13,3,4,0,9,1,0,1,4,1,2,0,4,8,10,7,8,28,6,10,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,8,6,71,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602052068604678,0.0,0.0,0.10632898305732293,0.0,0.11961364599548732,0.0,0.0,0.1093293355338449,0.0,0.0,0.13919200717236913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828618050861569,0.34140546143343586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16062301068900414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199870832795391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3952971882251394,0.11170237691759914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169074086124879,0.14999309686477388,0.08886200619973325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16046869091659732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480365022684313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593041421427311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763887511110679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794997246376404,0.10437035711294224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839913473485704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28468538705623864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17575324283923754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22134237177521526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14736581586845499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666401679840398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413099831109635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410991416739192,0.0,0.0,0.2811697191346916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,UnrstledJimmies,2019/03/11,"Do a lot of people with anxiety have strange dreams? My girlfriend has severe anxiety and takes medication for it. Since we have been together for over two and a half years, I've noticed that she has a lot of very strange and vivid dreams. Sometimes they are very violent and disturb her, other times they are just very strange and random and we get a good laugh out of it. I asked her if she knows if these kinds of dreams are a common thing for people with anxiety and she does not know, so I'm here to ask this sub if strange, vivid, and easy to recall dreams are a common think for people with anxiety or that take anxiety medications. ",6.602331428571423,6.390983976000005,6.289485714285713,81.77560000000003,65.24,10.022857142857145,31.457142857142852,9.606745405546679,2.5733542857142866,507,17,103,9,7,158,71,125,0.17800000000000002,0.68,0.142,-0.0661,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,2,0,2,0,3,5,1,1,6,0,10,2,0,0,0,26,19,13,0,3,6,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,8,14,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,2,11,3,15,18,2,6,0,0,2,0,12,2,0,7,4,70,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5485486848334469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26814159818536504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12550074987069149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492681640052766,0.0,0.0,0.12028712609776047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14934146042768676,0.15763089674972766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24384739563815655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889448715886818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327543737560934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982713333466958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16201466482471985,0.0,0.118631833774632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418380697498502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21565585305028825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527651650207553,0.09189257658075356,0.0,0.0,0.08362465199784108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400926209392813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3549895945636856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235258354466266
anxiety,Jolly_Street,2019/03/11,"New Job/Public Speaking I recently landed a great job after months of job searching. Last year I started taking a medication, and overall my anxiety has been well managed. 

Today, before a training exercise, I was having a nice conversation with the  director of the program, the head of HR, and my coworkers. Everything was fine until the director wanted us to do introductions. 

I was last, which gave me time to really think out what I wanted to say. I had a good little speech in my head. When I began talking my voice was almost immediately shaky. With each word that came out of my mouth I could feel my hands trembling worse and worse. My eyes even began to shake uncontrollably and I started to get tunnel vision. 

Any suggestions on how to get over public speaking? I am one of the only people in this program that has a bachelors degree which puts me on path towards management. I don’t feel like I can be a good manager if I can’t talk to groups of people without freaking out. ",5.0404377880184335,6.724472413978496,6.212933947772663,74.18225806451615,69.48387096774194,8.970199692780337,29.952380952380967,9.424239791934726,2.938360675883257,783,31,133,17,14,262,114,186,0.087,0.7879999999999999,0.126,0.8026,3,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,0,4,12,0,4,12,0,16,7,5,1,0,23,30,8,0,4,2,0,3,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,6,11,0,0,3,1,0,3,3,5,1,1,10,9,23,7,27,18,1,29,0,0,1,0,11,11,0,3,16,95,29,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612130429172736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924418451459402,0.0,0.10399145954866376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567240438208776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15547575377594394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853466099341373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978512943501356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217144161079667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13746769849508972,0.09711344482513598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204298018126502,0.0,0.0,0.2280350706085144,0.0,0.14987106077076706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790212310877962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4046895948417641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22161365327842605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664119687601468,0.13624462081353492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694226126315254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085036442652056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128883529051585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211445286097514,0.10338624052546436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884832477276936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665426603848266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870847453618447,0.0,0.1342214223023998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810258618881967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924338657960145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220773259952684,0.2185220787434126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710296300520141,0.0,0.0,0.07926597817060645,0.0,0.12885241429345518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16351551538299536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603583702684804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222371966994278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310384506261905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277062903781135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875389935427095
anxiety,_MapleCandy_,2019/03/11,"Just going with it - living your life with anxiety (or without?) ​

[Kintsugi Bowl - Pieced back together with gold](https://i.redd.it/x3je7r3fail21.jpg)

I was thinking about it this morning. I used to avoid so many social situations because of my anxiety. I was afraid people could read my mind. I was afraid people knew something about me that I didn't. I was afraid of doing something stupid and being humiliated. My self-esteem was garbage due to a series of garbage choices I made and I had to live with that.

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When the anxiety wasn't so bad, I pushed myself to be the person I was before it all came tumbling down. I went out and dealt with the situations that made me feel uncomfortable. I got stronger and more able. I still don't feel the same as I used to though. But the person I was 18 years ago is not the person I am today.

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Back to where my thought started. I was laying in bed this morning thinking about how I don't give a crap (for the most part). Thirty-six years old. I don't make the effort to go out and make new friends. It's exhausting - from an anxiety perspective and just in general. I don't feel like dealing with awkward moments and wondering how to fill silences. I don't feel like making time in my schedule. I feel like - I love my freedom. I love my alone time. I love marching to the beat of my own drum. Yes, it can get lonely sometimes. It can be a bit sad to think that I don't really have a partner in crime. 

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As I grow older though - I feel like less and less do I need someone around in order to experience true happiness and joy. I can experience happiness and joy on my own. Yes, it would be great to share it with someone, but it's only great if that person is on the same wavelength. If that person respects and can appreciate things in a similar way. Maybe I'm a dreamer.

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The stress, the anxiety, the pressure, the disconnect... It's not worth it. Solitude is calm. Solitude is peace. Solitude is a bit sad and a bit lonely. Social anxiety (and OCD) destroyed the person I was and helped me become the person I am today - a shattered bowl, pieced back together with gold.. Not exactly as I was - but good enough and getting better. I've learned to love the person I am and appreciate the solitude I have. I welcome being alone. I'm still connected to the world as much as I need.

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If you can learn to accept it, and appreciate it, anxiety really isn't so bad.

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anxiety,canadagunsadvice123,2019/03/11,"One of my friends died suddenly and my anxiety is really bad today as a result. Last week I messaged one of my friends and got no reply... Normal sometimes, so the next day I sent a message saying ""dude, did you die?"" 

Yesterday I still didn't have a reply so I went to his facebook page and saw a bunch of ""rest in peace"" etc. type of posts... I found out when I sent the message ""Dude, did you die?"" He was literally in the hospital with his family as he was taken off of life support.

He had routine simple surgery and caught an aggressive resistant infection, went in to septic shock and ended up on life support. This happened over a few days and i had no idea and nobody told me.

One of my worst anxiety symptoms is fear of death and worrying that I will die suddenly or people that I love will die suddenly.

I was so fucking shocked when I saw my friend had died, especially after I had sent that message and the circumstances around it!!",3.864386100386098,5.288864724324327,5.1268146718146745,81.84195945945949,72.02702702702703,8.745173745173744,29.43050193050193,9.23628265651192,2.5658880308880314,734,30,144,16,14,244,106,185,0.225,0.6709999999999999,0.105,-0.9742,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,0,0,7,13,2,1,10,0,15,6,0,1,0,17,32,17,7,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,4,1,0,0,5,12,0,0,2,0,0,6,3,7,0,3,22,3,22,6,22,8,6,31,0,0,2,2,20,9,1,1,15,100,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16547636908486207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628077031188684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903048043029695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950189591471848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6734861185550435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579311857208332,0.0,0.1206212768249908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195879209181212,0.12170430498575165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858623971232653,0.2506805680424997,0.09998744060365183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650133492829744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564100016307242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220936909896693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816065964288289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278597568087365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097613998751902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502393822153953,0.0,0.10596881558307901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198656303002439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498097344404009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035824749839324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692867833940456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600909886661502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696793843985317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637262413741685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24546574447463665,0.0,0.11241432851788782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251817676970627,0.10334661943716747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675531818212956,0.0,0.0,0.2005213082737566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098365271185434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kornell2018,2019/03/11,"I am writing a scenario for my next day everyday... I am meeting some friends tomorrow. Today and last night, i was thinking about how we will meet, which bus stop, how would i explain where to come. When i meet them what will be the joke i'll say first and couple of more stories i have ready to tell them, and i also thought about how i am going to move the topic towards those stories. 
And this EXHAUSTS me. I can't sleep. I sleep very bad. 
I am overthinker on everything. 
I feel my brain is sweating from so much thinking.",2.1665714285714266,4.284779419047624,2.889761904761908,93.04607142857144,78.61904761904762,5.342857142857143,26.690476190476193,6.2581,0.8862190476190475,409,17,85,3,10,128,74,105,0.092,0.8290000000000001,0.08,-0.3006,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,2,1,9,4,0,0,3,0,12,5,4,3,0,18,19,10,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,4,6,0,1,5,1,0,3,1,2,0,1,2,2,18,2,10,13,3,16,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,1,10,62,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16868270943417346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17611989511869486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23547052084919826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18169974194823807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23339288972743685,0.0,0.1360340652249849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18957260348410326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066538511582026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17941914629918476,0.0,0.0,0.16296598943513835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987784716353435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17193820693977094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22418795278153,0.15505971781537445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22432919369108947,0.1979459390268273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16774205523795793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42216982951721505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17634908329608068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843643736974615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703141626285977,0.0,0.16745690852790152,0.0,0.0,0.1999394238191906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17404147060784111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498404541384683,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GeneralHinka,2019/03/11,"Need help managing. I have this thing where I'm scared of getting diseases and dying, I'm 20 and a male how do I keep my life going, when I'm working alot having panic attacks every night keeping me up. It's a process to explain but I here about a disease or commit an action that puts me in a higher risk of catching something and boom my brain things I have it and I'm going to die. I know it's not true but i can't convince myself that in the moment and I'm having a panic attack and I'm totally scared, same thing everyday i get it not and i have been down this road before and gotten a bit better but im going down hill again. I end up getting so depressed i get all numb and this effects my work life and sleeping and relationships with people around me. I have had a rough start i just want to be better for myself. ",0.89848253968254,2.9617803371428586,2.9685238095238127,91.09608730158732,82.77142857142857,4.803174603174604,20.579365079365076,5.82211442006289,0.05975555555555578,649,19,136,4,18,219,102,175,0.221,0.703,0.075,-0.9813,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,5,9,13,2,5,10,0,11,5,2,2,4,34,32,18,2,2,7,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,12,13,0,2,3,0,0,6,3,9,0,0,3,2,20,4,15,28,5,22,0,1,0,0,4,9,0,2,7,95,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973322682195085,0.0,0.3060255958714691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444931751937495,0.0,0.0,0.2379080660382362,0.14683881058429385,0.0,0.0,0.15014611962127944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584437346237345,0.0,0.2791788569104355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119126790913899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332177756987727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28108211681093553,0.0,0.2293177954749333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015229738615332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452827298485141,0.0,0.0,0.23909898302190885,0.0,0.0,0.07391750420899279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900021969304142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972980517721898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126218834240837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156127793554885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932451399342152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352093229821143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444023164366204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26931527775677183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13459680960187326,0.0,0.0,0.1035444212939532,0.0,0.0,0.09519956261659296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268066824008822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933139340271557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958347313599404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,theunknowncompanion,2019/03/11,"About to switch to Zoloft Any suggestions/advice? I'll be starting with 50mg. 

Also, how to help with the tiredness? I already deal with tiredness due to low deficiency, want to avoid this as much as possible!

I was on Duloxetine 90mg (Cymbalta) but it wasn't really helping... ",3.51576923076923,6.004409807692312,5.031384615384617,77.51361538461539,75.92307692307693,8.775384615384615,29.63076923076923,9.3871,3.1383030769230764,218,10,39,6,5,73,40,52,0.08,0.858,0.063,-0.2028,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,7,5,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,12,2,1,4,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,24,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32207861789017844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637187611100612,0.263578801585538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241374322358718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398002919780101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4418441778593361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422919025492493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37157137625366893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111484380423559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332906298367805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944049975028265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DisneyPanda658,2019/03/11,"Just got paid - already in the negative So... I'm having a meltdown just trying to convince myself to stay here at work as it is. I JUST got paid this last Thursday and I'm already more than broke. My husband's job is bringing in zero income, Verizon screwed us over and took basically all of my paycheck, utilities pushed us over the edge, and I don't get paid again for another two weeks.

My brain is racing trying to figure out how the hell we're going to survive. We need gas to get to work, food, necessities, and whatever else we end up wasting money on. He says he'll sell his Switch, which is fine, and I'm praying taxes come in before we completely drown, but I feel so powerless...",4.746074614760747,5.431561109489052,5.850316301703162,80.23115977291162,69.2919708029197,8.716626115166262,30.55068937550689,8.841846274778883,2.4232212489862115,540,21,105,9,9,180,96,137,0.101,0.865,0.034,-0.8396,3,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,5,0,0,3,9,5,2,0,4,0,6,3,1,1,1,19,23,10,1,1,4,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,10,1,0,2,0,6,5,2,3,0,2,6,2,13,2,19,16,2,20,2,1,0,1,10,9,2,0,5,64,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3812809025773609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811496428202204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700256208761664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19285273822716625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488139264461415,0.18113129313536927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431540187900505,0.0,0.1530104666168446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735058284219205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20889714170173385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18051567376635208,0.0,0.09818116932382898,0.0,0.2763373782512173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714335918744884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408191305417792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809632416609373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738243985628365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18413482261181693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919381813397306,0.2345798565623987,0.0,0.16875742940527788,0.0,0.4156081967999559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385743768906695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25153673153863804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chlomonkee,2019/03/11,"people in relationships who also have anxiety, do you discuss it with your partner? I have been in an unofficial ""relationship"" for about..yikes 7 months now...and he knows that I am on medication for depression/anxiety, however, i never mention when i'm having an anxiety ridden day or down day. He says he's always here for me but he's a super positive person who i feel like it might just be confusing or a burden. (and i think part of it is the fact that we aren't official, so i feel like it's not his problem)...anyway, I'd love to hear your stories for inspiration !",4.34745575221239,5.467823070796462,6.5222898230088475,73.45918694690269,70.50442477876106,10.251769911504423,30.054203539823014,10.411451182825502,3.319089380530974,449,18,85,13,8,159,81,113,0.07400000000000001,0.698,0.228,0.9737,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,3,0,1,5,7,0,1,5,0,10,2,0,0,2,17,17,7,0,0,5,0,2,2,1,1,1,2,0,2,8,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,4,12,5,11,14,1,10,0,0,0,1,20,4,0,4,7,58,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15382981941621238,0.16005851023100864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4414634636793417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481119227715376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19452548182020246,0.2748433246884395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21680313220160152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571574834046588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879542665385824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17361195531391752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937819549275012,0.0,0.20406302688727812,0.0,0.0,0.1535395144532145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483595018658869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20830658882129136,0.0,0.13335785417465112,0.16796089221470445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18406205890984487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4130442202440292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15297199192682526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232561978707987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SizzlyGrizzlyy,2019/03/11,"I'm shut out of a friendship? Hey guys, my first post here. 

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I recently had a falling out with my main friend and confidante. My anxiety made it so that I constantly felt like I was walking on egg shells around her and couldn't allow myself to be vulnerable around her because I thought she was constantly judging me. Finally things came to a boil Saturday and last night she sat me down to explain that she couldn't be as close with me because my doubt with her hurt her too badly. 

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I didn't see this coming and now I've been shut out of this very important friendship and it feels bad. My anxiety is off the rails, as she wants to remain 'arms reach' friends but no longer 'good' friends. I see the validity but man, this hurts bad. Anyone have tips? ",4.6049818181818205,6.019254213333332,4.6748484848484875,85.83409090909093,70.2,8.387878787878789,29.63636363636364,8.841846274778883,2.2178000000000004,612,24,123,11,11,190,95,150,0.168,0.7290000000000001,0.104,-0.8456,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,6,11,0,1,5,0,11,3,1,2,0,28,23,10,0,3,2,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,8,16,2,0,4,0,0,4,4,6,0,1,10,4,23,5,19,9,1,25,0,2,2,0,15,11,0,1,10,80,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775867123943646,0.3113044476239283,0.0,0.0,0.19598814681719276,0.0,0.0,0.08956860099742177,0.0,0.0,0.2280674860333847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208676503220544,0.15617383355572564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650917003090064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034446964620856,0.0,0.2768553182104337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476983685056716,0.0,0.12299348319353592,0.14032431580548116,0.0,0.10895948629579782,0.0,0.0,0.2969029369295317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074419262212978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126836452872448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27426158872947937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044163852587852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06258186364665612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120874956826315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021062565272288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226817909234406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264806164582444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041539047532087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851021450817491,0.0,0.0,0.10169493672351436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569367663790813,0.07555509835121968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113044476239283,0.0
anxiety,gstark22,2019/03/11,"Mandatory Work Presentation Increasing Crippling Anxiety So, I was lucky enough to be hired into a great position right out of college. However, the company treats freshly graduated from college employees as a sort of ""class"", so at the end of your first year with the company, you are supposed to do an HOUR LONG presentation to the CEO and senior management in order to get your raise and ""official"" position. 
Here's the thing, I have bipolar II, borderline personality, and crippling social anxiety. I choose not to take any medications for personal reasons, but that being said this ""mandatory"" presentation looming over my head for the past 8 months is now coming up and I want to cry. 
I am avoiding any sort of research or brainstorming, and I keep hoping that I'll magically find a way out of it. On top of that, I don't need a promotion or a raise, I just want to come in and work and that's it. I'm not trying to climb any sort of ladder. 

Does anyone have any sort of respectful advice on how I should deal with this? Writing this now like my heart is pounding. And I really don't want to bring up my anxiety as an excuse to get out of it because I don't like people knowing I deal with poor mental health. 

Thanks everyone ",7.190036006546649,7.007620625531918,7.9297872340425535,70.40692307692309,64.02127659574468,11.99672667757774,35.94926350245499,11.51311941424646,4.294184942716857,977,42,178,28,13,328,135,235,0.075,0.794,0.131,0.8873,2,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,3,0,6,7,9,0,1,13,0,14,5,2,2,0,42,30,16,0,6,6,0,0,2,0,1,3,1,0,2,11,17,0,2,4,0,1,5,5,1,0,1,2,1,18,8,39,25,2,34,0,0,0,0,11,14,0,8,15,117,29,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12712281689207705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35386368636860616,0.0,0.2985563613154311,0.0,0.0,0.09096222071309502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930189016748737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22412269234208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289817741474434,0.0,0.2682349457406321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384297103646705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11522146667871325,0.13441814123779114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430693608619492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890025349485407,0.11065481352677496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593371192010642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342510678089307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351026428015114,0.13827999408296504,0.0,0.15415773049952508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292091036813547,0.1281128227787009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563030991527702,0.0,0.0,0.07149427247096615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711118026344556,0.0,0.0,0.11512589546129172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310523749112988,0.13110050872068502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383690276707913,0.0,0.0,0.0964603708027931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418599083574533,0.0901882918314104,0.22717980964938486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333923065783562,0.13375458049288955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109647648471427,0.12374574485872705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326107630443569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781177824811543,0.0,0.0,0.11976974669268582,0.0,0.0,0.08642627012011411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832283086255956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23019203568070945,0.10325969100656217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894146967346155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377394162545339
anxiety,Thepsychowolf7,2019/03/11,"Increase in symptoms? Due to concussion? I've had a few anxiety disorders, recently I had also been diagnosed with post concussion syndrome. 

12/7/18 was the date of the incident

Has anyone had pre-existing conditions (pretty bad too)

Had another concussion

Now I can hardly function and or panic very easily.  Anything stressful sends me off into multiple anxiety attacks. 

Any advice/tips? 


Thanks :)",5.225076923076923,8.865643276923079,6.369615384615388,60.97288461538466,85.46153846153845,11.215384615384616,38.80769230769232,9.888512548439397,6.708415384615384,323,21,37,14,10,107,56,65,0.22,0.64,0.139,-0.7439,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,2,3,0,8,2,0,0,0,4,9,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,6,1,3,1,6,3,2,10,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,26,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18312324681181735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572107497338505,0.24011601581060746,0.3503534972371846,0.0,0.0,0.16011515549131095,0.0,0.18843928610169647,0.0,0.0,0.2605092208304276,0.0,0.0,0.1911971127952387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23242006348754285,0.0,0.0,0.2624424168041216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051300915137058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686704652919177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193091531062836,0.23296518715921175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261000322136505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623073093448671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380083232042268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21082325678196184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889407591597209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,betgladyadidibet,2019/03/11,"I just can't do anything I'm going to be 31 this year. For the past 8 years I've been a caregiver for various family members. I haven't worked, just took care of them.

I am no longer needed as a caregiver and everyday now I wake up, sit around and chainsmoke until it's time to go to bed. I have no drive or ambition. 

Im currently taking Concerta and Ritalin along with Xanax for anxiety however I don't feel I'm 100%. I'm much better than when unmedicated but since trial/error can be hell, I feel I just havent worked as hard as I should have",3.2388793103448283,3.9040049568965536,5.425344827586208,81.9916379310345,72.70689655172413,9.937931034482759,26.568965517241374,10.125756701596842,2.438451724137931,429,14,95,12,8,151,79,116,0.107,0.8390000000000001,0.054000000000000006,-0.7548,2,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,3,6,3,1,0,3,0,13,3,1,0,0,15,24,10,0,2,5,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,0,4,6,1,0,0,2,3,10,2,16,19,2,16,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,9,58,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18207293186863133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19585757567900355,0.211874628748537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21049580181736405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24266163759344725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22436963426989653,0.0,0.2406846390161627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27052709355794285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21320544804550093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25708590060803965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17496082796383478,0.17647745749397414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272024017393443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968799341380024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17894990237474806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387824452661285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264431961333508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465404892549842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065344265062795
anxiety,skinnyslayer,2019/03/11,"Am I being paranoid? A man in the apartment complex I’m dog sitting in is really freaking me out.. So- I am working for a woman that lives in a homeless housing program. Mostly everyone here is nice- but there is one guy here who is taunting me in really weird ways..

I’m only here 3 days a week- for 3 hours. But the way it’s set up is really unfortunate. The guys lives directly underneath the woman I am dog sitting for AND he lives literally right next to the front door to the complex. So I have to walk past his door that has an eye hole every time I take the dog out. I feel like he’s keeping track of when I come and go. 
 
Getting to the weird part/ this guy parts the blinds open and bangs on the window and sticks his fingers and beady eyes to signal at me EVERY time I leave the job and watches me walk away. 

He “happened to walk out” the second day when I arrived and side stared me down- his eyes jabbed me in the intuition even more- he just has a bad output.

And most recently- when I walk downstairs to take the dog out he starts to scream through his door about the dog needing to shut the f*** up and blasts music. He might just be a paranoid tweaker- but from experiences in the city- I am feeling really uncomfortable and anxious.

The thing that really sucks is I can’t even be escorted- the woman only has one set of keys- so I have to walk down alone past his stupid door to let her in every time she gets home. 

I’m sitting right now- and absolutely dreading walking down to let her back in today. 
The extra cash is really necessary right now- maybe my gut is just overreacting?



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anxiety,bnichole907,2019/03/11,"Panic attacks Lately I been suffering from panic attacks again, after doing good for a few months. I had a vertigo attack (due to my ears) the other day I believe triggered them coming back. My panic attacks are severe and can last for hours. My last one yesterday lasted 2 hours and it took 1.5mg of Ativan to stop it, which is more than I’ve ever taken and I only take them in emergencies. I get super hot, my heart races, I get pins and needles feeling all over my body. I get dizzy and feel like I’m gonna faint, die, or have a stroke or seizure. Does anyone else deal with panic attacks like these? Does anyone know of any good phone apps or something I could distract myself with or support I could talk to people on during these? It’s driving me crazy and I am worried and crying all the time because I just never feel right anymore. ",4.199111776447103,5.381315772455093,4.958458083832337,84.30000249500999,70.91616766467067,6.524750499001996,25.89271457085828,6.42735559955562,1.0406091816367264,662,20,124,4,12,214,113,167,0.269,0.633,0.098,-0.9848,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,1,4,17,5,5,5,0,10,6,3,1,4,27,24,11,1,2,5,0,5,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,7,10,0,1,4,0,0,3,1,11,0,1,4,6,20,6,15,17,4,24,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,4,19,78,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06575378218990778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589234569911737,0.1352183968840222,0.09907223962380084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5500047622929071,0.0,0.07435007381267507,0.0,0.058942461904828686,0.0,0.0,0.10893861775157493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740286159238163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832914778417018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15440116859956082,0.0,0.10621147063139276,0.06235825217974845,0.0996850644888099,0.0,0.0,0.10035088757524747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16923140089794614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077364387110494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874633253244448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14667093280197807,0.0690766858738329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515525220050381,0.0,0.0,0.16220109346347242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458032258893637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904440148956138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05313931890694156,0.2364503196302653,0.10907263247563856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447751982370356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717852213531777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457472520684623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552090841978489,0.07353851851629067,0.0,0.4537882687667119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670339628009766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257432224037549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092342823550791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744381196721288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083872660614069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972477968899133,0.0,0.0,0.07270024713227796,0.07771725643671479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05638180258595734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074282169674532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819527988054057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ItachiU1,2019/03/11,"Constant headache/numbness Im always having constant headache/face pressure/face numbness for the past 8month (where i had my first panic attack).  It has its ups and down but i cant even remember when i i didn’t had any of these symptoms, same goes for all the other symptoms (leg pain, dizziness, arm pain etc etc etc)

Also my doctor told me i have a very very small aneurysm (he couldn’t call it aneurysm because it was so small). Anyone have a take on this? I do have less panic attack. Instead of daily they are every 2-3 days",3.108761904761902,5.014551685714288,3.457142857142859,91.0561904761905,75.0,5.0476190476190474,25.952380952380953,5.033348758259628,0.5590952380952379,417,15,82,1,9,129,75,105,0.2,0.8,0.0,-0.9674,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,6,7,2,2,4,0,13,8,2,0,1,6,15,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,5,0,10,0,7,9,6,12,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,6,56,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131029044655038,0.11768253034587335,0.0,0.0,0.09617842722109136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889235501390414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32179802432451504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621547071121365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14441761072744472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30567491410010644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121176636778966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14476137001588574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4732012987467109,0.09341432468454962,0.0,0.11916233356586516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030175843883985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527705396687139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30098666767719096,0.33187932714890306,0.0,0.0,0.1350125909108767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021458115519788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940034442380283,0.10633906058167934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514408023194804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333919805915393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,phile10,2019/03/11,"Health Anxiety Flair Up I’m curious to see how others cope when dealing with health related anxiety. I’m at my wits end when it comes to dealing with mine, my next step is going back to the doctor to look into going back on meds, I’m not currently taking anything as my anxiety has been at bay for a long time.  I’m looking for anything that may help keep me in the moment and relax a little.

Recently it’s popped up after experiencing some back/hip pain. I went to PT to treat it, and then all sorts of other symptoms started to come on, tingling sensations in the legs, feeling hot and cold in my extremities, cold sweats. I followed up with doctors visits who ordered MRIs of my hip and lumbar spine, bloodwork etc.  everything coming up negative. Now I find myself searching any/all of my symptoms, going to urgent care when a new symptom pops up.  Ive lost maybe 4 lbs probably from all this anxiety but I’m fixating on the fact I’m losing weight as another symptom/problem. The worst part is I know how excessive I’m being, but I can’t stop. I hate this, feeling helpless at the moment.",4.216377906976747,5.626148483720932,5.676671511627909,78.29733284883723,71.13953488372094,8.537790697674419,30.646802325581394,9.017664075816787,2.7307267441860463,864,37,158,17,16,292,132,215,0.149,0.7879999999999999,0.063,-0.9668,2,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,2,8,9,1,0,9,0,8,14,4,2,3,28,35,14,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,9,0,0,0,9,11,1,2,4,1,0,10,3,6,0,0,3,10,16,3,35,30,6,46,0,3,3,0,5,16,0,3,19,99,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115432510652224,0.3255057183251797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17507479065262976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453869614327095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845619643205733,0.0,0.0,0.27489740914461225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219335492405502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21775822720591628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421649763001592,0.0,0.11863601907437185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560280967528767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757258850716933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722463855492483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18136574794078267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502309053348438,0.0,0.22614287268403974,0.0,0.0,0.0713007850531462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945508084050746,0.0,0.0,0.05846080723484605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066154936144015,0.0,0.09413834912488707,0.17865607888203788,0.11900618974012007,0.1161206583001982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686778269273607,0.0,0.11815842049121315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027374431150214,0.11313080484680048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131902854311356,0.0,0.0,0.11519354047053028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469002426235743,0.10178631579585054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503228022471614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476694189772555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529262978407228,0.0,0.0,0.08893409457332489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4422565826966195,0.07998060985630326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06202800036453283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953584685941466,0.0,0.09861050379900586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FinancialNose,2019/03/11,"Parents divorced I don't care about them divorcing, but my mother has a hard time finding a new house. There are now 3 weeks left to find something.

She has given up everything because large family. Last year she started an education, because she got a place where she can go higher up. 

But right now the income isn't there, because she is focused on the education and my sister who is sick. And of course then dear old daddy decided to end up. My mother has spend most of her time in the hospital with her since december. 

I'm trying to do my best to find any place at all... but last night I lay in bed for hours worried, because I'm not gonna find anything. Renting through a company isn't gonna work, because they don't take anyone with a low income (even though she will have quite the sum of money from the house) - even if it is just for a year.

And private owners are very lacking around the area. My sister is young, but totally changed in attitude and behavior since she got sick and of course the divorce is very heavy on her. Getting her out of her home, away from her school... I'm normally really relaxed and worry free, but I am just worried how she will take it all. Especially if we can't find a place for my mother. 


Just wanted to get it of my chest I think.",4.931640625,5.2722226328125,5.630468750000002,83.19265625000001,68.765625,8.74375,29.671875,8.660442795831766,2.0886765624999994,998,35,205,15,16,325,139,256,0.093,0.826,0.081,-0.0052,4,0,1,0,2,0,31.0,1,0,2,3,14,6,0,0,15,0,21,3,1,1,3,37,38,16,0,5,11,6,1,0,0,4,2,0,3,0,4,11,0,0,7,1,4,1,6,1,0,0,3,1,28,6,32,31,6,38,0,1,0,0,28,20,0,3,17,133,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06814644766706822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006937928124378,0.0,0.08246454727430921,0.08920842238594863,0.0,0.0,0.09415088567007754,0.0,0.0,0.305436376569535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516453864585773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217109047537012,0.0,0.10600922135906153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875659132725727,0.0,0.0,0.13237593028708186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006256570275815,0.0,0.09446936248457237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.457952042807129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471150267625408,0.0,0.056951828945981435,0.0,0.16029467978361756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976875511981187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051911233022033,0.0,0.0986869702575242,0.23125848822017514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16336955630433247,0.0,0.0,0.10887879583983212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678374257102763,0.0,0.09404058820499732,0.09818482787010788,0.0,0.0,0.10515386394202146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112716909956585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140953381648308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065860006121685,0.0,0.0,0.06419729109725088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855790578395209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141818445080188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16579000919214054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714679304714231,0.0,0.0,0.07092937372754103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15069136471188765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06421072081274029,0.09845612151502127,0.0,0.11686687613503205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680362230207831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653680024807778,0.05910663763918427,0.0,0.08038266668981235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729542997240659,0.3053053046685174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906430919608408
anxiety,redpanda-salami,2019/03/11,"How to help a SO with anxiety So my SO recently opened up to me about how they have very bad anxiety. 

He told me about how he would constantly think of worst-case scenarios and worry about them incessantly. He was even able to come up with scenarios that I should worry about - that really put the problem in perspective for me.

The thing is, sometimes he gets so worried that he gets nauseous, panicky, and a bunch of bad symptoms. 

I want to be there for him but I dont know how to help/ calm him down. The only advice I can think of is for him to see a therapist, but I dont think he and I can afford it just yet, but I am willing to try.

Is there anything else outside of therapy that I can do to help him?",4.3911564625850374,4.427171380952384,5.550068027210886,84.36278911564625,69.8843537414966,9.526530612244898,29.258503401360546,9.444778638647367,2.266409523809523,551,19,122,11,9,184,80,147,0.122,0.813,0.064,-0.6739,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,0,17,4,0,0,6,0,16,1,0,4,0,23,26,14,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,2,1,18,1,25,20,1,10,0,0,1,0,16,5,0,0,3,91,24,0,0.14539810033407166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208134087207933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22245829756692684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965024785390188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428026809924832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252475890101515,0.0,0.15712369283967356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34081098144597083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146145575238353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09603407398851116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15192901267853667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923718453805359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990699345478205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105818071933925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13912634557733924,0.0,0.14616525006052472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314574620514704,0.0,0.14356308312237295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586346121074532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14380243905019569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112429818540338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662753993021036,0.16881840104546142,0.09659603716666587,0.2794956953282963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389341157679083,0.0,0.09871576594486596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11996866009651826,0.08575956671191713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4429764860429852,0.0,0.10328663880202786,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheDelusionalMoth,2019/03/11,"Any advice for doing something you really want (and dont want) to do? Sry for the weird title.

Short story: i suffer from anxiety, i think everybody is better without me and that im pretty much worthless.

Now my friend asked me to join them and 4 other people i dont know to play a game.

I want to, but im afraid of so many things. Learning the game (they have played the game for a long time), messing up, wasting their time, saying something weird and even embarrassing my friend.

Everytime i think about going i end up not to, and my anxiety is awful. I know its about just doing it, but does anyone have any advice or stories about similar situations? Thanks.",3.9330232558139535,5.5161728837209285,4.9913875968992265,82.25312790697677,72.10077519379846,7.640620155038762,24.527906976744184,8.238735603445708,1.5058334883720923,518,15,98,8,10,170,81,129,0.168,0.679,0.153,-0.3038,0,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,3,1,7,13,0,2,5,1,9,0,0,0,0,19,19,9,0,3,6,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,5,5,0,1,4,7,0,0,0,1,16,6,16,19,1,9,0,2,0,0,11,3,0,1,5,65,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976328700840822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071254145544857,0.0,0.2330035076121472,0.0,0.0,0.10648500199238256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14237098420190106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13468849998105406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13327037205778955,0.0,0.35696647406806203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348841091682111,0.0,0.0,0.10058638555783984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23531840011207705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655015473222577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289995716799975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16738966324332025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477222864025384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15439858208307308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195098082924444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557900148071864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15493410566091395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975611421211234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211074537912046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17118081183352948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344812097837397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020855708244345,0.0,0.0,0.1011749875254492,0.1951631027365824,0.0,0.0,0.17760353617708705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694745047551612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680252955616813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FlipperDePanda,2019/03/11,"Lunch break is the worst part of the day The mandatory small talk, which I'm not remotely good at. People watching me eat. Hate it.  ",0.4788461538461526,2.9405626538461576,1.468076923076925,96.11442307692309,95.53846153846158,5.676923076923077,18.03846153846154,7.1686216300943375,0.4298769230769235,103,3,22,2,4,32,24,26,0.314,0.6459999999999999,0.04,-0.8722,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,3,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764919759197134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4386924182660312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595939531690264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4232769003634474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4642670912137336,0.0,0.2972237383296934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34459268892441586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wowalexx,2019/03/11,"21 year old male experiencing heavy depression and anxiety due to job change + medical problem Quite a title huh? Well ill try to make this short and not sound too depressing.

I recently transitioned from a part time job to a full time job that I'm not sure I'm going to enjoy working at 8 hours a day 5 days a week. Not only was my last job way more relaxed and positive, but i had personal connections with everyone there. Unfortunately, i only averaged about 12 hours a week. I've got bills, so i got a new job. I said my farewell and just finished my first week at my new job. 

This work environment is different from my old one. It's the same kind of work (guest service) but the employees just don't seem as lively as everyone at my old job. Also, transitioning to a full time job has been tough.

Im not talking about the labor. You see, i have an overactive bladder. I know what your thinking, ""damn, a 21 year old male with an overactive bladder?"". It's true. This obviously has a MAJOR impact on my work performance as i often have to excuse myself every 1-1and a half hour. I'm easily going to the bathroom 5-7 times a shift. Where most people go maybe 2 or 3 times? 

It is EXTREMELY awkward and embarrassing popping my head into the supervisors office and saying ""im gonna head to the bathroom really quick"" like 4 times a day. I HAVE told my supervisors about my condition and they seem understanding, but i know what they're really thinking. 

Combine all of this and its putting major anxiety and stress on my shoulders. Ive cried myself to sleep about 3 times already and its only been a week of working there. If it were so simple i would just go back to my old job but i cant. Everyone has already told me how proud of me they were landing a full time job. What would you do in my situation? I just don't know what to do anymore. 

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anxiety,JBeluga,2019/03/11,"Debilitating anxiety is not letting me sleep. This is kinda of a long story, so I apologize in advance. 

To start off I want to say that I know that I have terrible anxiety related to health/medical topics. Anyway, at the beginning of February I was having really bad heart attack symptoms (shortness of breath, chest pain, palpitations and pain down my left arm). After countless trips to the ER, it’s been found that my symptoms are partly due to gastrointestinal issues which are currently being treated. 

Unfortunately this whole ordeal has left me exhausted, stressed, and with absolutely debilitating anxiety. About 4 days ago I started not being able to go to sleep because every time I tried, it felt like my heart was stoping and it would jolt me awake, and then my heart would be racing. No matter how hard I’ve tried to shut my brain off and drift off to sleep, I keep having the same horrible sensations that my heart is stopping or that my breathing is not working correctly. It got so bad that I ended up in the psych ward because I just couldn’t handle it anymore. They gave me some Xanax while I was there and it knocked me out, but I was still having the same sensations even with the medicine. I’ve tried explaining this to the doctors and they just say that all my test come back fine. It’s taken forever to just get referrals to specialists just to have to wait weeks for an appointment. I’m at my wits end. 

I’m afraid that all the stress I’ve been under has somehow damaged my
heart, and that I’m going to die in my sleep. I know that it may be irrational to think that, and maybe it is my anxiety that’s causing all of this. But until I get checked out, I’m never going to have piece of mind. I’m afraid something terrible is going to happen to me while I wait to see specialists. I just don’t know what to do anymore or how to cope. I just want to feel better.",6.4689399247437365,6.426129686648501,6.884024912417287,76.83454132606724,65.4850136239782,10.369222784481641,32.46256649798884,10.07000556051586,3.0680272220059686,1493,55,287,31,21,487,182,367,0.13699999999999998,0.828,0.035,-0.9855,1,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,2,3,17,17,1,4,10,0,33,21,14,3,5,60,66,21,1,5,13,0,3,1,0,3,7,2,0,0,27,14,0,4,8,0,1,8,7,13,1,0,11,6,37,4,47,46,9,46,0,1,1,0,7,17,0,6,22,200,64,4,0.08339978545735588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392887775283892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552024303985042,0.0,0.1654203539656646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487929594168992,0.0,0.06412928705517737,0.13927067449105268,0.10167947025196414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07376033282535427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310174253546406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567455319292179,0.0,0.07184153044983049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05378596212788814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655581017671804,0.0,0.0,0.08536321436710176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14773491109483228,0.0,0.0,0.05508477173247388,0.0,0.07026791625107426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042169437410409065,0.0,0.08007687287192225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144356004960796,0.0,0.0,0.08714589140452926,0.0,0.18959208009690168,0.0,0.06670242714564131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07375015484791861,0.0,0.07470982638247399,0.0,0.0,0.08865007199138057,0.0,0.4941457366063878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704770807296854,0.0,0.07412956130316864,0.0,0.0,0.13750302298364026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181228221847792,0.08528193113848785,0.0,0.040744922488581366,0.0,0.0,0.07380618569156383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378629418497603,0.0,0.09263836050733187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421000870558079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06432305597839924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774865036974171,0.0,0.0,0.09031384040055344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053428038137539546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13264571363593794,0.0,0.0,0.06645883120288931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33384006314,0.0,0.0,0.06420522938993757,0.0,0.0,0.11806159480611292,0.0,0.06660317639813912,0.06972595503753784,0.1910683449258789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733686205954183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053439214985332974,0.0,0.0,0.048631085583492696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698689394595441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983827085533614,0.0,0.06689827729638169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311288208509448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060716037099605914,0.0,0.0,0.1184896294643261,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Muilutuspakumies,2019/03/11,"My fears don't make any sense and it's driving me nuts! Okay, a bit of a rant here.

I was spending my last Friday afternoon with my wife and son in a local coffee shop and having a good time. I drank a cup of cappuccino and ate some shrimps with chili and garlic. Then, out of the goddamn blue, I get all dizzy and my chest became tight. First thought in my mind is of course, ""Oh boy, I'm having a heart attack!"" I get sweaty and my hands start to shake. The wonderful time stops there and I just want to go either home or hospital.

My wife is a nurse and she tries to convince me that it's just anxiety, but of course I'm not believing. ""You drank caffeine and ate spicy food, they triggered this"", she says, but I'm convinced that this time my heart is giving up for real. There isn't really any doubt about it in my mind about it.

Since then I've been a mess. My chest burns/hurts almost constantly, I'm feeling dizzy, especially when I'm on my feet and I sweat a lot. I also have to go to bathroom more frequently than usual. I'm a trembling mess who cannot really function properly. I have a important meeting tomorrow and work to do today, but I just cannot concentrate on anything other than feeling shitty. Right now I'm useless for my family and I hate it.

I gotta wonder that is this my life from now on? I'm 36, but my fear of heart attack makes me feel like I'm 40 years older. I think I'm starting to look like that as well, since I'm so concerned and anxious all the time. While still relatively young, people start to get serious health issues around this age and they become more and more prevalent as the years go on. I feel like my life is basically over and now I'm just waiting for some serious issues to manifest themselves. Basically I feel like an old man.

This all started when I was diagnosed with testicular cancer in 2016. I had it easy though: surgery was enough and I've been all clear almost 2 and a half years now. But why in the world I fear for my heart all the time? Wouldn't cancer be more obvious?

I've been to doctor multiple times. That is also why I'm not running to ER every time the symptoms kick in. I just feel like an idiot when I'm lying there and they cannot find anything wrong. I've had resting EKG's done, bloods drawn and of course doctors have listened my heart/lungs many times. I've had thorax x-ray and torso CT's done regularly as a part of my cancer screening. Now I don't know if these kinds of ""larger"" CT's are precise enough to look for atherosclerosis and such, but no-one has ever said that there's something wrong with my images.

Now, my father died last summer of stroke and I'm sure it has something to do with this as well. But again, wouldn't it make more sense for me to worry about strokes than heart attack? He was 78 years old and had multiple risk factors, but since perfectly healthy people can have strokes and heart attacks too, my thinking goes like, ""Why not me? Of course I can be among the rare cases, since somebody always has to be.""

I think that having caught a somewhat rare (around 180 cases a year in my country) life threatening disease once, I feel like I can get any other as well. You know, why not? Everything is possible and there's always people getting something against all the odds. Doctors saying that they did not caught something in time since it was so rare to even suspect does not help the guy that succumbed to whatever it was.",4.04125110913931,5.106182927536231,4.6774889086069225,86.60822981366461,71.17391304347827,7.603667553978112,26.110618160307602,7.8877783879560495,1.3391736172729958,2700,83,560,34,49,864,294,690,0.154,0.7390000000000001,0.107,-0.9909,0,0,4,0,0,0,81.0,0,2,4,3,39,37,6,7,27,1,50,32,12,4,12,106,110,53,1,4,22,4,12,7,0,3,15,4,1,3,29,35,5,3,17,1,2,8,14,20,4,2,24,20,58,17,70,80,21,78,0,1,4,0,24,21,0,11,56,336,87,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415619630168782,0.0,0.0,0.08318091663542307,0.08654897760942422,0.0,0.0,0.10610085268734744,0.0,0.03978567106305605,0.05875378376000215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855956456701069,0.09259557913944606,0.0,0.2366646087585253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0574383073245508,0.0,0.058594754801279236,0.0,0.0,0.056778828513571085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056201738733986366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052786618471285865,0.05397567706404425,0.0,0.0,0.1596959447004337,0.045512200562820106,0.1064436613386039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747550503291367,0.0,0.034350528798797506,0.047043850998525004,0.04381864542412285,0.0,0.04674107672228524,0.0,0.04902813600014445,0.17556902433498925,0.1840762337840414,0.18577119642238688,0.0,0.0,0.04753400350289985,0.044237637340462814,0.0628877954323045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585912032668976,0.049890428169175084,0.08867135148106471,0.04362150675376154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0514956998648997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05134673707718445,0.0,0.05528164600090702,0.0,0.4314047884949597,0.034859597493500614,0.0,0.052167862472287406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05567521062689602,0.0,0.0,0.10856484320391813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05415791145736118,0.05716403284572075,0.08478626947525045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020351615951797,0.17785800186344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734656981620606,0.0,0.0,0.0442150010595151,0.0,0.0,0.10414642900323944,0.052727542707937836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502569905296516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914645355274942,0.05538639583993518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05631916186702305,0.0,0.10816656282453647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058630753851112626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059196033840927975,0.06663479960015369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04441420558125884,0.04947113649205345,0.08271706068634192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151061175908988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16015196300739226,0.0,0.0,0.14724498567826638,0.0,0.041533335929336716,0.043480681705877294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04901654679351913,0.054055808958357834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999731088432544,0.05109720219053578,0.0412882244866975,0.2729344441271367,0.0,0.04929712298499903,0.0,0.0,0.03530974601150567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05727902297812626,0.0,0.03067542949872698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028323271920076,0.0,0.1877150761768766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280004574753935,0.03786215164996935,0.052816241531209285,0.0,0.0,0.1137242909456487,0.0,0.16745594385332288
anxiety,cigsxcoffee,2019/03/11,"I need help :( I can't enjoy my rest hours after work now cos when I'm idle, that's when my anxiety kicks in. It makes me think that bad things are gonna happen to my family (cos I live far away from them), when I'm 100% sure they are safe and sound. Every little piece of crime news triggers me :( I used to love reading and watching true crime and horror, but now, when I just want to clean my eyes and unsee everything. I need help. I just want to be my old, normal self and not be worried over things. I want to be happy and enjoy life. I just want to relax. Sometimes my anxiety makes me wanna take my brain out. I don't like this. :(",0.4382515991471188,2.4334173880597016,2.1443496801705777,96.73641791044777,84.07462686567165,5.0226012793176995,15.541577825159914,6.18269132825596,-0.6802541577825161,486,8,113,4,14,159,82,134,0.17800000000000002,0.605,0.217,0.7331,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,1,9,10,0,0,0,0,7,4,2,6,2,31,23,11,0,8,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,1,6,7,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,22,9,14,19,2,15,0,0,2,1,6,6,0,0,10,68,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25427754497693056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15614573764059694,0.0,0.138765940205065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18552866042870436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002651312581268,0.0,0.14936541122662306,0.0,0.15667391957714275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14696575018595226,0.17691774077776534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22279410231595145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16366866500199198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173884918369036,0.08119451562035376,0.16657111962433085,0.1467532902993789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14999753798855536,0.0,0.22187299746757755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464630748502248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628358805525872,0.0,0.0,0.17439376734619713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16624004322212216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17337770221841195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643711723199608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15663688520106994,0.0,0.1249580082627094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208252373939936,0.1064910892168722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353917841765607,0.0,0.0,0.39210462941227897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099198922446087,0.1687791593382879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Arsh164,2019/03/11,"What do you think Hi I just wanted to ask you when they say give your brain a rest what do they actually mean by it? Cause brain can never stop thinking. One time I was in stress so my psychologist told me your brain is making linking thoughts mean if you see a wheelchair you then think about someone else and from there something else and so on. 
Is this normal or what happens to normal people. I can rarely stop thinking and am always busy thinking about stuff. But I just wanted to know if you stop thinking then how will you dream and become something in life? ",3.9492929292929295,5.8323544545454595,3.65848484848485,90.60217171717173,72.63636363636364,5.616161616161616,24.040404040404038,5.82211442006289,0.4074646464646463,450,13,89,2,9,135,70,110,0.025,0.901,0.073,0.498,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,8,2,0,9,1,0,1,2,0,9,4,3,3,1,32,27,14,0,6,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,6,4,0,3,11,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,2,16,0,10,23,1,11,0,0,1,0,15,3,0,3,8,63,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.12275619373989645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467016991677727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759983018255794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13892890600103766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4212810459988552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922445345513692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101684563957038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067247327297614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123867119556068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06913275230230226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885158500579847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396805848043244,0.0,0.0,0.2740517385519821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701961018291656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465016094254624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852408503831071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720929137758086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003594538259486,0.0,0.0,0.1002410379675035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065843233303175,0.19368378048481832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155066969911325,0.14409589268604536,0.0,0.14400332520444495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4836199145854485,0.0,0.0998658930920541,0.07335113194352821,0.0,0.0,0.12020096610389215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839239037075605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,69jellybeans_69,2019/03/11,I find therapy kind of pointless.... They all say exactly the same thing... same cookie cutter things which I do like mindfulness but 99% of the time I am not aware that I am stressed as I have gotten used to constant physical symptoms of anxiety without even realising it. During therapy I actually get more stressed and when I leave I am extremely emotionally exhausted. I am doing my last year of school.... I get thick booklets to complete and I have had appointments booked during classes despite me saying that homework is a stressor for me. So falling behind does make my anxiety worse. I know therapy is supposed to help and make you feel better but it makes me feel worse 99% of the time... I have 5 more visits left and I can't wait until they are over. I dread therapy. I really don't like it but my mental problems of body dysmorphia and anxiety still are strong. I feel at a lost... I knew from the start I have to fix my issues on my own but now it seems even more daunting. ,3.6945526315789463,5.66029175789474,4.940197368421051,80.79450657894739,73.52631578947368,8.539473684210527,29.24342105263158,9.188382445141503,2.700815789473684,774,33,145,18,16,256,113,190,0.192,0.725,0.083,-0.9655,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,2,3,6,11,0,3,6,0,17,3,1,4,2,29,33,13,0,1,6,0,4,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,9,5,0,1,7,1,0,2,4,6,0,0,4,6,30,5,19,29,7,17,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,1,12,104,39,4,0.0,0.0,0.11189415339609472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26314971623326405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140974818541199,0.0,0.1273642952995016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022155033563107,0.1239095316185972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034201043784498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897998731162702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15146712646938895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17393056125582373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479953543571284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981294774864144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685592110018535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967795992323192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940344895530774,0.06301556406350134,0.0934653195347972,0.0,0.12141113316871073,0.12458124602819876,0.0,0.0,0.11203670512671177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12516776843017122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296145195546615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115552927815314,0.0,0.11577653530582868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971661882899912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734557950870045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18236859708245404,0.0,0.1160446686734598,0.0,0.10438452095233414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115877559828891,0.0,0.0915696972636515,0.0,0.26269123257638666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191783407448932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5245066857801505,0.0,0.15235346757980445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372136361375014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903166786352544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105306507784007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337019624021829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383895244887778
anxiety,ThinkingSmash,2019/03/11,"Cuddled with a friend and had a panic attack So basically my friend said he wanted a cuddle buddy and that he was feeling lonely. I said we could try (i'm just his friend). I've cuddled with another friend before and it was nice. Anyways we started cuddling at his place and i couldn't stop trembling. I was really nervous and he was acting nervous too. Also just couldn't relax.

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Anyways we go from the coach to his bed to cuddle. Once we're on the bed we basically try spooning and I think I had a panic attack. I was having a hard time breathing. Like I would only be able to get out a few words before I was wheezing. My chest felt tight and broken (like I felt I couldn't breath properly). I also got lightheaded and my body kept trembling. Also my mind just kinda left the room and all I could focus on was trying to breathe.

I calm down after around 10 minutes. Also after I calm down my friend asks if I wanna ""make out"" but I decline cause I'm too anxious for that. So after around half an hour of cuddling it's getting late and I head out. My friend says ""goodnight"" and ""maybe we shouldn't cuddle again"". Was my friend weirded out? I'm feeling kinda down about how the cuddling session went. I didn't think I would be so anxious or have a panic attack. I think he didn't enjoy it or something. What do you all think?",1.7408204992034015,4.048712204460969,3.15901619755709,89.52538568773237,81.23048327137546,4.7350504514073295,21.874800849707913,5.773587663045528,0.27417673924588426,1049,33,204,6,28,342,131,269,0.134,0.748,0.118,-0.7502,0,2,1,0,0,0,36.0,5,1,0,0,19,26,3,7,12,0,25,15,6,3,2,61,48,23,0,11,7,0,6,2,7,3,1,3,3,0,6,24,0,3,8,2,0,3,6,12,0,1,19,9,36,14,26,19,3,27,0,1,0,8,24,15,0,5,11,140,42,1,0.0892132795365781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853753096541255,0.0,0.09666255110496788,0.10840389951699524,0.0,0.0935479022432408,0.0,0.20157122465180766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15883746620237105,0.08340237345920518,0.30447895416018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15182786003421567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909584187092126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164661301292856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14245908871866442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021782938563283,0.0,0.17131747773117878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4824817092679633,0.0,0.09322051283107742,0.0,0.050701962681471036,0.0,0.07135200943358634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799175751908485,0.0,0.09155856283629857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785710969686943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006364651741986,0.0,0.09693048925102506,0.0,0.0,0.08717020408952167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05955055684313471,0.0,0.08962673037426802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007998048472243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500923109998788,0.0,0.067850719191909,0.0,0.31401768438385064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932088890370978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05715231130771292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697245169494694,0.0709459806463332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868074115374614,0.0,0.0,0.06314561843421977,0.0,0.0,0.07458629639880078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22865706901078414,0.0,0.0,0.05202098073196815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18170988207559874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05262030370704382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270160392000883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674910825749774,0.0,0.10840389951699524,0.0
anxiety,student1469,2019/03/11,"SO Away For Only A Few Hours and the Panic Already Hit It's ridiculous. He's not even going to be gone out of the country for that long, he'll be back by late tomorrow evening, and I know that, and I am well aware that I'm in no danger without him and that I can manage everything, yet that eerie feeling that induces panic keeps on following me around and throwing me into having breakdowns and attacks. I can't focus on anything even if I'm trying to distract myself with school which is what I should be doing and which is initially causing even more anxiety. I feel so pathetic right now and so scared and I don't even know of what, why do I hate to be alone so much... ",4.394057971014494,4.936842463768119,5.268260869565221,84.60210144927538,70.01449275362319,7.872463768115942,29.10144927536232,7.793537801064563,1.7566318840579709,532,19,108,6,9,174,90,138,0.254,0.721,0.024,-0.9863,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,14,9,4,4,3,0,14,0,0,2,0,24,27,14,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,11,13,0,1,5,0,0,4,5,8,1,0,1,2,12,1,17,19,3,19,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,1,7,85,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16454019711590526,0.17531570609957886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215342212651826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130735511834394,0.141426942195791,0.0,0.18073623089648552,0.14926249684964646,0.12216032504662258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16320205239871793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5246568244371858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14278106184349335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065770937563806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028881808312952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568500804044085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15645379735228918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412099170316212,0.0,0.0,0.1746203100425559,0.0,0.17921096178714616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14059391657941275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678687084491166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082690527020908,0.0,0.3727966871596784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567311406850496,0.0,0.0,0.15905541523736655,0.16078373909440258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786150817409636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14284215891084054,0.0,0.14335440997547633,0.0,0.0,0.15314388433213194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThomasDHL,2019/03/11,"I just got fired on my first day and I don't know what to do I have an anxiety disorder and often get panic attacks. I just got fired from my new job as a cashier in a supermarket. Sitting in the toilet room of a big shopping centre crying as I am typing this. This was my first real job since I finished school in may last year. So today was my first day and it all started really bad. Every bread and vegetable has its own number which I have to type into the cash register. I don't know any of them so I have to look everything up on a piece of paper. That takes a while and I'm not really comfortable with that cash register as I never used something like that before. It took me quite some time to get through each customer and I often had to call another worker to come help me. The line at my register got bigger and bigger. We have 3 cashiers but for some reason all the customers were in my line and my coworkers didn't really care. Then there was that older gentleman, I accidentaly typed in the wrong number for his bread, I apologized and called for a coworker. The man got really annoyed and started to yell at me, I didn't know what to do. The other customers just stared angrily at me and started to express how slow I am. At that point I was close to crying and I got a panic attack. Finally my boss came and explained he doesn't want me here and that I need to pack my stuff and leave. So yea, I don't know what to do, my parents are going to kill me. I'm lost, I can't even have a normal job for a day. 

I hope this is readable as english isn't my first language and I'm still pretty nervous about everything.",3.1437091988130565,4.2674686290801205,4.688564985163207,85.45725103857569,73.39169139465875,7.884581602373887,25.34943620178041,8.364918446050245,1.5236334480712164,1276,40,268,21,25,429,169,337,0.179,0.7759999999999999,0.045,-0.9918,4,0,1,0,0,1,25.0,1,0,1,7,14,14,4,3,17,1,28,3,0,4,3,50,58,27,1,4,5,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,18,23,3,0,6,1,3,4,10,10,0,4,16,5,41,4,41,41,7,47,0,1,2,0,12,19,0,6,24,190,59,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628742562692331,0.09694972832035527,0.07072971842082948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21036746007295412,0.0,0.0,0.07719813307145439,0.0,0.0,0.078674504872939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888188469914277,0.10574672510190797,0.09426656187920104,0.0,0.0,0.07964393147358896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031203985779325,0.1788822755500477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596428115384808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061067292938075085,0.0,0.07789941377432963,0.0,0.16618964098979205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128264903463607,0.0,0.31457713785796976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661043354406336,0.0,0.05254571603857186,0.0,0.3697334608161909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06197229930019335,0.0,0.0,0.0918311384877964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752493446599128,0.0,0.10229050187509356,0.0,0.20324885009825974,0.07536518557689488,0.0,0.09789912052838344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045170054065641424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764099640715004,0.0,0.10092826026742074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06855604920548437,0.07130890768109385,0.08929600942422934,0.0,0.0,0.09058869890644278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21695786122238486,0.10266308890159256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740220261883228,0.0,0.0,0.0940624952772873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833990980634233,0.0,0.10523685269912647,0.2369225144036189,0.09506168725472017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935719048874437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648178211541992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117828445134848,0.0,0.0,0.19632563868402814,0.0,0.07383666221700412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584169327638096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06951651778493434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053912699568708464,0.0,0.08763887938850698,0.0,0.10272366119792783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985357631763437,0.0,0.0,0.054533816645803916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108773914414854,0.0,0.05953958518315852
anxiety,ziggyga,2019/03/11,"Anyone Else Get Anxiety In Certain Place???? For awhile I thought I had motion sickness or something else because every time I went in a car, bus or train my chest and right arm would get sore and my breathing would become shallow and uneven to the point it felt like I was being suffocated. Once a doctor told me there was nothing wrong with me I immediately felt better and never felt this again.

Now I’ve started a new job that’s a bit stressful and now every time I’m in the room of my job I get dizzy and feel like I might faint.

Does anyone get anxiety solely based on where they are rather then how they feel???",6.0425435540069685,5.843556390243907,6.132775842044133,82.39024390243901,66.39837398373984,8.329384436701512,28.953542392566785,7.447530270364453,1.5631054587688735,488,14,98,4,7,155,83,123,0.09,0.8009999999999999,0.109,0.529,2,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,1,7,6,0,1,6,0,8,7,3,1,2,22,22,10,0,3,3,0,5,2,0,3,4,0,1,0,3,7,0,0,6,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,9,5,14,4,8,9,1,21,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,3,11,56,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21165928179424395,0.0,0.0,0.19346094206516,0.1417455705126065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433071586796323,0.1527855450335798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223503949107405,0.1510313354430307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159674432861313,0.12106217422768467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23113046149693225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331146559012964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398976149563632,0.09883004851294704,0.3984839809072456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28910754113429404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745619988589149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13517176959841082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14675676674942226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066962552820479,0.1336095324837204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327408601433972,0.0,0.0,0.1473274730753266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453574595864596,0.0,0.13077591602633218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11814151431418705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065008097210388,0.0,0.0,0.097917689596938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15846788213370966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982642378412404,0.16133421035847326,0.0,0.0,0.13218969794240548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824246848170712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19654538425298906,0.15125295804339953,0.0,0.0
anxiety,blue-washer,2019/03/11,"I got «yes» After 6 years being at home I will finally start working a few hours every other day, because a kindergarden kindly said they wanted my help (and to help me). I am happy and scared. Hopefully this will better my situastion drasticly. Yey me!",3.112127659574469,5.822049148936178,4.646212765957447,78.49400000000003,78.78723404255321,7.164255319148936,24.293617021276606,8.238735603445708,2.0488076595744675,198,7,32,4,5,66,39,47,0.053,0.617,0.33,0.9359,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,2,0,5,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,9,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,8,4,3,4,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,6,22,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15847037380104093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22991519301896216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16765393254968136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21902913000892385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847755769680235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079152957231756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767342982459441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3484939909739596,0.0,0.2607630021680212,0.2582008438340669,0.2560101262601532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27071033608619594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472833169882065,0.0,0.260267233051493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840023852810184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333227603739294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18925537418811555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16740695355600768
anxiety,pizzanui,2019/03/11,"How to Let Go of the Small Things and Forgive Yourself? My roommate let me borrow a very pretty and well-cut piece of garnet for an art assignment earlier today.  In a moment of carelessness, I dropped it and shattered it because I’m a great big moron.  I told him about it immediately and apologized and I’ve been sulking ever since.  He said it’s okay, but I’m not sure if I believe him.  I’m pretty sure I’m more upset about it than he is, though; I was seriously panicking about it for hours after the fact.  How can I force myself to move on?  I feel like I’ve betrayed the trust of a friend and am afraid that he’ll be reluctant to let me touch anything he cares about in future.",3.6025714285714305,4.597248400000002,5.041428571428573,83.85357142857143,72.14285714285714,7.885714285714287,26.857142857142854,8.238735603445708,1.646442857142857,536,18,111,8,10,180,90,140,0.184,0.625,0.191,0.4625,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,8,14,1,2,8,1,9,0,0,2,4,17,19,11,0,1,3,0,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,0,2,1,1,2,1,5,0,0,4,3,12,9,18,10,2,14,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,1,7,70,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365206279931106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064131605602837,0.0,0.0,0.19667489696530696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779805794169978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15790397245222634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826527327042227,0.12470922026862742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13486843123874356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992092720896136,0.0,0.0,0.19245845066260905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17191129179125614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5355134015928252,0.0,0.08528360677036413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855348935018405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35519058035262896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605122259371294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14440191330188346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290507596765318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597318222168615,0.0,0.17150915658102012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16546714149828776,0.16680427062406175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403434847186766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15695483571626584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,matochi506,2019/03/11,"So I had an episode... Well, thankfully this isn't a common occurrence anymore, but it happened today that I had an anxiety episode. Honestly it was pretty bad as I even thought of suicide for a brief but intense moment. Thank god I don't own a gun, I realized how damn easy it is to just end it all in an impulse.

I feel bad since I've been relatively ok for some time, not great but in control anyway, and then this happened. I think just in general tomorrow is going to be a stressful day since I need to do some things I'd rather not do and place myself in some new situations. Also the future is like, right around the corner and I'm going to have to take action soon and that stresses me out as well.

It was very unpleasant, now that I'm stable again it's interesting how all sense of logic simply goes out the window. It's 3:30 am now, and I think I'm dreading sleeping for some reason as I've been keeping distracted to not think of things/what happened. Not sure why I'm posting this, guess I just want to get it out of my system and share with people who understand....

I think I'm going to bed now... long day ahead.",4.29849275362319,4.817541139130434,5.42217391304348,83.49862318840582,70.21739130434783,8.394202898550725,28.3768115942029,8.447377352677275,1.872385507246377,882,30,183,13,15,293,128,230,0.183,0.65,0.16699999999999998,-0.9036,0,0,0,1,0,1,30.0,0,0,0,2,18,18,1,4,10,1,16,1,1,4,3,47,42,17,1,3,11,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,16,11,0,2,10,0,0,5,6,7,2,0,7,1,14,11,28,34,7,36,0,0,0,0,2,11,1,5,19,122,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009367698016481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965566931438602,0.0,0.12517468844375892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236109235502682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21077410210823494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156461336273504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16280078939750475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179199551465402,0.0,0.0,0.08336603053139638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06381979077123949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594387899798478,0.0,0.21519839296009308,0.0,0.0,0.13915617771684338,0.13904374375851553,0.0,0.3348434131999265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121886698721813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061663910829642,0.0,0.0,0.111699268895064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358930806007452,0.0,0.12190247004302225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750391230485882,0.0,0.13187131272999944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12088229041303145,0.1284094394211547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12977348660402005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778978222438763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20881824872752192,0.14187471501794074,0.1263095045192204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28916538955690857,0.0,0.0,0.13806239007491095,0.0,0.11895930221240678,0.0,0.094900491986306,0.0,0.0,0.23240979951062546,0.0,0.0,0.08385386404216852,0.3235024917360076,0.0,0.100203272074975,0.07359893556821911,0.0,0.1196402385520568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139775486131544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414335834188956,0.0744468537044499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269709117708696,0.0,0.11389242989115725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Reekaaguas,2019/03/11,"I need a friend Hi everyone. Not ready to post my whole story here quite yet but I do already have a bit of a story posted if you’re interested.

Right now I just needed a friend. It’s 5:30am, and my boyfriend and I usually work second shift, but he just changed to first shift and we will be on opposite schedules until the end of April when I go to first shift too. 

It’s still dark out. He’s gone. I feel pretty alone and scared, and usually when I would feel this way when he would stay late at work (I work from home) I would just call someone... friends, family...

But it’s too early, no one is awake. I know I’ll adjust eventually but right now I’m not doin so hot. Would love to know if anyone is up at this time (5:30am EST) that might have a few minutes to shoot the shit to help distract me. I won’t pour my problems on you, just generally want someone to talk to about nothing. Just a nice distraction. Would be happy to do the same for anyone else at any other time.

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anxiety,helpmefigurestuffout,2019/03/11,"Pornography related anxiety? I've... struggled with self image my whole life but with my S.O of many years I've finally started to break out of it... however I still get weirdly... sick to my stomach when I see their porn searches or when a cute girl sends them a friend request or message. I was very uncomfortable with sex for a long time (because of a couple past things) and anything to do with it and felt guilty/gross after masturbation but that's stopped happening for a long time now...

 We talk about our porn preferences and discuss good butts, and they would literally never message anyone else. I have 0 reason to feel the way I do, but when I see ""cumsluts"" in their history, even though I know they like that and watch porn... I get uncomfortable?

I hate that I do because there's legitimately no reason for me to. I watch porn when we can't do anything... but like... a part of me worries we don't do anything sometimes because they take care of themselves while I'm at work. I'm being very irrational, but I can't get it out of my head.

They're attracted to me, it's obvious, I just...  ugh I feel so stupid. It just makes my anxiety get as bad as it used to and I don't know how to stop it when it gets that bad. (Though, I'm finding mild relief in just typing this...) Any advice on coming to terms with this stuff?

TL;DR I'm not uncomfortable BECAUSE my S.O watches porn, but I'm violently anxious when I see search history. (Which I DON'T look for.) I don't know what's wrong with me. Porn is fine by me, I'm not jealous because I know they prefer me.

My anxiety makes no sense and it's so freaking frustrating.",2.9738888888888866,4.708562685185188,4.240617283950616,86.03277777777778,74.92592592592592,7.51604938271605,27.12345679012345,8.285830014693849,1.7625419753086415,1266,49,262,22,27,416,159,324,0.224,0.6759999999999999,0.1,-0.9927,1,0,0,0,0,0,63.0,4,0,7,1,19,21,5,1,7,0,16,12,3,6,2,53,47,29,0,3,13,0,3,2,1,1,2,0,0,2,19,19,0,2,12,0,0,2,11,12,0,0,2,10,43,9,36,43,3,32,0,0,7,8,20,6,1,2,24,162,62,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943206213406276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06919567413272265,0.0,0.2335227883916237,0.1149521678332291,0.0,0.07114821243675963,0.10425819139662712,0.25120267318584466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16991936530566532,0.3101390711463092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374418218919304,0.0,0.0,0.08765138318768657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258799485036593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500175280678265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06720703755470601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289896370874574,0.0,0.09769904155187832,0.11146567122622253,0.0930005933025622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861427998400253,0.0,0.2658092705188514,0.0,0.0,0.08534576744843421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998003024504593,0.0,0.0,0.10046023184303217,0.10442815238045992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22368361923879854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187130356930294,0.09942296027485756,0.0,0.0,0.18009678310487814,0.08544707175101786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358421196600669,0.10316178722301926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784783507821135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018881394277363,0.0971349554615602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20923849995513094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432524102770131,0.0,0.10615079275062587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063652951827308,0.0,0.0720214479097613,0.0,0.08126024737275278,0.1701404846153874,0.0,0.10637455125928164,0.1164830846864723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650575286155363,0.08178537829736515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760031338743935,0.0,0.19994403036263947,0.0,0.11866623360115115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878821058581871,0.0,0.16791411443107224,0.0,0.08076696428797059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360382854106847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407755096714964,0.1033353270593804,0.0,0.07228256310044373,0.11125116497091718,0.0,0.06552573308683961
anxiety,Bananabanana43,2019/03/11,"Sertraline/Zoloft and Sleeping Issues Hey guys, I just started sertraline/zoloft yesterday (first time on meds), and had a good day, minimal anxiety, minimal nausea, felt great. But I didn't sleep a wink last night, and it's 9am now and I'm not even really tired. Did anyone else have this problem when they started? And did it resolve itself with time? ",4.051818181818181,6.454265696969702,4.612121212121213,81.58818181818184,73.84848484848484,8.642424242424243,27.66666666666667,9.2995712137729,2.700866666666668,280,11,50,7,6,89,51,66,0.07200000000000001,0.742,0.187,0.8298,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,2,4,4,0,0,2,0,5,3,2,0,0,12,9,7,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,5,1,3,3,2,4,0,12,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,11,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16271401546001246,0.0,0.0,0.1487239607507497,0.21793507713209825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717314305420705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17768257156731213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048556489517733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042242232587731,0.0,0.0,0.1809215080153428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17840167916412136,0.0,0.23450120043609296,0.0,0.21060527270387155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22200230765869175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17337792719805614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362604400003951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19960343437666564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20352404556503992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13626031084319482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4257048579836085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30109863973502626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480527853630033,0.2444660048438343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ChomskysApprentice,2019/03/11,"Sweaty hands Hi everyone :)
I'm sure I'm not the only one that gets sweaty hands super easily, especially when uncomfortable. Unfortunately it then makes my anxiety so much worse in situations I already find super stressful.
Has anyone tried any creams ect. that actually work and can help this issue?

Have a great day!",2.9855357142857173,5.9000693392857135,4.5047142857142894,72.74028571428573,96.67857142857142,7.954285714285715,21.67142857142857,8.238735603445708,2.5159628571428585,257,9,41,8,10,85,49,56,0.18,0.529,0.29100000000000004,0.8648,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,2,5,0,1,2,0,3,2,2,1,1,5,7,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,2,4,1,7,1,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,3,19,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.2408595326866801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27237066968534857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16784523936384352,0.0,0.188815696962616,0.0,0.0,0.17258143513208704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591776992111528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358459287652344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255879003925504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289526294657974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721185847066281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654374306302324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576146887493313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16475345732092134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18144020824019774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16725079821709782,0.187716810071554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27743465859557953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827300873141276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326237863589295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16757375518861686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17968701699068662,0.0,0.25152943091177826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,slimgunner,2019/03/11,Wanting to sleep all the time Does anyone else just want to sleep all day/night when they are depressed? I’m going through that now. I feel so tired and drained that sleeping is just the only thing in my mind,4.185714285714287,5.325229952380956,3.3557142857142885,95.93928571428572,70.90476190476191,5.6000000000000005,25.904761904761905,3.1291,0.2069904761904766,166,5,36,0,3,48,35,42,0.213,0.759,0.028,-0.8592,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,2,4,3,0,2,9,7,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,7,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574395719112706,0.23070663983748374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521184623620892,0.0,0.19393301404682387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19704211797577936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18809523268771813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384944358804558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796562008676704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273509732266037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21130071510769133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124700693093228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6759784058650722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14958864089869053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129466207667773,0.258792348961012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656145615241301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aryn1235,2019/03/11,"An internet friend I grew to care for deeply blocked me on social media, and after I told them in text I didn't trust them anymore, they won't reply. It's been a few days and I haven't allowed myself to be truly sad even though I very much want to sulk over it. I talked to them for three months every day, multiple phone calls, and all around was very close. They meant a lot to me, and one day out of the blue I noticed I had been blocked on Facebook where most of our exchanges were, besides text messaging. I felt instant fear and hurt, they said it was an accident but there's some things that had happened recently and some background that isn't needed and personal. But after a bit I just wasn't convinced everything was an accident, so I told them how I felt no more trust and how it's hard to open up as is. They since haven't spoken to me and it's heartbreaking to think about it. On top with my constant anxiety, this has been a hard thing to deal with. I just don't really know how to handle this close relationship falling apart as they meant so much to me. It's just a hard to change to face. It's harder because they were my only close online friend I would actively message and thoroughly enjoy. The anxiety of it all is just so overwhelming. ",4.46670588235294,5.192716925490196,4.929019607843138,86.44058823529413,69.94117647058823,8.509803921568627,27.15686274509804,8.671277953709913,1.7309215686274504,996,31,210,16,17,317,137,255,0.155,0.762,0.084,-0.9082,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,10,1,16,12,0,2,10,0,22,1,1,4,2,45,35,21,0,3,6,0,5,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,15,18,0,2,6,0,1,2,8,5,0,2,19,7,32,7,33,13,11,25,0,4,1,0,25,15,0,4,8,151,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027377981206261,0.0,0.13141316199443995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796096011980585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807761582864445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14466533258250155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13530633988585208,0.0,0.13510159250233053,0.0,0.14017678150350976,0.0,0.0,0.14319498021562185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25637171670927794,0.1366107944548357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752083836803863,0.0,0.11164441182650156,0.0,0.11909040017754907,0.0,0.0,0.1491092834044401,0.0,0.0,0.2544585309957764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20475200045230493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171771286156989,0.0,0.3561056767783623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185345264768245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282339244993978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265427626569592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057672909961294,0.0,0.1948184864971723,0.09825362502557383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508621913420677,0.0,0.0,0.08979141858943293,0.10077894305490308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570160701696973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848885552774351,0.0,0.13083649242115522,0.14226490292220986,0.0,0.0,0.12604625000578618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109612680840642,0.0,0.0,0.13507607401959296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650558535638614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17606596918648298,0.08490631349006678,0.13018926142800527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532357482071241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21866733906954014,0.07815714636457742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413047728509068,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SadGuitarPlayer,2019/03/11,"Was looking at the legal advice sub after randomly browsing. Seeing the stuff people are dealing with, now I'm terrified of what could be waiting in my future. Interestingly the watchpeopledie sub hardly phases me (except for maybe a few of their vids)... But LIFE just seems terrifying and awful. Reading the news kinda effects me too.",6.295862068965517,9.0202885862069,6.837448275862073,66.70237931034484,68.3103448275862,8.088275862068969,30.565517241379307,8.841846274778883,3.1627958620689647,270,11,36,5,5,88,52,58,0.162,0.774,0.064,-0.8176,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,5,1,4,1,0,1,0,12,9,2,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,8,6,1,5,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,3,3,29,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31015631035425834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534153797468216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32722198545056885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843250346129816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241866240825898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26653322817683395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188675726841904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22004285710039775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31748251889198503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529240181253125,0.2889459685070888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36334320127373065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Thejaa,2019/03/11,"Staying up late thinking about a particular issue that will likely resolve itself in the months to come... Its comical to think that I have stayed up so late trying to lay-out my schedule for the upcoming semesters. As much as I try to get rest, the recurring thought that I won't graduate because I mistakenly took the wrong course haunts me. ",9.474947916666665,8.077277015625,8.770625000000003,70.17854166666667,60.09375,12.283333333333333,41.64583333333333,11.20814326018867,4.636933333333333,275,13,49,6,3,87,50,64,0.081,0.847,0.07200000000000001,-0.1561,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,9,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,6,2,11,5,2,12,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,6,33,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606207664425388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19226905486590126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661401191540767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329652563724307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5035639299781297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904539043659016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17815798076132924,0.0,0.16407940414482522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4758079993848908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860380978431654,0.0,0.17719772845135584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479860158264565,0.3030794791114829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440367232526872,0.0,0.0
anxiety,genieb0t,2019/03/11,"isolation \*potential tw?\*

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lately my anxiety has gotten so bad ive completely started isolating myself from my closest friends. my friend has asked for weeks now to come over and hang out with me, and of course i'd love to because i truly do miss her but the thought of being around someone i havent been around in months makes my skin crawl. like, were super close and know everything about eachother, but now after 2 weeks of in person contact, my brain resets her as a stranger and makes it feel impossible to ever see her again in person. i actually ran into her at the store one day and i could barely stifle out a hi,  how are you, ok bye, and as soon as i got out of the store and into my car i instantly burst into tears in an anxiety attack. i know this is just part of anxiety and i have to learn how to deal with it but does anyone have any coping methods or advice on how to stop completely isolating myself and overcoming this??  ",6.086310160427807,6.198273139037436,6.562994652406419,78.28802139037434,66.27272727272728,9.794652406417114,30.368983957219246,9.573946990214177,2.631945454545455,755,25,144,14,11,246,119,187,0.107,0.792,0.101,0.4578,0,1,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,1,13,9,1,0,6,1,13,3,2,5,1,39,28,20,0,1,5,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,21,0,1,5,0,2,4,1,3,0,1,6,3,23,6,35,20,1,34,0,1,1,1,15,17,0,1,15,105,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.13908560398736527,0.0,0.0,0.13927554635170164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544277359422952,0.17318567095903264,0.0969231162782833,0.0,0.32709785194804225,0.0,0.0,0.09965805743539942,0.0,0.0,0.2537581515079872,0.13324332493079513,0.16214481891052954,0.0,0.0,0.1190039305771056,0.08688301872020432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15910705316516172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277422412790708,0.29887329110999433,0.0,0.0,0.1137960579549367,0.0,0.0,0.09191799962886286,0.14693887978568682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247261693616002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892365683274126,0.0,0.0,0.12809390403701584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206583611952448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22023171521988869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399170770691287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15665801156474887,0.0,0.16077644643591876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06963139864038201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12863600802292013,0.0,0.19027550095179752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376353763959746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657985311154113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434264294985853,0.0,0.0,0.2488978208833701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135754122482162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076250113613485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088120764455444,0.0,0.0,0.11915879266087155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315036443600394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286528151371313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17318567095903264,0.0
anxiety,blackspy087,2019/03/11,"I genuinely miss the days of papers and notebooks I have a case of sever internet addiction, depression, loss of concentration, I don't really know because my therapist won't diagnose me with anything. I only know it's slowly killing me and I'm struggling to survive each day with extreme guilt and shame knowing I can't finish anything I'm assigned. Worst of all, I'm stuck in the same chair everyday from 9 to 5 (if you want real quantities, I've been tried 12 hours straight to finish an assignment and haven't even get to make half of it yet), because my laptop won't work unless it's plugged in, and all the work I have to do has to be delivered digitally. I've started to hate technology because I've become so dependent on it and I can't make myself stop. I just want to disconnect and never see another screen again, I want to see real faces, to go outside, to write a diary, to draw, paint, practice an instrument, but I don't want to be stuck in front of this screen anymore...

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...I want to live",5.808432835820893,5.981448213930348,6.793246268656716,76.19195895522391,66.86069651741293,10.282089552238807,34.660447761194035,10.125756701596842,3.4923164179104482,805,36,153,18,12,270,115,201,0.121,0.83,0.05,-0.921,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,0,4,5,9,2,3,7,0,14,3,1,3,3,33,36,11,1,6,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,10,0,1,3,0,0,2,8,9,0,1,3,4,17,0,28,29,5,18,0,3,4,0,2,5,0,2,11,92,22,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961702539328625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870461915423105,0.16676738207543362,0.0,0.14391307716110352,0.0,0.0,0.13610990396305278,0.0,0.0,0.22588145509066626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509893601221805,0.15157603327648578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770230074905241,0.0,0.11820869401531788,0.13930052278084532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064885681347216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170471242194969,0.0,0.07799934891779091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355007675256409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13515842369272016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184097102939045,0.0,0.2262783606038879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12118962043432567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18322386021375373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058516048593055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438080974933994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124291231149594,0.08792249521294407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187325783234527,0.0,0.0,0.15504749177242896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714253382700602,0.0,0.0,0.11474274859623723,0.0,0.14347800195553725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15935172203232895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318016992009437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4047525196204846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19983161154061693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16676738207543362,0.0
anxiety,maugliere91,2019/03/11,"Apology From a Bully Hey Brandon, I wasn’t nice to you when we were kids. I’m sorry. I was confused and angry at some things in my life, and I just wanted people to like me.

I’ve got no clue where you are or what your last name is, but maybe this message finds you.

I hope you are happy and healthy and have someone to eat lunch with man. ",0.6241487279843447,2.3845405342465797,2.216868884540119,97.7431506849315,82.01369863013699,4.719373776908023,18.647749510763205,5.288315135182226,-0.577507240704501,261,6,62,1,7,85,58,73,0.108,0.6759999999999999,0.215,0.8898,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,5,0,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,7,3,0,0,0,15,11,7,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,12,4,7,7,1,5,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,4,3,41,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31892599069316035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848694622901693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24927860872740695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317886767972639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30956811955237146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25406043269141554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201484837335634,0.15227088466335215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131240007091836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160793559619676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640850714076285,0.0,0.0,0.3488997388174713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20706604379045654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18383667401987835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,confusedyetstillgoin,2019/03/11,"I am so tired of being tired My anxiety has been through the roof lately. i normally take medication for it, but i ran out a few days ago and my schedule has been so hectic that i haven’t been able to refill it. needless to say, ive felt the repercussions of not being medicated.

i am so tired of constantly being stressed. i am so tired of feeling like i cant be happy without something going wrong. i am so tired of no one understanding even though they claim they do. i am so tired of feeling like i’m wasting my life. i mean, i’m only 20 years old. i should be living it up, right? i am so tired of feeling selfish for allowing myself to feel this way. i feel so selfish for not putting others above me like i normally do, and i’m starting to wonder if that’s one of my ways of coping. i am so tired of being tired.

i don’t even care if a single person reads this. but if someone does and they feel the same way, you’re not alone. i know this is a rather negative post and i am so sorry for that. i just needed to get this off of my chest.",1.5760241820768108,3.0939759054054083,3.6371123755334303,89.79714793741111,78.23423423423424,6.475486012328117,22.945471787577052,7.273561745256523,0.7447261261261261,809,25,181,10,19,276,111,222,0.255,0.644,0.102,-0.9917,0,1,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,3,0,15,9,0,1,6,0,27,13,1,1,0,33,48,20,0,8,11,0,7,3,0,1,12,1,0,1,11,5,0,0,11,1,0,3,9,4,0,2,5,8,30,5,25,36,3,19,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,4,11,132,41,1,0.07690973526714595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817583984643866,0.0,0.0,0.07965529097420275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058835736968164014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841460087001413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311210113976902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049600416663658935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06730422761783937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015963095819227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333272381802983,0.1098886604842816,0.07384540691354075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040182162344823184,0.0,0.0437095749378638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187184332259301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04226757913948292,0.0,0.08675753133361208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05432362051027461,0.11272263537222744,0.0,0.06791270529255918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377724856741334,0.0,0.15495693393425347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0570275941808717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15071042215765604,0.0,0.0,0.08070382955285291,0.0,0.10423205411322292,0.05849331935606746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06715461428849111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365826657147256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731552655490148,0.0,0.0,0.0769305481337754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06568049369048858,0.0,0.061161708415173426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516536911032837,0.059208871678349685,0.0,0.08609415193880178,0.05443710647432089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809984189764468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0578265493862421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556342440791626,0.0,0.0,0.7955678412942893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006574678059214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18314210400466108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413824026722546,0.08340532714756367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408872202211366,0.0,0.049527347927321635
anxiety,ivegivenuponthis,2019/03/11,"Resources & help for a struggling student Hi everyone,

I’m really sorry if this is the wrong sub, but I just need some help. 

I’m a senior in high school taking 3 AP classes and right now i’m failing AP Calculus. I’ve never seen my grade drop this low, and every day I hate stepping into the class. My teacher is the kind who takes off 4/5 points on a single question if I forget a (+c) for an integral, and its honestly just wrecking my self confidence in the class and I hate it so much. I do all the homework, I do all the notes, but I just can’t seem to understand what the hell im looking at, or what to do when it comes to a test. None of the questions are similar to reviews, and no calculators are ever allowed, when we are taught to use calculators to solve equations. 

Past that wall of text, is there any resources online I can utilize to maybe boost my grade before I graduate?",3.0818681318681307,4.408835428571429,4.651428571428571,84.86857142857146,73.83516483516482,7.617582417582418,27.83516483516484,8.192908349453996,1.82294065934066,696,27,143,11,14,234,118,182,0.179,0.7020000000000001,0.12,-0.8992,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,0,1,9,9,3,1,14,0,11,0,0,2,4,29,26,13,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,9,8,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,7,0,0,2,2,14,2,17,24,6,22,1,2,2,0,8,11,1,7,8,92,23,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17822106759085926,0.0,0.11185646899468432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13996590714820684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14169056590256074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608019294405432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487874676025457,0.13858698104101916,0.15717391162500752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247927547261191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205036842270684,0.17378903141083152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17767365954604955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17128739092036308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812724352784947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16524881031366867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209165127609849,0.1219646648306167,0.12686213872526134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15702098823469526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554929210683096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3685250770526191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537427183651317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047058295082065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16646913218339948,0.0,0.1497423433144683,0.17159530573106296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18412918405409825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17195701673394648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24734677362804774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123626045903595,0.0,0.14206353464031327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17984017991244716,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bitchboi_47dollas,2019/03/11,"Realizing I might have anxiety I have said I have anxiety before, but I didnt realize it was a problem and i dismissed issues as being tired or this or that. Then a few days ago I tried LSD, it was a hard experience that made me re-evaluate my life, now I am very aware that I am anxious, though I have not been diagnosed with anxiety yet. I hope to reach out to my parents to get evaluated and get help.",6.732500000000003,4.839719154761905,8.333333333333332,72.72000000000003,65.78571428571428,12.685714285714289,36.476190476190474,11.698219412168324,4.069533333333332,315,13,68,9,4,112,57,84,0.194,0.7040000000000001,0.102,-0.6908,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,12,3,0,1,0,14,17,8,0,2,4,1,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,2,13,1,6,9,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,4,5,51,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814107315124455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4696722815520704,0.2311973375593943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17414289697294968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319829413256065,0.0,0.0,0.20771642042964125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20018791207759465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21384336389974085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183327066055618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717322720543,0.0,0.0,0.20326458379898293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136024362603371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455102800890834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19364569023962264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171023319116281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272406765366777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19582333367943405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19466993121192872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010685329040584,0.0,0.0,0.2352161775622422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389445708059408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688584779515804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Furzie,2019/03/11,"Always had anxiety coworkers hate me. Just talked to boss. Yep, they do. I started a new job in November and left a job where I was constantly told by customers that I was human garbage but my coworkers were always supportive. I’m hyper aware of other people’s emotions and try to always be there for others even at my own detriment. I know it’s bad and I’m working on it. My coworkers at the old place, for the most part, cared about me, welcomed me, and checked in on me and I did the same for them. We were all in the same garbage barge so to speak. 

My new job is great. I love the work and I am good at it and the customers are the nicest I have ever had! However, I came in at a surreal time. The guy who trained me was promptly fired the day after my first for, I kid you not, making a hit-list and threatening to shoot up our store. Wild. So no one trained me or welcomed me in because the store was suddenly short staffed and people were being pulled to the back sporadically to speak to cops. I took it in stride and worked my absolute hardest. I had a lot of personal things going on at the time but tried to leave that out of work. I’m not a perfect person but I work my hardest every day and I try to always say positive things to others. You never know who needs it. 

As I kept working there, the lack of introductions began to feel personal. People ignored me or actively excluded me from pictures and discussions. Any time they talked about “everyone in the store” they would ‘forget’ me. Eventually holiday stress and paranoia got the best of me and I mentioned it to my manager and she assured me it was all in my head. 

Recently a guy hired a month after me got a promotion despite coming to work late and just generally not working as hard. I asked my boss what specifics I can work on to achieve a promotion as that’s a goal of mine. She told me I need to work on being less condescending and nasty, citing me “giving thumbs up to let people know I heard them” and “not taking general notes without apologizing.” To be entirely fair, my coworkers have said some dumb and offensive things that have bristled me enough to defend myself but I have never insulted anyone or so much as inferred that I think little of them. My humor tends to be dark and hyperbolic but not overly caustic. But from other people’s perspectives I guess I can see how they may not understand me and assume I come from a place of hate. That’s just so far from who I am.

I’ve tried to work on these issues but every time I’m around my coworkers I feel like they have always hated me. I’m around a bunch of “cool” 20-something’s and I’m a straight edge loser so it’s hard for me to befriend anyone outside of work. I don’t know how to be better but I want to. I feel like the only solution is to leave but I know my own personality will get in my way again. I feel so anxious going to work and I honestly hate the idea that my existence makes the world a worse place. 

TLDR: How do you keep motivated to improve yourself when it feels like people have already made their mind up about you?",2.948375653472741,4.724796338187705,4.320080906148866,85.2575522778193,75.10032362459545,7.666467513069455,25.63866069205875,8.44344225975766,1.701686980333582,2419,85,492,45,52,800,269,618,0.126,0.7190000000000001,0.155,0.9517,4,0,1,1,0,0,49.0,2,4,9,23,25,28,7,1,33,2,38,2,1,10,7,102,92,49,0,5,22,0,8,3,0,3,0,5,0,8,28,30,0,3,16,1,4,7,11,11,0,2,23,15,87,17,83,59,16,70,0,1,1,1,46,37,1,9,28,351,115,25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06331359513429077,0.0,0.2386986677589969,0.0,0.0,0.03901626244329845,0.0,0.04389092484260639,0.06481624761693587,0.0,0.08023441822330403,0.0,0.0,0.10214998254838696,0.0536369107178863,0.0,0.0,0.044117036251629965,0.0479048627971195,0.034974635467979034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060210434732873436,0.050742608044100065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656205293535109,0.05849657930198213,0.0,0.0,0.09884517819450388,0.0,0.062000871793457125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400291972630832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645379863257403,0.0,0.05928264105869323,0.0,0.03789496161626383,0.051898034476044116,0.09668007710448627,0.05482328058730795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450499985556647,0.122963912417212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04880226382627687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029975527772250793,0.055038333516310836,0.06521389099071287,0.048122558280245566,0.0917743992358446,0.06325499702495478,0.06320388891163765,0.11361848786743155,0.0,0.0,0.10279160334443453,0.2265796421426165,0.058882238677663276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647682209202427,0.0,0.059883511403646825,0.17080441671724694,0.05099661470609298,0.0,0.0,0.1576561487020882,0.0,0.0647203295737431,0.1215014858592491,0.06233697893911011,0.058668764622449174,0.0,0.08409006111132848,0.057503783851960616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048777291838140314,0.05178224185725069,0.05428863126635016,0.07659513196367179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057931347398540126,0.0,0.045795350082229236,0.0,0.04217646451753478,0.08508413352591013,0.08850067489361126,0.11082426244268256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06020432308566896,0.0,0.038878082344319,0.043635484417249834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062130411141900675,0.0,0.2386552923483665,0.20038692675271585,0.1798307404947501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05664986705745356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054575777550910406,0.04562607839429859,0.0,0.0,0.045719620473811534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04416927994385698,0.0,0.0,0.040609586486631856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06572168105019817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06510729357764407,0.0,0.0,0.043138080082045414,0.09223003673767052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435013538481917,0.03676291898798283,0.0,0.0,0.1338208774282549,0.0,0.0,0.1096465611746159,0.06374458422653423,0.15581261966865245,0.0,0.0,0.05972831913902318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033840650029741584,0.0455407814853235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05530645317305403,0.0,0.5429960713138914,0.0,0.05846897014096356,0.04075681734947535,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,VerlanderFan_23,2019/03/11,"Anxiety meds besides SSRI’s SSRI’s don’t work for me and I would never take benzos, so what’s a good everyday medication for Generalized Anxiety Disorder? Gabapentin? Propranolol?",2.9306093189964137,3.870559838709681,5.546881720430108,61.42921146953408,128.03225806451613,10.410035842293908,32.47670250896057,8.167268648758528,5.8315562724014365,149,9,19,7,9,52,26,31,0.215,0.6809999999999999,0.103,-0.3531,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,11,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5157212527651429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3863159153262433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827216119453965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744131375265317,0.3395665126811466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25997218724807963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534376386641937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24539382847607225,0.0,0.0,0.23944764182535005,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,crisp_applepie,2019/03/12,"Feeling like I don’t want to do anything except never leave my room Everything seems like too much. I have severe anxiety about work, school, relationships, etc. There isn’t anything that doesn’t give me anxiety anymore. I just don’t know what to do anymore. I wish I just wouldn’t wake up.",2.7495238095238115,5.388513,3.4321428571428565,87.07952380952383,79.71428571428572,6.590476190476192,25.404761904761905,7.793537801064563,1.5828547619047622,232,9,44,4,6,73,39,56,0.11,0.677,0.213,0.5644,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,0,8,1,1,0,1,10,14,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,7,2,5,13,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,29,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210071828879388,0.0,0.4161490291132815,0.0,0.0,0.34531046416795863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339929047517316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18856313042941644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608591999650492,0.14988785367163715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012682628159972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530574108725927,0.0,0.0,0.22215782551997465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20500451762349028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542340256841004,0.0,0.16181791812974952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252567411416436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123382805418512,0.0,0.1910025677833894,0.0,0.2370248647925746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375100060091265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412704175855716,0.0,0.0,0.1527437179577762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LadyJaneite,2019/03/12,"Claustrophobia success stories? I’m struggling with worsening claustrophobia, to the point where I avoid using elevators on my own and panic in some locked bathrooms and changing rooms. I’ve been trying to work at it but the results have been discouraging so far, and I’d love to hear about other people’s experiences. ",7.606071428571429,9.59512175,7.57,65.72500000000001,63.64285714285714,9.885714285714286,35.42857142857143,10.125756701596842,4.040978571428573,262,12,39,6,4,84,46,56,0.181,0.691,0.128,-0.09,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,3,6,0,3,2,0,3,1,0,2,0,10,7,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,2,2,8,5,2,7,0,1,0,1,2,7,0,1,0,25,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33893708494418306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134093219243848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611102168574021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891704109429063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37591633821842185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221226379509398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028783172509081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349480575066424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175282376914224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27671976331109993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23325251676801886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thewoodlandfae,2019/03/12,"I feel like quitting my new job when I just started. I’ve been out of school and out of a job for about a little over a month. Didn’t have to worry about bills except car insurance but I had some money saved up. Anyway... Being able to spend time at home working on my writing + poetry, hang out with my pets, and spend my time being a “stay at home wife” doing the cooking and cleaning was a dream to me. It was relaxing. I love being a homebody. But my partner is going back to school for a few months (required through his work) and we’re getting married this summer, and we need all the extra savings we can get. I had to find a job. Well, I just started a new job and the manager seems to see a lot of potential in me. So much that they want me to be full time key holder. It’s a salesperson job and I feel like I’m not good enough. Tonight I just burst out crying from my mind racing a million miles a minute, I thought about how scared I am and what if I’m not gonna do a good job. Thought about how exhausted I’m going to be from working 40 hours a week. Thought about how much it sucks to be an adult. Thought about how I’m going to miss out on some family events by working weekends. It sucks growing up. I’m only 23 and I feel like if I blink, I’ll be 80 without even realizing it. I feel so selfish and gross for feeling this way... ",2.2015885167464084,3.330301887719301,3.663676236044658,91.86929425837322,75.73684210526315,6.444976076555022,24.884370015948964,6.7829847944221076,0.7300877192982451,1038,34,237,9,22,343,153,285,0.129,0.76,0.111,-0.8126,6,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,2,0,1,6,20,17,2,1,19,0,19,3,0,4,1,56,49,21,0,4,11,1,5,3,1,1,1,0,4,2,9,18,1,1,12,4,4,6,4,7,1,1,10,6,26,10,42,31,10,41,0,1,1,1,9,16,2,6,20,156,35,14,0.092689203961173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07127227648302872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181473820163447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957727250779052,0.0,0.06122034504365261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737913236669131,0.0,0.2343322326086739,0.19865155749012195,0.0,0.0,0.08471625321399975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685256692779907,0.0,0.15803223190403434,0.15548661334627198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18594965797761184,0.0,0.0912801950834396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5518783965160085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584978942868028,0.09289893269668216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788010466104888,0.08365562540309307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358967327889328,0.0,0.14796727659044162,0.0,0.13627445973591795,0.06872787027657093,0.0,0.17903962153737787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049431634796678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985863777523413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279806292750158,0.18761284569827266,0.07386129504536346,0.08438077012320919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121179126486573,0.09879435873159972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943394978424778,0.1621434606497796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05467049399076635,0.07357237577706167,0.07434968849105743,0.0,0.08333872588699062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934908499661404,0.0,0.2699153776273007,0.0941303858636004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,The_Deathly_Mallow,2019/03/12,"A poem I wrote after waking up from my Panic Attack today Only when I'm sleeping
	
	Only when I'm sleeping do I not wish I was dead
	A thousand pounds of pressure weighing down inside my head
	A momentary rest comes once unconscious in my bed, for
	Only when I'm sleeping do I not wish I was dead
	
	Only when I'm sleeping I forget I want to cry
	For every day is new and in the morning I can try
	To ease a little sadness and find comfort in the lies, for
	Only when I'm sleeping I forget I want to cry
	
	Only when I'm sleeping do I feel no need to scream
	Starvation of the lungs like I do not know how to breathe
	And yet I am so silent when I'm safe inside my dreams, for
	Only when I'm sleeping do I feel no need to scream
	
	Only when I'm sleeping do I forget that I'm in love
	A curse from down below just as a gift from up above
	But now I'm waking up
 	I'm not ready
	I want to stay
	Just a few more-
	I'm awake now.",0.4907843137254915,1.8798041568627468,3.117254901960788,92.89931372549023,80.9607843137255,5.121568627450982,20.15686274509804,5.46131890053228,-0.1799196078431371,704,18,164,3,18,247,87,204,0.213,0.642,0.14400000000000002,-0.9161,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,16,10,1,2,10,0,11,15,13,1,0,28,37,16,2,7,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,1,1,4,1,0,1,6,6,0,1,3,4,20,4,28,34,3,29,0,1,0,1,2,11,0,0,17,100,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942289404009427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528189157286115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19199564284506798,0.056361674698471635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363291983260835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837771119132554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987621331911615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969109851724975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04802926479238381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04269612322738667,0.08759139697141541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887618168336663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960256902090467,0.0,0.08440533227058553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307138559910648,0.0,0.5317344747220178,0.0,0.10253761888838753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6996541214704007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931500033746354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283896203542514,0.0,0.0,0.059334552043081676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15464111813007794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009967702131504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lil-miss-shy-type,2019/03/12,"Two of my friends left and I’m terrified that all of my friends are gonna leave me and I’m gonna be all alone 
(This is a long one. Apologies in advance)

Basically, a few months ago (November 2018) I lost two of my best, closest friends. The first friend was angry with me for some things I said, yet never told me. One day she kinda just exploded on me and left. The other friend, who before all this was the sweetest most supportive person I’d ever had in my life, said she was neutral in the situation, but I had this huge amount of paranoia that she wasn’t neutral and that she also secretly hated me. It turns out I was right, because later she also dropped me as a friend. I later learned that those two friends were making fun of me behind my back, calling me fat, annoying, and saying that my drawings were bad. Now, I’d be fine with this if they hadn’t directly contradicted these things to my face. Whenever I felt insecure about my weight they reassured me, and they always seemed to like every drawing I showed them. Those friends were some of the only real friends I’ve ever had (I’m 13 years old and have been bullied all through elementary school + half of middle school so it felt really good to not have fake friends). 

Ever since then, I’ve had this horrible paranoid feeling that none of my friends really want to be my friend and that they’re all just pretending and that I’m gonna end up all alone (aka my worst fear). I feel like my friends and I are drifting apart and I also feel like it’s my fault. I don’t want to ask them about it because I don’t want to seem like I don’t trust them or like I’m bringing up old drama, but I also can’t take the feeling of paranoia. I’m always nervous whenever I talk to them and I always feel like I’m doing something wrong or annoying them in some way. I find myself constantly apologizing for small things, and even wanting to apologize for no reason at all. I used to feel comfortable telling my friends when I’m depressed or just not feeling good but now I can’t bring myself to do that because I feel like I’m just dumping my problems on them and being annoying. I feel like I’ve lost the ability to make my friends laugh and make them happy and it hurts so so bad seeing other people joking around with them and making them laugh and knowing that I’m drifting apart with them. It makes me want to isolate myself from everyone. 

Oh goodness I didn’t mean to post such a large rant. I just need advice. ",4.3552161587526586,5.2263077108433755,5.002674226317033,85.28389794472005,70.285140562249,8.027498228206946,28.90408693597921,8.219915518859313,1.8457151429246392,1952,71,400,27,34,628,216,498,0.171,0.583,0.246,0.992,1,2,1,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,13,5,25,56,5,3,11,0,31,4,2,7,11,87,84,35,0,8,14,0,12,8,15,3,2,3,0,1,30,24,2,0,19,4,0,5,13,19,0,7,22,16,70,37,46,55,16,50,0,4,1,0,48,20,0,11,30,262,100,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05360773798585061,0.048629336915092726,0.0,0.0,0.11363509391535855,0.0,0.17548340745600186,0.1369416518572042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048836284811485706,0.05128591083187198,0.0,0.0,0.0421833091631255,0.0916102172531293,0.10032490752994763,0.0,0.04668110611574753,0.0,0.057571305758082315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05601733781035655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05928326482153661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035379620969818525,0.0,0.047250115664463216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048588934284721975,0.0,0.0,0.036233958973718935,0.1488697577580791,0.046221209864960935,0.05242028002880055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06173180876944325,0.2496459648130876,0.1959569807234841,0.10534679676903982,0.0,0.05014028001924031,0.04666317499440353,0.0,0.0,0.6357607847325822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380397864043592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05839859782823105,0.0,0.054162064741028484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0587278673211788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03014916062917605,0.0,0.0,0.05808793129876742,0.11920927960280067,0.0,0.03874864835097125,0.2144113232613462,0.0,0.0,0.04854863186767538,0.0,0.0,0.1197705110500621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18309458241852028,0.0,0.0,0.05975770970450363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04378805955445088,0.0,0.0,0.040677373349932516,0.0423107675330812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513092399019155,0.0,0.07434797559136885,0.04172286459037891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038032435373063285,0.04790090405917787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052539912522587925,0.0,0.0,0.05249280894212439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06244173631685543,0.0702883675845617,0.0564043551013939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04684942442394038,0.10436725096931056,0.04362620734153667,0.0,0.11104080104623147,0.04371564930761412,0.09988344105656652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04538006553225133,0.06166399636158884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042233262922676935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062253526689673426,0.0,0.0,0.04124726235972745,0.04409371621929654,0.04794932542055767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093379683592156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05242028002880055,0.0,0.0,0.05967101482347512,0.16076828916478114,0.0,0.0,0.04738070199266806,0.0,0.0,0.16178677488030266,0.0435446491457088,0.0,0.06680367991691018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059979881482700226,0.0,0.03532750156497788
anxiety,Miserable_Increase,2019/03/12,"Find myself always beating myself I’m always under pressures from school and whenever I get something wrong, or even lose in anything I always punch and beat myself. Any tips to prevent this?",4.430588235294118,7.696479411764709,4.383823529411767,78.77220588235295,78.41176470588233,4.576470588235295,26.14705882352941,5.985473137389443,1.3844352941176474,156,6,21,1,4,48,27,34,0.29100000000000004,0.6809999999999999,0.029,-0.875,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,3,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,4,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,14,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6928835116969361,0.0,0.0,0.18875768619913025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284171467455608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18333291877165514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25369471469079025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501930504262545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105307646425651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280916503953016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21368758976851027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30348013441691984,0.0,0.0
anxiety,angelhippie,2019/03/12,"Starting EMDR. What to expect? I have anxiety and severe debilitating phobias around dealing with ""organizations of authority"" like the IRS, DMV, college admissions, court system, etc as well as severe phobia around forms and paperwork for ""organizations of authority"". My therapist who I have been with for 2 years wants me to start EMDR. can anyone here describe what to expect?",8.016129032258064,10.833034806451614,8.658903225806451,55.068354838709716,63.83870967741936,10.766451612903225,34.980645161290326,10.793553405168565,4.878925161290324,306,14,39,9,5,102,46,62,0.184,0.731,0.085,-0.7882,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,7,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,2,13,6,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,31,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18654312037034212,0.0,0.0,0.17050425332966593,0.0,0.0,0.4341529953785436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25139667205731403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27195507716813977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913185886825695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5509578631354248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34519386444151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831264255043382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382792056777807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21924871666823392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703017421247542
anxiety,ArgentRabe,2019/03/12,I am so scared Sorry if this isn’t the right place but I need to vent somewhere. Since January I have these weird pains in my legs and arm. I don’t know how to describe the pain other then that it was a very dull pain. So me being a biology major my brain is like “you are dying.”  I have been exercising to try and manage my stress levels but recently the dull pain has moved to my chest. I called 911 to make sure it wasn’t an heart attack (they don’t think it was.) I am just so scared right now. ,-0.3674191229331427,1.7609529626168232,1.6256074766355155,98.0676851186197,89.46728971962618,4.787634795111432,13.838245866283247,6.297961479604792,-0.8903107117181888,385,6,93,4,13,127,71,107,0.331,0.621,0.048,-0.9894,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,0,6,13,1,3,6,0,15,10,5,2,1,12,19,10,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,11,0,0,4,0,14,2,6,14,1,9,0,2,0,0,3,5,0,1,4,60,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17653419527272218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17322684610863034,0.1584512319271967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16104736174598194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18388336273672706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852802334062486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581076600095857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358065298150064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16492668320365345,0.0,0.11506044683308204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6604694267809189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16212505981387587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532167925217307,0.0,0.0,0.2650375510590942,0.0,0.0,0.31071489754346954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836253148739865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17370593541742796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17775267079506202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462507924380125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099430004405171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535377689336614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280357937663553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wcarte16,2019/03/12,"In class anxiety. Okay so this isn't a huge deal, but in class last week my professor picked on me for being quiet and then called me up in front of class to elaborate on a group assignment. I can't understand his accent and didn't know what to say and started shaking and got super paranoid lol. Class size was about 40 people.",3.795909090909092,5.209873439393941,4.576181818181818,85.76427272727273,72.18181818181819,8.31030303030303,25.32121212121212,8.841846274778883,1.7441612121212131,261,8,53,5,5,84,52,66,0.106,0.746,0.14800000000000002,0.7173,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,2,2,5,0,0,1,0,8,9,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,3,2,5,2,11,5,0,13,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,4,32,7,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27680058610487496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694710560270104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3730330340359361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893902052531464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19885347378879192,0.29494147587958874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508488373391924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877434295699578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561066412085381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3766800039877871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29023990619727946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ZinfulGraphics,2019/03/12,"I want to progress in life, but I'm mentally paralyzed Just going to make this short, I guess I'm mostly posting this to get it off my chest an into a public setting rather than seek help.

I want to get a better job, I want to finish college and get my degree, and I want to get a place of my own so I can be with someone I love... But It's hard for me to do any good for myself because of fear.

It's weird, I don't really find it scary but my body finds ways to act like it is and distracts me from moving forward. It's like I'm a really competitive person trapped in a body that is the opposite of what I need it to be and do.

I feel like this shell is cracking, and I know once I take that step forward it'll feel like a huge relief, but until then, I'll just keep playing with this broken controller.

Thanks for listening.",5.420181023720349,3.8772801067415728,6.5087265917603006,83.6246004993758,68.15730337078651,9.48414481897628,29.890137328339573,8.167268648758528,1.8038669163545564,641,18,147,7,9,217,98,178,0.124,0.638,0.238,0.9555,1,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,4,13,0,2,8,0,10,5,3,2,0,30,33,12,0,6,7,0,3,4,0,1,1,1,0,1,15,8,0,2,5,1,0,6,1,3,0,0,0,4,19,10,24,30,2,19,0,0,0,1,5,9,0,2,9,91,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860284366062656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838874605552803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282379483472088,0.0,0.3221176704242258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16262631888422358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16316179012401186,0.14662954814130258,0.20717158560217905,0.0,0.0,0.2650490244280025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030195199109534,0.0,0.0824050625966979,0.1216164951102707,0.0,0.0,0.15973039924454005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988871510855504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718834546559407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388701995388942,0.12887988013700144,0.0,0.0,0.07968648768036267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241557725034288,0.2833525861589212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086533610613035,0.0,0.09678653655196834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461227411930466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410872583643798,0.0,0.10751334175393576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544169342170224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660567397342593,0.1514908679950901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886692049087915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18577741538116746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285537730136475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901960105305043,0.0,0.0,0.13349363682500162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420916423356408,0.11509176624762535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ImBoredOnHere,2019/03/12,"I need to get over my anxiety (at least for a little bit) so I can tell my doctor what’s really going on Ok so little back story to this I’ve been seeing things and hearing things that aren’t there for a couple months now but when I try to tell my doctor I get overwhelmed with anxiety and the words won’t come out.... 


Any tips as to how to get over this?",1.8692640692640732,2.9695232207792235,3.6669480519480544,91.62994588744593,76.53246753246755,6.691774891774893,18.028138528138527,7.1686216300943375,-0.019526406926406725,276,4,64,3,6,93,53,77,0.049,0.907,0.044,-0.0946,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,3,1,4,2,0,1,0,9,12,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,2,7,1,14,10,2,13,0,1,1,0,3,7,0,0,4,45,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253736051131548,0.0,0.29819295671867985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14986457369848294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21277819754065155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678874166408063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21565099046664835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39897283497478414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30547856832581965,0.0,0.11076505589358847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21966427236668615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3906781046610034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556576779775194,0.0,0.0,0.14451443798986174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485668446835205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15530851603185494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406989805135183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589632146345973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232298567327114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sadwinters,2019/03/12,"does anyone feel like they’re not enough for therapy? the past few years ive been juggling the idea that i could possibly have some sort of anxiety. initially, i thought it was situational, everyday things, but as time has gone on i noticed myself falling apart. i have an extremely difficult time with my emotions, i overthink everything, then act on my made up fantasies, ive been having more and more panic attacks, my insomnia has stirred up, and ive lost all motivation to do daily things. i decided to seek help; im in the process of finding a therapist, yet the thought of “are my problems enough?” keeps crossing my mind.

i know i want help, i know i want to get better, and i want to know if i have some sort of mental illness so i can be more aware. my tendencies are messing with my studies as well as personal relationships, and its overall making things even more worse. but are the feelings and symptoms i have enough to actually seek help? or is this something i’m supposed to just “get over” like my teachers say, or am i supposed to “suck it up” like my mom said. am i in a situation where im allowed to seek help, or am i not enough for therapy?",5.6001384518565125,5.997443541850224,6.328285084959093,78.57133259911896,67.32599118942731,9.83373190685966,35.59754562617999,9.784248007369934,3.3910946507237263,912,44,179,19,14,300,127,227,0.142,0.7090000000000001,0.149,-0.6283,1,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,3,6,12,2,1,8,0,24,3,0,4,1,42,44,16,0,6,9,1,2,3,0,0,3,2,0,1,8,7,0,1,11,1,0,4,2,7,1,0,9,4,30,5,27,33,12,21,0,1,0,0,9,10,1,8,10,126,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.10340640660061873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106281912492985,0.0,0.0,0.07409308593237926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055031284164415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371729742666844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460430915269067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927305530766138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919619217347098,0.0,0.4379600590893919,0.0,0.06998878310860711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523437325055982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071580226587082,0.07570130899811961,0.0,0.0,0.09684995188675784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107245196901156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841040174393318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962141596078868,0.22892044025078584,0.0,0.0,0.09418642620833564,0.0,0.0,0.17470652867762396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553072175743911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156731496932181,0.0,0.0,0.10026650184896904,0.07073235925748778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678764416997093,0.0,0.10699428988273887,0.12410474996115682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206416824382824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432691840621332,0.0,0.0,0.10115543814186924,0.0,0.09252441852505376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945944526255155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139404922538656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376659113706256,0.0,0.0,0.100796836705461,0.08426750070817743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382178591134073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157691741076216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013805089018737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24236007855803735,0.12303335644102904,0.21119501069643856,0.0,0.0,0.16824850676768102,0.1235779107071312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18750243944060574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527512473987593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798723353299923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823788829130098
anxiety,cali1979,2019/03/12,"Attachment/anxiety I was separated from my dad when I was young. We left my country during war with my mom. My dad stayed behind and join us few years later. 

how was had attachment issues growing up even before leaving my country and experiencing bad hardship. I remember hating going to school. I remember crying when my parents would go out and leaving me with the babysitter.

Fast forward to now. Anything that creates change creates anxiety and sadness in and me. When I moved back in 2008 I felt very sad leaving my condominium for a new house. And now I am sad once again as I’m moving out of my house into another condo across town. 

I get attached to things very easily. My mom is the same way. i’m attached to my parents, girlfriend, clothes, anything that I’ve had for a long time. It’s very hard for me to let go. I don’t know why that is. I don’t know why am like this. To a point it’s pathologic and is holding me back in life.

I’m very afraid to let things go. Change is very hard for me. I envy people who can just get up and pack and go and travel the world. Do any of you share the same feelings and you know what it’s from?
also how can I work to get over this?

thanks 

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anxiety,tallieanne,2019/03/12,"Samaritan in train horror. The train was filled to the brim because another one got cancelled. I was tired and suffers from anxiety, so I started crying silently and just couldn't stop. I started picking my arms and just knew I couldn't get out at my stop, as I was pushed even further to the back. I felt like I was being strangled.

After an hour of standing there, taking in the obvious stares, panicking even more because my stop was coming up soon. A lady, pushed her way over to me, asked me if I needed anything and what was wrong. I tried to say I have autism and anxiety, she just smiled and nodded taking my hand, saying she had an autistic sister as well so she knew what I was going through and that she wanted to help.

 At this point, after this wonderful lady, the people who've been standing beside me and ignoring me suddenly wanted to help. Before I would even say anything she just said ""I got this, she can't handle more people right now."" which was exactly right.
She even asked me for my stop and helped me push through to get off the train. I apologised and thanked her so many times while hulking.

This is in all honesty the most impactful stranger that I've ever met. I've never met her since. I never got her name. Which is sad because I really wanted to give her a proper thank you that wasn't in a hectic situation. I wanted to tell her how lucky we are to have people like her to stand up for people like me.

I've been watching people walk by, staring, whispering and even laughing when I had my attacks. She's the only stranger who actually stopped up and helped and in a terribly hectic moment where everyone was annoyed and on edge.

All I can do is tell my story and hope it inspires more to stop up and help. 
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anxiety,potatolot,2019/03/12,"Self-perception Not sure if this fits in this sub, but I have issues about how people see me. How do you guys get over this or any ideas about what I can do?",0.9987254901960796,2.51390573529412,2.0182352941176482,100.7787254901961,79.88235294117645,5.7098039215686285,14.274509803921573,6.42735559955562,-1.010949019607843,121,1,31,1,3,38,28,34,0.047,0.953,0.0,-0.1232,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,8,6,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,4,6,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,2,0,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539315811754294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19509129493983746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697345730753591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42153439920336827,0.0,0.38974298881559777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25887545323772315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29755939679069915,0.0,0.3895480314924007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35193447316720833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Citizen_Erased2000,2019/03/12,"Does anyone else get a sudden surge of anxiety when recieving notification on phone? A lot of the time when my phone vibrates to tell me I've got a message or email or something I get a very sudden and sharp overwhelming feeling of dread, sometimes I have to stop and take a deep breath before opening my phone. I don't know if it's fear of recieving mean texts or bad news, even though this almost never happens. I feel as though it's becoming a more frequent feeling every week. Does anyone else get this?",7.785757575757579,6.818217272727277,7.6269494949494945,75.6470909090909,63.141414141414145,10.344242424242424,34.95151515151515,9.3871,3.0631357575757567,406,15,76,6,5,130,67,99,0.147,0.821,0.032,-0.8992,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,3,7,0,2,1,1,0,1,17,13,11,0,1,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,4,7,0,8,12,2,12,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,6,9,42,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651562638384221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261730558601876,0.0,0.0,0.23064954244416944,0.33798606202598624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771190630752386,0.0,0.1821551972087937,0.14034557071250284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886674157050989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27556019638952056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893648575359094,0.0,0.13896290420873267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855951294594524,0.25018477012156604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585115684125701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13191173850680418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14584943243359427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064269266698534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402198743788622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796600503029089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272062577521301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697324209151,0.16312264701794654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13789111343679045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400885621370165,0.0,0.14415844013510953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32409105962133056,0.0,0.09617357747394792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608674180630126,0.0,0.0,0.1322990547556503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bean7797,2019/03/12,"New at internship, anxious to eat with new co-workers (Can't eat) Hello,

So I was invited by my new co-workers to go out and eat on a mexican restaurant. But I have a bad history eating with people outside my family. I cant get to sit on a table and eat the food, just looking at my full plate and comparing with others eating quickly makes me terribly anxious. Because I get anxious, I feel nausea, which makes me more anxious, and then beings the cycle. Its so terrible I can eat nothing and I wont feel hunger for 20h - but have a really upset stomach. So, I really dont want to miss this opportunity to meet my new coworkers, but Im fearing an anxious attack.

Theres a few things I learned of \~10y of this problem:

It generally begins when going to a restaurant (even with friends), aggravated by looking at my full plate, and then further anxiety caused by the other people eating faster. When Im eating a pizza on a sofa its totally okay, weirdly.

My mouth gets really dry, which makes every food feel ""sluggish"", terrible to eat (this is a symptom I wish I could solve, because it makes me unable to eat/swallow)

I dont chew properly so I end up swallowing little solid pieces, making my throat feel weird

Sometimes when I have those ""ghost burps"" (Like a silent burp releasing air/gas) my anxious is resetted, I dont know why, the food tastes normal and I can eat... for the next 5 seconds until anxious comes back

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Does anyone knows a way I can survive this simple lunch with coworkers? I desperately need a psycological trick or something to help.

Thanks so much in advance, may you all have a good and smooth day.

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anxiety,danwhitan,2019/03/12,"Student dealing with Anxiety some stuff I've learnt I'm 18 and I have just started University, nearing the end of my second term. Since joining university I've developed social anxiety which has now turned into general anxiety disorder. I've only seen the GP a couple times and now looking to start therapy. My experience with dealing with anxiety has been a roller coaster. I want to keep this post simple so I'll list some of the symptoms I've experienced.

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Depersonalisation: Felt like I wasn't in my body, when i first experienced this was on a tube and genuinely thought I was going to have a panic attack. One of the worst experiences of my life. 

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Heavy feeling in the front of the head: An actual physical sensation like wearing a headband which is too tight, all the time.

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Mental fog: You can't think properly and ideas don't come into your head as they used to. Can't articulate yourself clearly when you speak. Couldn't read properly for a few days. 

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Sensations of the ground moving underneath me: This one was super weird. Feels like the whole ground is shifting underneath you. Searched it up apparently it is a condition caused by the body being in an overly (hyper) stressful state - 'While the exact cause of this [anxiety symptom](https://www.anxietycentre.com/anxiety-symptoms.shtml) is unknown, it’s thought that an overly stimulated nervous system can cause the nervous system and the body’s sensory organs to send and receive errant sensory information. This errant information can be perceived as the feels like floor is moving symptom.'

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Derealisation: Everything around isn't perceived as I remember. People, including family members, don't look familiar. This one was very tough as well.

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As I experienced and eventually dealt with one of these symptoms another would appear a few days later. I noticed a cycle. Every week I would spend like 4 days of some symptom intensely, then next 4 days I'd appear to recover only to repeat the cycle. 

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Currently I am dealing with it a lot better. Especially since the symptoms aren't new to me anymore. Not to say it has definitely affected me and my life to the extent I've been missing a majority of my seminars and lectures. It has also affected my social life negatively.

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The toughest part about all of this was accepting it, which when I finally did helped me move forward and everything became at least 20% better. But as I've gone through this I've definitely found small things that have 100% helped. 

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Eating a large breakfast: I can't stress this enough. Don't miss breakfast in the morning! The body and brain needs energy to function in the day, having a proper meal first thing helps this drastically. When i first began doing this my anxiety improved immediately. When I say big breakfast I mean fatty as well, like bacon, full fat milk, because fat is the highest density of energy you can consume.

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Exercise: Either high intensity running or weightlifting. This has been scientifically approved and I can personally say from experience that it massively works. 

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Not drinking excessively: Every time I've got drunk, and I mean properly drunk, I've had the worst comedowns the following days after. This one is so clear and I am so stupid for still doing it. Alcohol changes the chemical makeup in your brain it also messes with your hormones, everything that goes towards stimulating anxiety.

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Spending time with others: This one is important too. The worst thing you can do is sulk/cry in your room as you let your symptoms persist. I know, trust me, it is horrible but staying in your room all day only makes it worse and harder to leave. Talk to your friends and if you can talk about your symptoms. The moment I admitted to my parents I had a problem I felt 50% better.

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What I've learnt, and truly believe, is that anxiety is a result of your belief symptoms/ perceptions of the world. It is not because of the things external to you. When we think of something in a particular way we evoke feelings which then go towards our mood. For example, when we are worried about speaking in public we feel anxious because of how we expect the situation to go. That is a problem of general anxiety disorder, it is almost impossible to not think about it all the time. So ultimately what we need to do is be open to interpreting things in different way and most importantly not letting anxiety getting in the way of the things you want to do. 

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One last thing, If you're reading this and worried that your anxiety/depression won't go away, it will trust me. Be strong and always stay optimistic, the only way you're getting out of it is through your own actions, not others. <3

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anxiety,thelookingglassss,2019/03/12,"I can't think of a specific question but I need to vent and hopefully be reassured I'm currently off work sick with anxiety. I've had generalised anxiety for as long as I can remember, since being a small child, and it's grown as I've got older or during particularly difficult times. I definitely sense a feeling of prolonged stress at the moment, but I'm also a little confused. My anxiety in the past has consisted of panic, worry, dread, acute awareness of my problems and worries, incredibly strong adrenaline/butterflies feeling and sometimes lightheadedness.

This current bout started a few weeks ago, and it presented itself as something else I've suspected in the past - arrhythmia. My heart was jolting just before I was falling asleep, and also beating heavily at night time. I thought this was work anxiety and carried on but it got unbearable and I wasn't sleeping well. Then I started to have night sweats as well as the heart stuff, waking up soaking wet at least 5 times through the night. 

This has progressed to me being off work unable to cope with the idea and in a muddled sleep routine. Since being off work I haven't felt much of a let up in my anxiety, and have been having regular panic attacks mostly at night but now during the day too. I have also got a new symptom of throat tightness and feeling like my tongue and tonsils are closing. The first time I felt this I had a panic attack and ended up at A&E demanding an ECG, to be told this is all anxiety. I had another ECG the following day and again was told it was clear. I just want to state I have been told once before after an ECG that I had an irregular heartbeat so this is something that I'm conscious of but never followed up. 

What I'm confused about is despite years and years of experience with anxiety and depression, these symptoms are so extreme and so.. new. Why now would my body be reacting this way? Are these symptoms as common as google makes them seem? Should I be worried about my throat or is this legitimately something that anxiety causes? Why could this time be so different to the others? Sorry that my post is long and waffly, I'm kinda in a panic state writing is and I don't know what I want to say, I just want to say it. 

Any advice or conversation would be hugely valuable to me. ",5.352963755813093,6.736499205949656,6.082112644866028,76.5647604635713,68.38215102974829,9.116970546984572,32.86107625304496,9.454032385205345,3.1813627961910385,1831,82,323,38,31,599,207,437,0.206,0.718,0.076,-0.9961,4,0,3,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,1,8,18,20,2,8,23,0,46,14,10,3,3,70,76,43,0,10,11,0,7,1,0,3,4,2,0,1,25,23,0,1,14,0,0,4,5,13,2,1,21,9,31,7,52,41,5,67,0,1,0,0,11,22,0,10,38,228,56,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652270303121875,0.059169577978827326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16013912311185016,0.0,0.07232326763173748,0.0,0.04539208216402031,0.06999287617578512,0.40850667735912416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15187483079526326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359814974554525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414386451522732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685703247504675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05329420071266815,0.0,0.0,0.08609606359593686,0.0,0.057491415278775174,0.0,0.0,0.06973922527832489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0557608057996588,0.0,0.059120418217664124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652940108633058,0.0,0.0,0.10125195556952687,0.04768599609597062,0.12818035164922814,0.0,0.0,0.05677725724271807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601574885621545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15819742208335613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629750920001501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535228188250136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03668388721727693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825608649916191,0.0,0.032610529764694175,0.06690073107703834,0.0,0.11814276078143487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04455594034041254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04906870681296288,0.04949405373561048,0.051481480474715006,0.1289345445088695,0.0,0.2505602714559037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108624767070597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132655445041253,0.0,0.0,0.12744027526496782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06392775736247369,0.0,0.0,0.06387044424339527,0.0,0.0,0.07477493580576622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561439339149469,0.0,0.0,0.10616407464994204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06076641621403495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043207645965164,0.0,0.13359580348600875,0.0,0.0,0.15416153102190938,0.0660171560411903,0.07472081969416393,0.0944915566490763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646155114226072,0.0,0.07641243209315694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20813547616056727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042770509905116966,0.0,0.052991802539872936,0.1946114223624205,0.0,0.0,0.19134658481473754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811210021971733,0.05298280167147496,0.05354257978013832,0.0,0.12003198588023595,0.0,0.12046243661709355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943782944327218,0.20336266891460708,0.0,0.09483413766554266,0.0,0.0,0.08596923138375545
anxiety,A__Cool_Name,2019/03/12,"I got a phone call. Anyone else? A coworker just called and I know she wants me to work for her but It literally makes me panic when I get a call! I’m relaxing and when they leave a voicemail, saying call me back.... 😫....  Just another thing to do my to do list for tomorrow. ",-0.7627631578947351,1.3997384035087703,2.094013157894736,92.73996710526316,94.78947368421049,6.358771929824562,17.651315789473685,7.6454224807358475,0.6252473684210518,207,6,48,5,8,72,40,57,0.107,0.816,0.076,-0.1882,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,5,2,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,8,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,10,1,5,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,0,4,31,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20285610995614506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352693508525048,0.19821914547485509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14875618188407572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7901632619437385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16160816315264034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107308741065664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547249133777055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631868649428708,0.0,0.0,0.20484260350780184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913378084641594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22697963426235665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15384445087307105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12852396702830324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410571331644258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14083870681890095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,VadJag,2019/03/12,"When you have a bad anxiety attack, anyone else get the weird gut feelings? Just curious. When I had a BAD one inhet this weird feeling someone has their hands in my lower torso and are just kind of squeezing random organs.

Don't know how else to explain it, but its the most annoying feeling ever. Is ALWAYS preceeded by tingly face.",4.756666666666668,6.677036730158732,5.431936507936507,78.56028571428574,70.5873015873016,7.5796825396825405,28.473015873015875,8.238735603445708,2.235212063492064,266,10,44,4,5,86,55,63,0.239,0.6940000000000001,0.067,-0.8722,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,0,6,7,2,0,4,0,6,3,3,1,1,13,12,5,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,1,5,4,1,4,11,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,3,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21035855817021976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933993128937386,0.0,0.0,0.1767709544793268,0.25903419600108063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876083995643963,0.0,0.0,0.42217235487542576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4223814052791992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286815382495471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834856999231663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13208303300897642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26326319460625025,0.13893801938235165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17131091310973118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21420548564257486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_anthonycameron_,2019/03/12,"Cant even think straight long enough to explain how i feel My mind is so messy idek what i feel anymore, its like i feel nothing and too much at the same time. I wish i could just relax but i cant, i try to write how i feel and i dont know what to say. Does this make any sense?
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anxiety,diepyrocynic,2019/03/12,Anyone else here? When it comes to dealing with situations it’s weird but like I feel like whatever I do/ask I know the outcome and I know I will become disappointed/sad so instead of having the courage to do it anyways I drop it all together just to save the sadness ,-0.06444444444444741,2.0217018148148185,2.249333333333336,88.55400000000002,104.92592592592592,5.122962962962963,23.91851851851852,6.742157984588678,1.3197318518518522,214,10,42,4,10,72,39,54,0.129,0.623,0.248,0.85,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,10,7,4,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,4,5,6,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21757892134335127,0.3188328146044414,0.0,0.0,0.290904114134842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34366538000280905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680474007014725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208049985109763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25994454469861683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15733807473376638,0.22230156766749865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34202433855533737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.304046155377331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497707254218099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cutthe_mustard,2019/03/12,"Anyone else use sex in a really unhealthy way when you’ve got zero self-esteem? I just seem to want to jump on anyone I can at the moment - came out of a relationship with a full blown narcissistic lair coke addict about two and a half months ago and it’s the longest I’ve been without sex since I lost my virginity at 17. (I was in a relationship with the guy I lost it to at that time for the next five years). I’m now 24 years old and female. I feel like it’s the only time I actually let go and feel completely free, however I know the fall out afterwards can be incredibly bad. I dunno what the point of me even posting this is, I just feel really confused and I hate myself for feeling like this. I just wondered what anyone else’s experiences were really (and I also understand there are way worse problems to have I am not sitting here thinking woe is me I hate my life bc I’m not sexually actively right now). ",3.397743161094226,4.608293622340426,5.338632218844985,80.70500000000001,72.88297872340425,8.77568389057751,25.662613981762924,9.23628265651192,1.9947784194528868,723,23,150,16,14,250,115,188,0.151,0.768,0.081,-0.9455,1,0,0,0,0,1,15.0,0,0,0,2,11,11,2,1,12,0,12,6,0,1,0,31,32,8,0,2,6,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,8,11,1,0,9,0,1,4,3,8,0,4,7,4,20,4,20,23,1,32,0,3,0,3,3,11,0,4,15,95,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.11745288705376684,0.13120892489839764,0.0,0.0,0.1066908688671504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962509382244849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524731437702443,0.2466437543468671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049462213427077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376584738288495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126193976579052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20108876969265616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949589302754699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177340618065587,0.0,0.0,0.24342822743756254,0.1719687897079531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840271478046361,0.0,0.0962619767002075,0.0,0.0,0.1191741958855096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376589159317005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06614608273928058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307509066014945,0.08501302345970747,0.11760252054048012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26277183073470656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606929512585936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12800301486937848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629637882414835,0.0,0.0,0.09153833790796406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377802773744,0.0,0.1152705192552036,0.0,0.0,0.11516717583649355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313149063273497,0.0,0.0,0.2584407488584664,0.0,0.10278581027011244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957018733745533,0.12556054205519995,0.0,0.0,0.09956209416010882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712109870550114,0.0,0.0,0.1403644403260631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757311906339048,0.12529781972263965,0.0,0.10395141253847466,0.0,0.0,0.0709907750267363,0.19107052436197225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602164767178927,0.1305240513584569,0.0,0.0,0.12265596262702172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15501432164103027
anxiety,IDunn0Dude,2019/03/12,"Im gonna try and reconcile with an old friend ahh Its been months since we've last talked and I just want to be her friend again. Eeee, i've been taking up some counseling and ahh trying to better myself before I talk to her again.

Hope she accepts it eeee!!

Hnngg I just need the courage to give it to her. I can do it. I can do it. Ahhhh!!",-0.6429429429429447,1.4185938648648673,1.4896396396396412,99.02728228228227,90.08108108108108,4.910510510510512,13.627627627627628,6.42735559955562,-0.8428120120120122,262,4,64,3,9,87,48,74,0.0,0.742,0.258,0.9594,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,12,13,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,10,6,7,9,1,6,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,2,5,39,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21309623719936385,0.0,0.0,0.2214836871506177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38696092775952295,0.0,0.0,0.24023386876810945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487320397006277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705057900893907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041326791723109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998896663283513,0.0,0.0,0.1856895845297922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627826194473939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20715707088871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882910910859448,0.4025699385601709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400490715693765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14770923752375606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,emxox97,2019/03/12,"2nd day of 40 mg citalopram ; need to rant and need some encouraging words please I was on 30 of citalopram and now I have gone up to 40 and I’m on my second day and I feel awful. I’m not allowed to have more ativan than my prescription and I slept horrible last night. I feel like shit. I’ve been on anti depressants for 6 months and tho I am better than when I started, I am still struggling. I feel like this is endless and sometimes I just wanna stop living and quit. Can anyone give me words of encouragement? Apart from anxiety I was also diagnosed with bpd and major depression. I feel like I’ll always be stuck here. I want to get better and live a fulfilling life :( ",1.458480392156865,3.850018279411767,3.129823529411766,88.7720392156863,83.11764705882355,6.273725490196076,20.83137254901961,7.554174236665415,0.8505790196078431,530,16,108,9,15,175,87,136,0.214,0.635,0.151,-0.8625,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,7,11,1,1,1,1,10,4,2,1,0,26,25,13,0,4,2,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,11,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,6,4,16,7,17,18,3,16,0,2,0,0,3,5,1,1,13,66,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573322739368895,0.13082426501925368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027712675268708,0.0,0.0,0.10993577060837542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781064705912775,0.0,0.0,0.1980200949665578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20279496474291087,0.0,0.2708362972132324,0.1595806387343337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179918787187853,0.33696592479761145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214386837986716,0.15082508833743855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281598199562812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105306615458314,0.23043740762350834,0.0,0.2776661085085383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549594583108525,0.0,0.0,0.2331615282529721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475455418448195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17258645623669172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16722874147823508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16138978290998668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15550010386807336,0.0,0.1112850640250208,0.0,0.12556053917294527,0.13144761229595647,0.0,0.16436629769446207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927357117129922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WhatElseIsOutThere,2019/03/12,"Mentality Podcast Hi r/anxiety, 
My friend and I have started a podcast about mental health at UIUC. We interview students there and share their stories as truthfully as we can in an attempt to shine a light on mental health in college. Here's all the ways you can access it:

Apple Podcasts: https://itunes.apple.com/us/podcast/mentality/id1453311131

Apple Podcasts: https://itunes.apple.com/us/podcast/mentality/id1453311131

Google Podcasts: https://www.google.com/podcasts?feed=aHR0cHM6Ly9mZWVkcy5idXp6c3Byb3V0LmNvbS8yNTg0NTAucnNz

Stitcher: https://www.stitcher.com/podcast/mentality?refid=stpr

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/7BLKdRMuR4xNwjsQCAQwsk?si=BmTmzYQtRAqm9gSRTpRKjw&fbclid=IwAR1hiw3ReoaUrnS8bb1Nv6D-F93AFbeLi51KDQrWLPoqdftjuLX77u7_XcE

Alternatively, you can go directly to our host site: http://www.buzzsprout.com/258450

Do note that we're making this on a student budget so only the most recent episode has a proper recording setup, but we hope you find it helpful regardless!",24.057047619047623,31.165888990476198,13.683809523809526,17.736190476190473,30.523809523809533,10.0,39.285714285714285,10.25414643259724,5.182428571428573,884,29,66,14,9,220,81,105,0.0,0.868,0.132,0.9191,0,0,0,0,0,0,68.0,4,3,1,1,4,4,0,0,7,0,6,2,0,1,2,13,10,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,10,4,10,10,2,10,0,0,1,0,13,6,0,2,2,45,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065116260657808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14580608178152524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17420208373920915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472546668634376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832059198093104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4051911144115528,0.0,0.0,0.12775306252728022,0.0,0.0,0.1893056947968716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12722488891736294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5762304400655153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495750618911274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18819141266017367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349054436564511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4585291275256001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15128692169179034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whapin,2019/03/12,"Hey guys, just wanted to ask, besides the obvious stuff, what are some little things that you find annoying? Personally I hate trying to relax in bed when my anxiety kicks in so I just end up laying there with my heart racing and breathing hard for no reason ",6.5378911564625835,7.107103469387759,6.914693877551024,74.57911564625853,65.3265306122449,9.798639455782316,28.578231292517003,9.725611199111238,2.621239455782312,206,6,36,4,3,67,44,49,0.21,0.737,0.052000000000000005,-0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,5,3,2,0,1,0,1,2,2,1,1,9,4,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,5,1,7,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,2,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215294575065542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26310076495872725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492650626942773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572235885905079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786617524320492,0.0,0.0,0.2521076354816632,0.2778556612131552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334980665097774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28206862246499553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24573541340621424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893587875007182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221721065334427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18697079859254026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19107373484214893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16599578145645394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nonmemorable,2019/03/12,"Stated therapy today with psychologist and saw my primary care physician who prescribed medication. An eventful day. My job loss seems to have triggered a depression and my family urged and forced me to seek therapy after two months of not getting better and just getting more anxious. 

Pcp prescribed starting 25 mg of sertraline if I wanted. Then met with therapist who after our first session recommended I do indeed take it as my depression seems moderate to severe. He is confident I can be helped with therapy. 

I am still feeling very anxious but hoping that it will get better. I don't think I will get a new job ever but one day at a time. 

Hope you all are having a good day or at least a better than yesterday day today!",6.385482026143791,7.533220375000003,7.222450980392157,70.19575163398694,65.83823529411765,10.456209150326798,34.22875816993464,10.504223727775694,3.9811366013071887,585,26,95,15,9,195,94,136,0.147,0.726,0.127,0.1465,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,1,0,5,3,10,0,0,6,0,11,2,0,1,2,23,27,10,0,4,6,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,2,2,13,7,14,22,3,21,0,3,1,0,7,2,0,6,18,68,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27463795402963603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225081650295523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239301984293749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31356351552418826,0.0,0.20938483752147447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995059518792667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458825371969475,0.0,0.06146026081417366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339193012587423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540232710471946,0.0,0.0,0.10195191356083123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147363387708469,0.0,0.0,0.2414568005433757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412428841591517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245068748301915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702151631011784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739552123559288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236667027334656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22131245376447214,0.0,0.13731897701481802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603501557658799,0.0,0.09707145373183527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139185381817706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4170153555341881,0.14113105091146136,0.0,0.07788550885178627,0.0,0.0,0.0708778534213997,0.0,0.23043385684658385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873848219554248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029299514157852,0.07169442253220437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PrestigiousPasta,2019/03/12,"I had a mental breakdown in my professor's office today. I had to leave my 8 AM lecture really early today after dissociating and consequently experiencing a really bad panic attack that I couldn't reign in.   


My school has a strict-ish attendance policy, and I felt guilty for leaving lecture, so I went to talk to my professor after my other classes were over. I apologized and explained that I have an anxiety disorder and can usually cope with whatever anxiety I'm experiencing at school, but couldn't today for whatever reason. My professor asked me if everything was okay and I just kind of started crying? Not like uncontrollable ugly sobbing or anything. She said I could hang out for a bit if I needed to and she talked to me about how many times she's ended up in her advisor's office crying during her undergrad.   


I feel embarrassed now and am debating on if I want to even show up to the next lecture. Is it normal for students to cry in front of their professors? Have any of you done it before? Should I feel embarrassed about it? ",6.15844591956267,7.228640908629444,7.63065989847716,67.34521671222181,66.30964467005076,11.340726278797344,32.412729402577106,11.20814326018867,4.143748457633736,837,34,139,26,13,289,120,197,0.198,0.745,0.057,-0.9793,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,0,7,10,1,4,6,1,16,0,0,2,0,29,27,14,0,10,7,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,9,0,0,5,1,0,4,3,7,0,0,8,6,28,3,30,15,1,26,0,1,0,0,13,10,1,4,13,104,34,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809100662895679,0.0,0.19819406109849905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065996134690027,0.0,0.1211015397610863,0.1473693878815041,0.0,0.0,0.10815970884841013,0.0,0.0,0.110228203743912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414231092104082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342640311807184,0.0,0.4268777423223566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484629918099567,0.0,0.0,0.13256343901712436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473316280800645,0.0,0.0,0.0855593310557029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642135935100968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099768746805682,0.0,0.12437781732542245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348950027176298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743263328159621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.063286244136042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133228046434306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054491011822622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960515756902976,0.0,0.0,0.13776626575591985,0.0,0.12692078044954913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15198618262223232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659720848029434,0.13318773404263942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322131544518287,0.0,0.0,0.2622009001085385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916884173001439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20823718800473093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553527082301313,0.0,0.3683636624873342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14266897951522303,0.0,0.07640549707780142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008401152184675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Muirasv,2019/03/12,"I feel obligated to try and fix any negative thing I come across. It's probably making me a worse person Any time I see something morally wrong or something that I don't like I feel this overwhelming urge to just try and fix it. Like when I catch a friends brother doing drugs or I see anything barely illegal going on. If I see something like that happen it's burned into my mind and I can't forget it. People tell me that it's not my problem and to just move on but I can't. I feel like I'm doing something morally bankrupt if I don't do anything about it. It's the only thing that causes me anxiety these days, I've gotten a handle on everything else over the last 3 years.

It's worse that it makes me feel like a busybody/anal/Mary Whitehouse type person. Is it really normal to just let things by and not do things about them? With the thing about my friends brother doing drugs, I barely know the two people but I feel like I NEED to tell my friend ""I SAW YOUR BROTHER SNORT CRUSHED UP COUGH TABLETS ONCE AND I DON'T EVEN KNOW IF THAT'S ACTUALLY A DRUG THING""

I just feel confused and all over the place. I don't really know why I'm making this post, really but I guess it's a vent thing. Sorry if any of this comes off as negative/narcissistic etc. ",2.0602348777348745,4.04613432046332,3.425699806949812,89.7231571750322,78.38223938223939,6.324388674388675,22.374678249678244,7.333567415737692,0.7641929214929206,995,30,209,13,24,325,121,259,0.161,0.778,0.061,-0.9712,0,0,8,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,1,0,9,13,0,2,11,0,13,4,0,4,1,47,38,18,0,7,15,3,6,6,3,0,4,0,0,2,28,11,0,0,9,0,0,5,9,4,0,1,2,11,30,9,21,35,2,21,2,1,4,0,12,10,0,8,11,131,58,1,0.0,0.0,0.08379295438322316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17517573411243464,0.0,0.06568735273187681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14132101380252984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820816615173398,0.0,0.1479321319655753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05537654889572969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987323426281119,0.0,0.07173013166599218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576343016940607,0.05671376758122185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717093897595373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604989651884046,0.18402833654578696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19901987198655907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048799699207599766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459122039130308,0.0,0.07593113322566789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156933471709884,0.06999235454661369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780393327135515,0.0,0.2516991166293637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17194892117965624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670031138434367,0.0,0.0,0.09126210488900216,0.0,0.06366864574903172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413057412705457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144462372694533,0.0,0.06530505945866492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190575229088398,0.1499499815470367,0.08971182786474623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223601483086705,0.0,0.0925782086694138,0.08216228781923715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16502412056652405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052725601659335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644157608425417,0.0,0.09612010009521843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15010156077895292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.399319479173082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05006922963027858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659492873475705,0.0,0.0838787300125032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748082470683403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17500983992894942,0.0,0.0938811312455917,0.0,0.055294971063874564
anxiety,plant-mom97,2019/03/12,"Scared of History Repeating Itself I've been talking to this guy who seems to rather like me, but my anxiety has been causing me to believe that he doesn't mean the things he says.

He seems to be honest in his words and actions thus far, but past experiences have clouded my mind and have made me afraid that he will be just like many of the others who came before him. Am I over reacting? Possibly. Will I really know? Who knows... 

Thanks for listening, reddit. ",3.3958707865168565,5.587595146067418,4.128525280898876,85.27795646067419,75.06741573033706,8.045505617977529,24.608146067415728,8.841846274778883,1.864538202247192,364,12,71,8,8,116,65,89,0.055,0.804,0.141,0.885,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,2,2,0,11,0,0,4,0,18,20,4,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,0,1,9,3,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,4,2,9,4,9,12,0,7,0,0,0,0,13,3,0,2,4,46,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16074449003239538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788002758487933,0.2367380950839591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403261850692768,0.0,0.21585550482798632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20554185397884975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20805606120166728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23095760514928115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20531220730489966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988246631566763,0.0,0.2130330276399208,0.0,0.2288869281024375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121656111795634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20058739004695772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368835406364029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13461098674396485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16709925183782234,0.2103710489363702,0.0,0.0,0.3825784840950056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16888992740789047,0.0,0.19345419506655026,0.0,0.0,0.13959722701586005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ultramarineyellow,2019/03/12,"My anxiety has shifted into overdrive I’ve always been anxious, and I’m medicated for it. However, in the last month and a half, my anxiety has skyrocketed. I literally cannot take two deep breaths in a row, ever, as I’m in panic mode for most of the day. The inside of my mouth has a permanent metallic taste and I bite my inner cheeks uncontrollably. I had university applications, which were stressful, but not enough to justify this. It’s been a week since those ended and I still feel like I can’t breathe.

All my coping mechanisms for anxiety don’t seem to be working. Any advice would be welcome.",3.8596551724137953,5.978986344827588,5.616758620689655,75.45410344827587,73.48275862068967,9.122758620689657,30.565517241379307,9.642632912329526,3.2403820689655163,480,22,87,13,10,164,81,116,0.111,0.823,0.066,-0.0129,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,3,7,0,13,6,4,0,2,13,18,6,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,4,2,10,2,12,11,3,13,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,2,8,60,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033274402445926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731341816259232,0.0,0.0,0.14149741034673438,0.0,0.4775279701876221,0.2350643196415247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341904739669453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18429174599631232,0.2149959955931372,0.0,0.0,0.1882147858503324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520843300278454,0.1486480600956578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696080275489477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165441398052504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096125981169145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16608262905691415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441299296319143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18942269489354085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17212090846362393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16616811255173655,0.0,0.2383479885022761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564457033220489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032579992898622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16690435910820944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15148030217286468,0.0,0.0,0.14780975285130551,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,blafc,2019/03/12,"I asked a girl out, she said no. Well, gues i lock myself in a garage again or just stay home till the next work shift.

That's all. ",-0.5177011494252888,1.2110376896551749,0.3868965517241385,109.50609195402299,85.89655172413794,3.866666666666666,9.666666666666666,3.1291,-2.4159747126436786,99,0,28,0,3,30,27,29,0.084,0.8370000000000001,0.08,-0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,4,1,3,1,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,17,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.369811581604331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39679650538327504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4207011796169609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762848072951743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4216330024226256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35567169689587674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28798514543278925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IAM_Mum,2019/03/12,"Bruxism – Causes And Repair Sharing These on here As Many Anxiety Sufferers may find this useful ​

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anxiety,FinnDenver,2019/03/12,Ringing in ears Anyone else have this? I read it can be caused by anxiety which I am feeling a lot more of lately (more than usual). This is a new symptom for me.,1.4143137254901958,3.0327161176470585,3.4064705882352966,90.82578431372549,79.0,5.7098039215686285,23.098039215686285,6.42735559955562,0.5181686274509811,124,4,27,1,3,42,30,34,0.054000000000000006,0.897,0.048,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,2,1,1,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,5,5,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,22,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377342343964282,0.0,0.0,0.2172939856811104,0.31841527949298604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31924107115705125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25960412812456496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713202890798886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505562495270638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642011343496407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30013859674681914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108489143626576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32300363457555986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34226354139153464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kiariehanata,2019/03/12,"That little voice that tries to take over. I started a new job a few weeks ago. Today is my first day out of training. I'm freaking out. I'm doubting myself. I know they wouldn't have graduated me from training if they thought I wasn't ready.

This is all on me. My anxiety is trying to convince me I'm not good enough.

How do you tell it to shut up? ",-0.6611999999999973,1.5000869466666698,1.495000000000001,97.7025,92.86666666666667,4.066666666666666,19.5,5.6839178017228535,-0.2953999999999999,271,9,63,2,10,90,55,75,0.158,0.815,0.028,-0.8134,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,2,1,1,4,0,1,2,0,7,0,0,1,1,10,14,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,1,12,2,10,11,3,14,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,2,7,42,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24259257015392666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20935734242741266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17649496634358267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827749979895208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23278416428338025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22954200551683385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27157594944756136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504022639211725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742899451296213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643128749813368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19370553558407413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20576631355534736,0.0,0.2392002611762923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172639727097126,0.0,0.0,0.2594078315557248,0.0,0.0,0.3716088928116691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21952213426607986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jochelle429,2019/03/12,"I need a new job So I’ve been itching to get a new job for about the past year, because my current job causes me too much unnecessary stress. I’ve applied to several jobs and have actually gotten a few interviews. The problem is that I always end up backing out of the interview. I know that I’m a fantastic worker, but even just the idea of having to talk about myself makes me almost as anxious as giving a speech. Additionally, I’ll start thinking about how anxious I’ll be at a new job, with new people, and new tasks; I get really uncomfortable if I’m at a new job and there’s times when we’re just standing around doing nothing. Even just writing all this out makes me anxious. If anyone has any tips/advice I would be so grateful, because I have no idea what to do.",5.684166666666663,5.521653955128208,6.752051282051284,77.52628205128207,67.14102564102564,9.241025641025642,32.07692307692307,8.841846274778883,2.536338461538461,611,23,120,9,9,206,97,156,0.11,0.812,0.078,-0.4381,7,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,16,2,0,1,11,0,11,1,1,4,1,28,23,12,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,8,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,11,0,19,18,3,21,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,3,14,78,15,9,0.0,0.0,0.09268511346083284,0.0,0.0,0.09281168895883428,0.0,0.0,0.09510704113703272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902954856401803,0.0,0.0,0.06458849637699557,0.0,0.0,0.32189531074081473,0.0,0.0664110310188916,0.0,0.0,0.08455081758952404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303244487457597,0.0,0.11579577205752113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975688701767789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412257679787083,0.0,0.0,0.12546453390380274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924447631190753,0.09111183343305368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144378646381633,0.0,0.0,0.5655078041547075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052197586091462835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267974965700707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981997390560354,0.07042520100386973,0.0,0.5503837650004234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911342339839155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066752795666057,0.0658459896801353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088139957328324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06084552673537918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072984369136049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06722612483640468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087973140576896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633995442718773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060858255280445375,0.0,0.0,0.055382606608605375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06746985448798701,0.0,0.0,0.0611629068886823
anxiety,SourMelissa,2019/03/12,"Wedding anxiety So I’ve battled depression/anxiety for years, and was always much more depression-driven. In the last 6 months, the anxiety has been creeping up, and while wedding planning is my biggest trigger, this morning, I woke up in the middle of a panic attack.

I’ve already been to the ER once in the last month because I was having so much issue that I hadn’t slept in over 30 hours. I’ve had problems with insomnia for a few years, but it seems that the meds aren’t working for that anymore. I’m even having issues making myself go to work, and I **love** what I do. It’s one of only a few things I’m passionate about.

I have an appointment with a counselor next week, but I set that up over a month ago. I’m struggling to hold on, but part of me still wants to pack up and run off and elope. I was having issues before, but the wedding planning seems to be my biggest trigger. I was visiting my hometown to do planning over the weekend, and I started spiraling during that.

Any encouragement is welcome, and I’m sorry for the rambling, but my mind is going 200mph, and the brakes went out.",3.9956678082191774,5.234788621004565,5.104289383561646,82.84629708904113,71.46575342465755,7.484132420091325,30.12585616438357,7.8658589789855275,2.05382397260274,864,36,165,11,16,285,119,219,0.076,0.865,0.059,0.3941,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,5,5,9,2,2,16,0,20,4,1,3,0,26,35,16,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,11,0,2,2,1,0,5,2,5,1,1,11,0,16,4,30,23,6,38,0,0,0,2,7,17,0,2,15,117,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11638875682367375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448918551821662,0.0,0.10925139451568122,0.0,0.0,0.08928791100384123,0.0,0.3013304257616851,0.0,0.13021345607167992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493717156085826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003873112128619,0.0,0.11172588919836987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672183721350056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14924064301277318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930319509303975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4111265381641949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140526308180169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850259130404565,0.0,0.08764318899124192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14584373442917078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257469237015332,0.0,0.3144051392780836,0.0,0.19303993639939984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13963811456892394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398292885680848,0.08897168870043352,0.09985890511473408,0.0,0.15405123936143794,0.0,0.14218416304565706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12563553530708949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390595938443983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14697862668822054,0.09293420017846894,0.0,0.10485565501756296,0.0,0.0,0.137262359026873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722930791876027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744362886011641,0.0,0.10532024243898748,0.0,0.0,0.1217156091643798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19117466116308848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16910467013001934
anxiety,pernix345,2019/03/12,Parents' divorce I have really really bad anxiety. My mom is finally getting divorced from my abusive Dad after they've been married for 30 years. I'm happy for her and I'm making sure to take care of all the pro bono lawyers and stuff. She's legally blind so she can't do much herself. I'm 25 but this situation is messing up my head really bad and kind of putting me into a crippling shutdown mode is there anyway I can cope with these feelings are these normal. rationally I don't know that it's a really good and happy thing but the huge change is really going to mess me up. How do I cook to this. I tried writing everything down. Please help. Just to make sure I am in no way I can study vorce it's just that huge change is sending my anxiety out of control and I would like to know how to get out of this mess thank you as I can't seem to function normally currently and it's been like that for the past 4 weeks. I'm also really scared of my dad to and how he's going to react.,0.7089506688963212,2.9204298365384638,2.970610367892977,89.87221571906359,84.76923076923076,6.309698996655519,21.543478260869566,7.586124646067393,0.9352907190635448,778,26,167,14,23,265,120,208,0.135,0.685,0.18,0.8512,2,0,0,0,2,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,9,16,0,1,5,0,18,3,1,7,3,33,35,15,0,3,4,4,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,13,11,1,1,4,1,0,4,4,6,0,0,2,2,21,10,28,32,2,20,0,0,1,0,15,9,0,1,8,106,34,2,0.0,0.14398489028003156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718190383050423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859295336226406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20293326764166889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390080349342987,0.0,0.257110453514576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629838431183086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092170417613538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614456830885451,0.0,0.0,0.1331225128526013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698150970327418,0.0,0.13812864938597333,0.10192773164224664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587269987632253,0.0,0.0,0.12471766333535315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145430919045159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654751007321524,0.13357173176932413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874000453621035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622351000216975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232627565709696,0.0,0.0,0.08933339187677296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23813348780696586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349369166590056,0.0,0.1160074596475977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339576769094824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216418570502607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4671044957263201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166572866218373,0.0,0.0,0.1106299803923382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659695012974932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391147675127229,0.0,0.0,0.2290679895952296,0.0,0.09137017663438386,0.0,0.0,0.11188205660678667,0.0,0.0,0.0807344852344298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250614395630175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645930557103707,0.09747842509533748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632645665254908,0.0,0.0,0.07825683144477254
anxiety,iEmpty,2019/03/12,"Fixing my sleep cured about 90% of my anxiety I only realised when I went to an interview yesterday and wasn’t in agony. I just casually went in there after working out for 2h, did my best, felt confident and left. Only to realise what a feat that was.

I still have depression and can’t feel pleasure in almost anything but atleast I’ve fixed my sleep issues and anxiety",3.9333333333333336,5.9063101111111145,5.151111111111113,79.50500000000002,72.8888888888889,8.688888888888886,30.055555555555557,9.2995712137729,2.9019555555555563,296,13,54,7,6,98,53,72,0.106,0.777,0.117,0.1901,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,2,0,5,2,2,0,0,10,9,6,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,6,2,8,3,10,3,1,11,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,1,4,37,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222600217316528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34011606948732875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18293303715052786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332889598123603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19146569960902526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240099306361707,0.0,0.21344178592269653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23202227566114905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24152838356123246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381366308272414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4449188431915653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17752817272573335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4121465777603052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618362322092198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Crush4885,2019/03/12,"Haircut anxiety vfdghb I’m usually ok with haircuts but now I’m sitting here waiting to get one and my hearts beating out of my chest and I’m starting to sweat. 

This is so stupid.",0.6008108108108097,3.0846593513513523,2.2851891891891896,91.85913513513515,90.62162162162159,5.122162162162162,29.021621621621623,6.742157984588678,1.6495772972972975,144,8,29,2,5,47,30,37,0.265,0.698,0.037000000000000005,-0.8957,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,1,1,3,3,0,0,6,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,5,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632326275718504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24807154906424303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5626587616134796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217473328603289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360769192502085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5229422921664065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tattooed_rabbit,2019/03/12,"Looking for others who have experienced arson/house fire and have anxiety or started having anxiety because of it I know that this is really specific, and this my not be the correct thread for this. If it's not, please point me in the right direction. 

I am coming up on the 2nd anniversary of the fire that changed everything. My husband and step daughter were living in an apartment block that was destroyed by arson. We were unharmed, but lost everything, including our cat and almost my entire body of work (artist). Other than my husband, step daughter and neighbors I barely knew and haven't kept in contact with, I don't know anyone else who has gone through it. 

I had anxiety before this happened but it got really bad afterwards and now I can see it in my husband and his daughter. For me, loud noises (especially beeping or sirens) can instantly cause a meltdown. I always feel like I'm being stared at, no idea why I think that. I have even worse a time dealing with crowds than I did before. I'm not scared to be around fires but I don't like the smell anymore, it makes me a little sick.

 We sought help but I think if I can see that others have had similar situations I might not feel so isolated. I also worry maybe I'm overreacting? It's been two years and I get that it's normal to have issues after a traumatic event but I still feel like it was yesterday some days. But it's been two years and while it's gotten a little better it's still in the way. 

Any comment is welcome, even if you didn't go through a fire or you went through something similar and lost everything. Just hoping to hear from someone. ",3.6195733708391913,5.637143873417723,4.54596343178622,83.31586732301923,73.87341772151899,7.592873886544773,27.210032817627763,8.401726058763845,1.9971757149554608,1288,49,242,23,27,417,169,316,0.155,0.762,0.083,-0.9633,0,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,3,2,0,4,9,11,1,1,13,0,30,2,1,2,1,53,59,26,0,5,17,6,7,3,1,1,1,2,1,0,27,17,0,2,9,1,0,6,9,5,0,2,18,15,31,6,28,37,1,34,0,2,4,0,22,14,0,10,16,169,58,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711418684175447,0.0,0.0,0.0855432183827812,0.08900693081923215,0.0,0.0,0.07274271374698066,0.0,0.2454934005959113,0.0,0.10608468777615103,0.07479534112160739,0.10960257079071192,0.0,0.09522525319506477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931480114486966,0.06520742216017125,0.0,0.18204579510734129,0.0,0.0,0.09460555113631118,0.0,0.11881864976004905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988681873717733,0.11315921383806855,0.09214448094716353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898627481187994,0.1102805324569114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893590278570801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130427532933404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884110174711427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16226050159369385,0.1528376138911007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05588698403186074,0.0,0.06079305278867175,0.0,0.08555302885067659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459249678680016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056204547580705,0.0,0.0716991897118016,0.0,0.0,0.1062445365790502,0.0,0.12342807722235175,0.0,0.12075518922781048,0.0,0.11164803739287303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757493288501553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567792213125771,0.21442244982796405,0.09445574988411988,0.0,0.0898271742967618,0.0,0.2335390024869809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140276143752725,0.0,0.1074649236983116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134774007999001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048070893283453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742004259175386,0.1011204550672114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705439768287828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135109929090146,0.0,0.0,0.10709481484126404,0.0,0.17048118176774835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023784547121885,0.0,0.0,0.09063464309477193,0.08235010444774461,0.0,0.0,0.07571333952024181,0.0,0.17085145820841524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708306869899115,0.0,0.0,0.06237459184026326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20898670050420012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849071598340577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916150592439056,0.09652305122771804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787484048128475,0.1086323995025058,0.10901073787439147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776929568904786
anxiety,aiellooz,2019/03/12,"Fear of plane Hi everyone! (by the way sorry for my english, past tense or more)  


Since Sunday, every news papers and tvnews talked about the crash from Ethiopie and my anxiety pop-up as it triggers a big fear in me. Letme explain.

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I took the plane at least 10 times in my life, but 2 or 3 years ago I began to dream about plane crashs while I was in it. It scared to F\*\*\* out of me. Everytime that it happened, I woke up with difficulties to catch my breath and a real sensation of death. It often occurs (in the dream) while the plane is in ascention phase and suddenly, motors shut down and the plane begin to fall like a rock... Each time, I have the same sensation that I really feel it. Like, I'm in THAT plane that is about to be destroy.

last night (since the news won't stop talking about it) I had a panic attack as a begin to think about the moment I'll take a flight (I'm suppose to go back in France in two months) and I had hard time to fall asleep. I know that plane is the safest way to travel, but I can't get rid of thoses nightmare. With that include, when anxiety come I begin to think about  ''Self-defeating prophecy'' and want to don't travel anymore...Sometimes, I often think that maybe I had the capacity to see my own death. 

​

I'm scared. ",3.919457364341085,4.833926837209301,4.452713178294577,88.6680620155039,71.32558139534885,7.593798449612403,24.41085271317829,7.793537801064563,1.0162620155038755,996,26,214,12,18,316,139,258,0.17800000000000002,0.76,0.062,-0.9839,0,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,0,0,0,0,10,9,2,5,17,0,12,3,2,1,0,31,34,16,2,1,4,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,15,12,0,1,6,5,1,8,3,7,0,1,7,3,20,2,41,25,5,45,0,0,1,0,4,14,0,4,23,128,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780335302116126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635371425139457,0.29554831306960594,0.0,0.0,0.18606854677333326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835332749127868,0.0,0.09351355494016267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475957574462408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246492591164842,0.11620725907243515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736988162115646,0.0614916239234204,0.08688096901990984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06353822471669733,0.0,0.06911596172551704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754273864423937,0.0,0.10894213509619026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683579939149915,0.09913153106421596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589946896800345,0.11882878237490133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221774727942626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707102629225928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141263733810313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426876666909338,0.0,0.0,0.11609419445596972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13842320233922514,0.0779089556292915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24351338792939944,0.0,0.09691050451883428,0.0,0.12686978355720102,0.0,0.0,0.20120049069303228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027922154030166,0.13613676451102746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167463613852386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143849098921394,0.19549723509096156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23377576124573424,0.0,0.0,0.2127420669560313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13511747809182445,0.0,0.0,0.11879907432352173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173100812387731,0.1930628497868961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29554831306960594,0.07831534140007873
anxiety,crypticlogie,2019/03/12,"Had my first bad anxiety/panic attack in a long time last night and couldnt sleep for hours I was just wondering what everyone does to cope with anxiety that really helps, it happened in the bathroom and i went really pale and warm and shakey, now i get anxious when i go to pee :/ and just feel really anxious non stop..",7.9847619047619025,6.403012873015873,8.146031746031749,74.06285714285717,63.12698412698413,12.844444444444447,33.698412698412696,11.855464076750405,3.8379460317460303,253,8,50,7,3,83,49,63,0.214,0.713,0.07400000000000001,-0.8245,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,2,0,3,2,2,0,0,12,9,6,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,3,2,5,1,6,5,0,13,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,9,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15870617929916375,0.4687410462495765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23601547257973945,0.0,0.0,0.1732202675529224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18154946918891068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19823672957129188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489790844312384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764652000565649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838918300923624,0.0,0.11790418535816835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18345601615717946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13905593099917482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20430611358794995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16910742644154247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18359539478463147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19468696876144034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3987121809311081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20760962517170264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734456823896732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209714778354557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19231731322239287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249813036581687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,caverdae,2019/03/12,"I wish I didn't have anxiety. I gag thinking about events I have to go to.

I pass out if it's too much.

I throw up a lot.

I'm not healthily losing weight anymore. ",-1.945135135135136,-0.09363848648648697,1.0095135135135145,101.00508108108109,96.02702702702706,4.0410810810810815,18.210810810810813,5.6839178017228535,-0.5406929729729728,124,4,32,1,5,43,29,37,0.0,0.732,0.268,0.7534,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,6,7,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,1,6,0,5,6,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770868716848818,0.0,0.3592113783695414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058502197187066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4052162646591089,0.0,0.3079348920798046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662633483755533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23208720829907198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4410697638370874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41651943509456585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lothlorien22,2019/03/12,"I want to feel JOY and CALMNESS I feel a range of emotions. I am happy, sad, mad, bored, intretained, interested, uninterested... but there are two underlying feelings that never leave me: WORRY and DREAD.   


I'm tired of them. I want them gone. I want to feel JOY and CALMNESS instead. ",2.030054945054946,4.866437500000004,3.645604395604393,82.15653846153847,87.46153846153847,6.048351648351648,24.736263736263727,7.447530270364453,1.584941758241758,218,9,40,4,7,72,36,52,0.201,0.397,0.402,0.9132,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,0,2,10,1,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,12,11,4,0,3,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,1,5,8,6,5,10,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29396040312144384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5285439906101556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27819000768500896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767101035874284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015533451643325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003597043349796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552808529741541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4624165560926538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653926928242155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zggzy,2019/03/12,"Psych told me he's given me everything, not sure what to do For reference I have GAD and SAD. I've taken Klonopin, Hydroxizine, and Buspar, and I don't want to try Xanax. My psychiatrist said these were the only medications that could help with the anxiety and none of them worked for me so there's nothing else he can prescribe me.

  
For depression I've taken Lexapro, Trintellix, and Abilify, and none of them did anything. He wanted to put me on Zoloft a few months ago but I think he just forgot about it or something idk.

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Idk what to do, any advice?",3.8976656472986733,5.8150494495412826,4.5058103975535175,84.32937818552499,72.8532110091743,8.147196738022426,26.790010193679922,8.841846274778883,2.0415374108053004,446,16,87,9,9,142,77,109,0.113,0.87,0.017,-0.7234,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,1,4,3,0,0,3,0,8,3,0,0,1,18,17,9,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,8,1,11,1,12,8,3,4,0,2,0,0,9,1,0,1,2,54,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123307288662604,0.1926121664411568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354308031001547,0.26402796978490883,0.14776288058054898,0.0,0.1662242634212611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17880901306189853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17348630510242985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18714931603155185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18151573789186184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19528390101463125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456431615124726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21889419197022827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734367266772158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20849311701520554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16525685622478092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21843384845454566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20669007218632046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16727845336692426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047907995140561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922898986309115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076274188033544,0.0,0.1475238789626564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563234721101144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15818781238063173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26402796978490883,0.0
anxiety,username-is-taken-co,2019/03/12,"Advice needed! Hey guys. Ive been dealing with anxiety for the last year and it has been ruining my life. I have a question about how anxiety feels for you guys. Sometimes when i am in class i get lost in what im doing and when i look around i feel as tho i just woke up. Do any of you experience that? Also, my head feels wrapped, and i am constantly aware of myself, my voice and my existence as a whole. Also, i have this feeling that danger is looming over me, even when relaxed and watching tv. In one year, i went from the best version of myself, working and going to uni to someone who watches 50 hours of netflix a week. I still go to work and my studies is going well, but still i feel stuck i this fuckedup dream/reality. Ive become empty inside, i literally feel nothing, no happines nor sadness. 

Thanks in advance and i hope you have a great day.",2.4960308285163784,4.303539450867054,4.050196531791912,86.56681695568403,76.45664739884394,6.463044315992294,27.140269749518303,7.3011,1.4206565703275542,667,27,135,8,15,222,110,173,0.098,0.7709999999999999,0.131,0.8653,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,3,0,5,14,10,1,0,6,0,14,2,1,1,0,22,32,19,0,2,2,0,6,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,7,10,0,0,7,3,0,5,2,4,1,1,6,10,27,6,21,26,3,24,0,3,3,0,9,7,0,2,12,99,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159873661674756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21539236298785006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915807547361624,0.0,0.20604557030523485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988555428217255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14873330616061933,0.0,0.0,0.14132868477196014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14553128048584088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868515180184697,0.13883967032408112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894878617752995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173387316769694,0.0,0.0,0.40856158464216097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035992904207679,0.0,0.2296095390309663,0.0,0.0,0.14847502055835896,0.0,0.2666905085027726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382110822760647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375848033861798,0.13262360002921778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14546756199443808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977466749519868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095121961123231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308954525023765,0.0,0.14700907490529214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985668380844173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922025435974754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125641209128588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508621047982711,0.0,0.0,0.15328484133434514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410612269337347,0.0,0.13319285407399634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21509653248467134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398676913402848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802478390543964,0.0,0.12108521283151905,0.1248411708273265,0.0,0.1503551268068161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19608387696507487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734471458207898
anxiety,Thing_finder,2019/03/12,"A couple of things that helped my social anxiety First time posting in this subreddit. So, apologies if this kind of post is not allowed. 

To all the youngsters out there suffering from social anxiety, I just want to say as you grow older, things do get better. This is not a promise. For some, it may not get better. To me, it did. I used to get anxious to call someone or answer the phone when someone called. I'd panic when someone knocked on the door.I hated social gatherings and avoided them at all cost. When I did attend, I was extremely awkward and made people uncomfortable. I would get easily intimidated by people. These people did not have to be better than me in any way; They just had to roll their eyes or smirk. That was enough for me. If I said something that I thought was stupid, I'd keep playing it over and over in my head and lose sleep over it. Although I was better at my job than most people in my team, I did not, understandably, get promoted because of my anxiety. 
I'm now in my 30s and I'm not as anxious. Life is the greatest teacher. I'm certainly not free of anxiety but I'm a lot more confident and I care a lot less about what people think of me. 

Here are a couple of things that helped me (and the reason I'm setting aside my anxiety to make this post):
	1. Shift in attitude. 
	I realized that I find a lot of things cringeworthy. Someone proclaims their love to their partner in public? I cringe. Someone cries in public? I cringe. This goes on for a lot of things. It was this attitude that made me cringe about the things that I did myself. I've since made a conscious effort to be less embarrassed for others and consequently less embarrassed for myself.

	2. Yawning.
	Yes, yawing. When I'm at a party or any social gathering and I'm starting to feel stressed, I yawn. Something about yawning relaxes me and makes me more confident. I fake yawn a couple of times and then I don't have to try. The yawning comes naturally. It has worked wonders for me. Try this. It might work for you too. 

That's it from me. Stay strong. Be happy. Remember: it's only embarrassing if you're embarrassed. 
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anxiety,nat_str_beer,2019/03/12,"Understanding my Anxiety - Writing Challenge Hello everyone!  


Let me just start by saying that I am not at all familiar with Reddit, but I really think this is the platform I need to share my story, and in a way, my feelings. 

I have been suffering from **Panic Disorder** and **Generalized Anxiety** for six years, and recently, because I really need to start training myself and my anxiety in order to tackle my professional life, I decided that perhaps a good way to find myself slowly again is to start writing my story from the beginning, by trying to unearth details of events that I might have suppressed in the process. I am hoping this will help me understand my anxiety and how my condition evolved to where it is now. I decided I would give myself complete freedom as to the way I would write this, as the main point of it is ""*to just write and let it out!*""

The reason I came to Reddit is simple - there are thousands like me who may experience the same symptoms, and would perhaps like to have a read. I am not promising a novel, or journalism-quality articles, but I am trying to give myself a written version of important events that have shaped me into who I am, today, not anxiety-free, but wanting to get better...",4.20486842105263,6.490032030701759,5.67617543859649,74.67189473684212,72.99122807017544,8.945964912280703,31.136842105263167,9.516144504307137,3.417922105263158,965,45,160,25,20,325,119,228,0.063,0.809,0.128,0.9532,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,0,2,7,10,0,1,12,0,24,2,0,2,1,46,41,14,0,7,9,0,1,2,0,6,2,1,0,0,12,11,0,1,8,2,0,1,3,2,0,2,3,2,31,8,30,30,4,26,0,1,0,0,12,10,0,4,13,135,43,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3828523756839989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626931037347033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065458353720617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14309891877833888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118132943456218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339332066904814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955332048087973,0.0,0.12238706764138095,0.0,0.0,0.06326220823454758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435339458026254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06536773866774148,0.2400445743165681,0.0,0.10494103181723732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386235143943263,0.0,0.0,0.12426802451918645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25587836203836284,0.08837285058300702,0.12225032769049365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327278830425635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18554326874076232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467962025843579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827468587369555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514946116688047,0.0,0.1603045182379439,0.12863967796908746,0.12353656401012435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949694936391937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656724035385221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004301753781966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016902652484535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859496236270985,0.0,0.0,0.16989056341262027,0.0,0.0,0.26049951054789805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379642434647768,0.2979328262850283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666356041172711,0.0,0.0,0.08057034632524113
anxiety,mokmi21,2019/03/12,"Maybe A strange anxiety but does anyone get super anxious about Vomit? This anxiety/phobia is something that I have been dealing with for a really long time, I have no idea when it started or where it came from. But if someone around me is sick or feels sick it makes me super anxious and I start to get very panicky, not only that they will throw up but that it will get passed to me and then ill be sick and it will affect all the plans I have and it ends up being this really big spiral. It has caused panic attacks in the past and it always seems to take me a log time to calm down afterwards 

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A lot of people that know about this (friends/family) think that it is really weird and don't understand why it makes me anxious just wondering if anyone else deals with this or has advice on how to? ",17.398333333333333,6.661391487654325,15.064259259259265,59.194166666666696,56.96296296296296,18.422222222222224,50.99382716049383,11.698219412168324,5.728760493827161,639,17,129,9,4,204,98,162,0.233,0.696,0.071,-0.9823,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,3,7,6,1,1,6,0,15,5,0,5,1,34,30,17,0,2,10,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,19,10,0,0,7,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,2,1,10,3,18,23,2,21,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,8,10,91,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277064670027357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874260073435724,0.14160002298336669,0.1587998091052265,0.0,0.0,0.09997570076176793,0.4429195647726044,0.0,0.18275969840810585,0.13390494970733482,0.0,0.1163397231284099,0.0,0.14867607780602404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14947186531159531,0.0,0.13425222447198012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694664741128908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436565031834255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091727688937808,0.0,0.11575047495135385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320069318145105,0.0,0.0660796066754052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20483672231660235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14753045867259834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182251913084439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565446494447665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111059735074326,0.0,0.0,0.1744700532164371,0.0,0.1312933182069526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939385301945024,0.0,0.15333380858684856,0.0,0.0,0.12475615730204595,0.0906023670367467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511655807408777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897313567657812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073122863625526,0.1006097440499405,0.0,0.0,0.18500279414050946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826085463419566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837393743934932,0.0,0.0,0.15241004883607687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360504610613659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078310046762033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179252842976324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172519047996535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587998091052265,0.0
anxiety,countrystoregurl,2019/03/12,"Does anyone else over-analyze every interaction they have? I do this constantly. Then I’m convinced everyone must hate me over a sentence I said. I do this for hours, analyzing every world I said. Then I have panic attacks for days about it. ",3.1660000000000004,5.999084711111107,4.7022222222222245,77.38000000000002,79.66666666666667,8.044444444444443,26.777777777777786,8.841846274778883,2.6875777777777783,192,8,33,5,5,64,32,45,0.21600000000000005,0.6970000000000001,0.087,-0.7845,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,1,4,2,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,1,9,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,7,1,4,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,5,22,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17175497466133827,0.2516839483139683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794473420425413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26544613645053217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584154267446962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149584349684306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20519804222031712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4139192272105061,0.23471650637306166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24251550367493674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419027862078193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882018808080131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4673137288434594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,narcolepticwombat,2019/03/12,"I want to call off my interview Hello, I'm a 17 year old and this would be my first job. It's at McDonald's and I felt like because McDonald's is normally a very entry level job, I would feel ok there. Yesterday I was fine-ish (had a bit of a hard time sleeping) but today I just can't handle it. If I'm like this for the interview, how bad will my anxiety be when I actually start working? I've had my first panic attacks in a while just because of this. I feel like a disappointment and a wuss. I feel like I will have disappointed my parents again and I just want to be like a normal person. I'm so jealous of my friends who can work without crying and having panic attacks everyday. I would trade everything I have just to not feel this way.",2.2023076923076914,3.7453392307692326,4.445128205128206,84.56653846153847,76.56410256410257,7.876923076923077,26.102564102564106,8.617729084823388,1.8497333333333328,584,22,124,12,13,203,88,156,0.224,0.622,0.154,-0.9522,3,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,4,9,15,3,2,9,1,17,1,1,1,0,26,28,11,0,8,8,1,6,5,1,5,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,5,0,1,0,3,8,0,2,4,6,18,7,11,16,1,17,0,2,0,0,8,4,0,1,17,82,25,7,0.0,0.0,0.1256769611641675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852125323694194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930262733883048,0.0,0.0,0.10753127522012136,0.15701400369971674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406014073161332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150532658469818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146582704330235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574492356871845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260473119506444,0.18401007797859972,0.12365515263029092,0.0,0.0,0.2190913137604852,0.0,0.0,0.09950006300911723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153673295794573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556012851363247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31459268004217433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25236668106792304,0.0,0.0,0.13513967595697707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022062135191689,0.1430020704957568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245132807507097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887942074020858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115568579254768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750963929375927,0.0,0.12207446067103475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626227810908953,0.15192312594180976,0.10222465991348556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414550612089485,0.0,0.1875160846170028,0.0,0.0,0.2744585176287893,0.0,0.0,0.08293422737174312
anxiety,Estridde,2019/03/12,"My Impossible Work Situation My job is making my anxiety unmanageable and I'm going to go into it in detail so if it might be triggering to hear about a terrible job, please don't read this. 

Really, my boss (chair of my department/director of some plays) is the problem in a lot of ways that make my anxiety so much worse to deal with. To start, I am a professor that does costume designs for all of the school's plays. It's a stressful job on a good day, but I manage, or I did. This last year it's gotten so much worse. I've already accepted a new position with a different university come next fall, but I am stuck on contract until then. 

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Here's some of the things that are currently just ruining my state of mind:

1.  My boss, the chair of the department, calls meetings without saying what they for, generally within an hour or two of when the meeting takes place, time ranges from 9 am to 9 pm. This happens three+ times a week. They then will often show up late, especially if it’s just me they are meeting. They have shown up an hour and forty-five minutes late to meetings three times this semester alone. Thirty minutes late is practically expected. 
2. I get vaguely threatening text that I had ""better handle"" things when it's the first time I hear about them. This could also be from 6 am to 2 am when I get these messages that are supposed to be dealt with immediately. 
3. I have been expected to come in every single holiday break this year where I am expected to stay around to handle 'problems.' The only break I have had in years has been Christmas Eve-New Year's day in years. I've literally worked every other major holiday and school break. 
4. I cannot get a cast list for any show this director does. I have to show up to rehearsals and track everyone down to figure out their characters. They also change the cast list frequently without telling me. I begged for weeks in person, by email, calling, and texting to know who was playing what role because she couldn't make up her mind. They sent me an angry text saying she didn't care if I knew who the actors were and was tired of me 'going back and forth with them.' I still needed costumes. 
5. I teach an absurd number of classes, more than three times the amount that most professors teach, the university wide limit. I have no choice in the matter and when I said it was too much with my other responsibilities, they shit talked my unemployed SO who is currently working on his masters and that I should be happy to work so much. They also shit talked my relationship to my coworkers. They didn't even actually know if he was employed or not! I didn't tell them one way or the other.
6. I am micromanaged to the point of suffocation. I can't even give extra credit without a month's notice and approval. I am expected to do things on committees. I can't do those things because my boss won't approve of them or give me any information that I need from them specifically. It's gone to the point of the dean getting involved. The dean went to them, of course, not me so I am nearly certain the dean was told it was my fault for not providing the information that was needed. 
7. I got seriously ill not so long ago, the most acutely ill I think I have ever been, and missed two days of work. I was not supposed to be at work yet when I came back, but I did to try to minimize the explosion I knew was coming. The next week they called me into one of those no warning meetings to tell me I was terrible at my job due to it and has been taking it out on me since then. Funny enough, I had the Skype interview for the job I just accepted not ten minutes after her yelling at me. 
8. I had a relative that was murdered in a home invasion a month or so ago and was having a rough few days. They asked what my problem was so I told them. She didn't look up from texting and just ignored me entirely. 
9. I've been told by all of my coworkers not to say I am leaving because my boss will retaliate if I do. So now I'm dealing with how to go about leaving on top of all the other stress. I'd like to tell students because I really care about them and their futures. I tend to be the person that they go to when figuring out how to get internships or recommendation letters. I don't want to leave them hanging. I'm seriously considering mailing a letter and changing my phone number, but I know they have my personal email so that won't work.

There is more, but it gets extremely specific in ways I don't want to mention.

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So yeh, that kind of recounts my past month, though it's been repeated over and over since last fall. It didn't used to be this bad. There were problems in past years, but all those issues have been cranked up ten-fold. Due to the amount of stress put on me right now, I've thrown up at least once a day over the past week, I'm hardly able to sleep at night, and I've been having panic attacks at work. I am on medication, but it's just not helping enough for all of this. I feel so stuck. I know I have another job. Everyone in my life keeps telling me it'll be ok because I leave soon and if stuff ends up bad, it just does. That makes me look bad and unprofessional, however. I hate the idea of doing a poor job even if I feel like I have to work with my hands tied and a blindfold on. ",3.880848427887905,5.030323863721809,4.9926999316473015,83.87909432672592,71.64097744360902,8.384415584415585,27.352016404647983,8.804629290495532,1.9175428571428568,4157,144,864,76,77,1370,400,1064,0.14,0.804,0.056,-0.9985,14,1,0,0,1,0,118.0,0,0,24,16,53,40,5,4,52,1,94,9,4,12,7,141,160,71,1,23,38,0,5,2,0,7,5,8,1,3,59,38,0,3,16,10,2,17,27,24,0,9,48,15,121,16,136,95,25,147,0,2,2,0,82,53,2,21,71,595,180,38,0.043638733092360577,0.0,0.042585108535216167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773662077517813,0.0,0.0,0.045196566730381686,0.04815642711326045,0.10469363726316223,0.0,0.09456509814700516,0.10605167440915897,0.059351669877452135,0.04575901657857165,0.06676702274238161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038847724400884534,0.04079632464540641,0.04964535878461677,0.0,0.06711098417957452,0.10930955802306626,0.1330088332651317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038594913156163486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368007677046986,0.04991108516651625,0.08898519351352634,0.0,0.09232798664440572,0.11277271356470862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03484197745822025,0.0,0.0,0.14071686351129012,0.08997923529576772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045593188050638285,0.0,0.0,0.11456564821607275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038650964857622316,0.09018095330613612,0.0,0.08646891492243107,0.03947373244665919,0.07353502950687793,0.08339735913314586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04413010929743437,0.03117551964061356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037119084075504766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367966215108293,0.08372449837327446,0.12400448835693635,0.03660209889220396,0.0349018813280956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038589587554445234,0.04645424283576243,0.039091733330038535,0.0430842143738888,0.0,0.0,0.09836804752321296,0.0,0.029250122926794807,0.0,0.04377320737644865,0.0,0.08595072348519532,0.0,0.0,0.04926281793642704,0.0,0.045547499649628335,0.3031329631903206,0.03878811105115903,0.0,0.045443025206519806,0.09593082582438958,0.07114278370878521,0.14767917509281397,0.18482846963668373,0.0,0.0,0.030823327733793787,0.04263936142275285,0.0,0.0,0.038618905555892896,0.07329109020361578,0.0,0.0,0.037100090339261864,0.0,0.0,0.11651677279786632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04396143256298569,0.0,0.04629379963918755,0.08812536083770181,0.0,0.10449606124957048,0.0,0.12831795983947522,0.0970727029308184,0.0,0.08429312070151919,0.092820575428717,0.040951994838328634,0.0,0.0,0.04968298686122799,0.0,0.04647382652918673,0.05914146984534551,0.03318922295336565,0.0,0.051200650793583234,0.0,0.0,0.12497432568669513,0.0,0.11431097553554108,0.045593188050638285,0.04790222446981097,0.0825054161146961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16702549611901138,0.0,0.043868979856779386,0.0,0.0,0.043650542353289315,0.0,0.05591217970517953,0.0,0.0,0.04685166800123952,0.0,0.03726723962288924,0.04151042834016084,0.10410981625661683,0.0,0.08832945530047619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958906482772609,0.07219682192845116,0.049051764387055816,0.04367024846350588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030887719890099394,0.046513083158262615,0.034849948618008726,0.0,0.14996406395223116,0.0,0.049955908915333656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562179275622594,0.07015032130761842,0.1907108808887179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596654080103085,0.02796193811077169,0.04287483369729442,0.0,0.1272304809977544,0.05015630417269959,0.0,0.12509603869971878,0.0,0.029627835248040538,0.0,0.08525740255063065,0.0,0.0,0.03768985417372934,0.0,0.0,0.05147851083692409,0.10391518533865997,0.14001743775555664,0.0,0.0,0.04045354277437668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12619854434764105,0.0,0.2859256568343708,0.0,0.08894319436476758,0.0,0.0,0.10605167440915897,0.16861148015648894
anxiety,haenbo,2019/03/12,"Celexa helped my anxiety but now I’m depressed? I’ve been taking Celexa for about two years now and I take 20mg a day. I even did 40mg a day for a bit to see if it helped but I constantly feel depressed and tired and unmotivated. Before Celexa I felt constantly anxious and a little depressed. About half a year on Celexa I felt fine but one day I just felt this intense depression that lasted for a week that scared me so bad I went back to my doctor to talk to her about it. She suggested amping up the dose and I feel like it helped a little but there was still constant feelings of depression and tiredness. She didn’t want to start me on a new medication because i was still about a year in on Celexa but now it’s been about two years on Celexa and I’d like to try something else because I feel like the sadness never ends. 

Has anyone else had this experience? What’s the best way to bring this up to my doctor to talk about other options? I just want my concerns to be heard.",2.321606160616064,4.2088645049504985,3.3322112211221118,91.16028602860287,77.21782178217822,6.271067106710671,22.60836083608361,7.1686216300943375,0.6206624862486243,778,23,168,9,18,249,101,202,0.213,0.688,0.099,-0.9841,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,17,13,0,1,12,0,9,5,0,0,1,26,26,14,0,3,8,0,7,3,0,0,5,1,0,0,11,7,0,0,7,0,0,2,2,8,0,4,12,9,20,5,27,13,2,34,0,6,1,0,10,9,0,2,25,109,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498356594700813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412290868945921,0.1094615531782952,0.0,0.0677498648871565,0.0992783674892632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450476519817488,0.08090163931667793,0.11813019299714468,0.0,0.08244883863651728,0.0,0.10168326531878098,0.0,0.10578210217280716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141208558552932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874639808102798,0.0,0.41726915728137737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19834825974317216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16188340003481555,0.0,0.08581847209078781,0.0,0.0,0.06399693762994503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477998325955687,0.0,0.0,0.19596812483497011,0.13844081109225825,0.2790975333622551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19483608240767256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898075792756444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420111320004691,0.19422455712847828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760954189306938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472988399787285,0.09357989966118713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06565723000741637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700683393921464,0.0,0.07721120632225482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459299424421185,0.0,0.0,0.06858139084240268,0.0,0.15475781025684612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145703011837932,0.15575790703994322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136429337993692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578401242273257,0.0,0.18930083759297006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430004818269515,0.07690918338559195,0.07772175040462914,0.0,0.0,0.08982081674661463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24958375825457066
anxiety,shadowconjuress,2019/03/12,"How do you guys not dwell on feeling guilty when you do something wrong? Hi everyone. I've been having a hard time these past few days. I asked an online friend for her honest opinion about something, ended up getting very defensive about it, and it turned into an argument. I've since acknowledged it was wrong of me and apologized for what I did, but I can't get over this feeling of guilt. I feel terrible so I wanted to see if anyone has advice on how to not dwell on your mistakes.",4.316205357142857,5.622442614583335,4.8773214285714275,84.52125000000002,70.77083333333334,7.985714285714287,27.255952380952376,8.418075326091056,1.8290702380952373,385,13,75,6,7,123,71,96,0.239,0.6920000000000001,0.069,-0.9244,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,0,6,10,1,3,3,0,8,0,0,2,0,17,17,8,0,3,4,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,3,5,10,2,14,14,1,11,0,0,1,0,9,6,0,2,5,52,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20768465133187208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14860791756376932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19868953456245714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706611249498998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18824103113944526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20308425592167406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223890002117462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420236066481564,0.0,0.2220792950831312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21044094607542468,0.0,0.0,0.1903876971294671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028866637601411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16936117294474518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758093783022652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272363585651958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392961999064678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311747216699085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17536186799735842,0.12535738754726936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4647426375628652,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sparkledustbunny,2019/03/12,"Anxiety controls my life I didn’t acknowledge my anxiety problems till recently being out of highschool for 3ish years now. I assume because I had less reason to be anxious. Was only about minimal things like family, boys and reflecting on myself and I didn’t think about my future that much. But now being in my 3rd year of college anxiety is almost an everyday thing. Even just typing I feel it a little bit because for half a second I thought about school. I’m in my 3rd year at a community college not knowing what I want to do.....I thought nursing would be the way to go as a fall back plan but thinking about the high stress and future mental breakdowns triggers my anxiety. My relationship triggers it thinking I’m just not worthy enough to be in a relationship in general. I feel like I shouldn’t be in a relationship when I don’t know what to do with my life....Yesterday I officially decided to not go towards nursing and it was strange to feel relief from that. Seeing the reddit page I follow that has nursing students triggers it thinking about all the issues I’d face going down that path when I don’t know how to even cope with stress or with my anxiety. I’ve tried herbal tea and that didn’t help so I’m still finding other ways. Truly I’m just venting here. Needed to get it off my chest ",4.496412417763158,5.959064253906249,5.567080592105267,79.14749177631582,70.5234375,8.358223684210527,30.66118421052632,8.841846274778883,2.603425,1043,44,191,19,19,345,136,256,0.102,0.831,0.067,-0.4157,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,19,6,0,2,11,0,19,4,2,6,1,49,43,14,0,5,9,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,15,9,1,1,18,0,0,5,9,3,0,2,8,4,24,3,35,27,6,34,0,0,1,0,5,13,0,3,16,135,39,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973723257225004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4191751997013807,0.12380401477596133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426693011061137,0.0,0.1336084838434908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964245490928485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229130226913669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323440093237892,0.0,0.1447645786470538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033104539886999,0.0,0.16623398753876473,0.0782901746065328,0.0,0.0,0.10016206779247258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05725556198756718,0.0,0.1868453162745853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345498190888357,0.11578645683851076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438210947460616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806812169577168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15481145065433832,0.1070789866337792,0.10983664694315992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043961350912687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056028894462451,0.08125861733385249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334712909449374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486156610734533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267541460256313,0.10820560023293707,0.3529716884313808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090959442044628,0.08732798915085806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751766109387303,0.0,0.25106692445163176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561169841738095,0.2808800035753046,0.0,0.1740023408638463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440351986181136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06463824257570193,0.17397278587428205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784865373843652,0.0,0.0,0.21171454997851102
anxiety,DepressionInMyMind,2019/03/12,"Do meds actually work My anxiety has been growing since i was maybe 19 and i am now 27. I have to pep talk myself and fake being confident everyday during social events and its really just fatiguing and draining to the point where I’m questioning if my life is really worth continuing, know what I mean?

I’ve always had a mindset that meds will do more damage or won’t work but that has changed now and I am just curious if they are actually effective at dropping anxiety to “normal levels”. 

Thanks for answering if ya got the time. 👍",3.685950854700856,5.780069625000002,5.595512820512823,75.52726495726499,73.90384615384616,10.006837606837607,27.901709401709404,10.25414643259724,3.3294927350427344,427,17,78,14,9,147,77,104,0.098,0.755,0.147,0.8106,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,3,5,4,0,0,3,0,15,2,0,1,0,18,20,10,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,5,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,4,0,10,1,5,13,1,12,0,2,0,0,5,4,0,5,6,53,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.3758824657492095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602513093639529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29466348686637844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037359564838264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15403277887670494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058430886773788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603286253918184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19348374980289304,0.2097882805165078,0.427850820731604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18869848831887853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18206093816345786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21574622434253887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24675771291760434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15931343361072556,0.0,0.0,0.1963224782541669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15479751404414888,0.0,0.17731210461941824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123014794628164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28041737960788843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FreemanC17,2019/03/12,"Pre performance review I got a notification on my work phone that my boss is setting up the yearly performance reviews this thursday (two days from posting).

I've typically always dreaded these, as i have a nasty habit of staying on social media, even though the work is getting done.

How do you guys normally handle pre-review anxiety and worry?",7.5150000000000015,8.749668725806451,7.96467741935484,65.56701612903228,63.354838709677416,10.070967741935485,36.467741935483865,10.125756701596842,4.146277419354838,279,13,41,6,4,92,51,62,0.18600000000000005,0.8140000000000001,0.0,-0.8979,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,4,3,1,0,1,4,0,5,0,0,2,0,4,7,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,5,0,6,5,0,9,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,28,8,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177055469308196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001539825896026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16873623829522033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26774869153990305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728108376566375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13669616863523246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092575124891315,0.0,0.0,0.2590648627708938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563517750184515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505789196267611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26670916245724874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788735652499921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25706009838096505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555843882929587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809542601476859,0.2657082513735007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16848766490540087
anxiety,TLMozart,2019/03/12,"Nervous to go to Doctor Hello, I'm new to this sub, and I think I've had anxiety for a little less than a year. It's gotten worse over the past few months and I think I need to go see a doctor to maybe get some medication.

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Well, I'm really nervous about this and am afraid the doctor will think I'm just ""looking for drugs."" Any tips on building up the courage to go to the doctor?",1.8631497418244443,3.381406192771088,3.5354905335628253,90.83373493975904,77.43373493975903,6.1886402753872645,21.49569707401033,6.868970318607317,0.3779962134251291,306,8,68,3,7,102,52,83,0.115,0.8190000000000001,0.066,-0.4576,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,3,7,0,3,6,0,0,0,9,17,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,2,2,3,2,14,14,3,11,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,1,4,38,6,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17082883948445873,0.1915789738465369,0.10721690227475278,0.0,0.1206125011701765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6455029931597349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18284014363147272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823729140243052,0.0,0.26881219289529673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15802071207215673,0.0,0.0,0.13239802135637055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583946436505317,0.0,0.0,0.15882985697608512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12584587212934914,0.0,0.0,0.11690583180073955,0.0,0.15227283922001578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505080940061185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100357276882724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256377667518331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030741064598998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417588386170864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606730492655348,0.0,0.0,0.1915789738465369,0.1015304238149025
anxiety,electrictrout,2019/03/12,"I called to book an appointment I’ve always been absolutely terrified to book appointments for myself and beg my parents to do it for me. Today my mom told me I had to reschedule my appointment for myself because she was pissed at me and I’ve been terrified all day thinking about it. I just did it and I feel really proud of myself, my mom used this to hurt me but it ended up being a positive thing overall :)",5.495121951219512,5.771086560975611,6.779170731707321,75.66948780487809,67.53658536585365,10.462439024390244,31.03414634146341,10.355215969177356,3.180494634146341,326,12,62,8,5,111,52,82,0.112,0.765,0.123,0.4595,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,2,0,7,1,1,1,1,9,11,4,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,1,16,1,12,4,1,5,0,1,0,0,6,2,1,0,3,49,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21308651200007825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156109440205809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26149543904989103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651561798642094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22681878861798774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948626210620318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741485056217035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.599856540215442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284356460536577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16405713177453926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17013411179773566,0.1640914516121225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427423703585957,0.24470395554419125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22117861994816426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HireALLTheThings,2019/03/12,"Day 3 of Med Change and I am SUPER LOW I expected some tough times when my doctor upped my Cipralex by 0.5mg, but I suppose expectation only goes so far to prevent the emotional whiplash.

I was triggered this morning (because my girlfriend didn't say she loved me before going to bed. Yes, it is absolutely, positively irrational) and now I can't seem to halt the cycle of relationship negativity. I've been asking myself questions that I know the answers to (i.e: What does she want out of the relationship? A: She wants love and support and she wants to be there for me to help me get better without becoming a crutch), and she sent me a couple nice text messages this morning, but the worrying persists.

I don't particularly like the idea of burdening internet strangers, but I feel hopeless right now, and could use some relatable/positive talk from somebody who isn't feeling as down as I am.",8.004940476190477,7.708527232142861,8.195952380952379,69.54904761904764,62.39285714285714,11.276190476190472,39.5,10.746095033038511,4.338507142857143,717,35,126,16,9,235,116,168,0.138,0.6709999999999999,0.191,0.9036,0,0,0,0,0,1,22.0,0,0,0,3,5,11,0,0,9,1,11,3,0,2,0,30,26,13,0,6,4,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,6,7,0,2,7,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,4,3,22,7,19,20,2,13,0,2,0,2,18,6,0,4,6,84,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15675403349194306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022134777364772,0.18518450537282888,0.142679569355749,0.0,0.0,0.14829542519049185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773785314791887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387530736856096,0.18552984089520835,0.0,0.10813687814994694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17162306195349872,0.14673403068847726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18861245986402567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16956362346214535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760357040442238,0.0,0.09529389664391333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238940734889252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18928532116149036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215011410273767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191781914954759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026675162957351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18624977049537694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12752483493606187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878350248356731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600416458518716,0.0,0.14319402982436122,0.0,0.13334235184318508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264555128990046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902762620263372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347712803947788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977729795655191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14481786569762609,0.0,0.0,0.2966982056098708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16163327635717972,0.0,0.0,0.17028269145090694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ChemicalBreath,2019/03/12,"How did medication change your daily life? I (21F) am starting to lose it a bit mentally and anxiety is taking its toll. I wake up feeling a mixture of sick, scared, sad and it comes in painful waves throughout the day and is really starting to seriously hinder my thoughts and daily function negatively much more severely than normal. I am working on trying to get with my doctor to speak about the possibility of some sort of medication and I was wondering how drastic the differences in your life are for better or worse with the use of medication.

Thanks to anyone for their kind input. I appreciate hearing accounts from others and their experiences. It is hard not to feel like a burden IRL for me, so I thought this would be the best place to ask.",7.606642857142859,7.833852521428572,8.007857142857144,68.8196428571429,63.07142857142857,11.0,36.07142857142857,10.686352973137794,3.9655714285714296,603,26,104,14,8,199,97,140,0.194,0.698,0.109,-0.8949,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,2,4,4,11,0,1,8,0,10,9,1,3,0,23,24,10,0,2,2,0,3,1,0,1,8,2,0,0,6,9,0,0,5,0,1,1,2,6,0,0,4,5,13,5,23,18,5,9,0,2,0,0,7,5,0,4,4,76,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149976754968603,0.0,0.0,0.10191308355273476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362583062119054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529575761015626,0.1289056683601659,0.15912327257149886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541861330091494,0.12555231442054074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939978865456901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522796632436439,0.0,0.1491831961688348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425732784729016,0.0,0.0,0.1473930310654033,0.10412515192062287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614932678613039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13056503047115306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16427292969875928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177812456403514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058976863884769,0.07120699249161108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630590400840989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4404889699069356,0.1468835852325861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714438136440622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280586854029234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550902463943344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522796632436439,0.0,0.0,0.16431331308452654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933723683378579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459230300886934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646581057165548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20632782151598145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958725337723317,0.0,0.0,0.13418872259375658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314213790944869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895593984783027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12588280281920755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580616657252193,0.1061090838762459,0.0,0.1485335887308187,0.10353793356662504,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kitten_Tamer_14,2019/03/12,"Gagging/retching while anxious?  Hello!

For pretty much my entire life I've been getting gaggy whenever I get anxious or even excited. My anxiety didn't get treated until very recently though. Even as I write this, it feels like someone has their hands around my throat. I hate gagging and it just makes the anxiety so much worse. Salt helps but lately I've been getting gaggy for no reason. The only thing that seems to help us laying in bed with earplugs in. I've tried flavored chips, spicy snacks, hard candy, and even just letting myself gag. Does anyone else have this? What's helped you?

I'm currently on lexapro and buspirone. ",3.854999999999997,6.643957512820518,3.744123931623931,85.58490384615384,76.43589743589743,5.951282051282053,26.84401709401709,7.1686216300943375,1.5610119658119657,507,20,86,6,12,154,89,117,0.152,0.759,0.08900000000000001,-0.6879,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,1,1,0,8,4,1,0,2,0,6,4,2,2,0,14,15,10,0,0,4,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,7,5,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,5,10,3,10,11,2,9,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,2,6,51,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23605510706110955,0.34859612380878263,0.0,0.10787961435995094,0.15808314919691518,0.0,0.13734630309807594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13501578695777264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888526638482087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30571123484462204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780110992444468,0.11022118890707112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32243004415450977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13820899775674844,0.15232443231614046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102418206818879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17404012767270038,0.0,0.0,0.15776679989950373,0.10897601284775847,0.07537582636042997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298639263630216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268343600151521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734064596171785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15696324606444528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863061004152326,0.1523377609517093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045521094396946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13072512536333838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250005571581897,0.0,0.15158416599902874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474934382577583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18558578106994866,0.0,0.0,0.12730122999588994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15722953043108362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HelpImTooQuiet,2019/03/12,"Anybody else “shout” thoughts out of your head? I’m constantly thinking about things that go wrong throughout the day, and when a particular thought starts inflating my anxiety I have this habit of “shouting” it out of my head. (I can’t really think of a better word, if I’m in public I won’t shout, I’ll just sharply whisper.)

For example, I’ll think of something I did or said that really messed with my day, and I’ll shout like “Fuck that, fuck you” until it goes away. 

If I’m in my car or at home I’ll scream it. 

Anybody else do this?",2.5791111111111107,4.121852345454549,3.65848484848485,90.60217171717173,75.54545454545455,7.4343434343434325,25.858585858585855,8.167268648758528,1.4039191919191922,418,15,93,7,9,135,67,110,0.158,0.7909999999999999,0.051,-0.8977,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,1,3,7,2,0,3,0,5,4,2,0,0,16,18,8,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,7,1,0,9,5,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,4,7,10,2,15,13,0,14,0,0,0,2,4,6,2,4,7,50,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431323781751245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757883164432421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654763528042566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20219059544887752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413303873252433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125991200795015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34594523049766185,0.0,0.0,0.1063342745798446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38404088701398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18767837818135755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140849709377916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23972443045831146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17797667421296706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404011998649094,0.0,0.0,0.13243162934898067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430213368685905,0.3596618692095633,0.0,0.2970758870470329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20456646556912628,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MagpieMelon,2019/03/12,"Very anxious about dinner tonight So it’s not even something I should be anxious about really, but I’m almost having a panic attack over it.

I still live at home and at the moment I’m unemployed. Dinner usually falls to me to decide what we’re having and to cook it. But we don’t have much food in the house. Usually I’d go to the shop and get something, but today I feel too anxious/depressed to so I haven’t. Instead I had a bath and did some yoga, and now I’m trying not to panic because I’ll be asked what’s for dinner soon. 

It’s going to be a massive problem, because my mum already isn’t in the best mood (she’s really quiet and trying to avoid me) and when my dad gets home and sees that we have no food he’ll be in a mood. Which means that he’ll bang around, mutter under his breath and be very passive aggressive towards us all. 

I know that this isn’t my fault, but clearly my brain does and I’m really stressing over it, I don’t know what to do. ",2.6580162601626007,3.5746052731707323,4.360487804878051,88.14186991869921,74.3170731707317,6.8325203252032525,23.910569105691057,7.03164865440522,0.7993837398373973,751,21,163,7,15,254,107,205,0.16399999999999998,0.778,0.058,-0.963,2,1,2,0,0,0,19.0,3,0,0,1,12,11,2,4,8,0,18,8,2,0,2,31,34,17,0,2,6,2,1,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,13,13,6,1,5,4,1,3,8,8,0,0,2,3,18,1,22,24,4,22,0,0,1,0,10,10,0,2,9,109,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248147169232695,0.0,0.13497837972418492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41454566264539305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888687574911857,0.11434863692000262,0.1391517288816509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14912499019835362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283627458762073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654473620531604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535030445800546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703926415946173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807883442383005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061846476234723134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958091792724129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780977486727396,0.0,0.1390296242499837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453851733272304,0.0,0.0,0.1411358569027083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344429831237786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800697458219016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13323761905237833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899160888115186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28702216087117666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703957389606826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23507564439018924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746975006032216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18832915198577235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768144939130284,0.0,0.1401121828904146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594094999228527,0.0,0.0,0.16608861729338725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471306866536964,0.0,0.2694268523838493,0.2018464698445402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alilcreacher,2019/03/12,"This is really dumb but is anyone else scared that youre being ""recorded""? please help me :( this looks silly but its making it hard to do anything 

since i read one of those deep dark fears that was something like: ""what if when you die your whole life gets broadcasted to every person youve met in a movie teather,with your toughts being narrated?"" i havent been able to stop thinking about it every time i dance or masturbate or draw(im not a good artist) or think something and its making me crazy :( 

i already had this fear before reading that comic,i felt like someone who died could be watching me some way and it sucks

has anyone here suffered from this?where can i get help or how should i get help?

im on prozac and seeing a therapist also",4.423184952978058,6.001206779310343,4.1178056426332335,89.01821316614422,70.86206896551724,6.65203761755486,25.595611285266447,6.980632752743323,0.9903103448275856,593,18,116,5,11,179,106,145,0.282,0.602,0.115,-0.987,0,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,4,0,0,5,10,2,3,3,0,14,2,0,3,0,21,26,13,2,3,8,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,14,3,0,1,3,4,0,1,2,6,0,1,5,5,13,4,8,16,2,8,0,1,3,0,10,3,2,6,5,70,27,2,0.13303363575774516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680592514958704,0.10638695045174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860404226158303,0.13630868102154395,0.10947534702824382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320182563958063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621653310709593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761358212283129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113253217230376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22417315163912474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993996515595437,0.0,0.0,0.12773315278742098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20851375176778034,0.0,0.0,0.11158230193549896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191720071698795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26750892545918303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873983106097531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396559120771016,0.12998702928546702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171474865917608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17760196978281262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014703452700264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615983939712395,0.0,0.14603098281096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661392730978293,0.0,0.08522475358734212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331898772989023,0.0,0.10601058377603828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004679823046636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271896786707206,0.2048315844834124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122207634536052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15446230468132235,0.0,0.1704851642615728,0.0,0.0,0.07757298283850059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055959078584551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148527303418498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,4everworkinprogress,2019/03/12,"Having a rough day - is anxious just part of who I am? Hi there, I just wanted to post because I'm looking for some advice/just to talk I guess.

I was diagnosed with GAD a few years ago, and since then I've actually improved a lot in terms of anxiety symptoms and mood in general, but I'm still a lot more anxious than most people.

I feel frustrated sometimes because I'll be overwhelmed by anxiety despite trying to do everything I can already. I exercise daily. I spend time outside in the sun when I can. I've taken up meditation (though it hasn't been long enough to help yet). Yoga at least once per week. Consistent bed times and wake up times and good sleep hygiene. Journaling often, talking to a counselor ~every 2 weeks to 1 month. I don't drink - the only bad habit I think I still have was cannabis about twice per week, but I've decided to give that up for a while as well to see if maybe that improves my anxiety.

Yet sometimes I still find myself unable to sleep because I'm too anxious, or paralysed at work because I feel terrified of something inconsequential or outside of my control. Or I can't breathe fully because the stress and fear response overwhelms me.

I tried medication when I was first diagnosed, and it didn't seem to help at all (where starting an exercise program helped A LOT). I'm wondering if I should ever try again? I don't particularly want to mess around with possible side effects again when I feel like my anxiety isn't REALLY lowering my quality of life compared to how bad it can be.

Or maybe is this just who I am? Is my anxiety a fundamental part of my experience that will never really go away?

For as long as I can remember, I've been an extremely anxious person - back to some of my earliest childhood memories.

Maybe I can just do my best to accept that this is how I'll always be.",5.424264260627347,6.085090740947077,6.47176456340075,76.46404020830809,67.77437325905292,9.920358483710793,33.99309676638004,9.971965246562196,3.402155528642364,1452,66,274,33,23,486,192,359,0.149,0.753,0.098,-0.9521,1,0,2,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,5,26,14,1,4,13,0,31,12,4,4,3,50,50,25,0,5,12,0,4,1,0,2,7,0,1,1,11,9,1,1,11,4,1,1,7,8,1,2,7,6,33,5,43,38,15,46,0,2,2,0,10,13,0,16,32,188,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.07867679848374992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714677706140538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896991558807943,0.0,0.06708511900630633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083833630081201,0.3643259282296914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177191016698042,0.0,0.0,0.07574832877572353,0.06199441025230805,0.13463432585934107,0.24573635083507095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460927363772458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042598732477504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05199541668227857,0.0,0.0,0.1636620872896875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898022846208005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330551376277377,0.0,0.0,0.07292847194551598,0.0679286832535,0.0,0.07245910422068265,0.0788651457429705,0.0,0.0907237282800773,0.12229682519379577,0.05759736585765377,0.0,0.0,0.07368831775757431,0.06857821426696135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734130208004324,0.04582013044992545,0.06762307430173134,0.0,0.0,0.08881575354202544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16212047635618398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056946684607010675,0.039388515862997985,0.0,0.0,0.14269832599211582,0.06770334200082771,0.0,0.0,0.2056293689333112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429910950399982,0.0,0.0,0.08121958331877313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06435282063039527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06218172856928901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586127898633555,0.0,0.061317721052062624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17461454915087382,0.0,0.05589410712882492,0.07039723427618105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908907582312805,0.07721492116585663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329881610642913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091330584172121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06424640340903624,0.07339650616701658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06669250126877826,0.0,0.16136323030653985,0.0,0.0,0.062067824451542665,0.15947718830214616,0.0,0.05706565034127435,0.0,0.1931578299715276,0.0,0.09235382073850873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837985722562418,0.0,0.12960405369228176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051660212821507685,0.07921207123463775,0.0,0.14103644102970347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16421396846215616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510752849228717,0.0,0.1940136607623361,0.0,0.07249011000473643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874326271887294,0.0586947880709901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05191881975733601
anxiety,this_is_guacward,2019/03/12,"I am so sensitive to rude/mean comments on the internet - even if they are not that bad. (vent) I have always had horrible anxiety since I was a child. My real life anxiety is way worse than online anxiety - but I still have my moments online. I don't know how many reddit accounts I've deleted after posting something and freaking out that it would have backlash/rude comments. I've done good and really kept this one going.  


Yesterday I posted something in my city's sub-reddit. I just talked about an issue with our toll ways. Jesus Christ. So many, ""we don't fucking care,"" comments. I know it's silly and not even that bad, but I FREAKED OUT and panicked. I deleted my post the best I could and almost went to delete my account. I finally talked myself out of deleting my account. Made me feel a bit stronger for not just giving up. I am still upset that I deleted my post, but proud I did better than I usually would.   


Boyfriends been on me about getting back on meds for help. He hates seeing me struggle and literally chew the sides of my fingers off. He's the best. It's just the worst having to call a Dr.'s office on the phone to deal with insurance/appointments. >< I need a Doc to fix my anxiety but I cannot call the Doc because of my anxiety. Catch 22 lol.  


Ahhhh. Thanks for letting me get this out. I literally have not stopped thinking about this small thing since it happened yesterday. -\_\_\_\_- Been stressing me out and my fingers are raw from the biting. >< Lol. I hope y'all have a beautiful Tuesday!!",2.550191441441441,4.9781258885135165,3.6059729729729755,86.78317117117119,78.96621621621622,6.5142342342342365,26.42072072072072,7.675431598112923,1.645044504504504,1197,49,228,19,30,385,162,296,0.138,0.68,0.182,0.9665,0,0,2,0,0,0,56.0,2,1,1,4,14,19,2,3,14,2,24,5,2,2,0,42,43,15,0,6,12,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,12,15,1,2,4,0,3,3,7,10,0,1,9,4,41,9,32,30,4,34,2,0,1,1,18,14,1,3,11,154,53,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183418366285454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461949259534902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3889870673128175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781981997945784,0.16982437400257652,0.061993138352908435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21344804660515715,0.08994213888934834,0.11102605233902968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20768664483457935,0.0,0.10368618529733607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119624373934722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484444990695464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407065295573227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433893259622556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05142071966287223,0.0,0.0,0.11140335773216964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401661760799923,0.10626426926381746,0.09755638561305448,0.05779636746207323,0.08529805596099747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992972803075994,0.0,0.0,0.10040407080268103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06816490577831902,0.0,0.0,0.10100740126188733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106144546121234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177928584986634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039913867169142,0.07183112481293544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622752557824864,0.0,0.20620823182361692,0.0,0.11077711577033036,0.11296169591534035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075406539492574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891206456958686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38958788754510204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11575268675920206,0.0651492725518203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103880768308233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16824850878622344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565816052616083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16242963968877472,0.0850226848491524,0.11649280147210872,0.10631508389238424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16347931440220445,0.0,0.09362831657014617,0.0,0.0,0.06756252227489411,0.06516290141652406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120041390353433,0.0,0.0,0.16144362504672966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942735159956728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363724758816686,0.14448430886912358,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SaladLemons,2019/03/12,"A quick question I was diagnosed back in November/December and hearing chewing noises makes my anxiety just completely screw me over to the point of where I stop doing what I’m going in an attempt to prevent the anxiety from taking over my thoughts. Pen clicks and sniffling also seem to set it off to a much lesser extent. 

I use my headphones and stuff to avoid the sound, but since I’m more new to having the disorder, is it normal for certain sounds to trigger it?",9.445,7.383584944444448,9.180555555555557,69.31750000000001,60.66666666666667,12.111111111111116,41.388888888888886,10.686352973137794,4.480222222222221,375,17,65,7,4,122,66,90,0.122,0.836,0.042,-0.6245,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,1,1,7,0,4,3,0,3,1,16,13,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,5,3,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,4,7,1,15,11,3,13,0,0,1,1,2,7,1,2,4,49,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829864255528319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500917292343968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17594764254132006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399123076249067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23224640991677295,0.0,0.0,0.26224633191318897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004307809025398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578955781186338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273842084815306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16820825089567765,0.0,0.0,0.22099476041355934,0.0,0.0,0.22419398067270532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21630786136928096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25632958314283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20830817130606125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18928139368804886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19130288166530326,0.0,0.0,0.26194294457499623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17204336780248106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816566809273719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976260986383243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KartoffelWal,2019/03/12,"I have trouble eating in front of people I don't know very well. I went on a date last Friday and I didn't eat much. I got my favorite things from the restaurant, but I felt disgusting when I ate and eating gave me anxiety. However, when my date got up to refill his drink, I found myself chowing down on my food. When he came back, I got afraid to eat again. I keep feeling like he'll see me as disgusting when I eat, but I also know that eating is a normal thing to do ofc. I started thinking and realized that I don't feel that way around my family or closest friends. How do I get over this?",3.790659999999999,4.0375393760000025,5.041350000000001,86.74842500000004,71.24,8.17,26.825,8.07648339933343,1.4506199999999994,462,14,102,6,8,154,80,125,0.121,0.787,0.092,-0.537,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,10,7,2,1,3,0,7,10,0,1,0,19,26,13,0,1,3,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,10,1,8,1,0,3,3,4,1,0,10,4,23,3,13,15,1,22,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,1,11,68,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815590671421144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938965035584756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926548294719482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438022703429956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14038296732288896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023941937885352,0.0,0.7535679074181136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570925972586513,0.0,0.12412304142033265,0.08768617112573619,0.11785057637310205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484188641241053,0.13457913466090587,0.09482936638996124,0.0,0.06412708914718761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945014909799877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909781079783958,0.0,0.0,0.13491045067476967,0.10005026986820424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059965036437385225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022873327130952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026008697811423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509313177153029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978086591227197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687668796508814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16308728866048713,0.07864745538978017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127415199039087,0.0,0.09742606623411736,0.0,0.0,0.11035886964879484,0.1137821058076346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Isabelle88,2019/03/12,"Anxiety came back after three years Hello everyone! It's my first time posting here and English is not my first language so I apologize for any mistakes. 
I'm 27, a woman and I've been struggling with anxiety/depression and agoraphobia for almost five years. After trying to battle it by myself for two years, I finally gave in and started taking antidepressants. Everything became much easier, I was feeling fine, I was finally myself again. All of a sudden, last week everything came back- the anxiety, the depressive thoughts. I don't even know what triggered it, I'm still taking my pills. So now I am in a hole again and the worst thing is on Sunday I'm traveling abroad for a holiday, but this is making me even more anxious. Any advice is appreciated, I don't have any friends that suffer from the same problems and can understand me.",4.919615384615383,7.137560961538465,5.957948717948718,73.72038461538463,70.7948717948718,9.415384615384617,30.58974358974359,9.851270322608157,3.4484512820512823,674,29,111,18,13,223,102,156,0.171,0.752,0.077,-0.9335,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,11,9,1,1,8,0,12,1,0,2,1,22,26,9,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,7,9,0,0,4,2,0,3,3,7,0,5,7,1,14,2,14,19,5,28,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,1,21,84,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643070053956707,0.0,0.0,0.1398048068527873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848300868035881,0.0,0.2136110286657596,0.15772583258792494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21471148145520969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193659925613621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24050133890669895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844295093149124,0.0,0.0,0.13340864202658928,0.2509549094639705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059381753871134,0.0,0.0,0.3058840234250151,0.0,0.23751383263241665,0.0,0.0,0.10786662833332608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672905554052836,0.1138053082643503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319446439225416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263349432010407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371310450808804,0.0,0.0,0.1335932267680077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882060556035244,0.0,0.11149715933815754,0.0,0.0,0.14595648763995814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20994703789077032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275436830132036,0.0,0.0,0.11083915224664803,0.08141095051799596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478979449021092,0.0,0.1363841063460406,0.14534471234675705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199117349261012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26972351201022843
anxiety,DearStandard,2019/03/12,"My legs start to shake every time i'm on stage. My legs start to shake every time i'm on stage, I dont know why because i love being on stage and its really getting a hold of my work in school, Any tips to stop this?",0.7474489795918373,1.8234000204081653,2.6732142857142875,97.71553571428574,79.40816326530611,5.716326530612244,16.331632653061224,5.985473137389443,-0.7721061224489794,167,2,43,1,4,56,32,49,0.115,0.799,0.086,0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,4,9,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,8,8,0,14,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,5,19,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866187391419624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16728722753670866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216246226945261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4624306112254466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337598856635644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15081706881339152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24767971302705116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17580399171251335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777332400471092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884795391780752,0.0,0.0,0.2294319920565005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32003941244789263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476263145874105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19978502028461964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,epicjac,2019/03/12,Panic attacks Hey everyone this is my first time posting here. I'm curious as to what causes any of y'all's panic attacks/anxiety? For me it's the stress of college.,1.2444117647058803,3.7189331470588263,4.036764705882355,81.26044117647061,85.17647058823529,6.929411764705884,29.088235294117645,8.07648339933343,2.6156117647058816,133,7,24,3,4,47,30,34,0.319,0.622,0.06,-0.875,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,1,4,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,3,0,5,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,15,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878176806103492,0.0,0.21128347995304744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142043403074549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837217139939759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639099892851773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349258341622631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6480954957221534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645122792793597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163730436404613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16104776086858202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,limeademoonr,2019/03/12,Horrible nightmares caused by anxiety Does anyone else have this problem? I keep having terrible nightmares that wake me up like 11 ish times a night that all are related to something I am having anxiety about. I finally got put on medication and the number a night has gone down slightly. My nightmares are like crazy vivid almost like it’s real and I’m awake. It makes me so exhausted when I actually do wake up. Thankfully last night my dog noticed and came to cuddle me. ,5.1430979133226336,7.109219842696634,5.941605136436597,75.1097752808989,69.67415730337079,9.580096308186198,31.815409309791328,9.957137785484203,3.514199357945425,382,17,65,10,7,125,65,89,0.189,0.6940000000000001,0.117,-0.8001,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,3,0,8,5,2,2,1,11,15,5,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,3,1,9,4,8,12,1,14,0,0,1,1,0,4,0,1,10,39,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.17586970927110174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18046530936678387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757371598311012,0.0,0.0,0.12601472104387326,0.18465772301816485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061248248406244,0.0,0.18513662217343305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15771262097057495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150551529003036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974233081122824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14413920577684186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16018871498475376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690417751611606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641406475713322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202989240958603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18155370809023091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5073756301688822,0.0,0.0,0.20518281520354428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17244716788158676,0.0,0.18117189315254253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051309656018336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13874293885556582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16592329321618454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050883206508372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jennasmith0217,2019/03/12,"Where to start with getting help? So a little background. I think I’ve always had some form of anxiety which I think is normal of most people. Some things maybe worse than the average person but nothing serious. 

The past 6 months or so it’s gotten significantly worse. This past Saturday being the worst episode I’ve ever had. On two different occasions in the past month or two my anxiety has stopped me from doing something I really wanted to do. My husband and I got tickets to see a band Saturday. We went to dinner first. I was completely fine until the moment I walked into the restaurant. I felt the anxiety the moment it hit. I couldn’t even order food. We then drove to the venue. I couldn’t get out of the car. I insisted my husband go ahead and go in because I knew he really wanted to see them. (He offered to miss the show to take me home if I needed and checked on me several times through our the night). I had the worst anxiety attack I’ve ever had in my life after we got home that night. 

Yesterday my husband and I were having a conversation about my anxiety. He wanted to try to understand what triggers it, what it feels like etc. He said he’s also noticed it’s gotten worse in the past few months. I told him I thought it was time I see a doctor about it. 

I don’t know anything about where to start with seeking help or what kind of doctor. We don’t have insurance so wherever we go we will be paying out of pocket. Should I go directly to a psychiatrist?

I don’t necessarily want to just go straight on medication because I know that stuff is no joke. But at the same time I don’t know if talk therapy is best for my circumstance either? How do I go about finding a psychiatrist that will work with my schedule? ",2.9860886319845865,4.9153158554913325,4.595861271676302,82.65467822736032,75.41618497109826,7.965934489402697,26.273217726396915,8.745826893841286,2.044673911368015,1370,51,269,29,30,460,174,346,0.124,0.804,0.07200000000000001,-0.9603,1,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,7,0,1,4,15,10,1,0,21,0,27,6,0,2,2,54,66,18,0,11,9,3,2,1,0,3,4,1,2,1,17,16,2,1,11,4,2,10,7,5,0,3,18,6,43,5,43,40,11,54,0,1,3,0,26,15,0,8,29,189,60,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06781623388081233,0.0705621667218605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32436699222045706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978492857183921,0.0,0.0,0.09647466695530643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338918445156738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899460507895064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891342139517665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860017814956232,0.0,0.1735971498220603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457679299561723,0.05601100803346498,0.1534167658167611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04287850567906936,0.060582659650729814,0.08142334494017442,0.0,0.07750761182334047,0.07213264968849363,0.10254307395957807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886112272053767,0.0,0.28917003340676223,0.0,0.13564802268223322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368216231478626,0.0,0.17012690437104852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830837019953335,0.13981510102949296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05989825333870776,0.041430037904385916,0.08499401403020478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519513922070655,0.0,0.0,0.08542922579716322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20306475678684,0.0,0.0,0.06287970594479808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15916211142006678,0.08308808362170449,0.08136993225050435,0.0965477887183092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238129201132594,0.058791120361922876,0.07404595020971495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865283377655577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066624649976419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027289581852943,0.0,0.0,0.09580227056921307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06528482384597419,0.0,0.0,0.12004677022616204,0.0,0.0,0.07089837907862663,0.0,0.0,0.0970781517757872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06376064909343274,0.0681607410102683,0.0,0.0,0.09697862788984556,0.0,0.056338767991767916,0.10867556334379756,0.0,0.06732341987972176,0.14834641442404334,0.0,0.0,0.08103207071408454,0.0,0.05757508069509794,0.0,0.1656787203861493,0.08828200954517879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000739771020157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861242544851033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061736961682666736,0.0,0.2592618503829071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JohnDoe2210,2019/03/12,"Is this just anxiety or something worse? Please help. So, I've been dealing with a lot of weird feelings for the last year. It started a year and a half ago when I really started facing my mortality, which pushed me in an awful depressive state, with Depersonalisation/Derealisation feelings for almost the whole day. I obvioously went and got checked for everything, and my brain, heart, lungs are all okay.

I've been struggling since with tons of fears and thoughts, and recently it's been things like:

\- a hard time focusing

\- scared of losing my mind

\- constantly questioning my sanity

\- not feeling present all the time

\- constant worrying about my health

\- feeling overwhelmed about how big the whole world is

\- weird vision at times, sometimes sensitive to light, sometimes after-images.

\- feeling really alone and helpless

\- feeling tired all the time

\- foggy head? I don't know how to explain, but I've seen the foggy head explanation and it makes sense

\- heart beating fast when I'm just walking or something normal

\- breathing issues, usually feeling like I can't catch a deep breath

​

Also I've noticed what's really triggering to me is talking about really hard drugs, especially LSD. I never tried drugs and never will, but the thought of being so out of control of your own mind and all the risks that can occur from taking such drugs makes me feel incredibly scared and unsafe. Could I just be having some kinda weird phobia?

I think it's important to note that I graduated high-school in 2017, and since then I haven't been doing much with my life, so I've been a lot more alone than I was used to. I've been learning code for web development, but sometimes I feel so out of reach and so ""gone"" that I cant do shit and barely focus. Also dealt with a horrible breakup that started since October 2018, and I'm still really hurt from it.

Overall, I just wanna understand why I'm feeling like this? Am I dealing with psychosis? Is it just depression and anxiety? Or am I just losing my fucking mind? Because usually when I search about anxiety issues, I see stuff like ""fear of rejection and failure"" or social anxiety, and with all due respect, that sound like a much easier ride than this shit I gotta deal with. That's why I keep thinking that maybe it's not anxiety and something a lot worse.

Thank you for taking the time to read this probably annoyingly long post.

I would love to hear some opinions.

​",7.272791832010581,7.891013479910718,7.027093253968253,74.23503637566141,63.75446428571429,10.208465608465607,34.226521164021165,10.082433333333334,3.4542814814814813,1941,79,337,40,27,613,226,448,0.199,0.7,0.101,-0.9889,0,2,6,0,0,0,82.0,0,2,0,4,25,30,4,7,19,2,27,19,11,7,7,92,66,38,1,4,15,0,12,5,0,3,6,2,0,0,22,28,0,2,19,1,1,6,8,21,0,1,13,17,32,9,42,47,17,45,0,8,2,2,12,8,3,13,34,210,54,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054156912290928144,0.0,0.061177682977732614,0.12655171147183472,0.0,0.09771508423712767,0.0,0.13239252316881087,0.14847389826085025,0.0,0.0,0.23368702561890226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037242863138228825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682020755337664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204369119264608,0.0685230870123912,0.0487792790180771,0.0,0.0,0.03940113419794695,0.18895837196332588,0.1052418368049905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21255194402453934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05490812597401863,0.0,0.0,0.13749741884921654,0.3089139985092779,0.0872923686898402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056481218975577764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04886314531373774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945799902963477,0.0,0.1254019163889489,0.06494098543565814,0.06885835401208272,0.14479542030002246,0.0409506007306871,0.06455008007348449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06540331744805739,0.0,0.0,0.12753433393091226,0.0,0.05430392387508575,0.0,0.0,0.03357614048265248,0.04980046986160366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043153110514329664,0.14923932707946666,0.0,0.0,0.054067033702165,0.0,0.13669905476904726,0.0,0.1558220104261983,0.05514050170003639,0.0,0.08156259468063125,0.0,0.061378004418353324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850651948511949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982351207743278,0.0,0.09424025378967313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059859996829560835,0.0,0.06955690966339008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706381622000011,0.0,0.0,0.0585119932691438,0.0,0.06587059858962062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844023192867332,0.0,0.0611113989524478,0.0,0.1956946773197826,0.0,0.060323809451887686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223332375308449,0.061831265903080364,0.048684698074890814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542600360270928,0.15161491301502486,0.0,0.0,0.062278521839595626,0.0,0.14110143758632585,0.18127315344543804,0.0,0.12972978143029287,0.0,0.04879043875859085,0.0,0.0,0.06386961886641801,0.06993900453855527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918714714846694,0.04910573890898313,0.0,0.05624794408752695,0.0,0.0,0.04058871412563948,0.07829424622222393,0.0,0.09700499818731204,0.1781245378404718,0.0702195608354725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04147940351545168,0.0,0.0,0.06360190993863789,0.0,0.052766348152757575,0.13457472655319253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05663555269293358,0.110257227397462,0.1364204717159893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062044801849572076,0.1245217754899402,0.04340003977699814,0.0,0.14847389826085025,0.07868618102083721
anxiety,ncockwill45,2019/03/12,"Health Anxiety - Excessive checking Hi

​

I am 21 and have been suffering with health anxiety for about 4 years, and have just started a course of CBT therapy. Me and my therapist have worked out one of the biggest maintenance factors is the excessive checking I do for any health issues, for example moles, I will take tonnes of pics trying to see if they have changed etc. Currently it is my throat I'm worried about so i root about right at the back trying to make sure there is no lump etc when I have been told by my doc that to worry about your throat at 21 is crazy! Has anyone got nay advice to try and help reduce this checking? Or is it just a case of going cold turkey and riding out the initial anxiety, which will eventually wear off.   ",6.037275494672755,6.539093808219178,6.0928310502283125,80.27355403348558,66.39726027397259,9.776560121765602,31.290715372907147,9.725611199111238,2.8064651445966504,600,22,115,12,9,190,95,146,0.121,0.846,0.033,-0.8805,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,1,10,2,0,0,6,0,17,7,3,2,1,15,25,9,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,1,0,1,4,2,11,1,22,19,2,14,0,1,1,0,5,7,0,2,5,78,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153655976666574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15693473154744153,0.1759971847931204,0.09849657602671567,0.0,0.33240799181561737,0.0,0.0,0.10127591649733196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137348231515233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153222151536618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32307111580440423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231625186163867,0.0,0.11584226070829305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4618763600166316,0.0,0.0,0.09708360228443504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15117595751996762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668222641392396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814774029073793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369308255019285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541920706668947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251892345165048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365105530878733,0.0,0.10890210692586592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16563785115342422,0.16817110228989507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13840140203714585,0.0,0.2950117831266897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544568316096943,0.2941853237364886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759971847931204,0.09327259878001608
anxiety,FetchingTheSwagni,2019/03/12,"I feel social Anxiety would be easier to get over if I wasn't shaking the entire time. My social interactions have gotten a lot better. 

At work. Its part of my job. Front Desk at a hotel. I do pretty fine. But I cannot translate that to everyday things, especially shopping.     

I'm not sure what it is, but whenever I go shopping I start vibrating like a leaf on a windy day.      
I'm not sure if its the amount of people, or the way that people act towards me (usually weird glances).      

I want to get over this hurdle, but just the thought of going somewhere like Walmart starts my shaking.

Any advice for how to tackle this?",2.261693989071034,4.519202737704919,3.947131147540983,84.87157103825139,79.0,6.689617486338799,24.101092896174865,7.793537801064563,1.4083092896174858,482,17,93,8,12,161,83,122,0.061,0.7859999999999999,0.153,0.8407,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,2,9,0,2,8,0,7,0,0,1,2,17,19,7,0,4,9,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,0,2,3,2,6,4,3,0,0,3,2,11,6,14,14,3,19,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,4,8,61,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18811781409523654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309128935206387,0.0,0.14726905168819973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17025879025421034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415254234597504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733846261508383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20115627841987954,0.0,0.2188148898101369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910357290207369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18810059407765736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16366448277590942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084687612001188,0.0,0.2669233538258011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19585111871210836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3924778805143136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725180803449691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3628753855563268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12789459369204415,0.0,0.0,0.15283084345639258,0.11225369359163638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120217447695177,0.0,0.11354694521165495,0.15280488452985733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014902901923024,0.0,0.0,0.1367530500305122,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Need-Advice-Please10,2019/03/12,"Does anxiety cause you to be more impulsive? Hi everyone. 

I've been having severe anxiety for almost a year. I've noticed that I've become quite impulsive in terms of not being able to hold back what I think. 

Is this to do with anxiety in general or could it be due to medication I'm taking? 

Or is it something else? 

Thank you all.",1.7739232409381636,4.100837820895524,4.345842217484009,80.95283582089553,81.23880597014927,8.604690831556503,24.49680170575693,9.23628265651192,2.482507036247335,262,10,51,8,7,92,49,67,0.123,0.8390000000000001,0.037000000000000005,-0.5775,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,9,1,0,1,1,11,13,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,9,8,3,6,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,4,33,8,0,0.21979525111972334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200931946381588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5044282965015915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690089809598944,0.0,0.0,0.24274658642586944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22579026828836354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17548862311673968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19234430542892944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18361072879991666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100237815634532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22142059186992644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25023835019292073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337793046980608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483060715343903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16920912253637088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16525867498552665,0.0,0.0,0.2023579368077461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408359219742594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154093545072652
anxiety,BrilliantSea0,2019/03/12,"Claustrophobia Throwaway.

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Hey all, I just discovered this subreddit and thought I could ask for some advice regarding claustrophobia.

I'm a 24 year old female (from a European country so sorry if something seems unclear). I've struggled with an anxiety disorder for about a year and it's gotten increasingly worse in the last few months. I regularly get panic attacks which is the worst thing I have ever gone through, and something I wouldn't wish upon my worst enemy. However, the main obstacle in this confusing, horrifying universe of anxiety that I find myself in, is the claustrophobia, which is something I've never experienced in my life until now. I don't drive a car and depend on the bus, tram and metro system to get around every day, but lately I haven't been able to get on any form of public transportation without feeling panic setting in. The same thing happens in lecture halls, movie theatres etc, any place I feel ""trapped"" and unable to just get up and walk out whenever I want. The worst place is the bus which is my main mode of transportation. The fact that it stops every few minutes isn't enough, and it definitely gets worse the more crowded the bus is. I start sweating, my heart starts pounding and I get this feeling that I just can NOT be on that particular bus. The best way to explain it is that it feels like I'm breaking a physical law - like, I can't walk on water because it's physically impossible, I can't be on that bus, because it's physically impossible.

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Has anyone else struggled with this? How did you deal with it? ",8.09338310580205,8.009348686006827,8.023547354948809,70.15429714163825,62.13993174061433,11.147525597269627,37.766424914675774,10.686352973137794,4.126201535836178,1267,57,218,28,16,409,161,293,0.16899999999999998,0.773,0.057,-0.9742,1,1,3,0,0,0,42.0,0,1,0,1,9,12,1,5,18,0,21,4,2,2,4,45,44,14,0,5,7,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,23,14,1,1,8,0,0,8,9,9,0,0,5,5,21,3,32,35,16,44,0,0,0,0,7,18,0,6,16,150,44,1,0.1005996260916572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830479032044867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179993056804615,0.2444791137583057,0.13682239090099532,0.0,0.153916877213665,0.0,0.0,0.07034159762109937,0.1030762052447022,0.0,0.08955499558086116,0.0940470704444032,0.1144465977128223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264919666700633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557310107948438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803206155681112,0.0,0.0,0.0648784364296988,0.10371379718574032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152958870439106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403807893750613,0.0,0.0,0.10394630572781992,0.11219517540239532,0.0,0.09099812123719064,0.16951904761703376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20346477452999384,0.07186839298063565,0.0,0.0,0.09194623573188228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153549152186663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895991711748527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192110412869285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200212211793485,0.11348076004267448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07105649099293154,0.09829579164998477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029766176994403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775886334121135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556238490460633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360639716365039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21021039545365566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158212133612437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323395210552228,0.0,0.1126130451969138,0.14240986626221772,0.0,0.0,0.0841057919656955,0.0,0.2103371434231408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366784295771528,0.0,0.0,0.07986486602949754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05933626591529621,0.07985130066439766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568460526246813,0.0969744496463288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050392269077947,0.0,0.0,0.2444791137583057,0.12956572182945347
anxiety,Aekarah1,2019/03/12,"Getting anxiety when i’m texting a girl So like 2 days ago i started texted a girl i like. Although i got so anxiety these days, every time she responds i’m getting even more nervous..Trying not to be nervous but sometimes works and sometimes it doesn’t. Any tips ?",1.3960164835164832,4.074919096153845,2.7379120879120897,88.6642307692308,88.80769230769229,4.509890109890111,30.505494505494504,6.18269132825596,1.7147494505494505,211,12,38,2,7,68,38,52,0.06,0.8240000000000001,0.116,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,8,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,6,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,8,20,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230187479620053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17658887125713574,0.0,0.397303503258494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33493961865754845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17151382728864958,0.0,0.21878858480800656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713404248975106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20768695611108168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537295654971796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5136532414087204,0.0,0.18380030763620975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514194095989968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17630324454380655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890475275331665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tawwwwww9999,2019/03/12,I have a job interview for a promotion today! Send good vibes my way please! ☺️😊😁,-3.189736842105262,-2.223891157894734,1.1677631578947398,95.1505921052632,118.47368421052632,6.110526315789473,15.276315789473689,7.1686216300943375,0.5676210526315789,64,2,16,2,4,24,18,19,0.0,0.655,0.345,0.6988,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,2,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3988759731520558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4719185095411451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.522020511933368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4507739270730822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774762644013538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RedEagleVlad,2019/03/12,"How do i deal with Separation? What helps? My fiance just left on a plane to study abroad in France and i couldn't feel more anxious and nervous about it. I've spent the past few days trying to right some wrongs i think i had done, or fretting about the idea of them of a plane at all. It has been only a few minutes since they left for the airport and already ive let myself breakdown and i created a countdown timer to watch (set to the time of their plane's return in 10 days).  


I feel pathetic and clingy and i just want to know what will help in the meantime, if anything. Obviously therapy and im working on that, but something in the meantime. . . maybe that's the wrong question to ask. How do you deal with separation? Do you at all? am i just overthinking it?",1.6460080645161277,3.905738709677422,2.728770161290324,92.75315524193552,81.25806451612901,5.681451612903228,23.235887096774192,6.9077264865688965,0.6543629032258069,600,21,129,7,16,191,95,155,0.063,0.884,0.053,-0.6557,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,3,1,7,3,0,1,11,0,12,0,0,2,3,29,19,12,0,3,6,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,6,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,4,3,16,0,22,12,6,17,0,0,1,0,11,11,0,4,5,88,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18321707826484854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875654586866792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662768177856224,0.0,0.15521465884285632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141498789725016,0.3423371205804501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16990526299394246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16789845455037805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225714149818771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874264788826075,0.17933976000804666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124517056539964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36078188657132215,0.1697758533018686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16679839914924235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262725003475574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584934222562012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18599042492968426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14178781874001598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13734086566085765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278171995005335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898685773822268,0.0,0.0,0.1063846491607223,0.0,0.0,0.09681281769436334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112722760695914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792817817218663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087105521748012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630531930023425,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Steph2187,2019/03/12,"I’ve been at work for an hour and already the anxiety is getting out of control. I took a Xanax this morning. My doc told me to take three a day so I’m supposed to wait until lunch to take another one. There’s literally nothing happening right now to bring this anxiety on, I’m not even really doing much work or stressed about anything. I don’t know what to do. I can feel it building and building and I just know I’m going to burst into tears and have to hide in the bathroom and I just can’t keep doing this. ",1.5888888888888886,3.454631222222221,3.4812592592592613,89.3396666666667,79.37037037037038,6.542222222222222,25.61481481481481,7.554174236665415,1.293074814814815,404,16,87,6,10,136,75,108,0.096,0.904,0.0,-0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,7,1,0,1,5,0,9,2,0,1,0,17,25,8,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,7,1,3,3,0,0,3,3,1,0,2,3,1,7,0,16,22,1,13,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,4,58,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23036158829583156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21889331019311492,0.3193874281525282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17178403933606168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341316604120157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462693194505065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787786853386513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555062614504393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090636248498488,0.0,0.11863783343615145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18459755454480573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055773898119336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855472136195845,0.0,0.0,0.2294478507662375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534557836173163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20030192662737745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145487678811106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373104374701886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17827195715203184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391232214832163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139090940154388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19947023960483168,0.23192970856473735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039459915264236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Chaeynna,2019/03/12,"Anyone else had someone suggest your anxiety is just excitement, but perceived as anxiety? First post here guys, but I really had to say something about this. I've got C-PTSD and possibly GAD, and have been dealing with these issues for years. Everyday brings it's own challenges. Point is, I know anxiety. 

My boyfriend has tried suggesting, on numerous occasions that maybe it's excitement, not anxiety, sometimes and I misperceive it. Boy, do I wish. If anything I'm kind of upset he even suggests it. I see a fine line between these two feelings. Excitement is another beast. I'm plagued with worry, fear, and dread oftentimes, not to mention the physical symptoms themselves (Anyone else get IBS? My stomach has been fucked for months and I don't know what to do. I eat right.) 

So anyways, I just wish people understood anxiety. I'm surprised someone could confuse anxiety and excitement but I see the similarities. What do you guys think?",3.880892857142858,7.031232922619048,4.472904761904765,77.95542857142857,79.89285714285714,8.598095238095237,33.4,9.120678840339163,3.95073,753,42,121,22,20,239,110,168,0.189,0.6659999999999999,0.145,-0.8166,0,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,0,2,7,13,1,4,3,0,15,4,1,0,0,26,31,12,0,4,8,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,10,8,1,0,6,0,0,1,3,5,0,2,6,4,13,8,12,24,1,9,0,0,2,1,12,3,1,2,4,74,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421496351426572,0.5437264989946136,0.0,0.0,0.1656590721805202,0.24275121837159325,0.0974819566648102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458015670652313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212639458841924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121349468329448,0.1979151832690916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824128747584483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13329970925443574,0.0598966097408258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076146776897604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951376586984612,0.06189012432360597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474276852747766,0.0,0.0,0.2345867733506615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364079104344285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233571903433138,0.1302043282465347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900834520473745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455312785705147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08212480208383141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119823809458296,0.1335451251379567,0.11345131793677755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847264807853954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758880968317647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011636428437222,0.0,0.09420363456738894,0.0,0.0,0.188793539626796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20074045598750576,0.09119579971299373,0.1171593321637072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312462824730312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590397219865422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042612690381618,0.0,0.11571757807516915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724448266952893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030122625598888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628394147472584
anxiety,Possible_Health,2019/03/12,"Looking for advice about anxiety problems  Thank you to anybody reading. Basically as far as I can remember, I have been in my head thinking, about pretty much any interaction i've had or am going to have, and what that person thinks or thought of me/what I did or said. I've never been a very comfortable person in public, almost awkward still (I'm 23), definitely better than I used to be though. People have always told me I overthink everything, which I agree with, doing so makes me very anxious. I've been very quick to get angry as far as I can remember, I do try to handle it better, but sometimes it just feels like I can't in that moment. I used to have what I was told were ""panic attacks"", it is very rare that it happens anymore, but as a kid almost nightly I would think about death and then it would make me freak out and wanna go outside and just run away for whatever reason. I feel like I don't like myself and I wonder if maybe that brings on a lot of these feelings. I'm wondering if there is anyone I could go to that could help me or if there's maybe anything I could do to help myself. I'm sorry if anyone noticed I already posted, I had a thing or 2 I felt I needed to add. Thanks again to anyone who took the time to read this. ",5.115403645833332,4.951402753906255,6.092562500000002,81.77952083333334,68.3359375,8.389166666666666,28.394791666666666,7.793537801064563,1.6617497916666668,979,29,199,10,15,326,143,256,0.099,0.7759999999999999,0.126,0.7808,0,0,0,0,0,1,27.0,0,1,0,2,12,13,1,2,5,0,28,1,1,5,1,50,59,24,1,12,13,0,4,3,0,2,0,1,0,3,17,8,0,0,13,2,0,6,3,5,0,0,14,6,29,8,32,39,2,23,0,0,1,0,12,8,0,14,11,140,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334295474354166,0.0,0.0,0.19130289161279587,0.0,0.1054108592494329,0.0,0.07948192364310484,0.0,0.0,0.0649582090564622,0.0,0.07307403869734849,0.10791262666625626,0.09473211777913312,0.2003735283478522,0.0,0.07860643489095231,0.0,0.0,0.1086700206168705,0.08974602673476498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689628239603421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22879953945809076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584897924045842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14489632076129513,0.13648181602574672,0.09171606238809236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04990628209038267,0.0,0.16286199519430195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446975463167589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803309005558346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280527138615713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14000161540789985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021438940559893,0.0,0.0,0.08120935533060558,0.0,0.0,0.12752330139347076,0.0,0.19192929766443947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07021963222064252,0.07082832371496585,0.07367242505265434,0.0,0.0,0.08964088954800975,0.0,0.0,0.10875238569512193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207443985801034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662229004094807,0.1668121837541706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148363391344734,0.0971801750851795,0.0,0.09140161613868827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19109562116567327,0.0,0.0,0.09821248505127582,0.0,0.0,0.21641552180197485,0.0,0.09086325920436644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447366190299722,0.10692901482300786,0.0,0.0,0.07628396143224933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17588757578699618,0.0,0.0,0.06346054640469277,0.18361984677166468,0.09384984167489978,0.0758337671143957,0.05569962361679829,0.0,0.0,0.18255065444707252,0.10612841336153399,0.06485314128166719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16500060953835352,0.0,0.3152624867220188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071789839853269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571212084759832,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rlh551,2019/03/12,"I'm dropping out of uni Never done a post on here before but here goes. All my life I feel as though I have done things just for stability, otherwise my anxiety kicks in I've had anxiety since I was 13 although it comes and goes.) I originally applied for medicine at uni because I knew I could get a stable career as a doctor from that and I'm quite intelligent so thought why not. I didn't get any offers and my back up was a biomedical science degree. This was fine as I realised I would have been terrified being a doctor and probably wouldn't have made it through. I got through my undergrad fairly easily although I had a lot of anxiety moments as it was a stressful course with a lot of work. I really wanted to get a first overall but I didn't, I only got a 2.1 which people tell me is good but I can't help but see myself as average for it especially as so many of my friends came out with firsts. I'm a perfectionist and so to not get the top grades makes me feel like a failure. I also didn't know what I wanted to do with my life but I enjoyed uni life, even tho it's stressful with work, so I applied for a masters degree just for a year and thought I'd go into a phd afterwards because again, It's stability. But I've hated this degree, and I've been going through some personal problems at home the whole time as well which is inducing depressive symptoms. I've been excelling in the taught modules but when it comes to the lab work which is the main part of the course I've completely screwed up, idk what I'm doing, I've seemed guidance but it hasn't been a massive help and I get an anxiety attack every time I think about going to the lab. I got an email last week from my supervisor saying if I don't have all this lab work done by the end of the month then I won't have enough results to pass the course, I still have to do more lab work up until July whilst also start a thesis. I haven't got close to doing any of this work even tho I kind of thought I was on top of stuff, and I've just been crying the whole time since then. I've tried my best and it's not enough, I also have an essay due in that I'm now behind on. My anxiety is too much now and I break down in tears every 5 minutes. I've considered dropping out in the past and have really thought about it since last night, I just feel like I can't go on. But I also feel like a failure if I drop out and I can't stop comparing myself to all my successful friends. Basically just seeking validation that I'm still successful even if I have dropped out of my masters, as I don't think I'm going to change my mind on that now. And in a way I'm proud of myself for not sticking with something that's making me unhappy just for the stability? I am terrified of getting a real job though.

TL;DR I hate doing my masters degree, it's made my anxiety so bad and I'm coming to terms with the decision of dropping out.",3.6548808568677806,4.2631131891447405,5.176309370988445,84.36355584082158,71.71381578947368,8.365917843388964,27.82268934531451,8.556025622055003,1.8211312901155328,2281,79,492,37,41,772,232,608,0.155,0.732,0.114,-0.9756,1,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,19,36,24,4,2,37,0,49,7,0,7,4,92,101,54,0,9,22,0,4,3,2,3,6,1,1,1,27,33,0,1,15,0,0,10,17,9,1,2,31,6,59,15,79,65,16,78,0,1,1,1,9,27,1,7,36,338,86,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20992298498357814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925527876003952,0.0,0.3012202978865028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074658562204103,0.0,0.050462014069499225,0.05479461146659328,0.08000947919503812,0.0,0.05584252824934378,0.0,0.0688699890738619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505817155526877,0.0,0.0,0.0694231535718789,0.16959185826662124,0.0688071636991155,0.0,0.0,0.05239667926792225,0.0,0.07208660934012205,0.0,0.0,0.05652320903097554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343411075412104,0.0,0.20147323470884695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05812477812055901,0.13561751746505066,0.0,0.13003521419726294,0.0,0.11058474969307597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272904419324166,0.14064876532155468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164215609492628,0.0,0.0,0.10140430832472697,0.0,0.2057199167536688,0.0,0.18648262464472315,0.05504361623812229,0.2099470598634298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958333175928588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797487521369017,0.0,0.0658277995323973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512325405207367,0.0,0.0,0.06833893453852635,0.03606609813302635,0.10698720027261027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390598469195046,0.09618401886069876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158502910164853,0.0,0.12419300603744444,0.08761115784751188,0.06653402970186635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06626312000689241,0.0,0.05238170549323142,0.0,0.04824234642024354,0.0,0.05061448684097165,0.0,0.0,0.061585153755940675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049911204733552816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710660993477441,0.06264703419491381,0.04549650861840163,0.0573017182039606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285115742514329,0.0,0.07075546619308068,0.06279480950964708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980087386971877,0.0,0.07469626824107736,0.08408284376785685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0521880888991972,0.0,0.0,0.052295084339814495,0.059743056055835075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628584540279527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050521771527302285,0.0,0.0,0.046450117658781986,0.0,0.1048173331970606,0.05486591673919824,0.15034774207905724,0.0,0.07512557919862622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06821009692629487,0.0,0.0,0.057359642522078036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0435987140185155,0.08410043343013142,0.12895358264877274,0.20839749499054128,0.1148003964000614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04455545563554588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741532537144209,0.05209052446181669,0.05264087541236328,0.0,0.05900527057312186,0.0,0.059216871356116675,0.14653721510382273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28665718822618924,0.0,0.0,0.04661852348345928,0.0,0.0,0.04226071677113735
anxiety,GranTuro,2019/03/12,"Is it safe to give up on this kind of ocd/intrusive thoughts, and images? DON'T READ IT IF YOU HAVE OCD OR YOU'RE 100% SURE THAT YOUR NOT SUSCEPTIBLE TO IMAGINATON OR WORDS OR PICTURES AND DO NOTTRY TO IMAGINE IT

So, after 4 month of suffering I decided to give up on it.The problem is basicly that my mind statrted to imagine (maybe hallucinate) bad things,words or even people everything (on food, clothes, everything).This is just one part of the of problem it did the same thing with parts of body(worst is with head) .So my quesiton is is it safe to give up and stop correcting it (it with positve ones etc)?It won't hurt me, it won't cause anything bad, right for some reason about subconscious mind?It really  took all day,and sometimes I even woke up.Even if it doesnt imagines it always thinksa about it (sorry for grammer).Please help.",2.510660377358491,5.402176968553462,2.8727641509434,88.62612735849058,84.34591194968553,6.702012578616352,26.188993710691825,7.908726449838941,1.891158238993712,674,29,128,14,20,207,101,159,0.108,0.8079999999999999,0.084,-0.6035,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,0,0,7,10,0,0,2,0,13,2,1,2,3,33,19,11,0,4,8,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,15,6,1,3,6,1,0,1,5,6,0,2,4,0,7,4,25,13,5,11,0,2,0,0,6,7,0,7,3,84,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538185306469258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411092868427318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315619057380837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244896050881356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894285888813608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15465009281481468,0.2747642624579615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246247430164673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16767639716965282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3990653762539799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423121015925785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294540656599147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148445635045811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14440009240232662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13930939896073538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800277972278745,0.0,0.1106824852405313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18792837122234654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003251772004715,0.0,0.09613407192903704,0.0,0.0,0.15221446213764148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653707248089346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870428565399126,0.0,0.0888334775155447,0.14257252466847767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842065576991505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714497179410814,0.15522608551926936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593162083046762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069178067916584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092124034057731,0.0,0.0,0.11008591857721577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15406387308206232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LovelyShark,2019/03/12,"My anxiety is skyrocketing I am currently watching a massive layoff happen. People are being called into offices and then escorted out of the building left and right.  I'm trying to work, but have no clue if I will be escorted out soon.  This is overwhelming to say the least.  

Could use some positive thoughts right now.",5.158965517241381,7.601014206896554,5.820206896551727,73.9954827586207,70.72413793103449,9.467586206896552,32.289655172413795,9.888512548439397,3.7717613793103446,256,12,41,7,5,83,49,58,0.069,0.8490000000000001,0.08199999999999999,0.4118,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,0,9,0,0,1,0,11,13,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,6,8,2,10,0,1,1,0,2,6,0,2,4,32,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23468771534292815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31325915614739713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449408031641651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712866851686009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333200022797975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21268430591133072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5239810292563208,0.0,0.2439656976200414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435509774358617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082851287752744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649615155604629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223341259083346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bucketofwateronice,2019/03/12,"Life's been shitty I am  a 17 y/o m in high school  and I've   been suffering from  social  anxiety .  I can't   seem to socialize properly  with other people  than  my old school  friends   who have been there  since about 7 or  8  years. I'm  so anxious  about myself even if  i have some  good  pictures and stuff  they never  really  go into  social  media because I'm   really  concerned about my self . My self confidence is going downhill by the moment .I can't  have  any  conversation with  people other than  work or school related . 

I did  have  girlfriend but she   cheated on me (not sexually). She was  my first and  i felt like  a  total  fucking failure . Since then i can't  even  talk to other  girls  properly even though  they  seem  to strangely get attracted to me lol but  i don't  respond cause  i  don't  think I deserve them  . 

My personal life is slowly  falling apart . Today  I  was  really  thinking  deep  and  thought  i could  share it here . 
  
Guys please help . I don't   know  wtf i should  be doing.
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anxiety,Almightycatface,2019/03/12,"I'm afraid to eat I'm sorry if I dont belong here, but I dont really know where to go to for advice.
So background first - over the years I've had this problem where sometimes I'll swallow something and it just gets stuck. I have no choice but to throw it up. Once I have, my whole esophagus shuts down. I can't eat, I can't drink, I choke and vomit on my own saliva and dry heave on nothing for hours on end. This can last from anything like a few hours, to my most recent episode which clocked in at 3 days.
Despite some startling indifference from my doctor, I finally got a Gastroscopy, which revealed... nothing, really. A hiatal hernia, some slight duodenitis. I got put on medication to control my reflux, but no real idea if that'll stop this happening again.
So since that last episode, every swallow of every bite of food scares me. I'm always worried that this'll be the one that goes wrong and leaves me suffering for days. If I'm not stressing and worrying about my next meal, I'm worried about the last. Did it go down ok? Is something stuck and I just don't know yet? I know its bullshit, there's no mistaking how it feels, but I obsess over it anyway. I swallow air and make myself feel sick. Which makes me feel more anxious.
I used to enjoy food. I hate how now my first thought is 'how hard is this going to be to swallow?'.
How can I get this constant train of thought out of my head? How can I stop fussing and worrying about how my throat feels after every meal, every drink? 
It was hard enough to get my doctors to take me seriously, even when I was throwing up my own spit. How is anyone going to take me seriously because I'm just a bit afraid of something that might not even happen again? It's been a year since the last episode. I just want someone to understand. Who understands how I feel, more than I understand it. I could use some advicre from someone who actually gets it.
Thanks for letting me ramble. I know a bunch of folk here have it worse that my sad arse.",2.570918481295365,4.584385273869351,3.5161390284757132,89.54476689000559,76.9145728643216,6.3317699609156906,24.87465103294249,7.279313950308263,1.0522074818537137,1561,55,321,19,36,499,192,398,0.193,0.74,0.067,-0.9944,0,0,5,0,0,0,51.0,0,0,0,3,30,18,1,6,10,1,26,20,3,13,0,63,69,26,0,7,13,0,7,1,0,2,5,0,0,0,27,9,12,3,16,2,0,7,10,14,0,3,11,7,42,4,44,52,13,50,0,2,0,0,2,17,0,8,27,210,69,2,0.0,0.0,0.07301557010160467,0.0,0.0,0.07311528387226726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062257975718103827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452766846499718,0.0,0.05231734752020177,0.0,0.061572207747543226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04561085376298464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168634741943792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808561021068546,0.08391934018365814,0.0597393533816033,0.0,0.0,0.0965081209426992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15316716649243073,0.0,0.0,0.1753818728220135,0.1465943332481899,0.0,0.1531233621439961,0.0,0.0,0.06627016652364756,0.0773112238578482,0.0,0.09883857426996076,0.0,0.2521633635120548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891614932913507,0.0,0.0,0.08196394622420441,0.0,0.12728726912512578,0.1809503450708892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563658228764284,0.0,0.17009248019273213,0.0,0.11968412670274366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232986046958325,0.0,0.13405179855264515,0.07387132692846787,0.07678905417106968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14736938079486475,0.0,0.0,0.08446503625710476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16448106342368835,0.2439599705054849,0.0,0.07922579362671739,0.0,0.07651066002101553,0.0,0.03655429550538851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998886569139534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753753875821454,0.0,0.07937441723389002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957414534334434,0.0,0.0,0.14358763347515532,0.0,0.0,0.07968308771657856,0.050701387009895085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071594638596188,0.0,0.0752168700326244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516392311664339,0.09586589813246628,0.0,0.0738777907897188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490996847721396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378721797246525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12679303413963053,0.17280510930671908,0.07400096373066835,0.08375720796975335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12510924106196933,0.0857084553799731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251380527122253,0.0,0.0,0.06888613108832903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880076916155426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336773144285995,0.0,0.12924453097333038,0.0,0.0,0.04413200935758242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353619541308023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30394187185993826,0.07625010557189095,0.0,0.08180621354309114,0.0,0.09636595023289674
anxiety,phineuscole,2019/03/12,"Anyone else get massively more anxious/depressed if they’ve been sick for more than a few days? Every time I’m sick for more than 4-5 days with a cold or flu I start to get so freaking anxious which can also lead into depression. Luckily it all seems to even out after a while but it is just the freaking worst and so hard on top of being full of plague. 

Wondering if this is common for other anxious redditors? ",5.426265060240965,5.582025843373496,6.096048192771086,80.92334939759041,67.67469879518072,9.049638554216868,29.853012048192767,8.841846274778883,2.2636525301204817,327,11,64,5,5,107,63,83,0.295,0.6559999999999999,0.049,-0.9703,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,4,0,5,3,0,1,1,13,11,9,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,14,9,7,13,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,5,7,47,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160326138288188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6794659862679806,0.0,0.1401823362585665,0.2054184686236876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585898273311332,0.0,0.34535133266331003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16747777472440806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13241709404589766,0.0,0.16891552750399108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20948812775099954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17959333941305333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18251214306458305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190286000072005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169032171820211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21741520128587308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,psychedeliccolon,2019/03/12,My therapist stopped giving me meds So I was on Alprazolam for some time last year. Then I changed psychiatrists who prescribed them to me again because I was out and you’re not supposed to stop taking them all of a sudden. It has to be gradual. She prescribed a lower dosage that barely helped during the day but I was able to sleep better at night. But then she stopped giving them to me because she says it’s addicting. I’m not on any medication anymore and I’m kinda losing my mind right now over career things that I need to sort. What do I do? She taught be breathing techniques and how to look in the brighter side of things but that’s it so far. It doesn’t help that it’s that time of the month.,2.4818181818181806,4.4943153636363675,3.3055944055944053,90.95531468531472,77.18181818181819,6.078321678321679,23.58741258741259,7.010146845296331,0.7103538461538466,559,18,118,6,13,177,88,143,0.058,0.823,0.119,0.8652,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,2,5,2,0,0,5,0,9,4,2,1,1,19,17,11,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,14,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,2,18,1,17,11,2,24,0,1,1,0,13,9,0,3,15,80,32,2,0.16907781865831442,0.0,0.0,0.1843197791609361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497871461310526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676797635438879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061365378610666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953559064008598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17886191322179915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904120557566667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32438970038965204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266585956784244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782098872237214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14198278433622133,0.18915483064758687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18780734066361715,0.17032811440956847,0.0,0.0,0.1707203981767734,0.0,0.13495630175658452,0.0,0.0,0.12536906015787902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586680791652792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439153330869464,0.0,0.13445746768381955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16919992463687658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4240698816057257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12712547763689538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19631237913403765,0.22465557964858968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971812714949263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888057178191976
anxiety,PancakesxBacon,2019/03/12,"When to consider medication for anxiety? I have been experiencing anxiety the last few months after moving to a new state and starting graduate school applications, and I'm thinking it may be time to talk to a doctor. I go through waves of anxiety where some days I have uncontrollable thoughts that feel paralyzing, then the next week I'll be absolutely fine, and other days seemingly out of nowhere I will start crying randomly, getting nauseous, and having what I believe is a panic attack. I've gotten pretty good about getting through these panic attacks by myself but it's been getting harder to manage.

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Because of these cycles of anxiety, I always just try to push through the hard times because I know eventually one day I'll wake up and feel better. Although the mental component is difficult, the random physical symptoms are what have been the most difficult for me. My husband really believes I'd benefit from medication such as a SSRI. I was previously given a prescription for xanax and I did not feel comfortable taking it unless I was having crazy insomnia and am nervous about taking it for panic attacks because I don't want to rely on it.   


At what point did you decide to see a doctor about anxiety? And how has medication worked for you?  


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anxiety,Squiffy_Goose,2019/03/12,"Reading anxiety I buy a book on kindle, then return it because I want the physical book. Then I return the physical book because it takes up space and is clutter, so I re-buy the kindle book. But I want the physical book, and decide I hate eBooks. Then I get the book and it sits on my shelf and I feel anxious because it is clutter. I go around and around like this till I am sick of it and want to burn all my books and destroy my kindle. I spend more time obsessing about which medium to get the book in that I stop enjoying reading full stop.

I've been sat at my desk for 20 minutes looking at a book that i want but not knowing which medium i want, and my anxiety is through the roof. I used to love reading so much but feel like the whole experience has been ruined now by the anxiety of book vs. eBook.

Does anyone else having this maddening issue, or is it just me, and do you have any advice?",5.718,4.943317367567567,6.42283783783784,81.96452702702705,67.21621621621622,9.562162162162162,31.47297297297297,8.841846274778883,2.3130648648648644,703,24,149,10,10,232,96,185,0.146,0.755,0.099,-0.8387,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,0,7,8,2,1,11,0,11,2,0,1,1,31,28,19,0,5,7,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,12,11,0,2,4,13,2,1,1,4,0,0,3,3,22,4,18,25,5,22,0,1,1,1,2,10,0,1,12,100,34,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797615342885722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601885695458266,0.0,0.3240461415435064,0.15951251141259326,0.0,0.0987282820517942,0.14467309541424286,0.0,0.25139067527241804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582172901557903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235625171196431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795204318680892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381178388429197,0.0,0.0,0.14278697333266505,0.10087122290030363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14753929428707951,0.0,0.08024555503732707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940288539509554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473730684419392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759822311138036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379635233023645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856998667159485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12743587833162565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379610090137678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4237058728960259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360941642556037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616263274097143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823331534254083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194894344232232,0.0,0.0,0.4164084834084316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764149853147166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HeatLightning,2019/03/12,"Has anyone experienced post-panic-disorder burnout? Two years ago I developed a panic disorder that lasted for months and almost drove me to suicide. In the end I was helped only by clonazepam (known as Ativan in the US), which I took for a month and then quit without side effects.

Since then I'm off any meds but have developed something like chronic fatigue (along with gluten intolerance).

Judging how much stress I was under, it makes sense, but it's been two years! Any ideas why this happens and what can be done about it? ",6.970442176870747,7.647089785714288,6.312653061224491,78.89544217687076,64.40816326530611,8.982312925170069,32.65986394557823,8.841846274778883,2.655627210884354,421,16,75,6,6,129,77,98,0.138,0.83,0.033,-0.8538,0,0,1,0,0,1,15.0,1,0,0,3,2,4,0,2,4,0,8,2,0,3,0,14,13,9,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,3,0,2,6,1,6,1,13,6,1,16,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,1,10,49,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808649455980096,0.0,0.1559876926200056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118667639996662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089225715499504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3570667977603172,0.0,0.0,0.15941347433753258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379717683892872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377526707525399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441372422862134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175852740845302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269786629207773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610454383426574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398204319836064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730326071902713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24867867962120216,0.0,0.11451367320566705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847507039501826,0.0,0.3655403873458496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491908548411866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16568751424646413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885995511688308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992438311460682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17844148845573668,0.0,0.0,0.17039423993634753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730734562569523,0.0,0.0,0.3043420686008578,0.0,0.18737998496914635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056408856371164,0.0,0.0,0.15016301573097854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20062995558344335
anxiety,pacrislopa,2019/03/12,"App/Website to access a therapist? Hey guys, I'm going through a rough patch and would like to talk to someone. I have too much social anxiety right now to go to a real live therapist, but would love a safe place to talk with someone qualified. I've heard of apps like 7 Cups and Pacifica, was wondering if any of you knew other apps or websites where you can access a therapist. Thank you very much in advance.",5.568148148148147,5.964815444444448,6.169975308641978,79.6808888888889,67.39506172839506,9.93679012345679,32.24938271604938,9.888512548439397,3.0441338271604934,325,13,63,7,5,106,57,81,0.016,0.772,0.212,0.9555,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,1,3,5,0,0,5,0,5,1,0,0,0,12,13,5,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,4,5,11,8,2,8,0,0,0,1,10,4,0,3,3,36,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578032671284627,0.0,0.13024583339808854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935214993002892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685808022363543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16635755005872088,0.0,0.15033969751979753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15366322924624193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25031638274063844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778819102910723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937892853246972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539820659244018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17355516332831178,0.2885157302631007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736916126126649,0.0,0.15674940307889415,0.0,0.5930431072498101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047952615678092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846360206221725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24189080824211956,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OG_LilPrestige,2019/03/12,"How do you repress the feeling of always having a painful ball in your stomach? First of all sorry for my bad english, i don’t know if a lot of people here have this symptom too, but basically whenever i feel stressed or anxious, so basically all day, i get this annoying, almost painful ball in my stomach. It makes it really difficult for me to eat and makes me always feel tired, so if anybody know what i’m talking about and has any tips on how they deal with it it would be greatly appreciated. 😊",7.310000000000002,6.2242929292929325,7.984525252525255,73.08345454545456,64.15151515151516,10.748282828282829,38.9919191919192,9.888512548439397,3.782630707070707,396,19,76,7,5,133,71,99,0.249,0.6970000000000001,0.054000000000000006,-0.9642,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,1,7,8,1,2,3,0,7,7,2,4,2,22,16,10,0,3,4,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,7,3,1,1,5,2,0,0,1,7,0,1,0,3,10,1,11,14,3,5,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,5,2,54,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18758023987750888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117409920405448,0.0,0.0,0.12738831424971025,0.0,0.0,0.21162540958178014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15640964392623155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080997260041593,0.19312519977067127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19168158082865625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28415343204309634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593396632861446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787026517985407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065279177007249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20589928154648512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592581296057516,0.0,0.0,0.2500835325978846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39865680189275227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986847652399916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000603072122762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20969646701382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145816547858468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19470376168138245,0.0,0.15056579189607566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21530403612058205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307123571557766,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mennatobgi,2019/03/12,"Q: What do you do when experiencing shortness of breath? For anxious fellows, what do you do when experiencing an episode of shortness of breath especially at social gatherings including work etc?",7.6005208333333325,11.00838884375,7.745000000000001,58.53333333333336,66.8125,10.516666666666666,41.91666666666666,10.504223727775694,5.736904166666667,161,10,22,5,3,52,21,32,0.071,0.929,0.0,-0.3313,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,5,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,17,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5586631957979759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5515169223999025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5040975749299779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36001410099751346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,madman123098,2019/03/12,"Help out a fellow human in need Everyone is fighting a battle you know nothing about, so i’m not going to go into details about how i achieved this level of anxiety, but just like a lot of people in this subreddit, i’m lost. Anyone here has some decent advice regarding medication/solutions? Last resort, really appreciate you guys! ",6.810901639344263,7.995443491803278,8.347663934426233,62.375922131147576,64.90163934426228,11.34590163934426,33.2827868852459,11.20814326018867,4.460701639344262,267,11,39,8,4,93,51,61,0.122,0.732,0.146,0.5471,0,0,0,0,2,0,8.0,0,2,0,2,6,4,2,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,10,9,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,9,8,2,8,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,2,2,27,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29271268556103164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291517144562168,0.0,0.0,0.20944938572380548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862288453420938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3404775584126259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965974330924889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20077923326287395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646225359761748,0.244169804020745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463429455442805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269896218129396,0.2546631243548281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22210941259954292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874222705699417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20766733898404927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19189670756867655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shoujos,2019/03/12,"I’m experiencing extreme burnout but calling into work makes me feel like a failure I haven’t had a job since June of last year and I just got a full time job back in January. I haven’t missed a single day. It’s a nice slow paced job. My coworkers are amazing. 
I worked a high profile event this weekend with over 20,000 people in and out and I have CPTSD, so this really, really drained me.

I need to call in. I used to work 3 jobs and went to college full time, this time last year and experienced extreme burn out then too, but never called in. I don’t want to go through it again but I don’t know what to do. I don’t know how to, have a day off. 

I was jobless for 5 months, on welfare from August till December and I felt like that was enough “relaxing” time. 

I need to call in, but I don’t know how to feel okay with it.
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anxiety,throwmeaway691,2019/03/12,"I got somewhat of a wake up call to how bad off I really am If this sounds like it belongs in r/depression instead lmk

So I have a seasonal hobby, I can do it outside the snowy winter months. I have a cookie for whoever guesses it :)

Anyway it's the only thing that got me out of my seemingly severe anxiety and depression, it's the thing that I live for. This winter is the first one I've had since starting, and its been hard. Really hard. Week after week I get more anxious over mundane things. As an example: ""Oh god, I have to sign in to check my assignments and grades"" That anxiety haven't happened in almost a year and its back. These creeped back into my life without me noticing.

I recently got a girlfriend, gee this really showed me how fucked I am and while I barely know her too. What a wake up call. For a while, all day I was thinking ""does she really like me? Am I going to say something dumb? When will she reply? I need to see her."" I never thought like this while dating when I had my hobby, instead of thinking about my hobby all day im thinking of her and can't stop, honestly it's toxic. She's great, I'm obsessive.

Now almost every second of the day is agony. I can't focus in class even. I have no motivation even for things I was madly passionate about 3 months ago. It makes me wonder if this is all worth it, what the hell do I have left? I'm anxious to the point I feel like my heart will explode while also thinking how nice it'd be to not exist so this would stop.

I think this is showing me how lonely I am. I committed myself to my hobby as an escape, but it's not a sustainable life style. I need to fix this. I need friends. I love people, I love talking, I love giving people hugs even when it's awkward. I have all but 2 semi real friends after going to college. I barely have human contact. Those tiny conversations with classmates are the highlight of my day. Its all I have but it's fake. I don't want to die but I can't live like this, not for much longer. I'm scared.

Here's hoping I can fix this, and those struggling who are reading can too. Writing this out kinda put my wild thoughts in order.",1.052510154738879,3.261900665909092,2.9719729206963272,90.4292359767892,83.25,5.653771760154737,21.179883945841393,6.947713065588193,0.5677765957446814,1663,52,347,21,47,556,205,440,0.101,0.732,0.16699999999999998,0.9893,1,2,1,0,0,1,56.0,0,0,0,2,24,28,4,4,18,0,38,11,3,6,7,61,73,29,1,8,10,0,3,5,3,3,2,2,0,1,39,11,0,2,12,3,2,3,11,12,0,3,10,6,57,16,42,58,8,50,1,2,1,6,22,14,3,10,37,248,96,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747524699023425,0.0,0.16888639739729264,0.0,0.0,0.06743778018770394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902273493957014,0.1905352773049668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968741704635825,0.07041109793372706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17221844361107902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21754062214093847,0.0,0.1452646930085435,0.0,0.08752007052967233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379677699072397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16709530292515648,0.0,0.07105072407861683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04263921889033774,0.06024457347326025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173010790600125,0.0,0.0,0.13030457727959716,0.07796069685137386,0.04405836272876281,0.08089595220715498,0.095852099287561,0.0,0.20233654273588397,0.09297289523996953,0.09289777596894228,0.0,0.07457175596515032,0.0,0.15108423711600746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993013670932237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837576121101923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108966849280056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046344950712537886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09162358208942173,0.0,0.11912797308628112,0.20599417200567446,0.0,0.14892790377950518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283303378665383,0.0,0.05629018666415146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462102556081412,0.0,0.06199143469462296,0.18758640277306246,0.06503963609629307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960089963803845,0.0,0.0,0.05714343604353151,0.06413591830333648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692606401364825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971805539030136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477382287914627,0.0,0.0,0.08435170724546874,0.09598473495177497,0.21609297661301316,0.0,0.0832646020552808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706171537863245,0.0844279268309803,0.0,0.06719920456317315,0.07676985123568544,0.0,0.0952676386524834,0.0,0.06975772646846667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06492049688066583,0.0,0.0,0.059688420010052236,0.0,0.0,0.14100545047582524,0.0,0.08815886209202814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778036476870827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22409746070843806,0.2701727275741389,0.0,0.13389543274586782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04973936223293793,0.0,0.13528709246298004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129003744833088,0.0914510803436618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05990482156298945,0.0,0.0,0.05430503817216055
anxiety,colemacgrath2009,2019/03/12,Difference. Going to keep this simple. How do you tell the difference between anxiety and some other chest issue? Haven’t really been diagnosed with either but having some major issues right now and trying not to head to the ER if I don’t need to. ,4.387340425531914,6.57666895744681,5.813776595744681,74.30875,72.19148936170212,8.955319148936171,22.388297872340427,9.516144504307137,2.3015148936170213,199,5,32,5,4,67,38,47,0.03,0.97,0.0,-0.09,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,5,3,2,1,0,12,8,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,6,7,4,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,1,27,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19481276119628926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584726265470798,0.0,0.5321270586024444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447280755396832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26135269519495824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5315938202946807,0.0,0.22635183373746626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18882576575472335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314050957307394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174766390621252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22258241730778436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728961441102485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ahn_knee,2019/03/12,"I want to get a job but I keep getting rejected. I’m a college student. I’ve only had one job in the past, which was stressful, but I enjoyed earning money that I could spend on myself, and I loved being in a productive routine that forced me to get out of the house. I was let go after missing a shift because I overslept during a depression nap, but the owner said she would give me a good recommendation if I ever needed it. This was in high school.

I never actually applied to the job, I was offered it when I volunteered at the location. I was a decent worker, but I would often be late because it was far away and I relied on public transportation.

Since I never actually formally interviewed/applied for the job, I have no idea what I’m supposed to do during it. I have applied to several chain stores, movie theaters, etc., where I am confronted by hours-long questionnaires that I have to fill out for each location I want to apply to. I rarely, if ever, hear back from these places, but when I do, it’s always rejection. 

I did get interviewed once for Petco (I am an amateur aquarium keeper, and I love watching/taking care of animals). I was excited to finally get interviewed at a place I was legitimately interested in working at (though I did have a fear of seeing animals die/be transported inhumanely). Unfortunately, the interview went horribly—the manager demanded to know what I fed my own dog (and subsequently reprimanded me for not feeding him fancy shit), was disappointed with my explanation of the nitrogen cycle, and then told me how many other applicants had applied and how they were equally qualified.

Which begs the question—how do I stand out in the workplace? Do I keep applying to big companies, or smaller places? I don’t have a drivers license, but I’m in the process of getting one—should I wait until I get one? Or continue to use public transportation? Should I go for something I’m interested in, or just look for anything?

I am posting this in r/anxiety because I have a continuous fear of being rejected, making a first impression, and so on. I am diagnosed and taking medication for anxiety/depression.  It’s hard to make a continuous effort to an ultimately beneficial challenge, when these questionnaires take so long and I almost always never hear back from where I applied. It starts feeling pointless, especially with all of the built up fear I face beforehand. 

How do I work through these challenges, and do you have any advice for making a good impression at the interview?

TL;DR: I am very afraid of getting a job, but I know it will be helpful. Every time I apply, I get rejected, but I don’t know what’s wrong with me.
How do I work through this?

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anxiety,MiniiAmiibo,2019/03/12,"Should I Stop My Studies? Okay, this seems really typical of a high schooler but I'm really considering quitting. Every night before school I get anxiety about the next day and I don't exactly know why. I know that I'm nervous because of a test, project, class, or whatever it may be, but why do I react to this extreme? 

I had a D- in math when I was in 6th grade because at that point I was going through a crucial phase and I decided that I just didn't care about school. I cried in front of teachers because while I knew it was my fault for not doing my homework like all the other kids, I didn't understand why that was so. 

Now that I'm in high school, I've been working on redeeming myself and doing my best so that I could have a good foundation for my future. It's not much but I average out to a 3.5 and I generally do alright with all my classes. 

The problem is I fall back onto my 6th grade self and skip out on periods and whole days because I feel like I'm gonna die. It sounds overboard but I literally feel like my heart is going to rip out of my chest from beating so fast. My mom is aware since she's supportive of me getting rest from school for the sake of my mental health, but I still think she sees this as minor. I've confronted her and brought up the possibility of online schooling but I think that likewise, she considers it a little risky as I won't get the socializing part of attending a regular high school.

I don't know what to do, it's 2:11am and I'm writing to cope with the anxiety. ",4.344999999999999,4.691795824840764,5.67758598726115,82.32051910828028,70.05095541401275,9.209936305732484,30.349681528662423,9.255337874911486,2.4223011464968147,1195,46,254,23,20,403,163,314,0.116,0.799,0.085,-0.8322,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,4,10,13,1,1,15,2,24,3,2,1,3,45,49,22,1,3,10,1,2,3,0,4,1,1,1,2,18,13,0,1,11,0,0,6,7,4,0,0,10,4,40,9,37,33,7,36,0,0,1,0,9,17,0,3,16,167,58,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550000871866142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312478812274302,0.0,0.231884371713356,0.0,0.08092172145264673,0.0,0.09979988813180868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969591416559547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592832233222355,0.0,0.10446111063310726,0.1226611822830851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869710970775372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012449106545343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616920185743696,0.1358766107340215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14905494363068786,0.0,0.1080932076705255,0.07976401356827996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010851364347464,0.0,0.11269204430733384,0.0,0.3014299955873093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679075635542394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938080216726306,0.0953135651825495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583680487246764,0.0,0.0,0.11137807934823188,0.0,0.0,0.06990825526039668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113821149596276,0.08924339234076878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298228386913777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989871250021281,0.1072091404842488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099631129024653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011488385199158,0.0,0.0,0.12184492134646288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5774678571151515,0.0757811005510637,0.08657399821321587,0.09920835591947022,0.0,0.0,0.07866636693222863,0.0,0.0,0.09694082765878584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594569324036178,0.07950650822593586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791652052407648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187041062489727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900077278666423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574345030250237,0.10617395088319148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.069232757020068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DuckWithAFuckingHat,2019/03/12,"How do I mellow out anxiety? I feel nauseous, and I can't sleep. I don't know what to do",-2.9028571428571435,-1.2680336666666676,1.187619047619048,99.01571428571432,99.95238095238096,4.704761904761905,16.523809523809526,6.42735559955562,-0.35079047619047543,67,2,18,1,3,25,15,21,0.108,0.892,0.0,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,1,0,5,6,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5224095976641862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3452901102375394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752989280043255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6833839818720475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,trnxm,2019/03/12,"I Don’t Know How To Get Out Of This Hello, fellow Redditors. 

I recently subscribed to this community and I’ve never knew I could relate to so many posts on here. I thought these feelings I’ve been having were just something I’m imagining. But I’m feeling a bit sad tonight and feel like I need an outlet to let it out. 

Lately, I’ve been feeling so damn sad and so unmotivated with everything in my life. I was working at one of the best jobs I could’ve ever had at a tech company with so many benefits and great support from managers/coworkers. I took that for granted that I left the company because I kept making excuses to call out of work and I didn’t reach out for help when I needed to. I kept making excuses for that too and still never made it a priority to seek professional help. Now, I’m jobless. Unmotivated to even apply for anything else because two of my interviews for another job didn’t work out. The good thing is that I’m still eligible for rehire at the tech company but that’s a whole process that I’m still waiting on since January. With school, I’m always so motivated in the beginning of the semester for the first month then soon after, I wouldn’t show up to classes as much, I pass with mainly C’s. When I know darn well I could do better. I’m transferring to a four-year university in the fall and I already got acceptance letters but somehow that’s still not enough to make me motivated. 

The thing with me is, my motivation comes and goes. I don’t understand it. It’s never stable. I never feel like doing anything besides laying in bed on my phone or maybe sleeping. My days goes to waste, my week goes to waste. I waste so much time being unproductive. Friends ask me to go out but I never feel like going out much. I’m pretty much closed off and stay in most of the time. I just feel like there’s some damn cloud over my head. 

Sometimes I feel so much passion for something like photography, videography, design, reading, etc. But then my passions never stay with me because I just end up not committing to it. 

I keep thinking something’s wrong with me. Sometimes my mom makes me believe that something is really wrong with me. She doesn’t approve of me being a lesbian. She isn’t supportive or understand much and I live in a controlling household where she keeps an eye on everywhere I go, lol. I get scared to speak up for myself because I don’t want to face more burden/headaches in my life. My friends continue to encourage me to speak up for myself but I’ve never grew the guts to. Any drama happens she would say really mean things to me and I hate hearing that, she puts me in a bad mood and sometimes the first thing I think of when I’m in that bad mood is taking my own life or question myself why do I even exist. I know that I wouldn’t have the courage to actually act out on it. But it’s a negative thought that instantly crosses my mind the moment anything goes wrong in my life.  

I made plans to move out by the end of this year because I might go away for school. My financial situation scares me because y’all, I’m only 23 and I have at least $11k in debt under my name and no not because of student loans but because of credit cards that my mom has poorly encouraged me to sign up for so she also uses it too. Lol. I keep paying these debts but it makes no difference because of the interest that’s being charged. My mom does pay for some cards too but it doesn’t make a difference either. My credit score haunts me too. That’s what making me hesitant about moving out adding more money on top of student loans but living at home with my mom stresses me the hell out because she’s so controlling too. 

I honestly don’t understand this feeling I feel so often. It’s been coming and going for at least the past couple years of my life. I don’t know how to make it go away? I try to tell myself positive thoughts, read things on Twitter that’s like a constantly reminder but it’s not enough. I considered therapy but haven’t acted on it because I’m nervous and I know you would have to shop around to find the right therapist. 

I don’t know where to start. I feel like I’m drowning in so much. I just feel hopeless. 

Sorry for this mess. But thank you for reading. 

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anxiety,MatthewBee,2019/03/12,"Severe anxiety attack during.. sexy times Long story short.. i (24,m,gay) ended an abusive relationship (3years) over a year ago.. it was awful. I thought i was ready to try dating and maybe be in another relationship.. 

So i asked a friend of mine if they want to have sex and he agreed and it was fun and nice.. second time no i had a severe anxiety attack during sex.. 

I was really embarrassed and couldnt stop crying, i tried ""sexting"" with other people.. and i get mini anxiety and like a heavy feeling so i stop the whole thing.. 

But earlier while only sexting i had another severe attack.. same as the first one it was awful :( 

I thought i was ready.. i feel so bad ruining the mood.. i almost feel like im pushing men away now.. i dont know whats triggering all these attacks.. i hate it ",1.0939151103565337,3.598623335483876,3.35028862478778,85.57280135823433,86.61290322580645,6.3599320882852295,20.41595925297113,7.669130373188453,1.1086129032258063,607,19,117,12,19,207,98,155,0.267,0.5710000000000001,0.162,-0.9626,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,1,1,5,14,5,1,8,2,12,2,0,1,1,24,22,14,0,3,2,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,2,6,0,0,1,3,8,0,3,10,3,18,5,8,10,3,17,0,1,0,2,7,4,0,2,14,75,26,0,0.0,0.13417694957990794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038496632901464,0.0,0.11339862975968733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374947653231964,0.25989662119873835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586890051573923,0.5153306917640266,0.10639751832604176,0.0,0.09455494520114377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439444707162695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272243758943278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030156365592344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17178040638097666,0.08090233657188585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632624147840872,0.0,0.0,0.08749289902940681,0.0,0.059165901338328525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118061110895098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232416288741715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622365565027594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065169109610856,0.0,0.0,0.10021836785201473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376994452304873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767378243240409,0.0861280170109685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850990752766067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07254772387311481,0.0,0.0,0.2431657568044268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3838042560012293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18935598270820075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523502593634464,0.0,0.0,0.1798079518357371,0.13206828068358925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377200616157458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06679490603458535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643413260186795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292614458799793
anxiety,alluringluna,2019/03/12,"Physical symptoms getting worse. Whenever my anxiety hits me, I have a hard time breathing & catching my breath. It happens mainly at work & I’m able to get myself back on track by not focusing on my breathing too much & focusing on one task at a time.

However, today, I couldn’t do that because it was so busy & I had to stop my rhythm to help customers, which made everything so much worse. I think I may have overworked my lungs (if that makes sense) by trying to take too many deep breaths so I started getting a slight pain in my ribs. Eventually I started to feel a little lightheaded & had to sit down & the lack of oxygen also started to give me a headache.

This is the first time something like this has ever happened & I’m worried. I already take medication for my anxiety (which I had unfortunately forgot at home today) & I know I’ll have to ask my doctor for something stronger but I’m worried about becoming too dependent on medication.",7.368387096774192,6.949800677419358,7.5876559139784945,73.79148387096777,63.73118279569893,10.665806451612903,38.49247311827957,10.125756701596842,3.8965866666666655,770,37,141,15,10,251,110,186,0.11,0.8590000000000001,0.031,-0.8442,1,0,2,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,2,10,2,0,0,7,0,12,11,6,3,1,15,34,6,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,1,5,0,1,0,8,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,6,2,21,1,23,25,4,26,0,0,0,0,3,11,0,3,14,89,29,2,0.08613458074291938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950516517218458,0.06888179310054574,0.0,0.7466142579864434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178543701523654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052420568092222,0.0,0.0,0.06623217582093714,0.0,0.05250684094860946,0.09512887718023516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816239322507455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791365957978229,0.0,0.0,0.07741220718190782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04355223207819415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326603037805626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13500529009337614,0.08262813851664835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523370505742846,0.0,0.07715966578980113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05773419383294105,0.0,0.08640000746958708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04733731296241698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04208100532526203,0.08632947827068749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150262294598458,0.05749550149187959,0.08732694551629094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735430565620055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663765523585793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058367021091872924,0.0,0.0916532668499524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326212168215468,0.0,0.0,0.18289949874627726,0.0,0.0,0.07201236635229565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952680973382239,0.12952497027567836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055191561378128334,0.0,0.0,0.15067730012143768,0.0,0.1632910221842299,0.0,0.0,0.05847972630206839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06270700063875079,0.17494769563296272,0.17555699292027335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MasterTradition,2019/03/12,"OP worried she may get fired Hey guys! I'm more of a lurker here, I've only posted like twice. Anyways, I had an issue at work today; it also seems to be a weekly occurrence. I am literally terrified of losing my job. Like to the point where it's worrying me. A little about me as a worker: I am a shift leader ( kinda like an assistant manager ) and have been a key holder ( a closer/opening shift leader ) for about 6 months now. I have a great team, all of my employees and I have great relationships. Everyone busts their asses and for the most part gets along. 

I haven't really been in trouble before. I've been threatened by a write up once in early December because I overslept by 10 minutes and was about 25 minutes late to work. But aside from that as far as I am currently aware, I am under upper managements good graces. My boss had even shot me a text saying him and I would sit down and discuss where I wanted to go in the company ( it was a crazy day and we had our repair guys out twice to fix two things that were broken ). 

Today I had caught my significant other going through my facebook; so after close I called him to touch base and say hey we will talk about this later when I am off work. I have things I need to get done. Now, I wasn't yelling, I had a slight elevated tone to my voice. I am a firm believed of keeping my personal life outside of my job. However I really only make 12.50, so if someone close ( like immediate family/s.o ) needs to talk real quick I take five minutes to answer the phone. I hardly ever am on my phone.

​

Now for some reason I have anxiety that I will get fired for getting a little elevated with my voice in my office at my job. Gossip tends to spread and I just feel like I would immediately get fired. I don't know if this is like catastrophic thinking, or if this could potentially happen.  


TL;DR: Good employee only ever had tardy issues. Caught s/o going through personal shit, called and told him we would discuss it when I got home with a little higher tone of voice. Worried coworkers will tell boss and get OP fired. Is dealing with major anxiety.",4.196379585326952,5.370044937799044,5.5679234449760795,79.96013078149922,70.91387559808612,8.44414673046252,26.373524720893144,8.841846274778883,1.9613758213716108,1656,52,319,30,30,557,221,418,0.123,0.7979999999999999,0.08,-0.9521,7,0,0,0,1,0,56.0,4,0,1,6,21,15,1,0,21,0,39,3,2,4,3,53,66,24,0,10,6,0,7,6,0,7,1,6,1,4,13,21,0,1,6,1,0,5,3,4,0,4,18,13,52,11,50,39,6,47,0,1,0,1,32,22,2,9,24,217,65,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06633341741721836,0.0,0.08987403092202083,0.10079079546202203,0.0,0.0,0.126909855413926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05056427890632264,0.0,0.0705825660069821,0.0934538950977995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693981900827797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622716035458605,0.0,0.0,0.053494542871635534,0.08551565782483908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488451563881627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05478631535883957,0.1500622754075142,0.0,0.07926028715050404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041940957978219805,0.05925800683535388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033580331722393,0.0,0.14142363437811695,0.13914555082616314,0.06634102482168906,0.18290073757690767,0.0,0.16426295321085765,0.07335056702938722,0.0,0.07430503894021584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08320352160352655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17315214480369345,0.2469390187992053,0.07372791781169523,0.0,0.0,0.04558600464366583,0.0,0.09356886073829224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058588565213778025,0.243144967568042,0.2494068051849898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279749929427017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05536837716326715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620823414415786,0.0,0.0,0.12300965544146422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883368220282662,0.0,0.18925688071628746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982450840466451,0.0,0.0,0.14485383933139034,0.0,0.0,0.07841259052678545,0.0,0.07944117336104906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441288653801304,0.10627711631894568,0.0852842712671364,0.0,0.08905501799714481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192702210968116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551266623694396,0.0,0.0,0.08514484244583824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028149894903038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06236650885893751,0.13334078364915786,0.07250013352500828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110213817551055,0.0531496744496683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15724984858074156,0.07926028715050404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102805985835296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04892482919633941,0.0,0.06653581383113888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18116120941917288,0.2527129012958979,0.0,0.17677145613252074,0.0,0.10079079546202203,0.0
anxiety,awko_pando,2019/03/12,"Anyone else feel like they get sneak attacked? Today was a really good day. Like a really fucking good day, everything went perfect. I got out of class super early, I actually went to the gym and got to have a nice dinner with my husband. And then literally out of nowhere I just started worrying. About everything. About school, my job, my marriage. And I don't even know why. I feel like I'm drowning. ",1.7493506493506494,4.486989714285716,3.50390909090909,83.65586363636366,86.92207792207792,6.716363636363638,24.58311688311689,7.908726449838941,1.898154285714286,316,13,58,7,10,105,53,77,0.035,0.6579999999999999,0.307,0.9705,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,2,4,10,2,0,4,0,3,2,0,0,1,11,14,4,1,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,3,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,5,2,9,8,9,9,0,10,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,9,31,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.1720746621413432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232954818560283,0.1806730416046783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20060318345048286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274391925174586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14730281636007028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646566787308958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31695178548510944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783175835124831,0.2519433291946713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163016155469917,0.09212622768155036,0.0,0.0,0.2957979452057328,0.28205772600827395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17498236898516892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690749307954116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584408246139125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259256759765822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17845746671502713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480874529203123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16714218247699095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269231872246962,0.15911226465277256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17907377439540426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Chanonw,2019/03/12,"Physical symptoms from Anxiety. Hi all,
I recently went through a horrific patch of not feeling well and was sent from specialist to specialist.(5 months-all checks clear) 
Finally I was told its anxiety and previous childhood trauma that is physically presenting in my body.

I have symptoms that linger,jaw pain a feeling of a lump or difficulty swollowing, swollen lymph in throat, constant neck pain, dizzyness, clicking in the throat, burning in upper chest etc etc.

Is it normal that they linger? Tight chest neck pain jaw pain all day everyday? 

I am being very mindful and exercising daily and have reduced my caffeine intake.

My question is can anyone relate to this?
And also how long till one feels better, why I ask is one day I woke up with these symptoms and after a month of treatment it's still lingering.
(I am taking a Librax in the evening for emergency) and also speaking to a therapist.

Any recommendations or success stories would really assist me in understanding.
Thank you. (Ps reading a great book childhood disrupted very interesting read). ",7.104363354037268,9.365990771739133,6.979192546583858,68.43413043478263,65.19565217391305,10.257142857142858,37.599378881987576,10.451354775682146,4.6740074534161495,858,45,126,23,14,272,123,184,0.158,0.7609999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.9022,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,1,2,6,11,0,0,9,0,13,19,8,1,3,24,24,13,0,2,3,0,4,0,0,1,11,1,0,0,8,8,0,1,5,4,1,2,1,5,1,2,6,6,13,6,20,16,4,24,0,0,1,0,8,8,0,3,14,85,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878102933689294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985338094330134,0.0,0.1796604042483038,0.0,0.0,0.08210665453233514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097770108144455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385333080252866,0.0,0.13043328209420452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268952719737027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514594932923018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619209918028939,0.0775584491254892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17812161491363387,0.0,0.0,0.12863391849403324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946205140335534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391789088110072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856630191313805,0.0,0.09372793052288432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505207873884622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15914114399336526,0.0,0.4997961336512871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315434575645364,0.0,0.2349145959408381,0.0,0.07522579557722275,0.0,0.11594353562441805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377617272081354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3661502331091384,0.08828937797310434,0.0,0.0,0.10810964308071193,0.0,0.13634008040205856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220511743435198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224410854942665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937767051695016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557964557828653,0.1088546343628878,0.10595826829208282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341572098491007,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BigFatElephantDicks,2019/03/12,"I’m likely starting a job next week and I am absolutely terrified I’m early 20s and never been employed. I was technically employed last year for a grand total of 1 week and then I had a breakdown and quit. 

This new job has a lot of potential and is definitely something I could build a career around. When it was first suggested to me I was cautiously optimistic. I still had anxiety over it, but I was mostly just looking forward to the opportunity. This was about two weeks ago. 

Now that it’s looking highly likely that I’ll have employment by possibly as soon as the end of the next week, there is literally nothing I want less. 

It’s so frustrating and I really have no idea what to do. I want to work and I need to work. There’s things I want from life that I’m only going to be able to achieve with the financial stability of employment. The problem is though I simply can’t. Anytime I come close I have a panic attack. 

I feel stuck. ",1.507354932301741,4.037328101063835,3.7480464216634415,83.41136363636362,84.47872340425532,7.247969052224373,23.970986460348158,8.296473431620573,1.8676829787234044,745,29,146,18,22,255,113,188,0.168,0.782,0.051,-0.9651,6,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,6,11,8,2,1,11,0,20,1,0,0,2,25,34,14,0,6,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,11,11,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,4,0,2,9,3,17,4,20,23,4,27,0,0,2,0,1,5,0,2,23,105,28,10,0.13713617403284364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156294395685333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490879777691073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208026944650853,0.0,0.15601219558324006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813067106259367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949207609318437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146194602015425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06934017007199515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664795957628984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793764800723581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14489189716411927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15481004821060693,0.0,0.0,0.27217298453762034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178428515809567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686333531788303,0.133995615233468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303196951191831,0.0,0.0,0.1165882711267322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168473539920188,0.10576787159109037,0.1324469714305096,0.2916917537198069,0.0,0.0,0.1315858575675801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429823994465093,0.0,0.16089975258820854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546004311332517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312207979045833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14586120150925125,0.0,0.0,0.08785294465786657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557412663776268,0.0,0.0,0.09706568981646084,0.0,0.10951712572864657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110718044688754,0.0,0.13473559470888258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339621153646447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24265940556097065,0.0,0.4400094675305843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19967353595972015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831119989107228
anxiety,Woaal,2019/03/12,"I feel like a worthless and disgusting I am a 15 year old boy and feel worthless and disgusting.

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So i am just going to be straight with you all right now. Sometimes i have nocturnal emission (Wet dreams) sometimes when i sleep. Some times i wake up because of it and sometimes i don't, and this has happened so many times now. I can't help it. I have never washed the sheets or the quilt because i thought that it wouldn't go trough my underwear but now that i think about it, it probably does. I tried sleeping somewhere else but i couldn't. I stayed up to 4am trying to find a place to sleep but i couldn't. So i just went to the bed i had no other choice. Now i feel like the most disgusting person ever like my whole body is unclean. I know its a extremely low chance but i also feel like there was some on the top of my quilt for some reason and now when i wake up, sometimes the quilt is on my mouth or on my face and that just makes me think i have ""Eaten"" or some of the results of the nocturnal emissions. Not only is this destroying me right now. It made me think of all the gross things i did when i was younger. I was super gross and now i feel like the most disgusting and weird human being ever. I don't know what to do.",1.8765737787476908,3.638221992277991,2.8797314084270624,94.47317105925802,78.11196911196913,6.0487493704885,22.457780762128586,6.8959733430537185,0.4421803256672821,972,29,219,10,23,309,120,259,0.152,0.748,0.1,-0.9296,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,2,21,17,5,0,14,0,23,10,8,4,5,51,41,23,0,3,11,0,6,5,0,1,1,0,1,3,15,10,1,0,13,1,0,3,9,11,0,0,9,6,36,6,20,27,9,33,0,3,0,0,5,12,0,9,22,156,51,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661773667291682,0.0,0.1173569137132454,0.13161195247144172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320530003095215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031114460405988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947852936277102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048147697270163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19595032431440576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27383112429726325,0.3095148497803313,0.0,0.0,0.0989959708299323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311336275493312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578068411279247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07259981155172929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905180525707312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645809054995608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024882253309313,0.07229965980751257,0.10981221641746601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353753722335945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136561023251426,0.0,0.0,0.08237679335547013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457459150906446,0.1131638615264311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167795577861312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136363598599897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849971420938144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325173177918176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4284966616591298,0.0,0.0,0.1154470728355947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195823612033728,0.20820747754227545,0.0,0.08598829397266,0.12631617264912484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14707461305901098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040708510421947,0.0,0.12092741451478894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13161195247144172,0.06974991589753644
anxiety,beeyoo123,2019/03/12,"Part-time job and anxiety Hi everyone. First off, I'd like to tell a bit about myself. I'm 19yo psychology student in my first semester. I'm studying abroad by myself. I was diagnosed with GAD and had depression in the past. I'm currently thinking of finding a part time job, but because of my anxiety I feel like I would not be able to cope with all of the pressure and stress. Most of the jobs that I have found were either in fast food restaurants or retail stores (not stocking). Also, last week I went for a job trial for a restaurant as a kitchen hand which was very exhausting because I was under so much pressure. I felt like I was going to cry after I finish the trial. Even though the restaurant was going to hire me, I rejected their offer.

I'm not sure whether I should go and apply for those jobs or not. The main reasons that I want to get a part time job is to get work experiences and take care of some expenses. To clarify, I don't have a big problem with money. Just wanted to help my parents. My parents also told me that I should get a job, but I'm not really sure if it's a good idea or not.",3.6673684210526334,4.559169201754386,5.028026315789475,84.39493421052633,71.89473684210526,8.156140350877193,27.846491228070175,8.472884824447931,1.8633017543859651,870,31,181,14,16,291,127,228,0.136,0.743,0.121,-0.3896,10,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,3,7,14,0,3,15,0,15,5,1,1,3,41,36,17,0,7,15,2,3,3,0,3,2,0,1,0,6,8,2,0,7,0,4,4,7,7,0,2,11,3,23,7,28,21,9,21,0,2,0,0,8,6,0,6,14,121,29,11,0.09300278023174564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14874857950069595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14229374463496333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338726321735013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153494850416968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482253275664672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215918701045124,0.0,0.0,0.08010315833529368,0.0943958642420776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061427459212957614,0.0,0.0,0.08886814205802106,0.0,0.09097456490100862,0.0,0.0,0.047025000106049035,0.06644120478039325,0.08929725380601636,0.0,0.08500285624439002,0.15821623470926108,0.11245933102042777,0.10197274815833504,0.0,0.0,0.14577034236867142,0.0,0.15856686976683765,0.07800631957136694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062337803174869574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498881854432374,0.0,0.0,0.6460363617091939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580967880459676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13630938200803794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.068367744507378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20653716262070806,0.3021388438086248,0.08878167721513615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899110038195668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059579962488748264,0.09562234766940893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653437053187036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17530803945145249,0.0,0.06992651639546378,0.0,0.08128852918601819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059592426284827776,0.09137475937678324,0.0,0.10846133812335536,0.0,0.0,0.08886814205802106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673703373027439,0.10971089879926224,0.0,0.07460122046068174,0.0,0.0,0.086214509029812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06770713166647742,0.0,0.0,0.06606650669650938,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FederalPapaya,2019/03/12,"Advice for a School Trip? I'm a sophomore in high school from California and I'm taking a trip to Alabama in a few weeks for school. There's going going to be about fifteen other students and two teachers. I'm excited because I've never been to the South before, but I'm terrified of getting an anxiety attack. I've only been to school trips within California and to make it worse, none of my really close friends are going on the trip so if I have an attack, I don't know who to talk to or what to do. At first I was so pumped for the trip but as it gets closer I'm terrified. Does anyone have any advice on how to cope with anxiety on my trip?",2.997867647058822,4.0298677573529424,5.071352941176472,82.92658823529412,73.63235294117645,8.08705882352941,24.62941176470588,8.548686976883017,1.5612729411764712,509,15,106,9,10,177,79,136,0.192,0.765,0.043,-0.974,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,2,0,9,0,9,0,0,2,1,13,22,11,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,9,3,2,0,2,3,0,5,2,25,18,2,23,0,0,0,0,3,11,0,2,3,69,10,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975121285928593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352069472766054,0.0,0.2329089844804739,0.0,0.0,0.10644180394799388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463641068228772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927971654577014,0.0,0.12953535970153118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321630792349706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948560264891576,0.0,0.0,0.11761146894600742,0.0,0.15906636184444062,0.0,0.2595451311256528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608379151370446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366087892424874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161379867125232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740811106865895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157767397176095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752156424189996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6162540394567692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445699151221073,0.12235561378690248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870526071028184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221086319927518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15513398849517493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,erielimei,2019/03/12,Panicking Having really bad anxiety right now. My bf is asleep next to me and I really want to wake him up just so I can get a hug and help calming down but I’m afraid he’ll get mad or something. I’m so anxious and upset rn. I took a seroquel so hopefully that’ll knock me out soon but for right now I just need some support :(,0.5576257545271659,2.3999149436619724,2.9910663983903447,91.683661971831,82.66197183098592,6.874044265593561,21.410462776659962,7.957251820313856,0.9276462776659952,255,8,59,5,7,88,51,71,0.248,0.5720000000000001,0.181,-0.7744,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,8,8,1,2,2,0,4,3,2,0,0,13,14,9,0,3,5,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,8,4,6,11,1,10,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,3,4,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19892782014719373,0.2937681284865841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21712028089758248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717175096619093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17429751856139722,0.0,0.0,0.258275709402975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928143605098043,0.0,0.0,0.2765526149950985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33317310167761377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4441408609570145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20018941519713174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29508724260263297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889110045378718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15337673486993222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jindred,2019/03/12,"I just can't bring myself to face it anymore.. I'm at a total loss for what to do these days... I've almost completely lost the will to face my anxiety. I've dealt with anxiety my whole life, to varying degrees, and am right now a few days before my 27th birthday, probably the worst I have ever been.   
I am almost a complete shut in, save for being able to do things like go out for a meal, go shopping, or go for a drive. Those things are safe zones in a way, just like my house. They don't really cause my anxiety trouble. Now.. anything else.. you best believe my anxiety is gonna have a problem.   
My Brother and Sister in law are my best friends in the world, easily my favourite humans to spend time with, and my niece and nephew are the apples of my eye, but I get anxious enough to puke if I'm invited over to their house to go spend time with them.   
Used to love movies, haven't gone to one in probably two years.. The last two I tried to go to, I drove to the theater, and wouldn't get out of my car. I avoid going to pretty much anyone else's house, and I get really nervous and jittery when anyone comes over. I don't go to sporting events, or really anything anymore. My favourite band is coming to town, and I won't go see them. I'm terrified that someone is gonna buy me tickets to it for my birthday.   
One of my best friends, is a girl who lives down the street from me.. Literally half a block. I've never hung out with her, and I've been talking to her for fucking 10 years..   
Never had a job, my education is a grade 8, as I dropped out in grade 9 due to my anxiety/depression.   


In the 14 years since I dropped out and have been struggling severely, I've done some crazy shit and faced my anxiety down in numerous ways, I've had many successes, hell I gave the best man speech at my brothers wedding, in front of a crowd of over 200 people. But now.. I'm a fucking shell of a human.   
My other brothers wedding three years ago was the beginning of my downfall. I was supposed to give a speech at it too. I quite literally ran away from the reception. Snuck out, ran off to my car and drove away..   
This past week my grandmother died. I didn't go to her funeral, and I didn't go to the after party where the family was celebrating her life.. I have the best family in the world and I was too fucking scared to go spend a day with them, to celebrate a great womans life.   
I just won't fucking face it anymore.. I won't go to therapy, wasted way too much of my parents money there, only to end up just as bad off as before I started. Tried drugs, tried hundreds of ways to fix it over the years.. nothing works, and now I just can't deal anymore.. I can't take the fucking rush of adrenaline, the feeling I can't breath, the pressure on my gag reflex, just waiting for me to breath the wrong way to cause me to gag.. I can't take the cramping in my gut, and what the anxiety does to my stomach, even for days after the bad anxiety.. I cant take the dizzyness, and the rushing in my ears.. The weakness in my legs, and the fact that my fucking mind never lets up once. I can't take the sleepless nights for days before a doing something. I just fully refuse to face it.   
I'm pretty sure I'm an awful human being, because when my Grandma was dying, I was less worried about her, than I was about the fact that when she died the whole family was gonna converge on my city, and likely my house, where I was gonna be forced to be a part of all the shit going on.   


I can't fucking take it anymore. I have so much that I don't deserve, and I squander it all because of this stupid shit. I can't bring myself to face it anymore. Everytime my anxiety rears its head, I back down. I'm an absolute fucking pussy. I hate using the word pussy. I think its a dumb word, and most of the people I knew who used it were douches, but as far as the way its used, it fits me perfect. I'm such a coward, and my self loathing is at an all time high. I don't know how to fix myself. I don't think there is a way out anymore. Maybe my family will eventually see me for the piece of garbage I am, and kick me out on the street. That's where I deserve to be.. I'm just a drain and a burden on them.. ",3.600076277650647,3.9456547665903865,4.849725400457667,87.60278794813122,71.70022883295195,7.963996948893975,27.461479786422572,7.914712208539917,1.4460331045003825,3222,106,722,40,57,1071,326,874,0.17,0.736,0.094,-0.997,2,1,2,0,0,1,125.0,0,1,6,11,31,47,15,5,63,1,66,33,17,7,12,93,136,40,4,3,14,6,1,3,2,10,6,3,0,7,30,39,1,5,5,4,6,28,24,30,0,6,26,7,104,17,122,94,22,130,1,2,3,9,40,56,13,7,40,475,134,5,0.04457147717027719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03950992522240647,0.0,0.08926379209898931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727764643021136,0.050353082435834105,0.30942050047807657,0.062330826351841916,0.04566874557443365,0.0733570559503176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375274000956663,0.034272714710849236,0.07443064337067258,0.05434071757101354,0.0,0.11378113268248065,0.050216791668571036,0.23387507724294804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915743696646454,0.0,0.07678876190777945,0.09346469161039136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14372457734260968,0.045951235835560864,0.03838934797553446,0.0,0.13877446912207247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03900480003359383,0.0456120960315368,0.0,0.0,0.05168876301005694,0.0,0.07446749977746964,0.0,0.03947709925754653,0.046054250623764496,0.0,0.02943904030735537,0.040317452865740996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16807208766501194,0.0,0.022536678080335555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887162539485317,0.3296448994296529,0.06986027160477261,0.04275702229873615,0.3293029691375189,0.0,0.0,0.049140210931367716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04400510604422856,0.045743194448179335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04709221277430426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20571800149369532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044230313599748605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024495318207955363,0.036331702769588366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045577355216577485,0.09444645738163744,0.06532611705936976,0.0,0.03935743092867093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048655032493037015,0.0,0.04022749833282781,0.0,0.0,0.045188482080692816,0.04477803963125671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04500448604209917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829549254013993,0.0,0.10312881281437934,0.0,0.0,0.04182731196963668,0.0,0.04276753444426778,0.0,0.0,0.04746716853069437,0.060405572898951036,0.03389861685567913,0.0,0.0,0.049491350718892005,0.04826656631666769,0.04254851832679545,0.06180050039503494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069043203491872,0.0961111819171056,0.04264888414247976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04740725238215968,0.0,0.0,0.08566088877954084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03806379796900297,0.0,0.0,0.044623824204507063,0.0,0.07103539323221658,0.0,0.04649777136657294,0.050353082435834105,0.13725594241785566,0.036869986504189545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03776526796646548,0.03431330069103443,0.0,0.0,0.031547920949256195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04659578544359677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042008089751220785,0.0,0.1675610192163675,0.03582486501192087,0.0,0.0,0.05097136858696464,0.0,0.05922261783917391,0.057119205706691,0.0,0.0,0.0779699603169397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078332175004986,0.0,0.08707971341284892,0.0,0.0,0.15398178231251505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476513476239161,0.035752550475938394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952492504280068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03244856622369284,0.045264498617404614,0.0,0.0,0.048731913337991484,0.0,0.1435128498218864
anxiety,shinshito9192,2019/03/12,"Have a friend we love us in a different way Just need advice or something cause this is my best friend and we love each other more than you think but theres a sexual way too, and that is making me more anxious every day and  we share too much activities as work, gym and going out, what can i do? I dont want to leave him alone and i don't want to go but this situation is consuming me is theres is something i can do without leave him? Please help this is like a 3 years thing!! ",-0.4118595967139669,1.7579317572815576,1.7058252427184468,96.94453323375656,90.65048543689319,5.1109783420463035,15.690067214339061,6.67199483983844,-0.4290964899178493,373,8,89,5,13,124,66,103,0.095,0.679,0.226,0.9252,1,1,2,0,0,0,7.0,4,1,0,2,5,7,0,0,4,0,13,2,0,2,0,21,22,9,0,3,5,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,14,7,7,22,5,8,0,0,0,2,13,2,0,1,3,63,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16372813322187182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17353149465254875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892840543100269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17583361606125508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17212022702977234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080560290944323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17505431586429646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963676068622612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116828448243546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588977645662829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904452994102193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230537886952946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35482297562257875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185657289922697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024412254757473,0.0,0.11184107111676636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316868831289772,0.12423636312935715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839198242427648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18833346435822454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579766861277935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131291938023008,0.10735941388403106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20154228153427275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976509185157619,0.26598712739231994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16151243046300573,0.0,0.12197855372994976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789684661108548
anxiety,stressedoutnserious,2019/03/12,"The only cure is death. Life’s anxiety has defeated me... now what? I feel really hopeless about life. I mindlessly drag myself through each day and finish the night wishing  I were dead. I’ve had a strange acceptance for it, like I feel like I have just accepted that there is no rhyme or reason to life, and I cannot fit society’s standards of making it through school and being successful. I honestly wish my existence never even came about. Does anyone know what I can do to not feel this way? ",3.8515625,5.804229364583339,4.7004166666666665,82.73625000000001,73.0625,8.966666666666667,27.625,9.516144504307137,2.6189,393,15,75,10,8,127,71,96,0.22,0.588,0.192,-0.4876,0,0,0,0,0,1,12.0,0,0,0,2,6,8,0,0,3,0,10,3,0,2,1,20,18,4,2,2,3,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,7,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,3,11,6,8,14,1,8,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,7,50,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15791008546714122,0.0,0.0,0.14433306981434654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360885179742915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331232757193525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806387900126713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13633790240367394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31311517473469885,0.1474658826686578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344256702378792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4373998525234941,0.2016919410203748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13778638611653513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592031745339721,0.0,0.0,0.1937103899307321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569910658852011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223739374999305,0.2122332662167478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20890720093334936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16384591398737064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4747436729467896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,eyetalker,2019/03/12,"How can I stop the bull ache in my chest? My anxiety is playing up really badly.  

Mentally I feel absolutely fine, but my body is trying to make me run from a threat that isn’t there.   

Anyone know how to stop the horrible nauseous feeling?",3.1847872340425525,5.0754304042553215,5.06058510638298,79.70875000000002,74.74468085106382,8.955319148936171,26.643617021276608,9.516144504307137,2.5751319148936167,187,7,36,5,4,64,38,47,0.34,0.5770000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.9409,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,3,0,4,2,2,3,0,9,8,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,6,2,5,8,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24874598330937134,0.0,0.0,0.2273589509423736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714944432021313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611786931743792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288206356930266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17869905395842006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21704636534019306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276841077216072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083053811370092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5436954881946616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22076182850141604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ellbow2020,2019/03/12,"I need this.... what do your anxiety attacks feel like? Need to know I am not alone. I know it’s really hard to describe a anxiety attack- and when I try it always sounds 1/100th of how bad they actually are.  
Mine:- rapid heart beat- tension all over- racing thoughts where I’m “completely in my head”- shaky- jerky, or twitching- a feeling of unreality- adrenaline surges- especially in my upper arms/chest- feeling like I’m going to die- intensity- fear- thoughts of death- unable to talk or even look at people- a whole mind and body ‘tenseness’. 
But it’s so much even worse then this. 
I sometimes describe it as you leave a restaurant and you realize half way home that you left your wallet sitting on the table, with your entire cashed pay check and rent $, food money, bill money-  how you get cold all over and stomach flipping and panic. But it’s out of nowhere and for no reason.  It’s utterly exhausting. I’m so tired. 
And yeah- it’s no sleep as well. ",2.565011709601876,5.319378693989073,3.2195003903200643,87.5014754098361,81.73224043715847,6.108665105386418,25.654176424668236,7.447530270364453,1.4748701014832162,763,31,144,12,21,239,125,183,0.224,0.687,0.08900000000000001,-0.9803,1,1,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,7,1,1,9,11,2,4,5,1,3,9,5,3,2,32,18,20,2,2,5,0,4,2,0,0,3,1,2,0,11,10,1,0,9,0,7,1,3,8,1,1,2,7,16,3,19,16,4,15,0,0,1,0,9,10,0,3,4,84,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.1367461146147004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14513183380037042,0.0,0.0,0.116598915428313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21439726839868856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31883492403618297,0.0,0.0,0.11700222498782135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556522123295681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469230464898174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14543222991212176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185108340408296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15768457264085006,0.21256095821462426,0.2002169926805633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694450689914534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321184614160843,0.0,0.07963878717637661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255284495052096,0.0,0.14381322762007387,0.0,0.0,0.16605405513393315,0.0,0.0,0.1405612487285988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15402294551411844,0.0,0.0,0.1483768385379162,0.15225104110586035,0.0,0.0,0.13692032742834476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176734328730426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14149078290605593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301125820087294,0.2078084009102091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16441169936144778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714810626544876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977050425971628,0.14407639767147978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402306347700073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385915942836673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126307318185746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22249423750953404,0.0,0.1610581716230194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513868800554054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122822298924154,0.0,0.0,0.12599319090477898,0.0,0.0,0.1564495098310823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280386582488186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shaklalxodpalsoaks,2019/03/12,"What do you do when you know your relationship is bad for your mental health but you can’t let go? I struggle with severe anxiety and relationships have always been difficult for me. I’ve never been able to handle a long-term serious relationship before. I either get way too excited and in over my head and it scares the person away, or I get so overwhelmed by the attention and having to keep up with a relationship that I end it before it gets serious. I’m currently in the most serious relationship I’ve ever been in. This is the first time I’ve been totally open with someone about all of my anxieties, and my partner has been really understanding. But sometimes I feel like my needs aren’t always met in the relationship, and everyone around me has noticed a pretty drastic decrease in my mental and physical health over the past few months. I relapsed with self harm (I was clean for 5 years), ended up in the emergency room for severe panic attacks, and withdrew from a lot of the activities that I used to enjoy. I’m way more emotional- I cry all the time and Im constantly anxious. I’m scared that this relationship is what is causing this. My partner isn’t always around (sometimes we go days without talking) and my anxiety skyrockets when i’m waiting on a text or a phone call. I wish that my brain didn’t tell me that my partner hates me every time they don’t answer my messages. I’m not sure if I should try to work on my mental health on my own so that I can be better in this relationship, or if this is what’s causing my anxiety at the moment. I’m scared to let go because this is the first person who has really accepted me, but I don’t know if they want the same things that I do. I’m not sure if this is just a timing thing or if it’s a cause. I feel it in my gut that something is off. I’m not happy anymore and I know that my body is trying to tell me something. But i’m scared that I won’t ever find someone who accepts me this much again. I know that I can’t live like this anymore and I have to make some changes. ",4.8778605769230765,5.2050849110576936,6.109134615384615,79.76086538461539,68.87980769230771,9.38076923076923,29.94230769230769,9.367010060515213,2.472195192307692,1617,58,328,31,26,545,182,416,0.177,0.731,0.092,-0.9879,2,0,2,0,0,0,32.0,1,5,2,4,12,25,2,7,20,0,37,7,4,5,8,74,68,29,0,9,19,0,2,2,3,2,3,0,2,6,32,20,0,2,12,0,0,3,13,15,0,2,8,2,50,10,41,55,12,48,0,1,0,0,31,22,0,12,23,232,82,1,0.06350477364825231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585231768100855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19432391208281524,0.07174231830736401,0.12595934243469648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306542468162245,0.0,0.07224584787167615,0.059664825291849036,0.0,0.0530238334001233,0.03871192058597596,0.0,0.10807577005414527,0.0,0.0,0.056164811631187896,0.0,0.07053948739677995,0.0,0.07089232968105956,0.06484547415421205,0.0,0.0,0.19571068719524295,0.06717963008736239,0.0,0.0,0.06862609982960545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975701189816369,0.04095532538427825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143432284543055,0.11249276047381633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488740696349872,0.053505510737081166,0.06068153265819234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06421984332301357,0.0453678229831652,0.0,0.0,0.05804221262852454,0.10803425604754953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953586950501607,0.0,0.10827367899715444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760201241503228,0.0,0.0626978165437521,0.06517421889074795,0.20250781431299308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859605301398337,0.0,0.0,0.05644596068666216,0.0,0.0,0.1396022512150853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987586727077932,0.0,0.062050449309033015,0.0,0.056075878592794434,0.05619972630001821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05398948760354789,0.0,0.0,0.04238992953285737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19199362606581144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05068890445515389,0.0,0.0466833155843721,0.04708798499411398,0.04897879638264495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230060570534097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450916900836703,0.0,0.0,0.06062249216217432,0.0,0.1108998377126926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460718517851073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136556826347048,0.0,0.0,0.5454428872010751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543174276769432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06624932879163176,0.14348463661472802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761477726276887,0.09777815463390932,0.1256156899019582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663889777817687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970499523070455,0.0,0.0,0.05104273154039333,0.11101194250955013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437949961509654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14812057682463026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623114548868074,0.0,0.0,0.06611070898396128,0.0,0.05484773476518098,0.0,0.0,0.03745676084968956,0.10081426683615972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302735563934376,0.061216335623782876,0.0,0.04623223155413147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04089499214368463
anxiety,stro3ngest1,2019/03/12,"I start meds tomorrow but i’m scared I didn’t even know I had anxiety until about 4 hours ago. I was tested for ADD with some kind of test that i guess covered more things. Turns out my anxiety level is literally off the charts. 


i’m scared to start the meds. i’m worried the doctor won’t give them to me because i’m a fraud. i don’t even know if i’m a fraud. my friends who say they have panic attacks and anxiety seem nothing like mine. they cry but they can talk and seem fine. or they don’t like groups of people. 

i feel like i’m going to die right then and there and i’m scared of so many irrational things. yesterday i cried and couldn’t breathe because i had to print my highschool transcript. but i didn’t even think i had anxiety i just thought i was a nervous person because i don’t mind talking to people or doing some public speaking that much i just get kind of shaky and my palms get all clammy etc. now they say i do and i guess that’s fine but i feel like a fraud and like i’m taking resources away from people who really need it.

i’m worried the meds will work because somehow even good change is scary. i’m scared they won’t and i’ll stay this way forever.",0.7726773761713517,2.951826000000004,2.223534136546185,95.54673360107095,84.18072289156626,5.295314591700134,20.467202141900934,6.605766666666668,0.1578390896921018,930,28,209,10,27,300,125,249,0.331,0.625,0.044,-0.9977,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,7,1,11,19,1,7,8,0,20,3,2,0,1,39,49,19,1,3,9,0,2,5,1,3,1,3,0,1,9,12,0,0,8,0,0,1,8,8,0,0,8,5,31,11,17,37,6,17,0,0,0,0,19,5,0,11,14,118,40,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132271865372866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807259636272291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436844876403678,0.08619353838227822,0.0,0.0,0.22369745635272065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704964350634528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20154600815696366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952125071123034,0.0,0.0,0.09390063634622356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231528633939546,0.24237583633725954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277384963904788,0.13107934775614152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087874481769903,0.0,0.09586160407049843,0.08800617250724166,0.052138433104049975,0.07694786333321661,0.0,0.0,0.20212575473556807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034624685879132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910679331989888,0.10083673202344676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22409970020001035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301081168721616,0.0,0.0,0.3057101726851714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263209525088473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06744007267181733,0.06802466984662017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880278095072791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763810817077332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19080464002377687,0.08010456220830711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05877153077050416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834617544075066,0.0,0.14591199512999786,0.3673943375603831,0.0,0.0,0.16703482898382765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986927639192178,0.09778352811430864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06897769381419605,0.14747562298700806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189707425062775,0.05878382544717407,0.0,0.07283197879907269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099787689039327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281960799783713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678842358906219,0.18633455089293532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lamelasiall,2019/03/12,"Sinking deeper in :"") This is a STORY/DIARY i made since i have negative energy in me , i might as well use that for other purpose like WRITING instead of dwelling on these sad thoughts & energy. Not really based on anxiety YET , but i do have anxiety most of the time so I'll be sure to include my experience soon.

Not like anyone would read this but if you do , please give GOOD COMMENTS because this is how i feel all the time and i shouldn't be feeling bad for having these thoughts. It isn't like i want it to happen tho.


♡Intro 
""LET ME OUT ! "" they screamed furiously.I felt them kicking , kicking my head , almost like a foetus in it's mother's womb demanding to be let out.It seemed like it came from ten feet under , from H E L L . All the dark thoughts echoed inside my head.They struggled to get out , TO ESCAPE.It's not like i refuse to let it go. I can't. I just can't...

Day 435.Life seemed meaningless. Woke up to the usually "" I'm-going-to-do-something-productive "" but , guess what ? I ended up doing just that but find myself deep in thoughts when night falls. It's not working , I thought to myself. Am i getting out if hand ? It is really affecting me that much? Do i really need to seek actual therapy ? 

I thought people were nice ; caring; friendly; trustable.I guess not. Nobody is. I'd love to have more people who would care for me & people i can count on in hard times. But it's hard ... hard finding those who truly understands you and love you for who you are.
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anxiety,a-single-dult,2019/03/12,"Do you have trouble going to bed? No to sleep, just getting to bed? I struggle to fall asleep most nights as well, but my bigger struggle is actually going upstairs and going to bed. I don’t know what I’m afraid of exactly, but I feel overwhelmed about having to wash my face and brush my teeth and get in bed. 

It affects my husband because he has to get up very early and he stays downstairs and takes a nap on the couch with me, sometimes for hours because I feel paralyzed about going upstairs to bed. He wishes I would go to bed with him, but he doesn’t like to leave me alone even when I insist he does. So he’s not getting great sleep, which makes me start the guilt spiral.

I can’t pinpoint what’s holding me back so much, or I would actively try to work on it. Maybe I think I’ll be missing something? I don’t like the idea of my day being over, I only get to see my husband for a few hours at night and even though he’s asleep anyway I don’t want to go to bed and let the day be over. I don’t know. Does anyone have any insight or ideas?",2.8199324324324344,3.6792047207207226,3.9068355855855854,91.76538851351351,73.86486486486487,6.270720720720721,24.68581081081081,5.985473137389443,0.4854405405405404,816,24,184,4,16,265,118,222,0.104,0.8240000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.7857,0,1,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,1,12,11,0,5,6,0,18,7,6,2,1,33,42,17,0,4,7,2,2,2,0,2,1,0,8,0,5,9,0,1,8,1,0,7,8,7,1,0,0,4,25,4,30,36,3,26,0,2,1,0,11,8,0,3,12,111,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.11504646816464488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210149402808627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017121752112198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243345970682597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065236617312536,0.0,0.14373284021760072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15206234024076914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20633774972226385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15573430259278392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922038921636408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079708827610073,0.0,0.4020075255245165,0.0,0.0,0.1299773429901311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322015256809893,0.0,0.0,0.26617347755434473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958171387642448,0.0,0.0,0.12483156307088195,0.0,0.1205534819506981,0.0,0.1151930359042496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869442895309063,0.0,0.11843926807123994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666484945915041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22126900846338585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966286604051038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939453809373959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359560899296112,0.0,0.0,0.09075971731727266,0.116599096687821,0.0,0.08344520432714565,0.1256581496412376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464945213587169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864079194482845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554101265287133,0.11582917972232393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004154320358918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727399264222164,0.06953628934943196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599987917192666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557102154505615,0.0,0.0,0.08582743829662111,0.0,0.0,0.16749547314748833,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,expressivewords,2019/03/12,"Advice needed: traveling with in-laws So I have therapy tomorrow and we have planned to talk about a trip to Arizona my husband, 4 month old baby, and I are taking with my husband’s parents. We travel with them a lot. Last mini-vacation a few weekends ago was awful. I was a ball of anxiety & depression. We stayed in one house w/his parents, his 2 sisters and their SOs. Baby was having a super fussy weekend due to growth spurts and it was so hard for me not to have anywhere to go to escape where I could just focus on her(more people does not mean more help with a baby). I don’t want to get stuck on that but I did nothing all weekend and would’ve been much more comfortable at home. It sent me into a spiral, I was depressed for two weeks after. Spent a lot of time crying on my therapists’ couch and being crazy worried about this trip we are going on in a couple of weeks. 

Here are a few of my problems/sources of stress

- I’m not used to traveling with so many people around. I usually like traveling because I do all the planning and don’t have to worry about other people aside from my husband (and now child). Maybe it’s selfish but it’s what I like and don’t get to do often. 
-in-laws are passive aggressive, and non confrontational and when I’m anxious I actually get more external and say exactly what I’m thinking 
-they like to say they “go with the flow” but actually they complain a lot and are always wanting to go from one activity to the next (not my thing) 
-MIL insists on having “all of her chickies back in her nest” on vacation, I LOVE my MIL but all being in one house, and now us having a baby is just absolutely draining. 
-husband doesn’t care/worries more about how everyone else’s feelings (“you should just be excited that we get to go on vacation”)

And now the cherry on top- we have discussed another vacation in the fall, but haven’t had any serious conversations about it. His mom just sent a group text with some vacation homes on it. I mentioned that we might get our own place, and she replied saying SHE ALREADY BOOKED THEM. WITHOUT ASKING US OR SHOWING THEM TO US. This just seems sooooo manipulative. She already did this for this coming Christmas without telling my husband or I that they were even thinking about all going somewhere for holiday..  and I decided to “choose my battles” and not say anything but now I wish I had. 

I had an anxiety attack, I look like a total asshole in the family group chat now, and now I don’t even want to talk about our trip in 3 weeks because I just get sweaty and twitching typing this out. 

Wow. This was a much longer post than intended. 
TLDR: traveling with my in-laws, even though we get a long, spikes my anxiety. Anyone have advice? ",3.411753179070253,5.31989654596623,4.5486579111945,83.5472228476131,74.15947467166978,7.439466333124868,27.791911611423807,8.238735603445708,1.9714699103606417,2141,85,409,36,45,701,248,533,0.11,0.8009999999999999,0.08900000000000001,-0.8064,2,0,0,0,0,0,64.0,13,1,8,4,33,19,4,1,23,1,42,2,0,4,7,92,78,34,0,7,21,9,2,4,0,2,1,4,3,1,20,40,0,0,7,13,1,20,13,10,0,4,17,7,63,9,68,55,19,70,0,2,1,1,58,23,0,9,29,297,83,2,0.0,0.0,0.14377256888152987,0.0,0.0,0.1439689120031555,0.06529946039645136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16258202626169413,0.0,0.06129507096842472,0.0798158532100822,0.0,0.050094636007756335,0.07724403658092452,0.16906026613103833,0.08322033245695253,0.0,0.0515081881821932,0.0,0.060619909337508375,0.0655773499754978,0.06886670713008168,0.08380442144003268,0.0,0.056643736082567675,0.0,0.08981083904787558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510624197000644,0.0,0.0,0.0634557606584122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058815402571278826,0.0815087748123411,0.08091739796444379,0.0,0.0,0.1268948849517118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06446462200897157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06153754436599074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14596485079421273,0.0,0.0,0.07038993777949655,0.0,0.0,0.06944468111778601,0.0,0.037247170413267895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26940797021536633,0.0,0.25119265100625154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06598925206734631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04937600792784352,0.0,0.14778373683118776,0.0,0.0,0.16999873342909466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06004669896952735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395573330868966,0.0,0.0,0.06519108968070783,0.06185993576832077,0.0,0.0,0.1878817083230464,0.0664854190294215,0.0,0.0,0.07468461353428567,0.07400626068190476,0.08024263635436887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814678330464712,0.0,0.08627540255425865,0.05879859447201074,0.0,0.10830430727035767,0.05462156588179174,0.0,0.0,0.07834342234570467,0.0,0.0,0.07068342716360212,0.0,0.07729888672583426,0.0,0.1497516621343694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16359223552275473,0.0,0.0,0.15320983165533306,0.0,0.07696410781856028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07055058025964875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343250374579464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670617287556543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851694738236377,0.0,0.0,0.0843828568872319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05538681268929915,0.1184180603170303,0.06438634114635641,0.0,0.08424219599661131,0.08553058894098456,0.04893966473480163,0.09440294533398892,0.0723753583477524,0.0,0.04295457666370126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195987166930817,0.0,0.2658292966286028,0.0636227937618876,0.08113144430868424,0.0,0.13034834240999568,0.0,0.17726854004914794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471096220672983,0.14202060715633932,0.0,0.0,0.22443074631456444,0.0,0.05232940835693155,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HopefulPainter0,2019/03/12,"Anxious to contribute in university tutorial So it was my first tutorial class of a new (second year) philosophy subject I'm studying at university today. The subject centres around morality in global conflict, particularly whether going to war is ever justified. So naturally in the tutorial we discussed different wars etc. and whether or not they could be justified. 

I set myself a goal this year to try and contribute more in these kinds of classes, even when I feel like what I'm going to say is not good enough or stupid (which I often have in the past). I really tried to contribute whatever I could, but I felt like whatever I said was so inadequate compared to the contributions everyone else was making, and that everyone was judging me. I barely know anything about war history and it made me feel so stupid. On the other hand, I couldn't help but think that all the other contributions were basically just people regurgitating articles they'd read online, trying to impress everyone.

I don't know whether these people are just a lot smarter than me, or more knowledgable than me, but it just made me feel so anxious and worthless, that I wasn't able to contribute in any meaningful way. 

Maybe this anxiety is necessary to make me study harder or maybe I'm in the wrong degree (even though it's too late to change)?

Has anyone else felt this way? How did you deal with it? 

would appreciate any advice or tips :)

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anxiety,pierrots,2019/03/12,"Anxiety, bugs and catastrophic thinking Anyone else who has terrible anxiety with finding bugs/insects in their apartment/room? The type of anxiety that makes you deep clean your entire room at midnight and now you lay frozen in bed torturing yourself with your research into supposed-bug? Yeah that's me after finding a few carpet beetles/larvae in my room. Still very much in freak-out node after cleaning as much as I can. I know the fear is irrational but I can't help but think I'll wake up in the morning with an infestation. My bed is my sanctuary and safe haven for my general anxiety and to have this space being potentially invaded is filling me with dread. ",5.970179211469534,7.657534870967744,6.341397849462362,74.13765232974913,67.2258064516129,9.704659498207887,34.74551971326165,9.994966539143718,3.803402508960573,540,26,90,13,9,174,88,124,0.18,0.763,0.057,-0.8956,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,4,1,0,2,5,1,2,5,1,8,1,1,1,0,19,12,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,4,9,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,14,1,19,11,3,17,0,0,0,0,7,12,0,0,4,61,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6447136401682537,0.0,0.0,0.1473203857774321,0.21587832569455886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760057011465159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23708649738160503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3851364022684791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14122206182733035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579053060413352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14063820289886533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097649692508998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16825849281827324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700051936584523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17384254128274254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Vissari,2019/03/12,"My job is leading 7 people. One of them just passed away. I dont know what to do. One month ago I started a new job where I lead a group of 7 incredibly talented, amazing people. Last week one of them called out sick, then said they would be out all week. However, we got an email from the president that he has passed away.

I have an anxiety disorder that often leads me to think I'm dying, so thoughts or mentions of death, especially considering he was young, terrify me. I panicked and hid in the bathroom for a bit. I'm frustrated with myself, I'm supposed to be leading them.

These people also knew him for years, I just feel absolutely horrible now. The president wants to hold a company wide meeting tomorrow. I just dont know how I'm going to inspire them. I mean if I was them I'd take a whole week off. Am I just supposed to go in tomorrow and try to get the same volume of work done?",3.1595054945054954,4.505756049450554,4.910769230769231,83.00923076923078,73.67032967032965,8.716483516483517,28.384615384615394,9.23628265651192,2.3718967032967035,699,28,146,16,14,238,113,182,0.14400000000000002,0.794,0.062,-0.9205,3,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,6,5,10,4,1,0,11,0,13,1,0,5,1,31,32,8,2,3,6,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,6,0,1,8,0,0,8,2,1,0,3,7,2,22,3,23,22,4,31,0,0,0,0,16,9,0,3,14,94,26,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12728253532088968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482766589408487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984480404860177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698122314451613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567614451518895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466199054056199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490221859295473,0.0,0.16456485278566568,0.0,0.0,0.14694088109540304,0.3365692885722238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07260265636111761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501906114313675,0.0,0.16320929902502246,0.0,0.11484083482963645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28497884626829634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578249610673705,0.1170437862133856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564099631759178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461096511770084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867866119820385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918978366629144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29863854449610805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365855381807862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163267431969493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796067685147873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920057084003289,0.0,0.11399322437135735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974871612820752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469221336128796,0.0,0.3455340836371505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16031142448081814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453413296103052,0.0,0.0,0.10200114560019187,0.0,0.0,0.09246628169317098
anxiety,top500inkling,2019/03/12,tips on how to overcome sever driving anxiety??? hi i am a 19 yr old freshman in college and still do not drive ... i keep getting really anxious because i know im going to have to start driving soon and get my license so i can get to internships and jobs etc... does anyone have any tips on how to overcome this anxiety? its been eating at me a lot lately,3.7595833333333317,4.6022880138888915,5.595444444444446,80.59400000000002,71.6388888888889,7.982222222222222,32.455555555555556,8.238735603445708,2.542402222222224,275,13,53,4,5,95,53,72,0.096,0.904,0.0,-0.6861,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,2,0,9,13,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,9,12,2,13,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,5,36,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15228204473861964,0.0,0.3426160970807806,0.25298042665506626,0.0,0.1565790839552463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650741176943534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19596518180725855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291392522088043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24974436724246066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35098707888113073,0.0,0.12726622238431454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418859491546401,0.0,0.22221884071964515,0.19904184244909107,0.0,0.0,0.12306766043959487,0.0,0.25260605466682284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19037973585294632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23497989934104724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345714398395626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25298042665506626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158500852693447,0.0,0.17883309586887805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sassyredvelvet,2019/03/12,I wish I were better at thinking quickly I take 5 mg of lexapro and have since come a long way but I still get mind numbingly nervous speaking in front of anyone who I’m afraid will judge me (ie everyone). I had a meeting at work today and we all went around to say something and I could hardly speak. It’s so embarrassing and painful. I have so many thoughts but I find it so hard to collect them in the moment. ,1.2456339869281052,3.47903369411765,2.5309803921568634,93.7383006535948,82.64705882352942,5.189542483660131,24.73856209150327,6.42735559955562,0.6777581699346404,324,13,70,3,9,104,64,85,0.195,0.76,0.044,-0.9312,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,1,2,6,6,0,3,3,0,6,2,0,0,1,16,14,9,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,7,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,4,5,11,1,9,8,1,14,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,5,44,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247169911726496,0.0,0.0,0.194118456254074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19285518203902624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878382445164592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17410211232025116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083644133634796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19930168298127374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139266602183542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3906754922381106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19297506982316626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210772757762327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201771051775995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320298097154857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17340901450733456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803803933864671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16787222518602266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174141943462398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16395298956266938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972319726947427,0.0,0.17311423446597435,0.0,0.0,0.2066941316324378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730848303248136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021425809227413,0.0,0.0,0.2507567203845793,0.0,0.0,0.15874931604847367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SquirrelQueen1990,2019/03/13,"I finally made a doctors appointment on my own! I have general anxiety and social and really hate making phone calls as most people with anxiety do but today I finally made a appointment on my own .My husband usually calls stuff for me but I'm tired of letting this control me. I've been having some health issues and keep putting off going but I know I need to go.I was so nervous to call at first but then I realized theres no reason its not like she was judging me and even if she is who cares.I was so proud of myself all day for something normal adults do all the time lol. My appointment isn't for 3 weeks which sucks and now I'm a little nervous for that but I know I can get through it. We always make things out to be worst than they end up being, its so weird.",1.7527536231884042,3.6837926397515517,3.5475527950310566,88.74563561076607,79.12422360248448,7.026252587991718,23.15569358178054,8.021203637495839,1.232781035196688,609,20,129,11,15,204,109,161,0.196,0.75,0.053,-0.9705,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,1,3,6,8,2,2,4,1,14,3,0,6,2,32,28,16,0,3,7,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,9,8,0,2,4,0,0,2,3,6,0,1,6,0,20,2,19,19,7,20,0,0,0,0,12,7,1,3,12,94,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940498474935655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21955695273330808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4395941153483295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609494593941955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925467827730958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14688016248665675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709999211863962,0.0,0.0,0.09478157872326218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143983926882576,0.0,0.12206254904183532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497376231930421,0.0,0.1631107482144456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167830809737547,0.0,0.15253569204355025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14977858554932927,0.0,0.12755098422664596,0.0,0.0,0.15772966148618636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14674030254915596,0.0,0.07010772590980931,0.1438264925886846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715697263533492,0.19157711791737606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640475878494496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14060128562675314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948607244281477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425893414533567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193092107845308,0.1475437400383217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628200302972202,0.0,0.11047468860218464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16427521674575296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953362126672123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367704760610263,0.16493419733590506,0.13602291744622544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15804694761446786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510847983199693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BeerBelly999,2019/03/13,"Medical Leave for Anxiety/Depression I have been suffering from severe anxiety and depression for several months. I go to work, come home, lay in bed, get a few hours sleep then go back to work. The last couple days I have had trouble focusing enough to drive. When I have talked to my Dr about it, she tells me to do breathing exercises or exercise, which is probably good advice but doesnt help. I feel like I need a couple months to let my mind and body reset. I could quit my job but would prefer to go on medical leave. Does anyone know if that is possible? If so who do you talk to?",3.5879487179487164,5.040614290598288,4.910769230769231,83.0092307692308,72.76068376068376,9.644444444444446,25.820512820512814,9.994966539143718,2.456292307692308,460,15,95,13,9,153,83,117,0.153,0.83,0.017,-0.8948,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,3,4,5,0,0,3,0,13,8,3,0,0,15,21,10,0,6,5,0,1,1,0,1,5,0,2,0,4,3,0,0,3,2,0,5,1,3,0,0,2,1,13,2,14,16,2,15,0,2,0,0,7,2,0,3,9,60,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330235102627676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413817693371416,0.0,0.0,0.09518443813926113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046746620956028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15120843421902253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726292727684165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868778819941116,0.30124790670134177,0.0,0.08779182912760994,0.0,0.23449511142095414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912725029425672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14065746360566905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883082308241374,0.09725045829470183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112169146633879,0.0,0.23209544146815195,0.11417839807801125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124428053161958,0.0,0.13654830865571013,0.0,0.13405946951413714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508685172729085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748128410011925,0.11096315955271184,0.0,0.2882815360463085,0.0,0.13920094444681633,0.0,0.06650566674683557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742709352290909,0.0,0.0,0.13745130518510582,0.0,0.2173134554218871,0.0,0.0,0.10093779731398823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346479411211447,0.0,0.0,0.14676989517257816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478975960467666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307573644743963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13622713352905194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188303827917273,0.11898259135384273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19820680874612145,0.0,0.0,0.09670201007645687,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nightshade4221,2019/03/13,"Too anxious to confront my roommate I'm a current college student, and I'm living in a dorm which has two separate rooms connected to a common room, which then connects to the main hallway. We each have our own room, and for the first semester everything was great. This semester, the amount of times her boyfriend would come over seemed to be increasing until now where it seems like he's here every day. They probably aren't being abnormally loud, but the walls are thin, so hearing them talk/watch stuff on Netflix is essentially constant. It's driving me insane and keeping me awake(I think they try to be quieter after midnight), and when this all started, I just began to stay at my boyfriend's place, but at this point they would probably be justified in asking me to pay rent or something. And realistically, I'm just transferring the problem to them (although when I ask if it's an issue they say I'm crazy because we are all friends here).

 I decided I wanted to ask for her to wear headphones/stay at her boyfriend's place sometimes(he lives across the street). The problem is, I don't want to ask while he's here, and he's stayed over every night since spring break ended. How do I talk to her about this? Am I being unreasonable to want a quiet place sometimes, even though we have separate rooms and don't really talk to each other? Even when I have the opportunity to talk to her, I'm not sure I'll have the guts to do it.

Tl;Dr: suitemate constantly has boyfriend over. We have separate rooms, but there's always noise from her room and I want a quite place to relax at least sometimes. What is the best way to talk to her about it?",5.967264150943392,6.615858776729564,5.9361572327044065,80.82291509433966,66.57861635220127,9.001509433962264,31.9377358490566,8.982922981607832,2.5398007547169814,1313,51,253,21,20,413,166,318,0.078,0.84,0.083,0.8245,2,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,5,0,6,4,19,10,1,0,16,0,26,2,2,1,3,40,47,23,0,9,8,0,1,1,1,2,0,4,8,0,14,15,0,1,4,2,2,3,4,3,0,2,2,5,32,7,39,38,10,53,0,0,0,0,32,26,0,4,21,171,46,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688449400616469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438609582936316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455274199319939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056326396293937375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696846764562002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959472063441349,0.0,0.1997039070445909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595905822553715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818392850410861,0.0,0.0,0.12205912067306303,0.0,0.15570256169507354,0.0,0.08304347740105282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859569129281889,0.0,0.0,0.07138828191454348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018717130950932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414191094377977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644195999933987,0.0,0.08212967744051251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04514214413923468,0.0,0.16318240543677373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671146997030584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38615480121161105,0.0,0.08734819805555825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19924641274259952,0.17682931378771122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827914699119156,0.0,0.0,0.05919403084782534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734804677329212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682356183326124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643452512282929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113430441364678,0.1827726194684656,0.0,0.06540144396567524,0.295459439479796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577629521717527,0.0,0.0,0.08708623723219702,0.0,0.0,0.3713395100462655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05920641390915659,0.09078287564016828,0.0,0.053879387687452686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06273377295875063,0.0,0.09026171655618677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180004839409765,0.07334309768078792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312771164009975,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Zybn,2019/03/13,"Looking for a friend. I don’t really have any friends in real life because my anxiety holds me back. Would anyone want to be my internet friend? I’m just so alone and hate having no one to talk to.. if this isn’t the right place to post I apologize and will take the post down . Just leave a comment , I’m willing to talk to anyone ",1.9313043478260887,3.6119188695652227,3.431231884057972,90.9451086956522,77.69565217391305,6.918840579710146,23.09420289855073,7.793537801064563,0.9720028985507252,258,8,57,4,6,85,50,69,0.155,0.679,0.166,0.1983,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,4,0,8,1,0,0,0,9,14,4,0,3,3,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,5,3,9,10,0,7,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,1,1,36,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056320071759144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13501692594206116,0.0,0.15188583882464193,0.0,0.0,0.27765356866264645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15266830401876855,0.0,0.12103075669263155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4601844790859134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960213821583195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102297361510387,0.0,0.0,0.14023770406171998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672719939753294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453874963756024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20743652561776102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3803010952554507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22598686951318225,0.12719255653801512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16955573929488524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14928059734539334,0.319164760026432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710656666657793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410401674867095,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,solitarybee99,2019/03/13,"Nurse wants me to have a smear test but I can't even talk to her about it without panicking (26F) I had an appointment this morning which was meant to be just renewing a prescription. However the nurse asked a lot more background than usual and mentioned that I still haven't had a smear test done. She asked why and I just broke down in tears and couldn't even answer. 

I'm not worried about it hurting or anything being found, and I know it's better to deal with this now than worse things down the line. The nurse was concerned by some abnormal bleeding I've had recently that should be checked out just in case there's anything going on. I've only ever had one partner so I'm not hugely high risk for anything, but it still needs to be done.

But I just *can't*. I can't bear the thought of anyone looking at me down there, it makes me want to throw up and run away. I was bullied about my weight as a child and the need to be invisible never went away. I find it hard enough to even call and book a doctor's appointment, and turning up and managing to squeeze a few words out each time is even harder. I don't think I could physically force myself to turn up for a smear test, or get to the table and let anyone near me. 

I freaked out so badly I've now been referred to counselling services to deal with it, but I just can't imagine anything they could do to help?",4.989258403361344,5.103250182142858,5.162100840336137,87.38878151260504,68.60714285714286,8.159663865546218,28.970588235294123,7.724431198458867,1.539203781512605,1081,35,233,11,17,340,149,280,0.131,0.809,0.06,-0.9675,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,1,21,6,0,1,15,0,29,3,0,1,2,53,49,19,0,8,14,0,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,13,16,1,0,9,1,1,4,11,5,0,1,14,4,22,1,43,25,6,31,0,2,1,0,13,18,0,4,9,166,35,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16048618997261302,0.0,0.3777519120513435,0.0,0.2145708446232518,0.0,0.2156422260155866,0.0,0.09582008671233176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149619096890283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117183133657485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832535797411939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366257338593504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746206633363493,0.0,0.2348793345830548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857810408177576,0.0,0.3031924774241683,0.1038072937345548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488886771109772,0.0,0.0,0.12582878463478206,0.0,0.0,0.059957538810813324,0.0,0.06522094339402215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028027195013235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692143393170828,0.12125059537742475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285331282638005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630692792226292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735021843683245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963697788038334,0.0,0.0,0.0975651334879588,0.0,0.0,0.07660341516459616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17018666950000208,0.0885102455915563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776457344672369,0.0872804065487667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331198664895585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18329550455925794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224001073870654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624166767469996,0.07353378925528947,0.0,0.09110688763985816,0.06691767458661174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496525818206335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639229648323427,0.0,0.13537723858991987,0.0,0.0,0.13974717218831906,0.0,0.10638398086772527,0.10355335308172542,0.0,0.0,0.11062486831946856,0.0,0.0,0.11654469143602506,0.11695058626124985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,itsyaboizoe,2019/03/13,"Unexpected anxiety relapse after almost a year I have basically always struggled with some form of anxiety, until summer 2017 when it became a full on anxiety disorder with panic attacks, and I started seeing a therapist. In spring/early summer 2018 I was at a point where I didn't have panick attacks anymore, and while I still get bad social anxiety the kind of anxiety where I'm scared of my health getting bad was almost entirely gone. It stayed like this until today.

So I've been lying in bed since late afternoon (it's 3am now) and I've been on the brink of a panic attack twice. The fears I had earlier/I'm having right now are old ones I've gotten over, for example being scared of a heart attack, etc (getting into specific fears makes me even more anxious yikes).

Honestly I may be dumb for believing that, but I honestly thought I was getting permanently better, and now I'm relapsing? And I've started getting my life under control (a job, plans for going to another country later this year, etc) and I'm scared of not being able to maintain/do these thing because I'm getting the same feelings and fears that made me literally stay at home for a year (2017-2018) doing nothing every day because I literally wasn't able to.

My brain is overwhelmed with thoughts and fears, and it's not even new to me, I just really don't know what to do.",6.179813218390803,6.670777984674331,7.183369252873567,72.61574353448276,66.08812260536399,10.049904214559387,33.553879310344826,9.978442167317967,3.4509557471264376,1078,45,187,23,16,363,147,261,0.201,0.7490000000000001,0.05,-0.9801,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,3,11,23,5,11,12,0,20,4,2,3,0,29,42,15,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,11,13,0,1,4,0,0,2,5,18,0,2,13,2,17,5,30,25,7,42,0,1,1,0,1,15,1,4,24,123,28,1,0.16616430172195948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638954579088813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06913100508867412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711887924391876,0.3177880900140121,0.09385918207887167,0.0823951688141893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3780717629323715,0.0,0.0,0.13874025125031644,0.10129221604841783,0.0,0.0,0.0936051332834178,0.0,0.07347941083716124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274715727784026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318369680926944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05358111409048006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521934278667317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18531711996947314,0.10974995415450134,0.0,0.07000029540415956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739620717258581,0.04200883181462952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604419684132556,0.0,0.04721750096321272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831244126869607,0.0,0.0984527487952209,0.0,0.0,0.08333817141808164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244621494333804,0.0,0.0,0.08651727509587864,0.04565977732724076,0.0,0.0937202849749559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058683380184214914,0.040589742269135184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861433998702635,0.05545798084317839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024125901918522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971956448910994,0.0,0.08718074140651944,0.0,0.05629861560636435,0.0,0.0,0.19495800597187854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853948708800948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05322455328160231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709517028821168,0.0,0.0,0.24953918043073275,0.0,0.06620571755386735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06872641373945992,0.0,0.0,0.08469179002079855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761194800177027,0.17710903677176526,0.06634951299916783,0.0,0.0,0.08685550314882408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646478070581564,0.055196089316258544,0.0,0.0,0.13191589483462152,0.0,0.0,0.07875216447529411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16050654359746824
anxiety,Onionloafs,2019/03/13,"How do you come to terms with death? I can’t stop thinking about death. Everyday for at least a half an hour I have an anxiety attack at the concept of death, the thought of endless nothing/ the unknown terrifies me. ",3.1085714285714303,5.460749619047622,3.676428571428573,87.40607142857145,76.61904761904762,7.057142857142857,31.92857142857143,8.07648339933343,2.472742857142858,172,9,33,3,4,54,34,42,0.418,0.5820000000000001,0.0,-0.9694,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,6,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,4,0,8,5,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,24,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059546594821429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4549919471600039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445147595362825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39386246766795296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3837552912422696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343695559210024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256266788655574,0.0,0.3175094029061096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pkessle,2019/03/13,"i feel as if i will never find people that will stick around My life has been pretty rough for the past 3 years. Sparing all of you and not telling every detail of my life, i will sum it up. I have dealt with so much betrayal that all friendships seem hopeless. yes of course friends come and go, but i have had so many people in my life leave me, that it seems quite impossible to find anyone in this world that will love me unconditionally, NEVER turn on me, and stay interested in me. every boyfriend i’ve had has broken up with me, i’ve been used and cheated on, emotionally abused, the whole gang. it has become normal and expected for people to screw me over and walk all over me. Within the past 9 months even, i’ve had a whole group of people turn on me and f*** me over in their own creative ways. all of these heartbreaks and betrayals make it hard for me to think rationally in situations that questions my friendships with people. i am so scared of everyone in my life leaving me and pushing me to the side that i push them away myself (classic.) i haven’t seen a doctor for depression or anxiety but i have asked my father and he told me i live a lavish life and don’t need therapy. this is just a useless rant but i have no one to listen. i feel like no one cares about me. today i found out there was a rumor going around and i went off in the middle of class, screaming about how i have no one left and no one gives a shit about me anymore and of course i received weird looks. anyways back to the subject. i assume the worst for myself and self destruct when things go right because it feels wrong to be loved by people and be supported. i’ve met a couple of people that i genuinely feel care about me but i question it every day. i expect nothing more than for them to turn on me and hate me like everyone else in my life does. it’s nothing personal against them, it’s my nature and i wish i wasn’t this way. after so much heartbreak you just have to put up a wall to protect yourself. you stop talking to the people you used to love and you shut everyone out. i’m working on rebuilding my trust with everyone but i can’t stop assuming the worst for myself. ",3.160487012987012,4.696901477272728,4.143311688311691,87.74818181818182,74.0,6.937662337662338,24.38961038961039,7.554174236665415,1.037556493506493,1710,52,356,21,35,553,209,440,0.199,0.6759999999999999,0.125,-0.9897,0,2,0,0,1,1,37.0,0,5,4,2,20,27,5,1,17,1,27,12,1,4,6,69,63,33,0,6,10,1,6,2,1,4,7,2,0,2,20,28,0,3,14,0,0,10,11,16,0,4,12,10,62,11,67,45,12,59,0,5,2,4,29,33,2,8,15,254,82,3,0.0,0.08401740317174049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0542463745936316,0.0,0.07032420868892453,0.04958230342435625,0.0,0.0,0.1262508420117326,0.06629178950504093,0.0,0.06662279342062405,0.05452583382666831,0.0,0.04322641146604375,0.0783151283338535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14459605782473925,0.0,0.0,0.06108315764980484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846117184704557,0.0,0.0457314367251481,0.0,0.06107515048306105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257994989849309,0.06205429779978654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05923666322627812,0.07976482141352126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04683574771820795,0.0,0.17923558334068512,0.2710322669987534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434180133532872,0.050658509159562916,0.0,0.0,0.1296219111582448,0.0,0.0,0.07774975504552016,0.05478531294259505,0.0,0.0,0.0680238584090344,0.12090029449401295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06352192212966666,0.07000948480258477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501680618314413,0.07704451712267639,0.0,0.3005172997911649,0.06928662316115697,0.0,0.06261531240715983,0.0,0.05954700045412217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19199861241198965,0.0,0.04733334095202956,0.07189216511148619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05660012232860444,0.0,0.10425482267497097,0.05257927231850745,0.10938117114833967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06947728061902514,0.13608116520435834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192203288118888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538428218663354,0.3932835602168295,0.0619163547548576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07214151940580553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128468566086754,0.15887208323376997,0.07542209560511681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06055721994536754,0.0,0.0,0.07099382829207812,0.0,0.0,0.12910859809564154,0.07397516584939791,0.0,0.07278865779128225,0.0,0.07970642620042258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755812084730333,0.0,0.11856878541348438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046844874779115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05699521187577436,0.0619789438489006,0.0,0.08109239075277876,0.0,0.04710981674960326,0.045436615467294925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06721490748752929,0.06775806674968833,0.0,0.0,0.2313909389577435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248789081257998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257098366455287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657347877692729,0.0,0.158338187397146,0.0815436298525306,0.0,0.0,0.05162372297478495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752955174810787,0.0,0.045664067567444136
anxiety,amm907,2019/03/13,"I feel like I am going crazy. Some info 20F. I had no anxiety, no clue what it was until I began taking steroids for a medical condition last year.

November of 2018 I had my first anxiety attack. I thought I was going to die, there was this impending doom I could feel through my body. I couldn't breathe, I thought I was dying.

Now I  can't stop feeling anxious about everything. In the car, I have gotten so anxious I have begun avoiding driving especially in areas that are super busy. When I am sitting at work or in class, I get these feelings that wash over me and I can't shake this upset almost buzzing in my body that is there just reinforcing my anxiety.

As I write this right now, I am sitting down at work and I feel like I could break at any second. I am so tired of this feeling and trying to get a hold of myself that I want to freak out or scream.

I feel helpless..I don't even know why I am feeling this way or how to manage it. I can't place the source and I am really having a hard time. This is extremely scary for me because I have never dealt with this and I don't know how much longer I can deal with it. 

Any advice on how I can regain control of myself, or techniques to manage this feeling.? Any support would be great.",1.9817017663043472,3.8200867421875024,3.5930570652173937,89.1266711956522,78.0625,6.327173913043477,24.021059782608692,7.255503002510835,0.9591727581521741,970,33,204,12,23,322,135,256,0.179,0.728,0.093,-0.9567,0,1,0,1,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,5,13,12,1,3,5,0,31,6,3,4,1,43,53,17,2,5,5,0,10,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,17,8,0,4,14,0,0,5,9,7,0,2,10,11,39,5,28,38,2,35,1,1,0,0,2,14,0,6,14,148,56,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882769275361376,0.0,0.0,0.11151914125985864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22720253616711644,0.0,0.255589049654686,0.2516286785936208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126697377940459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788900646573087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24740987496777306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490887931924186,0.17783685300245775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481569939417825,0.0,0.0,0.2311651680392296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735576299727425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009053561311647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5067998646581409,0.159122894509967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472971369430712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637055091580167,0.0,0.12658620191130754,0.0,0.0,0.12278380730940275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976401084240373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241007410524705,0.0907799276302266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881773083272216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219172088977772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186842361671197,0.0,0.08589400303506718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635604051172795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134530535185732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510781388011466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310878195259337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263792864604894,0.0,0.0,0.0837350084832327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17682778374755834,0.06493967908038882,0.12800133550115894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561168116971688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06568783571102693,0.08839887442264209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049245671443073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16215471717208627,0.0,0.0,0.07911275698911603,0.0,0.0,0.07171745405637113
anxiety,_RollTide,2019/03/13,"What can I do to help my girlfriend? She told me about her struggle with anxiety attacks a week ago after dating for about 6 months. I luckily don't have to deal with anxiety but this means I have no clue how to help her.  She is going to get therapy because money isn't an issue and I fully support the decision. Surely there is some way I can make myself useful? 

I figure this would be a great place to get information.",2.27920588235294,4.380517082352942,4.240808823529413,83.58238970588236,78.17647058823529,7.0735294117647065,23.56617647058824,8.07648339933343,1.4837352941176472,332,11,64,6,8,113,61,85,0.094,0.643,0.262,0.9645,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,1,4,0,11,0,0,3,1,14,19,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,13,3,11,16,1,8,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,1,5,48,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18586113756199968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32079625353593044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23853160511593094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781380282081892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161621141194577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190894140778205,0.0,0.11916114768224907,0.0,0.0,0.2311635735154734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810767790735996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21884257595112105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13995735713675256,0.0,0.0,0.22839373531189786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673577942185953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190620955173984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21919418068729715,0.0,0.0,0.2379327381738976,0.19761291128793806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397776380323963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20035010747694595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810888597189625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16642748057804074,0.16818583342780594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14894462076893766,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dilmah23,2019/03/13,"Reduced Attaction :( Hello all, 

Following a long term break up with GF, a family member going through cancer and a move overseas I have been anxious and have suffered various panic attacks. I have no real history of this.

What is getting me is my attraction to woman has faded significantly following this period.  I love having sex and do 5 or more times a week with my GF but I am no longer walking down the street thinking or looking out for as many woman. 

This makes me think something is really wrong with me. 

Does anyone else see a huge drop of in libido like this?? I feel like another person and its making me question all my past relationships and crushes. ",4.825483870967741,6.849909935483872,6.089548387096772,73.4893225806452,70.61290322580646,8.830967741935485,30.14193548387097,9.3871,3.104086451612904,528,22,86,12,10,177,90,124,0.195,0.7040000000000001,0.101,-0.8764,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,0,8,1,1,6,0,11,3,0,2,2,21,23,9,0,0,3,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,3,6,9,0,0,4,0,0,5,2,4,0,0,1,3,12,4,13,22,5,20,0,1,2,2,9,6,0,3,9,62,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19699578067568213,0.0,0.2122371523563761,0.0,0.13136154182608933,0.1924927738983432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137267568656562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16440438771368152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15693944969515564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17710505271484506,0.0,0.09499161020455897,0.13421280195188215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815317746193723,0.0,0.1067696065942234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18356544609224115,0.0,0.0,0.16625710117175407,0.15776164579981675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16955803457434976,0.0,0.2508064457604132,0.1904684736696101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19967375197349654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22042239821448,0.0,0.0,0.1793410836003879,0.0,0.16403892645402673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104549442579854,0.0,0.0,0.2138346987916573,0.1203529305682107,0.0,0.0,0.2016997218026785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970632230244413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446298195526266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24075621546098006,0.0,0.0,0.10954723157941404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15069622623719853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054039597061996,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BiggXan,2019/03/13,"Relapsed on alcohol after 15 months sober, and currently dependent on Clonazepam, I feel like I'm going to die! (Warning: possible trigger to Hypochondriasis) I was an alcoholic for about 25 years, and managed to quit that for 15 months and even quit the benzos for about a year, but I started back on the benzos a few months ago because the anxiety was getting so horrid, and just recently had a few relapses with drinking. I'm not currently having any panic attacks because I am choosing to stay on the benzos until I can see a doctor to talk about a medical detox. However, I'm just scared in general that I'm going to die anytime soon. It really doesn't help that my cousin died in his sleep last week, at the age of 36, and he had no known health problems (the autopsy showed he had an enlarged heart and it just stopped while he was sleeping), and by saying that, I truly hope I haven't caused any fear to anyone reading this. I'm alone, and feeling alone, and feeling lonely, dealing with depression, multiple anxiety disorders, dealing with some current traumas, and I'm struggling to cope. It's late at night right now, so I can't see a doctor, and I have to wait 6 days for an appointment with my psychiatrist. I'm currently listening to some relaxation music while typing this. I have very low energy from heavy drinking last night, and had a horrible hangover all day, but I was also away from my meds and missed a few doses of clonazepam. I took a 1mg about 3-4 hours ago, and took another 1mg about 20 minutes ago, and I do fully understand that the 2 doses that close together are higher than I should be taking. I'll be completely honest that I've suffered through some traumas recently and have abused the clonazepam on a few occasions, taking five or six 1mg tablets to try and cope with the traumas. I'm really scared right now, don't know what to do, and really need a hug. Please help in any way you can.",9.487901069518717,6.9402013395721935,9.364752673796794,69.55536430481284,61.00534759358289,12.986363636363638,40.75467914438502,11.45678717892309,4.580920320855613,1527,65,282,34,16,502,194,374,0.242,0.672,0.086,-0.997,6,4,4,0,1,0,44.0,0,1,0,2,16,20,1,5,23,0,25,15,3,3,1,52,53,27,3,4,7,1,3,1,0,1,9,2,0,0,13,24,4,2,7,5,0,4,6,15,0,2,10,7,19,5,46,40,8,55,0,5,2,1,13,15,0,6,35,172,32,5,0.0,0.10179197717053357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284680990174628,0.1836281522820425,0.0,0.17795837886803942,0.0,0.06870400162728454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17526984434753154,0.09008649326724624,0.13144528432834135,0.0,0.0,0.060071848304068275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773759609149374,0.08071739438371943,0.06606122330088136,0.0,0.10474263005061796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825555451460321,0.0,0.0,0.09007736789037513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081259804201447,0.1771435310622483,0.07399610186654455,0.0,0.26749007980486683,0.0,0.09846289067661557,0.17586967281061772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16832261126619388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056744236104886624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667517520058254,0.13031945695161146,0.061375734231190124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04488560887068357,0.0,0.09765183206062827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132071274116868,0.0,0.101806439298307,0.1151703510754547,0.0,0.0,0.08533025705619747,0.08460626835444204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04721513015861672,0.1400599135383492,0.0969127690194673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04197238962877211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542915102793627,0.08654756143641602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20572303388664795,0.0,0.0,0.06370285066474167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16124566842247254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079952385066616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430586024015564,0.0,0.09685316226198797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220642813502886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18275652291458006,0.08593550700699935,0.0,0.1651127770169272,0.0,0.16965598034747478,0.0,0.0,0.14673719771103785,0.0,0.06832087577138451,0.17202631540477525,0.0,0.13692189294517362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17194860547020058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06080913835073689,0.09157103596360733,0.0,0.07182649452564167,0.0,0.0898141455393666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919065210170444,0.06905301862555009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19090335936405226,0.05832878370567025,0.0,0.0,0.08943769036351656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088661025167094,0.0,0.06819315145829741,0.06891363116384062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064935472565103
anxiety,-henlo-,2019/03/13,"Is this anxiety or a normal feeling? Is it normal for me to completely avoid hanging out with all of my teammates who know pretty well and see on a daily basis simply because I am scared to wear a bathing suit around them? I’m in shape so I don’t view myself as fat or too skinny, but I can’t make myself go hangout with them so instead I’m going to just sit alone in my hotel room..",4.059146341463414,3.978449060975613,5.627951219512196,83.92314634146345,70.58536585365853,7.5356097560975615,27.37560975609756,6.742157984588678,1.2502507317073168,301,9,63,2,5,103,63,82,0.102,0.835,0.063,-0.46,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,7,3,0,2,3,0,5,3,3,1,1,16,13,7,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,5,2,1,2,3,0,3,2,2,1,0,0,3,10,1,13,13,1,11,0,0,2,0,3,7,0,2,0,45,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28149349726038925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20791936305178527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24195160370139016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16568126453356258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28496768146303064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374256907026034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30893016553060154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493692198871841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18142259599067004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5325949260606899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765091469578876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721101948226713,0.0,0.2165822297427752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24437274035664794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Paddington79,2019/03/13,Anyone terrified of death and coping with hypochondria? I worry over every little bodily sensation. A chest twinge must be a heart attack. Sore throat must mean my throat is closing up. I'm constantly afraid that death is right around the corner. Any ways to cope? It's awful.,3.053828571428572,6.163515240000006,3.2437142857142867,84.52900000000002,86.6,6.057142857142857,17.142857142857142,7.447530270364453,0.8098857142857145,222,5,36,4,7,68,44,50,0.384,0.616,0.0,-0.974,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,3,1,5,5,4,0,2,7,7,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059598157615056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117715147500203,0.0,0.0,0.2696156713662929,0.0,0.3445547183358357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272914249587871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551783489921179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35889862673075706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035521084304557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299107432820632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586465999193769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404015755733485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075759458890828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThrowAwayTheDewRedux,2019/03/13,"Pro-tip: Mostly avoid reading comments or posting your own on reddit With some exceptions, of course. This sub, /r/depression, /r/BPD, etc 

I wish there was a way I could change a setting to remove comment access to select subs to reduce temptation to post or comment. There are some mean people out there....Sucks.

A big hug from me to you all.",3.4063589743589766,5.71114043076923,3.884230769230772,86.50993589743591,75.46153846153845,6.17948717948718,24.679487179487186,7.1686216300943375,1.1601794871794873,268,9,49,3,6,84,52,65,0.036000000000000004,0.8690000000000001,0.095,0.5574,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,13,5,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,11,3,6,8,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,5,0,33,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413001763152396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866696046831201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163620429154322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334017565415616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302223497462276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951856141681747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18786911093855074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5190636128129072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710615529571809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150978353316144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116230789743879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kaanalen,2019/03/13,"I'm so scared of people judging me I didn't go to school for 2 months. 
I don't really have friends anymore.
I'm to scared to buy stuff because I am so afraid of what people think.

When I'm alone no one can judge me for anything. ",0.20117647058823707,1.9356063725490245,2.0389803921568657,98.61141176470586,83.31372549019608,4.864313725490196,20.003921568627447,5.6839178017228535,-0.3397560784313729,179,5,44,1,5,59,35,51,0.265,0.735,0.0,-0.9071,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,10,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,3,0,1,1,0,5,1,7,9,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,24,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27476074757635005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26309669593862434,0.0,0.0,0.21831131599466502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16171850698393544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049626307907588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15077059338169288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21175218963712333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17976757575866942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3678377872608852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16995176189004102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5312037491470971,0.2684879508232248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036939279329461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16998731485139024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nickaroo321,2019/03/13,"Can I mix Propranolol and Alprozolam? I took my first propranolol today and i can tell it’s working but was wondering if it will be safe to take some alprozolam with it at night to help falling asleep? 
20mg of propronal and 0.5 alprozolam",5.9981884057971016,6.939400413043479,7.063913043478262,71.72818840579711,66.6086956521739,11.35072463768116,34.89855072463768,11.20814326018867,4.1911246376811615,193,9,36,6,3,65,35,46,0.04,0.797,0.163,0.782,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,9,8,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,1,5,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,3,24,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31652413112450234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24942344282676665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492083629447908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797870886677329,0.0,0.32524830486927364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3527251896315064,0.0,0.4134377701825495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4035470542454436,0.27090697817509873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxietygirl_allday,2019/03/13,":( unsure I've had anxiety before. 

Tonight I have chest pain and pain down my left arm.ive had about 15 EKGs all normal and blood work. I'm 25 female, relatively healthy otherwise. How do I tell myself I'm ok and don't need to go to rhe emergency",1.8448,4.054289879999999,3.649999999999999,86.705,80.2,7.2,24.0,8.238735603445708,1.5448,194,7,40,4,5,65,39,50,0.274,0.6409999999999999,0.085,-0.872,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,5,4,2,1,1,7,9,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,4,1,4,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,18,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24017240647843524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671500125507152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17842614607949284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34110974644736025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23279141616780816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076062834954463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6681340870286979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744078697736569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285607816395117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lilcarti54,2019/03/13,"Is this normal I always feel like im a fraud and one day im going to get caught out by someone. I’m also tired of my personality changing depending on who I’m around, it’s like I’m made up of different people. I feel like im living just to exist and not doing anything.",-0.42378571428571377,1.6208177166666644,3.28952380952381,86.74500000000002,88.5,5.428571428571429,18.57142857142857,6.868970318607317,0.3156428571428571,213,6,46,3,7,79,43,60,0.113,0.76,0.127,-0.0516,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,11,11,3,0,1,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,2,3,3,9,9,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,4,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15082379758116687,0.15693077219903795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15520218889821358,0.16789448169042412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19951438214525047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163175696228053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19704744085863776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19072421722765848,0.26947255172409906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853600701958087,0.0,0.10718604304915227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6111628979003096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27642211723168864,0.0,0.16653774747113562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784584075445903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18478850252273726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780061868782264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075187944852096,0.16467873202400013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15980064021905865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21676859642236646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kmorey87,2019/03/13,"I hit my limit and did something about it On Monday I had a panic attack, I woke up at 5am, with a racing heart, tight chest, negative self talk and a heap of other symptoms, it took over an hour to ground myself. I'd been triggered from going back to work (from previous bad management at a different job), so I called my boss in tears and explained the situation and that I couldn't come into work. She was wonderful and understanding about it. 

Up to this point Ive had building symptoms of anxiety, including a heap of negative self talk, a mental countdown of ""this many days till Friday"" then as soon as Friday hits ""this many sleeps until it's Monday again"", and my legs are constantly cramped every morning. I can't articulate what I mean at work properly and my study has taken a back seat. 

So after my panic attack, I booked into the doctor for that Wednesday (just been). I did the Mental health check and the K10, talked about it all. No signs of depression this is just anxiety at its purest. I explained that I eat healthy, I exercise, I don't feel worthless or sad, I just can't shut my brain up! I can't stop the overflow of negative talk or fixation on the way I think people perceive me to be because I'm anxious. 

I've been given the meds, and I'll be checking out a psychologist to talk to. But I just had to say that I woke up this morning and I feel good. I feel normal, and my brain isn't so loud, it's just the first step in the right direction and everything is ok in this moment. 

Sorry for the long post but I wanted to say I feel all of you out there with anxiety. You aren't alone. It's a damn struggle and I know my fight isn't over, but right now I feel ok and I really hope you guys do too. ",3.873589015151513,4.615517514204548,5.148181818181818,84.2756060606061,71.30113636363636,8.48030303030303,26.59848484848485,8.72156446121922,1.7601643939393945,1343,42,283,23,24,448,177,352,0.117,0.8140000000000001,0.069,-0.8809,2,1,1,0,1,0,42.0,0,3,0,5,18,15,4,3,20,2,25,13,6,2,2,56,49,27,0,4,10,0,6,0,0,0,6,3,0,3,20,21,1,3,13,2,2,4,12,11,0,1,14,9,40,4,48,30,2,50,0,3,0,0,18,25,1,4,19,194,60,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817250028037043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175392745426109,0.1070842437681259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21567164728579466,0.0,0.14577330956327655,0.07914460022065496,0.05778230810720082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21163106216704747,0.09678985465509538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165206677529414,0.0,0.10243290398736524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06113086600106145,0.0,0.08164136330581417,0.0,0.0,0.09903401055628078,0.0,0.0970202449198072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699249805531264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986356295541627,0.0,0.08518996621833372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396400590126509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062721475169031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05387059924534103,0.07950425936538152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938557097848938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075594927546422,0.0,0.1123250588607328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414656098868428,0.0933477699289076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406315272737832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052093387321444015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388501142421789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19220171622291035,0.0,0.10325267609827304,0.10528887052845742,0.0,0.19104941816418766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287279464159487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22242821824823816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571454545734462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960595430811033,0.0,0.09078136690231163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06072406462339827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618980536354483,0.0,0.15075954812546322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19777056111858668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654646362339378,0.09485714932956306,0.0,0.0,0.0729729676503938,0.0,0.1061081825448051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924759259787778,0.0,0.09909372387217501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19704349415945846,0.0,0.3809378088010185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060736767759267625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531372683827572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867837342796704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055908827651877525,0.07523885330089827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279429530212114,0.20702189462891468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,reloaded890,2019/03/13,"Internship Interview tomorrow. I’m scared. Just started lexapro 3 days and on top of that I was getting a cold (great!) Anyways, I do not feel good at all I can barley think and I am trying to remember some questions / answers that I might get asked, but I just blank. I don’t want to sound dumb and look like I wasn’t  prepared at all. 
What do I do? Anyone got tips? ",0.4462666666666699,2.756962160000004,2.1346666666666683,94.60066666666668,87.4,5.466666666666668,23.0,6.937597516519254,0.7494000000000001,282,11,62,4,9,92,54,75,0.114,0.758,0.128,-0.3193,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,1,1,0,9,0,0,0,2,17,19,4,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,4,9,3,6,15,3,7,0,0,1,0,3,4,1,3,4,39,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19381662032851904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591337979486667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787636292928196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015481695385473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896390658289273,0.0,0.0,0.23249253410129125,0.22169293784952354,0.30560126224499484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354202831213613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327684996790484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940531586177591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31051451939800895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140004972324077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27751401031107764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19619542286384054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17761117658587186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18819277323518907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16349293890884575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bananatom505505,2019/03/13,"I'm so worried about my cat and everything right now. I just can't stop stressing out. I keep switching between panic and crying while trying to figure out what to do. My cat is sick and at the vet. She has diabetes. I tried to pick her up today, but the vet wouldn't let me get her unless I could make a pretty large down payment of $250. It just sucks so much because I'm dealing with a million different problems and this just adds more stress. Idk what to do. The I posted in legal advice for help and people start telling me to abandon my cat and it's my fault becauae I can't afford her. I'm so stressed and I hate my situation right now. Can someone please comfort me about all of this craziness?",1.776502463054186,3.848129689655174,3.097561576354682,91.30181034482763,79.6896551724138,5.246305418719213,24.15024630541872,6.18269132825596,0.5860246305418717,555,20,115,4,14,180,94,145,0.249,0.64,0.111,-0.9758,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,10,10,2,4,5,0,10,2,0,2,1,26,19,13,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,11,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,9,0,1,0,0,19,1,19,16,3,15,0,1,0,0,7,8,1,0,6,80,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642122183121385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757885214307432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780505186414834,0.0,0.17583238048952474,0.0,0.16502795869524992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672419359794093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438630506464028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363139610352867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580386836305075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729337857400356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142279999766091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16368521449643572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684979209583556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767187677601708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18781086228526334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097427785222827,0.0,0.0,0.1757117916201358,0.0,0.0,0.153305429784362,0.16285151639306567,0.0,0.15316798694708586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734024782920744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17992845839571014,0.0,0.0,0.13562910700351222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133003041303582,0.0,0.0,0.13382797216159031,0.5500883236078065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991062391488635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517302338337345,0.0,0.0,0.2173577561743641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16256163022308556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ST2100GR,2019/03/13,"Your all capable and normal and going to get through this. Quick reminder for you all. You are feeling a normal human emotion that is out of wack a bit. Anxiety is something that is actually healthy to feel in the right situation. When your anxious tell your self it's okay you are feeling this way. Don't fight or ignore your feelings! Let the emotion come and pass IT ALWAYS DOES. You feel crazy symptoms and may feel crazy in general but guess what? You aren't. Anxiety makes us feel weird. You 100% can overcome this and get better even if you cant imagine how. 

Some great things to google: 

How to overcome anxiety 

How to stop having anxious thoughts

List of anxiety symptoms

 · · (helps you realize that stress can do hilariously crazy things to your body) 

Success stories on anxiety 


You got this guys, dont give up. Please. Believe me, you can get through it. 

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anxiety,OhHiMarco,2019/03/13,"Who else types out long posts about their concerns, Only to end up deleting them right away?
I always end up typing way too much, and even after editing it still sounds like invalid whining 
Topics I’ve written about only to end up deleting
- getting haircuts
- ghosting toxic friends
- problems with siblings not speaking to each other
- issues with parents
- insecurity about being unemployed
- struggling to cope with a recent breakup",10.53125,11.219731847222226,8.474444444444442,66.36500000000001,56.91666666666667,8.311111111111114,44.38888888888889,7.1686216300943375,4.096405555555556,351,19,44,2,4,104,58,72,0.129,0.799,0.071,-0.5574,3,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,6,6,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,3,1,1,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,3,2,16,1,2,15,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,0,8,31,6,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17450766674404108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197043164120636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751979908792157,0.0,0.5572612344711012,0.0,0.0,0.13852111943259776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16203270465399594,0.0,0.10957244671843223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21889799280408226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246084528994094,0.0,0.0,0.18559967013566586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541717112116228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190100156146858,0.0,0.0,0.2328743475411237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20085819224993895,0.0,0.0,0.2006781169592476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070777397789587,0.0,0.0,0.1791036613107649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16748633537493768,0.0,0.0,0.21924968657607724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16646962451269245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,2cinister,2019/03/13,"I thought I could open up. I have worked at my company for over 15 years. I have never mentioned that I have depression and anxiety to anyone aside from friends. The last couple years I my team environment has not been healthy but I kept plugging along the best I could. Recently, they changed my role completely with no warning or input and I have struggled managing through the change without constant worry. Our company has really been focused on diversity and inclusion including mental health so I though maybe I could open up about the anxiety to one of the managers to help give some context of why sudden change and uncertainty are difficult for me and that’s is not simply that I’m opposed to change. Not only did I get a complete brush off but within the next few sentences I was told to really try to worry less and that I wear my worry on my face. I’m frustrated with myself because I should have known better. ",6.591332288401258,7.436375385057473,6.719320794148381,75.06230407523513,65.26436781609196,10.235318704284225,34.78369905956113,10.230975488527342,3.677041379310346,743,33,130,17,11,238,110,174,0.145,0.7020000000000001,0.153,0.5503,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,1,4,3,7,1,1,7,0,17,3,2,0,1,28,24,11,0,4,7,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,4,11,0,2,2,1,0,0,6,4,0,1,7,1,24,3,25,13,4,18,0,1,0,0,9,10,0,2,8,98,28,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18981039039181974,0.0,0.0,0.08674530270459384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562553347639223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13019281506702046,0.10972056611803416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5249541006698557,0.0,0.26014809815513784,0.13406427093927714,0.0,0.2971543018573065,0.13726950206766214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685228499850677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584807939029333,0.0,0.06481598017192622,0.11900919846994246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186947120112927,0.0,0.0,0.08315448291240668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112506889388097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463446514910127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502281963378767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568235182862424,0.0,0.1319387096718226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406594317530777,0.09435285724640607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895141376075006,0.0,0.12249381188001207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969394919448768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188785103490918,0.09848940333297934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854419026431308,0.0,0.0842282723402816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194442289000528,0.0,0.0,0.11958895267768176,0.0,0.09031680996865582,0.3779654014699969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15978053016049032
anxiety,Maydayparade77,2019/03/13,"I’m not sure I can cope not knowing for a week and a half. I just handed in an assignment worth 35% of my grade. This is one of only 3 assignments that my course grades. I had 2 weeks to do it but I sometimes procrastinate because my GAD drives me insane and I run away from anything remotely challenging until I can’t avoid it anymore. I worked on it for the last 4 days and I handed it in. I have this really sickly feeling like my life depends on this and it’s hard to breathe. I’ve tried talking a walk, breathing, taking a hot bath, but nothing seems to be helping. Is there anything I can do to calm down?

 I stopped my medication about 3 months ago because I was paranoid of the long term effects. I know I shouldn’t have. I just can’t seem to get out of my head right now and I won’t know my grade until the 25th. ",1.4005274566473993,3.2148501040462456,3.0869906069364177,92.18863619942199,79.7514450867052,5.9434971098265885,24.10729768786127,6.9077264865688965,0.7371852601156075,640,23,143,7,16,212,107,173,0.09,0.8170000000000001,0.094,0.1611,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,5,5,0,1,8,0,15,8,5,2,1,24,24,9,0,1,6,0,5,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,9,6,0,2,7,1,1,3,6,1,0,2,2,5,24,4,22,19,1,23,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,3,13,93,33,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594227776684467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783590737050733,0.0,0.0,0.2959961466732177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16897139610500014,0.0,0.0,0.21926511090318615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159859008094916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909356269029116,0.12848213918690868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396220051216296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16110684218473798,0.0,0.1845740551850239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054709619719672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29651625356937616,0.14659863161845255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703066796480367,0.08786375387344174,0.0,0.0,0.15915820028270936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18117609465778464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355149639548842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17256724979245258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186841868209028,0.13678111582924515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521406119187537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535876458046971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274503957173697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778724599594722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503594504008638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16950288604664496,0.0,0.1352219370806607,0.14455353832354614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210374345088625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885234975019922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093015311013473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shakeforsale,2019/03/13,"How do you guys manage going out in public alone? There are very few places I'll go alone. If I have to get groceries, run errands, or really any adult thing, I bring at least one friend with me. I have been home all day today (my day off from work) and all day I've been wanting to go to the store to cook something nice for myself. My friends aren't free today so instead of getting in my car and driving 2 minutes to the store, I've been grazing on random things like tuna fish and eggs. I get extremely anxious in public when there are other people around and I hate that about myself. I've tried to venture out of my comfort zone many times and it has never gotten any easier. I just wanna go out right now and buy ingredients for some amazing nachos but instead I'm stuck home with absolutely no interest in going to the store by myself. ",4.749390374331551,5.319905917647058,5.430213903743319,83.65687165775401,69.23529411764707,7.593582887700535,26.631016042780754,7.348242739294969,1.3024705882352947,666,19,132,6,11,216,111,170,0.093,0.813,0.094,0.2765,0,2,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,11,9,1,0,3,0,10,2,0,1,3,24,24,12,0,3,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,5,12,2,0,0,1,5,9,3,1,0,1,5,0,15,9,28,19,5,31,0,0,0,0,7,13,0,4,10,87,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115829581922841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20458377938735356,0.0,0.0,0.16993366448734415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390717219820955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910285876045173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324308089273613,0.0,0.23576733303285624,0.0,0.4274404905782606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14894109661308594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485102512994955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017703872349642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07348842693509552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15250395767485275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601446047259947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192961246470823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428344195871947,0.0,0.15715862325318494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963639697205564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284592791597477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580194587916508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19986693928358848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771208193311529,0.0,0.2851642982431081,0.0,0.0,0.10212643591368803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411362622502442,0.08872259471381592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950876290004916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OneHandedMolly,2019/03/13,"This is just getting annoying now... First time post! Hi everyone!

So I have always had a little bit of anxiety but it's never been so bad they I needed to talk to someone. Well that seems to be changing...

Since having my second born 9 months ago, things changed. I suffered from postpartum depression and anxiety. I talked to my OB because it got so bad and they Baker Acted me. Thankfully the depression went away, but I still have bad anxiety. 

In the past 9 months I have broken out in hives a few times, and it's happening again. Does this happen to anyone else? Or is it just me?",0.9311842105263182,3.5144216578947365,2.715065789473684,88.2873355263158,91.19298245614037,6.358771929824562,21.160087719298247,7.6454224807358475,1.309808771929824,455,16,88,10,16,150,78,114,0.319,0.636,0.045,-0.9913,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,1,9,9,1,0,4,0,9,0,0,0,1,12,17,9,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,7,1,2,4,0,12,2,11,12,2,20,0,3,0,0,5,5,0,2,12,63,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281004165970853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024485468535084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33165190630850955,0.0,0.0,0.10104555725637494,0.14806875236082573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577298395250406,0.0,0.3619823260750597,0.08809265671659253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157768749496479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057472738140299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24893448625246026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646268261615928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072052390303405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808659825137606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292111173472675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550111223767271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557876928633973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555814682241713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483813835354362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306948449943693,0.0,0.0,0.10715318782363033,0.11145590895046646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795224598805855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384017366691478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13155752496519713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954111794767708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224438298015622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540679234729966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323051793557351,0.0,0.1330464527156719,0.0,0.0,0.09600678784461236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685312292617535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299328803877538,0.13396328533645488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tweetythechihuahua,2019/03/13,"I feel like I’m going to die  Back literally almost a year ago (3/15/18) I got in a car accident and it totaled the car ( was not my fault ) , I worked SOO hard to buy it - but I also got injured. I have some permanent injuries but not too severe. But ever since then literally almost every time I’m driving I have this voice in my head that tells me someone is out to kill me and someone is going to succeed. Or that someone it out to get me , or I’m going to lose control of my car and I’m going to die in my car .. all I remember about when this happened before is an emt telling me I wasn’t going to die because I was knocked out and then passed out because I was so confused and stuff. Sometimes I feel like I want to die but I know I truly don’t but I am so worried that in going to die really young because of someone hitting me and killing me or that I’ll walk across the street and get hit by a car or something ",3.145958609918001,3.4679240253807144,4.935228426395941,86.67008980866852,72.70558375634519,7.279812573213589,29.367044123389306,7.010146845296331,1.4688753611870349,711,28,158,6,13,244,95,197,0.241,0.675,0.084,-0.9916,0,0,1,0,0,2,15.0,0,0,0,4,8,8,2,1,6,0,11,2,1,1,3,35,32,22,7,1,11,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,10,11,0,1,4,0,1,14,4,5,0,0,6,4,25,3,23,24,3,33,0,1,0,0,2,10,0,8,11,105,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244982147338338,0.0,0.2088695839623797,0.0,0.0,0.08340340790156459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019520003113853,0.0,0.19072889697574172,0.0,0.08874601630114977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697393542434012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5412005052392641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433936659504212,0.08787170196789587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546777061215767,0.14901447589943795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897801166984718,0.0,0.3556341139721863,0.0,0.16682594593339672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222632422636272,0.0,0.09342641632487056,0.0,0.10703513450230884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23077042712936816,0.0,0.057316934479413315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190499097280133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667765640966613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681303352124769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11814411068409665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782187527875775,0.0,0.08627259228790729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534698951456597,0.08029016772852904,0.10314885619722472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11939101049338592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18231408676781324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060814330163128726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061514959500902876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759268497108268,0.10591502749511868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06716154115951407
anxiety,emiliomick,2019/03/13,"I keep getting anxiety from every health change thinking that I have a terrible disease or problem, and it sucks. For the past two weeks, I've had health anxiety and it sucks so much. Thinking that my muscle pains are something completely worse, or that headaches are gonna give me a brain tumour just as examples. Now I have had discomfort around my groin area (for maybe a week or two?? I don't even remember anymore because I'm stressed as all hell) , and had scheduled a doctor's appointment in a few days. I don't really know what to do with myself because I don't even know if it's even serious, and just waiting creates more anxiety idk. Sorry for the rant, I just wanted to release, and exercise and meditation only work for a few hours...",6.933333333333334,6.728179000000004,7.1633333333333375,75.765,64.55555555555556,10.811111111111114,36.75,10.411451182825502,3.815433333333333,592,27,110,13,8,192,90,144,0.241,0.745,0.015,-0.9788,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,9,9,3,2,8,0,11,6,1,0,1,25,24,13,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,7,8,0,2,5,1,0,0,3,9,0,2,3,0,11,0,12,20,5,10,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,4,7,74,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33596716682953204,0.0,0.1451809780207287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303194238578794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784777336273116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16342126845573451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548627392082582,0.0,0.15348864606911666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944103721012891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14983784826601595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900705085842978,0.0,0.12334110718838265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648348852659248,0.14043201447530165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112145233587895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441660861415028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011944361424155,0.0,0.0,0.16090582066835785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14706988400027446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761455693218266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133729144440796,0.15577082006256104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13974719988271486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14007684336402487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378210896764018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16583297117526216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269928728131193,0.0,0.16387323871499895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16769090695392158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18760345532426997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860063427489849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634546780784924,0.0,0.2348527758030682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657471630719972,0.0,0.14918539019279053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,daBO55,2019/03/13,"Any tips on explaining anxiety? My friend is very caring however he just doesn’t get it, I’m not sure how to explain it.",-0.40700000000000003,1.8086650000000049,2.4235000000000007,88.81925000000004,99.0,7.3000000000000025,22.25,8.07648339933343,1.9512,95,4,20,3,4,33,24,25,0.125,0.647,0.228,0.6163,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,6,7,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31964435725981444,0.0,0.3595804821449136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4792386641353311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631529183273937,0.0,0.24557729798464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4430085771623144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3878334870993701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bad_burrito,2019/03/13,"3 anxiety attacks in 2 days Hey guys,
I'm fairly new to the disorder, I got diagnosed in Jan 2019 and since then have had a pretty good handle on it, but yesterday it kicked my ass.
On my way home from my second week at uni, my heart starting racing and all the bad thoughts hit my mind, if I didn't have my girlfriend on the phone I would've been in worse trouble, pulled over breathed through it and got on with the drive.


Fast forward 8 hours, 
We had just gotten into bed, and it hit me again about 10 times harder, vomiting, thoughts and if you placed a martini on me I would've made one worthy of James Bond.

My cousin came over and took me to my mother's house, the cat of all things managed to calm me down. Then at 5am I copped another lot of it until I eventually fell asleep.

10am now and I'm still shaking. 
I've got a doctor's appointment at 4.
I've never been so scared for my life.",3.839603174603173,4.035643820105825,4.787420634920637,88.79160714285715,71.11640211640211,8.204761904761906,26.332010582010582,8.07648339933343,1.284061375661376,698,20,160,9,12,228,122,189,0.153,0.7909999999999999,0.056,-0.9621,0,0,0,0,1,0,19.0,1,1,0,0,6,7,1,2,8,0,7,8,4,1,3,23,21,14,0,2,4,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,2,1,6,11,0,0,2,1,0,7,2,5,0,2,14,0,21,2,27,5,3,39,0,0,0,1,8,17,1,3,16,92,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16603139959899044,0.12112828314328768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18013255132899647,0.0,0.0,0.13220577615163465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810967093550194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211503455649172,0.0,0.0,0.1607099314281486,0.0,0.0,0.1814692852912355,0.1620658484127049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280656276557978,0.3799125487492591,0.0,0.0,0.1567797035272177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18763151935267094,0.0,0.0,0.1588261162293423,0.0,0.1559312238746352,0.1827010141534893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183894730676283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13461346822652598,0.0,0.1498234252997232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15987643631857978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212017456145285,0.15292401206447348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729405641731464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16542970960115275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16108686441138248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852415206007767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130978988269966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207258693964828,0.0,0.12644908430375856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051928587822024,0.0,0.0,0.2514056750824685,0.09232827281345962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17591955682709814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256814864143857,0.1270093464470672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161360144397233,0.2249578166616435,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Maze0616,2019/03/13,(First post) Anxiety about going to therapy tomorrow. Tomorrow is my first appointment with a therapist. I’ve been on Zoloft for two weeks now but I’m still feeling very anxious. I know in my mind that the therapy will probably help me with my anxiety but I am dreading going. I can’t convince myself that I’m doing the right thing. It took me months to even bring it up to my normal doctor and I cried the whole time I was explaining it to her. I’m worried that tomorrow is just going to be an hour of me either crying or staring at my feet because I am too nervous to say anything. ,1.9275141242937863,4.211431610169491,4.045000000000002,83.57620056497176,80.35593220338983,7.662146892655366,26.78248587570621,8.59863814320734,2.3048960451977405,462,20,89,11,12,158,79,118,0.189,0.75,0.062,-0.9445,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,2,5,0,10,3,1,0,0,13,21,4,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,0,0,5,1,2,0,3,3,3,16,1,15,16,2,22,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,1,11,67,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462577047491736,0.1818314426711096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245087160800148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811565244602516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535993374378287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16474254737487304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630815256962133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138283676245221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738136304832737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27442044974089397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788362038212296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15850660264322047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845573762274164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16251697468838686,0.0,0.12847140769846854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15770008397449636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541487928629888,0.0,0.1735349061011589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745325933253982,0.0,0.1279965435038964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853753252426867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681283066195321,0.1868792147362972,0.10693023663625092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385317762492383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178825065296625,0.0,0.0,0.15722801019602367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280334876389244,0.0,0.0,0.12910704802423592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17969863836367453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16345591346617994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bloodbath91n,2019/03/13,Why is family time so hard Im 27 my wife is 25 and we have a son that will be 7 in a few months. My wife always says we need to do more things as a family and i agree but its not really the easiest thing for me. I really dont like being in public places. Today we planned a trip to a small local library. I made it about 5 minutes before i had to leave my wife and son inside and escape to my car. Im typing this right now as they look for books and i feel like crap. I was excited because i wanted to try and find something interesting to read but i guess not today. ,-0.5571428571428569,1.3512024920634929,2.5295238095238126,92.95714285714287,87.57142857142858,5.822222222222222,15.349206349206348,7.1686216300943375,-0.170755555555556,438,8,104,7,14,156,83,126,0.126,0.79,0.084,-0.6316,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,3,0,1,1,3,5,1,0,6,0,10,1,1,1,0,19,16,11,0,2,4,5,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,9,0,0,2,2,0,2,3,1,0,0,3,4,17,4,13,10,2,13,0,0,1,0,11,6,1,1,7,66,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14512204483275354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631795024339764,0.0,0.14840899352454354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044057465486102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32883407971786605,0.0,0.08818630028819087,0.1245976400437955,0.0,0.0,0.1594064303927018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921308921903972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562359753515988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767827398300749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18467367501098592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704146031082772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14645941721065955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650297685887931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392113938079242,0.0,0.0,0.12932187217494134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822200142506014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17445593935718445,0.0,0.22346141207200293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14894411260781285,0.0,0.1386968317930748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342683703353274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317388366644495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169913994508273,0.0,0.3306381884365919,0.0,0.0,0.11841208724242387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287079473238027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737676199746425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,maiiuru96,2019/03/13,"I always think my loved ones are dead I have pretty bad anxiety and it’s really started to affect my quality of life. I’m on 100 mg of Zoloft and I’m starting therapy. 

My biggest trigger is thinking that people I love have somehow died in a tragic accident if they don’t respond to me. It’s getting more severe every time. I spiral into this overthinking mode, my heart starts beating super fast and I’m literally imagining that they have somehow died somewhere and I start to cry and hyperventilate and even though my rational self knows there could be a million reasons as to why they haven’t responded, my anxiety tells me “well maybe this one time it’s actually true”. And that’s what keeps me in this freaking out spiral that usually doesn’t calm down until I get in contact with the person or know 100% that they’re okay. It mostly happens to me with romantic partners or my parents (not so much them because they usually answer). 
It’s even gotten to the point where I check on snap location to see if they’ve updated it and if they haven’t, I freak out. It’s really taking a toll on me. I can’t sleep or eat when this happens and it happens multiple times a day with the same person. Does anyone have any tips on how to not think that just because someone takes long to respond or don’t answer the phone that something terrible must have happened? I currently had to cut off someone I really liked because it was getting to the point where I couldn’t even function if I didn’t know if they were okay every hour. Should I delete my Snapchat so I don’t keep checking their location? Help :(",5.2161904761904765,6.151796949044588,5.949708826205644,79.03795116772825,68.36305732484078,9.038277221716713,31.83136184410069,9.23628265651192,2.814687776766759,1278,53,238,24,21,418,167,314,0.145,0.75,0.105,-0.9247,2,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,8,2,15,15,1,0,9,2,23,7,2,4,2,51,51,25,3,9,12,1,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,4,21,15,1,2,10,0,2,0,11,6,1,3,5,1,36,9,30,41,4,34,0,1,1,2,22,17,0,12,18,161,57,0,0.0,0.0,0.09564731901923453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155532384003619,0.0,0.0,0.06665273728724264,0.0,0.14996056001416605,0.0,0.0,0.06853351992652487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183741944626598,0.17924488740704778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782560347463126,0.0,0.10766354440935072,0.06321078517162981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034456763803072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577252691126652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029257491179062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19421154895010834,0.0,0.16516168839905182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15362447752809688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466930782706264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614681141459983,0.06569657645975907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096523838401446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17423831754688146,0.0,0.0,0.16159744480543392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923003750361646,0.04788458624457725,0.0,0.0,0.08673911860113158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17692254185913786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846802460204404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07205141223553597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13283335955070574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883271309569556,0.0,0.0,0.06795041993161664,0.17116371928317325,0.0,0.0,0.1853094221753865,0.0,0.0,0.09971525960407204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883704283000577,0.10077449885910468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781042996299821,0.0,0.10224975752774876,0.11072768260760307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808457299067394,0.0,0.1660935300360465,0.075455802988383,0.0,0.0,0.27749865619452224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14738834212852556,0.0,0.08566837137314268,0.0,0.1120873092558882,0.0,0.0,0.18840983434376216,0.09629804966096298,0.0,0.17145788502428336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21589668172871854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812616693845883,0.0,0.0884421991461817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,imlame95,2019/03/13,"Promotion anxiety I got a promotion at work and it’s causing me so much anxiety. 
Today was my first day in my new job, and I had to travel to a different office to train, and they’ve already cut me loose to start working on my own. This is a completely new position and I don’t know what I’m doing. Now I’m home and need to decompress because I’ve had a migraine all day and can’t eat. But I have this nagging feeling that I should keep working so I don’t go in tomorrow already behind. I’m so thankful for this opportunity but I feel like it’s already not for me. My anxiety is preventing me from being the go getter I need to be for this position and I’m not sure what to do. ",1.8803196347031952,3.2731211643835607,4.672808219178084,83.2310388127854,77.08219178082193,8.428310502283106,28.605022831050228,9.075114841892004,2.438581735159816,534,24,115,13,12,192,79,146,0.102,0.8290000000000001,0.069,-0.0861,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,7,4,6,2,0,5,0,14,2,0,1,2,22,29,12,0,3,4,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,9,7,1,2,3,1,0,3,5,2,0,1,4,2,16,4,16,22,3,16,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,10,79,25,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4966033916955432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442606930669704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144177518206148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540966571221763,0.0,0.0,0.15727759403488326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19348188359603352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567235028386966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349276434347142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15169426849613826,0.10716374199292562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12759434308511244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705028195127264,0.0,0.1199728584744814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046744226138106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14885701084586733,0.13333151052482495,0.0,0.0,0.08243893274533119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328496170915892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027107887707918,0.2224539042461203,0.0,0.28975190607146395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617444979939472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413781219888792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13810463064063475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218738615824875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276167077178858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WishIWasInEngland,2019/03/13,small victory today i had to speak in class for a grade & i was having multiple panic attacks the entire day & they amplified while i was speaking.. but i was able to speak _twice_ — the first time i tripped on my words & stuttered a lot... but i was able to get my thoughts out & it was actually correct! — the second time i barely paused and it was much more comprehensible — idk why exactly i’m posting this.. i’m just really proud of myself because i didn’t think i was going to be able to do it even once - ik this is pretty basic & stuff.. but idk it was really difficult for me and i haven’t been able to do it before so idk ig i’m just proud of myself because i finally fucking did it,0.8633333333333333,3.1244908888888894,3.243611111111111,87.83750000000002,84.55555555555556,6.377777777777778,21.5,7.6454224807358475,1.00605,544,18,114,10,16,187,83,144,0.113,0.795,0.092,0.3775,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,3,4,7,2,1,5,0,18,1,0,0,2,14,26,7,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,9,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,5,0,3,13,3,17,2,13,12,3,14,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,1,7,78,26,2,0.4893191451043774,0.0,0.11937622512165096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6627213616065167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916779199039933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14914220457976246,0.0,0.10409363810646192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889259205736165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079767011566857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400630143274722,0.0,0.10405365371424558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309191621633455,0.06391226435352618,0.0,0.06952283663173542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400040973738073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992646835853839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302772299717138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352764677012236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715812017630155,0.12445337099480824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15673518704333236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14003833814118252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838398758544357,0.0,0.09711618593349383,0.14266296425534533,0.0,0.11595433374326768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038360493309067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LocalMall,2019/03/13,"Freaking out about tooth problem -- can someone give me a reality check? Hey everyone. I'm a college student in the middle of midterms, so my anxiety around pretty much everything has been flaring up like crazy. But I also have an actual problem, which is that I've had a mild toothache on and off for about a month now. I was ignoring it because it showed up around the same time as a buddy of mine passed away, so I thought I was just grinding my teeth from stress, but today I noticed that I've got some red spots on the gums around the teeth that hurt. The other problem is my college is far away from my hometown, and I'm going to visit my parents on Friday, which will take a whole weekend of driving, so I can't really get into a dentist before then. Anecdotes about other people ignoring (really mild) tooth pain for a bit and getting through without dying would be helpful, as I've convinced myself that I will kick the bucket while driving as a result of this problem. ",11.353270676691727,7.09274107894737,10.522030075187976,67.96921052631579,59.26315789473684,12.751879699248116,45.037593984962406,9.606745405546679,4.491338345864662,775,34,140,9,7,250,119,190,0.16399999999999998,0.779,0.057,-0.9592,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,12,12,0,1,16,0,15,6,4,1,0,23,24,14,1,5,4,1,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,11,8,0,2,1,2,1,5,2,10,0,0,6,1,15,2,31,14,5,28,0,1,1,0,5,16,0,1,8,105,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.13464946547766024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034328494383774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555501950126513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36849679422163817,0.0,0.0,0.2592752165070332,0.0,0.0,0.08411188285758024,0.0,0.11741159277215267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063941843560355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14320240158974326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184667382308402,0.12400834604778868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14417866244136102,0.13236386310984674,0.07841773168329187,0.0,0.11035593959110117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248569635537696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771141937369747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06741050359346341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013504701328404,0.0,0.1014318461187028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15709218208674475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14682141803851748,0.0,0.15321147309808042,0.0,0.0,0.09565859050304157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037619186121006,0.0,0.5281163896756929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17678821000931588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169107784095544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15805666774593385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374447338797614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954143098299678,0.08045777901280286,0.0,0.13078977026152835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15405075992362108,0.0,0.13300867466708072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801768054696336,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,habitualharrypotter,2019/03/13,"Need Help To Stop Ruminating Thoughts What are some things you do to stop ruminating thoughts? I have been so incredibly anxious the last 24 hours over something that I know logically is inconsequential in the long run, but mentally I can’t let it go. Thanks for any help. ",4.2940000000000005,7.1118124000000025,4.829999999999998,78.245,75.0,8.8,30.0,9.3871,2.9662,220,10,42,6,5,70,42,50,0.092,0.738,0.171,0.7403,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,9,13,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,4,1,5,9,1,9,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,5,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16798459157917073,0.0,0.0,0.27906647643271504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14038926536446233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33114956756186176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432685922806691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13575776915153606,0.20135729103833927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525984767987285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186082073322021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24894179608274825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18316494873117475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19017091815234372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4130457601204592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22742624074462264,0.0,0.0,0.16411157456507502,0.0,0.0,0.3922184611201012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nephalxm,2019/03/13,"is this an anxiety attack? hey! i'm a 19yo (f), so recently i've been noticing a change in my behaviour, i had a full blown attack when i noticed some changes made to my room (posters not aligned with the shelves, books not in their usual spot, furniture moved..) for 20min or so i kept pacing around the house pulling at my hair and repeating the same words and sentences over and over again and stuttering as well til i cried and calmed down, i had panic attacks for years now but this was different and i don't know which questions to ask and which terms to use 
(other than that, i've been disassociating alot and questioning the reality of things so i don't know if that's related to anxiety or not) 
thank you!
ps: excuse my english! it's not my first language!",3.754200000000001,5.469214619999999,4.389000000000003,85.85950000000003,72.8,8.200000000000001,28.5,8.841846274778883,2.135,603,24,124,12,12,192,101,150,0.122,0.815,0.063,-0.7696,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,1,1,8,8,3,1,9,0,8,1,1,2,0,29,16,18,0,1,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,9,10,0,1,4,1,0,2,6,5,1,1,7,1,14,3,18,9,5,21,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,7,10,85,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287271647384832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330826131493213,0.13975803150454608,0.5102178451648492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162926508295909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16421369229429594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15619088894301353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271607226076042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17249763588549966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431753956213033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145617518443548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15888996611365735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3404030389180309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17540065750674394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.334938154175031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14760868586534326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13763529168377714,0.0,0.0,0.0993181101705482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911603858429727,0.1646480777465477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441433068267966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962701450868405
anxiety,AggresiveDisplay,2019/03/13,"I really need help! I dont know what to do anymore! I used to take medications for anxiety,depression and insomnia! I stopped for a year and i thought i was doing great! And now anxiety is hitting me way worse than before,racing thoughts and self hate i cant leave bed cause im scared to do anything,socializing is almost impossible a nd it feels like im on the edge of a mental breakdown at any moment! I dont know if I should go back to medications or is there another way out. ",2.1487878787878785,4.078568323232329,4.552525252525252,82.01545454545456,77.8888888888889,8.44040404040404,27.161616161616163,9.150863307647796,2.405513131313131,380,16,79,10,9,133,68,99,0.152,0.735,0.113,-0.5778,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,1,4,0,11,3,0,2,0,18,22,6,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,1,1,2,5,0,1,5,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,1,10,2,11,17,0,11,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,6,47,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15910530258580732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805059369702956,0.16660993426185755,0.12155035336989076,0.0,0.15757610495873078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217654025855483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632237153720803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13685165467641874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3724356041575305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033951731009463,0.11351099010143995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903008027624415,0.0,0.0,0.17517669696791166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15687090023518724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650056365648963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3432567569996668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17464348864275964,0.0,0.0,0.16824148265408834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762558873412519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32012975527127285,0.16012366735474493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781486188012626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178895091770247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590765277979795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657568384421804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132839087161225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194654452252798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25228169550889384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13722987502237213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522388444596436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16192240212055828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231989862380624
anxiety,unapologeticbogey,2019/03/13,School is messing with my sleep I for some reason get really anxious and stressed about going to school so at night i just don’t go to sleep because it means school doesn’t come as quick. It’s really stupid because i need sleep to do well at school and i never get breakfast anymore because i’m too tired and don’t want to get up. I used to get bullied at school but i doesn’t really happen much anymore because the bullies are only in one of my classes now but i still get worried and think it will happen even though i know it most likely won’t. I usually can’t concentrate in lessons because i’m stressing about the lesson i have with them. I have spoken with my teacher and she’s tried to sort it out but i still continuously worry even though they haven’t actually said  anything really mean to me for a few weeks. I just need some advise on not worrying about stuff that probably won’t happen anyway because my worries are messing with my life. ,5.392993019197206,5.890497858638746,5.877185863874349,81.27539485165795,67.7958115183246,8.460907504363004,30.57635253054101,8.344100000000001,2.166894938917975,765,28,148,10,12,247,103,191,0.131,0.84,0.029,-0.9563,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,2,17,7,1,2,3,0,15,6,3,2,1,33,37,12,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,7,11,1,0,7,0,0,3,10,5,1,1,1,1,22,2,26,33,5,20,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,4,10,103,29,7,0.0,0.0,0.08604242891757077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960842455036407,0.17488439115623178,0.0,0.0,0.07255743262763975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224902828788628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595173152064663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11647256864670072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303292157628252,0.0,0.10021951561859292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339086566868279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04845661750029988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062277967034996475,0.04307602293973111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19208869642910692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06481601971969532,0.13075574113510172,0.06800310972871862,0.0,0.0,0.08274275271591086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059747126287592586,0.0670582148319016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506352887766108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225939062427468,0.09065473809092997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387105734021051,0.0,0.0,0.4461701015000352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264704802580923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408273610135951,0.0,0.20199975620005606,0.0,0.10093499558198124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056496581905010126,0.17325562656257756,0.0,0.0,0.10133989051545472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05986249644527495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615165747376093,0.0971081839076274,0.0,0.052005692386642086,0.0,0.0707256647317226,0.0,0.0792765498534828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581687695951771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nightche3se,2019/03/13,Anyone else’s anxiety feels like a bubble that has been blown up in their stomach and won’t pop? Like it’s just taking up space and chilling there and you just have to go about your daily life and pretend it doesn’t exist. Fun!,2.6837234042553213,4.449914340425536,3.3031382978723407,92.30875,75.80851063829788,5.5510638297872354,20.26063829787234,5.985473137389443,-0.03869787234042565,182,4,38,1,4,57,38,47,0.086,0.738,0.17600000000000002,0.75,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,1,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,5,2,1,0,0,7,8,4,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,3,3,5,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141524608250528,0.0,0.0,0.2871418182472344,0.4207679380758189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34305229912608537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076411656958216,0.2933743578888587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333865646278393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29006008836879915,0.4012537857394604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30876392014158344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Quiksiv,2019/03/13,"Crippling intrusive thoughts I keep having bad thoughts about what “if” scenarios that are almost crippling to me. A lot of them involve hurting my wife. It’s brung me to tears on several occasion and the more I try to fight the thoughts, the worse they get. Now me being me I start to think, what if I’m some kind of freak who wants to hurt others. I’ve literally spent an hour a day before googling disturbing things to make sure I’m not a psychopath or something. Does anyone go through this? It’s very strange to me because this all was literally brought on only a month ago. And I’ve never experienced this type of anxiety in the past.",2.995133333333332,5.348609200000006,3.6709,87.29728333333338,77.0,7.046666666666668,28.816666666666666,8.07648339933343,2.004186666666666,510,23,101,9,12,161,87,125,0.212,0.7709999999999999,0.018000000000000002,-0.9734,0,0,1,0,1,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,2,8,1,1,9,0,4,0,0,1,3,19,18,5,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,1,4,0,1,2,2,6,0,0,6,1,11,2,15,11,4,13,0,2,0,0,6,3,0,6,8,62,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16167366992201376,0.0,0.18263265215717173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952434674270114,0.0,0.0,0.1275281260195746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15228420707778176,0.11118045891566372,0.0,0.15519655871370772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762350723859315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15960670971933846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528885403278343,0.0,0.10365383700227146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796128995088789,0.0,0.3904947276203251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16211254099730932,0.0,0.18992634823379914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550575615346381,0.0,0.0,0.12174368379369603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557830182411138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066687925920246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871233016735313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741075202981135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060436101425543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040920651277344,0.0,0.0,0.12909333868805456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17189609948038104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116876853791456,0.11686521244532867,0.0,0.43438095141406696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238277277791278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504870720727156,0.10757564589216988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858663241408244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ToryD3,2019/03/13,"My house will burn down I have suddenly developed an overwhelming sense that if I leave my house, it will burn to the ground. I’ve been terrified to even walk out to my garbage cans since yesterday afternoon. I’m super-jittery and twitchy and know it’s irrational, but I don’t know what to do. Like I can’t bring myself to walk out onto my front porch because it’ll all catch on fire...",3.6080769230769216,5.065741858974358,4.154358974358973,88.43230769230772,72.71794871794873,8.78974358974359,27.102564102564106,9.2995712137729,2.097317948717949,307,11,66,7,6,97,55,78,0.07400000000000001,0.8809999999999999,0.045,-0.0129,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,9,0,0,0,1,9,13,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,5,2,1,0,0,1,1,9,1,10,9,1,14,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,1,4,40,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19897764227661704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21559195730490285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7532709309107052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3587748474219155,0.0,0.0,0.34562303317662124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159468348751843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700112664425933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,filthy-soda,2019/03/13,"Second day of volunteering and I’m more of a mess thinking about it than I was on my first day. I started volunteering at a cat adoption center on Tuesday and that wasn’t so bad, I did have the woman in charge there and she guided me through everything and showed me around/introduced me to people...but tomorrow will be the first day I’ll be completely on my own and I’m so anxious I’m making myself sick. I’m still very much the new girl and feel like my every move is going to be judged. A part of me wants to make up some excuse so I can’t go but the reason why I decided to volunteer was to help with my anxiety so it’d be pointless. I just want to get over being the “new girl” already.",1.2502040816326527,3.1408084081632697,3.4356122448979605,89.13260204081635,80.56462585034014,6.648979591836735,22.064625850340143,7.7094869923839395,0.9180829931972788,544,17,119,9,14,186,91,147,0.077,0.865,0.057,-0.4104,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,8,3,0,0,8,0,14,1,0,3,0,18,28,11,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,3,7,0,0,4,1,0,3,2,2,0,3,4,1,16,1,20,17,5,22,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,1,12,82,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19919351502746885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808705031930985,0.20392107202763549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16068913825419054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15071546620006587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892577294966116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492354605194879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15208459060587398,0.0,0.1622276875284945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126955752788586,0.12895394679958969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070776332392793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430724521476873,0.0,0.2051721142592765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098976502285885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818640407383974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409791062642288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918499428876848,0.1326931159233591,0.0,0.0,0.34866878652936445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954710510310945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855908419326505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277634962748007,0.0,0.14415279911487258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115661336879609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14893684420563505,0.21293493177700767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162879125053888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Klappan,2019/03/13,"Tomorrow's my birthday and I fucked up Hey guys, tomorrow's my birthday (woohoo) but I kind of messed up

I'm more on the extraverted side of the spectrum, but since taking drugs (most notably hash) I have developed severe DP/DR followed by nausea (which was the main thing I was trying to get rid of by using the drug)

Now tomorrow's my birthday, and by being an annoying chatty dude I managed to get quite a lot of people to remember tomorrow's special event

And one of my friends who happens to be a drug dealer got all excited and told me about all the hash he bought for the occasion

Except the issue is that hash is infamous for me as it has fucked up a major part of my life by causing DP/Dr and triggering social anxiety and intense nausea

So today I tried smoking the bit of hash I had left from a year ago to see if I still feel horrible after taking it, and yep after a nice 2-3 hour long high I started feel nauseas and disconnected and have been feeling so for the past 5-6 hours. 

Now I have cancelled my mates plans to smoke hash (to his disappointment), but I know from experience that it usually takes me a month or two to get better from DP/DR After smoking hash, and that I usually am unable to do anything for 1-2 weeks (because too sick) after having a bad DP/DR experience

Now the issue is that tomorrow's my birthday, and after nagging everyone on so much about how we should do something for this special day, I really don't want to let everyone down by being sick

Except that of course, my DO/DR causes me to have temporary extreme nausea and social anxiety (I even sometimes faint if I push myself to do something like going to school). And so tomorrow more than ever I'm going to be in a large social environment where being sick is the last thing I want to happen 

**any advice on how I could deal with my nausea and anxiety at least just for that special day**

**TL;Dr: smoked hash before my birthday to prepare and see if it still causes me major DP;DR, Bad news it does. Now everyone is hyped up for my birthday but my do;Dr is making me sick as a dog and very socially anxious and I don't want to ruin it for everyone**",5.725209302325581,5.64288342790698,6.979395348837213,75.6588604651163,67.04651162790697,9.949767441860468,31.85116279069767,9.692545771848811,2.952607441860464,1694,63,320,33,25,578,206,430,0.14300000000000002,0.773,0.084,-0.9793,1,0,7,0,0,0,45.0,1,0,0,3,20,18,4,0,21,1,30,11,0,8,3,54,60,33,0,8,11,0,3,1,2,1,9,0,0,1,17,19,0,0,5,0,1,4,2,9,0,2,7,5,39,9,64,45,13,52,0,2,2,2,14,14,2,6,35,225,56,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996180834924516,0.07253597828697524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05564614788072598,0.0,0.18779560686749056,0.09244285008609987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733783710872553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664666538925602,0.04988185990787879,0.0,0.06962997882401607,0.0,0.0,0.07237060892696302,0.08933546737661603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521810577562611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653333540269474,0.0,0.0,0.10554515365689422,0.08436153260390575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160862270425347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846850483978013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054046915464996056,0.07401851229009777,0.0,0.3127623393759358,0.0,0.16008783959706516,0.0,0.0,0.1241247597428029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06322045278633769,0.15129815567128185,0.1282559538070757,0.0,0.09300998083095638,0.0,0.0654456817713426,0.0,0.0,0.08102302452783412,0.14472124542710946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645624369203747,0.0,0.0,0.16116906834763128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17081527150516876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521173223974378,0.044970772778308465,0.0667011032895897,0.0,0.0,0.08890684374303094,0.0836751279522179,0.05779784989343259,0.03997724438367705,0.0,0.0,0.07241559787592143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695676168057121,0.0,0.0,0.05462112172313284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06531468324596157,0.0,0.060153321580705466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0554490713351917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861223063887681,0.07811450880056671,0.05672953985035944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703462256839077,0.0,0.0,0.052421396510532486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269567545658138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281475385651396,0.13041335087561004,0.0,0.0,0.09244285008609987,0.0,0.06768933440026569,0.0,0.0,0.33365517469935524,0.0,0.12599106780732747,0.0809304233821838,0.0,0.05791859377341234,0.0,0.13069660202906255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18457441845112535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10872636426160526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756379688486853,0.07819058484398395,0.0,0.1111122841195466,0.0,0.07993449956934284,0.0,0.0,0.07067350264229408,0.18024494067903424,0.06751703599975419,0.14479360897304566,0.0,0.0656378418948751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0526948350318758
anxiety,Lunar_GizMo,2019/03/13,"Anxiety is my daily curse. What should I do? M16 I don't know i this will trigger people but it does account my experiences. 

Im not sure if anyone will be able to relate to this but I have had anxiety for a couple of years now. I'm 16 and few of the most important exams are coming up soon for me. If anyone has any advice than I'd highly appreciate it before I regret it badly. I've already confessed to my doctor about my depression and anxiety and it seems that I am in some sort of waiting list for therapy but it has been a few months now i'm not very sure what's going on there. I was also advised to take anti depressants but me and my dad have agreed to not use them due to the plethora of side effects for under 18s 

My anxiety has gotten really bad since the September -ish of 2018 and I seem to constantly think about my actions. I don't know what exactly going on I keep getting these... experiences... when I'm alone. When I'm coming back to school alone, I frequently let my mind daydream of where life is better. It's like a coping mechanism for my anxiety. Every bad experience is vivified and I imagine a world where I'm either famous and everyone cherishes me or others when I die tragically and hope for sympathy when people finally recognize me. I used to have these thoughts once a week but I have them more than twice a day now. I don't know if it's just my mind trying to make me forget the day or it's my mental state getting worse. Either way I hate this and it's making me a bad person. It makes me think about people in a wrong way. If I mess up on something, I seem to treat it like it were temporary and it would get better in to far future. Makes me really careless and ignorant sometimes. This mind-frame is obviously pretty bad but I don't even know how to approach it. This sort of mechanism that my brain instinctively does is unavoidable and it seems as if it were the only thing to keep my mind busy. 

 I have tried to improve my mentality many ways in the past. When I had time, I used to go to the gym everyday and that seemed to help quite a lot but it was temporary and wore out soon. Now I have little time and I don't have many places to exercise. There was also some videos about meditating however they don't seem to have any effect on me. 

I hope I don't come out insane. I have been making a daily diary trying to recording all of this.  I don't know what to make of it but I don't want it anymore. Any help would be nice. Thank you.

​",1.9154036458333328,3.9112249414062528,3.942265625000001,85.79700520833336,78.8828125,7.3135416666666675,22.190104166666664,8.278499904357787,1.290361197916667,1958,59,405,39,48,667,225,512,0.175,0.7070000000000001,0.119,-0.9845,1,3,1,0,0,0,44.0,0,1,3,5,25,26,1,0,17,0,46,4,1,13,5,96,94,39,1,12,21,1,0,2,0,5,3,0,0,1,36,20,0,4,18,3,1,8,12,14,0,1,12,0,57,12,57,74,10,59,1,4,0,0,10,21,0,21,28,278,93,4,0.06466147568466736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06318644567526048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339395758571475,0.07135554632748177,0.10341951748696154,0.0,0.0700606818890579,0.07857077050807602,0.13191606240616724,0.0,0.2473292595626431,0.0,0.06412680882236294,0.09042561450582913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049720683486814236,0.26994815642526765,0.0,0.0,0.05502215326493128,0.0,0.0,0.11437564116800612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218359169802993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671004073519933,0.0,0.06987608380504336,0.0,0.0,0.07154669296416086,0.0,0.08340260501238804,0.0,0.11138566851563103,0.0,0.067108403030249,0.0,0.0,0.06618376030458431,0.11317138623529514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04270829485282153,0.0,0.05448008209091061,0.0617868110233637,0.0,0.1897539923519988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083348598459137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134885672374876,0.0,0.11024582026766512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638398203319497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866824482920461,0.0683183992222154,0.0,0.12844687067377053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984548970437764,0.0,0.0,0.11494818120775215,0.0,0.0,0.17768127996306718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661207398365847,0.04567231254310062,0.06318066168446446,0.06480778581521053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054972874310851697,0.0,0.0,0.2589722227446176,0.13111317464866395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303271178975088,0.0,0.2611586301073045,0.0,0.051612172985039236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886236128189811,0.0,0.04917796601587749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06172669513949604,0.13448437680203235,0.0564599064584665,0.0675574795969252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657839669914333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877543872901093,0.0,0.0,0.08284759415062226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06544086550431404,0.0,0.35319227368880823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05348864087960941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049779563055935484,0.06395185284178807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188535119133433,0.0,0.04861738249493088,0.0,0.0,0.05953159926720258,0.07394603274890149,0.0,0.04295821124303873,0.08286492540556165,0.0,0.05133398893670281,0.07540925293108508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317026924974512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16754026181662193,0.0,0.053352489337409374,0.03813901367988353,0.15397580896361426,0.051867535474152564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658955679070902,0.09186731419603436,0.07069717293267479,0.07857077050807602,0.041639870331169976
anxiety,tanttrum,2019/03/13,"Suffering from mild anxiety after an incident Hello, I'm new here, so apologies if I'm missing anything.

Recently there was an incident when I was home alone at 2:00am and an unwelcome guest tried to get into my house. I had to get the cops involved and this person has tried contacting me since. I'm looking at ways to protect myself from this person, but the whole situation has been giving me mild anxiety.

I've dealt with attacks before, but this constant feel of anxiety is something I am not used to and really stressing me out. I notice I'm more jumpy and on edge than usual. This morning when I was getting ready, my cat knocked something over and I instantly thought it was this person at my door and got really freaked out. I nearly started crying and hyperventilating. It was luckily over fairly quickly once I realized it was my cat. 

I've never really dealt with my anxiety before, but I was hoping someone may have suggestions on ways to start feeling less anxious.

It's really starting to affect me, I have a hard time pushing myself to go to the gym and just want to stay home to make sure no one is trying to get in there and my pets are safe.

Any and all advice is welcome. 

Thank you!",5.248750000000001,6.413079306034486,6.2391379310344846,76.15715517241382,68.4396551724138,9.248275862068963,31.74137931034483,9.516144504307137,3.0575896551724138,957,40,170,20,16,318,134,232,0.151,0.72,0.129,-0.1459,0,1,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,0,9,11,1,1,7,0,19,0,0,3,3,35,43,17,0,3,6,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,4,3,9,15,0,2,4,1,0,2,3,6,0,1,11,4,23,5,30,31,4,30,0,2,1,0,12,12,0,3,13,118,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947038466799744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602501719044445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07618143385638987,0.0,0.3427979389519528,0.1265573474093011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218774666534567,0.0,0.0,0.12744560091859655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19065153036553387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106016870365433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305515903748646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328729282459313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23411557574083686,0.10746542343547684,0.06366688416460745,0.0,0.08959732285038867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035317635251023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247421654229024,0.1112669670828119,0.0,0.1292628143299955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407351725971598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747781388323906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640125794278322,0.10819528435392926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12754219671229267,0.0,0.11930389655747832,0.07591162948735349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934500087293604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870665663676569,0.0,0.1106120327769107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266895819006007,0.12592177277934846,0.0,0.0,0.09491915701740593,0.17248597727254986,0.0,0.0,0.2378774644057228,0.11940467304102273,0.0,0.0,0.12832525681137869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055830577089532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313837092807604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893602821599786,0.06532318630737864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281746386496289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675438412167553,0.12338067008448618,0.0,0.0660757612455728,0.17784184415585325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507288437184758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shhdidhw,2019/03/13,"How do I tell my mom I want to be homeschooled (and should I)? I can’t deal with school anymore. I expected for it to go better. I feel like I want to just drop out. 
I missed a lot of school. Now I’m failing half of my classes because of missed work. I can make it up, but there’s too much. I get sick easily and sometimes my anxiety gets bad enough that I have to stay home. My anxiety gets worse when I’m not doing well, so it feeds itself. I stay home more because of anxiety, miss more work, repeat. 
I told my mom that I want to take online courses instead. I want to deal with my anxiety slowly. Her response was essentially that I had to suck it up and go to school because if I was well enough to bake or read then I was well enough to go to school. 
Am I being unreasonable here? Should I ask again and what do I say?",1.075492857142855,2.7623343028571448,2.903053571428572,93.73000892857144,80.25714285714284,6.203571428571429,21.223214285714285,7.1686216300943375,0.3882071428571439,633,18,149,8,16,211,95,175,0.227,0.706,0.067,-0.9814,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,4,13,11,1,0,1,0,15,3,0,2,0,23,36,11,0,8,5,2,1,1,0,2,1,1,3,0,9,7,2,0,1,1,0,3,2,6,3,1,5,2,28,5,21,27,7,14,0,4,0,0,9,3,1,3,6,104,37,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238493769183877,0.0,0.10495840199826252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989400438593217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836655882646202,0.19354537318710813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360113769090454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182194000065125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280629157014959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053512601776695166,0.07560747953129059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16588092003053095,0.0,0.18044286523496172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21231927607854584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051704906336160115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899758641803209,0.0,0.0,0.07064468865252037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479018518070057,0.0,0.0,0.07779980601687535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586214842772387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416305370762872,0.0,0.4284366426367842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467204594096917,0.0,0.0,0.22560887666771506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957362715711415,0.0,0.09250315112248343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112845264989012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496933811703713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854711023738146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15409610913937702,0.0,0.1078533866460584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,n0cturnalnightmare,2019/03/13,How to Calm Down From Panic Attacks? So I have social anxiety and I usually cope using deep breathing techniques my therapist suggested. This normally works but sometimes it doesn’t when I’m simply to frazzled and stressed out to breathe properly or think. It’s absolutely awful and two minutes in this state feels like hours. If any of you have any ideas on other things to do to maybe ease these attacks it’d be much appreciated. And do any of you guys experience things similar to this?,4.173577533577537,6.9246391538461545,4.951135531135531,77.57442002442005,75.04395604395604,8.44004884004884,30.990231990231987,9.150863307647796,3.2064568986568984,397,19,68,10,9,128,69,91,0.165,0.715,0.12,-0.5763,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,1,3,6,2,2,0,1,7,2,2,2,0,14,11,10,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,5,2,13,9,1,9,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,4,46,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769356056337795,0.0,0.1413432186251197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4203892587807364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18073370476145129,0.0,0.0,0.09342174370189983,0.13199475152028547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18294445637783285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18195437510266052,0.0,0.0,0.20857498087174708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902658878001166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856193058707653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582209230072168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810285486832612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167796160924848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18834264984780646,0.0,0.0,0.18273536931462228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116454361898316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21452412814346086,0.24549670565487744,0.11838869457523728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804866413561722,0.0,0.0,0.15957594272193787,0.20349038362578464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345096924417186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Chesney_bear,2019/03/13,"How can I manage it? Hi. 27 year old female with GAD non medicated.

I'm not even sure what I'm looking for. Help, support, ideas? I just know right now I'm sitting at my desk and I feel like I can't breathe. 

I don't want to get into everything but here is my big 3 list of shit that happened today/this week
1.) Bought a new house and need to get everything painted and packed before we move on the 25th
2.) I'm in grad school so just general grad school stuff

The big one...
3.) I'm a special Ed teacher for kids with significant needs. Just got a call from my supervisor this morning and was told we cannot stay at our current school and have to move to a new district in 11 days. This is absolutely political and it is destroying the lives of these kids who just want to learn with their peers. 

All I want to do right now is shut down. Honestly I almost feel numb but I know that I have so much to do I can't stop now. Everything is on a deadline and my anxiety can't over rule that. How do I stay strong for my students? How do I stay positive with my husband who should be seeming me thrilled about our first home? How do I make sure I don't absolutely flunk out of this semester of grad school? 

I know other people have bigger issues and my list seems petty because I should be happy about the house and proud of grad school but this school change is killing me. It's making me so so so sad and I cannot believe that no one in power are trying to make this right. 

I just need some ideas of how I can make this work. 


TL/DR: work is ruining the lives of kids and I have to be strong but also have 1,0000 other things to do. How do I manage my stress so I don't let them down?
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anxiety,SJaneSmith,2019/03/13,"Oops So how do you handle it when a person trash talks your idea to you thinking it was someone else's, but it was your idea? I just feel dumb now, I guess it wasn't an amazing idea but I was just trying to help. I feel discouraged because I try so hard but maybe I should just stop? ",0.6402185792349719,2.4949917377049218,1.9159836065573792,99.4338661202186,82.44262295081967,4.722404371584699,18.36338797814207,5.46131890053228,-0.6359530054644811,220,5,53,1,6,70,39,61,0.262,0.685,0.053,-0.9327,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,4,0,0,8,3,1,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,17,10,7,0,1,6,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,3,10,1,2,5,0,3,0,1,0,0,7,0,1,1,3,35,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962484254460482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776354521033031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21503678848732996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23424959370566195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19048583666624452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252972850450776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7201422110346671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21362788701023275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856711548294729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18017122822901988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777785804866238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17091391847313625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625267344559686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887404832210898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,young_quiznos,2019/03/13,"I've dropped 3 classes this semester I'm probably going to drop the last two I'm in too, I haven't been in over a month. I'm supposed to graduate in a year but it'll be impossible for me to get the credits I need. I'm just starting to get help but sometimes it feels like it's too late and my anxiety has already fucked up my life beyond repair. ",0.9793609022556424,2.6724619736842143,3.549548872180452,88.9518421052632,80.57894736842105,6.974436090225563,26.646616541353374,7.957251820313856,1.5936037593984955,274,12,62,5,7,96,54,76,0.126,0.743,0.131,0.09,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,4,0,5,2,0,0,0,6,16,3,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,5,2,11,13,0,14,0,0,0,1,1,6,1,0,6,35,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041991253223779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108801580196454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938264789752142,0.1969325046445118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548444517013144,0.2880433281368577,0.0,0.15666468280759066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847699745036292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224700770743562,0.31095797995912083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947077451176429,0.1346741985093666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22003023851825493,0.0,0.0,0.2043993785418153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29720953062411354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726360976613368,0.0,0.19511450365020008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692810579796745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17751685447331045
anxiety,WorriedSick1982,2019/03/13,"SO suffering intrusive thoughts and now trying to numb her emotions to cope. Throwaway account for anonymity.

Hi all.

My SO had a pretty rough childhood. Disruptive parental status and went into care around 11 years old. 

A few weeks ago (about 3) we went to the Dr because she was in a low mood. There has been some on going health frustrations and I think it has been whittling away at her. The Dr prescribed citalopram and within a matter of days we had gone from low mood to full on panic attacks and feelings of despair. We spoke to the Dr again and they referred her to the crisis team. Crisis team believed it was the citalopram making it worse and suggested changing to sertraline and prescribed some diazepam to take the edge off.

In between all of this she started experiencing horrible intrusive thoughts about hurting children which is so against her personality that it all but sent her over the edge, throwing her into panic and conviction that she was a monster because she was thinking these thoughts. It particularly escalated when these thoughts transferred to making her think about hurting her nephew.

The crisis team and Dr said that this was part of the normal initial stages of starting an SSRI and that she would need to wait it out for it to get better. It was only getting worse and I saw her get worse within hours of a new dose. She has been using cbd oil and that seems to be helping a bit with the anxiety. She has been trying to address the thoughts as intrusive and not put any energy into them. However this quickly turns into guilt that because she ISNT getting upset that they're only confirming she is someone who would hurt kids. We tried talking to someone on the MH team but they were so useless I almost wanted to punch them. The guy pushed way too hard and sounded like he didn't care about how distressed she was. Because of this and the nature of her thoughts, she doesn't want to talk to anyone in a professional capacity. She also went through lot of counselling as a kid and struggles to see they could be beneficial.

Fast forward to now. We came off the SSRI meds. It was getting insane after every dose and I was sick of being told that she just needed to wait it out when every time I swear I could hear her mind fracture a bit more. She has shown significant improvement however she is stuck in a cycle of self doubt and she is stuck in the feeling that it is never going to end. I have tried to reassure her otherwise and that I have seen the improvement. She doesn't believe me and has told me today that she doesn't dare feel anything any more in the worry that it will turn into an intrusive thought. She is punishing herself and convinced she deserves it and I am struggling to help her break this cycle.

She is also struggling with the fact she has never had anxiety like this and doesn't understand why she is feeling and thinking this way which pulls her back into the doubt and feeling that she deserves it somehow.

I'm really starting to struggle with how to help her and am looking for some guidance.

Ty all.",6.421992718106707,7.310532445595856,6.164786444475568,78.73607758017086,65.64939550949914,8.470167576903329,33.78336367455539,8.441846121484758,2.7175162302198568,2462,105,433,32,37,768,262,579,0.175,0.732,0.093,-0.9939,3,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,5,0,5,5,25,32,3,11,33,0,50,9,0,5,7,101,110,41,0,9,4,2,7,2,0,3,9,4,1,6,39,45,0,2,19,4,1,13,9,23,0,0,39,17,62,7,78,63,15,70,0,8,4,0,78,29,0,9,28,326,101,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05984564188045635,0.0,0.06760388566640585,0.0,0.0,0.10797923460184676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182145238109564,0.0,0.10329355537974798,0.0,0.0,0.04720621832321,0.0,0.0555569274694253,0.060100322089587564,0.0,0.0768050664285671,0.06343009328548416,0.05191284466651806,0.0,0.1646196546804713,0.0,0.0,0.15212664228878245,0.0,0.059709204270720975,0.14741204335019378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772161649262566,0.13766671983611584,0.0,0.07141913485009148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780626663576244,0.0,0.0,0.0435398930099108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594232849434078,0.05979592042625643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376416576230808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17068141207288573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763621323248183,0.0,0.07673767054048287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06684785984109169,0.0,0.0,0.060477822070887824,0.0,0.0,0.07176249149635043,0.07609134679886613,0.0,0.13575635403398587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648608438407913,0.0,0.21682016283150796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596626687208047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0566933867487233,0.0,0.0,0.05739660207462921,0.0,0.0,0.09013006143844576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499102266707275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06816824733350932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011913271151944,0.10413940234854993,0.06520386692177052,0.0,0.0,0.06614778763572962,0.0,0.0,0.07084287472923181,0.0,0.0,0.1026923980831676,0.0,0.15842243793413985,0.07496449650639142,0.07310931686978922,0.0,0.0,0.058949196759167675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868435066624301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06786857814183933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04325015249716505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06421972333760702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05379861743957125,0.0614607253816341,0.07043012503261259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440602276608945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335680732684045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823143474050066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05076089966103065,0.10852777016663373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730368007520387,0.0,0.3751809598802823,0.039367005432133284,0.0,0.06399383203871123,0.12902192400255366,0.0,0.1833458683807928,0.14686814216711122,0.0,0.07028275734505555,0.0,0.05830901063793439,0.0,0.0,0.07964108914243165,0.10717635254349588,0.05415435033226893,0.0,0.0,0.18775392802798926,0.06091941237449254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685620881058862,0.2064026160388538,0.0959177001871603,0.0,0.0,0.04347575231964061
anxiety,Knowledgeboi,2019/03/13,"My anxieties about my relationship So I’ve been in a relationship with a girl I really like for the past two months, she knows about my anxiety disorder and does her best to help me with it, although she is very busy with school

But recently as things have been progressing in our relationship I’ve been thinking back to my previous relationship which ended with her getting bored of me and cheating.

I know she would never do that to me but I still feel afraid that I’m gonna bore her or she’ll stop caring.

This is seemingly amplified by the fact she’s going back home (not my city) for the summer and I don’t feel like because of my problems that she’s gonna want to stay with me. I don’t know what to do.",4.2052413793103485,5.1103881793103465,5.201551724137931,83.5961206896552,70.65517241379311,9.386206896551725,26.91379310344828,9.642632912329526,2.165537931034482,566,18,121,13,10,186,85,145,0.117,0.7759999999999999,0.107,0.1496,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,2,6,9,1,1,5,0,12,0,0,0,2,25,26,9,0,3,4,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,1,1,8,8,0,1,7,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,3,2,25,4,20,19,1,14,0,0,0,0,16,2,0,2,12,84,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22108493528740755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22222389115154087,0.0,0.08808614818287848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15164433324519475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732786442630624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656100629602961,0.0,0.12645333919680907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798453058652118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14612756354128065,0.10323116801074984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754955340027464,0.0,0.08212294979670808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968556222638672,0.0,0.14494575799021492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23824104567257445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119126589213307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533890030457365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144767427384218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794205368739004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826743908927805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257070425016067,0.0,0.14267678611638046,0.6205577282142961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14624219492628188,0.0,0.13154780512453745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15401827964892542,0.11539826576827684,0.12080886716678454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599969459258936,0.09259006952554044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14115596705882316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922802495589616,0.08523012386659179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264899131816016,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaya444,2019/03/13,"So much anxiety made worse when I'm alone Hey all. I have a lot of stressful things happening in my life right now. I'm a generally anxious person, but lately it's gotten so bad with all these life changes happening at once. My fiance helps me feel better, but he's been traveling for work every weekend for the past month. When he's gone, it's like my fears kick into turbo. I'm afraid of a lot of things. I'm currently terrified of the severe weather we might get tomorrow. I'm horrified of a tornado happening. I've been obsessively checking the forecasts and weather models for the past week. I have no appetite and I feel nauseous. I don't know how to not be terrified of the weather. I'm not in therapy and never have been because I'm afraid of that too. I just want to cry and scream and get in my car and drive as far away from here as possible.",2.695689655172416,4.525919718390807,4.396068965517242,84.20582758620691,75.95402298850574,8.088275862068969,27.11724137931035,8.841846274778883,2.1705544827586207,677,27,137,15,15,228,103,174,0.256,0.6829999999999999,0.061,-0.9898,1,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,2,9,9,0,5,9,0,9,2,0,2,3,27,28,15,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,6,9,0,0,3,2,1,4,5,7,0,0,6,3,11,2,22,20,5,24,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,3,13,83,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529921916048244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300452529085113,0.1668802678310377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13878673368398542,0.0,0.12333907975110177,0.09004804734583571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064532940706972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15626696942992882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622622338294794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244595125012018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16622478831058646,0.14938219040953032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15435401730052822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3918819060947933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990128395808587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118242350623177,0.0,0.1666333107897656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086764019346145,0.07216797452351613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25117058840335105,0.0,0.1397751591460803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567063690205683,0.0,0.0,0.11790778652144125,0.0,0.1085903604980272,0.0,0.113929893140053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15731576726564034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28202873749537594,0.0,0.12898241272761532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665308220109935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615110123254766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668802678310377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16921145760831358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16892939280026614,0.0,0.1962756965127356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712841221410192,0.0,0.11849116102614743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754109103536008,0.0,0.1505381406000962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Knurvous,2019/03/13,"Need to vent I've been on new anxiety medication for a few months. It's been working great, but the past few days have been filled with anxiety. I don't know if it's the meds, or just the fact that I'm bored and unsatisfied with my job lately. 



I just got into an argument with my SO because, last night, I agreed to go on a walk after work today, but I got home from work in a cloud of anxiety feeling worse than I've felt in months. 


My SO left to go on a walk alone after a kind of fight about it and I'm left here thinking ""Why couldn't I just get over myself and go with?"" 


I'm just so sick with/of myself right now.",3.6588970588235306,3.1679488602941177,5.009117647058826,89.42852941176474,71.42647058823529,8.564705882352943,24.35294117647059,8.07648339933343,0.9135029411764704,479,10,119,6,8,161,79,136,0.221,0.7290000000000001,0.049,-0.9758,1,1,0,0,1,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,10,4,1,0,9,0,6,2,0,0,1,23,20,10,0,3,8,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,4,8,0,0,4,0,0,6,2,2,0,0,6,2,10,2,22,13,2,28,0,0,0,0,1,10,0,2,12,69,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15975888122696144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540078028429449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403078124275673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947998403701264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799460666823646,0.0,0.14810641512913095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805904695466884,0.0,0.2629954409396611,0.0,0.2467393396031805,0.17006372498750855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15472765176821107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530716239424483,0.0,0.0,0.16063005205397599,0.0847730398434268,0.12573622682989175,0.17400333329219428,0.0,0.3351911893591781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17133955143485402,0.15539298206640115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24624545690891145,0.0,0.0,0.11437613916132487,0.0,0.1489778497860052,0.0,0.14475535096310246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14725129140085094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173063662306178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883865684230246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621316107113932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918872444586022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3368925735918571,0.0,0.1571962900327523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wzachmorris2,2019/03/13,I hate flying I used to like it... And now with the recent Ethiopian airways crash even worse.. anyone have any strategies for anxiety besides beer?,4.098333333333333,7.2446085769230795,3.674615384615386,84.15371794871797,78.61538461538461,5.005128205128205,27.89743589743589,6.42735559955562,1.548682051282051,117,5,18,1,3,35,25,26,0.265,0.654,0.08199999999999999,-0.6808,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788888254602239,0.0,0.3137329849445883,0.0,0.0,0.2867584086546083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27087375043622003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4048986647695028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003590033796706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4049340940611994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542033167384144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4179370700148408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mulehugger,2019/03/13,"I can't physically function alone without my pets My entire life I have always felt like something is watching me and following me around all the time, especially in the dark. I have always been consumed by sheer, paralyzing terror any time I am somewhere alone (meaning without other people or animals around), mostly at night/in the dark, but sometimes in the daytime too, and even inside of my own house or in the office that I work at. The first panic attack from being alone that I can remember happened when I was between 8-9 years old.

I feel like a prisoner in my house at night because I can't even walk into another room without asking one of my animals to come with me (although they're always happy to). They eat dinner together in the kitchen every night and I cannot physically make myself leave the kitchen until they are done, because if I walk around inside my house when they are out of my sight, I get this weird unexplainable feeling as if I am being watched/followed and about to be brutally assaulted. I can't walk past a dark doorway without my heart racing and my hair standing on end. I can't turn a light off in my house unless I can see one of my animals nearby. If I go outside to get something out of my car or make a trip somewhere at night, I have to take my dog with me, because even being inside my car alone in the dark can trigger a panic attack. I can't stay late at work alone either. The only major trauma I've had in my life was when my boyfriend of 3 years committed suicide, but I've never been assaulted or had any reason I can think of to be this paranoid, and as I get older I feel more ridiculous about it. I have no idea why I'm like this, my parents always told me I would grow out of it but I'm 23 and it's as bad as ever, just wondering if there's a name for it? Is this more common than I think it is? Please be kind.",6.302657894736843,5.403183423684208,7.0357894736842095,78.46052631578948,66.07894736842105,9.494736842105263,32.68421052631579,8.548686976883017,2.4718789473684204,1471,52,293,18,20,490,178,380,0.163,0.7509999999999999,0.085,-0.9901,2,5,2,0,0,1,33.0,0,0,3,3,15,17,6,3,16,0,35,8,2,4,4,56,59,28,1,5,18,1,5,3,0,1,2,0,4,0,12,17,4,0,11,0,0,10,12,12,0,3,9,9,51,5,55,43,7,55,0,0,3,0,7,23,0,10,23,209,63,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3927309428084487,0.0,0.0,0.25241603189327066,0.0,0.0,0.10314605269589573,0.07952365864467119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20253799613942464,0.07089909787479429,0.17255530649357878,0.0,0.0,0.06332228144151794,0.1386919979166102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06532846382711825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760948585820125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760208836043272,0.0,0.0,0.0671707209954354,0.0,0.0,0.1502725580183604,0.06860059195391895,0.06389751159631804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503922101435418,0.05417929770657195,0.07281720002409084,0.0,0.0,0.06450849672773787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188680247759713,0.0,0.04310097261627787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670640546360742,0.08073187813214029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986941585761075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35003145474094205,0.0,0.08561284333382177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897450370462643,0.0,0.0,0.0855495389186833,0.08030240390965702,0.0,0.0,0.10713446119569367,0.11115311067013768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124605770805947,0.0,0.0,0.08261075294153065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05849160519581431,0.0,0.0,0.284678535671733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958012752425703,0.0,0.10278075036096368,0.05767887149177281,0.0,0.17796112681322931,0.08421008061250708,0.0,0.0723967745110351,0.052577117461582966,0.0,0.0,0.08324829578705448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797498041924532,0.0,0.0,0.08591064601470713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06043375361083717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676892124789813,0.07500657307647379,0.0,0.0,0.0808341355246918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829554051789798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057021385477515014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718896023677788,0.0,0.0,0.08844449987415852,0.0,0.0,0.07246728202936348,0.0,0.0,0.08249090347886957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06843277639415872,0.0,0.0,0.29242382412725265,0.08224401007214481,0.11042318860836386,0.0,0.0,0.053873751184591714,0.0,0.0,0.09767548047799356
anxiety,thatguywhodoes11,2019/03/13,"How to not be overly self critical and just do things? I feel whenever I attempt to do anything whether it be in a social situation, on the internet, or even for myself I always look at it from the outside and think about how it looks to others. Then I can't stop thinking about it that way and lock myself out of doing it even if I thought it was well meaning and innocuous. 

For example: I see someone on social media and think, wow I miss that person/ I haven't talked to them in a while, maybe I should text them. Immediately I jump to think about how that looks. ""You haven't talked to them in months, it would be so weird to say something out of the blue"", ""they don't even like you, what's the point of reaching out if they haven't reached out to you"", or my favorite one ""you're not even that close so you can't just randomly message them"". This happens for basically every action I take. I can't ever just do something that I want or think is nice without thinking about how other people might view it.

Any advice on how to counter this mentality?",4.559305929919142,5.237755240566038,5.177035040431271,84.91688679245284,69.70754716981132,7.943935309973044,28.82210242587601,7.957251820313856,1.6908008086253363,829,29,172,10,14,267,112,212,0.047,0.8690000000000001,0.084,0.8177,0,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,4,6,1,20,6,0,0,6,0,19,0,0,5,1,43,36,20,0,5,12,0,1,1,0,3,0,1,0,2,19,10,0,1,9,0,0,2,10,2,1,1,2,8,26,4,33,28,0,22,0,1,6,0,18,14,0,7,6,135,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586866527513882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071777047335251,0.0,0.0,0.08759314610368102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599714856836406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403031148122617,0.11651326476903034,0.10852541464518202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512866645947721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390356455737916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06292857172481606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244962029994516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940389872267935,0.14030853460726808,0.0,0.0,0.12980711451330945,0.13664382363167188,0.0,0.0,0.10281248226817097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728292598415732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929852400849242,0.11246926443702156,0.0,0.0,0.12176420617990223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243246022701123,0.0,0.0,0.1026424661200546,0.0,0.13437374539617458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447844137652817,0.0,0.26260493833583715,0.10913771463447587,0.19832377317223995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768838163554376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684679963259576,0.20706030196642444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557361715767146,0.4952057730478913,0.0,0.1022583340724504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597367909359637,0.1022409650877496,0.0,0.0,0.11581292127480672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416530774325395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150076489263602,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hakuzaku1,2019/03/13,Anxiety is beating me My anxiety is winning over me. I have been struggling with it for 9 years. I'm a 28 M and I feel like i am slipping back into my anxiety pain. Since i lost my job in the military due to medical retirement i am on my own besides the va. I have to stay strong since i live with my gf and 3 kids and i'm the bread winner and such. They all see me as a pillar of strength. I want to be able to pull away from mental health and be the person I know I can be.,0.5372481827622053,1.7130300560747709,3.2728348909657328,92.7733852544133,80.21495327102805,6.9985462097611615,23.10384215991693,7.793537801064563,0.8714203530633431,364,12,91,6,9,129,69,107,0.149,0.6940000000000001,0.158,0.4588,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,5,2,7,0,1,6,0,11,4,0,0,1,12,18,6,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,2,1,8,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,2,19,4,15,13,2,10,0,1,1,0,4,5,0,0,4,61,20,1,0.20662547579442248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4742037702718066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19413143620359447,0.1588822366564542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447604896255017,0.14761328119325764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196332185266218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20504390189201652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355595777359068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009467704172306,0.0,0.182454080680678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22555611518684465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081534287603209,0.20822988077021248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198640744245029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804173955475548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16465375231762114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418454575717946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22023526480249767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21600981050092788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187305910502995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330600319292777
anxiety,mikedocherty08,2019/03/13,"Anxiety is costing me everything I’ve already had a major breakdown 18 months ago and lost everything. Having slowly clawed my way back and managed to get back to a level of normal living, everything is crumbling again. I hate my job, live in a house I hate and am self destructing my own relationship. Honestly don’t know how much more I can take. What’s the point in trying any more?",5.573783783783789,6.672948810810813,6.4468648648648665,75.20218918918923,67.64864864864866,9.703783783783782,31.016216216216225,9.888512548439397,3.1028032432432444,308,12,55,7,5,102,57,74,0.194,0.767,0.039,-0.8979,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,3,0,4,0,7,0,0,1,0,6,13,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,7,1,5,11,5,10,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,35,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15994653264109607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19911674011118466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270336209078166,0.0,0.13803382759402816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774898636907081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4864954809195754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427089648697323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562884055415278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20820009690952465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790559019812089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916346819813428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186583915442262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19696832375647647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402310911713326,0.0,0.13264197217570695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17678997069408395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705713077471167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19372183445497926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882351653099079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13566618452756296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250489342297186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14322250903996125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AndersonGoodsCo,2019/03/13,"Anxiety tee that donates profits! Hey yall, just wanted to share [this tee](https://andersongoodsco.com/products/short-sleeve-unisex-t-shirt-3). Helps to reduce the stigma associated with anxiety, and donates 15% of profits to the mental health foundation of your choice :) 

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anxiety,prophetstyx,2019/03/13,"I fear everything and anything I don't feel safe in my own home. I don't feel safe anywhere. I close all my curtains and shut off the lights. If I go outside, I carry a weapon on me. I can't take one Uber without thinking the driver's kidnapping me and taking me somewhere else other than my destination. I can't go to school because of social anxiety and fear of people. I'm developing a fear of my own parents. I always think people are out to hurt me. I can't even click on a simple link from a stranger because the first thoughts that come to mind are ""virus"" ""tracking device"". 

Ahh 2019 is going great.",2.98560975609756,4.596075081300814,4.26878861788618,86.36513414634148,74.60975609756099,6.546016260162602,26.934146341463407,7.1686216300943375,1.3139990243902442,477,18,96,5,10,157,78,123,0.183,0.7829999999999999,0.035,-0.9394,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,1,8,1,3,7,0,8,0,0,0,1,19,20,5,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,7,0,2,6,0,0,4,6,5,0,2,1,4,18,3,14,19,3,12,0,1,1,0,2,7,0,1,1,60,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355124573967841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458735397811978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13401979558401572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19855572900003865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028935650035035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13604852278407184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756740747211746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14636794894544874,0.0,0.0,0.5497878909155253,0.16469368626325098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852852133012578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776710498908224,0.0,0.0,0.17955358046096184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16336172733685442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17434485805671024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16444204150752062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035806204566924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18083661130062076,0.0,0.0,0.22581305431728155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16482288204876738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16601512696552875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449007065761851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087080560571196,0.0,0.12929254432078266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15699110199785002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,letusallpray,2019/03/13,I cant visit relatives without getting the feeling that I'm going to die on the plane ride there or die when I get there This sucks because I really like my relatives but anxiety makes me feel like I'm going to die on the plane ride there or during my stay. I've gotten this feeling before but it was never this bad. I hope this feeling goes away before I go and visit them.,6.314615384615383,5.14594571794872,7.2944871794871835,77.49634615384619,66.17948717948718,9.851282051282054,31.038461538461537,8.841846274778883,2.4007846153846155,298,9,59,4,4,101,47,78,0.282,0.609,0.109,-0.9352,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,4,5,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,13,17,6,3,1,5,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,4,0,0,7,3,2,0,0,2,4,9,3,6,15,0,13,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,3,4,36,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14160763680593158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17391570228200842,0.0,0.15455801937505134,0.11284053581759347,0.0,0.31502771283909736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5763407681568702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743860506531395,0.13224168103280973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934232949094056,0.0,0.3156045933150388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18385469074093586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808695058723134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356148414631968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276722890159674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858536312557792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19730122794342814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17843816602268292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GreatAndPowerfulKoz,2019/03/13,Mom wants to call me one on one i got a text from my mom saying she needs to talk to me one on one. i was just on the phone with her the other day. normally when this happens it either means there is bad news coming or i did something wrong and made her upset/angry. she is going to call me in about an hour but i have knots in my stomach about what she wants to talk to me about,0.9989285714285714,2.2430696071428606,2.5757142857142874,97.96928571428572,79.11904761904762,5.276190476190476,16.761904761904766,5.288315135182226,-0.8624095238095237,293,4,73,1,7,96,55,84,0.054000000000000006,0.946,0.0,-0.5106,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,4,0,5,1,1,1,0,14,14,4,0,4,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,4,4,1,15,0,16,10,1,10,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,1,3,55,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486225605862132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3635157925493818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333123431626902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479527106840252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116149905154012,0.0,0.14236285644380114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15740480754017694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17529413950120967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684278989316064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19389417681459656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.416942885169678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13198474070820632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744022019183704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4824696125873697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415527402549141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370330922834836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28613930658699915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20997801749781975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946150513972719,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tiredofpanic,2019/03/13,"Trip to ER, now anxiety and panic have set in. So all of this started with a bout of bronchitis. I went to an urgent care, they had given me an antibiotic, prednisone, a steroid shot, and a breathing treatment. Told me if I wasn't feeling better in 4 days, to come back and see them.

4 days later, still wasn't feeling any better, so I went back. They gave me another steroid shot, and another breathing treatment. After I left the urgent care, I felt really weird, dry mouth, chest pain, pain going down the left side of my arm, sweating, overall bad feeling. I went to the ER.

They took me back right away (due to chest pain), ran an EKG, and the next thing I know, I have about 10 people standing around me, prepping me to see if I needed a stint put in, telling me I'm having a heart attack. (early 40's here, btw)

Fortunately, I didn't need a stint, as they didn't find any blockages or any issues with my heart. I told them the back story and they said it sounded like the UC just over-stimulated my heart with so many steroids in such a short period of time. They admitted me, took some more blood work, took a sonogram, another EKG, all came back fine. Under caution, they did put me on some blood pressure medicine (it was through the roof when I went to the ER, but never had issues with BP in the past), and some blood thinners, blah blah, until I follow up with the cardiologist. 

I got out of the hospital the next day, called to set up the follow up appointment with the cardiologist from the hospital, and they couldn't get me in until the end of March. (this all happened around Jan 20th) I have less than 2 weeks until the follow up.

Well... since this whole hospital debacle, my anxiety and panic has been THROUGH THE ROOF. Every little ache, or pain, and I feel like I'm going to die. I get myself worked up and freak myself out like I'm having another episode. I've never had this kind of anxiety in the past, and it's driving me crazy. The weekends seem to be worse (as I work m-f), and I have this over all feeling of being ""unwell"" unless I keep myself occupied, and I feel fine.

I just want to get to this follow up appointment and be cleared, but even if I am, will this just automatically go away as quickly as it came on?

I don't want to be put on meds.. I just want to live normally again. I'm worn out from just ""being"" … and it's taking it's toll.",5.177773109243695,5.064077281512607,5.913949579831932,82.94134453781514,68.20168067226889,8.900840336134452,28.764705882352942,8.527137837955566,1.850971428571429,1830,56,387,25,28,600,210,476,0.132,0.8140000000000001,0.054000000000000006,-0.9878,0,0,0,0,0,0,86.0,0,0,10,5,25,22,1,3,31,0,26,17,13,0,7,72,81,35,1,10,13,0,7,5,0,1,4,2,0,0,14,30,0,1,11,1,0,23,8,11,4,0,28,11,53,11,69,46,10,91,0,0,2,0,17,32,0,9,36,250,67,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387158173269908,0.28519273444232995,0.1560468669090939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210590783755881,0.0,0.0773535834180582,0.1277661810692467,0.2614179472206415,0.05677258473520769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120271256263459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943000798026351,0.15553523569700695,0.1386498911063061,0.0,0.0,0.05857125902311953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13155252260947614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07056757764030175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06022296358605325,0.0,0.0,0.04490973971699056,0.0,0.057288316353876476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20628043634029705,0.04857529924567205,0.06528540293303059,0.0,0.062145760186855685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657299224338916,0.0,0.11592855931544802,0.0,0.05438142970167381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060127330188339635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417215035875775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14193722836879685,0.0,0.06043665424681041,0.0,0.07080583013473303,0.037368010421497316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477524915975873,0.0,0.0,0.0996560649813352,0.06814837264343032,0.06004040758402121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893577192945242,0.0,0.0,0.07552658434164612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083415123593488,0.10488313234085138,0.0,0.14462588850424904,0.0,0.06662019378056634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28940385640667554,0.15955383984242796,0.0,0.0,0.12981692768854022,0.04713883941432941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20505982085084626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0435590311238744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058066949247694524,0.0646783598696626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836565959508708,0.06189965804097406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0562457702419871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04812687178832044,0.0,0.05430051214321161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05112341761929352,0.0,0.05943020815926884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04517253831558464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03964815187609863,0.0,0.0,0.1299433569316958,0.2266332433559816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031479013589005,0.0,0.054541103219719785,0.0,0.06113524001313059,0.2521264079592763,0.0,0.07591345424919356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485024628603277,0.0,0.06929222562991617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sleepyvenus,2019/03/13,"Does it ever go away? Redditors, I need help. Its so hard putting up with this every fucking day. My last therapist told me to think I'm fine and I'll be. I realised it doesn't work that way in the long run. It just tires me at the end of the day, pretending that everything is fine. I look at people who are happy and wonder why can't I be like that. I find flaws in myself all the time. I don't feel like sharing this with anyone around me coz noone likes to hear a sob story. They say they're always there for you, they never are. I am not able to make friends. I  drive everyone away who try to get close. It's killing me now. I can't eat. I can't sleep properly. Does it ever get better? Does it ever go away?",-0.5865242652084746,1.5101043051948049,1.5165071770334926,98.62633971291868,90.36363636363636,4.800546821599453,15.897470950102527,6.339386263674448,-0.5581116883116879,549,12,132,6,19,182,99,154,0.094,0.772,0.133,0.7265,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,2,2,8,12,2,0,5,0,11,4,1,2,5,20,25,3,1,1,2,0,2,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,14,6,1,0,4,1,0,5,7,3,0,0,1,5,19,9,17,22,1,28,0,1,1,1,11,10,2,1,15,78,33,1,0.13001398576970274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818205136363916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090880182591657,0.0,0.0,0.11574001190071495,0.0,0.0,0.3664572582880034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498680493881674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676965300655517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413283452875677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330367654695361,0.0,0.0,0.11515380119648568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3528152807095656,0.1095423904682006,0.12423393502990772,0.1168481870596114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06573897768833803,0.09288201741189836,0.0,0.0,0.11883042759155996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004484828920362,0.12019583482663453,0.13585388287059685,0.0,0.1477798885727998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384023054520904,0.11646699390029695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465352110911229,0.0,0.08714563408423281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14384121207959802,0.0,0.0,0.1059787511378312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905547985609654,0.0,0.0,0.11505828610465167,0.10917900318750354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678534507642159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640372304700273,0.10027480093357703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013532744522468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069996580237947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339233986335047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301078803153336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15095625830570267,0.0,0.08330771234657136,0.0,0.0,0.07581220064709114,0.14943195081233515,0.0,0.12423393502990772,0.0,0.08827096199546132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031990502510846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731739977529818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409946215419232,0.09465173009944072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hibaa04,2019/03/13,"Fear of going crazy Has anyone else experienced this? I’ve been going through it for a month, obsessively self monitoring, checking to see if I am hearing things correctly or hearing appliances beep when they are not. Tricking myself into worrying more honestly it has been hell. I has derealization for about a month but recovered completely and this fear happened shortly after due to an event that gave me severe anxiety. I was wondering if anyone knows how to stop this irrational fear? ",9.234705882352939,10.128654823529411,9.08705882352941,60.191764705882385,59.58823529411765,12.917647058823533,40.52941176470589,12.340626583579946,5.747282352941178,400,20,58,13,5,130,65,85,0.328,0.6509999999999999,0.021,-0.982,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,3,7,2,4,3,0,8,0,0,1,1,12,17,7,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,7,2,0,1,2,0,1,2,1,6,0,0,4,4,6,1,10,13,1,11,1,0,1,0,5,2,1,4,7,43,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289336471554494,0.0,0.0,0.2429345438020605,0.17799404438361915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821394288100893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511862865736766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5864412427962681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974552468654236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15361775686427487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3915843564359029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547056091548342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773192035746746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13843030695002614,0.0,0.18122517437821686,0.19625125843074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523555686321574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154101468694738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883891514070449,0.0,0.17641849090812253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sparklingicekiwistra,2019/03/13,"gasping for air when drifting to sleep? I've been having trouble with gasping for air at night when I am almost asleep. It'll just be a short little gasp, but last night I did it around 3 times in a row which is the most it has ever happened. It does not happen when I am actually asleep it just happens right when I am drifting off. Of course I googled it and everything came up as sleep apnea, but I did notice that it could have something to do with anxiety and I am diagnosed and currently not taking any medication for it. Does anyone have any sort of experience with this? I have a doctors appointment in a few weeks and I am definitely going to mention it, but I am stressing out over it right now and kind of wanted to see what everyone else had to say. thanks ",4.834740259740258,5.453720396103896,5.740675324675326,81.33387012987014,69.06493506493507,8.757402597402598,29.685714285714287,8.841846274778883,2.2187111688311685,607,22,122,10,10,200,93,154,0.049,0.899,0.053,0.3839,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,5,0,20,7,4,0,1,24,29,13,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,14,11,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,5,2,10,2,23,21,2,30,0,0,1,0,2,14,0,3,12,91,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.1442917472431916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14806219282012026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011021327170418,0.0,0.11311384074267745,0.0,0.0,0.10338837968825594,0.0,0.0,0.13162831381749684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16911446120948145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805558275604795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15007657268473035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15134277553902134,0.2587896430427177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351952624482787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374942605179874,0.0,0.14128824698002468,0.132888614600126,0.14463717252288213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403324498385961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39226099487479626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15397526817720145,0.0,0.12052706824260034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14819632696410875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895516611355614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27751648834850656,0.0,0.0,0.1683415923793824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25254626817120984,0.0,0.11758560530936248,0.0,0.0,0.11782667801226655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959370855252221,0.0,0.0,0.11383120577213812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16937514509689014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117364097118873,0.0,0.0,0.13613124162047854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621938061083531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721269628789083,0.0,0.1186057840005076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jch92,2019/03/13,"Meeting Women when you have Anxiety I'm an English 26 year old male who has ups and downs with anxiety. My anxiety often flares up in social situations where I appear normal, but feel short of breath and tense. I deal with OCD too which can majorly fuck with my self esteem.

Saying this, I have come a long way since my initial ""discovery"" of my complicated mental health. I now eat healthier, meditate and exercise frequently. I dive into the music I make and can make people laugh when in a good mood.

Anyway, to cut to the chase, I've been with women in the past but nothing long lasting ever developed. Its been a fair amount of time since I felt something for someone and my attempts to meet someone haven't worked.

I try online dating every now and then, land some dates, but don't think I come across very well or am not ""good"" enough for them. My job is anti social to some respect and I cannot meet women there. I don't really do clubbing anymore as I don't really fit into that scene and never did... I am a bit clueless where to meet someone nice.

Any advice for someone in my predicament? 

Cheers!

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anxiety,geeky_latina,2019/03/13,"Meds for life? Hello everyone,

I was recently on sertraline (zoloft) for anxiety for about 18 months.  I came off, because I developed sexual side effects after a year on sertraline. I believed that I could manage my anxiety without meds.

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Then life hit me with a bunch of stressors.  And I learned that, my exercise habits, meditation, and social support systems were nice -- but not a match for what appears to be lifelong chronic anxiety.  I developed a bout of health anxiety and even visited by doctor's office for a neurological exam. My exam was normal, and I have a lot of somatic anxiety symptoms.

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I'm going to be going back to the doctor next week to discuss going back on meds. I'd almost rather be on the known effective meds, even if they caused sexual side effects, than something that might not work.  

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So -- 1.  could it be possible i'll be on meds for life?  like i really really worked on my anxiety, and yet i crashed into severe anxiety within months of no meds. and 2. any tips for alleviating the sexual side effects of sertraline?

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anxiety,Ianandtheboys,2019/03/13,Daylight savings Can we please get rid of this shit? It's legit bad for my mental health.,0.14833333333333346,2.4607282777777755,1.1722222222222245,97.345,99.55555555555556,2.4000000000000004,17.11111111111111,3.1291,-0.9740222222222216,71,2,14,0,3,22,18,18,0.322,0.5820000000000001,0.096,-0.7543,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36017040994868704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253695657554205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4585191087470093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4347128361809304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4735074627537648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4427883177303575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xxx_LUCIFER_xxx,2019/03/13,"Having multiple Anxiety Attacks 😖😖😢 I’m a senior in High School in Nevada. I get stressed out very easily. On small little things. In January, my classes schedule got changed and I had 2 English classes and one Algebra class. I was getting a lot of homework and I was stressing out a lot. It was taking a great toll on my brain. So I started taking days off to make up work. And I didn’t knew about the whole Truancy thing and when my school told me that I have 10 unexcused absences and will fail. I started having anxiety attacks every time I think about it. I don’t get along with my parents, we don’t even say “Hi” to each other. so I don’t know how to talk to them. I’m seeing all of these articles saying what a truancy can do to you and it making it even worse. My heart is always beating really fast and hard. I don’t know what to do anymore.",0.9236574487065141,3.1141259152542418,3.1764912280701765,88.88116859946476,83.63276836158192,6.212191495688374,24.00505501040737,7.475848149327749,1.2408485875706217,665,26,138,11,19,227,108,177,0.149,0.8109999999999999,0.04,-0.939,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,1,1,3,8,6,2,2,6,0,17,2,2,3,1,24,35,12,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,11,14,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,8,4,21,1,21,26,5,20,0,1,1,0,9,12,0,2,8,96,32,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179219180609934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055588635922248,0.0,0.1332417560565869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30569113658908914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499820230094334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14212731999157258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664636331996256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17747735491206834,0.0,0.11319792675179093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21058118893155486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745411085224177,0.14812430304905747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035361094620504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15920857165370833,0.0,0.1419509819763322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14767343764909185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346566802049644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22844368660059,0.0,0.0,0.1793629131718006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910408524541423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491827506078698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606976654857945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136852859340394,0.0,0.2719441680564958,0.10706169056776732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190191035597383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078010800295349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20203298861927252,0.10798759429683316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17851590023535446,0.08608777186402547,0.0,0.0,0.07834212763717925,0.0,0.0,0.12837974246768558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108550308342758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14999996823949555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781035054038814,0.0,0.13691685810544973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RogerTeck,2019/03/13,"How I am overcoming anxiety in a relationship. Anxiety can kill a relationship faster than you could realize. The constant thought of what the other person thinks and does. This can be with a friendship or a girlfriend/boyfriend. So here’s how I’m overcoming anxiety, but I’ll give you a little back story first. 

I have always been anxiety ridden about the stupidest things and I hate it. But the thing I have the worst anxiety about is relationships. This was the key case in my last relationship. In my last relationship I acted controlling obsessive and had to be with her 24/7. So I told her that’s not who I want to be and told her I’m going to go talk to a therapist. She then through a fit saying that I don’t talk to her about it and I have to go talk to someone else about her. YES that’s the point!I’m going to have someone tell me how dumb I’m acting and help me cope with it. Now me and this girl aren’t together and I realized that a lot of my anxiety stemmed from this girl.

So I looked deeper into it and asked myself how I got that way. This is what I found. She wasn’t open with me about most things, very negative person, never asked how my day was. By this point you’re probably wondering why I was dating her. The reason is anxiety, I was scared to lose someone who was around all the time. Even though they didn’t make me happy I was blinded by fear. So in short that relationship ended after I tried to go out for 3 hours one night with my friends. 

Okay so fast forward to about two weeks after the break up. I am working on myself at this point and making sure I am okay. Pretty much just telling myself I’m a bad***. That’s honestly what you have to do sometimes. And this is the day of my first therapy appointment. If felt so good relieving all of what is inside me to someone who has no idea who I was. At first trust me the idea scared me but I knew I had a problem. I needed this help so I toughened it out. 

Now another week passes and at this shrink appointment me and my therapist talked about how I need to work on myself and not date for a while. I was like okay that’ll be easy I mean where am I going to find another girl right now. Well I was mistaken.

I recently got a puppy and I was talking to this girl who seemed cool. She wanted to meet the puppy so I saw no harm in it. Me and my buddy met up with her and one of her friends for maybe 15 minutes one night for the first time. Just to say hi and let her meet the pup. But after we got to texting and I told her how the next day I was going hiking. In short terms I told her she is welcome to come. The crazy part is she did. 

Now I’m someone who loves to do activities and I have never found anyone who enjoys to go on hikes with me but this girl went hiking with me for the next three days. Each day filled with laughter and fun. In my mind I was telling myself that you are only looking for friends right now. 

Well that didn’t work out I caught feelings. So the next time I saw my therapist we talked about it. She asked if I had any anxiety. I told her nothing more than normal and none about her. She said that’s good and maybe it will be good to have someone in your life. Well now we are dating. 

I realized that yes I still have a little bit of relationship anxiety but it’s nothing more than any other normal person would have. This is because of the girl. She keeps me in the loop, asks how my day is and is a trust worthy person. This is the first girl I have trusted 100% because she is open to me about almost everything. Realizing all of this I realized the person you are with can either play games with you or be in a relationship with you. The games cause anxiety. 

But this isn’t everything I have worked very hard to get my mindset to be in the aspect of not worrying as much. It takes time and help. Accepting you need help is truly what you have to do and don’t be ashamed of it. The other person will find that part of you strong for realizing you have a problem. Covering it up will never help. 

Okay so now to present day. I went bowling last night with some friends and my girlfriend. I was just happy not allowing bad thoughts into my head. Every time you think to question your significant other or have worry’s remember those happy moments. And always try to leave on a good note because if you let anxiety get to you I can guarantee you’ll almost always get in a dispute that night. You may be better at the end of the night but in my mind at least I think damnit I need to make sure we are good again and text her. But if you were happy all night you don’t need to question anything. But if your anxiety causes you to act sad or mad you will later come off as annoying to her if you start questioning her. Wondering can be a very bad thing in a relationship. 

So in conclusion I have found that the person you are with will affect your anxiety. Don’t be afraid to lose that person you have to make sure you are okay. Accept you have a problem and try to get help. Happy moments are the best but if you have a bad moment accept it, don’t speak about it a lot or it will become annoying. Don’t put yourself down you’re awesome and you have to tell yourself that a lot. If you have access to a therapist or someone to talk to really consider it. 

My dms are open for any questions or help! ",1.994311294765844,3.9272149228650157,3.4152267217630867,89.9733855371901,78.37557392102845,6.81697337006428,22.276593204775022,7.805184355526534,0.9226766868686868,4157,124,896,67,100,1362,336,1089,0.108,0.691,0.201,0.9991,1,0,0,0,0,0,87.0,4,32,1,16,51,67,6,6,55,8,108,4,1,18,10,182,180,81,1,22,34,0,3,1,5,10,2,4,0,15,70,61,0,2,35,3,0,21,22,24,3,10,44,13,149,43,134,112,23,137,0,3,5,1,142,49,1,30,68,653,219,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06769914446206203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438228275809119,0.0,0.0,0.06896312661825095,0.07089235760904368,0.3361770864328833,0.0,0.0,0.023636367660437013,0.0,0.02781760561205392,0.03009250390899728,0.12640777062727118,0.0,0.0,0.02599299682164289,0.11289887555678772,0.06181935590859485,0.0373335855502825,0.0,0.0,0.035474949625236736,0.029896669442826256,0.036904939412275815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945152491476209,0.0,0.058237874094489724,0.0,0.03652984425958298,0.03791377950948878,0.02698954337811393,0.0,0.0,0.15260435360920355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02958188902909054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028238695145131363,0.0,0.059880177230563,0.0,0.0,0.022327057765840583,0.0,0.028481116938133568,0.0,0.0607612608311626,0.0,0.0,0.038038616243532164,0.017092191460605654,0.0,0.03245690070210963,0.0,0.06179202936101906,0.14376726048528762,0.0,0.11119219976751367,0.1044667721884958,0.0,0.07064425576252495,0.03242763679768115,0.1536915990077133,0.14176490656503854,0.08110783963498994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17992359986121353,0.03028151986212297,0.03337420426697645,0.034692399418448525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15860558538796352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033289884058182985,0.0,0.0,0.07632063726679432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030046325786924264,0.037398840432929584,0.0,0.0,0.08266370282443705,0.0,0.035793289895438826,0.0,0.06913324837430321,0.02387658800154519,0.01651480453591411,0.06776047522191513,0.0,0.0,0.05677327185725097,0.07563549816037876,0.0,0.08621621709710513,0.030509203753761486,0.0,0.0902570612554002,0.0,0.06792081990786743,0.036822193166761344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06826430135583322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04969929085442188,0.12532525982122786,0.07821460675991908,0.0,0.1078520134191095,0.19033517413322384,0.0662409946832741,0.06487121876735688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06871888662535335,0.025709274786710482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321233321874034,0.0,0.0,0.2361290418727839,0.0,0.0,0.0958664089815416,0.0,0.0,0.03439056595786443,0.03644615938907287,0.09703686906463528,0.0,0.033982104954229916,0.15147174338206712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.021655547555063014,0.034755884542101184,0.03337712456412978,0.32663318683202386,0.03829305859097752,0.057736434827250674,0.032155106801107745,0.053764196847797804,0.0676869008191013,0.0,0.0,0.03077366400865032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004926510642185,0.0,0.033432772662821644,0.0,0.023926467917170083,0.0,0.026995718055287256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557890169474542,0.0,0.02541621273171892,0.19019121396505784,0.11818386826285016,0.0,0.0386575336343682,0.1569950345969819,0.08983083658533306,0.06498023332473843,0.033212012300109485,0.053672802451632654,0.09855619102058273,0.0,0.0,0.16150465660590274,0.0,0.06885158102052076,0.0,0.03302135143168631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836749007769648,0.039876654616974816,0.026831842956345737,0.054230657753674416,0.0,0.09118089153288657,0.06267282899293844,0.030502626130365463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331744882724876,0.0984381290872558,0.06865869707852525,0.0,0.0240132138020956,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dinaduru,2019/03/13,"Has anyone ever tried EMDR therapy? Hi there! A lot of my anxiety and panic is rooted in trauma, and my doctor recommended I try EMDR therapy for a couple of weeks (I’ve been doing talk therapy for about seven years now). Sounds a bit weird to me but I hear it actually works really well. Would love any insights/opinions people have. ",2.5701785714285705,5.217472625000003,5.3069642857142885,73.29875000000001,80.5625,8.032142857142857,21.642857142857146,8.841846274778883,2.194310714285714,264,8,43,7,7,94,53,64,0.1,0.738,0.162,0.8035,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,3,0,6,2,0,1,1,7,8,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,2,5,2,7,6,2,5,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,4,31,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.18118892046083115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626320987006726,0.0,0.14203844006962885,0.0,0.0,0.12982605909080167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20270554738832453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20544234593877855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19004298335402567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679507981682206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20926564416093504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15785154831791112,0.16757607371199246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178458847066139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872146714111105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894612729489484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492359820710188,0.0,0.0,0.6369957496879637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521179665302255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489347407183504,0.0,0.16694127149261032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351713019875422,0.0,0.0,0.13189593929227608,0.0,0.0,0.11956656962058705
anxiety,fartknocker216,2019/03/13,"Does anxiety make you.... Lately I have been worrying about my health. I focus on every single Symptom, blemish, bump, pain, body movement etc... then I google it. 

Then once I calm down, I start worrying about my kids health, my wife’s health, my parents and brothers health, and realize that all of these people that I love are going to pass away some day. The reality that I will have to face a bad pain again. Then I come to terms with the fact that this is the circle of life and I can’t control it. 

Then I start worrying about the sound my car makes, the possible moisture coming in my basement wall, how much money I spent last month, something I did or said wrong at work, and everything on CNN.com...

Am I the only person driving myself crazy like this? ",4.239925280199254,5.731059082191784,4.700062266500623,85.00564757160649,71.1917808219178,7.774844333748442,26.28642590286426,8.296473431620573,1.6492,590,19,115,9,11,187,99,146,0.162,0.779,0.059,-0.926,1,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,2,5,7,0,0,7,0,9,11,2,4,2,16,19,10,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,8,2,0,2,9,7,0,1,1,0,2,7,1,4,0,0,4,2,21,3,15,14,6,26,0,0,0,1,8,7,0,2,13,77,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09715820338569868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932504175208584,0.0,0.10604357095452208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14107352594463035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21880650638272,0.0,0.0,0.14244650525491814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190748715922057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114261794918504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164374781990807,0.0,0.0,0.10700688842109286,0.0,0.11414358278519147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217966478457337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5399999811127734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352573418876347,0.14326676793584225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970713450977401,0.062048052754019825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462664785888435,0.0,0.16955316927969594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013738934270377,0.0,0.09336302509867568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525579858357906,0.0,0.0965927531727282,0.2702837868357743,0.0,0.14102362478467814,0.0,0.0,0.08804902728071955,0.110895554463095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317865088400686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12081049816650713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777437817895568,0.0,0.0,0.1797890783767316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320064520875065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246089188234803,0.3869381362419013,0.0,0.0,0.13885963833662407,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sunlight20090,2019/03/13,"I feel like I have no one to talk to The anxiety is killing me. I can't talk to anyone about a real problem I have because everyone is a stakeholder. On Reddit, people either give me really harsh feedback or just silently upvote my threads. I feel like I am so fucked with my situation.",4.369736842105265,5.4359890877193,6.114868421052632,76.60282894736844,70.40350877192985,9.208771929824564,31.793859649122812,9.516144504307137,3.0709333333333326,226,10,42,5,4,78,42,57,0.29600000000000004,0.626,0.078,-0.9311,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,3,0,6,1,0,0,0,8,10,2,1,1,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,2,10,2,6,10,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,1,2,31,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18672078735326067,0.0,0.0,0.1706666446105865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878910607130694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23322921887063575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24682870122264397,0.34874207860985496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256483356288385,0.0,0.2341440971141461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27003872594596523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384906443354963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653951510966854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692145709434215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23355191576944595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27781685595928,0.1563641119279857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27435652186431425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3923650535739165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,specialf81,2019/03/13,"Could probiotics have an unwanted effect and make (gut induced) anxiety worse? So long story short in a vague and brief way:

\* I've had IBS for years. I just deal with it!

\* I've had mild anxiety, nothing to ever worry a doctor with, for years (am 37/F). Always just overcome it by myself.  
\* I have rosacea. I have doxycycline to treat it and it works super well. Have taken it before with no issues. Have stopped taking it for now (plus my face is better!).  
\* Drank some probiotic drinks alongside \^  for the first time ever, because that's the ""right"" thing to do...! Otherwise diet hasn't changed at all.

And then... 

Anxiety/Stress starts kicking my ass. Like never before. Since January I've had 2 (vision) migraines (not noticed ever having one before. eyes checked & are fine), my head is a constant tension headache at the back of my neck & my jaw tenses up and HURTS whenever something stresses me out (never experienced that before, ever!). I've got a peppery ""just eaten spicy food"" taste in my mouth most of the time & my poop has gone from ""nothing"" (think nibbler in futurama \~once a week) to ""everything"" (that doesn't need further mental imagery) >.< 

Have been to the drs (twice) for the migraines and been given propanolol for the migraine/anxiety (10mg) and domperidone (10mg) for nausea/migraine (1st visit was recommended otc relief).

The propanolol just seems to make me manic (have found out it's used to treat stage fright & I can see why, my filter is non-existent right now and that's super bad when you hate your boss) and the domperidone just gives me heartburn, so I'm hardly taking any of either >.< 

​

HOWEVER....  none of this warp-speed anxiety started until I took the probiotics - I'd had stressful wobbles before, but never anything long-term or painful. I'm not sure if they're the cause, a catalyst, or just a coincidence (there are BIG changes at work and it \*could\* to be terrible for a while)? Linking it to gut induced rather than anything external would make sense, but I just don't know! I've only really known that was a ""thing"" since reading this sub & it makes \*so\* much sense!

Work stress I have always dealt with, IBS I've got used to, the only thing that is different is the probiotic drink!?

Anyone ever experienced similar, or should I be looking at reasons that aren't my tum-tum :D",3.398094645080945,6.0082476575342465,4.025606060606062,83.93113636363641,76.99086757990868,6.721544209215442,26.621212121212125,7.84624498591911,1.8201762557077632,1846,73,329,30,44,584,242,438,0.116,0.8490000000000001,0.035,-0.9839,2,0,3,0,0,0,141.0,0,2,0,8,22,20,1,5,23,0,38,23,10,12,10,71,67,24,0,8,17,0,1,1,0,2,6,0,0,0,22,17,7,1,10,3,1,4,11,10,1,3,17,7,23,10,41,44,6,47,0,1,3,1,5,15,1,7,27,202,45,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247641779685323,0.4393861257014007,0.08212620240071533,0.04596181324182008,0.0,0.20681699007518692,0.0,0.0,0.0472587469302688,0.0,0.11123749661641327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05197061056083567,0.056432733926168474,0.041200708702329794,0.0,0.28755989449629105,0.0,0.0,0.05977564554562796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694309736381744,0.14299721264474735,0.0,0.0,0.07303806955733598,0.0,0.10792622780231502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967973802329344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061454542422987,0.0,0.06917866350637394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13242002557015295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056837865584932,0.0,0.0,0.06074328107508537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05748988742889289,0.08172706539975008,0.07410619805496325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06483608238728639,0.0,0.0,0.10811178554553323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06054511862342213,0.06672865713170142,0.06936426730510377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235380965051033,0.0,0.0,0.07054378341335901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037144318852174486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03301983533925069,0.0,0.0,0.11962560975476533,0.0567564721798622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18046070689949084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06811229668196105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04968458442610637,0.050115270019049,0.1563829248308945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297040456819472,0.07694880929640288,0.0,0.07197847474140588,0.04579903476163481,0.10280666880466244,0.07191785833769139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760578361783293,0.0,0.04329827900139383,0.06949119998087018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543870028405835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05385848172305276,0.061529115657487525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181814607676416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05203215450879048,0.0,0.0,0.09567755151527632,0.0,0.0,0.056506170918762214,0.3096849817183364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370041274186626,0.0,0.1016347674625715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347063823545877,0.043307336760034905,0.0,0.0,0.07882162194741955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509219212514986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674778770141962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05364780638732093,0.05421461045667991,0.0,0.060769273572177186,0.0,0.06098720030558592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761350065466472,0.06863838040620532,0.06887743001949452,0.0480122161898497,0.0,0.08212620240071533,0.08704825971906957
anxiety,ashtonruiz,2019/03/13,"Is anxiety a valid reason to miss work? Lifeguard, 10 hours in the sun. It is currently 2AM and I cannot get myself to sleep, anxiety is consuming me.
My boyfriend (well, now ex) and I finally broke up. He’s been away for 5 months and I just know he’s cheating. My parents have been so toxic towards me lately and everything is building up I can’t even sleep anymore. But I just know if I miss work one more time they will not understand, not without a doctors note.
I just feel like if I work one more day staring at water, I will lose my mind. I can’t do it.",0.5010256410256417,2.672194658119661,2.5439316239316234,92.8538461538462,85.32478632478632,5.993162393162392,23.52991452991453,7.321109707123232,0.9889452991452988,433,17,96,7,13,145,76,117,0.14400000000000002,0.833,0.023,-0.8807,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,4,7,7,1,0,3,0,13,4,2,1,0,19,20,8,0,2,9,2,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,5,0,0,0,6,5,1,2,2,2,17,2,10,16,2,14,0,4,1,0,5,6,0,2,9,65,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27125261660811056,0.0,0.17582396759842675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16656972172300208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433733559035815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18146375191645608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709832421550168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593367539774059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964311366944135,0.1266559587247566,0.0,0.1942124483246584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262666908466624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17459486500302035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948678138506014,0.0,0.1999907589959842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661490269715802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19834207844742344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17901228581806206,0.0,0.14151112767428609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402724846290997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19685948223305166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822835717626085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35483592579403817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337918171403647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845650656731779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15940493534728056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709011622824348,0.0,0.3872075334304437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ivy_Goliath,2019/03/13,"Panic attack lasting over a day Yesterday morning at 7:00 I woke up panicked, I went to school, got home and slept still panicking half to death. Today I woke up again and I still feel like I'm dying, does anyone know how to help?? I've tried breathing, I take meds, and I've tried focusing on other things but it won't work. Please help!",1.17514705882353,3.6324647500000014,2.301470588235297,93.70161764705885,85.32352941176471,5.1647058823529415,18.794117647058822,6.6274283507984215,0.09017058823529434,265,7,55,3,8,84,51,68,0.196,0.7020000000000001,0.102,-0.6752,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,1,1,0,1,2,2,1,0,7,10,5,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,5,1,5,1,8,4,0,13,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,8,27,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14912538663049932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24262873903436236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375433917306852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22134362266116825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18663657217126267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783719802225357,0.15236221883216378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17057383940564386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859046894239541,0.0,0.21393013101817526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117209220932798,0.17384589743367462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041943773648248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236898138556152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502298229665563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23410962483873865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21584358421222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406400636677379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16035469598168053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168905338563886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20215779369151374,0.0,0.0,0.2895966302806689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19770613634604275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526522803978726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,UpsetPsychology,2019/03/13,"How come some psychiatrists don't diagnosed us? I don't know where to ask, so I am going to ask here. So I had visited this psychiatrist 4-5 times in the past, but he never diagnosed me? All we did was, I talk a bit, he talks most of the time, sometimes he talks before I finished my sentence, and then he prescribed me xanax and elavil. I stopped seeing him because I felt nothing changed. I visited another psychiatrist months later, I visited her once. She was a bit different than my previous psychiatrist. She asks some questions, I talk most of the time. When I told her my symptoms, she tell me it's a sign of depression and then she prescribed me xanax and lexapro. I know I am depressed, but most of the time I feel more anxious than depressed. But she did not tell me that I have anxiety? ",3.4401923076923064,5.290684685897438,4.672051282051285,82.93961538461541,73.93589743589743,8.38974358974359,30.58974358974359,9.057496981413335,2.679797435897436,625,29,124,14,13,206,87,156,0.145,0.845,0.01,-0.9697,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,2,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,7,0,10,5,0,1,2,25,21,13,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,5,0,0,5,4,3,0,0,7,3,33,0,9,14,9,20,0,3,1,0,28,2,0,6,13,86,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13191427129110736,0.09623811665854846,0.14212034997888232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3528234109476713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668767656019382,0.0,0.10704815948745086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27468620617530665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308173982562507,0.10836720602641993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250590017024254,0.2553725806659641,0.0,0.13143622016463602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636092255170324,0.0,0.12078956177754295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149612444290197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827487923882198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041388417849816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702618827598457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071032534500202,0.0,0.0,0.1339749282019724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009215768255853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140926930090487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024783447880407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244213055342022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517602962562696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130756352968426,0.0,0.4044592392077313,0.21991282820969815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934244210955418,0.0,0.0,0.12020911593195688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15132420790331708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Vestid,2019/03/13,"Quiver/wriggling in chest I’ve been getting an odd quivering feeling in my chest. A bit like a worm wriggling. It feels like palpitations but if I catch my pulse while it’s happening my pulse will be normal. It can happen anytime but tends to be when I become more on edge physically (like running for a bus).

Does anyone else have any experience of anything like this?

I have been to the doctor many times and it’s been attributed to anxiety but I wanted to find if it was a common thing. As it’s usually made worse with physical activity it worries me. 
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anxiety,jocladdanva,2019/03/13,"Unlucky I literally have the worst luck in the history of luck. Besides my depression and anxiety, I have oily skin, chronic headaches, bad acne, fat, and today we add an inflamed eye. I can’t honest to god handle anymore. My employer thinks I’m awful because I call in to take care of myself or my family and that honestly is so upsetting to me. I LITERALLY CANNOT SEE!! I feel that if things go south, I’m just gonna try to find a job where I can work from home or sit at a desk. I’m tired of having this happen to me and it made to be my fault. My fault I have an infection in my eye but It’s okay for another associate to be hours late or call in as they want. When I call and tell you that I’m in pain and hurting, my pain is no less real than your favorites. I get I’m a leader, but I’m also a human being. 

This is day two of me having to call in cause I can’t see as well and my anxiety is killing me because I already feel like they want any excuse to fire me. I can’t take care of myself and my anxiety decides to make me pace my house, weigh the options of what could happen, and ultimately cry or just feel so bad when I already feel bad.",2.7669402277039836,3.2721138629032254,4.944573055028466,85.59568311195447,73.6774193548387,8.254648956356737,26.281783681214428,8.4952907291091,1.5877013282732446,890,29,202,15,17,312,130,248,0.224,0.6629999999999999,0.113,-0.987,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,2,2,1,9,21,1,1,9,2,18,11,4,3,0,37,44,23,1,4,9,0,6,1,0,1,7,0,1,1,9,11,2,0,7,0,0,1,5,12,1,1,1,10,37,9,28,38,2,17,0,2,4,0,12,9,0,8,7,130,46,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24059225570341194,0.08717589688737183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413108172454311,0.1143073279867231,0.2501788894721689,0.0,0.10810942091891518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730583923186314,0.13290394301252142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4452488572594057,0.0,0.22228755033332465,0.11198411937984463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703625302314383,0.0,0.11974324437671913,0.07030294736788713,0.0,0.09389084177920112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276567995184843,0.0,0.22047654231773825,0.07787733686534087,0.0,0.0,0.09963389574497908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056953643426260914,0.0,0.06195334944798574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19279577977311635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934671998509868,0.0,0.10735367884544082,0.12578382642554575,0.11669831536158115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817639775192424,0.0,0.12060429823100287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229689298877114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05325717023360885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103148654153331,0.0727655550753094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319903527667871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407815520658733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737349868755234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16392510915925876,0.0,0.0952802435120166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242193127155551,0.06984971858571795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529187776197576,0.10332949152316122,0.0,0.0,0.07401117712875638,0.0,0.10648771111500167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859478770485502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801380032198642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936116026800684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,evanat3,2019/03/13,"Diagnoses.   Ive had a doctor diagnose me with GAD, PTSD, and bipolar type II.  A second tell me bipolar type II. and my 3rd and most recent doctor say OCD. I just need help on how to tell them what's going on and how to distinguish a hypomanic episode from a panic attack or OCD flair-up. I guess I'm just tired if not having a clear diagnoses. I've been on so many medications this last year, and none of them work. The best I've found was Seroquel XR and Zoloft. Could this be helpful to tell my doctor to better figure out what is going on with me?",2.6278070175438586,3.9901658157894735,4.255263157894738,87.11517543859651,75.05263157894737,7.171929824561403,22.3157894736842,7.793537801064563,0.8738315789473683,429,11,92,6,9,144,74,114,0.098,0.794,0.108,0.2769,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,3,5,4,1,1,6,0,8,11,0,2,1,24,14,11,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,11,1,0,0,4,9,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,4,1,10,2,13,8,3,10,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,4,3,58,14,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17002690656621233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15684404911877675,0.13218101054730338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193278443524219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4550817544124402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4589212998262554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638699516719832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16987770919032175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16464179175810306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003533880982005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182596454778802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15152415098306196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505604263901446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081916346536852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753535170604376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17470517254751006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14756901475219408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885280205202416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.391891390291336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17177680758187214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880519152829524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962442716513022
anxiety,eskerriska,2019/03/13,"Have an international flight coming up in a few days but the Boeing crash is making me super anxious. Any tips? I consider myself a regular traveler. I’ve flown a lot of miles these past few months and I’m always anxious beforehand but it only lasts a few seconds before it goes away as soon as I get on the plane. My next trip is from DFW to JFK and then JFK to LGW with some other flights in between.

Unfortunately with the news of the Boeing 737 crash in Ethiopia, I just can’t get myself to get on a plane again this week. Having studied climatology and meteorology and knowing that our planet’s climate is in chaos and seeing these massive air masses and strong winds across the globe, I am paralyzed with anxiety and fear of the idea of experiencing turbulence on a long haul flight. What’s even worse is that my airline uses that model too.

I know the statistics of how safe air travel is. I know that it’s the most regulated industry in the world, but the fact that the US isn’t even thinking about looking into the safety and efficiency of the 737s is making it even worse. How can I deal with this fear? How do y’all convince yourself that it’s okay and safe if you have anxiety about air travel like I do?

TL;DR have an overseas flight that I can’t imagine getting on due to fear because of the recent crash in Ethiopia. Need tips",4.295454545454547,5.833494000000003,5.291333333333334,80.63700000000003,71.12121212121212,7.855757575757576,27.215151515151515,8.395991825355821,1.8442369696969687,1072,37,206,17,20,352,146,264,0.166,0.7240000000000001,0.109,-0.9523,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,2,2,0,2,12,10,0,3,22,1,17,0,0,6,1,40,33,19,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,18,15,0,2,6,3,0,5,3,3,0,1,0,3,18,7,35,33,6,37,0,0,2,0,5,20,0,4,13,141,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302516559745265,0.0,0.0,0.09237210171821887,0.0,0.20782600485938216,0.30690858851823444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762096170391554,0.0,0.0,0.08280343586730966,0.0,0.11558513448865755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700937356323415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760199978583387,0.14003938039872732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26915217115780665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4585546495718417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28387162962722384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15334058970018924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239532270766748,0.1107232276165784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06636186376347843,0.0,0.0,0.12020923689665075,0.1140667491463372,0.0,0.0,0.11548161410283544,0.0,0.0,0.18134113515232306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842178289539664,0.0,0.0,0.10071954288399353,0.0,0.0,0.14446150635270252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330824001842034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12966937743940227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412015796642485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824249091164992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703724753624817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16339214990375348,0.11731737457999275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895822332704247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27685387164234965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sundayescape,2019/03/13,"Loss of libido because of anxiety/depression? Hi, I'll try to make this short and sweet.

- 33 y/o male, very physically active (run 60k+ a week plus gym/boxing in the afternoon). i watch what i eat (vegetarian), would say i'm in good health, though no blood test done in some years

- history of anxiety and panic disorder since i was in middle school. in 2017 i had panic attacks which prompted me to get on meds (again) after a good number of years. lexapro and rivotril (clonazepan). quit some months ago

- recently moved over seas to do a masters. i've felt restless for the last couple of months, at least. lately i haven't been able to sleep well. can't remember the last time i had a good rest. usually go to bed at 10 and by 4 a.m. i'm up. don't usually dream anymore whereas i used to dream a lot before

- being feeling down lately, with some moments in which i've cried. i wouldn't say i'm depressed right now (i've dealt with depression once in my life before), but i'm definitely not ""normal"" nor happy

- never had any bad experiences sexually. i've always been somewhat actively sexually, either with a girlfriend or someone close (not into one night stands or hookups). never had any trouble when it came to ""getting ready"": i've often been embarrassed (in a sense) about how easy it's been for me to be up. it's like your car during the summer: as soon as you hop in you're ready to go.

- a couple of months ago that changed. i had sex with a girl i had been seeing for some time and at first i couldn't do anything. it was like your car in winter: you have to rev it up for a while, and sometimes it just doesn't work. i was scared, first time feeling this so it's been something that has been at the back of my mind ever since

- between her and now i was seeing someone else and we had crazy sexual chemistry: we could have sex multiple times in one afternoon and as soon as i was done i could start again. it was kinda crazy

- now i'm seeing someone else and the fear of nothing happening cropped into my mind a couple of weeks ago. this week we tried having sex and i failed and i think this has started a loop in which i'm unable to get out. every time i try to get the engine running, a thought pops into my head and i lose it. as easy as that. that would have never happened before. whereas before i could strut and start whenever i want, now i feel like an old guy trying his best to work with what he has. luckily the girl is into me so she's been as patient as a saint, but i'm starting to wonder if there's something wrong with me?

- obviously i'm not asking for medical advice. i'm gonna call a doctor for a checkup. i'm not sure if this is something related to performance anxiety or maybe a new bout of depression. what i'm asking is for people who have been in a similar boat.

thank you.",3.1601148325358857,4.526903143859652,4.4917464114832555,85.93245215311005,73.70175438596492,7.427432216905903,25.41068580542265,8.00094639256281,1.3883508771929831,2192,71,454,32,44,726,269,570,0.098,0.7759999999999999,0.126,0.9506,0,0,3,0,0,0,82.0,3,5,0,11,20,28,1,6,27,0,50,12,3,3,6,80,91,37,0,11,13,0,4,3,1,4,5,2,1,4,25,31,1,0,8,2,0,8,15,16,1,4,27,11,41,12,79,54,10,94,1,6,4,3,24,32,0,14,56,286,66,6,0.0653381620137347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06384769572435182,0.17375501503820248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05436658492645629,0.0,0.0,0.08886438142076902,0.0,0.09996703020418643,0.0,0.06479789982975696,0.0,0.0,0.05376774016510171,0.0,0.12216472295861015,0.07433159181395044,0.0,0.050241013504512703,0.054554636104617915,0.03982953711667845,0.0,0.22239185396265776,0.0,0.06856836998915836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671756866047747,0.07472945105874394,0.0,0.0,0.06911911187942088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15650161726000802,0.21688630054948255,0.07177090292836076,0.0,0.0,0.2251026528059321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488319430062992,0.06687637743603964,0.0,0.13372724933074248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06685725143007935,0.10916330070529284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05910210822179299,0.05505021950839191,0.0,0.0,0.0639132598597537,0.0,0.0735235973557698,0.09911081371875413,0.04667759599779415,0.06273488192525588,0.0,0.0,0.1111532144617344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654597167595606,0.0,0.07426636638187982,0.1644076510470618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06469505284479578,0.1155566417723037,0.06955368842180641,0.0,0.0,0.06705580428628913,0.06945141087040042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651864521902067,0.14740858536302087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04615027610931313,0.09576277680560336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07309669043878943,0.0,0.05554816882929263,0.0,0.0,0.04361373050331084,0.0,0.06564096578866625,0.0,0.0725759685630097,0.06582132430556441,0.0,0.0,0.1319458356351913,0.0,0.15645689267080995,0.06944412597334887,0.0,0.0,0.1511784555447376,0.06310400402072296,0.0,0.061315438921409886,0.06401752616811926,0.06269372863215271,0.0,0.06856140997153651,0.06958301013770216,0.0885496590908607,0.0,0.0,0.15332051045933942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045297254698497984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949517793494069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451355253396514,0.0,0.07401540064808883,0.05579843335807745,0.0,0.10391905783023757,0.06541489851026999,0.0661257081958891,0.15619816729378067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108096805607395,0.0,0.06538534845293441,0.0,0.16608243793166266,0.15090152775586324,0.06462111292406031,0.0,0.18498674946798288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06158044445255938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060154601123332235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04186605597905077,0.06419441243852615,0.05187120229538584,0.1904960385289451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17744129239091955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056431193661492074,0.14392150910425802,0.053910826427215335,0.038538140809105684,0.0,0.1572309972907207,0.0,0.05874685444815541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085644956450632,0.09513392023950537,0.0,0.0,0.0928287113022147,0.07143702320551035,0.0,0.08415126828211313
anxiety,fulltweakomode,2019/03/13,"Telling the Person You're Seeing that You're on Meds I've been having quite the complicated relationship with this guy the past few months. I'm a freshman in college and he's a sophomore. I don't know how to tell him I have anxiety and that I take medication but I feel as though it'll help him understand the way I have responded to certain issues that have come up during our relationship, and help keep good communication habits up between us. I'm nervous of his perception completely changing of me because of the negative stigma that surrounds anxiety and taking meds. Does anyone have any tips on how to approach this situation? ",6.509852941176473,7.804780689075635,7.068392857142857,70.87973214285716,65.63865546218487,10.319747899159664,35.04306722689076,10.411451182825502,3.9236126050420177,518,24,88,13,8,170,82,119,0.092,0.795,0.113,0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,7,0,8,1,0,2,1,15,18,9,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,7,6,0,1,4,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,2,11,2,14,16,1,11,0,0,1,0,15,6,0,0,2,56,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093807479670067,0.0,0.24609339222202026,0.0,0.0,0.11246721403308116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805018594286284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701536664141863,0.13855452632808446,0.16864389726755458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075735716813892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132853503171461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490993470809087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15926275875195414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21562327263686087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16788136172040566,0.0,0.14296725291009532,0.0,0.0,0.08839671658295402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573271359765131,0.16203535251389026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838568667833888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535456401761236,0.0,0.1404444618630213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710794453546369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453766675855116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817338132940867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18079756437639327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24187224350830766,0.0,0.28117286459000873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580303094573152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167446285551644,0.19347784922040906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767201238473047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nocturnal29,2019/03/13,"My best friend doesn't believe I have anxiety. My one and only friend got really mad at me because she thinks I am lying about having anxiety and depression and she thinks I am just using it as an excuse for being lazy. And she feels like I am insulting her because she truly does have anxiety and is unable to work because of it and she thinks I don't understand what it's like to truly have anxiety. She told asked a doctor about me and the doctor said it doesn't sound like I really have anxiety, I don't know exactly what she asked the doctor though. And she keeps saying 2 people from this social anxiety meetup group we used to go to said that they don't believe I have social anxiety or any type of anxiety and I was just there to pick up girls. I have read several books on anxiety and depression and been to several therapists for it and none of my therapists ever told me I didn't really have anxiety or depression. I'm 32 and only work part time and still live with my parents and she thinks I am making up having anxiety and depression as an excuse not to go full time or move out.",6.383898944193064,5.8193885927601805,7.557205882352942,73.6832598039216,65.78733031674207,11.891553544494721,31.086349924585214,11.374738998889045,3.5506467571644054,873,28,168,25,12,299,102,221,0.114,0.7070000000000001,0.18,0.5866,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,1,3,8,12,2,0,5,0,23,3,0,4,2,39,44,22,0,0,6,1,1,3,2,0,3,4,0,1,9,19,0,1,7,2,0,3,8,6,0,1,8,5,31,6,23,35,4,13,0,4,0,0,29,6,0,3,7,122,40,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052703675265923774,0.0,0.6521727596861164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490687460650792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173257878767193,0.0,0.0,0.17463529374828365,0.08133303912421568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670077015178342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379781970907833,0.06782208186871164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07010454063713002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03918708529455023,0.05536708459181973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119754927904718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809177297791718,0.0,0.061985026654981235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888689107618523,0.0,0.0,0.042592795642311616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135899493280236,0.0,0.06843524131100484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051732850728982586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237182560458109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05251701978923865,0.11788676089311186,0.0,0.0,0.08605624018989601,0.08392656825393853,0.0,0.05372977933112626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752246951498815,0.0,0.14894832960940385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474433416890512,0.061632300706541035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17510926226330253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15800603139539787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06189279522514113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17997042174938271,0.0,0.19863931835971216,0.07614482682385801,0.0,0.09038349173026894,0.0,0.0,0.14811200233672772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068179110332056,0.0,0.13387281869532633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284402499436867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nikkib0333,2019/03/13,Storms pushing through Severe storms are pushing through here in Texas and it’s supposed to hit my area around 7am.. the winds have picked up already.. my stomach is in knots and my heart is pounding.. I hate that I am this terrified of storms .. currently trying to relax ,2.6758823529411764,5.5059466862745134,2.532843137254904,92.04279411764708,82.13725490196079,4.968627450980391,28.10784313725491,6.42735559955562,1.2834549019607835,215,10,40,2,6,64,39,51,0.191,0.759,0.05,-0.8462,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,0,5,2,2,1,0,4,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,9,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4458390828481484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.359657783101163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3988798125847312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4787580921906805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4564203995982242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742987319780855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawaybluespruceg,2019/03/13,"I still hate the way I look It's so exhausting. And I'm still so angry. I don't want any help. I just hate this disgusting body. Check my history.

I do it as punishment for myself because I'm the only one to blame for all my problems. I let myself get fat, I let myself loose weight too fast and get saggy skin, I let myself gain all the weight back again. I have to beat myself down mentally because I cant ever do anything right.

I keep the way I feel to myself and vent here so I don't bring others around me down.",0.2528378378378377,2.295166648648653,2.4751576576576566,93.792195945946,85.21621621621622,5.501801801801802,17.35810810810811,6.816661863887847,-0.08596756756756774,402,9,91,5,12,136,65,111,0.285,0.6859999999999999,0.029,-0.9814,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,12,6,4,0,4,0,9,6,3,0,3,12,20,7,0,2,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,4,3,1,1,0,1,1,3,6,0,1,0,5,22,0,9,17,2,13,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,6,65,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107360847906058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340025989879993,0.14496120874309948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252131178420922,0.0,0.19853025154990908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808773882192457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14729717267400952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233627689110562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17015328363935936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215395439349615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914753027994292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447387601089335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4995416439414119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674372424467895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16410338341033331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034390157779292,0.12384637583699913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15581490410141288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390635921554713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600868264081088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604664456285823,0.25850799252327844,0.0,0.39658799708551423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cynicaesura,2019/03/13,"I need to get blood drawn Hello, r/anxiety. Today was something of a win for me! After 2 months of not feeling motivated to make an appointment with a psychiatrist I finally had my appointment today. Got a couple prescriptions and an official GAD diagnosis so I'm hoping to finally be able to do things again!

But in the meeting she said those dreaded words ""when was the last time you had blood work done?"" and all I could do was shake my head because never in my 21 years on this earth have I had my blood drawn, at least not in my memory. I remember watching my younger sister get hers done when we were kids for an allergy test but I never had to get it and I've managed to talk my way out of it at every appointment with my OBGYN. But once the psychiatrist said I need to suck it up and get it done in the next couple months I knew there's no putting it off anymore.

It's weird. I don't have a fear of needles or of blood but specifically intense anxiety around getting blood drawn. Probably because it's not like anything I've ever done before. A lot of my anxiety occurs before new experiences but once I'm actually in the moment I usually don't have an issue. But I have no idea how to get past that initial anxiety. Any tips? ",3.60323398858592,5.01227273493976,5.349165081378146,80.0536398224477,72.65461847389558,8.936884379623757,28.366307334601565,9.414487439383343,2.5351959839357425,977,38,194,23,19,334,134,249,0.115,0.847,0.038,-0.9388,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,1,1,0,3,8,8,1,3,14,0,22,6,6,3,4,36,40,15,0,4,10,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,11,9,0,0,5,0,0,2,9,5,0,0,16,4,25,3,31,22,3,36,0,0,1,0,11,12,1,3,22,131,36,4,0.10165569114512796,0.0,0.09920129054790383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06912935590087152,0.0,0.31106530192864185,0.0,0.100815129916909,0.0,0.0,0.08365397218621039,0.09049511737724343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393673157611496,0.0,0.17300301173813282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116379758051208,0.2249601774598736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4161162645743191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195339253892026,0.08564930416377825,0.0,0.0,0.0994387721377235,0.0,0.11439091450270295,0.05140017185473772,0.0,0.0,0.22271768151712001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186654176364311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813033426328755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432806678250668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096703853038723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475690172959607,0.0,0.10610213057780088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286295608763858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04966383586621187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642403336967126,0.0,0.0,0.06785596320875129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16228120564035212,0.0,0.0,0.1507528138190539,0.15680627177139114,0.0981796999646708,0.1081119807915154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165199867734155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704185977923774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960202852637173,0.0,0.0,0.10219204709114924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515608147476487,0.0,0.19339568239610844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825951749123977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170699389331189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06753552417463628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05927625100013719,0.0,0.19271541783520965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195938198849026,0.0,0.0,0.08068955594806068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400655386709135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546293218470904
anxiety,a_can_of_coke,2019/03/13,What are ways you comfort yourself? I need to comfort myself more and am trying to get some ideas. Im really anxious all the time but especially when trying to fall asleep. ,3.766363636363636,6.097911090909093,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636367,74.45454545454545,6.824242424242425,26.15151515151515,7.793537801064563,1.72389696969697,138,5,24,2,3,45,28,33,0.05,0.845,0.106,0.2152,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,6,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,3,4,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.405428514133895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18749826057359567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4051281050081747,0.3876484131689194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26610252135890616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299055997980817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20926388633478685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4873074360067205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848596154348613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,donotuseyourname,2019/03/13,"Doing this for the upvotes Hi,

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I have lurked reddit a decade, rarely interacting. I did not want the letter A of karma whore. I am here to announce I see past the hard shell exterior of up and down triangle vote button. The real community lives here. A fun place to type keys to people who see them elsewhere.

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Bye.",2.956666666666667,5.737758000000002,4.027936507936508,82.21428571428574,80.1111111111111,6.139682539682537,23.285714285714285,7.447530270364453,1.2717047619047626,266,9,47,4,7,86,49,63,0.111,0.836,0.053,-0.3863,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,7,0,4,1,0,0,0,4,7,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,5,1,8,6,0,5,1,0,2,1,6,4,0,0,2,30,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4355221499824576,0.4884238916150191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18003804870981852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17746847524747436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19185756014361374,0.13933379689485942,0.0,0.20998067652296246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287585351922297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203090910169819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185428459173151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4884238916150191,0.0
anxiety,Less_Awesome_Possum,2019/03/13,"Anxiety and flying Anyone ever fly on a plane with anxiety?  I have a flight booked for a month from now and I’m already so anxious.  

I’ve always wanted to travel and my anxiety holds me back so much.  ",1.730853658536585,3.8281590975609774,4.236768292682928,82.94344512195124,79.97560975609757,7.0268292682926825,22.445121951219512,8.07648339933343,1.4436780487804883,157,5,30,3,4,55,32,41,0.199,0.8009999999999999,0.0,-0.6924,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,3,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,21,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202031998845611,0.0,0.2414397004703236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6659240191945911,0.3278027388498796,0.0,0.2028894221018861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231182125613366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624699588090252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316061440684411,0.0,0.2133039336920852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17114625070197734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,paradzik10,2019/03/13,"Loud heartbeat at night So I was curious how normal this is, my anxiety hits bad at night for me, is it normal to be hearing my heartbeat so clearly? ",4.4390000000000045,5.158129566666666,5.993333333333332,78.81000000000002,70.0,8.666666666666668,35.0,8.841846274778883,3.1190000000000007,117,6,22,2,2,40,23,30,0.14300000000000002,0.6890000000000001,0.16699999999999998,0.2191,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,4,6,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,4,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242945353302734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26516333066346204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3579320909880465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.596048554858452,0.6223155966807719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,1XxstealthxX1,2019/03/13,"Someone stole the thing that calms my anxiety so have this bracelet right and i keep it with me and it calms my anxiety down a lot for some reason i don’t know why but it does and also right around my 5th period starts i get the most anxiety i also don’t know why but it’s just like that sometimes so i was spinning my bracelet on my finger in my 5th period and i set it on my desk bc i had to get up to get something and i comeback and it’s gone and i was looking around and this girl had it and i’m really insecure about things and so i walk over and ask her really nicely if i can have my bracelet back and she says oh this is yours well i really like so can i have it and i told her where you can get one and they are like 20 dollars so i thought she would just say ok and give it back but no she was like that’s really far i’m going to just keep this one. so i really didn’t want to deal with her and she was spinning it on her finger like i was so i just took it, well apparently she thought it was hers at that point so she yelled at the teacher. the teacher came over and said what’s the problem she said he took my bracelet and he knew it was mine because i’ve been wearing it for like a month straight everyday now and he just walked away so i did get back in the end thankfully.",-0.4037129186602826,1.6312981789473715,1.6069537480063794,98.92382775119616,88.26315789473685,5.41945773524721,18.110047846889948,6.850034144686104,-0.13163157894736832,1011,27,251,14,33,334,122,285,0.052000000000000005,0.799,0.149,0.9804,1,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,1,0,26,15,0,1,8,1,23,3,3,1,0,47,51,34,0,4,9,0,2,6,0,1,0,5,0,1,25,24,0,2,6,0,1,7,4,2,2,2,22,8,45,13,23,28,3,38,0,0,1,0,27,20,0,4,16,176,70,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16802669050432176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411029443514933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870444489849064,0.0982132953936377,0.0,0.09870368772699213,0.2423450263231661,0.0,0.06404123873890379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015621979388325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830825193455157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091935322997907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930485444903478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27443744655250285,0.10077940797228682,0.05970581688911046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18675742197564105,0.0,0.0,0.11547219775234392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079506966773125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.088220685986476,0.0,0.0,0.08931496068067604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385479672641137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14237749842469838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931199531916708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052452353972298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33650821913594026,0.10801519363127264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17943471356312118,0.19986486507909945,0.16708969457848394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901371384058378,0.08087733764658647,0.10390319395930067,0.0,0.0743592660360851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672156521672666,0.0,0.0,0.1395892427377329,0.0,0.0,0.16680565682405324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038562957306993,0.23344244090842145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06196482446882243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18891614631888545,0.0,0.18959362485755094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462885703284411,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hexac0rn,2019/03/13,Breathing anxiety I have had anxiety about having lack of oxygen to the brain for some time now. At first it started out with consciously breathing all the time which was a nightmare. Now the anxiety has transitioned to worrying about getting enough oxygen when eating and drinking. I’m scared that I will damage my brain from lack of oxygen. About an hour ago I accidentally breathed in some of the food I was eating and began coughing. I don’t believe I was coughing for long but it still scares me that I could possibly have done something to my brain when this occurred. Can someone help clear this up for me. My forehead and face got kind of hot after this but that’s normal right? I know I probably shouldn’t give this much attention but I know I’m gonna be thinking about it a lot. Part of me wants to get a ct scan so I know nothing is wrong. The more detail about this u can add the better. Thanks and I hope everyone is coping alright with their anxiety,3.1082328605200935,5.4800155797872385,3.7354609929078,86.88388888888889,76.71276595744679,6.73096926713948,25.86997635933806,7.793537801064563,1.5502472813238768,771,29,147,12,18,243,113,188,0.1,0.773,0.127,0.9198,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,2,11,9,0,2,10,1,18,14,8,0,2,29,34,10,0,7,3,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,12,8,4,0,6,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,7,2,19,5,25,22,10,19,0,1,1,0,3,5,0,4,14,108,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151325456462832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.384943670884378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173243409685182,0.0,0.11125902382319856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4212999830922907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044029337198834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873608966251635,0.0,0.12323516245702665,0.0,0.2574476378678777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998403172574366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020636928295222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700459521029844,0.1521166928991194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314496076207724,0.12067789764685476,0.0,0.0,0.10061298053567222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432044167001942,0.0,0.0,0.12494682694994913,0.12388670954080573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310003368473179,0.20740757970983534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113281876262694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694984124454672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247676561000688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12325634498573187,0.12070756724390135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13622809626525662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181951071275986,0.0,0.0,0.13563263705636427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074316888407282,0.0,0.0,0.2518935604232627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658911442478718,0.09684624340270774,0.0,0.0,0.08904120470985041,0.0,0.10046327213743382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581885012340455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060694231442597,0.0,0.0,0.14670885833156042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419953039424661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775502683564602,0.0,0.0,0.137541496899595,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TeemDrake,2019/03/13,"Anxiety in academic life I [25M] have been suffering from little anxiety since the late high school years. Specially during my finals (in my country we take final exam of 12 subjects and 8 practical exams which took 2 and a half months).
The anxiety start to caused panic attacks during the night before finals. The general symptoms included racy heart beats, trouble focusing vision,  I was sure that it’s a heart attack. I also didn’t sleep at night before the exams. Took some of them with 0 mins of sleep.
I passed with A+ in all subjects (It was not that hard to get so in my country actually) started preparing for admission exams to the beat Engineering college. The anxiety didn’t grew but didn't abated. I still had episodes of panic attacks. My parents knew nothing was wrong with me physically  - which was actually the case - and told me to shake it off. 
I took the admission exam with little amount of sleep in November and got in with a low rank in the merit list and started studying materials science and engineering - which has low potential in my country compared to Civil Engineering or EECS. 
THIS WAS MY DREAM SCHOOL. 9990 students took the admission test and I got in with a 800 something merit position, I was relieved. 
BUT the anxiety didn’t go away, this time it increased. I suffered the same anxiety symptoms here and there, chest tightness, lack of sleep, GERD. Lost weight in a huge amount. I didn't sleep any of the nights before the finals'. 
Still I got out with a 3.4+ gpa and 20th position in a 50 students class. I had an average 3.54 gpa in the last 4 semesters.
I graduated last October and willing to pursue a research career and get a PhD in USA. I'm working (so so) on project for a publication for no pay. I'm now anxious as ever. 
I also have relationship issues that has immerged to me recently. My gf was in the same class and was a topper and went on becoming a lecturer at another college in another city 8+ hours bus travel away. We were dating during the senior years casually with out physical intimacy (which is a norm in my country’s culture)  and we helped each other quite a lot with academic studies. It was her who approached first, told me she liked me. 
This relationship began when I had let down from another girl in my class and she(gf) noticed me having a hard time. She helped me out through those times.
BUT now all she's saying that this won't work cause she thinks we don't click and the fights we had are to blame, and I didn't valued her presence. And It's all my fault. 
This along with an other lecturer of that college asking her out for a casual lunch has added to my post graduation anxiety. 
Should I seek for a professional  help now? ",5.085821810182273,6.474451098837212,6.062484810391787,76.43684160905094,69.01937984496124,9.37682799078148,31.387806411062225,9.703287916142703,3.1039714644877425,2141,90,387,49,37,709,249,516,0.125,0.797,0.077,-0.9603,1,0,1,0,1,0,61.0,5,0,1,8,14,23,4,3,39,0,34,13,8,2,5,61,58,29,0,2,5,1,4,1,1,3,3,1,0,1,24,39,2,1,2,4,1,12,10,15,0,2,34,6,48,8,66,20,12,81,0,5,1,0,29,35,0,3,34,260,72,33,0.0,0.0,0.1277200094926237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466469622051652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04450144722469459,0.20585865221954028,0.3504299713114222,0.07392857854643749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06117757063677064,0.22334235769268215,0.12296607712480825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227334382348748,0.16705387232923735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444982219748575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059194230755892176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867453058365758,0.0,0.05566323456191821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837940303112296,0.0,0.037191062732594864,0.0,0.15701504943383493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724278095632405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15509344128534866,0.13158916718908667,0.0691409578638446,0.0,0.0,0.06444522273759712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830236305262799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668467597192652,0.07381917565980163,0.0,0.0,0.06691683849467231,0.04622221060560237,0.031970680790738545,0.13117615281716005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143549545203469,0.05563475183336957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052233587411978866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842330341309764,0.0,0.06279144942972639,0.07450387907653745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535594913413731,0.07266338090927013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06267343520791771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960350016052044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461410989345671,0.1405161496046235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05204051830142455,0.0,0.1324575568490779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05413264812049067,0.0,0.3274363234093782,0.0,0.0,0.05037891272212132,0.0,0.0,0.1389563164189187,0.0,0.10452094456043698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616764299726128,0.13603444281284632,0.04920273942014984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04193131265576786,0.0,0.0,0.1144757789733912,0.0,0.0,0.12506145770811836,0.29082501225633994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968829607630104,0.0,0.06066353996586591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095282205606558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154837218787652,0.0,0.08428243497506283
anxiety,mem1795,2019/03/13,"Public anxiety I’ve tried going to fry’s electronics to get a new computer case.  I go to the section there are people looking at them, it gives me so much anxiety that I can barely breathe I walk around the store multiple times but  they were still there. They were just random people, three guys I’ll probably never see again in my life but the thought of them saying something about me being there is paralyzing. But by that time I’ve been in the store for too long and I haven’t bought anything and I can’t stop thinking what if the store staff thought I was stealing and they were watching me on the cameras, looking at this dumb guy doing dumb things.

I was going out to eat and I drove about five miles to the closest chain restaurant and I was driving into the parking lot and this guy in the entrance stared at me looking at parking spaces and I felt the same deep anxiety and I put in the name of the chain into the gps and drove further to the second closest one, about another 8 miles away.

This is my first post and even typing these two instances out make me feel awful, I am very ashamed of my inability to be normal.
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anxiety,vegabondsoul,2019/03/13,"Mirtazapine withdrawal Has anyone stopped using Mirtazapine? What was your experience like? I’m feeling veryyyyyy ill. My insurance doesn’t start until April 1st and I know you should gradually get off it under doctor supervision, but there’s no way I can afford it because Im out of refills and I’d have to go to the psychiatrist first sans insurance. I only have ~8 left so I’m taking half my normal prescription a day hoping that helps. Thanks in advance! ",4.5510882352941175,7.216680505882355,5.906691176470589,71.63886029411766,73.35294117647058,8.955882352941178,29.448529411764717,9.516144504307137,3.2726764705882365,373,16,61,10,8,125,71,85,0.07,0.752,0.17800000000000002,0.8591,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,2,2,3,0,0,2,0,7,2,0,1,0,11,18,5,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,1,7,3,8,16,0,14,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,7,36,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823275183658471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895518735810088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16816684166603485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26689607448953595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550706066684354,0.0,0.0,0.13184669054130516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217999669248177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623489049824272,0.0,0.1481943431586325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17478007497472756,0.0,0.0,0.25899076605443244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28166255493957576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330535440771588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833134937368026,0.0,0.0,0.12739281139082528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554867217373309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19831762384931093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845653097493332,0.0,0.0,0.21800472050551914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960569855828296,0.0,0.0,0.2400702238642664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252105249183924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20697695219901655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Revircs,2019/03/13,"Reminders that I am safe? There's a top post here of a jar of 100 reminders that you are safe, but it seems like their comments were deleted. Any words of encouragement for other readers and myself?",4.487017543859646,6.31115963157895,4.255263157894738,87.11517543859651,71.10526315789474,6.119298245614036,28.456140350877188,6.42735559955562,1.2183929824561406,158,6,30,1,3,48,32,38,0.0,0.6970000000000001,0.303,0.8912,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,4,4,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4347134226049377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123063391484405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.612226910016626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5819512018943636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KeepItCool_481,2019/03/13,"My anxiety has me unable to sleep or go to school I have been home for 2 days now, and am probably going to be home tomorrow too, because my anxiety has gotten so bad I can’t even think about going to school without having an anxiety attack. It started with an assignment I’ve been struggling to get done and is now late. I don’t understand it and can’t look at it without freaking out. It progressed into staring at the ceiling at night because I knew if I fell asleep I would have to wake up and actually get stuff done and face all this stuff that’s making me anxious in the first place. I need to go back to school eventually, and I need sleep. None of my usual coping skills are helping. I don’t want to go to school after missing all week and face the comments on how I was gone and people asking why and get the piles of makeup work. I can’t handle it. I don’t know what to do. I just kinda feel like I am suffocating right now due to all of it. Please help me.",3.528394625176805,4.29991229207921,4.933182461103254,85.3929702970297,72.11881188118812,7.751626591230551,26.309759547383308,7.957251820313856,1.4138927864214992,761,24,162,10,14,255,116,202,0.1,0.8340000000000001,0.066,-0.7675,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,4,10,6,1,1,6,0,23,6,6,2,3,32,46,13,0,5,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,11,12,0,0,5,0,0,7,9,5,0,1,8,3,20,1,29,36,4,31,0,1,2,0,4,10,0,3,15,114,31,6,0.0,0.0,0.10741917327723287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526255761179228,0.12435556214827767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290703996997363,0.12522836224040804,0.0,0.0846423396153821,0.09190961158349034,0.13420371016402974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099049251945869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22529376826100256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270475270689034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055658186868822825,0.07863895764204712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936313528683738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17253190722362474,0.0,0.31279618815466603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14756444828385984,0.0,0.2208322068350514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06049538416308418,0.0,0.12417153510845436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053778011970000456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243687041150736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347718391117658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16324124958676314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329971158694944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631346082400088,0.0,0.1150069293218514,0.12083137809622604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186815134035504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400506910308327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4456147883976401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203127876441533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779129946861453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507627363156928,0.25202342417703305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053283127373854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145939324751069,0.0,0.0,0.12123415116284154,0.0,0.06492620620037348,0.0,0.08829704752108572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932727872061647,0.0,0.0,0.2122204023722428,0.0,0.08013729246456798,0.0,0.0,0.07819546979674853,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,goddessemm,2019/03/13,"Does anyone else worry about this? Hey everyone! I believe this is my first time posting in this group (btw, i love seeing all the smiling selfies and success stories!!). Anyways, I suffer from IBS and emetophobia, so a lot of my anxiety comes from feeling sick. Recently, I’ve been having a super good time with it. I’ve faced possible exposures to stomach bugs, and even feeling sick myself, but i survived and I’m still going strong! I’m so proud of myself for not letting my small bouts of panic to set me back, and I want to share this with other people, but I’m terrified of jinxing it.  I wouldn’t really call myself a superstitious person, but in my opinion, ya never know what’s out there. Because of this, I feel like the minute I talk about how good it’s been, the worst will happen just because i talked about it. I know how irrational it is, but it’s something that I can’t seem to let go of. Does anyone else think about this? If so, how do you handle it? xx ",3.5260794473229717,5.023018326424868,4.712974093264247,84.18984110535408,72.98963730569949,7.219205526770295,26.33816925734024,7.793537801064563,1.5185864594127807,759,26,148,10,15,250,116,193,0.133,0.679,0.188,0.8704,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,0,6,16,12,0,1,6,0,11,5,2,3,2,32,28,16,0,3,7,0,3,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,16,9,0,0,7,0,0,3,4,3,0,1,2,4,21,9,22,22,3,16,0,1,1,1,10,4,0,4,8,104,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831526283769068,0.0,0.0,0.19800476134077968,0.2901495005747283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887326695327527,0.0,0.1726227846394867,0.0,0.0,0.1595224134124003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457828687299862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219664599774275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478111256924916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365590251900569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351825559404348,0.0,0.0,0.13529443883292971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147750876679476,0.10115127095014734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043560376941928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16093668038798406,0.2375164144860775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520676067541892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15562731699896132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289568865692912,0.0,0.06917327521937097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120373977192438,0.1277896776430721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920223140421377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612428472559335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816004413599473,0.12363012808622655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15962041971568544,0.1356032050414325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070559374741248,0.0,0.1398021404664468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282816951838663,0.1288973856971534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900219541116206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307322655390825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276078872020737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907245688520704,0.0,0.0,0.16512346873289385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351291105653763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437905891918983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aygirlay101,2019/03/13,"Should I️ delete Instagram to help with my anxiety I’m conflicted if I️ should delete my I️nsta to help with my anxiety. I️ find myself spending a couple hours a day on I️t and I️ think it’s a big part of my depression comparing my life to everyone else’s . The reason I️ am conflicted though is I️ run a clothing brand on I️t. It’s my main source of advertising and I️t helps me stay updated on other clothing brands, fashion,art., Are there any good apps I️ can download that are as easy to get into as Instagram that can help me get away from the insta app. I️ want something to keep me inspired and what’s going on in the community but is not as draining as social media.",4.0553333333333335,5.396286274074075,5.495740740740743,79.70583333333336,71.44444444444444,9.548148148148153,28.314814814814817,9.888512548439397,2.767014814814816,537,20,105,14,10,181,83,135,0.038,0.8540000000000001,0.109,0.7543,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,7,0,9,1,0,1,0,19,16,10,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,6,0,3,4,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,10,2,21,14,2,14,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,1,3,63,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313568603088719,0.0,0.2955369747041324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18148216319861785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21373020347556212,0.0,0.12457358265754405,0.0,0.16637024445023946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16136215897013148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18457467627112584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17654667139531188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018384626147384,0.0,0.10977847995453548,0.16201521544792452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5178899692959749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902257712647856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17169136085007586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643611253878804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091757443235372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19860282275107147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19690444821202088,0.0,0.14870563124698372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058851108846721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377048214366546,0.18978079479044926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393201860835105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GregSmall,2019/03/13,"An artist struggling to find motivation I know the whole “struggling artist” thing is done to death, but that’s not what I would call myself. I just feel like my skills aren’t nearly where I want them to be. I am currently in school to become a comic book artist, and I’m surrounded by people who do such amazing art effortlessly, and it feels like I’ve been left in the dust. It makes me feel like I don’t really have a chance trying to be a professional artist. And usually I just keep on trying and trying, but sometimes it’s just really discouraging and I feel like giving up. But that’s a scary thought for me since I don’t really have any other career paths I’d like to pursue.

TL;DR I’m not as good at art as I’d like to be.",4.080394736842109,4.611571513157898,5.3208947368421065,83.98726315789476,70.71052631578948,8.71157894736842,23.094736842105263,8.841846274778883,1.2742689473684203,578,12,125,10,10,193,87,152,0.11,0.682,0.208,0.9425,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,5,11,0,2,7,0,14,0,0,2,0,26,26,10,1,2,8,0,4,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,2,8,8,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,4,14,8,17,19,1,11,0,1,0,0,4,9,0,0,8,77,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09659437372424193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15687576065419728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504217906268432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14535970084353325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28728561664866903,0.405903294910582,0.0,0.0,0.12982508196701995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13626095950528852,0.0,0.11913925342910622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262546884584435,0.0,0.0,0.07806333048833533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15433055509187688,0.0,0.0,0.4163713426567423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481506350215968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847499929834144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729898919439265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375549051559702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749975718389555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048454133062266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29698917708002914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943673143887219,0.0,0.0,0.1127665825145828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28931440646896434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15644072253818067,0.0,0.08378086960007106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15858636841304075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090354637600862,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ivegothealthanxiety,2019/03/13,Chest tight and hard to breathe ONLY at night when laying down Only for a month or so. Is this something I should worry about,3.66,5.351617599999997,3.4450000000000003,92.6275,73.0,5.0,20.5,3.1291,-0.3634,100,2,20,0,2,30,24,25,0.17,0.83,0.0,-0.5106,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,4,2,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,5,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3580938016574637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190733576599632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751344406579548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6080495290954727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077439179262473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4059613580434999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tomracka,2019/03/13,"Overthinking becoming a burden I have been talking to a girl I like for a while but I overthink scenarios which are either not realistic or well into the future. I am from mainland Scotland and she is from a place called the Shetland isles off the north coast by a few hundred miles. Her family still loves there and she loves being home there. 
I overthink certain scenarios like maybe she wants to live there in later life and I don’t so it’s already a clash even though we aren’t together.
Another possibility is even going to see her family I get seasick terribly and easily so a ferry there is my worst nightmare and her family rarely visit the mainland so again another clash. I don’t know how to stop thinking about future things with people I might want to be with.",3.6822683397683376,6.151393655405407,4.717992277992277,80.06581081081082,75.28378378378378,8.012355212355214,26.11196911196911,8.841846274778883,2.3081509652509653,623,23,110,14,14,203,95,148,0.112,0.7440000000000001,0.14300000000000002,0.583,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,0,15,9,0,0,11,0,13,3,0,1,1,21,22,13,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,3,9,0,1,2,0,0,2,4,3,1,0,1,1,17,6,15,18,3,15,0,0,1,2,13,6,0,2,9,85,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18233165611023397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34650898228490834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824797928913097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16871482685081565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21826121530682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4672827866915187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632407636780494,0.0,0.09390208153958546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657357464546381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080421551751157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167044303206534,0.16144273671732906,0.0,0.14589811040307032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29824690557872424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16599232255769505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17527930666442934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454731694684167,0.0,0.17262662499994946,0.0,0.0,0.18626816001660546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166420418932348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195017213244153,0.13813683170760982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328028783219369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976920789771703,0.10587053046518433,0.16233429060450236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19490985311076794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148558551746536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AegonTargaryen97,2019/03/13,"In need of advice for studying/homework Hi guys, since entering college I have not been the best about doing my homework because I have lots of anxiety while i'm doing it, but I have been able to do okay so far. Now I am in a class that is very difficult and to be honest I understand only a very little amount of the information, so when I sit down to study I get extremely anxious and start thinking about other things and get distracted. I then avoid doing the work entirely and do poorly on the quiz during class day. There is not a tutor for the type of class I am in, it's Electronics and I was told the only kind of tutor that would be available is a Physics tutor. I usually do my homework from home, but I have also done it at my college's library. Even though my mom's boyfriend is constantly yelling, it's still my best bet because the library at my school is always super crowded and I cannot find a seat alone (I don't study as well when people are in my peripheral or making noise around me). I really need help desperately, i'm open to any kind of suggestion that will help me be less distracted while studying. I might fail this class if I don't do something soon.",5.573571428571429,5.558182407563027,6.310588235294119,80.09764705882355,67.36134453781513,9.489075630252099,31.285714285714285,9.23628265651192,2.5518117647058816,935,34,187,16,14,308,130,238,0.14,0.77,0.09,-0.883,0,2,1,0,1,0,18.0,0,0,0,5,15,13,0,3,12,1,32,0,0,1,0,26,43,20,0,4,6,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,1,10,8,0,1,4,0,2,1,5,5,1,0,5,1,26,8,25,32,5,26,0,1,0,0,9,12,0,5,12,136,36,16,0.1420042499406588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13876490954658466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14707357669749452,0.0,0.11356074737282243,0.11815891167391078,0.0,0.0,0.09656775949286926,0.0,0.1086328625218796,0.16042438253020358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641388909649084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17312894545606028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980493986934374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15345614625183515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158099349323658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453196505118074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379246781182736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297893118218632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483827191694388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14060653331762407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903649108282065,0.0,0.14244184100930454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29575114822093584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232556429555884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072693517951474,0.0,0.0,0.09478893951646188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15064406844150116,0.0,0.16631366126146008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21058870400336194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21600126207289225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844786690631176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097155873862073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14371588218502704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746738298234165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932180930426924,0.0,0.0,0.1005113389998616,0.0,0.11340477743697774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434131376940708,0.09099058948167243,0.13951845457173953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13569114627673884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478314322370781,0.0,0.0,0.15639761910031771,0.23433675617837205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767887472147949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338078521925374,0.0,0.0,0.10087574485687212,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rdas423,2019/03/13,"Advice about talking about Anxiety Hey all!

So I an 98% sure I have anxiety. I have taken all the online quizzes I could find about anxiety and that all come back saying the same thing, that I have moderate to high anxiety. I have also learned through countless hours spent researching that I probably have GAD.

The problem I am running into is that I don't know how to tell the parents. I need to do something about my probable anxiety because it has started to get worse and I am starting to become very distant from all of my friends, hyperventilate much more, and occasionally throw up because of nervousness. Every time I try, I change the subject or run up stairs.

How did everyone tell their parents, and what can I do to calm myself?

Thanks!",4.9847792207792185,6.905846828571428,5.55649350649351,77.89396103896107,70.0,8.805194805194805,34.15584415584415,9.339509955726095,3.3765714285714274,596,30,105,13,11,192,88,140,0.121,0.802,0.077,-0.4973,2,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,9,6,0,1,6,0,15,0,0,2,5,21,24,9,0,3,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,0,3,0,1,4,1,2,0,0,3,1,18,4,17,20,7,14,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,1,5,80,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368967056073706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203186924163484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5358516446462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772243472711528,0.0,0.17079809553910485,0.1547210873823087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14819922008855005,0.12067722767476392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185240950911496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803391818864208,0.13386432467739515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804194712854292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823506736685304,0.0,0.07319251491509284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801534863911908,0.0,0.0,0.13796282849328625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699113825789514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298405858672736,0.10387676506396533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111121393418508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020866776372955,0.13404953990318846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114071267990602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078500003617089,0.0,0.0,0.1983162923570016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203546157387405,0.0,0.0,0.11260099222991304,0.24489392512337094,0.12897829165929886,0.0,0.0,0.09307118852960022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168902514024774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511356710468694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559093011467447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276615916915533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nicksonman,2019/03/13,"Short-term anxiety relief? Hi Group. I'll keep it short. I generally always have anxiety (or at least what I think is anxiety). It's a tense feeling that's strongest in my chest, but I can feel it throughout my whole body. Can anyone relate to this? There are some measures I take for short-term relief. These are green (sometimes), codeine, paracetamol (Tylenol), or a beer/wine. These things do work, especially the codeine. Any other measures I should be aware of? I'm only looking for short-term consumables.",3.1566275659824043,6.115755376344088,3.3137243401759555,86.3633137829912,81.25806451612901,6.392570869990226,26.73411534701857,7.686295010490155,1.8342989247311832,402,17,72,7,11,123,67,93,0.052000000000000005,0.8320000000000001,0.116,0.7608,0,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,9,3,2,0,0,10,16,3,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,10,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,7,2,6,14,3,3,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,3,0,42,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119459406998976,0.0,0.0,0.17321710514296093,0.0,0.5845761588003724,0.0,0.0,0.17810488226118532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829344890818751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575863424879999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22640523254419626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21389912877017325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19372466297229995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25192280490473346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915163802298184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16922344840906392,0.16321313229215678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843837647321276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18543787737363468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whothefuckcares123,2019/03/14,"r/Anxiety lowers my anxiety as I read. Anyone else? This subreddit often lowers my anxiety by letting me step out of my own concerns and focus on other people’s in that moment. Of course, sometimes I can get a bit more anxious from a post but often I find myself calmed by escaping the cyclic thoughts in my head as I focus on something other than them. It’s a nice escape at times. Anyone else feel this way? ",3.1957142857142853,5.161674567901237,4.947548500881833,80.20111111111113,74.92592592592592,7.097707231040566,25.151675485008816,7.957251820313856,1.7144342151675485,324,11,57,5,7,110,58,81,0.086,0.778,0.136,0.7884,2,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,2,1,1,0,0,8,5,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,11,2,14,3,3,11,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,2,2,43,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4525809060109756,0.22278406584731691,0.0,0.2757788451180128,0.40411702041019054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21529538117870614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294767980699101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997121234797766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802406226232849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030308016670234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023879045934518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016541592792432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136716225535444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18886664657657115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19725708086308527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15181705410650234,0.1950395163610252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15655772163264814,0.11499107193352925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565311296810337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,avt2020,2019/03/14,"What was your experience with medication like? I've had some form of anxiety for pretty much my entire life. I can't ever think of a moment where I felt like I belonged in my family. My parents constantly put me down and hang the fact that I can't support myself yet (but I'm desperately trying to get there and they're not acknowledging the many steps I'm trying to take) over my head. I'm still in college but about to graduate in a semester with multiple degrees.

I have a terrible seasonal job in my parent's hometown area and it makes me want to actually kill myself. 
It got so bad I was actually fantasizing with the thought of driving off the road so I wouldn't have to either go to work or go home. I'd rather be in the emergency room than anywhere else there.

But there's no jobs there that pay any better that wouldn't give me the same level of anxiety and stress (retail or waiter, what a wide variety of options). I make almost nothing seasonally and they act like I have all the money in the world.

I remember hiding my self harm scars with a bunch of bracelets and bandaids and just feeling so humiliated. I used to get really angry and would start cutting myself while at that seasonal job.

No matter what I accomplish (first published, professional article with my *new* job @ the age of 20), they never show they're proud of me. They never even ask to see the work I do for my school. 

So because of this, I seriously can't take it anymore. I've saved a lot of money to move out ($10K) with a few friends when I graduate and I CAN'T WAIT. 
But while I'm waiting for my graduation date, I'm really considering anxiety medication. My mental health is hanging by a thread at home.

What was it like for those of you who have taken meds? Is it worth it?",4.262670454545454,5.383372971590912,5.824495454545456,78.38186818181819,70.70454545454545,9.382,28.568636363636365,9.692545771848811,2.5991475909090918,1394,51,277,33,25,475,191,352,0.172,0.736,0.091,-0.9866,6,0,0,0,0,3,37.0,0,2,3,6,17,16,2,1,18,0,19,6,1,3,5,53,47,22,1,5,10,2,2,4,1,3,5,0,3,1,17,16,0,2,6,1,5,9,11,7,0,1,8,3,38,9,45,35,9,46,0,0,1,0,12,19,0,6,22,185,55,15,0.0,0.0,0.2011323278830137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031940290499864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07008048081129244,0.0,0.2365088496643389,0.0,0.10220220752180947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634189071299618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604606407136191,0.06282096531818493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114318355115246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136512402538172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608867217733926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06806641549155848,0.0932185448190441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080691295155488,0.09715045422763012,0.0,0.05210736756362093,0.0,0.09894832144601104,0.0,0.0,0.08765796361441258,0.0,0.0,0.07961952259248382,0.0,0.1076832719128076,0.09885910731405398,0.11713630547893153,0.0,0.08242196486609146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576347756971534,0.10954193770334948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20674379850999552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4090620986785656,0.0,0.11401435148812784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279032358309254,0.20138856791479864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761310926840833,0.0,0.0,0.137579135972326,0.10448091937184467,0.0,0.0,0.11447013282314365,0.2076327987083419,0.10385452974883992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953044763095214,0.0757567928656616,0.0,0.15896371052152014,0.09953051767615004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888341259228296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22885928386930954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484330609200257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359806918362577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203849007237325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674047085970528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042964875299759,0.08212096148294336,0.0,0.10750814538196347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294238782268984,0.0,0.08229932402716522,0.0,0.11804839108866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694483665302954,0.0,0.0,0.15496806737033025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603305589428525,0.0,0.08181362969057614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13993425585953015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900585636954066,0.0,0.0,0.06078411607204873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004956463444175,0.0,0.0,0.0732068418993285,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anon062101,2019/03/14,"My Mom Isn't Supportive of My Disorder My mom doesn’t understand what living with anxiety is like, no matter how much I try to explain and talk to her about it. She expects me to function like other people and negatively compares me to others. She’s mentally abusive and gives me anxiety attacks almost every day and purposefully tries to intimidate me. She says that I’m just “too sensitive” when I have panic attacks and that everyone needs to walk on eggshells around me as to not upset me. She says that my anxiety is exhausting for her but doesn’t think about how it is for me. I don’t go to public school because of how bad my anxiety has gotten and I’m on medication but it only does so much. She came into my room today to say “What have you done today? Nothings cleaned?” (She never asked me to clean anything, and i don’t leave my room which means the mess is from her and her boyfriend) and then said that I have to finish school (which I’ve been trying very hard to do but I’m behind a couple grades due to hospitalizations) or get a job (I have no means of transportation to even get one or keep one). She lashes out at the smallest things, today she’s angry with me because I cleaned my bunny’s cage but not her birds, which I’ve cleaned every time since she got him except this once because she doesn’t know how to clean it. She expects me to do things in return for food or basic necessities like face wash, or food for my animals, and if I don’t do what she wants even though she doesn’t say what she wants, she gives me the silent treatment (like right now) and slams doors and makes a lot of noise to scare me. She blames me for things I do because of my disorders. I just don’t know what to do anymore because I don’t have any options. I wish she understood what I'm going through.",6.095934065934068,5.576015296703299,6.452505494505497,81.21749450549453,66.36263736263736,9.587692307692308,30.83736263736264,8.982922981607832,2.273314725274725,1424,46,295,21,20,461,170,364,0.133,0.813,0.054000000000000006,-0.9737,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,0,16,13,2,3,6,0,27,6,1,5,1,57,57,30,0,7,14,2,1,4,0,0,3,5,8,0,23,18,2,1,8,0,0,5,16,8,0,2,7,6,59,5,44,50,3,27,0,0,0,0,37,10,0,8,16,205,82,4,0.0,0.10264885672592884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675290156441176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05891508558565677,0.0,0.265103567753957,0.0,0.08591909949082746,0.0,0.0,0.0712936040948792,0.07712392970953658,0.0809924628246209,0.19712069215680125,0.0,0.0,0.07233699270305709,0.26406087012020496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908788953469426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586049179611912,0.0,0.05587270635674138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19858349231103212,0.0,0.0758152773545959,0.08865815767231362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444381225043955,0.0,0.1459882279938132,0.08278389742179171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20951989110428634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052690717076732,0.16621726052400654,0.09847386009039592,0.0,0.06929029393076479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760835776267999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597232879434212,0.07700558002844497,0.0,0.0,0.09522516932406934,0.0,0.0,0.09173444597089607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693028440632698,0.0,0.07650070092018382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365437239040801,0.0,0.0,0.05782984417898155,0.0,0.0,0.18874283417108367,0.0,0.08727611429515399,0.08730816966120357,0.0,0.0,0.20293281398967075,0.0,0.0,0.12737406717837882,0.06423909793954967,0.06681860984663678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312906316329713,0.0,0.0,0.09226394044559748,0.1174128635232814,0.06589017343088516,0.0,0.101648048985771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06006212150898035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07398621189453053,0.0824101644791947,0.27558398936284545,0.08673721197836158,0.1753594272749852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166575012480031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098312896550557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06963430333524223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726702557098782,0.05551250639917702,0.08511890236491985,0.0,0.05051783508409526,0.0,0.2463608662516233,0.0,0.0,0.1764593770952191,0.0,0.0,0.09019057217684336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148333004005042,0.10219968125721547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962650667189372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RelaxItsMyThrowaway,2019/03/14,"A part of having anxiety that I like. Lately I've been feeling more anxious than I normally do, but earlier today I was actually feeling pretty relaxed while I was at this GED course thing I'm taking. I started thinking about how I was feeling yesterday (pretty much borderline panic attack all day) in contrast to how I was feeling at the moment. 

As I thought back, I actually began to reminisce a little bit. Don't get me wrong, I do *not* enjoy anxiety, but I felt as if I missed my anxiety. Almost like it was an annoying friend that used to follow me around but is now suddenly gone. It's like my anxiety is this challenge that I've been battling and once it goes away I feel like I have nochallenge, or now my life is just too easy, or perhaps, now I'm too much like everyone else.

I hate how I feel this way, it can even make me do shit to plunge myself into anxiety (like taking a shit ton of caffeine pills for no reason). I just want to know if anyone even knows what I'm saying. I feel like I'm wrong for feeling this way, like what type of idiot misses anxiety? Idk man wtf even is life",4.215945945945947,4.977856630630632,5.755873873873874,80.15624324324327,70.53153153153153,8.802882882882882,29.21441441441441,9.029198982220553,2.37437981981982,860,32,169,16,15,293,122,222,0.226,0.5539999999999999,0.219,-0.6104,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,16,24,7,1,5,0,18,5,2,6,1,36,48,14,0,4,10,0,9,8,1,0,3,1,0,1,14,3,0,0,14,1,0,2,3,12,0,0,11,10,25,12,20,37,7,24,0,2,0,0,3,7,2,5,21,113,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.18515593652548076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949970961590086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4354448438705024,0.10717439852330853,0.0,0.06633425900223923,0.0,0.0,0.08445307574338241,0.0,0.10792661115689883,0.08913207594234987,0.07294801841728336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357182815079753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0611823323799095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792504561002325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18797924290324425,0.0,0.0,0.0906509145167492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3837469010643115,0.1355481466239034,0.09108863462076867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329516555835591,0.0,0.04956487420247209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366300023945057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427449000446384,0.0,0.10701579695403113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340168502485523,0.3707836456750824,0.09508315698204506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06332545850644879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13947852221316673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295098470737306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103185328057096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113077408333988,0.0,0.1027333375343251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19303073486210884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754061538510674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07544323666784708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947622980331501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06714841056068523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265860663725022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06302641406290782,0.06078790234485405,0.0,0.07531498981465735,0.0,0.0,0.08992424260586285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193592181730283,0.0,0.0,0.055955897570776285,0.15060439452825286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074476178313319,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cheeseheads001,2019/03/14,"Need Help Calming Down Back in September I began getting really sick. I would get dizzy, feel like I was going to throw up, etc. I started to notice triggers such as going to school, work, and the movie theaters. It took me until Dec until I was able to go to school on a normal schedule and be able to go back to work. Tomorrow I have an assembly and I'm going to the movie theaters. I feel as though its too much in one day, I've had assemblies after Dec but they were short, this one will be an hour long. I went to the movies once sent Nov and I ended up sitting in the hallway most the Mickey trying to calm down. I get scared about not being able to have a quick escape in case I get sick. I was wondering if you guys had any tips to help me. I've tried taking deep breaths and thinking about other things but it only helps for the couple seconds I can focus on it. Thanks in advance!",2.0592934782608694,3.771697429347828,3.4526086956521773,90.791847826087,77.42391304347827,5.9043478260869575,21.282608695652172,6.6274283507984215,0.3351369565217386,693,18,147,6,16,227,110,184,0.066,0.8190000000000001,0.115,0.7939,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,3,8,5,0,1,10,0,14,3,1,1,0,18,36,13,0,4,4,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,4,0,0,10,1,1,0,3,10,2,17,4,31,21,3,38,0,0,0,0,9,13,0,3,15,100,24,4,0.38613650614217854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752868845389465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19794342562617034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424175665375315,0.0,0.0830087007285239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400077768495916,0.0,0.14354809164140814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016147973955772,0.09195199904723148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689871830169693,0.0,0.3657504582664601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744528312525727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25881916065888283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267555590913639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06288226413092059,0.0,0.0,0.11390621897620108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946182538167782,0.09543844219550726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12611059715875686,0.0,0.14653965717946696,0.0,0.13707425896971756,0.1744373932355102,0.09789140429949764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245631114166922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12886333490215185,0.2605271727067197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091103135493708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09677553244593412,0.0,0.0,0.11850087192666545,0.0,0.0,0.08551064562974879,0.08247356054238399,0.12645905225418833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14300395537619492,0.17477422733639078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931746990997112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958285647687574,0.18740798355673224,0.0,0.0,0.09143343172193732,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,metticandy,2019/03/14,"DAE cringe at insignificant things you do Today in class, everyone at my table left to go sit with their friends because we were allowed to. There was only me and one other dude, and i wanted to leave 
1) to avoid any awkward conversation 
2) so HIS friends would have a seat if they wanted to sit by him

I just awkwardly sat down on the floor alone. He asked me why I was sitting on the floor and I just said “CauSe I cAn” 

IT MAKES ME CRINGE SO HARD!! I definitely wouldn’t remember if I was in his shoes and it’s not a big deal, but it ruined my day,, HE PROBABLY THOUGHT I WAS SO WEIRD 

This isn’t the first time this has happened either, small things I say or do make me cringe the second I do them, and it ruins my entire day. Then it just spirals into me believing that no matter how hard i try i will never be smooth or normal or just soCIaLLy aWAre ",1.1558192090395494,3.2480661920903957,2.8450000000000024,92.17959039548029,81.99435028248588,5.967231638418079,20.002824858757066,7.1686216300943375,0.3562519774011297,664,18,147,9,18,219,114,177,0.159,0.799,0.042,-0.9585,1,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,1,3,1,9,8,0,3,6,0,16,1,1,5,1,35,26,16,0,7,12,0,3,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,11,8,0,1,2,0,0,1,5,6,0,3,8,5,28,2,15,14,1,24,0,2,0,0,18,13,0,5,7,104,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17588358228017245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154842620527996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587599289411417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352144758752987,0.0,0.0,0.19133037615627216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744531859965069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21904129301891131,0.1750782346926787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16227146593397754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444498542799724,0.0,0.0,0.2624069271541753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651332040836948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501723557516969,0.0,0.30425293746954163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17981616579965545,0.1845112668556122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22671398380397084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097660425721938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663887521585375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507526268274935,0.12915670035196009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18309601209083964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19237435264224165,0.0,0.16153888152623894,0.13504866083434375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17311136124302676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256433629394933,0.0,0.0,0.13481909001336026,0.09902412679532957,0.0,0.16097067247964578,0.0,0.0,0.11529747004276765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003299266172031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15323724903760913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063613171725908,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FirstAvocado,2019/03/14,"I am having a recurring irrational thought that is greatly distressing to me I've been having a very bad week and it's all because I have this thought/scenario that keeps playing in my head that I can't switch off. It's honestly torturing me.

​

I think I have to explain a little but am going to try to be really concise.

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I am 24 years old prepping of grad school and thus live with my mom and her boyfriend. They have been fighting lately and I am reacting to it in a way that is very weird. I keep having various scenarios play in my head where my mom's boyfriend kills her during one of these arguments. Which is honestly ridiculous. He's never done anything truly concerning. He has had a rough life and so has a certain level of mental instability (but I'm one to talk, right?) but he's never tried to hurt anyone. I don't think he ever would. He just has insomnia and sort of general dysfunction.

​

So what the heck? How do i make it stop. It gives me a terrifying sense of danger. More than anything, I just want to go stay at a friend's house for a few days and get away. But I'm trapped by these thoughts that just... don't make sense. I feel like I have to be around to stop anything from happening. Which is ridiculous and it just an expression of my anxiety about not being in control.

​

Still, these thoughts are disturbing. My mind runs away. I end imagining really vivid details of the aftermath of something like that happening, and I fear the intense regret and guilt I would feel.

​

I'm having a really hard time. I need this thought loop to stop. It's torturing me. I've messed up my sleep schedule, I can't study for my entrance exam, I'm living in a constant state of feeling that there is danger. I'm exhausted. I'm probably forcing myself to go to a friend's for the weekend, but it's really hard... I get ""what if?""s. And I imagine how horrible it would be if I wasn't around to prevent such a thing from happening. The guilt, the regret. 

​

But I want to emphasize again that I don't even have a reason for concern. Their relationship is not abusive. It's just rocky. They argue nicely. They don't name-call or yell (maybe a slightly raised voice sometimes) or make threats. They just argue like normal people.

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When I was a teen, something violent did happen between my mom and my dad that I had to intervene in. If I had not intervened, my mom has told me she thinks she would be dead. Which I think is where this comes from. But in the end I don't care where it comes from. I just want it to go away.

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I don't know what I'm looking for here. I am just getting kind of desperate for some relief from this. This isn't the first time this has happened to me. Probably around 5 years ago, I completely overreacted to an easily explainable situation and was convinced my mom's bf had killed her... Wasn't anything of the nature... at all. They've been together a decade and never a red flag. I want this to stop living inside my head.

​

I used to have a therapist but it wasn't working out. ",2.6483568506303747,4.9487297044335,3.7232779494030233,86.75320948484597,77.89983579638752,7.150160028944367,26.249784308814114,8.17336443882689,1.7955402911135232,2446,97,481,46,59,789,257,609,0.222,0.6940000000000001,0.084,-0.9984,0,1,2,0,2,1,116.0,0,0,5,3,27,41,13,5,30,0,61,7,4,10,7,100,111,31,3,14,23,6,6,3,3,4,3,2,0,0,39,21,0,8,17,3,0,7,18,25,0,3,19,11,64,16,66,83,6,62,0,3,3,0,34,24,1,6,31,324,103,4,0.0,0.048924310206168616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03660289824812005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4026591310722165,0.4515690873599325,0.0,0.0,0.03158829430557223,0.0,0.0,0.028872351464029774,0.0,0.13591930835689806,0.11027599863589133,0.0,0.0,0.11638568043275713,0.0,0.034477125057855315,0.025171241716924846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042099982387851814,0.0,0.0,0.07113886505448501,0.04329391383999566,0.0446220213503588,0.0463125291945747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026629947035395483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04225608883154788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314497504720413,0.0,0.0,0.027273000159497688,0.03735101032363356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04646502005580611,0.06263548184272541,0.029499038569881893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0351229844905467,0.0,0.0,0.06380424873800629,0.0,0.06472015319546523,0.03961108323499672,0.09386886190315302,0.0,0.0,0.0455246151564965,0.0,0.0,0.1825720540968039,0.0,0.07397910684792994,0.0,0.12713262420814306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047645465247616266,0.044203978261917104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340451720717386,0.09136703920324332,0.04299930101414856,0.022693022952436314,0.0,0.046579214848178715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02916578598057326,0.0605196087365121,0.04138546759981823,0.1093848721413863,0.0,0.03467491034100698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826882634457696,0.0,0.041483399908934265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041612660016685364,0.0,0.04169318504236747,0.24180366589834335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030617521277907206,0.09554089056471846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040457427877627135,0.0,0.0,0.04332904542152125,0.0,0.05596110410216145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028626698417028636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903959682068212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581094170443782,0.04245508990040103,0.0,0.0443321932517647,0.0,0.035263172890195475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041789744626597104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046413978219291066,0.04132185633573395,0.0,0.0,0.06357725288929728,0.04083887916304929,0.0,0.0,0.0440118159988017,0.032975873066178954,0.13808796319210925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033188974198319364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04794323605587976,0.027432593741347384,0.10583307676369763,0.0,0.16390631998807778,0.04815543618176582,0.0,0.0,0.03945630966308,0.0,0.05606916354879103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035663061106306695,0.0,0.06814050784388243,0.09742045003286562,0.03277569596956178,0.033121980358479707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030061093790925506,0.0,0.0,0.11733070980030208,0.0,0.4515690873599325,0.05318143438397823
anxiety,StretchyYeti22,2019/03/14,"Maybe today is a turning point? Things have been going so well in my life lately. I moved to a nice new house, got a new job after months of having no money, have been in a great relationship for a few months with someone who I was close friends with... But my head doesn't want to let me just be happy or even okay. It feels like there's two voices in my head, one of them much louder than the other. The louder one says things like this, all day long:

* ""You're boring and can't hold a conversation.""
* ""What if you die? What if your boyfriend or a family member dies? What if there's absolutely nothing after death, and if that's true, how does any of this matter?"" 
* ""He's going to realize how boring you are and leave you.""
* ""You're getting too old for the way you like to dress and your hobbies. People will think you are very weird in a few years.""
* ""The world is full of hateful people and climate change is a thing that is rapidly occurring.""

The more quiet voice says stuff like this, but much less frequently:

* ""Don't punish yourself for not being talkative, you are not responsible for entertaining anyone or carrying the entire conversation.""
* ""Please take care of yourself. Use your coloring book, avoid watching dark YouTube videos/shows, watch cartoons, have tea!""
* ""Dress how you want to dress and tell everyone to suck it""
* ""Please live in the moment, you cannot control death whatsoever so there's no use in worrying about that.""
* ""Everything is going so well! Why are you doing this to yourself??""

The louder voice keeps me up at night until the wee hours and then I feel even weaker to its influence the next day... The only way to get it to stop at night is to take Xanax (that I wasn't prescribed, got it in Mexico, my insurance won't cover psychiatric meds). The thoughts about death occur a lot because my job requires me to listen to phone calls in which older people often talk about it. I want to get the quiet voice to overpower it and I used to be able to do that when I was going to counseling regularly, but now my only class is online so I don't go to campus anymore.... I think now that I'm very much aware that this louder voice is not realistic, I can try to shut it down...",2.6185075222247534,4.870566516355138,3.5896307271483927,87.91976407567816,77.76168224299066,6.512058354228403,20.95304308183269,7.590005382236693,0.7513861864599951,1711,45,342,25,41,548,218,428,0.091,0.795,0.114,0.9267,3,1,0,0,0,0,85.0,0,12,1,2,23,21,3,1,23,1,35,5,2,8,2,52,65,28,5,7,14,0,2,4,1,2,2,10,0,0,30,11,1,6,6,2,1,6,12,7,2,3,8,15,32,14,50,51,10,51,0,0,3,0,26,17,1,9,30,227,62,6,0.08623479002940161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058642614336945974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552173972984846,0.06029737024729567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052567927599540064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805536224754906,0.0,0.08792211568245507,0.0,0.091224973526002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671964971100423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122861108556216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17899619466600644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546464588072442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391453102949035,0.0,0.0,0.08240103738383303,0.07750226882706596,0.0,0.08129448533994679,0.0,0.08720580180878346,0.061606151227530284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662478486207002,0.0,0.13516235574197974,0.0,0.24504609227612506,0.0,0.13793967856900533,0.09507416044296757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179853751570287,0.0,0.08513900191031075,0.1770035466153837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492389750332274,0.09950336958939196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17114944571558552,0.07664944362739459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727659927623228,0.09131019132041028,0.0,0.08818091539084097,0.0609101824634881,0.1685198500834827,0.0,0.0761468994905539,0.07631507552543312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331373469772319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663443732810958,0.0,0.09578741148084302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376635733471634,0.09165393450810896,0.19017747892116504,0.0,0.0,0.16657219514677038,0.0917116775086316,0.16185101747541944,0.0,0.0827446067983593,0.0,0.09048890588278767,0.0,0.11686985099565997,0.13117088741164756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17935303630115182,0.0,0.0,0.18931980726170805,0.08151975012520188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258389202232392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371547324848226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306645774944111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720961458028696,0.0,0.0,0.098718203090911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967566010014847,0.06931225770984338,0.07537300743792599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17187168808121742,0.11051154288526498,0.0,0.06846079076382534,0.0,0.0,0.08174049777853579,0.0,0.0,0.0585477618296795,0.09379868860866396,0.08423885945365442,0.0,0.0,0.22343751277320836,0.0,0.1423054660241336,0.15259054027712687,0.13689832485252162,0.0,0.0,0.15507086523675315,0.0,0.07781348503797457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757561521117857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05553237746028445
anxiety,AlarmedRaisin,2019/03/14,"Gabapentin & Buspar combo safe? Is anyone else on this combination? One week ago I started taking 900mg (300mg 3x/day) of gabapentin and 30mg (10X3) of buspar.

I don't want to be on the gabapentin long term due to tolerance/withdrawal concerns, but it seems to be very helpful for my fairly severe GAD & agoraphobia. I'd like to stay on it until I give the buspar a chance to start working. Psychiatrist said there shouldn't be much interaction but wanted to hear from others if possible. Any info or experiences would be much appreciated!",5.077941176470588,7.012105764705888,5.925637254901961,75.28786764705885,69.78431372549021,8.629411764705884,28.43627450980393,9.188382445141503,2.530133333333334,436,16,77,9,8,143,76,102,0.043,0.795,0.162,0.925,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,12,17,6,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,4,2,14,10,3,12,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,3,9,42,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16881520902626065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4126873288527696,0.0,0.12950698822625192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331613692019644,0.1951301802450123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228192381014373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15908972833827684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862886717900224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18268917534190146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146418053397996,0.0,0.12764915741438787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304026810287293,0.0,0.0,0.16853504400009506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27999334388501906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904832593183965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146945709588381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18115380967092887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17337110733863592,0.0,0.2151450828791047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695914426267927,0.2029856725305799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431885700842714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713447056629426,0.22465507409068725,0.0,0.15276096443722553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13864393462705538,0.0,0.0,0.13528442587981976,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,samkay48,2019/03/14,"Tattoo Anxiety Hey guys. First time poster. So I have suffered with anxiety for a long time and it manifests itself in many ways. One week it will be about my weight, the next week it will be about work, money, etc. Recently, it’s been about tattoos. I have quite a few tattoos. I’ve always loved them. All of a sudden I feel anxious about them and like I hate them. I’m sure it will pass, but it sucks to deal with now. Can anyone relate to the ever-changing anxiety? Any advice? Thanks in advance everyone. ",1.3411666666666695,3.8741338500000033,2.646000000000001,90.93466666666669,85.5,5.7333333333333325,20.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.6524333333333332,395,12,79,6,12,127,69,100,0.141,0.764,0.095,-0.4116,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,3,4,6,7,2,0,5,0,9,2,0,0,2,8,15,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,4,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,3,0,2,1,2,8,4,12,9,3,15,0,1,0,1,7,2,1,0,11,51,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17245713722915526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684798708822286,0.0,0.0,0.12001448640863335,0.0,0.4050270174371944,0.19937554705518676,0.0,0.12340101142900835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866956047091962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819462153931011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968251872339859,0.0,0.15963897009129868,0.0,0.16863706185296826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923510346758587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501163428250226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17474590868041326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174240417197296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622067538301681,0.0,0.0,0.15618189430976015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159282790621402,0.0,0.0,0.17892605377064222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18769166413063854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958944278393932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877113856956237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17425566351718624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663331313542908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16248182778090264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20581730372873366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400839844296177,0.28312802175882584,0.2149087394413838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848172006647973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheNervousBlogger,2019/03/14,"A New Beginning (some of my anxiety journey) Hi. 
For a while now I’ve been debating on writing. Writing to help my anxiety, for my thoughts to be organized and to release any negative feelings I might have . So I thought I’d come here, maybe you will resonate with me. Maybe you’ll have good advice. In any case, thanks for stopping to read my story. 


I’m 22 years old. I’m the eldest of five and most of my life I remember having anxiety. Until recently I had been living in denial that I could change. That I could actually live a normal life. I’ve always been scared, I’ve always been nervous and always worried. And I was just tired of it. There have been many reasons as to why I’ve gotten to this point. Family problems. Seeing my parents growing up, they fought most of the time. I tended to help out a lot around the house and take care of my siblings, And I heard and saw many things as a kid and teen no young person should see or hear... In a way I grew up very fast, Now don’t get me wrong, we had a roof over our heads and food to eat most of the time. I’m not saying it was the worst situation ever. But it for sure was unhealthy. With so much negativity in a household it becomes toxic to the people around it who are just trying to live. So I learned to worry, I learned to be fearful. Now that I’m an adult and I’m 22 I literally feel like although I’m out in the adult world, I’m not prepared at all. I was pretty sheltered growing up so I didn’t have a multitude of close friends. I was homeschooled mostly, I tried to go to a private school in 8th grade but I was so nervous I stopped eating and lost a ton of weight. That was hard as a kid, I often felt very lonely.. So through the rest of high school I pretty much taught myself. I used all the books and I did projects and I loved it... Unfortunately however I don’t think it really got me ready for the real world. 


Years later my parents are getting divorced, my mom after a long battle finally went to rehab and my dad... Well, he’s ok now, but when my parents first broke up last year he had anxiety and so much depression and I honest to God I was worried I’d wake up one day to hear at least one of my parents was dead. It got so bad and although people around me said I was handling it pretty well I knew I wasn’t. Deep down I had so much anger, frustration and confusion. I didn’t know how to feel or how to act. Anxiety took over my life. And I was lost.... I struggled with many triggers. I’ve had anger issues and so much depression. I had so many negative thoughts and it beat me down. I was at my worst... 



Fast forward to now and I am ready for a new life! It took me a while to get here but I realized that it was truly up to me... I’m so happy that I still have so much life to live. I have lived a lot already, but now I’m engaged to the love of my life and although it isn’t perfect I am content. I am happy for the first time in forever..... 
I still struggle. Every day. But I am slowly taking steps to banish the negative and welcome the positive. I have started to plan out my days, and enjoy the little things. It is still hard for me to have a normal job. A lot of times I’d have mental breakdowns and anxiety attacks at work so that was embarrassing and hard. Now I am working for like a freaking unicorn or a direct sales company which really promotes serving others, self love and motivation to be better! I walk dogs every week and I sell my art work. I’m so grateful for everything I have and I look forward to continuing to make progress....  

So thanks friend for reading some of my story.  I just really wanted to share that life does get better. That if you’re still struggling you can get better too! Happiness is possible and learning to love who you are is so important. 

I also wanted to ask; what are some things you do to destress and how do you like to stay organized? 

This is me signing off!

I know that was cheesy... lol

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anxiety,bunbunsylvia,2019/03/14,"Work anxiety Every night after work I replay things that happened in my head and feel like I’m gonna get fired. I recently got a small promotion when moving to a different department (5% raise) and this is my first job out of college. I like my new role much more than my old role. I like my job a lot actually, I love it so much. But today I was 20 minutes late to work and I feel so incredibly guilty. It feels like I end up being 15 minutes late at least once a week, and I feel horrible about it. It’s just so hard to wake up, and I usually have bad train troubles. My commute is 40 minutes on a good day and like an hour - hour and a half on a bad day.  I’m so scared that I’m going to get in trouble. I also feel like I might be trying to hard to focus on if people like me, and not enough on the job requirements, because I transferred from a different department. I really just want to do a good job, because I want to stay at this company for a long time, but I feel incredibly nervous and scared. Is there any truth in my worrying or is this anxiety? (I have anxiety and ptsd) any advice is much appreciated. ",2.4874153552694342,3.6916439527897014,4.651466380543635,84.76935026227946,75.13733905579399,8.439580352885072,25.81998092513114,8.998388855275968,1.870641583214116,863,30,190,19,18,300,122,233,0.156,0.723,0.121,-0.8536,6,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,6,10,18,0,3,12,0,12,3,2,0,1,30,30,20,0,3,7,0,9,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,11,0,1,6,0,0,4,1,7,0,2,2,9,25,11,26,24,7,37,0,0,0,1,3,13,0,4,26,118,35,11,0.0,0.0,0.09043412264868134,0.0,0.0,0.09055762407931203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410945248590682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260397443548351,0.0,0.2126805824122288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15475384576052548,0.11298350578028755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195310429512626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19364421517001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207953945998663,0.09575454510251982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807982773954954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811453008323511,0.19861384862862194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882642353993176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683418197236082,0.0,0.05266741119039035,0.1554570982332678,0.07411795167985935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194919806238816,0.0,0.16603111876982812,0.0,0.09510780691459852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825257357974136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.367849091115189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090752235914484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169226710041748,0.0,0.0,0.08201145803611913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878608826941041,0.08363974554575959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830993270761933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849525473183796,0.2043728873302394,0.0,0.0,0.08950281774739863,0.0,0.0869660275928372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724326493089,0.09869223944371187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06424682545351286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832815209839218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059367805917788175,0.0,0.09150203420988176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18556089522961453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877560517719794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0615668994084583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05403756063548205,0.0,0.08784184982142594,0.0,0.0,0.06291793959901483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206468511141396,0.0,0.1093202324222803,0.0,0.07433557512521574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023981058792042,0.0941125176438476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FairyKeiCrybaby,2019/03/14,"Anxiety Over Friends I’m currently feeling like a clingy and whiny bitch. I always get so scared and worried when online friends or irl friends don’t respond back within seconds cause woohoooo me me big anxious. I fucking hate it, and I know they hate it when I spam them. I just want them to also know that if I see your message, I’m most likely going to think about it all day, and yearn for you to reply again",4.042931726907632,5.225552590361449,4.164036144578315,89.84717871485947,71.28915662650601,6.497188755020081,29.49598393574297,6.42735559955562,1.2960056224899592,327,13,67,2,6,101,61,83,0.247,0.603,0.149,-0.8908,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,3,0,8,11,4,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,16,14,10,0,3,3,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,6,0,1,0,2,13,5,7,14,2,10,0,1,1,1,10,3,2,3,8,42,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16921820191068246,0.17606998047960615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618751028822676,0.2390502544446036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627090294338224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173737466503032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364659127968034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699242963537732,0.15116865308505328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4904500016150901,0.19562282305517933,0.11055341530131273,0.0,0.12025840593847635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41782672630378537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325820691424474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067562917632084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21185071527591706,0.0,0.16861955619472846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558614485278184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480845926148255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21489230427127745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,psychpharm,2019/03/14,"Horrid Self Stigma I find it very hard to reach out for help for my anxiety. Working in mental health, I know what I need to do but I have such a hard time scheduling an appointment and getting on the medication that could help me through this. How have others dealt with this? I know I shouldn’t let this get to me but it does. I see people who’s anxiety is so crippling that they end up in the hospital and I say to myself, “I’m not sick enough to need help. Others need those resources and outpatient appointments more.” ",1.6074679487179466,4.135071990384617,2.7669230769230784,90.66141025641028,83.90384615384616,6.543589743589743,21.166666666666664,7.793537801064563,1.0111820512820515,413,13,85,8,12,132,72,104,0.086,0.7829999999999999,0.131,0.7683,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,4,0,7,3,0,1,0,17,16,7,0,5,3,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,12,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,13,0,14,13,2,8,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,0,3,61,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815694503824987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14693535880735215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16104850007256558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629985954848612,0.19015526239168629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16820280873959453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19229927166093352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297148027914455,0.0,0.0,0.1956184508745044,0.0,0.0,0.3700602796636409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022794247268924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881861896121101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18539386506042105,0.18546195778264926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4093743660974141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758529570440325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463504114194528,0.0,0.0,0.14665045740857865,0.0,0.1919865331665358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731110999112607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518464811425559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397820051199352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,amhpei,2019/03/14,"My friend committed suicide last night Not sure if this is the right place to post, but I just have to share this to get it off my chest.  I found out I lost a friend to suicide today.  This friend and I were close in high school but after we just went our separate ways.
A few years ago we reconnected and used to message each other every few months to see how things were or just to send each other funny memes.  Around Xmas he sent a message and I didn’t respond.  He then sent another last month and again I didn’t respond.  I was down and in a funk and thought I will respond later when I’m feeling better, he’ll understand.  
Turns out there is no later as he took his life last night.  I am feeling so numb right now thinking what if I just would have pushed through my own shit to see how his shit was going.  Maybe I could have said something, or did something, or just something man.  Now there is nothing to do but sit here lost in my memories, thoughts, and guilt.  RIP man!! ",3.815367965367969,4.795076020202021,3.9307647907647913,92.07090909090911,71.62626262626263,6.8692640692640685,25.75901875901876,6.868970318607317,0.8081200577200578,764,23,168,6,14,235,114,198,0.163,0.7190000000000001,0.118,-0.9207,0,0,3,0,0,2,19.0,3,0,0,3,17,12,2,1,5,0,18,5,3,3,2,43,40,21,2,4,14,0,2,0,3,3,2,1,0,2,8,15,0,0,7,0,0,7,4,6,0,0,17,5,20,6,20,19,5,41,0,2,2,0,24,13,2,5,18,109,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678563776364068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263188648061214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724007667854413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654218516270376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618211598943928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149760796152373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182222711561555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13208450034804134,0.2792146682210298,0.0,0.06293839345989717,0.0,0.06846347396131494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727870140218034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945870458713983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508853686123964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630052396167588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102405896525473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19230925867315626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260979315690219,0.0,0.11559015653665775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586109117007646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537290908503325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20575422094300705,0.11459053488488764,0.0,0.0,0.12191779191037275,0.19199124593107067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24731276618780926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782213085022265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635400028200978,0.0,0.11353756379099382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003210560877089,0.07718960205070813,0.0,0.19127273250081733,0.0,0.0,0.11418746549403658,0.0,0.13384190441848276,0.0,0.1310321665511095,0.0,0.12540911637092678,0.0,0.10404374809408014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562012203327654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167297688469344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557542759560996,0.0,0.0,0.07757600708804532
anxiety,thesmellofoldcrayons,2019/03/14,"My (probably not original) theory on the movie Tangled. Watched that movie recently and felt like Rapunzel's relationship with Gothel was pretty much a summary for what it's like to live with social anxiety. In fact it was the most accurate and relatable explanation I have seen in a long time. So now whenever anxiety threatens to be the end of my social life and close relationships, I remind myself that I'm the lost princess. And I get the heck out of that tower. ",7.625862068965517,7.910547448275862,8.285655172413794,66.64986206896555,63.022988505747115,13.396781609195404,36.94022988505747,12.688352899677879,5.239337471264369,376,17,65,14,5,126,62,87,0.094,0.8140000000000001,0.093,0.2263,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,7,0,4,1,0,1,1,13,9,5,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,3,6,2,11,3,2,11,0,1,2,0,4,5,1,1,8,43,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311370732332317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19169294742970905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20780696543580654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307586443802925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15287107487868035,0.21147376004084945,0.0,0.19111186181025927,0.19153394643028532,0.0,0.0,0.23625916699276206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15910112477402466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22018735605458611,0.2333483980477743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21369874573988212,0.4647301491302682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44124673572779405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620220993292675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BelvoxYBN,2019/03/14,"I feel like i am not alive!!! i suffer from OCD,depression and i have bipolar disorder and these days im going insane i dont know why but i am getting very agresive when i am on some place with people i want to beat them up and when i see somebody on the street i want to beat him up and i am getting adrenaline rushes i dont know what is happening with me and everyday i just want go to sleep to forget everything what i did that same day cause when i do regular stuff i always feel i did something wrong im going very crazy those days and i really need help what should i do?!",-0.5382637571157467,1.6707169193548417,1.9095445920303609,94.36372865275145,93.51612903225808,5.4982922201138535,17.777988614800762,7.048011613610866,0.2628829222011384,454,13,102,8,17,154,71,124,0.142,0.755,0.103,-0.7584,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,2,4,3,0,0,1,0,13,2,1,1,0,24,28,10,0,5,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,4,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,2,3,22,1,11,25,2,17,0,1,1,0,3,6,0,1,8,68,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048956513319054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16110074865974025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30341420328188273,0.0,0.13507169576086284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797331113089346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675915262714567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409426880320296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15858916525842404,0.11203461117622812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386742416124994,0.0,0.2673789203323069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386783440004337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051153657336708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387921933347918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17237199082719812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661595272300585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628250471364288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087215442229848,0.0,0.1638469913067143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046503451260357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496788209362175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15693657597304014,0.0,0.0,0.1207302534662516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795251818030105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587913258106789,0.2774953719471922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14150865403519888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714616819339787,0.0,0.0
anxiety,misoponn,2019/03/14,"fear of talking to adults ?? ; w ;; hhh so I made an account today so I could ask this, but I've lurked on here for a while so hello ;;;;

[also I'm on mobile, so sorry for the formatting]

Whenever I try to talk to a teacher, or any adult that's not my parents, I'll start tearing up and shaking a lot, and keeping eye contact is extremely hard because I don't like people staring at me. It's gotten to the point where I ask my friend to help me order food because I'm afraid of messing up or stuttering. This also happens a lot in class, when the teacher will randomly call on me, an I'll start heading up and stutter a lot.

I just wanted to ask if anyone else has this issue and how I can start to overcome it, because I'm tired of not being able to ask people for the tiniest things or talk with any of my teachers without crying. ",3.912364687335785,4.137948959537575,5.4812086179716255,83.77702049395694,70.96531791907516,7.446978455070941,30.756174461376766,6.980632752743323,1.768068208092485,642,26,132,5,11,219,103,173,0.118,0.818,0.064,-0.754,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,3,11,0,7,4,2,2,0,23,22,18,0,3,9,1,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,2,7,5,1,1,0,0,1,1,4,6,0,0,2,3,13,2,25,17,3,19,0,0,2,0,15,11,0,8,7,89,20,1,0.12518174680465444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20021559538552547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17025576098434686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752998798640257,0.128263492895795,0.0,0.0,0.4681121398747276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289288928714526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782455964589892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994743869207208,0.0,0.137506270782929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457328648438076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086426775247532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15137026513122093,0.0,0.09671510705452688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069780528028836,0.0,0.1121382569360756,0.0,0.12847258715640295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390668616518668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13065722042519626,0.0,0.11126728831380824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06115747831448405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192751337750667,0.0,0.11844999559457607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389995155656216,0.0,0.0,0.17357052276497614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833721304675775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140130716767249,0.2658128540857478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018490388438688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316519018575501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387800297308032,0.11865765885335094,0.0,0.0,0.08499018893468985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738354376126081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067073679863485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BigBenW3,2019/03/14,"Gabapentin Withdrawal horror Wow, help me out please! About to end it honestly. I have a history of anxiety. I was on Effexor for 2 years, stopped working. Withdrawals lasted 4 months and were awful. Went without medication for a year and then decided to see a new psychiatrist for meds for anxiety. He put me on Gabapentin. I stayed on that for 1.5 years at 900 mg per day. Worked really well, tapered off. Horrendous withdrawals, and now 5 months later I still have depression that I never had before, sleep issues, random hot flashes, memory problems, and intense moments of anxiety much worse than before. I can’t even drink coffee now becuz I get so anxious, and sometime have no appetite and can’t even eat with family. I read online on patient.info on drugs.com that people have the same issues with Gabapentin withdrawal lasting many months. Wtf is going on???? Help!!!!!",4.308629981024666,7.394501722580646,4.790398481973433,76.95736242884253,76.93548387096773,8.034155597722961,29.76280834914611,8.841846274778883,3.1498576850094886,697,32,109,17,17,221,107,155,0.218,0.68,0.102,-0.9685,0,0,2,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,2,8,5,0,0,4,1,10,4,1,0,1,16,14,8,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,9,2,1,1,2,0,3,5,2,1,0,4,2,10,3,23,10,2,32,0,1,1,0,3,9,0,1,19,69,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063886686970801,0.15082057690747286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272027218224484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609849733913717,0.0,0.11498608086505956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078227705413306,0.0,0.13660706746059514,0.0,0.0,0.11824417883937847,0.0,0.0,0.17635516349632324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585490300411512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974989386049497,0.0,0.07587292556434885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17896871548590335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786852392480478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21764579670858733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535125571841652,0.0,0.0,0.14829192079297135,0.13449039404737725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196828591451873,0.0,0.098140187751166,0.0,0.10296587148210283,0.128938189200135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925542853769412,0.0,0.0,0.14654638552691546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774449943606944,0.0,0.13420755520060818,0.0,0.0,0.13353929340370208,0.0,0.08552554639596417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638473823111663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359957994064264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320380443971441,0.0,0.0,0.14229661131607835,0.10661580046217953,0.1116146242767595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003537891607588,0.1237587719768531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869228751969009,0.0,0.19438378907246032,0.0,0.13605113119109016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25791498462507817
anxiety,ToxicCousins,2019/03/14,"Can't stop freaking out wondering if I'm pregnant For the past 2 weeks I'd been a little sloppy with my pill taking. I'd missed a couple of days, and then had unprotected sex a few days later. Now I'm just constantly worrying I might be pregnant without a real reason. It's too early to find out so I'm just driving myself insane thinking of all the worst case scenarios. 

Every time I get a cramp in my stomach or feel a little flutter I just convince myself 'oh well that's obviously a 4 day old fetus'. I'm even researching nearby abortion clinics just in case, and I'm worrying about telling my boyfriend. Then I start panicking that my boyfriend would want to keep it, so I start to consider not telling him at all and just go ahead with the abortion in secret. But then I feel guilty because I've just killed his baby without him knowing and what if he finds out one day? Or what if I actually fall in love with the idea of being pregnant, then I have to find a new place to live and a better job, and I must learn how to drive because the baby will need to go places. But can I drive whilst pregnant? Will my boyfriend insist on us living together and this is now my life forever? And what about all of the festivals and holiday I have booked for this year. I won't be able to drink and enjoy myself if I'm pregnant.

Guys, I'm most likely not pregnant, but knowing there's a slight chance is really wrecking me right now. As you can see my brain is sending me to all sorts of places and I just wish I could be sure I'm not pregnant but a pregnancy test wouldn't even show up for a few weeks. How do I settle my anxiety? I'm seeing my boyfriend this weekend and we're going for drinks with his friends and family and I fear that I'll fail to keep it together!!",3.6641576605212975,4.692316429752072,4.775661157024796,85.69048474253022,72.03030303030303,7.788472133926679,27.73564314473405,8.139509932561175,1.6995896164441615,1396,50,290,20,26,459,183,363,0.085,0.823,0.092,0.3761,1,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,1,1,0,3,21,15,1,1,18,0,23,10,2,3,7,78,54,33,1,11,22,0,2,1,1,7,4,0,0,1,12,21,2,3,13,6,0,8,8,6,1,1,2,4,36,9,39,40,8,51,0,2,2,2,14,16,0,10,28,187,48,6,0.10032166853331323,0.0,0.09789947691384787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674580183550264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231031597169087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872636326379651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199216045097024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841208375882797,0.0,0.08009868907538588,0.1110040180834794,0.0,0.25879670719768805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19655408460909474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252303182012692,0.0,0.08452533257740086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945743406933535,0.1128897681840486,0.10145129987861913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750765626775449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750827225017913,0.0,0.0524139311844848,0.0,0.1710453484237215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933422439823847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325095257864765,0.0,0.0,0.09955377613191364,0.1783410169892824,0.11099106234032677,0.0,0.11026833077523723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086016134929159,0.04901209980216409,0.2010973346367097,0.17717174258617194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054422267076198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642543661202708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438724604620546,0.0,0.09689129261335908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527071520461838,0.0,0.06798055894336166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576838424845567,0.0,0.0,0.31444437371582684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418802199926002,0.06426862974557818,0.10314738380254568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567415677916533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598867622616797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201638668134656,0.0,0.0,0.08387340700080434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455198533446846,0.0,0.07542940955135505,0.0,0.1753711203092967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642820743847152,0.0,0.0,0.05849837168726235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067461496432758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0591723193457529,0.0,0.16094398237532478,0.0,0.09020122815949057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536496778799632,0.1934130169580476,0.10879457008851223,0.0,0.2037630482505114,0.0,0.07126563495677904,0.0,0.0,0.06460386536034972
anxiety,elisebrecky,2019/03/14,"Anxiety over change/new jobs Whenever there are any significant changes going on in my life, like moving, new job, I get the worst anxiety. Not just like oh, I’m nervous. Panic attacks, tears, no sleeping, no appetite. I’ve been unhappy at my job, there’s no room for growth or improvement. I’ve been offered a great job with so many opportunities and my brain wants to turn it down because I hate change. Like HATE it. In the past I’ve quit and gone back to old jobs because my brain wants immediate relief. I become super anxious, extremely hypervigiliant, everything seems different, even familiar things like my home. Nothing seems to bring me peace and I end up panicking. I’ve turned down so many jobs because I’m terrified of change and failure. I’ve always said well it wasn’t a good job, but my ideal job could come and I’d probably still turn it down. Anyone have any advice, tips, anything to make me calm myself down? I have until Monday to give an answer cause the HR girl is off.",4.016815789473686,6.062597352631581,4.753881578947368,82.13029605263159,72.84210526315789,8.118421052631579,27.13815789473684,8.841846274778883,2.1724473684210532,787,29,148,16,16,253,121,190,0.157,0.6759999999999999,0.168,0.6454,9,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,4,9,18,3,2,6,0,8,4,3,2,0,20,27,10,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,2,1,5,7,0,0,3,0,0,6,5,6,1,0,5,1,14,12,20,21,1,26,0,0,0,0,4,12,0,3,12,74,19,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081922668003233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881791584084776,0.0,0.0,0.11248566615203237,0.0,0.12653954043200202,0.09343410073250648,0.0,0.057829872833701675,0.0,0.0680598905125256,0.0,0.0,0.09408987591713566,0.0,0.06359571497436367,0.0,0.15125020655518462,0.0913421442674852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846542244203525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496171898379364,0.2624755572239788,0.07124379053019013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660339136629907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641003935458423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325285941247182,0.0,0.0,0.05462645233389466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433071014889908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04321040764246155,0.07933901432098021,0.04700365636711795,0.06936976642701452,0.0,0.09118352235990516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16330986354690571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296073895675632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6565825766993373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058417607462724515,0.16162365722275188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05520681571855901,0.16770155797539812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790325938883017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15975570449360188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935852043295995,0.0,0.08678590622776138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970375277363811,0.0,0.0,0.07895211881875827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917092478108529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796788161222513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867222933643332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505846500455397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276560709386907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604902092485312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05494611027914173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269880736686869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975641392392548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436251680690607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,D1fferences,2019/03/14,"I don’t like being touched anymore I have had quite a few panic attacks all triggered by my mum, which in turn has triggered anxiety around other people as well. Before, I used to love hugs and cuddles but I slowly started first not liking my mum touching me or getting close to me but now it is becoming anyone, my friends, other people in my family or anyone else. I feel like I am losing a part of myself. I feel like people are going to think I am strange and stop wanting to be around me. Anyone else feel this way, or has experienced this? What do I do?",3.9894642857142886,5.080236160714286,5.252142857142856,82.34285714285716,71.32142857142857,7.028571428571429,27.392857142857146,7.1686216300943375,1.4706214285714283,438,15,83,4,8,146,72,112,0.139,0.705,0.156,0.4592,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,4,11,1,1,2,0,13,3,0,3,1,21,24,8,0,1,6,2,5,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,3,1,1,1,6,17,8,11,21,3,11,0,1,0,3,4,5,0,3,8,64,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131221693424098,0.0,0.14664993013401142,0.3101879765997435,0.3030260009414738,0.0,0.26327601128481104,0.0,0.1682264822610775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16331371959546176,0.12582873029713498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470572420354525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940117019418752,0.0,0.2243065584774652,0.21128049550632472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12578039703301042,0.0,0.0,0.11424603938226532,0.0,0.07725735424670307,0.0,0.08403943237222061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28897242173748056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16543166636634088,0.0,0.0,0.13346083622779462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17349668898256193,0.0,0.1601316653889462,0.0,0.30754882122336985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15728076088246226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046650198404251,0.0,0.0,0.1236281532429142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475082063531494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608429760032296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277144881173492,0.0,0.0,0.08721911778002822,0.11737442338347688,0.0,0.0,0.132955267424556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bigbissle-,2019/03/14,"Is this part of anxiety? Got back with an ex over a year ago. It’s was a 2-3 week split. But almost every day I am obsessing about the things she could of done while we were separated. The thoughts keep repeating threw out the day. When this happens my stomach feels like someone punch it, I get tunnel vision. Also, everything like eating food or trying to enjoy a move becomes hard. It happens random. I then get depressed. ",2.3101897018970234,4.901448609756101,3.5047967479674824,86.1628319783198,81.1951219512195,6.083468834688348,23.74525745257453,7.3871296695380915,1.2538655826558258,334,12,62,5,9,108,68,82,0.104,0.7759999999999999,0.12,0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,7,0,6,3,1,0,0,11,15,6,0,1,2,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,2,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,6,2,6,3,7,8,1,14,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,3,12,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17147115672806512,0.0,0.19370026137719615,0.0,0.0,0.15469233579927802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147979576014072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14874191744477186,0.0,0.0,0.2136371245663264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15444453983377882,0.0,0.0,0.24950307436383945,0.0,0.16660790589570654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19795428169739354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979354133033959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297989698592202,0.0,0.17384964312510168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780808841044412,0.13819217898143493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339060535081316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021267907405663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547100765883518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34211325114186275,0.0,0.17328249444803456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719366235599353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18900811705190834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20559403029607287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20947455382470048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638994289638081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12851164268451096,0.0,0.0,0.1535682015827235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133173588214506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551643327993698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245677597503745
anxiety,lao21,2019/03/14,"I need help for a loved one One of my best friends ever has problems eating. I don’t have much info as to how much she eats when she is not seen but I can assure you she doesn’t have lunch at the caffeteria in school.
She is a small pale girl, quite skinny and weak alltogether. Knowing her, I don’t really think her eating disorder is related to lack of confidence in her body, although she doesn’t think she is pretty, I don’t think she is the kind of person that wouldn’t eat because of her body.
I’m no psychologist, but I strongly believe her eating disorder is more related to a social anxiety disorder than a anorexia type diesase.
I would really want to hear someone who has had problems with this or a more qualified individual to give me advice as to how to handle the fact that she never eats in social situations were everyone eats.
I would really like to know how to help her. If you’d like to know more to give a more accurate opinion feel free to DM me any questions or advice or other diagnosis you may have.
Any sort of help is appreciated.
Thanks.",7.0241466552315615,6.155675797169818,7.956552315608921,72.34487993138939,64.61320754716982,11.482675814751287,33.42367066895369,10.832165505486646,3.463201886792453,847,30,165,20,11,288,113,212,0.114,0.672,0.214,0.9763,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,0,3,5,13,0,0,9,0,25,13,3,3,4,36,41,14,0,9,7,0,1,2,1,4,1,1,0,2,5,2,9,0,9,0,1,0,9,3,0,2,3,3,28,11,26,33,8,8,0,0,1,1,31,5,0,8,5,118,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17483055268474948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166616775690342,0.0,0.06843352349122064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05453149019934602,0.0,0.0,0.100786173062168,0.09387845470298407,0.0,0.0,0.19873069108526234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075726562529329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6407500740729265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091798872319321,0.0,0.08547895204740298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0452315940899237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911341132594499,0.0,0.0,0.17162851332537246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082330789167043,0.0,0.1798812250911971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315456059742754,0.14748787993548748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740727448139977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073744805500893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13152076816278604,0.0663304210523644,0.06899390974374804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123527453314753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810944693260168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100881671692626,0.0,0.17119444214842386,0.0,0.0,0.10021108803604482,0.09514736772760823,0.0,0.0,0.17192323273406765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905341530293349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055218677098876,0.0,0.18237806211196564,0.07579569913841229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823589797690353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17195919811612936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052763411276320143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709381848364273,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ro0dsc0sed,2019/03/14,"What do you tell your partner when you have an anxiety attack? (25f, 25m) I (25f) have been going a rough time the past year. Not specifically towards my relationship, just with life stuff in general. Post-grad, job searching, friends, all that life stuff. 

Anyway, I’ve had minor anxiety attacks in front of my partner (25m) before. Often he either just stays around me to try to comfort me. Or just leaves me alone. Those were no big deal.

I’ve been dealing with anxiety and depression the majority of my life so I have been able to walk myself through it without him. Majority of the times I’ve had an episode, especially a big anxiety attack, I was alone. 

However I noticed that as of lately, my anxiety attacks have been getting worse, and my bigger episodes have started to happen more often around him. He asks me what I want him to do and I just don’t know. Being asked what to do just makes the anxiety stronger.  And when he leaves me alone in the middle of an anxiety attack that also makes me feel worse. I am basically the asshole during my anxiety attack bc whether he stays or goes, if he’s around when it starts, I am frustrated either way w my indecisiveness.

I don’t have the money or insurance to get therapy, I had it during my last year of college but that was it. 

Does anyone know what to request from their partner when they’re having an anxiety attack? Do you have a go-to method when you or your partner is going through a bad anxiety attack? Pls help.

TL;DR my partner asks me what I want during a big anxiety attack and the question gives me more anxiety. ",4.385409207161125,5.898238663398697,5.524839443023588,79.14873401534528,70.86274509803921,8.589712986643933,29.971014492753625,9.085049710711278,2.612820289855073,1245,51,232,25,23,413,142,306,0.205,0.754,0.041,-0.9906,2,3,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,6,1,0,18,15,10,1,17,0,28,3,0,2,1,39,46,20,0,3,16,0,2,0,6,0,3,0,0,5,16,10,0,0,4,0,1,4,5,13,0,0,10,2,39,2,28,35,7,33,0,1,0,0,32,12,0,9,14,162,55,2,0.060309464519411424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18738725057779065,0.0,0.04822945698696392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5536389033970346,0.0,0.0,0.04216977985686789,0.0,0.0,0.16106462931380328,0.16914362443912795,0.6174965020303482,0.0,0.0,0.05035588374569264,0.0,0.0,0.05131891230406678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435281947962552,0.05194445341824501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0527772188192464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030494277357667875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04659494268360211,0.0,0.06301841206008021,0.05785433382497146,0.10282577555561027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05333146029945028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04042416279841018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059847837632478675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662890089422266,0.049160262980323034,0.06803170287326836,0.12771802985364478,0.0,0.0,0.12779507505845902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051407175474813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866272508378933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057572208041931465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05775979593380834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756040273109859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647497947068186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537469879589947,0.12856372949620518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807981592351445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052713130237217264,0.0,0.0689691286998974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033386751427019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040946167591457264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114416947578871,0.047870845761003485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058136171648452424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292099345395775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767463565407205
anxiety,recsam,2019/03/14,"I feel like I'm trapped in a cycle I'm just really looking for a place to open up I think, but any advice will of course be graefully accepted...

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I've always considered myself quite good at understanding people. My job involves a lot of listening and empathising with others and within my friendship groups I've often been a 'go-to person for advice' Additionally my family and I have always been fairly open and I've understoof over the years that my Mum has had fairly serious anxiety/depression. 

However it wasn't until my late twenties that I was told \[quite matter of factly, with no subsequent offer of help/advice\] by a GP that I was 'just suffering from a panic attack' on a day I'd woken up with vertigo, feeling like the world would end and difficulty breathing. It wasn't the first time I'd felt like this and since then I've learnet to pinpoint what had triggered me to spiral so much. Having always been quite practically minded I tried to then 'fix' myself by changing my job \[at the time I worked for the NHS\] and other parts of my lifestyle. These things worked to an extent, but of course not entirely.

Since that day \[about 3 years\] I've learn't to recognise when I am anxious or depressed, although this is very much self-taught. I have started to notice a sort of cycle, not with any particular time schedule but certainly a pattern of behaviour in myself:

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1. 'Everything is great, maybe too great'; I am working harder while still managing lots of social engagements. I work late to get things done, but feel good that I am on top of things. I clean more because when my space is clean so is my head.
2. I realise I cannot keep up and cancel some social engagments but also stop working overtime. Can't meet the deadlines I have set myself up for. I clean to procrastinate. I also just sit and daydream
3. Everything feels like a shit show as I'm behind with work and don't want to socialise. I clean because I am irritated that other people haven't cleaned.
4. I start to be come more irritated by things, but avoid doing certain tasks like making phone calls or writing reports. Every little thing annoys me.
5. I start to panic about the things I haven't done and make up excuses. Promise myself I will do XYZ but only do X.
6. I either shut down completely and need to sleep for an excessive amount of time. Struggle talk and feel that I need to escape my life \[by running off not suicidal\] OR I start to manifest physical illness symptoms such as sickness, diarrhea or dizziness and take time off work.
7. As soom as I've taken a day or two I will be OK again for a few days/weeks/months/until something sends me off again...

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anxiety,scupy42,2019/03/14,Parents are coming to pick me up. Meltdown/panic attack in my car outside my work. I feel like I shouldn’t even be posting on here. I’m so addicted to the social media buzz. I talk to so many guys and have a separate account for private things. I use tinder and whisper to get attention. I get jealous if they talk about other girls. I never feel like enough. Fat. Ugly. Stupid. Lazy. Worthless. There’s so much more,0.16625435540069589,2.4519966707317096,1.9479442508710816,91.52902439024393,100.58536585365854,3.806271777003485,20.49128919860627,5.773587663045528,0.2777289198606274,325,12,61,3,14,106,65,82,0.211,0.731,0.058,-0.9217,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,7,6,3,0,2,0,4,2,1,2,1,11,11,6,0,2,1,1,2,2,0,1,2,1,0,2,2,3,1,0,3,0,1,2,2,4,0,0,0,3,10,2,9,9,3,7,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,1,3,40,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409288296162207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514258838984137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19037683737729594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283579618607028,0.0,0.14597217743575214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22349424011170813,0.3157730258588614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23093270831145976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188303848795632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21594443865518967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22406508688692264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16246461533619802,0.0,0.17045321683621384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24540067044468605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116623645450615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22528747452347656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552720127785826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14682636371929744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19087796184018185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16089477839252814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,coyotemother,2019/03/14,"Cancellation Anxiety? Hey guys. I posted this in another subreddit but it primarily focuses on anxiety so I thought I'd get your input too.

Recently, my partner has had a really busy/stressful month or so. He constantly has things to do, and when he doesn't, he's been randomly getting sick. Now, I certainly don't have a fundamental problem with this - the issue lies in the fact that he's been canceling a lot on me. We love to see each other, so he will tell me 3 or 4 times a week that we can do X or Y thing the next day or a few days from then, but then his plans will change (completely out of his control) and he will have to cancel.

I've always been really bad at dealing with cancellations. It stresses me out and honestly ruins my day. For some reason, I plan my day in my head around whatever thing I'm supposed to be doing, and if it ends up not happening my day usually devolves into nothingness. It's as if my brain can't re-schedule around my day to do something productive, and I just watch youtube and clean the house or something. I used to get very upset and become an emotional wreck (childish behaviour, great x.x) but at this point in my life I have that under control to where I just get slightly sad and frustrated. I try very hard to keep those emotions to myself and try to shrug it off and tell my partner that it's okay and I don't mind. It's been a bit of a struggle lately though, specially when it's happening to often that it's making it difficult for me to regulate things in my brain. I'm even getting so anxious about it that when he tries to plan something, the first thing my brain tells me is 'Don't get your hopes up. He's just going to cancel on you.' - which is obviously my brain trying to 'save' me from the letdown, but it's hurting my trust in him slightly over things that are currently out of his control.

Does anyone else have this issue? I've already explained to him that letting me know as soon as possible when something changes will help me deal with the anxiety/stress, but lately things have changed or been cancelled only hours before they happen, which doesn't give me enough time to 're-plan' my day or just do whatever my brain seems to need to do in order to be productive again.",6.9261230259309805,5.968678683856506,7.317900175472801,77.13488886722558,64.85201793721973,10.985221290699945,34.63794111912654,10.276239652853533,3.3184592708130243,1767,68,353,36,23,580,215,446,0.14,0.782,0.078,-0.9799,1,0,4,0,0,0,45.0,2,3,1,7,23,19,1,3,15,1,36,9,6,6,3,65,60,39,0,5,19,0,1,0,2,4,2,0,1,3,35,23,0,4,5,0,0,1,8,10,0,1,7,3,46,9,57,46,6,58,0,3,2,1,32,25,0,15,30,244,81,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359185161009874,0.0,0.05548974718617559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06992816867319074,0.10203225456384496,0.07533844297471505,0.0,0.046629790863937585,0.06832972318170744,0.0,0.1187328936499394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05568168332394048,0.0,0.07365164188592628,0.05674656486767641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280600942424552,0.0,0.0,0.3722292409160261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116411422076819,0.0,0.06992108524847405,0.07206602226651403,0.22438874298965156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010576411719251,0.13750477202767647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058359106551535075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0557092556608006,0.15003001812879646,0.059065762160873524,0.06890651706940015,0.0,0.04404678625687577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056724767407736736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20905032359046605,0.06397319350462506,0.037900319659042975,0.0,0.0,0.07352374075084743,0.0,0.06603159148970264,0.17691589915853528,0.0,0.05973933721535533,0.0,0.06844111382470072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04469955175335452,0.0,0.0,0.06623621801606952,0.06567423361399441,0.0769489829354296,0.07139086902136058,0.0,0.0,0.13920986403509492,0.0,0.05927534669462445,0.0,0.0,0.03664997344123317,0.0,0.15045390741262762,0.0,0.0,0.06819298463600751,0.04710369719455738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05669574149566434,0.06018851165716106,0.0,0.0445147489537644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733585594505982,0.0,0.05322971473244692,0.0,0.0,0.04944829712743136,0.0,0.0,0.07092343039952362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050719218950651936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06304170288071725,0.07518068493460447,0.06386865698324372,0.0,0.0,0.06381139684939757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544406382938903,0.06856635718194674,0.06584634155399621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0531416912661859,0.06071023845353048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20535868092524454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22917259030168,0.06971676319871603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17486471926729508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310131745738003,0.0,0.06552060832582239,0.05294281230847113,0.07777260265465151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18110706178215305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05759700878630149,0.07344739572709352,0.11004914629420567,0.0,0.0,0.05349308036234996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cindu_,2019/03/14,"Feeling scared to tell my parents about my anxiety I'm in my teen years, dealing with school. I've been dealing with social anxiety for a bit now. I've been a good student, getting straight A's to make my parents proud and to meet their standards. But the expectation from my parents and teachers always makes me nervous and stresses me out. I know I shouldn't be nervous, but I always fear the next project or presentation, always making what if situations that make my head spin. Not only that, but I always feel nervous around other people. For example, I constantly feel nervous about large groups of friends because I wonder if they're talking about me. It makes my stomach fill with dread when I think about it. I even think my close net of friends hate me at times. I've wanted to tell someone, but I fear they won't understand like a close friend of mine did. I wanted to tell my parents, but they don't even understand why I'm scared of things like asking a cashier what I would like to order or why I'm so shy around people I don't know. This is why I came here for the first time. (Although I feel nervous about posting this) To get advice from people who maybe, dealt with a similar situation.",4.702573216520655,6.053635782978723,4.915219023779726,84.44411764705883,69.8936170212766,7.401752190237797,30.419274092615773,7.724431198458867,1.9341664580725917,959,39,184,11,17,301,122,235,0.203,0.7190000000000001,0.078,-0.9823,4,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,3,2,13,20,1,11,9,0,10,2,2,5,0,45,36,15,0,7,10,4,4,3,3,3,0,0,0,0,11,13,0,0,11,0,0,2,5,12,0,1,4,4,31,8,30,28,1,21,0,0,0,0,21,8,0,5,12,112,42,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604190605115243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930601983043854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471674621079122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15676718278045065,0.0823153090829615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053674752890840165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612831487604984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070628758491368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951512840091588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18155234886468175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631301789681615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19816252989111693,0.17808386506661478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489568987179952,0.0,0.0,0.20408273792640164,0.0,0.09200547908046844,0.0,0.0,0.07385256170952989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693161586512077,0.0903651908988909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678047773854444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905104485959662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938718821355121,0.0,0.0884585378911522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364268009536854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696635467472756,0.0,0.0,0.39107853393344666,0.0,0.0,0.18312934032747444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843280165709933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17630777393332345,0.08911178246306822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979448483009237,0.0,0.08975637178431126,0.07460488254714037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086152272179306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07077163728468201,0.2308799909151564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05849682374753803,0.11283837934680123,0.0,0.0,0.1026858812320316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18332730148438373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386890406190356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23835557753801864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548698519784153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06254853183110544,0.0,0.0,0.056701619670616585
anxiety,DankBeansBrother,2019/03/14,"Had A Recent Job Interview And I'm Not Sure If I Messed It Up Hey everyone, this might not be the right subreddit and I'm sorry if it isn't but I couldn't find a better place to post this because the name of this subreddit perfectly describes what I'm feeling right now. So yesterday I had a job interview at a fast food restaurant and despite being extremely nervous, I played it cool and it went really well, they told me to expect an email with documents I have to sign as well as a date for when I start.

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Fast forward till about an hour ago and I decided it would be a good idea to check up on it and see when I should expect the documents because I've heard it can be as little as one day or as long as a week so I called, they asked when I had an interview and I said the time and they asked which manager it was that interviewed me. I told them it was Sally and they replied ""The only manager we had working was Tricia"". I replied that I thought Sally interviewed me but I said ""Oh I might be wrong about that"" and I asked about the time frame in which I should expect the documents. They replied that they'll check and see then give me a call back and I said ""Alrighty, thank you!"" and hung up. All in all, I was really nice and the lady I spoke with was nice as well.

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I worry that because I forgot the name of the manager who interviewed me, they might terminate me but I'm not quite sure. Is this my mind getting the best of me or might I have a legitimate reason for concern? I'm not very experienced in the job field so I don't know if that is grounds for firing. All I know is that it feels a bit harder to breathe, I'm nauseous and  all around very uneasy because I was really needing this job.",2.4364705882352946,4.079361988795518,3.792736694677873,89.06574369747902,76.17086834733894,7.561120448179272,24.785154061624645,8.344100000000001,1.4388256582633048,1358,46,295,25,30,446,154,357,0.065,0.799,0.136,0.9806,4,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,1,1,8,5,15,17,0,1,25,1,32,2,1,1,7,64,62,38,0,11,12,0,3,0,0,8,0,5,0,0,26,19,1,1,9,1,2,2,7,3,3,1,20,12,45,14,33,28,6,37,0,0,2,0,34,15,0,9,21,205,71,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575665337610163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18519546375555046,0.207690674562884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607904477702344,0.2396854995217061,0.0,0.0,0.06571478315872356,0.0,0.20838667155468585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968679672395423,0.07558394143946917,0.0933020577659676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745319312480319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05511573573516177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166233051776442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642402130452725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811045871816857,0.0,0.10334064431774567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04465021848671847,0.08198266383563439,0.0,0.07168123135906569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416257376067628,0.0,0.0,0.09647587315416732,0.0,0.0,0.3392302584457629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393504646599578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565508945533681,0.0,0.0756309279459241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3626454944236692,0.08629196917658077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06336877836729671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057911069463319385,0.0649974848752332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892893019791085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184869862268415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089905298509428,0.0,0.0,0.16424688790553,0.08786887606095789,0.08438313282011407,0.0,0.0,0.14596767433416494,0.2438809828716206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620384326812796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956673924491146,0.06049024134153722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16109330890206972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868166450233374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784705509010862,0.0996668258963451,0.0,0.0,0.16332466103552887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410297293566272,0.0,0.0,0.068552232343412,0.0,0.2305210344316125,0.07922386547951728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062217145948069534,0.0867905194125015,0.0,0.060709549913646375,0.09343896872289716,0.207690674562884,0.0
anxiety,anxburner69,2019/03/14,"Thinking about going on or looking into anxiety medication Hey there, I’m new to this sub

About me, I’m a 20 year old male and a college student. Growing up I probably had anxiety but it was manageable and pretty normal I’d say. However since I’ve gotten to college it’s gotten significantly worse over the last 2.5 years and I’ve seen a massive increase in depression as well. My anxiety is somewhat social but is becoming more generalized. I have a hard time talking to people im not comfortable with, people who are superior to me in social status or authoritative such as a boss. I often replay conversations in my head, things I say haunt me for long periods of time (years). I think I’ve had anxiety attacks where I get tunnel vision, I feel my heart beat out of my chest. More recently health anxiety has gotten very bad for me, justifiably or not I’m not quite sure. I’ve been drinking more frequently but have given up smoking due to anxiety attacks while high. At this point I want to consider anxiety medicine before I move away for the summer. One obstacle is my family life has gotten crazy and I don’t want to alarm my parents. Another is I don’t want the medicine to change who I am in any way. Can I get some advice on this?",4.134243014944769,5.8165388765432136,6.005302144249513,74.78701754385969,71.75720164609055,9.560233918128654,30.484946935239336,9.93914555978268,3.2862806584362136,989,43,180,27,19,342,143,243,0.212,0.6920000000000001,0.095,-0.9849,2,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,3,7,9,2,1,8,0,17,7,3,1,1,29,36,13,0,4,9,1,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,8,7,1,0,3,1,0,4,5,5,1,1,10,6,23,4,31,26,6,36,0,1,2,0,11,16,0,6,15,112,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248361946439392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131928056403875,0.10997163680280762,0.5616090037660317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386231948771207,0.0985344601271404,0.0,0.08756708449905311,0.0,0.1158273091529534,0.08924175678902882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094490849206526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032955045936754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102738559358466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886776491504463,0.0,0.05302845990355353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958676927863913,0.0,0.059603451189084375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09394830180367916,0.0,0.10763303908450794,0.11147829036205437,0.0,0.12427857229926265,0.0,0.11080725863723316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328408350353335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548794266294348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407702472745069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281196522705408,0.08806943150662258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565154272593613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146659718176334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128990030681344,0.0,0.0,0.1027562187865006,0.0,0.0,0.11004972645841844,0.0,0.07106669601005171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164523936408996,0.0,0.0,0.14541563514975936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991417247751644,0.0,0.0,0.10669660190504944,0.11307407281602545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154854203106968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355240378182323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680321908172566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867545160831824,0.0,0.0,0.21381576193766375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988443946821608,0.0,0.0,0.08429536114696891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967495840055386,0.13440062012435644,0.0,0.0,0.12230808520551742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653368861470867,0.1855757570921662,0.08324569214125847,0.0,0.0,0.09429612467124032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687761012049553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20261012848379711
anxiety,iliketheblue4000,2019/03/14,"Really now? :/ So.. there's this girl that I met on a app, I really like her and I finally had the courage to tell someone I like them and she even liked me back now but here comes the shitty part, since she showed interest i get more and more uncomfortable, that feeling is almost like taking over the feelings I have/had for her if that makes sense, I feel so bad now. My feelings are all over the place, I always had anxiety around getting close to people but I never experienced this.. can anyone relate?",2.91,5.028847272727276,3.9565656565656586,86.28818181818184,76.27272727272728,7.228282828282829,22.11111111111111,8.167268648758528,1.1640989898989904,396,11,79,7,9,128,68,99,0.173,0.6709999999999999,0.156,-0.7178,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,10,7,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,1,2,17,15,8,0,1,3,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,5,16,6,7,12,4,13,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,2,10,58,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027680188692356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16849083730159606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15490699521077314,0.0,0.0,0.14158818348014626,0.0,0.0,0.1802621716692889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15570502439517336,0.16907363830899547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17443024497766274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337450659482258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4095472494536884,0.0,0.0,0.22182176289171207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21158902227318435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3957124391297484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13516600279913873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15617549266798186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21928075873805725,0.0,0.1403835164915712,0.0,0.21156263894693395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594450792641465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16750473945582278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715721097560836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15224993295617542,0.0,0.1769882693524289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sadlilbbyy,2019/03/14,Am i the only one that cant sleep at night because of my anxiety? I literally will just be laying in bed and out of no where i just feel anxious for no reason it feels like my heart is pounding super fast and i just can't stop thinking about everything and even sometimes it's hard to breathe. I will just be laying there and thinking i'm about to have a heart attack from how much my body over works itself. I have been having to take sleeping meds and it sucks so bad sometimes i'll be so anxious the sleeping meds don't even work it's such a scary thing and i feel like i'm the only one dealing with this can anyone else relate? ,2.4284620642515407,3.9894589548872235,3.4983868762816144,91.5161107313739,75.99248120300751,5.738619275461383,23.369104579630896,6.11248444174946,0.3905097744360901,503,15,108,3,11,162,82,133,0.182,0.7390000000000001,0.078,-0.9074,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,3,14,6,2,0,5,0,15,7,7,2,0,20,24,9,0,0,4,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,8,0,1,6,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,1,4,10,3,14,18,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,5,75,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149269068339302,0.2997601620031499,0.0,0.09276640923039862,0.13593676801532334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15093202710070244,0.0,0.0,0.11077445826292392,0.08087480207002247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14736719323096845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677762345399205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082931132224963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17525543749969086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923583328442787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20124681386635104,0.18955989000661985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884685092075632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144307384195098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296323646634566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947343864619369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975281993429752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450242572688774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17980214360418725,0.2018040284483084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13640753329428587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39829941524950707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262429347444738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091861117746588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975182419014346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814049040763225,0.17002000203212891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19317163910231586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,unbroken_unbent,2019/03/14,"How to help someone with health anxiety? tldr; how do I support someone with health anxiety that isn't/can't go to the doctor in fear of the result 

My SO has been dealing with some unexplained body pain for 4 months. He went to a doctor originally when the pain was high and the doctor said its probably minor and wrote it off (SO said no to meds and for the body to get rid of any infection in its own). My SO has had on and off reduced level of pain after that. He's worried that there is something wrong and is afraid it could also be cancer. He delved into a TON of research from credible sources, about people in similar positions as him. From what I understand. there are basically two scenarios that he has deduced: either he has cancer, or it is something super normal and minor. He read scenarios about where the doctors passed off someone's pain as normal only to find out it was cancer all along. He admitted that he doesn't want to fund out what is actually going on because he is afraid that he might actually have cancer - that his life would be over pretty much and everything would change and that he didn't want to put his parents through that. The anxiety of cancer has led to much anxiety over life, death, and existence. His anxieties have led him to have poor sleep for the past three months as well - leading into irritability, lower energy, perhaps feeding into more anxiety?

Anyways, his insurance is sub-par and he must go through an incredibly lengthy process to see a specialist (he must see a general practitioner and then get a referral to see a specialist). This insurance also takes a long time to get a hold of, the entire thing is tedious. They told him that the nearest appointment they could give would be 9 weeks from now. He chose not to because he wasn't sure if he would be in the area at that time - he didn't check his academic calendar. I told him he can make an appointment for where he will be when he is on break but he said no. He wants to wait until the pain gets bad to go to Urgent Care. I understand that this is hard to deal with. I understand that with all of these hurdles in the way (like the lengthy phone process) that it is easy for motivation to deplete. I think this helps the snowballing of anxiety.

I've tried actively listening to his problems, he gets annoyed and thinks its bullshit. (""So what I hear you saying is \_\_\_\_\_"" or ""Yeah that can be hard"") I've tried giving solutions, but its not my field of expertise. I am not trying to discount his fears even though I theorize he just needs to try the medicine he originally declined. All I can do is keep urging him to go talk to an expert. I can see his health anxiety acting up so hard and it just breaks my heart to see him like this. I am getting impatient and frustrated, I've begun getting angry and I know that isn't what he needs. I have anxiety too but, I deal with it differently than him. I've expressed my frustration to him, I've asked him how he would want me to handle things if the roles were reversed,.. I told him that I'm no longer going to ask him what is going on and that all I can do is focus on myself because only he can control his actions, however I don't know if that is the right approach either. I also don't want to support his lack of will to go to the doctor. Seeing him go through this is so hard and scary. I love him so much and I just want to help him and figure out how to support him the best that I can but I feel like I am pretty much failing miserably.

What I am asking from everyone on this subreddit, is advice for how can I best support him with his anxiety so high? I want to do better. I know you all (most likely) aren't therapists, I just want some input until I am at least able to get to my next therapist appointment (which is a while away).",5.634026300236408,5.78388660771277,6.336375886524824,79.39822222222223,67.2313829787234,9.875933806146573,31.205791962174946,9.725611199111238,2.7643371394799057,2987,109,593,60,45,982,296,752,0.156,0.7390000000000001,0.105,-0.9704,4,0,2,1,0,0,82.0,0,2,2,8,34,33,3,5,32,1,76,27,4,15,8,116,145,54,1,26,18,1,5,4,0,10,21,6,0,0,47,33,1,4,14,1,4,18,14,17,1,2,16,17,69,16,102,111,21,74,0,2,6,1,87,34,0,9,23,417,116,11,0.04753819319746975,0.0,0.09278083818784008,0.0,0.0,0.04645377220619508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404882777482125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032327601528385035,0.0,0.36366587678307655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333253803657881,0.0,0.04466369737065045,0.0,0.03969240564823084,0.0869365240188622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977680177458907,0.04204366873286833,0.0,0.1056084318477338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04846835621931457,0.0,0.05028910506345021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0533181259255769,0.07591075810038662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14702936937459835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04966729390270134,0.0,0.2432867755166624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03139852826355083,0.0,0.0,0.045424780804696335,0.042724262765493334,0.0,0.0,0.10698736750313977,0.024036738843526882,0.03396129471885252,0.0,0.0,0.04344904735550307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19869395103288426,0.09120593328422552,0.24315345640992775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17033953460877746,0.0,0.0,0.15159262914833382,0.05357899870419255,0.05633298782647785,0.09559154651447467,0.10045342228209156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042254130361949166,0.0,0.0,0.07837724325052063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06715526345353642,0.09289903979757888,0.0,0.0,0.04206980504006115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042905075375696114,0.0,0.03173211309943092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0528042159238669,0.0,0.0,0.050430510584137764,0.0,0.0,0.07588906453880434,0.0,0.13978416725901713,0.07049793580333,0.0,0.0,0.05055740777455248,0.0,0.09315467203881256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230987615940651,0.25291994626968983,0.0,0.05278553777991805,0.0,0.045380584465666375,0.03295699754638854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672686554155667,0.05125421260953143,0.045487630716751916,0.0,0.04778901430052212,0.0,0.0,0.047551057707682746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040597357246364436,0.1356591236024958,0.03780427927399002,0.0,0.0,0.2272907111265713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04757252471206768,0.0,0.120836870486845,0.07319444725879712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21578311314964824,0.044804184497207765,0.0,0.03574280508335722,0.03820939897737245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039101261636594,0.06316452644688192,0.06092110938565527,0.04670603345192382,0.0,0.05543980549093505,0.0,0.0,0.13627434241408906,0.0,0.12910125076850318,0.0,0.046437907184292734,0.14846680692898154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224314064159864,0.03773360503939471,0.03813227112340012,0.0,0.04274254479201589,0.04406838135883193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048277342750841584,0.0,0.16884884255043747,0.0519755515908423,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Myfootsgonenumb,2019/03/14,"Little advice on some msj valium please Hey guys iv got 100 10mg msj diazepam off of a buddy to help with anxiety, there baby blue with a pointless split line (there tough little fukers) and no stamp. Iv tested them with an ez benzo test from ebay and it said diazepam, are these tests reliable? I took a quarter of a tablet at 8 last night and another quarter at 12 and it didnt really do much other than make me abit dizzy, my heart rate was quite high too which always happens when i take z drugs. Do fake valium sometimes get adulterated with z drugs? Or do i just need to take more?

",8.81084745762712,5.966609237288138,8.613999999999999,75.33862711864407,62.5593220338983,11.812881355932205,32.922033898305095,9.888512548439397,2.8229538983050846,462,11,94,7,5,150,91,118,0.092,0.8440000000000001,0.065,-0.2906,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,5,2,0,0,5,0,6,5,1,1,0,13,15,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,5,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,5,2,6,0,14,10,3,11,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,2,3,52,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17966967246860033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15298949157294606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19279732769451094,0.14065537816734722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42644749585901065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606129763023198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470527549475108,0.0,0.0,0.18205416535541305,0.16259023715152218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21787960355587965,0.1232400946672184,0.19426230231273284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14987361627681334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3685598557221293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273057916599095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351611201575053,0.1363327501077246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17254381232236746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018273459296106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19556188701976296,0.0,0.0,0.11778792070655955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17489667072926673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18184609580505293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764855372317596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20427955511659385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Browsing5,2019/03/14,"Help I have never really known what anxiety even was. Until I came to America. 

I still don’t consider myself an anxious person but I do need help figuring this out. Idk if it’s anxiety or not.

Whenever I’m in a tense situation my mind becomes one track and I have to do a situation in a certain way. Or think about something repeatedly until I am satisfied with it. Or do something so that soemthing else doesn’t happen. (Like turning off the light switch 3 time so sometime specifically bad doesn’t happen) 


Lately it’s been so terrible. Like being attracted to someone I shouldn’t be. (Forbidden fruit scenario) and then I can’t think about anything at all until I have (fakely) convinced myself that I am not atttacted to that person. And only then I can move on with peace. 

Please help, it’s ruining my life. I can’t think or do anything until I have “convinced” myself that I am not attracted to a certain someone. It mostly happens in tense situations. 

Is this anxiety? Or pure OCD? ",2.216473429951691,4.989120571428575,4.284623878536924,78.98006211180126,84.02645502645503,7.519760754543363,27.265010351966872,8.456263369488248,2.664027191166322,784,36,136,20,23,267,104,189,0.13699999999999998,0.652,0.21,0.9543,0,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,7,12,0,0,6,0,23,2,0,0,5,31,33,19,0,3,10,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,12,7,1,0,5,0,0,2,10,4,0,1,3,2,19,8,20,27,2,21,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,7,13,104,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950730345000511,0.1452504280996618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116085702298867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735274078900944,0.0,0.14199832239384338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705278894042936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740589948959453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492098200612838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410889457728541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585384873251273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503547988299595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081462149254324,0.12562814442794892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12982166230538678,0.0,0.0,0.13665231384991658,0.0,0.09533494512183137,0.0991631063817338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712411334855975,0.09778524714049597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22452924973708552,0.0,0.14113409238118274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236689238426967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4335629288463854,0.0,0.0,0.21787827374491847,0.19796291999547025,0.12716157746759735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267823513777052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471523692372363,0.0,0.0,0.07497171021840959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985005557320296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205493606834468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,phm_throwaway,2019/03/14,"I got rejected for a job because of a math test It was such a perfect job. Tutoring kids, which I love. A half mile from my house. I'm amazing at reading and writing, but math...not my strongest subject. At all.

I did really well in the interview despite my awful anxiety and depression issues. The lady said I was super charming and genuine. She gave me a math test to see if I could teach math to the kids - and I'm talking super easy stuff. Basic algebra and fractions and multiplication and division.

I'm 22 and haven't done math in a few semesters. I was rusty and unprepared. I bombed it. The woman called me and told me that I was so kind and sweet and seemed like I'd be great, but my test score was abysmal so she couldn't hire me.

I put myself out there. I got dressed up, went to the interview, overcame my anxiety. Still failed because I'm a fucking idiot who can't multiply fractions.

This is a huge mental setback. :(",2.1924564564564584,4.3948759243243245,3.726441441441441,86.65170420420422,78.94594594594595,6.921921921921923,27.575075075075077,7.984000788550335,1.8836606606606616,726,32,145,13,18,240,110,185,0.092,0.621,0.28600000000000003,0.9921,2,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,4,6,16,2,0,13,1,13,2,0,0,2,22,27,17,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,7,13,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,5,1,1,13,3,22,11,12,11,2,11,0,3,1,2,15,8,1,2,2,91,29,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730234767208836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21755970298542746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822147013554574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424756928008952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15369644562471907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18261360005406446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497170449777046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28544130299365944,0.19673883917521875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20590428919730452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18625267683818805,0.35416293048167563,0.0,0.0,0.18582546030951294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718036406772872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16105570519380172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798329628604764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17938887955076552,0.0,0.0,0.17849564567272955,0.0,0.11431794520067005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16974429890835568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421994385044503,0.16245177023668575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14250828843972346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042795286445876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342922471167446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17051409516736088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16044560306623373,0.16542248613590535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,usernameisgiraffe,2019/03/14,"Looking for a little advice and maybe some reassurance I’ve been a lurker for awhile, but am currently in a place where I feel like I could use some guidance, I guess.

A little background:

Ive been experiencing anxiety and panic attacks for a couple years and finally made the leap to see a doctor and was diagnosed with GAD and panic disorder in September, 2018, and have been taking medication since (Lexapro) to help stabilize my anxiety and control my panic attacks.

While I feel like the meds work sometimes, there are still days, and even weeks, where my anxiety feels unbearable. I’ve chatted with my doctor about this and she’s upped my dosage for the time being to see if that will help. Basically trying to find right combination that will work best for me.

Onto my real reason for posting:

One of my biggest triggers for my anxiety is my job. I work in an extremely stressful customer service position with a large association.

I’ve been in this position for 3.5 years, and while it causes me a lot of stress and anxiety, I’ve always felt pressure to stick with it to pad my resume.

About a month before being officially diagnosed with GAD, I was having multiple panic attacks a day causing me to need to call out sick a few times. On the days that I was able to go into the office, I could hardly get anything done. 

Once I had an official GAD diagnosis, I decided it would be best to let HR know about it, and see what could be done to make my work life manageable and to avoid letting down my team. 

I was able to take a two week leave of absence to focus on my mental health which was immensely helpful. I came back to work feeling refreshed and ready to take on everything. That is until I actually got back into the office. I had a lot of colleagues that started to treat me differently, I could tell people were whispering about where I’d been and what was wrong with me. I thought I would be able to find a little bit of understanding with my managers at least, but I got the cold shoulder from them as well, with little jabs thrown in about how I was letting my team down and the company down.

I went from feeling like work had my back and was supportive about my decision to get my mental health in control, to feeling like I had absolutely no support system. And so I spiraled right back down to my old ways, calling out sick or struggling to get my work done because I was so caught up in the cattiness and lack of understanding from my coworkers. 

That brings us to today. I’ve spent the last couple days home from work, absolutely crippled by the anxiety of going back and having to face those people and that job.

I woke up this morning and decided right then and there that I couldn’t keep torturing myself by trying to make it work. I handed in my two weeks notice when I got into the office and felt a huge wave of relief.

But now I’m a little scared. I don’t have anything lined up. My finances are relatively good, with enough to last me the next 2-3 months living expenses, but I’m afraid I won’t find anything in that time. I can’t  help but wonder if I just made the worst decision of my life .

If any of you out there have been in a similar situation, where you had to quit a job because of anxiety, and didn’t have another lined up, I’d love to hear your story and any advice or reassurance you might have. 



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anxiety,kid-from-nyc,2019/03/14,"1) Anxiety can be so overwhelming 2) I think anxiety has turned me into a really insecure and introverted person 3) Can anxiety lead to suicidal thoughts? I’m gonna use this post to talk to myself for a bit. I’m in the stairwell at work because I was sweating and my heart was beating at my desk. I went to the stairwell and cried for really no reason.

I’ve been on Zoloft for the past 3 months, which had done a pretty good job taming my anxiety. This week, I decided to skip taking it because of a discussion that I had with my girlfriend. She told me how dependent she’s become on the antidepressants that he’s been taking for years. I wanted to live a life free of having to take medicine daily.

Working, being at work, and thinking about it makes me really uneasy. I want to quit my job so bad but 1) I’m only a year into this position and this is my first job out of college, 2) I have no idea where i want to end up next, 3) wherever I go next, I’ll probably hate it just as much. 

It’s so disheartening knowing I’ll probably need meds to feel normal for the rest of my life. 

As a side question - can anxiety give you suicidal thoughts or am I also depressed? I’ve gotten suicidal thoughts several times this week. My rational: what’s the point of living if you’re naturally scared of trying new things, meeting new people, and growing as a person? I naturally want to live a life of complacency which is the opposite of how successful people feel. 

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anxiety,PerfectStormX,2019/03/14,"Creating A Transcendental Platform For Anxiety Management & Reduction, Ascension, Lucid Dreaming Hybrid Mindset Voyagers 24/7, INtellectual Light Warrior/Soular Empowerment, Starseeds, Otherkin, Mind Voyagers, Mediums & Psychics, Merkaba-Ascension-5D, Dimension-Shifters, Future Earth(+Discord) ​

[https://www.reddit.com/r/LightWarriorAscension/](https://www.reddit.com/r/LightWarriorAscension/)

[https://discord.gg/PRVXJak](https://discord.gg/PRVXJak) 

[https://disboard.org/server/539367976806383616](https://disboard.org/server/539367976806383616)

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At the shift of ages, and the arrival of the age of Aquarius, golden age as we battle the last inner and outer demons of the Kali Yuga/age of Pisces, this transition time is like no other. A powerful incentive, a leap of faith: Take the first step: make the Quantum Leap, The Interdimensional Shift and Enter The Lightning Grid

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""As soon as humanity unites on this planet, it will qualify to establish contact with other more advanced civilizations, such as the Agarthans and those from the GF. In fact the Agarthans and some ascended masters such as St. Germain will already help us run the cities of light and the numerous healing centres which will manifest very soon all over the globe. The next step will be visiting other civilizations, but this could only happen after the incarnated human personality has completed the LBP and has ascended at least to 5D by transfiguring from a carbon-based body into crystalline light body.""

The three cities of light will be open portals to the multiverse and to numerous advanced humanoid, and later on, other civilisations, such as the dragons. Alone this fact will make the existence of national states and nations obsolete as all the people will recognize their multidimensional nature and will strive to ascend too and be able to live in these cities of light and enjoy the advantages of a higher dimensional life. In the first place, they will enjoy the healing possibilities there which will help all humans advance rapidly in their LBP and also ascend.

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anxiety,Hika-Tamari,2019/03/14,"I animated a meeting by video conference today and took an appointment to the gym! Hello there!

First time posting, but I like to read everyone success stories here.

My anxiety is rather under control now, but it hasn't been always that way. I went through a big challenge (lack of better word) in 2011 (ex-boyfriend at the time tried to commit suicide, I had to call the police while having an anxiety attack, then he harassed me and I got scared of EVERYTHING, mail, my own phone, email, answering the door...)

Nowadays, I'm doing much better, but I'm mostly staying in my comfort zone. I admit I would've (and still would) benefit from going to a therapist, but I don't feel like I can make that step yet.

Today, I had to animate a meeting to 20-30 users at work, all that done in videoconference, while they were seeing my face, listening to me, and I was seeing nothing but my own presentation and questions by chat. I talked by myself for a good 40mn and even though I did say some wrong stuff sometimes because stress, I did well and was super proud of myself.

Later on the day, I went to the gym located in my town.

I have a membership since August, but anxiety kept me from going there. I am scared of the first appointment with the personal trainer, scared of them seeing how in such a bad shape I am, and being a burden. I also specifically went to my town... My work has a gym right in front of it, which is from the same ""brand"" as the one in my town, but my coworkers are all over the place and I feel anxious just thinking about them seeing me struggle, especially in the first times, and then coming to talk to me, talk about the job, smalltalk, etc....

So I went to my town, in a place I never go (it's not in the village per se but it's in another location, still the same town), did not find it, walked around for 30mn, under a freezing rain, asked two (!!) people my way, without much luck. I finally found it, went it (super anxious!), talked to the big buff guys (super anxious, bis!) and took an appointment for next week.

I feel proud because some years ago, I would've just gave up if not finding the gym, especially since people saw me walking around, looking for shit, probably wouldn't have asked people for info, etc.

I want to be in a better shape and feel better, but those first steps are really hard. But I did it, and I'm super proud.

Nice weather is coming back next week, and I'll also try to go running errands again too. Again, super anxious about it. I succeeded last year, went running once, loved it, then the heat wave came, it became unsafe enough for a blob like me to continue running outside, then anxiety from the ""first come back in a long time"" came back and... bleh.


But progress is still progress.


Sorry for rambling. Thank you for reading this far if you did. I'm now anxious I annoyed people and feel like I shouldn't post it haha but oh well.

Sorry as well for the weird sentences maybe, sometimes? I'm not a native speaker.

What are your latest successes lately? Let me know! I'd love to contribute more here.",4.8066146711635795,5.7029998279932546,5.354650505902196,83.07733832209108,69.26981450252951,8.223423271500844,28.48435919055649,8.395991825355821,1.9261514671163569,2370,81,464,34,40,762,281,593,0.128,0.688,0.184,0.9928,1,0,0,0,0,2,118.0,0,3,3,26,34,45,4,5,38,1,35,4,2,3,4,80,83,43,1,8,22,0,7,4,0,3,0,3,1,2,20,24,0,2,14,8,0,25,10,13,3,7,27,16,58,32,70,50,16,111,0,0,6,2,30,35,1,7,50,314,78,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049862595120420114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996686621090487,0.046804847819876816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05898346017130138,0.17212564085242266,0.31773476517987315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014958258601583,0.10517308149426674,0.06399296273193232,0.0,0.12975928106810938,0.046966743344271256,0.06857945651742017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19899566845389255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05743795848663349,0.1286709690961429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536424417102714,0.0,0.0,0.06308961865746028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03627686141417382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05756369986052115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05812171092454566,0.12546815408604672,0.037152865749969184,0.0,0.0,0.05374967797193831,0.0505542420800481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14220948890099847,0.08037060927147889,0.0,0.06161957541168344,0.10282371261566284,0.23923285298355776,0.0,0.06167567193928265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12787361874361802,0.04718017570345556,0.04498859200097506,0.0,0.0,0.0556967502592944,0.0,0.0,0.050389319270887085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055819853028290484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030913754639466263,0.04585159235401585,0.06345291335286775,0.0,0.0,0.057519856011647275,0.0,0.10992443737903304,0.0,0.0,0.0497798433627605,0.04723617795099877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015363836193561,0.0,0.03754758592664911,0.0,0.056511098106388324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270104822356071,0.0,0.04338378445134556,0.0,0.11964589982995436,0.0,0.0,0.05397378613826847,0.0,0.0,0.05990485156920782,0.03811673405508364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559878087387228,0.049115688934339236,0.11753941376121332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774468878118762,0.0,0.060647456601105994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630133334831708,0.0,0.11253126569842513,0.0,0.036035453461596714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04803754338156816,0.0,0.044732584306231934,0.16894942219017048,0.0,0.1792971782163302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057740238232358285,0.0930618419956494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126618898182336,0.12593545895524905,0.0,0.059955453439411485,0.13476495191407678,0.0,0.06443465539419761,0.058805142525919424,0.06439326244630404,0.061528819482909926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808477975372198,0.0,0.05178782068161216,0.0,0.06531106231020492,0.0,0.036042991877614734,0.05526574290322028,0.0,0.1312002673068078,0.0,0.10663762429098353,0.0,0.1249925519934872,0.07638067296809145,0.0,0.05494847773901505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033177949622386724,0.08929791552799689,0.09024137296484196,0.0,0.15172762383706306,0.3128681655459167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054223388603817806,0.0,0.08190193784181445,0.0,0.0,0.11987603355147808,0.06150099375125239,0.0,0.07244684048339511
anxiety,MontanaKittenSighs,2019/03/14,"I get one little fixation in my head and my entire day is shaped around that fixation. I keep thinking about something I said or did earlier/last year/whenever and I just cringe and fixate on that feeling.  It snowballs into more cringe moments and more anxiety.  Before I know it, I don't want to go to work, get out of bed, or even shower.  One fixation can shape my entire day sometimes and it's an absolute hassle.  Right now, I'm to the point where I'm anxious about things that I don't even know happened/will happen. 

​

Ugh.  ",2.884285714285713,5.180756714285722,3.9011904761904788,85.79464285714288,77.09523809523809,6.866666666666667,25.73809523809524,7.908726449838941,1.6555523809523804,425,16,80,7,10,137,70,105,0.085,0.899,0.016,-0.6721,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,8,1,0,0,2,0,5,1,1,0,0,17,18,7,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,7,8,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,2,2,10,0,11,16,2,16,0,0,0,0,1,11,0,2,4,51,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21181500469905695,0.2375436218381408,0.0,0.0,0.14955049498214354,0.22084979864877055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740289195011346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16634890409457834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252151744691649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582406402856308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884639778700413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042725247538844,0.0,0.11110234874687946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17287252547388915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20063072198818446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17376186532999413,0.0,0.0,0.2148740785018792,0.1593516991031386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959338831260823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649402572125966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18480269617935632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16694870920711166,0.18595722409683751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15049894032299954,0.19334613430749886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987589430996455,0.12526308687631638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153059768189841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423201712839718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375436218381408,0.12589014397306908
anxiety,Legallybrunette21,2019/03/14,"Sick after a panic attack? This week I had a pretty bad panic attack. I woke up the following morning with a very sore throat but I just assumed it was a result of the dry heaving. Fast forward a few more days and it is definitely a cold, even beginning to think it might be walking pneumonia. It’s still pretty cold where I live, so obviously it could just be coincidence but I was wondering if anyone else had a similar experience/could the two be related?? Thanks! ",2.9333333333333336,5.413188777777782,5.0922222222222215,76.36500000000002,77.8888888888889,8.444444444444445,26.66666666666667,9.150863307647796,2.7106666666666674,370,15,66,10,9,128,63,90,0.165,0.6890000000000001,0.146,0.604,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,2,2,10,0,10,3,1,1,1,14,16,5,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,5,0,1,5,2,5,1,5,6,2,11,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,7,49,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117271558808585,0.1922160742963684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4268390687590836,0.0,0.0,0.1566362935538231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995630926248833,0.0,0.0,0.12098503556080566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15671385637866195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390655113812105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656522589430335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19901157742698494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4402111020973017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817087288631939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14981581338699138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727148127630866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020506967913384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18325575240280956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15478779874526025,0.0,0.0,0.15047960727029142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20344176822816706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,storybox,2019/03/14,"Morning anxiety Does anyone else feel panicky right when they wake up? I end up staying in bed until like 12pm because it feels like a safe place for me and keeps my anxiety at bay. It sucks though because I feel like I’m wasting my day, which makes me more anxious. I have tried so many things to get myself to wake up earlier, but the day ahead of me always feels so insurmountable and anxiety ridden.",7.41,6.239236000000003,7.4025,77.61250000000005,64.0,10.5,35.0,9.516144504307137,3.04875,320,12,63,5,4,103,59,80,0.14300000000000002,0.769,0.08800000000000001,-0.3708,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,4,5,1,0,2,0,1,2,2,1,0,10,10,8,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,10,4,11,10,1,15,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,9,36,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523900641577852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42031283095361227,0.2069000264128927,0.0,0.12805819420258388,0.187652159679298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22328515667467894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362248141313829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16027011191348686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15299289463057594,0.0,0.16221078202112382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37041142782249575,0.2616755074263841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568492030690433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627863586305761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26842399096935105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224970905475467,0.18567876451194654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19134597844513296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15640354918087684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19520660405525206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167240417486028,0.0,0.17993755986901885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434241532860195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tubaman96,2019/03/14,"Anxiety and Auditions First time poster. The past month I traveled to 4 different universities across the US to audition for a masters in music on the tuba. The process made me exhausted. I had to fly with 2 tubas (meaning three plane tickets), hauling my gear around on public transit, and actually taking the auditions. (Months and months of music prep) I was so proud when I finished my last audition and felt confident in my efforts, but I've started getting replies and they aren't so good. One school denied me and another accepted me but said they wouldn't give me any finacial aid (which I most certainly need). I'm waiting on 2 more school to reply but absolutely dreading their answers. This morning I just broke down and cried about how big of failure I see myself as.  I'm struggling to find anything but dissapointment in all my ventures now. I know that being a performer is all I want to do in life and that rejection will be part of that. I just hate how I tear myself apart after such roadblocks. 

Just wanted to share this. Thank you for listening",4.883172110552764,6.905713683417088,5.3892682160804055,78.57676664572865,70.4572864321608,8.593090452261306,32.53800251256281,9.188382445141503,3.1134444723618078,849,40,149,18,16,272,133,199,0.188,0.731,0.081,-0.9805,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,1,3,5,12,12,1,2,7,0,9,2,0,3,3,35,28,18,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,6,10,0,1,6,2,4,1,2,6,0,3,5,4,26,6,26,19,5,25,0,2,1,0,10,12,0,1,12,104,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.16171107946682514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268989247854587,0.1737635577502845,0.12676928264170015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636691689396266,0.14751887840092526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18202693148314356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17313384677429097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591095776684061,0.0,0.1514578330374356,0.14095460505180665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657771888200974,0.15896612073401553,0.0,0.13899142508266804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16360636508933804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107102184192704,0.13507745718563444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704733819028695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15680077068128373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18050902818355236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3968093882096229,0.0,0.0,0.12287340275864812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229078965522192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17945002705996582,0.15819092485284614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576301295666904,0.0,0.0,0.3354189306232368,0.13205106775261333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117291858527643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732382391545081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459485613829155,0.0,0.0,0.1525654131452449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662804266996712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19933122081232066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954825487857922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,VintageVibes33,2019/03/14,Best book on thought patterns/rumination/CBT? Is there a well known book on this that is border-line life changing? thanks,2.515000000000001,5.279020045454548,1.5731818181818191,93.57977272727274,98.54545454545456,4.0181818181818185,23.681818181818183,5.985473137389443,0.6068727272727279,99,4,18,1,4,28,19,22,0.0,0.611,0.389,0.8611,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,10,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4690601737985698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4728276701938544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157032394981701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4115035498460185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548387568154455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4018734842599879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LiveUnderstanding,2019/03/14,I’m thinking about going to the Park without my friends to play bball Is pretty warm weather here in Indiana and I’m sick of sitting inside all day. I just don’t want to play with random people. What if they ask me to play I say no and they get mad?,2.4155555555555566,3.3492270370370387,3.878703703703703,91.2991666666667,74.92592592592592,6.140740740740743,24.61111111111111,5.985473137389443,0.5171999999999999,196,6,44,1,4,65,43,54,0.17600000000000002,0.611,0.213,0.08900000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,0,3,6,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,10,9,3,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,2,6,5,9,9,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,1,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3719133866123633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565647063397725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30735919825409586,0.0,0.2078475419270021,0.0,0.2260935494597525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758022936763647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4047318227174188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31636701492217245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549106859358557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346479427930211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834898398473459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,blackpepper511,2019/03/14,"What's gonna happen now? Hello there~

I had a talk to a (in my opinion) pretty bad psychiatrist today. On the one hand he said that my long time thoughts of me having a problem with anxiety is true but on the other side he almost ""kicked"" me out afterwards.
(I was to scared to talk about it for a long long time now) 
He didn't tell me what to do now, where to go and so on...
Now I am getting really scared because I don't know what will happen about it in the future
Does anybody have some advice or little story for me so I somehow can calm down a little?
",2.329030131826741,3.4189439745762726,4.123333333333335,88.85264595103581,75.35593220338984,6.600376647834276,21.58568738229755,6.937597516519254,0.4396354048964213,431,10,95,4,9,146,77,118,0.114,0.807,0.079,-0.6205,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,2,8,0,11,1,1,0,1,13,19,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,5,2,11,2,18,12,1,24,0,0,0,0,8,11,0,5,12,69,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16898063909009514,0.0,0.0,0.17315974715676175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322874103771249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443854342697894,0.10541368110912068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513281287496105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903463519599686,0.0,0.09827745474393636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058346108854393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950352434660234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34663323591110146,0.0,0.4591004478932619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717868448208275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17592723669289215,0.0,0.165466194544819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078039963347937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16449159609686725,0.0,0.34625686114035104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27798167303983834,0.15114436754715113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728340255359928,0.2016683106229944,0.0,0.1639130009493231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,triforcery,2019/03/14,"I graduated! My 21st birthday is in two weeks. The only credit I was missing was phys ed and I’ve had the essays and hours logged for so long now and haven’t worked up the courage to do it. 

I had always suffered from anxiety and depression when it came to school, dropping out of school in grade 7, coming back for grade 9, I had so many issues with my high school not wanting to accommodate me, refusing to give me work even though I was still acing most test. I had to teach myself courses and when I’d hand them in they’d be tossed aside. 

Doing grade 11 and 12 at Adult Learning centre, it’s been a breeze, I never thought it could be this easy. I’m so thankful I’m so happy. I brought in my physical activity logs I’ve been keeping and he said “awesome! Now all we need is your four essays and you’re good to go!” 
I was like oh you mean the ones I have on my email right now? I was waiting for the catch. Idk why I put it off. I still feel like there’s a catch and I wanna cry.


They’re providing free dresses that you get to keep for grad, and get my cap and gown photograph and certificate In June. I’m gonna get a nice expensive cocktail dress that I can wear again for a wedding or something.

I’m rambling, this is going to be filled with typos. I’t’s been such a long journey. I wish I could go back and tell 13 year old me that it’ll be okay. I never thought I’d have a job or graduate, hell I couldn’t even talk to a cashier. And now I’m thinking about enrolling in graphic design next year and working in lunch program at an elementary school. And I’m graduated. 

Thanks for letting me get that out, I don’t gotta lot of people to celebrate with. I hope you all have a good day and remember that even the tiniest step is better then staying still. 
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anxiety,owlz15,2019/03/14,"Anyone feel like the only people who really want to listen are therapists who get paid to listen? At my yearly check up to get birth control refilled and the doctor asked if I was on any new medications. I told her about the anxiety med I have been on for about 6 months now and then realized I had not taken it today, then started rambling on about weight gain and how I couldn't tell if it was because of the meds or anxiety. All in all I realize I ramble about my life and anxiety when I get anxious and I feel that most people just want me to shut the hell up. The only person who doesn't try to push me to stop talking is my therapist and she is paid to listen. Does anyone else feel like this?",5.592291666666667,5.054054756944449,6.589722222222222,79.87750000000003,67.40277777777779,9.7,28.416666666666664,9.188382445141503,2.1289750000000005,551,15,113,9,8,185,87,144,0.097,0.8240000000000001,0.079,-0.3968,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,9,3,1,0,6,0,10,4,0,2,2,25,27,13,0,5,5,0,4,2,0,0,3,3,0,1,7,6,1,2,5,0,3,1,3,1,0,0,8,7,16,2,20,18,3,20,1,0,0,0,13,8,1,4,13,78,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639162144380473,0.0,0.3253041537534828,0.1601317710218736,0.0,0.1982231301469275,0.14523474542994522,0.0,0.0,0.13251266188931654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640658051405843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589793355315483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14508225577635378,0.1240422116300962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840995671052465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21501195156539515,0.20252565049756427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22216810719377428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011885241607706,0.13849912541143156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148940070608804,0.14279341337786047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313969541362268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368984326431655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21560727922502665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19653659914278115,0.12376647310788808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080562807024102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032800792483952,0.0,0.0,0.11850536461177626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392945185210515,0.1238915843398944,0.0,0.0,0.3291542890855036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13435791032823718,0.13544364779581694,0.0,0.09623571115438803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672100259126391,0.0,0.0,0.172607511618772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127928497986168
anxiety,kingXcazam,2019/03/14,"Had my first anxiety attack in months while at work 23 year old male here. I used to have frequent panic attacks, at least once a month, sometimes a couple a month starting from about a year ago. The last one I had was in November, but I've gotten so used to them, I almost figured out how to ignore the impending doom feelings. At the beginning I used to freak out, and would be convinced I was having a heart attack, and ever since then I'm thinking constantly my hearts gonna give out at any moment, or I'm gonna have a heart attack. Anyways, since January I've been in the gym 4-5 times a week, and I'm a pretty skinny person, and havent had a panic attack since, so I thought working out and exercising helped a lot with preventing them. Today was different though, at work, out of the blue, I just felt my heart rate shoot up after I bent on the floor to pick something up, and then when I stood up it happened. I just quietly slipped to the bathroom to let it pass, but it felt weird this time. 10 minutes had passed and it's been a few months since I've had one, so I started getting a little worried that my heart rate was still beating so fast. I started to feel dizzy and convinced myself if I stood up (I was sitting on the toilet) I was going to pass out. I've had panic attacks before, but never felt like I was dizzy and going to pass out. This is when I was getting more panicky debating on wether I should just wait it out, or call an ambulance. Another 10 minutes had passed, and my heart rate was still as high as ever. I finally stood up off the toilet convincing myself nothing would happen- but as soon as I stood up, I felt like I was going to pass out. I walked up to a fellow co-worker and asked him if he could call an ambulance. He told me my face looked white as a ghost, and that made me convinced I was having a heart attack. I kept thinking to myself ""this is it"" he ran and got my supervisor, and he told me to follow him into the office and sit down. As soon as I sat down, my heart went from BOOM 160 BPM to back to normal instantly. I felt really stupid, and explained to my supervisor what happened and how I was convinced I was having a heart attack, but it was just a panic attack, and I feel completely fine right now, just really embarrassed. He told me to sit in the office for 20 minutes, then he let me go home an hour early. I hate these random panic attacks. I thought they were finally over. I guess I just overreacted this time bc the last time I had one was in November, and I guess I forgot what the feeling was like.",5.289133205863607,4.9758762084130055,6.1451376673040174,82.05565423836842,67.98661567877629,8.961861057998727,29.28801784576163,8.447377352677275,1.9508667176545584,1999,62,414,26,30,662,218,523,0.211,0.742,0.047,-0.9982,1,0,1,1,0,0,59.0,0,0,3,5,26,31,12,6,33,0,42,12,11,7,3,85,100,48,1,7,15,0,9,3,1,5,1,2,1,2,16,30,1,5,15,2,0,14,2,22,0,4,49,14,59,9,66,42,4,101,1,1,3,0,23,39,0,9,48,282,75,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0417889610093041,0.0,0.047206380505269034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032058500609251216,0.049432997045974585,0.036063865493322765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04407185176762261,0.536313727357406,0.0,0.0362496545025718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04011477530010736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627547871727103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04942798969457759,0.0509442694326057,0.0,0.037639431472718005,0.05216225359090678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049253854185301586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528613791683039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534661037974182,0.033678594636206614,0.22632085187193704,0.10328455741502998,0.0,0.04009936643422038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04925999648202529,0.04522335913464435,0.10716862319120002,0.0,0.03770414500993981,0.0,0.10386550552480256,0.0,0.12506380885450932,0.0,0.0,0.04654343561373499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5027765547881241,0.031598608281974035,0.049808614731349024,0.047287747699239616,0.0,0.04642584323078194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685482075166931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641275245808996,0.0,0.06909429828875199,0.04724914623309776,0.0,0.0,0.039587807129887034,0.0,0.0,0.0400788476954495,0.0,0.04460735112844308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15051469993012506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03635918412378971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04618961768148312,0.045234477648214616,0.0,0.049468098876113316,0.05020519891610253,0.09583488641434054,0.0,0.0,0.27655769383562445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041162992115941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04796084663398572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06040135520513878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04025941735497445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559869748944365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03629258158820753,0.046625114695555615,0.0,0.10010306253822696,0.0,0.07529608527002858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06041399083199647,0.046317243812829416,0.07485172096187327,0.1099566286442468,0.0,0.04468555550366613,0.1351399696470345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12214789058025677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037814851063673216,0.0,0.0,0.04370154802237208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728113744550707,0.04787547324325737,0.0,0.06697732545387476,0.0,0.0,0.06071641848757359
anxiety,blabecca,2019/03/14,"Thank you for the help! About a year ago I wrote here about my fear of rejection. I was feeling so anxious about getting an internship to my liking. I didn't have a lot of experience. My last real job was 4 years ago. 
But a lot has changed!

I applied for a voluntary job and I got on! Since then I've been making friends at my job and I've been doing really well! I felt more confident each week and that was a huge boost for me! 
I got a lot more confident in finding a place for my internship. After two rejections, I got accepted in to a place I really wanted!

I'm still at that place for my internship. Everything is going well and I haven't felt anxious at all! My colleagues there adore me and are giving me compliments all the time. 
I will graduate this summer. Still feeling a bit nervous about that, but that's okay. I feel confident in finding a job once I graduate. They told there is a possibility I could stay at my internship place. That would be absolutely amazing.

I want to thank those people who motivated to keep going last year. And to those who gave me advise what to do next! I never thought I could ever feel this good! 

TL;DR: was feeling very anxious last year, but the subreddit motivated me to keep going. Got a job and an internship and have never felt this good in my life!",2.1707245080500925,4.4862448023255865,3.9218604651162816,84.61889087656532,79.65891472868219,7.6901610017889075,24.651759093619557,8.617729084823388,1.9088671437090041,1021,38,204,24,26,342,121,258,0.055,0.698,0.246,0.9931,5,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,1,2,13,17,0,2,17,1,21,1,0,3,5,44,50,13,0,5,3,0,8,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,13,9,0,2,14,0,0,3,4,4,2,1,18,8,33,13,28,27,9,38,0,2,0,0,11,14,0,3,21,144,46,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403718387735498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753504145898293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869825323363452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594620038759783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297346854559969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349055128805966,0.0,0.0,0.07301756601996584,0.07947298062674454,0.0,0.09142296044804148,0.2053989995152624,0.0,0.2340231776695757,0.0,0.148512506872203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276951243952876,0.0,0.042447042231437686,0.07793739229097074,0.13851983554673422,0.13628852703620148,0.2599154770335648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05445666081965839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40311451977306667,0.1444281798496818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986760082286686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0573855880172983,0.0396920937456744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20721420977001567,0.0,0.0,0.054231518889123316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532195974202126,0.0,0.08640474103062254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652303495016071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05632489804146749,0.0,0.3395339956108115,0.0,0.0,0.0915912777439902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247434188950293,0.1040949678575041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06720651830856697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659612130743374,0.12976436620270873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495985484130977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449927705382155,0.047374482267695035,0.0,0.0,0.07763286518376729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936434087276377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703544888217791,0.0958405477872182,0.0,0.06516965873763171,0.0,0.14609762154786854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05771395787912328,0.0,0.0,0.20927588824527005
anxiety,analsomething,2019/03/14,"Nervous newbie asking about remeron/mirtazapine weight gain TLDR: have you taken remeron/mirtazapine for anxiety and/or sleep and NOT gained weight? 

Hi friends, I had my first appointment with a psychiatrist yesterday and am looking for advice from fellow anxious people.

I’ve been through cbt and find it helpful when I’m having very obviously anxiety-induced thoughts, but I’m still struggling with random heart racing/nausea/light-headedness and a general feeling like the world is going to end (I’m sure many of you know this feeling).

The psychiatrist’s first recommendation was Ativan, to help with the panic moments and also help me fall asleep (a huge issue I have is anxious thoughts when I try to sleep, sometimes keeping me awake for the entire night).

However he also recommended I consider mirtazapine, also known as remeron. He said it’ll help lessen the occurrence of these random moments of panic if I take it regularly, and it’ll also help me sleep if I take it before bed. Worth mentioning I am not depressed, just anxious. 

I’ve done research, and found SO many horror stories of people gaining intense amounts of weight on this medication, but I also recognize that people are more likely to share a negative experience online that a positive. So that said, I’d like to hear people’s experience with this specifically if it did NOT cause you weight gain. ",11.265948372615034,9.887811172839507,10.555495697717925,58.73124579124583,56.61316872427985,13.116199027310138,43.901608679386456,11.911945987284742,5.497447736625513,1117,53,165,26,11,361,139,243,0.126,0.66,0.214,0.9698,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,3,0,6,12,11,0,4,10,0,15,10,5,1,2,35,34,22,0,3,9,0,6,3,2,2,1,3,1,0,13,11,4,1,8,0,1,2,4,5,0,2,11,10,15,6,22,21,2,15,0,1,1,0,19,3,0,5,13,103,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587791346077253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35139863771359064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06722999061602163,0.2978471564232525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215841924423092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478166663774212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027969519252252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569320207309023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993446838671515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783794747608781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171932200119741,0.0,0.0,0.08887222200690542,0.06278338637249484,0.0,0.0,0.08032315464472208,0.14950588308844442,0.0,0.09635879524236356,0.06789792133793351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04994573815728609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905013942914777,0.10414136944736327,0.2945294561768186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172665930733497,0.0,0.07811414182850254,0.0,0.0,0.04829800892010586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288050784914739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379929648262344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17819843711281358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853252930208373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08247191848920211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062227207984692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437070703884152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16719305987592425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26383836874641864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691819306040582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07018320189587618,0.0,0.0,0.09187403249422922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282836239547768,0.0,0.13215363902716434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953802314373476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05966655405272154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251239428440825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.428069592809888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,startagaintryagain,2019/03/14,"Anyone have very strange, obnoxious, social tendencies and behavior when anxious? Hey all, long-time lurker. Currently working with a counselor, but recently realized the effect of my anxiety on my social relationships. 

Although I've always viewed myself as unique..I've come to realize my awkward/strange social tendencies of my mother and how I exhibit the same. Overall, I never recognize myself doing them. 

These include - 

\- voice changes pitch, can become very nasally or even child like

\- Obnoxious, non-stop, talking to keep conversation going

\- Wide eyes when speaking; overall my eyes can make other uncomfortable

\- Dramatic way of speaking, even normal things

\- Rapid talking, often without pause. very panic-like 

\- Absolutely no regard for other person's feelings in any conversation

I'm also very controlling of others over anything, which I realized my mother has always done too me too. 

Has anyone else experienced similar behavior? What helped? ",8.918135964912281,11.84286155921053,8.447368421052634,57.05991228070178,61.69736842105264,11.119298245614038,40.29824561403509,11.038039088145766,5.882998245614036,775,42,87,23,12,246,111,152,0.115,0.8640000000000001,0.02,-0.9211,1,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,1,3,9,1,0,0,3,0,7,3,3,4,2,21,13,10,0,1,3,2,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,7,4,0,2,5,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,9,13,1,13,12,2,12,0,0,3,0,17,4,0,2,6,61,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046388026852216,0.22987329995204775,0.0,0.0,0.09393430097284357,0.0,0.10567038168080603,0.1560495170553012,0.0,0.1931698096587768,0.14153226270692246,0.11367062948165416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255562356772026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14612503580067074,0.11898823896484853,0.0,0.0,0.15492646070892452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135669979432972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539132079350115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18246938619451972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984354403623114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850343523850299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258677493561243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277781249190566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06748417723452033,0.0,0.0,0.1222422184656076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220399044355458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653569192894548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13533974972806295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16206780202074988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061128302568801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638840137442307,0.14830176445566598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4224236554774845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548429645235113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222050075715052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176857170889764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4558925152547311,0.0,0.10964252357072336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315404123211896,0.0,0.10056153155662012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ModestTesticles,2019/03/14,"My anxiety is starting to flare up for the first time in a while and I hate it I was on medication for symptoms of PTSD, Paranoia and Anxiety about 8 months ago. Yes, symptoms- I was never diagnosed and don’t claim it.

But recently all of its been flaring up again. I’ve been in dispute with myself for half an hour about whether or not I go out (baring in mind not meant to be out for another 2 hours) and I can’t stop overthinking that my friend group hates me. I feel like I’m annoying, I’m a burden, and that i shouldn’t go as it will irritate them. However I’m also trying to believe that these thoughts are irrational and that I should just go out.
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anxiety,Bakoe_,2019/03/14,"My anxiety: My anxiety isn’t that bad really, but it is not pleasant and makes me uncomfortable AF and is stopped me from progressing in life. So basically, if I have never done something in my life ( use equipment at the gym ) ,something at work. If somebody is watching me whilst I try figure something out I feel like an absolute idiot and I freak out and sweat and stuff, over the most stupid ****.  I HATE it and I want it gone, does anyone have a similar issue and do you have any clue how to help it?",1.2495454545454552,3.7759084242424272,3.0032575757575763,88.22488636363637,85.96969696969695,6.5323232323232325,23.40151515151515,7.793537801064563,1.4237939393939405,390,15,79,8,12,129,67,99,0.281,0.6509999999999999,0.068,-0.9796,0,0,3,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,2,2,7,3,0,4,0,9,3,1,3,1,22,15,12,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,9,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,5,0,0,2,2,13,2,9,13,1,11,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,3,4,56,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443447320516798,0.0,0.3247581079870774,0.0,0.0,0.1484177990728388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772290360839114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18575099715780094,0.21721665828354966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732551948583788,0.1516392727748951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095637542228182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227404772484353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22154529589898764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29985238776682394,0.10369998370947617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416858395371273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16370873840717345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597980671198542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4902265731637319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17745966760758194,0.0,0.0,0.2429880170741881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14411125917703713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183325318832879,0.0,0.0,0.1251970141449757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15452850744525498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,flafel,2019/03/14,"Does listening to Quran recitation relieve anxiety ? I am wondering if any of you have ever tried listening to a Qur'an recitation to relief their anxiety. As you'd expect, I am a Muslim myself and I rely a lot on listening to Qur'an when I am feeling anxious, and to be honest, nothing has ever helped me made me feel content as it does. 

I would really appreciate if any of you would give this a go and give us your feedback. 

Here's a link to one of my favourite: https://youtu.be/b2qaRXUhduY

Take care everyone, wish you all better days ahead of you. ",5.925494505494505,7.084037153846152,6.542747252747251,74.61653846153845,66.88461538461539,9.78901098901099,32.164835164835175,9.957137785484203,3.293441208791209,440,18,77,10,7,144,67,104,0.05,0.746,0.204,0.9501,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,6,1,2,4,5,0,0,5,0,9,0,0,1,3,18,22,8,0,6,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,5,17,5,14,17,2,7,3,0,0,0,14,1,0,4,5,58,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24495544681442125,0.0,0.2755599955670666,0.2034676299262975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15928842805016724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18362927177938154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615296501986712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152225776325719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32583095939404105,0.0,0.17209825276848187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18213321821007425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455466703916628,0.10235794516038313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072073027943166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15311901459004754,0.0,0.17041991077590155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728158128602224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220439559758022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115380013656984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13541670856569607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227961970257847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21664439988458548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20711211070798272,0.0,0.19531642470535013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558831569037004,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,crazyman1405,2019/03/14,Anyone else get the burps with anxiety? I just had a little panic attack thinking I was gonna die and it always starts with feeling like I can’t breathe and infinite burping.,3.7693137254901963,5.972641617647064,4.794705882352943,80.87284313725492,74.0,6.886274509803924,28.98039215686275,7.793537801064563,2.1387568627450984,141,6,24,2,3,46,30,34,0.305,0.588,0.107,-0.8141,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,2,0,3,3,1,0,0,7,8,2,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,1,3,1,2,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25732655171506275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23658071591619065,0.0,0.0,0.2162396460368265,0.3168702857304441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35182441992356017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209598828089197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583444939784861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15636960316967327,0.2209332228005388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16157398928720373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15108732181344892,0.3099567029032068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3628463910052946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21889365691245488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19815936265947726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EBear1986,2019/03/14,"Herbs, vitamins and minerals for anxiety? I have pretty bad generalized anxiety, but I'm still functional - just tormented. Has anyone had any luck with incorporating specific herbal remedies, vitamins or minerals? I already take a men's one-a-day multivitamin, but that dense pill probably just winds up in the toilet unabsorbed. 

Not looking to gnaw on a whole bunch or barks, flowers and pills, but I just want to hear about peoples' success stories so I can look into ideas. (It should go without saying that I'm not naive enough to expect a miracle, I'm just looking for coping strategies other that pharmaceutical ones)",8.090851900393186,9.432719788990827,8.453499344692005,62.18963302752295,62.11926605504587,12.100131061598955,39.424639580602886,11.765960540728905,5.41267129750983,503,26,75,16,7,166,81,109,0.044,0.774,0.181,0.9547,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,4,0,5,4,0,0,0,22,15,8,0,3,12,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,5,4,2,12,13,3,6,0,0,3,0,3,4,0,3,1,49,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216875640463011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366123683373253,0.0,0.30736122917862435,0.0,0.0,0.14046724633840102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677351020257248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955769587592084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075734960028368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417065011904655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264180935197231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267808216065872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5060920492084212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722570832195764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927211655792998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043777694406982,0.2165938405824777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15975611801484105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604313417624315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15104458798681408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849036932628193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22428696972320603,0.0,0.19365118745775847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TCCJ,2019/03/14,"I had my first anxiety attack. I need some help. 4 days ago I suffered my first anxiety attack, it was as if I had been sucked into a black hole and left to die. I had never experienced anything like that before, I had to leave where I was staying and go back home to be with family. I had no idea what was going on at the time. Well fast forward a few days later and I’m still feeling the extremely anxious feelings. 

I live about an hour away from family and friends and I’m afraid to go back because my brain is telling me I’ll suffer another attack. 

I went into to speak with my doctor and she said the only thing to do is practice breathing and give it time. 

Yes, there has been a heavy amount of issues going on in my life but things have gotten better. It seems it hit me right at the end of finishing up all my important life tasks. 

My question is how many days do the lingering feelings last? I’m on day 4 and I feel a little better but I was hoping to be okay by now. 

Thanks to anyone who can help. ",1.7251729323308282,3.5296939333333377,3.4986215538847136,89.66515037593986,78.71428571428571,6.325814536340853,21.528822055137844,7.273561745256523,0.6371904761904763,786,22,168,10,19,263,127,210,0.108,0.746,0.146,0.9239,0,0,0,0,1,0,16.0,0,0,0,4,9,15,4,1,10,2,21,5,2,1,2,28,42,13,1,3,3,0,4,1,1,0,3,2,1,0,9,12,0,0,7,0,0,6,2,7,1,2,14,8,22,8,26,25,4,41,0,2,1,0,10,15,1,5,22,114,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754710652123533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539042158607365,0.1683662691714881,0.1243180661160888,0.0,0.07694511851735429,0.0,0.09055659445809004,0.0,0.0,0.3755718091173822,0.1033896850622907,0.16923363604723576,0.0,0.06708162234554035,0.0,0.0936390894811614,0.0,0.0,0.19464943231551501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284517055408417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283876349081182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420799411520773,0.0,0.0,0.11263439697680193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974660616224452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20747882647734786,0.0,0.22256561863504148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18720624176906672,0.0,0.0,0.08501949498593815,0.0,0.0,0.10556395096238584,0.2501614983880214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751995424429135,0.0,0.11038281044939152,0.10929823082971077,0.10837088469280116,0.0,0.0,0.1242259505389865,0.0,0.11485703976477835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970030847218684,0.0,0.11652039656416648,0.11956280954475715,0.0,0.15545424914370845,0.05376179667546079,0.1102927038461482,0.09717060929854593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115670467672374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159601431740722,0.08487249075081957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369319786685411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327413642824445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397672443529267,0.10467676502979542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017965782120766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117291949788392,0.08788104649015067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618305021487657,0.10131346048739892,0.0,0.0,0.14621629826695082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833474089829822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894250823290088,0.10201161878927986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,marauden,2019/03/14,"What should I do during a panic attack on a flight? So I am currently under medication (SSRI) and therapy. I am making some great progress on almost all aspects of my life, and there are huge phobias that I have had that I cam conquering (such as riding the underground metro). 

One of my bigger fears is flying, as I feel quite claustrophobic inside the flight and often have panic attacks during them. I had a flight last weekend where, despite me making great progress on almost all fronts of my life, I had a pretty bad panic attack.

I was struggling to breathe normally (I couldn't get that click that sometimes only comes from yawning or a deep, relaxed breath) and was generally quite restless. I didn't ask the flight attendants for help but was close to.

I have another flight tomorrow. I am trying to reshape my experiences with anxiety and turn them into a more meaningful experience, with the hopes of rewiring my amygdala in the long run (trying to avoid medication to surpress anxiety).

What should I do if i have a panic attack this weekend? How can I make the experience less horrifying, and how can I turn it into a meaningful exposure to hopefully overcome my claustrophobia of flying?",7.717505292872268,8.354710545871558,8.00045871559633,67.57111150317574,62.807339449541296,10.927875793930841,36.03528581510233,10.727762888450028,4.1741364855328165,961,42,153,23,13,315,122,218,0.173,0.696,0.13,-0.8488,1,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,2,5,7,18,4,8,14,0,23,7,2,5,2,37,34,14,0,7,3,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,8,12,0,1,3,3,0,5,2,13,0,1,7,2,26,5,24,24,5,23,0,0,1,0,4,12,0,8,6,117,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19909270159308806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424172351688472,0.15209919367052424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293642023292517,0.4523801559796638,0.0,0.0,0.08300452804842612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563428519401496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29173084174854635,0.0,0.11186568062217536,0.05026548859779551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05193845447956854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192032653134612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663349553708899,0.0,0.0,0.1974762862017382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810337168944487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043469671072867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797613184211774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19907403157724265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002934434033666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740225443393094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06736386846748445,0.0756069964245062,0.0,0.4665523416347746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113732958181564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21147293275201107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832060780204964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392658197323668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368582083788435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498789271517422,0.21626253368257367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,givenobucks,2019/03/14,"Anxiety and self doubt I’m looking for some solutions with regards to my anxiety. 

I live in constant doubt , fear and worry about every step or direction I take, everyday, to the extent that I actually screw up a task that I could otherwise be reasonably good at if not exceptional. 

I’ve never been confident enough that I could make it through something without actually talking myself out of it a billion times over.  

I’m 26 and I recently quit my job to learn how to code. And I was so frigging scared of doing this, though I had a good amount of money saved up, I paid my for tuition fee on my own and I’m after all doing this to expand my skill set and here I’m sitting sitting in front of a pile of books, eyes welled up and contemplating about what I could’ve differently to avoid this situation overall? Could I have not quit my decently paid banking job to learn how to code? After all I’ve told myself this a billion times every New Years that this would finally be that year when I’m going to invest in me, learn new stuff and just be great at life. And as I sit here in front of this laptop, typing codes, feeling inferior about being that guy who’s logical reasoning isn’t great. What was I thinking? Diving into Analytics, number crunching and coding with my dumb pea-sized  non tech brains. I sit here thinking how I could potentially remain unemployable forever, (I know this sounds ridiculous) and how I could be ridiculed and judged by an employer for not being able to know fundamentals. 

It drives me crazy when I attend interviews, I’m all nervous, sitting in a corner googling concepts and FAQ’s, peeling the skin off my thumb to the point where it just starts bleeding and I’m doing this subconsciously. 

Another thing is my brain actually fails to recognise any of my past successes to use as a reference and draw motivation for my future endeavours. It’s blank. Somehow every time I get to an interview, I think about my time being employed with Goldman. I got ridiculed, pressured into learning things at thrice the pace than what I would otherwise take and if I’d ask for feedback or help with my new job, I’d get yelled at by my VP and colleagues for not knowing better. It was a rough time and I mentally caved in to knowing that I THAT dumbass who couldn’t take the bull by it’s horns, I lost appetite, I lost sleep and I lost unhealthy amounts of weight. I was asked to quit my job as they were downsizing and they picked the weakest of the herd. Everytime I think I’m going to be great at something, my brain uses that as a reference to how I’m gonna suck at something and blow it up again. 

I don’t know what I could do to remedy this. Any help in this regard would be great. 

I apologise the whole thing didn’t come out as structured as I thought it would.  

Thank you. ",5.3344251472679245,6.179828990859232,5.910970444850701,79.7468253605525,68.04936014625228,9.222201909404836,31.28219581555961,9.372597083632963,2.7086189721714407,2226,88,429,43,36,722,253,547,0.121,0.787,0.092,-0.9252,9,1,3,0,0,0,46.0,0,1,2,11,22,29,6,7,19,0,36,10,6,12,4,93,81,40,0,13,12,0,4,0,0,5,2,2,0,2,38,30,1,1,21,1,7,8,10,18,1,2,16,8,56,11,81,44,10,64,0,5,2,1,15,27,3,8,23,287,94,22,0.06676493072036564,0.0,0.19545882427810607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080488471375446,0.07000885120185182,0.10214997851485637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248323952407742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05904815562761784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22359522951664854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057512076044614335,0.0,0.07214917143254156,0.0,0.3731445512784816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975514241164707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689860208250951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16875700103927466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07512910881604158,0.033758355033926934,0.0,0.0,0.07313771816012897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976384136099394,0.0,0.07588809745363205,0.11199851249511968,0.05339801418956995,0.29443428728045595,0.0,0.06610777818061693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950225143504482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650155669686006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834612993506583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047158045041370084,0.0,0.0,0.058954657016316914,0.0,0.056065726627626315,0.0,0.21864542616691696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04456610969402757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06728334688683392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051493230498967056,0.19344595838503695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06373468098196844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631144398634815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130381662366226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13729093692809,0.0659223145051039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06684334288742086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06965038363168383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750465794706307,0.06681314755486194,0.0,0.0,0.1541967165237935,0.0,0.0,0.04725656160108733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642987230509284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505967567107006,0.053663122302403006,0.0,0.061468178055976826,0.0,0.0,0.133066959908204,0.17112108702345805,0.06559620544869066,0.05300389727683974,0.1946558400619776,0.0,0.0,0.06379675245155864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532692745428205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130169904034745,0.06002969086344991,0.0,0.0,0.07454066083615563,0.0,0.06435901070232371,0.0,0.0,0.06780302799339129,0.0,0.18971156481721574,0.0,0.0,0.0859888528193547
anxiety,HughJasshole,2019/03/14,"[VENT] Meeting in 15 minutes where they are gonna shred me I'm a writer for a large corporation. I wrote a blog that was supposed to be published tomorrow, but they've delayed it so that it isn't even close to publishing. 

The way things often go with SMEs and clients is that they shred what the writers write. They don't give you the information they want you to write about then blame you for not writing about what they want. They don't tell you the style, and then say it's all wrong. 

This meeting is a ""status update"" meeting, with 6 other people involved. They each have a copy of my 1st draft.

Criticism is part of the job. Everyone has an opinion, and the process can yield positive results.

But I cannot breathe right now. My stomach is in knots, and I feel like I'm gonna faint. I'm trying the breathing exercises I normally do, and that just seems to bring me close to hyperventilation. Once I get into the meeting, things will calm down for me. They will give me useful feedback or tell me I'm a moron. That just happens sometimes. But I feel tremendously triggered over this meeting, which normally doesn't happen. Like I said, meetings like this are just part of the job.

I'd sit and hide in the bathroom until it was time for the meeting, but our b-room smells. I've had some herbal tea. I'm just really triggered and my nerves are in rebellion right now.

In times like this, I remember what so many of you deal with on a daily basis, and for you to function like this, day after day, amazes me to no end. Do you know how strong you really are? I deal with anxiety pretty consistently. But low levels of xanax and my daily klonipin seem to help me maintain. But not right now, boyo. 

I just want to run away. Nobody wants to see a middle-aged man cry in a video meeting. But my tension--I feel like my emotions are stretched to the limit.

I just needed to get this off my chest somehow. I'm at work and don't have access to xanax or my journal, so I'm wringing my hands and trying not to look at the clock on my laptop every 30 seconds.

Thanks for reading, and stay strong, all of you.",3.3811363636363616,4.903897559523808,4.0674458874458885,88.56967532467534,73.40476190476191,6.8051948051948035,25.822510822510814,7.348242739294969,1.1180238095238093,1645,55,342,18,33,523,205,420,0.085,0.7859999999999999,0.13,0.971,2,0,0,0,0,0,57.0,1,9,8,4,19,14,1,0,23,0,27,10,5,5,2,71,61,28,0,7,18,0,4,6,0,4,4,2,0,1,22,20,1,3,8,4,0,3,10,3,0,1,5,9,46,11,49,51,6,46,0,1,2,0,42,24,0,8,22,218,68,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171531875499702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035883211545972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173343290912196,0.13777727846749652,0.22024890706583167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015563908314165,0.09460885879890996,0.0,0.0,0.07055214440766132,0.0,0.08999859704689746,0.10206897814187134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620308559442623,0.15262130435948426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161577549539202,0.20493871948049394,0.06070701299493601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18891724196254767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159771457260652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21200035325240812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05870426513487573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131146665275571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897000428040364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829647570146828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920403952519678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20931751382627967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375746266985537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313465195388643,0.0,0.07405400758337301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867209648342603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684669873600236,0.0,0.13686042597778553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100373581937428,0.2736654330075604,0.1016081815287997,0.08494579580859865,0.0,0.0,0.08511995073633863,0.19448581267281076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056455279326905,0.0,0.0,0.11385355405828106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18672691735257646,0.09834347174928763,0.0,0.0,0.14192998964525316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245726274205557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504453856843094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225627626138444,0.0,0.0,0.2520156058659548,0.08478699158812003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777646250059161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167884873687472,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vlogmaterial,2019/03/14,"small victory (19M) It's like I just woke up recently, and I realized that I missed out on all the ""teenage experiences""  that are essential for growth. 

Today I went to my local college library, so I could to be around people my age group. The moment I pulled up to the campus I was loaded with anxiety. I felt like I didn't belong here, my mind was finding every reason to leave(which I actually did). I stayed in a nearby walgreens parking lot just listening to some music to calm me down. Finally I went in,(took me about 45 minutes to finally go inside) and it felt good. Everyone was just focused on doing their thing.  Still working on making solid eye contact, but I feel like I can come in here anytime now.",4.61717391304348,5.958062746376811,5.9528695652173935,76.96278260869566,70.08695652173913,8.998260869565216,31.19130434782609,9.3871,2.9773600000000005,561,24,101,12,10,189,96,138,0.023,0.858,0.119,0.8519,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,1,10,6,0,0,4,0,10,1,1,2,1,22,21,4,0,1,4,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,6,0,0,6,1,1,0,0,10,5,20,5,20,9,3,27,0,1,1,0,4,12,0,2,11,73,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.17099502202210154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13404719298463733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598803708447706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15094143862944295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13990347583205226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14763522299733228,0.16743568059436198,0.0,0.1714043732458283,0.0,0.0,0.08859938685975491,0.12518128639002454,0.3364883324882864,0.3839024134201252,0.16015312977345586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958481237589796,0.14697101689788572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568193012633457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14897063745505926,0.0,0.0,0.11696452595652765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17692802173660085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147944837095995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18016121965962828,0.1730142549794944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18676729853548985,0.1399354829981827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641217951634925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660934899874974,0.0,0.19468221766074514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32487198814375184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756640804155878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_ewall22,2019/03/14,"I have a fear of making choices I often wonder, if I had did this instead of this, would what be different for me? I am terrified of making the wrong choices in life. I don’t want to miss out on what could happen for me. ",3.439503546099292,3.5781923829787274,5.332765957446809,84.73333333333333,71.97872340425532,7.9687943262411345,26.30496453900709,7.793537801064563,1.3734028368794324,170,5,37,2,3,59,35,47,0.247,0.726,0.027000000000000003,-0.8909999999999999,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,8,1,0,2,0,9,14,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,7,0,9,9,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620595825669783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34292347048256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693424432770869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290246763923667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318338104927921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.438183178295128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19359459544554647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35594414780142297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23316040204562116,0.3588606330494599,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bzrker94,2019/03/14,"A simple car trip My job has requested that I attend and ""out of town"" training event, its about a two hour drive when you take the highway, and all i can say is that Im freaking out. 

Most people would just say yes and get in the car and drive and then there is me trying my best not to worry. I HATE driving but I do it because its efficient. If there's someahere I need to go and there's an option where I dont have to drive im taking it.  

I plan to drive maybe halfway and carpool the rest. I had to lie to my coworkers telling them that I dont think their going to remeburse the gas and toll money but the truth is there are a million different thoughts going through my head right now. Suppose im late, suppose I run out of gas (even though I have a full tank which makes no sense), suppose I get a flat, suppose I get lost and then the worse one suppose I crash. 

Some people say driving is relaxing but nothing is relaxing. I am literally always tense a yoga instructor has also told me that I need to relax during a yoga class. 

Im so close to just loosing my shit. ",3.1483928571428565,4.030262767857145,4.461964285714289,88.00803571428574,73.10714285714286,7.207142857142857,26.94642857142857,7.413659706084162,1.2801303571428568,836,29,181,9,16,277,126,224,0.102,0.777,0.121,0.4893,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,2,3,14,9,2,0,14,1,17,2,2,1,2,31,33,19,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,9,13,0,0,2,5,1,14,4,4,0,3,4,3,26,5,17,28,6,30,0,1,0,0,9,9,1,4,7,122,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944273079579533,0.10346924546152564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758026673575204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304977591456632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991938891315058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29147478438246394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213206889757574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19490338614105407,0.0,0.21201308404134106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276998039799172,0.12761907857011168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245980100621005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5372777904014939,0.0,0.12339828764826595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027233017022275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357428244674628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300465797225205,0.0,0.12492639018446106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18440804842618985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931727559333595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426284660330133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17241740570875444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619430676591918,0.0,0.29666457394682433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764359165662534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18699160069274715,0.0,0.10868746917470276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796785236457694,0.12217334281425547,0.0987200901058246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882185035530962,0.0,0.0844255559837089,0.0,0.12147197984267027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628356360278614,0.12672337638486775,0.08833474392955602,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chefforshort,2019/03/14,"Ive called it anxiety for years but truthfully I just struggle in my head. I guess I recognized it because of the irrational anger id feel. Something dumb and non intentional would make me feel slighted in some way. Or weak, or really just not in control and id lose it. My job didnt really help. I just thought of looking for you guys after posting why I hated my job on another sub. Check it if you want idc. But the point is I have someone now I absolutely refuse to drive away. I don't think I'd make it if I ruined this one like all the others I've put through hell with my insecurities, accusations and bad attitude. Dont get me wrong, i'm not in a bad relationship. We're pretty healthy, happy and loving with a nice home and dogs and friends and jobs and we travel and ur yadda yadda yadda but sometimes I make her unhappy because I feel unhappy and it shows.  I won't go anywhere during peak times for fear of sitting in traffic but, I bought a motorcycle so I can skip traffic (I live in a congested city) and i'm strangely ok with how dangerous I can be on it. If im dead, nothing's really a problem anymore, ya know? Im not suicidal, I'd never hurt myself on purpose, the pain I'd inflict on my family with those questions is too much to bear.  But I just can't help but to think like what's the point sometimes. I equally fear someone coming to me with bad news but almost relish difficult conversations I can initiate. I feel I over think things completely and often. I consider myself smart and will sink in a hole if I feel, always wrongfully, like my partner patronized me. She doesn't do that though is the problem. I know it. And feel sad and embarrassed later when I go find her to apologize. She always says it's ok and has begun to realize it's a state I can't control immediately. Shes an angel.  And I have to fix how I feel. ",2.2710457516339884,4.1862212275132284,4.447998755057579,82.97439775910367,77.46560846560847,7.833302209772798,26.726112667289136,8.671277953709913,2.0943996887643945,1456,59,295,32,34,503,197,378,0.268,0.5920000000000001,0.139,-0.9965,3,0,1,1,0,2,37.0,1,3,0,3,12,35,5,5,14,2,22,5,1,8,3,81,50,35,2,8,20,0,7,3,2,3,3,1,1,2,16,24,0,3,16,2,2,6,11,24,0,1,3,9,50,11,33,43,4,33,2,4,1,1,23,15,2,11,11,184,66,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013702686940002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979939355126692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943885833922524,0.06886123397287852,0.0,0.08927069918980503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457206218907269,0.0,0.22547631274624086,0.1097446255558839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191538642784104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753995805683282,0.09437902223203244,0.0,0.2019189689631837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054969178068837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485813746887004,0.20258381707257525,0.31860004531177816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822720856383963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695453711161059,0.0,0.047029125924950635,0.0,0.10231520574918468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916167859181636,0.08912900906896512,0.0,0.09582264877345784,0.0,0.08887118354776544,0.09238136651186288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067032351400173,0.0,0.0902923913957779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636292672785923,0.0,0.19446330842490747,0.0,0.2679780147113649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893978750248393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13193035675930362,0.0,0.0794849003321322,0.0,0.0755899350209442,0.1007037678856195,0.0,0.0,0.08124205823776337,0.0,0.18025714845089705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06617138740424644,0.0,0.06942512264734409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637182693439716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060996498349703214,0.0,0.09578231397758384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17018655407252115,0.0,0.08620949425957547,0.09157762309788227,0.0,0.17226440981299754,0.0,0.09048994434648126,0.10083740874181492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17299775535002354,0.0,0.0,0.09664243034173964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07158354650400932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15253884664225162,0.06929795012373426,0.17805428720098831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410322966948736,0.0,0.0984618076308654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059801970876680564,0.17303394551622756,0.08843928734607323,0.07146186078392659,0.052488474463048815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053093183336848385,0.07144972270268456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812245428785518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394407831588161,0.19683455872332567,0.0,0.05796671324988896
anxiety,hazeyjane1,2019/03/14,"I finally understand how it can be difficult to work when struggling with anxiety. I hope some of you will read my story and be able to relate. Long time lurker but never posted here. I never understood the weight of my anxiety until my life got completely turned upside down right before Christmas. I’ve always suffered with debilitating self image and body issues, I have been dealing with various eating disorders since I was 14. That alone has messed with my mind for many years and I believe part of why I lost some jobs growing up, and why I dropped out of college. Hard to say for sure but looking back, I feel like they are related. I was in denial that I had a problem for many years. The few people that I told seemed really scared when I described my ED behaviors and I felt so ashamed and always have been. Anyways, my eating disorder has always flared up when things are hard for me for a prolonged period of time and it just makes working through anything a lot harder. 

Here’s what happened recently and why I’m reaching out: right before the holidays, I spoke with my partner of 7 years about some things I wanted to do in my life and career and unfortunately they no longer lined up with his. He gave me an ultimatum and I ended up telling him to leave. I’m a highly sensitive person, (and finding out that I’m codependent) and I felt so incredibly guilty about breaking up with him, I signed him off of the lease we shared just so he could be free asap. Everything had happened so fast I didn’t realize that I truly did not love him and I, in fact, wanted to be free from him and our relationship and I had felt that way for many years but had been in denial. So I’m dealing with resentment and shame for being so dumb in this situation. I had every right to feel how I felt about our relationship.  

After the breakup I kinda lost it. Went out every night, stayed in bed all day, and I ended up not showing up for my job one day and they fired me.  I was honest and apologetic about what I was going through and they still fired me. So now I’m single, no job, having to pay double the rent on no income, my eating disorder is controlling my every day and making me physically sick from binging and purging so much. My panic attacks are at an all time high and I wake up in the middle of the night and early morning with them sometimes. 

I’m in a cycle that shows no signs of a break unless I find a way out. I’m terrified. 

With all this being said, I’ve never experienced the feelings that I’ve seen many have on here of having a hard time working, but it’s been thrown on top of the worst time of my life. I wake up dreading working the gigs I’ve found and have such intense panic attacks that I’m constantly running to the bathroom and spontaneously crying because I feel trapped in these places. I don’t know what to do. It truly feels like I could drop dead from the way they are affecting my body, my breathing, my heart. 

I desire a period of rest and reassessment but I don’t feel like I’ll ever get it unless I just lose everything. And I certainly don’t feel like a deserve to rest and recover after messing up so badly for so long. 

Not sure what I’m looking for here, just wanted to reach out and connect. 

Thanks so much if you read this. Just really needed a place to vent. ",5.104645760743324,5.680881439024392,5.916977351916376,80.46002032520326,68.45121951219512,8.869570267131243,28.88124274099884,8.909455092898707,2.1827547619047607,2608,87,510,43,42,857,281,656,0.21600000000000005,0.693,0.091,-0.9985,5,2,0,0,0,0,54.0,3,2,6,9,35,35,4,7,26,0,43,15,6,6,11,117,93,56,1,10,16,0,17,4,1,1,4,3,2,3,25,48,4,1,19,5,4,4,14,21,0,1,30,24,77,16,91,54,17,91,0,4,3,1,34,40,1,8,42,358,102,12,0.05814002967584226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06021553662864215,0.0,0.0,0.14513148657291222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889539271315202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04784429057163962,0.0,0.0,0.1322853542469475,0.0,0.044706094050866264,0.04854449626866634,0.035441622454148086,0.0,0.09894576607723156,0.06550390391331408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916093247677782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06095871495476628,0.06282871745564247,0.06520898702852533,0.09284016559777604,0.0,0.06386409255344119,0.11248652800880793,0.11987963535131455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19990053307339564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17847529509812166,0.0,0.0,0.10298961883545096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05259098542131571,0.14695644768244634,0.0,0.1045050195637842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20578142141575,0.16614099526939574,0.22329418425196088,0.06368956064768608,0.1062778676565469,0.0,0.0,0.06374754162488018,0.0,0.0,0.030375765864396345,0.0,0.03304231870229082,0.0,0.04649989292455962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282607246390134,0.0,0.1562461401717294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06889621509920171,0.0,0.1228562669233204,0.0,0.057746167974580376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060683085727651215,0.17308502489857244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03195223981671028,0.0,0.0,0.06156189666914558,0.0,0.0,0.12319806709498884,0.1136171269331281,0.0,0.0,0.1029041934061659,0.09764596397412398,0.06504382156363253,0.12693342077119446,0.04942857412326479,0.05247364672075909,0.0,0.07761784254670799,0.23577945861123525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058704856113194925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854792229785957,0.043110095314995975,0.1345235253154413,0.0,0.0,0.1091209586743102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03939718878414531,0.0,0.0,0.13642959571081076,0.0,0.06295998643440555,0.0,0.0403069760647882,0.050765631347459206,0.1214879130734625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0556820770408489,0.0,0.0,0.0556321564172631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631152638714555,0.0,0.07449198354177791,0.0,0.05740626523945201,0.12484126714630188,0.0,0.1489538030143326,0.0553044821545557,0.0462352851681497,0.058208312315700485,0.0,0.0,0.05292849943008315,0.060652730821222335,0.0,0.0,0.04809403335034572,0.06535182932739855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057501975986117386,0.0,0.0,0.06196953585734868,0.046430702801665634,0.0,0.0,0.06078058257100945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10959257982098568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050816948562226426,0.053527527966180107,0.0,0.0,0.0772513045842412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16950959426858525,0.0,0.0,0.05555528989150232,0.0,0.0,0.06323965695751636,0.0,0.060525821310824575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287748757711587,0.13844654808317505,0.0,0.07079889312998766,0.0,0.0538963899895378,0.1573870010379595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16930653619369845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497610916619711
anxiety,Toxic_Maestro,2019/03/14,Muscle Twitching/Neck Movements from Anxiety Anyone else get muscle twitches/slight neck rigidity when in a high stress situation or even when just thinking about it? If so what has helped  you? ,9.513636363636364,10.736218696969695,7.651060606060607,69.59659090909092,59.0,10.236363636363636,37.71212121212121,10.125756701596842,4.115012121212121,159,7,23,3,2,47,30,33,0.195,0.805,0.0,-0.6767,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,3,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26907813292570004,0.0,0.0,0.2459429543729838,0.3603965121746676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938314470059835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323192221526637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18376826360674015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23576215148479784,0.37162985365527096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3953675522992032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4029139803533821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253791105486708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawy7456,2019/03/14,"Anxiety attacks after eating? This doesn’t happen every time after I finish eating, but it happens often enough that it’s affecting me. Sometimes after I finish eating a meal, I’ll start feeling very anxious and overwhelmed with guilt - heart racing, feeling nervous and like I’ve just done something wrong and am about to be “caught” by someone. I’ll feel like I just did a really bad thing. At times the feeling of being full/having food in my stomach just feels wrong. I’ve never struggled with an eating disorder and genuinely don’t believe this is a body image issue. I do struggle with severe and sometimes unreasonable guilt though, and frequently ruminate about how awful and unfair the world is and question why some people (such as myself) are so much more fortunate than others. I do have anxiety, but I’m not sure if this is a typical anxiety related thing or something else. It’s not like I talk about this with other people, but based on my own research I’ve pretty much never seen anyone on an anxiety forum describe something like this.",8.858041237113401,8.375695216494847,8.641979381443301,67.65740206185569,60.75257731958763,10.64659793814433,36.92577319587629,9.888512548439397,3.8637830927835046,848,34,129,14,10,274,121,194,0.236,0.627,0.13699999999999998,-0.9714,0,0,3,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,11,15,1,6,8,1,14,9,3,2,3,35,25,17,0,1,10,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,13,12,6,0,6,0,0,1,6,10,0,0,4,6,10,5,19,19,6,17,0,1,1,0,2,5,0,5,15,95,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31868737758448584,0.11765598498995625,0.0,0.07282170638718315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848176352985365,0.0,0.0,0.08695803946433785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733752535071156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156833660545767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936099716113142,0.0,0.0,0.10657810458546636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42627178355182,0.08700109916033981,0.0,0.0,0.1076112515458868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877479807829933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632981864935864,0.07440233359989397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12593445122885455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18419294368186154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341419217500275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870196560117404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20352302252753535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531194309652658,0.0,0.16064851730421675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14440424290043896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595450758978237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666799845251373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671896242112031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765598498995625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824305456704327,0.2405313634694463,0.20600725031338651,0.0,0.07371548143850046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177532245313168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981569138994558,0.0,0.0,0.0837090715445482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838071272858185,0.0,0.10232348062068397,0.0,0.12145741017818157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593183103673993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093976084481943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277358599260735,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BrightOlive,2019/03/14,"Not doing great after seeing *that documentary* FYI trigger warning, sexual abuse

Hi, this is my first time on this subreddit even though I've been battling anxiety for the last 10 years. I've been to several types of therapy and things will feel better for a while but once every few years I'll have ""a breakdown"". 

I can feel one of those coming after watching Leaving Neverland and I'm not sure what to do with these feelings. I've experienced something similar (albeit not with a celebrity that famous) but I'm not doing good and feel like I can't talk about this with my boyfriend/family/friends. They don't know the full story of why I have anxiety problems. My situation ended with a secret abortion and I'm the type of person who pretends everything is fine and I shouldn't be such a crybaby. 
Sorry for my rambling, maybe it already helps just to vent and if anyone has any tips or just anything to say that would be great.",5.084000859475721,6.555253016759777,5.667150837988827,78.9564374731414,69.11173184357543,8.636183927804039,29.970348087666522,9.057496981413335,2.593975161151698,746,29,134,14,13,241,117,179,0.15,0.7809999999999999,0.069,-0.8939,0,0,1,0,1,0,18.0,0,0,1,2,6,9,1,0,8,0,18,0,0,1,1,32,28,12,0,4,10,0,4,1,0,3,0,1,0,1,12,11,0,0,6,1,0,1,7,2,0,2,2,8,9,7,19,21,2,12,0,0,2,0,8,2,0,2,10,90,21,2,0.0,0.1814979391391124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690423047041322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041703430419222,0.0,0.2343706142496925,0.0,0.0,0.10710978380152654,0.0,0.12605734374196725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547876079820714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319544143358867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567551768747768,0.0,0.0,0.10117655828421662,0.0,0.12906408977448944,0.0,0.1376718623739173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30981764344512164,0.10943464883729097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029819479489513,0.0,0.0,0.11834954448481265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284834346035396,0.0,0.3377717047490849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267597678697056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841858961597471,0.1248653694024686,0.0,0.16219969148063818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483794332438999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538938732140959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16313591385085358,0.10380141307757272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375432187593092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14657635803162655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181803023544326,0.0,0.0,0.12206778020895437,0.0,0.0,0.17305426830052795,0.0,0.0,0.1721851847997406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792849328797203,0.0,0.17147689748597514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14437406575584152,0.0,0.0,0.12312346139888215,0.0,0.0,0.17517920390145356,0.0,0.10176861376917873,0.0,0.1505024590996143,0.0,0.0893227966680003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13822469412975075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881748734292357,0.0,0.0,0.19729089077554265
anxiety,imsecretlybane,2019/03/14,"Hey all! It’s my first time posting in this sub. I was just wondering if anyone has ever experienced chest pain from anxiety? And natural ways that you are able to with your anxiety? I was doing really well for a few months, and i am now finding that i am experiencing intense chest pain, which i have not had for a few years. i really do not want to use medication from the doctor of any kind. i want to heal myself so bad. I just don’t know to go about it. If y’all have any recommendations of essential oils, foods, supplements, breathing exercises, etc i can take to help ease my anxiety i would be eternally grateful :) thanks so much! ",3.1294981818181853,5.161958168000002,5.0786181818181815,78.89130909090909,75.32,9.345454545454547,25.763636363636365,9.800150414767053,2.5986799999999994,501,18,100,15,11,172,87,125,0.139,0.682,0.179,0.7561,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,0,1,8,6,0,0,3,0,15,10,3,1,2,18,23,6,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,3,1,0,1,3,3,1,1,3,3,16,3,14,18,5,11,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,3,7,73,22,1,0.17075503121869734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23223855333647,0.0,0.3918813945156905,0.0,0.0,0.11939588808034315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425733186251934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17477500996253695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19043699686287416,0.0,0.15445770164734146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15606700504567084,0.14524414232437585,0.20647766154276964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704401929282434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445349806431344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17781508852212174,0.09384249952794042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720177296124437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629503682074098,0.0,0.12552459527144755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633907846830899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16353611885724112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21878009086232392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838653275062478,0.0,0.0,0.15720829108421625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956863187920856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747752214625925,0.0,0.0,0.20143148304618966,0.135537395788925,0.0,0.0,0.1535292799204601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18517654743471332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129947497657717,0.0,0.0,0.10996064168123257
anxiety,anikamachiavelli,2019/03/14,"I’m so glad I’m not 23 anymore No offense to 23 year olds, but I would cry at the drop of a hat then. 

At 23 I was responsible and had my first pap that showed dysplasia. I cried like a mofo afraid of everything and then I had a procedure and things have been normal ever since. 

I had my ladies exam this week and they found a polyp and my brain started doing that whole freak out thing and then I told myself that I can worry when I get the results. I chilled. I got the results this morning and I’m ok. 

Sorry guys if you read this, but ai look forward to reading about your prostate exam. Lol. ",-0.07790999999999926,2.190992264000005,1.711275000000004,96.70851250000004,90.36,4.405,19.0125,5.985473137389443,-0.2175499999999997,463,14,104,4,16,151,82,125,0.187,0.6920000000000001,0.12,-0.8796,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,1,1,4,6,1,1,7,2,9,3,2,2,1,18,18,15,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,8,8,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,3,0,1,8,1,17,3,8,9,1,15,0,0,1,1,5,4,1,1,12,69,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858811196476694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20923490645211884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4117681538907348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16954200797661584,0.0,0.0,0.16845083542871014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594286544075344,0.0,0.20550834185880326,0.0,0.0,0.09792492567347788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499056378953516,0.0,0.0,0.1855860898277648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915692855270645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15739477659868406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18364251731102155,0.0,0.0,0.1966772331142679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749633055270569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15504480322224676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098135823846334,0.13266457786993271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24904156469212885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17909828702526429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503457874226624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20925994124267555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19034520884057546,0.0,0.13314555593344954,0.0,0.0,0.12069937458734815
anxiety,teewuane,2019/03/14,"Small wins I've found that waking up and not reaching for my phone but reaching for my journal and a glass of water helps me a lot. I wake up, have a big drink of water, go to my kitchen table and just start writing. I never know where it's going to go. Sometimes it is really short. Sometimes it is really long and about my dreams, or lack of sleep, or what I am thinking about. Then when I'm done, I write down ""# TODO TODAY"" (I'm a web developer and chuckle each time I write the ""#TODO"" :) ) and then I write down a check list of things I want to get done today. Make sure they are things I can actually do today, too. Things like ""Kindness"" and ""Gratitude"" always make the list. ""Be a good dad"", ""Be a good husband"", and other things like ""Change the furnace filter"".. ""Exercise"", ""Mac Exercise"" (my dog needs exercise too!). I write down everything I can think of that I can do at work, too. It gives me an actionable list of things to do. I can focus on that list. I especially like when I'm actively trying to check off ""Gratitude"" or ""Kindness"". It shifts my mind from my inner worries and anxiety to ""Who do I need to show appreciation to?"" and ""Who can I show a simple act of kindness to?"" It isn't a cure all. But it's a much better way to start the day than grabbing my phone and laying there for too long doing nothing. Each time I check something off the list I feel a small win.

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\-Travis (Learning how to stop fighting anxiety since Feb 27, 2018)",2.2778033306899275,4.165807646048112,3.7784364261168366,87.90779738302936,77.35051546391753,6.6762357916997095,23.56344171292625,7.61054688173877,1.046560031720856,1119,36,233,16,26,370,147,291,0.064,0.745,0.191,0.9922,0,0,2,0,2,0,74.0,0,0,1,4,12,14,1,0,17,0,20,10,3,3,3,44,40,21,0,4,7,2,2,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,19,13,4,1,6,7,3,5,3,1,0,0,3,2,28,13,34,35,6,37,0,0,0,0,15,15,0,4,19,154,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.1059234032105019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903174029303843,0.1176075084132114,0.13189298625716406,0.0,0.0,0.16607190903969685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599845318543483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482528627186435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000197761570827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22215664046058547,0.0,0.10633191418909056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755245587712094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05488316833770788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190130247828044,0.0,0.0,0.05670982258247768,0.1041254103233712,0.18506437398343126,0.1820833156314934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275483546483122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390959925398319,0.05965300954739991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15908752242179688,0.0,0.0,0.19211626061078774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228032904746317,0.0,0.0,0.14490808560049365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10959861850960853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979241727178991,0.1609681788924145,0.08371591669342235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415101036303752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907228510154387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978881753136901,0.0,0.10862250902748,0.0,0.0,0.08356256637892175,0.21470581982176554,0.0,0.15365617328256645,0.0,0.0,0.09074774440524172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230154830908708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605594503192557,0.13910137824845792,0.0,0.0,0.12658589824418612,0.0,0.30866140141163617,0.0,0.0,0.07369433229546161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06402213411698215,0.08615726995442181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790214119411906,0.11023182247558526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189298625716406,0.0
anxiety,losmeurtos,2019/03/14,"Starting a new job next week. Feeling sick from the anxiety. Hi,

I'm starting a new software engineering job next week. I left a cushy software engineering job with lots of benefits and very flexible timings and work-from-home options because I did not like the work and felt that I wasn't learning anything and my tech skills were outdated. Now, I'm joining a startup in a completely new domain (yes! I'm changing domains) with slightly longer (9) hours per day and more stress (I haven't worked for a startup before). Also the commute is a bummer (the old commute was even worse but was offset by intermittent work-from-home's).  


The reason I decided to join the startup was to gain some experience in the new domain that I am interested in.

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Now I'm feeling sick because of the anxiety that I may not be able to cope with the increased work pressure (that startup's typically have) and that I made a bad decision by deciding to leave my previous company without waiting longer for other opportunities. I am also fearful that I might have rubbed some higher-ups off the wrong way during salary negotiations. I also made a conscious decision to decline a party invitation from the new company this week since I felt it would be awkward for me to attend a party where nobody knows me (I haven't been introduced to anybody in the team/company yet apart from the interviewers). I'm now having anxious thoughts about how this decision might affect me when I join next week.

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Anybody here relates ?",9.07933947772657,8.36248183154122,8.972823860727086,66.22685483870971,60.4336917562724,11.699027137736815,42.50921658986175,10.914260884657429,4.856627035330262,1217,63,199,26,14,397,146,279,0.138,0.745,0.117,-0.6306,4,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,0,6,13,10,0,4,24,1,21,2,0,5,0,40,37,12,0,1,4,0,5,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,10,9,0,1,14,0,0,2,6,6,0,0,12,5,19,4,27,19,5,38,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,7,28,126,29,8,0.08733658957055092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095291173771866,0.0,0.18925831662170045,0.2122470315886384,0.0,0.0,0.13362450394142714,0.0986654868428542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187057165685795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292240423962655,0.10647914874658217,0.0,0.07431700508076602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239053134713243,0.0,0.09157075251657068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056324875097220575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05768499372035536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543194317761639,0.0,0.09827794428409987,0.08832000771553776,0.0,0.1677136443878326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600894811073853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600042666757758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04799790557883672,0.0,0.0,0.0924768379471926,0.0948914601118158,0.0,0.0,0.04266824612263172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742504452668839,0.0,0.16527998552409426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18530063969509866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4217511121798736,0.27865036146086153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164505915859164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979655996697875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07224572940417377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123634575233991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004376827353173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933549652729487,0.05092666772083678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720618330232976,0.0,0.06932371961747791,0.2802245763664932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418935573254434,0.0,0.3179103869056131,0.0,0.08900344614598027,0.062041407421748775,0.09548885036787642,0.2122470315886384,0.0
anxiety,basicrerun,2019/03/14,"I overslept and missed an exam today I’ve been sick with the flu and already missed a quiz Tuesday. I got a doctors note and she approved it letting me make up the quiz after the exam today... I couldn’t sleep last night because I have been so stressed out, and finally fell asleep around 5 am. I woke up at 11:45, to my alarm still going off. My exam was at 9. I missed the test and the quiz, there’s no coming back from this. 

This has been my biggest fear, and I don’t even know how to show my face to the professor after this. I feel like the biggest failure. I’m not even sure I can pass the class now. ",1.6459161931818187,3.2006806796875047,2.8684943181818205,95.22252840909091,78.140625,5.279545454545455,21.79261363636364,5.565023196281405,-0.043306249999999664,469,13,107,2,11,151,83,128,0.217,0.743,0.04,-0.9656,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,9,8,0,3,11,0,11,6,3,2,1,17,22,8,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,10,0,0,2,1,0,4,4,6,0,0,6,1,15,2,14,14,0,24,0,3,0,0,1,9,0,0,12,71,19,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368203028117665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19104261689780166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501684767874022,0.0,0.13082030399142533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848619161639371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196557795888741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28348718046950305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414886050131199,0.10850997959581782,0.1533127859390399,0.0,0.2350876485914218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121964116705084,0.0,0.17163802632990482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794047327931333,0.1749304982817881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21944662238830406,0.0,0.10484443187704967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324950515817178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20139085060337364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21475848780618426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17138263528729936,0.0,0.24582758844437574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20226126253015111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4068380571994259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lavarii,2019/03/14,"Anxiety and horror interview Heyy all,

At the moment I'm busy with my graduation project and I'm doing research to people who have an anxiety and love horror. Do you love horror and do you have time to answer some questions? Please reply and maybe I can have a chat with you :).

Thank you in advance!",1.9588916256157631,4.6546050862069,3.5103940886699547,84.65258620689656,84.34482758620689,6.0729064039408875,22.07881773399015,7.447530270364453,1.209509359605912,237,8,43,4,7,78,39,58,0.2,0.622,0.17800000000000002,-0.1511,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,4,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,0,7,2,0,0,1,11,12,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,6,12,2,5,0,0,0,2,10,2,0,2,2,30,7,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4669349149005009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5508869266637372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066016736909526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115784546631827,0.0,0.0,0.3350040212615002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.341879633526397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809754726035708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779571751960888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,busgemist,2019/03/14,"DAE feel like all of your friends hate you? Hi everyone, it's my first time posting here.

This is something i'm really struggling with at the moment. I keep looking into little signs that might indicate that my friends don't like me and it's completely taking over my mind.",3.4209433962264164,5.814871849056607,3.9062641509433966,85.9363773584906,75.79245283018868,7.258867924528303,27.581132075471697,8.238735603445708,2.030527547169812,220,9,41,4,5,69,45,53,0.113,0.7,0.187,0.5279,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,1,1,6,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,9,9,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,7,4,5,8,1,8,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,1,5,25,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590444044461095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360825190369265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492418796715204,0.17650427508839509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21015454119831367,0.0,0.0,0.3817657529543864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24392690526029004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196039553488017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24140831219219264,0.24762542482852934,0.0,0.0,0.2074735384679025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620983913210369,0.24946661853389515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366213017461466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582770529768235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902037740442521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25828742987246417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185763174021798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14406639617580724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ilikecats2525,2019/03/14,"My mom pretty much just said I am a dissapointment I was just preparing dinner for myself in the kitchen and my sister was with my monther in a room next to the kitchen so I could kinda hear them. They knew 100% precent I can hear them. I didn't pay much attention to their conversation but then I heard my mom say ""You need some order (I am not sure this is the right word, the conversation wasn't in english) or you'll end up like your brother"".. This for some reason hurt me very much, even more when I realised they knew I could hear them. I went to my room and cried. I am 16 years old, I'm studying pretty decent high school and have average grades. I never did drugs, I don't drink or anything, I don't think I am a bad person, I am not perfect, but who is? I just really needed to tell this to someone, I am sorry if this isn't the right place.

PS: English is a languague I learned in school, it isn't my mother tongue so I apologise for any mistakes.",2.3979962311557763,3.803279738693469,3.7882631909547726,90.05515860552765,75.73366834170855,6.5830402010050255,23.49277638190955,7.1686216300943375,0.7050022613065323,744,22,165,8,16,245,110,199,0.099,0.8029999999999999,0.098,-0.0046,0,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,3,6,1,7,6,0,0,9,0,23,5,0,1,3,32,35,12,0,6,10,5,0,1,0,1,1,6,4,1,6,4,4,0,6,1,1,1,9,3,0,0,10,6,37,3,14,22,6,20,0,1,0,0,25,11,0,6,8,113,43,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747887197713501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585886455748177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740811900682802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20541540898789729,0.0,0.14130380538464166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260171612803154,0.14918029879310335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393589476265747,0.0,0.0,0.08496478873713811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4349562120337068,0.0,0.0,0.13591407422793672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771061681517646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06284647503245465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013206800684691,0.0,0.0,0.28369320705740725,0.1907682478508906,0.0992142599532627,0.0,0.13680894322836046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498489967702984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232253689578676,0.1344002845664313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617440418532063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240938158085627,0.13226222722503062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21971385746303732,0.1223650641669478,0.10229882671293987,0.0,0.2603788950839922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899533343722648,0.0,0.0,0.14400073115027662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124065301379547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243607984986978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242662116416849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614057528578487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924956102121953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283924230461168
anxiety,vadoink,2019/03/14,Help Weird muscle spasm and acute dystonia because of anxiety ? Anyone has muscle spasm on just one side of the body and dystonia like symptoms because of anxiety with panic attacks ?,8.958387096774192,10.5515585483871,8.345322580645162,62.83798387096778,60.29032258064517,11.361290322580645,41.30645161290322,11.20814326018867,5.556277419354839,149,8,19,4,2,47,23,31,0.285,0.5870000000000001,0.127,-0.6662,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,11,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4733333170631897,0.0,0.0,0.21631819935704324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3519522270894747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771772929939321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34363953664359764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207363712515182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511422072657174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096366360823254,0.0,0.0,0.3629782021197897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215531456066413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hibloodstevia,2019/03/14,"Does anyone else get anxiety and have trouble sleeping if the eat beef for dinner? As title says, googling for others who get this makes me feel really lonely.  

Basically if I have beef for dinner or lunch, my anxiety goes through the roof.",6.34901515151515,7.705780113636365,6.489090909090908,74.66196969696973,66.04545454545455,9.503030303030306,30.57575757575757,9.725611199111238,3.021584848484849,191,7,32,4,3,61,35,44,0.18600000000000005,0.8140000000000001,0.0,-0.7841,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,5,1,1,0,6,6,5,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,5,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4784114018594683,0.0,0.0,0.2186389363931111,0.32038612491479385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736356468445547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199582033776945,0.26121095933006305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15810460453402606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32673347199735914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20872187468000025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003161379307244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24866229413303664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129141292938817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,the_basser,2019/03/14,"Are there other night flarers out there? I don't honestly know that much about anxiety, apart from what little I have gathered over the time. I can live my daily life pretty ok I guess (although my brain seems to come with quite many quirks and glitches, and depression) some could even call me a little reckless when it comes to stuff I do while awake. But when it comes to sleeping, everything goes south.  
I wake up gasping for air, absolutely **sure** this is when I die. Also every single tingle or mild pain on my legs or numb arms? That's going to be a blood clot coming for me. Sometimes it takes hours to dare fall asleep again, sometimes minutes.

Not sure what my question is or if there is one, just wanted to type to be honest.",1.9181607290803664,4.590534859154928,2.376097763048879,92.90465202982605,84.2112676056338,4.749627174813588,19.620546810273407,6.2272716619740125,0.06217514498757293,578,16,113,5,17,177,105,142,0.125,0.816,0.059,-0.8320000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,11,8,0,0,3,1,11,11,7,0,2,24,21,13,1,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,10,8,0,0,3,0,0,6,2,3,0,1,0,0,13,5,16,18,3,23,0,1,0,0,3,9,0,8,8,77,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163726684054778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132276231586366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244897259456426,0.14859267146602922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5014120034004965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618625530636555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253365687857342,0.0,0.15102727459630447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961148989250964,0.0,0.12260727340307025,0.0,0.13078441648240036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270263741861791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16030720537286053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330835146473112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997424539370812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027854125031994,0.0,0.2916994838896846,0.1284972423070301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475349176609927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069742902808736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13656110458416154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860843752173228,0.0,0.15484404152835235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14804663497015666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16301623189520387,0.1547789338054392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247637179815147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456255645466022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878469343317749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16658612428810693,0.0,0.0,0.2743026442656261,0.0,0.10941328424855902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485415711942705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583174433859883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iiamgodprayme,2019/03/14,"Its getting worse day by day. Today I was on my vehicle driving home, I wanted to eat something in a stall on road side. The first stall I see had people so I avoided told to myself that I will eat in the next stall same thing with the next stall there were people so again I avoided and just went home and ate home food.  How worse is my social anxiety?

And few weeks back I realised that I have ocd. I get intrusive thoughts frequently everyday. I get thoughts of committing suicide everyday, What I know is that I'm not going to do it but still I get those nasty thoughts. How do I know that I'm actually depressed? One of my friend said me that I've changed a lot and thinks that I'm depressed but I don't really know if I'm depressed. I also suddenly have mood swings( iam male )sometimes I be happy then something happens I feel sad and then start to get irritated on small things and again I get suicidal thoughts.


What can I do to better myself? ",2.350833333333334,4.454804916666667,3.442916666666669,89.37708333333337,77.95833333333334,6.7666666666666675,25.77083333333333,7.793537801064563,1.4199770833333338,752,29,156,12,18,242,107,192,0.244,0.687,0.069,-0.987,0,2,2,0,0,1,15.0,0,0,0,2,11,10,0,2,5,0,14,4,0,2,1,29,42,16,2,2,5,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,13,7,4,2,9,0,0,3,2,6,0,2,11,3,25,3,14,29,3,29,0,4,1,0,5,8,0,2,18,99,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.10644735621026513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723206524556329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344669413111652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387658367333982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964733121495032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539327267871392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069648861024342,0.0,0.2818540099435638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22323426430244586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05515464942513011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278427367436504,0.1319012219676418,0.0,0.0842757379870125,0.0,0.34194203558932273,0.0,0.061993266650414415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646000007299016,0.11611879139693396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282515197217388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179844254352947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273679620918628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320178390089493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391613317387766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15124611184644546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988010497434545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376104473965864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869234630883282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119437951514652,0.0,0.16795182178019558,0.10788393400448497,0.0,0.07720811886496254,0.0,0.08711225642134622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23863389808569835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449371869853438,0.06989472350282439,0.0,0.34639263311635826,0.0,0.0,0.1033960678143018,0.1042316046617576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06433882134761401,0.0,0.08749822757930127,0.0,0.0,0.10111921340085912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223257898989689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ItsIncremento,2019/03/14,"i think my friends are trying to cut ties with me? like all of them at once, unrelated ones as well, everyone's just slowly trying to silently cut ties with me and its really worsening my anxiety. I've been in a depressed swirly haze for the past month and now that i'm out of it people suddenly react differently, like when i get better, people usually start suddenly respecting me for no reason, then after awhile of feeling better people start distancing themselves from me then come back when i'm feeling dissociated or depressed. Maybe i'm just paranoid, but all my friends who've been close to be as of late, even unrelated friends, have sort of given me the cold shoulder, i'm worried i'm going to lose friends like i did back when i was on ritalin. When i was on Ritalin a few friends of mine just cold turkey stopped talking to me, and always gave me odd looks, they never really looked at me the same after i was on ritalin and zoloft, of course i'm off of them now due to adverse reaction. Lately my anxiety has had me feeling like i'm on a slightly less potent form of Ritalin. Even though the only stimulant i'm taking is my morning and afternoon coffee. Whenever i start to feel better everyone likes it at first, and actually respect me for once, then they suddenly cut ties for awhile. ",8.543871181938911,7.147393928286853,8.880647410358566,68.64761122177957,61.908366533864545,12.510092961487384,38.84495351925631,11.538034831475384,4.515732802124834,1040,45,187,26,12,347,130,251,0.121,0.6940000000000001,0.185,0.9639,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,4,5,15,23,3,0,7,0,12,6,1,3,3,30,36,18,0,0,5,0,4,5,5,0,5,0,0,0,4,11,0,1,6,0,0,2,2,7,1,2,9,8,27,16,37,26,6,42,0,3,2,0,11,11,0,2,34,123,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.10402439295010664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869817932484922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309454757215527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639347562961192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828321366408097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182484576898446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183625617574553,0.0,0.0,0.1113723522790976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408141123075438,0.0,0.0,0.2037181530321416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21559685948393054,0.07615372173672186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067231059479916,0.0,0.0,0.4117872343961422,0.0,0.055693120591367135,0.0,0.060582170942462224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404946559773515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26039229676461034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17903115500522546,0.11925603503260812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709214423630556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508560629963374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221504549838278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270470480905008,0.07223364822178999,0.08107267749134743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175997205812437,0.22170515357580856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365789768397275,0.10960062630256748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263521044115765,0.0,0.0,0.08912080557482283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014852363378455,0.08567953493937118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683037742002249,0.1047321164981783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14474625906163816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740277452134312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958445162163867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825557024464813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dogfins25,2019/03/14,"I had to euthanize my cat yesterday and am feeling overwhelmed. My 7 year old cat who I adopted 2.5 years ago (after my dog died) had to be euthanized yesterday. It wasn't expected, he was diagnosed the day before with terminal liver cancer, and treatment was not an option due to the type of cancer. He wasn't eating and was clearly in pain. 
I was supposed to work today, (I work from home but handle calls all through my shift) and I was able to do 2 hours but then I got overwhelmed and just couldn't deal with pretending to be happy or dealing with other people's problems. I have a lot guilt over calling in, I had to yesterday, and I did twice last month as well. I'm always worried I will be judged, or fired, or I don't know.
I just feel sad, mad, and stressed and wanted to vent. ",4.015197255574614,4.89509716352201,5.186895368782164,83.6202401372213,71.0754716981132,8.045969125214409,28.29102344196684,8.296473431620573,1.8609194968553464,615,22,125,9,11,204,101,159,0.195,0.726,0.079,-0.9663,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,3,10,1,4,4,0,20,6,1,0,2,30,26,15,1,4,8,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,3,11,1,0,3,1,0,0,5,8,1,1,12,3,16,2,19,9,2,18,0,3,0,0,7,3,0,5,15,83,19,3,0.17124910218353195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518019965061327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249297149624873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457203728658245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34972896025367844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044150382362766,0.35310060965675644,0.0,0.17381423395100304,0.17772953132008118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17523058391898147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17317738304757854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13696355091937515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822978536384856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17177681228840866,0.0,0.16864587014604954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411402800914152,0.13959087459277614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455898627505926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13668939955116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17969712554195502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822211186827221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187225651812173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386226309321378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19616526796091555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16232412523804662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100715737909156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539735090533839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24934277191314916,0.1739117758966133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205576143676663
anxiety,jaffycake,2019/03/14,"I am confident but when I try to explain something I choke and have a physical panic attack I believe this is more chemical than psychological. I overdosed on a weed brownie several years ago and since then my life has been damaged. I had full on psychosis and panic attacks.

I have suffered with panic attacks ever since but overcome them on occasion using CBD oil.

For some odd reason I can't seem to stop, ride out or overcome a sudden rush of intense and uncontrollable panic when I have to explain something, such as in a job interview.

I have no issue with fear, I have no issue with confidence, it is like i'm wired for this to trigger everytime.

CBD seems to help a lot but I can't live my life on CBD just to live.

This panic only trigger when explaining things and I don't understand why it doesn't trigger at other times.",5.238821548821548,6.290313185185188,6.251167227833892,76.47570707070709,68.38271604938272,8.853872053872054,33.24579124579125,9.095868883498916,3.0407333333333333,664,30,118,12,11,221,96,162,0.32,0.593,0.087,-0.9943,1,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,6,13,3,7,5,0,15,2,0,5,1,29,23,14,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,9,0,1,7,0,0,2,6,12,0,0,2,1,16,1,21,21,4,20,0,2,0,0,6,8,0,5,11,86,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011013357466117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3854398691921564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723916062439414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215624476784577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708336189129424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569800300078082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357497624050801,0.11207063991123116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15953877261482333,0.05517437511303844,0.0,0.19944748795375047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601336571676508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858922167611129,0.0,0.6625249109404854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611607070136006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20562370906945784,0.0,0.12758449377394826,0.0,0.1868421290626556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17388588291323245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441878308724476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502904838653733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06585335286598856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667550550559595,0.0,0.0,0.11756940028922552,0.0,0.09753964800361233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190634302632384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272648826579715
anxiety,wordswords45,2019/03/14,does anyone else feel super anxious at simple things like just going outside for a cig. for me I think oh man I haven't washed my hair yet I look gross. and just people I don't know make me super uncomfortable just because I'm so self concious I guess. ,1.109294871794873,3.5131646730769246,2.539999999999999,92.28833333333336,84.96153846153845,4.235897435897436,18.28205128205128,5.46131890053228,-0.3849717948717948,201,5,41,1,6,65,41,52,0.14,0.6729999999999999,0.187,0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,1,0,9,10,2,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,3,8,3,3,10,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,2,21,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477314300863256,0.0,0.21522403731100773,0.31538204694981953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876347436819301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693617597928901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571311321960353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15563518496125234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749323696561004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390813181310788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16916128306000558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503777127976804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25847822635043266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054618691658036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133928584193541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211071845249899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20449160804519415,0.19722867126449886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ocelis,2019/03/14,"Does anybody else have death anxiety? not even just myself. i mean that is a super big part of it, but mostly about loved ones. i constantly think about it and worry about it. the thoughts are so intrusive, its like no matter what i do they just pop into my brain. my significant other will be out somewhere and if they dont answer quickly enough its like my mind goes to something bad happened to them. i feel so bad for my friends and family because they deal with me having a panic attack blowing them up just to make sure they're okay. the weirdest part is ive never dealt with a death super close to me. maybe the fear comes from not knowing how id deal with it, idk. the worst part is that its inevitable and unless i die first, im going to have to deal with it one day. and it terrifies me. ive never really explained this to anyone as its so extreme its irrational. when i freak out over friends and family, i usually just make up an excuse to why im blowing their phones up. but i would like to know im not the only person like this. ",3.3365316901408453,4.585118483568079,4.3934242957746505,87.27492517605634,73.08450704225352,7.202934272300472,24.1106220657277,7.6454224807358475,1.049957981220658,819,23,170,10,16,267,123,213,0.238,0.594,0.168,-0.9728,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,6,3,14,18,1,2,9,1,14,2,1,3,3,44,27,16,3,2,11,0,1,4,2,2,0,0,0,1,17,15,0,0,8,0,0,2,7,7,0,3,1,1,24,11,28,23,6,19,0,0,0,1,16,9,0,2,12,125,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623247908102567,0.0,0.0,0.07881826158631096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282382286052425,0.0,0.0,0.1882373221273276,0.06871464960408669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583569918295728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710053720084301,0.0,0.12181308320814035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269675052550968,0.3486361473076613,0.0,0.0,0.11698826031946465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864430530139127,0.0,0.13211004556609895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416526654095468,0.0,0.0,0.11647257658146315,0.0,0.07445221299321088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125296670408548,0.1268442617129515,0.056995932580633187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588178443715407,0.0,0.0,0.1741783994842078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406285024541067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968022130846947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36527924802471207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389878403064035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22028227055161764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173654585171454,0.0,0.15048641919602584,0.0,0.11324500083013248,0.12278795519234224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381769057258236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17387723370576386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276749963639166,0.08573061539929651,0.0,0.13225568153692624,0.0,0.366202767312523,0.0,0.0,0.09842502482734457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07221298282843665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677936321554243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10623971477814707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722280893819602,0.0,0.08948915172749006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414801657899845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171461198907997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114475270148392,0.0,0.08007489958575936,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,itsbrittkneebitch,2019/03/14,Scared to go to protest in the city tomorrow. Help I’m shaking and breathing is getting harder. I am going to a protest in the city tomorrow for climate change and it’s a school strike. I am so scared of all the possible things that could happen. I really really really want to go but I am so fucking scared of the crowds and possible things that could happen. My chest hurts. I don’t have anyone to talk to this about. ,1.385714285714286,3.9163118571428575,2.8574285714285743,89.53757142857144,85.19047619047619,6.6933333333333325,21.495238095238093,7.908726449838941,1.2322180952380957,332,11,67,7,10,108,50,84,0.212,0.7490000000000001,0.04,-0.913,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,8,3,4,6,0,8,3,2,0,1,8,17,6,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,8,0,0,0,0,6,0,12,15,1,8,0,1,0,1,3,2,1,0,2,45,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904757721903005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18010921596747032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718725478949478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573997527250468,0.08895219872390707,0.0,0.290282745063217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011152137740377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411960552302045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18226352370640686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3838781272361947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272127731491813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5113705498920432,0.17230906379746586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13684604018544186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22622222688096355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004219258210491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ryloriles,2019/03/14,"Help with stomach issues? My husband and I share a car and work on the same office building campus so we drive to and from work together everyday. For the past few years, any time I get anxiety I lose my appetite, feel nauseous, and it feels like theres a block in my throat. Sometimes I even have crippling sharp pains in my abdomen that seem to stem from the thought of feeling sick. Because we share a car and I dont want him to have to leave work if I go in and actually have to go home sick, I usually end up calling out in the morning and it's getting to the point where my bosses have had to talk to me about my absences. But I dont want to share any of my personal issues with my boss because they are not very understanding to begin with. I have had intermittent health insurance the past few years during this -- also due to my absences at work and therefore not wanting to show up any more because I feel alienated... so I've never talked to a doctor about it. I just want to know if what I'm dealing with is real anxiety or I'm just a weak person like my bosses seem to think? It's very difficult for me to justify it to myself even when I feel sick but I can't ignore it. -- sry for the rant, thanks in advance.",3.4754761904761935,4.438585753968255,4.713650793650796,86.20357142857144,72.4126984126984,7.663492063492062,27.88888888888889,7.984000788550335,1.631236507936508,958,35,203,13,18,317,133,252,0.107,0.82,0.07200000000000001,-0.5682,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,2,0,1,6,12,11,0,0,12,0,12,10,3,4,1,48,35,17,0,6,9,1,6,2,0,0,7,0,1,2,9,15,0,2,11,1,0,6,6,5,0,0,3,6,30,6,40,32,4,30,0,1,0,0,15,12,0,5,14,133,39,9,0.0,0.0,0.10716827078303914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782284428684338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240436638875429,0.0,0.16802367350351435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20083536921981984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121382814980024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321937861275287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240520584095877,0.0,0.0,0.2574159458163706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972677353742565,0.0,0.0,0.14506986765196664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776409210605615,0.07845527804359907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475261251754257,0.0,0.12482623192620138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167332985746524,0.0,0.0,0.07360988857557256,0.0,0.11015820089508577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292466518856072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060354083105641186,0.0,0.0,0.1162832981044221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730480179921548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228602512587222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469979019859819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168559966375222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20967082683443614,0.0,0.19178080477804504,0.0,0.0,0.10381519596146062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499896064373515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19995161976654274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861457779838432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17653797038453148,0.0,0.10110730546097224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703680854211201,0.0,0.08718464418631558,0.06403680116559057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143262716600002,0.0,0.0,0.12095098057066328,0.18122565168554386,0.25909822370497765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31980045262488194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14144068497243695
anxiety,s_lpi97,2019/03/14,"I feel like everything people say is referred to me I don't know if i'm crazy or what. Everytime that someone make a joke it seems like it is referred to me, i always find a way to relate to what they say but i don't know what to do.
I'm an introvert, and i don't like to talk if i have nothing important to say. On the other way there are these two ""Friends"" of mine that Always joke, 24h a day, they say like an hour straight saying things whithout sense like ""whatsapp"" ""hey youuu"" ""shut up"" ""you are out of your mind"" one to the other, in joking tone, without really saying nothing that makes sense, but they laugh like crazy. What the fuck, since i don't talk too much i feel like when One say ""shut up"" to the other It Is in reality referred to me. Yesterday i talked to them and i told what i thought, like ""if you have something to tell me, do it face to face, insted of doing these stupids indirect jokes"" and they told me ""you are making up things, you are a friend of us and we have no excuse to make fun of you"".
But i Always have the same fucking sentation. Not just for them but when i'm with other people also.
What should i do ",2.9695755770662733,3.8348313037974684,4.086721270786796,90.59356664184662,73.51476793248945,7.264234301315462,23.645817820799213,7.5105763829236425,0.7854161826756023,877,23,199,10,17,286,109,237,0.07200000000000001,0.735,0.192,0.9818,0,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,2,6,6,0,6,19,3,0,11,0,20,4,2,4,0,36,37,15,0,4,11,0,2,8,2,1,0,7,0,0,21,7,0,0,10,4,0,0,7,3,0,3,3,9,33,16,29,33,2,17,0,0,0,2,31,10,2,6,13,139,54,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838557433166983,0.2446784043316661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06321399725615287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809294948780863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991224697037794,0.14004925663104825,0.0,0.0,0.08958737930694262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15145811590591196,0.18123354538014205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09652874330377544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10773710430159102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830961561711828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617131583290711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897101490158296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07205507356050572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18810330529396976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328401095377088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359077457256302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06279333347607567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5456392162809767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923260616996502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108213879642613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305098507679771,0.07545963730900243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236351321441064,0.08567272465002503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023862970435207,0.0,0.0,0.07781595395755612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18732226898271154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957500948432857,0.0,0.11790451063838665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15560547321663948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448659571971167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,underthesycamore,2019/03/14,"Constant internal vibration The last couple of weeks I've been experiencing constant internal vibrations. I am weeks away from seeing my Psychiatrist and would love some input from people that have gone through this.

I take Klonopin for my anxiety, but it does not seem to be helping at the moment. It is not only affecting my daily mental health, but it is also making it nearly impossible to sleep.",7.229859154929577,9.030395647887325,7.731098591549298,64.92622535211271,64.35211267605635,10.75042253521127,33.91830985915493,10.793553405168565,4.298817464788733,325,14,48,9,5,107,55,71,0.019,0.906,0.075,0.6187,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,7,3,1,2,0,10,13,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,5,1,10,9,1,10,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,2,6,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17681401082969914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16914129727717594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077312224422196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4778622425965021,0.0,0.0,0.24464352671514225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19348656034816936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350195201028937,0.0,0.0,0.14819902203650254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802264386543506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19955185713365686,0.0,0.14758631803624805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22281732689614211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16815691325982435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15328326563566855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761884933090738,0.2012816149938436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22126020224188614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16624007931682902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547070108963842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706347004762286,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,eileenmeagher,2019/03/14,"There is Pathological Anxiety. But There Is Also Transformative “Sacred” Anxiety! Who Would Have Thought So!  **Pathological Anxiety**

The anxiety that garners the attention of psychologists and psychiatrists has a sad and prolific offspring!

There is General Anxiety Disorder otherwise known as GAD (General Anxiety Disorder);

There is Social Anxiety,

Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD),

Panic Disorder,

Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD).

There is so much literature about these disorders and so many people in the US that suffer from them – *28 million* – that one tends to dub any instance or form of anxiety pathological.

**Reality Anxiety**

But Freud reminds us that it is natural for all animals (four legged, two legged animals, and non legged \[fish!\]) to experience what he terms *reality* anxiety. It is not pathological.

It is a natural response to a perceived threat or danger.

For example, dogs typically quake and hide when they hear thunder; horses shy away from obstacles; even the imperious domestic cat will use that imperiousness to ward off other threatening animals.

Humans naturally become anxious when a beloved child gets sick, when the fury of a tornado is immanent, when a sudden illness hits a family member and so on.

Reality anxiety is part of life and as such is passing unless one resists it.  It then can become pathological.

**Sacred Anxiety**

There is a *third* genre of anxiety that Freud does not discuss and that the literature on anxiety mostly ignores.  It is called “sacred” anxiety.

Most Westerners or certainly most Europeans interested in spiritual growth are familiar with John of the Cross’ *Dark Night of the Soul*,5 with Mother Teresa’s private diaries and letters that detail her anxiety over seeming desertion by her God, and with St. Therese of Liseux’s account in *The Story of a Soul* of her anxiety about what she felt was an inconsequential ability to contribute to the well being of others.

In Western hagiography, there is that running theme of the authentic spiritual path marked by the inevitable “dark night” of the soul. The “dark night” consists of doubt, desolation and mental anguish in the form of anxiety.

Western poets, too, especially from the 18th century onwards “celebrate” it in sonorous lines as does Keats in his *When I have Fears*:

*“When I have fears that I may cease to be/Before my pen has gleaned my teeming brain…  I stand on the wide, wide shore and think/Till Love and Fame to* *nothingness do* *sink.”* 

Wordsworth pleads in the last line of his poem *Speak*:

  *“Speak that my torturing doubts their end may know.”*

Emily Dickinson writes of her dark night in the poem *I Felt a Funeral in My Brain*:

*“I felt a funeral in my brain/And mourners to and fro/Kept treading – treading – till it seemed/That Sense was breaking through -.”*

Shakespeare, mostly in his tragedies (Macbeth, King Lear, Othello), has his main characters give voice to existential anxiety as does Hamlet in his famous soliloquy:

*“Oh that this too, too solid flesh would melt/Thaw and resolve itself into a dew/Or that the Almighty had not fixed his canon against self slaughter.”*

Such anxiety would appear to be a hallmark of Western literature.

Sacred Anxiety: A Necessary Stepping Stone to Wholeness

*Sacred* anxiety, far from being pathological, is portrayed as an essential part of the journey toward finding meaning in life, as a *necessary stepping stone* on the path to wholeness preceding the surrender that catapults one into Peace.  Robert Zinburg goes so far as to say that this anxiety is *an emblem of spirituality.*

Robert Gerzon in his book, *Finding Serenity in an Age of Anxiety* argues that sacred anxiety, instead of being a weakness, is evidence that *one is confronting courageously the uncertainties of life.*

Gerzon even suggests that this anxiety should be cultivated as it helps one to order one’s priorities in the service of *“living in accordance with our highest values*.”

**Nature of Sacred Anxiety**

It is clear that at the heart of this “sacred” anxiety is a plague of doubt, consternation that one is deluded, a serious and soul shaking loss of full throated trust in one’s God/Pure Source, Creator or higher power.

The term “dark night” is an apt description of this subjective experience of isolation, desolateness, forsakenness. *It is an experience marked by deep anguish or anxiety.*

Bernadette Roberts, a contemporary American and widely acclaimed mystic writes at length in her book The Experience of No-Self about the arduous journey involved in seeing, accepting, and surrendering to this necessary state of sacred anxiety.

She encapsulates the Western teaching of *the necessity of losing one’s life in order to find it,* a teaching that ordains anxiety as an essential and for most a prolonged accompaniment on the way to the high state of consciousness ordinarily referred to as enlightenment.

One can feel powerfully *intimidated and helpless* by the thought of having to endure such anguish in one’s search for the purity of mind and spirit that allows union with the Source of all that is.

Do We Have to Experience Sacred Anxiety in Order to Grow?

*We may well ask, is there no way around “sacred anxiety”?*  

A new groundbreaking energy called Trivedi EffectR appears to provide that way and to short circuit the “dark night” which for most would appear to be the result of *faulty conditioning.*  

The “dark night” is understood by spiritual scholars mentioned above (Gerson, Ginsburg and mystic Bernadette Roberts) to be the effort of Grace to undo the unconscious and conscious habits of thinking, feeling, and living that create the necessity of a “dark night” in the first place.

The Source of the Power of the Trivedi Effect

The energy of the Trivedi Effect flows directly from the limitless intelligence of the Universe and transforms the receiver, sometimes at once and more often over time, in such a way that *having to experience anxiety or a ‘dark night” becomes moot.*

This miraculous [Life Force energy](https://www.eileenmeagher.com/programs/) can restore that natural blueprint of one’s being, *and because it can transform at the molecular level,* it can connect one seamlessly and without strain or effort on the subject’s part to that limitless intelligence or Pure Source.

All that is required is calmness, adherence to the principles of universal justice, truth, honesty, loyalty, and *an immersion in the wellspring of trust.* Its mysterious and miraculous force is provoking a new paradigm in science

as the work of Newton provoked a new scientific paradigm, as the work of Galileo provoked a new paradigm, and as Einstein shattered the out dated paradigm of a *three dimensional world.*

Mahendra Kumar Trivedi is the founder of this unique energy.

Mr. Trivedi has demonstrated in laboratory science under the strictest conditions the profound applications of quantum physics, of a multidimensional world.

The energy known as the Trivedi Effect is the life force of the *limitless intelligence* which formed us, sustains us, and all of life.   It not only benefits plants, animals and all humans, it can indeed help spiritual seekers and non seekers alike realize profound transformation.

Mr. Trivedi having demonstrated the power of this energy in healing damaged soil, in producing healthy and abundant crops in *some 4,000 experiments* has also gifted a group of healers with the ability to use this energy to also help people, plants, and animals. *The abilities of these healers have been tested and validated by laboratory science.*

Their lives are demonstrating that, as a result of the Trivedi Effect, not only sacred anxiety but all forms of anxiety from reality anxiety to the many pathological forms can give way to a *steady calmness, to a restoration of well being, to transformation.* The Trivedi Effect is astounding, confounding, and challenging scientists.  They find it hard to understand, and yet *they can’t deny the results they themselves witness in the laboratory.*    


**Originally Posted on eileenmeagher.com**

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anxiety,halftimealien,2019/03/14,"Does someone else think he can't finish his education because of his mental illness? I've my final exam on april the 4th. 
My borderline is active, my depression and anxiety too, everyday changes everything and I'm so close to a mental breakdown. I really don't know how to finish this education.

I can't even tell I'm not guilty. I took drugs, and I think I'm close to  a drug problem. Also have some stress with my bestie and my exboyfriend. 

I'm really close to kill myself again. I don't even excpect an answer, you can downvote me the way you want, I really can't care about this anymore.

Maybe this is a scream for help, but I just wanted to share my thoughts, because they're killing me inside. Again.",3.209690476190473,5.140548492857143,4.3842857142857135,84.40904761904763,74.78571428571428,7.523809523809526,25.952380952380953,8.344100000000001,1.7647380952380955,559,20,109,10,12,183,87,140,0.163,0.769,0.068,-0.9164,0,0,2,0,0,1,18.0,0,2,0,0,10,8,2,1,6,0,9,3,0,1,0,21,21,8,2,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,3,8,0,0,5,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,2,1,20,2,10,19,1,13,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,1,7,64,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513379977796588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970371085611076,0.0,0.15518214454228388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907726331295153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595377094455457,0.0,0.16553085884707772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347725485561957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693320110053372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629249617379367,0.0,0.1307156185097696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20670184301121186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14063053817039092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17141180829602468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488256368251074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462350178444005,0.0,0.08599511678825714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15720117268729886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153820066639214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14972639839111246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007275950548837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13258160607447386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17924272804963928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367669199874402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20052700372776172,0.0,0.12422446457883606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17385059226386831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845871965956264,0.12420336455951435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bbrrooccoollii,2019/03/14,"Are any of you anxious about being anxious? This is type of anxiety is very mild, but soul crushing.",2.9036842105263148,5.532547000000001,3.6413157894736834,85.87671052631579,79.0,5.905263157894738,30.552631578947373,7.1686216300943375,2.0528736842105264,79,4,14,1,2,25,16,19,0.336,0.664,0.0,-0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601413882069777,0.0,0.2926432570223013,0.8643261849051393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31563686151723963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,victoryscreech,2019/03/14,"Need help with health related anxiety/ illnesses anxiety disorder? Hello all,


    I have been recently struggling badly with anxiety about my health. I am only 26 and generally quiet healthy, but work in a medical field so unfortunately for me, know a lot about bad things that can happen to a person.

     
 Every time I feel a strange pain or sensation in my body, I automatically am terrified that I am going to die within the hour. This leads to anxious responses in my body such as difficulty breathing, sense of impending doom, dizziness, etc. which only makes me further feel that I am going to die. 



    I was put on low dose klonipin 2 months ago and try to only take it as needed because it makes me exhausted and I work odd hours.



    I also have tried guided breathing exercises when these feelings occur, but nothing seems to help as much as I'd like. Even when I check my vitals or have other medical proof that I am ok, I am still scared to the point of tears.



    I guess I am just hoping for advice from others who have similar issues and have found ways to cope. I hate feeling like this, it is so miserable and exhausting to frequently feel like every moment will be your last. 



   Thank you for anyone who reads this and sorry about any formatting issues, on mobile. ",6.9077034358047,7.260922075949369,7.492311633514165,71.49806962025319,64.52742616033754,10.822061482820976,32.540385774562985,10.608840637214634,3.5252461723930084,1000,37,175,24,14,331,148,237,0.276,0.617,0.107,-0.994,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,0,3,12,18,1,3,6,1,18,14,4,3,2,32,38,19,2,3,5,0,5,3,0,1,10,1,0,1,17,8,0,0,8,2,1,4,0,11,0,0,3,6,24,7,30,33,4,26,1,3,0,0,8,9,0,6,15,118,41,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073093550635764,0.0913763345471518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243496397643199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009957189648228,0.0,0.2365732785972575,0.11645377915136555,0.0,0.07207761605805724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17213900889241104,0.06283807879096243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290026327714017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21396652859115894,0.0,0.11814136955188255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496413288450197,0.0680849579119539,0.0,0.1737027483294332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606078123734772,0.1472841849248539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130245391146178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716821535113606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355689339381173,0.0,0.09115543245249487,0.0,0.0,0.10177253611707562,0.0,0.21914355748765346,0.0,0.0,0.13818792962836302,0.0,0.0,0.10238408971703647,0.20303081389101987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21518250340633466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056651395283828836,0.0840259202783523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510825721253996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763697653235153,0.0,0.0,0.13761661481058146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076893613260988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822793941444077,0.0,0.07577743027239119,0.15286859790881616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891035007375863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23519644775740656,0.1096869493520527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000758209113062,0.0,0.0,0.09744619419677912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362629101574496,0.0,0.0,0.10311030299005307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178144137950924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320347270543304,0.0,0.0,0.0938423522167425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539231563311965,0.0,0.0,0.08232174372788474,0.0,0.0,0.10776411383251087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750514162093855,0.0,0.0,0.09490443120023127,0.0,0.0,0.06848337107661158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06010818073723236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997237627150028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182201692414436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009044062427476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,baeth0ven,2019/03/14,Looking for advice My boyfriend has severe anxiety and I am seeking some ways to at least calm him down. He has developed this paranoia of being loud outside because he’s afraid of the neighbors hearing him. He also will not leave the house if our neighbors are outside. When he is out for a walk or in a social setting he is completely fine and functional and can hold conversations. It’s really concerning and i can’t relate that well because I’ve never experienced this. Does anyone have any suggestions on how to help?,5.024897959183672,7.163264704081635,5.683418367346943,76.1339030612245,70.3265306122449,8.573469387755104,32.65816326530612,9.188382445141503,3.2614653061224486,423,20,70,9,8,137,76,98,0.066,0.8290000000000001,0.105,0.4197,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,4,0,11,0,0,1,1,12,13,9,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,4,6,3,11,11,2,10,0,0,1,0,15,5,0,3,2,50,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433941366178633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19918594802390152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693801878564831,0.0,0.1905424207620989,0.0,0.0,0.17415969624165198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30366877577715456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26115139575242324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179680432109766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28072669906271763,0.0,0.1669503596577967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874002058735979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637354683779598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20916106745652024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921027284544548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956443216312247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813849279762224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539015651676371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19770489637046385,0.0,0.0,0.22394919276578526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,helpcat97,2019/03/14,"My life is falling apart I'm feeling very overwhelmed and anxious and just wanted to vent a little bit.

So I'm at senior in college, getting ready to graduate and move on to the ""real world""and all that fun stuff. Midterms hit me like a bus full of anvils, and job applications keep flowing out but no responses are coming in. I've been dealing with some pretty severe GAD and social anxiety for the past few years, but I've thankfully gotten it (mostly) under control thanks to some medication and counseling. I figured that I would be able to handle this semester since my course load is pretty mild and I can see the light at the end of the tunnel. It's been a lot harder than I was expecting, but I've been managing pretty decently.

Then today happened.

I live in an apartment building that charges extra for a parking space by the building. Rainer than doing that, I pay half the price to park a block away. I was running some errands this morning, lost track of time and realized a was running a little late for a midterm. No big deal, I just need to get home, grab my backpack, and I'll still make it in time for the exam. I ended up parking by my apartment building because I wouldn't have had time to go to my parking space, and there are some unused spaces that people often park in for weeks at a time without any problems. I'll be gone for an hour and a half at most and I'll move it as soon as I get back, so what's the harm? I go to my midterm, come it feeling pretty good, and come back to see.....where's my car?

In that hour and a half, the building manager had come to the building, called a tow truck and had my car towed! Trying to fight off a panic attack, I called the towing company to get the address of the impound lot, grabbed my ID and proof of insurance and RAN.

On the way, my phone fell into a puddle and subsequently died, leaving me without a map. After finding my way there and proving the car was mine, I discovered I didn't have enough money to pay the towing fees. Being a college student, I don't have a lot of disposable income floating around. My parents do give me enough money for rent and groceries and a little extra for emergencies. This, however, was more than I had in my bank account. I asked if there was any way I could get the amount lowered but to no avail. I asked if I could keep that price for the next few days while I got some more money together, and they assured me that an extra $25 would be added for every day my car was there. So I left without any more options.

I had so far been really proud of myself for handling everything like an adult without completely breaking down, but after I left the impound lot, I couldn't control it anymore. All my pent up anxiety from the past few weeks burst out of me in the form of ear-shattering sobs and vomit. I cried the whole 30 minutes walk home and then another 4 hours, puking on and off the whole time.

I'm still trying to figure out how to get enough money to get my car back before it gets auctioned off, but what I'm more upset about is the regression in my anxiety. I feel like today I went back to my worst days. I couldn't leave my apartment, I was afraid to talk to anyone about anything, I couldn't control my body or my thoughts, I couldn't breathe. I hated it, and it makes me feel like all the progress I made was a useless facade and it never actually gets better.

TL;DR I can't pay the towing fees to get my car back and it destroyed all the progress I've made in controlling my anxiety.",5.3752826747720395,5.422179824113479,5.919832826747719,82.51750000000003,67.78014184397163,8.529888551165149,30.970111448834853,8.11559375814309,2.0892451874366764,2756,100,552,32,42,894,303,705,0.128,0.775,0.098,-0.968,11,0,0,0,2,0,76.0,0,0,1,9,23,25,4,4,51,0,45,5,2,9,8,109,93,47,1,15,15,1,6,4,0,3,3,0,4,1,25,38,0,7,10,0,15,23,16,14,0,3,28,8,68,11,90,51,35,110,0,4,1,0,14,46,1,16,41,379,93,15,0.05742211031921336,0.0,0.05603569643255611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714701231539232,0.0602120893957263,0.17571102889188273,0.06487064010683156,0.05694730365533525,0.04015087466576037,0.0,0.047253504111827584,0.05111785237845273,0.1073638434667146,0.06532594021310496,0.05394996286518431,0.2207702919006793,0.0,0.035003985477833684,0.0,0.048861986543383716,0.0,0.0,0.05078519021904531,0.06269007227239796,0.06378301967650793,0.0,0.0,0.11726878962546584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19785625415550476,0.06020599016832823,0.0,0.25761511769657625,0.09169376522049913,0.0,0.06307549185108026,0.11109753222969056,0.11839934868541208,0.0,0.0,0.05959508472929795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171789191501347,0.1779971695721607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04838060453924765,0.0,0.0516072901558614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613737727504425,0.08204473417105236,0.0,0.0,0.05248276854252041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000068263158646,0.055084520577576006,0.06526861717492109,0.048162941762184885,0.045925707231882135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050778182515848834,0.0,0.0,0.05669244580400476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151981171257358,0.0,0.16964763558341348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05698258411484398,0.10207882007662887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06477464157114829,0.12160344745969486,0.12477858175330513,0.0,0.04055893469201155,0.11221417039656226,0.1726561196085135,0.050704775433694865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06268301660110108,0.1952728990371922,0.0,0.10866837838516548,0.07665940905613809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057846735034210665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206123159156973,0.0,0.04257776720877879,0.044287471438990436,0.0,0.06106906576412181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737247417476798,0.06376045806088375,0.0,0.1096318034938094,0.03980926117737883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336757192637525,0.0,0.05494520455009619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06535893284307723,0.036786074247656717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151597491745583,0.0,0.0,0.06487064010683156,0.0,0.04750016303976837,0.0,0.0,0.05853461013357063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171474295217512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06573457819597052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04615371716370365,0.0,0.10573312855620744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04558674148149069,0.16741647151756106,0.0,0.10885889278297503,0.0,0.0,0.07797168724086041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047379254743235386,0.03386904842184976,0.13673699517648527,0.09212110649954533,0.0,0.0,0.05323087155341656,0.0,0.12821947101924153,0.0,0.22141146093974565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158203929987617,0.0,0.0,0.03697795638773446
anxiety,WAKupK,2019/03/14,I keep convincing myself that I'm faking anxiety I have  been diagnosed and I know I have it after a few years of mental breakdowns and special  schools but as I keep inching closer to getting back to where I was I keep convincing myself that I am just lazy and the situation I am in is due to my choice to slack off. Does this happen to anyone else.,4.045633802816901,5.055285112676058,5.570535211267606,80.4163661971831,71.11267605633802,8.496901408450704,28.284507042253523,8.841846274778883,2.201634366197184,277,10,54,5,5,94,49,71,0.096,0.797,0.107,0.1901,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,0,0,9,14,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,12,3,10,12,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,4,43,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18342311403850975,0.0,0.0,0.16765250329494588,0.2456723251084423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18436804875819196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433611318059856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20982402284347565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002967629746446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252697378478747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120274958495351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.639354803414858,0.0,0.0,0.13177112054920254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24163139705646566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426596707037887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26951111502073594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15440378339806746
anxiety,Gbshaffner,2019/03/14,"The feeling of being extremely alone I've been experiencing unusually high levels of anxiety since the new year. I feel like no one thinks like I do. I feel like the people I thought were friends aren't on the same level as me.. like they don't see things the way I do.  I don't think much of myself lately, and I'm struggling to be ""myself"" around anyone. I can't get comfortable in my own skin, so I'm really struggling to be comfortable around anyone else. I always feel like I'm just a burden. My energy and attitude is off and I feel like I'm burdening the people around me because they have to deal with my lack of positivity. I've just been shutting myself down because of it all. I feel like I can't reach out to anyone because no one else sees things like I do. It's turned into some extreme loneliness that I've never had to deal with before. I hope it's just a phase, it's alot to battle alone ",3.7711312217194575,4.624109502673797,5.290588235294121,82.75226244343892,71.62032085561499,8.32069107363225,25.079802550390788,8.617729084823388,1.5534766762649117,715,20,149,12,13,242,95,187,0.181,0.653,0.166,-0.2177,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,0,7,17,1,2,9,0,17,1,1,0,2,29,35,5,0,2,3,0,7,8,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,0,9,0,0,0,8,5,0,2,5,10,23,12,23,27,7,18,0,0,2,0,5,13,0,3,12,97,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173264335823872,0.0,0.0,0.08730002848467064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026184278595863,0.0,0.0,0.22008293119436806,0.10750070206841478,0.0,0.2801973028349673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19187078218289255,0.0,0.08927733465308645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21633132467730815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17529074658532007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31829760403345225,0.3747665469254434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810592451074938,0.0,0.05481522902764288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085143398436033,0.0,0.10420706549840483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835186740609875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4100603660236935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712666744920922,0.0,0.08091908840192541,0.10133028138438507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14219005610518293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547360776129634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672130401056327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672118326903246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678910236308822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21936576473079505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940547120271046,0.13445420139801234,0.0,0.08329302721601835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412045692052605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327887956410791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756363424323412
anxiety,LucyOcel98,2019/03/14,"My little anxiety story So a few months back I got diagnosed with a panic disorder and hyperventilation syndrome meaning I forget to breath when I’m having a panic/anxiety attack. This all started when me and my bf were kicked out of our roommates house and were forced to take my two puppies to the Humane Society and put 1 down cause he was to old to be adopted and the other to be adopted. Of course that tore me into two. I would not stop crying of course I was shaking because of how upset I was and sorry and sad and depressed and all those other you can think of. Anyway, we basically were struggling to find somewhere to go and the only option was his sisters house until we moved to his parents. 

So I guess since then, I’ve have those anxiety moments and panic attacks because of how stressed I was during those times but I didn’t know that. So one night before taking my dogs in, I was sleeping next to my bf and all of a sudden I jolted awake and my heart racing 1000 miles and I panicked even more thinking I was having a heart attack so I quickly woke my bf up and told him what was happening and he knew from the beginning I might be having an attack. So I finally fell back asleep and then the next night it happened again I was really confused and soooo terrified what was going on. I felt dizzy, nauseous, unsteady, shaky and twitching. I felt that was going to be my last breath of life.

So I drove to the hospital they checked everything they needed to know about my heart, my blood, blood pressure, etc. I was perfectly fine and that’s when they said I might have anxiety. I was really confused cause I never thought I’d have that.

Soon after moving in with his parents I quickly got into Beauty School and was looking for a job but I felt safe and secure even after everything that happened with my dogs and getting kicked out, I moved on but my anxiety didn’t. It started getting worse like, I would jolt awake again and try to go back to sleep but as soon as I close my eyes, it felt as if my brain was shocking me awake. Like it DID NOT want me to sleep at all and I was seriously so tired at this point at 4 in the morning. So I tried sleeping in a chair that we have in our room and surprisingly it helped me go back onto sleep having my brain sit up instead of laying down and then I thought of “why is this happening even worse? Does it have to do with my brain?” I got scared again and then my attacks got worse from me worrying and I would feel my chest tighten and my heart all of a sudden get very warm on the inside for a split second and I would have a panic attack. It didn’t make any sense.

So again, I went to the hospital and they said that I do have mild anxiety and hyperventilation syndrome and they prescribed me with hydroxizine and Clonazopan (sorry I can’t spell I don’t have the meds in front of me) and it helped a lot since it made me drowsy and it only happens at night anyway. The only problem with taking it, is I can’t drink caffeine or soda matter of fact, I found out I can’t drink any of those anyways with anxiety cause the caffeine makes my heart race and soda has that carbonated stuff in it. So that really sucks cause I love coffee. Also what helps me is if I get an attack in the middle of the night, I take a really warm shower and it relaxes my muscles and heart.

I feel lonely once I get it, but reading on reddit everybody else’s anxiety, I feel a lot better and not lonely 
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anxiety,yungbemis,2019/03/14,"Almost passing out from anxiety? This was happening to me a few months ago then stopped once I started taking Xanax four times a day. I also had chest pain/tightness and palpitations. Now that I can't take xanax anymore, it’s all coming back. If you’ve experienced the same things, what helped you? ",4.271607142857143,6.6518386607142865,4.370857142857143,83.67414285714288,73.10714285714286,7.337142857142857,27.271428571428572,8.238735603445708,1.894961428571429,239,9,44,4,5,74,51,56,0.081,0.919,0.0,-0.4515,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,3,3,1,0,1,8,8,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,1,5,0,3,6,3,12,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,9,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23587415751839866,0.0,0.2664523109032117,0.0,0.0,0.21279336465358928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20355935358623575,0.0,0.2638913765098247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20460802349748436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22921436094754505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17160707546037288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353039322436656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17835559744127355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123917847122854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28337888072265593,0.0,0.0,0.2831402342564762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18834101136548814,0.0,0.0,0.22246450103881665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001355509341317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17677944225679307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15516015784198747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Miss-khaleesi,2019/03/14,"Holding on to the past Does anyone else fear the future? Wish they were back in the past where people where everyone was young and things were different, better, easier.

Because I have this major complex and it’s been getting worse. I hate how time is moving forward, how everyone is getting older, how I’ve lost things, people over the years. But in saying that my life is not bad, being a young adult I have more than I ever had, yet I’ve been holding on to the past so much. I’m scared of loosing family watching them grow old. I hate how I’m getting old myself; I don’t know if this is an existential crisis or anxiety? (I do suffer from general anxiety disorder, have done my whole life, I’m way better now.) 

So I guess my question is, does anyone else feel this? I also feel like my life has come to a standstill. 🤔 how do I fix this

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anxiety,savanrayne,2019/03/14,"Getting nervous/anxious/scared for stuff out of your control? I literally am always paranoid, anxious, scared, or nervous about SOMETHING. Half the time it is stuff that I literally have no control over, or stuff that I cant change in that exact second.
People always tell me to “not worry about things that are out of your control in the exact moment” or “can you change it right this second?” like I KNOW I can’t change it right now but it is constantly eating away at me? It’s always such stupid shit too. Like I am constantly afraid that my dad is going to just die, or we are gonna have no money and be homeless. That one of my kittens is going to get sick and we won’t be able to do anything about it etc. It’s all stuff that I couldn’t change if I wanted to. It freaks me out all the time and I am constantly living in this trap of fear. I hate it and wish I could just have one day where I’m not constantly freaked out.
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anxiety,annacuppiecake,2019/03/14,Anxiety makes me really tired I feel like my anxiety at work is making me too tired to do anything. I can feel like my body aches and my heart will beat really fast. All of this makes it hard to concentrate. What are your strategies to not be anxious at work? ,1.3810256410256407,3.852386846153848,2.7669230769230784,90.66141025641028,84.38461538461539,7.3128205128205135,20.2051282051282,8.344100000000001,1.2271435897435898,204,6,43,5,6,66,38,52,0.215,0.667,0.118,-0.6018,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,4,2,3,1,8,11,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,8,2,6,9,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,27,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071717929444848,0.22680910762104575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652138021440976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230064286459983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20302724666984995,0.2868553926968672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798474355016191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379093829980186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19616883545596445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4020397855673777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572324447316161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4615033364492813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29232094611712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxious_axolotl_,2019/03/14,"Anxious about getting anxious? One of my physical symptoms of anxiety is queasiness. Now sometimes I feel like it's a delayed response because there are times when I'm mentally anxious where I don't feel the physical symptoms right away. Sometimes I'll get the physical symptoms when I'm not even actively thinking about anything anxiety-inducing.

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I tend to suffer from the physical aspects the most when I'm trying to fall asleep. When I was younger, sometimes it would get so bad that I'd have to leave one house for the other (parents are divorced) no matter what time at night  because being around my dog was a welcome distraction and the change in environment helped to calm me down. But I've noticed that when I get anxious at night now, it's mostly anxiety about being anxious because being anxious makes me queasy. So then I feel queasy which makes me more anxious which makes me feel even queasier. It's a vicious cycle that is only broken by somehow managing to fall asleep because I feel like waking up in the morning is the only way I can get over it for the night.

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Can anyone relate to this? ",7.12420879120879,7.930954680952383,6.780476190476192,75.22170329670331,64.0952380952381,8.937728937728938,39.01098901098901,8.841846274778883,3.6837802197802194,913,48,148,13,13,286,111,210,0.189,0.758,0.052000000000000005,-0.9745,1,0,0,0,1,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,18,8,1,1,12,0,15,6,3,3,0,19,33,10,0,1,2,1,5,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,13,2,0,1,6,0,0,2,3,4,0,2,2,5,14,4,24,27,3,28,0,1,0,0,4,11,0,3,16,102,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17400132570776575,0.19513681371150146,0.0,0.0,0.12285241276517272,0.6349812295225281,0.0,0.05614481752714362,0.0,0.06607675145217035,0.07148044763804752,0.0,0.0,0.07544071818801522,0.0,0.0670437909307587,0.19579074117174414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494250199519444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606947752630594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20300030539399808,0.1147269310430477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20975668227180208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05382070410867113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265078238105916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502185101982843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784571217105698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607945743034796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091946395036635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260570188750689,0.0,0.0,0.09141750760451108,0.0,0.0,0.10882127083925493,0.12213742503854473,0.0,0.0,0.0891591855240003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06857232982269229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382443378204616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503748099654672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05145042299928982,0.0,0.0,0.09364246555164002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05451570095127736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06373521297109287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05703996174571337,0.0,0.19513681371150146,0.0
anxiety,Lor3nz42,2019/03/14,"Does anyone else experience this? So everytime I go to start my homework, I start to think about how long it will take and I'll end up procrastinating instead and will end up doing the assignment last second. Does this happen to anyone else, is this a symptom of anxiety?",4.9855882352941165,6.896814568627455,6.041323529411766,74.45845588235295,69.98039215686275,9.02156862745098,28.43627450980393,9.516144504307137,2.7518980392156864,217,8,38,5,4,72,37,51,0.043,0.957,0.0,-0.264,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,1,0,4,10,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,7,8,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,26,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584747090476409,0.0,0.0,0.28969829478739634,0.4245141125937255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625693647785757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461065569841635,0.0,0.3669596251943825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20263951504556288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773222411783753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831884486913706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16886078614873434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18332762403747527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29325389820752873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21531567441538596,0.15575645112038652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327379842474198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Elleflora,2019/03/14,"I feel like I'm dying all day, every day. I need help. (May be triggering) Hi, after going to countless doctors and spending three months sleepless (I stay up until I literally pass out from exhaustion). Having panic attacks and being prescribed ativan (which I carry with me everywhere I go now or I have more panic attacks) just to get me to leave, I've come here for some advice or some understanding..  I dont know what else to do. I've always had depression/anxiety. But it was more getting nervous In crowds, not being able to meet new people, self deprecating talk to myself and not being able to send texts or make calls. I could deal with that... But in the last three months everything, my whole quality of life, has slipped away from me. My chest is constantly numb, as if I'm floating. I constantly feel like my heart isn't beating at all or its beating too loud and too hard or like I'm having a heart attack. I get chest pain and chest discomfort. This often leads me to have a panic attack, which only amplifies the feeling that I'm going to die. I'm certain I'm going to die, either now or in the future. I check my heart rate constantly.  I cant recognize my own hands when they touch each other even though they still have feeling. I can recognize everything else I touch. But my own limbs feel alien. 
 
I've quit anything that might disturb my heart. I've quit smoking, caffeine, exercise.
I've had five EKG's, the doctors tell me my heart is fine. Everything's fine. And I'm sent home still feeling like I'm going to die. I can hardly work, which I need to do to pay the Bills. I can hardly do anything anymore. 

Is this common in some anxiety sufferers? This feeling of numbness in the chest, feeling like you're going to die, feeling like youre having a heart attack?

I cant take it anymore. I need help. I need advice. I'm losing my mind. I'm not coping well with this.

Please help. 

Thank you.",2.010059681697612,4.438998251989388,3.4226200265251983,87.3110653183024,81.06896551724137,6.104217506631301,22.95285145888594,7.365786028017652,1.0778891777188333,1499,51,289,22,40,490,179,377,0.16899999999999998,0.7120000000000001,0.119,-0.9769,2,0,0,0,0,1,60.0,0,2,2,7,13,28,5,6,9,0,30,19,11,3,3,56,69,20,5,6,15,0,15,6,0,2,8,1,1,1,15,12,0,0,11,1,4,11,7,17,1,3,4,16,40,11,34,58,12,39,0,2,0,0,17,9,0,13,24,175,55,5,0.11945654113577912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673154945983127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04969870584447922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138392700193958,0.0,0.1184687898765552,0.0,0.0,0.0983025549978005,0.0,0.0,0.33974765212038643,0.056116676332968775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06098924227080457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05145061639172703,0.0,0.1936351248810952,0.0,0.04768816391485017,0.0,0.0,0.07703958663949816,0.061577224295934485,0.0,0.0,0.30994257485838195,0.0,0.0,0.1222688316595259,0.0,0.0,0.070001088272619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979061179038104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039449959399355326,0.0,0.050323644012633284,0.0,0.1610397548559009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718036740956869,0.2133494421398653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361666853479697,0.0,0.2036697156136021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16051439580264126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42466972922015706,0.12010380223124333,0.0,0.059912325325103426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03282509547489181,0.048686512338909325,0.0,0.06324361444994255,0.0,0.0,0.04218784387691265,0.1750812960479406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06682065686554695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039869084401688216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06336225629220002,0.060308526657578375,0.0,0.0953490714526987,0.0,0.0,0.1771510232476871,0.0,0.05768593590487948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045426041225831625,0.06355509104042338,0.21023476900981752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041408062321155695,0.0,0.0,0.06556370502051807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705673569419426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06230961245409549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366238932609616,0.095398148059338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044908226192065866,0.048007321415791934,0.05220514110642679,0.05498976679268378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05868272257595791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06217923609176925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053702888317462304,0.0,0.0,0.0666844810695373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043482892333692784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GallavantinAlbatross,2019/03/14,"Anxiety is hitting me pretty bad rn So I’ve had extremely bad health anxiety and a few minutes ago I had a heart palpitation. It was pretty strong, and weird. I get them a lot with my anxiety but this one was different. It even had the “this is it.” moment and my body froze. I was wholly expecting to actually die in that moment. But the crazy thing was it wasn’t scary. I just accepted it and was at peace with it. I’ve been so fucking afraid of dying and now I’m not. I wasted so much time and suddenly I’m just afraid of not getting enough life in with my kids and concerned whether or not my wishes will be followed. I’m a little shaken but not scared. It seemed very peaceful. But now I’m afraid I won’t wake up and my babies will be heartbroken. My grandmother passed in the same manner, with slight foreshadowing.",1.7816300496102038,4.051003144578317,3.430283486888733,87.86117292700216,80.80722891566266,7.038412473423105,22.415308291991487,8.124751697461798,1.2741648476257978,646,21,134,13,17,214,93,166,0.172,0.698,0.13,-0.6808,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,8,10,1,4,7,0,17,6,3,0,0,30,28,17,2,2,12,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,11,12,0,0,2,0,0,2,6,8,0,1,10,1,14,2,12,12,5,15,0,0,0,1,2,6,1,3,7,93,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.16639749674549278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15115076308825473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3913292403714649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284744870543232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18940310346304906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539341365811727,0.17815129798246065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17618699823030812,0.0,0.11262317966927372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15763785243981604,0.17817351468310305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18124887644207932,0.0,0.2020604327704544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204393919068633,0.0,0.17090026494822855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14496527950327262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534773327582507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554499770707916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469489737000961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17071470124175936,0.0,0.0,0.15522994238993065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328221741860844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942834138954416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406922709782008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19608319122011225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tpschroering,2019/03/14,"Feeling like your here I’m 16 years old, and sometimes I just feel like I live from the outside and don’t actually live here in the moment. It’s been for the past 7 months I’ve had this problem and it won’t leave my thought processs. Can anybody relate?",0.9379874213836494,3.2596907547169844,2.1040566037735857,95.71067610062893,84.84905660377359,4.2880503144654085,23.927672955974842,5.46131890053228,0.21004654088050329,202,8,44,1,6,64,41,53,0.085,0.787,0.128,0.2903,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,9,3,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,2,4,2,3,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.2536667563414505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628698638449305,0.3714064947353072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27524198003111794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539899245680199,0.0,0.4590686556655089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074839290023625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727663283349262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481448947244695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487302327279138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25709015775098937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20636561299285527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16739469392161427
anxiety,mtchz9295,2019/03/14,"How do I separate what I want and my anxious thoughts I’ve been really struggling lately making decisions, specially involving social situations. I will have anxiety over any possible reason for/against doing something or going somewhere, resulting in just being frozen, unable to make the “right” choice. When I look at all the reasons I have for doing something/not doing something, they are always what I think people are perceiving of me or what others will do with my decision. My decision making for social situations is rarely based on myself and my own feelings. Typically I will opt not to do something just so I don’t have to then be in the stress of a social situation Does anyone else experience this frequently? How do you overcome those thoughts and how can you figure out what YOU want, not others?
",7.999210727969348,9.045102468965519,8.108505747126442,65.62429118773947,62.24137931034482,11.134099616858236,36.111111111111114,10.980518767755715,4.471329501915708,658,29,98,17,9,214,91,145,0.07200000000000001,0.909,0.019,-0.8102,0,0,4,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,1,0,7,3,0,2,4,0,21,0,0,9,1,32,32,11,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,11,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,2,18,1,14,24,2,12,0,0,1,0,8,7,0,2,4,82,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381570036442976,0.0,0.0,0.09301818223949923,0.0,0.10463980376395518,0.15452760350058145,0.0,0.09564293539164208,0.14015193245593235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970107851672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426593688635064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380153348517154,0.0,0.0,0.0691623766838148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773781004185977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15429892649609572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486456908740587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739142410428045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482918184155938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15420402405151562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762768312943182,0.2812745907065565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681325543030567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4612546843259944,0.0,0.4183038587665621,0.0,0.3159102800153665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15668623599961495,0.1429969072300948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764601435234343,0.0,0.21718330205881384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16135813911669505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,flatcirclejerk,2019/03/14,"Anxiety is weird. I have anxiety. I am not my anxiety. Just breath. Take deep breaths. 

So they say. 

I find myself on Reddit when it gets rediculous. I visit posts and am like “oh heeeeey meee toooooo” and start to leave a comment. Typing, deleting, typing, deleting, typing. Eventually, I find myself in a stupor only to realize that it’s been 30 minutes and the post had already been deleted. It’s ok though because I wasn’t actually going to submit the comment anyway....MAN I AM SO STUPID. Typing, deleting, typing, deleting. I hate anxiety. I hold onto it though. I don’t want you to have it so I will just keep it safe with me until tomorrow. ",1.1713008130081306,3.8189871463414633,3.1920731707317067,84.34794715447156,92.17073170731709,5.334959349593496,24.71951219512195,6.937597516519254,1.5063951219512195,501,22,88,8,18,168,78,123,0.154,0.772,0.07400000000000001,-0.8252,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,1,0,8,6,2,0,4,1,12,2,2,0,0,14,19,10,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,3,3,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,4,1,17,3,9,14,0,12,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,5,61,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.18083062020171936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044883030975132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5670302388236418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296000239966865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387302091219619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681403805294443,0.0,0.10531291011663432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18294999059803607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16470729837482725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962108818373504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053049805785268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14093254607316888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35494128770714106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473617053028644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115959396286891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13932604484316355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36412178036910897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929749109367463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,peachychamomile,2019/03/14,"I fear going to sleep because it means I'll just have to wake up in ths same situation I'm really struggling at the moment. PTSD from sexual abuse, anxiety, depression, recovering from anorexia after almost having heart failure. But I don't understand why I can't feel better. I feel so shit about my life that I'm scared to go to sleep because I'm so scared to wake up in the same situation every day, feeling like this. It's 4:30am now.

I'm doing my schoolwork from home at the moment and my sixth form college have been very understanding. I've finally got a job interview for a part time waitress job. I've got a new therapist who's been really helpful. I'm getting Bs at school, on track for A/A*s by the end of the year, applying to medical school soon. I'm on the school voice, doing activism in school and getting speakers in to talk about sexual abuse and consent. I have an amazing boyfriend and supportive friends. I'm a few months into recovery and finally about 4lbs over the underweight threshold and only get chest pain every few days now instead of crippling almost heart attack symptoms every day.

So why do I still feel like I want to kill myself? ",5.5685545722713865,6.535353672566372,6.315203539823012,76.62109439528027,67.58407079646017,9.566489675516225,31.88082595870207,9.725611199111238,3.0920670206489675,934,38,169,20,15,307,128,226,0.188,0.723,0.08900000000000001,-0.9802,2,0,0,0,2,1,23.0,0,0,0,1,12,15,3,4,12,0,11,12,8,0,0,21,34,10,1,1,2,0,4,2,1,0,4,2,1,0,5,7,0,0,7,0,0,2,2,9,0,0,4,6,11,6,33,30,6,32,0,1,0,0,5,13,1,2,19,94,16,8,0.0,0.22207079586964612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18768144632967576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169071599622237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661285080484237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425399065513955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288214284028705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813127310491288,0.0,0.08071546348503265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300251324008441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368734758396704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545395469460214,0.18953782886091697,0.13389815707155528,0.0,0.20531753241502612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240296407555387,0.0,0.1468846046919864,0.0,0.1065192988024121,0.0,0.14990279687508534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22210234664912684,0.06281431070217103,0.0,0.09400247156076164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859927532276536,0.0,0.10368031264321814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06619275036864022,0.0915675501007016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208168102391968,0.0,0.0944066830363408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480137291401204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050926532945396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712734837995015,0.09971797298219287,0.0,0.0,0.10148279344477873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954628812463052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007077839729335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876475034395924,0.3793730278182883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619575561596423,0.0,0.21067622699634525,0.18756273690151315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483987352548786,0.0,0.0,0.09796989573581552,0.0,0.0,0.10634518433812018,0.0,0.09740440576804013,0.0,0.0753235138447455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088088165436529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054645205999176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19511851161408186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732360836609667,0.05527476213157169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16912405716466514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06034854354293146
anxiety,vtears,2019/03/14,"Help, too much to do, too little time, can't even think straight. Just started a new job, have to put in so many hours to begin with and the actual job itself is super stressful to me. Also have some huge uni projects due tomorrow that I've barely made a dent in due to aforementioned hours. Which I have to go in for in an hour. I can't brief, feel like I'm going to be sick and can't even organise my thoughts. Probably will have to pull an all nighter tonight. ",4.330625000000001,4.521929145833333,4.785416666666666,89.25125,70.04166666666666,8.483333333333333,27.458333333333336,8.344100000000001,1.5010333333333334,362,11,82,5,6,115,68,96,0.105,0.8059999999999999,0.09,-0.122,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,1,5,0,11,1,0,1,1,10,20,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,5,3,1,0,0,2,1,4,2,14,16,3,23,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,1,12,49,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.1827363277438791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974977145511764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473636523881137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468302880196283,0.13377681003024314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128455284538364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12551476874314824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5532328124851091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716483894881541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148456575253776,0.18768122981358004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17718759355376185,0.0,0.18984973451329146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13765582366228687,0.0,0.0,0.18085448013275773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018952787364948,0.0,0.0,0.18824552893340127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13254183678857412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145028570062784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998705798151375,0.0,0.14866155437478118,0.10919136606351736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ughimdonefortoday,2019/03/15,"I Left The House Hello. I just wanted to share that tonight I went out with some friends even though my anxiety was telling me to stay home. 

We were meeting at the place so I drove by myself in an unfamiliar area - thank goodness for navigation - and was fine. Though I did have anxiety chest pains the whole ride, I made it and enjoyed myself. 

Whew. Glad I did it but also happy to be back home. 

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anxiety,bdog8meh,2019/03/15,"Opposite of Anxiety Attack? So, I don't really know how to explain what I just went through. But I'll try my best. Something happened that kind of sent into panic initially. But then my panic kind of reached it's peak and then all of the sudden everything kind of shut down. My breathing was really slow, speech kind of slurred, I was walking funny, and I wasn't really sad anymore, nor was I happy, I just kind of felt really heavy. Is there like, a name for something like this happening? I don't really know how I would go about googling it. ",2.759999999999998,4.9534336448598175,4.132532710280377,84.49225700934579,77.03738317757009,8.018317757009347,25.65327102803738,8.841846274778883,2.125348411214953,428,16,83,10,10,141,67,107,0.127,0.725,0.147,0.3033,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,7,13,1,2,2,0,8,1,1,2,1,16,17,10,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,0,4,4,4,0,0,7,2,11,9,13,9,2,11,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,6,54,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916402383310287,0.0,0.12855479391412272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14746901507698032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603516003053506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165000645264359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244619013628044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366980604353564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292568170801212,0.13798996733727878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6749309838204239,0.14247882124509542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266580559887738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30417786188584256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4152107202861462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995858389747036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800797878905503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016519278656825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208304499160312,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PhasmaUrbomach,2019/03/15,"Prozac is a miracle I have suffered anxiety and depression my whole life, but it's gotten worse as I've gotten older. Recently, in a deep trough, I decided to try and SSRI, which previously I had dismissed as a failed experiment in my 20s. My doctor (a GP, not a shrink) said what the heck, try Prozac. It's a classic for a reason.

That was a month ago. I feel like a new person. It didn't solve my sleep issues, but I feel about 1/10th as anxiety and miserable. I have a better memory. Minor setback and social occasions do not distress me. I have become far more efficient at work.

I can't believe I never realized that this drug, which has been around for so long that it's almost a cliche, could part the clouds for me. I still have Xanax for extreme situations (like a fender bender last week that freaked me out), but my overall outlook on life has taken a 180.

It feels, frankly, like a miracle. If only I had known that a pill could undo all that suffering. Has anyone else tried this? I feel very fortunate to have had such good effects in so short a time, but I feel like a new person. I've also lost a bunch of weight. My spare tire is almost gone. 

Prozac changed my life. And I wanted to tell people who were suffering similarly to me. The nameless dread and hopelessness have mostly disappeared. Whew. Life begins again. My family is thrilled, and so am I.",2.9901404494382007,5.081091127340827,4.349499063670415,83.6936867977528,75.92883895131088,7.7458801498127325,24.23361423220974,8.59863814320734,1.7445007490636706,1069,35,207,22,24,353,155,267,0.166,0.6940000000000001,0.14,-0.6903,0,0,1,0,0,1,43.0,0,0,0,5,9,18,0,3,21,0,24,14,1,2,2,35,37,19,0,5,7,0,6,4,0,0,12,1,0,2,17,9,1,0,10,0,0,2,5,11,0,0,13,7,27,7,20,22,6,26,0,8,0,0,6,10,1,4,18,137,44,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009801951361972,0.0,0.2281420451699823,0.0,0.0,0.09109906618206497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17429177882984392,0.0,0.0,0.07965313744051239,0.11672102171219365,0.0,0.10140992830317984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581193792992462,0.0,0.12834500174984656,0.0,0.10074997793036433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050866106552363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819062758743559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981162031539966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659847012775673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13210709323600914,0.0,0.09516270426359964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143229651833783,0.10739043489593844,0.0,0.2879982861854845,0.16276408774651474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955478417757666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889933696483775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285723560981952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218506621693673,0.22261559210795293,0.0,0.0,0.10081260881991844,0.0,0.0,0.12435342886244115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909271456068638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785950689216117,0.22004272987989254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663870978405179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12336057984861057,0.0,0.07897542901278562,0.19893516736786124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712524056445395,0.11247890236221587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836077599732323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280470345779775,0.11399887210807505,0.11612363080030585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097394622788504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956813201197856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06642568724394875,0.1309303772241067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23202568706035756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399312770414607,0.06719096386773267,0.0,0.09137702750268843,0.1387197330205008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718381894124586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293264365127406,0.0,0.11609075052259042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jostabaer,2019/03/15,"has anyone else experienced this SSRI side effect? I’ve been taking SSRIs for a few months now, and every time I’m off them, I get this weird side effect. it feels like everything is in shutter motion, like an electric shock is going through my body - especially when my eyes move. I can’t find anything on the internet about this, maybe I’m just not phrasing my search right.

has anyone else experienced this?

*disclaimer*
I read the rules, I’m not asking for a diagnosis :) just wondering if I’m alone in this",3.0369072164948463,5.638237278350516,4.129082474226806,82.73589175257736,78.2783505154639,6.7665979381443275,23.1020618556701,7.908726449838941,1.3868400000000007,404,13,74,7,10,131,67,97,0.068,0.845,0.087,0.4376,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,5,4,0,0,5,0,6,2,2,2,0,11,16,3,0,1,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,5,1,0,3,3,2,0,0,1,4,7,2,8,15,1,14,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,2,6,41,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21114294027502492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850946779658307,0.4177681277367462,0.1677637492291903,0.0,0.1905865104628674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264483601632381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406065523363771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17176528513675668,0.0,0.1832209620606513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030804074931536,0.14564139176297444,0.0,0.0,0.1863291661880628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651119091187622,0.0,0.11586133272102425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19919654950688065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20481006808017546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16272331591772565,0.21667652200854146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039204418347459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17409982923816422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15328131394717187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887548012541126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210831922544893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LM818,2019/03/15,Psychologist is recommending medication and this makes me nervous The past six months I have been struggling with anxiety and have been seeing a psychologist. Today during our session she recommended medication. I am always the type of person who follows what everyone tells me to do and am heavily influenced by my husband and family who are not very keen on meds. I want to make this decision on my own and am looking for your experiences/input on using meds in conjunction with therapy as treatment.  My psychologist said meds are temporary for about 6 mo to a year. ,8.578052805280526,9.395704247524757,9.317574257425749,58.24223597359735,60.98019801980198,13.466006600660064,39.6056105610561,12.745084868956482,5.883691749174918,463,23,70,17,6,157,72,101,0.08900000000000001,0.88,0.031,-0.7029,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,2,4,0,11,2,0,4,0,14,19,6,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,5,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,3,3,11,1,15,16,1,9,0,0,2,0,9,4,0,0,4,54,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14984861331886426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776771958332729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720829163129978,0.0,0.0,0.16977203881910094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15122954339431302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404218343463927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6001153979499757,0.3628417781746802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14374545469190905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17191548710858767,0.0,0.15724691398068927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17130603751546244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435077496197544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18826829856254815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574058694283424,0.0,0.2059476570233688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707034727376662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15553921824484288,0.0,0.1485924229730493,0.10622125645639736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597151888569356
anxiety,EVOSexyBeast,2019/03/15,"Will anxiety medication dumb me down? My anxiety comes in couple forms. One is just an overwhelming feeling that makes my brain feel cloudy. The other is videos that play in my head. I’ll “see” (visualize?) videos in my head of all the bad things that could happen. I especially see these videos when i’m in anxiety inducing places, like loud or crowded spaces. 

However, i also use these videos when i’m doing school work. As i’m taking a test i can see the teacher teaching the subject at hand when i’m figuring out a question. I also see myself reading the textbook and understanding it that way. I have some control over it, but it’s mostly just triggered as i’m taking a test or answering a question / similar. I’m the smartest kid in my high school by a fair bit. (yeah ik /r/iamverysmart bla bla). 

I’m starting anxiety medication soon. Will the anxiety medication get rid of the videos when i’m using them as memory?",3.8954237288135616,5.942032327683624,5.27866666666667,78.23427118644071,73.18079096045199,8.787796610169492,29.31412429378531,9.3871,2.8617453107344635,730,31,134,18,15,244,102,177,0.073,0.835,0.092,0.7383,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,2,9,5,1,1,14,1,8,7,4,6,1,25,32,13,0,1,5,0,3,1,0,2,3,1,0,1,11,3,0,1,8,7,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,8,13,2,15,29,5,20,0,1,4,0,5,12,1,6,7,79,24,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889249790995306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.451816797535008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862732112829717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895913418744565,0.0,0.0,0.1318637321489984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175204105124047,0.0,0.0,0.1324843843989901,0.09431117356064082,0.1307002565990385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945253113693327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06171411065520758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445530233882236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24245544705595665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248028656370174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05770866794914618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884766009077891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35698785765478763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004283674633746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341283087571135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646483802912947,0.0,0.1181544268213144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23909247399489014,0.37651323285748906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360768601439829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17762678061008536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847531450983136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296964792751836,0.0,0.2040397611023195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376011155712333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599455858950618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ksh771,2019/03/15,"Manifesting anxiety as anger Does anyone else do this? I feel like a lot of the time that I’m angry, or fighting with my fiancé, or just absolutely contrary, it can be attributed to anxiety if I really think about it. 

Today I was experiencing this. I was just so angry at my fiancé, he couldn’t do anything right in my eyes and I was pissed off. When I thought about it I realized that I was actually feeling extremely anxious, and was using my anger to get those feelings out without seeming vulnerable. Because of course anger looks way less vulnerable than anxiety. 

So does anyone else catch themselves doing this? Or do I maybe have anger problems as well...lol ",4.901451612903227,6.9447462419354835,6.089548387096772,73.4893225806452,70.45161290322581,9.153548387096777,31.754838709677426,9.642632912329526,3.3374735483870968,530,24,91,13,10,177,81,124,0.276,0.672,0.052000000000000005,-0.9851,0,0,0,0,3,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,7,8,6,0,2,0,13,2,2,2,0,23,23,11,0,3,7,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,7,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,6,6,13,1,15,15,2,10,0,0,2,0,2,5,1,6,4,65,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.16592152792966072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3902098694747683,0.1920817694709187,0.0,0.2377732372889643,0.3484248842415119,0.1399174829869656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364669530073843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975830136262022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28407097308410617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579118175645176,0.121467105067823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883193068112988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306645492470237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277960170229712,0.0,0.0,0.14455061609924635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17081466853138905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16269258475858026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892345476693363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14520186874332192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547859176100746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894624094657827,0.0,0.13498220387154652,0.0991439333254991,0.0,0.16116542640833936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684847372831822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495927660742482,0.0,0.0,0.1528744184253923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638996668154072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Blebonick,2019/03/15,"A bit of a vent I am just not in a great place right now. I have mates, I have medication, I've even arranged a therapy appointment. I've told my university about my issues, I've told my friends, I have ok coping mechanisms.

But none of that can take away from these days, these nights, when it's just really rubbish. When it's just you in a room alone with your anxiety disorder and the meds seem to have no effect on this roiling pulsing wave of terror sweeping you out of your mind. You are trapped with your eyes darting back and forwards, looking for any kind of release, just wanting to feel better. It's times like these that you remember that *this* will never truly leave you.

But it will get better.",5.2338768984812125,5.929780093525183,5.459232613908871,83.43083133493207,68.20863309352518,8.767705835331737,29.83293365307754,8.841846274778883,2.1915557154276577,559,20,112,9,9,177,90,139,0.145,0.754,0.101,-0.747,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,8,0,3,10,8,0,1,6,1,9,2,1,1,1,19,17,6,0,1,7,0,1,1,2,2,1,0,2,0,12,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,3,15,7,17,13,2,17,0,0,2,0,12,9,0,1,10,76,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831995420883572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028788390711405,0.0,0.13531656138811254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16618930542886046,0.13601366719003885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31288086368720297,0.1931126365048572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407620898801175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027255653753492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683089199500285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943838437803894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366609329655356,0.0,0.09241512587124556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950163665661296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18462201186340094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18419853566770675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18729570325731648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641708931330498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14853887292542028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19647938896052064,0.17819305530730425,0.0,0.0,0.17860345287007906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642463732622945,0.0,0.0,0.16599461518264785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848072050041477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331707760299077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20037625375097776,0.15105884645040896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610294851113704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13299552658140745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20228344389111344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314308163058647,0.0,0.0,0.3380424468016127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043313717718242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JLReaper,2019/03/15,"My anxiety is killing me! What should I do?  

I   normally don’t like discussing my personal life online, but in this   case, I feel that I have no other option. For many years now, more than I   would like to admit, I’ve been extremely depressed. Nothing gives me   any joy, happiness, or contentment. To make matters worse, I have a very   uncaring family, one that doesn’t seem interested in helping me, let   alone actually accepting me. They call me selfish and ungrateful, like   it’s my fault that I’m filled with misery, most of which I can’t escape.   Alone and with no one to talk to, I stay up late into the night,   occasionally until sunrise. They call me lazy and unproductive, even   though I get very little sleep. In the last two years, maybe even three,   I haven’t slept more than five hours, and that’s on a good night. No   matter how many times I tell them, regardless of how hard I try, they   don’t seem to understand that these are symptoms of my depression. In   other words, they blame me, not the illness.

I   have no job, no girlfriend, and no future. After going to college for   three years, learning one useless thing after another, I dropped out,   certain that higher education didn’t really suit my needs. Due to a   disability that I have, one that cannot be seen by the naked eye, I do   not have the ability to drive a car. My fine motor skills are impaired,   making it very difficult for me to perform complex tasks with my hands,   such as tying knots and driving cars. From food to transportation, I’m   completely dependent on my parents. I’m trapped in my house so much,   often very alone, that I feel like I’m going to go insane. I can go an   entire month without leaving the house, occasionally even longer.   Whenever my parents leave the house, it's always very early in the   morning, which is a very bad time for me, to say the least. They won't   go anywhere in the afternoon, irrespective of how many times I beg them   to. My father seems to think that I have some kind of sinister motive,   as if I'm using my depression to get my own way, my every action one of   manipulation and malice.

More than   anything else, I long to have a kind and supportive wife, one that will   love and comfort me. Unfortunately, due to my situation, meeting people   can be very difficult, if not downright impossible. I've tried online  dating, but most women don't respond to me, and of the few who do  respond, when they discover that I don't have a car, they stop  contacting me. Even if I could  meet people, most women want men with  money and status, not starving  artists. Around where I live, which is  in a very small town, most of the  women are white trash. I want an  intelligent and worldly woman,  specifically a woman who will teach me,  guide me, and give me  confidence. Most likely, I will never find this  woman, at least not in  the near future. In the meantime, I would still  like someone to talk to,  preferably someone that I can meet in person,  not just online. I've tried contacting my friends from high school, but  they have no interest in seeing me. To tell you the truth, other than  being somewhat shy, we never really had that much in common anyway.

As   an author, I’ve written several books, all of which haven’t done that   well. I used to write a lot, but ever since my latest episode of   depression, I have hardly written anything. My books tend to be very  metaphorical and poetic, two styles of writing that are very unpopular,  to say the least. I constantly get bullied for self-promoting, even on  forums that are for self-promotion. Every week is the same, each  moment  another reminder of how dark and lonely my life is. My future,  what’s  left of it, is bleak and without hope, comparable to a lost and  lonely  graveyard. I'd love to move, and maybe even find some friends, but as   of now, I can't afford it. My heart is beating very fast, the   loneliness almost too much to bear. On some nights, long after everyone   else is asleep, I will occasionally come close to having a nervous   breakdown. My life is empty, occupied with nothing except silent and   negative thoughts, nine out of ten of them being extremely harmful. I   would just like some advice, any at all, that could help me cope with my   situation.

Do you know what the  saddest part of all of this is? Most of this post wast written three  years ago, and nothing, literally nothing, has changed. After writing  this post, I developed chronic nerve pain, sometimes referred to as  fibromyalgia,  just one of many conditions that has crippled my life. At  this point, the prospect of getting a job looks, at best, very grim. I  hate, with every fiber of my being, the idea of working a job that I  have no passion for. There are so few realistic options available to me,  and all of them are terrible. Ironically enough, my current situation  seems to be the least objectionable option. Unless some type of miracle  occurs, I don't see how my situation will ever change. When I wrote the  first three paragraphs of this post, I was 21, I'm now 24, and my life  has stayed the same.",7.2507643622200595,7.0012157025316455,7.328016877637133,74.99532619279456,63.915611814345986,10.414670561506004,33.63161311262577,9.943994293440598,3.1665284972411563,3938,146,729,74,52,1270,413,948,0.174,0.705,0.12,-0.9962,7,8,0,0,0,0,156.0,1,2,12,8,33,48,2,1,41,0,75,19,6,12,10,140,127,48,1,16,22,4,5,7,3,10,9,2,0,9,46,37,1,1,20,3,1,15,32,20,1,17,13,13,101,28,119,94,36,107,0,9,6,3,60,36,0,28,56,515,147,12,0.0,0.0,0.04386762141153461,0.0,0.0,0.04392752926317306,0.03984810217044159,0.0,0.045013913436418966,0.13967318247809274,0.0,0.0,0.037404478316745655,0.0,0.0,0.06113913229018465,0.09427423268267254,0.03438890468033006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07398494034034048,0.04001768048350442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03753385845392918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04717537641813477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918040319686301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510857910475097,0.03872300963388835,0.04713234155284544,0.04857819874720025,0.0,0.07178258921671997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15487173430722667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04600250323536219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510488877936704,0.0,0.0,0.046448442357419226,0.0,0.17814610572362827,0.08132508335575925,0.11362446683302925,0.04295449633701468,0.0,0.0,0.042377666393789315,0.0,0.04545915213315934,0.03211441604689936,0.0,0.0,0.08217241392987762,0.03823697962447616,0.05435731872537873,0.0,0.06946111767941565,0.0,0.0939443013332781,0.08624598419121549,0.12773906503196192,0.03770442467565741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04785328035488065,0.0805380761974425,0.0443817585530913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05326949467624868,0.060262066385595024,0.04749528872807,0.0,0.044648449600119086,0.04426962766547878,0.15560910130192349,0.0,0.05074643980567626,0.0,0.0,0.13382668117685478,0.0,0.04973380917136222,0.09362321685318284,0.024704980765049185,0.03664267638673331,0.050708916537353856,0.09519742476868863,0.04884154149141643,0.04596746506365748,0.15875808682647252,0.15373227871466724,0.045054692940162386,0.03969430263366755,0.07956394084813716,0.03774917933145675,0.0,0.049071485075582365,0.03821741386406473,0.08114363439588189,0.0,0.060012922979446486,0.1823010537977364,0.09032261580725516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03588103769577818,0.04777790085048095,0.09913683226644196,0.03333206315569228,0.06934101489032436,0.0,0.0,0.12655597231572024,0.04404437344531206,0.1725343768706088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132291062175282,0.0,0.047833137389519935,0.0,0.0998299231850304,0.04867969390415927,0.0,0.062329468862907,0.07850241192222518,0.0,0.0,0.04249509374301096,0.0,0.12915757863704494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057596056836915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149682384070842,0.0,0.04549481306832941,0.0716434058353921,0.16369400928936167,0.0937915186466748,0.05078406912200111,0.0,0.03718556744846863,0.20211612027896764,0.04498544191710847,0.0,0.07617702377064445,0.0,0.044459644107528784,0.0,0.0,0.09582778547963763,0.03589950583129305,0.037582701979548584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05101210605301317,0.0,0.04672335572123212,0.0,0.07226300091439918,0.07858176728579358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029864760730021464,0.028804052805494793,0.04416607207094608,0.03568764277075503,0.07863732789786969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156036262039076,0.0,0.08782505402161904,0.04679763484031951,0.0,0.07764987859931555,0.0,0.4450909706826172,0.05302886154103128,0.035681581082708615,0.03605856696005889,0.0,0.040418125331130164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666613215354385,0.0,0.03272630294508306,0.0,0.045810924425607503,0.09579991617384426,0.0,0.0,0.11579297445454295
anxiety,ZtheGM,2019/03/15,"My mom texted me... It was an entirely innocuous text, just stuff about the weather they're having. Nonetheless, there's a movie playing in the back of my mind where I'm 10 and confronting my Dad about having children when he knew she was bipolar.

I have no idea why I have time-travel fantasies (as in, why time-travel?), but they pop up from time to time, and I'm an adult brain in a child's body veering wildly between rational and mature and diabolically vengeful in trying to confront my parents with the emotional reality of growing up in that house.",8.809811320754719,7.321438849056605,8.596867924528302,71.18681132075474,61.45283018867924,11.121509433962265,39.12452830188679,9.888512548439397,3.804356981132075,442,19,80,7,5,143,74,106,0.049,0.863,0.08900000000000001,0.6249,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,7,3,2,0,7,0,6,3,2,0,0,10,9,7,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,5,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,9,1,17,6,0,13,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,0,4,53,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16765603885107402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421885737627756,0.0,0.2434000139467991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24526088019792205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25158398993029224,0.0,0.2461358306343157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201539599067212,0.2553608438088245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24210290573486604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495987775574593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5085536140104471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480319669914934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3934867154151493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,briannabassett,2019/03/15,"How to be okay with giving space to husband? Hello. 
My husband has AvPD (avoidant personality disorder), and I have pretty severe anxiety. My way of dealing with problems is to face them head on and resolve them immediately, so that I won’t focus on it. But my husband tends to need alone time, as per his personality. However; I have a lot of trouble respecting that. I’ve improved greatly. But after an argument, or during, he will leave (either go for a drive or lock himself in the other room), and I’ll be honest here: I can’t handle it. I don’t focus, I don’t eat, I cry constantly while he’s distancing himself. I don’t want to make my disorder the priority. I know he needs space. But when he is upset at me, I constantly wonder how many more times I can fuck up before he gives up on me and our relationship. When will be the thing that pushes him completely out of love with me?...
How do I stop this while still respecting his need for space?... all I do is wonder how much he hates me. ",3.1217424242424237,4.733784343434348,5.088775252525256,80.61982954545458,74.25252525252526,8.182323232323233,26.516414141414145,8.841846274778883,2.0485444444444445,772,28,154,16,16,266,116,198,0.155,0.711,0.134,-0.3695,1,2,0,0,0,0,36.0,1,0,2,1,10,13,2,2,6,1,19,5,2,5,1,32,34,19,0,5,6,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,8,8,1,2,4,0,0,3,5,6,0,0,0,0,29,7,23,28,5,27,0,0,0,2,25,12,1,5,11,110,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450306571845988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712390217991324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915670176879785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14682062115532366,0.3026491398342215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381829727176974,0.0,0.14436658104763342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32097702471686235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328743481896006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945709246197545,0.0,0.2686624206206453,0.0795832681165007,0.0,0.0,0.1543854939942881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13825235802096647,0.1437129702520466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695778529246156,0.0,0.0,0.14827339971275252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904998261503327,0.12638411770234473,0.0,0.0934722776218296,0.14197021129240853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029394453516983,0.3114952953114062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445406381452389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246262770240656,0.0,0.13399146893850414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15034168946834564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15819601419392998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182953300569476,0.117072809615155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303086960194012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16330727405108894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259435171372077,0.1111506817986863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037169097235524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mb83,2019/03/15,"How can I help my husband seek professional treatment? (Anxiety, hypochondria, OCD) I’m sorry if this isn’t the right place to post this. Please let me know if I need to reword or take down.  

My husband suffers from anxiety and it’s getting worse. He self medicates with weed (smokes every day). He says he’s fighting it on his own, but I can see that it’s getting worse. He compares himself to how he used to be, which was worse, but he’s not doing better than he was a year ago. I’d like him to get more professional help (not saying he needs medication, but I think he at least needs talk therapy), but he absolutely refuses. I’m struggling to help him and starting to feel resentful.   

Right now he’s at the ER for the second time in a month because he’s convinced he has cancer and the doctors keep missing it. His father has advanced cancer and put off seeing a doctor for years. When he got his diagnosis, it was grave. Earlier in the year he was convinced he tore his ACL but when he went to the doctor, it was just tendinitis. He obsesses about every ache and pain and is convinced it’s life threatening. But he doesn’t actually take care of his health. He eats terribly, doesn’t exercise, drinks loads of diet soda, etc. I don’t really bring these things up, I just try to live as healthy as I can and hope he wants to join me.    

Outside of the health issue, everything he does is extreme and he can’t stop himself, even though he knows he should. He stays up late watching tv or playing video games and then can’t wake up in the morning (luckily he has a very independent job and doesn’t usually have to be in an office at a certain time). He says he wants to get more sleep, but when he’s in the moment, he can’t stop himself from watching tv. It’s ruining our relationship because we can never do anything on the weekends. He’s exhausted and doesn’t want to get out of bed until the middle of the afternoon.   

He also says he can’t clean up after himself because his OCD makes him want to do it perfectly, and if he doesn’t have hours to do it then he can’t do it at all. So I end up doing most of the cleaning. Last week he used a pan and it ended up sitting for a week before I cleaned it. I asked him multiple times and that just made him mad.    

Whenever we have to leave the house at a certain time, some random thing pops in his head and he can’t leave until he resolves it. On New Year’s Eve we almost missed dinner because he couldn’t find his passport. He’s not going anywhere. It was just a random thought that took over his brain and he couldn’t rest until it was resolved.   

We’ve been to couples counseling and I understand more about his anxiety. I’m trying to give him the benefit of the doubt, to hear him, to support him. But I don’t feel like I have any support. All of our energy goes into him. I would like him to take care of himself and see someone about his mental health. We want to have kids but I worry the stress of that will continue to make his situation worse. Every time I try to bring it up, he gets angry at me.    

Tldr: My husband has increasingly worse anxiety, medicates with weed, gets mad when I suggest a real doctor and I’m growing resentful. Help!",3.2794272445820423,4.691305989164089,4.609790712074304,85.02460557275545,73.47368421052632,7.706699690402478,27.00668730650155,8.302211771458257,1.7435986130030958,2503,91,513,41,50,830,275,646,0.16699999999999998,0.701,0.132,-0.9836,1,0,2,0,2,0,72.0,6,0,0,5,18,36,5,4,28,0,51,25,4,8,6,96,106,49,1,16,21,4,2,3,0,3,16,5,4,2,27,27,5,4,10,8,0,9,20,17,1,1,13,12,56,19,78,85,12,84,0,5,5,0,99,31,0,12,44,306,83,7,0.0,0.0,0.06081235538893455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055240217563432635,0.0,0.062401425316907434,0.0,0.0,0.04983484364370114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042377663996436485,0.0,0.19068918948101846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05128154138102961,0.0,0.05825793753342633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15195134105055144,0.0,0.05302713591258645,0.0,0.0,0.05511427951667109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956632738816643,0.0,0.0,0.1270725706339968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895252160777808,0.0,0.04018927839992803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25513616204577444,0.05453398425193662,0.0,0.0,0.0610468882122507,0.0,0.06376579888434353,0.0,0.0,0.11038864485237676,0.0,0.06949987372555667,0.041159758776630855,0.0,0.15751415817843994,0.0,0.056006457837021816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06301864624176848,0.044519242642105834,0.0,0.0,0.056956564754117374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22790624604959786,0.05978009831330342,0.03541615966317852,0.0,0.04984055892005946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06395517073595525,0.19872001629145972,0.07023573346009396,0.0,0.1670789561682857,0.0,0.0,0.061894793865742675,0.061369644487289876,0.07190539525990869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06504270697067767,0.06183995875454989,0.05539016983267549,0.0,0.0,0.06849553369063811,0.05079663284970876,0.07029623568891619,0.13196930767763573,0.0,0.0637233050671981,0.044016305814202274,0.0913347443362754,0.0,0.05502700992216999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05896580632179404,0.0831940981234794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18833331784627289,0.06280083006358429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049740796192466435,0.0,0.0,0.13862168988747958,0.04806267475709361,0.06018610013291493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630963012583954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06510795088750533,0.06840529937759085,0.0,0.0,0.059682413592826625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06264574836986353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093033378604541,0.039921834882604125,0.0,0.0,0.06690508450153672,0.0,0.10643667226714136,0.0,0.1982277643819534,0.0,0.0,0.14897562655824606,0.0,0.06501017129355613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004686452526332,0.062361956111715515,0.0,0.05280095082604215,0.0,0.0,0.06975872530138065,0.04410825905391935,0.06642157882294038,0.0,0.1041995237360087,0.07138385745876709,0.06514720822563325,0.0,0.0,0.14143307626969576,0.0,0.0,0.14056377638619416,0.050088005135398725,0.0,0.0,0.07126486507883971,0.0,0.08280122717763866,0.0399301863079544,0.061226088501927525,0.0494726986632981,0.1816875779556176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923642611514685,0.1269273585402755,0.0,0.0,0.06487414429364974,0.0,0.10764367570765013,0.06863331806476597,0.051418011391655034,0.18378076301715449,0.0,0.09997379927301983,0.0,0.0,0.057768438417914965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328588924048667,0.3175314876011428,0.04426817442368483,0.0,0.0,0.16052029463854056
anxiety,_alabaster,2019/03/15,"Maybe dumb question but...Has medicine helped you? Do you find it takes away from who you are? I'm in the midst of getting professional help for anxiety as well as depression, I've never wanted to take any medicine for it but I've realized that trying to do this alone is much much harder, and isn't working


My doctor says anxiety medicine will probably do me some good. I'm pretty scared but I am so, so, tired of anxiety that I feel like it's probably the right choice


What worries me is it'll change who I am, or something. Or maybe it won't work and it'll be useless


I don't really know what else to say but I'd love to hear what others have to say about the matter, since I'm sorta ""living in my own head"" ",2.002782653588021,3.716524322147652,3.4518120805369144,90.72905524006195,77.59060402684564,7.000722767165723,22.870934434692828,7.882392219407189,0.9686175529168808,560,17,124,9,13,184,91,149,0.18,0.6890000000000001,0.13,-0.8084,0,1,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,0,2,4,8,1,1,3,0,16,4,1,0,1,17,27,11,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,4,2,4,0,0,15,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,5,11,4,16,22,4,5,0,2,0,1,13,4,1,5,2,74,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457446619148026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492685629523187,0.0,0.3203608383494373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115060138917967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14766906370651606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202297637869456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287758872381928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166106013803032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07058154475215349,0.0997240373847673,0.0,0.0,0.12758389980955098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07293068169575355,0.0,0.0,0.11708254169826117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14326092401647142,0.0,0.15732951626397326,0.0,0.18713018329039896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767157161383786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06819724773802559,0.0,0.12326165651031105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259865790212943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28047640356587905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052313028248381,0.0,0.10766139965182477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142014514393983,0.30100601621423834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15637417909296644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942574756507596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192101892838552,0.0,0.3330257627837821,0.13975522185990905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547134822533715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746418614514308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20991053844543184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043964014264672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477331521545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233455285418513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255093237771326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032482268146852,0.14176171942730986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,helloMegMoney,2019/03/15,"I can’t breathe when I’m active. So, for the past 4 weeks I’ve been experiencing shortness of breath and a high heart beat, but only when I’m active. When I’m sitting around I don’t have any problems. I don’t feel anxious and I’m not depressed. The Drs are saying it’s anxiety, but I’m not convinced. 

I’m confused at to what anxiety is or does to someone. Does anxiety just not stop ever w/o medication. Like is it a constant thing that you just have to deal with? I know it’s different for everybody. Also, the Xanax they gave me does absolutely nothing.



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anxiety,Saphiredragoness,2019/03/15,"Going through a difficult time Long story short my world has been upside down since November 5th,2018. This is when my ex husband left me for multiple complicated reasons that boiled down to us fighting day and night and me drinking most nights to cope. I was left to sort out and empty the house of anything he didn't want and was told to be out by December 1st so the house can be listed. The ex husband and I were polyamorous at the time of splitting so I made the decision to move closer to the current bf.
    Long story short, couldn't find a job and bf decided he needed a break in a month so right after Christmas I moved to FL to be closer to parents and to move in with college friends. Got a job and started seeing two guys here (no comments on the poly, it is my choice). Last week my job fired me for bogus reasons and this Monday I had to drop to a reduced dose of effexor because the pharmacy messed up and I was trying to make the meds last. Wednesday one guy broke up with me, Thurs I returned to a normal dose and tonight it happened. I snapped really badly at my other bf. I know my cycle starting and all of the stress/anxiety I have been dealing with hasn't been helping. The subject of the fight doesn't matter all I know is that my anxiety started telling me I wasn't good enough for him so I used the fight to push him away. We are talking again after we settled but he says he is uncertain of our relationship and I am scared. I have said sorry but am afraid I messed up too much and that what previous ex's have said to me about being broken or loving drama is true.",4.245479954827779,5.0945153944099415,4.959796725014115,85.57225861095428,70.52173913043478,7.717899491812536,29.232636928289104,7.84624498591911,1.7669826086956522,1255,47,256,15,22,405,177,322,0.125,0.84,0.035,-0.952,5,0,1,0,4,0,20.0,4,0,0,0,10,15,3,3,20,0,30,5,0,5,3,45,48,22,0,4,3,6,1,0,4,0,2,3,0,2,9,21,2,0,7,2,0,5,6,11,0,2,15,5,35,4,46,28,5,51,0,1,1,1,36,21,0,4,23,173,44,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15904274283350076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855418917051979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976643313052822,0.0,0.08679380534402037,0.06336688021927438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703907113580736,0.107167758810488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183130537342723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740801054203288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500830440910156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803114171468052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590771106510135,0.08718822499754778,0.08313821267555396,0.0,0.0,0.20585344250356055,0.09192253297190486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967541141446695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23988840306652515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094626397165484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425626780051865,0.16946604759528164,0.0,0.0,0.2258836911271041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839847401474244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381882250804496,0.09835988706366194,0.06938735011212918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546487957562235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297180011832271,0.3314468053892641,0.07641512025484834,0.07707751668538884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950998356994831,0.10184880885624943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07043912693023137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154240368208533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665929530242983,0.21375557286141725,0.0,0.11160326579174794,0.0,0.08877262702467782,0.19776027470585306,0.08266511446942049,0.10407196112556652,0.0,0.08283459356959252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598841248071748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636337685104782,0.22072877400040208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907423294604835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355097361809542,0.09085677431436964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212280184964058,0.0,0.0,0.09932856219142608,0.0,0.07057514306499628,0.0,0.10154392536590533,0.0,0.1250389030753787,0.08977931827083832,0.0,0.0,0.06131233073008863,0.0,0.08338232120625616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,scaredsprout,2019/03/15,"Does anyone else refuse to yell/scream? I'm not sure if this is an anxiety thing or what, but Google wasn't giving me any results for this weird quirk.

I can raise my voice somewhat, but I'm very conscious about not being ""too loud."" I also have volume control issues and often speak quieter/louder than I mean to, which maybe has something to do with it?

A lot of my friends find it weird, and I myself get concerned about how I would respond in emergency situations. I feel like even if I or someone else was in danger, I would be unable to scream for help. I suppose I'm just curious to know why I'm like this, and if anyone else is the same.

Cheers!",5.053409090909092,5.168177977272726,5.416212121212124,85.61931818181819,68.46969696969697,7.8121212121212125,27.863636363636363,7.1686216300943375,1.3181181818181824,511,15,106,4,8,163,90,132,0.16399999999999998,0.6890000000000001,0.147,0.4199,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,8,9,1,0,3,0,12,0,0,3,1,30,21,12,0,5,10,0,1,2,1,2,0,4,0,0,8,4,0,2,5,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,5,13,5,14,15,3,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,8,2,71,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13898759195750093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818978531887606,0.0,0.13295632794487688,0.0,0.0,0.24304964317836725,0.35615675151214266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949311906488208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15209332661331554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4355621521957641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147930913321648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787837233108371,0.12416257136948125,0.0,0.0,0.15884981676564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427725057617967,0.0,0.09080319257568584,0.16672455061668248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649430441996582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18140177745685526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095515793684134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16981955126434142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477583266506907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17460520245905775,0.18931887163877334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953581934388226,0.0,0.0,0.14725995853115492,0.1337995335109414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16380420126320572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546482676684965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340299003772958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15682723554426625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469247022220871,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rlw0312,2019/03/15,"Just switched SSRIs, I feel like I'm going insane I went on Citalopram in 2016, it worked pretty well, but I was super fatigued all the time and it made me gain a ton of weight, so I went in recently so see about going on something else.


My doctor prescribed me Sertraline. She said it's probably the most favorable SSRI, and set up a cross taper schedule. I really like it for the most part, I definitely see a difference. Ocassionally I get these crazy mood swings though, I'll be fine one minute, and sobbing the next.


Did anyone experience this when switching? I'm guessing my body adjusting from one SSRI to another, but it could also just be the Sertraline. ",3.9596536796536803,6.162224142857145,5.078860028860031,79.05149350649351,73.44444444444444,8.391341991341992,27.327561327561327,9.095868883498916,2.5022634920634927,526,20,94,12,11,173,88,126,0.08199999999999999,0.708,0.21,0.9578,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,9,9,0,0,8,0,5,4,1,1,1,15,18,10,0,1,4,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,7,3,1,0,2,0,0,5,0,2,1,2,6,5,12,6,10,9,5,16,0,2,2,0,2,5,1,3,7,62,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14003446696525082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18361687480569655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244016443922652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945064331134455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981015090094465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829514558712562,0.0,0.17923130606709395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628095682004402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712900351192766,0.0,0.0,0.08854028517106786,0.1250977821392629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148713559241536,0.0,0.1990367653542853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929021166452933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17109865712941966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16569220757437486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862302257809957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373165482210776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18962579714154512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178148631445054,0.18879693415184567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217919951810316,0.0,0.17289884295466398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16656859551556538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27907812995329234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480733129855993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720435350220743,0.0,0.102107366143761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132353786400515,0.157443866635069,0.3246552769024336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127481312755889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whoooareyouuu,2019/03/15,"I’ve taken steps to return to some semblance of “normalcy” in my life and it’s actually going well for once. I haven’t had a proper job in almost 4 years, and I dropped out of college last semester because my anxiety had built up until I could hardly function outside of my home. As someone who has been an overachieving perfectionist my whole life, the past couple years of watching myself sort of disintegrate have been hell. But this week I finally got a job, and I feel like it’s already made such a difference. I’ve gone from not being able to run to the curb store or even text my own mother to interacting with dozens of people a day without feeling like I might die. It feels like a small step, and I’m trying not to get too excited yet. But I’m hoping that this might be a sort of turning point. Maybe I can actually start feeling like myself again, something I haven’t felt that in a very long time. Maybe I can even go back and finish my degree in the near future. It just feels so amazing to even be able to consider these things after everything has felt so impossible for so long. I still have a long way to go, but I can’t help but be a little proud of myself for trying to get back in the swing of things. And to anyone who’s going through something similar, I’m wishing you the best of luck! We’ve got this. ",7.278326636050515,5.7349025559701525,7.684328358208956,76.68799655568314,64.48507462686567,10.634213547646382,33.301951779563716,9.466822959209583,2.7858475315729043,1047,34,212,16,13,346,148,268,0.034,0.8290000000000001,0.13699999999999998,0.9768,2,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,2,15,12,1,0,15,0,20,2,0,1,0,36,45,16,1,3,9,1,8,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,14,8,0,1,7,0,1,8,6,1,1,1,11,9,21,11,39,27,4,43,1,0,1,0,6,11,1,9,26,142,35,3,0.19589587037028755,0.0,0.19116611116237314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808070853799772,0.0,0.10808798210650768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492990232134691,0.0,0.0,0.06848747368438064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506318323843117,0.0,0.059708152168997726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279031506942676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820345614931308,0.10837752728285976,0.0,0.06316831516391301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165449273753532,0.10233474511316117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19408106226242985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880292884250874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476270951788414,0.27989609786875824,0.18809075613026655,0.10729717533807688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023475069645944,0.0,0.2226642751070773,0.0,0.1566758229634464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774211099074823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06565243630073972,0.0,0.09824976517718433,0.0972844002574494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943964241138395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984064011265568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383670465716889,0.191409654360605,0.09816956290136324,0.0,0.2600425211912473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268070455417808,0.0,0.0,0.1968037319815333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078145612951796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431135429738853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350238717410103,0.06790476546219311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259245832047626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299096762930873,0.1508102116173543,0.0,0.0,0.06932805265930046,0.0,0.07822134756336167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301445117343835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057114228682886826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300043703877446,0.1065392270238088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081730446535093,0.0,0.07774651184885938,0.0785679254771492,0.0,0.08806695680557143,0.0,0.0,0.10935537171179097,0.11263529158491438,0.09441831423826053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615051782006698
anxiety,Katie82739,2019/03/15,Panic attacks I have health anxiety and I often experience panic attacks as I’m falling asleep. They are like a blanket of panic falling over me and my heat beats so fast and I feel like I’m being crushed. I have to jump myself awake and try to calm myself down. Does anyone else experience this or something other type of panic attacks?,2.8499340659340686,5.527329246153848,4.369890109890108,80.27153846153847,79.61538461538461,5.560439560439562,26.20879120879121,6.868970318607317,1.501725274725275,271,11,45,3,7,90,44,65,0.366,0.544,0.09,-0.9652,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,2,10,3,4,1,0,4,2,1,0,0,7,7,7,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,1,9,3,7,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,30,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404796758353808,0.0,0.0,0.10424219085641877,0.1527529914482728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5088097719607073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304634014144812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453958624878587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916632563258113,0.0,0.0,0.07538076535224969,0.10650481352422883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584680917178373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456686942021767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6996663828481315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11477125682107367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121746500444312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Deutschbeginn,2019/03/15,"Anyone have any advice for this? So for many years now , I have problems with airports. Nothing to do with flying, if anything I'm hardly afraid even with bad turbulence. But I have an issue with being at the airport. I start getting jittery and sweating . I then begin to have trouble breathing and faint. I think it's very similar to a panic attack . I have no clue what to do about this , and I'm travelling tomorrow ! I really do not wanna faint like everytime. The moment I enter the airport I become very anxious and my brain almost just stops working. And then it all begins. 

I really just want to have a good time and a good flight tomorrow. I noticed when I travel alone or I travel with a person that I like , I never have this problem. But when I'm travelling with a family member I am not on good grounds with, this all starts to happen. 

What do I do when I start feeling anxious and nervous?",2.9902840909090886,5.129072005681824,4.4556818181818185,82.70977272727275,76.10227272727272,6.672727272727273,25.772727272727273,7.6454224807358475,1.620052272727273,707,26,127,10,16,235,96,176,0.201,0.732,0.066,-0.9682,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,9,13,1,3,9,0,14,5,3,0,3,33,27,17,0,5,8,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,9,14,0,1,2,4,0,5,4,8,0,0,0,2,19,5,19,26,2,26,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,20,97,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209731326045444,0.0,0.0,0.14561156217853194,0.15060551092207822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988868094704581,0.0,0.0,0.3285538658655851,0.0,0.10167716140611137,0.0,0.11966369860131296,0.0,0.0,0.16542992456197014,0.0,0.0,0.1214149880966074,0.0,0.16059883051399265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16233061271550012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604486987147212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708379774169746,0.0,0.07352591290213614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597304605736592,0.0,0.0,0.3659002134408976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285895139907326,0.0,0.13026278093469618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517749013299339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208430588928084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474274241217404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215258495005692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952908238646328,0.1655553100970453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17061252059942456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269702849867033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782839715467572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18631243478069606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087752790837154,0.0,0.0,0.12157298773549224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317570515181334,0.0,0.0,0.08479233261161802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399642932778925,0.08576920756340399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058634482623321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364213535577336
anxiety,F3lixF3licis,2019/03/15,"Isolation DAE shut themselves off from everything and everyone when a wave hits?  To the point of calling in ""sick/injured"" to work, or canceling meetups,  or even holding an almost apathetic feeling towards the things that you're good at and used to be excited to do.  I feel like I've lost something...I want it back.  I'm a lurker but reading some of your posts inspired me to at least type this out.  Even if it's just a reminder to myself that I know what I need to get ahold of.

You are not alone.",4.128957142857144,5.1183038100000005,4.967428571428575,84.89300000000001,70.9,8.114285714285714,31.285714285714285,8.418075326091056,2.2634714285714286,391,17,80,6,7,127,77,100,0.051,0.804,0.145,0.7974,0,2,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,2,5,5,0,0,6,0,3,0,0,1,0,19,13,7,0,3,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,7,4,17,10,2,11,0,1,0,0,3,8,0,5,3,54,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24399118629546454,0.2523591995219324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18736018542866287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488050133473884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218714418955527,0.0,0.0,0.23282842387822755,0.21898669811568175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464045360691023,0.1740713897167976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730275918123227,0.0,0.0,0.20437119554592315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390965379593353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904040389796886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659846465867293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18067146378019286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23033830081757645,0.0,0.23335978015785505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437268297985445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16187746949041604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104447775009209,0.0,0.0,0.14371750696114852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773880311453943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,catfoottoe,2019/03/15,I truly laughed today and for the first time in so long it didn’t feel fake or forced I was laughing at the word fuggets of all things. My family’s new word for fungus nuggets aka quorn nuggets. Sure it was weird but it did the trick and makes me happy when I think about it,3.441896551724138,4.157446810344833,3.2891379310344817,97.30715517241379,72.27586206896551,6.4896551724137925,23.12068965517241,5.985473137389443,0.0693999999999999,217,5,52,1,4,65,45,58,0.106,0.693,0.201,0.7935,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,1,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,2,11,7,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,1,5,4,6,3,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,6,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303931429639928,0.0,0.17720881572603528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29811070194823913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3730832073354378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101560647434543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23394230887311485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384873577513753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303150450652396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328375533888648,0.2245678525116466,0.0,0.0,0.20436262878847386,0.0,0.3322058052961331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pompom-chicken,2019/03/15,"I feel like I can’t control my anxiety anymore... I’m getting all anxious about going out with friends tomorrow. I shouldn’t even be worried about anything, but I still do. 
I’ve been anxious since a week ago, and when I’m anxious I can’t really eat without feeling sick. The main reason why I’m anxious most of the time is that I’m scared I’ll be sick in front of people.
I just want to have a good day with my friends, I don’t know what to do anymore...
I’m scared ",0.7144000000000013,2.643125640000001,2.588000000000001,94.31900000000002,82.6,5.2,26.0,6.2581,0.7713000000000001,364,16,82,3,10,121,62,100,0.204,0.604,0.192,0.1914,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,2,4,0,11,3,0,2,1,16,22,3,0,2,3,0,2,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,4,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,1,2,9,4,11,18,3,11,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,8,46,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297066644536368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193682703434607,0.6612141461616514,0.29022653931470443,0.0,0.0,0.12041150404479267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16411388091511264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436634173403376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14972513585798558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664507592683967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479707858322123,0.10453330420863814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260978413697613,0.0,0.07644781875838964,0.0,0.08315883137848502,0.1227289354686154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041538933823396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148611138240793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144206452787373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373837160480684,0.15044459219409295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292990045420265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104004097676575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685387517312985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853222190235663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630519868726645,0.0,0.11737162350574055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203390474706325,0.0,0.0,0.14105031746120025,0.0,0.0,0.14859828513419313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nappihead,2019/03/15,"PLEASE HELP!!! PLEASE! I do not know where I should post this. I’ve been looking online for answers and come to the conclusion that I am experiencing depersonalization-derealization which people say fall under anxiety.

I am confused because I am NOT an anxious person. I am a very POSITIVE person. OUTGOING and fearless to say the least.

This past week or so, I have been feeling out of place... I know that I am typing this right now but ... it doesn’t feel like I am? Every day I wake up, I question if I’m actually in my bed or not and it’s hard to think of the next steps in my routine...

I get out of bed, my legs shake when I stand and I get lightheaded. Granted, I do have low blood pressure but it has never affected me. I walk around and look for clothes to wear. I do not know what to put on or if I’m actually touching and grabbing things... so I just put on whatever remotely matches in color...

I go do routinely hygiene. I wash my face, that doesn’t *wake* me up... I brush my teeth but it doesn’t feel like I’m brushing them so I do it for at least 5 minutes because I feel like I’m not brushing at all.... but I am...

When I’m driving, I drive the same route to work every day but the roads feel unfamiliar and it lowkey scares me like I’m driving somewhere I never been but... I know I’m going to work... While I’m driving it feels like I’m not driving and some force is guiding my hands. I am actually driving WAY better for some reason when the thought of controlling my car doesn’t exist in my head...

When I am eating I can’t taste anything but it’s like a memory of what the thing I’m eating comes to mind and I taste through memory??? It’s so hard to explain. I can barely finish my food because the act of eating loses my appetite for some reason.

I am so confused and annoyed with what I’m experiencing right now. I am currently in bed asking family members how to get rid of this but they are as clueless as me. It feels like I’m dying or otherworldly... I feel like my soul is half out of my body and half in. I am not a depressed person nor negative. I am very happy. Please help :(",0.8115374056280018,2.997066654377882,3.155516227081087,88.8859491126581,84.06912442396313,5.905598588096873,22.82851259927444,7.211369081168443,0.8726185508383177,1624,59,349,24,47,557,185,434,0.069,0.76,0.171,0.9917,1,0,0,0,0,0,73.0,0,0,2,6,15,20,1,5,12,0,34,17,10,5,3,74,71,39,1,3,22,0,13,8,0,1,1,2,3,3,23,18,6,1,20,0,0,18,16,9,0,2,4,25,56,11,44,66,7,60,1,3,3,0,12,23,0,12,24,229,79,3,0.0,0.0,0.23083114185520826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06031806511718204,0.08907514841461175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06488471340717115,0.07019092581402442,0.07371169974129495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419397726334102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973414087753632,0.0,0.0875817154672831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584015183630604,0.0,0.0,0.08843409285340792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170013384133536,0.0,0.06791117252490925,0.0,0.08183117984193503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420418034072872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328647142258825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433033604344118,0.0,0.31894102170787403,0.3379717015689305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953426205618057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358357741872225,0.0,0.08962161853340983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393455119748107,0.14126361306495908,0.0,0.08092020661540107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569953530451848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17332993328598964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081669570651788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13242395930902542,0.08821010136505499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07961342344099337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162399152649984,0.0,0.08385513211404205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526878994172446,0.05466287740973945,0.2065395934326911,0.08237877840830106,0.259652389112194,0.0,0.0,0.07551403871903395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852688198096995,0.0883271622627654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16213657200961784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467054207191248,0.0,0.12540527580578215,0.07894002852574653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476545264629268,0.05052224689652168,0.0,0.06259604894471656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011476813169126,0.0,0.06258541675687276,0.06324664917790065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480373047270899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AnxietyQueen1,2019/03/15,"Multiple panic attacks? Hi everyone, 
Just posting as I'm wondering if anyone else experiences multiple panic attacks in a row?
By that I mean it comes on randomly for no reason and seconds/minutes after one ends another one starts,
And i mean reallllly severe ones.

I'm having this pretty much every single day several times a day,
and it's been like this for about 2 years now.
My doctors aren't doing much apart from offer counselling which isn't helping.
I take mirtazapine (45mg highest dose in UK) for my depression & anxiety but it doesn't help my anxiety one bit! 

I feel so alone in this - no one seems to have the same as I do.  No matter what I do I can't stop them happening.
Should I be Worried if I am the only one? 

Please if anyone gets the same I'd love to hear from you

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anxiety,Masslove360,2019/03/15,"Breaking point This may be triggering. Hi all, I've never posted before but I'm struggling and I've reached breaking point. I've been suffering from anxiety for as long as I can remember. It's impacted every area of my life, as anxiety does and recently, it's taken over. I have extreme anxiety around safety. I don't feel safe most of the time. I'm living on my own for the first time and I'm terrified most nights. I check the door as soon as I feel anxious and often I check every room to make sure nobody is there. Every  unexpected noise sends me into a panic attack and I lie there for hours unable to sleep until morning because I'm too scared. It's effecting my state of mind and Im struggling to counter my anxious thoughts. It's mainly about me being hurt or somebody breaking in. I've always loved somewhere with secure entry and now it's just my own door. Even with the door locked and the chain on, my anxiety is overwhelming. I'm also not able to defend myself as I have mobility problems so in the unlikely scenario someone did break in, I'd be unable to defend myself. I just don't know what to do. I sit in silence listening for any danger. Defines I'm too scared to put on the TV for fear I won't hear someone trying to get in. I'm not sure how to counteract these fears anymore. Of anybody has any advice is appreciate it. My usual coping things don't work. I try to distract myself, call somebody, write things down, go to sleep etc but nothing will stop me worrying. 

Thank you for reading this. ",3.1125666412795137,5.0245139009901045,4.571501650165015,83.04396991622241,75.006600660066,7.1697892866209685,26.835364305661336,8.012643519586192,1.806130337649149,1204,46,227,19,26,401,166,303,0.223,0.693,0.084,-0.9938,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,0,3,15,20,2,9,8,0,19,4,2,4,4,41,38,21,0,1,7,0,2,0,0,3,1,2,4,0,12,12,0,3,6,2,2,3,7,14,0,1,4,4,26,6,44,28,7,39,0,3,0,1,8,16,0,5,13,144,38,2,0.1040124232250426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163973618096317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317869727441309,0.0865466683847351,0.0,0.0,0.14146402906200015,0.0,0.3182768762905432,0.23500886457018744,0.10315237486738348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259310858458386,0.0,0.11832914713943912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06340500778957714,0.0,0.08850691128755413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620831339884768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102197249158586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160013463383002,0.06869922457561423,0.0,0.2629048577583825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23408578660625326,0.10518361281243686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884729140604502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054342198180631116,0.0,0.05911265708602555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117229560367286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243128516952496,0.0,0.11134745029851326,0.0,0.11235126570448384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057162507644619324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07346705053664353,0.0,0.0,0.09184487530364352,0.0920477214740836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387527287673156,0.0,0.06942910017241884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502289684843376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022079295364992,0.0,0.0,0.0976086132019188,0.0,0.09980272531499552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203616792605923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966507194678921,0.0,0.09961514976021213,0.0,0.0,0.09952584184177772,0.0,0.10456121376523174,0.0,0.0,0.10404057046394374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026997197824948,0.0,0.11782579950384592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082691615244137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20817507950633465,0.0,0.17625877733101494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695904318414548,0.0,0.21747273654617028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960609559062715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576066479584186,0.0,0.0,0.13820246449652965,0.0,0.0,0.08257424574026646,0.12130096085654556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123521563005714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145549894179159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572228288981281,0.10562966466820296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,quarterlifepos,2019/03/15,"Recovering from missed meals I’ve got better at it, but will miss meals here and there. The problem is it will snowball and once I’m really hungry, my stomach is in knots and I can’t get anything down at all no matter how hungry I am. 

Does anyone have any good ideas when this happens? I feel like eating crackers to get by isn’t a good failsafe. Was thinking about trying shakes, heard they could be a good substitute. 
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anxiety,queervagabond,2019/03/15,"I had an awful panic attack in public while donating plasma I donate plasma twice a week. It's been my only source of income for a while due to various reasons. Today I was almost done, on my last return of blood when the error ""air in line"" came up.  (The way plasma donation works is they take small portions of whole blood, spin out the plasma, then return the red cells. Rinse and repeat until you hit your plasma ml goal).

They tried clearing it multiple times, trying various methods, but it kept coming back on. I could clearly see the air bubbles. At one point the lady just kept hitting ""restart"" repeatedly and I watched them come towards the needle then stop again. I started getting terrified of them actually getting into my veins cause it can possibly kill you.

My anxiety got so bad I got the increased heart rate, tunnel vision, could barely hear anything, got clammy as heck and eventually ended up puking into a bag while on front of everyone. Then I had to talk to a first aid nurse who asked me lots of questions and kept checking my blood pressure until I was cleared to go. Since they had to unhook me due to the anxiety I didn't get all my red blood cells back and now I can't go back for 56 days.

I feel so ashamed of myself. I've never freaked out that bad in front of people. Let alone on a medical floor where I was the most entertainment people were getting. And now I lost my most reliable source of income. Just ugh....needed to get it out there to people that understood. Gonna go bury my head in the sand now.",5.137040133779267,6.054158581939799,5.7896638795986615,80.18115133779267,68.53177257525084,8.254247491638797,27.99347826086957,8.395991825355821,1.9558440133779271,1212,39,225,17,20,394,176,299,0.16699999999999998,0.7809999999999999,0.052000000000000005,-0.9899,2,1,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,3,5,4,14,10,2,3,17,1,16,8,7,2,5,37,44,19,1,2,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,8,14,0,4,4,1,4,9,3,9,0,3,19,7,33,1,39,19,9,65,0,1,4,0,16,23,1,5,32,151,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.11219817596619402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11512999378941438,0.1190785352323267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17590980565879594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461392124820356,0.0,0.10748530105433604,0.1307996830914498,0.0,0.2652240514786142,0.191997209787028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149978733870238,0.0,0.11811011343847595,0.0,0.19808008317046535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835949914104272,0.0,0.0,0.07414880908707534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765846396060654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018329624021628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109862718412455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058134380052904826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779694522472336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003462152965282,0.0,0.19602736097897486,0.0,0.2758659698774216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179966382536529,0.0,0.12958421247574686,0.1362449101410466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720185169215462,0.0,0.0,0.09371926994952116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117568848457692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12550785614250262,0.09774690278889214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582435071989895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525186839228323,0.0886751451298591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790945319676816,0.0874430148281425,0.0,0.1348973813832489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391257774072417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086877257544806,0.1296160682979529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879735049400645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821256541048562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161950427318112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951077971802006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137928845615168,0.0,0.0,0.09612352970835278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644624499185605,0.09241185903810058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06704234595736526,0.0,0.10898204167632347,0.0,0.0,0.15611978867721274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126112116981797,0.0922253204229964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836452197059764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370254366219015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,2Throwscrewsatit,2019/03/15,"Self-employed with anxiety I quit my job to change careers less than six months ago. So I chose this. 

But I’m just tired. Every day is a slog trying to drum up interest in my services. Things move so slowly. I’ve been waiting on four companies to finish hiring my services for months.

I just want to sleep, eat, and play video games. Or so I tell myself. I actually miss being around people. But meeting up with strangers feels like too much.



Maybe I’m just tired from this weeks hustle but it’s hard to sustain this. I need to force myself to exercise....
",1.000122324159019,3.5930123761467923,2.07519266055046,93.12722324159023,90.37614678899082,4.741529051987769,19.193272171253824,6.42735559955562,0.16448207951070382,435,13,87,5,15,137,78,109,0.079,0.856,0.064,-0.1406,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,0,1,0,3,5,1,0,0,15,10,8,0,2,7,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,4,1,1,1,5,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,2,11,3,17,8,2,12,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,1,7,53,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.1891375130987369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718071485006473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14826953685063282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17253829414693822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20503277300438666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499598348361801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983232608670422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329925043013072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097999739960623,0.13846296175364542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17362203547393076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19233354692741084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946892359443972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947153091581228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30940589066892416,0.20599688465356134,0.1424778557853847,0.14371291008862405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436836046911368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061483235966824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20219348594452666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939570538833079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16940467206902907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876345678226905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4455284470909965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13158907585451898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431833629906675,0.0,0.15546837191716426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,duhstayZ,2019/03/15,"feeling normal gave me an anxiety attack I was driving home from work and I felt normal. Like no anxiety or dread. I have trouble feeling real sometimes but during this time, I felt real. The nice weather felt wonderful and the drive home on a Friday felt relaxing. I felt clear. I felt so normal that I began to feel anxious because in my head, if I feel good, that must mean the Big Bad is coming. I ended up having an anxiety attack as soon as I got home. I don't know what I am trying to accomplish by posting here. I am currently snuggled up to my dog and holding back tears that I don't think are going to happen.

Im so scared for what the rest of my life will be sometimes because i cant feel good without panicking.",3.451001855287572,4.704606122448984,5.114335188620903,82.197439703154,72.80952380952381,7.522325293753865,28.32962275819419,8.00094639256281,1.928855782312925,568,22,109,8,11,193,93,147,0.17800000000000002,0.614,0.208,0.8441,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,5,11,2,2,7,0,13,2,1,0,2,31,34,10,0,5,4,0,11,1,0,2,1,0,3,0,6,4,0,1,15,1,0,4,5,6,0,0,10,11,19,5,15,21,1,16,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,7,73,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328255369353908,0.11460894408632682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23082667342084764,0.0,0.07800832548807363,0.08470601035447252,0.12368522363340002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738967402007443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985405545458096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564793209325536,0.0,0.5844439927440943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0576560311727573,0.17018188475911025,0.08113835170418633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971136821187843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041163511989972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052860556664184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958275937976432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05575393638412982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165671050358889,0.049563051788503856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105081360740107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981966128817461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971604807325002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309432515978943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156854607043496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006720986999544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06500467832764474,0.0,0.0,0.05915596020537999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887748239101506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779360009830901,0.1100175453279979,0.07385637049631959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RookieWatchVeteran,2019/03/15,"Perfect analogy of anxiety (for me) Mac miller says in the song ""acension"" 

"" [Yeah, um, I saw a mountain, you know across the horizon](https://genius.com/Mac-miller-ascension-lyrics#note-7805322)  
[When I got there realized it was just a pile of rocks](https://genius.com/Mac-miller-ascension-lyrics#note-7805322)  
[Yeah, so God damn](https://genius.com/Mac-miller-ascension-lyrics#note-7805322) ""

all the little tasks in public or at social gatherings seem so monumentus but are really just a small piles of rock to get over. ",11.228095238095236,14.652863519480519,7.651363636363637,63.06371212121212,56.662337662337656,11.367099567099569,34.91125541125541,11.20814326018867,4.7716424242424225,429,17,56,12,6,119,56,77,0.022,0.911,0.067,0.4349,0,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,0,1,0,1,6,1,0,0,6,2,2,0,0,0,2,9,7,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,4,1,10,4,1,8,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,2,1,32,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199984208335492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21854453022281856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345527911946592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298867877597976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4192465775229817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679737462617441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326490177037758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38080468801954653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42640425988002106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SuchisLife4me,2019/03/15,"I want to start Valium three times a week, how safe is it regarding addiction? Im tired of being anxious, specifically in social interractions,  so im seriously considering starting valium, i have no problem getting my hands on them, easy to buy here.

Three times a week would be really helpful for me, would that get me addicted?
 I dont have an addictive personality, used to drink daily for weeks just to battle anxiety at work (Just enough to not grt drunk so they dont notice)  and still stopped cold turkey any time i wanted without problems, used to smoke only for a month or something cause friends were doing it and still stopped without problem even though i kind of liked it. 

I have started on Ssri(lexapro) two weeks ago, nothing positive yet, i know it takes time, but i need help now since there are upcoming event and im anxious even thinking about it.

So 10mg every like 2-3 days safe to avoid addiction? I dont intend to ever raise the dosage.

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anxiety,Tbirdfan190,2019/03/15,"Anxiety attack, or sleep apnea? 
Last night I woke up during a dream gasping for air. My throat felt tight and was burning/hurting. My heart wasn't racing though. I worry about sleep apnea because I am overweight, but trying to lose. My boyfriend says I never snore and dont stop breathing, that he can tell. I dont wake up with headaches and I'm not tired during the day (sometimes afternoon sleepiness, but not excessive). I do get anxiety during the day. Anyone else experience this?",3.2183333333333337,6.0644163888888905,3.6533333333333333,84.90000000000002,79.55555555555556,5.822222222222222,25.66666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.4684666666666668,385,15,66,5,10,120,66,90,0.125,0.777,0.097,-0.354,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,3,0,7,8,6,0,1,13,11,7,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,4,1,2,1,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,4,3,9,0,6,7,0,10,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,7,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26898928143274736,0.0,0.0,0.12293087113939395,0.18013875335514692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20000995757248666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717252024923722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267666069066463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4120974672835511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14686721089726815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719765187440733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16880576301381553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918537910164744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20833642752578893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18820890159688647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330911790682674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19668710970087944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355959861367324,0.0,0.0,0.16498635422614422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981165908314194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518751704569109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17388119558341614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698554800965002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15366622834029528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17273303846845134,0.0,0.0,0.2020684413440647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119363868365504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17854421551595584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chopinbutsabri,2019/03/15,"Not sure if you guys will benefit off of this but here you go. So, i suffer from fairly bad anxiety. I have for years and years, maybe like some of you. so, the other day i kinda figured out how to cure some of the anxiety. Trust me, it’s no “take deep breathes and calm down” bullshit. So basically you just think your very powerful. Listening to powerful music will definitely help. No breathing, none of that. (just, don’t take that literally, don’t suffocate) I don’t know if this will work for you guys, but just something i found out the other day.

Have a nice day :D",1.7848820058997037,4.160315327433633,3.3285176991150465,87.97088864306788,81.56637168141594,7.306489675516224,22.69100294985251,8.344100000000001,1.4422985250737468,444,15,93,10,12,146,71,113,0.177,0.5720000000000001,0.251,0.9179,2,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,6,0,3,8,8,0,0,4,0,8,2,2,1,1,21,15,10,0,2,8,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,2,7,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,1,1,12,6,13,11,3,11,0,1,0,0,10,5,0,5,6,64,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33190412827513505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811288071945958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4197087663848699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23785427934402606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328721551391728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4295927382119332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454046646563422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192199225462352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598181184319792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21793692865263156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16700452780246886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20445544589126105,0.0,0.32621109982160984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13900099648516853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789912715559263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15792877312647702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793936489397893
anxiety,Liquos,2019/03/15,"Frustrating advice Does anyone else have caffeine help their anxiety? Every time I drink a redbull or something I feel like I'm in a really clear and controlled state of mind.. I feel very relaxed and in control of my thoughts, like all the murkiness in my mind is cleared away. 
Sometimes it feels like every tip and advice I read does not apply to me, like staring at my bright phone screen every night with some very involved and attention grabbing video really helps me calm down and relax, and I can peacefully drift off to sleep. 
On the other hand, putting some meditation video/audio or a boring physics lecture does nothing and actually makes me feel more stressed out.
It's frustrating so much all of the advice I get seems to not help at all, and so many of the things I'm told to avoid actually help me..

""Nah bro you need to stop looking at your phone at night, it's probably what's causing your anxiety you just don't realize it"" is some of the most frustrating advice I can hear, yet I put up with these normally functioning people giving me their ""expert opinion"" all the time..

Only exercise seems to be the one universal thing that actually makes me feel better.
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anxiety,N0NE4GretchenWEINER5,2019/03/15,"What do you think about medication for anxiety? I hope this isn't a terribly ignorant question. I've been living with my anxiety for years with only therapy as a form of treatment. My panic attacks have been getting more frequent and the symptoms have gotten more intense over time as well. Because mental health is such a taboo topic at my job (military), I was afraid to ask about medication. 
Today I finally saw my doc about going on an SSRI. It was so much easier than I thought it would be, and he completely understood what I was going through. How many of y'all have experience with Lexapro? I'm nervous (obviously) to take it.",5.168926237161532,6.9138114201680665,6.423809523809522,72.55730158730161,69.25210084033614,9.994771241830064,34.23062558356676,10.25414643259724,3.9738227824463124,505,25,86,14,9,170,86,119,0.096,0.784,0.121,0.4713,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,0,7,8,1,3,5,0,13,4,0,1,1,15,25,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,4,0,0,2,1,6,1,0,9,1,11,2,19,14,4,10,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,2,5,64,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775105115393251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695658793257024,0.20634601253722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056760611021024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19017355068388864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774245108772201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986929990052276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476359948632816,0.0,0.2061649454095648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19279853085968268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18015133373895967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17999173035715452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16016192332183546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18389092050126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.365442673267852,0.18278844777170036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13333522003869247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794771522041774,0.0,0.2128104295993176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031871872442959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885233401232675,0.1363752383131818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074239154997133,0.0,0.0,0.1162210239430905,0.0,0.14399551385842324,0.1057641764297779,0.0,0.17192709650796156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16308246424780912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884719645265166,0.0,0.0,0.1168028171885926
anxiety,vulgar-vulcan,2019/03/15,"Anyone have near-panic attacks started over a small thing? I cut my gums brushing my teeth and I started panicking that my teeth are going to fall out if not today then within the year. And I’m unemployed and without dental insurance — and if my teeth fall out, no one is gonna want to hire a toothless incompetent who can’t even take care of their smile. I’m gonna be stuck in unemployment and have to live with my parents until they or I die.

I looked on LinkedIn at jobs I applied for and saw one of the jobs that I applied for announced the hiring of another candidate in the position I interviewed for. 

Then I started to question if life gets any better - and that if people didn’t love me in my prime years in my twenties, then I won’t find love ever in my declining years. 
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anxiety,delfhan,2019/03/15,Does anyone else get these symptoms? I’ve been having quite a few panic attacks lately that I can usually calm down with either Ativan or isolating myself if the situation allows for it. But between these attacks I have a very sore chest especially if I focus my attention on it. And right now I’m trying to hold back an attack but the seatbelt over my chest seems to make it hurt even more? I also have noticed that I must be experiencing some DP/DR symptoms because I take notice of my arms and hands a lot more lately as they feel like they aren’t my own. If anyone can relate that would probably ease my mind a little bit. Also any tips on how to manage these symptoms would be great.,6.0831617647058795,6.194342757352942,6.831176470588236,76.36529411764708,66.27941176470588,8.858823529411765,28.764705882352942,8.472884824447931,2.0607823529411764,549,16,101,7,8,182,95,136,0.109,0.7929999999999999,0.098,0.2871,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,1,6,8,3,1,7,0,12,8,4,3,1,23,18,12,0,6,7,0,2,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,9,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,3,14,3,12,12,8,11,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,7,6,75,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20650149088676675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780052424894765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18055609486052696,0.13229040654063215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4406503005037509,0.0,0.09927908694053453,0.0,0.07870542018131843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095676283835726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129866999536954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785643108556152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852771969415846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06528285959735203,0.09223757221426096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06745564255077863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423463333585043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821696688291507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.291287709805497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06307755610394912,0.12940404980712136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109766326312177,0.0,0.0,0.08618320054491575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303662204813108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939895239123915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15148500424153144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13920447309190434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13732640587617084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026086318908787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753863109965515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14512719313245526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4025901225607849,0.09707608594752093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765850977775658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14219852485351595,0.10653084503207394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18343478877317165,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MrsEliRoth,2019/03/15,"Struggling with paranoia over small things... I got an alert on my Gmail account today that someone in my state attempted to log into my account today and my brain immediately told me it was someone I know or my ex or something out to get me, so I spent my entire morning changing my passwords and deleting almost everything in my gmail account. I often, since I was around 10, have struggled with anxiety and I constantly believe small instances like a private caller on my phone or things of the like are people out to get me or bad things happening. Does anyone have any ideas on how to get rid of this feeling? ",8.132356321839083,7.5061210862069,7.818965517241383,73.43925287356323,62.27586206896552,9.802298850574713,39.16091954022989,8.841846274778883,3.562102298850574,490,23,84,6,6,156,74,116,0.102,0.825,0.073,-0.5537,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,2,3,0,5,1,1,1,0,19,14,9,0,0,4,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,3,0,0,5,1,18,2,18,9,0,16,0,0,0,0,4,12,0,6,5,60,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17035843347441712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569274926132272,0.0,0.13014731408583216,0.0,0.0,0.11895732507857387,0.0,0.0,0.15144982602054596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204962066880822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916757906337207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899189080414391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17997267188453586,0.0,0.0,0.18384773079708244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887999883171382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528999117105244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602173587305327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666542873170435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136066756456125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15044346641813294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920535969819593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349779881045164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16623171546583726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179452069833414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407314879948451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882974939435265,0.13097270495922492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35570906536788605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390760855246022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225225553435087,0.16256441948759734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nitupaul91,2019/03/15,"This is all you need to know about how to deal with anxiety First off, sorry if the title was a bit clickbaity.
I want to share my experience regarding anxiety and how I dealt wirh it. I am not saying this will work for anyone but if it s helpful for at least one person, then I m glad i helped.
I first started experiencing anxiety during college. I was afraid to  respond in class because i feared my answers could be wrong and i would be ridiculed for it. Whenever our teachers started to randomly quiz us during class my heart would start pumping and my palms would be sweating. The thing that was killing me was the anticipation and the unknown. When will I get questioned?  What will he ask me?  What if I dont know the answer? I did not have control over the situation and it was causing my adrenaline to spike up. I would have rather done anything else other than being there in that situation.
Fact is, we are all small beings, in this world governed by chaos and uncertainty. So why do we have certain expectations? Why do we expect things to be rolling out the way we think it s fit?
Face the fact that most things in life are beyond your control and learn to accept that. 
Stop trying to anticipate whats going to happen next and worry more about what is going on now. If you keep living in the future you will be filled with anxiety in regard to the unknown future.

Fast forward i became a litigation lawyer. Now, imagine the amount of anxiety public speaking gave me. The stakes were higher in head.  I was going over each case the day before the trial, which in fact was also increasing my anxiety because my was figguring out different scenarios on how i could fail. I had to rely on drinking some alcohol in the morning before trial just so i could go there and do my job. That is f***ed. Imagine starting your day with alcohol instead of coffee. I was hating my job and question why the hell did i take on this path when i could have literally anything else with my life. At one point i wanted to quit and i told my father that this isn t for me because its causing me too much stress and anxiety. That moment really helped me because i started being honest with myself and i was starting to accept and embrace my situation.
But as i was picking up more experience speaking in public i started noticing that my anxiety was not as severe as before. The more opportunities i had to go to trial, the more it helped.
I stopped preparing for trial all together and started to improvise. I would never go early in the courtroom because the anticipation of waiting for my case was causing my heart to race.
This thought of fighting your anxiety will probably give you anxiety all together, but i think this approach is healthy in the long run.
Find whatever situation is causing you anxiety and put yourself in that position as much as you can as often as possible.
For instance, if asking a girl out is scary for you, go out there and approach 1000 girls. Dont think much about any scenarios that might occur. Dont plan out how or when you re going to do it. Whenever you are out for dinner, in the subway or at the gym and you remember what i said, just start talking to the person next to you or the one you want to approach. The outcome does not matter so don t try to think about it. Just do it and see what happens.  
Do job interviews cause you anxiety?  Start practicing by going to as many as you can.
Is it stressful for you to confront people in different situations? F***ing do it! 

You get my point.

We are freaking capable of learning things we know nothing about like playing the piano, learning icelandic, skiing, raising a child. I think that anxiety can be overcome with exercise just like anything else. 

TLDR Stop feeding yourself the idea that you are in control of whats happening to you and around you. Accept the uncertainty. Stop lying to yourself saying that you are different and your case is special and you cant deal with your problem. Start embracing anxiety and expose yourself more to those situations. Don t be ashamed of it or try to hide it. F**k what people think about you, because thats something you cant control and you dont even care about their thoughts. Even if it sucks on the short term, it will most definitely help you improve on the long run.
 



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anxiety,Chefharambe,2019/03/15,Feeling very strange today Anyone else have days were you wake up and you just don’t know what to do. I feel very slow and out of it today and feel like I’m just coasting through this day without retaining any information it’s really weird.  I feel like I’m struggling with basic everyday tasks. Let me know what you think ,2.2022098214285752,4.758109265625002,2.9100892857142884,90.48312500000002,81.34375,6.1571428571428575,23.205357142857146,7.447530270364453,1.0300919642857145,259,9,52,4,7,81,46,64,0.105,0.795,0.099,-0.0992,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,17,14,3,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,8,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,4,6,2,7,12,0,8,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,8,28,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221962807020944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462327296820291,0.21428451112797325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697507926311605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17470626337578607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42298171181620897,0.2988135509810127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298713144446141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21385569404730487,0.0,0.2043465376868507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397785468688658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21863431935373207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400588210735204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3964728832020405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34511814793972073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20159960764015286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TmothE,2019/03/15,"Having to pee bcs of stress and anxiety Hey, I got this problem that pretty much every day I get like a stress-panic attack. I don't show it but I get terribly stressed and scared and I always have to go to the bathroom. Even if I dont really drink anything I have to pee, my muscles stretch when Im stressed. What can I do? Doc told me that maybe I have problems with nerves and i should consume additional magnesium. I did it for a while but it wasn't too helpful. When I realize that im stressed I start breathing more calmly and it gets better but sometimes it's too strong.",1.234906270200387,3.5475763949579857,2.754789915966388,91.6161150614092,83.36974789915966,5.6783451842275365,24.27989657401422,7.010146845296331,0.9550188752424048,457,18,96,6,13,149,76,119,0.26,0.62,0.12,-0.9434,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,5,13,1,5,3,0,11,4,3,0,0,15,18,12,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,7,1,0,1,2,0,1,3,9,0,0,4,0,15,4,7,13,2,7,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,6,63,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781991662747303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912740405427206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066322865357652,0.0,0.0,0.1474145569932139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460189158448285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356758659348867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186535289277714,0.12693786303337606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558555521960713,0.0,0.10917570205574052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030986768136308,0.0,0.07364260089493896,0.0,0.10363597927718457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685391784471501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799346139448877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06330564153920808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017929061122147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525530516394712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318281930691075,0.0,0.2479787649816045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301147784551792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12973095354642594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281567164329307,0.0,0.09171652004538196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7421602137516177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381806730769465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,myfavoritebandis,2019/03/15,"My name makes me nervous ? I hope this isn’t just me.  When people say my name, it gives me a wave of anxiety. Whether it’s my boss, my coworkers, my professors, or my family and friends, it doesn’t matter.  When people say my name I’m instantly put into panic mode. It’s kind of exhausting. I hate it. 

Please tell me I’m not the only one...",0.18904929577464813,2.3144519014084537,2.82899647887324,90.58743838028171,86.32394366197184,6.930281690140845,20.142605633802816,8.07648339933343,1.0342521126760569,259,8,58,6,8,90,46,71,0.179,0.6970000000000001,0.124,-0.6361,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,1,2,2,0,2,1,0,2,0,13,8,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,0,2,13,3,3,8,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,2,2,34,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893180199543428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332978024899653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19119889663720965,0.0,0.0,0.23740097435312896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443307435775625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24579893285059076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577075687807354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16519176542194305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676957502135716,0.1882162095979145,0.0,0.2903590853830894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431365941899536,0.0,0.0,0.2716536971559919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24878115161575265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3936047759697781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216304426171049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sweetapples0,2019/03/15,"In laws I get shakes/tremors throughout my body when i receive texts from my in-laws (sister and mother). It's either them trying to moral check us by taunting us first, or telling us what we need to do at THEIR house. I feel like changing our phone numbers to disconnect.",6.509937106918237,6.376670056603775,5.549056603773584,86.74484276729561,65.41509433962264,7.821383647798742,32.76100628930818,6.42735559955562,1.7486779874213845,215,8,43,1,3,64,44,53,0.0,0.948,0.052000000000000005,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,5,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,7,4,3,0,1,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,12,1,7,4,1,5,1,0,0,0,12,2,0,1,3,27,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24543428711747875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23374403795370335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172289483846973,0.15785228533505635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18794657854649988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544132266025507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25495561685413753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794881245604976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16383739739731176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19312684268670854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500158315674411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7973550265080684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bob6784558,2019/03/15,"Do Hematite bracelets do anything? Long story short my mom bought me a Hematite stone bracelet, I'm not convinced a stone can relieve stress and anxiety but she thinks so. 

Has anyone tried using stones like Hematite for anxiety? Or is this what I think it to be.",2.255714285714287,5.171803142857144,1.3481632653061233,97.86469387755103,89.0,4.4326530612244905,27.40816326530612,6.18269132825596,0.9960122448979593,210,10,41,2,7,59,42,49,0.142,0.76,0.097,0.1106,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,7,11,4,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,3,2,9,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.482337099846241,0.0,0.0,0.22043302079221305,0.0,0.25942729121341185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15401724596363725,0.0,0.0,0.27898998846988005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692218320285261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611225458161226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4040042398316653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21403686342885084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722783525323311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,eeeeeee8,2019/03/15,"I suffer from anxiety, and I’m asking a question about my medications I have pretty bad GAD. I have suffered from panic attacks. Right now I’m going through some tough times, so I was wondering if I could take all of the medications I am prescribed, say in one day. 

I’m prescribed: 

Vistaril - an antihistamine (tried one and never liked, may have increased anxiety)
Librium - a benzodiazepine
Trazodone - a sedative/trainquilizer
Phenobarbital - a sedative
Escitalopram - an SSRI

I’ve been having a lot of trouble sleeping, well I always hVe. The whole idea of taking pills gives me anxiety itself, but... thanks. 
",5.1432987012987015,8.314886533333336,6.338441558441559,66.62064935064936,74.14285714285714,8.770562770562771,33.354978354978364,9.339509955726095,4.024809523809525,486,25,70,13,11,162,75,105,0.238,0.669,0.093,-0.9329,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,4,10,1,1,9,0,9,4,1,0,2,13,19,5,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,7,1,2,2,1,9,3,8,15,5,8,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,6,5,50,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14480577803485967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3993943229871848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626932957106352,0.19798271309020207,0.0,0.0,0.1453066536591223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894771627158775,0.0,0.0,0.11223408228904366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16694413884660422,0.0989044923485415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19645716313253112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502160791640934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795293499892384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506311124837225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422162348973268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23585263442092505,0.0,0.0,0.20418512433509986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17704970158952724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949519164492529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14861951631636794,0.0,0.13839456756492274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17415433151844156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616957734978906,0.0,0.0,0.16022219953348374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147750537966534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815402988313535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564726564483199,0.0,0.0,0.19429677292488068,0.0,0.0,0.18872664747759652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,I_Dislike_Scorpions,2019/03/15,"Struggling really bad with going away from home. Hello everyone.

Not really sure how to start this but this is the first time I’ve done a full post to this sub and not just a comment. I don’t know if any of this will cause anyone else any issues, please let me know if it does.

I’ve been diagnosed for a while now with some severe anxiety and take some tablets with it, (they aren’t strong ones as most days it’s controllable and I wanted to be able to wean myself off of them and just use them to get into a correct mindset, not the point just context), and like pretty much everyone I have good days and bad days with my issues.

However I haven’t had a good day in over a month. I’m scheduled to go away for a field trip basically this week with my university, and it’s for a week. I have never been good with residential trips before however I coped, but this one is abroad and I just can’t cope.

I’ve been sick and had migraines most likely due to the stress, my other assignments have been getting bad and I’m constantly stressed or having some form of panic attack. The university knows about my issues and they are supportive but this trip just seems too overwhelming. 

I would just not go but my partner, family and corsemates all expect it. As do my lecturers and I don’t want to let any of them down. Plus I believe the tickets are booked.

I honestly don’t know either what to do or how to even cope. My partner is the only one who helps, and she won’t be with me for the field trip (not on my course, have coped without her before but this is abroad like mentioned).

Any advice or just kind words or anything may help. I just feel like shit.

Thanks in advance guys.",3.2233420994959445,4.798446769230772,4.024766600920446,88.50385163269779,73.9112426035503,7.374271312732851,23.169406092483012,8.045849151850463,1.0549602016217396,1320,36,278,20,27,422,168,338,0.123,0.727,0.15,0.8803,3,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,5,4,14,23,2,5,15,0,34,4,1,5,4,75,54,31,0,6,26,0,1,4,2,4,3,0,1,3,16,23,0,1,6,2,0,8,14,10,0,4,7,1,30,13,40,39,10,36,0,1,0,0,16,11,1,13,20,194,46,3,0.09165884728339542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956796474570057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24932463707404165,0.0,0.0701187672905,0.0,0.0,0.064089997194901,0.0939153207832807,0.07542742147430426,0.0,0.0,0.10427517108568772,0.17223300849499415,0.0,0.2295939266670793,0.0,0.0,0.1559898560901474,0.1032681331387656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415888475154986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905065151129727,0.10280319113830808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23644949500218485,0.0,0.0,0.09303180058906843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021127493577121,0.09379882404297256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765692054988821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060539804175505786,0.0,0.0,0.1751679130657824,0.0,0.0,0.08640780379027864,0.0,0.04634546722669626,0.06548109881356136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796496867531233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577592925232872,0.0,0.15627550557035452,0.2306372771302729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907566693940031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287398649696232,0.0,0.09194129723084657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870040685431795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544858460222026,0.20149322152404608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18745476284834392,0.0,0.17911953166182962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07316121742519485,0.0,0.06737979915543366,0.0,0.07069295361365205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18633122120652384,0.06971068366486684,0.0,0.10754190828516658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061388968191567,0.08664723744046766,0.0,0.08778383885191042,0.0932499996376278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174380092573304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344277210125096,0.0,0.10354840777662376,0.09408648956337703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06487660387268519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099897997604213,0.09582172844997357,0.0,0.0,0.10401337369071467,0.08638737882669931,0.0,0.06891604607282349,0.0,0.0,0.08438715182404495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05344701095187219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791638148736281,0.0,0.0,0.10812552585318427,0.0,0.14704639702860198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835585792760026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651118152893214,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cchal00,2019/03/15,"My Anxiety (I will be talking about what I experience when I have anxiety so to those if you who may feel anxiety after hearing about someone else’s please don’t read on.)

So I made this reddit account right after I had a panic attack because I feel like the people in my life (although they try really hard, I’m very grateful for them) don’t know how to help me calm down.

I get anxiety about my health. Every night before bed I feel like I am going to die one way or another. Throughout the day if I feel the smallest bit of uncomfortable I’ll think it’s a symptom of some sort of terrible illness. 

It’s hard to sleep at night because I get sensations of a tight throat and shortness of breath and I start to get scared that I will suffocate in my sleep. 

I’ve been dealing with this for a few months now and I’m starting to feel very exhausted. I’ve tried to go to walk in clinics but they interfere with my classes and the one I went to I felt didn’t help much. The woman I spoke to (she was very kind and tried to help me feel better) kept telling me I was doing everything right and that I should keep doing them. I felt a bit helpless because if I’m doing everything right why do I still feel this way? I started to feel like I was being difficult because everything she had suggested I had tried and some of the things she was saying just wasn’t comforting. I eventually just thanked her and left. 

I just feel so exhausted thinking about having to deal with this for much longer. I know everyone here probably feels the same way when I say I want it all to just go away so I can be like I used to be. 

I’m not here to ask for help, it’s just nice opening up to a community that understands saying “it’s all in your head” doesn’t change anything. I already know that, I just need reassurance. ",3.821379598662208,4.797345836956524,4.936521739130439,84.87971571906355,71.6086956521739,8.487625418060201,28.28428093645485,8.841846274778883,2.0344850334448163,1420,52,299,26,26,468,176,368,0.098,0.769,0.134,0.9599,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,4,1,21,19,1,2,13,0,29,12,5,3,2,59,71,21,1,6,12,0,15,4,0,4,7,5,1,1,17,12,0,4,18,1,1,5,6,8,0,2,16,20,50,11,45,47,10,36,0,1,0,0,28,15,0,8,17,196,67,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341745571403145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926461674540522,0.2313101488892107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06220562898399092,0.0,0.07066814978610295,0.08599661075525716,0.07102100546341783,0.0,0.0,0.18432029323726806,0.0,0.06432307325072424,0.0,0.0,0.06685482399720291,0.16505338387297602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996612496771616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04875047188431545,0.15586369931087135,0.0,0.0,0.07845237722830188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06314726787372724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06368937060979431,0.07223122570736495,0.20381116731835025,0.07394330722818315,0.0,0.0,0.38221496679105055,0.1620084390521591,0.14516000774493634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848082177972155,0.0,0.12888172403065365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354308502237401,0.0,0.07757901801056881,0.080350572364634,0.08519747767670086,0.0,0.20267042055568166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718948497219449,0.0,0.07871725063325252,0.124629866061216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213073620239582,0.0,0.05339273966786479,0.14772138451183564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07152681007658397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060336671441422116,0.0,0.11113737432232412,0.05605037847961602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14187560915983552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102445950362633,0.0,0.0,0.08869071640340277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0524058517452251,0.0,0.0,0.0829771211829321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150076970915356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561227860790178,0.0,0.0484260570604861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936650098759424,0.0,0.18034095358770674,0.07568060130963808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129282779461625,0.0,0.06404870580395143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16051284286393522,0.0,0.0603677270043672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856884705216803,0.0,0.060757843467502425,0.0660705846108667,0.06959479397251493,0.0,0.0,0.050219847907464775,0.0968723750434342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052875416935149,0.0,0.0,0.0786937529938895,0.0,0.06528706405088833,0.0,0.1871135102565648,0.0445860153605638,0.18000381030377785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007437667500929,0.06820986214862089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pardon_blet,2019/03/15,"Coffee and panic attacks. Hello everyone, today was may 3rd. day at work in the morning i was like flying (i really love this job) ps. in a good way. Then at about 11am. Bartender made me a coffee, normally i drink coffee maybe in the morning, but only one cup, so after like hour after drinking it I had one of the worst panic attacks of my life, I felt like my coworkers was laughing at me everything went just bad. After few hours panic stoped (i tried to be as stealthy as possible with my problems) but during that time and after that my mind just filled with the most depressing thoughts. Should i avoid coffee, coffeine or It's not it? ",1.39161,4.025505776000003,2.9384750000000004,87.91011250000004,87.24000000000002,5.365,21.4125,6.9077264865688965,0.8458899999999994,502,17,93,7,16,164,83,125,0.23,0.657,0.113,-0.9628,1,1,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,4,16,2,4,6,0,7,4,0,1,0,20,12,9,0,3,6,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,4,2,1,2,2,0,2,1,10,0,2,8,1,13,6,18,1,3,19,0,1,0,1,2,6,0,3,13,65,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278058754103433,0.0,0.0,0.1202942773694958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929146565914426,0.0,0.12408918327911815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822718336852555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13766717064205572,0.12948281243186766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833191504728035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084093420765772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837642112372771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429694376229026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176246257653253,0.2111592131718253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13003079439286033,0.13632460853133455,0.0,0.0,0.14473989946960725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547186163254466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116017627922234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19525411609790988,0.10957340777430613,0.0,0.5071130886912998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16241976941928365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378576475010414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229634684418916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437724164165375,0.08400966419296245,0.0,0.13656360906752468,0.0,0.0,0.09781557337648646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435781421230813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335563819785846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488628470174913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pearlabyala,2019/03/15,"Meditation, yoga: NOTHING HELPS I've tried everything under the sun for my anxiety. And I can't afford therapy and certainly don't want to be on medication. Also, a lot of my symptoms don't seem to resemble the anxiety I read about others having. It sounds more like depersonalization syndrome, but it just doesn't make sense why I'd ever have that. I've never experienced any trauma or anything. Anyway, here are my symptoms and they're driving me crazy:

-Feeling like I'm floating in a dream all day long
-Foggy brain
-Feeling dizzy and like I'm swaying one way or the other, as though I'm about to tip over 
-Extreme dissociation when there are bright lights 
-Feeling like I'm drifting from reality when I'm talking to someone for too long
-Feeling like my knees are about to buckle at any moment 
-A sinking into the ground feeling. Kind of like I'm melting
-Lips constantly trembling, teeth chattering
-Body tremors at night


Has anyone else experienced these dissociative symptoms? Any recommendations on how to cope? I'm thinking I might look into CBT therapy to do on my own. ",3.61827608695652,6.638603945,4.793304347826087,76.18491304347828,79.55,7.078260869565217,29.19565217391305,8.18289091462,2.6412130434782606,879,41,143,18,23,288,130,200,0.068,0.742,0.19,0.9779,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,0,14,11,0,1,7,0,13,9,5,2,4,26,30,13,0,1,4,0,5,6,0,1,4,1,0,0,6,6,0,0,7,3,0,2,5,2,0,1,0,11,9,9,26,28,4,24,0,0,2,0,2,11,0,5,16,85,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09652819605408967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24625176840979576,0.0,0.18467885240315926,0.0,0.0,0.08440013700925125,0.12367711481203347,0.09933039452827916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407667066719656,0.0,0.13474732933644254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304398334265211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784510316510203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083401026126612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091850933124045,0.0,0.0,0.10848237793298393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051618001944719,0.2586962374756008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090639529659391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256962704065686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3538238494686837,0.0,0.0,0.2136412518092127,0.1013622734265519,0.0,0.0,0.1026195541823858,0.0,0.0,0.08057190137508756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159815702816335,0.0,0.1280495286383348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309557234706152,0.0,0.0,0.11327399515093098,0.0,0.11582024426465536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179321416365477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073822880623801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098858122330768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10227343281376486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3763778955116279,0.0,0.09701856023138393,0.0,0.0,0.2760746644368359,0.0,0.0,0.07734325164071673,0.11859260393778932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819511547476083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07119526911862732,0.09581045845368368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10891799711061076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FlackyWhacky,2019/03/15,"One of my BIGGEST Anxieties. Selective service Hi! As I mentioned one of my biggest anxieties is selective service. I recently turned 18 on the 20th of February.  And ever since I’ve understood it I’ve been freaked out as can be.  My biggest question is if one were to ever get drafted could they claim an exempt for Generalized Anxiety disorder? 

I am also Transgender (MTF) but I haven’t transitioned yet. But hope to soon. I know you can for that.  If I could claim an exempt in event of something I would feel much better. I’m just terrified and I apologize if this comes off rude. But thanks for anyone’s support! ",2.155384615384616,4.980716846153847,3.891316239316243,81.05646153846155,85.66666666666666,7.906324786324787,29.16752136752137,8.648137234880735,3.1123223931623936,489,25,86,14,15,163,78,117,0.133,0.7090000000000001,0.158,0.6351,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,1,6,6,1,0,3,0,12,0,0,0,2,22,22,11,0,7,7,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,2,0,3,3,1,13,4,15,15,1,14,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,5,6,64,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14881906421193494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4270835121424782,0.0,0.0,0.13012104154559842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16458475441454914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16030324420914674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971613528485249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21327950196538112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366648104257494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409456592915724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972262772255362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18483303305908289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10227223044399204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680028130717106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3783057206590915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084675329216571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183745077690226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393863121968798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432640215479114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21117692481946512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17133007597143238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20241650684455864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13219562479626987,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,notursenpaii_,2019/03/15,"Family Anxiety I'm not very close to family for various reasons; main one is language barrier (my Spanish is somewhat okay, I only communicate with my mother in Spanish) the fact that I'm just weird (I don't know how to interact with other people).

I've been told that my half sister in Mexico is getting married and she may want me to attend her wedding. Although it sounds great because she and I have an okay(online) relationship, I can't help but feel anxious to meet the family that made fun of me for not knowing Spanish when I last visited( I was 15, now 26) and I just don't communicate with any family member.

My other worry is that I could possibly be flying with my mother; I don't like her one bit and my idea of traveling is visiting places, but she would rather stay with family and do nothing (shes the kind of person that would stay indoors if the weather shows any rain or wind). Also, last time I visited Mexico [at 15], i had a terrible stomach flu that I practically fainted at the airport on our way back home.

I'd like to go for my half sister, but I don't want to be around family on my own...I wish I can take my husband with me...he really is my only family.

Should I go? Or not? Thoughts?",4.494508196721314,5.10371349180328,6.4132377049180365,76.24477459016396,69.81967213114754,10.034426229508195,30.004098360655732,10.125756701596842,3.025783606557377,948,36,184,24,16,332,134,244,0.105,0.835,0.06,-0.8719,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,1,0,0,0,9,8,0,0,7,1,25,3,1,3,1,44,40,15,0,9,12,5,1,2,0,4,2,1,1,1,9,13,0,1,6,2,0,7,8,2,0,4,6,2,34,6,25,27,4,25,0,0,0,0,22,9,0,5,8,129,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457212470371588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14383386490716088,0.0,0.08090217974666787,0.11947289181110107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414424825728776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131896079927038,0.0,0.06446718211911345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545691872156442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443665172642198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6978739017695387,0.0,0.053472835660153976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055252550374098236,0.0,0.12020585006649763,0.0,0.0,0.11659510838605384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708852545894208,0.0,0.1060807490225165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938436634797985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101274144775228,0.11624021253780735,0.17240865441894204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333296709715288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006780719843268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147464203802728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14332446250813938,0.1608626756586538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733171053328943,0.09234106609262714,0.11049132171517267,0.0,0.0,0.11922271662146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774927242135521,0.10873361128832144,0.0,0.11354114382762374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22544122290795704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951449465325383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395754726744571,0.06166651032292639,0.0,0.0,0.10105330239181654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872588364583294,0.12475391490464012,0.08394328674416189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161287180838927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739919553271204,0.0,0.15025043901141738,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LolitaVixen,2019/03/15,"SSRI users, have they made working with people easier? I'm asking specifically the people who started taking these meds in order to get a job they couldn't perform with so much anxiety. I need to talk to a doctor about possibly taking medication so I can get a job I would normally be very uncomfortable with (and bad at as a result, ex., cashier, clerk, etc) but I'm unsure if it would be effective for that purpose. Experiences, anyone? ",4.358484320557492,6.555261085365857,6.102961672473867,72.1718292682927,72.29268292682926,9.075958188153312,27.567944250871076,9.606745405546679,2.9507017421602786,347,13,58,9,7,119,62,82,0.106,0.8190000000000001,0.075,-0.1269,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,3,3,1,0,0,5,0,7,2,0,3,0,14,17,6,0,6,2,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,11,11,2,4,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,1,39,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15017380219621046,0.0,0.0,0.13726194759853874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18351991555084607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639075826205356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009278430331592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189334448990833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19202525521242705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20512390634463049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3896074762959547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18574979229833288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21805207426724926,0.19775797113041574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14430773702091887,0.14555865345713254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923385198545043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27218817857164784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213058871747322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894662803717772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951958532929686,0.15778358901367898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16197327794130725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14291334343949785,0.0,0.0,0.27890076359683874,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whipperdab,2019/03/15,"I feel like I have anxiety but I'm not sure. I always find myself drifting off thinking about things that I've done wrong, and get kinda worried.

And sometimes I get worried for no reason at all.",2.1642307692307696,4.533241769230774,3.3407051282051263,88.47721153846153,80.02564102564101,4.925641025641027,25.134615384615394,5.985473137389443,0.8151999999999995,155,6,29,1,4,50,31,39,0.358,0.602,0.04,-0.9138,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,11,7,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,5,2,4,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196309237039216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20192413422126654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701166473361015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13346310419377014,0.1885688339472132,0.0,0.0,0.2412492298591993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758102051821717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895462138933653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27138873623550713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610573156560397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24877357876183284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17535934948181622,0.16913110431632847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.536116323241503,0.0,0.0,0.28859232954412845,0.0,0.0
anxiety,missbreeto,2019/03/15,"I deleted a post because I got anxiety when nobody responded to it... I’m gonna keep this short because I don’t want to spend a long time writing another post that nobody will interact with. Basically I wrote a post for a productivity subreddit explaining how I’ve been extremely unproductive over the last year and a half, only doing something productive for less than 3 hours out of any given day. I waited for over an hour for someone to offer solutions or to relate, but nobody commented and I didn’t even get so much as an upvote. I started to feel really stupid for posting it at all and I couldn’t stop thinking about how everyone who saw it probably thought I’m extremely lazy and have strange priorities and goals for my future. I probably could’ve left it up throughout the night and I’m sure someone would’ve eventually responded, but I was starting to feel anxious about what people must think of me. Does anyone else feel this way when their post is ignored? ",7.805675675675676,7.549521594594594,8.208783783783783,69.1602027027027,62.78378378378378,11.94054054054054,37.95945945945946,11.407655852321104,4.517010810810811,785,36,137,21,10,260,122,185,0.117,0.852,0.031,-0.944,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,8,3,1,0,9,0,10,0,0,2,3,31,31,15,0,3,3,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,4,7,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,8,4,13,1,24,19,3,27,0,0,1,0,10,7,0,1,14,84,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576989411589618,0.1322539370802994,0.09648591998964556,0.14248629537935606,0.0,0.08819011771648233,0.1292308247427677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377027900558832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070121779388354,0.0,0.0,0.08134073065579922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037356979846437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536195259720152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083304925736452,0.0,0.0,0.12051864214039115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19131903834782327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06589554411651899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087435356536056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484170864183389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210643894881928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280939084631792,0.0,0.0,0.13703609080655746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161739668791004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271700232970824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836055391097135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095924382393173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743977456693203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6039684366354305,0.0,0.2719699687372849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079944074031963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137320245848896,0.09709783117912917,0.0,0.0,0.17854503301594468,0.0,0.0,0.10544684717066756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188721086190201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16163268706596226,0.0,0.10012982608799603,0.07354498976034804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743922863980678,0.100112818638841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895961757906889,0.0,0.0,0.08122090375107632
anxiety,BernardPiglet,2019/03/15,"Microwave Should I be worried, I put my hand in the microwave to pull out my food and my hand got hot from the air, and I jerked my hand out and I am a bit worried its cancer. I know this may sound stupid, but I am quite a big hypocrite. And after that a few minutes later my hand has to try to make me more worried by hurting for no reason at all.",2.7169736842105223,2.9095093815789497,4.001157894736842,93.44910526315792,73.60526315789474,6.08,25.72631578947368,3.1291,0.2780189473684205,267,8,64,0,5,88,51,76,0.214,0.659,0.127,-0.6423,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,5,0,6,6,4,2,1,13,9,5,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,6,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,6,12,0,11,5,4,10,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,1,2,46,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25640616390060256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839935025976968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18783890317723875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514223620832261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907284950019693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567707955221633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360990510035479,0.0,0.24980239489001946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24147507543253435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594544438505067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7155348342258345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,larboy332,2019/03/15,"Has Anyone tried Weighted Clothing? I keep seeing people use weighted blankets to help their anxiety, but I’ve been wondering if anyone has tried weighted clothing? Does they work the same way? I don’t want to invest in something that won’t actually help me. ",5.489680851063831,7.952804297872338,5.562712765957446,76.10875000000001,69.85106382978725,7.253191489361702,33.026595744680854,8.07648339933343,2.8578978723404256,210,10,32,3,4,66,36,47,0.029,0.813,0.158,0.7219,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,1,0,7,10,2,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,3,8,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,2,0,18,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.18720140027383447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14675177050626415,0.0,0.0,0.2682682803343435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678744088957189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571633210961349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705100433582141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13299289400715614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15286611698127656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14768246640944827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604841192751232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656821767074766,0.0,0.0,0.11314811261681612,0.1522681587862674,0.0,0.7008029831902426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20803477714882945,0.13965675685106502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tryingtms,2019/03/15,"What to do when Lorazepam stops working? I've been taking it daily for panic attacks. I've increased the dosage as needed, but I think I've built up a tolerance because it barely works at all and only lasts a short time. Will other anxiety meds work if I've built up a tolerance for Lorazepam? 

Are there anxiety meds out there that you can safely take every day and not build up a tolerance? Or that maybe take a much longer time for you to build up a tolerance?

I'm getting really anxious just thinking about how there might not be anything to help me when I panic.",5.578214285714285,6.079389678571433,6.0321428571428575,80.31285714285715,67.39285714285714,8.9,30.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.3807357142857146,452,16,85,7,7,146,72,112,0.13699999999999998,0.6890000000000001,0.175,0.7698,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,3,8,4,1,2,7,0,7,0,0,1,1,17,15,9,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,5,1,14,11,3,15,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,3,7,55,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525995701871389,0.18651414099718155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358618739388107,0.0,0.0,0.1878232063629257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10064242116501668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647477686157572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910247966879288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625707317122869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066194321316222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457718982090042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16586348230030154,0.0,0.3667740939685096,0.0,0.0,0.17514325801688696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136628297702723,0.1224183338324579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556473403364224,0.0,0.3874146802580517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576622995643427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13802961238156813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3724002351225906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115767113244912,0.0,0.0,0.19254034997930367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36058069315902697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CuckFu,2019/03/15,"How does one 'deal' with social anxiety  Abit of context here, i just started my first job in a advertising agency(my dad arranged a job interview without letting me know). I just got off an introductory meeting with the whole staff and i felt like it was sucking the life out of me. I was told to present my portfolio to show what i can do and bring to the team. I can't stand the spotlight, i feel sick in the stomach whenever i do, my mind immediately becomes clouded and i'm unable to think straight. Needless to say, it went badly, i was stuttering alot and i often lose track of what i wanted to say. After the meeting, my supervisor even pulled me aside to lecture me about how unprepared i was. It's only my first day and i already feel like quitting. It was only after the day had ended, i found out that i have social anxiety. I keep getting told that i have to learn to 'deal' with it, but no one ever told me HOW to deal with it???",3.6733282674772014,4.952327457446813,5.0875683890577506,82.50500000000002,72.29787234042553,7.711854103343465,29.91793313069909,8.192908349453996,2.08424650455927,734,31,147,11,14,246,104,188,0.085,0.887,0.028,-0.7839,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,5,10,6,1,0,11,0,13,3,1,3,1,31,31,9,0,1,4,1,3,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,10,11,0,1,7,2,1,3,3,4,0,4,13,5,27,2,26,17,2,20,0,1,0,0,15,6,1,2,12,108,37,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14099746249391254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954875257420604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066826813607154,0.0,0.14111201698587122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480226523890731,0.3951760319761908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181245962901076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316636832398015,0.0,0.0,0.0843909340144797,0.1155753539823968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920878486028498,0.0912789719826462,0.12267931557273562,0.0,0.0,0.21736233265126145,0.0,0.140093299826569,0.0,0.0,0.06675459423586103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218940645141984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535841819207351,0.11356791940321395,0.0,0.0,0.070219095492551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306535653499441,0.09024778740045768,0.12484401612331182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14294203923659074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901135948325862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17316062831533813,0.19434980953064487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589920954695778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20321579475938545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604910159015403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043632154195966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186990930116166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662693659398111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536210466674141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844414592181075,0.0,0.14265073342055468,0.0,0.1231657993895148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Meganmarie42,2019/03/15,"Proud of myself...I put myself first! A big part of my anxiety is worrying about other people, what they think of me, and if I will upset them. I really wanted to go to this concert and tickets were selling out fast. I was worried about if I should get 1 ticket or 2...worried that people may be upset that I was going and didn’t invite them. I messaged a friend but then was anxious that the ticket I was looking at - a decent seat despite the tickets selling fast - would be gone by the time she responded. I went ahead and bought the ticket! I know it doesn’t seem like much, but the fact that I put my want to go to the concert over the needs of my friends is huge for me. I definitely feel proud of myself.",3.685517241379313,4.461577034482762,4.9574137931034485,85.34646551724137,71.75862068965517,7.179310344827586,26.224137931034484,7.1686216300943375,1.1889172413793103,550,17,113,5,10,183,86,145,0.073,0.755,0.172,0.9476,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,3,4,2,7,0,2,10,0,15,0,0,0,1,21,30,10,0,7,5,0,1,1,2,4,0,2,0,0,8,5,0,0,4,7,3,7,2,2,0,1,9,4,22,5,17,15,2,18,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,5,7,85,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354261245503616,0.19999153023399774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895108008813729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15058013662225914,0.0,0.0,0.27354316927809696,0.0,0.0924899525837058,0.0,0.3018276974816259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729009496529643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648705953336079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14865914193364566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301361308135604,0.13126420217231466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917043404266657,0.0,0.2454581933286778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35592456790560745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340882821527093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16115986752297728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343255271004145,0.0,0.0,0.10322659455813674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088316936691296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16410695871237518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5393423345217375,0.0,0.12575578761303266,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WhatsWhat94,2019/03/15,"If you read this then reply.. please 😁 Sooo my body trembles. I’m nearly 25, still a virgin and my hands shake so bad when even thinking about sexual activity with a girl, or even fighting or any high stress thing. I have one mood but three feelings, either tired hungry or thirsty but I’m like angry all the time. I have some sort of anxiety that’s for sure. I’ve never gotten it checked up properly but now I’m at a stage where if I want to continue to live I have to do something about my state of mind..I’ve always been shy, I don’t say much, and when I do it’s like people don’t know how to react or respond. I’m awkward around people, even close friends. I’m scared of getting checked cause I’m not sure how they will label me.. like I’ve never met anyone like me.. I feel normal.. but at the same time I’m different almost like everyone else has something I don’t. I remember watching other kids laugh and play around and thinking “man what is it that they have”. I’m underweight.. about 61kgs and 180cm tall. I have no appetite.. iWork full time.. I just idk I can’t seem to open my mouth about myself. So I’m asking if I’m like this cause of my situation or am I like this cause this is me? Should I get checked for mental illness? Is mental illness even a thing? Cause my whole life I’ve been thinking “yeahh I can fix this myself”. But I simply can’t.  Please reply with some advice, this is my plea for help. Should I not worry about it? Keep hiding this or hope for the best or should I start taking action and get a diagnosis so I can finally put a finger on whatever the fuck is wrong with me and start fixing myself properly..",0.6316863905325434,2.9646341065088784,2.2634881656804744,93.88487721893492,86.63313609467455,5.03680473372781,18.213313609467455,6.508806274219699,-0.06455644970414154,1280,33,276,14,40,417,172,338,0.139,0.687,0.174,0.9523,1,0,2,0,2,0,42.0,0,1,2,1,23,24,2,5,10,0,27,10,4,7,5,65,57,30,0,9,19,0,4,7,1,4,4,1,0,3,17,14,0,1,8,2,3,3,10,9,0,2,4,6,36,14,28,49,9,32,0,0,1,2,13,13,1,16,21,173,53,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408694777492828,0.0,0.0,0.09641383874025716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011543687904367,0.0,0.0,0.06547596055685283,0.0,0.07365647767965279,0.0,0.0,0.06732353733940796,0.0,0.0,0.1714251394003067,0.09001190864090518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803925519914683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104340607739913,0.0,0.0,0.10694906505918468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3956379760248964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059557847752734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043236060342528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25437690406105234,0.0,0.0,0.09200284016308724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736748103952274,0.0,0.0,0.10547367280001528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438825562368144,0.08901237956570829,0.15091218516425484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453668107375342,0.101728615860474,0.0,0.09563106362277747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558104041569185,0.0,0.0,0.05291479566483337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800775766194726,0.3292741731976666,0.0,0.08501993718975452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19406188470070615,0.0,0.0972187077833148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07077932006406065,0.0,0.14851926698540688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433721253252147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06524407072056547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350146434618165,0.0,0.0,0.21138034811468026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679133209571504,0.0,0.0,0.09630937748880387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090702343492886,0.0,0.0,0.07656836206826613,0.09639640193765957,0.0,0.0,0.08765272006766793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822648787750597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482472102821993,0.0,0.0,0.13629966155230844,0.0,0.07689198520724222,0.0,0.11029221987694428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18149178276311687,0.0,0.072393075427334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793272147322632,0.1850833946826745,0.0,0.0,0.16843073778997095,0.110663514622924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056790397844635285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749689037489828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778038704691,0.0,0.0,0.10527069763881328,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Laxrules56,2019/03/15,How do you stop thinking the worst in every situation and break down over it? It's really messed me up and I've done some really messed up stuff because of it.,2.1963636363636354,4.137960757575762,4.075757575757578,85.43363636363638,77.78787878787878,8.036363636363637,20.090909090909093,8.841846274778883,1.2269272727272729,127,3,27,3,3,43,27,33,0.302,0.698,0.0,-0.893,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,6,2,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,1,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232795970019664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748294419199579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30860491274844576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4692939801670568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4117116854466978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062247099199053,0.0,0.0,0.4193005433048446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346960769260323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Username---checksout,2019/03/15,Any good treatments for social anxiety This is a throw away account. I am a 16 yo male in high school. I am struggling to make friends. I get nervous when I am with people even my relatives. I need help,0.13739837398373922,2.528288146341467,1.7530487804878057,94.66502032520329,94.3658536585366,4.684552845528454,23.90650406504065,6.42735559955562,0.7938747967479678,158,7,33,2,6,51,34,41,0.152,0.647,0.201,0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,7,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,5,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,20,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21357849446739072,0.0,0.2402628304617477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950792756275112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20744039390403887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426498444168064,0.0,0.16408870792703087,0.0,0.0,0.2634271686671896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105146234500226,0.3318323921474348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20964428604747126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328790612367796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21773671987210955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178557927544909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32015499993048585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283343473758815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheShapeChills,2019/03/15,"I have this crippling fear that climate change is going to kill me I'm 21 years old and every day I have this fear that a climate related disaster will kill me. Due to the ignorance of our leaders, it is people who will suffer. I'm really scared. Do you think this will happen? Do you think life is still worth living if we're all going to die within the next decade? ",3.032,4.567637466666668,4.2316666666666665,86.98750000000004,74.33333333333334,7.133333333333333,21.833333333333336,7.793537801064563,0.8851333333333331,290,7,59,4,6,95,52,75,0.354,0.626,0.02,-0.9866,0,0,0,0,0,2,6.0,1,2,0,0,1,7,2,3,3,0,10,1,0,0,1,6,17,2,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,7,0,5,14,1,9,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,6,36,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21842639101744413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316125594915798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21429160949883774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17396665618205406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.464690404386459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346924597508177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18258785113191625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4568747236518545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458415477415463,0.0,0.0,0.182323894433896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21959174070526066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21666397232179832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314587670124124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227512123661295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067205409886753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16489363150726175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646055849094619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329650897603279
anxiety,RiceTheFox,2019/03/15,"Please someone I can’t believe it, no one is here for me right now, I am going through a major anxiety attack. I just need someone to talk to please help me I can’t handle this",2.008070175438597,3.2165012105263173,3.9447368421052635,89.3414912280702,76.36842105263158,6.119298245614036,25.824561403508767,6.42735559955562,0.8770771929824561,138,5,30,1,3,47,29,38,0.17800000000000002,0.636,0.18600000000000005,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,6,0,4,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044773139442655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040827401648995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011460596956968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519079548842248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17915990029053774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981933069881992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811236805234347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.586811739641924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22826553418769005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4529505475584209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21483883336621767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,deadwoodknots,2019/03/15,"Running out of options for help I'll try to be breif. 25 (F) Canada- 
I have been struggling with some bizarre combination of ""probably"" ADHD, some kind of anxiety, and some kind of depression for 12 years or so. I speak in half-terms because this is all the info I have gotten out of my GP, a specialist, a counsellor and a therapist. 
I can't get a straight diagnosis or practical advice from anyone and it's become really frustrating- especially because I'm typically the type to want to do as much specific research as possible. My doctor is usually pretty great, but with mental health issues I feel rushed through and shoved out the door.

It's become too much and I'm sick of not living my best life. In a recent quest for a second opinion or new set of resources I phoned every doctors office in town. No one has room for new patients. 
I stopped seeing my therapist just over a year ago because I didn't feel we were getting anywhere. That is the therapist my doctor recommenced. I may consider getting a new one- and would simply ask my doctor for another recommendation but the last two times I've been to his office he had another medical assistant see me instead- I don't want to talk to her about this, she doesn't know my history. 

On top of that I take benzos on an as-needed basis, but wish I didn't have to. And have been on SSRIs and quickly backed out due to side effects.
I have my SO to talk to, but it rarely helps. I have given up on talking to anyone else about it. I am starting to shut down and get into a stubborn, unhelpful mindset at the futility of this all. 

TLDR; Every avenue I go down seeking help and a proper diagnosis has been a dead end. Do I just give it a rest? Does anyone else feel like there may be no formal diagnosis for them and their just neurotic people who irritate medical professionals? 


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anxiety,Star-the-wolf,2019/03/15,"Parents mad at something I didn’t do. So at school me and this girl got into beef a few weeks ago. I called her a crack hoe a few times and she was being a a-hole back. She got her older cousin and boyfriend to beat me up but I managed to escape. Fast forward now and she told the principal and she also mentioned a crossbow. She said I threatened her with a crossbow with a bayonet on it. Now I was talking to my friend about call of duty and how I want one while she was near me.

The police have been called and we are going to have to talk. She threatened me with a gun after she heard me talking about crossbows. I ignored her. I’m really scared because I don’t want to get suspended. She threatened me physically and then with a gun and now my parents are furious. They don’t really care much about the other things, just the crossbow. They took away my x box and they say I’ll never get it back. Some dumb bitch said I threatened her and now my life is ruined.

How can I tell them it’s not my fault she misinterpreted it? I can’t deal with police again. I’m so nervous and I’m typing this at a library since I can’t watch call of duty videos on my phone.",0.7896847414880241,2.9272100491803283,2.4814754098360647,93.98666456494327,83.75409836065573,5.06532156368222,20.45018915510719,6.297961479604792,0.07000933165195455,908,27,201,8,26,298,124,244,0.23,0.7070000000000001,0.063,-0.9937,2,0,1,2,0,0,20.0,1,0,4,1,16,11,4,2,14,0,17,1,0,2,1,31,33,20,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,1,8,19,0,3,0,1,0,3,7,9,0,1,12,5,44,2,26,20,4,28,0,1,1,0,41,10,2,1,17,144,52,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828207946263933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670792397049664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536657805931867,0.20520656225034106,0.0,0.08134073954341915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5450082293936184,0.0,0.13604587889242795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375656293428247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309155258860518,0.0,0.13942856384773458,0.0,0.07583418741483483,0.0,0.2134403233975423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424908900818207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809008069073356,0.0,0.10291330059077833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041901159519326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963275605049997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17096375988947565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538544889888855,0.10611287035303343,0.1335917162781931,0.13504334714534355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037881365064664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272478462350193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217500037946357,0.11662807431400772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864828710516134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780702350943246,0.0,0.0,0.12750286393265675,0.1482511984326816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15740684431546795,0.0,0.1070335110122842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,swengunderblum,2019/03/15,"If you are treating your hair with, say Minoxidil and dermarolling, is it best to keep your hair really short? I have heard that keeping your hair really short actually increases the effectiveness of treatments, and slows hair loss if that is an issue for you.

Makes some sense, as long hair would weigh more and pull a bit more.",9.215500000000002,8.493178883333336,7.943333333333332,73.73500000000003,60.16666666666666,12.0,33.333333333333336,11.20814326018867,3.4628333333333337,263,8,49,6,3,80,45,60,0.037000000000000005,0.8959999999999999,0.067,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,5,0,3,0,3,0,0,3,0,5,6,5,2,0,12,9,6,0,3,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,4,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,7,6,2,5,7,6,6,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,3,2,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.2877332558275109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094292376679705,0.0,0.32190228285481154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077491362538674,0.0,0.5241564417251467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609349562395287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968161614988018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3777797934618442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344783378157335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094545734169128,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cocolovey,2019/03/15,"If I dont get help Anxiety will take me out Dear Anxiety Community,

My anxiety is extremely chronic I have never met anyone that has had it as bad as me I'm sure there are people out there suffering really bad also and my heart goes out to you because this is insanity. I get these awful, earth shattering panic attacks that send me running to the er. Last night was the worse one and after a year of these I have to take something I tried lexapro had the worst , nightmares of my life, sertraline made my anxiety worse at first and I am really scared of becoming addicted to anything because alcohol and drug addiction run in my family any advice?
I am currently taking propanolol 3x a day at 20 mgs.

Sincerely,

Dying",5.026739130434784,6.4693541376811625,6.551420289855077,72.67147826086958,69.21739130434783,11.027246376811595,32.64057971014493,11.00357731598739,4.14685275362319,573,26,101,19,10,196,94,138,0.262,0.67,0.068,-0.985,1,0,3,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,3,10,1,2,5,1,13,7,1,1,2,11,21,8,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,6,7,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,7,1,2,5,0,16,3,16,15,1,17,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,1,8,68,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963345674373352,0.0,0.13281445016241936,0.0,0.14525167504076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10869108243313837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242678082211064,0.0,0.4158980523983123,0.0,0.0,0.09503484602468172,0.0,0.11184636760164474,0.0,0.0,0.1546228001569346,0.0,0.0,0.22696649944352415,0.1657049017152772,0.1501073094348195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765385525689402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14105818984577367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15929123005255982,0.0,0.15761811358439867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12812845510926887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156091296250974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201983285607053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610597901709722,0.0911008807791513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078876955785136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600070099263536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286059481089324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482593627321764,0.0,0.0,0.12754691010263766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209944188899494,0.0,0.0,0.15946683012016685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422626624806282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17414110806207814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360745079286912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463391675136033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809816827272996,0.0,0.30657323047979745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227728353249164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770177536081032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752472818761665
anxiety,plutoisrising,2019/03/15,"Mishearing sentences when anxious because your mind is working extra hard to try and predict what the person is going to say instead of actually listening to what they’re saying I noticed that this only happens to me when I’m in an anxious situation like when confronting someone or being confronted or meeting someone new, it’s almost like my brain races and tries to predict what the person is going to say so I end up somehow mishearing what they’re saying or it just makes no sentence in context of the conversation. For example I’ll hear “are you ready to eat?” As “are you 18?” It’s really weird and I was wondering if this is anxiety related and if it’s a common experience??",6.6219230769230775,7.254733000000002,7.812115384615384,67.99663461538462,65.15384615384616,10.5,38.55769230769232,10.411451182825502,4.431615384615384,550,29,89,13,8,188,83,130,0.119,0.805,0.076,-0.5651,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,1,7,5,2,0,5,0,8,2,1,1,0,15,16,14,0,2,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,0,2,11,4,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,7,8,2,14,14,1,11,0,0,0,0,13,3,0,8,8,64,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.149357930822637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532607593655632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708534634523085,0.345813300961034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329986373609862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17085808709717076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15661172335303006,0.0,0.0,0.13555978448802194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971548422409006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17396742129606765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353445170549374,0.0,0.13710568326053535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725021790772258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954821092998796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216425817506898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15454019022674045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478198192233137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742521827446977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640392232008905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26728045496916064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980498554047734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4868564707012331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17203830832065725,0.0,0.0,0.2593631083817696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20782627165277284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597976194967876,0.1114246164727577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ritzrem12,2019/03/15,"Is Laughing easily healthy? I don't know when it starts, sometimes i genuinely laugh to something isn't funny, laughing is a essential reaction when i'm having a conversation. maybe im broken, maybe deep inside i'm hurt then subconsciously find a solution to hide it from others and to myself.",4.8161111111111135,7.483418018518519,6.103481481481483,70.53966666666669,72.51851851851852,9.505185185185187,31.170370370370367,9.888512548439397,3.840574814814815,239,11,37,7,5,80,38,54,0.215,0.5529999999999999,0.231,0.242,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,9,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,4,9,0,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29561573567040506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462462055625203,0.0,0.3493676715185949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777526231568526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6498722683824861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489977535797165,0.3198876550397352,0.0,0.22893051056810054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WittleBullfrog,2019/03/15,"[29/F] My therapist made me cry by staring at me. Okay, recently I was lucky enough to get 6 weeks of free CBT therapy on the NHS (as there's no way I could afford it otherwise). I've always suffered from anxiety and bouts of depression so I was excited to get started.

For the first 5 sessions, we spoke about my anxieties, coping mechanisms and negative thoughts etc. My therapist told me I always seemed very articulate and self-aware. She said I was very good at being able to logically explain my feelings to her, yet she said that she saw very little emotion from me. Like, I never got upset or angry in session, I was just very calm and rational. She told me my head and my heart seemed out of alignment and that most of the time I seem to repress my emotions completely. 

So it came for the final session, and my therapist said she wanted to try something different. She said she noticed I have a tendency to dart my eyes away from her every time she looked at me in conversation. I guess I didn't realise I did that -- I thought I kept good eye contact. So then she told me to keep staring at her without looking away. So we sat staring at each other for a good minute or so. 

Suddenly, I burst into tears. I had no idea why, but all of the emotion consumed me. I cried harder than I've ever cried before and for the next hour of my session I couldn't even get a word out. I kept trying to cover my head in my hands but she kept asking ""why are you trying to hide? why do you feel so ashamed right now?"". I was thinking 'I'm crying my eyes out in front of someone I barely know, why do you think I'm ashamed'. 

The session then concluded and I went home in tears. I no longer have access to free therapy and frankly I'm left feeling totally exhausted. I guess in some ways, it was a breakthrough. I have learned that if I repress my emotions for too long, it will just burst out of me all at once. 

But where do I go from here? I'm seriously not able to afford any more therapy at this point, but I still feel I need to learn some kind of technique in order to help myself be more balanced (head+heart in sync).

So, I guess I'm asking does anyone hear have any tips? Now that I have an idea of what's wrong with me, isn't there something I could be doing to help myself improve?",3.4904812834224583,4.650294610389615,4.650970206264326,85.91956455309399,72.5930735930736,7.772956455309397,28.09039979628215,8.219915518859313,1.7898966641201932,1778,67,370,27,34,585,223,462,0.122,0.8009999999999999,0.077,-0.9636,3,0,2,0,0,0,56.0,2,3,0,2,21,21,0,5,12,1,27,8,7,2,5,75,78,27,0,6,11,0,5,1,0,1,1,6,1,0,12,20,0,6,19,0,2,4,10,10,0,1,28,20,76,13,63,43,11,54,0,2,9,0,34,28,0,13,20,247,88,7,0.12953990212720054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778757579502857,0.0,0.0,0.08809157555901875,0.0,0.09909767056100427,0.0,0.0,0.04528865576004265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211023218875389,0.0,0.12170700224132446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05511445782281402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407956910491446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791006139029755,0.0,0.0,0.10342707109079896,0.0,0.2845869995230752,0.0,0.0,0.055786263942739917,0.0,0.0,0.06767081328010259,0.0,0.0,0.05668062065275445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29142990859788964,0.0,0.06692467354797921,0.07223561659925336,0.04277994181755106,0.0585881288867056,0.054571477276166326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099853350813853,0.0,0.0,0.07095231545997778,0.0,0.05509328728695356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151887844875764,0.0,0.03681025581355204,0.16297788588790132,0.051802446713194734,0.0,0.21405420997621796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994179677677644,0.0,0.07300044218533665,0.1535054077310437,0.08682786581191787,0.0,0.06496954193580234,0.0,0.06378535488455446,0.0,0.0,0.1462347818505301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05757050850481425,0.0,0.06744793696413487,0.035595871223998723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037274134492079,0.0,0.0,0.031643326433075825,0.06491650664240589,0.0,0.05731936849978971,0.1087808923288181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061286893768278235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048026098016589684,0.04995457920107492,0.0,0.06888357775521307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374101857825409,0.0,0.06897788402020827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061228539253426965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06395251277018718,0.0,0.0,0.05531318431131454,0.2464442225241389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17689239257719475,0.06756918476078126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054879369349752884,0.09972614540453116,0.0,0.0,0.04584450473192487,0.0,0.05172536658614778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22221025139530287,0.2256087159851461,0.0,0.08300393869111443,0.0,0.10284021254151628,0.07553575866266844,0.0,0.0,0.18567139168963304,0.0,0.13192363548280492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21376797154195895,0.038202995268878326,0.10282274472244353,0.051954547879998564,0.0,0.0,0.06004239353832955,0.2337792260538669,0.0,0.0,0.06243592150421697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081577373078768,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aishaseasshells,2019/03/15,Leaving the house I always postpone going out but never actually go to places even if they’re 5 minutes away because I’m anxious about people judging me based on how I look. I’m not pretty. What helps you leave the house/what have you learned from therapy about this?,4.634615384615387,6.347247846153848,4.910769230769233,83.0092307692308,70.53846153846153,6.7384615384615385,30.30769230769231,7.1686216300943375,1.8351384615384616,216,9,39,2,4,68,43,52,0.223,0.777,0.0,-0.858,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,7,6,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,7,6,0,7,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,1,1,23,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.2340520392348017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19956847772572184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709541697540076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253402675281468,0.0,0.0,0.14620598482777952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15841395082414292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272616455587595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16076161724992533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767464651702736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5079179285329238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014076012711399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18498160391964846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16627684408653148,0.0,0.2505847467699431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440064195470797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27428121951235074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kirkova,2019/03/15,"Does anyone else constantly remember/construct reasons why they are an irredeemably morally bad person who doesn't deserve to be alive? Very often I think of all the bad things I have done to people and how I can never take them back, which spirals into feeling extremely guilty and that I should kill myself because I am such a bad person. Right now I am feeling sick the Christchurch shooting is making me think of all the ways I could have contributed to white supremacy/Islamophobia...but then I feel guilty about that as well because I'm making a hate crime about myself, and that is such a narcissitic thing to do. That's just an example, anyway, but every time I see something bad in the news, or toxic behaviours being discussed online I can't help thinking of everything bad about myself. I mean, it is good to self-reflect and consider all the ways your actions are harmful to other people and I definitely try to do that, but my initial reaction is more focused on suicide.Even posting this I'm afraid of being told I'm right and should kill myself",7.074430485762143,7.648167829145732,6.8875502512562825,75.2189970686767,64.17587939698493,9.2463986599665,34.17127303182579,9.075114841892004,3.0767283082077053,854,35,144,13,12,270,123,199,0.188,0.73,0.08199999999999999,-0.9729,0,0,1,1,0,3,18.0,0,1,2,0,12,12,3,1,10,0,22,1,0,4,4,31,38,12,2,3,4,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,12,7,0,0,8,0,0,1,3,10,1,0,2,5,21,2,18,30,4,15,1,0,2,0,9,5,0,2,6,107,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676345303683641,0.12714023842815664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541407509903126,0.5180309654600012,0.1512827142815924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13409232215338948,0.0,0.0990721591834196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858804010789146,0.12698252802249174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036574965851096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195728953563866,0.0,0.10454736901197403,0.0,0.11152002871844972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188224041747046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407701377581133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250872241280995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317188191206731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274564398570083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16565604343224613,0.0,0.0,0.13516546507630975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957023721227646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17205049660052044,0.2166933105954199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883958984206215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275805402735282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119366445646121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888006248892772,0.0,0.12944821810988205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552706509104178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329683864301366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487375901621862,0.2385268964922411,0.0,0.0,0.07235524149860602,0.0,0.0,0.11856899410234975,0.0,0.08424589601648687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238351662462256,0.0,0.19698655729842632,0.0,0.0,0.11156774895961613,0.0,0.11196784581210947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JaeKing2k,2019/03/15,"First day at my first job I finally got my first job and I had my first training day yesterday. I work at a mear department at a supermarket. 

Basically I have to stock meat on the shelves, organize them and throw away whats expired. I hate however when a customer asks me where something is and I dont know. Especially if its a woman I deem very attractive. I feel huge anxiety before I dissapoint her and say “Im not sure”
 
Im very glad to finally have a job but hopefully I improve. My boss wants to know what days im available to work, im planning on saying im available any days of the week, but I really want at least two days off. ",2.3752272727272725,3.9612078863636384,4.7339393939393934,82.49590909090911,76.19696969696969,9.042424242424243,28.66666666666667,9.573946990214177,2.694657575757576,499,22,107,14,11,175,79,132,0.043,0.83,0.127,0.8788,4,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,7,2,5,1,0,7,0,5,0,0,1,1,16,14,8,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,1,0,5,2,3,18,4,13,12,1,26,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,2,14,62,21,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331870128833264,0.0,0.08247908452226575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079357654180293,0.0,0.1012968525696499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174363028782502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476625915772213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635976294092474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05451510139614893,0.0,0.0,0.23621471587554396,0.0,0.3668335590958466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623045035730771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644615898572073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070857964971102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5822998923594119,0.0,0.32097277452496564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850590855293765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906980731372833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17147951152990132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300216472633029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161547607340313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532074401841852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17791928400686974,0.12718555574304113,0.0,0.08648363824601847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569829299188295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,2thousandeggs,2019/03/15,"Feeling stuck I just need a place to vent really quick so forgive me for rambling. 

I feel like such a loser. I have no job.. I can't hold a job down , I'm depressed I hate where I live. I can't sleep. I just popped an Ativan to help make this panic attack go away. 
I'm too scared to talk on the phone or even leave my house, I don't have a therapist because of it.
Only reason I had a therapist is because I went to a mental hospital but my insurance changed and now I feel hopeless. 
I make jewelry but no one barely ever buys anything. 
I sit at home in a constant state of fear all day that I'm going to have a heart attack any minute. If I'm not anxious I eat my sadness.
Thank you guys for being here. I have no one else in my life that understands it",0.2103139660772264,2.143793380368102,2.6279393720678463,93.2992601948755,84.52147239263803,5.553085528690004,20.63118007939372,6.794906146795322,0.3232449657163481,583,18,133,7,17,200,105,163,0.234,0.6890000000000001,0.076,-0.9736,2,0,0,0,0,1,15.0,0,1,0,1,11,13,3,3,10,0,10,4,2,3,2,20,27,6,0,2,7,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,5,1,1,1,6,0,1,3,7,10,0,2,3,3,22,3,15,23,1,18,0,4,0,0,6,8,0,2,6,85,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167025396046737,0.0,0.0,0.15228834100765126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109308885520095,0.0,0.0,0.3067143793690144,0.12665129137978218,0.0,0.0,0.1643485826036678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14260306408946896,0.0,0.0,0.1456735039994286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693639549643715,0.0,0.11610510881850315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379365077369861,0.11261010698351928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903571325504413,0.12193648757058785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516901762873316,0.20448043003432945,0.09630286085312977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153222619864136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13347556871379307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308946088615606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15974149198389714,0.09035520660532677,0.0,0.1352177974149195,0.0,0.0,0.15554386964694186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675411615142878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273627671894812,0.0,0.0,0.09521492106617342,0.06585764306895868,0.0,0.1190329881013417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799632963164912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584911243198838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995427085899912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826911886897994,0.10252329894567777,0.0,0.1581615705465461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408398158332922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635786867732735,0.1385993175845325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13496071796957668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348997517822879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834906217391543,0.0,0.1241079378194531,0.0,0.3130319505024212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14033405152693074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496317449482805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jasemine_Hyena,2019/03/15,"Dentist appointment on the 18th! Help? Hi! I'm someone who suffers from some pretty severe anxiety....

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Yesterday on March 14th I tripped and chipped 3 of my teeth on the cement. I rushed to the dentist, and they attempted to reason with me (shot in the gums to numb the pain of the filling, laughing gas to numb the pain of the shots) but I just ended up having one of the worst panic attacks of my life and I had to reschedule for Monday.   


I have a few questions. Number one, how do I calm down before this trip? I have to do this; I can't just live like this forever, you know?  


Second of all, do you still feel pain on laughing gas? As someone with a VERY VERY LOW pain tolerance (Like, blood tests feel like bloody murder to me and last time I got an IV I cried like a child) I want to know what to expect.

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Help?!",2.356187624750497,4.286468730538925,3.2370299401197613,91.68436726546908,77.2634730538922,5.890459081836327,23.70818363273453,6.742157984588678,0.6692478243512969,646,21,135,6,15,205,100,167,0.31,0.593,0.097,-0.9937,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,2,1,1,4,19,2,1,13,0,8,12,2,2,1,20,15,7,1,2,3,0,2,4,0,0,10,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,6,0,0,4,1,12,0,3,2,2,18,7,27,13,4,19,0,2,0,0,9,8,0,2,11,87,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689583784156373,0.30162805238154194,0.0,0.0,0.09494808613488254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119940079601034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561322499334568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363351468839556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992957270710667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12551314246501075,0.08866820183245187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09926657497956493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638412659645574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642136400943333,0.1011707708088244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766651129328379,0.2425464305470101,0.0,0.10959633930071973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682078709630694,0.0,0.5282709514804144,0.14562290190679167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627017473067892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903786526112955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761149727595067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14021528786968365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21032547217507727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911886998305568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237279826221235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20481671930270395,0.07320659032377581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30162805238154194,0.0
anxiety,Yhuria,2019/03/15,"I hate this but I don't want to feel like a failure Hi ! ,

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  Haven't posted here I feel like I need to in this current point in time as it is too much for me. I recently started university and I'm on my first year and out of the blue my anxiety has resurfaced but it seems to be only triggered by being in class during lectures I just feel trapped but anywhere else it seems to dissipate like I can study at home fine and I don't get stressed by it. I want to drop all my units and do it next semester while I work on myself in the meantime. Already booked my for my GP and Psych next week. Also at the same time I feel like I don't want to disappoint people by dropping out. Not sure what to do at this point as it only increases my anxiety even further by thinking about other's and feeling like a failure with no direction in life at 22. Just hoping someone can be my guiding light and point me in the right way. Sorry for the rant and thank you for reading this I hope you have a great week.",3.2661428571428566,4.177259042857145,4.367142857142859,88.68785714285713,72.85714285714286,7.314285714285713,27.809523809523807,7.554174236665415,1.4078952380952383,789,29,172,9,15,258,114,210,0.151,0.669,0.179,0.8934,1,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,2,7,14,1,1,8,0,14,1,0,1,2,35,33,15,0,6,6,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,12,11,0,0,8,2,0,1,6,3,0,1,0,7,25,11,34,30,4,36,0,1,1,0,3,19,0,4,17,117,37,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610255188163594,0.09138368172265368,0.0,0.12381421245421932,0.1388536024782537,0.0,0.0,0.17483630854821322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954600155934846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07547591245026908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888980625646133,0.3265452043334749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720013518488854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05970266793509605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598584122720172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282044171559374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462464067842465,0.2269967648882629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071405039193813,0.2791388713995725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400344023626398,0.08473161522022067,0.0,0.0,0.24306021294216826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17381878018253216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792221673753587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32407336278238513,0.0,0.10944147286184984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143034297129468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283031368773558,0.0,0.0,0.09758809570689034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080587952833151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968227234630924,0.0,0.0,0.12791871478310818,0.08088266786873308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13089876947916868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770048449826708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520677048334652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732212076911689,0.0,0.0,0.13326643434912874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022026541234528,0.09070419627573692,0.18332502292349126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083191745310539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388536024782537,0.0735877472604906
anxiety,meworawr,2019/03/15,"I'm going to have to talk to my boss and I'm so anxious I feel like throwing up I think I'm gonna lose my mind.

It's all my fault too, I haven't been very productive for weeks and I was too afraid to ask for help so obviously my boss noticed. Because I didn't do much my report is obviously fairly empty. I haven't done jack shit How do I explain myself??? I don't understand anything I'm doing anyways and I feel incredibly dumb for it too. I ran out of meds so I feel like I'm gonna die. My fingers feel so tingly and I hate it. I just want to go into the bathroom and throw up. I feel like self harming again too, this is a disaster!!!

This is not the first time this happened and I already know he will be mean to me and I just can't handle criticism at work. I will end up crying either right in front of him or in the bathroom and I'm so embarassed. I wish I could just disappear and never come back. I hate this place.

Please help me, I don't know what to do. How do I calm down, am I overreacting?? I just want this agony to stop. I just fucked up so badly and now I'm gonna pay for it. I hate myself for being this way. I can't do anything right. ",-0.9263583669354852,1.058030804687501,1.7814264112903224,96.99915826612906,90.5625,4.709475806451613,17.633064516129032,6.207218560251982,-0.382650050403226,890,24,218,9,31,307,124,256,0.218,0.6729999999999999,0.109,-0.9863,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,3,21,15,6,1,4,0,26,3,2,4,4,46,60,19,1,4,8,0,6,3,0,5,0,0,0,1,11,13,0,1,11,0,1,8,9,11,0,1,5,6,38,4,25,47,3,31,0,1,0,1,8,13,3,1,12,142,49,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724435672953691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050164409303673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20469028842432124,0.0,0.11626828792176705,0.0,0.0,0.0956321347465122,0.10384297503343848,0.07581422815228986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713293778648332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929857902854508,0.0,0.13661357884644074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907545494449962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272727343182409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015407759351024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144236826730224,0.26654785634668915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578826382510943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497719726436532,0.0,0.0,0.1413636123468696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997915414097667,0.0,0.0,0.3683661127746084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672392642029768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13669997204979714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18228133025921245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391371722415296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547437268386708,0.13814599509130052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557730281030632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142557344212704,0.0,0.09592109064523124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415950057119926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993920314191265,0.13651988690545466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124210052834482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974405950203285,0.0,0.12766305879964573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397810787669963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996314406372668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969067555402687,0.0,0.0,0.07252060241038144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12947258359574668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261750425715843,0.14671219458601967,0.09871837551882276,0.09976136274854484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301828785537735,0.0,0.0,0.09054216112192026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway2747883,2019/03/15,"Shitty situation.. Now I’ve had anxiety for about five years and it developed into agoraphobia because honestly I’m scared about going to take a shit.. Just before it got that bad I used to have massive diarrhoea and it made me just more anxious and that’s how I became agoraphobic. Now for the past two years I’ve made incredible progress, I’ve been going to school and in a relationship with a guy that knows all my problems and I really love and my IBS has been okay because I take Imodium every other day. But recently it’s been bad, even tho I take Imodium I still have to go to the bathroom almost everyday and even tho it’s not diarrhoea and just normal bowel movements it make my anxiety go sky high and it’s been affecting my school so much that I’m failing and no one knows and I’m lost.. I need some advice.. ",2.4775609756097587,4.760330597560976,4.452621951219513,81.39588414634147,78.39024390243901,8.246341463414637,25.493902439024392,9.017664075816787,2.289470731707317,654,25,127,17,16,223,92,164,0.162,0.767,0.07200000000000001,-0.9217,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,14,10,1,1,5,1,8,3,2,6,1,32,28,16,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,12,13,0,0,2,0,0,5,2,7,0,3,9,0,12,3,12,19,4,18,0,2,0,1,3,4,1,2,9,82,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355566982123381,0.0,0.0,0.1389091893263516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21224259373551813,0.15671540938991466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316527247731833,0.16912624587651118,0.0,0.11804147781092225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946366294989827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18324801702825366,0.0,0.11687854836045153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153536960337222,0.0,0.11094797274256933,0.0,0.0,0.13735574408472165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656650689471953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247502775973262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15143051760023965,0.0,0.1252012501517632,0.26252260465325544,0.09259744203261254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197600364877678,0.10285997190783937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591726963080306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400103854967336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324250303249102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327374018647015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886831818023344,0.0,0.1369703960689227,0.14893459568785547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888406708098808,0.28078641110828495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14239526272381012,0.0,0.15592838010738122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078288625771762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129031128262772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355104025105251,0.0,0.0,0.11981053039029695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786637395334084
anxiety,Peacebandit,2019/03/15,"Seeking advice from sufferers of panic attacks Hello friends,

My partner suffers from panic attacks. Can anyone give me some advice on how to best support him during these moments? What is helpful for you?

Thank you. ",4.5470270270270285,8.011021000000001,4.517621621621622,75.85372972972975,82.24324324324324,4.0410810810810815,34.42702702702703,5.6839178017228535,2.5347124324324333,175,10,21,1,5,54,32,37,0.318,0.429,0.253,-0.6072,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,1,1,10,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,4,6,5,2,2,0,2,0,0,8,1,0,1,1,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4348976414487771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559462972981702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5063085456456142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23352622242636786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17192223622567418,0.0,0.0,0.21346622344995714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14915379364334302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5221702022917146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525186936292055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20487109091433645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tzilung,2019/03/15,"I think I'm going insane. Sleep deprivation I have anxiety about sleep..so I get panic attacks every time it turns nighttime. I'm sensitive to vibrations and can't sleep from those. Apparently it's a much more common issue than I thought with no good way of fixing it physically. CBT isn't working, zopiclone doesn't work, melatonin and ltheanine don't work. 

I can feel my sanity slipping away, and everyday my mind gets more comfortable with killing myself just to end it. It happens on avg 6/7 days of the week and I'm going insane. Pressing a knife to my throat feels weird but good in a way. 

Sleep deprivation is killing me and I'm deathly afraid it will cause me permanent damage.  I'm quite concerned about going insane. ",3.4307453416149087,6.0804355942029,4.3296480331262925,81.57782608695653,77.1159420289855,7.131262939958592,27.248447204968944,8.192908349453996,2.130505590062112,584,24,103,11,14,188,89,138,0.239,0.706,0.055,-0.9744,1,0,0,0,0,1,16.0,0,0,0,4,3,12,3,2,4,0,8,4,4,1,0,15,24,6,3,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,4,0,0,3,5,9,0,0,1,3,11,3,14,22,3,14,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,6,55,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720607895550892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594285332797916,0.13166536022347347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396152732144446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037816910405387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412170619681145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807329210601294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417171467989657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464338611505156,0.0,0.2389329538492524,0.2350841683575117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239246023050933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626888074685754,0.0,0.0,0.3100864492397144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14150060919149465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301841215115642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16442311746412702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14905525386725735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5609614941615179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979551945633198,0.0,0.11125484467104696,0.08171627507802272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15243117140591014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22247189518648774,0.11241118647066713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30606894724326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bad-Muchacho,2019/03/15,"Alleviating your anxiety has anyone tried to resolve their anxiety with religion? Philosophy? or any other form that doesn't require medication.

​",8.271521739130435,12.543168217391305,9.226413043478264,39.155271739130455,84.21739130434781,12.734782608695653,44.8804347826087,10.125756701596842,8.50335652173913,131,9,12,6,4,44,22,23,0.14800000000000002,0.7490000000000001,0.103,0.1431,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,10,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632921009460732,0.4074202465803968,0.2280121658724278,0.0,0.5129996677693343,0.0,0.0,0.2344461300361184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377745385846031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276433636649411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4074202465803968,0.0
anxiety,CaelanAegana,2019/03/15,"Out of RAM 8 AM: Finally pry self out of bed.

8:30 AM: 90 minutes late for work. Vending machine breakfast.

8:30-12:30 PM: Too much to do. People asking for things right and left. No promises.

1 PM: Break for lunch?

1 PM: No, too busy.

1:30 PM: Vending machine lunch.

3 PM: Brain out of RAM error.

4:30 PM: People going home. But I was late. Must stay. No restart.

5:30 PM: Community meeting on road improvements. Deep access memory.

5:45 PM: Ignore cookies. You've only eaten junk today.

6:45 PM: Co-worker goodbye party. Deep access memory. Hugs.

7:30 PM No one at the restaurant has asked if I want food or drink. So thirsty.

8 PM: Finally home. Hungry? Thirsty? Out of RAM error. Crash imminent.

8:30 PM: Bed? Early. But. Crashing.

9:30 PM: Want sleep, want to reset RAM. But no sleep.

10 PM: Hungry.

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anxiety,WhosAfraidOf_138,2019/03/15,"Major anxiety moving into a new city + neighborhood I wanted to get this off my chest but I feel my anxiety peeking right now.. It's around 10 PM where I am right now. For most people, this is a positive and relaxing time (it used to be for me), but now, when it's around this time, my anxiety goes up. This is mostly me reacting to having to sleep soon which has been a source of anxiety for me lately. 
 
Last year, I made the move to leave Santa Cruz to go to San Francisco after living there for two years for a job. I won't go into the specifics on why I moved. Living in Santa Cruz was nice (if not a little isolating). But I definitely got used to that chill, relaxed, and quiet vibe that's persistent through out all days of the week. It's easy to feel relaxed when homeless people aren't screaming at you all the time, you're surrounded by nature (and not concrete and blaring car horns), and it's nice + clean (and not grimey, poop on the ground, etc). 

In September, I moved into SoMa of San Francisco. And not even a good part of SoMa.. but near the Civic Center because the rent is cheap there. Likely due to the jarring change of quiet, clean, and relaxed Santa Cruz, to the dirty, loud, grimey, and industrial SoMa, I had my first panic attack ever in my life. My first night in my new apartment was terrible. I thought I could relax since my move was over and get ready for my new life, but that first night seemed to mark a very bad impression in my mind. 

Since then, over the past few months, my anxiety has been pretty bad. The past week has been especially bad. I started seeing a therapist and this has been my third session. She reminded me that this is temporary and that I have control over the situation, but when you're stuck in the situation, it's hard to see beyond it. 

I'm trying to stay positive, and seeing a way out of this, such as knowing I can break my lease and move out of SoMa and move to a more residential neighborhood so I can put my guard down and relax. 

My anxiety has been making my sleep poor. It makes me not feel relaxed at home, which is supposed to be where I am supposed to feel relaxed. Sure, I don't feel like my life is in danger in any way, but I just don't feel like I can wind down with all the sounds of the city. My body seems to think I am in danger when there's no danger. I also feel quite claustrophobic here in my mini studio apartment. It's not easy to walk around at night to ""get some fresh air"" when it's quite not safe to walk around this area at night. Nor is it pleasant to walk around in. 

Fortunately, I've learned to develop a support network of people I can call. Which has helped. 

But the fear of ""things won't get better"" and ""why am I feeling so anxious all the time"", is a scary thought. I feel stuck in my present situation, and in a way, I think my symptoms have been getting worse. I seem to think I am expecting a panic attack at any moment, although calling a friend has been helpful. I don't want to burden them. 

I'm writing because I wanted to vent my frustrations. I'm trying to be optimistic too. 

One bright thing is, going to a more nature-filled spot after work has helped me relaxed, reminding me I haven't forgotten the ability to relax. But in a way, it feels like I am escaping the things troubling me rather than facing it. I am facing it, but it is tough at times. 

Thank you for hearing me out. ",4.699221391250898,5.064680057268724,5.540109278420931,83.55054092818361,69.27900146842877,8.684369770856811,27.73148243007889,8.638961771785754,1.820866857903904,2633,81,548,40,43,863,277,681,0.168,0.6729999999999999,0.159,-0.4948,2,0,0,0,0,0,96.0,0,2,1,9,30,43,6,3,36,0,54,11,7,7,6,96,102,41,0,7,20,0,11,4,1,2,4,6,5,0,34,31,0,3,20,10,3,15,16,17,0,6,17,21,67,26,96,79,13,118,0,0,4,0,12,55,0,7,46,369,101,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04364187985414275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422280418313189,0.0,0.25048843605230203,0.06165177484323009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24290698535699776,0.0,0.12416896613963035,0.0,0.0,0.13669812386480115,0.06653419259440392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048265241526813066,0.0,0.06061812187210505,0.0,0.0,0.11144994102449066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05773082785606639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06120807967319929,0.04357197153128512,0.0,0.0,0.03519496663608057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060863141473750874,0.0360448456545376,0.04936425748113252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06140961634040382,0.275936672694026,0.11696054185351805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392588876344352,0.0,0.0,0.04216284025254668,0.0,0.1425602805598792,0.0,0.0930450065801059,0.04577310839572129,0.04364688489451062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04888654479521135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06150755609966565,0.0,0.10973707146626413,0.0,0.05474100739335836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05415512225635979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02999180526424752,0.04448414775155395,0.0615605397313601,0.057784757099661674,0.0,0.0,0.11563923087833865,0.10664613076293897,0.05469632175603629,0.09637763380680732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051638140041072415,0.07285558796646407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055103010703237934,0.0,0.04355951965659266,0.4060160411816893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812036471927834,0.0,0.204851651188243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03697996825108132,0.0,0.0,0.1280589370357302,0.0,0.059097066853911986,0.10419190027301407,0.11350180618263865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05552019683578533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054860776593928434,0.0,0.11608986415183607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320981312528842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046246200618666,0.1490431897990799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028643318215447,0.18402647358304744,0.1092245022601092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038626936525963364,0.0581673855232337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06192861129548291,0.0514342551766675,0.05672207557699625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050243338315164254,0.0,0.06336327260319556,0.10876730849497186,0.10490421556437696,0.0,0.0866494770831597,0.15910930723129632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410275122927368,0.0,0.053309734231099935,0.0,0.0,0.09426682254445773,0.0,0.04502830773458602,0.09656542361935663,0.17326951864978296,0.08755007977208297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848699837281899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03972967695389934,0.0,0.05561438551256629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702862385086687
anxiety,Neryjean,2019/03/15,"Extremely anxious about starting another job I literally have 2 hours to sleep till i have to get ready for work. I can't stop thinking about a job im starting tomorrow. I have this huge gut feeling im not going to like it. I'm usually optimistic when starting a new chapter in my life and I'm usually anxious but also excited to start a job. Oddly enough I can't help but feel like this opportunity might not be what im looking for. Even though I need the income, I feel so strongly about this off feeling. Of course the anxiety, makes me doubt my self and my feelings. I will give it a shot tomorrow. I hope it goes better than I think it will. 

Any advice or words of wisdom to help calm the anxious feelings when starting a new job? ",3.1757829977628624,4.7832625906040285,4.774647651006713,82.9461772930649,74.1006711409396,7.919686800894855,29.866331096196863,8.59863814320734,2.347039821029083,582,26,116,11,12,196,86,149,0.133,0.644,0.223,0.9379,5,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,4,9,10,0,1,8,0,9,3,2,1,0,22,31,11,0,2,5,0,6,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,8,2,0,1,8,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,7,14,9,16,27,1,20,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,4,18,69,22,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296557553299167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426372163831476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165467816470415,0.11048880723460676,0.08060715960476045,0.35711165590898736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319050623882193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088745640869034,0.0,0.06959537148447695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.319667040770037,0.07527578688444728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05505106488504025,0.10107975054156666,0.059883752032868776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14125352489155538,0.0,0.0,0.1046554037262044,0.10376744988088167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.341450494751155,0.0,0.4182507410175759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442539134250242,0.10295615022136312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848360108020323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033476794216421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117800837286124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812993637694003,0.0,0.2035324851966981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992306942316983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544530947439992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729043567832997,0.0,0.0,0.08809338026332691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13503267424998908,0.10352471687109092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320986035341696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767100420699626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ImJustSoTiredx,2019/03/15,"My anxiety from school makes me depressed I can never stay or sit still at school, always have things on my mind that don’t let me concentrate and result in me failing all the time, I’m tired of this, I just wanna die ",7.8226666666666675,5.358302933333333,7.607222222222222,80.5975,64.1111111111111,10.777777777777779,31.38888888888889,8.841846274778883,2.2112222222222218,172,4,37,2,2,55,39,45,0.295,0.705,0.0,-0.9337,0,0,0,0,0,1,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,2,2,9,6,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,7,0,6,5,1,8,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,27,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22100304047435898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20318563003546508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287635445386697,0.0,0.2756540648382423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715971455594157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17729211905989153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681833969593061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20484947003630324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5376089958411261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830975448124783,0.2121109636407042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17645488512051052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548752924987583,0.3052716699051324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,usagiSuteishi,2019/03/15,"I finally was able to get my shot (I still cried though) I have a really bad needle phobia the thought of getting shots or doing blood work terrify me, but on Tuesday I finally went to my doctor and told him that I wanted to get one of my vaccines. The nurse know about my phobia and the doctor does too, my boyfriend was there to keep me company and I was able to do it I did panic and I did cry when I got it but I did it and I'm proud of myself.",0.0991836734693905,1.93955973469388,2.680979591836735,93.29616326530613,84.3061224489796,5.960816326530613,18.983673469387764,7.1686216300943375,0.2391722448979601,346,9,81,5,10,120,59,98,0.199,0.7609999999999999,0.04,-0.9385,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,1,4,0,9,3,1,0,0,12,20,10,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,10,0,19,1,10,10,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,5,60,23,3,0.3615614917340641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15094437158217222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3971583210501693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37007350746202416,0.15820244896818791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960729412085723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833514347962027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14458687710529164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16068623330014473,0.0,0.0,0.09935237010357588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250171204197755,0.0,0.0,0.2121072538872995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581277495798074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443717371734212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776161649403779,0.14351971881315478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17274374986461474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662916777999222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16758556258352875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13161053607949105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PMFSCV,2019/03/15,"A little valium fixed me Long story short, fine woodworker (on a good day) with poor eyesight and some less than ideal equipment.

I was just broken, couldn't do shit, panic, frustration, constant mistakes, downward spiral. Got a script for valium from GP and its slowed me right down. Fixed a Brazilian Rosewood stool that I had been afraid to touch for months. Got my tools out and just plodded along. It came out perfect, huge confidence boost.

It taught me to slow down, breathe and prioritize. 

On my last script now and doubt I will need another. Its not a party drug, nor is it a crutch but it showed me what is possible. ",4.3468965517241385,6.587246793103452,4.090896551724139,86.39375862068968,72.44827586206897,7.398620689655173,25.393103448275863,8.238735603445708,1.5945199999999995,492,16,92,8,10,149,86,116,0.094,0.7609999999999999,0.14400000000000002,0.6053,2,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,3,10,2,3,6,0,8,3,2,0,1,21,13,7,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,10,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,6,0,0,7,1,9,4,14,4,2,20,0,0,0,0,0,11,1,2,8,58,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568404336600815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28014554763435084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646925947337838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15796572107474433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840520692881016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054436405161988,0.3918010047470557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996583928784265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454937376605137,0.0,0.21676375919097332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955083805980684,0.0,0.0,0.1816195435821719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873837406650141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27613249549989544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20917700382877905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514268878795098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,notgivinmyname,2019/03/15,I cant sit still when I'm anxious When I get anxious my legs and sometimes harms have a ton of restless energy. I gotta bunch my legs. Itsbeen to the point of keeping me up and where if I'm standing still I gotta move,1.228061224489796,2.423384816326532,3.15484693877551,94.26247448979592,78.38775510204081,5.716326530612244,26.535714285714285,5.985473137389443,0.6848326530612248,172,7,41,1,4,58,34,49,0.205,0.7490000000000001,0.046,-0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,2,0,2,2,2,0,0,4,8,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,0,4,6,2,10,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,4,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6599717351563761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526083490130288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596287623250753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104523197094561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761255767614107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28889087634540184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4665372343011123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yikeszone,2019/03/15,"This huy posts videos and deletes them couple hrs later. Ive been this only sub for the past couple months. Everyone of his videos gets titled ""attempt 1"" and then deletes it a few hours later. He just posted a new one. Its like he wants to get somthing off his chest but cant. As if he is holding some kind of burden that he cant tell anyone. I really want to help this guy out but idk how. Here is the link to his new upload about 10min ago. https://youtu.be/bdRG507NDdA",1.126241134751773,3.691293999999999,1.7756382978723408,96.28416666666668,87.72340425531915,4.409929078014184,15.28014184397163,5.985473137389443,-0.7300539007092199,372,7,79,3,12,114,71,94,0.061,0.86,0.079,0.1768,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,4,3,0,0,4,0,6,1,1,1,0,13,10,8,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,6,2,10,9,2,13,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,2,10,43,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17926576008014622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414047596836476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4475299606221513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19324058149064569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21131491421692672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002406863323797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13555131293840245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991569991959087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21059267839841747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879995099806173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16141901733451547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3906323132850577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703709736036282,0.15380594324316074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19305256679684607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3873631824078166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955448746750753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17675898566856196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23856240705459075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RoutineWrangler400,2019/03/15,"Terrified of cutting my hair I'm a 30 year old male with very long hair (waist).

I've always been afraid of change (always dress the same, never do anything with my hair (never attached them), never wear a hat, don't wear glasses even though I should).

I've been wanting to cut my hair for a few years now, but never had the guts to do it. What if it looks worse? My hair has been thinning and receding for the past few years, and it's getting to the point where I need to do something about it. I already take finasteride.

I decided to quit my job, travel for a few months and experiment with my style (and cut my hair). It's been 8 months, and I'm still wearing the same clothes, and I still haven't found the courage to cut my hair.

Will living 1 month in a cabin away from civilization help me overcome this? What about meditation? Is there a drug I can find that will give me the courage to do it? Should I consult a barber or hair loss expert to give me an assessment?

I can't grow a beard, I'm skinny (no muscles), and I can't make the bald look work. I have a raised mole on my head, and I've been thinking about getting it removed surgically (but what if it leaves an even worse scar?).

I'm terrified that my new haircut will reveal how bad my hair loss is, or look awful on me. I can't go back home without a change.

Help me.",2.7527329192546617,3.933519739130439,3.7299171842650134,91.72978260869567,74.43478260869566,6.706418219461697,24.37474120082816,7.07126945348624,0.707956728778468,1032,31,234,10,21,332,137,276,0.18,0.807,0.013,-0.9929,1,0,2,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,1,4,13,10,4,1,20,1,25,18,17,2,4,35,43,16,0,6,7,0,10,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,14,11,2,0,5,1,0,4,11,8,0,0,7,13,28,2,25,31,5,29,0,2,3,0,7,7,0,4,18,146,42,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912240216498172,0.0,0.1947218148598208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628848271436133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993385917986308,0.08997274100653314,0.09769767372438792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475601313723554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356933562598633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15456675500619793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445730838467975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069441567687551,0.0,0.0,0.12829438970652818,0.0,0.0,0.12226480407269966,0.22449149569566887,0.0664989426156082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008504787613727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685740667786172,0.0,0.11736962282562223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161134326160682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238956948147132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332113955673526,0.1035493319018748,0.2947744109666932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810445301925803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801865348853549,0.0,0.0,0.08676073190670376,0.3609783873825879,0.11300807476190265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278132052128522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169838315774427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061137795060214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445353326683455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007928733396904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18688716545768685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797624764736002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497467803331266,0.11496080276882352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654472482224767,0.06901497243043331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11279255385486815,0.0,0.08518398584730362,0.0,0.23848444747769176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260499860090737
anxiety,Throwawayturle,2019/03/15,Going insane while waiting for blood test results. My doctor told me they'd call the next morning but it's now been a entire day. A entire day of checking my phone every four minutes and increasingly terrible thoughts about why they haven't called yet. If they don't call on Friday then I'll probably have to wait until Monday and I don't think I can live like this for another three days.,3.33818181818182,5.563379181818185,4.024675324675325,85.79987012987014,75.36363636363637,6.477922077922077,23.98701298701299,7.447530270364453,1.1482259740259746,315,10,59,4,7,100,62,77,0.08199999999999999,0.8740000000000001,0.044,-0.4118,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,7,2,1,1,0,9,13,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,1,2,3,1,0,2,3,0,8,1,7,9,1,13,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,1,11,36,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216170240388229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6474304520133912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4089063295742198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21632384663562787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17806998074290795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011405721507715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032540588935144,0.0,0.1866243398783277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22477121706453268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278691146369929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13542339791823385,0.0,0.16778686945004434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20195227001927898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907088847477708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bds32,2019/03/16,"Can I get some advice on physical anxiety problems? So Basically I really struggled with anxiety for a while. I eventually got over most of the mental stuff but the physical problems are still here. My gut always feels shitty, I feel cold and shake a lot. I also notice my face is really tense. This stuff happens constantly even though I am not feeling anxious mentally. Does anyone have advice or something I can do to help this?",4.076487341772154,6.880846063291142,5.587832278481017,72.58909018987346,75.70886075949366,9.013291139240506,28.8623417721519,9.516144504307137,3.452935443037976,345,15,54,10,8,116,62,79,0.258,0.677,0.065,-0.9303,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,4,0,7,2,2,0,0,13,13,7,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,4,9,0,6,12,3,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,3,44,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257835636377021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330540512498565,0.1387030462040415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550414308356645,0.18831715887625847,0.0,0.11655655980888766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18013736452315415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14587534207509947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010004080265567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25285700385905324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709091367411542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13332069316794198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740725617223766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173170372075693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171756857823073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359773797492237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18978261328453416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.319007945588603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135773279598109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283294484709399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312231690158013,0.0,0.0,0.17426511954909105,0.3816502807867557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16377634472621208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gracilis67,2019/03/16,"Unable to get out of house because of my crippling anxiety. I want to go see my doctor about my anxiety and depression (that I’ve been battling with for the past 12 years now).

But I’m too fucking anxious and depressed to get out of the house. ",5.192176870748297,5.427146040816325,5.951428571428572,81.48523809523812,68.18367346938776,8.982312925170069,34.70068027210884,8.841846274778883,2.886953741496598,192,9,38,3,3,63,35,49,0.272,0.705,0.023,-0.9145,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,8,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,4,0,11,7,0,6,0,2,1,1,0,2,1,0,3,24,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615509693626362,0.26696153294089736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14405157104684232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4070646200144766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24187193557790695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21846355630271327,0.24692305213613086,0.0,0.13429966210642155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5453369523333431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255833630713658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18830741389564196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938097529261625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15217503490075235
anxiety,uglyporcupine99,2019/03/16,"I don’t have.... chronic anxiety. But I get unreasonably anxious when my bf goes out with friends without me. I don’t know if this is okay to post here. I’m really in need of support. 

I trust him fully. He has never given me reason not to, he is the love of my life. 

Past ex’s have definitely done me wrong on such occasions.... but I’m in therapy currently. 

My anxiety shoots up to really unmanageable places when even the mention of him going out with friends happens. I want to cry and throw a fit. It becomes hard to breathe. 

I’ve talked to him a little about this but I don’t want to make him feel like I don’t trust him or it’s not okay to go out. Please just tell me anything to talk myself down. ",0.6259948979591812,2.7782593673469407,2.8434651360544234,91.04029974489798,84.57823129251702,6.39608843537415,22.11267006802721,7.6454224807358475,0.9399935374149662,545,19,122,10,16,185,90,147,0.081,0.6940000000000001,0.225,0.9664,1,0,0,1,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,0,4,2,10,4,1,2,1,23,25,8,0,4,9,1,2,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,3,0,0,3,8,1,0,0,2,2,20,9,24,23,0,20,0,0,0,1,16,11,0,2,6,77,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577351112930273,0.19030611513716475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862404902018113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18604522853609348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850398237904988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17238787337570602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126288845173454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517587099123357,0.12034423124113805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602957125569961,0.0,0.0880107449792064,0.0,0.1914736305126423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14896413280958873,0.0,0.1509025238302162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257842065865617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898469450320474,0.08229856679516827,0.16883608837137404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520371456735113,0.0,0.1124449697286714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490719153338432,0.12992282217228854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080928586513785,0.0,0.0,0.17599954159669365,0.1849129202982029,0.0,0.0,0.16133325178473046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21583307547728706,0.17319971782245175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191160651278104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27079537362662603,0.14723702837641814,0.0,0.19264288638875005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19871815717989103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16238453524158195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18417901470822864,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sexycuddler,2019/03/16,"Anxiety, Insecurity, Relationships, and Dreams I (24F) am having really bad anxiety lately. I wake up in a panic and have to tell myself that it’s just a dream. The dreams make me anxious though. I have reoccurring dreams that my boyfriend, whom I’ve been with for several years, always talks to me about dating another girl. Then I watch him forget about me and go be with another girl. It happens slowly in the dream and he tells me about it. Then I just don’t have him anymore. It’s different girls in each dream. I have a feeling it roots from insecurity, just in general. I’m going through a lot of transitions right now. I wanted to see if anyone could give me advice or just support. I also hope I did this all right because I’ve never posted in this sub before. ",3.848399999999998,5.5868116400000005,5.333000000000002,79.09150000000002,72.6,8.466666666666667,25.833333333333336,9.075114841892004,2.114333333333333,606,20,115,13,12,204,94,150,0.13,0.733,0.136,-0.0184,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,3,6,0,11,1,1,2,2,24,22,10,0,4,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,10,7,0,0,1,6,0,2,2,4,0,0,2,3,18,2,18,18,3,18,0,0,2,0,12,8,0,4,7,82,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15858086690304551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12977749074591724,0.13503228378698096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34033531583054794,0.2482917845609338,0.1833333638680819,0.1609409237392472,0.11347190196670195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549935340502567,0.09892608421733323,0.0,0.13809070395363826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956960495472214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16955097831147378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205505607616216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556764421919751,0.18445810187768152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435061376981482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16118343012293465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830620587839292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137967027124304,0.0,0.0,0.10832502431960002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12516249420000192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19040389153297305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15542205636509598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396251253598623,0.0,0.0,0.174230986793724,0.0,0.27717723665259386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931837501259136,0.0,0.0,0.1833333638680819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841565900957432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13043676166449186,0.28368462756683577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944201994043808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571859577711736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450479789263947
anxiety,WeatherBen,2019/03/16,"Anxiety Traveling Hello, I'm visiting London from New York and I've been feeling overwhelmingly insecure here talking to people with an American accent.  I feel like my voice and the way I say things makes me stick out like a sore thumb.  Is this all in my head?  I'm afraid people are judging me based on my accent.",5.575491803278692,6.4531874918032806,6.4132377049180365,76.24477459016396,67.52459016393442,10.034426229508195,30.004098360655732,10.125756701596842,3.025783606557377,251,9,46,6,4,83,49,61,0.135,0.762,0.103,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,3,0,3,2,1,1,1,8,8,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,4,7,2,6,7,1,7,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446573863117774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32341586474575323,0.2284757006947507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282221704537651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124906365810443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21347880977261274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088790505826475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4434385184394241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543295026850127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570549584976313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21247068992031454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25385403950247204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AwkwardCell,2019/03/16,DAE feel the need to chew something when anxious? I've developed this habit of chewing ice and feel a terrible urge when I'm feeling anxious. I developed it around the same time as my skin picking habit more than a decade ago.,5.385606060606062,6.503083318181819,5.148181818181818,84.2756060606061,68.0909090909091,8.593939393939394,35.12121212121212,8.841846274778883,2.94840303030303,182,9,35,3,3,56,35,44,0.163,0.8029999999999999,0.034,-0.6808,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,1,0,8,5,4,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,5,5,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739957649108631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6983830650128369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751617863038319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4688660619638082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291914455884837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379579059320676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802368965675669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheAnxietyReliefApp,2019/03/16,"Hello Reddit. This is my first time posting and I want to share with you the app I've created to help relieve anxiety. I have tried to promote this app through Instagram and Twitter but I only have about 30 followers and so I am not able to reach a wider audience. So I am turning to this incredible online community to promote my app, The Anxiety Relief App or **T.A.R.A** for short. It is available for free on Google Play and the App store, and I have provided the links below. I welcome all feedback and suggestions!

[https://itunes.apple.com/us/app/t-a-r-a/id1454410610?mt=8](https://itunes.apple.com/us/app/t-a-r-a/id1454410610?mt=8)

[https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.j5a4c3dfd2c9.www](https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.j5a4c3dfd2c9.www)

The Anxiety Relief App or T.A.R.A for short, is your personal guide to relieving and preventing anxiety. Utilize its many features to help cope with life's daily struggles. Whether it's going to the dentist, the first day of school, or speaking in front of a crowd, the Anxiety Relief App will help you manage your anxiety levels",10.098526315789474,14.788842300000004,6.27921052631579,65.04263157894741,66.625,8.118421052631579,31.546052631578945,8.841846274778883,3.4798125000000013,928,37,115,19,19,252,93,160,0.091,0.652,0.258,0.9878,1,0,0,0,0,0,84.0,0,4,0,4,3,10,0,1,10,0,9,2,0,0,1,19,13,14,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,6,9,0,1,1,1,2,3,1,1,0,2,0,1,13,10,21,12,1,14,0,0,0,0,14,6,0,3,4,77,19,5,0.1511580906778511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6938131537840069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748446349037576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571499894228675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590662637178942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30395424571668545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676742972159213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15325057874686848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149625394049423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319854143405446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14476766691381632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15298005771129886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15802325631661565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814149825541989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262642129259596,0.16441659651908275,0.0,0.0,0.3636491429612823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891569582528821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RelativeFunction,2019/03/16,"Alcohol and lorazepam Hi

This morning I took 1 lorazepam for anxiety. I use it solely for medical purposes so obviously I have never mixed it with alcohol. 

I took it around 1pm and realized that I might be going out tonight. I rarely ever drink but want to tonight, because it is the last time I will see a couple of my friends/my boyfriend for the next few months.

 If I do go out and have 1-3 drinks sometime after 9pm, it that safe? I am really anxious (as i always am) and want to know if this is dangerous and if I should skip out on drinking tonight. 

I dont want to feel crazy or super out of control, just slightly buzzed. I have a low tolerance to begin with and haven't had a drink in like 2 months.

TLDR; took 1 lorazepam at 1pm, am i safe to drink at 9pm ?

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Thanks",2.9222357723577232,3.9044505731707346,4.5619512195121965,86.69747967479677,73.75609756097559,7.90569105691057,28.910569105691057,8.344100000000001,1.9151886178861788,610,25,133,10,12,206,94,164,0.084,0.746,0.16899999999999998,0.9308,0,0,7,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,4,7,1,0,5,0,16,8,0,2,3,34,30,13,0,7,6,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,9,13,7,3,3,5,0,5,3,2,0,0,4,2,15,5,23,22,1,27,0,1,1,0,1,10,0,5,13,84,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583549710411453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057680402712726,0.13096686731472598,0.14687507170200834,0.0,0.0,0.09246823595432087,0.13655315078935132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760343650636424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368363406482728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557040578952306,0.0,0.13374471945737862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416633615956205,0.5920522373450385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093374020872273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061117497704669586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373908952990407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06642915823766217,0.09852839680771587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05905290323029368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176778152319105,0.0,0.12822815253498465,0.0,0.0,0.19296085704275792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322543689299398,0.0,0.1285508102297072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743494337987179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632088339160537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954742089042444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128448727643407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704825685151552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4028861963747508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439627785314166,0.0,0.0,0.21388375089058068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687507170200834,0.0
anxiety,kekeoki,2019/03/16,"Anxiety / panic due to success I just reached a point in my life where I have everything I aimed for, and most people would say my life is objectively great. But I'm just rewarded with more panic and anxiety. Can anyone relate? Is this normal? I hope this doesn't come off as a humblebrag, I'm just sitting here panicing and want someone to talk to about it",3.4451904761904757,5.434541042857148,4.637142857142859,82.59619047619049,74.28571428571428,8.095238095238095,27.380952380952376,8.841846274778883,2.2498095238095246,283,11,54,6,6,93,51,70,0.131,0.652,0.217,0.7715,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,6,7,0,3,2,0,6,2,0,0,0,14,11,5,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,6,4,9,10,2,7,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,1,37,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991967304913384,0.0,0.0,0.13673598637629936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16845255737195514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17575143212726216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21559910579434874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942293635991247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762513139577245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19160151586500626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6883218700155456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355726030706517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848618504721416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551248384112407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16569236983996194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15717899283258968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534288560686252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891603491980034,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WaffloThief,2019/03/16,I messed up I think I messed up one of my friendships because I keep letting my depression and anxiety get the better of me and now I’m incredibly anxious over the fact that I may have lost a friend because of it. I’m incredibly upset with myself at the moment. Losing friends is already probably my biggest fear so it’s making me feel worse. I don’t know what to do. I feel like I’m going to throw up.,1.1234523809523829,3.35856444047619,3.5023809523809533,86.57595238095242,83.16666666666667,6.114285714285715,24.809523809523807,7.3871296695380915,1.3142238095238103,319,13,65,5,9,110,56,84,0.274,0.578,0.14800000000000002,-0.883,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,2,11,0,2,4,0,6,0,0,1,1,11,18,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,7,0,1,1,2,13,4,11,15,0,10,0,3,0,0,2,6,0,1,3,43,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454797229000709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17017406838670346,0.2513058130829524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712075915133281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19673944174979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19159634008523768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25031872326108673,0.22495537254882889,0.158918723447741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437294993857386,0.0,0.11622123551360596,0.0,0.1264237787767424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19772427739004292,0.0,0.0,0.12225300937276964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22747076756360274,0.0,0.10867810647658184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488652743242405,0.24283106236488314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14848747516276334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15073825551252948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23983932611097625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14253733573376035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22669612360525496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,daneelr_olivaw,2019/03/16,"How do you guys deal with a panic attack when you're falling asleep? I have them occasionally, I'm actually going through one right, it's so annoying ",3.0554022988505736,5.67161431034483,5.269655172413792,74.49919540229888,78.3103448275862,8.004597701149425,26.90804597701149,8.841846274778883,2.498508045977012,121,5,22,3,3,42,27,29,0.365,0.635,0.0,-0.8883,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,1,0,3,3,2,1,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,2,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.3642398546412389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4246277370026473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3848061530447605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21212756462339447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36957790374666144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529250378911651,0.0,0.0,0.4379304936412069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31875494533249965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mangolime12,2019/03/16,"My friend has anxiety but doesn’t want to help herself Hi guys, I need some advice on how to deal with this

One of my friends has been struggling with anxiety for over a year now. My first reaction was, of course, to help her and try and provide advice especially since I have dealt with anxiety myself and fought it until the point where it is currently under control (thankfully :)). However, she seems to ignore all the advice I give her. 

- I have advised her to get therapy and she has ignored it and always tries  to change the subject (cost is not a problem because we live in the UK and the NHS provides free counselling services). One time she called a therapist and then cancelled a day later. When I asked her why, her response was that it’s a long process and that she wants something that will give immediate results. Keep in mind, I had therapy sessions when my anxiety was at its peak and it has helped me so much. I even sent her all the worksheets my therapist used to send me and told her all the points he had told me - telling her that it will make her feel better - she still doesn’t seem to think much of it. 

- I have told her to try meditating (since it’s proven to calm you down and has helped me so much) but, again, she has ignored me. Sometimes she says she will try it but it’s clear that she never does... 

- I have spent months (trust me, I talk to her almost everyday) trying to calm her down whenever she has a panic attack or becomes worried, trying to understand the root cause of her worries but I, of course, am not a therapist. We talk about her worries, and try to see logic through them. This only calms her down for a day and then the next day she texts me about her worries once again. 

I’m so so so tired. Especially since I feel like I’m wasting my time on someone who is just ignoring everything I say. My anxiety flares up and has become worst those past weeks (even though I still try to keep it under control through meditation and self-talk), especially when I have any talks with her. I need some advice on what I should do because I’m honestly reaching my breaking point. I care about her and have tried so many times to help her...but I don’t know what I can do anymore. I don’t want to leave her like this but I don’t think I can handle it anymore. It has come to the point where I have muted her since she texts me all the time throughout the day and I’m just tired of having to be in a bad mood everyday because of talking to her and having to deal with her worries for her. I need help, please.

Do you have any advice for me? What should I do or say to her? 

Thank you for reading this long post. ",5.184702830188678,5.299836854716986,5.430129716981133,85.63085495283022,68.18867924528301,8.662735849056604,29.77004716981132,8.376592526197632,1.88447641509434,2063,70,439,27,32,654,216,530,0.14400000000000002,0.736,0.12,-0.9492,2,0,1,0,0,0,62.0,2,3,1,4,25,26,2,2,21,0,46,2,0,8,6,79,83,39,0,9,11,0,2,2,2,5,2,3,0,1,28,26,0,8,9,1,3,3,8,11,0,3,12,6,87,15,59,65,10,57,0,0,1,0,76,20,0,7,34,306,115,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761980688516776,0.0,0.0,0.05660576031085175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04703676646867866,0.0,0.0,0.07688349676417228,0.0,0.2162231571397396,0.0,0.11212341867991517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05284710776194715,0.06431004872068999,0.0,0.0,0.047199464187568194,0.1033789029666143,0.1248639705565698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0499954236651174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05772256434142488,0.0,0.05763521777637085,0.058070990465045935,0.05980032640256384,0.04869484198361814,0.0,0.0,0.12680445712842234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14582645499643931,0.11655810628393105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04946902455647105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467391739628007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0508047390277046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057165655530457576,0.04038442335926734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0480836509958466,0.0,0.0,0.08734853466669988,0.0,0.029534138435626214,0.1084557892482995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05597272840396222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22734171449975135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049138016327568,0.0,0.0,0.03106693270839125,0.0,0.0,0.05985618886789487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055234557220402866,0.0,0.049916259419690835,0.10005300630876966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037733634718590314,0.057311667481800374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05707830890686489,0.0,0.04512101402560114,0.0,0.12466624954032793,0.12574690580873374,0.04359875168526516,0.0,0.060119373434289004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060201680912315016,0.07661120596727193,0.04299295236021456,0.0,0.0663247567884767,0.0,0.0,0.053963453116971864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06205201180734606,0.21375320714576101,0.0,0.05413928257970909,0.0,0.0,0.0540907451168396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0565444298147446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348627045845771,0.0,0.0,0.04504639953488465,0.10292399779063836,0.05897221346021698,0.0,0.0,0.18704592934219502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04789695029344461,0.04351888775320964,0.05590875722039328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028847603905918,0.0,0.0,0.059096522795965285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271798759999546,0.0494089531902809,0.104088860055574,0.12929197853257982,0.19690403850016291,0.0,0.07244317077171976,0.055539585400657086,0.0,0.13185036639127304,0.12994384345130508,0.0,0.162048025041911,0.0,0.3454161310225879,0.0,0.0,0.058848820257042515,0.0,0.048823020268700126,0.0,0.0,0.10002704042347403,0.0,0.0453442600892039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05100874929238064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870403888383201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03640290777490706
anxiety,mynameabobby,2019/03/16,"Sleepless Sorry on mobile!

Once a year and only just a night or two I would have anxiety that I couldn’t fall asleep. 

I would lay in bed and start to fall asleep, as soon as I would doze off I would jump up out of bed gasping for air like I wasn’t breathing.

Now just recently I’d say the past few month EVERY TIME and I lay down; it starts with me being able to feel my heartbeat more than usual, I lay there for a couple minutes more I feel myself to start breathing deeper and deeper which is weird I almost feel like I’m not getting enough oxygen, after 25 to 30 seconds I doze off... and then.. 

I JUMP UP! I feel gassed like I was holding my breath... I know I have anxiety but this is all new to me, the not being able to sleep. What’s weird is I don’t get like that, the feeling of not being able to breathe when I’m siting up in a chair or standing or talking. It’s only when I lay down. This happens to me every fucking night and it’s driving me crazy.  Sometimes but very rarely I don’t get the breathlessness feeling and I just fall right to sleep, but most of the time I have to fight this feeling until I either get to sleep or I get back up out of bed and wander the house. If anyone else has this problem and has any advice how to deal with it please let me know.",1.970124119423012,3.3205688118081187,3.1912126803086203,94.12318936598459,76.74907749077491,5.517678631331768,21.17427037906743,5.565023196281405,-0.09610110701107022,992,24,225,4,22,321,130,271,0.073,0.861,0.066,-0.4256,0,0,0,0,1,0,25.0,0,0,0,0,10,9,2,0,10,0,21,10,9,1,1,48,42,24,0,7,15,0,7,4,0,4,0,1,3,0,12,13,0,1,9,0,0,6,7,5,0,2,2,8,31,4,38,31,7,44,0,0,0,1,4,16,1,7,25,152,43,0,0.30829597886694804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042108748840296,0.0,0.0,0.1029046298577892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988394584970319,0.0,0.15723038666000874,0.0,0.0,0.07185590555410706,0.10529522102747084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902019259120137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370787891101433,0.0,0.0,0.10594653899360633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584724355579194,0.0,0.0,0.10618405295981152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17316843926129435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637286570699337,0.07341556963433232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500488821575802,0.26845320751783835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087503864964544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185773890006659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295427156592652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050845086943598,0.0,0.2008237901906528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202630300546412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925139250117997,0.0,0.19287659441617974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094417186003396,0.0,0.1563153228514553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810113208188072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280546841700093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833253849808846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146836200903103,0.0,0.0,0.08776102715058794,0.0,0.08172311216317303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085186265358442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163753540239304,0.115037369259333,0.21821348063272072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259887658971013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984657635193666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038679139840218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318148833137393,0.08479215664402832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29200615725776186,0.0,0.0,0.06617750083653423
anxiety,JJDiggle,2019/03/16,"Reaching the end of my patience My inability to deal with my anxiety has led to me suspending my degree for a year, the deterioration of my relationship with my girlfriend, and closing myself off to most of my friends. If I wasn’t afraid to die I’d have ended it all already, but the idea is becoming more and more prominent in my mind every day. Things that people say to me to make me feel better have stopped working and I just alternate between feeling nothing at all or hatred for myself. I don’t know what to do anymore, so I thought I may as well scream into the void of Reddit and see what people say.",9.509999999999998,6.495985123966946,9.743867768595043,68.30671074380167,61.39669421487604,12.324628099173555,41.55537190082645,10.355215969177356,4.215289586776859,484,21,92,8,5,163,81,121,0.13,0.752,0.117,-0.4085,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,1,5,0,8,0,0,2,2,25,14,9,1,1,4,0,2,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,5,8,0,1,5,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,2,6,18,3,21,11,5,11,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,4,5,72,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142165536871201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148501481206069,0.0,0.1925151539283883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21439059560278806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17168361071975022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519152002765147,0.20012948264546626,0.0,0.0,0.20146620074366356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438658964050069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16355470640705458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963060902607789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14997684511194045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21913816526375085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668342800914228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295767928172931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19600614313315734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18626364202657145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26915711724379376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084125308988093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087444726888197,0.0,0.0,0.1546887285899613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162293244392908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896488694534552,0.0,0.0,0.15410981714813127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745374426734361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413218742184355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250070944364191
anxiety,Matt-Vincent,2019/03/16,"Bad Zoloft Experience 22 year old guy here with anxiety and depression, and this is my first post on this subreddit so, hello everyone. I've been suffering from anxiety and depression for a few years now (since I was 14-15) however I have only tried medication for it once, back in December 2018. I was ignorant to the world of SSRIs or medication in general, so when I talked to my doctor about my symptoms and she prescribed me Zoloft, I took it without a second thought. She had told me of the side effects, but I thought there was no way the medication could truly effect me that badly.

So I took one pill (50 mg strength) in the morning before work around 9 AM without a second thought. During the day at work, I noticed my mind was quiet. I wasn't sad, I wasn't anxious, just sort of... blank. So the day went on pretty normally until about 3 in the afternoon. I felt like I was spacing out, I could feel adrenaline kicking in, and it was the familiar feeling of a panic attack.

I took a few steps around to the back of house, trying to distract myself from the anxiety when all of a sudden, it vanished as soon as it had come on. I knew anxiety was a side effect of the medication so I chalked it up to that being the worst of the side effects I would experience. Fast forward to 9 that night, and things got worse. I was laying in bed on my phone, when all of a sudden, the adrenaline kicked in again. This time, it was much worse and I had a full-blown attack. I suffered shaking in my lower jaw; I would feel that I had to yawn constantly, and after each yawn, my teeth were chattering as if I were in below freezing weather. 

My arms were also shaking, and throughout the episode, I felt very zoned out, as if my life were a movie and I was merely watching it happen, instead of being present in the moment. I sat with my parents until I calmed down, and went to bed later that night. I knew I could never take Zoloft again after that. For the rest of that week, I still felt as if my mind was blank. For three or four days, my libido was completely gone, no desires, no thoughts, no nothing. I got very paranoid, thinking that this one Zoloft dose could have messed me up permanently.

Eventually I evened back out and achieved a mental equilibrium again. However, my Zoloft experience was so bad, it completely turned me off from medication altogether. It seems I am at a point where medication might be necessary again though, but I am extremely hesitant to take anything else because of this. ",5.483117611701061,6.172657968944101,6.170923662592669,78.57095572029654,67.65424430641822,9.462071729112402,31.72971348427169,9.536714749202195,2.841450330595072,1961,78,376,39,31,642,225,483,0.177,0.779,0.044,-0.9961,4,0,0,0,0,0,67.0,0,0,0,9,31,20,2,4,29,0,40,21,3,4,3,66,69,37,0,11,10,1,7,1,0,3,18,1,2,1,24,21,0,1,18,0,0,11,9,17,0,7,43,9,55,3,69,16,8,83,0,5,1,0,8,34,0,8,39,283,79,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056426672969687924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21591231650348086,0.07971252724920254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05806473048410213,0.12562642187367634,0.0,0.16054399280603127,0.0,0.1627684685703666,0.17674353984448773,0.043012619293372176,0.0,0.060041220918667426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0607810483479987,0.14796128491886668,0.07625011264951569,0.0,0.2253451406270704,0.0,0.0,0.13651576507637622,0.0,0.12154616156730695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222097896718223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058943686444180264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04660410424090383,0.0,0.0,0.06742294422123557,0.0,0.2070631681778788,0.0,0.0,0.10703151497474922,0.0,0.2032455148620655,0.0,0.0,0.0600181579172196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286628845133828,0.0,0.0,0.06986532808618932,0.0623958273079121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141657375501464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04983849676080384,0.03447197029639235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4264896509513231,0.07110771582947896,0.07485283235117375,0.14249063399599038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051869595984611695,0.0,0.05442009309704698,0.0,0.0,0.13243124686117652,0.06913365508382377,0.06770406278730197,0.08033283755522673,0.07404067530796453,0.07514391933735418,0.09562633790785846,0.053663932555906436,0.0,0.08278676107801845,0.07834834437011498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670184915291992,0.0,0.06757681548921128,0.07178471689431992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423502193504067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058367823015366777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056349173791788734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333868338032341,0.10610442629572524,0.0567133210186448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04687681776274615,0.0452118919149541,0.0693246776855916,0.22406650321694585,0.041144006058307835,0.0,0.0,0.06742294422123557,0.2351837121385139,0.09581098989647313,0.07674883655442655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643850372209695,0.0,0.056007111157577984,0.05659884194127428,0.0,0.0,0.13081934422761052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603432218627487,0.0,0.10273679759723818,0.0,0.14381299587532947,0.100247361826973,0.0,0.0,0.09087643813358
anxiety,rundun9,2019/03/16,"Whenever I drink coffee I get very anxious at night This happens all the time but today was the worst. I've drank some coffee with milk at like 2 pm today and it was all alright, but it always comes at night. I start trembling and I can't stop feeling these emotions I can't even describe them and then I feel like crying and at the same time I'm afraid of everything, I also start thinking that I should get over this so I can sleep and for tomorrow to be better. I'm very confused actually, I don't really get to feel like this that often if not for the coffee but as I only drink occasionally I didn't notice. ",2.366821760916249,4.137365338582678,4.057609162491056,86.53526127415894,76.71653543307086,6.507945597709378,22.56907659269864,7.348242739294969,0.8245338582677162,486,14,100,6,11,163,75,127,0.14800000000000002,0.7140000000000001,0.139,-0.298,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,4,9,0,3,4,1,9,5,1,0,2,24,23,13,0,2,5,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,7,4,1,4,2,0,1,5,4,0,0,4,3,13,5,12,17,5,17,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,4,14,66,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.15435783748042742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264940100875725,0.1316158524049416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17869487416674626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398946142782222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136255393738971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17374989765435395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30990628759849154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17792772290076214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447435090029153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215919875773267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399369805513269,0.2260032184759711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247922705816029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987531062037584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23183173110805885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968766116224222,0.0,0.0,0.18008544947409774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203006604644616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133217273558774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582911338475354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22391684844452986,0.0,0.0,0.1322429714119199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101353370861342,0.0,0.0,0.18446844527511114,0.0,0.2998664128448531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610250168801728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bentevdz,2019/03/16,"Anxiety & self hatred due to instrusive thoughts I feel so horrible and intensely scared right now and I can't calm down.

I think it was a year ago when I first experienced instrusive thoughts. I wasn't in a good place mentally, my anxiety and depression dominated me and I felt like I wasn't really in control. For a short period the instrusive thoughts made me very anxious, but as time went on I eventually forgot about it. However it never really went away. It's not an obsession, I don't expierence the thoughts regulary but in some situations it get's triggered. And I only just now realize how often that happens. And altough I immediatley supress the thought so the moment of fear is short, it does make hate myself in that moment. My mood is immediatley spoiled. It also makes me avoid certain situations because I'm scared the thought will come up or that I suddenly will blush in a inappropriate situation and that people are gonna think stuff.

I find it hard to write what the fear is about, but I also feel like I have to let it out, because I'm scared that it get's worse if I keep it inside. The thoughts are about the fear of being a pedo. I don't really have any visual thoughts, it's only the thought of me being one. And I know it's completely nonsense and that I'm not one. I never been attracted to younger kids at all. I'm attracted to people my age or older, (I even have been attracted to way older people than me, but never really in a serious way). So I KNOW I'm not one, but a stupid little voice keeps creeping up, telling me things like: ""but what if you're just in denial"". It groses me out. And if it get's triggered I feel so scared. I think it began after I watched a Black Mirror episode about a teenage boy being manipulated because someone found out he was a pedo. I remember thinking: ""that's just the most horrible thing to be, how can you ever live with yourself if you are one."" It was also the first time I realized teenagers can be pedos too. And so the fear arose from those thoughts. 

An example: when I cycle past an elimentary school my brain immediatley thinks about it. I get tensed and into a fight with myself: ""shut up shut up, that's not true"". I also get really scared that my body will have a sexual response. I barely dare to look at the schoolyard, because maybe parents will think I'm one for staring. In that moment I feel excessieve fear and a depressed feeling, as if I have to wear the consequences of being a pedo, while I'm not even one. 

Another example: somehow the topic comes up(like the documentary about michael jackson being a child molester), and I'm scared that I will blush during that conversation. 

I recently started therapy and I'm thinking about bringing it up. But the thought of that makes me very scared. I'm very ashamed of it and I also have this fear that she will not believe me and that's she will think that I am one, making this unwanted thoughts thing up. Fuck I feel so hopeless and scared right now. 
I'm scared that if I bring it up, I will feel anxious and ashamed about it during the following therapy sessions and that I'm gonna regret it.

Sorry that it's such a lengtly post I appreciate it a lot if you have read it all. I'd love some advice or comfort.
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anxiety,Edugan1,2019/03/16,"about to combust Wow.

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I almost forgot what it feels like to have anxiety until I came home this week for Spring Break. My home has always been a place of sanction, one I always describe in a loving way to people who don't know where I'm from, but lately, I hate being home. 

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My parents are divorced and I hate going to my dads house. Like I do everything I can not to go over. Even though I'm of age where I don't even have to visit his house, he will ""blackmail"" me into things like not paying for school and targeting my anxiety to make me feel bad about not seeing him. When I'm home, at my mom's which I don't really mind, the anxiety of being in the town next to him is enough to ruin my day.

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On top of that, my mom is asking me for some of my money for school, even though I already contributed a significant amount. Since I denied giving more money, she is giving me trouble for bringing my car back to school because supposedly I ""can't afford"" to pay anything else.

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The icing on the cake? The guy I'm talking to is catching up with his recent ex. 

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I don't know how I haven't combusted yet. ",5.825744470122152,5.38645142918455,6.4918454935622325,80.44221855397821,66.89699570815449,8.885968966655662,29.511059755694948,8.139509932561175,1.9289916804225813,905,27,180,10,13,298,130,233,0.136,0.767,0.098,-0.9344,3,0,0,0,1,0,45.0,0,0,0,1,13,10,2,0,8,0,20,1,0,2,0,19,41,8,0,0,4,5,2,3,0,1,0,0,4,1,7,5,0,1,4,0,4,7,9,5,0,1,3,3,32,5,35,35,4,33,0,1,1,1,20,13,0,2,14,123,39,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215198029565202,0.0,0.0795137195825231,0.0,0.11990991124515195,0.3903540579676972,0.4377693490629052,0.0,0.0,0.16536404303453212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05929455528401518,0.0,0.06736105048289978,0.0,0.0,0.055405314480779184,0.06016233668314295,0.04392363679875251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824109317881059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04646906714841348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060192127740350564,0.0,0.0,0.07445136052145154,0.0,0.14277357075467065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06475776509532989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728656452765795,0.05147561135947725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824211397956482,0.08190024638661451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134509234959159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422774215413242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28910537971369993,0.0,0.0,0.16628199229732346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791983255524782,0.0,0.08128039682630371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560628447494497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06503182530795554,0.0,0.04809680947218236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275430975472197,0.16877826715055327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663057299463903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048825863242729466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000778093574025,0.0,0.0,0.049953384030774144,0.0,0.07528141489827075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04615983415743362,0.0,0.07114493552355489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21876841661614133,0.05741795382276635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059604067387169876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05791452264470344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04786967991064528,0.0,0.14158598168987638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05719335509083685,0.05779761887325016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4377693490629052,0.0
anxiety,blackhairjones,2019/03/16,"Tips for dealing with ""anxiety poop""? I have really bad anxiety. When I get anxious or nervous, it affects my gut. I instantly have to rush to the bano.

Anyone else have this problem, and what are some tips to ease the urge to poop during moments of intense anxiety and nerves?

I'm really interested in any foods or snacks I can consume to help, but excersizes are good too",3.9900469483568095,6.0464145070422575,5.312323943661976,78.0523356807512,72.94366197183099,9.240375586854462,31.551643192488264,9.725611199111238,3.400293896713615,294,14,53,8,6,98,52,71,0.171,0.691,0.138,0.2954,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,2,0,6,5,3,1,0,9,8,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,9,8,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,2,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676802019620805,0.0,0.5658901197370981,0.2785608054238116,0.0,0.17241174076509347,0.25264635121634604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058807421766888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25420912971683324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205982689762276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981607962222245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288258340499834,0.0,0.0,0.2068163321151116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16527476075762207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23594002476998885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159259243914338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Judo_Noob_PTX,2019/03/16,"Flatmates having a massive party in the kitchen. I'm currently in my room with the door locked listening to music through headphones very loudly. Even the sound of them talking is making me nervous. Plus, relationships haven't been the best in the flat recently since I was brave and reported one of them for stealing my food and plates 😥",7.211129032258063,8.370323500000001,6.442096774193548,76.48314516129034,64.0,9.425806451612903,36.467741935483865,9.516144504307137,3.5704709677419357,275,13,46,5,4,84,51,62,0.136,0.773,0.091,-0.471,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,1,1,4,0,1,6,0,5,2,0,1,0,5,8,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,3,6,2,10,6,1,6,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,32,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3700350718462365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23289094168636915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4263689209734041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235365226019326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389329035299165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481529027266697,0.3785636407085966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916768273447771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834089175905891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909343846650988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PassMeATaco,2019/03/16,"I don’t know how much further I can go. I’m exhausted, today I started lexapro. I have anxiety 24/7 to the point I feel my heart beating a lot. Just today I am getting tingly, shakey, cold, maybe a fever, nausea. This sucks.",-0.21304761904761804,2.0708273777777784,1.6015873015873048,95.03000000000002,97.44444444444444,4.34920634920635,21.984126984126984,6.18269132825596,0.4614126984126981,172,7,36,2,7,56,37,45,0.238,0.762,0.0,-0.8271,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,3,0,4,3,1,1,0,5,11,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,11,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,3,20,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23716858899390894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15675816180396834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16197548016102095,0.0,0.17619458423960954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673816018923923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17038185669576672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635725157690452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114621931750348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279043472937989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930742201847026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21943757989148469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5877356740461294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FullMetalKittyx,2019/03/16,"Feeling alone, but too scared to talk to new people, advice? I’ve been suffering anxiety my whole life, well as far as I can remember. I’m 28.the older I’ve got, the less and less friends I seem to have. This makes me feel extremely lonely 😔 and I’m not sure how to even go about making new ones. I enjoy playing online games and I’d love to be able to make new friends that I can game with, except the thought of talking to new people scares the hell out of me 😔 not quite sure why I’m posting this as not really anything I can do to change that, other than forcing myself, which I can’t see myself doing anytime soon. Just wish I was confident enough to speak to new people 😔 I hate being alone. Any advice would be nice. Posting this even here is a huge deal for me. Keep writing and deleting this as I feel I’m just going on and sounding like a child 🙄. ",1.4906276700624377,3.4304600279329627,2.9533420966151844,92.64261912586264,80.00558659217876,5.5525468287873805,21.143936904370687,6.522977012572876,0.2619422280644099,671,19,145,6,17,219,111,179,0.17600000000000002,0.633,0.192,0.5274,0,4,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,10,16,2,2,5,0,14,2,0,4,2,30,34,11,0,2,7,0,3,1,2,1,1,2,0,1,8,7,0,1,6,3,0,2,4,6,1,1,4,6,15,10,23,26,4,15,1,2,1,1,11,4,1,1,8,88,23,0,0.11089767835235292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21673585560884515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297130995663099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541422412302988,0.0,0.08483642039925618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125934018941208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173150391893948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433063688056025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458694655600805,0.0,0.1464937413016301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16821959483206636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713585424028851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605141249128538,0.0,0.08869500407409209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948849815568476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857095196010182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833030985424784,0.05417900398485634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008948444743702,0.0,0.22207518430434225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5355283439993809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514713690602841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306474605488296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21241864182373385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795333159277625,0.0,0.0,0.07104389244986381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562545136281705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22205584457422592,0.0,0.08837109167600729,0.10095708134646776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20903949885395667,0.0,0.0,0.17827070626045194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804036922088995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099710331114526,0.0,0.10006790568255312,0.12381329749599035,0.12752685713789186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877852889167923,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,luccaarale,2019/03/16,"Terrified of taking my medication, would love some kind words Hi all,

I've been lurking this sub for the last couple weeks and it has been so helpful. A little background on me; I was diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder over 10 years ago. It's pretty severe. I was on cipralex years ago to manage it but eventually went off when it was no longer effective and decided I wanted to try to manage it on my own. Fast forward to the end of this past January, I awoke one night soon after falling asleep with intense anxiety, rapid heart rate, nausea and stayed up the rest of the night crying. Since then, I've had constant high anxiety and physical symptoms. I don't leave the house much nowadays and my partner takes care of me, mostly. I've had to cut down my hours substantially at work because I can't focus and being outside the house distresses me. I've seen my GP and specialists who have reassured me I'm healthy and the culprit of my general unwellness is my anxiety. My GP referred me to a psychiatrist.

I finally got to see a psychiatrist on Thursday. He prescribed me 25mg of Sertraline daily for a week, then up to 50mg the following week, until ultimately going up to 100mg. I am absolutely petrified of taking medication. I'm so scared of having an adverse severe reaction or my anxiety getting worse. But at the same time, I've come to the conclusion I need medication. I've been off medication since 2015 and my anxiety has only steadily gotten worse since then. I actually don't think my anxiety has ever been worse than it has been this past month, it has been hellish. My quality of life is so incredibly low and I am not functioning well. I was supposed to start my meds yesterday, but everytime I try, I burst into tears and the anxiety takes over. I would love some encouragement and support right now, or to hear your positive experiences.",5.82279661016949,7.008243101694918,7.029166666666669,70.93832627118645,67.13559322033898,11.097740112994352,34.52401129943503,11.038039088145766,4.2408892655367225,1494,70,263,46,24,506,191,354,0.198,0.69,0.113,-0.9824,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,0,3,8,14,2,2,16,0,29,11,2,1,2,40,53,25,0,4,6,0,0,0,1,2,7,1,0,1,11,16,0,0,5,0,0,6,5,6,1,1,16,3,35,8,43,34,8,57,1,1,2,2,11,20,0,5,32,173,46,3,0.0,0.0,0.07918310050621044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385536200119392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4965886014298593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04946354336017307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272989976906223,0.0,0.0,0.0698968365523667,0.0,0.08768591206996237,0.0,0.0,0.08978232159741044,0.08913091705274122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235764390941852,0.0,0.0,0.092996012416284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186792144611308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07339778225748292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937265982032021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888873343415033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04239346022817817,0.0,0.046114992787530534,0.0,0.06489684474498884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145317766642527,0.09615391979642056,0.05438791876310632,0.08573120903102747,0.0,0.0,0.07990874052465502,0.18725445194119766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449713423316617,0.0,0.06614173811540026,0.0,0.08591789354926614,0.0,0.0,0.057313148699914836,0.0,0.08132581992282961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14646804068840755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013071272725756,0.3269689948215808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476694479233533,0.0,0.059648867058297035,0.060165926986926736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522929509751795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05498406734100901,0.06171231369919152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549188582884082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255080753119988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929501138192384,0.0,0.0,0.08123751625296054,0.0,0.06465984275340061,0.0,0.0,0.18333522174258585,0.0,0.20136504532782826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057432880004118086,0.08648680877562394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207922815635293,0.0,0.08433783398816651,0.24403540063386026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05199265733801496,0.0,0.0,0.04731468022897006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101804803097764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04785978288794693,0.0,0.19526218015715144,0.0,0.07295659936387533,0.07521964962674225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05907250158349876,0.0,0.24807255896405744,0.11528220810387868,0.0,0.0,0.1045058569295515
anxiety,unknown_passenger,2019/03/16,"LPT: Do not look up your symptoms online, if you think you may have a medical condition Instead go to the doctor and get professional help, or else you'll freak yourself out.",6.6590909090909065,7.172672636363636,6.935909090909089,74.72386363636366,65.06060606060606,10.236363636363636,34.68181818181819,10.125756701596842,3.5238,139,6,25,3,2,45,31,33,0.084,0.838,0.078,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,0,0,7,8,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,6,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,3,0,17,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41780289294892253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409929229655463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21326402600566197,0.0,0.2319855224875911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736032033964357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34277936387332225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.411211563289224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42426888308018856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615536303702756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,danrocks24,2019/03/16,"Might have anxiety but too anxious to properly find out? Before, I’d always been able to cope with it (at least, from my pov). I’m decently accomplished (good grades, academic awards). I’ve always been motivated by fear (which was hard and probably unhealthy sometimes, but in a way, it acted as a motivator and kept me going). Fear of freezing up during tests made me overstudy for the tests, fear of failing an audition made me practice until I was confident, etc. During my high school career, sometimes I’d think I had anxiety, but I’d always end up dismissing it.

Ever since the end of junior year/start of senior year though, so for the last year almost, these things have become exacerbated. A lot more stressors entered my life, such as a larger class load, college applications, maintaining my achievements in extracurriculars, and drama with people/guys (this stressor was relatively new, and should matter the least, but for some reason felt like it caused the most overthinking) I feel as though even if there’s really nothing to worry about, my brain will always find something to worry about, no matter how small it is, and blow it out of proportion, and thus be perpetually worrying. I’ll overthink small things and come to absurd conclusions (typical example - someone doesn’t answer a text, I freak out that I’ve done something terribly wrong, and in some cases start apologizing). I experience other symptoms as well, but I don’t *think* I have panic attacks. I have moments where I feel like I’m panicking though, and experience external symptoms.

Now, sometimes, it feels as though the “fear” sometimes gets to a certain level that it acts as an inhibitor instead of a motivator. I, also, in the recent months, have had trouble getting sleep, even when I *try* to go to bed at a reasonable time. I get anxious/nervous at some point in time over something or the other on a daily or almost-daily basis. Some friends have told me to seek help when I’ve told them stuff in more detail, but I still don’t know whether I’m overthinking/overanalyzing the issue, or somehow exaggerating to others without knowing it. I’m also not sure if I should, or how to, approach my parents about this. I’m really scared because I don’t know what to say and I’m not sure how they’d react. I don’t even know if I need help, or if I should just try to fix it on my own. Thoughts? Is this a problem? Do I need outside help?",6.93151925761682,7.407484150776052,7.276994333579697,72.6412728915168,64.47671840354766,9.96307793380964,33.998603925433194,9.816601858774405,3.3412960663546025,1916,78,332,37,27,625,232,451,0.192,0.711,0.096,-0.9939,1,0,3,0,0,0,77.0,0,0,2,8,29,22,1,6,21,0,29,5,2,13,4,86,60,45,0,10,20,1,6,2,1,5,3,1,1,0,24,16,0,1,20,1,1,7,9,13,1,0,15,7,32,9,54,38,12,50,0,1,0,0,11,23,0,18,21,226,56,17,0.07116604596398897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252503023778793,0.0,0.0,0.11382292249163553,0.2368634049404688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888366074483577,0.1607947506593626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096165114800873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04338216108029031,0.07859730653495745,0.06055706348839555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944484332030037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731071327945955,0.0,0.0613032471256197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282757334457086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606398704510516,0.0,0.079368953144517,0.14101350652875036,0.0643737629074509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392280972927116,0.0,0.32032634819195777,0.10795107341945936,0.05084103745632208,0.06833056445174693,0.0,0.13008895345891455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05498271057676806,0.0,0.11154396523787197,0.0,0.08089060788701552,0.059690702904412675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046557421415695,0.0,0.0,0.06375079874774234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14310330148138622,0.07519083484800834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427886246719821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564439908356797,0.05800982586627679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050266682894382055,0.06953627064434613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06050282735669656,0.0,0.13467806682826172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549592849080357,0.0,0.0,0.0568040589247735,0.0,0.0,0.1055374426812074,0.0,0.06873261065572205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06828574046132102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349802135754877,0.07902147210928223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672749163348693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672903417398122,0.0680962948030937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118158271057124,0.14634109587839705,0.0702678848536828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05659409614649484,0.07124962702704978,0.07202383788942121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058869288631038866,0.0,0.07121744123127945,0.0,0.060298759802739764,0.16436129712452685,0.2815401566778741,0.0,0.10074338724587956,0.0,0.0568332962357708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814680963014449,0.0,0.0,0.13414631221100098,0.14793754149782046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455911741827948,0.09120065738946732,0.27968111531947193,0.05649789117093342,0.08299498740756707,0.0,0.0,0.13600441334498206,0.0,0.09663414749520584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05648829477943852,0.0,0.0,0.06398682202015965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686015287430129,0.0,0.0,0.21681772247552586,0.0,0.0,0.0778088994285639,0.0,0.1374858009910184
anxiety,BlackScorpionVoid,2019/03/16,"It was terrible.  

A few nights ago my anxiety decided to come around.

Like the other 80% of the time it was caused from thinking I heard a noise. I am almost positive I heard this because the pup also reacted. Of course typical,home alone late at night and a knock comes at the door. When I finally get a bit of a hold of the anxiety enough to even go check to see who is there, there was no one there. So of course sends my anxiety to a ridiculous level. Literally stalking around my house with the biggest knife I have and checking all windows and every room. It got so bad I wanted to call the none emergency to tell them to patrol the street cause I felt like someone might have been pranking or patrolling houses for a break in.

I could not shake the anxiety most the night. I ended up crying because I just was upset how I couldn't stop this anxiety.

Yesterday, it came a bit not nearly as bad but I stalked around the house again with a hammer. So I feel sorry for the person that is or isnt scoping my house cause if you get in here with me I ain't holding back.",2.8300358422939103,4.505665124423963,4.0112058371735815,87.77649129544294,75.17511520737327,7.402867383512545,24.95878136200717,8.167268648758528,1.4255275985663085,840,28,175,14,18,274,130,217,0.121,0.83,0.049,-0.8723,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,0,17,8,1,2,21,0,15,0,0,5,1,38,29,14,0,4,7,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,3,1,9,12,0,3,4,0,2,6,7,6,0,1,10,5,21,2,28,16,7,33,0,0,1,0,9,13,0,6,15,124,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956296957992968,0.0,0.10117369561379297,0.10464358662060017,0.0,0.08079904066554516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3864641295333954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269832346178488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769101277186465,0.16872290723146338,0.1231821120229344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206118931878353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316980326130036,0.11555910861785908,0.0,0.31137767681440537,0.0,0.17406840200564727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066961165285569,0.0,0.1109841093383734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948855812823411,0.1043979563217064,0.0,0.06673381072396267,0.0,0.08512780711591877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05108720915009672,0.0,0.09701111050354692,0.11068080481564567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557504804785148,0.0,0.057421505027723536,0.0,0.08080830705053059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.466331308047501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397383819787285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872289054844396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718400938369506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844483948116133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846510664792214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822138004048696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051319671376299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560809788979973,0.0,0.0,0.1131023530985888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447123478374102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831055997160239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474026025537641,0.0,0.0,0.05891533283265695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05959408421438825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Prozach2016,2019/03/16,"How Do I Stop Crying? Since I can remember I've always had a problem with confrontation. Unless it's someone I'm super close with I'll go beet red, my voice will quiver and my eyes will water - I look visibly uncomfortable, I can't really hide it. 

How can I deal with this as it's very self-limiting

Thank you",-0.490440340909089,1.6226868593750012,2.1665909090909103,89.89204545454545,102.28125,6.077272727272727,16.75568181818182,7.348242739294969,0.724675,245,7,51,6,11,84,48,64,0.201,0.669,0.131,-0.5403,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,2,4,1,0,1,0,7,2,1,2,0,11,11,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,5,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,4,8,2,5,8,0,3,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,28,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473416021520986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32652281069736483,0.0,0.306458871607166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689379797513267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496209789828651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844347637652513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19043041925421167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33673418709290737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31010383695100485,0.0,0.0,0.2458940277619512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25186485622196764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485201275127733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27367426956819985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24526812195191344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,idouasquirrel,2019/03/16,"Avoidance is rough I have to go in to work today for probably two hours and I'm avoiding it like the plague . Why this week and not other Saturdays in the same situation? More than usual, I'm dreading doing my tasks wrong and being judged by the other person around.  I hate this feeling and wish I knew how to make doing this easier. ",4.009999999999998,5.477139393939396,5.112545454545458,81.9188181818182,71.72727272727272,7.704242424242422,23.806060606060605,8.238735603445708,1.403100606060606,264,7,50,4,5,87,49,66,0.198,0.672,0.13,-0.7371,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,1,3,3,0,5,0,0,2,0,14,13,5,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,5,0,1,1,2,4,1,9,11,2,9,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,6,36,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317173140297585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13161273346050015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793137777228213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569869557551875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563376760422352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12716675755400786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17374861750925674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272791403161649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28064152407774284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925819534471971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24672877546941996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542699298975695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866776465591776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087925682547042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348753237403077,0.0,0.2993258592906539,0.0,0.0,0.18949751522167047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845912027633563,0.0,0.0
anxiety,potatoburrito,2019/03/16,"First time flying, horrible anxiety Tomorrow I'm going on a flight from CA to TX  with one stop in between and I'm so afraid that the plane will crash and that I'll never see my family, boyfriends, or cats again. I know it's statistically speaking incredibly unlikely that it will crash, but I'm afraid I'll be one of those very small percentiles. I'm also so afraid of there being some kind of terrorist on the flight - I'm just overall afraid that something will go wrong. I have a horrible gut feeling, I don't know if it's just my anxiety or if it's something else, but I'm so afraid, I don't know what to do. I just needed to get it out. I have been crying straight for the past two days. My heart breaks of the thought that my loved ones might never see me again. Please help, any advice would be great.",4.2177437020810515,4.837056590361449,4.867743702081054,87.04182365826946,70.44578313253012,8.446002190580504,26.53669222343921,8.575989854853784,1.5405493975903617,638,19,140,10,11,205,94,166,0.17,0.701,0.13,-0.7409,0,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,10,9,0,5,6,0,14,3,2,0,2,25,32,12,0,4,9,0,1,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,12,4,0,1,5,0,0,2,4,6,0,5,2,4,11,3,15,22,1,19,0,0,2,1,3,6,0,6,10,84,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15840507040877486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12963362453838587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023552562148507,0.0,0.2480165380817434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17806241560777555,0.10454295520245767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13541616606596588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15281618022836352,0.0,0.08196409307742794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378846375207336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469207076299687,0.0,0.18425361890137296,0.0,0.0,0.17871901121654105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920927080664474,0.1086541518372084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16880521743750312,0.2672625310262463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463041893694602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17196555199806718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019724076477165,0.2500474879912315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32953534557107605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15474555318279565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17794029734196454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25835003552530683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24958945250123066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552527658807742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869158954869722,0.09452350019348038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15835097146713625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375186307218884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515324384819395,0.1772340655724898,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jimmymoe__,2019/03/16,"A big win This past week I had a big win. A big f*** you to my anxiety. I worked in a busy pub during one of Britain's biggest sporting events. The Cheltenham Festival (horse racing for those who don't know it.) Yes my anxiety spiked before work each day but in the end it didn't effect my work as I got over it and I feel so proud of myself for that, not wanting to have a panic attack for the whole night",-0.13482758620689594,1.9523059195402297,1.9087471264367828,96.8734655172414,87.5057471264368,4.859310344827586,17.895402298850573,6.2581,-0.30426804597701196,313,8,73,3,10,104,63,87,0.142,0.723,0.136,0.1174,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,7,1,6,1,1,8,1,4,0,0,1,0,8,8,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,1,9,4,11,5,2,13,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,6,46,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668673626672396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27278828825805984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040380532844453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15464048711108205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212376963348692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124171594886722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19177672792702802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317787120914415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250205224856208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624834699470085,0.0,0.0,0.2813342118902779,0.0,0.0,0.2289004330910555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143049015117426,0.0,0.1923398183973492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677096564289185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.523695617652768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spectralconfetti,2019/03/16,"Crown fell off my root canal-ed tooth, again. Can't see a dentist until monday. So I’ve accepted at this point that I need gum surgery due how little tooth there is above the gumline for a crown to even attempt to bond to. I originally had this crown put in at the beginning of October, and it came off two weeks into February. I had it back on until last night.

Thankfully it's 100% intact and my gums didn't even bleed this time. But now I have to deal with not being able to fix the situation until monday at the earliest. I could try getting some dental cement, but it's hard for even professionals to keep this thing on with maximum strength cement. I'd imagine this over-the-counter stuff would probably be about as effective as the cement they used for the temporary crown, and that didn't even last for a day before it came off the first time.

So with no way of getting reassurance from my dentist, I have to sit here and hope there's no complication from having no crown on this tooth.",7.307817258883247,6.2764015329949245,7.307213197969543,77.76132741116754,64.12690355329947,10.925685279187817,32.39035532994924,10.125756701596842,2.8822917766497462,790,25,160,15,10,254,115,197,0.057,0.8390000000000001,0.104,0.8514,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,9,14,5,0,0,10,0,13,6,3,5,0,26,24,14,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,15,10,0,1,3,0,0,4,7,0,0,2,6,2,10,5,35,14,1,38,0,0,1,0,3,13,0,2,19,109,25,1,0.16013817303743755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313637032628268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13626579052109833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36631081731752013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278573006086588,0.0,0.0,0.10327587370863107,0.16509542475801647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4230790119685912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13621344817902076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16733117190542346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345234869879778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15905333882560185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423381661002718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610679687655013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605005191910625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874042620383718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027882733828868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15138233475221968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17265603540438346,0.0,0.0,0.16098309436280628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12760939075168165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18000201602051258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18331989540563973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14743371449079415,0.0,0.0,0.10638868650267674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18675571299040825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10872330774666762,0.0,0.15643172607095526,0.0,0.0,0.13830796546394353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711022793871216,0.12845318302493985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137575635371526,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FORFUCKEDSAKE,2019/03/16,"Invisable anxiety blockade? Help? Hello people of reddit, 

I feel unable to do work, like there is this invisable block on me that makes me unable to do everything that I have to do. School wise, chores wise, taking care of myself wise. 

I have an exam next Monday but lately I've lost interest again in everything. I'm not in a good mood and only want to stay home - even then I'm not happy but it beats going out -  and in bed and sleep for days and days. 

It's like my battery is broken, like I am broken and I can't seem to focus but only worry about all the things I have to do and am unable to finish because of that block. 

I have no idea if I'm the only person, if you've ever experienced this, please tell me. If you've dealth with this too please tell me how I can move myself forward again.. I feel so stuck and broken and meh :( 

I'm about to call in sick for a week.. because I don't know how to deal with myself really. ",2.0400773195876307,3.490209850515466,3.8583376288659785,88.99616623711344,76.78350515463917,6.499484536082474,18.31056701030928,7.1686216300943375,0.13987731958762906,717,12,155,8,16,242,104,194,0.22,0.645,0.135,-0.9725,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,3,11,12,0,0,5,0,15,2,1,3,2,32,30,18,0,4,8,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,9,11,0,2,5,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,2,3,18,10,24,28,1,21,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,4,15,99,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136950652160464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17749035395402402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486550652322466,0.0,0.14843011837699055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18777614462742911,0.15008821152242305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615525737934837,0.1316868694329165,0.0,0.0,0.2616786651957765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14722083727360855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827373640910288,0.12210691817151173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15497429383412115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097580261100533,0.0,0.14603018987960512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643438781031928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000782641975253,0.0,0.16422235786534312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133714120384459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15891948661789834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717683187744776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547301750322903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482765676753396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33216404419413226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092793378479087,0.12711621608487414,0.0,0.31960970439399794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326328487552096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14733632628929275,0.0,0.13253199836229998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568671243054526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551705888735361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945922666827007,0.0,0.2544894269115875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671792968709246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586778491676098,0.0,0.11677675824653375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598512058324318,0.14784515627081232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aaronwills,2019/03/16,"Anxiety when in public Hey guys,
I’m just wondering if I’m not the only person who suffers from this. I get really anxious and panicky when I’m walking in public and it’s an open space. Like today I was walking across a bridge to get to my hotel, and half way through I started to have a panic attack. This resulted in me turning around and finding another way to get back to the hotel. I find this only happens during the day time and if the space is super open, like a standing in the middle of the road waiting to cross. 
Let me know.
Thank you. 
",2.875257936507936,4.396074660714291,4.645476190476192,83.92174603174607,74.71428571428571,6.7634920634920634,26.73015873015873,7.3871296695380915,1.4991039682539689,430,16,83,5,9,146,70,112,0.13699999999999998,0.767,0.096,-0.5936,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,5,7,1,1,10,0,4,0,0,1,0,18,17,9,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,8,0,1,4,2,0,3,1,3,0,1,1,0,8,4,15,15,0,25,0,1,0,0,7,12,0,3,9,55,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19729465331354415,0.14393640411957997,0.21255914847913324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16749591426494478,0.0,0.21405101294559375,0.0,0.14467791647690612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134301336725055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34393656584408405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29490627239661765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863008884386393,0.16638293100101814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340387773962802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19239902198861705,0.0,0.18384394286463768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861974196970207,0.0,0.2207568126033176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16428779851866293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120535524315701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317554534632975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17322585174841962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971343143384912,0.0,0.17834688786964548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20465625551893776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986939259675784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20404372397907472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lewisia32,2019/03/16,"Starting a new job - I just cant enjoy anything becuase of the worry I forget about it and then just remeber I start a new job in a few days time and I'm filled with anxiety.

How do I cope with this?

It's a daunting job where I will be under pressure a lot. ",-0.2363157894736858,1.612646333333334,2.606228070175437,93.29776315789472,85.66666666666667,5.203508771929825,21.780701754385966,6.42735559955562,0.3462070175438594,199,7,46,2,6,70,41,57,0.225,0.775,0.0,-0.8529,3,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,6,0,4,0,0,1,0,9,7,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,6,5,2,11,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,7,33,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784850623729362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191998070512214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046864232748727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6945863428641402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19835576505469674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4506734698676314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33028260867128323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13604764390494875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23694234411834614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Seven_Xilents,2019/03/16,How do I relieve tension/anxiety in my stomach? This is one of the main areas where I'm internalizing my stress. I'm either sucking in my gut and unconciously holding my breath or I try to relax by pushing my stomach back out but it feels really tight and forced. Any advice on really relaxing it to find a middle ground? Thank you.,2.4151648351648376,4.984573769230767,4.732967032967032,77.66846153846154,80.53846153846155,7.406593406593408,26.20879120879121,8.418075326091056,2.2941868131868133,265,11,47,6,7,92,51,65,0.08800000000000001,0.743,0.16899999999999998,0.696,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,4,6,1,1,2,0,2,4,4,1,0,11,7,5,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,2,2,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,2,8,4,8,7,2,10,0,0,0,0,1,8,1,1,1,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370341413029365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23454511666223146,0.0,0.2638490066182785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652082687179009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743927619029966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152340847777201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23371445105240696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4419059729530205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3950839568899908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175393270659614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341657476208941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JawnCena365,2019/03/16,"Anxious all the time? So I’m posting this in a few subreddits because I’m not sure where exactly to put:

Hey there reddit! I’m not sure if this is the right place to post this, but here goes.

So since I’ve been like 17 or so (24M now) I’ve had anxiety issues and such (ya know like most millennials). I’ve been taking medication for it (75 mg a day) since then. And it helps, but I feel like there’s more I could do about it. Also some of my anxious tendencies are really obnoxious to deal with (gagging, throat closing up, and even sometimes puking, etc) so I’m curious as to what you all think I should do. Go to a therapist, try using one of those relaxation phrases (counting backwards from 100 or something), go to the doctor and tell them it’s getting worse. Let me know!",3.1288396624472554,4.392251651898737,4.556392405063292,85.84678270042195,73.62025316455697,8.051476793248945,27.090717299578056,8.59863814320734,1.8304540084388181,603,22,128,11,12,201,108,158,0.128,0.7490000000000001,0.123,0.5267,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,1,0,13,6,0,0,6,0,10,3,1,1,5,27,23,16,0,3,7,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,4,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,3,1,8,6,15,17,7,16,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,5,7,80,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237857710249482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184141788163,0.3497380273045825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435874849280672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358748314929036,0.0,0.0,0.09982695740433377,0.1595820334714974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584344618445198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726321349930022,0.1022375531424008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826664180747106,0.11058224272358813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087155872119213,0.0,0.17594182343555276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375269539924034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16156088879256994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17013743456848646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15828359985229154,0.0,0.2268682095175267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559349727670188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488993365403056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16172294947057553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964926963968383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15560703508655624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916264906950173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13219009611142934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25608832116988994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916515845166008,0.1530915944080439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917761084268849,0.0,0.11638306431101975,0.0,0.13529357113259946,0.0,0.0,0.17972350366355702,0.0,0.09918339334299704,0.0,0.0,0.0902594862489718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509247340676624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368914617950384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15774457043921838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hulk-tiddy-lover,2019/03/16,"Horrible anxiety about flying In all of my nearly 2 decades worth of years on this planet, I've never been on an airplane. And my mom has sort of put a fear of them into me, as shes never been on one either.

In less than a week I'm flying with my dad and his girlfriend for spring break. It's only a 2 hour flight but I cant get over this.

I'm essentially convinced that I'm going to die. I know it's not logical but like... I can't help it. ""It be like that sometimes.""

Now I've been diagnosed with anxiety anyways so I get anxious about... well, a lot of things to be honest. So it's more than just 'anxious over flying' its 'anxious anyways, WEE WOO ALERT, YOU WILL DIE' inside my head.

As I get closer and closer, I get more and more freaked out, and my therapist or psychiatrist wouldn't give me anything to help. In fact, they told me to try a window seat because 'it's an experience you wont forget'

I dont like heights and I told them this!?? How is that advice?? I'm asking for advice on how to deal with my anxiety about the flight and I was basically told 'oh it'll be fine dont worry'

.... so, yeah. Not a lot of help.

I've tried so many things to reduce my anxiety, and I managed to get the anxiety attacks to stop, but it doesnt help the fluttering nausea and trembling when I think about the flight.

So, any advice on how to deal with my flight anxiety?

Tldr; I think I'm going to die on my first flight. Any advice on how to calm myself down and get over this?",0.7842903225806452,2.730375041935485,3.0029032258064525,91.34435483870968,82.45161290322581,5.935483870967742,20.322580645161292,7.1029339738359605,0.4033870967741935,1133,32,253,15,31,386,143,310,0.198,0.682,0.12,-0.9778,0,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,2,3,1,19,12,1,2,12,1,19,2,1,4,4,42,40,26,3,1,8,2,0,3,1,4,1,0,1,0,18,16,0,1,4,0,1,3,11,4,1,2,7,0,32,8,48,26,8,34,0,0,0,0,21,20,0,4,13,170,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439772837257957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968845623284828,0.0,0.40392672501713495,0.2982508881015171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07241796671062951,0.0,0.08226978494227341,0.10011472911083208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053645068291107455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814519420902428,0.0,0.08931995428723788,0.2739958618833861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20627486153733385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608262706743984,0.0,0.0990264684624354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485426912077958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758637874942174,0.08441932619467703,0.1000268791630033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031521480441204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23594295257118714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666402670118993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04836347684812747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289796737138452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14963193278214398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921999250460165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306662115468723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574479576273366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059632283638746564,0.0669293192096902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846609516478936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703601062958262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357342854722733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021768493282168,0.11692894464298795,0.11277597454854887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522684160989731,0.0,0.1194948640764804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07058971973848407,0.0,0.0791241688179042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937007930821547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056670261074750476
anxiety,mysterious_evoX,2019/03/16,"Do you guys vape? I would consider myself to be a responsible adult. I work hard and try to stay on top of things. I cook for myself, take care of my house and maintain a clean appearance. 

Lately I’ve been finding myself overwhelmed at times. I do like to take the edge off with a little marijuana and some whiskey. I like beer, but try to limit my intake. 

I used to smoke cigarettes every now and then, to keep me alert and to take the stress off. I realized I could fall into that habit. I don’t like creating smoke and feel a little embarrassed if my neighbors caught me. Now I’m switching to vape. It’s not as hard hitting as a cigarette, but it does fill that compulsive desire. 

Have you found that vaping reduces anxiety? ",2.91,5.028847272727276,4.130769230769232,85.0392307692308,76.27272727272728,7.756643356643357,24.28671328671329,8.617729084823388,1.7272769230769227,572,19,113,12,13,187,91,143,0.078,0.753,0.168,0.875,0,0,6,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,3,2,7,0,3,7,0,8,3,0,1,0,24,20,12,0,4,4,0,3,3,1,1,0,0,2,2,6,8,3,2,4,3,0,4,2,3,0,0,3,3,19,4,19,13,1,18,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,3,8,73,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582192153256484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18101960330908046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14175573910579256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15537137789684632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14958985135693573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977240553838475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16227348996243393,0.0,0.0,0.19466962000827445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17579808809130762,0.0,0.0,0.3180920232079859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048638201114497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15781071430770258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200279204788902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602194809721673,0.3558947297726963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892400191434344,0.0,0.0,0.2033779201189916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4004766554120169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795342789100045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352828505356278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410836577072497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15334241983231725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925533371815887,0.0,0.0,0.1261233220263306,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,psyh0o,2019/03/16,Does anyone have a twinge on the left side of the chest?? Just a twinge..I have it few days..help..,-2.432142857142857,-0.9969943333333332,-1.180595238095238,112.87767857142859,111.38095238095238,2.1,5.25,3.1291,-3.111485714285714,73,0,20,0,4,22,17,21,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4117006364100401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5152603274094858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39465829812099606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6397297935079128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,werewaffles,2019/03/16,"After avoiding it for nearly a year, I got a haircut this morning AND THEN went to the post office AND THEN grocery shopping. I'm on a roll, bitches!

Next: werewaffles 2020!",3.4809090909090905,5.741556484848488,4.433333333333334,82.87000000000003,75.06060606060606,5.612121212121212,32.21212121212121,6.42735559955562,2.0226848484848485,136,7,23,1,3,44,28,33,0.209,0.7909999999999999,0.0,-0.7835,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,5,1,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,5,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40180890455410667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5342997614153204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4811528150264609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4657225653455029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235240793089077
anxiety,sendend,2019/03/16,"Buspirone for situational anxiety? Is it helpful? I have situational anxiety (specifically, health anxiety) and my doctor prescribed buspirone to help relieve it. He wants me to take it ""as needed"" -- he says it's uncommon to take it that way but some of his patients benefit from doing so.

Thoughts? Taking new medication makes me really anxious, especially because most pills I've taken for my anxiety have actually made it worse.",6.172915851272018,9.311488287671235,7.874403131115461,57.18150684931507,70.23287671232876,11.29471624266145,39.195694716242656,10.914260884657429,5.940300978473581,347,21,47,13,7,120,54,73,0.14800000000000002,0.7390000000000001,0.113,-0.4366,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,0,9,13,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,6,2,8,10,2,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,1,30,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.1683313267470079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5278362276277192,0.19487151246979706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051520315092113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765570844264632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18335530545609688,0.0,0.0,0.2312410215279236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632199961236956,0.11514249715440435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17377168976584673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279036846236988,0.0,0.16659782411495472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050542918432206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371758352521367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.387785724285595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890868363892253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694264842212026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174267867573568,0.13691938816869534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757882793718506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ShadowMarionette,2019/03/16,"Stores/Shopping Make Me Anxious Some of the worst, most visceral anxiety I get is from stores. I do not understand it at all and I was wondering if anyone else has similar experiences. 

Stores make me feel sad, guilty, and fill me with a vague sense of dread. By ""visceral"", I mean I get physical symptoms as well. Sometimes I get a little nauseous and almost always I start to feel more disconnected with my body. It's not a phobia, and it doesn't get in the way or normal life, usually; I can shop without being miserable, but it's a nagging anxiety that crops up when I do. 

I think a lot of the anxiety I get from stores has to do with guilt and with the idea of having something and then losing it. I've always been preoccupied with loss or change of any kind, and I even find my thoughts become more morbid when I'm in a store; I spend more time thinking about death and dying. 

Has anyone else experienced this? ",4.91,5.746114666666667,5.7966666666666695,80.22000000000003,69.0,9.333333333333334,28.88888888888889,9.516144504307137,2.467222222222222,720,25,142,15,12,237,108,180,0.195,0.752,0.052000000000000005,-0.9718,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,5,10,1,3,10,0,13,3,1,2,1,38,30,16,2,2,7,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,13,0,0,10,1,6,1,4,8,1,0,3,3,18,2,22,26,8,13,0,4,0,0,0,5,0,8,6,97,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134027616159305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227414894533398,0.0,0.0,0.09101999281262367,0.0,0.3071758861720204,0.15120808664870128,0.0,0.18717672356811174,0.27428245914264515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478225910753683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14867293355018954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159151205230722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891120421725878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236226187982179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840414017000311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309272480167519,0.0,0.0,0.13535330141060573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233298454080513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496455261892343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510960464553542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139380200631985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453951589176388,0.0,0.13414903594393693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497396399320509,0.0,0.11379123664084735,0.0,0.0,0.17868673020505704,0.0,0.0,0.14579772938383612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311408390750882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304132921166474,0.13237729537645865,0.0,0.09473701576383917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13911743077226987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17152645653438345,0.0,0.10625891689388886,0.07804678446199359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13933859468586202,0.0,0.0,0.14741265864694247,0.0,0.0,0.10624086839428644,0.0,0.0,0.12034379093501785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902294210315216,0.14515047372134368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,marblera1n,2019/03/16,"Questions Hey everyone. I'm not feeling the best today, haven't been for a few months. I have very bad anxiety. It started around the time I was diagnosed with cancer when I was 19, and eventually I was put on Celexa and Buspar to help. However, I also began to smoke medical marijuana as it helped me with anxiety and everything else. 

About 3 months ago, after not being on them for probably 6-8 months, I began to take them again because I noticed I was becoming a little angry eventually, I didn't know why, but I remembered how happy I was with the meds. However, I accidentally took double the prescribed amount of my Celexa, 40mg, so 80mg instead of 40, and my regular 10mg Buspar. I accidentally overdosed and was having REALLY bad panic attacks, ended up calling an ambulance and going to the ER, vomiting like 3-4 times between the ride there and the 3 hour hospital stay.

Ever since that day, I haven't felt the same. I'll get anxious about, well, anything really, sometimes not even a thing. I'll wake up and be anxious just like that. I usually calm myself down with diphenhydramine, but I don't want to continually take that because I hear it can kinda make you stupid later in life if you use it a lot. 

The worst part about my anxiety though is, it's getting in my way of living. I constantly drop potential plans with friends because when we're planning and stuff, when the time comes, I have a panic attack and wanna stay at home where I am comfortable. Just earlier I was gonna go hang with a few friends, but I'm sitting here teary eyed typing this because it's really screwing with me mentally. 

I'm planning on going to see a therapist/psychologist and hopefully get some new medication to help with this. But I'm not sure if this is still from the overdose or if it's just my anxiety. I had asked someone on here about how long the effects of the OD would last/make me feel like I was, he said sometimes it could be a long time before the chemicals and stuff in my brain get back in check. However a lot of others said that it could last a few days or a week or something. It's been 3 months since the OD happened, yet I still get anxiety at times in my life when I just want to be me and hang out with my friends. Sometimes I think about dying only to have anxiety about that because nobody truly knows what life after death is, if anything. So idk what to do. I'm trying to find work because I'm in my house pretty much 90% of my daily life as my anxiety/medical marijuana has made it hard to find a job/keep up with finding one. I remember when I was working, I wouldn't have anxiety because I was busy and had no time TO think about things that make me anxious/random anxiety in the morning. I try to do things at home to stay busy, like video games or writing or even cooking. Eventually the anxiety does stop, but it's never completely gone ever. 

Idk what to do. I'm tired of having it come up every day. I'm tired of wanting to stay in my house because anything outside that I am doing without my mom, the only person who I live with, feels somewhat scary to me, and thus the anxiety starts. I'm tired and I can't figure a way to fix it until I get to see a specialist. ",6.785123194562448,5.758143476635518,7.657085811384878,74.81573916737469,65.16822429906543,11.02169357122628,34.719342962333606,10.300263719432786,3.3934853582554503,2520,98,497,52,33,852,282,642,0.181,0.7340000000000001,0.085,-0.9955,4,0,2,0,0,0,69.0,0,2,2,7,38,23,4,2,34,0,44,17,3,8,4,98,96,44,4,13,23,1,5,4,3,3,12,3,2,1,34,31,1,1,16,3,1,11,13,9,2,1,23,11,59,14,79,64,14,90,0,0,3,1,23,24,1,16,51,330,93,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046172188751777116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041654140925314734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.398465902108852,0.17653123968526105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285900624164649,0.0463686799634653,0.048694531027032584,0.11851349280592055,0.0,0.04005186655650055,0.08698132672440388,0.25401514727979824,0.05752625589099359,0.04432239835968412,0.0,0.05466233686857954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058146577631522735,0.05318688797397746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973707717397991,0.054612472161985816,0.0562877938874803,0.0,0.08317483337673709,0.0,0.0,0.10077586747092566,0.0,0.0,0.052867444450291116,0.05405832370949183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04558188807593813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04351219897587073,0.0,0.04613382758969087,0.0,0.0,0.06880625149710656,0.09423176749786256,0.043885739794204834,0.049771582699899036,0.046812645869831485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901060923090597,0.037211129228393695,0.05001191146517133,0.0,0.1428203602996367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072739961436815,0.0,0.16328057462162476,0.0,0.08880712355741159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046060567583553313,0.05544782743947607,0.0466599292481702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058706096490570174,0.0,0.10473892176194127,0.0,0.10449548204510696,0.05173437454042898,0.051295431732194065,0.12020334562944962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05168854095729164,0.0462975254138076,0.0,0.0,0.05725156144771214,0.08491609277962198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716301056385647,0.10178876287606378,0.052205090663756566,0.09198796096901048,0.09219112315467916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856540464530863,0.0,0.049286198705938346,0.06953726417134808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571434592311122,0.10494481356041192,0.05249167920337038,0.0,0.0,0.061003937049183714,0.16630212781656706,0.0,0.03829010904192078,0.0,0.040172884696761516,0.05030617362032023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05930165931018803,0.0,0.0,0.03529565669701518,0.0792293747494599,0.0,0.1222262887817826,0.0,0.05640539681683585,0.0,0.0,0.045480562226516835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05299144104076636,0.05615884626018407,0.0,0.0,0.05236205514412046,0.058349621002219625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010524452045637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180093610021186,0.0,0.09909377172205497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301356091948699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617419377860451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04413334297631658,0.04009929624732477,0.15454681410843002,0.0,0.07373522235719786,0.22207223721247565,0.08319386214420647,0.043547258591619765,0.0,0.0,0.11925483865543422,0.0,0.0,0.049091600102421626,0.0,0.07832623284552041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060477291430242976,0.10381332818977244,0.06675079065311093,0.05117544136385443,0.0,0.1822349044933495,0.17959983387967818,0.04937260590742894,0.0,0.05787083172538435,0.07072762339692609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044986644983806084,0.05736672765106701,0.04297742173970171,0.09216719759544388,0.08268884122339644,0.041781235971469176,0.0,0.046832677345578215,0.0,0.04700062558307993,0.0,0.0,0.050210233288702964,0.0,0.07584025107469601,0.0,0.0,0.0370012754355987,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CaliforniaBaer,2019/03/16,"Just started Paxil yesterday, and I'm freaking out. Any advice? Hey so Just started Paxil initially 10mg twice a day then in a week start 20 mg twice a day. Ive started over with the diagnosis process with a new doc because i finally live somewhere with more accessible healthcare than I had in the US, and my mental state has honestly just been exhausting.  But right now, ive noticed that with the Paxil my anxiety and paranoia are just as bad if not worse after I take it. Has anyone experienced this? I know I have to let it get into my system so Ill continue taking it to see if it works for me, but any recommendations for dealing with Paxil side effects? Im curious if I should just go ahead and take 20mg twice a day instead of waiting a week to increase.

​",4.456898395721925,5.706701130718955,5.876375519904933,77.70550802139039,70.37254901960785,8.700891265597148,32.20974450386215,9.095868883498916,2.8839986928104566,615,28,115,12,11,208,96,153,0.079,0.855,0.066,0.2867,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,3,9,4,0,0,9,0,10,2,0,1,0,26,23,13,0,4,11,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,11,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,3,2,2,13,1,20,19,2,28,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,3,17,80,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15029666805329786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16664787735623846,0.1868901611341579,0.20918562971826904,0.0,0.11766056225222632,0.0,0.0,0.10754417677444436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842092326688198,0.0937582265237294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975749032810792,0.15856641469210067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16848608615838512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035687250013328,0.0,0.08741104349177596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16613601649742746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452731932775898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727624461947826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358128154851871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15499947312793794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14854602719075424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751082474058372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313488062673254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225628366273363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4354564681406949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469271227573627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18500872629759155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24674651908624615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197202239353808,0.0,0.15674064572037116,0.0,0.0,0.1868901611341579,0.0
anxiety,buffladylover,2019/03/16,"I just don't know if I do or if I'm over exaggerating things. Lately I've been noticing these symptoms that seem to be linked to anxiety. Or hell that's what the internet say, which tends to over exaggerate shit anyways. But I was looking at the signs, and realized that I may have been pushing way more inside than I realized. A lot of signs of stress and anxiety that I've had for years, I never even connected it to anything. I would just think I'm in the mood to be sad or something when in reality I may have depression but I don't even know for certain. I never thought about the idea of having depression, anxiety, or being constantly stressed. In fact, I always hated the idea of having it because it makes me feel weak and vulnerable, which I despised feeling like. I never understood anyone who would openly gloat (other words for it I cant think of right now) about having depression or anxiety like it's a race to be the biggest mental victim. But now that this shit has become a lot more prevalent in the last couple years, I just don't know what to think or do. I'm going to see my doctor in a couple weeks about it. I've already had people telling me ""pssh that's not anxiety, I have anxiety and it's like this!"" Like there isn't more than one symptom of anxiety and it's exactly this shit that didnt make me want to talk about it to begin with. I just don't really know where else to go from here.",3.7509988385598128,4.93905850174216,5.117003484320558,82.71803716608595,71.99651567944252,8.532868757259001,27.25551684088269,8.976282227363876,2.069439488966318,1118,39,227,22,21,374,137,287,0.227,0.715,0.057,-0.993,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,0,18,20,7,2,11,0,29,7,3,2,6,58,54,17,0,5,16,0,2,4,0,4,4,1,0,0,27,7,0,0,17,0,0,3,11,14,0,1,8,5,21,5,36,38,5,29,1,4,2,0,4,12,4,13,17,163,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184627585013534,0.0,0.07679415553667067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4942207215605789,0.0,0.0,0.06453255950569141,0.0,0.07594827239341287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05626021337241225,0.10192902165407773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973462853012642,0.0,0.0,0.20423820159264766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384723284718009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094464549088371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709794080866719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191570249372885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333099555397688,0.06593326713424169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490309256666412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111902699071224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20837237500648328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028845978640248,0.07523011993093111,0.10410914946305316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18035641038408776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750185216896194,0.0,0.0,0.1569263444678165,0.0,0.0,0.12321096159842986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300840847903874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135433344691597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507480492741822,0.0,0.0,0.06253929966487196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0639835006632516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05912447848594667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881667711516592,0.0,0.07339412895839321,0.0,0.0,0.07354460078697067,0.08401897162779465,0.0,0.0,0.2842085622799794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07105072235627202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21143984774125946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19185299771151407,0.0,0.07418063800775614,0.08066708494354331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061314558677856776,0.17741054099193446,0.0,0.07326936540771266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054436083917943516,0.07325692031462222,0.07403090015348565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13112286717391275,0.0,0.0,0.11886576274390835
anxiety,roman1009,2019/03/16,"Imperturbability of the pilot I watched an interview with a pilot of a passenger plane and I heard a suggestion from him that responded very strongly to me: ""Whatever the weather is below, the sun always shines above the clouds.""

Clouds are bad and good thoughts (but they are just neutral, they just are), these are emotions, these are feelings.

I have a strong concern in this or that situation and I can’t solve it in any way.

Albert Einstein said: “The problem cannot be solved at the level at which it arose. It is necessary to rise to a higher level to solve this problem.”

So I was struck by the calm that the pilot receives. He is unfazed. He knows how to control his condition. I really liked his firmness and the clarity of his answers. He was very calm and the time I spent with him, watching the interview, was filled with love and trust.

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The imperturbability of the pilot.   
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Our bodies do not belong to us. We are something more than our body.",4.297616387337058,6.38891053072626,4.885229050279332,81.29249906890131,72.18435754189943,7.678361266294228,28.693109869646182,8.447377352677275,2.178298026070763,751,30,138,13,15,240,105,179,0.068,0.7759999999999999,0.157,0.9441,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,4,0,2,3,4,11,0,0,19,0,17,3,2,2,0,23,24,10,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,11,10,0,1,4,0,1,3,3,3,0,0,7,6,19,8,21,16,1,12,0,0,3,1,22,7,0,1,2,101,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16904262306694187,0.0,0.0,0.13815350139160526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16962733267248856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4513225215124708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278574789345021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22852390837339234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272211597117936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17039817517117006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164959222202582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925208658523976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18335682544894552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3887869904613705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13014736422170572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19324851453378267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283566077753201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563999290567098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16128370228715672,0.11846228737874515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443724586668508,0.0,0.0,0.3352510562615214,0.0,0.16125630760893392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sobellaa,2019/03/16,"How do I deal with recent anxiety about being murdered? Warning: this post includes discussing death and murder, please don't read if that is triggering.

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Just some background: I was diagnosed with depression a couple years ago and have been seeing a therapist for the past couple of years because of it. I have never considered myself a person with anxiety.

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Literally for the past 2 months I've been losing sleep because of the thought of being murdered or being in a mass shooting or terrorist attack. It's not anxiety about death, I'm pretty much ok with the fact that everyone dies eventually. It's the idea that someone else can just end it anytime in some horrific and painful manner. I've literally only been sleeping like 4 hours a night and this idea is consuming me for no reason.

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I don't know why this is creeping up on me now, I've been reading and watching things about true crime since I was 12 (I'm 26 now). At the same time I think my anxiety is my own fault, I read about some horrific murder and do as much reading as I can about it. Then for the following days I will stay awake at night thinking about how horrible their death was and fearing that it might happen to me. 

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I am a frequent international traveler for my job and I absolutely love my job. I'm afraid this anxiety is going to escalate and eventually make me quit my job. I don't want that to happen. I don't know how to deal with these thoughts.

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 I actually went to a therapist today, which helped. However, at the end of the session I mentioned that I'm going to Morocco soon and she accidentally reacted poorly. I begged her to tell me what was wrong, and she reminded me of the woman murdered by terrorists. Stupid me went home and read as much as I could about it and now I'm sick to my stomach and don't want to go on this trip. I already knew the story before she told me, but never read the details. (I did not watch the video, in case you know what story I'm talking about).

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I feel selfish for feeling like this cause I know nobody wants to be murdered. I just feel like these sudden fears are affecting me at another level I have never felt before. I don't know what's wrong with me. I can't sleep and I can't relax. I'm sorry if this entire post seems selfish, I just want some advice. Thank you!

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anxiety,yikes0000,2019/03/16,"How to manage constant anxiety in the last month of my internship abroad? Silly as it seems, I feel that my anxiety is being fed by something similar to 'FOMO.' This is my last month in Prague, and likely my last chance to travel Europe for several years, if ever again. I'm starting to get this creeping feeling of dread, like I'll return home and realize that I wasted my time abroad; either that I haven't seen enough, or done enough, or visited enough places. I'm starting to wonder what I've gotten out of this. I think, certainly something significant-- but there's still this voice in the back of my head telling me that I haven't worked hard enough at my internship, or done enough to experience the culture... that I've wasted my opportunity and should be ashamed. 

I don't know. Every time I try to verbalize it my brain curls up in knots. I just have this huge fear of returning home and realizing I've disappointed myself. ",6.321189989785495,6.9141915786516845,6.697313585291116,75.86775791624109,65.79775280898876,10.068232890704802,30.78855975485189,10.018931242160765,2.929251685393259,743,26,138,16,11,241,104,178,0.129,0.785,0.086,-0.8972,0,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,2,7,9,0,3,3,0,11,3,2,1,2,24,25,11,0,2,7,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,2,0,13,5,1,0,8,1,0,2,3,4,0,0,5,5,19,5,22,17,6,28,0,1,1,0,3,9,0,6,19,90,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18252570868615614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173301013635486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317632994063547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891905449523272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441671109453634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6163350459592661,0.0,0.0,0.10791212028600304,0.1005139425325941,0.0,0.0,0.11669660513587472,0.0,0.13424372700786186,0.12064158536754332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0623284251754984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686782241836112,0.0,0.12243444837638633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23933179493956186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065563212381081,0.2917320515650887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656622299368832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19044549091331334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464130671684782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860466962731204,0.0,0.13477309458713224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836832819727608,0.0,0.0,0.16887986706830269,0.0,0.09527175704272343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427195120766793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644151798710243,0.0,0.0,0.1391275678126323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099569822592298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937389102517105,0.08685056551315253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682417817483747
anxiety,therehasgottabemore,2019/03/16,"I did it. After 28 years of continuously telling myself that if I just do all the right things (eat right, exercise, make plans with friends, do my job well, etc.) then this will go away. I won’t feel anxious, I’ll be confident, and I will grow increasingly motivated to accomplish the things I need to be done. 

I’d be on top of the world “*if I could just*”..... Besides, taking meds would be taking the “easy way out.” I wanted to do it all on my *own*. 

Well after many years of feeding myself that same script I looked back and realized I’ve been saying that with no results for too long. It’s time to try something different. I don’t want to look back when I’m much older and wish I’d done this sooner. 

So today I went to the doctor (which is a feat in and of itself) and will be starting on medication today. I’m excited about what this could mean for my future. 

PS- Feel free to leave your reviews of Lexapro (generic too) below! 

Thanks for reading! ",2.3125161687711717,4.19242492670157,3.680769941484449,88.6845796119495,77.21989528795811,6.58835848475516,22.753618724976906,7.5105763829236425,0.8397715429627346,735,22,156,10,17,241,117,191,0.028,0.797,0.17600000000000002,0.9794,2,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,0,4,11,6,0,0,6,0,21,5,0,3,2,29,39,10,0,9,4,0,2,0,1,5,3,1,0,0,14,8,2,0,5,2,1,4,3,0,2,0,5,5,16,7,27,22,7,32,0,0,2,0,4,11,0,2,16,109,30,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528574561743804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12712459859642886,0.20808418207829213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21606192995127127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136614683630733,0.0,0.13849159609297607,0.0,0.2769303737878216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845198881767384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15090214359790782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368297278074649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045372095528368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689761325730507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342704933956776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14326969496610809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974170061124755,0.22724620634139545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903179176346566,0.1371792169434414,0.0,0.1473880830288604,0.1502946497647509,0.13630672906512084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946560181454944,0.10032780891942328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534278350849302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311014558956448,0.0,0.10760089537708788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416529838589307,0.0,0.0,0.09577040194190573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034667981571097,0.0,0.11826355446367424,0.12457174029610482,0.0,0.0,0.17978281115996286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889811451134425,0.0,0.2565088521611924,0.0,0.0,0.0918640061639161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596141667874697,0.10739973796664157,0.0,0.0,0.2433129888277213,0.12543017306751625,0.0,0.0,0.15559541533558266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961176194373958,0.0,0.0,0.17426547167247752
anxiety,Kstites785,2019/03/16,"Need advice about SSRI use So I have some general anxiety and after two years of trying to basically ignore it, I started going to a therapist who recommended an SSRI. I was scared of the side effects but the idea of an anxiety free life motivated me to take the plunge.

My doctor started me on 25mg of sertraline but after some VERY heightened anxiety and loss of appetite, my doctor recommended taking a half dose of 12.5 mg. So I’ve had two days of 25 mg and now two days of 12.5 mg and due for another 12.5 mg dose at 2PM today.

BUT I want to quit. My anxiety is still very heightened, I’m so nauseous that I want to throw up constantly and did last night, I have zero appetite for three days now and can’t eat anything , and my stomach is upset. Plus, last night I was only able to sleep 4-5 hours and then woke up wide awake and anxious. I’ve been jittery all morning. 

I’ve read all the reviews about how the first week is hell but I’m not sure I can take this. I really really feel like shit. I cannot feel like this for two weeks. 

My questions are 1) has anyone quit Zoloft because of the side effects? 2) has anyone quit Zoloft because of bad side effects but then taken another SSRI and been fine? 

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anxiety,KingdomOfFluffyButts,2019/03/16,"Qutting Zoloft is my current personal nightmare. I guess.. a little background. I'm on mobile so be prepared for spelling errors and poor formatting.

I'm the proud father of 4 cats and have a wife that loves me, but she's got her own issues and I don't want her worrying about me.. she was the one that pressured me to get on Zoloft because she was worried about me in the first place.

I've been on every single add medication in the book since I was 6 years old..(currently 29) I cannot function at all without Adderall, it's the only thing that works for me. I can go without on my vacations and days off of work but if I want to be a functional person of society I have to take my Adderall. 

A few months ago I talked to my new therapist about the problems I have when the holiday season rolls around.. I work in retail so it's heckin' awful, even on the Adderall I find it almost impossible to be a happy functioning adult during the holidays, I wake up sad or angry myself and life everyday until the changing of the seasons. After finally confiding in my wife about what plagues my mind in the holidays instead of pasting a fake poker face smile on.. she convinces me to open up to my doctor about it.. my wife is the ONLY one I've ever talked to about how I've felt.

Well my Dr put me on Zoloft.. it's come with an tremendous ass load of side effects which I've spoken to her about which she then proceeded to put me on buproprion. After not being able to be intimate with my wife, having hyper realistic nightmares mostly ending with me killing myself, and not getting more than 5 hours of sleep a night since I started I've decided the Zoloft isn't worth it.

I've been out of my current prescription for 4 days now and it feels like I'm going through hell. I've never felt this awful before, even before the pills.

 Does the Zoloft help me...? Yeah I suppose... did they make my moods even? Yeah... It did, but it did not make me happy, it made me feel disconnected to things that would make me feel connected to such as music. It basically made me feel like I was just existing, nothing more.

Last night is when the true hell began. I got 20 minutes of sleep after trying to for 9 hours. When I finally got to sleep I dreamt of another woman, an online friend I play games with.. I'm not going to go into details but it ended up with me shooting myself in the face, I woke up sweating got up to stretch my legs and attempted to go back asleep. Bad idea. I spent the rest of the night off and on sitting up on the couch cradling my head rocking back and fourth with the entire weight of the world crashing down on me. Just sitting there for hours on end hyperventilating having what I can only describe as severe panic attacks (never had them before).

It feels like my entire reality is cracking before me, I'm going fucking insane I don't know what to do. There is no way I can see my doctor this short notice she doesn't even live in the same town as me, I have to wait every 2 weeks to see her until she's scheduled to work at my local hospital.

Things have NEVER been this bad before, I'm gonna try to ride out the storm. I feel like the worst is over until tonight if it happens again... I don't want to worry my wife so I'm not gonna tell her about this episode and I feel like I'd be able to compose myself around her.. I guess we will find out when she wakes up.

To anyone reading, this is my experience with Zoloft, and probably being irresponsible and quitting it cold turkey... Stay away from it.",3.1320938484825898,4.734407309759547,4.402106752028587,85.59367056254499,74.2050919377652,6.998178614853967,24.99191046924241,7.669130373188453,1.2545243752946722,2756,89,554,36,57,908,310,707,0.134,0.769,0.097,-0.9879,3,0,0,1,0,1,81.0,1,0,2,9,34,28,5,2,35,4,44,27,12,7,6,85,97,35,1,7,16,6,10,5,1,4,12,0,1,4,33,30,1,1,15,9,4,10,17,13,1,3,22,13,87,14,111,64,10,112,2,1,2,3,34,48,4,7,55,377,120,8,0.12247988560921805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05428551428957508,0.0,0.061322956627405625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06421541963961032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04282039190857578,0.0,0.0,0.10903306543589177,0.0,0.06966927582543543,0.05753694216057381,0.09417947180133976,0.1022655884954574,0.037331300725090895,0.0,0.2605534039590298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06478373936064075,0.05275278817105343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898939370981843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253633528381652,0.05359148663700533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16272123704054847,0.0,0.0,0.1617936186191525,0.055395034319661175,0.10319458613991678,0.0,0.0,0.059904415086617535,0.0,0.0,0.21675328595485646,0.2187491368796592,0.1175998975958023,0.13417072791538678,0.11194439653660966,0.05209066406516116,0.0,0.0,0.0473138278985946,0.05661534031556949,0.06399068505996179,0.0,0.20882442462537035,0.0,0.1959167065443519,0.0,0.13492540250295407,0.0,0.0541542791740988,0.13038211573523115,0.0,0.0,0.06284984904145573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04104784277933767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18092702344638797,0.0,0.0,0.06913244127494597,0.0,0.06391858965136846,0.0,0.0,0.06775292326091385,0.0,0.0336558710025485,0.049918726972041465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043255582683166816,0.14959371352668582,0.061378511000452475,0.05407599146423284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05527143934816015,0.11589342920318348,0.12263441207407726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06169279960689825,0.0,0.0,0.06183488468735079,0.0,0.04888113808350445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14169605764090373,0.05914591837092908,0.0,0.17240861344388506,0.0,0.058761376771413326,0.06972208077865534,0.06426101830623336,0.0,0.08299554029316003,0.13972720824124987,0.0,0.07185187799841751,0.0,0.0,0.05846045485096513,0.0,0.10694471184455,0.06398270597341567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06602701612290221,0.058598354629080265,0.0,0.12312611420866484,0.0,0.06513621734626188,0.06125651520285692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760061130630014,0.0,0.0,0.06918370411251656,0.0,0.10131662704815993,0.0,0.18385250867672467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043345946717358065,0.06527363079604798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046044815584147816,0.09844469259708087,0.053526409270970535,0.0,0.0,0.07110429366433038,0.12205529049513235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315580253781532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836271481509496,0.04860941611359417,0.04912298818145157,0.07457375219936642,0.055062063202810436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806623902237574,0.0,0.17833363090381596,0.18657640372693465,0.0,0.04350309830859786,0.0,0.0,0.03943651533577437
anxiety,thelionsbroke,2019/03/16,"Any one have advice or any experience of not doing things by themselves because they don't want to be with their thoughts, but use the TV and phone for company. I never really write posts but I can't seem to find the right description to find any help online. So here goes hoping someone will reply.

I keep putting tasks off that mean that I will spend time alone with myself and my thoughts. Things like walking the dog, going to the gym, doing my hobbies, home improvements, anything really that means I haven't got the company of my phone or TV.  I'm okay with being by myself when  I use my phone and the TV as a distraction. 

I can't seem to understand it myself because I wouldn't say I have any bad thoughts when I'm in my own head its almost like I keep going round and round thinking what can I think about and I can't wait for whatever I'm doing to be over so I can stop being by myself in my head.  I try listening to music but that only works for so long. I've found myself getting anxious now about doing things because I dread how I'm going to feel. Does anyone have any advise to give, I want to improve my life and motivate myself but I keep getting worse. 

Just to add I live with my partner & pets, have great family and friends, job etc, plenty to do with people but I want to be able to be on my own and do things for me. 

Apologies for any grammer mistakes, it's not my strong point. ",3.8629094076655046,4.7553280696864135,4.725663763066205,86.74083013937285,71.4390243902439,7.55184668989547,25.49982578397213,7.7348632917899725,1.2263757491289209,1104,32,230,13,20,358,142,287,0.115,0.765,0.12,0.6595,1,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,2,3,11,11,0,2,7,1,26,3,2,4,1,56,60,22,0,6,10,0,3,2,2,3,1,2,2,1,12,14,0,5,15,4,1,5,9,4,0,1,5,5,38,7,37,46,3,20,0,0,2,0,14,7,0,6,9,151,50,4,0.0982997883692443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605741551542832,0.0,0.0,0.09843303867678728,0.1018089350854851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650777962885842,0.0,0.4010833616067657,0.0,0.0,0.11105078093490577,0.0,0.06873349761169775,0.0,0.08089235014310599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207621730341577,0.1797679158127267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602280723250981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096302484072585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615605527565392,0.09266829201739583,0.0,0.049703326577654784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17968845143734044,0.0,0.0,0.107780644174474,0.0759461726509101,0.0,0.10271516449757022,0.09429811417754913,0.1675981051492604,0.0,0.07861932061544846,0.10837586370582997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20176788471295154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588827607329549,0.0,0.09860270260919224,0.09763386986014384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754737205030256,0.26212010551510445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943204759530952,0.09604862256622387,0.0,0.08680051406565135,0.08699221939283737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141545742090788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581485678009038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661048061751862,0.07476141861292128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06814869615760093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292507330845097,0.0,0.09414402468648396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988184378948199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594672307855026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394748216641602,0.0,0.07817193717582901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17897687089900746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328909169039038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218302464984201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612240459531184,0.12597307043104533,0.0,0.2341171553168045,0.0573193971040642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667391037351419,0.0,0.0,0.10233354642061526,0.0,0.16979891149011636,0.0,0.0,0.17393928611962906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156341667763888,0.0,0.10017588233412517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jmac19818118,2019/03/16,"Time. I have been dealing with GAB and panic disorder for a decade. Many drugs later and hours of useless therapy were no help. I would like to share what works for me. 

I became frustrated about 2 years ago over how much time anxiety took from me on a daily basis.  

I started to keep a journal daily for my thoughts and what I did every day. I wrote a good size book by the first month. I realized I was spending over 80% of my time fighting anxiety.


I decided to stop fighting it and learned to live with my anxiety. It is a part of who I am now. It is not something I can get rid of but I learned how to use it to my advantage. I learned what would cause my high anxiety. I made a large list...


I decided to work on one thing a month and it has worked out great. I will give examples later in other post.


If you made it this far reading, I want you to know there is hope. We must learn to accept who we are. We need to understand that this is not something we can cure. We can only improve our quality of life.

Our quality of life can improve. It takes one step at a time.

You are not alone!


To be continued...

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anxiety,CakeWithoutJake,2019/03/16,"Join us in an experiment to help others and help ourselves fight against Anxiety.   We’re a few people all around the globe who have experienced a range of mental health issues. Our experiences range from mild anxiety and depression to dropping out of school, university or work due to agoraphobia and extreme anxiety.

 In our lives we’ve been trying various things to get better and thought working on something together would be good for us. 

 Counter intuitively we’re all quite optimistic about the future for humans so our experiment is a YouTube channel that discusses the future, history, economics, current events and other things to help educate others , but the only limit of these topics is your own imagination. 

We have a very talented editor and a voiceover person and almost many of us are involved in researching and script-writing. But the number ways of contributions that you make is as diverse and unique as your own story. Which is something that we want to hear. 

 We’ve found it helpful in motivated us, getting us on track and boosting our moods and have had some great positive feedback. 

 We thought we’d put the word out and ask if anyone else would like to be involved in our little collective to see if it might help you too. 

 Getting involved would be as easy as PMing me, hearing about how we’ve done things so far and then saying what you might be interested in helping with. 

Maybe putting ideas out for topics or getting involved in research and/or script writing, or even helping us manage the little community we have.

​

 Feel free to try us out in getting involved to see if you like the experience and find out it helps you. Your possible company, is all we can ask for. ",8.716778074866312,8.891828366883116,8.141466768525593,68.9618220015279,60.78571428571429,11.273032849503435,39.221543162719634,10.843485225782073,4.450212146676853,1379,65,225,31,17,435,169,308,0.024,0.767,0.209,0.9964,1,0,2,0,1,0,29.0,18,8,0,6,8,11,1,0,14,0,24,1,0,3,3,58,41,30,0,7,8,0,1,2,0,5,1,5,0,2,16,26,0,1,8,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,6,9,27,9,44,25,8,29,0,1,2,0,50,19,0,10,8,160,43,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085160890587802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666376705565317,0.08597591523805996,0.0,0.0,0.16238374132169858,0.0,0.0,0.04947402779576626,0.07249757207432052,0.0,0.0629875705195563,0.13229404888811144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06257766321222788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06094177728631415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240764286195693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059107304836218975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046733469895790775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27685059057022626,0.0,0.0,0.035776205868889764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466942429739095,0.0,0.0,0.07757996858908588,0.0,0.0,0.18483465413429773,0.0,0.0,0.05934652082436975,0.0,0.07800840463063942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520999616354057,0.1594936235209279,0.0,0.3794084125072157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987456837219811,0.0,0.07385056371809279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06913531811565626,0.14183159116257282,0.062478575873315914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047229976507643386,0.07173517019937976,0.07108360684492201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130509965169007,0.15012122405425338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05381289518252443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0490530906341156,0.061781144573642234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976641600243455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422580346707243,0.0,0.07525739218782446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0562677693856751,0.0,0.07160854181932545,0.1127662578838895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894238318421123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14102082128228116,0.0,0.0,0.11234423827369293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607694611760878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5957727325908534,0.0,0.0,0.05838085933675706,0.041733542718253414,0.056162578079027074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302197876998324,0.0,0.0,0.15078844907702585,0.0,0.08597591523805996,0.0
anxiety,ErskineRavel,2019/03/16,"Anxiety and Going Out Hi! I'm new to this subreddit! 

I feel like there will be people in this subreddit who will understand how I feel about this. People close to me never seem to understand how I feel when I explain to them and it's infuriating and I end up pretending that it's not a big deal because it always turns into an argument!

I get very nervous around crowds of people. I'm getting better at hiding it (in an attempt to look normal and not like I'm having a tantrum,) but it's still there, I can still feel my chest tightening and my heart racing and my palms sweating. I struggle to ask people if I can pass them, if I can have directions for something, etc. I find that if I'm particularly anxious, it manifests into bursts of anger/irritation and I snap at people when they try to push me into doing something that makes me nervous/question why I'm so nervous, why I can't just relax.

I get especially anxious when it comes to going out and drinking alcohol. I live in the UK, so we're pretty big drinkers here. I was solidly against alcohol for a large part of my life, and then gave in to peer pressure and just general pressure to drink when I turned 18. I hate drinking. I hate every aspect of it. I already feel nervous when I go into a pub, and drinking seems to accelerate this more. When I drink, I drink to try to take the edge off, and then I drink more because everyone else is drinking more, and then I've had too much and I feel horrible; I feel upset, I usually end up crying and my anxiety is through the roof at this point. Not only that, but the thought of going out is already enough of a nightmare for me; what if someone tries to argue with me? What if people laugh at me? What if something bad happens? What if I get hurt, or someone I'm with gets hurt and I don't know how to help them?

This is why I always say no to going out, and nobody seems to understand why. 

It's not that I don't want to spend time with people; because I do! I want to be invited! I want to spend time with people I care about! 

I get brushed off as anti-social or boring, when I simply don't enjoy drinking because it makes me want to die! I've been struggling with this for some time now. I've got friends in college and one friend in particular always asks me to come out for a drink on the weekend, and I always have to say no. Partly because of money/travelling issues, but mainly because I feel like I would ruin her night because of how anxious I get in that kind of environment. She is very kind, and has said that she doesn't mind if I can't afford it (I've not had the heart to tell her the real reason,) but my family are a whole other story. They are very different to me, and are the first ones to tell me I'm boring, I'm anti-social and I don't make enough effort, and that I'm just making excuses. That going out is good for me, and that I need to start going out more; as if I don't already know this. 

It genuinely hurts, since I want to have a social life. I want to be able to enjoy myself, but I simply can't. 

Sorry this was a long post, I just really needed to get it off my chest and maybe air it to others who might understand the struggle of wanting to have a social life but being held back. ",3.7704054054054055,4.421654509009009,5.259777777777781,83.71300000000005,71.47747747747748,7.901981981981982,26.962162162162162,8.021203637495839,1.5678933333333336,2517,81,523,33,45,851,253,666,0.171,0.758,0.071,-0.9973,2,0,16,0,0,1,74.0,0,0,5,4,29,34,4,9,21,0,42,21,6,9,1,118,115,60,1,20,26,0,8,3,2,4,5,3,0,0,41,45,12,1,21,14,2,11,17,20,0,3,10,13,77,14,89,97,13,73,0,4,1,0,30,34,0,16,30,364,118,1,0.047324237269791285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011504348436632,0.0,0.0,0.15667041785676666,0.0,0.15751022589628624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724058239585135,0.16038875341882375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042128604491058375,0.08848354708962107,0.0,0.0,0.036389417309635214,0.03951376138556438,0.20193891054382546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04185444210178076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04825021389163128,0.0,0.0,0.08153128006716824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05198345246587936,0.0,0.048789210624869545,0.0,0.0,0.04911508675254913,0.04944375549647523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4635973599910096,0.0,0.0,0.03953332772541792,0.0,0.08383045528646163,0.09779717533144122,0.052779034152982116,0.0,0.0,0.0398727109774161,0.04522033674691971,0.0,0.0,0.0446130791486999,0.0,0.19142845038269055,0.06761688912273721,0.0,0.0,0.043253495513743384,0.04025397204608665,0.0,0.0,0.07312517664358902,0.0,0.19779968590083036,0.0,0.18826818239528764,0.03969332493867148,0.03784951569600087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04184866672698274,0.0,0.0,0.09344577347363008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215889804404247,0.031720438689832736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519847243414026,0.0,0.0,0.04939420848681994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856182133330203,0.052016326335504716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027952498286123,0.06936069567138711,0.0,0.041788168529444815,0.0418804607768661,0.0397404403929038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263571834252421,0.0,0.04754355714732375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0502035371560458,0.047783989018914216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03478875958982605,0.07018064458463426,0.03649936922914887,0.045706043251152316,0.0,0.04441059084594743,0.04636770463742616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641362558697952,0.035992214955480425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249507449985608,0.0,0.26246933956559954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04473670076524591,0.0,0.045323537677017134,0.048145762673784884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053865342607082936,0.030317118201379858,0.04865719775393259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04501618678486194,0.07526826586547594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924662470910486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03914709810474557,0.0,0.0,0.0964822004296471,0.0801953453314792,0.1092975297099924,0.0,0.052975609131160006,0.033496338716070745,0.0,0.07558639402972941,0.0,0.0,0.14842070396371476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03558193685288675,0.0,0.08272693854798048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037570158223614654,0.08278542997035065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963901519850042,0.10295036130541346,0.0,0.19706479990687806,0.0,0.0,0.05212096143479365,0.11714235582793565,0.1953914288930191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708110532870055,0.05283582086577725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03361778035776017,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dutchs89,2019/03/16,"Could really use some support rn On a vacation with my family for my mom’s birthday. My fiancé, who is supposed to be flying in this morning to meet us here, just stood me up. For the third time he deceived me into thinking he was meaning to come on vacation with me when really he had no intention of doing so. Now I have to deal with living in a small apartment with my entire family for the next week going through this breakup. Not comfortable talking to any of my family members about it. Just had my first panic attack in a year while I was taking a shower, felt like I was drowning. Could really use some kind words right now. ",6.338571428571428,6.0617123200000025,7.1390857142857165,75.68440000000002,65.8,10.342857142857145,31.457142857142852,9.957137785484203,2.989754285714286,500,17,93,10,7,167,83,125,0.109,0.8220000000000001,0.069,-0.6529,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,1,8,6,1,1,6,0,11,0,0,3,0,20,21,3,1,2,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,2,0,2,7,1,13,4,23,11,2,21,0,0,0,0,9,10,0,2,10,71,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270171380290625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18854118271445894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276125243754212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646429716253313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17085979291646686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4687049472877093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591262684814426,0.0,0.0,0.1409693913833024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418786959784327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725817262340962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096704132719623,0.0,0.146342146754469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18052796382831335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941003369182097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762551575817164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19444780927564612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318511601522288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153205066935495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18806782371666625,0.0,0.0,0.1246079263096765,0.13320705974267225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061927441246932,0.0,0.0,0.09663817908424162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19935213093091733,0.2862740790364608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329381736851344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672433659528896
anxiety,Shardaine,2019/03/16,"Question about attending DBT So I went to my first DBT course came home and I was exhausted. I had a decent(ish) night sleep before, and breakfast. By all accounts I shouldn't have been so tired, is this normal? What can I do to make it not so exhausting?",0.9814285714285732,3.576380799999999,2.063714285714287,92.98900000000002,91.0,6.057142857142857,21.142857142857142,7.447530270364453,1.0016857142857143,200,7,41,4,7,63,41,50,0.134,0.812,0.054000000000000006,-0.605,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,0,8,5,1,1,1,9,11,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,1,3,2,2,0,1,5,0,6,0,4,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627916373901901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35321931905464304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626906940079458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097817338726092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20614646530324854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28981609360855626,0.3025878911232825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.345960349885263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090530965969635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3549547269323593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862885626397725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxiousburner,2019/03/16,"An issue with clothing I’m having an interesting issue with clothing and anxiety, I’m wondering if anyone has experienced anything similar. I’ve always had issues with losing my temper when i get anxious. Recently (last twoish months( this has turned into me tearing clothes off myself. 

I’ll decide I’m uncomfortable or hot or i don’t like something I’m wearing and I’ll start spiraling and i get so lost in my own head I’ll shred the clothes off my body. 

It’s a whole range of things, from dress shirts on my commute home from work to T-shirt’s and boxers around the house. 

It’s gotten to the point where having to replace the clothes is impacting me financially. I’m wondering if anyone has any tips or advice or similar last experience. ",3.799300699300698,6.139028930069935,5.120979020979021,77.9399300699301,74.38461538461539,8.036363636363637,28.48251748251749,8.841846274778883,2.589724475524476,599,25,105,13,13,199,90,143,0.107,0.855,0.038,-0.8172,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,4,5,1,0,7,0,8,4,4,0,0,18,21,12,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,9,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,3,10,2,15,18,2,14,0,2,0,0,0,8,0,8,7,59,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276295419646105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007830633064815,0.0,0.0,0.10630912576144966,0.0,0.11959130774404622,0.17660734749536836,0.0,0.21861783582407324,0.0,0.1286455013748585,0.13916601259600678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17364635067207665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15291982392996822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633509696802539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604387228478516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156810799681738,0.0,0.0,0.18038275324131076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4895007886082872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548581078150966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637448525439754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748922376403748,0.17065164266450306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247803691667433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14778149756945794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15435609318377086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034975270038195,0.0,0.0,0.11065051767072433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038580851692315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004113299354015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17453581956857242,0.0,0.0,0.33906440746359184,0.11380942205667105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,uncertain-ithink,2019/03/16,"Therapist thinks I’m okay, I disagree, and I feel stuck When I first went into therapy I had a LOT going on in my life that was freaking me out. Now I don’t hardly have any of that stress. So I was running out of things to talk about in our last session or two. So because of that she feels that things have improved and I should be okay.

But now I only have 2 things that are stressing me out and they aren’t even that bad. And I feel debilitated. Just woke up with my heart pounding and I feel numb, withdrawn, and just wanting to go back to sleep (but I can’t, I already just woke up after 9-10 hours of sleep).

She wants me to check in with her and tell her how I’ve been doing and say whether or not I want to continue, but now that she’s created this atmosphere of thinking I’m okay when I’m not, I don’t want to talk to her. I feel stuck and hopeless. I don’t know if have something biologically wrong causing this anxiety/depression but I do know it runs in my family.

I don’t know how much help I need or what I deserve. Do I need meds? Are my issues that big? What if I somehow get on meds but I don’t actually have a biological issue that warrants them?

I just want to feel better. I expressed to my therapist that I have a feeling I’ll still continue feeling bad even with my life being so much less stressful. She just said to check in in a couple weeks. I was right. And I don’t see an end to this. Nobody seems to think my issues are as bad as I think they are and I don’t know what to do.",0.811504044741838,2.621673671826624,2.867356436632381,93.06307000898836,81.63157894736842,5.901488065514831,21.564865674622997,6.968188349444268,0.3774566863077995,1168,36,274,14,31,394,143,323,0.135,0.7979999999999999,0.067,-0.9637,1,0,1,0,0,1,31.0,1,0,3,2,21,14,0,3,5,3,31,6,3,3,0,66,68,31,0,10,18,0,9,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,20,18,0,0,17,0,2,5,11,10,0,2,11,12,51,4,39,54,4,36,0,1,1,0,18,16,0,8,15,196,71,3,0.0,0.0,0.08872219985329327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003295353123269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06182690261478822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990981537369456,0.2277365207318336,0.055422360975990265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040899075154259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339714303680824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059829722673386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830696377362131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052576937275557,0.0,0.0,0.12010007902960015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570876801898697,0.0,0.3677642735978315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733423511166385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04750055285524042,0.0,0.10334082853973534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144407039026744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10773747471768247,0.060939970363076836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953525691125654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846822167934825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998631492002549,0.0741097591557238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284351989418889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07729466338997829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20197731729083596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366939840284933,0.13482809751997762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06914672694585086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764290371758154,0.08648320142582122,0.07230111058635043,0.0,0.0,0.07244934152079313,0.08276772332098006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819659803669665,0.0,0.0,0.06999260304912222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07260669779923283,0.0,0.3124364856738381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615181317855164,0.07946575444049434,0.0,0.10397189126460464,0.211124056963742,0.18120430409498167,0.23302461791757506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881302136185021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26812698638812554,0.0,0.07292839869846468,0.0,0.0,0.08428127648973659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940382876024152,0.0,0.0
anxiety,joanofarc689,2019/03/16,"Does anybody else feel like their anxiety is more on at work? Or that you overthink the smallest interactions, or what could go wrong while your gone, and a million anxieties form that you take with you on the weekends or vacations? What do you do when it makes you feel trapped ? ",7.435320512820509,7.707752403846152,6.1469230769230805,81.86474358974361,63.42307692307693,10.01025641025641,36.56410256410256,9.725611199111238,3.3017871794871803,223,10,43,4,3,66,40,52,0.17600000000000002,0.782,0.042,-0.7808,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,6,1,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,9,10,6,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,2,7,1,4,8,2,8,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,3,4,32,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5024352936115879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621928978587967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873765257905081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743279205626385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320879606616557,0.23460206432392985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18663175009965893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043489132736533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21920304570586288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469086036531054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23907201729573616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35904319309763105,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Willowsatine,2019/03/16,Worst panic attack yet I lost my memory for about five minutes and it was terrifying. Any advice is this happens again?,1.8727272727272712,4.477222181818182,3.7186363636363637,78.19795454545455,99.9090909090909,5.836363636363638,19.13636363636364,7.1686216300943375,1.3427818181818187,96,3,15,2,4,32,22,22,0.508,0.4920000000000001,0.0,-0.9477,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,2,0,2,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3968971826947447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762043502719729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.462068349397306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591680564252563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4433742234957422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4765440472068792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LittleLowkey,2019/03/16,"I have come soooo far (sad and funny story IMO) I’m unmedicated. Was medicated on and off for a decade. But I randomly thought of this story and realized just how far I had come.

When I was around 13 or 14 I went on a date with this boy and his parents drove us. I think we just went to the farm for mini golf and ice cream. When we went in to get the ice cream I had to pee, realllly bad. I didn’t know where the bathroom was and there was this table of people whispering next to us (obvi i thought they were talking about me!!! but they probably didn’t even acknowledge my existence).


So....... instead of asking this boy’s parents where the bathroom was I PEED A LITTLE IN MY PANTS. Then in the car ride home I peed even more. I cannot believe I let it happen. I was just too nervous to even ask that I just decided I would pee my pants. 

I had some anxiety about asking to go to the bathroom because of a childhood experience (trauma, yay!). But these aren’t things I realize until I’m older. I’m 22 now and I can go to the bathroom alone, whenever and where ever. 

I’m just so proud of myself and how far I have come. I was soooo self-absorbed and thought EVERYONE was concerned with what I was doing all the time. Getting out of high school, and now college, it helped so much. ",1.7609157160963242,3.6101386577946784,3.5795674904942985,88.91685440430928,78.77186311787072,6.664702154626111,23.88608998732573,7.6454224807358475,1.0643816223067173,989,34,215,15,24,332,136,263,0.044,0.924,0.031,-0.2917,3,1,0,0,0,0,40.0,4,0,2,1,27,6,0,1,12,1,23,3,2,2,2,45,47,24,0,1,9,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,2,10,20,0,0,9,1,0,11,4,4,0,0,22,3,34,2,29,23,4,39,0,1,2,0,16,16,0,3,12,152,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265806998417317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349622190880193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879968319844,0.34277121238379643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204669185376457,0.07450278823287243,0.0,0.0,0.13769751901154512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158392337902126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24217095583233586,0.11055292558548717,0.0,0.11678426977650973,0.0,0.11955238271171942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770742956444786,0.0,0.13891829451006016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807672689797264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819199620320165,0.12912973227327668,0.12259433901432824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06716766309753698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497590005054995,0.0,0.0,0.12249426401695805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312149577784595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984408735976808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997993263038302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27141663097472835,0.0,0.0,0.08473037897594621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317713742705669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369085837063548,0.0,0.0,0.1274997375180848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823397447655748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119602303194266,0.07831218057130461,0.0,0.29108165545659986,0.0712661358636782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940257397700327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398911549634946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868199622784884,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,make_your_blood_boil,2019/03/16,"Weight changes anxiety This might have some trigger warnings about weight.

I honestly don't know if this is the right place. But it's regarding my anxiety.

And i rarely speak about this because most people dismisses my feelings about my weight.

I've always been really really skinny, around 49kg ( 108 pounds i believe) and it always stressed me the way i looked. I hated myself. I hated my body.

But then i started some new anxiety meds and in 4 months i gained 20kg or so. So i started to weight around 60ish kg ( 132 pounds).

And i freaked out. My clothes stopped to fit. I had to buy everything again.

But with time i atarted to lose some of the extra weight and i was really happy about myself. I was not skinny. I had curves. Clothes looked good on me.

Then i had a major breakdown. Started to have panic attacks during work. Had to change my meds again.

And now... Now I've lost 10kg. I feel myself disappear. I'm hating myself again. I'm getting skinny again.

I feel an alien because no one i know can understand how i feel.

I feel lost and anxious i cannot stop looking into the mirror and feel disgusted. ",1.4470370370370382,4.05412036697248,2.660723751274212,90.36733775059466,86.1559633027523,5.614950730547061,22.29425756031261,7.0931098945946705,0.9232420659191308,872,31,170,13,27,279,115,218,0.21600000000000005,0.7090000000000001,0.075,-0.979,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,5,15,14,5,2,6,0,14,9,4,2,0,37,37,18,0,1,6,0,11,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,13,8,2,9,0,1,1,4,11,0,1,9,15,34,3,18,27,6,27,0,3,3,0,1,9,0,7,16,109,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516364527406979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091171333231253,0.10293842400618533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16223028333782735,0.0,0.10366090609226383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109047461500646,0.0,0.0,0.10265980041235603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121255953452188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927834340921142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818917943021013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764347299151861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047605865829586966,0.0,0.0,0.0764262124180718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699776619757912,0.0,0.26988315582409744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015313183935257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295507879787186,0.1019387447291091,0.19893409191722708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20242511906904376,0.0,0.0,0.0966627562884868,0.0,0.0,0.07273023875335319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800320395681767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06174452659708116,0.0,0.0,0.10690839957069707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06317037414308542,0.0,0.0951998595773795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175119306770777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781504497985947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19348328480147128,0.0,0.0,0.1523589652642796,0.10437639510277458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05313216488171901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485799111738484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232594367101806,0.0,0.554791379133584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06633564633473557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bouzal,2019/03/16,"Anxiety is not wanting to lean your seat back in a plane because you’re anxious about seeming like a dick, but also not being able to ask the person in front of you not to lean their seat back. Someone tell me why I’ll take 2.5 hours of cramped discomfort over having the balls to lean my seat back 6 inches. ",12.636666666666665,6.126004492063494,11.117222222222221,71.46250000000002,59.63492063492065,13.869841269841272,44.198412698412696,8.841846274778883,4.005926984126983,245,8,51,2,2,77,47,63,0.13699999999999998,0.835,0.028,-0.7140000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,1,0,5,2,0,1,4,0,3,2,1,0,0,6,7,2,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,10,6,0,9,0,0,0,1,6,4,1,1,5,30,5,0,0.2494010154420307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994459019428869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19079109417255516,0.28175215827281963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331562827759608,0.0,0.0,0.5753219588069353,0.0,0.1520325441569283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456097622015697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184473841308605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21776734683836727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270453176113631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113166710471469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875185252730711,0.0,0.21798748029106693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14710318066520606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250456245899992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Alunnite,2019/03/16,DAE struggle turning on electric toothbrushes? I've don't think I've ever turned mine on if I think there is anyone withing earshot. ,5.355599999999999,7.468363960000001,4.8610000000000015,82.47550000000003,69.4,6.6000000000000005,36.5,7.1686216300943375,2.7474,109,6,18,1,2,33,20,25,0.103,0.897,0.0,-0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,6,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360462950353129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053636837894352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.352915665071922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4326198663344334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7343880117637187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Aviation101,2019/03/16,"I feel like I’m falling apart at the seams. I don’t know what to do, I’m so overwhelmed that I keep putting off everything I have to do because every time I think about I feel like I can’t breathe and my stomach starts churning and I just want to curl up under my blankets and never come out ",6.34,4.349731571428574,6.460317460317459,86.14857142857143,66.6190476190476,9.034920634920637,35.285714285714285,6.42735559955562,2.0452476190476188,231,9,53,1,3,74,43,63,0.029,0.8290000000000001,0.14300000000000002,0.6504,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,5,2,2,0,1,13,15,4,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,4,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,2,10,2,9,15,0,12,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,5,33,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18424249967109127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603527165803247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546499604039142,0.0,0.271633530004414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30564292040328817,0.43184016626041616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26864450887033137,0.0,0.0,0.16610302029871835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953180755013259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23310586867883254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038343510134611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21392679651390684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936629788680158,0.0,0.0,0.17623838415795418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782687901831748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cruelpain,2019/03/16,"Am I the only one here who obsesses when they DON'T feel anxious? Hi guys not sure if there is anyone else out there like me but

when i don't feel anxious , when i feel calm and relaxed

all of a sudden i start wondering .... hmm that's strange.. why do i feel so calm and relaxed? then i start thinking that it was something i ate or waht i did during the day...then i start thinking about trying to draw some correlation so i can keep on doing that particular thing so i don't feel anxious

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just wondering if anyone else does this?

right now i feel so calm and relaxed. I wonder why though? i wish i knew the answer lmao.

I'll probably go back to being anxious as hell in a few days..",1.0145478723404258,3.3603524539007097,2.5759530141844,92.29031250000004,84.74468085106382,5.227127659574467,21.57845744680851,6.6274283507984215,0.4337691489361699,540,18,114,6,16,176,88,141,0.061,0.6729999999999999,0.266,0.9844,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,0,15,10,1,1,5,0,11,1,0,0,2,28,30,17,0,3,6,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,4,1,1,13,3,0,1,4,2,0,1,4,6,17,8,8,25,3,16,1,0,0,0,4,4,1,7,12,75,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457886415728454,0.13971113443284253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5195706905489369,0.0,0.1607909035726936,0.23561756824767802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841116168009461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483028928644312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006182238892851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920991149456319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34881868675469496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653447777779379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138465245421402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021979337460888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056172555398618984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791222430152761,0.08744612502523193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396597870095676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819078018149184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851585877474764,0.0,0.0,0.2441465489308845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083656210545651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638642700282203,0.14734681432090468,0.11296552718928395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806267079429755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20749993769350752,0.0,0.13221929014037026,0.0,0.3740669573452585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971113443284253,0.0
anxiety,stiIIme,2019/03/16,"Anxiety is exhausting it’s currently 6;46 am as i right this and i am wide awake for absolutely zero reason. I have probably gotten around 16 hours of sleep in the past 3 days. And i also have to be up at 8am today and it’s not even worth trying to fall back asleep. There is absolutely no reason to be anxious but here we are!!!! it’s frustrating and physically exhausting. waking up every morning 3.4, even 5 hours earlier than prompted to, to the most nauseating stomach is just routine at this point. this doesn’t give much insight but if anyone has any tips for this thanks ",2.8798149637972656,5.254694938053099,4.602204344328238,80.3639340305712,77.49557522123894,8.002896218825423,25.316975060337892,8.841846274778883,2.1887946902654867,460,17,86,11,11,155,80,113,0.139,0.821,0.04,-0.8118,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,0,8,4,1,0,2,0,12,6,4,2,0,15,15,9,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,3,0,1,1,3,3,0,1,1,0,5,1,16,12,2,17,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,2,7,61,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626275258004352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829228991297807,0.0,0.15557042429944531,0.2297397737556044,0.0,0.14219457132857866,0.0,0.0,0.18103419082897826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15637187124928484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115086618138252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686357272531455,0.0,0.17134021065156102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19508217082623686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4005387681589221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14949355712992418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19413085557355408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19224164961631654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21925729390208887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4181774606494909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17366897736243658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20350762408392728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18722726485334326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927622215385889,0.0,0.0,0.13806860666518664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,darrx,2019/03/16,"freaking out im curently freaking out. im about to go into therapy, but this past week my anxiety has been so so high, it makes me vomit, and i had to stay at home and not go to school. even though i know therapy is meant for this, im feeling really sick rn. any tips? how do intell her inwant meds?",0.06799107142857252,2.0938017812500007,2.725714285714286,91.805,85.875,6.1571428571428575,20.080357142857142,7.447530270364453,0.6247794642857145,230,7,52,4,7,80,49,64,0.166,0.8079999999999999,0.026,-0.8537,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,0,12,11,7,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,3,1,5,0,9,8,0,10,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,31,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861025401530285,0.0,0.1446787221399713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491408285072575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562636701182828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214966133617508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998190330492433,0.1897059790018923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.612856494347192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393715882507663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624119740453887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100732285098381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805394838948271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115715782352797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914027643482244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20158015612267244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43255769836329694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858125732286343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15170321469889392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,faxfrag,2019/03/16,I've been at my cousin engagement and my anxiety is through the roof because I have no talk to at the party. Just want to vent ;(,2.764444444444444,3.7847715555555546,4.097222222222225,89.73250000000004,74.18518518518519,8.362962962962964,28.314814814814817,8.841846274778883,1.9514592592592583,100,4,23,2,2,33,22,27,0.122,0.6579999999999999,0.219,0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,5,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.547720625055845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4364530769929487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5754753807539115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4223019235309757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bluebandicute,2019/03/16,"I feel a panic attack coming. Any tips for avoiding it? My panic attacks usually leave me shaking uncontrollably for an hour plus. I’ve been really stressed out at school and having to move. My therapist is leaving so I have to meet a new one. I had just opened up to him about my ED before I knew he was leaving. He’s the only person in real life who I’ve admitted that I’m struggling to. 

Today I woke up with really bad jaw pain. I went out with my friends to a place an hour and a half away by train because I thought the pain would go away. It ended up getting worse and hurting the whole time. I was out from 9 to 7 with this pain trying to keep on a brave face. I tried to look for pain medicine, but I live in Japan and only know one brand, and it isn’t just sold at convenience stores like it is in America. It stressed me out a lot. I’m now in bed, took pain medication, had some yogurt, and am watching RuPaul’s Drag Race, but I feel the shakes coming on. 

I was supposed to go to a club tonight where this guy I’ve been seeing was performing so missing that is stressing me out, too. Does anyone have tips for my upcoming panic attack or want to have a conversation to try to distract me from it?",3.20003098716246,4.120983852589648,4.5160624169986745,87.52122952633911,73.02390438247012,7.4901283753873384,25.896635679504207,7.793537801064563,1.261092784417884,941,30,205,12,18,312,140,251,0.236,0.726,0.039,-0.9927,0,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,8,26,3,12,14,0,18,9,2,0,0,36,40,12,0,2,5,0,2,1,1,1,7,0,1,2,11,18,0,2,6,1,2,9,1,23,0,3,14,5,22,3,43,25,3,39,0,2,3,0,10,21,0,3,10,130,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0603800487831492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06208383098523584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30303334596598075,0.16684171411280127,0.0,0.07413570064133522,0.054125384224038064,0.0,0.0755535051083016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529689495511467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770047517834655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864133051143074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978949228173523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859871111858262,0.0,0.046388959778489086,0.0,0.10092247880177344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791577422456961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748799616825826,0.0,0.09505122292193327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892037552813433,0.0,0.0,0.04879650357811538,0.0,0.0,0.28204645386272786,0.0,0.0,0.06271479929943831,0.043378168265594715,0.0,0.0784029422615378,0.0,0.0745609956889469,0.0,0.0,0.07548583785996879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894462935317886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943694120621872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575365698303923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033241328314265,0.13505715375063748,0.4723925677129639,0.3125267881118214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775277516036941,0.09276635095056276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106213062066408,0.11376192599607005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985992864301696,0.07075390469724421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051249447859253,0.09282228513304763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030916989177946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07048911329740046,0.05177399500441979,0.0,0.08416226491999068,0.0,0.09864863685631678,0.18084715809777896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778932348060618,0.0,0.05237047250793855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230895242581952,0.0,0.09913054241086464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048430188674464,0.06307366379297857,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,danypharel16,2019/03/16,Who on here has suffered from severe anxiety and been able to cure them-self? If so how did you do it? P.S Feel free to add detail there’s lots of time ,0.9118181818181804,2.5343650303030363,2.287878787878789,98.2518181818182,80.51515151515152,5.612121212121212,17.060606060606062,6.42735559955562,-0.537012121212121,118,2,29,1,3,38,32,33,0.206,0.708,0.086,-0.5514,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,5,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,2,5,3,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,19,3,0,0.4356796997274909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332937777837519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202927468924777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3703993006548127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4545089450276354,0.4921940493959485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540483365544349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Loveale21,2019/03/16,Hyperventilating and soaked So as we all know anxiety can put us in an odd place with our family Especially if we are from a Latinx/Minority background . This all happened when I was 17 after a long argument with my parents I got them to get me some help and take me to a therapist I got diagnosed with anxiety and depression my mom refused for me to get medication so  the best the doctor could do for me was informing my mom about what i needed gave her a full explanation but what my mom got out of it was if I was having an anxiety attack I needed fresh air ... well fast forward two weeks from that appointment  there is a big storm i am in my room talking to my BF when I I get a big one  and I am struggling to even stand up but i go to my mom with hope of finally getting some idk maybe understanding and support she looks at me and announces  ohh you need air she opens the sliding door in her room and pushes me in the back yard  and proceeds to sit the door in my face looking  at me while I stand there hyperventilating  in the rain  this goes on for 20 minutes I’m just there standing in the rain not knowing what to do or say I am still not okay when I hear my bf car  he runs to the house  knocking and yelling for me my mom lets him in and shows him where I am. He  pulls me inside sits me down puts a blanket on me  tells my mom to get me a bag and starts to talk to me my mom is completely confused tells him that the doctor told her that I needed air he takes the bag from her  gives it to me and I start to breath in it he stays with me till I calm down  needless to say we had  a lot to talk about with the therapist the next visit ... she still tells people the story it’s funny now that we are in better terms ,3.2537087912087905,3.8934751071428586,4.708729670329671,87.23627032967033,72.65384615384616,8.021802197802199,25.549010989010988,8.238735603445708,1.2809704615384616,1345,40,308,20,25,451,177,364,0.073,0.851,0.076,0.7431,1,0,0,0,1,0,9.0,6,1,1,2,19,11,1,2,24,1,19,6,2,0,2,49,49,25,0,8,8,8,0,0,2,0,4,4,5,0,13,24,0,1,4,2,0,10,2,4,1,2,10,6,63,7,54,37,8,64,0,1,2,0,48,30,0,8,20,218,76,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17719419125812874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783646814687983,0.0,0.059369012214909485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102615993359942,0.06828515178589854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095224531664445,0.0,0.0,0.06164516317548641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665000624581525,0.07836558505738263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580535181095624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05099586532167315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278584370798873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457876681761747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20169277286768847,0.07406597932329137,0.043879696141945215,0.0,0.18525344942162336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827572931304024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702023798869958,0.0,0.05175161492735225,0.0,0.0,0.07668603184045437,0.0,0.08908890531831566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486417595836615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895150942681801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832760102397822,0.1296723534227891,0.0,0.0,0.06564039384766616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756689262161771,0.0,0.0,0.0777800194326807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6329843417172565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289982007759245,0.0,0.0,0.08211272631134531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05231886685286693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573153980218985,0.0,0.0,0.05352705050935012,0.0,0.08066704940735593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15523288968636104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279950947110375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929796019913708,0.08229460008474876,0.12331853275495475,0.0,0.0,0.08071568822321784,0.0,0.0,0.08761594241381157,0.0,0.0,0.11610322999537738,0.18617318760135465,0.20245240189061806,0.0,0.0,0.17929137203039994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377657910392932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754220465594122,0.08037736914862831,0.09287300973944346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06193246212994721,0.0,0.06942023012745903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,onogomo,2019/03/16,"Can't sleep when i like someone So a month or two ago i stopped liking someone, but it wasnt a meaningful crush really. I would get 5-6 hrs of sleep cuz i was thinking of them till 2am. 

Now i am fixated on this person who showed interest in me at a party 5 months ago. Now i see them on campus every now and then but its quite rare. So i had the chance to talk to them but beacuse of my feeling of inferiortity and fear of awkwardness/ rejection, i passed up the opportunity. Then i realized that he noticied me too and i regretted this. Now ive woken up at 4am because a. I ate late last night and b. I am thinking about this stuff. Going through our interactions again and again. I guess i should distract myself with a calming vid or somtthing",2.0536363636363646,3.9597834545454593,4.1012987012987026,85.2505194805195,78.0909090909091,7.257142857142857,25.935064935064936,8.192908349453996,1.6504337662337658,588,23,124,11,14,201,101,154,0.131,0.723,0.146,0.3102,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,3,2,11,10,0,3,7,0,9,3,2,1,0,22,18,17,0,3,5,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,6,1,1,5,1,0,2,2,5,0,1,5,2,23,5,18,11,0,27,0,2,1,0,9,7,0,3,20,88,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266909945661287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233014849294017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15525662057863016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20735658023126705,0.0931731676893447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627421246159877,0.0,0.10472569564729303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20299574625375771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502058032920122,0.20786619029057968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18005141773984684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941673819435659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17292624663889536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16089869799204204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19599533969241853,0.0,0.0,0.11804899145922435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684046561589148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3688090011924932,0.0,0.3122651557190042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15405915990258412,0.0,0.0,0.2109466916145897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14811038890937303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361473733005665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18000640358871042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309011311685517,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Angsty-Account,2019/03/16,My paranoia is killing my enthusiasm on social media. I really want to pursue a lively social media profile where I can be honest about myself and share and socialize with like-minded individuals. However to do this I want to disassociate myself with reality and be anonymous as possible so that people won't figure out who I am or people around me won't learn on what I'm really into. Having vague information being recorded upsets me greatly. Its hard to make any action when I feel like I'm being watched while I'm unaware. ,8.832424242424239,8.124850828282835,10.129979797979797,57.70163636363637,60.919191919191924,11.960404040404036,35.961616161616156,11.20814326018867,4.372327676767677,428,16,64,10,5,151,70,99,0.134,0.705,0.162,0.4486,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,1,1,0,11,0,0,1,0,16,18,8,1,2,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,3,11,4,13,12,0,9,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,1,3,49,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13869240114944575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815579641642892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312280739676126,0.14570129821001135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22485463426543312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18269835951815716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22563949319875834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992784847136136,0.0,0.1800908170592388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361376270194862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20593048050675805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827852923373597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299219985566418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613100683711901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.62370135801017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24058896035486785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,schkeru,2019/03/16,"Had the worst panic attack of my life today I've had occasional panic attacks since middle school, but they seem to be getting worse and more frequent as I get older. Today I had the worst one I've ever had, and it left me feeling like an idiot.

This afternoon I was trying to hang a shelf in my entryway and after drilling the holes and putting in the wall anchors, I started to smell something that to me smelled like burning hair. Burning smells are one of my big panic attack triggers, and a house fire is one of my biggest fears. Even if I can tell where the smell is coming from and know it's not an issue, I panic. I sniffed around a little, trying to stay calm, and realized the smell was strongest close to the ground, near the outlet on the wall where I was drilling. 

I immediately lost any sense of calm with all the ""what ifs"" going through my mind, made my kids run to the kitchen, shut off the power to the entryway, ripped the screws and wall anchors out of the wall, called my husband to come home NOW, and devolved into a crying, shaking, hyperventilating mess on the living room floor.

My husband gets home, checks everything out, and says he can't find anything wrong. I didn't hit any wires, didn't overload the outlet, the wall wasn't hot, nothing sparked, there was no smoke, etc. It was just the smell, which he said didn't smell like anything that would be burning in a wall. He spent the rest of his lunch break switching between rechecking the wall and trying to calm me down, and made sure I was on the phone with my mom (who also suffers from anxiety) before he left.

I spent the next 2 hours talking to my mom, going through another couple waves of complete panic, and talking through what happened with my dad (who has done countless home improvement projects). I was able to calm down enough to function, but was still in what I call ""half-panic mode."" Over the next few hours, I kept going back to check and kept smelling the same smell. 

Finally, during yet another sniff test of the entryway, I found the actual source of the smell. Before starting this project, I had tied up a bag of trash and put it by the front door to take it out later, about 3 feet from where I was working. The weird ""burning hair"" smell was coming from the trash bag. Now I'm not only drained and exhausted, but I feel like an idiot - I spent OVER 5 HOURS having multiple panic attacks and being convinced my house was going to burn down because of a smelly bag of trash. ",9.699655532359081,6.876031382045933,8.53129331941545,76.5549775574113,60.8580375782881,10.999624217118999,38.146242171189975,8.395991825355821,3.056454613778705,1948,68,381,17,20,600,236,479,0.16699999999999998,0.741,0.092,-0.9916,1,0,2,0,0,0,63.0,0,0,1,3,15,33,7,8,41,0,32,8,3,3,3,55,62,24,0,3,8,5,6,4,0,1,2,2,6,1,15,29,2,2,7,0,5,13,8,23,0,3,31,20,37,10,63,26,9,77,0,2,0,1,22,41,1,3,25,238,52,5,0.06935663650321311,0.0,0.06768207241204073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05546447715375693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943297823251834,0.1454529613803149,0.05305763708749583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414920454745173,0.061742110948698116,0.0,0.3156127466861808,0.0,0.053330972341294566,0.0,0.04227916186733277,0.0,0.11803477861315845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164176081323482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792338032736727,0.07271911380838933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674179910649571,0.07618500846202764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097591925265047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166394570540202,0.0773509832999617,0.045809404292354715,0.0627370484595325,0.0,0.0,0.06233327274734965,0.0,0.0,0.07804549835884265,0.07013759869956059,0.09909678995201338,0.0,0.07597680516366054,0.06339070926252438,0.0,0.0,0.07604597206264173,0.0,0.0,0.10870793994997008,0.0,0.15766789939636575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0613318446059818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20871108422161733,0.0,0.20490694837544865,0.16005649304888125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239030908948453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03811659358942293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507123769910412,0.0,0.04898864348164105,0.1355365970257605,0.06951357041839791,0.061243180704822285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571096173859666,0.0,0.0,0.1312538528653085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003043151366098,0.16245930885096566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14752313951010626,0.0,0.0,0.06654956328366356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14099355557531434,0.052748847390431,0.0,0.4882504152862533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13944515223454398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597404382450357,0.055155181118907895,0.0,0.07019261891535526,0.0,0.06313967701943075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05737252642716361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05339412723885557,0.0,0.0,0.09818196858724644,0.07392494631829921,0.055388299503085714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06536780910220062,0.0,0.05214755911050383,0.11149247447717116,0.06062075732130692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148396349280111,0.0,0.0,0.14126581048947748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05049245740789316,0.0,0.07068033789999888,0.049268964632767184,0.07583059422906127,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Throwwmeeaway999,2019/03/16,"Can't stop feeling like the only way to escape or progress is to get away from everyone I know I've felt like this for the past 2 years. I just want to ghost everyone and everything in my life and move to a different country or city, I don't even have a plan or idea of what I would do. I live in a nice place with nice people, I have family and friends, etc, I'm not in trouble financially or healthwise. Every connection I make with anyone feels hollow and meaningless. I can't find any fulfillment in anything and my life feels like a numb routine of just getting by with no joy or anything to look forward to. I want to change everything to something different, I get along with everyone, I don't hate anyone and nobody hates me, I'm sure many people care about me but I don't feel it or I'm not capable of feeling it, I just want to separate and not think about anyone I know. I think even if I did escape my life I would feel the same in a new place. I feel like at least the delusional idea of doing this is at least something to work toward, some false hope at least. I just don't think I can ever be happy where I am right now.",4.197088607594935,4.456655459915616,5.259763713080172,85.49420253164557,70.35021097046413,8.851645569620256,27.61434599156118,8.841846274778883,1.83325789029536,892,28,195,15,15,295,117,237,0.095,0.7509999999999999,0.154,0.9067,2,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,11,16,2,0,9,0,18,4,0,1,2,55,46,15,1,7,15,0,8,4,1,2,4,0,0,0,5,12,0,1,16,0,0,2,10,4,0,0,2,9,26,12,34,41,6,23,0,0,1,0,1,15,0,9,11,126,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723331676977473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20739144596764988,0.0,0.16271912092195553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928893073243813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080204509271087,0.0,0.10458874679677906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20659107055163198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026344033598977,0.13060215401346514,0.08943134921566258,0.08330016565193384,0.2834165109055309,0.17771153790950622,0.0,0.09320351669678133,0.0,0.3499327881631269,0.21189296865151835,0.09492834185214638,0.0,0.09036313942537676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638481530874612,0.0,0.15496262541665473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524633360192596,0.0,0.1952224521235929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819777425025872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22321883445775234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867002754858543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094991997735215,0.19320674207253974,0.0,0.0873018481929984,0.0,0.08302383225672041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599484994007644,0.10023616657882027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508054734008634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548688515992572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519321848142421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438025298284744,0.13708460578935638,0.0,0.20659107055163198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443233802433239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15222612336452898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265768952238421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931814853714786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900509805078852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17494390805253834,0.07847645047999108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197674583169117,0.0,0.0,0.14046532598387287,0.0,0.0,0.06366745355712675
anxiety,baesics,2019/03/16,"Today anxiety won. Hello, I’m new here and I just wanted to introduce myself and what I am currently dealing with. I am a young woman who has been struggling with anxiety and a handful of other things for a long while. I have my good days/weeks/months and I have my bad like everyone else. This month has been particularly bad. I have a lot of stressors at the moment, so my anxiety is kind of through the roof. 

Tonight, my anxiety won. I haven’t been to the dentist in a long while because my family just never made it a priority to go. I brush and floss, but just haven’t been to the dentist in a while. I have suspicions I may have cavities and whatnot, so I decided to make an appointment before it’s too late. So I made one and have been waiting for the day to come. Tomorrow was my appointment, I was so ready to go but deep down I was dreading it. Before bed, I walked up to the mirror and saw my skin. It looks terrible, I’m breaking out because I’m sick. I feel horrible, congested, tired, my head hurts... So I decided I would cancel tomorrow and reschedule.. My excuse being I’m too sick to go, cause that made me feel better about canceling. 

So my anxiety won tonight, but next time it won’t. ",1.6466528925619812,3.9088587561983488,3.739745454545457,85.4916181818182,81.27272727272728,7.673652892561983,25.382479338842977,8.608573733854374,2.038289388429752,937,38,191,23,25,319,123,242,0.191,0.718,0.091,-0.9725,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,4,13,13,0,2,14,0,25,9,3,5,1,34,46,21,0,2,6,0,4,1,0,3,6,0,1,1,11,13,0,1,4,0,0,5,4,6,0,1,15,7,30,7,24,27,1,33,0,1,2,0,5,7,0,2,21,134,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4878851191577262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21300138721450795,0.15550917875604922,0.0,0.21707492149893856,0.0,0.0,0.1128094860645886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13103116464225836,0.0,0.10987485844631488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226056625182189,0.13150063648451613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655343039293792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218815182312656,0.0,0.0,0.12024478831386745,0.0,0.12898837029829344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21747243028602486,0.10698466785526052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13090527545976166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654718417484546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328259063059706,0.0,0.0,0.14388434884544066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062315523664481065,0.0,0.0,0.2257592274147367,0.10711165724780153,0.0,0.0,0.10844025240288868,0.0,0.3620787043691775,0.08514203156804259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20362177294609413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098376059449297,0.12319063378434035,0.1356531282758017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643261861171384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13334517193957726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473996181517032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437666780092228,0.146602400003531,0.120904496915739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523354602958031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060936747332232,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hedgehogspikes,2019/03/16,"Literally NO medication works for me I am 20 years old and from age 15, I have tried Prozac, Zoloft, Effexor XR, and am now on Wellbutrin and literally every single one felt as if I hadn’t even taken it. Like, if I somehow didn’t know I was taking these pills, I would guess that I wasn’t even on anything at all. They haven’t done ANYTHING. Not even any side effects! (With the exception of Effexor XR giving me a few of those weird brain zaps people talk about if I missed a day of it, but that’s it). 

What the fuck is wrong then? My thoughts are that maybe SSRI’s and the like don’t reeeeally target anxiety because serotonin has more to do with depression not anxiety, and it’s really cortisol from your adrenal glands that needs to be targeted because it’s cortisol that releases stress hormones. But then again, a lot of people on SSRI’s swear by them for anxiety. 

I don’t know what the fuck to do because the only thing that does give me relief is Xanax, probably because it’s fast acting and actually does its job, but of course you can’t take that everyday because it’s addictive and certainly not during the day because it makes you drowsy. 

I don’t know if there’s something wrong with me neurologically or what tbh. It’s so frustrating. Living life keeps getting harder and harder. ",6.215665349143612,6.4292237944664095,6.705786561264823,77.02679578392625,65.99604743083003,10.224927536231883,32.28168642951252,10.047579312681364,3.067912990777338,1032,39,198,22,15,337,143,253,0.16899999999999998,0.778,0.053,-0.984,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,3,2,2,9,13,3,1,9,0,21,12,1,2,2,38,39,20,0,6,12,0,1,2,0,1,9,0,0,0,23,11,0,1,6,0,0,1,12,9,0,1,8,1,20,4,23,29,5,17,0,2,0,2,8,5,2,8,13,132,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.11302829116027364,0.1262661220022087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876483182154521,0.0,0.2658169514886812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906278733422428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4236343167916722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929877582757374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14939482055763034,0.0,0.09975972547927456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20271811577550747,0.11852897792221673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295035524937839,0.0,0.09758738455144952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120996613458484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141563116264897,0.060513674449842826,0.222219393231242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12759406895592695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493823613219925,0.10295039886588317,0.0,0.0,0.1909628333497958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818104774522937,0.11317228776800126,0.0,0.10227541524060126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847009805013893,0.0,0.0,0.07731394948754143,0.0,0.11636157363133892,0.0,0.0,0.11668129471697394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588261724953232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153863762999124,0.0,0.07848587808339517,0.08808997521408354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605966571200836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487871804503585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420032899407163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08916758522199777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326769103645199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741716612504623,0.09309558217031784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694884661189305,0.0,0.0,0.09195194879784624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863743228680127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432182960582289,0.0,0.0,0.08227861058650061,0.25327245983839325,0.0,0.07458736996577198
anxiety,nomidjen,2019/03/16,"Paranoid, and in need of some reassurance or advice I (F18) just moved into a mother in law suite. The landlords house is connected to my place, the lock between our places doesn’t work, and we live in an isolated area, with limited cell service and a pond nearby. 

These people are strangers. I just read up on the New Zealand terrorist attack, and I’m just afraid of people now. I’m small and don’t know how I could defend myself. I’m paranoid they will hurt me. 

I can compartmentalize my irrational fears with logic, but part of me feels like the world is so crazy, maybe it’s possible. ",4.115175438596491,5.846960868421058,4.7728070175438635,83.40464912280704,71.89473684210526,7.873684210526315,25.824561403508767,8.515128840125781,1.7257614035087712,465,15,90,8,9,149,85,114,0.181,0.7759999999999999,0.043,-0.8995,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,1,2,6,6,1,2,7,0,8,0,0,1,0,23,14,9,0,2,5,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,9,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,1,12,2,13,12,2,14,0,1,0,0,6,11,0,2,3,57,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20554757795980147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23929882652643256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16794408427552834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23669761591108016,0.10635720667438796,0.15027115220813414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24271092575748895,0.22517963525711587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560060501869746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276438122412053,0.0,0.18573928245024116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21132072786232894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22356440174414927,0.0,0.15596881875620394,0.0,0.20315337991247226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22778411045788186,0.0,0.2916547225667013,0.0,0.4395333890304135,0.0,0.0,0.23713339596537306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104028214943861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15313431961173402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gasouthern06,2019/03/16,"Have you ever defeated anxiety and worry only for it to come back years later? I’m going thru that now Hey all. I’ve struggled with health anxiety for as long as I know.  I was constantly googling symptoms and worrying myself over every little pain I was having.   I finally got past all that thru therapy and Zoloft.  Fast forward three years...I’m doing great, off the meds and therapy has moved on to tackling non-health related issues and the BAM! Out of nowhere in the last two weeks, health anxiety, hypochondria, paranoia and fear  that death is imminent or that I have cancer or MS or heart problems. I could literally scream...how did this just pop back up into my life? 
I’ve literally reverted back to where I was three years ago, googling symptoms, staying up all night, not sleeping more than 2-3 hours at a stretch and then waking up in a panic attack. 
I can’t figure out what’s triggered it-the panic and worry.  I’m trying to get in with my doc, see if I can go back on the meds. But I so don’t want to be reliant on pills.  But nothing is working, meditation, calm apps, nothing!  So I thought, maybe if I vent it out on Reddit then that would do the trick - haha- only one way to find out I suppose. 

I’m literally telling myself that I’m going to be ok, that there’s nothing wrong.  But the fear and anxiety won’t let me believe myself.  It’s so frustrating.  It’s like it wants me to give in to the worry and I don’t want to. I hope I can beat it again. 

I just want to know I’m not alone. It helps that there’s an outlet like this to vent this out.  
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anxiety,renji8795,2019/03/16,"Hi First time posting on reddit so sorry if I’m doing it wrong. I guess I was just wondering if or maybe how many others are in my situation. I’m 23 going on 24 still live at my parents house since I can’t really stick with a job for more then 2 or 3 months before I sorta just lose it. I do an online college for IT, don’t have any friends anymore just stopped responding to them about a year ago maybe two. I don’t really try to talk to anyone or make new friends or meet new girls or whatever people normally do I just play video games mostly to just past the time and then lay in bed till 5 in the morning and then maybe sleep till 2-3pm and then go next. I smoke maybe half a pack of cigarettes a day that my parents pay for by the way. Honestly I just feel like the dumbest and biggest piece of garbage in the world. And then I get really good grades and I wonder am I actually not completely useless? Like I don’t know I’ve always felt like people were making fun of me behind my back or staring at me because I was doing something a different way idk. I’m kinda just doing nothing I probably have a buttload of cavities but I can barely get myself to go to the gas station let alone a dentist. I tried to quit smoking multiple times and gave up the same day. I really don’t know what to do or why I should even try to do it but doesn’t really matter since I can’t even get myself to do anything, kinda feels like I’m just obsessively distracting myself from life, constantly having a screen in front of me keeps me from realizing that I’m almost 24 years old and still living off mommy and daddy playing video games like I’m 15 lol when I think about it I just laugh maybe I’m insane? Idek thanks for reading maybe I guess probably more I want to say but this is already an essay.",3.6107712930501137,4.442412849865954,5.095080428954425,84.08545009280266,71.97587131367294,8.3121880800165,25.874303980202107,8.617729084823388,1.6601916683852336,1415,43,297,24,26,477,199,373,0.065,0.8170000000000001,0.118,0.9641,4,1,3,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,3,19,19,0,2,17,1,27,3,1,3,0,58,56,31,0,5,22,2,3,5,2,1,2,1,1,1,10,10,0,2,9,7,1,4,8,5,0,3,5,6,36,14,40,49,5,48,0,2,2,0,14,13,0,18,33,182,46,5,0.0,0.0,0.07803276427051742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088274821474494,0.0,0.08007181568212314,0.08281798870119238,0.08824162375756009,0.0,0.06653597220990028,0.0,0.0,0.0543778685074717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930222706033113,0.055912283374925306,0.0,0.06580308235755013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06148693508807771,0.0,0.04874495939580156,0.0,0.06804298189312484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384012580503483,0.0864120508373379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313958298528343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354475585179505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563017115540367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086381682439885,0.11425176822621592,0.07677742433181517,0.0,0.0,0.06801684525956034,0.0,0.0,0.12355908178826637,0.0,0.12533276169215646,0.0,0.13633516514968042,0.0670695238994069,0.0,0.0,0.1761774473089342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226705201942913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935135702489776,0.07107516289763001,0.0,0.0,0.08789161018152912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176801590802611,0.0564805292229091,0.19533044255338405,0.0,0.14121833190988145,0.0,0.0,0.08945861451937978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675240921105693,0.08107035838467651,0.4820040267146197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06382603994024623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445834103929748,0.0850420056566622,0.0,0.07834717497577766,0.07672705930760107,0.0,0.08390815929874297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17757983251385093,0.0,0.07633413362570284,0.11087313591173872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658285361911814,0.0,0.17242818532565168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505094138350333,0.07998506047994906,0.0,0.256133076141926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06359012206877639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229313674202553,0.08988223581261462,0.08002116986903157,0.0,0.0,0.06155974833179614,0.0,0.08951250337928715,0.0,0.0,0.12771778299448752,0.0668530006837366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427156903418065,0.0,0.07361957485565677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05123733155077581,0.0,0.0,0.13988194192595008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286974226055045,0.0,0.07811264341440287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04716449762964755,0.1269424835828568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215455015683499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17343383865268258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742744826053682,0.0,0.10298764315287848
anxiety,eponine_,2019/03/16,"When you have so much to do so you’re stressed and anxious. But you’re too depressed to do anything. I’m so exhausted I just want to nap. But then when I wake up I’ll have all this work to do. I am so low atm. 
Can life just stop for a moment so I can catch up 😭",-2.4374193548387098,-0.7460925645161289,0.37443548387096826,106.18165322580644,95.61290322580645,3.745161290322581,15.81451612903226,5.148860815047168,-1.2274258064516128,199,5,57,1,8,68,39,62,0.258,0.7170000000000001,0.025,-0.9273,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,10,4,0,1,1,0,8,3,1,0,1,8,10,11,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,7,10,2,9,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,5,38,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4389568186645231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197478520563329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346620552856887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744480540273355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856328060913042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32484957552588994,0.4450887098799203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291799452258557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28287283937240776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ace-cat-plush,2019/03/16,"Help with my anxiety and interviews Hello Reddit, how are you ? 😊
 
Recently I've been finding it really hard to make myself go to job interviews, I've been to a few but instead of it getting better aka making myself go, I'm finding it more difficult? As to be honest, it's so easy to cancel interviews. Do I need professional help? 
I know when I and if i get there I would be ok and fine with it ( mostly ) and just go with the flow though I still get anxious which is I guess normal. 
But my most recent incident was , I had an job interview for a retail job in which I had to cancel on the morning of it due to not being sleep at all and my anxiety was sky high. I felt so hopeless that I couldn't make myself go to the interview which before attempting to sleep I was planning to go. Because all I thought about was what if I get the job? I'm not really that good at communicating with people, people wont be as nice as where I help out with my parents etc. I know I sound stupid and like a snowflake. 

I truly feel like I'm kinda failing and hopeless.  I've got a degree, 22; graduated in summer 2018 but still ""jobless"" to my own fault. I'm sure my parents will be delighted if I got a proper job instead of just helping them out and what makes it more unfair is that they pay me, I feel guilty. 

Abit of background ; 
I currently work part time/help out in my family business which in which I need to deal with customers and to be fair I am fine with it, I do get a bit shy when customers talk about random crap about their day. 

I had previously had a friend who called me useless and hopeless because I've got social anxiety which, to be honest I think it did some damage to how I think people think of me. 

I always had trouble with communicating with people outside my circle, tho when I was in uni I got better. ",2.9121802002224646,4.274029053763442,4.670285502410085,84.42629032258064,74.3225806451613,7.4966258806080805,25.193177604746012,8.104835398774808,1.4511702632554695,1416,46,292,22,29,481,172,372,0.192,0.6559999999999999,0.152,-0.9494,9,0,0,0,0,3,34.0,0,1,3,6,20,24,2,0,12,1,30,3,3,6,3,63,64,28,0,8,10,2,4,2,1,3,0,1,0,0,21,22,0,0,11,0,2,6,4,11,0,0,19,5,48,13,47,34,12,31,0,6,0,0,22,14,1,9,13,204,69,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103329543436564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19591963335004114,0.0964419221344244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040794922414291,0.0,0.07264216745495079,0.0,0.0,0.15100271409750762,0.09320011423872693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717061724096005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055055515278701964,0.08801100735155665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520826230540368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804776709162489,0.0,0.08632959284516567,0.06098715729822824,0.08196699145007733,0.0,0.15605022761733894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06595536571237565,0.0,0.22300716422484804,0.0,0.2425839673016578,0.07160291114044814,0.27310743186942044,0.0,0.0940428481610569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647326226291994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28610298537013235,0.0901963355134162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4235745116104793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383241132377547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341331506781757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22793611245049145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659908097235678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364284524085251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18958287204924346,0.09244559032388834,0.0,0.2367346251170052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937828584336884,0.0,0.16858186854534568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17085997879098236,0.08702226929430606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13635052904990427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045864770971764,0.0,0.0,0.06861583590952419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641017507567095,0.08387395805989555,0.06777292416229858,0.049778964053774966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06214916636150241,0.0,0.0,0.06064321755395807,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WaylandSmeethers,2019/03/16,"Anxiety symptoms.... could use some feedback I suffer from gastritis. It sucks a lot and I have a lot of arm strain and nerve strain from my book bag. 
Does anyone ever get 
Shortness of breath..
Possible feelings of pressure or dull ache on your left arm? Almost like you pulled something 

And occasionally chest soreness?

Cardiologist in October gave me the all clear but my anxiety really screws with me. 

Could use some help or feedback as I’m scared. ",4.565833333333334,7.409666617283952,4.8204783950617305,78.53590277777779,74.18518518518519,8.000617283950618,28.64351851851852,8.841846274778883,2.6682703703703705,360,15,61,8,8,113,62,81,0.242,0.682,0.076,-0.8763,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,0,1,9,2,4,3,0,3,7,4,2,3,20,10,7,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,8,0,0,1,1,8,1,9,7,5,6,0,2,0,1,4,4,2,7,2,36,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22065156872841385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33713868381093026,0.0,0.0,0.15407584969525392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35186767176838984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928322808828556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19932178574923803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141703159638906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11512527949587058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769788347306131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23941403727132365,0.0,0.0,0.10765328150150097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3746722592231372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484147515430697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116369055077654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22061166306863475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696384042777461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290310028411016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3806282594982683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zula8989,2019/03/16,"A small favour Okay so there is a high chance of this being deleted soon, but I hope that even one of you could read this:

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I just wanna start off by saying that I HATE MYSELF so much right now for doing this. None of you could imagine, but I REALLY need to reach out to some of you, so here I am, slowly regretting it, but doing it anyway.

I'm only 18 years old, I'm a university student studying Mechatronic Engineering. I've suffered from depression. Or at least I think that I have. I've been so lonely for as long as I can remember. And I still get this feeling of emptiness from time to time.

But being the little boy that I am, I've always looked up to superheroes. Especially to how they went through the most horrible things, but instead of hurting others, or themselves, they chose to help people out. I figured that it does make things a bit easier. And it was true. Even the tiniest of gestures. Seeing somebody happy made ME happy.

Now I don't know what I'm doing here. I think this may even be a huge mistake. But at least I'll go down trying, right?

So I thought long and hard and came up with an idea.  I want to do what I can to make sure that NOBODY feels this way, because it's dark, and lonely out there and because nobody should go through any of it. So I went online and built a website. I called it Alleviate. Which is a word that means to make problems less severe. It's just a community like Reddit. It came to mind that some people may not be able to afford therapists. So I thought that one approach could be to have all of us help each other out under one platform. You can follow a certain topic ranging from ADHD, postpartum depression, anxiety, and many more. There is a full disclaimer that the site doesn't offer a cure, or any of that, It's just a place for ranting and helping each other feel even just a LITTLE better.

Here's a link to the website: [https://alleviate.mn.co](https://alleviate.mn.co/)

I promise, all I want to do is help and all I ask from you is for any of you to just check it out, and if you want to join, you can sign up. I want a place for us and ONLY us. And while there is this subreddit and others out there, it still doesn't feel like OURS. And if I see that this idea helps people and actually benefits them, I'll turn it into a real thing from scratch.

All I ask for you to do is check it out and if you feel like you could maybe benefit from it, please sign up. The number of members that I get there would be an indicator of whether this should be built or not. All I want to do is help. I'm not making any money from this whatsoever. Its ALL free and I'm not planning or going to allow any advertising or anything on it. It's just something that I wanted to do that was ""good"". I'm just an 18 year old kid in his first year of university. If you hate on me after this, I'll understand.  I feel like a dipshit for posting something like this here, because I'm the type that hates the people that do this and here I am doing it anyway. I deserve whatever comes my way.

Thanks anyway though.",3.1410237158072287,4.663679912479744,4.314657493467403,86.55606853438297,74.02431118314425,6.851969701981279,23.937055535342175,7.447530270364453,0.9406306287831177,2394,70,498,28,49,784,251,617,0.106,0.7240000000000001,0.171,0.9863,1,4,2,0,0,0,90.0,4,12,3,3,40,32,3,0,28,1,49,0,0,7,9,125,104,48,0,23,28,0,8,5,0,5,0,2,0,2,59,33,0,0,19,1,4,10,8,12,0,4,10,13,55,21,76,78,19,64,0,7,3,0,33,33,0,16,23,370,114,3,0.06484017921400377,0.0,0.06327466160456892,0.0,0.07792529505877932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05395222334450982,0.07025430708843236,0.07878791485629577,0.22046772665004824,0.0,0.04960255962333791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053357942751807566,0.0,0.12123362956858652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857791427221515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05734586933351285,0.07078868224250973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620907254413735,0.14831978279996666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05585407305102921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070784280359203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169350269155226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056742077780431714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17130530739422042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19671085703999075,0.1389655109584941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05515302331581071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677526349192234,0.0,0.11055050426950412,0.0543848660032402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804715294308062,0.058084064666613165,0.19204875921019035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26076603212897115,0.06850720931246393,0.0,0.06440092826353573,0.0,0.0,0.0694127529050751,0.1463933399177415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03563446677883569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15838818180001035,0.12997378739741455,0.0,0.11476303640589157,0.05444942012333634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061353345342235674,0.17312529247036254,0.06573776465445108,0.06514067513289895,0.07062996371393962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547009714880613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04766499232893316,0.04807817130025621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360777215858848,0.0,0.13181215053730955,0.09862775620525456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798080645081863,0.0,0.13548837349994874,0.07117504563659563,0.0,0.0,0.062098968206010026,0.0,0.0,0.062043294650323426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06485772588735432,0.07380231926730797,0.04153827913216943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345128321193882,0.11074631753607804,0.0,0.05156351300520673,0.0,0.0,0.10333845589451686,0.0,0.0,0.07325094648858113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983427552696636,0.0,0.0,0.04589421257824277,0.0,0.10356290175555484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061111101557197324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05969612546743919,0.0,0.0752844456238347,0.12923080178197108,0.08309393741729469,0.06370514686618729,0.102951719155236,0.07561765986118865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04402222546516208,0.07052749565866262,0.0,0.0675009132735153,0.2339842561012523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22946650590920964,0.10293423239632143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021499147467865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046060602958003016,0.0,0.07878791485629577,0.1252648486351118
anxiety,CheersBois,2019/03/16,"The importance of solidarity My anxiety starting kicking in almost two months ago. It manifested itself with huge fluctuations, going through intense happiness and great misery. Some days were better than others, but overall I felt helpless.
During this time, I have received counseling and psychological help, but a big part of what kept me going was the support of others. Just opening up to my partner, to my parents or to some friends did definitely help improve my mood.
For all of those around here that offer support for people dealing with anxiety, thank you! Your solidarity means more than one might think!

Let’s start this weekend with a positive thought!
Have a great weekend!",6.883076923076921,9.712734957264963,6.723427350427352,67.69796153846157,66.94871794871796,8.782564102564104,37.34102564102564,9.3871,4.183547692307694,558,30,79,12,10,176,88,117,0.063,0.573,0.364,0.9931,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,1,3,10,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,0,1,21,19,5,0,0,4,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,9,7,0,1,4,2,0,3,0,1,0,2,6,1,9,8,18,11,5,17,0,1,0,0,10,6,0,5,8,62,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14885278203129448,0.0,0.16814969547275124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25691984580752275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494862426554318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851342368965656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082958424410622,0.1731202793575609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16123151961270232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12973617369980728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19086796277277526,0.0,0.0,0.370269347034375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787561645892191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251092459581236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17171169227545488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829163608145589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17813877834625402,0.0,0.0,0.13403379313628033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378833958288333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18645758501248,0.1818432364751602,0.0,0.11641601905019705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377122089786693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3811119471029152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546000797828276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759768120286116,0.0,0.13331136544079564,0.09791670863050383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16403546105219508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Haeniym,2019/03/16,"I really need some help with compulsive thoughts about death. Hello, all. I'm not really sure how to begin this, so I'll just dive right in. I've been having a lot of compulsive thoughts about death within the past couple of years. They are increasing with time and if I let this continue, I may end up being somebody that I truly don't want to be.

Whenever I get into a car, I become legitimately scared of getting into a life-threatening accident. I imagine a car from the opposite direction colliding head-on or losing control of the car and driving off of a cliff. (It's much worse when somebody else is driving.) On this same note, when my fiancé leaves to go somewhere in an uber or with friends and I don't hear from him letting me know he is safe, I envision a horrible accident and have to force the thoughts out of my mind.

Another example is one of leaving my two cats at their vet's office for a week while I go on vacation; even though they've stayed there before, and the vet has been in business for years, I imagine somebody shooting a gun through or throwing a brick at the window, resulting in the cats' escape, trauma, or death.

Sometimes I feel anxiety over the thought of going to sleep and possibly not waking up.

When I leave my house to go to work, thoughts of a massive fire starting and me not being there to stop it sometimes invade my mind.

I live in a big city and sometimes when I am walking I look at another person and think about how they could pull out a gun and start massacring. I walk faster to get away.

Last month, my apartment building was doing construction on the floor above me. I actually experienced anxiety over the thought that the structure could give in.

Furthermore, sometimes I get scared that I am going to attract death to myself or my loved ones due to the thoughts I have. My current thought is that I should probably delete this post as soon as possible to avoid this, since I've put it all into words and might increase the chances of these things actually happening. I did come across the book called ""The Law of Attraction"" and there is a chapter that mentions people who become sick have attracted it to themselves by being on a low energy frequency, so that may have something to do with my new fear of attracting death due to the thoughts. But like I mentioned, the thoughts about death and accidents started long before I read that bit of the book.

My logic is in tact. I understand that these are all freak accident circumstances and very, very unlikely to happen. But I don't feel like I'm in control. The thoughts invade my mind as they please and I do have to work very hard to make them go away. Lately, I've been giving in to them more often and in turn wasting precious time. I don't see much of a rhyme or reason. I haven't ever really lost anybody. I've never experienced true tragedy. I was in a bad car accident once, but it was more than six years ago. I have always experienced general anxiety, but I have had it ""together"" for years and my life is going really well. I just want these thoughts to stop popping into my mind. I've always considered myself to be mentally strong, so maybe if I had some insight I would be able to use my strength to defeat this issue. Any insight at all is greatly appreciated. If you made it this far, thank you so much for reading.",6.362043343653253,6.542491829721364,6.584582043343655,78.13325077399385,65.68730650154801,10.081733746130034,33.87306501547988,9.87579492184292,3.1972297213622296,2646,109,503,53,38,851,296,646,0.119,0.792,0.08900000000000001,-0.7688,1,1,1,3,0,0,66.0,0,2,6,9,25,28,0,4,36,0,53,5,2,9,8,111,105,45,6,10,18,0,4,2,1,5,2,1,1,1,27,28,0,6,23,4,0,21,9,11,1,4,23,10,64,17,92,67,16,97,0,4,2,1,22,40,0,16,36,345,91,6,0.056478439077583376,0.0,0.11022961885387678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0500647285282621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398917141194356,0.0,0.0,0.03840727530095667,0.11844513563733193,0.12961755391819654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612670533983047,0.0,0.04715713752380584,0.0,0.12475199735117964,0.09611798364285548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616598276852468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05767080096625876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048651174322574126,0.0,0.0,0.12669074376932332,0.09018687582207163,0.06249231860226623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04718048869430837,0.0,0.050023133333886506,0.0,0.0,0.037303476349898855,0.051087981597333534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355394590300414,0.057114391569689366,0.040348208161951296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04363510193051527,0.0,0.11803061342571583,0.10835853026869856,0.22468598931750955,0.0,0.0,0.062267678469440965,0.0,0.0,0.09988739430679514,0.0,0.05059358791752419,0.0,0.057963172523668914,0.0,0.06365530556835976,0.0,0.037856307199303316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516853575514797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05894881683785911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031039073078255406,0.0460374659250788,0.06371013930716359,0.17940753642099613,0.0,0.11550606097629773,0.0797847835727483,0.055185024994311487,0.0,0.049871496438476985,0.04998164131083068,0.0474276643668102,0.06318492670259555,0.061652887966394974,0.04801594921566719,0.05097399633300225,0.05344126464673639,0.03769979664655376,0.0,0.056740183271601866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569169827195643,0.059914698647597076,0.22810849310075426,0.0,0.04508055123598792,0.0,0.12455445364353895,0.041878046940325035,0.043559654001958686,0.05454722840055997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06014769436077753,0.07654250398492485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0539150607681422,0.03915503835772291,0.049314794527596635,0.0,0.06199636595024247,0.0,0.12734190803713535,0.05409073255378125,0.0,0.06089330977120524,0.0,0.0,0.056776430722517625,0.0,0.0,0.11298744589060045,0.0,0.14472613714474164,0.058069241842500986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048232278379307915,0.0,0.0,0.11308954052003968,0.0,0.04500600365667635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04671954843706251,0.0,0.056519227130835764,0.0,0.0,0.04347986168880514,0.22343448159071108,0.0,0.11992718961613237,0.06019850136126857,0.0,0.09443700801190888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05323026043575086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05199775858504063,0.0,0.0,0.03752176533062372,0.03618910326149775,0.055489779637027815,0.5380508630968447,0.06586606402742934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061432323524362176,0.055171228340629215,0.05879604689889732,0.0,0.04877923766230095,0.0,0.13980188141892974,0.0666248933477152,0.0,0.045303597101108914,0.0,0.05078089951860512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223395260688728,0.0,0.057556354508096125,0.040120662675134776,0.0,0.0,0.14548105219040694
anxiety,chigochamp,2019/03/16,"too miserable to stay at my job, too anxious about confrontation to quit I got a job in fast food that I’ve been working about two months now, and it’s one of my biggest regrets. I wanted that sweet “to work is to solve problems” experience, and I honestly do think everyone should experience retail at least once in their life. But god damn am I the wrong person to experience it, and boy do i  embarrass myself. 

These past two weeks I have:
- knocked a rack of cooked bacon all over the floor and rendered it unusable
- slipped into an empty plastic tub while walking towards the register and made a huge noise. And then I proceeded to drop it and watch as it cartwheeled across the entirety of the kitchen floor making the same level of noise
- been discreetly given a heads up by my Good Samaritan coworker that everyone could see my underwear when I squatted to grab something
- spent at least 5 minutes trying to do basic arithmetic when someone asked for change
- said “have a good night” while it was bright as hell and most definitely day and profusely mumbled a correction at least 50 times
- cut off a customer while they were talking because I was so focused on the right thing to say and profusely mumbled an apology at least 50 times
- and. So. Much. More. That I have erased from my memory to protect myself. 

The worst part about it: I want to quit so bad but I’m too anxious about a confrontation with my boss.
I just spend the entirety of my time thinking about how I will have to show up at work later this week. And then I will have smile through a panic attack as my mind makes me wonder how embarrassing it would be if I made my manager call an ambulance for me because I thought I was dying. 

Also I’m allergic to the gloves and soap they have. they give me hives and I have never had an anaphylactic reaction but I ALWAYS manage to convince myself that those gloves are certain death. 

So the day I muster the courage tell my boss I don’t think this job is such a good fit, he says to me right before: “I ordered some special gloves for you. They’re kind of expensive so only YOU can use them. They’ll be here in THREE weeks”

HOW DO I SAY I AM QUITTING TO SOMEONE WHO HAS ORDERED SPECIAL GLOVES FOR ME EXPECTING THAT I WILL WORK HERE FOR LONG ENOUGH TO NEED SPECIAL GLOVES? 

It’s been three weeks. Where are my special gloves? Can I leave now? Boss I think I’m dying. ",3.82763442082528,5.696653114470844,4.325988973513699,85.74880385358645,72.93088552915769,7.7246561327725365,27.950949187222925,8.452757503120043,1.973128725701944,1884,73,370,33,38,595,237,463,0.111,0.768,0.121,0.6781,3,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,2,6,7,26,29,6,4,26,0,38,6,1,11,4,55,62,37,3,10,5,0,1,0,0,6,2,4,1,2,21,16,3,1,6,2,4,1,2,15,0,5,15,9,54,14,57,38,13,57,1,2,3,0,22,26,2,4,26,258,75,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06798206334964217,0.07073471075678192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19207306729306656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947240345194642,0.09671057422796407,0.0,0.0,0.07097937842742426,0.1036419996339983,0.0,0.07233681996943872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680420018985034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089928775058617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678731653817027,0.0,0.0,0.10964818469960796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17645287144840427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783753398277472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16246043312635794,0.0,0.2494667978033726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027938201675846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154885484619145,0.0,0.21390579634066176,0.06798985982799034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724426827931728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530764232139274,0.0,0.0,0.08852430861553498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001278200943456,0.0,0.0,0.060044721152777925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523072899058604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087608138156972,0.11348899756529238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858353576175738,0.0,0.06785376878061691,0.0,0.06249176098049361,0.06303346423599616,0.06556456409195473,0.0,0.0,0.07977565342568517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053233897870668,0.057604634647151313,0.06465355248866685,0.0,0.09974032740049868,0.0,0.09205700020411277,0.08115118309010314,0.0,0.07422701305985582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081342607022237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712541895100899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519529043820872,0.08086349780736503,0.2028088900843053,0.0,0.0,0.06774156220658276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14405654042544727,0.06544446331637084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060881201129477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832741289441698,0.07430204657110383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05647653187861281,0.2178826103726302,0.0,0.06748804428186837,0.1487091624815363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057715867708813325,0.0,0.1660838507306968,0.0,0.0,0.07342091041225475,0.0,0.0,0.10028160668630427,0.0,0.2727579604372604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218917230092334,0.24755170259096135,0.0,0.0,0.06038830701587501,0.09294453901422683,0.0,0.0
anxiety,swanson-j,2019/03/16,"Meds I've been thinking of going on meds for anxiety but don't want to feel ""numb"" from them. Has anyone experienced that before while on meds? I just want to feel more calm but still like me because my anxiety is at a point where I'm not sure I can do it alone anymore..",5.587894736842107,4.5108902456140365,6.311228070175438,83.65526315789475,67.59649122807018,9.705263157894738,29.52631578947368,8.841846274778883,1.9318,212,6,48,3,3,70,45,57,0.182,0.7090000000000001,0.109,-0.095,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,1,10,13,3,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,3,5,3,8,12,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21646587894094507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197761092876191,0.0,0.2072765416282299,0.1461409743723243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274073500821561,0.0,0.177847640497529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21135815368045832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878221071496743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102109159119517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6964714508610427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19757703636204135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16691145598838109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969844947381174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339217986655551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24655282250443705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pjp635,2019/03/16,Constantly Missing Out Even when nothing is going on I obsess over the idea of everyone I know leaving me out of some event / hang out / conversation. I think on this so much I pay no attention to my own wants and preferences ,2.367209302325584,5.09866293023256,3.954697674418604,82.02693023255813,82.48837209302326,8.091162790697675,27.20465116279069,8.841846274778883,2.7164083720930234,178,8,33,5,5,59,36,43,0.192,0.8079999999999999,0.0,-0.7463,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,6,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,5,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,9,6,3,11,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,1,3,26,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3879983477928392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371447702503924,0.0,0.0,0.3430813418127364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20405263043582794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4053162799105625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19732085516335465,0.0,0.0,0.3801751040276383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639382007895204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34451181234422285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300605042280162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211773091570642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shegoesbyjenna,2019/03/16,"Everyone thought I was being dramatic. But I was right. I knew for awhile something just didn’t feel right. I just had that gut instinct. One day in October 2018, I got sick at work. Completely out of the blue. I went to the ER that day and an MRI showed a tumor on my adrenal gland the size of my fist. 2 months later, I had my left adrenal gland removed. But even after surgery, I knew something still was not right. This time it was worse. I lost 30lbs in 2 weeks (I was a healthy 132 at 5’4” before) stopped sleeping, became extremely paranoid, started hallucinating, and I was not pleasant at all to be around. My specialists ran weekly labs and my hormones were extremely elevated, but I suddenly became infertile. My endocrinologist kept saying,”This wasn’t supposed to happen!” Yeah, no shit. 

Nobody could tell me how it was possible I was losing weight and yet, my cortisol was elevating quickly (high cortisol levels usually means you gain weight). I felt like my case was so far fetched, that people thought I was just seeking attention or making shit up. I should note, I work as a tech at a veterinary hospital that does specialty surgery, so I’d often get the question “how is that even possible?” in such a way that made me feel like they thought I was bullshitting. I really got that vibe that nobody believed that things got so much worse after surgery. 

But today, 3 months after my adrenalectomy, my doctor called. They found another tumor, this time on my pituitary gland (brain). I’ve been turned into a case study and nobody can tell me how on earth I got so lucky to have two rare benign tumors at the same fucking time (assuming my pituitary gland tumor is also benign because it’s even more rare if it was malignant). So yeah, I wasn’t as crazy as I thought. And I am relieved to know they found an answer, although because it’s a rare occurrence, more research needs to be done.

I think I can finally sleep tonight knowing it wasn’t just my anxiety overthinking everything this time. Again. ",5.4159377149032295,6.878523665782494,5.630621868552903,79.5633883485608,68.3103448275862,9.298713036644072,32.00009824147755,9.633347757342033,3.0713845957363204,1590,68,291,35,27,504,201,377,0.116,0.7979999999999999,0.086,-0.8305,1,0,2,0,0,0,53.0,0,1,3,5,23,12,3,0,14,2,33,16,6,5,1,54,64,25,0,4,12,0,5,2,0,1,7,0,0,0,19,9,2,2,19,1,0,3,7,5,1,2,40,6,45,7,30,19,5,51,0,2,1,1,8,22,3,6,27,186,64,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266944050999323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528608098772252,0.06951600375213167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089438301400997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078813668839932,0.0,0.07732445848863585,0.1023804069602159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144199760666936,0.092789367531709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527642891483072,0.0,0.0,0.07255303400491063,0.0,0.0,0.11720844944166955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301023538014468,0.07952175294664364,0.09299249909945648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18005815348045756,0.0,0.0,0.0868310565949139,0.0816689219507027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189413328610556,0.06491820216916391,0.0872503320024204,0.0995446492297096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19927054310856074,0.0,0.08400869966641496,0.04747630423738805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29071109822846697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035685292060216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960101143121783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988056040306643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873151858538964,0.0,0.0,0.08878988119897273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166131366376224,0.09919634173716628,0.0,0.0,0.08598426003423405,0.06065704356966381,0.0,0.0,0.09898506971888296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450646000084324,0.0,0.06680058067052771,0.06737963447619627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0615764859777986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06299845301296511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20488661348677936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179622524934867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05821423712679505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23280980307769966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865553835085391,0.0,0.0,0.18187308832140447,0.0,0.0,0.13991374487171926,0.0,0.0,0.06431890366176153,0.0,0.07256963271340484,0.07597215660433389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15885037573217456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06037060029283727,0.058226415220740825,0.0,0.28856543490616704,0.21195025283189495,0.0,0.08613500526265239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884146483701396,0.08876768308922249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008147832809254,0.0,0.0,0.07212910522987198,0.1457823387742681,0.2213125953706,0.0,0.08423825163333254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231022153637012,0.0,0.1852104580743272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lauryn23,2019/03/16,"Panic attack during sleep I’ve struggled with anxiety for years, I ament on medication because I chose not to be for my own personal reasons, I just woke up from my sleep after having a pretty vivid dream, I woke up mid-panic attack at 4:21 and it’s now 5:09am and the symptoms haven’t let up at all, does anyone else experience this? It comes as such a surprise that I started to overthink and thought “what If I’m having a heart attack” (I’m 20f) ",8.398333333333332,6.076951388888893,8.656111111111112,73.07750000000001,62.88888888888889,10.777777777777779,35.833333333333336,8.841846274778883,3.005666666666667,355,12,68,4,4,118,65,90,0.184,0.736,0.08,-0.8555,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,3,2,4,0,5,5,3,1,1,11,12,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,5,0,0,3,1,7,1,14,7,2,11,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,1,4,45,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372310491095307,0.0,0.0,0.12222567152571118,0.17910537762049275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5965877687893208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655771927063297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057650506391762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529704692160305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460246991715522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709899661112256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071412943029824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17874695953064135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17609469517125362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20509256565167544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526304248829861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17783654742285074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797256409553522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34985661944551033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372580467638687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18274107690995747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18168628099620346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877331780758792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256680181349953
anxiety,emilio8x,2019/03/16,Anxiety when dad raises voice but is not yelling I am struggling with this at home. My dad almost always finds a way to raise his voice while talking to me about anything and everything and it breaks me every time. We’re not fighting or anything but just the fact that his voice gets louder stresses the shit out of me. I don’t know why I am super sensitive to that. It sounds like he’s trying to scare me or something. Why does he do that? My bigger brother does the same thing to me. I feel like I’m always in a battle with them. Like who’s got the most powerful voice that day... It’s weird but it really affects me.  Anybody relate to that? Any solutions?,1.6642105263157916,3.985217789473687,2.842819548872182,91.60152255639099,81.63157894736842,5.604511278195488,21.530075187969928,6.868970318607317,0.5404676691729327,518,16,106,6,14,166,85,133,0.097,0.69,0.213,0.9633,1,0,1,0,3,0,14.0,0,0,1,2,3,11,3,3,6,0,5,1,1,1,1,21,10,9,0,0,8,3,1,3,0,0,0,6,1,0,12,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,1,7,15,4,13,9,2,10,0,0,0,0,11,4,1,4,7,65,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18363405679090905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051828010978657,0.0,0.0,0.12470840717926965,0.0,0.14028938150344628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30182123034737257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826845612256265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209637187066409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15451016661566944,0.0,0.1648150343821508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272520302281964,0.13101061538435196,0.0,0.0,0.16761099595971574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581133836866124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14667011179209447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18395057730696185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078385757850844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687786303478296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174814270154677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18360084588633047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882425481610673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411790931040291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21006743464536998,0.19171430899726125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473982931137476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183315666810328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693354146660727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450669541672447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14556284905524988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309537231882937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,izzmoto,2019/03/16,"Shortness of breath question Hey everyone! I'm going to try to keep this short, but I feel helpless and decided I could maybe get some relief by talking things out. 

I've been dealing with feeling like I can't breathe since August of 2018. It's an everyday struggle. I got married in July and this should be one of the best, happiest times in my life. Instead, I find myself feeling like I'm going to die every single day. When this first started happening, I went to the doctor. They did a CT scan of my lungs, checked out my heart, and did tons of blood work. Everything came back as perfect. 

After the feeling not subsiding, my doctor decided to send me to a lung doctor just to get checked. He diagnosed me with anxiety. 

I've always felt anxious. I was that kid that literally thought the worst was always going to happen. You know, the kind that made themselves throw up because the thought of school was too much to handle. But I'd never thought anything of it. I always just thought it was normal to worry about everything. 

On top of all this breathing stuff, my aunt got diagnosed with lung cancer last week. I'm so worried about her, but I feel selfish, because in the midst of all this, I've been in full panic mode that my breathing troubles are cancer (even though I've already been checked). I find myself excessively googling the symptoms. Literally the worst thing ever. 

So since this is a place to talk about anxiety, is it possible that anxiety is causing my shortness of breath for 7 months? If so, does anyone have any recommendations on how to make it go away? 

Thank you so much for listening to my rant about all of this. I really appreciate it! ",4.507760252365929,6.3311880157728755,5.026493375394324,81.60959495268139,71.05047318611987,7.84802523659306,30.661072555205045,8.488131031819089,2.4341180820189283,1319,57,241,22,25,421,175,317,0.182,0.6940000000000001,0.123,-0.978,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,2,1,5,18,14,0,2,13,0,18,19,10,4,6,47,50,15,1,4,7,1,6,2,0,1,9,1,0,1,21,9,0,1,16,0,3,8,3,7,0,2,19,8,27,7,46,28,12,38,0,1,1,0,14,16,0,3,16,162,48,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063407772289217,0.0,0.22764040076378256,0.0,0.0,0.0620145733131671,0.0,0.20928788197410012,0.1030224754502407,0.0,0.06376447793249658,0.0,0.07504431834311336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567911023641225,0.07012202111779374,0.0,0.1111811823842611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570174550639954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430084466332863,0.0,0.09368064271605817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281043212162006,0.0,0.0,0.05881213631655576,0.09401629129279084,0.0,0.18511856624496892,0.09464425113376587,0.0,0.0,0.2800206299837263,0.0798038741525537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06023231668504157,0.08248956364032044,0.07683429106301583,0.08713910919045262,0.16391732143786178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23055037069677325,0.13029702802437176,0.08755987207125028,0.0,0.1666980539987941,0.07756897709772817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528947409222777,0.0,0.20730902298793089,0.0,0.14587123043767392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16128387366092806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806450334545993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105679794445672,0.0,0.09496379205709383,0.050117454516131095,0.07433471349872398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06441252694153139,0.08910488316294192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628930842956331,0.06087223799942311,0.0,0.09161593025610036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278962456242043,0.0,0.13407514134466292,0.0,0.07033389730026939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935007494358294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06179494233516055,0.0,0.0,0.10699569258545147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527759231662243,0.0,0.0,0.1028067472884598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215737012808028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058420765154294216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922924913949977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15087208551011724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645470893592781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095335040671341,0.104394514333043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478475929488148,0.0,0.14659544550830703,0.0,0.08395854136031476,0.0,0.0,0.12116955700200148,0.0,0.08959695735943637,0.2895891853324726,0.05317554844064963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06191426677273872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314976711474566,0.0,0.0,0.08453710567331449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663898108211323,0.1852224520126053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Artistic_Inflation,2019/03/16,advice I'm having a really bad anxiety attack and my usual ways to calm down aren't helping......... :( can someone give me advice on what to do?,1.2355952380952395,3.4985608928571463,4.485714285714288,79.5259523809524,82.92857142857143,6.590476190476192,20.047619047619047,7.793537801064563,1.2383904761904767,107,3,19,2,3,39,26,28,0.262,0.603,0.135,-0.6629,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.596438392032573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23346251605019025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3471872758739583,0.0,0.0,0.2548132635564334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29275728110094673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20455629179739224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19550666804760355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585787450927779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361135922572733,0.0,0.0,0.2422383548895885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hegemonee,2019/03/16,"How to build trust in a relationship? Hey guys, so I’m a guy entering a new relationship and have high hopes. Tbh I’m a virgin, I’ve pushed everyone away in the past due to worries regarding performance anxiety. I just can’t get over my own thinking sometimes. I think with this new relationship I wanted to try to build intimacy and safety between us. What would you guys recommend to get out of my own head? What would recommend in general? Much love-

- hegemonee ",2.82693181818182,5.6259223750000045,4.469272727272728,78.69390909090913,80.93181818181819,8.974545454545455,28.11818181818181,9.3871,3.2137463636363632,371,17,68,12,10,124,61,88,0.049,0.7490000000000001,0.202,0.9342,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,5,0,4,3,1,1,0,13,13,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,14,11,3,13,0,0,0,2,10,7,0,1,4,41,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133624775671867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14901935528938634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515586919171121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16573440078808965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4711466337197289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16277966177025602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675802173391781,0.0,0.15753555959379342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14315175517309944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659663054614637,0.0,0.0,0.3063731332484362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141123189171965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5108634798662716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568693868779212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20326182064206294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768580686973003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907883510115962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355231203219508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16107619644903504,0.0,0.22534404574180786,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ol_plain_face,2019/03/16,"I missed my mid-semester review So I stayed up the whole night before my review in college, I worked on my assignments but by the time I hit morning, I felt like it isn't enough and if I go it's gonna be absolutely humiliating and a bunch of other stuff. So I actually didn't go, I was too scared, and my teachers were livid and aren't ready to talk, and I don't even know how ask for help or feedback on my assignments. The only thing they've said is for me to write an email stating why I wasn't here, and I don't know what to write in that, I can't lie about being sick because I called one of my teachers and told him I was doubtful of my work and he just said he doesn't care and my attendance was important.
My brain is exploding and I need suggestions.",7.46359333917616,4.4639818098159525,8.042348816827346,78.87730061349696,65.25766871165644,11.768273444347065,34.328659070990355,9.957137785484203,2.8492303242769506,597,18,139,10,7,201,100,163,0.16899999999999998,0.775,0.056,-0.9589,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,8,5,0,2,5,0,16,2,1,1,0,22,30,16,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,7,10,0,0,3,0,0,3,8,3,0,1,10,3,26,2,15,16,3,12,0,1,0,0,14,5,0,3,3,93,33,8,0.0,0.0,0.18467789842673435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17692051889025906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536329315344195,0.0,0.16103536785071154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21126238346049103,0.1932424775441482,0.0,0.19295006041354096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19554287293789724,0.0,0.12499594370262886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817069215062324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215107008932978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684836123822466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080105454344292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245658786216353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403243480213369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17759561037330146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823875219050265,0.14393096921134307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600347131821884,0.0,0.1894693903003677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017122591084237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21664268543197104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15210967352986424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12572738323093607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035152265518852,0.0,0.0,0.1808337415215515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707660981827515,0.2112876608370632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755483272947831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bitch_im_a_lion,2019/03/16,"I'm worried I'm going to have a heart attack but have been to the ER so many times for it that I'm hesitant to go this time I haven't had a bad panic attack in over a year, but I used to have a lot. Most commonly brought by thinking I'm having a heart attack. It doesnt help that I'm 5'7"" over 300 lbs so it's not like it isnt a possibility. My heart has been racing a lot over the past week and over the past two days my shoulder was starting to hurt. Today I'm getting chest pains along with it. My mind is screaming I need to go to the hospital but as I said I've been there so many times and had to deal with the embarrassment of overreacting so many times. 

I know the chest pain could be indigestion from the Chick-fil-A I ate earlier, I know the arm pain could be muscle strain from my job, I know the racing heart could be the 2 cups of coffee I drink every morning. I know I'm 23 and even though I'm overweight I realistically am not as at risk for a heart attack as if I was in my 40s. Because of knowing these things I dont want to go to the hospital, but the symptoms just wont go away.",1.9718503213957737,2.820936772727276,3.9888705234159794,90.41037649219469,75.900826446281,7.03067033976125,22.535353535353536,7.3871296695380915,0.5410102846648295,857,22,208,10,18,294,119,242,0.222,0.74,0.039,-0.9924,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,8,15,4,4,20,0,25,16,9,1,0,30,52,16,0,6,8,0,0,1,0,1,5,2,0,0,10,6,3,0,6,1,0,6,7,14,1,1,10,2,18,1,32,35,3,26,0,1,0,0,3,8,0,4,13,127,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.395849627243576,0.08172891434979973,0.0,0.07263207957551414,0.05302761260778726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20836062212434714,0.0,0.0,0.056100629879111207,0.08968171351631067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195031711927087,0.08521598339703174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05745533348629126,0.0,0.07329188148767775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04544809840480468,0.0,0.24718892004379006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5154111961366566,0.058306811255175624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312339301163244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632303877928595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390340618779039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042498371797271936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14790966659355131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26457920644615684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783396900618043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06450115078128525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776868979899735,0.10206270549478157,0.0,0.0,0.16608145403454694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980668895899575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274634320029059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061571175555128074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041475165536382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057791545212680775,0.05573896054502227,0.08546613093701362,0.0,0.2028956571569301,0.0,0.08245528497124578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497549379651233,0.0,0.0,0.07513046078618779,0.0,0.0,0.05130829402970568,0.0,0.06977723081778807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834142811723952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05601798536907029
anxiety,Bamboo_Salt,2019/03/16,"I was finally able to go on a dinner date with husband. I've been having a hard time going out to eat, because my anxiety makes me feel like I'm going to vomit. I brought my spikey sensory ring with me and I was able to actually enjoy a meal with my husband with minimal anxiety. It felt so good!",2.3945161290322585,3.8151481290322593,5.233096774193552,79.62964516129036,75.7741935483871,8.830967741935485,28.529032258064518,9.3871,2.683925161290323,232,10,47,6,5,84,42,62,0.077,0.768,0.156,0.7866,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,4,4,0,1,0,9,12,2,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,3,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,4,8,3,10,7,0,9,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,28,9,0,0.4845454627659982,0.0,0.2364232375681508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706759527567348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14768720835688326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24790548765850404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250037246832185,0.1730796877083952,0.23261981556546876,0.26539793503252185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4130675292667322,0.20320687253217445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21702878010503548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836221888537884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16171892947674255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127117797512262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheGr8Spade,2019/03/17,"Indecision and uncertainty I’m at the point in my life where I am graduating very soon and I need to take the next step in life, and I feel completely not ready for just about everything. I know its normal to feel this way, but it still doesnt make it easy. I had a panic attack a while back and that never has happened to me before. 

I just feel like I have all this energy I can let out and all of this great stuff but I start thinking about what kind of repercussions there can be if I mess up bad and honestly? I’m damn near terrified. Also have stooped into sexual frustration due to my lack of confidence and have done some rather stupid things. I’m a good looking guy, however I just am so uncertain of everything that I just get stuck in the short term and never actually advance with my life. I don’t know, i’m rambling in here but I would rather just vent anyways. It’s good to know people listen.",4.0005643812709035,5.021035820652177,5.064782608695656,83.96015050167227,71.22826086956522,9.13979933110368,25.56688963210702,9.466822959209583,1.9530991638796003,717,21,152,16,13,236,114,184,0.236,0.631,0.134,-0.9651,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,18,15,4,3,6,0,15,3,0,1,4,42,35,15,0,7,12,0,3,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,12,11,0,0,7,0,0,2,5,9,0,0,3,5,18,6,22,29,5,25,0,0,1,0,2,12,1,4,11,109,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.148243490322841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214833912317031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17282100522240565,0.0,0.11681039306913896,0.12683956876291655,0.0,0.0,0.12926530569700415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15927608094668413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15545797615105544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273056116221076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304327142375423,0.10852544476506347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793673709530327,0.0,0.0,0.2548319391242131,0.0,0.1674827162896554,0.0,0.1504160450853669,0.13433463823296532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15819221552229729,0.2504593907163536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15533957034967158,0.32189827691835576,0.07421617532357308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275672106408432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140195525406027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264028508648365,0.2343266796582435,0.0,0.1615593636910487,0.0,0.1488407950675642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17823514936365512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531615023668243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360525634526053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752358188393496,0.0,0.12131653994571785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17390206470261374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421837273680295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092310058805218,0.09733861070951992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253427107930359,0.0,0.12058009870914352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791341076687634,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Rvaz19,2019/03/17,"Is anyone else anxiety competitive or feel guilt for having anxiety/depression? Or even feel like your making everything up? When other people share there stories of anxiety. I always manage to think that if my symptoms don’t  match up then my anxiety is all in my head. And then I start to feel guilty for having my anxiety. And then I start think about all the times in the past where I  push through my anxiety.

(Sorry for any grammar mistake
I have been diagnosed with G.E.D.
Not saying this to make anyone feel guilty) 


Ahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!",6.092142857142857,7.705169642857148,6.727142857142859,71.76785714285714,66.85714285714286,10.089795918367347,30.3265306122449,10.290406445055957,3.3528408163265304,427,16,72,11,7,140,64,98,0.16699999999999998,0.7709999999999999,0.062,-0.8372,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,1,2,0,7,3,1,2,2,18,17,9,0,2,4,0,4,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,5,11,2,14,16,2,14,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,3,9,52,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340603839684106,0.0,0.0,0.1095635592202362,0.0,0.6162617383216089,0.0,0.0,0.2253103675752032,0.16508110760463254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13876790361346547,0.16352808631869994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13459070518782107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641477710034328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14479955432319716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32585784719373473,0.11510041417263088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653502216865559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787125317619688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150907019625352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538022655094683,0.11169668585602943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12812492097124256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18035477914329365,0.22807570768232946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16745992164999096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20647166075952225,0.0,0.0,0.09394731011409928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,justagorl,2019/03/17,"I’ve hit a new low, after being okay for a while. About me: 20 year old female, GAD & depression diagnosed. 

I was at church today and had a major anxiety attack while praying. I’ve had a rough month, and think everything ended up being too much because I realized how damaged I was internally. My physical health has taken a major toll. I’m losing chunks of hair, have lost weight due to vomiting, have muscle fatigue, have had episodes of fainting, shaking, sweating, increased BP, and can’t maintain my body temp. These are the points I came across:
1. Fighting with my boyfriend has gotten out of hand. I messaged him saying we have to talk and I want to be heard. I don’t want to fight anymore because I’m tired. My health can’t take it, I can’t take it. I’ve written down what I want to discuss with him.
2. I got a new car and almost got t-boned. I had right of way but a lady didn’t stop and came close to hitting me. 
3. My parents are splitting up after my brother graduates HS in June.
4. I am a nursing major student, and have been working on stepping out of my comfort zone. I’ve admitted I have a fear of failure.
5. I am transferring schools and the change is major. I have to find a place to live in and I have to find a new job that pays enough to cover my monthly costs.
6. My last week was rough in the sense that I was stuck in mud for 20 min and had an exam to take. I ended up being late. And last but not least I flooded my bathroom at home. This build up my tension.

Im seeing my primary care doctor because my health is just bad. But I could use some support and love. Please and thank you.",1.0073230373230366,3.160934588588592,2.7908416988416995,91.99962162162164,82.993993993994,5.247155727155729,23.328099528099532,6.474141703775902,0.6024852681252684,1250,46,265,12,35,414,188,333,0.128,0.768,0.105,-0.7003,2,0,0,0,4,0,48.0,1,1,0,3,4,19,3,3,15,1,36,15,4,2,0,40,64,19,0,4,5,2,5,0,0,0,9,2,1,0,7,21,1,1,5,0,2,6,6,13,0,0,21,8,39,6,39,36,9,49,2,6,1,1,15,20,0,2,22,162,46,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358955672307224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208730145515622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913845120484979,0.0,0.10259393368753324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768854270716912,0.0,0.0,0.08637586609395621,0.1891852467667691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490888015852906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23663693936283214,0.10547348235065428,0.0,0.10943566997277933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259586902944427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910075286210953,0.10499888825647967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588476864160162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832507948247147,0.10689080746286274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929735837202837,0.0,0.0,0.1164092523276928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891016195666725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654757524892701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32988538795533723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037681086786553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174302402843572,0.0,0.10265749352076448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16865001570726176,0.11669534561644733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134765010069784,0.0,0.0,0.11573333443457427,0.1129271595970534,0.0,0.09336705560871962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651445300315662,0.0,0.07604715761135912,0.0,0.0,0.2997360109322618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085526655435428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486823407436605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808252755978058,0.11355629465267582,0.09779305080776167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834515913088213,0.0,0.08226705615395802,0.0,0.10469624076573507,0.08243571915938981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648826865532988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739306916751326,0.0,0.0,0.2333430560795487,0.08314864961446786,0.0,0.09524224048713753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628615097338099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889978217846185,0.0980578649962868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934700284463183,0.0,0.0,0.18305127818947567,0.08211325977593552,0.08298080931660662,0.12597340960654566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531234137317486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661797419777049
anxiety,dmarn,2019/03/17,"Anxiety Remedy I feel like I have suffered from anxiety for years, but now it has gotten much worse. I used to think I never wanted to get checked out because I didn’t want to rely on meds (xanax, etc) but now I am starting to feel like it is the only choice. Therapy is expensive and my healthcare plan doesn’t cover it. Any advice/experience on pills to ease anxiety?",3.4288127853881254,5.2062228630137,5.157739726027399,79.75432648401828,73.7945205479452,8.702283105022829,27.235159817351605,9.2995712137729,2.5054310502283097,291,11,55,7,6,99,53,73,0.145,0.727,0.128,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,1,1,11,16,3,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,2,2,7,2,10,14,2,8,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,7,36,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14717047100995492,0.0,0.4966735159373325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192533710024945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413613254421636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21169661920683175,0.0,0.0,0.2188531168351016,0.3092156240228877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306855820506374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114600959705845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24038966584030005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590908446856216,0.0,0.16691355338969455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645943099692585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15318053540988666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474908423691232,0.0,0.0,0.13867079428802534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18691415431098152,0.0,0.0,0.25529582242266025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22054664737858815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936496930669226
anxiety,silvergoose20,2019/03/17,"Anxiety in early stages of dating? I'm seeing someone who I like and he said he likes me. He shows me that he likes me by telling me he likes me, asking me out consistently on dates, and inviting me to hang with his friends. However my anxiety can't help but grasp onto every possible as a sign that he doesn't actually care about me and has no intentions of getting serious with me. Basically unless the guy is obsessed with me and wants to spend a lot of time with me/talk all the time, my anxious brain tells me he doesn't really give a fuck about me and wants to reject him before he rejects me. Please share your experiences dealing with similar feelings with me to make me feel better? How do you cope with this?",5.288570318570315,5.774227818181821,6.202470862470863,78.89379176379177,68.020979020979,9.712198912198913,30.574203574203572,9.725611199111238,2.726097746697747,570,21,113,12,9,189,91,143,0.149,0.696,0.155,0.2389,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,1,3,13,1,1,5,0,6,2,1,3,1,26,19,9,0,2,2,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,13,0,0,3,1,1,1,4,5,0,0,1,4,22,8,23,18,2,11,0,2,1,1,23,4,1,1,9,70,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.16823387756812005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637653282095291,0.19475869883465374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16116722773992428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14669651642089482,0.0,0.0,0.15247047895385324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924512367566362,0.0,0.0,0.17576947277884944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777329702224793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525128121721004,0.0,0.0,0.16863661878736969,0.0,0.0,0.17433745410024798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319291987359647,0.1593775608777584,0.09006992845849622,0.16537819784037588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17069939771428527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115553576557155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3368964107838834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465651320517384,0.0,0.0,0.11507583967584925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18923931965631827,0.0,0.1943508758241231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110441456164298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16398831796809432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373774959531462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607078841029464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13856558045954795,0.3013638531394953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010512866995146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20336755705028672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sgetsis99,2019/03/17,"Health Anxiety Gone Wild? Hey guys! This is my first ever post on r/Anxiety but I’ve had a symptom that has been essentially haunting my life for the last year and came to see if anyone could relate/give me any advice. About a year ago, I began to notice that I could hear a popping noise every time I swallowed. The noise can best be described as the sound your ears make when an airplane is changing elevation. Because I heard it every time I swallowed, I began to focus in on my swallowing as well as the noise itself. This started a rumination cycle that led me down a deep hole where I thought I’d never be able to not think about it again. When I went away to school, it almost entirely disappeared, but upon returning home and laying in bed for a month, I began to notice it again. This is the third time around where it has relatively disappeared but then returned once I have gone home and laid in bed. I am wondering if you guys think this is an indicator of anxiety and that if it’s the rumination that is making this problem so severe or if this is perhaps a real medical condition, that albeit annoying is curible? Thank you all and I hope you all rest easy ",6.419979933110369,6.2507920347826085,7.111739130434781,75.58687290969903,65.6086956521739,10.207357859531774,32.04013377926422,9.851270322608157,2.9561538461538466,928,33,176,18,13,308,132,230,0.101,0.8170000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.3254,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,4,0,2,12,6,1,0,15,0,18,8,1,3,4,33,37,20,0,8,9,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,4,2,19,7,3,0,4,0,0,7,2,2,1,2,11,5,21,4,23,22,4,42,0,0,1,0,9,12,0,8,22,127,40,1,0.12535242177289846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224929357820661,0.11111735856933848,0.0,0.12552234328574804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852439453232734,0.0,0.2876827786548028,0.0,0.0,0.08764932789258946,0.0,0.0,0.11159023163459987,0.0,0.0,0.11777272660503355,0.0,0.0,0.07641367283364463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154963302081155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14336977624200234,0.0,0.0,0.13260624109775254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20016741753253267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338844205517028,0.2112296434985728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662470592371308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482372108696924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324376260108506,0.14128128967457268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25147739929992197,0.1245032388885408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217895430977704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854012260972795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16734742982183412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262793771925729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005510712726502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667951540293676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854291260374047,0.0,0.1334962381276593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005296944861595,0.0,0.0,0.11994533842231996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267849911518538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686334308057626,0.09988965072024257,0.0,0.0,0.14161255645508036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887250893162316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302891628071071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540766833948167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16064154072624715,0.0,0.09951582088629496,0.21928201557974972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270688139449435,0.1162029508356506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359393542363958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614456995623227
anxiety,Owosiris,2019/03/17,"Weird Situation So I recently started seeing a paychologist for a host of different reasons, but one of them is anxiety. He’s asked me about examples of my anxiety before and i dont really know how to respond. I feel weird saying it out loud because i realize how rediculous it sounds and im worried that he wont believe what im aaying and that im just reading articles qbout anxiety and making excuses or something. What do i do?",3.8693109243697488,5.766223494117647,6.498655462184875,70.09823529411767,72.88235294117648,10.504201680672267,35.67226890756302,10.608840637214634,4.669050420168069,347,20,59,12,7,125,59,85,0.158,0.8420000000000001,0.0,-0.8537,1,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,4,0,15,11,9,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,6,5,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,5,8,0,7,10,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,1,2,39,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4119709927028073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678164026937167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094268374372105,0.0,0.15274868233869812,0.202244833861604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18754838511801547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210382859598024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076499239999372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5817005998442788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865328701306952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982345122001517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163974090472796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17955727769666985,0.0,0.11499786986257805,0.18456484082744354,0.1772431852509529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427525232656508,0.0,0.0,0.14304519290441725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20177530002429628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381945673332379,0.0,0.0,0.12705718185207382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822997985041584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lostzelda1,2019/03/17,Magnesium tablets for anxiety? Has anyone taken magnesium threonate supplements for anxiety? How is it working out for you? What brand did you take and how many capsules did you take daily?,5.236875000000001,8.797568937500003,5.230000000000004,71.81500000000003,78.375,9.45,36.125,9.516144504307137,4.9879125,154,9,21,5,4,48,23,32,0.127,0.873,0.0,-0.5204,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,4,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,16,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.593353594674391,0.0,0.0,0.2711687019590427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931827234297153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5831760204603017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823333524777121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,morticianshagger,2019/03/17,"Intrusive thoughts of contracting hiv and my parents dying are ruining my life. For the past few years I’ve been struggling with intensely intrusive thoughts. The main thoughts are of the fact that my parents will die one day (I am incredibly close to them), and that I will contract/already have hiv. I try to distract myself when these thoughts appear, but it’s nearly impossible. I end up sobbing for hours feeling suicidal. I think it might have gotten worse since I started venlafaxine in December. 

I would honestly rather die than live to see my parents pass away or live with the consequences of having hiv. I’m too scared to get a hiv, but I’ve been considering asking my boyfriend to get a test. He knows about this and is very supportive. I have had a few infections recently (new tattoo, self harm wound, uti) and the worry is driving me insane. 

I honestly don’t know what to do, I am just so, so worried and sad when these thoughts enter my head, which is so often, and I am trying to hard to control it. But I’m really struggling to. Does anybody have some advice? I am already seeing a psychologist and I speak to him about this. I’m just wondering if anybody might relate to me here. ",5.795000000000003,6.752043587719302,6.123087719298245,78.23594736842107,67.0701754385965,9.588771929824562,33.62105263157895,9.725611199111238,3.2431505263157887,950,42,175,20,15,305,132,228,0.224,0.725,0.051,-0.9927,3,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,1,13,11,0,4,9,0,24,8,1,1,1,36,46,17,4,3,8,3,2,0,0,5,7,1,0,1,11,10,0,1,10,0,0,4,1,8,0,1,9,5,24,3,25,32,4,19,0,3,2,4,9,5,1,8,10,121,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452012580522314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360661562569551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999932109352862,0.0,0.1004924906288717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11996479434875335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898038554961175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.333022944352234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936014631022034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473485946229072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054082216546833616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176442607563067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581519832171052,0.0,0.10977187227291298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533410666521056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756489567663148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554904856263177,0.0,0.0,0.18889537265642445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269354267842548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033026856213334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247890000716496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562994426995721,0.0,0.10210547329530867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852134876984763,0.0,0.1056101485025106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070856723059716,0.0,0.17046662802653015,0.0,0.1115826623173168,0.0,0.0,0.08847846107090165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570687597782197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236357416605453,0.0,0.11699693757644908,0.12137700052072505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685356830541017,0.0,0.4245716723269379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523770978211425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825324542271566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599361478238895,0.0,0.21724625141150156,0.10900143177941617,0.07598135276120584,0.0,0.0,0.0688787672580085
anxiety,infiniteknights,2019/03/17,"Took A Mental Health Day Because of Anxiety But Now I’m Anxious About Taking It Over the past week, my anxiety has been pretty heightened and it kinda imploded yesterday night. I had to take the day off today from work but now I feel horrible for taking the day off. 

My manager is very understanding when it comes to my mental health, which I am eternally grateful for. But I still can’t help but feel like taking mental health days might create a bad impression of my work ethic among my other colleagues who don’t know about my anxiety. I go for regular therapy appointments and the occasional psychiatrist appointment which takes me out of work quite regularly, and if I ever fall sick and have to be on medical leave, I miss even more of work. Taking mental health days just makes me miss even more of work and it is now giving me even more anxiety about the kind of image it puts forth about me. 

I know metal health days are important but I can’t help but feel like I’m pushing it with all the absences from appointments. My manager has always told me it is fine and that she supports my treatment, but I fear that one day it’ll become too much. 

I don’t know how to tell my colleagues or my boss about my anxiety and I some times get the feeling that they feel I’m just lazy for not coming to work. 

I took a mental health day to calm myself down, but it has given me more anxiety :( im tired of anxiety taking over my life like this :(",5.858458204334365,6.036268926315793,6.474551083591332,78.50303405572755,66.75438596491229,10.214654282765741,29.396284829721363,10.056822442137396,2.693637770897833,1144,36,224,25,17,375,138,285,0.165,0.7040000000000001,0.131,-0.8789,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,7,19,12,0,1,10,0,18,10,0,3,2,41,50,19,0,1,13,0,5,3,0,2,10,0,0,0,17,11,0,0,9,0,0,8,5,4,0,1,6,5,34,8,33,41,7,37,0,2,0,0,8,8,0,5,24,150,51,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05544370909065268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.356816605655524,0.07527593704145534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05563548598504933,0.04061864971102599,0.07359053543840206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479626921007892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437804150048268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203072607687755,0.06027305373927878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498026496617194,0.16845736926440694,0.0952047680410152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03481281352021312,0.06392011696088826,0.0378688749575388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4249643959181307,0.0,0.0,0.08932493188626363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197470460670803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693876593516755,0.10985869833781416,0.0,0.0,0.0705543635759185,0.0,0.0,0.047064616740583626,0.0976600525139708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044477816468603916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712539258619739,0.33575023428924755,0.07068672001611813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048982670308479234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625302354915807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045152013367691216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06360841147821593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778936781896576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06698422511648715,0.0,0.0708720335080857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0532129265633232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561395039798162,0.0,0.0,0.35069626271419346,0.0,0.058239879839099076,0.0,0.07620025124695437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0388540385878861,0.07658443803989934,0.0631599684081952,0.06367035997341383,0.14806266901870302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693669466593168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054978920991828925,0.0,0.0,0.05344869883840332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910562106603317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheyCallMeApawg,2019/03/17,"I've found something small that helps me through anxiety attacks/ random irritability so maybe it can help someone else. Long story short, I went to an NA meeting with my brother about 2 years ago for support  and their ""addicts prayer"" really stood out to me, as did a lot of what the speakers had to say.
It was way different than what I had expected an NA meeting to be like, and their stories and advice can be applied to any problem you may be facing in life.
For anyone that doesn't know the addicts prayer, it goes ""God, Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.""

So whenever I'm feeling anxious or am having difficulty controlling intrusive thoughts, I repeat this until I either forget what was making me anxious in the first place, or until I realize that it was something completely out of my control anyway.
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anxiety,bh219,2019/03/17,"Lightheaded and anxiety Anyone else struggle w being light headed due to anxiety? Struggled w anxiety off and on for the last 10 years and have had had my fair share of ups and downs but this has been maybe the most annoying struggle lately.

I don't get full blown dizzy but randomly throughout the day I'll get just a bit light headed and feel like I'm a little unsteady. Never fallen. Room doesn't spin. It's just enough to notice and trigger more anxiety of course!

Went for a regular physical 2 weeks ago and my doc said there didn't seem to be anything physically wrong, which I expected but almost wish there was an answer.

Anyone else go through this often? Been happening for the last couple weeks now. Thanks all! ",4.115652173913045,6.338806289855075,4.6283333333333365,82.36250000000003,73.05797101449275,8.078260869565218,25.99275362318841,8.841846274778883,2.1220753623188413,580,20,105,12,12,184,97,138,0.158,0.735,0.107,-0.6601,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,8,1,3,8,0,12,2,2,1,2,24,23,10,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,7,0,0,3,0,0,3,4,5,0,0,8,4,4,3,13,13,6,21,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,5,12,63,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569132637987035,0.0,0.1306892691835885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3993663716481308,0.0,0.0,0.18251454373567025,0.2674506580242653,0.10740054624808136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248568720858054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14440943634735404,0.0,0.08416967074755713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21805264811188185,0.0,0.0,0.13485414892844902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599096719706131,0.09323805114956638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363746356173921,0.0,0.07417317793887006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154116428441102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26788665424053965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127699740959861,0.14722361904212108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06376174330291348,0.1308076646559001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111720076586264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065917256077778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14858917906201233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414713484930236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188135445831397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4093195462661441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015823986916692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20937827458498276,0.0,0.0,0.1209862588934948,0.0,0.0,0.15008276511185736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269476996893538,0.0,0.08404567639643794
anxiety,sugarmittens,2019/03/17,"What does your anxiety feel like? I have GAD and wanted to see how common it is for other people to feel the way I do. I’ve always described it as feeling “electrified”...heart beating fast, butterflies in the stomach, and just a general “on edge” feeling. And this goes on all day, every day, for weeks and sometimes months, depending on the trigger. Would you describe your anxiety in this way or in a different way? ",4.755384615384617,6.498013256410258,5.515897435897441,78.67076923076927,70.28205128205127,8.78974358974359,32.230769230769226,9.2995712137729,3.139753846153845,326,15,57,7,6,106,55,78,0.086,0.843,0.07,-0.3094,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,5,0,4,1,1,3,1,17,10,7,0,2,2,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,11,9,1,15,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,2,7,39,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17199184451042687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31625149783283035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666101738727674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21595861878734912,0.0,0.0,0.18088549486633254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17415456215909428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4180570764309718,0.14766728209677202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449417571853867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098369945752644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16498681799505902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330049234087666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16471398708322155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20443263856209568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191764354385913,0.4922090526296117,0.1658031262819881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683450599289366,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cdg2m4nrsvp,2019/03/17,"Thank you everyone This past week was one of the worst of my life. I had my first panic attack in a while on Monday night and it was possibly the worst one I’ve ever had in my life. It went on for over an hour and I legitimately believed I was going to die. Tuesday through Thursday I had multiple panic attacks a day. Since it had been several years since I’d had a panic attack I forgot how physically and mentally exhausting they are, I was also very sick and the loneliness/desperation I was feeling... I was in a very dark place.

I found this subreddit on Wednesday in the middle of a panic attack and while it didn’t stop it, I was reminded I’m not alone. I’ve been looking here a lot since then and this community is incredible. You all are so supportive and understanding, it is everything I’ve needed the past few days. And all of this without being triggering either. I was very worried this subreddit would be triggering but it hasn’t been at all. So thank you to you all, I’ve gone a couple days without a panic attack and I’m hoping the streak will continue. But if not I know I have a wonderful place to come to.

Love to you all and good luck this week! Anyone who has the courage to wake up every day and battle with their own mind is a warrior. We can do this!",3.3853488372093032,4.83246927906977,5.1285968992248065,81.26940697674421,73.26356589147288,8.570852713178295,26.465891472868208,9.120678840339163,2.1311435658914726,1006,35,202,22,20,343,130,258,0.175,0.715,0.11,-0.8964,0,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,5,2,1,6,22,6,5,18,0,31,6,1,3,6,44,50,21,1,4,8,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,15,14,0,2,5,0,0,4,6,14,0,3,21,2,24,8,25,25,11,39,0,0,1,1,10,13,0,5,22,152,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823586152487235,0.0,0.06813005167106996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595700109454397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4846055043521065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598508489060788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338756206298894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426615027781383,0.0,0.21977374975520314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884184934742182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706334887804576,0.0717800836455425,0.08140704443226811,0.07656736908077336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04307692480575522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246644157629524,0.0,0.09341142785213442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048418026654091735,0.07145714736781551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461741215428226,0.08389947161964709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04682069721082111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035086177581515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715419660611747,0.0,0.0,0.07242936069156858,0.07689140851325797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585606945631255,0.0,0.08602221029410477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06317068008538995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994931489548425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546006524746598,0.0,0.0,0.4997872471548906,0.0,0.0,0.16265567782670975,0.0,0.0,0.17802034616090895,0.0,0.0,0.09604405555898862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624559298821578,0.0,0.21142143894081866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07122645941252435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667776689684336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15687139266134292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869053215944933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21088328066099368,0.0,0.0,0.13667585994493076,0.0,0.0,0.0789762023235931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642490140180445,0.09238985642538808,0.0,0.0865192020031338,0.0,0.060519764693809576,0.0,0.0,0.054862497644062674
anxiety,Lamby_voices_and_me,2019/03/17,I hate it..it scares me.. I tense up when my female biological caregiver gets near me cause i don’t know when she’ll hit me or not. I don’t talk to her and it affects my view on talking to humans cause she always yell and sometimes hit me and tell me people have it worse(thanks for the guilt bitch) and i lost all sense of happiness and my friends due to this. I have three more years with her but i can’t survive in fear this long,1.0364371980676346,2.9707608804347814,2.248840579710148,97.14640096618359,81.5,5.393236714975847,20.004830917874393,6.42735559955562,-0.1450835748792274,339,9,81,3,9,108,61,92,0.14800000000000002,0.804,0.049,-0.7845,0,0,0,0,2,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,2,8,2,3,1,0,6,0,0,3,1,14,12,9,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,1,2,19,2,10,8,2,9,0,1,1,0,9,4,1,1,5,52,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934233707638724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4775960408258655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615794619153705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17959618905530458,0.0,0.12144951784960865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474554707051163,0.0,0.2295037847359591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775263469168993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20571768839794635,0.0,0.0,0.2537549640803012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16115685217280448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232730641167712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299065409606427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736812768785054,0.2031782154571006,0.21401575493422406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14969509292518124
anxiety,hyamll,2019/03/17,"I can’t explain this weird feeling i get. Does anyone else get this? I’ve been debating posting this for so long because I honestly cannot describe it in a way that makes sense but it’s worth a shot and hopefully somebody else can explain what on earth this means..

So basically i get this feeling seemingly randomly, maybe a couple times a week, maybe I won’t have it for a few months, but when i get it i just feel gross and awkward and ashamed of my body or something. Nothing seems to trigger it, today i got it as i was standing at the reception area of my work wearing a summer dress and waiting to be picked up for a meeting. Its like i feel like im really exposed or vulnerable and i feel ashamed and embarrassed of who i am and where ive come from.
I have a pretty typical lower to middle class upbringing, nothing dramatic i dont think. But this feeling it awful it just washes over me seemingly out of the blue and i just want to run away and hide or have the ground swallow me up. I suffer from anxiety so maybe its that but its so weird and I can’t explain it!

Thanks in advance for any help!",2.7113064741499784,4.424645570796461,4.190540288775036,86.20431998136934,75.5929203539823,7.412761993479274,28.708896134140662,8.20500826718156,1.9889327433628323,873,38,179,15,19,290,126,226,0.175,0.69,0.135,-0.8954,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,9,13,0,4,11,1,14,4,2,3,0,43,39,23,0,2,10,0,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,22,12,1,1,14,0,1,3,5,8,0,0,3,7,22,5,24,34,1,26,0,1,1,0,6,13,0,8,9,119,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697598591697578,0.0,0.09784269999058492,0.0,0.0,0.0894302425762655,0.1310480618954497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016570762600046,0.0,0.0,0.07796629434546984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206741370895107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017401832249063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415182665283857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192563721048586,0.0,0.14989715814525992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21368709381631068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3880187134778244,0.09137136538247667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26728865535617324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022928434915576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572827976040519,0.0,0.0,0.12703297473059486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13815331244927045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497038436396547,0.0,0.0,0.11318695472911774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853738505663232,0.0,0.3854764501636916,0.1393199545040707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208809030858604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24544587027613735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249228189117067,0.13011968252189604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193563828391268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493044629518855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984632158434674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775259460527653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819527787627676,0.0,0.0,0.0745791755906416,0.0,0.12123368754986462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754383868697209,0.10152059990041186,0.10259319341396357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311229510279433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SchleppyJ4,2019/03/17,"Is it time for me to change meds? I've been on Prozac 20 mg for 12 years, since I was 17. I suffered from frequent panic attacks as well as depression and mild OCD.

It definitely lessened my anxiety and made life more livable, but as I've aged, I've noticed that I seem to feel almost... constantly anxious on a low to moderate level, with occasional high level blow ups. I had to quit a job last year due to my issues and I'm still struggling now (thank goodness for my husband and his support).

I even developed a phobia of flying after loving it for years and then having a panic attack on a flight.

I can't tell if this is all just from being an adult with mental illness, or if my meds aren't helping.

Prozac helped save my life but it also killed my sex drive so I worry about upping my meds as opposed to switching.

I also worry about changing meds now after being on the same one for so long. I fear withdrawal and bad reactions.

I see a therapist but I don't know who to talk to about any of this, as she can't give prescriptions or medical advice. I moved away from my lifelong primary care doc and need a new one.

I'm just stressed and looking for advice. Thank you for reading.",3.9585735294117654,4.985850475,5.1575490196078455,83.23058823529409,71.33333333333334,7.813725490196079,27.867647058823533,8.124751697461798,1.7963455882352939,934,33,185,13,17,310,144,240,0.234,0.6709999999999999,0.095,-0.9902,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,1,14,20,3,5,9,0,12,8,0,1,1,29,27,25,1,3,9,1,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,8,10,0,1,3,1,0,2,4,12,1,2,4,3,24,8,39,21,3,30,0,3,2,2,12,11,0,6,17,124,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19881796000604496,0.0,0.0,0.10186749165540314,0.0,0.0,0.16270623605924506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917961106831998,0.0,0.07782285949232194,0.11492548286920097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23146419429534845,0.09557830048918878,0.0,0.08493996013590961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372009904381152,0.0,0.21523283910862795,0.0,0.0,0.10993354893492263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761954858958769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671914361318413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447407359608665,0.051437538386072734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758829442057068,0.0,0.08532595530589493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363744024021101,0.10748289937091356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617926395000342,0.10095092300227901,0.0,0.11254872113954537,0.0,0.05590792334652765,0.08292319521006622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14370923877006528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002748774405807,0.08542723609172614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918149286374196,0.09625899974134053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4519945740080011,0.10248186152109937,0.10251950175761804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812245691709484,0.0,0.07543120351368354,0.0,0.09825107394461703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158198148381988,0.0,0.0,0.1378692087470349,0.0,0.0,0.23871551487319398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820194331627374,0.10175712154879016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810653139102191,0.09261079993009658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415176981021133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124138364169896,0.0,0.1165309040151236,0.10634985750076133,0.0,0.0,0.11544153553811205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176639266256566,0.08891614738806447,0.18731788116445253,0.0,0.11811589720834607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05931934322746823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914671205095623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066226776510284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19653156588456872
anxiety,DarthKegger,2019/03/17,"Going to Disney My wife was able to get some last minute vacation time and we are taking my 5 year old to Disney this week. My worry is that the large crowds during spring break will wear on me. I don’t want to seem like a party pooper and feel like I’m holding my family back from having fun, but when I’m constantly around large crowds, I get antsy and eventually need some quiet, alone time to rebalance and relieve my stress and anxiety. I’m already worried about the large crowds and we’re a week away from flying out. What are some tips that others use when around large groups. ",4.741206896551726,5.779474672413797,4.815000000000001,86.3675,69.51724137931035,7.8689655172413815,22.25862068965517,8.07648339933343,0.9067275862068964,466,9,94,6,8,145,77,116,0.108,0.792,0.099,-0.4767,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,4,0,7,1,1,1,0,20,19,9,0,2,1,1,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,10,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,9,4,13,17,3,19,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,4,14,51,14,0,0.18797494237032011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946853500191808,0.2074350231986992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438003164032521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346751034233261,0.0,0.0,0.17660864611363275,0.1445411276820432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20313413338061612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17720604632528464,0.0,0.09504577887749616,0.13428933638852614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964182980177168,0.0,0.1068304916332998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15322466671316068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18367012372209207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938103794574616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19724808122882806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17112532768884026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21532466138416628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413337628922605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21921940110115407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623499965330754,0.0,0.0,0.11087249127283567,0.0,0.3015643205914725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38179535699580014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104969988591355
anxiety,dovahkiinx69,2019/03/17,Just a Sunday night Hello! Having a bit of a struggle tonight. The thought of spreading some happiness cheered me up so I wanted to wish everyone a great evening and a happy Monday tomorrow!,2.6594285714285704,5.6757903714285725,3.66,81.29000000000003,88.14285714285714,6.2285714285714295,32.714285714285715,7.554174236665415,3.046828571428572,153,9,24,3,5,49,30,35,0.053,0.528,0.419,0.9513,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,4,4,3,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,18,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080082412623197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863413923592916,0.0,0.0,0.26958323752355057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110446274803493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6006561987353254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26475589794009635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949390824899019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22397632606935408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16640507275719646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32443068094424865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,texas_ashley,2019/03/17,"Just need someone to be more logical than I am capable of being right now. I’ll make this quick. I have always suffered from anxiety but until about three months ago it was fairly manageable. My anxiety is almost 100% work related. 

I do large scale graphic design. My designs are installed wall size in our clients buildings. In January I made an honest mistake that forced us to reinstall a few graphics. Since then I have been absolutely petrified of making mistakes, particularly when it comes to this specific client. 

Long anxious story short: the project that has been at the root of my anxiety got installed over the past week. I haven’t seen it. Tomorrow will be the first time the client lays eyes on it. I am absolutely petrified to go into work tomorrow. My heart races at the very thought of it. I am so sure that something will have gone wrong. I know I am going to spend the entire day waiting for an angry email or phone call. 

Any advice or even just simple nice words would be greatly appreciated. I know I have to get through this peak anxiety moment to make it to the other side but the thought is horrifying to me. ",4.432300469483568,6.598513192488262,5.14612676056338,79.24388497652583,72.00469483568075,8.489201877934272,30.143192488262912,9.150863307647796,2.8081812206572776,902,39,162,20,18,291,140,213,0.19,0.733,0.077,-0.9791,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,2,0,0,3,8,8,0,0,12,0,24,2,2,5,1,26,41,8,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,13,2,0,1,5,0,1,4,1,4,0,2,9,2,19,4,26,25,2,31,0,1,2,0,5,11,0,3,16,110,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602428360265468,0.13246341576607507,0.0,0.14963565153698766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434029961054258,0.0,0.0,0.10161962375888538,0.0,0.4572636115944796,0.16881685440444105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15258788992820854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872337314604512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637197912761797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869914493728167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271077078645173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807262058012306,0.0,0.16985253459272548,0.0,0.1195152910225277,0.16475050648141726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17707892814485962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16424903372191552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224358002640355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14139720050552776,0.29924323876058884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927606474417465,0.0,0.0,0.11080274089963288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265079069692774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127615040211327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236125941545522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266141700850949,0.11504089137493947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408389164730399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23726635922753156,0.08713563501313128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17974960501629456,0.0,0.0,0.12329794706214672,0.0,0.0,0.11986620910398572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21757813483607746,0.0,0.0,0.10615297789434176,0.16338162274996915,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chronorose,2019/03/17,Any advice on being yourself? I so desperately want to get out there and make friends but every time I hang out with people I feel like I’m wearing a mask that tailors to whoever I’m with. I know deep down I CAN be myself but I never do. I feel like I’m a loser and downright boring. I just want to be able to be confident in who I am and not feel so self conscious and anxious about every minuscule detail. I lost myself somewhere along the way and I just want to be me again. Social anxiety is consuming me and I feel like a cry baby because of it. ,1.3428134796238247,3.240193422413796,3.781347962382444,86.73481191222571,80.29310344827586,6.287147335423198,23.476489028213173,7.348242739294969,1.0573379310344828,431,15,89,6,11,150,71,116,0.17,0.6609999999999999,0.168,-0.3091,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,7,7,0,0,4,0,9,1,1,1,1,27,23,10,0,3,5,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,11,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,4,16,4,15,17,0,11,0,2,0,0,4,6,0,0,6,63,19,0,0.18367441721519875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794845147348726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490490217047905,0.0,0.1405104264306392,0.20749981060888348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196621993008037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20175772262470715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095072366329238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37148521657097533,0.3936511210752656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419063991163709,0.0,0.09596230211293748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094265620048484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26920212749450984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20050232357353026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260409974636913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166103372501002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273367141311093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19161247505739168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18723293768611424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710202974871856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250077903407412,0.14579220304502868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hickory290,2019/03/17,"Need some positivity, been a rough couple weeks:( I’ve been dealing with pretty bad social and health anxiety for about two years now and my health anxiety has gone through the roof over the last couple months giving me all these physical symptoms which have really taken a toll on me. It’s such a difficult thing to deal with and I really need to go get the courage to go see someone professionally. I’ve gotten awful twitching widespread and tingling in my feet and hands which got me so worried and spiked all this up, but i know it’s just the constant anxiety i live with. I’ve seen a doctor I’ve gotten the tests and I’m physically healthy, just not mentally. I feel so alone and trapped in my own mind so often and it’s so hard to escape it. Anything to brighten my day and help me know that I’m not alone would help so much. ",4.326666666666668,5.579760481927714,5.0881325301204825,83.22187751004017,70.68674698795179,8.183935742971888,27.68875502008032,8.59863814320734,1.8972706827309231,664,23,133,11,12,215,99,166,0.14800000000000002,0.713,0.138,0.0435,0,3,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,0,9,1,5,8,2,0,2,29,23,16,0,3,5,0,4,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,10,13,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,8,6,12,1,16,14,5,15,0,0,2,0,6,5,0,2,7,81,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888823414714865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32006547053606754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476581842669438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644542698450085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507095014545064,0.0,0.0,0.3086253791048625,0.0,0.08994182513500347,0.2875595875580313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427458577632614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705164696429575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286344071807654,0.13378521245253516,0.15851959359313456,0.0,0.1115409634980372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493107633515498,0.0,0.0,0.2964843969620104,0.0,0.0,0.18695765211168575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532899708331948,0.11368061460948405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231480111404732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140545476325897,0.0,0.140817447117625,0.0,0.11131769893202847,0.0,0.10252104134481102,0.20681946841159998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188357917481126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17868659677582532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113361810864912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421645349807031,0.11816618947222267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449550174487334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265273963948817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362346736618774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118684675402382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14163101728124694,0.0,0.099070213787865,0.0,0.0,0.08980932754831887
anxiety,VixaZ,2019/03/17,"Feeling like running away Sometimes I feel a desperate need to run far away, to escape. Mostly in stressful situations (which also means when posting something on Reddit) or when I see the stress is coming.
One time I gave in to the urge and actually did run away and hide. It happened at a Scout camp a couple years ago. I received an immense amount of support from my troop, but I still felt like a failure, even more than I usually do.
I have since then leant to somewhat suppress the urge, but when I do, I feel it tenfold to the point my head feels like it's going to burst. Sorry, it's difficult to explain. Since the start of the year, I've been feeling like this more and more and I don't think I can do this anymore.

Should I seek a professional? Did I suffer a panic attack back then?

Sorry for any mistakes, I'm on mobile, and posting this at 2 in the morning. Also, English isn't my first language.",3.5620205209155493,5.040256729281769,4.5770047355958985,85.27493093922655,72.86740331491713,6.497395422257303,28.398184688239933,6.868970318607317,1.4232869771112855,712,28,139,6,14,232,108,181,0.185,0.721,0.094,-0.9578,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,8,12,1,3,14,0,12,1,1,0,0,24,30,15,0,3,3,0,6,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,1,9,0,0,6,2,7,0,2,5,7,16,5,22,24,6,34,0,1,1,0,3,12,0,3,18,97,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.11901288477497207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810792651878537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950586674834094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293525238389456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094902570426752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387442128921593,0.3437491343655983,0.0937777559107744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505554975192506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13494360572890216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055174967848976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083267715860841,0.2613792934485509,0.1170982835318294,0.0,0.0,0.10373695002743344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931123292640687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784657583607997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12516353489157728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383290113579472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13284742296497065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090429908529698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264152867317402,0.0,0.0,0.1430907977670456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528921633778813,0.0,0.23360306196289066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718430278661194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017689362511406,0.13708529069916853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388880816255303,0.12061904272553732,0.2730427750493879,0.08632211528126264,0.0,0.09739538214065784,0.0,0.2794037082825817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138395876148862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814541357127665,0.0,0.0,0.07111437352485853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134318908095645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15707320665084254
anxiety,vdsdsf,2019/03/17,"Does anyone else here have bizarre ""aha!"" thoughts, just before falling asleep? Happens almost every night. Right before I'm about to fall asleep, my mind will start thinking about something crazy, something like ""I know why the garbage disposal works that way!"", or I'll just have a moment of existential crisis, where the world will just start to not make sense, which freaks me out and keeps me up way longer.

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Anyone else have thoughts like these just before falling asleep?",8.893928571428571,9.807354821428572,5.7120000000000015,84.03300000000002,60.30952380952381,7.672380952380951,32.27619047619048,6.742157984588678,1.832650476190476,391,13,66,2,5,105,60,84,0.155,0.7909999999999999,0.054000000000000006,-0.8097,0,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,0,3,0,5,3,3,1,0,16,15,2,0,0,6,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,4,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,2,7,11,0,14,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,6,31,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16005223586471834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731817740846145,0.1942177132864712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235214948037315,0.3275408613705009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080248946819592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987318504035678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670442193498159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13466836197397744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413420673128976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206919924702682,0.0,0.0,0.08784144960037818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15617517248378748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669148459181023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16138836241670354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499948555519018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649870405877212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460984623825153,0.0,0.0,0.2262648792340075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241617983285506,0.0,0.2537831786729049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537400725907682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422674173220634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163621991086176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942177132864712,0.0
anxiety,dogteapot,2019/03/17,How do you motivate yourself to keep trying? I don’t have suicidal thoughts but I have thoughts about giving up trying to beat my anxiety. I’ve been trying so hard over the past year and I don’t feel like I’ve gotten anywhere. I’ve made progress and then had it taken away from me again multiple times. It’s hard to keep pushing myself when I’m not sure if the results will stick. ,2.5587362637362645,4.535652346153847,3.4300732600732613,90.31730769230772,76.8205128205128,6.508424908424907,25.24542124542125,7.447530270364453,1.1683421245421246,305,11,63,4,7,97,56,78,0.14300000000000002,0.713,0.14300000000000002,0.2519,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,3,6,2,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,4,1,15,18,8,1,1,3,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,4,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,7,3,7,2,8,10,0,10,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,7,37,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666244022113383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20464009273468012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101315107246571,0.15560383286186882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20894363592815496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3902307714187213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.387199881099616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641118647978168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060975193406336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079247254507516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382492861455607,0.0,0.2052837765382877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3458343438551049,0.12700702813189818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4436370052984645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14026279208448322
anxiety,atcr100,2019/03/17,"Increase in sertraline dose. Any advice ? Hello 

I've struggled with anxiety for years now. I was taking 50mg of Sertraline now for about a year. 

Recently anxiety has crept up and I've had no motivation to do anything. It was agreed with my doctor to increase to 100mg. 

I believe Sertraline works really well for me however since increasing on Friday I've experienced so many side effects.

Yesterday I was just in agony with every part of my body and felt so emotionally numb. Today was better. But as I type this in bed. I'm feeling so so anxious and struggling to sleep

Does anyone have any experience of side effects from increasing. How long before it settles down ?",3.268445714285715,6.145260536000003,4.884142857142859,75.94850000000002,79.64,8.371428571428572,28.92857142857143,9.04235418022936,3.205617142857143,537,25,89,15,14,180,85,125,0.145,0.737,0.118,-0.5545,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,5,10,5,0,2,1,0,8,5,2,4,0,14,12,10,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,6,0,0,5,0,0,4,1,3,1,0,6,3,7,2,22,6,5,20,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,8,56,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17165385776528325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389109538840044,0.0,0.2687603082493451,0.1984468856780999,0.0,0.12282622803706185,0.0,0.14455400336618449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14947453950833728,0.19790974918115356,0.0,0.1553578447960791,0.0,0.19511972740060865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17979643666114287,0.1537220904604491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975949374602876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14800193557865562,0.0,0.0,0.17183012625305086,0.0,0.0,0.0888194597475074,0.0,0.1686620695821366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155454422484915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17809264306433648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902237023944672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253290947566977,0.0,0.17344400678777672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530856191522815,0.0,0.1757878209376432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672779523990444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207518116456918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16650605123960066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579402996959737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788327149618242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262397988304641
anxiety,PrinceAlienExpress,2019/03/17,"Anxious I am anxious about everything. Going to the store, talking to friends and family. I'm even anxious about this post. Is it relevant..? Am I in the the right place for a post like this..? Anyway I'm here trying to get my anxious thoughts out and be less anxious about everything. ",2.520555555555553,5.1933273518518535,3.4348148148148177,86.4666666666667,81.03703703703705,6.562962962962962,29.37037037037037,7.793537801064563,2.222392592592592,223,11,41,4,6,71,35,54,0.179,0.725,0.097,-0.4137,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,9,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,9,7,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,29,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8409113939448788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983281389090896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26759198448614074,0.0,0.14034268279575074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501765475398175,0.0,0.07777914880901111,0.0,0.08460703294900519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273103386458182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15553890083990532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28515525010885684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271353405215631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965717178665693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818724236873422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107389120558584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anon1234456754,2019/03/17,"Worrying about unrealistic/unmeaningful situations I'm a 16 year old boy who has a sort of ""obsessive anxiety"" thing going on that comes in waves. I once said something very,very dark about a person 4 MONTHS ago and will not for the love of God get over it. The reason I'm worried is because my friends (I hope only) and possibly others (pretty sure dont) know I said it and use it against me to fuck with me. Pretty fucked up, I know. I'm just worried the wrong people know and will tell this person that I said that, and naturally I think of the WORST care scenarios, like going to jail, being arrested, etc., Random shit that have a 99.9% chance of never happening. It's like I know deep down nothing is going to happen, but my brain keeps replaying this worry, pit in my stomach feeling that immobilizes me like a repeating fucked up movie that never ends. Some days I think about it more than others, but the feeling just keeps itching and itching at me and won't go away. If anyone could provide some advice or tips to help me get through this well, that would be perfect. Thanks. ",6.518857142857144,6.475886933333335,6.743571428571428,77.8839285714286,65.3809523809524,9.666666666666668,31.309523809523807,9.2995712137729,2.5783809523809516,856,29,164,14,12,276,130,210,0.151,0.685,0.16399999999999998,0.2632,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,1,6,18,4,1,10,0,12,9,5,2,4,39,45,11,0,4,7,0,2,3,1,4,2,3,0,3,19,9,0,2,9,0,0,5,5,7,1,0,3,5,16,11,25,35,5,24,0,0,0,4,11,10,4,7,12,104,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979631368394258,0.09052850844595693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812608576650734,0.0,0.0,0.07140885116932788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959507084441184,0.0,0.0,0.0622550420165947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400635504887548,0.0,0.0,0.10412423041853054,0.0,0.0,0.08797247833033965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153927515020819,0.0,0.0,0.06586280050195217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969087356071728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045329479722584,0.0,0.11389744977619215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327591563157124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890226931774731,0.2832414345338356,0.10671320606841514,0.0,0.2321621637720561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806193119381972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845288343249974,0.0,0.0,0.10143412927006333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18154850500949968,0.0,0.0,0.2245030441128458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496807677225597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217267312158456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815159730869551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575316843271482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799262036960224,0.0,0.1071640236739696,0.10876082257932697,0.0,0.07767140041523703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07080128715105073,0.17834491164301278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513168388355838,0.0,0.2077976482168741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500250386100816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914355457083406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483083826395057,0.0,0.11479386661550385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862155936593214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625251595478164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926259716211914,0.09402387001018828,0.0,0.0,0.06784795502732144,0.13087639288449093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820404621201773,0.0,0.08426461885669848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182350980627428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4148555100847274,0.0,0.07254735732348946,0.11165871368706423,0.0,0.06576577487337837
anxiety,PoisonedThorne,2019/03/17,"Does anyone else get that tightness in your chest/throat feeling? I've found that when I get anxious my chest tightens up and I have trouble breathing, which results into me freaking myself out and my vision getting all weird and trippy and kind of losing my senses. I also get a tightness in my throat/lump in my throat feeling, which Aldo results in some trouble breathing. I've been having some breathing issues lately so that may be part of it but anyone else get this when they're anxious too?",6.546099290780141,7.456391978723412,5.960425531914892,80.23333333333333,65.38297872340425,6.266666666666668,32.687943262411345,3.1291,1.690956028368794,402,16,65,0,6,123,58,94,0.14400000000000002,0.813,0.043,-0.8051,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,5,6,0,0,1,0,5,5,5,2,1,18,13,9,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,4,11,1,9,9,4,10,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,3,3,47,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509750576529085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4099511196883894,0.0,0.25373413918206805,0.3718134516761907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15877937033318626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031396831869332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18348303551949766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19893959947008905,0.0,0.0,0.4739745675385933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18937622473830884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18894184358084187,0.0,0.0,0.20467222765010049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20298495408680495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19648184329377136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bybybirdie,2019/03/17,"Does anyone else pretend all that matters is the next few hours and basically pretend tomorrow isnt happening? Title\^

I basically can only be ok if I only think about now if I think about how empty and fearful ill feel tomorrow I cant breathe.",4.28712765957447,6.451565744680856,6.064840425531916,72.50875,72.40425531914894,8.955319148936171,35.15425531914894,9.516144504307137,3.8876851063829783,198,11,33,5,4,68,34,47,0.221,0.71,0.069,-0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,1,5,2,1,1,1,10,9,5,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,2,8,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20742714170429788,0.3039567390380232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596036233515132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478160732462279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33381785032009736,0.14999700762272236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26232985826293226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29214410594122137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31549454061597315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4512369633870494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3801673832873425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,theActualcat,2019/03/17,"r/anxiety newbie here: I realize that it differs from person to person, but how much time per week do you feel that you spend on treatment/recovery/etc? I have other co morbid mental health things like many here, I see a clinical psychologist, I take meds, I go to the gym, I meditate.  I also have workbooks and exercises/strategies/tools given to me by my therapist.  

BUT I jus moved back to my home town and I find myself lonely and friendless.  And kinda not liking my job.   My mom always asks me about when I am gonna stop 'recovering ' and go and be a young person and 'live'?   I think shes referring to the fact that I am bored and lonely all the time and I dont have a social life or hobbies.  But if I don't heal from my illnesses now, I feel like it will screw up the rest of my life (and it's already done a lot of damage already).

I'm trying to find balance and trying to figure out how much time is reasonable to spend on 'recovery' . 

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anxiety,PillheadOSRS,2019/03/17,"Bounding pulse I have drug induced anxiety and on the night it all started I had a big panic attack which involved a bounding pulse. I’ve managed to get rid of most of my anxiety symptoms since this happened but the bounding pulse is still there, any advice to stop this, ?


I’ve had ecg’s ect my heart is fine so I’m fairly sure it’s anxiety based. 

The problem is I’ve controlled the anxiety well and don’t feel like I need tablets for if but this bounding pulse just won’t go away, especially during sports etc it’s easily noticeable and very annoying. ",2.6240909090909064,5.027137954545456,3.757272727272728,85.9359090909091,78.54545454545455,6.90909090909091,28.181818181818183,8.00094639256281,2.035636363636364,445,20,85,8,11,144,73,110,0.181,0.696,0.123,-0.585,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,8,2,1,6,0,8,3,1,2,2,20,15,7,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,3,0,6,2,1,0,1,2,4,1,0,2,1,5,4,7,12,3,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,5,47,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17386151949010425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099180876523274,0.0,0.5444337363481081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024098654191927,0.16716184546735002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199552586357008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20633089768045013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19842800753995024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996177792349604,0.12710619661762407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295593931191737,0.0,0.10111612611602597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15733420836708148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21083624420112945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692280223598696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192554293845052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16696601589355514,0.0,0.0,0.20256327943631972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087509706892385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17024556282136635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471773934964425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259328037729479,0.0,0.14208726822259746,0.1487492190503426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676876435701098,0.18492716885355015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468027638784153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997158963600136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,missvoielactee,2019/03/17,"Never choose to grow up Being an adult requires so much responsibilities I don't want to stop being a child, everything was so cool during childhood ",6.602222222222222,8.575761259259263,7.1564814814814826,67.7991666666667,66.03703703703704,8.362962962962964,28.314814814814817,8.841846274778883,2.435903703703703,122,4,19,2,2,40,24,27,0.045,0.775,0.18,0.5657,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,1,5,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,3,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,14,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5197669740412902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4251401249091981,0.0,0.4460448310357501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4835109489196078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3411148455715491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway2233667,2019/03/17,Does anybody get anxiety like a pressure on your throat? Like being strangled? I can't stop gagging because it feels like someone's got their hands round my throat or like I'm drowning. I don't really know how to stop,2.1481395348837222,4.825181488372099,2.857023255813953,89.8966976744186,82.95348837209302,5.300465116279072,27.20465116279069,6.742157984588678,1.3664083720930242,176,8,33,2,5,55,35,43,0.152,0.556,0.29100000000000004,0.6943,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,1,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,3,3,3,1,0,6,8,2,1,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,5,4,2,6,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,6,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261128472442056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18017880542166548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258658280195868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14945079550637067,0.2111577009343621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15442490575299744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23639705462755725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162439414509581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5776089464509484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893518930378004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504383884785688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4942252061076467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gracelongdong,2019/03/17,"So I don't know how to deal with my anxiety Okay so to start off I've had anxiety my whole life, it isn't really something that developed or manifested, it's very ingrained in me. 

I used to deal with anxiety in a very healthy way, by having panic attacks. I used having panic attacks 3-5 times a day to get anxiety and panic out of my system. It used to get rid of bad stuff, couldn't get built up for long, I could sustain myself through the school year and burn myself out for the summer so I wouldn't get overly suicidal.

Now I have a new problem. I don't have the energy to have panic attacks. I'm so anxious, it's destroying my head. I can't get the negative out and it's dragging me down so far. I got a burst of energy a few days ago and it exploded in 3 massive panic attacks which left me so bad I found it hard to speak. I don't have the energy to cope.

I hate eating things, I either feel so bad about it I'll get anxious about it for the day or I'll go throw it up if it's not dinner. I just feel so bad knowing I've ate them. 

I have no real self confidence. I hate my body. I hate my hair, my face, my style, just everything about what I am. It feels so nice when people compliment me or tell me they like something but it's hard when all I will ever hear is criticism. Or a backhanded compliment.

I've started self harming again. Any bit of stress or a bad thing happens and I'll cut or pull hair or bite or scratch.

And I'm always so tired. It's affecting school, friends, my work. It's affecting my relationship, I can't let it affect a sure positive, regular thing in my life.

I don't know what to do or how to cope and I just need a hug",0.4948879551820724,2.3962444761904784,3.019236694677872,91.07882703081232,83.2296918767507,6.767787114845937,21.68137254901961,7.8897218956490685,0.9618901960784312,1286,42,295,25,36,446,161,357,0.22,0.6809999999999999,0.099,-0.9847,0,0,2,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,2,1,23,30,9,6,15,1,23,12,5,8,3,52,52,32,1,6,16,0,8,1,1,2,3,2,0,2,24,12,3,0,7,0,0,3,12,22,0,0,4,10,42,8,36,43,5,35,0,0,0,1,11,14,0,10,17,185,66,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06560716691544248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061583907856271825,0.0,0.0,0.05033069379403034,0.0,0.22647589084683906,0.16722497273679182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3367973108682596,0.0,0.0,0.30898461688774503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080192834042385,0.08221064035216018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05909255467450281,0.0,0.0,0.14319483951167586,0.1526062315969568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573274681798152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694808569944051,0.0,0.0,0.06651720774699735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226806369891516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115033110030588,0.05718148284997876,0.0,0.2320092723097946,0.0,0.04206272170919609,0.0,0.059194152602176926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06544856172879375,0.0,0.132600418096039,0.2192145635146513,0.07595765814573853,0.0,0.08341689609121393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202516870911365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804142478687927,0.07568227817253978,0.10455372009487364,0.03615852170246791,0.0,0.0,0.06549828553122633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054878955633518425,0.0,0.0714812448534519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43418564001110105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05131059755303645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081948257158996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424185228317478,0.04741397844253869,0.0,0.0,0.07946118317408273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14980817816587447,0.0,0.0,0.1544213019928883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395609752153042,0.0,0.0,0.1047721403623031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478048888905325,0.0,0.08472602573816795,0.08095710863376716,0.0,0.06975542830296873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468974483123274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475108400688903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043156988799723184,0.08506589932073391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917677982920868,0.0,0.12213529217037394,0.0,0.058747275739436215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263174800729504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05388161299777172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0476612974576612
anxiety,Vulvarine911,2019/03/17,"This relationship is making my anxiety worse but I can't end it I've been seeing this guy since like 8 months and clearly I'm madly in love and he is too but he does this thing where he disappears for a while and doesn't answer at all and it drives me nuts. He does it when he's depressed so every time I'm worried sick that he's really down (or that he's giving up on me, bc it happened before). He's like perfect for a month then ghosts me for 2 weeks and I have to go get him out of his spiral and then he's perfect again.

I'm anxious and depressed but I can't be angry at him or leave. I know it's not his fault. But I'm still miserable and overcome with anxiety. I have a LOT going on in my life (a very difficult breakup, 2 internships, school, exams, a 80 pages paper due in like 2 months) and I'm already super anxious and this is adding to it. I worked way too hard and too long on my mental health to compromise everything and I know I should put myself first but I also know that my love can't magically cure depression and I want to be there for him. God I love him so much. 
Plus, I'm really struggling to put myself first bc my empathy is a part of me and it's something I like about myself, and it's what people love me for. It's always been praised and I don't feel like myself if I let someone down. I know it's too much and it's killing me but it's just hard to let a part of me go, even if it's something that hurts me. ( Oops Now I have Put yourself first from Crazy ex girlfriend stuck in my head haha)

 I'm so worried about him it's eating me from the inside.
 Idk what to do, staying in this relationship makes me even more anxious and getting out of it would kill me too. I can't leave when he needs me most. And I don't WANT to leave, I just want everything to be ok. Gosh, dating someone with mental health issues when you have your own is so hard.

Idk why I felt the need to post this and I might delete it later if I get too stressed out I'm sorry.",0.8292132867132871,2.533926743589745,2.758251165501168,94.38968444055945,81.09790209790211,5.781841491841493,20.04900932400933,6.742157984588678,0.08992163170163138,1539,40,362,16,40,515,180,429,0.193,0.635,0.172,0.157,0,0,2,0,0,1,35.0,0,2,0,8,25,27,3,3,9,2,27,10,1,2,4,63,62,43,3,10,14,1,5,5,1,3,4,0,0,1,29,26,1,0,7,0,0,8,8,12,0,3,4,6,53,15,42,50,10,50,1,5,1,4,30,17,0,8,27,230,82,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340932598405347,0.06044486162010669,0.06289232177967513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564380288857705,0.25616676079176315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06431680442830086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19530234186421935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132288932429229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734176748333921,0.0,0.0,0.06694539276814182,0.0,0.0,0.09984563978399803,0.0,0.0636831635470028,0.0,0.13586086947496653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038217771674012364,0.0539975499907917,0.07257293034297448,0.0,0.0,0.19287629727605293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846927483093975,0.0725074968834725,0.12886916342680285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484049414860308,0.06683908422750448,0.0,0.20312647702900427,0.0,0.07757145728526277,0.160685483056269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091472270647954,0.0,0.0,0.07889053390732735,0.0,0.0,0.16724600210953613,0.0,0.1661569597820651,0.0,0.0,0.24009907398447944,0.0,0.15458045315847896,0.053387536098029584,0.18463373478152706,0.0,0.0,0.06688986446363365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06425920099652117,0.2728716878007312,0.0,0.10090642171240938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15234270663959354,0.08018316259351779,0.0,0.0,0.18099237338176616,0.0,0.1111265430540246,0.1120898318012228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16370119894364807,0.0,0.05240074435588666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238901473363707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22794976252221266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684267507096933,0.0,0.0,0.16229883666497993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649550405622356,0.06023102494620437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06252424251782421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280849274418691,0.1163772128720187,0.0,0.08461060955229745,0.0,0.08056297255081475,0.060361843663575665,0.0,0.08658173820818166,0.07901728385642076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050214953562515895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04407390373746154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06236509149241583,0.13374501023940016,0.059995422474763326,0.06062929088228211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820321452605367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05502638368732018,0.15351936669034236,0.0770270173427287,0.05369302844301351,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nicolas1324,2019/03/17,Anxiety is shrinking my penis So ya know how anxiety make you feet and hands cold or sometimes your hand falls asleep well thats caused by less blood circulation. That happens in your dick to so yup Idk if its permanent but it really affects my size,1.3912499999999994,4.012355625000001,2.4833333333333343,87.94500000000002,96.91666666666666,6.566666666666666,22.66666666666667,7.6454224807358475,1.7167416666666666,202,8,38,5,8,64,43,48,0.122,0.8059999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.1379,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,4,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,1,6,6,4,0,9,4,7,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,6,1,3,4,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,2,0,23,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5732791317430307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849135244536306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33134029853170754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20592179446204653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25011087659544684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24003830423083405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37058153506917146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3368945305455553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Low_Independent,2019/03/17,"How did you get past feeling of inadequacy, self esteem issues, and a sense of fear of the future due to anxiety? I dont feel like I'm making progress on this part and am wondering what others do. My anxiety diagnosis is only one of a few mental health diagnosis's.   I work hard on my treatment plan and am making decent progress.  But I'm really having trouble leaving behind the feelings that come with feeling as if my mental health has taken so many things away from me in life, or feelings of shame, or feelings that I am not 'enough' and wont be able to take what comes at me in life.  Or sometimes  a guy asks me out on a date and I feel as if I am not a good enough person to date someone.  Or I worry that I just made bad choices with my education because I'm not yet sure if I enjoy my chosen career, but there isn't anything I can do about it because I already ahve a mountain of student debt and i shoudl be saving for retirement instead of going back to school or some such.  TLDR, feelings of shame, sadness, and mourning about the past, and feelings of fear and hopelessness about the future.",8.140316742081449,5.980724140271494,8.513162895927604,73.38992533936653,63.25339366515837,10.649954751131222,37.03212669683258,8.841846274778883,3.161386968325792,869,33,167,10,10,290,126,221,0.201,0.762,0.037000000000000005,-0.9877,1,0,0,0,0,1,17.0,0,1,0,4,11,14,0,4,10,0,16,4,0,4,1,45,39,23,1,3,14,0,10,1,0,1,4,0,0,3,9,14,0,0,10,0,1,3,6,9,0,1,3,10,20,5,31,33,5,20,0,3,0,0,5,8,0,10,10,122,29,4,0.11184022086835232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341846481149575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17111492568828676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203497237025247,0.0,0.104555509191856,0.0,0.1050775690607582,0.0859982263629242,0.09338191285592763,0.13635352115589558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19268089453630202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310759059152073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23112168986506315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25170268381827354,0.5089479848431074,0.07989867613508367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05843189936882723,0.0,0.06356137487838594,0.0938062710410351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073940215414556,0.0,0.0,0.10018687023990644,0.0,0.0,0.2377618497971055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673213358495504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842264544651147,0.0,0.0,0.15799211101518396,0.054639482648512185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582592116904528,0.14930843176634584,0.11338842994372393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254172750692329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578582810806164,0.08505952768374958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111206045046405,0.21352829160722855,0.0,0.09765456698382632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164770932079349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318827438319805,0.0,0.0,0.1166737418115354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947618562065203,0.0,0.11061283818584317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540808459377526,0.0,0.0840899274057792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430167317802226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128594874731595,0.08142101280276225,0.1135791731453238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hoodrichson,2019/03/17,"Had a really bad attack on the 8th and still can't feel normal I have a history of panic attacks, so I've had them before.  The one I had on the 8th was one of the worst ones.  Since then I've been weak, no appetite, panic coming and going constantly all day long.  Went to the ER, EKG came back normal, but they wanted to do blood work.  I refused since I didn't want to pay for the ER ""premium"".  I dont have health insurance and I don't know what to do.",2.2472448979591846,2.905291275510205,4.318979591836732,89.03316326530613,75.0204081632653,7.6408163265306115,21.142857142857142,7.957251820313856,0.6767183673469392,347,7,81,5,7,120,63,98,0.221,0.764,0.015,-0.9395,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,1,3,7,2,2,8,0,13,3,1,0,1,14,21,6,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,2,0,1,4,5,7,2,3,8,1,8,0,9,13,2,12,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,6,53,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3843979597363526,0.0,0.1299080418899133,0.14106176324908554,0.0,0.0,0.14375949182415204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932277233554923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14553089509761818,0.0,0.18256919626730347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895535163500436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19800192395284288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542351385993192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601516332948097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795803102549905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284758592112624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951073842914836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310598608998869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434438923534007,0.0,0.0,0.3964403961226965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823029750035283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795055945626964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349194514214113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992959162791968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15661342457047672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299374986250294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,magino,2019/03/17,"Recently developed bad anxiety - searching for a “happy ending” Hi everyone. Really happy to have this community.

My husband left for a deployment a while ago, and ever since he left, I’ve had bad anxiety. We just moved to a new place, so not having family or any long-term friends here doesn’t help the anxiety. I’m 26, and I’ve never had anxiety before. I’ve also never considered myself a dependent person - i have always been able to be on my own and be okay with it. But I find myself, when I’m alone (which is a lot), doing nothing but overthinking EVERYTHING. Every damn thing. Something I said yesterday. Something I did 10 years ago. I’m sure you all understand. I’ve talked to people, and therapy is something I plan on pursuing (I wish I had pursued it earlier but better late than never).

Anyways, my husband is coming back sometime soon, and I’m really just hoping that him coming back and being present again will help my anxiety disappear. I worry that now that I’ve been exposed to this way of thinking, that it’ll always linger.

Any success stories that can be shared to help me? Or any other general tips?",3.3982710280373847,5.75023588317757,5.2353364485981295,76.58571495327105,75.6822429906542,8.765981308411215,27.98971962616823,9.3871,3.0192736448598136,885,37,151,24,20,302,130,214,0.108,0.7170000000000001,0.175,0.966,0,1,3,0,0,0,33.0,1,1,0,3,13,12,1,0,7,1,21,0,0,1,6,32,32,15,0,2,8,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,13,10,0,0,3,0,0,4,5,3,0,0,7,1,18,9,13,19,3,30,0,0,0,0,15,5,1,5,20,103,31,1,0.1055099913343866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18705648241868425,0.0,0.0,0.10927653087393152,0.0,0.08437630195039905,0.17558553003877855,0.0,0.0,0.215251236597458,0.0,0.40357427288629905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16226134118610902,0.1761928712178611,0.0,0.0,0.08978123144750276,0.0,0.0,0.0933150131567657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18177503008293724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345053529767393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543982772295496,0.08889671830783273,0.10081931825135124,0.09482557688783157,0.0,0.09946542968130104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643422060497002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151675757609726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22463469545154255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21216336940882444,0.0,0.0,0.10479522828870563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190198659169286,0.0,0.2292738286057584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337302212513293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970082155949989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214042305218004,0.0,0.0,0.2441274294051645,0.10190220710512153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123968230554638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314734304441207,0.092127254723103,0.11023548428751337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13518480437308786,0.0,0.10417838762250917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036416330390148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727895514197062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436802382430035,0.10435207931320102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944191817320193,0.0,0.0,0.0848049343871417,0.0,0.0,0.12065987037779435,0.0,0.07009614995638777,0.06760654214035032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983962198879324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374892003538766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133128295769273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715051777692776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06794497513839609
anxiety,jose_the_mexican381,2019/03/17,Worse case scenario you have a panic attack I noticed with anxiety we worry a lot of the worse outcomes. Whenever your worst scenarios or situations happen the worse thing that has ever happened to you was you got a panic attack from the stress which if you already know you always survive it. That’s the positive thinking I wanna implant in me it seems to be effective.,3.3607608695652185,6.333356289855075,4.7041847826086975,76.69801630434783,80.30434782608695,6.928260869565218,28.91485507246377,8.07648339933343,2.701302898550725,300,14,46,6,8,99,52,69,0.3720000000000001,0.5539999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.9774,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,6,0,2,1,6,2,3,7,0,4,0,0,1,1,11,10,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,0,10,0,7,7,2,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,4,1,39,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18728042778240836,0.0,0.1412132371070628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12982853307972927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3861417712209785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535134133060093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135733476450887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001499446022291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932687866131385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442823150721185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19321722126508015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3982388378111033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449861879530374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19076239597850314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194403500789262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274851910516208,0.10874402535499884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723498681199539,0.518850353550651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Rockonfreakybro,2019/03/17,"What was it like when you realized you had anxiety. I just broke down reading the top posts of this sub. I always thought I just wasn’t like other people. My friends are able to take worries in stride and I constantly hear “you’ve just got to let it go” and things of the sort, but it genuinely feels like I don’t have the ability to let things go. 

I don’t know where to go from here but there certainly is a sense of relief from knowing what it is. ",2.082446808510639,3.699295063829791,3.177606382978724,93.20875,77.08510638297872,7.253191489361702,23.45212765957447,8.07648339933343,1.0247063829787235,352,11,81,6,8,113,60,94,0.053,0.738,0.209,0.9354,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,1,7,7,0,0,4,0,11,0,0,0,1,14,21,5,0,0,5,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,10,2,0,0,5,1,0,3,3,1,0,0,5,2,9,6,11,14,0,10,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,1,5,56,19,1,0.20604411162886832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714452067248595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15762318142855028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226604861591256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041820937724073,0.1471979545172237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591891695299458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512988507813051,0.0,0.16479229855741534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322266886356386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22647291046437704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42138812811236587,0.0,0.3019882357553373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14284504363034675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19733330308737426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20609987009169767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15491952943882864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737731045886418,0.0,0.0,0.16357600928271324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20924779697830395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zegpaw,2019/03/17,"Going to an escort I have a long story, but I'll do my best to summarize as concise as I am able to.  
I'm 27y male, and in my childhood, my parents divorced when I was 9yr old. I stood with my mother, and I found a while ago that she might suffer from a mental disorder. The problem is that she divorced my father for allegedly being unfaithful, and all my life since then she bashed my confidence into the ground.  From my readings of Jung and analytical psychology, I figured myself that I'm a husband substitute and my shrink confirmed it after I started seeing one.  


From what I figured it out, she unconsciously wanted me to stay with her for ever. She wanted for me to buy a bigger house with her, all her plans included me, she wanted to start a business with me etc. The way she tried to keep me by her side was to never let me grow up; always telling me stuff like:  ""See if you didn't listen to me, you deserve it!"", ""You're a nobody!"", ""You're just like your father!"", ""I sacrificed myself for you!"" , ""I didn't get married again so you wouldn't suffer!"", ""Sometimes I wish I never had you!"" etc.  So what happened to me, was to overcompensate for her  behaviour by being more -- faithful, obedient, hating myself for being ""a persecutor"" etc. For a long while I was even scared to make eye contact with any girl I was interested in. It felt somehow wrong, I was feeling guilty but didn't know the reason.

I was psychologically castrated; It was extreme that when I used to masturbate , I was getting headaches due to guilt.  
Now I would say I'm over the emotional trauma 90%. However I'm still shy and I can't start a conversation with a girl. 

There are 3 things that I figured out that kinda hinder me: 1. I'm afraid to express my feelings (because I got used to being hurt if I did), 2. I'm not used to get affection, it feels weird when I think about it, 3. I'm really conscious about the fact that I know I'm a bit weird.  


I thought of using escort services to overcome this shyness, but I have many doubts about it. It feels somehow like I'm cheating the way things should normally happen. Also I can't clearly see what will happen to my confidence afterwards, I might not respect myself for doing this. Hookers are usually emotional blocked, might not help me at all. I might fall in love.  


What are your thoughts on this?  Please no half-ass answers  
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anxiety,JamieDaLame,2019/03/17,"Super anxious after work. Made so many mistakes. Today was the third time I was on the cash register at work and it was my busiest day. The cash register at my location is an older model so whenever you punch a wrong number or a customer cancels an item for their order the whole transaction has to be voided. I print the receipt as if the transaction actually went through  but are void on the receipt and put it in the1 receipt slot. 

I'm super anxious because I had to have at least 10 messed up transactions. Probably more :( and I don't want them to think I stole any money. I was proud of myself today because I interacted with a lot of people and surprisingly my social anxiety wasn't as bad today. But now looking back on my day I feel like a dumbass and I'm worried about the next time I come into work.",3.1014906832298164,5.072751416149072,4.872639751552796,80.61094720496897,75.21118012422359,7.829813664596273,28.27018633540373,8.634040054169528,2.3480484472049694,642,27,120,13,14,218,102,161,0.157,0.7140000000000001,0.129,-0.2351,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,2,6,5,9,0,0,14,0,12,0,0,1,0,18,21,13,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,2,0,3,6,2,4,0,1,8,2,17,5,21,12,5,28,0,0,1,0,8,9,0,3,13,85,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.15282728793918918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649913847856103,0.0,0.119805060506705,0.3538460169345317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204222562285192,0.13076154140190333,0.1909341547696745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490434066785714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20199903071709147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918595434375421,0.11188113123698792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765109939817267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151168250120107,0.0,0.0,0.13314293150525885,0.0,0.14818673283862033,0.0,0.15877642064859354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16655489789341396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085726029643304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688504320841517,0.0,0.0,0.1574347805319379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964262580475466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034839205490824,0.0,0.0,0.18263933119255246,0.0,0.4453395891699678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237174060328283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14517763233190706,0.0,0.1748477779735724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34203852151816805,0.15904351600239738,0.0,0.0,0.17122679087443055,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cezzatron,2019/03/17,"I went to London on my own for the weekend! I live in a pretty tiny town in the UK and have been having a really shitty time lately.

One of my friends encouraged me to book a weekend away, and I booked London.

I just got back today and I’ve got to tell you, it was the most empowering and liberating weekend of my life!! I carried my diazepam in my bag on Friday but left it in the hotel by accident on Saturday and didn’t even miss it!!

I’m so proud of myself! ",1.8528571428571432,3.203365051020409,4.479336734693877,84.76655612244899,77.06122448979592,7.348979591836735,23.47448979591837,8.07648339933343,1.2444244897959176,357,11,77,6,8,127,64,98,0.084,0.792,0.124,0.6197,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,7,0,5,1,0,0,0,8,10,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,6,0,1,1,1,0,1,6,0,13,3,16,4,2,19,0,1,0,0,4,10,0,1,8,57,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551063968794411,0.2087857366854643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17933950577712982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20977931229121247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4343262191057494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30629169220497565,0.0,0.29501238470132995,0.0,0.19178592794221905,0.0,0.0,0.239761287654538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839921661300828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762382382382389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739456777775716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23732455869662825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583282380892095,0.0,0.2573736702613324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517061203300245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThrowawaymeaRivers,2019/03/17,"Anxiety vs. Fear of Addiction Trigger warning: loss of loved ones to addiction, alcohol

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Maybe I'm the only person who does this, but I thought I'd reach out anyway. Throwaway because it just makes me feel better.   


My grandfather (father's father) was an alcoholic. He died at the age of 67. I barely knew him, as he was reclusive. 

My father was an alcoholic. He died at the age of 46. He was so sweet, and wanted to get help. He died in detox when I was 35 weeks pregnant. 

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Here's the thing. 

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I may go weeks at a time without drinking. I may have three beers over the course of a weekend. I may have a beer two nights in a row. Then I may not have another beer, glass of wine, etc, for a month or more. But since my Dad died, my anxiety has convinced me that since I worry about alcoholism, I'm already an alcoholic. I'll say I'm never drinking again to prove I'm not an alcoholic, and then a few days later I'll think ""dang, I'd like a beer with the tacos tonight"" and after drinking the one beer, I'm back at thinking I'm an alcoholic, even though I know in my heart I'm a ""take it or leave it"" type of person. 

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The fact that I have anxiety over this gives me more anxiety, because only alcoholics are concerned, right? Yesterday, I bought a six pack of beer that I legitimately enjoy, plus one of those ""create your own six packs"" to try with my Husband. Gave the strawberry beer I opened to my husband, drank one can of the create your own six pack, then out of anxiety poured the rest down the drain. I will check myself to see if I'm truly craving a drink, ""need"" a drink, or if I'd just like one, etc. 

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But I feel like, just like people who have intrusive thoughts about harming themselves may hide knives, I'm simply hiding the triggers of my anxiety. 

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Am I alone here?

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tl;Dr I'm literally petrified that I'm an alcoholic (even though I know I'm not) and I'm afraid that I'll eventually become a self-fulfilling prophecy and end up like my dad. ",3.6428292172793846,5.1380446384039935,4.580025742096376,85.2655836215912,72.69077306733166,7.867460381304803,27.89807738717721,8.460557738077197,1.9300074169415167,1584,60,319,27,31,514,189,401,0.138,0.745,0.117,-0.7105,0,1,22,0,0,0,91.0,0,2,0,2,16,14,0,2,31,0,20,28,1,3,3,49,54,22,4,4,16,7,2,5,0,6,12,1,0,2,14,11,23,0,10,14,2,1,5,4,0,10,11,5,33,10,40,37,8,37,0,1,1,1,24,15,1,10,26,190,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439974596795368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4605542409760767,0.0,0.04959266568899634,0.052840420487051364,0.0,0.0,0.3631708054684317,0.4072842176568911,0.0,0.05020982290482002,0.2197835949132004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036819307784277965,0.0,0.05837843959388218,0.052883351100246175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0423488942615376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030880772030980344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987812534183992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04190300504694164,0.0,0.0,0.2345370597754538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04241039789981902,0.0,0.10680509041957216,0.0632529459714587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05388203325568382,0.04842247797851811,0.034207844424129566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02501705184245909,0.04593403169950973,0.02721318710647404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05674194990112703,0.03209517166036145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0526308270577139,0.0,0.0,0.05070150880696917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116966826752872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04321655448084623,0.0,0.03196247955622385,0.0,0.048105218307609936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038219999189180814,0.0,0.0,0.03550486576184438,0.03693055863316072,0.0,0.0,0.0449352403564213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16223484185716314,0.07283482607086632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033196256329045264,0.08361971427513122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04089208294946204,0.0,0.0380787279954058,0.0,0.0,0.03815679658090017,0.0,0.04995273265256945,0.0,0.0,0.07921913350331691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03600228806632445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03181154181114449,0.0613633799671666,0.09409021294495484,0.07602799502772015,0.02792114165313525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03250962262930116,0.0,0.04677503368152298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028242815359543923,0.0,0.07681820195175844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046157799681301064,0.0,0.0,0.048627823046876115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072842176568911,0.0
anxiety,Mandalore777,2019/03/17,Love/Hate relationship with Coffee. Anyone else have a love/hate relationship with coffee? Gosh I love the taste of a good coffee but too much ramps my anxiety to max.,2.8043548387096777,5.79761258064516,3.8002419354838723,81.62036290322581,84.48387096774194,6.970967741935485,17.427419354838708,8.07648339933343,1.0169290322580653,134,3,24,3,4,43,23,31,0.069,0.777,0.154,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19120389927294776,0.0,0.0,0.17476430122178735,0.25609371398156155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087933262569125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096383436705508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.676743535824744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18373512297174213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5366854019442262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Danaman2001,2019/03/17,"Trying to get a job (first post here) I'm not sure if I actually have anxiety or depression, but I've been trying to get over a fear of getting my first job (17 years old) for like 3 years, I dont know what I'm afraid of, but I feel like i wont be good enough for any job I start looking at, I feel like I'll just mess up, then there will be a big got fired on me for upcoming colleges and careers to see. I feel like I dont know how to talk to people or do simple things, I think I'll forget important stuff. I cant get myself to even apply for any jobs, not restauranta, stores, anything.

If any1 has any suggestions, I guess I should just do it, but I cant get myself to, it's really taken a toll on my confidence. I havent told anybody about my fear really yet.",3.4830357142857125,3.0525259940476204,5.290571428571429,87.05442857142859,71.79761904761905,9.100952380952384,25.13333333333333,8.841846274778883,1.3831861904761906,589,14,143,10,10,204,95,168,0.162,0.722,0.116,-0.7744,4,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,8,11,0,3,4,0,15,0,0,1,1,23,35,10,0,3,11,0,4,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,6,0,1,0,8,5,0,2,4,6,20,6,19,26,1,15,0,1,2,0,3,6,0,5,12,84,25,6,0.0,0.0,0.11403733842582267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23840398780558225,0.0,0.08939666740383148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616484104364112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065031912776247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273915302680339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074638583145453,0.0,0.07718413982021087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26299729283632245,0.17726197191296605,0.25045186494599714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19880008286344575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052695171176858,0.0,0.0,0.0980156228793912,0.09346266311423257,0.0,0.12873315055274318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4638573368605104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12844508827490572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283652410939078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813196613360237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226236600496012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101518279210991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191843422979006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497254880515853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312133931976684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271326497609921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13377537564889425,0.0,0.0,0.11013804251384128,0.0,0.0,0.09392668243432567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763579872329658,0.07487840489459006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166359784455757,0.0,0.15867891811107093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050648052384816
anxiety,thebluestormm,2019/03/17,"How to maintain wait with an anxious stomach Sometimes I get a lot of anxiety with makes me burp like crazy and makes my stomach feel full.

It’s so hard to eat.

Any advice in situations like this? I hate losing weight in the process ",2.112391304347824,4.630414152173916,2.8762608695652183,90.82743478260872,81.3913043478261,5.419130434782609,26.591304347826085,6.742157984588678,1.1299791304347826,185,8,37,2,5,58,39,46,0.277,0.63,0.093,-0.8377,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,3,0,0,5,2,3,0,9,6,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,2,7,6,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517426463130989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17518999149493647,0.0,0.19707809688474756,0.29103653598924084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636089088146847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026008347281953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13459547702983135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23077633514785176,0.2543457720839992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517196021754887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882101551046549,0.0,0.21901875800350007,0.0,0.0,0.3439258318699882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28957494215489915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25479212351583563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31371096408087595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BillClinton1993,2019/03/17,"My parents told my aunts and uncles about my anxiety I haven't been to school for a while and haven't really shown op to any family gatherings. I am having a ton of problems in my life due to depression and anxiety. But not that long ago I found out that my parents told some of my family members about why I don't show op to their party's. My parents didn't tell me that they where going to be so open about the problems I have. I just don't like thinking that if some of my aunts and uncles come home one day they will act different around me knowing I have some anxiety issues and that I haven't been to school for a while. Should I be annoyed that my parents told some of my family members about it without telling me first?

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(sorry if my english wasn't the best)",6.762375000000002,5.430756487500003,7.033750000000001,80.25625000000005,65.375,10.5,33.125,9.516144504307137,2.7442500000000005,618,21,129,10,8,201,82,160,0.125,0.875,0.0,-0.9424,5,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,3,2,8,6,1,0,5,0,17,1,0,0,0,25,25,11,0,5,6,6,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,7,9,0,0,3,1,0,3,9,4,0,2,8,0,26,2,20,13,6,15,0,1,0,0,15,5,0,6,8,97,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394280105975484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270497995122946,0.14248220787209645,0.07973996650358257,0.0,0.26910785330965303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438514194673976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305581693641025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010080246631134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562218893620226,0.0,0.10099478389221916,0.0,0.0,0.12251042962922976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316233226244124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974022725681997,0.0,0.12856815982259584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664084611801308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762008035020527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223876633591768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644423388060722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282331823507494,0.057286699070217,0.0,0.0,0.10377029801487753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794575592258456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5208078317531191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22440156263967231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751189536206643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373442169860656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13126156315110865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20497862028596275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513466808708097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361372630708756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580777751148017,0.0,0.0,0.11303324427501088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248220787209645,0.0
anxiety,bigdemension,2019/03/17,"Just seeing who else agrees. My prescription ran out about a week ago, just happens to be timed with me starting to diet and exercise. I honestly feel great at the time being. Was just curious who else uses the combination to battle their anxiety. Love y'all ",2.8818750000000013,5.857643437500003,4.24666666666667,78.86500000000002,83.375,8.200000000000001,24.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.658641666666667,207,8,35,6,6,68,41,48,0.075,0.659,0.267,0.9022,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,0,4,4,1,0,3,0,3,3,0,1,0,8,10,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,5,3,7,6,0,8,0,0,1,1,5,2,0,0,5,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658790018213885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229453528577813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5011233100927179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15165884113016356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306852685288061,0.0,0.0,0.2652362398992923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27070785485663795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23901360658436094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21229930667576735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497952325384253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25905213911106106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405940375640207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DarnedBagboyJr,2019/03/17,"I thought I was comfortable with myself what has chamged So I hadn't dated for 3-4 years up until now, in that time I got lonely sure but never anxious about much.  I started dating this wonderful girl who we'll call blue.  Blue and I have been dating since January and things are going great however the stage of our relationship is at the point the past where things have ended in prior relationships.  She just got her wisdom teeth out so I know she's in pain.  She can't take pain meds due to a health condition.  We are official but because she's in pain her texts are very short because the only thing she can do for the pain is take sleeping medications, and she just wants to get a response out.  She has stated to me that she sets alarms to talk to me because she knows she'll sleep all day and she still wants to talk to me.  Her last text to me today was I love you and I know she doesn't say that unless she means it.  So I guess what I'm saying is I have no reason to be anxious but I am and I don't know what to do it's having an effect on my work days as well I got sent home early because of an anxiety attack. ",2.315323117921388,3.684387607594939,3.7135554075061066,90.65522318454364,75.87763713080169,6.677237397290696,21.3344437041972,7.273561745256523,0.4581949367088605,881,21,197,10,19,290,136,237,0.122,0.75,0.128,0.3782,1,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,3,1,0,2,10,13,1,1,9,0,26,10,3,2,3,31,47,15,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,6,2,1,1,13,10,0,0,9,0,0,2,6,7,1,0,9,4,40,6,28,35,2,36,0,1,2,1,31,12,0,2,19,136,53,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094290011914862,0.23906605184417426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037197863345055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579985211558053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080418911164436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13647493101164376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371456325229732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05528036055719577,0.0,0.060133176548130114,0.0,0.2538731887336796,0.11665379402663582,0.1165595413097851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246905308148994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613414248641027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325974390983914,0.08624771630386148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954959332852404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525602996557202,0.11752893653932217,0.10659052025639297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778112142917668,0.0,0.08160572275566373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047182121365339,0.4503490760285844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100579543634428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002284633281264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878834001339042,0.0,0.2271965846416335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16828568181425668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752554638871307,0.0,0.21176900897311884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489151150618985,0.0,0.08449847826910369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972287372017084,0.0,0.1591090331285663,0.17008907145186866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21088258268095544,0.0,0.0,0.08399980549346639,0.0616975488348404,0.0,0.10029369859344682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730275631727442,0.12481670710503888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513418098344327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114744361379601,0.0770295505244174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06813694164512166
anxiety,UltimateDragonDildo,2019/03/17,"Brain Zaps without medication? Hello people, 

Since I started university back in october last year, I was experiencing strange brain zaps.
It feels like theres an electric current running trough my brain for half of a second which also comes with extreme fear and a feeling of slight derealization/depersonalization. It feels like a peaking panic attack which doesnt actually peak but just dissappears.
After that I get extremely tired and cant sleep the night .

Luckily I have been diagnosed with GAD and taking meds (Lorazepam/Quetiapine/Escitaloprame) and going to psychotherapy regularily which all really improved my condition.
I still have really terrible days and lots of anxiety free days which makes me happy.

But even my doctor couldnt answer me what those brain ""zaps"" are.

Have you experienced this? Specifically talking about the zapa without medication.

Thanks in advance! :)",8.77587460815047,11.43500011724138,8.837805642633231,55.178213166144246,61.620689655172406,11.617554858934168,37.319749216300934,11.389717465364855,5.364034482758621,727,35,96,23,11,237,107,145,0.132,0.698,0.17,0.8483,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,1,7,9,1,2,6,0,9,10,5,1,1,21,19,8,0,1,5,0,3,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,10,8,0,0,4,0,1,4,5,4,0,2,2,5,11,6,13,16,2,16,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,12,66,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.12698588000090355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406308774473697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099547346826301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803906318594395,0.0,0.10006018156232377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5810622690286192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209350533306607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678432236862444,0.0,0.0,0.1320768929200785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331912316593606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594812938007723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14642985854321428,0.19738944984852716,0.1859265331107448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06798636096519466,0.0,0.0739545799914793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852337376096385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607145673355714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714765839958342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106299310226772,0.0,0.0,0.08686126111646934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445425576620578,0.2621799681686676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221160466935798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15267683754440672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021417390394446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672629439841444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764299166070404,0.0,0.13022169302235054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210506739044932,0.0,0.10392016236343367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978398480949647,0.10459172924529968,0.0,0.11980411799752305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14956266737458762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508769498703342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837979829193906
anxiety,mangolassihoe,2019/03/17,"I’m not ready to go back to university after spring break. I know a lot of folks are probably in the same
boat right now. This post is going to be all over the place but I just need to vent and get this out.

So, it’s the Sunday before I have to return back to school. But I don’t feel rested enough to go back. I’m too tired to perform at the rate I need to in order to ensure I have a decent future. I know I have a lot to do when I get back but I am just frozen with fear. I feel like every decision I make in school is wrong, from my major, to my class schedule, choosing to live on campus (at a commuter school of all places), how I’ve managed my financial aid so far... I really regret ever going to college in the first place but I don’t really have any skills that could have. I know I don’t like where I’m at right now, but I don’t what else I’d be doing. I’m expected to graduate with my bachelor’s in December. I’m in too deep so it’s too late to quit right now. 


On the bright side, I have an appointment with the psychiatric clinic on campus. I can finally get  medication that will help me manage my anxiety and depression. I know it won’t go away completely but it definitely having to make it through this semester without it. My school’s counseling services are spread way too thin (1 counselor to every 8,000 students... there’s over 47,000!). ",1.5356113360323889,3.32766294035088,3.5902631578947366,88.84588056680167,79.2456140350877,7.191632928475034,21.136977058029693,8.139509932561175,0.9620499325236164,1058,29,233,20,26,360,143,285,0.093,0.831,0.076,-0.6743,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,4,21,7,0,1,12,0,24,3,0,3,3,38,47,13,0,5,10,0,3,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,12,6,0,0,8,0,0,5,7,4,0,1,0,4,27,3,43,42,8,54,0,2,1,0,1,27,0,2,20,156,39,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045900460344097,0.0,0.07926209949066157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973459059708524,0.3186817255867298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816529419097753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086341184785192,0.0,0.0,0.08272491928839097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923996654633266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655366057748087,0.0,0.0,0.1070578168610832,0.0,0.0,0.09372204360608133,0.17459340211445787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659113362918165,0.1047776273374757,0.07401968929966528,0.0,0.11350074033515345,0.0,0.08813142818564877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16239734795445754,0.0,0.29442247653786796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944824131168056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277674920462649,0.0,0.11687767391865705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012381612506198,0.0,0.09149037440444556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17617266313817434,0.0,0.0,0.1383222384120623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043771400442436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536524254339897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247541968114927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923065732068312,0.0,0.11171013720364688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102030078586814,0.0,0.0,0.13275166597232665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654495767585044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4194392852289434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190855547583637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224155599173373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987726641892984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132823177614961,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ConnorBurnsRed,2019/03/17,Does anyone else have the constant dread of being alone forever? Went through a nasty breakup 3 months ago. First real love. We dated for 10 months. I'm 18. Shes not made it easy. Shes constantly trying to hurt me and make me jealous and I just feel so mentally and emotionally numb. I've battled with depression and anxiety for 5 years and it feels like it's never been worse. I just feel like I will never ever find another person who will love me like she did. Any ideas?,1.4802870813397109,3.9832385789473683,2.931866028708136,89.42488038277511,84.26315789473685,6.401913875598087,21.26794258373205,7.686295010490155,1.017105263157895,375,12,76,7,11,122,71,95,0.243,0.595,0.162,-0.8079999999999999,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,1,4,11,2,1,2,0,8,3,0,2,3,21,17,6,0,0,3,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,6,0,1,4,3,10,5,6,10,0,12,0,2,0,2,8,0,0,0,14,41,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395517685780403,0.0,0.0,0.16304950195093312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070574704402226,0.16507857571148726,0.12043315004250114,0.0,0.0,0.1100783791081098,0.16130514491681416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402507612789636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13559381280492694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776763173001244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151216102071062,0.17708701783981848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424040116579407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388032829432845,0.2249353576251453,0.0,0.0,0.14388772698875735,0.1339094672276837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16853155460039593,0.17771876295715458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23073633064739776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841725721430947,0.14896361601739516,0.10508542544256713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15865192589943078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25131747792874565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428386983538433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13746138240825231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17918925670969552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688430848952042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459387400122811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043412799043288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137944778979822
anxiety,kjoy001,2019/03/17,"It can get better (happyish anxiety story ) I’ve had anxiety for my entire life. I was officially diagnosed in my 20’s. No one, besides some of my very close friends, know I have anxiety. I’m a very successful person and on the exterior I seemed to “have it all together.” Yet, often, internally I was struggling deeply. 

I threw myself into work but basically did not leave the house besides that. I obsessed over my perfectionist tendencies-I would not allow myself to be anything but “perfect” on the exterior, and any mistake I made filled me with guilt and shame. I got it in my head that I did not truly deserve to “enjoy” life. I had some really dark thoughts at some points. 

After suicidal thoughts came into my head, and wouldn’t leave, I sought out a therapist. Not only that but I got my health in line-cooking and eating delicious food that nourishes my body. I adopted a very, sweet older dog (she has seriously helped me with work/life balance and of course we take daily walks out in the fresh air). I promised myself to LIVE. I read the book “You’re a Badass” by Jen Sinchero and although I am pretty anti-self help books, it really helped me train my mind to be kinder to myself. It was no miracle and took a lot of work to re-train who I thought I was hard wired to be; anxiety stricken, depressed and self-loathing. I chose not to take medication, but focus on the aforementioned things I listed. I still am working on my anxiety and depression, but at least I am not fighting this battle alone anymore. 

It’s been nearly a year-ish after reclaiming who I am and I have lost 20+ pounds and am currently writing this post from Peru (I took a solo vacation for myself!) In my cloud of anxiety, I would never have even considered this for myself. I owe it to myself to experience life. If you are currently in a dark place, I have been there too. You CAN get out. You have SO much value and this world deserves you in it. ",3.848399999999998,5.5868116400000005,5.144200000000001,80.44510000000002,72.6,8.626666666666667,27.96666666666667,9.21078282632365,2.455346666666667,1515,58,289,34,30,504,194,375,0.166,0.684,0.15,0.2801,3,1,0,0,2,0,52.0,1,4,0,7,7,18,2,4,14,0,31,11,3,2,3,56,50,21,1,5,12,0,1,0,1,3,6,0,0,1,19,23,2,0,5,3,1,6,10,11,0,1,21,2,55,7,44,23,7,42,0,3,0,0,15,27,0,7,8,207,74,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637793415479924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328125945439657,0.0,0.4271254336616441,0.0,0.09228653023107636,0.0,0.0,0.07657714511180212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230045483464772,0.0,0.10336421912495436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643125413637933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16029796357481774,0.09444986391518492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521950204372592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06146259912871499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102660740101833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125236639990146,0.0,0.07189482161769488,0.0,0.0972358207296244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14885074083543812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335988269539976,0.0,0.1910045703855946,0.09891415841750366,0.0,0.0,0.18712039157368573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737411042750844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05114113462352616,0.0,0.0,0.1970656995125499,0.0,0.0,0.1971845783207981,0.0,0.0,0.08217013783905852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158159799003252,0.07911286901911732,0.0,0.0880518210985136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374411286992686,0.0,0.0,0.0939600155344833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840685465149421,0.0,0.0717705107962457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06305714237737874,0.07077326832213154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812528950045922,0.09722369626137944,0.0,0.08796798227122041,0.0,0.08912190864861863,0.09467138892397073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930811652540552,0.0,0.11922809106769484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471467196986622,0.19415537001512054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431462821592548,0.0,0.0,0.09728231803439102,0.0,0.10178814178672876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399330364872167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804516853308907,0.06182226019597487,0.0,0.0,0.2216281681041648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067772421366215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303427947169092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709834556135444,0.0,0.0,0.13220860080976835,0.0,0.0,0.05992500208111898
anxiety,Louisa91,2019/03/17,"I just had a panic attack because the power came back on I'm in South Africa and we have scheduled ""loadshedding""

The power was off most of the day today because last night someone took the opportunity to safely steal cables without getting electrocuted, 

Power was restored 30 min before more scheduled loadshedding which is happening 3 times a day now for about 2 and a half hours each time. 

It screws with my productivity as I use the computer for a lot of what I (try to) do, including study so I can finally get out of the hell hole I'm in now. 

So you think I'd be happy with power being restored but no, instant panic attack and I start breaking down. 

I feel useless. ",5.175683760683762,6.3486941923076925,6.291025641025644,75.68619658119661,68.61538461538461,8.547008547008549,30.5982905982906,8.841846274778883,2.5852649572649566,535,21,95,9,9,179,92,130,0.177,0.75,0.07200000000000001,-0.9343,4,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,1,0,5,7,11,4,2,10,0,9,1,0,1,0,18,20,7,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,8,0,1,5,1,9,3,18,13,4,26,1,1,0,1,2,7,2,2,16,65,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4059404298477861,0.0,0.13718836177394114,0.0,0.21751746495960733,0.0,0.1518160760942162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040566113598434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301228773808581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021082723538107,0.0,0.0,0.19544240383462488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864265552621944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15776977086077876,0.18992364811800005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757005815421751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14543017165313088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168010654379954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16742824298962078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4186577496963095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15116851081053218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262814349232802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431966103124487,0.0,0.0,0.208067772740008,0.0,0.16911438849911106,0.0,0.19822308624995508,0.12113051925183915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540912985497942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17198348644868786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jayclock,2019/03/17,"If you want, listen to my story Hi, I'm Giovanni, like the name says, I'm Italian, so, sorry for the bad use of the language.

Let's start.
I'm 21 years old, and 3 years ago my father dies. He, in the period before his death, became very anxious, some kind mental breakdown and depression (my father dies for an heart attack.).
After that, I'm not more the same person. I've anxiety attack, I can't reach any of my goals (I'm studing Engineering, and in 2 years, I've done only 3 exams, not because I don't study, but because I have some kind of anxiety explosion during the test).
Now I talk whit a consuelor, but idk, I don't see any kind of solution to this shi*ty period of my life.
Someone says to me: ""go, hurry up, fight for yourself"", and I try, try a lot, and when i fail, i punish myself, you know, that idiot phrases like: ""you suck, you are a d*ckhead"", this kind of things.
Sometimes I hurt myself, because I hate this my situation whit the others, whit the university and with my life.
I don't think I can manage anything in my life.
Every person I love in some way betrays me, like my friend, my girlfriends (fortunally in this years I try a lot)
Idk, I think I lose the sparkling of hope that everyone should have.
So, in this moment, I just wanna know if someone was or is in a situation like this. Thanks a lot.
LYLG


P.S. Stay calm, I don't want to kill myself 
(I specify it because idk, we are on the internet, and it's easy to misunderstand)",2.3127551020408137,3.982705744897963,4.24810068027211,85.55166122448982,76.58503401360544,7.016925170068027,23.66476190476191,7.839951260653429,1.1849114557823124,1115,35,231,17,25,380,151,294,0.177,0.626,0.197,0.9152,0,0,0,0,1,3,70.0,1,4,0,3,5,26,8,0,17,0,15,5,1,1,0,35,36,15,4,7,8,2,0,4,2,1,3,3,0,2,13,9,0,0,4,0,0,1,7,13,0,0,2,4,40,13,27,32,8,25,0,4,1,1,21,9,1,10,17,139,53,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496535443917967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303627465850243,0.0,0.14665016980943102,0.1082833610082266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887648767174561,0.0,0.0,0.21808671397871826,0.0,0.0,0.08003085249499481,0.2337173914104061,0.0,0.08156139849619176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255557405055555,0.0,0.19895459836471804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808795851214673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075786609307556,0.091588904044171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740535704577536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05447383611770032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946321566324098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358286215499601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520080352152764,0.0,0.0,0.10260954351718532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106043964296744,0.3992526303833609,0.1053534463517091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980132490400354,0.20310533826079805,0.1873101221643408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723177475074144,0.0,0.2444650513708338,0.0865084819778873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09659438396128496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057858470100657,0.0,0.0,0.07289834085809238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16738526780454774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244773647984408,0.0,0.0,0.07638014156856678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154791177246177,0.0,0.0,0.1624270033516353,0.0,0.09479822661762936,0.10729636996181424,0.06784321332384216,0.1021634822603756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704070145259129,0.0,0.08824591919492503,0.0,0.0,0.0636785654135821,0.12283378241883243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19522783367063196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278373495844966,0.0,0.07908639312350806,0.11306977675042375,0.07608136946334951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24689735721956196
anxiety,academicgirl,2019/03/17,"Realized I have relationship anxiety. What are general strategies for dealing with relationship anxiety? I always thought that the anxiety I felt in relationships was because of the relationships that I was in, but I've realized that it's much more an issue of my anxiety, and I end up messing things up because of my excessive reassurance seeking. How do you deal with anxiety in relationships? ",9.511764705882351,10.474528411764707,10.47529411764706,50.238823529411796,59.0,15.623529411764707,49.352941176470594,14.191785591663535,8.267988235294117,324,22,45,15,4,112,43,68,0.127,0.8240000000000001,0.049,-0.3094,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,10,7,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,8,1,11,3,2,6,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,1,38,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293376224766427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5191448403903149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16547294560635845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27985226135543984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021173422312928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031692628047412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416612481105865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977321744165436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7285872787939718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901694112482162,0.0,0.0,0.10775019316464242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NiceUsernamee,2019/03/17,"My SO has mental issues and i don't know what to do or how to address them. Don't know if this is the right sub to post in but i hope there are some people with relevant knowledge here.

My (28 m) SO (26 f) has a history of struggling with a mild depression and nights when she has cried uncontrollably after we got our second child together. Nothing before that other than she has always been a very emotional person. 

It started when we got our second child and he was born with a heart disease. He had a disease that required a open heart surgery when he got a bit older. He had it at 2 years old and there was some complications and ups and downs but everything went ok and we could go home together.

Leading up to our sons surgery my SO was extremely worried of loosing him and had what i think is panic attacks at night when we went to sleep. She would cry uncontrollably saying she couldnt loose him and so on. I tried to reassure her the best i could.

The surgery was 2 years ago and our son is now 4 and living a happy life. Since then she has had periods where everything has been fine and periods of crying at night over other things. She went to a therapist when she had a bad period of panic attacks/crying at night. Im not sure if it helped and neither is she but the panic-attacks stopped and a while after that she stopped going. She said she didnt feel like it helped and it wasnt a good therapist.

About a month ago a close family member of her died and at the same time a close friend tried to kill herself and got admitted to a psych ward. These two things started her panic attacks again. But this time she started having issues with hyper-ventilating too. These episodes have been getting worse.

Last night she went to bed before me and an hour after she went to bed i heard her going in the shower. I hear her crying and i went downstairs and found her sitting in the shower with her head folded in her arms. I went in and turned the shower off and lifted her up and she passed out. I tried again and she passed out. After she came to herself the second time she threw up multiple times. I don't know for sure but i think it was the hyperventilating that made her pass out and vomiting.

How should i act when she has these panic-attacks? Or is it anxiety attacks she is having? She is mostly herself during the day and goes to work and functions fine. She always have these panic attacks in the evening/at night when she goes to bed. She can be cranky and cold towards me sometimes when she has these periods. Other than that we live normally. I am so worried that she might get this during the day when the children are awake.

I don't know what to advise or tell her other than it is going to be ok and it is only her own thoughts she is battling. What else can i do? I have told her to see her therapist again but she says this period will hopefully pass and she will be fine again.

TLDR: My (28 m) SO (26 f) is having panic or anxiety attacks and they are getting worse and i don't know what to do. Last night she fainted two times and threw up multiple times. She worries about her friend that tried to kill herself a month ago. But this worrying is making her sick. What do i do?",2.7650621118012424,4.652762059006214,3.7182919254658415,88.88703416149073,75.92546583850931,6.649689440993789,23.301242236024837,7.514486670522907,0.9346633540372672,2522,76,519,33,56,809,239,644,0.201,0.733,0.066,-0.9987,3,0,0,0,0,0,54.0,9,0,2,4,29,34,8,8,32,2,68,9,5,5,2,99,113,65,3,10,14,2,1,1,2,5,4,5,8,4,38,50,0,3,12,0,0,20,10,18,0,5,35,8,89,16,63,67,8,109,0,1,1,0,88,29,0,12,59,378,127,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682954656962545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936794587765376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296924989429174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797996540383219,0.0,0.0,0.039821237728869786,0.0,0.0,0.08116559396188015,0.0,0.05005032673636051,0.0,0.05206784774279061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05454750408840666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615714631367924,0.0,0.2619398085659642,0.06151542217190083,0.0,0.04107747246995885,0.0,0.049497275811404944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039840956324201406,0.05364763295333736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857258710622515,0.0,0.044960235834351416,0.0,0.02411475636416877,0.03407152498049497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05229235453646858,0.0736942002224515,0.0,0.0747520740758021,0.0,0.1084189664570724,0.040002198555806674,0.15257616684436145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05076954332997636,0.0,0.0,0.04894625487858137,0.0,0.053752903353429166,0.1130316625349559,0.06393454258157949,0.0,0.04783945691349845,0.09473880911732807,0.0469674965497995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05151607417214078,0.09955713906303028,0.0,0.0,0.1055293497526225,0.0,0.13105272847710564,0.07775149092168013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033686616709856065,0.023300141980233013,0.0,0.08422668634492636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045127787982356435,0.03183510796927833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04806281336609053,0.050594195991966635,0.0,0.0,0.07613538233997078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132932030817717,0.04672851494172155,0.0457622312278402,0.0,0.050045246388729085,0.0,0.0,0.036272288384430584,0.0,0.39169803449915697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0330639680989709,0.04164324341023543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04567622279587007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04072912658402678,0.04536648025267692,0.07585396589361124,0.0,0.0,0.03800474042628559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039451721257647,0.0,0.04772693377949031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04716909292765538,0.0,0.10127097145047052,0.0,0.0,0.07974611572950081,0.0,0.049858546568576065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989921638528736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041685339119654656,0.0,0.0,0.1661239732665173,0.06336954343267122,0.061118844774801125,0.0,0.03786251041846855,0.16685924962539225,0.0,0.0,0.045572218807711375,0.0,0.12952028263311227,0.05187573478278917,0.09317726710773626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03935129969891335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094799176895771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034720701341237684,0.1937361579579724,0.097205445284586,0.03387937712334232,0.0,0.0,0.06142480087341785
anxiety,ineedbeerasap,2019/03/17,"I think I have anxiety. Please read. I've never been formally diagnosed, but I think I have it. Here is why:

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When I was 13 years old, my best friend since diapers died from leukemia. He beat it once, came home and we resumed our lives by playing in our backyards and Nintendo 64. A year later, he relapsed and later died from the disease. I was in his hospital room when he died. His last words were ""Mom, can you get me some water"". 

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At the time, I did not understand death or disease, so I was really confused as this was the first time in my life that I've experienced death. However, I cannot stop thinking about him and i'm 33 years old now. I thought about if that can happen to him, then what about me. That mentality has stuck with me ever since he died. Since then, I've had family members pass away from cancer, and it always causes my ""anxiety"" to flare up. Even when I see something about cancer on TV, or read about it on the internet. When I read the post about the Jeopardy host getting diagnosed with cancer, I had a melt down. 

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Cancer is everywhere and I can't hide from it. I'm certain that my best friend died game me anxiety or PTSD.  When I do have a flare up, which is often, I go into a state of depression and find something wrong with me that I start googling non-stop which doesn't help at all. 

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I'm tired of feeling this way.. Why did this happen to me, and why did it happen to my best friend. We literally spent every single day together. We were next door neighbors and everything. I hope someone reads this because i'm just venting right now, and I hope someone can shed some light if they think I have a disease.

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Thank you for your time.",3.3621048182586653,5.163206668639057,4.024957734573121,87.70616863905327,74.02958579881657,7.313778529163144,26.272612003381234,8.07648339933343,1.5463014370245136,1346,48,273,21,28,427,171,338,0.193,0.655,0.152,-0.9706,1,0,2,0,0,0,68.0,5,3,1,5,19,14,0,1,11,0,27,9,0,1,4,47,52,25,7,4,8,1,1,0,4,0,8,0,5,0,18,18,1,1,8,8,1,3,5,3,0,1,16,4,44,11,34,36,7,47,0,1,1,0,24,14,0,11,27,175,62,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05225742102053983,0.3402370353287857,0.3815647421687641,0.0,0.0,0.14413318013132287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05900581778893685,0.0,0.0,0.03828434125437631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19772473390021092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183030517538071,0.0,0.06451634382291982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04050296728919578,0.0,0.05409243617395056,0.12748816320641182,0.3258998267932538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04148102254466092,0.05680922862316452,0.05291453384491048,0.0,0.05644360436590171,0.0,0.05920541213956181,0.0,0.03175526246005353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05740112714104139,0.053420500237146534,0.0,0.0,0.14556514491630124,0.0,0.06562431997689072,0.0,0.03569259298642255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16661039374600425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04209576388169967,0.0,0.06299688403619211,0.1247558011054103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051193115194542185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04435986575432182,0.0,0.0,0.05545651157807039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06329100862393819,0.0,0.0,0.07355452834563088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04843781777184894,0.0,0.06679207872715304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13180310926246575,0.06688352158888139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893922243458764,0.0,0.0,0.0601482520147672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341375918102215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251281395132728,0.0,0.040233436298216435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05363372056979503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05004614140560509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558547485346702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642615489953412,0.0966981793350718,0.0,0.0,0.0444525367155502,0.0,0.0,0.10501283102004882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05782088982556057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609674116353845,0.0,0.049858847320617516,0.10986342108799001,0.07218321587628389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065380505668521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04985037859712259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17001077376001728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866560780218864,0.3815647421687641,0.12132990131657577
anxiety,_VooDooDoll,2019/03/17,"I need urgent help. **TRIGGER WARNING**

Recently people are talking a lot about global warming and there was also a protest in my city. 
I just panic and I feel angry, because I'm scared that I could die or could turn internet down because pollution. 
If I lose my internet friends for me it's over. 
My therapist just listen to me and makes me questions without give me tools for manage my anxiety, I want to vent with my mom but she can't take it. She slam her bag on the floor, began to cry screaming ""I can't take it anymore!!!"" Making me feel guilty about being anxious.
So if I can't vent with her I'm alone, completely alone......
And also if I don't wanna die, it will be the only solution.... The only one.",0.8899212924606452,3.30690541549296,2.9577879038939554,88.73422949461477,86.39436619718309,5.594697597348799,23.141673570836787,7.048011613610866,1.0428089478044749,547,21,108,8,17,184,89,142,0.257,0.693,0.051,-0.9855,0,2,0,0,0,2,31.0,0,0,0,1,8,7,1,2,5,0,11,0,0,3,0,26,25,12,2,8,8,1,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,5,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,2,5,23,2,15,18,1,8,0,1,0,0,11,6,0,6,2,76,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31374154406919924,0.0,0.2422510217432451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586935868967745,0.1711109317239831,0.1502113463284113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18466179952289785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588068663435727,0.0,0.0,0.2418629687378013,0.0,0.16637582366711126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31439093116412753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153169251920329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170205220869637,0.0,0.0,0.1452978361871496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015229628614424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694491999248311,0.0,0.12876906887179942,0.0,0.0,0.2022064663984154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17739252031415773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230845581025414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026357609112801,0.2303900231617861,0.0,0.17771008286043566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105005897276283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696740707180005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495521862285014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15164164272268044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22776378908099254,0.121740829648062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175861094668941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16474907250780962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933724752096439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460056556917587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,YourBrainOnPugs420,2019/03/17,"Magnesium saved me from my anxiety. I'm generally pretty skeptical about supplements and their efficacy for anything mental health related but i have to say, I can't believe the difference this has made in my life.

After struggling with severe anxiety and panic for the past few years, and having a less than satisfying bout of SSRI treatment that left me with terrible depression and severely aletered my personality for the worse, i had pretty much sworn off pharmacological treatment. For the last 8 months or so i have been really struggling with chronic anxiety that manifests in very intense physical symptoms (shaking, heart palpitations, dizziness, insomnia, nausea) as well as irritability, constantly second guessing myself, general social anxiety, and depressed and tired moods. Basically it was ruining my life.

On a particularly terrible day at work where i had excused myself to the bathroom to scroll through my phone searching for answers to why i was feeling so terrible all the time, i saw a post on this subreddit about someone's success with magnesium supplements. Feeling skeptical, i did some research and found out that there might be a correlation between dietary magnesium deficiency and anxiety related symptoms, so i said ""worth a shot"" and took a trip to the local Walgreens near my office and bought some 500mg tablets of magnesium oxide.

All i can say is that it was honestly night and day. A few hours after taking the first tablet i honestly couldn't believe how much more relaxed i felt. It's like a little bit of light started to peer through the dark cloud that had been hanging over my head for months. I started a daily regiment of 500mg of magnesium oxide and have since gone down to 250mg of magnesium citrate every day with lunch. I won't claim to be cured, but wow, honestly it has reduced my anxiety by 90%. No more constant worry, no more constant self doubt, my physical symptoms are majorly reduced, and I'm sleeping 10X better.

I won't claim to understand all of the science behind it but from my understanding, magnesium is important in regulating the bodies stress response system and chronic anxiety can drain your body of magnesium, which in turn makes your body less capable of dealing with anxiety and stress.

Honestly i don't know why it's working, i don't know if it's a placebo, but I've been taking it for about a month and a half now and it's a game changer.

I don't care if i get downvoted because people think its bullshit, it's changed my life and it could be worth trying for those of us with seemingly incurable anxiety. I'd love to hear thoughts from others who have tried magnesium for anxiety!

Sorry for the rant, i just had to share with somebody.

TL;DR: Severe anxiety (almost) cured with daily magnesium supplements.",10.672245217391307,9.344549428000004,10.305060869565212,59.90018260869567,57.72,14.135652173913044,45.93913043478261,12.951903903251818,6.254202608695652,2254,121,348,68,23,738,256,500,0.206,0.6629999999999999,0.131,-0.9907,0,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,1,2,1,5,12,30,2,7,25,0,35,19,6,3,3,65,65,31,0,4,8,0,3,1,0,3,11,4,0,2,23,28,1,0,12,2,3,5,9,15,1,3,20,9,39,14,68,37,16,44,0,3,1,1,18,16,0,10,22,243,62,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06702867486642677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5632807255238584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05508421877259447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0408047451763707,0.0,0.0,0.15083226568976776,0.0,0.05920116573393992,0.07307889056757128,0.2230588742068365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682476880793253,0.0,0.07081146182529448,0.0,0.0,0.21700838968524366,0.0,0.05344449600537295,0.0,0.0,0.1295082954261559,0.06901007394166445,0.11530709432253004,0.0,0.0,0.06993589728270905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05639809903797676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06769166454147281,0.0,0.06427091691100349,0.0,0.0,0.056937375123878864,0.0,0.07339399303710134,0.0,0.0,0.034972309386720066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373968439374387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869763508631999,0.07115189700558704,0.07544392004177645,0.07932177778758305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592038444820922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357467933201525,0.054563352844920615,0.0,0.0,0.07272826454485863,0.0,0.1418407337456435,0.03270249491382303,0.06708939822702711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06041410168751661,0.06333829459996865,0.04468159281302029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06745769665189323,0.07101057317590251,0.0,0.0,0.16028766836574232,0.0,0.0984141715303312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06281671949227266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785372466327843,0.0,0.0,0.06389983517196475,0.04640633733067876,0.0584476247815851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641080404115911,0.13619989335929567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04288215656657797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367330683992609,0.10646346858888624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609377839461593,0.06983086704376644,0.2268624474773209,0.0,0.055371753307953984,0.0,0.06698627890337608,0.06823479720648011,0.056716296904808686,0.0,0.0,0.07493154032261701,0.09475803285051657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15335436163566726,0.13995613133625734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087224402559754,0.10065799637896544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042891127274724966,0.0,0.05314124503769039,0.039032049438639985,0.07693531175767655,0.0,0.0,0.07437051111279895,0.09089293077354707,0.07280925388026455,0.0,0.13936950648204227,0.08051809651142974,0.0,0.0,0.055230808436608936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060185244399100085,0.0,0.12080215345174335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746323090901944,0.06797872439596234,0.06821547659906763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04310583686248961
anxiety,Wahaj6796,2019/03/17,"My Big trigger: Phone calls. Anyone else? I've had issues with anxiety for as long as i remember. But in past few years (Thanks 4 year college) with on-and-off depression its gotten worse. Recently, I've found that phone calls have become seriously bad triggers. I have my phone on silent constantly. But at times it not and Its gotten to a point that i just quickly silent my phone if it rings. That's my priority when somehow the phone wasn't on silent mode and rung. Picking the call is a whole another story. I feel awful because i just watch it go as a miss-call. 

At times it becomes a necessity and when i have to make calls or actually pick them throughout the conversation I'm pacing the room. Walking during the call does lower the stress surrounding it. But still its something that i sure wish wasn't occurring to me. Does anyone else feel anything along these lines? Do share.",3.7970196078431364,6.007228976470588,4.378235294117648,83.85872549019611,73.94117647058823,7.5921568627450995,26.03921568627451,8.447377352677275,1.8294627450980387,706,25,134,13,15,224,105,170,0.132,0.825,0.043,-0.9308,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,0,7,7,0,1,10,1,8,0,0,5,1,26,18,13,0,2,8,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,13,6,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,6,4,13,3,15,12,2,23,0,1,1,0,13,9,0,3,12,77,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.11740965025966098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616030151181234,0.09204030538726043,0.0,0.0,0.16825346885088655,0.2465529597696396,0.0990086274378807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045762802203598,0.07334263611041608,0.2657559470946318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6142730639955233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13001729160663775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362675006660747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21057615602407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20101474483085585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166930828056136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13191869966946104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837753435136193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255771368914687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647459524445348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803108998317387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148538567824924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373614373371342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879610837122888,0.0,0.13629293708327528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926240226048192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608335917293416,0.0,0.13781991644323605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339504438053084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076947762740433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14031276932368592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13432690416337506,0.13835580073758053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226108104750824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15495725771968802
anxiety,HauntingHovercraft1,2019/03/17,"Ways to help people with anxiety (from a person with anxiety) I've seen posts here and there asking for advice on how to support friends/ family with anxiety. I have generalized anxiety disorder and here are some things that, in my experience, can be helpful. 

* be honest: worry that someone is being fake can be devastating. Even if this means that you have to set clear boundaries, I appreciate when someone is being real with me. Uncertainty is the worst.
* Understand that most anxious people are really trying to manage. I personally hate feeling like I'm a burden, and I try to keep symptoms in check. 
* Understand that the person with anxiety, even if they don't look like it, could be freaking out internally. I've had terrible days internally with a smile on my face. We try to keep it together. 
* Sometimes people with anxiety just want to talk. Normal conversations can be super valuable. I personally try not bring up my anxiety all that much in real life conversations or digital conversations. 
* Anxious people might need reassurance once in a while. We might ask weird questions because we care about you, and we care about the relationship we have with you. 
* If we bring up our anxiety with you...it means we trust you. Some people can take that the wrong way. 
* The simplest things can make a huge difference. Waving and saying hi to the anxious person if you see them in town, liking a status, commenting on a picture, inviting them to a get together. You might not realize it, but that time you said hello to your anxious friends when you saw them walking in town could have helped them get through the day. 
* Understand that anxious people really appreciate cool, kind, friendly, and supportive people.  

**In summary:** Be cool. Be real. Try to give your anxious friend/ family member a break once in a while. ",4.219126984126984,7.244596450617287,5.246828924162261,73.93344444444449,76.77777777777777,8.641128747795415,28.701587301587306,9.23628265651192,3.2623313227513218,1446,63,230,40,35,473,161,324,0.131,0.695,0.175,0.9632,0,0,0,0,0,1,59.0,8,10,5,1,11,27,1,0,17,2,30,3,1,2,2,61,60,17,0,9,9,0,1,3,4,3,2,2,0,5,15,23,0,2,8,0,1,3,3,8,0,0,4,9,32,19,39,42,6,32,0,0,4,0,50,17,0,12,10,164,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06140063192797938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3845425434302318,0.4259070320960476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748256697233132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03830300718950172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12812684779039088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033563037264237,0.0,0.0,0.08104542987777695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06564812903120586,0.07201317758897112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300249411105684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061463683214322835,0.11846855672773635,0.0,0.03177074507382064,0.04488860339638478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19418148898783688,0.0,0.06565631580754114,0.0602760731074251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620355405128462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634886434860587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169944581787508,0.0,0.06543191450031073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044381493875616636,0.09209251711177216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05276471280293985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04194216538684743,0.0,0.0,0.136889235632129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19997074971042494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04619020047033666,0.04659059536359158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061563953351714835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338322627131672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049281610049915,0.2743210112625279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060177577930617614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038843082191155,0.0,0.0,0.2145564546790128,0.08050610507045274,0.0,0.0,0.06746017284109468,0.0,0.0,0.05976949786421775,0.04996809789098772,0.0,0.0,0.050070541930680015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647804409594999,0.0,0.06214440669177178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14260649757317406,0.0,0.06530855741719434,0.047243328469760974,0.05050356798550977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834882003135345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03663899538661911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21330071820360952,0.0,0.0,0.196237147874787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03706110568538551,0.09974936735194326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06381095036906417,0.0,0.0,0.06869908644485527,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mindfuldocpr,2019/03/17,"Hi! Please help fill out this survey to help understand how people with anxiety and ADHD seek help. I’m a researcher and a physician trying to better understand how people with anxiety and ADHD get connected with treatment. This survey should take less than 5 minutes. The help will be greatly appreciated. When the research is complete, I’ll share with you all some of the insights from the research.

Thanks in advance! [Here’s the survey:](https://www.surveymonkey.com/r/XP7K22L)
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anxiety,natsuns,2019/03/17,"Want to get invited without asking Okay, I know the title sounds a little smug, but here's the context. Im in my senior year and we're already in 4th quarter and I haven't been invited to any parties. Everyone in the school seems to like me and I haven't had any problems with anyone. I was reserved at first when I got here because I wanted to feel the school and kids out and not jump the gun etc. (Was at the same school previously for my whole life). Now, I'm a lot more open in what I say and a lot more comfortable and it really does seem my classmates genuinely like me. However, I haven't gotten invited to anything. The problem is I don't wanna ask them to hang out or go to their parties because I understand they all have their plans and set groups. I don't wanna put them in a spot to where they think they have to invite me or they feel they have to invite me to hurt my feelings. Im acting how I normally do around them so I'm kinda at a loss.. any help would be great, thanks! ",2.259570135746607,3.7173720384615407,3.818303167420815,89.4796380090498,76.21153846153847,7.00950226244344,23.773755656108605,7.724431198458867,1.018000791855204,776,24,170,11,17,258,116,208,0.044,0.755,0.201,0.9861,1,0,0,1,0,0,19.0,0,0,10,3,8,11,0,0,12,1,16,1,0,1,1,40,35,14,0,8,5,0,3,2,0,1,1,2,0,1,2,13,0,0,8,0,0,5,7,5,0,2,6,5,30,6,27,27,8,25,0,2,0,0,16,14,0,7,7,116,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14406987202483618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663441204928061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128657392540024,0.0,0.10743503179563584,0.11622097025031156,0.2441012185943057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15916932991404298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142489124598907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14560251003414634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247501899306514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19803646927450416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104938661374532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820921226894834,0.0,0.07419699441601504,0.0,0.1044161678468905,0.1439365322248291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750776831642605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397610352045803,0.0,0.28204200741565044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174920684652987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092214334579744,0.12756443348566399,0.13084966606182927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219851258780577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791545521963135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498455896048464,0.0,0.13124309033478898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836364018016688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038219873839008,0.0,0.3963836423505848,0.0,0.2377033895257277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201968218209337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365389807077231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359115885990358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540085698397374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575916860231178,0.0,0.1258496475186576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274200031168883,0.0,0.0,0.08407266286225555
anxiety,stevebuscemis_eyes,2019/03/17,"Tips to how to deal with world catastrophe anxiety Hello all! 

This is my first post on this sub so please forgive any funky formatting as I also am on my cell phone. 

I’ve had anxiety ever since I could remember. As a child I would be terrified of Earthquakes and Meteors hitting the earth. I would have days long episodes and eventually it would subside. 


Now that I’m turning 30, I have accepted and understood my anxiety condition. Over the years it has grown into social anxiety cycles, health anxiety cycles (fear of heart attacks, cancer and mental health issues) I strongly believe I have OCD because my anxiety would derive into obsessive and unwanted thoughts (of said above) and trigger minutes long panic attacks but I have not been officially diagnosed by a doctor. 


The social and health cycles are rather manageable, I know I am not going to die or become a vegetable but the world catastrophe fears are a little harder.... 

I fear earthquakes (I live in CA), black matter enveloping our planet  or the planet losing its gravity at any moment in time. I think It was slightly triggered by the  12 years climate change report issued last year.   These fears went away for years but have come back this month- the last time I had a panic cycle over this was 2006 during extreme hot summers and rolling black outs. 


Does anyone else deal with these? And do you have any tips to control it? ",5.966788017474518,7.867163169960477,6.0671895152902025,75.28073850634496,67.49802371541502,8.96267942583732,31.497607655502392,9.414487439383343,3.1680403162055337,1114,46,178,23,19,353,154,253,0.193,0.762,0.045,-0.9881,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,1,0,4,7,13,2,7,12,0,24,8,1,4,2,43,35,19,1,7,8,0,1,0,0,4,6,1,0,1,12,15,1,1,7,0,0,4,2,10,0,1,9,4,20,3,25,19,1,37,0,1,2,0,12,14,0,2,18,118,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944497875549259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771601410238539,0.0,0.3985887908194088,0.0,0.0,0.0607197270969801,0.08897664062684403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19758340485050324,0.08158793673453255,0.06677369789287016,0.0,0.052936143065725784,0.09590666208663133,0.0,0.09783762110227287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186396478338137,0.0748039604165711,0.0,0.0,0.09739712878491713,0.06933373739714813,0.0,0.0,0.05600385956130796,0.17905403557171212,0.0,0.08813958168745767,0.09012499257382864,0.0,0.0,0.08888321933797305,0.07599324289857137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07254269722911777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855069083905418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39087129302359536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738650620734651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04935250671186624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27691683771131537,0.0,0.1029044283708152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18127434836847744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04772434840972666,0.14157046881973906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703531825499404,0.07668027539816258,0.15369925886602165,0.0,0.09715043514975996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875131131297157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931392339792597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20377330654910056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532295507944936,0.0,0.0,0.08316759200977705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837146302495088,0.0,0.08260361057953743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183397524578375,0.0,0.0,0.17704249696305968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05564281408574743,0.0,0.06894032882320217,0.10127283698508828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445570762065084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050046283584854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24675124532357565,0.0,0.0,0.22368543043292607
anxiety,TrickDetective,2019/03/17,"Ripple - An Anxiety relief device in need of help Recently I have designed and made a prototype of a product I would really like to make that helps relieve anxiety. This is called Ripple.

The idea behind the device is that it calms the user down by replaying a slowed down version of the users heart rate back to them.

Since publishing the files I have gained one amazing member who is an industrial designer and is keen to work a couple of hours a week on this project.

For this to be successful I would love to gain more experienced members who can share their knowledge and help us move this project further.

In terms of reward, people who help out will receive a reward if and when this product gets funded. Of course I can not guarantee this and am looking for people who are not so dependent on the money but on making change.

If you have any questions or would like to join the group, please let me know in the description or send me a message.

https://www.thingiverse.com/thing:3491616

Thanks,
George",8.555434782608696,8.53922976086957,7.426217391304352,74.59269565217394,61.17391304347826,10.62086956521739,34.16086956521739,10.125756701596842,3.3350669565217386,812,29,140,15,10,247,115,184,0.021,0.746,0.233,0.9874,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,1,2,6,3,13,0,0,17,0,17,2,1,4,0,25,26,12,0,6,7,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,13,6,0,0,4,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,1,2,11,13,25,19,3,20,0,0,1,1,20,10,0,6,9,100,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564870725856446,0.0,0.23769675410314164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946064425923762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863779768046826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16434807062561127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17190057410178522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116809658879677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18409987312712173,0.4165325330526491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529962483431146,0.0,0.0,0.17538017183488755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538064519094156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15886399031241372,0.0,0.1518000562392239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304615177562927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402165806916887,0.1470034122428333,0.20740522457837351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16512087336874226,0.0,0.11519592283206348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527454151556806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154112288746446,0.0,0.0,0.1705363337036526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17403641618985088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952625626300812,0.0,0.15339719507185914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12851366980350712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303269190031895,0.0,0.0,0.10321289313488162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868764387995348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461874554729965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11310240986378035,0.0,0.0,0.3310854086449096,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Elainepaige123,2019/03/17,"Anxiety among teenage and young women I am a 20 year old female that struggles with GAD, most of which I believe stems from my aspergers or high functioning autism. I have struggled  GAD since I was very young, but it seems to be at its worst at this particular point in my life. I have noticed that anxiety seems extremely prevalent in women my age, as many of my female peers and family members around my age have frequent panic attacks and a few have even recently been sent to psychiatric facilities for meltdowns or panic attacks. I've always felt as tho it made since that I struggled with anxiety along with my autistic tendencies, but these girls are very socially normal. What might be the reason for the prevalence of anxiety among young women and adolescent females? ",11.398023809523814,9.348500278571432,10.029999999999998,64.71166666666669,56.92857142857143,13.61904761904762,44.04761904761904,12.161744961471696,5.427119047619047,629,29,101,15,6,196,89,140,0.23,0.77,0.0,-0.9868,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,8,2,5,4,0,11,1,0,2,0,21,16,11,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,10,9,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,5,1,12,0,21,8,3,19,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,6,9,71,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113195832077563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.408689707073992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889600924058172,0.0,0.3038857553609185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15047548863668556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821459571693176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259077326390065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823778232175884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111263369760882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433681677836404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12637694972967822,0.0,0.13540807160123886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168521102762865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085966425035708,0.0,0.15205804087762126,0.14014791927205664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134059018262116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625661950674766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13732110768113046,0.13187360289465042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24317456941461696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209631101828532,0.0,0.0,0.13614679067128518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4188752417305657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22040066425553145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600774953971142
anxiety,PitifulAtmosphere,2019/03/17,Ativan Is it ok to take Ativan once and awhile?  like as needed?   can you take it for 2-3 days and then a week later take it if you need it?  Is that a safe way to take it,-1.5934999999999988,-0.2380013499999976,1.2900000000000027,103.625,87.5,4.0,10.0,3.1291,-2.146,126,0,36,0,4,44,27,40,0.0,0.807,0.193,0.7987,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,9,5,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,4,9,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17050501324867762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916406575034126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3920729443579014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28155901895297586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7951317535161355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20985473490040565,0.21207190883025925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KAZ_2Y5xAKFx3,2019/03/17,My father wants me to get social security... So I have generalized anxiety and depression...I have been out of work for over a year because an aunt I was very close to passed and I just couldn’t get through work without bursting into tears. Well my dad has been telling me for years to get social security but I don’t want to (not that there is anything wrong with it) I just don’t feel like I need it or that I’d even qualify. The only thing holding me back from going back to work is an expired state ID. I haven’t had the money to get it renewed. How can I get him to stop trying to push me to get social security? He’s making me feel terrible about myself.,2.0525669099756705,3.7965361970802927,3.935492700729928,87.18138990267641,77.54014598540147,6.9024330900243305,23.82542579075426,7.793537801064563,1.1237936739659369,517,17,111,8,12,175,86,137,0.093,0.816,0.091,-0.4937,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,11,7,0,0,5,0,14,0,0,2,0,23,27,6,0,4,6,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,5,2,0,1,3,6,2,1,0,4,2,17,5,20,22,0,13,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,6,76,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935314579848315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838930831640527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399360268128301,0.0,0.09510696758447748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304824733206228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15777451660237987,0.11145910625269552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4890769856526189,0.0,0.08866847836326809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622238811337041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414305446395902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568517900080458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186585234263245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4771213214051472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13043781855115924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363663835057886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365125539127393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592580572888624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873097687390714,0.18404661334428798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027868727982534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15039553604376749,0.0,0.3407483236083405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705809090985648,0.0,0.2009406215606815
anxiety,Dozed0ff,2019/03/17,"Does anybody else sweat a lot for no reason? I'm 21, I have GAD and social anxiety. I've noticed that even during the winter, I seem to sweat a lot especially under my armpits.

This seems to be especially true when I'm overly stressed out, but is generally pretty consistent. It sucks, because no matter how little layers of clothing I wear, I always end up with decently sized sweat marks on my shirt/tee's armpit area. Which obviously adds to the anxiety.

Gross, Ikr. I'd like to know if any of you people have this problem. I've tried antiperspiration agents and they don't seem to work well. ",4.331323671497587,6.067752547826089,5.400289855072465,79.1038164251208,71.34782608695653,8.241545893719808,26.690821256038646,8.841846274778883,2.049618357487922,473,16,89,9,9,156,87,115,0.16699999999999998,0.723,0.11,-0.7176,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,1,4,7,1,1,4,0,5,6,6,2,2,20,12,6,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,8,3,14,11,2,10,0,0,0,0,3,7,1,6,4,48,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15901273788385747,0.0,0.0,0.1299563749423182,0.0,0.2923860528004309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649441939634787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16723524225259556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964176658391127,0.0,0.1692602513557166,0.0,0.0,0.1262215171785072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502503463762504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336311601337824,0.19153508888063672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32493732765922745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21757166671547692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13248653558015724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944201272444616,0.0,0.18285945486779925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19648538216696254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5219181050701992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19480511516095803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189074731802257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974617476386585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17182425897271747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13912502636841928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SnoozingSnowman,2019/03/17,Celexa So I've been taking celexa for about 4 weeks now and I feel like it's making me exhausted and its giving me really bad headaches. I wanna stop taking it or do you think the side effects will pass soon. Still have a feeling of anxiety in my chest as well really wish it would go away.,2.625,4.273018166666667,3.84,88.905,75.66666666666666,7.466666666666668,20.333333333333336,8.238735603445708,0.8317333333333328,230,5,49,4,5,75,51,60,0.153,0.675,0.172,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,6,4,0,0,2,0,5,2,1,2,0,12,14,5,0,3,1,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,2,6,2,7,11,0,10,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,6,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20052074409688544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462699527957941,0.0,0.21885888183911814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650710482491337,0.1872582643100168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514489642248292,0.1489685851210054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805837566393558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17496684007721333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358410010828485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093290172780307,0.2191436870747766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3941625722393463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16795562857422075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102564982837069,0.0,0.2356769615589166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014245552238256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18620221312821927,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mentaldischaos,2019/03/17,"I have diagnosed anxiety but I'm not sure if I'm overreacting I'm not sure if my hobbies are over the top or if I'm just being anxious, I'm sorry if this is not the right place to post this. I'm 21, F, on Duloxotine and Lamotrigine with Hydroxizine for panic attacks.

I have a bit of anime merch and some manga that I bought while in Japan, and stuff my dad sends me because he lives in Tokyo and knows I like that stuff and it's cheaper there. I like watching Asian films (live action) and I really admire the culture of Japan. While I was there for a month I felt like I fit in there more than anywhere else, and I loved learning the language. I like Japanese clothing, not the lolita stuff, but the regular street styles you can get in department stores, the stuff that schoolgirls and young women wear, and my dad sends me fashion magazines from Japan for me to find styles.

I'm a huge fan of the BanG Dream anime and mobile game and play it every day, and have a figure from the game and plan to get more merch. I pre ordered a $150usd pair of HHW! earphones.

Recently I've been seeking out more Japan-centered media, including anime, movies, games, and language. I'm planning on going to school for literary translation and recently decided to major in Japanese language instead of Russian (my family is Russian.)

Am I turning into a weeaboo? I've gotten more and more anxious recently as I get more into these hobbies, and even starting to focus on Japanese as a career, I'm constantly apologizing to my boyfriend for playing my ""weeb game"" and watching anime, I keep my merch tucked away in a closet out of embarrassment even though I really like my Kokoro toy. Being in Japan was so calming compared to the constant noise and over the top behavior in the US, I felt more normal as an anxious quiet girl there than here, and I wasn't considered weird for not wanting to drink or go out.

But I don't want to be a weirdo, I already don't have any friends outside of my boyfriend and I don't want to come across as even more of a weirdo to other people because of the stuff I like.",6.43646144081244,6.1773137907542575,6.825359145244898,77.95578546493178,65.59367396593674,9.775563313233896,33.684650375542155,9.318704503766252,2.921015148630064,1652,65,316,27,23,538,194,411,0.099,0.7659999999999999,0.135,0.9607,0,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,1,1,0,4,12,18,1,2,24,0,19,4,1,0,2,58,46,38,0,8,15,2,2,6,1,0,1,1,1,2,14,28,1,1,7,10,2,7,9,4,0,0,8,5,36,14,56,35,11,47,0,0,2,1,17,27,0,7,17,207,50,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017762207908712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06271840561953898,0.0,0.07055439590852228,0.3125751766728011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049230040472385,0.08665152240574311,0.0,0.0,0.11244302946055232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068941503637104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944651270156881,0.0,0.19933205193902392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0594796226723403,0.0,0.0,0.0936097815817296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903486208448996,0.0,0.0,0.07704490891557722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18274776398993028,0.0,0.07770631925571564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694463171247457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17710725976707228,0.0,0.08429499396768678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125535463485007,0.0,0.14455643814258007,0.0,0.10483093487306748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197674933646694,0.0,0.0,0.05068626087433089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703485280793725,0.0,0.16287855454322653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323964022468669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361574794920883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036415060293587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821003658656203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06393948955048899,0.0,0.0963589421343036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832921570152498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816761931256865,0.0,0.2731929547761644,0.0,0.0,0.07876246298764662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333996191053792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032420293228502,0.06527966437102435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5278966817469333,0.0,0.0,0.17384815970842707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090613835002434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003179047396711,0.0,0.0,0.11093928731829364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16319592001504635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hizzy98,2019/03/17,"I can’t leave my house I am currently unable to leave my house. I leave for doctors appointments and go to the store for s few minutes but other than that I. Can’t lesve my house. I am currently switching my medication so I need to wait for it to work, but has anyone ever felt this way? I was on line at the 7 11 and I felt like I needed to just go home I didn’t feel comfortable.",1.3524268502581762,2.743831987951811,3.5354905335628253,90.83373493975904,78.51807228915663,7.152495697074013,21.49569707401033,7.957251820313856,0.765466092943202,297,8,70,5,7,102,52,83,0.044,0.853,0.103,0.8126,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,7,2,0,0,1,12,15,5,0,2,3,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,3,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,4,3,14,2,11,11,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,46,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771669448170058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17231695983492873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15228539581640088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512459736182859,0.0,0.32329155804834786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19135836843363474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688723056651323,0.0,0.0,0.5827720699832439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5347862029793469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224902522705388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16959845810265875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496640013923773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13363118669709856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225633664781601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,magicat65,2019/03/17,"How do you feel with conflict? The biggest thing that increases my anxiety is having to deal with any kind of conflict with another person. 

I stupidly got a job at a call center where I deal with conflict a lot, but it pays well and it was the only thing I could find at the time. 

Sometimes I play it off well, but most of the time when I'm dealing with any conflict I'm in turmoil like my heart starts racing and I kind of sputter around until I come up with a half ass solution. I guess I'm just really sensitive and I hate the idea of someone being upset with me even if I am in the right. 

Does anybody have any advice or coping techniques you could share on how you handle conflict with another person?",4.131818181818183,5.115027531468535,5.0876993006993025,84.05616433566433,70.88811188811191,7.678041958041959,28.28601398601399,7.908726449838941,1.7617641958041954,559,20,110,7,10,183,87,143,0.198,0.693,0.11,-0.9186,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,0,9,11,2,2,10,0,9,2,2,2,0,33,18,11,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,13,0,5,3,1,1,2,0,4,2,1,2,1,15,7,22,13,3,19,0,0,0,1,10,12,1,5,6,80,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352508981616322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28236698126803583,0.29026614648504195,0.10588189963847347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232126486175205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133025447695666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192264149692498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210153820799612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4280783522979609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121121954803304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914173154711493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998334824206268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265025938693389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106976870972429,0.0,0.1524722444674247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664944983215072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640143918956777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624601878023173,0.0,0.0,0.13734878887087335,0.0,0.0,0.2882616978594795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761925875042354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766970820421226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526567845885146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417054156796533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866784165222673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819985266615615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727282477616224,0.0,0.13688925597122073,0.0,0.09796604141190217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839045254704988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614138772901457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488912007909228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PanicNotAtDisco,2019/03/17,"A Tale of Glasses and Woe I decided to post this here, because I feel like I'm losing my mind. I have anxiety/OCD, which makes pretty much everything worse.

I've never had any problems with glasses my whole life up to 3 years ago. Time for new glasses, decided to get new frames/lenses, and I was smart, got the same frames as my current ones! Brilliant! Well, they don't fit right. Got them adjusted. Still don't fit right. Prescription didn't change much, kept wearing old glasses....for 3 years. 

Finally got the courage to go to new optometrist, got eye appointment, decided to got brand new new glasses. They were heavier and after an hour or so they crushed my head. Got them adjusted. Again. And again. And Again. And Again. Just finally tossed them in the closet. Got new lenses put into my identical frames. Couldn't see shit. They changed the material. Could see shit, but the _identical frames_ are crushing my head. Adjusted. And adjusted. And adjusted. Went to a different optical shop because I was too damn embarrassed to get them adjusted again at the same place.

My current pair of glasses are barely hanging on for dear life. I can't seem to find frames that don't crush my head like a vice grip. I have no idea how much of this is rationale and how much is just anxiety. I don't want to keep going back to the eye doctor. I don't want to keep making costly mistakes with trying different frames. Ordering online sucks because if something is wrong there's no support. LASIK seems like a _huge_ risk when I'm in this headspace.

I just feel very stuck and I don't know what to do. ",2.072113424900312,4.804060409836068,2.7907665042091274,89.7363048294196,84.24590163934425,6.575985821887461,24.63668586619407,7.824948511530503,1.5995653522374833,1255,50,244,25,37,392,156,305,0.155,0.743,0.101,-0.9457,4,0,1,0,0,0,49.0,0,0,8,1,18,19,4,2,12,0,22,11,8,5,1,53,53,18,0,7,6,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,6,13,0,3,17,1,2,5,12,11,1,1,15,7,27,8,28,36,7,45,0,2,4,0,8,12,4,4,29,137,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099007366953837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05446020348481458,0.0,0.061264420228330035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06158003409225558,0.0,0.14645629630681192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16943755585578918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394095351001619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16734250637840814,0.0,0.08196987511225197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719747811140411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098625488070442,0.05721237993398586,0.0,0.1754573017066917,0.07319577847816447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368168757394072,0.0,0.0910277292334742,0.0,0.4483562110851846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24656939177764015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886709675289276,0.0,0.0,0.0904056480497583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236555938522738,0.0,0.0,0.04401234460335994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313209578955825,0.11737571854374385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959406618752612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069140458738195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086251142223089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23548527675946426,0.0,0.06176610035692112,0.4640766315677424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403520687497881,0.0,0.054267327083111334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367125318920407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669880975514648,0.08147472331370069,0.0,0.07663004701110486,0.0,0.08050703795207179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678344399546113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763394945227222,0.14581183476454013,0.0,0.0,0.16441116856884824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06165295758444339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06395558194372282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087893700061696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0466979136318514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05437211589006487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06607809631530227,0.09447182130048838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200557965267253,0.07423913011118738,0.0,0.08941147978605782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161294321956143,0.0,0.08755982448581473,0.0,0.10314357948319684
anxiety,intensity_princess,2019/03/17,"Anxiety is ruining my life / Job Interviews? I’ve experienced anxiety all of my life (was diagnosed with GAD when I was 12, etc.). I have been fairly good with coping/managing it. But the last 9 months have been hell. I graduated from a fairly prestigious master’s program last May and haven’t been able to find full-time work. I have a stress rash and my night terrors have returned full force (screaming in my sleep, sleepwalking, etc.). My body is just like rigid with anxiety all of the time. 

I’m afraid the anxiety I experience is very very obvious in interviews and that’s why I’m not finding work. I have a part time job but it’s not in my field and it’s killing me (retail, so I have to work weekends, which doesn’t line up with my partner’s schedule or any of my friends so it’s also ruining my social life). I’m worried that I’m going to lose my partner because of all of this and my rapidly deteriorating mental health. I’m so so scared and that makes the anxiety even worse. I don’t know what to do. I desperately need work that can pay my bills. I’ve always performed very well in school/work. I see a therapist but can’t afford to go this month... US healthcare :(  

Has anyone experienced anxiety that comes out during interviews? I’m afraid my interviewers think I’m unstable. Any advice would be greatly appreciated, I’m at a loss. ",2.9841540880503103,5.105561633962264,4.612853773584907,81.65714229559751,76.05660377358491,8.341194968553458,27.26808176100629,9.075114841892004,2.3829025157232717,1063,43,210,26,24,357,137,265,0.218,0.7240000000000001,0.058,-0.9892,3,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,1,0,0,8,9,18,2,6,9,0,24,8,3,1,4,32,40,16,1,2,7,0,0,1,3,2,5,1,0,2,13,12,0,1,4,1,3,3,6,13,1,0,5,4,25,5,22,32,7,22,1,4,1,0,9,8,1,2,12,121,38,13,0.10020618789138566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792032706462593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013485225324259,0.08337957567597724,0.0,0.0,0.13628728796548448,0.0,0.4599447567630749,0.0,0.0,0.0700664964835757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061084762058378976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11130648487931886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631875800617504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017071713860722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22351277561680236,0.06618524203519419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802087981769596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831732806891361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741905219268802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389897166236125,0.08404819615291143,0.0,0.11047767590917232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065144918759457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19887835882751184,0.0,0.11086330011991448,0.0,0.05507070024689493,0.16336283494643292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21233578187018956,0.04895568179367082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121050925002766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688840853130107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098426864759327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599672463042133,0.0,0.0,0.07430161861346607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940367191827345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851353646464644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032387519009366,0.10141401189913044,0.0798513580105527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027855560187278,0.10214758929246434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114785849668214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634710753315572,0.0,0.06420807905227198,0.0,0.0,0.11686206799256735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053570597084512,0.0,0.0,0.24804179835406875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009739719373014,0.0,0.09042049849649196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3647564911743326,0.10176424792781452,0.10211866631545484,0.07118360082205519,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rgjy,2019/03/17,"Anxiety manifestations? Hi all, my first time posting here and I’m looking for some help.

I’ve been experiencing some pains in my stomach and chest over the last few weeks. They range from dull constant in my right side to shooting pains across my chest.

I have been to the ER and had a CT scan, x-rays, blood work done and the results show no physical issues that would be causing this. I am still looking to pursue a diagnosis, but I am fearing this may be related to my anxiety and stress levels.

My question would be:  Has anyone else’s Anxiety manifested in ways that result in physical pain that cannot be explained? 
I am under a lot of stress due to my career. 
I’ve had a panic attack before but this is just very different and I’m afraid possibly a new normal. 

Thanks!",3.4730617408906888,5.458891559210528,4.806842105263161,81.42520242914983,74.19736842105263,7.8348178137651825,26.823886639676108,8.617729084823388,2.031598582995951,615,23,118,12,13,204,98,152,0.235,0.731,0.034,-0.9851,1,0,0,1,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,2,3,11,1,5,8,0,19,7,4,3,1,22,25,8,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,6,6,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,10,1,1,5,5,12,1,15,13,5,20,0,1,3,0,5,10,0,5,8,78,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.321903379307128,0.0,0.0,0.09807543911579923,0.14371644138961226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956988049170276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119353832916603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408916169209784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515749191271515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14654541223157447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353816912465125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717208270759907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15783533430503485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930798678657363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401560858983106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14639856078629349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143334016731444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23557188005500795,0.0,0.0,0.11924693720819265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13546727756534954,0.0,0.0,0.13742836324008412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4477504797457485,0.16456889280778214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812592232083733,0.13433357652505315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571271224839843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978418765547835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201454219000988,0.0,0.3213425296105427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913570499474591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178872363796635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573200466003165,0.0,0.1113345679012474,0.11251084872978964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021134346303344,0.0,0.0,0.19927820738413352,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wonderful_noon,2019/03/17,My exam anxiety is killing me. The exam is in two weeks and there will be lots of procedures to do in the exam(I’m in med school). I’m super stressed out and anxious. I don’t have any plans and I feel like my life is going to shit. Oh god what do I do?,0.4026785714285737,1.821961053571432,2.8958571428571425,94.24914285714287,81.32142857142857,6.622857142857143,21.91428571428571,7.554174236665415,0.6210328571428576,193,6,48,3,5,67,40,56,0.215,0.655,0.13,-0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,1,5,2,1,2,0,10,2,1,0,0,6,13,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,0,1,6,2,7,11,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,2,32,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937513914015108,0.0,0.2179585440945993,0.32187189071369465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14406115441626233,0.2035427249311053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619232766916061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31521529225875594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012432893085668,0.13919466160241625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422238208022029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164753901749209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28834832956749634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924602795603303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32636819498607234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783197238691159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22854094452294216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lifehackedme,2019/03/17,"Tomorrow I take my cosmetology practical test. Im freaking out inside Its been almost a whole year since I've done hair or have been in a salon.  I'm currently working at a big supercenter and have been for a while. I hate my job. I really miss cutting hair. Tomorrow i take the practical part and I'm freaking out. I'm scared I won't pass. I'm scared that ill mess up the haircut or the color. Everyone is so excited for me and I am too but I feel so nauseated just thinking about it. I'm good at what I do but I start to over think it and then I start having aniexty, then I mess up. I don't know why I over think things. I'm confident after I start getting into it but before I freak out. ",0.10807631160572127,2.2541674864864882,3.0336724960254378,88.81879968203499,86.97297297297297,6.7255961844197145,21.543720190779013,7.928766900206844,1.1632586645469003,540,19,120,12,17,191,84,148,0.17,0.7559999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.8140000000000001,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,5,12,2,2,7,0,12,3,2,0,0,20,31,14,0,0,6,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,10,0,0,4,4,18,2,16,26,2,24,0,1,1,0,0,12,0,3,11,78,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874514927590968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15929148626130224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19156827842360186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788754597056228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465280039425857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978030911820579,0.0,0.0,0.1570125801005488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848190094336445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20220567904873127,0.0,0.1857648687002113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028789805075356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027169066799648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992366367309118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748351829139498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485190233804408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3974985648487375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814988020720614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436585829497104,0.3598462531053857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16891684072651222,0.2089995879328258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362821819126481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054920498735687
anxiety,smilenwavve,2019/03/17,"I have crippling anxiety and separation anxiety hits even harder I am madly in love with my boyfriend and I'm 19F. I have extremely bad separation anxiety and I always have had a bit in our relationship, but it's gotten so much worse as of the last few months. 

I had a falling out with my father due to emotional abuse and I have no other friends or family in the state except my boyfriend. I ended up moving in with his family but even then, my bf goes to school away from home, not too far but still. The thing is, he spends tons of time with me. I know I'm so lucky to have all the time that I do with him. But every time he goes back to school I crumble inside, even if I'm not crying on the outside (which happens more often than not). 

I've have a clusterfuck of a time going back and forth between my father over email, and I know my depression and anxiety is going into overdrive because I am now having to find a larger level of independence since my dad is pretty much done with me. It's just been a bad time all around but my boyfriend has literally been there through almost every minute. He's really been the only person to stick everything out and help me through it. I don't know how to get over this separation anxiety because it eats away at me. I feel empty and worthless when he leaves because he's the one who helps me through a good portion of my emotional pain.

Before anyone says it, yes, I do have a therapist and she's great. But also, if you've been to therapy, most of the time it's 1 hour sessions and it's hard to fit a lot in one hour and really tackle what's going on. I've been so caught up if trying to straighten out my emotional wrench in the relationship with my father that everything else is lacking around me. I'm just looking to see what anyone else has any advice of experience before I'll be seeing my therapist this Tuesday.",4.558809523809521,5.248448986772491,5.790397883597888,80.47867619047621,69.71428571428572,9.010962962962962,27.81841269841269,9.174902378510234,2.17274653968254,1479,48,296,28,25,496,181,378,0.124,0.76,0.116,-0.0382,0,0,0,0,1,0,28.0,1,0,0,0,20,11,1,0,18,1,28,3,0,2,2,56,48,30,0,4,16,4,2,0,2,0,1,1,1,1,17,25,1,0,5,0,1,6,5,6,0,2,10,6,37,5,54,36,12,50,0,2,3,1,24,24,0,9,19,211,54,3,0.0,0.0992921585693985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189075026526364,0.0,0.0,0.0839160136141404,0.0,0.0,0.06701676117853515,0.06973032273879883,0.0,0.0,0.05698851606033593,0.0,0.32054309134952746,0.0,0.0,0.11719319445719605,0.08586547770937193,0.0,0.1492038333882409,0.0,0.0,0.1574702554216029,0.12887776898744316,0.13994303256747498,0.15325552348597662,0.0,0.142619366034058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149053279055976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920530180665112,0.0,0.0,0.07217889743649818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575896635238868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857507920711754,0.14001232925904106,0.2827993128945586,0.07422406601479248,0.0,0.0,0.1660521146903347,0.0,0.14121429839135927,0.0,0.15063241438678798,0.08197484251287948,0.15800291770053354,0.0,0.042373019118652266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659388930698313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474553812203451,0.0,0.04378330313798101,0.0,0.14288053139952608,0.0702894899121552,0.0,0.09239245863418956,0.0,0.0,0.07410619902183105,0.0,0.07507050356982828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234198489257424,0.0,0.08406065530206261,0.0,0.1650569965713597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816684735566534,0.06831015336782223,0.0,0.08873465760985283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.070372922611484,0.0,0.0,0.07124581662165358,0.07563495160539144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689028831099877,0.08906870503243601,0.1232088352398585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357337076016336,0.0637355130601472,0.08917167830909947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317303656471838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525718379603417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737194615336394,0.0,0.0,0.1799448635467295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664304416965604,0.0,0.16962503641044988,0.133559349998262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06932222386446821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692471705075904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583536526281014,0.19460212629386456,0.05567460095517745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931951734335688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056896339002835375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540182055500622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shleepB,2019/03/17,My Girlfriends Anxiety My girlfriend has severe anxiety which ends up with her venting emotionally to me on some nights. She always thinks she’s doing things wrong and it effects her a lot. She ends up thinking her friends and family hate her. She used to have a really big personality during high school but completely changed out of nowhere. I really want to try my best to help her get over her anxiety if anyone can suggest anything,4.411749999999998,7.258808675000001,4.977500000000003,77.18750000000001,74.75,8.5,30.0,9.188382445141503,3.15625,354,16,59,9,8,113,60,80,0.14,0.733,0.127,0.5847,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,13,10,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,15,2,11,10,3,10,0,0,0,0,16,7,0,3,3,42,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15118967611751172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4170019950520813,0.0,0.0,0.12704947013891632,0.0,0.14952433065510418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19068384862853094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19221542336558264,0.0,0.1905099008116477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20438901778280455,0.3218660708896237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17129140533486814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14038163820626867,0.0,0.09493120296577896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17939198735364914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179026027120375,0.1919769408116522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15447557843815865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705139538205547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15865418750742447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328044547254255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838909767590072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20527025928462933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071398146134532,0.232853156119802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12336296073565273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15693120883253692,0.0,0.0,0.10717187836943533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19866137289753572,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KingfisherClaws,2019/03/17,"A line from a book that helps me a lot There’s a moment in Kenneth Oppel’s Firewing where the main character is told by his dad (who is a hero by this point) that bravery is “being scared and doing something anyway.” 

That idea that the difference between bravery and fearlessness is whether or not you were scared to do something in the first place has really bolstered my belief that anxious people who push back on their anxiety, especially when they’re totally confused by what their body is doing, are truly brave. 

So let’s be brave, folks. ",11.499117647058823,8.23003685294118,10.088333333333336,68.15250000000003,57.92156862745098,12.945098039215686,42.16666666666667,10.686352973137794,4.441737254901961,437,17,76,7,4,136,75,102,0.104,0.687,0.209,0.9233,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,2,2,7,7,0,3,8,0,14,1,1,0,1,10,15,6,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,3,0,1,2,0,6,4,9,10,3,11,1,0,0,0,9,6,0,3,4,61,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174753920545952,0.2580691436044057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17565419447156955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537423592138395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386683735406496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19430866325425403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15311671684481928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578779229006246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23359263146371675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19420923602991685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15836967112782285,0.0,0.2386683735406496,0.0,0.2159470999321065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463427933195483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4574112066122579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35172441070951604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182816437379477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,firebuilt,2019/03/17,"I’ve been having panic attacks watching shows I’ve never had anything like this happen before. I was watching a goddamn WWII documentary and I was freaking out when the American troops were being captured at Bataan. 

I had to turn it off and go take a break.

I’ve never had anything like this happen. Everything is falling apart right now and I don’t think anyone cares or would even believe me. Anxiety isn’t even a real thing to neurotypical people. I feel like I’m crazy and have hallucinations or something, like my anxiety isn’t even real, that it’s all in my head and I should just be able to snap out of it.",3.7714049586776888,5.662120727272729,4.927347107438017,81.28738429752069,73.13223140495867,7.1540495867768605,26.97603305785124,7.908726449838941,1.7377067768595045,492,18,91,7,10,162,78,121,0.229,0.746,0.025,-0.9635,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,6,8,1,1,4,0,17,1,1,0,3,19,26,8,0,2,3,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,2,1,0,2,5,3,0,0,7,3,9,5,9,15,1,14,0,0,2,0,0,7,0,2,8,62,16,0,0.1610923408098466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24647039958081204,0.0,0.0,0.11263951027773215,0.0,0.2651305410590245,0.0,0.0,0.18326579371660634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370777170176413,0.18149590346637828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16424437769735115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191999154205602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14477940862579142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145312779672087,0.11508440046232607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915524896566866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849068499250437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16532721681235146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31480632252501384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24848868852070186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18900715265654125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116811457002258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36671670288655145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375719788580128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401675421511475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211213920998278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702259317267512,0.10322146736731967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17522220797095645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144353769462612,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,adam_in_virginia,2019/03/17,"What skills/ self-help did your parents teach you, or you have taught your children? First time here: I hope this post does not deviate from group's purpose.  If so, I understand it might not be shown or would be removed.

I would like to give my offspring lifelong tools for managing stress and anxiety.  We have one school aged child and counting.

Is there anything that you were taught early in school for managing how you feel, or have you taught your own children skills to help them manage things like frustration or anxiety regarding their school work?

Specific books, or techniques very welcome!",7.647466307277624,9.092940566037742,5.6779784366576855,81.32537735849056,63.150943396226424,9.453369272237195,34.95417789757413,9.606745405546679,3.3088668463611857,484,21,83,9,7,138,77,106,0.08,0.794,0.126,0.7387,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,8,2,4,4,6,1,1,0,0,11,0,0,1,0,18,18,10,0,4,8,1,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,2,0,2,5,1,15,4,6,8,1,7,0,0,0,0,19,1,0,8,6,54,20,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27994684105777584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505707329635683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16012042070317595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251636650790143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556362692700904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17552384302937554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452851475945786,0.0,0.0,0.18173292432355376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17878218984060487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19410485052714027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398686491234436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031692481810491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17523702520827605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5555336519751549,0.0,0.0,0.19088016619911785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095943189279706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155876296487472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669270480732004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904807693688518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15097143054351694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332061200282442,0.0,0.0,0.2599567520955621,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MHTMT,2019/03/17,"Lexapro for GAD, can anyone share their personal experience please? Hi everyone, 

I’ve been on Lexapro (10mg) for 6 days now, I had some horrible side effects initially with vomiting, insomnia & nausea, however the side effects are starting to subdue more now. However I’ve noticed my ‘background chatter’ and general anxious behaviour is coming back after an initial decrease in this, is this normal? Does this mean the drug isn’t effective for myself? Or do I simply have to wait longer for these effects to subdue?

Any advice and descriptions about your own experiences would be incredible thank you. ",7.216057692307693,9.569858490384616,7.293461538461537,65.92653846153847,65.05769230769229,10.96923076923077,38.96153846153846,10.9516,5.2871576923076935,489,27,69,15,8,157,82,104,0.051,0.846,0.103,0.6767,2,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,1,4,4,2,0,0,3,0,11,3,0,4,0,15,16,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,7,2,12,12,3,11,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,6,46,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21731288138697144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409549784062041,0.0,0.1512300057201024,0.0,0.0,0.2512327138487463,0.0,0.15549735888327634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17100099360834434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19156572064640365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342047741987346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19461135826301915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578969862083317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21249921231851449,0.0,0.4350720727313559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24224338815414045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178909185841424,0.0,0.25318776717585506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19417874868901075,0.0,0.2441128849628965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15740585110092192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047430146145339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15797652914222216,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,curtissnell91,2019/03/17,"What are your coping mechanisms? I thought I would ask you to share your coping mechanisms whenever anxiety and negative thoughts get to you. What is your go to thing, activity or whatever else?

*just so I can share some of mine: I often lay flat and breathe slowly for a couple of minutes while listening to music; I go on a walk somewhere secluded where it's just me and my thoughts* ",4.39662100456621,6.414411424657537,5.319383561643836,78.59542237442923,71.73972602739725,9.798173515981736,32.714611872146115,10.125756701596842,3.7014584474885854,306,15,56,9,6,100,52,73,0.081,0.857,0.062,-0.3313,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,5,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,4,1,1,0,0,12,12,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,1,13,2,8,8,1,6,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,3,1,43,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22495453682844915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749057225547057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32537098938113346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24564878739186036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15363383183143156,0.0,0.33424131970798604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19535991273828368,0.0,0.0,0.7003506414020481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20889126857843804,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,annasashorty,2019/03/17,"What if I took extra antidepressants? I take 10mg Paroxetine a day. I have 20mg tablets that I cut in half to take 1 half a day. 

What if I took 2 of the 20mg pills at once for a quadrupled dose? Would anything happen? I just feel so bad and I missed 4 days because I lost my pack. ",-0.8561904761904771,0.9778786190476224,1.593015873015876,99.67142857142859,88.20634920634922,4.8698412698412685,18.52380952380953,6.18269132825596,-0.4273428571428571,215,6,56,2,7,73,45,63,0.221,0.779,0.0,-0.8978,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,6,10,4,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,2,3,1,9,0,5,6,1,7,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,3,31,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022438306192384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20520368812148426,0.14981619338163135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4754946942623238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426627664792353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173293671424808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268281763023853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617319320665848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3695697102319195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5461083913945348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745845567208039,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Midwestmamax2,2019/03/17,"Work anxiety-are my concerns valid or is my anxiety getting the best of me? I work in a small office in a administrative position.

1 week of every month I have to take our on call rotation. For the entire week, I am accountable for and calls/issues that happen before or after work hours and on weekends.

It’s generally pretty quiet but every now and then some disaster will happen. Regardless of that, the week I am on call, I can never seem to relax. I’m always afraid the phone will ring and I will be interrupted by some inquiry. 

My boss gives us a nice bonus when we are on call but I can’t seem to get over how intrusive it feels to have people calling after work hours.

Any input or advice is appreciated on this situation is appreciated.",4.272185554171855,5.771332034246581,6.235678704856786,73.99605853051061,71.12328767123287,9.144707347447072,26.28642590286426,9.573946990214177,2.446254794520548,591,19,109,14,11,206,91,146,0.083,0.774,0.142,0.879,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,3,0,0,6,3,5,0,1,7,0,14,0,0,2,1,20,24,12,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,14,4,20,20,3,22,0,0,0,0,9,9,0,7,13,77,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829327640743268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924227144250362,0.0,0.0,0.08928045498783725,0.0,0.1004350876888757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171655949171024,0.0,0.13777883044996156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5362395858008012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22123188464533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638324153091314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371852961003844,0.1259435719976961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321953833324397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585847951754865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703073563637175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479296159160917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125752732870297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910186836283241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356726383667705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390396310953815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14757339941656025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871236186766782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579234986917141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159343429138219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.382317394121851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Planographic-print,2019/03/17,"Need help managing/dealing with study anxiety (or specific-task trigger anxiety), please. So... I have always been interested in programming I suppose, I found it fascinating and all. But when I try to do something myself – learning something, actually doing something programming related, or googling stuff and courses, it always sets my anxiety off. It helps if I drop it for a few minutes, but the moment I even barely look at it again, the anxiety is back. If I try to ignore it, it keeps getting worse.  


Now, what is interesting is that for some time, I had someone help me with programming by explaining some things to me etc., and it made it a lot better for me, and even though I felt the anxiety a little bit sometimes, it was often gone altogether. I have honestly no idea what precisely triggers it, I dont know if it is the programming itself, or that i am scared of new things, or if it is because I always wanted to do it... But I need help to manage it on my own. I cant have someone being next to me all the time, holding my hand.  


I have also applied to related collage, and if I wont manage to cut the anxiety down to managable degree, im pretty sure I will die there.  


So... I need some tips. Please. Anything that helps you, guys? Do you get something similar sometimes? ",4.170879332477536,5.791931077235772,5.672481814291828,77.45439666238768,71.5609756097561,8.918784766795037,31.64655541292255,9.414487439383343,3.104962601626016,999,46,182,23,19,338,130,246,0.111,0.71,0.18,0.9617,0,0,4,0,0,0,47.0,0,2,0,1,12,8,1,1,9,0,22,1,1,3,4,44,36,22,1,9,12,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,24,7,0,3,6,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,7,3,29,5,21,26,10,18,0,0,1,0,9,6,0,14,9,144,53,8,0.0,0.0,0.09763932738433212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800140133128231,0.2497615316144253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4592511854205695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233680763805146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693618239783767,0.0,0.0609926496039929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849058956626152,0.10923423603237073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384137895715102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726381149881306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158786533524304,0.13217087667625066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960685699159864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970523357028768,0.0,0.0,0.10454930195235544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907026229592043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353240635889786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295000937691355,0.1080766586200965,0.0,0.0,0.08893355456431555,0.0,0.0,0.054987656666244604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100281478061365,0.0,0.0,0.08402106976934973,0.0,0.0,0.08506325312351579,0.0,0.09467453827618698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22256872760359825,0.0,0.0966338221448527,0.1064097153209309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196608691781462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017919893367606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017259231584018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695526933938178,0.30810916297816204,0.19791406995522512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453913147438638,0.0,0.0,0.09430073113705137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294430180372538,0.0,0.09830361053223682,0.0,0.11668584643510035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586166643582565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590150799863261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019646769951075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,puppychomp,2019/03/17,"Job suggestions for someone with anxiety? Long story short, my boyfriend has undiagnosed anxiety that his family doesnt know about

He doesnt like driving and he doesnt like interacting with people, but his dad (who he still lives with) is pushing him to get a job

My boyfriend told me that he didnt go downstairs at all today because his dad applied to a bunch of different jobs for him so he was avoiding him, but this also lead him to not eating or showering because he wouldnt leave his room in fear of his dad trying to talk to him about it

I know i wont be able to find some magical job that pays well and allows him to stay at home and not talk to people, but what the heck is he supposed to do? I guess im just looking for suggestions that might be easier for him. Any advice is welcome! I just really want to help him but i dont know how

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anxiety,someboody1,2019/03/17,"Sensitivity to fragrance I have anxiety and i have a hard time dealing with strong fragrances, i just can't stand them and can't relax while around them, they irritate me and I can't breathe well, they make me sick, I wonder if theres some type of nasal filter i can get to help me with this, i wont put a mask on for this, am i the only one with this problem? ",1.3196103896103892,3.043443038961044,2.9519480519480545,93.49077922077923,79.64935064935065,5.9584415584415575,21.38961038961039,6.868970318607317,0.2627714285714289,282,8,66,3,7,93,53,77,0.219,0.7020000000000001,0.079,-0.8198,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,4,1,4,4,0,0,3,0,8,3,2,1,0,13,11,5,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,1,1,1,0,2,15,3,9,10,1,6,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,3,2,48,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245637310381558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858432245240748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33103553880966924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16775923600716122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876386527041733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152236606922135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21433385456499726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21758273752711726,0.2442077278591501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072451934102508,0.0,0.3227898378150044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18723346866267965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28870357137842523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482145595135017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,truly-dread,2019/03/17,"I beat my anxiety with more anxiety 💪🏼 So it’s my birthday today and last night me and a bunch of my mates went out to watch the rugby and get drunk. I booked a place it was a great night but ever since university I’ve developed a kind of hangxiety, as soon as I wake up I just regret everything, hate my self and just shy away from everyone for the day. 
When I woke this morning it was no different. The pain of thinking that I acted like an ass was giving me actual headaches but then I started to cough uncontrollably and my anxiety for my own health came steam rolling in and knocked my hangaxiey clear.....I mean it replaced it with another problem but I can deal with that problem, I’ve learnt how to control that. 
Just thought it was funny when I realised what happened. ",3.716397849462364,5.238299258064519,4.597177419354843,85.10909946236559,72.54838709677419,8.263440860215054,29.690860215053764,8.841846274778883,2.321247311827957,615,26,125,12,12,199,99,155,0.229,0.6970000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.9766,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,9,9,1,1,8,0,5,6,2,2,1,26,16,16,0,3,6,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,11,11,1,1,3,2,0,3,1,6,0,0,8,1,18,3,18,8,3,19,0,1,1,1,4,5,1,0,12,83,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.15660883656737815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16828103990650306,0.3683085277605357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15077961826242198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835504768827697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179995995557883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034986409002084,0.1654515373988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16767119731779975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14516659757555975,0.0,0.15334895032418494,0.14423230519553104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384605353865476,0.15395048566780994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17693372765404908,0.0,0.0,0.1419151111360662,0.0,0.0,0.15844432290067864,0.0,0.17058655462920833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16711896605382173,0.0,0.13081554761782316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840417711828868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17481367997134434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012059608320717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707658577077661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16767119731779975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30712224911504177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674193874947715,0.0,0.0,0.13275368638225682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359111301095515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283140624323306,0.0,0.1274060465172741,0.0,0.0,0.15211968115069086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487698983715092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WindowsKidd,2019/03/17,"Was stressing so much about this girl I’m into, not even stressing anymore. Yes, she’s ghosted me in the past. We got into arguments and she said fuck off, then apologized in person.

I admit I was immature last year and hit her up when I was drunk a coupe times, which is a big no-no. I also hit her up when she had a boyfriend and hit on her, which also is a my fault and I take responsibility for it.

She ghosted me then. Anyone would do that. She also admitted to ghosting any of her friends because she just doesn’t want to talk with her bad moods she gets in.

After she left her abusive boyfriend, she asked me for a favor, I couldn’t help but I empathized, and unfortunately didn’t reply to my follow up messages.

Unfortunately, well I helped her with depression about a week ago, and she hasn’t replied to my follow up messages, *but* I’ve seen her in person and she seemed delighted to see me. 

With the unread messages, I figure she could simply prefer to talk in person, she could have lost her phone which she admitted to having a bad memory, she could not be in a mood to text,  whatever.

The point I’ve realized upon meditation is that she is giving me another chance. There were times like I said, when I felt like she was ghosting me but *she* approached me and offered the first apology. It was short and concise, but I feel like I should really give her an extended apology saying I’m sorry for hitting on her when I was drunk a few times and that. She will be enthralled. A mutual friend said with my heart, I will be a good man for her.

At first I was upset she was ghosting me and just did it to spite me or make me beg or whatever for her attention, but women aren’t object and getting texts at 3AM by a drunk guy is definitely something I wouldn’t want; women aren’t objects and should be respected.

It’s funny, this meditation seems to have been good. I was concerned here my anxiety disorder was correct and she was an emotional vampire and wanted to use me, and the cycle would continue. I doubt it now... right? I mean, if you don’t care about someone, you wouldn’t go up to them and apologize. Sorry for the  ramble, I just feel like I want to bond with her emotionally for real this time, and treat her with respect.

Though what’s your take on the unread messages though? Doesn’t necessarily have to be bad right, especially since we had good vibes in person?",3.9931961259079927,5.325310983050852,5.0694285714285705,82.7368305084746,71.58474576271186,8.190895883777241,26.62130750605327,8.676224119757912,1.8383707506053264,1872,62,375,33,35,616,208,472,0.123,0.706,0.171,0.9686,2,0,1,0,0,0,59.0,2,3,1,3,21,29,2,4,21,1,50,5,1,2,1,73,90,38,5,16,13,0,3,4,2,8,0,4,0,9,15,28,3,0,13,3,0,4,12,12,1,2,24,9,80,15,54,45,2,51,0,2,2,1,77,27,1,6,24,272,95,0,0.0,0.10131384045817032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579831330864846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20514385671210447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05814885593457319,0.08966333948915453,0.06541393013277398,0.0,0.08480166478000868,0.05978967915034832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993910228183969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141886068203077,0.05212531677393019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718183007507803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048152443100901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364852778597736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980003913309252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923715822148168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05647769739279049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647154741263158,0.12217488094340477,0.08210177244966625,0.0,0.0,0.1454673323791236,0.0,0.0,0.13212763654623258,0.07905142577122821,0.08934954487373248,0.16405549512437542,0.048596571207492334,0.2151619504334461,0.06838912783358822,0.0,0.0,0.0846670678939178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132823465451712,0.11462937353915355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970101244343019,0.0,0.0,0.09290546507356312,0.0,0.0,0.16710094860908342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334285945087556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0570777288101079,0.0,0.0,0.09314405439452808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285874159842851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816277404930198,0.0,0.2986516340935925,0.0,0.0,0.08083337108090527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09732763375212876,0.054779070064540886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460479445572514,0.24401509736642876,0.0679999593314535,0.0,0.0,0.06813937209333255,0.1556878386553076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707336896488305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245125363800585,0.06582878357253638,0.0,0.1914400033031811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19589987988828272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858381848494024,0.13745732633650493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680237494938555,0.0,0.19944326891696804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738520720670022,0.0,0.0,0.20174101362697267,0.0,0.06858993043655748,0.0,0.07688260068429939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148587035216785,0.0,0.0,0.055064806594203916
anxiety,pixieleee,2019/03/17,"Anxiety in a relationship - how do I deal with it? I’m the one who’s having anxiety. And my bf handles it very well actually. Yet I panic about everything. If he doesn’t text (back) at the usual times I freak out, I’m unable to move and completely shut down. I overthink every word of a text before sending it (we have a long distance relationship so the phone is out main way to communicate) after phone calls I sometimes just sit there like paralyzed panicking over what things I’ve said and that I think were wrong to say. I’m having this incredible strong fear of losing him. He never actually have me a reason to even be scared, he’s amazing and takes care of me, I feel like I’m being unfair. It literally hurts. I tried multiple techniques and yet the anxiety is always stronger. I just wish I could be “normal” or at least now how to handle things properly so I would get some kind of relieve... if anyone has tips or wants to share their story and experience on this I’d be happy to read them",2.05292207792208,4.491466500000001,3.999264069264072,83.18318181818184,80.96969696969697,7.2057720057720065,22.55988455988456,8.269060116576782,1.5226187590187603,789,26,154,17,21,267,130,198,0.151,0.713,0.136,-0.3197,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,2,2,14,17,0,3,8,0,16,0,0,3,1,29,28,14,0,7,6,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,11,10,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,7,1,1,2,3,18,10,22,20,3,22,0,2,0,0,19,9,0,5,11,103,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.2681516620586619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143220524196829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153160001507184,0.0,0.0,0.09606843905019656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056468010129854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691139521096375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14029370047860495,0.0,0.1400814061535808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14405403481471676,0.0,0.0,0.10969719799006693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164623694321796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074683635667458,0.0,0.11575959918885508,0.0,0.12348004495932165,0.1343968000543646,0.0,0.15460541732316332,0.06947007159293463,0.09815364683478256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07178221582591451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462574929894229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14708213831221106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430737546204084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424664193559427,0.0,0.0,0.12158855604577605,0.0,0.1537077174766974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602710507756972,0.0,0.0,0.1059660165822542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13461605124306256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310110964321586,0.0,0.0,0.1612011813640291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743026476164796,0.0,0.0,0.1412629733864438,0.0,0.29501750909860003,0.0,0.0,0.13069228581366826,0.1092604951436928,0.13755444574338424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588527344721354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330250056953226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18255572034807896,0.08803594069255795,0.0,0.0,0.08011501230731256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328088548127438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513190715436144,0.11336368346729382,0.08103800081788358,0.10905623514947843,0.0,0.0,0.123532882979473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15799526632261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760010504521434,0.1502177692907147,0.0,0.0
anxiety,maria111111111121,2019/03/17,Effexor withdrawals - anxiety and shaking Has anyone experienced extreme shaking and anxiety when stopping Effexor? I feel like a junkie (with anxiety) coming off my drug. It’s very very uncomfortable.,7.514354838709679,11.677463580645163,7.987338709677418,51.601008064516144,74.48387096774194,12.132258064516131,46.45967741935484,10.686352973137794,8.017574193548388,165,12,17,7,4,54,25,31,0.33,0.599,0.071,-0.7245,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,1,2,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6551862413346827,0.0,0.0,0.19961790540950106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245920240564352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310722224997667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434990634940809,0.20395069997156484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13947365928075728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23867842916270945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47111041392944497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ellis_Boatwright,2019/03/17,"I’m so scared of everything that I’m worried I will eventually gonna kill my self.  For the past two weeks I’ve been having horrible anxiety. I start thinking that I’ve made up my reality, or my mind lingers to really terrifying places. I used to think about these things and shrug it off but now every night I dissociate and feel like I’m dying and can’t feel anything. I need help, I’m so fucking scared. Has anyone gone through this? I don’t want to be scared anymore. I can’t suffer much longer.",2.00205882352941,4.183784696078433,3.6585882352941184,86.99964705882354,79.49019607843138,7.217254901960787,23.925490196078428,8.238735603445708,1.4353419607843136,397,14,84,8,10,132,72,102,0.242,0.6809999999999999,0.077,-0.9495,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,2,3,1,0,8,1,0,2,0,14,24,7,2,2,2,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,6,0,1,3,2,10,1,9,18,1,9,0,1,0,1,2,3,1,1,6,44,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451019185177387,0.0,0.17437705051135205,0.12294508519737996,0.0,0.14469388617971138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18248476105146536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481451549062015,0.0,0.15802551595293202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778108181022633,0.1256136624248731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625528755887527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785577624906375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19453088940590346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590211828886811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663754918173497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775391309422829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925597613235998,0.13037641796285848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16500543100957654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678505329347544,0.0,0.0,0.1837059140854122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264180594083335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5281123504784632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18343002320817692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124454048050396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681426706504668,0.22533073995763825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717612842812852,0.0,0.0,0.1518614821372182,0.0,0.0,0.10370964713576927,0.0,0.14104097832670498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17856485994651172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lorkhan_,2019/03/17,"Does anxiety ever go away? I've suffered from anxiety for most of my life. I have tried so many things that I hope could help even slightly. Travelling, sports, psychotherapy, etc. None works. And it's only getting worse. Right now in every morning I wake up exhausted after many nightmares. And I can't even look at people in the eyes for more than a couple of seconds. So people who have successfully overcomed the problem, what is the key to it? ",3.1420238095238098,5.8785005833333335,3.923809523809524,83.55452380952383,78.88095238095238,6.590476190476192,26.0,7.793537801064563,1.7768428571428578,355,14,63,6,9,113,67,84,0.168,0.736,0.097,-0.6662,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,6,5,0,0,4,0,5,4,2,0,1,7,9,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,3,0,1,0,2,5,2,13,8,4,11,0,1,2,0,2,6,0,2,3,46,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101701372072584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904680370919364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618604587250597,0.22431280080510152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774071558426272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260934185940189,0.26779762527515605,0.1833775493675121,0.1708056556579846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591612725546408,0.0,0.1152140310835578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588316909889964,0.0,0.0,0.2013529635109533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319158470288393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702390384564433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4110653086736304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418249031363826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810897888283346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19398169530576934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17312715697640246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13468234913848665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13763785393721725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758716465559282,0.0,0.2065954244074756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lolyoureallythought,2019/03/17,"New to physical symptoms I (34f) am experiencing random shortness of breath going on almost a week now. I’m also have random muscle spasms in my left calf & sometimes in my other extremities. 

I’m going to the doctor on Monday but would appreciate any thoughts or advice on whether or not I should go to er before then. I have anxiety and depression, so if this is just related to that I’d like to avoid the awkwardness of feeling like I’m dying & the er dr not being able to help. (Which has happened before) 

Side note: I have had an extremely stressful and triggering week but my symptoms were already present. Thx for listening/reading",5.299990817263545,6.975707520661158,6.329366391184577,73.6302112029385,68.83471074380165,9.014141414141417,32.452708907254355,9.444778638647367,3.2732416896235086,514,23,86,11,9,171,85,121,0.124,0.738,0.13699999999999998,0.1927,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,3,5,0,11,5,1,1,0,20,20,11,1,3,9,0,1,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,4,2,0,3,2,7,2,14,14,0,18,0,1,0,0,1,8,0,6,9,56,11,1,0.167566777040645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16374431517912036,0.0,0.0,0.16779392223541162,0.0,0.1849141052762236,0.13400309105919472,0.0,0.3631170658297578,0.0,0.11395115449726505,0.0,0.12818812578565553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28517397077057965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14432501952710386,0.0,0.1739078591859286,0.0,0.0,0.1715116967134033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472679729005476,0.11970973899926195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856961829102725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14817874753926286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231647849427866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820617935484333,0.0,0.0,0.16372932627443085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16183703744053382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676121229902827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657278271645923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919471769510165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34833208303648394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302930357964451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688239221396538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903463068396998,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mrhwang366,2019/03/17,"Had 3 docs say it's anxiety, finally getting on meds and hoping they actually do something... but until then, I need reassurance... I have another doc appointment next week and will most likely be getting prescribed Xanax or something like it for instant relief to anxiety attacks. I know anxiety can cause any and every symptom under the sun, but it just doesn't make sense to me.

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My anxiety attacks have evolved. They went from chest tightness, shortness of breath, feelings of doom to constant waves of head pressure (not painful, just concerning), shaking, heavy limbs, and feeling like I'm going to pass out. Sometimes it feels like I'm experiencing denationalization. I smoked too much weed, and once, and it seems to have triggered a GAD (which, from what I've read can be a ticking time bomb in some people. ) 

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My blood pressure is normal, always. Doc says my heart and lungs sound okay. Just want to know if anyone else experiences these symptoms? I feel like death almost 24/7 now and I'm hoping it's just my anxiety getting worse but I also can't help but think it's too good to be true.",5.141617647058824,7.4147032598039235,5.170392156862746,79.36676470588236,70.32352941176471,7.545098039215688,31.60784313725491,8.313332769828598,2.5660078431372537,891,40,152,14,17,278,135,204,0.202,0.653,0.14400000000000002,-0.933,0,0,3,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,2,0,8,19,2,3,3,1,14,10,6,3,1,41,35,17,1,6,11,0,5,5,0,1,4,3,0,0,10,9,0,1,8,1,0,4,3,7,0,0,2,9,13,12,18,29,3,17,1,1,0,0,6,5,0,8,13,85,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.09859541724543458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011717853465979,0.0,0.0,0.08079751509354903,0.0840690702577652,0.21894238688975354,0.2455367485866835,0.06870714736985441,0.10594382608122492,0.3864568326787709,0.0,0.0,0.0706459006038129,0.10352212057451476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298834044121684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379059922400956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918275530782423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844016339170212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512619981219884,0.0,0.0,0.09883144841304396,0.0,0.0,0.2043449782765752,0.2165379029808734,0.0,0.11067871504409707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15835958201764788,0.0,0.05742042084851391,0.08474321978893573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369088162077507,0.0,0.0,0.1197267571174304,0.06772151518793695,0.0,0.0,0.20070076179366292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105219787138894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468025663876509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06744153194183479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122269167431172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427222346981717,0.0749160444250239,0.0,0.0,0.1074516853207925,0.0,0.09899267927967573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759879392694033,0.0,0.0,0.10750818000444058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700448279560555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106216901509243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16069390022693228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197831240411704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556309273515218,0.09992602790660356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21002774275016647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06473903789026841,0.0,0.0,0.05891422044838637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059592959014568264,0.0,0.0810440443384659,0.0,0.0,0.09366029736891117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296312092622836,0.0,0.0,0.2455367485866835,0.0
anxiety,elizab3th99,2019/03/17,"am i experiencing anxiety?? due to recent things happening in my life, i have developed this constant feeling of worrying. i worry about things i consider to be normal, such as: getting into medical school, the well being of my family while i am away at school, passing classes, etc. but sometimes my worry is paired with anger. in recent situations i have gotten so worked up that i feel like i need to lash out physically. i’m not a violent person so i don’t really know where this is coming from. i have gone from being able to speak my mind to wanting to avoid situations at all cost because i am afraid i will fight someone. ",5.6164999999999985,6.628092316666668,7.075000000000002,71.05500000000002,67.5,10.333333333333336,31.66666666666667,10.411451182825502,3.520166666666668,498,20,87,13,8,171,83,120,0.16399999999999998,0.754,0.08199999999999999,-0.8804,0,1,0,0,1,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,3,2,2,0,13,2,0,0,1,15,24,5,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,5,4,0,1,3,0,1,3,2,5,1,0,2,4,16,2,21,18,2,17,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,0,6,67,21,4,0.15302097003986995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706062324368717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14376823849476658,0.0,0.0,0.0932801630470102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318140162866847,0.0,0.16536130691756554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17065883086111847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425455203600926,0.0,0.15474400043572864,0.10931821157151862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994714113820342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353159384467428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409632328982353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808323650687388,0.0747583165737283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15415252869263596,0.0,0.0,0.1545075583651556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346311036289256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14992806121083038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361200874485282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802915173341586,0.0,0.3021794946539905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097307821600889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440039633042612,0.0,0.0,0.12965417134296509,0.0,0.15134165210550385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20332066616123196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902557327661408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758422914556598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114010886599826,0.4662006686704027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hunnnnnyb,2019/03/17,"Flight anxiety- flying tmrw Im unhealthily afraid of airplanes. Im so tense the entire flight that my muscles ache for days after flying, i also cannot breathe normally the entire time i fly and cry  until i can’t cry anymore. luckily i was prescribed xanex pills for my flight tmrw but i can’t shake this feeling of impending doom, any advice on how to handle this, or words that can ease my weird phobia? The news about the flight in Ethiopia was just the cherry on top of the cake... am i the only one with this severe or flying anxiety? 

Ughhh my flights in 9 hours and i cannot even sleep. ",2.246836158192089,4.610065576271187,3.4450000000000003,87.87789548022602,79.67796610169492,5.967231638418079,21.69774011299436,7.1686216300943375,0.797777401129943,470,14,90,6,12,152,76,118,0.214,0.71,0.076,-0.9352,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,2,7,0,8,3,2,1,0,12,9,9,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,2,1,11,0,14,7,0,11,1,1,0,0,0,5,0,2,5,56,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21041476293540606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721966872986592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464295425067389,0.0,0.3294486781885189,0.0,0.21354623023913236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4730525465015716,0.13886791046982394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14222125711923608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088756513260398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120534290618455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4651795808798951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21097445161577466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459109472490178,0.1637656612947894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24325788507662735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21548221025188424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255587326447994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jaioublie3218,2019/03/17,"Is this normal? 16yrs old. Get random bouts of anxiety. Just comes and goes, although particular instances aggravate it at times. I can tolerate it but I’m often mentally drained. Fatigue. Lack of motivation and maybe some cynicism? It’s not that I’m depressed or constantly like this. It just comes and goes. Mood changes obviously occur with hormonal changes and whatnot, but idk if it’s normal feeling low energy very often. Sometimes I don’t feel like myself but by morning I snap out of it, so to speak. ",2.759503722084368,5.795590806451613,4.075268817204299,78.5867493796526,87.1720430107527,7.592721257237388,29.73449131513648,8.384062270229773,3.182735980148884,407,21,67,11,13,133,67,93,0.188,0.6509999999999999,0.161,-0.228,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,27,10,11,0,4,8,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,9,8,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,0,3,4,2,8,10,2,8,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,6,5,42,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16435447976192302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4545512916146482,0.3701368311875277,0.0,0.23216920274387665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850441556550232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21726238066364045,0.1534840435108455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224671820574003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209923096048694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21583889730905764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165114400414348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4210014916924445,0.0,0.0,0.2254418250617173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124854439424096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527681274589214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17726816157051845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FreedomX10A,2019/03/17,"What kind of job have you find during in the college or an work study with your anxiety problem? I worked in an IT-service department before, but people overthere were very mad to me. They even laugh at me describling me a useless person. I quit. Now, what are other suggestion of job for me? ",3.514642857142853,5.706862607142856,4.370857142857143,83.67414285714288,74.71428571428572,7.337142857142857,27.271428571428572,8.238735603445708,2.011747142857143,230,9,42,4,5,74,47,56,0.188,0.736,0.077,-0.7269,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,1,3,2,5,1,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,2,8,2,0,5,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,1,1,31,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20671799564344215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22993780151660684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784781373003771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24697670458930904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5363044379895977,0.0,0.0,0.2813931399311369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18733691858802187,0.235946177940066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585645904288375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874128372174788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229602691958086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3934475850577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lolash5,2019/03/17,"Is it okay to ask to meet up at a show? I'm a woman in my 30s with major social anxiety issues and I need advice about this situation. There is this musical artist that I am a huge fan of and he will be DJing at a club at a casino 5 hours away. I wanted to go since (due to crippling anxiety) I've only seen his concerts live a few times. My problem is that I have no friends to go with. I have never been to a club before and the set is sometime between 10pm and 4am. There is this woman on Twitter also in her 30s who is also a huge fan of this artist. She has been to close to 200 of his shows and she tweets at him and gets responses half the time. She posted on Twitter that she is going to this club show. I have never interacted with her, but I'm worried about being at this club far from home by myself. Is it weird if I reach out to her, introduce myself as also a superfan and ask if I could hang out with her/her group at the show? If it's okay, how would I ask?",3.2857692307692297,2.981316369158879,5.166448598130842,87.34149173256651,72.22429906542055,8.079942487419123,24.40546369518332,7.61054688173877,0.9111542774982028,749,17,178,8,13,260,111,214,0.049,0.88,0.071,0.3591,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,12,2,20,0,0,1,2,26,32,16,0,8,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,2,13,14,0,0,0,12,1,4,3,2,0,1,3,2,23,3,37,24,2,30,0,0,1,0,22,18,0,3,6,127,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15581202616824133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825346811197792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24395658056920724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44719075906766775,0.0,0.1498078811037466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567962389289934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730730429262233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123190145986811,0.0,0.08330568656617714,0.0,0.2718561623289765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15994066461985085,0.0,0.157025457611035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16642365963919478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079666724784834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182296474163466,0.24595428442822476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212683898560686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15270836883673974,0.0,0.0,0.15257146128220464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189812187363564,0.17922771181403294,0.0,0.16253849770493534,0.0,0.0,0.15769945060216625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18595235679835256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940473377480641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16192852022088586,0.0,0.1132682192402773,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sydderino,2019/03/17,"advice on taking meds? hi! i need some help or advice about taking medication... i'm sort of afraid of doctors, hospitals, and have been afraid of taking pills for as long as i can remember. i first got prescribed 10mg of celexa (i can't remember the correct way to spell it) per day when i was around 14 and when i would take it, it would work really well! the problem is because of my problem swallowing pills, i rarely would take the meds long enough for them to work regularly.

i tried crushing them, cutting them in half, hiding them in food, and just chugging a drink to swallow it but my anxiousness would make me still be too scared to take it. i really want to get on and stay on medication to help with my anxiety but i'm anxious about swallowing pills big time.

is there any advice or help? i'd really appreciate it! thanks in advance! (sorry about the grammatical errors..)",3.89701680672269,5.800810852941179,4.8327731092437,82.04176470588239,72.82352941176471,8.38655462184874,26.26050420168067,9.04235418022936,2.1161680672268908,695,24,134,15,14,226,98,170,0.107,0.77,0.123,0.7805,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,4,4,11,8,1,3,5,0,12,11,0,1,1,25,26,12,0,8,5,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,0,6,6,5,0,2,1,0,1,1,6,1,2,3,0,17,2,26,18,2,19,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,4,8,85,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30873151888754996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161635498296368,0.0,0.08056404835360087,0.2379471075551708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375077151893332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06419774094749979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679180812949111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779217296874599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316650812044482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881633453632436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957906347985442,0.1273447262968038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05502162183932945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422831330364138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21176696707734688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18639713120490234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029715069003832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339576889971417,0.21218325054651724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808815002288981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20154036518202573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20239834117078204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23859787790211065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054365431455337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788912278795798,0.0,0.11224949463737792,0.08410298468496936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4750929786156268,0.0,0.0,0.0969579307036123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06140877458445351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150051787528651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06211625239363462,0.08359244501685238,0.0,0.0,0.09468890718702057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333803024033724,0.0,0.0,0.299244931881187,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,2018Slamry,2019/03/17,"Do's anyone here suffer in silence regardless if their partner knows about your problems? (24F) I have suffered with anxiety nearly all my life and its so crippling. My boyfriend (30M) is aware of this and i still cant communicate with him on how i feel. Its like im suffering in silence, as if someone tapes my mouth and binds my arms/feet together when i try to reachout for help. Its so horrible. I feel alone and i want help, but reaching out is probably the hardest part.

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""A sad soul can kill quicker than a germ""- John Steinbeck",2.3232857142857126,5.009179542857143,3.2186904761904778,87.57089285714287,82.14285714285714,6.166666666666668,28.75,7.492282038375204,1.9494285714285717,432,21,81,7,12,137,81,105,0.217,0.705,0.078,-0.9479,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,1,0,7,7,1,0,3,0,6,2,1,1,1,18,10,12,1,5,3,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,2,13,1,13,10,2,7,1,4,0,0,6,5,0,2,3,54,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411242755645262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522530186906563,0.2828935361048551,0.0,0.0,0.17810147047668295,0.0,0.0,0.16278841149571724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23543471118956294,0.1663218056701963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120995779600081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514782206624244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575733257038804,0.0,0.12794805310766874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16444285723373198,0.11374077587495175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521140218706836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510120200066814,0.2227708024414473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19726187961213648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18592493239823016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806488916173875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731926483201154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828935361048551,0.0
anxiety,psychedelicporncrepe,2019/03/17,"Brain Lock? Does anyone else experience a sort of mental paralysis when they’re trying to focus on something? 

As a law student I love arguing a point and debating, however I find that when someone argues something and I need to quickly formulate a counter-argument, my mind goes completely blank and I also cannot get it to focus on the problem before me. 

It usually happens when my brain has to spontaneously think of something. 

It feels like I’m trying to drive a car that has stalled.

I don’t know how to stop my brain doing this. ",4.000196078431372,6.2608696078431425,5.257450980392161,77.55519607843141,73.50980392156862,8.454901960784316,30.94117647058824,9.150863307647796,3.087776470588236,428,20,74,10,9,142,70,102,0.127,0.805,0.067,-0.6072,1,0,3,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,2,0,6,0,5,4,3,1,0,14,13,9,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,4,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,1,9,2,11,13,0,11,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,7,46,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280098044665364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161155123874874,0.17015175645308794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130787065004702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.556145608639173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741144982615554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453233530358417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872480759466901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624420408600291,0.0,0.0,0.08396673286628711,0.11863585072893865,0.0,0.0,0.15177909850181978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676136360017417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684947040422044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126419754989296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113027425430618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498788594464083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16735302442073194,0.0,0.16767687073538848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313403623006433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15698375429419814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15890041332052016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14070512768831026,0.3835315581046505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883658402894716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640683311914297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254925326299356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18289556591114103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ninanii,2019/03/18,"whenever i get a panic attack, i start to shake my legs then they start to get itchy. does anybody else experience this? i’m just curious. is it common?",0.2530000000000001,2.591391633333334,2.8766666666666687,85.12500000000001,99.33333333333334,6.4,19.333333333333336,7.554174236665415,1.285533333333334,119,4,23,3,5,41,25,30,0.312,0.62,0.068,-0.8053,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,12,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.397594216450431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058401983572034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29195323246742266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418673252462536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36518717878294815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4100500657542787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4947402572282271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cozydarkness,2019/03/18,Going to university after being absent since October Just thinking about going there makes me wanna lie on my bed and wrap myself in the blanket. Was anybody in the same situation?,8.2065625,9.36055653125,9.087500000000002,58.4075,61.8125,10.15,34.75,10.125756701596842,4.1045750000000005,147,6,19,3,2,50,29,32,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,6,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,7,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,18,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5616337390525847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329825514966661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4087369294516503,0.555405820483908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166088594935771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BigFatRee,2019/03/18,"Anxiety attack or no Recently keep getting this thing where I’ll completely escalate something that’s happening, like I’ll think of the worst case scenario that is completely unlikely. My heart starts palpitation and my face gets hot, sometimes start to sweat and occasionally get shaky hands. It doesn’t last longer than 2 minutes. I don’t know if this is a panic or anxiety attack but it is triggered by something. I haven’t been formally diagnosed but my doctor and counsellor have said it’s likely I have anxiety (before these started). It’s caused by stupid shit. An example: I was in the car yesterday and my mum left to go into a shop. The car was parked on a slight slope and the handbrake wasn’t fully on so the car was making noises (I think the wheels putting pressure on break or something) if I moved at all. I was terrified and was staying completely still panicking but my dog moved the car started moving down the slope. It was SO slow and if I was thinking rationally I would have just pulled the handbrake up fully. The car stopped after a few inches but I was near tears when my mum came back. Is paranoia or anxiety attack or something else? I’m probably just being stupid tbh",4.184691629955951,6.4846198370044075,4.847072687224671,80.52708480176211,73.09691629955947,8.416651982378855,29.41167400881057,9.120678840339163,2.7629402643171805,961,41,172,22,20,308,129,227,0.237,0.7559999999999999,0.006999999999999999,-0.9943,0,0,4,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,8,12,6,3,15,0,22,7,5,3,1,35,40,22,0,4,14,2,2,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,11,9,0,2,4,1,1,12,5,10,0,0,12,3,16,2,16,26,3,39,0,0,0,0,3,12,1,9,15,111,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32453431763646023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619666260801164,0.0,0.08155155255561647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024698996541757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130134984084523,0.0,0.10895010919706527,0.0,0.0,0.3335973284112127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076459737147829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855418768004264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859730361343751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662317578106168,0.0,0.06027483383234829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378616082056257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567846567299776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094268642178084,0.0,0.0,0.05828634373017025,0.08645089228695371,0.0,0.0,0.11523161676399718,0.0,0.0,0.1036285241980965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707941020132441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33816652336157954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244354442158664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434775694634546,0.0,0.0,0.1066169259797646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471883433543028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088482294733173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108866341598526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32659250581930066,0.10489342708732532,0.0,0.30027174153196223,0.11304301947219215,0.08469753352677148,0.08866869020143342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704597880841886,0.2038717947538181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534009567455019,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,attetreen,2019/03/18,"It's 4am and I'm feeling terrified to go to university tomorrow. I haven't been to university for almost 2 months. It started off with me just skipping a week, and then I got sick for 10 days and then I sort of just... stopped going. The thought of getting up and going to university is making my heart beat fast and I'm thinking up all these scenarios of how I might embarrass myself or something will happen or that I've missed so many lectures I might be way too behind. Is this anxiety? I've dealt with social anxiety since moving to this country and stressing over a lot of things but I've never felt this way. I feel... frozen and I'm plain terrified of going there. I thought I could get the pieces of my life together but right now there is no willpower or motivation, just frozen by my thoughts, feelings and the ringing in my ears. What do I do?",2.2190608875129034,4.502093754385967,3.6522394220846266,86.79371517027866,79.29239766081871,6.8305469556243565,26.433092535259718,7.928766900206844,1.6877709666322676,676,28,136,12,17,222,105,171,0.138,0.836,0.026,-0.9369,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,9,3,0,2,5,0,12,4,2,3,2,38,34,17,0,1,8,0,4,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,9,10,0,1,9,0,0,5,3,3,0,0,6,6,15,0,22,23,3,24,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,8,11,92,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15542356168503374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374752888532336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392508039536355,0.0,0.0,0.10009964930682087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354413156844436,0.0,0.14902897661302886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16218494237180595,0.0,0.35284486840499163,0.0,0.12413814499249208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725448694302742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18392834480918585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963164682726224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195668022807813,0.0,0.0,0.1036059911761497,0.15736178504119644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293132744243626,0.0,0.0,0.1238896654366618,0.16496702803911786,0.0,0.0,0.1197099594587764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13255119265023876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839393189582293,0.0,0.0,0.15822027264929706,0.0,0.11949067547244575,0.0,0.0,0.10986067525013438,0.0,0.0,0.12976515378204587,0.17779615316017894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311672829974074,0.09945432725633148,0.0,0.3696657404876696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24640196752771304,0.12450263659272012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,platinumdolphins,2019/03/18,"Ivy League Anxiety Each night my heart pounds, my teeth chatter, and I can’t sleep because I feel like I’m not doing enough with my spare time, it’s so maddening. Relaxing at home I think, “I could be working on extracurriculars right now, if I don’t get into an Ivy I will be poor and die.” Even performing high above national standards doesn’t feel good to me anymore because there’s always a bigger fish, some 6th grader in AP Calculus or something. I can’t even sleep in peace. Medicine isn’t working at all and my therapist feels patronizing. Each grade below 95 is just a huge blow to me. I don’t know how I got like this, my parents don’t pressure me this much. Has anyone here dealt with this? Did you get over it?",3.1268390804597708,4.864490551724142,4.0149137931034495,87.79938218390807,74.51724137931033,7.316091954022987,25.8764367816092,8.07648339933343,1.4516781609195406,570,20,119,9,12,183,99,145,0.103,0.7759999999999999,0.12,0.3658,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,3,8,5,0,1,3,0,15,4,4,1,1,22,24,7,1,2,4,1,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,0,5,1,1,0,8,1,0,0,2,3,18,4,12,18,6,16,0,0,0,0,2,13,0,3,5,73,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494606830496366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741106450748006,0.0,0.1781376995049131,0.1255965425397021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21899296529522289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14341430890374582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18642026248916024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855985227903468,0.0,0.2372785277974421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724682805816958,0.1283226708166905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876911546124493,0.0,0.0,0.15065920765681268,0.14366088136390928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21285405968238644,0.0,0.18978150784044046,0.18017646363273893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098716075348104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17550939977140734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320435353617912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16856396985536273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19945002817146035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15339701719501547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595053415414544,0.0,0.0,0.13828252189670331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20855608848780785,0.0,0.11509513300656594,0.0,0.0,0.10473958618258153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615352926695764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MysteryPoopsOnMyLawn,2019/03/18,"Does anyone else feel as if something about themselves tips people off to target them? Sorry if this is hard to understand. Does anyone else have experiences where it feels like you're negatively singled out? 

For instance, at the checkout line a few times, the cashier would greet the people before me, ask them how their day was, act friendly, etc and then I get to the front and they treat me very coldly - no smile, no ""how are you,"" nothing.

On another account and subreddit, there was a topic where everyone was sharing their experiences and I posted a response that was almost identical to 90% of the other replies. Someone responded to me and only me to say something extremely aggressive and rude. This was something that they could have said to 90% of the other replies, but for some reason they decided to pick on me.

I know that these things might just be coincidences, but my anxiety goes into overdrive sometimes because I feel like there's a target on my back saying ""Everyone pick on this loser!""",6.913852459016392,8.123964825136614,6.606680327868855,74.85788934426232,64.68306010928961,9.378688524590164,33.82923497267761,9.516144504307137,3.294034972677596,805,34,133,15,12,252,115,183,0.062,0.857,0.081,0.6785,0,0,3,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,7,1,9,8,2,0,10,0,13,0,0,5,0,29,21,14,0,4,5,0,4,2,1,2,0,3,0,0,11,8,0,0,7,0,1,2,3,3,0,0,6,8,19,5,22,11,4,17,0,1,0,0,15,10,0,5,6,101,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13429702347439695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14063150560657905,0.10259777892087428,0.0,0.0,0.1875529652710475,0.2748337910473073,0.0,0.0,0.1253796297883064,0.0,0.0,0.1031263284658583,0.0,0.08175539545930413,0.0,0.11412217718211555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070800929440112,0.0,0.0,0.08649322410960747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23473027181801834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22407211996111745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14957392600870284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563056869539258,0.0,0.26238084663752625,0.0,0.0,0.2034380602047504,0.19162388499319508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036170890221142,0.0,0.07006966889949191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201408973799631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737062194431207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13104384760298524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422750581260737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868717409707586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200067096787103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18595721864644954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12844531128222206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378927866611277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757428966654266,0.21330761750459132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363539368762107,0.3097453540811472,0.13264338540139886,0.1501310125812975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910019517592095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820366537397276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13961867753564114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065910510542368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527160685119003,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mariesimo,2019/03/18,"I need advice I get so much anxiety when doing math homework, I always think I’m going to fail and it keeps me from succeeding. I’ve never in my life had problems with math, I’ve always been the best math student (only there cause in the other subjects I’ve been average), and since I started college I got my first C’s and B- and it’s so frustrating and I can’t concentrate, I can’t even do a simple exercise without rethinking my whole existence. What should I do? I’m going crazy and I feel hopeless",0.08001213592233114,2.4374864854368963,2.615770631067964,87.774723907767,96.76699029126215,5.681796116504855,21.97148058252428,7.1686216300943375,1.2744567961165059,400,16,77,8,16,137,67,103,0.172,0.755,0.073,-0.8368,0,0,0,0,0,1,10.0,0,0,0,4,5,6,1,0,3,0,9,2,0,1,1,17,20,9,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,4,7,0,1,3,1,0,2,4,4,0,1,4,1,13,2,6,15,3,8,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,51,17,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282692421204467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3887444643708813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17870181502132118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451466677581254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399694725917561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15428926242210186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811415732837426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986983221287519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204530294889862,0.0,0.2655182301679413,0.0,0.18682964388137602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20763261746253608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16499716131657174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717213931466167,0.17320994197685355,0.18016516273938055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776617898269392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22352171839734847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19323466267420888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16534185229521092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14968015306565136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26080380197774433,0.0,0.2251801163875761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Slothstronaut4,2019/03/18,"My psychiatrist told me to get fucked?? Not literally, but...

Is this normal? Like am I right to feel so betrayed right now? They put me on Ativan when I was 14 - 6 years ago - and now they just emailed me telling me that they're cutting me off and that I'm on my own now.

This is because I've been going to college and can't see her as much. I last saw her over the summer. I tried to see her over winter break but then she had a family emergency. I called two weeks ago to make an appointment but no one picked up so I left a message. I should kept calling, I admit, but... then I emailed her the other day and that's when they replied saying that my Ativan wasn't meant for long term use (??? I've been on it for 6 years now so...???) that I was a no show on my last appointment (again ???) and that I also never followed up on her recommendation to see a therapist at my school (I did last year and I filled out forms for you to prove it???) and therefore I should just find someone else. 

I have about 6ish days worth left. I'm gonna contact my GP because I'm 99% sure he can help me, right? Like maybe they can cut me off but the entire medical community can't, right? Like if in 6 days I need more someone will help me, right? This has never happened to me before so I'm sorry if I'm overreacting, I'm just scared. Without my meds my mind races so hard it's unbearable and I don't eat or sleep. My meds allow me to function as a normal human being. I need ativan how could she just tell me to fuck off like that...",1.560385463833743,3.0209234200626973,3.222166492511324,93.00471844885641,78.12225705329153,6.230628120283293,21.21920352954836,6.937597516519254,0.2598727737141533,1157,30,272,12,27,384,161,319,0.101,0.81,0.08900000000000001,-0.604,1,0,0,0,0,0,57.0,0,1,4,0,19,10,4,1,9,0,22,5,1,6,4,46,48,29,0,9,14,0,2,4,0,4,1,1,0,1,14,9,1,1,5,1,1,4,10,5,0,2,11,7,50,5,32,31,5,54,0,0,4,2,27,22,2,3,31,174,64,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17282885891256525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795859195464548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188517082406696,0.0,0.08295241940937365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19908584379810595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783371295231775,0.0,0.0,0.18860897275801794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975132923919278,0.08143607549346235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190003196248588,0.0,0.049291264592109744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909937838975851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802463289099848,0.0509318057712054,0.0,0.05540288155657299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620552275664231,0.0,0.08732726936831538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068406777050062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383894691019612,0.0,0.0,0.2118351294971764,0.0,0.0,0.1905046762301764,0.0,0.0,0.08627101642478296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06507188820550085,0.0,0.097936625420679,0.0,0.21656736345356195,0.09820572116445207,0.0,0.0,0.09843189938754232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166257472576673,0.14456754843077674,0.15037263792481825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19102889195357173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06605825104273391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799919048159532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4162576069069891,0.0,0.07752385814642544,0.09759933199273876,0.09865986334064726,0.23304839009984316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755524317013137,0.0,0.1651971784920007,0.0,0.0,0.10912629805619767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918783087531988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17041209532697238,0.0,0.0,0.11318741379364718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315094299016577,0.0,0.06618580781931152,0.0,0.09522852434456736,0.0,0.0,0.08419560268903897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819645908195888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397190776110037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18833112389649004
anxiety,therealdeb,2019/03/18,"My medicine really does work I’m on 150 mg of Zoloft once a day and 50 mg of Vistaril 4x a day as needed. I started these medications right after the new year began. 

At first, I didn’t think they were working, but since a few weeks ago, I can really tell they’re working. I wake up happy and ready to tackle the day. I laugh and smile more and do not have the negative or racing thoughts as much. I feel great. I’m hoping that the medicine continues to work! ",1.5970409356725168,3.5539448210526317,3.1835087719298265,91.03900584795325,79.73684210526315,6.7485380116959055,21.08187134502924,7.793537801064563,0.7579941520467832,358,10,79,6,9,118,68,95,0.0,0.7140000000000001,0.28600000000000003,0.9862,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,5,0,4,0,0,7,0,5,3,1,0,0,12,14,8,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,1,8,4,10,10,3,16,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,12,44,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16552253496004055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36127109191770096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16340636791457572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441496192253017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15883019395973852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20586756963079025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19877474306339288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854623973868772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18810816685357634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726609207520318,0.1384559687530337,0.0,0.18034244437794464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988585404388535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23924465186752206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594641421002535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544627987970722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216658393669822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16320793983048051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964735025762288,0.0,0.1482406633293943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14978142207943373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5437589574701054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024629542141865
anxiety,moistnoodle56,2019/03/18,"Please read!! Does anyone else feel like pain (mostly physical)  increases when your anxiety kicks in ? 

like sometimes I feel a slight pinch or pain anywhere in my body and I start to worry about it like 

For example:

*slight pinch* occurs to my lower abdomen 

My instant thoughts are 

“Oh no maybe my kidneys are shutting down “
Or “what if my intestine has a blockage “

And everytime I keep thinking about it, it just hurts slightly more than how it felt the first time 

I’m wondering if anyone else has had the same experience or is experiencing the same anxiety as me . 

(Any,advice,tips on this would be very much appreciated)

For some background info:
I am a 16 year old male junior in highschool and I’m having a really hard time coping with my anxiety. 

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anxiety,jkszos,2019/03/18,"Starting EMDR tomorrow Hi, I don’t know if this is the place for this but I thought I’d give it a shot. 
I am doing EMDR in therapy tomorrow for the first time and I’m a little nervous. Does anyone have any insight or thoughts about their first time with EMDR? 

Thanks
Also, EMDR = Eye movement desensitization and reprocessing",2.582857142857144,5.27110315873016,4.589841269841274,78.18571428571431,80.90476190476191,6.774603174603175,26.46031746031746,7.957251820313856,2.0424984126984134,261,11,46,5,7,89,48,63,0.038,0.8959999999999999,0.066,0.3898,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,2,2,2,0,1,4,0,5,1,1,0,0,10,12,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,2,1,4,1,5,10,0,11,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,2,7,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20575140745888668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17496320595336445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17990025390763098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251525879041245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4376944382735934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468120388604336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14139757879302256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25786802084925103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268808960807515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18210825433285294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368742503377004,0.2942288009805413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40851246383109896,0.3000509053419251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dont-get-murdered,2019/03/18,"How do I explain that I can’t control my panic attacks to my parents? I’ve always gotten pretty bad panic attacks and my parents are aware of them, but they’ve never experienced them first hand before. Usually when I feel myself start to break down I make a quick exit or I manage to calm myself down enough that I down visible panic. 

Today I had an awful panic attack and I couldn’t leave the room. My mom was asking “What’s wrong?” and “Are you okay?” which made it worse, but she wasn’t aware of that. 

As it got bad, my mom started to “harshly speak” to me, you know when your parents are frustrated at you and they want to yell, but you haven’t given them a reason to yell? It was pretty much like that. 

Anyways, she said “you’re being overdramatic!” and it occurred to me that she has no idea I can’t control it. She kept telling me to get over myself and just do the thing I was freaking out about. 

So through tears, I tried to explain that I KNOW I’m overdramatic, I don’t want to be like that!! I cant physically help it. My deep breaths, crying and inability to move are all things I’m not able to control yet. I tried my best to explain that most of my reaction was involuntary and it wasn’t me just trying to get out of something. 


I don’t think she believes me. I think she thinks that I was putting on a show so that I could get out of doing things. How do I convey that I can’t control my panic attacks?

TL;DR
My mom thinks that my panic attack are controllable. How do I explain to her that they’re not?",1.9609790050205405,3.7756173833865816,3.5479176175262452,89.53603434504794,78.04153354632588,5.877179370150618,22.68016887266089,6.7097532225279775,0.5435779096303062,1183,36,251,11,28,392,139,313,0.241,0.6709999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.9953,3,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,5,4,7,13,21,6,6,6,2,30,2,2,11,2,50,58,20,0,4,8,6,2,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,25,11,0,6,13,1,0,2,14,16,0,1,14,7,57,5,33,40,5,25,0,0,0,0,31,12,0,2,12,185,82,1,0.07221497982392326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06008864823492206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06751125782966404,0.4107748242134633,0.0,0.0,0.12059298346250708,0.0,0.0,0.06144962894557032,0.08136155288984476,0.07578516601500804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40497620218450736,0.057657785203013526,0.0,0.07932476438236548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461737843902774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03651406361633863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061426024947189586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318803918387342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057756916329145626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04840417874953253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815219221836544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937492865269899,0.0,0.0,0.07646523661359644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07056118284488228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06833155999456038,0.048204059790977145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537319347299409,0.0,0.07675309499831343,0.0530863193326578,0.0,0.055696644352500435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5083723154205363,0.2405585670833581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14693719246962553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07259600063430832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424902664689864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869298287653319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055594619573158144,0.0,0.0,0.10222826881566842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06311907537018925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392927127041186,0.1850897726323465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845135699712178,0.0,0.0,0.1470876929540142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953459782054945,0.0,0.08518853225152129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735932339389041,0.0,0.07895574394000608,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wishiwasborninirelan,2019/03/18,"PanickAttackAboutGradSchoolPresentation So last week I had a paper & prezzie due. I did the presentation and then I found out that my dad got arrested for pulling a gun out at a ski resort. I got blackout drunk because I was so upset about everything going on, and I wrote my paper, which is COMPLETELY incoherent. My presentation was supposed to be two days later but I turned in my paper. When it came time for my presentation, I literally had a panic attack. I told my teacher I had super low blood sugar and I went down to my office (I have an office because I'm in grad school) and sat there freaking out because I felt so guilty and overwhelmed. My prof came down and gave me my notes, and said that it was no problem, and that I could present next week. She tried to hand my paper back to me but I told her to keep it, because I felt horrible. She told me to prepare to present next week. Now, I'm freaking out because my presentation is better than my paper. I mean, it's not that good, and it contains most of the aspects of my paper but I have a bunch of extra garbage in my paper that isn't in my presentation. I can show you all my paper vs my presentation if you wanna see. I just feel sick to my stomach because I worked harder than one on the other, and it's obvious. I'm going to feel so awkward whenever I see her.",3.1077323799795735,4.818236588014983,4.876515151515153,81.71659090909094,74.50561797752809,7.101736465781411,26.36857337419135,7.84624498591911,1.515286142322097,1047,38,210,15,22,356,131,267,0.18600000000000005,0.76,0.054000000000000006,-0.9885,1,0,0,1,0,0,28.0,0,2,0,3,10,12,1,4,9,0,15,6,3,0,2,38,42,20,0,4,7,1,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,13,16,2,2,6,3,0,6,3,9,0,2,22,9,49,3,31,18,4,42,0,2,2,0,13,14,0,2,22,149,62,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13081713558404434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735434655077164,0.0,0.09283833981698346,0.0,0.44159635847225304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067809601245394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276179069162494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658913765398755,0.0,0.0,0.09639767268221387,0.0,0.0,0.07786457106744253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850950776200843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220952466485437,0.0,0.2318505093864041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323805189765454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723381910904842,0.10126741952931996,0.1931268187228252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731548281249548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841575131441067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151662755469565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568076814549796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818136694298271,0.0,0.0,0.14165738963107305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552780782729492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148473472503566,0.0,0.0,0.12219102561649615,0.1924215234061381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07040198724156255,0.0,0.0,0.346104551811883,0.0,0.08197164951237128,0.13132582676203636,0.11794128497250984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905408099485893,0.0,0.0,0.11192325062136403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789706456184143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pheatherphox,2019/03/18,"[advice] How to Break Up with my Therapist I have near crippling social anxiety and some PTSD from childhood traumas. I am a thinker and incredibly self sufficient when it comes to my health. Not like crazy nutso WedMD, but logical and common sense through forums to help uncover the less than ideal places in my brain myself.  I have never been one to talk but last fall I decided enough was enough and tried therapy. I wanted it to end and just hurry up to move on with my life so I caved. 

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I have been going to my therapist for about 7+ months now. Over this time, he has never told me or helped me have any significant breakthroughs. Everything we talk about I have already come to those conclusions and coping mechanism myself with the help of the Internet, and this sub (thanks, guys). As of now, it is just a money guzzler and a time waster as it is on the other side of town for me. I just want to end my sessions and free up my time. I don't want to say it is too expensive because they always come at you with lower prices and I always cave because I just want to end the conversation. ",4.762638888888887,5.854478504629633,5.376925925925927,82.1606666666667,69.50925925925925,8.722962962962962,27.36296296296297,9.029198982220553,2.073698518518519,871,28,170,16,15,281,129,216,0.036000000000000004,0.855,0.109,0.9432,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,1,1,2,12,5,0,0,8,0,14,3,1,1,2,39,24,18,0,5,8,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,9,18,0,0,4,0,4,6,4,1,0,1,4,1,27,5,36,20,4,34,0,0,0,0,15,12,0,2,16,125,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721537849254425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236964480173022,0.0,0.1996187883432443,0.12996757860502664,0.14575440199449072,0.08157124532505597,0.0,0.0917626951859606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462428429201295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390572822089625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30998321372096194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187247141953444,0.2478842695065224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780482171917907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817129534557202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877100684317413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750301040089465,0.0,0.0,0.2412032171606405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777661647935144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472540818141608,0.0586023243878511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574427437105723,0.1274896363557472,0.0,0.0,0.18502823722982625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812823523853677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532395921830394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402170770126438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539037828983102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513574678529946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222756163091142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19282520882160187,0.0,0.11043537685652316,0.13717518249452998,0.2785462560191602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098343409657384,0.0,0.0,0.11461895605225506,0.0,0.08143930650842215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28300239876098665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575440199449072,0.0
anxiety,skeel05,2019/03/18,"Eye problems or anxiety? Hello, I'll try to keep this brief. Lately I've been having issues with my eyes--bouncing vision and whatnot that has lasted nearly 5 months. I finally got around to seeing a neuro-ophthalmologist who recommended that I try some eye exercises to strengthen the muscles so my vision can stabilize.

On day three of these exercises, I think I strained my eyes too much, and started noticing tiny--very brief-- specks of light sometimes when I would look around. I also noticed that every time I look at something, I get an outline of it when I look away. Doesn't matter what I look at or for how long. 

I don't know if my mind is just getting to me or what. I've had health anxiety for the longest time, and it's a fierce beast to control. I guess I'm just afraid this time considering it's something sensitive such as my eyes. I'm afraid it's a retinal tear or something. I made an appointment to have my eyes looked at again but sadly, due to cost, it may be another two-three weeks.

Has anyone else experienced anything like this and received any success? Just kind of freaking out now.",5.59243189368771,6.420993734883728,5.986262458471763,79.49680232558141,67.46511627906978,8.561461794019934,32.10132890365449,8.634040054169528,2.509691029900333,883,36,166,13,14,284,135,215,0.078,0.851,0.071,0.1112,0,0,3,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,2,14,9,0,3,7,0,13,8,5,3,0,30,30,16,0,3,9,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,15,8,0,2,2,2,1,3,2,6,0,1,4,13,20,3,24,23,2,28,0,1,11,0,3,9,0,8,17,104,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714933959060376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261211974659567,0.12738476827630235,0.18586723134517094,0.0,0.0,0.08494323842134874,0.1244729573080142,0.09996956976476716,0.21628997915071893,0.0,0.0,0.1141366059053318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362527127093016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834602398054108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014828610250314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235406477585073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307790543832124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269389600496667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971604810988978,0.0,0.13382643319069595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912998840848475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12679594366872596,0.0,0.10797903686682786,0.0,0.1265051058465598,0.06676348691416542,0.09902427646924733,0.13703730911066714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059350108245447175,0.0,0.0,0.10750799958462263,0.5100726173973968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494947558270888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266247735351335,0.0,0.09696600104452636,0.0,0.08930345755886461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766167737772504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624214040319986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680565294639523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805689947220638,0.12014908636483372,0.0,0.08598578673620752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784094312168767,0.0,0.0,0.21251189231856527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16495699469937847,0.0,0.11867054058191168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002356079508398,0.0,0.0,0.09744576149548184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629752991481922,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Throwawaysad112223,2019/03/18,"Go to work, exercise, go home Im feeling kind of depressed about my life. I do jackshit, and it's extremely difficult for me to meet new people in this world. Im so fucking sad that meeting women is such a far off possibility for me. I have two parents and a brother but I'm starting to feel like they are a bit toxic themselves. I'm trying my best to take some responsibility for where i am at right now but i just don't see the point in trying anymore if I'm just going to live the rest of my life online. ",1.970833333333335,3.4563721944444485,4.3862962962962975,84.98833333333333,77.05555555555556,6.651851851851853,25.88888888888889,7.3871296695380915,1.224733333333333,399,15,86,5,9,140,76,108,0.061,0.841,0.098,0.7112,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,2,7,7,1,0,5,0,6,4,0,0,0,10,18,6,0,1,5,2,2,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,2,1,0,3,1,4,0,1,0,3,10,3,15,18,4,15,0,2,1,1,6,9,1,2,4,54,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18211645674465585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19271347713413925,0.0,0.2004817278867933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15816445301678142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18570262582543565,0.1311887949271624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16976748745931616,0.0,0.0,0.3130918024265334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18420075726122065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3967143644958907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19122746896964526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594134928723714,0.08971472658674493,0.0,0.16215296334144966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17735571135558642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20390480245988774,0.0,0.0,0.12730930396855744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17359431758998653,0.20702073549416086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568231841120457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146333224030866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997771319105866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380705760784529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493520587498023,0.0,0.1793845945179743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133688379683342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,unburiedgod,2019/03/18,"Its 3 am in Germany and i dont know how to tell my parents at 6 am why i am not going to school Hello, Unfortunately, I have been under severe fears since I was a toddler and my parents have never really taken that seriously but it has developed a real anxiety disorder within years. I was able to control my anxiety disorder really well at the end of 2017 until last month It's getting worse every day now and I still have a vocational school.

I do not know how to explain to my parents why I can not sleep properly anymore or why I have panic attacks etc. because I think they do not understand it and then they still clam up. What should I do?

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anxiety,emptypiggybanks,2019/03/18,"Psychiatrist or therapist? I have never been diagnosed with any mental condition- and never have sought much help- which is why I don’t have a diagnosis, nor have any clue what it is I am suffering from. But I really think I have social anxiety and depression. For the first time in my life I am going to do something about myself and get help.

Question: do I need to go a psychiatrist first, or a therapist first? My concern with the psychiatrist is that they’ll put me on a pill and send me off and that’ll be it. My concern with the therapist is I won’t get the medical help that I’ll need. Which comes first? Please advise me. Thank you!",3.722913385826772,5.342594874015749,5.158275590551185,80.70040551181104,72.70078740157481,9.489448818897637,26.08582677165355,9.888512548439397,2.491353385826771,507,17,102,14,10,170,71,127,0.068,0.821,0.111,0.6407,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,4,1,3,0,0,8,0,19,4,0,0,2,18,28,9,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,8,9,0,0,2,0,0,5,5,2,0,4,1,0,17,1,11,23,1,15,0,2,0,0,9,3,0,3,7,77,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910877167342423,0.0,0.1074810359618194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102709375883172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101122876171093,0.14260311028116446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4780321118445384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680942768999453,0.0,0.1596971717483351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825197277086489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923830839070484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415375471351089,0.14158953201000646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328262883062003,0.2083558468652112,0.2167223464758656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15422525969913406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123988783468247,0.1573905742023786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000699373377133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432206179988517,0.0,0.10816267789018973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935222409628036,0.0,0.4893890719897794,0.0,0.0900258226952001,0.0,0.0,0.08192585705864547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677812334223312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bbbbennieandthejets_,2019/03/18,"DAE have anxiety when away from their pets? Whenever I leave my bird for more than a few hours, I get this really horrible feeling of guilt to the point where it gives me an anxiety attack. My parents always stay with her and spend time with her if I'm gone so she's never lonely, but it still makes me feel really awful. Does anyone else get this way?",4.111971830985915,5.138099915492962,5.071943661971833,83.99101408450704,70.97183098591547,9.060281690140846,22.65070422535211,9.3871,1.605296338028169,278,6,57,6,5,91,60,71,0.195,0.763,0.041,-0.8598,1,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,4,3,1,1,3,1,1,0,0,1,1,9,9,5,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,1,2,10,0,8,8,2,11,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,1,5,36,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820484999206718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347432603098923,0.0,0.0,0.15298111649190138,0.22417336960446013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489020563780224,0.20555780222767447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19146217712565936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18276865437355266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22125079204225329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286145924692959,0.2098806446815698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21546134771084466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316640834914684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460421732358703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687421976168709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24293732436437146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20682464822507785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803214005476976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23319807389851846,0.17472376246334242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757659176840785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17366311744540014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xjwfeminist,2019/03/18,"I need to write to live, but I can’t. I’m 35, female, gay. Happily married to an amazing woman. She’s Greek. I moved from the UK to Greece with her two years ago. It was my idea: “let’s move to the land of your people which also just happens to have amazing summers and decent food.”

It was a great way to leave the rat race behind and do what I’d always dreamed of: become a full-time writer. What could be better than waking up whenever I want, getting my laptop out on the roof terrace and writing stories in the sun with an ice-cold coffee?

Well, it turns out my stupid brain thinks that it knows better.

I have plenty of work to do. I ghostwrite romance novels and just three hours’ work a day, 5 days a week, would more than keep me going. I have amazing editors and clients to write for and every time they get the work they’re happy and give me great feedback, which of course feels amazing.

But I can’t do it. It’s like I’m terrified of writing. I’m lucky if I write 1,000 words a week when it should be near 30K. I’m avoiding emails from clients who up until now have been really patient with me but who now want updates on the work.

I’m a good writer. I don’t mean that to sound conceited but the feedback is always positive and I’ve read some terrible ghostwritten stories other clients have published. I know it’s not about my ability.

I’m on sertraline for depression but I’m not depressed. I just wish I could wake up and sit in front of the computer and write without feeling as though I’m about to take on the most terrifying task in the world. 

I procrastinate like you wouldn’t believe. I will do ANYTHING not to have to write. But when I finally complete a project, it feels great.

I’ve tried mindfulness but I didn’t like it and for some reason I had terrible nightmares during the time I was doing it.

Can anyone help at all? Thanks in advance!",2.7804563492063497,4.544984780423281,3.7512665343915375,89.20721726190477,75.53439153439153,6.629761904761906,25.30456349206349,7.413659706084162,1.1415579365079371,1469,51,304,18,32,472,197,378,0.093,0.677,0.23,0.9965,0,1,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,2,1,7,12,24,1,1,21,0,31,5,3,1,1,65,59,25,0,10,15,0,3,3,0,4,0,1,0,1,20,16,1,2,9,3,0,5,9,6,1,2,6,4,31,18,50,44,5,41,0,2,0,1,18,17,0,5,20,192,51,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565241181607248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629261790149746,0.17957334823200988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545058409350419,0.0,0.08879767913854672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917401508305793,0.0,0.12157343274443967,0.0,0.19086868205111965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045910188937213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313768783228845,0.0,0.0,0.1723087778588069,0.0,0.0,0.13918125516744695,0.0,0.1858790519716744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091569988625918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16368198121650693,0.0,0.0,0.11820606185810205,0.0,0.0,0.13048070931202932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275316149898765,0.10351354202584848,0.061325629015781466,0.09050667308917162,0.0,0.3569011836603187,0.0,0.0,0.0954211723137016,0.11486824791998093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232730891608426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626595561039352,0.0,0.0,0.12181306245728005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591206496088316,0.0,0.0,0.11860494554742035,0.0,0.0,0.1142571764002189,0.0,0.11034148827472663,0.0,0.1581526822977673,0.0,0.09528322744273124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175415792286172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895458820125196,0.0,0.0,0.229374610028362,0.0,0.08001114376816207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480863202030101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079354869394024,0.0,0.06912752988814998,0.11094563373953893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113209794340688,0.0,0.0,0.09934561045070502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691419909821154,0.10601737809140067,0.0,0.1258420462122132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326128501623685,0.11737105306090564,0.10540876199213506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272918464363594,0.0856509871755833,0.1731118275900945,0.0,0.0970207101073604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408690352323665,0.10401780902637488,0.0,0.31422824536347954,0.0,0.0,0.07665352956761425,0.0,0.0,0.06948811031551294
anxiety,backtotheburgh,2019/03/18,"Take your meds, people!! On Saturday, I had my second appointment with a new therapist. So when I woke up sweaty and anxious, I chalked it up to nerves of meeting with someone relatively new. The appointment went well, still kind of in the getting-to-know-you phase. 

Immediately after, I was so hot. Sweating all over. I couldn't breathe, I was crying, and I felt very nauseous. I went to Trader Joe's to get a banana (maybe this is stemming from hunger?), and I happened to run into my mom (the source of a lot of my early life trauma). So this day is just getting worse. I spent most of the day on the couch- I couldn't eat, I'm irritable, still having trouble breathing. 

I must have been too far in to realize it was the worst panic attack I've ever had. 

I went to a gathering in the evening, a sort of post-trip catch up with friends. Besides needing to step outside to refresh in 36°F weather and that I couldn't sit still, I felt miserable all over. I ended up leaving early and called my husband on the way home to have him look up Effexor withdrawal symptoms. Sure enough, that's what it was. 

I'll spare you the rest of the details of it getting worse and worse, but I ended up in the emergency room and was treated for withdrawal. Luckily, all it took was some zofran, compazine, fluids, and a few anti anxiety meds via IV. 

If I learned anything from it, it's too not forget to take medication. It was totally an accident, but I went three or four days without taking my effexor, and I paid for it. The week was weird, schedule-wise, so I wasn't home most mornings to take it. I'm now getting a weekly medicine container to keep with me so that even if I leave the house early, I'll still have the medicine with me when I get the alarm on my phone. ",4.22148674242424,5.049824690340909,5.181704545454547,84.03526515151519,70.5625,8.253030303030304,30.57575757575757,8.472884824447931,2.1846530303030303,1369,56,281,21,24,449,182,352,0.118,0.83,0.052000000000000005,-0.9633,0,0,0,0,0,0,57.0,0,2,0,0,19,13,1,3,23,0,22,9,3,0,7,46,47,21,0,7,8,2,3,0,1,1,4,0,4,0,16,15,2,2,4,0,2,8,6,8,1,3,22,4,34,5,49,21,12,52,0,1,1,0,10,20,0,8,22,193,50,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225342774247799,0.10670078337430483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772369592175432,0.0,0.0,0.10744967189968042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644325767240301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037480805052374,0.18273588329540302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664517542227884,0.0,0.0,0.16730802613695545,0.0975913366482434,0.0,0.12476569499336627,0.08543476578446164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18137220837153725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297126636941276,0.0,0.2467292085666553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352117142426528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894806235967214,0.0,0.0,0.10898176860148212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395084471313845,0.0,0.09835437326081864,0.0519068449309406,0.0,0.0,0.20001626442405232,0.0,0.0,0.0667123077148294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931359333824167,0.0,0.0,0.08029738593887296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488697961458993,0.0,0.20982367845466604,0.0951476959936166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061783540981067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003293181667017,0.0,0.1824393736798797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081586000190892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547922675317175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904562858494972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002655411408788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017092140251446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901731269828893,0.09816894832422847,0.2840563659421132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966287412020873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493660652862853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793053357371721,0.0,0.07496942878705587,0.15152300351317344,0.0,0.08492123041562379,0.35022165251293114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104571918595966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887556043355188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gluepaperdove,2019/03/18,"I (f23) went to the gym today and had an anxiety attack on my way out Okay so I went to the gym today and I went totally unprepared with no idea of what was to come. I went in trying to look as normal as possible by trying to not make it so obvious that it’s my first day. 

I looked so lost once I got to the workout area and I felt people staring at me. I panicked and went up to the second floor where I had no idea what would be there. They were seats where you peddle like a bike and that looked familiar and easy to handle. Right!?! NO 
I sat down and the seat slid down with me on top. I didn’t know I had to adjust anything, okay that happened. Then I had these wireless headphones that I bought and I thought they were charged so I put them in my ear and hit play. I couldn’t hear anything but to my surprise my headphones actually didn’t charge and I had rap music talking about b***** and money out loud! (Kill me). Turned that off. Now my awkward ass is sitting peddling away wondering what to think about before I start crying.  I sat there for 5 minutes before getting up and just plain out leaving. I wanted to lift weights and things of that manner but I was terrified to make eye contact with someone and never even got to see any of the machines. I’m just stuck with the thought of canceling my subscription and not doing that ever again.  :( ",1.0747565982404694,3.4211491818181834,2.4158592375366585,93.54224046920822,84.45454545454545,5.148387096774194,21.59824046920821,6.532088108194933,0.3812803519061583,1055,35,223,11,31,339,152,275,0.134,0.8220000000000001,0.045,-0.9761,0,0,0,0,0,1,30.0,0,1,3,3,16,9,2,1,9,2,16,4,3,2,4,48,49,24,1,4,6,0,2,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,14,23,1,0,9,6,2,8,9,4,0,2,26,11,36,5,42,19,1,40,0,1,6,1,7,20,1,1,11,158,50,0,0.0,0.0,0.1080730740521521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531174199638807,0.0,0.08472113423301507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822706515389788,0.0,0.0,0.12599067422450358,0.10405043040479538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884750409551566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539871442824634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165035389365216,0.07142263825894009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314733379074069,0.10017698102835143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633446530973116,0.0,0.0,0.09420132201195816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05786072453941765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17714894877919338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793318596252336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481989185903394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25003971359887195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225251214568691,0.0,0.06086364224380115,0.0,0.0,0.11726505798073028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054105378888102136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789987048778383,0.0,0.12089340770657855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784893414664238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541489595242735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850852359376496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794191605317166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677800946692137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485057646333005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133130034724288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945773131974797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825100216353232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383555417564417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783872802912864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901422504525294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357537049129248,0.07096219105765822,0.0,0.17584145826955766,0.0,0.0,0.2099503696742596,0.0,0.0,0.15037985544259191,0.12046090911817862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06532143635577058,0.08790579544929414,0.0,0.1348599825063635,0.0,0.5133177857597446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010037234412126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867147493377656,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nahnoi,2019/03/18,"Anybody else get random bursts of anxiety after a breakup? I could be doing absolutely nothing, literally just laying in bed browsing through reddit, and out of no where I’ll get that infamous fight or flight feeling in my stomach .. and this will happen like 10-20 times per day 

when does it end?? food doesn’t even taste good anymore, and I can’t even stomach more than two bites of food whenever I eat anyways :(",8.186538461538461,7.48280957692308,7.748333333333335,74.24250000000002,62.20512820512821,10.364102564102565,38.730769230769226,9.516144504307137,3.646553846153848,329,15,59,5,4,104,64,78,0.121,0.794,0.084,-0.466,0,0,0,0,1,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,1,0,6,6,2,0,0,9,10,5,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,4,2,9,7,1,9,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,6,36,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17644457705545544,0.0,0.2287401757597564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841531260158777,0.0,0.0,0.14874844764380568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20184103383458224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23600980098289606,0.19267624919516996,0.0,0.2042850756848104,0.0,0.0,0.30468077393637955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662222082959815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5577993368223779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410074218647871,0.0,0.0,0.19345603841872053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039606732521403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126826355756711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213123348755124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13449231363710898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253089282105098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,consideritthrone,2019/03/18,"I want out Has anyone every quit a well paying management job because the anxiety was becoming crippling and found something very simple although extremely low paying like cashier or data entry instead?  I'm on the verge of doing this, I'm not quite sure how I'm going to manage financiallly but I'd almost rather lose my car and take the bus and deal with collectors than deal with being a manager anymore.  I also considered asking if I could step back into my old position but I feel like I would be so embarrassed for the person taking my spot to see how very little control I had on my duties. I feel like such an awful mess right now and I just want out but financially I've backed myself into a corner. Has anyone gone through something similar and felt better for it even though it was difficult? ",6.088701298701298,7.019135272727276,6.966649350649352,72.54425974025976,66.40259740259741,9.536623376623377,30.33506493506493,9.642632912329526,2.9771527272727267,648,23,108,13,10,216,107,154,0.141,0.747,0.112,-0.7696,1,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,5,14,11,0,1,8,1,10,0,0,3,1,33,25,16,0,6,8,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,11,0,2,4,0,2,4,1,5,1,0,6,4,13,6,15,15,0,19,0,2,1,0,4,11,0,3,7,75,16,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143581000735633,0.0,0.0,0.11466623855990185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969038173448993,0.0,0.14220101074127192,0.20051853531725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340471460285211,0.0,0.0,0.22051094000817384,0.0,0.08740716057509798,0.15835927076930328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681382464645302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16082030125781374,0.11448255892802288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29565064495545273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470551874693613,0.0,0.12080942246877101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450011798039228,0.20487087844815946,0.1376736536514874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572160420782739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148992784743883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14228910827494828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21015439835125752,0.14371107522838408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16041296538231814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046015104523452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251996772050782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050186678875937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245140108158775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426058212517222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22077207055231945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514020463714674,0.0,0.21561780657213267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14087663885224308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23661797768102286,0.1691463022580138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892180305760098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185775007882822,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JustPotato,2019/03/18,"Struggling to Find a Psychiatrist (U.S.) Hello everyone.

I'm a long-time lurker/occasional commenter on Reddit, first time on this sub though. I'm having issues finding someone in my health insurance network to take my insurance. That in of itself is creating anxiety (funny huh) and often I don't even attempt to try and look because it's exhausting and often disappointing. I am currently seeing a therapist (wouldn't be able to keep a plant alive if that wasn't the case, well still suck at gardening) but anyways, I need to go back on medication and I don't understand how we live in a society that makes it so difficult to find help. 

Can anyone relate or offer advise on where to look? Also just wanted to post this to get these thoughts out there. I'm on a late-night struggle bus and I think I missed my stop awhile ago. :D",4.211471153846155,6.123113012500002,5.508750000000003,77.48894230769233,72.0,8.923076923076922,28.55769230769231,9.466822959209583,2.7934086538461544,662,26,119,16,13,221,112,160,0.147,0.774,0.079,-0.7826,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,0,2,14,8,1,2,7,1,9,3,0,2,0,26,27,12,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,9,7,0,2,6,1,0,1,4,7,1,1,2,3,10,1,20,23,0,20,0,2,3,0,6,11,1,4,7,78,19,1,0.1550547335773948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744666584908088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399721442211033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861644678323807,0.0,0.0,0.10841787491944146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922751916350136,0.0,0.09451992642277464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241218917184892,0.0,0.0,0.1481614426578298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4251516523091827,0.13188947717118465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100969864606569,0.0,0.08812117832977095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648159311065472,0.0,0.0,0.10392991950341884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161836857370315,0.0,0.1378197715382514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17490849318411514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691617048324625,0.13721855992807944,0.26041384934494954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035002386826494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15620133149391638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497112025624298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455083637666716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14849957367999436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355854765715316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137737258849774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382691052727207,0.12963270016207548,0.0,0.3241937470541956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658186285051507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18003049652590175,0.0,0.0993528124406596,0.15234048848390808,0.12309613867864098,0.09041366206611594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527198603902847,0.0,0.0,0.16141744595294538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145529919356923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941282681098274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AlbusSeverus14,2019/03/18,"Does anyone else refuse to do certain things because any time you do, something bad happens? For example, I can’t have Taco Bell or watch Iron Man 2 

It’s super weird, but whenever I do either of these things, something bad happens in my life. It’s not always a big deal, but it seems like it’s happened enough that I have noticed and stopped doing these two things. 

Can anyone relate? ",3.974,5.7436076666666676,4.074333333333332,88.11550000000004,72.33333333333334,6.066666666666666,27.166666666666664,6.42735559955562,1.1044666666666667,305,11,58,2,6,94,57,75,0.162,0.7440000000000001,0.093,-0.6608,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,0,1,10,12,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,10,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,5,3,4,12,2,4,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,2,3,36,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15411197955241093,0.0,0.0,0.12595113111280604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590103484179031,0.18977251538865705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092900896834799,0.1129040718303518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19094637919316065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16208106707337494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15472162164430028,0.0,0.0,0.1913744482201009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.491349498171965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082135686318486,0.09048567314470334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108661274452747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686108786147692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851718960754793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15484628738702505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691416858688448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799913819969144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809261021495077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xskyheatx,2019/03/18,"Is anxiety tied to compulsive lying? Hey guys, I'm a lurker here but I recently underwent a really painful breakup and after a good two nights of nonstop crying, I decided to take a step back so that I could really analyze everything. I usually would write something like this in my journal, since it's one of my outlets, but my emotions are so stuffed up right now that I just need to spill my thoughts somewhere. 

I was weaving a web of lies over time because it was easy when I felt threatened. I'm pretty good with using words and it has gotten me out of several sticky situations when I was subjected to verbal and sometimes physical abuse and simply wanted to be left alone. I'm a pretty active lurker on r/raisedbynarcississts so I've maybe figured how I was raised has something to do with my anxiety. I just know that in the past few years, I was constantly scared and trying to avoid negative consequences so I'd spew out whatever and pray for the best.

The breakup was due to the same formation of that web of lies and now that he's gone, I feel so guilty and want to find a solution because I don't want my habit to negatively impact any relationships/friendships I may have in the future or now. I'm still very young, and really would like to stop being scared of revealing things that I think I will be judged for. I'm terrified when I think of the future and would like to break this habit asap.

I do miss him a great amount and I've decided to erase myself from the face of this earth until I'm ready to reappear as somebody who has healed and grown. I'd really like therapy, but my nparents think that I'm a waste of money and get berated for being abnormal. I plan on pursuing him once I've established confidence that I'm going to be truthful, but of course, how he'll respond is uncertain and although it kills me to only expect the worst, I think I'm ready to make a change for the better. I still love him.

I know I'm being redundant, but I'm barely holding onto my composure right now, someone please help me ;-;",6.674277013309273,6.234725307692307,7.277664110083468,75.5120206406497,65.15384615384616,11.09898488608166,33.45465824498082,10.637119530657019,3.4358397022332507,1621,61,313,38,22,537,206,403,0.168,0.644,0.188,0.8841,1,2,2,0,1,0,32.0,0,0,0,3,20,19,1,4,19,0,28,4,1,4,1,62,62,33,1,9,8,0,2,4,0,6,2,0,0,1,17,18,0,3,14,0,1,4,3,8,0,2,10,2,37,11,48,39,5,42,1,1,0,1,12,13,0,3,28,198,54,0,0.0,0.12406165707688425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844573406849968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120491525880555,0.0,0.16020240732131907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051385835155853,0.0,0.12765784310192507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988440804858517,0.09260556700021713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076700080394196,0.0,0.0,0.11315196652783115,0.0,0.08360068242340371,0.0,0.11501663499719125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778221591513854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410464636668853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052943425170239436,0.0,0.10053593756778237,0.0,0.09570106004641102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05470551972944558,0.0,0.059507873011145934,0.17564792062599907,0.0,0.11544075267085288,0.0,0.10367721424100282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701834515730555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584370058562235,0.0,0.11508937048674202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376536410426175,0.0,0.0,0.20461982775316212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450290500570037,0.0,0.06989328986389194,0.0,0.10519308932916864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763952949601324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826120573062504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151042208570887,0.0709527357412881,0.07963502333732334,0.1114165140001624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995547205800596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493775461158412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130510133295525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26831406941457553,0.0,0.10338635047656723,0.0,0.0,0.17883983010126178,0.0,0.0,0.2096616093249944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829004445684428,0.0,0.08661539933054911,0.1176959884595295,0.0,0.0,0.08871860491104089,0.1612184068125676,0.10355872164124492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16723961723353384,0.08754043472351733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872725741307406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974252944418308,0.0,0.06956322987747328,0.2683701992224297,0.0,0.08312632136213988,0.06105597794628439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710897436414014,0.0,0.10228433566129233,0.0,0.0,0.09043394661341053,0.11532088217848105,0.08639492597390372,0.18527817377478165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231443155124521,0.0,0.0,0.06742840979871441
anxiety,klaarabell,2019/03/18,"I JUST WANT TO SLEEP! I started having troubles falling asleep when I started taking  medication to treat my panic disorder. Insomnia was stated as one of the common side effect so I just tried to deal with it. 

Recently, it's gotten so bad that I had to contact my doctor who informed me that this particular medication clearly isn't for me and I should have contacted him sooner (it's been about a year). Fair. He prescribed me some new meds, but before I can start taking them I had to go cold turkey for a week with the old ones.
The withdrawal effect are awful. Awful! I haven't slept in three days. I am genuinely pissed off with my partner sleeping next to me peacefully! I want to punch him and yell at him, how dare is he asleep if I can't?! I feel upset and lonely! And so tired. All day at school and work, the only thing I can think about is bed. When I finally get in, I just stay awake, until I pass out from exhaustion for two hours, disrupted by extremely lucid dreams anyway.
I really hope the new meds will help otherwise I'm gna go crazy. I would honestly pay money for a one night of a good, interrupted sleep.

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anxiety,sctt1994,2019/03/18,North Korea I am having terrible anxiety regarding North Korea and Trump. I am genuinely fearful that Trump is going to start a Nuclear War with Kim Jong-un. I already know that the situation is out of my hands and that I have no control whatsoever regarding what happens. I also already know that Kim is rational and won't dare launch a nuclear missile at the United States. What really freaks me out is John Bolton who is the current National Security Adviser to Trump. Bolton is known to be a war hawk and he genuinely scares me. I need help to calm down.,5.056981132075472,6.761414462264156,6.498254716981133,72.07304245283022,69.47169811320754,10.960377358490566,33.06132075471698,10.9516,4.241909433962265,447,21,78,15,8,152,67,106,0.192,0.72,0.08800000000000001,-0.8977,1,0,0,1,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,1,8,2,2,6,0,12,1,1,2,0,13,18,5,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,0,1,9,2,10,16,0,11,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,2,50,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5677910661584618,0.20573270445586928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19680508552867815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885417357777327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894918021756418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462081904187439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274963527570379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17243761090093088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827694512312213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19075686187689184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480892597877986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575646124500826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891737953562894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820917005154461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gocrazyfut,2019/03/18,"Anybody use venlafaxine? Recently went to a psychiatrist for the first time and afterwards got prescribed venlafaxine. After looking around i’ve seen more negative than positive reviews and has me hesitant to start using. Also, if this matters at all i’m 20 and have also never used any type of medication at all except for the occasional stomach virus medicine. 

If anyone wants to share their experiences with it, it would be appreciated!",8.677999999999999,10.449995466666673,8.825333333333337,58.50600000000003,61.0,12.4,40.33333333333333,11.979248473330829,5.834733333333332,360,19,50,12,5,118,62,75,0.07200000000000001,0.797,0.13,0.5842,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,3,0,4,2,1,3,3,17,14,7,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,2,2,1,13,9,3,11,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,2,7,38,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652197356720919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15528451693191467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596662788141948,0.0,0.0,0.2032781935184355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22336822749876736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194232750368146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826308103289712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19175486656367047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23003665552370894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761161075971201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254661694737712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16162593814684012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315159503714086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5916582442266184,0.0,0.0,0.1346856070636517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21168094717045546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16221191619759134,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Appreciative-Viewer,2019/03/18,"Quelling the acidic dread I don't know if this is acid reflux, as it doesn't feel the same as heartburn for me. It's this sick, acidic sensation that rises from my gut and almost into my chest, and carries with it an overwhelming sensation of panic and dread. It often also comes with sudden light-headedness (I can feel the blood sort of ""drain from my face"").

If something bad has just happened (or I just think it has), this usually floods quickly like a wave of anxiety crashing over me. If I've been feeling a slow bubbling anxiety, it can gradually build into this too, and kind of washes over me in bursts when extra-sensitive to panic triggers and a sense of urgency or paranoia about mistakes and disproportionate consequences. 

I don't know what to call this, but I hate it. It actively feels like a chemical trying to rattle my clarity and stability, and it can be really hard sometimes to regain equilibrium (a hot shower or trying to sleep/nap can help).

Does anyone else have experience with this crap?",8.155873015873013,7.7708722328042334,8.201105820105822,69.92769047619048,62.121693121693106,11.58116402116402,35.3021164021164,11.00357731598739,3.9354503703703703,808,31,140,19,10,263,117,189,0.152,0.784,0.064,-0.9228,1,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,0,8,12,2,5,9,0,13,8,5,1,0,36,23,19,0,4,9,0,6,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,17,14,0,0,7,0,0,2,3,9,0,0,1,9,12,3,24,21,1,12,0,1,0,0,2,5,1,9,7,98,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17369010251024986,0.0,0.0,0.13871188129274126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653851630820088,0.0,0.0,0.12128375194495665,0.1777251204282573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448276593786154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17711692348198266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941610269712474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179161801044336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448993748292389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967224950404924,0.0,0.0,0.3508161895406013,0.12391626920244307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15338566204934542,0.0,0.15538158807799218,0.17125087787712334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626321384806665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806266650814257,0.19065263666337692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16948267902482095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4070240817293446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111969891620456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735802426751424,0.0,0.0,0.1335341144342506,0.17155140606722222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114294453788433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355290850516561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19103615005181387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MindlessAlarm25,2019/03/18,"Experiences with medications for Anxiety/Depression Disorders. I was diagnosed with Anxiety and depression and I have needed to get on medication for a very long time now, but have been too scared.  For those of you who have experience with these disorders and the medications to treat them, please tell me what you have been prescribed and how you reacted to them. How medication for these two disorders worked together/ their side affects. I would really appreciate your input on how to avoid doctors who try to scam me or prescribe medication that will have bad side affects. 

My main fear is I will become numb due to these medications, which is something I have been working very hard on not being. I need something that will clear all the extra noise and panic, while still being able to engage with the world and others. I don't know if i'm being ignorant to how these medications work, but that's why I am here. I cant afford to go to a doctor more than once or twice, even if its a free clinic(sliding scale is all that's available to me). So, I would like to get as much information from those who have been through this as I can.

Thank You to anyone who takes the time and effort to respond and share their experiences.",9.195632411067194,7.965253195652178,8.828023715415018,69.01140316205536,60.52173913043478,12.711462450592887,36.126482213438734,11.741389052700956,4.1246086956521735,985,35,181,25,11,317,128,230,0.142,0.737,0.121,-0.6739,1,1,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,5,4,4,10,14,0,4,7,0,27,11,0,7,3,37,36,22,0,6,7,0,1,1,0,5,11,0,0,0,19,12,0,2,2,0,1,1,3,8,0,2,5,1,24,7,31,23,6,14,0,1,0,0,17,6,0,4,8,142,43,5,0.09376634414605617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173099662196289,0.0,0.0,0.06556360800301618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829098073914538,0.0,0.10355756026180099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152162963165634,0.09517086554220866,0.0,0.0,0.3223930617794024,0.19194765290737947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06193178597701692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751644307768965,0.0,0.105513205759721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797808950635874,0.0,0.05328957422445253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399622676791069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05153153054092542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04580949942877503,0.0,0.0,0.08298026391448599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.661218089052022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892905184118625,0.13905311215053615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985809631312824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001460176793304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292728836768712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06006912108442704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938764681611942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443718254654665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488192355796497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050062143232368,0.0,0.08195591770256744,0.08632745178404967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935181864106096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366119269069151,0.0,0.09159609344801033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15473410785292552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460954116995079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20478904587029345,0.0,0.0,0.13321784118703325,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FlexingRonin,2019/03/18,"Should I seek proper help?(Panic attack, anxiety) Hi all, this is a long post but please bear with me.

So last year around the summer time I had my first panic attack and it was bad.  I ended up in the ER and the waves of panic attacks lasted for couple days.  At that time I thought I was going crazy and thoughts of “my life is done” “This sh*t will get me times to times” had stayed in my head for months.  After learning that was just panic attacks, I was still so scared and anxious about the it would happen again.  Because I thought and I still think it is the worst feeling ever.

After that, I have had panic attack about once every 3-4 months.  Although now I know how to cope with it and recover faster from the attack.
I have developed a thought that I think I can’t live normally with the attacks constantly hit me in the future.  

The problem is that I don’t consider I have any mental illness/disorder.  But it is just the thought of fearing the future attacks has been giving me anxiety and start to make me freak out when I feel a little of the symptoms.

I am here to hear some advices, am I at the point where I should see a doctor/therapist? or I should just learn to live with the panic attacks and try to minimize the frequency on my own.

TL;DR:  Encounter panic attack once every couple months, is it bad enough to seek help.

Thank you for any inputs.


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anxiety,doctorpolitik,2019/03/18,"What strategies can I initiate to off-set severe anxiety for a presentation tomorrow? Hello all, 

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I am new here - and really new at seeking help for something I've dealt with in one form or another my whole life. I have my first counselling appointment in three days, so I will be sure to pursue this further than this post.

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The context: 

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I am set to give an academic presentation late tomorrow. It's to my peers, and is really the first initiation for me to show what I've been working on. I am still preparing ( would say that I am 'relatively' prepared), but I am going through my natural stages of pre-presentation severe anxiety. I'm having frequent panic attacks preventing me from continuing my preparations, massive self-doubts and negative thoughts, and physiological impacts - nausea, diarrhea, heart racing, can't sleep, etc.. 

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I was just wondering if anybody has any tips for 'what works for them' in the dying hours of a presentation to come. I have tried box breathing and going for a walk, but the moment I return to preparation my anxiety increases and is more heightened than the last. 

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Anything at all as a suggestion would be helpful. I'm feeling pretty hopeless. ",10.935694444444444,9.751510069444443,10.424740740740743,58.79433333333334,57.10185185185186,14.010370370370367,46.13703703703704,12.857556352371635,6.261195925925927,989,53,149,29,10,322,137,216,0.131,0.794,0.075,-0.9103,0,0,1,0,0,1,51.0,0,0,1,4,4,4,1,1,10,0,20,4,3,0,3,22,29,12,1,3,5,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,7,8,0,1,3,1,0,5,2,3,0,4,3,2,20,1,27,21,7,33,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,3,18,109,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4362981617702703,0.4892941635342725,0.05476655758401151,0.08444796318663116,0.18482714993278399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662734380374811,0.0,0.0,0.09162018208655476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937376627705405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05193840863749856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358260893834926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981780677652018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04072091277325342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370060495136428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07725650467493221,0.09153978604205808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543435565330484,0.1079618177495154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931074655285626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656467689741322,0.09084698109173757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056884247966373924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556239810498013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054572596197814655,0.0,0.0,0.09449046322758713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07713026232543603,0.08193304175305517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318555874818347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06404465966839876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401556277369097,0.18196323969530745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059315541156448,0.0,0.0,0.061999772966594424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643153502413284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759032787544256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06393578939150117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05467797447154403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991444473284434,0.0,0.0,0.087336765602381,0.11726086960128065,0.0,0.0,0.11441949815438948,0.0,0.4892941635342725,0.0
anxiety,ConfusionIn20s,2019/03/18,"Anyone’s anxiety make them feel like an idiot? I do well in school... usually. 
I hate my job though, I feel physically ill before work. I make so many mistakes and I’m so forgetful. I know I’m not a dumbass. This all FEELS emotional, but maybe I’m just an idiot. When anxiety is high, do you make more mistakes/can’t think straight? 
My coworkers are fed up with my shit.",-0.07950450450450575,2.20554568918919,2.2825675675675683,89.68123873873877,98.86486486486488,6.790990990990991,21.03153153153153,7.793537801064563,1.5245801801801802,287,11,60,8,12,97,54,74,0.285,0.601,0.114,-0.932,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,1,6,7,4,0,3,0,4,3,1,3,1,16,17,6,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,3,10,2,3,16,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,3,32,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169688027785369,0.0,0.0,0.14485800639353125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17628632048551848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233038245750858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31425396856017124,0.14800221322751106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045373792004768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21888636677585507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20558415234393698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385515544267208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121274535154752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4148625376017602,0.21003775529010094,0.20813000342976204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20966699237661365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126569184465641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274610252634272,0.20354336839006285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22816836881959585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18627061425554864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15082214976454325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Niko97-,2019/03/18,"I started to drink chamomile tea As the title says. I started to drink it a couple of days ago, and i feel more relaxed and calm. Was chamomile usefull to combat anxiety for you too?",1.779166666666665,4.2677952500000025,2.6700000000000017,91.95000000000003,82.6111111111111,4.711111111111111,28.44444444444445,5.985473137389443,1.1459111111111109,143,7,28,1,4,45,28,36,0.107,0.7340000000000001,0.159,0.4509,0,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,3,6,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840065963987985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450976392895305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35450568152546513,0.0,0.2066251849385012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6277208782528874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16199892051685494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547871603203512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4535476896916729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cahliah,2019/03/18,"Lost third therapist in a year! So, I've been in therapy for almost 2 years now, mostly individual with some intermittent group therapy, for generalized anxiety and major depressive disorder .

The place I go has multiple therapists, as well as psychiatrists and even primary care. They're generally friendly and helpful, and so far I've enjoyed going there.

My first therapist (#1) was great. I had her for about 1 1/2 years before she went on maternity leave. We tried a couple things that worked, a couple that didn't, but I did make progress, and when she left after having her baby last summer, I was genuinely sad to see her go (though I was happy for her - I'm glad she's able to make the decision to focus on her family!)

The second therapist is the one I was assigned while #1 was on maternity leave. She would have been my therapist after #1 left, but I specifically asked not to see her again. She jumped to conclusions about what I was thinking - conclusions that were way off - and made assumptions that, honestly, infuriated me.  I saw her twice, and was glad to not have to see her again.

The third therapist is the one that ran my DBT group. I made more progress with her than with anyone else. She listened to me, worked with me to figure out how to deal with things, rather than trying to direct the therapy in the direction that she thought I should go (EDMR therapy with the first therapist did NOT work for me,) and offered some great advice. I had just been remarking about how great she is a couple weeks ago... Only to find out, after half a week of phone tag, that she's no longer seeing patients. I only saw her for maybe 5-7 months.

I'm really frustrated with what's beginning to feel like a constant cycle of getting to know a therapist, getting to like them, and then having it yanked out from under me. Especially since I can generally only get an appointment every 4 - 6 weeks because their schedules are booked solid. It doesn't help, either, that I have yet to find meds that work for me. The psychiatrist has been focusing on my depression for 1 1/2 years now, and none of the 5-6 meds I've tried have helped. And we've only tried one anti-anxiety med, which also didn't work. (Same with the one ADD med we tried, same result.)

I've been referred to another therapist in the practice, but I'm just about ready to give up on the whole mess. I'm barely better off now than I was 2 years ago, and in some ways things are worse. I'm helping some, but the appointments are so far apart, and the changes are so frequent, that it's like I'm constantly trying to get to know a new therapist and figure out a way to work with them, and then starting over after only a handful of sessions.

Just out of curiosity, I looked up the reviews on Google for this place today... Probably should have done it a long time ago. Average is 1.9 out of 5, and most reviews are 1 star.

Maybe it's time to start looking for a new place to go... Though that comes with a whole host of problems (talking on the phone is one of my biggest triggers!)",6.571753576372862,6.325192023688666,7.008081833564066,76.71615597600369,65.31133671742809,10.750776803568682,31.783879403168743,10.368888859301958,3.064797631133672,2390,82,468,53,33,782,252,591,0.07400000000000001,0.8109999999999999,0.115,0.9794,0,0,0,0,0,0,93.0,2,0,3,14,27,22,1,0,32,0,45,1,1,8,0,85,88,35,0,5,12,0,2,3,1,3,0,1,0,0,23,36,0,0,13,1,0,9,8,7,1,12,29,11,52,15,89,56,14,88,0,4,8,0,39,33,0,7,46,316,75,11,0.048668639241957405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04755843099757756,0.12942543657101252,0.0,0.048734612030447336,0.0,0.0,0.03892029321829829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05103331174202023,0.07446275161634765,0.0,0.0,0.03403024416020292,0.0498667722970831,0.0,0.0,0.045498607907859805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02966795075591957,0.0,0.04141342738024779,0.0,0.0,0.04304345639449427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049620921301949214,0.0,0.0514849670867218,0.041923723291119236,0.0,0.10518701833941704,0.0,0.0,0.161552770886739,0.0,0.0,0.05017523002568032,0.08383645532848448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05577847702444795,0.0,0.0,0.04980491533515348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040656403063269564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03214517721444436,0.0,0.04100542762254766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04588046167934665,0.0,0.024608326329723013,0.034768885598908304,0.0,0.0,0.08896450912081587,0.08279503935364617,0.0,0.0,0.03760126995055677,0.0,0.1017094211196619,0.046687393495345016,0.13829754625217924,0.0,0.0,0.1609720397389437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051808671462733054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304862519719935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05349402266501172,0.039671436698944934,0.0,0.10306612352095952,0.1057572378778065,0.0,0.0,0.07133111635708829,0.0,0.0,0.043070214216370264,0.08173879890646897,0.0,0.053127568885880105,0.0,0.0,0.0921028864184139,0.06497338922436764,0.0,0.09778837925654288,0.0,0.21623954655389688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03884684351702786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940089501067386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648956475231694,0.1850734661819291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254510824804554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05247302464277585,0.04656931491125353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03117837653012943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15513041730350313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04025920130878803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688958267031378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039118008687396524,0.0,0.0,0.22262732194858464,0.5650804129495441,0.09699984403370206,0.03118489887272465,0.09563338190208977,0.03863746321835702,0.05675814984962911,0.0,0.04613217932675685,0.0,0.0,0.19825686811143414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589270147473042,0.1171171402585016,0.0,0.0437589515471225,0.045116316167526274,0.0,0.10867359531267684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125880940530448,0.0,0.04959750126572721,0.03457280494601001,0.0,0.0,0.15670504003902105
anxiety,GuardianOfEden,2019/03/18,"Applying to Grad School has been one of the most stressful things I've had to do in a long while I have major self-confidence issues and I've always been an anxious mess.  

My grades are barely above a 3.0, which is the bare minimum needed for most of these schools.  It makes me feel like a loser who's just reaching for something outside his abilities.

While I've gotten a couple of recommendations, I need another one and it's such a struggle.  One professor hasn't emailed me back and it's been a couple of days and my anxiety is making me question whether I should take it as a no or just email him again.

I haven't been able to write my own personal statement.  I look up examples of other graduate essays and everyone seems to be a superstar in their undergraduate years doing all sorts of research and fancy jobs while I haven't had the same opportunities.

To make this all worse, my therapy appointment this week was cancelled and even though I've been recommended for a psychiatrist, theres no one on my insurance plan who is open to new patients right now, at least not that I can find.

I haven't posted here before, but I see the ""I need a hug"" flair and boy I could use one of those right now.",5.4818627450980415,6.026792256302521,6.116487394957982,79.47066946778712,67.61344537815125,9.708011204481792,30.15238095238095,9.725611199111238,2.6325705322128856,959,34,191,20,15,313,147,238,0.08,0.865,0.055,-0.3604,1,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,3,11,7,0,2,15,0,24,1,0,4,2,36,37,16,0,5,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,14,9,0,0,5,0,0,0,7,4,0,5,9,3,22,3,22,25,8,21,0,1,2,1,11,8,0,6,13,137,36,8,0.12734703881446152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059629378522123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13353447378982408,0.09742013612888976,0.14386590596687804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979220121847342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836295047850178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016762481704886,0.281814152537624,0.0,0.08212830487766204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411151809842445,0.0,0.0,0.12168555292467377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643904891749781,0.09097674997419282,0.0,0.0,0.11639288639028733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291722272290954,0.12637228605290945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062215330617351725,0.0,0.0,0.11269812197318956,0.10693943943285524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550154118238467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832786470173605,0.0,0.1229925636366336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4314682463397401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119452228851788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196326121135742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426578282111703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21750735067030305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577640040283193,0.10147910225842943,0.11593196131639848,0.13285073484065768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980379720927763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14587560270123415,0.1331307749753706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574912465394866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456324372888188,0.0,0.08460371398335237,0.0,0.12511781905897634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099869538424694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215011308199386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12977751211383245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200731775983945
anxiety,PPizza_,2019/03/18,"It's gotten ridiculous! So today, I have had anxiety take the better of me, again. I was texting the girl I like a lot about random stuff, until I decided to let her know that I love it when she tells me about herself, how her day was and what she likes doing. 

Now, the response I got (""You only love me that's about it"") should probably be nothing to be worried about, but I guess my brain decided that due to a slight dryness factor it ""detected"" in said message, I should have started worrying about it. I kept staring at my response to that message and the rest of our recent messages, waiting for a response  that would somehow placate all my worries.

The more I waited, the more my mood degraded, until I started panicking and tearing up. After allowing myself to cry for a few minutes, I got taken up by a strong urge, on which I acted immediately, to nuke our entire chat history and uninstall the messaging app I use to talk to her, for a few days, possibly weeks.

Now, I as I am writing this, I am feeling pretty sad and worried for myself. This anxiety of mine had caused the girl I like to get angry at me a month earlier, because my complaining about it to her ""had become a cliche"", and that she had been getting sensitive because of it. I decided not to say a word to her regarding this since then, because I don't want to make her worry about me and strain her poor soul any more.

I find it seriously ridiculous, and a bit funny honestly, that such an innocent message can cause my mood to spiral out of control and eat shit. Frankly, I doubt I'd forgive myself if my anxiety ever killed any of my friendships. I obviously don't intend to spend the rest of my life feeling like shit because of some trivial message that my brain decides to take personally. I want to have a healthy relationship with that girl, but this ""little"" bug of mine makes it even more challenging.

Even if I might not, be able to just shut down my anxiety forever, I'd be great if I knew of a way to cope with it, whenever the external circumstances are in favour of it starting up a big ruckus in my mind... I don't want it to hurt anybody else, more than anything...",9.109899947340702,6.428716725118482,9.24006319115324,70.57301211163771,61.843601895734594,12.410953133228016,41.45392311743022,10.746095033038511,4.360669404949974,1686,76,321,32,18,561,212,422,0.17600000000000002,0.6890000000000001,0.135,-0.9646,0,0,0,0,0,0,58.0,2,1,0,4,19,27,5,2,24,0,27,8,4,9,3,61,55,21,1,9,8,0,2,4,0,4,1,2,0,4,28,12,1,4,10,1,2,1,5,12,0,0,14,5,63,13,61,32,13,35,1,2,1,2,35,14,2,10,23,244,91,1,0.0906000083599935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322222498292658,0.0,0.27723503364906843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455608725926767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22091569670950867,0.10006059115246337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012834486282944,0.0989117439326751,0.0,0.0,0.2022791451029815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861423310132221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161561325081173,0.0,0.0,0.09951985493480656,0.11685902048102112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927064268691562,0.07568468144562288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968090210549308,0.08195289450998157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09162017290494864,0.06472466407511701,0.0,0.0,0.08280676628349126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466952998130357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14492220630752106,0.09988682906301964,0.09980612354379198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698918278331584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023548574233493,0.0,0.04979139519973992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926446468864616,0.06399346526522813,0.1770503508060125,0.09080500985292274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702488722070769,0.1635400896107729,0.0,0.12095241820178056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611229146935292,0.09148018128442116,0.0,0.07231606229844803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693315151715163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890538895051042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791084326947159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213789652449122,0.0,0.0921727797930638,0.09768213258798386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894565781890446,0.09727050287202384,0.0,0.0,0.08618135514350803,0.07204876306593255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859992132488583,0.07494526315003992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19238145669866186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371533371010323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362398619531103,0.07282085485244161,0.07918840066364959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587821434435469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824931800837713,0.0,0.0,0.16031469688799746,0.07191406955289614,0.07267386179812726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4600435315931743,0.0,0.06435964649770952,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,berrybeany,2019/03/18,"“I hate that bitch” I go to a small high school, and I don’t know anyone or talk to anyone due to my severe anxiety and depression. We had a fire drill today and a few girls who I’ve never spoken to were standing in front of me. 

Girl 1: “I hate that bitch”

Girl 2 & 3: “Who?”

Girl 1: “That girl in the blue” *Turns around and looks at me*

I was the only girl wearing blue there.

Why are people like this lol. ",-1.3853787878787855,0.6104124318181796,0.9472727272727288,101.33257575757578,95.13636363636364,3.8424242424242414,11.87878787878788,5.46131890053228,-1.4436393939393937,306,4,76,2,12,102,60,88,0.259,0.6829999999999999,0.059,-0.962,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,0,2,6,4,0,5,1,5,1,1,0,1,9,11,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,3,4,9,1,9,8,1,12,0,1,3,0,10,6,2,1,4,42,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24644342469040206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17399964747496627,0.0,0.0,0.3180785216141477,0.0,0.0,0.20247990919229167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19590350015355187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292658343785891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.449122204637943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403148216620257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250013044600734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112123247944644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910018349581152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754244902335317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17298698838604792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15768611577284486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23019289242895505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569552652727206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828167660684554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21559726885906166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474017364242161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20523945058477594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,celestialhopes,2019/03/18,"Please help 
Hi. 

I am a 21 year old F diagnosed with general anxiety and also I have bad social anxiety. I also have PTSD related from a bad upbringing along with a toxic relationship. 

Anyway. I went on a good first date yesterday and I felt very happy afterward. But then after about an hour I got slammed with an immense amount of anxiety, at a level that I’ve only experienced before during a trauma. This has stayed with me for over 24 hours now and it’s killing me. 

My chest feels so tight; I can barely breathe, I keep trying to do deep breathes and it just feels like there is a giant weight in my chest and I keep fighting back tears, not because anything hurts but because I feel so overwhelmed and highly emotional. 

I had class today at college and I had to leave my chemistry lecture early because I couldn’t sit still and listen to the lecture. I immediately went to the counselor for the first time and as soon as I opened my mouth to speak I started crying and panicking with this person. They talked to me a while and afterward I felt immense relief. I felt very tired but the weight and tightness was gone and I felt content. The relief lasted about 2 hours- and it started building again. I am now laying in my bed crying and panicking about everything in my life and I just want this to stop. I do not know why this is happening to me but it immediately happened after the date I went on yesterday and has not gone away. I am breathing and trying to relax my muscles but the feeling in my chest and wanting to cry isn’t going away and I don’t know why this is happening to me because it is extremely rare for my anxiety to be this severe and even more rare for it to last this long. I can’t eat and last night I could barely sleep. I tried to cheer myself up by treating myself to get some yummy food before I walked home but nothing sounded good to me so I just got a bagel, yogurt, and m&ms. I just ate the bagel and m&ms and this is very unlike me to have this type of appetite because I’ve recovered from Anorexia and very much enjoy food now but I just can’t eat because I feel so panicky. Is this a panic attack or something? Is it normal for it to last this long without anything severe happening? I identified the trigger as the date clearly since it started after it, but I literally have zero idea of why I am reacting this way and I want it to stop so badly but no matter how I try to rationalize my thoughts I can’t. I feel my thoughts are rational right now but this feeling will not go away and it is horribly debilitating, I don’t know what to do. Please if anyone has any advice for me. I posted last night on ptsd but no one replied so I deleted and I’m still stuck like this I just need someone to say something please, advice or personal experience ",3.1254256594724232,5.0691250017985645,4.420305755395685,84.00237709832138,75.06115107913669,7.07937649880096,26.871103117506,7.9370924344782425,1.7165175059952031,2215,85,427,34,48,730,242,556,0.152,0.737,0.111,-0.9804,0,0,2,0,2,0,38.0,0,0,1,2,30,21,3,2,22,0,37,18,8,3,1,98,80,57,1,8,25,0,15,2,0,1,3,4,2,2,28,36,7,6,17,1,0,8,14,10,0,4,18,20,66,11,64,58,4,77,0,2,0,0,12,20,0,4,47,302,94,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644012106856495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529085714777964,0.0,0.12910797868319068,0.0,0.040515868325107535,0.0,0.18231156140848376,0.0,0.0,0.04165913032547989,0.0,0.09805713586652924,0.0,0.0,0.06777988971913995,0.16792973150137608,0.045812692444917945,0.14923831692293313,0.21791339866015288,0.0,0.10139494505749984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0475691071135273,0.0,0.1963347118020849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06047158799786007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192869863995325,0.0,0.06701853002299589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03935146984570443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05354590265455108,0.058279845744831874,0.0,0.0,0.21087507576643533,0.04256336009867715,0.22882132749585865,0.0,0.0,0.10135599728580423,0.14408670097118215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03112764934778422,0.0,0.06772041335808347,0.09994433667669947,0.09530178551723366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21074259933098674,0.06342311816205018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03993465159252234,0.06294864817629671,0.05976275005888521,0.0,0.1760203985345758,0.0,0.06378071746640004,0.06725761377757901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591338057872823,0.06591550740789393,0.0,0.09822943605744364,0.24282481545829115,0.0,0.06308572238989278,0.0,0.0,0.042082519005196835,0.0582147311588021,0.0,0.0,0.10545135431525546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043797534048639265,0.044177188364742416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182200156767907,0.05837492185863459,0.057167805896112686,0.0,0.06251830067746954,0.0,0.040372377217943234,0.04531263197034497,0.0,0.0699033011201161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404443980487577,0.0,0.19620006208141286,0.0,0.0,0.05706036110567365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928968735336247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0639657153865866,0.0,0.05088027267030042,0.0,0.047379735234786766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13461497279970258,0.0,0.049284492530438866,0.0,0.05962218216017912,0.06073344534596317,0.0504812245263989,0.09173388828931778,0.0,0.0,0.12651129727409727,0.06350345176558808,0.09515997998097896,0.09962168239339593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04788746781568168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459838772134586,0.0347410842908968,0.06847747400304058,0.05647407234942135,0.0,0.0,0.1618013409423716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19663616939889406,0.10542398744371972,0.04729115990449735,0.0,0.14510271967460733,0.0,0.16569142021260114,0.16128276080608092,0.0,0.0,0.05743217914695638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03836702231645814
anxiety,MyHeadHurtsInside,2019/03/18,"Struggling today M/28 here ( not sure why I felt that was relevant, sorry ). 

Today has been so hard. Ive hard 4 separate, really bad panic attacks. Last one was during a shower, had to lay down on the floor until it passed. 

Sometimes my panic attacks are worse than bad, like the worst ones ever. I feel impending doom, hopelessness and a pressure in my head and in the moment I feel like the only way I can make the pain stop is to take my own life ( in that moment ). 

It’s so hard. I feel worthless as a man and no one knows I suffer this bad because I feel they’d think I’m less of a man and am weak. 

I hate this :-(

Thanks for listening. 

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anxiety,jooniebagelbutts,2019/03/18,"[please send comforting words] I’m about to quit my job here in about 10 minutes. I work as a teacher and it’s honestly like really bad for my health. I feel like I’m abandoning these kids who I love. 

I can’t feel my hands. 

I’m honestly just really freaking out. ",-0.35140909090909034,1.918306290909093,2.109431818181818,92.18414772727272,95.1818181818182,7.113636363636362,19.602272727272727,8.07648339933343,1.301227272727273,206,7,46,6,8,70,40,55,0.15,0.568,0.282,0.8133,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,4,9,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,7,7,2,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,3,7,6,7,7,0,3,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,22,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25619046659641875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102852164897134,0.21919961257448045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261462384708558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044817071483317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998035513773629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27692630618734065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3368075068605885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263517701265821,0.0,0.0,0.3931266670405009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22337609739131145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FreeCigaretteLover,2019/03/18,"I want to throw up everytime I'm not alone For years now I could say I had like mild anxiety, usually before doing something big. But few months ago something happened that I cant explain. 

When I go out on a drink I get that really bad panic attack. Like, even when driving there, I start feeling weird in my chest. But thats not all. I get really really sick. To the point that I dont even take a sip of what I've ordered. 

I've drank lots of alcohol in past year. I though that maybe thats a problem. It's not. I still don't drink alcohol but that still happens.

Today I had some non related doctor exam. For the whole time I felt like I will throw up. Went away when I started talking to the doctor. 

What should I do? There is nothing that I'm afraid of, I've always had fun with friends but now I just stay home and rather do nothing. 

I do feel that I have lots of pressure on me right now though. Two years ago I've finished school and I'm searching for a job since last september. Could that be related? One probably weird question, but should I try CBD? I had quit smoking cannabis because it got my anxiety worse, but I heard lots of great things about CBD only. Is it worth trying?",0.8237755102040829,3.1372269795918406,2.31964285714286,94.01660714285715,85.3265306122449,5.622448979591837,21.4030612244898,7.021680442328713,0.5597551020408167,930,31,202,13,28,301,136,245,0.105,0.777,0.118,0.7333,1,1,6,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,1,17,14,1,3,7,0,20,9,1,0,1,31,40,13,0,7,11,0,3,3,1,3,5,2,1,0,16,4,5,0,5,2,1,5,6,8,0,2,9,5,25,6,21,25,7,40,0,0,0,0,6,11,0,5,25,125,41,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804193421829276,0.21751441831575108,0.0,0.1053991797631377,0.0,0.0,0.0846777011328874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557018583790635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577384021578535,0.09561277434394123,0.0,0.08497059687911825,0.06203578254528375,0.0,0.08659561277259241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16250419494600998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20832420903537,0.0,0.0,0.11926932766166105,0.1993844322014392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443134242475396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291218247957214,0.0,0.09771159232200938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862437905704793,0.0,0.1063373669333581,0.0,0.05783612475583396,0.0,0.08139179433952065,0.11219768806269168,0.0,0.0,0.17998317880646533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207988099189086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098733469236863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295310453229368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14915359875867856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25955416796744946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223791122149244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122887747857563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19529498949404794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895946819225485,0.07739784521971589,0.0,0.11940080823340328,0.0,0.0,0.09714743376716406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620203273824968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972126699998164,0.09737659054665028,0.0,0.0,0.11400152908538926,0.10824097035545237,0.0,0.0,0.19558226341118287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869078510259591,0.0,0.08092863413127463,0.0,0.10299291308046113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418212226338062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566893155062357,0.0,0.0,0.144061400087791,0.10846931897240797,0.16254137271256372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651558106562417,0.0817958847411008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760899756673769,0.0,0.1999697158916303,0.0,0.059340738946077665,0.0,0.0964625386026605,0.0,0.0,0.13818525428842815,0.0,0.09941087285653903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208118507912744,0.0,0.0600243913437822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433836539770064,0.0,0.113618422497318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370853816710544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19660245227428166
anxiety,Trumpeachment,2019/03/18,"Can't tell if i am a completely terrified introvert in denial or if i just have the secrets of good livin' figured out ahead of my time I just washed my bedsheets and remade my bed and got a nice rush when it was all done. Just that ""ahh"" fresh and done and over with feeling. I'm a 27 year old (predominantly hetero) male who just likes to lay back and enjoy peaceful life. I don't mind getting involved in ruckus partying if all my affairs are in order and there's a plan for where I'll sleep or how to get home. But just things like coffee and TV, chilling with a cat, reading, doing research on whatever I'm curious about, trying my best to be strong when forced to interact with others, not forcing my ways upon anyone. I'm like the gentle giant. I've had a few girlfriends and am known by many of my female peers past and present. I'm not isolated. I'm just really keen on being like... A homemaker.  Baking, washing the dishes, cleaning up, it all gives me a rush. A fix. Is this because I'm getting missed-out fixes I should be getting from social behaviour? Or have I achieved self-love in its truest form; a sort of preparation for God in my constant desire to enliven and refresh myself and my habitat ? Thoughts? Many thanks. BTW I'm very artistic as well. ",3.2173060140390817,5.032338888446216,4.3033010813887325,85.49855245683933,74.45816733067728,7.012028078163536,27.09182318345665,7.793537801064563,1.6388962625687729,995,38,194,14,21,324,161,251,0.032,0.75,0.218,0.9922,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,5,14,13,0,0,13,0,17,6,1,1,4,44,33,22,0,5,15,0,1,4,1,1,3,0,4,1,8,15,2,0,5,3,0,2,4,0,1,0,6,1,17,13,30,23,6,27,0,0,0,0,10,13,0,7,14,124,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120789454691354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12325361135030083,0.0,0.0977116890287359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16821514209318747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16806169093859696,0.17321724224229265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280659617759432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104776597580746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33498098367155354,0.15376539189748906,0.0,0.13444418753846935,0.12819907111172066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607845855783165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321802245839314,0.31323964893511475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32501910950874524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16184785706213706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16819806745143331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15301555729175714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16033402126978835,0.0,0.10268629124392713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16721810014240102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16040640433135575,0.16339612603289527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14010108825366102,0.14757408958562515,0.0,0.0,0.10648998166442684,0.0,0.0,0.12725286697120594,0.09346676374078157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882682575601843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225656857890994,0.0,0.12723125256569462,0.0,0.0,0.14412053939865813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322191962296748
anxiety,hmmtodayiwillexist,2019/03/18,"DAE feel horribly judgmental because they’re always worried about what others could be judged for? Whenever I’m in public, I’m constantly worried about what people are thinking of me because of how I look, act, seem etc because of my social anxiety and it sucks. I feel ugly and weird all the time - and to make it worse I find mysef judging others way too much as well. I think I’m so preoccupied with what others will think about me or my appearance that when I see people who might share some of my characteristics I preemptively worry FOR them. It makes me feel horrible. It’s like second hand embarrassment but these people haven’t done anything wrong or embarrassing, I’m just projecting my own worries... 

I’m trying to work on it, because judging sucks whether I’m doing it to myself or others, but in the mean time does anyone else relate? 

(Sorry if the formatting is weird, I’m new to Reddit and also on mobile)
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anxiety,gghadidgg,2019/03/18,"How to deal with unwanted life and future thoughts? I currently have a lot of free time, because I'm still going to school and sometimes when I get really bored I get those unwanted thoughts about my future or life in general. These thoughts can be ""What's even the point in life? I'm just going to work, eat, sleep and do all the shit over and over again"" or ""What If xy happens?"" I also think a lot about my thoughts and I started becoming more scared about anything in general. Is this a part of puberty (i'm 17) or what's happening? I never had these thoughts before and I lowkey wanna go back to the old me who didn't care about anything. 

Does anyone know how to deal with this? 

Also this is not really severe, it's just really annoying for me and I wanna get rid of this",2.447142857142857,4.368669496815286,3.7402593266606026,88.22065286624206,76.96178343949045,7.543039126478617,23.953139217470433,8.418075326091056,1.4860795268425848,609,20,127,12,14,199,88,157,0.103,0.835,0.062,-0.6447,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,15,6,2,1,6,0,8,6,2,2,2,35,28,16,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,12,9,1,0,7,0,1,3,3,4,0,0,7,0,12,3,22,20,5,20,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,6,11,89,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19938802227659336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716819067414418,0.0,0.20517622546110173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585916650526068,0.0,0.07599421197886863,0.1376819463357565,0.10608015379957053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710358201112654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570468785006488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909458595472964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756272116891912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233960718858778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19539588457942428,0.0,0.2125488167182933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204804917688426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851224965708455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641622865407984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21197029253365735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614880838851894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13081423235434197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13499930939879753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178480768477774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23958946554960994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481073152828548,0.12616694668507555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14083519656940935,0.12796613233076914,0.0,0.0,0.12475435042311295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329619948821993,0.0,0.08823804687442037,0.0,0.09955708646246404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798798621101447,0.0,0.4948477220921142,0.07269276713256789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075710922628798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sexpal_,2019/03/18,"Done opening up to people about my anxiety. Whenever I try to talk to a friend/family about my social anxiety the advice remains the same.
Me: I rarely go out because I have social anxiety.
Friend/family: You should try hanging out with friends that will make you feel better.
......
People don't understand what anxiety it and how difficult it can be to deal with. ",2.862873134328357,5.765451910447763,4.407593283582088,78.37915111940302,82.13432835820895,8.72313432835821,26.285447761194035,9.188382445141503,3.1048522388059703,286,12,48,9,8,95,47,67,0.134,0.779,0.087,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,2,0,12,11,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,8,2,11,7,1,6,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,0,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16962893677418184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5311797349498102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581810285650002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15352516031607155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789623993712005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776415802039507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272880862605658,0.0,0.08777169775251081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4023427587464031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865449821265268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158718517575354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406891921822299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539037804538959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952407771198908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357107600096869,0.0,0.0,0.1807120312629301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,theonlynormalpeople,2019/03/18,"Where does my anxiety start and where do I end? I’m having a really hard time gaging when a behaviour is anxiety induced or simply just me have regular human emotions. It all gets so blurry, sometimes when my head is really really bad I don’t even assume it has anything to do with anxiety. But other times when I’m feeling better and I wake up unmotivated to do something, I think  there must be something horribly wrong with me and I can’t seem to start my day. Today I got up and got ready for class and was like 2 min out the door and I really wanted to finish this tv show I was watching and basically just ditched my class to do nothing. I then slept for 5 hours (after getting 12h the night before) and started feeling really panicky. I can’t figure out when I need a day off to relax and when I need to haul ass out of bed. Sometimes the lines get so blurred. Hoping others experience the same or have some insight? ",4.863738738738738,5.4815952972973,6.304662162162162,77.32005630630631,69.0,9.193693693693694,29.47072072072072,9.2995712137729,2.532882882882883,730,26,139,14,12,249,110,185,0.149,0.763,0.08900000000000001,-0.8861,0,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,13,6,0,0,7,0,17,4,4,1,2,36,36,20,0,5,5,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,5,14,0,0,8,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,4,18,4,19,29,3,28,0,0,1,1,1,8,1,7,21,95,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31172427500478417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177491743946356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134107538797304,0.0,0.0,0.11557967212103253,0.0,0.0,0.12012887828270935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17519571971233053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886404782794065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278828193454394,0.12030334241467515,0.0,0.0,0.08971315048630818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328659029033871,0.0,0.0,0.13735749338115952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21289366073279964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21726821029163512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167525953648603,0.0,0.1393987726640885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349079081471459,0.1337632754617941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06635872760848961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20142956608065535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274654300545327,0.0,0.13033068379502624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4350746562861389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365276155853545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20913414815411527,0.2686748425637289,0.0,0.2884193931019856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703313429586293,0.0,0.0,0.15840486443161214,0.0,0.12874911588115287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011490707961877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14850665745665076,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Foidless,2019/03/18,"Just a quick shout out to my frens I now many of you were bullied in school.  I know that this bullying contributed to anxiety and unhappiness which has affected your lives negatively.

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And you know what?  I'm glad it happened to you.  I'm glad you were bullied.  I hope you miss out on everything good in life.  

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Less competition is a good thing.  Please stay out of the workforce/dating pool.  We have no use for the anxious.  Darwin is calling.",1.6863122923588032,4.4062139767441835,2.584784053156145,87.47209302325584,95.27906976744184,6.178073089700997,24.74750830564784,7.447530270364453,1.7795275747508312,366,16,68,8,14,115,61,86,0.24,0.598,0.161,-0.8087,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,6,0,0,3,6,0,0,4,0,6,1,0,2,0,12,14,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,6,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,11,5,12,12,1,9,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,1,2,47,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3779748554961164,0.4238864770976026,0.0,0.0,0.13343324475657425,0.1970485302710642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17810555441036247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567602949460326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925957527824655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542418298648813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732415602902849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19171682121151107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232002406213239,0.0,0.0,0.15401885137066415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17683771376911814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19146425823799285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17652555624352986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859118874713496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158790012397462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15064561306582014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4238864770976026,0.0
anxiety,LetOPTalk,2019/03/18,"Quitting my job I can’t do it anymore. I work with kids. I have two jobs and of course they require you to talk to parents occasionally and all that. But the 2nd job I’ve had for a year or so and I just can’t do it anymore. Compared to my 1st job, the 2nd job is too much when it comes to my anxiety. I have to constantly communicate and talk to people, and I have to constantly travel to different places instead of just one place, and I get anxiety driving on the highway to places I’ve never been before. So I decided to quit, I just can’t do it anymore.
The problem is that I couldn’t decide what to say and so I finally figured out what to say and my manager didn’t respond to me for 3 days straight (I don’t see him almost ever). So I decided to email his boss to tell him about my notice and he grilled me. I didn’t know how to react. “Why are you leaving?” “Can you stay for the rest of the school year?” I told him I wanted different opportunities to work somewhere without kids and he said “But you still work with kids at your other job.”  I just told him “I’m trying to open up my schedule for different opportunities.” And he just wouldn’t let me quit with my 2 weeks notice. After asking me question after question he finally said he would get back to me after consulting my manager. He didn’t accept my resignation or anything. So I started having a panic attack (I think,
I’m not 100% sure what a panic attack is) about what was happening and what just happened. I was shaking and having a bit of trouble breathing. After about 10 minutes, my manager finally texted me and apologized saying he hasn’t had a chance to check his email. He’s a nicer guy and told me he would talk to the boss and said he would communicate with me from now on. So now I’m freaking out about what is going to happen. I have really low self confidence and I usually don’t have the balls to stand up to anyone unless I feel I’m being really really unfairly treated. So now I’m waiting and stressing and feeling like shit about the whole situation. I wish I didn’t have this anxiety and it’s moments like this that really make me feel like a worthless, pathetic person.",3.0864579256360085,4.6294064977168965,4.943082844096544,81.91245205479453,74.2054794520548,8.110737116764515,27.35446836268754,8.759644201051973,2.1133246444879323,1698,65,339,34,35,581,186,438,0.111,0.815,0.07400000000000001,-0.9436,10,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,5,1,9,28,21,3,4,16,0,39,2,2,5,4,73,69,34,0,8,13,1,3,3,0,4,0,6,0,6,17,28,0,2,12,2,1,5,15,13,0,2,15,10,56,8,55,47,5,45,0,3,1,0,50,13,1,5,28,238,73,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891013468413648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15793410562994126,0.0,0.20474347063043236,0.048118341579256985,0.0,0.05663040396001009,0.0,0.06433446514178717,0.15657820315635093,0.0,0.05291590982593595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05855807073464836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513017677306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05927962279963549,0.0,0.1487331343945743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04438117516278792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21569688393562264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062248780648228676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438760119848413,0.09832554275557703,0.0,0.22615648624448315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190792761028493,0.0,0.039110201730011764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06813950085246351,0.18256353950528792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4097406299611749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037819941034302015,0.0,0.0,0.07286710776279443,0.0,0.07036989159138908,0.0,0.10086131048433926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045935781734947966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05058830290541561,0.0,0.053075797130771485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566968796402812,0.0,0.0,0.04663207854224995,0.0,0.0,0.16148349207175422,0.07641296798049199,0.0,0.0,0.047708938928409085,0.060088219015116726,0.21569688393562264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584843151470123,0.0,0.0,0.15418124291287796,0.21958557236981616,0.0,0.0,0.17634334501989202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963817497004425,0.1641777636366895,0.0,0.06964632613861439,0.0548381196884875,0.0,0.07179098292910199,0.0,0.07063950758237769,0.0,0.07735302269336973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04870892061602992,0.07334960570815126,0.054957225290411235,0.0,0.07882946914714199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06485906669458408,0.0,0.0,0.16593713184007294,0.060148960110190934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04409505876620202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19727234771892388,0.0,0.04672212388147813,0.0,0.06722406295355413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757920378844416,0.0,0.040589961102808735,0.0,0.05520072608759802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062096503332955764,0.07683155541411997,0.07913598126482177,0.06633698764815711,0.0,0.15029845917606582,0.0,0.0,0.146656547327154,0.0,0.0,0.08863159027941334
anxiety,dukab,2019/03/18,"A silly but effective way to cheer up I hope my experience last week can help someone. It's quite silly, but also something that made me change my focus from bad to good.

I was burnt out after walking home from school(I'm too afraid to take the bus). I was burnt out because I cought eye contact with a stranger on the road, which enhanced my feeling that everyone is looking at me. I felt revealed and even the empty houses surrounding me was scary. When I got home I felt so small. I couldn't do anything but to cry. While crying I called my parents and told them about my current situation. They told me to make a list of everything I'm thankful of having in my life. I wrote down my piano, books, comfortable bed etc. In addition they figured I might be too self aware and that I needed to let go of my ego(easier said than done I tought). After the talk, I went for a walk in a quiet area listening to my favorite book. I was genuinely thankful for my ability to walk, my shoes ans the book I was listening to. It actually made me feel very well. I then used this boost of energy to go to the store and buy some groceries. I managed to smile and keep a short duration of eye contact with the cashier and left with a good feeling. 

From now on I will be working on letting go of my ego, see a therapist, and be grateful for things that are good. 

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anxiety,83goat82,2019/03/18,"Does anyone else get existential anxiety? I’m on medication for anxiety and panic disorder and it maintains my symptoms very well, but if I miss doses or if I have a symptom flareup, lately my go-to anxiety of choice is apparently existential dread. I obsess over dying and going to hell and the existence of a higher power. I’m Christian and when my anxiety flares up, I will out of nowhere dwell on going to hell or if there’s a God or dying tomorrow and screwing up my eternal resting place or the aliens thinking I’m an idiot. I’m sure most of you aren’t strangers to the racing thoughts but does anyone of any certain faith ever have these anxieties?  I’ve had to remove myself from Christian subreddits bc it actually terrifies me when I find myself anxious!  Anyone else ever get this way?",5.310669856459331,6.815278631578948,6.800406698564597,70.91875598086126,68.60526315789474,9.47464114832536,33.555023923444985,9.800150414767053,3.6459263157894735,640,30,105,15,11,219,94,152,0.28300000000000003,0.64,0.077,-0.9881,3,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,6,13,4,4,7,0,6,5,0,0,4,24,17,17,2,3,9,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,9,1,0,2,0,13,4,17,14,2,18,5,1,0,1,1,7,3,8,7,70,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.12744596115632242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881192127888328,0.0,0.4995400786587234,0.14753990055591962,0.0,0.27395395107850795,0.2676285881465886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710826611268867,0.0,0.14967797560754825,0.0,0.2285764461587181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181977146248532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23626887168465235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936528511065755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646536321468594,0.0,0.22266757206846494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732156427335946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156493477444936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15322999932761153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13644834716082413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308818218501966,0.27148510845748497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368268159687597,0.0,0.10368116136623798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775800148909548,0.0,0.10366355070866304,0.0,0.0,0.11742434773562035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AtT0mX,2019/03/18,"When I can to start take saffron extract again? Hi there! I'm taking saffron extract (crocus sativus) 30mg daily for 2 weeks and I know it is recommended to take saffron extract for max. 2 months. I take it to treat my psychical tension and moderate anxiety and it works well!

My question is when I can start to take saffron extract again after 2 months or have it long lasting effect? 

Thank you for your replies!",3.7683001808318255,5.990084202531648,4.345605786618446,84.00784810126581,74.0632911392405,6.53960216998192,32.804701627486445,7.447530270364453,2.3405790235081385,328,17,59,4,7,104,47,79,0.051,0.8170000000000001,0.132,0.7458,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,2,6,4,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,7,15,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,3,8,15,0,12,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,12,35,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15268051869716562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968564752714324,0.16268685755434562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17662475544376066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186106389667881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22357873919079335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28253187879228864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7503082318435197,0.0,0.0,0.18374929579826296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16009351731656926,0.0,0.17944916820377116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529886761859798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dicklunch592743,2019/03/18,"Getting irritated by everything I'm not sure if this has anything to do with it, but I have moderate social and general anxiety, and ever since a few months into this school year, Ive noticed that Ive been more irritated than usual by almost every little thing that other kids do to get attention (Making random loud noises, saying generally dumb stuff, following trends, etc). Usually I can just brush it off and just think their dumb, but now I almost hold a personal grudge against everone, its even getting into my home life, ill snap at people without realizing and complain about anything that doesnt go right. Its gotten to the point where im even pissed at how pissed I am. Im not sure if its because of school stress, anxiety or what but I cant stand it. Sorry for how long this was but had to put it out there!",6.717295597484281,6.63553142138365,7.1817610062893085,75.03918238993712,64.9748427672956,10.337106918238996,32.13207547169812,9.994966539143718,3.0486150943396235,652,23,121,13,9,214,110,159,0.238,0.7390000000000001,0.023,-0.9907,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,11,8,4,1,3,0,13,4,2,3,3,35,22,13,0,2,12,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,2,17,8,0,1,3,0,0,3,5,6,0,0,4,3,9,2,19,18,3,21,0,0,0,0,6,10,4,6,7,85,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759246613607939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21079586630234476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267551080405577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398670805547273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15365617872470536,0.1819989278202705,0.12462588993051882,0.11608185906596775,0.0,0.12382379756725476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159461449245133,0.0,0.0783010308829805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382001292068028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976425137806377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731495886878576,0.0,0.1380873150452507,0.0,0.12192704299117135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196626213006574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099711446935805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685839843885468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551623195952427,0.12030031257025013,0.0,0.0,0.13024244567290724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13850250067897613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765958310460058,0.0,0.10956466234870216,0.0,0.2788724625616569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139693743826589,0.0,0.0,0.14044484207497626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15422846960619735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15782144875624166,0.0,0.15772006395073768,0.0,0.0,0.259703686488369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153196602969993,0.08828102146018224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034806488619922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13281073195120754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872294926505779
anxiety,lovelysolorio1897,2019/03/18,"So afraid of rabies So my kitten is in quarantine rn for biting my kid.
But this isn’t about my kitten this is about last week Wednesday I went to go do laundry I was already on edge with rabies because the kitten wasn’t vaccinated and I was going to get it’s vaccinations Friday but I heard first set doesn’t include rabies until 12 weeks
Anyways on Wednesday I went to go do laundry and I came back home late around 11 pm I live with my kid so when I got out the car I felt something bite me it felt like a mosquito bite and I was annoyed because I’m severely allergic to mosquitoes but it was cold and I looked around I didn’t see anything but my kid as crying because she wanted to go inside already so we went inside and I forgot about what happened. Well last night during a long shower I looked over at my shoulder and I saw two bite marks like a cm away from each other very tiny little scabs I ignored it at first and finished scrubbing and then I thought of a possible bat bite and I’m so scared. It’s been since last Wednesday and I’m so scared it may have been a bat bite but I don’t recall feeling a bat or seeing a bat and I never seen one where I live I’m just so paranoid a bat has bitten me and due to my hypochondria drs don’t always take me seriously. I’m so scared it was a bat I even went today to go see if I find a dead bat somewhere outside I found nothing. Should I go to the dr? It hasn’t swelled up or anything and it’s very tiny and I saw pics of bat bites it looks similar but it’s no way thick just parallel to each other. I’m so scared. Don’t know what to do :(",-0.1807824259271804,2.0380288483965043,2.0043121567563915,94.90012068614824,89.96209912536443,4.473496508237846,19.638551766221443,6.0184958892216835,-0.06805222048952464,1257,40,279,11,43,421,160,343,0.163,0.805,0.032,-0.9938,1,1,1,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,2,22,11,1,5,13,0,24,5,1,0,1,47,63,36,1,3,11,0,4,2,0,2,4,1,2,3,17,23,0,2,7,0,0,12,10,8,1,4,24,15,37,3,33,37,2,49,0,0,9,0,6,14,0,4,23,173,54,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20626591282852488,0.0,0.07776433875194093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381553819432994,0.16639443196260173,0.0,0.0,0.08780663709123064,0.07186324465093502,0.0,0.1709129396777954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689077408006956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265895522780463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06172796563519713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047255048926539735,0.0,0.17946820151377885,0.0,0.0854186947722638,0.15899023700793766,0.0,0.10247160430683304,0.0,0.0,0.048827819565022766,0.0,0.3186851747820113,0.0,0.0747467040551077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264438393522476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374574816047013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05136193791569018,0.22854163144737535,0.10542441816624093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131747653957163,0.0936692225592388,0.16504981945676014,0.08270717206853755,0.2354429283264423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208038200228685,0.0,0.0,0.08770377189331505,0.0,0.08967523631598402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06332939336934199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535957626986736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3742700656337178,0.0,0.2234211917172492,0.0,0.0,0.10558066125032042,0.0,0.07730922054997004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194834559050325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026860066088693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419501799175758,0.0,0.0,0.08858702383756699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912946465127829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15422487082292174,0.05512380519768352,0.07418241567289463,0.14993234725779914,0.0,0.08402974540514517,0.34654510011216794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,roaringmemes,2019/03/18,"Help. Hi Reddit. I have so much anxiety right now. I feel like I have a full powered jet engine in my head, just blowing thoughts around and I can’t get a rest. I’ve had anxiety for most of my life but it’s honestly never been as bad as the last couple of weeks. I guess I just need some comforting words. Thank you. ",-0.4846434494195684,1.72573294029851,1.5790049751243806,97.00127694859043,92.73134328358208,5.365837479270317,17.892205638474298,6.937597516519254,0.0980693200663354,245,7,57,4,9,81,54,67,0.043,0.6940000000000001,0.263,0.9451,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,5,5,0,0,3,0,5,2,1,0,1,13,11,5,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,9,4,7,8,5,8,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,5,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3984092385901047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318104307156733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174223940393784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881266809868857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166562265272708,0.1860291882504967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13604779620052534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868589958803405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267244629296077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17454004574827314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21226004338969706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839276042098983,0.12721786011003194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914233201409086,0.1930826530525192,0.20083585972222726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223794315316308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397405302756969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20672781985267494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20887647252435676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lordgibby420,2019/03/18,"Severe panic attacks while flying(help) Alright so I have pretty severe anxiety day to day but manage just fine, but as soon as I get on a plane, BAM, massive panic attacks that come and go during the flight. None of my coping mechanisms seem to help like they would on just a normal day. Anyways im going on a vacation tommorow and it’s a 5 hour plane ride. Any tips and tricks to stay calm during the flight would be greatly appreciated. I should note to that due to my addictive personality I stay away from meds.",3.4365555555555574,5.6437299,4.673333333333332,81.34722222222223,75.0,6.844444444444445,25.11111111111111,7.793537801064563,1.5070777777777775,410,14,75,6,9,135,69,100,0.16899999999999998,0.65,0.181,0.5182,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,5,10,3,2,6,1,5,1,0,0,0,13,10,9,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,7,5,13,6,1,17,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,8,46,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16876064026408932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527292069890899,0.0,0.1184256400026116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522267817699489,0.14544468655653595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335106893775334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995098586579314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087938619600195,0.0,0.17595885266329014,0.0,0.0,0.17067340305328416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075254750313688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524520492204094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672163017461699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756300559525601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17195380333553026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167633753565218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632613580615101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13517002736867825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15749265587596192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14092894201552136,0.0,0.3497718780877509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33000373030055274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21993850420740144,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rando10102,2019/03/18,"Dealing with Making Mistakes + Anxiety How do you deal with anxiety in the workplace from making a mistake? No matter how big or small the mistake is, I get incredibly anxious and in turn, it makes me less productive at work because I spend all my team thinking about that mistake and my mind starts spiraling into a worst-case scenario mindset (make mistake -- coworkers will hear about it and judge me/think less of me -- manager will find out about it -- head of department will find out about it -- I get fired -- all my friends and family will find out and think less of me). 

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I don't make a lot of mistakes at work, but when I do I can't seem to shake it off and move forward. When my coworkers make mistakes, they seem to just say ""Oh well"" and keep it moving but I can't get myself to stop going down that downward spiral. ",5.713518518518517,6.1462923271604994,5.878617283950617,81.76977777777778,67.08641975308642,8.949135802469135,32.86666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.626232592592592,655,27,127,10,10,208,91,162,0.14800000000000002,0.807,0.045,-0.9015,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,1,3,10,10,0,1,5,0,10,1,1,8,2,46,28,14,0,7,4,0,1,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,8,13,0,2,7,1,1,6,4,8,1,0,0,3,17,2,24,24,6,23,0,0,0,0,8,14,0,4,5,87,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370315161720829,0.15367637766614395,0.0,0.0,0.1935002772896555,0.14287648223098234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770956830532428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26077255304945995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922581242863887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3467772170005996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977113523733734,0.0,0.19822798072611286,0.0,0.07187650997952265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979596069599392,0.0,0.14254225881560373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241343309407384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752131027045947,0.0,0.0,0.5065231364054387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769988130324395,0.0,0.0,0.2688377879093589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057499189862207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302693011204313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951698185855404,0.0,0.0,0.10573560457854246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431129570746608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756437238447733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371281713975588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841451117272998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15367637766614395,0.0
anxiety,diaperedwoman,2019/03/18,"Can anxiety really go away? So my mom seems to think anxiety can just go away if you learn to deal with it by making yourself be in situations that trigger it. But to me that is like expecting someone to deal with their seizures by making themselves be in situations that trigger it or expecting an autistic person to put themselves in a situation that will give them a sensory overload or make them shut down or have a meltdown. 

But it makes me wonder if I am just using it as an excuse because I can't handle stress and I am just a weak person and not strong and I even went out of my way to ignore my own feelings and pretend they were not there because this is what I had naturally learned growing up. I thought everyone did this but apparently this isn't healthy. Anyone that tells me I have a right to my own feelings and I can't deny them, this only applies to normal people with normal reactions. If I even dare to show them, it will be wrong. Medication I was on for it didn't make my problems go away because I still struggled in group settings and learning environment, I have felt since high school I had more going on than just my diagnoses. 

To me anxiety is more than just a feeling and it's like my brain is wired a certain way. Also the fact I mostly can't relate to people with anxiety disorders despite being diagnosed with anxiety disorder. I am also diagnosed with ADD and autism. ",5.015891279293123,6.160491434306568,6.097714175950828,77.03047829427585,68.96350364963503,9.126085286208221,32.6692278140607,9.414487439383343,3.0807255474452546,1119,50,205,23,19,373,140,274,0.114,0.816,0.071,-0.8636,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,6,1,12,10,0,2,10,0,28,6,1,8,2,60,48,21,0,8,16,1,4,2,0,2,5,0,0,2,18,16,0,1,11,2,0,7,7,6,0,0,9,4,33,4,36,33,5,26,0,0,0,0,16,15,0,9,3,161,51,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14882592924431134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35591934460880154,0.0,0.0,0.0650635220185327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622738328366725,0.0,0.0,0.17016933744277374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387584830886146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918632830368343,0.0,0.2833348511926059,0.0,0.0,0.21328934056162527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229188033818189,0.0,0.0,0.08891435378002098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411483597757082,0.06647575442229581,0.08934368866751649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926313429818683,0.21153243340429928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831364036301857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092017555241776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105617991247122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373923606720802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898037286598586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18234072502259546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076958652007691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290198912336375,0.16249733605240482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903737604268368,0.0,0.0935420985867652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05961094426241353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946516682726514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417272344612712,0.0,0.08471026490119878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697286620899907,0.313780146823246,0.0,0.0,0.07884193063643878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431076218349061,0.0,0.1065897687499544,0.09727725716540886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813307994847499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059623414539707424,0.0,0.0738722128179062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036631046242483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477193306575715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625934085403357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090999418025948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173681634105083,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Side2022,2019/03/18,"Weird feelings So today i went to a dentist to get my tooth fixed and she injected my gum with some medicine to numb that part of my mouth, so later on i was laying there while she was working on it i start feeling my arms and legs going super numb and strong tingling, you know that tingling where you hit your nerve on a elbow ? Yeah it was like that straight for like 40 minutes she took about and hour to complete her job then when she finished she put me in a sitting position and damn my head went spinning i told her that i feel not good so she start telling me i might be allergic  
for that kind of medicine and so on, it's weird because my heart wasn't beating fast and my breathing was normal i know i have anxiety iv been to doctors got prescribed escitalopram and xanax, so i'm just curious did any of you ever experienced something similar or it's just my body reacting to that medicine.  


P.S. Never had i problem before when going to a dentist always was feeling anxious but in a classic way    ",3.315902941176472,5.233080455000003,4.043235294117647,87.02882352941177,74.45,6.505882352941178,29.764705882352942,7.285733465282438,1.7304588235294118,801,36,157,9,17,255,119,200,0.073,0.831,0.096,0.5523,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,0,4,13,12,1,0,5,1,12,19,9,1,2,27,30,19,0,2,5,0,4,2,0,1,10,0,0,0,10,9,0,0,6,0,0,6,3,6,0,0,14,5,31,6,20,13,2,29,0,0,0,0,14,8,1,3,15,106,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197318262167773,0.0,0.0,0.10785775172074992,0.0,0.12133341786255734,0.17918002148714024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668495423699808,0.0,0.13496231553025553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17617589124032434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16629573246463994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16234031224109102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14346851714581768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207845293546145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286526770360075,0.0,0.1802792790171143,0.1330314750343177,0.12685198103593487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16277586530198754,0.0,0.0,0.18794927948308596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15619529851521324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15739232153831148,0.0,0.0,0.1651640986777574,0.1743317958112637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549740948270696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16825626500495625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232698908136305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15540054030250325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17175521281645115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517648494864283,0.0,0.15944318154501133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210291123585325,0.0,0.0,0.22452477108092608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862893417363012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15034026730580727,0.15155515715264326,0.1762174823649437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589433213269338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29405933695159997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546730630835242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Deformat,2019/03/18,"Started treatment recently, feeling worse? Hello everyone,


This might seem odd, but started treatment for alcoholism and sub-clinical anxiety recently. At the same time, I started treatment for some gastric reflux issues, which meant no alcohol for two weeks and other pretty rough food restrictions.


Now, granted, alcohol is an anxiolitic, and had no anxiolitics for two weeks, but even now, when I'm drinking alcohol (again) I feel even more anxious than before starting psychological treatment, so it's really making me question - is this what happens when you start psychological treatment? I mean, I know that you realize all the wrong things you're doing, but still...",11.029757575757573,11.66388021818182,10.010909090909092,55.943030303030326,55.90909090909091,13.15151515151515,46.51515151515152,12.45797560212912,6.5791515151515165,544,31,70,16,6,172,78,110,0.158,0.774,0.068,-0.8673,0,0,5,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,0,0,9,1,0,0,3,0,5,6,0,1,1,20,19,9,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,8,3,6,1,8,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,3,7,0,6,16,4,17,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,4,16,52,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.543380221991097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724103696843904,0.14360141995813278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816373382549913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452227060405105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679137715442984,0.0,0.0,0.12146184372826133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854422477907246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15370544915038115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124055366211997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267286499621106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985793732630352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484886210066449,0.0,0.0,0.1384632358640474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348467221458487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931953901160534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423955631571517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143179237863725,0.0,0.2510173497845062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571882963986604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4498559001639269,0.0,0.10151254325021312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444817679414764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412056669923398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248341708008987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20392463647134504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953892649500087,0.0,0.13897802505993342,0.0,0.0
anxiety,howie1024,2019/03/18,"Does anyone else have trouble taking naps, going to bed early, or sleeping in? I'm tired pretty much all the time these days. I'm a senior undergrad and I've been running roughly 19-21 credits per semester for 4 years straight and I know that's contributed but I feel like my anxiety makes it impossible to sleep anymore than 6 hours max. If I want to go to bed early my anxiety tells me that I could get more work done-- or, even worse, the ""this is my only free time in the day, so I would rather play games or watch tv."" If I want to sleep in, my anxiety says that I could've spent that time cleaning a little or at least having breakfast or etc etc. If I'm thinking about taking a nap, my anxiety tells me I'm going to miss something, even if I have nothing going on. Does anyone else have this problem? ",4.889272727272727,4.9632740787878795,5.720151515151517,83.44022727272728,68.81818181818181,8.539393939393939,29.22727272727273,8.238735603445708,1.876527272727273,633,21,131,8,10,208,100,165,0.134,0.752,0.115,-0.4942,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,6,0,9,5,3,1,1,23,28,13,0,10,11,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,3,0,8,2,1,0,3,5,3,5,0,3,0,0,3,4,15,5,14,23,6,22,0,1,1,0,4,7,0,9,11,74,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36132216268578177,0.0,0.11710319520427225,0.16512794853514734,0.2419729276910821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18855384185735427,0.0,0.0,0.15230309623491736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066644384341831,0.12083638685552638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19728064250878855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633798460127868,0.15598087230086768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05970457374006661,0.08435606169577832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061691696866475736,0.0,0.26842934176503824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628458188822713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06489343846595391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05768770888682356,0.11834674034845599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881902361240288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868020634593835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330052303212412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980482671543867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201293635123594,0.0,0.1129861925142398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939016059664785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3544945087803807,0.0,0.0,0.0909034146057448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775622687976094,0.0,0.20641348108721766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566061459751725,0.0,0.0,0.20655942409341468,0.13571508472027516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929276837166776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596332644749119,0.0,0.12033316008435704,0.08388033199181118,0.0,0.0,0.07603936564470237
anxiety,Kinzerflan,2019/03/18,"Experience with BuSpar or Cymbalta? I have GAD and panic disorder, I have been on Lexapro in the past which worked like a charm except I gained 30 pounds the first time and almost 50 the second time. I stopped taking the Lexapro to try and address the weight gain but my anxiety has begun to flair up again. I went to the doctor and she prescribed me Wellbutrin XL, but it doesn't seem to be helping with the anxiety and if anything has made it a bit worse. I have a friend who is a pharmacist who suggested meeting with my doctor to discuss getting off of Wellbutrin and trying either Cymbalta or BuSpar as my next option.  I am wondering if anyone has had any experiences, positive or negative, with either of these drugs. It's so easy to go down a Google rabbit hole and find horrible things about all of these anti-anxiety meds, so actual people's reviews are helpful. Thank you! ",8.835178571428571,7.464652636904763,8.684523809523814,70.20214285714287,61.32142857142857,11.971428571428573,37.66666666666667,10.9516,4.1119738095238105,705,28,124,15,8,229,111,168,0.125,0.7120000000000001,0.163,0.8049,0,0,1,1,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,4,4,5,0,1,12,0,13,4,0,1,1,29,21,17,0,2,10,0,1,1,1,0,3,0,1,0,9,11,1,1,3,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,4,1,13,4,21,16,4,15,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,9,9,91,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.14845837496944567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15233769748065026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345462022766704,0.0,0.3491404873261648,0.0,0.0,0.1063738649818502,0.0,0.1251912419879947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16608816966304574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743558511058441,0.311426023305693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17642421316457235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976275497826245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390454126165432,0.1294029554403176,0.0,0.0,0.1175364006804345,0.0,0.07948241701287682,0.0,0.08645982346229973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20394104261950965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432375452703101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395048061054852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689837738202374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16179355020876235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17849350807471978,0.0,0.0,0.14522670750822064,0.1054688100511275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13849478173976193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271887256093096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438393666549793,0.0,0.0,0.14006222323642153,0.0,0.0,0.10106939250789893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17741817367813054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065745715382728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18525515283891292,0.0,0.14102740203361175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649800958084114,0.11075352612365064,0.0,0.15503497060557533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hillyc88,2019/03/18,"My anxiety attack quirk.. I feel like my watch/rings/jewelry are strangling me and I have to take them off. That’s usually the first thing that tips me off physically that I’m having a tough moment mentally. I take off my watch and rings and have to run my hands under cold water. 

I have started using this as a sign that I need to stand up/walk away, excuse myself to the restroom or something and give myself a moment. 

My anxiety feels like constant impending doom and I am trying to teach myself that if I can move past the moment I can find a solution and survive. It is so difficult and exhausting to fight with this every day but there is no choice not to fight. For my son, my husband.. I know it should be for myself too but that’s something I am still working on as well. ",3.53166666666667,4.932833923566882,4.694665605095544,84.7070090233546,72.82165605095541,7.781104033970277,25.18524416135881,8.344100000000001,1.5527881104033967,614,19,123,10,12,202,93,157,0.132,0.809,0.059,-0.8361,0,0,2,0,2,0,16.0,0,0,1,3,5,10,3,0,7,0,13,3,1,1,0,21,23,14,0,3,5,2,3,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,11,8,1,0,4,0,0,2,2,7,1,1,0,6,24,3,18,21,0,19,1,1,1,0,7,6,0,2,12,92,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29342727945492997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21818110149888625,0.18018664997933825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072495305057656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12368431221762075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16158563589165909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19394271874542152,0.27401994391857976,0.0,0.0,0.17528639026034373,0.16313071047303776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18397594180730367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539904312540004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18739118963338056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19327237965845173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038352136385848,0.0,0.14220482887303207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18307878591229446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952881876124879,0.0,0.0,0.13574515147827154,0.0,0.1531583286495011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28839423012330906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741225075416565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020821860689294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16563912720688662,0.2112221238605018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17243614861867834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13962046958253718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,norghorith,2019/03/18,"Finally decided to actively improve myself and begin therapy I've been struggling with social anxiety for years now (23 M). I hide it pretty well and still force myself out with friends, however its starting to get the better of me and I'm losing motivation. I'm just not proud of where I am right now. My mother is an intensive counselor for people with severe issues and always wanted me to confide in *someone*. I was always skeptical about therapy but, screw it, I'm worth it and I need to make changes. 

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Not sure the point of this post. Just kind of proud of myself and I'd like to check back in to this post later on to see how much progress I've made. 

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Hopefully by then I'll have secured a job and won't need to mooch off my parents any longer. 

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/sigh",2.6200974025974046,5.140947941558443,3.794918831168832,84.99809253246755,79.32467532467533,6.707142857142857,25.858766233766232,7.8658589789855275,1.7588454545454546,629,25,116,11,16,204,102,154,0.112,0.6970000000000001,0.19,0.9353,3,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,6,10,16,2,1,4,0,6,1,0,4,1,26,19,10,0,4,5,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,11,0,1,2,0,2,0,3,5,2,0,3,1,11,10,25,15,1,20,0,1,1,1,4,8,1,1,11,73,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18981042424107614,0.3707446794565277,0.415778070398977,0.07756320339144954,0.0,0.0872538915164756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770339447008912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087483992237584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065801049253473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494472576278318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812075992172469,0.0,0.059590483858980726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328511373076475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904669191584864,0.11318474984844233,0.0,0.0,0.11877362891705627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05572287130830903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12760148390388887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792423171939636,0.07613445557384023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384559388434451,0.1691448011876122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266476697739524,0.0,0.0,0.07907330525642425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078214713118206,0.0,0.21847165453868755,0.11603776944029826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740472315863788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088928563938403,0.0,0.0,0.12885282910655807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626754574856875,0.09664078908470776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073068559252293,0.0,0.09108669253692156,0.0,0.0,0.11923795899686243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749811030346984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26087002932672554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727423532610954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025516443668219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.415778070398977,0.0734494724777154
anxiety,SpaaaceToast,2019/03/18,"Have you ever bargained with your symptoms? I can't count the amount of times I've said aloud to the universe that I'd rather have Symptom B instead of Symptom A. I've been on a walk through a field and found that I'd weigh up the pros and cons of different symptoms. I have nausea 24/7 which gets in the way of pretty much anything, and I have wished multiple times that I had other symptoms like psychosis instead. **So I'm curious if anyone else has thought about how their lives would be with other symptoms?** I'm sure someone with psychosis would rather have my nausea, but I guess it's all about perspectives.",3.4140454545454513,5.692415283333336,3.3162121212121214,90.71727272727274,75.33333333333334,5.696969696969697,27.57575757575757,6.574015621080383,1.1669166666666664,494,20,95,4,11,149,78,120,0.0,0.93,0.07,0.6715,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,1,0,9,2,0,0,7,0,12,7,0,1,3,20,20,7,0,6,4,0,0,1,0,2,6,1,0,0,7,6,1,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,5,1,9,2,14,12,3,8,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,4,63,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223504070518096,0.1351581184961449,0.10855128092473684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781862395107405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019447800061127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193207959480533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463329305347833,0.0,0.0,0.06891790544397072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453145269967802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06444491346941511,0.0,0.1164795802085508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696955515396384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420062238696742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547729952787418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117675228134073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243242900801442,0.8226344587388559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472237507063603,0.1538364002646076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470458755877277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15169081505402085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874111779201822,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,malfoy13,2019/03/18,"Having anxiety before the thing giving me anxiety even happens? This happens a lot. I'll have a TON of anxiety before something happens (pretty much anything out of my regular routine) but once I'm there or once it's happening, I'm fine. It's really bad when it comes to going to the dentist or doctor. I'll feel sick every day until I step into their office and then all the anxiety goes away. So it's like, why was it even there in the first place?

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I'm having to help out at my dads work for a few days. I hope I get to know a few days in advance when I start, but when he comes home today he could tell me I start anywhere from tomorrow to a week from now. I really hope I just get at least one day to prepare. I'm having so much anxiety over this, all it is is scanning papers. I'll have to say hi/meet a couple people I don't know but it's only for 5 hours a day and it's not any sort of important work I can mess up on or anything. I don't really know why I have so much anxiety over this. I think maybe deep down, because I'm 24 and don't drive (my brother will be driving me there since he's working too) and don't have a real job, I feel very judged by everyone and I'm always afraid people are going to ask about my life and I'll have to tell them I'm a failure pretty much. I know I shouldn't care and people are annoying to ask in the first place, but it happens.

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Once I'm there, I know it won't be so bad. I'll likely not have to talk to anyone more than a ""hello, how are you? I'm fine, thanks"" sort of thing. But even though I'm aware of that, I still have anxiety over going. Ugh. ",1.4718632445141042,2.775393267045456,3.6256112852664586,90.6877272727273,77.97727272727272,6.673354231974923,21.51293103448276,7.372421405659032,0.5744904780564261,1258,33,288,16,29,432,158,352,0.132,0.779,0.08900000000000001,-0.9335,1,0,1,0,0,0,45.0,0,1,2,6,21,14,1,1,15,0,27,4,0,1,2,42,66,26,0,4,11,2,2,2,0,3,4,1,1,0,16,12,0,0,8,0,0,9,8,6,0,3,1,4,27,8,40,59,12,47,0,0,1,0,17,18,0,8,22,178,43,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0604422792496885,0.1574107676867224,0.1765310438028317,0.04939767473394482,0.0,0.3889856806782996,0.0,0.0,0.05079156030926832,0.0,0.1195530221396086,0.0,0.13581714410632273,0.0,0.06824764878376534,0.0,0.12130269187446585,0.044280655260003465,0.0,0.12362253908582105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406129691707689,0.0,0.0,0.12514581499360378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05799711021180407,0.08037475200975543,0.0,0.23423387640698395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435009364050832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14393405755069075,0.0,0.06120231286890501,0.06941061015865678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345790908829193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357505326267655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590277890015104,0.06968288417908364,0.12384891735756802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211764551978942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04868904484908617,0.0,0.07286381881109588,0.14429577313943592,0.07153574432927437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208396782736046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19960515604768936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05130776339589281,0.07097644635014537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061755910118884726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297661955012966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21359496222302068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320776117609474,0.049222727797548466,0.055245975168276486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15107823977363105,0.0,0.1517866289564753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478019406376458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268019580852405,0.13960508638316824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057766224614222435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06008853893765564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05592180253221469,0.0,0.0,0.1028298980335161,0.0,0.05801037881096215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0583852613008268,0.12698108183734755,0.06687713057880065,0.0,0.0,0.09651754490375894,0.046544763663046926,0.07136840778444649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885420385003138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0599355878229821,0.0,0.0,0.058267407316512275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310925601554868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15864830339294347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765310438028317,0.0
anxiety,sherdais24,2019/03/18,"Do you remember your first panic attack? I remember mine.. it was the scariest experience ever, I thought that I was going to die. I had so much fun that night but it got out of hand quickly.",0.08087719298245942,2.4279925263157907,2.716842105263158,86.8645614035088,97.42105263157896,5.691228070175438,22.12280701754386,7.1686216300943375,1.2639333333333331,148,6,29,3,6,51,31,38,0.157,0.687,0.156,0.2357,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,1,3,3,1,1,1,0,4,1,1,0,1,6,7,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,5,1,7,1,3,2,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,25,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29986324990411906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735571157023112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384255444432129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257834352067721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22420321771939866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498000610398669,0.0,0.2108110771888226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19376353298938245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473544065932512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092573791394808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5971753877367099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092551352278345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Beamish12,2019/03/18,"Is this anxiety? For the past 5 days I have been suffering from constant breathlessness. Every time my subconscious goes to take over it’s like its forgotten how to breathe and so I am jolted by a sudden lack of air. I am thinking about breathing all day every day now and despite going to the hospital and having lots of lung tests done, they have said I am in perfect health. After two sleepless nights which I spent just worrying non stop about dying and choking, my doctor gave me antidepressants, whereas I am sure there’s a bigger problem. I can’t explain why I’m sure, I just feel sure. I’ve never had crippling anxiety before so I have no idea if this is normal, or if there’s something really wrong with me? Thanks in advance.",4.494756722151088,6.213368232394366,5.150179257362356,81.13086427656852,70.90140845070422,7.980537772087067,29.106274007682448,8.575989854853784,2.305864788732394,587,23,106,10,11,189,102,142,0.181,0.7120000000000001,0.107,-0.8493,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,2,10,9,0,0,4,0,14,5,3,1,6,26,24,10,1,5,5,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,5,0,1,4,0,1,2,3,3,0,1,6,2,14,6,15,18,3,19,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,4,13,73,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451385351904033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363369833217296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17314288712848092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099894922453909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16628497217527774,0.0,0.0,0.16399384046946258,0.0,0.1639625682038478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26998761781026115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101297546774193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105776290234048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17030832158264747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18087095293859265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782762969749202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13621487716008754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357295890084535,0.0,0.0,0.15035734132593653,0.15698338301450182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294987393927956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15331066062376114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264221219744477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15240765845882098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334659869528718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13395263090530607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4530215587671491,0.0,0.12046688239266272,0.0,0.0,0.1475107420338182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266368437615284,0.0,0.0,0.09342664226230983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15651345467388622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457528796681515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16271305393722155,0.0,0.0,0.17517742790990995,0.0,0.0
anxiety,akj519,2019/03/18,"Terrible anxiety after drinking... disgusted with myself. I have always been a drinker and tend to binge when I do and the last few years if I drink too much the next day I have TERRIBLE anxiety. I know not to drink liquor and just stick to a few beers but yesterday I went way overboard drinking the entire day And took several at a st Patrick’s day thing. I’ve been sick the last week so that makes it even dumber that I chose to do that. My boyfriend and I never usually fight and we got into a huge argument when we got home and I can’t even fully remember about what. This morning I woke up dizzy and extremely anxious so I stayed home from work. Now I have guilt for missing work as well. I’ve tried different things to relax myself like taking a bath, reading, watching tv. I guess I just need to vent. I’m disgusted with myself because I KNOW better than to do this and I did it anyway. Every time I do this I swear I’ll never drink liquor again and then I screw up again. I have talked to my boyfriend today and we agreed to just drop it about the Argument but I’m afraid it’ll still come up again and I don’t even remember the details. Just feeling overwhelmed and anxious and just so disappointed in myself. ",2.4477196095829608,4.58102773469388,3.446796805678794,89.3234516415262,77.77551020408163,6.873114463176575,24.121561668145517,7.893859768569023,1.2740026619343392,965,33,198,16,23,309,129,245,0.2,0.703,0.097,-0.9742,1,0,7,0,1,0,18.0,3,0,0,3,23,15,4,3,11,0,14,10,0,1,2,40,31,24,0,2,9,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,13,21,8,0,5,12,0,3,5,11,1,0,8,2,30,4,24,22,3,36,0,3,1,1,5,7,1,2,24,136,43,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161846313755401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16846424479526326,0.2487808184586312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712065845310214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738135131289408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484807141740714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21303115670910347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150391567165635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5393183508602296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21817537838820836,0.0,0.09277052280489106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05567378347998147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17612644201788746,0.0,0.12129609311953678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208940887297928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102467252020575,0.1795050136708514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05379308171604802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349777378538852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094186063018924,0.08164349663342962,0.16984375942507454,0.0,0.11710083435497218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013754021688207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24946121832229734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243904092293156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736020426715944,0.08793218618927362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278732003255522,0.08850043341629653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14630138438960053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06420471069655556,0.0,0.10436926627534883,0.0,0.12233375441529475,0.07475593017286591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126812355794114,0.0,0.0,0.0873984016949179,0.08832179023719125,0.0,0.0990000848128756,0.10207098134469178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16031949728651554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090577678837605
anxiety,thefrankoceantheory,2019/03/18,I had to quit my job I’m a senior in college about to graduate. I started a new job and barely worked a week. It was starting to interfere with school and get in the way of the time I had to focus on homework. I was more stressed than i’ve been in a long time and my anxiety acted up out of nowhere. I’ve been on lexapro for bit so it’s stayed pretty calm. I knew I had to quit to finish out the semester strong and so what’s best for me. it sucks though I feel like because of my anxiety i’m a quitter and the people close to me think i’m not an adult bc of it. ,-0.3756208358570561,1.3565219527559087,2.1570078740157466,96.99797092671108,85.37795275590551,5.482495457298608,20.792852816474863,6.67199483983844,0.14345475469412472,436,14,109,5,13,150,72,127,0.07,0.8009999999999999,0.13,0.8573,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,5,4,6,1,1,10,0,7,0,0,0,0,14,17,8,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,9,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,8,1,12,4,24,9,3,21,0,0,0,0,1,9,1,0,10,69,17,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891676305567767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521211394074975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983429240661285,0.0,0.2063380969625619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556363768823854,0.1350210145004724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874424350448348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751049421406663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233542701646352,0.0,0.0,0.16725828044455865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825365351360972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310281978482036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19228005915248345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4020476730682517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19127720728362016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675491105357281,0.20144792285649465,0.0,0.0,0.21649786207108612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110300949715018,0.18569068323743906,0.0,0.22041382235464524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15001871028052946,0.15160369988575378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375936158403709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,encryptedmez,2019/03/18,"Don't know if its just me... Hi all,

Im a M[22] and for a while I just cant cope with things but I do a good job in not showing this to anyone about how i really feel inside. I just feel useless and alone. It's like anything I do, I always mess something up. I'm just like to myself its all me like i dunno how to deal with it. Some of it has to do with things when im talking to a girl with the possibility of things moving forward - but again i just feel uneasy when im not talking to her. I dont know what i should do over all with my anxiety (im pretty sure its that, this is what ive gathered googling how i feel and pretty much most of it matches to me) & should i also tell the girl im talking to about this? - i just think its not gonna go well and possibly just come as a turn off.",0.9084437350359132,1.7911948044692745,3.174082202713489,95.07872905027935,78.60893854748603,6.008140462889067,20.606943335993613,6.18269132825596,-0.12197717478052672,606,14,155,4,14,209,90,179,0.096,0.763,0.141,0.8758,1,1,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,17,8,0,0,7,0,12,0,0,3,4,42,24,15,0,3,13,0,4,3,0,3,0,0,0,2,17,10,0,0,7,1,0,4,6,2,1,0,0,4,20,6,24,21,6,12,0,1,0,0,10,5,0,4,8,111,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132452054045405,0.0,0.09367898392490798,0.09747211993018257,0.12692407878001544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961385353069087,0.0,0.0,0.08190890746284384,0.0,0.09639847021543084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090807328282422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207689916579149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372903852406846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369234983643123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657490240140887,0.09825374846195596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6326711501113534,0.0,0.11624606557417524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875714119641474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716900349409439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450416343931593,0.08611337143772745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641216120085225,0.0,0.23835250196691715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075044620485992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901821822538254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040561909771324,0.0,0.0,0.2824646222304017,0.10238789297293133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334732366733454,0.07506031940233117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741763154633995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105325365756146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Oneandonlyinigo,2019/03/18,"Is hyperventilation and crying the same as having a panic/anxiety attack? So today once again I kinda freaked out in class. I woke up anxious already and didn't think it would be anything more than that. I'm used to feeling anxiety everyday and I don't tend to have crisis. This is my Forth. 

Anyways, I was already in a bad mood, then the teacher was like ""get in groups and discuss"" I wasn't in the mood for group work and I don't think that's what triggered it cause I am fine with doing them just today sucked altogether. Like I started having this urge to cry so I went out to the bathroom to see if I'd have a crisis. I cried a bit but a girl saw me and asked what's wrong. We talked a bit but after a while she went back to class. I was scared to go to class bc I knew I would freak out. After a while, thinking that I was able to cry (I just can't cry except I'm hyperventilating) I went back. Again had this urge. Kinda trembling. I started crying, laid my head on the table to freak out quietly lol but didn't worked so I jumped lol and run out of class. 

I'm feeling so embarrassed now. Most were nice to me and all, asked if I'm better etc and the teacher came out of class to help me. I stayed in the teachers room for an hour or so and then returned to the classroom. I was still trembling, scared it'll happen again and all but I was able to contain myself.

I wonder if people laughed. They definetly were scared or so. Idk, I just feel like a freak. The other times it happened I was alone or with my mom and her lawyer but never in my life in a class full with people. I just feel so embarrassed and fragil now. People won't see me the same again. I just don't imagine it would happen there ever. ",1.234956105347166,3.2164206759776555,2.8030534716679973,93.18428491620114,81.06703910614524,5.208747007182762,20.005107741420588,6.18269132825596,-0.05995045490822015,1334,35,296,10,35,437,162,358,0.208,0.7020000000000001,0.09,-0.9918,0,1,0,0,0,0,37.0,1,0,2,3,24,24,2,7,21,2,31,2,1,3,4,67,64,36,0,6,17,1,5,3,0,5,1,1,1,1,14,24,0,1,10,0,0,7,9,15,0,0,20,9,40,7,41,38,10,50,0,0,3,0,14,17,1,10,28,207,54,10,0.16737277506323073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667385898880219,0.18470001926998214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280397148039404,0.09454179752755952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886676639618418,0.0,0.15647095102028732,0.09520534717637892,0.0,0.1286993327187853,0.06987463800615637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401380906956627,0.1827277212003636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571493302814844,0.0,0.08596897247136108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5515534025607433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933324435952458,0.0,0.07569912865845131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16925740812233386,0.0597855719739169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04372268345700083,0.0,0.047560902587774484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220107883470052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588637713082475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056093221529102025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241423437959483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059110170414086165,0.1226548253557038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801248564000396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06454410116652559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912327149294437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818794452886663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17405281204665352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513540193824699,0.0,0.13337443189915696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846731165270025,0.08919855428053301,0.06683205718486175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672639483138937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16086857406610172,0.0,0.0,0.04879820555778624,0.0,0.1586498203750345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227816938949924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327343589795404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075431745574893,0.12184937364616208,0.0,0.0,0.1783452258681053,0.09149792745661628,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sqrrlbot,2019/03/18,"Anxiety is really kicking my ass right now and I think I just need some support and to be reminded that I'm not alone? Therapy was really rough today and I've been feeling terrible all winter (increasingly worse the past few weeks dealing with return of panic attacks, health worries, starting up therapy and then having it immediately stall due to therapist getting sick etc) and right now things are really bad. I'm struggling to remember the reasons I wanted to leave my comfortable prison cage of solitude, why I didn't want to settle for ""good enough and safe"" - it feels so tempting to just say ""to hell with this"" and go back to the way things were... It all feels too difficult, too much, too impossible for me to ever get to a good place, and logically I know I (probably) won't feel this way once spring/summer is here but I've tried pushing it away until then, just trying to hang on, and it's not working anymore.

I keep thinking that there are people in the world who just can't deal with everything, who are too sensitive and fragile and I feel like I'm one of them, like my skin will never be thick enough to exist in the ""real"" world. No matter how hard I try, no matter how many epiphanies I have about my issues it feels like I keep coming back to square one, like I haven't made any progress at all, and it makes it feel like it's all pointless. ",9.687487231869255,6.675823700374536,9.256138917262517,71.933013278856,61.05992509363296,12.555532856656455,37.75587334014301,10.637119530657019,3.7372202247191,1076,36,210,19,11,348,157,267,0.145,0.7440000000000001,0.111,-0.6704,0,1,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,1,2,20,17,2,2,6,0,17,4,2,5,6,56,43,19,0,3,7,0,12,5,0,2,2,1,0,0,17,16,0,3,13,0,0,5,9,7,0,2,5,14,18,10,29,34,11,35,1,0,1,1,6,12,2,1,21,137,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145619996442846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661562285506234,0.0,0.07493852852574191,0.0,0.09714921519389212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144274471565238,0.09203590364547916,0.15064917367175884,0.08179184968458074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438318664192679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019832909714617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024361028613216,0.10925041495834824,0.0,0.08860971490028002,0.0,0.0,0.08803942267871881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34671784408195266,0.2099462403984028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235928958390984,0.0,0.0556724772581934,0.16432707760649276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877522121834631,0.0,0.0,0.10412606084293913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022439660051896,0.0,0.17414129593182107,0.0,0.0,0.05383582068109576,0.0,0.0,0.1037246605834186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392896126750675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926913742958458,0.06538853421494377,0.09931526496181617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201129164391817,0.07263551394945746,0.07555218275583346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432336300199126,0.1327593935754889,0.0,0.0,0.11493402798073075,0.0,0.0,0.0935131515108771,0.06791258290713997,0.0,0.10234652626328557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561659806193156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149902847104116,0.18826553746180472,0.10071838430994083,0.0,0.0,0.11096869040686456,0.1673132624368343,0.0,0.07790109662828971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933603395827483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240823688592024,0.0,0.0,0.11116295212503433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22404979072504289,0.1137381945360737,0.1301594944465495,0.12553661437528696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285387825162876,0.0,0.0,0.19952362280325966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555776173217885,0.1555109246232886,0.07857697050407518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839295162633955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713154725220123,0.09948233413823884,0.09982880521410216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,11shiva3,2019/03/18,"My anxiety triggers weekly migraines and I'm just so fed up Several years ago, I  (F28) started suffering from anxiety (among other things due to an extremely traumatic experience in the past that I just didn't know how to deal with). I was always prone to migraines, but would get an occasional one where one or two advils would stop it. But after I developed chronic anxiety in full swing, I started getting occasional headaches which then developed into occasional migraines and now I've been stuck for a year and a half with weekly migraines which - if untreated - last for 12h to 48hrs, usually on the right side of the head.

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I take triptans to stop them (I can't miss work) but they're so tiring, I'm just so fed up... I went to see a neurologist and had an neurological test (went fine) and EEG done (results will come in about a week), and will get other tests done. I'm just really scared  that it might be something even worse than having anxiety triggered migraines.

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I am overall doing better anxiety wise but still experience it (going  to therapy for it). Did anyone go through something similar? I guess I'd like to hear some encouraging words that I don't get migraines because I have a brain tumor or something, the whole thing really scares me and the wait is horrible, and I'm at pro at jumping to dramatic conclusions :/

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TLDR; I get weekly migraines. Can anxiety be a trigger even if my migraines are so frequent?",6.862582549748522,7.77229192565056,7.206455280997157,71.57932210802538,64.68773234200744,10.641679422698449,36.64137327793571,10.59048541779884,4.162069582331074,1164,56,197,29,17,379,157,269,0.166,0.773,0.062,-0.9767,0,0,3,0,0,0,49.0,0,0,1,3,15,9,0,2,14,0,23,16,2,5,0,40,49,22,0,4,12,0,0,1,0,5,12,1,0,0,13,12,2,3,2,0,0,6,3,4,0,4,12,2,17,5,30,30,3,40,0,2,1,0,4,14,0,7,21,135,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565359457573435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101425372250203,0.2774152877900366,0.3111122005192338,0.0,0.0,0.3917342273608861,0.0,0.0,0.059675525071843365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05202579596051113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548111759516457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952737509098997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07351755069950376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798741446835212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17467605931900929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273973350110594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16696845895516496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22294738327087812,0.0,0.09700757537787973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940176383378808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758905687371386,0.0,0.09619052817483327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04690362895592914,0.06956793504680568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041695477338048535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905380385325332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156645753310759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147189186447988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934896508906017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288455048572266,0.0,0.0,0.17089137404249413,0.0,0.06800927627509508,0.0,0.0,0.09641606919769062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971092978097521,0.0,0.0,0.12081590171417565,0.0,0.06815698895804549,0.1427052403379194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06416915923345196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975999633596288,0.0,0.11339945328921135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809204332394753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337010633685976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399595889166837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738358975401146,0.0,0.0,0.15823217981803467,0.0,0.09528515033860893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06213250619515107,0.0,0.08697430780543769,0.12125392216682045,0.0,0.3111122005192338,0.10991934705739187
anxiety,ScottishCatMamma,2019/03/18,"Just walked out of work before my shift. I just recently started a call centre job, doing market research after being unemployed due to my anxiety and depression for ages.
The shifts are casual and you don't get in trouble for cancelling or no shows, you just lose reliability and thus get offered less shifts. 
Obviously it's not ideal, since being on the phone gives me the jitters, but the casual aspect helps and I'm not sure if anyone else would employ me right now, if I'm honest.


My long term goal with this company is to get to do typing / data entry type work rather than calls, since I can do that til the cows come home with no knock to my mental health, but for now I'm on calls.
I've been working on a project I'm as comfortable with as I can be since I started two weeks ago (I've worked here before and did this before) but on Friday they put me on a different job unexpectedly and I started panicking. I asked a supervisors assitant if the jobs were randomly assigned and, if so, could I go back on the job I'd been on. He said ""no, you'll be fine"". Uh, thanks Doctor!

After trying my best to brief on the project and taking NOTHING in and panicking more and more, I found the supervisor and told him I'd just go home and why. He referred me to another supervisor / manager to see if I could swap back to the other job so I didn't lose a shift (# blesshim ) and yep, they swapped me and told me to speak to the HR manager when I was next in.

Which was today. I came in 40 minutes early to try to explain,  without crying, why I'm a pathetic piece of shit and need to be given what I'm sure others see as special privileges. Annnnd she's not in,  so I have to wait and call her tomorrow. And my name is on a board for the project I flaked out of on Friday...in the room that's claustrophobic and extra loud. So, I've just left. I can't face explaining to ANOTHER stranger why I'm a useless piece of shit who can't even do a simple job that I signed up for. I'm sitting in a park now, crying and just so ashamed and I have no idea how to get anywhere in life when even simple things like this are too much for me to handle.
Or how to explain when I email or phone her tomorrow. 

TLDR: I'm a useless POS and can't function  well enough to support myself, never mind get anywhere decent in life.",5.2332338892804025,4.861173881606766,6.310298332158798,81.0232597290737,68.11205073995771,9.459838697048,29.78067496672148,9.049649993220411,2.196886993970715,1798,58,381,29,27,604,223,473,0.125,0.774,0.101,-0.8759999999999999,10,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,0,3,2,9,27,24,2,1,24,1,32,7,3,3,4,73,70,46,0,11,22,0,0,1,0,2,4,3,3,0,13,28,0,1,6,3,0,7,14,9,2,1,13,5,41,15,61,48,10,59,0,5,2,0,31,24,2,9,28,247,54,24,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759256174640266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15991318398157126,0.05833236807750852,0.0,0.0,0.05331698560773136,0.07812891286795112,0.0,0.0,0.07128507840187967,0.0,0.0,0.11726575397293658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946538292118736,0.0,0.08002149085578962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114461849584034,0.08721167041743844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06568411736372884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217616104574958,0.0,0.16751789938426914,0.0,0.0,0.06567550707407804,0.0,0.0,0.07966683305495638,0.0,0.07804688118315392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06369853965142819,0.0,0.0,0.07878842497038528,0.0,0.10072710279903466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360609097338358,0.0,0.0,0.19919192015192427,0.07314761173429551,0.08667123572078461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105202793600272,0.0,0.0,0.05110993022593186,0.0,0.15297341350494567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607892670280379,0.0,0.0,0.4540084831178024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284773249494676,0.0,0.1077177100245342,0.037252745785878894,0.0,0.0,0.06748038540909565,0.0,0.1706123726278146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684381363856424,0.0,0.07699251478057909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056053798393798406,0.05653969484793549,0.05881003831104833,0.0,0.08109458455210021,0.0,0.0,0.07316559564193227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665405390515043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528938860567133,0.0,0.0,0.06511856451359094,0.07253286085066883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152551988394132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565426191134752,0.1892286678862264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16191411014293094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652956453118138,0.14373271446980845,0.0,0.05733181459553593,0.0,0.0,0.07020235225783421,0.0,0.0,0.0506582641012925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227772829483309,0.14572359976024002,0.0,0.10353984467433414,0.0,0.07448686466228824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06116454187227269,0.0,0.06855946665748025,0.0,0.2064159901920357,0.0,0.0,0.07350395087643126,0.0,0.22204868308010486,0.0,0.0,0.05416704432232696,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sassyargonian,2019/03/18,"Anxiety is ruining everything I have had a long history of working and suddenly quitting due to panic and anxiety . This last job I had I worked 3 days at a thrift store, something that I really enjoy and was easy. I thought I wouldn’t have problems there. I felt nauseous before work a few times but pressed on. Friday was the day that all fell apart. I had a panic attack at work, and instead of telling someone hey can I take a moment or hey can I leave early I’m not feeling well, I just grabbed my stuff and left. I text my manager telling them what had happened and that was that. The fallout from my relationship with my husband has been rough. Currently staying at my parents house , and he really wants to leave. As well as i do. This was going to help us do that, and I let my anxiety over take me. Since he’s been stressed out , and cold towards me . Which I understand. I’ve been feeling completely terrible anxiety and depressed wise the past few days since it happened. I’m giving him his space, like he wanted . He told me I have to partake in a routine to get into the swing of holding a job. Which I don’t mind doing, it’s basically self care routines, and also cleaning and chores. And taking time outside my room, which sucks because I don’t feel comfortable . Not because of anxiety but because I don’t feel like I have my own space to do whatever in my moms house, plus she works from home . Today I have therapy , and I’m really nervous about what I’m going to say. I feel embarrassed . Anxiety has taken control of every aspect of my life basically. I feel stuck. I am extremely upset about Friday’s incident. I feel like the tension between my husband and I is irreversible, which on one side of me knows it’s not, it can be resolved just takes time.  I just needed to vent , and don’t have very many people to talk to about things of this matter. Any help in managing anxiety , would be greatly appreciated. ",3.2095747930230667,5.237906941644564,4.577921388955872,82.58899606140987,75.0742705570292,7.858821638131982,29.196125713367092,8.666027191798058,2.4332235190097258,1515,67,288,31,33,502,190,377,0.175,0.7120000000000001,0.112,-0.9455,4,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,1,0,1,8,11,24,2,7,12,0,38,1,0,1,1,52,71,23,0,6,9,4,11,3,0,2,1,1,4,1,20,20,0,2,12,0,2,3,8,13,2,1,16,13,47,11,40,50,4,37,0,2,0,0,25,18,1,1,18,192,67,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06310285998068522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05366028268483704,0.0,0.42255190548894106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976947040827063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443051211328859,0.0,0.06714506734670263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045217006631812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273374765346507,0.0,0.08850225733202183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15266778555947053,0.0,0.06796351805724701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648356278305767,0.0,0.07091760319690375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792885021250083,0.11274406938953185,0.07576424759813451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04122627830443151,0.07569593677199751,0.08969069834983301,0.0,0.0,0.08699657037934988,0.0,0.0,0.13955652342307395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578100788462068,0.0,0.07915135957226288,0.0,0.0,0.1820989395043624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15660842788629634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043365883744765764,0.06432071570491613,0.0,0.1671047832249472,0.0857339914722132,0.08068898190814612,0.05573519609129336,0.11565168387865794,0.0,0.0,0.06983127495442244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000053087194932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967478899950617,0.09241633154281864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058509431338149176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053470239284769384,0.0,0.0,0.1851635447429972,0.08761821926240031,0.0,0.0753268066822906,0.05470501123412715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550449175083977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839285849650985,0.0,0.0,0.15165184272153814,0.0,0.0,0.08471787750517025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627509687273781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231846307751277,0.0,0.0,0.1305473588738676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06685866279915413,0.06074738837984647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410564339534801,0.0,0.0,0.09038907785699696,0.0,0.09033101173765493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23731658818399115,0.06342342312476391,0.1379384917147972,0.0,0.09023840497552853,0.0,0.052423102620488035,0.0,0.0,0.06264429761106156,0.13803602002566678,0.0,0.07479574823171077,0.07540016777107722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214622028309257,0.09491685031769068,0.0,0.0,0.06510752991482475,0.09308420300245734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189589872264552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287230551282243,0.0,0.0,0.05605412213651868,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Joarex,2019/03/18,"I may have anxiety and I don't really know, but I'm too scared to find out. I am very confused and I don't know what to do. Since last year, I have obsessive thoughts that are horrible. I think that I'm in control of them, and that I could stop them whenever I wanted, but that's not true, because even if there are some weeks that I don't have a lot of negatives thoughts, they are always there, in the background, and there are a lot of times where I feel a lot of stress because I have suddenly a lot of these thoughts and worries. And it isn't only thoughts, I have a sensation of doom all the time, that I'm going to harm someone. Also, I believe that I'm a burden to all my friends and I think that they can leave me everyday or that I'm boring and they don't really like me. When I'm with anyone, I have the constant fear of saying something wrong, or fear of have a moment of silence because I don't know what to talk about. I suspect that I have anxiety, but I'm not really sure. I believe that it isn't a big deal and I'm actually fine, however I still have these thoughts. When I started being like this, I was very stressed and scared all the time, but now maybe I've learnt to deal with it, but I think that it still cripples my life in more subtle ways. Lately, I've been believing I'm being dramatic and stupid and that there isn't any problem with me, because these thoughts haven't been as persistent or horrible as before, but they don't go away and I had really terrible thoughts not too long ago. But I don't really know, and I don't want to worry my family over nothing. I don't know what to do.",5.069044891640863,4.456880991176472,5.9654179566563466,84.16595975232201,68.5,9.746130030959756,30.8359133126935,9.276330184999452,2.325735294117647,1267,44,283,22,19,420,137,340,0.266,0.6990000000000001,0.035,-0.9978,1,0,1,0,0,1,35.0,0,0,6,2,15,22,1,8,12,0,38,1,0,1,5,68,68,30,0,5,14,0,1,2,1,1,1,1,0,0,24,18,0,2,18,0,0,2,17,16,0,0,11,2,39,6,29,53,9,31,1,1,0,0,11,8,0,11,22,194,63,0,0.0,0.0,0.0807486137420966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733497487892181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06617231834791303,0.06885168775139801,0.0,0.0,0.05627043385271114,0.0,0.12660163882583336,0.0,0.0,0.0578582524390502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774302792942915,0.0,0.0,0.2017659087139584,0.0,0.07041114734447917,0.2796807915850952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941953269189687,0.09280719682873356,0.06606631934395707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17061594453137846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05465325988305328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800600317079767,0.1862255565379666,0.04183909907272172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562877014041465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.063929713774208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405344616501388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22737646641337425,0.06744941318498225,0.0933416169603019,0.08761655903080137,0.0,0.0,0.058446275494728736,0.0808514864506743,0.0,0.0,0.07322801784798771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813923427833516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831299462030792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939746507144127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06293241550495078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917719206963411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26504752234919465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06580331034978405,0.16568729386299064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684487311155545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011081146584436,0.06370227155957603,0.0,0.0,0.058568373982589635,0.0,0.13216286803920504,0.06917975007263412,0.1895715926966944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798756421385346,0.0,0.0,0.06650847437043046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15906178128816534,0.0,0.4598401536520804,0.14475038791289555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654899944911406,0.0976120181577463,0.0656802925676144,0.06637422321661872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16806610409749165,0.0,0.0,0.09047026996984804,0.0,0.05328601065785057
anxiety,dc5497,2019/03/18,"Does anyone else ever feel the need to Invalidate their anxiety because you’re so aware of it? Sometimes when I am struggling with my anxiety and I’m aware that it is affecting me, I tend to think that if I can realize “Well hey, this is just your anxiety” then I should be able to control it. Then I get really down on myself and begin to question myself.

It’s almost as if awareness of my anxiety attacks, or being overly anything as a result of my anxiety makes me feel like I should control it. I don’t know if that makes sense, but I’m just really frustrated and tired of knowing what I deal with and feeling out of control.",4.185714285714287,5.325229952380951,5.790634920634923,78.48214285714288,70.90476190476191,9.092063492063492,30.66666666666667,9.444778638647367,2.8772285714285712,498,21,94,11,9,170,78,126,0.159,0.8,0.04,-0.9159,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,3,6,5,2,1,2,0,9,1,0,7,1,34,23,15,0,6,7,0,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,10,7,0,3,8,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,17,2,17,19,0,9,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,6,6,72,27,0,0.14205908113704704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225164936699766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5433740411851851,0.0,0.0,0.0993310125691806,0.14555631639042851,0.1169025195576243,0.0,0.0,0.16161271310821607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659789731642366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4779940170721487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14645667485897526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431685922228415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867213366685465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128500571924342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154880194620654,0.10148703594905296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422000662175808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15614391165398642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06940289136220497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18965107953164453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533500863903927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15913868262152453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820133700141201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050006368583853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851099593779032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102572309833136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632760160319887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277281745519945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sheepieweepie,2019/03/18,"I've been in a position where I could have taken my own life and I truly, honestly regret not doing it then. The world we live in is exhausting, and I am finding that I cannot disconnect from the events happening around me. It's doing my head in and slowly chipping away at whatever identity I have left. I don't want to die an old man with a degrading brain because of all the nights sleep I've lost to anxiety.

I had the opportunity to end my own life quickly not too long ago when I was in a depressive state, and while I'm not longer suicidal I keep thinking how amazing it would be if I wouldn't have to deal with being myself or existing around all these other people with their high expectations with their own comparably underwhelming efforts.

Again, thank you for taking the time to read what I'm feeling. Let me know if you'd like yo talk through anything.",8.296918604651164,6.513373343023264,8.505465116279073,72.37645348837212,62.66279069767442,12.32093023255814,36.61627906976744,11.20814326018867,3.8948,693,26,136,16,8,229,117,172,0.096,0.759,0.146,0.8694,0,0,0,0,0,1,11.0,1,2,2,3,8,10,0,0,9,0,19,6,3,1,2,31,31,11,2,8,6,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,7,11,0,1,4,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,5,1,21,5,21,19,5,25,0,3,0,0,8,12,0,3,13,99,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15270984090092246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178856398299568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417662053278211,0.3067194313907867,0.0,0.0,0.16185638836167648,0.0,0.0,0.1050161736323074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923139201128127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13754617135659813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17760615526727794,0.148378696963703,0.0,0.17879243406517795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15258296524011158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710653094659868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745462862952314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523406651849461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17680205434860996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18201614606848332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15312437922442765,0.0,0.0,0.0946768723377122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871753891467035,0.17616106901314074,0.2433633810444206,0.0841640076230258,0.0,0.1521204350945696,0.15245640427741836,0.0,0.0,0.1880566017074416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16166677411411765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18077179538779264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943257965938965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17231986862781987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723976627201865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884389733700163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952804360771888,0.13846671198367413,0.0,0.15860606207509126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038574189592662,0.0,0.0,0.10045391690000503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161122572977722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223779733570462,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,eyeGTyou,2019/03/18,Didn't start my new job today because of anxiety. I've been unemployed now for a few months and it's been getting me really down and frustrated. Finally got a job offer last week and started today but instead of going I drove past my new job and came home. It really feels like a vicious cycle of anxiety and depression I don't know how to break the cycle. All I could think of while driving was how I'm going to mess up and be fired so it's better to not waste their time. And now I'm back to square one with only a secondary school education and low skilled manufacturing jobs under my belt I feel defeated.,3.9570340501792094,5.144372750000001,5.580107526881722,79.59571684587816,71.5,9.059498207885305,27.487455197132626,9.444778638647367,2.3917089605734767,487,17,96,11,9,166,84,124,0.214,0.706,0.08,-0.9548,6,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,3,7,8,2,0,5,0,7,0,0,2,1,20,21,13,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,10,0,0,4,0,0,5,3,6,0,1,7,4,9,2,13,12,2,26,0,3,1,0,2,4,0,0,17,58,12,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264405582507465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380355224925667,0.0,0.09021997153609347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130894763938204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16927359531387945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816667124189775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747295348522972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14966739828334968,0.10573186853659956,0.0,0.1621277455967035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732435881620113,0.0,0.16822463794731274,0.0,0.11836983539657772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14845696434591624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5874722031466731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813374210085193,0.12064048235824328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230576119350182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813290190506452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28588037214116313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028923634368443,0.11256134937252604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14128360036210094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18962632547370187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14978480653090392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20951158963591388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483299712204762,0.0,0.0,0.08630051172060044,0.0,0.28057508521565283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871739021725786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lynnguinni,2019/03/18,im literally starving help im to anxious to eat lunch bc i have nobody to sit by and my paranoia has gotten so bad wherever i go im just attacked with intrusive reoccuring thoughts that everybodys laughing at me and making fun of me because im ugly and im so hungry my blood sugar is low and im lightheaded ,0.6029615384615389,2.9915776615384644,4.098749999999999,80.14812500000002,87.76923076923076,6.9423076923076925,28.125,8.07648339933343,2.4991923076923075,248,13,47,6,8,91,45,65,0.259,0.619,0.121,-0.8588,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,3,4,1,1,0,8,7,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,1,6,2,7,5,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16215395588708936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632920472212655,0.0,0.0,0.11984592281074115,0.08749774486111801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687237540842765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157437981777302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962086400646579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9302560845722908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958108815786934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395094074996374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,freakyvid,2019/03/18,"Tried Every Medicine with No Effects Hi,

I have tried each and every medicine for GAD for past 10 years. Nothing is working for me.

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Now what should be next step ? I don't want to take medicine anymore but how can I detox my body from it as I am taking it for more than 10 years.",2.511694915254239,4.214618474576273,2.4120000000000026,98.78681355932207,76.11864406779661,4.7200000000000015,25.359322033898305,3.1291,0.0299938983050847,226,8,51,0,5,67,46,59,0.05,0.95,0.0,-0.1806,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,1,2,0,8,10,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,9,8,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,32,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24996633965725798,0.2803291001228692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287951421970149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562587536183449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3887540439887941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453549981910701,0.0,0.0,0.22136551639698784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22023188509058866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469195222855157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132640550917898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607446274637985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16795435396936645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803291001228692,0.29713002185641096
anxiety,PresidentPalacinke,2019/03/18,"I'm very social and like being outgoing, but I'm being held back by bowel issues, which is caused by stress, which is caused by bowel issues, enter the cycle that I can't break. Basically a bit of backstory, I have PTSD from a very violent youth from 5-11 which caused OCD from till I was about 13.

When I was 14/15 I remember being relatively relaxed for and not too affected by it, but after it I started to develop heavy OCD again and paranoia when I was around 16.

Now those are things you can help your self with  but when I was 17 I started having bowel issues that I can't really explain other than general stress (I'm very active and excercise a lot, watch my fiber, drink water etc.)
Now I'm 20 and I am afraid of any sort of social contact because to put it quite blunt I seem to smell and pass gas without me knowing(people sniffing, me feeling bad in my bowels.

I crave being outgoing and free but I've been dealing with this for 3 years now and I just don't know what to do about it

My plan for now is to move when I have saved enough money to get away from my PTSD past and start over in a new city but I'm not even sure if that's gonna fix all my problems and it will take a long time as well to save enough money for it.",4.266923076923078,4.314807500000004,5.361346153846156,85.56740384615388,70.15384615384616,8.5,25.48076923076923,8.278499904357787,1.3278461538461537,970,24,213,13,16,322,149,260,0.098,0.767,0.135,0.8023,7,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,2,17,13,1,3,6,0,23,6,4,4,2,41,39,22,0,2,10,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,17,13,2,1,5,2,3,4,6,6,1,0,6,3,24,8,36,27,6,31,0,0,1,0,9,5,0,4,22,143,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783637593196598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258359137503932,0.0,0.0,0.10826708650212137,0.08860861072337932,0.09621642113799132,0.0702461933684349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258067868276514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3551342989158417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188022367869942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288644073163788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381371420447353,0.12851749869540344,0.07611163821343198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058266284181638636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06020553729968847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723959908250551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36082623867454905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06333014860205803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056298005818131026,0.0,0.0,0.10197935884261858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979686858377019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247658031112535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129469207177843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100048574816316,0.07988944745424881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026434306854634,0.26940712334938194,0.11584301456703144,0.0,0.12256661916734685,0.0,0.0,0.07382249905522534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13053880417783326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490562644181543,0.1202152486981462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349351644424933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24469180251189845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26400263240928595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860763448132674,0.0,0.08664238738844794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655702115230531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719446183481557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852428583413661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036101144048789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108243880550546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420756920457691
anxiety,mittens12,2019/03/18,"Anxiety and online dating Hey all -- I was diagnosed with anxiety and moderate depression about 2-1/2 years ago now. I'm on a low dose of Lexapro which has helped me greatly. However, I still have episodes of anxiety that come and go. Life is just far more manageable. 

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Late last summer, my boyfriend of a few years and I broke up. It was rough, but it was definitely time for us to move on with our lives. So, I waited it out a few months and decided to jump onto an online dating site. One of the paid ones, not one where people are only looking for hookups. I'm 29, most of my friends are settled down, we don't do a ton of venturing out where I would be able to meet people so I figured this would be my best bet of finding love again. 

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It has been triggering my anxiety like crazy. Waiting on responses, not sure if I'm saying or doing the right things...it's making me feel pretty close to how I felt prior to medication. 

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I've now been seeing someone for a month, but it feels like it's possibly about to trail off. So, I'm hoping you all have some tips that could potentially help me with managing my anxiety while doing the online dating thing :) Thanks!! ",3.2801282051282,5.2149002179487205,4.353341880341883,84.69026923076925,74.59829059829059,7.927863247863248,26.22991452991453,8.697196308434329,1.9516673504273503,937,34,185,19,20,305,145,234,0.075,0.745,0.18,0.9892,1,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,3,1,0,1,13,12,0,0,9,0,21,5,0,3,3,41,39,14,0,5,7,0,4,2,1,2,4,1,0,0,11,13,0,2,6,0,2,4,3,3,0,3,7,7,19,9,30,27,9,38,0,3,2,1,11,16,0,6,20,125,30,2,0.10164845634777768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010522343540196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304081799536218,0.37054200132159454,0.0,0.0,0.38880395440995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066737837255982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756114457418003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115802118352869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754966650539872,0.10317104350979757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279302744763216,0.0726176775251743,0.09759845870047387,0.0,0.0929048475848142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853334522439487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057769160232037826,0.0,0.0,0.11206778197399944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362656352648298,0.0,0.0,0.1009598527441848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285705876218255,0.1146638862554087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179731082042509,0.09932060261934048,0.0,0.08975744924113767,0.0,0.08535910251422332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174170047457096,0.0,0.06785113392534084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240012581040532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16226965614791009,0.10803622247787867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066388741119439,0.07730823150735416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094048179459198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459336157090308,0.0,0.10341302338539032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680722632327252,0.0,0.0808349323580498,0.0,0.0,0.08100065923917059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612640720176336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117658854399915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958024671477124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358424170422276,0.0,0.0,0.06753071769675151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05927203233162154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222705773420535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14441629390554495,0.0,0.37054200132159454,0.1309165464248352
anxiety,Carrion-Soup,2019/03/18,"Dealing with sensory overload? I deal with general and social anxiety disorder for the most part, which can make getting through some days a bit of a struggle. Some are better than others. Recently I've been able to take steps towards dealing with my anxiety and my SO has been a huge help as far as support goes. However, I've been struggling a lot with sensory overload recently.

For some background, I have sensitive hearing so some frequencies are painful to hear and make me start to panic, and some sounds (like certain people's voices) are at just the right pitch that I literally can not understand a word they're saying, which sets off my social anxiety because I don't want them to get upset with me or think I'm ignoring them. I also have agoraphobia so crowds are a big set off as well. 

I've gotten a lot better about a lot of my triggers and ticks, but the only persistent one seems to be going into sensory overload. When this happens I tend to have the type of panic attack where I go nonverbal and become unable to talk, which makes it hard for my boyfriend to help me and I end up feeling really guilty.

Sometimes my sensory overloads are reasonable things and sometimes it's tiny little things that set me off. If I'm in a crowd I start to hyper-focus on everyone talking at once, or if I'm in my home or in a car and too many people are talking at once or over each other it makes me feel panicky. Sudden loud sounds really scare me and put me into an instant panic attack, like balloons popping, I verge on crying when it happens. Random loud things can put me into sensory overload, like ice machines or cupboards and doors slamming (this is mostly from past traumas). Truck breaks, car horns, loud televisions (or too many on at once), kids yelling or screaming, lots of dogs barking, all of these are loud things that can set it off. But at times it's little sounds, rather than shutting down they make me somewhat angry and anxious. I absolutely can not stand mouth sounds: chewing, lips smacking, teeth clacking or grinding. Little scratching or shuffling sounds, people who make constant sounds, nails on certain surfaces (tapping or scratching). Sounds like these make me really angry and upset and anxious and I can't stand being near them, compared to the loud sounds giving me panic attacks and making me go nonverbal.

I would really appreciate any advice on this, ways to calm down, handle it, get over it, lessen the effects and etcetera. ",7.611955756661639,7.759189877995645,7.259705882352942,74.45752262443442,63.074074074074076,9.763063516004694,35.954499748617394,9.367010060515213,3.391951835093012,1970,84,332,31,26,621,227,459,0.179,0.741,0.08,-0.9936,1,0,0,0,1,0,55.0,0,0,4,4,13,27,3,9,17,0,25,5,3,11,3,81,59,40,0,5,18,0,5,4,0,1,1,19,2,1,26,26,1,1,7,0,0,8,4,16,1,1,4,24,36,11,59,52,16,66,0,0,0,0,22,38,0,26,16,224,62,1,0.06813615914145715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658186613476037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05448846184850701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0463349247046456,0.0,0.15637192573903788,0.15394893128643272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325441524361453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04153517019566764,0.07525103458558899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052179146875518,0.07438703867197184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363098221792032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484437138934052,0.043942185882433114,0.21073616467840292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808994141610281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06034841311584385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06510701997061459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890337864886979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679499280545393,0.06536241248257918,0.11617004831548107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050516101133878,0.0,0.06103661528517644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15358880667526503,0.0,0.0913404624478509,0.0,0.06834612310172304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331515426647158,0.20487099441303314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317077037198324,0.0,0.0,0.3638513225029547,0.1381587419527663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21768835728593675,0.0461708248119099,0.05182061935999935,0.07250167728292044,0.31977240798757106,0.0,0.0737848205299612,0.06504367366763024,0.14171110081850127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13699131854119595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745990730883423,0.0700553196586981,0.13455247428940487,0.0,0.0,0.05818790761715584,0.0,0.05418460853446518,0.06821618174966561,0.0,0.0,0.062028600267212124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891246731172924,0.0,0.0,0.1347768072559582,0.0,0.0964542482704197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424614149617316,0.0,0.0,0.0773201059437091,0.0,0.0,0.051229912024745104,0.1642957912982008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18106654614330606,0.04365889956032303,0.0,0.0,0.03973074233186084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709321446169695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04018847200864225,0.05408331164933571,0.0,0.0,0.06126258989192431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04840197253218195,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,giveheramicrophone,2019/03/18,"I feel guilty about this, but I really resent my acquaintance for having multiple mental illnesses and dealing with them well. I know that this has far, FAR more to do with me than her. The root of this resentment is how utterly inferior I feel. I have diagnosed GAD and social anxiety disorder, along with a speech impediment. With these alone, I can barely function like a normal human being. I’m always messing things up, humiliating myself and ruining everything. I don’t have any real friends and I find it difficult to even begin to reach my goals without failing.

My acquaintance on the other hand is very open about having diagnosed GAD, OCD, Bipolar, dyslexia, epilepsy, a learning disability, and possibly more. Despite all of this, she is a tip-top member of society with tons of loving friends, an amazing career, a booming social life (she’s always either at a party or throwing one) an overall very well-rounded personality. What makes it worse is that she’s always seemed VERY judgmental of me, like I’m so weak and pathetic. And I can’t even blame her for it. Here she is having in 20x worse than me with NO problem with the things my anxiety makes impossible for me. I’d probably look down on me, too. 

I should see her as inspiration, I know. If she can be so perfect and thriving and “normal”, I definitely can. Instead I just feel like the lowest of the low, the most worthless individual to ever exist. ",6.506358756430327,7.505234661596964,7.492959069559383,68.89661149630956,65.50190114068441,10.598881681950347,34.481995079400576,10.59048541779884,3.9860549765153213,1128,50,187,29,17,380,154,263,0.227,0.6,0.174,-0.9388,1,1,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,1,3,13,21,2,0,14,0,20,8,1,4,3,46,34,16,0,5,6,0,4,3,2,1,6,2,0,2,14,18,0,0,9,0,0,1,4,11,1,1,0,8,32,10,33,31,6,13,0,5,2,1,17,10,0,4,5,144,46,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12736152893550315,0.0,0.0,0.3069667574433998,0.0,0.0,0.08362492958327096,0.0,0.18814593041256475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677835739249732,0.0,0.2496272446899952,0.0,0.0,0.14093614900012172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244321204914025,0.11123488532189747,0.0,0.0,0.11051897747887234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18653446264206885,0.08785096156691677,0.0,0.0,0.11239384778898136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19001516237249455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13516399068456994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685850344506736,0.18023318992451665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326520332138016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098670292341847,0.0,0.16416904428485532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392648618573728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409721885107497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332876330994432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073740896085129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386320431371444,0.0,0.0,0.13258422269758108,0.11766724828806807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13996864406388074,0.07877877910338497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979924729656688,0.11194875922555253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507081941155523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16339378198667842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043934358180206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22113253872568964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854026917156744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25063720636748377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iremcamilla,2019/03/18,"Going to a concert by myself tonight? Hi everyone, I'm going to a concert by myself tonight (The Internet!!!). It isn't my first time going to a concert alone, however my anxiety has been very active for the past couple of days so this is why I'm writing this post. When I'm alone at concerts I always feel as though people are looking at me and thinking ""why is she alone here"", ""i cant believe she came alone"", ""look at us we all have friends and she doesn't"", etc.. you know the drill. The Internet is my favourite band so technically I shouldn't care about the fact that I'm going alone and just focus on the fact that I'm seeing my favourite band live today. Do you guys have any tips for how to get through the night? thank you :)",1.909549376797699,3.9125728456375866,3.0533317353787166,92.1278020134228,78.93288590604027,5.8678811121764145,24.065675934803448,6.868970318607317,0.7471702780441039,570,20,122,6,14,183,89,149,0.091,0.8320000000000001,0.077,0.5002,1,5,0,0,0,0,26.0,2,3,0,1,8,3,0,0,10,0,13,0,0,1,3,15,32,9,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,4,0,1,5,5,0,0,3,6,0,5,4,0,0,1,2,8,18,3,16,29,2,19,0,0,3,0,14,4,0,0,9,75,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6655406755521766,0.0,0.0,0.10693907588813567,0.0,0.0,0.08739812185520772,0.0,0.0983175772745182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447982195380295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699283482050854,0.13103487740214315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14220512216546866,0.0,0.08288487659832168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14333396086434885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280652879642445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498365888987476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931918983520038,0.0,0.0,0.09929436352368876,0.0,0.06714648366743606,0.0,0.2921638944653722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272551729176181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063132362056658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348566355403512,0.0,0.21584914614003475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060747212282916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268704337710858,0.0890997027729369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308679535137634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024139348855124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832410410274165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235053468112832,0.1262704132077493,0.0,0.07494114389635961,0.0,0.1218220924515122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15459393866596507,0.0,0.0,0.10604259889214776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319389244228384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,burning-ape,2019/03/18,"Anxiety and its effect on conversation I've got pretty bad anxiety, but I really struggle with having a conversation with almost anyone and this just makes it worse. Does anyone else suffer with this? I can be okay for a few minutes, but when I get back in to my own head I start thinking about it and then any hopes I had of talking and contributing anything past ""Yeah,"" or ""Haha,"" feels like it's beyond me. It's not even that I'm too scared to say anything, it just feels like there's *nothing to say* and I would gladly contribute if I could. It's worse in a group, but it still happens one on one. Does anyone have any idea of how I could improve this? It's definitely one of the biggest contributors to my anxiety, bar none.",2.7920265251989385,4.822643131034481,4.222068965517241,84.65867374005309,76.3103448275862,7.220159151193633,24.257294429708228,8.139509932561175,1.453026525198939,574,19,114,10,13,190,89,145,0.17,0.6759999999999999,0.154,-0.3611,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,11,10,0,2,4,3,8,2,1,3,0,28,18,13,0,5,8,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,13,8,1,0,5,1,0,0,2,4,0,3,2,4,11,6,17,12,3,12,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,4,8,80,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13796900274440352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18739328502618627,0.0,0.3162090910570876,0.0,0.0,0.289021620629612,0.1411741790334234,0.2267660742556629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105946031617289,0.11504240855114105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200158016172235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24114831944007226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509937500496245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100386477988552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393336727826852,0.1968633081399581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198552946734887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019703757569684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184037272353758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14140432020543964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13684884506016531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15553936901548027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462687781029134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197070975561937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220576760998626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800944187032921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13152873082716396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14017406354909398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826682593397857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21913992211825745,0.13794405053529255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752297296985292,0.0,0.11003306845463276,0.0,0.0,0.1440399046147633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074413898227296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828529086200257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808237309438929,0.09787654444643372,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,claptrapwouldtapthat,2019/03/18,"Leg shaking Some kid in my precalc class at my college just came up to me randomly asking me to stop shaking my leg like I can control it.  I'm beyond pissed because he was so aggressive about it and a bunch of other kids just looked at me and it felt like they are laughing at me.  My anxiety is 10 times worse now and I am so upset and feel like crying.  I really hate people's lack of knowledge on the signs of someone suffering from anxiety and ADHD.  I wish I could control it but I really can't, I have tried stopping for a day and I couldn't do it.  It's become normal for me and is how I deal with my anxiety since the meds don't really work.  But yeah my anxiety has gotten so much worse now at college, I think I'm just going to walk out of class because I can't take another hour of this.  It's annoying that people don't understand what goes on in others minds not like they could anyways but people lack empathy it seems.  Its not like I'm doing this to piss off the 20+ people.  Maybe I will skip school for a week I don't know anymore.",2.155180180180181,3.5450817252252307,4.156036036036036,87.23288288288288,76.34234234234233,7.455855855855856,24.04504504504505,8.167268648758528,1.31925045045045,821,26,177,14,18,281,121,222,0.18600000000000005,0.7240000000000001,0.09,-0.9509,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,3,12,15,5,3,6,1,19,4,4,3,0,41,36,14,0,7,8,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,15,10,0,4,7,0,0,5,8,9,0,0,4,3,26,6,27,28,5,25,0,1,1,0,7,12,2,3,13,120,41,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429462172860721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472197145342792,0.3639638841541566,0.0,0.11795936749795866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119552862532217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501294080096971,0.13136305656344666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603895810695674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26680908832242234,0.18993240864184546,0.0,0.13065315907505662,0.07670831213662796,0.12262487762046127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060141089599035566,0.08497281107398652,0.11420380925006372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759797484019058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743146066102066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171347690844171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06536789148117415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29054739457902584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988205542475087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194941013015738,0.0,0.13211871634322475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009839328441665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743669620052344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653875998165487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32984004282033824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285935473213575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037653588518955,0.0,0.1082811229151346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839077232054423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10077990892919436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988831327522428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943023664867679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621378927245827,0.0,0.0,0.06935654481018201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075440204638078,0.0,0.0,0.12382372384379105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540879689112718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677843206797508,0.0,0.0,0.08659182696149574,0.0,0.24242589500347825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,livybreeze,2019/03/18,"Having a panic attack in class right now. I'm currently having a rather bad panic attack right now, i'm in study hall currently and i'm having a hard time getting my mind off of it.  Im not sure if its because i'm not on good terms with a few people or that i have to see my ex boyfriend in almost every single class and it stresses me out.  Any advice?  What do you guys do to help calm down quickly? ",1.8002990033222588,3.122481488372096,3.745614617940202,90.09058139534883,77.13953488372094,5.84451827242525,20.42524916943522,6.18269132825596,0.09928770764119664,312,7,68,2,7,106,59,86,0.266,0.6809999999999999,0.052000000000000005,-0.9608,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,4,9,2,3,4,0,6,0,0,0,1,12,12,4,0,2,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,2,5,3,11,12,3,17,0,0,1,0,4,10,0,3,7,43,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18858369852517196,0.0,0.0,0.19324761540933147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13123710672214964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4390989006731448,0.0,0.0,0.16113525995864228,0.1176424823917964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16259903950700502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082722667289562,0.0,0.0,0.16186751168043306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19108649424758686,0.0,0.0,0.17287756147656733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935445665154227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084580107804751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19486085916479184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4528550105710658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379220232095845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296180015644065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537848665063093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210648260447461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18188703350899896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253169622683926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,estie-the-tato,2019/03/18,"I’m having a hard time lately I feel like I’ve lost control and I just want to lay in bed all day and not leave my home. I’ve had social anxiety most of my life but it’s been manageable I keep to myself and avoid large gatherings and events when I can. 
The past year or so I’m developing anxiety towards other things that are making my life miserable. One new thing is that I am now absolutely terrified of driving. I used to always hate driving in general; I’d get sweaty palms, racing heart, no music or talking just absolute focus while driving. I’ve recently transitioned to working from home so I don’t really have a reason to drive now and my fiancé will now just drive me anywhere I need to go like grocery shopping or to family or friends. 
I realize this is a problem because it’s been over 6 months since I myself have drove and the other day he asked me if I could drive somewhere as he wasn’t feeling well - as soon as I realized the reality of it I had to say no. I just can’t, I feel like I’m going to die if I drive.
The other thing that I am anxious about is now talking on the phone. Like it’s always been a little pet peeve of mine when people call me instead of text but I deal because i don’t get many calls anyway. When I have to make important calls for myself I have to mentally prepare myself by deep breathing and thinking about what I should say.
HERE’S the kicker though!
I work at a call center!!! It was okay before, I knew the job and it paid well and I did my time on calls. I promoted to a position where I just do emails and chat and that is my safe haven. I loved it! Recently though we have had management changes and my team is required to now help take calls. It literally kills me. It’s so busy and they keep me on for anywhere from 4-6 hours each day 😔 I know it sounds ridiculous but after each call I have to go offline and breathe and count the minutes I have left and it’s ruining my stats. 
I have called in sick so many times since this change because I thinking about talking people makes me sick. I don’t know what to do anymore. The pay and the benefits at this job are just too good to leave right now plus thinking about finding a new job also gives me anxiety. 
I am to the point where I never want to get up in the morning, I just want to stay safe in my bed and in my own head.
I NEED HELP. I know I need to talk to someone but I’m scared to set something up and don’t know where to go. 
Thank you for reading❤️ ",1.874397254397256,3.5364254015444065,3.5012638352638352,90.46280523380524,77.8030888030888,6.689386529386529,23.866323466323465,7.554174236665415,0.9714917546117549,1930,64,426,27,45,641,232,518,0.132,0.74,0.128,-0.7279,3,1,1,0,0,0,35.0,1,1,1,7,37,23,3,3,19,1,39,10,5,6,2,80,82,44,2,11,18,0,4,4,1,2,4,3,5,0,26,23,0,7,15,3,3,12,10,9,2,1,13,7,65,14,58,66,5,67,0,3,0,1,32,24,0,7,33,280,91,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052544758832163516,0.10934467518769453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15079385336519388,0.07422864577646876,0.06516231725161788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061425883055620786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016060429740436,0.0,0.05591064131771156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5367422569845887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13901566279987831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07369443744762999,0.052460589314782674,0.0,0.0,0.1271240634119944,0.06773960684880409,0.0,0.0,0.06819205771832428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06194140883080933,0.0,0.09966820380869247,0.0938802129989502,0.0,0.0,0.06005374433018557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050763997338185214,0.0,0.10298542023532953,0.06303081577406686,0.14936806717549114,0.055110754845803085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05885932766845055,0.0648706945215414,0.06743291995489907,0.0,0.0,0.07786147347735299,0.08808218122002501,0.0,0.13181618396489184,0.0,0.06470679816425669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956080614306973,0.1168043442190424,0.07269353102105401,0.0,0.14444035681487746,0.0,0.0741187988366427,0.13914552425901738,0.0713893460138744,0.0,0.09281964202499687,0.12840178379231906,0.06585429054116529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172544355691728,0.0,0.0593018854014771,0.0,0.13157703032274173,0.1332303671306906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621580863669077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05244559727605955,0.0,0.0,0.1461596491828306,0.05067622308592112,0.12691779025706554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044523827109837016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06272344695516892,0.09110400457563518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062113046772796686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06287140251657852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04209270126422927,0.06755631837453448,0.1297527416256361,0.0,0.0,0.05611223860919904,0.0,0.10450348904230164,0.06578278587589505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870473208825844,0.0,0.0,0.06697860286430167,0.055672156756409935,0.05058339468416823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003344618588107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04940244743588669,0.21124674687778192,0.0,0.06049290506083685,0.0,0.0,0.13095567864612295,0.12630452046818127,0.12911087180573938,0.0,0.11494042242491705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05674855749829364,0.0,0.0,0.11626462729293145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181544826959766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566894464672054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04231226363301743
anxiety,ineedtostopcaring,2019/03/18,"I need to call a psychiatrist today and I'm freaking out I've basically been putting calling them off for months now and I really think I should do it. I can't get help if I don't do this. I hate making calls and I'm panicking just thinking about it.

Is there any way to prep myself so I can calm down and feel more in control?",1.6018779342723022,3.065081605633808,3.6503521126760567,89.96782863849769,78.01408450704227,6.986854460093897,23.10093896713615,7.793537801064563,0.8917023474178403,258,8,60,4,6,88,53,71,0.182,0.78,0.038,-0.8675,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,5,3,1,0,1,0,8,0,0,2,0,14,17,6,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,9,1,8,15,1,9,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,3,39,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15486815394492107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6976311450513386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25542506537785303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515006358528165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898255647525666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22484195501249898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526465068190322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201541543888894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817765434811508,0.0,0.0,0.1688632106715819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289373808654161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589338550805322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29184781118230885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158669107206796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18076607845487014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,westcoastcdnguy,2019/03/18,"How do you experience anxiety? Physically and emotionally. I'm wondering how anxiety manifests itself physically and/or emotionally in different people. Also, can anyone relate with my experience? Thanks for sharing. 

When I am going through an ""episode"" of anxiety, which could last a couple of weeks or months, I've noticed a pattern. Usually in the morning- shortly after waking up- I will experience a sensation of discomfort (not pain) close to my belly, and a mild shaking sensation will radiate throughout my body. No other person can see me shaking, but I feel like I am. 

This is always accompanied by negative thoughts. I am not sure which comes first - the bodily sensation of fear, or the thoughts. I tell myself that I will not accomplish my career/academic goals, or that I won't find a partner in life, or that people are judging me. It also always feels like something bad is about to happen. I can sometimes hear my heartbeat in my ears as well. It is very hard to do anything productive when I am deep in this feeling. 

I usually find relief after a couple of hours. The feeling of dread will dissipate gradually. On days like this, the evenings are relatively calm and I can think straight and in a healthier manner. But such evenings barely compensate for the suffering and dread earlier in the day. I often feel like I am coming out of the day having had the crap beaten out of me. I am always exhausted. 

I had these feelings of high anxiety despite my nightly dose of 10 mg Escitalopram (Cipralex/Lexapro). Last week my GP increased my dose to 20 mg, but 4-5 days in on this higher dose the anxiety is still there. 

Can anyone relate? Does anyone have any tips on how I can manage this- it is terrifying and it substantially hinders my productivity during the day. I appreciate you reading this. ",4.929191908604967,7.416076167173254,6.229619536736193,70.60571428571431,71.52279635258358,9.5227334660937,32.925374698668904,9.921728534948242,3.9362928623833975,1445,71,231,41,29,485,177,329,0.17600000000000002,0.7190000000000001,0.105,-0.9774,1,0,1,0,0,0,49.0,0,2,0,4,15,22,2,6,19,0,31,10,4,3,1,40,49,21,0,1,10,0,7,4,1,5,6,2,0,2,18,12,0,0,12,1,0,6,6,12,1,1,4,10,34,10,37,39,1,45,0,1,1,0,7,19,1,6,24,172,52,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338059866746922,0.22377928842897607,0.0,0.0,0.0609627159400741,0.0,0.3428967584241968,0.0,0.0,0.1880488188946658,0.0,0.07377145754055127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485110976719499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957708780153504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15444509911924095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157546127890439,0.1983843653335997,0.0,0.28907298466680365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366154575507156,0.0,0.0,0.07845028435996013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20168056504327103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842137795385405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26307453065038755,0.0,0.1008772718344634,0.2719678812466872,0.1921305013381213,0.0,0.0,0.16387061251510565,0.07625329441018472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05094819009882698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927413227576248,0.0,0.08030568439017507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103815699068537,0.0,0.0,0.0947164831021317,0.0,0.0,0.08828377620193005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461477772531035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06331999678671026,0.175187069455578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155500664617657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841271975552908,0.0,0.0,0.10206317097157627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539023070721547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429923561722228,0.07827589400371003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967079172694657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143667950982077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901428014557216,0.08866271250497268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159183633796848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449079558320075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835502038817654,0.08253448236827733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0574418780027789,0.0,0.1423386657486896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974659798878448,0.0739677775286657,0.0,0.0,0.14381808131386367,0.0,0.08060299847557942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721783999980954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spruker,2019/03/18,"What techniques help keep you consistant with mindfulness /gratitude / other things that help curb anxiety?  A bit of background :
So I've had anxiety  for maybe 5 years or so (basically from beginning of university til now). At first it was unfamiliar and scary, I cried for no reason, I was afraid of my own brain (it just NEVER shut up) and I was unaware that my negative thinking habits (mainly about the world and how everything was so hard, rather than about myself) were shaping the way I viewed the world.

After realising the way I was thinking was causing myself and those around me pain, I began to question my own thoughts, saw a psychologist (mainly CBT), while studying neuroscience to UNDERSTAND what the heck is going on in the brain in mental illness (I am now a neuro researcher in EEG).

I know, so deeply, that meditation, practicing gratitude, slowing down and doing all these little daily things is the key. HOWEVER, after at least 2 years of attempting to make these things habits, I am finding  I literally always slip away from them.

Does have any tips to keep themself accountable to these little daily habits? Things that help remind you that it's the small steps that matter most?

I'm talking physical, practical things... I'm thinking about getting a whiteboard to start my day with gratitude... But knowing me I'll do it for like a week and then stop.

Only thing I do in my life pretty much every day is go to the gym and eat breakfast. The rest changes.
Maybe someway to fit it in there? ",7.639130434782608,8.005953311594205,7.298369565217392,73.46103260869567,62.98550724637681,10.523188405797102,34.64130434782609,10.270032843473604,3.576917391304347,1198,48,206,25,16,378,165,276,0.098,0.8290000000000001,0.073,-0.7372,1,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,2,1,2,14,3,0,1,15,0,17,7,2,4,2,36,36,17,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,24,10,2,4,10,1,1,3,3,2,0,1,11,3,23,1,38,25,10,44,0,0,2,0,8,20,1,3,20,151,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452158165799658,0.0,0.0,0.07724967363972768,0.0,0.1738023791881445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112517601647104,0.0,0.0,0.1067278697554112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240182108218574,0.0,0.0,0.25362304479558856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669513615179368,0.12017028081636268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247806767886567,0.14652098994751867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940926630808153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623781701620607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571014669381904,0.0,0.10209341859879098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382535571723743,0.09662532281093253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059349604307951886,0.0,0.12911928207194653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176035983459264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22842448625445286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019399909718044,0.0,0.0,0.1248595869707614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023673176651497,0.055497625608768336,0.2277075382127688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07582670117600966,0.0,0.2282463728886492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144787883334917,0.0,0.11470031724721448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835066691483346,0.0,0.08761280328123015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639543408963703,0.12087493276700903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556871592713475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725433846710826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167963607334542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040435209025101,0.0,0.0,0.094971955069286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130475078333533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4528117295691006,0.21836459845373127,0.0,0.09018311689237377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825820495349765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18033559786266287,0.09112044692947027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14630514289818933
anxiety,aaronryder773,2019/03/18,"I joined r/makeafriend subreddit to make friends. When I find someone with similar interest or likes who I want to approach I can't because I get so freaking anxious. the thought of making a friend online makes me anxious. For some reason I'm fine with commenting on random threads, probably because the topic is already there. ",7.179915254237287,8.702437457627124,6.5625000000000036,74.28408898305086,64.2542372881356,9.289830508474578,43.5635593220339,9.516144504307137,4.695776271186441,266,17,41,5,4,82,49,59,0.127,0.637,0.236,0.7208,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,4,0,12,9,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,6,5,7,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,2,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500943754865217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5120599749470827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763058896491443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20713781381514676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501911012021361,0.0,0.11840602136364416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107210927534846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4538364545513057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443479476520768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23301574703756456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19202480993513216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17992072887279073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13367360070605744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nevarma,2019/03/18,"Had a breakdown during class. (My english isnt the best. Sorry if I made some grammatical mistakes)

I usually sit far back of the class and Im fine being there. I can concentrate on the subject easily because noone sits there except me. But today during maths class my teacher wanted me to sit on the very front seat because she thought I wasnt paying attention to the subject. So I said ""ok"" and went there. I was looking down the whole time so when I came there my teacher wanted me to look into her eyes. Thats when I started to panic. I cant look at people's eyes because it feels like they're judging me and it makes me feel very uncomfortable. So I refused. But she really wanted me to look into her eyes and kept asking me to look into her eyes. My classmates started to laugh and joke about how I cant look at her. Thats when I started to tear up. She noticed my tears and finally stopped. But the whole class started to laugh because I was tearing up. I finally broke up and started to cry. My teacher hushed down the whole class and gave me a bathroom pass to let me calm down and clean up my tears. She apologized to me after that.

Im really embarassed right now and I really dont know how Im gonna get back to school tomorrow. ",2.010635704874833,4.0752428616600795,3.5860721343873543,88.12809370882741,78.88142292490119,6.272002635046112,24.77091567852437,7.333567415737692,1.16823860342556,976,36,198,13,24,323,120,253,0.095,0.8079999999999999,0.097,-0.0761,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,16,11,0,1,10,1,11,4,4,4,0,36,39,22,0,5,5,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,5,14,0,3,5,1,1,4,5,3,0,0,11,14,40,8,31,25,5,43,0,1,10,0,13,16,0,2,21,131,45,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141176498170893,0.0,0.0,0.1503746616107295,0.0,0.2384248544466381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261482318019764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183508384345026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074075191614055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459826458593544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888173051805588,0.0698545591873875,0.0,0.21422797794937867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05108638553647967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31685984009401746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05373772135713548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999874014303758,0.0,0.047770716102801036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4926670211970081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252247260473503,0.06526938360258032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132398709988407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472459585352812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677888329877127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879224810782228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835041925843721,0.0930118473343434,0.0,0.0,0.09895929938628244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094575000876857,0.34604845117249344,0.0,0.0,0.08174905238875722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762696200196803,0.057016718680250364,0.0,0.09268468044674097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769163836690117,0.1613586533324833,0.17302078956136258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064369834563543,0.0,0.3275060142902857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sragey93,2019/03/18,"4 day anxiety attack and no signs of it stopping Hey everyone, literally what it says in the title I've had overwhelming anxiety kick in Thursday night, triggered by the guy I'm seeing going out for drinks and me worrying about stuff that isn't happening (and I know this, my brain is overthinking and making stuff up to drive me crazy!)
The next day he messaged me asking how I was, said he was hungover and all that but I ignored the message for hours until finally replied with just a hey. 
The day just got worse and worse for me and I didn't hear from him much, and eventually I asked if he could come over because I was having an awful time, but he already had plans. I was super upset because I needed someone to just come over and give me a hug, a part of me wanted him to drop his plans and come do that but also that's totally not fair on him! Of course I focus on the negatives and start thinking he doesn't care about me, he's been acting distant and different since Thursday night, etc. Saturday he already had plans so couldn't come over either and I barely heard from him all night, which was unusual because we're usually messaging most of the day. Then Sunday night he came over and got some food, but he seemed stressed out. We have sex pretty much every time we meet up without fail but he didn't initiate anything and seemed strange when I brought it up. Then left pretty promptly the next morning.
I'm not trying to make this a relationship thread because it's nothing to do with that, just my insecurities and trying to explain the trigger here.
Anyway! For days my head feels super foggy, my heart has been racing, I feel nervous, and my vision is dizzy and disorientating. 
I even asked him if I've done something and if he's okay and he said everything is fine. It's pretty common for me to pick up on vibes that aren't really there, and it makes things even more complicated when it comes to messaging because it's easy to misinterpret things.
I just really need some help from people who understand anxiety, I haven't had an attack like this for months. Last one was first week of November. I'm freaking out.
Tl;dr - first attack in 4 months, triggered by my overthinking and worrying. But I can't stop. Need some encouragement/advice. It's so hard to put these feelings into words so I hope somebody understands this mess haha",5.301943972835313,6.377693359649125,5.750721561969442,80.0323089983022,68.25438596491229,8.866327108092813,29.40265987549519,9.11188708381993,2.401519468024901,1876,67,353,34,31,603,225,456,0.147,0.731,0.121,-0.6515,1,0,2,0,0,0,43.0,2,0,0,8,19,21,3,5,15,3,30,7,3,8,3,92,73,41,0,10,18,0,4,1,0,0,0,5,0,1,27,36,2,3,10,1,0,11,13,12,0,3,22,10,39,9,50,49,13,66,0,2,1,2,41,19,0,11,36,231,66,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993017614035256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15794228872809016,0.057228611270384436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16423565371695334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05888994892857494,0.0,0.2007042031285392,0.2442384763946833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21811958243433616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988756493487817,0.0,0.08184858695560814,0.07296287312482258,0.0,0.0,0.30822435609331816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05713693886198326,0.0,0.0,0.23075988832538905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476771952154558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323341895404482,0.0,0.07010413556714523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981125184654629,0.0945328875455728,0.0,0.06029460426272886,0.06838116200142934,0.0643158796102938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855265146432984,0.0,0.0,0.0783933658334747,0.0,0.12174227711260728,0.08653381915039311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686493978497677,0.04067069315085715,0.0,0.11447034899226745,0.0,0.0,0.07085825713081227,0.06328259948653657,0.0,0.0641060622912606,0.0,0.07344390665589383,0.0,0.08065628772141424,0.08480206394718957,0.04796692401795551,0.0,0.0,0.07107784110106008,0.07047477771325797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039328951239064484,0.058333096738186624,0.0,0.0,0.0777530094852044,0.0,0.0,0.03496188741938134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433058384472507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424122085864614,0.0,0.1052135378227902,0.1591883554593445,0.0,0.0,0.15221534282215265,0.26862673086332445,0.0,0.06866627583663533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04849269176546248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749535715477222,0.0,0.04961251872606299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184147731254598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194021128737665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168970955468407,0.0,0.0,0.07683148562330483,0.0,0.0,0.13614490216868758,0.05690947759322424,0.0,0.0,0.05702615277253858,0.13029586565345894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059197349023916726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060634786197672375,0.05509241065056957,0.0,0.0,0.050652399539116814,0.0,0.0,0.11965913008740732,0.08197475362210076,0.0,0.16384418576201126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508606622183732,0.04585444526544192,0.0,0.0,0.0834574928804371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717265980153564,0.0,0.0,0.14899844822727246,0.0,0.0,0.07881612928912236,0.0,0.04220949470968287,0.0,0.057403227114792475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898382390904602,0.0,0.0,0.1453506538573113,0.14585687235183714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,joojoobee222,2019/03/18,I can’t relax I do have an anxiety disorder but I live abroad so can’t see anyone that speaks my language. Are there any tips you use to relax? I feel I’m thinking two steps ahead about everything.,0.7058536585365829,3.106518121951222,2.573853658536585,91.21443902439024,87.29268292682926,6.206829268292682,20.39512195121951,7.554174236665415,0.8616497560975613,157,5,33,3,5,52,34,41,0.08199999999999999,0.769,0.149,0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,4,10,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,6,2,3,10,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24932999824891106,0.0,0.2804811001580136,0.0,0.0,0.25636550123415114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4202049551314449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295153323129512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18538585513385225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32375272711330083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921672189703624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23493020481445465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581572021907192,0.0,0.0,0.3166620684654965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,recoveringdropout,2019/03/18,"Does your anxiety make you eat obsessively and constantly? My anxiety flairs up in different ways. I feel like a big part of my anxiety is trying to distract myself from it. I am a serious nail biter. I bite my nails to the point that they bleed and hurt and I have to put bandaids on all my finger tips. My boyfriend does the dishes because my fingers are so bloody and sore all the time, the dishsoap will sting.

Another thing I do is eat, constantly. I can't sit in silence, and i cant just focus on tv or a book or something. It's like I have to constantly be doing two things at once to distract myself from inner pain and anxiousness. So I eat and I feel like I can't stop eating. When I stop eating, I have to be chewing my nails.

I've gained 40lbs in the last year, and it's only getting worse. I've tried gum and mints, but I eat the gum and the mints and then continue on to other things. Whenever I get food, like make supper or something, I try to make meals that last a really long time. Like nachos, or fries. I try to eat slow so it will last because the whole time I'm awake I need to be chewing.

This is basically ruining my life. I'm getting huge and I hate it and all it does is make me feel worse. Does anyone else do this? Any suggestions? Is this a normal symptom of anxiety? I don't know what to do. ",1.4481706293706296,3.3604239890909122,3.2528181818181814,90.58015034965037,80.01818181818182,6.84895104895105,22.57692307692308,7.882392219407189,1.0171706293706295,1027,33,227,18,26,343,133,275,0.135,0.792,0.073,-0.9132,1,0,2,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,1,1,5,13,1,3,13,0,23,21,2,4,3,34,38,23,0,2,6,0,5,5,0,2,6,0,0,0,16,13,13,2,4,2,0,1,4,8,0,1,0,7,34,5,23,33,5,32,0,2,0,0,4,12,0,4,22,139,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054096735681946284,0.08341512311373751,0.2434221641293551,0.08986886994428707,0.0,0.055623217645829816,0.08150838753074496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698589726441947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578959052012161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311283062347867,0.0,0.0,0.2784590044423883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5697966498717771,0.0664538269440186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066862802047193,0.11366108817007692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619218962772888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468479305358104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853916703139023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515993256515206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043718605888326934,0.194531630226336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05618852567066567,0.19432058687618667,0.0,0.0,0.07039925685315422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124010014738998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058985325526345625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794212116845807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471816597811158,0.0,0.06050136837951022,0.08464682089099589,0.0,0.0,0.08614491032396042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520047366992981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996973338235909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05096177433857943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248297057449875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13301474319598056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268292106693267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15854847855038087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13915875422748006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160369439378348,0.0,0.07770880213200076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06314309635222311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881474690535708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16213651565974627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05122759923352234
anxiety,tealbastard,2019/03/18,"I thought I was getting better with my phone anxiety...I thought wrong. This just happened in the last hour, and I really need to get it off my chest. 

So I wasn’t feeling the best to begin with, since today I’ve come down with a rash and sore throat. I tried to make it through my 3 hour class because I don’t want to be seen as a “wuss”, but halfway through it gets too much, so I head down to the nurse during the 15 minute break. She gives me the go-ahead to leave, though I could do that regardless if I saw her or not, it just gave me a little bit of comfort to see someone, but then she told me I’d have to call the absence line.

I’ve always had phone anxiety, where I can only ever accept and make calls to my immediate family - if I get a call from anyone else, 9/10 I’ll refuse to answer (not hang up, because then I don’t want to seem rude), and 9/10 I’ll avoid making phone calls whenever I can. It’s been that way for a long time, and I think I’ve just gone back in my very gradual improvement.

I checked the number on the back of my lanyard of the absence line, which was in bold, and typed it in. I was outside, so I worried I wouldn’t be able to hear properly, but then someone picked up and despite yes, not being able to hear what they were saying, I blurted out that I needed to report an absence.

//Wrong. Fucking. Number.// 

I flusteredly apologised and hung up after the person on the other end laughed and politely told me I had the wrong number, and immediately started feeling a panic attack come on. Confusingly though, since I was in public, I was so anxious about other people seeing that I was able to force it all the way down into the pit of my stomach and hold it in until it slowly began to fade about half an hour later. 

I’m still feeling awful alongside feeling ill, and I just want to curl up into a ball and hide. I hate having anxiety, I want to react to these situations like non-anxious people do - I want to laugh it off, treat it as no big deal, call the right number then move on with my day - but no. Now I have anxiety festering in me and I never want to make a phone call ever again - I’m hoping that the absence will be made known by my teacher or the nurse somehow.

I hate this. I want to be swallowed up by the floor. ",5.600235546038544,4.6993601413276265,6.400981584582442,82.44182355460389,67.50107066381156,9.099408993576018,30.457301927194862,8.109356740369918,1.9302660214132763,1754,55,376,19,25,582,223,467,0.14300000000000002,0.7340000000000001,0.123,-0.9559,1,1,0,0,0,0,61.0,0,0,1,2,22,21,5,3,28,2,28,9,5,7,4,78,77,35,0,15,15,0,4,1,0,2,2,3,0,1,23,23,1,3,11,1,1,5,10,11,0,1,21,11,51,10,66,48,4,65,0,0,4,1,25,29,1,8,29,252,74,3,0.22139126528028646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061405089332561724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693637119648784,0.08336970441615242,0.0,0.051600640095763615,0.07561383802965453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395484177903563,0.0,0.11349081155552845,0.0,0.0899720402902872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744549138534344,0.06526752765669107,0.08056730728369442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4521304697570941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713931447775584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0589209701850317,0.0,0.0,0.04759301695445973,0.07608155774871303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06164799794500105,0.0,0.06536231620979302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350738289010589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956932719607394,0.0,0.14925610105191428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822421910010125,0.15422373136193324,0.07079289168250939,0.041940586007499114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06525852157715856,0.0,0.0,0.14571869312604094,0.07573710318638455,0.0,0.16634936413195972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329716011647416,0.21802580042676134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0601544766339966,0.0,0.07814046118555437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03605352977039588,0.07396406979437092,0.0,0.06530810099874143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698285894083522,0.19704051827458702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784346260627466,0.054249351195493366,0.10943921197786403,0.056916864040911376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05612601117271712,0.0,0.08658498279784597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232321839025513,0.06443677112785348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04727630452863076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06302231029601421,0.0,0.058686406715204,0.0,0.0,0.11761344986976364,0.06718209767891889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209142828937487,0.0829510193684784,0.0,0.0,0.12505606708678396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052233959019991866,0.0,0.058934450145197576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04728619446804033,0.1450105293820208,0.1171732899921607,0.043031675722109586,0.0,0.06995101096150973,0.141032560993037,0.0,0.050103378873662806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06089032660840271,0.3046920433951484,0.11715338764288348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494452549329515,0.0,0.0,0.2420565940009232,0.0,0.0
anxiety,insomniac_dreamer1,2019/03/18,"A friend My best friend knows about how bad my anxiety gets and has sat with me through many panic attacks and knows what the main triggers are. 

I texted him this morning and we were having a conversation and I asked him how he is and he said not good. This happens a lot because he’s got a really sensitive stomach and gets ill easily. But this time, it’s different. He won’t tell me what’s wrong but keeps saying he could go to hospital and that it’s serious. 

Not knowing what’s up but knowing it’s serious is a trigger for a panic attack and he knows it. It frustrates me when people do something that they know is a trigger and don’t seem to care that I’m now rocking in bed crying my heart out and trying not to scream I’m that frightened. ",2.6296353646353654,4.342812902597402,3.971558441558444,87.6877772227772,75.81818181818181,7.0761238761238765,26.131868131868128,7.882392219407189,1.4776249750249757,593,22,123,9,13,195,90,154,0.219,0.687,0.094,-0.9585,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,1,1,5,15,3,2,8,0,11,3,2,5,0,34,30,16,0,1,6,0,0,0,2,1,1,3,1,0,15,13,0,1,7,1,0,1,5,10,0,0,4,3,12,5,10,24,3,7,0,0,0,0,17,3,0,2,3,79,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323234874123755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837560729444096,0.3367806649683219,0.0,0.0,0.12358773824193707,0.09022958925129557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15533436508760942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509128616324267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817926815775832,0.0,0.16258936357833942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15464591822506493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22871462682934876,0.0,0.15466520364206546,0.0,0.08412128559507183,0.124149361651631,0.11838245397033673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13089065398663596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17540046868374393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156401879728394,0.0,0.0,0.4880765509057382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583848118661425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500656730085353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473313446254492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026161231470931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948232700997894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079775030099176,0.11770879832140413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474881883419207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395046534533596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937309519918022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630971160982001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049360404158074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16183299450069044,0.0,0.0
anxiety,basharshehab,2019/03/18,"Anxiety keeps telling me that my friends hate being around me I know it's not true, they sometimes call me to hangout without me knowing about them hanging out, but since I had a crush on my friend (impossible task, long story) and trying to move on, I'm always anxious that she feels weird when I'm around. How to stop my mind from withdrawing away from my friends? How do I stop thinking they hate me? ",5.4888607594936705,6.0692728227848125,5.060607594936712,86.92205063291142,67.60759493670886,7.838987341772152,32.255696202531645,7.554174236665415,1.9453675949367093,319,13,65,3,5,97,56,79,0.245,0.643,0.113,-0.8529,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,0,6,7,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,1,18,12,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,4,1,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,1,16,4,13,10,0,12,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,4,42,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541695950965624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174034096893767,0.2093160959924313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32988079901028583,0.0,0.0,0.17407868316514102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18919379541913334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368422436551667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4294455986088149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658555367548188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16468729202275612,0.0,0.0,0.20365245301180146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16396887614594285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18708215792910707,0.0,0.0,0.196925607845858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15326731276451885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18324878834431865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098083549117597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16194476957855802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872132316774135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257944205909032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786053850230454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,schnauzermamma,2019/03/18,"physical signs of an episode, and feeling better so I've noticed that the first that happens when my anxiety kicks in is - I feel this cold, tingly sensation in the back of my tummy, the base of my spine... it's a twisted, sick version of butterflies, basically. in the last month or so I got really good at noticing right when it starts. if there's something specific in my mind, I'll talk to myself about it... but sometimes I have no idea whats making me so anxious, like right now, and I just don't know what to do.

sometimes high doses of anxiety feel to me like being doped, anesthetized, and having a huge current of energy going through my body, at the same time. 

I wonder how do you guys feel (physically) when experiencing anxiety, and possibly your coping mechanisms to feel better? I feel that learning how to identify my anxiety is going to help me cope with it, as if it's the very first step.

feel better guys.",5.844897854954034,6.3195999044943845,6.631021450459652,76.3430388151175,66.80898876404493,10.068232890704802,32.47395301327886,10.018931242160765,3.1845887640449444,725,29,136,16,11,240,107,178,0.083,0.762,0.155,0.9407,1,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,0,5,13,6,0,0,9,0,8,4,2,3,0,27,23,17,0,2,5,0,7,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,11,5,0,0,11,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,9,18,6,22,21,2,25,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,4,14,92,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3730828721618302,0.13773822214042702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375121767796568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234928066216839,0.0,0.13542890464040427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.431535325167942,0.08710177517975973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074151868706164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385832369841381,0.1022631803917972,0.09751291576965697,0.0,0.0,0.24144576547585586,0.10781605625806953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172237898581744,0.12881828381523844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13763616267137396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700566117332105,0.09938347177046328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913078323207205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138451151660707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231074165853044,0.0,0.09731773026886167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776201584917972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744979950896274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810695960535761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20824305510368374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386223850298983,0.24116981731635706,0.0,0.08629768692541613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799704360603616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109424881850017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059919717031414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322202313138678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shoop657,2019/03/18,"Help It’s getting so bad I can’t sleep anymore and I’m in a constant fear. I’m fully trapped in my mind.
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anxiety,mooniku,2019/03/18,"Ever since I (slightly) overdosed, nothing feels right A few days ago I overdosed on melatonin and it caused my anxiety to spike waaaay up. The side effects of the overdose should’ve worn off by now but ever since I’ve felt wrong, weird. I had a mental breakdown the day after, sobbing uncontrollably (I never really cry anymore). I’m constantly anxious of my mom leaving the house for fear something bad will happen (my brain catastrophising) and I’m just feeling so disconnected from myself. 

I’m scared, I have no idea what’s causing this",4.717878787878785,7.285759777777784,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,72.43434343434343,6.824242424242425,31.202020202020197,7.793537801064563,2.411977777777778,434,20,71,6,9,135,77,99,0.3,0.653,0.048,-0.981,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,3,6,0,3,1,1,3,3,14,11,4,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,3,3,9,0,10,7,1,14,0,1,0,0,1,5,1,0,9,42,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899505053526668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285827005959382,0.18988545333613768,0.16669273731623396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14034191925142694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876357284952858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453341852487565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18163753812647687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846308028534609,0.21679869596085935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040806021965148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18913961305489205,0.16997518828875746,0.0,0.16138561929948975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148634855317108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939447104495198,0.0,0.18974475449272854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17797516495979246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16938769001472032,0.0,0.0,0.19685626627660185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12963563450976853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16127975236406492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767799382694096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14354159037333533,0.0,0.0,0.1682799677549586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780792659820543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939816873136273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837718965450382,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kkou_78,2019/03/18,"Anxiety about driving Hi I'm new to this sub!

I just wanted to make a post because I feel so alone right now.

I suffer with GAD and SAD.  Ever since I passed my driving test last year, I have had the worst anxiety when it comes to driving. 

I can only drive at certain times of the day before 7am and after 8pm. I can only drive locally and to places I am comfortable with such as my local supermarket and work. God forbid I go on the motorway (Freeway in US). I also get anxiety attacks at the thought of driving anywhere different that I haven't done before. 

I've tried to get support from my family and partner and they don't seem to understand it at all. 

I just feel so rotten about the whole thing. I feel useless and tied down to one area. I wanted independence but I just don't want to drive at all. 

Sorry for the venting

I just want to get my thoughts out there and wonder if anyone's in the same boat

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anxiety,itsjustforme123,2019/03/18,"Looks like I'm getting literally no sleep tonight. Its currently 4:50am and I have been trying to sleep since 12, but I can not due to my worst anxiety symptom which is difficulty breathing. I feel weak and my eyes are heavy, but despite that I suppose that my body would rather endure this pain than sleep. Oh well. Maybe I'll survive today. ",2.9948571428571427,5.708247738461537,3.2806593406593407,88.08076923076923,79.30769230769229,6.175824175824177,26.20879120879121,7.447530270364453,1.4472637362637362,273,11,52,4,7,84,52,65,0.28,0.6629999999999999,0.057,-0.9593,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,6,9,6,0,0,8,10,4,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,3,7,2,3,8,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,30,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17604464552804314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25561648942521825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163578834173356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023057568518845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124272276775612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19324665778558475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23119103429963106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448687387548222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19036140002357205,0.0,0.6908722086239815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391875133065747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21813115902185015,0.0,0.0,0.15623945893557778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20690960101723535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634738727622927,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anthonythedonofdons,2019/03/18,"Feeling Lonely, Helpless, Anxious and hopeless I’m a 22 year old boy (far from a man) from Melbourne well originally from Sydney moved down in 2016. 

I was reflecting on my journey, and everything has seemed to be a shit show. I can’t help but feel I have accomplished nothing and the future is looking truly bleak. 

I have no structure in life, I’m floating between casual jobs (bars, waitering) and just failed 6 units in uni last year. 

Because of my anxiety, it is really hard for me to meet people, not even friends. I push people away and did. I just feel like I’m not good enough for anyone. That being said I have a need for social interaction but I can’t hold onto those interactions cause I freak the fuck out. 22 and I’m no where near getting a relationship...

Well there are a lot of dreams I want to pursue, music, art, film. Due to my age and the lack of experience from this endeavours I jus feel like fuck it I’m never gonna do well so I’m not even gonna try. 

As the title reads I truly truly truly feel lonely, helpless and hopeless. 

Just sending my sentiments and hardship to the word. Your not alone. ",1.8223567119155355,4.2660507737556586,3.4854128959276025,86.47496700603321,81.9864253393665,6.217269984917045,22.782993966817497,7.492282038375204,1.106081297134239,875,30,172,14,24,290,134,221,0.228,0.599,0.173,-0.9362,1,5,0,0,0,2,31.0,0,1,0,2,12,19,3,0,11,0,14,5,1,2,1,35,35,13,0,3,9,0,6,2,1,2,1,1,0,2,5,10,1,1,7,7,0,4,9,11,3,0,3,8,18,8,26,28,3,24,0,7,1,2,12,11,3,2,11,106,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14380616493865336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621945625019673,0.15686036698333106,0.0,0.09708677029239987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045363757523165,0.0,0.0,0.08464134158210575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426366424554873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14346860816697352,0.0,0.18341751657938365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478894087575315,0.13582141423255484,0.0,0.0,0.3510322926874921,0.19838816281027896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072747477569216,0.2567281753039219,0.07254311163865815,0.0,0.0,0.11646033871981964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438184264156606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306786568943033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377866634457898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131808412489798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807347930842897,0.13566966442867828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165985756089518,0.0,0.0,0.1180448449191701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475750011897497,0.0,0.1029551146512663,0.10708926274264162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322980090541434,0.0,0.14569915045087425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19252146448178192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888703384850629,0.0,0.08895051901539391,0.0,0.0,0.14907235623515197,0.0,0.0,0.13207763191770444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264033328464517,0.0,0.0,0.1425269745617123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153953794285373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426966848769276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189700850921736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37452701694630497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17882899874955285
anxiety,booboothedumbassfool,2019/03/18,"Anxiety attack Just had my first anxiety attack in God knows how long, I had a REALLY good day and whenever I went home I was sad, sure, but nothing to freak out over. I tried to lay down so I wouldn’t get super sad and dramatic like I tend to do, but the more I zoned out the more tingly my body felt and the more I felt like I was disassociating. It started out as an anxiety attacked and peaked, so I freaked out because I thought it was going to evolve into a panic attack. I was trying to fall asleep somewhat but this’ll happen sometimes to trigger an attack, I’ll fall asleep mentally quicker than physically and I’ll have to shake myself awake to make sure I don’t have sleep paralysis (fear of mine). I guess with being kinda sad the day was over with and I kept waking myself up from almost sleep, I might’ve messed myself up. It started around 11:30 and lasted until, well, right now. I took a shower because that’s the place that calms me down and it helped a lot, but I legit felt like I wasn’t actually in my house and I was where I was the night before because I wanted to be there more, so mentally I knew I wasn’t there but physically it felt different? Idk. I’m just freaked out and really sad now, also exhausted. I need to eat to take my medicine but I have no appetite now and am somewhere between exhausted and can’t sleep at all. I spammed my boyfriend and best friend some and I feel bad about it but God I felt so alone and scared I didn’t even know what to do. Like I said, it’s the first one I’ve had in like 6-7 months. I just feel stupid for involving them now because they weren’t awake so I just kept apologizing in text. ",1.7164857397504465,3.7919789676470605,3.143475935828877,90.87624777183602,79.91176470588233,6.35650623885918,21.773618538324428,7.463857097105799,0.7045490196078439,1299,39,282,19,33,424,166,340,0.215,0.648,0.13699999999999998,-0.9812,3,1,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,2,4,22,34,6,4,13,0,25,10,7,3,3,63,53,31,0,3,11,0,7,5,1,1,2,1,2,0,10,24,1,2,11,0,0,6,8,21,1,3,26,8,45,13,40,24,9,42,0,4,0,0,7,21,0,6,20,188,55,0,0.0,0.0,0.08308764736441686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525878645232719,0.08818285376614284,0.0,0.06808912249240273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19540333576712968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579565103753377,0.0,0.4843143772388244,0.0,0.0,0.07109115778559162,0.20761043312681424,0.0,0.07245073704630241,0.0,0.0893527142340788,0.0,0.0,0.09457509023909187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982086025667094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895670015348825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712292391451615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056236393097502814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580996288857832,0.08610209262296971,0.0,0.4087549389071359,0.0,0.0,0.14484581461640395,0.0,0.0,0.06578155671061778,0.0,0.0444838968350328,0.0,0.04838893948895632,0.07141421943396058,0.0,0.0,0.09379502156825743,0.0,0.07529200119357543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057069806387779684,0.0,0.08540574260826864,0.0,0.0,0.09824401779447306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358513928504793,0.0694032107541806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20798374993032204,0.0,0.0,0.07534920343749359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723858486998441,0.0,0.0,0.056833860845177324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17160898271883826,0.09032366082615312,0.0,0.0,0.06796062588322299,0.0,0.0,0.0631327302528516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990128528573906,0.0,0.08169736016217621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05769535126416012,0.0,0.0,0.09989739991969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895670015348825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909004650952406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271197304736719,0.08099084282058344,0.0,0.08524336708257174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556145795649426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420897036789207,0.0,0.12052983150188115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049323781350222,0.0,0.06401721826587882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759432543621112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459741726883658,0.11561351899453302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050219765809996285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655411523545075,0.07892875731194145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lopsided25,2019/03/18,"Extremely anxious and have a few questions Hi, I visited a site that has been attacked by Anonghost which is a hacking group and I'm wondering if they could get my IP address and track me down and harm me. I realize that my fears are irrational and also because of my lack of knowledge in this area. If anyone could help reassure me by sharing some facts or give me some advice to cope with being irrational and having constant anxiety it would be very much appreciated. Thanks.",6.218333333333334,7.379406611111111,6.517777777777781,75.05000000000003,66.22222222222223,10.0,36.111111111111114,10.125756701596842,3.8717777777777775,385,19,67,9,6,124,69,90,0.192,0.67,0.138,-0.5791,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,1,6,1,1,3,0,11,0,0,0,1,21,16,10,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,10,3,8,10,5,6,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,7,1,52,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235337604364012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925927406563468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18423532076401256,0.2720708714443377,0.0,0.1683948769670827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739804240012186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468085534117647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602531284879089,0.0,0.3845684668514083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710022197297823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582443851422942,0.23102737219724725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16142417494330266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770387499681263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697862247411529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22172514699599888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19871108262762172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611713219258805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710796786494637,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cringoi,2019/03/18,"Anxiety and where should I go from here I'm a 15m and because of things that happened I am not able to go to school because of my anxiety in public spaces- causing me to get sick and have panic attacks. I live in the UK and my GCSE s are a year away. I don't know what to do. I'm studying as hard as I am able to but it's tough to go at the same pace as my peers in class.

I feel hopeless because of this and recently I've been feeling like I should die.

TL;Dr what the hell do I do to fix this",0.05263157894736992,1.3064791754385965,2.5191578947368427,97.30610526315792,81.80701754385964,5.612631578947369,22.803508771929828,6.2581,0.1795887719298248,382,13,99,3,10,132,69,114,0.235,0.722,0.042,-0.9668,0,0,0,0,0,1,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,2,1,5,0,11,1,0,1,0,14,21,9,1,2,2,0,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,1,3,12,1,19,18,1,12,1,1,0,0,1,7,1,0,3,64,19,2,0.3934122862045911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009593221297319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22378163519969815,0.1848118966148762,0.0,0.0,0.3597307172242439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020713941669462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20414992064532853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989210726216227,0.1405269079360258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277084102429487,0.0,0.3353779026596437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739465927133462,0.0,0.17621006719559146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810455193895853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096100685508705,0.0,0.17369512818293056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23079227622436105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19422358550759364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19907711845930004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068282093344696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266723068936451
anxiety,xBabyxFireflyx,2019/03/18,"Going on a month of terrible sleep, any tips? I've had anxiety for a long time and always had trouble sleeping. I finally got on the right meds awhile back and was feeling great. My mind was so clear and life was really improving. Some stuff happened and for about the last month, I have barely slept. Ive never been a great sleeper but it's so bad right now. I wake up every hour or so in a full blown panic. I know things will work out but in the meantime I need to shut my brain off. A lot of uncertainties in my life at the moment but I know thinking about them all the time isn't going to help. Im really starting to feel the consequences of no sleep, so please any advice would be greatly appreciated. Or if anyone just wants to vent with me feel free!",2.6118610421836195,4.28872312903226,3.9051612903225816,88.30081885856079,75.7741935483871,7.091811414392061,22.24565756823821,7.882392219407189,0.90163523573201,595,16,127,9,13,195,103,155,0.146,0.718,0.136,-0.4034,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,9,8,0,1,11,0,12,8,6,0,3,28,26,14,0,4,7,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,6,0,1,2,3,4,0,0,8,3,12,5,21,15,4,28,0,0,0,0,2,13,0,5,13,81,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256989564644716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703319695821338,0.0,0.0,0.1749500884053219,0.0,0.0984041102420389,0.0,0.0,0.08994338310670022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891105540440058,0.10740341919706882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435972866226971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083790897516405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19512256029688535,0.0,0.0,0.14091147517243552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462105194040686,0.0,0.10287978815878436,0.4254559494650552,0.0,0.0,0.11374998830049635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622017885049202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667787362414995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894602039670864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413869777668079,0.10485329498691244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817149853780972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383640856391485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935941816129274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288258032292878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988294770088674,0.0,0.2053477202508109,0.0,0.0,0.09537995024434333,0.0992099186785854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092344328715174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120071807766907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648115512596816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197042435405417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3861785445202053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104730054890386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14725433503642835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545823818896171,0.08242301445880816,0.0,0.0,0.15001420478560126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758712437281875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364656283060796,0.0,0.0,0.09137739434643118,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Djkhaledstrainer,2019/03/18,"I feel like I don’t have any real friends I thought because I had people I hung out with and everything that I had friends, but I’m starting to notice there’s no real support system or a feeling of being “valued”. I don’t know how to handle it sometimes. I feel like nobody cares about me honestly and it sucks. Has anyone ever been through this and if so, how did you cope?

TL;DR Don’t feel like anybody truly cares about me. How do I cope with the loneliness",2.6336170212765957,4.387362734042554,3.9307978723404284,87.80875,75.91489361702128,5.976595744680853,25.57978723404256,6.6274283507984215,0.9961957446808508,363,13,72,3,8,119,62,94,0.08800000000000001,0.5760000000000001,0.336,0.979,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,8,10,1,0,2,0,11,0,0,3,1,21,23,10,0,1,3,0,4,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,4,12,9,9,17,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,2,5,51,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216769131574773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12561497468713634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951255200167873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3663288893228775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16250308611640002,0.0,0.0,0.16145721607724944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633443562084058,0.3850245091260107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27759322271140624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873056260402804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26330273545552474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20453193027388536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454621167629155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4089604903009857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776777613250021,0.0,0.12715670634953774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20386390817820607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14262148520888365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hermia_5,2019/03/18,"Anxiety and medication Did you or do you take any anxiety medicatio
ns ? Is it efficient or mostly placebo ?",3.0556140350877214,6.14158263157895,7.374736842105262,53.46982456140354,91.10526315789473,13.059649122807016,37.91228070175438,10.504223727775694,7.306564912280702,86,6,12,5,3,33,16,19,0.16699999999999998,0.7090000000000001,0.124,0.1926,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32480353965284153,0.0,0.730768497789005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4811601403684181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35911694834528496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,deanodorito,2019/03/18,"Anxiety and Stress when not text girlfriend I asked this girl I had a crush out on for ages out on a date and its gone totally against my expectations. We've kept going on dates and gotten more emotionally invested in each other and started holding hands, kissing, flirting over text all the really nice things. I'm just trying to overcome the anxiety that fills me up when she's not texting me or when a conversation just ends a little awkwardly. 

I feel it affects how I talk to her and what I say, do you guys have any tips on overcoming this?",5.514636118598381,6.430366528301889,6.123261455525607,78.13292452830191,67.67924528301887,9.830727762803237,32.123989218328845,9.957137785484203,3.1243385444743934,436,18,83,10,7,142,80,106,0.094,0.8240000000000001,0.08199999999999999,0.1989,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,2,6,0,3,2,1,2,2,21,11,10,0,1,5,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,8,8,0,2,1,0,1,3,2,2,0,0,4,3,11,3,13,7,4,21,0,0,0,1,10,10,0,1,8,59,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908597841790519,0.0,0.4294113232938693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623810832348247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157069737108333,0.24858322693429136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14191114005211986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15950668234883114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778995054260115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28129705635987123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17979926383781528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22319368719460916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19865400802301567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214973725213865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255854841575345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18645936158979484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19055107473165755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Throhuhwaihlp,2019/03/18,"I feel like my past has ruined my future I have a lot of anxiety around ideas that I'm not valuable to society. I don't actually feel like I'm worthless, but I feel like society expects everything from people. We constantly see people being punished for bad behavior that goes viral on Twitter. Some of these behaviors are not even criminal, but people get harassed and doxed for saying something stupid. I've heard people say these people are ruined. They'll never work again because their reputation is ruined, all kinds of things.

This really gets to me because I'm a former addict. I know there were times when I was using that I said terrible things. I know there are videos on someone's phone somewhere of me saying who knows what. The people I used with hurt me in different ways, and I feel like they did it for fun. I'm currently unemployed and trying to get my life together, but I have so much anxiety about getting things together and BOOM, some video of me ruining it all. It's to the point I fully expect this to happen, and I don't even have a specific idea of what the video would even be. I think I just feel so much shame for how much I threw my life away. I feel like I must have ruined things permanently. 

It's gotten out of control because now I look for the kind of sites where random people are mocked and doxed. I see the trolls laughing at them and enjoying some sadistic kick from watching others at their worst. I go to these sites literally to find myself. I haven't seen myself yet, but the exposure to these sites is probably making things worse. ",5.258724434035912,6.4140146163934455,5.7818266978922725,79.47825136612022,68.40983606557378,9.088212334113974,27.966432474629197,9.362217197678863,2.384889149102264,1258,41,233,25,21,406,161,305,0.202,0.7090000000000001,0.08900000000000001,-0.9906,4,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,5,2,16,26,4,1,9,0,22,3,0,5,4,48,53,15,0,4,7,0,6,5,0,3,3,6,0,0,22,11,0,1,13,3,0,2,6,15,0,0,8,17,38,11,33,40,10,27,0,7,5,0,13,13,0,5,16,161,60,2,0.0,0.0,0.08538395828701764,0.09538409528648464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386915945205374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789043151193753,0.0,0.0,0.08220583792353378,0.0,0.07305591918276294,0.16001115500630814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945526281577412,0.0981347599114074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141521533210503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17337183064251294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863620853320914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26544514322449203,0.3125375700720561,0.0,0.0,0.07997021194186935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18285323088510316,0.0,0.04972627486679186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737286219048123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366680829796868,0.1975457870821875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822282719068656,0.144257357425576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236027249907284,0.2137318409142172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734750198368117,0.0,0.0,0.07438639174425295,0.0,0.0,0.0584045903046354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929599754574162,0.0,0.06748269147570138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352530558545372,0.4246133730002216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271246980813271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433602103542377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056052495624560585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322920391153903,0.20874217571085776,0.0,0.0,0.13944675773509185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413549687414336,0.06735907708587104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906439194071988,0.05606422149423269,0.0,0.0,0.05101991027387343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059404377163001225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511377590573586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945064566413313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06369849095160962,0.0,0.08916640415833645,0.06215500015186224,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,2r6eS448re624MvY,2019/03/18,"Job searching for something less stressful, anyone have experience with these? I've been working in a fast food restaurant for 6 months. I took the job because at the time I had zero money and it was next door, but after six months I have saved enough for a car which would greatly expand my job searching opportunities. I'm unhappy here because 1) the constant customer interaction is incredibly stressful and 2) working evenings gives me horrible anxiety all morning and afternoon as I dread the day ahead.

In summary, I desire a more ""introverted"" job during the morning and daytime hours. I have found several job postings from stores that need people to shock shelves starting early am until 11 or 12. This sounds really appealing, does anyone else with anxiety have experience in a job like this? What are other good entry-level  jobs for someone with anxiety?",9.760789473684213,9.720231921052632,9.20947368421053,62.876315789473715,58.73684210526316,11.810526315789476,42.6842105263158,11.20814326018867,5.194628947368422,700,36,103,16,8,224,109,152,0.165,0.7120000000000001,0.122,-0.7517,7,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,4,2,9,0,3,9,0,11,1,0,0,1,15,17,8,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,8,7,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,4,0,2,5,1,8,5,17,11,4,21,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,15,67,16,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23969245688451096,0.0,0.0,0.14605589423939694,0.1070126912166038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273331762624764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286419187601708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735614750063043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139748791998907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724749781412948,0.0,0.0,0.10791602088523344,0.0,0.06898264645762041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20432771687481166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629111430033302,0.1145147483657366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018983370451022,0.0,0.08760060131734486,0.0,0.11514715704521394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285387025397676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7254947300368242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05102485668132452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672846781665854,0.0,0.0,0.07744207213620474,0.0,0.0,0.11107475347417116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240660743600345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002611674558604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06690791937317571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798920234688175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849297060329399,0.08040419339934284,0.0,0.0,0.07392425346052317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392748426239623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060900696837755536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603838425316647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15206935745839673,0.0,0.0,0.07419226731054446,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DaveSanderson,2019/03/18,"(15m)I don't know if I have anxiety, it's just hormones or its something even deeper but I feel like this isn't normal, can anyone help? For years I have had feelings of dread and fear creep up in the most random times and I'll start to sweat and sometimes even get tunnel vision, I also have a very surreal imagination and good memory so anything I hear, think or read of I automatically apply myself to and I think that's where this all manafests itself; or at least I think so. But around a year ago I began to get more and more awkward and I had no idea why until 6 months ago when I went on a date with my now girlfriend, at that point my awkwardness and ability to function in social situations was horrible but when we started dating it all went away and I thought I was finally free from all of the feelings of dread and fear...but sadly not. Recently (about a week or so ago) I couldn't sleep and had one of those episodes until about 3 in the morning so at that point I called my girlfriend because I was drenched in sweat and on the verge of tears for seemingly no reason at all and now I feel nervous 24/7 have a VERY hard time sleeping, feel as if I'm just in autopilot all day and that I'm just sort of waiting for the the next thing but it certainly doesn't feel right. I also have been having very vivid images of things happening in side of my house while still awake and I'll even catch myself doing it sometimes and have a feeling of dread wash over me and start sweating, it's starting to really peak and it really did tonight as I have just sat in my bed hardly able to move and being scared out of my whits end over NOTHING. I am going to talk to my parents about this but I honestly want to talk to a professional and get some sort of answers because this is truly draining my entire mental capacity and I am having trouble doing much else other than what I am told. I don't know if this means anything but I have had 4 diagnosed concussions do to football. My mom's side of the family has a history of anxiety so I am assuming this is what it is but I just don't know and not knowing is honestly what I'm most afraid of. I know I just sound like a stupid rambling kid but this is truly killing me from the inside and I didn't know where else to go, so please if anyone could help that would be greatly appreciated and sorry if I wasted your time by reading this.",4.224841033283656,4.994888319672132,5.217436661698958,83.9949751614506,70.51639344262296,8.210233482364629,27.492796820665674,8.391295532112219,1.7355866120218577,1892,62,391,28,33,622,226,488,0.13699999999999998,0.7509999999999999,0.112,-0.9134,1,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,1,1,0,0,28,21,2,9,17,0,44,7,5,1,6,95,84,56,1,10,25,2,9,2,2,1,2,2,1,1,29,28,0,1,24,2,1,6,11,13,0,1,16,12,46,9,61,63,12,64,0,1,1,0,15,27,0,17,33,280,75,3,0.0809765749737825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21534254360191588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12951387550100624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389371642462238,0.0,0.0,0.11324140804163425,0.0,0.13327364310416254,0.0720863197575221,0.0,0.0,0.07608015777371427,0.0,0.0,0.09872513701324458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268613677207456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06465320599269013,0.0,0.0,0.0522231918331849,0.0,0.0,0.08218951905487695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13529107540688898,0.0,0.07172121030594711,0.0,0.0,0.1604527921857481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633750815466492,0.18224231934685176,0.2866093256641017,0.05784968134115495,0.0,0.08870587978006403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269207547167658,0.0,0.09204170732700633,0.06791930918043126,0.0,0.08927695978101767,0.0,0.0,0.0716073178200702,0.0,0.14507821151247555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126648519366047,0.0,0.10855378258396772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343609539667476,0.0,0.09141269664281848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958858253076958,0.0,0.2670156473112226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912212849479362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820722924285403,0.0,0.0,0.08160534167987651,0.0,0.0,0.09483878592317298,0.06463472958248435,0.0860652840553978,0.059527099889863024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611950614383147,0.0,0.0793398505195032,0.07769920763764848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05487182289246724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991490357682484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888796251213027,0.15309807458467195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16199697676998698,0.0,0.10375133490382356,0.08325740570256551,0.07995459869981546,0.0,0.0,0.06915355257912155,0.0,0.0,0.08107167802647641,0.0,0.0,0.07371803258866919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910210630560237,0.16207011057559115,0.08254542056522496,0.0,0.062339723572329885,0.1601758064294631,0.0906466460333106,0.2292625462023493,0.0,0.06466799737576885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130171807251566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759447651413144,0.15565955865723008,0.0,0.06428635535798506,0.14165427619073567,0.0,0.0,0.07737658756233319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004424647190552,0.04776208195025039,0.0,0.06495452401226226,0.0,0.0,0.15013219254057092,0.07306876381331144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057523435529937814,0.0,0.0,0.10429251872363646
anxiety,Moonlight_Melody123,2019/03/18,"Cancer paranoia/traumatized? Idk if I’m posting this in the right place but whatever. (TW: Cancer, death)

My mom was always a relatively healthy woman.  Went to the gym, stayed away from junk food, had a healthy lifestyle. 

Then, she was suddenly diagnosed with nasopharynx cancer.  The tumor was removed via surgery but came back. She was then moved to radiation therapy. As time went on, she got sicker but not to the point where she was hospital bound. 

No one saw it coming. She was healthy, there is no family history of cancer. Doctors couldn’t determine a cause. Radiation therapy wasn’t helping as much as it could. Before they could move her to chemotherapy, she passed away.

I remember it all so vividly. It was past midnight. My dad frantically shook me to wake me up. He told me to call 911 because she wasn’t breathing. He was giving her oxygen through an oxygen tank but to no avail. I can still hear her gasping for air as I gave the 911 operator the details. My dad was giving her CPR on the bathroom floor as I flagged down the ambulance. She died on the way to the hospital.

That was three years ago. I’m 19 now and I’m still scared.  I’m scared that since my mom got cancer, that somehow, I’m at a greater risk of getting it. I’m scared that what I eat and what I’ll do will somehow give me cancer. Every time I hear someone choking, coughing/hacking, gasping for air, I just think of that night and get scared. Every time I see a new symptom or whatever, my mind goes straight to cancer and im scared. The fact that there was no family history of any cancer diagnosis and my healthy mom passed away from it scares me.

I don’t know what the fuck is wrong with me. I don’t think being affected this much (especially after 3 years,) is normal. What’s going on with me?",2.5028777274598606,4.903740374639773,3.647176615891315,86.57257636887611,78.97118155619596,6.962832441333883,25.764429806504737,8.052868069273773,1.6967896088925485,1398,55,275,26,35,452,176,347,0.266,0.665,0.069,-0.9981,0,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,0,0,1,0,11,11,1,9,18,0,26,17,2,2,2,34,54,19,2,5,8,5,0,0,0,1,12,2,0,1,18,10,2,1,4,1,0,11,10,11,0,2,22,5,36,0,38,27,4,50,0,0,3,1,30,19,1,4,17,171,54,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486456868653027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07027361363786637,0.0,0.0,0.05743253153181056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238045733641713,0.06494094813141109,0.0,0.05148319517399862,0.0,0.07186527920928625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623835117189177,0.09659441692311424,0.0,0.08675890487128331,0.0,0.07275080258742678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13486144353691226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572039864967,0.08765131560439991,0.0,0.0,0.08644362554311183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864189034908603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423145434514836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15923396817959662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212373989420127,0.0,0.0,0.07807760669184988,0.08824886527582597,0.2430517912673696,0.0479979195352103,0.0,0.13509331104140526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19037462645160846,0.0,0.056608638333887185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091226266535694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04641444958842661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527582417670576,0.29673924231228505,0.0,0.17952533471329565,0.12416879406754487,0.0,0.0,0.08156749966093013,0.0,0.07925562127229632,0.08274830773490797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05722912832518001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062218429560611,0.0,0.0,0.08823786140341905,0.0,0.07983760056517973,0.0,0.08088487607181011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956714436897538,0.07212440422196956,0.0,0.0,0.5073272095669878,0.0,0.06729997647264663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986233513671583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155874079046086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001816193695679,0.13489229718513088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778144210471456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931640975347229,0.0,0.0,0.10823115141011562,0.0,0.0,0.14773977467118174,0.0,0.0,0.08070070257456659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703672276246916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658190414928713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233866307722396,0.0,0.10877294798621663
anxiety,lmaodudefr,2019/03/18,"I’m incredibly impatient Today I had a 4 hour car ride and immediately after I had a 2 hour club meeting. The whole time I was looking at the clock until it was over. My anxiety was consistent, I was just so ready the entire time to just be able to go home and strike more stuff of my to do list. It seemed like I just had to waste 6 hours of my time just to finally do what I wanted to do. The whole time I was just so tired and frustrated, really just ready for the ride and the meeting to end. Anyone else experience something similar?",2.6007207207207235,4.101283846846851,4.634414414414414,83.80315315315315,75.39639639639641,8.536936936936938,24.04504504504505,9.150863307647796,1.7685747747747746,421,13,91,10,9,145,63,111,0.14,0.782,0.079,-0.711,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,8,2,1,0,8,0,12,1,0,0,0,12,17,7,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,1,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,8,1,10,1,14,8,3,19,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,14,63,14,0,0.17174996804375514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313882554531375,0.0,0.0,0.12009157104185696,0.1759781387330355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14347505982601488,0.0,0.1521194935954509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16800442498179588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18814369491981894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976094648188328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17227922158431852,0.0,0.5074173663798749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390835896019573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422671682197166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100274274381074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15635472042935455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322215163443342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966126225902581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4005951501718789,0.19740132282534226,0.16279888750883034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130258104043817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38350541155178497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chronoboy1985,2019/03/18,"Anyone have brain zaps from anxiety/depression? Hi everyone I know this post is partly about depression, but I’ve seen previous posts mentioning this issue. I’m a 31M who’s struggled with depression/anxiety since college. After a while I finally found the right mix of anti-depressants with Effexor + Wellbutrin and had almost no anxiety issues for several years until just last year when I lost my job while simultaneously getting passed over for a dream job in Japan. Been dealing with the usual depression symptoms: brain fog, terrible concentration, fatigue, lethargy. But something that had only happened briefly before, brain zaps, seems to have become chronic during this recent spell of depression.

I’ve had them naturally once before: It was the night before a final exam and I was super anxious (this was before I started ADs). I also had them once when trying to lower my Effexor dose. However, now they seem to be present most days and occur pretty much anytime I move my eyes from one side to the other. I’m certain they’re tied to the neuro-transmitter imbalance my current depression has caused. 

I was wondering if any else has dealt successfully with this, or brain zaps in general. I know most people get zaps from discontinuing anti-depressants, so this is kind of an odd case. My P-doc recommended upping my Wellbutrin dose, but I wanted to gather some of your thoughts first.

Thanks.",5.948932874354561,8.481999831325307,6.4262535857716605,70.10843373493978,68.75903614457832,9.562134251290876,31.93746414228342,9.957137785484203,3.8107271371199083,1134,50,170,30,21,367,160,249,0.16399999999999998,0.743,0.093,-0.9517,5,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,3,4,7,13,0,1,10,0,16,10,5,1,1,28,33,15,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,7,1,0,2,1,8,0,2,13,2,20,5,26,19,5,30,0,6,2,0,9,6,0,9,20,106,30,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730314359579686,0.0,0.0,0.06972178101068642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05928876249775185,0.0,0.1333925115242265,0.09849418858458724,0.0,0.060961751181318524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628893854245923,0.2967519179274928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893089966171497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956297011963534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056227086566398,0.08988386547834593,0.5256459480453849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283184674792695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330896550668476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910137242194671,0.0,0.0741594824351439,0.0,0.09559380855963133,0.0,0.0,0.09110108634400994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709737219275425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18199689374665165,0.17303523987436334,0.0,0.0,0.09078971945395124,0.09582914786153604,0.07106737881930282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09517268286534887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266381481243446,0.06409097722799656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181717888619096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18569827397543512,0.05907878525858872,0.06630809078261785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441281556461686,0.0,0.06044307365181861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669981830567747,0.08869844787603427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608462992527059,0.0,0.0,0.07445547946706361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15873982628667166,0.0,0.09849418858458724,0.0,0.07212029985418461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711924167759062,0.0,0.0,0.06170996342453047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114465007334882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906185559620326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026819749661132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06921511958322611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05919286486700631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602191603852324,0.0,0.051423948290759684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945483700555442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228851153397536
anxiety,TheSamwell,2019/03/18,"Getting over the feeling like you are being awkward This may not be the right place to post this but here goes, tell me if I should post this somewhere else.

It’s not too bad but often I do something and later i relive that moment with the feeling of shame and that I acted so stupid and that someone now thinks of me as the guy who did that one awkward thing. It especially happens after I talk with someone I don’t know, I just imagine that they see me as that awkward guy that may have said a slightly weird sentence or stuttered or forgot something briefly, and then am scared to either talk to them again or just feel weird about doing it again. Is this anxiety or just usual worries, and is it common?",6.227285714285713,6.1118961571428585,5.900714285714287,83.92678571428574,66.0,7.571428571428571,31.785714285714285,5.985473137389443,1.634357142857143,562,20,109,2,8,174,88,140,0.199,0.7390000000000001,0.062,-0.9689,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,2,0,11,11,1,5,5,0,14,0,0,0,0,31,24,16,0,2,13,0,3,1,0,3,0,1,0,2,17,7,0,1,6,0,0,1,3,10,0,1,3,5,13,1,12,16,1,15,0,0,1,0,10,3,0,8,10,88,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385493804920006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15122007765605916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512949584906936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274725413223617,0.12938569836756908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462299593046083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35865662805969106,0.16015581433785794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995338412747464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848166156054944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227254664338605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892223945178686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34690845147785765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15466776112874986,0.17227798677433492,0.0,0.1813236553098174,0.0,0.14432197807841446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069094392292199,0.2788561141030506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911402413729563,0.15829895247638875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032206713617807,0.11604858337180028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19946812349171614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18392696034879524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,caresquared,2019/03/18,"I just want to sleep. I’m so tired. My anxiety has been pretty well controlled by meds. Tonight is bad though. I fell asleep for like 20 minutes and then was woken up by intense anxiety. I think maybe even borderline panic. Breathing heavy, intense feelings of dread/doom, limbs feel weak, nausea. Usually getting on my phone until my eyes just close and I fall asleep helps but IT KEEPS HAPPENING 😩 I’m so tired. It’s hard to keep my eyes open. But if I try to sleep it happens ",0.7671428571428578,3.3119838297872377,1.7158054711246216,94.72000000000004,93.68085106382978,4.813373860182371,21.60790273556231,6.5431188927421005,0.564756231003039,376,14,76,5,14,117,69,94,0.191,0.701,0.108,-0.8791,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,1,0,0,4,10,7,1,0,16,16,10,0,2,5,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,3,5,9,2,10,13,0,10,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,1,5,39,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706490348185452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147700292550788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19840326301357528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683776113976475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17888728592664932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242055947589377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128560836374294,0.0,0.15846355671694407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856927586851428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144655665997507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642217025967333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777152327019481,0.0,0.19649094108806545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20754866924099694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17996624423097216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540463573623268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334744684567764,0.17379885880118026,0.0,0.0,0.4066305417506564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010038315749247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19482532115405712,0.0,0.10433750599954143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590502330872781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SYOF,2019/03/18,"Panic over job interview I have panic disorder and GAD. I have been doing well for the last year, but now I am having a panic attack because I am afraid of an upcoming job interview.

It is in another city, and traveling is hard. It is a company that’s new to me. I have had difficulties with two previous jobs and I’m afraid I’ll have one of those problems here (aggressive customers/clients or dysfunctional boss).

Just writing this all down feels better. Do you all have any advice on calming down before the interview?",3.2639393939393955,5.8584421111111125,4.83867676767677,78.00468181818184,77.38383838383841,8.80848484848485,28.081818181818186,9.3871,3.072704242424242,415,18,73,12,10,139,72,99,0.209,0.7090000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.9144,3,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,4,11,2,5,5,0,15,0,0,1,2,13,17,5,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,8,1,2,2,2,7,3,10,15,2,10,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,4,55,12,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16645907802289753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584038258983295,0.17862149450356124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19379193095304392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384067821561743,0.0,0.14495097493513612,0.0,0.0,0.15065623310220774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952300289192448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613150658273261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15259558338970142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5071231261403835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138853840175814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645201789927149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154301219823403,0.0,0.0,0.599589159566042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629970766840497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16640222845410568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15316053488294593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969653934868184
anxiety,supkianna,2019/03/18,"Just venting. Comparing myself in anyway & sometimes even hearing about people’s experiences who differ than mine can drive my anxiety crazy. I noticed that reading about other people’s experiences can drive my anxiety & stress up the walls. It’s like, I am only ever okay with the things I plan in my mind or the scenarios that run through my head. Sometimes I feel like I am such a negative thinker. I have ALWAYS been an incredible worry-wart, even as a kid. In fact, I call myself that because that is what my mom would call me. She also struggles with anxiety. Sometimes I wonder if the reason I have IBS is because it was stressed induced at a young age (don’t even know if that’s possible).

I have realized that I have a problem with expecting things to be perfect all the time- especially in my relationship. When things aren’t my idea of “perfect” I start to get unhappy with myself (& I mean I expect perfection with everything, everything). My relationship is amazing & my boyfriend is awesome. But sometimes if I read about other people’s experiences in their relationship it gives me sooo much anxiety & makes me wonder if I am doing things correctly in mine. My parents are separated & had an abusive relationship, so I have no role models to look at for what a healthy relationship should look like. I have tried to be better about talking with my boyfriend for reassurance whenever I feel down. I know that I feel this way because of the expectations my father put on me while I was growing up. I am going through therapy now to resolve that. 

Does anyone else have anxiety with their relationship, just because?

I am in college now & I’ve been struggling with motivating myself to keep up with my heavy load of work. Whenever I see others doing better on assignments or exams than me, I always beat myself up about it. I wonder, what are they doing that I am not? How didn’t they miss the same things that I missed? I’m ready to be done with this quarter.

I know my post was a little all over the place but I just wanted to lay it all out somewhere. I am also on my period right now so I understand my emotions are just more.. off.. than usual. 
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anxiety,indie_cloud,2019/03/18,"Trying to survive til docs appointment next week I’ve had anxiety on and off since I was a child - my mum used to tell me I’d ask about death a lot and wanted to be buried under a tree so that when autumn came Mum would remember me :P

Lately, and I’m honestly not sure what’s triggered it this time, I just feel like I’m spiralling. I went to see a psychiatrist, and after leaving didn’t feel comforted but afraid, of the new medications I was offered, of maybe having to go off the one I’m already on to completely switch, I was afraid he didn’t really understand the depth of the issues I have (I have OCD as well as GAD and the psych didn’t really believe me, I guess because they overlap a bit).
I started on the first recommended meds which was Seroquel, but they made me feel awful and non-functional, and I read about the awful side effects they can have long term. 
I went off them and had a minor “up” where, as usual, I thought I was doing much better and didn’t need any help.
Now I feel like I’m falling apart. I’m so anxious I can’t breathe, I’m squirming and restless, I’m thinking about self-harm a lot, even though I haven’t really done it, just small things like self-hitting or taking too many clonazapam or making myself vomit. 
It’s so unbearable it’s hard to get through the work week. My appointment is in 8 days and I don’t know how I can make it without ruining my reputation at work or having a panic attack.
I just feel so desperate and the clonazapam doesn’t even work anymore. 
I was so stupid to think it had gone away. But the good days are so good! 
Also worried about starting therapy because I don’t know if it will even help. What do I talk about? It’s mostly these horrible feelings more than anything. Headaches, tight chest, wanting to cry, impulse to run, hot and churning stomach...
Advice would be very much appreciated!",4.546129032258065,5.350862301075272,5.407286021505379,82.7979290322581,69.80645161290322,8.532645161290324,29.39612903225807,8.726425361277474,2.1509198709677424,1464,54,295,24,25,479,204,372,0.142,0.742,0.116,-0.9165,0,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,4,7,25,17,2,4,18,2,35,5,3,7,1,57,73,34,1,6,12,2,9,3,0,3,2,0,0,1,15,14,0,1,14,1,0,7,11,7,1,2,20,10,34,10,37,48,8,43,0,1,1,0,14,17,0,8,22,188,49,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927097911887762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046958367334152,0.07587071695990492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451758479434846,0.0,0.07257836317229358,0.10718063417157027,0.09408953125925816,0.0,0.0,0.07807323203831346,0.0,0.08869439865946252,0.1079328905705884,0.0891372618475854,0.0,0.0,0.11566864010800935,0.0,0.0,0.1068905281808278,0.0,0.08390835800659656,0.10357785419338862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085106004955726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947360156369388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421465251690257,0.1223717842120354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09708905874401004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18799017995962533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878269212434814,0.13555603312083295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069979022577538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04956775799865778,0.0,0.053919090121424464,0.159151648053362,0.0,0.0,0.10451442569916307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498848389898374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271841072085173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902382449838504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042805569295066,0.0,0.10702202337449583,0.10045788506722897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13905195701398976,0.0,0.0,0.08396051935899516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16131699271704256,0.0,0.0897720886562643,0.12665828584893868,0.0961873619719556,0.09531370181266836,0.0,0.10538364485147003,0.09557559067570476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394866373882139,0.07034788131473692,0.0,0.0916299166252536,0.1008995931916911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428908914421401,0.0,0.0,0.11131421696883984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489969105882004,0.0,0.1823361736551342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074737664529488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560230801121286,0.0,0.19794858155842765,0.0,0.0,0.07848076710004917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430463481335966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941763804846801,0.0,0.07133345341839127,0.07625614094194971,0.08292407242693031,0.0,0.10849670656618718,0.0,0.0630300810818481,0.1215828782442662,0.09321323980674254,0.07531937181065447,0.05532180215415865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06441322971486038,0.0,0.0,0.09876719740329017,0.0,0.08194068903405882,0.10449032580779773,0.07828099987287726,0.11191830642223584,0.0,0.15220442713294946,0.0,0.0853031350167995,0.17589832815599907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145516661040574,0.0,0.20720824252887565,0.09634916935728656,0.0,0.13479155893591774,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,forkness,2019/03/18,"Muscle twitches and jerks - symptoms of anxiety? I was clinically diagnosed with GAD about 6 months ago. Just before that I was noticing that my muscles would twitch randomly. Not the kind of twitching like when your eye is just rapidly twitching; my arms, legs,  or back will randomly move slightly without me thinking about it. When I start to focus on it, it just gets worse. And I notice it a lot more particularly when I'm anxious. Just wondering if anyone has experienced the same thing.",5.890146103896104,8.104542397727275,5.940129870129873,74.86590909090911,68.20454545454545,8.664935064935065,34.16233766233766,9.23628265651192,3.408192857142857,393,19,64,8,7,124,67,88,0.105,0.867,0.029,-0.6872,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,10,3,1,0,3,0,6,10,3,0,0,18,11,7,0,2,8,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,2,8,2,8,7,3,9,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,6,8,48,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942073591604376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16760091443805142,0.24750588897357426,0.0,0.1531906870481003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16846433846142586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864268549920077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22236863899714945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446388708846587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281453408168688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703481557178443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862598873275087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748731105192298,0.2328547520459819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4988638814754184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550708683974603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277152243517663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14555163225911635,0.1403820690015799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21119199833153204,0.2375904479024446,0.0,0.0,0.22326831564879585,0.1556330809125659,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xaronix,2019/03/18,White cut SCARED So I was bleaching my hair with hydrogen peroxide and a cut I had on my forehead turned into a white color and it won’t rub off I’m scared this won’t go away anyone know what this is it,1.0463333333333331,2.606015800000001,2.9575,93.89625000000002,79.8888888888889,6.277777777777778,20.13888888888889,7.1686216300943375,0.2575555555555553,161,4,38,2,4,54,33,45,0.24,0.76,0.0,-0.8668,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,2,2,0,5,2,2,0,0,5,9,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,5,4,0,5,5,0,5,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607811761128264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504066819053352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119608463305616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049681759542328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7467928176029696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40567162768272186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xpoloroidx,2019/03/18,"I'm letting myself eat and I'm scared as hell. I've had an eating disorder for almost 13 years (I'm 23f). I was hospitalized when I was 17 and managed to keep things under control until I got clean and sober from alcohol and drugs last year. When I lost those vices, I ran back to ""old reliable"" aka, anorexia.

My body is giving out on me as a result. I'm getting chest pains and heart palpitations, I bruise so easily, my hair is falling out, I have ZERO energy, etc. I could go on forever about my health problems but whatever.

I've decided to get my life back on track and I'm sitting here eating cheeze-its for the first time in ages. I can feel the fat bubbling in my stomach and under my chin, I can feel my arms ballooning...

I wish I could eat like a normal person. I wish I could eat whatever I want without having a panic attack. I wish I didn't have to worry every single person in my life. I wish I could enjoy these cheeze-its without freaking out. 

Fuck eating disorders. ",2.5765592669228496,4.334180708542714,4.4516760271948,83.99574046704109,76.0854271356784,7.295418267809636,23.766183860478865,8.124751697461798,1.412826544487142,767,24,152,13,17,261,118,199,0.065,0.7040000000000001,0.231,0.988,0,0,2,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,3,7,11,3,2,6,0,16,20,7,2,0,31,37,14,0,11,3,0,3,1,0,0,7,0,1,2,3,10,8,2,3,0,0,3,3,9,0,2,7,3,29,2,24,25,2,27,1,1,0,1,3,11,2,1,13,96,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879706860057468,0.0925716986414908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051711065640437,0.0,0.14217112418079522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268709087831546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036864793196656,0.2952436573221778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119031280094144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720845440247896,0.5675743739484094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310215405289316,0.0,0.0,0.0778900647894437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348733781417454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786348460850336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546519134786983,0.0965988389833438,0.08868299430202944,0.05253940984085787,0.0,0.07393781755848952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982661820556251,0.0,0.10954940887153604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217059279352931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535614073372156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945326899692168,0.13059522844072016,0.04516463304727562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091614750900467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057782703545073,0.0,0.0,0.09700692771850833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836946938093036,0.10846591167005297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16144123148410555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884587032971949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255495670427076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06141726900072239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05390622931445357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05452727184908606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4252351119570327,0.178230028354978,0.0,0.0,0.09388378930892406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906487925281513
anxiety,chaotic-energy,2019/03/18,"Anxiety Tremors My anxiety has been skyrocketing recently and i've started to redevelop an anxiety tremor from when I was younger. When I was a kid I developed a tremor where I would subconsciously shake my head. It freaked my parents out to the point where they took me to get an MRI because they thought I either had an issue with my brain or I was giving myself brain damage from the shaking. MRI came out clean and doctor said it was most likely linked to anxiety... I never doubted it as I had a rough childhood. It lasted for about two years and I grew out of it once I got to high school.

Long story short; can anybody that suffers from anxiety tremors give me tips on how to overcome this? It went away by itself when I was a kid so I have no clue on how to handle this or how to actually live with it. It scares me because I can't control it, and it's especially annoying when it happens at work as it's super disruptive. ",4.361265508684864,5.397775010752691,5.469569892473121,81.33204714640199,70.39784946236558,8.733829611248968,30.974358974358978,9.057496981413335,2.5510095947063696,736,31,147,14,13,244,109,186,0.154,0.789,0.058,-0.9195,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,3,11,10,1,4,9,0,13,6,3,4,1,23,24,16,0,1,3,1,1,1,0,1,3,1,1,2,16,10,0,1,2,0,0,6,3,8,0,1,14,2,23,2,26,9,2,29,0,2,0,0,8,12,0,4,12,108,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.1365915842340775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5353874702134941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150743840570536,0.0,0.0,0.17065014393739528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125080357938304,0.0,0.16008962823468387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15698946961057048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432663327474727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312911286262462,0.2685460308866382,0.0,0.0,0.11194766028157424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237759648925727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436507110259801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14788713229197753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460934432020755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409511291452155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838280008898956,0.0,0.12359702913762087,0.1238700022779888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079543268076274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14906463337511114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554213212734634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231791443807953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382045565026638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331445513289904,0.0,0.14013547048922634,0.1416582069298691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907225173978733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112140359530663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551302147876328,0.0,0.0,0.1367314077929707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297545946340296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190061420147724,0.0,0.0,0.09943144015733743,0.0,0.0,0.09013678719632674
anxiety,thn706,2019/03/18,"What is the difference between anxiety attacks and panic attacks? I know I could easily google this but I was curious to hear from someone who actually experiences either of them. How do you calm yourself down? Do they come in different forms?

Thanks! ",3.966893939393941,7.292061295454547,5.238181818181818,70.56893939393942,83.77272727272728,9.296969696969695,32.333333333333336,9.2995712137729,4.442496969696969,203,11,30,7,6,67,40,44,0.14,0.626,0.233,0.7834,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,2,0,1,5,2,1,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,7,9,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,6,2,6,7,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.230449714544423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806551851246178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5373126500738797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034235326487089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18854768804381816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4934559301522491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310013965263935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26615980622980456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12978264109013335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770728023415157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20009032650870845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174164938147384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,International_Value,2019/03/19,"Anxiety Very High After Getting Purse Stolen (Venting) My anxiety level has been so high since i got my purse stolen on Saturday night.  Its not as bad as on Sunday, but i still have this tight chest feeling. It also didn't help that my boss said a comment that i took as negative when i know he didn't mean it that way. I've just want to hide away but i gotta be a responsible adult and go to work. I think today was my breaking point at trying to keep my emotions in check.  Just feel like crying....",2.8414805825242726,4.16466833009709,3.980764563106799,89.45425364077671,74.4368932038835,7.0917475728155335,23.55461165048544,7.6454224807358475,0.9036223300970868,390,11,85,5,8,127,75,103,0.158,0.737,0.106,-0.6769,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,2,0,7,1,1,1,0,15,20,9,0,1,5,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,7,1,0,2,5,0,1,2,4,1,0,0,7,4,11,1,12,11,0,20,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,8,50,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555618650682483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976227454038495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18276298492625406,0.0,0.16242055544513306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136769805607106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188148545739586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967157399657006,0.13896896047966673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163147509990857,0.0,0.11055324844899506,0.0,0.15557970557871598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038625254360445,0.4110534591432364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17290308337722887,0.0,0.0,0.10690605398445424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503526806843222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21189515085453975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18254887866687705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18388934721179206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185038169114679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609133930884336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15534820872416913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464400006948018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184387301901395,0.0,0.2161248393621389,0.13206995466786675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605037994575365,0.11473610096187326,0.15440518127726355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161678337787964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lj7277,2019/03/19,Hiding from problems Is it just me or whenever I see someone who I am anxious around I start freaking out or jittering. I try to avoid these people only to push them out of my life and soon I realize that that was a mistake. Someone please help with advice to get over this,2.6530909090909103,4.708128127272733,3.9327272727272735,86.45909090909093,76.81818181818181,6.581818181818183,27.363636363636363,7.554174236665415,1.6449272727272732,217,9,42,3,5,71,45,55,0.237,0.68,0.083,-0.8074,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,12,6,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,8,0,10,5,0,7,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,2,2,33,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28335669020455995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275851381332705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581360181569735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149808523202302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19436171305706884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048153710482917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205363117411008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010296537894304,0.0,0.0,0.3183015138260453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774634625565927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23106965828735945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4913836422705444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052432451409346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19687154229723364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mmmel,2019/03/19,Mom here...can’t make appointments for my kids or pets My anxiety has been overwhelming. My biggest and most upsetting issue is not being able to make appointments for my kids and pets. ,5.336363636363637,8.057861424242425,5.148484848484848,77.7427272727273,71.12121212121212,10.460606060606061,29.181818181818183,10.504223727775694,3.776927272727273,149,6,25,5,3,46,24,33,0.145,0.855,0.0,-0.624,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,7,6,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,3,4,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,16,4,0,0.4142087699499247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168685752724329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4323263410108005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5529751406507707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4851163052216058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheCommonwealthKing,2019/03/19,"I find myself not avke to sleep. I'll try to keep this brief. I get sleep paralysis every time I wake up naturally. I don't know why and it's honestly hell, but that's not why I'm here. I get very worried over this and honestly scared. I'll end up staying up late at night, even if I am in bed because I can't bring myself to sleep to possibly face this. If I'm lucky, I'll fall asleep at a semi-reasonable time and will wake up to my alarm feeling well rested. However, what's more likely to happen is I'll be awake way to late and will wake up exhausted and hardly find the motivation to get out of bed and start my day. The other possibility is I'll fall asleep at a relatively reasonable time, but if I do, I'm never able to sleep all the way through the night and will wake up in the middle of the night. The problem here is when I wake up in the middle of the night, it's with sleep paralysis and ultimately ruins my attitude towards sleep and I will be too terrified of getting sleep paralysis again. I'll keep myself awake for the rest of the night and go through my day exhausted hardly getting anything done. 

That was a bit longer than I'd hoped, but essentially I am wondering if anyone else has had problems letting them self sleep or is at least familiar with the issue and what effective ways there are to get myself to sleep or at least stay asleep once I am asleep?",6.856307847082494,5.390516683098596,7.445372233400402,77.81401408450705,65.26760563380283,11.21287726358149,32.60965794768612,10.290406445055957,2.931348893360161,1094,35,233,22,14,364,130,284,0.122,0.795,0.083,-0.9272,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,2,8,14,1,2,15,0,22,21,19,3,2,41,41,21,0,7,11,0,3,1,0,4,2,0,2,1,10,14,0,2,8,0,0,5,5,8,1,0,3,3,21,6,40,31,7,47,1,1,0,0,2,20,1,9,18,145,31,1,0.07435249366712986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05198899235364377,0.07618291633316594,0.061185767045011774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04532459002458668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117366595747988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590241477393552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608841565589666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06211196775528442,0.0,0.06585424039974963,0.0,0.0,0.049109120832070655,0.0,0.06264518271131357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037594854840568716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591366440552122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23307665493041704,0.0,0.04225623560491885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06574966459696173,0.0,0.13321046001528605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384880283979328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760468600417379,0.0,0.1321758253241364,0.0,0.0,0.040862186033759525,0.0,0.1677457028463801,0.0,0.0,0.07603046231020913,0.0,0.03632487271623721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057345226801929924,0.0,0.0,0.34887389265274105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918297915260883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16764252988445846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422905898316747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289349376028574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443981705819003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756586657114974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6696557113395911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05262707770777921,0.15849973067017512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13006661095265587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05048046257411499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061348594098448325,0.0,0.17705264594777895,0.0,0.0,0.06685182118226841,0.0,0.1341831214879913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806321077169695,0.0,0.07550856647490048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,decendcats,2019/03/19,"Im going through a lot. It's like do people like me or talk about me when I'm gone? Will i make all my bills this month? Why do i want to have friends, but get invited out and then don't go out? I'm sad and lonely I think I might be ok to die, but I also get extremely sad and think about if I were to die what would happen to my cat? I can't seem to find a positive ending to anything, it doesn't even seem ok to not be alive. I have sought out friends on Reddit so many times and so many people have reached out, but no conversations last. Friends in real life are a joke. I'm scared to have male friends that want more than friendship and I'm terrified of female friendships because most of my female friends have tried to sleep with my boyfriends or have. Talk about me behind my back or just are totally different than me. I make shit pay and I don't know if I can pay rent again this month. When is life supposed to be life, I feel like I am genuinely stuck in purgatory ",2.347548076923076,3.4921278894230814,3.3790384615384603,93.99096153846158,75.39423076923076,6.930769230769231,23.57692307692308,7.413659706084162,0.6464365384615379,763,22,182,9,16,245,112,208,0.19,0.605,0.205,-0.4885,2,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,12,16,1,1,3,2,24,5,2,2,2,39,45,20,2,5,10,0,1,3,5,3,3,0,1,1,6,11,0,0,7,1,4,3,6,5,0,0,3,1,22,11,27,36,5,20,0,3,0,0,9,7,1,10,13,113,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920545403309786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208537288879724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538940231020172,0.0,0.07562179730929777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574956740787853,0.12960939288059742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098744857210222,0.0,0.0,0.08193609648948005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06272512318553257,0.08862376916633488,0.0,0.0,0.11338255432275113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4792167207918534,0.0,0.12962555606949744,0.0,0.1410048047753189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970000625727873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339989527443002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681765008394681,0.10112007296013403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26286774175780186,0.1818186657845041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105465759037215,0.0,0.0,0.1656132070208079,0.2515413402964565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160104660167804,0.0,0.0,0.19803647044712336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17200600667001245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119992064735246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241990882711131,0.0,0.0,0.2258671008058533,0.0,0.0,0.12733902582295414,0.0,0.0,0.12414298346528108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199418837414068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15897681110944914,0.0,0.0,0.0723365314121502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842241111676581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14633981130164864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193889244215276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812397153920046,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dangerous_Apple,2019/03/19,"Dizziness + Headache Hi there. About 3-4 weeks ago, I started experiencing dizziness/lightheadness while at the office. It has continued on for the last 3-4 weeks, getting especially bad when I am focusing/concentrating on anything mentally. It is exacerbated in situations like driving and when working/studying/thinking that requires intense focus/concentration. It is also much worse when I find myself having obsessions and compulsions as related to my OCD or being very anxious. 

I have also been experiencing mild headaches that I have when I wake up. The headaches usually go away a little while after getting up. I have also started to have really bad nausea at times. 

Has anyone else experienced symptoms like this in connection with their OCD/anxiety? My PCP is 90% sure it not serious and is just related to my anxiety, but said he can order an MRI should I want one done since this is the first time I've experienced these symptoms. Just hoping to find out if anyone has experienced anything like this or if I should get an MRI done. Thanks in advance! ",7.2709768009768,8.918969650793656,7.7487830687830686,65.40227106227107,64.13227513227514,10.894749694749697,37.81888481888482,10.891193690592663,4.7486350020350026,860,44,132,24,13,283,117,189,0.061,0.831,0.108,0.8254,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,3,11,10,0,1,7,0,21,5,1,0,1,21,31,18,0,6,8,0,0,3,0,2,4,1,0,0,10,5,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,4,0,2,4,6,14,6,20,24,1,34,0,0,0,0,4,12,0,5,21,96,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173674862646384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31764847704316523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025762371548281,0.1495779776322748,0.0,0.18515885222593664,0.13566276926008666,0.21791317518820685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439720535239125,0.0,0.22110235502347875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709889742563628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060592000738023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24202833103557603,0.11262213095322506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20752568935177684,0.0,0.07524781429474235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150629540059988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792631476210283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19405660991581974,0.13270283317870268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13343132748222286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733161820006148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971986415586328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482090791664221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594580423753315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952533091998344,0.1488267927368199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874313939014942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478848970546855,0.2752353317803569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189911732122174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483865197782305,0.0,0.0,0.1544107916350956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14582346649907765,0.10924654195714012,0.0780948632374658,0.0,0.21241179036860292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13493021625710444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SmashedBug,2019/03/19,"When someone stares at you intently after you say something, and hesitates for a while before they speak ""Did i say something wrong""

""Did i offend them"" 

""Do they think I'm weird?""

""What could i have said better""

""Wow they're judging me""

""I should talk less""

I hate those flooding thoughts that go through me when people make it seem like they're reserving thoughts. Anyone else get messed up when that happens?",5.104399999999998,7.154771906666667,3.9170000000000016,89.24350000000004,69.93333333333334,6.6000000000000005,28.5,7.1686216300943375,1.4481999999999997,323,12,60,3,6,93,57,75,0.16899999999999998,0.7190000000000001,0.112,-0.5672,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,3,1,3,8,2,0,1,0,6,0,0,2,0,9,17,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,5,5,12,3,5,10,1,8,0,0,1,0,10,2,0,1,6,35,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562622273641233,0.22898139883799465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901647950204216,0.0,0.0,0.1976496653385776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17843038424486626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866886428840181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675893811732205,0.0,0.12700868389085065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19762239222636505,0.0,0.0,0.22063997185118012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918091046555296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917445892834982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549327100114752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125804049952515,0.35544011129689496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034475580694172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18935365483947206,0.344091237547824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796245462937418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319679092034565,0.0,0.3548358944341969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443400085513209,0.0,0.0
anxiety,flypaperscare,2019/03/19,"Social anxiety with language barrier in a foreign country A few months ago, I moved with my boyfriend to a foreign country for his job.  This is a gap year for me between graduate programs. Neither of us really speaks the local language, French (he doesn't speak a word of it, I know a bit because I took a year of French in high school).  I actually know enough that I can read it with some confidence, not books but brochures and signs, but I just can't speak with anyone here and it's made worse by my anxiety.

Whenever we have to interact with anyone here, they default to French, and if my boyfriend is with me, sometimes I'll just let him say in English that we don't speak French and make them try to muddle through in English. It's not a particularly nice thing to do to the locals or to my bf, but I get so tense otherwise. Sometimes I start out trying to speak French, and I usually feel like I'm just embarrassing myself. I might be able to ask a question, but usually I can't understand the answer, or I have to have things repeated to me multiple times like I'm a very slow child. Coupled with my usual social anxiety--I don't like speaking to strangers in English--and compounded by fears of coming across like an ""ignorant American"" who demands everyone speak my language even in their own country, it's gotten so bad that I basically avoid speaking to anyone now. Even when I do force myself to speak to someone, I usually get the feeling that they're resentful of me for not knowing their language while living here. And I've been trying to get better, but it's so hard to learn a language when you're scared to speak it with anybody. I know there are websites where you can practice languages with strangers, but that also fills me with dread. Part of the problem is that I tend to be very perfectionist--I actually studied Spanish for 7 years, but I'm loath to speak it to native speakers because I'm not ""truly fluent,"" which has only made my fluency decrease. 

I've found it gets especially bad when I'm tired, it's like I don't have the energy to try to understand what people are saying or to form words. Twice now I've snapped at cashiers who were trying to hurry me along and giving me confusing instructions, ""I don't speak French!"" Needless to say, that did not make the interaction smoother. It's like my attempts at communication always end in defeat now. I'm living here until the end of summer, but at this point I've kind of resigned myself to us being very isolated.  Maybe we can make some friends through my boyfriend's work, but so far that hasn't happened. I'm just wondering if anyone here has dealt with similar situations or has any tips for managing social anxiety with a language barrier.",8.116914335664331,6.952087655303036,8.063333333333336,73.42269230769233,62.59848484848485,11.304895104895106,38.30011655011655,10.389873798559362,3.8788363053613057,2174,95,406,42,26,704,235,528,0.155,0.782,0.063,-0.9941,1,1,0,0,0,0,57.0,5,1,4,4,24,23,1,6,21,0,33,1,0,5,0,79,67,32,0,3,24,0,3,6,2,1,1,16,0,1,27,25,0,4,13,2,0,4,14,13,0,1,8,19,50,10,71,54,9,46,0,2,0,0,41,18,0,12,30,263,77,10,0.07700018616290626,0.0,0.15028214856921446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825601910803543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061577021055075114,0.06407032324384332,0.0,0.0,0.05236276703966932,0.0,0.17671479496753698,0.0,0.0,0.21536128203442995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198477980123984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858387829220405,0.09387719759003743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810040730733398,0.08406426041652346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06632884231690958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519924142230814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363986201484786,0.07956177575348136,0.0,0.10171579350909664,0.0,0.0,0.07357697764914208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664661675929561,0.0778672154413829,0.05500894838014491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442672974043818,0.05949015282224105,0.0,0.1609176768185396,0.07386559490044703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809101032683805,0.0,0.06897704242405239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135492428468845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641080344304835,0.0,0.0,0.08018384478077857,0.16926915434519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787379072737954,0.0,0.2257104091773585,0.0,0.1359851501813055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457188758679099,0.15419466653995342,0.0,0.07735703652909286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168502928032415,0.0,0.0,0.061460813970605065,0.08183901204236722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05856211133816664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338369800106314,0.0,0.05338223385775278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279006458360948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07367877905561325,0.0,0.0,0.08625783082290715,0.0,0.07702102350683268,0.0,0.04932829095840975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837009157937454,0.07709061914015261,0.07792829924060543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865514354284386,0.0,0.2354759787929624,0.06524200786078183,0.0,0.15231030600955267,0.0,0.05450112808388823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231100444012242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04489942777068487,0.08850038680928875,0.0,0.0,0.08555004003126672,0.2613903598982359,0.0,0.0,0.16031981870600154,0.1852434863422298,0.0,0.3392193062163193,0.1905996530887614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350341728563883,0.056057052594386855,0.0,0.07846976800994235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14875678601592648
anxiety,Mexican0Chican0,2019/03/19,The way you smell Hello guys I have this thing called IBS and this anxiety about the way I smell. It really messes with me through out the day. I just had a bad day and needed to vent things out. I hope everything for y’all goes well and I’m kindve anxious about school for tomorrow. Good night guys I hope yalls troubles get better.,0.8510281923714764,3.393153373134332,1.5790049751243806,97.00127694859043,89.89552238805972,5.365837479270317,16.39966832504146,6.937597516519254,-0.0955127694859037,264,6,57,4,9,81,49,67,0.14,0.675,0.185,0.5147,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,1,4,8,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,7,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,9,5,9,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,4,34,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727844664043278,0.2322621083700082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17166196507074094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818307224165219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099339260376844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26518156778760754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18477415976046213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741410581237584,0.0,0.0,0.17244205360953316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4071397298076012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.408401422684858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244495761584018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19293555022967615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170844544382165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080715741340976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731743404198992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32638106380707216,0.0,0.0,0.18485322598351125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Davinia1,2019/03/19,"How do I stop this feeling? I hate anxiety and depression. When I go through situations that's stressful, I can't eat,  I loose weight super fast, and I feel like I'm only existing.  My stomach constantly feel as though I'm on a roller coaster and it's hard to get rid if it. I try everything like praying, taking meds, listening to music , therapy, etc. It's still so painful.  😪",1.262666666666668,3.7761363333333335,3.550666666666668,84.44866666666668,85.66666666666666,7.6,28.333333333333336,8.515128840125781,2.647533333333334,295,15,58,8,9,101,57,75,0.242,0.575,0.183,-0.696,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,1,1,1,0,2,4,1,1,0,9,12,9,0,1,1,0,5,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,3,2,1,3,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,6,8,3,5,12,1,7,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,7,31,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15823934482928742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235308863192935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781592202278585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21165873672097246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23069193411501746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18590304397348387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31376805325354995,0.14777336475456873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108070356061137,0.0,0.11755737001606292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18529657355711124,0.20422111320776692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021124902186983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229763226781957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573184089935472,0.22010251248206605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325075685725092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16519032331053798,0.17293549164884456,0.23694546851670256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555251240172054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23655049539230824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20322863938690933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043727114954985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518870346660214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CleverGenderPun,2019/03/19,"I'm starting to worry about my brother. I've known for a while now that my brother has had a problem. He used to see a therapist about a year ago, and after a few months, my mom spoke to me about him having anxiety and how it was starting to affect his grades. I tried to offer help since I myself have high functioning autism, which gives me a good amount of social anxiety, and had already over come it for the most part. This happened a few more times and I assumed that since I hadn't actually seen many signs of a problem, and she had recently started working as a school psychologist, the situation would work itself out similar to the way it did for me. 

However after now almost finishing his freshman year in high school he is failing academically, his friends seem completely unaware of his struggle, and he as seems distant and and anxious as ever. My parents are trying their best to help but I haven't seen much improvement.

The reason why I'm asking now is because this year my relationships with my LGBTQ+ friends has become more intimate than ever and I now understand the long term effects of having sever anxiety. Many of these friends are self depraving/harming and or suicidal because of the stress they experience from gender dysphoria and not being fully  accepted by their families. My brother, as far as I know, is straight and cis-gendered and even if he wasn't, I doubt that's where his anxiety comes from since I myself came out as transgender recently and my family has been fully accepting of it and would do the same for him. Regardless of the source of anxiety I am still worried about him going down a similar path as my friends. Please let me know of anything I can do to help him.",8.609696153846155,7.564608590769232,8.52510576923077,70.12058173076926,61.55384615384615,12.06346153846154,39.38942307692308,11.20814326018867,4.455803846153846,1372,62,243,32,16,446,174,325,0.116,0.773,0.111,0.501,2,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,3,5,14,14,0,3,18,0,28,0,0,5,2,51,50,27,1,6,4,5,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,1,12,21,0,0,11,0,0,4,4,6,0,0,12,4,39,8,45,34,11,39,0,1,3,0,36,10,0,8,24,181,51,7,0.0,0.0,0.08588230171747725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801304523365095,0.0,0.08812646710346671,0.0,0.09711809938341727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366262168380414,0.09942305067924456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242240135668658,0.0,0.08227482288235903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729670668909264,0.0971970037433829,0.0,0.0,0.09235809421188486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065675591205094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15162076674218464,0.09227384224731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05812790508220316,0.15921504565829547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608789849385577,0.16593065291463632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27197648170676497,0.0,0.0,0.08442449576583531,0.05001650224554367,0.07381623785116515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782444886252178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17696805072563646,0.18596881186862185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967328769473942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999329292895257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788357510483249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17845091210660588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307293262690716,0.07024648262590162,0.0,0.06469539541969023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977215461829781,0.0953031877468551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660544346041887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16842195013242606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048602726339604,0.17379292416656356,0.09448676369867802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17813590693053302,0.0701303193339423,0.1602368426047821,0.09181067087485302,0.09942305067924456,0.0,0.2184013188122339,0.09892374526602456,0.0,0.08971222574982637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868757814792997,0.0,0.07028263881434793,0.0,0.10081191469762987,0.09200420140120437,0.0,0.09626555869988487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218310631363876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05131768795504108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950218156206978,0.0,0.0,0.091618566626087,0.0,0.07600993725680334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698559943233222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079412781346251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281405343253082,0.17875110409551095,0.0,0.12503553555922936,0.0,0.0,0.170021194144134
anxiety,douropolicious,2019/03/19,Emotionally depleted for days after an anxiety attack? Does that happen to anyone else? Feel like much progress has been lost...,5.171428571428573,8.811710904761911,5.120952380952383,70.81571428571431,82.8095238095238,8.514285714285714,26.04761904761905,8.841846274778883,3.3501619047619045,103,4,14,3,3,32,21,21,0.175,0.619,0.206,0.2168,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,3,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409296905669201,0.0,0.0,0.2202146984220345,0.3226951934574935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582918764017002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20311147024863327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756077780173952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630935440061561,0.35426724615697064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15924408699096007,0.22499455544864816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785020810189842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538647034359057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437962861806922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315185333153922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,toordinary1,2019/03/19,"All I do is worry about my family and I’s health So I knew I had a touch of hypochondria, literally ever since I can remember.

1st grade a girl threw up in class and that was it. I was scared to go to school, I was scared to get sick, and I was especially scared to get sick at school.

Well I’m a junior in college now, and it has only gotten worse.

This week I’m on my spring break vacation, and my little sister isn’t feeling the best. It’s literally all I can think about. I can’t even enjoy myself, cause I’m constantly worried about her. 

I’m scared that it will be something more than just a bug, and I’m also scared that someone else in our family will get it, and I’m also scared we will look back on this trip and say we didn’t have fun because she was sick or someone else was.

I don’t know how to get past this. Health is honestly almost the upfront thing in my mind. It was especially bad last semester.

Any tips or tricks to help me out? I always think of the worst case scenario.",2.9297142857142866,3.757269685714288,4.423333333333336,88.28500000000004,73.57142857142857,7.6952380952380945,23.04761904761905,8.021203637495839,0.9122761904761902,774,19,176,11,15,259,114,210,0.199,0.7140000000000001,0.087,-0.9755,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,3,0,0,1,13,14,1,6,7,0,23,5,0,2,3,27,42,14,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,3,5,1,0,1,13,11,0,0,6,0,0,3,4,9,1,0,12,4,23,5,21,26,5,22,0,0,1,0,9,10,0,3,8,112,36,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714362147140684,0.0,0.0,0.17113345076112374,0.08903138963390837,0.0,0.0,0.07276270320778115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227530301882223,0.08933934456130857,0.06522534094738759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228840791314837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991701527704356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562745251386565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17876716685375094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706715526419695,0.09678634095553176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20173747627391064,0.0,0.05410169675033925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22360936637215165,0.0,0.06080975852156328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274689730904281,0.0,0.0,0.07171889241559617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058803621046803936,0.0872181232148329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724068620938054,0.0,0.0,0.08985185851167396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803806344374388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813772412617514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021422512886276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120853246390142,0.0,0.0,0.08508956503878387,0.6427454648853227,0.21657654970126425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885103306675561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18131909839895932,0.08237273398821653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710851017988298,0.1371207386797634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582780643204789,0.0,0.09620457299673077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21732450266410444,0.10904069367009016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nerdinahotbod,2019/03/19,"I did it! I have applied to jobs! I hate my current job and it actually is the root of a lot of my anxiety. I told myself that I need to get out but finding another job sounded intimidating as fuck 

But this week I just said fuck it and started applying to jobs! I feel so proud of myself. One step at a time! 

Now the next stage of anxiety is actually going on the interviews lol ",1.0358544303797466,3.0849928860759515,4.24352848101266,82.22706487341775,82.16455696202532,8.000632911392406,26.330696202531644,8.841846274778883,2.2621759493670885,294,13,63,8,8,107,53,79,0.222,0.6779999999999999,0.1,-0.8773,5,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,3,0,5,1,4,2,0,1,0,11,14,6,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,3,3,11,1,11,11,1,12,0,0,0,2,3,3,2,1,6,45,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.32872215631023505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17661106332398724,0.2576933632579595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516207417002734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393980928918122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114172735987063,0.08799648896399254,0.0,0.09572130776919396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16628742228289894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6685537653629696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319115431561466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488695901719278,0.0,0.0,0.1791247031791191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141309260656322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602132527389823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921394866686193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821150984594504,0.0,0.0,0.16093982537437965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510249134970018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Britontherun,2019/03/19,"Insomnia Any tips how to deal with insomnia and fear or not being able to fall asleep? 
I didn’t get any sleep last night and I really need some sleep right now but I’ve been trying for 2 hours and just panicking. ",2.1606818181818177,4.093416431818183,3.1818181818181834,91.8427272727273,77.86363636363637,8.036363636363637,17.81818181818182,8.841846274778883,0.7835181818181822,169,3,38,4,4,54,36,44,0.139,0.861,0.0,-0.7140000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,3,5,3,1,0,11,5,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,4,2,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,4,19,2,0,0.26609451033732723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619067835978969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743317559870447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994303028069536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390233990053558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26204949202496297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21690254108611606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973057077438304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497116722151007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17046695706144288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272432579123742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.532573361220713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18066070561664624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tolfvinc,2019/03/19,"Biting hands? Does anyone else bite things when you're nervous? Like typically I'll bite my fingers (not like cuticles like side of fingers), either to make it hurt or just as habit. Sometimes I'll bite lip or arm but depends 

I also clench teeth when stressed if that's a connection",5.119444444444447,6.724697055555558,4.971296296296298,83.46583333333334,69.18518518518519,7.622222222222224,30.16666666666667,8.07648339933343,2.075533333333333,227,9,42,3,4,70,44,54,0.132,0.7709999999999999,0.096,-0.4515,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,2,1,0,0,6,6,2,0,9,1,8,0,1,7,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,2,3,3,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,5,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514661654384862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21987128822242272,0.3221919717307284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751779859883358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26268326709407386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33662605060457923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4608742849432148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20989832928741187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109998498849752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36020229214931043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20890711768685885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nendsnoods,2019/03/19,"Any tips for someone who’s scared of riding in a car? A few years ago, five months after getting my license, I got in a car accident. Since then, I haven’t been allowed to drive. That’s how I see it, at least. My siblings and parents say I’m allowed to drive, but I don’t have a car. It makes perfect sense to them, but I still can’t wrap my head around it. In the meantime, I’ve leeched off of my boyfriend to buy groceries and go to therapy, and during the summer my mom drives me to work. Whenever I’m in the car, I flinch or make noises whenever a car merges, or the driver doesn’t hit the breaks right away. One time I screamed like I was going to die when a truck was merging next to us on the highway. I get really embarrassed when it happens. My boyfriend has tried teaching me to drive a couple times but he drives a stick and I give up because I’m scared of getting in another accident. When I was allowed to drive, I couldn’t park unless the spaces were open on either side of me, so trying to get out of a parking spot in a crowded deck was really scary. I’m pretty hopeless about ever being able to drive again, but I hate being unable to go places. Does it get better?",3.910426829268293,4.3123103983739846,4.892428861788621,87.37083841463415,71.03252032520325,7.613414634146342,27.97662601626017,7.413659706084162,1.3928138211382115,922,31,199,9,16,302,138,246,0.151,0.782,0.067,-0.9694,4,0,0,0,0,1,27.0,1,0,1,3,10,9,1,3,17,0,15,1,1,6,2,24,35,17,1,1,8,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,7,7,0,0,0,0,1,16,5,6,0,2,7,3,24,3,36,24,3,51,0,1,1,0,9,19,0,2,16,123,31,2,0.1417996654821848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569684774772144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642863504560696,0.14868931299866514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623176555402504,0.0,0.0,0.1332254534800634,0.0,0.0,0.0864397599410287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254102808914042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15689863278329522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716566549051685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408984283454295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12826591561269254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3704223632453944,0.1360271600560327,0.24176405300429704,0.0,0.11341014613206672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539297588530926,0.0,0.0,0.13999781278823775,0.14552736598920366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927615397683018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18930475560361232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660740544163113,0.11318314014015947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080555292243475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608712313491537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574517476589329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481504699085464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442612376953258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18168099339167568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109613954157672,0.0,0.1127647854132622,0.2839324045986323,0.0,0.1129959745247223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729814860417452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201463964057481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324139602416793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16216027544226394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16536905053073006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19254532977580416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705675382427571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323184529689554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131433548587484
anxiety,munchkin04,2019/03/19,"I get anxiety whenever doing something slightly bad So I have really bad anxiety, or so my mom has told me because she also has pretty bad anxiety.

I can’t do anything that is “bad”. I’m a teen, I should be able to live my life. Here is a few examples

I’m terrified of being late, I can’t be late, our school just introduced late slips and that makes it even worse. Nobody understands, I just can’t be late, loosen up they say but I can’t. 

Leaving class without consulting a teacher, now i know what you’re thinking “you shouldn’t be doing that anyways!” I mean when the teacher is out of the room, all kids in my class just go to the bathroom and come back. And the teacher isn’t gone for like 45 seconds they’re gone for maybe 10-15 minutes while we do work. I really need to go to the bathroom but let’s just wait while everyone else is doing it (I don’t succumb to peer pressure easily)

Here’s another, leaving class a minute earlier. I literally mean a minute, everyone is standing up and waiting by the door, bell is gonna ring in 45 seconds and my friends are just like “cmon, let’s go to our lockers” but i c a n t it may just be a minute or two but I can’t I really can’t.

I once broke into an abandoned house with my friends, we got caught and said if we went back they’d call the police. That’s the worst thing i’ve done, it was very cool inside but every time I think back to that day I get immediate feelings of dread and anxiety and the need to cry. I hate passing by the house. I had a video and I went so far as to delete because I could go into my camera roll without seeing it. I had a sleepover that night with my friends and when I think back to that night I don’t remember the house.

My last example, sorry this is long. So where I live it’s a fairly small school and about 10-20 minutes away there’s another small school. The two schools joined together to have more optional courses. So I went there for art and drama. For kids who don’t drive (aka me) take an intercampus bus at lunch and go there for the afternoon. Some friends offered to drive us there and I outright refused, I read in the handbook that students may not go with another student instead of the intercampus bus (they take attendance on the bus). I was told to suck it up, stop being a pussy, live a little. I was pissed off and hurt. Why can’t they understand that the office may call home and I could get in trouble for some stupid thing. 

Sorry I felt like I needed to rant, I don’t know where else to put this or who else to tell. I hope this doesn’t break any subreddit rules",2.3887318778782216,3.93026577485929,3.76808928876002,89.62296115469898,76.05440900562851,7.246955483540847,25.434461879583825,8.00094639256281,1.3342649155722324,2010,71,441,32,44,661,238,533,0.154,0.779,0.067,-0.9918,0,0,1,0,0,0,52.0,6,1,4,1,31,24,4,2,31,1,53,3,1,1,1,77,99,36,0,9,18,1,2,3,4,6,1,3,3,2,24,26,1,5,12,4,0,18,17,15,0,4,17,7,58,9,49,64,6,62,0,3,1,0,31,21,2,11,24,282,82,12,0.06498572595947621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05196906157109702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044192522107941466,0.20442959963501514,0.19885560994098148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053477715321944966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06105622873821289,0.19988004773346904,0.2170414668823036,0.07922939073839133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271538408873282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055979448684664125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037716284839867,0.0,0.07138376847187998,0.04191041710888978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650296021868035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286170575876055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0429224591012556,0.0,0.054753276932236764,0.12419329211276765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03285873564769971,0.0,0.06239648804381395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20083124268891253,0.0,0.10185707888070196,0.0,0.22159731395647655,0.0,0.05197502160883859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415995034858171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518598174957553,0.06454548902243226,0.0,0.224954407819954,0.06956856370637275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142891092754222,0.052972040186276124,0.2932269178450915,0.13762100118600362,0.0,0.13290461542241006,0.045901340101417984,0.09524622944396946,0.06513276977417265,0.17215075984772776,0.05751032249259992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043378476700382494,0.0,0.06528689640153824,0.14157701357649927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611049682365767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455827710342375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196940311832274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920767724218538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661138460909919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06532860376722349,0.0,0.0,0.06500331201984312,0.0,0.12489456031276948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361615930191674,0.0,0.06181630696896673,0.05167925761902502,0.0,0.26307609637326634,0.0517852098593993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050029186758918494,0.0,0.1454923995037722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054330976770307064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977223566962851,0.0,0.05680038885040016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634725743543062,0.12492068755867825,0.0,0.0,0.037893699408335216,0.0,0.0,0.12419329211276765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696322293421386,0.13530486513706758,0.07816982684785602,0.0,0.0,0.053620029772362576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18072725708568813,0.058639509795356634,0.0,0.0,0.12528784160779252,0.0,0.04731038247475937,0.0,0.06622600663859639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,emilycatqueen,2019/03/19,"Psychiatrist intake question So I went to a psychiatric practice for the first time and had an hour intake appointment with the CRNP, at the end she prescribed me Prozac but she never told me a diagnosis. I had been on Lexapro through a PCP with an “anxiety problem” diagnosis, but I was hoping I would get answers. Now I’m a little worried to even ask. Is this common to just not be told what is the issue? ",4.351054852320671,5.9180357721519,5.527278481012663,78.88602320675106,71.0253164556962,8.30464135021097,30.888185654008442,8.841846274778883,2.611023628691983,322,14,60,6,6,107,57,79,0.103,0.85,0.048,-0.5041,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,10,0,8,1,0,0,1,13,15,4,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,7,0,8,1,9,6,0,11,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,7,47,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861997999665949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22754549106246325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155795370050808,0.0,0.0,0.1607629435468306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070353221071504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12716608946157631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417504268205432,0.2396992836070948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540456343684145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439500440912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18772454694441215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23290026040759645,0.0,0.0,0.27266292300644396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14192809047570526,0.0,0.0,0.4651569277920485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22563359164876076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471838062631165,0.0,0.17290388081274932,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Grey_Aether,2019/03/19,"Anybody else constantly afraid to leave your room? My anxiety varies wildly from day to day, but however, most days I am absolutely terrified to leave my room. I don't want to get yelled at by my family or called names or really interact with people (if there are other family members who aren't usually there or family friends). It's gotten to a point that it plays into my E.D. sometimes, my eating disorder has gotten drastically better since I've met my BF, I've been able to pull back from that edge (I'm a 5 foot 5 inch 19\[F\] who weighed 95 pounds at the beginning of 2018, and a year later I now weigh a much healthier 120 Pounds so yay me, I guess). Sometimes my anxiety gets so bad that I get a panic attack whenever I try to leave my room and I just have to sit down and try to think through it and calm down for the next hour that I just decide it's best for me not to eat than go upstairs. 

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Recently though, per my Boyfriends asking I've been keeping food in my room. I have a coffee maker in my room so I can boil water for things like ramen, or tea or anything else that may need hot water, like oatmeal. Things I can easily keep in my room to use whenever I feel to anxious to leave. I also have a small electric stove top looking thing (Forgot the name of it) that I can use for larger things, and then clean the mess up as soon as I can, like the next morning when every ones gone out of the house.",6.365463917525773,5.264021491408936,6.898336769759452,80.15843298969072,66.0446735395189,10.509140893470793,30.39656357388316,9.725611199111238,2.4728724398625426,1118,32,236,20,15,368,167,291,0.124,0.7490000000000001,0.127,0.7173,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,0,3,13,14,1,2,13,1,15,10,1,3,0,34,37,21,0,3,10,0,2,3,2,1,0,1,8,0,18,8,9,3,3,1,0,3,3,5,0,1,7,4,30,9,38,29,3,41,0,0,1,0,11,20,0,9,20,145,48,0,0.09952092162858492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958684507046072,0.0,0.10783087700516993,0.12092881288643285,0.0,0.0,0.15226646529025234,0.11243031393619747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189723876824652,0.0,0.09303862738582942,0.11321941565924508,0.0,0.0765254456725035,0.08309581256819487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444106729626673,0.08801816769857135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016219880888808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075467608253662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19254828387003264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405959827465785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20366949650272853,0.16627391954988535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385066877423647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814584033286756,0.0,0.05032076824452651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034109347052376,0.0,0.07688961717792464,0.0,0.15598672192912189,0.0,0.05656003322206375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963351526180036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980080608411126,0.1148337816246749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17691753570724172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4215131452719421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14586268593540694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357250918341264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315932842101633,0.07379350236257662,0.0,0.0,0.21168325838447954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067437952117225,0.0,0.0,0.11676635855069703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06899527620461131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407943894367872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637556507741129,0.0,0.09826490381478288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232473479199283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19685747246809465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644691126612445,0.06376898810090821,0.09777880020476634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351363461218837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17190824561646828,0.1096082349639837,0.0,0.05870001807470725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092881288643285,0.06408821060722324
anxiety,Epsilon-Snake,2019/03/19,"I have some sort os Social Anxiety(?) that I can't find a name for, please help Okay so I do certainly have some form of generic social anxiety, I avoid people, beat myself over things I perceive as embarrassing, feel generally uncomfortable with most people, usual stuff, but by far the most intense anxiety I experience only surrounds very specific tasks. Any type of work that I feel personally reflects on me (especially if I think it reflects poorly on me) makes me so anxious I can barely move. It makes completing such tasks nearly impossible since it feels like I'm being repulsed from it like when you try to shove the alike poles of magnets together. Thats the best way I have of describing it. 

The incidents that immediately come to mind often have involved creative writing classes, something I believe I am or at least should be good at. So if I fail or receive criticism it feels like an attack on my inherent worth as a person. During my first Creative writing class I had to write some kind of poem, I don't like poetry so that made it even more difficult. There was one I turned in and read to the class that was unfinished and half baked, so during the multiple times we had to revise our previous work, I couldn't even look at it it stressed me out so much. It wasn't even a matter of being judged, my mind had just decided at that point that that poem was literal poison and that I can not interact with it under any circumstances. And despite it continuously coming back up, I never edited that poem, even when it could have hurt my grade. Not because I didn't try, oh I tried, but I physically couldn't. Same sort of story for an online screenwriting class where I blew almost every deadline because I was too scared to even sit down and do five minutes of work. 

Speaking of work, a similar brand of anxiety keeps me from searching for a job. My parents tried to pressure me into looking for one for an entire semester and all it amounted to was one instance of me giving a place my application and never going back ever because I just couldn't. 

Now I have an internship with a professor of mine and the anxiety is back. I feel like I don't know what I'm doing and that I'm a disappointment and unqualified so doing any of the work I need to do each week becomes an hours long struggle of me trying to work only to panickly shut my laptop and convince myself I've done enough for today despite getting absolutely nothing done. Im supposed to be doing intern work right now, but here I am researching anxiety disorders and typing out this, like thats gonna help. 

Anyway, anecdotes aside, while this is certainly tied up in social anxiety and a few self esteem issues, it feels more like a bizarre sort of phobia than plain ole social anxiety or panic attacks. I never have classic panic attacks. This anxiety is only present when I'm confronted by these responsibilities, and it goes away almost completely if I successfully manage to avoid them. But when it gets to the point I can't avoid them anymore, the anxiety can get so paralyzing that I can barely function, much less work. I don't know what to do. No matter how many times I clench my teeth and whitenuckle it through an unpleasant task (assuming I get that far) it never gets easier or more manageable. This stupid anxiety keeps destroying opportunities and ruining things I'm supposed to enjoy and I hate it. 

I don't know if anybody can help here, this was mostly just steam of consciousness, but yeah... Thoughts?",6.561187410058673,7.244377190620277,7.17471680011808,72.3383904652965,65.29349470499244,10.32170030626176,33.368547286078005,10.266548611578706,3.526732452677024,2797,114,486,64,41,923,308,661,0.185,0.708,0.108,-0.9949,3,3,1,0,0,0,61.0,2,1,2,14,35,40,8,10,26,2,52,3,1,4,8,108,88,46,0,10,18,1,6,7,0,2,1,1,1,3,46,27,1,5,18,1,2,5,18,23,0,6,15,9,63,17,68,63,21,60,0,4,2,0,25,28,0,21,32,354,109,25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132808045332168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340664006133296,0.0,0.4677771271317128,0.06279939358024146,0.05512904034391213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897204693996879,0.05222740127167831,0.1282328069745885,0.0,0.1016590428557234,0.061393337371965714,0.0,0.06262941436306814,0.0583368974207506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576946332394302,0.1165673613284054,0.0,0.0,0.044383043249252366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370945124034158,0.0,0.0,0.11377305349099227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057437973427951025,0.0,0.1835790173562964,0.05028314987260147,0.046835866288766084,0.0,0.0,0.054376402484903136,0.0,0.0,0.1686438622972157,0.15885027630093032,0.0,0.0,0.05080705281240724,0.04728370873528245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521397300490832,0.053325733833260065,0.031592331844235384,0.04662515323919509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05488231981693165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177977534104593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0547436591726504,0.0,0.05950883910903984,0.0,0.060045320989216985,0.05802014679760437,0.05516319433805695,0.09881955824147598,0.0,0.057887063256852764,0.09165026575929593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901047719078353,0.0,0.0,0.049194238690421915,0.0933609933647576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052599359684890316,0.07421176040527709,0.05635820359350178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225745456341503,0.0,0.0,0.05908197692349228,0.08172816207174838,0.04121830702315533,0.17149368928628594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05333884437848746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300499880286093,0.12683310407809018,0.0,0.13044269380441473,0.061724658397508875,0.0,0.0,0.07707639254675902,0.09707579460516846,0.058078346429942834,0.06101968531861896,0.10509855406763613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05560373005356746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04747243493703338,0.0,0.0,0.055653973177221684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05799112394707012,0.0,0.0,0.045983536295426695,0.0,0.0,0.2266626636512549,0.0,0.042794887043497584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367665310430698,0.05811336521417165,0.06363574709855807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386130712601137,0.035618986034631636,0.0,0.04413120813394545,0.06482842080381693,0.0,0.052691575428646206,0.0,0.0,0.18870534756133164,0.06046452872506654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06122308518185748,0.04586648846471952,0.0,0.044123712272743934,0.044589891625742166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237538093510696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whitepinebay,2019/03/19,"Abroad for work and I was harassed by a total stranger today. It's making me anxious about remaining here. I am in a different country for work currently and I will be here for the next couple of weeks. Getting here was very anxiety-inducing. Planes don't really make me anxious, just the whole going through security, finding the gate, getting taxis, etc. Luckily I am traveling with a coworker so I have just let her handle all of that stuff and it's been fine for the most part. 

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Today my coworker and I split up to go find lunch.  I intended to stay on the same street as her and I thought it would be totally fine. The town I am in is safe for the most part, there are pockets of abandoned buildings and shady characters as with any town/city but largely I have felt perfectly fine walking around town on my own. Well I ended up venturing a few blocks away from the main commercial district today. I didn't notice how far I was walking but again, it's a safe town so I didn't feel particularly anxious about being on my own.

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This man drove up next to me in a pickup truck and started talking to me. I was wearing a brightly colored shirt with my company name on the back, and he started asking me about the project I am here working on. So I thought he was part of the project team or something and recognized the company name. Then the conversation kept going and he started telling me how beautiful I am and how I should get dinner with him, bla bla bla. Then he started saying things like ""You're so beautiful I could just eat you up"" and ""You should give me your number so we can hook up.""  I just smiled and nodded and started to walk on ahead. I told him I was late for something. I'm a small female in her 20s and I'm used to random men thinking they can just stop me in the street and speak to me like that, especially when I'm working. 

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Well this guy just wouldn't take no for an answer. He followed me in his truck for half a block, talking to me through the window. I crossed the street and went down another block, and he just turned and followed me. At this point I'm freaking out and realizing that I don't know where my coworker is. I started running and I cut through a park and then went up a side street that leads back to the main road into town, where I knew there'd be more people. Once I got there I stood outside of a busy restaurant and texted my coworker what was going on and asked if she could meet me.

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30 seconds later I look up from my phone and this guy pulls up in his truck right in front of me. He starts opening the door and steps one foot out, and starts telling me I should get in the truck, that he wants to make dinner for me, that I'm making his body feel good. I blurted out that my coworker is coming for me and that's what seems to have stopped him...he got back in the truck and drove away without another word.

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So from now on I'm obviously never leaving my coworker's sight. My anxiety is through the roof. We have to go back out into the town tomorrow (and every day, for the next 2 weeks) for our project. I'm worried this guy is going to keep looking for me or something. We have to wear bright safety shirts as part of our job so I'm pretty recognizable on the street. Also this incident has clouded my view of this town. I was excited to be here at first but now I don't want to go out anywhere. I don't have a choice because of the job I'm here to do.",4.170109523809527,5.0261747585714325,4.813785714285718,86.52463095238096,70.7,8.004761904761907,29.440476190476193,8.212053250817874,1.8640047619047624,2721,104,573,38,48,873,284,700,0.054000000000000006,0.84,0.106,0.9913,6,0,3,0,0,0,83.0,5,3,1,9,42,19,2,0,39,0,50,10,6,10,6,116,114,54,0,10,14,0,3,2,0,6,0,2,3,5,23,47,4,11,13,2,0,24,10,4,2,4,24,12,83,15,99,76,18,123,0,1,7,0,47,60,0,7,40,395,106,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043881558694466236,0.0,0.2972719269239115,0.33338077390993937,0.03731521590173665,0.11507730694729686,0.04197735082925831,0.18597108915401644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04884820347273432,0.10259685466534886,0.0,0.10310913470597384,0.16877441657224418,0.0,0.033449797388174475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060951033314083525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04726784338368987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762253287777202,0.06071543327588232,0.0,0.0353882554865323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05733013609459986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05614831796099196,0.0,0.0,0.04860079257923407,0.0,0.06119739855011025,0.0,0.0,0.046232490308283115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05549042039090443,0.0,0.05268625350637412,0.0,0.10030503384990043,0.0466745633008173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467457111921962,0.052638750342056125,0.21829734433854325,0.04602449182775845,0.08777318244448944,0.0,0.0,0.1629973557063618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890507850902596,0.048773243997449936,0.0,0.0,0.030156518634271164,0.0,0.06189862688117612,0.05810210785577735,0.0,0.056110900467630266,0.0,0.05361591276833362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215824458750617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14651141381879595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04232109361966503,0.0,0.17507273945607282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0624727622726646,0.0,0.05843747528240245,0.03718306023371912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23768649897647026,0.0,0.038041717318146165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05187229646173976,0.0,0.0,0.055825110749590304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03515276084975146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04686085818516028,0.0,0.04363685446567546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04995390897487472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267307102819917,0.0,0.0,0.3107125885532783,0.05848683765392679,0.0,0.0917518182548773,0.0,0.0,0.06281594201450931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04125732889426004,0.088208954881131,0.09592205523270626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03645488422063739,0.03516011461139483,0.0,0.08712535131798503,0.0,0.0,0.15603828497460895,0.05243307337625997,0.0,0.0,0.05968557773739839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04739226541398383,0.0,0.04527560076173389,0.06473050379697841,0.0,0.08803090006809526,0.0,0.0986740253961179,0.10173480784839586,0.0,0.06126324286028088,0.0,0.05289518041127179,0.0,0.159791480751187,0.05572573846309065,0.0,0.03897988540223552,0.0,0.33338077390993937,0.0
anxiety,Gizzmarph,2019/03/19,"Project stress Now this may not belong here but I can’t find any other places to put it.

Now you may think this is gonna be another stereotypical post of “Ugh this project is too hard idk how to do it” type of thing. But this one is different,

I know exactly what to do, but theres a twist.

So basically the project is to do something based off a book we’ve been reading“Something” meaning a comic strip of the book (im terrible at drawing and they dont allow stickmen) l, make a song of the book (er no) l, or pick your own project that must be approved by the teacher. I was glorified. I was gonna do what I was best at doing, skits. Now obviously I needed people to do it, so I called up some of my friends to see if the wanted to help and they did! Ok so, I have people to help so thats one thing off the list, the script will be really easy to do which I am still working on. But then here’s the thing. As of today, Tuesday March 19th, the project is due next week, Friday March 29th, which is plenty of time, so im thinking “Oh this will be easy and fun!”. I was thinking of meeting up with everyone on saturday, and film everything then and edit it throughout the week, seem simple enough right? Until I realize something. Im going away on the weekend. Friday-Sunday so now im panicked. Most of the people that are helping me have sports after school, so we wouldn’t be able to meet after school. School ends at 3:15, Sports end at 5:30. Im stuck and have no idea what I should do. Aby advice? Appreciate it!",1.4475961538461526,3.4225521570512853,3.0268974358974354,91.88476923076924,80.31410256410257,6.083076923076924,21.93846153846154,7.1686216300943375,0.576187692307693,1171,36,259,15,30,385,169,312,0.075,0.7909999999999999,0.134,0.9764,1,0,3,0,0,0,44.0,1,2,2,3,17,7,0,1,16,1,39,0,0,4,3,39,53,24,0,6,7,0,1,0,1,9,0,1,0,0,22,8,0,0,9,9,0,2,6,3,1,2,7,3,19,4,37,32,5,40,0,0,1,0,12,14,0,7,23,174,41,14,0.1035413292985789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117938864825908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041165450650567,0.10857211170437132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728048724815093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086602371064834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572727382846966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817865146844956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134966680235215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18341377012759616,0.10698587150740436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893817731097884,0.09305627039010844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463489916956166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999577417070955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058844923551252426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927526934618166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082047114138628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688555768417733,0.5592120171188969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569036067428054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911464131840002,0.0,0.0,0.11278686178696215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677458370747654,0.0,0.0,0.11011737835980892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14032456880676245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21534756199935048,0.0,0.10817865146844956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916397200104893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408763425212014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06633122687593307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884237294807747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143680591737356,0.08250903390987209,0.09426013745306012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15942234773142278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268823932763268,0.0,0.11860624288188727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063647751290693,0.19903530899668115,0.0,0.0,0.06037578177131477,0.0,0.0981450734051942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061071358683640616,0.0,0.16610921769322995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07537932090064564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fabian_ssand,2019/03/19,"Did i have a panic attack and if i did what do i do? hi everyone um im not really sure how to start this but today around an hour ago while in the middle of my bio I think I had an anxiety attack but I'm not really sure and when I went to the nurse's office they said nothing was wrong and I probably just got a little anxious but it felt much worse than just getting a ""little anxious"" I had started sweating really bad, my heart was beating really fast, I felt scared and anxious then got nautious and dizzy and I still am while writing this. Im not sure if its serious or not but after having the school nurse and my teacher look at me like I was stupid while trying to explain it to them makes me think maybe it wasn't anything and maybe I was over reacting but idk. I'd appreciate any feedback ",1.5852170658682638,3.5811690598802386,3.530924401197605,88.33794348802395,79.9580838323353,6.5702095808383225,22.413547904191613,7.6454224807358475,0.9974553892215569,631,20,132,10,16,213,98,167,0.275,0.6709999999999999,0.054000000000000006,-0.9892,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,1,6,12,3,2,8,0,14,2,2,3,3,35,29,22,0,2,14,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,9,0,0,5,0,0,1,5,8,1,0,15,4,19,4,11,14,1,21,0,0,1,0,6,7,0,3,14,89,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248649657112192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862275905911657,0.0,0.0884458272700275,0.3918390871172002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951420133143688,0.10292263998206563,0.0,0.2630594953898123,0.0,0.0,0.0965344256367871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104759223595651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220187403480307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060404522374037276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18493715253738627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13700536753623407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138583469932078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497699677307784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05648407612620994,0.23175495855609696,0.0,0.0,0.09708821568385212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717449376696234,0.0,0.2323033708263159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499097043307613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109365494240949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565031748308645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465346695224605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962659579760467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997717208523107,0.0,0.11575165937626156,0.11700943707652375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16366702158972296,0.0,0.09233098644313714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32689977938553383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14816396758159806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10959033008467277,0.0,0.0,0.07849558932241085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717707364273472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782245309909875,0.0,0.12640780869881071,0.0,0.0
anxiety,twig5597,2019/03/19,"Buckle up, kiddos! Hi all, I rarely post but read all of your trials and tribulations frequently and I gotta say... You're quite the support group! You are amazing, each one of you! And you're NEVER ALONE.

I am going through a bit of crisis myself and I guess am wondering if anyone can relate. I'm feeling really isolated right now as a professional in their 30s with a lot of contacts but no one to truly open up about my mental health to. I've dealt with major mental health issues since I discovered the issues themselves around age 15, and really don't have an outlet besides therapy, which I actively have avoided (yay compartmentalization).

Here is what every day the past few months I have come closer to realizing though... anxiety controls every aspect of my life and my being. It's who I AM, and that's scary. When I was 16 I was in a psychology class and, through reading the DSM4, realized that I was obsessive compulsive as well as constantly plagued with anxiety. I went into intensive therapy, seeing a psychiatrist, psychologist, licensed social worker, etc. nearly every day throughout the rest of high school. There were many times I wanted to die, and should have been hospitalized. But I wasn't- I was ""STRONG""- and with medication my anxiety abated a bit. But it was a trauma, and I have been doing everything in my power to never experience that feeling again.

Fast forward. I am now almost 32, have a great job and Master's degree, recently married and own a home. Everything, surface level, worked out for me. Look anxiety! I won! I'm so put together, no one will ever suspect you! See anxiety! You don't deserve any attention from me...

Except, I'm wildly unhappy. I doubt every decision I make and feel very sad and unfulfilled. I'm a jealous person to a fault (which I hate about myself) and everyone's happiness makes me even more unhappy in my own life. I fake excitement for people's good news, even towards best friends, and I isolate myself more. I compare my life to everyone else's and I make myself miserable. Why isn't my job like theirs? Why doesn't my husband love me like that? Why do they get to be happy but I don't?

Here is the meaty part: ever since I was 16 I have been terrified of feeling like shit again (the way I did then, emotionally) that I actively avoid anything that brings me pain or anxiety or stress. For 16 years, I've made my decisions based on what would mitigate the most anxiety. Everything I do. Literally everything. I've never fully allowed myself to feel my true emotions bc they're too much for me. I can't function when I ACTUALLY feel something because I feel things deeper than most people. Instead I busy myself with distractions like travel, exercise, hobbies, working myself too hard. I'm driven towards success- to a fault- so that I have something to focus on besides my thoughts, feelings, and emotions. I've stuffed those things away. I've thrown a lock on them and put away the key. I don't even know where the key is.

Instead I just let things happen to me by being a passive participant and then wonder why I'm so unhappy. Everyone else seems to be free. It's like I'm not actually living honestly. I let my anxiety control me. How awful.

Tldr... HELP! I feel so down and confused. My escapism fantasy is rampant.

Thanks loves.",3.330913081202471,5.950725385852087,4.822212524881337,78.07466059306898,77.29581993569131,8.000653294543971,28.04021844536314,8.841846274778883,2.7261862603991225,2618,113,450,63,63,873,314,622,0.219,0.6459999999999999,0.135,-0.9951,4,3,2,0,0,0,104.0,0,5,4,13,30,42,3,8,25,2,49,11,1,8,8,93,93,43,1,4,11,1,10,5,1,4,8,1,1,1,19,33,0,4,20,5,1,9,14,17,1,3,17,14,78,26,58,66,19,60,0,2,3,2,21,26,1,13,30,313,97,11,0.0,0.0,0.11629529269921055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05966708554260475,0.06171345028465194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04052073634423917,0.0,0.3646669326231272,0.0,0.0,0.041664135708600517,0.0,0.049034458761144234,0.05304445186705448,0.0,0.0,0.11196660560950844,0.0,0.0,0.03632326352616271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06253215962263058,0.0,0.1301056428026734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05132833277328425,0.0,0.06439163624928854,0.13366223418104434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685648524872203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061841185737466275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955343762314776,0.2010797470844841,0.0,0.0,0.06645449025760382,0.11806859388383865,0.10779846351731864,0.20081615555999996,0.1708118276141634,0.2142093449775375,0.05828684812231515,0.0,0.0,0.2711576733457366,0.042568474125843116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046036237843624636,0.0,0.031131389363704205,0.0,0.03386427501425776,0.0499781725406926,0.0,0.06569412076896869,0.06564104191786692,0.0,0.052691980062406114,0.12686147701696288,0.053377632770112635,0.05882914818901376,0.0,0.12667492930782695,0.0,0.0,0.03993944977792485,0.06295621151471943,0.05976993060869625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243852601453474,0.11826044325814902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032747079471743504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186208488644315,0.12626272577657927,0.14555431428176874,0.0,0.052615806313806725,0.0,0.05003749597365252,0.0,0.0,0.05065815273904537,0.10755794831248287,0.05638201037914231,0.1193229804647235,0.0604111692422641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06002694184941655,0.12009797790741145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047561226787700084,0.0,0.04380279636294922,0.0,0.1378699145848301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113168398945605,0.0,0.06340403849629618,0.0,0.0,0.06452617065765512,0.05688187837461892,0.08261929404829932,0.05202847042037627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05706721696094725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980140542887155,0.0,0.06337737881647093,0.11920487640079927,0.0,0.07634503618662324,0.0,0.05883429583516031,0.0,0.0,0.05088638598222045,0.0,0.04738542795388942,0.0,0.06030453021879662,0.09496515406468428,0.05424514172088218,0.0,0.0,0.06116449432184162,0.09858082821579203,0.0,0.0,0.06074074252571266,0.0,0.09174491020101984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825592056147038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676178422005626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054859071610928574,0.1362842845094183,0.0,0.11875949659683982,0.0,0.05854325027883271,0.047304876902654835,0.03474525846437434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04916494885422519,0.03514555141117465,0.04729684198119197,0.0,0.0,0.05357525168325195,0.0552371093967706,0.21506951877237024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923762997898755,0.08675909150070167,0.0,0.0,0.04232840735189563,0.0,0.0,0.038371632149750166
anxiety,catiedid19,2019/03/19,"Anxiety out of control after miscarriage I was diagnosed with postpartum anxiety after I had my son over two years ago. I suffered over a year with it and still tried to convince myself I didn’t need the medication I was prescribed. I had a miscarriage a month ago and have been spiraling again. 

I thought I was ok but I guess I was in denial and trying to shove my anxiety and grief down. It came to a head last week when my son got into the dishwasher detergent I had just gotten at the store but hadn’t put away yet. I honestly don’t think he got any in his mouth but I called poison control twice. They assured me he would be fine but I still watched him sleep so I could monitor his breathing. I was so anxious I forgot to eat and have been struggling with nausea and anxiety for over a week. I’m lucky if I get 400 calories in me. I’ve been taking Zofran I was prescribed for morning sickness that still lingered after I miscarried. It helps a little but I’m still vomiting a few times a day after anxiety hits. I’m stuck in the cycle of not wanting to eat because I’m afraid I’ll throw up but feels worse because of an empty stomach. 

I finally called my OB nurse line and asked to be put on something. I know I can’t take Zofran and an SSRI at the same time but I’m willing to deal with the nausea because I’ll probably have it as a side effect of medication. I’m tired of being stuck in this cycle and I’m finally ready to get help. Thankfully my family has been supportive in helping keep me hydrated and trying to eat. Grandmas have gone above and beyond in helping me care for my son while I try to get better. 

Thanks for letting me vent. ",3.394931318681324,4.834123172619048,4.797023809523811,83.6877197802198,73.22619047619048,8.145421245421245,28.10164835164835,8.730908602173464,2.1443098901098896,1310,51,262,25,26,437,171,336,0.121,0.735,0.14400000000000002,0.8814,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,4,11,16,1,2,17,1,29,15,5,3,1,45,63,24,1,5,10,3,1,0,0,2,7,0,0,0,6,18,3,4,5,0,1,5,5,5,0,2,24,2,40,11,47,31,2,51,0,2,1,0,17,21,0,3,25,174,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038153113023884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06151853610701943,0.0,0.3460230780209106,0.10219842751823784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457150998157759,0.0,0.08499378702613605,0.0,0.0,0.16543781286023268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000794462724045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18474745858762595,0.1034665714139688,0.09223394811729904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20292585282153905,0.07222804186400064,0.0,0.0,0.05834171450717364,0.09326428130588443,0.0,0.09181892733593004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777013807124402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528128884145397,0.0,0.04574125256840157,0.0,0.0,0.19819750312341425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14179092040895222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470444731335524,0.0,0.09965615562908632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284203302195466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425441099968632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040844731582945,0.0,0.0,0.04971657903172078,0.07374013094120978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250543975157964,0.0,0.0,0.09066856694251857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18226567050439532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220740073864036,0.0,0.0,0.06707781592425717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975353561657757,0.0,0.0,0.1818823582803796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905292054107922,0.0,0.0,0.06964350947239269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28897826488271683,0.0,0.0,0.09457248237744163,0.0,0.0,0.10265733158339913,0.0,0.0,0.13603514898288924,0.0,0.0,0.16657396099734384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0579655973569583,0.0,0.07181821063298159,0.10550042423857482,0.10397491479561807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24567612756207746,0.0,0.0883700594782122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05335793641856761,0.0,0.14512932522307873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219041562436807,0.06426294018717718,0.0,0.0,0.11651153709724107
anxiety,nickivisc,2019/03/19,"it won’t go away My apologies if this is not the right place to post but I can not get my anxiety under control today. It started last night, I woke up 7 times throughout the night and just started crying the moment I opened my eyes this morning. I took and xanax when I woke and just took another and I am trying to breathe but I just can’t get myself under control. 

I know what a good portion of this is stemming from and I know I will be okay eventually but I am not okay right now.",1.829901960784316,3.5515264999999983,3.290784313725492,91.65519607843142,78.11764705882355,5.7098039215686285,24.07843137254902,6.42735559955562,0.5812078431372552,381,13,83,3,9,125,61,102,0.043,0.85,0.107,0.6342,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,4,2,9,3,2,2,0,20,20,10,0,1,10,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,6,0,2,2,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,4,1,15,3,8,13,1,22,0,0,1,0,1,8,0,1,10,59,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918081942121327,0.13993375538509398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17185992146814782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4103220052901329,0.0,0.0,0.2009296855899591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911369234466168,0.0,0.10395799020331932,0.15342511744833234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010567517230191,0.14910469995542427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433171762263245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19111309032070312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17518736719622888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124263793153552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589442788953866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066624706281312,0.0,0.17338733681376464,0.0,0.4064630257060066,0.12419107756792222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,traumaa1850,2019/03/19,"I've become a shut-in I dropped out of highschool and I don't have a job, so my life has boiled down to me just staying in my room all day. It's been like this for half a year now and I feel like shit because of it. I avoid leaving the house and going outside, because I constantly feel like I'm being watched or judged by people. The only time I can go outside is at night time, since usually no one is out there, but even so I still feel paranoid. I can't stand this anxiety, I just want things to be different. I just can't be around people I don't know, especially in quantity like at a grocery store. My heart races, I sweat, I start feeling paranoid, and I just want to hide away in my room. I can't even go for walks anymore because I end up having a panic attack and going back home. The only people I feel comfortable around are my close friends and family. I've always had anxiety, but didn't get this bad until sometime in highschool and I dropped out because I kept skipping classes by either locking myself in a bathroom stall or just going back home. I just don't know to get over this, I don't know how I'll ever succeed in life if I keep this up. I really need some help, I'm desperate for answers",4.199253952569169,4.453036600790512,5.315214920948616,85.11890933794467,70.34387351778656,8.06413043478261,29.64649209486166,7.8658589789855275,1.793593083003953,952,35,202,11,16,316,132,253,0.14400000000000002,0.737,0.119,-0.7276,2,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,19,12,2,2,9,0,20,6,3,1,2,44,43,16,0,4,12,0,5,4,1,0,2,0,4,0,8,13,1,3,9,0,1,6,9,5,0,2,4,6,30,7,30,36,3,46,0,0,1,0,2,21,1,4,19,132,38,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107763894840458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16746979962043776,0.0,0.1085527026075458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19488125586275187,0.0,0.12452402318168634,0.10283918462650196,0.16833254818399307,0.09139267174532563,0.26689777964917843,0.12088751504196404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828497135543753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059121095268908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143600800706449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694710163755464,0.0,0.0,0.1445916587827139,0.09901082587761617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318705066824972,0.0,0.2767257044613627,0.15639331552708202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845668069928168,0.0,0.11437434156462865,0.0,0.31103688563888576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970799277035475,0.07336724065597845,0.0,0.21959014995660214,0.0,0.0,0.12629957858207758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861995406605357,0.09729110148369004,0.0,0.0,0.18046539502242645,0.0,0.0,0.11589998139365693,0.0,0.0,0.15462652990027267,0.21390216367635287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116155471524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271870884664612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417142248856909,0.1664951435382789,0.0,0.12842511732059794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276527216689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701214547763907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235683514578801,0.0905446042445389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825654028670796,0.0,0.0774747779406921,0.11666742646738452,0.08741312210909419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727188833384066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127651420016251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055227729347776,0.0,0.12912206566230205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07048721967745825
anxiety,sunsetnighttimesky,2019/03/19,"Tips to stop worrying about future/career I’ll try and keep this brief, but long story short about a month ago I had my first panic attack and it stemmed from me realizing that I didn’t want to pursue what I planned on studying and heading for a career in (IT) and it freaked me out because I don’t have a backup plan and I honestly have no idea what the hell I want to do. I’m 23, graduated HS, did community college and online college for a bit, but now I’m just working full time currently. 

I know I’m still young and it’s pretty much impossible to know what I want to do in life by just saying I know what I want, like I can’t just say “I want to be a plumber, yeah I’ll do that for a career in the future I’ll enjoy that” because I won’t know if I enjoy something unless I try it, but my anxiety keeps making me think I need to figure this shit out like by next week, or ASAP. Again I know I CAN’T figure it out that soon, but as you all know anxiety won’t agree with that.

I just want relief from this, it’s been mainly my cause of anxiety lately and I just have random breakdowns during the day if I think of it. I’m just looking for some tips to help me tell my mind this is shit I can figure out as time goes on, and that it can’t be solved ASAP. I think it also comes from that I’m the kind of person who dislikes leaving something unfinished, or I need to figure something out and solve it. Also, I just want a bright future for my gf and I. She’s almost done with schooling and hopefully getting a job in what she studied, and here I am just working and not having a clue what I want to do in life, just makes me feel so shitty. 

Thanks guys! ",3.0952542372881333,3.6032446412429415,4.662500000000001,87.90612288135594,72.92655367231639,7.255932203389831,24.3545197740113,7.1686216300943375,0.8232621468926551,1289,34,289,12,24,435,159,354,0.135,0.693,0.173,0.8169,2,0,3,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,5,19,16,4,1,13,1,24,5,3,3,1,79,58,28,0,13,19,0,1,2,1,2,2,2,0,2,29,22,0,3,16,0,0,2,9,6,0,1,5,5,41,10,42,49,6,35,1,0,2,0,11,14,3,8,21,196,70,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639628747317794,0.0,0.09759649252331012,0.0,0.0,0.15588445040709684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22367993953197987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087979659093618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882675632353687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640585407816494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012276057453752,0.0,0.08395692868499244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285645862984901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997398941863862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04928091630542816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290314729700668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050921113066692905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650505424161432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002656687502756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06532831587447098,0.0,0.0,0.09680411554819192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002541558788972,0.0,0.0,0.09671835285138873,0.17326162883253526,0.0,0.10149414798744508,0.32138322840074185,0.0,0.10994405986703132,0.10320070002132684,0.0,0.0,0.13768394037421394,0.09523234068734797,0.0,0.0,0.08625290455003877,0.08184552768528856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301164538190725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841123443763886,0.0,0.07779513399009216,0.0,0.07164752977056545,0.14453719768915158,0.0,0.0,0.10365446816127022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435344379211515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510213257786421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915630810548913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550151653280745,0.0,0.098639150531628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000915599777782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22509851187784466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783517550419519,0.0814845813824581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518815936998181,0.08973210143620491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18735370753155356,0.0,0.0,0.11366452130521655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323438253305742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4598961071197752,0.0,0.07818004239265783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14191045109671646,0.09897980350164688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GrapefruitSuit,2019/03/19,"4th year vet student about to graduate anxious of high risk of having to do an extra rotation Sooo.... for those who don't know how vet school works. 4th year (the final year) is our clinical year. During clinical year we have 17 rotations were we are spending 3 weeks in different specialties (cardiology, emergency, radiology, etc.). At the end of the three weeks you're evaluated on different criteria by doctors on a scale of 1-4. (1 = failing, 2 = developing, 3 = day 1 competency, 4 = exceptional) so basically everyone gets 2s & 3s only. By graduation each criteria has to average 2.5 or you fail that section and have to stay for an additional 3 weeks post-graduation and do an extra rotation chosen by higher ups and receive at least a 3 in the area you failed in or else you fail 4th year. 

The 1st half of fourth year my doctor was changing my thyroid meds (im hypo and they upped me to 175 mcg which was a shit show) and I wasn't at my best and I was getting lots of 2s. I've tried to recover but last block I got a 2 in the one area I really couldn't get one (treatment planning). And it doesnt help that I never get comments or critiques about why I got a 2 in that area. I go back and talk to my evaluators and they tell me 2's are no big deal and I just need to read more. Except that they're adding up and now I might have the dreaded ""block 18"".

I feel like I cant learn or perform my best because I'm always anxious about how I'm being graded. I try to calm myself down by reminding myself that block 18 really wont be the end of the world. I already have a job but my start date isn't until 4 weeks after graduation so that wouldn't be affected. And I honestly don't believe I would fail my block 18 because i'm not an idiot, i passed my boards, and they would be sympathetic to me as long as I did well (I am a good student and have had many positive evaluations too - I just keeping getting 2s in this one damn area)

I just feel stuck in this cycle of being anxious about my grades but my grades might not be the best because I'm anxious and cant explain my thoughts clearly to my superiors.   


Also if I do end up having to stay in school for an extra 3 weeks, do I tell my future boss even though it won't effect my start date?",2.961921076781888,4.103571603854391,5.07752584888345,82.4243340471092,73.86081370449679,8.420654634444785,27.04735393086571,8.922882184376627,1.9992447721015605,1757,64,375,36,35,612,222,467,0.151,0.7709999999999999,0.078,-0.984,3,0,0,0,0,0,54.0,3,3,3,13,19,19,3,2,22,0,43,6,1,5,2,60,65,32,0,6,15,0,2,1,0,7,5,0,0,0,13,19,0,5,7,2,1,3,15,10,1,5,11,2,50,9,55,40,12,60,0,5,0,0,18,26,2,8,30,242,63,22,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814884182206788,0.06387948209683676,0.06646601275064949,0.08654923525413825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609636853864793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614222844549408,0.0,0.14608111906039709,0.0,0.0,0.08999666610316914,0.2514853283587174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450175374645529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051515568271627975,0.08235209560608374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669138249059525,0.0,0.16351978559602315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667289415584588,0.0,0.2122481665526232,0.0,0.08908658309687018,0.052759552988268205,0.0,0.0,0.07632813581991811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077879230743315,0.05706581892086625,0.0,0.08750391627730619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20866830026984665,0.0,0.04539727170246025,0.066999003435538,0.1277736161466894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05354144012980756,0.08439691203452497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628339828945904,0.0,0.07926792278859074,0.07100043069191739,0.0,0.0,0.043899598134461405,0.0651123262651732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039025012347866296,0.0,0.0,0.07069070529633187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791056128828746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098511669893144,0.0,0.0,0.08872794306328273,0.0,0.0,0.1694787203435848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059229521020210577,0.06160787407346285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16238493124481904,0.06075184019430663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650233033450791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990095993413204,0.0,0.10234550568228838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616843202507248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199499815375247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307802086035484,0.170281503664352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642039904888391,0.13963613399863484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848104936941172,0.06341527608953973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084656615685951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32037195533675644,0.0,0.07182112288446367,0.0,0.07207868302596131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05815311338951884,0.0,0.0,0.11348798747218886,0.0,0.0,0.36007774763964584
anxiety,lagismyfriend37,2019/03/19,"I’m scared to go to sleep because i might die Tldr: i might die during sleep cause i think i have sleep apnea and heart problems and it’s been really bad this past three days


I don’t know what to do at this point. It feels like this are my last days. Or last day. Right now i’m eating some bread and kajmak. Thinking about everything that ive done in life. I can barely breathe, but you get used to oxygen deficiency. Maybe i’m just insane. No idea if this is the right subreddit...  

I want to talk to somebody, i just want that someone says you’re gonna be ok :(",0.9296327683615822,2.9657004661016977,2.3450000000000024,95.76433615819212,82.47457627118644,5.628248587570622,17.46045197740113,6.816661863887847,-0.2206124293785305,437,9,101,5,12,141,82,118,0.17800000000000002,0.76,0.062,-0.9306,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,1,1,1,12,8,5,2,0,21,25,6,2,4,5,0,1,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,9,3,2,0,5,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,2,2,11,2,9,19,1,13,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,5,8,53,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030767827487368,0.08783486573132647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480183336448158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787750221372937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990817299224217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474523160434475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14743826134166932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294972369494374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285535346969034,0.10293668151645496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528016866714278,0.0,0.08188867850003663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707452814967477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16265810671264544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918713929495674,0.23490232571087746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10177379901881244,0.07039424550795625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475602364225792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057097469155026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375485478055036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620997885336156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787300498379265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092306628751507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461011729896709,0.0,0.11458476738890692,0.1442574843550447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4325769555394545,0.0,0.12208551485567698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581268517673995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846518775675286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444599352976342,0.0,0.0,0.1699739775326337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,silverhairwitch,2019/03/19,Found my boyfriends old sex toys I know I might be over reacting but we were rearranging the room and I found sexy toys from previous partners and it really freaked me out. There was a giant suction dildo and some other stuff. Now I feel like I’m not good enough for him sexually cause I’m not into stuff like that. How do I approach this?,1.0492483660130745,3.6296996764705898,2.453725490196081,90.92787581699348,89.0,5.963398692810457,20.79084967320261,7.3871296695380915,0.8347594771241829,270,9,56,5,9,87,54,68,0.08800000000000001,0.759,0.153,0.6958,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,3,0,19,11,5,0,0,3,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,6,6,0,0,5,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,1,9,3,5,5,2,8,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,2,4,38,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453079161825865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467387390869025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207417655793983,0.17059496766221388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5236520840342078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20028964870084195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312353115359261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23332603808713334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533234198964191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25057484788896994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529779871945267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5467255567310969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tryna01,2019/03/19,"3 biggest challenges with anxiety? Hi everyone, 

I am trying to find a way to help people like you that suffer from anxiety.  I suffered from anxiety like everyone else in this group a few years back and am fully recovered.

What are three of the biggest challenges you are facing when trying to recover from anxiety?",6.600789473684207,8.22118166666667,7.356973684210532,67.6975657894737,65.66666666666667,11.314035087719299,37.05701754385965,11.20814326018867,5.0014596491228085,253,13,38,8,4,84,40,57,0.213,0.629,0.158,-0.5514,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,2,2,6,0,0,3,0,4,1,1,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,4,9,4,1,7,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,0,5,28,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6857200775787874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723131696899635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872003871563825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4282596499420222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20481633021835424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15020436540911533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21896038659336728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553574060493564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042879650807266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17787406123873895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14430811362731527
anxiety,BellusInteritus,2019/03/19,"Anyone else always have their phone on “Do Not Disturb?” For the past year or so I’ve been dealing with a TON of stress and anxiety. To the point where the option of being immediately contacted makes me anxious. I’m afraid every phone call or text message is going to involve something that will bring on more stress and anxiety. I hate that we are so overly connected in this day in age. I feel as if we never have time to be with ourselves or the people physically in front of us. Don’t get me wrong, I definitely have an addiction to my phone. I often find myself scrolling aimlessly on every social media whenever I feel bored or uncomfortable. It’s something I’d really like to stop doing so often. But when I’m feeling stressed, I tend to withdrawal and I hate being contacted by people so easily. It almost feels invasive to me. It’s provoked my anxiety so much that at most times my phone is on “Do Not Disturb.” I also have sound/vibration turned off for text messages for when DND is not on. Even the feeling of my phone buzzing or making a sound gives me anxiety. I still have calls set to vibrate, in case it is something important. I also have notifications turned off for Instagram, Facebook, and Messenger. But not Snapchat, which use most frequently. I think this is because I know people are just usually sending me trivial things on Snapchat. I just hate feeling like I have to get back to people right away. It just feels unnatural and stressful. And like I said previously, I’m always afraid of receiving information that will induce further stress. I like to withdrawal in that way. 

Anyway, does anyone else deal with anxiety in regards to their phone like this? I don’t know if there’s something unnatural about the way our social lives are these days, or if it’s just my anxiety manifesting in an odd way. ",4.863758454106282,6.73243135652174,5.7423188405797125,76.65164251207733,70.21739130434783,9.053140096618359,30.45893719806764,9.53975657930432,3.0162560386473434,1458,61,258,34,27,478,168,345,0.147,0.762,0.09,-0.9624,0,0,4,0,0,0,34.0,4,0,2,0,22,19,3,9,10,0,26,1,0,5,1,55,54,27,0,3,19,0,7,5,0,2,1,2,0,0,17,11,0,1,13,0,0,5,7,14,0,0,2,9,34,5,45,47,5,46,0,0,0,0,28,22,0,15,20,180,51,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421056282928599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735164857869427,0.0,0.0,0.12354869437436715,0.1285512785336032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35456216979619115,0.08726705074575837,0.0,0.10802570812229437,0.1582972300699911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257603962801057,0.059398125977251026,0.0,0.04708901549248331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15775551772397992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963576708816774,0.15927639919968184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759931466355333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290598066219964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05102087300578286,0.0,0.1301677512194725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734086046328097,0.055185226849437864,0.0,0.0,0.07060230048810164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071667211257677,0.07410230027995149,0.04390121415272953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287960718469107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490579220492282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886947563308904,0.0,0.06821046013323596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031258598531594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056785386452496124,0.0,0.05957759952889219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374094153447194,0.2142131978100592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302332338135746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04948636552407667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596846167600966,0.07347952595423124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15748704759185966,0.0,0.2378738625564633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06168950324955079,0.06458189777847294,0.4424305236859777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05131943216042195,0.04949671779592856,0.0,0.0,0.09008661971911222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16804496972814428,0.0,0.0,0.09291855340999856,0.06671655120673238,0.08507658715765105,0.0,0.0,0.1839450678648726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445739860362445,0.0,0.049744494446926704
anxiety,langstwins,2019/03/19,"Hydroxyzine: groggy for 24 hours after taking? I was recently prescribed 50mg of hydroxyzine for anxiety, but told it can cause a lot of drowsiness. I took it for the first time yesterday evening, since I was having anxiety and figured it would be alright if it made me drowsy since I was already home for the day. I ended up falling asleep soon after taking it and got 9 hours of sleep last night, which is pretty normal for me.

But despite getting normal sleep, I woke up EXHAUSTED this morning, and have felt tired with heavy eyes all day. There were several points at work where I just laid my head down and thought about how much I'd love to take a nap. 

Thing is...hydroxyzine is only supposed to last 4-6 hours...?

Is it possible that this medicine is what caused me to feel groggy all day?",6.371764705882352,6.554627745098043,6.079215686274508,81.75647058823529,65.66666666666667,9.41437908496732,32.03267973856209,9.150863307647796,2.5957660130718945,627,23,121,10,9,195,102,153,0.08900000000000001,0.831,0.08,0.39,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,7,3,0,0,4,1,13,8,5,4,2,23,26,8,0,4,4,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,12,5,0,0,4,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,11,3,11,2,19,13,4,25,0,0,1,1,2,6,0,2,17,77,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190791899744978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967498384533969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642052346280965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24879965311924096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389711236858804,0.0,0.0,0.08493586775551337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06502155943587944,0.0,0.12347148713906797,0.0,0.0,0.10938294827931268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718564564195034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284926945924043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197569872529313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899139614377994,0.0,0.37992088607682506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20964438171575653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932697731664387,0.11606212168806733,0.12167981729496108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945322137790207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120677814253817,0.2519918398303304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780238785941016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156395946192605,0.1449716825226424,0.0,0.13082747368098918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697217285725487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452758889624507,0.0,0.21275043378944505,0.0,0.257375991245465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29006259213384544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543288749237184,0.0,0.0,0.10209016563916333,0.07498485196574826,0.14780117995487654,0.0,0.1228781534875212,0.14287391634858967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361878311444116,0.0,0.0,0.09135028776609043,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ShipSam,2019/03/19,"Thinking about medication I always been frightened about asking my doctor for medication. I was always scared of having it on my medical records as mental health is still a grey area when it comes to my work medical. 

Lately I've been having a really tough time with my anxiety. I failed a really important exam as partly my nerves got the better of me and the resit is quickly approaching. I'm thinking about asking for some medication. I've done some research and there seems to be 2 types, short term or long term. Does anyone have experience with long term and have any advise on what to talk about in the appointment?",7.198041871921184,7.808630405172416,7.5556157635467995,70.40810344827587,63.91379310344828,10.766502463054188,30.364532019704434,10.608840637214634,3.3185014778325126,501,16,84,12,7,164,74,116,0.117,0.83,0.053,-0.7595,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,8,4,0,1,6,0,11,7,0,0,0,12,19,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,5,1,9,1,18,13,6,17,0,1,1,0,4,5,0,4,10,58,12,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22615681318840697,0.0,0.0,0.09241561399923573,0.0,0.10396195110227642,0.0,0.0,0.09502336410047033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540934331790184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201911455545771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706449133850813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390978338898733,0.11892565949107453,0.13907130908628682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13293477224951195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10869041424864052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14445370971099042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532993839295262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240531723962982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6845170137559612,0.13695368556595852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471647906318084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741200686740169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360580676728009,0.0,0.0,0.12371685539035365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852868692743006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923003563797164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17415649362191302,0.0,0.0,0.07924348578635355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893569853886826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,moofimoomi,2019/03/19,"Struggling with myself. Recently, my anxiety has totally floored me in a way that it hasn't done for probably the best part of a year. I've been constantly edgy, shaky, and found it difficult to communicate with my fiancè when I know he's just trying to get me to talk because he cares.

But honestly it's like it's hard to breathe. Like someone's sitting on my chest; like I'm reliving every mistake I've made, every recent social interaction I've had, like I'm so very afraid and anxious of what everyone around me thinks of me. The idea of walking into work tomorrow makes me feel sick. The idea of leaving the house makes me shake.

I think I make it worse, because when I feel down I tend to self medicate with drink, and I know how unhelpful this is in the long run but I don't know what else to do to take the edge off. I can't talk to anyone because I don't understand it either. I don't know what's set this off. I wish I could talk about it in a way that made any sense. 
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anxiety,Baconsyndicate,2019/03/19,I have to sing and play guitar infront off class. How do I eleviate or distract the anxiety?,2.171666666666667,4.757782833333334,4.308888888888891,80.20000000000002,81.77777777777777,8.044444444444443,31.222222222222214,8.841846274778883,3.300355555555555,73,4,13,2,2,25,17,18,0.202,0.674,0.124,-0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,10,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,UptownSheep,2019/03/19,"Fixated on the way my feet feel Hi everyone,

So I've been going through a pretty rough bout of anxiety for the past few weeks. I woke up with some tingling in my hand, which then went to my feet. My hands feel fine now, and my feet don't tingle anymore. But I have this slight ""buzzing"" feeling in my feet whenever I'm at rest. This has been going on for about 2 weeks now, and it's driving me crazy. I can't focus on /anything/ else but my feet. I'm confident that these feelings are all my anxiety playing tricks on me, but you have to break the cycle to get it to stop.

My doc prescribed me Zoloft yesterday to help with my anxiety. Of course now I'm anxious about potential side effects and how long it'll take to work. I've been quite dependent on my parents for these few weeks and now I have panic attacks whenever I have to go back home to my own place.

If only I could get my mind off the feeling in my feet, I feel as though my anxiety would melt away! 

Any tips for dealing with this?",4.281329350261392,4.538465116504856,5.024951456310681,87.25989171023153,70.16504854368932,8.66855862584018,29.438386855862586,8.617729084823388,1.9342827483196408,778,28,172,12,13,252,117,206,0.113,0.799,0.08800000000000001,-0.6696,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,3,10,5,2,1,5,0,14,11,8,3,1,26,31,13,0,3,4,1,9,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,10,7,0,1,7,1,0,5,2,3,0,0,5,9,26,2,33,23,6,34,0,0,0,0,5,14,0,3,13,110,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322996124504043,0.0,0.4195121691148068,0.15487942398782512,0.1359623640721445,0.0,0.0,0.11281830248928675,0.0,0.0,0.15596645840100634,0.12880617732403649,0.10541833898013396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094599769420975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413399258488212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452609168510515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310010750493762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41591905212111496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14325397244638366,0.0,0.2337443984494248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189253924980934,0.0,0.13751843665742586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132561984307667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13842784866151506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426766344010796,0.0,0.16085258254949472,0.15222885116297155,0.0,0.13087361669242634,0.0,0.0,0.1432361099114983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13947588901508068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14581844023453602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461837019233355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030791081047112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346960950631944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882040018866107,0.3299103543977856,0.0,0.0,0.12708933827361513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980749941893988,0.0,0.0,0.09738904405528052,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jodjf,2019/03/19,"Feeling true to yourself Do any of you have this problem, that you feel true to yourself only when anxious. Only when questioning every part of you, and somehow getting out with something that cannot be questioned can you be sure of something, but when you are at peace, then you don't feel anything. I guess I have this problem, and I don't know what to do about it. Is it just a some trick my mind is pulling on me, or something real that I should take seriously?",6.558804347826087,6.046684228260872,6.207739130434785,83.32856521739133,65.41304347826087,8.229565217391304,35.791304347826085,6.742157984588678,2.2831104347826083,367,16,73,2,5,114,58,92,0.125,0.745,0.13,0.1275,0,0,3,0,0,0,10.0,0,6,0,0,6,7,1,0,1,0,14,0,0,0,3,24,21,8,0,3,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,3,12,3,11,18,2,8,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,6,4,58,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741260783756322,0.0,0.0,0.2116657676044911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418298945964387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15786059425503873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28420762152198004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788892952830193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20640040350893732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029692737839884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891822431305089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849945389790716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20289482420603486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585603249213853,0.0,0.0,0.4197767151316436,0.0,0.0,0.21325901312608486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4327213416815247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17658649942873575,0.0,0.14087293185365365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LilBed023,2019/03/19,"I think I just had an attack, but I’m not sure. Let me introduce you to the situation:

I discovered I had anxiety during last year’s summer holiday, when my best friend (who was diagnosed with social anxiety and PTSD) introduced me to it. We were texting and she sent me a screenshot of a tumblr post i beloeve where someone described the feeling of having anxiety, I could perfectly relate to that. I finally knew what that weird feeling was, it was not that severe until about three months ago, when it started to get worse. I’m currently at the point where it has practically taken over my life, but I never had a panic attack, at least not in the way I had seen my friend had one multiple times. 

Sidenote: the situation between me and that same friend is quite shaky at the moment and is/has beeb the cause of much of my anxiety in the last few months. Lots of conversations about personal topics and the situation that we’re in as friends, and occasionally a heated discussion as well.

What happened today:
I had a pretty terrible day, I ruined my chemistry exam, had a bad night and I had (I still have actually) a lot to prepare for my exams tomorrow, I have felt terrible throughout this entire day. I was about to start recapping all that I had been preparing for the exams I have tomorrow (biology and Dutch, for those interested) while I gradually start to shake and breathe heavily, I tried to surpress it but it didn’t help whatsoever. I honestly felt like dying and it went accompanied with suicidal thoughts and a whole lot of other sad thoughts as well. 

What I want to know is if that could have been an anxiety/panic attack or not. It was pretty different than the ones that my friend had, she cried for example, but I didn’t. I also looked on the internet and the results I got were mostly that the experience can be very different depending on the person.

Thank you in advance!",6.1327322272011635,6.969525153203343,7.1948843405595255,71.27963909410198,66.27019498607243,11.145985224657867,33.43599370231319,11.030560184262038,3.977448007750999,1506,64,268,44,23,508,186,359,0.15,0.6679999999999999,0.181,0.9431,3,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,1,2,0,4,12,26,3,3,25,0,34,3,1,3,4,51,58,26,2,4,11,0,4,1,5,0,2,0,0,2,24,15,0,0,9,1,0,4,7,12,2,3,31,6,40,14,40,23,11,45,0,2,2,0,18,13,0,8,27,210,64,4,0.0,0.0,0.08596405329431119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808730604564512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07044629545265582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269557321737583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006484953429272,0.0,0.0,0.07355225801292943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924460101117176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049366443605564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066690024381456,0.0,0.0967637646759201,0.11362274156741398,0.0,0.0,0.08941045305074763,0.09142449127788363,0.18407257289019027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616984577877304,0.0,0.0,0.08908285543974294,0.0,0.16916223995806268,0.09649932242704924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402942209960832,0.0,0.046023882003705344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045437453984651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778985301491607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059045502351245276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04841247860690258,0.14361175210320784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007895776855622,0.062221238342616315,0.0430367852033269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07397420601912541,0.0,0.0,0.22467530924647036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062670085522472,0.0,0.0647569791276683,0.0,0.06794116603215372,0.0,0.0,0.08266738275139561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938540585108247,0.0,0.0,0.10335574159411176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15383522755668955,0.0,0.0,0.0832744148355034,0.0,0.08436677300219203,0.17924031700536686,0.0,0.0,0.10297359854351636,0.0,0.0,0.09369556142438497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951769172872886,0.0,0.0,0.2970537330763285,0.0,0.08979762304088243,0.07463917030956027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870536690009717,0.0,0.07034954103322448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635719412489252,0.0,0.0830246714548631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110230510938489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056445119447771926,0.0,0.13986873809788367,0.051366537389975854,0.0,0.08349991395233652,0.0,0.0,0.05980796799311715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268425377195664,0.05195832065847117,0.06992249041824547,0.0,0.0,0.15840867447204834,0.08166118689410923,0.0,0.09835039217664346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977219694316725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05672767924738574
anxiety,fuckthelsatttt,2019/03/19,"Birthday anxiety? Today is my birthday and I’m always so scared of ppl not saying happy bday that I removed it from Facebook and Snapchat. 

So far no one has wished me a happy birthday other than my boyfriend, best friend and family. 

Not my roommates or past roommates who I always said happy bday to

My friends did over the weekend because we went out for my birthday. 

But now I have severe anxiety that everyone forgot and doesn’t care about me.. should
I add it to social media to see if anyone says anything? I feel like they would but I don’t want to be let down 

🙁",2.5046822204344323,4.786388221238937,3.5579565567176203,87.85065969428803,78.29203539823007,5.525020112630734,25.316975060337892,6.574015621080383,1.0190601769911511,451,17,85,4,11,145,81,113,0.13,0.765,0.105,-0.2304,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,1,1,4,9,0,1,2,0,10,0,0,0,0,19,19,10,0,5,6,0,1,1,2,2,0,3,0,0,6,7,0,1,1,1,0,2,5,1,0,1,4,5,15,8,12,11,1,10,0,0,1,0,9,4,0,2,5,61,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702549020616222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24846677415704854,0.0,0.0,0.11355187401382645,0.0,0.13363903004070365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899580475018542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042580604439805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16557473339313633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15517745097742902,0.0,0.0,0.15309359462081207,0.0,0.08211288634689518,0.11601656745517863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509352943860888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5186244071948124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16606210443039593,0.0,0.07933905204749282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004452218933247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550264700566252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544768929319071,0.2582894882420705,0.16258789304292892,0.0,0.12940951524203426,0.0,0.0,0.18346257245770306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655434590321343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393352425667425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578605575548646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15054379937168091,0.0,0.0,0.18674872573782347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536228694253706,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,marnierae,2019/03/19,"Positive post:-) I’ve had GAD with varying severity since middle school. It peaked around age 16-17 (now nearly 19) and has been a constant and significant part of my life since then. 

I started university this year, which has meant moving out and getting to know a whole new world of people - as well as becoming independent and being totally responsible for my own mental and physical wellbeing.

I’m not ashamed to say that initially I really could not cope. I had regular breakdowns and panic attacks, and straight away was missing a lot of lectures due to not being able to get out of bed. I even ended going home for a week at a time on more than one occasion,

I also ended up going ghost on everyone I cared about, never replying to messages out of shame or because I felt boring or inadequate because all I did was lie in bed every day.

I stopped taking care of my physical health, felt sick, tired and edgy almost 24/7. I would watch people living their lives on social media and feel like a freak - like I was the only one incapable of enjoying life normally.

I genuinely felt I would probably not make it through the year without dropping out, and even started to look into the process of leaving university. 

((TLDR; - it’s been really fucking hard))

Right now, I’m lay in bed at home after finishing my second term. I hadn’t realised how much better things had gotten, but at the moment I can confidently say:

- I’ve made a good group of friends at uni, I have lots of friendly casual acquaintances, and most importantly one best friend who I do absolutely everything with 
- I’ve pushed myself out of my comfort zone in a million ways this last six months, things like reaching out to people more often and being honest when I’m struggling, even by doing things I consider ‘brave’ like taking trips by myself ((particularly proud of going to a concert by myself in London which is about 3 hours away from my uni)) or going out with a group of people I only kind of know 
- I’ve taken on academic responsibility at uni and even got a job working as a tour guide etc. on campus
- I’m currently 5+ weeks without a panic attack and only one day out of those weeks has been what I consider a really bad anxiety day 
- I’ve learnt to say yes to more experiences ((for example last night I was offered to meet some friends of the guy I’m seeing, at very short notice which would usually send me spiralling, I accepted while still feeling pretty nervous - but I talked and laughed and bonded with them (and him) all night and felt so lucky to not have missed out))
- Academic stress is worrying me less and I’m able to have more perspective about studying and assignments 
- I’m being kinder to myself and my self esteem is improving 
- I’m positive about the future rather than dreading it ((I’ve even looked into studying abroad for a few weeks over summer, which I would never in a million years have considered before))

I know this is super specific to me and completely rambling/incoherent, but I really wanted to take the time to vent about how proud I am of myself.

I feel like I’m actually breaking my bad habits and thought patterns and suddenly I’m able to enjoy life so much more. 

I feel normal at the moment, there’s no weight in my shoulders or sickness in my stomach, it’s overwhelming. I’m in real tears writing this because I genuinely didn’t think I’d ever be in this position :’) ",9.743757763975154,7.473039711180128,9.705776397515534,66.44248447204971,60.27329192546584,12.926708074534162,39.30434782608695,11.491704259439757,4.481267701863353,2690,105,474,60,28,891,319,644,0.08900000000000001,0.72,0.191,0.9974,3,0,0,0,0,0,76.0,0,0,2,6,26,46,3,9,24,1,38,11,2,5,6,99,88,42,1,9,15,0,10,5,4,4,7,4,5,2,21,40,1,1,15,2,0,8,12,18,1,8,23,18,51,28,99,55,22,101,0,3,4,1,22,43,1,11,51,322,72,8,0.18607717123762696,0.0,0.060528159057758026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062109802734262365,0.0,0.0,0.049601948870299985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04744950889372327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05521604435090704,0.0,0.14112643017029214,0.1165504184424413,0.0,0.10357777702318896,0.11343091648059606,0.06850253876369672,0.05277932249732285,0.0,0.06509217038824118,0.05485671218625116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647871831342178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650327912587729,0.0670277723272404,0.0,0.049522493332005535,0.0,0.0,0.12000438166797253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098727620573436,0.0,0.06917507773625957,0.20483702777809087,0.056105818167844726,0.052259347403429635,0.05926823709318035,0.055744721061038116,0.060673059626717374,0.0,0.0,0.12544827836155212,0.08862237887475835,0.238217686913696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916836812184132,0.05734178213386509,0.06481176127976075,0.0,0.14100259275258312,0.05202423428750957,0.049607637437273984,0.0,0.0,0.061415218178812715,0.0,0.0,0.05556286538256259,0.0,0.0,0.06593044388826283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443371637101128,0.0,0.061082843759093314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0615509600916014,0.0,0.0,0.06459024650580182,0.1022631469737651,0.10111848663191783,0.0,0.06567628563937862,0.0,0.0,0.13143180900086002,0.1515131779095579,0.0,0.10953970086309096,0.0,0.1041719727376627,0.0,0.0,0.10546410453574456,0.0,0.05869023952760654,0.041402652238010235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06250734092992448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04950834093403599,0.06592352831246284,0.09119208744892468,0.0,0.09567612383479568,0.05990483050051535,0.0,0.11641387999549258,0.1215440799257085,0.0,0.0706166975884084,0.0,0.0,0.16812094259421154,0.14152007368468567,0.0,0.1455476452540641,0.0,0.06716781445412882,0.0,0.17200330831375393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0594034978548921,0.06310245969975553,0.06687422088015707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059885278186137,0.158941067564142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05296962917618103,0.0,0.14797603515894098,0.0,0.06277334382617665,0.04942647132793815,0.0,0.06470635717465507,0.07007141291249529,0.0,0.10261663927746384,0.0,0.0,0.06322741427534359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780425302395778,0.0,0.04953382310534996,0.051856282379611575,0.07105025698785519,0.06484275368764167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13990687518100678,0.04985392725427752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362140431986016,0.03974357928740178,0.0,0.04924149631365075,0.07233539662775497,0.07128944509332204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06831257177783583,0.05117771794963257,0.03658437889640621,0.04923313244967943,0.19901317701983973,0.07553062169521109,0.05576857463750647,0.0,0.0,0.06924950549597576,0.0,0.11958116859582126,0.0,0.04515546560980194,0.06299013326421572,0.0,0.17624517817646834,0.0,0.0,0.1198275974973298
anxiety,jkseller,2019/03/19,"Anxiety likes to act like it's other diseases/conditions It morphs into your biggest health fear, whatever annoys you most, anything that is the worst version of reality. You can legit feel like you're about to have a heart attack or stroke. Your peace of mind is shattered. How can you live when you cant trust your body signals? People with anxiety have to stop trusting what their body tells them because anxiety shrouds it. ",7.263076923076928,8.384991461538466,6.378615384615388,77.11638461538463,63.87179487179488,9.316923076923075,34.83076923076923,9.3871,3.2844738461538463,346,15,58,6,5,105,60,78,0.268,0.59,0.142,-0.8834,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,7,2,0,3,9,2,1,2,0,7,5,3,1,0,8,8,3,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,2,9,5,8,8,3,5,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,2,5,37,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.478511801093632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17157989078723132,0.0,0.0,0.2372018308062836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710126197606647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4631988148127958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346234148180791,0.10542518953731872,0.1489543134771782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22162853516943773,0.0,0.24707660874758194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055915449549069,0.0,0.1841116335143251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21052820890927312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14454946386558784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743175265527377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18224048011311866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Throwaquay040,2019/03/19,"Want to get off citalopram after 8 years, but nervous to. Advice? I started taking it when I started my full time job.  Was always worried about a lot of things and got stressed a lot.  I also was shy when talking to people.  So I was prescribed the meds, and things were okay for a while, but I feel that overtime I’ve gradually been becoming a zombie, and I’ve been getting more upset about things I shouldn’t be upset about.  It’s also hard for me to cry and sleep better.  My psychiatrist who prescribed it passed away and my general practitioner has been prescribing it for me since.

I think I want to try to taper off the drug finally and try to find other things to help with my anxiety/depression that doesn’t involve a medication.  I called my doctor and he said to start taking half of my daily dosage each day and to call him back in a couple of weeks.  (Currently on 40 mg).  I’m concerned I’m going to need more time and should consider finding another psychiatrist that is more of an expert on medication management.  Is the gradual decrease safe for those who have experienced it? Any particular side effects to be prepared for?  Thanks!",5.441232876712331,6.604927552511415,6.268383561643834,76.1255890410959,67.99543378995433,9.310319634703195,31.03835616438357,9.558583805096642,2.9132432876712326,910,36,165,19,15,300,129,219,0.112,0.79,0.099,-0.6008,2,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,9,8,0,4,10,1,16,5,1,1,0,27,34,17,0,5,2,0,2,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,16,11,0,1,5,0,0,2,2,4,0,1,9,4,18,4,32,21,7,25,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,2,15,118,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212769646689413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998907725449968,0.103992253855255,0.0,0.0,0.08498977197022532,0.13105101819795725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742156161958747,0.096100872206231,0.0,0.0,0.13802910678543778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053346519569894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552343630239501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828650604030174,0.1372831853765189,0.08060089407346775,0.0,0.1076439335197896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12792095050031674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14493556318592998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631929638029432,0.0,0.0,0.13690800904481346,0.2284564553188615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059237920357675,0.0,0.07102825049742581,0.0,0.09995684844357232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195632771582792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377055886657618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402203183354535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125047685781462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882311270433995,0.251805695558501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267009003182176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866444639832445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888332194531667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338363596750473,0.0,0.12506891436955056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653816085269445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316262850840114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18793679147173628,0.10045310980942647,0.0,0.11506355528936342,0.0,0.0,0.33212106345805625,0.08008127652640383,0.0,0.0,0.14575211905563226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16970460759750175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14743129911696326,0.0,0.100250339470405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269218920593213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048215705725392
anxiety,BoogieCraze,2019/03/19,Anyone ever struggle with anxiety over getting into legal trouble? I was just released from the hospital over panic attacks/anxiety over going to jail. I’ve talked to 2 lawyers and a state cop who have all reassured me that there is zero chance I’m going to get in trouble for what I did. I’m on meds now but I just can’t seem to get it out of my head. ,3.7279729729729714,4.3686828783783795,5.49010810810811,82.06164864864867,71.56756756756756,8.082162162162161,29.664864864864867,8.238735603445708,2.098884324324324,279,11,56,4,5,96,58,74,0.127,0.8059999999999999,0.066,-0.5023,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,2,0,5,1,1,0,2,10,13,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,4,0,1,2,0,5,1,15,11,1,12,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,2,40,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4144511720616721,0.0,0.0,0.1894084528383798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24503016618385146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4245772672685884,0.0,0.3078993397009273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780052245547931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008911555441084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178241122656957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24660270020265965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831868642280549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21772636918846885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BigLebowski_CH,2019/03/19,"Relationship anxiety and studies Hi all,

I recently broke off a 5-month relationship with someone I really liked due to excessive anxiety from having difficulty studying and handling the emotional rollercoaster at the same time.

I felt that my ability to cope with the final year of my degree was related to how well things were going in the relationship, and the ups and downs were too much for me to handle, given how these would hurt her as well. 

As this is probably quite common, has anyone else had a similar experience? How did you cope with the feeling that your inability to handle anxiety ruined a relationship you were really enjoying ? Did you cut all contact or eventually get back together ?

I'd be curious to hear your stories! Thanks.",8.443181818181818,9.399888924242426,9.260151515151517,58.060227272727296,61.27272727272728,13.872727272727275,39.22727272727273,13.023866798666859,6.120163636363636,606,30,90,24,8,206,91,132,0.149,0.7090000000000001,0.14300000000000002,-0.2134,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,5,0,1,7,9,1,0,9,0,12,0,0,3,2,17,19,10,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,9,3,12,5,19,8,4,13,0,3,0,0,13,5,0,1,8,73,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348445044831084,0.0,0.0,0.10201825741431683,0.14949411437295468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218983723791236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218826222263614,0.16412041235612032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272041347983774,0.0,0.0,0.0737725700180878,0.0,0.14008905675642722,0.15982880174430258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622791256212479,0.0,0.08291962059927274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16444245865193713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15619139434068488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128047779998285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645779745208278,0.0,0.10725495390271128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15730732080890772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15518502031493553,0.0,0.0,0.18693745643653195,0.0,0.1440608867847571,0.6265777290130742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362251727502338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13432720477527796,0.0,0.0,0.09693098303176946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507678514530682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26236732020487163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364478426639608,0.0,0.0,0.0939562762909448
anxiety,Doombadookie,2019/03/19,"In a couple hours I'm about to start my shift as an overnight stocker at rural king, and my anxiety/panic attacks are brutal Does anyone have any tips on what the job is going to be like? 

I'm going way out of my comfort zone into a territory i've never been before and Im scared I'm going to have a massive panic attack in the middle of my shift and get fired. It's happened before even when i thought i could control or manage my anxiety. 

If somebody has experience in overnight stocking at rural king, it'd be a huge help if you could just answer some questions of mine. 

I have tried every breathing technique and brain exercise to lessen my anxiety and panic but it doesn't last long and only helps a little. I really need help.",4.555405405405402,5.401629675675673,5.888756756756759,79.20354054054056,69.81081081081078,7.811891891891893,28.313513513513517,7.908726449838941,1.8812491891891887,584,20,108,7,10,197,95,148,0.121,0.784,0.095,-0.2144,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,3,4,8,3,3,8,0,13,3,2,1,1,22,24,12,0,5,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,3,1,0,3,2,6,0,0,2,1,12,2,17,17,1,21,0,0,0,0,5,11,0,5,7,68,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997792742789032,0.0,0.22449124308560564,0.0,0.0,0.10259480946112984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338458972475658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249707446776281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637956651320734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16456661364419528,0.2342988652148341,0.16235044400519638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284016356506327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691168584875964,0.0,0.123623680570805,0.0,0.0,0.14352699211193118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665871152032977,0.0,0.250164712422672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297500491175745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29504369911382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14449636936597055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584901523113896,0.0,0.1456037361211122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196019479030755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168331653115707,0.14705882782539734,0.0,0.12984862524572036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879608353314754,0.11316477490521955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159236419144547,0.0,0.3443046363709553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16436762697933308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399696294735364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14689915117908808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385400380908254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648471160793206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09961788457202207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646492621643173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,magnusdavies1,2019/03/19,"Anxiety solution Just wanted to help anyone going through anxiety or depress and give some peace of mind. I have had severe anxiety and panic disorder for the past 2 months. I wanted to share some coping mechanisms with those suffering that have benefited me. Do not fight your fears and negative thoughts, accept them for what they are and humor them. The only way to overcome fear and anxiety is to face it. If you're scared of talking in front of people, do it. If you are scared of going to the shops do it, even if you ease into it. You're doing better than you think.",4.9272727272727295,6.368595681818185,5.756136363636365,78.28420454545454,69.45454545454545,9.136363636363637,27.38636363636364,9.516144504307137,2.514090909090909,455,15,82,10,8,149,73,110,0.243,0.579,0.179,-0.8436,0,0,0,0,1,0,11.0,0,4,3,1,2,13,1,5,3,0,10,1,1,0,0,21,17,9,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,3,1,1,3,2,8,0,0,2,0,10,5,16,15,2,8,0,2,0,0,12,2,0,6,2,61,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5183412185971326,0.0,0.0,0.11844363688062386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14981448546991696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145898081505661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19413923824161414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118825853710316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3812288008475684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16249735547100086,0.1925400743251879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354066528090576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17103880422441986,0.0,0.13520800514473386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288311322216509,0.0,0.19874637684320315,0.0,0.0,0.161704939577096,0.11743588937055803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391842104238197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913660562811972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13615180645343494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085402978847728,0.0,0.13447924857310958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19982495057278574,0.13445640673794546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hendejr1206,2019/03/19,"Does anyone else feel sick/nauseous in the mornings? So to elaborate a bit, I've been diagnosed with CVS (cyclical vomiting syndrome, gross I know) as well as GAD (generalize anxiety disorder).  Some mornings, seemingly for no reason, I will wake up feeling super sick and the only thing that seems to relieve my nausea is to dry heave a few times, or sometimes when it's really bad I do throw up. 

Am I the only one who feels this way?  I've tried explaining it to my GF, but she really doesn't understand.  She's super supporting and loving, but it's hard to discuss it with her since she doesn't have anxiety.  Am I alone? As of right now posting this, I really don't know anyone else who struggles with this and that's the hardest part.

Love you all",4.187940630797777,5.624582809523812,5.435423623995056,79.8953988868275,71.24489795918367,9.154978354978354,29.00989486703773,9.573946990214177,2.740148299319728,591,23,112,14,11,197,94,147,0.119,0.705,0.17600000000000002,0.9318,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,2,4,10,0,1,6,0,10,6,1,1,1,22,22,11,0,0,3,0,4,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,12,6,0,0,10,0,0,1,4,3,1,1,1,4,13,7,16,20,5,10,0,0,0,2,12,4,0,4,3,73,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15205575400947435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22462568996941198,0.0,0.0,0.2053125061425999,0.3008580233911391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225841435021124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16028362963015158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14901383184504094,0.0,0.0,0.16826236762796346,0.0,0.12847853486305447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452896889122342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227017734700364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151713541640758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16137104108478292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650120007053645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948544149612952,0.22331839280040594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15898601500058893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14060790093885187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28215977202763864,0.15094996534695354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537895310753674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673091809864624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144663842396335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14520349406709146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534826031521886,0.0,0.0,0.16660358370624506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975371641974624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560883323952544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967754531409824,0.0,0.0,0.15283928221412707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653467658258106,0.0,0.0,0.13200404860478596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Drox01,2019/03/19,"Discord support server for people with any anxiety disorders. [https://discord.gg/DmC6cDY](https://discord.gg/DmC6cDY)

We are a small community of people who are willing to support people with any anxiety disorder and hope to bring them to their true potential and become happier.  We are very ethnically diverse and the age range is diverse too. Our purpose is to grow into potentially 100 members, make people's lives better and bring a smile to their faces :)

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We also have a coding channel, tech talk channel and maths channel for anyone interested in computing as we do have a few already here. Also, a career talk channel with advisory on career.",11.388816199376947,12.378966214953273,10.333224299065424,52.74164330218071,55.07476635514018,11.993146417445484,43.06697819314641,11.538034831475384,5.71346230529595,543,27,66,13,6,172,70,107,0.071,0.721,0.207,0.9501,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,5,0,3,1,4,6,0,0,6,0,9,1,1,1,1,16,15,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,13,0,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,6,15,14,1,8,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,1,1,49,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17864871911993382,0.2589254133974944,0.0,0.17540684255582314,0.1967130550316876,0.22018036712520755,0.0,0.24768953610957345,0.0,0.0,0.11319666822365562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17879386367002625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431778105895877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3710780168389825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16079246885392548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295109857264246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806227467504202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4489342528388247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3674198117589457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602407570225849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335755154651128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967130550316876,0.0
anxiety,Heylahoo,2019/03/19,"I recently got discharged from inpatient mental health Just wanted to say I'm pretty proud of myself for seeking help (even though I'm years late). Growing up with a traditional family who didn't believe in mental illnesses, I was in major denial until I finally had my first full blown anxiety attack and my boyfriend carried me into the VA ER. 

For those of you who have a more negative viewpoint on inpatient mental facility, I understand. I did too. Until I spent roughly 2 weeks doing nothing but reading, writing, drawing, and watching weird TV while being surrounded by genuine healthcare workers who love their jobs and want to see me get better and made some amazing connections with other patients who just know exactly what you're going through.

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Seek help. Do it. Chances are you'll leave feeling a tad bit better.",8.248247576435496,9.1278779261745,7.972706935123043,67.3895003728561,61.68456375838925,10.38061148396719,40.0454884414616,10.25414643259724,4.607115734526473,677,35,98,14,9,216,116,149,0.07,0.715,0.21600000000000005,0.9768,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,1,5,5,7,1,0,4,0,10,3,0,1,1,19,24,9,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,8,7,0,0,3,2,1,2,2,2,1,1,7,5,14,5,18,15,5,18,0,0,2,1,12,7,0,1,9,69,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16429644175983607,0.1842531027780601,0.0,0.0,0.1160003476802689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725066849827252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17084070087484407,0.0,0.2682176416389989,0.16554612935933458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015347679686784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429479677022044,0.0,0.07667120400774145,0.0,0.0,0.16610871306023015,0.0,0.12898063988701666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922302061188835,0.0,0.0861776558096403,0.0,0.12127634878601926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16118089716972048,0.0,0.0,0.20327546682982564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15047432391074975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333462158273533,0.0,0.1710508666531431,0.16055955364217395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13685649324194446,0.14348068819614712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4584371966850538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454978567203167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542672924401983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167601853241616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497212532720783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058622542143604,0.0,0.0,0.12083344996238952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14898060184022086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578573659892219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17887648452400284,0.0,0.12163243764526152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842531027780601,0.0976479581170144
anxiety,37throwaway3794,2019/03/19,"Partner said he'd be happy if i met someone else? Sorry if it's off topic slightly but I can't post in relationship advice because he follows those types of subreddits to see the weird shit people post.

The other day my partner and I were a bit drunk when he admitted he would be happy if i met someone else because then he wouldn't have to worry about me killing myself if he left me?????

Putting this out there, I've never once said to him that I'd do that, and although I'm BPD and very anxious by nature and I have been suicidal before, i couldn't say for sure that I'd be suicidal if he left? Let alone enough to act on it? Id be super sad and cut up about it obviously and feel like my life was over but I'd just have to start over I suppose. Money would be the hardest part, finding somewhere else to live, possibly flatsharing.

I asked if he'd be sad, because his last two exes cheated on him, and he said he'd be sad but he'd be happy for me. I don't know if that's just him being drunk if it's his way of saying he'd leave if he felt like he could.

We discussed the idea of polyamory before this whole conversation because we know a few people who do it. I thought he wouldn't like the idea of it but he said he misses that new stage of meeting someone (fairly common I think in first long term relationships) and the excitement of sleeping with someone for the first time. I completely identify and as a woman who likes women I also get sad about not having experienced sex with a woman. But he says that when he gets depressed and quiet at home, this is what he's thinking about?

I know i should maybe take this with a pinch of salt, and that the obvious answer is to ask him again sober, but I'm super anxious to do that in case I get an answer I don't want to hear. Even if he says it was just drunk talk and he didn't mean it in the way it came out, I think I'll still be anxious he wants to leave? I don't want to bring it up if he is actually happy and fine but I don't know what to do with this information?

Also I'm normally the first to be like 'girl leave him' in the comments but the relationship is otherwise fine, and has been for 5 years so plz refrain from that being the only answer thanks. ",4.4386813186813185,4.290001341880341,5.577716727716732,84.84307692307694,69.76923076923077,8.395115995115995,27.825396825396822,7.957251820313856,1.5115730158730158,1740,52,383,20,28,581,202,468,0.168,0.7090000000000001,0.123,-0.9662,0,1,0,0,0,1,35.0,2,0,0,5,16,27,4,0,19,0,49,7,2,0,4,81,87,41,3,22,23,0,2,5,2,5,1,10,1,6,30,23,3,1,19,3,1,5,11,11,0,4,15,15,40,16,50,47,6,45,0,6,1,1,64,17,1,11,23,240,70,1,0.0,0.0,0.06847340376747361,0.0,0.0,0.06856691452511415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267241693358009,0.0,0.11222592345518584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23780806604424626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13119436844284504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17109394073324655,0.0,0.11941482827800225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660478773716202,0.0,0.08837356870957487,0.0,0.0,0.08025298055195579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356933769848452,0.0,0.0,0.05602307643717782,0.0,0.0,0.04525226279103168,0.0,0.060435205136283275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17584794463970774,0.0,0.0,0.0725018326859525,0.0,0.04634500281495245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03547881989929776,0.050127709366931165,0.06737184855163883,0.0,0.0641318664714405,0.17905343807770122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109978941241763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29877863279601313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908392472811157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703837704301323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584212387527445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762999421230839,0.0,0.1542489944575004,0.057195915680304674,0.0,0.22289190161434627,0.15247448954632425,0.07175107047503229,0.049561413319584864,0.17140159503602947,0.0,0.06195922924575833,0.062096070766141126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049273179737943,0.07643302865356426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05411753769014623,0.06776825382331049,0.0,0.0,0.06874929776368613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472614719112343,0.0,0.05336558111939947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598461527481105,0.0,0.09729068389698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791033660118711,0.134402227232349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053776481786707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260010569827854,0.0,0.0,0.2669816203893053,0.2232001977499285,0.0,0.0,0.05591445007950528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202597833026889,0.0,0.0,0.0702182208410885,0.0,0.2378109383920344,0.0,0.0,0.07854682380440851,0.04966495068909809,0.0,0.056035893416198544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535038148242186,0.0,0.06613208234524807,0.0,0.05275726264295788,0.05639801612038066,0.0,0.06460084967393286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13488159200979655,0.0,0.055705194271343184,0.04091526074042865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06854349736114547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05789557454934551,0.12415991102746672,0.11139146504513812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833956003847882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125854966531958,0.0,0.09969002390963062,0.0,0.0,0.04518559952727391
anxiety,aliaswhatshisface,2019/03/19,"Does anyone else experience intense anxiety around a fear of breaking or damaging expensive technology? I got a Nintendo Switch for my birthday and have been experiencing bad anxiety about whether it will be damaged. I bought a case for it and a screen protector and clean it. Today I spotted a stuck pixel and began to spiral into panic. My girlfriend has been trying to calm me and tell me that it doesn’t matter and I *know* logically that it is fine, most of the time I can’t even see it and if anything I am sure I can get it replaced (it is still in warranty) and it isn’t even that important at the end of the day (I am healthy for the most part and the people I care about is well so why should this matter?) but I am so used to this kind of anxiety around my technology - I feel this way about my phone and laptop as well. It is hard to prevent myself spiralling when I know I am being irrational in the first place. ",3.711629343629344,5.098166854054057,5.190598455598458,81.38466216216217,72.35135135135134,8.528957528957529,27.808880308880312,9.04235418022936,2.21561776061776,728,27,146,15,14,245,106,185,0.12,0.779,0.101,-0.7622,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,13,12,0,2,11,0,20,0,0,1,1,29,31,18,0,2,4,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,16,13,0,1,4,1,2,0,3,5,2,1,6,5,20,7,21,21,3,17,0,2,2,0,3,7,0,4,8,114,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37142657199131895,0.0,0.0,0.11316384508212585,0.1658264827136376,0.13318235937356973,0.2881477813692184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351314957420398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650089321901784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437484472344058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162921965915745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13519840986709125,0.0,0.14334417193365792,0.0,0.0,0.21379052335375148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15831274882002408,0.0,0.1821174952751569,0.08183229057650605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13766291189208826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455588153286325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294400100057535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14497884242443884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685337699171126,0.17788850603553874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18988697740163127,0.0,0.17525935569901618,0.0,0.11220101933551416,0.0,0.16909067628735866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896729765304807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924740805257856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15253437950490806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145723606349025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437150151633254,0.0,0.15340750333901898,0.0,0.0,0.10988024556338263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13977971718778726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12846282318844665,0.0,0.0,0.2910311892281935,0.0,0.146037432976318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,daisypunk,2019/03/19,"Afraid to leave my room and face my flat mate Hey everyone,

thanks for taking the time to read this, I really appreciate it. 

So basically I received some very unpleasant news about my financial situation a while back, which led to me having to move out of my current flat, along with some other reasons. I already found a new one and I'll happily move there. I waited to see my flat mate of one year face to face to tell him I was going to move out, out of respect for him. Also, I only got the room for May yesterday, so there hasn't been much time passing in which I could've told him. 

Anyway, today he was texting me (annoyed), that our current other flatmate who just moved in two weeks ago is going to move out again, and then I felt obliged to tell him that I am going to as well. In my defense I told him that I was going to look for another place a couple of days before I went seeing other rooms and flats. Anyway, so I texted him about me moving out as well,and he hasn't replied since. I guess he just got home from uni and I am really afraid to leave my room because I really can't deal with people being angry because of me and I feel like everything is turning and I am losing all sense of reality again and get caught up in stupid thoughts again.   
Just writing it out felt good though, and thanks again if you are still reading. I know my problem is stupid but I still have to talk to him about possible new people coming over to see the flat and shit so unfortunately I can't just ignore him until the time comes for me to move out. 

I hope you all have a great day. x",4.295674603174604,4.766487694444447,5.213562610229278,85.1638888888889,70.2037037037037,8.14673721340388,25.61375661375661,8.11559375814309,1.316786772486772,1239,33,264,16,21,406,161,324,0.07400000000000001,0.836,0.09,0.6417,2,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,2,0,1,25,18,5,2,8,0,20,4,4,2,2,49,50,23,0,3,6,0,3,1,2,1,0,0,5,0,12,22,0,3,7,2,0,18,4,10,1,3,14,7,46,8,51,34,5,60,0,1,4,0,26,18,1,6,25,181,58,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150629188644791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901787055188763,0.06450924766199545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458622158144534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062027825364374976,0.0,0.09834752128936712,0.0,0.06864154461581612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389746903257285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06440591266982898,0.08925633087398,0.0,0.1040468846333194,0.08316397623393146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708062832634248,0.07249815982388863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040787581143015714,0.05762841095393036,0.1549056449653403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884470330782493,0.0,0.0,0.04214509767286213,0.0,0.1833793103703277,0.06765952327506468,0.12903329172550834,0.08893548257659742,0.08886362541218013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091542378576219,0.08012037952843097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04433238898250677,0.0,0.0,0.17082908524053753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039409746352430115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06773983423861263,0.09024556697773936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.600152638769667,0.05929941351134505,0.0,0.0,0.15581708521220974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932388514952032,0.06135077142728685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184846833042797,0.0,0.08427968508531651,0.0,0.0,0.09093974853314456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771872773981856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16137735133821118,0.0,0.15503174156474192,0.08293895280927334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19284309704985966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280335828219251,0.0667284486613714,0.09067291479658512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288412949541096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06065142913548902,0.06483695526921023,0.1410127580093135,0.1485343878664606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792547667006739,0.06404046520935258,0.1411124599556574,0.0,0.07646273795229802,0.15416125665268493,0.0,0.0,0.0877423644615582,0.07879978726403862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655859612736684,0.0,0.0,0.06470607817216466,0.0,0.14505836464024502,0.07477897447801125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051946804105820234
anxiety,NeoNejd,2019/03/19,"Does anyone else wait until there is noone in the hall of the house you live in until they go out? I live in a flat in a big house where there are like 20 families. Everytime I go out of my flat and hear/see that someone is in the hall, i wait until they leave, because i feel extremely anxious about talking with my neighbours. Does anyone else do that?",3.890416666666667,4.765617208333335,4.448222222222224,88.819,71.3611111111111,7.426666666666668,25.511111111111113,7.554174236665415,1.1004577777777786,277,8,59,3,5,88,44,72,0.056,0.907,0.037000000000000005,0.0943,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,9,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,1,14,9,0,17,0,0,0,0,5,11,0,0,5,38,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21149472661107774,0.0,0.26180405331737644,0.3836388317336471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412186355400147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276585710571715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127809211465117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764855223955862,0.0,0.09465932051719646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127922327105159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109999881575634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4320318675657026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19822902805566955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914616583512428,0.0,0.3306208355756939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15862296085130226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15047281447427158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cbs19,2019/03/19,"Help I feel like I’m at a dead end with my meds. I’m currently on Lamictal and Risperdal for bipolar/psychosis, and propranolol and Klonopin for anxiety but lamictal and Risperdal also “help” with anxiety. Nothing has been helping so far. It helps for a little bit and then I’m back where I started: too anxious to function. My doc doesn’t want to start me on anti anxiety meds just yet. I see her on Thursday to check in. I just don’t know what to do anymore I feel so hopeless. ",3.1156249999999983,4.885502645833334,4.208749999999998,86.26125,74.625,7.716666666666668,32.83333333333333,8.472884824447931,2.6556708333333328,378,20,76,7,8,123,62,96,0.204,0.6759999999999999,0.12,-0.831,1,0,0,0,0,1,10.0,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,14,15,10,1,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,9,1,14,14,1,16,0,1,1,0,5,8,0,0,9,48,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14638710521725198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4201042343574993,0.2067973442246105,0.1815390003440954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075615709531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19984603872924525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16213027860916354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851137983696383,0.1307728203872079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4907852206994304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060092662245776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943025837328368,0.18346680378245656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4066603645040601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756439152137206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458692294070866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591311575186216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796917146984752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,morpheusquestionmark,2019/03/19,"(Long Read) How do I get rid of the gripping feeling in my chest neck and shoulders every time I have an idea to do something? Why can't I get my feelings to match my thoughts? I do very little because I am so anxious that I can't do it, or that for whatever reason things will ultimately go wrong spectacularly wrong even I know I have the ability.  I know that you miss 100% of the swings you don't take.  I know that you have to keep getting on the horse.  I just can't get the way I feel to match the way I think.  Any time I have an idea to do anything at all I get a squeezing feeling on my upper body and a feeling that whatever I am thinking about doing is only going to present the universe with an opportunity to uppercut me right in the chops.

I have had some really bad experiences starting from a very young age, so this doesn't come from nowhere.  I have done everything from intensive therapy and medication to support groups and meditation.  It's like I have all the knowledge I need to beat this, but my body doesn't want to move.  I still have ideas, and my mind is telling me yes, *but my booodyyyy is tellin' me noooooooo*... xD

I just can't help but wake up every single god damn morning with a highlight reel of all the worst events from my past.  A lot of it was completely out of my hands, at least the stuff from my childhood, and I can't shake this feeling like it's just my destiny to have a garbage life.  Again, I *know* this is the wrong way to look at it because ""nothing ventured nothing gained"".  I just feel like my life is already over.  I really did get out there and give it some attempts.  Man when I first got a taste of freedom I felt great, full head of steam.  Was working and going to school.... BOOM 2008 recession goodbye work, goodbye school, goodbye life, hello debt.  *Hellooooo* debt.  Man I am still getting collections bills for shit that I don't even understand is possible... At this point I'm beginning to think an ex ran up a ton of debt on our joint account and I somehow missed it because so much other crap was going on at the time.

I don't even know wtf this post is supposed to be.  I just have god damn nobody to talk to, man.  My mom has always been a space cadet, my dad was a drug addict who basically walked out when I was 10 and I have had very little contact with him, that is besides the emails I get about once a year explaining how I was a terrible kid and a disappointment *but* he's still waiting for me to come around because he's so amazing.  Btw he got sober and thinks he's the absolute shit, now.  Talks down to me and tries to twist twelve step lingo to suit his argument, not knowing I've done a great amount of work in various 12 step programs and can easily see how is manipulating catchy sounding phrases to meet his needs in an argument.

I just want to feel like I *can*...  I have spent years just slowly doing less and less.  Like a fish flopping around on the ground.  I'm just sitting here at this point.  I tried to start some things I could do on my own.  I tried to get back to some things that I ""loved"".  I started drumming again, actually practiced heavily for at least 3 years and got much much better but it still felt like it was going nowhere.  I got back into computers and gaming, started editing videos for youtube and doing streams and stuff.  I've tried to start small businesses in landscaping, general house maintenance and repair, even tried growing medical cannabis.  I really invested and learned a lot from doing all this, it just didn't go anywhere.  

It's like my motivation tank is getting lower and lower.  I wish I could just stick with one thing.  For instance if I stuck with the drums instead of hanging it up after 3 or so years I would be *even* better and more likely to make money doing it.  But the longer I played without a feeling of ""success"", getting older and older, the more anxious I get about playing.  What if I am wasting my time doing the wrong thing? I know I shouldn't think this.  Logically I don't think it, it's just a deep feeling that wont go away.  Same with my video editing.  I know that is a real skill that is sought after in this world, but for whatever reason when I do it I feel like I'm just wasting my time.  I *feel* like I'm wasting my time doing anything, so I keep moving on, and now I'm doing not much at all.

The thing is I always felt like this, too.  Even when I was a little kid I had so much anxiety about whether what I was doing was the ""right"" thing.  I think it could be because I had ""landmine parents"" who didn't teach me how to behave as much as just get angry when I did something wrong, even if I didn't know any better.  So it's like now I'm worried there are constantly missiles in the water.  Unknown unknowns, if you will.  

**TLDR** It's like I fear the feelings of confidence and motivation because my experiences have given me a deep rooted feeling that it will only make me walk blindly into a trap.",2.4221682411156067,4.4282758097166015,3.5368798920377884,89.25753531264057,77.34008097165992,6.374916779127308,25.45146198830409,7.344334315353457,1.1529237156995054,3852,143,799,49,90,1243,369,988,0.123,0.746,0.131,0.6998,6,0,3,0,0,0,124.0,1,4,0,15,60,43,5,2,51,1,95,22,11,12,5,154,191,59,0,14,30,4,20,13,0,6,8,2,0,5,57,41,2,3,46,8,8,19,19,18,0,2,34,26,108,25,104,145,31,119,0,3,3,1,36,50,5,13,58,543,165,15,0.0,0.0,0.04046930249029185,0.0452090519384891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04576381469326543,0.0,0.06901368703313916,0.0,0.0,0.05640283104100255,0.0,0.031724879103022345,0.09369989932692163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825350529655473,0.07383521441720832,0.0,0.0,0.03896297370300324,0.0637766302025137,0.03462620088629784,0.15168047871483714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003207004709324,0.0,0.0921289278572491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07144646277977859,0.04348111262937808,0.04481496275102438,0.0,0.09933264751108524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487760032747008,0.0,0.0,0.04809270511440158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917364822319328,0.0,0.06988150212850626,0.0,0.03727108198852356,0.08113236686092226,0.0,0.04666593040859203,0.2935627881345993,0.14813294811550026,0.1194547766732262,0.0,0.0,0.035274852954100905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816666537432014,0.03978235781310769,0.1649807984744017,0.0,0.13267124039652747,0.0914429185748532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04256077788433415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027796854659270873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047851479733783515,0.0,0.1404457061987845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737219113981257,0.0,0.0,0.20512030893958091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787568824332719,0.26338558914065696,0.12469324334438744,0.0,0.03670015703947315,0.03482484137431042,0.0,0.0,0.07051360581200034,0.03742881628709803,0.0,0.05536386645169701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355448998453527,0.0,0.0,0.04187346243180086,0.04856984041673526,0.0,0.08815332400771009,0.1829138815292613,0.06149981708917249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958427722861143,0.0,0.0,0.04416481273343925,0.0281015373121863,0.06308048749044587,0.0,0.0,0.046048169799962055,0.0,0.03958835974749768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840620246563113,0.046751846278968695,0.039717350752019986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041481801106594114,0.04720259748806173,0.07970134365781703,0.085277323388783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083129503026585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839408790610832,0.033046681913609086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513790592637288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385215491864768,0.0,0.0,0.14676544483080664,0.0,0.1324738304918977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494778144807384,0.0,0.047060321122936816,0.0,0.0,0.031180714014275895,0.06666496036851688,0.036247113567847884,0.0,0.04742522080192575,0.0,0.19285846777777305,0.18600870571427472,0.0,0.032923007083201644,0.14509096720208178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077900327457707,0.0,0.0,0.043172334839315776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265271143420268,0.04892084342315209,0.09875224493856333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03742074683174014,0.0,0.04768911873046795,0.0399761578691745,0.0,0.09057322535330714,0.04211538557683274,0.0,0.029459509173543456,0.22670783757860485,0.0,0.10682277175437137
anxiety,STAYME70TIM,2019/03/19,"Years of heart palpitations, panic attacks & just not knowing what’s going on with my body. I feel like i got my life back today! I finally went to an Cardiologist & I kid you not , the moment I walked into the Cardiologist my heart palpitations and twitching throughout my body stopped and I actually didn’t have a single symptom the whole time i was at my appointment lol. My cardiologist said heart palpitations are NORMAL and that i shouldn’t worry so much and to stop googling every symptom I have haha. It’s crazy what anxiety can do to your body & make you think something is terribly wrong. ",5.973030973451326,7.4971521769911575,6.835564159292037,71.21316924778763,67.05309734513274,9.543805309734514,31.82411504424779,9.827888789773867,3.2061690265486735,488,20,85,11,8,162,76,113,0.203,0.727,0.069,-0.9324,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,0,3,6,1,1,5,2,9,10,6,1,0,17,17,5,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,4,1,0,1,4,6,0,2,3,0,0,3,4,4,0,0,5,2,18,2,8,11,3,14,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,9,56,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.12520956793824686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4170632230947413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815485222003632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14596825363074206,0.0,0.09866051328818562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4275619744516464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810456506490243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06487610467905687,0.09166287180467173,0.0,0.14055454581762952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292008377405228,0.0,0.10261919322593624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4561348574245736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051442198097277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062735028080893,0.06268454166895708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564622283112877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432074299476977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571406408071745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15054115357531914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122049772236813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877734773422114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214541555953788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26672114850258205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221423661913295,0.0,0.0,0.07481710908934419,0.0,0.12162046516185762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894229665194815,0.0,0.14325069187738715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030244919325942,0.0,0.0,0.140284060483824,0.0,0.0826257945793566
anxiety,BabyBadger_,2019/03/19,"Graduating in six weeks but feeling like I won’t make it that far I am in my last semester of college. I graduate in six weeks. I am sort of blaming myself because I took on way too much this semester (18 credit hours, volunteering weekly, student government, two jobs). But I had been doing so well with my mental health and I thought I could handle it. And I just landed my dream job for after graduation, but I am mainly just feeling way too overwhelmed by it all. I started feeling this way a couple of weeks ago but I was able to stay on top of everything and keep my grades up. Spring break was last week and I told myself that it would be good to take a week off to recharge, and then when the rest of the semester came I would be able to tackle that head on. But for some reason by the end of spring break I was in tears at the idea of having to go back to school. Which feels weird because I LOVE what I study and I like all of my classes. Now we’re two days in to the second half of the semester, and I feel like I am losing my mind. I had an assignment due today but every time I opened it I started to panic. Class is in an hour and I still haven’t started it. I have an exam on Thursday and every time I think about it I feel like I’m going to cry. I went to my morning class today and I couldn’t pay attention because I spent the entire time feeling anxious and stressed about everything else. I don’t feel like I am going to be able to last the rest of this semester, but I am so close to graduating. My anxiety hasn’t been this bad since my junior year of high school, and that was right around my suicide attempt. The only times it ever feels like it isn’t going to kill me are when I am with my best friend or my brother, and that just worries me too because it makes me feel like I am too codependent. I have gotten better since high school — I was totally thriving for a while there. And I still think I’m better than I was then. I don’t totally hate myself anymore. But I just feel like there isn’t any time to focus on helping myself get better, because I have to spend all the time I have studying or doing homework or answering emails or going to meetings. It just feels like there’s always something next on the to do list and the weight of it all is crushing me. I have started avoiding almost everyone I know because I just feel too anxious to talk to them, but I’m normally really extroverted and outgoing. I have thought about going to my university’s counseling center to see what resources they have but I haven’t had time, and I’m sure they have a really long waiting list. I have been telling myself that I’m not the first person to feel this overwhelmed in college. And honestly, I’m almost glad to feel this bad now because it means that I really was doing great for a while. And I can probably do great again. Maybe it just slipped out from under me and I need to get a hold of everything again, I don’t know. I guess I’m just glad that there’s a light at the end of the tunnel. Six more weeks and I’ll have two degrees and I won’t be dead and it’ll be summer vacation and I’ll have my new job. 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anxiety,R_Decoder,2019/03/19,"Weird Feelings It's around 12AM in India and I woke up around 11PM after sleeping for about 2 hours. 

Suddenly after waking up I am getting this weird feeling that I am in a new place. I mean I know who I am, I know my house and I know everything about myself, but it all feels like a dream. 

After suddenly waking up at 11PM, it all started to feel new, like i am making new experiemces and all that has happened to me in my 24 years of life is just blurred out like a dream. Everything was normal before I went to sleep. I have never felt like this before. Its a very anxious and scary feeling that I am having right now. I tried listening to songs but it's making it worse. It's like I have heard these songs somewhere in my past life. 

Is it normal to have such feelings? Has anyone else experienced such things? What should I do?",2.071249999999999,4.1657824345238135,3.1847619047619062,90.93107142857146,78.82142857142857,5.866666666666667,21.214285714285715,6.9077264865688965,0.4488142857142856,651,18,135,7,16,209,89,168,0.086,0.769,0.146,0.8488,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,4,0,16,6,4,2,4,31,36,6,0,3,3,0,7,5,0,1,2,4,0,0,17,7,0,0,11,4,0,1,1,2,0,0,5,12,20,5,23,30,3,28,0,0,0,0,3,13,0,1,19,94,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075723694819442,0.0,0.08711993853765784,0.127662620260417,0.0,0.22183248531746685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21204286581171736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040833947402735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239564634096409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3779947979099035,0.08901091517709775,0.11963103785289375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509590759128472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017922216292883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270128366335604,0.14376626057429875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20542297366873086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760107059652275,0.3043548773652111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16633667537507546,0.0,0.0,0.13572082020367002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609558501208447,0.3610047837182477,0.0,0.0,0.24415390166483225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894032274094145,0.0,0.0,0.13017558138604168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064037149403642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24937058477665225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818920251676944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277558839127383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459203761623206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028041803709616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550110169814867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697326653167912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023529535945192
anxiety,sweendiggity,2019/03/19,"I need help with my morning anxiety before school. I’ve always been a pretty anxious person but usually only about things that deserve to be anxious over like tests and other stuff like that. However recently I feel like my anxiety before school has been getting worse and I’m not really sure why. I don’t have any problems in school really. I go to a great high school, I feel safe, I have a great group of friends, I get good grades, and I’m not too stressed about college. But for some reason recently every morning when I wake up for school i feel like shit. The first thought I have when my alarm goes off is skipping school. My stomach tosses and turns during my whole morning routine and today I even gagged a few times and came extremely close to throwing up. I usually end up having to go to the bathroom 1-2 times within the first 2 hours of waking up. I often can’t eat much or at all and I get sweaty and shivers before leaving. It wasn’t always like this though. I’ve been doing the same morning routine for my last 4 years of high school.  Usually my anxiety goes away once I get moving in school like halfway through 1st period but some days I go home a need a good nap before I can feel good. I think since it’s my senior year and school is almost over, class is just sooo boring and the negative thoughts I have in the morning are giving me this anxiety. I’ve tried calming myself down saying school isn’t that bad and stuff like that but it’s not really working. It seems like most days it takes till like 8 am to feel normal, when I wake up at 6:25. Does anyone have any good tips to make me feel better when I wake up so I can finish this school year strong? ",4.117228796844183,5.20022383431953,4.669955621301779,86.66526873767263,71.01183431952663,7.52682445759369,25.621794871794872,7.793537801064563,1.289792504930967,1328,39,269,16,24,423,168,338,0.118,0.66,0.222,0.9925,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,5,13,27,1,2,12,0,23,7,6,2,2,48,49,23,0,4,9,0,6,9,1,0,0,1,1,1,16,14,1,1,11,1,0,6,8,6,0,2,7,7,33,21,35,41,8,52,0,0,0,0,6,20,1,7,35,160,49,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05897354903136659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800857857520126,0.0,0.0,0.08009949237013621,0.0,0.1802141250540224,0.13306627048140962,0.0,0.04117985532084028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05533258450400741,0.0,0.04917379256517402,0.0,0.0,0.2004568571215988,0.0,0.0,0.05208670553433967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735872122444497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596314886132023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05153828743212982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602629739293984,0.0,0.0,0.05216235147391651,0.0,0.0,0.03889874373871367,0.0,0.049620495489728265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17867059310690098,0.08414736443791379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018992887079237,0.0,0.0,0.045501138609360885,0.0,0.12307814268850427,0.056496218493014276,0.10041196740901667,0.1975890179333178,0.0,0.12986105880686746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0394752161655763,0.12444888812078266,0.059075198684481474,0.0,0.057998446667341136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04800623868408602,0.0,0.06235994127888824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25895245161603364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03931201250523364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625946993567099,0.04329365739134077,0.08733788781130274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057703337004941124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06271988507099825,0.0,0.044791324594791404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051423720858163435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059916081476306164,0.0,0.05635333209506526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318646689149316,0.06055254840984705,0.11630087840249108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04683464649560617,0.0,0.6556394285163416,0.0,0.05361462682311904,0.0,0.0,0.060453552776467724,0.04871749016621188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06746255228167146,0.0,0.1348384284138616,0.0,0.0,0.05550663000985632,0.0,0.04428074474606191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03912636775537517,0.0377367149565047,0.05786277659412537,0.09351006344861572,0.06868279839789321,0.0,0.055824356162937926,0.0,0.0,0.039984967032842524,0.06405945085743718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945893219997262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0531424180313714,0.06575273029344164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04287532640487414,0.0,0.06001772766550908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377686589272284
anxiety,prettyrainbow1807,2019/03/19,"Dealing with rude, mean & disrespectful strangers One of the most anxiety-inducing fears of mine is having strangers be blatantly rude to my face. It's gotten to the point where I'm extremely afraid to approach strangers. 
It gets exponentially worse when someone who is in a position of power has an attitude towards me. For instance, when I go to the mall, I have employees be slightly disrespectful to me when I ask them simple questions. They aren't always verbally disrespectful, though. Sometimes they just give me a sly look and that is enough to make me crawl back into my shell for a few days. I have no idea what it is.
However, I get an instant confidence boost when people are nice & kind to me. It gives me a lot of hope and those people really inspire me to live my kindest life I can. Today was a great day in this regard, but I really wanted to share this. I hope some of you can relate & understand that you're not going alone through this. ❤",5.212790020790023,6.4976342540540575,5.778378378378379,78.98103950103953,68.62162162162161,9.367983367983367,30.44698544698545,9.661875296680813,2.840438669438669,767,30,144,17,13,248,119,185,0.052000000000000005,0.816,0.131,0.9269,3,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,3,1,8,11,2,2,10,0,15,2,1,1,1,20,31,8,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,12,4,0,0,5,1,0,3,3,4,0,1,2,1,23,7,22,27,5,17,0,0,1,0,11,6,0,6,8,101,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14798396768442462,0.0,0.0,0.11889031979377078,0.4644418627550476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13357656177699967,0.0,0.0,0.1098684085159074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18429576659423827,0.14730636873051794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14763660434006987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607833932155297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14930121379764716,0.2741332883884005,0.16240770063095014,0.0,0.0,0.15752930034037524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28383063687204274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16129781054027298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14879092949163328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092267323079583,0.0,0.0,0.1261685377388268,0.0,0.11998595367817368,0.0,0.0,0.12147423946173255,0.0,0.0,0.09537568662722228,0.0,0.0,0.1556417595499743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682139591058572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981145258312381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13507086616713998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600619533668087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18306935223677231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106452388316012,0.0,0.14131519924166192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14038207906775474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13543662509910898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14874651437838227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427624967155711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456102504327778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ChrisRea4President,2019/03/19,"Can anyone relate to my experience with anxiety? I am afraid to eat large meals, especially any ones with greasy, salty, spicy or fried ingredients. I recently had a severe panic attack when I ate lasagna with salty chips, since then I feel I just shouldn't and eating big meals gives me anxiety. In extreme cases My chest gets tight, I have heart palpitations, I struggle for breath and I feel like I've suffered from PTSD or something. 

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I'm also afraid of exercising really strenuously because of this. Medically I am completely fine outside of an issue with my white blood cell count but my doctor doesn't seem to think it's anything to worry about. I have been seen by 3 doctors, had blood tests and an ECG done. I do not have the same energy or passion for life I once had because of these feelings. Seeing a therapist and meditation has helped reduce the fear I get but there's still something holding me back. Can anyone relate or would know something about what I am feeling?

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anxiety,fufurufu56,2019/03/19,"Tired of waiting So, here I am alone at home wanting to just scream to the fucking wall, although I know it won't give the answer I would love.

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30, female, married. I don't want to say I have a bad life because I really don't, most of the times I feel I should be grateful to have the things I have instead of complaining but I just can't help it, and I mean... I know it's natural. I have been working for 8 years in a place I began loving, but once I knew how things function inside there I began to hate the fucking company, 4 years I waited, inside of those 4, the last 3 years I began looking for other alternatives, other similar jobs, the thing is, each one of them is in another country, and to leave having something secure I need a working visa, and companies just don't like to do that. I fucking hate it. 

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I have dealt with depression and anxiety (mostly because of BURNOUT) 2 years ago, and lastly, I'm on medication now again. This was because I knew my job, the company I hate was the base of most of the problems. So I quit, last February. I know it is the best decision I've made, and I'm happy and grateful with myself for doing it. 

The thing is that there is a job that may work out, but we have been waiting on it for quite a while now. I am tired of waiting, my SO keeps telling me that I shouldn't worry or make a problem something that is out of my hands, but that's exactly what I hate.... everything is out of my hands, something so big as a change of residence, of life, of my happiness, is just OUT OF MY HANDS. I'm tired, no one has an idea of how I feel, and obviously the companies don't care and don't know how I feel. I'm just another application.

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I'M TIRED.",4.029833723364948,4.474929549575073,5.371289567680751,83.8892511393029,70.78470254957506,8.632048281808105,29.795418154945192,8.716276077567194,2.1401366917108016,1333,51,284,22,23,448,157,353,0.177,0.7170000000000001,0.106,-0.9703,3,1,3,0,0,0,64.0,1,0,1,7,19,21,7,0,21,0,36,15,3,5,2,64,76,24,0,8,10,0,6,1,0,5,7,2,1,0,22,17,0,6,13,0,1,0,9,13,0,2,10,9,40,8,39,60,5,28,0,1,1,5,9,12,3,5,17,201,62,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06593498902746593,0.0,0.0,0.07703712558867759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417779889913422,0.27114613182076075,0.0,0.15599163219661813,0.056901883132744614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062105706684169926,0.13602738792672306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805912344813237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583721534788815,0.0,0.07868609517295035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640649462961516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668495770986206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282903829185865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20629436183918728,0.0,0.07135381249761255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15836164551233087,0.0,0.2937465629556017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04985656115956751,0.0,0.07461102287249384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396801276654489,0.0,0.0,0.2214374154441774,0.06611397277632278,0.0,0.0,0.1635131960563555,0.18189331490585306,0.0,0.07875959977615339,0.0,0.0,0.10507614810011866,0.03633919652062347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062461989139892385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342649800649688,0.07038186966513417,0.04965043756953548,0.0,0.0,0.08102359981902353,0.0,0.07493185094380969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05515317163745912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921420297857963,0.1008060826202582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771316292226592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234669856440654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15822842731513634,0.0,0.0,0.047650893878507766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05915140293597995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171788260176947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06501298282143839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19766388498195714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043372633155089615,0.34196380682330124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774464060776525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16245253661246062,0.07553834138819812,0.0,0.05283870563217657,0.0,0.27114613182076075,0.1915977947321481
anxiety,BastardFetish,2019/03/19,"Permanence of the Past Hi everyone. I have a serious anxiety problem that is getting worse every day, and nothing has helped. My loved ones have given me advice that I immediately discredit in my mind due to my horrible patterns of logic that caused this in the first place. Maybe someone here can help.

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It was triggered today by a bad evaluation at work. It was triggered yesterday by a reminder that I didn't get into a certain college when I was younger. The day before that, from getting pulled over and getting a warning for speeding. Every day it's something new, ranging from a blemish on my professional record to something strange I said in high school. But to me, every mistake or criticism big or small is a stain on my life. I could say it's anxiety about the past, but for me there's no different between time periods. If I make a mistake, it's permanent. I can move on or fix it, but nothing can change the fact that I made the mistake. Every day I get farther away from perfection and satisfaction with the course of my life. I may be improving and I may be a different person than I once was, but there was still a point where I wasn't good enough. Nothing changes that, not even moving on.

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I've heard every piece of advice and logic about this. ""Move on."" ""The past is in the past."" ""That doesn't matter anymore."" But my mind doesn't work like that. I could compare the way I see life events to a bunch of scars: The injuries may have healed, but they still left something permanent. Nothing changes the fact that something happened, even the outcome.

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Things I see or that happen to me just solidify this part of me that thinks everything is permanent. Like the other day in a conversation, my mom was laughing with my wife about something gross I did as a kid. I'm a different person now, but I still did that thing and she still remembers it. In the news, I see every politician and celebrity have their entire pasts dug up. Everything is permanent, and no amount of moving on or bettering myself changes anything that has already happened.

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So what do I do? It's at a point now where bringing up any part of my past, even completely normal parts, brings on a strong panic attack. That bad evaluation today makes me want to quit my job or kill myself, and it's not the first time I have seriously felt either of those from documented criticism. What do I do? How do I live with myself? And don't tell me to just move on. I know I need to move on, but my mind and anxiety won't let me.",4.7410531697341565,6.2137525071574675,5.24778629856851,81.6319657464213,69.9406952965235,8.296319018404906,30.96574642126789,8.761943790366164,2.5011844580777094,2012,85,379,35,36,644,212,489,0.141,0.7979999999999999,0.061,-0.9847,4,0,5,0,0,1,76.0,0,0,2,8,22,21,2,1,32,0,42,5,0,7,4,69,68,30,1,10,20,2,1,2,0,4,4,4,0,3,33,15,0,0,6,0,0,9,10,12,0,3,15,8,52,9,56,44,8,72,0,0,3,1,17,32,0,10,32,274,85,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146294890966348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057290326066568725,0.0,0.0,0.22500279327687828,0.25233329675877353,0.03530449333250338,0.0,0.11914623029679967,0.0,0.05148647829253252,0.0,0.0,0.042722242451101074,0.0,0.0,0.05906166555448841,0.048776560322378176,0.0,0.08669497298329201,0.0,0.0,0.04417648331029013,0.0,0.0,0.04591526597326512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05333178073244088,0.2196799379442034,0.0,0.054432680863049865,0.0,0.0,0.08290101110245461,0.0,0.0,0.16740683387216587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16272274126725192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05364285236269002,0.0,0.10286959867012993,0.0,0.26244757368661165,0.04960772823315433,0.09331706520918837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04984726580514843,0.0,0.0,0.08831902852661891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561919493335142,0.0,0.0,0.043544471755001514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772679077097458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959607181911774,0.05485184501039003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05151837561683149,0.0,0.057437090404118665,0.0,0.028531540963309582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0564066191763642,0.05308737638438854,0.11000889822074243,0.05072683057309129,0.0,0.045842562371257854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046855995369833085,0.04912394218587692,0.06930833853302988,0.0,0.05215635335494346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726033760514596,0.06080310422385862,0.0,0.3310693859397693,0.0,0.038494874145527914,0.0,0.05014055921134663,0.0,0.0,0.050866416659431216,0.19925826650418227,0.0,0.0,0.055288584204061686,0.03517945884489212,0.0,0.0,0.06091195204091843,0.0,0.16865910893638292,0.2973567724075932,0.0,0.09066166870472812,0.05424091375575064,0.0,0.09815433732971653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049676365688338435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055218795355769616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05881042948603255,0.0,0.04938377112524401,0.041285491730550634,0.0,0.05254151521192525,0.12411040436238725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04398805032161745,0.19983642097261128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658399544495366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045376657719478616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898104088658255,0.033265519222421894,0.0,0.0,0.06054498789807927,0.0,0.09842012984744136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030621257099622632,0.04120830944896816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07559057519091797,0.0,0.05290658913061888,0.0,0.0,0.25233329675877353,0.0
anxiety,anxiousveganxoxo,2019/03/19,need help what strain is best for anxiety? ,2.5874999999999986,5.490152750000004,2.2800000000000007,92.965,84.0,8.200000000000001,20.5,8.841846274778883,1.64135,34,1,7,1,1,10,8,8,0.21,0.29,0.5,0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4668073573011481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6403755222838644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40900947873248705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4524614104386863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dahlsy,2019/03/19,"Recommendations for professional help on a budget So my anxiety has been getting a lot worse lately where I’m constantly stressed out and having multiple panic attacks a day. When I’m not having a panic attack I feel like I’m forever on the verge of an attack. I used to be able to control my anxiety by practicing mindfulness and meditating. That hasn’t been helping much lately and I want to go back to my counsellor. The only issue is that she charges $330 AUD a session which is equivalent to 2 weeks rent for me. As a student I can’t afford that right now. Last year I was on a mental health plan my GP set up, but I have used up the number of sessions and have to pay the full amount now. Can anyone with knowledge of the Australian health system give me some advice on how I can get professional help without needing to sell a kidney? I can’t keep going this way and don’t know what to do. Thanks in advance",4.307738294314383,5.404504364130435,5.706086956521741,79.36232441471574,70.57608695652173,8.487625418060201,28.827759197324408,8.841846274778883,2.273805685618729,729,27,140,13,13,246,117,184,0.092,0.802,0.107,0.5611,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,7,8,3,3,14,0,18,3,1,4,0,23,34,10,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,6,7,0,2,3,0,4,3,6,6,0,0,3,1,15,2,25,30,5,29,0,0,0,0,5,12,0,2,12,96,21,6,0.1285830653628931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564988330814506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19673138611057286,0.0,0.0,0.08990826900691863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4388453991129385,0.0,0.09887244030511247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13895261368644266,0.14421684144445618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292543974747532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06501546133630745,0.09185976758736213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13435868916360438,0.12334859291195616,0.14615343848727252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733555713310887,0.0,0.0,0.2585595548941678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420731330969318,0.0,0.11429053652951834,0.0,0.0,0.07066588998577726,0.10481236002387873,0.2900945968268981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06281919075480284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931672399760073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295814868260616,0.0,0.12983224110493755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452334799884893,0.09534271369648001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779321538331577,0.0,0.3017290448684678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980923525397776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14729146693636475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838201090649368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22210896785117445,0.0,0.0,0.07584162342338238,0.10206325223602164,0.1031415790231736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394948651244113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13103712876338647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280327833230715
anxiety,MurphyBronson,2019/03/19,"How do you deal with 'Brain Fog'? Hey everybody,

Lately I've noticed my brain has been quite Foggy. 

I returned home three months ago to pursue work in an industry I'm actually interested in. I was living overseas for 3 years in Sydney for university and now am back at my parents place. I'm 27 and have just got an entry level position in my dream industry. The pay is unfortunately quite low and because of that I wont be able to move out for a while.

At the same time I'm doing a bit of Long Distance with an amazing girl in Europe. She is coming to visit in a few months and I cannot wait! I'd loved to stay at this job for a bit, and depending how it goes with this girl, would love to go to Europe. 

Everyday though I feel like I have brain fog and wake up with anxiety. It can be hard to concentrate at my job. Sometimes it disappears after an hour but sometimes it lasts all day. It almost also feels exhausting like I have no energy and want to sleep. I hit the gym daily, have a great group of friends, have plenty of hobbies, and have never really had a problem meeting people/women but I still feel its not enough. 

I understand that I've probably got a lot on my plate at the moment. It is a transition period in my life with low pay and a girl Im crazy about now here. But I often times find myself wishing I was back in Sydney autonomous or taking off traveling on an adventure even though I've just got this job at a great company in a great city.

I've spoken to one or two friends about it and my mom and theyve all said its just a transition period, it'll pass but I often have fear that it wont.

How do you deal with brain fog or any feelings of anxiety? Or the feeling of uneasiness?",3.4598295454545465,4.381125642045458,5.187563636363637,82.94834545454545,72.4090909090909,8.813818181818181,25.72772727272727,9.174902378510234,1.909374863636364,1334,41,282,28,25,456,182,352,0.091,0.763,0.146,0.9773,4,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,0,3,20,17,0,1,22,0,27,10,6,4,3,55,49,26,0,4,12,2,6,2,2,4,2,1,1,3,17,19,0,1,7,3,2,7,6,5,0,3,8,7,24,12,48,34,8,56,0,2,0,2,19,24,0,9,26,187,41,6,0.08874659722574611,0.0,0.08660387704177225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866850377735525,0.0,0.08886689770217546,0.0,0.0,0.07097062173816672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060350729363999135,0.0,0.13578180793515446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648131053215104,0.0,0.05409910195268016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937765980067043,0.0,0.0,0.39628221106322736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644733534922955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057234213387798535,0.18298768977947386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169895839499673,0.0,0.05861629047851286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986459490165676,0.22436473047112634,0.0634005867904816,0.0,0.0,0.08111278208416292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371308017423173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05043673636952715,0.0,0.21293628287212074,0.2935303102331873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949951950609069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890200729726686,0.0,0.08739752162669269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958615539963498,0.0,0.2642019117658684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234032158952856,0.10011002720032944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06268434616923009,0.08671420928144477,0.0,0.0783648712633672,0.07853794585223511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07544918335297994,0.16019453778945247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393894207587333,0.1416733744273308,0.09432358804576196,0.0,0.0,0.06844684683467171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103858914999787,0.0,0.0,0.060136991060154216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854259376749157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272130535054496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568384190972888,0.08491850805528561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18878586036831832,0.0,0.0,0.056853342669310414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441833672795962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888106889569046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755453078017562,0.0,0.0,0.09459206453215288,0.07087314718313391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06672639646346275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743861623664203,0.0,0.10349770904712458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669253010462256,0.09238833752885274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052345042388793374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205420703148227,0.0,0.0,0.06460857974721483,0.0,0.0,0.06304303640490345,0.0,0.0,0.0571498989418965
anxiety,kittykitty1987,2019/03/19,Anyone else scared of counseling? I'm nervous to start counseling as I know I'll cry. ,1.937058823529412,4.583617117647059,3.6897058823529436,83.74867647058825,83.70588235294119,8.105882352941178,26.14705882352941,8.841846274778883,2.610905882352941,69,3,13,2,2,23,14,17,0.424,0.5760000000000001,0.0,-0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052076052881203,0.4472409332296121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.479469500490245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646357446086308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398863563534201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4370078601999216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089535617702227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lowlightnow,2019/03/19,"One of the worst days: Had extreme anxiety at college which made me throw up before class presentation Besides my standard overall anxiety I have also the public speaking uncomfortableness. It never got as bad as today. I went in the hyperventilation mode. Tried the slow breathing, helped for a short time but the nausea came back even harder. I was going from the classroom to the toilet back and forth, thinking it subsided and that I ""got it"" but it was getting bad. The thought about throwing up made me more anxious. There were no windows open, the fresh air makes me calm sometimes. At one moment I just stood up, went to the toilet and let my breakfast out. Went back to the class, still shaking and somehow managed to present. The rest of the day I couldn't eat and tried to play it cool to myself: ""ok, nobody saw my distress, no one saw me throwing up, I am normal"". Fuck, how the hell did it get so bad? I will never be able to do anything which involves a possibility of embarrassment and failure. No relationships, no driving, not eating out, being around people. I know I am useless and just want to end this life. ",5.425513428120063,6.841368928909957,5.66661611374408,79.4900347551343,68.24170616113744,7.332827804107424,31.128278041074253,7.554174236665415,2.051069889415482,888,36,159,9,15,282,132,211,0.199,0.708,0.093,-0.9805,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,0,14,14,2,3,16,2,14,6,1,4,2,31,34,14,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,10,12,3,0,3,1,0,10,8,10,0,3,17,4,18,4,26,12,3,38,1,1,2,1,5,13,2,1,15,118,28,5,0.12621364558141324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093300677172196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19310618681568303,0.14258549422109107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386307621394578,0.1123569034142286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911515082461274,0.3161493663389465,0.0,0.0,0.10739851631553377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14435478684630285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16279472001125728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582961374018956,0.0,0.0,0.11178782779039008,0.0,0.0,0.08336292255728221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166824815604268,0.131882841080348,0.0,0.07173012337852096,0.0,0.20188916441481025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459834616375543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06936371883955647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290620038431074,0.0891484304550958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388528063348277,0.08424858849061312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19468748859365406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366257497545435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565768980423612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750065006611962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14228692144432067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13550622121616251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482852275457865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079438039812906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087260780492661,0.0,0.10019953639062278,0.07359619172177329,0.0,0.11963577823696127,0.0,0.0,0.17138156093698878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444407824671584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3510039418031277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mr_watkins,2019/03/19,"Help Ok I don’t know where to start so bare with me. It’s probably going to seem like I’m rambling. I haven’t really ate in days. Everything feels like a struggle. I work in a kiosk by myself for 8 hours. And it’s hell because nothing entertains me. What I like doing I don’t find enjoyment in. The mornings when I wake up are the worst. Wish I could just lay there forever.  I have huge anxiety..talking to people feels like work. I struggle to hold a conversation. Even around my own family. mom sister included. If something pops in my head I don’t have the energy to say it or don’t out of fear of sounding stupid. I have a girlfriend who I have been living with for a year. But I don’t feel comfortable around her. I struggle a lot with her and have relationship anxiety. And even though I love her. I don’t really know where I stand with her. But she has said she is content with me. We hardly interact and going on any type of date other then the movies is a bad idea. Because I struggle with conversation. Im always thinking about her which I know is unhealthy. For reasons I can’t understand she hasn’t left me yet. And looking at her as more of a roommate makes it a little easier. Because I feel the pressure is off. But I’m always initiating contact and I’m in the room while she is in the living room. We don’t go on dates. So we pretty much are roommates. And I feel like she keeps me around and will never leave me for reasons other then she loves me..if you understand what I mean. And that was going fine. Until it wasn’t. It’s like I’m happy for like a week. Or a day then I’m sad for months.  I’m always in my head. And feel a cloud over me. Only time I feel a little ok is if I’m drunk. I can’t confide in my gf  all she says is for me to “chill out” and I feel my weakness turns her off. I want to get off today and just go to my moms house and just lay down across the couch in her presents. And talk to her but I feel like I’m putting more stress on her then is needed by being down. And her only words are “hope you feel better, find a hobby” every other man I see I think is wayy better than me. And that they could fuck my girl. And just way better then me in all aspects of life. I can’t figure out how to pull myself out. I’m on meds.  I don’t want to go over a friends house because I feel that because I’m done I would be nothing but a burden to them. And I feel like my girl would be happier with a more stable man. I don’t know what to do...and I don’t know what I’m looking to get out of posting this. I guess it’s a final cry for help. Maybe I should start telling myself that my girl and family/friends will never abandon me no matter what and start working on myself more. But it’s hard when you don’t have the energy or drive for shit...lord let me sleep and never wake up. 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anxiety,Nelhitemup,2019/03/19,"Vent When i was in 6th grade i remember being depressed for the first time in my life. The cause was the thought of my mom dying and ever since that time, ive felt depressed for 2 other times in my life and it usually lasted me for around 2-4 weeks. I played baseball and before everygame of my high school career i always felt like throwing up and had to clear my throat every 2 seconds. I gagged around the field trying to hide it the best i can and does feelings usually went away later into the game when i had a couple of at bats. I never taught anything of this , but i always wondered why i always felt that way when i played baseball and i always told my self if i didnt have this weird nauseous feelings i would be 100 times the better player. So i started doing some research and i found something about performance anxiety. I kept researching about anxiety and i realized i had alot of those symptoms. This past summer i was eaten alive by anxiety in a way i have never experienced in my life. From july to august i felt like i was going insane and almost had A panic attack for no reason. The cause of my anxiety was starting my first year of college and not knowing what expect. Its toned down to an extent but i still feel anxious sometimes for stuff i never felt anxious before in my life. For example, i got invited to go to a amusement park and the morning when we had to leave i felt nauseous and i was coughing and gagging. Ive been to amusements parks over 20 times in my life and i never felt anxious before. Today , i just agreed to go on a trip to new york and the racing thoughts and nausea began almost right after i agreed 😂 i dont know why i have these feelings, i have no idea why tbh, but this shit sucks. My main symptom is feeling like i have to throw up or clear my throat and racing thoughts. Now im in a dilemma where i have assigments due for my college classes and i agreed to go to fucking new york, a city ive been to 3 times in my life and always felt excited and happy to be going to and now because of anxiety, thinking about going back on my agreement and using school as my excuse to not make the trip. Fuck that felt good to vent no gonna lie.",5.080600600600602,5.230742315315318,5.865675675675675,82.29794294294297,68.41441441441441,8.019219219219217,29.507507507507505,7.526774132740827,1.7693984984984978,1724,58,339,16,27,566,209,444,0.138,0.733,0.129,-0.2202,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,0,5,17,22,5,1,20,0,31,15,3,5,7,78,74,33,1,3,8,1,14,3,0,2,9,0,0,1,15,26,1,1,26,5,0,11,11,9,0,3,34,15,59,13,60,35,5,74,0,2,0,2,6,23,4,7,41,236,74,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191189126806244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24745575569485484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227505709961464,0.2015824430769053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04894600899636496,0.10589753752312082,0.0,0.06766575553422953,0.05588231851554715,0.0457355487031323,0.0,0.03625774258036101,0.0,0.15183630999763914,0.0,0.06241936231743945,0.05260419145765143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220228479392177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06581219386250424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024580578941273,0.0,0.06172963483081113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052050324774175566,0.0,0.06970874554427622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05380200677665105,0.0501134794029988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503714174155743,0.04249168788982522,0.5139810371616151,0.0,0.0,0.10118532447733652,0.0,0.06521546685273813,0.0,0.10997443943236487,0.0,0.0,0.2028191379752746,0.04988802047789823,0.047570653681395035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06331632032089257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06284264929254836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06714435905026485,0.06424734279680283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06537601869886461,0.048483184816411104,0.0,0.06297949268762723,0.0,0.0,0.2520699388921652,0.0871750555379713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03970258074870034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06966088659213622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834949611651345,0.1148900489036989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978559133438242,0.0,0.0,0.056779273208995576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061154143214150636,0.0,0.0,0.06737791945256956,0.05079459565794015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039150235098485,0.0,0.0,0.06204939132673429,0.0,0.06105416405059374,0.0492015026435123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045789709048733314,0.058826083536780316,0.0,0.08419884372920876,0.0,0.047499870306050435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808902992967457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123642556387916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0381116324826121,0.0,0.14165864102189493,0.20809550381650105,0.0,0.0563789759684316,0.05683457077816899,0.0,0.040382221137729976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0513706118975733,0.1310150558263491,0.0,0.0,0.09442305315891504,0.04771032955366841,0.0,0.0,0.055137471112660416,0.16101117764887926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06450225371543182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04225205415521829,0.0,0.0,0.038302416297804606
anxiety,SamSepiol925,2019/03/19,"Blocking out too much noise I bring headphones with me when I go out. Sometimes if their's too much noise all around me it gets frustrating and I think my anxiety builds up because of it. One time we were at a very busy restaurant and I had music or something on to block out the noise and if I didn't, I would've had a panic attack in front of like 50 people in that small restaurant because it was so damn loud in there. Does anyone else do this? It's either an anxiety thing or an autism thing I don't know.",2.997032710280372,4.1326699532710265,3.6318574766355134,92.84629088785047,73.76635514018692,6.471495327102804,23.655373831775695,6.6274283507984215,0.4867205607476639,403,11,90,3,8,127,74,107,0.171,0.7809999999999999,0.048,-0.904,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,1,0,6,5,3,1,5,0,7,0,0,0,1,19,12,9,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,9,0,2,2,0,0,3,2,4,0,1,5,1,12,1,14,7,4,16,0,0,0,0,2,11,1,4,3,63,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438113345281365,0.0,0.0,0.15712531977490152,0.2302461453533885,0.0,0.20004318630747045,0.0,0.2556447233348418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27396725263825417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19664881846551727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18771979131681385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740383967209615,0.0,0.1277101984732179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349698958544993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978395585159556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33038143086417426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522720861160753,0.0,0.0,0.2636535726023452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578845902035507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17299588852480574,0.22224798543814456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985801187155931,0.14398771823256906,0.0,0.0,0.13103259563715064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18541266197062056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15963044540861526,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Putinkov,2019/03/19,"I feel empty  In the past I was an anxious, always thought someone would stand behind me laughing about my person. In time i set a goal, to get rid of this mindset. Fortunately I achieved this goal , but for the first two days after that i start to fell empty , to cry for no purpose, to feel sad. Now i feel a little better , but why this thing happened ? ( I have some goals like : to graduate high school and enter at a art collage) ",5.41129411764706,5.3555993058823566,5.755294117647061,84.07882352941179,67.70588235294119,7.741176470588236,29.94117647058824,6.742157984588678,1.5236352941176463,331,11,67,2,5,106,63,85,0.17800000000000002,0.726,0.096,-0.7535,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,6,2,4,0,0,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,10,3,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,4,1,0,2,1,1,0,2,2,3,9,3,14,7,1,16,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,1,8,45,14,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19390668216617302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632671485739249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20610359627612845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559818256330567,0.15029053963160652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.353493769766677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19822241048923728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175298653877902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060751566301568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24621794689384585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385082920886873,0.2335657765378157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224615962729843,0.0,0.2034802104306597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23584738124527155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19745274632057105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16494583429584803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482040994680862,0.0,0.0,0.1850065210215928,0.13588661067056254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22764473136326216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21028097973779586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655438486960639,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,braapstututu,2019/03/19,"Has anyone else had fever like symptoms from anxiety? I had an anxiety attack last night and around that time started feeling very cold, shaking and achy which then made me even more stressed not knowing what's wrong with me, im pretty sure it's anxiety related but not sure and Im supposed to be going to the cinema with my friend later but im not sure if I should because im still feeling really cold and achy (it's not been constant throughout the day and it deffo seems like it's anxiety related)

I didn't get much sleep either because of my little sister and stepdad deciding to have a screaming contest at 3am (probably had less then 3 1/2 hours of sleep)

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anxiety,OneEightyBlue,2019/03/19,"I’ve felt anxious consistently for 3 days. This hasn’t happened before Hey everyone, this is my first post here and I’ll try to keep this brief. I struggle a lot but it’s usually in small, intense bursts. But since Sunday afternoon I’ve had the butterflies in my stomach and this constant nagging feeling that something bad is going to happen. Like when a horror movie is building to a jumpscare but all the time. I’m not used to this and I just recently started a second job that requires a lot of customer service so I have to find a way to suck it up before 4:30. I know most of the reasons why I’m feeling anxious (I think?) but there’s nothing I can do about them. Any help is seriously appreciated",2.7946153846153834,4.971209714285717,4.2871428571428565,83.50708791208791,76.85714285714286,6.593406593406595,30.054945054945048,7.61054688173877,2.056829670329672,560,27,106,8,13,186,94,140,0.16899999999999998,0.721,0.11,-0.8658,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,2,6,6,2,1,9,0,9,1,1,2,1,23,23,9,0,0,6,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,2,7,0,0,2,2,5,0,2,2,3,9,1,13,21,4,18,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,3,11,68,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139364205472069,0.0,0.0,0.3785565702254272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13989316895335666,0.0,0.0,0.2851370976115339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18105674302398872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805273564979953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16009653312771216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16943168413250825,0.0,0.16086958071920526,0.0,0.153133195715909,0.14251378545157106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521974740963186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963191758833309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230195590877133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16626266959577585,0.14892179249822768,0.0,0.0,0.09207841108040037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185407798901298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848817230559085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16076405229859536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16046190216988931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17226427825406967,0.16543058388490087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859504681833462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12898441162231306,0.0,0.0,0.1185892916040652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751545275005336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107356141671565,0.0,0.0,0.09769690132941453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375213212009527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447051813156254,0.1845272686865174,0.0,0.0,0.13298951017927416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511834023051876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AdventurousParsnip2,2019/03/19,"Post-anxiety depression and fighting with my parents is destroying me within Short intro: December 3rd 2018 I had my first anxiety attack in a busy train. I felt like I was about to faint and my hands and lips felt numb. I had many attacks afterwards at different places so I went to the doctor and was assigned anxiety therapy and physical therapy that would allow me to recognize stress in my body more easily. Note that I had a lot of stress symptoms such as bad balance and leaning to the left, lots of tense muscles etc. I had a check-up at the neurology department in a hospital and my neural systems seemed to be okay, so no worries there.

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Now, I haven't had an anxiety attack ever since the therapy was half-over but I still feel symptoms like stress and bad balance and sometimes I feel like I get a panic attack even though I can prevent myself from having one. Still, the symptoms are annoying. It's been almost 4 months now since it all started and I am depressed. Deeply. I feel like shit everyday. Everyday I wake up with a bad headache or a tingling arm or bad balance or pressure in my ears or bad balance. My parents keep telling me to get a job to fill the empty gap until I will start a new study in September but I feel too shitty to do so. They say I am spending way too much time on my computer and all my symptoms would go away if I just became part of society again so to speak. I know they are right but I feel too weak and too depressed to do so. We get in a lot of fights and sometimes I hate living with them but I obviously cannot move out right now. They also use insults based on my personal fears/shortcomings when we're fighting and that's just the straw when it comes to my mental state, such as the fact I don't have friends or never kissed a girl even though my peers are all very succesful there. 

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What do I do? Do people recognise this? I tried some things this week like taking my bike somewhere but I still feel like shit when I do so and I feel not ready for a job or meeting new people. I can't talk about my depression with anyone because I am a closed book, but it is destroying me from the inside.",4.203297491039424,5.377666444444452,4.977246117084828,84.19881720430108,70.89814814814815,8.351971326164875,29.21326164874552,8.748949900417786,2.191540681003584,1712,66,342,30,31,554,213,432,0.275,0.675,0.05,-0.9988,5,0,0,0,7,0,39.0,1,0,4,1,34,39,14,5,23,1,34,20,9,2,7,68,57,43,0,3,16,2,10,6,1,3,10,3,0,2,11,23,0,2,11,2,1,6,7,30,0,2,12,13,55,9,41,41,11,53,0,4,0,1,19,20,2,13,30,240,66,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06545967581812401,0.0,0.0,0.0522772147077817,0.0,0.14165903685054906,0.15886599123320694,0.0,0.0,0.20003473417563453,0.0,0.0,0.0457089665420292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974760814437533,0.06141826468481311,0.0,0.2729105313258248,0.03984959267670477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261251309250598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0563113816113047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252159998366096,0.0,0.0,0.06829884632657071,0.0,0.06691005202276863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290601425161422,0.08635393991683163,0.059131868193033725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23137501209093786,0.14010329938238067,0.12553294224932218,0.0,0.0,0.05560459198949276,0.0,0.0,0.050505520384064105,0.0,0.1024610454985653,0.0,0.037151881042794745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06454038996691888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297413843392516,0.05810480357369925,0.0,0.0,0.035926226104676176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102585019632805,0.0,0.0,0.19162199340225355,0.0,0.05772384544828624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672841780457567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627599653026056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06587865511394793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05217855805630171,0.06947909351095427,0.04805525230151513,0.0,0.05041819305526084,0.1262715581719348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04429712346511619,0.0,0.0,0.076698856339843,0.14517365653778586,0.07079048984249517,0.0,0.0906401268897613,0.05707948990735985,0.06829884632657071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06260740721848702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165305962777773,0.0,0.05198569234875458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05951135972984091,0.0,0.0,0.1342049115849091,0.1081512361162699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930730381301986,0.0,0.09253994837163078,0.0,0.15661624380203487,0.0,0.22464699215605893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717822544326694,0.04915090313660137,0.052542783468302726,0.05713718958260531,0.0,0.22427251981466687,0.0,0.043429628897615084,0.0,0.12845347312482094,0.0,0.03811839198465373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04438266006639883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0564596087341684,0.0,0.05393797240715259,0.0,0.051888506287091365,0.052436722859156716,0.0,0.0,0.06059962944999254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638748670411407,0.0,0.09287545379350286,0.0,0.15886599123320694,0.0
anxiety,bloodofgore,2019/03/19,"Anyone else not text someone because you've texted them too much? I have friends, I'm known to be pretty distant as a person. I can't get over this feeling that if I talk to someone too much they'll eventually stop talking to me. 

I want to text my one friend but I've already texted him today, I feel like I'd come off as clingy. Screw you anxiety.",1.5274363992172226,3.5121831917808244,2.863444227005872,93.10753424657534,80.09589041095892,5.267318982387477,24.127201565557733,6.18269132825596,0.4878352250489244,275,10,60,2,7,89,55,73,0.076,0.7509999999999999,0.173,0.6920000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,2,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,9,10,4,0,2,3,0,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,2,11,3,8,8,2,5,0,0,0,1,9,2,1,1,3,33,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385208433022983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16534995974515893,0.0,0.0,0.15113326810695366,0.22146559489035791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175968807834595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861893579831629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805610043671473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21857831894152696,0.1544136822604706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339854269541361,0.0,0.11292658626482548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559729047699597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177821718351091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14646511491053776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887290504291984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21989667363143814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662770864925721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807064899914404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34745754199885165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20487972386346912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748763304107905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bamboobmab83,2019/03/19,"Scared to Exercise Hey all, 

So over the last few years I've gained a lot of anxiety. Being a college student, drinking  too much, and even just learning more about the world and my body are the main factors. But recently, whenever I exercise (usually running or elliptical), I have started to feel ""out of it"" to the point that I have to end my exercise prematurely out of fear that something is wrong. It seems to me like I'm getting to the state of ""runner's high"" and it's honestly terrifying to me. I feel so zoned out, somewhat like my mind is dissociating. I just want to be able to exercise without this terrible fear. 

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Have any of you ever experienced something along the lines of this and maybe have any tips to overcome the fear?

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Thanks",6.456666666666668,7.176028555555559,6.8750000000000036,74.27000000000002,65.52777777777777,10.566666666666666,36.83333333333333,10.504223727775694,3.9972833333333337,608,30,111,15,9,198,88,144,0.133,0.754,0.112,-0.6437,0,0,3,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,1,8,10,0,4,9,0,9,6,1,0,2,23,17,8,0,1,5,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,7,8,1,0,4,6,0,2,1,6,0,0,0,3,11,4,23,15,7,17,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,4,9,79,18,3,0.1355644479673622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937680454688177,0.3294512850972038,0.1843769466416167,0.0,0.10370643163882083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15058154087457878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280154908365605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200698632391496,0.0,0.0,0.08953903934368385,0.12262580439759595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4576430793698029,0.13709091629640696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708268288466965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323128228218912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050311863924478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324598833041798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525204583131585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13619270908346767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688144736698413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965546750131166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281522216311122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385353775090836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357236618244886,0.0,0.0,0.12341278198489535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20872827024993398,0.0,0.0,0.09595321401768342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248095300303547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493050870351014,0.0,0.07995942376488441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067929021193012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482184425887419,0.3294512850972038,0.08729905983596546
anxiety,traaaavz,2019/03/19,"My girlfriend suffers from anxiety, i need to help My girlfriend suffers from anxiety so i was looks for advice on anything that i cam possibly do to help her out, to be able to relax her or to be able to prevent an anxiety attack from happening.

Has anyone watched any videos or read and books in particular that i could get onto.

TIA ",6.04223076923077,6.531059030769232,6.904423076923077,74.50432692307693,66.38461538461539,10.192307692307693,36.25,10.125756701596842,3.807384615384615,267,13,48,6,4,89,44,65,0.185,0.642,0.173,0.0085,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,10,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,8,1,14,6,0,4,0,2,2,0,6,4,0,2,0,35,10,2,0.4454285721695732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21763382276377108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15145335173594576,0.0,0.5111274577771614,0.0,0.0,0.1557270071955632,0.0,0.18327488096077307,0.0,0.0,0.2533696524997104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17781923501230576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635902228613125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19694550765955174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29856138269393395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18702390828494847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16513982112939712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510768941242016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227745557335723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KayZakkattack,2019/03/19,"I Dont Know What This Sensation Is For the past two years I've been getting a sensation that is almost impossible to explain. When it first started, I was sure I was going insane.

It is almost completely mental, except I usually get hot and sometimes sweat. I'm not incapacitated in any way, I can drive and dont feel dizzy or unstable, but putting my head down when I can helps make me feel a little better.

The episodes are usually no more than 3 minutes, up up to 4 a day when it happens. Maybe a few days in a row, but usually with months gap of time in between.

So the feeling I can say it is a cold kind of dread, almost like things are coming to an end. I associate the actual feeling to waking up after an uneasy troubling dream but not knowing what the dream was or what you are dreading. It's extremely uncomfortable and I could say it hurts.

It starts in the back of my head. I can feel it coming on, growing to a peak then ending after a few minutes. If i just hang on and continue what I'm doing, i can have a whole episode and no one would ever know.

I could call it fear, but I know what that is. I could call it panic, but I know what that feels like.

I just want to know what this is. It's been years now, I'm pretty sure it's not hurting me, but I cant find someone who shares this experience.

Anyone know what this is?",3.9123661071143054,4.280037726618705,5.3318944844124685,84.34378097521984,71.01438848920863,8.336051159072742,27.314948041566748,8.344100000000001,1.6326348521183052,1040,33,226,15,18,351,141,278,0.146,0.7090000000000001,0.145,-0.8042,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,0,2,9,14,0,4,17,0,29,4,4,1,3,50,56,19,0,6,15,0,7,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,29,8,0,0,15,2,0,7,8,7,0,3,5,10,23,7,26,47,4,44,0,2,0,0,9,11,0,6,27,160,52,0,0.0,0.0,0.09103982164350263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802562700367953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06344195924050451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652321413155088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717360157128149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250945297410549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19052372633043835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16072610171847032,0.09781519559397484,0.0,0.0,0.22345891716210053,0.0,0.0,0.12033162386524768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21867574818632649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16525856422685112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438822126226038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912577651950571,0.0,0.10497976786838577,0.28302832265116645,0.06664803367538404,0.0,0.0,0.08526746684087451,0.07935437785745164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748274652926876,0.0,0.05302016076194075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249806773059548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914896175207377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625318583397244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19974266109093672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714956828914786,0.3588970359298749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115580522027103,0.0935033876351599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06227333085943738,0.0,0.0937246489423856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401669005395848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07446501923508701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632172730286962,0.0,0.0,0.10945840639162333,0.0,0.0,0.08905805113482243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949118024694942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378452325748736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837955378231474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07904625819977551,0.0,0.09226846452218954,0.0,0.13206553213049566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17585376658271976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061979254921994215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05439948703229864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113301561247646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082448457450329,0.0,0.055026212287225484,0.07405108080179199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415751490539232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627216917088963,0.0,0.0,0.12015435761853704
anxiety,Hicboomoh,2019/03/19,"Anxiety attacks How do you cope with them? I find it too difficult to stay focused long enough to find 5 things to touch, smell, etc. So I end up paying around, then trying to distract myself online. But the moment I read something the least bit uncomfortable it comes back full force. I'm a stay at home mom supposed to be cleaning and interacting with my child. What can I do?",2.3596232876712326,4.959433780821918,3.1632705479452063,88.63613869863016,81.05479452054793,5.8417808219178085,22.823630136986303,7.1686216300943375,0.8896041095890412,298,10,58,4,8,94,59,73,0.16399999999999998,0.8009999999999999,0.035,-0.8253,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,0,5,3,1,1,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,9,6,5,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,5,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,8,0,10,5,5,12,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,5,40,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16371174748023434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19050808576079656,0.0,0.2434593638321307,0.0,0.16455513581231465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23363590427078945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18434467843007116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18954318280907576,0.22112235724732174,0.2386699698757509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3911898213735228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21466250786899987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893859649463182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25063778568354983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140609622414944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16475000311529306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4561975545271114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14217411728113138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452940234051893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hatswithoutmen,2019/03/19,"Prescribed Ativan - Concerns Hi Everyone,

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As the title says - I was prescribed Ativan (1mg) twice a day for general anxiety disorder on top of a anti-depressent (wanna say prozac). Reading some threads here makes it seem like I am doing myself a huge disservice to take the ativan at all? Makes me extremely nervous.

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Any thought/experiences/advice would be greatly appreciated...",8.149090909090907,10.644281181818183,7.9731515151515175,61.40972727272731,62.93939393939394,10.128484848484847,41.98787878787879,10.355215969177356,5.429464242424244,322,19,40,8,5,103,57,66,0.105,0.792,0.102,-0.0498,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,5,0,5,1,0,2,1,8,9,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,4,2,7,6,2,5,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,2,26,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17497199108713746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3880154003297788,0.4351466207706397,0.12176459602431974,0.0,0.1369777728033432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547666358597915,0.0,0.1542211465645278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052143222570342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17109620951373558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974104816025535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747798720906601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390432788004767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791050080601001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847859152029036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16300636078801775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346282438531534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215090212324952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271966377355622,0.0,0.4351466207706397,0.0
anxiety,gedmansrevenge,2019/03/19,I bet others aren't constantly playing out their immanent demise. Sometimes I look around and wonder what it must be like to be not thinking of the worst case scenario around the clock.,7.9879411764705885,8.572223676470589,6.310588235294119,80.09764705882355,62.235294117647065,9.15294117647059,34.64705882352941,8.841846274778883,2.8938705882352944,151,6,26,2,2,44,30,34,0.157,0.774,0.069,-0.4926,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,9,7,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,5,4,1,5,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,2,3,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6356082681250209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38578828659332987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17441131421365627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29978862103087706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530804016026079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287500661892301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3871493779095205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iheardacrimego,2019/03/19,"My mom is dying, I'm going to die, and I can't focus on anything else This happens every once in awhile. My mom has had Stage IV colon cancer for years now and it's pretty much always on my mind. Today I've made the mistake of going down the rabbit hole of reading about death and dying and the anxiety people have from it. In particular I listened to a podcast from Sam Harris discussing death with a Buddhist and how people should be mindful of death and this will enrich our lives etc.

Only thinking about death does not comfort me. It just makes me feel like there is a ticking clock counting down to my mom's death, and to mine. And I just sit here at my desk feeling life I'm wasting whatever time she and I have left together, like I should be with her right now.

Worst part is, I literally just started this new job, so it's not like I can take time off to go be with her. She wouldn't even want me to do that because I'd just be around her freaking out all day.

With every other problem I've had in life, I could just put it off or think ""it could be worse"". But nothing is worse than losing a loved one. Nothing is worse than constantly being faced with your own mortality. There's no escape from these problems. That thought is what paralyzes me. I don't know where to turn for help because nobody has the answers to this, or a solution.

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anxiety,KaLeXat,2019/03/19,"“Don’t have a panic attack, it’s not a big deal” Oh okay. Because that’s how that works. 😒😫",-4.457727272727271,-4.083834954545456,-0.4649090909090922,106.23263636363636,125.81818181818184,1.7600000000000002,8.945454545454545,3.1291,-2.373865454545454,69,1,19,0,5,25,19,22,0.3,0.61,0.08900000000000001,-0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5284055994285054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831387021520569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4788517288076408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5449595135587211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381422012053898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,allyzflamingo,2019/03/19,"My social anxiety is crippling me It's my SO's birthday today and I only get to see him once a week. Today he works so I only get to see him for a few hours for his birthday. We made plans to sit in tonight and have pizza and spend the night together cause he doesn't like celebrating his birthday and I was so excited. He has lots of friends who hes with often and I dont have anyone really other than a family member and him. His friends asked last minute to go out to dinner tonight, 10+ people. Including me. All his friends dont seem interested in being my friend or even know who I am. The second he said that my heart dropped and I feel like throwing up. I cant breathe. My anxiety is crippling me and it's so bad. If I tell him his day will be ruined and itll turn into all about me. I dont know how to hide this tonight. I'm so scared and awkward. Its not easy to ""just talk to everyone and they'll talk to you"". I'm shutting down and I feel like someone's on my chest. I want to throw up and I want to hurt myself really bad and I dont know why. I wish this was easier for me. I just want to see him happy and not ruin his day. I hate this and I hate myself so much.",-0.21998069498069486,1.7049113359073402,2.3232915057915093,94.88099903474907,86.22007722007723,5.553281853281853,18.90250965250965,6.868970318607317,0.06770038610038663,912,25,218,12,28,314,133,259,0.183,0.711,0.107,-0.9625,0,0,0,0,0,2,23.0,1,1,1,2,12,19,2,2,5,0,20,5,3,3,2,43,44,25,0,5,6,0,2,3,4,3,0,1,0,0,11,20,2,0,6,0,1,3,8,9,0,1,4,6,45,10,27,35,5,25,0,3,3,0,31,9,0,5,14,142,56,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703816519646305,0.0,0.0,0.07176805836614664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959542556479334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17139970927076995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543923595425186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13238821891626482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48117181323820396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067792547818811,0.0,0.0,0.09807662317842446,0.0,0.0,0.09675956587816238,0.0,0.1037954233892992,0.1466516313689268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171966823098694,0.0,0.10725000439225994,0.0,0.05833250166878664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926185953606073,0.0,0.2026708903978676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162852790257232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107942034126227,0.0,0.10987791194871943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16922426956984432,0.08366504721727493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15043370532218314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726059476967604,0.0,0.09712015724967234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545198268273806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632039690252568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930792100708046,0.0,0.15612422009599305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115743812494586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150722845490645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763385029478393,0.0,0.10276023622571763,0.0,0.2453716345155392,0.09343931971449827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462823914738197,0.08696627701777197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16499579123958685,0.08971161387058482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19458085125067096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164250996562368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816186469794153,0.0,0.08233136890603496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261635645095324,0.0,0.11803057910716368,0.0,0.0,0.07472291740508735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,curiousperson1406,2019/03/19,"Applied for my first job I'm 18 and I have just applied for my first job. It's in a department store in my town and I just felt that I needed to get a part-time job since I'm starting college soon so that I have something else to do the days I'm not there. I feel scared about what the employer is going to say, the interview, working with new people and speaking to customers. I was wondering if there is or was anyone in the same position as me.",2.757924812030077,3.743582747368424,4.235488721804515,88.86842105263159,74.15789473684211,7.533834586466164,27.25563909774436,7.957251820313856,1.5025639097744363,351,13,78,5,7,117,61,95,0.0,0.971,0.029,0.3412,4,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,7,1,0,1,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,14,17,7,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,3,4,10,0,12,14,1,12,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,6,54,14,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14458476812826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335542559383584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17273742092942004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045537357786134,0.0,0.1985403819061137,0.0,0.0,0.3517724266320901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803355538544407,0.0,0.11751733877338966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6155891083453509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533240969355538,0.0,0.19970856202465334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22392163581628693,0.0,0.14335460546260706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16443905524139338,0.2070219714138037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17104982435204927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15918866841661472,0.0,0.0,0.14635932498726106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242431343667662,0.15053766163998497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AnubisBC,2019/03/19,"Definitely suffering with anxiety, any help? Hi guys I’m new to this sub but have suffered with anxiety ever since I left college, a little back ground: when I was young I hated being up on stage in school plays and always tried to not do it, I remember once I pretended I was ill so my mum wouldn’t send me to school. Later in year 6 my mum has her choir in a church and asked me to read out couple of phrases in front of everyone and that was fine. 

Couple years later in college I was forced to do public speaking in front of my class and it started off as sweaty hands and high pitch voice and progressed to what it is now, head shaking and stiffness of muscles in my neck area. 

I have been taking propranolol and that helps I was also given setraline or something like that it was a SSRI drug which to be honest it didn’t make me feel less anxious. I understand it’s the fight or flight response and me fighting it by stiffening the muscles only makes it worse but will I ever get rid of this problem? 

I’m 24 currently doing my pilots licence , I took propranolol for my pilots class 1 medical because I had to keep my head straight and not moving during the 70 minute eye examination and countless of other bits so I’m medically fit to fly commercial planes (I don’t know how propranolol didn’t show up in the blood test to be honest) and I’m sure if I told them about it I would fail I mean there is a saying “fake it until you make it” but I can’t even wait in like at Tesco or sit at a restaurant without taking propranolol or drinking heavily. I don’t want to be taking propranolol for the rest of my life and not live a normal life just a pretend one with it, even going to the hair dressers is a pain because my head twitches as fuck and they probably think I’m weird or something.

What are your experiences with it and what can I do to help me fight this.",4.818482456140352,5.21552470789474,5.707631578947371,82.34258771929827,69.02631578947367,8.754385964912279,29.25438596491228,8.72156446121922,2.0940438596491218,1479,51,301,23,24,487,205,380,0.165,0.745,0.08900000000000001,-0.9874,1,0,4,0,4,0,18.0,0,2,2,2,14,20,5,1,14,0,32,19,8,4,3,56,60,32,0,6,14,2,3,2,0,3,9,4,1,1,24,20,1,3,7,7,0,7,10,13,0,1,13,8,39,7,48,40,3,46,1,3,1,1,21,23,1,6,16,200,63,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349257398925028,0.0868732542155168,0.0,0.0,0.07099892340409246,0.0,0.15973895067800062,0.11794783794535282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760450328182207,0.0,0.0,0.08028093624285769,0.0,0.12728853607061044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398312816075586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23104410854554555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10227707078436997,0.12107655675052124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791692533871952,0.18888044850233995,0.0,0.09976337187182097,0.0,0.10212804205100696,0.0,0.0,0.0527902627894397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09652066292810252,0.0545472597072104,0.0,0.059335720048291574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337728183359292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307824000818308,0.32144869538535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20994124426771155,0.11030952648966072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279988688429107,0.0,0.0,0.057378211673406364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134362472410681,0.0,0.14748856026120016,0.1020139369929857,0.1046411544694768,0.09219145403930024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090732774052207,0.0,0.0,0.1137275613976748,0.0,0.21035393880025302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096590336909982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083491892538464,0.0,0.0,0.10229465088849432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118782864420576,0.07074747342787628,0.0794046436493797,0.1110941922295214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125661584267548,0.09990140488017976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044331699339652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182704178506484,0.0,0.0,0.0830269800920496,0.0,0.21132669878210786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636482580356764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607520109392981,0.0,0.0,0.0738983372542768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840039820173424,0.0,0.2354985115241978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689845479514844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976337187182097,0.11599770376526128,0.07088408497176397,0.0,0.0,0.10868920009366714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061580724778495764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006426137893726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639752945550192,0.07416625714457731,0.0,0.0,0.1344666863279963
anxiety,kVIIIwithan8,2019/03/19,"What do i do I woke up late today for stupid reasons and I started panicking because I only had an hour to get ready and go to work. Then as I was panicking an hour turned into 45 min, 45 to 30, until there's 5min left before my shift starts. Im freaking out, argumentative, confused, and exhausted, my heart is racing, I can't breathe, I'm crying. Finally my partner calls my boss for me and just tells him I'm having a panic attack and won't be in. Boss says it's no problem and that I can come in later if I'm feeling up to it but I don't have to. 

I'm still freaking out though. What does that mean? Will it look like I was faking if I come in? Will it look like I was just playing hooky if I don't? What if Im just being a baby? Why am I freaking out like this? Why can't I just go in? Wtf why does my stupid brain ruin everything all the fucking time? Why can't I just go to work like a normal fucking human?! I'm so upset and I'm so angry with myself. If I kill myself do I still have to deal with this bullshit?",0.6276666666666664,2.083362377777778,3.1672777777777803,92.39225000000003,80.7777777777778,5.566666666666666,20.583333333333336,6.2581,0.05840000000000022,785,21,184,6,20,274,114,225,0.284,0.637,0.079,-0.9949,0,0,0,0,0,1,25.0,0,0,0,2,11,21,6,3,6,0,23,6,3,3,1,35,45,19,1,7,11,0,1,4,1,3,1,1,0,2,11,15,0,0,3,1,0,5,7,16,0,0,5,4,26,5,23,35,1,30,0,1,2,2,7,11,2,6,18,116,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13345412872577098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150951626007677,0.0,0.0998199768833864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095387997564129,0.11978399465158207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020999156317582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885669584663276,0.0,0.12093880217387695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20531303279742816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542834777702756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059314157768631484,0.0,0.0,0.12850454796828312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21689764461621985,0.06128828683851933,0.0,0.20000553554530265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13900986108262905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310483637721372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534242938159751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12978328302227293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232788270941026,0.0,0.12745485833959827,0.0,0.0,0.229241925827716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19701738140154595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277821735097107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493636782768572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921758127567864,0.0,0.13763498560851126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122473611091074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061156838021288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932875711544668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660615955719979,0.0,0.1873637190993721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102531858246594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525394750712792,0.0,0.06840290171969657,0.0,0.11119372061857956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12759679056272746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4234068130640912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708024021550338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AnimatronicAardvark,2019/03/19,"I really need someone to tell me it's going to be ok.... I really need some words of encouragement and support, please.

I feel totally overwhelmed. My anxiety is off the scales about everything. Literally everything. Everything is too hard and too much and I've been thinking a lot about death in the last few weeks. I'm going to find a therapist again because obviously this is massively not ok, but just... really need someone to tell me that it'll be ok for now. 

I'm working full time and studying two units a semester, plus another two units in Summer school. I'm in debt ($20k of depression spending credit card debt down to $11k) and I'm stuck in my hoarded out apartment until I can go through my stuff and get rid of it, and until I do that I'm paying $500 a fortnight in rent. I've lived with my fiance for just over two years. I love him a lot, I want to marry him, but I hate the country we grew up in, I've always wanted to move, but... haven't. I told him when we got together and he said he was ok with the idea, but he changed his mind and I feel... trapped. I want kids, I want his kids because he's amazing and he'd be an amazing dad. I wish he would get help for his mental health issues but he refuses because it might risk his passion/hobby to have a mental health mark on his record. Because of his anxiety/depression he's often tired or spoonless or just... anxious. I can't remember the last time we had a date. We used to fight a lot but that's a lot better. We don't have much sex. The house is messy, which feels like it's mostly my fault but I just feel so tired and overwhelmed all the time it's so hard to do anything but my share of the daily chores. We have a cleaner booked on Thursday morning to clean before my parents come over and I think I'm going to be tidying everything tomorrow night so the cleaners can clean and I'm just so tired. I've been realising in the last few years that my Mum was emotionally abusive. She still is, in some ways. I'm trying to stand up to her. It's so hard. She didn't speak to me for a fortnight recently because I tried to implement some boundaries. I love my Dad a lot but he's her enabler and I don't feel like I can talk to him. I don't have any other family. My fiance's mum is lovely but she doesn't understand. My Grandma is probably going to be diagnosed with late stage liver cancer soon and I feel so so so guilty that we don't have a better relationship. She lost interest in me when I got fat in my teens. The closest thing I have to family here are some family friends, and the person I love most out of that group has liver cancer and 18 months left. My boss has anger issues. I don't have any friends I can talk to.

I feel so alone and so trapped. Please tell me it's going to be ok.",1.9595328719723173,3.623061070934256,3.6990228373702436,89.13204982698963,77.56401384083046,7.0461453287197235,23.84373702422145,7.908726449838941,1.1467766366782008,2161,71,473,35,50,724,237,578,0.16699999999999998,0.6809999999999999,0.152,-0.8829,4,3,0,0,1,0,70.0,7,0,0,5,27,31,3,3,26,5,47,16,3,2,3,94,95,45,1,9,18,5,10,2,2,3,9,2,4,3,19,32,1,2,13,1,6,9,10,9,0,3,12,12,70,22,60,73,18,61,0,4,0,5,61,24,0,15,27,297,89,6,0.0,0.07705110384051267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735250611390954,0.0,0.0,0.054111003482963146,0.0,0.0,0.08844662321672937,0.06819067612502935,0.049748538802626634,0.07346652232038746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05351497393629866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19821147719328325,0.0,0.0553365932430492,0.0,0.0,0.11502927378636114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879417768664414,0.05601845028893459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202221407214648,0.06600509849679778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315112471389013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337826867677865,0.0,0.18391632422320808,0.0,0.2301714012698957,0.09291632215007403,0.0,0.0,0.059437158015013265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048558220363353,0.0,0.06795202934796378,0.0,0.22175170366465347,0.0,0.10402246655418253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747650141539306,0.06420465141392452,0.0,0.13824982902967492,0.0,0.0,0.04358891008274855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503704548624876,0.0,0.07341208605611255,0.0,0.1357509417441088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590268394707124,0.07335780320565567,0.0,0.07065637433505217,0.0,0.0,0.06354172581406843,0.0,0.05742356650119574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098902108334589,0.27643516335080565,0.23477207441495834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107190983435912,0.06898761673281087,0.06566277412197664,0.0,0.0519071256464862,0.06911766386464002,0.0956105385854788,0.1446589927204954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06102719038769845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220923221312167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05678256289224614,0.0,0.14276902428095398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011441951493007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249815759646079,0.0,0.06421026942534601,0.06981895935425393,0.07366744863006247,0.0,0.061859375187724025,0.0,0.0,0.06581484622110123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020111452081713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05193384248335013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444493916357932,0.0,0.07379641081833006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453891272205902,0.1705198872428331,0.0,0.0,0.07550600599629989,0.04320370834196552,0.0833384809424707,0.0,0.0,0.11376030131310645,0.22423071227479008,0.0,0.062139909591000915,0.0,0.08830356370162733,0.0,0.19057751977499274,0.06769956689130703,0.0,0.05616590633558121,0.0,0.0,0.15342788033269744,0.05161858272408229,0.052163947478259226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478244332851483,0.0,0.0,0.047343344228733736,0.0,0.0,0.046196158241206375,0.0,0.0,0.08375566678077889
anxiety,throwieaway2001,2019/03/19,"I get obsessed over people. I struggle with anxiety. Some things trigger it, sometimes its apparently random. It's especially bad when it happens in the morning when I'm riding my bike fast to school down the hill, but fortunately I've always managed to keep my focus. Its been a pretty bad time recently, so maybe I could help some advice.

I am 18, girl. I get little ""obsessions"" with people. Like when I really like someone (I'm straight), I end up wanting him so bad it damages my health. 
My friends tell me that I'm way too violent in trying to get in someone's bed. Dont get me wrong, I am the most sensitive girl and I'm always the one who cares the most about people(still their words not mine). This is the main reason why I can't understand my urge of taking advantage of others and it destroys me.

I have never fallen in love. Actually I'm considering identifying myself as aromantic, but I know I'm too young to be sure. When I start dating someone it's normal at first - mutual liking, flirting, etc.; then something that's not love starts growing inside of me - a deep hatred. I hate every guy I fall for. 
The reason is almost always the same: I can't give them what a guy is looking for, romanticism mostly. Or I'm just not their type. I understand all of this. So after a while or immediately they reject me. But I keep wanting them, their flesh, their body, I want to own them, I feel like killing them if I can never have it. Then after so much struggle, crying, making violent art and a lot of cigarets I slowly get through. Only for it to happen again with a different person.
And this is the source of my hatred - they don't want me.
So no one ever wants me? - I know it's bullshit and I must keep on trying. I am strong after all so I fight on. Until I met someone who actually doesnt reject me. 

It's WORSE than EVERYTHING.
I know it's up to me - I have to behave right or he will see how fucked up I am and run away. I dont wanna be fucked up. It's a nice date. We've been seeing each other for almost a month.
Initially I was annoyed he kept texting me. But I told myself I didnt have to reply every time, only if I wanted to talk, and he even took the hint. Starting off great.
Our dates, prefection. 2 hours straight making out on the benches.
But I think something's starting to happen. We seen each other three days one after another. So that monday(yesterday) I missed him. I wanted to text him but didnt know what to say. I was really sick with anxiety. I managed to make some casual conversation about his dogs. I really call it a win because it could have been much worse.
Then today it's becoming worse and worse. I feel him too far away from me and I phisically want him so bad. I've been panicking non stop since yesterday. Today at school my teachers were all worried about me. He texts me, I text back, until he replies( even hours) I costantly check my phone and can't focus on ANYTHING.
I want to feel him, he has all the bones in the right places and he's so fit, I swear, I irrationally hate him for not being next to me right now. 
I MUST study today because tests and homework and I'm worried I wont be able to make very very important things done for this one STUPID BOY.
LOOK AT WHAT YOU HAVE DONE TO ME.
See why I hate instead of loving.
Help me.
I am so messed up I dont deserve him or anyone else. 
I am very sick and I don't know how to get away. I need advice.

I never got any medications (took alpra sometimes but for recreational purpose with my friends and though really cozy and a fun time it totally debilitates my social skills) but I feel better - more confortabke with people if I smoke cigs; I successfully try to make it one a day. Weed sends me nuts and I nearly hate it.
My parents - obviously, I would have it too easy otherwise, right - refuse to aknowledge the anxiety problem; they get angry at me for ""feeling bad for no reason"". ",1.6813532763532777,3.967630423076927,3.4904273504273533,87.1893874643875,81.30769230769229,6.313390313390314,21.80911680911681,7.526774132740827,0.9398304843304844,3030,95,612,48,81,1013,332,780,0.237,0.635,0.127,-0.9989,3,0,3,0,1,0,113.0,2,1,11,7,32,51,13,4,25,0,50,12,3,11,13,118,128,56,1,21,20,1,5,4,2,5,4,1,2,6,38,27,0,6,16,3,1,8,21,29,0,7,18,12,116,22,83,99,21,93,0,4,6,5,59,37,2,17,51,414,154,8,0.050113257521181884,0.0,0.0978066208327373,0.0,0.0,0.09794019052130412,0.0,0.0,0.1003623771248251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250947342409477,0.0,0.0,0.03407873357122753,0.05254811996637522,0.1150095145130593,0.0,0.0,0.035040354850084686,0.05134695444123859,0.04123894101366567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14124916520613612,0.03853400172700861,0.20921238399010905,0.06109715330094542,0.055346155733461216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04432110386680907,0.0,0.05566453188081368,0.0,0.0,0.051171238927210996,0.0,0.05109380591637985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002271675557276,0.0,0.05504706024973023,0.0646378106696115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05235768804647748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025665227911075,0.17619709377227455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04186319626619278,0.0,0.044385471760894385,0.0,0.05588952897749072,0.0661986679267053,0.045330310466047005,0.08444516165733952,0.0,0.04503856453853969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669384368810754,0.035800921186234645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04262631124714784,0.0,0.0,0.07743475689911003,0.09265779812811822,0.18327476094472725,0.04807320298382104,0.0,0.0,0.04008014997288666,0.05525004333244341,0.0,0.09924000748218796,0.13294496437321987,0.0,0.0,0.1979058672896686,0.0,0.05326804934344749,0.0,0.0,0.06717972034863226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987029282227151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13362889754976975,0.05544289455037688,0.0,0.13770467879367893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793122522574932,0.05022664926135224,0.0,0.0,0.08416502994274459,0.0,0.0,0.042604499477461116,0.13568751439520968,0.0,0.16725494265605467,0.0,0.05034550285964642,0.0,0.0,0.050483834770506664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03999992404504252,0.0,0.07367802076676247,0.03715834546917597,0.11595130075399772,0.0,0.05329601789628815,0.0,0.04910035231871967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16979020118825652,0.07622678106945767,0.0,0.0,0.055644841973083316,0.0,0.0,0.10422666875284407,0.04375696350904471,0.05235768804647748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050983198940328725,0.0,0.047951619504511184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284153439654631,0.15457432524908712,0.04948079609373289,0.0,0.0,0.1711857924356087,0.0,0.03985207377971985,0.0,0.10143458406113508,0.1198013341771757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041454204477635904,0.0,0.0,0.05108415513151402,0.1698432018961202,0.0771592679041049,0.09912658616225144,0.0,0.14188168642005386,0.0,0.0,0.04189692721083965,0.0,0.10477851503175484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04723115214767195,0.0,0.03767893298407956,0.04027913813906931,0.04380119590474932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658604307671873,0.032110551934922175,0.0492360210756553,0.0,0.08766433038222843,0.0,0.14250452562203972,0.047885365117960536,0.11135534602381472,0.10207083700879434,0.0,0.0,0.10433933683699824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404605721961695,0.2660228790815204,0.039777571240179166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904388405885636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178489113633617,0.2042787628377972,0.035599020323447784,0.0547909801884517,0.0,0.0
anxiety,djjulian26,2019/03/19,"I’m embarrassed of myself First I want to clarify that I’m on mobile and english is not my first language so i apologise in advanced, and also I don’t believe there’s anything triggering but just in case read at your own risk.

As the title says I’m embarrassed of myself, because today I told my mother to pick me up early from school because I almost had a panic attack, I told my friends that my head was hurting and that I felt kinda dizzy (which is true but it wasn’t bad enough to complain about), every time I go to school I feel anxious and I don’t know what to do. I can’t just stop going to school...although I have this shitty feeling everyday, I don’t know what was different today that pushed me to my limit, I was really struggling to keep a straight face or to not show any signs that I was going to have a meltdown  in the middle of the class.

If you read all of this well...thank you for hearing me rant about my day, I hope you have a better one",4.683583333333338,4.620396724999999,5.719000000000001,83.74533333333336,69.25,8.266666666666667,28.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,1.6751166666666664,755,24,157,8,12,251,114,200,0.217,0.67,0.113,-0.9769,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,4,0,5,8,13,1,5,7,0,16,2,2,2,2,29,33,11,0,3,8,1,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,11,4,0,3,5,3,0,5,7,9,0,3,9,5,31,4,25,24,3,22,0,1,0,0,11,8,0,5,9,111,42,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483876259944705,0.0,0.0,0.10768453792725967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915708534879636,0.0,0.0,0.1521232107456635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081060326576946,0.0,0.0,0.1531909004417277,0.0,0.0,0.11243232687731468,0.16417037510384816,0.0,0.0,0.15171145861236626,0.0,0.1190924921000872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868421280714353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406870995088975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913588075368194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134536808671248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617247100972915,0.0,0.1292910970518426,0.0,0.0,0.2290770397196019,0.0,0.0,0.10403506873376267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22958471480843934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381961395926005,0.0,0.15176735694621468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337440190479643,0.0,0.0,0.14415227850006646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968864368852095,0.0,0.0,0.14800708412556018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124654590937407,0.0,0.0,0.1579900717869698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693853383910751,0.0,0.08626422856420357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708403825062662,0.0,0.4088378790365429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257863720789317,0.0,0.1407719278741028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397336431138754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851913018591987,0.0,0.2552767208877928,0.25733959533851675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794237328681692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107212171047617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Supreme_Shinigami,2019/03/19,"She takes the compliment and I'm lost. Note: I have spent years being called a liar and untrustworthy etc. and it has actually been taking a toll on my mental state.

Okay so basically I rarely flirt. I've been talking to this girl for a few weeks now, in which she was also shown clear interest in me. Last night, I was talking to my crush and casually dropped that I think she's attractive. Now in my experience with women, they will always deny it, say I'm lying and so on. She doesn't do that, instead thanks me.
Now thanks to anxiety and overthinking I can't tell if she simply thinks nothing of it, or if theres just even more reason to like her. ",2.933095072866063,4.695559603053436,4.3675225537820985,84.96101318528802,75.10687022900763,7.81707147814018,23.359472588480223,8.575989854853784,1.407497709923664,512,15,107,10,11,170,91,131,0.105,0.7240000000000001,0.17,0.8428,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,10,11,1,0,4,1,11,0,0,1,1,15,21,12,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,7,7,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,6,1,17,9,12,13,3,14,0,1,0,0,14,5,0,3,8,73,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.19575743762772688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16042038223772645,0.16691593014347225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153459058103284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20483583886938928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22372291138785835,0.13249493232019613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962260685018828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16351642068751027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800341505878793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21897946298171986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021584182279272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18825025580633795,0.0,0.1924818717775641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20625102592692093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15952580266749905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016536635540903,0.3224706386878157,0.1753339355217521,0.3693725185237614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570737773812726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609098566436727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12918033418010888
anxiety,ShadowBlind777,2019/03/19,"Do I have multiple types of Anxiety? So I have social anxiety, which of course means I don't like to confront people. I have a sort of control on this as I am Security Officer and confronting people is my job. Usually my anxiety gets really high when i need to talk to people but i can calm myself down and actually confront them.

But I'm convinced I have another type of Anxiety but I'm not sure if 1. Its Anxiety or something else, 2. What kind of Anxiety it is.

So a little background I work at a fifteen story building, I've been working here for a week and have only touched the fourteenth floor three times and the fifteenth floor once.

The reason I have only touched the fifteenth floor ance is because I need to get through floor fourteen to a separate elevator. (There are four main elevators all go to the fourteenth floor, one separate elevator goes to the fifteenth). The two floors are very creepy with no lights on. I have only ever made it to the separate elevator once when I was being trained and had someone with me, which is also the only time I touched floor fifteen. The only other two times I've touched floor fourteen I have only been brave enough to take three steps before retreat back into the elevator and spamming the ground floor button.

I have tried playing music to help calm me but nothing helps.

I don't know if it's Anxiety because when my Social Anxiety kicks in it's a pressure on my chest. But this is a pressure on my back and I feel like someone is watching me. This happens a lot when I'm alone, but can usually control the feeling.

So if this feeling is Anxiety, what kind of Anxiety is it and what can I do to ""fix"" it or help it.

This is my first ever post by the way, so please don't tear me up in the comments if i did something wrong.",4.449999999999998,5.617230681818189,5.690404545454545,79.3432318181818,70.30681818181819,8.586545454545456,32.83,8.954980946260402,2.8692328181818194,1408,66,266,26,25,471,158,352,0.134,0.763,0.103,-0.7372,1,1,2,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,5,15,17,3,2,23,0,35,1,1,4,4,41,51,30,0,6,13,0,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,19,11,0,3,6,1,0,2,5,6,0,7,6,9,32,11,33,44,4,41,0,0,1,0,8,22,0,8,17,190,51,5,0.0,0.0,0.07619589654240676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086847823370623,0.0,0.06244143260356942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187484811080856,0.5973183270292683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007910237394913,0.0,0.0951950355163725,0.0,0.06644127062821813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17514920046897026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06522674527501149,0.0,0.0,0.08067865533943132,0.0,0.0,0.14125766199050596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844046045996565,0.05578115803620793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664157492431222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158831086356741,0.0,0.04437529216498563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06904686455081101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15700835928641527,0.08249697589539673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748345002117404,0.0,0.0,0.16261891380864074,0.04291133409756452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629296914708154,0.07825778128731285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638176448151188,0.0,0.07388223082792404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505321516492609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157923021141186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492092748038072,0.0,0.0,0.16630766011641426,0.05290977847309295,0.3563051994646772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16239482361491056,0.0,0.0,0.08570960754589829,0.0,0.0,0.0747801163502972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05002075616119699,0.08028038180178447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15918771004321436,0.13231573619376305,0.12022130085780786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359051876001645,0.0,0.0587072747231084,0.06275863569012215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658916321599085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05301194588874399,0.0,0.15254779071069008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719906150379626,0.06442509012120473,0.0,0.06197714790920215,0.06263195379983967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368795084765355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536943250571727,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chris5878,2019/03/19,"Does Cutting Back Caffeine, Adderall And Sugar Really Help? I feel like I am a nervous wreck all the time and I need to change my life at 40 years old. I suffer from Generalized Anxiety Disorder, PTSD, Bipolar 2, Depression and ADD. Would going to decaf coffee, eliminating all sugars and Adderall help do you guys think? I'm desperate at this point. ",3.0290624999999984,6.041388781250002,4.492500000000003,77.1025,83.0625,7.575,26.75,8.472884824447931,2.7116625000000005,278,12,45,7,8,92,52,64,0.272,0.617,0.111,-0.8835,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,1,5,1,1,2,0,3,4,0,0,2,12,8,4,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,5,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,3,6,1,5,7,2,8,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,0,5,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929933900179007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19398762760814675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26687862367001386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21728825983078984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28913455754220235,0.0,0.22077179142893588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275602692070636,0.18022877084775155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337644904599967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497967087829221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33819572299120226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17819271450609686,0.12325118855347712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18706230758164635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647252580733324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23848599648139335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949016370566611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16161692795900393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616507373195496,0.0,0.0,0.14710640572432296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17921236280216285,0.0,0.0,0.16245994811388054
anxiety,DeadRedditor33,2019/03/19,"Can you just ""get"" anxiety? Hopefully the title wasn't worded too poorly. I'm just wondering if anxiety coming seemingly out of no where is a thing? The last few years have been stressful and it seems like I went from a social butterfly to avoidance. I ignore my friends, I miss work over perceived confrontations that I'm worried are going to happen. Just not sure what is going on other then it feels like I have hit a wall and avoidance is my main problem. Just curious what everyone thinks. ",3.741505376344087,6.309471537634408,4.55397849462366,80.81763440860215,75.55913978494623,8.004301075268819,27.53763440860215,8.841846274778883,2.565744086021505,395,16,68,9,9,127,69,93,0.262,0.616,0.122,-0.9005,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,6,12,1,3,5,0,9,0,0,0,1,23,25,4,0,3,6,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,3,6,0,1,4,3,7,0,0,3,1,7,5,7,21,2,12,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,5,5,49,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215164653569688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18101892603449066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20079990860199254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625422681998184,0.15012565288693427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16235536754972787,0.0,0.10979064318084457,0.0,0.2388573469196413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18582808219502667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087186526081772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17129396679825692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20532976021139224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20107773617480268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826111921567695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142135421991516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24071721733311036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19805656720078196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960916170354673,0.1346506574150253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19480395485312585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278902870795731,0.1529860480424507,0.21340963765121376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13532470794675042
anxiety,Saaedra,2019/03/19,"For the first time in years, I played online, with mic and strangers! Small intro: Most of my anxiety is feeling like I'm constantly not good enough aka Imposter syndrome. Much of this is related to gaming because of several previous bad experiences.

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I got Anthem a few weeks ago and added some people from Reddit(for sweet alliance bonus). One of them asked me to join their guild so I thought I would challenge myself and joined. 

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For a week I did nothing, except say hi in the chat. A few nights(after a few evenings of starting to ask if anyone wanted to play, then deleting the message) ago I joined them in voice chat. 

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IT WAS AMAZING!!

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They were so nice and funny. I only said five sentences over 2 hours, but I'm so proud!!

The next day I joined again and said even more sentences. ",4.351932773109244,6.855926326797388,3.8656069094304435,86.81308823529415,73.31372549019608,6.201493930905696,29.22922502334267,7.1686216300943375,1.7105577964519143,660,28,117,7,14,197,108,153,0.035,0.787,0.177,0.9521,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,4,4,6,11,0,0,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,16,17,11,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,1,0,3,7,6,15,10,18,9,8,19,0,0,0,0,14,5,0,3,15,75,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17803893174257338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4352357325886058,0.4881026838460527,0.0,0.0,0.07682378230831685,0.0,0.0,0.07021851899140256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877650273927028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384951477402386,0.0612172969956767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852223995432132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647649168435266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376442801529,0.0,0.13265768685575033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823355464399863,0.0,0.0,0.050777191653272685,0.07174264287506918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542026639419299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423055460093921,0.08031793011487162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889702129967176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049061900398741115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382290394309976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680164230150754,0.0,0.0,0.09635915662785173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804963315982421,0.07637667622201977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06962108261121598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19105168865379005,0.07986088073366844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345008825450277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108034389950459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972512427491331,0.05855781116895298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059232443617436015,0.0,0.16110751559202285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133804709889524,0.0,0.4881026838460527,0.06466950855966404
anxiety,WellYesButNo,2019/03/19,"Anxiety attacks keep getting worse I've been struggling with depression for quite some years and lately anxiety knocked in. I am now writing my thesis and working, but the stress levels have been lover than normal. And still, i feel unable to cope with my self. It came to a point where I get random attacks from something that is not logical to worry about.

Last night it went so bad, that I found myself seizuring, crying and screaming in the middle of the night, not able to calm down enough to sleep . It was scary and it took forever to stop. 

It usually starts with thoughts about me not doing enough and what's waiting for me tomorrow. From then it goes down hill. It's nothing new thinking about those things, but it never affected me that much. I'm loosing control over my life.

Do you have any methods of calming down in the evenings and not beating myself to that point of self hate?",6.0672619688004295,7.0105213313609465,5.413652501344808,83.61369015599786,66.45562130177515,8.0389456697149,31.93168370091447,8.00094639256281,2.2239183431952667,711,28,131,8,11,215,109,169,0.23,0.688,0.08199999999999999,-0.982,0,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,4,8,11,3,2,5,0,9,3,1,2,1,32,23,11,0,1,6,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,15,11,0,4,5,0,0,3,5,8,0,0,8,2,13,3,28,15,4,29,0,1,0,1,5,12,0,2,14,94,28,1,0.13384607061608436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910199177962692,0.0,0.20478375533699786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045384559438509,0.0,0.0,0.11175587821032584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15308424778473712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15011974935833036,0.0,0.0,0.14702362364448182,0.0,0.0,0.11528142449506495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765975405127411,0.0,0.08840406730956761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767659492793503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14675530792635225,0.0,0.0,0.13985809520812698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214528449579466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896853741903896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910241174918342,0.15098419757942186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453943797470833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983922624290903,0.0,0.10323034100764372,0.12926936904867142,0.0,0.2512109405834245,0.13114073099215645,0.12842891460461972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530555992110192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236177153869314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792612847918391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339427326475617,0.0,0.0,0.10304124428763167,0.0,0.0,0.09473693768400926,0.0,0.10688964489002276,0.11190130826535694,0.15332022167205672,0.13992497410551458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889213819309699,0.08576315758332838,0.0,0.10625882931800218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870790929009342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741253715319244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407664840751036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744153350751672,0.13592718175351226,0.13640058074750616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619248116095703
anxiety,msFred,2019/03/19,"Deactivated I deactivated my primary social media account because it hurts me seeing my classmates post graduate photos and I have nothing. It is not even because I hate them or jealous of their success, it's for me to avoid wallowing in self pity. ",7.212666666666667,8.620708488888887,8.615555555555558,60.01000000000002,64.1111111111111,10.444444444444443,41.66666666666667,10.504223727775694,5.134333333333334,202,12,29,5,3,70,37,45,0.201,0.6709999999999999,0.128,-0.4218,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,1,1,6,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,9,1,4,4,0,2,0,2,1,0,4,1,0,1,0,22,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4146834933877435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224654451069462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358106391854635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641191073017733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263665144604168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257531205894636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710417375443412,0.0,0.3548326030078116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3467224700691555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FrozenKiddo,2019/03/19,"Everytime I'm anxious in a social environment I get the urge to self-harm. Is this normal? For example, when I feel anxious during a conversation, I start feeling like I have to hit my head against a wall or cut myself. Just thoughts though. Is this maybe some kind of malfunctioning fight-or-flight response? Any ideas? Does anyone experience this?    
This is the first time that I'm posting here, so I'm sorry if this question is redundant.",3.2292140921409214,6.048736609756098,4.080406504065042,82.03600271002712,79.24390243902441,7.059078590785908,27.40379403794038,8.167268648758528,2.1604509485094847,350,15,63,7,9,112,61,82,0.114,0.833,0.053,-0.563,0,0,0,0,1,1,14.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,1,0,5,0,5,1,1,0,0,10,14,5,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,6,2,6,12,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,4,5,37,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13904981587667478,0.0,0.0,0.4619964462280237,0.0,0.1429734728837261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17893719837626998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20001550392832104,0.0,0.0,0.20677711630004109,0.1460767750878003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17392608554626635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068295976221461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098500454377023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308270610673638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129289471009885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989601585220463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054223314437643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003418036391517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19583025203692067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290584736433048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133117188630361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084362187463956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22889269945988944,0.14472825355838162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008953663363302,0.16233008125771825,0.11923084889215238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alpalcapone,2019/03/19,"What are the techniques or methods you guys use to shut your brain off in order to fall asleep/go back to sleep? You know that thing where you wake up at 2am and then you start over analyzing something in your life and then it’s suddenly 2 hours later and you’ve convinced yourself that you’re the weirdest motherfucker on this planet because of something you did in 4th grade? 

I need help to avoid that thing and shut my brain off. I can’t stop thinking thinking thinking and I get all tense and anxious. Do you guys have any tips for relaxing and calming your thoughts enough to go back to sleep?",4.3247928436911485,5.9104062627118665,3.923333333333337,90.28654425612056,71.11864406779661,6.600376647834276,28.365348399246702,6.937597516519254,1.2358218455743877,481,18,98,4,9,144,78,118,0.127,0.7829999999999999,0.09,-0.5484,0,1,3,0,0,0,6.0,0,9,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,5,6,5,1,1,18,15,10,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,8,7,0,2,5,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,13,3,17,13,2,24,0,0,0,0,12,12,0,1,9,60,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802623365550804,0.0,0.0,0.1960725376252366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669126821868485,0.0,0.10580010075949596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3874990188964511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17933308849040588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067753862729418,0.0,0.19727542961964975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437018657570138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633309897222445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17092088889612736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538361841287167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259002277983486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286919760510067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473691614466904,0.0,0.0,0.26722876198740725,0.0,0.0,0.122846122185341,0.0,0.0,0.14510329470134284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23061009183169145,0.3336292556961298,0.0,0.1377866484687303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14989945672415056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anomenus369,2019/03/19,"Does this count as anxiety? I always thought my friend had anxiety or something
So we're just at my house chilling and he starts acting really weird out of nowhere.
Like: humming loudly and swinging his body left to right- I know this just sounds like someone being happy, but the way in which he was doing it was not natural- it looked like he was forcing himself to swing his body. Like torso 90° to legs. On top of that, there wasnt any music playing.
And also:
Talking loud and fast while interrupting people and his breathing in sounded kind of squeaky/strainy.
I've just never seen anyone act like this before is all- not sure what to think right now",3.0411538461538465,5.645919293650795,3.361428571428572,88.22587912087916,78.28571428571429,5.464224664224664,24.77167277167277,6.67199483983844,0.9777760683760685,525,19,96,5,13,162,94,126,0.14,0.7509999999999999,0.109,-0.0932,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,7,11,0,0,1,0,8,4,4,0,3,19,14,11,0,0,7,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,0,0,8,6,0,0,3,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,7,6,8,10,13,6,1,17,0,0,2,0,9,9,0,1,10,57,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969799067548647,0.14535447258951378,0.0,0.0,0.11879388148880746,0.0,0.26727179886920743,0.0,0.0,0.12214596392458554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14864668566489142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3880781420212345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15287071186561413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349635736163911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18595870442999385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015665847846105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18191074866208787,0.09600399767720214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18979910490464927,0.0,0.0,0.42671884869217896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466939869056905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347302128217683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110671610805952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190965415787443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983653235919058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480126392868811,0.13448341482534173,0.0,0.0,0.12364511878638533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16464144358778393,0.0,0.0,0.14040765783044767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119330650337879,0.0,0.13868281891218726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865926308388435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lexinlimbo,2019/03/19,"I don't know what to do. I can't function anymore. I got behind on my homework in my university classes. Every time this happened I would get terrified of someone embarrassing me that I hadn't done the homework or that the class would be completely over the homework. I was so terrified that I couldn't go to that class.

This happened occasionally and yeah it sucked but I would generally be able to dig myself out of the homework hole (I had friends in class who would text me the homework or the prof posted the homework) and go to class.

This until spring break. Spring break was two weeks ago. Supposedly a relaxing time, however for me it wasn't. Many professors assigned large homeworks over the break. Normally not a problem for me, however I was forced to go out of state for an uncomfortable family visit. I did not get anything done during break. Sunday night before classes start I break into a panic. I had nothing prepared for class and I did my best to get enough done to ease my anxiety. I failed in this endeavor. I broke.

I woke up on Monday and couldn't bring myself to go to my first class. No matter, I told myself, it's just one class I'll go to the next one. Then I didn't go to my second and final class of the day in favor of crying and having panic attacks in bed. I only got out of my bed to feign like I'm fine to my friends, who I hung out with the rest of the day and tried to calm myself with their presence. I'll get to class tomorrow, I told myself.

The next day, Tuesday, was a very similar story but with 4 classes back to back. Each time I told myself I would get up for the next one, but I never did. Instead, more anxiety then ever poured in and caused the day to be a living hell all whilst never leaving my bed.

Wednesday rolls around. I still haven't been able to work on homework for fear of it being ignorantly wrong because I hadn't been in class (most classes went on to a new chapter over break and I had not heard the new way for doing things). No class this day either. Halfway through the day I have a snap. The anxiety is so bad something just... breaks. I felt nothing anymore. 

I spent the next 24ish hours staring at the walls. Nothing. No sleeping, no eating, no complex thinking, nothing. I didn't leave the bed excepting going to the bathroom. I even forgot why I was like this. I forgot why I was even there. I forgot everything I could. I broke. I did not care if I lived or died as I laid there.

I stay like this until Thursday afternoon when a friend's texts rouse me from my brokenness. Most phone notifications went ignored, but she forced me to think again through very questioning texts. I was exhausted and starving, I realized. I think my body was waiting to die.

I decide to spend the weekend recovering from my brokenness for two reasons. One, I was exhausted and needed a break or I would surely be worse. And two, because I desperately did not want to have my anxiety come back. The weekend was great. I got drunk and forgot my woes. Played video games. Etc.

Then I wake up on Monday. I force myself to got to at least one class despite not having the homework done. I was shamed similar yet definitely not as bad as my anxiety ridden brain pictured it. Great. Anxiety is back.

And its gotten worse from there. I'm now, today on Tuesday morning, to the point where I can't get out of bed again and I'm fast approaching breaking. I can feel it through the now consistent panic attacks. I don't know what to do. I can't function anymore.",2.0813261228303865,4.524071121915824,3.3675917052706943,87.72937908821602,80.88679245283019,6.1556037139392,24.387557906038126,7.410397764457081,1.230611292920055,2749,103,540,41,73,892,271,689,0.21,0.696,0.094,-0.998,2,0,1,0,0,0,86.0,0,0,1,4,24,38,4,6,37,1,60,8,4,2,5,89,110,35,2,14,20,0,2,3,3,6,2,1,14,0,23,27,2,7,12,7,2,14,27,22,0,10,48,4,88,16,89,48,11,115,1,4,1,0,15,31,2,8,60,382,111,30,0.11307379334048764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050116547657026264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595034272266717,0.0,0.16820822873868185,0.0,0.0,0.04652504870381671,0.05032982455467775,0.0,0.12863776378762098,0.0,0.17389353490022355,0.09441189434380404,0.06892873490735575,0.0,0.048108734927176634,0.0,0.059331985006085525,0.0,0.0,0.06279974686963502,0.0,0.06311387455832979,0.0,0.0,0.057643134141955765,0.05807896668528306,0.0,0.048701530362462095,0.059277860499278114,0.0,0.0,0.04514011154203757,0.0,0.0621031262241179,0.21876972702925715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735274543775773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314274979396827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0578513597453864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05841772752547731,0.06305358464101835,0.07468417407704878,0.051140859836655235,0.04763477386103919,0.0,0.050811717207073163,0.0,0.05329795452575668,0.0636197269469253,0.028586753700147925,0.0,0.05428428697278873,0.06193340680057523,0.0,0.048090255425822334,0.0,0.0,0.1310407983647832,0.0,0.17722917021507525,0.0,0.22491854889696228,0.0,0.1808708840439816,0.12466425634344505,0.0,0.0,0.09999078201905603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05567745472961352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062142399684766925,0.0,0.0,0.1197288205806988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286321577236773,0.0,0.0998462311275778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05731953940680684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04192139250456929,0.08720948020242937,0.10920737421564748,0.2405105240236512,0.053056047610609065,0.05539415481706948,0.216994708654537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915543218507176,0.0429988575678565,0.0,0.1990016000629133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0534456416933496,0.0,0.054146718768378815,0.0,0.0,0.054098174638746964,0.0,0.0,0.06333426334731873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058129345983854226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0565777269408705,0.0,0.0479035290795333,0.043524865199614717,0.0,0.0,0.04001710645700876,0.0602608093770144,0.045150438712543386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053285356025016134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03756060195765205,0.10867968157938124,0.0,0.0,0.09890135731829544,0.0,0.05359036735757956,0.16207028281169206,0.0,0.038384841659729885,0.0,0.16568499874331405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329772155152498,0.033346926476592716,0.044876357000913504,0.04535048825583348,0.0,0.0,0.10482053926449147,0.10203151098631044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041159534127126994,0.0,0.11523185557837795,0.24097313563038286,0.06181422119818353,0.0,0.0
anxiety,warriorh666,2019/03/19,"Studying Mathematics gives me anxiety attacks. Why? Hello, I suffer from OCD, there have been two years since my initial diagnosis. And for those 2 years, my liability and interest in Maths has gone down the drain.

Not only do I find it boring, it actually gives me anxiety attacks, which, by all means, are very tedious.

I'd like a bit of help on this. 
",2.980649350649351,5.64961896969697,4.8932034632034656,76.77409090909094,79.0,8.013852813852813,27.61038961038961,8.841846274778883,2.6346389610389616,276,12,50,7,7,94,56,66,0.22,0.669,0.111,-0.7458,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,6,9,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,2,0,6,2,7,7,2,6,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,31,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.210833399049999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305549482769081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4915755812134082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23587038022785664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974655654845262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4145092306432925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14481359919951062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055509990616342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353415245054859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643155771529797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17871859308747906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110492211034148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17826367758264414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949513029392556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278257922413156
anxiety,tangynerd,2019/03/19,"Moving to new city anxiety Recently moved with my fiancé to a completely different new city.  I love the city, but I am struggling to find new job.  This of course is making me anxious as my career field is specialized.

My fiancé and I worked out a budget so financially we are ok on the one income until I find a role.

But overall I feel very anxious I’m never getting a job and feeling pretty lame.  Anyone I meet asked me what I do... and saying “well I used to ...” makes me feel like less of a person.  And that’s dumb to feel less valued because it’s hard finding a role.

My fiancé struggle also to help minimize my mental struggle.  But it’s racheting up as I know he thinks ignoring my “anxious” concerns helps not feed into my anxiety thus curing it (idk he read some BS internet thing which i think he me understood). But overall it’s making me stop voicing any of my valid concerns.  Which is making me more anxious... and isolated.  

It’s hard to be in a new city without a job to meet people.  I have no one that I really talk to outside the people I chat with at my gym (this is more like a hello then a how are you).  But harder still when you feel your fiancé is apathetic to your struggle.  

I understand that I need to fill my own cup and can’t rely on someone to emotionally support me.  But I also think having the one person I know here who is closest to me shouldn’t also make me feel isolated from talking about my valid concerns of feeling isolated.  

Does anyone else have problems like this where your loved ones apathy to your mental struggle makes your anxiety heighten?  Does anyone else feel isolated why unemployed? 

Is there any advice for getting my partner to actually see this situation is different and needs some emotional acknowledgement?  

Overall it sucks to move away from all you know without an income to allow you to enjoy your new city.  Instead I’m having a reverse where I basically am falling back into my poor upbringing where I got yelled at for even touching “fancy things” aka fresh food.  

TL:DR - advice on how to get my partner to see moving to a new city is not just normal anxiety.  And advice on how to make him understand how isolating it is to not talk about how truly isolating it is to be in a new city while unable to get a job.  ",4.974078254326564,5.9405843498871365,6.204214446952598,76.88249924755456,68.93227990970655,8.976644093303236,30.342287434161022,9.21078282632365,2.700262061700528,1789,69,325,34,30,602,202,443,0.168,0.713,0.118,-0.9673,10,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,1,10,0,1,23,20,2,5,19,1,24,4,0,15,2,73,65,29,0,5,12,0,11,3,2,1,0,3,0,4,21,14,2,2,21,3,2,6,9,10,1,4,2,16,54,10,55,60,8,39,0,1,2,2,35,17,2,2,19,227,75,8,0.0,0.0,0.056069561250406436,0.0,0.0,0.16843839807231126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13784457781058254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814520624635089,0.0,0.1758172187381155,0.2596393770674976,0.0,0.12052541877687616,0.11774258971643002,0.0,0.0,0.05371436406239205,0.0,0.05398256718317759,0.04418074260536354,0.0,0.035025139914517965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06024237527675645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200602810671496,0.0,0.0,0.10056168851499676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599558914111564,0.1292623623156761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03794968310334825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324151283252862,0.041047158692976135,0.0,0.0,0.15754345851278215,0.0,0.06947700635711006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007525341567425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04595346214186042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294003757302032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770241812425858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22806808471304585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473028541035594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842114897392191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371403400605134,0.0,0.2684700818938248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158059070498436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442699970459304,0.0,0.08520699762486275,0.044314236291554336,0.3884450362709894,0.0,0.0,0.0562954775108539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557368939515764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966663930392956,0.1003381458111262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05845423492577308,0.0,0.05497841033609152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057472361637102766,0.0,0.03680830567838991,0.0,0.05673167120334265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04569196385117934,0.0,0.0,0.0915712820166494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06458386516653199,0.0,0.0,0.04868297120685393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0458850850877851,0.04803646842005408,0.0,0.3003316808351077,0.0,0.0,0.0652013105068783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13854482961011566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07634350699216963,0.1104480173123524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962913732831255,0.0,0.04962423860832075,0.0,0.04740788809543608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051660575179590704,0.0,0.051845836903700884,0.0,0.0,0.11077263477616378,0.0,0.04182924417680434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxiety_123,2019/03/19,An attempt was made Recently got triggered by some old stuff and it sent me into a huge spiral of anxiety and depression where I'm even getting panic attacks while doing things I like and today I had to leave work because I couldn't stop crying. I'm still waiting to be scheduled in for a counsellor and therapist but I just feel like a failure. ,6.394852941176469,6.583450544117646,7.004705882352942,75.12117647058824,65.61764705882354,9.741176470588236,36.117647058823536,9.516144504307137,3.5134294117647054,279,13,49,5,4,92,55,68,0.19,0.669,0.141,-0.5391,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,4,5,1,1,4,0,5,0,0,2,0,14,13,6,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,5,1,5,2,7,6,1,12,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,9,35,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773632318450231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26376078843953105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413325055566081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546743515298789,0.0,0.0,0.19969050754533815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15313354382496824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722941184404033,0.1656323942806972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113111083924318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18543017841929585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454937584847789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265386304531717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193803645826945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24328567583863386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720238981557572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289221186596489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18515426516388472,0.19383546950751865,0.0,0.0,0.265410709989766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691936199441976,0.1540296363200161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21976497617505275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16878824465727413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lady_Groudon,2019/03/19,"Sometimes i wake up and my chest feels tight and i can't stomach the thought of having to function all day feeling like this I'm not anxious about my job and like my co-workers quite a lot, I'm not anxious about anything in specific I just FEEL LIKE SHIT and the thought of leaving the house and having to focus on doing stuff while feeling like this is too much for me.  It didn't used to be like this. I've burned through all my sick time and have started into my accumulated vacation time to call off sick.  I'm on medication but it doesn't seem to be helping anymore. Therapist just upped the dosage. I'm waiting for it to kick in.",4.088760683760686,4.991805500000002,4.74794871794872,86.74927350427353,70.92307692307692,7.316239316239318,31.367521367521373,7.3871296695380915,1.8129572649572647,505,22,106,5,9,162,78,130,0.054000000000000006,0.812,0.134,0.6358,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,1,0,5,0,10,7,4,1,2,25,24,8,0,0,5,0,5,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,7,0,2,7,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,5,9,5,21,19,4,13,0,0,0,0,2,8,1,2,10,69,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3513741714529057,0.15422856630840626,0.0,0.0,0.12797515816243155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15879766148474392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029396779339787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145311549842,0.33329870543845025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423807117252563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17944281866931308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15432411525171813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646673692698289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3798825736441952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221284118941226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15666446762686576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432102921358722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16540878155639582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14157453282168986,0.0,0.0,0.1596333687069369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15380778737761786,0.0,0.1100739423324545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780268617002824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18056428600885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469222361752175,0.18136347620487567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343145706319196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321638636734975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mokwadesire,2019/03/19,"The feeling after being anxious Hi guys. I just got back from the gym and I feel on top of the world. Not just because I worked out. I have been going through some pretty bad anxiety lately, the type that causes you to feel nauseas, i'm sure a lot of you have it. I know how hard every day tasks can be to complete, even going to the supermarket or going for a drive, let alone going to the gym in front of a bunch of people and pushing your body. For anyone that is struggling remember this one feeling. The feeling after you pushed yourself through your sickness. The feeling you get when you did something you thought you could never do. People *without* anxiety only feel this when they accomplish something society would consider great. We get to feel this feeling when we accomplish the most simple task, how amazing is that? Whenever you're in a situation and you think you can't do it, remember that feeling after. Remember how it puts you on top of the world and how you can have that every single day.",3.5032354634427167,5.873131036269434,4.36575993091537,82.85971646516984,75.42487046632122,6.983189407023604,27.820667818077144,7.984000788550335,2.015942084052965,802,33,143,13,18,258,104,193,0.073,0.774,0.153,0.926,0,1,2,0,0,0,20.0,2,13,1,5,13,5,0,1,14,0,17,2,1,5,2,40,38,12,0,2,5,0,11,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,11,7,0,0,16,2,0,9,4,2,0,1,4,11,21,3,24,29,5,29,0,0,0,0,18,9,0,4,11,111,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552002035231003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17065295848851156,0.12600650878990688,0.0,0.07799015907908062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576605281255323,0.09312980521179208,0.06799270049641339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389388506539972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458053864708925,0.0,0.0,0.11694576493860699,0.0,0.0,0.08905424098027145,0.0,0.0,0.143865927106452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366998228921331,0.0,0.18795162375756225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5639710594170424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165482959161398,0.0,0.2535591007029591,0.0,0.08920735208511409,0.12297134795177295,0.0,0.11044043366082357,0.0,0.0,0.0999163909248332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06129852195276363,0.0,0.12582003860384933,0.0,0.0,0.11405544870141465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482585738493936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602519799357138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558122546073033,0.08482988838337759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15465319935817382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347452994492267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212677892375468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37905338595664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253737004873058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173523510284874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660402827479716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051235093150403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146922638871643,0.0,0.08854893572393993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075189220930475,0.0,0.08120119657611775,0.0,0.0,0.0792335942362298,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,skinjuice,2019/03/19,"Nocturnal Panic Attacks Thoughts on this? 
I experience this every now and again, bloody terrifying 

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anxiety,jadegoodman24,2019/03/19,Cognitive behavioural therapy for social anxiety? I have my first session of cbt soon and I’m absolutely terrified. I have to go weekly for around 12 weeks.. I’ve had therapy before but have only gone to a couple of sessions before never going again as it just makes me too anxious. Has anyone had cbt before and know what kind of thing I should expect??,4.047810945273632,6.385377388059702,5.496343283582089,75.54560945273633,73.6268656716418,8.048756218905472,26.092039800995025,8.841846274778883,2.4156487562189057,283,10,46,6,6,95,51,67,0.108,0.892,0.0,-0.7216,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,1,1,10,13,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,3,0,5,1,9,9,0,10,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,34,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524214190314738,0.22508945695485785,0.0,0.13931631566907893,0.0,0.0,0.17736975638926675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.508626922688292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22046013657847266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16947718306287934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22647036582193905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20748237985049653,0.10949951039027746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13299718275100908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15366956268181373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153434289328646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20310457221220185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4557066666218968,0.0,0.1323691246295785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196436755042843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NHill8025,2019/03/19,"Career on the line I work in a high stress job (firefighter) and debilitating stress and anxiety has put my entire life on hold. I had a cardiac event that caused me to go down on an active structure fire, so now I’m on light duty until we can figure out what’s going on there. I have a mother with late stage dementia that is bedridden who my family cares for. My father recently had a stroke. My sister has three kids that we all have to care for due to her lack of responsibility, and I just had to end an almost 11 year relationship due to her stealing from me. I’m 25. I haven’t known a life without her.

Nothing is stable in my life right now and I’m just trying to figure out how to hold on. 

Anyone have any success stories of weathering a similar set of circumstances? Could use some feel good stuff. ",4.385655326268825,5.180821809815954,5.68111544896821,80.72460680423873,70.16564417177914,8.626659230340213,25.86112660345789,8.841846274778883,1.7527840490797542,637,18,129,11,11,214,104,163,0.105,0.8029999999999999,0.092,-0.0227,1,0,0,0,1,0,14.0,2,0,0,2,7,7,0,2,9,0,13,4,0,3,1,27,22,7,0,2,3,3,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,6,9,0,3,4,0,0,3,2,3,0,1,3,4,17,4,27,18,3,28,0,0,0,0,11,13,0,2,10,87,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702203078314185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559894624226408,0.0,0.13004179138832891,0.0,0.0,0.11886087516012388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34663201970785673,0.17462643057442487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572308538186936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056057624034366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602513282680236,0.0,0.08595198994185987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19321833017296486,0.14257944455245564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17960363920043435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16868872404793633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917559866235164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3602066340910315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631098725947244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17088677891077744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678444967947154,0.18250551203760645,0.0,0.14517042700429866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3894456618295599,0.0,0.1945977405896368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541196873431332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14681667543655452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638641762904256,0.0,0.12375465575470895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946790809583913
anxiety,lexyamoore,2019/03/19,"Put myself out there, just got home from a terrible first date. Anxiety. Hi guys - I don’t know what I was thinking. I was messaging this guy and he seemed really nice and I felt that we clicked. We went out for the first time tonight and we went to the beach and just talked about life, I felt that we had quite a bit in common and things were going good. 

We talked about how I work for a telecom company and I am going to school for social work, specializing in addiction. He seemed interested and could relate as he’s worked in that sector before. 

I dropped him off and he invited me inside - mistake.

I didn’t want to bring in all of my things because I wanted to try and be somewhat cautious, so I grabbed my phone, some smokes, my keys, and my hat. 

We went into his house and it was so messy, I couldn’t believe how he was living. I met his dog who immediately fell in love with me, and I looked around while he was in the kitchen. He had a nice condo, but he definitely needed to clean. There was shit all over the floor, I would not have invited anyone in haha. 

Anyways, things got hot with him and we went to his bedroom. Things continued, and he said he had to go to the kitchen. 

I walked into the kitchen and saw him smoking meth. 

I was shocked, I couldn’t believe this guy I was talking to about going to school for Social Work was smoking meth, not only that with me standing right there. 

I played it off cool and acted like it was no big deal and we went to his room. I knew at this point I had to leave. I didn’t know what to do, as I felt unsafe. I have experienced many people while abusing substances and they can be unpredictable. I felt scared and had to think how to leave. 

He said he wanted to go to the bathroom quick and shower. He went and showered and I grabbed all of my things as quickly as I could. He left the bathroom door open, I was so worried that he would see me leaving and freak out. 

I couldn’t find my keys and I was scared because I heard the shower turn off, and I found them near the kitchen and ran to the door.

I couldn’t figure out how to open his door, I was literally shaking as I didn’t know what to expect if he saw me or heard me leaving. 

I managed to open the door (there was a lock on the inside and I couldn’t turn the key) *anxiety was spiking*

I went to my car, locked the door and left.

He immediately called me and I didn’t answer and then he started texting me.

I blocked his phone number, but I just can’t believe that happened. 

It is now 3:00am in the morning and my anxiety is borderline crippling. I know nothing happened, but something could have. It is hard for me because I’ve never really put myself out there, and started dating recently. I’m not stupid, I don’t just go out with anyone, but I feel just disappointed in myself that I could allow myself to be put in that situation. 

Thanks for reading, I hope that I don’t feel so anxious and sick about this in the morning. 



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anxiety,BeautifullyVain,2019/03/19,"When your anxiety is so high, you cant breathe. For the past 24 hours my anxiety has been spiking to the point it's a struggle to even breathe, let alone function. 

I hate it. I hate that anxiety can do this to me. I hate that it wakes me up in the middle of the night to remind me of everything that is wrong. ",1.1259090909090936,2.80163098484849,2.824242424242424,94.40636363636366,80.06060606060606,6.824242424242425,24.63636363636364,7.793537801064563,1.0814727272727276,239,9,57,4,6,79,45,66,0.316,0.684,0.0,-0.9666,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,3,5,3,1,5,0,8,3,3,0,0,0,11,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,9,0,9,9,0,9,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,4,41,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094050808187784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4640182254374378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354281403467744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817129207257862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5988543408705217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21362199811347474,0.0,0.0,0.19911377677445327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067502271926684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18973909766127894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930106692012866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911323644620005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113700801836013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210600879819929,0.0,0.0
anxiety,broccolicucumber,2019/03/19,"My partner’s family member is in hospital and I can’t help panicking I don’t know why my heart is racing. Maybe I’m worried how it’ll affect my partner and I feel bad I can’t do anything other than showing support. And I’m afraid things might get worse...

 How do I stop catastrophic thinking? ",1.2247142857142883,3.6787655666666685,3.486190476190476,85.33500000000002,85.0,6.095238095238094,25.23809523809524,7.447530270364453,1.5573095238095245,234,10,45,4,7,80,41,60,0.232,0.679,0.08900000000000001,-0.8225,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,9,1,1,3,0,11,16,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,8,1,2,14,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,26,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299699431009991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333355748698121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26344792560490965,0.0,0.14130225126074902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600515681227927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311588170068803,0.18731466044431688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15358268844211906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807529035284247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964605441759718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336392189021212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171253790976453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856593326753876,0.17906526258685165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521671812253888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838029426532546,0.2847913544323511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cumulateddiene,2019/03/19,"Terrified to be alone in my house? I don’t even know if what I am experiencing is anxiety or paranoia or what. It is extremely distressing though and I don’t know where else to post. 

I just moved into a fairly spacious house with my room mate and whenever I am completely alone (typically at night) I am crazy on edge. I will be frantically looking around, half expecting an alien or axe murderer or apparition to walk through my bedroom door. I can picture it in my head and I get so terrified. I wont be able to stop looking up at my door, keeping watch. 

I will constantly be peeking through the blinds because I swear I hear noises by the side of my house and think someone is trying to break in. I thought I heard noises coming from directly below me on the 1st floor and that really scared the shit outta me. 
Then there were loud bangs and scratches on the roof which made me freeze up and my heart was pounding out of my chest. 
After that I grabbed my backpack of school stuff and made a mad dash to my car so I could get the hell out of there and sleep at my friend’s house. 

Has anyone else experienced this? It’s been an ongoing thing for me. This also occurred when I lived in a small apartment but only happens when I am in MY home. In my apartment I would hear a noise from the other room and have to check all the closets and nooks and crannies to make sure no one else was there. 

 I don’t get it. I hate this feeling though, like I can’t relax and be comfortable in my own space. Just needed to vent and hopefully someone can relate. ",4.099564454837768,5.152952299035373,4.834435837474427,85.58048158433209,71.0257234726688,8.226892721426484,28.2842736042093,8.575989854853784,1.8972816720257244,1219,44,254,20,22,393,172,311,0.124,0.805,0.071,-0.8633,0,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,15,14,5,3,14,0,29,6,5,3,2,45,51,28,1,6,8,0,4,1,2,4,1,4,7,0,15,20,0,2,5,1,1,4,6,8,0,2,8,14,41,6,41,33,2,42,1,0,4,0,5,29,2,6,8,180,56,1,0.10756348800587694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222806668246805,0.0,0.08601848249668194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228577391028234,0.0,0.0,0.07521089178937627,0.11021150472694756,0.0,0.09575430910897967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556970392018209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265642059493592,0.11277827069316307,0.1162379179051688,0.0,0.0858806926520144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695664759507796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104466937246573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05438733145696655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310328401057195,0.0,0.16859244889146968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511803720972263,0.0,0.0,0.10619667546809924,0.11039117076107073,0.0,0.2424637369176268,0.1274632511849667,0.0,0.0,0.107894948660635,0.1068348138270734,0.0,0.4964552936337529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560737038336138,0.0,0.0,0.11822815995959778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05255008699802783,0.0,0.09498053056364296,0.0,0.18065247873647253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20355834625499306,0.07179946348809567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432296503294236,0.0,0.07975696342435011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009410469430064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288780323773189,0.08180687962487343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301608821528176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890792473708808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768981609608172,0.10885999240250248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041237470917574,0.0,0.0,0.1076411690705177,0.0,0.18227638866133525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992789234707818,0.0,0.0,0.12313445942769242,0.0,0.0,0.10137731448394666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146040189878006,0.06892233989087987,0.21136116167223173,0.08539339451846377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302854770320091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641001573213711,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SixCylinder777,2019/03/19,"Anyone else get scared to open their WhatsApp/Messages? I don’t know what it is, but I always have my notifications off and it takes a lot of umph for me to check my messages... ",5.625,5.0948870555555565,6.18,82.81500000000003,67.33333333333333,8.311111111111114,29.11111111111111,7.1686216300943375,1.3882111111111115,138,4,30,1,2,45,31,36,0.061,0.939,0.0,-0.2382,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,5,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,21,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3456693862984483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29047692607217307,0.4256550926230945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34703679854230585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21704399078313413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283083717209965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35318204104963546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4159159133024137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123501653371066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gateisred,2019/03/19,"I just need to ramble a little... Its a little past midnight and I'm just now cozying into bed after getting back from work. Overall I know my life is pretty darn good,. I'm in college working to better myself with an IT degree, I also work 30 or so hours a week. I also have a support system for my anxiety in the form of therapy and medication. I also have a boyfriend that loves me very much. Yet, most days I feel unable to appreciate it. I'm too anxious about if i'm studying for the right career or if it will pan out for me to get optimistic. I'm too anxious about wether or not he's *the one* to just enjoy the now, and I end up hurting him because of it, obsessing unnecessarily over everything, wanting to make sure they're ok. Despite the lack of evidence to the contrary. I feel too much, worry too much and it's exhausting. I haven't eaten a proper meal in two days. I've frustrated the hell out of my loving boyfriend by becoming unnecessarily upset with him the past 3 days over things like plans falling through or a harmless joke about a hookup with friends. It all just becomes so overwhelming and frustrating, it feels like failing at life. I don't have a nice bow to wrap up this post, I'm just hoping to feel not as alone, im scared of my insecurities and worries ruining everything good for me.",3.1365502938126504,4.930622532319397,4.820561700656762,81.79391202903562,74.62737642585552,7.519460767369512,27.924127203594885,8.296473431620573,1.9953969581749047,1038,42,203,18,22,351,148,263,0.16399999999999998,0.662,0.174,0.4778,0,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,6,21,28,3,5,18,1,7,8,0,1,2,38,28,18,0,6,13,0,4,2,1,1,4,0,1,0,11,12,2,0,5,1,0,1,4,12,0,2,1,4,20,16,40,26,7,30,1,4,0,2,6,14,2,8,15,137,31,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514028072285246,0.0,0.2667117362318105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504599240299385,0.2511845955485296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548412099661559,0.0,0.0677691935855456,0.2455606613055505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832227217134124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215089512401896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846506639461627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19982778470827084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22484686516779773,0.07942103444525797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589092530542247,0.0,0.1161651761195008,0.0,0.0,0.18649097692020106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104185126218663,0.10948166139979364,0.0,0.11901152886187805,0.0,0.1200844371847843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06109702027416585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15704761953503932,0.10862568551603492,0.22284635751716506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20067347240433386,0.0,0.07420792606271627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119937210380708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451718181245596,0.08243235474541173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533277340486264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21225179969318936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647169054149493,0.1131015142908158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493996430177604,0.0,0.0,0.11130219534148082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615624789953722,0.10477794529632883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713444722462752,0.0,0.0738574908905257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859852831235113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172823730790533,0.06557190753355907,0.0,0.08917517554730621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24280281132980505,0.2258003726466684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,workoutflo,2019/03/19,"hospitalized for panic attack woke up in the middle of the night not being able to breathe..went outside to get fresh air and still couldnt breathe. tried drinking water, i started getting tremors and i couldnt move my hands. i was weak and feeling light-headed. ended up in an ambulance on the way to the hospital. when i got there, i heard the paramedic complain that i kept crying uncontrollably to the nurse, which was news to me because i was so out of it. one ativan pill later, and hours passed, i was finally able to breathe. apparently, it had been a panic attack. i never had one before, it felt like i was dying. my parents still dont ""understand why it happened."" quite honestly, neither do i. the nurse said they can come out of the blue. i've been doing meditation and doing journaling to bring stress down. i'm also going to start exercising. what other tips and tricks are there to help with this besides medicine?",4.55207792207792,6.434130181818187,5.068538961038961,81.11477272727275,71.04545454545455,7.5285714285714285,28.48051948051948,8.192908349453996,2.028647402597403,736,28,133,11,14,235,116,176,0.153,0.78,0.067,-0.9414,2,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,1,7,11,3,4,10,0,18,8,3,0,1,19,35,9,1,2,1,1,3,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,9,10,2,1,3,2,0,5,6,9,0,2,15,6,15,2,22,17,1,27,0,0,1,0,6,10,0,0,12,92,24,0,0.2915621063875418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658105556981475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316939872881431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888667769361069,0.0,0.12404893898598053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557746898981886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16013364158246354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129771735508876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17085430862246884,0.14280993270330464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911874302065846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07371128072531541,0.0,0.13997267258800733,0.15969601805219094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523291668053296,0.0,0.08285073205570921,0.0,0.11659442559171128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891370388992998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961341841167358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771396702306856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14356497203893231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07122125890504984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549421886154008,0.0,0.0,0.11243533533989282,0.0,0.0,0.13680564294297845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19757002897481996,0.0,0.0,0.3420853112805749,0.1618726075471799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550560946161068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386711651125493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20636915956302804,0.0,0.2328418747872175,0.0,0.16699170389069976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897576579891584,0.0,0.0,0.15176321761968842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571421447573085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154472571506282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxietyfather69,2019/03/19,"Developed fear of falling into the sky I have struggled with severe anxiety for a long time, but things have been much better the past few years. But recently, I have developed this random but extreme fear of falling into the sky. It’s crippling. If I’m outside I can’t bare to look up into the sky or else I can feel the beginnings of a panic attack. Yesterday I laid on the grass at a wide open park with a friend but almost fainted/threw up because I was so scared of the sky. I don’t know why all of a sudden this random and irrational fear has developed, but im scared it’s going to get worse. Does anyone have any advice? ",3.93236111111111,4.903263000000003,5.259791666666668,82.68381944444445,71.34375,8.188888888888886,26.722222222222214,8.515128840125781,1.829986805555556,496,16,98,8,9,166,80,128,0.307,0.637,0.056,-0.9879,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,1,10,1,7,12,0,10,0,0,0,1,20,17,9,0,1,7,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,8,0,0,2,2,7,2,17,15,3,24,0,0,1,0,1,13,0,5,8,63,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16188205014089907,0.0,0.0,0.16588560099284996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265518736183765,0.0,0.1267302414938888,0.0,0.0,0.1158340503648997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18846334760503095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098543183840794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14651372680158528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14497109170543307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383885410259233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5592441765668825,0.08376319893721343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798930788544216,0.0,0.08655105553384207,0.0,0.09414898619300094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789423498284642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104297469082727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14660480657380928,0.1391135500633722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177992495790413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19436753574444676,0.0,0.0,0.15814220677894927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16357029063599604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.331711199925496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18714982066744246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17318488695782078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005783332313164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965982841226441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948332088100258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688227516835179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668027778385092
anxiety,Throwaway504385,2019/03/19,"Dentist appointment tomorrow. Terrified. I have to get a filling in my front tooth tomorrow. I'm absolutely terrified of the dentist, even though I've had a lot of work done. I'm so scared. I hear the shots hurt worse in the upper front, so my stomach is in knots. My friend is taking me do I can take my xanax and not worry about driving. I hate hate hate how anxious i get. First, for the shot and then the drilling. OMG just thinking about it right now is giving me the worst anxiety attack.",1.6242393320964723,4.097586377551025,2.9355658627087213,89.88410946196663,83.18367346938777,6.420779220779222,24.215213358070503,7.686295010490155,1.3459265306122452,387,15,79,7,11,125,65,98,0.334,0.601,0.066,-0.9867,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,9,8,4,1,8,0,8,5,2,1,0,7,20,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,7,0,1,2,1,11,1,9,18,2,14,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,1,5,51,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495397490595394,0.21406185365779806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155642649883934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939068941443748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515173318593945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16117414138334205,0.0,0.0,0.14639409429635972,0.0,0.19799409176603452,0.18176935765191052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5612256955017234,0.0,0.0,0.21356111005944906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20284546844275048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610916690054033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16181744505679202,0.0,0.0,0.1897055366707514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28493526623680576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141305419202993,0.18616608357195935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794587934577646,0.1924291822904756,0.19309936304561384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,extrovertingawkward,2019/03/19,Anxiety My anxiety is starting up thinking about my relationship and how my life is going or not going. My legs are shaking helplessness and I keep sighing ... I can feel an anxiety attack coming ,3.9381428571428567,7.025128457142862,6.028214285714286,67.42803571428573,78.71428571428572,9.214285714285714,34.464285714285715,9.516144504307137,4.6320000000000014,156,9,22,5,4,54,26,35,0.317,0.6829999999999999,0.0,-0.875,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,1,0,4,2,1,1,0,9,11,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,4,1,3,1,0,0,1,6,0,2,11,0,6,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6569449446817729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256524567655495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24658035935640216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14473738192113514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32536669909940724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544335254359952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20218793151939005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073270324092252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202610316701222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18341843154370788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WafflesGaming,2019/03/19,"I’m going to the movie theater tomorrow and I’m really nervous Title. I’m going to see Captain Marvel tomorrow and I’m excited but the thought of being in a dark room for 2 hours looking at a bright screen and listening to loud sounds and noises scares the shit out of me.

I haven’t been professionally diagnosed to have anxiety cause I’m scared of telling anyone, but still the problem remains. A bit of backstory; my “anxiety” manifested in a really stupid way: about 8 months ago in August 2018, I got nauseous during a car ride and for a while after, I was terrified of vomiting or being sick in public. One of the worst incidents was when I went to a conert and had to leave cause I was having an anxiety attack. For about about a month after that original car incident, I had a few anxiety attacks and nervous tics, but I mostly overcame it within a month or two, and it hasn’t affected me much since. It still worries me every now and then on a small scale but not much. The thought of going to the movies is really worrying me though, and bringing back those original fears of vomiting...although it’s worth it to note that I have never actually vomited or became sick because of my anxiety, it’s just an intense fear.

The main thing that’s worrying me is having an anxiety attack from sensory overload from all of the loud noises, which is the exact same thing that happened at that concert.

Also two important things to note: I’ve never had a problem with seeing movies before, but this’ll be the first movie I’ve seen since my anxiety manifested, which is part of the reason why I’m worried. Also, I’m seeing this movie with family who I haven’t told about my anxiety, so I don’t think theres any way I’m getting out of this situation.

Has anyone else had this problem? What should I do to stay calm and not nervous and twitchy during the movie?",6.835330578512398,6.525791121212122,7.7094366391184606,72.11688223140499,64.78512396694214,11.226942148760333,34.67892561983471,10.793553405168565,3.799266776859504,1479,60,269,36,20,499,176,363,0.262,0.6729999999999999,0.066,-0.9977,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,1,15,19,5,7,28,0,26,6,1,6,4,46,52,27,0,4,11,0,0,0,0,1,5,5,1,0,22,16,0,0,4,1,1,8,8,16,0,4,14,12,20,3,45,34,10,45,0,0,7,0,6,12,1,4,22,191,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.07765919419336909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054340775991662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272811676301748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0541175426722485,0.0,0.4870315810585155,0.0,0.0,0.1112892235203964,0.0815397377445337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716032921789381,0.0,0.06119257566996409,0.0,0.04851160026246427,0.0,0.06771723639079845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688141321591528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16350241270380608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077264240452724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647938678816337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670500948913546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502151514127345,0.17910061843465006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676912248824209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0415775833396514,0.0,0.13568248113112594,0.0,0.06364788239370259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037286922151245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837086901724706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426437380163403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06682766819837384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19056144723246954,0.0,0.1170018077261683,0.0,0.12275494243043382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053925879838991636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617804386318607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284436840337668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294412662732856,0.08182211960446956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593481439889015,0.0,0.19024632476364867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168835095612367,0.13165980332418606,0.08945193817955399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482234005656514,0.12710635339190338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955695943091363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586094603566589,0.05099204056205802,0.07818754373616604,0.12635622771691532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07604268171324786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15547738185582755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633476560914708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377202130475054,0.07180912114223226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232718832082132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LilBittyPussPuss,2019/03/19,"Hopeful Anxiety Relief (really long, I’m sorry) The past few weeks have been difficult. I have a lot of things to be anxious about, legitimately, though this particular downward spiral began before all of the chaos did. I’ll summarize it in a brief list but I’m not going into detail about anything in particular. And this list is pretty chronological. 

• Medical diagnosis regarding recurring pain
• Pain interrupts gym time/workout regimen
• Pain disturbs physical intimacy with bf
• Surgery scheduled to deal with pain but 2 months out
• Discomfort sitting in drivers seat means no driving
• No driving means no socializing, generally feeling lonely when bf isn’t home
• Grandad takes a turn for the worse, dies
• Mother texts to alert me (after sister already told me) and returns to ignoring me completely like she has since November 
• Dog gets sick, needs minor procedure

So that’s where we’re at now. Being stuck at home all the time has been taking a toll on me. Today is the first day in 2 weeks I’ve been able to go to the gym. Did 20 minutes cardio and an hour of upper body with my trainer (it was just nice to talk to a person for a while). And I got home and made myself a super basic list of things to accomplish every day, most of which I can do whether or not the pain is flaring up. And it took me all evening to motivate myself to do it all but I did it. And this is the least anxious I’ve felt on a duty night (bf has been on duty since Sunday morning, isn’t home until tomorrow afternoon) in over a month. So here’s my list, and hopefully some of it is stuff you can do, too. I’d forgive myself if the pain stopped me from some of these things but just having a list helped me feel like I did something. 

• Math (1-2 pages)
• Daily sketch
• Clean up poops in the yard
• Gym/assigned home workout
• Sit up challenge
• Push up challenge
• 5 Duolingo lessons
• Set tomorrow’s meal plan

I also do daily chores but those are necessity and I’d do them regardless of the list anyway (dishes, laundry, brushing Big Dog and sweeping) but those aren’t enough to keep my brain satisfied. I’m sorry this was so long. Honestly, this also helped with the anxiety. So thank you for letting me post. ",2.856398130633135,5.406397157894741,4.122693891176144,82.8189735173028,78.61722488038279,7.141960609769668,26.22810726605096,8.20894155585173,1.9931864248358744,1724,69,316,34,43,564,231,418,0.165,0.7070000000000001,0.128,-0.9498,1,2,1,0,0,0,45.0,0,2,1,8,19,23,0,2,23,0,35,14,3,2,4,56,60,29,1,5,13,2,3,2,3,0,9,0,9,1,20,16,2,5,8,4,0,7,8,11,0,1,17,4,24,12,50,40,12,61,0,1,0,0,17,22,0,8,30,205,44,7,0.0811552860962344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955687626122387,0.12979970594112272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416714346366607,0.18336474670991834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678388557868471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905717109863585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901452277032869,0.0,0.09059613894794652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850897734279698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467689144552816,0.08366753644856345,0.0,0.0,0.08422637420062272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385510471283412,0.0,0.05360230107283077,0.0,0.06837682873486575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820691021875321,0.05797735260274275,0.07792180150074304,0.0,0.0,0.06903064489525985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04240028742437349,0.0,0.09224483862558402,0.0,0.06490729596763371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879335518058916,0.0,0.4070268447604609,0.16121102135885307,0.07992160931730244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721345471424877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298677847225687,0.0,0.07929674694955867,0.0,0.0,0.1436397487744944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06899532209852402,0.0,0.0767910939569834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17680379609232985,0.0,0.08175541277283283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955475019084378,0.0,0.0,0.06017561632546156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615873839146542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5181296776770239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747190349088633,0.0,0.07086166551392173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777243306870946,0.08256410181187583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051990154373114286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13426498258878306,0.0,0.0,0.08272759404894232,0.0,0.06247730412542885,0.0,0.1816933970072008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784945306961179,0.0,0.0,0.09290338634810316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203735048879348,0.06522954485655283,0.0,0.07471688388085783,0.0,0.0,0.16174789795763764,0.0,0.07973465654165672,0.0,0.09464459991247406,0.0,0.07692572198069877,0.07754735369833288,0.09016650894314812,0.0,0.0882736469456508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13019575059000887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270416982212207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,UrMomSquirtz,2019/03/19,"Bf concerned for his Gf So I’m looking for some help or tips or something on how I can help my gf out. 

She’s really been complaining about anxiety and panic attacks and feeling dizzy constantly, it’s gotten so bad that she was fired from her job 4 months ago because of it. 

I have taken her to the hospital and ER probably over 20 times by now and they can never find anything wrong with her. 

She now says she has panic attacks when around other people who aren’t me, she can’t drive because she has a panic attack, hasn’t been able to go to interviews because of this fear either. It’s starting to come between us because the second I leave to school or work she breaks into a panic attack and just lays in bed all day.

I love her so much and want a future with her, but idk how to help her or what to do. Any help is appreciated.",7.283720930232557,5.2485216744186065,7.750813953488373,77.78691860465118,64.81395348837209,10.460465116279073,33.127906976744185,8.841846274778883,2.542358139534884,656,20,136,8,8,218,111,172,0.168,0.713,0.12,-0.4406,2,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,1,1,11,13,4,5,5,0,13,1,0,2,2,27,23,17,0,1,7,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,8,12,0,0,2,0,0,3,4,12,1,1,5,4,22,1,23,18,4,21,0,0,1,1,28,6,0,5,11,97,30,4,0.1118484209148369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914687659345456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606076166787061,0.0,0.08556373585725957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204172030982004,0.09956880785648567,0.0,0.5089749030117449,0.0,0.0,0.09338875955222607,0.2727270370006989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634751088211574,0.0,0.1208684081294504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213297850107249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586056924118055,0.05655392228356504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222743041116776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06356603515377328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998785555027573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099229926350568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843132811174542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392450382383298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094756672954673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927634247804347,0.0,0.0822214588166588,0.0,0.08626439744595367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5249200914200506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754161203278362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059151515911085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716529624805457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894635357837573,0.0,0.11319657326802005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610637883968329,0.0,0.0,0.07916688800418466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06521971369661599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453987882771334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597109654823184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142698253426511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228869001110397,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JAG319,2019/03/19,"I just turned 19 and I don't want this to be the best year ever! Now been 19 for 7 minutes and counting - last year was the most successful of my (i guess pretty short life) yet with the most progress, money earned, etc. But, it was the most stressful and mentally/physically straining period aswell becaue I set such high expectations. The worst part is I did successfully hit and exceeded most of those expectations, and yet I didn't feel fulfilled. I also ended up having to resort to multiple for the first time SSRIs which didn't go well for the most part. My hope is I set fewer expectations and stop rushing as much, but still be productive and progressive on whatever I want to do from here. I didn't know where to share this, but r/anxiety has been one of my favorite subs over this past year too so why not.",4.933499142367066,6.041483207547174,5.557964551172102,80.95986277873074,69.12578616352201,9.303830760434533,27.66209262435677,9.573946990214177,2.32613962264151,646,21,128,14,11,209,100,159,0.084,0.7879999999999999,0.128,0.8736,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,7,13,9,0,2,7,0,16,1,0,0,1,29,25,13,0,6,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,8,0,1,2,0,1,2,5,3,1,2,8,1,13,6,17,14,11,25,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,7,15,96,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14646523547603038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401094846396737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19220494921456854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16221681137176416,0.0,0.20426100748998027,0.0,0.16566993952225775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260629899004316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578755878280098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040885409776894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20176071327702905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935083564993185,0.0,0.18190958163931525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065461971529334,0.14929194611133134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936447923775016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13463655023598195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410738895512095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3966678723111549,0.17483769327976673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863297073913038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626407289204638,0.153121858770131,0.2097980594990228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067964176976108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19921494262995215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21605359433830024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16467412274068494,0.0,0.16526466614422264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35382838141833783
anxiety,mollyemeto,2019/03/19,"do these sound like intrusive thoughts? so basically, I'm home for spring break. I keep having this intrusive thought that I'm gonna go back to school and hate everyone and I'm gonna be left with no friends, I'm gonna want to be suicidal. I love my friends with all my heart, and it scares me that I'm even thinking this. Do you classify as intrusive thoughts? or am i just truly a hateful person who doesnt love my friends back the way they love me. i am scared that i am just faking my love for them - mind you, the people i keep having the idea of hating are my closest friends. i am so scared, i cant even focus. i love them, but what if i hate them?",1.6090767386091116,3.1761513884892096,2.9346942446043194,94.65345623501202,78.28057553956835,6.647721822541968,23.813549160671464,7.492282038375204,0.7759059952038365,509,17,121,7,12,165,75,139,0.161,0.657,0.182,0.2709,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,4,0,8,18,4,3,4,0,13,6,1,0,1,20,38,9,1,2,5,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,1,1,9,5,0,2,5,0,0,1,3,8,0,0,3,1,23,10,8,30,1,8,0,0,0,5,17,2,0,2,4,73,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722778014206729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14798049068696267,0.0,0.0,0.10704293679633928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461952840151741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366534742886515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4423987410710373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274799236533,0.0,0.0,0.11236837039622692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646052013133127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19914267611615136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171349881237666,0.0,0.0,0.054728860928618624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5055264098498398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311146453983495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766275902404457,0.09781430856296423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33646419855244925,0.11337342572069635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253516269438935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177992217033839,0.0,0.2668016446670617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660741663664557,0.08891877578223481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,serenitative,2019/03/19,"Anyone else ever feel like the world is about to fall apart or end over the slightest small change to your life? And all of a sudden you're noticing tiny other changes and then you're catastrophizing and suddenly they're all signs shit is gonna hit the fan? 

Man, I hate paranoia.",3.33818181818182,5.563379181818188,3.0745454545454542,92.6118181818182,75.36363636363637,5.854545454545455,21.909090909090907,6.742157984588678,0.3478363636363637,225,6,46,2,5,67,45,55,0.165,0.753,0.08199999999999999,-0.7059,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,4,0,2,2,1,0,3,9,6,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,5,4,2,10,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,6,22,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928654480466241,0.28261852417042915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5835791949126635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304190165620859,0.0,0.24430186094148496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495023430992908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13946699473904878,0.19705167754739028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272323182293525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19482557171635745,0.13475569605192902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140321643208783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28313362082996685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_Kutler,2019/03/19,"Life is just a series of closing doors I’m so tired and worn out from everything and I’m not even doing anything. I missed school today and slept until two but still felt exhausted even after that. I try to keep a positive outlook in life but everything good just fades away. You can be happy but eventually that’ll fade away and you can be happy and things can be good every now and then but it will always fade away. 

I’ve already missed so much school last semester and I don’t want a repeat of that this year. I’m scared of doing bad in school but going to school creates so much anxiety and worries. Not to mention how worn out I feel every day which then makes me feel like I’m being selfish because I feel worn out when everyone else is going through the same thing as me. 

Along with this I feel so lonely, I’m in high school right now and I know getting in a relationship would eventually lead to the end of the relationship but it would also bring more worries. I get so lonely, I have close friends and a friend group but I still feel so alone. I want to be in a relationship but I also don’t want all the worries that come with it. There’s also the question of who, who do I know that I could be in a relationship? And I don’t have the answer. 

I know this is an unorganized tangent but if you spent the time reading it thanks. I just needed to get it out there. 

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anxiety,Miamiabun,2019/03/19,"Misunderstood by mother I’ve suffered from anxiety since I was 5 and been seeing psychologists for a large amount of my life. I was diagnosed with SAD & GAD. I’m currently 20 and I have an amazing relationship with my mom. Now the thing is, she thinks that anxiety can just disappear. I’ve tried telling her that it’s stuck with me, it will never just leave and that I’m just going to have to constantly work to overcome this anxiety and learn to live with it as peacefully as possible. But it seems like in all her love for me she doesn’t understand it or now I’m not sure if she even wants to. Maybe it’s too hurtful for her. I don’t have many friends so I have no one to talk to about my mental health except my mom and my psychologist. Any tips or opinions on this ? Thank you ❤️",1.7165740740740745,3.8527197160493856,3.2908487654320986,89.50256944444445,80.23456790123456,7.50679012345679,23.087962962962962,8.472884824447931,1.4060481481481475,622,21,137,14,16,205,104,162,0.151,0.7290000000000001,0.121,-0.3072,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,9,9,0,0,3,0,12,4,0,0,3,27,24,12,0,2,9,3,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,12,9,0,0,4,0,0,2,5,3,0,1,4,1,19,6,23,19,2,9,0,3,1,1,15,2,0,5,6,91,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17867751271903004,0.0,0.11214294657568626,0.0,0.3784620051909121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17820672759940126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673779272796305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892003461880263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740734317324806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937208927173942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17528926065365166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17653719115680475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746135301578667,0.0,0.0,0.11647924321161805,0.08056561239011968,0.0,0.14561659260974305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488357115345465,0.0,0.0,0.1671906074794991,0.16567203196430344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661882573641034,0.0,0.0,0.3862760020030891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127187047592396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174578081742853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859087461679261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770492426748328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141015143894055,0.15012585107822873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641342124280256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554236327747932,0.0,0.0,0.13254662844214465,0.14413666992733085,0.15182492945320694,0.0,0.0,0.1095574026515951,0.10566624791462484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196155903396043,0.0,0.0,0.17167481667413026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726688233879373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005482921710893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bubbl19,2019/03/19,How??? How the hell do you guys with moderate to severe anxiety go about on dates or even just talk to someone you have a crush on IN PERSON and not online? I can’t even talk to other people besides my mom comfortably or go outside of my house. ,2.8122000000000007,4.2932444200000015,4.388999999999999,85.85950000000003,74.8,7.4,24.5,8.07648339933343,1.3817999999999993,191,6,39,3,4,64,40,50,0.204,0.747,0.05,-0.8253,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,6,2,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,0,8,5,5,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,9,5,0,6,1,0,0,0,7,3,1,2,1,29,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111430782691335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36459741394109396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137200170437136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732883547412293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31847272602408666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32325373355490805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19134712263926604,0.2409969299529761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118071011893843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233858150496936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44368474657346985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Stedtler,2019/03/19,"What are some research articles showing how anxiety can be treated? I'm looking for research on if meditation, relaxation, sleep, etc. can reduce anxiety?",6.286666666666669,10.047977400000004,7.484000000000003,56.24866666666668,75.0,11.333333333333336,48.33333333333334,10.504223727775694,7.745133333333335,125,10,14,5,3,42,22,25,0.122,0.755,0.122,0.3313,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,1,0,3,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,5,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,11,1,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6651320549883929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4848370687223967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650623574123125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.435042344398975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,T-Stoklis,2019/03/19,"When people stutter I feel short of breath. What's up with this? I already try to catch my breath and yawn extremely often, and usually feel short of breath. I've learned how to handle this a lot better in recent years, but I was just watching a YouTube video on economics for a test I have coming up. The person explaining it has a mild stutter or just happens to occasionally repeat words/phrases, but whenever it happens I involuntarily hold my breath or just feel like I can't breath, along with an overall tightness in my body. I thought back to interactions with people who have stutters and I'm pretty sure I've felt that same feeling then too. Has anyone else experienced this? Does anyone know what causes this and if there is any type of treatment for this specific type of issue?

Apologies for incorrect tag/topic if they aren't correct. I think this subreddit is the most relevant for what I'm going through though. ",6.040517241379309,7.401502534482759,6.137413793103452,76.8864655172414,66.75862068965517,8.788505747126436,32.31609195402299,9.075114841892004,2.8439402298850567,747,31,131,13,12,237,110,174,0.039,0.872,0.08900000000000001,0.8496,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,10,6,0,0,7,0,9,7,6,2,2,38,24,14,0,2,9,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,13,9,0,2,10,1,0,3,2,3,0,0,3,8,12,3,22,21,3,17,0,0,1,0,6,7,0,7,8,87,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196437164115814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105210472574975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489358177629661,0.18239107663369736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368777980792802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15743433938447698,0.0,0.19772767461157087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18286409737228695,0.0,0.15333884018011182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15577672174976262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870353113263438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600264405879009,0.12716953966779362,0.1709163868663072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116651708058914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148252309402235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857949644539824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782899451775437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696611999365282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133673678789827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24681781077564546,0.1554304392828086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810989696691391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17576223887935602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16777121028127048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406086694810863,0.1748927661021284,0.14131912273783226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085630691262453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960515711000582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463184661869745
anxiety,AAplaysHockey,2019/03/20,WOO HOO ANXIETY AND A WOMAN Ok so I was chillin with the gf right? I have a long term with her and I was in town finally  visiting cuz I moved away from the city she lived in and went around 500 miles south. Basically after long night of only a few kisses and cuddling and so on parents showed up to talk for a bit and so on. (I’m 17 and I was at a friends house with multiple other people) my parents hadn’t seen anybody at this point for about two years. Basically long story short I had some serious blue balls and I get terrible anxiety. The combination anxiety and a lot of people like multiplied and all of a sudden I fainted out of nowhere. Any idea if this was anxiety induced or is there a real problem. (I deal with bad anxiety all the time from being a goaltender to the point where I throw up before a state finals or regional game. ),2.5591228070175447,4.43552269005848,4.4513216374269025,83.45347368421055,76.48538011695906,8.068771929824562,26.604678362573104,8.841846274778883,2.138039064327486,664,26,134,15,15,226,107,171,0.116,0.7959999999999999,0.087,-0.2263,3,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,15,1,9,3,0,2,2,28,13,17,0,2,3,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,3,16,0,0,2,4,0,4,1,4,0,1,8,2,13,4,27,4,7,35,0,0,2,2,11,19,0,5,12,92,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903251284113697,0.0,0.5080514091096833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182418524110455,0.0,0.0,0.12479287078530422,0.0,0.11090280341350553,0.0,0.0,0.11302375848263575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14500981415242753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693609630914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910052165300557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261978112825998,0.0,0.06939525279137003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15326149315044116,0.0,0.14994254972779258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06489127945079293,0.0,0.11728635485268067,0.3526361712125425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292253211700536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117128810603696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464667633147895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101892099501693,0.0,0.0,0.29497149511991577,0.0,0.0,0.18416739224015374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511239303150448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709498667916902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15118321547937638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343128883905497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675919975449033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774509600669442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975011232718728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312952452172082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553454142184602
anxiety,hannahrhee,2019/03/20,Worried about my friend This is a quick thing I just need to let out.... I have this really good internet friend who got the flu I think and he didn't answer me all day today. He said he had a doctor's appointment this morning that was yesterday and he told me yesterday 93 people died in his town with the same symptoms. I'm just really worried. I've tried calling and nothing. ,1.850131578947369,4.217317171052635,3.3307894736842094,88.10302631578949,81.23684210526315,6.957894736842108,22.657894736842106,8.07648339933343,1.3660315789473685,299,10,60,6,8,98,57,76,0.135,0.745,0.119,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,6,3,0,0,1,12,12,3,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,1,7,3,5,5,2,8,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,0,5,36,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218369169656534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401085154372845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22547158378418936,0.0,0.0,0.22236495852749574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356941926092169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18221930228227115,0.17375496642075924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22215322163481055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16108839596696334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20845758848938456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506140516070005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783522990024165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066548509105693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258063172438748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14433149185710514,0.13920526437597586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059279475502122,0.20759203779790106,0.0,0.14749873997477053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4412565909433638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwingofway,2019/03/20,"I can't calm down I cracked my phone screen today. I know. It's an incredibly stupid thing to be upset about. People are dying and I'm upset about a cracked phone screen. How pathetic. I was making a smoothie and dropped the smoothie cup right on the fucking front speaker of the phone. Not on the part with the fucking glass screen protector. I had whole ass panic attack and started crying. My mom and brother were trying to get me to calm down, but I just couldn't. 700 fucking dollars down the drain. No applecare. $200 for a screen repair. FaceID won't work anymore. AND I JUST GOT THE FUCKING PHONE!! I'm going to be full of anxiety until I get the phone fixed, which is probably gonna be in a month. I just need something to distract me. I don't have any favorite shows that I want to rewatch. I can't keep a hobby. Nothing ever interests me enough to keep continuously doing it. I just distract myself with technology until I go to sleep and that's not gonna work tonight. No one wants to hear me complain about anything because it drags them down, so I don't have anyone to talk to. I don't even wanna drink the goddamn smoothie :/",1.9731754772393548,4.383210008810575,3.2256222466960374,88.78280928781204,81.0704845814978,5.3692364170337745,24.876835535976504,6.6274283507984215,0.93806328928047,900,35,176,9,24,291,127,227,0.23,0.764,0.006,-0.9918,0,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,2,11,15,6,5,15,0,18,7,2,2,1,26,40,11,1,5,7,2,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,7,8,1,2,1,2,1,3,11,12,0,1,4,6,24,3,29,29,4,21,0,0,4,5,11,9,5,0,8,117,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957272315338974,0.0,0.10768731963373243,0.0,0.13960427025408215,0.09842842765131424,0.0,0.1158402687229235,0.0,0.0,0.16014419694580054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858110136029177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15462730358722412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609521048999444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378992858787469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14545122344339795,0.0,0.09297609605430893,0.1273329337904275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.520551884728503,0.14709119263154294,0.0,0.16000367157584028,0.0,0.11258522234544564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586560391684849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502425623422895,0.0,0.0,0.0773625442543618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939638944467276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648660633987432,0.11235986755185544,0.0,0.0,0.10437786758447988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13507092449283106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538820371575092,0.0,0.0,0.16516120147330804,0.0,0.15243828804259382,0.0,0.09759097444996348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177197334767212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021530930387025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086990288362594,0.0,0.0,0.10837026980777288,0.0,0.0,0.09963648603582112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314418050675346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352016484428184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13343183357383426,0.0,0.0,0.09557239587339128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605751231874272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571627147822708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20496191306106434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gwenic,2019/03/20,"I feel like I will suffocate and die Hi guys.

I've been having big troubles breathing normally for the last couple of weeks. I feel like I'm going to suffocate, like I can't fill my lungs to their full volume. Then I start taking deep breaths to try and fill my lungs with air, and then soon I get light headed and dizzy.

When I google my symptoms, all the answers are similar - relax, don't be stressed etc. But currently there isn't anything in my life that I'm stressed about. I don't know what to do anymore.

I've tried following some breathing methods - when you breathe in and out in a certain way and duration, but nothing helped and I'm constantly feeling dizzy, out of breath and like I will suffocate.

Please give me some kind of advice. Last time this happened, I ended up going to the emergency room because I felt like I will suffocate and die, they gave me some Valium, I slept after that for a long period of time and was ok afterwards. But this has been going on for so long now, I can't take it anymore.
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anxiety,AndyLeviBlack,2019/03/20,What is excusable in the form of Public affection? How would you go about handling witnessing Public affection like the someone making out in front of people? Also how do you handle the love bragging & if someones grouping each other & cuddling each other in public? What;s the best way to handle this? And is it understandable not to want to hang out with couples because of this or play it by ear?,6.655810810810813,8.023725391891894,6.606324324324322,74.058945945946,65.35135135135134,8.622702702702702,32.36756756756757,8.841846274778883,2.9318572972972983,325,13,51,5,5,103,52,74,0.014,0.75,0.236,0.9676,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,1,4,4,0,0,4,0,4,3,1,5,0,17,9,6,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,14,8,4,9,0,0,0,2,8,5,0,2,1,42,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20135815091035067,0.0,0.5456335399544886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349020296441904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642404051983867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27860330717227155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430993237002909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301296234223975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272523131770417,0.0,0.16807326500878295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174561024825268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4266854693336243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262124585566181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851357768313145,0.19986094779287406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17886597196651802,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LordExylem,2019/03/20,"Tired of first dates Hey all. Thanks in advance for reading. Just to vent, I'm tired of first dates. 

I went out with a girl from tinder last night. We got some ice cream and then we chit-chatted for ours. But, like every time, I can't f**** read ""signals"" or understand if that person is expecting a move or not. So I just stand there, talking, and I can't go for a kiss or sometimes I can't even put my arm in the shoulders of the person.

In other words, I fear rejection and/or becoming too invasive. And I can't make a move, even if it is a date.

It is always the same with girls. I'm bi, and with men things are usually easier. I can read into their intentions fine. But I think girls are culturally more shy, and there's this stupid rule that the man is the one that needs to go for a kiss and guide everything. I hate this pressure, and I hate that I can't read the person to see if it is ok to try and kiss her or not. 

And, as happened before I messaged her today and she starts answering with messages that show she is uninterested. So I feel judged, because she was probably expecting me to do more than just stupidly stand there talking. Other girls have said to me I'm ""too slow"". 

This stupid dating game is really unnatural to me. I have no idea when to kiss, how to read signals, what I should do and when... I hate it.

If someone was patient enough to read this, thank you, thank you so much. ",1.2751399735672244,3.37678367247387,2.742129040009612,93.02972125435544,81.61324041811847,6.188585846449598,20.697945452360926,7.372421405659032,0.5021076294605309,1082,31,242,16,29,352,149,287,0.171,0.769,0.06,-0.9864,0,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,3,2,1,3,16,19,6,2,12,1,22,9,2,3,1,50,44,29,0,8,15,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,9,17,19,0,0,5,8,0,7,8,9,0,3,5,4,32,10,29,38,7,30,0,1,2,5,28,5,0,9,17,163,49,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819007507553832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060001359226592735,0.10870701473166558,0.08375576572476481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017033914569445,0.0,0.13002275359793905,0.0,0.0829306146980717,0.0,0.08846157124918565,0.0,0.0,0.1107599057365797,0.0497686220468167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16744718701027209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187885298990724,0.0,0.07872260314758955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704037350079183,0.0,0.0,0.2915345575383963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111427575737813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023271118358204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04808740102281999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06570207189390485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092287407959285,0.07235658541005162,0.0729838008582754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236887855568754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06669798708604899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25783302275038805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612302909626628,0.0,0.0,0.09894825609228217,0.0,0.0,0.5907333688781199,0.0,0.06305608990917579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362844787620056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843510976016367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339850892043224,0.0,0.09734872385838328,0.0,0.06966849987782249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15822688333221915,0.0,0.2718603899834468,0.0,0.0,0.06539180427022867,0.0630692808917372,0.0,0.0,0.05739469783710749,0.2262591401088042,0.09329911211134263,0.0,0.0,0.06682677917640281,0.0,0.0,0.10246798243093133,0.0,0.0,0.10840555519011856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124459979117867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,i1ostthegame,2019/03/20,"Test anxiety and procrastination I’m an upperclassman in college and I still have pretty bad test anxiety, which manifested itself as me avoiding everything until the last minute. I’m worried about my avoidant, procrastination-filled behavior carrying over to my first job. Most of my anxiety is related to school and testing, so much that might help. How do I make sure that I don’t procrastinate just as a force I’d habit from the context of school?",5.754232804232802,8.355667703703709,6.404338624338624,69.75666666666667,69.49382716049382,10.554497354497355,33.79365079365079,10.608840637214634,4.346039153439153,368,18,61,12,7,120,60,81,0.156,0.746,0.097,-0.4588,1,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,2,4,0,5,0,0,2,1,11,8,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,7,1,11,7,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,4,41,11,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5211233646104927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18959381217234544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20407570963953195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19314547002565968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522001116598748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22533175555644525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18509220715705801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15157086582564644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24088519189742436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692244221001926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310116365839747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4596135542142676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813382488776792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140106149116044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306004210175901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Emerald-Thunder,2019/03/20,Anxiety messes with my self confidence I struggle with self confidence so much that it literally pisses me off to go somewhere if I’m not ready. Anybody know how I can fix this? Or help myself gain self confidence? I’m always thinking about how other girls are prettier and stuff.. my anxiety constantly makes me think that I’m not good enough. I’m tired of being like this.,4.454413145539911,6.626118126760566,5.312323943661976,78.0523356807512,71.95774647887325,9.240375586854462,28.734741784037556,9.725611199111238,3.034941784037558,301,12,53,8,6,98,51,71,0.175,0.5760000000000001,0.248,0.8571,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,1,0,0,3,2,1,3,0,13,12,6,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,7,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,7,2,6,11,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,2,2,33,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17189194618859438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160678089259497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22324067867708444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134534022005359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740474660129273,0.17327034700330224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13846689405274726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353151856030393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092504491994088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13789442590334178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186080922313808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6465271299724193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21596332144007746,0.2364858282613098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26473753505814523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374344775692053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,journeygrl,2019/03/20,"My anxiety and depression is ruining my life! A little background, I'm 28F and have been separated for about 6 months. I'm pretty sure my severe anxiety and depression caused my husband(35) to leave. I know he cares about me, and only wants me to be happy. I realized I needed a major change in my life because even though I gave a good effort of trying to see if things would rekindle between my husband, so I moved out of state, to the beach, and closer to my mom. Now the what-if questions are taking over. Like, what if I stayed back, would my husband decide to get back with me? He has said he doesn't think we would work out, but what if he was just saying that to try to make me happy? Or, what-if I didn't freak out over every little thing, would my husband still have left? I know it doesn't do any good but I can't stop the questions from coming. I'm losing sleep, lacking motivation, and just cry at the most random times. I just needed to get this off my chest. The people around me are probably sick of saying everything will work out and that it's all going to be ok and honestly I'm just as sick of hearing it because it doesn't change how I feel right now.",4.066125,4.692641362499998,5.010000000000002,85.86000000000001,70.79166666666666,7.833333333333332,25.0,7.8658589789855275,1.1872499999999993,917,24,193,11,16,300,131,240,0.111,0.7440000000000001,0.145,0.8632,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,0,5,16,14,0,0,8,1,21,6,2,4,2,51,43,18,0,11,10,4,1,1,0,5,4,4,0,0,11,16,0,1,9,1,0,3,5,5,0,0,5,6,27,9,31,31,4,28,0,4,1,0,16,15,0,8,9,128,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745900019829285,0.0,0.16781844113337915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764348150868332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16868298578175195,0.0,0.1337267060216244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111831828393876,0.11267737489163955,0.23206574376443326,0.0944844735992562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048453398656812,0.0,0.0,0.18894417595341254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244633609403099,0.0,0.09241488921976378,0.0,0.09857838793265113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055460359359711865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461244803860272,0.0,0.062336881516789976,0.1839982352365813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335248239781259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362369710849047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056072732645345,0.0,0.0,0.11614126397090098,0.11917377758659825,0.0,0.15494843407312947,0.053586867221105935,0.2198676696814336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271018371148038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321602182366742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12846250537889345,0.08755003784400434,0.11657848535575845,0.0,0.1626610364751499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342087799770169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07604221767513528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158973681069742,0.1182596802556349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457460572031828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367094415739836,0.10433616909508682,0.17445285964281468,0.0,0.0,0.08740526047968727,0.0,0.0,0.12391356156421506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976486175413797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691030672499965,0.08759510025209141,0.0917021132021654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337742524931363,0.0,0.0824699568169983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574054152414653,0.0702821343842708,0.10776559234482004,0.0,0.06395858347039884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14893871019732072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06469543710114074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15970491631982514,0.0,0.0,0.3116701494750571,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MizCartman,2019/03/20,"Are nightmares comman for people with anxiety? I'm asking for someone, she has been told by mental health professionals  that nightmares are normal part of anxiety.  She's had them since she was fourteen and she is now twenty two and she gets them about twice a week, sometimes more. Is this normal for anxiety sufferers? ",4.721578947368425,7.801963175438598,4.67640350877193,78.45565789473683,75.14035087719299,7.308771929824562,27.043859649122812,8.344100000000001,2.391470175438596,259,10,40,5,6,80,43,57,0.151,0.8490000000000001,0.0,-0.782,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,0,0,5,12,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,7,0,7,8,2,2,0,1,0,0,9,0,0,0,2,32,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5272887387646802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147910918190056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003816498524834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442201645114486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23154027464081714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4502247132622984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488036440898595,0.0,0.15928406429391787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19005675563497648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19467173671398955,0.0,0.22723481973140106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21954195603067747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22443848482273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842966161205529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AnonymousBrody1,2019/03/20,"Better understanding please Hey peeps, been wanting to post on this subreddit for a while. I have a feeling I have anxiety but want to check with all you guys before I overthink it haha. I've noticed lately I've been in a rush with things that don't need to be rushed. One thing that really got me thrown off is that playing first player shooting games get my heart rate going insanely highly high for some reason and my hands get all clammy. My parents would be calling me and for some reason I get into a dark thought and believe I'm in trouble and will be getting yelled at. 9/10 Im not in trouble haha  while in that quick dark thought again my heart rate goes insanely high and sweaty. 
 Incase this helps I don't have anything to hide haha I'm a good kid with good grades and nothing to hide. But for some time I get nervous as if I do have something horrible to hide. I plan on going to a doctor sometime next week to see if I actually do have anxiety. Am I overthinking this?",3.3749809644670066,5.076796507614215,4.306291243654826,86.11852315989849,73.77157360406093,6.955456852791878,26.525697969543142,7.6454224807358475,1.4530916243654821,780,28,154,10,16,252,111,197,0.114,0.732,0.153,0.8462,1,0,1,1,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,3,2,10,0,1,6,3,18,4,3,2,2,30,36,13,0,6,5,1,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,10,10,0,0,6,2,1,4,3,3,0,2,5,4,17,7,25,26,5,26,0,0,1,0,8,12,0,5,9,98,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.12224528234937093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19166215204124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308639527841096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659539760224652,0.14113619933346075,0.0,0.110790983475433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279145010340699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282189777362897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06334018929072664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065544522355198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272415756790178,0.0,0.14238746090546753,0.21014077773017265,0.1001897255691854,0.0,0.0,0.12403682523456652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29689070014605673,0.08396572555363778,0.3970633552040153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353129113270636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130982306028456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288599063826293,0.0,0.0,0.13322588389942908,0.0,0.0,0.12019977911302088,0.14262053017402435,0.0,0.0,0.0848860778859157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390973200049226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750865400830098,0.0,0.0,0.11997386804515367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802510599353782,0.2575964949769316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099823834675878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964388342067218,0.12389506365276327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16644741566853793,0.0,0.0,0.19890050230748613,0.0730458444653477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041030947790078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777478110642536,0.0,0.10048390036454206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898809208924746,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dreamxdancer,2019/03/20,Cyclone Veronica is about to hit Karratha and I fly into Karratha this afternoon So I am set to fly into Karratha (land at 4pm) and we have a cyclone warning. They haven't cancelled the flight yet and I'm stressing about the weather. Can someone reassure me that the plane won't crash and kill me haha,1.8527142857142849,4.462745699999998,3.28952380952381,86.74500000000002,83.66666666666666,5.428571428571429,30.23809523809524,6.868970318607317,1.9378095238095243,242,13,44,3,7,79,43,60,0.077,0.718,0.205,0.804,0,0,0,0,0,1,4.0,1,0,1,0,4,4,1,1,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,7,8,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,7,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6133079141929061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4697003138973289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6350078877565992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Spongify89,2019/03/20,"Need help with anxiety/nervousness Hi everyone, so basically I need help with getting severe anxiety in my work.

I am sort of in sales in the shipping industry where I need to cold call potential clients to promote my company and services we can provide to them. 

I have severe issues with picking up the phone to cold call where I sort of clench up internally, my heart starts racing etc. I would dial the number and immediately hang up many times because I am trying to compose myself. I would say I have many negative thoughts before even making the call like the person rejecting me.

I also have a stutter that rears its head whenever I feel nervous. It gets worse during face to face interactions.

Can anyone help suggest techniques I can do to calm myself down better? Thanks",5.754475524475527,7.745254377622381,6.313566433566438,72.95188811188814,68.16083916083916,9.116083916083916,32.58041958041958,9.573946990214177,3.4230055944055957,628,28,101,14,11,204,92,143,0.134,0.721,0.145,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,1,3,5,7,0,1,6,0,11,4,4,2,0,17,21,4,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,3,6,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,1,4,20,4,19,18,1,12,0,1,0,0,14,9,0,2,3,68,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650292708960105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144736852048984,0.0,0.0,0.10186518976104432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880722158048264,0.0,0.1239658057957059,0.0,0.0,0.12884508947261844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4462769842882018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624754514988514,0.09622248260801924,0.0,0.0,0.13920668969784006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736618820446333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15222708121143486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951315281583594,0.0,0.0,0.1726354781947995,0.2929454477852174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520555738489394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117352894849761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972447713216604,0.2954001139776194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240670873869507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720508711415512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585325192368848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32916145012591697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311542914326992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412566094844994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565631160607695,0.08494913638732741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890943575822386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605921818498752,0.0,0.14846378575253846,0.2069785523616932,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,energetictofu,2019/03/20,"eating anxiety my anxiety has gotten a little better, but I still struggle with eating in public. for the past year and a half, I haven’t been able to eat normally in public after suffering from a very sudden anxiety attack. I’m really trying to eat normally in public, but I can’t get myself to do so. it’s gotten a bit better in the sense that I can take a few bites, but my parents tell me that I’m not making any progress and I need to try harder. I’m not sure how I should approach this, any suggestions?",5.3077142857142885,4.9639252476190485,7.080714285714286,75.46678571428575,67.95238095238095,10.047619047619053,27.97619047619048,9.725611199111238,2.4860476190476186,401,11,77,8,6,141,67,105,0.208,0.742,0.05,-0.9395,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,3,6,1,1,7,0,7,4,0,2,1,15,16,7,0,4,5,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,3,0,10,3,12,12,2,11,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,5,52,14,0,0.14737904742739888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004456121870236,0.0,0.3382337036633043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16766494277876118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606895816365631,0.16089974895209272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6032222349510185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699946943495567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771252338723606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837665857484737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927969623428707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888003498884069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636469910337561,0.0,0.14068997705626948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441479163818177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769709765279733,0.0,0.0,0.15407257979298522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13890300804094027,0.0,0.1108107021166458,0.0,0.12881578344601285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20012139797690567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160314891007575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490727453137013
anxiety,elleaeff,2019/03/20,"DAE feel like anxiety is a companion I just got this weird sensation and had to post. I was relaxing, petting my dog, in the moment, and then I remembered some dumb thing from my day and the stomach tension started up again. My first thought was, ""Oh, there it is."" As if my anxiety was a constant companion and it was almost relieving that it was back. It felt weirdly normal. I don't know if this is just a sign that I am coping or if it's a sign I need more help, haha. Ever have this happen to you?",3.6239389736477112,4.280665679611655,5.270901525658807,83.48058252427188,71.81553398058253,8.992510402219137,29.277392510402212,9.23628265651192,2.3736751733703185,387,15,82,8,7,132,68,103,0.122,0.746,0.132,0.4772,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,6,8,1,1,6,1,12,1,1,0,1,22,20,10,0,5,6,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,11,4,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,9,2,11,4,6,11,2,12,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,6,10,64,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469453731351457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3773136014929277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896286976748524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26649896665405265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590437445955815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22307384007948255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469397158488266,0.17617900440761536,0.2367853100177481,0.0,0.0,0.20976725816706532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19723740855713304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180773630790028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16529820819184435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355309998082897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048171659423915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18285899058683344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416264973344109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361852444785965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27936227901769606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745525913085281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16383744311598125,0.0,0.0,0.19578165032875636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ICEOOPS6262,2019/03/20,"Social Life It's very hard for me to have any social life or close friends at all right now. I can't start or hold a conversation with anyone. When someone talks to me, I picture everything that could go wrong and those thoughts block out the actual thoughts about what to reply. A lot of times, I just give the shortest response possible because I can't think of anything else. When I do, I usually get stuck on my words and pause in the middle of sentences. My main problem is that when I have someone I want to talk to, every single chance I get to interact with them I just ignore it or say something stupid that ends the conversation, then reflect on that all day thinking what would happen if I actually could talk to someone like a normal person. I think about simply speaking to someone and having a simple friendly conversation, but then disregard it at the last second because I imagine making my situation worse with this person and screwing up everything. I want to make friends with this person, but it gets to the point where I'm not able to talk to them even in the easiest scenario when there's a 3-way conversation and they say something that I could actually reply to with a normal sentence, but I don't take that opportunity because I think of all the ways it could go wrong. Instead, I just sit there like a moron saying nothing until the other person replies. I need to be able to take these opportunities and just let the conversation flow like it should. The sad part is that I have never talked to this person in a friendly way even though I had the opportunity to every day of this year. I have only spoken to them when it was something important. I have had numerous opportunities but just turned down every single one of them. I feel like every time I do this they just think I'm a dick and ignoring them",7.478807917228969,7.155615504273509,7.516161343529768,74.07908232118758,63.47293447293447,10.010556305293148,33.858299595141695,9.414487439383343,2.9803811965811966,1466,54,268,23,19,473,163,351,0.132,0.75,0.118,-0.7871,0,0,3,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,7,4,21,21,3,0,21,0,24,4,1,2,4,64,51,24,0,13,15,0,2,4,4,2,2,4,0,5,24,14,0,5,10,0,0,3,5,9,0,2,6,6,37,12,43,37,8,40,0,1,0,2,34,15,2,5,23,197,61,0,0.14758550386131025,0.0,0.2160332434556416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05018160177413216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05159760791685701,0.0,0.060725147288979923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495012997209996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356700313830165,0.0,0.0,0.09518044054644012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06164437535895065,0.0,0.06535847536138244,0.0,0.0,0.09747883338835826,0.0,0.2486943046274819,0.0,0.13264033450232104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03731183260024972,0.05271755672374904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280483883631538,0.0,0.11566100160074895,0.07078873172029773,0.08387624295365377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652546868279726,0.0,0.06610381135624332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060150941810884935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754580884610008,0.1042440059991251,0.14420564470977146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06273595883766184,0.0,0.0,0.09851446984764373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0547163905320162,0.056913519467777125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446024584145851,0.07080613567898887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050003878479642466,0.056122713072017716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991035928971936,0.0,0.0,0.3221649233335963,0.0,0.0,0.06975800249976857,0.08319024023709531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07060969766880375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06301860695203301,0.0,0.17604887447833642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294614496516202,0.0,0.15044483530584954,0.2500974369772518,0.17042779687167373,0.0,0.0,0.052230889625727486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096593166112692,0.29655909391048824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364170790821749,0.07250100410560283,0.11716640460512535,0.08605829415271281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026532397840798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127229089015034,0.060886748544959776,0.08704975398595363,0.17571975513803778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520111850850596,0.05242025375405248,0.16136158011180518,0.0,0.04752011285293449
anxiety,ThatOneRedd,2019/03/20,"So I ran a full red light My personality has always been to not really care about negative stuff which is good, but when I hit my limit I start to break down and I don't even know it.

I've had anxiety for a while along with depression. Never talked about it until middle of highschool but my counselor didn't really care tbh, and she eventually left the school. I never really got help until I suffered two seizures in one night.

Today was one of those day's where the limit testing was happening. I was coming to a stop at a red light and began overthinking and getting anxious. Overthinking the little things is my problem. I don't really know why, I panicked and started to go on a red.

This was a wake-up call I believe (again) and I am starting to take Lexapro that my doctor prescribed to me. I was afraid of taking it beforehand but I don't think I can continue like this.

Wish me luck, I hope I can overcome all of this. It's definitely not fun.",2.7317308284570387,4.715762450261781,4.360351093316911,83.81232830304899,76.3298429319372,7.635478903603325,24.84785956267324,8.4952907291091,1.7377820141669231,752,26,149,15,17,252,116,191,0.195,0.703,0.102,-0.957,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,7,11,0,1,9,0,17,1,0,0,3,27,37,14,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,12,9,0,3,3,0,0,3,9,4,0,3,11,5,24,7,21,25,2,29,0,2,3,0,5,9,0,2,17,108,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907699026522232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947692501349654,0.16167085805235307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16123326328710486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14612886361447636,0.0,0.2918154788833499,0.0,0.0,0.12327452884566288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922925652935018,0.0,0.12325836924053266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647669622245107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452122246523813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476781630668891,0.0,0.08133134901384148,0.12003186816400682,0.1144562236878194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654958119970422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592201008117156,0.0,0.0,0.14213814060896698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15729639264853754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554868299849571,0.0,0.0,0.06991514645056915,0.14343141447414454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207468123243211,0.0,0.0,0.13429679155733698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19394683163959525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249560395028199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369346494939338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667135812566106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483253494355666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038768950917889,0.0,0.0,0.11964436450263055,0.0,0.0,0.16382396787129716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21519821581813126,0.11502447091432022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507433288088067,0.09169757392347637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13564927503312305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13979533432087765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913235324062025,0.0,0.16456668150763087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Th0tk1ller66666666,2019/03/20,"What should I know before taking meds? Ive been thinking about going to psychiatrist and getting some medication to control my horrible anxiety because I have been unable to defeat it on my own after all these years...

But Im scared of the side effects medication can have on me. And how it may affect my brain after long term use. I fear that I get worse after taking medication for a long time and start getting dependent on it.",6.529024390243901,7.061785560975611,7.498682926829272,70.51095121951224,65.34146341463415,9.974634146341463,32.25365853658536,9.888512548439397,3.222323902439024,344,13,59,7,5,116,58,82,0.201,0.799,0.0,-0.9468,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,2,3,0,2,2,0,8,4,1,6,1,16,18,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,9,0,12,14,4,14,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,3,9,44,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398688706003477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145499394481652,0.0,0.1555797815586791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204105196945429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20506587314998265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057410829074639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865724450001201,0.0,0.10390978673876973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974940162509399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048176264791632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236078220690513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030893332511822,0.5525634365590846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18305051088102986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12941210552753168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749395034431335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715378468921522,0.0,0.0,0.10661301314427986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15791140955054309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18632527904363907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774024726117265
anxiety,bluetalulah,2019/03/20,"Anyone else get bad loss of appetite when stressed? I've been under prolonged stress for about 8 months now, and my appetite is decreasing steadily. I won't feel hungry as often and when I do eat I'm full after just a few bites. I feel this weird disconnect between my body and brain; when my stomach growling and I'm dizzy I have no mental desire to eat. It's not even like it makes me nauseous or that I'm forcing myself to restrict, I just have zero desire for it. I've lost 15 pounds (I really didn't need to) and I don't want to lose any more, but I can't bring myself to eat..   


Anyone else get this way?",1.9402911931818208,3.568171367187503,3.3294318181818205,91.91784090909091,77.515625,5.592045454545455,21.79261363636364,6.11248444174946,0.21005312499999995,477,13,103,3,11,156,82,128,0.155,0.8,0.045,-0.7983,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,9,8,0,2,1,0,9,6,3,1,0,19,21,11,0,4,5,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,3,1,2,0,0,1,6,7,0,1,3,2,14,1,13,17,3,10,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,2,7,64,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251833644351253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23138667567451385,0.3390662322056991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13815202000242927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18378853524721567,0.0,0.18470785531877024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5079200410665331,0.2764408596484477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928463603732866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16732289067755735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17289183062327332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083529956626373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185107190894748,0.1806189149466748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104456999276718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667445597430861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206843212081612,0.0,0.0,0.12268634362384287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599778338751588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790672789730317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975924757284804,0.13133428606886607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EthanIsAsleep,2019/03/20,"My Anxiety Is Making Me Feel Insane Well its all in the title. My anxiety is making me feel like I'm insane, or at least that I'm going crazy and i don't know what to do but i want these feelings to stop. I'm only 17 as well. I don't know who to tell but I need help. I told my father and he told me to get over it so he's no help. I can't continue to feel like this someone please help. ",-1.921438561438564,-0.18700546153846176,1.5110889110889154,98.96345654345656,92.62637362637363,4.627772227772229,13.767232767232768,6.11248444174946,-0.944107692307692,297,5,78,3,11,107,54,91,0.141,0.618,0.242,0.9028,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,2,1,17,23,7,0,2,3,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,6,0,0,1,4,0,2,0,2,4,12,4,9,21,2,6,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,1,4,46,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850714250220209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3768397219788449,0.2662167472718643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734548142316224,0.0,0.1058910065270869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3746628447242897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20479524245686428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820548981151044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24874257602151986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13815529792305672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14170617011328526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045254502963724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15786990689365535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15577341745949747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16285351764724335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3560770427474524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989746014972626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.335051456042866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NewEnglandSynthOrch,2019/03/20,"I don't know what to do So, a coworker/friend of mine had been out of work since yesterday, which didn't surprise me too much considering she had a bad day, as did I. What really worried me was when she didn't show up today. Towards the end of this workday, a supervisor came up to me and said that she was no longer with the company. Back home, I tried talking to her on Facebook given that we were friends there, but when I tried that, I got a rude shock: her Facebook account was deactivated. Because I sometimes assume the worst, I worry that she may have taken her own life, and I don't know what to do.",9.012338709677422,5.529783298387097,9.022322580645165,74.54848387096777,62.79032258064517,12.178064516129036,38.50967741935485,9.888512548439397,3.4522051612903226,475,17,102,7,5,157,79,124,0.191,0.792,0.016,-0.9676,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,1,6,6,1,0,7,0,16,1,0,0,0,11,23,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,9,6,0,0,3,1,1,1,5,4,0,0,15,1,20,2,14,7,3,13,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,2,7,79,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659462543839602,0.1801941658686511,0.13155710916870791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24683165466505064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918101016593135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911455456914792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334719284432173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17260472479000571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21647722486253795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372094735329876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152434533559682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15864679281542424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13825481640517112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20528681512079572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17852207539371226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134437762269171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17346166513787512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20456472379271515,0.0,0.0,0.29304462421600386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571138461129006,0.4383355135710004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bumberbeven,2019/03/20,"Movement when looking in mirror. Has anyone ever looked in the mirror and it looked like things in the reflection were moving?  Like objects behind you or even yourself even though you aren’t moving.

I’ve had balance problems since September.  Feels like I’m walking on a boat 24/7.  I get dizzy easily, and sometimes when I look in the mirror I see movement when nothing’s moving. Almost like when you’re on a boat and you look in the mirror and you can see things swaying. I’ve been checked for all kinds of things at the doctor and so far they haven’t found anything.

I was just wondering if anyone experienced this.  I starting getting anxiety after the balance problems started.",4.222217847769032,6.821171110236223,4.425688976377955,82.18268044619424,74.11811023622046,6.1230971128608935,28.69356955380577,7.1686216300943375,1.8402813648293963,549,23,90,6,12,171,77,127,0.07200000000000001,0.8290000000000001,0.099,0.5267,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,4,1,0,10,7,0,0,8,0,8,1,0,0,2,17,23,13,0,3,3,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,4,0,1,6,2,2,0,0,5,9,10,5,12,18,1,23,0,0,7,0,5,9,0,4,12,61,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874527141971806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835645312531002,0.0,0.0,0.17979964704130155,0.0,0.10580296732634573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159785319306028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16983984863665233,0.11629981855118356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06500935414292047,0.09185113878809488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097145099419794,0.0,0.0,0.13434606825034653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13388689790297256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25125315946778115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5398362381627493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4099518355506638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12336732958584985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460501412972724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20490886096226413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635524904564234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715999367468514,0.0,0.1820064126711366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562505522766272,0.0,0.12632034191713545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394297509085231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xsyndicated,2019/03/20,Can you get PTSD from watching violent video? I’m having anxiety right now that i got PTSD from watching violent video few days ago. How to calm down and stop thinking about this? ,4.184901960784317,6.491452000000002,4.1005882352941185,85.84931372549022,73.11764705882355,8.062745098039215,28.98039215686275,8.841846274778883,2.4193450980392166,144,6,27,3,3,44,28,34,0.292,0.653,0.056,-0.8677,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,1,5,5,1,6,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,4,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802588593125987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24186334288883865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203898569154375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16518178593530114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528639242667429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7391537684819091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700009311545904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643258929025404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025840766096985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,porquepine14,2019/03/20,"I let a miserable stranger ruin my day I’ve had a very good day, yesterday was my last final for winter quarter, so I celebrated by sleeping in this morning, going for a nice walk because the sun is out, eating a healthy breakfast and watching a movie while I folded laundry. And then I went to Home Depot to buy fertilizer for my plants, I pulled into a parking spot next to a guy in a giant truck. He was really upset with me for parking next to him, and he yelled really rude insults at me out of his window as he moved his car away from me, even going as far as calling me a “fat c***.” I’ve been struggling with my weight for a while now and have been working on my body image and eating healthier and working out. I’ve let this awful man ruin my day be running the scene over and over again in my mind and wondering what I did to deserve this. I just feel so crappy, idk guys, just felt like sharing. I don’t ever want to leave my house ever again. ",5.309805194805193,4.798121316326533,6.410111317254174,80.84138218923933,67.9795918367347,8.759925788497219,30.573283858998145,8.00094639256281,2.0124142857142853,742,25,152,8,11,250,118,196,0.161,0.743,0.095,-0.9303,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,10,11,2,3,12,1,12,7,3,0,2,23,19,16,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,2,3,4,14,5,0,3,0,1,8,1,7,0,1,8,5,23,4,31,8,0,39,0,3,1,0,12,14,0,1,18,104,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341002430730655,0.0,0.0,0.08700734369055092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15854169286321365,0.0,0.0,0.14574405948115593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761485881658232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920983910177865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427231779170914,0.25821627943229875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216895849108265,0.0,0.1370439083202699,0.15635456587639476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16223435500913158,0.11971578578399505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28265177581430656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317058518394093,0.0,0.0,0.16469212829131746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634461564131883,0.0,0.15113126123568946,0.0,0.2919037353272196,0.0,0.0697310374616232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14411737495237828,0.0,0.0,0.15170020475389742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035915551481735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18287395343132085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428338338079417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921317567527945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177678211487468,0.08418629753968715,0.0,0.0,0.17380760814324545,0.0,0.13231284018011533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15478541570521054,0.20781937963928784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HauntedDragons,2019/03/20,Hi all! App suggestions... Does anyone have any helpful apps or something similar to use during panic attacks?  Something I can quickly pull up to help with grounding?  Thanks!,4.045517241379308,7.280674931034483,3.7616551724137928,78.42386206896553,92.79310344827587,5.078620689655172,33.38620689655172,6.742157984588678,2.9775186206896547,139,8,18,2,5,42,27,29,0.161,0.597,0.242,0.4843,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,10,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21345780786409366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194810824600024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35709827469628186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27468962738229874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4207913362910027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682854653349954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4832998899088869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28899023621008235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711025205273295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,boston7388,2019/03/20,"I have to fly cross country in a week, and idk if I can do it I almost rather drive for 2 days. The thought of being that high in the air, the no control of the situation, the grounding of the 737s, etc. I also have asthma and am petrified of having an asthma attack on the plane. What would even happen in that situation? Ughhh ",1.2115351812366733,3.3987660597014937,3.4652452025586378,87.26626865671642,82.43283582089552,5.619616204690832,20.01918976545842,6.868970318607317,0.4089249466950964,254,7,52,3,7,87,48,67,0.152,0.848,0.0,-0.8481,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,9,0,8,2,0,1,0,8,10,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,10,7,1,11,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,2,2,43,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583690900514206,0.0,0.0,0.2063379664757311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935342388810179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893906205200646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16640112364868054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877597593639489,0.1704193352611248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281656430497267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27261159036380755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5800490792137034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048385284648485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20696754453904226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18328953042337104,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,3bluerose,2019/03/20,Need help finding help Asking for a friend. Looking for someplace that specializes in anxiety in the Minneapolis-St paul or Faribault MN area. Anyone know how to find such a place? Just googling showed me some options but none of these have reviews or anything helpful to distinguish the right choice. ,7.35192307692308,9.739469576923078,5.818461538461538,76.50153846153847,64.76923076923077,8.276923076923078,38.0,8.841846274778883,3.6399461538461537,246,13,38,4,4,72,45,52,0.025,0.802,0.173,0.7992,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,12,5,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,7,5,2,5,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,4,0,23,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045636116077814,0.0,0.0,0.18697535340011304,0.0,0.22005101269281005,0.0,0.24998698959480345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4888055006195096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20659595341723466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5377065389568647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146958448865337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245523238106953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982769525476388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793806531807808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22836187143841796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chaee_,2019/03/20,"Teacher gives me panic attack So I’m in yearbook at school, and our deadline is today. I’m already stressed out enough, and have cried about it 2 times. I was going into a class to get an interview, and when I asked for the student I needed, she said “you guys have been pulling my students way too often.” Now I hadn’t ever been in her class before, so it must’ve been other yearbook students. “Well, our deadlines today so I really need this interview.” “I DONT CARE ABOUT YOUR DEADLINE, YOU GUYS OBVIOUSLY DON’T WORK ON THE YEARBOOK AT ALL,” at this point I couldn’t breathe, and quickly made it out of the class where my friend who was helping me is waiting. I am gasping for air and crying, so ofc she asked what’s wrong. Some other kid who walked by told me he hopes I feel better, and I was just crying. I finally managed to tell her what happened, and she took me back to our teacher. At this point I was dizzy and couldn’t stand, so I staggered to a seat and drank water. 
I had to skip a bit of the next period since I was crying and couldn’t breathe, so the teacher moved me to an empty class. I heard the door open and I turned around, it was the mean teacher. “I’m sorry I snapped at you, were preparing for the STAAR and I’m stressed” (gee wonder what that feels like) I had to tell her it was ok and she left. 
Now I’m anxious to get interviews great ",2.8132897318508867,4.235031244604318,3.6424983649444087,91.45441465009813,74.68345323741008,6.205624591236103,24.86657946370177,6.574015621080383,0.6990230215827342,1058,34,228,8,22,337,144,278,0.13,0.8,0.07,-0.9309,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,3,4,0,2,20,13,1,3,13,1,24,4,2,1,3,36,52,20,0,6,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,1,3,16,18,2,1,4,0,0,5,6,5,1,0,20,4,40,8,28,29,4,37,0,0,0,0,33,18,0,4,13,154,56,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963188394271745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247116588569901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650687842839498,0.20269531889440226,0.12333074018235085,0.0,0.08335972944763619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224796378769416,0.0,0.0,0.0958788358741426,0.11835440852773033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105300681671531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4763282133855306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705438840196984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201534235907368,0.0,0.0,0.0980620295550179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962956411681893,0.07744731848000416,0.0,0.11875661824066365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375642414046243,0.0,0.11327832046073183,0.10399566654931246,0.06161125917669295,0.0,0.0,0.11952116203219447,0.0,0.21468365088846386,0.0958656058277111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266418048537024,0.0,0.0,0.10767446902254034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778655459330012,0.0,0.0,0.05296309800061687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257909413119816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180890407178458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11522147243996113,0.0,0.1607676071110596,0.0,0.0,0.11529406325211802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12719445109836436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049628462274568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944949817126836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312166087245228,0.0,0.0,0.10971556424210152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967693763559126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135485454250305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483639889107893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18950826161112846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06321408397222325,0.0,0.205517865928276,0.1035893211666273,0.12044624359098074,0.0,0.11791772030770245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604991508943957,0.0,0.0,0.09747259362628168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175647952401834,0.0789229485960296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118528081174576,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pancakewhisper23,2019/03/20,"Does anyone have any helpful tips for physically calming myself down while i’m anxious? I just got over a breakup and deep breathing isn’t working for me. Maybe i’m doing it wrong, i don’t know. Does anyone have any tips or suggestions that work to at least relieve the anxiety? ",4.857777777777779,6.398038666666665,5.189814814814816,81.8991666666667,69.74074074074073,7.622222222222224,32.01851851851852,8.07648339933343,2.376274074074073,224,10,41,3,4,71,43,54,0.121,0.73,0.149,0.3736,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,2,0,5,1,1,0,0,4,9,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,6,8,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,24,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35784055427802924,0.0,0.20127444160340496,0.2972335190636665,0.0,0.3679379685705112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4604895435799217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104289329277398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17635359245049884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445955099335374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643241218316941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830868364227436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28766378127128633,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sophrosyne-,2019/03/20,"Severe anxiety for solo trip with kids due to husband bailing. I’m 32 with two kids and a husband who majorly triggers my anxiety due to him coming and going whenever he pleases.  We planned a day trip to the beach with the kids during their spring break & it’s tomorrow, however he’s already sent me texts from work saying we need to talk about us.  Considering his past, I know he’s bailing and because he’s done this so many times before, my kids already assume he will, too.  

I don’t want to mess this up for them, but I am terrified to drive to a place I haven’t been alone especially because if the car breaks down, etc I have no one who could help us out.  Also because I’m already stressing about how I’m going to be a single mom when I’ve been a stay at home for 11 years.  It doesn’t feel like I’ll be able to focus on having a good time. 

At the moment, he’s totally ignoring my calls (pressing ignore) and texts so I’m assuming the absolute worst & hate that I’m going to cancel it altogether for the kids because I’m overthinking every little thing that could go wrong, from parking to jellyfish to not knowing how to set up a tent.  

I guess I’m looking for anything from tips on dealing with this anxiety he causes every time he leaves for work (me thinking he isn’t going to come back), to tips on solo beach traveling with kids to any sort of pep talk to get me to go.  I seriously have no friends or anyone to talk to, which is my reason for posting here.  Thanks!",7.531923620933519,5.478285759075908,8.116720886374353,75.41799504950497,64.34653465346534,11.165393682225368,35.83427628477133,9.784248007369934,3.23995634134842,1167,43,237,19,14,392,165,303,0.153,0.779,0.068,-0.9781,1,1,0,0,1,0,29.0,4,0,2,3,11,12,1,1,13,0,17,0,0,5,1,38,44,13,0,5,4,3,2,1,1,1,0,1,1,6,12,14,0,2,7,3,0,14,7,8,0,2,4,4,22,4,47,35,5,43,0,0,1,0,37,11,0,6,14,136,34,2,0.09854258090305514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206039492811604,0.3262325653290761,0.07880446634571933,0.0,0.2135416904756096,0.0,0.06701233418316306,0.0,0.2261544140037966,0.0,0.0,0.06890326379654588,0.0,0.08109214771116773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577316204394006,0.0,0.240282570717338,0.0,0.08385247834446609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10062299282306424,0.0,0.0,0.10123037539063548,0.0,0.16977141578311608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573564647366057,0.0,0.0,0.063551812458153,0.1015930739208427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084327351714924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990102626176544,0.0,0.0,0.16605274903497624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049826089777848935,0.07039883948688126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613375356025942,0.0,0.05148443132680899,0.0,0.3360241178512458,0.08265284154039873,0.0,0.0,0.1085557626535206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729039730822872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06605101479086194,0.0,0.09884624331669767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831285070637968,0.0,0.0,0.10434236475089853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04814292745120733,0.09876555412974578,0.0,0.0,0.08275094937537562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099906710166035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541187976408747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730680751111066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06677500312194902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407004379741292,0.0,0.0,0.1029560233244891,0.1081701620498926,0.0,0.0,0.09437655281981952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131818541201397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836501554369414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132506738996484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050332797350622,0.0,0.0,0.1128801934838227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23761438140976165,0.0,0.09072476888224834,0.0,0.0,0.06546731205937299,0.06314210686765581,0.0,0.0,0.1723829141490454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626178274525377,0.0,0.23706918319681874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05812296736685563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348034506779658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774084274397927,0.0,0.06345819125614273
anxiety,searching4light,2019/03/20,"Anxiety and depression crept back in So I’m currently sat in my room crying my eyes out because it’s hit me that the anxiety and depression I’d worked so hard to get rid of never left and it’s really getting to me right now. 

I’m in my final year of university, exam season is creeping up on me and I feel so unprepared but have absolutely no motivation. I force myself to get up daily and to study but I can manage around 3-4 hours before I’m mentally exhausted. I know if I carry on like this I’m going to totally screw up my exams. I’ve already taken a year out during my degree to try and get my mental health back on track, so it really isn’t possible to do that again. 

I just feel like I’m fighting a losing battle, in terms of university work but also with anxiety and depression. Does it ever get better? I’m so tired of feeling this way. 

Sorry if you feel you’ve completely wasted your time reading this but I just needed to vent 

",3.5047472527472543,4.508874071794871,6.059578754578755,76.4267307692308,72.38461538461539,9.468864468864467,26.236263736263727,9.784248007369934,2.5040109890109883,744,24,145,19,14,268,111,195,0.22,0.705,0.075,-0.9799,1,0,0,0,3,0,12.0,0,2,0,5,14,11,3,0,3,0,5,5,1,1,3,29,26,19,0,3,8,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,9,11,0,0,6,1,0,1,3,8,0,0,2,6,19,3,26,23,2,32,0,4,1,1,3,16,1,2,16,91,28,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258514788410512,0.10332824814559596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29653318514827426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502324530085035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19870721682459547,0.0,0.0787644985222702,0.0,0.109947190708574,0.0,0.0,0.1142747028761698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547299140116606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14192982361514064,0.0,0.0,0.333862106764245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307151071726802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687677670120712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613274504571267,0.09230680814143452,0.0,0.1415419486511566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375313825762863,0.0,0.07343235107156787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157457251718474,0.0,0.0,0.13734293554168792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272446623797362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100978938203054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14038576299180053,0.0,0.0,0.12624980752512874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455162130513374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604242043560471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580670419718648,0.09965380887614654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566353264520762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292437875847172,0.0,0.1655489597065732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103436278684977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463869757064207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534270308618991,0.14850653332242886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772430854124763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255994860297717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18813112234198068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16641248997790034
anxiety,BigBangZebraMan,2019/03/20,"Fear of underperforming I don't know if this could be called an ""anxiety,"" if it isn't then I'm sorry but I don't know where else to talk about this. There are many people around me who are really successful, have good grades, skip classes, go to an IB education etc... Because of this I try my best to have good grades but I constantly feel it isn't enough. Is the school I'm going to too easy? Am I doing enough? I haven't tried up until now and feel immense pressure on my shoulders. Where am I even going? Is my life even worth it if I don't do anything great to contribute to the development of mankind?

Sometimes I feel like I don't deserve to have certain things, like love or friendship (which I don't have) because I'm not ""good enough"" for it. 

And this has lessened quite a bit, but I sometimes feel like I'm being judged by people walking around me. I go (in my head) ""I'm trying, OK!? Don't judge. I'm doing my best.""

I really hope I'm good enough...",1.7070240089335549,3.50592014070352,3.249304857621439,91.45783221663878,78.74874371859299,6.231267448352876,22.110831937465104,7.1686216300943375,0.5547451702959245,744,22,166,9,18,245,100,199,0.042,0.672,0.28600000000000003,0.9956,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,4,10,17,0,2,5,1,26,4,2,0,1,21,45,11,0,5,8,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,11,4,0,0,6,0,1,5,10,2,0,0,0,4,21,15,19,42,8,16,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,5,7,107,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345348263652437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977170095197166,0.19422629679126285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300039332561187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289662606808288,0.0,0.11909792779339215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139299519823308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788743792069498,0.0,0.08709941649041214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911306217794728,0.0,0.0,0.4508761548297485,0.12166408638018204,0.14410571354307486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275647766612538,0.2206365453323489,0.15586770714945106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479932395578324,0.3659977634344261,0.0,0.12027201100969075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195772020542943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835089538581694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990592328990185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705342967761948,0.15988745919626415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984579030223451,0.0,0.0,0.1106000465059264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15125841592941575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603054753691926,0.0,0.0,0.13977157963745954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104048130565033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21578542102714607,0.12211722303773992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876823374883814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247448891422154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221946643303592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,raverae,2019/03/20,"Can someone shed some light? Saturday night my chest on my right side starting aching . This was after going out , doing some mdma and drinking 3 vodka red bulls and hitting a big bong. I was having anxiety for about a month before this and thought going out would help me get out of the funk. So my chest starters aching and it gave me anxiety thinking I was dying from all the things I was doing that night . So for the past 3 days my chest had been having this feeling off and on , mostly on when I keep thinking about it and when I’m in stressful situations . My chest feels heavy and tight and my throat kinda does too . It tends to feel better when I’m occupied or moving around . Could anxiety be causing this to happen ?? I can feel my heart thumping in my chest when it starts to hurt . I also have an appointment at a drs office tomorrow just to check things out . ",4.031579185520364,5.559805370588236,4.433529411764706,86.56780542986425,71.76470588235293,7.113122171945702,24.84162895927602,7.61054688173877,1.170402714932127,683,20,134,8,13,215,102,170,0.108,0.851,0.042,-0.8889,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,12,3,0,1,7,0,16,9,7,1,1,32,35,16,1,2,2,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,11,13,1,2,7,2,1,3,0,2,0,0,8,7,16,1,23,23,4,33,0,1,1,0,2,15,0,5,15,95,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626429941368691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3623554598825528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405552667818025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13435246659519426,0.0,0.0,0.1396405683665101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16219616756249286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606204127452547,0.0,0.0,0.1018257650688931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386453349009295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817030038335693,0.0,0.0,0.15467175188939822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193350128518601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249082766036303,0.0,0.17946465809207868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13962129976373278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18710000042701785,0.10583010703408284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16902414036444527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14033957923758605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260260156211924,0.16781171520128482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29633748944209565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15072354051339104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348369019858803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17747458662942348,0.0,0.0,0.13377939162591118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22351021978191635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808620654239163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20978974098777,0.20233863020333195,0.0,0.12534674898323514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216028026278238,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,beggarmantheif,2019/03/20,"I Think I'm Going to Talk to My Friends Again, However.. .. I feel embarrassed for them being associated with me. All I do is whine and complain about the same shit and I don't want to irritate them, let alone with my problems. I've been in a different school since early November and I still have not made any friends. I don't know what to do. I kind of like being off the grid from everyone, but I feel so tired and drained. I don't know what to do, if anything.",0.9834375000000009,3.105380468749998,2.781083333333332,92.22225000000002,82.85416666666666,6.756666666666668,23.141666666666666,7.908726449838941,1.1042866666666664,359,13,82,7,10,119,63,96,0.233,0.7120000000000001,0.055,-0.9352,2,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,0,4,9,1,1,3,0,12,2,1,1,1,19,21,7,0,3,3,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,2,2,14,4,13,16,2,6,0,1,0,0,6,2,1,1,4,56,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347594575333312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15414186112019254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865282671137505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368195831739587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21659077454492728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292200772982213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.350245924452308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12882052122248366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360396091543122,0.2491413647147617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317831591805927,0.0,0.11073842640401564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21447853118233332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168904504242832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293998915255581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23267121577331595,0.1875019274435336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18101717950024251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18218697311907864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145239559049354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605212654691454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336945276263239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,stegirl1214,2019/03/20,im scared to go outside anywhere When I'm with someone else I'm usually fine but sometimes I just have this irrantional anxiety that I will see the person that molested me. I had a pretty vivid dream where this happened and it's been fucking me up all day. I'm depressed because I'm not getting out but anxiety stops me from leaving my room. I'm physically unable to do it unless I really need too.,3.021269841269841,4.943902308641976,5.0932275132275135,79.1566666666667,75.2962962962963,8.085361552028218,31.32451499118166,8.841846274778883,2.871718165784832,321,16,60,7,7,111,60,81,0.192,0.71,0.097,-0.7935,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,1,2,0,5,1,0,0,1,11,16,5,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,2,8,1,7,13,1,9,0,1,2,1,1,4,1,0,4,37,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3700817289890656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14745045372326396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15599539415472516,0.0,0.20833463487984055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20206333520487146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22361818246576504,0.12637458865466414,0.0,0.13746844944879885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21389753049537574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612766038841553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25612059966142425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17935417946718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112040831487024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24608334136243876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15495730741716526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421684298600995,0.0,0.1927505088392128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20494782349382654,0.0,0.2392298055797637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20222614616492374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664014366498046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Notpoligenova,2019/03/20,"I need help. Hi guys, I am going through a lot right now in terms of almost everything, and the other day something happened that has had me freaking out. I posted a twitter thread, @zanderjustdont and I need some support, or cheering up along with any advice you would have to help me with this. Thanks a million.",3.2846327683615826,5.905625966101695,3.4450000000000003,87.87789548022602,77.47457627118644,5.289265536723164,26.78248587570621,6.42735559955562,1.1293028248587569,248,10,45,2,6,76,49,59,0.044,0.7240000000000001,0.232,0.8995,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,13,11,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,7,3,9,9,3,9,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,4,3,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24959989125595544,0.0,0.0,0.25577281689171844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17369882881060594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647290088806664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295609341029113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14516480792761088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529124656992192,0.22587287523102864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34241409587572114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21715453849919888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787911352424864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446280508179005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21813289799144425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19663985515797494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898550484660158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23516247107415136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814477091428227,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EmptyNametag,2019/03/20,"Landslide of anxiety Does anyone ever experience anxiety as a sort of landslide/positive feedback loop?

I have a lot of anxiety surrounding school and my future. I currently take night classes because I didn't complete my undergrad, and I work as a cook full time. I want to succeed at these classes, but I find it hard given my learning disability (ADD) and the fact that I am working 50-60 hour weeks with late nights.

I have started to miss assignments and generally lose my sense of what is due and when for my classes, and also I skip classes often now because I have some social anxiety related to college classrooms specifically.

The problem is, I also have a lot of anxiety built up around what I am going to do with my future. I feel strongly that I need to finish school to secure a better future for myself, but simultaneously I am very afraid of many school situations (being in classes, talking to professors, group work, etc.) I practice a lot of avoidance behaviour for those situations, and as a result I often fall behind in ways that make me feel hopeless. 

What happens then is that I feel a lot of anxiety about my future because I feel like I have failed. I also really don't like my anxiety to be seen in public because of social anxiety, so I isolate myself more, and as a result miss more classes and fall further behind. It's a spiraling/landslide effect where once one tiny thing falls out of place, the whole mountain comes crashing down and suddenly I'm having trouble even leaving my house on my days off.   


I know the things I need to do to get back on track, and I am going to try my best, but I was wondering if anyone could relate to that feeling. Thanks!",10.586098557692312,7.600714278125,10.566875000000003,63.146009615384635,59.34375,13.221153846153848,43.677884615384606,11.362043627235082,5.0260985576923085,1339,61,227,27,13,449,168,320,0.141,0.768,0.091,-0.9009,1,1,0,0,0,1,34.0,0,0,0,10,14,17,0,2,14,0,21,1,0,4,2,51,45,25,0,6,4,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,14,17,1,2,10,1,0,6,2,9,0,1,4,7,40,8,45,38,11,44,0,5,1,0,5,16,0,10,23,174,54,21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061730493630522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5259368586492947,0.0,0.0,0.12017927973505302,0.0,0.0,0.07650277523946533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06608078874592205,0.0,0.20954730364415786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901863170315784,0.0760049143703622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07402772141774039,0.09010404623059964,0.0,0.0,0.06861426277838943,0.0,0.0,0.055422708782199015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752046627424274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584325509805694,0.05676104212477865,0.07773557210369826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840635633768863,0.0,0.0,0.2172634230795376,0.0613939119683698,0.0,0.0,0.0785455033601091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044898902704336593,0.0,0.09768075374051607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599442666953675,0.0,0.07698330171949429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463132631145333,0.09916057068011376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047229113929852684,0.0,0.09694147181001894,0.09099561871729356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839696413004031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614230728999608,0.0,0.2922446466412621,0.0,0.0,0.05736408385853906,0.08712734206543263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274434352545104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612934247779551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152084865489113,0.0582336114236728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978660839679037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223077532800077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05505389289979301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609206293325202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19319515693005165,0.0,0.17520533099179578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060827148278421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064614457339051,0.06907347015480285,0.0,0.07911989053662459,0.0,0.0,0.11418638212432268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05011096552753885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058346059023244766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090760483832402,0.05068828361192135,0.06821334831948679,0.06893404141051361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594637603401096,0.0,0.0,0.0931957727034638,0.1876910132004052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shaoor786,2019/03/20,Withdrawalls Hello any one experience with paxil withdrawals? How long ?,9.330000000000002,13.560845999999998,6.420000000000003,57.94000000000002,89.0,6.0,35.0,7.1686216300943375,4.152000000000001,60,3,5,1,2,17,10,10,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4168263500854809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5995817537571841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5424405911542574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4153501167739032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,theoneirologist,2019/03/20,"I landed a job! I used to be someone who was a victim to their own mind and body, who was scared at every turn, with extreme depersonalization. But 4 years after my graduation from university, I finally landed a lockdown job, not a dead end one. I never thought this day would come as someone with extreme anxiety. But I want to let each and every one of you know, that you can beat this thing. Do not let anxiety hold you prisoner. Everything you feel is FALSE fear. I considered myself an 8/9 on the anxiety scale, constant barrages of adrenaline day in and out, I was wrestling with my body, trying to win an unwinnable fight with my subconscious. If I can clear this hurdle, I know MANY of you can too!

Believe in yourself and don't let anxiety win. It can never, and will never hurt you. ",4.72191985645933,6.080297256578947,5.7135645933014345,78.71086124401914,69.85526315789474,8.948325358851674,30.265550239234447,9.339509955726095,2.706518421052632,621,25,117,13,11,205,92,152,0.134,0.7559999999999999,0.11,-0.242,2,1,0,0,1,0,22.0,0,6,1,3,1,7,2,2,7,0,16,2,2,1,4,30,24,9,1,3,5,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,12,0,1,4,0,0,1,6,5,0,2,4,1,20,2,19,14,2,18,0,1,0,0,10,7,0,1,10,88,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3955712968870319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456454203749911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287184384178094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113564918876854,0.0,0.13969724579405793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667396565152006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449673556403495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21783468689998572,0.0,0.11618145329022385,0.0,0.0,0.1454670839896764,0.06536387219896084,0.0,0.0,0.14161129764580802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838848688284655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565652803974277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420891617753306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3965685285457992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106164790829095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13052799811709814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991079038712204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17519627928293416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12942395200991688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21906370940031689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588265781515803,0.0,0.0,0.10262762993541484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877672893865857,0.14061095403010926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164961295721701,0.0,0.0,0.0762480505239345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09183121085813542,0.0,0.0,0.08324701219255089
anxiety,pnacksack,2019/03/20,"Missed class due to an anxiety attack I just skipped a class due to having an anxiety attack on my way to the class. I always get an anxiety attack in this class and im not sure why, like feeling like im going to have a heart attack or pass out, my eyesight will even go out. how you guys deal with still going, or helping the guilty feelings about not going when this happens?  ",4.437142857142857,4.9573693376623424,5.280935064935068,84.62997402597405,69.9090909090909,7.718441558441559,27.08831168831169,7.554174236665415,1.421698181818182,297,9,60,3,5,97,49,77,0.321,0.638,0.041,-0.9682,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,6,8,4,0,7,0,3,1,1,1,1,13,12,5,0,0,5,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,5,2,5,0,0,0,2,5,3,10,11,0,14,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,2,6,37,7,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092440527807535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33352620063985466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6613255951709086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14982662224569154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598766803987492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14696424555363555,0.1038222383009527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075927798483057,0.0,0.3303726433816244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14389741051922494,0.12851292941381234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17221419073515415,0.0974101881170146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31395801227514386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199968416457073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605900116196588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13696976979993433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153544753457042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113577176413527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sky918,2019/03/20,"I am so fed up of my life I (F/29) do the same things over and over again. Nothing brings me joy anymore. I am just so tired and mentally exhausted. I have an okay life and yet I just don’t have the energy to be happy. I go about my life dragging my feet, feeling like my best days are passing by. 

My negative thoughts have increased over the year, I find myself doubting myself all the time, I can’t seem to look forward to anything. I have a good family, friends, pets and yet I have been feeling increasingly lonely and tired of everything. I am scared of the future and fed up of the present. ",2.782,4.469013200000003,3.84,88.905,75.33333333333334,7.133333333333333,27.0,7.908726449838941,1.5351499999999991,464,18,98,7,10,150,71,120,0.17800000000000002,0.637,0.185,-0.2627,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,8,11,0,2,8,1,14,9,1,0,1,16,23,8,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,6,0,1,0,1,6,2,0,5,0,0,6,3,4,0,0,4,3,19,7,14,18,5,19,0,1,1,0,1,6,0,2,10,73,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193341186783082,0.0,0.0,0.16042987074391635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045913534900914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12572868453944025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17521136357539047,0.0,0.1837845245453945,0.0,0.1971483890451758,0.13927460349957774,0.0,0.0,0.17818369096254907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062035705880703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079639503799088,0.1635174928671602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20753130425435887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4131036272834856,0.09524428500451804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16371158597886776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964669699541937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870628512566463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951821609110614,0.0,0.0,0.17747806939520255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12951824200101214,0.0,0.0,0.1547710626116575,0.11367877744009315,0.44814004431584015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554346762557952
anxiety,chweaaze,2019/03/20,"How should you address concerns to teachers/professors? I've never really been taught how to be professional when I bring up concerns to teachers, and now I'm worried about the ways in which I've previously emailed concerns to my teachers. And I really only email teachers when I have missed class/am falling behind or I'm upset with the way they treat students. I've been emailing and communicating with teachers more and more recently because my anxiety has been getting in the way of completing work. And while I never outright cuss or insult, I occasionally will have a frantic/frustrated tone to my words in emails if I feel the teacher has not been doing their part or if I fear that I am falling dangerously behind/going to have a panic attack. So, first of all, how should I communicate with teachers concerning my anxiety? Is it wise to do so through email? And second, how should I go about communicating with them in general in a professional way? And lastly, god forbid, are there any possible repercussions of mentioning your anxiety to a teacher through email or of coming off frustrated? Thank you to any who can help me out with this.",9.906142857142855,8.801618757142863,9.625714285714286,63.454285714285724,59.04761904761904,12.780952380952382,42.42857142857143,11.792908689023552,5.183485714285714,929,45,151,23,10,303,115,210,0.174,0.7659999999999999,0.06,-0.9673,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,3,3,2,12,12,4,3,8,0,20,0,0,4,3,35,30,22,0,5,7,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,14,0,1,1,0,0,5,3,9,0,2,5,1,21,3,31,20,4,26,0,1,0,0,16,8,0,6,9,118,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22229923926824344,0.0,0.3751097078098106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859446501472736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996358232610681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079518732672947,0.17137115427806993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183923406646618,0.08264375497690063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390280032450016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539435357396725,0.0,0.1857814850669746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955513279668183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13323118566455272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521209294735395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243088699891864,0.0,0.1917699324206637,0.0,0.17699726046721867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18426202497965727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20941677024343724,0.0,0.16138427367076136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15048011199092254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5189467389184836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899142130811664,0.16598844423984185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,21moons,2019/03/20,"I'm too afraid to eat - Eating disorder or anxiety? So recently my anxiety started getting the best of me again. I'm having huuuge anxiety about eating.

It all started when I tried intervall fasting. Big mistake. I got out of my normal eating habits and started eating way less. A week in I had gastritis. It was pretty bad, I had strong stomach cramps and was very dizzy for a few days before I went to the doctor. She gave me some medication and told me to be careful about what I eat. So I was.

For 1,5 Weeks I ate very carefully (mostly rice, crackers and yogurt). Then I tried to get back to my normal eating habits. But that didn't quite work out. I tried eating a chocolate cookie and had a very bad burning sensation on my tongue. Same happened when I tried eating salmon the next day, or strawberry jam the next one. I decided to stick with what I was eating while I was sick because I was afraid it might be an allergic reaction. But the next time I ate, I had a very strong headache and got pretty scared. I also had the feeling that my throat was swelling, so I called an ambulance.

By the time the ambulance arrived, I was okay. I believe that it might have been a panic attack. They checked all my vitals and I was fine. But they convinced me to still go to the E. R. because even though my mouth and throat looked okay, they thought my neck was swollen. So I went in, and even though I wasn't having further problems they gave me a cortizon shot and antihistamins and told me to take this allergic reaction serious.

And now I'm really afraid to eat. My gastritis started again and I just feel generally so afraid to eat that I don't think it will get better if I continue like this. I went in for allergy testing and I have to wait 4 weeks for the results.

I'm afraid I will have some serious vitamin and mineral deficiencies by then since it will be nearly 2 months without eating normal food. And now I'm also afraid of eating the little variations of food I have eaten in the last few weeks (rice, oats) because I'm afraid that they might be bad. I found something black and soft in my rice today and now I can't get myself to eat it because I'm afraid it might be mold.

I just have no idea what to do about this, mostly since the doctors I talked to didn't really consider the whole context I was in and I don't know where to go, since the therapist I talked to said that I'll have to wait for my allergy testing and the doctors I talked to just told me to sleep more or prescribed some drugs.

I would really appreciate it if you have some kind words, resources where I can get more information about how to deal with this (like everything, from how to deal with this type of anxiety or what would be okay to try to eat), or some idea to whom I could talk to. I really hope that my health doesn't get worse.",4.535768048439683,5.343606854867262,5.2876222636236605,83.63523404750815,69.83185840707965,8.92081974848626,28.14275733581742,9.134995656068208,2.131938053097344,2223,75,456,42,38,722,223,565,0.083,0.816,0.101,0.8749,0,0,2,0,0,0,56.0,0,1,5,6,32,34,1,10,25,3,51,39,6,3,2,79,98,46,0,11,14,0,3,2,0,9,12,1,0,0,26,25,21,2,10,0,1,5,9,18,0,1,36,6,70,16,57,46,17,55,0,0,2,0,22,15,0,19,36,309,96,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112848764225405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608383879444966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0505933223037812,0.0,0.03419622433842971,0.11139679187208344,0.1084388782416112,0.0,0.037842398066189775,0.05010471705969197,0.046670622248874416,0.039331871667352636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045410886168197,0.0,0.09068433960213812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03550727476645879,0.0,0.0,0.057361524247135885,0.09169736231974103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05096876700651262,0.13655693503509214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05157340323287267,0.7280953656234468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05874667560779601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039968567701632006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044972760750356666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755144235451644,0.048761254605412106,0.0,0.0,0.13940871274980715,0.0,0.050548927030834384,0.0,0.07113664496620857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03932644437483649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047271658373916885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044170732350193614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040695390129553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046310746402435474,0.02444064917960238,0.03625061711591525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04345354748362108,0.04457262907903441,0.0,0.0,0.03734528100354887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04480086318329235,0.0,0.18871106449030894,0.0,0.0,0.035497127597980425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418894355098102,0.0,0.13071935857183706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03013537940561808,0.0,0.0,0.052178312156055534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048802773226093,0.0,0.042553699706147315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047301448146321035,0.0,0.0,0.1139596126519531,0.0,0.04391073669567566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04230305775597553,0.0,0.04452423206653424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036309850176736,0.0,0.04450411900910616,0.0,0.0,0.0342367197381994,0.0,0.0,0.1259100472540396,0.0,0.035515398133198116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033437410790718505,0.14297964210623826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051635421840122035,0.0,0.02849586309193948,0.0873870320639271,0.035305801906996954,0.05186396383928712,0.0,0.04215425778974824,0.12748471075250412,0.0,0.15096785022449258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14677623608127344,0.0,0.03529980507613975,0.14269102953308796,0.0,0.0,0.12367797381381967,0.0,0.04965140189130764,0.0,0.042869422807130166,0.0,0.03237614701395502,0.0,0.04532076924599546,0.06318326831628769,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BabyGirlR,2019/03/20,"I have constant anxiety about being ignored via text and it threatens my relationships. I have anxiety about text messages EVERY single day. It centers around feeling like I'm being ignored. I have lashed out at many people and even ended relationships over this. I lose my shit if I feel like I'm being ignored. This makes my romantic relationships really difficult and un-enjoyable at times for me. I know it's 100% irrational but I can't fight the anxiety. I get INSANELY anxious over this. Anxiety medication doesn't help. I don't really have any coping skills. The feeling is incredibly overwhelming and only goes away if I snap at the person I think is ignoring my text  messages. The anxiety is at an extremely high level. I have to  either snap at the person, vomit, or get really distracted. Distraction only helps for so long.
It usually goes like this.

Didn't send me a goodnight text? Anxious. What if you stop sending me goodnight texts?  What if you wake up before me and don't text me first? Obviously you don't love me.  

The WORST of this is when someone is posting on social media/another group chat/etc and they're not responding to my texts. I've stomped on relationships over these anxieties and I have no idea what to do. They're so painfully overwhelming and I don't want to live like this. ",3.06651567944251,5.928463113821143,4.577078977932633,77.89554878048783,80.46341463414635,8.39233449477352,27.48490127758421,9.04235418022936,2.986329152148665,1050,46,180,30,28,349,128,246,0.254,0.6679999999999999,0.078,-0.992,0,0,0,0,1,0,29.0,0,3,0,3,7,19,2,4,8,0,22,6,2,1,1,32,34,17,0,5,8,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,14,10,0,5,6,0,0,2,9,14,0,1,1,3,28,5,23,30,3,29,0,3,0,1,20,17,1,5,13,119,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115915722941847,0.1097247326689009,0.4802983719455795,0.23642805673133765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315226797680552,0.0,0.0,0.09831323430705664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904139459283983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307925229187192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06748449326602411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268046176463683,0.0,0.11670186545151442,0.06911409148360564,0.0,0.08816417023066384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15872820727023293,0.14951044905026534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900719206029649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934072923465127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027669992269887,0.1105584783969839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181264356787433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0575077056136802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044883340204967,0.0,0.09239951619904607,0.09260358733474663,0.0,0.11706600112940806,0.0,0.0,0.0944421751152329,0.0,0.0698483747172349,0.1060890861904202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541433790284678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15916769582639792,0.11134491500867012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07254457674980436,0.18273617120859945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021671447110103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20110623314704126,0.0,0.0,0.4493791283911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741201323022316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666785546293037,0.08866159215404308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874841790876518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670494344833786,0.0,0.0,0.0610167418735643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524677414399373,0.0,0.0617197031548501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Minionhunter,2019/03/20,"GP Doctor ignoring my requests for help Hi all, long time lurker here but first time poster. I have a question about my general practitioner and if shes purposely ignoring my symptoms and if I should go somewhere else. So I have never talked to a doctor about my anxiety or depression till this month. I havent had insurance in about six years so I finally decided it was time. In the last year I started experiencing what I called being high. I didnt know how to explain my symptoms for a while but now I know its panic attacks. Bouts of dizziness, eye fog, feeling tingly and terrible ear ringing almost constantly. These would last anywhere from an thirty minutes to 4 hours sometimes. I wake up every day and go to sleep with my ears rinding. In the last three months it has become so common that its interfering with my work pretty often. So I found a local female general practitioner and scheduled an appointment. I had to talk my boyfriend out of taking me to the emergency room a few times before my appointment in hopes she'd have some type of answers for me (without the emergency room bill)

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So I get to my appt, explain to her my symptoms and she started going through the different medications she could put me on, and tried to talk me in to Zoloft. This was before any type of blood work or anything was done. I told her I'm not interested in Zoloft because I'm not comfortable with the side effects and also why would anyone just agree to something to serious without giving it thought? So we agreed we'd do bloodwork to see if anything was off and she'd get back together with me and we'd discuss sending me over to a neurologist to make sure nothing else could be causing these episodes (My mom had a brain tumor so needed to rule that out)

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So my results show up, nothing is off and theres a note from her asking for me to schedule with her in a YEAR for my yearly appt...nothing else. I called the office so ask for clarification and after some run around the nurse finally told me they were working on scheduling me with their neurologist. 

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Its now been almost a month, I havent heard from any neurologist, nor my doctor about follow ups. I start school in less than a month and am terrified this will cause me even more problems. What do I do? Do I find a different doctor and try again?",5.686197916666664,6.747908319196429,6.063910714285715,78.18525595238097,67.37053571428572,9.00904761904762,32.567261904761914,9.21078282632365,2.8885051190476188,1869,79,341,34,30,601,229,448,0.122,0.833,0.046,-0.9889,2,0,1,0,0,0,47.0,3,0,2,5,25,12,1,1,22,0,36,17,7,6,3,74,65,35,0,11,12,1,1,0,0,4,10,4,2,0,15,24,0,2,13,1,1,7,9,8,0,3,16,8,58,4,65,37,6,68,0,1,2,0,34,24,0,12,37,246,73,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382877918505544,0.0,0.0,0.05521949578640335,0.0,0.22444789662762368,0.2517109982582633,0.09391313656843847,0.0,0.05282328650583954,0.0,0.0,0.048281571607768164,0.0,0.1136450182709844,0.061469401864619334,0.1291054090247233,0.07855467873364892,0.0,0.05309541446358759,0.0,0.04209241879471513,0.0762606255756379,0.11751343012230785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708296527527977,0.1410161425072657,0.0,0.0,0.1418673470312224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746188380878767,0.0,0.11026208341246284,0.0,0.0,0.04453172774314335,0.0,0.05947291771149525,0.0,0.0,0.14428572287287092,0.0,0.2827036104652548,0.0,0.07066242530769737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17304798283896553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04560706847171615,0.0,0.05817785146485955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034913903768734045,0.0,0.0,0.1512824455540716,0.06311071847509488,0.05873414546340437,0.0,0.07571008417234408,0.0,0.0,0.07215185815088082,0.06623933468163834,0.11772862136020724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04628295707163035,0.07295542755670965,0.0,0.06858252297339501,0.06800063123318943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589647237702732,0.1688556187912814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061107337992052625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046091607948324995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956090752891053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087087069881667,0.22046114605273065,0.0,0.0,0.051199918644427515,0.05325584414807442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987668604073549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101564320429408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702489738178157,0.0,0.06607180665608793,0.0,0.06941461807080428,0.07735213305316664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988258473415596,0.055024144965886285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910016207461298,0.0,0.0,0.05315829041191921,0.06829250714643911,0.0,0.14662246213034955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06507908565114615,0.2153090854785445,0.05191722825748545,0.16650003409049038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05481822106058287,0.16105512869014707,0.0,0.0,0.13196103149060132,0.0,0.0937612351471002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06230715095040922,0.0,0.0,0.1331240402000399,0.0,0.1508083109492423,0.0,0.0,0.09810269652042546,0.0,0.2517109982582633,0.17786450373553964
anxiety,NST0217,2019/03/20,"Worried about what I saw on my CT scan yesterday So I've had a neck mass on the upper left portion of my neck, just below and behind the ear that spreads over my scm muscle. The doctors say is a lipoma. I've had the thing in my neck since mid 2015. It started out small and has grown. I wasn't having any symptoms back in 2015 up until recently.

I went to see my pcp because I was having ear pain, ringing in my left ear, a feeling like pressure in my ear, pressure pain in my left eye, and a ticklish scratchy throat. Along with neck stiffness and occasional limited range of motion. Oh and very frequent headaches that do not go away even with pain meds. 

Well, I had my CT yesterday and the person who ran the CT let me see it because I asked if I could. Well, the CT shows that it mostly grew inward and takes up like half my neck space. So it's pretty large. And also explains why I started having these symptoms seeing how it's likely putting pressure on a lot of things. 

So yeah, here I am. Waiting to hear from my doc about the scan. And the anxiousness is killing me. ",2.7741794087665643,4.4125161834862405,3.5856269113149857,90.926625891947,75.23853211009174,5.945361875637107,25.87257900101937,6.42735559955562,0.8274089704383276,840,30,176,6,18,267,124,218,0.12,0.8059999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.8841,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,13,12,1,3,14,1,15,18,11,1,0,25,30,16,1,2,3,0,1,3,0,0,7,8,0,1,13,13,0,3,2,1,0,7,2,7,2,1,8,16,22,5,27,20,3,37,0,0,7,0,6,22,0,3,11,116,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998411023026546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502270135759529,0.0,0.0,0.14124501218596985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688344182988622,0.0,0.11746705674210073,0.09613810660248964,0.0,0.1524306942935024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982394935997364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797051362343273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257920678946389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06321744799128591,0.08931937050953014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710557704768377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14091460518237586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832393906026086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4075268627980808,0.12784865953684738,0.0,0.1832457469087598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629355190065892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887689988305774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3991128826588417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916882321841208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12719748780272236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256867475144891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234491575345821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099426551763494,0.0,0.0,0.29889118492910555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342369207917053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769896206294045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599020150339141,0.0940048039016037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612487207786544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031604344052974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248287190699453,0.11590135520244894,0.11281749244609088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697106809606626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gatorade76,2019/03/20,"Do you take L-theanine every day or as needed? I stopped drinking coffee recently and realized that the anxiety I had been feeling previously was crippling. I couldn’t get anything done, all I could do is think about how overwhelmed I was. 

Now that I’m off coffee I can recognize my anxiety a lot more. My job is really stressful right now - deadlines and planning for a big event - and I get these patterns of feeling anxious as hell for a day (I feel like I’m going to jump out of my skin) and then burnout for a day or two before I have to go back to work. 

I got some L-theanine and want to start taking it. Should I take it every day? Or just when I start to feel weird at work? How do you take it? 

I searched on this and couldn’t find much info. 

Thanks so much! ",2.890358649789029,4.094537677215193,4.108291139240507,89.05944092827005,74.12658227848101,7.038818565400844,27.090717299578056,7.492282038375204,1.319884388185654,595,22,129,7,12,195,94,158,0.121,0.807,0.07200000000000001,-0.8606,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,4,9,6,1,2,5,0,16,2,1,2,1,31,37,16,0,6,4,0,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,7,1,1,8,1,0,3,2,4,0,1,6,5,18,2,17,27,6,23,1,1,0,0,2,6,1,5,15,88,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21483102450766234,0.15862665152559793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554788295238218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796888115443648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948106723629418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210830445598112,0.0,0.0,0.3622189124146291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14369118458173374,0.0,0.13755122220966828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23660791027208616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28398799894322696,0.10031103003939124,0.0,0.0,0.12833488035547022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467199281984443,0.0,0.15959981549609448,0.0,0.1123010524505555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13933817361024511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859866834370501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937405757425193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20643932919858254,0.10411441340246183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995212273330569,0.0,0.13864083545537015,0.0,0.0,0.11991188074462075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198769998605424,0.0,0.0,0.11739150236225375,0.1608425445922029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4222922151926598,0.0,0.0,0.12927336704690914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997094021602699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716303636516491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281918804359971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044445804655632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Xx_romanceischemical,2019/03/20,"Argument with best friend turned sour. Dear anxiety,

My best friend and I got into an argument. I didn’t think it was overly serious at the time but she walked off cause she was ""tired of my shit"" on Saturday night.

It’s now almost Thursday and I haven’t heard from her.

The argument was regarding me (after a few drinks let me add) getting annoyed that she was taking her stress about work on me. I was stressed from her stress and she already knows I deal (poorly) with anxiety.

She merely wanted someone to offload onto and I couldn’t even provide that. Eventually I just broke.

Now I don’t know if it’s because I’ve changed over my meds and I’ve become irritable and have mad mood swings but anyway, I was a dick, I accept that. I have apologised, many times. I even came to her work the other day to apologise in person (even though she said not to, and ""we will talk about this another time""). I thought things were all good, hugs and all, she seemed friendly towards me, said it wasn’t even that big of a deal and was just “tired of my shit” that night and then when I texted her the next day after a few no replies (with blue ticks on WhatsApp) I asked if anything was wrong. She said “I need some space” 

I immediately went into freak out mode and apologised profusely again. Cue loads of apologetic texts. Not my best moment.

I tried to talk to her again on Monday and again she said “I just need space”

I thought she would at least message me today after she’s been off work with her gf but no dice.

She’s been online, seen some of my Snapchat’s posted to my public story but not reached out. 

I think I’ve really fucked up and lost her. I won’t barrage her with more texts obviously cause I think I’ve done enough there. I’ve said what I needed to say. 

This hasn’t happened in a while and when I get really upset I can sometimes say things I don’t mean (and freak out massively) she means the world to me honestly but I’m a mixture of sad, angry and frustrated.

My anxiety is going wild, I can’t sleep properly because this is on my brain and I feel like she’s just left me standing in the rain whilst she’s walked off, mid argument. I’m the type of person who likes to resolve things straight away instead of leaving them to fester (she’s told me in the past she has no problem with walking away from an argument). I certainly don’t let them drag on, especially at night before people are going to sleep... I just don’t know what to do. I just don’t know how someone can just leave mid conversation like that and just leave it festering, when there’s clearly an issue. Isn’t it best to try and resolve things? I don’t let go of things easily either so I can’t just think “oh I’ll just leave it until it gets better”. 

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Don't know if I'm looking for suggestions, or similar stories, but I just felt anxious, well I feel anxious still, and needed a safe space to offload to. 

Thanks for coming to my little rant/story/whatever.",2.45389702202202,4.473490329391894,3.4953528528528537,89.5288763763764,77.29391891891892,6.750050050050051,23.29404404404405,7.728297695733946,1.0334297047047047,2313,73,483,35,54,743,261,592,0.193,0.6729999999999999,0.134,-0.9901,0,0,1,0,0,0,72.0,1,0,2,11,34,41,6,4,18,0,42,11,6,3,5,100,93,39,0,11,25,0,3,3,4,3,2,8,0,2,26,35,1,1,20,1,1,9,22,18,1,0,29,15,83,22,71,57,14,80,0,3,3,3,54,38,4,8,34,324,109,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06237059733142726,0.0,0.06873433225372508,0.0,0.0,0.06748703408119491,0.07568450840174336,0.0,0.0653124751493282,0.1429462379125461,0.1407312754770198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0512562069178332,0.0,0.05822915654255529,0.0,0.1170398052717176,0.0,0.0,0.07593813649691171,0.0687901759999328,0.05300093907865732,0.0,0.26146195093123803,0.05508705157756455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06953195974800852,0.0,0.07123877988104807,0.0,0.1279700985568489,0.06589050403810583,0.05365401621317833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033884762703895,0.1284286028988306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374037239803941,0.0,0.06101672940459753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643582588978532,0.0,0.1645576989870685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06298751333252073,0.04449724893669303,0.059804486464428784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14436641041307238,0.05758255615525914,0.097625851809958,0.0,0.10619598937810527,0.052242680307727565,0.04981593634102528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05507945027281882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650105741208926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17115423762854692,0.0,0.0,0.2638082225675987,0.06767410084684418,0.1910754721125118,0.0,0.0912896225116066,0.06242710079476086,0.0,0.0,0.0523046916816,0.0,0.06799270719768315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06314839541541771,0.0,0.13569578765658466,0.06918588823902723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847376093834488,0.0,0.0,0.06624204341919072,0.17535404026446696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05945919260670665,0.043181384460397335,0.10877175410360093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596529288724005,0.0,0.0,0.059599448263086226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980422484099851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962420329498863,0.09906491726260287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05670298558563802,0.0,0.0,0.12787170721130606,0.0,0.0,0.12466229525017235,0.0,0.10554973146728043,0.0,0.06160261013621929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049741812068027365,0.0,0.21404577572934574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04683144469774742,0.10012652062253373,0.0,0.0573447325993156,0.0,0.0,0.20690080285094334,0.15964183888008152,0.0611958411645028,0.09889651563428513,0.10895869163797874,0.14317756869782108,0.05904000177559091,0.05951710016047301,0.0,0.08457643533677707,0.06774946192532005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03673799407366958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05600274287370706,0.05773989925279629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603521049222908,0.0,0.0,0.04424630475273683,0.06810014391105595,0.07568450840174336,0.0
anxiety,jela_03,2019/03/20,5th car crash today in less than two years I got hit for the 5th time today. The accidents have never been my fault. I don’t even want to be in a car anymore. For two of them I was a passenger. How can I overcome this? I live in a city where a car is required to be able to move. ,-0.3304761904761904,1.1675250793650849,2.178015873015873,98.14892857142858,83.92063492063492,5.469841269841268,18.436507936507933,6.42735559955562,-0.3305111111111114,212,5,55,2,6,73,44,63,0.087,0.851,0.062,-0.3489,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,6,0,8,0,0,1,1,4,11,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,2,3,0,7,0,10,5,1,13,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,5,39,8,1,0.2665278105504194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643239699068992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17603910518490398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131666378760284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23534893973187085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28327688261836104,0.0,0.0,0.20556267841481266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15541450969182516,0.0,0.5052744002458085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.520717885804373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15720500816009395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716351715369484
anxiety,OpeningStrain8,2019/03/20,Anxiety is destroying me I can't stop thinking about all of the things I've done that were dumb. I'm making up situations and now I'm confusing myself about things that haven't even happened. I'm trying CBT but it's not working/snow keeps cancelling appointments. I feel like I can't talk to my family anymore because they're annoyed.,2.83792207792208,5.471441666666671,3.9992640692640684,83.18318181818184,79.3030303030303,7.40779220779221,27.61038961038961,8.418075326091056,2.341457142857144,274,12,50,6,7,89,52,66,0.171,0.723,0.106,-0.471,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,3,1,1,0,6,0,0,1,1,10,14,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,1,6,1,5,12,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,3,29,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156820592265566,0.0,0.27960707525855555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718669958649231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885208098254562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18621761525911265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26578637609986233,0.0,0.14255649654903482,0.2014168072010588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24931714390083226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505997518356296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13774083219569794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18819603195758905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31691050812665583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23571307750559106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266113589250637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3746146120346633,0.1806547047924169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19141762667414092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hydropercocet,2019/03/20,"Love you, Mom She’s the one good thing I have before bed, and the one good thing when I wake up, my mom is my superhero, and without her anxiety meds just wouldn’t work. She does everything for me and my dad and always has a full plate of stress, I just wanted to use this post to say thank you mom, for only you know how deep my inner struggle is, and only you, can make terrible endings good ones, and sad thoughts happy ones. I love and appreciate you mom!",4.241205673758863,4.579018085106384,4.956170212765958,87.43333333333334,70.27659574468085,8.394326241134753,25.241134751773053,8.344100000000001,1.2673390070921982,356,9,79,5,6,115,62,94,0.1,0.654,0.246,0.9478,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,5,0,1,4,11,0,2,3,0,6,3,1,3,0,17,14,9,0,2,3,5,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,4,1,1,17,7,7,12,1,7,0,1,0,2,16,4,0,0,2,52,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886149999210952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008501428318056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113271637401482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144906978235832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587703662509763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758206425491467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292033797483013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927155553037246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190104993806151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361593625325979,0.0,0.08733040946501684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14532324978361308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6129086457420281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3546166721879237,0.1990050606960329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529950403900242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404170621043847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14986595543866216,0.1367724994482895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045119476552395,0.0,0.0,0.17383601088857242,0.0,0.0,0.10386484447953577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129955908881414,0.0,0.0,0.07716724935107733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12611598355758094,0.0,0.09524620013756413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,onlyroad1000,2019/03/20,"How to stop fantasizing and glorifying others poeples life and happiness while just having a walk ??? Okay so , a few years ago I didn't glorify others people life who just use to walk across the street but recently due to lonliness and hopelessness I just can't stop comparing my life to others. 

I just keep thinking how other people are content and happy with their life and are having the best time of their life , how much sex they are having ,how beautiful they are, how successful they are while I am just alone and have no friends. 

Music and physical activity serves as a detox but then I need some real advice cheers",7.116834975369457,7.707253663793104,7.046995073891625,74.05465517241382,64.08620689655173,10.766502463054188,30.364532019704434,10.608840637214634,3.205742857142857,499,16,88,12,7,159,71,116,0.119,0.632,0.249,0.9714,0,1,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,0,5,2,11,8,0,0,5,1,12,7,0,6,0,28,16,19,0,1,7,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,5,8,0,3,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,11,7,8,15,4,14,0,1,0,1,7,2,0,1,10,69,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17194741245208128,0.15597913596014218,0.0,0.0,0.1822429102273668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18466059991568187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359473165386755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3746282967598612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564025489448015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.621433590587584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935185196193585,0.13047312488197618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24397891414016826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002825597963548,0.0,0.0,0.17374062290670605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942231655973768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274893969941853,0.0,0.0,0.10260448880986336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15197412563747395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331335196605598
anxiety,ERjunky,2019/03/20,"Let’s talk about things we know we are doing wrong. I’d like to hear some of the habits you all have, as anxiety sufferers, that you believe are bad for you but, that you do any way.

Here are some of mine: drinking coffee, diagnosing myself/ researching my countless aches and pains, drinking alcohol, staying close to hospitals, having an escape plan for every situation, and oversharing my disorder (GAD). Writing all this, instead of going out and living my life. ",9.941385542168677,8.984686963855424,9.278403614457833,65.4990512048193,58.87951807228915,12.637349397590365,41.231927710843365,11.698219412168324,5.024640963855422,370,17,59,9,4,118,65,83,0.188,0.7709999999999999,0.041,-0.9153,0,0,3,0,0,0,17.0,2,4,0,1,3,5,0,0,2,0,8,6,0,0,2,14,11,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,7,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,11,1,10,10,4,5,0,1,0,0,9,2,0,2,1,45,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280989162450309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451442713595169,0.0,0.16327848713939644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17821072470409904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24047006529294604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166337521751488,0.0,0.0,0.24461694325816424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4181734089485485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17982962061916888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213009921711734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405586668798877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172992254804902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182534809699853,0.1507566494433785,0.10427438786000733,0.0,0.1884685116413656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22711169142176799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399117873366749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274951177491775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17155233025209973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14179785591040114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16941611348438135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333595196518945,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Michaelfasano,2019/03/20,"Does anybody else wake up to panic attacks? Recently I’ve been waking up terrified about random things, like that I accidentally killed my dog or my brother. I’m too scared to get out of bed in case it’s true, and I’m usually not back to normal for a good hour. I just wanted to see if this was something other people go through and if so, what has helped?",1.914559686888456,3.9954586164383565,3.671663405088065,87.31301369863014,79.27397260273972,6.36320939334638,22.757338551859107,7.447530270364453,0.9298900195694716,281,9,58,4,7,94,61,73,0.238,0.6659999999999999,0.096,-0.9211,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,2,2,1,0,3,2,2,0,1,12,9,6,1,4,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,1,4,3,12,7,0,9,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,4,5,36,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28845233923199626,0.0,0.19496606378397432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22188532176073966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118104071115685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247060900168742,0.0,0.14409961219943376,0.21266763509681005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16995075849208685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496979360704045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28051804720039075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238728437749022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248427414567676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974889869500952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17578123594168815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25035230225079075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538500795615908,0.0,0.20204835135875446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19519694391320488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16844887813090614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27925203102626744,0.0,0.14955171273423853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,YadMot,2019/03/20,"Tonight, after having them sit in my drawer for three months, I am starting my prescription. I was prescribed Pregabalin three months ago for my anxiety and was too scared to start them. The worry of side effects stopped me from taking them, but to be fair, since then I have improved.

The only difference is, my girlfriend left me a couple of weeks ago. I took her for granted and I regret it. I always let my mental health be an excuse for treating her badly and that needs to change. If I can be a better, more healthy and stable person, then I can be better for her if she changes her mind.

I know that I should be doing this for myself, and I am, but she is a much better incentive than myself. Tonight is the start of a long journey and I hope it works out.",4.679271523178809,5.408722788079473,5.0685364238410635,85.61843377483444,69.4635761589404,7.364503311258278,27.02052980132451,7.1686216300943375,1.2811769536423845,595,18,118,5,10,189,88,151,0.086,0.696,0.218,0.9759,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,3,5,1,8,0,1,8,0,19,1,0,1,0,19,27,12,0,6,4,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,5,7,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,2,3,0,30,5,17,17,2,22,0,1,0,0,12,4,0,3,15,96,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726181617846973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795013521109136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763471117948178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839270804705175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4079949599945747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32533953429687706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701451453331675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065839954502428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16345182290720758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272971099675187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845087479233817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16707309175188026,0.15724168962872498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608286290265986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549654183641454,0.0,0.1552652933129857,0.0,0.2454777519318451,0.0,0.11303968280193663,0.11401955539976433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169500899105489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13426726787616652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15395201152566534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720130308040278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265205958592039,0.0,0.0,0.128559787925944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561696659357575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17084569946143824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334615333993885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194742114363036,0.15616233563743526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lo6,2019/03/20,"Interview tips for depressed, under-qualified, anxiety-ridden person. Hi all,

I have an interview tomorrow for a job I know I’m not qualified for. I am terrified of it but I want to “fake it till I make it” because it’s the only job that has gotten back to me in months and my current job is making my life miserable. 

I know I’m not the only one who has gone through this, so if anyone has any tips/suggestions I would really appreciate it. 

Really, anything helps. 
Thank you. ",1.4823017408123782,4.0060522978723405,4.187408123791105,80.26136363636364,84.53191489361703,8.524564796905223,24.502901353965182,9.095868883498916,2.6585872340425536,372,15,70,12,11,131,65,94,0.134,0.735,0.132,-0.0509,4,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,4,0,7,1,0,2,1,12,17,5,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,8,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,2,0,11,1,9,14,1,7,0,2,0,0,7,1,0,1,5,48,19,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398385445831256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14378445764924624,0.0,0.16921971233019184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812027483961566,0.0,0.12535291221898198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177112735422841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783250336194547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6121816787761553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260227402470489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524576303926054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745253159888987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16413553485499535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934329202120427,0.31278868097402585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17955215617659892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634695148623886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18932066451315516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121288584594263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607688340916053,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,maricdepression,2019/03/20,"I don't have anybody to confide to, so please let me post here. I am anxious to see my sister again. She lives overseas and is coming back for a week long vacation in less than ten days now. 

I am ashamed of my life. I don't know how to face her without breaking down. I know I'll have to pretend everything is fine for her, and her family's sake but I don't think I can.

My brain is telling me to kill myself before they come but I also don't think it's a good idea... Unless, I kill myself far from everyone, like I disappear. Sadly, I am not smart or brave enough to pull that off.

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Kill me.

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anxiety,texas214tc,2019/03/20,"Worthless Today I woke up feeling worthless, feeling empty inside with no motivation ",10.793846153846154,14.036283769230769,10.35692307692308,43.96307692307696,57.46153846153847,8.276923076923078,51.46153846153846,8.841846274778883,6.51783076923077,71,5,5,1,1,23,11,13,0.485,0.248,0.267,-0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7295995741806149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6838745947580339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,emmett_crab,2019/03/20,"I’m worried anxiety is wrecking my relationship These last two months have been hard for a number of different reasons. From physical health to the passing of good friends, me and my boyfriend have kind of been through it.

My anxiety has been worse than ever before. I’m constantly on edge and it’s putting a massive strain on things at home. There are times when I just can’t even move, and my boyfriend is at the end of his rope with patience it seems.

Does anyone have any tips on working through this? How to explain it to him, or even how to overcome it? ",3.854454638124359,5.761105862385322,3.748012232415899,89.76240570846075,72.94495412844037,7.046279306829766,31.37716615698267,7.793537801064563,2.0139227319062187,445,21,90,6,9,135,76,109,0.104,0.831,0.065,-0.3313,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,1,4,0,11,1,0,3,1,12,15,7,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,8,4,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,3,1,8,3,19,12,0,15,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,7,63,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320309702742108,0.0,0.29705364021597325,0.0,0.0,0.13575657205511246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652102439150484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20981085188858603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20284898027805048,0.0,0.0,0.16990494932205752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719622852304949,0.0,0.0,0.2564729801051803,0.17562286641767996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150002435756137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16284666095456318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739233114054805,0.0,0.0,0.2063759859130404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19475169119453445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20218088969023604,0.0,0.15826093487299964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15497139210069144,0.20635433872412876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951777932243424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996220321143748,0.0,0.2084480924611315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767499640980333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12898689230579435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321240928366733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18965966088336053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14134598805945953,0.19717220283284886,0.19785890229399045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jalmsrdldn,2019/03/20,"Trazadone and Anxiety I recently have started taking a low dose (25 mg) of trazadone for sleep and anxiety. Personally, I suspect that my provider may believe I have mild depression as well. I also suspect I may be mildly depressed.

My question is, what has been your experience with this treatment?

Thank you in advance for all feedback and responses. ",6.521311475409839,9.0526621147541,6.384393442622951,71.01921311475411,67.19672131147541,9.47016393442623,43.34754098360656,9.888512548439397,5.173692459016394,283,19,42,7,5,89,48,61,0.25,0.6809999999999999,0.068,-0.8834,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,1,2,5,0,0,1,0,8,2,1,0,1,10,11,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,9,2,6,7,1,5,0,3,0,0,4,2,0,3,2,33,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20724289164946516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39649947852634654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919743352608639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4464126035861351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534993202613912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262805814808812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903083322455771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255880262576091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593380688802962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18342835019837245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19484923498986212,0.0,0.0,0.2385913428421801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23300779373139102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Putin_Is_Shaggy,2019/03/20,"Terror attacks send me into deep depression with extreme anxiety. Does anyone else have this?

I remember how 9/11 gave my this exact same feeling and everytime somthing serious happens (like the recent NZ atrocities) my anxiety spikes massively for weeks.

I just can't deal knowing that there's so much hate out there and how unbelievably shitty we are to each other as human beings.

This NZ one hit me more than usual when I learned that he filmed it. I cant deal with knowing that the video is out there and people are getting off on it.

Sorry, just needed a rant.

Hope you are all ok today <3",3.6300804505229287,6.191308371681418,4.393354786806114,81.86127916331456,75.90265486725664,7.2949316170555125,26.201930812550287,8.296473431620573,2.047909734513275,478,18,83,9,11,153,87,113,0.21,0.737,0.053,-0.9563,0,0,0,0,1,0,13.0,1,1,0,0,9,8,2,1,3,1,8,0,0,2,2,24,18,8,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,10,0,0,5,2,0,1,2,5,0,1,1,1,10,3,11,15,5,12,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,1,6,59,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30819071356103195,0.0,0.0,0.14084632924156634,0.20639146155122107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291586163405842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4153362482325579,0.17349356845712366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762749903722614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16827105631889022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185035452591376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524019859033244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17812614724965298,0.0,0.0,0.19887294993426008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000679822397066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22140413372476747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840977388919436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14807610846380045,0.1493596906314085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649591552863607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13964797413078775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19889035164082727,0.0,0.2281838231429715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254872589920004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19093451364906788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221849506267339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16157704911964269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AlwaysTalksAboutCats,2019/03/20,"Extreme Ghosting Throwaway account posting here.

I have a feeling this is not just anxiety alone but some sort of personality disorder. Or maybe just a bunch of other stuff co-morbid with anxiety.

I crave a sense of connection and acceptance like anyone. Maybe in my case it's a bit pathological. I am a woman who has never felt particularly drawn to femininity and have been deeply immersed in internet culture since the age of 8 (now 33). I've never really felt accepted by others, as much as I've wanted it. So I get hopeful and excited when I think I've found a space (online or off) that will accept my weird ass. 


I'll go to the space. Be seemingly outgoing and fun. It seems like I'm getting along fine with people. But it doesn't take long until I start noticing it. The women giving looks towards me like 'is this person for real' and the men snickering with their buddys. Online, I start over-analyzing the reactions of people to my comments.


Eventually, I say my goodbyes and say,'I'll be back, I had a lot of fun.""


I never go back. 


It doesn't take long after leaving these spaces for me to begin reflecting on things I said and did, and feeling unbearable humiliation, panic, and self-loathing setting in. Why do I keep doing this to myself, I ask? Why do I seek opportunities to make myself a laughing stock?


So I never go back to the space and I never speak to anyone from it, even if they message me. I just try to forget it ever happened. And the cycle goes on- sometime later, days, weeks, months and I start feeling lonely. And then I say, I should find a place I can fit in. And the cycle of ghosting continues.",3.377142857142857,5.52965918471338,5.09312556869882,78.52128980891723,74.9872611464968,7.543039126478617,26.50090991810737,8.418075326091056,2.056047679708827,1280,48,231,24,28,434,183,314,0.086,0.738,0.17600000000000002,0.9769,0,3,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,2,1,13,16,0,1,17,0,19,2,1,1,6,57,49,26,2,4,9,0,5,3,0,2,1,4,0,5,18,18,0,1,14,0,1,3,8,3,0,0,7,10,32,13,36,38,5,45,0,1,1,1,17,14,1,9,29,165,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501369255437973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15513239403484505,0.0,0.0,0.14179420264677894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478978169334043,0.0,0.0,0.2338973765982389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069607929754524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065390796297179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620640506280334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696983645788758,0.09171675423613096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538036868308208,0.0,0.1947084434273953,0.0,0.09267235620807374,0.0,0.0,0.11117338002943987,0.0,0.0,0.10594844839663006,0.0972664448595215,0.17287378433005812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966245395181162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070720397751436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012372096735928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736169520082094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486080840346465,0.0,0.0,0.17946114796843615,0.08514549412050905,0.0,0.0,0.08620162464703335,0.0,0.0,0.06768133865685065,0.0,0.2037279720875156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809317907904237,0.0,0.07453631856692412,0.0,0.391006843076872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154378370939642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896411143564092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405877827966094,0.17706680704445554,0.10593523753885616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710750491552747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540866600636734,0.06495564679316701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644899325027664,0.2418979366615486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18461073263512495,0.10577614322901738,0.0,0.0,0.08387423437078449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028134208477987,0.0,0.2153017643747896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116071968284772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247146559778826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673617242595118,0.06496923515244125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883992760667086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05980485799325224,0.0,0.0813322184870183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829847806110835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tandemm344,2019/03/20,"Every time I get anxious, I have minor pain on the left side of my throat, is that common? a warning sign of something? Something I've been curious about. 

My depression and anxiety have recently worsened, they are the worst they've ever been. For the past 3 weeks, any time I get anxious (which is usually a steady feeling that can last for hours), I get a very mild pain in the left side of my throat, about the height of my adam's apple, but on the left side. It's very mild, more of an annoyance than harsh pain. 

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Is this a sign of something, thyroid issues, something odd going on? 

I am obviously not expecting a diagnosis over reddit, that's nuts :-P Just wondering if this is something I should get checked out, or if this is common and just another part of anxiety. 

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Anyone ever experience this?",4.6648076923076935,6.384939198717952,5.288974358974362,80.29769230769233,70.47435897435899,8.533333333333335,30.30769230769231,9.075114841892004,2.6614846153846154,649,27,119,13,12,209,87,156,0.224,0.732,0.044,-0.9772,0,0,5,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,1,0,6,6,1,0,12,0,13,6,2,0,3,19,20,6,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,6,0,0,2,1,11,0,18,17,3,26,0,1,0,0,1,13,0,4,12,77,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23482079937721134,0.2633438704979458,0.07369001269014729,0.1136272161954665,0.16579357458107846,0.2448368864834785,0.0,0.0757693706009685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333220507838992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960396296129732,0.09129982810459736,0.0,0.0,0.10599902581515487,0.0,0.0,0.054791184828667294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264591104943657,0.0,0.061584736129753764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671494024395728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11310198463213572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832965685948511,0.0,0.0,0.3532075458866113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459150664271853,0.0,0.0,0.11734570404185722,0.10344398245025986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699460073669716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4171125827733597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12637374184964442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193456552863511,0.1788203291371517,0.0,0.0,0.08692162146703702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175141847409951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633438704979458,0.0
anxiety,fucknaro,2019/03/20,How to deal with the fear of driving? I'm already licensed but I simply can't get in the car and drive around. The car that I can use is manual and I start to think about letting the car die or making too much noise shifting gears... Any tips are welcome,2.8797169811320735,4.043370132075474,3.603915094339623,92.82398584905664,74.09433962264151,6.054716981132076,24.57075471698113,5.985473137389443,0.4590792452830184,199,6,44,1,4,63,43,53,0.132,0.797,0.071,-0.5346,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,4,0,5,0,0,3,0,10,11,5,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,7,10,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,27,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517730125799463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21677600442966308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28377481186953873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32864010649282804,0.0,0.0,0.33083518126309897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3587073113267431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16654530019584274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259661377909196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127828964906337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343342208231186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256285802082243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20425633288088427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753168027854128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,armsprotigy,2019/03/20,"Buspirone Hey all, i was recently prescribed buspirone HCL 5mg by my doctor. She told me to take it as needed, not daily. From what I’ve been reading, you have to take it daily. Is that true or can I take it whenever I feel high anxiety? ",1.1565306122449002,3.2595262857142906,3.4034285714285737,88.11657142857145,82.06122448979592,6.3689795918367365,24.08571428571429,7.554174236665415,1.2651926530612252,184,7,38,3,5,63,39,49,0.037000000000000005,0.903,0.06,0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,6,11,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,7,1,5,8,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,25,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22528188789653425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30142010888388393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14890156737954596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111418758554045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21835851374167106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945668740389867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29077056465673146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6642531336009531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28139512201394584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,-LEXY-,2019/03/20,Trans girl. Social anxiety. I have had social anxiety for a while now and have only ever told 4 people about it. It had gotten to the point that if a stranger talks/bumps into me or a teacher picks on me I will nearly always throw up. I also have PTSD with an incident with a therapist. I review everything I say after I say it and always can't hold up a conversation. I told someone because I had the longest conversation I have held in a while (32 minutes) without stopping for a breath or retreating and burst into tears. When I get scared it feels like my throat is shrinking and I cannot speak at all. ,3.8986685032139583,5.2263303636363645,5.354159779614328,80.62194674012858,71.80991735537191,8.022405876951332,27.49403122130395,8.515128840125781,2.0152251606978884,478,17,91,8,9,161,80,121,0.078,0.885,0.038,-0.5033,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,10,0,11,2,2,1,2,19,17,11,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,1,5,8,0,3,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,7,4,14,1,16,9,1,17,0,0,0,0,10,9,0,3,8,70,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528330203934387,0.3180427000579453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924018884570574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650072874526105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17287267632685893,0.0,0.0,0.17176006759382526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663248986086116,0.1365311862372302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984866985070592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336817256868447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453500705794728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249371106361474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18066358577165406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234009039803057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039615030493035,0.19133748215347784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3896313316493099,0.1619294494447446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597790498751256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218969569212986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652333787138316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842261402517132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,not_elises,2019/03/20,"My anxiety is making me think I'm dying, but I'm too scared to go to the doctors I'm 17F for reference. I tore the muscle in my shoulder blade a month or two ago, which is giving me chest pains and my brain is telling me ""Oh you're having a heart attack! Do you want some other symptoms to go with it?"" This has been going on every other day since the damage and has lead to several panic attacks and convincing me that I'm anemic, diabetic, have a heart problem etc. Which shouldn't be true, I'm moderately healthy.

I was meant to phone the doctors today, but I couldn't, I've been putting off seeing a professional about anxiety for 3 years now. I don't know what to do, how do I get over this? I've already started using Headspace, exercising, eating well, and generally taking care of my body. ",4.2308526256352375,5.076254987577643,5.656070016939584,80.5803331451158,70.55279503105591,8.339017504234898,28.300959909655557,8.575989854853784,2.0075416149068324,627,22,125,10,11,212,106,161,0.197,0.6990000000000001,0.105,-0.9538,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,1,5,11,2,2,8,0,17,13,6,4,1,23,37,8,1,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,9,5,1,0,4,1,0,5,3,7,1,1,4,1,14,4,15,30,2,16,0,1,1,0,4,4,0,2,7,77,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748166626028212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15870136970488705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200333080237085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272164033298769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15974397172073782,0.0,0.16054301960103776,0.0,0.0,0.14662707493681956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274757418067674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14925532811044162,0.0,0.0,0.29439767342968765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715673925178901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038965989297976,0.0,0.0,0.12116876815407787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751364269394741,0.13795866269774046,0.2451969549839857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34083851286693057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903593750552232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599638379070427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479027164307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530273143446276,0.16873372668641742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376097470197614,0.0,0.14457192130248175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14398203571568238,0.0,0.11460044839013965,0.0,0.0,0.1624679068392958,0.0,0.11896371071546955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017916765729045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494769114759211,0.10812957913602768,0.0,0.12569901809152684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214964946103324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13631803557177127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048453522562346,0.0,0.0,0.12420837341774553,0.0,0.0,0.08482471260765623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930527888857524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261094331143048
anxiety,AnxiousFruitcake,2019/03/20,"Sickness Anxiety Hi, everybody!

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I just discovered that this reddit exists and I think it'll make me feel not so alone with my fears. I'll start saying I'm already grateful for all of you. 

I suffer from anxiety for how long I can remember but since march from last year I developed a strong fear of terminal diseases (like the big C and a sudden heart attack) and it's been hell for me. This one year was enough to eff me up from head to toe and I'm still suffering from it. I'm currently seeing a therapist once a week and on Prozac and Clonazepam, but it does not seem enough to control my anxiety.

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Does anybody share the same fear as me? I would be very grateful if somebody could share some advices of how to overcome it.",4.952244897959184,5.945853782312927,5.314428571428575,83.14307142857143,69.0,8.873197278911565,31.026530612244898,9.120678840339163,2.5679420408163263,594,24,116,11,10,189,95,147,0.17600000000000002,0.7140000000000001,0.11,-0.8932,1,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,2,5,11,2,3,6,0,7,5,3,4,1,26,16,13,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,8,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,2,3,13,4,18,10,5,13,1,2,1,0,5,3,1,3,11,73,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231400999658568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12963766552502834,0.13812745619000127,0.0,0.0,0.2712418099599178,0.3041888464103621,0.0,0.0,0.2872625595881981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423981705376723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14038803476524805,0.0999375162034833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190730293400743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258666733054534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42255084948329336,0.06328936866832924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12845983277473286,0.0,0.0,0.14832624583341067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202970121577026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06115140677939886,0.0,0.0,0.11077090857948056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355149247360738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330123978662706,0.08481797004854824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14179243827148372,0.0,0.0,0.0995396664991584,0.0,0.0,0.0997437416186085,0.11394944710324174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103541354246705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859548832172225,0.0,0.09996037994339234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14533122693199416,0.0,0.08020344558160979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327779707212846,0.0,0.0,0.10040327770751137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891669302529494,0.0,0.3041888464103621,0.16120987536215806
anxiety,zeemeeuw2,2019/03/20,"The long road of one single panic attack in a nutshell.   

Today, It’s been 3 years since my first panic attack.

After that I went through a burnout, then another one until eventually I was so depressed I couldn’t leave my house. Now 3 years later I’m on my first vacation with my family. 5 days of snowboarding in the Austrian Alps. My anxiety is rising to levels where I can’t breathe, my heart is pounding like crazy and the whole mountain is spinning like I’m trapped in an tornado. But through all these emotions and physical sensations I keep standing up, looking at the beautiful blue sky and ignore the feeling of dying.  From time to time I’m crying behind my goggles and smile in my collar when I enjoy the feeling of being free. 

For all of those struggling with depression and anxiety. 

Keep your eyes on the horizon, break the circle and keep fighting!

Love you all.",4.759314179796106,6.6058306867469945,5.455060240963856,78.69591751621877,70.44578313253012,8.240222428174237,31.443929564411487,8.841846274778883,2.83362984244671,698,31,120,13,13,226,108,166,0.221,0.649,0.13,-0.9477,0,1,0,0,2,0,16.0,0,2,0,3,4,14,3,3,11,0,8,4,3,0,3,19,19,11,1,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,4,2,0,1,2,2,9,0,4,3,5,16,6,24,14,5,31,0,2,3,1,4,12,0,0,17,84,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870451748836924,0.21697489682700585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226681723339541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557762016762401,0.09145840472770178,0.0,0.244288665814577,0.0,0.1471807141769397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15952184847625855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368977405699473,0.0,0.14341100618969674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24125411338682426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680504688772027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16363450660507195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3781528386811278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15016072487180346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13856647586591492,0.0,0.0,0.12550107379945827,0.11908818217510553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127992821121206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921938973885956,0.0,0.0,0.3327767351938989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731014313462727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14825495689393864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16538596063661098,0.0,0.1344232469597658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13146315215558696,0.0,0.158330451258876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18264734599076396
anxiety,souptastesgood11,2019/03/20,"I need help My brain is so scattered, all over the place, I just can't figure out what to do ever.

I have to go to the Post office but I want to go skiing, but I want to go hiking, but I want to go to the Post office but I want to walk the dog but I want to drink some coffee, but I want to look at some pictures I took from yesterday, but I want to do yoga, but I want to eat food, but but but.

Days off are the worst. I'm on vacation right now and I just have no structure. Can't figure out what to do.

When I go to work I have bosses telling me what to do. When I'm home I have myself telling me what to do.

I tried to write a list of everything and focusing on one thing at a time but then I can't figure out what is more important and I have a battle going on again.

Anyone else relate to this?? Any advise on how to have more structure?? ",-0.9807936507936504,0.8223270052910081,1.6554497354497355,99.22380952380956,88.47089947089947,4.658201058201058,14.82010582010582,5.916634753146586,-0.9235862433862434,640,11,163,5,21,220,85,189,0.067,0.838,0.096,-0.6928,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,9,2,1,0,8,0,17,4,1,2,2,39,36,20,0,9,14,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,6,3,0,3,3,0,8,4,2,0,1,1,1,23,0,32,35,6,32,0,0,1,0,5,13,0,2,9,120,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923835722664973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175645265469863,0.1344568117048931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464919060883887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846300820837042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855177714180466,0.0,0.13427722538368916,0.1096227022416695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187016656622294,0.0,0.0,0.11793770161280533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15867931534504132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44747344844933656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795819642663052,0.0,0.13163063903277772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019700882258716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730260955850847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892231042303132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13710351236167573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513569669528352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206650964278854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22939507179354926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718089664291594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651908791674578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457972040950527,0.08909401710772781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6192051882006591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955342806979854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,teensoncrack,2019/03/20,"physical anxiety recently I've noticed that every few minutes I will get an adrenaline rush for no reason. I feel hot or sweaty, and it gets difficult to breathe. I feel as if this anxiety is purely physical because I am able to ignore and keep on with my day. the only psychological part of it is the worry that it will happen again, but I believe that it's normal for me to not want to have that unpleasant feeling again. it is not affecting me during the day but at night I am unable to sleep. I haven't had this my whole life, this has just started happening very often. has anyone else experienced this or have any advice to give?
",5.37322,6.013169312000008,6.646150000000002,75.24282500000002,67.88,10.090000000000002,30.825,10.125756701596842,3.1075,504,19,94,12,8,171,82,125,0.124,0.862,0.014,-0.8585,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,13,3,2,2,1,22,24,8,0,3,8,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,13,3,0,2,4,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,5,11,0,13,21,3,10,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,7,71,24,0,0.17826415982352115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17419767382769125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122574161850708,0.0,0.2727431886690631,0.0,0.0,0.12464644539677246,0.18265269802297504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866817724030728,0.0,0.0,0.20084266315948404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299312713203637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489168311751773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019524312148558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704071463363977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18627133185184994,0.1710072257089692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31527681561102217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584493759945282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591324798087902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672888380490088,0.1746610275621335,0.0,0.2029549274859748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557792643648012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19304271337331413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18328524615247266,0.1760143518772442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783929000678095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617628984368354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470866011875117,0.10514482012903342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990255682628013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810359074490236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Not4TheFaintHearted,2019/03/20,"Is it considered anxiety? I was prescribed citalopram a week ago but I haven't put the script in yet as I'm unsure I want to start on them...

Few weeks ago I was doubled over with stomach pains then I noticed it was happening every time I was stressed and anxious so I booked a Drs apt (have very recently been through an eviction which is when it started to get really bad with my stress levels were sky high had to move at a days notice with 5 kids and my partner to 50+ miles away with no transport or money std etc) i was barely in drs chair 5 mins and had only brefily started to explain the ""symptoms"" before I could even finish she was handing me a prescription for anti depressants (I'm stressed not depressed) 
I know these are prescribed to help anxiety but I don't think mine is like everyone else explains it to be?

My social anxiety is through the roof just the thought of having to go into a setting with other ppl starts me off and being a mum of 5 this is a regular occurrence the pains are real and they hurt when they start! 

I am a moody b***h (always have been) I have a short fuse and have low tolerance levels (again I've always been like this)

I keep reading anxiety posts and they all seem to mention things like wondering if you've upset someone, worried your left out of things and if ppl really like you etc... 
I don't have any of that, I'm not a ppl person so when I don't hear from ppl I love it 😂 

My kids are what I focus on and what i get anxiety over, what if one of them gets run over, what if I die, what if one goes missing, what if there was a fire in the house etc etc... I do my own head in and It's exhausting! 

I guess what I'm asking is, is it anxiety? I know not one size fits all but I don't seem to suffer with the things i see every one else associates with it, so will taking these help with the issues I have or is it not anxiety I have as it's not the same as I see every one else talk about. If you got through all of that thank you xx",2.720906775736996,3.7378661315789463,4.122298194165769,89.52399058496681,74.28708133971294,7.403117765087206,25.20635900601945,7.831003766801068,1.1731156659978388,1545,49,345,21,31,512,199,418,0.194,0.722,0.083,-0.9929,2,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,4,5,0,12,21,0,4,21,0,43,11,3,0,3,56,78,32,1,9,18,1,2,4,1,1,7,1,0,4,28,20,0,1,9,2,1,5,11,15,0,5,15,5,46,6,47,59,11,50,0,6,2,2,25,23,0,13,24,241,74,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13314271608743358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497794287977865,0.0,0.0,0.05107037530624441,0.0,0.4021574863187748,0.08484129141149845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07020808732284094,0.0,0.07055864584574363,0.0,0.06270511752883852,0.0,0.0,0.06390431838571248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059961004260775226,0.0,0.0,0.04843309747663435,0.0,0.12936653333349338,0.0,0.07794163803354923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18820850314448104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350240952591668,0.04960264747990322,0.0,0.1898242237914888,0.07176098733655792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770949015603716,0.0,0.04268089354940601,0.0,0.060064095315269475,0.0,0.08273079288982327,0.0,0.0664104219270637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707396454261445,0.0,0.08464282665552242,0.0,0.10067549969256714,0.07934696256755296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665497755553919,0.08039578843956427,0.0,0.0,0.0783845814673955,0.0,0.06675206924735698,0.0,0.0,0.08254566869652252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815960502240426,0.0,0.0,0.14675969152509846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677804166837294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981910231232779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710030259015214,0.0,0.0,0.2544475216452319,0.05711671047674888,0.15982276404993168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06557416648121238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192475879804193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549594713050982,0.0,0.0,0.07512002896991782,0.08547990675831345,0.09622158930421254,0.0,0.07415189950286839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968948485775133,0.1367359034490856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655469265945669,0.06363173712074552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657797919415917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580793781979049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805734961775262,0.05646563258032659,0.06036229889455475,0.0,0.06914171925013833,0.0,0.0,0.14967872278667366,0.048120859162198576,0.0,0.059620777784255174,0.043791242459500286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061965122463885386,0.044295752319633695,0.0,0.12048090829389756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144242753444918,0.0,0.07626739679121647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,skirtymagic,2019/03/20,Can't pull myself out. I picked a fight with my partner last night because I felt anxious and insecure. All I really want is to cuddle but now I feel like I don't deserve her love. I don't know how to ask. I'm afraid she'll just turn away. Even if we do cuddle it won't make me forget what a shitty person I was last night.,-0.4450000000000003,1.491198944444449,2.0144444444444467,96.65000000000002,87.33333333333334,4.711111111111111,15.944444444444445,5.985473137389443,-0.6570055555555552,252,5,60,2,8,86,55,72,0.209,0.698,0.093,-0.8445,0,0,0,0,1,0,6.0,1,0,0,0,4,5,1,2,2,0,8,3,0,3,1,16,17,4,0,2,3,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,2,13,2,5,13,1,8,0,0,0,3,8,2,0,1,6,37,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28056054334696223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321701944765262,0.0,0.23332945181483636,0.0,0.0,0.1513895526357842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640303382572437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557131245166395,0.17741859152214098,0.2384513202225048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648458949138514,0.4048706365790212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132942023479674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22414216258020492,0.0,0.16577303246913824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4661122141985416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21684634299425232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15909694989177986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701293764986297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464810369102254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ASilver259,2019/03/20,"I read a presentation in classssss!!!!!!! Firstly I have gone to an online school for about three years now and you are basically in a conference call and in that time I have never spoken on the microphone.

Today I presented to the class and my god I feel AMAZING now I have done that!!!! This may not be much but I am damn proud of my self!!",1.5052310924369756,3.721698220588237,3.1221008403361346,89.98088235294121,81.5,6.8268907563025225,21.478991596638657,7.957251820313856,0.9568756302521004,261,8,57,5,7,86,50,68,0.052000000000000005,0.807,0.141,0.7256,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,2,3,3,1,0,5,0,8,0,0,0,1,8,10,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,2,2,1,10,2,9,6,1,14,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,1,9,46,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409275808435086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416739287907713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168819151311904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839971335156536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454393318195861,0.0,0.25750791063152856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339691485792465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379031667283019,0.0,0.0,0.34830840073316244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19468741106693765,0.0,0.3164780594080863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150069981291836
anxiety,kn600729,2019/03/20,"BuSpar Hi there, 
So my doctor gave me a prescription for BuSpar 15mg twice a day to treat my anxiety. She also gave me Xanax for when I’m having a ~~~severe panic attack and is to only be used in emergencies. I haven’t been on any anxiety meds besides remeron, at the time I used it to gain weight because ive typically been underweight so my doc prescribed it. 

I’ve been reading about BuSpar and I wonder if I should take it with or without food. My doctor said I could take it anyway I feel like but I read taking it with food increases it’s bioavailability in your system. Is it better to take it off food to minimize the side effects? Does anyone have experience with this? I had told her I don’t always eat in the morning and she said it’s not a problem but I just want to hear other people’s experience. She also said that because I’m so thin, i should feel the effects pretty quickly. 

Thanks ",2.426512605042017,4.5349636098901085,4.340239172592117,83.01358435681966,77.73626373626374,6.9197155785391065,23.892695539754364,7.928766900206844,1.4396938590820942,715,24,137,12,17,243,107,182,0.04,0.831,0.129,0.9485,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,4,11,7,1,1,8,0,15,8,0,4,0,25,35,13,0,6,7,0,4,1,0,2,3,4,0,0,12,6,5,0,5,2,0,1,4,3,0,1,10,8,23,4,19,21,1,14,0,0,0,0,13,8,0,3,5,95,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855520072130128,0.0965325772259151,0.0,0.0,0.07889320042575561,0.0,0.17750011475403554,0.0,0.0,0.08111937999102567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319821750218784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14144158117672034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260456783543996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262738913721126,0.0,0.0,0.07481914991913269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374895932185873,0.10152424989647424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187108367302635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269670497610859,0.0,0.0,0.1173198855163348,0.08288011186416143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4208521789730848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075571596827734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05667836631551034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12886491398221028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823354166247997,0.0,0.13611691847348875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042919641209327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802750016923952,0.0,0.11100931084783576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23208991380909874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.331066392864213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310623030978368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489110421933473,0.0,0.0,0.10680970096406406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676484409510065,0.0,0.0,0.11085593013061222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20039693747354265,0.0,0.0,0.06842780466771307,0.0,0.0,0.14127326426467066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183293380191196,0.12581175916774112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Brenkin,2019/03/20,"I think I have anxiety I’m a 23 year old dude who worries a lot in life. I feel like I’m always worrying about something, whether it be the future, stuff coming in the mail, what have you. Whenever it comes to things I can’t control, I feel like I’m on the verge of a mental breakdown. 

Recently I applied for a temporary residence permit abroad, and I was supposed to receive the permit two weeks ago. After worrying about it for weeks, I called them today and was told my permit couldn’t be processed because I didn’t pay for it properly. Why I wasn’t informed of this sooner is a mystery. 

I’m sick to my stomach right now. I fucked up and now the permit could be delayed even longer, all because of my own stupidity. I want to just hit myself in the head, over and over again because I have no one to be angry at but myself. 

Every day I worry about something. My mind can’t handle this anymore, I think I need help. ",3.383330786860199,4.623104021390375,4.7636707410236845,84.69995989304813,72.95721925133691,7.267990832696714,27.79564553093965,7.7094869923839395,1.6441966386554625,720,27,144,9,14,240,107,187,0.13699999999999998,0.816,0.047,-0.8885,0,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,1,1,8,4,2,0,11,0,16,5,2,5,1,27,31,6,0,4,3,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,10,6,0,2,5,0,1,3,6,2,0,2,5,2,24,2,23,19,3,27,0,0,0,1,9,10,1,1,16,101,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179414066099209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070883043106744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178341172747683,0.0,0.13195053016933087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433193924225588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585962785040698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292227722593043,0.0,0.0,0.1492276595105883,0.10623014749999916,0.0,0.0,0.08580668639985492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787872423323642,0.0,0.11210094261009626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454885060639726,0.1901028754055492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300321660211165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654839045328862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918107121309292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397763532589652,0.1300036904815845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311493653679658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340837990991699,0.0,0.1343432658422641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865539886888676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13961431494955012,0.0,0.090158589198495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137150250746954,0.0,0.0,0.11362456011012988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20485783894294496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523112050381165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839296470134568,0.17050701633998785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12611649449898205,0.12713563362538588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997118862269838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784767426855182,0.0,0.21345047196561312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005755071772127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5404777261792406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568028048300458
anxiety,DarkDestiny3,2019/03/20,"Dealing with my toxic sister My sister is very good at manipulation. For example, her go to is a question (which is more of a form of a telling you to do something). Like when you finish cooking and you plan to clean up and she walks by and says ""are you gonna clean that up?!""
""Yes""? 
Then she walks off, speaking in a low mumbled tone ""you better clean it up.""
Another example. 
She wants to do something with the yard (shes very materialistic with her grass looking nice) so this morning she told my mother (Not me mind you) ""are you going to force [insert name] to pick up the dog poop in the yard?! 

Any way I can deal with that?

It gives me anxiety just being in the presence of her and I've been trying for about two years to get close with her when she moved out, but now she moved closer to us and I see her more often. 

Thanks guys!",0.8308606811145509,3.0974667176470585,2.40653250773994,93.74518575851394,84.76470588235293,4.990712074303406,18.94736842105263,6.339386263674448,-0.13047058823529367,642,17,142,6,19,209,103,170,0.027000000000000003,0.872,0.101,0.9156,0,0,2,0,0,0,30.0,1,7,0,2,7,6,0,0,8,1,11,2,1,2,0,22,21,10,0,1,3,3,0,1,0,1,0,2,5,1,6,12,1,0,1,3,0,6,1,1,0,1,2,4,27,5,30,17,3,26,0,1,2,0,33,13,0,2,7,99,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978926249216128,0.18471051815834733,0.13475564258969072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15579194966112406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632095359050197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203204355797996,0.16898085484989636,0.2002222513592789,0.14774776989477642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744179736192535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605887026455376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479231445528873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17786309978136478,0.0,0.0,0.37444296586600656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19733032692144986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14008297922450885,0.0,0.0,0.14037017579371186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712205187246601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15396443482085653,0.1621769079774403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683205908945912,0.0,0.11959550728497187,0.0,0.17207470985441087,0.0,0.2118889228447523,0.0,0.0,0.2906873613391167,0.10389889383200937,0.13982109730196854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343598193255842
anxiety,jaar-gilon,2019/03/20,"Phone sized flashcard I made for bad days https://i.imgur.com/9Xqsyap.png
BYOBF = Be your own best friend
3-5= deep breathing, 3 in 5 out.
Maybe this can help others the way it has helped me? ",5.1273333333333335,7.53448782857143,3.120000000000001,93.47333333333334,70.71428571428572,5.80952380952381,20.238095238095237,6.42735559955562,-0.06261904761904757,154,3,30,1,3,42,34,35,0.08800000000000001,0.657,0.255,0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,3,2,2,5,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124080734410882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926579645079043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24130232538836985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890751823440537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5015832860405507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540393545327905,0.0,0.0,0.3758941333881202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969908893609643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mfleenor89,2019/03/20,"No light at the end of the tunnel I just found out yesterday that my husband might lose his job in the near future due to the company not doing so hot. I haven’t been able to keep a stable job for longer than 6 months due to my anxiety. I’m worried he’s going to lose his job, and I won’t be able to keep one to help us out. On the other hand he works part time security for his dads business and thinks if he goes to full time we’ll be okay. While I’m sitting over here stressing the fact that he’ll be losing 8 dollars an hour doing this... At this point, I don’t know how we are going to make it with me not helping. 

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anxiety,emmdeebz,2019/03/20,"Anxiety so bad you feel physically nauseous? I've been having very bad anxiety to where I wake up in the middle of the night, or cant sleep to begin with or lately, the worst one- I feel physically nauseous. Like I want to throw up the anxiety it feels. I get embarrassed and just want to hide myself from the world. Help :(",2.596145833333331,4.761047156250001,4.241875000000004,83.64895833333338,77.4375,8.016666666666666,23.166666666666664,8.841846274778883,1.7379979166666666,254,8,51,6,6,85,44,64,0.312,0.588,0.1,-0.9489,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,1,5,0,3,2,2,0,0,10,10,4,0,2,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,1,3,6,1,10,9,1,10,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,2,4,33,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5565580652234595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4049711544207969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3678607677842334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670137620173905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625492262000736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27356164960720003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847805259280728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275790460429755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16433093604009213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426849662640268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000960062508835,0.28607716020258955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,miilyrosej,2019/03/20,"my anxiety is killing me so, i get really really bad anxiety. i want to know if there is anyone out there, that struggles with the kind of anxiety that i do. basically, these are my symptoms, and they can happen randomly. first, my palms, etc get sweaty, then i start to feel sick. my heart starts pounding in my chest, my thoughts are racing, i start to uncontrollably shake. sometimes when it happens i feel like i'm dying. it's so severe sometimes, i end up crying a lot, and i feel extremely sick. i've been to hospital about it more than 3 times as in those times i couldn't even walk and i felt extremely weak, and my heart was literally beating out of my chest. 

I get really scared when it happens, it's just hard to tell if it's anxiety or if you're actually sick/coming down with something. and i have a fear of sickness. i'm just someone who's afraid of literally everything. i stopped eating meat because i'm scared of getting food poisoning. i don't know what to do anymore. i'm going literally fucking insane. chill music helps, deep breathing can help... my dog helps. but i still constantly have anxiety. i just don't know anymore. 
i have some serious issues. 
i've seen like a million counsellors and pschyocolgists, so lol. 
tired medication also but that's also not an option for me. 
i feel like i'm going to be this way for the rest of my life and i'll never be able to live properly. ",2.168620689655171,4.6097915942029015,3.9405647176411813,83.76195652173917,80.52173913043478,7.575012493753125,25.45927036481759,8.53829466247534,2.059507396301849,1104,44,215,26,29,370,149,276,0.181,0.752,0.067,-0.9594,0,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,1,2,15,17,3,7,6,1,18,18,6,0,1,38,47,22,2,5,10,0,6,3,0,0,9,0,0,0,14,11,2,1,9,0,0,4,5,13,0,2,5,7,31,4,27,39,5,26,0,0,1,1,6,7,1,8,17,133,45,0,0.09709467863947303,0.0,0.09475040027634836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15529315885729075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3713858169968733,0.0,0.19258366218383915,0.0678908568684448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810700010165238,0.05918801489839778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492485409274917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665394527059303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076894715496447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935209596127652,0.0,0.0,0.08599706604712071,0.0,0.10828623250219307,0.06413011951964856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872624364601382,0.0,0.0,0.1092585073968846,0.19637594755514612,0.1387289156409473,0.0932261179727947,0.0,0.0,0.08258868404989618,0.11740727081738772,0.0,0.0,0.08976246583938521,0.20291184861619774,0.0,0.11036228683711967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575815109823566,0.0,0.08697776072249283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23011532336085244,0.19524154927215806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134161851014792,0.0,0.0,0.1074208761411221,0.10110916647130913,0.16008208840512167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858084295384329,0.14230666662476826,0.0,0.08573638009562957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254642364071414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781267385100126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488540186383251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18660401216335626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944174232435028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968934996111106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226800612708406,0.07474822723347664,0.19205823975788608,0.0,0.2061723398537621,0.0,0.07753993578379259,0.08117549895451158,0.0,0.10150443962886788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091854799487483,0.0,0.0,0.08486502875209492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708232925889284,0.11323337585879767,0.11159604989184382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0572689570979408,0.07706923651872899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,melwhoever,2019/03/20,"”relaxing” makes me super anxious. why is it so hard for me to have a lazy day?? hi friends, im really struggling with anxiety tonight after realizing that having nothing to do/the act of relaxing makes my anxiety a fuck ton worse. 

Whenever I try to relax to watch a movie, or read a book, anything to just chill out, I always get the worst anxiety about the fact that I should be getting more done instead of wasting time relaxing.  I always get anxious that I could find something else to do to make my time more productive.


Does anyone else experience this? Any advice is greatly appreciated. I really want to break this mindset. ",4.427627118644068,6.606422271186446,5.712000000000002,75.12749152542374,72.05084745762713,9.126779661016947,32.13898305084746,9.642632912329526,3.484485423728814,500,24,86,13,10,167,80,118,0.22,0.605,0.175,-0.5172,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,4,10,1,1,6,0,9,1,0,3,1,13,17,2,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,6,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,2,10,7,15,13,4,8,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,1,5,54,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632579863544082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24919408189107345,0.0,0.0,0.10182945080568498,0.0,0.343655836735116,0.3383308643522588,0.0,0.104702837121653,0.15342800695241668,0.1232246118082008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955651582778787,0.0,0.0,0.09657097069072948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13103991921516822,0.1532376880296588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25017985341780186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464760581611086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686114716417386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569002046140404,0.13843373428959324,0.23470148134472146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650906879439639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341390981672241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16174666817947084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29986112458560304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143681143187043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14978216331178154,0.0,0.1918566592812977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527843103121367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15654247567061927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17463111022817462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166474500544576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832149959120095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351185402677597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15259952506422012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alocotpi,2019/03/20,"Anyone have experience with Propanolol for anxiety? Please delete if this is not appropriate for the sub. 

I have been given 40mg of propanolol for my anxiety, to take as and when needed, up to 3 times a day. I have taken my first one this morning and feel completely spaced out, and as if everything is going in slow motion - that's the best way I can describe it anyway, all music and sounds and even notifications on my phone all sound slightly slowed down and out of place. Saying that though, it has worked to calm me down! Anyone with experience of taking this medication, is this normal? Does it get better? Or do I need to speak to my doctor again? ",4.995004444444447,6.387975576000002,5.497066666666669,80.3889777777778,69.24000000000001,8.435555555555556,25.08888888888889,8.841846274778883,1.7032222222222215,517,14,99,9,9,166,85,125,0.027000000000000003,0.872,0.102,0.8898,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,4,5,3,0,0,3,0,10,2,0,0,2,20,19,13,0,5,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,9,10,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,5,9,3,22,16,3,19,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,3,7,73,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28687593310881043,0.0,0.0,0.262210510234102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967710262294677,0.16582964568674374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965915254973152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092281448494765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919155059494548,0.16408363432655707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384282756369774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16851406097894406,0.3668244624821291,0.0,0.0,0.09480628132650873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15948849361445974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796168035796232,0.0,0.1065612988146483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18888781421282685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780596477008597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837114448362177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705572040237473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958989307625636,0.20582010067736214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14910854419675146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819552565920477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18421905633346305,0.0,0.10933350464628376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14882978918713075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650316550998398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,captainxam1,2019/03/20,"Getting out of a long-term slump I'm sure I'm not the first person to post something similar to this but I failed 2 semesters of college because I just had no motivation and was too nervous/afraid to go to class. It really messed up my schooling and I still have trouble making it to class. I can do the classwork and take tests fine but I cant deal with going to class and all the factors that go with it. I'm doing better now but I still dread meeting new people and doing group work with random students. Im almost finished my degree but i still am not looking forward to a real career and working with a crew of new people. Any small advice would help, thank you. ",2.5918137254901983,4.5026788676470595,3.753529411764706,88.33754901960786,76.5,5.415686274509804,24.568627450980397,5.985473137389443,0.6628009803921571,530,18,104,3,12,172,89,136,0.128,0.7490000000000001,0.123,-0.4097,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,6,6,8,0,1,6,0,10,0,0,2,2,26,21,10,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,11,0,0,1,0,0,4,4,4,0,1,2,1,10,4,16,18,1,16,0,1,1,0,6,4,0,2,9,68,15,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690547092480235,0.0,0.0,0.17323564916475387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764670590816438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545988763342784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15300544726069396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17835657622675025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715467911275568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038595394392343,0.0,0.29496159962764273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595901570592873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18687091555907026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15310056258940585,0.145277383983921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547960260446374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341711531193313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398744116263401,0.1510579202312017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16568726771808695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19691316915431026,0.11082895857928758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750863871601243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13318472765765574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4144767954576226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630515246350681,0.0,0.13007532508350106,0.0,0.0,0.15927620390154648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518937769523947,0.0,0.0,0.1228950443788622,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,coffeeboffin,2019/03/20,"When your colleagues ""don't get it"" I've finally opened up to my boss about the struggles I've been having and that have been building over the last few months, and she has been amazing about it and has done everything she can to help me with it.  I told a colleague who I thought I could trust about what's going on and her response was ""just seems like you don't want to work here"" which really hurt.  I used to love my job, but the anxiety has been creeping up on me and I've tried to ignore it but I've gone downhill in a big way recently.  The main cause = increased workload/short staffed at work.  

I only spoke to my boss about it Monday, and have tried to explain to a few more colleagues (in our small team) about why I'm changing my hours to reduce my stress/anxiety in the workplace and I've had the usual comments of ""you just need to care less about it"" or ""what do you have to be anxious/depressed/stressed about""... as if I don't feel guilty enough for feeling this way and not knowing the exact reasons why.  I know so many people have more reasons to feel this way, and I know I have a good life, but I'm not doing this on purpose!!

Sorry to unload here I just don't feel I have anyone to turn to.  My friends all live over an hour away and I feel really isolated, especially after these comments from people who I thought would be there for me.  I know it's probably down to them not really understanding what it feels like, so I'm not trying to be harsh but they should know - if I could explain it I would probably be able to help myself a lot better.",4.583971962616822,4.8127527788162014,5.042708722741433,87.49565186915889,69.49844236760124,8.039937694704049,28.19953271028037,7.7348632917899725,1.4582796261682245,1226,39,266,13,20,391,160,321,0.06,0.81,0.13,0.9735,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,1,4,2,4,16,12,0,1,13,0,33,2,0,6,2,60,64,21,0,9,14,0,6,2,1,3,1,1,0,0,20,12,0,1,19,1,0,3,8,3,0,0,12,7,36,9,45,43,10,32,0,1,0,1,23,16,0,5,12,186,56,6,0.10001541215443548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15302303308784349,0.11298894747927635,0.0,0.06993310165254331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396777202513333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884555043843398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197237836924687,0.1027433787958433,0.10580304448900237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15970833655432073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235049124339968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334265656044056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988740341340222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034247850730465,0.07145103042715298,0.0,0.10956199530046004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727165933155998,0.0,0.052253924866787066,0.0,0.05684106358344325,0.08388818251605114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407644506542368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19699006880308853,0.0,0.10706856727927908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099249863932012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748292744554183,0.08152590978510364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064384341181311,0.0977249568101033,0.0,0.08831544129965997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502952682871631,0.09026781433177747,0.0,0.0,0.10139992988492888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983134777897971,0.0,0.0,0.07416016082182811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606622781052776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867618734614473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21566706069368224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19221730220137895,0.20566500247626301,0.09875315355327877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105027490921867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195906552449356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22913463341220305,0.1045578244579412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15880213084134706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955690123798901,0.0,0.20371169900635125,0.1087880482754412,0.0,0.10411957128572172,0.0,0.08638120385502236,0.1101528464171128,0.0,0.05899168139866165,0.2381627365018545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18049670613432414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14562482245247746,0.0,0.0,0.14209615842429815,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pxnky,2019/03/20,"Today I cried in a Dairy Queen parking lot I’ve (18f) had anxiety with varying intensity since I was a little girl. Lately, I’ve been feeling overwhelmed and lonely despite being surrounded by people. Today I made a new friend, something that I haven’t really done since high school (I’m in second semester of university) , and I had a really good time. But of course, after just leaving her house I fell into a panic, one I couldn’t connect feelings or reasons to, and I took it out on my boyfriend in a Dairy Queen parking lot. We had met there because I needed to see him, but I (regretfully) made it happen not by telling him about my feelings, but by being passive aggressive. I felt guilty and was still feeling overwhelmed, and I needed to talk to him.. but I felt like he was annoyed with me, and I couldn’t. Just as we said goodbye I started to cry. Hard. And then I got embarrassed. Really embarrassed. So I cried harder. 
I couldn’t tell him why I was upset.
I didn’t know. I was feeling everyone’s eyes on me, and there was no where to go. I panicked even harder. I couldn’t escape to my car, I couldn’t walk away from him, I was just left to stutter and stammer explanations for my actions because I was having a panic attack that I was making a scene. 
I couldn’t escape by burying into his chest. He wouldn’t hold me because he wanted me to talk to him, but he couldn’t understand that I wasn’t in a state where that was something I could do in the moment. 
He kept telling me that everyone cried for a reason, that “I don’t know what specifically has led to this is ” wasn’t an acceptable answer, and he began to ask me if I’d done something I was ashamed of (excuse me what) or if I was jealous of the girl he was hanging out with before I had met him for ice cream. 
I know there are a lot of things I could have done better tonight, but now I’m not only dealing with feelings stirred up by making new friends and remembering old ones. Now I’m obsessing over crying in a parking lot. I’m reeling over the fact that he didn’t text me to talk to me afterwards. 
I’m scared that any conversation I have with him about my anxiety will scare him, or it will make him want to take a step back from me. He is not my crutch, I’ve worked so hard to keep myself from leaning on him because I want our relationship to be healthy, but I’m worried if I need support he may view me as needy, clingy, or sick. I don’t know how to approach this.",4.385692635270542,4.796074955911823,5.436652680360723,83.85864635521044,69.98196392785572,8.161347695390782,29.421405310621253,8.07648339933343,1.848246943887776,1909,69,398,24,32,632,215,499,0.19,0.728,0.08199999999999999,-0.9958,0,2,3,0,0,0,57.0,3,0,0,4,18,26,4,11,17,0,52,3,2,9,1,93,97,31,0,20,20,0,10,1,2,4,1,1,0,2,16,22,0,3,18,0,0,10,19,19,0,3,36,15,74,7,61,45,4,52,0,4,4,0,44,23,0,12,19,273,90,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04996519770796963,0.0,0.11241562364070797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868876413671514,0.08358788125349201,0.0690317364724384,0.05649737572392648,0.0,0.17915755805275993,0.0,0.06252141057096858,0.0,0.0,0.06498224802609075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732686179385585,0.0,0.4035415874348196,0.0,0.07574901077674534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255698518886627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04852923193358732,0.0,0.0,0.14041611789572314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222905570185983,0.0,0.14109413596160786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353247414097592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041757266747325585,0.061626947024464585,0.05876429103137652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06497328131147881,0.0,0.13163748811890716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762987149479389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477973893825658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06530753528557805,0.0,0.0,0.16151871340777138,0.0,0.08288246644784575,0.07779891489596287,0.07983028824805237,0.0,0.0,0.03589594240614275,0.07364077820870488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498616605210609,0.0,0.13904674741514927,0.1471344513430029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344129167721935,0.0,0.14192431148001108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709915603068263,0.0,0.09957648166139403,0.05588068844778346,0.0,0.1724130522332606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05093798551125102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120898968914147,0.15108810123483007,0.0,0.07888414460666833,0.08323231575327243,0.0,0.06989110039333836,0.0,0.14712163793213626,0.07436014364276919,0.058549685004482085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155777550961792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16969284089326248,0.0,0.0,0.05200564817279085,0.0,0.058676851937165375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337802219178403,0.0,0.0,0.05524370006414707,0.1771681241985242,0.19265992458188733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048813210736924025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042843587387912406,0.0,0.13929052033000108,0.0,0.08163290264719275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764895735177883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13001153852905814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629933211928861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05349033051829874,0.07461694840686553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lyaru,2019/03/20,"Could It Be Anxiety? Hello!  


Just a quick question here, with rule#5 in mind -   
I'm a 20 year old student and i've been having trouble sleeping lately. Seems out of the blue, but whenever I lay down i can feel my heartbeat louder than a drum through my body. I then become VERY aware of my heartbeat and this causes me to hyperventilate.  


I've also been having troubles where i just feel like my throat clogs and I'm so hyperfocused on it that i'm unable to even swallow saliva. These issues really only happen around sleep-time which has been driving me insane.   All of these issues also  seem to go away if I just... do my absolute best to not think about it. ( or stay up to 5AM so i fall asleep instantly)  


  
However I'm not experienced with anxiety , I'm an outgoing person and I feel like I'm not really stressed or worried about anything. Not expecting a diagnosis, and i definitely intend to get them checked out professionally - But are these symptoms of anxiety?  


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anxiety,Sillysolomon,2019/03/20,"I hate confrontation I hate confrontation, it makes me super anxious. It started when I was a kid. I grew up around hard core alcoholics who could down a lot of booze rather quickly. It was a lot of screaming and yelling, so in order to cope with it I put myself in my own little mental bubble. I would just go along with it to make it go away. I am in my late 20s and still hate confrontation. Anytime my family schedules something that conflicts with my own plans I just go along with it to avoid any unpleasantness. Yeah it makes me a push over. But what am I going to do, argue about why I can't go to cousin so-and-so's BBQ? Whenever there is any unpleasantness I freeze up. Its like there is a massive lump in my throat. At the same time it kinda makes me an asshole because instead of being assertive sometimes I just ignore people. I just walk away instead of resolving the issue. My inability to stand up for myself just makes things worse. ",2.3310526315789493,4.7124057754010735,3.3297044750914715,88.72012946805519,79.48128342245991,6.0758795384182385,23.21108922037715,7.273561745256523,0.9512951871657762,748,25,148,10,19,239,109,187,0.201,0.736,0.063,-0.9753,0,1,2,0,1,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,17,13,7,1,8,1,11,4,1,5,0,31,25,5,0,3,7,1,2,1,0,1,2,2,0,1,14,9,2,3,1,0,0,9,1,10,0,0,2,4,24,3,31,20,5,32,0,0,0,0,4,14,0,3,8,110,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525662219161795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18485985760229426,0.0,0.0,0.15355036021447335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099718197901813,0.0,0.0,0.2554017107851573,0.0,0.0,0.08285527274298506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085206701817812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813281905754312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38623095368740906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175718512619554,0.4025771347550352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418646571656038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533231293792303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640340783282124,0.13622705801093987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311078165554257,0.0,0.0,0.4536366472958176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369748991336131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422947551607147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366366504299994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463748049526128,0.13442787247548013,0.0,0.0962045299202699,0.0,0.10854549757865924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029888402202056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925576027929594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264621833712885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385135943008276,0.09655332135537296,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawayhhdddthtuuj,2019/03/20,"Anxiety because my parents fight Hi guys, i would like some help. I suffered severe anxiety and panic attacks 2 years ago and I came out of it. Yesterday my parents had a fight (I'm 18 and I live with them)  and today I'm going to work with a sense of anxiety like 2 years ago. I feel like I care too much about them and I have fear of them divorcing or something, and being relatively far from home doesn't help

Thank you internet people in advance for advice! ♥️",2.603815789473685,4.298642052631582,4.4433552631578985,84.35661184210528,75.84210526315789,7.697368421052633,26.61184210526316,8.472884824447931,1.9005,365,14,74,7,8,124,64,95,0.261,0.589,0.15,-0.8690000000000001,2,0,1,0,2,0,8.0,0,1,3,2,2,11,3,2,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,14,12,7,0,1,1,2,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,10,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,6,0,0,2,1,13,5,11,8,2,12,0,1,0,0,13,3,0,2,9,42,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16267707639471873,0.29513942029969914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3820578963340031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18938891847035133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148138595744073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19040262112673287,0.1697319746697422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873302353071024,0.0841745721697679,0.11892950503394326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946113655348044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164836051396905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22316886338817327,0.0,0.16698762192394154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439932777751579,0.0,0.14700014342454235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223780038520462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19532210293501892,0.36970073921423663,0.0,0.0,0.1154125435453747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880689406112457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816029918449362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15326746770442665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15779847869615266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119550936768135,0.0,0.0,0.11825879688226584,0.0,0.0,0.21440840023644825
anxiety,khamibrawler,2019/03/20,"Need help focusing Hello, I am an studying aerospace engineering and I'm afraid I ",2.1080000000000005,4.545074466666667,4.453333333333337,72.04000000000002,104.33333333333334,7.333333333333335,31.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,3.8196666666666665,67,4,10,2,3,23,13,15,0.0,0.8029999999999999,0.197,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6705883712855273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7418296545006973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,crackatinnietribe,2019/03/20,"This week has been brutal, I need some reassurance I have suffered anxiety for many years and in the past I have been treated with medication and therapy. I’m currently on medication but I’m not in therapy. For the last few weeks I have endured the most intense, emotionally gruelling episodes where anxiety emerges, grips me like a vice, and then eases. Working and doing things is very hard, and doing nothing is equally, if not more so, hard. I need somebody to tell me that I’m safe and everything is okay, because when I say it to myself I certainly don’t believe it. ",7.456666666666663,7.381495777777778,7.818888888888887,71.065,63.444444444444436,11.274074074074075,40.22222222222222,10.864195022040775,4.535155555555555,456,24,81,11,6,150,73,108,0.106,0.726,0.16699999999999998,0.8406,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,3,8,1,0,4,1,12,2,0,0,1,17,17,11,0,3,4,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,4,10,6,8,15,5,12,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,3,9,58,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767915895610621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028116837610194,0.0,0.0,0.2038238251113335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20349960596901095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625904072756781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241199790761421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14746594486123313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838357726096956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18341453053095566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644959532025466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26828521669929584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17358819971103542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17269924003557724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14386703868149334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581234738336504,0.0,0.4137731213544265,0.0,0.12018868689138032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926984737728602,0.0,0.0,0.290230472850085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170476781436513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650022644370825
anxiety,meowlilmeow,2019/03/20,"so tired I've struggled with anxiety, depression, BED, and body dysmorphia for a very long time. My anxiety has gotten to the point where I cry every night because I am so exhausted from my emotions and anxious thoughts. I can't get through a day without a random breakdown at some point. It's effecting my ability to get any school work done at all (its 1:51am and I'm still working on a lab report due tomorrow), I can't seem to concentrate on anything that I care about at all for any length of time, I can't even read anymore because I space out after a couple paragraphs. I can't seem to get myself to dance rehearsals or any non-mandatory events that I originally wanted to attend. I just go to my uni classes and come back and sleep or stare into the distance. I'm so tired of having to live with mental illness, I'm so exhausted by it I'm not even suicidal. I would really like to get on meds but I can't contact any psychiatrists because of anxiety. I constantly feel dead inside or on the verge of tears, I really would just like a break from the constant assaulting overload of emotions I feel everyday because of my mental illness. 

Does anyone else ever feel like this? Is there hope?

​",5.234771276595744,6.304642314893616,6.005359042553192,78.16718750000003,68.40425531914894,9.279255319148936,32.98537234042553,9.516144504307137,3.1517712765957446,964,43,176,20,16,316,133,235,0.17800000000000002,0.742,0.08,-0.9613,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,3,14,10,1,1,10,0,12,8,2,2,3,35,32,13,2,4,8,0,3,3,0,2,6,0,1,0,6,10,0,0,7,2,0,4,7,5,0,0,3,4,21,5,35,27,3,35,0,1,1,0,1,14,0,8,19,110,27,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049354715802412,0.12391491065022417,0.2773952192939981,0.0,0.2340395765629473,0.11520655808359127,0.1011351643126669,0.07130566411353763,0.10448891577452812,0.08391952903728449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841509013970256,0.0,0.24866032950919165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327500621247315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397376905978614,0.0,0.0,0.0878453565396816,0.0,0.22040483058262814,0.0,0.0,0.11283715316323314,0.11201847713581144,0.06576762758769003,0.0,0.08783384121459782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892419797007538,0.10435930307678573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518986250132196,0.2294239343868364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347115347473102,0.09224529563365748,0.08592119513220461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469002015409786,0.07285338496093201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131180071879248,0.0,0.057956671332478185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128755515516537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14946447635983928,0.0,0.09004879012288712,0.0902476695069442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327500621247315,0.0,0.2055404709046488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569981444633713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19280508908455649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200599067721154,0.0,0.1306599408453705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032075789686561,0.0,0.18567459948734866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205204145199384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144007707986743,0.0,0.0,0.10660995916186483,0.0,0.11154781113674754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095945364004413,0.11892884311469355,0.2344183242643373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414285498870833,0.060149498876871474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830353258854824,0.0,0.14848297059640386,0.0,0.0,0.14488505021224876,0.0,0.12391491065022417,0.0
anxiety,PamSaysRelax,2019/03/20,Can anybody offer some advice on how to get my mind back on track? I’ve been having a hard time just concentrating on reality at the moment. I have just been overthinking so much that it has been inhibiting me from doing my schoolwork and paying attention in class. I’m having a tough time just getting out of bed because I’m suck in these far fetched scenarios. I need to get stuff done this week so I can’t just be daydreaming all day long. Can anybody offer some advice on how to get my mind back on track?,4.603361344537814,5.572809196078434,5.363445378151262,82.56264705882357,69.78431372549021,8.573669467787116,27.31652661064425,8.841846274778883,1.9455585434173672,406,13,81,7,7,132,67,102,0.078,0.922,0.0,-0.6767,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,10,2,1,0,3,0,13,0,0,2,1,15,21,5,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,4,1,7,0,14,16,4,18,0,0,0,0,2,10,1,2,8,57,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4124340740356597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245396039475806,0.0,0.12864253027161995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13609752773257386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21595796694517472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44101992055128375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18904231263555846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867557817429993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4261622751273843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551320561557918,0.15647680206363435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415799901077621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24610772986183424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692763276774205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Apowlo,2019/03/20,"Anyone dealing with anxiety also have muscle tremors? Even when I'm not anxious I have a slight tremor in my muscles when I do certain tasks such as writing and eating. For the most part I've dealt with it by gripping the pen and utensils to use larger muscle groups in my hands to minimise the shakes. When working out I feel the most relaxed and in my element and even then, with certain exercises my muscles will get shaky despite having adequate strength and good form. I really enjoy so I just deal with it with it in my own way. 

The most frustrating part about this is when it trickles over to other aspects in life. When I get anxious in certain social situations, work interviews and presentations it really just ampliflies everything in a bad way and I can't control it. It causes me to struggle doing simple things like standing up without wobbling, holding a piece of paper and writing on a whiteboard. The shaking gets really noticeable and theres no way 'fake it until I make it' because my body has a mind of its own. When it comes to my turn to speak, even when I know my material, my mind is still racing about the physical symptoms and the words barely come out. After I'm done with what I need to do, I just feel so embarassed about making a fool of myself and just want to disappear. 

I just hate feeling this helpless but at the same time I feel guilty blowing my opportunities because at the end of the day I'm lucky to have a roof to live under and access to to clean food and water. I know there are people who have it worse and I need to find a way to get better. I am always trying to recoup and improve for next time but it just gets difficult at times to get motivated all over again. I'm just wondering if anyone has experienced the same and what they have done to overcome it. ",6.555226628895184,6.442030096317282,6.937692634560907,76.7593434844193,65.31728045325778,9.439603399433429,33.514022662889516,8.982922981607832,2.811434107648725,1436,56,267,21,20,468,184,353,0.098,0.7879999999999999,0.114,0.7677,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,7,28,22,2,4,20,0,19,8,2,6,4,72,46,32,0,4,12,0,6,1,0,1,3,1,1,0,21,26,3,2,9,2,0,5,4,11,0,0,2,8,29,11,54,43,12,46,0,1,0,0,10,17,0,7,20,202,50,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797516178369812,0.08298082379569269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629085521900729,0.2253261684740266,0.0,0.13946282531539095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326785013182747,0.12158526439775505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882003962689201,0.0,0.1107741762201099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244706405637186,0.0,0.17181189974410355,0.0,0.0,0.111852271142924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06431564218422542,0.20562824372604466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20411061920494106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020455820038825,0.0,0.0,0.08832849041076236,0.0,0.0,0.19760615939834067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962816566167194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016997997469456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114863925436986,0.0,0.120590241867846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31261933863369235,0.0,0.0,0.08364624668292685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984597313468819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961466369778183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07044010461811986,0.04872155766905666,0.0,0.08806073713004127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331370469880998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20139161126692665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14789256174339546,0.0,0.0,0.10606075859785448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135398105769298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159891694295256,0.0,0.06913812069765553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916629421979292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120972869953748,0.0,0.10165908184964416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796420830284729,0.0,0.0,0.1042562768071138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036545013518146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06625416418998589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17445478572911616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06770806294844936,0.10847430054239847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613207807956591,0.0,0.0,0.05882154776173541,0.31663449146413064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613323544293106,0.1081496394164616,0.14520483644626164,0.0,0.10163029719297716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sladerade,2019/03/20,"Anyone else feel like they’re just taking too much medication, but can’t function normally without it? I’ve been dealing with an anxiety disorder since early teens and didn’t get a grasp on what it was and that it wasn’t normal until my early twenties. I started small with citalopram and buspirone, but as I’ve gotten older (turning 28 in about a month), it’s gotten worse and panic attacks come more often, at this point like 4-5 times a week. Doctor put me on hydroxyzine 50mg and Valium 10mg a few days ago and they’ve been working great so far, but I’m still taking the citalopram for the antidepressant part of it. 

Just feels like so much... and I feel like such a broken human being for having to rely on this stuff to be “normal”.... I’d flair this as “needing a hug” or “introduction” cause it’s my first time posting, but it’s specifically about medication.... do you guys ever feel like this? And what do you do to cope with that? ",5.033387096774195,5.651682715053768,5.934569892473121,80.12185483870971,68.6236559139785,8.350537634408601,27.32795698924731,8.344100000000001,1.7769763440860211,739,22,143,10,12,244,116,186,0.113,0.76,0.127,0.4386,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,0,2,11,9,1,1,9,0,12,4,0,1,1,32,26,18,0,4,8,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,16,12,0,0,5,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,7,4,7,7,20,17,5,25,0,0,0,1,5,8,0,2,19,92,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972098348855536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468918811944978,0.0,0.0,0.08654786778867392,0.12682432707500504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081438782592848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271532386531994,0.0,0.10662306281222704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982602796000725,0.1276088162660714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185934817979048,0.1266911674950066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339993390931666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119635270196328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503418034450813,0.3537057095221149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052847885222857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466845705313454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364647551690893,0.0,0.1225588479863048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30235633919388355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493849320805328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987977477002911,0.0,0.18198090822808888,0.09177919529271948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638260073882432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14522582723325198,0.0,0.13403860159363265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700942391128807,0.0,0.11854430350235468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443023264028695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238974530266252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761011047443226,0.0,0.09884859935649357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14169523404432086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18613003916634369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443509140278279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13463400588050914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928657111756613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931676462737,0.0,0.09011124619486807,0.0,0.12613949996911075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Qjackz,2019/03/20,"Can anxiety attacks last for hours? Not entirely sure what happened/is happening.  I started thinking about my arthritic knee pain this afternoon, admittedly I probably spent too much time focusing on it and my future.  After a few hours I started feeling off.  Tired/light headed, lump in the throat feeling but I wasn't sad and couldn't really cry.  I talked to my wife about it on the phone as I was at work. I thought maybe it was a depression side effect of the pantoprazole meds I started taking.  I feel a bit more relaxed since coming home but still have this lump in the throat feeling.  ",4.764774774774775,6.802837009009013,5.165945945945946,79.99234234234235,70.8018018018018,8.536936936936938,31.25225225225225,9.150863307647796,2.909565765765766,472,21,84,10,9,150,78,111,0.108,0.75,0.14300000000000002,0.5977,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,4,6,1,0,7,0,6,7,4,1,1,16,20,5,0,1,3,1,4,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,6,3,0,0,8,1,1,1,3,4,0,0,5,4,12,2,13,14,4,19,0,2,0,0,4,7,0,0,11,54,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340500587070101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993488098244673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913051883301532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509446655247477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19248133572340487,0.0,0.0,0.15092487874304805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35440512391233425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549548344281367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17983598158038314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757694375933996,0.0,0.3451314453111539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14283539898940534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17604154688966764,0.0,0.19464042948396293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881381663530989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18645650202616704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889269972224404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225648028122427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495162163079572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37208494503966383,0.0,0.13993847460312006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16515169405770067,0.0,0.13175074775121773,0.14084280387768025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122799637112297,0.0,0.139112619404562,0.10217770837484998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275691352147386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Stage_4_Anxiety,2019/03/20,"Rather mild anxiety, but extreme (hopefully) delusional distrust of particular friends...am I fucking crazy? I try to fight my own inner monologue of not trusting people. Yet I don't even have a bad life experience or any sort of trauma for me to not believe in others, it's all anticipation. It's like I constantly feel like people (and a particular person) are plotting against me now.

I had a sort of edgy group of friends growing up and they all have grown to hate their shitty jobs and watched as I got to go to college. Two of them in particular insisted that they would grow up to be hitmen, and still bring up the idea today. I keep getting small hints like ""I like it when nobody knows me"" and ""I need to remove ties to people that do"" and a bunch of other edgy shit and it scares me because this one particular friend actually has a gun too. He's always been there for me and a loyal friend 75% of the time, but as he grows older I'm worried what he will do. 

To make things even more complicated, I'm at a spot where I'm the only real friend this dude has and he goes from being a perfectly normal fun person to acting like he'll kill me when he thinks he'll start this fucking fake career as a hitman or some high class criminal and that I should help him or some shit, WHICH I WON'T because he would never get to that point- but it might get taken out on me from his own paranoia/delusional intentions which  is what I'm worried about. I always get weird shit like ""Oh you better be useful"" or ""*name person he doesn't like* will survive, not for my sake but for theirs"". It's fucking horrifying.

I don't know what to do. Here's the structure of my thoughts here:

Cut ties > friend gets pissed with nothing to lose > finds me and kills me as he's already doing terrible

Try to be a friend > asks for help for shit that would ruin my life, turns around and fucking ends me for betraying him.

Like it seems crazy on paper, but I'm tired of feeling like my life is worthless and will end by me  getting shot because somebody else doesn't want to make an honest living and expects me to help them just because they've been a very long term friend.

Am I fucking crazy? My friend is probably a psychopath with a rough upbringing but he's not getting better and I don't know how far he will go.",5.937453065293237,5.587231172786177,6.264287257019436,81.86818366838345,66.64578833693304,9.02372487124107,30.55067286924739,8.384062270229773,2.040286326632331,1815,59,373,22,26,585,224,463,0.215,0.594,0.191,-0.9587,1,0,0,1,1,1,52.0,0,1,6,5,17,50,16,1,18,0,35,14,5,5,4,71,78,32,2,10,16,0,3,9,8,12,4,0,0,3,23,19,0,1,10,0,0,9,11,25,0,2,6,4,43,25,54,56,9,40,0,3,1,5,40,16,10,11,24,228,66,5,0.0,0.0,0.06743685943118055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625947937315389,0.0,0.11500238513865553,0.0,0.0,0.046994012181766236,0.0,0.05286540861570177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06151841852128308,0.06460417984249041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057700086191632485,0.1685039357753603,0.0,0.0,0.07785807232953436,0.0,0.1222361441731902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467834030940891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057728657996907816,0.0,0.12241366870428452,0.0,0.0,0.09128687251426608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759829899009867,0.0,0.0,0.06988348931675696,0.09873776106309473,0.0,0.0,0.06316104394314008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4271250164156622,0.3194339429359537,0.2527328760749067,0.0,0.07854833332874334,0.0,0.05526986653233806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822723267294449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13895959146337303,0.07301360334882455,0.0,0.06863721174341304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801153601887388,0.0,0.0,0.06857640325043902,0.0614240161063559,0.15290967643777628,0.0,0.11393549010600612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643347107119278,0.30385247910208263,0.0,0.061021295907817824,0.06115606593335565,0.0,0.0773112175205988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922567242261066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330986267703027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05124074625551981,0.053298311186125207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06770857696845489,0.06630845339730572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046827578063066255,0.052557737667507605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437268591803378,0.1810203954806539,0.0,0.0,0.06532689877068991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450726245880833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865702484871416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918651743953202,0.0,0.0,0.06291092119295094,0.0,0.0,0.2837426217365219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04891312705369248,0.0,0.055187627012692066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04591052823225876,0.04427992212911965,0.0,0.054861933962272735,0.040295889138390786,0.07942644155256247,0.06550379773788574,0.0,0.0,0.09383600181363934,0.07516678383030655,0.0675058919542245,0.0,0.0,0.05968484020167771,0.0,0.057019156457156786,0.040760129754809984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035968807301066,0.0,0.14727138770363551,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,takemesomewherenicee,2019/03/20,"Anxiety from Netlfix's New Intro Does anyone else get anxiety from Netflix's new intro with the colorful bars??

For some reason, my heart starts racing & I get too scared to see it. Mind you, I'm not a super anxious person nor do I get really scared easily. I'm pretty average, so this is super weird.",4.91,5.746114666666667,6.780000000000001,73.17000000000002,69.0,10.0,26.666666666666664,10.125756701596842,2.7921666666666662,240,7,42,6,4,84,47,60,0.257,0.631,0.112,-0.8374,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,2,2,5,0,2,2,0,2,2,1,1,0,5,9,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,4,2,5,9,1,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,3,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21750429564011126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30713475770931475,0.2267817615924312,0.0,0.14036374654516698,0.2056843011405414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17567101822318454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16769450810125752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146388402347585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378806986261105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026925886254368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3877565022348881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17528051190825278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042271787697045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286007153037945,0.20639661046507765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4019563042633992,0.0,0.1599656945842573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208649682108718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lettuceromainfriends,2019/03/20,"Whelp Depression is gone, yay! Hello anxiety! Boo...",2.864583333333332,1.7682396250000032,4.625,66.65333333333334,152.75,11.066666666666668,27.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,5.607116666666667,39,2,5,2,3,13,8,8,0.416,0.348,0.236,-0.3786,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6640721390306589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7476685055311916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ChasingCirrus,2019/03/20,"How can I cope? [Potential trigger warning: fire] This may or may not be the place to post this, but this subreddit was the closest thing I could think to look for.

On the 17th, my neightbors' house caught fire.  It was 1 AM and I was the only one awake, so when I realized what was going on, I had to wake everyone up.  By the time we got outside, their house had already been engulfed.  I've been terrified of fire since I was little (after an incident with attempting to deep fry oreos, but that's a story for another time).  I thought I had conquered it, as I can get relatively close to bonfires (admittedly not without feeling extremely uneasy) or medium fires in fire pits, but this seemed to take all the fears I had before and amp them up by 1000.  My house, despite being only about 10-15 feet away from my neighbors' with insane winds blowing the flames and embers toward it, managed to come away from the incident with only 4 broken windows and a bit of heat and water damage.  However, I'm now terrified to use any appliances or electricity as I'm afraid something might have been damaged that will spark a fire in my house (despite the firemen saying everything looks alright and telling us it's safe for us to be in here, and it having been nearly a full 72 hours since the fire and nothing's happened yet), as well as terrified of being the only one awake at night while also being too scared to sleep.  I've been sleeping/dozing the days away while others are awake to keep an eye out and staying awake at night, too petrified to sleep.

Neither of my parents understand how I feel.  My mom keeps trying to reassure me, but she's doing it in a way that feels like she's brushing me off, and my dad is entirely unapproachable because every time he hears me talking about being afraid he mocks me for it with a tone of voice that's practically screaming 'grow up, you baby'.

I'm so scared, and I don't know what to do.  Is there anything I can do to help myself get through this?",8.967434808975135,6.604101164948453,8.699836264402666,73.3402516676774,61.83505154639175,11.603638568829597,38.029714978775026,9.916854025145753,3.59032092177077,1564,59,299,24,17,506,213,388,0.174,0.772,0.054000000000000006,-0.9953,2,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,3,1,2,2,15,14,1,5,20,1,38,6,5,4,1,51,64,30,0,1,10,3,10,1,1,4,0,4,2,0,20,19,1,3,10,0,0,4,5,9,1,2,17,18,33,5,59,36,4,44,0,2,3,0,21,24,0,7,14,210,53,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505463321804648,0.07613072869848997,0.0,0.1031482430963676,0.0,0.06473868893127854,0.09982461306305328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834079187711085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683282155708768,0.0,0.0,0.05803252039676765,0.0,0.0810074679210783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393281931072054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200564127318036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760087776831114,0.0,0.0,0.06139557840951961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020939277071139,0.0909668708860028,0.0855588607328288,0.0,0.0,0.10712551468256344,0.14440665734639827,0.06801029431697217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947525705819954,0.0,0.054103872827152726,0.0,0.07613945970117922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418429708319483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729636491326107,0.0,0.06380998591174658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375198983643597,0.4393881660492944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16923476362216675,0.0,0.0,0.052318965117485114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04650949772897031,0.09541456157092723,0.0,0.0,0.15988662492304054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099125771781753,0.0,0.11149609805561184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786759132761029,0.0,0.09134615536546886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901882043628776,0.2896129844481505,0.0,0.0,0.1057073939557148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994628533515582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911744736231524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570618791626398,0.1906219206579777,0.0,0.0,0.08666573396069535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574994471529957,0.0,0.19053581047798596,0.0,0.0,0.07328895941172005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146963103261954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715779157878769,0.07651747354270239,0.0832082562742198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324608748882468,0.06099977362074585,0.0,0.075577494069127,0.16653417601690212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06463397622309344,0.0,0.0,0.0991056762228006,0.22902572031324986,0.08222150279027864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556465693120452,0.0,0.0,0.08559547199911895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917685868313524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OddishJihad,2019/03/20,"My Only Chance To Keep My Job is to Face Severe Anxiety. Help. I just started a new job a couple weeks ago, which is a big deal in my life considering my diagnosis. I haven't been fantastic at my job but I feel great earning money, knowing I've put in work for it.   
Due to mental issues, I've missed my past two shifts. My only hope to keep the job is to go into the store tomorrow and  beg for a second chance. My constant social anxiety makes this feel impossible. Does anyone have any tips I could use to try to make this happen?   
At this point it feels like a fantasy that I could never bring myself to do. ",2.6803199999999983,4.128608591999999,4.5778,84.50590000000003,75.08,7.56,22.1,8.238735603445708,1.10868,474,12,99,8,10,162,81,125,0.077,0.78,0.14400000000000002,0.8919,4,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,7,0,9,2,1,3,1,17,24,2,0,3,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,4,1,2,3,2,1,0,2,1,3,14,3,15,21,0,19,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,1,10,58,21,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055428827582185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248350834273683,0.0,0.2080766562276824,0.0,0.0,0.09509317426180217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469658492301855,0.0,0.21716715432526865,0.15047953346135173,0.0,0.0,0.14020827679038247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901302978736072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20629448201552586,0.09715721349458388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07729096860914035,0.0,0.0,0.1499386071020757,0.0,0.0,0.12026284854000865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911567945202499,0.0,0.0,0.1350769991789953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194689290241874,0.5398293159218818,0.24176307756164275,0.0,0.0,0.07474110963326132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960596220293441,0.06644190038818533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815598440847581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705430038816416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489027385383234,0.13134800668171073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20686567264134484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12982576694851986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856235309502684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13671585560941854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15363936988934748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13863314132294685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626029751285424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923339192982119,0.0,0.13285057886916873,0.0,0.0,0.11745886678874573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908963386819663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900838294803288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Arench86,2019/03/20,"How do you prepare? I have to go to a training class tomorrow as a subject matter expert. I'll be there to answer questions about my job and the work it entails. The director of my department will be there, I am TERRIFIED of answering something incorrectly... or just making an ass out of myself in general. Knots in my stomach just keep getting bigger. How do you prepare for meetings?",4.587499999999999,6.7229560833333375,5.970555555555558,73.63000000000002,71.5,8.688888888888886,35.611111111111114,9.2995712137729,3.849594444444445,306,17,49,7,6,103,54,72,0.117,0.868,0.015,-0.8588,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,1,7,0,0,0,5,0,7,2,2,3,0,14,11,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,12,8,0,7,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,2,1,41,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292478271665591,0.0,0.2493724701744459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4354278785946705,0.39001358718509627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928933846906732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4915412820569348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377992718451601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194417856060952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pumpkinspicepumpkin,2019/03/20,"Lexapro and Fatigue I started taking Lexapro for my anxiety/depression back in July 2018. So far I have had a lot of good luck with it, I feel a lot better. However, I have noticed that I feel tired a lot for the last few months. When I first started taking it I didn't have an issue. I am just trying to figure out if my fatigue issues are connected to the Lexapro or if it is unrelated. I know drowsiness is listed as a symptom but I feel this is even more than just drowsiness. When I say I have fatigue, I mean sleeping for 8-10 hours every night plus falling asleep at my desk during the day or when I am trying to do my homework. I thought it was just because its dark and wintertime but now that we are heading into spring the problem has not seemed to go away. Has anyone else had a similar experience?",2.692752613240419,4.475801585365859,4.1602787456446,86.09987804878051,75.82926829268294,6.636933797909408,28.17770034843205,7.447530270364453,1.6305797909407669,636,27,127,8,14,211,102,164,0.086,0.875,0.039,-0.7184,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,2,10,7,0,0,10,0,18,8,3,0,0,30,30,14,0,3,10,0,3,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,8,7,0,0,8,0,0,2,2,4,0,1,5,4,20,3,17,25,5,22,0,3,0,0,2,6,0,9,14,98,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719594616083583,0.15708132487113208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403714396805334,0.1178837598010223,0.0,0.0934546351463768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558774402319718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988704495450797,0.0,0.13204325113566792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806847853769548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125794777693296,0.0,0.1291679128435163,0.0,0.0,0.14996384124955567,0.0,0.0,0.2325501526169659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304030106154375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712800444471401,0.12858679057593256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15733739776247252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509766928010068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200257349149771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842536178484318,0.1249658148934583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3910088512289345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16699646464016235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236832996454478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14386840490899933,0.0,0.0,0.1745412427174296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466942685004813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191602435436467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956510059557686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15341789852307686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21702322484693568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15934486227579914,0.23053584296389465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217087778579599,0.0,0.17620405320776258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081710263380266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cuttazombie,2019/03/20,"Dating with social anxiety? New to the group. Sorry if this topic comes up a lot.

Nerdy girl. I’ve had anxiety since childhood. At one point it was so bad that I didn’t want to leave the house (when I was a teen).Through volunteering and meetups I’ve improved a lot... but I’m still having trouble talking to people I’m interested in. My friends and family tell me all the cliches like “just be yourself”, “You could find someone if you really tried”. They don’t get what it’s like to dread talking to new people even though you’re lonely.

How have you handled it? ",2.455454545454544,4.7865272072072145,3.5472563472563468,87.6035380835381,78.72972972972974,6.198525798525798,24.505323505323506,7.348242739294969,1.1647225225225233,444,16,87,6,11,143,81,111,0.166,0.69,0.145,0.2879,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,1,0,7,8,0,1,6,0,9,0,0,1,1,15,14,9,0,4,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,4,0,8,4,9,8,3,11,0,1,0,0,11,4,0,4,8,54,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765067150477485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508969826261927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15567771480597825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14429340020016793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936649080588616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703704935481473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16517845257434524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13962690620432966,0.0,0.09442082555619516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20853121974705785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913606107004876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765852253773646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072901467320417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34908871099782457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246325265340595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25058251849194874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708425855047227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577641555990036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14949675190212922,0.0,0.0,0.18422534847932887,0.15312685007515764,0.0,0.0,0.2023057104757694,0.0,0.0,0.14432641169473068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905181945757335,0.15796073280628306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17756040238008242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269972603123687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659569157359183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fuckallpicses,2019/03/20,anxiety about a trip so im taking a 3.5 greyhound trip to another city and that sounds incredibly easy but w/ anxiety it’s not. im 20 and a female so there’s the irrational but not so irrational fear of being kidnapped or harassed but also im just afraid im gonna get on the wrong bus and end up somewhere completely random! also the stations are in not so nice areas and im afraid of being approached by not so nice ppl. i have a 45 wait in a city im not familiar w/ and the thought of that is driving me insane! the trip won’t be bad but ive never traveled this far all by myself let alone on public transportation. any tips to calm my nerves? ,0.3914130434782628,2.6264937028985536,2.908532608695652,89.5719293478261,86.6086956521739,6.058695652173912,21.668478260869566,7.413659706084162,0.9379695652173908,513,18,109,9,16,177,85,138,0.259,0.684,0.057,-0.9852,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,10,9,1,3,10,0,9,0,0,0,2,21,14,17,0,0,11,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,1,1,1,0,7,7,6,0,0,1,1,5,3,13,7,1,16,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,2,2,66,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13635997206916758,0.0,0.2105767832349951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953326139823232,0.1380569072821234,0.20143895908298226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099305349735687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380429227072674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661161167113385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14815401527014993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878687489564705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8532918487426755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13463118991694567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154424800024227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899187565227817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045232710767049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394945578669616,0.0,0.0
anxiety,saltwatertaco,2019/03/21,"Very lightheaded and fatigued. Cant figure out why. So I've been suffering from panic disorder, general anxiety disorder and agoraphobia since late 2016 and it has messed up my life quite a bit. I was started on Lexapro (10mg) in 2017 which seemed to help up until I started having panic attacks in the middle of the night. This started a couple months ago in December and I had found out that if I stopped taking the Lexapro I would stop having the panic attacks. I then decided to stop the Lexapro cold turkey (not a good idea) which created more problems for my anxiety. I ended up having to leave my job becuase of the constant panic attacks and anxiety I was having. On this medical leave I decided to try Celexa (10mg) with Buspirone (10mg 3x) as well as try to quit smoking. This is when I feel like I started to lose it, I have felt extremely exhausted fatigued and lightheaded with a lot of anxiety within the past month of being away from work. I am having panic attacks everywhere I go because Im so weak and feel like I am going to pass out. I have stopped all of the meds after talking to my psychologist. It seems what triggers the symptoms is physical activity so I recently went to my physician to get some blood tests done which proved there wasnt anything abnormal with me physically except some high enzyme levels in my liver but nothing out of the ordinary besides that. 

I was hoping someone might have had a similar experience and knows whats going on or could recommend what to do next to try and help my issues. I feel like my arms are so heavy and my head feels like a balloon. Kind of just feel really ""dumb"" to put it loosely. Slow reaction time, low mood and energy, the works. I was thinking this may be because of the withdrawal from the meds and/or the nicotine but its been over a month and usually symptoms cease after 4 weeks. Again this is killing me and I have no leads on what it could be or how I can treat it so any info or input would be greatly appreciated.",5.624651162790697,6.399820126614988,6.485442894056847,76.13675348837211,67.37209302325581,9.809571059431523,33.56785529715762,9.888512548439397,3.3588632351421204,1587,70,290,35,25,526,204,387,0.156,0.746,0.098,-0.8614,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,6,11,31,6,5,21,0,39,13,4,3,2,66,61,30,1,7,9,0,6,4,0,4,9,0,0,0,21,20,0,4,17,0,0,7,4,20,1,0,13,7,33,10,52,38,6,58,0,5,0,0,3,22,1,12,33,204,54,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06317837224492599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048467438198679165,0.0,0.21809169347099105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05865082459068681,0.0,0.0,0.3243289853462111,0.06696243735050304,0.0,0.0,0.0868935606289355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781061958335447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701976646996245,0.0,0.11380986534416647,0.07886116799522258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16336788863472432,0.0,0.0,0.0729360525419953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06312588186395095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971774118724129,0.0,0.0,0.180186450481566,0.20366706778266105,0.06843234519839098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814612438092264,0.0,0.0,0.03723670461479325,0.0,0.12151664588123595,0.05977961427750121,0.0,0.07857768702268972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314568555245378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955443058761705,0.07530283420544119,0.0,0.0707892274751182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045746947833163,0.07698604462465689,0.07438950341012678,0.07072651242402248,0.0,0.0788519637785203,0.07421887270588004,0.03916925489705743,0.0,0.08039797708384372,0.1509336207046745,0.0,0.0,0.05034155686267661,0.13927969466439785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973519355510862,0.0,0.060592948417335375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583343614077008,0.0717990924356913,0.0,0.07560838229580333,0.0,0.0,0.17066601162448594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579863401393995,0.06688399106672369,0.0,0.06838745444107606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4181119727876269,0.0,0.0,0.06803723657254265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06819772659696753,0.0,0.07164809598239498,0.0,0.1516131970004682,0.0,0.0,0.045658700420891415,0.0,0.07037255130628553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976679552908627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05895697647906625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06038857689767635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017868960334325,0.0,0.0,0.2383465014698063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14815789959893005,0.053587711878469,0.057285774260686026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04566825196653747,0.0,0.0,0.04155930566051061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14516713111628096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849609412057391,0.05880690567638605,0.0,0.0,0.057170139653753664,0.0,0.06408213261173527,0.06606990463395851,0.06431193970023623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377380286875344,0.0,0.0,0.10125923921756108,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,StoryTellerMolly,2019/03/21,Anxiety Question Does anyone here ever do real good & then randomly start thinking someone hates you & spend the night stuck in that train of thought? Any tips on how to get yourself out of it? ,8.06027027027027,7.8673513783783795,6.9331081081081125,78.30614864864866,62.24324324324325,9.562162162162162,37.41891891891892,8.841846274778883,3.243335135135135,159,7,28,2,2,48,35,37,0.162,0.77,0.068,-0.4696,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,8,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,6,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,4,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5511556097539838,0.0,0.17296024877155095,0.0,0.19456977178741952,0.0,0.0,0.17784077801033635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225750688738282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300655263116551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288240379461436,0.0,0.0,0.21332872834169608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511085686930477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23868131190086256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849195472485595,0.0,0.0,0.28949514957018824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155018641663359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18002350151927726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297111039199616,0.0,0.2019179317888677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,other_account_guy,2019/03/21,"Extreme panic attacks - what should I do? Hey all - for the past 3 years I have developed serious social anxiety to the point where I break into a cold sweat whenever I interact with people even over the phone. Not under the arm sweat I mean full on face covered in sweat. Then of course I start to worry about how noticeable the sweating is which makes everything 100x worse. This problem is heavily exacerbated whenever I’m not wearing a hat because I’ve started to bald and I’m very embarrassed about how I look. I believe the severity of my anxiety became this bad after years of abusing thc. Now I’m too anxious to hold down any job that doesn’t allow me to wear a hat and even then it’s difficult. 

My question is am I going to be able to get back to normal without taking medication? Is medication even going to help at this point? Am I going to be like this forever? This was never an issue for me until 3 years ago (I’m not 25). I’ve tried taking lexapro and Paxil for a month each but neither really helped. I’ve spoken with a therapist for about 2 months and nothing came of it. Xanax is the only thing that has ever helped me but I don’t want to take that regularly. I’m nervous that if I start taking a medication I will never get off it or I will be limiting myself with what I can do with my life since I’ll always need to be somewhere where I can get a prescription refill. I’d like to work in wildlife conservation ideally all around the world but I’m not confident I can do so when I have to be dependent on getting and refilling a medication. 

Any advice/suggestion/guidance would be immensely appreciated I don’t have anyone else I can talk to about this. I feel like I’ve wasted so much of my life already and I’m tired of making up excuses to my family why I’m not working. Thank you very much ",4.16534678436318,5.263337699453555,5.891256830601094,77.89774274905425,70.91256830601094,9.34661622530475,29.10424548129466,9.661875296680813,2.7236068936527955,1442,55,280,34,26,496,193,366,0.117,0.8220000000000001,0.06,-0.9314,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,4,19,13,1,3,17,0,32,17,9,6,5,49,63,19,0,8,11,0,1,3,0,4,8,0,0,0,17,14,0,3,3,0,0,4,12,8,0,0,2,3,31,5,49,51,7,43,0,0,1,0,11,18,0,4,23,187,48,3,0.09168524904987488,0.10863202764122863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127344131134037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117695222468237,0.0,0.07628947196166162,0.0,0.0,0.12469822675014318,0.0,0.14027792913918394,0.10357823425778152,0.0,0.06410845792389508,0.09394237251305533,0.0,0.08161931005599067,0.0,0.10430520690654088,0.0,0.07050029712667881,0.07655335326123425,0.05589047682908895,0.0,0.0,0.10329787888854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486349968401476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659126078697501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18167172687979347,0.08293455684518135,0.0,0.0,0.08240078994704088,0.0,0.08643269302601843,0.0,0.04635881675311259,0.0654999602408096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916070338378286,0.0,0.15632051976731218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18436406938808092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956955794325368,0.09098346241598884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952000571774291,0.1343783444548636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699251768186316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240123137683633,0.0,0.0,0.09987211466709817,0.0,0.3694529705613497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14636458212662246,0.0,0.1347984149832445,0.06798345043090986,0.14142663256715654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983207744728235,0.08797446922819607,0.10438426372902164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973076339798362,0.0,0.10757288506955184,0.0,0.0,0.08752394462027982,0.06356300744172118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17334439128719167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773040097737912,0.0,0.0,0.10270846209083656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05873591827632781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357823425778152,0.0,0.07584298546327765,0.0,0.0,0.09346156521067532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946858735366655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27574358766190266,0.07369313021078155,0.0,0.08441145902343004,0.0,0.10645364078685787,0.060911605478392715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537870633783987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06224826572705429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512998650444065,0.05407833537250791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273167653928266,0.0,0.0,0.08838130828833722,0.0,0.13349590654870974,0.09311082091804608,0.09343510167178436,0.06513057034672473,0.0,0.0,0.17712688310745234
anxiety,starliketears,2019/03/21,"my anxiety and hitting my head on a wall yesterday i guess i had a pretty bad breakdown after 7 panic attacks. i already went to the er but forgot to mention i had banged my head into the wall a couple of times. my question is do i need to go back? i'm now scared during an anxious and crazy state of mind i have majorly damaged my brain or caused a concussion. i'm showing no signs i've seen (nausea, disorientation, forgetting key details like date ect) but my head does slightly hurt when i touch it and i do feel sore there. i had a headache and got Tylenol for it at the hospital... but they didn't know about me banging my head into the wall. please, i just want to sleep. do i need to go back?",1.5388988095238076,3.5762576319444506,3.2533730158730165,90.05750000000002,80.31944444444444,6.058730158730159,24.869047619047624,7.1686216300943375,1.0426880952380952,545,21,116,7,14,181,93,144,0.214,0.721,0.065,-0.9693,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,7,7,1,2,10,0,9,8,6,1,0,24,24,9,0,3,5,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,3,1,0,3,2,6,1,0,8,3,20,1,14,15,1,19,0,2,1,0,3,7,0,4,9,70,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394291301825314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136502525010612,0.16783385026066425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16901180641670205,0.0,0.2284714814087965,0.12404386037535173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16584538839887625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15261507640168975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438208191322584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000844142218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751178929140602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16886349978382167,0.0,0.118819365093009,0.0,0.1636588419955947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6098738012508729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15903971396556518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164631377712002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258035468913904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500062321124652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203150946062285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17430661580827672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630775099067218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511419326673775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16642450772191592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14873743308845713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148670243506637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866282526750898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762627888275291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771934592949894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway277890,2019/03/21,"My anxiety is ruining my relationship This is a throwaway for obvious reasons.
My husband has a reddit account and I would rather not let him find out about this. I put a trigger warning in case any sexual experiences do not sit well with others.

I will try to make this short. When my husband and I started dating in high school, I 100% trusted him because he was incredibly helpful with my anxiety and depression. However not too long later, he started to let his hypersexuality overcome him and it began affecting my anxiety. He almost did some things with a past gf but called me the same night and apologized. He essentially sexually coerced me throughout high school because I was afraid of him leaving me for not being able to provide what he wanted. He purposefully didnt mean to use my anxiety, but if I ever said no, I felt anxious and/or he would try to convince me in some form.  But I never knew what sexual coercion was up until now. 

Eventually we moved out when I graduated a year after he did, and my anxiety lessened because I saw him more often. However, i started to notice the things he looked at and how often he wanted to do sexual activities and my anxiety began to rise again. We have talked about why this became a problem to me, but then the more we talked, the more I got anxious about what he was interested in. We decided to get married when my anxiety wasnt that bad and I felt incredibly secure in the relationship and felt like marriage was gonna help me feel much more secure that he wasnt going to leave me. 

Because of this, I got severely emotionally attached because of my anxiety. I have very little friends that I never see, I cannot drive without being anxious, I get anxious about going to school, and I am starting to feel like a burden because I cannot let go of things he has done in the past while we dated. I really dont want to think about these things nor do I want to take it out on him, but I am starting to feel the anger of feeling used and taken advantage of. I still love him because he does take care of me and understands that what he did was entirely wrong. Hes apologized several times to me. But now he is starting to get obviously tired of when I bring up how I feel about what he did. 

What do you think I should do to lessen the anxiety and resentment? How could I break the attachment cycle where one day I'm completely into him and another I want nothing to do with him? I want to be able to have my independence and I want him to be able to go one day without me breaking down about what happened in the past.  ",6.003874587458746,6.182161918811882,7.1678712871287145,73.65451320132014,66.44554455445544,10.535313531353133,34.25907590759076,10.355215969177356,3.55236501650165,2039,88,384,48,30,693,213,505,0.141,0.75,0.109,-0.794,2,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,5,1,0,1,25,21,2,1,17,0,46,2,0,10,5,91,99,34,0,14,14,2,8,2,2,5,1,1,0,0,24,29,0,2,16,0,1,9,16,9,1,2,25,12,72,12,65,61,9,68,0,2,3,1,51,21,0,6,37,285,96,4,0.18192272022033784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06072310853939272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04123789604857472,0.06358727809506919,0.4175111490725284,0.27402785547388936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050632624155627325,0.2587629373015793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06192114584148549,0.0,0.06182744592612013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06358083697547645,0.0,0.0,0.04841682963648908,0.0,0.0,0.07821673630065237,0.0,0.052229924117267915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053067266140131734,0.06205670166825845,0.0710706910695049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06821285803972099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05485317190386225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059318442869531376,0.0,0.0,0.15330932251589424,0.043321875891762535,0.17467434070375526,0.0,0.05542469015780845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04685101412113788,0.0,0.09504711273174993,0.0,0.1378544990826009,0.0,0.09700014554464853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0536245535606116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129264306488805,0.12814089477548116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284199287641325,0.0,0.18602830706669213,0.0,0.05925216788540921,0.0607781194914063,0.0,0.05366529420695052,0.05092308885906556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05473078591202269,0.0,0.04047827613338313,0.0,0.0,0.06605572493096258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445168699286727,0.044578043886139625,0.0,0.09354001134258597,0.0,0.0,0.056907383047914366,0.0,0.058186585511437024,0.06904007424884187,0.0,0.0,0.0821836956122041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17366582143517925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058025158016944835,0.0,0.06096086040464231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03884811765687767,0.062348951857591275,0.0,0.13021127922612644,0.0,0.0,0.05768338893776201,0.0,0.0,0.18411550525347897,0.048322951467207165,0.0,0.0,0.13701392773694468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575316754461148,0.0,0.048427906455706535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911888300292092,0.09748172760196212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16114849555336558,0.07771248893313751,0.0,0.0,0.0353602003814137,0.06969780166000851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234239020574921,0.0,0.0,0.06312932253289674,0.0,0.10474854653366067,0.0,0.05003509889010877,0.2503730456292502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05452345783948895,0.0,0.054718986243279984,0.0,0.0,0.1169113402433303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615512055112791,0.06630131195129096,0.0,0.039050755750407534
anxiety,wowlexi,2019/03/21,"Need help in understanding what is happening Gonna be totally upfront—I am not diagnosed with any anxiety disorders, but I have always had suspicions about my mental health. I’ve actually never been diagnosed with anything because I have never sought medical help before.

My earliest recollection of having any type of issue was around 8 years old (I’m 20 now), and I learned in school that when you have a problem, tell your parents or teacher you trust. I told my dad that sometimes I “want to die and very stupid little things set it off for NO reason at all”. He scolded me and told me to never say that again and, “do you know what happens to people that try and kill themselves, they go to prison.” As I experienced different issues and declared that I think I need help from a doctor, he told me I was not allowed because he didn’t want me to have anything on my record that was disqualify me from joining the military (his goal for me was to have me join the military and being diagnosed with anything would cause issues with enlistment).

Needless to say, I shut my mouth for many years. Now that I’m on my own, I think it’s time I speak up again about what’s wrong after all these years. I don’t know how to approach this and I don’t know what’s going on with me. 

For the most part, I get uncontrollable leg shakes and racing thoughts everyday, with it mostly being at it’s worst when I get into bed for the night. I wake up in the morning with a sick feeling, like nausea. More leg bouncing in the morning. The first thing I do is go straight to the bathroom because I feel so unbearably nervous that I feel like my fight or flight system is kicking in. I have to distract myself by watching youtube or something for a couple minutes just to “stall” or give myself a buffer time to calm myself so that I can successfully get ready for work. Waking up is the worst part of my day, it’s like I’m on extreme high alert. I also have very random bursts of nervousness, many of which happen at work and it causes me to have to excuse myself to the restroom because I feel like my heart is pounding in my chest. Additionally, I am very afraid of social gatherings and situations even with people I love and enjoy. I often struggle with deciding on going to social events because it is mentally draining and I feel like I have to think really really hard about what I’m supposed to say because “everyone is watching me”, which pauses are long enough for me to enter the conversation, and if people think I sound stupid.

There are honestly more than 20 other things that happen but what I described above is the most hindering and uncontrollable part of all this. Where do I go for actual help for any of this?? My fiance is helping me as best as he can by holding me still at night so I can stop shaking and sleep, but it’s only going so far...",6.370415540540543,6.372873827027028,6.779828265765769,77.34568834459462,65.68468468468468,9.604166666666668,32.118524774774784,9.271962702966755,2.7271092342342342,2254,82,425,37,32,734,252,555,0.147,0.7240000000000001,0.13,-0.9479,3,0,1,0,1,1,45.0,0,4,1,6,22,29,4,9,17,0,42,16,8,5,7,81,83,35,2,7,11,2,6,5,0,2,7,5,1,0,34,28,0,2,18,0,0,10,9,17,0,1,11,14,67,12,79,67,17,64,0,0,2,1,33,27,0,10,30,305,101,8,0.0,0.0,0.12819307189886794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052526182002220825,0.05465300857339645,0.0,0.0,0.1339988286802098,0.0,0.05024684708628528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621530266168402,0.058471250849480974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24023624472166685,0.0,0.055890874503688036,0.0,0.06892961398900872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13494781117087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267631309083064,0.0,0.04235970653114229,0.0,0.0,0.1999987238364088,0.0681679488959064,0.06862411574037344,0.07527770717347508,0.06722870738181955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06786746487637707,0.0,0.04338259784912719,0.0,0.0,0.06276233654946588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605494469365528,0.18769404461979053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05586940573107022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294901046429224,0.06300853167243982,0.2239728887187496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323308753727259,0.0,0.058838518367105574,0.0,0.0,0.06981730706221657,0.0,0.07783394610099763,0.22012760096082126,0.06939704920009675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20566604494749446,0.0,0.0,0.0726678307344084,0.0,0.10829196820692093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604454853058714,0.0658310082198916,0.0,0.058126846530027726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059280919636958085,0.0,0.0,0.1331832644713884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06616809583405997,0.13238479700647388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740531697785954,0.15197492059095086,0.0,0.0,0.1232769434970581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689226173033925,0.0,0.0,0.049954415882373,0.0,0.0,0.0729325189554959,0.2133828767051607,0.0,0.13660769309331525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06284917477438755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415563937146274,0.0675324343132905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15669981385307116,0.0,0.06647408333336717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382975616507086,0.06572982309642501,0.13390984610062667,0.0,0.05056551128072597,0.06496156128693023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05245403995114612,0.054913417481887765,0.0,0.06866549317705553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057409302234010966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309093801869368,0.1683464885243437,0.0,0.05214447932672252,0.07659985736462271,0.0,0.0,0.1882870096483976,0.0,0.04459402998842909,0.0,0.0,0.06837768238563106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16258454690015078,0.07748234850108693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563512156417152,0.0,0.0,0.046658883958963206,0.07181338035100239,0.0,0.12689191328936467
anxiety,hahabyeeee,2019/03/21,"Why has anxiety become “trendy” or “quirky”? I’m not here to invalidate anyone’s feelings but there’s SO much self-diagnosis when it comes to anxiety these days. People act like being nervous about a midterm means they have anxiety. As someone who was diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder with panic attacks at 9 years old, I don’t understand why people are constantly over using the word all of the sudden. It’s as if they want to have anxiety. Which I can’t wrap my head around at all. I had panic attacks just about everyday in middle school, and that is something that I wouldn’t wish on a single soul. Even doctors are skeptical about anxiety. They either think you’re exaggerating or seeking out benzos. Which I am doing neither!!! Please stop labeling a feeling with a disorder. It’s not fair to the people who actually have it. Rant over! ",3.89762658227848,6.657560582278485,5.214414556962026,75.26630537974688,76.0886075949367,8.760126582278481,28.8623417721519,9.354420925462401,3.206289873417721,684,30,114,19,16,227,108,158,0.29,0.6409999999999999,0.069,-0.9897,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,3,0,10,7,3,3,7,0,15,3,1,1,2,29,25,9,0,4,8,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,11,7,0,1,5,0,0,2,6,6,0,0,2,2,9,1,21,21,6,19,1,0,0,0,5,9,0,3,9,82,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.11862276241990333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5579477626342706,0.0,0.0,0.08499595739227163,0.0,0.0,0.1082121084263338,0.0,0.27657882311082665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425090912102822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047111793204398,0.0,0.13136066974583638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.078394648471871,0.0,0.0,0.12337848814298095,0.0,0.0,0.2786312689534056,0.12441943804642075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028770231631632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292643252100495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475325080264894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05938694315648909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324119512123961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935888264589753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275543387272623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28524349678757144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528183728263166,0.0,0.0,0.1334338314053664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302286352191713,0.0,0.0,0.12681117274460887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299542922361933,0.09358104213348628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016276648828237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788925414082598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654583359782878,0.0,0.10498680809029434,0.0,0.0,0.07169787010979455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21937380126883668,0.0,0.13978533488527306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827916158114002
anxiety,janetsnakehole923,2019/03/21,"Anxiety at a certain time of day I know that my anxiety flares up around dinner time, and then again at night time. Any advice for strategies on how to handle anxiety that pops up at the same time each day? 

I obviously can’t avoid dinner time or bed time. I’ve tried breathing patterns, but I still find myself with a racing heart or heart palpitations many nights. I know I need to go to the doctor to rule out health related issues, but that’s a whole other can if worms. Thanks for any insights. ",4.554183673469389,5.785218295918369,5.041428571428573,83.85357142857143,70.12244897959185,8.048979591836735,25.22448979591837,8.418075326091056,1.5036571428571426,395,11,78,6,7,126,67,98,0.061,0.88,0.059,0.4118,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,5,0,2,7,3,1,2,20,7,8,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,4,5,2,1,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,2,16,7,3,22,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,3,13,47,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022680868200275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090883981777075,0.0,0.3528176173928341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13685560127628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982910583571927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15735297326630848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050983191457522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737041397801709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16341175190670876,0.0,0.3643503889040593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16045805892916368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689760603947756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15586185924164705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399160295738688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885373577730061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277194471798847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415373515328029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.537860198901788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437510227221516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17163820451366932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nate1208,2019/03/21,"Gabapentin Does Gabapentin do absolutely nothing for some people? My anxiety is at it's worst at night so I only take it then. It worked wonders at first but now we just keep raising it and raising it and sometimes I actually don't even remember if I've taken it sometimes because it makes zero difference. 

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Started with 300 mg at night and I'm currently up to 1,100 mg at night and I feel nothing. My friend is a med prescriber and she told me half her patients tell her 100 mg is too sedating and the other half tell her they may as well be sugar pills. Has this been anyone else's experience? ",2.3827213962508083,4.980481260504206,3.5480672268907583,85.92872010342602,80.93277310924371,6.350614091790563,27.641241111829338,7.61054688173877,1.8261113122171944,486,22,92,8,13,157,83,119,0.066,0.911,0.023,-0.6189,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,1,2,6,3,0,0,2,0,9,2,0,1,0,18,18,11,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,9,8,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,4,3,2,12,2,10,13,2,14,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,4,8,63,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.15243654223732084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16925137769628518,0.18980990188203464,0.0,0.0,0.11949874536438762,0.0,0.0,0.10922431399097657,0.1600536266931286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522298910282248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16320418510305798,0.0,0.0,0.1366987340092793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049179762040758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317395646170767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15280146563899422,0.0,0.0,0.0789834933060338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287050384777474,0.0,0.0,0.12068596675959305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884490921671147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427009915490934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17351195027341526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4397720733091285,0.0,0.2997717106712206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880327561853657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829500674103126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17695329144065533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30898754930311945,0.0,0.11056487536595096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744902769122847,0.0,0.2730654752298579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492635042536973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14044981403008358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16940098763840086,0.11372133479404425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18980990188203464,0.0
anxiety,SandStorm61,2019/03/21,"Does anyone else not have panic attacks but has infinite amounts of nervous energy that progressively gets worse? Basically the title, im full of nervous energy all the goddamn time and its not bad I think or annoying just really distracting, wanting to know if this happens to yall.

Note- this is definitaly not ADHD, multiple docters disproved ADHD

I dont get panic attacks or anything like that, just extreme nervousness and thinking about insanely unlikely scenarios.



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anxiety,Stillawake84,2019/03/21,"There are two versions of me I was just thinking today about how great things have been going for me. I am extremely successful at work, my kids are amazing and healthy and happy, I’ve been traveling a lot, and getting back into working out. I’m confident, happy, and things couldn’t be going better.

I forget there’s another version of me. There’s also the version of me that has a stomach ache and spends 8 hours at work googling symptoms in a near panic. The version of me that calls my mom crying because I think I’m having heart attack or stroke. The version of me that obsesses over my toddlers development (even though she’s fine). The version of me that has a panic attack when speaking to a team at work and can’t speak a coherent thought. This was me just a couple months ago, and this “me” can come back at the drop of a hat.

How can this be the same person?",4.4277552986512525,5.428390075144511,5.174696531791909,83.6402336223507,70.21387283236994,7.616377649325628,29.44556840077071,7.793537801064563,1.8655822736030825,685,26,133,8,12,222,99,173,0.131,0.7190000000000001,0.15,0.7713,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,7,14,12,2,3,14,0,17,4,2,2,0,22,26,13,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,9,10,0,0,3,2,1,4,2,5,0,1,5,3,17,7,19,18,8,21,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,2,7,100,26,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415494817453518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200611986665213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14686536918179124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31867747566408977,0.0,0.21539535166282686,0.0,0.08537941967516224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123871896579908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301716029695088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064949125290192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15497398678574706,0.1538495921666102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250846472356697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317569236696225,0.0,0.15919891924660826,0.0,0.0,0.15441690428737506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981934505703397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597205363820822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379311191535368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907420376916628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16403685524855044,0.11179474386291748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286610178011958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222951954159762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557621297239462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18609959414484303,0.1794898872717456,0.13760847042569027,0.1111921822455344,0.0,0.0,0.13276072660607102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681849870592006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40786207872201896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Educational_Army,2019/03/21,"Do I have anxiety?  

Before I start, I just want to say that I understand that this is not a replacement for an actual therapist, and that you guys cannot be sure about any answer you give me because of the extremely limited viewpoint. But I wanted to ask here because I don't know where else to ask. I'm a high school senior. I thought my constant nervousness and panic attacks and stress was just from academics, but I'm a second semester senior, I've gotten into many colleges already, and I technically have nothing to ""stress"" about right now. But yet, I just feel worse and worse. Since my freshman year, I come back from school and make a mental list of every single stupid thing I did- what I said, that decision made, that grade in bio, etc, etc, and then I mentally beat my self up over it. All I think about is how I can't do anything right, even when I know I'm overthinking things or putting too much pressure on myself. I got into uc berkeley and the day I got in, I had said something silly in class. I spent more time being angry at myself than celebrating an acceptance. And that day, I realized how silly that was. How could something silly I said to someone take precedence over my first college acceptance?

The thing is, I'm not necessarily the quietest person. I like discussions and asking questions, and conversations, and I nervous-talk a lot (I'm not necessarily talkative, just average). I thought anxiety is mostly social (when I looked it up, I saw generalized and I don't understand the difference or anything). It's more retrospective- after I talk, i go back and I think about the stupid things I said (though it's not just speaking, it's just everything I do wrong). I don't think I'm depressed - I'm not perpetually sad, I love school and enjoy that, it's just I'm always angry with myself. So I feel like if I told anyone about anxiety, they wouldn't believe me because I ""talk"" to others.

Our school has a therapist but to talk to her, you need parental permission, and while my parents would (try to) be supportive, I don't think they would understand and I would really prefer not telling my parents about this because it would just stress me out more (plus, I graduate in 2 months anyway). I wanted to tell this teacher I had last year about it but I don't want to burden her and I don't even know what ""this"" is.

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anxiety,xpepzi502,2019/03/21,"Tapering off Lexapro I've been taking Lexapro 10 MG a day for about a month, if I jump to 5 MG a day, then to 0, will that be okay? Or would you folks recommend the 10 MG to 5 MG to 2.5 MG? ",-1.046999999999997,-0.007251311111108547,1.9086111111111101,101.41625000000002,84.33333333333334,6.277777777777778,20.13888888888889,7.1686216300943375,-0.03311111111111131,141,4,42,2,4,50,31,45,0.0,0.883,0.117,0.5803,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,5,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,7,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,4,21,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7025420397384268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4347552606882751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4095286359419921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38692226874080543,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Evil-Toaster,2019/03/21,"Anyone who has been prescribed benzodiazepines I need some advice. So I have GAD and social anxiety. I’m about to go through some intense interviews. I told my doc what was going on and he gave me some Xanax. My question is how long before the interview should I take this and how long did it last for you. 

.5mg btw",1.19797619047619,3.7748231428571435,2.4653769841269835,91.41330357142859,87.4126984126984,5.68968253968254,20.573412698412696,7.1686216300943375,0.6701126984126984,250,8,51,4,8,80,52,63,0.029,0.948,0.022,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,2,0,11,14,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,8,0,5,8,3,6,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,4,3,34,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801772042145051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21933824485347367,0.0,0.0,0.20047967242713052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24397563285738494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258965364995784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337131816238694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5074722589009343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21259753103146853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.321189426517003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922725734599088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155760172626738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27397103579500626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ironwolf9876,2019/03/21,"My greatest fear For context, I am an identical twin. My greatest fear is that I have a 50/50 chance of seeing what I'd look like dead and in a casket. It causes me more stress than anything else. ",3.3701666666666696,4.617576350000004,4.065000000000001,89.66666666666669,73.0,6.333333333333334,25.833333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.8433333333333333,154,5,32,1,3,49,34,40,0.257,0.503,0.24,-0.2247,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,1,4,5,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553426119284695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31875377811931555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592078655642871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6983260717133343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15159224645348926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605658395968101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472613249305512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3554366760862207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,treywheresmycar,2019/03/21,"My story all summed up. (For anyone who cares) To start ive always been a troubled kid. In and out of juvenile detention and alternating between drugs of choice. I was always semi popular and relatively happy.

 When i was 9 my father passed resulting in an alcoholic mother. She loved us to death but when she drank, she was death. After years of smoking weed and doing hoodrat things w my hoodrat friends i decided to try lsd. The first time it was fun, a normal first time experience. The second time, i feel started the downward spiral that is my anxiety,  my kryptonite. Ever since that day ive had recurring panic attacks that come on either weak and lengthy or short and powerful.

 I latch on to one thing about my health (slow breathing, fast heartrate, arm pain, bad headache) and immediately assume the worst. “Omg i have cancer” or “im having a heart attack just like my dad”. 

After this started i found xanax, which seemed to be my lord and savior himself in the form of a pill. I would take it occasionally to escape the feelings of impending doom. The honeymoon phase did not last long with this drug. After only a couple months i was in juvie being transferred to rehab and stuck for a month without my precious pills and full of anxiety. After i got out i reclaimed myself from the demon that is alprazolam and have been trying to get my shit (excuse my french) back together. I got a job, cut ties with the druggy friends i made, and finally got a bank account and a hold of my own finances. But im still struggling with the raging war of my body that is general anxiety and its best friend depression. Thanks to anyone who took the time to read this lol. ",5.381786536248561,6.644903617088609,5.8820713463751435,78.47426352128886,68.20886075949367,8.656846950517838,29.553509781357878,8.97023862654752,2.4422645569620247,1317,48,238,23,22,425,193,316,0.233,0.648,0.12,-0.9931,2,0,4,0,0,0,36.0,1,0,0,4,7,27,6,2,21,1,21,18,5,2,2,42,41,20,3,2,8,3,2,1,3,1,11,0,0,1,16,20,2,1,6,1,3,3,2,15,0,4,17,2,34,12,40,21,7,43,3,2,0,1,16,12,1,4,29,166,50,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049636158455638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17206358925496532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23728756432871204,0.0,0.0,0.14459048002756753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352503932304098,0.0,0.07950333024492508,0.08632937411239866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850525065770447,0.0,0.0,0.11484703022545495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054167110391988,0.0,0.0,0.08906446933893669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144031006768125,0.0,0.06668034693595264,0.0,0.08905279420483454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398076038160677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352547053427687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113882366651107,0.0,0.0,0.10455786623038037,0.0,0.0,0.11326268332827112,0.0,0.17589316179584033,0.0,0.11336579412056134,0.23964501898087764,0.0,0.054018911654681465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480800272550282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006445679792684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099026088299247,0.0,0.1225219661423562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22336575624742866,0.0,0.10260223792089217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427961975059632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05051291191848725,0.0,0.0,0.09150012146721556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331680060551396,0.09783356605134907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16505564066012754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013038187207343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006220912665198,0.07863552547444122,0.11001812717278336,0.12131016400847963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342162394155044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412569044324044,0.0,0.0,0.10613208991651933,0.08552829088384398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21954766048709276,0.0,0.08257029777964385,0.0,0.0,0.1080894860357023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773915290531712,0.0,0.0,0.09519097616194497,0.0,0.0,0.13738028585597753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24115866150122697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487414299958447,0.14039499488574675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436982339249407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966778335274833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344787829775655,0.0,0.0,0.06658211694078582
anxiety,itwontalwaysbthisway,2019/03/21,"Nap anxiety For the last 7 months anytime I try and take a nap I always wake up in a panic. It normally happens when I’m in my deepest sleep. I’ll shoot right out of bed sometimes before my eyes are even open grabbing and throwing anything I can. I’ve had blankets and pillows even my phone fly out off my bed. This nap anxiety doesn’t happen at all when I’m going to bed for the night, I wake up fine the next morning. I don’t have any idea what could be causing it. ",2.1056999999999992,3.411266770000001,3.6810000000000014,90.93550000000002,76.3,6.2,26.5,6.6274283507984215,0.9626,367,14,81,3,8,122,69,100,0.099,0.8809999999999999,0.02,-0.743,0,0,0,1,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,5,0,8,4,4,1,1,11,14,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,6,0,0,1,3,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,2,9,1,12,11,1,18,0,0,1,0,1,10,0,0,6,46,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756325879752636,0.0,0.0,0.1435392834483113,0.0,0.3229459464984465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17369800526468118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17961058667247254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21683374745698972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16852743953460747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788281242779092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995966037606764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3733085695865328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382797182232509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17205554986342025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16847927823995915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22448229196933792,0.19808103148605047,0.20681019070612092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476528374744236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18025820950315855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112289741941273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20876009254668945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15870328720777369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330711336039406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Haldenald,2019/03/21,"Overwhelming feelings give me panic attacks Hello!
As of late Ive been experiencing more panic attacks, and I have no idea why, but I find that this is linked with overwhelming feelings of happiness. This sounds weird, but I will put it into example to explain more or less how it works: recently Ive been getting involved romantically with someone, and Ive been feeling a lot of romantic feelings all at once, as it is a new experience for me and a great one at that. However, these feelings are often times overwhelming, and give me constant panic attacks which result in me vomiting. I have no idea why good feelings, though overwhelming, give me panic attacks and I want advice to know how to stop those panic attacks, as I feel that they might harm my relations with the person Im romantically involved with. I would like some advice as to all of this in order to make sense of it and stop it. Thanks in advance!",7.2148837209302314,7.502557232558138,7.583116279069767,71.33048837209303,63.88372093023256,10.368372093023256,36.38604651162791,10.125756701596842,3.7813051162790696,732,33,126,15,10,240,92,172,0.231,0.605,0.163,-0.9158,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,2,4,21,5,9,4,0,14,1,0,4,2,41,30,16,0,2,3,0,7,1,0,3,1,1,0,1,14,11,0,2,13,0,0,2,2,16,0,1,3,9,17,5,25,24,7,16,0,4,0,0,9,6,0,5,8,94,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17576604220658715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5115677847035668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718732050881132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797326671403602,0.0,0.0,0.3183153463543315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219856783024504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04698710099960149,0.2588203038921639,0.0,0.07543285053904236,0.0,0.09915318110570397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573702226898297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20305036568938672,0.09714476862975392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04942568777141482,0.0,0.10145011242217802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04393748821283856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645915546505963,0.0,0.0,0.060032023939650736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540636670458807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685936828477167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577738208068197,0.060941992269922,0.0,0.0,0.5275942030248837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785273977314746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090409083112486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879953825222334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620126945352879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15037865532566858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279966911892314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836025856602359,0.0,0.05244157109885445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05304573960868213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16230392229578658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547343819691448,0.0,0.0,0.06388693829754419,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wishfulthinking888,2019/03/21,"Coping with work I have recently been promoted to a senior in my work place. It is a customer facing team and I feel like the team are very unprofessional at times. 

Usually there are no issues but sometimes I sit and cringe but I am too scared to say anything! 

I know I should but instead I’ll make an excuse to leave and hide. Obviously this is not an ideal solution and I am just waiting to get pulled into the office but I don’t know how to deal with confrontation. 

It keeps me up at night and I seriously don’t know what to do. I know what I would like and should do but don’t have the confidence to do it. 

I feel like I am useless in my position because of this. I can do all other parts apart from confrontation. ",1.8682818532818537,3.886856445945949,3.681505791505792,87.49689189189192,79.13513513513513,7.201544401544403,22.73359073359073,8.192908349453996,1.2347050193050184,566,18,121,11,14,190,84,148,0.187,0.711,0.103,-0.9021,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,6,5,9,2,1,7,0,21,1,1,2,2,32,31,12,0,4,7,0,2,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,8,9,0,2,6,2,0,1,5,5,0,0,1,3,17,4,17,27,2,15,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,0,8,90,25,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157018653774769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163147322042787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967145790330876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192956426993268,0.2726264210662616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968925876878446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19915388678587226,0.0,0.16959883937302794,0.0,0.0,0.4194521537399387,0.0,0.0,0.2020380284317676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796573233239413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12736576297789606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17906029982821844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20662637471456372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19935365675595085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18839979396578532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15173811017481698,0.1910320067266362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887139040176561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126162798508572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21014795804503014,0.15743651050785387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778208650476045,0.0,0.0,0.13554446621304142,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ifouree,2019/03/21,"I have bad anxiety, but idk if what just happened to me is a common symptom I was laying down watching Netflix on my phone then all of a sudden I got a rush of really bad energy. It’s hard to explain, but I then started feeling very anxious after that feeling. I still have no reason to have felt that nor know why it happened to randomly. Is this common?",4.021249999999998,4.928946402777778,5.759333333333338,79.419,71.08333333333333,7.982222222222222,31.06666666666667,8.238735603445708,2.4076800000000005,279,12,52,4,5,96,51,72,0.225,0.69,0.085,-0.8665,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,1,1,12,15,6,0,1,4,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,5,7,0,9,12,1,11,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,2,8,41,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874883431505057,0.2768747962935515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4092692686195344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478433434766501,0.0,0.2353187655146779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19601580643452846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43345337481113705,0.0,0.21954683650370266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13469158015531565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15700688010764385,0.2519868400215528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734714890084699,0.0,0.19572414215568007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254735782719365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022197019170789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22114989942606603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,voltistrem,2019/03/21,Anxiety coming back after being dormant. Hey guys so I’m just at a loss here and I’m getting towards the end of my rope. I’ve been diagnosed with general nicety disorder for about 5 years now and I’ve taken the same medication for it since then and my anxiety has largely been dormant with the exception of specific circumstances (like flying). For about the last two weeks I’ve started to get anxious during the evenings but not enough to where I would need to take my emergency meds. This week has professed to me feeling nervous during the day and I don’t know what to do. I’ve cut back on my caffeine by a huge amount and I’m thinking I need to quit nicotine as well. I realize this could be a product of me just needing to get back to exercising again but do you guys have any thoughts or ideas? Thank you. ,2.8100000000000023,4.979037037037038,3.991135802469135,85.68411111111115,76.77777777777777,7.282962962962964,28.701234567901235,8.238735603445708,2.122364938271605,648,29,127,12,15,211,103,162,0.101,0.823,0.075,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,2,14,6,1,1,9,0,12,3,0,0,0,28,30,11,0,5,7,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,4,8,0,0,6,1,0,1,2,3,1,1,4,1,12,3,25,22,3,20,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,1,15,87,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472621133244492,0.0,0.2356212503605797,0.17397771136002874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552526387090864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265854252229672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229575613310948,0.0,0.0,0.09931814229692436,0.0,0.0,0.15630814705624665,0.0,0.0,0.17649891005134372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639950222933886,0.1591245805484519,0.0,0.10171645129840963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786771900351798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24137807619377785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30497113322860697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17384879962752234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463512449881104,0.12553166940118615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523728961055155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17106080298692655,0.15514017673215644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425701896083179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16379941152213964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739152321108116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090029610781618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578986320675093,0.0,0.0,0.1417837691353955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867785846294813,0.0,0.12225988425965616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15043695949260402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24706121675923695,0.0,0.1384657248650134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939815347977164,0.0,0.0,0.099171832010819
anxiety,purple_cereal,2019/03/21,"I fucking did it. I went to school without throwing up this morning. I went to all of my classes, even the ones that I had tests in. I took those tests, even though I knew I wasn't 100% prepared for all of them. I ate lunch. I talked to my classmates. I didn't ignore my emails. I made plans for next week.

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I finally functioned like a normal student today. It's taken me two years to be able to do these menial tasks again. Two years after a complete breakdown, following a childhood filled with severe social/general anxiety, clinical depression, and anorexia. I finally did it. And I'm so fucking proud.",2.427444589308997,5.056935355932207,3.45,86.4948044328553,81.03389830508475,6.0036505867014345,27.72099087353325,7.321109707123232,1.7700344198174705,484,22,88,7,13,155,81,118,0.09,0.8340000000000001,0.077,-0.0988,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,2,5,6,2,0,4,0,7,5,0,1,2,10,18,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,3,2,1,1,0,0,6,3,4,0,3,12,0,18,2,14,5,2,18,0,1,0,2,3,2,2,0,11,62,25,6,0.16060049197853876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17401056596056996,0.1951471763537558,0.0,0.0,0.122858936780705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683865602872716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832496841090927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21215022058502275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518599777449181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969451339046172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846128813652055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196406866753645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17080044519203347,0.0,0.15735438342584107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882704973805893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16253627193334114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181432842823158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637119766752624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290845920138359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15778916795567868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15223048787302296,0.0,0.17843305584660876,0.0,0.0,0.31376668899768323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288240273928426,0.0,0.0,0.2977565301031666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15481314322539033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951471763537558,0.20684290268043426
anxiety,goatsgivemelife,2019/03/21,Feeling dumb and left out Had a hang out. Played games with friends. Was low key made fun of for not getting the gist of it. End up hating myself and feeling extra anxious on top of the regular shit. Regret being born. Feel dumb and useless as shit. Feel the strong need to prove that I'm not dumb even tho I doubtlessly am (thankfully I don't let that need show because I don't wanna elitic cringe). Feel bad feelings and a strong urge to forget many things and subtly prove to them that I have other friends I can have fun with. Feel like planning to do so smoothly. Back to feeling dumb and pathetic for thinking this way. And finally back to hating myself. That's it for now. Gonna go imagine myself getting fucked in the ass by cactus man and start a fresh new day tmw,2.3904112554112547,4.645817824675326,2.8958181818181856,92.5870606060606,78.54545454545455,5.145627705627708,23.253679653679647,6.079149491110277,0.4168464069264073,611,20,123,4,15,189,98,154,0.27,0.5529999999999999,0.177,-0.9705,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,5,6,22,9,0,7,0,11,4,3,1,2,32,33,11,0,4,2,0,9,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,9,12,0,0,12,3,0,2,4,13,0,0,3,9,9,9,22,27,1,20,0,3,0,2,5,8,8,0,10,75,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16384581717451624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22304258952742448,0.121096355932463,0.0884106676847262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353417778452933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12845604031837965,0.0,0.0,0.0957928170959304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5866636571736495,0.10361148350767062,0.0,0.1588763773073192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22410401105705327,0.13408051531226978,0.15154733646748608,0.0,0.08242550018979558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863797889178196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575785953366478,0.14830589606166653,0.0,0.07085571537796853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723357152191826,0.0,0.14704052691952044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21508001309375133,0.0,0.14007361202085256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977482338665804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026549843234497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335267450897682,0.0,0.0,0.09635336850965114,0.09293118199166957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11512031059445725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dadaduck,2019/03/21,"Looking to speak with people who have tried Acceptance and Commitment Therapy (ACT) Hi everyone! I am a journalist specializing in mental health content, and I'm working on a piece right now about people who have benefitted from Acceptance and Commitment Therapy (ACT) for anxiety, depression and other mental health conditions. If you'd be willing to speak with me for this article, please DM me. Thank you in advance!",8.224929577464792,10.272617690140848,8.395887323943665,60.16002816901411,62.23943661971831,13.567323943661973,40.960563380281684,12.688352899677879,6.620930140845071,340,19,47,14,5,111,50,71,0.066,0.698,0.236,0.9167,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,2,2,6,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,0,2,11,9,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,5,11,6,1,8,0,1,1,0,7,4,0,1,1,34,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614419731233415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18176500967399087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20165395518204784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44864282890931695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17721710103035326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4253493319403063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926116004710448,0.0,0.0,0.2316541705099741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18022360292427805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19429360816185645,0.4826761480924682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14327960077754795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536367316609667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,unoboi,2019/03/21,"A question since I have become more in tune with how i feel I've always been one for staying positive and always shrugging things off, not letting them get to me and I'm still the same now. 

Just recently I've had a realisation that when I'm relaxing and just chilling out on the sofa or on my bed there's a mixture of feelings in my chest. I feel slightly adrenalised, a little bit anxious, slightly panicky - kind of like the feeling of nerves. 

Does anyone know what this is, whether it is anxiety and how to not feel like this. I'm generally quite confident but I don't know whether I've been lying to myself for that many years about not being anxious that I've only just come to terms with the fact that I may be and that my confidence is just learnt behaviour as a reflex. 

I could be completely wrong as I don't know much about how anxiety affects the brain. Just throwing some ideas out there that make sense to me. 

Thanks if you read it all 
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anxiety,earringthrwy,2019/03/21,"Anxiety has completely ruined my life I am a 33 year old male with severe anxiety among several other mental health issues. I was all scheduled to go on a 4 day vacation this week to New York City. I was looking forward to it up until the day of on Tuesday. After work on Tuesday a few hours before my flight I started having one of the worst panic attacks of my life. Two hours before the flight time I was able to get myself up to pack. I did not want to be out of the money for the flight. I wanted to go so bad. I was ready to leave the apartment and book a Lyft, but I froze and could not leave the house. 

I missed my flight, and ended up crying myself to sleep. I am such a failure that I cannot even control my anxiety enough to go on a vacation to enjoy myself. I was empty and suicidal before. This episode made things much worse. 

I have to go back to work on Monday, and explain to my coworkers that I did not go to NYC, and ended up staying home being anxious, and depressed. I am dreading it so much.",3.7474914559125097,4.330014019138762,5.250324675324677,84.00977272727273,71.48803827751195,7.693916609706084,26.89029391660971,7.7094869923839395,1.4867509227614484,786,25,161,9,14,266,112,209,0.251,0.721,0.028,-0.9924,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,5,9,1,2,13,0,17,4,1,2,1,20,30,11,1,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,8,9,0,1,1,1,1,6,4,8,0,2,8,2,25,1,34,19,6,38,0,3,1,0,2,13,0,0,20,121,33,3,0.11464255750487168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631037281022441,0.12951345827387475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042245949875586,0.0,0.08815305025849024,0.0957217468937418,0.0,0.0,0.2926571178399112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020054037792564,0.0,0.12858137649624182,0.09153275361783396,0.0,0.12592946621932152,0.14786993089698433,0.0,0.09874146679156087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030785564709459,0.11845640778985785,0.0,0.07572032801225723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0598960045992293,0.0,0.3257700368439652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185967770000393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499583256017325,0.0,0.2257996523153375,0.13228211915621366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965704496356587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427798306382357,0.0,0.0,0.16195085749781155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627087483817978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847755985218513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155327337476168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855094141562188,0.0,0.0,0.11072249642119784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029807914744675,0.0,0.07768476393800935,0.0,0.0,0.13450834011305854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590269165477495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472535098884305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114459226395339,0.12219371262254836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540035067030508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616342111883287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06684899721211651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198912046713076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13523830140523427,0.0,0.09195934449794016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692229449963322,0.0,0.11683056028515733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382604832924503
anxiety,AloneProblem,2019/03/21,"Social anxiety really bad atm After every social interaction i have i freak out, does anyone even want me around ? I feel i have a lot of friends but i’m mainly just the guy there nothing special... Do my friends even care???",0.8100332225913647,3.3122882093023236,2.721993355481729,86.4883720930233,97.13953488372091,5.2478405315614625,20.096345514950173,6.868970318607317,0.8783647840531561,175,6,32,3,7,58,35,43,0.118,0.621,0.261,0.8366,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,7,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,4,4,7,2,3,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,1,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18550675709565254,0.0,0.0,0.16955699595572246,0.0,0.0,0.21587050247724374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024718271140009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24723814242723474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21220757396085435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320329155282383,0.0,0.2043111149255276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226119292098862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.374699537677285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401065517072316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20615918350433005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326789195403839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15534745617275125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4943828863659286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14302886684520982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wisteria00,2019/03/21,"Anxiety about taking a vitamin For some background, I've been dealing with anxiety and panic attacks for almost a year now. I've been able to get a fairly good handle on the actual panic attack but I avoid things that I feel irrationally about and have been seeing a counselor to help with calming myself down in a panic situation.

I got health insurance this year and was really intent on getting blood work done to see if there are any underlying issues I may have that has contributed to my anxiety. I just got the blood work back and everything was normal except for my vitamin D, which was 8.7 ng/mL. Very low, as it should be at least 30 ng/mL. Now one of the things I've stopped doing since having anxiety is I stopped taking a multivitamin. I was taking 1000 iu of vitamin d daily with no adverse effects. However, I've now convinced myself that if I take a vitamin I may have some sort of bad reaction. I have an irrational fear about eating or taking something and then feeling panic over not being able to un-take it, if that makes sense. I'm afraid of getting a sudden allergic reaction or anything that would warrant me to go to a hospital even though I currently have no known allergies. It's almost gotten to the point where I avoid eating certain things or taking so much as an Advil because I just don't want to feel the anxiety.

 I've read different threads on here of people who have felt more anxious after taking vitamin d. I've read some people felt better anxiety-wise. I guess I'm just looking for any advice. Thanks",6.8701421239636815,6.898900953020135,7.6397591788393235,71.51110343466249,64.63758389261747,10.904382155546783,33.63679431504145,10.59048541779884,3.6578975128306346,1236,48,216,29,17,414,163,298,0.21600000000000005,0.67,0.114,-0.9832,3,2,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,4,16,19,2,8,16,0,26,12,2,3,1,47,54,17,0,7,12,0,5,0,0,4,8,0,0,0,14,8,2,4,7,2,0,1,4,13,0,1,13,8,19,6,36,35,6,24,0,1,3,0,3,11,0,15,12,147,33,4,0.1685366573462941,0.0,0.08223373293244057,0.0,0.0,0.08234603549441392,0.0,0.0,0.16876511726259932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146107063637193,0.0,0.3223252039119949,0.09519922537452999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06934565437106599,0.0,0.0,0.19173477847324424,0.0,0.06479714317614761,0.07036053455163761,0.0513691910088017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452848871830578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687694665211956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804246786395321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623575757143312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17245507568789115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0556584363350778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573494015822459,0.0,0.0,0.09482529774721453,0.12782579687135026,0.0,0.1618216211296929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13208017105414885,0.0,0.04789163314934581,0.0706802760072618,0.13479416099648453,0.0,0.09283106452885084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895732928148548,0.0,0.0,0.056483284409477925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795424153564281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076417256454172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056249763743621735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061946917612930974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256507023939333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057102400390411985,0.0,0.0,0.3954829082889224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684209745973224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966080852705941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16858226575931667,0.0,0.05398444916189548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430189539041132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970763228330802,0.09472113213318294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06487387639063592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14090419211346006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4435150708751432,0.0,0.0,0.07758295523521834,0.0,0.0,0.16795239944225027,0.0,0.08279320506769293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695301964486633,0.04970364356853312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269669381000332,0.0,0.0,0.05986180291293885,0.0,0.0,0.10853208163964924
anxiety,mooloot,2019/03/21,"First time flying by myself! My mom got me an aisle seat because it was a 6 hour flight. She knew if I had a window or middle seat I wouldn’t have asked people to move so I could go to the washroom. Other than some turbulence that scared the shit out of me,  it was pretty successful. ",1.1292090395480263,3.2148466949152565,2.645,93.613488700565,82.0508474576271,5.289265536723164,16.612994350282484,6.42735559955562,-0.35595141242937833,221,4,48,2,6,72,50,59,0.047,0.772,0.182,0.8553,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,1,3,1,1,5,0,6,1,1,0,0,7,10,3,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,5,0,8,1,6,3,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,3,3,34,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824887527720297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842004138525288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412586634171727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570261869339773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717305348388972,0.0,0.24167345983901686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975772068712607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3538985945185617,0.0,0.3211595632267983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20948707079884224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30741616710279823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30252551874792555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101738135134495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17619812668927753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ElizabethMalfoy,2019/03/21,Hair dye reaction???? Hey all so I dyed half my head of hair  black and it was on for too long. It started burning and I eventually managed to wash it off. It still burns and itches a little but there's no obvious irritation or marks on my scalp and skin. Will I be okay? I'm freaking out due to the horror stories of women dying due to reactions. ,-0.035070422535209644,2.309155422535216,2.6353380281690164,88.81441549295776,93.3661971830986,5.656901408450705,21.18450704225352,7.1686216300943375,0.9224016901408456,269,10,56,5,10,93,55,71,0.21,0.76,0.03,-0.9452,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,1,3,7,6,0,2,9,5,7,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,4,5,1,10,2,1,10,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,1,5,37,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4615213997343856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4563835825913039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4456994753643633,0.0,0.3935395447154961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31475618088805896,0.0,0.35513261484430714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nathanhelms,2019/03/21,"Anyone else suffer from constant job-loss anxiety? I feel like I just lucked out with my current job, and if I lost it I doubt I’d find another that pays nearly as well. With that, I’m constantly concerned I’ll lose it. My brain is constantly seeking out ways that I might lose my job, whether it’s something stupid I said in a meeting or something completely out of my control like lay offs. I don’t know how to stop being paranoid about this, and as a result I end up saying awkward things that I’ll fixate on for days and exaggerate in my head.

Does anyone else suffer from this? What helps you? ",3.1744999999999983,4.9590007833333365,4.036666666666669,87.495,74.5,6.8000000000000025,26.166666666666664,7.554174236665415,1.3475666666666664,474,17,95,6,10,152,80,120,0.235,0.667,0.098,-0.9397,4,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,4,4,12,1,2,2,0,4,2,2,3,0,22,9,9,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,11,8,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,8,1,0,2,3,14,4,19,5,0,17,0,5,0,0,5,9,0,5,9,59,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303345028340236,0.10435011875304742,0.0,0.0,0.19075631465291,0.2795278712149762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227406532956378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301896160600278,0.4422188658115905,0.15299078432213245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797050289102472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193696978471422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278992057442333,0.0,0.12081511522162218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06897090744244222,0.09744838224218068,0.0,0.0,0.12467249584590433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13999177781040742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142998071755558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4060853406918391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496509995269474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332820379062377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052065590890382,0.14890312275500675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470507419563544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975322094259187,0.10847542437882657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21002380897218614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404141687796973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062200025497223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827263205643332,0.0,0.0,0.1226452606526724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whatsablurryface21,2019/03/21,"Tips on presentations? I have my first presentation for uni tomorrow and I'm really freaking out about it. It's a practice for an assessment so technically I can mess up but I'd rather not embarrass myself, and I really need some tips especially for the final presentation. We get marked mostly on presenting skills so I'm absolutely terrified.

I have really bad anxiety and usually when I have presentations I can't keep my breath and end up involuntarily swallowing and taking deep breaths mid sentence which is embarrassing enough because it's obvious that I'm panicking to the point of not being able to breathe. I also go super red and usually get chest pains, and most of it is to do with how I struggle with eye contact. In conversation I tend to just look away or down, and can rarely being myself to meet someone's eye, but while doing a presentation there's nowhere else to look but into people's eyes. I'm also trans so dysphoria is sky high too when people can hear my voice and see my body better, but I don't suppose that's anything I can work on yet, but it adds to the picture of just how uncomfortable I get.

Does anyone have any tips on the eye contact or just being able to catch my breath so I don't have a panic attack or freak out and run away or something..? I'm already prepared to get no sleep tonight from panicking over it. Honestly I'd just skip out but I'm in a pair and don't want to fuck over my partner, plus I desperately need the practice.",6.2967221095334684,6.4302309034482805,7.338803245436102,72.83063894523328,65.82758620689654,10.961460446247463,33.265720081135896,10.718039707386858,3.5439249492900604,1182,47,225,30,17,400,150,290,0.163,0.7390000000000001,0.098,-0.9658,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,0,5,19,14,2,4,10,0,21,14,11,2,1,47,43,33,0,4,17,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,9,20,1,1,0,0,0,3,7,11,0,1,0,10,23,3,38,40,4,42,0,0,8,1,7,22,1,7,17,149,32,1,0.2667042237948725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715737148914707,0.21328327141117745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068400892902227,0.0,0.10201400060075758,0.0,0.0,0.09324289722972624,0.0,0.10973742575528386,0.0,0.0,0.15170727861926725,0.25057739762146536,0.0,0.11134344331292413,0.08129020968312359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793910622885465,0.0,0.14812413423635706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669733176547045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139857812105,0.0,0.11811039013733016,0.13778837885651846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460807203839073,0.0,0.11342923825700132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328187864187633,0.2786838982438565,0.0,0.07578707829193762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15029752184469575,0.0,0.0,0.14089382775863346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852948421387235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239643768125024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19775780254694905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189604908183345,0.15645997099404182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18489912758583585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606084895481942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562863326724276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626436802612728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344841719783446,0.0,0.11298881166673815,0.10266097073337682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940858120284744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026419227177946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937370228211273,0.0,0.07865453063119099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09708192567732096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,keziskez,2019/03/21,"Anxious about failing my degree again due to my anxiety disorder (F21) I’m thinking about studying again but I’m really worried it’s going to turn out the same. 

Last time I studied, I did really well academically but I flunked the work experience. My work experience was in the hospital. 

I was doing okay until one of the people in the workplace died and I found that I wasn’t doing as well as I thought.  I completely freaked out and went into flight mode and asked a lot of questions to people I shouldn’t be talking to ect ect ect.  My anxiety just basically became to hard to manage. 

I also think this happened because I had to redo my work experience because I had a supervisor who had a bad speech impediment ( it was quite hard to hear her in the busy hospital) who had never had a student and didn’t really know what she was doing. 

So I think that because the last experience was a bit traumatic is partly why I freaked out so much the second time round. 

My anxiety has gotten a lot better but I’m just worried about this happening again. I want to become an early childhood teacher so hopefully the work experience environment will be less stressful

Does anyone have any advice? 

TDLR: want to study again but had some traumatic experiences while in work experience that aggravate my anxiety ",5.068511278195487,6.936037930612245,6.488743286788393,71.5084747583244,69.6938775510204,9.729323308270676,32.078410311493016,10.064110947511567,3.6181428571428578,1043,47,177,28,19,354,126,245,0.227,0.6990000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.9911,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,8,15,11,0,1,16,1,24,0,0,0,1,30,44,16,1,4,6,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,10,8,0,0,7,0,0,2,4,6,2,2,18,5,24,5,26,22,8,24,0,2,1,0,8,8,0,5,14,131,34,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515729411051567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696899957996292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05926173355784248,0.0,0.2666633993873591,0.09844928642450627,0.0,0.060933959548637485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146901093995311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07276261326501095,0.15936874000154624,0.09624504172585926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707285961359428,0.09514000279563067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137009841110776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044297322093954,0.0,0.0998759646475616,0.0,0.07626136364801996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5967131850232299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555022864332988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04952663312866377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15412444910011616,0.0,0.156129988571666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821898920388188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655486019705251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0478927303286249,0.14206996033703614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481754884536101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406175902374925,0.0,0.06721176102985839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590518520444449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436977404694867,0.0,0.12083103695432824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762258330679803,0.09268966153795274,0.0,0.0,0.16748236586273438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982454770060444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004402165790563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16751740224019807,0.0,0.06918356535221805,0.10163014966073586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478896797579517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280100962521607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567080254205999,0.08078448604111317,0.07863500066746452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31721376683262226,0.1770003890000271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lumelore_,2019/03/21,"I've started cutting myself to deal with my anxiety Everytime this past week while I've been at home and felt anxious I cut myself. I just made my first two longways cuts right before making this post.

My anxiety has skyrocketed in the past week and I can't deal with it.

I feel like everyone I know is having fun and I'm all alone. Spring break just started. My cousin(the only person I talk to outside of school) is in France. My crush(who has social anxiety) started pursuing her own crush(I think she may have been rejected but I'm not sure). I haven't even talked to her at all yet. I've also noticed she left school today with a group of people I've never seen her with and walked instead of taking her bus. Like the only two people I care about seem happy and are having fun. I get to go to a dentist and an orthodontist appointment over break and that's it. 

Ugh, I have constant anxiety everyday that my crush will be taken before I ever talk to her. I have to wait ten days before school starts again. Writing this is just giving me more anxiety.

I want to be done with life already. The cuts give me more anxiety because I have to hide them from everyone, but I still keep cutting.





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anxiety,MSAE,2019/03/21,"Anxiety at an all time high with dog. Apologies for the wall of text; I’ll do my best to keep this brief. I really just need some support. 

About 18 months ago, my fiancée and I adopted a sweet little rescue pup. We found out he had distemper within a few days of getting him. Unfortunately, his first few weeks with us were filled with vet visits and overnight stays. He ended up surviving (rare), and is almost 2 now. 

All of this to say we now have a reactive, sometimes aggressive dog. We’ve been working with different trainers, have seen a behaviorist, and started him on some meds (Prozac and CBD oil). However, he seems to be regressing in a few areas that have us worried. He bit me about two months ago (he doesn’t like having his back legs touched or being closed-in, and I tried cleaning his back paws in our hallway), and he tried to bite my fiancée this week (she took a treat from him, which he’s never reacted to before). He also almost bit our vet when she tried to check his teeth last year. The odd part is that he’s been infinitely better outside, and far less reactive around strangers. 

We have a vet appointment next week for a check-up, and a potential dosage change for his meds. Because of the last visit, as well as the recent bite incidents at home, I’m an absolute wreck over taking him. I’m so worried about another incident at the vet, and I’m worried about getting any bad news regarding his behavior. Since he has a bite history, rehoming isn’t an option. 

We’ve done so much for this little guy, and 99% of the time, he’s an excellent, energetic, lovable  puppy. BUT, I also don’t want to kid myself. If there is a chance he will get worse, and a serious bite may be in our future...I don’t even want to think about it. I also know he will likely pick up on my anxiety, which will make him more anxious during his visit. 

We’re definitely working with him still, especially on his resource guarding, but I feel sick over the possibility of some awful news from our vet. ",5.2462307692307695,5.867209110256416,5.985282051282053,79.93638461538463,68.15384615384615,9.419487179487179,29.958974358974363,9.490545024520769,2.5512943589743577,1563,56,308,31,25,512,211,390,0.078,0.845,0.077,-0.26,2,0,0,0,0,0,62.0,9,0,0,7,21,12,1,0,23,1,26,4,2,3,3,52,47,24,0,4,5,0,2,2,0,4,2,1,2,2,9,22,0,2,5,0,1,6,5,3,1,3,8,6,37,9,48,32,15,55,0,0,1,0,45,22,0,10,28,191,46,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17089961871324158,0.0,0.19305463056108232,0.0,0.0,0.23126508600991744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555302403210539,0.10108028702997583,0.1474863388147473,0.10890077038718753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581345112957793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824613925187,0.08048717190064099,0.05876249993649394,0.0,0.08202644475929115,0.0,0.10116233149609412,0.08525499871753953,0.210480339174999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197486843813217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062167861187558425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071397681497196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986472358100127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537881523493011,0.0,0.0,0.0636690747386885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04874103999579561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819949368055004,0.0,0.10569394546002894,0.0,0.0,0.15108980481806072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544783379096468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184834775297573,0.09669369441619667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856817670386245,0.0,0.0,0.05297707498095994,0.15715226276875474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418906291366964,0.19322952475331406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06434550892277087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141498825648666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538857643712969,0.0,0.07086262545330216,0.07147689066681556,0.07434703511887676,0.0,0.10251892531947313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438817251213066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867273312726457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061754159023139014,0.0,0.0951800573422348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665848100696049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.087755885002803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974030069734173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533874654310652,0.0,0.06823004132599296,0.10274599735362312,0.07698248504181883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093897701442626,0.0,0.0,0.07247828016399163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06176707764901549,0.0,0.0,0.11241931754483817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710021924297113,0.19634098249072912,0.0,0.09416551496960668,0.0,0.2319065893287037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371447728421513,0.0,0.23197072165927685,0.0,0.08667216042873352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035581095647326,0.2936864159353121,0.0982364164264374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06207627875008475
anxiety,Cwhatson1414,2019/03/21,"Alcohol Does alcohol make it worse for anyone else? A night a heavy drinking can make me feel like shit for a week. And I’m a daily coffee drinker but during that week like half a cup of coffee will have my heart racing.
I guess I just shouldn’t drink",1.7948076923076923,3.8560027115384656,2.7621538461538457,93.78284615384615,79.57692307692308,5.6984615384615385,18.092307692307692,6.742157984588678,-0.09823538461538428,199,4,43,2,5,63,40,52,0.09,0.807,0.103,0.1655,0,0,5,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,5,0,4,6,2,2,0,8,9,2,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,4,2,3,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.444934249692294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14555514729433855,0.21329160474503894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18216827038450464,0.0,0.0,0.40784865402850107,0.0,0.0,0.1738967463316875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525544708782436,0.14871448587863814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22931932614017256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24667879690616495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033996797896944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779060648005891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953505483883837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136803471087396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33395788602566523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121398708801101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RickRavishingX,2019/03/21,"Cant fill lungs? Hey guys some Days im breathing fine, and some OTHER Days like today i paid atention once to my breathing and there... Have been unable to fill my lungs with air The whole day, not All The time... But i keep trying until i feel them full, Anyone hás this?",3.343,4.390827618181824,3.503409090909092,94.43511363636364,72.81818181818181,5.5,19.204545454545453,3.1291,-0.6034545454545457,209,3,46,0,4,64,43,55,0.0,0.912,0.08800000000000001,0.5661,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,3,4,4,0,1,10,6,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,2,1,6,2,4,4,5,10,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,7,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204037822732986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5645729707224679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475460858224285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889342180080966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.315200990889185,0.0,0.0,0.2593709398484052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425618694368564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107642970633066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17015466100026105,0.0,0.27659835126210885,0.0,0.0,0.19811739385355706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257914294087745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pennylane3339,2019/03/21,"Super stressed about getting a MRI I've been having these weird headaches, so I went to a neurologist. Long story short, I need an MRI with contrast to make sure I don't have MS. He doesn't think I have it- but I'm obviously thinking the worst. And even though he said I don't have a tumor due to EEG results, I'm still afraid of it. The worst part is the waiting.. and the grey, rainy skies don't help. I'm trying to avoid Ativan, since I've been taking it more in the past few weeks. I guess I just need to stop thinking the worst.. but you know.. anxiety.",2.5010256410256417,3.6837255982906,3.3979487179487187,93.85538461538464,75.06837606837607,6.2256410256410275,22.401709401709404,6.42735559955562,0.1913350427350431,433,11,101,3,9,138,75,117,0.21600000000000005,0.715,0.069,-0.9549,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,1,6,9,0,3,10,0,11,2,0,2,2,20,27,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,3,0,3,4,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,4,2,8,2,9,23,6,10,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,1,6,57,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16659139054425925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438332496504267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377442767006365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398952352759159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14596483269193766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196792144814314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19271721019154514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536136557280374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229433913312153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23582076760360945,0.20788353135359056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20714657312061385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18013936317550294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17390924927328774,0.1820632160687762,0.2494517095349644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052431056665673,0.0,0.16373391018868316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4186094836212381,0.21395526928152975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784970394236965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17467979474046566,0.0,0.0,0.20187247136144176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MysticalFrost,2019/03/21,"Anyone else get major anxiety attacks when accepting an interview or starting a new job in general? I have an interview on Saturday, and even though I’ve done this so many times already, I’m feeling super anxious. I’ve even worked at this company (just different locations) twice already, so it’s not even like I don’t know what to do or how things work. Yet I still feel an overwhelming anxiety. :( 

Maybe it due to having to get to know new people all over again, or worried that I’m not going to do a good enough job. I have social anxiety so training days usually take a toll on me, since I need to work with other people before I’m allowed to work on my own. After that it’s usually fine unless I have specific questions. ",6.413374125874125,6.1456032307692325,7.472159090909091,73.32823863636366,65.64335664335664,11.345804195804195,35.357517482517466,10.9516,3.9869867132867145,574,25,106,15,8,195,90,143,0.12,0.792,0.08800000000000001,-0.3632,4,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,5,13,7,1,1,6,0,8,0,0,2,1,20,21,11,0,1,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,1,2,8,5,16,20,4,21,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,4,15,71,18,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831002257320128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29438063114660307,0.14490959084329788,0.0,0.08968998625933315,0.1314286815300948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459266511343993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914907678006408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827241101808765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13401577528395567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13126565154889944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715386627648613,0.0,0.0,0.13253811468223095,0.0,0.25416513226540594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971522860592266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340324879792577,0.0,0.07289930077882513,0.1075875337914664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545781245776936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098864924960766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06266667591150184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004654595848125,0.1288653462277934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511123699541793,0.0,0.24776964289866105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17785376372077571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14369274900638068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610700279428716,0.0,0.0,0.13075601521210226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907907936428538,0.0,0.10243729562103028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644374310896174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521747730816476,0.0,0.12602549467986016,0.0,0.07479578542183536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28254451892219146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.373530932166385,0.13026531161689486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,softlikedownz,2019/03/21,"I [F22] work myself up for no reason to the point where I am crying non stop and can’t fall or stay asleep Last night my [F22] boyfriend [M23] and I had the most perfect day together. We live together, but work opposite shifts so it’s hard to have fun days like we had yesterday. We got to sleep in, went to the gym, went shopping and he took me out to a really romantic dinner where we had cocktails, champagne, and a 5 course meal. In three years of dating, that was one of the best days I think we’ve had. After dinner, we came home, had sex and it was the perfect ending to the night. 

I don’t know what happened to me but a giant wave of sadness came over me and I had one of the worst anxiety attack’s. Anything wrong that has happened in my life was running through my head. I got to the point where I was making shit up in my head and making it worse got myself. 

Something that has been on my mind is the fear of my boyfriend not getting a position that he’s been working towards after his training program is up in a couple months. If that’s the case, he will move out of the state and we will have to do long distance. When he asked if I was okay and why I was so sad, I told him I was getting nervous of him not getting the job and he told me not to worry about it. Easier said than done. I was up all night just worrying about everything in life. I was even more upset at myself for ruining a perfect day over something that’s in my control. I was finally able to fall asleep around 4 am. 

I don’t know why to do at this point. I’ve had anxiety for a while now. I can’t really afford a therapist and I don’t really want to get on medication. 15 hours later I am still in this funk and can’t get myself out of it. 

TLDR; I had/ am having one of the worst anxiety attacks to the point where I’m making shit up in my head and making it worse on myself. ",2.8438361131254517,3.616204380710663,4.363339376359684,88.84234771573604,73.72081218274111,7.557505438723713,24.73132704858593,7.83500028581142,1.096118491660623,1442,42,325,19,28,483,172,394,0.175,0.723,0.102,-0.9845,2,0,2,0,0,0,38.0,6,0,0,8,14,20,4,3,22,1,42,15,8,6,4,51,70,22,0,3,9,0,1,1,0,2,3,1,1,0,15,25,4,2,4,3,1,9,10,13,0,4,32,2,46,7,58,36,6,70,0,3,0,1,18,35,2,4,25,227,61,5,0.08111674416129339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18616226177129125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06675216885021397,0.07221110005200028,0.07583320583524965,0.1845640137537521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512701849186195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18555189114660975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097932607364738,0.0,0.089754134549339,0.08910293451231548,0.20925435745288745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301059240903562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07184535860166273,0.0,0.0,0.053576844488299885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290249921431295,0.0,0.0,0.09127888897872942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885942827356645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21190075427063254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946294113841659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14346253793934044,0.0,0.07266466981621329,0.0,0.24974754507223235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136670824882908,0.0,0.07988365327506712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049585206112815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915928240983763,0.06612097299907653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459031061649,0.03962954383219549,0.0,0.0716275712220673,0.07178576598766838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21658422643801845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171658582819696,0.0,0.0,0.0819047878184728,0.0,0.06474661129066349,0.08621426171891154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283677081892767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649004154845951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067261699248763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558963902680053,0.08340152297247191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716059924489402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665303444052637,0.0,0.0,0.08117532570381734,0.0,0.0,0.12489526532184538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645965634969943,0.06477993666997897,0.06781723028620751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418279204377164,0.0,0.051976334307983284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550210504556368,0.09012368743528697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04784475736870273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15039206902280608,0.14639048940623514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17716186753554544,0.16475598239251238,0.16532978459537512,0.0,0.08868842582054348,0.0,0.05223652372294791
anxiety,BigStinker420,2019/03/21,"Need Help with Spring Anxiety Hey guys, brand new to reddit and have a concern im hoping someone can shed light on. (Pun intended)
So I notice as the sun levels increase during Spring (i live in Saskatchewan which is called the land of the living skies) that my anxiety gets alot worse. 
When I try to read about this, I am only able to find information on Seasonal Affective Disorder with regards to increases in anxiety/depression during Winter which is frustrating because I have less issues during winter. Its irritating because clearly winter light levels are lower and it makes more sense why one would be depressed or anxious but I cant find any compelling evidence as to why I am experiencing this in Spring. 
I am looking for information on this, and how to deal with it. If im honest, my suicidal intentions are magnified during this time. I would love to learn ways to combat this during this time of year as I am young and need to get on with my life and spring and summer should be a fun time of socializing/experiencing life, not sitting at home dreading any and every thought of doing anything. 
Sorry for the long post. I am new to reddit so I dont know how this works, but if you have experienced this or know someone who has any information would be lovely. 
Thanks to all who read the post.  ",7.344494773519165,7.468881056910572,7.571800232288041,72.07317073170735,63.63414634146342,10.605807200929151,33.42508710801394,10.290406445055957,3.403796515679444,1044,39,184,22,14,340,136,246,0.124,0.7609999999999999,0.116,0.586,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,1,6,9,1,1,8,0,24,4,0,7,2,44,37,21,1,9,7,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,16,11,0,0,9,2,0,2,3,3,0,1,1,5,16,6,33,29,6,36,0,1,1,2,13,12,0,6,18,120,32,4,0.11096952355665778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263892439769025,0.0,0.1697827635678008,0.12536397539994015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131846267094684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13529198315651814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133122906878751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440470613148622,0.1911557760682272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718068794458506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300554551505165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349660967279014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028482682967204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159539919203462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987727492473162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438053250286306,0.0,0.1113114800292321,0.1102177756545681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397322558140781,0.11582335180580935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197189608596615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15676211249352695,0.0,0.0,0.19597624471289288,0.09820453634038301,0.09318645139891847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003086550986924,0.0,0.0740730186665414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645649912550687,0.0,0.2143501146917792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263395380703048,0.0,0.0,0.07519582107583388,0.08439732314308235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21255625751548435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22199910697142566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18804823439968216,0.0,0.0,0.12422129641297187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138264768849236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216582806528522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880974062879208,0.19412166473746925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534102226413562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808244259311906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002654696092631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807871347898937,0.0,0.1130874248958583,0.2364886969904333,0.0,0.0,0.07146073489174364
anxiety,donjohnson45,2019/03/21,"Didnt sleep and feel... great? fell asleep at maybe 8am and woke up at 10am for class. what i thought was going to be a slow dragging day fully of anxiety has proven to be electric. I'm feeling confident, charismatic, and have little to no anxiety. Am I just deliriously tired? help a brotha out  ",1.9275141242937863,4.211431610169491,3.245000000000001,89.31179378531073,80.35593220338983,7.323163841807911,25.08757062146893,8.344100000000001,1.727099435028249,231,9,48,5,6,75,47,59,0.138,0.6759999999999999,0.18600000000000005,0.6226,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,7,3,2,0,0,8,13,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,2,2,1,9,7,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,26,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4669967495652832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968466322733923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086646184506416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17346795054090686,0.0,0.0,0.3365146452295782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20458771067123505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059183674400735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066422759485893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30544815760101524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423167200076931,0.0,0.35081436998074017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ravi-the-g-23,2019/03/21,"Recent traumatic event made me realize I’ve had anxiety my entire life I’ve always had extreme anxiety about trying new things.  I always thought of it as just being a little nervous, but I’m beginning to realize this tension is not normal.

I’ve really just stayed doing the same thing my whole life out of fear of failure or embarrassment. 

I often find myself sweating when thinking of talking to authority figures, or thinking about stressful things.

I was always able to eventually chill out but not I’m in constant fight or flight and I can never truly relax ",4.466826923076919,7.1916874134615405,5.8256153846153875,71.81938461538462,73.90384615384616,8.006153846153849,30.592307692307692,8.841846274778883,3.205322307692308,457,21,68,10,10,153,72,104,0.307,0.6809999999999999,0.012,-0.9873,0,0,0,0,1,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,1,5,2,0,7,3,1,1,1,24,14,8,0,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,7,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,5,0,8,1,13,8,2,12,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,4,7,50,13,0,0.17773322659289953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44366484731165706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719308637326683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19206647706141192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19999929269530434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244494919702324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510764682770599,0.0,0.1781353852400588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16817547641183722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13707882125430887,0.17165585776925826,0.0,0.0,0.17414082572392292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138604560747806,0.0,0.17549011936426753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18943997138975327,0.0,0.0,0.20359281056427656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14285523512040632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542341747713204,0.2277685500951643,0.0,0.14110032892069982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206691941411775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198432800271531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FortunateVanguard,2019/03/21,Does anyone gets more anxiety before their period? My anxiety/depression really worsens one week before I get my period. Does anyone have the same problem ?,5.909871794871794,9.506089730769233,7.759230769230768,54.86910256410261,74.76923076923076,12.6974358974359,27.89743589743589,11.20814326018867,5.77291282051282,127,5,14,6,3,44,20,26,0.287,0.713,0.0,-0.8149,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,9,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141354022109763,0.0,0.0,0.3914483342290544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4763767514096273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24109172293555545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4899137359065826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924896989076999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18967870533251285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678423443331792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793217159893077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22453218010052428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shesays42e49,2019/03/21,"Prescribed 50mg of Sertraline, need advice I have tried Celexa, Ativan, Ambiem, Xanax and Wellbutrin.  

I have had severe panic attacks and dissociation for the past 2 weeks and have been majorly depressed and unmedicated since December.  I have extreme stress and am unable to cope.

I don't feel supported at home, but do feel supported by friends. 

I am worried to start another medication.  I need advice.  

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anxiety,justshutmyfishup,2019/03/21,"I get horrible anxiety and insomnia the night before a big day and I don't know what to do For the last few years, I've been having such anxiety on nights before a big day (eg.: an appointment I have to drive a few hours to get to.  I live in a small town) that lay awake agonizing about it all night.  I almost always end up canceling and rescheduling at least once or twice and hoping that I get at least a couple hours of sleep before the rescheduled day.  I feel a complete asshole for doing this to other people.

I don't know how to get over this.  I've tried everything I can think of.  Avoiding caffeine in the afternoon doesn't work.  Exercise during the day doesn't work.  Avoiding late meals doesn't work.  Focusing on other thoughts doesn't work.  White noise doesn't work.

I refuse to take sleep or anxiety meds because our DUI laws are fucked.

I can't talk to my parents about it because they're only ""solutions"" will be religious.

All of the counseling services around here are religious.

I just don't know what else I can do.",2.824597523219815,5.0205675588235374,3.7522703818369463,87.28416408668731,76.84313725490195,7.431991744066048,24.46233230134159,8.371475516178862,1.6052490196078435,818,28,163,16,19,262,112,204,0.114,0.862,0.025,-0.9414,1,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,0,5,7,4,1,2,13,0,21,6,2,1,2,23,34,7,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,10,5,1,3,6,1,0,1,9,3,0,1,2,2,15,1,24,30,6,28,0,0,1,1,4,13,1,4,14,100,25,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503455185082613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558838749842062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26364596653855743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226651248689346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005813434638148,0.0,0.2932602637515944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044826530956634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271112379541438,0.0,0.2963493610259688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596651971555337,0.0,0.10174854360716463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324568301628798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05808618706905889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620362518810726,0.240077784351654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410059687075486,0.22626500965282065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18940319828922647,0.09364157734733602,0.12958832155206426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144010964398108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276044801316594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234179934154733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234220239043347,0.0,0.08737052519640966,0.0,0.0,0.1275593433029665,0.0,0.0,0.0796425146179751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299235838739207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637458167516388,0.092335250270178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360971426418647,0.0,0.09120095720059597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799518324641871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4181657742710466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07397819866665753
anxiety,lilsqueaker,2019/03/21,"I get extreme anxiety about my partners safety, and I’m scared it makes me seem clingy. When he doesn’t respond, I assume he died. I notice the only time I’m not horribly anxious is when I know exactly where he is. Work? All good. Home? Totally fine. Unsure? I feel so much dear like I never have before. If he doesn’t respond to a text, I assume he’s gotten in a car crash and is hurt or dead. I check traffic reports in his area frequently, less if I know where he is but more if I’m unsure. 

I want to ask him to share his location with me on his phone because then I don’t ever have to worry, but I haven’t because I’m so scared that I’m coming across as an obsessed crazy girlfriend.  I trust him with my entire heart and mind, and 0% of this is a trust issue because I think he’ll go places I wouldn’t like. I JUST WANT TO KNOW HE’S OKAY AT ALL TIMES. 

I’ve come really close to calling emergency rooms if he takes longer than an hour to respond or if he was out late and doesn’t give me a goodnight call, but I’ve stopped myself each time, and then I hear from him. I *very* rarely ask where he is or updates on his whereabouts. He knows I struggle with this, but I don’t tell him in the moment. I just suffer privately.

I also haven’t asked him to share his location with me because I want to STOP these thoughts, not indulge them. He’s incredibly sweet and patient with me. I try to keep these issues private as much as possible because I don’t want to smother him. I don’t want to be clingy, I just genuinely get so scared and full of horrible thoughts and fear. 

Does anyone else have this problem? What should I do? I see a therapist, and she helps, but I’m thinking about making a psychiatry appointment and asking about anxiety medication. I feel crazy. ",1.7795345830639953,3.7272917692307743,3.30287653522948,90.4509469941823,79.10989010989009,6.370265029088559,23.617970265029093,7.39963492309942,0.9406279250161608,1380,47,296,19,34,454,176,364,0.189,0.6809999999999999,0.131,-0.9785,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,1,1,16,21,1,6,10,1,23,2,1,2,6,72,63,35,2,13,18,0,2,2,2,3,1,1,2,1,8,21,0,3,13,0,1,4,13,10,0,0,4,5,51,11,35,55,9,36,0,2,1,0,44,16,0,11,18,178,59,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560413012872615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14464668935995,0.1068040337284424,0.0,0.06610502632571884,0.0968680765250686,0.0,0.0,0.3535310131039268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881555384259839,0.0,0.08044713679753983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19307316440573974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628768115083112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981182770664077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827331670045772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897658865314601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551743780938915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638452423387793,0.09560519473208033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878718367457023,0.09069201389093334,0.05372963469050887,0.07929621856602713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655419268832478,0.11203113504810384,0.06336861029519555,0.0,0.09483198845184852,0.0,0.09310350446654148,0.0,0.10120772983613743,0.0,0.0,0.197351769251804,0.0,0.08403208080319012,0.0,0.0,0.2078282929673881,0.0,0.10664598024190193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237558023249316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12621324680858206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523976685754128,0.0,0.0,0.09545911417234076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899652338714602,0.0,0.07291558377607618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763516586203524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190243065288372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987748657647456,0.0,0.0,0.106580387016729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046264181022992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605651664329725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839550745381079,0.0,0.07533666428817855,0.08606626443857927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15808044684984615,0.0,0.09883442282730108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108280916371926,0.0,0.08263270223059466,0.0,0.0,0.10976899077868664,0.0,0.12115567265645208,0.0,0.1501094444802981,0.16538225404785584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06418690104045563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800594403402647,0.27881264806700623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882672507311176,0.0960106274168006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pRETENDhAPPINESS,2019/03/21,"does it count? i have had great trust issues for about 3 years now. people tell me they are my friends but i just cant believe them even if i know they are telling the truth. it haunts me. my only real friends are people i have known well for more then those 3 years. that's only 2 guys. i have made 1 new friend in my new school but that was only after a lot o time spent. 

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it's better now but back 3 years ago i thought that everyone practically hated me, now its not that bad but i can honestly ruined relations that i really treasured.

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i'm wondering, does this count as some kind of anxiety? i feel like it doesn't but maybe. 

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thanks for reading

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signing of \~pRETENDhAPPINESS ",2.150292553191491,4.778188865248225,2.8270168439716343,90.49031250000004,82.33333333333334,5.7945035460992935,22.28767730496454,7.1686216300943375,0.8002230496453899,574,19,114,8,16,179,91,141,0.092,0.631,0.277,0.9838,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,3,1,8,16,1,0,2,0,11,0,0,1,1,19,20,8,0,1,8,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,12,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,3,3,1,0,5,1,18,13,9,15,3,14,0,1,0,0,9,1,0,4,14,70,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266587731197668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40417164178428394,0.4532653188102208,0.0,0.0,0.07134063657631708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170815974687582,0.07786492126340641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050676536517713,0.0,0.0824774135516639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16321802666063673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06159475323051369,0.0,0.0,0.0891101691369222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04715306988614595,0.06662215343464971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161482198378828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281514391815083,0.0,0.09233816877142602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207106004062324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733510604484256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711184393216524,0.051251095979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045560204157132966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928297393323012,0.0,0.0882411461432395,0.0,0.0,0.09368825452317164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18013458269821914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21277632541162747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293040306889135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328130416719757,0.1061458214519462,0.059742224959283274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438011926770153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16301982728362713,0.08585765783713845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740349009903222,0.05437836305095094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384840451151343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113222743827983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4532653188102208,0.18016155033379136
anxiety,murph_bot,2019/03/21,"Health Anxiety Over the past few months I've been experiencing one of my longest bouts with Derealization. Feeling extremely detached from my surroundings and dulled senses with brain fog and confusion. Reality doesn't feel real and it's as if I'm watching a movie. But I know this is what's happening and I still can't shake it. Lately I've been experiencing tension headaches which my holistic doctor believes to be due to my eating habits and not to worry.

This brings me to my major concern. Combine the headaches with the symptoms of Derealization and violà, I have brain cancer, I'm going to have a stroke, then it's an aneurysm! I know how silly it sounds but part of me wants to go to a Neurologist, other parts of me know how stupid I sound and other parts confilict the two. Some days I tell myself it's my anxiety and nothing to worry about and other times I wonder, what if I'm wrong and I don't do anything until it's too late. 

I'm a 19 yr old male. I have been dealing with Panic Disorder for over 5 years now and general anxiety for most of my life. The symptoms I talked about above have been happening over the course of the past 3-4 months in which I have overhauled my diet (Ketogenic), changed sleeping patterns, moved to FL from WI, quit drinking-vaping-marijuana, and probably some other notable things I forgot to mention. 

Any advise on what to do, I would appreciate immensely.",5.294374877714732,6.634268498141267,6.205928389747605,75.78592643318335,68.47955390334573,9.231931128937587,31.258266484053998,9.549672527348893,2.968817100371747,1122,46,203,24,19,371,150,269,0.116,0.838,0.046,-0.9514,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,1,7,8,1,4,12,0,17,12,3,2,0,38,34,21,0,4,5,0,3,0,0,1,7,2,0,1,18,16,2,1,6,0,0,5,4,7,0,2,5,8,25,1,34,27,8,26,0,1,1,0,6,6,0,7,15,138,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813874323671381,0.0,0.2637040166276152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455630199654562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294575976856787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565420026060051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215533254054361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410365295323626,0.11846110442939528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169007871660796,0.11760923784149467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757560272143913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619795320065116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060532107594575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032186713366944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213770859966605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18944490145909804,0.0,0.2592337091287349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116017953547039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18343074797136888,0.12212489733172907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025360410588678,0.0,0.1205725471569169,0.0,0.07786200685556326,0.0,0.0,0.13481522977106145,0.0,0.3732899006251928,0.21937797237330967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388607782670187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221467764763914,0.0,0.13078604662749382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498710445111633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091762580311486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238858757663142,0.0,0.09235558082775007,0.10043126729192377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763371929923081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700151761252453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224463103882698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777342825905808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460861890143357,0.0,0.2333814270784405,0.0,0.0816245915570344,0.12562961953046212,0.0,0.07399448733239103
anxiety,MrChapinz,2019/03/21,"Prescribed Seroquel, is it the right option? Hey guys! So today I've been prescribed Seroquel by my general practitioner, and after some googling I'm worrying a bit, as I'm not sure it's the right option for me.

The reason I want an antipsychotic is mainly because of performance anxiety, my constant feelings of worry, and general anxiety. 

The reason I worry is because I'm reading online that the duration of its effects are about 12 hours in total, and I'm supposed to take it at night, but won't that mean that any beneficial effects will have subsided the next morning?

Or does Seroquel have lasting beneficial effects that persist after it's initial duration? Perhaps because my brain will get used to seroquel and thus it may change the way my brain functions even after it has worn off?

I'm also very afraid that this medication may cause too much sedation, or sedation that persists after waking up. I hate feeling sedated as it makes me feel terrible due to the inability to think clearly. 

I'm not really sure about this, and the GP didn't look at which medication was best for me, but rather one that she was most familiar with.

Oh well, I will start taking it tonight, and we'll see how it goes. I will also read up on other antipsychotics, perhaps Dipipiron is a good one to try if this one doesn't work for me. 


Cheers! ",7.531428571428571,7.474826746031749,7.912539682539682,70.39357142857143,63.28571428571429,11.009523809523811,38.23809523809524,10.608840637214634,4.227695238095237,1068,51,183,24,14,352,145,252,0.102,0.78,0.118,0.8545,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,0,8,10,9,1,1,12,0,21,5,3,10,4,43,43,17,0,3,8,0,3,0,0,8,2,0,0,1,22,7,0,0,10,2,0,0,5,3,1,3,5,5,15,6,28,30,7,23,0,0,2,0,4,9,0,9,13,127,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18620323248618725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917008908231371,0.0,0.17812308058693274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21290699048726686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217637423405216,0.0,0.12710128517029973,0.0,0.0,0.2599280761164025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959615994880984,0.12315769619491725,0.0,0.0,0.125809450615694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188056594158584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689479460751834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765974584120716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06082502667874293,0.0,0.0,0.09764818532919904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527482698957722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494136886342668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465096852476868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489843395169677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776409243987458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777117417339529,0.0,0.0,0.12681630558991305,0.0,0.2345632761055593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558263257232647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238147678159078,0.1092529691630678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366691002519089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329044715160809,0.0,0.0745821011807296,0.2393998019171493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19884533573448498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927722492891666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240319237176948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194503217190304,0.0,0.17506780142761372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074597703340608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035323994213944,0.0,0.0,0.07904203405722872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005501317349509,0.0,0.09605929535556892,0.06866796329739744,0.09240935705492033,0.0,0.0,0.10467621842645652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475567848099685,0.3546927095304795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,happinessless,2019/03/21,"Any guys here dealing with premature ejaculation? I've had social anxiety since I was a teenager and til this day (im 25) I dont have a clue if my premature ejaculation (PE) is because of the way I masturbated when I was a kid  or because it has something to do with my mental state or my anxieties. When I was a kid I masturbated to cum so I might have rewired my brain to cum as fast I can. I literally last seconds when I masturbate watching porn, it's so severe that even if I don't touch my penis and im watching porn (mainly cam girls) I just cum in my underwear.

I should also mentioned that because of my social anxiety I never had an actual girlfriend. I ended up having sex for the first and last time about 2 years ago to an escort girl. Surprisingly enough I lasted about 2  minutes of penetration with her which is more than I can manage with my own hand. Although I did drink two beers in hopes of something like that happening and to calm my nerves, but I'm pretty sure that by the time she arrived I wasnt that tipsy anymore so im not sure if the beer made me last a few more minutes.

 Anyways im Makin this post just to reach out to others and see if there are others in this same situation. Maybe you have managed to overcome it and would like to share with me some tips. I would greatly appreciate it if you do. This has made my life so miserable because apart from having social anxiety which is basically a repellant for getting laid, having PE is like life telling me to give up on it.",3.5617134711332845,4.8898038655737714,5.1345260156806845,81.86964362081255,72.63934426229507,8.189593727726301,28.342836778332142,8.716276077567194,2.120971489665003,1189,46,240,22,23,402,160,305,0.051,0.835,0.114,0.9554,0,0,5,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,1,16,11,0,1,12,0,30,10,2,2,3,35,38,25,0,9,11,0,2,3,1,4,2,0,0,5,18,12,3,0,0,3,0,0,5,1,0,3,9,5,37,10,35,25,8,28,0,1,3,3,18,8,0,10,20,174,55,2,0.0,0.0,0.09741102476291444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848541002178398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982692262427746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788179228628406,0.0,0.30545156884246466,0.0,0.09899573949665692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434001405005052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143339534430784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06437637168270915,0.10291120322372617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698962243709175,0.09778670635777538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841189383708756,0.10314191248782104,0.0,0.06593091577826846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490780327741962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0521524211311832,0.09575752492866377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005314964132408,0.0,0.09883861382810924,0.08827149673102595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914490664586934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4312958047199592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254701797849469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14101323417640424,0.14630268775733507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889063359918028,0.0,0.0,0.10028374324779632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005962221546928,0.10589444569087103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698821022457976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560105066180688,0.10155397686138347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954451774875441,0.0,0.0,0.11276946539672784,0.0,0.08257307132210624,0.11220313390585288,0.0,0.3052652177208977,0.0,0.15369436736494105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881604698032011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724806853759882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641300878517867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751074068783147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923336772286774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182013531346396,0.0,0.0,0.06428153578323005
anxiety,pdxrains,2019/03/21,"How much Atavan to take? So I’ve never had benzos my whole life and have been managing my panic disorder for years with wholistic methods, therapy, and Propranolol. Recently I had a couple full blown panic attacks flying so my psych agrees to get me something and gave me .5mg Atavans. 

I tried to do a trial run and .5 mg did nothing after waiting a 1/2 hour. I took one more .5 and then maaaaaybe I felt something but still felt kinda anxious. I dunno. Wasn’t impressed. Should I be taking more? I just figured this shit would feel stronger being that benzos are so addictive etc... I’m a male 170lbs..",2.399383289124671,5.061732956896552,3.4537931034482767,86.19359416445623,81.5,5.638196286472149,25.30238726790451,7.010146845296331,1.3460763925729442,477,19,85,6,13,153,85,116,0.14,0.7829999999999999,0.077,-0.7441,0,0,3,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,2,2,4,0,12,3,1,1,1,19,22,11,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,6,0,1,4,0,0,2,2,4,0,1,9,3,12,1,6,9,6,10,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,2,7,57,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877494077295395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945639186028787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959294820175602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19056240416020848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973834423977605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19207510787363305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.087081548685512,0.0,0.3307237910581463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997984857171283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16960579139481444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164679206248452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660433936016194,0.0,0.13282964333314193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16525342020647815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670333175380584,0.0,0.0,0.40413513909611215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700502656088709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17678529771823356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651726535770295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13753818178026378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589817896083976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19695297147834356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19134702413080013,0.1169286828731498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922817678506667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234287520253995,0.0,0.0,0.11090650693249904
anxiety,AtomikRadio,2019/03/21,"Daily ""reminder"" emails are driving me absolutely insane, but I don't know how to professionally ask the sender to stop. I'm a grad student and my cohort is receiving individual internship assignments. Every internship location requires on-boarding documents, and the woman who is in charge of making it all run smoothly sends out emails *constantly* saying when the due date is approaching, ""reminding"" us all to be sure to do X, Y, and Z, etc.

I keep her up to date on my progress, and I can't complete it any sooner than I am already on track to do so. I am on track to be the first to complete my tasks, but it involves things like doctor's office visits for which I already have appointments, fingerprinting that involves travel to the next town over during time we are normally in class, etc. I can't just snap my fingers and be finished.

But she keeps sending out these emails, clearly as a bulk email to anyone who hasn't completed their tasks. I can't complete my tasks any sooner than I am, I wish I could because I want this shit off my plate. Not a day goes by this semester that a new task isn't piled onto my plate from some avenue of my life, and these constant ""HEY DONT FORGET"" emails are driving me up the wall, they cause a significant, noticeable uptick in anxiety (typically manifesting as panic and/or irritability) every single time.

But I can't just say ""Hey, leave me alone."" to my coordinator, and I can't filter her emails out since some of them are bound to be important and about my individual email. How can I tactfully ask her to stop sending me these pointless, anxiety-inducing emails while still maintaining professionalism?  (Or, alternately and probably better, does anyone have any advice to handle this on my own rather than asking her to change? Because I know that she has good reason to send them out, several students missed deadlines last year.)",10.485258620689656,8.284963675287361,9.971218390804598,64.89562068965519,58.798850574712645,13.188045977011495,40.44137931034483,11.729898335038438,4.678264137931034,1501,60,261,34,15,487,193,348,0.068,0.8370000000000001,0.095,0.8642,0,1,0,0,0,0,52.0,2,0,4,4,9,7,1,1,11,0,30,4,2,5,4,47,42,21,0,5,9,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,16,14,0,6,3,1,0,11,10,3,0,1,0,4,43,4,44,37,8,48,0,1,0,0,38,18,1,3,20,177,59,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182085299343692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791746329144736,0.2299696561574936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212574166091928,0.0,0.07971100735220987,0.0,0.0,0.14571500427098952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922325423705541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270359845424203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215445829355584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703981037789226,0.11022742246009036,0.0,0.43699750939664667,0.2252015406416851,0.0,0.08319343913398101,0.0,0.0,0.06719894032242574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665083083102483,0.09118416899211003,0.0,0.12211900812367138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324161096113719,0.0,0.0,0.17558222718075422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886305682691975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739614420610635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18523152767239795,0.0,0.0,0.11452873662041503,0.08493508804711115,0.0,0.11033039138912687,0.0,0.0,0.07359796506392402,0.050905766233981235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955281927863298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063485367476843,0.11081550841323158,0.0,0.10209168940268357,0.0,0.1186298495368202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222536301369206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234281737648616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713265966350802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657244946823257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771381917477555,0.10695751153551812,0.08619347047643537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321247215808203,0.17422799950480752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820516325200884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06922436711060381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151711296600425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533708542474062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06145854326372651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198222909345176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06709994636263984
anxiety,xCtrldChaosx,2019/03/21,"What can I do to help my girlfriend when she has an anxiety/panic attack My girlfriend of 9 years has a history of medically diagnosed anxiety issues. Up until this point, she has been able to manage her anxiety without the use of prescription medications or therapy.

Over the past couple weeks however, her anxiety issues have taken an ugly turn on her and she’s been calling me crying for no reason, fearing that she’s dying, and stating that she feels like she needs emergency medical attention.

Unfortunately, we are not well off financially and cannot afford for her to see a therapist. I try my best to talk to her and calm her down. We do deep breathing exercises and talk about how she’s feeling to try to ease her mind. The minute I get off the phone with her though, she falls back into her anxiety pit.

I’m starting to get frustrated that I can’t do anything to help her and it feels like she won’t take my advice to heart because I can’t relate or empathize with her emotions. 

I would really appreciate some advice on how to handle this situation and be able to empathize with her more on an emotional level.",7.222705426356589,7.133794553488375,8.082151162790701,69.02911821705428,63.930232558139544,11.631782945736434,35.12596899224806,11.20814326018867,4.109643410852713,899,37,158,24,12,304,123,215,0.14,0.7490000000000001,0.111,-0.6866,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,0,1,7,8,2,1,9,0,17,7,2,4,0,29,30,14,1,2,4,0,3,2,2,2,5,0,0,0,7,13,0,0,5,1,0,1,7,3,1,0,3,4,34,5,32,24,3,21,0,0,1,0,31,12,0,3,9,119,41,1,0.2274875908067949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22229824089396485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34805476861256124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360145201753267,0.0,0.0,0.12939998785881926,0.0,0.08746195767973025,0.0,0.06933716194617127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936709584135252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614513242558387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585534617229446,0.12494221825346913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544755804636475,0.11804810179937432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558929206650123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279933924862855,0.17253684172383768,0.16251718032654422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885287699249356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478694520804846,0.15248013688518394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237437941670703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113894602614294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34375472224420706,0.0,0.0,0.11484880864619885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433958304922091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858132309126324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075246518999542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286718791175516,0.11694756567706578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063907847767301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278527917116287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805084438226268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552117855335926,0.18284590841371565,0.0,0.0,0.13007594291384827,0.13206531326560927,0.0,0.0,0.1117527014750452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15444914148017014,0.12372058704582313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823811916920748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912384117526318,0.0,0.10226933214833196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964495981207073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808003287856538,0.0,0.0,0.07324727500296861
anxiety,brokennoodle,2019/03/21,"The fear of normality I'm working out, rebuilding relationships with friends, drinking less, and today I got a phone call about a job vacancy. On paper everything is improving, but inside my internal monolog is screaming for me to stop! Maybe im going too fast, or maybe im just being pessimistic.

   
 

A doctor gave me a number for a therapist yesterday, but my thoughts are like... Ok so i call them, its a 4 week waiting list. Thats another month. What if i get this job, then im going to need time off every week, how do i explain that? Would it be better to put things on hold for a month, but then i do need the money. My mind then drifts on to the fact that if I cant make a basic decision like this, who would employ me anyway, theres no point trying. 

   
 

Im defiantly happier in myself at the moment than i have been for some time, but the fact things are looking up are freaking me out! 

Has anyone been in a similar situation?",4.571987522281641,5.033874679144387,6.0735962566844925,79.27353163992872,69.58823529411765,9.441889483065957,29.487076648841356,9.516144504307137,2.532939750445633,723,26,146,15,12,247,119,187,0.096,0.7929999999999999,0.111,0.4203,3,0,1,0,0,1,26.0,0,0,1,2,7,8,0,1,14,1,16,2,0,2,2,29,29,13,0,7,8,0,0,2,1,2,1,1,0,0,11,4,1,3,3,1,1,4,2,3,0,0,5,2,16,5,22,20,2,29,0,0,1,0,9,11,0,4,16,99,27,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12886150627402662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592796296513781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868674669349106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25097007962560497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12578373363399756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038600039294338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035406284342952,0.0,0.11044614480156306,0.0,0.0,0.13828608755694438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949449706132912,0.0,0.0642052649551413,0.0,0.13968311689546026,0.0,0.09828683691252772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5309717327682888,0.0,0.2438999109353742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007627677190058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031971509252908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203042794385956,0.0,0.24692024516837796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408447107893293,0.0,0.1961802046044309,0.0,0.0,0.18224364148032773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040669318758238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617133617862548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235389928746144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13193851095387318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813418025409788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274204200067917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268545523113774,0.16328610449210468,0.0,0.0,0.09756140722541497,0.1433169910650324,0.0,0.11648591699869312,0.0,0.0,0.08343464880075832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19715084897890955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946581843797123,0.0,0.0,0.17459590880490275,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,beckah1423,2019/03/21,"My anxiety has made me fear alcohol?? Hi, so I'm a 20 year old female. A year ago in February happy little me took a dumb pill of mdma. (obviously never took anything again after this) After this my life changed I was catapulted into a crippling anxiety disorder which I've recently overcome with CBT (NO medication). I continued to drink heavily (as I'm a student in the UK and this is a massive part of student life) and didn't notice any correlation between anxiety and drinking. I read some article a few months ago about there being a correlation and since then every time I even have one glass of alcohol I'll have crippling anxiety afterwards. 

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Last night was the first time I've drank since September and I had 1 singular glass of Rose. I didn't even feel tipsy and I was feeling fine all day until now when I'm alone in my room and I've overthank it and sure enough anxiety has returned.

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Is the alcohol causing anxiety or have I conditioned myself to associate alcohol with these unpleasant feelings? Is there any way I'll be able to drink again without having to worry about this in the future???

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I just wish I could have my social life back.... I'm almost 90% back to normal since the mdma incident but would love to be able to drink again without worrying that I'll undo all of my progress.

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I also read that someone once drank heavily and developed depersonalisation for the rest of their life and this TERRIFIES me I couldn't think of anything worse...

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Please help :(",5.326293706293708,7.210722468531473,6.272307692307695,73.24769230769233,69.06993006993007,9.815384615384616,33.27972027972028,10.125756701596842,3.794823776223776,1230,58,207,33,22,407,154,286,0.1,0.797,0.103,0.6123,0,1,8,0,0,0,51.0,0,0,1,2,16,6,1,1,14,0,22,17,0,2,5,37,37,18,0,6,5,0,3,0,0,1,10,0,1,0,10,13,10,0,4,6,0,2,7,2,0,2,11,3,22,4,31,20,7,39,0,0,0,1,5,7,1,3,29,137,32,4,0.12806538416040653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352223603508076,0.27372589699432537,0.06411949161511622,0.06631855774556218,0.0,0.051206920722164095,0.0,0.3468969755816203,0.3890336480242849,0.08708885277822323,0.0,0.29390900505702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538689928610499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847437541495392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06577921338318614,0.06773809778888049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05112489423846645,0.0,0.0,0.04129578909928441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338701265619195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25091064295249565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06616288793638117,0.0,0.08458597842454481,0.0,0.05395030478493513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07205458073830125,0.09713055924862576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05446617517230499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06816399140244743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042919763750140304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052195190374931234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18091273635170904,0.0,0.0641775794561576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0577920046055955,0.06058928149201154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06450620068993419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05111028391090151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04938595962250452,0.0,0.0,0.06009034382374924,0.06273844281077025,0.0,0.07290164433913696,0.06719153887997521,0.06819272726442073,0.04339020933264202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693411655825692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028866724751798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810004047213508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06322455846766911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589055137529787,0.0,0.0,0.06527326574870855,0.054254692205616434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06035005448980805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0410295635582094,0.0,0.0,0.07467595537847146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422853539387964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050826170496782175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363443578251827,0.12345046030674085,0.0,0.0,0.13005661405657334,0.06525478369565511,0.04548698726608883,0.0,0.3890336480242849,0.08246990861075074
anxiety,M3gicpickle,2019/03/21,"Todays anxiety attack (the worst) TL:DR TL:DR: i skipped class because i was anxious and had an hour panic attack and breakdown

So this may have happened because of me slowly coming off medication or because i was stressed for uni, but i hope this rundown of today helps someone in some way, maybe hearing my sorrows might ease your own.

keep in mind from getting off that first train, my anxiety grew, nausea, sweating, dehydration, aching muscles, need to vomit, want to die,

I hopped on the train for my 4pm lecture at 2:35, made it halfway to the destination train stop when i felt this overwhelming anxiety standing on the train, trying to hold it back so others don;t notice, i start sweating and a metallic taste forms in my mouth (a new symptom) , i make it to the station, and calm down a bit and hop on the bus to uni and convince myself i don't have to go to class, i can go in the library instead or see the campus gp or something, but nope, hopped off the bus and decide to head to take the train the exact way back. I ended up sitting at the train station watching my train go past, and decide i need the toilet before i go onto the train (being trapped on a train triggers me, so i avoid trains when anxious) nearest place is a swimming arena, a nice little walk which usually helps my anxiety, but nope, i sit on the toilet amassing anxiety, get off, wash my hands, and leave outside and spot a nice shaded spot under a tree on grass to lay down and listen to a meditation app, after doing this for a solid 30 minutes, i decide its time to man up and take the train home, nope, lye down on some nice green grass at an open education centre, and later have a breakdown in their disabled toilets while contemplating staying at an airbnb for a night instead of taking the train and telling my parents im staying at a friends. i settle on a split decision uber ride, which i stress fully get in (a long ride $$) and keep my head out the window in case i vomit, get home, lock myself in my room and tell family i'm sick (they don't know) any advice is accepted.",7.5155651105651105,6.177998756756763,7.625615479115481,76.63626105651106,63.8894348894349,9.712481572481574,35.33771498771499,8.238735603445708,2.749485601965602,1622,61,309,16,20,527,213,407,0.122,0.7829999999999999,0.095,-0.8314,1,2,1,0,0,1,55.0,0,1,2,1,9,17,2,5,36,0,15,13,6,3,1,50,43,28,1,4,6,1,2,0,1,2,6,2,4,1,12,19,1,5,7,1,0,10,5,9,0,1,5,8,36,8,55,35,6,75,0,2,3,0,12,38,0,8,20,195,48,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038895751594762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06290249558575123,0.0,0.35380742968126083,0.20899509457290746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21046194442382546,0.0,0.14225205103167102,0.0,0.16915960540825872,0.0,0.07870984070634432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009849568446947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967970271484229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599936387685193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192666360901328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719983007340515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881355094773094,0.0,0.0,0.07867960672471648,0.0,0.0,0.07146450210436235,0.0,0.1933076502255724,0.0,0.21027726559582693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179656497656929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18986133097108315,0.0,0.10425310168835797,0.0,0.1240002670242898,0.0,0.185568088611928,0.09187238348598567,0.0910928877954548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991479872148264,0.0,0.0,0.16443473211203258,0.0,0.0,0.05083503429992437,0.0,0.0,0.0979430908974262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270830375330412,0.0,0.08185870898904449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752479542475032,0.06174380435897514,0.0,0.0929276836174773,0.0,0.0,0.09318301653335777,0.0,0.09812682721359864,0.09339762693336097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371736808800943,0.0,0.08933611579563737,0.0,0.08680405049645609,0.0,0.0,0.10531073070658778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852765279160216,0.10270919895734902,0.0,0.08830076711765854,0.0,0.0,0.09664177321437532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370973140278639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837410708947692,0.07121025343552591,0.0,0.0,0.065471272099086,0.19718326470566974,0.0,0.07733331033056498,0.21191459628692946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614188382840756,0.20864322121183,0.0,0.16169641552497838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05393691389549029,0.0,0.1753564829544817,0.0,0.0,0.0628007528601397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187458626712964,0.0,0.05455830994084359,0.1468428099957206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Threoway2566,2019/03/21,Any tips for preventing panic attacks on an airplane? I’m flying tomorrow. I’m scared shitless. Not of crashing or the flight but of having a panic attack. What can I do? I don’t like the feeling of not being able to escape. I do have clonazepam. ,0.7177551020408153,3.2518517959183697,3.03387755102041,85.77897959183677,92.26530612244898,4.4326530612244905,23.3265306122449,6.18269132825596,0.9337673469387756,194,8,34,2,7,66,37,49,0.28600000000000003,0.588,0.126,-0.8406,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,3,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,10,2,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,1,3,1,6,9,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,25,4,0,0.2707407227166309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18411297554228628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6160133149798787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368946442540387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322702414772059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6353118075209784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710586945403002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,memetrain4life,2019/03/21,"My anxiety is low but my chest feels tight and heart feels fast. Even when you have your anxiety managed and under control, can it still peek through sometimes? Like subconsciously?",6.0711827956989275,9.21778493548387,4.427096774193551,81.727311827957,70.61290322580646,8.004301075268819,32.913978494623656,8.841846274778883,3.122410752688173,147,7,24,3,3,42,27,31,0.149,0.759,0.091,0.168,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,1,0,7,5,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,1,2,5,0,5,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,16,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5305391018196856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3889195061341652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290309326071401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506633602669796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4109108755082083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16940884573120715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429533431101536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769220444290402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NinjaStock,2019/03/21,"I can't talk more than a few seconds without gagging!! I don't know what's going on but the past 2 weeks I have a problem with my gag reflex, I can't talk for more than a few seconds without gagging, it's come to the point of actually vomiting because of the gagging. It not only occurs when talking but also when something is touching my neck too tightly. This occured after a period of illness which made me vomit quite a bit.

I have been skipping classes, events, social life,... trying to stay home as much as possible because of this, I don't know if this is my mind playing tricks on me or if this is a physical problem? Can anyone help me? It's really controlling my life right now.",3.341422924901188,4.934117463768121,4.950553359683795,81.91440711462455,73.6376811594203,7.047167325428196,30.66139657444005,7.686295010490155,2.1604985507246384,542,25,101,7,11,183,85,138,0.123,0.833,0.043,-0.8932,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,5,4,1,0,9,0,11,6,1,2,0,18,16,10,0,4,8,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,1,0,9,2,0,2,2,1,0,2,7,3,0,2,2,2,13,1,17,14,6,15,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,3,8,77,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.1600246862678919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113791051651688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466139498244593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19992619529438985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17902800868329174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14125765812281282,0.0,0.0,0.18392195070189907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931958613125017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991498919832092,0.0,0.16448927848951905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802425875382332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23165343567241534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15516558430978558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16557704917713215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054707603285285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471718807985176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15654124135135472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15501784289498574,0.18486727155802588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31382099910677275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744171225884183,0.0,0.0,0.10505232138220648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004140259009742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16716099234551307,0.0,0.12624286100355445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17478507853509587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3954122771423788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133434206099786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315380382929984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31614936396519216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BlueUkebitches,2019/03/21,"I'm scared as heck right now I'm waiting for my boyfriend to finish college so I am waiting in my town centre......on my own and it's busy and there's groups of chavy teens about and high schoolers and men and I feel like I'm going to be harrased or just explode 
So
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That's fine ",-1.1833333333333336,0.8785786031746028,0.6257142857142846,103.04428571428572,96.30158730158728,2.8000000000000003,18.11111111111111,3.1291,-1.0663460317460314,224,7,54,0,9,72,44,63,0.05,0.87,0.079,0.1689,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,9,9,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,2,7,8,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,3,29,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24744004265680636,0.3496058374897342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781200987459114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5170459948063361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23908133420186986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41791908104452624,0.0,0.0,0.4899444774120255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Redkitten1998,2019/03/21,"Job Anxiety I recently started a new job that really should be a stepping stone to a career but I just hate it. Its a high level tech support job that requires me to call customers and troubleshoot their issues live. I hate the calling part, this morning I tried to psych  myself up for about an hour to make a phone call commit like I'm supposed but I just couldn't. It was terrifying and I couldn't bring myself to make the call. I ended up making the commit via email which isn't how we are supposed to do it but its the only way that helps me get through these cases. At least when I make the commit via email I can set up a time to call the customer. Everyone says the anxiety will eventually go away but right now its horrible. I have constant knots in my stomach and I break down crying really easily. My anxiety had just stopped being a daily occurance and now its back. Its horrible. ",2.94125,5.044043615819213,4.257708333333333,84.24046080508475,76.11864406779661,7.362853107344633,25.18679378531073,8.278499904357787,1.7152149717514131,708,25,136,13,16,233,106,177,0.16,0.696,0.14400000000000002,-0.6385,3,0,0,1,0,0,11.0,1,0,1,1,9,4,2,0,15,0,13,1,1,5,3,25,25,10,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,14,5,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,2,1,19,2,17,17,2,28,0,0,0,0,12,10,0,0,13,96,33,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269365163815205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027378817483692,0.09025094777243367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5992438631975114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683620472963927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892638026074227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395574594422692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215288816722817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06132143093190196,0.0,0.06670456551376519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23175885311827216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867121452249158,0.12400875948810285,0.0,0.0,0.11558665620979172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250468570224475,0.3494174088332988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057341474392891084,0.0,0.10364062121044132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31338384632401983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335750960904005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926582925253862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710120550857126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15038155890882884,0.0,0.11588956619742688,0.0,0.0,0.10023407458392816,0.0,0.09333802014120267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307570001214053,0.0,0.0,0.0981272958962023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319106294370273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06843989332574706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968711066511225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316352684946944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ceramicplush,2019/03/21,How do you overcome anxiety about work? This is my first week at a new job. I’m grateful for a job but overwhelmed. I feel so embarrassed that I cried at work yesterday. I also could sleep last night. I go into work in 40 minutes and am shaking. What are your tips to make it through the day?,0.6752142857142864,2.9927829499999987,2.109523809523811,95.20500000000004,86.16666666666666,5.428571428571429,23.57142857142857,6.868970318607317,0.7461428571428579,227,9,50,3,7,73,51,60,0.183,0.764,0.054000000000000006,-0.8379,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,4,4,3,0,3,3,0,5,1,1,2,0,7,9,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,0,1,7,0,8,8,0,13,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,7,33,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881555934640596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17999072030055666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18785419393637387,0.0,0.2584471397882139,0.1517379603374465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896606787508482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001314542787327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371665389955534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4669638063859351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19178690853625133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15705311545719064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227237622530943,0.0,0.22079699665914806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354527475930499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18872969350079807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5138661054734581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IdanTs,2019/03/21,"Not sure if this is the right place to disscuss this, but I have somethink to talk about It has happend a few times already in the past year.

Just before my job weekend, I might get into a small fight (with words) with a co-worker.

Then, the whole weekend I'll just think about this fight, think what I could say differently, but mostly I'll just want the weekend to end as soon as possible so I can go next week and see how are we standing. Are they still mad at me? Will that fight have consequences?

I work all week just to get to the weekend, and then I'm not enjoying the weekend.

And I know, I just know that the other person already forgot about the fight we had, and I'm pretty sure it won't affect anything in my work for next week, but I just think about that 1% that is still might affect something, and I keep thinking and thinking what could happen.

What to do? It's really sad to ruin a 2-3 days weekend for stuff like this.

Thank you.
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anxiety,skittenx,2019/03/21,"Social anxiety and work So I'm 28 years old and always had a decent work ethic. I left a company in 2015 after working there for 3.5 years.  I was a SAHM until recently. Well now I am working at a company through a temp agency. Its been 2 weeks and I love it so far. But now i think i royally messed up. I suffer badly with social anxiety. It makes it hard to even function in social settings (another reason for not working). So I got a call from my temp agency asking if i wanted to interview for another job within the temp agency that pays better. I agreed without thinking. I set up an interview. I then decided this morning i didnt want to go and waste their time so I sent a text message to my temp agent (we have been communicating via text)  thanking her for the oppurtunity but i would like to withdraw from the interview and stay at my current place.  I then get a somewhat irritated and angry voicemail asking why i did not show up for my interview ect.  And now im terrified I will be fired and have to go through another interview process. Also, this is the 3rd job in about a month so ive been bouncing all over and im sick of it. I am just freaking out because I really like the job I'm at now. Im shaking and can't sleep. I really hate anxiety....i just want to be a functioning adult. ",1.927962264150942,3.9510700226415096,4.3515471698113215,82.74392452830193,78.9622641509434,7.7116981132075475,26.449056603773585,8.608573733854374,2.1274332075471696,1016,42,203,23,25,355,143,265,0.16,0.769,0.071,-0.9652,4,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,1,6,16,12,1,1,16,0,18,3,1,2,1,32,36,22,0,5,8,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,8,13,0,0,4,1,1,4,5,6,1,0,9,2,29,6,34,23,2,38,0,1,0,1,18,15,0,2,18,138,37,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443754791134356,0.08785649087763735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321501984418841,0.16154688562982866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974183937192507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816038189159445,0.06436459764919186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338274743190253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781570095540392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973893865442854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055164628839363405,0.0,0.12001457051921165,0.0,0.0844472315761461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458483415841812,0.10424488566406556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34215486747256396,0.0,0.31433515779673565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472012543934637,0.0,0.0,0.10316853680399224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529600860505184,0.0,0.07047986040114923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427819883770453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079535155409437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031550057181724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13528293054189994,0.10856058713075764,0.10425400726110556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566283090352664,0.3228966569122873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254124291645072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720993459473558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13531123097696035,0.0,0.0,0.06156838246832739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18683309726092398,0.0,0.08469518361839612,0.0,0.09493501364663844,0.0,0.0952754632882744,0.0,0.0,0.10178169288273613,0.0,0.3843414298958792,0.0,0.0,0.07500567525749731,0.0,0.0,0.1359885882876438
anxiety,Virtual223,2019/03/21,"Im losing my mind!!! So it all started two weeks ago,i fainted because of smoking with empty stomach and hit my chin and my head really hard on the floor.I had concussion and wasnt getting better for some time and that was really painful and stressed me out.Two days ago when i woke up from sleep i felt this little pain on my heart (some muscle tension problably)but i kept obssesing over it until i had an panic attack (i've never had one before).i got extremely scared and immediatly thought im having a heart attack so i called the ambulance.At first they didnt even want to show up bcs of my age (im 18) it was almost impossible to have heart attack,but i kept screaming that im duying and they finally came.They put something in my finger and my heart was completely fine,so they told me i had a panic attack but i still didnt belive them.A few hours later i was taking a walk with a friend (the thoughts of heart attack were still in my mind)and i started panicking again and i thought i had a heart attack again.The er came again and i was perfectly fine again.The other day was a little better i had and ekg and echo and they said again my heart is perfectly fine.But the thoughts still arent going away and i think im going to have a heart attack bcs my heart burns a little (probably something not serious).And anxiety is really fucking with me bcs it mimics the syptoms of a heart attack.Im seeing a psychiatrist  but it still doesnt help.What should i do? Im extremely tired living like this 
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anxiety,NeptuneOW,2019/03/21,"I hate anxiety I do, I can’t do anything outside my house. I don’t want to talk to anyone I don’t already know. My mom threatened me to call the school police officer to come to my house and bring me to school. Help",1.2807446808510647,2.6984693617021267,3.3031382978723407,92.30875,78.78723404255321,6.402127659574468,24.51595744680851,7.1686216300943375,0.8553446808510636,168,6,39,2,4,57,28,47,0.181,0.733,0.086,-0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,10,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,10,0,6,10,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,23,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25818774753032536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17898366058821155,0.0,0.0,0.1635947514237852,0.0,0.19253441733037902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23890586006220116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201541342409496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23099338821681276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15682275048546399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5399316403698611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858181826939824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27401862758066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4735729885228697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880533350651677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379994484219221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,starsparkle86,2019/03/21,"Cure for anxiety? Weight I came across the solution to my anxiety by accident. I had my mattress, a VERY heavy mattress, standing against my wall because I had to do some cleaning in my room. The wall where it was standing is where my closet is, so while I was trying to get to closet, I got behind the mattress and tried pushing against it (without letting it fall) and the weight of the mattress pushing back made me feel 1000% better. I have no idea why but I can say my anxiety greatly subsided. I'm thinking that's why weighted blankets are effective as well. Hope you can try this and it helps with your anxiety :)",3.834957983193277,5.825200100840341,4.5199075630252095,83.85229831932776,73.2016806722689,7.449075630252103,33.74873949579832,8.238735603445708,2.7761926050420165,488,26,90,8,10,156,77,119,0.081,0.7509999999999999,0.168,0.9349,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,2,7,4,0,0,6,0,12,3,0,2,0,14,20,7,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,6,5,3,0,4,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,7,5,16,4,15,12,1,15,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,2,2,67,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4630803654225869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636650026188608,0.0,0.09225179824253464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13384261985718485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17308577354668306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651901455320774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906576589742974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210356197977576,0.16684626287873205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143598633908894,0.0,0.0,0.15030880271247316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17083765903243012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15474926227734825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319588442978806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034686630208125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696871289455093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30823754474453474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486639420595215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5528521060179031,0.1360674352819779,0.0,0.2731107825652433,0.0,0.0,0.14588057005774954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Saucerking27,2019/03/21,"What should I do everyone? Please some support So I'm a new high school student this year (g9) in Singapore and this is the first year that I've truly begun to doubt myself. This year I tried something new and applied for prep school in the US, last summer I attended the phillips exeter summer program and I absolutely loved it! At the start of this school year I was placed in a class full of people who I didn't get along with or know at all. That kinda sucks, although other schools may have lessons in seperate classes. At my school homeroom takes almost every single class together. Although I was still excelling in most classes (except art) the experience of being with people who weren't trying in school and who I wasn't friends with drained my motivation a lot. Outside of school I'm an Ice Hockey player on the national team and 2nd trombone in our high school band. For years on end now I've achieved good grades, good extracurriculars, I always participated in out of school competitions and tests such as mathcounts and AMC, and this year I messed up, I just wanted to take things easy for a year and not compete seriously or do anything too competitive. (boy that didn't sit well with my asian parents) So they pushed me really hard this year as well practically forcing me to attend competitions. The big one this year was mathcounts, everyone at the competition was really good, and I achieved tied 25th which was one point off qualification for the final round. There are 2 rounds, sprint and target, I got joint 2nd highest in the comp for target, but achieved lower than average in the competition for sprint. Although I was disappointed with the result I still improved 31 ranks from last year and had lots of fun with my teammates. But when my parents found out about my sprint round score, they weren't happy. After the presentation held by our teachers revealing the score. My mom walked up to me, ""BeLoW AvErAgE??"" she said, clearly pissed. And started lecturing me about how I wasn't good enough. ""rank 4 in our school"". Later that year I also achieved 2nd in an international Ice Hockey tournament with my team. But anxiety really started to hit me after my school application results came back and I received 4 waitlists and 2 rejections. Oh god this sent my parents into fucking overdrive. (mathcounts becomes more significant now) Stuff my parents said to me were, what did you achieve this year? nothing, what are you capable of? nothing If you continue with this attitude and laziness you will always be NOTHING. Ah fuck, this was what it took, it's just depressing now, no matter how hard I try I'll always be second, second in Ice Hockey, not the best in math and academics, 2nd trombone EVERYTHING. I feel doomed to be good, but not good enough, amazing, but not the best. and almost everything I do is for my parents, me as a person doesn't really like math and studying math really bores me. But I realised that year after year I've been doing these things for my parents. In middle and high school, my parents came from poor-middle class chinese backgrounds in highly competitive schools and topped them all. And even though I try my hardest I never feel as if I'm able to match this. I feel like I have all my priorities wrong wasting my stupid life playing video games and learning about computers and computer science and coding. And this school application bullshit served as further evidence for my parents to continually beat me down even further about not being good enough or relevant. They say if I apply next year I'll have nothing to pitch and no competition results or prizes. Which is true, I'm fucked. I don't know what to do, I feel as if I'll never become good enough at anything, and it's just draining knowing that I need to ALSO study to bring up my slipping chinese grades for IB in the future. I don't know what to do. And kind people thanks for reading till the end. thanks for sorting by new",6.187384196185287,7.497513656675752,6.050731335149862,77.82853297002724,66.3841961852861,8.651291553133516,31.982452316076287,8.898690921373891,2.6866485885558573,3160,127,557,51,50,990,320,734,0.122,0.762,0.116,-0.9183,9,0,1,1,1,0,82.0,4,4,4,19,29,42,6,1,25,1,42,6,1,6,7,106,81,61,0,7,23,9,9,2,1,3,1,3,0,2,39,43,0,1,13,11,0,10,18,15,3,5,26,12,73,27,95,46,16,106,1,4,3,4,38,46,5,18,51,374,112,42,0.04009731581115848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030333947921314,0.0,0.0,0.06413161793484448,0.10009253665164496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030674336844356564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599334879971659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030832360799185787,0.0,0.0,0.0885686700546309,0.0,0.0,0.0841593182720289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172129448229917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034535759352978375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102864058963156,0.16572498368429936,0.0,0.052967797852956425,0.0,0.0337837179539513,0.0766294071805617,0.07207376392244068,0.039222868934979664,0.0,0.0,0.08109763065463219,0.028645530427314145,0.0,0.043924649529811295,0.0,0.034106756345248124,0.0,0.04396463715222143,0.030979086730008588,0.111207967043631,0.020949192555651426,0.0,0.0,0.26905380878509194,0.03206948641369282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04268433828753603,0.07183863810265141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16946006259956373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041755184076121714,0.08814574453764719,0.0653693282070896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028321919975929193,0.03917904622335505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681786080181285,0.03618939302330098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046961491660267564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029731651602730207,0.06185104374935092,0.11617871241782017,0.042643950259296966,0.0,0.0,0.15389782380557696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05434195784066119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3561865920871164,0.0,0.0,0.08339529018167144,0.03501142954073371,0.04189316074402765,0.04401481176270128,0.03790492403938689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040108166714275965,0.0,0.1284368362953978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628345905868072,0.031886994921445456,0.0,0.5681287401218293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030868872689037995,0.0,0.0,0.0851432595326695,0.0,0.06404353640521106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04590183340501845,0.0,0.045501958807812416,0.0,0.0,0.060296382634935225,0.0,0.0,0.07383244230927366,0.0,0.0,0.05327774983963216,0.0,0.039395409199271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04454959323778185,0.10889378151535987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048232133868545315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023650435751051174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210460481654442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043840120257412116,0.0,0.3873203511037068
anxiety,MagicSmokingDragon,2019/03/21,"I used to be scared of going outside. I’ll keep this as brief as possible. 
I’ve battled anxiety since I can remember, inherited a lot of it. I took three years out of university and became a recluse, I lost touch with myself and reality. Then I started writing a journal and exercising. Journaling helped me rebuild a sense of identity through establishing a base life narrative to build off and exercising helped my mind regain a connection with my body, and it reduced my tremors greatly. My body strengthened and my mental stability improved. 
With an exhausting amount of courage I returned to University last year. I’m loving it, I’ve made friends, I make people laugh, I’m confident in class discussion, I gave a freaking presentation this week! I still have my moments, my waves of panic but I’m in such a better place than I thought was possible. Less than a year ago, I had no future, but now I might.
I just wanted to share my personal experience and if anyone wants to talk I’m here.",4.463306451612901,6.722450639784945,5.755577956989249,74.50336693548388,72.17204301075269,9.381182795698924,33.668010752688176,9.827888789773867,3.7726784946236567,793,41,139,22,16,265,118,186,0.086,0.79,0.124,0.8349,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,5,13,1,2,10,0,6,7,2,3,0,27,23,13,0,3,4,0,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,5,11,0,1,2,2,1,3,1,6,0,1,7,1,23,7,23,14,3,22,0,1,0,1,10,5,0,3,14,87,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13428139621744947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588481968631555,0.0,0.0,0.10592111150296596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397525809015806,0.0,0.33652907416796995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14818038665916108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170361366887794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609182906947631,0.0,0.0,0.1670116077704417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20307301910124206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13464590962757106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347965093315233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699760540005443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16536264392789052,0.12878625113778794,0.13672019402871013,0.14333779176169822,0.101116723881872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15266020874862116,0.16070054956565547,0.15295562286598807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17773379555743113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501990870987624,0.13226995647452852,0.1582685031968232,0.0,0.0,0.34155082252303925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716018039266506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15166187698439426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530910242000046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722113112027352,0.0,0.1209752912679073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217570741028445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026134841928025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16830426051766031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308335095838768,0.0,0.0,0.17869833642500368,0.0,0.12151130049522865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29265212334493435
anxiety,applegoudadog,2019/03/21,"I've been having anxiety attacks every day. Help! It's my own self that's triggering them. It just takes like one thought and I'm having a full blown attack (sweating, heavy breathing, nausea, shaking, crying). I don't know what to do. I've been trying to steer my thoughts in the other direction but it isn't working. 

Do any of you guys have tips on how to make these attacks less frequent? Or at least some tips on how to make them more bearable if they are going to be everyday? ",1.9646875,4.330349427083334,3.0269166666666685,90.45975000000004,80.77083333333334,5.506666666666668,24.18333333333333,6.742157984588678,0.8731408333333333,379,14,75,4,10,121,73,96,0.118,0.8440000000000001,0.038,-0.7651,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,3,1,3,5,3,1,2,0,11,2,2,5,0,14,19,6,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,4,0,1,4,0,7,1,10,14,6,10,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,3,4,51,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675112451765947,0.0,0.15383670686215212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6863219169634371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22089281501052005,0.12968928667718896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16943075059670945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428661241081847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19911512544862012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478937360239526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051625282388906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824459253321813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684642190889755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13626680637086458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097853725544437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119800286677176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192930679566588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652993405439875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14639915750862492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,M_A_A_S,2019/03/21,"1 hour interview for internship I've been looking for internships for this Summer, before my 3rd year in uni. I kind of forgot that I'd actually need to interview and everything as I'd applied to so many.

They want me to write around 1000 words before completing an hour long interview, and honestly I'm considering just rejecting it. I already have so much to write, which counts for my degree, that I'm considering just binning it off.

I keep making justifications to myself and I honestly can't tell what is valid, and what is my anxiety talking.

Any tips/ideas on whether I should even go through with it? It's scheduled for the 28th and last time I had a professional interview like this I had a panic attack outside and didn't even complete it...",6.40843045843046,7.172234349650352,7.1101631701631725,72.38609945609946,65.64335664335664,11.110800310800311,34.770007770007766,10.980518767755715,4.038335508935507,604,27,109,17,9,200,93,143,0.081,0.846,0.073,-0.2585,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,7,7,1,1,4,0,9,0,0,2,0,21,18,10,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,12,8,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,5,1,13,4,18,12,1,13,0,1,1,0,9,4,0,0,9,70,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.17429851300448926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971016143004356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146156438016847,0.0,0.13663688061415147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15900160477653727,0.0,0.20319572994811752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039695101213773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745403458287607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359416833802045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052399643474088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150871358527952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35179159594581805,0.0,0.0,0.20163001124276755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15875761060651472,0.0,0.18599580915408173,0.0,0.14559175540420305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726028354842467,0.0,0.0,0.158065061797048,0.14998820571754673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922418973028767,0.18108345958633368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129959251656495,0.13243774922068766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095614548170924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14356070832358814,0.15611383460578074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414947576529382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534936036550607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501958970179554
anxiety,ToQuackOrNotToQuack,2019/03/21,"I feel like the last person who used to care about me now really doesn't do so anymore And I don't know what to do, all I really want is to talk face to face with someone and a hug. Yet I know that the moment I get to this point it'll just feel fake.


Gotta go to work tomorrow, theres this friend with me at the store just hanging out but I don't know, she might invite a friend and I'll just be third wheeling. I feel like telling her she doesn't have to come but I'm worried that will just make my anxiety/depression worse.


I don't know what to do :(",1.1858536585365869,2.349302747967481,2.733829268292684,97.37001219512196,78.4308943089431,6.546016260162602,19.617073170731707,7.1686216300943375,-0.007220487804878052,430,9,110,5,10,141,72,123,0.104,0.736,0.16,0.6119,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,9,7,0,0,5,0,14,3,2,2,1,25,30,6,0,1,6,0,3,2,2,4,0,0,0,1,8,7,0,0,7,0,1,3,5,1,0,1,0,3,14,6,13,25,1,11,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,1,7,68,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18750398935340232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927667455658397,0.0,0.0,0.16286476528025273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628434159364653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867943715637861,0.27013947939694005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921459032735333,0.0,0.09877987745993612,0.0,0.10745132178642787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41562584433330574,0.15411510999245456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18473749642900467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620391218604754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20057056110052146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16508630156239085,0.0,0.0,0.17872974062328464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24224274834265594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019613678602962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519651596511059,0.16525318157486266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329347036406688,0.0,0.0,0.11151681092991336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376432694161482,0.1920070531077301,0.1926757636967995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,confused_drugs,2019/03/21,"DAE get dizzy or light-headed to the point of terror of passing out in public spaces? To be brief, i've always been adverse to people, and generally anxious, but nothing I couldn't fake my way through.

Months ago, I had trouble with sleep, so my doctor Rx'd me trazadone. It worked, but sent me into a severely depressed state. I took as prescribed, but was very, very depressed daily and suicidal. I quit, and after some weeks it cleared my system and I was fine. However also during my use of trazadone, I would find that in public spaces or around strangers, I would become extremely dizzy. Light-headed to the point I was certain I was going to pass out. As soon as I exited the situation, I was fine. I didn't link the two together as I thought it's ridiculous to be dizzy because i'm scared of people. What sort of biological function would that serve, right? I later found it's a ""thing"".

Anyway, quit trazadone for months now and no issue. Suddenly, starting last week, the issue is back and harder than ever. I have been taking no new drugs. The only thing that has changed is that I am sleeping more from sleeping in a new bed. I found that sleeping with my girlfriend was what was giving me sleep problems (i'm too concerned about waking her up so I never fully fall asleep).

I'm not sure what to do, because i'm unable to be around anyone otehr than those who I am familiar with. Luckily (or unluckily) I am semi-retired and don't need to work. I'm decently young at age 40 and in moderate shape. 

I just dont understand why suddenly I am SO anxious that i'm about to pass out. How do you address it, those of you who have experienced this? I am adverse to using medication because of the terrible side effects. Xanax, Wellbutrin, Trazadone, and another I can not remember all send me into a very dark place. I dont know where else to turn. I've done extensive exercise regimens in the past along with counseling. Counseling I am convinced makes everything worse and is mostly a ruse to get $50 out of people every week. I dont want to use medication but I am really out of options. ",3.3057998907998933,5.40492626781327,4.562164209664214,82.49057364182366,75.01965601965603,7.47062517062517,27.52177177177177,8.344100000000001,2.0621930657930654,1649,66,309,30,36,543,211,407,0.17,0.782,0.048,-0.9938,1,0,1,0,0,0,59.0,0,2,0,5,17,16,1,2,13,0,39,13,7,6,6,66,65,26,1,7,10,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,2,0,21,24,0,0,9,1,0,9,11,11,0,1,17,1,40,5,56,41,4,60,0,2,0,0,11,26,0,7,22,209,61,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710918818383125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06413538852703653,0.06673228103420956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409600765435729,0.0,0.18120486771729172,0.0,0.05607724789335381,0.0,0.0,0.14278884350416798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061668347150404576,0.0,0.146666331971824,0.08857387741328676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484027468364906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13815115947518006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208742961597977,0.0,0.08207177622378384,0.2819791108802788,0.0,0.09300578048666046,0.0,0.0669962631563288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07254490052862762,0.06757140850760418,0.0,0.07207800146985098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330074988872456,0.0,0.0,0.1758688881401753,0.0,0.0,0.0838016970193667,0.0769345211338444,0.04557913688609736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16461533431466446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674145628805183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04407546351528532,0.06537317156994983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05353368663553693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16158480866674066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12802870667183047,0.0,0.0,0.05946679932600125,0.061854680256118434,0.1549140574634677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695343608252618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06099521703522439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655935110624787,0.166800386747156,0.0,0.08379124767048722,0.0,0.15162861057544158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673994356925737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706037541534116,0.0,0.0,0.0513777550746191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085022580670354,0.06848980382263907,0.0,0.0,0.0802935368685879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060243385864587,0.0,0.0,0.09014742583618562,0.4012863282090787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05676551033047843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772506833561368,0.0,0.07558693508114711,0.0,0.06029992773603968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656176456619604,0.0,0.0,0.06366932287250526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891044250257151,0.0,0.08723385931437798,0.07834310823941508,0.08349034822662978,0.0,0.2077994569426445,0.0,0.1985185803813513,0.047303652537455984,0.06365850838481668,0.1929932349564876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236743612572362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677215903659588,0.0,0.08172998584070487,0.17091394444885566,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,issathrowaway12,2019/03/21,"Constant anxiety, feeling alone and not knowing why I’m living Background: 22 year old female, newly employed with a good job, trying to get out of a bad financial situation, have had anxiety and depression to varying degrees throughout my life. 

Over the past couple years, my anxiety and depression wasn’t as bad as it had been in the past. Over the past year, I think I felt the best I ever had. Rarely ever anxious, no panic attacks, had a lot of fun. But I was working a slave job that had no opportunity for growth and it was never going to do anything for my life except work me more. 

Several things happened at once. 
My mom got diagnosed with a heart problem that required surgery. She also has multiple health issues that posed big risks to this surgery. Her and I have a roller coaster relationship (she may have a personality disorder) and at the time she was ostracizing me, and wouldn’t even give me the details of her surgery/health and banned me from coming to the hospital. 

At this time I quit my job because my boss wouldn’t give me time off for my family and because I finally broke. My stress plus the long hours of work was killing me. 

My parents also kicked me out after a stupid argument so I moved in with a couple girls, one of whom refused to pay rent, get a job, used me to watch her kids and buy her things. 

I also got really sick, a stomach virus ravaged our house and I was considering going to the hospital. For perspective, I have health anxiety so this was just another anxiety invoking thing. 

I spent two weeks with the girls at their house and finally said enough was enough and begged to come home and my parents let me. I also made effort to be the. Offer person between my mother and I and try to fix things but it took a while for her to warm up. 

All of this was over the course of a couple months. My anxiety gradually increased until I was having constant panic attacks. Once, I thought my mom would die so I didn’t eat or sleep for 3 days, and ended up in the hospital and then got sent to psych. 

I recently got this job and it’s great and I love it, but I’m in agony still. When I’m alone I feel no sense of identity. When I’m in my house I feel incredibly anxious (I plan to move when I can) I never really feel peace or at home unless I’m with the guy I’m dating and I know that’s not healthy because we just began dating. 

I get off work, then I like to meal prep, walk/jog, prepare for tomorrow, read, etc but when I try to do anything that isn’t *something* productive I experience intense anxiety and I feel so depressed like I’m just pretending to have a life and be a person. I feel no personhood or identity. I don’t know who I am. I just feel like a body of terrible feelings. Everyday I feel ill, everyday I think I am ill. Everyday I feel like I’m dying. Some days I wish I was. ",3.0130637548696413,4.721708691901412,4.558754869643392,83.90347617620618,74.75704225352112,8.0734791729098,27.04989511537309,8.780745627414401,2.062971336529817,2219,85,450,46,47,743,247,568,0.154,0.747,0.099,-0.9798,9,2,1,0,0,0,62.0,2,0,1,10,20,27,4,4,30,0,39,16,4,3,5,85,87,50,3,5,15,5,12,4,0,4,9,1,3,7,21,34,2,3,17,3,4,10,14,16,0,2,30,14,74,11,66,50,9,73,0,4,1,1,33,20,0,6,47,301,95,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136939148603031,0.0,0.17557424294962445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0575543908679033,0.2939218243667966,0.12401463606491853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033556791746987,0.0,0.0,0.12488504333832952,0.0,0.0,0.09165763745898066,0.10037683872179216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05760110639879727,0.0,0.0,0.06096770402817912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09456154321837394,0.0,0.11862790324758307,0.0,0.0,0.18219611865306956,0.0,0.0707958690530669,0.0,0.14182372123957612,0.055709716548253685,0.11392924028174575,0.0,0.0629058973266303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05616367508464979,0.0,0.0,0.048614085379599464,0.11342704069064387,0.061214136647549336,0.03625271476149964,0.09929787815037763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053690564352889616,0.05174310532778376,0.0,0.27752798786515265,0.07842336558194786,0.05270066372095485,0.1202532750048402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602945181660476,0.10530629512809747,0.06238772880981575,0.04603707998423321,0.17559437856652405,0.060513727064998774,0.0,0.05434731236834283,0.04853688675162182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17502872422335775,0.0,0.06504202114807595,0.0,0.0,0.11011339295546343,0.0,0.05405318890924929,0.18999861964572975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057288350884664614,0.2723371628291049,0.0,0.060724951260714935,0.0,0.09049430022655676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05612624735723135,0.11630611745299185,0.10726115450794586,0.0,0.0484667197811486,0.04857376210080873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04666343947654505,0.04953816453943092,0.0519359350200937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285672903873008,0.04381072557206512,0.11667357674084465,0.0,0.0,0.08466533771975952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05759525961090312,0.1169069170267312,0.03719323017067756,0.0,0.0,0.12879744753277195,0.12189227651725118,0.0,0.15718915586120796,0.0,0.1437770970267042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05251998080002833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05837967475480019,0.0549024118969735,0.0,0.07032475095925239,0.0,0.054194842377919786,0.0589286967810257,0.0,0.0,0.05221063729989544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06200731803245925,0.0,0.0,0.0616959155021472,0.054927197682479695,0.0,0.0,0.04225512413075632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04383327515448605,0.0,0.06287351286658978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14585941997684254,0.0703394625051931,0.0,0.04357459048424918,0.09601613034339394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060982097117711076,0.11179514801247477,0.0,0.05361716922342062,0.0,0.0,0.047405227670144254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04402748869760114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049527484372465534,0.0,0.06311798354212779,0.0,0.0,0.15983518531115384,0.0,0.0,0.03899054678875658,0.0,0.0,0.10603736442936032
anxiety,Mytherymonster,2019/03/21,"Neighbours playing loud music how to cope? Hi I was wondering if anyone you have experienced a similar situation to mine and to see how you have hopefully came through it as I feel stuck at the moment.

My situation stems from a huge life issue I had jan last year. Our home was raided by the police caused by our son. This has all been ongoing throughout the year and my wife and I have been able to move things along. Our relationship with our son is still strained but progressing. We’re left with the feeling of feeling unsafe in our home and lingering anxiety. 

This gets to the core of my issue I was needing advice on. Our neighbour has a 16 year old when the parents are out plays very loud music. We can hear it in every room in our adjoining house and stops us from watching tv. We knocked on the door over every occasion it starts playing but he ignores the door. Sometimes the music stops for 5 mins then it’s back on. We have spoken to the parents twice who apologised and said they will speak to him. It has happened once since we spoke to parents and was quieter but still very loud. 

My issue is my wife thinks it’s not too bad as always goes off at 7-8pm at night but if parents away can last all day.  Whereas myself I think I have some lingering post traumatic stress disorder left from the loud police raid banging at door shouting police open up. Since then I prefer quiet and loud bangs make me jump. As soon as I hear the music I feel sick and angry and a feeling of doom sweep over me. The main problem is it’s only ever been weekends this happens and I’m starting to get major anxiety when the weekend is approaching, for the what if scenario. I’ve spoken to doctor and some counsellors and currently waiting on a couple counselling for PTSD help.

In the meantime I don’t know how to stop this cycle of fear in my own home and the horrible feelings I get when the loud music starts. He neighbours parents are trying to help but the kid doesn’t care. I’d love to not care as well but don’t know how to.

Has anyone else experienced anything similar and how did I get through it. From about Thursday onwards I start getting anxious and worry about weekends. Even at weekends when parents leave I feel oh god inside. 

Thanks in advance

Myth",4.083809523809524,5.8370580158730165,4.602458049886621,84.50722448979595,72.01587301587301,7.216870748299319,28.473015873015875,7.859703344183488,1.822422947845805,1799,70,340,24,35,571,222,441,0.132,0.769,0.099,-0.9524,7,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,12,2,1,2,19,16,0,3,24,0,30,4,0,7,3,70,69,41,0,7,11,10,7,0,3,1,3,13,8,1,15,26,0,5,13,8,0,5,5,7,1,1,13,24,41,9,60,55,7,66,1,1,2,1,43,26,0,7,34,223,56,1,0.07300945008024554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134398963879457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06074971113186747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117040589514704,0.08247989727693057,0.0,0.10209981010075088,0.07480680946485473,0.060080556607735876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859478167452229,0.056139760507306576,0.06095984121023785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350336095237303,0.14887600036317544,0.07500081661102484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078356785185746,0.0,0.04708505538065115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367515503408121,0.07472826583242155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060990027174031534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04822205320947929,0.0660412274674823,0.12302722112873718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215592917562879,0.258410401543668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19072212156501134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912403117709895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16457391281128844,0.0,0.09787339083126216,0.0,0.21970329377155076,0.07251485751850922,0.0,0.08424310295619726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22860869229943484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802481688040641,0.1190248925137916,0.0,0.07730646590259252,0.1586499622699092,0.0,0.051568733737630455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06589387917666557,0.0,0.0487343748562349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759749114999158,0.0,0.05413558213511919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851442310452495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661113634778878,0.07775268156477794,0.0,0.055526976717847995,0.0,0.0,0.4864101253692954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06992287150082797,0.0,0.0,0.06986018358518736,0.08534414014803036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838482636223802,0.0,0.0,0.06944870602215375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05817907914858855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078834313043757,0.16413136173248127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220821297616746,0.0,0.2067058581775003,0.0,0.1166108822884709,0.1831175082415599,0.08363207839373835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06721729250491923,0.0,0.0,0.04850423449319726,0.09356301523806997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04956862413831695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782137903004786,0.0,0.0,0.1204808849687316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06564426370460877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917563423739721,0.0,0.07414464051953233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141047076428492
anxiety,desertrosexxx,2019/03/21,can’t get a job because interviews gives me anxiety I am 23 and have never had an interview before. having one makes me want to throw up. I'm graduating this month and I need to get myself to start going to interviews. Anyone in a similar circumstance who have pulled themselves out of this mess?,2.9863157894736863,5.635702280701758,4.67640350877193,78.45565789473683,78.82456140350877,8.712280701754386,25.28947368421053,9.2995712137729,2.7281368421052634,238,9,42,7,6,80,45,57,0.085,0.8909999999999999,0.024,-0.5065,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,1,1,7,15,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,1,0,5,0,8,14,0,9,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,29,8,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546452966293067,0.0,0.0,0.2327510447959363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029149865304256,0.0,0.28324858458129354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34782257100106,0.31932006022891124,0.1891781806288228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33032296552215323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22219388369228826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656943445085927,0.0,0.0,0.2468195247405763,0.2567305279051759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22556190935711035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356077078340227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963358574888571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,slengz,2019/03/21,"Random Classroom Anxiety So, I'm new to this subreddit, I literally just joined yesterday. Over the last 2-3 weeks I have suddenly experienced random bouts of extreme anxiety in my classes at college. This is weird for me as firstly I tend to be fairly sociable and confident, and I have no real cause for anxiety in these classes, I always take an active role in the lessons and participate. What tends to happen is I will be sitting their in class and suddenly I feel lightheaded, my heart starts beating fast, I start sweating and I feel really nauseous. In my lesson the other day I felt so nauseous I had to excuse myself to go to the toilet where I was actually sick. I just want some advice on how to handle it and what I should do, because it causing me to miss lessons due to feeling so anxious of having an anxiety attack/vomiting, and its having a very negative affect on my college work.",6.841403508771932,7.088672701754391,7.985432748538012,68.26797368421052,64.67251461988303,11.050526315789476,37.567836257309935,10.793553405168565,4.400026432748539,716,35,119,18,10,245,108,171,0.145,0.7809999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.8836,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,6,7,2,0,0,7,0,13,3,2,4,0,26,27,12,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,9,7,0,0,7,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,3,5,22,0,23,20,1,24,0,1,0,0,3,10,0,3,12,92,31,7,0.0,0.0,0.16717993934576292,0.0,0.0,0.1674082487612494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14254883704748114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5242258242990231,0.1935385900206293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948969570794294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443279091012196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3519779431479361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110484803331142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598679180152586,0.0,0.1644904581160194,0.0,0.0,0.14572150777029036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736296820740152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149438685579747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20301057140547504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13964560235284915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16545829388331176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19499538908311226,0.10974957130931567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24251703543202055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12880849327498828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135384118505595,0.1010467580728391,0.0,0.13741955554701432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472026440739385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Antonxus,2019/03/21,After a panick attack I can t just focus In january I had an panick attack and it passed but it remained the anxiety and little by little it passed (the anxiety) but I still can t focus. How can I improve? Thank you!,-0.30350649350649306,1.942468909090909,3.2205194805194814,83.16863636363641,98.54545454545456,5.241558441558444,17.649350649350648,6.868970318607317,0.7396077922077922,168,5,30,3,7,61,27,44,0.135,0.703,0.162,0.501,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,2,0,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,5,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,3,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4239963779093415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6305343997711519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5554997110848106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22131063176766244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551374482044578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lionheart724,2019/03/21,"Anyone else stare at their alarm on their phone to make sure the right time is set? Little over ten years ago I was late to work for the first time because I didn’t hear my alarm. Every since then I’ve had horrible  anxiety about missing work because of my alarm. So I set two alarms. Right before bed I stare at my phones alarm times and in my mind trace the numbers as I were writing them down to make sure it’s what’s programmed on my phone. I do this multiple  times until I feel “it’s right.” 

This whole ordeal takes me about 10-15 min extra  a night. I’d like to note I’ve never been to work late due to my alarm since the first time ten years ago, but that moment trigged a whole new type of anxiety. And this was before I was diagnosed with GAD. 😞",2.23489776046738,3.7212051772151935,2.8917721518987385,95.97732716650441,76.34177215189874,6.127361246348588,19.74878286270691,6.67199483983844,-0.08085160662122748,590,12,137,5,13,184,94,158,0.113,0.853,0.034,-0.7705,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,5,3,10,0,6,6,0,9,1,0,2,3,12,15,7,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,7,0,5,7,4,18,3,21,8,3,34,0,1,2,0,8,11,0,0,22,75,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22144511298426514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911070908664161,0.0,0.0,0.08733790817236542,0.12798202561321054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15228434721682066,0.0,0.21257338622735508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267780186079383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043438060756288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052395702895036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631567535966846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124917326527055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077931457948395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818011684444433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061023271543389185,0.12518967058870936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667528412376616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612050567409835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096336011255648,0.12063599974702414,0.0,0.11721679771354605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200097947949005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20664879220065727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354468182070035,0.0,0.09391455089640156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641715040497306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201603057204702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789085039618704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728014431741341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087207993741598
anxiety,wackocriminal,2019/03/21,"Let's make a thread with things that helps our anxiety It might stimulate ideas on how we can treat our own anxiety. Here's mine:

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* **Taking a 1h walk every day** \- been doing this for the past 7 months, and it really, really helps.
* **Working on my breathing** \- The BreathingZone app works for me, 2min of controlled breathing excercises with no annoying ads
* **Quitting alcohol** \- I still drink on special occasions though, I'm not a nun. But it did force me to deal with some anxieties without that crutch, which made me feel better about myself and my accomplishments.
* **Eating breakfast every morning**, no exceptions. This used to be really hard for me.
* **Ironing my shirts**. Sounds silly but mundane tasks like that calm me down.
* **Looking other people in the eyes** \- helps me realise that not everyone is judging me.
* **Taking a scolding hot bath** \- helps release tenseness in muscles you didn't even know were tense.
* **Making lists** \- like this one

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I realise some of these are obvious, but sometimes one needs to hear the same advice more than once to start consitering it. What are your tips and tricks to deal with anxiety?",1.6409769230769236,2.9070341900000045,2.0760000000000005,87.02915384615385,122.1,5.138461538461539,22.346153846153847,6.490185161304077,1.5055769230769245,898,37,147,18,52,274,137,200,0.093,0.78,0.127,0.8574,0,0,2,0,0,0,80.0,3,2,0,6,6,9,2,0,8,0,12,8,4,7,1,31,25,8,0,1,7,0,3,2,0,1,1,2,1,0,16,8,4,1,3,2,0,1,6,2,0,2,5,7,19,7,24,17,5,12,1,0,2,0,12,6,0,3,7,101,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103426349576465,0.0,0.12067551788535985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446942588383293,0.2744166333732589,0.0,0.0,0.34552932244392426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986722220703577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664768061283874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282308018001027,0.23282799598336595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061712506459973,0.0,0.11554379848992942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458159322377476,0.0,0.19027738453640067,0.10789844975593343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057094977949494925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115278153711016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726733728255768,0.0,0.30274751639873376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274712230986388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06205704531802275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546679957936573,0.0,0.11033253436125777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482308667912516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684619910116756,0.15074792878492269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978866636305463,0.0,0.0,0.0901304560210272,0.0,0.0,0.08372762454129656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025449939535199,0.15303297320031947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779346925010062,0.07828345851913894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201027063419476,0.0,0.0,0.2170154154293711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167926724749197,0.0,0.0799242836290881,0.0,0.09017684658224584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16980129304329053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501802278902353,0.0,0.11094183646980477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752531444982683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884938834275412,0.0,0.16441200131007813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744166333732589,0.0
anxiety,JustinWasHere1,2019/03/21,"Letter to my ex who I [dump] Written @3am in the morning, slightly high....maybe I need help I miss you more than I thought I would. Do you ever feel the same? do you miss our small jokes, late night talks, teasing, our stupid fights?Its alright, i know you had moved on, and its just me who can't just forget those memories. It stings just like you said, the most heart breaking and happy thing I heard was that you was with someone after few months of our breakup. Its sad cuz I thought i was special to you, your bestfriend, most trusted person but it turns out I was just a normal guy who used to entertain you through my talking. But part of me happy that someone is giving what I couldnt give you. I know you can't wait for another 4 years to be with me and that would be selfish of me to keep you waiting. It must be fate or good for ourselves that we did not end up together.

 i believe the person you replaced me with  has treated you way better than I did. You deserve it, I wish nothing but happiness for you and your future. Its hard but one thing that keeps me going forward is the only thought that future will be better than it seems now. Life goes on and I don't know how I would feel if we ever meet in real nor I don't believe I would cross your paths again while being in the same country but different states.

P.S.

I can't sleep at night",2.642065217391305,4.294321974637683,3.2414492753623168,93.1963043478261,75.63043478260869,5.669565217391305,24.681159420289852,6.046907544983943,0.5073420289855073,1059,35,227,6,23,331,151,276,0.062,0.7929999999999999,0.14400000000000002,0.9723,1,0,0,0,1,0,32.0,5,18,0,2,9,20,3,0,7,1,29,3,2,3,3,56,54,16,0,10,12,1,3,1,0,6,1,2,0,3,21,11,0,4,9,2,0,4,8,7,0,1,13,5,51,13,27,29,7,30,0,3,0,0,40,10,0,5,16,168,72,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286995084018353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24254689416991526,0.0,0.1903977085319303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246091543699473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533711232440274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19473312906901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885206106693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065162392483718,0.06117430640484455,0.09028334548048876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658054724946864,0.0,0.3437544224439791,0.09642431916435083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755394712419016,0.07214883936912851,0.11372759557581401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913507988096958,0.0,0.0,0.1774684270628677,0.0,0.12142263593903688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602933249385771,0.05258747879097405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081388722646739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859172404924091,0.11440431105693033,0.0,0.07981371415556192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020257422391434,0.10546436972427932,0.1032835064337076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07293966624696102,0.08186508896531894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656365692992833,0.0,0.0,0.18797423479058348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251791311345175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10239031247675394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799143549390396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771776069074708,0.0,0.18240608665753585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730339484857243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14302249849320367,0.0,0.0,0.2563624674854025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708143688439615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296642073716753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854396411002679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237807158081562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30585753982729313,0.0,0.0,0.06931664656616746
anxiety,CIoverload,2019/03/21,"I havent slept for quite a while because of some things happening right now (if you want details see my earlier post) How can I get to sleep, it feels like my heart is gonna tear its self apart",6.281463414634148,4.5543860487804935,5.9318292682926845,89.04701219512198,66.5609756097561,10.151219512195123,30.256097560975608,8.841846274778883,1.8108926829268288,152,4,37,2,2,47,39,41,0.0,0.899,0.101,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,3,3,1,0,5,10,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,5,1,3,8,1,5,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,2,3,20,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915537402542526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588858289754007,0.22448837588198536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16417396161646547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778755233567165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723680457543213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15351854764224845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009486977098501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.334225859167676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683535733482494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504033047830236,0.0,0.32781392726787323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144602965707699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208762682235784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18534297782079945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,godsavethe_promqueen,2019/03/21,"My first panic attack in months So, since around 13(I'm fifteen now) I've had major anxiety which caused me to become extremely sheltered. I never talked to people, refused to go out in public unless absolutely necessary and I was convinced all my friends secretly hated me. 

I've gotten better to the point where I now go out and regularly see my friends and I've been making myself talk to people a little bit when I'm in public. 

The last time I had an actual breakdown was in sixth grade when a teacher dragged me in the hallway to yell at me about something I didn't do. I almost passed out on the floor which made her calm her self down and just tell me she was ""very disappointed""

My latest one happened today, early in the morning. I'm staying with my dad for a week since I haven't seen him much. He is normally great but doesn't believe I have anxiety or any mental illness, just believes I'm lazy and want an excuse to stay on electronics. 

I have to get up at nine and be on my computer for school, so he wakes me up five minutes beforehand. Seeing that I didn't get up right away, he started shouting and yanking my blanket and arm. I've just woken up to a grown man telling me to, ""GET THE FUCK UP"".  I started with trying to wake up while softly asking him to stop yelling. His solution is to get even louder and lean closer to me. 

After I was up and on my computer, he backed off and wondered ""what is wrong with you.?"" while I was sitting on the floor;sobbing, shaking and almost rocking myself back and forth. My cat ended up coming up to me and sort of forcing my to pet her. 

For the rest of the day, every time she hears his voice, she's run up and laid down on my lap while just kind of staring at him. (I wanted to add something happy into this)",4.649757501530928,5.205411053521129,5.553508879363136,82.73770973668096,69.45070422535211,7.976729944886713,28.674219228413964,7.893859768569023,1.7710759338640538,1384,47,274,16,23,455,193,355,0.102,0.8320000000000001,0.067,-0.9273,0,0,2,0,1,0,39.0,0,1,0,2,16,15,3,2,15,0,19,5,3,3,2,47,46,25,0,3,7,1,1,0,2,0,1,5,1,2,5,25,0,2,2,1,0,7,5,7,0,4,14,10,48,8,63,31,5,75,0,1,4,1,32,40,1,5,25,192,53,4,0.0,0.0,0.1058036898102708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21713683036030576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737303001616462,0.0,0.1658842164966759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651807224929523,0.10135941474969344,0.12334504529966045,0.10186551608462288,0.16673879666470245,0.0,0.0,0.11974296716432598,0.0,0.2443076799086779,0.0,0.09588995684846464,0.11836813644094638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137868952045774,0.0,0.09339547411035992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06992286219353262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602921860071738,0.0,0.0,0.07161134151795466,0.0,0.09134974313498398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222322526942303,0.0,0.0,0.1675322780754917,0.10023387832215877,0.2265829191982408,0.0,0.12323681091805892,0.0,0.0,0.1195350252770053,0.0,0.0,0.09587672526748167,0.1154166437148204,0.0,0.10704372984195804,0.0,0.0,0.1221988477354854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290425006231655,0.0,0.08837794805123993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866677068304667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259099226764726,0.07237215608247521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926331501844852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654096256599253,0.0,0.07970223680841032,0.0,0.08362130193655963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622999551715387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734691767342311,0.0,0.0,0.1272092043670255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033155610930682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249330992132824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259132116299516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097282901368367,0.17279570772364786,0.0,0.1131072124088054,0.0,0.0,0.17937467850500638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16693624987360728,0.0,0.0,0.15348251285991554,0.2311256677214509,0.0,0.090645182358359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742901002491108,0.1895302426509688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644283233201933,0.0,0.1027708519600711,0.0,0.0,0.07361104381690585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894590464906338,0.127899554088971,0.0,0.08696914286403035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757843156625182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854182923206087,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ashen_Pick,2019/03/21,"I need help with this I deleted my last post cause it was waaaay too long but in short.

I need to be social again and my anxiety gets so bad when the thought about going out even comes to conversation, like i start shaking and begin to panic so I've missed out alot on my teenage years because of this and im about to turn 18 in a year. Anyone have advice to get over this? Im trying but i just cant get past it mentally and im gonna be getting my driving permit soon so idek anymore. ",0.4332987012987033,2.435035533333334,2.2927272727272765,95.62636363636366,84.14285714285714,4.961038961038962,20.021645021645018,6.11248444174946,-0.10795238095238124,381,11,88,3,11,126,73,105,0.157,0.7959999999999999,0.047,-0.9162,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,2,3,0,5,0,0,2,0,17,19,10,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,4,0,0,2,0,9,1,15,14,1,22,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,1,11,52,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16392703090717928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833116578497286,0.0,0.1663666512566333,0.11729732813331427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14006738093510746,0.10226113390422872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17232931946903216,0.0,0.14450500867106802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079977510228167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505776593067879,0.0,0.0953383266156228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244180795758643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5436085363152239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674170264808358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195601263848544,0.0,0.0,0.14845679701639836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16905633206073234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487745720633563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968228905650752,0.0,0.0,0.16013994384070865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16066172883892305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17100383065498112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873697340768248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317774565551224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389379010463654,0.18246791710951074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21605584038797096
anxiety,TheManicMonocle,2019/03/21,"I finally went to therapy several months ago and it’s helped me so much I’d resisted going to therapy to help my anxiety for nearly 5 years; I mainly resisted because I was anxious that if my therapist got to know me they’d think I was a terrible person. 

So let that sink in, I resisted getting help for my anxiety because... I was anxious. Anyway, I just want to share this to encourage anyone else who needs it that therapy is great, and your therapist is here to help. They won’t judge you, and if they do it’s a poor reflection on them, *not* you.",4.786949806949806,5.1641042972973,6.752844272844275,74.89135135135137,69.0900900900901,11.748262548262547,33.87516087516087,11.491704259439757,4.224062033462033,431,20,85,15,7,152,67,111,0.118,0.718,0.16399999999999998,0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,4,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,0,0,12,17,7,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,0,3,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,5,0,19,3,12,9,2,9,0,0,0,0,15,3,0,2,4,62,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915920068110204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229287318031798,0.3292116521422185,0.0,0.10188072571738124,0.14929258006181564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17764153200495825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217183112070732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596133351515553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612514905258991,0.0,0.08280783594014099,0.0,0.11653405861811075,0.16064091059318966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3906535017634296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007597337528091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899382207874645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630079968608566,0.0,0.10711036256985716,0.10803883747905774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12722448778168322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16460582607110927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4998810694215637,0.33835080517761257,0.0,0.09336224899296716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594092311313371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13507052759315227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382961302062873
anxiety,PlusSizedAnxiety,2019/03/21,"Chairs are ruining my life! So, my boyfriend and I are attending a wedding in a couple of weeks, and I am DREADING it!  I’m so excited to hang out with his friends that we don’t frequently get to see, and it’ll be my birthday weekend so that’s going to be fun! I even have a outfit planned that I’m really excited to wear, but there’s still a huge cloud of anxiety and dread hanging over the whole event for me because of one specific thing....chairs!


I’ve noticed over the past year or so that I’ve become almost agoraphobic, just because I’m so paranoid that I’m too big/heavy for chairs in public places to support me. Anytime we’re planning on going out to eat, to a show/concert or something like that, I do lots of research on yelp and google first trying to find pictures of the seating available at that establishment.


I found the wedding venue on yelp and after looking at the pictures of previous ceremonies and receptions my biggest fears have just been confirmed. The chairs are so flimsy and I know that there is NO WAY they are going to support my weight the whole night. ([Link](https://imgur.com/gallery/s1U2Gx9)  to the pictures from yelp for reference...also I don’t know my weight right now, but I can tell you I’m around 5’9” and a size 28/30)

Am I being ridiculous? I’ve rarely ever had a chair give out on me, but I don’t know if it’s because it’s all in my head or if it’s because I’m so overly cautious!  Am I alone in this fear, or are other plus sized people constantly thinking about these things too?  Does anyone have any advice? Clearly the most obvious solution is to lose weight, but seeing that wedding is in a week, that’s not exactly practical.









(This is a throwaway account because I’m embarrassed that I’ve gotten to this point...)",6.690887304717126,6.2849401757925065,6.733207947823452,79.31749127862888,65.10951008645533,9.726012437433642,35.55422417715759,9.134995656068208,3.047908357348704,1399,60,270,21,19,447,179,347,0.12,0.797,0.08199999999999999,-0.9347,0,1,1,0,0,0,52.0,1,1,1,4,19,15,1,5,18,0,26,7,2,0,5,43,49,27,0,2,13,0,3,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,22,16,4,0,6,1,1,6,5,8,0,2,4,6,25,7,44,41,5,44,0,2,3,0,11,23,0,9,15,179,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719238799411376,0.0,0.0,0.10984339331498136,0.11361062352544805,0.0,0.08772280926830843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459615530399541,0.0,0.08391614267904908,0.0,0.0,0.07670108241671594,0.0,0.0,0.09765153663237068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343443446000959,0.12114917415998555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854099730873235,0.0,0.0,0.12137509540139906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599456824579056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122450599697948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245231257283857,0.09922513324727901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24687406131328105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025896543843202,0.09330625292112783,0.0,0.12027457293757918,0.08474985051161152,0.0,0.05731095151073653,0.10522914850243474,0.18702607204076085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257840566941198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18085600952119066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774806082916815,0.05359128788326193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211591785903696,0.1227203067191018,0.0,0.0932585083605618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294104187046407,0.0,0.0,0.12488813917178453,0.0,0.0,0.07433196536170218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104716000152828,0.07604849079710277,0.0,0.11460761065871072,0.0,0.10369694478050027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07027323155834211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367867156561284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17482494199748608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444833666848425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876023264320272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24896048360341966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587799984944438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575256442695686,0.07028793232671131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447549846693205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707054432191051,0.17598093791879996,0.4007357657384131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24494042274155575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063978815176421
anxiety,SweatyGingerkid,2019/03/21,"Chest pains I know this isn’t a gp or anything but just wanted to see if anyone could relate or had some insight into some issues I’ve been having.

I’m 24yo and fairly healthy I get breathlessness (maybe it’s hyperventilating?) chest pains and am just generally feel tired whenever this occurs.  I’d be lying if I didn’t have a fear that I’m going to die from cancer or a sudden heart attack. 

I’ve been to the gp a couple months back and had a 24 hour ecg but didn’t encounter any of the symptoms then. Since then I’ve been getting these daily and the chest pains more severe. I think it’s a waste of time to go back to the doc just to either get prescribed something I don’t want or told it’s just anxiety, I don’t see where else that can go. 

My question is Has anyone had these symptoms and can clearly label this as anxiety? I’m worried that it could be some underlying medical problem which is being unseen, I’ve had bloods tested pressure tested etc and all came back fine. ",2.8449029411764712,4.645095355000001,4.161235294117649,86.18282352941179,75.45,6.305882352941178,22.764705882352942,7.048011613610866,0.7421588235294116,781,22,156,8,17,257,112,200,0.265,0.6859999999999999,0.049,-0.9943,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,8,8,1,2,10,0,25,13,5,0,2,37,43,17,1,7,13,0,1,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,13,8,0,0,5,0,0,4,5,7,0,0,11,3,7,1,12,27,7,16,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,10,9,98,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.087321849318317,0.0,0.1964635506088029,0.0,0.0,0.17957173084992895,0.0,0.1056688502146286,0.0,0.0,0.1460826476523794,0.0,0.2962134979638925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14686455384400093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20504669282875546,0.14208101943652915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332672401793808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107268414440905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14320887299534601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14449470951115256,0.06492694750506739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012636543417887,0.0,0.2189316917847279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15216410875131273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264560228966004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402459979451822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705696835060866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290031041023391,0.0,0.0,0.12935755971175325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024940475826348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4099055245722461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286912259196875,0.0,0.0,0.14384635746878105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20464911602984895,0.0,0.0,0.14506450011735955,0.0,0.1062204318549868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988547586627822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669301754935477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227866718488118,0.0,0.0,0.07487574259206227,0.1475861165953824,0.0,0.12269935526341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514767411166294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040456606334352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RinnBear_XD,2019/03/21,"I need help controlling my anxiety and worrying I have been diagnosed with anxiety since middle school and it was connected with my trichotillomania and ADHD. I tried medications and none seemed to work the way I wanted it to. Lately I have been having anxiety over multiple things in my life and was wondering if anyone could relate and what you guys do to calm yourself or ground yourself without medication. I usually have a cycle when it comes to my anxiety. It goes I'm in a situation where I feel anxiety or I was told something so I start feeling anxious, then I start overthinking and worrying alot and it grows big where I start panicking, then I start pulling my hair or picking my skin cause it kinda makes me feel better then it goes back to worrying or me freaking out. I'm not sure if anyone else feels this way but to me it stresses me out alot. And I been resistant to medicine cause it doesn't make me feel good about myself. Does anyone know how to help with anxiety aside from medication or anyone can relate? ",5.509516483516487,7.0115798820512865,6.2411172161172175,75.12519230769233,68.12820512820514,10.289377289377292,31.36446886446886,10.451354775682146,3.5157545787545783,827,34,148,23,14,271,105,195,0.124,0.8029999999999999,0.073,-0.4448,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,3,7,6,0,1,5,0,14,7,2,7,1,47,34,23,0,5,10,0,7,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,12,15,0,1,8,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,7,7,26,4,19,26,3,26,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,12,11,104,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206507986983055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4607942849511324,0.11341356093150212,0.0,0.28078364343926177,0.10286272077725482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719469057530201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878792094297616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062589786228073,0.0,0.08647819067065507,0.0,0.0,0.11259734681067173,0.08015426093952452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189502679207386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785307773100524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838640249501219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253804215056238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420343503918504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940314173117236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458030551789693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05517241705420251,0.0,0.11324572636476868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090932359282894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340239058169193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303400931346753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443885535440573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160132583304424,0.0,0.09139244263816756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304469674255192,0.11284399477437075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728610504913415,0.0,0.0,0.2842298331507426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499786168367765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461758478614114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06669549957924985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592816156375053,0.0,0.06815908311726432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056680177675753,0.0,0.0592133726529844,0.15937183609821953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967736027225446,0.10887005093767184,0.07308604090405589,0.3058566262663719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cotton1candy,2019/03/21,"What do you do/What phrase do you tell yourself to calm down while having a panic attack? Ive noticed it helps me to just get really pissed off and yell at myself to quit being a lil bitch. or just let myself cry and realize how much it sucks that i have to go through panic attacks. Then I come back and fight through it until it passes

My panic attacks start with getting really hot and feel like i cant breathe. Then i get the reocurring thought that Im gonna throw up. Sometimes do throw up, but havent in a while. ;) My main anxiety thought is ""oh no, what if i get anxiety and throw up in front of everyone at work""",3.4448062015503886,4.2413837131782985,4.54418604651163,88.01224806201553,72.33333333333334,7.9038759689922475,26.73643410852713,8.167268648758528,1.4932387596899224,485,16,106,7,9,159,82,129,0.237,0.725,0.038,-0.9676,0,0,0,0,1,0,13.0,0,2,0,2,4,12,7,3,4,0,11,2,2,1,0,17,23,14,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,8,7,0,0,4,0,0,7,3,10,0,0,2,3,13,2,18,18,2,23,0,0,0,0,5,9,3,2,8,72,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206249050814347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4921442706162734,0.0,0.11088074551167372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421535963939435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583967095334932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137789088737614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07291175175315673,0.10301636615000312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30135377612726644,0.0,0.08195206959873816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665408654275737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557605291388069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14745406564670874,0.0,0.07044873861551097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600344506546787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16417242839649193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5075621882240176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533742375280807,0.0,0.0,0.18475616904392966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426172896804773,0.0,0.10206536084781008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603698132959262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22895706833551896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497917203299437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xeksx,2019/03/21,"I did it!! I requested a letter of recommendation from my professor! And she said yes!
My anxiety constantly makes me overthink every single social interaction. I HATE making phone calls and I HATE writing emails, especially for important adult things. Anyway, I’m applying to a field school for this summer and I need two letters of recommendation. First of all I was nervous because I’m not the most outgoing or talkative student and I hardly go to office hours unless I really need to. I was legitimately TERRIFIED about writing these emails and possible rejection. My stupid brain had this all worked up in my head thinking I’ll get rejected or she thinks I’m an awful terrible student and hates me. I procrastinated for a week before I finally sat down and did it. I hyperventilated as I pressed send. Well, I did it and she agreed!! It wasn’t nearly as awful as I’d made it out in my brain. Take THAT anxiety. I win this round :)",3.342395644283118,6.177417413793105,5.342498487598308,73.07077132486391,78.88505747126436,8.950514216575922,27.54869933454325,9.414487439383343,3.1937287356321837,746,32,128,23,19,256,107,174,0.233,0.685,0.08199999999999999,-0.9831,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,3,3,10,4,1,5,3,7,3,3,3,2,25,25,14,0,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,11,9,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,8,1,2,10,4,25,2,21,15,4,14,0,2,1,0,17,6,0,3,6,88,36,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24020536802720785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570423970706718,0.0,0.13359333826923106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505223409476836,0.16031203589060267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16965856017572478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227719389065226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17198312484000114,0.0,0.13354202246807342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820247318342417,0.0,0.08922531674876058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14063895326880987,0.4650076854456093,0.16112476397517272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15461094653439442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14855486299035842,0.20959414649388108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328233647406287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769911306032568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057664062022666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14934060718699796,0.0,0.0,0.15888988640364868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600392150468251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804260720471473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430218567418556,0.2011953613857468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15336377837107326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12593395206519747,0.0,0.1411596379760117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142960747974908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,april7074,2019/03/21,"thinking myself to numbness Having anxiety and depression can be the worst combination. Lately I’ve been feeling sick every night I try to sleep because I think so, so much. I’ve had this fear lately, kind of an existential crisis. I joke light about it but I think about the concept of growing old and death too much at night. I fear that I’m never going to be someone and that I’m going to fade away, sad and alone when I’m old. I think about how I might never find a partner in life. I feel a weight on my chest from all of the pressure I put on myself. I constantly feel like I’m running out of time.
And every single night now this happens. I either feel immobile and paralyzed because the weight of overthinking becomes too much. Or when this happens at school or work and I have to try so hard to feel present but my minds completely else where. People talk to me and I nod acting like I agree but nothing registers in my mind sometimes because it feels clouded in a way. It makes me feel stupid sometimes whenever I realize how absent minded my anxiety can make me seem sometimes. Like i’m not all there. 
And lately I’m scared that there might be a more serious under lying health issue going on causing this to happen. I’ve never been to the doctor for this reason but i know i have to do it soon. However I can’t even see a doctor for a month or two because I currently have no insurance. i’m scared i’m just going to waste away. ",2.901413793103448,4.782740796551725,4.274000000000001,85.08100000000002,75.51724137931033,6.9848275862068965,25.393103448275863,7.839951260653429,1.4845544827586208,1141,40,222,17,25,377,145,290,0.215,0.727,0.058,-0.9933,2,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,19,16,1,5,12,0,16,10,2,6,5,51,47,23,1,0,10,0,10,3,1,2,6,0,0,1,12,10,2,0,16,1,0,8,6,11,0,1,3,12,28,5,34,39,9,43,0,2,1,0,2,13,0,6,24,149,40,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384977714502552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386781524761782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15212850496510202,0.0,0.0,0.19740899514129026,0.08941356837411664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831678578432946,0.0,0.0,0.08488464855053718,0.0874886159273641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973042450236303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16573125655043025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676313957510018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053473082660385717,0.0,0.1364239870981129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822042198313369,0.2865494072187648,0.05783758730701573,0.0,0.0,0.07399564977231464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18404493023975704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21477704285778776,0.0,0.07252394075617027,0.0,0.0,0.0860563178961066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450083648869698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843070129439959,0.04449330418557103,0.0,0.2739780212590738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057184192258774864,0.11865838087544373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808238478644457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17177078100195592,0.2452384904968595,0.0,0.06462121706853394,0.0,0.17854396552556687,0.0,0.1873232100882352,0.0,0.0,0.2279254303533086,0.0,0.07768296386848718,0.0,0.1699070592799268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05612722479358865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138680547383033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323999993846162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16210945841967134,0.0819354840210434,0.06451435601265622,0.07370262112257059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101811412749177,0.0,0.06859684536516192,0.0,0.24021348019712616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06507229678954495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20750268869915128,0.0,0.0,0.04720822066577365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109932570659964,0.0,0.07908581028377748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06426199866470167,0.0,0.1971740764406042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058939586541379374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CuriousMeAlways,2019/03/21,"Memory Loss- not remembering significant parts about events that you experienced some anxiety around Anyone else experience this? There are events in high school and small things that I don’t recall. I’ll see pictures that I’m in and hardly recall the event,",8.468666666666664,10.188668755555558,7.56666666666667,67.53000000000003,61.444444444444436,11.333333333333336,28.333333333333336,11.20814326018867,3.471666666666668,214,6,34,6,3,66,37,45,0.128,0.872,0.0,-0.5562,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,4,4,2,8,0,1,1,0,1,5,0,1,3,20,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301695846848652,0.0,0.0,0.21037974007285692,0.3082833771260879,0.0,0.26784374153702883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513435833278768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943148045456153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26952611201203064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.317892383681547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258197675285528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408342529063361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30450292984302324,0.23975949684686465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19988887805064967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anonhotty36,2019/03/21,"Anxiety when starting things I've always been a pretty bright person but when there is something I need to do I always feel this intense anxiety about starting it where it feels like way too much so I do whatever i can to forget about it. I guess you could call it procrastination but it's not really, I more like procrastinate because when I think of what I need to do I get this huge feeling in my chest like a pit and so I push things off and keep pushing it off until it becomes worse and worse. I've done this my entire life with school and even ended up failing 10 courses in highschool because the amount of course work became so big and skipping class in avoidance... I'm just bringing this up because I'm older now and in something I really want to succeed at but I've been putting off studying and I am feeling that pit right now because I'm trying to start studying again... does anyone else struggle with this and how do you cope with it??? I wouldnt call myself lazy, I just get really bad anxiety for starting things. Once I start I am fine it's just getting past the initial feeling is the hardest thing for me.",4.0192620798319325,5.499386120535719,4.614894957983194,85.44481092436976,71.72321428571429,6.877731092436974,28.801470588235286,7.285733465282438,1.5920344537815123,897,35,174,9,17,286,120,224,0.12,0.7290000000000001,0.151,0.5188,0,1,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,3,21,10,0,2,5,0,14,2,1,1,0,34,37,19,0,5,7,0,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,20,11,0,2,6,0,0,4,2,4,0,0,3,6,22,6,25,32,3,34,0,1,1,0,5,14,0,1,18,117,42,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830952610558105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525010010786417,0.0,0.0,0.07693037150237311,0.11273117231774732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186428900115616,0.2682750629260715,0.1215113357161986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246907851104438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878441065305095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628153299371356,0.11259133555845607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919097781633106,0.0,0.0974473816398992,0.0,0.0,0.07266890044852614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781537031713634,0.07860017910114156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724468280742769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212023159645658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779315664218599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777122276805037,0.1612544786689266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087928237879842,0.16316075185810058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717049565873958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502903662079166,0.0,0.09606750482318407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193255466844693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060311787827412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21144991596405507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395871320612267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134876156930464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16940157056370608,0.0,0.0,0.3893728706649914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501952707594228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923765499910517,0.07049805003598124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07469813442472165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648941897085674,0.08733083172420268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009777506292537,0.0,0.22424489110330634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fivebroats,2019/03/21,Trying to get through an anxiety attack I’m having one right now and I’m struggling to calm down. I’m alone and keep pacing which just makes my heart pound. ,1.1156250000000014,3.6526993125000047,1.9112500000000023,95.60875,87.125,4.45,17.375,5.985473137389443,-0.37365,126,3,26,1,4,39,26,32,0.267,0.669,0.064,-0.743,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,5,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530209995959359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607516766612716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38776959073006745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17808166844170684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4039125462369105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029658827274089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275220806492438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23097087138194286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29108667174513336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35633365102379433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314168701689489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lemonyflamingo,2019/03/21,"So anxious I couldn't even tell my dog bit me So backstory: I was right outside of my apartment in the hall taking to someone who was dropping off a package for me. My dad opens my apartment door and my pomeranian walks out and runs around me. He's panting because he's so excited to be outside.

After about 2-3 minutes, my neighbor comes outside. She is irate. I have lived in front of this person for 3 years and I have never interacted with her. She is yelling at me because my dog is not on a leash and now her dog is freaking out because of it. I am very confused because her dog isn't even outside. Mine wasn't even barking so I don't know how he was affecting her dog. I also don't know what could have been solved by my dog having had a leash on or not if her dog was inside her apartment. 

In spite of my confusion I tell her ""okay, I'll grab my dog. I'm in the middle of a conversation but if it will make you feel better I'll carry him."" It did NOT make her feel better. She started yelling profanities at me and said she wasn't going back into her apartment until I went back into mine with my dog. It was a lot and I was embarassed because the person delivering my package was still there and my neighbor is going crazy and I have no idea what the fuck caused it. 

Anyway the delivery person started yelling back at my neighbor and told me to just go inside because it wasn't worth it. My neighbor is so infuriated for some reason and she slams her door. I go into my apartment with my dog in my hands.

I guess I was so shocked it numbed me because I looked down and my dog had bitten the crap out of my hand. I didn't even feel it. I am so confused because I've never felt so out of my body like that. 

Anyway I don't respond well to someone yelling at me. Anxiety doesn't help. Its been three hours and I am still sad. I couldn't stop crying for a while. I don't know why yelling triggers me but my eye hasn't stopped twitching and I am dreading ever seeing my neighbor again. 

I feel like I avoid any social situations that cause tension and now I literally live next to someone I have a situation with. I don't know how I'm going to deal with this and I just resigned my lease. Maybe it's not a big deal but I feel like I'm going to think about avoiding her all the time. And I know she behaved out of proportion but I can't help feeling like now I have to avoid. UGH

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anxiety,birdsinthetrap711,2019/03/21,"consumed. i look at myself in the mirror ALLLL the time. whenever i get presented anything reflective, i immediately feel the need to grasp it just so i can see what i look like. it’s almost as if i am completely consumed by the way i look. i can stand infront of a mirror for hours and just tear myself down into shreds. i need to make sure that i look okay because if i don’t look presentable, who’s going to want to talk to me? obviously no one if my hair is undone AND i’m breaking out on my cheek...are you kidding me? 
i look absolutely disgusting and it’s embarrassing that i even let myself step foot out of the front door. everyone is watching you and judging you. they all probably think you’re hideous and that you’re an idiot. i mean, i can’t blame them for thinking that way. if you’re walking in the hallways, make sure to look down to avoid any type of eye contact. if they look at you, they will see all your imperfections and never talk to you again. don’t stand up in class, it draws more attention to you. if you do stand up, only go to the bathroom. there’s a big stall in there with a mirror. a mirror that you can be completely consumed by. ",1.8069840396257604,3.9044996708860786,3.514771601541004,88.21659328563568,79.71729957805907,6.653384700055036,23.384516602458266,7.7425588080867325,1.1199544670702617,910,31,192,15,23,303,124,237,0.083,0.8640000000000001,0.052000000000000005,-0.8340000000000001,0,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,9,4,0,7,8,2,2,12,1,13,3,3,2,6,38,36,14,0,9,8,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,11,10,0,1,7,0,0,5,5,4,0,1,0,14,35,4,33,33,3,32,0,0,12,0,18,15,0,7,7,129,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269185047047775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653058163529855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926102531129334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860291138180827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359906251696604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433114480800602,0.0,0.0,0.10753612180560128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05690325039102219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058797138207927716,0.0,0.1279173528082892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082853900957652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507905676269282,0.0,0.05498101632150861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7560373311887185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024171031582506,0.0,0.0,0.12258828732079748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16689292666452596,0.08679724428458017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762595407235585,0.0855912071855496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133639728337267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17935849965592435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21213391264154388,0.0,0.0,0.18090964930422884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422127577445287,0.0,0.0,0.06562256955938532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06637859363019398,0.17865691262779998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PensiveinNJ,2019/03/21,"extra sensitive or buzzy feeling on the skin Anyone have any insight into this symptom of my anxiety? I'm not surprised that I'm anxious, my long term girlfriend just moved back to her home country so obviously that's a super huge thing going on for me right now.

The worst thing I feel though is this sort of excited energy to the touch of my skin. I don't see that as a common symptom of anxiety so I thought maybe someone would have some insight about what's going on there or if I can do anything about it (feels in some ways like RLS).",3.96323394495413,5.223394990825688,4.879713302752292,84.34507454128442,71.56880733944953,7.651834862385322,29.22133027522936,8.07648339933343,1.9410816513761475,430,17,85,6,8,140,76,109,0.099,0.773,0.128,0.4959,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,9,5,0,0,5,0,7,4,2,0,1,17,16,7,0,2,5,0,6,1,1,1,2,0,1,0,9,1,0,0,6,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,7,9,4,15,14,5,16,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,6,6,60,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373988669965165,0.0,0.3091307555954378,0.22825556390684776,0.0,0.14127593813000103,0.0,0.16626743947426975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15536164708312197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064830541627321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22965589662977398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20266958320620007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870994297275727,0.0,0.0,0.17880520898506336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20298333671429716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21474395198055105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725470070461472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610052747041491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17119374065656434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4200083251363469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684620558859825,0.0,0.1985101206026996,0.16040272404276065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16037547900219612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435283693393277,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nezalli,2019/03/21,"My body stops breathing I keep falling asleep but since I'm so anxious right now, my body immediately stops breathing right when I begin to fall asleep so I wake up in a panic. I'm also terrified that I'm not alone in my room although I know logically I am. I don't know how to fall asleep without fear of suffocating. It's like my body is forcing me to be awake in case of a danger that isn't present and I don't know if it'll stop once I calm down. This has happened before and it lasted weeks. I'm so tired, does anyone have experience with a situation like this? ",2.2913445378151245,3.8981901092437,4.123268907563027,86.69599579831936,76.47899159663866,6.776806722689076,24.50504201680673,7.554174236665415,1.0322430252100845,449,15,98,6,10,152,73,119,0.233,0.652,0.115,-0.9467,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,1,2,3,0,9,10,9,1,0,16,19,11,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,7,3,0,4,4,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,0,0,13,3,12,17,0,20,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,1,11,56,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16221577026798634,0.0,0.1252525743980524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17694112950981486,0.0,0.1095155081322912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13327593306990052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5219236095029471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706317548768412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532088373125031,0.0,0.17624613250251958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385025483641502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921507243987996,0.0,0.0,0.2582302251470591,0.127669890582327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15303766098404492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680000524608735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18376513101647154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26751297359606085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956142387859476,0.17605252608051014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3928353430472436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18001684870679935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125634744846667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15098045094274906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,princxsszelda,2019/03/21,"How do you prevent yourself from overthinking? I have always had an issue with overthinking. It always affects my friendships, relationships and more. Nine out of ten times, I end up sad after and feel like a big pile of crap. 

I don’t know how to stop overthinking, or ways to counter it. I just wanna not worry so much about every little thing. ",3.768666666666668,6.163436661538463,4.247307692307693,83.90685897435898,74.69230769230771,6.7948717948717965,24.679487179487186,7.793537801064563,1.457871794871795,273,9,49,4,6,86,53,65,0.115,0.759,0.126,-0.0757,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,5,3,1,0,2,0,4,1,1,3,0,15,6,6,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,1,6,1,11,5,2,9,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,1,5,38,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4707097525556027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505222288900561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23831435465350465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301807707880268,0.20206897022991124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952231897606472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15544763496408776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818682019227926,0.2834912331318094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20792819418627306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036763593903589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364762876701367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18791378420411234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16493282276251126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245141351793052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28724914688495834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CZILLROY,2019/03/21,"I noticed how physically tense I always am, and have been conciously working on relaxing my muscles It takes a lot of effort, but I'm always doing a mental check of how tense I am and just letting my muscles relax. 

I think it's been helping with anxiety. Since I'm not so tense all the time, less things push me into that anxiety mindset. And I think the more I work on it, letting my muscles relax will slowly become the default. For now it's a constant reminder every few minutes. Relax the muscles. Go from head to toe and think about all these muscles and mentally and physically relax them.

I think about it in terms of a catapult, or a slingshot or a bear trap. If I'm tense and something sets me off it will be an intense reaction. But if my muscles are relaxed, and something sets me off, it will be a less drastic reaction and it will take less work to get me back to a normal mindset. 

Might sound a little reductive. but even if you walk a centimetre at a time, you will eventually walk a mile. Every little bit pushing you in the right direction is a win. There are ways that we can teach ourselves to handle the tough moments, and the more tools we have, the better! 

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anxiety,chemarinara,2019/03/21,Anxiety about taking medication (Zoloft) I have recently been prescribed zoloft for my depression and anxiety but i have a ton of anxiety about taking it and mainly the effects it will have on my brain like side effects and thought changes. Should i be concerned or is it natural to have this sortve anxiety about taking medication?,6.377068965517242,9.12166532758621,6.430551724137935,69.61962068965519,68.13793103448276,10.846896551724136,37.46206896551725,10.793553405168565,5.109864827586207,271,15,41,9,5,86,38,58,0.146,0.75,0.104,0.09,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,2,0,9,5,1,2,0,9,13,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,1,7,8,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6317421294104146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23046917299859296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21839928040511808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17781716247983212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086222163090164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4159581763355152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20384685315944806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4656795681698725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639001565127676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MonochromeCyanide,2019/03/21,"I’m worried I’m never going to be able to get a job with how anxious I am.    I’ve been struggling to get a job for the past few months and no one has responded to any applications. 

    One of my friends told me that his work has openings and if I go down there in person and ask for an application I’ll almost definitely get the job. So I planned to go tomorrow.

     Now all my mind is just running through all the fucking ways this could go wrong: 

First, it’s a nursing home type place, I’m like hella young and if I just waltz in there to ask for a job everyone around that doesn’t know what I’m doing is gonna wonder who the fuck I am and why I’m there. 

Second, I’ve never been to this place idk where to go or what to say.  Also, my friend never told me which jobs were open, he does laundry stuff but there’s also food stuff and what if they ask me what I’m applying for like what do I say? There’s nursing jobs too and obviously I don’t have the skills for that so I can’t just say anything and even if I did wouldn’t that just look like I’m not prepared? 

Third, even though my friend told me to go apply if I ran into him while I was there I’d feel super fucking awkward for some reason and just want to bury my head in the ground. This isn’t even logical but somehow it still makes me hella anxious like how do I even fix this??

Also, if I did get an interview I only have one interview worthy outfit which is a dress (not like a prom dress or anything like it’s a dress that makes sense for an interview) but I’m not sure a dress would be a good idea because it seems a little over the top for a job at a nursing home even though it’s a rather interviewy dress like I’d rather have a nice dress shirt and some dress pants but I don’t have those and are people gonna judge me enough for a dress that I should go buy that stuff which might cost a lot? I don’t know.  

And on top of all those asinine worries that don’t make much sense to a logical person without anxiety, THE IDEA OF AN INTERVIEW IS ENOUGH TO INDUCE A PANIC ATTACK. We had mock interviews in school, I did terrible, I get so fucking anxious I can hardly function. I don’t know how to answer stupid questions like “tell me about yourself” there’s literally nothing to know I play video games half the day and sleep, I like animals but that’s not relevant at all, what the fuck do I say to such vague questions??? I don’t know what my skills are I hardly do anything???

Tl;dr: I’m a hopeless mess and idk how I’m ever gonna get any job much less the one I’m gonna apply for tomorrow.

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anxiety,iamfarhansubi,2019/03/21,"I am so scared meeting my crush next week. So I've had a crush on this girl for the past two years. And I finally had the nerve to talk to her and ask her out. She didn't say anything and a couple of days later, through a mutual friend of mine, she asked me to meet her. I am so scared and I feel like I'm gonna lose my ish. I am not very sociable and I hardly like talking to people irl. (A textrovert) and I feel like I'm gonna mess up. I'm scared something's gonna go wrong and I'm gonna screw up. I don't want it to be an awkward conversation and like I said, I'm not very good at talking. 

I don't wanna make her think I'm a creepo.",-0.934572072072072,0.6278307229729769,1.8120540540540555,99.64465765765767,86.36486486486488,5.298018018018019,17.2990990990991,6.42735559955562,-0.5240771171171175,489,11,132,5,15,170,80,148,0.211,0.698,0.091,-0.9238,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,3,14,1,4,8,0,9,1,0,1,0,17,28,11,0,2,2,0,3,4,1,4,0,2,0,1,2,9,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,8,0,1,4,5,20,6,15,19,0,13,0,1,0,1,18,5,1,0,11,68,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237821355200905,0.0,0.2812431812570747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16643591717902825,0.0,0.09700790131075923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521128733520648,0.21491892706701998,0.0,0.16477681522944418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162134542843211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854866635629334,0.12616443788262413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347460039372835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939487749824905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16828054171852733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040594384514458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599724616530133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14359208922652095,0.10428169200640472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430830475931757,0.11961933735697165,0.4517873993346707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580000263794253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627036204041123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638251112986412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14693764283588645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24822308701547124,0.08872110588388211,0.0,0.12065716081078147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644597161871366,0.0,0.0968649943506912
anxiety,wrt_80,2019/03/21,"Does anyone else's anxiety force them to run through a checklist to find something to be anxious about? Anytime when I'm feeling good or not anxious and I realize it, my anxiety will actually kick in and I can't stop myself from trying to *find* something to be anxious about.

Like today for instance, I had a great day at work and was feeling good until I realized I was feeling good and then the anxiety crept in.

*Wait... there MUST be something to be anxious about!

Is my cat okay? Yes, I took her to the vet yesterday.

Is my mom okay? Yes, I called her this morning.

Did I forget to pick up groceries? No, I'm doing that tomorrow.

Is there anyone mad at me? Oh right, ______ made a really disparaging remark to me! Great, we've found what we're going to be anxious about!* ",1.3223538011695908,3.828010855263159,3.1520175438596536,87.50467836257313,85.18421052631578,6.0093567251462,25.549707602339183,7.3871296695380915,1.5329637426900584,598,26,116,10,18,199,92,152,0.15,0.637,0.213,0.9174,0,0,3,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,1,7,9,1,0,5,4,16,0,0,2,1,20,26,8,0,1,2,1,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,8,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,7,3,17,8,23,12,0,17,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,9,76,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.11251955066553528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646205090226226,0.6513004870914372,0.0,0.16124572955587696,0.1181420274533818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177377310874505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436119713190463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090284062810403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632125091716648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17490269156630212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21077055912726206,0.0,0.0,0.12642429969224847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552961723177747,0.29013323171599875,0.0,0.2542449579420318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05633144957216622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910292800739828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504202650635788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386635321071075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846853045929532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662987253930025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639886101560104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929420424559624,0.0,0.12810639394476428,0.07828348509538692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394229693421874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,snc4444,2019/03/21,LEG TIGHTNESS /LOCKED UP ok does anyone else have their leg muscles get all tight and lock up  and get like jolts when they are talking  to their crush over text  im not sure  why this happens im not anxious more like excited idk its weird .  i would assume its some anxiety response .,1.190045454545455,3.842621163636366,1.4657954545454537,96.7986931818182,91.9090909090909,4.204545454545455,23.238636363636363,5.985473137389443,0.42504545454545495,224,9,45,2,8,67,44,55,0.139,0.675,0.187,0.6114,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,3,0,1,6,0,0,0,1,3,2,2,0,2,11,6,3,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,4,5,4,5,3,4,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,3,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961357396877373,0.2896449030345001,0.0,0.1792721049177657,0.2626992975151109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243664335347697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141788616392334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679037788893214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267226240846406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5538850037898828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505159687809703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416421893964905,0.0,0.0,0.20607456486551412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23134984488598684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821303275523016,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Baahsoap,2019/03/21,"Does Anyone Else Get Job-Related Anxiety Like This? I work two jobs that require me to maintain a certain public image. This extends past my work hours into my personal life.

I'm so incredibly anxious about it all the time. I'm always, always worried I'll do or say something wrong, and it will somehow get back to my employer, and I'll lose everything. I'm generally not someone who does or says controversial things but I still worry about it constantly.

Like how would anyone know where I work anyway? But what if they take a video and it goes viral? What if I accidentally like something on social media and somebody tells my work? I've deactivated my accounts on major social media platforms because of that last one. Otherwise I spend so much time stressing and checking and rechecking my activity logs and likes and stuff, and browsing my feed as if I'll actually find some viral video of me being an idiot.

It's to the point that I literally couldn't get off the couch even to shower the other day. I had written down how something that happened at work made me feel, and I started to get it in my head that I'd accidentally sent it out or posted it somewhere, and I got stuck checking and rechecking emails and apps and generally freaking out to the point of not wanting to do anything. I get this anxiety at random times, like in the car at the gym yesterday, it just suddenly hit me like, what if I did something stupid on the way here?

Idk. It's normal to worry a bit about your image when you work a public job, but not like this. Does anyone else experience this? Any tips for dealing",5.400898268398268,6.522173743506496,6.25922077922078,76.31002164502166,68.05844155844156,8.593939393939394,31.225108225108233,8.841846274778883,2.6023316017316014,1275,51,230,21,21,421,166,308,0.145,0.78,0.075,-0.9674,5,0,4,0,1,0,28.0,0,2,1,8,16,14,2,1,13,0,8,3,1,3,2,49,28,30,0,8,14,0,1,7,0,2,1,2,2,1,27,17,1,1,3,3,4,2,4,6,0,2,7,3,26,8,29,16,5,35,0,1,0,0,15,17,0,10,21,148,53,10,0.0,0.0,0.08402177515559113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432852097203254,0.0,0.0,0.05855136728638655,0.0,0.1317334618985291,0.0972691816869928,0.0,0.18061064526219636,0.17644049960029226,0.07085346574707806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620605438334852,0.0,0.05248613267273277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399956621042226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930441715612976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05552777049643184,0.08876594820042588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260416719850577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385202285999438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0568686408423135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773816764298461,0.08422291794953275,0.0,0.0,0.04353505542805434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869439765650164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22492007515417453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688625232229078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613848503321975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836406584231174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479175716038606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563247095203586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04731864350681125,0.07018348881016957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0608154071100754,0.2944508624058669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632455885864248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147047896683543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06329385518144617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436031686727913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05834400160806786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219277469091157,0.0,0.07517973155898604,0.0,0.0,0.16278581317163454,0.0,0.0824605839317965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694132172626405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17553745789106134,0.07295276740940694,0.2651378241600081,0.0,0.0,0.06094245488487252,0.0,0.06876005833223993,0.0,0.09862795780198737,0.0,0.09856459901015133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647369433344386,0.0,0.07525572814029807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057201419415769714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506178742058256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410778501990784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0507843705424378,0.06834265653024513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760936170114543,0.2623180465027689,0.0,0.061163402966169886,0.09413750068763513,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwitallaway849,2019/03/21,"Everything’s Piling Up Like the title says, everything in my life is just piling up right now. Work is coming in faster than I can do it. It’s not that I don’t want to do work, but it’s just too much for me. But I’m in too deep to just give up at this point. Even though I feel like I’m working towards nothing. It feels as if I’m working for no other purpose than to get rid of the work.  Social anxiety has been killing me too since my friend group abandoned me last year. I have no friends to vent to or hang out with or laugh with. It’s almost impossible to make friends because I’m already a Junior (third year college student) and everybody already has their friend groups. My roommates are nice enough but just dreadful roommates and I don’t mesh with them personality-wise. I just wish I could pause everything for a couple days. I stood in the shower earlier tonight and thought “How much worse would it even be to just walk into traffic? Not to die but just get hurt enough to stop everything for a month or two.” I hope I just need a good night of sleep but this has been building up for a while. I just want to quit.",3.4293124522536296,4.573932909090914,3.961359816653936,90.86372039724985,72.72294372294374,6.993735676088617,26.575248281130644,7.285733465282438,1.0748750190985483,886,30,195,9,17,279,126,231,0.136,0.6890000000000001,0.175,0.9242,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,6,17,14,1,1,8,0,17,2,1,2,0,44,35,16,2,8,20,0,2,2,4,1,1,1,1,0,10,9,0,2,3,0,0,3,6,4,0,2,4,3,19,10,35,28,4,29,0,2,0,0,11,15,0,6,13,129,29,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974003715429627,0.0,0.24187384755088176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838371825334722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668059492545541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944033564633598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749987955169798,0.12126088858854595,0.0,0.07067743857474815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373865438172745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22647458978487256,0.0,0.1447682784317913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3939750243012494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108254906817225,0.07829217548821125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33868042358435885,0.0,0.11451405056472358,0.10513013407422797,0.0,0.0919201342187763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884906785364327,0.0,0.0,0.11731994638267786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124673572314397,0.0,0.0,0.08933168349809817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.077407703604755,0.10708172327836556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731531641522869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747487408379068,0.0,0.16112469568837184,0.08126069408076815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284418041577337,0.0,0.10515598113302052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359937206571213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656402927699976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359052545560204,0.0,0.0871515438862685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065520506592896,0.0,0.10967062604674199,0.1117147130773075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09162338478790596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767307305708744,0.0870033939427123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705495207636057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292797891030414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602479394431415,0.0,0.0,0.3989195147616874,0.0,0.11168308117977238,0.07785064333605514,0.0,0.0,0.14114664054700024
anxiety,TheLejend27,2019/03/21,"Test Anxiety Hello everyone, 

I have been having test anxiety for the past few years. I do consider myself effective at understanding the course material/content well and applying them in a non-test environment (worksheets, lessons. etc.) However, when faced with the prospect of having to do it in an exam environment, I tend to let anxiety get in my way. I have severe difficulties sleeping the day before an exam and it has become regular for me to go to examinations with only 2-3 hours of sleep the night before. I have always ended up not performing to the best of my abilities/potential during these examinations and can't help but feel bad over the fact that I could have definitely done better. I have had two anxiety attacks in the night so far where I feel a clenching feeling near my chest and abdomen area that has affected my sleep. I do have other areas of my life generally set in order except this one thing. I also do recognise that this is a problem that can be solved but I am completely lost over what the solution is.

​

I should perhaps be slightly more articulate in explaining this problem. For instance, I consider myself a decent driver on the road (zero safety incidents, have been driving huge vehicles like manual trucks and tanks for two years on the public road in the military) but when it comes to my civilian **automatic** car driving test, I end up failing it (have failed my past three attempts). During the practical lessons, I make very minor mistakes but am mostly calm, composed, and stress-free. However, I always let test anxiety (compounded by the lack of sleep due to the anxiety of contemplating over the outcome of the test the night before) get to me during the test. It's either I over-focus on one area of the test and lose focus on the other areas of the test or I tell myself before the test that I should take it easy and relax and end up making an unnecessary/silly mistake. My testers also tell me that I seem not confident and too stiff when I am driving during the test (something that does not happen to me outside of the test).  I would really appreciate it if I could seek some advice over this matter from this community. Thank you :)",7.704386283516719,7.8524425921375975,8.271992308514047,67.27440444396967,62.882063882063896,11.402585193889545,35.386069864330736,11.030560184262038,4.140076679841897,1753,72,290,44,23,585,206,407,0.13699999999999998,0.7390000000000001,0.124,-0.5720000000000001,2,0,1,0,0,0,54.0,0,1,1,11,9,17,1,0,32,0,36,9,7,4,1,54,53,22,0,11,11,0,3,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,24,13,0,1,11,1,0,6,4,10,1,6,5,3,40,7,48,39,8,54,0,4,0,0,8,29,0,5,17,222,64,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852984576855594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13961103907568692,0.14526400025080252,0.09457832365264794,0.10606650638253824,0.0,0.0,0.40065816310598257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993046039815698,0.0,0.0,0.07288323042089054,0.0,0.096404585242503,0.2971083283372392,0.0,0.09160512591306022,0.07720062178024764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519232367759955,0.09152156082990033,0.0,0.0,0.13938740128494986,0.0,0.0,0.05629461744910277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638778061373863,0.08932764126438167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23193822258452945,0.0,0.0973510587875638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340902276238563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324088434869876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912105022350309,0.0,0.04960873245632967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718996908717538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05850842746971228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596274421801038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17851920831486304,0.06165527712828187,0.042645324797466695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765481566109896,0.09528698889960674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653306837907244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457463333472155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829948228110733,0.06638772933717342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666557388109969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16704885565318092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05591999936446907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946523944640582,0.0,0.0986124838743237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494108481124705,0.0,0.0,0.06719985445541278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999002489404664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06563097036411081,0.0,0.15259004237470655,0.08036460267356578,0.0,0.0,0.057991379714468425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17053865263657011,0.09087162747752756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720231215022764,0.0,0.06928647900734282,0.0,0.0,0.07848389861929622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06200807886005625,0.0,0.10606650638253824,0.11242337433346508
anxiety,jenified,2019/03/21,"Putting my dog down on Friday.... I can barely function. I literally can’t handle this. My husbands and my first dog, that we got 10 years ago from a rescue. 

We don’t have kids, so he is like my baby. 

I’m so effing heartbroken. And tomorrow I go see a new psych doc. Gonna be a crying mess. Awesome. ",-1.309047619047618,0.6889321428571407,1.851126984126985,93.01192857142858,100.5873015873016,4.424761904761905,17.411111111111108,6.2581,-0.054338412698412775,227,7,50,3,10,80,50,63,0.155,0.695,0.15,-0.0792,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,11,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,1,1,9,1,3,8,0,9,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,6,28,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372104625206997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4178624605456075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235765038298006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161957375894385,0.0,0.30424858313463643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858490832726995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3674022941678695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38241706341035536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30313747333532104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24497153155155704
anxiety,honestlyigotnoclue,2019/03/21,"My anxiety stops me from taking advantage of opportunities. My anxiety stops me from taking advantage of opportunities. I'm considering applying for a really great job this summer that I want to do but I'm worried everyone else at the job would hate me, know more than me and see me as incompetent, they'd flat out reject my app, etc. I've also gotten into some great colleges this year, and even though I know I'm really lucky to be able to go to college in the first place, my anxiety is making me dread it going. Similarly, I've got the opportunity to continue an activity in college, but I'm worried I'm not qualified enough. 

Also, my anxiety makes me think that people hate me. It's just constant, and it plays a role in messing up a lot of relationships that I care about. Ugh. ",5.398627450980391,6.2075252352941215,7.498568627450982,68.55255882352942,67.8888888888889,11.34875816993464,31.63986928104575,11.20814326018867,3.8740096732026137,623,25,115,20,10,222,92,153,0.219,0.612,0.16899999999999998,-0.8528,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,6,6,16,2,1,7,0,5,0,0,2,0,21,26,9,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,2,3,1,0,2,1,6,0,1,2,1,17,10,21,21,5,17,0,1,1,0,3,8,0,3,7,74,25,6,0.1343729476763451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21491599541832868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4111797487098898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370021756435426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452094195739093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225135542354224,0.0,0.0,0.1388431751027359,0.14986135654369684,0.08875206463877394,0.0,0.0,0.1283991099309132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429756064904703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527344855805226,0.0,0.10747032145915364,0.29629329838269625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653309330262149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666888329656135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769571577349366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423907489234672,0.0,0.0,0.17938997199399856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315728278680167,0.0,0.14039113049775245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17216550219487786,0.0,0.0,0.14426625813255248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070778419738638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224683602159456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20206346746587744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610075912918022,0.13202073884328927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925664602253446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729245019668564,0.0,0.09545468668106212,0.0,0.0,0.086531772713422
anxiety,babygengar99,2019/03/22,I feel alone Ive been struggling a lot emotionally lately going from stressed to angry to sad at the drop of a hat. I don’t feel like I can talk to anyone around me because they don’t understand or just tell me I’m stressed over nothing. I feel like I need to distance myself from everyone and I feel so alone. I don’t choose to feel like this. I don’t know what to do. ,0.14706944444444048,2.2585850125,2.036666666666669,96.2927777777778,86.375,5.055555555555556,20.13888888888889,6.42735559955562,0.016472222222221774,291,9,68,3,9,96,48,80,0.249,0.6579999999999999,0.093,-0.8909999999999999,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,3,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,14,18,3,0,1,2,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,8,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,5,13,3,12,17,1,6,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,2,4,42,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542992660743976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195976941419888,0.0,0.0,0.1522651081662992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042666189411465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924010797372214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634395335251995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4324240331443618,0.3665808443166255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720804563958237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400111458201978,0.0,0.19294468265692605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25068985684382433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541519112400195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268266961124716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641209912668312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3918598368527068,0.1788119562006847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374784035170147,0.14949968552778164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780624675092167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Emie-,2019/03/22,"Finally was able to get out of the house after a year and a half of being afraid I (16f) have not been able to get out of the house due to my anxiety. On a typical weekend I tend to stay home and either sleep or try and finish my homework. There have been times where I have made plans to hang out with some friends but I always end up messaging them ‘oh I can’t make it because of so and so’ it really depressing. 

Last week, I decided to essentially ‘grow some balls’ and leave me house. As well leaving my house I decided to step further out of my extremely small comfort by wearing short and a t-shirt. (My usual outfits consists of a sweater and a pair of jeans.) Granted it took me about an hour to get out of the house once I felt a sense of fear and doubt. But me being me decided to stop being ‘a little bitch’ and do it. 

After I realized that I was outside I was euphoric and felt like a bit of weight had been chipped if my shoulders. For the rest of the day I could not stop talking about because it was a moment that I acknowledged that anxiety had been kicking my ass for the better part of my whole did not mean I couldn’t kick it’s ass right back. 

Sorry if there’s anything in my post that might offend anyone, my use of language is pretty much all over the place. ",4.607386363636363,4.611373905303033,5.4609090909090945,85.29886363636366,69.41666666666667,8.721212121212123,29.37878787878788,8.472884824447931,1.904860606060606,997,34,216,14,16,327,145,264,0.127,0.773,0.1,-0.6566,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,2,9,11,2,3,17,0,23,6,5,3,1,45,34,18,0,4,9,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,10,16,1,2,8,2,0,4,5,6,1,1,15,3,29,5,40,13,9,40,0,1,0,2,4,16,3,7,19,153,39,1,0.20874357968471965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684569019860251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15968826710250758,0.0,0.0,0.07297918222276645,0.0,0.08588908998742488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802554639026711,0.0,0.12724814868794673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230836643203116,0.11394696245128708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333238137928925,0.0,0.0,0.06731116998558097,0.0,0.0898952696537427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244242661183943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744728065747526,0.0,0.0,0.20042657186198976,0.11433419411952205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063738592678825,0.0,0.16358985721760766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469341516746576,0.0,0.10278518889868993,0.6021551612666888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507693903874661,0.0,0.22102931069259216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05099078449423485,0.10460795287506466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875911115314356,0.06966898018000559,0.0,0.0,0.1136914767769904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072197528556227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672527470619113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115254985538764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302447744260467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109046305982184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999593236414938,0.10618363260544464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06686324116543667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891329382476043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444716590075777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683567368423042,0.0,0.11124644086343216,0.0,0.1745189795351892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838900911421568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06086002999278022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596089885105065,0.07086159415874266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014371546222344,0.11495078097595755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372075420222824,0.12709672210410194,0.09384277361633887,0.0,0.0,0.11652737602749735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672120106949326
anxiety,Ticklemesarah_,2019/03/22,"Today was a good day Lately, things have been incredibly stressful. I go to college, and the semester is at the point where everything is due. My gran died about a month ago, and a couple of weeks ago my boyfriend and I split up after 6 years (though we still have to live together in a one-bedroom apartment for a while). 

But today, I spent time with a good friend and I had so much fun. I keep smiling, and just genuinely feel happy. 
In general, despite everything going on, I've felt true joy on and off this past week, which I don't remember feeling in years. It just feels like even though there's a lot of shit going on, I'm actually gonna be able to get through it. There's a light at the end of the tunnel, and I'm not out yet but that little bit of optimism that it is going to get better has felt so good. 

I remember talking to my therapist a while ago, and telling her some of my favourite memories. We realized that in those memories, something shitty happened, but I laughed it off with a friend or family member and it became something I cherished. With school, I feel like I've finally cultivated a decent social support group. I feel like this point in my life will become a fond memory later, despite the chaos. 

I don't really have a point to this post, I just wanted to share. I hope that whoever you are, you can find your light at the end of the tunnel, or your little piece of optimism that keeps you going and brings you joy.",5.079231064975012,5.428192519031147,5.9014244521337975,81.3489917339485,68.44636678200692,9.46720492118416,29.204344482891198,9.444778638647367,2.3854750480584395,1134,38,230,22,18,373,156,289,0.042,0.71,0.248,0.9964,0,0,2,0,0,0,35.0,2,6,0,1,14,22,1,1,20,0,16,2,1,0,1,44,41,21,1,2,9,0,7,3,2,2,1,0,0,0,16,16,0,2,11,0,1,6,3,2,0,0,6,9,28,20,36,32,5,53,0,0,0,0,16,22,1,5,27,151,44,2,0.09362717531989877,0.0,0.09136661722981114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489845253417704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034038592272495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280562803875195,0.10221662622352287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359668867413224,0.0,0.06038178249837519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717022615741852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16585177463098058,0.0,0.0,0.06183986627987241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682921361248192,0.0,0.08826336828638479,0.0,0.2367035651179624,0.2006618182683896,0.17979354201773762,0.10256399410277464,0.08557354204309119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467224679980709,0.0,0.09783266957098716,0.0,0.26605240686700204,0.2355900976412564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279420192689156,0.099667869118283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299291079059868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16644027066635084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561553187355208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613164281297194,0.13722452571001034,0.1876780528240856,0.08267451113683973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959847631750422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473231808498698,0.0,0.06882674674099018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634441970871059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937773297855517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26552383096442883,0.0,0.08966895301475684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059979965970769135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121226762208107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947556999400677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610695000721377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544111449042293,0.0,0.14415754754236718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477078315362394,0.0,0.10724961299573896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062470090207961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525397698776701,0.08183427801439154,0.0,0.0,0.10870836686030977,0.06220173500362827,0.0,0.1839764487613333,0.0,0.05459475885883204,0.0,0.1774952293300057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055223733800142734,0.0,0.1502041450749341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058566243698488
anxiety,Homestuck613,2019/03/22,Trying not to break down I was having a decent day until my mom took me to get groceries (a necessary evil) I should have asked to to bring me some other time. Wal-Mart was super crowded and I basically shut down then I had to get some other things at Safeway (they have better meat and it's on sale) I miscalculated how much money I had left on my EBT card and got something I didn't need as a treat. I was fine with just having the cashier just take it off and I just get the essentials but his register wouldn't let him void the item and there was a huve line behind me and the people directly behind me were getting impatient and I know there werw talking shut aboutme under their breath amx the cashier had to void my whole receipt abd start over and I couldn't get out of there quick enoivbNd now I'm trying not to start crying because my mom still has to take me home and she's on the0bonewitbmy grandma,1.921988620199148,4.234944681081082,2.8138549075391204,92.23102418207684,80.56756756756756,5.408250355618777,21.088193456614512,6.5966054737557815,0.2884054054054057,726,21,151,7,19,229,113,185,0.026,0.921,0.053,0.5722,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,2,10,5,1,0,9,0,18,1,1,1,0,25,34,14,0,4,6,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,11,0,0,1,0,2,2,5,1,0,0,11,0,25,4,24,19,5,25,0,0,0,0,10,13,0,2,9,109,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16285341665402164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061906587451905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15406567938600296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913504402115766,0.1123445418323072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4550613605800644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13932359523405174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17473673035794793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573572425783937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18926873058590515,0.17813122795027667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080416986577493,0.0,0.0,0.12805699017965974,0.1291670387265687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076829569199155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410761458352174,0.0,0.0,0.24659921012377065,0.0,0.13911628687117195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26195333158563905,0.14001530289333824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157306911293194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157737841882727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19354252874633576,0.23654063154677546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944879976612276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bamfzula,2019/03/22,"Newer anxiety issues For the past 3-4 years I’ve noticed that I am developing some rare anxiety. It happens randomly and very rarely but I feel that I’ve narrowed it down to when it does happen, it is while I am sitting watching tv/movie or playing video games. The feeling I get is hard to describe. It’s like I feel super antsy inside, like I need to just get up and expend a ton of energy. It feels like my insides are freaking out except I’m just sitting there.

Can anyone help me with tips to get rid of it quicker when it hits? Or possibly explain what’s going on with me or point me to an article or something?",3.6867366579177614,4.649604795275593,5.244041994750656,82.59883639545058,71.91338582677166,7.8491688538932625,29.85914260717411,8.167268648758528,2.095873840769904,487,20,97,7,9,165,85,127,0.059,0.75,0.19,0.9618,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,21,20,10,0,1,8,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,0,5,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,6,10,5,15,19,2,15,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,6,9,61,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047616353924267,0.0,0.0,0.13927920521258486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17431367001262985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4028684738999309,0.14230232170965298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31220773650983397,0.0,0.1132050198298628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35228846005579606,0.0,0.1784363011955116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335137457453374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20790399078923444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29194445818170783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769784284730136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22678064267491985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901506577845667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18830018556366246,0.224558288832635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15334721286994418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16435370335356173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827268195134214
anxiety,Trout_DB,2019/03/22,"Accepting emotions My wife was diagnosed with GAD a while ago.

She went to therapy for this, but found that a lot of the things discussed there she already knew. She knows how to recognize her feelings, describe them, understand where they come from. Then, it was the end of the group therapy.

Of course, her anxiety isn't over. That takes time. But she is having a hard time *accepting* her feelings: if she feels afraid, she's disappointed in herself. If she is angry but wants to forget about it, she gets angry at herself for being angry. If she is sad, she gets sad even more because she is sad all the time. In every case it's a vicious circle. 

She *knows* that her feelings are allowed to be there, but she doesn't *feel* that way. She accepts her feelings in her head, but not in her heart.

Does anybody have experience with this? Advice on how to deal with this? Can I help her in any way? ",2.125984180103437,4.673055410404629,2.8986248859142094,90.49836020687559,81.60115606936415,5.9542439914815946,23.556130209917857,7.273561745256523,1.0128335260115608,698,25,139,10,19,219,96,173,0.201,0.757,0.042,-0.9866,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,2,0,7,9,1,1,8,0,14,3,2,3,1,34,31,12,0,4,9,1,7,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,11,4,0,0,14,0,0,2,3,6,0,0,5,7,28,3,23,24,3,20,0,4,0,0,31,9,0,4,7,104,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14836816752195792,0.13458962972480898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675500423864125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325075384312682,0.0,0.1161508251452087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255518728133992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078955444761872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15653180262153935,0.0,0.15410596650105146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328689326659238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17079021214126205,0.134477808848637,0.0,0.0,0.10028339745309588,0.0,0.1279247449336914,0.0,0.0,0.14852052432222107,0.0,0.0,0.4606239785550525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16647560820470395,0.0,0.0,0.158651579906116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13601136897057545,0.0,0.15582311453525474,0.0,0.0,0.17992128040221145,0.1017695794720355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16688544911395714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908187092583062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415853310627405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472655332081385,0.0,0.10087022642335944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26560283345623104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806214103284166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895542629484338,0.2410338522711272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407494951937778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kenshinhimora,2019/03/22,"How do I best support my wife? My wife is naturally an introvert. I know she has anxiety in certain situations. Recently we tried going to the gym. 

Several things stress her out.

The possibility of people staring at her. 
How she looks if she would try to run on a treadmill. ( she is small frame with a large bust)

She’s also not a fan of large crowds and is claustrophobic.

I try to reassure her. And let he know that everyone (for the most part) is minding their own trying to better themselves.

Wondering if anyone has advice on how I could better support her and help her build confidence in herself.


((Sorry for the horrible writing format. I hate writing))",2.8750522648083603,5.689444780487803,4.529111498257841,78.23945121951222,80.869918699187,7.7419279907084775,27.48490127758421,8.634040054169528,2.671695005807201,520,23,90,13,14,174,82,123,0.098,0.7170000000000001,0.18600000000000005,0.905,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,1,3,4,9,1,1,8,0,10,0,0,3,1,22,18,9,0,4,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,2,20,7,15,15,4,10,0,0,2,0,21,7,0,4,1,69,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15888286119118514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300246331767776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438231014787345,0.0,0.0,0.1136879927658476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17063010164262074,0.2875985335960141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981635149720866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553634678190912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240468780555748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605257773858721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898188094388704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17871244276490306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16626116910114122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653619314367424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641714054841394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17607111483704774,0.0,0.1127207074421992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18329786616278695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605398236524733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18368249570091166,0.0,0.0,0.18276003693716772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820082497507356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18624839975780125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36901457928733306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801879170458968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4415567376189312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17632391134773345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550057590223325,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway8372721,2019/03/22,"Feels like my sense of time is extremely warped, and that I'm not present in the moment at all. Hello,

I'm usually a pretty calm person who does not experience anxiety, but a string of events occured over the past few months that directly targeted every single one of my insecurities. I finally reached a tipping point this past week, and since then it's felt like I've been experiencing anxiety/a very high stress level. It feels like my sense of time is warped and a person can be talking to me but I don't even feel present/like I'm truly there. I tried to watch a movie yesterday to take my mind off of the chaos in my present life, but I couldn't even focus on the movie. It feels like years have elasped between last Friday and today, but it's only been a week. Between this afternoon and right now (evening) it's felt like a lot of time has elasped, but it's only been half a day - I suppose it's because my thoughts are so clouded. How do I work through this, and is this normal? My thoughts feel insanely clouded and like I'm not actually in the present moment.

I'm trying to go back to a therapist (went to one back in 2018 for low self-esteem) but there's issues with my insurance right now so I can't seek one right away. Can someone lend someone advice to me? 

I'm currently reading the Power of Now, I hope that will be of some help.",3.734670329670326,4.926434142857143,4.688811355311357,85.75827197802201,72.04029304029305,7.950842490842493,28.30201465201465,8.395991825355821,1.8414924542124549,1063,40,223,17,20,346,139,273,0.071,0.797,0.132,0.9307,2,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,2,13,11,0,2,15,0,18,1,0,1,1,34,37,17,0,3,9,0,7,6,0,1,1,0,0,2,15,8,0,0,9,1,0,2,6,3,0,4,8,9,18,8,29,25,5,47,0,1,1,0,6,16,0,3,35,134,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.1019821739638354,0.0,0.0,0.10212144599981557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994632821858501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981862428511395,0.16071637008570164,0.0,0.06370550851856635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06739732337366848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145336064279518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20707444990520754,0.0,0.0880502883467422,0.0,0.0,0.10222631281195353,0.0,0.0,0.26420529606566,0.22397598903190488,0.20068310325540292,0.11448053354876925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059392814713413476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004775207552058,0.11041566972799266,0.0,0.10379742069027746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907646340844412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518583131543518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381523915789906,0.3063362938755483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884673533058557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552064076746694,0.0,0.08341519577652833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10239308196561762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21244664650521836,0.15896209850707022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995244168925676,0.0,0.1825001304294097,0.0,0.0,0.09879136144750526,0.0,0.0,0.10631953991043364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045336587602598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26774106572233985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902190115603637,0.0,0.0,0.08644792871027464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17709413549790448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971055755051815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857503849203487,0.0839974643401032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133879874952078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659311937277445,0.18281377917661676,0.0,0.09905887896535466,0.0,0.0,0.14190458366162698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150979095914088,0.08622788163821696,0.0,0.0,0.16765582132248502,0.0,0.0,0.096877532512528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608115992496171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729803716636047
anxiety,throwthrowtawayyyyyy,2019/03/22,"How to deal with upsetting someone when you have anxiety Hey guys,

I need some advice. I have a friend. We’ve been hanging out more often lately and gotten pretty close. i feel as though we can talk to each other about anything. Sometimes though, she doesn’t remember significant things I’ve told her which did upset me at first. I made a semi joking remark saying “you’re a horrible listener” to which she said “you really think I’m a bad listener” and I said “yes, but maybe not to people you care about” which I felt horrible after saying that because she was hurt. I did apologize. i know it’s such a small matter but it’s still weighing on my mind. I live in this constant fear of losing people. I am pretty sure I have generalized anxiety disorder and although I have apologized, it’s still weighing on my mind. It's been all i think about. She says she wasn't upset at me but things have been kind of weird after that. We haven't been texting each other much and I've been laying low a bit.

What i’m looking for is how to deal with this kind of stuff. In the past, I never would speak my mind. I kind of was a doormat. This is the first time I sort of spoke my mind, albeit not a great way, but as anyone else lived in constant fear of one mistake ruining something or causing someone to leave. If so, how do you deal with it? I know misunderstandings happen in relationships often but how does a person deal with it? How do things get better or go back to the way it used to?",2.1211860680398047,4.306562761744972,3.5833580189770906,87.67412751677853,79.1006711409396,6.39222402221708,21.349687572321226,7.503015589744147,0.8045670909511684,1165,33,235,17,29,383,155,298,0.182,0.7240000000000001,0.094,-0.9828,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,2,4,0,4,18,21,0,5,12,1,24,2,0,8,3,55,47,24,0,4,10,0,2,0,1,1,0,9,0,2,22,14,2,0,7,1,0,2,6,12,0,3,17,12,35,9,35,29,7,30,0,4,1,0,34,12,0,7,14,168,57,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846762709318225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325785564817313,0.0,0.0,0.06058976534638386,0.08878619905981315,0.0713080038670136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663077849769433,0.0723516032172124,0.052822840945450325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663750252164404,0.09460259085642277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883484691970707,0.08901646094669363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872821343469624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573415928660415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931180094917698,0.0,0.07583059040731742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238743012935278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19501734491585976,0.04381434088059938,0.0,0.08320043187952951,0.0,0.0,0.14741392928789748,0.0,0.0,0.06694786297462416,0.0,0.04527259582788802,0.0,0.04924687484434578,0.0,0.0,0.09553519578247636,0.0,0.08580005527975716,0.07662692753178824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276378730713862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707071741369856,0.0952444027568174,0.0,0.09774831472199193,0.09175297435272818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15303230482739874,0.0,0.07276666341451077,0.09694249876356566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199312719511012,0.0,0.0,0.08705454660954443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3499791558588657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06369989699795157,0.06425207285341736,0.06683210576633875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05871828919613184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272005658017939,0.12014850552718907,0.07566202347625177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763144279570592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05551210590639734,0.0,0.0,0.09303285150713746,0.09816091320605896,0.0,0.16485361911408078,0.20672973854380067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684154587748913,0.06670968311551194,0.08570199446973349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384023337109278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919690918797944,0.0,0.0,0.08166939056154794,0.0,0.0,0.06964836796436984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727051313816608,0.11104743745910464,0.17027218909892713,0.0,0.050528038598466135,0.0,0.0,0.0828006179856404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484033666800208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756217468703502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06155577753670032,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WhichHazel,2019/03/22,"I have anxiety about deteriorating and idk what to do about it. Every time I flub a word or mispronounce something or have brain fog or drop something I’m just like, “That’s it! I have MS!” (Or dementia or Alzheimer’s or a brain tumor, etc.) I don’t know if I’m flubbing words and getting brain fog more often than is normal for me (I used to think I never did.) or if I’m only noticing it. 

And honestly, I do feel dumber than I did just a few years ago. I feel less astute and alert. And I’m hoping that’s a symptom of anxiety or getting older and not a horrendous disease where I lose control of my mind or body. I’m a teacher and a writer; without my mind, I’m not me. I graduated summa cum laude with a bachelor’s in 2015. I just got my master’s degree last year and the guy doing my exit interview said he wanted me to pursue a PhD. I have been told that I’m an excellent writer and an eloquent speaker and I just...I feel dull. I feel dumb. I’m more forgetful. I feel like my recall is slower and that I’m not as skilled at putting information and research together as I was only a small while ago. I just don’t feel quite so sharp as I did. 

I have a big second interview on Tuesday where I have to give a lecture. I used to be the queen of lectures! There was no one with more dense, snappy, deliberate lectures. And now I can’t even begin the first slide. I have wisps of ideas that won’t even fully form and I’m panicking. Is something wrong with my brain? 

Do any of you have these fears? Should I go to a doctor and have them run tests to find some weird and terrible disease? Is it possible to get dumber in just two to three years? Or this a symptom of stress and/or anxiety? I read how trauma can cause brain shrinkage and my mom almost died two years ago and I’ve been dealing with that fallout ever since. I just...I want to live with MY brain the way I’m used to it being, and a want to live without being terrified of losing my cognitive capacity. 

Is any of this anxiety related? ",1.2906382603585058,3.3220144963855454,3.4558742286218056,88.31399059653248,81.144578313253,6.458419042021745,22.89303555686159,7.590005382236693,1.0313420511313542,1556,53,331,25,41,531,195,415,0.145,0.792,0.063,-0.9814,1,0,3,0,0,0,49.0,0,1,1,9,17,15,1,2,21,0,34,10,7,6,2,79,69,37,1,8,22,1,7,2,0,2,3,2,0,1,15,24,0,1,11,1,0,4,11,10,0,6,10,9,41,5,39,54,8,32,0,3,0,0,12,9,1,16,19,216,56,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095086329016332,0.0,0.07888960788545116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715002994889797,0.0,0.2410745477327437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750994583842643,0.0,0.5276860515745049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093165151655063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836162473619302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122162170523188,0.0,0.0,0.08176412254150624,0.0,0.0,0.08063754825699701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786366270406305,0.10407061101754617,0.07126356550013697,0.0663779185170696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865256847194147,0.2390097469522733,0.056282457933559314,0.0,0.0,0.07200606455918868,0.06701262118788319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348230573847715,0.07557565378258174,0.044774088643768035,0.0,0.0630098131577434,0.0,0.0,0.07800737189675938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782491103916544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893620732414448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0432969741261268,0.06421850826424924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697860671626286,0.0,0.13913333593976826,0.0,0.0,0.17627563359938211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15909636700221086,0.09226947937210978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06076216282331862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771904303670218,0.0,0.08969475570145177,0.0,0.0,0.05338527355873153,0.11983575999720275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888157852451785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919848784688145,0.0,0.08379522006431862,0.0788041335668881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494049702432322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516995770988139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18195257717279545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024544704986497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16377101791635235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05048084598436298,0.0,0.0,0.045938892292232525,0.0,0.0,0.0752803547669886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539187230203924,0.0,0.0,0.20412916831943698,0.0,0.0,0.1394044343475987,0.06253413057106885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518876422997289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613663937733301,0.0,0.2029341964126652
anxiety,SunShineee_3,2019/03/22,"first wreck i got into my first wreck today. it’s wasn’t my fault, i was hit. i was driving the same road i drive every day to get to the barn (i work/ride horses there) and a saw a car start backing out of their driveway. they were going really fast so i swerved as far as i could but they kept going and hit my car. my car spun and i almost flipped. my car isn’t totaled and i’m not hurt. they other person is okay and their car is pretty messed up. 

i have ocd so i have a good deal of random intrusive thoughts and can deal with them pretty well. the wreck keeps playing in my head over and over with all different endings and i can’t make it stop. i want to hurt myself because that normally makes the really bad intrusive thoughts stop but i’ve been trying to stop self harming. it won’t stop... the sound it made and the feeling of being completely helpless... it won’t stop... i need it to stop...",0.5834245187436693,2.7872961063829784,2.1493009118541053,95.59833333333334,85.27659574468086,5.07031408308004,19.05876393110436,6.42735559955562,-0.06028956433637276,700,19,156,7,21,227,105,188,0.152,0.695,0.154,-0.1391,1,0,0,0,0,2,26.0,0,0,6,2,5,11,0,0,9,1,16,1,1,3,2,39,35,15,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,8,13,0,8,3,1,0,9,6,7,1,2,11,3,26,4,18,18,3,31,0,3,1,0,10,8,0,2,14,99,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221632520649282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380883755258372,0.10186313211254673,0.0743687739666615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791245377195104,0.0,0.0,0.09740537836975258,0.0,0.0,0.07867853855171046,0.25154891021655995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746181638172022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805390884679772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027884737761701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06168579264436935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20754266507684532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637388558764789,0.0,0.1386684107977372,0.10232603175285858,0.09757284759901827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520501901669104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612025028210925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843731925711192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543734176452075,0.16286906152797906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045988056302802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953201764697613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652384122195252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24823140151323364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563099289123645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727039329928638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635072583012189,0.0,0.0,0.6119741312908055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937053753642128,0.0,0.0,0.11563972332185893,0.0,0.0,0.08282855087868182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719575091855038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096907435029608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881590802986708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,VuxTheMighty,2019/03/22,"I have a feeling that i'm going to have a heart attack I had slight chest pain a few hours earlier. Nothing new, i've experienced it before, just a muscle. But this time i'm scared for my life. I'm constantly touching my chest and checking how fast it's beating.

I tested it, and it went as low as 51 bpm. That's under average, but fine if you're really active. The thing is, i'm not active at all. I feel like it's gonna get slower and then just stop.

I also had a mini panic attack where it went to 113 and i started breatbing heavily.

The problem is, my mom is sleeping so if i fall on the ground, she won't know, and won't be able to call the ambulance. 

But i don't want to call them just based on chest pain that i had for an hour and id disappeared.

Also my mom is gonna be completely gone tomorrow because of work, so idk what to do then.",1.4955072463768104,2.7501365217391336,3.8798695652173936,89.09411594202898,77.80434782608695,7.080579710144929,22.59275362318841,7.793537801064563,0.9011497101449276,656,19,150,10,15,229,107,184,0.188,0.7340000000000001,0.079,-0.9545,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,2,9,10,2,2,10,0,15,8,5,1,1,23,31,20,0,4,9,2,3,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,12,6,0,1,3,0,1,6,4,8,0,0,6,4,15,2,14,19,2,24,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,2,12,91,27,2,0.14495371915569832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318388736769513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298115634758886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836244178553475,0.0,0.12334493865561195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960279081106977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15198121667483394,0.15664347465515782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146585911554119,0.10355496592795346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573233551472502,0.0,0.08238053905595218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17177085512444903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855004293303635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966277318071988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238509863043103,0.07081706528430402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395360879174232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13999720522436968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908700295331708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084819543575104,0.17007195740568598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138701132804625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286106424325068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14512396025561525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14505840299810996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259898849110133,0.0,0.0,0.12118779981205174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963008100576205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452367932661851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854974591793932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687470997730025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552803393581134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Graves28,2019/03/22,"What are the best low stress jobs out there? Firstly I'm sorry, I didn't know where would be best to post this, but it seems fitting enough here.

I currently work in fast food, and the whole ""here's 10 sandwiches, you have 1 minute to make them"" mindset really doesn't work well for me, and I'd guess not for any of you either. So, I'm wanting to get a new job before I kill myself from the constant anxiety my job gives me.

I only have a high school diploma, so the doors are already pretty limited. Luckily for me, I've never cared all that much about money. If I can get by, and have enough left over to keep myself entertained, I'm fine with that. Some ideas I've heard are painter (houses, not canvases), security guard (especially at night), accounting, and animal care. What are your thoughts?",5.1400000000000015,5.684254751592357,5.5648471337579615,83.12879936305734,68.36305732484078,9.33732484076433,27.80191082802548,9.3871,2.132651464968153,624,19,128,12,10,200,112,157,0.133,0.7240000000000001,0.142,0.6748,4,0,0,0,0,1,29.0,0,3,1,6,8,11,1,1,6,0,12,2,0,1,2,25,28,8,1,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,6,6,2,4,4,1,2,0,5,3,1,1,3,1,15,8,16,23,9,17,0,1,0,0,6,9,0,4,7,81,21,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14894115182446035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178324269636974,0.0,0.10325057180583437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484829568160175,0.0,0.2832823339740718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752188650967751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14585305477364666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27891718433457496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480418021610887,0.16320450716296195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14103099416406706,0.12947413223069953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14868307500652558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426016840269238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15573558620110728,0.0,0.15236306523142626,0.0,0.0,0.40180638153011183,0.11996624922914804,0.14932270401629186,0.0,0.07417518569303226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14664372517079918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009255559267024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921741439261393,0.0,0.10409606679211847,0.13035346723953115,0.0,0.12665884174472875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264966466899528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292625627490027,0.13731153805927473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864643096000424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136595378863328,0.0,0.12287029942817256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15108624239090684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15460601873411484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071499530658341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960794807541031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135293608656494,0.0,0.0,0.1506875667721946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19651742465083694,0.0,0.0,0.09587778592977553,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DroneLocator1365,2019/03/22,"I can't take it anymore Why is everyone so normal? Why can every single person I meet in life be so good at holding basic conversation, at being likeable, at being accepted.

No one truly accepts me. My acceptance is only illusion I've told myself. I've tried seeing other people as less good then me, but everyone else is normal. I'm not. 

Why? Why was I mobed? Why am I an outsider? Why do I start to accept the fact that I am one? I mean, what do people see in me. Everyone has girlfriends, but of course no girl would look at me. Everyone gets along in class, but of course I'm the most quite one of them all. 

My friends, MY FRIEND have better conversation with my brother then me. My brother, despite being my younger brother, is better then me.

What makes me deserve this shit, why was I born into this world? Im the only one of this kind. Everyone else is normal. Why couldn't I've lived my way like that too. Why am I suffering. Why have I spent my entire life feeling like a nobody, nothing.

What the fuck am I supposed to do with this life",1.304966000412115,3.629581890995265,3.2551246651555736,88.06471048835773,83.17061611374406,5.754873274263343,21.970121574283947,7.079830092131019,0.8166981660828352,813,27,162,11,23,273,110,211,0.061,0.716,0.223,0.9887,0,0,0,0,0,1,32.0,0,0,1,3,3,16,2,0,6,0,25,5,1,1,2,24,39,9,0,5,4,3,1,2,3,1,3,0,0,2,11,4,0,1,6,0,1,0,5,3,0,4,4,4,28,13,18,29,4,15,0,1,3,1,13,9,2,1,7,108,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840887402354113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398489244107919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209334739988826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661366707474008,0.3777386065839751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039976436107042435,0.056482351340529785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221671677773956,0.07309211795260362,0.041306955625455985,0.0,0.0,0.1326279486765657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540119653409704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233155197668063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675327994478465,0.07725200479668286,0.0,0.06981374172576914,0.0,0.06639268815295384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05277491260851562,0.0,0.0,0.08612237089930473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23239374228806564,0.07586271597227125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21429950917311547,0.1202613700224617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096241312325911,0.06903442997055864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409282810493178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260053433236092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811566430039069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05596092918585042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059445250580908035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554772131679502,0.0,0.05367832899757317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627562274884875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7134171691254558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056163816646727885,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,scottyboyy2610,2019/03/22,Question What is the best medication for genralised anxiety disorder and what you prefer would appreciate some feedback back thanks ,14.945999999999998,15.646997600000002,12.270000000000005,42.71500000000003,48.0,16.0,55.0,14.554592549557764,8.916500000000003,112,7,12,4,1,34,19,20,0.151,0.514,0.336,0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,11,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28483406383467785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863014339514509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907409759925796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42672638172814265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3750867711212458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4170986672966381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427946086087743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264494994267006,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MagicCandy,2019/03/22,"Always feeling like I need to be somewhere else other than where I am or doing something other than what I am at the moment Not sure if this is just anxiety or adhd..  


When I'm at home, I feel like I should be out and moving about but when I'm actually out.. I just want to go home. This is exactly what I experienced today plus a lot of anxiety. I'm always feeling so restless. I couldn't even sleep last night. I can't stand this anymore. Maybe it has something to do with it being Friday evening/the weekend too because I just felt super anxious the entire day especially when I was in public around crowds.. anxious to the point I was shaking and tearing up. Couldn't even eat all day. =/

I just wanted to go buy something from the mall and struggled to do it... They ran out of a product I was looking for at the mart and I really didn't want to talk to anyone but had to ask the worker there. \*sigh\* It made me even more anxious when he was scanning the barcode and going to the back to check if there are any left in stock.",1.7991037735849071,3.790206174528304,3.4053207547169846,89.52788679245285,79.23584905660377,5.560754716981132,23.807547169811322,6.508806274219699,0.6733577358490574,807,28,167,7,20,267,121,212,0.116,0.813,0.071,-0.8588,0,0,3,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,2,19,8,0,3,10,0,22,2,1,1,3,38,40,17,0,9,11,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,11,11,1,0,4,2,2,6,5,3,1,0,9,7,17,4,30,25,3,32,0,0,2,0,6,13,0,5,14,122,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.12004975218050655,0.0,0.1478461065325368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047249523853024,0.0,0.0,0.08365780322474875,0.0,0.18821989211145893,0.4169326749417212,0.12200276121131813,0.08601842861463369,0.0,0.0,0.10951386171168603,0.11500707247244475,0.0,0.0,0.09459476911612526,0.0,0.0749918364448584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15867541657834394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12588014893845706,0.10276740561019744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437606046998997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866077908598468,0.17577099299203064,0.11811847049450795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097452646040812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467981357071305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002777009081502,0.0,0.0,0.13366156548931865,0.0,0.0,0.12020269404041682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330579771455972,0.0,0.0,0.1045871856219324,0.0,0.11640447719515876,0.0,0.0,0.123590102392752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075076724576848,0.0,0.09121775452483707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544591526808423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162936422943246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788097476836063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310882104174062,0.0,0.0,0.2841203666413755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860719096833778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594487289821502,0.0,0.0,0.09887879798871753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116608554307606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176811101755322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TimberFrog,2019/03/22,"Should I be concerned? Worried about psychosis/Schizophrenia Hi everyone,

In the past week and a bit I have been very worried about developing Schizophrenia, as well, I also have 3 major school projects that are due this weekend, so this weekend has been very stressful. I went to the Counselor on Tuesday, had a good conversation and she said that I do not have Schizophrenia. However, later that night, on 4hrs sleep, I was worried again what if due to the stress I am experiencing this week , will I develop Schizophrenia.

Yesterday was honestly the worst. Ive been taking a steroid nasal spray to clear my nasal passageways and yesterday I smelled different odors and it was windy. But my mind thought it was phantom smells and I read that phantom smells can be a first symptom of Schizophrenia - which got me back into my fear again. I kept having intrusive thoughts of paranoia and other things pop up, but was able to power through and finish some of my school work. It got weird during midnight, where I was in the living room when I got an intrusive thought saying ""The TV is sending me messages"". Immediately, I panicked and told myself ""No, thats a crazy thought. The TV is inanimate, it cannot send me messages. Thats what a crazy person would think"".  I repeated this over and over because I found myself keep looking at the TV.

However at night, I am not sure if I experienced hypogenic hallucinations or something worse. First I was trying going to sleep, and I thought I heard my roommate yell something above my room (he leaves in the attic). This lasted for like a second, though when I asked him this morning he said he did not yell anything, though he could not really remember. Other than that, I did not hear anything else.  I had like two nightmares, the first one where I woke up I was in a daze and had racing thoughts about the NCAA tournament, whats going on, just a lot of panic. The second time I had the nightmare, which was in my room, I woke up in a daze and started panicking. I did not fall asleep until 5 AM. 

Today is better, though sometimes I still get the crazy intrusive thoughts. Ive been through this before, but this type of fear (schizophrenia) has lasted more than two weeks due to these intrusive thoughts and yesterday I do not know what I was experience and I was worried I was developing it or getting into an onset. I have not heard anything or seen anything weird today during the day, only during the night yesterday. I don't think if its an accumulation of the stress, because its been going on for about a week. Im trying not to worry, because the counselor, who has 30 years of experience said I didnt have it three days ago, and I asked myself why would it develop right after. I dont know, im just worried from last nights experience, its been very tough because of school and this health anxiety.",5.9115543071161065,7.0782996123595545,5.773651685393259,80.08815543071162,66.92134831460675,8.480149812734082,32.249063670411985,8.680891452615391,2.5730546816479394,2259,93,412,34,36,705,230,534,0.134,0.8270000000000001,0.039,-0.9927,4,0,2,0,0,0,69.0,0,0,0,6,20,19,0,6,32,0,57,7,5,0,2,63,96,34,0,7,20,0,0,2,0,4,2,9,3,1,37,18,0,2,14,6,0,7,14,12,1,9,49,19,56,7,48,40,6,76,0,0,2,0,24,25,0,8,46,292,93,7,0.060944514666486635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054023635070243436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048737306360142674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04662238690739006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006085710453293,0.0,0.1139497886168458,0.0,0.0,0.046862569898144434,0.0,0.1486048418966253,0.0,0.051859293205574336,0.0,0.0,0.05390047061905545,0.06653562552489284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04865923586089691,0.0,0.0,0.0786083402919607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367404644775174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142651729806139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05091132177453436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058235095483626965,0.0,0.17884628903795605,0.0,0.13715904516688582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551811912538135,0.0,0.06682251466280655,0.0,0.0,0.06368198704231738,0.0,0.10390851645556796,0.05111736740933539,0.1462286872984724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06478116919648823,0.06868889734154078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166106794205876,0.0,0.0,0.05417028486687445,0.0,0.0,0.06698702284789942,0.14903374082761014,0.0,0.06453144133857247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05954882287940445,0.0,0.05381512300577637,0.0,0.05117804305160955,0.0,0.0,0.05181284697297831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061536586484942576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287691940794056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041297580394447975,0.0463510496688728,0.0,0.07150525673187916,0.0,0.0,0.058178435264736685,0.0,0.05321439946726104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609610071176847,0.0,0.039042616668838126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903825469401961,0.05204628253000885,0.1739165688037778,0.04846552419649537,0.0,0.18503730754451134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197705613223525,0.0,0.0,0.09383612973970944,0.060275683352360186,0.0,0.04313684116063475,0.0,0.04867036813789518,0.0,0.2094352069213177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05743948382445861,0.06334468597637212,0.04582269039076522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04048882750395079,0.07810156833327693,0.17963302868286288,0.387065096614736,0.035537236604832656,0.0,0.11553654769754555,0.058235095483626965,0.0,0.08275464991106972,0.0,0.11906787048964705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508568216772848,0.0,0.0,0.1955440541960015,0.0,0.054796437827145335,0.05649617567279794,0.054992945173640465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04436833252286875,0.37135267776575104,0.0621076670807004,0.08658646927104617,0.0,0.0,0.039246269300815526
anxiety,nicsending,2019/03/22,"Post - Anesthesia Anxiety So I had a colonoscopy Tuesday, I’ve always dealt with social anxiety’s and I have had anxiety attacks before. But yesterday my heart was hurting all day, I got in the car got in the interstate and thought I was having a heart attack, like full blown panic attack, I have never experienced anything like this before, I’ve felt the same way since it happened about 3 PM yesterday, constant state of panic like I’m going to die. The only thing that changed in my routine was the anesthesia I was given Tuesday. I am able to cope with anxieties I have on a day to day basis but I don’t understand what’s going on. I went to the ER last night, got an EKG, X-Ray, all that good stuff and it was all perfect. Has anyone ever experienced this before or can refer to what I’m experiencing? I’m honestly so scared. My job is the one thing that gets my mind off of everything and I can’t even get to it.",4.736441441441438,5.322680405405407,6.177094594594598,78.23465090090093,69.27027027027027,9.409909909909912,30.011261261261268,9.516144504307137,2.6545585585585587,725,27,142,15,12,247,105,185,0.129,0.773,0.098,-0.156,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,5,13,3,3,11,0,17,2,2,0,6,21,33,9,1,0,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,13,6,0,0,4,0,0,4,3,7,1,1,14,4,15,6,17,19,5,26,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,1,15,91,28,1,0.11206560644542696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324756195115197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429195287747921,0.0,0.0,0.07835887768177734,0.0,0.09222044549608917,0.0,0.0,0.3824724169437109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860787311893905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855055225012848,0.0,0.0,0.12110310853144494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21681913560297725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630640661286773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401827614129826,0.10136975690693906,0.0,0.0,0.10071734104113204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076005564215013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709930806080418,0.0,0.12737893339170026,0.09399531376973903,0.2688873085871555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909924567734224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655965664253772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11996854949583174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120782239033918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134842645026918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16424878397041684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131543161965442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643190431620798,0.0,0.0,0.10516598011665697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075938555208112,0.0852309435713779,0.0,0.2629696865598468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732787317988787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219722205498324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270182770568053,0.0,0.0,0.1142367730165144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828830791857762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489028186810599,0.0,0.0,0.08896757366795678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666424851557045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895246217176506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388593991217797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KeepOnSmithing,2019/03/22,"Been coping well with my Health anxiety until the Emilia Clarke headlines If you have health anxiety I don’t recommend reading. I’ve been getting headaches recently but just put it down to elevated stress and also just general anxiety, then this story comes out about Emilia Clarke and I start freaking out and googling. Saw a good post over at r/healthanxiety that really helped me by showing the statistics of aneurysms compared to getting struck by lightening, really helps put things in perspective.

I think I am finally going to go actually see someone about my anxiety because it is becoming crippling, my doctor knows about it but I used to refuse to do anything about it and think I could just deal with it on my own because I am big tough man but that’s obviously not the case in my head I’m a coward. 

Shooting/stabbing headaches on the top of the head are normal for anxiety right? ",8.3750303030303,8.349782381818184,8.008484848484851,70.29939393939397,61.54545454545455,11.93939393939394,39.54545454545455,11.429527900616536,4.75190909090909,723,35,122,19,9,230,106,165,0.156,0.768,0.076,-0.9024,0,0,0,1,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,9,5,0,1,7,0,10,5,2,1,1,26,23,11,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,9,9,0,1,3,2,0,5,2,3,1,0,3,2,14,2,26,19,1,23,0,0,2,0,6,12,0,1,5,82,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.13124512524062684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075534774723549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5144313683339056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067573814630267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16397056699344392,0.14853622544117215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585324404567225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073811915109635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865569927669694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13765861117757144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732978695423893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405333956730929,0.0,0.15287019490719114,0.11280579569744502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27605588829251176,0.2859181412416044,0.0,0.0,0.18029476400917324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391347399846927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317739399350009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12880648671731473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704039019048291,0.0,0.0,0.13452873774505364,0.0,0.17231847658235566,0.0,0.13279496265255322,0.0,0.0,0.11485572539127782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717298395689508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395492510801584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519437204254427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540605235961587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935073605933865,0.1723545246472275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615820180994542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092476752525065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Xrite,2019/03/22,"How do you guys leave the house when you’re anxiety-ridden? I need to get a haircut but i’m struggling to leave the house. Hate small talk and I have to find a new barber because i’m in a unfamiliar area.

How do you guys get past your anxiety and force yourself out of the house?",1.0493785310734474,3.115188203389831,2.645,93.613488700565,82.22033898305084,5.967231638418079,21.69774011299436,7.1686216300943375,0.5206587570621468,220,7,50,3,6,72,38,59,0.232,0.768,0.0,-0.9111,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,0,3,2,1,1,6,0,3,0,0,2,0,8,9,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,6,9,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,26,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14359826377886886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144267738151037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715642891295442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19614231230653045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717264479946827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18532557320216766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6497792524321793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3975173108907512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391851948126391,0.0,0.18129227999195066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17919121794391166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962361058160058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508748470359676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Reddditboi,2019/03/22,High Blood Pressure at 16 My anxiety has been getting worse. Is anyone else my age dealing with high blood pressure? Is it a normal anxiety symptom?,2.7038888888888906,5.730794111111113,3.649907407407409,80.91708333333334,89.37037037037037,5.662962962962964,32.675925925925924,7.1686216300943375,2.8695259259259265,119,7,18,2,4,38,21,27,0.349,0.6509999999999999,0.0,-0.8504,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,4,3,2,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4170705303542237,0.0,0.0,0.1906055265470958,0.2793069114092709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810346024449277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277190571100282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242020771323982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5760254780802462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670862937147127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833317160248137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777987075164675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Creator13,2019/03/22,"I really wanted to share a playlist I just made with songs that truly wind me down. [Here is the link.](https://open.spotify.com/user/cvbattum/playlist/7tWgQNSnwGZqFEgC6mEpjr?si=dD6phKw_R5CsPfjGRhBOSg)

Many of these are really personal. I just went through all my music and added those songs which would calm me as soon as I heard the first few notes. They all have some special meaning to me or they bring back some memory of a really nice moment. Moments where I felt totally safe. Maybe you'll find it just as relaxing as me :)",7.481318681318682,9.901003945054946,5.559120879120879,78.36087912087912,64.49450549450549,9.595604395604397,26.186813186813183,9.957137785484203,2.548050549450549,433,12,72,10,7,124,69,91,0.0,0.757,0.243,0.9676,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,2,1,7,6,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,1,3,18,12,6,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,5,2,0,1,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,4,13,6,11,6,6,9,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,3,5,53,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103799599418308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626969685873344,0.0,0.25006359887812984,0.23272230369879976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588850258654806,0.0,0.27738541081949586,0.27486594696029176,0.2980284103656494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388952046928661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5258216193862421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16137517844706795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253628070350032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943561564841597,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,amar314,2019/03/22,"Working in health care has given me health anxiety I used to have big dreams of being a Dr. I later switched that dream to PA school and have been accepted to start this year. I’ve decided to give it up though- for many reasons but a big one is health anxiety. It’s eaten me up on a frequent basis since I started getting more clinically involved jobs and realizing how much disease there is and that literally no one is safe. This has changed me so much, although I think I’ve always had some sort of anxiety, this is a new level. I’m not the same person I used to be. I’m anxious, full of fear, I don’t write anymore, I stopped fully having a relationship with God and don’t entirely feel that I’m safe and protected by him. It’s been a tough year for sure. But I finally made the decision to get out of healthcare in general, it is too depressing for me. Thank goodness my husband is super supportive and I’m pretty excited for my new endeavors. Despite all this, giving up my PA acceptance gives me quite a bit of anxiety in itself. 😆  ",4.581319207108682,5.37094457894737,6.097214627477786,77.93800239234452,69.71770334928229,9.79917976760082,33.11038961038961,9.957137785484203,3.3119183868762816,823,38,161,20,14,281,125,209,0.105,0.6659999999999999,0.228,0.9847,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,5,14,0,1,9,0,18,6,0,5,2,33,39,12,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,12,8,1,4,8,2,0,0,4,3,0,2,6,1,17,11,25,31,8,22,0,1,0,0,11,12,0,2,10,106,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007232082891698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680176980930501,0.13586821383095166,0.11927319381151599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313011268357592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262088653993962,0.0,0.1272272287980563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358635235921132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13533454479503748,0.06081093844374553,0.0,0.0,0.13174733402980773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566976851623962,0.3461150718545808,0.0,0.1008748003610816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835166700306111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934708691645053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138001601863611,0.0,0.12193252228122492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768211246528455,0.0,0.0,0.2323104952975635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629929469695208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501307470725628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235543899267552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279194518429975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365517671147998,0.0,0.12912244923788666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171728451529375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948664447065728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17025212607064086,0.0,0.0,0.1005491422248014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13647830615005407,0.1133508386149335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072629540908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706265514827612,0.11816235736826412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077452731118116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755628297049384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15489684939893836
anxiety,Yenchow,2019/03/22,"I let my anxiety get the better of me today :( This is my first post ever so sorry if I sound like I’m rambling off. So I had this networking event today that I was supposed to go to, and I woke up this morning but just couldn’t get out of bed to go. I started making up scary scenarios in my head, and had a full on panic attack. 
I have another networking event coming up on Tuesday and I want to conquer my fear of meeting and talking to people. I would appreciate it if you guys can give me some tips, thanks! ",3.688277703604804,4.079475317757009,5.590120160213621,82.20971962616825,71.52336448598129,8.357276368491322,28.369826435247003,8.418075326091056,1.9262854472630166,397,14,83,6,7,138,72,107,0.187,0.708,0.106,-0.8913,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,3,4,6,1,2,2,0,9,1,1,1,1,16,21,9,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,5,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,0,1,4,1,16,3,16,14,2,21,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,3,9,62,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21036004498876434,0.15346826656268647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228226056595496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17742574633192498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17281019037521778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18146579088070236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22574520848715535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17064117150894956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20962384834704326,0.19244610747066787,0.22802578988805786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19863824292854534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20588664134092866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051402115646754,0.0,0.0980092958486222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339106224322942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353759326514001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139079677458216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19213163752589468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22456963981571024,0.14199479428332765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612449944253972,0.0,0.1846973415397314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3803150133647256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832664538381965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14250959923187104,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cuntneylol,2019/03/22,"I finally made myself a therapy appointment. I’ve been struggling with severe anxiety, depression, and panic attacks for well over 3 years now. I’ve seen therapists in the past, but I never stick with them. For about a year now I’ve been telling myself that I need to give it another try, and today I finally called and made myself an appointment. I’m just really proud of myself for that and I hope it works out this time. Here’s to brighter days coming.",4.284464285714286,6.100047738636366,5.269675324675326,79.6727272727273,71.61363636363636,9.574025974025977,27.34415584415585,9.957137785484203,2.8521701298701294,363,13,67,10,7,119,60,88,0.128,0.723,0.149,0.7086,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,2,6,7,1,2,4,0,2,0,0,2,1,15,10,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,5,1,10,3,12,5,0,15,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,1,11,44,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897505626880484,0.13843260937020874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20586619793403624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18477866355820136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587955813413967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670313755592546,0.0,0.1558591244554965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3964619597768026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735916969481266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179732429396452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34245425049884504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417829155152933,0.13956620190256627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212315583342896,0.0,0.0,0.17274517966596592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592652501563293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044313789097451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18917691249102425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15816553617244355,0.0,0.206941594458068,0.21010654151390976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551824390255954,0.0,0.1715273159133517,0.0,0.0,0.12285881187790094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16270325000030736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173980252761905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23306243321045575
anxiety,Snooze_Light,2019/03/22,"Yep, that's (light) anxiety for you I spent more than a week worrying and delaying a programming task, how i wont be able to handle it, how i will make a mess out of it and how it will take lots of time - days or even weeks - to complete. But once i finally started doing it, i completed it in couple of hours.",2.170923076923078,3.2716334769230784,4.366153846153846,86.91384615384617,75.76923076923076,8.892307692307693,25.30769230769231,9.3871,1.9644461538461533,236,8,54,6,5,82,48,65,0.114,0.8490000000000001,0.037000000000000005,-0.5667,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,1,5,0,0,4,0,11,9,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,6,0,9,4,2,10,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,8,39,12,1,0.2387549573401603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18264688886416672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5006600605360069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641778191050211,0.0,0.15397719577959385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15769539757154474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615443855160288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23512553945632494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20298092677253304,0.0,0.0,0.15937078798718454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542662374484111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899198767038684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17951401449874274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921993564155385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.383029650602514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24246724862035735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bi0ta,2019/03/22,"Finding a balance with non anxious partner? My partner LOVES to party. They love inviting all of their friends over every weekend and staying up till 4am. I've graduated college and have a full time job and they go to school and work. I understand their need to see their friends and have fun, obviously, but I feel like sometimes I can't take it anymore. I hate the feeling of someone trying to walk up to talk to me only to realize Im bad at interaction and turn around and walk away. I like that I'm taken out of my comfort zone and have a chance to build my social skills but trying to keep up with it every weekend is exhausting when I just want to relax and hang out with my partner. The only times I get to see them is in a room with 20 other people that they would rather focus on. It's definitely affecting me mentally and I'm not sure how to handle it. Is there anything I can do? ",4.372234432234431,4.99242536263737,5.5612637362637365,82.2045695970696,70.09890109890111,8.044688644688646,30.551282051282055,8.07648339933343,2.061800732600732,704,28,142,9,12,235,111,182,0.086,0.721,0.193,0.9458,1,0,0,0,0,1,12.0,0,0,7,2,6,13,1,0,6,0,10,3,0,2,3,36,28,15,0,4,5,0,2,2,5,1,1,0,1,3,7,17,0,1,5,3,0,4,2,3,0,0,1,4,21,10,31,26,2,24,0,0,2,2,17,13,0,0,8,95,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735390119043177,0.15234285943050652,0.0,0.0,0.12641044390927153,0.13674817417892654,0.0,0.0,0.14432450847533346,0.0,0.1282604726573499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588512243211365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15534273798038006,0.10974118704971304,0.0,0.0,0.14039953636765254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373621085560687,0.0,0.08025647368002868,0.0,0.0873018311075997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15166107519617314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16592844420753786,0.0,0.1524372401252644,0.13653832876693986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500951448930699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27728353357344504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15480581496610674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390212333861954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336592792131081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649594081368874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15546459831099144,0.2448194103600823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565891501618551,0.13015583098718467,0.0,0.1519272252387432,0.0,0.0,0.1637310626405743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447784730300194,0.0,0.11549788931211485,0.1234683434464368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17914599884211885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20858634257358652,0.167086877308791,0.0,0.15991659294055616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906049514478018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183212323391087,0.0,0.0,0.10912229681967307,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LackOfWafffles,2019/03/22,"I just sort of broke off a friendship The girl I was friends with was, psychologically, a mess. I was pretty much the only person who was being nice to her and as such she relied on me to provide her happiness. After about two months of this it got to be too much and I dreaded getting messages from her. Every time I said it was getting to be too much she would not so subtly threaten to kill herself if I left. Tonight it just got to the point where I realised I couldn't go on like this and told her goodbye.
I feel like a shitty person because I know she's having a hard time but I couldn't deal with it. Does that make me an asshole? ",1.3921515326778504,3.41190923308271,2.8616541353383447,92.76806246385195,80.72932330827068,4.693811451706188,22.26084441873916,5.369823440869387,0.03152446500867523,500,16,108,2,13,163,82,133,0.121,0.785,0.093,-0.3842,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,8,9,1,1,8,0,12,0,0,1,0,17,22,7,1,4,5,0,2,2,1,1,0,1,0,3,8,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,9,3,21,5,17,7,3,12,0,1,0,0,17,6,0,2,7,83,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132650194616056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18827835090660675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15981636389600207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15386943491922364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234068478730524,0.13046733298626595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14109561818972416,0.0,0.19082804473715906,0.0,0.10378999330730992,0.0,0.2921237833769862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944077031769083,0.16359612440064114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020474989288182,0.0,0.10036592124813573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984225915245433,0.0,0.0,0.17844269571747076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190360233242566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457695287409665,0.0,0.4027511534888477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388945381674144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189222030855152,0.0,0.0,0.17263964998009956,0.0,0.0,0.18579527488277164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17371819103868216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21298020654272712,0.0,0.0,0.17450600903576802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783980837584257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12973155674859874,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mb349,2019/03/22,"Job hunt has been extremely triggering for my anxiety I graduated not long ago with my masters and I’ve been looking for jobs for months, with very little success. I can’t help but think that I’m not good enough and that I’ll never get the job that I want. It takes me a lot of energy to build the courage to send applications or schedule informational interviews, and then I either get rejected or ignored. This process is gruesome and feels never ending. It’s killing my self esteem and any hopes that I had of having a successful career. 

Does anyone have similar stories? How did you overcome this?",4.266842105263154,6.567398491228072,5.106877192982456,78.75347368421055,72.85964912280701,8.41964912280702,29.82105263157895,9.120678840339163,2.8205536842105268,484,21,86,11,10,157,83,114,0.092,0.701,0.206,0.9396,3,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,3,1,8,1,0,4,0,9,0,0,2,2,24,18,10,1,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,7,0,1,3,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,4,2,10,5,9,14,3,10,0,1,1,0,6,1,0,4,8,57,18,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16800547512313452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888579894085855,0.0,0.14498869344067966,0.0,0.0,0.1325226514238005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658575642661683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678658914162147,0.19583348269911507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958312446118391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980415141616944,0.0,0.0,0.15896741467846076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270368793438271,0.0,0.0,0.1882444477906288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5642330231713659,0.0,0.2096850736775106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18995722962068068,0.0,0.1677266539280222,0.15915610690724946,0.0,0.0,0.16113025274695308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127974627765087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923519444499605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977194369929552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14250175613897487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144213434206272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15638076413841245,0.11178875019358477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ArchAssassin7,2019/03/22,"Transferred out of university 3 hours away to live back home, I want to go back but I am so anxious. Last semester was the beginning of college for me. I went to a college in-state that was 3 hours away. I started to have severe anxiety and panic attacks during that semester. I would have terrible fears that my parents were going to unexpectedly die when I was away and just general elevated anxiety. Which I attribute to being robbed at gunpoint right before I left for college, and an emotionally abusive boyfriend that semester (now my ex). By the middle of the semester I wanted out and was able to transfer out for the next semester to a college that is 15 minutes away from my home. I thought I was able to overcome my anxiety from the robbery and the ex, but maybe not. I found a place to live, talked to my therapist about going back, and applied for readmission. I am always excited when I talk about it, like when I was talking about it to my therapist I was smiling because I was happy, but every night I'm in my thoughts and I get so anxious about going back. I am scared that I'll go back and not feel comfortable again. I want to go back because the computer science program where I am going to now is kind of crappy, and when I went to the first college it was harder, but I learned a lot more and actually felt engaged. I do not know why I am feeling this way, maybe it is because my mind is afraid of feeling this way? I don't know.",5.283755323267516,5.740028062717769,6.3342566782810685,78.04790456833142,68.02439024390246,9.443979868370114,35.10820751064654,9.444778638647367,3.253106233062331,1142,55,220,22,18,382,131,287,0.183,0.736,0.081,-0.9886,1,0,0,1,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,1,21,12,1,4,13,0,25,0,0,1,0,39,50,20,1,4,8,3,4,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,13,13,0,0,10,0,0,9,4,6,0,1,16,4,35,6,40,32,2,46,0,0,0,0,6,14,0,1,22,163,48,10,0.1693774236428541,0.10034227510775208,0.08264396624416367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704677925066815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19435989822058167,0.19134827734956109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634563575627236,0.3182713301525959,0.3907223512108307,0.0,0.15487635802241362,0.0,0.07206385614167303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789351224739493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09526340201012498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135389230374248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529834566250166,0.12846347192396226,0.0,0.08131444431207628,0.0,0.0,0.07203617501205736,0.0,0.09285680127949976,0.0,0.0,0.04424635652901799,0.0,0.33691382606172754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901527085141065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16989936610476858,0.0,0.16680264380441293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819026111192316,0.09308540243180753,0.0690326033862583,0.0,0.0,0.092014533189807,0.0,0.0,0.04137462680388111,0.0,0.14956336821489302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07199931429358315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17016238792232766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085511456901689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900674057945758,0.07947461907373571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936395612012792,0.0940367922443562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848167877991367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232369716423885,0.0,0.0,0.08478817459847758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567413867478054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05994310611761364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042087358320252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966602436131404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13446675473061045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498547893234214,0.13444391501757516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570145686367192,0.07641838993235944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06016043104009521,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,StewDog80,2019/03/22,"Anti Anxiety meds that are non-benzodiazepines? Hello All, I’m wondering if anyone has any success with non-benzo anti-anxiety meds they might take? I’m 38/M and i am 10 months sober from Alcohol, I am/was an alcoholic for years. A big part of my alcoholism was also self medicating my anxiety and phobias. I’ve always had clinical depression and severe anxiety disorder. I can’t take benzodiazepines, as I tried but abused them (they were not happy even trying them on me because of my Alcohol history) so now I’m on Lexapro 10mgs daily, and Hydroxyzine (Vistaril) 50mgs as needed, which DOES NOTHING. Next week they’re trying something new. Just wondering if anyone has any non benzo anxiety meds they take as needed that they have success with. Thanks!",3.853043478260865,6.803402565217392,5.355971014492756,73.0491739130435,77.69565217391305,9.477101449275363,28.76521739130435,9.725611199111238,3.7304139130434777,606,27,96,20,15,203,89,138,0.172,0.7490000000000001,0.078,-0.8224,0,0,5,0,1,0,23.0,0,0,6,2,5,5,0,0,2,0,10,6,0,0,1,17,21,12,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,3,6,4,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,14,4,11,17,2,9,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,5,6,55,17,2,0.0,0.12985775909571534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4685151231964781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764686510883682,0.0911957558617539,0.0,0.0,0.1490631505329402,0.0,0.4192174703017435,0.0,0.0,0.15326936016647502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681097861660433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943980875242232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12561078675120774,0.0,0.0959114629866217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238958852163671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667095141583694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36522178022341184,0.1104101982860898,0.0,0.11626799445755072,0.0,0.0,0.0874814594675323,0.0,0.0,0.16253362328297516,0.0,0.10585210294812047,0.1165605570681791,0.0,0.0,0.10516389760613054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868582802078935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433642201843006,0.12381649946025472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437522731413781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472160730791546,0.0,0.0,0.1009047069155714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232330686565044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791429307923415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377124656425091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057863325509385
anxiety,goldenbrain8,2019/03/22,"Visiting new city alone- scared to go eat alone Hey! I’m out of area for a job interview that went well, 4 hours from home, and staying overnight. There are some breweries and restaurants and I’ve been scoping them out online and checking out the photos (no bar tops to sit at just giant tables), and I’d love to explore a little bit but being alone in a semi-crowded bar or restaurant terrifies me. I get along with people fine, but doing it alone without my dog or a friend or anything is really making me nervous, and I’m finding it hard to pump myself and not just get delivery to my hotel room. What would you do?",6.0425435540069685,5.843556390243907,6.324645760743322,81.01463414634149,66.39837398373984,8.654587688734031,31.392566782810693,7.957251820313856,2.1431054587688743,488,17,94,5,7,157,92,123,0.15,0.752,0.097,-0.7173,1,4,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,1,4,6,0,2,5,0,7,4,0,1,0,26,15,12,0,1,9,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,12,3,0,2,3,1,4,3,2,1,0,2,1,8,4,16,11,2,18,0,0,0,1,7,10,0,4,2,59,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6902957229852619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371187196858652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18191206363580528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17049964699387918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15229283337568916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873457058067633,0.0,0.17411005890314313,0.0,0.09469720173040007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926386158257934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16713912150431962,0.0,0.16409270963892686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16535025550123872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16700268415101696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15038616247899586,0.0,0.11122392105331354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609280994850019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155172516172428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674466365861184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16682135244231094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17760078192744255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14981647811062893,0.15446365496818867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16062118893864122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836608721850313,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SakuraPie,2019/03/22,Youtube/Music Recommendations for the Anxious Mind I was wondering if anyone can recommend some calming music for anxious/paranoid mind because I was thinking that if I could listen to something it would get rid my anxious thought and calm me down. I generally listen to this cello video but I was wondering if anyone has anything similar to this and what they would recommend.,8.942727272727273,10.023509484848486,8.544999999999998,63.18750000000002,60.21212121212122,10.842424242424245,43.77272727272727,10.686352973137794,5.342890909090908,310,18,43,7,4,99,44,66,0.047,0.8220000000000001,0.132,0.6705,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,0,0,17,15,6,0,6,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,8,2,6,8,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,6,0,35,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6423783444137728,0.0,0.2650613832090105,0.0,0.1559751719684796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554175202682355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133217173543914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902676469367336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3827624955136473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459170602406672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144950226516713,0.0,0.1504734934626445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4110958307700289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692873861634407,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KariEllien,2019/03/22,"Extreme discomfort caused by waves and springs?? **TL;DR Anxiety around physical objects that continue moving by inertia.**

Okay I'm not sure if it's an actual disorder. This is the reason I didn't seek medical help - I don't want to look like a self-pitying self-diagnosing asshole (also I don't want to waste time and money on something that might be nothing at all). This is extremely weird! I've been feeling it all my life and nobody seems to understand me.

I feel extreme discomfort whenever I witness (in real life or in visual media such as movies or video games) these or similar events:


- freely splashing water (say, in a basin or in a big bucket or even in a pool)

- an item freely hanging and swinging on a rope/spring (such as vintage chandelier)

- ball that's been left alone but is not stopping (still jumping/rolling around)

- a ceiling fan that's been turned on but is still rotating due to being well oiled

- basically anything in space, debris, asteroids etc. (makes any sci-fi movie unwatchable)

- etc.

To sum it up, whenever an object or body of water (or jelly) is **left alone** but **continues to move** due to basic Newton's physics (water physics, inertia, zero-g etc.) it drives me absolutely insane. I feel extreme discomfort, I want to grab the object and physically stop it or take the bucket and splash the water out.

Then I found out about non-newtonian fluids (mix cornstarch with water) and imagining it - a pool of water that takes forever to stop moving - gave me severe sweating.

When I start thinking about it and understand that the world ocean with all it's waves and storms is just a big bucket with freely moving water... OR when I think that Earth is just one piece of big space debris that just can't stop on it's own.. oh geez I can't fall asleep at those times.

I've talked about this to my wife and she helps me ignore it sometimes but when I'm alone and trying to enjoy some swimming pool I simply can't.

Maybe someone can tell me what's happening to me? Thanks and sorry if it's not the place.",3.098461852305181,5.557866302325582,4.05419352645179,84.13523561811508,77.19121447028424,7.1744594043247645,24.912892696858425,8.20500826718156,1.7454744186046511,1597,57,295,30,38,514,204,387,0.115,0.8009999999999999,0.085,-0.758,0,3,1,0,0,0,77.0,0,0,0,0,18,11,0,3,17,1,20,13,3,3,4,68,43,34,0,5,21,1,4,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,25,19,7,5,11,7,1,8,9,5,1,1,6,7,21,6,42,34,10,53,0,0,1,0,9,26,0,14,20,180,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.09066960924832078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886892990835413,0.0,0.07430243034045897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631839732376603,0.0,0.07107813119366935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645941830293923,0.16542439893991812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320531088085068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544716517466503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430466026388612,0.0,0.0,0.1064862584760132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108674061316077,0.06136810885163192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14093869560442168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187422349971964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216259028016706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455514650360255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20190032372933506,0.0,0.13125428946810713,0.045392560589599285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802345395750132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06202009707056089,0.0,0.09334351872764934,0.0,0.0,0.09359999421361304,0.0,0.0985659275808602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3950069287029141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891524547570253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06296020070976675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970742282250613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575524672744267,0.0,0.09552995867989668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388808501055992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458443483474817,0.1938568828868513,0.10496515551036513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872481749338996,0.07152890684891168,0.09189325586477066,0.10400840954580146,0.06576424457603372,0.0,0.1484007594300648,0.31071745340500817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756932962444215,0.0,0.13971790872532264,0.0746798874111831,0.08120998933363559,0.08554173554648625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190696978138641,0.0,0.0,0.1083565442788766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06308177523116941,0.10106257877121283,0.0,0.1934512575875235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16440734646981664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353987547999643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,K_rose315,2019/03/22,"Coping skills to help with anxiety I have severe anxiety, my therapist said it’s “overcoming my life”, I agree with her. I recently saw my psychiatrist and finally vented about my struggles with anxiety and how it basically controls my everyday life and every decision. I’m on a complex combination of medication that took years to perfect and my psychiatrist says it’s to risky to add on an anxiety medicine. I don’t know what to do, I don’t want to live like this forever, I drove myself to being alone and I don’t want that anymore. I need advice on coping skills on how to get over my anxiety and to at least be able to make my own decisions without having a panic attack each time. I can’t even talk on the phone so if I could even have a 5 minute conversation with someone on the phone without breaking down or stuttering I’ll be so happy. ",8.125481927710844,6.717756457831327,9.065150602409641,67.02796686746989,62.73493975903615,13.119277108433735,38.8222891566265,12.161744961471696,4.807351807228916,676,30,125,20,8,233,97,166,0.117,0.741,0.142,0.8073,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,4,7,7,1,2,6,0,12,3,0,4,1,29,23,12,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,7,12,0,1,4,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,4,3,20,3,27,15,3,17,0,0,1,0,8,9,0,2,6,89,27,0,0.14324441283033448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997678236926986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14835801143764013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5479079186900321,0.0,0.14205996660575204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629611990293698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16066078930887115,0.11436900774106624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18922316740840675,0.0,0.12068959589042293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15691725252404773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748392935087393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15248634107692438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601371045754112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872338312652218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202355530045266,0.06998198455412874,0.0,0.12648744088848546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561675787534307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14430367585001289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621391707032858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16806645472349335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414365765352289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625823924212296,0.11391370649242333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16182541359720498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137052614545298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14975016198671698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513443303110266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16631780385817269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352696906242152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15914981329998232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689785320441876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761650045593003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922447054101808
anxiety,ToastedSpaceship,2019/03/22,"Social event tomorrow, feel little hope of getting through it Throwaway, obvs.

My anxiety's pretty bad as of late. I'm agoraphobic, and usually have nasty panic attacks when I leave my comfort zone.

I've been battling this thing for a few years now, some much more successful than others, but currently feel at my wit's end.

Tomorrow I have a formal family do with a hundred or so people in a random venue. Safe to say I'm terrified that I'll fail before I even leave the house.

My symptoms are fairly physical - muscle tension/spasms, dizziness, tightness in the chest - and so I'm always worried about a) being noticed, and b) not being able to make it back. But I also feel extremely guilty and ashamed if I don't go. 

Any words of advice would be much appreciated.",5.451986301369864,6.618351869863018,6.430027397260279,74.96668493150689,67.97260273972603,9.127671232876713,31.723287671232878,9.3871,3.025709041095892,607,25,105,12,10,202,108,146,0.215,0.682,0.102,-0.9533,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,8,10,2,2,7,0,10,2,1,1,0,21,20,13,0,3,5,0,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,6,5,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,1,5,9,4,14,15,5,16,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,5,11,67,15,2,0.16932239701449994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16545988669878942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354070597179985,0.14088979845048105,0.0,0.0,0.11514503628226055,0.0,0.12953117026031138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19262867077888987,0.0,0.13019847165633028,0.14137712890585924,0.0,0.0,0.14408088867551935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499693862047863,0.0,0.0,0.11183584631051824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15962208659784258,0.0,0.25684347449794137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846396391586127,0.0,0.09622982025951077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681753455299772,0.0,0.19537531249454188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191003038996846,0.3585759404285231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16970552439829004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130240148171394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489428885807164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19277467126229927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19866335034803165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738683041181547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17226175026428378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346519662093147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17260286048402396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17599080288595936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124902768164218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18648469862340566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17195511327296678,0.0,0.1202817727421987,0.0,0.0,0.10903807222448683
anxiety,youngcashmoney3,2019/03/22,"Bladder related anxiety help A few years ago all of a sudden i had to go to the bathroom pretty much every two hours.  Now ive managed to push it back to every 3-4 hours but this issue still affects my social life.  I don’t go out like I used to anymore because I feel embarrassed that I may need to use the bathroom, or am afraid that there won’t be a bathroom.  Has anyone gone through a similar situation?",3.5128571428571433,4.485251238095241,5.3223809523809535,81.83928571428571,72.33333333333333,7.980952380952381,30.66666666666667,8.344100000000001,2.2878238095238097,320,14,64,5,6,110,63,84,0.059,0.848,0.093,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,6,0,8,2,1,3,1,10,15,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,2,0,1,2,1,7,1,9,10,3,13,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,9,43,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818274043013718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15691701572251862,0.0,0.20342493011153487,0.1434253836183882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15772539986233858,0.0,0.12503986742814605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3456466053850894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037153488359209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331500007031665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13748829319226105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4040057643584888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21409304848650493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488303967922406,0.10021176730597467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15078754821301332,0.1520946342108256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086818155065452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23056461610516196,0.0,0.20909504421131567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638099082632833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20037342728487811,0.0,0.0,0.35431739784343474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320912090828646
anxiety,tisasituation,2019/03/22,"Pet Loss - Need Support! 😓 I had to say goodbye to my best friend of 14 years yesterday (he was a 15/16 year old rescue dog). I feel so much guilt and regret in addition to the loss because I was too anxious to be there with him when the vet put him down. I said my bawling goodbyes at home and my mom (who loved him too, but not in the same way) was with him at the vet. I was just too overwhelmed about how much I’d cry and look like a wreck in front of people at the vet (social anxiety). So I didn’t go bc I didn’t think I could take it. But now I feel like I let my buddy down. That my anxiety kept me from being with him at the very end. I’m a wreck basically. This grieving process hurts so much.!!!",0.5346778711484603,2.090556888888891,2.4002474323062546,97.3189705882353,81.41830065359476,5.678618113912232,20.078898225957047,6.5431188927421005,-0.09251409897292227,536,14,134,5,14,178,94,153,0.192,0.695,0.113,-0.9338,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,3,12,13,0,2,9,0,11,1,0,1,0,20,23,10,1,3,4,1,2,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,4,7,0,1,3,0,0,3,3,7,0,0,9,5,21,6,20,10,5,20,0,6,1,1,13,9,0,0,9,87,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266213735399851,0.19656655054071925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606666851481544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18259862144357725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13892206941230706,0.0,0.19112701580264496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410927893636045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759557451738283,0.1243031543967736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13442928594540798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988862366357773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745327044322396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18626688194688187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17792323854469674,0.0,0.17001182939088835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14611326140686928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570386598326532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037826307095674,0.0,0.0,0.3837224052159705,0.12901622083846234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18258008680985074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120627284335797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749145688420955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655105429685043,0.1383690228053916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773675484356768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974491980658171,0.0,0.0,0.13082373494977448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148994949512492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14356535802221895,0.0,0.1381103450851368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22409611871292925
anxiety,Usvrper,2019/03/22,"I was doing so well Title says it all, I was doing so well. Driving, getting out, going to the movies. Then today I woke up my stomach in knots, nauseous, barely able to put any food down, anxious, so sad, etc I have a tattoo appointment in an hour and I am so scared to drive there. I’m just so scared of living the rest of my life this way.  ",1.5783333333333331,2.9663846111111134,3.3483333333333363,92.43,77.8888888888889,5.355555555555556,20.333333333333336,5.46131890053228,-0.15318333333333367,260,6,58,1,6,87,53,72,0.173,0.757,0.07,-0.8398,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,2,4,0,6,3,1,0,1,4,10,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,2,0,3,1,7,2,10,7,3,13,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,43,9,0,0.2312258923319685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15724153585944453,0.0,0.0,0.2612194425015622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25787799175440485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795992668333004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080598524669132,0.0,0.13141100321503754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277109270379086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16332168591610344,0.0,0.0,0.2041766991838552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23244588681362802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18388011031013585,0.4629949118147153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21917510939676585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18353635065374133,0.0,0.0,0.4157996926395196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Busybee03,2019/03/22,"Random Anxiety Attack For No Reason? So, I have felt practically anxiety-free for the past 3.5 years. I developed bad anxiety while I was in the military and once I got out it seemed to just vanish. Today all of a sudden at lunch though out of nowhere I feel very strange. I am assuming it is an anxiety attack, but it's been so long it's hard to remember what that feels like. I feel paranoid and scared like death is upon me and am experiencing difficulty focusing and there's a sort of sense like the world around me isn't real and every little thing I do is strange in someway. It's a very bizarre and thing I can think is that it is related to nicotene from vaping, which I have only been doing for the past few weeks. I'm trying to keep myself calm, and am generally succeeding, but it's still a very uncomfortable feeling. Like I have bunch of anticipation building up, but to nothing in particular, and at the same time a background worry of some impending misfortune like I could just drop dead for no particular reason. Has anyone else had an experience like this before? It started just over an hour ago.",6.262831196581197,6.6184223842592615,7.224259259259258,72.86205128205131,65.89814814814815,10.905413105413109,32.35612535612536,10.727762888450028,3.4768886039886033,889,34,167,23,13,299,126,216,0.209,0.6509999999999999,0.14,-0.9442,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,9,12,2,1,13,0,21,1,0,2,1,37,32,15,2,1,6,0,6,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,15,11,1,1,11,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,6,7,15,8,26,25,5,27,0,0,0,0,0,13,0,5,19,117,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770794547166396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788558100681707,0.0,0.0,0.08495998420797615,0.12449749601907233,0.0,0.1081663093761336,0.0,0.2764617655320753,0.0,0.0,0.10145263035125764,0.0,0.0,0.103392856062395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701284106454157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150286744777497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023742429484874,0.0,0.0,0.11885641239840655,0.0,0.0,0.2457488117352989,0.17360815617460235,0.11666503968402478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717963540376463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884571970784432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965916525332518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800032395153536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35617085147586514,0.12178116763716874,0.0,0.10752919380861553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658850888607525,0.0,0.0,0.1294001740326988,0.0,0.09241096649268556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23198289878026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830069577371826,0.0,0.24985729146307945,0.0,0.0,0.13764287727721033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164893750369445,0.0,0.0,0.11061471228393284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600273805174995,0.0,0.09703503569624944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614466860416503,0.07785628875541459,0.11937925831367956,0.0,0.07085126236822274,0.0,0.11517370279888745,0.0,0.0,0.08249475723503898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007661054669625,0.0,0.0,0.09746497204078332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233954790205669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824603117361889
anxiety,daisydemi,2019/03/22,"UGGHHH I was doing so well for about 3 days and as soon as I told someone ‘I haven’t felt anxious in 3 days’ it came back that evening. I’m getting so tired of this. At this point I don’t even know if I’m anxious about something or for no reason at all. I’m anxious about feeling anxious. My back and neck hurt because of the constant stress I feel and I have trouble breathing. I could really use some motivation right now. It really comes and goes in waves, and when the wave hits I lose so much hope of ever feeling better again. ",1.968,3.8528770727272783,3.2890909090909126,91.0736363636364,78.27272727272728,5.854545454545455,24.63636363636364,6.742157984588678,0.7907454545454549,418,15,89,4,10,136,71,110,0.213,0.667,0.121,-0.8767,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,16,7,0,1,2,0,6,3,2,3,2,22,21,13,0,3,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,7,0,0,2,3,4,1,0,4,4,8,3,14,15,3,18,0,2,0,0,1,6,0,4,10,59,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6360401357017691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164596590817972,0.0,0.08580129484139101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448397004163385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16098313281531054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124564222665402,0.0,0.15210323167039694,0.0,0.11237925735318627,0.0,0.0,0.18154717696411973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18593113158346394,0.12731851235003144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135057739923384,0.0,0.1351442796118947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353726670769531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13979879140006932,0.0,0.0,0.150678246813028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735378234738577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15746581914561525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346913467474587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305641738766524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18033905336746428,0.1447168052743604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020169398954254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192589658876088,0.10835799603585684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16123128255111313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16177406179851234,0.0,0.13449485316724946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215647942735896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265532201578048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RevZippyDelVecchio,2019/03/22,"Any other alcoholics here? I’m two weeks sober today. I suffer from GAD all my life but wasn’t diagnosed until 9 years ago. I just thought everyone worried about everything all of the time like I do.  I drink/drank to get over the stress of the day, to relax in social settings (and I’m a very social person), etc. And I was a happy drunk. It’s not that I did stupid stuff when I was drinking, it is the cranky asshole I am when I’m not. Then it just spirals, the alcohol is a depressant and the hangover is a depressant and made me more anxious and stressed. 

I’m stopping drinking, and 2 weeks in and I’m already feeling a bit more in control of my anxiety. 

I’m wondering if anyone else here battles with this too. ",2.719086757990865,4.320217917808222,4.268698630136985,86.128299086758,75.3013698630137,7.3324200913242015,28.605022831050228,8.07648339933343,1.9308420091324203,560,24,114,9,12,187,91,146,0.208,0.679,0.113,-0.9165,0,0,5,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,8,10,2,2,11,0,9,7,0,2,2,22,20,13,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,7,8,5,2,3,4,0,0,3,7,0,1,6,1,11,3,13,14,6,17,0,3,0,0,3,4,0,2,13,76,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12088841420907805,0.2914872959811665,0.0,0.0,0.15049345901442532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273983384536122,0.0,0.10432667873141456,0.15406519379477107,0.0,0.0953567326640037,0.13973254062956875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888643179332633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15295641821563452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795074219965743,0.0,0.2349195739125815,0.13841798917614084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4007874244830867,0.0,0.0,0.11392400653175505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520944321547243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031237781715946,0.12256526443999825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895541460370082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712504297167254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451739696927163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632585901948217,0.06662604947397915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290415413483096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907759180442365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780347485111442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401579991355602,0.31243473356736656,0.0,0.15611701244355702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108266700455733,0.07952149411910467,0.0,0.12926777341239035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321878496356107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252384825935566,0.0,0.0,0.218783969174162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14789312105533287,0.0,0.1384956672791638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782117777208348
anxiety,KET_WIG,2019/03/22,"Request for short term anxiety advice Hi all,

My girlfriend has had anxiety for most of her life but the past couple of years have been really rough. She was diagnosed with depression in 2015, 'beat it', seemed to get better overall but then her anxiety took a turn for the worse. She was diagnosed with GAD. It got to the stage where she couldn't eat for a week for fear of choking, which seems to be her most pressing symptom. She also couldn't go alone anywhere, needing me wherever it was. If she ever had food go down the wrong way, or have acid reflux, it would instantly put her into panic mode. Her anxiety level was constantly at least a 3 out of 10 with regular panics out of nowhere.

She was reticent to try medication, but with the help of counseling, meditation and citalopram, for the past 6 months to a year she's been working really hard and she's doing incredibly well now (I'm ultra ultra proud). She has spent time with her mum alone while I went out with friends, albeit about 10 minutes way. She has been getting the train on her own all week - another big fear, as she dislikes the claustrophobia of a packed early train and the tunnel. She can be in the home on her own for a while and not get anxious. We work together, on the same floor, but I regularly go out of action to conduct interviews for 3-4 hours - she used to worry, but now feels absolutely fine with that. Now she doesn't feel it at all for the majority of the time.

Her next big challenge is tomorrow. I'm going out with some friends in the next city, about an hour away via train. I was initially staying the night, but I'm going to come home now, to help the challenge not be as big. My mum is close with her, and so is coming round to keep her company for a girls night in.

However, there will be a gap between about 1 and 3 where she'll be on her own, and she feels like it might make her really anxious and panic. 

Does anyone have some short-term strong anxiety management tips to help manage the fear of that two hour period, and if she does end up panicking?

Any help is appreciated - thank you!",5.561240875912411,5.833049863746961,6.15298686131387,80.23015182481754,67.39416058394161,9.98232603406326,29.578686131386863,9.888512548439397,2.5842059562043795,1638,54,332,35,25,534,204,411,0.139,0.736,0.125,-0.8629,1,2,0,0,0,0,49.0,1,1,0,8,14,19,0,6,26,0,35,7,0,2,4,61,63,25,0,6,11,2,7,1,3,4,5,0,2,1,9,28,2,1,5,0,1,11,5,8,1,1,15,8,38,11,65,37,14,73,0,1,1,0,45,28,0,10,31,219,47,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824804798473878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16586643300984238,0.0,0.06403569056936781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0544535264950398,0.08396528107104989,0.30628454510244657,0.18092318617382644,0.0,0.05599007625200182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523279529425242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081954494160993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795448853009898,0.0,0.0865322791958122,0.0,0.0,0.08860110747455732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689682022914907,0.16254822396083324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014777957523206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193638562328402,0.0,0.0,0.07092239673387736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07243213005061086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703188224086826,0.12146448857219598,0.05720536551884664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682661773356332,0.0,0.1237309942175404,0.0,0.1255071419094443,0.0,0.2275414223792067,0.0,0.06404303446054196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173118266156743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21468947338008976,0.0,0.16064286060142388,0.0,0.23657228220702464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117405246315557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05655911272195153,0.03912044263892789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05345046894018002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806668131754749,0.0,0.08494657860220528,0.0,0.0,0.06391484352650037,0.0,0.0,0.05937435865357282,0.0,0.0,0.17032065563879495,0.15028932062454656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28185114255167965,0.0,0.0,0.1528806803926851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804971675396457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15389366627381507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579395778157886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534895181059297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832282498425886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372200455788817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338437664575164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896591289694605,0.05436544970010228,0.08709825496531354,0.07822132449305799,0.0,0.0,0.06915881143971142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271191034671661,0.12846215232583266,0.0,0.07199675154538861,0.07423002816369319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659063763264263,0.08131972179516027,0.08160293721972121,0.05688275335492461,0.08754908937989582,0.0,0.10313093376060536
anxiety,cucumbers__,2019/03/22,"I’m anxious about my life path at 21 and I get worried people (my friends) don’t take me seriously Hi everyone!


So I currently am in 2nd year psychology. In September 2016 I went to Toronto for 4 days and moved back home because the living situations were horrible. I then went to a college in September 2017 for a pre health program and ended up hating it, so I switch to the university in my city for psychology (something I always said I wanted to do but would always be unsure). Thankfully I never paid the Toronto tuition and was refunded for the college.


I’m always worried about my life direction because I feel a huge weight on my shoulders. I always have new ideas about how I should switch programs or do this or that after graduation. I feel horrible and embarrassed because I’ll find an option and get really excited then tells my friends, but then find something new or have doubts. I get worried people are judging me and idk how to just relax with all of this. I want to stop worrying so much about wtf I will do with my life and stop telling my friends everything so they don’t get annoyed or judge me. I know I want to go in the direction of helping people in some way, I’m just so torn and confused. I think I will stay in psychology and should at his point because I love it and I’m almost half way done. 


Does anyone have advice for a confused 21 year old? How do I relax about this? ",3.7734689858877566,5.45361532129964,5.124786675418446,80.74620200196918,72.68231046931406,8.213258943222844,29.91942894650476,8.841846274778883,2.511860649819495,1112,48,212,22,22,371,137,277,0.18,0.6970000000000001,0.123,-0.9246,1,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,0,16,15,2,4,10,0,20,7,1,3,2,47,44,28,0,6,8,0,3,0,3,5,4,1,1,0,6,13,1,2,7,2,3,4,3,7,0,1,7,4,34,8,33,31,3,36,0,0,0,1,11,13,0,10,16,139,40,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445402661667622,0.0,0.0,0.0967899959128536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217120243067893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919712301174232,0.0,0.06758619912930937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743247813874368,0.0,0.2356896433782353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06233703913515594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458691586050071,0.09891568540071284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561115735598482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236178788966642,0.0868708494655167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774735883351178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17668909457641896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22403544092392075,0.0,0.2020012891109173,0.0,0.0549335200540561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954307213263416,0.0,0.1027439649386832,0.0,0.0,0.06478846998495798,0.0,0.09695682781751476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911621155358993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05312124196119364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20481926678209525,0.0,0.0,0.08535164122317428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723849407833559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273318791921207,0.07105546453939186,0.0,0.07454935635964495,0.18670767073959954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142732903449826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20103347751620326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137396941752272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061922211159396764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194481497770446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864873192682466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14882559459085956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302560094017248,0.0,0.1616224537390006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267551594545993,0.0,0.16896840007390065,0.08899059286569808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06193516494084349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17103589423754909,0.153446782272671,0.0,0.11770458515950068,0.0,0.17920766681099998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926475031504349,0.0,0.06866375887694695,0.0,0.0,0.12449041494717886
anxiety,Scratchkitten,2019/03/22,"Yesterday I arrived back home after going to see my Fiancé 1,933 miles away all by myself and conquered my fear of flying at the same time! I went to see my Fiancé in February with my mom but this time I bought the tickets, went to the airport, and flew there and back all by myself. I was there a whole week and I feel so accomplished. Yay!",2.5456521739130444,4.378855956521743,3.602246376811596,89.71902173913048,76.39130434782608,6.339130434782609,21.644927536231886,7.1686216300943375,0.5983797101449273,267,7,55,3,6,86,46,69,0.029,0.8240000000000001,0.147,0.8913,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,4,1,1,0,0,0,2,10,9,6,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,1,4,0,1,0,0,5,3,11,1,11,4,4,15,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,0,7,42,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22992211674410706,0.3763485283937102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27537758234684345,0.1237375810754226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907978635053847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24547370867216495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28661263392425523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900196691794362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285395929597481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19629929918685235,0.0,0.0,0.4537150356999933,0.0,0.2732206902368272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway84931281,2019/03/22,"When my anxiety is better I don't know what to do. Recently my anxiety and depression have calmed down to the point I'm not in a depressive episode anymore and I find myself self confident every so often.

But when I do go out with people I don't know what to do. My therapist has suggested some sort of social skills training, but I guess I do know how to act if needed to do. (Though often still not able to actuall do it due to anxiety or really not wanting to do it.) But I really don't know what to speak about with people. How to have deeper conversations. How to be interesting and not some sort of bad joke. I feel so freaking damn empty and even when I am feeling better this does not go away.

I really feel like a joke when talking with people I only ever talk about surface level stuff which is boring. I crave some more meaningful connections but in reality I really don't know how that would even look like. Lately my hope is to find a boyfriend and maybe find a deeper connection there, but still I'm so isolated I guess it's an actual problem and I am not sure I'll find a nice guy who will take a liking to that. ",4.462318840579709,5.0220576956521725,6.037826086956525,79.08471014492756,69.8695652173913,9.959420289855073,27.072463768115945,10.047579312681364,2.5030376811594204,890,27,180,22,15,305,116,230,0.142,0.688,0.17,0.7364,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,22,19,1,0,8,0,22,0,0,4,2,56,41,25,0,6,13,0,3,3,0,2,0,1,0,2,12,10,0,0,13,2,0,3,10,7,0,0,0,5,20,12,25,38,4,21,0,2,1,0,9,8,1,12,13,130,32,0,0.10675347668998386,0.0,0.20835198775055536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449983524121678,0.0,0.10587076336156756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002984054598021,0.0,0.08913469394043624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18882954980605174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18389322609136272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342068685038928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14101932907543402,0.0965646314179728,0.08994440835100702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619332961926025,0.0762647050776777,0.0,0.0,0.39028297476939705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134092187550713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23520198013479765,0.10570272568078032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060302898223616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933445947210502,0.0,0.12042257156045197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564630691530033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964603386944897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724821597759956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915635029723153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119082951862892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220282576617262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091654124509307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021486598203701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735560429864073,0.0,0.10540617939597036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113671582558136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882172570311464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17050692876741724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220719026450427,0.0,0.0,0.1006138884048076,0.0,0.08026532883677,0.17160880162716532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394901446056833,0.0,0.0,0.104884748830903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06296596643896045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583460693368667,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway028925,2019/03/22,"Repetitive task at work worsens my anxiety I work as an analyst. My boss doesn’t really understand my role so he assigned me tons of data entry where I’m always copying and pasting stuff and having to search multiple records to input data in a database. 

I’m luckily leaving my job soon, but this task has been hellish for my anxiety. I have entered >1000 entries each which takes me 15-20 sometimes 30 minutes. I’ve been doing the same thing again and again. Seeing the same records again and again. It’s become so automatic, that the only thing left for my brain to do is focus on intrusive thoughts and I’ve had the worst anxiety I’ve had in a long time being here. Don’t get me wrong, I am so grateful to have a job. It took me forever to find something, and although the management was toxic, I am finally doing something full time. But I am wondering if anybody else struggles with tasks like this? Sometimes I’ve listened to a podcast or tried to distract myself but that doesn’t always help. I have had a panic attack for the first time (at home) since I started here because I started having anxiety about my health, which turned later into anxiety about literally anything lol ",5.889618208516886,6.9032001938326,6.4265374449339205,75.94162701908958,66.88546255506608,9.225139500734212,35.39765051395007,9.3871,3.4554695447870785,952,46,164,18,15,310,134,227,0.177,0.753,0.07,-0.9757,2,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,3,13,8,2,3,12,1,23,2,1,1,0,21,36,16,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,11,9,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,7,0,1,8,2,20,1,21,27,6,27,1,0,1,0,4,9,0,3,17,117,31,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055490410707084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4724438555629638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164246518726526,0.0,0.0,0.14051634325831774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529370450340221,0.1364128071456326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788378467838552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318107993374794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353048372873554,0.11289063265848273,0.10506194510581676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453158125075359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129085563062134,0.0,0.0,0.08278961848903102,0.0,0.12389579174785825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24513950578000576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078473657554354,0.13419959948327018,0.0,0.0,0.060343275712729474,0.0,0.0,0.10930704344177074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939388567061187,0.0,0.14491844551216565,0.0,0.0,0.1179092109620656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912698415433962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842560323793924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217302946958848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19017603287191528,0.2443193335102932,0.0,0.17484935376834654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912487935807246,0.1413953250974066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286804025492564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16411598840863476,0.0,0.0,0.09805725249640264,0.2160680761925448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13722990459297665,0.08385869635420115,0.13434904257038233,0.0,0.1285836535982165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339469389272951,0.17984103751394298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504445457353936,0.0,0.0
anxiety,flybyjericho,2019/03/22,"Anyone else’s anxiety attacks cause pain everywhere? I was smoking with my friends yesterday and i began having an anxiety attack. This one was unique because i was beggining to have pains all over my body. My leg, back, chest, etc. anyone else experience this?",4.569782608695653,7.698162500000002,5.184956521739132,74.27526086956524,76.17391304347827,8.897391304347826,30.93913043478261,9.3871,3.731935652173913,209,10,32,6,5,67,36,46,0.294,0.649,0.057,-0.8948,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,0,5,5,3,1,1,4,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,4,0,6,1,3,2,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917481571968083,0.0,0.0,0.2666638233797685,0.39076017491228027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4338651431162998,0.0,0.14662557320851274,0.0,0.11624026473586475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21180888380682186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19588679444520965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185869556116562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21266501934406085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186527255500514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732333922946608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292136007611554,0.0,0.4058061696369287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spurrocky,2019/03/22,"Tingling on scalp (maybe paresthesia?) I've been getting this feeling that started to occur during a pretty stressful time. It's a tingling (like pins and needles sort of) on my scalp. It's always on the back left of my head in one small spot, no where else. It's been there for almost 2 weeks now. I think it's a big less ""aggressive"" feeling than it was when it started, but I was curious if anyone else had the same thing? This happened to me years ago but I don't remember how long it lasted for.",3.1162623762376214,4.618240564356436,4.054542079207923,88.48003094059406,74.04950495049505,6.6341584158415845,26.48638613861386,7.1686216300943375,1.209959405940594,391,14,80,4,8,126,71,101,0.04,0.8740000000000001,0.086,0.5081,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,1,5,0,6,5,3,1,0,12,13,6,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,11,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,5,2,6,1,11,8,2,19,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,3,12,53,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18583674102524275,0.0,0.2099281651616932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17444058741872925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465879468188361,0.21480503434237594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16120328176020238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502612923978613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21200459299322827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953032796264472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18538748109858735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151552080263811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17088782630165786,0.0,0.0,0.227778800069098,0.0,0.0,0.10242146017580143,0.0,0.0,0.18552832713462128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106155581851812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206018796686626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21328329826833886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374857641794273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967741792640459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24014647329574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392781463425046,0.13433139874005784,0.0,0.0,0.12224509193241345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16816375698987476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350038510881294
anxiety,Covenant_Vogon1,2019/03/22,"I'm gonna fail & I know it  

This year is gonna be tough on me. Inevitably, I'm about to fail and I knew it prior to the time I had chances.

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Everything is blurred out, I've lost respect for myself (earlier I was very edgy) and I often cry for my past behavior and things I said and done with my friends (something like proving myself superior; however, I now know everyone is searching for meaning--to be happy, to make happy and to contribute before time punishes).

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I've always wanted to be with people who share interests but unfortunately haven't met one yet :(

Added to that, I'm from a part of society(not western-I love westerns) where I'm obligated to people I don't really love and wanna be with--which partly contributes to my subconscious making bad decisions :(

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Bad things are coming when I'll fail my exams to college and be forces to blame it on me + losing opportunities.

I do blame myself for all the procrastination, but I also blame my environment to make me depressed, seek for things that give instant gratifications and be suicidal several times.",6.673151969981241,7.563265463414638,7.425365853658537,69.91313320825518,65.09756097560975,10.600375234521577,34.30581613508443,10.560738912317856,3.8497129455909938,880,38,150,22,13,293,120,205,0.236,0.617,0.147,-0.9774,1,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,0,6,7,21,1,0,3,0,16,2,0,3,2,27,36,12,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,10,12,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,10,0,1,7,1,21,11,25,21,3,14,0,6,0,2,8,4,0,2,10,95,31,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260937162803991,0.08595429029353913,0.4477041894856445,0.37656423880461787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725032033900228,0.0,0.0,0.08790111610046382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889842329286184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347074739527592,0.0,0.0,0.08897256831241253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571227551519073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870805351966616,0.09283982753326986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980970918203187,0.0,0.0,0.09909525136332263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21993060383254076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354250527935668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05046740584005725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556683499564828,0.11276469725373392,0.0,0.1864654667089409,0.0,0.20686165541960488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06999909147489908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22372874744067692,0.09861201487025363,0.14323111834675467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661769447390878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826243000532536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670016040954699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952577083890702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129939794186628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20588478403021548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180706054841986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523373007441745,0.060929310659481824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37656423880461787,0.06652213443491818
anxiety,Cllsj,2019/03/22,"Anxiety and Depression- lack of options Hey everyone, long time lurker first time poster. I’m having a pretty rough time with my anxiety and depression flaring up (diagnoses with major depression 10 yrs ago, GAD 3 years ago). I’m currently working part time from home and in college full time. It’s gotten to the point where I am no longer sleeping, I stay up all night with a stomach ache and the jittery feeling. I finally can get myself to bed around 9-10am however it’s making it really hard for me to get to class and I’m falling behind. Most days I can’t get myself to leave the house. I try so hard. I even get myself to get ready and then I just freeze and feel like there is no way I can do it. I’m constantly paranoid something bad is going to happen for no reason. I think it’s important to note that I haven’t received treatment In what will be a year in April. I lost my health insurance, I am unable to get Medicaid due to making just a bit above the income limit (however just enough to pay only my bills) my employer does not offer health benefits and a plan through the marketplace is entirely over my budget, not to mention I looked at the providers and there are only 3 mental health providers that accept the insurance and they happen to be 3 hours away. I’ve been suicidal for a week now and I really want to get help and feel human again. I just feel like I have no options. I’ve considered checking myself into a psychiatric hospital but the debt I will be forced to pay afterwards I think is too much for me to handle. Not only that but once I get out I will be back in this same situation, not being able to get the follow up treatment I really need. 

I feel so entirely hopeless. I really just feel like there’s absolutely nothing I can do to fix this, but I’m hoping someone on here knows of any additional resources I’ve not thought of. Thanks so much to anyone that reads this.

Also to add, I’m in Ohio. ",3.6287596899224814,5.136337547803617,5.021878552971575,82.03452325581397,72.7467700258398,8.570852713178295,26.853488372093025,9.120678840339163,2.2152133333333333,1529,54,299,33,30,511,198,387,0.141,0.797,0.061,-0.9721,6,0,1,0,0,1,33.0,0,0,1,5,20,13,0,0,16,0,25,6,2,3,1,57,63,20,1,4,13,0,10,3,0,3,4,0,2,1,13,20,0,1,12,1,6,4,11,6,0,1,4,11,36,7,48,51,11,49,0,5,1,0,7,18,0,4,28,192,49,7,0.08526973619828225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15117295251659735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06819017723065915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057986344638678834,0.0,0.13046222959630896,0.0,0.0,0.059622582169957784,0.0,0.0,0.07590814345036269,0.0,0.0,0.08011372406635732,0.06556716374977901,0.07119666800630524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309246726047272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214629220158604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054991925658620586,0.0,0.22032809652183624,0.08654698732741037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462012076972886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881064315300895,0.0,0.05631985656093029,0.0,0.0,0.08147888709172511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586896441445275,0.18275014973325526,0.0,0.09340882805344072,0.0,0.07253039405019396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4009492600652523,0.0,0.04846075612332562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508074922250253,0.0,0.15276986990117367,0.0,0.0,0.2719132265584395,0.0,0.0,0.057154506764811375,0.0,0.08553249787620204,0.08469208800043204,0.08397351387496084,0.0983898270388878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04686201701832321,0.0,0.0,0.09028833865602784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497545789721295,0.0,0.0,0.07546103325336552,0.07160510267472532,0.0,0.09308198984634003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138364220854127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593183843187582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536613473466393,0.06322642894212209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800198710917436,0.0,0.08181861161975451,0.0,0.0,0.0908094861480343,0.0,0.1945544303407991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233881482760728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806074623218293,0.0,0.0,0.08674997673717072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529281139989174,0.0,0.2185039058600091,0.0876714904663435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584675614876544,0.08533131698198794,0.0,0.07224877077005172,0.06564480882783015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088619328795627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09327125156270707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785049167410187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927480782963403,0.0,0.06769464581947557,0.2486073444913619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05789255362614665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050294299672432166,0.06768314761467661,0.06839823898706293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06207738351000615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098218288671526
anxiety,liistica,2019/03/22,"I messed up at work I feel like a complete failure. I’m a before and after school teacher and I absolutely love my job. I just started a month ago and this is my first job with children so I’m still learning how to handle them when they get out of hand. My boss told me I was being “too nice” and i had to be more firm with the children, so I took her constructive criticism and started being more firm with the children. My voice is naturally very loud so it must have sounded like I was yelling at the children, which is something I would NEVER do. But I think I did accidentally yell at the children a few times when they were misbehaving, I do admit that. My coworkers also yell at the children a few times here and there, so being new I tried to mimic their teaching techniques so I wouldn’t get in trouble - which then got me in trouble. My boss talked to me yesterday and said she got a few complaints about me yelling at the children and I let her know that it’s never my intention to yell, that’s not my personality and my voice got too out of control. She said okay great! and that was that.
I just got an email from her explaining how not appropriate it is for me to be doing that, when I already told her I knew and I apologized... Why would she bring it up again?
I feel so embarrassed and like a complete failure. I can’t get it to stop replaying in my head. Will I get fired for this? I really need the money this job gives me.",2.5626962457337896,4.311107017064852,3.881823890784984,88.10643549488056,76.09897610921502,6.8723003412969295,25.71317406143345,7.699297019823105,1.2776556723549488,1128,41,240,16,25,370,137,293,0.117,0.7959999999999999,0.087,-0.8402,3,0,1,0,2,0,25.0,0,0,4,3,21,11,0,1,15,1,26,3,2,6,3,44,54,26,0,5,5,0,4,3,0,5,0,11,0,8,16,17,0,2,8,0,1,2,6,4,0,1,16,15,50,7,29,27,5,33,0,0,0,1,30,12,0,0,22,180,66,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726046512287947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335280847006601,0.09676479826335424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296330306061764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537353902409249,0.0,0.13571339047399486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236391537640888,0.08644344434790223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292375285209043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528730079427943,0.1160755955172227,0.0,0.0,0.3871035826831136,0.13340450155410022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241823740515597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3602257394212476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06649922037382693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237321582382646,0.0,0.1773455571230994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109208512990604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965821854169897,0.0,0.0,0.08972102566623005,0.18664752156617653,0.11686393318012668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565377969608383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751661320214442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23020013417230445,0.0,0.0,0.12245990510451935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315281087736277,0.0,0.0,0.17129086707347352,0.0,0.09663189671307112,0.10116261190203306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725636438217887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.077532829245582,0.0,0.0,0.14111381148121593,0.0,0.0,0.2312440997325499,0.134437038739553,0.08215202687676527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998388504033206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918496821126823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809048071166822,0.0,0.0,0.17191188551611986,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lily_Girl98,2019/03/22,"Response: ""I'm scared of sex reassignment surgery. I'm incredibly anxious and too afraid of complications!"" I'm not going to be politically correct so just a heads up... I'm a post-op transgender girl in my early 20s.

Look, no matter what, you will have anxiety. Sure, it can be managed with medication or meditation, but no matter what, one cannot truly be ""mentally prepared"" for this type of surgery. Sex reassignment surgery is a gamble. It's a hit or miss. If something happens, then your chances of having an anatomically correct vagina or penis is lowered. It it what it is... I really hope science and technology improves when it comes to transgender surgeries. As it stands now, it's frighteningly not as advanced as I originally thought.

For SRS (trans women), I would like for you to have a consultation with Dr. Heidi Wittenberg in San Francisco, CA or Dr. Maurice Garcia in Beverly Hills, CA. They accept most insurances. However, if you can afford to have surgery internationally and without insurance, then I suggest you fly out to Thailand. You will find a lot of respectable surgeons there. You may also be able to request reimbursement from your insurance but I'm not exactly sure of the process or if it's even a possibility. It very much depends.

If you truly want a vagina or penis, then you must find ways to manage your anxiety. Talking to your doctor about medications could possibly help, at least until after recovering from surgery. You also must accept that whatever is going to happen, will happen. You have no control, I know it's scary but you have to stay in the present.

Do you want to know how your results could turn out? I'll tell you but please be careful. I'm not a doctor and no one will recommend this method to you but I've learned, in my long experiences dealing with surgery, that this is somewhat an indicator of how your body will heal...

On the center of your arm, not below your arm or near your wrists, pick up a razor blade (an actual razor blade, stainless steel, that hasn't been used, not a disposable razor or a used razor) and cut the first layer of your skin, but don't go deeper than the first layer. Remember, razor blades are very sharp. There will be a lot of blood, so make sure you press down for pressure to stop the bleeding. On the cut, if you see a somewhat ""deep"" opening (""deep"" as in not some scratch lol), then congrats! Don't do anything except basic wound care. Once it heals, if it's red after 2-3 months or looks raised, then that means you are possibly prone to keloids. If that's the case, then your chances of a successful surgery may be against your odds and a lot of revisions may be needed. But if the first layer of skin heals properly and the only thing you see is a white mark instead of a raised scar, then that could mean your chances of a successful surgery may be in your favor with limited revisions needed. Note, after an hour, if the bleeding doesn't stop, even after applying pressure, call 911 \[emergency services\].

At the end of the day, only you can decide if transitioning is worth your time, money, and energy. If you truly feel like you can't live life as a male or female and therapy doesn't help, then the decision has already been made and from there you must continue on the path to finish your transition.

Good luck!

EDIT: As I previously mentioned to someone... I'm not advising anyone to self-harm for the purpose of releasing pain. I suggested to cut ONLY the first layer of skin on the arm to be used as an indicator of how your body will heal. One time only... If one is prone to scaring, then the chances of successful surgery is not all that great... I know not everyone here is a trans woman, so my advice is to trans men and trans women thinking about surgery. As someone who is dealing with complications, I just don't want other people to go through the agony I'm going through... If I would have known my advice before proceeding with surgery, I wouldn't have wasted 2 years and counting, in constant pain. All that time and resources would have been spared... A lot of surgeons only care about money, that's the sad reality. No one ever told me I was prone to scaring, at least not until after the surgery and almost bled to death because everything was coming apart. Think of my advice as a test method. Nothing more. If you struggle with self-harm and control issues, then DO NOT proceed with my test method. I don't want you to hurt yourself, obviously. That's the last thing I want to happen to you. I'm just trying to look out for everyone... I'm not trying to spread fear...",4.983485023041474,6.526056596774192,5.59131048387097,79.13196572580645,69.43778801843318,8.512557603686636,30.38277649769585,8.974205444408168,2.566371198156681,3618,146,664,67,64,1169,347,868,0.113,0.768,0.119,0.7676,3,0,4,0,0,0,150.0,0,42,1,11,25,35,3,8,51,1,75,33,13,14,13,157,130,76,1,32,49,0,7,2,0,18,18,0,0,6,33,29,0,5,18,0,5,8,29,16,0,9,8,14,64,19,116,90,14,83,0,3,7,4,64,28,0,40,46,458,97,15,0.060470279937665065,0.0,0.059010270276411314,0.0,0.0,0.17727257309509967,0.0,0.0,0.06055225044373205,0.0,0.06673045759998028,0.09671612203768072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925191972757582,0.068314204148695,0.0,0.04228222573645556,0.0,0.049761887986929806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036862121385154316,0.0,0.0514557543803854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433769792391256,0.0,0.0,0.06174691679896638,0.0,0.18496044158803374,0.0,0.0,0.10417958352357784,0.0,0.06534689015210113,0.13564512168472234,0.14484179405629194,0.0,0.0,0.0389983279783507,0.12468440674930192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378778772271465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05355871949477915,0.0,0.0,0.07988009918007004,0.05469883019247965,0.0,0.11556388775471027,0.054346788461814184,0.05915153711602126,0.0,0.06804587666841594,0.030575590465099587,0.04319998007000117,0.0,0.0,0.11053748070307312,0.20574395689488434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17183326813361538,0.05071960181871417,0.0,0.06666869711011722,0.0,0.0,0.21389467537084364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06205995289222874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106390796684414,0.0,0.0,0.060060632273829635,0.05955104492830105,0.0,0.06473468534934795,0.0,0.0,0.06311526158296954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969865325789697,0.049291349009947714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04271194703860917,0.05908544861144286,0.0,0.05339636505184393,0.05351429485609679,0.1523394159554038,0.0,0.0,0.2056386782613144,0.0,0.05721844098721979,0.04036438141781056,0.0,0.0,0.13173972464427205,0.0,0.12183489048218513,0.06093981941553628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04826680052612185,0.0,0.04445261355376917,0.08967589271528748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0580228644926583,0.0,0.0,0.06439887459717243,0.20488113334453614,0.22995186393884334,0.12868928265082985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041922478190465386,0.0,0.0,0.06637820848729978,0.0,0.2045134644095974,0.05791381265100786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038738809758080785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06850103919280016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816238980296902,0.0,0.0963739679935661,0.0,0.12616738010600365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247254391541633,0.046552975806595294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445327258678872,0.0,0.10111172341556854,0.0,0.06321666609624177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709775696146453,0.0,0.0,0.04860372044040212,0.05285369000099743,0.0,0.06915303514587312,0.0,0.08034753404503177,0.07749382740233737,0.0,0.048006647674690935,0.10578211956228642,0.0,0.0,0.057781943877355135,0.0,0.08211070140850038,0.06577430009417214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15668071947951467,0.0,0.0997886278172104,0.17833468919082082,0.04799849355467165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05829119197293736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128869055671882,0.0,0.0,0.038940877683850766
anxiety,sav_mats,2019/03/22,I panic and get anxious anytime someone shows romantic interest in me I don’t know why this is happening but recently I’ve had a couple of people show romantic interest in me and I completely freak out. Im currently not looking for a relationship but I’m scared that once i start to I won’t be able to because of this issue. Once I realize that they are flirting or something ill start to become very uncomfortable and anxious. The people who have showed interest are incredibly lovely and kind but I just want to isolate myself from them completely when they show signs of wanting more than a friendship. I get anxious about having to turn them down and coming across rude or pretentious. I think it may be a subconscious fear of rejection but I’m not sure where its coming from. Im really scared I won’t be able to develop romantic relationships in the future because i will panic and isolate myself ,5.3365721997300914,7.154144204678367,6.446432748538013,72.27331983805671,68.94152046783626,10.173819163292848,33.03688708951867,10.389873798559362,3.946486819613136,733,34,122,21,13,245,99,171,0.249,0.573,0.17800000000000002,-0.9327,2,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,4,0,4,15,1,5,6,0,14,2,0,0,1,26,30,13,0,2,9,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,3,4,0,2,5,8,0,0,1,1,19,7,21,22,1,15,0,1,1,1,8,7,0,3,6,85,26,0,0.2403559374076531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40730069200961405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14651874854055078,0.13272712452990315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20704535750752892,0.2520086274088492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13297463654928715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13523362625592458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255760569700226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062729808309572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596256576862043,0.12543457611029574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514686092095528,0.06604666867422168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091922611636718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846530881636812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559712289699539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820059049681247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666325433635867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698908408443343,0.0,0.11866124571685616,0.25805232607729944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406382237773591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182640289050322,0.09251887167253336,0.0,0.0,0.17012516960235746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132663132555172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700518977171979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13071911997731586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915941023571163,0.14176815929063913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844192426793196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,glass_mind,2019/03/22,"When you don't have a steady home Hello, 

This is a bit of a long post, so a pre-thanks for those who stay with it. Also its my first post.. so yay? 

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I recently graduated from college. I had a temporary position lined up for me back in my hometown, so I'm currently living back with my folks. This has been great, but my anxiety and hypochondriasm has gotten worse while being here. My legs have have been feeling really numb, I sometimes randomly walk into things, my eyes are blurring (Probably from my excessive use of my computer), and I feel like my brain isn't as fast (probably from my anxiety heightening my fears..but who knows when you are a hypochondriac). This all leading to my brain thinking a relatively healthy 22 year old clearly has MS, or some other life changing condition. 

I've gone to therapist in the past, but with my constant moving for school and breaks, its hard to find the consistency to make lasting connection with someone. I also recently got offered a short term position in Southern California. All of my friends and family are excited for me, but I'm so scared of having a medical condition or my anxiety from failing me. More specifically since I don't have any medical connections there I'm scared of not having the support if something happens. 

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So my question is, for those of you who do travel often or are constantly moving, how to do handle health partitioners, so that you have a steady meaningful connection? I'm tired of telling my life story and complications over and over only to get small start before moving again. 

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Thanks again for helping! 

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Ps. Thank you for this group, reading others struggles and successes makes me feel a lot more supported! ",6.231540372670808,8.022196482539687,6.458605935127674,73.15105590062113,66.71428571428572,10.430641821946171,34.648033126293996,10.568078804390687,4.140532091097309,1392,66,230,39,23,446,174,315,0.115,0.7509999999999999,0.134,0.7626,1,0,1,0,0,0,56.0,0,5,0,4,18,15,0,3,14,1,25,11,4,5,3,41,47,27,0,1,8,0,4,1,1,0,7,0,1,0,16,12,0,0,8,2,0,7,4,5,0,1,6,5,32,10,36,40,8,41,0,1,1,0,15,9,0,10,22,164,48,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248875316893015,0.0,0.3319159005682913,0.3722328608338253,0.052079898777724516,0.0,0.17576016613987153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777708260483245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516753427070375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361013790581501,0.0,0.0,0.17098664471068575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101595471062706,0.0,0.0,0.1655206790669179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219679094395795,0.0,0.1161698548670538,0.054711785214418496,0.0,0.0,0.06999659366242507,0.06514250215253158,0.0,0.0,0.05916878179693009,0.0,0.040012096352295135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612514003556256,0.08443437776830802,0.0,0.0,0.06772317671463368,0.0,0.06860442238871693,0.0,0.0,0.08140544929861526,0.0,0.0,0.05133279128991095,0.0,0.07682022137031247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04208868688036485,0.0624263644471891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818740511821442,0.037415183623795784,0.0,0.06762527323423112,0.06777462863000226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06510916890805894,0.0,0.0,0.10224112894800494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543010980301902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441907315558689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036226065579008,0.0,0.0,0.05824575367438055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310830787649683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466930342826859,0.0,0.16514149385889915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579185845239587,0.0,0.07660494917989571,0.0,0.04906181520250591,0.0,0.15123536481288394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15334833770299605,0.07750732373054876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06335126182415254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06488956480987533,0.05895827751066815,0.0757437561862644,0.0,0.0542067082079592,0.0816285933563084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006245956189624,0.0,0.0,0.17381374057256516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06693798771291776,0.21152539324053685,0.0,0.08892018725829137,0.05087915570859936,0.049072078660796783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802229995457345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06614418075743904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07804586743808434,0.0,0.0,0.3722328608338253,0.04931772960189999
anxiety,savemesmilingjesus,2019/03/22,"Disoriented/can't answer basic questions Sorry this is long!  


I feel like this is a pretty common thing, but I'm interested in an explanation of the science involved.  


I've got a couple of friends who are helping me get through some of my problems\* and they've been phenomenal, but they don't understand how difficult it can be for me to communicate sometimes. They're SO patient, but I know it frustrates them. They've never made me feel that way, but still.  


When we start nearing difficult topics (nothing PTSD-ish. thats not whats going on) I feel like my brain gets scrambled and I can't even find my thoughts. I freeze up and I can't get out of it. It feels like all of the useful stuff in my brain has been locked in a tiny closet and I've been left with nothing but the sound of screaming sheep (remember those YouTube videos a few years ago?)  


The other day something happened and I asked my friend for help ('going to a friend' is TOTALLY new for me, so I imagine that's part of my problem. I isolated for a long, long time) I started spiraling into a panic after I told her and started shutting down. She was talking me through it and trying to calm me down and she asked if I had called my mom. I said ""I don't know""...that doesn't make sense! Either I did, or I didn't! But I truly found that question confusing- I talked to my mom the day before and she knew about the situation that was freaking me out, but she didn't know about the stuff that was freaking me out about it that day. But that was WAY too complicated for my brain to sort out and communicate while I was in that state.  


I actually feel confused/disoriented when this happens- like I've been hit in the head or something. I really have to fight to answer the most basic questions (like ""when did this happen?"" or ""what's the main emotion you're feeling right now?"" or even ""have you done \_\_\_\_\_\_ yet?"")  


I'm sure it has something to do with fight/flight/freeze etc and different hormones flooding my brain under stress, but can anyone help me find a good explanation for it? 

  


\*I know many people will want to say ""This is what professionals are for- your friends can't handle this"" and I would normally agree but this is a weird situation. They're mentors who have become like a second set of parents, and although they're not professionals they spend their lives helping people in ways that are kinda similar to this. I'm going through some stuff right now and I'm staying with them for a bit and they're helping me get back on my feet. They've told me a million times I'm not going to 'wear them out' with my problems- they want to help me sort stuff out and get to a good place, and I fully believe they're able to do that. They're incredibly healthy/normal people who aren't freaked out or overwhelmed by my issues. I know it probably still sounds questionable, but it's a really good/healthy situation.",3.958319948602637,5.563966773851591,4.583355284291682,85.11374477995504,72.07420494699645,7.548281400578222,27.351268872470282,8.150884317080207,1.6885031802120136,2278,82,455,34,44,727,241,566,0.08199999999999999,0.758,0.16,0.9916,2,0,3,0,2,0,81.0,1,2,7,0,18,31,2,4,25,0,42,7,7,4,4,97,88,42,0,8,21,3,7,6,4,2,0,5,1,0,42,30,0,0,24,1,1,4,13,16,0,2,23,12,65,15,63,61,11,63,0,1,0,0,46,26,0,17,33,304,107,3,0.06050608402919316,0.0,0.05904520990494042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053634992763673686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04230726078973858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131300416926782,0.0,0.0,0.0465254438007739,0.0,0.0,0.06682421608864986,0.051486221025179864,0.06816963693546238,0.0,0.0,0.06605697282150788,0.0,0.0,0.2701792013599596,0.06178347677955396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694883113419113,0.0,0.11706425596616316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06321597974698442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06191873122554242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06806120063657739,0.0,0.0,0.06748027775354097,0.07992739570962579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835621645374126,0.12967667556042847,0.0,0.0,0.11060292928509484,0.0,0.0,0.06634179809874016,0.1869874017164948,0.0,0.15805965804365035,0.0,0.1375480076681764,0.15224889777592293,0.04839224273411294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16051599084781312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06209669821961721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433357162675329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06315263175232985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662628070582247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06574003733613089,0.0,0.0,0.1773612982578452,0.0,0.0534279807206246,0.16063794105123028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05725231968433037,0.04038828092692888,0.061343672400191285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172798867208306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046666022085075407,0.05843715299266895,0.0,0.0,0.059283115690567774,0.11611443896824235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099085284417324,0.06718484590213382,0.06552219272877102,0.0,0.12584190071812626,0.0,0.06321597974698442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061556439787549634,0.0652357922422576,0.1736884526723992,0.07072837433401191,0.0,0.27112264632217137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752349355185968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06854159824891097,0.10334373032260903,0.057555141665587464,0.048116866556402335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040341206630688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13974161863644974,0.059842064241434574,0.06773160736462082,0.12847955309690495,0.0644914349844717,0.09664047372921733,0.0,0.06930951482672205,0.0,0.27705996103860697,0.0,0.0,0.05702626813742296,0.0,0.0,0.09726499682587504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040197553669989415,0.0,0.0,0.0480350721240084,0.07056316834892208,0.0,0.0,0.11563231244232172,0.0,0.04107965933215547,0.0,0.0,0.0629889673360513,0.0,0.05225782973252546,0.0,0.0,0.07137611203799893,0.1440807395279501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042981786089979324,0.0,0.0,0.03896393434491161
anxiety,NDTxLewis,2019/03/22,"Work Anxiety from a past negative experience First post here so hopefully get some nice input.

I have worked for said company now for coming up 1 year. When I started I was pulled up for a suspected issue that was pushed aside. I was suspended from company for 3 weeks while this issue was resolved and came back with no warning on record or any probation.

I have been suffering from workplace anxiety as I am still working under the manager that suspected me of this issue towards the start of employment. 

I have constant worries that something is going to arise when I know myself there is nothing I am doing incorrect. I am being praised and pushed forward to further oppertunities within company X but I have a constant dread that my current position will be jeapordised and would directly impact my personal life, such as my house, girlfriend and family.

I am looking for any techniques or any personal experiences that could benefit me through this as the dread is growing worse.

Regards",8.089861325115564,9.168572706214693,8.08545454545455,65.7535747303544,62.050847457627114,11.86009244992296,41.514637904468415,11.567385478589935,5.5011627118644055,807,45,121,24,11,261,114,177,0.161,0.765,0.075,-0.9145,2,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,6,11,8,0,2,6,0,22,1,0,0,0,18,32,14,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,8,7,0,0,4,0,0,8,2,3,0,1,7,2,18,5,23,20,1,31,1,1,1,0,5,8,0,4,16,98,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816740346318313,0.0,0.21124411736612345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616618830891128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15791363310398904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118933825719513,0.0,0.29840609385439576,0.0,0.1102364980965387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27011505972496025,0.13015873603139916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744103347582092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213511596691176,0.0,0.0784675356679364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371332180425306,0.0,0.15931256299197444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4323230675798296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587886128930617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752189619919788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594280398424946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13248049224068822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13180204857007655,0.0,0.24111225512668966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223150002377634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133480326120356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106291911025988,0.0,0.0,0.1954512529579766,0.0,0.11026171804112717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075025828493172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015466344982794,0.14021530901380866,0.14070364243890718,0.09807993267989384,0.0,0.0,0.0889116159457061
anxiety,caramelgelato,2019/03/22,"GAD is trying to ruin my birthday, but I fucking refuse I've been going to a therapist for GAD once a month for about a year now. One thing we've been working on is me feeling like I'm a worthy friend/partner. GAD and trauma from an abusive relationship gives me a complex where I think some of my best friends secretly hate me or just tolerate me. It's my anxiety talking, and I've been trying to rewire my way of thinking to eliminate that. I'm embracing that I'm a dependable, caring person, and anyone who is close to me is fucking fortunate to have me as a friend. If someone doesn't like me, it's their goddamn loss.

It's my birthday, and I've already received phone calls from two my besties wishing me a good one. One of them is a big influencer on social media, and my brain is trying to tell me that she secretly thinks I'm ugly because she didn't post a photo of me in her Instagram story.

No, brain. Fuck. Off.

She took me out to dinner two days ago before leaving town. She called me. She did something a hell of a lot more intimate than posting a silly photo. Fuck that superficial nonsense.

As texts and messages come in, my brain automatically keeps scanning them for clues of whether or not I'm a worthy friend to these people. For instance, one of my best friends goes to Juilliard, and she texted me bright and early before she went to a rehearsal.

""You're not good enough to be close to someone who goes to Juilliard. She's texting you out of obligation.""

Fuck! Off!

I'm not letting this shit control me. Not today of all days! I attempted to take my life several years ago, and I'm still standing. I'm just thankful to be on this planet another year.

tl;dr I'm not letting the stupid conspiracy theories about myself in my brain affect my birthday",3.4444827586206905,5.267082514285717,4.6928965517241386,82.91300000000003,73.85714285714286,7.227586206896553,29.21182266009852,7.990435384864732,2.0515024630541867,1400,60,265,21,29,462,175,350,0.168,0.648,0.184,0.6614,0,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,1,3,6,7,26,9,0,17,0,17,12,5,4,1,43,46,16,0,2,12,0,1,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,13,14,1,3,7,0,0,5,8,12,0,6,7,3,43,14,46,35,7,36,1,2,2,5,33,15,7,6,14,174,56,1,0.0,0.09874195726083332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477482993304543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196560636192476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738720786482343,0.06375337727030779,0.0,0.0,0.05827189963981402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05080209947449232,0.0,0.14182907843280873,0.0,0.17491627596818596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3721312846193829,0.17019492593432894,0.0,0.08496869233526687,0.0,0.0,0.0717883475841881,0.0,0.0,0.0934707052404227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749229088551304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611047943392278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04213822020902192,0.059536716888359785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219338389953141,0.3852234043054221,0.0,0.07994544780218904,0.04736293220642866,0.13979999848509386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227906713683045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740746846534894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824295790833106,0.0,0.1704375972195065,0.058864126660885786,0.08142951965489435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085102671981422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06651963342052936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875229939014033,0.2258880677617796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05777610802689679,0.0727675674818657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15962962307581782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947387327277684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941482710238287,0.08554530686944252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495264313800407,0.14122411228052198,0.06415769952710193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655387138250876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06265983922757723,0.06698396478174876,0.07284112569023303,0.07672647616173911,0.0,0.0967618949685025,0.055366094838070805,0.16019896497078126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899472337722567,0.0,0.09259163578134842,0.16974318883970727,0.0,0.16281832337707655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661498620416417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07725520379623788,0.0,0.0,0.09583464032247106,0.0,0.0,0.06067109021688796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16100090830766034
anxiety,pigstuffy,2019/03/22,"Advice about overthinking people are upset at me when they are not Recently for the past month I have been anxious and stressed out at my new work. I say new but I've been here for about 5 months now.

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My new manager has a very strict tone to her voice and is stern but to the point where I always feel as if she's upset at me and it's making want to tear up sometimes and pretty sad too. I've asked her if she's upset with me which she replied 'No, if I am upset with you I would bring you into a room to talk to you' 

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I haven't ever continuously been this anxious about someone being upset at me before. At my previous position at the hospital it was a much more high stress environment but I never really felt like this before. I've moved to working HR for the hospital which is far less stressful in terms of environment but I personally feel more stressed than before only due to my manager and sometimes how my co-workers act/tone of voice. I think my anxiety is stemming from me overthinking their tone of voice and such.

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I might just be 'too soft' or just not use to their personalities yet. Any advice on what I should do? 

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Sorry if this is not the place to post this. I feel quite embarrassed posting this already. ",5.354380000000003,5.9896499080000005,5.89095,80.65722500000003,67.92,8.97,29.225,9.017664075816787,2.2273800000000006,1007,34,198,17,16,326,137,250,0.17800000000000002,0.8,0.022,-0.9892,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,3,3,3,15,12,0,10,8,0,20,0,0,3,2,38,30,18,0,7,14,0,5,1,0,3,0,4,1,2,10,10,0,0,5,0,0,2,6,11,0,0,5,9,34,1,34,20,5,36,0,1,0,0,16,17,0,6,16,142,44,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15681650815431292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854531611120622,0.0,0.06676496239777438,0.34775405944549925,0.389994839633605,0.05456501536821698,0.0,0.06138232722938409,0.18129361070748787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501228140133774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20483147581561725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258042855542672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217131765788982,0.0,0.07704166149914425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477651096075821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039200538352626144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053559904140000836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512049935515191,0.0,0.0,0.12809140725158932,0.08528095825089659,0.05898462052639879,0.0,0.061884972871061414,0.2324848872496868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061025088737985775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659684516383161,0.055627358436412165,0.1401225418982923,0.08383228346585088,0.0,0.07585143446772367,0.0,0.1536928423038472,0.08163152623865817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534365268536627,0.0,0.0,0.0514029167365122,0.0,0.07922596048480138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06380897381942834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06798592516854464,0.0,0.1587161003514752,0.08982056959197042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676522877341961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449276605256447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05141366994019569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930040810854039,0.0,0.06620526752075663,0.04732681895470656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17524402027832464,0.0,0.0,0.05699921585942987,0.0,0.389994839633605,0.0
anxiety,ninjamonster11,2019/03/22,Walked out of my other job. I work at chick fill a and i geuss im doing okay here. But i applied at Subway and yesterday was my first day. I walked in and sat down and everyone was looking at me weird and the people working there seemed mean and didn't like me so i left and texted the manager saying i didn't want to job anymore. Now my dad is mad at me and is giving till August 1st to move out. Im scared. I feel like i need to end my life. Im not really suicidal im just out of options. I dont have a drivers license or GED  and im going blind. And ready had to do leaser surgery. But it didn't fix my KC. I feel like im stupid. I was told i have a learning disability and stuff. ,-1.2899658236500358,0.6319447402597405,1.6697539302802475,97.52763841421736,91.85714285714286,4.800546821599453,17.196172248803826,6.339386263674448,-0.3684363636363637,526,14,131,6,19,184,89,154,0.145,0.7829999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.8336,2,0,0,0,0,1,13.0,0,0,0,3,5,8,2,1,5,1,14,2,0,0,0,27,25,16,1,2,5,1,2,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,14,0,0,5,0,0,5,5,4,0,1,9,5,20,4,16,16,0,22,0,0,2,0,5,10,0,3,10,79,23,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680746921317305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595923917147741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380388872345644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043193335386184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254514545365707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910759816353883,0.1682860670417416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018477227113673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129866214637678,0.06693786625428501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7633445391854257,0.0,0.2337596694644592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279698020017413,0.0,0.08319246410733938,0.17262608252546555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890668593299247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282984395919997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518295543496288,0.0,0.08733339268362587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165477118143052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545376092190267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366447199723196,0.11791969745772947,0.0,0.0,0.10722373474490082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348314885167945,0.12883370095558894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254514545365707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06947050302431729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17149247874853793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lovegiblet,2019/03/22,"First day on meds I've been having issues with anxiety that have been getting much worse and interfering with my life the past couple years.  I had used a counselor intermittently when big life things happened, but a few months ago started to realize what I was feeling was not ok, and fixable.  I started seeing her regularly, and last night had my appointment with the prescribing psychologist.  This morning took my first Zoloft and Gabapentin, here we go. :-) Starting the process of an ADD eval next week.  Looking forward to feeling better and moving forward.",8.600962199312718,9.7679482886598,7.3809793814433,70.93923539518903,60.95876288659794,9.765635738831616,39.87800687285225,9.725611199111238,4.139509965635739,452,23,70,8,6,137,74,97,0.057,0.841,0.102,0.6776,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,6,1,8,3,0,1,0,16,20,7,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,10,0,0,3,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,7,4,8,2,7,13,2,22,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,0,17,46,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16274153302773092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14044591240214152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623705107598885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20313893694737725,0.0,0.11840041669951988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18565732633005874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31232326477285793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591824193284634,0.0,0.10433847605545893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16234810571734834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19162035038197636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14965042259501746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25935021266688785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15416943292965682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20392719684642932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653985417574614,0.19512720570722308,0.13495983651070326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19525013802214886,0.1722868578983666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17525750964049647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629752813708954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38983802096957576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196909463646385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20397533942370036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15856288749484715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14726489208351778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18709398100196328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822599540607165
anxiety,bonjour_baguette,2019/03/22,"I'm so scared about starting university that I cannot function (possible emetophobic triggers) So I'm an anxious, emetophobic, online community college student about to transfer into real live university. Since the day I started community college, I have counted down the days to my transfer, but now that I have been accepted to universities and now that I know what I want to study, everything is starting to feel very real. I'm no longer just fantasizing about the future, I am planning for something that will be happening in a few short months. 

Even though I will just be a commuter student (so no severe change in my life), the fear has been debilitating, and I'm not even sure what I am afraid of. Maybe it's the unknown. All I know for sure is that I wake up every day in a panic, sometimes shaking, and that I have to keep a trash can by my side in case I throw up. As an emetophobic, that is often on my mind, too: What if I throw up at school? I don't even like the suggestion.

I'm struggling to even leave the house. I just want to stay in bed because I feel safe there. I don't remember what relaxation feels like. This has happened to me before, when I was a senior in high school. I was already an online student by then (for mostly unrelated reasons), and I suffered through a lot of hopelessness and vomiting. I made it though, I got help, I healed, I survived. It is only just in the last couple of months that I have relapsed, and it feels like something snapped inside of me, like the thing holding me together suddenly collapsed.

I just want to go back to being excited about university, not drowning in panic.



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anxiety,SummerNightAir,2019/03/22,"I woke up late and missed my opening shift at work Please help me. I've been working at the same cafe part time while in school for two years. Today was the first time this happened. I was supposed to be there by 7:30am, but today, I woke up at 8:07 and immediately called my manager to apologise and told him 'I forgot'. I think I should've told him what really happened was that it's been a really, really tough hard weeks and when my alarm went off I just snoozed it like I usually do and it never went off again (or atleast it did but it didn't wake me up, idk). Now my supervisor whom I work with must hate me, they arranged for another person to come in but the morning must have been a hassle. I don't know what to do. I messaged all my work friends to tell them but none are awake yet. I'm so worried. I'm so scared. I can't seem to do anything now. That work shift was supposed to make me $54 bucks, and now I've missed that too. Please help me.",1.8454960491659376,3.373254860696516,3.052022241732516,94.24008779631258,77.50746268656717,6.520456540825284,21.773778167983608,7.285733465282438,0.4118443664032778,741,20,175,9,17,239,112,201,0.123,0.778,0.099,-0.7058,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,2,6,11,8,1,2,5,0,19,1,1,1,4,25,38,15,0,2,6,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,12,9,0,1,3,0,1,3,5,6,0,2,16,1,26,2,21,19,4,31,0,2,0,0,14,11,0,2,18,113,38,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713595656307295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762214951126613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335426805619493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265680591681755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112427993879402,0.0,0.0,0.1010415735651767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312995513601788,0.0,0.11715466469254995,0.1291197974236746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753203581316426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187417118506098,0.0,0.14752739062929945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06389330511405768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729776275808464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086686611437873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162377563368836,0.0,0.0,0.11419348686400305,0.0,0.2871179437559329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25134620957916914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309352404642439,0.1323580056023147,0.0,0.11905869668068447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143089210964724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379959660177241,0.0,0.0,0.15251965641042678,0.0,0.24793141281109346,0.2499349303086592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775466265525964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403750393027334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490514601176197,0.0,0.0,0.24247178805530625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4760529713621055,0.13281510754886627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421909074856795
anxiety,loempiatanja,2019/03/22,"Do i have anxiety? I always feel nervous and feel like crying? i am not sad about anything (maybe i am but i just dont know what is making me sad??), my hands are always tingly and i dont know what it is??? i dont know if i have anxiety or something else. please help?? ",-1.4012068965517237,0.5962936206896536,1.2754310344827609,98.83142241379312,95.55172413793105,4.279310344827587,15.870689655172415,5.985473137389443,-0.6400413793103445,202,5,49,2,8,69,35,58,0.123,0.684,0.193,0.7173,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,11,1,1,1,0,13,17,5,0,1,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,3,10,1,1,17,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,32,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131255166242973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878811315850196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483822866281938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20668303047207887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6615602928842187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571820952888496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19027695529475444,0.1344203096567594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261185259024813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102206024533481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192462919761804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255971100100902,0.0,0.18903027799242794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20654128369655825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14485343310867874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cityboem,2019/03/22,"Constant fear So i got this fear that i did something wrong whenever i was drunk, also i get paranoid and think people constantly judge me wherever i go.
Any tips on how to deal with it? ",3.4493693693693714,5.160716459459461,4.528108108108111,84.56531531531532,73.5945945945946,8.176576576576577,28.54954954954956,8.841846274778883,2.296322522522524,147,6,29,3,3,48,32,37,0.34,0.66,0.0,-0.9169,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,4,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,0,6,0,3,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,18,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010851259357328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17099517683873933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5434580030255672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592347491314567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5659041488013692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137267260541935,0.0,0.1429052928699298,0.0,0.20110818725151594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17432433453407928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19357912218823736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16111952913465505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749219928290512,0.0,0.0
anxiety,katmandu142,2019/03/22,"Opinions Hello Reddit , 
This is my first time posting so please bear with me. I've been in and out of Reddit over the years mainly looking at interesting articles or meme's through friends showing me things . I started browsing Reddit occasionally and have found some sound advice with various issues. 
 I joined and looked at this tread and was going to post a  story about how I'm feeling and a small story about my background . It's taking me awhile thinking about how to write it and I've just decided to ask this . How have you found council and how can you afford if ? I'm  currently living in a country where I'm not from and even when I was back home looking for a professional to talk to it was so expensive I couldn't afford it . I feel I need to talk to a professional stranger to grasp my thoughts and feelings and give me advice because I know the trauma I've been through is not enough to ignore anymore and try deal with myself , or chatting with close friends . So again how can you or if you've ever afford to talk to a professional? because for me it's a ridiculous amount of money for a single session . Any advice will be welcome . Thanks guys ",4.922716666666666,6.215667079999999,5.313041666666667,82.01756250000003,69.3111111111111,7.402777777777778,30.0625,7.6454224807358475,1.911716666666667,923,36,172,10,16,294,121,225,0.025,0.875,0.101,0.9378,4,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,1,18,8,1,0,10,0,14,0,0,5,1,47,35,25,0,4,8,0,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,9,17,0,1,10,2,2,1,3,3,0,1,8,7,19,5,32,24,6,21,0,0,3,0,16,9,0,7,9,123,28,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3982174839346123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237438662772664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471463269848918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699003999605074,0.0,0.0,0.1044509111937625,0.0,0.16561096817400672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400428444025313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035679643653504,0.0,0.08971960962869922,0.12287309961778838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20605107421149607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554359399617832,0.0,0.2978783519537654,0.2098959504252716,0.0,0.0,0.13030803006746558,0.07719977264133415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450081413585682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362564251511942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417794091134552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465292225573752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994729794322108,0.0,0.34220871207913983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007220342751914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491091527041773,0.0,0.0,0.26019019588070025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614671954700688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213314752195456,0.3275439216407456,0.0,0.12506122909453285,0.0,0.0,0.09024462241713696,0.08703940048319564,0.0,0.10784006863202282,0.07920813461043412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222497408400036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747511283175033
anxiety,TaiHaiRhetoric,2019/03/22,Is it just me or does tomato sauce like skyrocket my anxiety? Am I the only person who goes crazy after eating anything with tomato sauce in it? ,4.914642857142855,6.235206892857143,6.305714285714287,74.78928571428574,69.35714285714286,8.457142857142857,24.714285714285715,8.841846274778883,2.0186571428571427,115,3,19,2,2,39,25,28,0.14400000000000002,0.775,0.081,-0.2406,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35457673096282083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38142154468447403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4056125450017592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4742768811840557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22644300678132384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525131328203009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40471089223147977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thawythawy25,2019/03/22,"Does this sound familiar to anyone? I have always suffered from severe anxiety, and as of the past few years have realized I might be on the spectrum. I was reading a thread on another sub, and someone said this,

""So the combo exists. And to me autism = fear. Fear of just about everything. I cannot go to an address without now using maps to see what the building looks like + the entrance. I loathe google but at least this is a function that helps me even though google helps destroy the world. (They are evil.)

I have a radar. It detects All Persons. I see someone, anxiety. He approaches. He is coming closer. Do I look weird. Can I be myself? He looks so confident. He passes, release. There the next one comes. Get your cart out of my way in the lane in the supermarket. But I keep silent. Al-ways-fear.""

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I can relate to these a lot, and in the past I'd thought it was from my anxiety. However, I do feel like I feel fear a lot more intense than even a lot of people with GAD. Does anyone here have similarly severe issues from anxiety alone? Or is it probably an ASD thing?

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anxiety,georgeh1123,2019/03/22,"Upper back pain Does anyone else’s anxiety manifest physically and cause them to develop pain in the upper back / shoulder blade area ?

If so any good remedy’s ?

I’ve tried working on my posture and stretching but nothing has helped as of yet.
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anxiety,CaitlinisTired,2019/03/22,"I did it!! I'm tackling my anxiety one step at a time today - starting with getting a train on my own. I've never left my city, Leeds,on my own before. I've been with my best friend a few times so I knew how train stations are and how to navigate them but I was still so nervous. I just got off the train in Manchester and I feel amazing! I did it alone!! It might only be a city over but the small victories add up. In a few hours I'll be meeting my boyfriend's best friend for the first time and spending the weekend with them, so still a lot of anxiety to go, but having got here I feel ready to crush it to be honest :')

I hope everyone else is having a great day and kicks anxiety's ass today! Even the little wins are amazing and something to be proud of ❤",1.8963247863247863,3.166589506172844,3.546543209876546,91.83098290598294,76.77777777777777,6.7130104463437785,24.18993352326686,7.321109707123232,0.8408531813865148,588,19,135,7,13,196,91,162,0.083,0.624,0.293,0.9934,0,1,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,5,10,12,0,1,12,0,14,1,1,2,1,22,24,13,0,1,4,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,0,3,1,1,2,1,1,0,2,7,2,16,11,18,12,7,25,0,0,0,1,5,10,1,3,13,92,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630328796181547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.361262616898203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394726737287194,0.0,0.3303914464349759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151866448589744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149875381076062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397011113224523,0.0,0.0,0.15041531465360666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15918595851636422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389581562065758,0.0,0.0,0.2432345100724009,0.0,0.08224204012364135,0.0,0.08946170156246529,0.0,0.2517958609978019,0.17354890438869902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563470921112972,0.1550205576304934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710301937650229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15776964911997735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382730148920013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16699081389669307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140697089423075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666743993250563,0.11972003587473523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211845783325226,0.0,0.0,0.11141806298169077,0.0,0.2514211980583646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753671775470053,0.0,0.2984191239250869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Heimthror,2019/03/22,"I don't know what to do I'm freaking out because I'm feeling useless and worried about it because I'm in internship (last year of engineering school) with potential hiring.
I have an appointment with some people to explain me important things about my mission Tuesday but until then I don't know what to do and I fear that they will think that I'm doing nothing on purpose...
Moreover I don't know if I'm doing the right thing to socialise with the rest of the company.
Any advise ?",7.257052631578947,6.594626915789478,7.5947368421052674,74.45315789473686,64.05263157894737,10.126315789473685,39.0,9.3871,3.7084315789473683,387,19,70,6,5,127,60,95,0.11,0.86,0.03,-0.7935,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,15,20,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,8,0,15,19,2,9,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,2,5,50,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18419412651893205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302275526624144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30479286699475205,0.13695498293492778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4465728101361161,0.22078709715197545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25989752922345605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18778025862554246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313130081860637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741248375750451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3598947718298796,0.17355618727238836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275071535104095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17442499580671705
anxiety,SelfStarter91,2019/03/22,"I’m currently having my first anxiety attack: please help by talking me through it Gonna keep this short-ish to avoid having to describe in too much detail the horror I began feeling 9 hrs ago and am still feeling now.

I was traveling this week for work. Not far, 1.5 hr flight. 9 hrs ago, I got on my flight back extremely exhausted from what was essentially a work bender for three days. To make matters worse, I hadn’t eaten almost anything all day today. I’m 27 yo guy, if it matters.

Flight is delayed on the tarmac for 40 min, so I tried to sleep but couldn’t. That feeling when you’re so tired that you’re not tired. Thats the one. Finally we push back and take off and I start to realize my attention is being drawn to my pulse. It wasn’t necessarily going faster, but it was more present and slightly, yet noticeably, stronger. 

I’ve never had a panic/anxiety attack before or seen one first hand, so that has not even crossed my mind at this point while I begin to worry about my health as we’re ascending up to 30 thousand ft in this steel fucking box. 

I know my body pretty well, and people who know me have told me I handle stressful situations very calmly. I almost never get worked up. 

Still in my seat, I try my best for 5 minutes to breathe deeply, be silent, and focus on my body. That’s when my chest started to tighten up. I turned to the couple in my row and told them I had to stand up because I was feeling light headed. In my head I’m thinking, there’s a chance I could go into cardiac arrest on this plane and I need to do something to here, or at least not be in a fucking window seat with two people blocking me in when it happens.

*just took a 20 min break.. my body feels saturated with adrenaline*

Got up. Slid by the flight attendants passing out snacks and went straight to the back of plane and cracked open a ginger ale and started steadily drinking it, trying to stay calm. Flight attendant comes over, ‘can we get you something?’ Clearly asked because she heard me open it and wanted to say ‘why are opening you’re own shit back here when we’re in the middle of serving everything?’

I looked at her and tried to speak but couldn’t the first time. Managed to point to myself and mutter ‘not feeling well’. She knew it was serious and started getting me water/juice/pretzels to counter dehydration/low blood sugar/etc because I told them I was feeling faint. I was so worried that if I mentioned my heart rate, it would immediately triple the stressfulness of the situation, which I wasn’t sure I could handle.

they tried to distract me from my ‘lightheaded-ness’ once they gave me snacks/water, and they were not good at it. One lady said I should definitely get checked because her friend used to get lightheaded sometimes and when we went to the doctor it turned out to be a semi serious heart issue..

Thank you. Thank you flight attendant. For that wonderful story. 🤦🏼‍♂️

Anyway, they asked if I wanted the paramedics upon arrival and I said yes but tell them it’s not an emergency. I think at this point I was trying to calm them down in order to convince myself I was okay. They checked vitals, did EKG, blood sugar/pressure etc. blood pressure was a bit high but ekg was normal, thank god. 

Symptoms have persisted with chest pain, but far more mental anxiety and overall body pain. I’m in a real dark place still thinking about work, life’s stresser and if that played a role. Anyway, still pretty scared but the ekg being normal did make me feel better. 

Well, that wasn’t short-ish but my gf is being weird about it and I needed to talk to someone. Thanks for listening. 

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anxiety,Trauz_One,2019/03/22,"I am afraid of getting a job Hello, /r/Anxiety

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I created my account because it's been too ugh lately. I finished my course in July 2018, it was a drawing course, however no one in my class was ""good enough"" to get a job in the industry so our class was seen as the ""worst class"". In the final presentation, our teachers said we all has to find another jobs because we were not good enough (I knew that already)

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I applied to many jobs, however I'm too anxious. I don't like to talk to people face to face, I hate talking to people on the phone, but the only jobs I find are call centers or customer service. When someone calls me for an interview I'm too anxious to pick it up and when I do I'm too anxious to go to the interview. 

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And here I am, March 2019, my life is not moving because I'm too anxious. It was this way all my life, my parents are getting desperate, I am getting desperate, and I can't overcome my fear. 

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I am now in a gym training martial arts and to be there I had to overcome my fear of people (in which I did), but when finding a job I always think I'm not going to be good enough and I'm going to get fired in the same day.

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I appreciate your help and I thank you all in advance  
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anxiety,miliah,2019/03/22,"I just scheduled my first therapy and finding out about my therapist made me anxious. Help 😔 So I finally took the first step and scheduled my first session. I received the confirmation email, with information about my therapist. As I wanted to know a little bit about her background, I looked at the website of my center and saw that her credentials are Ed.M and LMSW. 

Looked a little more into those titles, and i learned that it stands for Master in Education and Licensed Master Social Worker. 

Now I’m wondering if she’ll actually be able to help, cause I was thinking I’d be seeing an actual psychologist? 

What are the differences? Now I’m wondering if I made the right choice, if I should request for another therapist, or what? Help 😭",5.116205533596837,7.1497134927536266,6.233162055335972,72.71875494071149,69.86956521739131,9.655862977602107,32.11067193675889,10.018931242160765,3.6578173913043486,594,27,99,16,11,198,88,138,0.016,0.916,0.068,0.7677,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,0,8,0,7,0,0,3,0,26,21,12,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,5,4,18,0,14,12,2,20,0,0,4,0,11,8,0,6,8,70,24,3,0.133182281903613,0.0,0.2599333907255886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13965323495301699,0.0,0.15045806972170894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454005579301523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681489026299892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13914713818553892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589467992689845,0.1217261928594299,0.3398543428530389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26780782859392993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07319349911665331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669672694165562,0.0,0.0,0.2236791479684332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520405907001131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373694105006033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061290355090136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357625643604887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15230554630774135,0.4639046829407269,0.0,0.08533782857899022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14797041560658356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855436050069063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888610070973685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,furno367,2019/03/22,"Nausea Hello people. 
I wake up every SCHOOL  day at 6.30Am and as soon as I wake up ,I feel nauseous. I literally have 0 appetite in the morning and cannot even drink milk as it makes me worse. I normally chomp down on an entire apple and or a banana which is ok. But I wanna know why this is happening or what it could potentially be as it is really annoyig me and ruins my day. After bout 2 hours I feel OK but if I eat a small breakfast such as an apple and If i have an exam in the morning , my stomach will rumble like crap in the exam.
Any help?",2.178974358974358,3.2816845042735068,4.608205128205127,85.17846153846155,75.75213675213675,6.90940170940171,22.401709401709404,7.3871296695380915,0.8015914529914534,425,11,91,5,9,150,76,117,0.064,0.845,0.09,0.4527,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,8,2,9,8,4,1,0,18,14,16,0,5,6,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,4,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,13,3,15,11,0,14,0,1,0,0,2,9,1,4,6,65,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17644223855768915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071583330746492,0.0,0.0,0.3346614975048069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541728023058626,0.0,0.26549316874849593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17137140871318268,0.0,0.21860691106735627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623823487464467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294403250046029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17391110234800397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555166196451393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425928679857869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675943904585982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731920960642038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25421649131940044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17987744677313086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662172297795705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625881774847613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341230118287136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26441271746177397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,punkvindeisel,2019/03/22,"What is something or someone that helps with your anxiety? I would just like to hear what helps get y’all through the day? For me lately, it’s been a huge help when my cat sleeps next to me. ",2.7814166666666686,3.8825949750000044,2.8850000000000016,98.1266666666667,74.25,6.333333333333334,23.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.19208333333333405,149,4,36,1,3,45,36,40,0.038,0.67,0.292,0.885,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,4,5,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,1,5,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,5,23,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22040695298585175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18581014306969906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505280365842535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32472620067865354,0.0,0.579351620361901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32500592522811234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075828668762652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064132466049089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28832276787644195,0.0,0.2441186460123306,0.2218047681363577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20466841283505105,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,buffywho,2019/03/22,"I’m going to be 40. Hi.  I’m not sure if this is the appropriate sub to vent.  

It looks like I’m not breaking any rules.

I’m going to be 40 in a few months and I’ve spent the vast majority of my life feeling afraid of death.

My anxiety/ocd has kept me from living.

Cancer is the big fear of mine, I’m obsessed with the fact that I have it, ever since I was 11.  I in my messed up brain have every type of cancer, I even am able to a find a lump or a bruise or a cough if it’s not real, per se.

I’m married to a wonderful man who is absolutely the loveliest person I’ve ever met.

However, I’ve started drinking quite a bit to alleviate my anxiety and it works.  Morning and night.

I’m on the highest dose of Zoloft, I exercise and eat well.

Is there anyone that knows about alcohol/ocd/anxiety.

I need some help.

Thanks!",0.2244632768361612,2.0853837909604533,3.111666666666668,90.2677259887006,83.97175141242937,6.419209039548023,21.132768361581928,7.594959193182576,0.7399242937853114,629,20,146,11,18,223,107,177,0.13699999999999998,0.7759999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.8609,1,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,2,6,8,0,3,13,0,11,11,1,0,4,24,30,8,1,3,7,0,1,1,0,0,8,0,0,2,8,5,2,1,4,2,1,2,3,4,1,0,4,2,12,4,18,24,4,14,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,6,6,80,20,2,0.1778536311433602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900714429491608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094656803836933,0.0,0.27211508203574963,0.0,0.0,0.12435939419833665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19417010152193934,0.0,0.0,0.19854347208330925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17422884893595295,0.0,0.18198866586734813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747064599264513,0.32175758336342875,0.1498493550024932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001347812890302,0.08992813980976982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16255499677483196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021566344346194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921153996175048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774370440210912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256232794333059,0.08689030044273091,0.0,0.15704801472916013,0.0,0.14935225657880696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196107155601315,0.0,0.0,0.13187621391762425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669035846926532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552949305800301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891692291571493,0.0,0.20243636935626214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14712236157049974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12588571553088607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676249425413497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163743728167868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15991177376031118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19287467624701066,0.1294795616988898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Darmabfall88,2019/03/22,"Has anyone also a constant feel of anxiousness? I am in an constant state of anxiousness during 5 days of school and on the week-ends where I don't have it I am too tired to even stay up from bed! Does anyone also feel like this? 
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anxiety,luli999,2019/03/22,"What are you supposed to say to people if you don’t feel like going out for a long period of time? I have had anxiety accompanied by severe nausea for about a year and a half now and it’s currently at its worst. Several friends I actually care about have invited me to hang out or just asked me how I am and I never know how to respond? The problem is that my physcical symptoms are so bad and I never know how I’m going to feel the next minute so I’d much rather stay at home until this “period” passes. I’m off school and I’m not working so I can’t really say I’m busy or anything. I’m not so close to some of these friends and don’t feel comfortable talking about all this with them but I don’t feel like losing them either. 
Also I can’t just postpone forever!!
Damn sorry for this. Your help would be very appreciated. 
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anxiety,Marooki,2019/03/22,"Planet Anxiety? is this a thing? Hello r/Anxiety. 

I'm new to the subreddit and decided to post here for some advice and to gain some perspective. I don't typically suffer from anxiety, but the past couple of days have been a bit different. 

Lately I've been feeling a sort of desperation that you get when you've been locked into a room and you begin to go stir crazy. The only difference is that the room is actually the world. The stir crazy is the anxiety setting in that, once I'm done exploring every culture and every city, I'll never be able to leave and see anything outside of this planet ever again. As bizarre as it may sound, Earth feels like some sort of prison. 

In short: ""When I run out of things to do, I'll be stuck on this planet. I'm going to die on this planet. I can not leave this planet and there is nothing I can do about it.""  

I've tried googling it to very little success and decided to post here to see what you guys think. I've always been an existentialist and a nihilist, so maybe that could be contributing to it. 

Does this sound like next level existentialism? Is this a common thing with anxiety? Any and all help would be appreciated. ",3.8193671497584534,5.428638308695657,5.143768115942031,80.94294685990342,72.43478260869566,8.415458937198068,25.386473429951693,8.998388855275968,1.9219227053140089,921,29,181,19,18,307,124,230,0.145,0.753,0.102,-0.8337,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,3,0,2,9,4,0,0,14,0,24,0,0,0,3,31,37,15,1,2,2,0,2,2,0,2,0,2,2,1,19,12,0,0,6,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,6,6,7,3,28,24,5,31,0,1,2,0,7,12,0,6,14,116,26,1,0.1236091736971394,0.0,0.12062472269073672,0.0,0.0,0.12078945393802938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285273464046883,0.0,0.0,0.08405847685323355,0.0,0.4728033977256253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171981776857487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13494920318197073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869186702715968,0.13677119961182582,0.0,0.07971769110285512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828680692591524,0.2582905552839839,0.0,0.0,0.10817122088988876,0.12649510088062832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181157436781038,0.20829212011957274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12500102452275927,0.08830641838751713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06458069147625373,0.0,0.14049988397322002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223925157667727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285262355963778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943653196700734,0.2617685343791158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077839705577613,0.12388886533962773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418202918094985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533501501907643,0.11938251021421205,0.13145975854240902,0.0,0.0,0.11860633592025535,0.0,0.0,0.13163973582043836,0.0,0.09401034663936762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179989429634618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23676683934062956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19700101540590367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24636132746897565,0.07920376738544938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392251502109697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019905137000515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780841047399696,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,richb222b,2019/03/22,"I dunno what i want ..I guess just a bit of reassurance ( who'd have guessed that ! )

Kay so, long story short. Anxiety whipped my ass so much that I struggled to get a hair cut , send a text , even ordering a coffee had me in a cold sweat 

That was 5 years ago, now with therapy things have changed . I got a new job that involves a lot of travel ( all over EMEA , I'm going to Nigeria in June) 

Yet still anxiety pops it's ugly head up. But not in it's old super strong way, it's really just the tight stomach and leg shaking feeling 

Even as I write this I'm sat in a regional airport in denmark waiting for a flight back to ireland 

Look I guess all I'm looking for is some one to say it'll be okay.  I just need to hear / read it from Some one else 

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anxiety,genuinely_confused_,2019/03/22,"Am I wrong for this? (Social anxiety) I have major social anxiety. Recently, I have been trying to do certain things to put myself in situations where I'm either terrified to do or just too self-conscious.

Anyways, I was invited to a faith group. I went on time and I peeked inside the room, and it was filled with one race. The first thing that came into my mind was... ""Oh no.. I'm the only [ethnicity] in here..   I'm not gonna be wanted.. they're just gonna wonder why I am even here.."" etc. Eventually, I went in, and had a good time. 

However, the more I think about it, the more I wonder if even having those thoughts were wrong because I had anxiety because I was in a room filled with not only people I don't know but a whole group of one culture that I am not even in or part of. I guess I just have a fear of doing something non-intentionally wrong that people may or may not take offense of.",2.0080978260869564,3.7077860054347838,4.029782608695655,86.65380434782612,77.53260869565217,6.9913043478260875,22.369565217391305,7.8658589789855275,0.984158695652174,691,20,148,11,16,236,101,184,0.105,0.85,0.045,-0.8818,1,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,1,12,8,1,1,10,0,22,0,0,0,1,31,38,8,0,2,13,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,9,7,0,0,5,0,0,6,6,5,0,3,12,0,18,3,19,21,7,20,1,0,0,0,5,10,0,9,4,111,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931394288775957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572611275263126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608915598774455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14245277596436715,0.2530934913166057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437318236747625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864712008438827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713391056721168,0.0,0.0,0.14070905671153802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701970981553325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897094445997095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731063827756128,0.19428892611611773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138319203065164,0.0,0.17710387574675418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840398520566962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261180204849801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325030493229004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14357393422938608,0.0,0.2604094126185732,0.0,0.09833283716476517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960371056467342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697163466985328,0.0818442621464908,0.0,0.10140339659989794,0.14896084525404096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672032336483666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533849619360143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368140825191885,0.11525650808426427,0.1426060456292138,0.0,0.0,0.2770355935046234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4189582933574412,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jubjub_08,2019/03/22,I’m up at 2 AM with an anxious stomachache. How about you? ,-1.8761538461538483,0.0006371538461564796,0.560384615384617,102.6221153846154,100.53846153846158,2.6,21.884615384615387,3.1291,-0.5597384615384615,45,2,11,0,2,15,13,13,0.16699999999999998,0.833,0.0,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sorrelfur,2019/03/22,"Anxiety Feels Like It's Swallowing Me Sometimes Hey everyone, I'm newer to this forum and usually just read posts without commenting and just be like a shadow. But I decided to post something today. I have extreme anxiety over a lot of things that a lot of people kind of judge me for or don't understand and force me into situations that make me panic. 

I'm terrified of shopping on my own, the thought of going up to a counter to pick up something like pizza makes me start to panic. I'll do anything to avoid it. I normally-always-go shopping with my mom and I'm fine wandering off on my own but as long as I know where she is.

I don't stay home alone often but recently this year I've been home alone for 1+ weeks at a time watching our house and I'm currently doing that right now. I. Hate. It. Our house is old so it creaks and makes noises all the time that make me want to hide in a corner. I can't be downstairs at night because the noises panic me, some sound like footsteps. And going upstairs when it's dark I'm glued to the wall turning on all the lights. I am fine throughout the day, mostly but when night comes my anxiety skyrockets, I can't even take my puppy out when it's dark because just looking outside makes my heart race. I'm constantly texting my mom or someone I know to distract myself. 

I cancelled my plans to go to college out of state, or even in state unless its online or driving distance. Because i was terrified about sharing a room with a stranger, being away from my dogs and mom, and just all around being alone. I got a ton of shit from family for not going to a real college and switching my plans a lot. Which makes my anxiety worse. 

I have like tons of super weird dreams that scare me and I hate going to sleep which leads to me not sleeping or not getting enough sleep. 

Another fear/thing I have anxiety over is something people call me weird. I have extreme extreme fear of people getting sick near me. It's so bad that I won't get in elevators with strangers becuase of my fear that they will get sick and I'll be trapped with them. Every year of my life as a child someone threw up nearby me but I luckily never saw. This has lead to an anxiety that I cannot avoid anymore, even if people look slightly off I can't focus on anything and have to get away from them. This is just one of my ""weird"" fears that I can't explain to anyone as they think I'm weird. On the few times I've been on a plane I wasn't afraid of it crashing I was afraid of someone sitting next to me or someone getting sick. 

I'm terrified of any confrontation as well even with family. I often get myself in awkward situations where I wasn't able to tell someone no or something like that simply because the thought of the conversation makes me terrified. 

I don't go on dates, I truly want to go on a date but I just...can't. The thought of going on a dinner date alone makes me panicked as I don't like being seen eating. But other date ideas in general I just end up flaking out  because I'm too anxious. I end up just avoiding all romantic opportunities but a college a few months ago this guy in a d and d group I joined asked me out on a date sometime...i never got his full name or number so i had no way to contact him...but I also avoided the group for the last few weeks of classes and I felt awful...I just couldn't I was afraid disappointing such a sweet boy...

Last summer I unexpectedly got a job-I had applied 6+ months ago and wasn't expecting this. I went through the whole process of getting my info put in learning how to use the employee info page. But the morning of training I. Freaked. Out. I had a full on breakdown I had no clue what was happening, I was crying and shaking texting my mom about how I felt this job was a bad idea, I don't know what to do, etc. And I quit. I hadn't even made it through training. I never felt like such a failure, since that point I've realized I don't think i can work anywhere except home with my anxiety. I've been applying to working at home jobs but they aren't super common and I just feel like a failure. 

I routinely have random bouts where I think of shit I've done in the past and berate myself for up to an hour about why the hell I did that. I used to think I never self harmed. Recently I found out self harm doesn't just mean cutting yourself, I know I'm stupid self harm literally means doing any harm to yourself, but I was naive and idk didn't know. I routinely punched myself, a lot in high school, I try not to do it as much but sometimes I do, I punch so hard I bruise my knees. I have arthritis so the pain the next few days is unbearable and then I'm mad at myself for doing such a stupid thing. 

I've never told really anyone about my anxiety, I made jokes about it constantly to friends and made them laugh, all while I was dying inside. I have always felt like no one will care or I'll be just whining. There is one single person I confided in. Big mistake, he told me I was ruining his day by complaining to me, so I stopped telling anyone what was going on. To this day I still have trouble telling friends I've made online about my troubles, I worry if I complain too much they'll stop talking to me...


Sorry this was such a long post I've just needed to splurge all this out for once...There's probably some important info I've left out to make it all sense and I'm sorry for that. Anyone still reading I'm so thankful you've taken the time to read this <3",2.8969406785596377,4.347523672306323,4.167698680300564,87.65624791139305,74.52092609082814,7.006229301529813,26.509339950173587,7.619978207951279,1.366373215804376,4296,156,899,55,89,1412,407,1123,0.209,0.691,0.1,-0.9992,5,9,4,0,0,0,107.0,2,0,7,10,53,72,10,17,50,0,75,16,7,20,12,171,168,70,1,8,42,4,7,10,2,4,5,1,5,7,45,41,4,6,31,7,2,17,34,47,1,3,47,15,130,25,141,109,31,147,1,3,5,0,45,62,3,21,70,581,175,15,0.04014990907992808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118094378492916,0.0,0.0,0.1663327889110877,0.0,0.032107867785455865,0.03340794069665688,0.0,0.0,0.05460662994679771,0.042100680405366735,0.2457165644080896,0.045357969043059436,0.039817921204887,0.11229499984228028,0.0,0.06607990835763751,0.03574193135617553,0.03753474515040493,0.0,0.07544432246955844,0.0,0.0670469940378346,0.1223750595857061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040997546199553946,0.0,0.04093550815815659,0.0,0.0,0.03458559155644892,0.0,0.08677557639777699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044102789829813235,0.10357347934979348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041669266771815525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041087296739457865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04108338042455662,0.0,0.0,0.07112180464087288,0.041485588826780766,0.04477776177327489,0.13259318142240806,0.0,0.03382803005121877,0.03836495871242522,0.0,0.0,0.07569952206030921,0.18071924021632974,0.04060200080119774,0.057366206138063564,0.1542008362530658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04402230295681031,0.06203944031799347,0.0,0.16781336294301138,0.0,0.22818118585140965,0.0,0.09633465016564323,0.0,0.0,0.03975472234884222,0.035504432002269416,0.0,0.035966432289772504,0.07927944591015593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0475778355739899,0.0,0.04242058332591685,0.1610945297226255,0.0,0.03953957286043154,0.09265520889651292,0.0,0.09064872057501812,0.0,0.0,0.1195277685876774,0.0,0.0,0.041809951872275,0.11032670009747386,0.0654550692742442,0.0,0.0,0.04362299369239033,0.0,0.028359068157028905,0.19615217526209736,0.0,0.0,0.07106281218355849,0.06743162322829027,0.0,0.0,0.1365360677016763,0.0,0.15196325902246588,0.24120338472004904,0.0,0.0,0.08747004267442987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880923530440247,0.06409454875024496,0.0,0.059029605762990135,0.029770648845115974,0.1548304252291138,0.0,0.08539976759458215,0.07535593968416175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042130575637714066,0.0,0.08161985244112012,0.0,0.042722334040111706,0.14132180257236113,0.0,0.0,0.038327631273699314,0.11133956644404752,0.03505735195440639,0.0,0.0,0.037954641678020935,0.0,0.11535754331583492,0.0,0.04328839271799503,0.0,0.0,0.04036174810462656,0.0,0.04270437045649923,0.12048232264659307,0.04569938646669063,0.025721059853780974,0.0,0.07928638299061358,0.0,0.0,0.03428780297888243,0.0,0.0,0.0401970631972777,0.04063385149023183,0.0,0.0,0.12565533462050904,0.0,0.08242660940169863,0.03321241968862885,0.09026036004217153,0.12053671459228775,0.0,0.17009443836021734,0.12363744622724587,0.07941857342113147,0.08988907218701647,0.028418312297221027,0.042794460963815256,0.06412753850996486,0.06713424356948107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030187734910269295,0.03227097606692075,0.1052783706442036,0.03696464197039137,0.0,0.0,0.05334763110125955,0.10290576222457698,0.0,0.09562362906329584,0.09364693944608796,0.0,0.038057419202126255,0.07672991742485044,0.0,0.0272591527560217,0.04367157174233658,0.0,0.041797471314799016,0.0,0.0693532607882189,0.04421945251511145,0.0,0.047362913247232186,0.031869129003208534,0.06441167051747229,0.0,0.03609959007309375,0.03721936796181968,0.036229048025765834,0.044825939651825256,0.0,0.03870307960020398,0.0,0.0584592239865938,0.040774181593632455,0.0409161874551411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05171045016199339
anxiety,greenrainbows11,2019/03/22,"Overthink Does anyone ever obsessively overthink? Like for example I mistakenly said something rude to  a client and the rest of my day was RUINED by my obsessive overthinking! I couldn't stop thinking about if she took it the wrong way, if she'll tell my boss,If i'll get fired, if i'll need to start applying to new jobs, how ill pay my bills if I get fired and am currently unemployed for an unknown period of time! like seriously the thoughts have got to STOP!!! my brain is tired :-/",7.260957446808512,6.7077729680851075,7.433489361702128,75.25300000000001,64.0,11.775319148936171,34.75744680851064,11.20814326018867,3.75272170212766,385,15,76,10,5,125,66,94,0.332,0.607,0.061,-0.9815,4,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,3,8,1,2,5,0,6,3,1,1,1,14,15,7,0,6,4,0,2,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,2,1,1,6,0,0,5,3,10,2,10,8,1,11,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,4,11,40,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555417516154163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483270332628999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14346142233934478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946669175983082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20121816463689574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324411991031671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779130593415296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220746646706402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21735502358104794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16494336790063727,0.0,0.2148429599607259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116002639270425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17125237079524952,0.0,0.0,0.15745078868594178,0.0,0.0,0.37195521983487256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944305291148683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425365557701685,0.0,0.17659992912973668,0.1297119997802706,0.2556727941609849,0.0,0.0,0.2471494031151779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17656993292947545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432134339877198,0.0,0.0
anxiety,5tr4nGe,2019/03/22,"Just set a new record for myself. Five panic attacks in one night. 

Each one worse than that last. 

When I finally get to sleep I'm going to sleep for ages. ",-0.567499999999999,1.62562475,0.9185000000000016,99.8765,98.375,3.8100000000000014,12.65,5.6839178017228535,-1.14867,120,2,27,1,5,38,27,32,0.263,0.737,0.0,-0.8519,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,0,6,3,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059588038618137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946113257235371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051038443617686,0.0,0.1528451636165462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21922251686580974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597445462677139,0.0,0.252382572373969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644822761985628,0.0,0.0,0.3155438948827828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.538269732008972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740734886976521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AnxiousCurator,2019/03/22,"I hate having that heavy feeling in my chest all the time I'm tired of it. I'm having my first official psychologist session on Monday and I am dreading it. I figured out that when I deal with my health problems, I feel like it's overkill and I worry about being called a Hypochondriac. I just want definitive answers so that I can research and calm myself down. ",3.7246948356807534,5.71515529577465,4.647535211267607,82.81853286384978,73.50704225352112,6.986854460093897,28.734741784037556,7.793537801064563,1.8987446009389668,290,12,54,4,6,94,52,71,0.213,0.6829999999999999,0.104,-0.875,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,1,2,0,5,3,1,0,1,13,11,5,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,12,2,7,10,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,40,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31273017922274104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157451326350521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30971295027160906,0.21879533764731166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26050832919810724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023726738117856,0.0,0.32554471940220603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14962530836861068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930536542802403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785852256503762,0.35200585693881625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18064266915173588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.311026349122719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,greasygambini,2019/03/22,"why do i fall out of love so fast? im a bisexual female and whenever i get crushes i can just, stop.. having them? im scared and i know im not asexual because i have sexual feelings, but im thinking its my anxiety and overthinking causeing me to not be able to stay in love?",0.4905649717514145,2.4175787627118623,4.245000000000001,82.14230225988702,83.40677966101696,8.679096045197742,26.78248587570621,9.2995712137729,2.713709604519774,213,10,46,7,6,80,43,59,0.101,0.747,0.152,0.7176,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,5,2,0,1,0,13,11,5,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,8,2,5,10,0,6,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,2,28,9,0,0.18308877013643945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400624080183749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160921490664837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880826010529923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257518338299736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565632568597754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7910691597522042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100620799881993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.330489526621956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833037990007695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19514826822942427,0.0,0.15307041000649854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731589110291217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652091374116593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Makingchanges33,2019/03/22,"One Problem after Another Does anyone else feel like when one thing goes away another thing poops up with anxiety. For an example, one month you'll have ringing ears, then the next month you'll have tingling in hands and feet and then the next month you'll have a hard time breathing. My anxiety is very much like this. It always sticks around for awhile then changes to something else for me to worry about. ",6.394545454545455,7.400943779220783,5.127688311688313,85.72867532467534,65.75324675324676,8.757402597402598,29.685714285714287,8.841846274778883,2.1337761038961043,329,11,63,5,5,96,54,77,0.128,0.8109999999999999,0.061,-0.5267,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,7,6,5,0,0,6,8,6,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,3,1,2,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,5,5,2,12,5,1,15,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,13,39,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480060564639673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33975139433462515,0.2478657843678233,0.0,0.0,0.11327721549233505,0.16599261188992315,0.0,0.14421822756248304,0.0,0.0,0.15220842933453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17137913215793946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177110740359314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706677101263416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191427224074065,0.11573594734950017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451240859059182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15829429454677446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3879310042760338,0.0,0.1190918452617371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34458695010085416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293350416816781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15501629361512706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471887135559324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21525699675855708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446604528012216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13367056369490612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16452329173668095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pizzinazz,2019/03/22,"Is anyone else in a constant dread and anxious state? Its 24/7 right when I wake up... gets worse through the day and worst at night where I get horrible intrusive thoughts about death, hell, afterlife... its literally 24/7 i cant enjoy my life anymore at ALL, like everything is hard to do... DPDR and stuff too btw...",4.108305084745766,6.207788305084747,4.212,85.88172881355933,72.72881355932203,8.109830508474579,28.749152542372883,8.841846274778883,2.275756610169492,246,10,48,5,5,76,51,59,0.378,0.589,0.033,-0.977,0,0,0,0,0,1,18.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,1,2,0,4,2,1,0,1,5,7,4,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,4,2,7,6,2,11,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,5,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30076103716011976,0.2640259150001389,0.18615229767230787,0.27278129997843825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876971005115603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17169456508267514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22239872302091515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392679043514716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781855214910178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23848734206225305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880441944767294,0.1300651967398202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24983625869655124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22735663442251294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047665304819624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21135471495493247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713083331390728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alunamuna,2019/03/23,"I'm Starting to Think About Medicating Myself I feel like my whole life is one endless cycle of anxiety and I constantly feel like there's something wrong with me. It's like I cycle through these emotions over and over again and I feel like everything sucks.
I just want to be normal so badly.
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anxiety,Amadeus_Voku,2019/03/23,"I'm so proud of my self Yesterday I went to my sisters house by my self without no one pushing me or anything. Visiting a family member can seem totally normal but it is impossible for me.

Usually when I need to go out I got a ""feeling"" that tells me : ""Nope nope nope nope you can't you f*cking can't stay home and go to bed right now and feel bad then cry"" And that's what I always did.

This time I was determined. I did go out and everything went ok.

Don't lose hope people 

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anxiety,kayleenicolerichie,2019/03/23,"My chest always hurts, I can’t take deep breaths and my arms always tingle and shoot pain. My doctors say I’m fine, it’s just anxiety. But I feel like every day I’m dying. Does anybody else with anxiety feel this way daily? What has helped you to cope?

I am 24, and I had a crazy childhood (father unexpectedly died at the age of 36 from marfans syndrome when I was 12. Found out me and all my sisters have marfans syndrome too. Mother went crazy and turned abusive. She constantly would talk about death and killing herself/us so I am super scared of basically everything. Multiple horrible stepfathers. My mother kicked me out for seeing my dying paternal grandfather and I haven’t talked to her since -according to her, it’s “til death do us part” and she kept us from my dads side of the family for 10 years, even tho they took her in and loved her like a daughter.  There’s soooo much more I could mention. But it would honestly be a novel. So that’s just a brief back story. 

Anyways. I now live with my boyfriend, he’s the best thing to happen to me. We’ve been together for many years and met in college and were best friends. I love him with all my heart but I feel so horrible worrying him all the time with my panic attacks. I currently take sertaline every morning and I have diazepam for the really really bad attacks. But every day I’m convinced I’m about to die (mostly from my heart dissecting like how it happened to my dad) and this gives me horrible symptoms where I can’t even get out of bed. 

Does anybody know of anything to please help me get some relief and feel like a normal individual? 
I will so greatly appreciate any advice you have!
Xoxo",2.7204677914110427,5.084872407975464,3.8389532208588975,85.68425805214724,77.98773006134971,7.0197852760736215,25.524923312883438,8.07648339933343,1.6843315950920243,1319,50,255,24,32,427,184,326,0.177,0.677,0.146,-0.9143,1,0,0,1,0,0,33.0,2,2,1,3,19,23,3,2,10,0,19,11,5,1,3,44,44,26,7,4,6,7,4,4,1,3,4,1,1,0,9,21,0,1,6,1,0,3,3,8,0,0,9,6,45,15,33,30,10,26,0,1,1,2,32,9,0,2,17,161,54,2,0.0,0.10496953607618703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086573141203971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14743479714399865,0.0,0.0,0.06024703439539731,0.0,0.13554850685563286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290540572721707,0.0,0.0,0.20157718523804705,0.0,0.0681234037816319,0.07397238320403438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18594811010332032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573876177692743,0.0,0.07073518971457,0.0,0.0,0.11427174646956788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3677868055037923,0.0,0.0,0.09067982800782737,0.15505860942315072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740090126905422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703115126546175,0.0,0.2239330819730062,0.0,0.07962267556690145,0.0,0.08351864441599803,0.0,0.17918338056568964,0.12658330307878835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713887134172376,0.06844759140695772,0.0,0.09257353419433817,0.0849875453150197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976753215913889,0.0,0.0,0.15668696186626402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099688993133203,0.11876553200129475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484182957964836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801625896618156,0.0,0.04868900719183079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731304328615225,0.0,0.07823022429305257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15991929061777255,0.0,0.0,0.08982052449109293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512686632034441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868034197570528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427038185194593,0.10394610213316398,0.0,0.09593879020334517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724973100866807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351131386108836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045359401975597,0.08869816179463269,0.0,0.07059803719623971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328596521282063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208320477447696,0.13322349357432084,0.1424171831860745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05885799158457373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05165993934554288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098431318581515,0.0,0.09636495375836343,0.0,0.0,0.3197034264268928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703218826387309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08212762970193868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997162151588912,0.0,0.12586943099786985,0.0,0.0,0.11410340731689085
anxiety,rlscott7,2019/03/23,"How long for sleepiness to wear off with Hydroxyzine? My doc has prescribed Hydroxyzine “as needed” for anxiety. Initially I was very thankful as my last family doc (that I left) just kept upping my Zoloft dosage when I said I still had sudden anxiety attacks. 
Anyway, I know it’s basically an antihistamine and I can tell - started at 25mg and after discussion with my doc she made a 10mg Rx. Even the 10mg makes me feel sleepy and useless after a while. I guess in a super extreme anxiety situation this would help a little, but otherwise it’s almost as debilitating as my anxiety symptoms if I’m trying to work or be functional. I mean I feel like doing NOTHING but sleeping. Zero motivation, focus or functionality. I’ve been researching and reading that the sleepiness tends to go away over time, so I’m wondering, how long did it take if this was the case for you? 
I know it’ll depend on how often you use it...I take it more at night to sleep (3-4 nights per week) and very rarely during the day. ",3.459294117647058,5.531186169230769,5.161478129713423,78.4877375565611,74.48717948717949,8.485671191553545,26.855203619909506,9.168548406835145,2.4418054298642526,793,30,148,19,17,269,126,195,0.055,0.871,0.07400000000000001,0.7619,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,0,3,10,5,1,0,9,0,11,6,3,8,0,34,32,21,0,4,7,0,2,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,9,7,0,1,7,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,8,3,19,3,23,21,1,26,0,1,0,0,7,10,0,9,16,94,28,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13736135103857702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4197552309509014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15605682406031035,0.12888080654403447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846678661975801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060305987030198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293167615371877,0.0,0.1387200107117756,0.09799813522652004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795994266518866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15111417156415136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194578101717113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15077602795244466,0.11181626190445416,0.0,0.0,0.14904147659909392,0.0,0.0,0.06701697285000185,0.13748579095728775,0.0,0.24279182978148525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979868296768107,0.09156564660695976,0.0,0.0,0.14942422808383418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171382309241198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574596461727685,0.0,0.1316234987045776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13721252449232305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304852209902023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419090026136584,0.2745489386311415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709345619649344,0.0,0.10954845393677873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14257776711615427,0.20627766255269195,0.0,0.11989734836787802,0.12629268087543052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998808055478328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313309412568918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847550477308605,0.0,0.2263681470929809,0.0,0.0,0.11003383389770696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14876087291260098,0.0998653270479118,0.0,0.0,0.09744547045147664,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lookingforadvice373,2019/03/23,"Can I control who I become? Fears caused by my trauma Hi, I'm not really sure how to go about this but I really need to just let out this fear I have. And have someone hear me out. Im a 24  year old, out bisexual college student, hoping to graduate with my sociology and Psychology degree next year and eventually get my masters. I am thankfully in a healthy realtionship with my boyfriend, and am trying to just enjoy life but there's something that is really effecting some nights. When I was 16 I was assaulted by a 60 year old man. I spent alot of time thinking it was a mutual want, but looking back I know realize just how much I wanted it to be over and for him to just stop. I remember I tried to like it at first, and Im not even sure why I met with him to begin with, I was lost, still closeted and afraid of someone outing me so I ended up meeting with this older man. As I grew up it was hard for me to accept my sexuality, I was so afraid that the trauma that caused me would effect me so deeply. I now struggle with anxiety and depression. I have seen a few therapists and have tried quite a few antidepressants. So far only therapy has helped. I want to spend my life helping kids get on the right path and hopefully one day become a guidance counselor or a child psychologist. But my issue is this, due to my anxiety and depression late at night I get these horrible thoughts, it's almost like my mind tries to convince me I am a bad person. I start getting fears that I will one day become like the man that assulted me. I fear that I am a product of what happen to me and that because of that I am doomed to become a bad person like him. Logically I know how irrational that is and I am not him, but I cant get myself to understand why do people like that do bad things like that. What makes them think it's okay to do that to a 16 year old? Why didnt he say to me ""No, you are making a mistake, you are still developing, you think you want me, but this isnt healthy for you, this isnt right to do?"" I just keep spending the years trying to understand what makes someone a bad person and if so am i doomed to become a bad person because of the trauma and fears I have built because of that? I am so scared sometimes. At night I sometimes cant even properly try and enjoy sex because afterwards I get this big wave of depression like Im gonna be a bad person. For example, my boyfriend is 20 and im 24 for and I remember my depression was giving me thoughts like ""see he's younger then you. Youre a gross person. You like younger guys. Youre taking advantage of him"" and i know none of this is true because we have such a healthy relationship but I just am so afraid sometimes. Ive come to notice that this depression and fear only lifts away when I dont have sex for a long time. I dont know what to do. I just wish I could let myself believe I am a good person and I am not forced to become this awful person. I am my choices. I think somewhere along the line in trying to justify or forgive that man I tried to understand why he did that and in doing so I am afraid I dont know if someone is a bad person. Or they are bad because of the situations that have happened to them. I just want to let this pain go. I remember even before I met this man my sister was watching this csi miami episode of a pedophile and I was so scared as a kid. I remember being so afraid of being like someone like that. Someone who could hurt someone so badly. And now being effected in that way I get scared im linked with people like that. Which makes no sense because I know I could never hurt anyone in such a disgusting way. It's just how do I stop my anxiety and depression from convinving me this?
All I want is to do good in this world. Help people who have been depressed, just make a difference somehow. But how can I if I always feel like im a bad person.
Sorry for this long rant. I just hope maybe someone can help me. ",2.5320798389802093,4.0221008499385,4.265259420776026,86.42282036229454,75.55596555965559,7.53489880353349,24.987308509448727,8.248403796771232,1.4507008610086096,3073,103,656,53,66,1037,280,813,0.23,0.635,0.135,-0.9988,0,0,1,0,0,1,67.0,1,9,3,9,42,74,2,15,34,2,77,5,0,16,5,137,137,60,0,19,29,1,2,13,0,3,3,2,1,19,53,38,0,4,28,0,3,4,16,45,0,3,19,8,111,29,79,104,7,65,2,12,4,2,57,22,0,13,50,450,164,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03682263746905562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030597907172015236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439325133041191,0.0,0.0,0.02571238984957396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03454924678745818,0.02827600573989641,0.3070374373505779,0.15691446073619136,0.2436759454604465,0.031290935933196734,0.0414303419334976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07555156993283732,0.0,0.03167650258788194,0.0,0.0,0.04124381095368105,0.08808024200287236,0.0,0.0,0.04743081495808497,0.0,0.22170645162066213,0.0,0.0,0.038419738967630734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929230839178313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0325697772883888,0.0,0.0,0.07286424315062925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482776738565808,0.018593427574502625,0.026270488596724702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031278916475735836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448585561304352,0.03527581103918875,0.0417976480889794,0.0616865433294128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03641084361122682,0.06503611368714375,0.0,0.032941197019700066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041445607010414234,0.0,0.09859210427403617,0.0,0.0,0.10957103355406766,0.0,0.0,0.07873206471516603,0.0,0.2383255413185068,0.038381238996128386,0.0,0.03268534545068165,0.0,0.0,0.12125618249250833,0.0,0.04148130894553313,0.0,0.0,0.11280800793745842,0.0519474182998928,0.2335492611227263,0.0,0.0,0.06508552413685482,0.030879882222192793,0.0,0.040141844311283946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273061469382412,0.0,0.036943210256814525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03713003525935025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02703223185674195,0.027266557914618083,0.028361442697592838,0.0,0.03910827945213915,0.10352631736202887,0.0,0.0,0.041866065260024836,0.11576057209015655,0.0,0.049836388521385035,0.055934727836561365,0.03912884134345871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648086759284227,0.3210858192480377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03911238872613512,0.0,0.0,0.07067277288216038,0.0,0.0,0.03948021473748469,0.16662561103613954,0.06280752364872215,0.0,0.02924319864117085,0.11044793387289027,0.0,0.0293031527224501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041334156794636055,0.0,0.0,0.24925972577257655,0.02830949037682576,0.1091076890673254,0.041164127886998726,0.02602797010300975,0.0,0.058733595354295225,0.06148739820434375,0.0,0.0384429044437804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931583896688469,0.0,0.02764856172683089,0.0,0.0,0.033855444546152365,0.04205289026256056,0.04269604357146723,0.024430207762650254,0.09425007630979684,0.0,0.05838697556162621,0.04288501925533935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19973048520168155,0.0,0.0,0.11484531407616845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130137266115302,0.058377058301635074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327268937033039,0.0,0.04228689382526093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026122335025873283,0.0,0.0,0.11840235591340467
anxiety,x_stuffynose_x,2019/03/23,"My new partner is on vacation for a week and I fully support him, but my anxiety is through the roof. I've been getting serious with this guy. I really think I am falling for him. I want him in my life for the long run. 

This week he flew out to Cali with his best friend to enjoy spring break and get away from work. I totally totally support him and want him to have a blast, he was so excited to see the beach and get away from the snow here. I'm a little envious because it sounds hella fun, but I'm so happy for him!

My anxiety has been through the roof, I've been having terrible dreams, and am overall way more stressed than I should be. I catch myself thinking: what if he sees all the sexy cali girls and I'm a letdown in comparison? What if he got with one of them? I have no reason to distrust him and I try my best to shut these thoughts down but I think I'm still insecure. 

I've never really dated or been in a situation like this, I don't know what to do. Is it normal to feel this way? Is it my generalized anxiety or am I overly sensitive because I like him so much? Any advice at all would be appreciated:)",1.6623870314083078,3.3982472468085128,3.838115501519759,87.47666666666667,78.65957446808511,7.54002026342452,24.381965552178322,8.418075326091056,1.5035369807497472,873,31,193,18,21,300,124,235,0.11,0.669,0.222,0.9896,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,3,5,17,2,2,11,0,22,1,0,1,5,36,43,17,0,7,7,0,1,2,2,2,1,1,0,3,11,11,0,0,7,2,0,4,3,6,0,1,8,4,30,11,31,31,8,27,0,0,2,0,18,12,0,4,10,135,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13163304860146532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160463275762168,0.0,0.30914893942819915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25312125872645136,0.0,0.0,0.1642309353712178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827310673285154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06811135161137136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407344588660984,0.0,0.21113482235389516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10773661560699932,0.0,0.0,0.13338002160891332,0.0,0.1433969377370473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403084098495645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09514676245005443,0.1316209991131071,0.1350107025137998,0.0,0.11921048449869527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902433757611888,0.0,0.10389349613142433,0.13009979974952673,0.0,0.0,0.13198318338401036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128020554628076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17259210058104565,0.13850010269703572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21468632724151213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141507802787793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757630750293284,0.0,0.15430515584536794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30572532295682064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589423088297994,0.0,0.1069414395508207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145646526555933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589060624532546,0.21384655024406146,0.2161058988187566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980675011405188,0.0,0.0,0.09569120802111664,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawaymars123,2019/03/23,"I feel like I'm living in hell. My days pass one by one faster than I can acknowledge then. None are filled with any positive feelings. That alone is no way to live. To make matters worse, however, I'll occasionally stumble across a piece of information online that skyrockets my health anxiety. Right now is one of those times. 

The feeling of complete hopelessness that washes over me when I see the words ""Open Enrollment for 2019 Healthcare is Now Closed"" is almost indescribable. Not only do I live in a country where a single hospital visit can financially nuke me, I live in one where the only solution to that nuke is only available within a short 1-month window, then gone for the next 11. And to top it off? Even if I were to get someone pregnant right now, by the time they had the baby (and subsequently the time at which I would qualify for Special Enrollment due to the birth), open enrollment would have already opened back up. 

In times like these, I wish the health problem I'm constantly worried about would just end my life already. What's 10 minutes of agony when you know it will be followed by an eternity of an absence of all feeling? I lost positive emotion years ago. But for some reason, I'm scared shitless to let go of all the horrible shit I'm left with. 

n e 1 relate",4.7452695763799735,6.508986077235775,5.288741976893455,80.20561617458281,70.34146341463415,8.593581514762517,30.427043217800602,9.134995656068208,2.696426016260163,1029,43,189,21,19,330,156,246,0.14400000000000002,0.758,0.098,-0.9356,2,1,0,0,0,2,27.0,0,1,1,2,11,9,2,1,16,0,18,5,1,2,2,32,35,8,0,6,4,0,4,2,0,4,4,0,1,0,10,8,0,0,8,0,0,6,3,6,0,4,4,5,16,3,35,25,6,50,1,2,1,0,4,21,2,3,24,123,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948713782963993,0.0,0.11238440895241426,0.11623878678811092,0.2477022069878897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632179388269701,0.0,0.08585738124010718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862996898384539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767340236795112,0.12128321528605425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238053099367542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624620046873594,0.09940448109789396,0.0,0.0,0.07412835747330734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22699203663681405,0.08017875787184248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05863673014511778,0.0,0.06378418683382582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385953148186482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06167992181756179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194069241704053,0.11476510256138432,0.07927297314245058,0.1096620385076474,0.0,0.3964126110975949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251478322199552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491591336618972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958272912074372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193602950105906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042059696568706,0.25607310176146875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739112744655292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539346834940548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19169149491147108,0.0,0.0,0.1123640838125842,0.0,0.08943459039082634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520481486103755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509404024946913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617741624822197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908475389796877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906157449963154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397732056919835,0.1143742739099468,0.2391797587671557,0.0,0.0,0.07227390378586396
anxiety,fake1856,2019/03/23,"Advice needed Throwaway account. 21M in USA 

I’ve had a major anxiety disorder for years, like any particular situation could trigger a panic attack resulting in me throwing up. My parents new about it when it first started 10+ years ago but they never thought it was bad enough to seek outside help. If I told my parents I was having an episode the conversation would usually end with them telling me to control my breathing and power through it. Over time I became uncomfortable telling them about my situation because I felt like they wouldn’t accept how serious it is. It’s been so long no since I’ve told them about an episode that the think I’m cured. I’m now a junior in college and my symptoms are getting a lot worse. I constantly feel anxious like I’m on the verge of having a panic attack at any moment and it’s getting to be too much. I need help and I’m not comfortable asking for it especially from my parents. Anxiety has always hindered me leading a normal life an lately my mood has severely taken a hit as I watch everyone I know have happy healthy relationships and friendships. I’m scared that I’ll never have anything like that if I continue on this way. I’ve also noticed that I’ve stopped eating full meals regularly an am concerned that even though I’m aware of it it continues to happen. 

My family has good insurance, but I haven’t been to even a general practitioner for years. I feel like I can’t even talk to my parents about my mental health so even thinking about setting up an appointment to see some kind of doctor really freaks me out. 

Sorry for the rant but I think I really need help and I don’t know what to do.",5.195210437710436,6.235870120370373,6.2147474747474725,76.7368181818182,68.4753086419753,9.224242424242425,32.62850729517396,9.457814108942452,3.0691901234567887,1325,58,243,27,22,441,178,324,0.165,0.708,0.127,-0.8485,5,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,5,4,17,19,2,3,17,0,23,7,1,5,2,42,51,18,0,9,6,4,3,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,17,8,2,2,10,0,1,2,8,8,0,1,10,5,34,10,34,36,6,37,0,0,2,0,20,12,0,4,26,158,51,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858937559967103,0.07791704250549182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029269256555606,0.07313889917355935,0.0,0.0,0.11954848813193593,0.0,0.13448478606251732,0.09930070083277308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723332784659027,0.0,0.08217357561747074,0.19999530249858036,0.0,0.0,0.07339188280638524,0.0535823337670911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498744909948334,0.09858605406952567,0.0701800932856252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073971733108857,0.08996821545815319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899424854068098,0.0,0.0,0.07785230681984126,0.09082302695362757,0.0,0.2322254919022988,0.0,0.0,0.08399113469890193,0.0,0.0,0.08286322945983962,0.0,0.08888861692515944,0.06279496848965184,0.08439669716248109,0.0,0.0,0.07476673177403967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184706073108133,0.0,0.0,0.07372539970742997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772867822075406,0.09356997890364356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934323857932777,0.0,0.0,0.17675027412666156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153314423668432,0.09661383762439617,0.0,0.099153751120907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620855695783905,0.2147147335334637,0.0,0.0,0.07778773170240595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472847383695877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858138438404077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461578137000121,0.19552768941836654,0.13558605078540112,0.08489327394323014,0.0,0.0,0.08612222743224575,0.0,0.10007344321402296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062607642340136,0.3904051608208271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262053057170472,0.0,0.0,0.09437048843903613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800210042737198,0.0,0.07004401707561406,0.0,0.0,0.09930070083277308,0.0,0.07271085150003406,0.19760401972798525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839558575588724,0.06221527081425775,0.0,0.0,0.07348738906275666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091360579185398,0.0,0.07064978012928087,0.15365496895121006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896613523850273,0.08636019101068235,0.0697818823791405,0.05125453649067065,0.0,0.0,0.16798226939780386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680818426908824,0.0,0.0,0.06977002964891141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957645537090778,0.06244083351500184,0.0,0.0,0.16981196633571016
anxiety,nig-on-the-trig,2019/03/23,"Freaking out before soccer training So long story short, I’m playing an all-inclusive soccer league this year because I don’t play sport but I loooooove soccer so I thought why the hell not. We have our first training session in about 2 hours, and oh man am I freaking out. So I know most of the people in the team (it’s a church league between churches in my area) but I’m still freaking out because in all honesty im not a very good player. I don’t want to embarrass myself in front of others. And I’m still getting over a massive freak out yesterday before I went on my first date with my girlfriend. I start throwing up when I feel anxious and even though I take anti nausea tablets (ondansentron I believe), yesterday I still felt like I was going to throw up the entire time. I’m sorry this is long as fuck I just feel really nervous and I feel like I needed to get it out to others. Thanks guys.",2.400633484162896,4.502656736263738,3.497382029734972,89.0564414996768,77.7912087912088,5.601034259857791,25.541047188106013,6.522977012572876,0.9616718810601164,714,27,140,6,17,230,110,182,0.209,0.6920000000000001,0.099,-0.973,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,0,3,11,14,2,2,8,0,6,1,0,0,1,26,26,12,0,2,5,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,11,0,0,6,7,0,5,4,8,0,2,4,4,22,6,24,22,2,36,3,0,0,1,6,16,2,1,17,88,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789110711894405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930796590699688,0.0,0.2695194725541235,0.17842681231223392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046007509647471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24022727237458896,0.1131383261504926,0.1520583779123428,0.0,0.0,0.2694159448794589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640891683307136,0.16548177286958285,0.0,0.09000433936360144,0.1328317939844051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568094892766919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15596084842593258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17106491138912205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703506136483664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15474147777192274,0.0,0.0,0.2803018767754974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742806803867238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097926203406616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145477118252548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17728031625420526,0.11209387901969696,0.0,0.37941932309628507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907323241152888,0.0,0.0,0.14580422868534135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559602452218044,0.1257267191607485,0.0923458137753414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067041121083278,0.09340971082358772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680897605273266,0.14290273412176233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198397575283484
anxiety,throwaway198012122,2019/03/23,"Crazy worry of mine Got a BJ (only a BJ) from a chick who said her tubes are tied. But for some reason I’m worried she’ll get pregnant. BTW, she’s 40, so the odds of her even getting pregnant if she was on no birth control and we had sex would be small. But the worry always has to set in with me. SMH. ",0.3219900497512427,1.7341519701492525,2.326194029850747,98.27396766169157,81.5373134328358,4.466666666666667,18.629353233830845,3.1291,-0.8219631840796024,230,5,57,0,6,77,56,67,0.221,0.779,0.0,-0.9278,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,0,7,1,0,2,0,10,12,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,8,0,8,5,1,5,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,2,1,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051853166317674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765752690880668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16287249884930907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257669563676138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19722312804139272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18754525885275894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25353890442971105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23456662540979725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7512821670143707,0.0,0.17517275130330107,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Melo_plusultra,2019/03/23,"Good effort So I’ve been diagnosed with GAD for a little over a year now. It’s a daily obstacle but I’m striving and with the help of my loved ones who I adore so much, I have the strength to keep going. I started a new job this week and it’s been quite stressful. From learning everything quick to absorbing how fast paced the job is has been a lot. But I really like it so I’m glad I am a part of the team. My boss coordinated a bowling event and it was this evening and I was hesitant in going at first. One because I’m brand spanking new and I don’t know anyone and two because I couldn’t bring anyone to make me feel more comfortable. I went because this is the opportunity to get to know everyone and to see them in a different setting than the office. It was 45 of us and I never really cared for bowling (but I made a strike and I’m so happy for that!)
I was pretty anxious all throughout though but I’m glad I went. Sorry if this seems like a ramble but I took this opportunity of something completely different and even though there was anxiety right there hovering over me, it was still nice to be part of this group of new people and the next step in my career. ",1.8010037573805704,3.8050996460905404,3.6810520665593134,87.48908212560389,79.28806584362141,7.024440865986757,23.32241903739488,8.04050195162591,1.248829450706745,926,31,197,17,23,312,130,243,0.075,0.69,0.235,0.9943,4,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,1,7,14,15,0,1,17,0,17,2,0,4,2,33,40,24,0,2,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,14,13,0,1,5,1,0,7,3,1,0,4,13,2,21,14,26,25,6,30,0,0,1,1,7,8,0,3,16,137,35,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909378324051181,0.1315699028068989,0.0,0.16286710501658058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21298406919932664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874166642264625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210911225471102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820737010132742,0.0,0.24335784023803636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538452656558984,0.0,0.0,0.11128527126495888,0.10466932558014114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058887130661735815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906326491356716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06084704716152123,0.0,0.13237707542122307,0.09768353689911664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397689972730645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806261249219884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23114287268722136,0.10351755751143424,0.0,0.0,0.12800990445626376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137957592858536,0.11672640010179353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901257450533124,0.10511229481451244,0.11019999154296813,0.07773987571373005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561361605050287,0.0,0.08982335156852643,0.3374417211963089,0.12385959247298176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15783652103995333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25223589627106463,0.0,0.08074069587253234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184846165431408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387260692950175,0.0,0.0,0.14921820427364227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994586618530258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280583562409032,0.10602343050008957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965881369142266,0.0,0.1303706574672766,0.08243302479729529,0.0,0.09300740517054512,0.0,0.13340783377625212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228848373523476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293945431817913,0.0,0.0,0.11376730952649328,0.0,0.14009050307805165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341949615919358,0.0,0.0,0.21592451022760864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499827533564933
anxiety,theresasluginmypants,2019/03/23,"I only recognize it when its too late (on mobile, sorry if formatting gets fucked)

One of my bigger anxieties I can recognize, but only after I act on it, then I'm left cleaning up what I said before

It's a pretty common one, a veil falls over my eyes and I believe that unless I'm getting attention and affection at that moment, then Im obviously not loved. I always realize it's the anxiety too late, after I've asked someone to show more affection then they normally do, (it's like a drug, I only want more but whatever I amount I get is never quite enough) and I feel terrible, I don't want to make someone feel like they're not doing enough. 

Does anyone else have moments like that? When youre finally able minded, and sit in the mess you've made? Does anyone have any tips on how to approach this better, or even how to explain it to others. People that know of my condition ask me to be honest, but I'm afraid to, because im not 100% what's me talking and what's the illness talking. I just hate popping into someones day, telling them how I miss affection, and then leave after i patch myself up, I don't want to be that guy.",4.987142857142857,5.085452800865801,6.3740043290043324,78.7524350649351,68.61038961038962,9.370562770562769,29.91991341991342,9.23628265651192,2.487349783549784,891,31,175,16,14,304,131,231,0.114,0.716,0.17,0.949,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,2,2,9,12,2,1,6,0,10,5,1,8,2,38,32,21,0,5,10,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,1,1,17,7,0,0,6,1,0,3,6,6,0,2,2,4,24,6,23,28,5,32,1,1,1,2,12,11,1,2,20,114,41,0,0.1144079595903437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519658740972088,0.0,0.0,0.07780133573753632,0.0,0.17504355187651371,0.0,0.0,0.15999341092625294,0.11722447470746455,0.0,0.0,0.2139119965553391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974203026998459,0.0,0.09735274706699326,0.12889859247935834,0.0,0.1011845429934392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378366920142286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002383528382884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267691100157158,0.0,0.0955731697290042,0.0,0.0,0.2364280108643499,0.0,0.07556537830225712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569620388686705,0.08173306919113278,0.0,0.12532832751433667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576831509597268,0.17932031061468082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328186718822382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129541741424313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471604577240113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06287562256422607,0.0,0.2581143233557304,0.12114151000089747,0.1243045828480803,0.0,0.0,0.16768185025975346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325765031525344,0.10825557763311848,0.07636820141892013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155194251430875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823847146305873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209550928868127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15505158863936688,0.2610372260656868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793160738744056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639402530729795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12168694777843775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088281687295446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29081247867910953,0.0,0.0,0.12807034404377896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18391356844446588,0.09999759941690382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20244233632321845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mywoolgatherings,2019/03/23,"Horrible health anxiety It could be a headache, tightness in my throat, a stomach pain, nauseas, or even just a general “off” feeling, and BOOM. I’m suddenly fixated on it, and can’t stop thinking about it, worrying that it could be serious. 

Literally JUST NOW as I’m typing this up, I gently bumped my head into my headboard, and noticed a particularly sore spot. My first thought? Brain tumor. 
“Should I see a doctor? I could die from this. How will my parents cope when I die? How will my friends cope? What will dying feel like? How long do I have?”

This is an everyday struggle for me, and I’m tired of living like this. Does anyone else experience this? How do you cope? 

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anxiety,babyitsfacttt,2019/03/23,"What are your coping strategies? I need help. How do you cope with anxiety? I need some day to day or hour by hour strategies, ie. something to keep me grounded right now. 

Im having regular panic attacks, because I have a parent in emergency intensive care. It is a very long story. The doctors are unsure if mum will live and I don’t think I’m taking it well. I don’t know if I’m having a normal response. I have been previously been diagnosed with CPTSD and GAD. 

I don’t have the time or energy to organise a therapist right now. I don’t know what to do. I’ve tried to reach out to some people but I don’t think they care. Or they don’t know how to respond. Or they’re busy with their own lives, which I understand. 

Thanks",0.5718666666666685,2.9137581866666693,2.6066666666666656,91.21666666666668,87.13333333333333,6.0,20.333333333333336,7.3871296695380915,0.7269333333333332,568,18,121,10,18,190,86,150,0.063,0.8170000000000001,0.12,0.8343,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,3,0,5,6,1,1,6,0,19,2,0,2,0,27,34,11,0,5,7,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,6,0,0,0,6,2,1,0,2,0,16,4,13,31,3,13,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,8,8,76,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007010397192285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17855890965791235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567827818801937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200520555890722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20244591103120727,0.0,0.0,0.15930596616375556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065003782966356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520359173608702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091380109953146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16953827512370026,0.0,0.0,0.139508767517077,0.0,0.0,0.2587750005408436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771881854698077,0.1389001879945898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23276020716018095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378252224420833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18415281112462448,0.17427989300269606,0.0,0.0,0.10881279698281077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680773323400857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083158544145504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801058599640905,0.0,0.0,0.14450302657816827,0.0,0.182236789435144,0.0,0.20114078347756914,0.0,0.0,0.09152169112432827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065621054400286,0.0,0.0,0.16339563394501555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12950426797928327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112134585184552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xXktgXx,2019/03/23,"I'm tired of being sad. I'm taking the medicine, I use my coping methods, I've tried therapy but it's super hard for me to book an appointment because they never answer the phone and end up playing phone tag and then I just say forget it I'll try again next month. I'm still extremly sad and I feel disconnected. Every day blends into the next and I feel like I wake up, blink, and it's the next morning again. Mornings are also super hard for me, I feel the most of my anxiety in the mornings before work. I just miss being happy and I don't want to feel like theres no point to life but it's just getting worse. I used to cut myself and that stopped a little over a year ago but I'm starting to have the urge again. 

I've been told I need to switch my medicine and I have. I switched from zoloft to welbutrin and the welbutrin works much better. The medicine only helps my ability to rationize not the anxiety itself. 

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anxiety,Finix88,2019/03/23,"I get anxious , doesn't everyone ? I get anxious so often , like all day except when i watch movies or sleep . Thinking about so many things . I get that feeling on my stomach  all the time , University? Money? Family? Sexuality? I sometimes get dizzy , i turn red and can't breath normally . My mind won't stop working or worrying about everything .  I am 19 and i already have grey hair . Whats so fcking wrong with me .",1.498916083916086,4.224479217948718,3.3626340326340336,83.58388111888115,90.15384615384615,6.426107226107226,25.039627039627035,7.686295010490155,1.9016256410256407,321,14,59,7,11,107,58,78,0.16399999999999998,0.74,0.096,-0.7409,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,1,0,5,4,4,0,2,14,12,8,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,11,1,5,11,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,5,36,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22058260874725089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4516356071149096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891194263664155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910026152579239,0.17964744746401246,0.0,0.18843766776440196,0.0,0.10106994244231336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4177352494707812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765572470551702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026561885771556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20183102397374847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958488920332649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20003347233516447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19769544569556305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16711625042073136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327974459002279,0.12808087359962764,0.0,0.0,0.11655695030964708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174219573057645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14552165624736998,0.20299709893505027,0.0,0.0,0.21854736792252508,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Julieoboolie,2019/03/23,"Panic attack? Lately I've been randomly getting these episodes where I feel a little dizzy, lightheaded, a little hot, and scared I'll pass out or make a fool out of myself. It's been going on for about 2 months. I try to talk myself down but these episodes come out of the blue and I get the urge to just find a place by myself to get though it.  Of course I think I have a brain tumor.  I felt it this morning when I was standing in a group. Sometimes it's at the store or in my training class at my new job. This is new to me so obvious bit worrying. I'm currently on 25 mg of sertraline  and am wondering if I should have my dose increased. Of course that worries me too because of the side effects, especially with my new job. Advice?",3.2965251196172254,4.300868664473686,4.471459330143542,87.61612440191385,72.8815789473684,7.632535885167465,26.31818181818182,8.00094639256281,1.407439473684211,575,19,124,8,11,189,97,152,0.139,0.843,0.018000000000000002,-0.939,3,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,7,4,1,2,10,0,8,2,1,2,1,23,19,10,0,2,5,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,8,0,0,6,0,1,4,0,4,0,0,4,4,17,0,24,14,2,27,0,0,1,0,2,15,0,5,7,81,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516274911182913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765249732149616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945884219765415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16940228173721789,0.0,0.0,0.17321779682513022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336627144258328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845714637192609,0.0,0.14898474634066924,0.0,0.14181991535051644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432052113155333,0.0,0.08818503691638567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30795880171883805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750352437493408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110363896268154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357524198017484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385289625412199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4495840468772653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18205515543028927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621165904821199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15534933297658304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346422630895226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471743475127635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942481023164366,0.15245088474123422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534827326493708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16827209745203228,0.0,0.3151594375016855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawaydpdpdp,2019/03/23,"Sometimes anxiety makes me feel like I don't have confidence in ANY of my actions It can be really simple things like I turn left, and maybe that wasn't the right thing to do. I reach out and grab something and maybe that wasn't the right thing to do. I feel unsure of EVERY action I make, I feel lost in the moment, I can't just let go and be in the moment, I'm totally unsure moment to moment. It makes simple tasks like getting into bed hard, because I'm opening a drawer, closing it, picking up a book, putting it down, standing up, sitting down... everything feels wrong at these times until I somehow calm down. But it always takes a long time to calm down because this kind of issue keeps itself going in an anxiety loop, being scared of being unsure.

My anxiety doesn't always manifest in this way... there are many other ways that it does, but this one is bugging me right now. It's like total loss of confidence in myself and in making decisions. Maybe it's freeze mode?",5.427262521588943,5.8485108238342,6.028613989637308,80.4865824697755,67.70466321243525,8.50587219343696,28.00043177892919,8.344100000000001,1.9056359240069085,771,23,145,10,12,251,109,193,0.125,0.8,0.075,-0.7652,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,2,4,11,0,1,8,0,16,0,0,5,2,26,33,8,0,0,3,0,7,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,20,9,0,1,5,1,0,5,5,4,0,1,3,7,13,7,26,25,2,40,0,2,0,0,0,22,0,1,13,97,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999436717320351,0.0,0.0,0.08170400408403371,0.0,0.2757361221724313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14648085593878685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514135164254293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122893531984664,0.0,0.10798027612454242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429995070205235,0.08583296103708239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277179027807449,0.0,0.13656449086030092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762801269936352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540213628612773,0.0,0.10679207477327664,0.0,0.12511449550553835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13053994572722571,0.1228583335291036,0.0,0.23479080315808915,0.0,0.0,0.10632621537943616,0.0,0.0,0.1311545213954122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207959236931909,0.1218100869776747,0.36211109453288703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141464096557108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078080757563893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696917320795897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30781435851454936,0.0,0.0,0.12028799502318074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249494449055252,0.11882834471693632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903355075674656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23946076183152776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401172335742928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306853134671895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907340151750524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136176142604872,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SirenaM,2019/03/23,"Does the lengthening and shortening of days make anyone else anxious? I'm fine in winter (though I do use a happy light just in case) and summer too. But every October when the days start getting noticeably shorter (in Canada) and in March when they start getting longer it makes me a bit more anxious and depressed. 

Can anyone relate or know why? 

I'm not too worried about it. I know how to handle my anxiety and depression and I know that I can always handle it and make it through. It's just rather annoying!!",4.207857142857144,6.143290551020414,4.840561224489797,82.17676020408162,72.06122448979592,7.757142857142857,27.556122448979593,8.472884824447931,2.1047306122448983,406,15,73,7,8,130,64,98,0.16,0.769,0.071,-0.8489,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,10,5,1,0,4,0,3,0,0,5,0,21,16,13,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,7,2,8,16,2,13,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,1,9,48,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14442062670902506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327773408230305,0.39215983858009656,0.0,0.2427224473481972,0.1778386448878055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18948887033048686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238711289323543,0.0,0.2989838908961595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518885770748517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449919313748568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14623664908557604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18136190484201287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18476399217257755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28616162813789264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475695025314092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19760578227466746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24570149409946476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17052749015099633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990510008225869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15661611317084426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17626446696516276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jessruss,2019/03/23,"I’m crying, I’m so proud of myself TLDR; didn’t wear headphones at work when severe thunderstorm happened.

I have a severe phobia of thunderstorms. I just started therapy/exposure and I haven’t really practiced any methods to help when a situation arises. I also live in the worst place for storms - Oklahoma. Just now we had a severe thunderstorm roll through and of course my fight or flight flared up and I got super sick thinking about how loud it could get.

I was (am still) at work and I absolutely hate being at work when storms happen because I feel utterly trapped because I work a retail job. Usually I just go into the bathrooms and clean them with headphones on so I can’t hear the thunder. Today was different, I really tried to wait until it got loud... but it didn’t, I think due to insane hail hitting the roof it muffled the thunder noise. My co worker was brilliant - he helped distract me by helping him stock stuff.

The biggest reason I’m so happy, is because I didn’t put my headphones in at any point and run to the bathroom. I just feel so elated that I was able to do that!",3.6804694835680754,5.659945427230049,4.702934272300472,82.42134976525824,73.60093896713616,7.1746478873239425,27.795774647887324,7.984000788550335,1.9292140845070425,868,34,158,13,18,283,128,213,0.121,0.7340000000000001,0.145,0.9063,2,1,1,0,1,0,24.0,1,0,1,7,16,7,2,1,11,0,16,2,1,2,0,23,34,18,0,1,6,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,7,9,0,1,5,0,1,3,5,4,0,0,10,7,24,3,23,21,1,25,0,0,0,0,9,12,0,1,10,105,31,7,0.1292621954913267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337093103326904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17580545104731646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363911038095725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320534493924832,0.0,0.1419884520621292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505148223256147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13071769986964132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06753416204384638,0.0,0.07346268454618503,0.0,0.20676557212139432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22861226515604785,0.13760201072127565,0.0,0.12761965681269474,0.0,0.0,0.14568788880893993,0.0,0.2599251747230888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827278354117502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414088681204484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505148223256147,0.0,0.1221945559732358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994420892674333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656173447588543,0.13290306555334191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4380884636521819,0.0,0.0,0.14529612360593674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149244727763,0.0,0.1032289562941584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14797428812825014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656519909842979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12252544709397452,0.0,0.0,0.08776054574525392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236404630827154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764176712920157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TimeStuff,2019/03/23,"I'm not sure what's wrong with me, and I don't know if I want to know. With my limited knowledge on anxiety and depression, I can confidently say I fit a good deal of the criteria. I don't know if I want to do more thorough research and find out, like if I found out would it really change anything for the better? I feel as though maybe it's a rock better left unturned; it might just become another thing to be self conscious about.

I'm fully aware of the natural remedies like eating healthy, meditating and exercise, but I highly doubt I'd change my stance on any of these habits. And whatever it is would have to be something quite severe before I'd seek professional help.

While writing this post, I went 'fuck, it definitely is a form of anxiety' to 'no, you're just a hypochondriac' back to 'how could it possibly not be, when I just went through this thought-loop for the fifth time today' to 'why do I even care? It's not like defining it is going to magically cure anything' ",8.146717948717951,6.232420902564101,8.290769230769232,74.2125641025641,63.051282051282044,12.153846153846155,37.05128205128205,10.980518767755715,3.797205128205128,776,30,157,17,9,255,118,195,0.094,0.736,0.17,0.9338,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,4,9,12,1,1,8,0,16,3,0,1,1,38,30,14,0,8,10,0,1,3,0,3,1,1,0,1,13,9,1,1,8,2,0,3,6,4,0,0,3,2,15,8,23,20,2,16,0,1,0,1,5,7,1,5,8,99,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089073625777527,0.1401500822418533,0.20449311257205693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219975176212983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277329644911566,0.0,0.0,0.1476126697354435,0.11373150311308765,0.0,0.0,0.2364159309964935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627130915077493,0.0,0.2827808788071228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671352601849972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377935778526575,0.1151178094079872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367635650976554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827859836056533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758054379028854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215926072873427,0.0,0.0,0.1465470230045562,0.0,0.12356291753457935,0.0,0.0,0.07595984591033382,0.11210440156987647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958687140348877,0.1412150156394331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203617035628081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521775170277315,0.0,0.0,0.19589286845395276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342755244298348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14178800839348232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506771788322725,0.12800560487593693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215972221679354,0.0,0.0,0.0856235248253973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628870112403783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394324692746696,0.15099335760136254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028950012807417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12596929941755095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879517877455131,0.0,0.1313164468572843,0.1061080196998196,0.07793595102677983,0.0,0.1266903617645754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576676700447624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24780110110400436,0.12060384800118065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18989092775357647,0.14613197169445674,0.0,0.0
anxiety,potatosconeman,2019/03/23,"Pins and needles plus pulsing, sweaty hands, any advice on how to calm myself? Since about 4pm today (U.K time) I’ve noticed that my hands have constant pins and needles in them, I can also feel rapid pulsing in them as well, I was with a relative and I asked them to feel my hands to see if they could feel it or if it was in my head, but they said it was evident how hard they were pulsing. My hands are also very sweaty as well. 

The thing that’s making this weird is that I don’t particularly feel anxious? There isn’t really anything playing on the forefront of my mind. I am having some slight tightness in my chest and my breathing feels irregular as well, it’s basically a few signs of a general panic attack, I’m trying my best to take long, deep breaths and I’ve also went outside for fresh air a few times but the symptoms remain. 

Does anyone have any advice? I feel like it’s manageable, it’s not serious enough for medical assistance atm, I’m still getting enough oxygen! Any help would be appreciated, thanks. ",4.1899669966996695,5.579741099009905,5.025366336633663,83.01880858085809,71.17821782178218,7.762904290429042,27.32805280528053,8.238735603445708,1.7500425082508249,810,28,159,12,15,263,121,202,0.071,0.757,0.171,0.967,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,6,1,11,12,1,1,7,0,16,10,8,3,0,29,32,19,0,4,6,0,12,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,11,7,0,1,6,1,1,1,3,4,3,0,6,14,21,8,20,23,6,15,0,0,1,0,9,8,0,4,7,102,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462195846639928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30224730600442856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570196641783329,0.0,0.0,0.14232569662470698,0.0,0.08809071711770954,0.0,0.10367383271690674,0.0,0.1177777326425436,0.1433246216344178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221209777644602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614359969578396,0.0,0.10058771571899076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024916584923816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260349634440311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822067987370539,0.09000276493382565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06582127211517415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285663001991302,0.0,0.12929560020427586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444420392711714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061549261524754026,0.0,0.0,0.11149159079999972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409508352919907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691530170891352,0.0,0.0,0.12720760115015908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343325273257407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478147017581861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070837030070514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983932801347147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039268042496496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042150005501524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061072821177232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094528001867828,0.09472404720209804,0.0,0.0,0.11598884451648217,0.0,0.0,0.08369795782254574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469241918744562,0.0,0.11941779612175883,0.0,0.0,0.0855346477642554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394972865668224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398233704076492,0.11678813193925094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949519039967291,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,megamose,2019/03/23,"Advice about meds I have PTSD, OCD, and GAD. I have tried SO MANY different med combos. Anti-depressants, anti-psychotics, mood stabilizers, you name it and I’ve probably tried it. 

I consider myself to be high-functioning, in the sense that my daily anxiety level is 9/10 and I’m still able to maintain a job, parent my child(somewhat successfully), and carry on most days. 

I have always been RX’d a low dose benzo to use prn and never used it more than once or twice a month.  Typically, a 30 day supply would last 6+ months. They help a TON but I’ve always been terrified of becoming dependent. 

Well, about two months ago I went through a really severe depressive episode. Maybe the worst yet, and my doctor told me to increase my anti-depressant and to take Klonopin every day for one month until the anti-depressant started to work. She was VERY adamant that I utilize the Klonopin daily since I was losing functionality(missing work, crying uncontrollably, nightmares, SI, etc.) I was extremely hesitant but I finally gave in. I started taking .5mg of Klonopin in the morning before work, and .5 in the afternoon. I can’t explain how much better I feel. Most days I only end up taking .5 or .75. 

Now it’s been a month and I need some input on what to do now. And yes I know that I should ask my doctor, but I work at my doctor’s office, so my doctor is basically a good friend and tells me to do whatever I’m comfortable with.

I need unbiased opinions! Do I need to taper? Is it irresponsible to continue taking it daily? How do I chose whether to be miserable every day or dependent on a potentially dangerous medication? Help! ",3.5911784399062583,6.0074043236245975,5.215355429081576,76.64912621359225,75.3430420711974,8.663363463899119,26.836402187255892,9.314750747691287,2.7215610088159803,1292,50,228,34,29,436,177,309,0.154,0.75,0.096,-0.9639,3,0,0,0,0,0,54.0,0,1,1,7,11,14,1,2,15,1,21,6,0,6,1,39,41,23,0,5,7,1,1,0,1,2,6,0,0,0,10,12,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,7,1,3,9,1,33,6,29,28,9,37,0,4,0,0,13,11,0,9,24,147,43,10,0.08653389361329847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455991933326662,0.07670707553181677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440062631439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06619819176049087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089750931145145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556988687314996,0.07363396994249499,0.0,0.0,0.0765321967986877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505341881560138,0.2790360130508623,0.0,0.2981260630791102,0.0,0.0,0.09040950102549428,0.0,0.35428442747297056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664334512099616,0.0,0.0965081655805616,0.0,0.0,0.14581707509086456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04375413666346712,0.0,0.0,0.09479365071006472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06685587154903022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258052439006027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160036896656042,0.09142780964288866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587153701237027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04755676487304359,0.07053667281976665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680929244053067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773178609222207,0.08693492708038811,0.0,0.1922392962689523,0.08717379398806507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34535264150316763,0.0,0.06361236852318533,0.19249135694182856,0.0667402733999013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921557725373918,0.0586376058271401,0.06581292545950103,0.0,0.0,0.0960856482616865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329817317126478,0.0,0.10115349089701374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055435828075662295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775866888947936,0.0,0.07158173101350339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224982705739976,0.0,0.06910607921996745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602508748850575,0.0,0.07563443715377598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268684367604898,0.0,0.11750166705894115,0.0,0.0845310401936711,0.0,0.0,0.1494750007736214,0.0,0.07139952479344308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780436266119624,0.08021778632550973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519908206567204,0.0,0.0,0.06147119524418875,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jakem713,2019/03/23,"Need some reassurance Earlier today I had a moment where I felt like my throat was closing and I couldn’t breathe. Came out of nowhere and went away as soon as I stepped outside. But was really scary, especially because I’ve been fearing a feeling like that all week. 

I’m blaming anxiety, but would love some reassurance that that’s all it was and that it won’t happen again. Haven’t stopped fearing it all day. ",3.0576250000000016,5.568351512500001,3.797500000000003,85.64750000000002,77.625,7.0,30.0,8.07648339933343,2.22625,331,16,64,6,8,105,55,80,0.17800000000000002,0.644,0.179,0.0267,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,2,2,0,9,3,2,0,3,19,17,7,0,3,2,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,2,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,8,2,5,5,5,6,5,14,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,2,9,41,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18322111964219387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22502338443185785,0.0,0.0,0.14600038373536747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27393058822019906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15446129077557658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5390207471455662,0.12110122188024193,0.1711028402755067,0.22996292444596106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117940009257846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23402066528708226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161631445382171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17759035910391904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15343341288027493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20023739633121973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227023293238796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921169363353971,0.0,0.0,0.22202408003763835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17013789831501352,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anotherthrowaway184,2019/03/23,"About to create yet ANOTHER Reddit account because I always get afraid of what other people think of me. This is a throwaway, but soon I am going to create another main account. I made a stupid post on a subreddit that usually is very nice to people. I check back and I get a ton of comments making fun of me and people looking through my post history. I look back at my posts and realize how cringey they are. I deleted all of them and disabled my account. Even on an anonymous website of (mostly) nice people, I can't feel safe. I am NEVER able to feel content with my ""style."" I don't even know how to describe my personality. I don't know why I can't stay with one single ""style."" That's all I want and its on my mind daily.",2.7810585585585628,4.326413277027033,4.528108108108111,84.56531531531532,75.01351351351352,6.825225225225225,27.1981981981982,7.492282038375204,1.5336198198198194,567,22,113,7,12,192,86,148,0.054000000000000006,0.8190000000000001,0.128,0.8648,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,0,9,6,1,1,5,0,9,0,0,4,3,25,22,8,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,1,6,0,4,1,5,2,0,1,1,4,23,4,19,21,6,15,0,0,2,0,4,4,0,1,6,84,29,0,0.15474042945929833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875643330748773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32451766470933097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23797167739504116,0.0,0.0943283295496484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044091885322379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15648282112860434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169097543356875,0.0,0.0879425520563155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17008258643798546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598859767455773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14641913582144706,0.10329043824320856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624372221599658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193453586438944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485611971541156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42911012059992576,0.1351133743872561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4445956716496226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16493270893433892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915141905282744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042472148620996,0.1276770600326863,0.09126991448137704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13962916925286822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AxiomChris,2019/03/23,"How To Cope With Health Anxiety? I’ve been dealing with bad anxiety and it is ripping my soul apart and I’m  honestly getting fed up. I’m constantly worried about cancer and this and that and right now it’s my stomach. Constipation, then when it comes out it’s green and loose sometimes etc. no appetite. I immediately think Lymphoma, Neuroblastoma, stomach cancer, colon cancer. How can I get out of this rut?",2.69736842105263,5.682331894736844,3.8318947368421057,81.12626315789477,85.31578947368422,6.72421052631579,28.65263157894737,7.908726449838941,2.4559831578947366,328,16,57,7,10,106,53,76,0.305,0.662,0.034,-0.9725,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,3,8,3,2,0,14,10,10,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,7,11,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,1,4,1,8,8,1,10,1,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,4,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4305889308408559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349836979724105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424284732559868,0.0,0.3041276663966548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901437051744477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138707170816395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940728749993089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29914871624167105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403411175982214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783431283982675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18033005727710366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858075327661563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jacir83,2019/03/23,Debating whether I should get off Zoloft Hi everyone! I started Zoloft in October a few months after the birth of my second child. I had never take medication before but I was really suffering with intrusive thoughts. I was seeing a therapist and trying to adopt some healthier habits and honestly I felt good outside of the intrusive thoughts. I stared off at 25mg and the thoughts fadded pretty quickly! After going up and down on doses for a while I found that 37.5 worked great. I felt normal and happy. That seemed to fade and I felt like I was going backwards. I upped my dose to 50 mg about three weeks ago. I definitely don't feel like me. I know it takes time to adjust but it's been about two months since I have felt ok. I can't even describe it but I'm not me. I did stop working out and my diet is a wreck. Also buying a home and planning a wedding and I stay at home full-time with my two small children so my plate is full!! I'm also breastfeeding so my hormones are crazy too. Just really considering getting off of it. Am I giving up to early?! I know my dose really hasn't been too consistent for very long?! Any advice? Thank you! ,1.2730411728010012,3.8185030524017485,2.9551013724267,88.44292030567684,86.16157205240174,6.240860885839052,20.842326887086717,7.5804360353943165,1.00110343106675,905,29,180,17,28,298,137,229,0.048,0.75,0.202,0.9896,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,3,11,9,0,0,9,1,16,7,0,0,1,36,40,18,0,2,6,0,5,2,0,1,6,0,2,2,6,12,1,1,13,0,1,2,5,1,0,4,15,7,30,8,28,24,3,34,0,1,2,0,6,15,0,2,18,121,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729802548605245,0.10640488509964627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919858771655912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162876011765002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214200002856526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928280511074103,0.0,0.0,0.11469977234307448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06069393014962946,0.08575391457531728,0.461014462335656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316135425822489,0.0,0.0,0.1254279632487605,0.11514970021557862,0.13643872402580248,0.1006807038940378,0.0,0.13234037949935887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778081063994146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408122738174028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13193755770100202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728728820383072,0.0,0.0,0.10622829599022868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209238843834281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916235647532242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257934908090583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761003010102468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212001093386338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306948691199133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956533429554011,0.10927648558665308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929521899927418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496226922329443,0.12794266160657908,0.0,0.10035567236711386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18050462911821485,0.0,0.0,0.11051324336168243,0.0,0.13937132762685306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858861015957887,0.06999409744974651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149672827272368,0.0,0.234515931074191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904247006085434,0.0,0.0,0.09628583207882416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17477562618732811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ESPete2018,2019/03/23,"Super anxious about life changes I've reached a point where I need to make big life changes but I'm absolutely terrified. I don't make friends easily and I'm incredibly worried about potentially losing touch with the ones I have due to work/life changes, especially since one in particular is my closest mate and my absolute rock. 

I keep having flashes of ""what if"" and worrying about everything turning out bad and wrong, but I know I can't stay where I am for my own mental health. 

Anyone got any advice for a pessimist who needs to change?",7.1365372168284775,7.422217427184467,7.143834951456312,74.42054207119743,64.04854368932038,10.750161812297735,36.58414239482201,10.504223727775694,3.8208006472491896,437,20,81,10,6,140,74,103,0.307,0.662,0.032,-0.9868,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,3,0,6,3,0,2,0,15,16,7,0,3,3,0,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,1,1,10,2,12,15,1,9,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,1,1,45,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442667394659296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039653284888557,0.0,0.0,0.1667849795318599,0.0,0.10322948560838842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326865338323703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6247109652116476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268438261384838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140620601176134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180768083687986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569285858151932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122434038787925,0.0,0.0,0.08113606850477126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20855724812645413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16516525891368178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19709437041620936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878086717913722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189382445042536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000819364415328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956233643085572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212479647651064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15735874966427896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605839580748226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747968528745666,0.2998600328011347,0.0,0.0,0.16141516617145787,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ProtogentSecurity,2019/03/23,"I'm scared of dark to the point of ""paranoia"" whenever I'm alone I really don't know how to start this.

Hi I'm 17 year old teenager that is really scared of darkness.

It's not it's a sudden discovery of mine,I think I've been like that for practiacally all my life.Ok I'll get to the point,so darkness is giving me a bad feeling of uneasyness and I'm having a feeling that I seeing people or figures peeking out or just a movement when I see or hear something I immidiately want to leave this place or turn on a light,before I sleep I'm very aware sounds or noises also touch doesn't get unnoticed by me.I have a big habit of just laying on my bed under the blankets leaving only little hole for my nose to breathe.Usually lying on my stomach or on my side I've always had a feeling that something is touching me when I'm not looking even when I'm typing this message I'm looking behind me to check if nothing is there with lamp turned on I think I've done it atleast 7 times already just during making of this post.

The last thing I do before sleep is to turn off my lamp and quickly get under the blankets so that no ""phantom"" would be able to approach me.Is that treatable?What can it be exactly?Is this just some sort of my childish imagination haunting me since I was a little kid?Why am I even writing this post noone will answer anyway.",4.543325310870436,5.095473202166065,5.534410348977136,82.79289510629765,69.68592057761734,7.744003208985159,30.190332932210197,7.594959193182576,1.8598994785399119,1075,41,214,11,18,355,150,277,0.109,0.85,0.042,-0.9541,0,1,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,15,4,0,2,13,0,20,4,4,2,1,34,49,15,0,3,13,0,5,1,0,2,0,2,1,0,17,4,0,0,9,0,1,2,5,3,0,0,4,12,20,1,30,41,2,30,0,0,4,0,5,15,0,9,12,129,37,1,0.11590984713240868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004764504827813,0.12790939859154973,0.09269306287471288,0.09644627815842144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967798807980121,0.0,0.0,0.1972614854920924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861601665582172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531147217183046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17582250423411902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816743333725008,0.11119128718911776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063882178931932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370102067959252,0.09448199569412896,0.0,0.2454635841050053,0.0,0.0,0.081870552891042,0.05662769647636739,0.2323442348722073,0.0,0.0,0.19467015790052453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773707230155964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112186244294105,0.0,0.12162788643048568,0.0,0.0,0.08815466184194733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035729359079613,0.0,0.1211011200999735,0.0,0.21914454182732293,0.0,0.2220191862234821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14850963222856833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320919552317241,0.0,0.1847302825320644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588182332723896,0.0,0.23198711167558606,0.0,0.0,0.17846612633060466,0.0,0.0,0.082041586385028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700535203595786,0.1485406996159016,0.0,0.0,0.06758796398520657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782298879887266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563776294544056,0.06836663095928051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459060841357036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823390297868832,0.0,0.0,0.07464214129965632
anxiety,audenfreude,2019/03/23,"Life Anxiety??? I'm 22 and about to graduate from college. i used to be a 4.0 student in high school, but i became so depressed in college my gpa has been sitting at a 3.1 (i'm not mad about it, i just know i could've done better). i'm watching my friends find careers, start new and amazing jobs, and get accepted to grad programs. i know they worked hard and truly applied themselves to what they are doing; i'm more bitter about how i've failed myself. every day i am consumed with anxiety that i'm not doing enough, i'm not enough, etc. and it incapacitates me so that i actually don't do anything, i just sit in anxiety and feel worse and worse. i've cried tears of frustration time and time again because i just want to get unstuck.  ",2.6349974186886937,4.505766067114094,4.006174496644295,86.75455859576665,76.24832214765101,6.732266391326795,27.568921011874032,7.61054688173877,1.579758492514198,580,24,118,8,13,191,91,149,0.235,0.643,0.121,-0.9612,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,3,10,9,3,0,2,0,10,1,0,2,0,24,24,12,0,1,7,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,4,15,4,15,21,4,13,0,2,1,0,3,5,0,0,6,70,20,12,0.0,0.0,0.16422409003203525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862178798352156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848607597712226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258635171083552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883640575190565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436368345195435,0.0,0.18485565295033127,0.1085313606430916,0.0,0.14494557044526624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172216295069891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477714512028186,0.1876847796294652,0.0,0.0,0.14178927472099007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509109512298474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538115068602919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13001831962230267,0.0,0.17584629510019745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15075232997449428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778047298029514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669991384009518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18497255400915552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188662685843683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16253288437341812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17031569154919848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911458879859868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962593092739507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534616014897014,0.0,0.0,0.099260186121247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225151295724417,0.0,0.3429981902480609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tlzq,2019/03/23,"Just wanted to vent about today because it's been so anxiety inducing and I am feeling paranoid and I am exhausted. So I am an airbnb where I rent a room. Yesterday I had (tmi) diarrhea and the way the host's toilet is built, poop just kinda rests on a platform so it stains the toilet no matter what. I am an extremely self conscious person, this multiplied by the fact that the host gives me bad anxiety (she's a little loud), I made sure to leave her toilet spotless. And I don't even know why I am making sure this is known, I'm like pretty sure anyone with two connected brain cells would clean after themselves. But apparently not.

Anyway fast forward to this morning, I am feeling sick still, but mostly because of anxiety. My stomach ache was still there but I didn't need to go to the bathroom. So I stayed in bed all day until 6pm. Her kids came over, one took a shower at like noon-ish. At 4pm or so, the host comes knocking on my door and she says ""When you use the toilet, clean."" and from what I would hear, she was cleaning the toilet. And I told her, I didn't use the toilet today I was in bed all day. She said, are you sure? Did you use it today? I said no. She asks, yesterday? And I lied. I said no. I got kind of scared. But I know that when I went to the bathroom in the afternoon yesterday, I left it clean and she used it after me.

And then, she goes on to say ""And when you smoke, go outside."" and I told her, I don't smoke. Which is a fact, I never touched a cigarette in my life (the smell is vile to me). But she doesn't insist on the smoking thing, she moves on to being nice. All is good. Except for my anxiety that is freaking out. 

Anyway fast forward to now, I go to the bathroom (just to wash my hands) and I smell cigarette smoke. I. Freak. Out. What if she thinks it's me?? I'm alone on the floor, at least I think. There is another floor on top but I don't know if someone is there. 

I'm like super paranoid at the moment, I'm trying real hard to suppress those feelings but it's just exhausting.

Anyway thanks for reading. ",0.6124765957446812,2.8002366376470604,2.4575369211514406,93.54904380475595,84.97647058823529,5.405256570713392,19.866082603254064,6.761325535456951,0.23592665832290385,1581,46,347,19,47,523,194,425,0.138,0.759,0.104,-0.9398,3,1,5,0,0,0,72.0,0,4,0,2,24,19,1,1,25,0,30,9,4,7,10,70,67,33,0,6,16,0,6,3,0,2,5,7,10,3,19,18,0,1,11,1,1,10,11,7,0,2,18,15,58,12,43,46,6,61,0,0,0,0,32,28,0,5,28,235,77,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09732175258887232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853287566589124,0.2875388171492113,0.0,0.0,0.06570409997429767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784671272401373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845874536578246,0.1145631511383112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489855007013543,0.0,0.10747352361949657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094448260338502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120223075724967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062064495554203326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425380252128013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014196769545693,0.1602112949124205,0.07881528776003176,0.07515420982664575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417621679344879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590794253039182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978524515461898,0.15492586227105332,0.0,0.0,0.09949777104014844,0.10209571371008852,0.0,0.0663718616851823,0.13772298483492404,0.09417989054508376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891410282965136,0.06272388233786552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987233690724033,0.0,0.06967553998901149,0.0724733514589594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367465398828492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204859560556133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559849534962027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399269879544317,0.1069553252197782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681531759400386,0.14945308921718697,0.0940776299103814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802835602422796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07961816286594008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015660698915764,0.15008476627747228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35425215936183946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651243723933902,0.0,0.0,0.06242767874245776,0.1204208646623854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672099537324671,0.17957950657047192,0.10440109438280344,0.06379760810051514,0.0,0.09179236873123764,0.0,0.0,0.3246302034300901,0.0,0.0,0.05542433040546572,0.07458684504426936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710860063148876,0.08479084542684348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350330499368301,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HolliDaze7297,2019/03/23,"I slept with a plush for the first time in over a decade After reading about how sleeping with a plush can help with anxiety, I bought a Jellycat Delphine duck on amazon. It came yesterday and I slept with it last night. Honestly? It helped a ton. The fur wasn't as soft as I thought, but it felt more like a real animal's fur. having something to hug felt amazing. ",3.1707305936073062,4.884039246575341,4.026232876712331,87.86665525114157,74.34246575342465,7.606392694063928,25.865296803652967,8.344100000000001,1.6184447488584468,287,10,59,5,6,92,53,73,0.018000000000000002,0.7340000000000001,0.248,0.9508,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,8,0,3,4,3,1,0,12,10,5,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,3,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,8,3,4,4,13,2,2,10,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,7,38,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19921658933582564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978451261871741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5000780430911241,0.0,0.0,0.2215086737452462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491010674304537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122727979201036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272255045259998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24438162443363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26048524595245753,0.2964090248800229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26060284245160265,0.0,0.0,0.20048001575243066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20674024195634585,0.15184994892899484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway23455544,2019/03/23,"I don't know how to stop feeling so anxious and heart broken My ex and I have been talking since we broke up, as we wanted to stay friends and be in each others lives. We've always had talks of getting back together and I said that I would like to, but I first would like to work on myself (get over my past, my anxiety and fixing my commitment issues and rampant sex drive). My ex has also reassured me numerous times that she isn't interested in dating anyone else, and not even doing anything sexual flirty. She's had a few flings here and there but ultimately regretted them and told me because she felt guilty. However just earlier, I got 3 images from her. All 3 were selfies, yet the last one had her top all the way up, so you could clearly see her tits. She deleted them instantly and my heart sank. They weren't meant for me. My anxiety sky rocketed, so in defence i got angry, asking her who they were for. She then told me to ''stop trying to guilt trip her''. Am I in the wrong here? I'm 99% sure I know who they were for. Even though she has told me time and time again that her and this 'guy' are just friends, and she has no dating or sexual intentions with anyone, including him. She then got all defensive, telling me that its ''none of my business'' etc, when all I wanted to know was who they were for. I know it isn't, as we aren't together, but its the fact she has the audacity to sit there and promise me that she doesn't want anything sexual with anyone. In a sense I feel betrayed, and every time I think about that 3rd picture, and the fact that she sent that to someone else my anxiety just goes crazy, and I have the worst crushing feeling on my chest and throat. How do I stop this? I want to cry but I can't. I just don't know what to do.

On a side note, she said multiple times that it was an accident, but I spoke to my friend about it and he said that it could have been, or it wasn't and she's trying to make me jealous.

I'm just so lost on what to do. I haven't answered back. Do I message her? What do I say. I seriously need help",2.666348023561138,3.9172795081967253,3.9645603576751154,89.68512170889221,74.76112412177986,7.5176779504648374,23.946419700518064,8.101407402915765,1.107389383294302,1598,47,358,25,33,525,195,427,0.173,0.728,0.099,-0.9878,1,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,3,1,6,4,26,19,3,1,11,0,41,6,5,4,9,79,76,40,0,10,13,2,4,2,3,2,0,5,0,1,26,26,0,5,12,0,0,3,13,10,0,2,27,10,74,9,39,44,9,41,0,3,1,2,57,15,1,2,22,257,100,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729852683740912,0.07594049950198542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20945437949722287,0.1031044342661389,0.0,0.19144561596215448,0.0935126500367984,0.15020803866029905,0.0,0.08532125105474445,0.0,0.0,0.14035561241081548,0.0,0.05563481590144058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573671191192875,0.0,0.10025125222526067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524818156972607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178554932551366,0.1205604681737556,0.0,0.07689541605043611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384402700672082,0.0,0.08762952972026126,0.0,0.0,0.07763068655952843,0.0,0.0,0.21153531114131927,0.0,0.09536528097252284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189809159251785,0.0,0.0,0.09036754166161254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163009466233688,0.06117357637755249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525783722675124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25078662554756986,0.07439384996454719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917576993481248,0.0,0.0805894188352887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996274578778344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060920664486223214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767247237189182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061844102872996125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712358208729426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604441729924046,0.07257826815937862,0.0,0.0,0.07272706731920132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549605537573416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732925970427851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972772542617557,0.0,0.2289070151006579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601698483742606,0.0,0.0,0.14671206849836252,0.07977037681020575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05847947240990025,0.08966823559752149,0.0,0.26608925939723355,0.0,0.0,0.2616252963134152,0.0,0.12392704447660625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21532385503928664,0.07244258474869274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644262677472712,0.0,0.0,0.1296652845484382,0.09978488132921963,0.0,0.0
anxiety,offwhiteandcordless,2019/03/23,"Buspar Shortage Is anyone else in an area where there has been no Buspar for the last month? The pharmacy initially said they should have it soon but...I’m reaaaaally starting to severely struggle without my meds. 

Has anyone found something similar to Buspar that works well for them? It took some trial and error to find this and I’m in this cycle of anxiety about addressing the situation. Could use some help. 

I already have an appointment scheduled with my therapist and will obviously take her advice. Just looking for some personal experience. ",5.481789473684208,8.750991757894743,5.504473684210527,72.51881578947369,73.52631578947368,8.852631578947369,31.605263157894736,9.3871,3.787294736842105,447,21,65,12,10,140,74,95,0.138,0.815,0.047,-0.8156,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,1,6,2,0,1,5,0,9,0,0,1,1,15,17,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,4,2,6,1,12,10,3,10,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,3,5,49,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19040921133973904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21502638984885436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14906288445657329,0.0,0.0,0.27249309181680303,0.1996510941588797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15557517609052987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627756315926827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906047393877353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17809315471093246,0.0,0.0,0.21364750805370575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306066233026658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588321316770363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16362840309461682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21643902382885347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15553071625706688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17013911996764214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185350909154274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22012971620167426,0.0,0.0,0.21902421845080888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15000823738418664,0.0,0.0,0.1379187638445432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037038554484505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650606406694455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262406759775933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21649012016416466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16829141534620148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17519727371926658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18783243845057854,0.0,0.1418561352837746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,donotthrowawayyet,2019/03/23,"Does anyone else struggle with a sense of impending doom feeling at night which leads to insomnia? How do you cope? [Possible *trigger warning* for people who have similar experiences? I'm not sure? Proceed with care.]

Title is self explanatory. I have been suffering, not really from insomnia but more like a really fucked up circadian rhythm where I'm unable to get any sleep at night and invariably fall asleep sometime during daylight. 

Night brings a sense of impending doom for me. The best way I can describe it is a dull dread which makes my head and chest very, very heavy. Like I've stones inside my lungs and brain. 

My thoughts run in overdrive, jumping from one anxiety to another. Often interrupted by very brief periods of suicidal fantasies. 

Is this something others with GAD struggle with? If so, how do you cope? 

Also, I cannot take medication for anxiety and depression. I've tried and my mind reacted in the worst possible way, possibly making things much worse for about a year after I got off the meds. So I would appreciate if I could get feedback on non-medicinal coping mechanisms. 

Thanks for taking the time to read this. ",4.6863592233009665,7.500544383495146,5.210495145631068,76.05137378640778,73.61165048543691,9.362718446601942,29.717475728155346,9.766711354998122,3.4889561165048537,917,40,152,27,20,293,137,206,0.231,0.677,0.092,-0.9876,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,0,2,8,16,1,3,9,0,12,10,6,7,1,28,27,13,1,4,5,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,8,9,0,0,2,2,0,6,3,10,0,1,3,1,13,6,28,22,4,25,2,5,0,1,4,8,1,3,11,92,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401179047754303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994406678677846,0.12327073138827994,0.1798644363770156,0.0,0.0,0.08219989931587955,0.12045296068788712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233707873105763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13123458440979965,0.0,0.0,0.11985910873220974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386119644669252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125328743689753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287656439846583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982053558773716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499513827920955,0.0,0.0,0.05944129983648867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868128632755558,0.12283932104856735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402257215807486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064932227281246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486665714256973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569429248674138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058140922500938,0.11842819951365635,0.0,0.0,0.1187009522556776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641930018591865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33096312375038023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966093666693495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150052241354136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39758990664288185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759068886775065,0.0,0.15062245216602874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263954606249615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764377538054853,0.0,0.0,0.09050256597200343,0.11626873410564552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24579612343899546,0.0,0.12859032951081634,0.0,0.1107978491576902,0.0,0.17677928838746484,0.0,0.0,0.10823241827263202,0.0,0.0,0.07810089338658435,0.0,0.0,0.09332861590467673,0.06854952584282747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981475987811584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909951528062137,0.0,0.18662552733623644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980253774170027,0.08351045241553212,0.0,0.0,0.07570406167442319
anxiety,peyton_nolan04,2019/03/23,"Will it get better? I am 14 and I’ve been having a really hard month. Completely out of nowhere I started feeling nauseous all of the time and having panic attacks when going to school or leaving the house. When I went to school I would have to leave early. I’ve been out of school for a month now and I have been taking Prozac for 4 days. I know I need to give it time but I’m worried it won’t get better since I’ve been to numerous doctors with no change and it’s only gotten worse. I am nauseous all of the time, my heart speeds up, I shake, I cry, and I feel like I’ll throw up. I have very little hope left and my boyfriend is the only thing getting me through this. I have lost interest in everything I loved and I can’t even leave the house unless it’s a good moment and I go for a walk. Will it ever get better? Will this Prozac help me? I feel like life isn’t even worth living anymore. Does anyone else understand or relate? Please.",1.3121929824561391,3.2461246212121253,2.717644869750135,94.13944976076557,80.56565656565657,5.3805422647527905,19.51196172248804,6.339386263674448,-0.05911515151515179,737,18,163,6,19,239,108,198,0.131,0.667,0.202,0.9685,0,0,0,0,0,1,18.0,0,0,0,4,6,13,1,2,9,0,20,6,1,0,3,26,41,14,0,3,4,0,4,2,0,5,4,0,0,0,9,11,0,0,5,0,1,6,4,4,0,0,7,4,21,9,20,29,2,27,0,1,0,1,3,7,0,3,16,99,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690204300722933,0.07537161998529253,0.11044703040550996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263050262072896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28600338771709705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403107647266875,0.0,0.11301928163660233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840593864420125,0.06951779631391873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033106621693456,0.09433069117805734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004751618083492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14239298842295095,0.09750526068813384,0.0,0.0,0.09687771672419804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16351067702009325,0.15401518839160747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252703154719161,0.1034052081457055,0.12252289524513968,0.09041195177172184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096561673113813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773564442378044,0.07225161352529932,0.0,0.0,0.1070631234040368,0.0,0.24875811761572214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059240408749506986,0.0,0.0,0.3424127957534757,0.11711779537189022,0.0,0.07613763431214904,0.10532477658957597,0.10803725982392738,0.09518350714005973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766918021387268,0.0,0.09728771122609346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17207925475995695,0.0,0.0,0.0799274067276798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16396340733562426,0.0,0.126472276463255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832473381588525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690551832812141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272778895618234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08916777698309848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629669132545105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104718774902714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161311517212889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18856551607720046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221668386695373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894080673014096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992551982015584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946938419708603,0.10985063756880684,0.07657330649609921,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,YoungMissMoose,2019/03/23,"I feel like I’m going to disappoint my boyfriend. I’ve had an anxiety disorder my whole life. Lately I’ve been feeling more anxious than ever. I can’t really leave the house, get a job/schooling or talk to people I don’t know. He wants me to have lunch with his family in a restaurant. That’s my worst nightmare. I hate eating in public ( I have disordered eating) and I feel trapped. I’m scared to tell him I don’t think I can do it. I don’t want to be pressured into it but I don’t want to let him down. Good god what’s wrong with me. ",-0.3149014778325139,1.8160563275862105,2.0862561576354715,94.86293103448278,89.17241379310344,5.383251231527094,18.630541871921178,6.868970318607317,0.14675073891625612,418,12,96,6,14,142,75,116,0.206,0.684,0.11,-0.8173,1,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,1,8,1,2,4,0,13,4,0,0,1,15,26,3,0,3,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,3,0,5,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,2,3,18,2,13,22,3,7,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,1,3,59,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128935938872422,0.1904071005713795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3863327716426803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449258206814613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15245798134347788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15888857916521076,0.0,0.2556632080224011,0.12040809158760335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805744764712058,0.0,0.09578761774289406,0.1413669740397717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664026162230489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944775091458827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16725422481578964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262754715153,0.0,0.1901253274486163,0.1784640926323016,0.0,0.17234798027626652,0.11904783341511335,0.08234223831091055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684740560892405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797380336258124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16874226109225055,0.17057584390425798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13546953523596966,0.14731515931420947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799639088044506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29823540966278816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18817370749975654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18427674881288503,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kaspm,2019/03/23,"How do you turn work anxiety off on the weekend? Does anyone else spend the weekend worrying about work? I have a great job, a great family and do really fun things on the weekend. Right now I’m actually out skiing on a mountain while posting this. But I can’t stop my brain on ruminating about work. It’s a stupid thing, my boss got a new boss and he’s clearly trying to look out for himself and I’ve had some responsibilities taken away from me (even though others were added). This is all normal stuff at the office but I just project all my self worth based on whether I’m successful at my job or not. 

During the week it’s fine because I’m heads down focused on my work but on the weekend when I’m alone or bored it all just hits me. I just can’t enjoy what I’m doing. I know other people suffer from the same thing, how do you guys turn the work anxiety off on the weekend?",3.5042307692307686,4.474482280219782,4.717252747252751,86.17774725274727,72.35164835164834,7.578021978021977,24.98901098901099,7.882392219407189,1.1708549450549448,693,20,149,9,13,229,105,182,0.096,0.7609999999999999,0.14400000000000002,0.9029,2,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,6,11,9,1,0,14,0,10,2,2,4,4,28,22,14,0,1,10,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,12,5,0,1,1,6,2,0,3,3,0,0,4,1,15,6,22,17,5,29,0,1,1,0,6,17,0,3,11,98,27,11,0.0,0.0,0.13010337924030466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808174415758204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039824619306685,0.0,0.0,0.09322208531407512,0.1366045003830063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12526073423746056,0.0,0.0,0.08127206562027857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883183222639487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667128479462795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137371383775987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805815317145016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568444389602945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663006057326883,0.29397671771186057,0.0,0.1320100849956378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13682719209643493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26460371595841786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327047553926594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195719386051337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876355405915432,0.0,0.0,0.13062759359572432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242892895014912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127685955263248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540970976179889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385655635670094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908428503036946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146345234106694,0.0,0.0,0.15262219086587508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265720330814924,0.0,0.13098852956476964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051712248560824,0.29003285934239925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069431453339048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4853012844318119,0.13539531556959164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Shamwowz21,2019/03/23,"I’m a suicidal vet who want to help the world. My depression and anxiety prevents me from making the place more beautiful. I’ll list things I can do below; please help me help the world, so I can help myself. -I feel like I am good at art. I’m a little interested in forensic artistry to assist with catching corrupt and evil people.
-I am good with money management and purchased several hundreds of thousands of dollars’ worth of supplies when I was active duty. 
-I have such severe depression and anxiety that my motivation to help will probably be gone tomorrow. I need something easy, as a lot of things are too difficult to commit to. 

Thank you all so much, and have a fantastic and happy day. ",5.77810606060606,6.9930709015151535,6.578484848484853,74.02106060606063,67.25757575757575,10.10909090909091,33.6060606060606,10.25414643259724,3.70779696969697,557,25,96,14,9,184,89,132,0.145,0.532,0.32299999999999995,0.9761,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,5,10,1,0,7,0,11,0,0,2,2,18,19,10,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,2,2,1,4,2,0,4,0,1,2,1,14,6,16,15,4,12,0,2,0,0,7,7,0,1,4,68,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451027967890712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331476643816252,0.0,0.27595743143854384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100116470029924,0.11444582581958687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687337682090374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17053426038924646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5368883201100638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782648851839755,0.16056096218765398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13619501858524713,0.0,0.0,0.10693372907979658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776431516302632,0.11878514273941275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106145486958563,0.0,0.16737331465055658,0.17584982387593795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17272105605485885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619573664773238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332861616861628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17523113539279356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748923665076813,0.0,0.0,0.21285750297687087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448921385450212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,domino682,2019/03/23,"Has anyone ever backslid an started over with a new therapist? Without making  this too long, several years ago I finally went to a therapist and was diagnosed with GAD, PTSD, and (at the time) depression. I went for a very long time once or twice a week. When my depression seemed to have subsided, and I started thinking clearly, even my therapist said I seemed to have the tools I needed to end therapy. So I did. Later on, I got a massive bill from the clinic. I didn't realize my insurance didn't cover much (I thought the copay was it). I couldn't pay it. I started backsliding about 6 months later, but ironically I had (and still have) anxiety over the over-due bills I had from the clinic. Even after I pay them, now that I'm in a better financial situation, I'm afraid of what they would think if I tried to come back. It's now gotten to the point where I really can't handle this alone and I'm letting it destroy everything around me. Has anyone ever backslid and just started over with a new therapist? There was nothing wrong with the one I had, but I'm scared to go back. I'm also incredibly embarrassed that I couldn't maintain it on my own and I'm embarrassed at how bad I've let everything become. I know therapists aren't supposed to judge you, but the anxiety over getting help for my anxiety is overwhelming. At the same time, I have anxiety over having to rehash everything with someone new. Does anyone have any advice?",4.413095238095238,5.919543357142861,5.708571428571428,77.88309523809527,70.78571428571428,9.619047619047619,30.119047619047624,9.957137785484203,3.14047619047619,1140,47,211,30,21,382,147,280,0.136,0.8079999999999999,0.056,-0.9715,0,1,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,2,1,19,11,1,5,18,0,25,3,0,2,3,38,51,16,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,10,14,0,0,7,0,4,4,7,10,0,2,15,1,29,1,34,31,3,47,0,3,0,0,5,14,0,4,29,150,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843814438551698,0.07654517457345618,0.0,0.0,0.089433854677161,0.0,0.06905506485682557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05872181232627512,0.0,0.2642338850554736,0.0,0.0,0.1811364090498368,0.0,0.0,0.07687092161962028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327975649602319,0.07209968834858478,0.0,0.09536817332628476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637066494623151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438395735278656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14874841326614194,0.08764470288500836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556656235028784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648157867453706,0.0,0.0,0.11406837481553088,0.15621930188898836,0.0,0.0,0.2328208114379492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459357551765178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04511496504262159,0.0,0.0490754063563637,0.0,0.06906298439164785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05787942386706967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04745638970222532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17660001085858076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15283628103348915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0576401310967905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892474533799525,0.0,0.06347810576637848,0.06402835904788731,0.0,0.2501957311959875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285635499649742,0.0,0.0,0.09196126495398016,0.058513842999349225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816298441306198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093999237677677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05531882304541263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213981468785113,0.0,0.08645266713722131,0.0,0.0,0.15722187300274493,0.0,0.09755233561355232,0.0,0.0,0.09706242498506797,0.0,0.0,0.07316513541936748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24447944185132806,0.0,0.06896022122216622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875018200552163,0.501302294238711,0.0,0.11066079086974072,0.0,0.06855324839105913,0.15105632800744864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05862683171885585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07124882615957644,0.0,0.0,0.06926576555692915,0.0,0.0,0.16009695104685515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323952527179693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061341451731577866,0.09441153818331363,0.0,0.05560737501432003
anxiety,Shakkeeee,2019/03/23,"I feel like I’m on the verge of being attacked Hello Reddit! I made a throwaway account to write about a state of mind I get in every now and then. 

Today I woke up anxious - I could just feel it as soon as I got out of bed. Shit, another one of those days.. it wasn’t too bad, though. I stayed home during the morning working on an app and all was well. The problem arised when I went outside. That’s when I knew that today will be a major league shit day. 

As I was walking down the street, I was convinced that the next person walking by is going to punch me in the face. And the next one. And the next. I felt like some animal will leap at me from the bushes or that a car will run me over - constantly. At some point it became so intense I just kindof spaced out. I was dizzy and pretty unaware of what was going on around me. I would stare into the distance and go on autopilot. 

What is this?? It sounds nothing like what I found on google about anxiety. I’m not worrying about my mortgage or feeling that other people are judging me. I feel like I’m the hunger games or in the middle of a safari without a car. 

I don’t know what I want from this post. Perhaps just someone saying they are going through the same thing. Or maybe telling me that I am looking in the wrong direction and that I should look at some other affliction for answers. But anyways, thanks for the read :)",2.1583985765124574,3.998193409252668,3.2391516014234902,91.85914021352312,77.54092526690391,5.634790035587188,22.983772241992877,6.360717304075467,0.4484205266903918,1072,33,226,8,25,344,158,281,0.101,0.789,0.109,-0.2674,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,1,1,16,13,3,0,22,0,20,4,3,1,1,44,44,20,0,5,10,0,5,4,0,5,0,2,2,1,21,11,1,0,9,2,1,10,4,6,1,2,13,10,29,7,40,23,6,50,0,0,3,0,7,24,2,8,17,165,50,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223174376368034,0.0891742242941069,0.13168869472725792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037702610286126,0.0,0.13261296303423908,0.0,0.0,0.09732943644199303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259686294505429,0.0,0.09307008715059326,0.0,0.0,0.1503534725175485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982135932587818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357611948519537,0.16655244860290694,0.11192358961630534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781082878218808,0.0,0.0,0.0609019847834719,0.0,0.2649931922442457,0.0,0.09323010270644516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169272389970477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406274106148555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277970065516461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19577557447168334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029948898379356,0.0,0.0,0.11710825447478765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770048102432445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3719142687098299,0.0,0.0,0.11185016914993504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157979028581854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081359508511211,0.10178270801955784,0.0,0.0,0.1101944669673029,0.0,0.11163995086717073,0.11859159401163387,0.0,0.11153986236005042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659957549375027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269957657497556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393108164212253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876771398983336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424601067414325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188559662644384,0.10732018110246756,0.0,0.0,0.07744261983871971,0.0,0.11452749814672013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220985725999254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875484457965116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480865870343073,0.10805973214569116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236742169027776,0.0,0.08486291454379985,0.11838049334925567,0.0,0.08280658438775874,0.12744884222767924,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sir_Celsius,2019/03/23,It feels like I'm getting permanent brain damage from loneliness And it's probably close to the truth.,4.391052631578948,7.389342052631584,4.883421052631579,76.97144736842105,75.84210526315789,10.115789473684213,30.552631578947373,10.125756701596842,4.089715789473684,85,4,14,3,2,27,18,19,0.252,0.546,0.202,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5814288687033987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633519805287574,0.37208767311374297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721170177463861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544557549921205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5615528166707653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Vlad_Alucard18,2019/03/23,"Days you wake up feeling lifeless It’s happening to me again today, so I thought like sharing.

There are these days where I wake up and just feel like not interacting with literally anyone. I feel low on energy, I don’t feel like doing anything and I just stay away from everyone, including my family with whom I’m pretty close, and just seclude myself in my room. Its already night time here, and I haven’t eaten anything nor do I feel like doing so. 

It happens once every few months or so, and I usually go back to my regular socially anxious self the following day.  I don’t know if it’s related to anxiety so I thought like sharing with you guys.  

It’s my first real post on reddit, so apologize if I messed up the editing or something.
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anxiety,Sprocket-Rocket,2019/03/23,"My first therapy session! :) For a while, I have been asking my parents to get me a therapist because I've noticed a lot of changes with how I eat, sleep, and act emotionally. So my mom got me an online therapist (Teen Counseling) and today is the first live chat session with my therapist. I am really happy and hopefully I can start my road to recovery. ",4.556323529411767,5.975406691176474,6.3728235294117646,73.59570588235296,70.32352941176471,10.734117647058824,34.188235294117646,10.793553405168565,4.225831764705883,277,14,50,9,5,96,49,68,0.0,0.85,0.15,0.882,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,5,0,5,2,1,1,0,8,10,6,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,11,2,6,8,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,5,36,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16459820213856713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107328368495343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18625477589994094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18015975674165116,0.0,0.19805086416578213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29952377117120266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198736305709447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408162859716093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18742582619721027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17487354038568698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15546974859955334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14968525282849265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20620669610917225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004526237427365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19550076497786026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127925657165452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761934303277232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246206173291269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20134713249837036,0.6132795549936804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16689024405527858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dyam,2019/03/23,"Going on my first tinder date tonight! I’ve been chatting with a girl for about two weeks now and we seem to really be hitting it off. We’re meeting up tonight for food and drinks and then an arcade. I’m excited but extremely nervous at the same time. This is my first time doing something like this and I usually am too anxious to even go out with people I’ve known for years. I’ve had terrible social anxiety since childhood so this is a huge step for me. Wish me luck! I hope this encourages some others to branch out and take a leap, even it if seems scary!

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anxiety,Steenmeister,2019/03/23,A small victory Relationships and meeting new people have always been really difficult for me. But yesterday i went on my first date ever. I was so scared going to meet her in her town. But it went great and i had a blast. We are already planning on going on a second date. I think that leap of faith opened a whole new world of social interaction on my part. Ive managed to start working on getting rid of my anxiety of meeting people :).,2.8397674418604666,5.034665244186051,4.655988372093024,80.82840116279074,76.7906976744186,7.555813953488372,25.86627906976745,8.472884824447931,2.024493023255814,345,13,64,7,8,117,60,86,0.093,0.828,0.078,-0.086,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,3,2,4,0,1,4,0,6,0,0,0,1,8,13,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,2,0,2,5,0,12,2,13,8,2,22,1,0,0,0,9,10,0,0,8,46,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22825329910038836,0.0,0.172107612247563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15823218338246275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870987986206931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17593816459621925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806546511502567,0.0,0.2351040994312674,0.0,0.0,0.2280420457076752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3995350993614512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22398777525621247,0.0,0.28679389584886145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13250712565931616,0.0,0.0,0.22206896214470784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20708311922201653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108475312742076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640255494915042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253484541146626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834858668743536,0.0,0.23092969154489146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505821257516921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LilVigilante,2019/03/23,How do you manage your social anxiety? Besides avoiding people completely. ,7.867272727272727,11.96066890909091,8.009545454545453,47.43431818181818,87.18181818181819,9.472727272727274,41.86363636363637,8.841846274778883,7.090054545454546,62,4,4,2,2,20,11,11,0.313,0.687,0.0,-0.4767,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42736039411377097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5857265955042209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3872927420306877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5694662244877289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shithead-,2019/03/23,I can’t eat. I’ve been having so much anxiety lately and my appetite is gone. The thought of food makes me feel sick. How can I get my appetite back? I’m afraid it will start to really take a toll on my physical health.,0.40638297872340345,2.4442624042553227,2.3866382978723406,94.69400000000002,84.53191489361703,6.313191489361702,20.038297872340426,7.554174236665415,0.5285948936170208,171,5,40,3,5,57,41,47,0.119,0.8809999999999999,0.0,-0.6461,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,6,4,0,2,0,5,14,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,1,6,0,3,10,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24550432069850056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467690770934405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283831491759793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16226771930838307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38805994935625576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16766841003454372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3411248971278546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620138013578784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21421781278232668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359144699723968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20559074125944696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271501222633048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24129327611022314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547760848218117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DarkBowser95,2019/03/23,Just need someone to talk to Hi all. I’ve suffered from social anxiety basically all my life and as a result I essentially live a lonely sad life. I don’t have any friends and I’m not close with my family so I basically have no one to talk to about my issues. Wondering if anyone out there could give me some advice.,2.174512820512824,4.173333246153849,4.610384615384618,81.30378205128206,78.07692307692308,8.025641025641027,23.14102564102564,8.841846274778883,1.7531025641025637,251,8,51,6,6,88,49,65,0.193,0.76,0.046,-0.8344,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,1,2,15,8,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,7,1,9,7,3,2,0,3,0,0,6,2,0,3,0,34,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448661723048233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17040459084602674,0.0,0.1916948118884387,0.0,0.0,0.17521300546125876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20006961641664206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23622673833735156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193599302026221,0.0,0.0,0.2403814234468027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26154287007864224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539874488340578,0.0,0.0,0.22126880594588996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858036374196802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16980108549325554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554371492622062,0.2123176119983746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4028172021048177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717458694653082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ztargurl,2019/03/23,"Driving anxiety How do you handle it? I’ve had my permit for a while and I just can’t get over the anxiety and it doesn’t help when who is teaching me starts yelling, cussing and just being a downright jerk to me.",0.0086666666666666,2.3363324222222244,1.7572222222222216,95.8225,91.44444444444444,4.777777777777779,23.055555555555557,6.42735559955562,0.5678888888888891,169,7,37,2,6,55,36,45,0.133,0.805,0.062,-0.2732,0,0,0,0,1,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,4,1,1,0,3,0,6,0,0,2,0,7,8,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,3,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,28,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8104279847733552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767429332156715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3550423128705417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.374919706714546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ihaveaquestion12344,2019/03/23,"How to not feel like you’re gonna cry I want to learn how to not feel like I’m going to cry when someone confronts me or in social situations. I’ve gotten better about this, pretending to be tough or thinking of everyone else as also being flawed has helped but I feel as if I’m order to maintain this in public I have to constantly be on edge or be almost ready to argue when in public. ",4.461219512195123,4.480387560975611,6.059658536585367,80.82802439024394,69.73170731707317,8.511219512195122,26.15609756097561,8.238735603445708,1.5640312195121946,308,8,63,4,5,106,53,82,0.152,0.762,0.086,-0.5429,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,2,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,0,16,16,12,0,2,7,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,3,4,3,16,10,0,9,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,5,5,40,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245964654715808,0.0,0.0,0.1793665718829586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19836842369533456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423804309529308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4927493955753435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18736754118599427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21432102469900136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402269691635603,0.3204691076240368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747055440690175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033848513677614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21915589960218312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521140840909318,0.0,0.2286378822986644,0.19004224452954416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14371752992568865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229348395713453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mphssahm81,2019/03/23,"In the hospital for high risk pregnancy - Anxiety out of control, was given Vistaril As the title states, I’m in the hospital for high risk pregnancy. I’m not allowed to walk the halls or go outside. Pretty much have been imprisoned in this room for almost a month now. My anxiety is out of control. I ripped off my hospital bracelets and compression socks. I can’t have anything confining on me. Last night I couldn’t sleep Bc I kept having panic attacks. Finally a nurse listened to me and called the doctor. They prescribed Vistaril. It helped me so much that I’m considering talking to my doctor about getting on it after I leave. Has anyone else been on Vistaril? I’d like to hear your opinion about this medicine for anxiety treatment.  TIA! ",3.1430305755395693,6.0472144676258965,4.267189748201439,79.94236735611513,80.58273381294964,8.079316546762591,30.270233812949638,8.841846274778883,3.2281255395683464,597,30,101,16,16,194,89,139,0.139,0.7929999999999999,0.068,-0.7398,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,2,4,5,1,3,7,0,10,3,1,3,0,14,19,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,5,4,0,4,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,5,2,13,1,23,13,2,22,0,0,0,0,7,13,0,3,7,66,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16141185853064485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699374211348409,0.0,0.0,0.1127101402329468,0.16516163892651742,0.13264839481776092,0.0,0.0,0.18338070947547871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16459643573973787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615841035023481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299764539434815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465636241268142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17657943895967915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842168738449376,0.0,0.0916098971172508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18167662381880045,0.0,0.10804450659389073,0.3406192547944461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139409674908112,0.0,0.17068048616734194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875093000343734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866299635698655,0.0,0.236991322954245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126904209655653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18912566850142076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16399158988753182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16130976474460704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956111111145796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nalyd-dylan,2019/03/23,"kinda freaking out These past 2 days i dont know what happend  i just went all out and pushed myself to be  more social im talking to a person on Reddit witch is total new for me, im very agoraphobic and these past 2 day i want to be social but im not used to it. i consistently feel shaky all day and night will this pass? i haven't been social for years kinda just asking for advise ,

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sorry if its a ramble read ",0.997,2.9959167000000018,3.1255555555555574,90.465,82.0,4.888888888888889,16.666666666666668,5.82211442006289,-0.488,333,6,71,2,9,113,62,90,0.092,0.894,0.014,-0.6314,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,7,0,0,1,3,20,13,5,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,2,1,0,3,3,3,0,0,2,1,7,0,10,8,4,14,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,4,8,44,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658157611522702,0.18595696994139208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14306913979568306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29608903437687983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17935847907179706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738021538889184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4959193684436534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841052524331398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478042982337373,0.0,0.14361506153708478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921826811271222,0.0,0.13362619534336492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530786314792039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4680065122304559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17131263557666332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300551842728087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217501974819068,0.0,0.1262717317376352,0.09026531590059254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186703377627966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18595696994139208,0.09855095050570924
anxiety,hipposandwich,2019/03/23,"Medication without brain fog or weight gain? I’m a student and I binge eat when I’m anxious (basically always lately). It’s starting to interfere with my studies, so I’m planning to go on anxiety medication. Can anyone recommend a medication that causes neither brain fog nor weight gain? I know everyone has different side effects, but I could really use some ideas before I go to my doctor’s appointment. He doesn’t speak English (I’m studying abroad), so we won’t be able to have a conversation about any of this.

Tl;dr OP needs an anxiety medication recommendation that doesn’t cause brain fog or weight gain ",5.521760078662733,7.651590477876109,6.850029498525071,68.31411996066866,69.0,10.33195673549656,33.7944936086529,10.504223727775694,4.203580924287119,496,24,81,15,9,168,77,113,0.046,0.8490000000000001,0.105,0.8025,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,4,0,8,12,3,4,0,17,18,8,0,2,4,0,3,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,4,3,4,1,3,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,9,15,2,7,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,3,42,11,2,0.1249812753390282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399443312329112,0.0,0.0,0.0849915530210881,0.0,0.19122066709112528,0.14119326662743925,0.0,0.08738981367644295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634986000762137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41856131120329604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567803948998853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978737853928113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057883182081795,0.0,0.1279236312195842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788704628141964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942496454133078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14205947793958035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108864708464325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868644038360781,0.0,0.14098432238359873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5036219448281353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267203203189986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006620531063936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846238996005804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794369378242363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4565805696339748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047748945961208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,niicoland,2019/03/23,"I got really drunk and texted a guy I like and I'm freaking out I'm really freaking out, I feel so pathetic like ughhh I texted A LOT and while I wasnt like, explicit, I was really PATHETIC telling his friends if I could ""borrow"" him (we were at the same party but it was really big) and I THINK I EVEN CALLED HIM ughhh he's from uni so I'll keep seeing him AND HIS FRIENDS ARGHHHH this is consuming me from inside, I'm getting some ugly thoughts about myself and I really just don't want to feel like this anymore. Have any of you done something like this before? I need some support :(",0.5480440771349889,2.9330977438016532,2.7692231404958685,89.57625895316806,88.0909090909091,6.532451790633607,20.46336088154269,7.793537801064563,1.08639129476584,461,15,96,10,15,156,74,121,0.16399999999999998,0.65,0.187,0.4662,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,1,1,0,0,5,10,0,0,3,0,9,1,0,0,1,25,23,11,0,4,3,0,2,5,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,9,1,1,4,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,7,3,20,8,8,15,4,5,0,0,1,0,13,4,0,4,6,61,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644502625311187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16981816620306964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457075650509592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748491107461278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13671645593830614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17523188492521655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309847545441767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17316216195105436,0.12232963994109244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645900054112665,0.0,0.08946272399780228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695151276871048,0.0,0.0,0.16954863144296922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522006918756209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4182815387115715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557706640666548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696787879857066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5484845874666595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13645136855669604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182433786727055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19431437137105972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14966610764410845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971986547706801,0.0,0.1359407091231944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099827954721162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,moanneowe,2019/03/23,"How Far Does Anxiety Go? Hello everyone,

So I've suffered from anxiety for a long time and it causes me many stomach problems (IBS and all that). It may be a bit TMI, but it causes me a lot of nausea and diarrhea. I'll have a few episodes per week where I have bad stomach pain and then diarrhea or something, but within the past three weeks, it has gotten so much worse. I think I have been more anxious, but it's to the point where I can't go out in public because my stomach is in such severe pain (cramping) or I'm unable to leave the toilet. I feel nauseated 24/7 and I'm starting to wonder if this isn't anxiety anymore. For any of you fellows with anxiety and stomach problems, has it ever been this bad for you? Or do I potentially have something else wrong that is not caused by anxiety? ",4.9041614906832285,5.186985285714286,6.08030434782609,80.1456739130435,68.8136645962733,8.924472049689443,32.24906832298137,8.841846274778883,2.594808198757764,625,26,124,10,10,210,98,161,0.297,0.703,0.0,-0.994,0,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,0,7,8,0,0,7,0,15,7,4,4,2,29,24,17,0,3,8,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,10,8,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,8,0,1,3,1,11,0,15,19,6,18,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,7,8,86,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870559416268683,0.0,0.4896632265328,0.14462275768246502,0.12695845275539344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21377767516147567,0.07803796758201162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397613946219168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3945261312694581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120285287578939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694176656672444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579869462026665,0.0,0.1223257179371848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06472923553654335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455100086944283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13555150593822918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329100578666572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883546513838946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12978913261809713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410721589240424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27243820188011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220670032595447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101743226453257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449899365992291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14462275768246502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19710746318058364,0.0,0.0,0.09061108289932364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820281167142097,0.0,0.0,0.07464773510008184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053750115735526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388289624831199,0.0,0.0,0.13046024741534706,0.0,0.13996647976942228,0.0,0.0
anxiety,seadate,2019/03/23,"preparing to have my ex shoot me down once and for all tomorrow He has a girlfriend.

I told him I was still in love with him.

He told me that if things changed with his girlfriend he would probably get back together with me.

He took it back and asked to meet me on Sunday, says he doesn't want to give me hope.

​

So my heart is racing at 100bpm, I know exactly what's going to happen and I can already feel my appetite going away and I haven't eaten in a few days. He's going to tell me he wants to focus on his gf. He's gonna ask for us to not talk for a while. I already know and I can't do anything about it. ",0.9294607843137256,2.4274373382352934,2.799117647058825,95.18019607843142,80.02941176470588,6.003921568627452,20.892156862745093,6.816661863887847,0.1819921568627452,482,13,116,5,12,161,83,136,0.029,0.915,0.056,0.6681,0,0,0,1,0,1,14.0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,10,3,1,0,2,19,30,8,0,5,2,1,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,5,8,1,0,3,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,5,2,21,2,21,23,2,18,0,0,0,1,27,7,0,2,7,74,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34404196866576275,0.0,0.0,0.16889937898137794,0.18941514679969174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282785891427302,0.0,0.2914594932950977,0.0,0.14645739508059666,0.2397291130209268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16490375320712278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053176626462122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881922824349173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144253666757073,0.14953736693415873,0.2657760398048509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378469964248586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18472233916743366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482718768891598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713386569083074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406906715114524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16601051748427784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680684517317139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396457506463116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448852260406636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529300911613456,0.13624878513644773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356186958884386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979061502030784,0.17319196771689552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18750829277591866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18388789694325444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073495074575254,0.0,0.18941514679969174,0.0
anxiety,MeetThePrincess,2019/03/23,"Job interviews I had 2 job interviews yesterday one was a group interview and the other was a phone interview. I have two more coming up.

I haven’t heard back from them yet and it making me really anxious. I filled out all the employee paperwork for the first one. I don’t know how long I’m supposed to wait. I really need a job and haven’t had an interview since 2016. 

Hopefully the place I have an interview Monday will hire me. ",1.6004651162790715,4.141477883720935,3.680279069767444,83.99437209302326,84.11627906976744,9.021395348837208,22.55348837209302,9.3871,2.4871060465116286,342,12,68,12,10,116,55,86,0.031,0.933,0.036000000000000004,0.1045,4,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,9,0,10,0,0,2,1,12,18,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,5,1,10,1,5,12,2,11,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,1,6,48,12,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24380343636418814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16594427224356065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18590087360714305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835675476543498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21434764147574795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6424732265890187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860332009552887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19098471749922344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144054593316447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16002009446984827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924763596564072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22547511418048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765063300487578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17851994304176996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108146347814503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alexandraa1988,2019/03/23,Ailurophobia Anyone else having it? Can't relax when it's a cat nearby,1.5828571428571436,4.33182442857143,4.84,72.83000000000003,90.42857142857142,5.6571428571428575,14.142857142857142,7.1686216300943375,0.5018285714285713,58,1,9,1,2,21,13,14,0.194,0.8059999999999999,0.0,-0.3412,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4675430057438187,0.6851217551294172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5585800913283809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vietusernam,2019/03/23,"Post cancer anxiety keeps me from helping others. 5 years later I’m cancer free, but anything medical related will give me a panic attack. I want to volunteer and help kids and adults with the same hardships I grew up with. I find I can’t keep up with the people I know that are acing EMT courses and saving lives as firefighters, because my anxiety gets in the way. I wanted to volunteer for a crisis hotline, but a friend that is a professional in that field advised against it for someone like me. I thought that reaching the other side of cancer, depression, and anxiety with a stable comfortable life would mean I’d be stronger and able to give back. Maybe I’m just trying to prove to myself that I’m not a charity case. These issues are close to my heart and I want to recontextualise their place in my life. I feel like a weak person for not being able to.",7.163869047619053,6.6585538392857195,7.493571428571428,74.58476190476192,64.17857142857143,10.561904761904763,33.54761904761905,9.994966539143718,3.201483333333333,687,25,127,13,9,225,104,168,0.217,0.613,0.17,-0.9224,0,0,0,0,1,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,2,10,1,1,11,0,8,8,1,0,1,30,23,9,0,4,5,0,1,2,1,2,7,0,0,3,9,11,0,2,6,0,1,1,3,4,0,0,1,1,17,7,24,18,1,14,0,1,0,0,10,8,0,0,5,82,26,2,0.2984509142299711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34247119873477905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279983637266155,0.0,0.0,0.1697655003547482,0.0,0.1147451653836709,0.0,0.090966453596678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12852766755093276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545287484063957,0.10660669637960188,0.0,0.0,0.13638936435599955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152912179972865,0.0,0.07796414228897025,0.28630131207136084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17683288517382076,0.2000453567330803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15575260723713116,0.0,0.2652768855587749,0.0,0.0,0.0820104086475453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108047069627511,0.14580804135478592,0.0,0.13176881256964332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991702893668454,0.16255026974001896,0.0,0.15032894872902666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17508392150354948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345414272621226,0.130297913258602,0.1559088416656406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14291673818985107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643824555861552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184683443039875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131428996480914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264051122714085,0.11844822198458528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060054832469584,0.0,0.0,0.09609630183325643
anxiety,loversandtacos,2019/03/23,"Does everyone have anxiety ? I feel like it’s the new trend now to be anxious . I am anxious a lot but don’t know if it’s just part of who I am or if I need medication and therapy . I get anxious in different ways all of the time and I don’t know if it’s just a normal part of life or if I need to find a different way to manage .

For example , I will frequently think back on things I did or said and anxiously worry about what other people think about me and I also get embarrassed . I need approval or reassurance . Sometimes during normal conversations I can’t relax it’s always awkward but sometimes I feel like it’s effortless and that I’m “ on” that day . Sometimes I just feel
Anxious and on edge and can’t understand why . I am also annoyed all of the time by everything and irritated . I have a short fuse and not relaxed or easy going . What is this ? ",1.4905968253968247,3.700961605714287,3.979952380952384,83.84465873015877,81.51428571428572,7.546031746031746,25.15079365079365,8.515128840125781,1.9795269841269847,671,27,136,16,18,234,91,175,0.196,0.7120000000000001,0.091,-0.9409,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,9,8,1,2,7,0,13,2,0,0,2,41,29,22,0,9,15,0,3,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,13,9,0,0,9,2,0,1,5,3,0,0,2,4,17,5,15,25,5,15,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,10,9,98,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691601962535971,0.08800481306383913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809098071689384,0.5974207783165301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081326627515477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820956708551408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210034775777216,0.0,0.0,0.09255551742574958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106282965315344,0.0950546114573482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043363116743165,0.15111683456344094,0.0,0.0,0.09666714057158472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105155191209658,0.0,0.060108591510843815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625117161441835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470482884548907,0.10334270928428534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991747818027081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654694145238998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23526984888348484,0.0,0.10214833403525056,0.0,0.0,0.20725415918089704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22906601320636605,0.0,0.07332401763765267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060657535866176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31381237044144705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095130315760864,0.0,0.07026545492722944,0.13553966779927898,0.0,0.0,0.123344648429323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010492035410488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16790240176135124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543631042506688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074093210820904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SwiftlyXBL,2019/03/23,"My Girlfriend is so supportive. I have bad anxiety mixed w other stuff like depression/bipolar/adhd blah blah. Anyways, we just went to McDonalds and ordered a big meal. She was eating some of the fries on our way home and she said they tasted nasty. Naturally I didn’t believe her because she’s very picky about food. But I tasted one and yeah, they tasted disgusting. Which is disappointing because I haven’t been to McDanks in a min and wanted a Big Mac. Well we decided to go back and return them.

I have really bad anxiety when it comes to situations like this, like having to go in and confront the employees of a business on how shitty their products are and I want my money back. The whole process just makes me uncomfortable and anxious. Well she said that she’d take all the food in for me and return it and let me sit in the car. I love her so much! She’s so supportive towards me and it really makes dealing with these things way easier. ",2.6348534850640135,5.1248680756756775,3.961963015647228,83.99967283072549,79.05405405405405,7.354196301564722,24.871977240398287,8.371475516178862,1.861918918918919,754,28,143,16,19,247,112,185,0.16699999999999998,0.696,0.13699999999999998,-0.7341,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,3,0,4,0,13,13,2,0,9,1,12,8,0,3,1,26,26,17,0,2,3,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,1,0,10,15,7,0,1,0,1,5,2,5,2,1,6,5,28,8,17,18,4,24,0,1,0,1,20,9,0,1,9,104,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625182405821713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068986896302784,0.15276958445038016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20796456268729865,0.22582010689419146,0.16486793738274333,0.0,0.0,0.15235608277636178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648728021824352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394145276513252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837239822881314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.327037401180418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15370681570341996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13564509656280965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382801862360022,0.0,0.1981972756014354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204889763433735,0.0,0.18053199485054272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994084229622454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163425379190523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17326153301772415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572663233078137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15200237121390914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15480414835558073,0.0,0.30691113880361953,0.0,0.0,0.10167491655902867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983973055555798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157758034717656,0.1595224108969721,0.21467599618465336,0.0,0.0,0.2431731177848881,0.1253580682070473,0.0,0.15097766319091913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,danik550,2019/03/23,"Helping people with social anxiety by using Virtual Reality First of all sorry if this is not the place to post.

I have posted this on /r/SocialAnxiety and got great feedback, I'd like to get some feedback from you guys too.

I'am suffering from social anxiety since I can remember (I'd say around 13 years now) and I wanna help people like me and I'd image people like you. I am currently developing a VR application in an attempt to help people suffering from social anxiety. And I'm just gathering some information as to what are the ""triggers"" in people. So I can use that to develop as much scenarios as possible. It takes 2 mins.

https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLScAQYKI-owmBJJ8QJpJbQq0X8Q-kpqSKJ1C8VhCl15NJhn-fg/viewform?usp=sf_link",9.168023679417123,11.753151303278694,8.750765027322405,56.46791438979965,60.55737704918032,11.323861566484515,32.408014571949,11.20814326018867,4.3864888888888895,617,23,86,18,9,197,82,122,0.098,0.753,0.149,0.8225,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,0,2,5,6,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,3,1,18,12,9,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,8,4,19,11,4,12,0,2,0,0,12,5,0,3,8,57,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187500964070326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236410370406369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813927636362412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256399359336015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108256322928213,0.1531260845093764,0.0,0.13752236972007287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792839674402659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20356307659064526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209971028013597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4814422072500289,0.0,0.14510989097835905,0.0,0.0,0.15657696136246113,0.2660353585614815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573346468597034,0.0,0.0,0.1104504476267785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148907699477585,0.0,0.0,0.4247408427550478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554753434148586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442756472835757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399117440116605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944023785612178
anxiety,hmmmdying,2019/03/23,"When the house is dirty, I get really anxious. And then something little will happen, like my husband eating in bed and dropping a piece of beef jerky (which he picks up) and it’ll set me off into an angry panic when I have to just go away until I can breathe again. ",10.212222222222222,5.75168577777778,9.58074074074074,74.46333333333334,61.5925925925926,11.54074074074074,36.25925925925926,7.1686216300943375,2.6553259259259256,208,5,42,1,2,67,49,54,0.203,0.758,0.039,-0.861,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,0,5,2,1,1,0,6,8,7,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,8,6,1,14,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,6,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.365792674681906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042131414603849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33131994063063924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16916789974661173,0.0,0.1840183942218377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28632810108501244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37361237066513175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581883632525115,0.32452453933854003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3799000208374805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20742937741846745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24927081778821905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hidden_Kitten,2019/03/23,"Wanting to quit my job but feeling too nervous and guilty to send the email Hi guys. I have two jobs. One pays much lower than the other,let's call it job 1. Job two I work with my mom,and it pays better. 

Job 1's company stinks. I love cell phones,and it makes me sad,but I think I should quit at this point. I've only worked 3-4 days the last 1-2 MONTHS. We've had a manager change as well. They say ""productivity gets hours."" 

I dont think I should have to beg for freaking hours. It's a job,not a reward. I'm not a dog. Combine this with a coworker (D) Who constantly makes mistakes,some very large and costing a lot of money. Yet,he's getting hours. I'm not. 

Before the manager change I was the only female at this location. 
I'm just very angry and disappointed, this company has screwed me twice now for hours. I'm willing to work two jobs; but not when they won't give me any hours at all. Thata That's ridiculous and I probably should have quit weeks ago.

Onto my issue.. 

I feel very anxious and guilty for wanting to quit. So much so I haven't sent the dang email yet. I guess I kinda need a push. 

TL;DR: nervous to quit job even though they haven't given me many hours and feeling guilty.


Cross posted to R/Momforaminute ",0.5726993534482787,2.8050805156250043,2.1879148706896565,95.09921875,85.640625,5.093534482758621,18.98383620689655,6.48374012150746,-0.05941821120689639,956,26,214,10,29,311,138,256,0.17600000000000002,0.7440000000000001,0.081,-0.9763,9,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,3,10,11,11,2,2,13,0,14,2,0,2,1,31,35,13,0,6,6,0,3,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,10,8,0,0,5,0,4,4,7,7,1,5,4,5,23,4,19,26,4,25,0,1,0,2,15,5,2,3,15,109,33,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06450415007234381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04948451180523622,0.0,0.0,0.0822067560938885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061919928698403535,0.0,0.0,0.06435709187767256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430392832790135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15395709520868894,0.0,0.0,0.07863600150468154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0469291280801225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528316883801748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048062360616529874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038056312505896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07603620977636268,0.0698053809891833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016179385532046,0.07205143512067387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4299689898956885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595054322026035,0.5776854843687786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05931536429495109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440987408205403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061864471957038876,0.06567566440303273,0.0,0.09714597130845813,0.07377499737765618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522461717331749,0.05808246100103422,0.0,0.10698522234692216,0.053956306245632926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049309257326436914,0.1106861861466428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878896998439213,0.0,0.06969131427932332,0.0,0.07845585719427631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3869868779759301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05786777291162869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325317110010622,0.07149386760716306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21325032396114124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801228490503451,0.08584051577606955,0.0,0.058369836652110776,0.0,0.06542687555985878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589271941323597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MinimumX,2019/03/23,"Going to an unfamiliar place with an unfamiliar environment. Hello, so I am getting interested in Warhammer 40k. I have asked a person who runs a store in my area if he would mind showing me around and teaching me some things, like where to start. That will happen tomorrow and I feel really really scared. I feel like the back of my throat is blocked and my hands have a wierd pain inside them and my legs feel wierd. I don't know what to do. If you know any methods to help me overcome this fear then, please, anything will help at this point. Thank you so much for reading if you got to this point!",4.824915254237286,5.762511957627122,5.0625,85.03832627118646,69.2542372881356,8.272881355932205,26.614406779661017,8.472884824447931,1.5621322033898308,473,14,98,7,8,149,79,118,0.098,0.759,0.14300000000000002,0.5906,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,1,0,5,7,0,2,6,0,9,4,3,0,0,18,21,10,0,4,3,0,4,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,7,6,0,1,5,2,1,2,1,3,0,0,1,4,16,4,12,17,2,15,0,0,0,0,11,9,0,4,6,64,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689941494390572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15356197074056674,0.16612012799482034,0.17445270672427982,0.0,0.0,0.1434895538117471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099851783098754,0.2830628891900406,0.13331234693597244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974946521969274,0.0,0.1060532723369374,0.0,0.1492469657592417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501628660817538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25015798167847103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20510906765279624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18233387634421724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18842025430986928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717789292236182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985634052132606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629383632291942,0.19496499090926145,0.20483886206679397,0.3528085749323108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866578749360836,0.0,0.2390909272637431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18682653762620194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13208166142917346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718030006328449,0.0,0.0,0.1239736490237326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256052611754995,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,littlebluefleur,2019/03/23,Hyperinflated lungs Has anyone experienced or heard severe anxiety can cause hyperinflated lungs? ,15.503846153846155,19.916134769230766,14.895384615384614,11.424615384615409,47.46153846153847,17.50769230769231,43.769230769230774,14.554592549557764,9.482446153846157,84,4,7,4,1,28,11,13,0.281,0.7190000000000001,0.0,-0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4145315612930121,0.0,0.0,0.3788903830895859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5566531046383206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6121625465435823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Probably-distressed,2019/03/23,"Is this anxiety? I think it is but just wanted a second opinion, not looking for an expert medical opinion either btw lol. I hate the way i look, so naturally i hate other people seeing me. Every time i go out i feel like im being watched and judged by others, this in turn makes me sweat... a lot. Which makes me think even more about how people are watching me thinking “get a load of this sweaty fat dude”. I also hate just being in a group of people. Elevators suck, same thing happens, my heart starts pounding and i start sweating. Also if anyone has any stories or advice, that would be helpful!",2.7281818181818243,4.936889914529917,4.089805749805752,84.68524475524478,77.2051282051282,5.622066822066823,23.45687645687645,6.574015621080383,0.8241692307692312,468,15,86,4,11,154,87,117,0.162,0.754,0.084,-0.8999,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,4,0,6,1,8,5,4,3,0,23,28,9,0,3,7,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,9,3,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,0,6,13,1,8,24,4,8,0,0,5,0,2,3,1,5,4,62,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294959736190186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503380810544021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106439012433593,0.0,0.11973742235903233,0.0,0.0,0.10944246967893803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033800276616922,0.0,0.13187490657210146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914124845862004,0.1118179666891434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177527455098754,0.0,0.08895396072459684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384101777758152,0.0,0.0,0.4635934832737817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854770322635642,0.10491210118662583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690685306581835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764677982946027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26287487033007234,0.0,0.0,0.13306776321750344,0.0,0.0,0.2089567194008429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576775001219583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32553391892069505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472622817583692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22157141716254344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398497720188804,0.3008752155804601,0.0,0.0,0.0912681094015638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17024888634240667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231959044029904,0.12423834327535592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118736436938267,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jenthehen6509,2019/03/23,"Ways to stop self-destructing habits?? Whenever I feel the slightest bit anxious I tend to pick at my nails, my skin, my face, and my hair. I’ve tried so many ways to stop but the urge is so strong that I find ways around all of them. Does anyone have some advice on how to stop anxious picking? ",2.5464999999999978,4.175020650000004,3.0533333333333346,94.54500000000002,75.83333333333334,6.133333333333334,22.0,6.742157984588678,0.23939999999999986,229,6,52,2,5,71,44,60,0.161,0.7490000000000001,0.09,-0.1725,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,0,2,0,2,3,3,3,1,13,4,5,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,8,1,8,4,3,9,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957184602910236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4525353454925005,0.0,0.14004555765731136,0.0,0.0,0.17829818658195756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21866188978572934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17527279170606236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012712917261246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830589905978995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030599157134723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089433656501313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5023475270561343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359819494846486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4769362785066822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ojolokomoody,2019/03/23,"Starting taking Lexapro and acne appeared. Hello, first time I post here. 

Doctor diagnosed me with anxiety a few months ago, he prescribed me Lexapro (Ecitalopram), the next week the acne appeared. It was driving me crazy, you can imagine my anxiety got worst, I just wanted to peel my face skin off, it was horrible. I started to suffer a lot! (For the anxiety it actually helped) 

I cut out voluntarily the medication (I know my bad), the anxiety still was there but the pimples started to dry. 

My doctor understood, and was super supportive and he prescribed me Clonazepam drops. I’m terrified that it would bring back the pimples.

Any of you had experience with this? Is this ever happened to you? Did Clonazepam cause acne too?
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anxiety,DowdyShihTzu,2019/03/23,"Anxiety getting in the way of playing piano in front of people I always mess up when I play piano in front of people. My hands always get sweaty, and I lose my place in the music. People just watching me puts a lot of pressure on me.",4.428750000000001,4.6444260416666685,5.8916666666666675,81.32000000000002,69.83333333333334,7.233333333333332,26.416666666666664,6.42735559955562,1.1699916666666663,182,5,35,1,3,62,32,48,0.177,0.741,0.08199999999999999,-0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,2,7,2,10,2,1,12,0,1,1,0,0,7,0,1,1,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4532841692171232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20837005072373466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846147473434605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047236886673029,0.0,0.23156784257627294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5665022501854827,0.0,0.2845792583390965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273817258355994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162026656335972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JPalmer1992,2019/03/23,"Anxiety and Insomnia: Slept great two nights ago after struggling, then didn't sleep last night. So in my recent issue with my flared up anxiety and whatnot, I've seemed to of developed slight insomnia.

It's been going on for about a solid week and a half now, and I thought it was finally getting better last night.

A few nights before I was up from 5:30 A.M with absolutely no sleep. I took 100 mgs of Trazodone, didn't work at all. So I stood up 30 hours so my Circadian Rhythm wouldn't be messed up and that next night, I got almost 8 hours of rest. Did the 4-7-8 breathing technique and listened to a guided meditation as I put my phone down and away. Didn't even need the Trazodone, since it's only a temporary sleep aid and makes me feel like shit. Only been on it for three days, so I stopped since it wasn't working since the first night.

Then last night I did everything right. I exercised a bit by playing with my nephew and chased him around outside, I ate three meals, and stopped my caffeine intake at 4 P.M as I aimed to go to bed around midnight. Took a hot shower two and a half hours before bed, and only had a Banana as a snack before bedtime.

Then after doing the 4-7-8 breathing technique before bed since it worked the night before, I put on a guided meditation from Jason Stephenson on YouTube. I turned my phone off, went to lay back, and felt close like I was about to sleep... Then no cigar. The things that worked the night before did not work, and I was just trying to focus on my breathing and just let my body rest. I got out of bed, read a book for thirty minutes, and my body still didn't wish to cooperate with me. Was getting those hypnic jerks from anxiety and that tight chest, despite just trying to let myself be.

Is this a normal thing? I know that I've been through this before, but I was hoping for a little more consistency lol. I'm not even all that worried or anxious about sleep like that at this point, but I do think it would be nice to have.",6.473233082706766,5.6161253959899735,6.429523809523811,82.80714285714288,65.71679197994986,9.204010025062656,30.027568922305765,8.11559375814309,1.8362862155388469,1559,44,326,16,21,494,188,399,0.063,0.866,0.071,0.7831,1,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,0,0,7,17,12,2,1,21,1,29,20,13,1,2,52,54,31,0,6,8,1,4,3,0,2,3,1,5,0,19,25,4,3,6,4,0,7,10,4,0,7,28,5,33,8,54,19,7,64,0,0,0,0,5,23,1,4,37,209,52,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055578287636500384,0.0,0.06278332197385295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14389215533923114,0.07083126792191763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162961522958416,0.0,0.0,0.058907146095494564,0.04821114658053201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734616334980405,0.0,0.0,0.05545157884902584,0.06845033898012942,0.13928742334392044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04043523674123256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282331291362892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05634921729975356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0317021601450607,0.04479170035999325,0.06020023039422191,0.06868295719464176,0.0,0.053331168516640805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551458058125552,0.0,0.0712658130457241,0.0,0.10029116617588056,0.06912513152803956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06227358993874287,0.185235679939948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06544076826855093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03445736314219295,0.15332252456708376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12822658325363484,0.0,0.09189371287502042,0.06284019933727246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041851622958005714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04649001816099622,0.0,0.0,0.06668038656249034,0.5295432290397182,0.061431052491347934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14305471859126712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05927018890603637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605828056726948,0.0,0.0,0.0627152982910552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06190703810874509,0.0,0.0,0.05354403229442595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057078205969145715,0.0,0.0,0.06435893601060985,0.20745883000777016,0.0,0.31371805608583503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05007096831276061,0.10483722471107464,0.0,0.06554590907107631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330797060039763,0.04017455900593007,0.0,0.04977547152679658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393203059394982,0.08513610256020485,0.06819778010157666,0.12249431837999715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05029281940942066,0.0,0.0,0.05812198119993835,0.0,0.0,0.07209998666001534,0.0,0.0,0.2282256593527651,0.06367319881570911,0.0,0.044539095604341036,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Randybobandy2001,2019/03/23,"Zoloft and propranolol I am currently on 125 mg Zoloft for anxiety and depression it seems to be working really well for me, unlike Prozac,  but the physical symptoms of anxiety are still there, especially on mornings. My doctor recommends I try propranolol along with the Zoloft (not sure of beginning dosage) has anyone had any experience with this combination? Any help is appreciated.
thank you 🙏 ",6.2027292110874175,9.62965294029851,6.811513859275056,63.275223880597046,71.83582089552239,12.186780383795307,33.45202558635395,11.20814326018867,5.572059275053307,325,16,47,14,7,106,55,67,0.073,0.696,0.231,0.926,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,6,6,0,0,1,9,9,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,5,3,10,7,0,5,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,32,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3588120427964452,0.0,0.4036417487679132,0.0,0.0,0.18446843509886826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272269873509701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270030007737647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580656835214125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17683236850927375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16900925836325126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401709824236644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106862583782059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24864636108491164,0.2742090390336097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428891640000052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17911583803684397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23720503665692044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19206343258466135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Anxiousballgal,2019/03/23,"Starting work on Monday! I'm so happy! My husband got me a short time data transfer job at his workplace. I ride with him to work and home, I can call him any time I need to and he is always only 30 minutes away even when he is with a customer. I have a quiet office and only one or two people I need to talk to during the day, zero customer service or phone calls. My boss is also super nice and very understanding, she is aware of all my issues and fears and is so supportive! The office is dog friendly and our pup got approved to spend the whole day in the office. Everyone loves her and she did so well when we brought her to get approved. The pay is above minimum wage too!

I'm on cloud nine, I still have problems realizing this is all actually happening. When my husband told me about this job I told him I'm divorcing him if this is a joke, it sounded so utopistic. Last time I had a job was for a week in an assisted living facility when I was in high school, around 4-5 years ago, and I had to quit early due to anxiety. ",3.8643524699599454,4.2992828317757015,5.424699599465956,83.39570093457947,71.14953271028037,8.170360480640856,27.902536715620823,8.192908349453996,1.7141359145527368,802,27,170,11,14,273,126,214,0.039,0.813,0.149,0.9784,4,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,2,0,0,6,15,10,0,1,12,0,17,1,0,1,2,24,33,21,0,4,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,4,13,0,0,2,1,3,2,0,2,1,4,10,2,27,8,21,23,3,30,0,0,0,1,24,10,0,3,18,113,31,11,0.0,0.0,0.12579344317528549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426719331316165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030859030529156,0.10725993263909997,0.0,0.0,0.08766034852198927,0.0,0.0986125663432472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475347087282027,0.0,0.0,0.12111122052633963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26325442107675856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16626712372259092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514104976961137,0.0,0.0,0.12317499377051905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450548367242866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959228331217286,0.0,0.06734794793491063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20619545078419346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399095261606496,0.13722259628806485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361960304995539,0.12930300436256312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454414010037638,0.3837572786549862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050754128335964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382616248753125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634249628737085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19116400012461596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873498903982019,0.19607730379099714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936703481135393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334541919445685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371071608438782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045952796921725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124017222114683,0.0,0.10294431978530227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628074779418193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036095804457144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254979850759798,0.0,0.0,0.2463499875410381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259222130918863,0.13419545964886986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063607658807978,0.0,0.0,0.10340043859044773,0.0,0.11590177421281855,0.0,0.0,0.14391869619249756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18768988139288625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301109385152823
anxiety,_ohitsthebass_,2019/03/23,"It’s 3am and I’m afraid to go to sleep. Again. I’ve been sick for awhile. Not with a cold, or a flu, or something I can just “bounce back from” in a few days. It’s bigger than that. I am seeking multiple specialists but the wait time is atrocious and I don’t know if my body can handle a couple more weeks until my pre-surgery consultation. I’m now underweight and can’t stop losing weight. I’m scared I will have a seizure when nobody is around to get me help. I cry all night because I’m tired and I fear not waking up the next day. My body is shutting down and finally giving up on me. I’m in college and I have so much I need to accomplish and live for. Any hospital I go to will tell me,”We don’t have anyone here that specializes in this. You will need to call the specialty surgeon for advice.” I’ve called 4 times this week and each time I’ve been told,”I’m so sorry but the schedule is booked for pre-surgical exams.” Are they going to just let me die? Nobody seems to think losing 35lbs in a month and having a pre-existing history of seizures is serious. I don’t know if I have any strength left in me at this point.",0.8717189679219004,2.8531470836820105,2.611741631799162,94.07457200139471,82.34728033472803,6.159065550906558,20.418584379358443,7.333567415737692,0.4354726638772672,879,25,202,13,24,290,139,239,0.163,0.7759999999999999,0.062,-0.9718,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,1,4,10,8,0,3,11,0,24,9,4,0,1,31,41,19,1,4,10,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,7,12,1,2,4,1,0,3,6,6,0,0,2,2,20,2,28,35,5,36,0,2,0,0,8,15,0,5,18,121,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285916166837967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789761453856797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920132145008678,0.0,0.0,0.11714608846948248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118725628360706,0.0,0.08021815840798636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29234136092245216,0.0,0.0,0.2687432934871229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456056725191441,0.1445492485470186,0.16973380445075795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657324678584154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14807923983983276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14415421504985787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875215718542423,0.1262364481415459,0.2243628061263298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882043296221367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446406601967988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14297669108777686,0.13456323964815411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161994456419034,0.0,0.0,0.2944388670920788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050366529369214,0.0,0.09673634239459082,0.19514978240263875,0.0,0.0,0.13995114911689874,0.12349155798231015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439836469756756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174802096160532,0.0,0.0,0.1197977535332188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13168850605503316,0.0,0.0,0.10130708291575943,0.0,0.14730811687153714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100180339745879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501849371735146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431978259267281,0.0,0.0,0.23019963325272744,0.15124733653082542,0.0,0.12574320068681116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21111268939872865,0.16024539597641174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,honeyfrost,2019/03/23,"Scared to take my SNRI/antidepressant Hi.

On Tuesday I was prescribed an antidepressant (Citaploram 10mg) by my doctor. I went in asking some medication because whilst I’ve attended CBT(for anxiety and depression) and counselling in the past, and they’ve helped me manage my depression and anxiety, I still feel very anxious and empty most of the time.

Now that I have the medication, I’m afraid to take them. I’m scared of the side-effects and the withdrawal symptoms. But I do want to take them in hopes I’ll feel better. 

Do you have any advice?
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anxiety,Meth-lab5467,2019/03/23,"Does anyone ever get anxiety over missing opportunities? I know this may sound dumb, but recently I've started to get anxiety over not getting to experience all the opportunities presented in front of me. To be more specific, something I generally like to watch is anime. But I get a lot of anxiety when I try to watch anime because I just see so many options and the fact I'll never be able to see all of them just makes me anxious. I know it sounds pretty stupid, but I just feel scared whenever I think about the fact I can't do everything I want to do.",5.3527792207792215,5.9426794727272725,6.9512987012987,73.21409090909094,67.9090909090909,10.64935064935065,32.98701298701299,10.608840637214634,3.576792207792208,442,19,85,12,7,153,70,110,0.183,0.708,0.109,-0.6940000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,2,7,7,2,1,4,0,7,0,0,1,6,24,21,6,0,1,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,7,13,3,14,18,4,10,0,1,4,0,1,3,1,3,7,56,15,0,0.18738720358172625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4300520935160687,0.21169420240043646,0.0,0.13102548971384234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422950003827838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16398380463444973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16950245375953912,0.0,0.0,0.1684115357826176,0.18330064188817954,0.0,0.0,0.0947486004864084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3916083189993679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205966212979553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091547922376772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15930989945537016,0.0,0.0,0.12508241347628485,0.18998121284727693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14452456345689518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19064015295834466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185022256976272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18760728074727895,0.0,0.2986466803032045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425982422767142,0.0,0.0,0.1326336271717896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007015369151655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12722361081289807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052582770753608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ANON95148,2019/03/23,I can’t sleep. I feel like everything I do is wrong and I’m a burden to anyone and everyone around me. ,-1.214057971014494,0.7916412173913088,2.2782608695652202,92.38376811594203,93.34782608695652,6.544927536231885,16.36231884057971,7.793537801064563,0.5159971014492761,80,2,19,2,3,29,19,23,0.267,0.622,0.111,-0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,4,5,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807303348311381,0.0,0.0,0.3574101917707242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3836397959036043,0.3608322848701832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030048229350071,0.2868237104011675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19614716921154232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40177879447840775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4389650241796316,0.0,0.0
anxiety,o-rka,2019/03/23,"How to deal with anxiety driving on freeways? I am 29 and I drive all the time .  Every now and then (happens more lately) I get really anxious while I’m driving on freeways to the point where sometimes I need to pull over at the next exit to get out and walk around.  When I’m driving on a freeway and this happens I can’t get comfortable.  I keep changing the air temperature, roll the windows down then up, play with my beard hair, or constantly drink water.  It’s really hard to relax once I feel it coming on.  Sometimes it doesn’t happen at all.  I listed to drive 8 hrs to and from Santa Cruz to San Diego all the time so I learned to power through it and deal
with it so it wasn’t an issue.  Recently it’s come back and it’s more difficult for me to cope.  What can I do to calm myself while I’m driving?  If I take deep breaths then I feel like I might pass out because it get a little light headed.  I can feel my pulse increase when it starts happening.  100% it’s in my head and it’s difficult for me to get passed the thoughts once they start.  Sometimes I even anticipate it so it starts immediately when I start driving or sometimes before (rarely before).  How can I deal with this anxiety without medications and what can I do to calm myself while driving when it happens to power through? Thanks in advance.  ",2.112263986013989,4.3369857916666685,3.4775757575757567,88.21520979020978,79.3409090909091,6.1827505827505815,25.305361305361306,7.321109707123232,1.2252609557109553,1035,40,209,14,26,338,129,264,0.051,0.858,0.091,0.873,2,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,3,14,9,0,0,10,0,11,7,4,2,3,35,38,27,0,2,4,0,5,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,19,18,2,1,5,3,0,16,4,2,0,0,2,6,26,7,38,35,6,58,0,0,0,0,4,20,0,4,23,140,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027567123615332,0.11096035402047992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743639630098886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755249206918934,0.0,0.05987384453663084,0.0,0.16715553649752926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039034660898806,0.1692152256406427,0.0,0.10614065048071072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037807309506733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621795685368492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06487321483625115,0.0,0.08275437083030134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148988561808085,0.07016820501650499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25657881286316536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4342769779361073,0.0,0.08798559864834705,0.0,0.20160358827945316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251589485106047,0.0,0.08730222173730942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079614982136424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04798520583738525,0.09844198713014518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894605923040613,0.0,0.10419562725888816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282869592634314,0.0,0.0,0.1044578124360656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20920164445652106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284940587431556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12584416663136316,0.0,0.0969801482655674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3885673546910569,0.0,0.27808176245022725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384902418227733,0.0,0.0,0.0904275443942642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779755057926985,0.11454544563059955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946803286109342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TruthNotSorry,2019/03/23,"Too much bad, that keeps punching me when I get up has me so tired. 1 was an 87 baby. I was a surprise. My cousins were born in the 60’s 70’s. My dad was born in 1938. He died after my bf died. I never asked for much, in this life I don’t think.
All these fatal overdoses and bad awkward dynamics 

I am not proud that our nation is dying too young before middle age. It’s driving us all mad. So many funerals every where.

I dare you to go to a grave yard in a city near you and you’ll see a bunch of people born between 80’s and 00’s died from drugs.

The depression of losing so many people that were my life. Everything everywhere everyone and time has gone by and I’m frozen in sadness and once I get back up, I fall. 
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anxiety,OliveTheCopy,2019/03/23,"Currently in a posh cafe waiting for my first client meeting as a freelancer, trying not to freak out Any advice? ",9.48,8.269632238095241,8.333333333333332,72.72000000000003,59.95238095238096,10.304761904761904,40.04761904761904,8.841846274778883,3.692390476190477,91,4,15,1,1,28,20,21,0.0,0.79,0.21,0.5432,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,10,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6058150950005547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4215922208454552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5273353596774324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4209103092416944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,peachiipeachii,2019/03/23,"My degree and hard work is going to waste because of my anxiety Because of my anxiety, i'm a hot mess when it comes to talking. I stutter a lot, I mispronounce words, I can't get my ideas across articulately, and I just sound anxious when I talk. All of this has caused me to not pass any of my interviews. :( People tell me to ""just practice"", but this is not a matter of practicing or not practicing. As a result, I've been unemployed ever since graduating. It sucks that I worked so hard to graduate on time, only to not be able to get a job due to my inability to socialize and talk properly. ",3.5065732959850604,4.838569890756304,5.630532212885154,78.2446965452848,72.78151260504202,9.658636788048554,29.188608776844074,9.994966539143718,2.9649152194211013,463,19,93,13,9,162,74,119,0.19,0.81,0.0,-0.9326,3,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,6,3,1,0,5,0,6,0,0,2,2,20,12,9,0,0,8,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,1,4,14,0,17,10,2,10,0,0,0,0,6,2,1,2,5,64,19,7,0.18696041773132893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713949520320664,0.0,0.2860484156625997,0.21121205586925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279386706903184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920598496273572,0.0,0.1610498452688002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16911640152390367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19535820351589156,0.0,0.1062539139012316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33495962303750604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110555547184101,0.0,0.0,0.18552936613263368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15894706138736875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14219182244375736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296148131429434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15465558954300346,0.0,0.0,0.19058260139650615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.450815105513063,0.16341164571116418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901812307499023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722188215924717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RedStellaSafford,2019/03/23,"Moments like this make so ashamed of my isolation. My Facebook is advertising a so-called ""Night Nation Run"" in my area. It appears to be a combination marathon and EDM festival. It looks so cool. And the people in the promotional materials look like they are having *so* much fun.

Then I remember... They have fun because they don't suffer crippling anxiety and isolation.

They can actually run a marathon.

They're not useless.

I don't want to be useless. I don't want to be isolated. I want to have a circle of people who I can go to events with.

But I don't have a circle of people. And if I show up to this event by myself, I'll look like a major loser. 

And, anyway, it's not like I enjoy running, and marathon runners creep me out. But this marathon... It looks like *so much fun.* It could be, couldn't it?

I'm a ghost at work. I'm lost everywhere I go. I have no natural forum to meet people or make lasting connections. I'm so tired all the time.

Part of me wants to do the Night Nation Run. The smarter, more rational part of me knows that it'll be yet another event where I'll be ""watching"" from home, sighing over how my worthlessness makes my life an empty hell. :(",0.8604475421863569,3.3167844680851077,2.7848129126925905,89.53000000000002,87.29787234042553,6.134996331621424,22.99706529713866,7.503015589744147,1.1814710198092446,910,35,189,17,29,303,119,235,0.139,0.684,0.17800000000000002,0.6146,0,2,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,4,4,9,20,1,1,13,1,23,2,0,4,1,28,42,17,1,7,6,0,0,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,12,8,0,0,2,6,0,8,8,8,1,0,1,6,23,11,22,32,7,28,1,6,5,0,6,10,1,3,15,121,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.12929294103889258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389292650880158,0.10135590857581599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076580677388318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578396749790572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15059635213499895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13290013610570367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281406008903409,0.10799854756500224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358291741847342,0.3236441465101005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4450391665216005,0.0,0.14463051386004508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26531803170594115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19479352039265665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486692666136317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869515415343156,0.0,0.3674126876894375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15008744715066907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.077257067758271,0.15227990020894028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125885219197849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096455650453548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wulfieeee,2019/03/23,"I almost killed myself today! I’ve been having trouble recently regarding my mental health. I suffered consecutive traumas of the death of my grandfather and 20 year old sister. I’m having trouble concentrating on anything and everything seems pointless. But I never, even once, thought of self harm. But today i smoked cannabis for the first time and a friend saved me from committing suicide. My brain just wouldn’t think of anything except just ending it. I wanted to stop feeling what i was feeling at the moment. Now I’m not sure if I overdosed (i smoked about 1.5 joint) or this sometimes happen. Does it relate to any psychological problem? Should i see a therapist? ",4.8827500000000015,7.846793775000003,5.026666666666667,76.83500000000002,73.75,7.0,30.0,8.07648339933343,2.5805,543,24,83,9,12,170,88,120,0.261,0.6629999999999999,0.076,-0.9801,0,0,2,0,0,1,16.0,0,0,0,1,5,10,1,0,5,0,6,2,1,0,3,26,16,7,3,5,8,1,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,3,3,14,3,12,11,0,14,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,4,12,55,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17476719191739726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186867976021936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872476370160744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19483387803871252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273291024005195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15458231428561264,0.0,0.0,0.1152758198207406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685685568410185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17649583781423062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14845564507097114,0.0,0.0,0.1348419139498072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15433683928635522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855178737166225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930922576752114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17588580171934806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460876351265869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18314051273440693,0.18586940028673127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16700221993091854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723279187854148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907829714623052,0.15888610961147964,0.18207348670873064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17261523296113146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591540233247136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909081564859013,0.0,0.16449303151928224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026434865573887,0.0,0.11183216566511504,0.0,0.1385578066214062,0.10177020042192253,0.0,0.3308692160278226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294267388229757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239198863351096
anxiety,Torn8oz,2019/03/23,"Anyone feel almost like a Stockholm Syndrome with your anxiety? Like you're doing well in life because you obsess over every detail of it? So, some background, I've never had much trouble with panicking or anything, and you probably wouldn't be able to tell I had anxiety just by talking with me. The thing is, I obsess over every little detail of me life constantly. Am I social enough? Do I dress well enough? Am I working hard enough? Do people like me?

And, honestly, I'm doing pretty good in a lot of aspects. I'm making good grades, I have a good group of friends, I think I'm pretty well liked, etc. But I attribute that to the fact that I worry about everything so much, and I feel like if I'm stop worrying about it, I'm going to let things slip and be a worse person overall.

Anyone else feel this way? Like your anxiety has shaped who you are so much you almost don't want it to go away?",3.4199047619047604,4.894713688888891,4.567619047619051,85.215,73.2222222222222,7.142857142857142,24.523809523809533,7.7094869923839395,1.2483809523809524,704,21,138,9,14,231,101,180,0.121,0.6459999999999999,0.233,0.969,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,6,0,1,9,17,0,2,6,0,17,2,0,2,2,26,30,10,0,3,4,0,4,6,1,1,2,0,0,1,9,7,0,1,4,0,0,2,3,3,3,0,2,4,19,14,19,24,9,13,0,0,0,0,13,7,0,6,9,94,28,2,0.10630070742656757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128896067646664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439592506704793,0.0,0.0,0.14865585249442448,0.10891763679494028,0.08747642480479814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987301383256976,0.0,0.0,0.06479992459974067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487330070995487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.088800600846045,0.0,0.0,0.3295111402256557,0.11855338810361166,0.0,0.0,0.1791258614376012,0.0,0.09553622152581584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16124649496127005,0.07594124662542552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08212766286746019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082628346256462,0.26747996995950346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522455426739433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086996754369408,0.1501666666815684,0.31159893715492865,0.10654123503927254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037306010479708,0.0,0.0,0.07095654764575478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344297532240569,0.0,0.08198565879811229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07369552602228943,0.09281767751545393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21629207049394614,0.11461014170969552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836018445763956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887215123920421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544048203024353,0.09291150368415957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14124293318588022,0.06811320108450343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626989113965504,0.08437655366455632,0.0,0.0,0.2867313065346923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738818104185627,0.21590705670162,0.1083295023911755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pink_lemonhat,2019/03/23,"Work Anxiety It's 3am right now and in a few hours I start my next 12 hour shift. I get very anxious even when thinking about my job, I feel like at times it gives me stomach pains at the thought of my job. To give some background Im 17 years old and work in a cafe/crêpe shop and I've been there a bit over a month now. The people there are generally nice and willing to help but despite this I still feel crippled by my anxiety ( I've been diagnosed with GAD ) I wanted to get out of my comfort zone but to a degree I feel regret and I'm scared of what I've gotten myself into. It's a very tiny shop and gets very fast paced here and there. There's hours when the whole place is just slammed and there's just orders piling up. In contrast to times where its completely empty, yet I even still feel anxiety during those moments as well, I guess due to the fear that it'll get really busy again inside the shop. I feel so dumb there at times and was shocked I even got hired. I have like no cooking experience just in general and had never used an espresso machine, I'm not that avid of a coffee drinker to where I know all the lingo either with the drinks so that doesn't help at all. I feel stupid why did I get this job, but it's not like I had much a choice since I applied to a number of jobs before this place and received no replies back. I want to quit at times, and honestly some shifts I think to myself that this will be my last day since I know I can't handle it and it brings me peace when I think these thoughts that I wouldn't have to deal with this ever again at least not in this place specifically. I'd want to quit but I feel terrible doing so since it's like a small mom and pop shop and right now market is coming to town so this is it's busiest time of year so they need workers (which they don't have a lot of in the first place...) I know im still relatively new there but I'm having so much trouble with the recipes sticking to my head, I feel like I'm not even trying but it just gets so overwhelming to me even though when I take a step back I know it's not much to do. Overall I'm just feeling very overwhelmed and would like to hear from others who have work Anxiety what they do that helps them and maybe positive experiences from them as well. Thanks if you read this whole post, this is my first one on Reddit and I'm glad to see that there's a whole community on here that helps one another out with anxiety.",3.2805038759689964,4.036272631782946,3.9724806201550393,92.11108527131786,72.68217054263566,7.283720930232557,23.635658914728683,7.3871296695380915,0.6453124031007751,1922,48,447,20,36,611,232,516,0.107,0.7609999999999999,0.132,0.8988,4,0,2,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,5,8,49,24,2,4,23,0,28,7,2,1,4,81,75,39,0,8,18,1,9,6,0,5,2,1,0,0,36,27,3,0,18,7,4,4,12,11,2,4,10,11,46,13,55,59,15,74,0,3,1,0,17,29,1,5,45,286,82,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640689093138542,0.24223588751374914,0.0715447274036845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09739352241232213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053889055231948334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06913981616737061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0545530757263908,0.06640016419705923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040842527248615874,0.0652903155612575,0.0,0.06427848535708172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06203916304345791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091439105540164,0.057285493466385375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389753057104187,0.0,0.07126371093469809,0.2881933678453941,0.09048574411334567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10773671079414243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19852346059171394,0.12150356470647175,0.0,0.0,0.05065068264033372,0.0,0.06976499210136845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06499471768265963,0.0,0.07137736659824044,0.0,0.16979470872972247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871014964937386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136814254951401,0.0,0.25138049758967645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921776217675924,0.05162229688866177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18563865452764008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05384079110340032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06362336691447028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417117878711267,0.05054929833879021,0.0,0.13966422468290585,0.04695829644031548,0.048843900203280916,0.061164383450858464,0.06735203561574933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06645404573778624,0.0,0.08582791832508109,0.0,0.06738744717708321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043904958150362224,0.0,0.26466494190443024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06065250983537314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471822516373036,0.06334700834694347,0.0,0.04057073662239287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816672655985043,0.0,0.0,0.06340424824021025,0.0,0.05046570735057605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157161369644921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04482520821528199,0.0,0.15172594888703772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047616181029613146,0.0,0.0,0.05830563601372536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173767138311123,0.062221276109566084,0.1005536861404276,0.18464078353296887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04299682490927997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054696674502107315,0.0,0.20901510203149834,0.11206079511962062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388231817488975,0.0,0.05714535769090023,0.2121166159330884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383146996853393,0.0,0.0,0.044987722898479965,0.0,0.0,0.08156472035265731
anxiety,hairgel4frogs,2019/03/23,Constant anxiety How do you deal with anxiety all the time? Lately my anxiety is getting worse not only irl but online too. I’m so sick of feeling like this all the time. ,1.521470588235296,4.064806735294121,3.6897058823529436,83.74867647058825,84.58823529411767,6.929411764705884,26.14705882352941,8.07648339933343,2.1379647058823537,135,6,25,3,4,46,29,34,0.276,0.6,0.124,-0.6774,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,2,7,5,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,5,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6359091923788095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994311044963172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856630938328678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401028082940449,0.1979500128693335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14476579327151126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125646334811155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537003135271514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107360899345898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231416911885843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823739054249629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ray_Ramano701,2019/03/23,"Do I have anxiety? I worry a lot through the day whether it
Be about my personal faith, my work, social interactions, my relationship, my family’ and often find it hard to control my thoughts and feel like there yelling everything I do wrong at me. I also sometimes feel spells of meaningless, does anyone have these symptoms? Or think it’s linked to anxiety or some other mental disorder? (For intense I worried that putting mental disorder in this question would seem offense to the other people in this subreddit if I didn’t have one )",9.197938144329896,8.800014360824742,8.763628865979381,66.78523711340208,60.030927835051536,12.296082474226804,42.08041237113402,11.602472056035307,5.178576907216494,431,22,69,11,5,138,71,97,0.226,0.711,0.063,-0.9353,0,0,0,0,1,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,4,4,1,0,3,0,8,1,0,1,0,19,13,7,0,2,4,0,3,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,9,2,0,1,8,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,2,4,12,2,10,9,2,5,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,8,2,54,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059542622557993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24985666810686985,0.0,0.0,0.11418706985929965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18316111221803674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105318599569851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37432472259981575,0.0,0.1429098276715652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467685397972611,0.0,0.15394998220680522,0.0,0.16514443237634233,0.1166655505062608,0.0,0.0,0.14925835633376086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628973764567318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978286538551148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388365779675199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329147262028608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106600983206717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321553826534494,0.1425921475514406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16416722942035,0.18293964190856365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17532909483184472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14866728138875968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16646948969728806,0.0,0.0,0.1615134102872182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16973704297648867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463963201002703,0.0,0.12964640191621668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888841894390945,0.3316895198273922,0.0,0.11600761002528305,0.1785490332277019,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Barrytheuncool,2019/03/23,"Do I need talked down, or am I being rational? I struggle with suspicion of my spouse when my anxiety gets bad. We have a great relationship, but I occasionally suspect she's hiding things from me. I don't think she'd ever physically cheat, but I'm becoming increasingly suspicious that she's hiding a social media affair. 
She's on Instagram more often, and for far longer, than i can imagine the number of people she follows justifies, and she gets on when she tells me she's doing other things. 
On one hand, i want to do the right thing and just trust her, on the other hand,  I feel like if I just snooped it would likely prove my suspicions wrong and put my mind at ease.",7.0883441558441564,6.461387856060611,7.765800865800871,72.97227272727275,64.37878787878788,11.17922077922078,31.73593073593073,10.608840637214634,3.180565800865801,535,17,102,12,7,179,89,132,0.194,0.638,0.168,-0.219,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,0,6,8,1,1,5,0,10,2,2,0,2,23,18,10,0,4,6,1,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,5,0,0,3,1,4,0,1,0,3,25,4,13,15,2,14,0,0,0,0,16,8,0,3,5,75,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16048235985741469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17515888439116511,0.0,0.23168731001294546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18975947931249929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607188683766794,0.1498680263462166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21920446890162248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231284969085096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049773994068768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118196272595412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555504080128946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215345025700069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454361565854118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108884632797757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22522694393926604,0.0,0.17915235139747013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21384593617852554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21930929052929266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686145142586436,0.18335837638649247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4181087466800549,0.13441958709221166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12373463068634033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14902283904877076,0.2293632619033048,0.0,0.0
anxiety,starstuddedchic,2019/03/23,"Overcoming productivity > enjoyment I find myself so anxious over if I should be spending my time differently that I don’t enjoy things that I want to, and I’m so paralyzed I don’t even get things done I need to. 

It’s like the anxiety over needing to make sure I’m being productive means I’m not relaxing, taking risks, failing, learning, or enjoying the process of life. Any thoughts or experiences with this? ",4.189120879120878,6.570985384615388,5.548021978021982,75.13269230769235,73.35897435897436,9.585347985347983,32.93772893772893,9.957137785484203,3.8221882783882783,332,17,59,10,7,111,58,78,0.123,0.66,0.217,0.7827,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,8,0,1,2,0,6,1,0,1,1,16,17,6,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,4,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,8,6,7,12,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,37,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16963609262364215,0.0,0.1908302980778353,0.2818100529296605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606245211679705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552762725749744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16476086678082227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440121789204092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22799484877142806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13032851142535554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17619551022624685,0.12186977516652756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16651132228762844,0.0,0.0,0.2717266433649173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.369931383780784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351058053169085,0.0,0.18755705672829948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314499979054597,0.0,0.0,0.1980372323848356,0.14545762034092324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14713340754338514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,helicopter2102,2019/03/23,"Full Moon Crisis In university and I've been having a rough time lately. Everything has started moving so quickly, and I can't keep up anymore. Well, I wouldn't say that I can't, but I don't have the *will* to anymore. I started having genuine panic attacks two days ago for the first time ever, and I've pretty much lost all ability to do anything. Was 30 min late to a lesson today, was chastised at a coaching for not being prepared today, didn't do the webwork that was due today, and much more. These things are all recoverable, but I don't have faith in myself that I can turn around this downward trajectory that I'm currently on. 

​

Every day I wake up more tired than the last. I need some kind of intervention but there is none in sight. Its just me, my responsibilities, my shitty sleep, and my slow descent into madness.

​",4.7890040650406505,6.2348793231707305,5.641219512195125,78.95967479674798,69.79268292682927,7.417886178861789,28.910569105691057,7.793537801064563,1.898542276422764,675,25,122,8,12,221,108,164,0.207,0.743,0.05,-0.9823,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,4,7,7,2,1,7,0,22,3,2,0,3,20,29,9,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,8,7,0,1,1,1,0,1,8,4,1,2,6,3,14,3,16,20,9,32,1,1,1,0,1,11,0,1,20,93,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296113607632605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761459099592232,0.30968863466826463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527574025481795,0.0,0.0,0.10486600939785046,0.11344185555489868,0.0,0.1449727546998193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16436671491854696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152699037971107,0.10736729530745076,0.0,0.11452802657078645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839393655520466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132677745987295,0.0,0.1327012374845375,0.0,0.1038744162976204,0.28749860140180483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910752083952593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354404768469952,0.187354956946688,0.09448951183998444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951446760959386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12964456622291326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013393613119954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12752443276010195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18039462090670336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466042589133142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14861371748404298,0.14646480072838958,0.3623730521636084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860986089643845,0.1244829406907844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145770339563752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30968863466826463,0.0
anxiety,knicole_sadboi,2019/03/23,"Antisocialness Does anyone else get the sort of anxiety where you my become antisocial? It almost feels as it's with most social interactions including social media where you just feel tired from all of the interacting so you seclude yourself and not interact.  

Sometimes I also feel rushed or panicked in life and loose interest quickly and become bored or exhausted. ",9.414193548387097,11.12057638709678,9.106612903225805,57.37991935483874,59.322580645161295,12.006451612903225,38.08064516129032,11.698219412168324,5.344503225806452,304,14,40,9,4,98,50,62,0.209,0.7490000000000001,0.042,-0.8687,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,15,4,8,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,3,5,1,6,4,2,5,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,5,1,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22596795535267655,0.0,0.0,0.18046186711758214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17263085753271198,0.0,0.0,0.15778815861361914,0.2312174470368084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.498452029774712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974783886115231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18851169403916954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34230455237264584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178991120117848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593917859488141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4600681018796576,0.0,0.0,0.22318554659497275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25936534068362804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,overthinking112,2019/03/23,"Anxiety Symptoms, Anyone Else? Hi! I have been struggling in college, it is almost the end of my second year and I never really made friends. This has affected me a lot. I have been struggling with depression, anxiety and manic crying episodes. Earlier this year I worked hard to be confident, and not care what anyone things about me. All of a sudden my anxiety is back and with symptoms that is making me more conscious as ever! (Gross I'm sorry) I have had mucus in my throat for months now, I think it is because I am nervous, and am so not used to talking to anyone that when I do encounter a conversation I am a nervous wreck with a scratchy throat barely able to utter out words! When I hear myself respond I feel like I make no sense. I always used to eat lunch in the cafeteria by myself, but now I eat so fast I get a stomach ache. I feel like people think ""She is always alone,"" ""Does she even have any friends,""  ""I've never seen her at parties."" I just eat in 2 minutes and run out of there as fast as I can because I now hate eating by myself and feel like people are watching me. Does anyone have any tips, or experience in overcoming related situations? ",3.668272683163516,5.2645812445414855,4.933238719068417,82.35338549247939,72.79912663755458,7.534303736050463,27.56938379427462,8.167268648758528,1.8904524987869973,911,34,173,14,18,302,128,229,0.154,0.8,0.046,-0.9471,0,1,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,1,13,13,1,4,8,0,21,11,3,6,4,36,37,16,0,0,5,0,4,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,8,12,6,0,6,0,0,1,5,7,0,1,5,7,32,6,26,31,3,25,0,1,2,0,10,8,0,3,19,125,40,3,0.10368339540966216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382394346733996,0.10738472836842514,0.0,0.0,0.17254578176893964,0.0,0.0,0.1410165286673936,0.0,0.23795254108337546,0.0,0.0,0.2899913633178257,0.10623589133399626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972613107597902,0.0,0.12640887097449394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571213175621973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113891341260341,0.0,0.0,0.08930235653757443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18146807606613424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4243759923684996,0.0866141725020631,0.0,0.09183271347076204,0.0,0.0,0.06848190480669067,0.09378756713445142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142225599438084,0.0,0.0,0.15727632016974716,0.22221431519275384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021106819144448,0.0,0.054170294727217114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287995679271917,0.1023658873273885,0.0,0.0,0.116858722106339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196340923969398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814791502398754,0.0,0.09810773569624397,0.13841894310141906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275909701870016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599340528370142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437620228401674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06642223806450366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654448060443405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606507247650767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167847939217034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21553349498739047,0.0,0.08333678577307208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888264078792021,0.13287226645299546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17909832739444895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548274672151346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13353741450034667
anxiety,An0therSunr1se,2019/03/23,"Promotion at work, I'm going to be a wreck. Help. Not sure if this is the right sub, but i could use a little encouragement and i figured people here would understand why i feel apprehensive. 

Long story short, i just got promoted from cashier to assistant manager at my job. I've been there for 1.5 years, and i took the job after almost a year of being basically non functional due to my anxiety. This was triggered by my divorce and me not really taking care of myself at all. When i was hired, it was for part time. I have a lot of experience as a cashier and i shopped there a lot, plus i knew the store manager, so it was a comfortable place for me to ease back into being a functioning adult.

Fast forward to now, I've been there a while and am already mostly trained for my new position. I've even worked a few shifts as a manager. I know what I'm doing. I know i know what I'm doing. But of course my anxiety has to chime in and tell me i can't do it. It will be more hours, more responsibility on a constant basis, and more pressure to do a good job. I just found out like an hour ago and I'm already overthinking it. 

Just some encouragement for my rational brain would be greatly appreciated right now. I can hear my rational thoughts, it's just the anxious ones are so much louder...",3.3755747126436764,4.753002371647511,5.097201149425288,81.76166379310348,73.17624521072797,8.89816091954023,27.60938697318008,9.3871,2.3310596168582376,1013,38,211,24,20,345,148,261,0.066,0.809,0.125,0.9592,3,0,0,0,1,0,31.0,0,0,0,4,15,10,0,2,18,0,26,1,1,2,2,41,45,18,0,4,9,0,1,1,0,3,0,1,0,1,10,11,0,0,9,1,2,3,3,2,0,1,11,2,26,8,29,25,11,32,0,0,0,0,7,13,0,6,19,150,36,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110281559201347,0.0,0.12550591499213407,0.0,0.2766228200457002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191763417929808,0.14159402228342632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637565955699992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991644465096145,0.0,0.0,0.12778842123259326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354437065563908,0.0,0.10007060986681507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278325630996322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260267346852828,0.0,0.0,0.06337365547318509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13742447198014804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123134610244856,0.105125903457703,0.10024266143303276,0.1381833998046696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412627988589284,0.0,0.0840100893662992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468614569299716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731299678084144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066441892567364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061232846313373175,0.12561961470272404,0.0,0.1109184298164844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21311239701109155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213639289991156,0.0,0.0,0.12105030499909172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849309279724488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357266911175844,0.0,0.0868922120230922,0.0,0.1309494600147421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029346108138606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21407254519851585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812771152388335,0.0,0.0942370855607102,0.0,0.10954920214649824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950279631168968,0.07308443869100574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925292517336751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304792125749758,0.0,0.10825007557275074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309625941579855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18249222437564525,0.0,0.0,0.17807021900093029,0.0,0.0,0.16142456964006585
anxiety,Justin2724,2019/03/23,"Finally went to the movies by myself! A little backstory I have really bad social anxiety and feel like everyone is watching me especially if I’m alone in a theater even though it’s not true. But anyways I finally am sitting in the theater about to watch “US” because no one could go with me so I decided fuck it and got my ticket, snacks and all! I’m so proud of myself. I know it might be a big deal to all but it’s definitely progress for me to be okay in public and being by myself. ",2.6965594059405937,4.0942934455445545,5.106027227722773,80.94141707920792,74.94059405940594,8.614356435643566,27.476485148514854,9.188382445141503,2.3610485148514853,382,15,78,9,8,135,69,101,0.107,0.755,0.138,0.7403,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,2,6,6,1,0,5,1,8,2,0,0,3,17,16,10,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,3,1,0,2,2,2,0,1,2,3,12,4,13,9,2,10,0,0,2,1,4,5,1,2,3,59,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22595092120018204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16689398538200895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821568695592525,0.13299005025448365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17418528602148886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22491632191057528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14409450684204267,0.0,0.0,0.20846395517394184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103096935205614,0.15585558575084965,0.0,0.4779734834193751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20168804213890532,0.0,0.0,0.12398697690624515,0.0,0.1744847630738618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989659853933328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106583350128475,0.21865649211117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314363110085452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14783279526966575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13976070998998144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22238955470427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21434389536708215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262423050436087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022391503807968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dreajean4588,2019/03/24,Question! I have zero self confidence and worth Especially when stressed or irritated or frustrated. Any time I’m in that mood any and all strategies go out the window. Does anyone have any helpful tips on how to boost self confidence and worth?,4.272045454545456,7.429967568181818,4.469272727272728,78.69390909090913,77.86363636363637,8.065454545454546,29.25454545454545,8.841846274778883,2.9956781818181817,199,9,33,5,5,62,34,44,0.156,0.5660000000000001,0.278,0.7281,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,9,4,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,2,18,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5562909218991018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19066271210346847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23862224824294176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154969121711633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18277023356103134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30546162819050043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5689249903715302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123515875233301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15900066325355494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,goodvibrations56,2019/03/24,"My boss + job make me so anxious I’ve been at my job two months and I hate it so much. My boss gives me the absolute worst anxiety. I have a job interview Tuesday I’m hoping goes well and I can leave this short adventure behind. I’m filled with all sorts of anxiety and just want to quit so badly but I can’t :(( please send good vibes I will get this new job!!!! And in the meantime, any advice to help ease my anxiousness would be helpful!!! ",-0.1389492753623216,2.1337811195652208,1.7652173913043503,96.06202898550728,91.06521739130434,5.67536231884058,18.536231884057973,7.1686216300943375,0.3062144927536239,341,10,78,6,12,112,67,92,0.147,0.618,0.235,0.9045,4,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,1,0,3,0,7,0,0,3,1,15,15,8,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,1,1,1,0,11,4,7,11,3,8,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,3,45,14,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552856187921895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806467094039636,0.0,0.2431323788268504,0.35904753719015003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268373007637335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302424020446852,0.1524415468855222,0.0,0.1332866886704575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15689133797425206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130288779120643,0.0,0.0,0.15783410177086662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6307770805243124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16826340179598914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607407287306872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684094086224776,0.0,0.1168175902584323,0.0,0.0,0.15347686712028566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744361408981925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16902100516345822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15523258521437108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937296009628742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287973186160138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288554514542945,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawayanxiety19,2019/03/24,"Health anxiety Hi everyone. So, Im freaking out right now. I'm really scared that I have HIV. I moved to a big city at the beginning of the fall for college, and I decided to try hooking up. However, it was always an instinct to use a condom when participating in sex. I've always topped too. But, I stopped after a couple months because I felt like I was doing too much. But, about a month ago, I hooked up with another dude. I've topped every dude I've had anal with and I've used a condom every time. However, I'm so scared that I have contracted HIV. I keep looking up the risks and everything. From information to ""use condoms"" to ""condoms don't always work,"" my anxiety has skyrocketed. As I type this, my cheeks and neck are red hot causing me to think I have a fever. But when I tell myself I'm good, my cheeks go back to normal causing me to think I'm jinxing myself.

 I'm just so scared. I protected myself but I don't know if something went wrong along the way. I don't recall a condom breaking but sometimes the other dude would give the condom to me, and Im scared that they might have done something to it. I'm just so frightened. I tell myself that I should go to a nearby clinic and get tested, but what if something results that makes me fall into a depression. The semester isn't over and my life would completely change. I just need some piece of mind. My spring break wasn't even relaxing due to me freaking out. Any advice?",2.2647651775486857,4.306601226804126,3.8600687285223394,86.58421534937003,77.96907216494846,6.922794959908362,23.83619702176404,7.921354282810032,1.3108245131729666,1131,38,229,19,27,376,150,291,0.146,0.833,0.021,-0.9866,2,0,3,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,1,3,15,12,0,5,17,0,20,17,4,7,0,48,43,22,0,7,11,0,2,1,0,4,6,0,0,0,10,13,0,4,6,1,0,6,5,9,0,0,7,4,33,3,31,32,3,35,0,1,2,9,6,13,0,4,14,143,43,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318686831792508,0.09360419173012166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635921739723123,0.0,0.0,0.07180867782140972,0.11072626888846876,0.16156079972482268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119655354565856,0.0,0.06437014139658416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21695168511210908,0.11170621922747767,0.0,0.1107150527905112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683960233209385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094939734936353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806103423671948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974494529586539,0.0,0.17793781551050558,0.10090118956237792,0.09490258092270623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138840449480722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05516938018992636,0.10129699032663006,0.12002490742003374,0.08856863951307861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224326119642232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22812289160136864,0.0,0.0,0.09385828488144672,0.0,0.0,0.0580326196296491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745853457936351,0.05158871137474638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867376932238141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07048593085845926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202032058350636,0.106621526527497,0.0,0.16857091550235426,0.11223148777681427,0.07762496873162135,0.0782978526063985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034613382332226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764729125620278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017812671147746,0.0,0.0,0.4228787549515398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438781211579277,0.10443681943731524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828270984607102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845905428582099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353228853849932,0.0,0.0,0.061573685376637585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169252963784284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27360226943088284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381692916299624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978882456321054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687490667402222,0.0,0.0,0.15002427104994093,0.11545229037482838,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Optimus_Agave,2019/03/24,"Applying for jobs is making me so anxious I’ve been living in my current city for about 12 years and at my current job for 7 and I like it but I really want to move to a bigger city 2 hours away. It’s closer to my parents and family and my partner lives there. When I’m there visiting my partner it feels right. My current lease is almost up and I’ve moved as high as possible in my current company (at a sacrifice to my personal life, honestly). Applying for jobs not related to my current position or industry (to simply find a job because I don’t want to move with out a job) and all the change is making me so anxious to the point I want to cry constantly. I know the move is for the best but it’s making me so anxious and worried I’ll fail at everything... even the lower stress job I hope to find to focus on the business I want to start (which I’m also anxious I’ll fail at). 

Anyone have tips or overcoming/ survival stories to cheer me on through this huge change? ",3.1726865671641766,4.340474427860695,5.017094527363184,82.95937313432839,73.37810945273631,8.54407960199005,29.320398009950253,9.029198982220553,2.43274368159204,764,32,156,16,15,262,103,201,0.159,0.72,0.121,-0.8905,13,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,4,9,8,0,1,10,0,7,1,0,3,1,28,20,18,0,5,5,1,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,3,6,9,0,0,4,0,0,5,2,3,0,0,1,1,20,5,34,19,2,32,1,2,0,0,5,17,0,4,11,99,26,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928220628234658,0.0,0.0,0.07412928413094894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4188822250375415,0.0,0.06481548389803075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709132686391229,0.0,0.0,0.05650687004933931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727916147059423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19612101749787514,0.0,0.0,0.10017188623985028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182265169730992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06122510336198951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330955457293499,0.0,0.08738592386268021,0.0,0.04687008919104204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16944567547828218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793884462773078,0.0,0.09206844900535936,0.09128728978742652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5519212909670608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05094352171501265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654742144557356,0.045286782760125474,0.0,0.16370525339905082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856267167778987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.394086448011748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292839140315184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093892815529953,0.0,0.0,0.08762806785671534,0.10450127233125438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05938369270704915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916222610082252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561099481532663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061834223812788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21869897290183524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941377020971302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059693447696549634
anxiety,JustALivingHuman,2019/03/24,What’s it like to have anxiety? Do people with anxiety typically worry about things? Or can it just be like idk feeling anxious for no real reason.,3.0859523809523814,5.808502357142861,5.328571428571427,73.48309523809526,79.0,8.019047619047619,27.190476190476193,8.841846274778883,2.8558904761904764,118,5,19,3,3,41,25,28,0.334,0.49,0.177,-0.5803,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,5,1,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5062564489779855,0.37380897614140135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16730678940209834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233100835402289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22939590448244215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3766227021581737,0.0,0.3402077181835477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198271194924948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360325736818142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rafa203,2019/03/24,Ever feel so anxious that you don’t know what to say and end up staying quiet and person/people think you don’t want to keep talking to them Sometimes its hard for me to say what I want and I end up staying quiet. I don’t intend to but I’m to awkward to know what to say. Any tips?,-0.4823809523809501,1.4445334603174622,1.9676190476190487,96.98571428571432,87.41269841269842,3.6,18.52380952380953,3.1291,-0.7821047619047623,220,6,51,0,7,75,36,63,0.086,0.8740000000000001,0.04,-0.3835,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,13,11,5,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,5,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,7,7,0,11,11,0,7,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,3,32,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981571595085968,0.0,0.0,0.2322705840668413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642028832494893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18597785621459104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395803250608296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841780928686501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18274759676339067,0.0,0.0,0.2259858420510885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14253783113148982,0.1795228443001193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4905064517135438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20334462524953129,0.0,0.0,0.438286574668051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16525427874327842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317408054197447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24253756848324104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,deppressed-throwaway,2019/03/24,"When I see my friends out in dining halls or walking around campus, I get really anxious and try to avoid them at all costs. I don’t know why I do this, and it’s not like I don’t want to talk to them. It feels really bad afterwards too. Does anyone have any advice?",2.717105263157894,3.372883473684212,4.25171052631579,89.96072368421055,73.91228070175438,7.805263157894737,21.267543859649123,8.07648339933343,0.6825122807017534,206,4,48,3,4,69,44,57,0.201,0.745,0.054000000000000006,-0.7592,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,11,9,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,1,2,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,0,2,8,2,7,9,1,8,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,1,3,29,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286297092368255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992367439986264,0.0,0.0,0.3309845004291317,0.0,0.20485873379935812,0.0,0.0,0.2608147045355038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24462642723068914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563891549223163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481397121071494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263559589833099,0.0,0.15307018609645048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610143861648262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14313544258469654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753815404798938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334674761144308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354865774905025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19891448509319468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728074527005549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26436927434840685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ellaxo92,2019/03/24,"How to manage Anxiety in a plane? Hi Guys, 

I have this irrational fear that I’ll have an anxiety attack during the long haul (13 hrs) flight which is in 4 days. I have flown before as well, and never experienced that. 

But recently due to some changes in my life, I have developed anxiety. And now I have this fear. I am not claustrophobic and I don’t have a phobia of flying. Just the fear that if I get an anxiety attack what will I do!

I want advice and positive suggestions and advice that if it does happen, how to manage it? 
What are some coping mechanisms? ",2.7478378378378387,4.788221126126128,4.6849459459459455,81.24417567567569,76.47747747747748,8.764324324324324,22.811711711711716,9.3871,2.0583073873873867,439,13,86,12,10,150,68,111,0.242,0.6990000000000001,0.059,-0.9627,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,2,3,6,0,12,1,0,2,1,16,15,11,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,11,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,1,10,1,8,14,2,9,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,4,6,64,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31365645248849783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4910953121162767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651593551134919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13656452121118318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16977633401878606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350228176676596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14044521396329498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5417850352900321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384900306813317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589095780093679,0.14192010341400968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335829524925885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420279256028702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377919443266346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15846376126551487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466071088823942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442990992237067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nearby_Cheesecake,2019/03/24,"New at this Hi Everyone!

(This is my first Reddit post after being a lurker for a few years, pls don't roast me.) 

So I am very recently diagnosed with GAD! I had been going through a horrible week of waking up in the night, feeling out-of-body, the dizzies, the sweats...the whole thing. I don't really know what to do to fix myself, and I've been really scared and alone, since I don't really have a support system of my own. Do you guys have any tips on keeping your head on straight? Thanks!! ",2.6499257425742577,4.036077099009901,4.054542079207923,88.48003094059406,75.03960396039605,7.822277227722773,22.525990099009906,8.472884824447931,1.1739198019801975,381,10,83,7,8,126,74,101,0.128,0.794,0.077,-0.7899,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,1,1,3,0,1,7,0,13,3,2,0,0,6,19,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,3,1,10,2,13,15,3,16,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,7,54,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21235061857946724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942833188399195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22774358116986734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20810247908947613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959162175465971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366999846683428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17439954038009126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652402699661164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20301324681675867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104212910796588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18224126235911392,0.0,0.0,0.11267985423633207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19802053140165726,0.0,0.19240800939281424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963633335418877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39404495093672814,0.0,0.20244369836166468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052721244175774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16960403084857034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23266711797945386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18876529731433853,0.0,0.0,0.13621370191967655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16917231581555334,0.0,0.0,0.1644637616872221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289101523707197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132033451141034
anxiety,Curious_Apricot,2019/03/24,"My Germophobia is getting especially bad again Hi all, to be honest even writing this post gives me anxiety but I need to talk to people who understand or can relate. Mostly venting I guess. Advice is always appreciated. I am 22F, diagnosed with GAD.

What I have been dealing with lately:

* The typical over washing of the hands. My hands have bled before from over washing. It can be so painful but I will take that over the feeling of being ""unclean""

* Work is a big problem for me. I work at a cafe. Anything associated with the cafe is designated ""dirty"". I have shoes, a belt, a jacket, and a hair tie that I only wear to work. If I touch them when I am not working I have to thoroughly wash any area that came in contact with it. I have the same routine after every day that I work. Clean my phone with a disinfecting wipe. Wash face, hair, body, and scrub body. If anything still smells like ""work"" (bleach, food, sweat, etc.) I have to wash it again. Sometimes my coworkers want to get a drink after work, but I have to go home and shower because I can feel the dirt on me.

* I have four separate categories of laundry. Clothes that I have worn to work (untouchable until I wash them, then must wash hands thoroughly), clothes worn out to school, friends' apartments, maybe the grocery store (touchable unless I used a public restroom while wearing them, I keep mental note of this), clothes worn around the house, maybe to take the dog out (touchable but cannot wear in bed), and ""clean"" clothes that I can wear in bed.

* My bed is the ultimate clean area. I cannot sit or lay in bed unless I am showered and in clean clothes. This is troublesome when I come home exhausted after a long day. No one else is allowed in my bed. Only me, books, and clean clothes. 

* High school was bad but I actually do a lot better at university. I do not normally disinfect my phone after classes. 

* I have problems with my keys and as of recently, my wallet. I have to wash my hands after touching them. It has gotten to the point where I purposely don't bring my wallet with me sometimes because it is contaminated. This is dangerous because I do not have any money or my ID.

* I usually carry hand sanitizer with me. If I don't have access and can't wash my hands, I get very anxious. I can't shake that unclean feeling and I swear I can feel the germs on me. 

I just stopped going to my therapist and I wondering if maybe that wasn't such a good idea? Or do these seem like mostly normal things that people don't just talk about? Also I am seriously considering quitting my job to work in a place that won't give me so much germ-related anxiety like retail or a job at the university. I would most likely have to take a pay cut though.",2.5143456449033006,4.832439587901703,3.7688043478260873,86.16150083612044,78.45179584120983,6.791347971499201,25.295950269012646,7.882392219407189,1.5079800494401634,2118,80,420,36,52,690,239,529,0.121,0.7859999999999999,0.092,-0.9292,5,0,1,0,0,0,86.0,0,0,4,11,16,18,2,1,27,0,54,31,17,2,2,72,83,36,0,12,21,0,14,4,1,4,12,0,14,0,23,23,2,2,8,2,4,6,13,10,0,2,8,15,68,8,59,68,8,54,0,0,0,0,17,26,0,16,24,285,91,16,0.0,0.0,0.07528493903509544,0.0,0.0,0.07538775197122463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06169491613249097,0.06419299198600506,0.0,0.0,0.1049260410986155,0.0,0.11803542152671218,0.08715484051293076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697181984827505,0.06867772946390906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12883006438607392,0.1410854016522766,0.0,0.0656469342266457,0.0,0.0,0.06823079202965382,0.0,0.17138720685303527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823631389431087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06645583520915851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950765283969276,0.07953579874129578,0.0,0.07830320057129332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557528775111141,0.0,0.0,0.06444692909091179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603997860157601,0.05095526904655515,0.0,0.0650001890777281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15603259929803906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932871966765756,0.0,0.059604052391468126,0.0,0.12091932678923638,0.1480140352481062,0.0876895296703065,0.06470775532666187,0.0,0.0,0.08498679051040045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151068604341541,0.1547706868461453,0.0,0.0,0.08901798431937878,0.0,0.08709026165740376,0.0,0.0,0.15311419842212667,0.06857234080683776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702586479983203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076170218294613,0.0,0.0,0.06827320747517136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655881395036976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23251543185168802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774664593160345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05671237033265951,0.05720397554836236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15117655632896534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05227721737600791,0.1173484681669904,0.08209049673435154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696887846761592,0.0,0.08060283279469445,0.0,0.07292942810188548,0.0,0.0738860851559926,0.0,0.0,0.1476396882049476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205597990527352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761739580737627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15615500079799854,0.0,0.07023228701043459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260191861130828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061610181289389464,0.06449885670255433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17401620555718486,0.12401665381618125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957432177989072,0.05125344430610476,0.0,0.07579713547921055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031338314171116,0.0,0.06663076533817848,0.08496719347960696,0.06365485809863831,0.045503659416183014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366329253904829,0.5054794124933173,0.0,0.0,0.05480344892690192,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheLifeOfARock,2019/03/24,"Anxiety over withheld blood test results from doctor Hi, not sure if this is the right sub reddit for this but I need to vent. I get anxious over things easily but never this bad. 

The other day i went to the doctors with bowel issues. They had me get blood tests which showed my liver could be damaged. They did a second lot of the same tests to make sure it is accurate and not just a false positive. It came back the same. They did a 3rd lot of tests widening what they are testing and I have a ultrasound soon. 

Now the results of the 3rd lot of tests have been withheld from me saying that I do not have access on my online GP app. Now to me this seems bad enough they want to sit me down which is getting me into a loop it could be something bad such as cancer even though they thought it would be NAFLD. 

What's the best way to calm down and look at this logically. Could it just be an error. It's making me really freak out A LOT. ",2.867167530224524,4.200448497409327,3.7347357512953394,91.20331260794478,74.38860103626943,6.597443868739205,21.674956822107077,7.03164865440522,0.4096745423143355,732,17,160,7,15,234,111,193,0.232,0.71,0.058,-0.9929,2,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,6,1,9,9,0,0,15,0,20,7,4,4,3,39,32,8,0,7,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,18,7,0,2,3,1,0,2,4,5,0,1,7,2,19,4,23,17,8,19,0,1,1,0,8,9,0,6,6,123,37,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052271430427999,0.15539496112107515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576923819495844,0.3445513076843281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14435266632055324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15732320185978782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294729878883354,0.0,0.0,0.08870986254618482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28158124214644176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14212830950835878,0.0,0.09085200553179344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21559621903515666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14356887768880486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550929958904932,0.0,0.0,0.4677682308038227,0.0,0.0,0.18363447424328194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199329726258696,0.1060888237125302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811953401566028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746892383502387,0.0,0.10938712034197716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522245976471552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589449084102984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25928285450965777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138364476826366,0.0,0.1351444492533179,0.1092011718781658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113191813821638,0.10918262362485358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12751237234381785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771321667478976,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,stephen-abootman,2019/03/24,"Been taking paxil consistently for ~2 months, missed two days in a row I think I'm going through withdrawal; my left side of my body is tingling (pins and needles), anxiety has been a lot less manageable, and my train of thought isn't too clear. I took my daily dosage (20mg) an hour and a half ago and it seems to have amplified the effects. When can I (roughly) expect these effects to go away? Paxil has been great for me but thankfully, my state has medical MJ and I should be receiving my approval soon. A lot less worrisome for withdrawal!",5.268857142857144,6.194103314285716,5.768571428571431,80.42142857142859,68.23809523809524,9.80952380952381,32.14285714285714,9.957137785484203,3.1144285714285718,428,18,83,10,7,138,75,105,0.073,0.805,0.122,0.7383,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,6,0,12,3,1,2,1,16,22,7,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,5,0,0,4,1,1,0,2,5,1,11,2,10,15,4,15,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,3,6,56,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056737646944814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774964202578678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179925834366904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577244635630338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14963518525929131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637272338973793,0.0,0.0,0.2558053988521246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284952227997433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520929019167392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39451411526142216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337380517758065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18519798188806733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21122438281044567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17445188997082886,0.0,0.0,0.2136149556433306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14867051769806033,0.0,0.18419978473096849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577853064525236,0.0,0.0,0.2266520676174328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bobbiefabbio,2019/03/24,"I’m being harassed by an ex to the point where I’m feeling suicidal. I don’t know if this is the right place to post this but the best I could think of...
Over a month ago I had gotten rid of an abusive ex and a shitty relationship. I completely cut contact and felt amazing for almost a month. 
They just recently have started using other means of contact like reddit. I can’t take all of the guilt tripping over things that didn’t happen.  All of my anxiety was gone and I moved on.  Now the false accusations are running through my head. I’m afraid and anxious they will try and contact me in some other form I haven’t thought of, I’m genuinely scared. I just can’t take it anymore, I was doing so well and now I’m on the verge of a serious breakdown. Will be talking to my therapist about it this week, just needed to write something out.",2.1753289473684205,4.228112567251461,3.5523940058479546,88.62929276315792,78.29824561403508,6.3802631578947375,25.89217836257309,7.413659706084162,1.3017160818713456,663,26,136,9,16,217,105,171,0.185,0.7120000000000001,0.103,-0.9206,0,0,1,0,0,1,16.0,0,0,2,1,9,10,2,3,12,0,17,1,1,1,2,26,36,9,1,3,5,2,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,0,6,0,0,4,5,6,1,0,8,2,15,4,21,23,5,24,0,0,0,0,10,11,0,3,9,95,24,0,0.0,0.19944491316672264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492154275038963,0.0,0.1685593534243893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287728858784274,0.1901663108575301,0.1669392907420716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17665317986237233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17649203126377025,0.0,0.0,0.1343987436527739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511329837617282,0.0,0.1616243230244381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488546995248841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17275634607144422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251040992026993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223810792952715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18336199434057693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687206711204649,0.17890939624049554,0.0,0.12481543116130735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17587024733249612,0.0,0.1591273670339332,0.0,0.16121473179376422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662067247791526,0.18072468260316435,0.0,0.1437539011879906,0.0,0.0,0.1685288688361804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958956016395592,0.0,0.0,0.11914566997542066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841269809720067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531281846231345,0.13529821982532111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19544546487833764,0.11183175099709756,0.1078598181372079,0.0,0.1336361478362856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428581627615288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538408606341566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350251126417304,0.0,0.15134993943737451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,draconis4756,2019/03/24,"I’m in love with my weighted blanket! So I’ve been hearing about these weighted blankets for a long time with never too the plunge because of the cost. But recently my anxiety attacks and insomnia were getting out of hand.

So I started getting help and got some meds. I then made the decision to order the blanket. I’ve been sleeping with it for about a week and I’ve gotta say that it’s the best!!! I’m so much calmer at night with and I feel like I wake up less too!",1.7490362811791371,3.621435785714288,3.105646258503402,92.19094104308391,78.89795918367345,5.988208616780046,27.21541950113379,6.937597516519254,1.1835814058956915,369,16,80,4,9,120,63,98,0.045,0.75,0.205,0.9546,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,7,4,1,0,7,0,3,7,3,1,1,15,14,9,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,4,9,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,5,6,6,3,15,8,4,13,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,9,51,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755351314379148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343013172230407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554706260266466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161350109184859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413604605461653,0.14713289410594232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21520392772734973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16471946157571055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321240461504037,0.0,0.13804598251402864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061825306010244,0.0,0.0,0.18226196089576227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18588066103249734,0.1948777477452084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22876740048313826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15139918287325538,0.0,0.15884368232256396,0.0,0.0,0.1932729779466258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033537822690485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16378212506968226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20610177847334654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577462291417834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200928748164551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16520310711546038,0.5015906413138601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,littlesunflower-,2019/03/24,"How can I inform someone that what they’re doing gives me anxiety? I have a condition called Misophonia and not many people know what that is. In my words, it is a combination of anxiety, OCD, and Tourette’s. The dictionary version: hatred of sounds. I have severe misophonia. 

Sounds get imbedded in my brain- deep in my ears. Awful sounds that are triggering. This may sound weird and messed up to you, but I have to scrape it out of my ears, sometimes I hit them, or hit my head- resulting in minor concussions. Other times I blow up, screaming, hitting my head, profanities, 100% rage. 

Although that only happens at home, I still have bad reactions in public. I always bring headphones and earbuds with me wherever I go. I can not leave the house without them. Okay now on to my question.

Triggering sounds for me include: gum smacking, eating sounds, tapping (sometimes though it is relaxing), sometimes it’s visual, like swaying, kicking feet, chewing. 

Sometimes I can not avoid these sounds or drown them out. Which means I will have to ask the person to stop smacking their gum or not eat something. I know that sounds very rude of me, but it triggers anxiety in me and I have panic attacks. 

I (try) to explain why I’m asking them to stop, some understand and relate, but others give me weird looks like I’m crazy. How can I better explain to them? 

P.S. 
I normally say ‘hey would you mind turning that down/not eating that? It triggers really bad anxiety in me.’ Sometimes I explain a bit more- but I don’t think it helps. 

Any suggestions? 
Sorry for this being so long!! ",3.248787008395933,5.987037979452058,3.803411400795409,84.57093018117546,78.45205479452055,6.644454264250995,27.227574016791873,7.831003766801068,1.9599503756076009,1238,52,218,21,31,389,163,292,0.206,0.7390000000000001,0.055,-0.9923,0,1,1,0,0,0,58.0,0,2,6,1,6,16,3,2,6,2,20,11,6,7,0,47,43,18,1,2,12,0,0,2,0,3,1,12,1,1,22,9,4,3,10,1,0,2,6,11,0,0,0,13,40,5,29,36,4,22,0,0,1,0,24,14,0,6,8,143,62,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430920886739644,0.0,0.0,0.06890340550367863,0.0,0.3100485800511157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18944745486731887,0.1152700267667316,0.0,0.0,0.16920166003624829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961233802079349,0.11061894073432707,0.0,0.0,0.11311045521130107,0.10346254852921287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110374865044521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05293730911001032,0.19439732947421026,0.057584439077628675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959997267048402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079741376800328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791495791841429,0.0,0.10163565959588583,0.0,0.0,0.1169136318583394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136941227986953,0.0,0.0,0.10728688020317144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990030176605361,0.0,0.0,0.08966804523344564,0.08508616048265454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027260525546414,0.0,0.1103709169690988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230777812142046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992754463460059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770610327301518,0.0,0.11888121129420047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07024490709985541,0.08847170901969567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135054282092426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06491038245048815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057645669453335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446663296534393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858510116568131,0.07800372501594711,0.5010573051561115,0.11342328206823628,0.0,0.0,0.08091702040960679,0.16942184538241964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649239613407142,0.09954975346935534,0.0,0.05908250563273072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879195650289449,0.11021079380569514,0.0,0.10548126181153804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836024394692896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142863383306007,0.0,0.0,0.09767216876530188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197725607242586,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,arsiric,2019/03/24,"Does anyone else’s anxiety make them feel like they talk to much I don’t get it, it makes absolutely no sense",0.4242028985507247,2.8368067826086967,2.2782608695652202,92.38376811594203,89.86956521739133,6.544927536231885,16.36231884057971,7.793537801064563,0.3738231884057974,88,2,20,2,3,29,22,23,0.177,0.718,0.106,-0.1761,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,9,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733178914022161,0.0,0.0,0.2498181809259724,0.3660751384932964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126577573918455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984612337321111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18065128449808504,0.2552405945796987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866638279726356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17454874990863045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4769737715725492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26264159140120885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871677830381313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TellMeWhatToDoDoctor,2019/03/24,"Best tips for dealing with dark thoughts? I am a 20 yr old male with anxiety issues for about 8 years. This week has been stressful for me. I overworked myself with school and worries of future events that once the weekend hit my appetite hit the road. It is sunday evening right now as I write this. I ate most of my breakfast, some of my lunch, some almonds, a nature valley almond butter wheat cracker, like 7 lays barbecue chips, and now im struggling to down dinner. This started Friday during lunch. My appetite just randomly vanished after I started having some ugly thoughts about my future.

For the sake of context, I need to move back into my old home to remodel my new home after I moved out due to a house flood. When I first moved I didn't eat for like 4-5 days and was pacing, anxious, felt like I was gonna die.

This is actually the third time it happens, funny how being afraid of it made it happen. This time it isn't as bad.

I know the techniques of eating small and slow, easy to digest foods and taking vitamins. I am hydrated and I am eating but I get really ugly thoughts. Things like ""You could die in your sleep from eating less"" or ""You aren't eating enough youre gonna lose weight"" or ""You will deal with this for the rest of your life."" It's making me want to go to the ER and giving me suicidal thoughts...

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**These thoughts are ugly and awful. I don't know how to deal with them, does anyone else have any advice on dealing with the thoughts? I don't want to go through this anymore, I just want to feel safe and okay like when I was a kid...**",2.8545714285714285,4.697226393650798,3.5320634920634975,90.51904761904764,75.53968253968253,5.80952380952381,23.41269841269841,6.42735559955562,0.5463650793650792,1234,37,251,9,27,389,177,315,0.128,0.769,0.103,-0.9323,0,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,6,1,3,12,13,0,3,12,2,21,16,1,4,0,48,51,18,3,5,5,0,3,5,0,3,3,0,3,2,16,17,13,1,10,1,0,5,5,5,1,2,14,4,36,8,42,30,8,38,0,1,0,0,15,8,0,7,30,159,52,1,0.0,0.0,0.07985022472282173,0.0,0.0,0.07995927224493637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865827278248738,0.0994273623466283,0.05564438298272879,0.0,0.06259655021947517,0.0924399181275154,0.08114925455973067,0.05721453589387589,0.08384025163239335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06291902677290613,0.06832116572139398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587117986254153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533128188520779,0.0,0.0,0.05277090306990859,0.3374354278239358,0.0,0.0,0.16984462444354675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160635153329904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4186413548677952,0.0683549968501152,0.0,0.0,0.08454797504224218,0.0,0.05404520128896606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0413736076488895,0.0,0.07856564667222997,0.0,0.0,0.06960102502693606,0.09894414093785936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042750628661383766,0.07849481003885331,0.09300703088500073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447166553836665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16415599565550615,0.0,0.0,0.09441604314724153,0.0,0.0,0.08838595788494967,0.08540492692598944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993869293052036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057796016751096524,0.19987988223799105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154219435314376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742559642105863,0.05461938933532155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609037825806843,0.0,0.060672829932773086,0.0,0.07902791447670167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17172492705386316,0.0871418582628759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05241973389018526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987882762412329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281212726691546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818849422593048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583351360301924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937312331221034,0.08554214326366706,0.0,0.08950419750673154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06152285480223536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054361457923918284,0.0,0.0,0.38976350256227177,0.09542662070110247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447890166344883,0.0,0.06563576009586274,0.099641839595054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830981211846957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994273623466283,0.05269316373903071
anxiety,filipk52,2019/03/24,"I fear I might have heart problems but I'm almost sure im having panic atacks. Every time I have a panic atack its because im thinking im having an heart atack, everything seems as if it is not real  and my body starts feeling unconfortable and everything i can think is that I'm going to die, and I'm loosing a lot of hours of sleep and I'm in constant fear of having an heart atack. ",6.338902439024391,4.62609154878049,7.946463414634148,74.60310975609757,66.4390243902439,9.663414634146342,31.47560975609756,8.07648339933343,2.2913804878048776,305,9,60,3,4,108,49,82,0.256,0.695,0.049,-0.9649,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,4,4,0,9,5,5,0,1,17,19,7,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,1,5,1,6,18,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,4,35,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714132163703233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348690606969948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521268764080166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480004263203529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213836433458024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153910599500517,0.0,0.24617385288783825,0.0,0.0,0.3082264123916814,0.06924890248485308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783506416479984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4868793898461882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348737486465935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44380688026146736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643481418851362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14528832436197042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213759431293313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13104808120090092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15588553739234046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467929948879393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705457908369328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693792907842642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290790994301646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17551132832865196,0.0,0.0,0.07985995332421872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pvnkgod,2019/03/24,"depersonalizing?? I think whats been going on is related to depersonalization but im not sure. i dont really know how to explain it by itself, so ill just give some examples.
-one night my friend was driving me home. it was dark and rainy. i completely tuned him out and could only remember looking at the street lights. i felt like a spirit inside my body just looking through my eyes. i wasnt connected to anything. i felt so empty. i cant remember hearing anything even though we had music on. i just felt numb and felt like i was in an entire different universe, and i was the only one there. nobody else was here, it was just me. nothing emotional had happened at all that day, when this happens it usually just comes out of nowhere.
-most of the times it does happen is when im alone in my bed at night. ill look at my led lights against the wall of my bed and just realize, holy shit, im not here. my friends are out of reach, speaking is out of reach, my entire life is a billion miles away in that time, and im just laying here silent. sometimes ill even feel like im physically in a different place. i wont feel like im in my room, but in a different house in a different part of the world. i would feel like it was snowing outside in this alternate place while in reality its clear and dark outside. 
none of this is being exaggerated. please fucking help me, i think it’s insane that i can lose every sense of reality like that and just float away. please tell me what you possibly think is happening when i get like this. ",2.742318735673784,4.675951358306191,4.142164314151287,85.6172011099047,76.13355048859935,7.54489081915792,25.70261792737363,8.401726058763845,1.6718262516588247,1205,44,250,23,27,398,155,307,0.13699999999999998,0.73,0.133,-0.5549,4,1,0,0,0,0,36.0,1,1,0,1,21,14,2,0,11,0,25,9,3,2,3,50,50,18,0,2,12,0,7,7,2,2,5,2,4,0,19,14,0,0,15,0,0,4,7,4,0,3,15,15,31,10,35,31,5,42,1,1,4,1,11,28,2,2,17,163,50,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776893909737874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345630394384208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409517270397746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332097282144259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461584783322467,0.07864823108008047,0.0,0.0,0.05989065552698234,0.0,0.0,0.04837627376056832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31348460898260233,0.0,0.0,0.06564315301144924,0.0,0.08791303166410616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06266256304432212,0.08437794903218952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990889031986608,0.0,0.06320050471652923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137843501048402,0.16076489716258768,0.2880915815715233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590754573918548,0.06934701163083598,0.03919046283554689,0.07195795785781599,0.042630818557244585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26533002587731536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454352018537109,0.0,0.05027869151316647,0.0,0.07524274669650055,0.0,0.0,0.08655331034660836,0.0,0.0,0.4861523733525671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04122441134947665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05298290849632567,0.25652813720833584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889725450505167,0.08391878851882051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078660253690328,0.0,0.0719756492798209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165959730943268,0.11409939757246902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123024846514902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15674230449130114,0.1646804133397874,0.0,0.08456430360718031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048054349075063806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699470308939367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699832518139613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07418838632463325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069754135088703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556344103172493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419320533116795,0.07369851205547734,0.0,0.08747972952001343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261467525635455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05328608549499613,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Utter-foolishness,2019/03/24,"How do folks deal with the constant fear of being fired? Things have been going well for me, mostly due to starting a new job, and now I’m stressing every day that I will get fired and lose everything. Does anyone have tips for how they deal with this kind of fear?",5.976729559748428,5.711026547169813,5.326415094339627,88.34106918238994,66.54716981132076,7.821383647798742,25.213836477987428,6.42735559955562,0.7081119496855348,209,4,44,1,3,63,43,53,0.298,0.669,0.033,-0.9521,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,4,6,0,3,2,0,6,0,0,2,0,7,10,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,2,3,2,7,7,1,7,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,6,28,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050137474546554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23259884341312295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881251214398216,0.4438076354365964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883586780509411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813496606185476,0.0,0.19344455581608394,0.0,0.0,0.4844114899811082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124544363464782,0.0,0.1223263091319147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135932857559016,0.0,0.0,0.2241401752048433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407994031957081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078809097406969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15234854890012295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465576137439965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142996426046221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935273321654264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawayacct9988,2019/03/24,"Anyone else get anxiety from trying to date? I'm a 20f and haven't had much history with relationships/sex/intimacy like at all. A lot of it is to blame for my shyness and anxiety. I suffer from panic disorder on top of GAD and social anxiety so finding a guy has been like hell. I'm getting to the point now where I feel lonely and want to be in a relationship but I am also content with life as it is and being alone because putting myself out there makes me anxious af. Can anyone relate? literally everyone talks about having a significant other or sex and it gets to me because I really never had either and I feel rushed to do so. I haven't had luck in real life because there's no one my age around me at work/school and I'm shy so not exactly out partying every weekend and being outgoing...

I downloaded tinder in the beginning of march just to see where it led and oh god do I hate it. It's made me feel even more depressed/anxious than I was previously before. Sure I got a lot of matches and talked to several guys on there but each time it's made me feel like pushing men away and shutting myself in further. Whenever guys start messaging me I hold my breath and get so nervous and a sinking feeling in my stomach.

I just rather meet a guy in real life, the whole messaging and meeting up and ""people shopping"" isn't for me and certainly not good for my stress levels. I just want to focus on one person instead of messaging several guys. I want that classic seeing a cute guy and getting butterflies in my stomach and taking things from there, not tinder lmao. 

This whole experience makes me feel doomed that I'll be alone and never find a guy who is perfect for me or that I'm completely comfortable around. I've already declined a date and went on another one and I wasn't interested in the guy and scared to take things further. I just don't know what to do at this point, I feel like isolating myself and deleting tinder and just waiting patiently for something to happen one day. Anyone else like this?",4.670607142857143,5.794486675000003,5.9114285714285675,78.12500000000001,69.75,9.014285714285714,30.535714285714285,9.330973305703688,2.7568964285714284,1610,65,301,33,28,540,194,400,0.161,0.733,0.106,-0.9685,0,4,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,2,24,22,2,4,15,0,24,7,3,5,7,78,59,35,0,4,14,0,7,5,0,0,3,0,0,10,18,32,0,2,10,2,1,5,11,9,0,4,10,9,35,13,51,45,9,47,2,3,2,1,20,30,1,5,17,211,53,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506879595399422,0.07728457495943937,0.056006392374938783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343705417595321,0.16072810889238398,0.0791188075312378,0.0,0.14690880125398706,0.14351680240831832,0.0,0.1246907234792373,0.0,0.0,0.06579951610186795,0.0,0.0,0.12807675021948692,0.0,0.05959401822694189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734296153161269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04516632000342431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026535804306381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700931695163093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04625698470297468,0.0,0.0590069056275977,0.06692076052679267,0.0,0.06850696921057164,0.0,0.0,0.24788007137251605,0.10006501432914734,0.0,0.0,0.12802013533961984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18295011664947874,0.0,0.0,0.05874143546518242,0.05601281543131565,0.0,0.0,0.5547596230316029,0.06193108689295052,0.0,0.0,0.0691443571491723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03848901145587913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14840185986840754,0.17107607030048708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908128923614103,0.0,0.13253626756308512,0.09349685806371884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05148325768921865,0.0,0.10802951606631887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18982817594519694,0.0,0.0,0.08217014366373435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048552955048182425,0.06115123627344082,0.0,0.0,0.13241007272568506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07040379997796425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594286974675297,0.044865756271821836,0.0,0.0,0.07519061244100275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011653681864015,0.07087843532536846,0.1116165154776276,0.0,0.0,0.1582376150624756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139113388502394,0.0,0.0539158141230976,0.0,0.0,0.04957062735485259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022403679353632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06600648474732736,0.0,0.10531413282205122,0.11258181078875157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305533396658744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0408375547574162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047548682312492256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392410737468455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06492248379573617,0.0,0.1563815561650387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05098579355074293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mindysayswhat,2019/03/24,"Zoloft to Prozac experience Has anyone gone from Zoloft to Prozac? I’ve been on Zoloft for a while, and my doctor doubled my dosage this year.  I don’t think it’s helping.  But I wonder if Prozac (or something else) would be better for me.  I felt the same when when I went from Celexa to Zoloft. It’s like the Celexa stopped working.  My only worry about Prozac is that there are terrible withdrawals if you forget a dosage.  Thanks.  ",3.05147590361446,5.433546602409642,2.6731174698795184,94.37666415662649,76.95180722891567,5.113855421686747,20.01355421686747,5.985473137389443,-0.14234819277108413,340,8,69,2,8,100,59,83,0.115,0.762,0.123,0.1779,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,2,4,4,0,0,4,0,7,9,0,0,0,12,13,8,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,1,9,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,1,9,3,9,7,2,8,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,4,6,44,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19225375189617447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431738646206517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814263702312623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296882147162969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26895710296480274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639983023003454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842954122984448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13432830202484444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20911438708698046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21167249606335525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22987328420806166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531400727116199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761789830998482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25488447905656303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981751430463606,0.2001692891072055,0.2792284394810717,0.0,0.19531894726215832,0.0,0.0,0.1770609211424618
anxiety,jiesjfoiesjfioejoi,2019/03/24,"How to still be happy and hopeful despite underemployment at a job I hate? I graduated college almost a year ago, and it hasn't been easy to find entry-level jobs related to my degree. I'm doing a sales job right now, which is all inbound calls. It's not easy for me . I don't mind the social interaction, but I hate this job for a few reasons. 

1) I feel regretful that I wasted my time in college when it hasn't seemed to have gotten me anywhere. And to that point, I feel regretful that I didn't work harder to get into a better school or a better major. If I could get a job related to my degree, then this would go away, presumably. 

2) The interaction with clients is largely negative. This is my biggest problem about working with the public. Fielding complaints is a daily responsibility. And I don't know why, but these situations give me so much anxiety. I don't like the confrontation, I don't like the sense that I'm culpable, I don't like the acrimony underlying so many calls. I've gotten better letting go of the negativity I used to feel after getting off of a bad call, but it's still a daily struggle. 

3) There's the overall stress and demoralization that comes with applying and interviewing for jobs. 

4) There's this insidious fear that the longer I work outside of the field I truly want to work in, the harder it's going to be to eventually get a job doing what I want to do. 

All of these things weigh on my happiness daily. How can I start to be more optimistic about the future and begin to believe that some patience will lead me to where I want to be in life? ",4.123254658385093,5.390263177777783,5.896701173222913,77.17962732919256,71.19047619047619,8.652864044168393,28.29882677708765,9.085049710711278,2.3324685990338163,1251,46,242,25,23,431,159,315,0.195,0.701,0.104,-0.9872,8,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,8,13,19,3,3,23,0,26,2,0,5,2,44,53,18,0,10,6,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,21,12,1,0,8,0,1,5,11,10,0,0,4,3,28,9,38,41,7,30,0,2,0,0,9,13,0,6,15,169,49,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836403239138755,0.0,0.08852295538459168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06762814521873778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305764177016313,0.0,0.0738129130234778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960004395745543,0.0,0.2345561282581606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27080841030063485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615146057051006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705826982983563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947808810212663,0.13409782183643335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079885058686692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847479270450208,0.08480432857102127,0.15072459190644505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882135312605007,0.0,0.17455955869441833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780424562563788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6140851939533417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04858404308993637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09039818021422504,0.0624417384057643,0.12956789779852249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896268887768187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892619508163676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498646536688936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835695232939486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458984722407066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089313140128656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549578188749866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946867757158182,0.0,0.08047888072159523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936881139669017,0.0,0.09011584849055966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06257218370401836,0.0,0.14119769246551694,0.0,0.1012654758590963,0.0924181359303965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058731105115074685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05154857048735356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635191226569578,0.0,0.0,0.15642735276470496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977006603279542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25743409842400844,0.0,0.0,0.06279904039953722,0.0,0.0,0.056928711197078076
anxiety,bettyfelony,2019/03/24,My back hurts from poor posture but... Even though I know that I have myself convinced that I have a blood clot in my lung and I'm going to die. I made a major life change and my anxiety has been through the roof. ,1.465,3.128669222222221,2.4330555555555557,97.65625000000004,79.0,5.3888888888888875,20.13888888888889,5.985473137389443,-0.24511111111111106,165,4,39,1,4,52,35,45,0.248,0.695,0.057,-0.8442,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,4,3,2,1,0,5,8,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,8,1,4,6,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714957584246878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728944140397488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3754346940789357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36832776699338377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344065745111565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20169653359823245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3799253130768308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19504248687254144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25067473122317496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358127716002965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34868517462260273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway9273833737,2019/03/24,"Freaking out These last few years were really shitty to me, i started having panic attacks way more frequently than ever, my depression is at it’s worse, i fell in love with my best friend who i have a friends with benefits situation going on and i have no idea if she likes me back and i generally have no idea what i’m doing with my life.

Sorry if this is the wrong place to post this i just needed to get this out of my chest somehow.",7.875,5.423634611111115,8.393888888888894,74.95750000000002,64.0,11.666666666666668,33.611111111111114,10.125756701596842,3.0021111111111103,345,10,72,6,4,116,66,90,0.251,0.5720000000000001,0.177,-0.7501,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,11,1,1,2,0,8,3,1,0,1,16,14,4,0,3,3,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,1,0,13,6,13,13,3,16,0,1,0,1,5,6,0,3,7,56,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253473788531088,0.0,0.1523131743566501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20787530674658644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17060812080301085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17917691317319834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060760133970791,0.0,0.10348990267538104,0.0,0.11257481908224327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44722194254064296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16146363150119944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399114898630374,0.0967730777641704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787771415014364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468756240877088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23240707156461315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20695399675411025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897082285742408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689668733374482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22265296904588827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217370814593295,0.14020377506345505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15722862594732673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20186293550499598,0.0,0.2165720595991486,0.0,0.12755860107236358
anxiety,cheddarjakecheese,2019/03/24,"I have a fear of commitment in every capacity. I can't commit to dating people. I'm afraid of interacting with new people because that means I might make friends. I'm afraid of getting out of my routines. I'm afraid of starting a YouTube channel even though it's something I've wanted to do for 4 years now (I know, spare me your judgements).

I've ghosted 3 women in the last year that were interested in me even though I also might have been interested in if I weren't so afraid. I moved 400 miles away from home (which was a commitment that I'm proud of) but I haven't gone out and made any friends outside of my coworkers because I'm afraid of getting into a new group. I've started a couple YouTube channels in the last few years but only made a few videos before chickening out and making excuses as to why I couldn't make time. I tell myself to go to events on my uni campus but I always ""forget"" or am too tired or something comes up.

I feel like I'm wasting a lot of my life away because I'm always staring at screens, afraid to interact with the outside world. I'm in university, aren't I supposed to be having fun in some capacity? I need to start therapy again to meet my life goals.

I don't really have an end goal for this post, just needed to vent. Any advice is always appreciated. Thanks for listening.",4.420936329588017,5.2174478913857705,5.57477528089888,81.51399812734083,70.08614232209737,8.330337078651686,29.44007490636704,8.515128840125781,2.087268164794008,1045,39,210,16,18,348,146,267,0.043,0.8320000000000001,0.124,0.9618,0,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,3,10,15,0,7,11,0,19,3,0,5,3,36,48,13,1,5,7,0,1,1,2,2,3,1,1,1,6,9,0,0,3,3,0,4,6,7,0,0,7,4,24,8,42,37,4,39,0,0,2,0,11,18,0,7,17,124,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951210094770003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962118788261683,0.2797500615692688,0.0,0.0,0.15242092918780853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21058420459124325,0.0,0.0,0.20494786412902152,0.0,0.0953620913206104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653714222393814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240017313623486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925948149004342,0.0,0.0,0.1480404554250012,0.0,0.0944225962675846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610828823681644,0.05666523181372065,0.08006180249597858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17316778473187378,0.0,0.11710239550959844,0.0,0.06369114593691835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241390437076196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061589950375861985,0.18270166989892667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15831467803840266,0.054751038188563465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527668310155188,0.0,0.21208396457699905,0.22441990443341947,0.0,0.0,0.1220755171443766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23777406671820875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911114485087992,0.0,0.16619483619177775,0.0,0.21647302945298694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523319077657766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15538845914226454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733070299432597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179398996840017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725517071345075,0.0,0.0,0.2379681132407496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795286208898056,0.10317767424415326,0.12816016657588722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22021358470310046,0.0,0.06534807925280244,0.12880632511964987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610094097747965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011244453110734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21650543725432111
anxiety,TeapotTheDog,2019/03/24,"How do I stop anxiety from ruining my relationships? I'm 25 and anxiety started hitting me hard about a year ago. I've been to therapy and while it's helping, how else can I stop it from screwing things up, especially romantically? 

Especially stopping outburst for no reason. I.e. getting ignored bc the person is busy or forgets. I don't wanna flip out, it just happens then I regret it later.",3.3079729729729728,6.109124054054058,5.558040540540541,71.68949324324326,78.72972972972974,8.024324324324324,33.57432432432432,8.841846274778883,3.664708108108108,316,18,51,8,8,110,59,74,0.28600000000000003,0.648,0.066,-0.9122,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,2,0,5,1,0,3,0,15,10,7,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,6,0,8,8,0,11,0,2,0,1,3,2,1,1,9,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20859439221644427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600338425202944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19657722418505452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229434613660829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20809011571637825,0.0,0.21079788170123814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15772807770923894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20546979668442314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419451491036915,0.0,0.2526424777701521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16655863960913128,0.0,0.0,0.5902068442615229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691055877981906,0.0,0.15633421101267278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153648363206335
anxiety,HypnoticCat,2019/03/24,"Always on the lookout. I’ve been really anxious these past few years about life and work. I constantly feel as if everything I care about and worked hard for will come to a sudden and abrupt end and there’s nothing so can do about it. I don’t mean to the extreme of death but I’m always anxious that I’ll come into work one day and I’ll be laid off. I know there’s no reason to feel this way because the restaurant I work at is wonderful, profitable, and I’m always told I’m one of their best and a valued employees.

I think my anxiety stems from my last job where my general manager always told me I did a wonderful job and that I would soon be rewarded for my hard work and efforts. I was the night manager at the time. However, I found out from the morning crew and other workers that she would always complain about me and the assistant manager and say we’re useless and lazy. The assistant manager was fired one morning and I heard rumors that I was next, so I quit that same day. 

I guess I just developed a distrust of positive praise from my bosses and feel that, despite their positive feedback, they’re secretly plotting to get rid of me one day. 

I don’t want to feel this way anymore but can’t seem to shake it off.

Does or has anyone gone through this and have any advice on how to deal with these feelings? ",4.456217228464421,5.261491719101127,5.265411985018726,83.73197565543072,70.01123595505618,8.929588014981274,29.814606741573034,9.150863307647796,2.388991011235956,1047,40,213,20,18,341,143,267,0.122,0.72,0.158,0.956,4,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,11,12,9,1,1,12,0,18,1,0,3,0,48,43,24,1,4,5,0,8,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,14,21,0,0,14,0,1,4,4,4,0,4,10,10,27,5,31,28,3,29,1,1,0,0,12,9,0,6,14,138,41,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699822652928956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4129720157080737,0.0,0.0,0.06750194585447937,0.0,0.07593558805214379,0.22427688164581924,0.098441788619033,0.06940669115149171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06050953632656793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416993455279536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120479721636907,0.0,0.0,0.17101181529518372,0.0,0.10726756559049444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19204842164334465,0.1023353425691872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686533671400111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791716702932327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921079002216196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509506686583853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883627550263646,0.0,0.0,0.05186059160798633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934890273783007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17783951636410375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970055521627564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05455210800255432,0.08091223623131377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011208291316702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812602957279943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556686054002977,0.09315118998058584,0.0,0.09524510513396592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269051523133065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947573469920541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557795290105744,0.0,0.0,0.06359013882604796,0.10205844564468584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893757321834857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903649081844024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06360344152866622,0.0,0.0,0.05788079801011635,0.0,0.0,0.1896992631289331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05854763072982053,0.1575800024648952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152920279407292,0.3613216358602027,0.0,0.0,0.1410265517832931,0.0,0.0,0.0639218353219457
anxiety,randomdude7094,2019/03/24,"How do I stop anxiety from ruining my relationships? I'm 25 and anxiety started hitting me hard about a year ago. I've been to therapy and while it's helping, how else can I stop it from screwing things up, especially romantically? 

Especially stopping outburst for no reason. I.e. getting ignored bc the person is busy or forgets. I don't wanna flip out, it just happens then I regret it later.",3.3079729729729728,6.109124054054058,5.558040540540541,71.68949324324326,78.72972972972974,8.024324324324324,33.57432432432432,8.841846274778883,3.664708108108108,316,18,51,8,8,110,59,74,0.28600000000000003,0.648,0.066,-0.9122,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,2,0,5,1,0,3,0,15,10,7,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,6,0,8,8,0,11,0,2,0,1,3,2,1,1,9,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20859439221644427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600338425202944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19657722418505452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229434613660829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20809011571637825,0.0,0.21079788170123814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15772807770923894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20546979668442314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419451491036915,0.0,0.2526424777701521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16655863960913128,0.0,0.0,0.5902068442615229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691055877981906,0.0,0.15633421101267278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153648363206335
anxiety,vincentvanbrick,2019/03/24,"Books to Share Hi! In an effort to minimize anxiety around my house, I’m trying to downsize and be more minimal. I’m finally going through all my books and have several on the topics of anxiety, mindfulness, etc that I would like to send to someone who would like to read them. I’d prefer to just send them to one person in bulk to minimize costs. If you’d like them, let me know and I’ll ship them out this week. Thanks!",2.8408803986710964,4.421518337209303,4.294451827242527,86.15569767441862,74.93023255813954,8.635215946843855,25.07641196013289,9.23628265651192,1.9764970099667785,331,11,70,8,7,110,58,86,0.038,0.815,0.147,0.8684,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,4,1,2,5,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,1,13,11,4,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,2,3,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,9,5,16,6,3,10,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,1,5,44,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426854445739913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19938809849843156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24979491695673076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453571878058296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272919818088365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25844078952743343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309257005072965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22903290098519774,0.0,0.3282733284787908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261541492829041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177343585403516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19556913908547416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240388278199749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253031631366606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897760156933577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062090489936046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15206650643858827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796618148247782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182153969849347,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MegSolano,2019/03/24,"Can’t sleep My mind is racing. I have my driving test in 2 days and all I can think about is how I’m probably going to fail. My a levels are 2 months away and I’m really not ready. I’ve just broken up with my 2 year long boyfriend and I’m really struggling with that. Having major health problems that mean I feel tired all the time and I need to get as much sleep as I can but I can’t sleep because I’m worried about all this. I usually take propranolol and kalms, but left my meds bag at a friends. I don’t know why I’m posting all this, but I guess I could just do with some advice? Or just some support? ",1.4014695830485309,2.707386180451131,3.0547778537252235,94.69656185919344,78.17293233082707,6.340123034859878,21.113465481886536,6.980632752743323,0.2414120300751881,474,12,114,5,11,157,79,133,0.122,0.815,0.063,-0.5107,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,1,3,0,12,5,3,1,4,32,27,12,0,3,8,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,0,1,15,2,13,26,8,15,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,4,6,68,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16146220109294138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15524032912557562,0.0,0.0,0.1007235211609854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192381918004598,0.0,0.0,0.1065605767049647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354595496669867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765736132918287,0.0,0.08632658112031698,0.0,0.0939048061731352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18202100342336355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17563324002416736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908068502643457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17952438769616058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14622457980739226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799854219498846,0.1835348245178135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16683660079669796,0.0,0.13188611836441502,0.0,0.12146408274124433,0.12251698136364192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15824599656427818,0.0,0.17814738373640404,0.15810412436323493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117029176726045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.496052151639976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17273572344743396,0.0,0.0,0.1875026222476668,0.0,0.0,0.1242334412882232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058736023715202,0.0,0.0,0.09634775172829932,0.18990917522844286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819790313570256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909562854635014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780049613343784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640359724376368
anxiety,dj_claudizzle,2019/03/24,"Moving, new job, a lot of life changes I just barely got my license in cosmetology and Barbering and I got a job in that field. That job is two hours away in the city. I have lived in relatively busy towns most of my life but never in the city, and I have never had a job cutting hair. I had started my new job in the last week starting with training and on the last day actually providing services. I had an upset guest and I wanted to cry, I didn't but I still wanted to. On top of all of that I still haven't found a place to live and I'm supposed to be working full time next week. I have an aunt who is Leon by me stay with her and her family until I find a place but it's getting so hard. Everywhere is so expensive and unfamiliar and it's so scary. I feel like I don't really have anyone to talk to about this and that's just making it harder. I don't know how to cope with all of this",0.8080641466208469,2.4880906082474246,3.150446735395189,91.67184421534941,81.06185567010309,6.372966781214204,20.0561282932417,7.3871296695380915,0.3635392898052694,694,18,164,10,18,239,101,194,0.085,0.8740000000000001,0.041,-0.8785,5,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,9,3,1,1,11,0,15,3,1,2,4,32,27,18,0,2,5,1,3,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,10,13,0,0,4,0,1,1,6,2,0,1,7,3,21,1,27,19,5,33,0,0,0,0,6,14,0,2,18,113,31,7,0.0,0.0,0.1144220517255484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198605086243732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101630895045868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403816764733185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879695713044773,0.0756185097991745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053572954478008,0.0,0.05928665937894041,0.08376559420857717,0.0,0.0,0.10716715306822364,0.0,0.0,0.12856190478179302,0.0,0.0,0.06125987323107069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18755593248469968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503569174731722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547062420116247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5817777418802638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443920358612959,0.19115375203739166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16563857750382882,0.057283911983269216,0.0,0.2070731625291553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996843404147024,0.0,0.0,0.07826731375444501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462142387812243,0.0,0.0,0.1808655435873827,0.22648743067171245,0.12469993676447852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450089386128322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751152989668168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16598460844717733,0.1249761381410658,0.18727685618576784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424355096554893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837118973526908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453918118544767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831776018289846,0.0,0.1881066299513627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853616085823073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jebuschrist1117,2019/03/24,"I Can't Eat because of my Anxiety     I haven't had pure anxiety attacks since middle school and just recently I started getting them again. I had a small one before that but I didn't blame it on my anxiousness as much as I blamed it on myself just being uptight. The next one I had made me have to leave school within the first hour of it starting.

    I've never been one to draw attention to myself in any form so when I get these attacks it's like no one can see that I'm literally dying inside. I get sweaty, shaky, nauseous and I can't breathe normally but the worst of it is my abdominal pain.  My stomach will ache so bad that I will have to get up and pretend to get a tissue or sharpen my pencil or move my body in any form just so I can distract myself slightly. As I said I hate drawing attention to myself so I can never bring myself to step out of the class room or ask to go to the counselor or nurse or anything. In these cases all I can do is imagine myself having to step out or ask the teacher to let me leave over and over again just looping in my head. I can't even focus on what anyone is talking about because all I'm focusing on is ""What if I have to leave? What if someone notices how much I'm getting up? What if I pass out?"" 

    Since I have stomach pain, these attacks really screw up my diet which is the problem I'm in currently. I can't stand eating after these things. My stomach won't let me. My mind won't let me. All I can think is ""If you eat now and get anxiety tomorrow then it will be so much worse than normal."" I want to eat normally because I'm a huge stress eater but I can't because of my symptoms. It just tears me up inside. I hate my anxiety attacks with all my heart and I can't understand why I'm getting them suddenly and so much worse than before.

    Thank you for reading this. If you have any advice I'd really appreciate it.",2.2613775510204057,3.7133521275510226,4.1181122448979615,87.35635204081633,76.1938775510204,6.940816326530613,25.77040816326531,7.6454224807358475,1.3197306122448982,1462,53,311,20,32,496,167,392,0.221,0.726,0.053,-0.9973,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,3,2,1,18,18,7,4,10,0,40,16,7,2,7,52,69,33,1,10,19,0,0,1,0,5,3,1,1,0,22,11,5,1,5,2,0,6,13,16,0,5,7,2,55,2,46,52,11,47,0,0,1,1,9,23,1,12,18,231,77,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07293109917969448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522602407513767,0.0,0.2283780271725709,0.08431473483736715,0.0,0.05218555490368035,0.0,0.061417101215031876,0.0,0.13954469969941494,0.33962601990662955,0.0,0.0,0.062315946273696486,0.181983821892566,0.0,0.12701540888906826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290111493111339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07745790327159151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30547525824454563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04929479502162109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348330989930097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119438435454359,0.0,0.042416000067537214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14737047537605796,0.07659561488469334,0.0,0.0,0.0884411863050699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349907131303023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370786478518376,0.0,0.2289537661118104,0.0,0.036462211589094934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07062012563513316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535866968952773,0.0,0.0,0.07932371530955383,0.21945716100013127,0.0,0.115124080935428,0.0,0.07937369013452081,0.0,0.2193752725405748,0.0,0.08497085879647595,0.0,0.0,0.2022946606362984,0.0,0.15883084460002428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714142845607344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465380616207308,0.0,0.09562440237343196,0.0,0.07369168526616872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099365331889107,0.0,0.0,0.15106639411334472,0.05947332372427015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234753856238891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.063236814920165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565210552487574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549254723233288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.077572896706715,0.0,0.05998766804224433,0.0,0.0687126000534335,0.0,0.0,0.049583253675162635,0.04782220323271955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769621932221399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044020836424296036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06734522383052112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15211604790158104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DQblizzard99,2019/03/24,"No appetite for a week and have lost several pounds So im(19 f) going through a relapse of anxiety brought on by recent events in my life. I adopted a dog and the change it brought was all negative and no good. After just a couple days I had to take her back because my anxiety was becoming debilitating again. I haven’t had bad anxiety in about 2 years so this is really unnerving. I’m struggling with depersonalization and a complete lack of appetite. I know I have to eat and I WANT TO EAT. But the second I have food omg don’t of me, I become nauseous and cannot even try to eat. Ive lost about 4 pounds in the last week and I’m scared I’ll never get back to normal. I can’t be going through this again. Please give me some advice",1.012956656346752,3.3263658684210533,3.0352167182662555,89.22681114551085,84.39473684210526,6.208049535603715,22.75696594427245,7.5105763829236425,1.0172673374613002,580,21,124,10,17,195,93,152,0.197,0.754,0.048,-0.9603,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,10,6,0,2,8,0,14,5,0,0,2,17,27,10,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,8,4,0,1,0,0,4,8,5,0,1,8,0,15,1,20,18,3,21,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,1,13,83,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13527565752788528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177038479281447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21289370147459044,0.11558622729483975,0.08438780384105535,0.3057779474854553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464443344611721,0.0,0.1451449376128532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531740839548764,0.0,0.08927818388910183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4249562280253904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143405055258973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16739439152096958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232581337388773,0.13279807009755235,0.15734994709736833,0.1161114892019709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495319833889023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607945571406312,0.1128418152566683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777970645539956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30223313356412124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067684836852801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356354813976155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519584610614097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868407340814244,0.0,0.1366864244587505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859612798401413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639050175716712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144720797869317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408479720614326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939872897074042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165169124287806,0.0,0.22208607845033626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914666394394688
anxiety,another_day_lived,2019/03/24,"On my way to an important interview for my first story. I’m in journalism school, which took years for me to apply to due to my anxiety, and my social anxiety is flailing. Not to mention my perfection complex is screaming that nothing can go wrong. I know I have a couple days to get this right since there are more events, but my stomach is in knots. ",4.378260869565217,5.659809434782613,5.354318840579712,81.25408695652175,70.59420289855072,8.998260869565216,31.19130434782609,9.3871,2.858881739130436,277,12,53,6,5,91,52,69,0.065,0.855,0.08,0.2563,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,2,0,6,1,1,0,1,6,11,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,1,1,9,1,11,10,1,12,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,5,37,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41680099335099396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014274650639129,0.0,0.17568831463114554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23172024870189065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142328166887546,0.0,0.1548225210717527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971486616553198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26139426486298284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326451271341456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757035075043205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253485767417783,0.0,0.0,0.2776978064831361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026685598633632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162342560464512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978484223576325,0.0,0.17542949980653674
anxiety,harryotis88,2019/03/24,"Living alone. So I am about to 31, and also about to get my own place living alone. Didn't move out of my folks until about 25, and have lived with roommates til now. My roommates now have a family and I need to move closer to work kinda, but the whole scenario is terrifying me. I've been dealing with anxiety/depression for a while but have getting way better but this feels like I'm hitting a brick wall of fear. Anyone else go through this. Anything help the process? I hope it's just the anticipation of it all, but I'm all over the place about it.",2.4633035714285683,4.394395866071427,3.5280000000000022,89.71700000000001,76.94642857142857,6.265714285714287,22.807142857142853,7.1686216300943375,0.6808542857142861,435,13,92,5,10,140,73,112,0.103,0.762,0.135,0.5789,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,9,4,0,1,7,0,7,0,0,0,2,17,16,12,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,2,1,7,3,19,13,4,15,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,2,6,62,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34863967647113003,0.0,0.1345985564263326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768723614460007,0.17245490744844616,0.13850593152360086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488577452847884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735216508245781,0.14496635212667744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14060256769161292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15866899757349107,0.18939710520578448,0.08510329512347005,0.1202416894424923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758715071965098,0.0,0.09565524071692068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128155757357944,0.0,0.0,0.16717118577109008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222844259413171,0.0,0.445866118469364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3577767385144397,0.0,0.12480076176976768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3516991550726951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335977457942411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879136543075782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253269527233172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gatzillaismydad,2019/03/24,"hi! i was wondering if u can help. hey! my name is  Rob and i think i will regret writing this,but i was wondering if there's any person who can relate to my ""story"". So,i'm 18,i started to drink for quite some time now,and i think i have a problem. You see,i was afraid to drink because i think it's turning me to a whole another person. But every time i'm sad or angry, i drink. And moments like this happen very often. I use be an artist,but i hurt the girl i loved and i quit. Alcohol is the only thing that is keeping me ""save"". I am afraid because i'm angry when i'm sober. I want to be a better person , that's why i quit alcohol. But i relapsed recently,because i can't do anything. I made myself a promise that i would make people that i love happy. But never worked. And i don't feel normal when i'm sober. I'm feel panic every second. I come up with excuses to drink,and when i don't , i do it because i'm sad or angry. I don't think that i'm depressed,i just feel tired. I don't think anyone will read this,but if you do,please, can you tell me how to behave? I mean i want to stop being angry all the time. Have a nice day!",-0.058040000000001875,1.6788300760000006,2.6587999999999994,93.8114,84.24000000000002,5.120000000000001,18.4,6.152001189255117,-0.22696000000000005,869,21,203,7,25,304,120,250,0.174,0.71,0.117,-0.939,0,0,6,0,0,0,41.0,0,3,0,5,7,16,0,3,9,0,25,8,0,4,2,45,55,16,0,9,9,0,3,1,0,3,3,0,0,4,10,6,5,2,11,4,0,1,6,8,0,1,4,3,37,8,11,45,3,13,0,4,0,2,17,1,0,9,12,116,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141208435267305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06812486075818755,0.10504596211979776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004718324083886,0.0,0.0824384247876817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24427169822194894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885998014939373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629496496371136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460688808135719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3925474287143276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16880952655077422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15195988035410465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858757586064818,0.10664194727284736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06714758171630762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072432278037391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904331318358384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048942187570136325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18083013571064985,0.09479138221267376,0.06686997130188219,0.0,0.0,0.10912382770212876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726388660234762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815372563359732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619031434293112,0.0,0.11753796357350875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945120462723697,0.262416181636358,0.0,0.10996598339192022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585735910774773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196567113498284,0.10020567663815352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982934765271378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090690526469319,0.0,0.0,0.08375376762369402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756048301549779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655418845831171,0.32095190316609057,0.0,0.0,0.1752447839138978,0.11514052578353985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896551378235518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865221171664843,0.0,0.08265780923681762,0.11817582858394382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903955748436266,0.111845792355644,0.0,0.0,0.21727876493262194,0.07293118982069588,0.0,0.0,0.07116397965886659,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AngelicwithPain,2019/03/24,"Does anyone else have Sudden, horrible panic attacks for no obvious reason? Today, it’s rainy and grey. This seems mundane to a lot of people, but it’s got me on edge and has made me sensitive all day. Rain scares me. The clouds scare me. The wind scares me.

I’m not able to talk about it because I get laughed at by my family, and the one person who I can talk to about it - my boyfriend- is gone for a vacation with the school band in Florida/Bahamas. I’m happy for him, truly, and I hope he has a wonderful time. But I also have separation anxiety- with no obvious reason why I would feel anxious. 

Onto the panic attack. I made tiny clay bunnies as part of my art project- “The Uprising”- and everything was okay. I was doing it to distract myself from my separation and the weather, and it was working. But then I put them in the oven (oven bake clay) and 20 minutes later, when I pulled them out- they were cracking. 

I don’t know why this sent me over the edge. I don’t know why I can’t breathe and my chest feels like it’s being crushed or why I’m tearing up and shaking. I don’t understand why I’m like this, I wish I wasn’t like this. I’m medicated so why aren’t I better? I should be normal, I want to be normal. 

I just need some support and maybe advice on how to get through this week. 

Thanks for reading.",1.5787340334941788,3.5781559409594124,3.4100553505535065,89.17882415554926,79.99630996309962,6.530854385466932,23.338206074368443,7.61054688173877,1.0547864320181666,1024,35,218,16,26,343,153,271,0.147,0.677,0.17600000000000002,0.9266,1,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,3,2,7,19,2,7,12,1,22,4,2,5,3,45,47,21,0,8,6,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,3,1,13,14,1,0,9,3,0,5,9,9,0,1,10,3,35,10,29,32,4,22,0,0,1,0,11,9,0,6,11,140,48,4,0.0991444953199184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968828533713562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928581708741918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584526754932039,0.1120050593528932,0.0,0.06932413635202395,0.10158525180965687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22558235278094116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06043756412108671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768524921851531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0639399974618925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867620159774244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282250389602072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910467951957995,0.0,0.09346460655349796,0.0,0.1002608715850393,0.07082884726655657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359781353303728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07929490992935102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554115885245244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847285445879103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897444355055193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14531097729424544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428910448029063,0.0,0.18762583737063104,0.0,0.0,0.09960397147476102,0.0,0.0,0.09987764850489783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07351438702438083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19428111008796534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718287590848313,0.0,0.0,0.2326494067661118,0.0,0.1073638268709332,0.0,0.06873430959867435,0.08656914913189642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966760168987264,0.0,0.0,0.09917132522839447,0.0,0.0,0.20387410736250794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29778280713686506,0.10033952233574436,0.0,0.09025742493242307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250799837361834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15937717962283135,0.0,0.09127893080754372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05781195251995563,0.0,0.09397738890172697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032129161464576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05847799208498637,0.0,0.07952773384187073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.536774916518751,0.0,0.11401127668786187,0.0,0.10751797595343288,0.07217837339814086,0.0,0.0,0.07042940488073285,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,leanansidhe606,2019/03/24,"Insurmountable anxiety I'm having the absolute worst anxiety today. It's made my head and neck hurt, my stomach ache, feel pins and needles all over, racing thoughts, sweaty palms, numb fingertips, feeling like I'm going to die, positive my fiancé is going to leave me and my child doesn't love me----its dizzying. I have clonazapem but I wish I could get through this without taking one. They are taken on an as-needed basis. Help, world. I'm spinning and feel like I can't breathe. Just knowing others are out there in the same boat, helps. ",3.765742574257427,6.419224039603961,4.004445544554454,84.34191584158418,75.93069306930694,6.812277227722772,27.921782178217825,7.908726449838941,2.005700198019801,432,18,76,7,10,134,79,101,0.152,0.674,0.174,0.7481,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,0,3,0,8,7,5,1,1,18,24,5,1,2,3,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,3,3,10,3,8,20,3,8,0,1,0,1,5,5,0,0,3,43,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31627594479065185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650467384399074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145396546421156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135670448931325,0.2953573942249701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800112324773764,0.0,0.23496411912628865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121513244019025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771161535720963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22129487038853915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360628093761405,0.0,0.0,0.2188835013810116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201983011452911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18657020244515146,0.1956006646787327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327806838259367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14007681849029893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15542549038701814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16411024194568052,0.0,0.0,0.19594358635839865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377143981184693,0.1992678531274356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThrowawayAmbitionLoL,2019/03/24,"I've got a hunch and a limp and I'm so confused about myself I don't know what to do. By some screwed up genetics I've got a hunch and walk with a slight limp. My right foot goes inwards at the very end of a step. I can't stand comfortably without hunching either, compareable to scoliosis + kyphosis. So until I was about 16 I didn't even know I was any different as before I moved abroad I had tons of friends, I had great success in sports and school, unique hobbies like songwriting and stuff like that.

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Then I moved and suddenly I experienced how people started judging me basing on what they saw from the outside.

​

So after 8 years of being here I'm turned from this extremely sociable guy who talks to literally anyone and has fun with life 24/7 to a mentally damaged, depressed guy with insane anxiety issues.  


I'm now afraid to show up somewhere because I'm afraid what people will think of me and I can't help but think I'm worthless. I also hate myself for thinking that because I know there are people who are far worse off but the fear of people not accepting me is so big. I know I shouldn't care about people who would hate me based on my appearance but there's so many people like that out there that I just simply can't ignore it. I don't know how to think even. I think I'm inferior and therefore shouldn't even try to achieve anything in life because at the end of the day I'll still have these issues.",3.9034608150470227,5.3523956344827575,4.565391849529782,85.80924764890284,71.9655172413793,7.479623824451412,27.31974921630094,8.00094639256281,1.6255517241379307,1154,41,231,16,22,369,156,290,0.162,0.7659999999999999,0.071,-0.9803,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,2,21,22,3,4,11,0,21,4,1,3,0,41,46,23,0,3,7,0,2,3,1,4,2,0,0,2,14,13,0,1,11,2,0,5,10,12,0,0,8,4,27,10,37,33,3,30,0,4,1,1,9,13,1,3,14,145,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697550634603495,0.0,0.20858563622823406,0.23392199038715325,0.0654570558545364,0.0,0.07363521103808895,0.0,0.0,0.0673040991910942,0.0,0.07921009328798873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17602941880811376,0.0,0.08190635985806435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813892000121208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06207684881353569,0.0,0.08290474024657146,0.0,0.0,0.10056653378006444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17050764507492006,0.0,0.0,0.19072759386367247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831422312963468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436677769779163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15396866846298934,0.10612205306334208,0.0,0.19061620054598175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900648007069367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451804756713796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200931514463275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264497588573511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359762439209896,0.14107675831263636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758799163310172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700292686092743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20460877395111546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4003887564558599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220169004769955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974157273273378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06813015405430423,0.0,0.07686978438607825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018954401407323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736654266893515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30838326006615197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653511812113902,0.1046983677102438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942088652823738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278688853721086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809260048515092,0.06837716128178185,0.0,0.23392199038715325,0.06198540045072525
anxiety,throwawayyyyyyy84595,2019/03/24,"Weird symptom — feeling like my life will end tomorrow or soon Hey. This is a throwaway cause my boyfriend reddits and I don’t want to worry him.

I suffer from GAD, I’ve been diagnosed since 2016, but I’ve had anxiety in some form or shape my entire life. I manage it with therapy, but since September I’ve had an incredible spike in anxiety due to hormones and trying to find a birth control pill that doesn’t increasy my anxiety tenfold.

However since Friday I’ve had a feeling or symptom I’m a little afraid to discuss. I’ve always had some level of suicidal ideation when the anxiety is too strong, but it’s the anxiety talking and I’m aware of that. But this isn’t it. It’s like I’m afraid that the time is passing, I get super triggered when I notice that its already past a certain hour and I’m completely dreading tomorrow. It has to do with the fact that currently I’m dealing with some tough colleagues at work, but it’s such a complete overreaction. Like I’m going to die tomorrow, legitimately I feel like my life will end.

A friend gets married next weekend and I cannot even imagine myself attending the wedding. In my mind it feels like its obvious I won’t be here. 

Has anyone ever dealt with something like that?",3.221404958677688,5.4175977520661185,4.595867768595042,81.70471074380167,75.61157024793387,7.705785123966942,30.421487603305785,8.575989854853784,2.6230842975206614,984,47,182,20,22,326,130,242,0.141,0.708,0.151,0.5662,2,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,4,8,16,0,3,13,0,19,7,0,3,4,35,33,15,2,1,8,0,4,6,1,3,7,0,0,0,17,9,0,1,6,1,0,3,5,6,0,0,5,4,16,10,17,24,4,27,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,6,23,107,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124013824291159,0.0,0.093508936206232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.429850921422362,0.0,0.0,0.0785785187410654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154449370248394,0.0,0.0,0.23565601328235905,0.0,0.126043420737512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585856493856785,0.0,0.11406305829398262,0.1166324151406338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19907016578549516,0.0,0.0,0.07422575043214216,0.1016538977911058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22729026833698304,0.2408523003048137,0.0,0.0,0.10271303541534786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682429904376171,0.0,0.117427539102714,0.0,0.06386798918550825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067139485786208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381313759422323,0.3294183513406303,0.1126340106191746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347148936961282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195171155944362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12794506511824835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727916635900213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278885016779503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651540495222665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292518240875094,0.0,0.0,0.2336111335375472,0.0,0.09032656845731599,0.0,0.0,0.12851601290057968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552952310114553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629845847858083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628447520292577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181378038328553,0.11412706877445565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pending_questions,2019/03/24,"What do you do if you're about to have an anxiety attack in public? An example: there was a time I was stuck on a train for an hour like this, praying I'd be able to keep it together. My chest hurt, I kept having to take deep breaths and I was incredibly aware of the fact that everyone can see me and I can't leave (my go-to reaction).

Anyway that was a while ago, but lately if I start noticing any kind of physical anxiety, I get worried that it'll spiral out of control and I'll have some sort of breakdown where someone will see it. Even if I'm not actually on the verge of an attack I keep thinking that it might happen anyway and that makes me feel worse. It's like I don't trust myself not to fall apart and I'm not quite sure why since I usually calm down before it gets too bad. Maybe it'll give me some comfort to have some more ideas of what to do if I can't? Especially if I can't (easily) leave and are at the point where it starts getting hard to breathe; what can you do to keep it from getting worse?",5.689166317553417,4.240769571428576,6.513774612484291,83.49845412651864,67.57142857142857,10.102890657729366,30.326351068286552,9.095868883498916,2.0954276497695847,795,23,184,12,11,265,121,217,0.16399999999999998,0.7659999999999999,0.07,-0.9682,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,2,8,11,2,0,10,0,24,3,3,2,2,32,45,13,0,5,9,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,18,7,0,5,3,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,6,4,19,7,23,34,4,21,1,1,2,0,4,12,0,10,10,119,37,0,0.12724775635591176,0.0,0.12417545449383988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127974583192349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653283783351468,0.0,0.1946883706396944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895253858748086,0.0,0.0,0.1062465614148525,0.0,0.0,0.1082784684187745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427191788494971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404594297090749,0.0,0.0,0.12159068428087318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06434028898083123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265926802954005,0.12206764283778455,0.07231783236276061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252477070336388,0.0,0.11398899568836998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253134079019943,0.0,0.13622135497969892,0.1436472282756872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393109575911116,0.0,0.13250895683236688,0.0,0.0,0.14354101169160768,0.26947400171067315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433365244611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493886546259266,0.0,0.1278374745204362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498976069742907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144872414003656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029025986599805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534365212044322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20279997398621696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526065899964178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781661102578692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18013323377864396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992950445010735,0.0,0.09567447660097364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815352242336623,0.0,0.0,0.07419919003048192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401454261984294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482130798881335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922627333251085,0.25935266961326503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Roblew,2019/03/24,"Appreciate you all I personally have never posted on here, but am an active reader on this thread and really want to say that I am so proud of us all sharing with one another to beat these demons. Not alone, but as a community! I cant believe the amount of time my anxiety's have consumed from my life and how much it has prevented me of becoming of what ive always wanted to be. I am so proud of us all and really hope one day we can all beat the anxiety and depression and make it nonexistent, if not, at least be able to be the louder voice in our head :) Love you all <3",6.232500000000003,4.769273250000005,7.648333333333337,75.85000000000005,66.5,12.0,30.833333333333336,11.20814326018867,3.138583333333333,450,13,98,12,6,157,81,120,0.048,0.682,0.27,0.9867,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,4,2,0,4,4,6,0,0,5,0,12,3,1,2,6,24,17,12,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,6,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,0,2,14,5,16,14,8,8,1,1,0,1,10,4,0,2,3,76,20,0,0.18865922620515346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19539406170286114,0.0,0.0,0.15697958937819426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978256481770638,0.2886475833278647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20835929314096716,0.0,0.21255434327439607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166959351394922,0.0,0.16249191508542646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19361879427456533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18738118000864815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332555907848612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702723173981177,0.0,0.12593149845484006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13868623866957128,0.0,0.14550562572178954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556807484315247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16472995939675686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18068338847764973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24171986240520016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15002938890521586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000871195753316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4538676402539093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22255219921560634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Octothorpe110,2019/03/24,"Can’t even go to the gas station I’m a senior in high school with terrible anxiety.  This past year I’ve taken many strides and am trying my best to get involved with my old extracurricular activities, which for about a year now, I’ve been too embarrassed to take up again because I essentially ghosted on everyone.  

Despite all this, sometimes, it feels like I’ve made no progress.  My dad asked me to put gas in the car before he had to drive into the city the other day.  We had roughly 30 miles left in the tank, and I knew I really needed to get gas, but the thought of going to the station, possibly causing an accident, taking up someone’s time, or embarrassing myself in any way paralyzed me, and so I just kept driving home, where I lied and said I forgot about it.  I feel like such an asshole, but I know that given the exact same scenario now, I’d probably do it again.",9.703226600985225,6.3593458908045974,9.769802955665023,69.29120689655176,61.35632183908046,12.931362889983582,40.94909688013136,10.914260884657429,4.276861412151066,691,28,135,13,7,231,120,174,0.102,0.843,0.055,-0.802,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,2,12,6,0,2,12,0,6,0,0,2,2,25,26,8,1,1,4,1,3,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,8,8,0,2,5,0,0,6,2,3,0,0,11,4,15,3,21,15,3,30,0,0,0,0,6,12,0,1,13,83,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11512279262134745,0.0,0.1295061474931824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582630052891076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319742214772183,0.0,0.1440530552010142,0.0,0.17765908258043195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739071419482855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917784338526942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118142419172801,0.0,0.0,0.16176355105891654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17119590506874632,0.2418811730055518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17689374898250926,0.0,0.1924224612612664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17886384938473945,0.16981135949755566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303718488611036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18393374069281507,0.0,0.0,0.16541278022046393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601859954693411,0.0,0.1716331719544145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552615814374127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17764104933353345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616061621487525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19084868629825288,0.0,0.0,0.18252291572069207,0.0,0.0,0.1701828939603505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845130865731953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610332596637898,0.0,0.0,0.1713302015917909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343860276648476,0.0,0.16743182956267275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545695531234257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13439710195239188,0.09871417811334912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493658527627736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437427407015795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21803401660771385
anxiety,rainlynn08,2019/03/24,I’m at work and having a hell of a time Just got to work and I’m already exhausted and I have a huge prep list to do. I looked at it once and immediately started having a panic attack. I’m also getting over a recent break up with my ex girlfriend. So that maybe some of the anxiety. I already took some anti anxiety meds so they should kick in soon but I’m just super broken up by everything. Need some encouragement. ,0.5523467230443977,2.976995418604652,3.238160676532768,85.77163847780129,89.0,5.917970401691332,20.608879492600426,7.348242739294969,0.9316186046511628,330,11,66,6,11,115,58,86,0.19,0.693,0.118,-0.3716,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,3,6,6,2,1,6,0,5,1,0,0,0,13,15,8,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,1,5,2,12,12,3,13,1,0,1,0,4,7,1,3,4,44,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4700615981258043,0.17032153129418953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258611082023534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242297633864535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914143792517088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127424101729202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17034106450729802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17885113708948475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139689236709144,0.0,0.2365748536942243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15792336422970468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268187496338934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498883449192361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102939107008527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507496698192991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241914461126018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366307036414136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101066883107356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kxpsule,2019/03/24,"Whenever I have a massive panic attack I quit my job (19M) My first ever panic attack was when I was 17 years old working at Kroger. I worked as a grocery clerk for 2 months, until one day I was overwhelmed with social anxiety and stress. The next day I put my resignation letter on my manager's desk. For the next couple days I shut everyone out close to me, eventually acting like nothing happened. I didn't even know it was a panic attack until researching about it.  I've always struggled with social situations, which I try to avoid them in every situation. I don't like talking to phone calls, job interviews are the worst, etc.

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Fast forward to May 2018: I graduated high school with 1 year of college behind me as well as being a certified pharmacy technician. I felt so ready to start my adult life. I networked within the top ranked children's hospital and got offered a job making almost $20/hr AT 18 YEARS OLD. I worked so hard to get to that point, but it would not last at all. I worked there for about 2 months until one day I had a massive panic attack from the stress of my responsibilities. I delivered medications to every child on every floor. If a medication was given to the wrong patient it would be my responsibility. Along with the social anxiety, this caused so much conflict within me. The massive panic attack made me not show up to work, I was a no show. I shut everyone out, including my family because I knew they would be upset. WHO THE HELL LEAVES A JOB MAKING SO MUCH MONEY? My employer tried calling me, but I didn't talk to anyone, I was so upset with myself. I regret it so much. I eventually dropped my classes I had planned for the fall semester and became a disappointment over night. I never knew anxiety could cause this much damage to my life.

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I did nothing for about 3 months, until my parents told me I needed to get my life together. I applied to a 4-year university and moved in. My first day I was victim of a hazing incident that absolutely destroyed any progress I made. I dropped out the same day, moved back home and now 3 months into heavy procrastination every single day. I signed up for a couple college courses this upcoming summer at the community college I had went to while in high school. I'm actually very excited to start classes again as I love learning! My only problem is my parents want me to get a job as they are paying for my phone, car insurance. I feel bad because I cost them money, but I know for a fact if I get another job, even if it's part-time, I'll end up quitting again. I feel like I cannot get out of this tiring loop of anxiety.

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Anyone who reads this thank you!

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anxiety,ThiccyBiccy,2019/03/24,"Anxiety, Insomnia and Sleep Paralysis Recently, my sleep schedule has been the worst it has been for years. I've previously struggled with insomnia before, but never to this degree. I'm 18 and I feel like my life has changed so much in the past 6 months with starting university and such, and all of these changes have now just caught up with me and it keeps me up at night (alongside all of the general things I over-think at night anyway).

I've never frequently suffered from sleep paralysis, I used to get it very occasionally when I was feeling extremely anxious) but recently I've been getting it almost every night for the past month. I also don't know its link to anxiety, and was wondering if anyone else experienced the same thing when they're particularly anxious. It ranges from auditory hallucinations to seeing people standing at the side of my bed or in the corner of my room, and I feel like if I didn't have my boyfriend with me I would actually go insane. 

Does anyone else suffer from sleep paralysis as a by-product of feeling particularly anxious, and if so, how would you suggest I get rid of it, or at least lessen the frequency of it occurring?",8.633449564134501,7.816550360730599,8.823860523038608,67.26014943960149,61.374429223744286,12.347198007471981,38.63055209630552,11.567385478589935,4.523891324200913,935,41,166,24,11,309,123,219,0.096,0.846,0.058,-0.8165,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,0,10,6,0,1,9,0,14,7,4,2,4,39,30,22,0,5,8,0,4,2,0,2,3,1,2,0,12,12,0,1,7,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,7,7,18,2,29,21,6,32,0,2,1,0,2,11,0,7,20,115,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.10264478201992296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532696289135934,0.0,0.0,0.08411591082254688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16093152586058593,0.3564852301571472,0.0,0.1470947285517024,0.21554765520510605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950416033184383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22254225454459736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204755991471583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17573610533990885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886223768611533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21273753221056727,0.15028748442532822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16486349194612546,0.0,0.059778707227499124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934927100283971,0.0,0.0,0.057806584534079324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429483838810767,0.10277555016885348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16791433747366924,0.0,0.07732262209730037,0.0,0.16224935680205568,0.0,0.0,0.2961252462220535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008207854722968,0.07292160526360816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077137717659895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381833273053957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4210413722990111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445004566772083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996155213457548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13975965673872492,0.06739790365595147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084553260738784,0.0,0.08678812944243725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406797343272596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14943993157567675,0.0,0.0,0.0677352922262607
anxiety,blizz1221,2019/03/24,Dacning during gym So my pe teacher is making us dance in front of almost 80 people for a grade and if you don't do it I will fail for the whole year. I've been having anxiety for this for about a week now and it's due tomorrow and I legit can't function just thinking about it. Any help getting through this?,0.7683766233766249,2.8878707727272754,2.7477489177489183,92.1559090909091,83.69696969696969,5.58961038961039,21.549783549783545,6.868970318607317,0.5272147186147191,245,8,53,3,7,82,52,66,0.083,0.8740000000000001,0.043,-0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,1,0,8,10,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,9,8,1,8,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,5,37,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571509555482915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425461135441547,0.0,0.2728496420153972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18634403469989724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390666901615881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23807830902805044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472683184350086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285381162799053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4290270569318761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28609713447104385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3982064983357436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22968215999833386
anxiety,Druedha,2019/03/24,"Anxiety over Reputation for years. Please help me To put things simply, I betrayed a former friend of mine a couple of years ago and took things way too far. It's what I thought was the right thing to do at the time and what I thought he ""deserved"", but looking back I was in the wrong and he had every right to be angry. I still don't agree with how he handled a situation (which originally had nothing to do with me) but I should've stayed out of it and not made things worse. 

I know better now. I am no longer a betrayer and I would never, ever escalate things as far as I did. It was literally the worst thing I've ever done in my entire life, and I will never be forgiven by him. I hate who I used to be. Years later, I still feel the guilt and wish I could do something to make everything right even though that's impossible. 

I constantly worry about him telling people what I did and how I treated him.  


I am afraid of losing my connections if they found out my secret.  
I am afraid of my friends turning their backs on me.  
I am afraid of family members disowning me.  
I am afraid of losing my job if they found out because they don't want the negative PR. They put out a statement about firing me and then I can never find another job afterwards.  
I am afraid of news outlets writing about my harassment and everybody knows, ruining my life.  
I am afraid of the first page of googling my name would bring up something like this, ruining my life  
I am afraid of becoming popular and him noticing me, getting mad and spilling the beans which then ruins my life.  


This is baggage that I have been carrying around me for three years. I cannot do anything without connecting it to him. I can't continue with my careers or hobbies because I'm afraid I might get ""connected"" to him or one of his friends, they'll remember who I was and tell everyone what a fucking piece of shit I am. I can apologize all I want, but in this day and age, everyone is apologizing. Some good, some bad (including my previous apology to him where I failed to go into detail of what I did and how it affected him), but it feels like nobody is forgiven for what they did. Ever. Your identity is sealed once people find out the worst thing you've ever done in your life. This makes me afraid to do almost anything. I just want to do good things for others, but I feel those will come with consequences.

I didn't sexually harass anybody or do anything racist, like you commonly see in the headlines, and I don't think what I did was as bad as what those people did, but I still went too far and did bad things. 

Every single day of my life, I wonder and worry if my entire life will be taken away from me because somebody finds out, word goes around and suddenly the whole world knows what I did. Then, what I did in the past becomes my identity for the entire world and I will not be allowed to live a successful life because nobody wants to associate themselves with me. 

I have not done anything even close to what I did back then and I've done a lot of good things for people since then and try to improve myself every day, but none of that matters if they find out about this. 

I've told many people in person though and usually they show understanding of why I did what I did, even though I shouldn't have done it. Virtually everybody has told me there's nothing to worry about, but I'm always afraid I'm leaving stuff out of the story by mistake. So I elaborate thoroughly but it gets to the point that they get annoyed and don't want to hear it anymore.   
They get tired of hearing the story and my fears, but guess what? So am I.

Logically I know there's nothing I can do but live my life. I go about every day trying to be a good person to others, but afraid that everything I've ever worked for in my entire life will mean nothing, because of what I did. I've tried many things like therapy and prescription meds but I continue to have these panic attacks over what I did and what might happen. 

I apologize for ranting, but I've been tired for a very long time. I'm tired of these thoughts going through my head again and again and again. What I just told you is what I tell myself constantly and I need it to stop if I'm ever going to be happy again.

​

I just don't know what to do. Nothing I've tried works. Please help me.",4.536643917624518,5.330899248842599,5.229145913154536,84.10458333333334,69.82175925925927,8.643805874840359,28.20673690932312,8.841846274778883,2.0030414112388244,3397,115,697,58,58,1099,308,864,0.166,0.738,0.096,-0.9966,3,0,2,0,0,0,83.0,0,4,11,8,44,51,8,14,26,0,87,16,2,10,10,147,146,69,0,17,29,0,4,4,3,11,13,2,0,2,61,48,0,1,25,1,0,10,19,35,0,3,41,8,122,16,101,86,11,100,0,6,2,1,51,36,2,16,56,510,183,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03848826167984413,0.0,0.04347778652454568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03612802796216602,0.04704439249419301,0.05275875236564583,0.0,0.045528533851340064,0.03321536259263943,0.0,0.043059911526645976,0.0,0.0,0.14292031936712554,0.07730410606164337,0.0,0.04939530101365437,0.04079351398093856,0.10015943119439788,0.10875897877269323,0.13233888358244564,0.095905593823902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0384005151662892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03740156360384337,0.0,0.09384087690402544,0.0,0.0346664825593532,0.04804222018274682,0.0,0.11200647151719274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22216320050542512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603338127633844,0.235649447690892,0.14632928460840128,0.0829772965484547,0.07804426919633961,0.0,0.04093150300029017,0.048858367409715234,0.0658617467738298,0.031018492253949925,0.0,0.0,0.15873646160963706,0.03693211966128117,0.0,0.0952132312867606,0.10063607279405988,0.040140101124132216,0.11342299432416318,0.0,0.09870391399138083,0.14567095388358292,0.0,0.0,0.04783084646753782,0.0,0.03839521638899375,0.0462202583365134,0.0,0.04286720430741429,0.044560348522124746,0.0,0.0978725793606342,0.0,0.05820558706902192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617317671071037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930954207225067,0.0,0.0,0.04597437765132038,0.0,0.0,0.3066807429590053,0.08484918405542903,0.0,0.0766794212898191,0.03842438671915309,0.03646096584710624,0.09714935303318167,0.0,0.03691322159422996,0.0,0.041084041373844096,0.05796494583168929,0.08803996026043197,0.0,0.04729594344481534,0.048228643111804984,0.0,0.0,0.09212124654649627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0321945864216589,0.10046206648046234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083081716590083,0.04943273956211647,0.0,0.0462397433892018,0.02942179064587613,0.0,0.0,0.050942759201645836,0.0,0.0,0.04144828162121241,0.15050609547854135,0.07582346982644356,0.0,0.09532189331837933,0.041044923070482776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729603403970182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04918518365393624,0.11123858690035317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034599265727054386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04456890767872297,0.0359165875591383,0.048804696480514664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06685202711275952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04627880228730336,0.104023240708072,0.036300169635115946,0.0,0.0,0.04970428694027725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385017571064117,0.0,0.049653330430560416,0.0,0.31730168557919225,0.027821097152282436,0.12797663476919785,0.103409341390152,0.0506358544754316,0.14971101849165716,0.0,0.12446594482268206,0.04824002879852842,0.11791441345476973,0.047227327759737134,0.0,0.04520063736104518,0.0,0.03750001485836717,0.04781981719386512,0.0358251644325394,0.1280480492424425,0.034463925634093666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0402497830880467,0.03917883092532258,0.04847568474442273,0.04992962668863318,0.0418542990935694,0.047085977436860674,0.0632189962862792,0.13228209300221247,0.04424759903361805,0.0616871242171078,0.04747178391642278,0.05275875236564583,0.11184146944894684
anxiety,throawai679,2019/03/24,"Friend isolated me, now have no social skills Hi guys, I just wanted to put this here to see if anyone could please help me. I used to be a decent kid who was funny, got good grades, did well in sport, and eventually started getting popular. But jealous friend started leaving me out of my friend group, arranging stuff outside of school, and would then tell me about how amazing it was right to my face. None of my other friends noticed/cared, and he kept emotionally abusing me til it got to the point where I withdrew from the friend group. He made a point to always butt into my conversations and take them over, isolating me. I started to get anxious and depressed and whenever at school I put my earbuds in and walked round with my head down, I stopped going to lunch too. Nobody noticed/cared which made me worse. Fast forward a few years, I'm about to graduate high school and go to college, and I have a complete lack of social skills. I have managed to sort out the depression but still get very anxious. I want to get better, and I've realised that if I don't put in an effort with other people, no-one will put in an effort with me. However, I always convince myself that they don't like me or that I'm inconveniencing them by talking to them. I have managed to talk to people a few times, and I've managed to sustain a conversation, but I can't help but think that they were just putting up with me or whatever. Can anyone relate, and does anyone know how I can get past this? I'm a decent guy with a lot to offer, but just have extremely low self confidence, I find it hard to even look people in the eye. Thanks :)",6.267975077881622,5.9862310155763305,6.43665109034268,80.67809190031154,65.94704049844236,9.12710280373832,31.852024922118375,8.515128840125781,2.3019669781931458,1280,45,254,16,18,410,170,321,0.08199999999999999,0.772,0.146,0.9716,1,1,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,5,5,14,17,1,0,14,0,18,5,4,5,0,49,45,25,0,7,12,0,2,1,5,2,0,0,0,4,14,20,1,2,3,1,0,9,5,4,1,0,9,5,37,13,44,32,5,39,0,3,4,1,30,19,1,6,14,167,51,9,0.0,0.1025492036607466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403532304865246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19555679241856447,0.0,0.18155616121958906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654764069884118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074744986570593,0.0,0.0,0.06910421487198097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490931118805353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574167473478105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735862580015542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05716635423187358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910637120675175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343468140215985,0.0,0.2260975556946349,0.0,0.09837826017519632,0.0725951708580653,0.13844605172741528,0.0,0.0,0.17139889968728242,0.0,0.0,0.07753301439324083,0.0,0.08882666113503501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160270987597576,0.09144625941987716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04756636164354077,0.0,0.0,0.09164538878102203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04228462057435246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.072681340370328,0.0,0.0,0.07358286760986887,0.0,0.16379397119662376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262306261740571,0.18001143687453575,0.0,0.0,0.09500739780275293,0.1636380142352401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4350400912050215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391438495917363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26278377852958423,0.0689702247443631,0.0,0.09029194026647826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764564151724287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837844853740416,0.0,0.06912002455842778,0.07236080897620824,0.0,0.0,0.0990805951800494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06507584812527571,0.13913340259728735,0.07564969988951895,0.07968485989493945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0554586140169813,0.0,0.0,0.0504687916044787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475258212419672,0.0,0.07141393294031513,0.102100464258383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782006327948117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820322586675056,0.06148359989270762,0.0,0.0,0.0557362354485029
anxiety,Etnique,2019/03/24,"Am I having anxiety/panic attacks or is it something else? Hi everyone,
For the past two days when it gets dark I have experienced the following feelings: my heart started to beat fast, couldn’t breathe properly, I start having abdominal and back pain ( that are quick and poweful, like getting stabed somehow ), my arm and me leg start to go numb and have a very very dry mouth like being dehydrated. Are these symptoms usual for a panic attack or I may be becoming claustrophobic lately cause it happened twice staying in the same place. 
Thank you for your answers in prior.
God bless.",6.936522911051212,8.205415886792455,6.791185983827492,73.34424528301888,64.66037735849056,9.453369272237195,34.95417789757413,9.606745405546679,3.4939611859838267,468,21,77,9,7,148,82,106,0.129,0.765,0.107,-0.5574,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,1,4,9,2,1,5,0,12,8,5,1,0,13,22,7,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,5,0,2,0,2,9,4,7,18,1,18,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,4,14,51,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3918155917341606,0.0,0.13241484512309412,0.0,0.0,0.19018664844425534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17690174353989085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105783600608306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385499562741458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16454904555924485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707191019951505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17993977858378682,0.0,0.09786794409937892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522801169392221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20406349169194316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19425449089423308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16826111278099426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18323802569574624,0.20204520401288906,0.0,0.0,0.16438894648389954,0.0,0.0,0.17991734164526896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325716516768128,0.0,0.0,0.3656622857303735,0.1835473813383134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17898670092492022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15854302362893385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16821904629100942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896592346431323,0.2841739540615172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Iamamessatlifeitself,2019/03/24,"Anxiety has been ruining my life this spring, looking for advice on mistakes I've made due to it I hope this is relevant enough that I can post about this... here goes nothing;

I've had a horrible start to 2019, I mean it started off almost alright with me getting the medication I needed to control my feelings of general anxiety, and I thought that'd be enough.

Recently I've moved, which caused a big stir with my family for reasons that pretty much boil down to that noone trusted me to arrange the switch between my old place and new place. I got through it, but it was a hell of a time convincing my parents which left me with a lot of sleepless nights and made studying or looking for summerjobs a lesser priority.

And a few weeks ago now, I kinda fel for an email scam which I only realised after I had filled it in. I was naive enough to fall for it being a competition by Spotify and I didnt notice the odd email adress. So they stole 85 euros from me and I'm still untangling that mess and feeling absolutely horrible. No Idea how to fix that.

I need some advice on what to do in order to get my life together after these three months of my life being on fire.

If this doesnt fit in with this subreddit, please direct me to one that is more suitable. I'm looking for supportive advice, please be kind.",6.677598901098904,6.102823957692312,7.12901098901099,77.02884615384617,65.19230769230771,10.505494505494507,34.34065934065934,9.957137785484203,3.2107582417582416,1039,41,203,20,14,341,154,260,0.118,0.758,0.125,-0.0222,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,1,6,10,1,0,12,1,17,5,0,6,0,34,37,12,0,5,3,1,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,23,11,1,1,6,0,1,3,3,4,0,2,10,6,25,6,39,22,8,35,1,1,3,0,4,13,1,7,17,141,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261763101019137,0.0986284087187458,0.0,0.11141435628346197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17023259635775004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429829730890152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479151315390613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448949165193741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488935668142492,0.0,0.11251637072750456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626120748566746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898761143171888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050979333930143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256029856771471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586384789247238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12088815412248825,0.0,0.2357661713667597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803000357689724,0.0,0.0,0.0945922769078432,0.0,0.2105604902680951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119860542459356,0.0,0.11208630394796372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880949049907333,0.11825552726825705,0.08179149887769949,0.16500099976140142,0.0,0.10745901346749917,0.0,0.10441328849208456,0.0,0.10676036067692073,0.12667426973385418,0.1167523613091591,0.0,0.07539504946201549,0.08462093054901633,0.0,0.0,0.12354498620962885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23249342143155285,0.24426789477408986,0.0,0.0,0.10655970850214648,0.1131950129906472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439744280640154,0.10985931587331553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15750580261009192,0.0,0.08885520115324809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262605386796225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833081691939494,0.06487866083129927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924889483411852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spaceman_sloth,2019/03/24,"Would therapy help me? I suffer pretty much daily from general anxiety. I overthink every part of my day. When I go to certain places like restaurants, I sweat and fidget until it's over, and at its worst I get stomach pain and dizziness with the occasional mild panic attack. I talked to my doctor and he prescribed me to Lorazepam which I take as needed, and it helps calm me down but I don't want to keep throwing medicine at it forever. 

Would talking to a therapist help me deal with anxiety? What would a session be like? Is it really like me laying on a couch talking to a person who scribbles in a notebook?

Thanks everyone",3.5717355371900834,5.854942041322317,4.790909090909093,80.30636363636367,74.86776859504133,7.375206611570247,29.181818181818183,8.296473431620573,2.410480991735537,501,22,87,9,11,165,84,121,0.123,0.68,0.197,0.8928,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,1,11,1,1,6,0,6,4,2,0,1,16,13,9,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,1,1,8,7,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,15,6,18,9,3,12,0,1,0,0,10,7,0,0,6,63,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475282332117659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18405235762175112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433712685511427,0.16679192978579027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655925110162256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363097767834008,0.15459129457071824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452532563010409,0.0,0.09194542650720136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32532068760498795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14380081968250855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23711808685050845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892966236849255,0.11996059163452714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172149303635365,0.1898183580707044,0.0,0.17519602234203036,0.0,0.0,0.1412633195692129,0.16902957210195546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16459222366012038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364280515279548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164123660127325,0.3901069205866412,0.0,0.14894872944813534,0.18501380378247392,0.18784338908215656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542424023460386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447795766218535,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mcampo44,2019/03/24,"I feel like I may have an anxiety disorder but am worried I’m over reacting and I’m scared to seek help. I am 20 years old and this has been on my mind sense before I even graduated high school. For as long as I can remember I have worried excessively about what others have thought about me. This what’s about it for a while until I got to high school. When I got to high school things got a lot more serious. I started to not want to go out or see my friends because I was nervous to be around them. 

I started not doing well I’m school because I because to nervous to participate. Eventually this lead to me barely showing up and almost not even graduating.

I have had multiple conversations with my family about it because I felt like it was controlling and ruining my life. It would cause me to break down in front of them. But there best response was “what do you want us to do about it” I don’t know how to respond to this because I don’t even know what to do about it. They eventually said to just get over it. 

So I tried to get over it and ignore it. But this did not help in the slightest. 

After High school I thought it would all be over and the anxiety would just go away. But oh boy was I wrong. 

It kicked up several notches. 

Most of my friends went to college and moved or found new friends. While I was I. Able to do so because I’m so scared of other people. 

I eventually started getting so foggy headed that I can’t focus at work or in college. I started noticing I fell like I’m constantly walking weird. I clench my jaw and tense my eyebrows uncomfortably at times and I terrible in social situations. It’s starting to impact me so I can’t do my job and I’m falling school which just makes it worse. 

I but I’m not sure if I’m just over reacting or if this is a serious problem. 

As I type this I’m hiding in the bathroom at work because I got to stressed out and couldn’t focus. 

One last thing is I constantly feel like everyone treats me differently. Like they almost baby me. I’m 20 years old and while I may act strange at times this just makes things worse.",1.7212021857923467,3.8444657377049225,3.3806206088992994,88.9331635441062,80.14754098360656,6.689617486338799,25.15495706479313,7.793537801064563,1.3573725214676031,1638,64,350,28,42,543,182,427,0.175,0.737,0.08800000000000001,-0.9841,2,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,1,4,5,24,25,0,5,7,0,36,3,2,8,2,71,75,37,0,9,21,0,3,5,3,5,1,1,0,1,32,16,0,2,9,1,0,10,10,13,1,1,18,5,53,12,59,49,5,59,0,1,1,0,16,26,0,12,27,241,85,15,0.06979060041265174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397704101638559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677923658080986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062128430833790126,0.0,0.0,0.06557056645376627,0.0,0.0,0.2978059156703341,0.0,0.05938666063055927,0.0,0.07324092939520199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169417132945763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15083769096210456,0.07827609277799484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07291632325911916,0.07998607444696161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828810008518344,0.0,0.0,0.06668790950476411,0.0,0.0,0.0657923668646726,0.0,0.07057644908309799,0.09971683775923948,0.06700992102379709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652179109016675,0.16176013426723534,0.0,0.10938812464441562,0.0,0.07932721307905527,0.0,0.22327167457071093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716252906120872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355833666776386,0.29495040442327825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06925640204325169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07671017760982743,0.05688865416366466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049295165024715065,0.1704808105111404,0.0,0.0,0.06176248518307896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05933347273534801,0.0,0.0,0.0931715354166775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046861135298947,0.0,0.0,0.07417636336009956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674041967712968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079457061138789,0.1464669901808888,0.0,0.047291917034547985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04838401487003024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678017916844316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790591454030684,0.0,0.06638684287911502,0.0,0.13974513216348944,0.4237908813596072,0.05561407270938764,0.0,0.0,0.07884351336168105,0.0,0.0,0.07844755897535091,0.0,0.07114272818314536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24699073091161936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994489697486745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06577681495109462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909732140629644,0.0,0.0,0.11081188208386128,0.08139092068351735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04738323650486216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394949920643878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232860867097617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275013128513733,0.06469658578463366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016167766048994,0.1417514848708195,0.14224516839658166,0.14873172042899868,0.07630506563923661,0.0,0.08988571698206414
anxiety,anxioussashell,2019/03/24,"Going back to school.. I am 24 turning 25 this year and I graduated with my bachelor's degree when I was 22. I've been working in my field for a while but I want to go back to get a college diploma to be able to move to a different area. I have anxiety about going back to school for 2 years and finishing college at 26. my family tells me I should just work and make money instead of worrying about going back to school but I feel like going back to school would be beneficial because I'm not really happy in my position right now. 

Any experience with going back to school at a later age would be appreciated. Thanks so much everyone. ",3.478828125,4.993666726562502,5.534812500000001,78.17893750000003,73.140625,9.1825,26.8625,9.642632912329526,2.52516,503,18,99,13,10,175,80,128,0.07200000000000001,0.8,0.128,0.8115,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,13,3,0,0,4,0,10,0,0,1,0,15,23,8,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,1,7,1,0,0,0,2,1,12,3,21,15,1,27,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,15,67,13,10,0.1115066091370884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07582831793777635,0.0,0.08530225078286198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5144501972052329,0.0,0.06797339396304146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650067357629801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654934354124312,0.0,0.10907486017682297,0.10511850726037088,0.0,0.05638109197844063,0.07966034384760996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05825760100855825,0.0,0.38023065386053984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870085888340227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054476496807996086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443152746201671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185138787673456,0.08197018783064644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143398910312923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522603494131217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5642532075023935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746169123856094,0.1026603043080223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128717081228725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06576948710567798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16235627897821114,0.11324037423832647,0.0,0.15842219170015515,0.0,0.0,0.14361320079299705
anxiety,pbear93,2019/03/24,"I never believed in anxiety until I got it. I used to never understand anxiety. My girlfriend had it for a while and I would constantly tell her things like ""just get over it"" or ""dont think about it."" I was always been a practical thinker and outgoing and never understood why she couldn't just get over it or why she had it in the first place for no reason. I never understood it until anxiety started hitting me. Im a 25 year old senior college student in the engineering field and for the past two years I've been living with anxiety. At first it would manifest physically as stomach aches, rappid heartbeats and an inability to focus. After getting multiple tests done by doctors everything pointed straight to anxiety. 

For the past month it has been hitting the hardest. I haven't had a day of visual clarity in a couple months and everything is just a blur. Its as if im looking at life through lenses and im just in the passengers seat while life happens. I can't focus, can't sleep very well and its starting to effect my work, school and social life. Hell I went out for my two year old nieces birthday party yesterday and was panicking. 

I have yet to see a therapist or take medication because like i said before, im a very practical thinker and honestly believe they'll just tell me what i already know. I have been meditating which seems to help for a little while, but i guess the point of this post is to ask if there's anyone else out there like me who used to never understand anxiety, suddenly starts having it and now is having trouble controlling it. Most of it is visual so even things like driving terrifies me because i feel like ill just pass out behind the steering wheel. I apologise for the essay sized post, but like many of you, sometimes you just need to let it all out. Thanks for the space.",6.058212898212898,6.70171222222222,6.634551929551929,75.91293123543126,66.37891737891738,10.142501942501942,33.61836311836312,10.125756701596842,3.4433407407407417,1454,62,264,33,22,476,184,351,0.062,0.8170000000000001,0.122,0.9307,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,1,5,15,11,1,0,20,0,28,8,2,5,6,59,57,27,0,6,14,0,1,6,1,3,6,1,0,0,21,17,0,1,12,0,0,3,11,2,1,4,15,4,29,9,44,35,2,56,1,0,2,0,14,19,1,9,38,189,50,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443830460494953,0.0,0.06366819250835329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512113257879801,0.0,0.0,0.053502397323754086,0.0784006089445526,0.0,0.0,0.07153297480042235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328798710066702,0.0,0.06511024827813759,0.17241669314699712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268758845812145,0.08582021250063643,0.0,0.08466449722434377,0.0,0.04934707201709156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831829199165045,0.0,0.07830335734274749,0.08967723984366943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06392005359131606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050538692442911766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375369162294124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03868924497183476,0.05466369042372018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017047632926007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119930770288383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061197556868915426,0.0,0.08429199467853017,0.0,0.06766364416608403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051287666828273064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33060554019855914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04205168851560039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824371696914449,0.16213845329531887,0.2242937612153245,0.07669003800100536,0.06756582674844437,0.0,0.06425492681264182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07757612931653762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708272926670635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122150123098578,0.0,0.0,0.05673631365009892,0.2950727615672486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16058323525808593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608808297886286,0.0,0.0,0.07994387730377216,0.0,0.14466641059283403,0.0,0.14656408270939916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867211962616931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278509645710961,0.0,0.0,0.07743919035676469,0.06097406460337833,0.0696581142480028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765721620763671,0.07799934608219153,0.0,0.0,0.07567717308929167,0.0,0.16247717222657476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057531188022328365,0.0,0.13375829078088372,0.07044648343765603,0.0,0.08884202132423745,0.10166886003720364,0.04902894149495449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14949179077312866,0.15931358799971168,0.0,0.132172072473423,0.0,0.12626891609599936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879788464412509,0.0709319351931652,0.1380892060988159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055705216320619484,0.0,0.0,0.10871082429559913,0.0,0.0,0.14782312948446102
anxiety,Joz86,2019/03/24,"My anxiety sky rockets at meetings. I need to get out. Advice please? I'm so upset with myself for having anxiety. I feel trapped and limited. I wish I was someone else. I don't understand why this has to happen to me. 

I'm working at a job that requires a weekly team meeting where each one of us has to give our boss an update. This meeting is difficult for me. There's 5 of us but still I'm uncomfortable. I go in confident and then when its my turn to speak, I speak but after I'm done I start shaking. I have a list of things to ask but I can't get through it all because of my nervousness.

When I'm done with the meeting I often have to go into the bathroom to recover. My head hurts and I start to analyze how I did and how my teammates view me. It's never ending. It's so stressful.

I've decided to ask my boss if I could take the call at my desk instead. We usually take the call in the conference room which is 2 ft from our desks. I don't see the need for me to be there. In making this request I might come off as not being a team player but I've tried this for 7 months now and it's getting worse. I spend weekends preparing for and thinking about this little 20 to 30 minute call.

At this past meeting. I put my hands under the table and started rubbing and squeezing them repeatedly. I know my coworrker could see this and probably thought im even more of a weirdo. I couldn't stop. My hands were sweating too. At one point I clapped them together, not loudly. 

Any advice?",0.9370664711632416,3.1085072032258125,2.9568621700879767,90.59499022482895,83.41935483870971,6.080156402737049,23.910068426197466,7.348242739294969,1.0754086021505374,1163,45,249,18,33,391,169,310,0.122,0.8440000000000001,0.034,-0.9739,1,1,0,0,0,0,30.0,5,0,2,5,16,6,0,4,13,0,21,4,4,5,2,47,53,22,0,7,7,0,5,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,15,16,0,3,6,3,1,5,7,6,0,2,6,11,43,0,41,41,3,41,0,1,3,0,23,17,0,3,19,171,58,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21729292766342226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560805987142752,0.0,0.1701089476796928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078816628204697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777595204787527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405899537097439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577406551682198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17754070428949034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275570416895296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928788930224796,0.0,0.09847488608416556,0.0,0.0,0.07343513569173392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05621732215424387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742651414990617,0.10665659279313136,0.12637540004351389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983185090581125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410554339422985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902339760181806,0.0,0.1200964129233486,0.0,0.11033169040072116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06110311333633954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114342907302093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742153266446964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179472921999552,0.0,0.0,0.08874498360477635,0.0,0.0,0.16488115106065235,0.08575096519998973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15068057233044665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613648353305116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204523522813157,0.10510360456912513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198737732597238,0.0,0.0,0.11176933900455947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17719646043013695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942047549307908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360870970839924,0.0,0.08879066105695525,0.09295372946782607,0.12735942616019982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16719113197076338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738648565244301,0.07124139540355368,0.0,0.08826665771030408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548576631188138,0.12093486868502715,0.0,0.11574512899706688,0.2674782368843228,0.0,0.1224520545033326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918406877788475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032510832057166,0.0,0.12785463699748173,0.0,0.0,0.08094234182775781,0.0,0.1133046867690936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rozlada,2019/03/24,"Failed at waiting tables & feel worthless I've never posted to Reddit before so I'm sorry if I did anything wrong. I read the rules and I think my post is ok but I don't know how to categorize it properly. This is a vent/hoping for similar stories post.

Hello and thank you for taking time out of your day to read this. I am in my early 20s with GAD in the US. I thought for years that the GAD was a huge misdiagnosis since I've never felt super anxious in daily life. Sure I get very, very nervous and worried often but I can still go to job interviews, be alone, make/answer phone calls (with a script I write beforehand lol), make small talk with strangers, etc and be fine. That all changed recently.

A couple months ago I got a job as a server at a small restaurant. I had ZERO experience waiting tables, which they were aware of. I went into it with a healthy amount of confidence and an understanding that waiting tables would not be easy. That was all shattered in the first 2 hours of my ""training"". The place, despite its size, was severely understaffed in proportion to the volume of customers. Servers had to do EVERYTHING. In addition to their own work/side work, they were the bussers, hosts, cashiers, expos, they made appetizers/salads, and cleaned the whole place before closing. The only things they didn't do were wash dishes and cook entrees. A hefty chunk was taken from their tips too. Morale was low; one of their servers was quitting the day I came in. I gave 110% to keep up but was admonished for being too slow and banished to the back to help with to-go orders, which I managed to screw up also. I was expected to know the menu after being shown once and one of the servers expressed frustration when I didn't know the prices. I spent the night bussing/cleaning tables and trying to jump in and help the others whenever I could. At closing I grabbed a broom and thought it would be something I could do to give them a break and show I wasn't totally useless but someone literally took it out of my hands because I was sweeping wrong. At that point I was emotionally destroyed. I sobbed driving home. I told them I wouldn't be returning. I wasn't paid for my training either.

Before I go on, something important: I was coddled, as someone else put it, throughout my teenage years and wasn't allowed to get a job. I was told to focus on school (taught at home) and nothing else. It worked; I got into a good college and graduated with a bachelor's degree. However I think not being allowed to work impacted me very, very negatively socially. I have very intense feelings of shame, guilt, inadequacy, worthlessness, and alienation because of it. I'm trying to get into my field of study but it is very slow going and I need to make money in the meantime which is why I'm doing what I'm doing.

Fast forward to a few days ago and me chalking up my bad first experience to what was a toxic work environment. I wanted to try again so I got another job at a very large restaurant. There is a 3 day training period. I completed Day 1 and left feeling even worse than the first time. Still understaffed but the employees are nice people and not being exploited for their labor, which is why I felt so bad. Even in a better environment I still can't keep up. I'm in over my head. The server I was training with smiled at me and said (about 2 hours to closing) ""So as you can tell we weren't that busy tonight, but sometimes it gets EVEN BUSIER!""

What do you mean it gets busier?!?!?! I thought we were busy as hell that night and I was barely holding it together. And, on top of this, some employees aren't even there half the time. Meaning on my first day of training there was someone bringing food to the tables and someone bussing/cleaning tables so we didn't have to do that. On the day I'm supposed to be totally on my own those 2 people will be absent AND there will be 1 less server to work with. I couldn't keep up even with all that help, so I don't know how I'm going to function without it. I know I am going to end up either handing in my apron or being fired for incompetency. It's a big restaurant and things go incredibly fast. Too fast for me.

I completely broke down when I got home. I feel the worst I've ever felt about myself in my life. My first venture into being a productive individual who contributes to society and I'm too dumb to handle it. I am not a lazy person. I want to work, I want to support myself and be independent for the first time in my life. It's vital.

I have tried and failed as a server twice (soon to be three times) now. I can't handle it and I feel absolutely incompetent and useless. I feel like if I were to be a busser and clean tables I would do great. I could handle that because a)I'm a very efficient worker b)it doesn't involve such a high level of multitasking and maybe if I did that for a while I could eventually be a server again since I'd be around them so much while I worked. Being a server is too much for me and I feel so stupid. I have been crying constantly and feel too sick to eat. Just the thought of having to go back there soon makes it even worse. Has anyone else had a similar experience? Please tell me that I am not alone because I feel isolated in my failure at a job that so many people my age are good at.",3.49729449574507,5.138138299429659,4.526605105920698,84.91534854245882,73.32509505703422,7.366938258193011,26.68730762266884,8.037061389416179,1.6040094694912188,4169,149,834,62,84,1358,405,1052,0.139,0.769,0.092,-0.9956,10,2,2,0,0,0,125.0,4,4,11,20,48,36,6,3,58,2,100,13,3,9,9,149,180,68,0,17,20,0,16,1,0,6,5,1,7,1,46,60,4,7,27,4,4,15,24,23,0,12,57,17,111,13,128,92,18,138,2,9,0,1,40,61,4,6,60,574,157,26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872829512711031,0.0,0.0,0.0919845691725713,0.0,0.03551228118797165,0.0,0.0481149921392532,0.0,0.0,0.04656463676599396,0.0,0.0501672973594989,0.0,0.03105042381706124,0.04550024404538642,0.03654319717136121,0.03953166635053356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06829252101527135,0.0741560206049676,0.1082804390610064,0.0,0.11336132052008005,0.0,0.0,0.03927440418318387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045344536684398425,0.05078980548860309,0.0,0.0,0.04697674341460347,0.0,0.09311983993447637,0.047988217247519414,0.0,0.1418215814813403,0.049135527613210515,0.048779030861706506,0.20047199823455614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045439471955535535,0.11128911153697632,0.04995192517347622,0.03933144271490285,0.0,0.04952557042049526,0.17598252392505065,0.04016869571531535,0.0,0.0,0.03991016994596281,0.13031577204552247,0.0,0.0,0.20208173133651164,0.031724386942705456,0.12791312147453834,0.0,0.0,0.22663555246137104,0.05369714989970615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160041864923924,0.042599263999395495,0.20190028158595216,0.07449300999998319,0.14206541556259367,0.048958900922181164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04557441822910276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929527673140744,0.046918459154429715,0.13363159792127352,0.0,0.08746394739472428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22033559688129145,0.1184130103955548,0.0,0.0,0.12202469570954365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048248361698032455,0.0,0.0940979833370425,0.021695028925886047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042018999990174506,0.11856813384882076,0.04502175255418305,0.044612824492309945,0.09674453538099152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035445263027803695,0.0,0.06528854461086273,0.032927245745512264,0.06849886929807465,0.0,0.0,0.08334596794558805,0.0,0.04260973735882576,0.0,0.0,0.04729203145661098,0.06018269768597069,0.03377354294132213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235871758896984,0.03877450064979116,0.09279177741664207,0.04874557736374939,0.04197899146293158,0.0,0.12758896176971365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044641324597046256,0.0,0.047232336377486375,0.08883808269041246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04384657906831331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042241249095496765,0.0,0.0,0.044942279241757685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0501672973594989,0.0,0.07346789857218591,0.0,0.0,0.04526736883676793,0.15050370990488085,0.06837339347979911,0.043919682392555816,0.04971002790595128,0.0,0.0,0.10639052060426406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050392564785382926,0.04185309474826199,0.0,0.033388555656350336,0.03569268392272102,0.07762739289344305,0.04088402158737739,0.0,0.0,0.05900410731223561,0.05690845602704731,0.0,0.14101686752504886,0.1294704645378561,0.0,0.0,0.0848656292385579,0.049337837803411895,0.12059781784154633,0.0,0.0,0.04622927826274675,0.0534161823884079,0.0,0.0,0.29312356498545195,0.07857724021209105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04116575630404968,0.08014086449218001,0.04957885662378826,0.0,0.04280678663518978,0.0,0.2586307398690517,0.045097488616743266,0.09050910286262714,0.09463642761990113,0.09710421960521436,0.0,0.05719333525289806
anxiety,holden_howard03,2019/03/24,"Extreme Anxiety For the past 5 days I woke up with the most extreme anxiety I have ever felt before. It's caused me to vomit and go into hyperventalation which made my muscles all lock up. I went to the er the first time and they gave me adavan which helped ig. They sent me home with 25mg vistaral and I can only take one every 8 hours and it doesn't help even the tiniest bit. I even tried taking my gfs .25 Xanax on top of it and I still can't seem to get out of this loop of anxiety and panicking. Any suggestions appreciated.
",2.621929292929291,4.175305536363638,4.409393939393941,85.21853535353536,75.45454545454545,7.4343434343434325,23.131313131313128,8.167268648758528,1.1393737373737376,419,12,90,7,9,142,78,110,0.101,0.851,0.048,-0.574,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,0,5,0,4,2,0,2,2,17,15,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,6,10,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,6,1,13,0,14,9,3,17,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,2,7,56,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317625650155447,0.0,0.4446746414962907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487438863684958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21153432495697624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19904356536065693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495833674417813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25595159715674765,0.1752658433586915,0.16325006737512102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860387441235736,0.0,0.0,0.16481105717546918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123092730131217,0.0,0.11011753834786353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597447540608219,0.0,0.19435578122021432,0.0,0.1908132966559309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833391734339754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312959143643683,0.1473622277599843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18496461006705234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763906497664456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154735953682518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913648681606395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298226020625855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154944338382865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796162625558378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ammkh1,2019/03/24,"After arguing a lot with my doctor , he wrote the tests. The results are surprising. Magnesium I have been going to the doctors a lot and discussing my anxiety symptoms such as intrusive thoughts, palpitations etc. Doctor wrote some tests previously and I had low vitamin D which I supplemented heavily and got corrected in 4 months. I have also been asking my docs to write me electrolyte tests as I personally thought that there might be an electrolyte imbalance. They have always been telling me that go home , don't stress and there likely is not an electrolyte imbalance. Finally i went to another doc, told him the symptoms and he writes me some tests. I got them back today and you can have a look at the magnesium levels which turned out to be really low. I know that serum blood levels can not be a good indicator but if blood levels are low then it means that a person is like really low on magnesium. I would also like some suggestions of actually how to supplement as a lot of people are already doing it here. ",6.855,7.799992873015878,7.284775132275136,70.88684523809523,64.71428571428571,11.37936507936508,33.73941798941799,11.20814326018867,4.1265481481481485,819,34,140,24,12,268,111,189,0.073,0.865,0.062,-0.0354,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,2,0,8,11,1,1,13,0,22,8,2,2,1,31,37,15,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,2,6,0,1,2,8,8,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,6,0,0,12,1,19,5,16,20,7,20,0,4,1,0,18,11,0,8,9,104,27,7,0.0,0.0,0.129185339215143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608638056825096,0.21173102537043295,0.11015209085951687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881364359951426,0.10127155686625693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375891994474103,0.0,0.0,0.1017932741574545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4064945120420026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14764047051332188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501756518029138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15047102091421033,0.11103540002640444,0.21175530760421052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327895322559758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275346184138626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940248795454003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116719758471416,0.0,0.0,0.3376382909598469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14420236457621266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043595086767696,0.0,0.0,0.10566572512868508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917767287017426,0.2311810029142123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16961407754775346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15164266835772386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751903278042815,0.0,0.0,0.11570734788314045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101923965230807,0.0,0.0,0.12548227189144992,0.12649628590652906,0.0,0.0,0.14399315965683435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271906367082412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094040085978966,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,smcgr,2019/03/24,"Calming anxiety After a horrific night shift that included relatives of a patient screaming in my face and vowing to get me sacked, I was feeling extremely disoriented and blurred, and my heart was permanently pounding through my chest trying to burst out and end up on the floor. 
Instead of getting the 10 minute taxi home at the end of my shift, I decided to walk along the canal. I have been doing this recently but spend the half an hour walk on my phone rushing to get home. Today I didn’t go on my phone apart from to put music on and instead I watched the birds flying and ducking for food. 
I noticed things I’ve never ever noticed before, the way they were swooping over the water and ducking up and down before they found the perfect place to land and how everything they did was just because they wanted to.
I rabbit ran in front of me and I looked for him and saw him perched in some long grass contemplating his next move and twitching his nose (I have never seen a wild rabbit up close before). 
I saw a magpie carrying a branch bigger than its body and swoop into a tree where she was building a nest, carefully arranging and placing the branch. 
I found myself walking slowly instead of my normal power walk and not thinking about anything apart from what I was looking at, it really curved my anxiety attacks id been having consistently through the night and allowed me to have an ok sleep today.
I’ve deleted my social media apps like insta etc because I want to try observing what is going on around me more often as it was so therapeutic (not sure how long that will last though) 
If anyone’s having a shit day and you have the time and circumstances to take a walk in a quiet area like a canal please try it!! ",10.882467082467079,7.393429900900903,10.027027027027028,68.79754677754678,59.30030030030029,12.768676368676367,41.23100023100023,10.389873798559362,4.1887331485331485,1379,52,251,21,13,441,191,333,0.056,0.862,0.08199999999999999,0.8395,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,4,2,13,10,2,0,25,1,20,10,7,3,5,47,39,25,0,4,5,0,1,2,0,1,1,2,2,0,10,23,2,0,5,0,1,12,5,3,0,1,17,10,37,7,45,21,3,60,0,0,6,0,13,29,1,4,20,176,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656745766554582,0.0,0.0,0.07571498732375255,0.0,0.08910885490325245,0.09639609540443138,0.0,0.12318916527528133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320183601875615,0.0,0.2764262090833536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027958460381405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040318751999234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983449563258237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19181571911089096,0.0,0.12076575697266324,0.0,0.09794946132830673,0.0,0.0,0.09731905848856724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05475185859209051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130937955885289,0.2374565645856884,0.0,0.0,0.1697224275234709,0.0,0.1230810676772693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283175643594383,0.0,0.0,0.21723621342011104,0.0,0.10663834586113027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882662584680602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580460027146732,0.0,0.0,0.19165661627767386,0.18186328884174408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508920639478062,0.0,0.0,0.16703124733986224,0.0,0.11516171387785455,0.20323519394342826,0.10609574501482703,0.0,0.2465650699140049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262683528006824,0.11886378085948444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088557549454016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06936977509302295,0.0,0.10691780562824736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111524056236694,0.0,0.0,0.10836262618068528,0.11038233416228783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205678856413082,0.0,0.08141641103429664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193936004732572,0.06938428686333506,0.1063888972461774,0.0,0.06314151870544045,0.0,0.20528194605358047,0.0,0.0,0.22055404870498893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773791820354866,0.08595113591472517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,YamsforCats,2019/03/24,"Anxiety the result of my upbringing: Christianity and avoidance So, I'm coming to the realization that my upbringing had a huge impact on me and how I've developed and I just wish that my parents had done things differently. I am the first of three children, so naturally, I was the 'experiment'. My brother and I were homeschooled for the majority of our elementary and middle-school years, and when our younger sister was old enough, she too was homeschooled, but for a much shorter time. From how well my sister is maturing, I can see that my parents have learned what they needed to raising me in order to raise her properly. It does hurt. I can't help but feel slightly neglected, but I know that telling them this is how I feel would hurt them as well. I understand they meant well.

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So, I come from a Christian family. Growing up, many things were just not talked about. Many topics were avoided. Namely sex and dating. Sex and relationships were *never* discussed. My parents never sat us down to go over their expectations for us in dating when we reached high school. I never even fully understood how sex worked until high school and many things I only just discovered hearing my peers discussing them. I had such a negative view about sex all throughout my childhood and even entering high school, that even the mention of sex made me feel fearful and disgusted. 

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As one example of this 'sheltering' behaviour, I remember one time, while I was 14,  I was watching Salad Fingers. He said the word ‘orgasmic’ and I didn’t understand so I asked my dad what it meant snd he gave me some vague definition of it avoiding the sexual context. I only found out what it really meant by coming across the word on the internet and the fact that he had avoided it only added to the guilt and stigma surrounding the concept. Even crude humour was a huge no when I was a child. We were not allowed to watch tv shows like The Simpsons for this reason. My younger sister has been exposed to everything in a much healthier way. She still upholds strong Christian values but has a deeper understanding of the world.

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Naturally, when I entered high school and found myself interested in guys, I felt I couldn't confide in my parents. When I started messaging with a guy regularly for the first time, my dad gave me a talk on how non-Christian guys have bad intentions and will try to trick younger naive girls into having sex with them. While this is true, I feel that instead of making me feel bad for talking to this guy, he should have gave me healthy guidelines for how to deal with the situation in case things started heading in the direction they shouldn't. From then on I started hiding my conversations with guys. I entered into relationships that went on entirely without their knowledge and experienced heartbreak alone. I have to say these were painful experiences and I was unprepared. While I have grown stronger by dealing with them on my own (with the support of my friends too), I know that these have caused self-esteem issues I never had before.

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I would always get into these situations with guys (for a time I was trying to secretly meet a guy for dates) and when my parents found out about us talking, they asked why I was secretly talking with him and told me that girls who have a bad relationship with their father are often desperate for male attention. They asked me if I thought my relationship with my dad wasn’t enough. It made me feel like dating and an interest in the opposite sex was wrong and unnatural in their eyes. 

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They didn't understand that it was their avoidance of the topic that made me unwilling to talk with them about my personal feelings.

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Now I've dealt with anxiety from a young age and for many years, my anxiety was based around death and bad things happening to family members. I don't know what was the cause of these fears, but what I do know is that my parents never looked into my anxiety and never helped me get treatment even though it was clear I was struggling. I believe that the avoidance of certain things along with the feelings of shame and guilt associated with them added to my anxiety and left untreated, it turned from generalized anxiety into intense fear of judgement in social situations. It's going to be very hard to recover, and I've only just gotten some medications from my doctor. I hope that with therapy and medication I can heal.",8.10064286094407,8.312551449204406,7.5996522271300115,72.21089976584537,62.04773561811506,10.923197275291365,36.73271779043159,10.568078804390687,3.941129019211324,3582,155,615,78,46,1126,339,817,0.16,0.757,0.08199999999999999,-0.9971,8,7,0,0,0,0,97.0,7,0,18,4,41,40,3,13,39,0,60,17,4,16,11,152,120,59,1,10,13,14,11,2,1,5,5,3,0,13,46,58,1,7,32,2,0,11,18,26,3,5,52,21,109,14,102,61,9,88,3,4,6,8,97,37,0,5,40,454,155,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040636536009076116,0.0,0.0,0.032647393072558074,0.25507234027155096,0.2860553133377932,0.0,0.0,0.18009203265869494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03492824932708948,0.11004074659347582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310412748012144,0.0,0.0,0.03338684176261664,0.04420539779499885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061210810856081,0.0,0.10139470245497577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090093340447675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04099314089587475,0.0,0.04015958303021285,0.03433558067148545,0.04015192493071408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108229941930956,0.0,0.1295746347236405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035262676614700506,0.0767604336381456,0.07397618651648909,0.13245381071273962,0.1587107079391658,0.02803011861575429,0.03767259525947657,0.0,0.0,0.06674803445387434,0.0,0.12906034301605812,0.030313541508796494,0.0,0.04099825302444182,0.0,0.044597306573876117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719478105994298,0.03469615675868322,0.0,0.03514763939039351,0.0,0.0402673297079891,0.0,0.04422168534576429,0.0,0.05259796305658733,0.1658194344612206,0.0,0.038970079246441636,0.0,0.0,0.08400563638943853,0.0,0.0,0.04095206214836915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625204833031562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042629895539167593,0.0,0.0,0.03833733558117712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032948255162505866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113778074861226,0.02619025280010384,0.15911608525794502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07905203720509471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057685768774587434,0.02909290589613802,0.18156676454656265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04117145308975093,0.0,0.05317449184441131,0.11936261103223045,0.04174973983129194,0.0,0.26140079123888144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034259254700276985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025135507719971847,0.040341016637937065,0.0,0.16849859461009295,0.04444660045595642,0.0,0.03732230428164813,0.03120194447842433,0.0,0.1985440128888728,0.03126591435867868,0.0,0.040931577098875085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13230831016751068,0.0,0.03999603586380595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331406779457035,0.0,0.031333822331646034,0.0,0.0,0.04101785802444565,0.0,0.0,0.04452440864617405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892178718930686,0.03429388619179112,0.0,0.044869645185884835,0.0,0.15639944088744134,0.0,0.038549050281115035,0.03114890392277617,0.09151502242831816,0.0,0.0,0.03749156222078503,0.0,0.0532771704147452,0.042677367686753516,0.0,0.1633837281793028,0.14158778838360925,0.0,0.0,0.032373707924024164,0.0,0.031143613157572643,0.0,0.0,0.10583329732075747,0.036372051387270864,0.0354042765545295,0.0,0.04511932259842517,0.03782198562609417,0.0,0.028564186005006136,0.0,0.0,0.05574408306870929,0.04289827252674869,0.2860553133377932,0.05053323722424055
anxiety,GroundbreakingIron4,2019/03/24,"I'm feeling like shit everyday I'm a 17 year old guy, and right now my anxiety is making me feel bad more than ever.
Everything started some months ago, like December, I was talking with my bf and he told me some things that I never thought. 
He told me about his past, before we meet us, and it was a real surprise for me, and I didn't know how to respond, I just said... 
Oh okay...
Since that day I have experienced emotional and possible mental troubles, when I went to sleep in the night's I could close my eyes, my mind was still thinking, I wanted to have an attack to cry and cry more, but I couldn't.
These 3 months have been easy for me, but this week has been torture, my excitement for the things I like are gone, I'm losing interest in everything I like.
And the problem is that about a year ago these thing happened to me, in the exact way.
I don't know what to do 
I want to cry, I want to do nothing, I want to feel good about myself again.
Everything right now in my life is going down
I don't know how to get close to people.
My heart is racing like a speed car right now. ",3.0513270925110128,3.819983039647578,4.2382791850220265,89.94570071585903,73.22907488986785,7.613325991189427,24.31965859030837,7.8658589789855275,0.9975464757709256,838,23,191,11,16,275,121,227,0.127,0.7170000000000001,0.156,0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,2,0,0,1,13,17,3,0,9,1,21,5,4,3,3,39,46,12,0,7,3,0,3,5,1,0,1,1,0,1,11,11,0,0,8,0,0,4,5,7,0,0,12,6,33,10,24,32,4,37,0,1,1,0,13,10,1,2,27,122,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18658145434875692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050988000974668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972802484281468,0.0,0.0,0.08787271559006954,0.0,0.0,0.08955323290642712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402721311348832,0.0,0.3468103496413472,0.06787241564060642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838314079251633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951974592331212,0.0,0.0,0.2837543048455867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964062759225767,0.07518494138017237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054984627296576,0.0,0.05981148218519984,0.08827203816729923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420617539842857,0.09306519703961197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471233569174145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17351483469971218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433557212589635,0.257079747668527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773893381280184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07024988543576714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060592329684207,0.0,0.1062644691262434,0.0,0.16800640010873255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116915674501342,0.0,0.0,0.09876253441208922,0.0,0.1009825851428936,0.0,0.11043382760962107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046544488644188,0.07296158609689864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864459820101587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070242837542427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978849304898305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26962840639848473,0.10010928951301404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802945171444918,0.08705731110659548,0.0,0.10531805431428676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449086450122769,0.0,0.08404643688869197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458957310277808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20975442444979428,0.06743485600142515,0.0,0.08355043186204249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011265771980361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659322775498058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24829795071454555,0.08353624048892927,0.08441882421856461,0.0,0.0,0.09756043450674452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13554485910450115
anxiety,be_nozzo,2019/03/24,"Panick attacks, where do I start? Hi guys, I'm here asking for advice. I've been suffering from anxiety for a couple months and some days ago I started having panick attacks. What do I do? Do I search for a psychologist? A psychotherapist? What's even the difference? I don't even know where to begin
Any advice is appreciated",2.1966129032258053,5.038922129032258,4.371209677419358,77.52681451612905,85.7741935483871,6.970967741935485,22.266129032258068,8.07648339933343,1.802735483870968,260,9,45,6,8,89,42,62,0.193,0.752,0.055,-0.8053,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,2,0,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,14,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,5,13,1,8,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,6,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4358775716593867,0.1976994187998703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151665578300287,0.0,0.17061456125025914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20849954795366,0.5074493819999232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24677443442342836,0.0,0.14383355700089726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330150860635106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946136256157471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22083116870895936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256945933889815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17801751933002968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31571842269522365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Whiplashedforreasons,2019/03/24,"Support Pet Assistance Im very new to reddit and cant find if there are any better subreddits to post this on instead, but, can someone please help me with what all the requirements are for training a support dog. I have very bad anxiety and I am trying to convince my parents to let me get a dog and I wand to know everything I can to convince them with a compelling argument.",3.7228,5.430015613333335,4.8610000000000015,82.47550000000003,72.86666666666667,8.200000000000001,32.5,8.841846274778883,2.8718000000000004,301,15,57,6,6,99,54,75,0.125,0.631,0.243,0.807,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,2,2,6,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,1,1,12,12,5,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,8,5,10,11,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,40,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492950838900078,0.0,0.1679478990564474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18330716634964894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941657516721701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973088658653641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006560605550994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470086197798054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715338473763376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371414379997345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065372986692442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244950589196208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21203360499322305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437737697339691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24098956728613674,0.0,0.0,0.2102591342658353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18601597255830365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4982639672701561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490536039834648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.362287846957304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Soycling,2019/03/24,"Gonna quit cycling cos it gives me too much anxiety and depression I got into cycling last year because I wanted to be good in a sport, but it's impossible especially with my chronic fatigue, anxiety and depression, I cannot physically recover after exertion and other cyclists are so competitive I've spent thousands of dollars and this sport has given me lots of stress and depression with very little joy.

I guess I was right when I said life is inherently crap and everything will bring pain one way or another, but nobody ever listens to me. It's time I start listening to myself.",6.880943643512449,7.9222993486238575,8.020471821756225,65.29422018348625,64.6880733944954,11.733158584534733,37.58977719528178,11.491704259439757,4.967166710353867,475,24,76,15,7,162,82,109,0.241,0.6779999999999999,0.081,-0.9634,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,9,1,1,1,0,7,5,1,1,1,17,19,11,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,5,9,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,7,0,2,5,3,12,2,10,11,2,13,0,4,0,0,4,4,1,3,7,52,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19957364365438712,0.2911980851199569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602110131611475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4917831007779968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17216096852717994,0.0,0.0,0.17105294034631974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18257825946498696,0.0,0.15963660907730476,0.1522212702076056,0.0,0.20966579639416894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15514127734911898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443304260754652,0.0,0.1907568797523709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16180855189927104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399116759179528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896997696448412,0.0,0.2025205243171812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202435369925373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16253755776657286,0.18104382595887564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347138829362412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21801804975984854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098075341292532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703906968901876,0.11225933975204637,0.1510720998811048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256384997191255
anxiety,d4ejav,2019/03/24,"How to stop the urge to text someone when it's clear they're ignoring you? I get too worked up everytime this happens with someone I value, it hurts my self-esteem too much to know they don't enjoy me enough to try to keep our conversation going, and I end up trying too hard and pushing it and acting weird cause I need to trigger a reply out of them to feel better, rinse, repeat, and I don't know how to stop this, it pushes them even further away and makes me hate myself.

How can I stop getting all anxious about a lack of reply from someone I like and care about?",11.229871794871787,5.7019663247863255,10.441431623931622,72.30009615384617,60.965811965811966,12.725641025641027,39.506410256410255,8.07648339933343,3.2427794871794875,448,12,93,3,4,145,76,117,0.208,0.685,0.107,-0.8717,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,1,3,2,12,8,1,0,3,0,3,0,0,6,2,26,15,10,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,5,3,0,0,4,2,4,0,0,0,2,16,4,18,15,4,15,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,7,64,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19759833606759275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643335548333241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469354191099988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783322416939397,0.17968058951734786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549182045807595,0.1807286237876772,0.0,0.11552630144486314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843967188781554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18276634727608074,0.0,0.09940529436705008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15467219619144168,0.0,0.15668486320452366,0.1726872579031912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872446041096811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554679047537321,0.0,0.0,0.19225175044670564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854521140729076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167536781544924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285788597194439,0.12969343203755426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18246911228512105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4446016261762978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4386973811556436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375046035279409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733644860275345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pingu4454,2019/03/24,"Anxiety sucks I felt like I was getting better but then something triggered it I'm on meds for it, I always think I'm dieing or have a brain tumor or I'm very sick but I'm not I know it's just anxiety and my brain messing with me but it still doesn't help me I try to control it but I can't.",-2.7350490196078456,-1.220825779411765,0.5023529411764721,101.55392156862746,108.26470588235293,3.443137254901962,15.96078431372549,5.46131890053228,-0.8123862745098034,229,7,58,2,12,80,44,68,0.247,0.6970000000000001,0.056,-0.9123,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,2,4,1,0,1,0,4,3,2,2,0,15,13,8,1,0,8,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,9,2,4,11,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,3,34,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19983972760790492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.367457034735582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124098359000044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5362157435158619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26936979382804965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492573546185095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23059976513912686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254783145869486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16098012154597222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319905222267381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733437157950352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667734566762146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18489371883570105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19179915853477356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15389050524671513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16305888803648327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19816445860827026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ckckchiu,2019/03/24,"new to this... hi..i am a graduate student of architecture working towards my final project, i used to do ok (not high achiever) but recently the anxiety broke me and i seeked medical help already, i informed my tutor and now is planning to defer my graduation for a year, here are list of my feelings:

\-extreme insomnia, i cannot sleep for a whole week (at most 1-2 hrs/night) before i went to the doctor, i just woke up from the dream of failing everything

\-loss of appetite - same thing, i cannot eat for weeks (at most a sandwich/ day) before seeing doctor..

\-constant panic attacks - feeling of nausea/ cannot breathe, scary feelings in the chest

it took great courage for me to discontinue my project because my peers around me are working super hard for their grad project meanwhile me is being engulfed by constant panic attacks and high anxiety.......now i am resting at home 24/7, after medications i felt significantly less panic attacks but...

\-i took sleeping pills from doctor to sleep but once i woke up i am scared of starting a day without anything to do.....

\-i count the hours to sleep, like if it's 10am i'd think ""oh 12 hrs to sleeping time again

\-the image of failing everything still persists in my mind, i tried to lie on bed to relax most of the days but i just cant

\-lost of interest in youtube/netflix which used to be my favourite pastime....i am scared to even start a new video

anyone having similar feelings? how did you get through this? i really want to finish my studies and become an architect but i'd really worry same thing would happen if i re-do my project next year.......i thought i am going crazy. luckily all my friends and family are really supportive but i feel like i waste their supports....",4.015121580547113,6.111999881458968,4.845387537993922,81.25160714285715,72.98176291793314,7.61793313069909,31.810790273556233,8.418075326091056,2.6579890577507594,1367,66,246,24,28,442,186,329,0.177,0.684,0.139,-0.9442,0,0,0,0,0,0,81.0,0,1,2,10,9,24,3,5,14,1,21,16,7,3,1,39,46,14,0,4,12,0,7,2,1,1,7,0,2,0,7,6,2,0,9,3,0,4,6,13,0,0,9,8,38,11,45,34,9,39,0,5,1,0,6,13,0,5,24,156,45,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872774208262588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06150879050451381,0.0,0.0,0.05622030111516429,0.0,0.06616558797358123,0.07157654912877613,0.0,0.2744132520139531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049013492736506965,0.08879982963113303,0.1368356539887157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17377618028859515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556166004102642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468905046601189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227329877702302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05310604102305695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14452374532076642,0.0,0.07579767452659512,0.0,0.2032732280268488,0.057440587514070565,0.07720038700328176,0.0880785811156149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06211988103820513,0.0,0.04200773769560243,0.0,0.04569540939631928,0.0,0.0,0.08864562262754414,0.0,0.0,0.07110093453471543,0.0,0.07202613317455499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05389306305531759,0.16990234446154015,0.08065170294075563,0.0,0.07918168022799116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856260295199739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777039348350661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16199701198169944,0.0,0.0,0.0811850541668699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15530924367278434,0.08551049745893947,0.07545364665942378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562756709870023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830100825830183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15452645962990902,0.0,0.0793891862028613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16099673182743926,0.0,0.0640715265799024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4023100107947145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138206386235193,0.0,0.06421068667114589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18248286612068465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10683360393627346,0.05151959523466648,0.0,0.06383174349957893,0.04688418132211747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786634613441149,0.054588994282567915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888636930614767,0.0,0.0,0.047424324292099786,0.0,0.12899037417192658,0.0,0.0,0.07453525364685945,0.0,0.08976812248222447,0.0,0.07750652450291524,0.0,0.11707004515254292,0.08165409929695966,0.0,0.05711664880540587,0.0,0.0,0.10355499649997348
anxiety,Hoplitai,2019/03/24,"Im going to stop living in fear of fascism and stop lurking on reddit The more I investigate these nutjobs the more I realise im playing into there hands they want me paranoid and afraid they want to be on my mind 24 7. In reality the best way to fight these dumbasses is to shut them out of your life completely


Tl;dr:fuck stochastic terrorism

Im done empowering this evil  with my fear",3.154675324675324,5.334294077922081,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,75.75324675324677,8.036363636363637,27.883116883116887,8.841846274778883,2.3649792207792206,312,13,60,7,7,105,55,77,0.28800000000000003,0.618,0.094,-0.9593,2,0,0,0,1,0,3.0,0,1,3,1,1,8,2,4,3,0,3,2,1,0,0,10,6,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,1,9,2,13,4,3,11,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,2,37,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20156502311110028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20138114914389035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19655371788914416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4322630274737519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17756509841515672,0.0,0.0,0.10915748659701216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.622403849776893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356643226611364,0.0,0.0,0.16960083067103068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19393537729878896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32115729722818903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22657505914387194,0.15245577802770874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,puutie,2019/03/24,"When customers stare at me at work I do cashiering at a drink shop and sometimes (not recently) people waiting for their drinks would stare at me and even whisper to each other??; I don't think I look weird or anything, I do have unique traits about my appearance. I have received compliments before or have been hit on (so I think I am okay looking). When these situations happen where I can't really go up to people and say ""what are you looking at"" or ""can i help you"" it really tugs at the things I am insecure about, appearance wise.. Even last month a little kid was apparently making fun of me and I know this because his older sister was telling him to stop etc. Sigh",6.946913849509272,6.362022099236647,7.021548527808073,78.05374045801528,64.64885496183207,10.233805888767725,32.45474372955289,9.606745405546679,2.794486586695748,529,18,103,9,7,170,89,131,0.04,0.853,0.107,0.7634,1,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,1,1,8,7,0,1,3,1,15,2,0,1,0,18,28,10,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,6,5,2,2,3,3,1,4,3,2,1,0,3,7,20,4,15,23,2,21,0,0,5,0,11,10,0,5,7,75,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650800585897694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852875793798256,0.0,0.15149505513576278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34881392466027955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985565884481918,0.2351814714458428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118164914120298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15743616058471502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933340940035665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784362736583052,0.14512265393634335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17843829262784647,0.0,0.0,0.4485148162225999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884004543412482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14210619774178354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468547287419945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22810813643153574,0.0,0.17578852865317746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415809357683743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001193053465156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17608161253979546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488456082139634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556108306495233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827884215039952,0.22815585538230046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961192809144104,0.0,0.0,0.12647127569045027,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BicephalousFlame,2019/03/24,"Sharp chest pain These past 3 days Ive been having this sharp chest pain, which I had before but today it reeeally hurts. I was wondering if anyone else has experienced it. I have reason to be anxious, my gramps died, I worry of other people around me dying, I worry of my own death, Ive been working for six months for free with hopes of getting paid, Ive been living in isolation in my apartment and havent had a girlfriend since I was 16, Im 27. Just getting that out. So, anyone has pains from anxiety, eyeballs hurting, headaches, maybe Ive got a tumor?",4.092905405405407,5.2683536396396375,4.9167454954954986,84.52484797297298,71.16216216216216,6.9914414414414425,26.487612612612608,7.1686216300943375,1.2739990990990997,438,14,85,4,8,142,78,111,0.338,0.601,0.061,-0.9894,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,2,0,17,5,2,1,0,10,23,4,3,2,3,0,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,5,0,1,9,3,14,3,12,13,1,9,0,2,0,0,1,5,0,3,4,55,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699594212697942,0.1727746221405136,0.0,0.21387340058811355,0.15670143471968995,0.0,0.13614583754341025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301376284890233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863133830711653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31744771528628746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775875391736544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15980593368875845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231722548840195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519003723448849,0.0,0.0,0.3274431998438875,0.0,0.16519757681994365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504566012989985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15364518919655215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207239075318348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4882053987294152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14599511729830458,0.10602685662246633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15724411052187856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651058641156376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14496584307045016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658530228544301,0.11133953468378352,0.3106287149338976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gil_ho,2019/03/24,"Extreme case of Emetophobia causing me to lose 15kg and constantly live in fear Context - Ive always had indigestion and acid reflux since 15 years old. I developed acute anxiety disorder when I was 30. Then 2 years ago, I started to vomit everything I ate no matter how much food it was. The problem was every time I vomitted out food, I would feel like I need to dry heave (exactly like morning sickness) for 30 minutes 5-6 times that day. This lasted for 10 days. It was so traumatic and I was so scared. I developed PTSD and since then, the feeling of fullness triggers a rush of adrenaline along with an overwhelming sensation of fear that I will vomit again. Since then though, I am experiencing nausea literally every day for about 4-5 hours a day. Eating something while nauseated just makes me want to vomit or dry heave more. So here I am, eating around 800 calories a day. Every time I eat, I am stressed as fuck. Every time I am full, I get a combo of nausea, misery, extreme sadness / hopelessness and fear. This obviously leads to more sickness.

Does anyone else have this?

(been to many many psychiatrists and psychologists - not much help)",4.914631665750413,6.879385257009346,5.8063276525563525,75.85513743815285,70.26168224299063,8.960527762506869,30.34524463991204,9.478462496947786,3.0020893897746013,911,38,159,21,17,299,132,214,0.208,0.753,0.04,-0.9904,0,0,1,0,0,1,32.0,0,0,0,2,11,13,1,6,7,0,15,13,0,5,2,27,24,18,0,4,3,0,2,2,0,2,6,0,0,0,7,10,6,0,2,0,0,2,2,11,0,0,8,4,19,2,21,14,6,30,0,4,0,1,1,5,1,1,25,96,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071210043761704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514931976866337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828452562078865,0.0,0.0,0.07155366845874743,0.10485233297932522,0.0,0.09109813651283086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512426145797736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058570430747612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32998185194901697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172825746812805,0.0,0.08955236736793364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141368630331305,0.08548615672045315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448801318380483,0.0,0.0919703732635224,0.0,0.0,0.34545949374552515,0.10348535938986136,0.07310677234969233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474831315501756,0.0,0.0,0.0946052829051315,0.05346481032920698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859170601358483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10077746975126063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083415117901451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999895470742536,0.0,0.0903619839134365,0.0,0.0,0.11448454002809075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830812510946488,0.20749936134035507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15045317586528054,0.07587868169578739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738135252295156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791893657371184,0.11962189357694268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024532646003135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539529422094348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878100404163926,0.0,0.0,0.07243188028419724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722219667199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054173090849347,0.0,0.2386849660880041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0603587015716238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269448350560974,0.0,0.0,0.1317982959861313
anxiety,canimal14,2019/03/24,"Finally got myself a full time job. Now i’m shitting myself So after months of looking I finally got myself a full time 9-5 job as an admin assistant which i’ve wanted for ages. I’m super chuffed with myself but as my start date draws closer i’m beginning to absolutely brick it. Im a trainee so i know they can’t expect me to 100% know what i’m doing but at the same time i’m so scared that i’m going to be absolutely useless because i have no idea how a normal day runs and it’s really keeping me up at night. 

Any advice would be appreciated! ",0.4607692307692304,2.6219395213675227,3.653333333333337,84.90000000000003,85.41025641025641,6.3350427350427365,20.96581196581197,7.61054688173877,0.9894581196581198,432,14,90,8,13,156,78,117,0.125,0.815,0.06,-0.8097,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,5,4,1,1,6,0,6,1,1,1,0,14,22,9,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,2,1,11,1,12,17,3,22,0,1,1,0,1,6,1,0,14,52,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18359942705628832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12776850698733888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114533188889231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117053215791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4116385184888625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067795960572542,0.0,0.3005382175462045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212099734033518,0.2029484607837416,0.0,0.37289451362358544,0.16700116603622128,0.0,0.0,0.20651379169200348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157776406125144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499683245024398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17631770932309526,0.18408778880245116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203641908995813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18810605067537456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19286165122338192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329862449615898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286724427588135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081967003027968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334683892355399,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rach_on_reddit_,2019/03/24,"I don't know how I can go back into work Hi everyone! This is my first post here, so apologies if it's in the wrong place! I just need some advice about managing my anxiety during the working week.

Over the last two weeks or so I've been managing my health anxiety as best I can (after receiving some bad news) - however, I work for a place where cancer and health related things are around ALL THE TIME. I've found myself breaking down a lot and on Thursday was called out for being snappy with a colleague. (This isn't the first time I've been told this, because I tend to react to my stress with irritability)

I've also received emails about forgetting to do basic things (like clearing my desk at the end of the week, because we hot-desk) and not managing my stress well.

I've apologised to the colleague I've snapped at and I know it isn't a life/death situation that I didn't tidy my desk, but to be honest the thought of going in again next week makes me want to quit at this point. 

I've got a hospital appointment on the 9th April, where things with my health concerns should become more clear, but until then,  I guess what I'm asking is, how do people manage anxiety better at work? And how do I move on from this? ",5.831933797909407,5.58063622357724,6.180743321718932,82.04634146341462,66.84552845528455,9.630197444831591,29.36004645760743,9.23628265651192,2.191926596980256,965,29,200,16,14,311,140,246,0.066,0.85,0.084,0.8092,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,0,9,16,9,0,2,15,0,18,4,0,5,3,40,33,18,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,12,12,0,1,4,0,0,5,5,4,1,3,8,0,21,5,33,22,6,44,0,0,0,0,9,19,0,6,19,132,33,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063650445416528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704573794600894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498053571017809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689783237251244,0.10175822362493853,0.0,0.0,0.08369742366735232,0.09088356648410983,0.13270550930385752,0.12021410798702355,0.0,0.0,0.11422930217454452,0.09626724558806986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114601837660144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964070552797806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400896642236512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18517217376509,0.0,0.11934625720285645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372169862259424,0.0,0.08705572072937498,0.0,0.11990838726085465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3471011284073603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196400718889565,0.08872568003199201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688258939162368,0.0531776540239099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925387108290186,0.0,0.0,0.07265691165488641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156882400924953,0.0,0.08070944215823847,0.0,0.0,0.11576112497347694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546152541543805,0.0,0.22744606852485774,0.0,0.10289658022188013,0.0,0.1042463335639088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157732884894194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234975706954634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493701232156457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21694140270741105,0.0,0.0,0.08641318500196836,0.126940334452268,0.0,0.0,0.10400896642236512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632871845485396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06420139391419874,0.0,0.3492453270327902,0.0,0.09786745972849248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169706768238976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900824405600476,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BigFootsSaucyToes,2019/03/24,"Ignoring friends because of anxiety, need advice Im not sure if this is the right place for this but i need some anxiety related advice.  Every now and then i get extremely overwhelmed, almost burnt out on socializing because of my anxiety. I end up feeling either unmotivated/apathetic or constantly on edge, Because of this i end up ignoring people for days. I feel like i can never relax when i always have to do some sort of socializing. I dont know how to explain it to friends or am really sure why i continue to ignore them so i usually make up an excuse as to why i couldn't answer their phone calls. Ive lost more then several friendships and a relationship to this over the past two years and im not sure how to change this.

Recently ive been ignoring my friend ""M"" for the past 3+ weeks. She wants to talk to me and hang out all the time but I always feel so exhausted. Im glad that she cares and wants to see me, i like to think that i care and i know once i have sometime to de-stress ill care a lot and feel like shit for what ive done like before. But right now i know if i respond to her ill start to panic and be on edge until she responds, so ive just continued to ignore it at an attempt to get a break.  I also havent tried to talk to my few other friends for months although theyve been busy and havent reached out to me either.

My sister said today that ""M"" tried calling her to ask why i was ghosting her or why i didnt want to be her friend.  I do want to be her friend, i just want to be alone for a while. I feel selfish for wanting more time alone when i already have.I feel terrible for lying to them about it.

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Has anyone else done this and know how to make things right? How do i stop cutting people off because of anxiety? how can i help myself to not feel so stressed in social situations? How can i make time for friends and family and still have time for myself that makes a difference? Any help is appreciated  (if this is the wrong sub for this kind of post please let me know where i can post this)",3.4324685534591204,4.321608504716984,4.811150943396225,85.7420251572327,72.44339622641509,8.200503144654089,26.16163522012579,8.548686976883017,1.5887772955974837,1602,51,349,27,30,535,186,424,0.19,0.6459999999999999,0.16399999999999998,-0.7214,0,2,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,3,2,20,35,2,3,12,0,34,4,1,10,5,81,70,40,1,12,16,1,7,4,7,0,3,1,0,0,19,15,0,6,15,1,0,1,9,15,0,1,8,9,54,20,59,56,9,52,0,2,1,0,36,18,1,11,34,232,73,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523029702800795,0.0,0.0,0.06416370149415268,0.13272856772637925,0.0707103886418239,0.0512422274863622,0.10663413145138463,0.06942723165695243,0.0778603767255282,0.04357444992446542,0.0,0.19607443531753546,0.0,0.0,0.04480401786525416,0.06565429699425787,0.0,0.0,0.0599031976365282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624259284606612,0.0,0.054524673154592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085924003286226,0.0,0.19599183309147725,0.0,0.06778480266806733,0.0,0.0,0.06924430260749495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04132426221712748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694666194603653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13114571296924726,0.07509758173543696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0535279794234906,0.0,0.11350612619312785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05398750309060541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06040594404995591,0.0,0.2267942366573481,0.0915530176154444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465392648618777,0.0,0.06695501065841923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589871317115452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20764195536568672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06672617064915923,0.17607478335186333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552291239803944,0.0,0.12521883363775627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994744246602254,0.054475839753767935,0.0,0.0,0.1710871586974427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05114552404478753,0.0,0.0,0.09502433302214244,0.04942001084852042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823974560701182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518036809112971,0.0,0.0,0.12233719248276925,0.08884562858676008,0.0,0.06694666194603653,0.07033713072404241,0.0,0.0,0.12273580453564142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04104926583803888,0.0,0.06326815129742465,0.06879454833917911,0.0,0.16416381916029948,0.060951750297378385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051060947106271376,0.0,0.0,0.07238859283819073,0.06577395761864653,0.0,0.07202505524793823,0.0,0.1959548134374761,0.0,0.0,0.06337363528903353,0.0,0.045353918648323235,0.0,0.05117184888179607,0.05357110917640081,0.14679961229169147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18117499611586124,0.0,0.0,0.10300507700341052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0425698066750411,0.04105785311566122,0.0,0.0,0.1494548877104731,0.0,0.06073735401335415,0.0,0.0,0.08700793935885635,0.0,0.06259376401377043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057158887791777,0.0,0.2267650899071109,0.0,0.051398577686432655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23127753396213574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005796789789767,0.0778603767255282,0.04126338547811231
anxiety,KushlungsMcBone,2019/03/24,"Does anybody else get a weird taste/feeling when they drink water on their benzodiazapenes? So for those of you who are also prescribed benzos for your anxiety (xanax, klonopin, valium, etc), have you ever had the side effect where you drink water and it just tastes, smells, and feels... *wrong* somehow? Like, the water tastes kinda bitter and sour, and feels weird when you swallow, like it's too cold, and is the wrong texture for water, like it's slimy or something? I have absolutely no idea what causes this or if it's just a ""me"" thing, but I have heard of benzo-similar hypnotics like Lunesta altering your sense of taste, so maybe it's related to that?",7.3210889929742375,7.515029680327871,6.682552693208432,78.19418032786886,63.67213114754098,9.266510538641684,30.54332552693209,8.841846274778883,2.3307784543325525,519,16,94,7,7,160,81,122,0.087,0.843,0.07,0.4329,0,0,3,0,0,0,28.0,0,6,2,1,11,9,1,0,5,0,6,11,0,2,1,19,10,14,0,1,6,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,11,5,10,0,4,2,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,10,11,4,8,8,1,6,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,5,7,63,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16277595880206966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557124161604827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090981917422655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17812480033792452,0.0,0.0,0.3987959039934844,0.0,0.0,0.17003687389887706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22700800795489498,0.0,0.1841193452000401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30875748214699744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634457742325504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297790763369119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3977699000475211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20448968747363605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15669994024482944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522716395169904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4450920053910595,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mrunknownnn,2019/03/24,"How Do I Calm Myself Down? Ok so I have hypochondria, it’s a tad less severe than it was but it’s still bad. It’s triggered whenever I hear about disease or notice some random (usually super tiny) thing on my body that I haven’t noticed before. Like for instance, right now I’m over working my left hand because the palm looks a tad different than the right (my dominant hand). When I get into these compulsive fits (they’re off and on) I end up abusing myself in some type of way. I want to know how to cope because I don’t always have someone to help me think straight in these moments ",2.8454621848739485,4.589937285714289,3.8257899159663857,88.82876890756303,75.30252100840336,6.440672268907564,26.185714285714287,7.1686216300943375,1.1975371428571426,463,17,94,5,10,149,85,119,0.083,0.7290000000000001,0.188,0.9021,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,7,5,0,0,4,1,6,4,4,3,0,13,13,7,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,14,4,17,12,3,21,0,0,1,0,2,14,0,4,7,61,22,2,0.0,0.2287029606277192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16061219219787046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611677413832899,0.2353323932040161,0.0,0.1642499857228909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144071662319238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016699529340623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17096278187512415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084755128692764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21755310784791945,0.0,0.12938053174545805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608144525583102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097221349494856,0.0,0.0,0.09430222341234874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16209231404736552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4395202902152493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296844455089725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21806321161178102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16354938410456335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15414994647319727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282371765673365,0.1236825715385688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21258967353687852,0.0,0.11385109598025532,0.15321419297042366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405244370481767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,softeubi,2019/03/24,I'M SO NERVOUS So I got a show this weekend but i'm so nervous like I got so scared if I messed up the performance. I play guitar with my band. I don't want to have stage fright. Please give me some advice i'm going to puke my heartbeat is rising please give me some tips to calm down ;( i don't want to let my bandmates down,-0.2089788732394382,1.8175630845070436,1.4994190140845092,100.11983274647888,87.16901408450704,4.113380281690141,17.325704225352112,5.148860815047168,-0.8319450704225351,253,6,61,1,8,82,45,71,0.278,0.545,0.177,-0.8349,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,4,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,15,6,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,0,2,2,5,0,0,2,0,11,3,8,12,2,7,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,3,2,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441785285193092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4794127478543599,0.14201179741782613,0.0,0.3997015726075752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555178533206642,0.0,0.12207808839474835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5485834494707232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25017212415052803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29476980830330185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chenandla_bang,2019/03/24,"I can’t escape my job Even when I’m relaxing some kind of stressful thought about my job intrudes and I can’t relax until it’s resolved. 

Right now it’s 3 am and I thought of a call I need to make for work. I can’t make calls until a reasonable hour so I probably won’t sleep until I get it accomplished. Then I will be tired and unable to successfully do the other tasks I need to finish. 

It’s a never ending cycle and I’m exhausted. My chest is so tight right now. Why do I do this to myself? ",0.4002020202020233,2.3095858888888903,3.0983501683501693,90.33621212121214,83.62962962962962,6.149494949494951,20.003367003367003,7.348242739294969,0.5284518518518513,388,11,87,6,11,136,64,108,0.08900000000000001,0.7559999999999999,0.155,0.6815,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,4,7,7,0,1,4,0,11,4,2,3,1,15,20,11,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,4,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,1,14,5,11,15,1,13,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,11,59,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800803530376539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16483913747545287,0.0,0.0,0.12292458421807413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723533501455886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832818815375146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693729722382077,0.0,0.0,0.1938060047637009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24846112380601926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759979504172085,0.1435403045724037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20065917490041352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913531420609163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178756162055608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18624544345995564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21318956327273889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955027480279993,0.0,0.21390725818203704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679362625366224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354910509947398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LargeLion31,2019/03/24,"How to deal with health anxiety? I never thought I would have to post here, I’ve always been cool and collected under any sort of pressure and I guess that’s what I always thought anxiety was but I’ve recently learned that it can take many, many different forms. After doing a bit of reading (not much I’ll admit) I believe I have health anxiety. I’ve always worried about every little ache and pain, every little physical defect, thinking that it is some serious disease I have. It’s caused a lot of unnecessary doctors appointments and, although my parents are the best and always encourage me to go to check-ups if I’m worried, I realize that these innocent check-ups are not free. A couple of weeks ago it was a small bump on my skin that I was convinced was cancer, got it checked and of course nothing. A while ago I had some pain in my nuts and of course jumped to the conclusion that I had testicular cancer and  if I survived would live the rest of my life as a one nut wonder. It was nothing again and the pain has been gone for a while. Tonight these tiny little bumps in my mouth are convincing me I have mouth cancer. I’m so sick of having to worry about all this stuff and jumping to the worst possible conclusion. I realize of course “better safe than sorry” but I can’t have my parents (or me soon, adult life is rounding the corner quickly) shelling out money left and right to have some doctor say that it’s nothing bad. If anybody has any advice to help overcome this it would be greatly appreciated. ",4.823598777348778,6.076382746621626,5.454440154440154,81.06211711711713,69.50675675675676,8.340797940797941,30.31145431145431,8.704169506293173,2.395710296010296,1207,48,226,20,21,390,157,296,0.207,0.659,0.134,-0.9736,3,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,5,8,17,0,1,13,1,30,16,3,2,2,45,42,23,0,6,8,2,2,0,0,3,13,1,0,1,21,13,0,1,10,1,3,4,4,8,0,1,13,4,24,10,30,25,11,29,0,0,1,0,8,12,0,11,12,158,45,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902556956136768,0.163747801918522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30741243736417795,0.0,0.0,0.1256195148378948,0.0,0.2119714833985236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711894023287846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406105818779904,0.09692888459413976,0.0816872427666911,0.10083607308920406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488186614028313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219749620869738,0.0,0.0,0.09522181858301193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964992926847697,0.0,0.18907413641587087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15563900306962736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05249181260538588,0.0,0.07387083477883373,0.10183012851237544,0.10174785286630983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19635431876889087,0.0,0.0,0.061908725712343536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035227057142307,0.0,0.13047691778861276,0.0,0.2777148672040679,0.08155789674938528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852340731917093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18728242513988946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06789716234314028,0.0,0.071235756238302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658733110466129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06258731021479404,0.0,0.2948410594147661,0.0,0.2051155462476379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412499051812656,0.08845787064284502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238762724204874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119695698339343,0.0,0.0,0.07887718358120582,0.0,0.07345047260968493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339240535776456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573311676297642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944520504520517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05918224553167649,0.0,0.14665122655952598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07408773264516116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016333513067982,0.0,0.2813962103884438,0.0,0.19683529256108387,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Clockwork459,2019/03/24,"Need help with my anxiety. This is getting me paranoid and I can't stop thinking about the worst possible scenario, that's why I'll try to avoid unnecessary details. I need some words to calm down a bit. My head is overthinking this a lot and it's upsetting me.

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This is the basic story: I'm a guy who exchanged ""nudes"" (not really naked, just pics in underwear) some time ago with a ""stranger"" (girl) from another country. I never liked this kind of stuff (in fact I never did it before) but I was going through a bad time and... Well, it happened. Now I'm not talking anymore with her (although we follow each other in one social media) but now I'm afraid that maybe she could get angry (I read she has bpd) and post my pics (one of those pics shows my face) somewhere. I know, I made a stupid mistake but I can't stop thinking about it. Am I thinking too much about this?",1.6115488721804496,4.002279514285719,2.7689624060150377,91.61545864661656,82.42857142857143,5.512781954887219,23.496240601503768,6.8360192770164,0.7864285714285715,685,25,140,8,19,219,111,175,0.158,0.785,0.057,-0.9564,0,1,0,0,0,0,37.0,1,0,0,0,8,11,1,3,8,0,10,3,3,1,3,34,25,8,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,15,9,0,3,4,2,1,2,6,7,1,2,3,0,20,4,16,21,7,16,0,0,0,1,10,4,0,3,10,94,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13238513066743987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16181499957883505,0.18147024627601765,0.0,0.1566010165162394,0.11424834287321793,0.0,0.1481098850709777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469664765019707,0.0,0.0,0.12708140239756918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630458125910981,0.0,0.188094514030458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923964926178722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15605296024226625,0.0,0.08487607637252491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14787480561373414,0.1320650898952772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327082347232776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010265355453596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551959969888468,0.08207598175512762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296231258533367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696758572153025,0.0,0.14131363559272295,0.0,0.0,0.1500368981780285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978559227582864,0.22147451426456632,0.2303677921122625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20239976705230853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683637925392989,0.14303101020486947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493851882125313,0.0,0.09567408602887284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15223818904629388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24971783555045296,0.0,0.0,0.17096403511428154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003767177612674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870823015432714,0.0,0.0,0.17416827673196775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139529788740152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427888686913925,0.0,0.13476042889623616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18147024627601765,0.0
anxiety,GucciManeBrr,2019/03/24,"What do you do to help curb your nightly (or daily) anxiety? Personally at night, I’ve been fixing myself some non caffeinated hot tea, helps me think clearly and take a second to myself. ",7.236571428571429,7.371864228571429,7.754999999999999,70.63250000000005,63.85714285714286,10.428571428571429,31.785714285714285,10.125756701596842,3.2267142857142854,148,5,25,3,2,49,32,35,0.044,0.7490000000000001,0.207,0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,6,5,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,5,0,3,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,2,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767076802004545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4848940886210205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6788819405662596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31583181399732424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27196141595578605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23176959854550855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,helpmereddit911,2019/03/24,"Afraid to walk my house at night I live with my family in a relatively small house, no open rooms no looming shadows and I am never left alone so why do I  always feel like I'm having a heart attack when its dark? It's affecting everyday things that I do that normally I would have no problem with in daylight. I walk 10 feet to go to the bathroom and I have a gnawing sense that someones behind me or hiding waiting for me. As soon as I get in the bathroom I turn on all the lights as soon as possible and I have too open the shower curtain because other wise I am 100% sure that someones behind it. As soon as I am finish I'm afraid to turn my back to the bathroom to open the door because I know somethings behind me. I have to resist the urge to run back to my room as fast as possible to escape from whatever's in the dark. This is only one of the problems I face everyday at night and its terrifying. I was less afraid of the dark when I was younger. I don't watch any overly horrifying movies/tv but I come up with the darkest things I possibly can that I know are out to get me rather its outside or inside. How do I stop thing, how do I make it better? I can't take it anymore.  ",2.005900952380955,3.5398713920000016,3.8264571428571434,88.83246666666666,77.08,6.681904761904763,24.30476190476191,7.447530270364453,1.01039619047619,928,31,202,12,21,313,129,250,0.108,0.84,0.051,-0.8895,1,1,1,0,0,1,15.0,0,0,0,1,12,10,1,3,14,0,20,3,3,4,3,32,34,20,0,5,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,5,0,17,12,0,2,3,0,0,5,6,6,0,1,2,3,32,4,39,31,2,37,0,0,1,0,0,17,0,2,16,148,49,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13327657333185605,0.0,0.0,0.10707439915540276,0.0,0.0,0.08750871753133667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276187606815613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14639526360741345,0.0,0.1978982620016049,0.0,0.15688768243122905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380948035675276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108488388723559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121310692487099,0.0,0.06506589076785682,0.09193101888307663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13446290487136026,0.0,0.07313340141331105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15248973899517573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969653505822117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414414043774625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981424001510026,0.0,0.0,0.06286791664269233,0.0,0.11362927103009154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589676903349434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924810932175694,0.0,0.0,0.2415201834119582,0.12608182322173025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719879642426966,0.09786906897505844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4352115701909306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462641234962568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21806503971576446,0.09906630722988212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758458383030453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212820172243664,0.0,0.09675345172362328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564734054576009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27993987099903417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611621274577087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141256987633696,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,amthaway,2019/03/24,"I’m an airline pilot who has started getting anxiety when flying as a passenger. Lengthy post ahead, thank you for reading or skimming. I have worked as an airline pilot in the United States for four years. Recent changes in my life include (in this order):

1: My girlfriend of two years and I broke up six weeks ago.
2: Post break-up, I decided to move 400 miles to a new city
3: I accepted a new job which will begin in a few weeks.

A bit of background about the above. The breakup was sad but amicable. We lived together, so I moved out and am staying in a friend’s guest room. I had wanted to move to this new city since before we began dating, so the breakup was a good catalyst for me to move. The new job is definitely an improvement, and the city to which I am moving will also be my work domicile. I have a new place set up, but my final move won’t be until first week of April. Therefore, I’m flying back and forth a lot between the two cities.

I had my first panic attack about a week post breakup. I had a rough day at work (weather, delays, diversions) which made our crew need to be relocated. We flew as passengers on a crowded, stuffy airplane. And that’s when it hit me. The telltale signs, rapid heart rate, stomach cramps and the urge to defecate, nausea, and a general feeling of helplessness and dread. I needed to get off the plane. It wasn’t an option, so I resorted to just sucking it up. When I got to the hotel room later, I bawled my eyes out.

Since then, I have gotten varying intensities of anxiety whenever riding as a passenger aboard the airplane. It’s frustrating, it’s a difficult cycle to beat, and I don’t like it one bit. But it’s also expanded beyond this particular situation; I was riding aboard a car ferry yesterday and got the same anxiety. Embarrassingly, it affects my bowels.

To add to the mix: earlier this year I was diagnosed with IBS. I have a prescription to help, a very mild dosage of an antidepressant, but I only just started it. The IBS can happen on days when I’m completely relaxed, but anxiety also causes flare ups.

So here’s my theory:

I like to be in control. I get anxious in situations when I might not have a bathroom nearby (related to IBS). Airplanes are difficult in that regard, there are long stretches of time when I cannot get up to use the bathroom (unless I am the working captain, because then screw it if I gotta go I go).

Just the thought of not having a bathroom available causes anxiety, that anxiety makes my gut gurgle, which makes me even more anxious. It’s a vicious cycle. How on earth can I stop it? Obvious steps: I need more sleep (easier once I move out of the guest room), I need to eat better, I need to cut caffeine.

No panic attacks pre breakup, now I’m getting them somewhat frequently. Any ideas?

Thanks y’all.
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anxiety,smartyr228,2019/03/24,"I have what I think is an ear infection and my anxiety is going nuts. Behind my ear is swollen and my head hurts quite a bit. I thought earlier today that it was getting better but now that the day has gone on I've convinced myself that it's getting worse and/or spreading even though I feel the same physically. I have an appointment with my primary on Tuesday but now I'm too scared to wait, but I also have white coat anxiety so going to a walk in and then my doc sounds like a terrible time. Anxiety is making this whole process so much harder to handle.",5.241785714285712,5.659400321428574,6.0321428571428575,80.31285714285715,68.10714285714286,9.614285714285714,31.17857142857143,9.606745405546679,2.7544857142857126,444,17,88,9,7,146,75,112,0.179,0.748,0.073,-0.8898,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,8,6,0,1,7,0,9,5,3,1,0,13,20,11,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,7,4,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,3,5,12,3,8,17,4,14,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,8,61,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16874354653175624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4842631344699753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18662000941907445,0.230366802359046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608312726417335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936922768369395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066923169308491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22048662813458209,0.0,0.2398421646038429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21655575777838595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258891311876724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308817120717748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14084991685973947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15511564164547853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22443367997484487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112564761196107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520582706051376,0.2073149338633128,0.1675173035281905,0.12304084461142255,0.0,0.20001153396182664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355836296577075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150358481563878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,teeheetassja,2019/03/24,"therapy is worth a shot hey just wanted to say that going to therapy seems really terrifying and it was at first, i broke down crying the whole time i was there the first few times. however now i can talk, im still very anxious but it gets easier to talk to your therapist eventually, and it honestly has helped my anxiety. i havent been going too long, but it has improved a little bit. now i have hope that im not stuck with this forever and that i can do things. ive had anxiety for as long as i could remember and i only got help for it this year. it still is really bad but therapy is helping it improve. i really recommend.  if you’re on the verge of going, you should i mean only if you want to. it helps tho. its never too late to get help, best to help cope before it gets too extreme ",1.0640320855614966,3.1735242303030304,3.642566844919788,86.23443850267384,82.45454545454545,8.003565062388592,20.614973262032088,8.841846274778883,1.5205508021390377,618,18,133,17,17,216,98,165,0.08900000000000001,0.649,0.262,0.9887,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,0,3,10,5,0,0,5,0,17,0,0,0,1,21,30,12,0,7,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,16,5,0,0,3,0,1,3,3,2,0,2,6,1,15,3,16,22,4,21,0,1,0,0,13,5,0,4,13,94,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17145374048596798,0.12659778915618358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935668129970702,0.0,0.0,0.09535622679203593,0.0,0.11760180821271075,0.0,0.12234231909315102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947212434781322,0.0,0.1230944816504856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19063919721909733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17564279101056024,0.0,0.19106168727529227,0.0,0.0896259539202257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4506754484012611,0.0,0.0,0.11130252274679553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420916653182443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641044396643794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231523223617013,0.0,0.1983421018061702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206800980735595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642886770132809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17045589829978114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153687244562024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269440261330373,0.0,0.0,0.08911593720639358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201673493492784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17898518762342674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18014184983044,0.0,0.0,0.3844568551447277,0.13011223514104528,0.07444879363676614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068812102084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246261317112484,0.13219375187199248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511285175450193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216404090496968
anxiety,dietpeachysoda,2019/03/24,"Should I Go To Prom? Hey, I am currently trying to decide if I want to attend my prom or not. I am only a junior so there IS prom next year, but the majority of people I am close to (and it is really hard for me to get to know people because that fear of rejection gets me pretty good) are in our senior class, so if I am going to actually pull it off, it would be this year.

I'm afraid that prom will become a realization of just how much nobody likes me because lately I've been doing better by lying to myself and telling myself that people don't hate me but if I'm left alone at any point… let's just say I can only go so long, about 3 hours, before the anxiety gets the better of me and I decide that they hate me and that I have to go forever. idk how else to describe that.

and even though prom may be short, I have to convince myself that prior to the dance that if I go to dinner with anyone that they don't hate me for another hour (and if I don't go I'll decide they excluded me because wowie my brain sucks like that and I am completely stupid even if I was invited and they said no). And then there's getting ready, which will be more than enough time to psych myself out.

also i'm terrified of getting caught in a fire. idk why, I just am. I won't go to pep rallies because I am afraid to get caught in a fire in there because I don't know the protocol for if there is a fire in the gym. Prom is in the gym. With many people. And it would be loud enough to where I couldn't hear the alarms. And we would all get stuck in there and die a firey death.

Despite all of this, I WANT to go

My mom desperately wants me to go. If I went, I think she would cry tears of joy. She's been nonstop pressuring me.

And I do want to go, but I'm afraid of not having a group to go with, and if I ask I'm scared they don't actually want me there in the group, I just imposed myself on them. (despite having multiple friends ask me to go, once again, I am irrational and stupid)

I just want to live my life, but I also can't risk (another) panic attack at school. Even though thats probably what everyone else is expecting to happen. 

Someone please give me advice, heaven knows I need it.",2.9536895161290317,3.5328631612903263,4.567079973118278,88.20061995967743,73.3010752688172,7.790994623655914,22.918346774193548,7.972316293177498,0.8780443548387096,1690,39,387,23,32,571,200,465,0.17,0.695,0.135,-0.9662,1,1,0,0,0,0,47.0,2,0,6,2,26,26,7,9,16,0,45,3,1,2,2,68,94,39,2,23,21,1,4,2,1,9,1,4,0,0,20,21,1,0,7,3,0,18,11,17,0,0,8,8,61,9,54,71,7,48,1,1,0,0,22,17,1,11,15,260,81,11,0.0,0.0,0.1401187294024541,0.0,0.0,0.07015504132766254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435563418110429,0.0,0.11482526744221393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0488215297388832,0.15056190960258034,0.054921254837890114,0.0,0.0,0.05019915786479765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342330540000196,0.08167461388382902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21882096062994705,0.07928944843054238,0.06109033978705946,0.0,0.0,0.12698970083327593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801444487759365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527332916220865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788609612913939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450953662145744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199472555048363,0.0,0.0,0.148362197822137,0.0,0.14225529661055775,0.0,0.0,0.06860104622953515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078679978242573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055466898129761064,0.0,0.2625612296638936,0.0688701446082947,0.489617670019273,0.060216349877298216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348608894376948,0.0,0.06431219964855679,0.21264142265998814,0.0,0.0,0.08091564344232365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14140278820714886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836624838521174,0.0,0.0809853455232114,0.0,0.07800302951957001,0.07341294776559057,0.05070934026671592,0.07014861944225663,0.0,0.06339431077614259,0.0635343217797627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278657699272571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408279742535077,0.0,0.0,0.052775929516986765,0.05323341210961922,0.0,0.0,0.07635240075014202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764569323376817,0.0,0.10920323817502167,0.0,0.08423331982167998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990882044747461,0.0,0.0,0.07880687708839,0.06786735124352132,0.0,0.0,0.07303903350886758,0.07740472373003437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04599227199299462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06829134263172111,0.057092473848131826,0.07187706394676517,0.07265809264803579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06082976143309112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275002514377005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046001893319954384,0.14107201854466098,0.0,0.04186292803252082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04874256251416655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25407133308238444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655259559437347,0.06478178738825757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20399803012206952,0.0,0.0,0.09246435031257028
anxiety,puddingslave,2019/03/24,"When you try to help but you just make an idiot out of yourself I frequently misunderstand questions and give stupid answers back as a consequence. And instead of helping the other party, I just end up confusing them, or worse, making them think I’m stupid.

I feel foolish for working up the courage to speak. I should just keep to myself where it’s safe and I don’t have to make mistakes.",2.7883,5.425001613333336,3.327583333333333,87.90337500000004,79.53333333333333,5.883333333333333,26.70833333333333,7.1686216300943375,1.4438333333333335,311,13,58,4,8,97,56,75,0.297,0.537,0.166,-0.9319,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,2,1,7,7,3,1,4,0,3,0,0,3,0,21,11,7,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,10,2,11,10,0,8,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,3,4,42,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145575542269336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24713857469807654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410864172888488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676718844083645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37405708843234775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24801550273650416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5587659182071916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125784900597306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17879174700936695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18944367887225388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20313783328410612,0.0,0.2843563461529957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AlexanderDM0612,2019/03/24,"- GAD/Classroom Anxiety Hey so here it goes, 

(Possible triggers below)

For the last four years or so i've had crippling anxiety. Mental health wise it's all over the place - social anxiety, generalized anxiety, and what seems to be a consequential mix of OCD/depression. Until I was 18-19, I managed all of these issues pretty well with the exception of a few months when I switched to a private high school (for no reason other than it was a better school). However, since i've gotten to college - through undergrad, and now in grad - i've just found myself to be nervous/self-evaluative to the point where I can't function anymore. I've tried everything, countless diets, supplements, exercise, meditation - but the GA has gotten to the point where I can barely communicate and i'm too afraid of conversation to talk to my professors/colleagues about why I might be acting so strange (missing classes due to fear of panic attacks, making weird/nervous eye contact, not participating/speaking in small classroom environments). 

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It just feels like my brain is so tied up. It's gotten to the point where everyday has just been constant brain fog (the biggest issue), fear of judgement, and obsessive self-criticism. I'm just exhausted, and after having spent countless years without these issues only to now experience them in full force just makes each day all the more painful. Realizing that I functioned as a normal social being with countless friends, girlfriends, and peers only to now be so afraid of everything that i've basically shut down has left me debilitated. I'm only close with a few people now, I haven't been able to stick with the same girl for more than one night, and I feel like I've just become a different person to the people I used to know. It's a weird feeling - like i've spent so much time being this nervous/anxious guy that i've forgotten how to function without it/like I did before (like a regular, social individual).

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Sorry for the long spiel, it's just been a long time since i've had a 'good' day and I just feel like running away; dropping out of grad school, forgetting all of the professors and classmates that think of me as that weird and awkward kid in the corner, and just doing everybody else in my life a huge favor. I don't even really know what i'm looking for at this point, do I just need a fresh start? Is there anyone who has had these same issues in classrooms? Is there anything else I can try to get rid of this brain fog? 

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Thanks for hearing me out, it's just been a really difficult few years. 

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anxiety,PM_ME_UR_WHEELS_,2019/03/25,"I want to feel better hello, I've done my fair share of lurking and researching and I believe I have anxiety. Some symptoms include walking around with a pit in my stomach all day except when I'm at home, cant concentrate, worry, racing thoughts, being excessively nervous, avoiding social situations out of fear. Now I just want to feel normal. I dont know what steps to take though. I dont want my parents to know. I feel like my parents wouldn't understand. And yes I've tried to have a conversation about it with them. Some context: I'm an 18 yr old living at home college student
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So what can I do to feel better? Feel free to ask anything, I'll answer any questions.",3.73876281613124,5.625206977443613,4.7404921394395085,82.61084757347916,73.21052631578948,6.941626794258375,30.13602187286397,7.686295010490155,2.046825563909775,540,24,100,7,11,176,87,133,0.098,0.731,0.171,0.833,2,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,2,7,8,0,3,3,1,10,2,1,0,1,29,26,6,0,5,2,2,5,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,3,7,0,1,11,0,1,2,4,3,0,0,2,5,13,6,18,22,3,11,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,3,5,58,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974816398992138,0.0,0.10966092245684364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796329195499128,0.12761022187817486,0.1340111453142369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16150424740749075,0.0,0.2535595331352161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092447681050104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466949002013208,0.3360058673248049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16130649258882593,0.3624055929789212,0.10240792838860624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875797124168635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15756076008570746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003265256609585,0.0,0.12657901970279686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045072577752926,0.0,0.0,0.15041974233032027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183422550683346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605827055777196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16112929736511475,0.0,0.14612536010699093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899358779520105,0.107779949312487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408388039577683,0.1138023982714922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09732396654065988,0.0,0.0,0.14923045246984318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536513125737297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557697814965487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ctown_struggles00,2019/03/25,"Those of you with food anxiety, how do you feed yourself? What do you cook every week? I'm not talking about eating disorders. I have OCD and am obsessed with food poisoning. I will inspect food and worry whether I have cooked it well enough. 

Those of you with this issue, what do you cook? We all have to eat everyday, what do you eat? ",1.9815584415584409,4.402377848484849,2.7477489177489183,92.1559090909091,81.12121212121212,6.195670995670996,23.064935064935064,7.447530270364453,0.9673662337662337,262,9,54,4,7,82,42,66,0.158,0.812,0.03,-0.8385,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,6,0,0,3,3,1,1,0,0,9,11,0,1,1,10,10,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,6,10,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,10,1,7,9,2,2,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,2,41,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13856965021266504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075992058551875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5560464840812079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18716340256315897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15261611044815931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6570963552598197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890604323893011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559141753871185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529753294769274,0.0,0.16286431747242866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18395386879180445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Shadow_Hunyer47,2019/03/25,Experiences with GAD So I have really bad anxiety and after doung some research about different anxiety disorders i found one that stuck out to me because i have a lot of the symptoms. I was hoping anyone who has GAD could share their experiences with it because i want to see how people live and deal with GAD,8.440790960451977,7.709039406779662,8.680000000000003,67.85977401129946,61.711864406779654,12.612429378531074,36.61581920903954,11.855464076750405,4.468690395480226,251,10,44,7,3,83,45,59,0.161,0.738,0.101,-0.5738,1,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,1,0,13,10,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,7,2,9,6,2,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,3,1,33,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34168310586657963,0.0,0.0,0.15615269736424078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18646545231536013,0.2722713662586124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17830531576033842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302363001715973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23332509762506484,0.2559476094627275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4369056696059358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448622417933701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22181021863458947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19719838033744125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18986130539265528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15132950573700765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548241119196932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14306649025784182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17795958935192854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321181998633285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317217448501073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,radale,2019/03/25,"Have you ever sought help or treatment from on-campus services? * Have you ever tried to access help for anxiety or any other mental health issues from an on-campus service?
* What encouraged you to access campus services or what discouraged you from doing so?
* What was your experience with your campus' service(s)? What made it a positive or negative experience?",4.928729508196722,8.465068983606558,5.56735655737705,68.72841188524592,80.47540983606558,7.64016393442623,27.297131147540984,8.472884824447931,3.188424590163935,292,12,37,7,8,94,38,61,0.113,0.713,0.174,0.6553,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,6,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,1,2,9,5,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,6,1,7,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,9,0,0,4,2,33,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783629970214816,0.0,0.20064753532834934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4745041369415621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.513130700770697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787970071284321,0.0,0.0,0.35160861348919703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737577076135113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481806910883008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26432189057234423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17807450071785771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jplaque12,2019/03/25,"A fear of restrooms This may sound a bit silly, and it probably is. As a male, I have a phobia about public restrooms and many worries about them. The other day, I had used a public unisex restroom to pee in, but that was the first time peeing about 40 minutes to an hour after ejaculation. I stood up to pee, with the seat up, but somehow I am very paranoid that a female who used it after I left could have gotten pregnant because maybe some of the pee splashed onto the toilet seat (which I breifly even wiped the top and put it back up, but I still worry there might have been something there or slid back onto it after, etc). I've been unable to get this fear out of my head, and I am wondering if this is something I should even be worried about. It is driving me crazy, and I've been very worried about this ever since . I'm not sure if this type of post belongs here either, I apologize if it's not >.< this fear has made me always scared in general to use unisex bathrooms. ",9.309242424242424,5.929230000000004,8.78270202020202,76.17738636363639,62.13131313131314,10.91010101010101,36.87121212121213,7.6454224807358475,2.7641090909090904,772,24,155,5,8,247,115,198,0.177,0.799,0.024,-0.9853,0,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,2,15,6,0,4,13,0,19,5,5,4,2,31,28,13,0,5,10,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,17,7,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,4,0,1,8,1,14,2,27,15,4,25,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,9,11,118,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299842490842097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19036491858988705,0.0,0.07545773922343685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514035790080475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883166345165093,0.0,0.0,0.07983061072349429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805217673992526,0.16351667963145264,0.11196995477730304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41787513772417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052908328576599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467216962973793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703836799383292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190256691229495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13449196647298314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171276648371106,0.0,0.1254978163397215,0.12435793226383292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131554405385495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855110905838158,0.0,0.13346037420429274,0.0,0.0,0.12443737610390902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392964393875887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023956234353745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19059035001190974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988542741941806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166652051504452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217960056279789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32072958439627763,0.0,0.20426996527465688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13423875547120606,0.0,0.5028357203105707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,catshaiyay,2019/03/25,"How do I describe my panic attacks to my friends without scaring them off? I don't know how to explain what happens when I experience a panic attack or the irrational thoughts and fears that overwhelm me. I just end up shutting everyone out because I can't explain what I'm feeling, it just sounds crazy. Sometimes I think I'm actually dying, sometimes I don't know why I'm suddenly upset when everything seemed fine. I think the new medication I'm on may be making my panic attacks worsen. I guess I'm just looking for some guidance on how to explain myself instead of isolating myself to my friends and family.",8.287179487179486,7.608447418803422,8.756880341880343,67.0117307692308,61.991452991453,10.876923076923077,44.286324786324776,10.125756701596842,4.8527504273504265,496,29,80,9,6,166,71,117,0.266,0.6409999999999999,0.093,-0.9686,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,9,13,3,7,3,0,6,1,0,4,0,25,25,8,1,0,5,0,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,10,0,0,0,4,10,0,0,1,3,17,3,12,22,1,11,0,1,1,0,6,6,0,5,5,55,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.13696888094857085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4790314833690778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556075903169069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566914636693587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431527325457345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341178095752278,0.126144462038483,0.13729677575138874,0.1323167602071754,0.15794144878138322,0.070969076920506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21688004163099947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15461984482970384,0.0,0.12411786198051612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427385667894955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786512884414158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368986325739337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14139562936815808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355583537447392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4940386029944906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14052255621559848,0.0,0.0,0.1277763903586839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776347339944324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17987111006273035,0.0,0.11142834593528672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266510046480977,0.0,0.0,0.13529982656058248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,isacregon,2019/03/25,"Tranquilizer/calming medicine to be able to go through one rough day? Hi everyone, not sure this is the right place to ask but I will try

I have been on therapy (emdr) for a year now, and it's been working really well for me, but of course there is still a lot that I need to go through in order to heal completely

But of course life does not stop for us to heal and in 2 weeks I have an event (on 6th April) that is directly related to my trauma and is already causing me panic attacks, anxiety, intensive crying

I have been talking to my therapist about it and we are working on it but I would very much like to know about any tranquilizers/calming medicines that I could take on this specific day to help me go through it without breaking down in public

I do not have the option to not attend (it's related to my graduation), and I honestly just want to pass this by as fast as I can.

tl;dr: I will have to go through a specific day in which I have an appointment that is directly related to the trauma I am treating but I would recommendations of tranquilizers for this day only so I don't break down in public

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anxiety,Freemasonsareevil,2019/03/25,"Cruise ship anxiety So I’m currently on a cruise and lots of people will say they would love to be on one but tbh not me

I hate walking through the ship with huge crowds and I hate that I can rarely get a moment where I’ll be  alone. I have to sleep with my brother (which I hate because he makes noise sleeping and I’m just not used to it)

It’s only the 2nd day (almost 3rd) of the 7 day trip and I’m just not feeling it ",-1.1285460992907763,0.8764717127659587,0.8969148936170228,102.5841666666667,92.51063829787232,3.9843971631205686,16.343971631205672,5.46131890053228,-0.9370751773049646,327,8,83,2,12,107,62,94,0.056,0.7609999999999999,0.183,0.9341,1,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,4,4,3,0,5,0,6,3,2,2,0,18,17,6,0,1,6,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,2,0,4,3,3,0,1,0,2,8,1,10,13,1,12,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,2,4,48,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070616763453407,0.2141631412492991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15818718496553247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605200618841034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667137589994749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455487567444297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803473321996447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6124613896192934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757981294262347,0.1866282631313181,0.0,0.13802817268998346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14012041042561876,0.15726655269454584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335616838444526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16444084803618822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4138614176547571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17859271504461274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14689155509453658,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,9-11wasamyth,2019/03/25,"Help. Anxious and i dont know why. I am overly anxious and having multiple panic attacks and I don't know why. 

I am on two different anxiety/depression medications. 

I think it maybe due to the fact that I'll be graduating in December, and I'm also moving to a completely new city next month. I don't have a promised job in my field. 

Constant pressure from my family to see them doesn't help. (But that one is a long story)

My bf is asleep so I can't talk to him until my emergency meds kick in.... ",0.60419093851133,2.9014758834951446,3.4526456310679627,85.59670307443366,86.28155339805824,7.3168284789644025,23.14644012944984,8.344100000000001,1.7560556634304207,388,15,81,10,12,137,70,103,0.197,0.775,0.028,-0.9283,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,2,4,1,2,4,0,12,2,1,0,1,9,17,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,3,0,2,0,1,13,1,11,16,0,13,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,0,7,52,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392060925155522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39330582006356896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980331352105247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18251219886914455,0.188111041767637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14992879538669673,0.0,0.0,0.18186920580194632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040122263135372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16410050554780045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23335488715538502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172740564435018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19133190560428825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15404910212880552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17487969699226488,0.0,0.1933558295300208,0.17536020550407855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894338519592994,0.18501202049968613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16812076071019866,0.1851285801351644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795635061521174,0.0,0.0,0.2042371260818515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871362107939356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991326082306396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153893145706506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004399948297708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31414756314087244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BigLew,2019/03/25,"I went to the Hospital today Recently I’ve been having some issues with anxiety. I’ve never been actually diagnosed, though I do have ADD/ADHD. This all started a couple weeks ago while I was getting a tattoo, I got a tingle feeling though my whole body, began to feel nauseous then started to worry what was happening. Since then I’ve had maybe 4-5 attacks and today was bad. Lately I’ve been having issues with being light headed, and after making a doctors appointment, my chest got very tight, it got hard to breathe, I feel like I was choking, I was light headed, a headache began to form, so I called my girlfriend and told her to take me to the doctor thinking it could be a heart attack or something serious.  Fast forward to 4 hours of being in the hospital, still light headed but they said everything checked out fine, blood work, X-ray, EKG and sent me home. I fell asleep once I got home, but since I’ve woke up I’ve just been anxious in general. I feel exhausted but my mind is racing. I’m scared to go to the doctor and get diagnosed with anxiety due to the profession I’m going to school for
(Law enforcement) since anxiety doesn’t look very good. I’m not sure if there’s an underlying medical condition causing these feelings or issues, or just plain anxiety. I keep telling myself I’ll be okay, and that the doctor said I was physically fine, but I’m still very on edge. ",5.198478884788847,6.078846217712183,6.087570725707259,78.23331590815907,68.37269372693727,9.269454694546946,30.184706847068465,9.444778638647367,2.713838704387044,1099,41,204,22,18,363,157,271,0.12,0.826,0.054000000000000006,-0.9012,0,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,1,1,8,12,2,1,13,1,22,18,9,2,3,39,55,20,0,2,11,0,7,1,1,0,9,2,2,0,6,10,0,2,6,0,1,6,3,6,0,0,23,13,22,6,24,27,4,32,0,0,1,0,9,7,0,5,22,118,28,6,0.0,0.0,0.08199098899722575,0.0,0.10097520631084024,0.0,0.07447828720792976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570989914242492,0.09491820888929027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19116880082654816,0.0,0.0,0.07015283884779654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09332681125504916,0.0,0.0,0.08579338396795005,0.0,0.0,0.08631125174720312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708279698421163,0.0929660659304608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17055620788895373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439903967096776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551137986548717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21241411788701592,0.06002360392536137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877935243480461,0.0,0.0955005257959812,0.07047163646569839,0.26879253019518823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429823610681888,0.0,0.07526503953125131,0.0,0.258684982677791,0.0,0.0,0.09956360548738696,0.0,0.0,0.16855697626825192,0.0,0.08274236072159477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26308383407328073,0.0,0.07468046215706578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477774458913778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041047722238051525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07055528537058872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05608372131165226,0.0,0.08440895996364707,0.0,0.0,0.08464088639326382,0.0,0.0,0.08483582335883179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06480107885943118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947810938329419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295919792655372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15984371957130097,0.0,0.08411825577272039,0.0850322993973734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085055916016438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468237663152078,0.0,0.0,0.11893898072676005,0.0,0.13419628841993422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918745874450811,0.0,0.06317226693698078,0.0,0.07343681523632742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05383635357147155,0.16509761927814262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15928147321523245,0.08028430818050908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079748554044428,0.0,0.0,0.06739543817847704,0.0,0.0,0.07788699135919397,0.0,0.09380485928484772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0611672540783039,0.08532596073955984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hugmebrothaaa_,2019/03/25,"Does anyone else use Ativan as needed? how long does it usually work for you? And how often do you take it? 

I’m currently on 0.5mg of ATIVAN PRN (medical term for as needed) and I was just curious to see how often other people take it as I usually take mine once every three weeks/a month  but recently I’ve been taking it more often. ",2.204347826086956,3.952779797101453,4.799347826086958,81.1364130434783,77.1159420289855,8.078260869565218,20.195652173913047,8.841846274778883,1.4412782608695651,262,6,51,6,6,93,48,69,0.0,0.966,0.034,0.2937,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,4,0,13,12,9,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,5,0,8,10,2,8,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,3,7,33,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974914748445796,0.190130025599838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247728193811123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15501309988873954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15634384670337548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16421638205823852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18693402367766385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481136839650125,0.0,0.0,0.2751834944129797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19761729503131126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864520991757614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832199227856456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14786875535833446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5580776169333261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602658439855244,0.4087402840107561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350912237502435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jarfargo,2019/03/25,"Nausea induced anxiety all the sudden?k I’ve always been smooth with girls (I’m 17) but had never had a girlfriend until a few months ago. Everything was fine with her until the relationship got a bit sexual. We had planned that we would sneak away and “hang out” in my car. As the clock ticked nearer to the time when we planned I got sicker and sicker. I still went and I remember waiting for her in my car feeling green and like throwing up. It stayed this way for the whole time, only letting up when we kissed. Never went to actual sex of any kind but close to it. After that whenever I hung out with her, sexual or not, I got nausea, it damaged our relationship severely until I had to end it. I never figured out why it happened. I only ever felt nauseated around her in person. I wasn’t grossed out by her at all and really liked her. I still struggle with this problem now to a much lesser extent when talking to certain girls. Can anyone provide any advice or help?
(Btw, I’m actually very confident with my body and personality, so I don’t understand why I would feel like this suddenly)",3.902201759208357,5.615492051401873,5.31006597031336,79.41308136338648,72.41121495327103,8.212864211105003,27.074216602528864,8.841846274778883,2.185594062671798,865,31,161,17,17,290,123,214,0.091,0.762,0.147,0.9311,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,5,0,0,2,9,11,0,1,9,0,12,5,1,1,7,44,25,18,0,3,5,0,4,3,1,2,2,0,0,4,10,21,0,1,7,0,0,6,6,4,0,0,13,5,26,7,32,9,7,43,0,1,1,2,20,14,0,2,24,116,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.2350786462355247,0.0,0.0,0.11769984078670465,0.10676938493431964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022191587910624,0.0,0.0,0.16381677406165607,0.0,0.09214195912214247,0.0,0.0,0.08421964803238746,0.0,0.0,0.10722375468338508,0.0,0.0,0.11316433133001964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314974048724451,0.1337899488446079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668067790543403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895160191678542,0.0,0.0,0.10825038928824122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218036857096148,0.0860476725889275,0.11564842756821812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889984537751044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065112701730512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073337765673844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254274699988301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316566422270207,0.0,0.17653360008438534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961399945522404,0.0,0.08854272457067701,0.0,0.2786894647665244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18321140581417555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103401110784619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525192979725594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716171195326191,0.0,0.0,0.25863094087219823,0.13644346555049694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607131906623354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283809410987245,0.19237895650129044,0.0,0.0,0.12591781240636155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681108686352624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14046773748674646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539002903852547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938174925775413,0.0,0.09560556860122696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233119603996587,0.2173701537959058,0.13447526124939185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711248059425023,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rebbiestef,2019/03/25,"how do I stop being constantly anxious about the health of my cats? One of my cats recently had a major surgery, and I feel like this issue has just increased since. I am insanely afraid of losing any of my cats, and have actually spent money going to the vet just for them to tell me my cats are fine. If one of them isn’t acting normal, I freak out for the entire day and pamper them until I think they are acting normally. I constantly think about the future death of my cats, how they’re all getting older (10, 7, 6), and that I shouldn’t let myself get insanely attached to them because I know they don’t have much more life ahead of them.

This problem mainly stemmed from when I was 13, I lost one of my beloved cats at only 6 years old when he passed overnight.

This problem keeps me from going out of the house, doing basic household chores that need to get done because I’m just so worried, and doing homework. I’m insanely afraid to fall asleep some nights in case I wake up and one of my cats has passed overnight. I dedicated time of a weekend long trip just to watch the security cameras of my house, so I know that they were okay, even though my mom was home watching them most of that weekend. I love my cats to death but this is really starting to affect me everywhere in my life and I just don’t know what to do about it.

help please",7.421317873303168,5.742457477941176,7.189852941176473,80.78116515837105,64.29411764705881,10.133936651583713,32.68778280542986,8.617729084823388,2.334000226244344,1062,32,222,12,13,337,143,272,0.071,0.85,0.079,0.4708,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,9,3,16,12,0,2,8,1,23,6,2,3,1,36,42,17,2,7,7,1,1,1,0,1,3,0,3,0,10,9,0,3,6,2,2,9,4,7,0,4,7,3,39,5,37,32,8,34,0,2,2,1,14,6,0,3,20,149,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.1214184189169135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846115715619164,0.0,0.0,0.1405620177377407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516936111474788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689130568709494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024222396126496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732742349210668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217989258428607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062911758145386,0.0888874640426525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19501687407095414,0.0,0.14142435637987358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225530695166776,0.0,0.0,0.08339778389809284,0.0,0.12480591956635224,0.0,0.0,0.2871337361697545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986477159036014,0.0,0.11059244131574178,0.0,0.0,0.20513806817045496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272304435494238,0.17576659296759473,0.060786552220433436,0.0,0.0,0.11011000357132984,0.0,0.1391969595718221,0.13582186451111014,0.0,0.11229617057524656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572213671983825,0.0,0.0,0.0914648590684518,0.0922577125765635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676209444556307,0.2438152794174395,0.0,0.0,0.13056049124394722,0.0,0.33724764397892204,0.0946289234591506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657854958659454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381110716298012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970824416693924,0.0,0.12285221546965687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029235837467614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806689103311761,0.0,0.0,0.1040227873349541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875075548350906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944983737471885,0.12224448164893395,0.0,0.07255176455878125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263570957280993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012401531907748
anxiety,Emergency_Elephant,2019/03/25,"Dealing with scary compulsions Hi!

I have compulsions. They for the most part have been overall harmless. They interfered with my life but they were pretty benign. Like I had compulsions to check if I did my homework repeatedly. 

About a month ago I picked up a compulsion that is really really bad in terms of what I'm doing. What the compulsion has me doing is not illegal but it is absolutely immoral. I really don't know what to do. I need to stop but I can't. Does anyone have any suggestions for dealing with this?",2.3913636363636357,5.2013268484848485,4.0759848484848495,80.53397727272728,83.54545454545455,8.552525252525253,24.411616161616163,9.075114841892004,2.6641979797979807,414,16,75,13,12,138,65,99,0.13699999999999998,0.715,0.14800000000000002,-0.0906,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,16,1,0,1,0,13,19,4,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,6,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,13,3,12,15,3,7,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,6,58,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197067877294422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16854858360112746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733046260806204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20694695663878745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5110512541240488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168978876363508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362135627335565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17506594985890953,0.1210884881301686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978339520115492,0.0,0.0,0.18377990733431432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684007165407451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521556721257404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4763430606831108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20721626065907225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,disco-potato-,2019/03/25,"Today I experienced the biggest derealization episode I’ve had in a long time First time posting here, I hope it’s okay! 

Title explains itself. I just feel wiped. I don’t have a diagnosed dissociation disorder or anything, I just experience it from time to time during a bout of anxiety. 

It hit me out of nowhere today. At first I felt like I just didn’t get enough sleep. Then I just felt “off”. But as the day went on, I just felt like I needed to get home to bed. I felt panicky, like nothing would be okay until I got into my bed. I didn’t do anything out of the ordinary today- it was actually a solidly productive day. 

I got into bed and I just had to keep telling myself that I was okay. Nothing felt real. I began questioning my whole reality. My memories didn’t feel like my memories. I didn’t even feel like I did the tasks I did today. 

It was just bizarre. I’ve experienced this before, but not this bad in years. I ordered pizza and watched my favourite show and that seemed to bring me “back”. I’m feeling okay now, just anxious that it even happened. I don’t know what brought it on. I think it’s entirely subconscious anxiety because I don’t have anything going on at the forefront. I was getting overwhelmed trying to coordinate weekend plans with friends, but it wasn’t *that* big of a deal. Ugh. ",1.3841336872586891,3.9722202162162215,3.2391493725868727,86.25536498552124,86.22007722007721,6.1718629343629345,25.854367760617762,7.531066641456977,1.6383522200772207,1032,46,203,19,32,344,128,259,0.067,0.81,0.123,0.8837,0,0,0,0,1,0,33.0,0,0,0,3,13,14,0,1,10,4,21,3,1,0,0,40,50,10,0,3,13,0,9,5,1,1,1,0,4,0,17,8,1,1,14,2,0,4,9,3,0,2,23,12,33,11,26,24,2,40,0,1,1,0,5,14,0,4,25,133,50,0,0.0,0.0,0.09545181525057317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14965403961261212,0.11050135447350694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241476399772406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521250366070446,0.08167014320597696,0.0596261698805751,0.0,0.08323203973967824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616316379621131,0.10084136966255446,0.0,0.09927859051563344,0.0,0.0,0.1121026852882951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106743871486737,0.0,0.1292097194847351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956803208346405,0.0,0.0,0.19782967260317794,0.13975589324214718,0.4695812452144654,0.0,0.0,0.16640013738678566,0.0,0.0,0.0755704270996849,0.0,0.1533104680542994,0.0,0.05558963647163125,0.0,0.1564606991982579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649610881692747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811486332050966,0.09715082389524084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694108662215139,0.0,0.0,0.05375571284415225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389335491279359,0.0,0.0,0.08656182325453149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252743212151916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18770928233067832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367824481614104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957344714607002,0.0,0.0,0.11133311763548376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890456892210557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788408745836794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549326464113736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06267490778825115,0.0,0.0,0.22814323192618005,0.0,0.3708628457864784,0.0,0.0,0.06640891038311475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067404602098808,0.0,0.10920522130018777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948386688108094,0.0,0.0,0.06298865341513124
anxiety,MisterUnknown,2019/03/25,"DAE else get paranoid something bad is going to happen because of a previous situation where something unrelated went bad? I'll do my best to keep this short, because the last time I chatted politics with a coworker at work and my car broke down on the way home later, I left my car at work last night and took the train and 2 Ubers home fearing the same thing will happen again. 

It doesn’t make sense, it doesn’t work that way, but that is what I felt was the best decision. Heck I even flipped a coin to confirm my decision. That because I was so negative in discussing my fears and anger relating to politics in an informative discussion that I was so afraid that my car would break down on the way home triggering another panic attack because of that and expensive repairs.

So does anybody else have similar experience like that or is it just me being completely irrational and psycho?",10.61553571428572,7.990758529761906,9.995,66.15000000000003,58.94047619047619,14.123809523809525,43.64285714285714,12.540900571622839,5.382442857142856,715,33,128,19,7,231,101,168,0.2,0.7390000000000001,0.061,-0.9787,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,5,7,12,2,4,10,0,13,0,0,2,0,19,22,11,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,13,7,0,1,4,1,2,6,3,9,0,0,6,1,13,3,15,13,3,27,0,1,0,0,4,11,1,1,7,83,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968930594664704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14070390068794175,0.0,0.0,0.20653533479395586,0.30157681804737196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595891433466623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967616897405554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823323659034503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066376065193153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168950005728612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098281159453975,0.0,0.27834886050765045,0.0,0.0,0.118752234153343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461771626699661,0.0,0.07029021701839269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187397020698643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37218349353919694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993250242973876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20163148013599166,0.0,0.0,0.1343787254934695,0.0,0.0,0.060423820291568724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255738718374643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606533935435585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451118787492903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13902154710629708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904298747174576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216752300442835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211882601333601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741307537280328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294514377089978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465263630575327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701216267291425,0.0,0.0,0.08785875196073156,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kkBlinkk,2019/03/25,"Does anybody else feel like Does anybody else feel like you just want to give up on leaving the house? I've been through a lot in my life and I have a really hard time not letting my anxiety control me and recently it's gotten to the point where I just never wnat to leave the house a d I never wnat to talk to anyone or anything except my family at home. I've lost all the friends I've ever had, and I just feel a lot of the time like I wish I can just stay in the box (for lack of a better word) forever. I just am exhausted I wish I can just give up and stay here forever, in my comfort zone with just my family. But I know seeing me this way hurts my husband and I feel bad but I just I just don't wanna try anymore. I'm so tired of trying to make friends and stuff like everything makes me anxious from social j reactions, to people in general, like even people just seeing or hearing me stresses me out and I'm tired. I'm so tired of trying so hard like why cant I just be me how i am and if no one ever wants to be my friend or recognize my existence besides my family that's fine. ",3.4006497175141237,3.4960779915254245,5.1960000000000015,85.83261581920905,72.0508474576271,8.666214689265535,26.75028248587571,8.648137234880735,1.6581980790960449,850,26,193,14,15,293,120,236,0.15,0.696,0.154,-0.5843,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,3,20,17,0,1,11,0,12,5,0,4,5,53,33,18,0,7,19,1,6,6,3,0,5,1,1,0,4,10,0,1,5,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,4,9,31,12,27,26,4,21,0,2,2,0,10,11,0,6,13,128,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072237896296023,0.1044397957746428,0.09168346040497052,0.06464171069315051,0.0,0.07607673226205447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719012240128757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176264156047558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036881639998554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16180353426944435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445669048201846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061060956127555924,0.1672488093978204,0.0,0.0,0.08308619793923214,0.0,0.26145491490298084,0.0,0.1869777135609136,0.13208957499260424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21427501980853705,0.0,0.0,0.17736887041631932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656302926403246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419548527161114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273276636720136,0.0,0.0,0.2133448939352237,0.0989673729156781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05080693985981535,0.0,0.0,0.19577792353008652,0.0,0.09453422592020216,0.06529867516483269,0.27099220124707224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009177871773168,0.15719177167190512,0.0,0.0,0.12341936217744705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14260301624421265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06264507942742234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818344633127846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739313309617447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05922448237675891,0.0,0.09128113341438156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14733799011010335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942389764927671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19707428959633688,0.0,0.0,0.10589873988717943,0.0,0.10583071033079663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430610807723798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781421034730336,0.318765732427802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18829813637330373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090563155977542,0.07338082799631325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341983683900614,0.0,0.21262101055221685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,poetryandcats,2019/03/25,"Can't hold a job, can't keep living in isolation - What do I do? I'm 22, I've held a few jobs in my life, I know it's possible. But every time I had one, I ended up quitting within one month to a year because of horrible fear. I'd often think about it all the night before, during, and the morning after, until I was sick with worry and decided to ghost it. I've applied to hundreds of positions, and even when I'd get the interview, I wouldn't show up, or I'd only make it to the orientation and never go back. It's like my whole world shrinks in that moment, and I can't possibly believe that I'm capable of doing whatever the basic job is, and that feeling of dread and helplessness hits me like a brick. 

​

My family is sick of me doing this, I'm sick of myself acting this way, I'm very extroverted around others, and liked my sales jobs, but it also exhausts me and makes me want to work alone. When I'm alone, I'm nervous and depressed. I need money for a degree or certificate of some kind, I need to figure out a way to move out, but I just fucked up ANOTHER opportunity at a department store. I feel like a sack of crap, like I'm just not cut out for this world. It hurts so bad, I'm sick of disappointing myself and feeling like a failure.",4.90514575411914,4.443776346007606,6.5476197718631175,79.34817237008873,68.80988593155894,9.750975918884663,29.320405576679335,9.3871,2.323531508238276,981,31,208,18,15,341,141,263,0.23,0.659,0.111,-0.9883,4,3,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,3,11,20,3,3,14,0,12,8,1,2,2,44,36,21,1,4,8,0,3,6,0,1,6,0,0,0,15,16,0,3,7,1,3,4,6,12,0,2,3,3,21,8,34,31,4,32,0,4,0,1,1,14,2,4,18,129,36,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352212979685165,0.0,0.0908113714071562,0.0,0.12303879883926118,0.1379840013903541,0.0,0.119074257759264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010896713815733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731820771273649,0.09481522594379804,0.06922320137399085,0.0,0.09662851494918433,0.1279396827061223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780634795828164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005776630753902,0.0,0.0,0.0750032280228899,0.0,0.0956765432535262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070512912769139,0.1277830262146695,0.17225326511566447,0.16225007174668135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498147740369547,0.059328766905088565,0.0,0.064536974410565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156495587973848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4507506035265713,0.1009345453342528,0.0,0.11825198401085862,0.06240787464071953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020856097879449,0.3328688437190476,0.0,0.10027277844382386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15160015746391514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063999376453666,0.12069295965985365,0.0,0.168401929855366,0.0875820427850273,0.0,0.0,0.10656541057350244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15389812000295902,0.08636510100676867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560365708491143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078168728446692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07276264384601741,0.0,0.0,0.06621591206248185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09369629335829477,0.06697877190972515,0.18027228277325194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267821669628467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267073879046948,0.11532249270689515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379840013903541,0.07312688788103139
anxiety,tenPUNded,2019/03/25,"Helping an ex? Hello r/anxiety!
Short summary: my ex has pretty serious anxiety and I think it’s what ended our relationship of a few years a couple months ago. 

I’m doing pretty well at this point, as far as healing goes, but I recently heard from people close to my ex that my ex isn’t doing as well. I guess I’m moreso looking for a perspective. 
What’s my ex thinking? 

Have any of you dumped someone you cared about because of anxiety? 
What was the best thing that they did to help?
Stay away, or stick through?
",1.2901132686084154,3.757764864077672,3.223519417475728,87.2394215210356,84.8252427184466,6.5401294498381874,23.14644012944984,7.793537801064563,1.41207508090615,403,15,80,8,12,135,74,103,0.073,0.716,0.21,0.9442,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,2,1,1,3,6,1,0,5,0,7,1,0,0,0,7,15,6,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,8,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,3,2,11,4,14,12,2,12,0,0,1,0,14,6,0,2,5,52,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579406120720348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116451536590032,0.0,0.408908155560323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16740045628230196,0.0,0.0,0.10861329330904647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18698275251200686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18166039589230376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19714628122413103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15780939053839108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962788870499345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388527214911273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14962139133566707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422168872989556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352350458530348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684321398073566,0.0,0.0,0.36253428129874615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17592545409838495,0.19129233125792347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15096635855704793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18990991123522674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837097207061766,0.22833357085847106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203998738157305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473829531935607
anxiety,Sunshiin3h,2019/03/25,"Medication I was diagnosed with GAD and depression over a decade ago. At first I tried a lot of different medications. I was really young and hated the side affects. Fast forward to about a year ago, I have been having a difficult time so decided to try meds. Nothing seems to work. I just seem to get the shitty side effects. I feel like a fucking lab rat. Has anyone else not found a medication that works? Even Ativan doesn't stop an anxiety attack even if I take a double dose. I was medication free for years and years and it wasn't all that bad but I'm at that point where I just want to function at a some what normal rate. Sleep wise, less attacks etc. I know medications are different for everyone but have you gone through so many different kinds and just can't find the right fit? ",3.1584239631336395,5.311742174193551,4.3343087557603726,83.70717741935484,75.64516129032258,8.299539170506913,25.264976958525338,9.04235418022936,2.052529953917051,627,22,125,15,14,205,104,155,0.096,0.7859999999999999,0.117,0.2837,3,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,4,9,11,4,0,12,0,12,9,1,2,1,28,24,10,0,3,7,0,1,1,0,0,7,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,8,0,1,2,4,7,0,1,7,1,11,5,15,17,6,22,0,1,0,1,1,11,1,5,12,79,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19719842391765766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509110138055663,0.0,0.0,0.0777750188647394,0.1139688900811629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253081721119455,0.0,0.0,0.09287290143711832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958027492255125,0.11289671341117072,0.0,0.3486368953411798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291889004182166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405151686285602,0.14693351904818622,0.0,0.0,0.10628560102567894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05624153137173549,0.07946315990654752,0.0,0.0,0.1016627495029186,0.09461268801543438,0.0,0.12195860715950005,0.0,0.10283089352564294,0.05811339546275136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981718526931088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582954896183037,0.06112942655268441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05434165066225982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09456427495551772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277036586860414,0.0,0.0,0.12355211685639388,0.5602656163784614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898236745009857,0.10672875663240833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514886599255588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125716792942062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949903211098806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20252031388190705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131092526501134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299375871445524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363156526746635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06485945493810245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15103654644029252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06560668732296601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16195439707061612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21488657068445668
anxiety,tossawayforeasons,2019/03/25,"I don't know if I can do it. Life is falling apart real hard. House is in foreclosure, have no water, no money. No friends, no family. Just my wife.

I know I shouldn't drink but I have a problem, the problem made me want to escape this weekend and I binged hard again. The alcohol didn't even make me feel better, I ended up drunk and having a panic attack, and that panic hasn't gone away in two days. One of my longest straight attacks and it feels like constant torture.

Now I'm facing the consequences of my poor choices, overwhelming anxiety and fucked up brain. I can't stop thinking about what's going to happen when we're evicted, no money, no credit and no support in this town.

I'm so very tired of myself. I'm so very tired of being me.

I have to sneak over to a construction site just to fill water barrels so we can flush the toilet. That alone sets my anxiety off on a good day, right now it's going to be unbearable. 

How did I let things get this bad. Lots of people have lost family and don't fall apart this bad. Why is my anxiety so bad sometimes that I don't want to live.",2.0511333333333326,3.860384013333338,3.5868333333333347,89.38425000000004,77.75555555555556,6.455555555555558,22.36111111111111,7.365786028017652,0.7916444444444442,853,25,179,11,20,282,127,225,0.353,0.5429999999999999,0.104,-0.9972,1,1,2,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,0,2,13,19,4,3,8,0,22,11,2,3,0,28,42,15,0,6,4,1,4,1,1,1,4,0,0,0,12,8,5,1,5,3,4,6,14,13,0,2,5,4,21,6,22,33,1,32,0,2,0,1,3,15,1,2,11,116,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329469889412988,0.0,0.11948780437828382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647716031160166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624984749011225,0.10839325792238727,0.0,0.2889856471544095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203477314352126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287902971013604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467323088020718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14880731238074466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301799541751732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218295906168924,0.0,0.0,0.07620033657784178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175198225842737,0.0,0.11666837214384115,0.08241985313687386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913403733544294,0.1066570616155256,0.060275699141060485,0.0,0.13113406719774226,0.0967662977224848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202069365690664,0.0,0.20669646934964148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312068591807946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268079035552783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797292885812324,0.08148875060608347,0.05636361393211745,0.0,0.10187320823955562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12593922266035687,0.0980828557912222,0.0,0.10916522404051683,0.07700990563018603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817722551450466,0.0,0.0,0.2707220388026509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998254837139007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207856840709822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131552440351166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852475442089433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410319068261544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645390322893202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091971789092874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664623855347663,0.07392399097366904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26520008464698785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126990452454254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19038351490203415,0.13609560808593313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410285143786444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ZiZi_Bah,2019/03/25,"Is it okay to not be okay? I've been overwhelmed with the announcements of wedding, babies, engagements lately. I feel like people my age are hitting these milestones that I use to dream about when I was little.

I know my time will come...and I know people make it look easy on social media. I just have had this little social anxiety FOMO and it's been slowly creeping up on  me. ",3.767612612612613,5.558003689189191,4.528108108108111,84.56531531531532,72.91891891891892,6.5549549549549555,23.144144144144143,7.1686216300943375,0.9433495495495501,299,8,55,3,6,96,56,74,0.02,0.787,0.193,0.8617,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,1,2,9,0,0,2,0,9,16,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,2,9,4,8,9,0,9,0,1,1,0,3,5,0,0,5,37,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18474530192668268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080291353511607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210864033385835,0.1725262128565876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654419600134873,0.0,0.2724202524957673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798371975342074,0.4840888610915997,0.0,0.0,0.20279748941999545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16120178409872782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348485987282396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4923535780530273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081942049086946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20857672554203494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iamtheforestofbubble,2019/03/25,"I think I’m too much for people. I’m very outgoing. I have a lot of friends. I don’t know if it’s because I get along with people or I force myself into people to have enough to not feel alone. Except those nights that seem like none of my friends want to hang out or chat. Even my internet friends. I know other people have lives but my anxiety tells me that I’m actually not a great person and I’m too much for them and they’re just around because I pester them. I’m the one that knocks. 

I get told that they love me and want to hang out with me but then I feel suddenly ghosted by everyone on some days. People are my distraction and without people I’m left to my own thoughts and feel alone and a burden. 

I’m probably over reacting. Even so, I can’t stop. My heart beats so fast and the once talkative bubbly me is quiet and concealed. I feel like I’m actually this pathetic loser no one wants to be around. 

Oh well...",1.0636010362694286,3.1902142590673614,2.7859352331606217,92.27651943005185,82.57512953367878,6.347046632124353,20.530829015544047,7.554174236665415,0.6250084974093264,724,21,161,12,20,239,106,193,0.15,0.728,0.122,-0.9126,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,3,2,10,11,0,1,5,0,8,2,1,1,0,42,32,16,1,4,10,0,4,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,8,16,0,1,9,1,0,2,7,3,1,2,2,5,25,8,23,29,7,16,0,1,0,1,11,8,0,6,8,103,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.23022924851814694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24434765935446826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024117819883416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100237078898013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438179907588268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607621268182009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218870505704608,0.0,0.1558265630680738,0.0,0.0,0.1127184594689018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238582036069488,0.08427260967393888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273413175993812,0.0,0.12326133263311538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005434446791433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397864225780589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12965848097469426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816686923307846,0.0,0.0,0.1152612788286771,0.0,0.1041632663424762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002877086916442,0.10646598429475694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734323832989274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107000465802567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256264751412952,0.15986921986464567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.490683093193734,0.10300052021377457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718379228900198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738885404812146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986221381011304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310463986474017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558576483408769,0.0,0.093649244159094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127184594689018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733161992564668,0.2087324525957937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606267586520653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371187812133304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,globetrotter201,2019/03/25,"Experience with Trintellix? I have severe chronic depression, have had it for most of my adult life. I got on Welbutrin last year and that helped a lot. This past year though my anxiety that often goes along with my depressive episodes has been crippling. It's been affecting my work, and sleep. I get so overwhelmed with anxiety at work that I can't mentally function. And I keep waking up almost every hour of the night, often with terrifying nightmares. I spoke with my doctor who recommended I try Trintellix with my Welbutrin, and if it helps to then wean off the latter. 

Anyone here take this medication or have experience with it? I know everyone's body is different so how one person reacts won't be how everyone does. Just am curious of what I might expect, and maybe hear some encouraging success stories with it if they're there. Or advice to help with things like nausea (my doc said that's a common initial/temporary side affect) Thanks!",5.050689655172416,7.465845218390808,5.481126436781612,76.42651724137933,70.95402298850574,9.007816091954023,28.84137931034483,9.558583805096642,2.989347586206897,764,30,129,19,15,244,117,174,0.08800000000000001,0.778,0.133,0.8002,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,3,10,7,0,1,4,0,13,7,3,5,0,35,22,15,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,2,4,3,0,2,14,15,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,6,3,16,4,20,13,3,13,0,3,0,0,10,5,0,11,9,91,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116743213807414,0.0,0.0,0.1446586839026286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210273807424482,0.0,0.0,0.10101178870623874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16046566756623046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24885129450303656,0.0,0.0,0.15093293845696204,0.0,0.1478638557936493,0.1264204198828513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171618785097345,0.276080901812262,0.0,0.2826247892461893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07547588041983565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155401438626071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282013934255654,0.0,0.290491224171372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422668145481958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284052251762736,0.0,0.0,0.07939300830530227,0.1177565098458246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020383883381092,0.07057725494339961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281715517906515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14513235721856993,0.0,0.0,0.14553113039911925,0.14558458206449448,0.15325226224847438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355686053310929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789177078939586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13790614354217634,0.0,0.1261393947439302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741725889027664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163201908956113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456718658107304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861809001500948,0.0,0.0,0.13300198974341498,0.0,0.0,0.0959747032075756,0.0,0.14193402375370034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808079727039204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21034136122029445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860586873148064
anxiety,schantics,2019/03/25,"I'm stressed and want to vent at the moment. Didn't know this subreddit existed so I hope it's okay to say what's in my heart and mind.

Been dealing with anxiety since I was young. My sister bullied me a lot and my dad always got angry when I tried to talk about my feelings. One time my dad told me to fake being happy or leave the room (we were at a family event). Because of that I never talk to anyone about how I truly feel, instead I lie and say I'm fine and try to make sure everyone is happy but me.

I like patterns and a routine. Recently I quit my job and went back to school and it's alright but mt anxiety gets in the way a lot. I always worry people stare at me and think I'm ugly or stupid. I eat lunch alone and I literally shake because I hate sitting alone when there's groups of people around. I'm waiting for that routine to kick in that way it feels normal to me.

I like to be alone so I can do what I want and not worry how people look at me. But I am so lonely. I have no friends and I only talk to my parents a bit throughout the day. I wish I could have someone to talk to...not even to vent to but someone who I can hang out with or share stuff with. I just think I'm being punished for something I did in a past life so I will never be happy.

Right now I'm having some kind of panic attack and I don't know why. I can feel my chest in that familiar pain. It feels hot. It feels like it's being constricted. It feels like it's just filled with darkness, sadness, hate. It makes my neck hurt and I would rather pass out.

The only thing that keeps me from ending it all is my cat. She isn't any kind of trained animal but whenever I get this way she somehow can tell? She's laying on top top of my chest right now as I'm crying and she's purring as hard as she can and I feel it on my heart. I don't know why she does this but I wish I could have her understand how much it means to me. I wish she could understand that if it wasn't for her I would have killed myself but she's always been here to comfort me. Always.",0.4887332113927378,2.243401038202247,2.4999790958975687,95.57137967076041,82.43820224719101,5.397961850013067,18.888163051998955,6.388778183573513,-0.1839777893911676,1582,38,375,14,43,530,195,445,0.197,0.6759999999999999,0.127,-0.991,2,5,1,0,0,0,36.0,1,0,0,3,23,31,6,3,11,2,35,9,5,5,4,84,76,39,1,14,15,4,10,4,1,3,2,2,1,0,27,24,2,3,16,0,0,5,9,14,0,1,10,14,67,17,48,55,6,43,0,3,2,0,28,19,0,9,19,245,94,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249355688060332,0.0,0.0,0.2409509816213935,0.0,0.0,0.049230515314409064,0.0,0.1107626775254405,0.0,0.0,0.050619684046178164,0.0,0.0,0.06444615610635918,0.0,0.08235881487351095,0.0,0.0556666449526936,0.0,0.08826162318979179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903567923931212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17340255211516972,0.0,0.07952159187410576,0.04668824798622879,0.07463520622677497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06335262243564124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407730494005467,0.0,0.0,0.0641197432614358,0.0,0.0,0.0478156638119718,0.0,0.0,0.06917572790222999,0.0,0.0,0.06824677669569397,0.0,0.292837323846788,0.10343681316942734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055931552993620584,0.0,0.07564592744853034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05790022780394461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23119480729698266,0.06485095298396591,0.14294850203355855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715748703140106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190374149801808,0.0,0.0,0.07749945188877477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07184003905369338,0.06434726096380754,0.08009341848143035,0.15077476694299802,0.11935782092457255,0.0,0.0,0.07665496879679505,0.0,0.0,0.05113414032571533,0.1414725307546525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060792866420252,0.0,0.0,0.1230938620183198,0.0,0.0,0.0966473357776589,0.0,0.0,0.07885846974316094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07309747030313117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05321804171672445,0.0,0.1116696874032286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093091184616282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04905616039025812,0.11011805074753163,0.07703249668687379,0.08493895549041007,0.08038515396113867,0.0,0.06910842292312272,0.15056699808055413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700010660973491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148050512998932,0.0,0.0,0.12364844424890582,0.0,0.11514149282706387,0.0,0.07326676083187192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059885202133976724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122678683679941,0.05573256576953251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292727244524235,0.0,0.08287399980420343,0.0,0.0,0.06823064461193219,0.0,0.0,0.2327507532358366,0.06327569189950154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04809546702436668,0.09277451672212314,0.0,0.0,0.04221362031533436,0.0,0.0,0.06917572790222999,0.0,0.0983017731378488,0.0,0.0,0.1507297596406574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539990943314492,0.17238935766348376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671101170763402,0.13064894906692698,0.0,0.2497491540753601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470395791378101,0.0,0.10285347673195992,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,followingfreeways,2019/03/25,"Anxiety Increase 9 months on zoloft and 3 1/2 months after death of loved one Hi guys. I haven't had to come here in a while. I started zoloft in June 2018 and it completely changed my life. for once, all my daily anxiety was quieted, and it's been great. However, this past week, my anxiety has been AWFUL. truly just horrible, just like it was 9 months ago before i started zoloft. I think it has something to do with losing my grandma in december whom i was VERY close with. the 3 1/2 month mark has just hit and i think the shock is wearing off and it's starting to feel real.

most of my anxiety this week has been about death. it's just awful!! i can't sleep because im scared about what will happen when i die.

i guess i'm just posting for support, and im also wondering if anyone's anxiety came back randomly while on zoloft, or if this is just me being wack about my grandma's death. luckily i see my therapist thursday which i think will be really great but yeah.

i hope all of you had anxiety-free mondays :(",2.897221587664191,4.563357111650487,4.200930896630498,86.52685037121647,74.97087378640776,7.953854940034268,26.19531696173615,8.671277953709913,1.860682238720732,799,29,165,16,17,263,116,206,0.158,0.728,0.114,-0.6375,1,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,1,13,9,0,1,3,3,21,8,2,0,2,33,39,14,4,3,10,0,1,1,0,2,5,1,0,1,12,11,0,0,5,0,0,3,2,3,0,1,9,3,21,6,20,25,4,30,0,1,1,1,5,7,0,8,20,103,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308011637581516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299350561869968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44479060524928815,0.0,0.0,0.08130955447246545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941640362573873,0.0,0.07088658684664814,0.0,0.09895043108164613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13299968078865185,0.0,0.0,0.1230146841187382,0.10016969747793612,0.12192317796092765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206860330796303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05879746383138758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564104403146206,0.1281016342395517,0.11514096858812685,0.10283092041344982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11549778107610667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512166792920395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213591701646256,0.05681124182471785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009377638039482,0.0,0.0,0.10495224140045176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3712720395612094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384030667310862,0.07879809249348423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100770745719582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136940457690353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235840450565084,0.0744954956216359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642211333586368,0.0,0.092664521129315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636952164494077,0.0,0.0,0.08952229113469164,0.0,0.0,0.2469225146257775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319594545815167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13501647652524587,0.0,0.22353323899234206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594775024154407,0.0,0.0,0.1865544944996212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610670947507086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CandiedMemories,2019/03/25,"Can't stop thinking about climate issues Over the past few months I've been incredibly anxious over the climate. Can anybody help me see the good that's happening? I know that we're making progress, even if it's slow, but I need somebody to explain it to me and reassure me that even if things are fucked for a bit, they'll get better.

I'm just so afraid and it's making it impossible for me to do anything at all.",5.41129411764706,5.3555993058823566,5.894117647058824,83.08352941176473,67.70588235294119,8.682352941176473,32.294117647058826,8.238735603445708,2.2071647058823527,331,13,69,4,5,107,61,85,0.08800000000000001,0.7509999999999999,0.16,0.5183,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,2,5,5,1,1,4,0,6,1,0,2,1,14,17,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,7,3,9,15,3,7,0,0,1,1,4,3,1,2,4,44,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807430436450389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20450071936088046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21978492659710264,0.27130612041281554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282740749151922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22974142771168976,0.12983505233723538,0.0,0.0,0.20843652596840326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21975459910347686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16656951900396166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593775461203869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657337060781696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317617305302929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983565300302231,0.0,0.0,0.1842653616199429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23722878441202225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198028517200988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077636220287016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650975191636373,0.15923374384396682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tizzy_d,2019/03/25,"After 7 years, considering daily medication - your experiences? Hi all,

I am over on r/nba all the time and stumbled across this sub - I think this amazing, and it's important for all of us to know that we are not alone in this fight.  

I have had pretty consistent (obviously sometimes better sometimes worse) anxiety since about halfway through my freshman year of college.  I think fraternity pledging brought it on, but who really knows.  I have fought without medication and had this mindset that it was going to change who I am, or make me weak, etc, but my anxiety has come to a point where I can no longer fight it.  It comes and goes without any definable link or trigger, and recently I started having shortness of breath out of nowhere which was scary.  Obviously freaked out and went to the doctor, checked for clots etc and I am all good (which always seems to be the case, thankfully).

So, my question to community is, what have your experiences with medication been?  Are you happy you started?  Wish you hadn't?  Are you planning to be on it permanently?  This is not me looking for a specific medication to take or anything, since I know everyone is different - this is just me trying to see how it has helped/been a detriment to you all.  As the subject states, this would be a daily medication.  

Appreciate any and all help/input!",6.023830703012912,7.394882569105692,6.506374940219993,74.18881635581063,66.80487804878048,9.853275944524153,34.79579148732664,10.056822442137396,3.6481002391200383,1056,50,188,25,17,343,141,246,0.08199999999999999,0.8009999999999999,0.117,0.8711,1,1,0,0,2,0,38.0,2,7,0,2,5,10,3,0,8,0,27,8,1,3,8,45,47,16,0,2,10,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,21,14,0,0,8,0,1,5,6,5,0,0,9,2,25,5,32,34,8,24,0,0,2,0,16,11,0,5,7,141,46,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280507798137494,0.0,0.0,0.09062759976923147,0.0,0.0,0.148134476425844,0.0,0.1666422861711688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962934204476049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632816169947717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115219655902363,0.18764455898795485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137949960702316,0.0,0.1114810793521093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24294230580674145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407478134983332,0.0,0.21308328791856668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06189999369904164,0.09135434212177816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594408302990265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300471333155234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17957366683115164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09146277852341024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270288758883822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5486116742034529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296169125217848,0.0,0.0,0.11080766052757107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201187340711125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977496575543718,0.0,0.10754231531460992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679268101498609,0.09915387024563543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801943978672116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21544323104518326,0.0,0.15418390833334447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189196641088736,0.0,0.0,0.10027606336240892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13957912457875504,0.0,0.0,0.06351032996013732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394743688192347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101364009189634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096707288650973,0.0,0.0,0.12524907888421855,0.20998404179967872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099564305495936,0.07737145257855553,0.0,0.0,0.14027784662695156
anxiety,emmalion_18,2019/03/25,"Survey for a school research project on social anxiety. I am doing a school research project on finding ways to treat social anxiety disorder (SAD). This is a 10 question survey, and it is totally anonymous. I need 100 responses. I would really appreciate it if you would participate in my survey! Thanks. :) Here is the link: https://www.surveymonkey.com/r/JJSZVNN",6.151034482758623,10.024330568965516,6.158189655172419,63.82452586206901,79.51724137931033,9.106896551724141,33.11206896551724,9.188382445141503,4.5516827586206885,295,15,38,9,8,93,42,58,0.095,0.7190000000000001,0.18600000000000005,0.7773,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,0,1,9,9,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,5,7,1,4,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,2,0,28,8,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3561541705320405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667875788493073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21275792436441565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17260441144738478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26076837138284703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14912568486370614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4711742802651422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4745825154177626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143137794831574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847709898281916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307223652425156,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whos_agood_boy,2019/03/25,I got bammed from others but this is my real problem Modern Life after the military is just so idk how to put it it's too safe. I miss being on my toes and having anxiety now I just feel so bored with everything. People get frantic about things that don't matter I just feel so bored with everything. I've been a mechanic a chef a waiter a supervisor in every field. Everyone's politics gets in the way of whats important. Idk what that is but I feel like a cannon that hasnt and will never be fired. And that weighs alot,1.125,3.4511492777777804,3.3255555555555567,87.25000000000004,84.0,6.933333333333335,19.185185185185183,8.07648339933343,0.9897074074074076,414,11,85,9,12,141,75,108,0.204,0.682,0.114,-0.8125,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,1,8,0,10,3,1,1,1,20,17,9,0,1,5,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,11,5,1,1,3,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,2,4,7,2,10,12,1,9,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,5,61,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19072502060388613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100583408057831,0.23823082692112205,0.4481358530701586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3781829259100203,0.17811043181407502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26051322329053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199399696496875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760983064885561,0.121802541911591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19228682356399726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17284338282380446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385604440652376,0.0,0.2506300788441376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837746473117325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16563357159850095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19789436012689887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,andrewsuo,2019/03/25,"I noticed myself stuttering at home (where I am comfortable speaking with my family). Could this be anxiety related or some neurological problem? I do have anxiety (diagnosed by my doctor) but more recently I've caught myself stuttering while talking to my brothers (who i'm really comfortable with, so no anxiety while talking). Could this be lingering anxiety from other activities? My apartment is also kinda moldy (I've been trying to fix it, and too poor to move out) so maybe that causes some neurological problems too. That's my best guess.

I'm going to try to spend everyday from 6am to 10pm outside for  week to see if changing my environment changes it. Having anxiety is one thing, but your environment affecting it and making it worse suck a lot man.

I'm going to my doctor's soon hopefully to get it checked out. ",5.416622807017545,7.471656539473687,7.0500000000000025,67.07833333333336,69.13157894736842,11.119298245614038,34.377192982456144,11.038039088145766,4.7062877192982455,662,33,106,23,12,228,96,152,0.201,0.7070000000000001,0.092,-0.928,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,1,7,9,1,0,1,0,11,5,0,3,0,23,23,11,0,6,4,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,1,12,6,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,5,0,1,2,2,13,4,18,17,5,15,0,0,1,0,7,5,1,8,6,77,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023256984190452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.527245543997492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14465716331519518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14160218250087284,0.2916381024347976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22011198468188475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13990720089939512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821752086048841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994560878769595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201699897446855,0.0,0.15667809942438995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184901622134314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826723186241902,0.13690867049641348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171887348564584,0.0,0.0,0.0920109160710674,0.0,0.13848128385959296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650472621408475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15693456056078148,0.0,0.0,0.09340562199915817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637932468623293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830541304346731,0.0,0.13610280522090282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098425984620568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22158510474337084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157640909954086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871719716854218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105689112773671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047324853369306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,atouchofcat,2019/03/25,"I finally got my driving permit! It's been a battle since I turned sixteen, as I found out being behind the wheel makes me so anxious. Even thinking about driving made me anxious. When I started, I would almost instantly go into an anxiety attack, so I let my permit run out and thus I never got my licence. 
I tried getting it a year ago but I failed the written portion and I was so scared that people would laugh and judge me for failing again, I never took it. 
But now, 5 years later, I just got my permit. And I've already driven home AND did not panic or cry once. Ive been working so hard to control my anxiety and not have it control me. Today, I feel like I finally did it. I conquered the thing that triggered my anxiety the most!
I still have to get my full drivers licence but darn, do I feel like I took one huge step in the right direction! ",1.4804688503532475,3.72249007514451,3.36873795761079,88.02885517019912,81.77456647398844,5.462941554271034,25.21804752729609,6.691623216298621,1.0819199743095704,665,27,130,7,18,223,103,173,0.16399999999999998,0.72,0.116,-0.7068,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,7,11,9,2,2,8,0,13,0,0,9,2,35,31,16,0,2,7,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,9,0,2,4,0,0,8,4,6,0,1,14,3,30,3,10,13,3,29,0,2,0,0,0,7,1,3,16,95,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023860096067783,0.0,0.1245296656731819,0.0,0.13723555300171625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854076757016868,0.280985262844086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14147869090768614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278963069577294,0.0,0.0,0.13660481558073406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213932572232273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257614054135659,0.17768717217882474,0.0,0.27246298628340354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13635551401759793,0.0,0.0,0.12994707129228072,0.0,0.07067727219186898,0.0,0.2983887679372221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114031078079338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247443110103899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12716763816383986,0.0,0.12151309171523265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767346835606735,0.08301199189509331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918298753101741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324404999739391,0.08427029169410069,0.0,0.0,0.14591094163151302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621631987239073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620368962311093,0.0,0.0,0.12450714401834212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287277707516168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802341814334208,0.0,0.0993149254911576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261998091706041,0.07968556368615748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787977022874788,0.0,0.2763394891298774,0.0844330154507863,0.13526915251855276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905363531706004,0.0,0.0,0.17668509759022855,0.0,0.0,0.1601689266197099
anxiety,corgimama84,2019/03/25,"Anxiety attacks with work, always changing careers rants. 🖐 I’ve had for the longest time I get anxiety attacks or go into depression relating to work. It happens when I’m in charge, doing something different/new situations, overwork myself or from even terrible bosses. I think my first was when I was a orthodontic assistant, the boss was terrible and the coworkers were miserable. It got to the point where I quit and just stayed at my other part time job, which was at Lowe’s. It got worse after my dad passed away and went back to taking medication. I worked at a print shop near me, I enjoyed it and got along with my coworkers and customers but the owners were terrible. So I left there to work as a para for special ED. It was great and I ended up at a great school assigned with a teen, who all I had to do was monitor her on the laptop and help with schoolwork. I got married and became pregnant during that time and everything was going great. Fast forward to when I come back from maternity leave, my student left and eventually had to move sites(schools), my job was contracted through different schools because of daycare and distance to work. So new site I got along with my coworkers and teacher but then the student I was assigned with was aggressive and screaming all the time at me. It burnt me out so much it I lost 12lb from the stress and my face was going numb. I asked my sons daycare if they were hiring. They weren’t but after a few weeks when school was over they hired me. The owner is fantastic and it took awhile but I get along with most of my coworkers, lot of them all seemed unhappy. The pay is low, there is no benefits but I didn’t care because I was taking care of babies everyday as a assistant. I have been there for almost 2 years and my anxiety and depression is coming back. The daycare has been growing so now I’m by myself in another room with some difficult babies, it has been burning me out. I didn’t notice until my husband was complaining about my job, we can’t afford for me to work there. My last job paid for half the mortgage, student loans, all of daycare and groceries. Now I’m lucky if I can pay any of my mortgage and loans. Being broke and working this hard isn’t making this job worth it anymore, plus the children I’m with scream louder than any child I’ve ever heard. I hate the shift changes and it Doesn’t make me want another child anymore. And I’m also miserable I’m sick all the time, like I’m a regular with the ENT because of my new sinusitis diagnosis. I applied to a factory job and the thought of going somewhere new makes me hate the job I have now. I feel like I’m never going to be happy finding a job I won’t have anxiety attacks over. I’m almost 35 and I don’t even have a solid career.
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anxiety,StillLost86,2019/03/25,"Just started therapy for anxiety, am now anxious over therapy! Hi, everybody. Sorry if this is the wrong sub for this kinda thing but figured I'd take a shot. Today was my second therapy session to deal with my anxiety. My therapist and I are absolutely on the same page, we have a good solid rapport already, and I'm optimistic about the course of treatment. 

And then the anxiety came around, because it has to attack and distort *everything* I feel positively about, right? 

A few hours after the session ended, I began thinking, and that's never a good highway to ride on. I thought of how I had forgotten to thank my therapist as I left the session. Then about how I had forgotten to wish her luck teaching a course and being evaluated on it tomorrow. This spiraled into worrying that she'd call and cancel our next appointment because she naturally she must be put off by my rudeness, right? Of course, it really was only genuine forgetfulness on my part, as I was in my head a bit too much by the end of the session. 

I've spent most of tonight talking myself down with reminders that  nobody would cancel an appointment due to such trivial non-offenses. I can simply explain myself next week and even use this as a perfect case study to show her exactly how my anxiety operates. This method is only half working, hence why I'm getting it out posting here! I'm not freaking out about it quite as much as a couple hours ago, but it's settled deep in my stomach and is making me feel so burdened, with the worst case scenarios still floating in my mind. 

It attaches itself to everything I deem positive and important, like some kind of parasite. The more I value it, the more intense the anxiety response. I do despise it so much, and am happy treatment is finally underway. Thanks for reading! ",6.201168060426222,7.200344127596438,7.0511532236309735,71.79268343674133,66.18100890207715,10.400269759913677,37.276638791475584,10.436869588844218,4.2821940652819,1429,74,239,36,22,476,192,337,0.135,0.7040000000000001,0.161,0.9576,0,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,2,0,0,3,17,16,3,0,21,0,21,2,2,5,4,49,40,26,0,4,5,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,19,20,0,0,6,2,1,3,2,7,0,2,9,2,32,9,46,26,13,43,0,0,0,0,12,18,0,5,22,181,51,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707215053834234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083957400225031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37571624771072776,0.11096834907285777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744269637613128,0.0,0.11174718987113956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975631728155027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107238248487601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030056710616453,0.11234531580232114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086861096181692,0.0,0.0,0.10126753977827777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17399961705930111,0.0,0.0,0.06487788916119462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17655986681459596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933286461055046,0.0,0.0,0.1076026815972436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05131946003929312,0.0,0.0,0.1647759949659881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456427794206023,0.0,0.0,0.10080905723500994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934672656618626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228811897811224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067237289011944,0.0,0.0,0.04798866332666075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556716605425228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918108833413046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166240476416237,0.0,0.07575858018516082,0.0,0.2089306779185832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941184794879775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106370075484486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407414253716212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874508597624923,0.0,0.104476315578741,0.0982534030118178,0.0,0.0629266170552886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16777033761321855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995688465256008,0.06952544978514764,0.0,0.07844406648588471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385434524331394,0.07895099830674329,0.0,0.1808681199826015,0.33699279260335674,0.22809782104438964,0.06525753550202731,0.06293978095285062,0.0,0.07798112418008114,0.0,0.0,0.09310754136333724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483643574497346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879163120777431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863442814390482,0.0,0.11295599701330836,0.0,0.0,0.07151029588333567,0.09975410521460833,0.0,0.06977751568502621,0.10739560933870587,0.0,0.0
anxiety,moushiraa,2019/03/25,"feeling like I’m not getting enough air as i fall asleep Lately every night as I settle in bed and try to go to sleep I get this feeling as if I’ve forgotten to breathe for a while and feel the urge to take very deep breaths and kind of mildly panic as I do because sometimes they’re not fulfilling and I think i might die or pass out but I try to ignore that panic because I know I’m okay, I know I’m getting enough oxygen and I know I didn’t forget to breathe. It’s happening to me right now as I type this out. 

I’ve never had a panic attack before in my life and according to online symptoms and experiences they seem very dreadful in comparison to what I’m going through right now. During panic attacks people legitimately think they’re dying while I know I’m not so I don’t think it is a panic attack. Plus, even if it’s a mild one, it wouldn’t be daily would it? I’m not sure what’s wrong and I don’t know how to deal with it because I can’t control it anymore and that is scaring me. It only happens as I try to sleep. Yes my life is stressful right now more-so than normal.

A few weeks ago something happened as I was slipping into sleep, I was taking a deep breath (the kind you hear from people starting to get deeper into the sleep cycle) and I woke up mid that deep breath and panicked because I thought I couldn’t breathe and I dramatically gasped as a result and my heart couldn’t stop racing. I had to calm myself down till my heartbeat relaxed and ever since then I’ve been having these issues. I don’t understand or know what to do. Does anyone else go through this?",3.0766163141993985,4.2937298580060475,4.403811480362538,87.07132447129909,73.68277945619336,6.3836132930513605,25.32459214501511,6.55674776486733,0.8537733172205435,1257,40,261,9,25,416,161,331,0.16699999999999998,0.7509999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.985,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,1,7,20,3,8,10,2,22,15,12,3,3,59,58,34,2,7,9,0,3,1,0,3,3,1,1,0,18,20,0,3,15,1,0,5,13,13,0,1,8,4,34,7,40,44,3,37,0,0,0,0,4,17,0,6,16,162,52,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890681161680882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709158798816049,0.05435366537862549,0.07964802844751627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653021378322664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18954455457508845,0.0,0.06614620698609096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718568412468329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014070220221214,0.0,0.0,0.16135196657867135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802585408442963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06493707530267398,0.0,0.0,0.1606407278182012,0.0,0.051342805465199086,0.07031517052615603,0.06549454306619093,0.0,0.0,0.07603911097479235,0.0,0.0,0.1179144700129423,0.05553343562667827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16245195936198786,0.0,0.1325346685663823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206220688638312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761226272770582,0.09211557978040064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113446604603271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618967282072299,0.256324597085111,0.0,0.08768773338781073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981214146465827,0.0379770772072127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824638617676163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05995352338147459,0.0,0.0,0.07294842220290336,0.07616315905824386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052674807772009134,0.05912047650295174,0.0,0.4560225583514169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778242212744478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991541321305446,0.0,0.0,0.07782564585411475,0.0,0.0,0.07076643332131619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643026581310176,0.0,0.3111619578189549,0.0,0.0,0.059843700876637936,0.07688126044156599,0.0,0.05502077347692756,0.0,0.0,0.06498939784581273,0.08904443601700289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326370552652392,0.08079575426245224,0.11689311503849482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14942709933682508,0.0,0.06171239139405003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15832956439591594,0.0,0.0,0.08092420046157421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827796054956514,0.0,0.0,0.062353807216744786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055220252384598566,0.08499030947806753,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fancyyouwithapassion,2019/03/25,"Weddings my (17F) boyfriends (18m) mum is getting married in two weeks. weddings have always been extra scary for me as they’re usually a group of people that i’m not familiar with, i’m wearing clothes i feel self conscious in and there’s the expectation to stand and smile and act totally normal all day. 

i lean on my boyfriend for support a lot of the time, for the first time ever i went out into the city centre by myself without panicking because i knew i could “reward” myself with seeing him afterwards. i’m still very anxious but i’ve improved so much since meeting him. him being there makes me so much less anxious- i used to shake like crazy to the point i couldn’t speak, when strange men would speak to me (trauma from assault), but when he’s next to me i’m totally calm and it’s amazing. 

my boyfriend is part of the wedding party, which means for an amount of time he will be greeting guests. this means i’ll have to “fend for myself”, i’m comfortable around his family, but i think they regard me as rude because i don’t really have much to say very often, but the truth is i’m just terrible at small talk, i only speak when i have something worthwhile to say. 

i guess i’m just looking for tips on how to handle myself, i’m especially scared of my hands shaking and i can get tearful when i’m nervous. i just don’t want to cause a scene because it’s his mums day and i don’t want to get in the way. how do i stay calm in this situation? ",3.4939393939393923,4.695455548821549,4.415067340067342,87.45371212121216,72.63636363636363,7.150841750841751,27.304713804713806,7.520522993642371,1.3882269360269364,1146,41,239,13,22,371,163,297,0.098,0.748,0.154,0.9539,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,2,17,16,2,4,12,0,19,2,2,5,5,46,45,20,0,7,9,2,2,1,1,2,0,5,0,2,6,11,0,0,6,0,0,4,6,8,0,2,3,9,35,8,39,36,11,35,0,0,2,0,24,12,0,3,17,150,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519648089989864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28565057436023755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254585948219377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23120417511313285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298742302654294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094079793784096,0.0,0.0,0.16306849980799493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143594692789332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918309181124805,0.0,0.0639247363458156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753781038393016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19815695230073874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392723879675236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06176531126474876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061659191955799,0.0,0.0,0.10748278357339736,0.0,0.0,0.08439027343856967,0.0,0.0,0.2754297475879672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788127612335745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445538445771735,0.0,0.12387054434103632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961525978790058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690693522409608,0.0,0.0876478041641632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195133448840196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099167219559228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010779083689378,0.12657438628917336,0.0,0.10074507803244016,0.0,0.13188979159575998,0.0,0.0,0.10458081523605822,0.14210801448986707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09732883843883744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13475319344816564,0.10096389120889608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14346661901355706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161635367679607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100861520200278,0.0,0.0,0.22115988604829304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234997389842174,0.0,0.0,0.1091913901562876,0.13924027326758856,0.20862922437449374,0.14913854894607753,0.10035099891140306,0.10141123526359556,0.0,0.0,0.11719808073335305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218700611001007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980933572225899,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cjorstub,2019/03/25,"I feel like in groups of friends I’m always the least favorite Like my friends would make plans one on one with each other and I would join in later in the day, stuff like that. Recently I haven’t felt invited a lot but I haven’t really been keeping in contact much either. ",2.505357142857143,4.446894535714286,3.3172857142857133,91.2277142857143,76.85714285714286,6.622857142857143,23.7,7.554174236665415,0.9694257142857144,218,7,46,3,5,69,41,56,0.032,0.764,0.204,0.7359,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,12,10,2,0,2,2,0,2,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,2,5,5,7,6,5,8,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,6,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20558189522418432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15933960411561846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492593228650227,0.1765067396217048,0.2372257874999137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817710835584989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21960702168395213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621175244731293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100499385717678,0.0,0.0,0.1649210335134415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18162475707918047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33484182907534243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582792630030058,0.0,0.2439516555163184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828358503444937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3510226442684135,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mikeyrj91,2019/03/25,"Just a pick me up post. We deal with a lot with our anxierty we know how it was back in the day when none of us had it and we went day by day with regular shit, but nowadays we struggle with bullshit going through our minds thinking about the person next to us and wishing we thought we had their mind not giving a shit about the pointless things we are anxious about but we should be proud we hold it all in just to get through our job and get through day by day when half the people we see don't know half the shit we have to deal with in our minds. We are not hypercondriacs we are not weak we just deal with things in different ways. And the way I see it we are more lovable and caring then most the people we know. That's enough. God bless you all x",2.7316037735849084,3.858469157232708,3.1586320754716968,96.01643867924533,74.40880503144655,6.306289308176101,23.312893081761004,6.42735559955562,0.23253836477987425,592,16,141,4,12,183,83,159,0.127,0.732,0.141,0.5559,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,22,1,1,1,10,8,3,1,10,0,11,4,3,2,2,52,25,11,0,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,7,27,0,1,5,0,0,2,5,5,0,2,5,2,26,3,23,18,7,20,1,0,2,0,29,5,3,2,10,104,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13303506555631994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055002450269263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006397390129495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37972667498944,0.3642155778388244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303393686178965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167736222876198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304928004578593,0.11296593950835003,0.06692561342339495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685844013258714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19415313458342476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011517876963934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3567115136537303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523889318825426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327964890617838,0.10282332330748586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278134552915585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876786432590193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3626362560985771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231081211172416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15646876944805402,0.07545573089192634,0.0,0.09348813471705597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28330110250456475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18694451077118565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916452304257522,0.0,0.0,0.1354179691163893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,partyparroting,2019/03/25,"How to overcome anxiety at work? So I get a lot of anxiety when leaving work and when I am at home, like people who might be annoyed at me at work, things I’ve left around the office and am going to get in trouble for (even though I know this is likely never the case), consequences I am going to face due to accidentally doing something wrong etc. 

It’s making me dread going into and leaving work because of what may happen. 

I can’t help thinking that the thing about anxiety is that sometimes you are right in your anxious thoughts. I can’t separate irrational thinking and dread with common sense. 

Any advice? ",6.4772154963680375,6.760690305084747,6.784285714285716,76.44703389830511,65.44067796610169,9.115738498789346,32.958837772397096,8.841846274778883,2.7688532687651333,488,19,87,7,7,158,80,118,0.212,0.747,0.041,-0.9549,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,4,8,7,1,2,4,0,12,1,1,2,1,17,23,9,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,7,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,5,0,0,1,0,10,2,17,19,2,18,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,3,7,64,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467988746307965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215866868281707,0.0,0.344766887066222,0.16971234943851785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373277666308914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157622932919546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16754143347834852,0.099222698076989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569735191692578,0.0,0.256130285144031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132844143988569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006931607208346,0.0,0.15068868656225345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256014929401304,0.0,0.0,0.3181347792194024,0.16322072846888305,0.0,0.0,0.14678543688587106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771656955556368,0.0,0.0,0.10027686173637347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593657920383183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586336771495485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041476272270211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829197875034853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156511298923284,0.14857711851648778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19960664029245126,0.19251720311060525,0.147596047071854,0.11926247355242875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43746457164776936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16424828640359634,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Shelena84,2019/03/25,I am feeling very anxious and I just want somebody to talk to I do not know what to do. I feel very anxious and I need to talk to somebody and I do not have anybody to talk to right now. I do not know what to do. I just want it to stop.,-1.6033939393939391,0.0008286909090919893,1.072272727272729,103.70174242424244,89.36363636363636,3.6666666666666665,20.075757575757574,3.1291,-0.8406969696969702,178,6,49,0,6,61,23,55,0.131,0.79,0.079,-0.5699,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,16,14,3,0,3,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,9,14,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5150663490739874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305297697293178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505648812037447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16903159173265447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19467905938795035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905871805037728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5496837989393941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37618651091242605,0.26891683338600403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Riilexi,2019/03/25,"Night Sweats I'm 25, in okay-ish shape, never had many issues sleeping.

Onto my point and question. Does anyone else have night sweats from anxiety and or their medication? I started in November and on my third medication now, trying to allow me to sleep through the night and without waking up with night sweats. I've talked to my doc and will soon be moving onto a whole new type of meds soon here.

Anyone experience this?? I feel like I am getting anxiety about not being able to to sleep and being tired all the time... At this point I would almost rather not be on meds and at least sleep!

Tried AC down ~10degrees from normal and that works 75% of the time but the SO can't handle it being so cold. Got a under sheets mattress cover to help cool, doesn't work. Tried some different blanket combinations.. etc. Nothing!

Any advice or suggestions appreciated!",4.658361823361823,6.6146502777777805,5.003333333333334,81.38653846153849,70.91358024691358,7.453751187084521,24.80721747388414,8.139509932561175,1.5012852801519467,683,20,124,10,13,216,109,162,0.028,0.8759999999999999,0.095,0.9172,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,2,8,2,0,0,6,1,12,11,8,1,2,25,17,13,0,3,7,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,4,9,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,2,3,9,2,25,8,5,27,0,0,0,0,5,14,0,5,13,83,13,3,0.11232488899326128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109762581524803,0.0,0.0,0.11247715103015253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638477629998579,0.0,0.1718564652662075,0.0,0.0,0.15708034813568522,0.11509012271485933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735560186400923,0.0,0.0,0.09829626730207232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938330315389227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527194297095556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987529489175396,0.0,0.0,0.05679483886028031,0.0802449231403599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058685118460153014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983647480179976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528900538514115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723800118662794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054876267012810086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138798073507114,0.0,0.0,0.24953525967580284,0.2263110169660976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938358075561972,0.0,0.0,0.08663187900135988,0.10848407773037788,0.0,0.4216371968940719,0.11005454238130588,0.10777876040804284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123666534225859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582958243093242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4496240347390061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950413456246118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902824909816099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099509212960006,0.1291009362390721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22878367928119656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254067272079342,0.0,0.10827718466649272,0.0,0.16354771394013096,0.0,0.0,0.07979237838230678,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Enlightened_Dumpster,2019/03/25,"I really want to talk to people but i never can. Does anyone have Pro-Tips to get round my anxiety So I always find myself wanting to talk to friends but I always fail to say what I want to say. This happens all the time from in person to even just simple texts, I usually have the sentence in my head and I'm about to say it and I freeze up and stop. So I was wondering if anyone knows how can get over this. Thanks in advance.",0.3554945054945087,2.4642243846153846,2.4820769230769244,93.47542307692308,85.37362637362638,5.398241758241759,17.89120879120879,6.742157984588678,-0.02183164835164808,333,8,74,4,10,112,57,91,0.1,0.748,0.152,0.4675,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,2,0,5,1,1,1,2,17,15,9,0,4,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,4,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,5,11,2,16,14,1,10,0,1,1,0,7,5,0,2,4,51,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084712612802653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14180105268356502,0.0,0.0,0.2592181642632778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16221111212438868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224295333912222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16941706787583635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432098477558081,0.0,0.1936874836013681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16391457678017599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19023439261759145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186984178693467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14296222861699445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850633627512895,0.1618505263870407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874733385399877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4422207531057031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15497052764349756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29797313101386275,0.0,0.17065598018918154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808579084635904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20414952262867586,0.0,0.3279930747589493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010166575348791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,R_12345678910,2019/03/25,"Anyone else do this? I am not a superstitious person, but my life hasn't really gone well in many years. When things go badly, I look for some action I took that preceded a bad period of life. As if that event had ushered in the bad period. When things go well, I look for events that ushered in bad periods so I can avoid it and keep the good spell going. This is even if the action makes life much easier for me, like doing grocery shopping online. Sounds mad but does anyone else have this anxious/scared behaviour? ",3.9090346534653477,5.607918455445546,4.755532178217823,83.45428836633664,72.36633663366338,8.218316831683168,21.53589108910891,8.841846274778883,1.3665930693069308,408,9,79,8,8,132,70,101,0.254,0.6579999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.9703,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,6,10,1,1,5,0,8,3,0,1,0,10,17,9,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,9,1,0,2,0,1,1,7,2,6,2,0,3,3,7,4,8,14,2,19,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,3,10,51,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16961074086359162,0.0,0.20995691077399006,0.30766377732927563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5014285503232441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313848668423531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508384233201858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916329240035268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25597693723885484,0.1259268017241889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344761413765502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181361067389399,0.07334877744774207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521525503606068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021682492082756,0.15221415558768225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036710171967584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13109280603057352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618085001678718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994871336900559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680641898003168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26998026350592497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668254495741796
anxiety,ava_holden,2019/03/25,"Has anyone tried an AJNA light? https://ajnalight.com/

I only heard about this over the weekend - it would be great to find out more from any first hand experiences. ",5.777380952380952,9.168417214285713,4.485714285714288,79.5259523809524,73.28571428571429,6.590476190476192,20.047619047619047,7.793537801064563,0.8880333333333339,134,3,22,2,3,39,28,28,0.0,0.774,0.226,0.8074,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,5,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725238438172877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802138222803345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39201054391861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662783762390856,0.34087787225264465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4418284543514165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30478854701934266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27208304542914896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846814079636669,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dylankempton,2019/03/25,"If your desperate and cant get the negative thoughts out of your head this should help.. **A little bit about me but you can skip it if you want.**  I have PTSD and have suffered narcissistic abuse and neglect. I had a destructive childhood. I started to have panic attacks when I was 9, from 12 I started suffering with severe OCD, severe Social Anxiety and severe Depression. My mother is a narcissist, she didn't help me but instead was emotionally and physically abusive, later I developed severe health anxiety too. I helped my self, I'm 35, I have a business turning over £400,000 a year a beautiful wife and two kids, you don't get over it but you learn to reduce it and live with it. There's a trick below that works for me especially well. Anway…

**Firstly simple lifestyle changes that lower the intensity of the Anxiety and then the trick:**

* Stop drinking caffeine, it makes a huge difference.
* Keep an eye on the amount of sugar you are eating, anxiety can get worse as you come down from a sugar high.
* Get enough sleep, 6 - 8 hours, if you can't sleep well don't worry about it, do it when you are feeling better and are able too.
* Don't eat crap. Your body needs vitamins and minerals, also there is a link between healthy bacteria in your gut and your mental health. You promote the good bacteria and get the vitamins and minerals by eating healthily. Take Omega 3 supplements' or have extra virgin Olive Oil with you food. Eat salad and eat a lot of it (daily if you can), mushrooms, cherry tomato's, mixed salad leaf's. Personally I hate salad but it can make a big difference, add the Olive Oil and add some balsamic vinegar for flavor.
* Exercise, you don't have to go to the gym, do press up's or run up and down the stairs. Set yourself an achievable goal.
* If you need a quick immediate break from the anxiety watch tv or porn.
* Get therapy, if you think your therapist is a bit shitty they are, move along until you get a good one.
* If you catch yourself looking negatively at your reflection in a mirror, smile and tell yourself you are beautiful and clever, be as kind and reassuring to yourself as you would be to your own little child if they were sad.
* Its ok to have an off day, everyone does and dealing with this stuff is tough.
* Do all of the above or try all of the above for a bit and see if it helps, it should.

**The trick:**

A twist on mindfulness to get you out of the hell of constant unstoppable soul destroying negative thoughts.

Practice mindfulness, the breathing technique one (find a good video on YouTube). As you do you will realize that thoughts are automatic.

You are not your thoughts, you are a separate from them. As a negative thought comes along you take it up, ruminate on it and feel dreadful - but you don't have too.

Now, if there is a negative thought in your head at this moment, hold it. It takes strength but you can, just hold it. Hold it on a single word or part. Hold it there, it feels uncomfortable. Don't you dare think about it, just hold it.

After about 20 seconds generally it will evaporate, but if it hasn't hold it again. You are separate from your thoughts, you have a choice when they come of whether to take them up or not. If they are negative and make you sad then don't.

You cant stop thinking about something but you can pause it, I call it burning it and it works. It really feels like it won't and its uncomfortable but it does work.

If your like me, soon after the first negative thought has fucked off your brain will offer you a new one, repeat the above.

Go see a good therapist and heal the wounds that are causing the Anxiety. Kill the bastard in your head that's feeding you the negative thoughts.

You are beautiful you truly are :)",2.2626034361851346,4.893647208976162,3.2606295582047693,87.55963998948108,81.81907433380084,6.987159887798036,24.901279803646563,8.11754122697662,1.7256328330995792,2912,114,571,61,80,929,302,713,0.172,0.677,0.15,-0.9633,1,0,2,0,1,0,114.0,0,50,6,10,25,35,12,2,51,1,63,34,11,4,2,121,112,67,1,19,33,2,5,2,0,7,7,0,0,4,42,39,13,10,21,5,0,8,23,21,2,7,14,15,73,14,71,89,13,67,2,6,5,3,73,30,4,21,29,403,115,7,0.056480893747473636,0.1338412465333261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0451677503238698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25924637473087697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06425517048431498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049952760648494916,0.18498752264703908,0.06273754024739257,0.0,0.0630513567752397,0.05767330745866525,0.0,0.0,0.058021436256883024,0.05974929648557721,0.14595986640999978,0.0,0.06103578093591293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036425503919362286,0.05822932138592336,0.0486469110224347,0.0,0.0,0.11802102524133505,0.0,0.0,0.09885362147288099,0.0,0.0,0.055329773371700836,0.0,0.2889702738712375,0.0,0.06353340334544327,0.0,0.05835986153573081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0539699144112379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423374775878305,0.04034996177861135,0.0,0.0,0.051622513647526194,0.09608523873664626,0.06829692091407626,0.0,0.0,0.052215676148542674,0.2360714865610708,0.0,0.0641987870387929,0.18949397583010955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055763189300080486,0.17389707516944575,0.12007309777580327,0.0,0.0,0.15143181005115408,0.05967516526045525,0.0,0.0,0.055622303131614606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05020281350306298,0.06248774059097264,0.05881615932389505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05518742344974791,0.11321738719631158,0.04987366395696172,0.0,0.0474297256712936,0.0,0.0,0.04801803608822805,0.0,0.0,0.11310430547329894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05691945644946915,0.0,0.11405920358405995,0.0,0.0,0.0600302515345074,0.0,0.08375973409389131,0.0,0.05454959913603599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481874602092225,0.0,0.0,0.06626815932427073,0.0,0.06116330390559824,0.0,0.0,0.049316937850663774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06602314229695389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03618310681057252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900159194215434,0.0,0.058921890203833135,0.2552293331496458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130433671469185,0.05757515836887979,0.0,0.04348175141361097,0.0,0.0,0.07995493460005312,0.0,0.0,0.09444111243979106,0.0,0.0,0.06465711040542041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16986641185657944,0.0,0.04936679063145599,0.0,0.06459082435893522,0.1311573418106443,0.0,0.10857202834454456,0.0,0.4035556859259656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038346819351297336,0.061434993500326565,0.05517362619643449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033313894501757174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015662131232609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12335628999707615,0.05735908924838529,0.05755885602642261,0.040122406402196886,0.0,0.0,0.03637184377453154
anxiety,quitlurkingnow,2019/03/25,"90 days. Almost jumped 14 stories 90 days ago. Hungover, isolated, ashamed, totally hopeless. It was Christmas and I had zero will to live. Jumping made total rational sense. The end of all this pointless suffering. But I didn't. 

I called the hotline. I got help. I saw a psychologist. Diagnosed me with anxiety and depression. But also took a look at my self reported levels of drinking. Explained what alcohol actually does to the brain. He told me in patients with depression and anxiety who also drink, if they get sober their symptoms get easier to manage or even disappear completely.

I quit cold Turkey. My symptoms decreased 50% in frequency and 60% in severity. I'm no longer suicidal. When I get negative automatic thoughts I notice them. When I get in a thought loop I can break out.

Please, if you are suffering and drinking, give it a try. You have nothing to lose. I am going on a retreat tomorrow and I'll be on a flight for a bit, but I'll answer any questions and reply to all comments.",2.475161290322582,5.386655252688172,4.244327956989248,78.43649193548387,85.18279569892474,8.046236559139786,30.86827956989247,8.72156446121922,3.4737569892473115,791,43,133,23,24,265,128,186,0.142,0.8109999999999999,0.047,-0.9196,0,0,4,0,0,1,31.0,0,2,3,2,5,7,0,1,10,0,9,8,1,1,4,27,25,17,1,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,5,10,4,0,5,3,0,5,3,7,0,1,10,3,20,0,18,13,5,22,0,6,2,0,15,9,0,5,7,87,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.12676637844283686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515098009482695,0.138826570093686,0.13007887371741053,0.0,0.0,0.2077664188000366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833834764889162,0.0,0.1987505483392864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182019555796008,0.0,0.0,0.14501446832909945,0.1326452664248355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620059747789354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16755309812968794,0.0,0.22377015495221456,0.13184859128701218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367880164257885,0.0,0.0,0.3817658213225464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505530939930166,0.0,0.0,0.0857995636630722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714753723171065,0.1246145872441101,0.0738267457351495,0.0,0.10389512317775494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707109785504613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470653816577572,0.0,0.10908562167402358,0.14532798740567238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291715510061788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464522470682494,0.14789518052801526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259424771389634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455208476836325,0.1381676007909187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13551693441448476,0.14675317051710576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209256157694874,0.0,0.0,0.2700374628435909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206256600364512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412767693503632,0.1443267727225586,0.08819546326597291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,myredditacct0321,2019/03/25,"I destroyed my credit because of my anxiety I’m about to turn 25, and since I was 19, I have been building my credit. I have been able to secure loans, open credit cards, and had almost an 800 credit score. I had about 15k in savings. Then my anxiety flared up. 

I’m an avoider. I avoid things that make me uncomfortable, but that I should do because, well, it’s responsibility. Like getting the mail, for example. I started putting off paying bills. I let my bank account overdraw. I thought I had set one of my loans up for auto deduct, but was mistaken, and I was over 60 days late to make a payment. I was late on a credit card. I didn’t address my delinquent accounts because it made me so incredibly anxious to do so. Not because I lacked the funds, but because I was scared and hoped it sort itsself out on its own. 

Now, the credit I worked *so* hard to build and maintain has been destroyed. Fucking JCPenny cancelled my (unused) credit card because of my bad choices. 

I’m really disappointed and ashamed of myself. ",2.857205450173659,5.1933210203045705,3.9673897942826635,85.08567192091904,77.3756345177665,5.9747795885653225,29.15014694095645,7.0608816371341465,1.6887522842639595,799,37,150,9,19,259,113,197,0.198,0.672,0.13,-0.9419,0,2,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,1,7,21,3,4,7,0,19,1,0,3,0,24,31,13,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,8,0,3,1,0,15,1,2,9,1,1,14,1,29,12,21,15,2,17,0,1,0,1,1,9,1,3,7,102,36,9,0.1586303699232505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15884540136867467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427035976017413,0.17920716567363024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244973289093592,0.5801976069081096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230346543741983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14665122085831842,0.08287782105782752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14210165327120022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755575011796108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3578839334519942,0.0,0.0,0.16221030078290571,0.0,0.07749878601501557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009989154326422,0.2117740074175587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749204404623602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594673357750337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162267693560248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15881667358495202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122068124152475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227939229770993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538696911212364,0.0,0.0,0.1259347945347948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725442906190769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14262775330256913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154847985827138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,polygon_9,2019/03/25,"I got my first diagnosis! After ten years of dealing with panic attacks, not knowing what was happening to my body, feeling alone and helpless, having parents that didn’t believe my symptoms and got angry at me when I had panic attacks, it feels absolutely fantastic to have a doctor legitimize my experience. Panic disorder with a side of agoraphobia- delicious, isn’t it? 

Today I’m feeling excited to continue cbt and medication and not so worried about the future. I hope to spread this feeling of hope and positivity to this community. Anxiety is a shitshow and so so challenging, but progress is obtainable. Your current state isn’t going to be your forever state. 

And to the teens and young people and whoever else relates who live in a household in which you feel trapped in- whose parents ignore your symptoms or deny you mental health treatment- I totally relate and I’m so sorry you have to go through that. My pms are always open. ",6.765215686274508,8.466249541176468,7.704411764705881,65.05818627450982,65.35294117647061,10.607843137254905,38.87254901960785,10.686352973137794,4.895490196078431,762,42,114,21,12,256,109,170,0.174,0.6990000000000001,0.127,-0.867,3,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,6,0,4,6,11,2,3,6,0,12,7,1,0,1,27,27,17,0,2,4,2,5,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,10,13,0,1,6,0,0,2,5,7,0,2,5,5,16,4,20,21,1,19,0,1,0,0,11,6,0,3,9,86,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286324197421515,0.0,0.0,0.10674232874223807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813669201288976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918824943693488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453181891516492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249428956442042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225487881715775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14702425311649495,0.13130381970882127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071645841488363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548609047573306,0.0,0.0,0.3243205078446933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911806374155043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14581318479999725,0.0,0.2052004140895481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344086685869645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13635959184798752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548293519663136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050137569257202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132768719573328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923234826646274,0.12927981360405924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4515399032103224,0.28488777169118434,0.0,0.0,0.08893577661147244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360311790605887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26667180085243924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215979634434948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027834116991127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261050749459949
anxiety,RockMySpocks,2019/03/25,"Constant nausea due to anxiety Has anyone ever experienced basically constant nausea? I am nauseous all of the time. No pepto bismol helps, and if it does, it’s for a very brief time. I’m terrified of vomiting and being sick which then just makes me more nauseous. I’m so tired, I haven’t eaten, and it’s been like this for days. 
Has anyone had a similar experience who can give me advice/share their experience? ",2.1350632911392395,4.940945101265825,4.36948101265823,77.80637341772155,85.32911392405063,7.210632911392406,23.08987341772152,8.238735603445708,2.0161331645569627,329,12,57,8,10,113,59,79,0.18600000000000005,0.752,0.062,-0.8807,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,8,4,0,1,2,8,13,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,5,1,5,9,2,9,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,9,38,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17807463528420284,0.0,0.0,0.3255277671543959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5031009335763571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15012263910461202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20370571363144294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21056114890332164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4554033631329581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233019970008306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15602627639410266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372363814102247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15538121192351567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714696036470372,0.2675442218599196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920663389577077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PillageAvillage,2019/03/25,"For anyone that can use this, I created a blog for those who have problems with anxiety and depression. Hey everyone, I've been having a lot of problems with anxiety and clinical depression for many years, and recently I created a blog in hopes to be able to voice my thoughts safely, it's called From Helpless to Helpful, and hopefully help anyone who needs something relatable to read, or someone to talk to. If anyone thinks that this could help them, then I'll put a link in the post. If this can help at least one person feel more comfortable with their anxiety or depression problems, then it'll be worth it in my opinion. Thanks for reading this and I hope to hear from anybody soon. Thanks!

https://helplesstohelpful.wordpress.com",8.122045454545454,8.998989992424242,7.204090909090913,72.80113636363637,61.95454545454545,11.145454545454548,36.196969696969695,10.9516,4.135315151515151,597,26,101,15,8,183,80,132,0.168,0.596,0.237,0.883,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,0,1,14,0,0,5,0,9,1,0,1,0,28,20,11,0,10,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,12,8,0,1,4,4,1,1,0,7,0,1,2,3,7,7,21,14,3,11,0,4,0,0,13,4,0,9,5,69,19,2,0.1252492030186114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28744589246128044,0.0,0.0,0.2627314648189091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278934399824058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000012969899546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236308650914249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968098092096098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06332976036368335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411649546367806,0.0,0.3358076025739442,0.0,0.0,0.3732021581268797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648239345253804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698303322111726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287069701141147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487210144026283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093627729888803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995411441430798,0.0,0.0,0.3595397160433934,0.0,0.12591004309570608,0.0,0.0,0.2505661944634556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366847780443994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612324326864306,0.09642295560614696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006705650308722,0.0,0.2306252767568223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025463195316708,0.0,0.09943387672503776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817509727324506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065638028756028
anxiety,rogertaylorkillme,2019/03/25,"Anyone here have a service dog or ESA for their anxiety? Trying to think of things to talk to my psychiatrist about. Not saying I qualify for this because I truly don’t know, but I would love if someone could share their experience and the tasks their dog performs to help them? I’m really started to get attacks much more often and for smaller and smaller reasons. ",7.263695652173915,7.537269536231888,7.383876811594202,72.84798913043481,63.78260869565217,9.798550724637682,36.09057971014492,9.516144504307137,3.485431884057972,294,13,50,5,4,95,54,69,0.068,0.7440000000000001,0.189,0.8823,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,4,1,3,3,1,0,2,0,4,1,0,1,0,13,10,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,8,2,10,8,2,1,0,0,0,1,9,0,0,3,1,37,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21640914504302428,0.0,0.0,0.1978024148841172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218268303317153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17244637671588686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22586367471963176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27671951232142755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14779771355168844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18961438851078036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554682772064766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553181717843535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079558054406023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18122579846306666,0.2908567844528978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22496451492840805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23969074821328504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002301369505814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22737528850509345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18793873769975508,0.18126370989003032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920629146590377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20095607529127865,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lebaptiste_,2019/03/25,Game Recommendation I was wondering what are some games that you guys play on your android phones to help you feel less anxious?,11.572173913043478,9.755590565217393,9.284347826086957,69.46391304347827,56.39130434782609,12.678260869565218,40.39130434782609,11.20814326018867,4.20755652173913,105,4,19,2,1,31,22,23,0.066,0.736,0.198,0.5256,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,2,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,2,0,12,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5553823628519128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24857412729478184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4867738150193967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295175967405011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5331329484495313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway7592917,2019/03/25,"Advice on what to do with life? I’m about to finish high school and I don’t know what to do. My inability to communicate with people led to really bad marks and failing the driver permit 4 times (the written part was super easy but I can’t pass the driving part with a person navigating me). The bad marks mean that no high school will accept me and I think I’m starting to suffer from insomnia from all the pressure.

Is high school / college really as important as everyone says? I am really afraid of new people, because I’ve been bullied my entire life from primary to secondary school and I’m always the weird silent guy.",3.934672131147544,5.8235636147541,5.223737704918033,79.34052459016394,72.68852459016394,8.158688524590165,25.31475409836065,8.841846274778883,2.012790819672131,499,16,91,10,10,166,76,122,0.218,0.706,0.076,-0.9665,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,1,9,0,2,7,0,9,3,0,2,1,15,17,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,3,7,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,7,0,0,3,1,8,2,18,13,3,11,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,54,11,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750135153911994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170829866472832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23497594116771814,0.08577623863459212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445557717659487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13932620595203968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4460073103172718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733119303366091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19877695716162933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532757426067929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589974926957402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047530246570967,0.0,0.19510285128989135,0.12286358827192295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704295845193089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118991902544083,0.0,0.5696289675148503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959610828592064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016205229371063,0.0,0.0,0.08204982956209618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,intertwinedthings,2019/03/25,"Getting sick of my job, Dad passed away. Need a fresh start. 
First I'm going start off with my job. 
Been working the front desk at a cheap franchise motel for 8 months. 19yrs old. Graduated high school last year. This is my first ever job and I desperately need one because I didn't want to go to college yet. 

We had a really good housekeeping team that got the job done. But now no one does the laundry, towels are missing in the rooms, and front desk is getting a mouthful every day from guests about rooms not being serviced, stuff getting stolen, etc. We also had a change in management and the new people suck at running the hotel. I've had this job for 8 months and getting the job was super easy. These people just need bodies behind the desk. They expect so much out of us. I wish we had a supervisor to help us out. I work 3-11pm and 11pm-7am 40 Hours A Week, completely alone. Most people working here have criminal records, can't pass a drug test, no HS Diploma, don't have a car, etc.

I also have to deal with cops thanks to drug dealers and locals who cause so much trouble. The swat team busted into a room a few weeks ago, and made a bunch of arrests. The people they arrested were employees. That's right. Employees who work here. They stay here under someone else's name so they can sell drugs. 

Management has not fired them either! They don't even care. They just need someone to work on minimum wage. The don't buy supplies on time. We run out of stuff very quickly. We are in our off-season and we are not making much money. Only on the weekends we make money since alot of shady locals show up wanting to party, and tear the place up. I am so sick of this job. 

I try to be grateful that I at least have a job and can pay some bills to help myself and my mom out, but the money is not enough. Ever since my dad passed away last month we have been borrowing money from family and friends to make ends meet. It sucks. I regret the way I was to my dad. I wasn't the best son. I was a mommas boy growing up. But my family and I are glad he's in no more pain. He had a rough medical history. Heart attacks, surgeries, etc. Always in pain. 

But my home doesn't feel the same anymore. I still look at places like the chair he sat on, and where he liked to stand. He loved cooking stuff and evertime I stroll into the kitchen I picture him. 

I need a new job. And a new home for my mom and I. I am going to a walk in interview at a call center in a few days. I am so so nervous and my anxiety about our current living situation is killing me. I feel like a pos for not being able to pull more weight for my mom. My mom has been a homemaker her whole life, always taking good care of me and my sisters. My sisters are older than me and already have their lives figured out. Everyone is telling me that you need to got to college at some point, but I am not interested. I just want to work my way into a good customer service job. I think that is something I am good at and can get better with. 

I just Want to make it. I just want to taste success. But it is soooooo hard. 

Does anyone feel the same? Has anyone been in am similar situation and worked they're way out? 


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anxiety,tiburwashere,2019/03/25,"Help me please. When do you think your buddy is dead, it's the worst fear I never felt... Hello people, since a lot of time I kept suffering from deep anxiety manifestated in a lot of different forms, the most terrible of them being the panic attacks I experienced almost every night for a while. The only thing which reduced it was having a friend, the best friend and the only one friend I never had...

We are like one soul in two different bodies, she never was so nice with soneone and she never felt as comprended as with me, and I feel the same. All my problems are gone because she cures them, all my sadness is gone because she loves me and she doesn't care about my multiple defects.

With time, our relationship has been better and better, and we always have been the most important thing in our lifes. The problems are several: she has chronic migraine and that forces she to stay away of the screen and uncomunicated. She lives in a house with extreme noise abd that increases it, and due to her awful relationship with neighbours they harm her at every hour, causing her having psychotic thoughts; anyway, she never dud anything illegal and she doesn't has any mental issue. The other problem is that she has a very intense desire of death and she tried to kill herself once, and aborted an attempt another time.

She has chronic migraine as I said, and she needs to rest for days to recover herself. At first she ned 12 hours or one day, then she changed home and 1-2 days, in October it increased to 4-5 days because her situation became worse. But now she has the biggest peak of inactivity she never had. Today it's the day 16 and I have no news of her. She said if she would know she will die she would let me know for not making me being pained, and I didn't received anything worrying so I want to think she is alive and she did nothing wrong. But such inactivity is completely new and I am extremely worried.

Please consider that we met each other through a site of anxious and depressed people and our issues never let us to met each other so I can't locate her. I can't attest she is dead or she is alive. But my mind makes me thing something terrible happened to her. I have the feeling I won't see her never again. Some migraneurs I requested help and information said that oeaks are completely normal even if the periods never were so long, and nothing wrong should happened. I just want to not be anxious and I have a lot of fear. I can't live without her, really, I can't.

Please help me. I need to learn how to deal with this. It's true in some previous situation I thought I lost her: first because I thought she died for sonething she said but no, she was in the hospital tresting migraines, other time she was about losing her home but miraculously she kept it and solved the problem, other when she saud she was going to kill herself but then she said me she was very scared and fortunately didn't, other time when I almost fucked up with her, other when I thought she wasn't ready to talj again and a long etc. And I always was able to talk her again. But in all this situations her physucal pain wasn't so huge as now, and as max she would be with me again in 4 or 5 days. But now... She was 16 days incluiding today and counting up, and it's absolutely new on her. 

Sometimes she messages ne between days to let me know how she is, and if she is pained as hell she says it to me and then rests so I am not worried. But I had no signs of life at all in 16 days, and maybe is because she is insanely pained but I can't avoid to think she is dead, in prison or suffered some fatal accident.

Please I need help. I need to learn how to deal with this. I need to know how to keep it in a better way, and if for some reason she is truly dead, I want ti know how to deal with it too. This pain is exterminating me and it's excruciating. 

Thank you for reading this. I hope you have a marvellous life.",4.277486013986014,5.353401426923078,5.159883449883452,83.32814685314686,70.62820512820512,8.082983682983683,27.77156177156177,8.41005564698801,1.804558974358975,3083,106,625,47,55,1006,299,780,0.184,0.72,0.096,-0.9981,2,1,1,0,0,0,81.0,7,4,3,9,29,47,5,5,29,1,73,16,1,11,14,155,121,78,10,23,23,0,4,1,4,6,13,6,2,0,33,50,0,4,20,1,0,6,28,33,0,6,37,13,127,14,80,71,24,82,2,6,2,2,105,23,2,20,52,469,160,3,0.047178124218784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448415307837638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851195742152206,0.0,0.0,0.03208274227558733,0.04947037677982395,0.0360911358951652,0.10659570329612564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764715279071488,0.0,0.0,0.05367192715401658,0.04432540071242922,0.0,0.0,0.14379673316126668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049510530708654486,0.12517565094574792,0.0,0.052404260460287774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04810124189820498,0.04846492938511486,0.04990819982744346,0.0,0.09893073128403924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738338845505097,0.14591572345525075,0.04063444925885605,0.0,0.09792688894775864,0.09858219691350054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05261607947786826,0.031160706099020313,0.0,0.0794992088602765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617701209082717,0.047709354298082166,0.0,0.0905967955357639,0.0,0.0,0.08025937671908348,0.0,0.0,0.1093491052231061,0.04361541562210021,0.0,0.0,0.026812415213834217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343891887704552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12649000876669395,0.0,0.09464701052112856,0.04685852245093565,0.09292189809215083,0.054437221092268735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848340884586153,0.0,0.04193408450952306,0.1043912088549032,0.0,0.1296393162805258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14472848528824944,0.09996991307585308,0.0230488484341955,0.0,0.08331829605698039,0.08350231064926847,0.0,0.05278025330400765,0.05150049566578448,0.12032746231536785,0.0425800990644007,0.0,0.06298352852035348,0.0,0.04739676694865808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04754445279929439,0.0,0.047636456489545634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749099065819349,0.32748010052965365,0.09112985271200287,0.0,0.04427347364554663,0.04622454487017718,0.09053736517793948,0.0,0.0,0.050243162565597486,0.09590735385029876,0.0717621787921663,0.2510042523693287,0.05535336367602109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06541474210696069,0.0,0.0,0.2071496522696661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805723733301096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0471908912892177,0.0,0.030223514439466095,0.048506969202402835,0.0,0.10130329898173214,0.0,0.0,0.22438599906901008,0.03751793797002854,0.047233532633316616,0.0,0.03759485683003717,0.0,0.0,0.053297851648062826,0.0,0.039026231879061735,0.1590905649234921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036320024938227585,0.046660371193890014,0.0,0.0,0.05028560316805568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03791998917147535,0.0,0.043435278199766336,0.0,0.0,0.09402914818048684,0.0906895110907018,0.0,0.1498166431284042,0.1375497181419892,0.0,0.08943869073227123,0.0,0.0,0.032030849491146686,0.0,0.04608617211218567,0.0,0.056749474545974773,0.0,0.0,0.07785378674673521,0.08348064002186578,0.03744779904394537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04547802819161898,0.0,0.0,0.14373502567446614,0.04807853911885263,0.10054195751553847,0.10316374537444936,0.0,0.0
anxiety,astroxo,2019/03/25,"Therapist mentioned there’s a possibility that I could be a little OCD...but have only mental compulsions. Anyone else? Hi all,

Perhaps it’s just because I don’t know enough about OCD, but I was a little surprised to hear her mention it. I’m well aware of my anxiety but I suppose when I think OCD, I think of the physical compulsions that go along with it. I don’t feel the need to count things...I don’t feel like my actions will prevent something bad from happening...but I do feel like I obsess over things and act accordingly

Reasons why I think her mini diagnosis might be valid:

1. Borderline excessive research : whether it be an illness (mine/others), makeup, life advice, health advice, product reviews...I can research for hours and hours... sometimes clicking the same links and reading them over again in case I missed something. My therapist asked me how it would feel to not research so much and I said that it would be stressful. I also do this with stuff I find fun or interesting...Pinterest makes it easy to get fixated on things. I can’t tell you how many photos I have of pretty much the exact same engagement ring. 

2. Obsession with data: I love progress. I use a bullet journal to track just about everything that’s important to me and I love seeing it all on paper. I get stressed out if I forget to put on my Apple Watch in the morning because it’s not an accurate assessment of my activity that day. 

3. Frustration when things aren’t perfect: This is somewhat exacerbated by tracking progress...if I hit a bump in the road and start to deviate from the course of whatever I’m trying to achieve...it’s a panic. This is frustrating because I have depression which can make me lazy and lethargic...which can make me deviate from the “course”. Logically, it doesn’t really make sense. For example, I’m training for a half marathon and have stuck to a pretty strict schedule...but recently I’ve had days that I just can’t run....or really don’t feel like it. I’m a flight attendant and my schedule is crazy which throws another rock into things. It’s really hard for me to not panic when this happens. I have to talk myself down.


I’m sure there’s more, but I’m kind of just scratching the surface on this.


Has anyone else had a similar experience with discovering their mental forms of OCD? What do you do to remedy these thoughts? How does it affect your daily life?

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anxiety,teqwillas,2019/03/25,"Help me cope? I recently had surgery and since then my anxiety has been through the roof. I went to my psychiatrist and she's given me meds that help some but I'm still crying every day. 

What are some other ways that I can cope with this? I do breathing exercises as well.

Any help would be great.",0.6890000000000036,3.185644233333335,2.085000000000001,93.4725,90.0,5.666666666666668,19.166666666666664,7.1686216300943375,0.4026666666666672,234,7,51,4,8,75,48,60,0.08,0.687,0.233,0.8862,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,8,2,1,0,0,7,11,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,9,2,4,5,2,6,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,35,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17574669408628507,0.0,0.1977043534779329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28388199455353674,0.1666711222471968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21774515126626467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849287941849762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.519676607241129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870663440431728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551763350024596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21378257433464132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063889110900567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051360456113149,0.0,0.0,0.23236678840637198,0.23957460409638026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835869317584816,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BlackWidow4G,2019/03/25,"Any other parents out there constantly anxious and sad about your kids growing up in this fucked up world? This existential anxiety comes and goes but sometimes it just hits me like a ton of bricks and I can’t shake the feeling of dread in the pit of my stomach. Sometimes I even regret having kids when I think about everything stacked up against them- the increase in mental health problems and suicide in teenagers, social media, mass shootings, climate change, a broken and corrupt political system... the list goes on. It makes me feel so raw and scared and I get consumed by it. I just want to move to the country and become Quakers. But I can’t and I will never be able to protect them completely. All I can do is try and raise them to be good humans and hope they see the beauty in the world. 

I don’t know... I just had to get this off my chest today. Some days it’s hard to see past the ugliness out there. I probably need to take a break from media/news for a while. ",3.081590073529412,5.129517140625001,3.626164215686277,89.1808455882353,75.51041666666666,6.184313725490195,25.87745098039216,7.048011613610866,1.1053035539215688,769,28,153,8,17,241,122,192,0.194,0.6829999999999999,0.123,-0.9483,1,0,0,1,0,1,22.0,0,1,4,0,10,10,1,3,12,0,11,4,2,1,2,32,27,16,1,5,5,1,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,8,14,0,1,4,0,0,5,4,7,0,0,1,5,20,3,28,22,4,29,0,2,2,1,10,15,1,2,8,105,28,0,0.1606887375546488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927385178876377,0.0,0.12292644440489038,0.18153253520605772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17746808595617167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699873777665791,0.13841911905013093,0.16847908409488058,0.17364743957672668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363094227516624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061333956632682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14441667604450775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16249810772794385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14855414856545202,0.16790646637848428,0.0,0.0,0.13477808923532406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394554636432694,0.0,0.0,0.17080461387646478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596001736185833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831032778650158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850440046755168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726098008622433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16193645306066215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17078669783973596,0.0,0.11914866281717165,0.12393306054859092,0.15519418404518184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17842582682443456,0.0,0.153395582305559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17324963707332344,0.1537574203517683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087745866911832,0.0,0.2560962387801413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16380193192707915,0.0,0.0,0.3178505404838556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17576739804732022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208179326809639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029628546981741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15231413436089086,0.0,0.0,0.10909710491385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477838071136332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Necerland,2019/03/25,"Anxiety at the dentist I really really really don't like going to the dentist, having cleanings, fillings or anything. I think I have panic attacks and anxiety during the procedures. I start shaking and feel like I can't breathe.  

I went to a new dentist last week because our insurance changed so they don't know me or how much I don't like being there (but I go every 6 months bc I'm scared if I don't then my teeth will rot and fall out and that'd be even worse).   I told the hygienist my fears and she said she would be very gentle and to let her know if I want her to stop at any point. I usually don't say anything because I just want it over quickly.

She starts the cleaning and I start my usual shaking. She stops and said she'll be right back. She came back and put the x-ray lead apron on me and said it should work in the same way a weighted blanket does.  I don't have a weighted blanket so I wouldn't know. But it worked, it calmed me and stopped pretty much all my shaking.  I couldn't believe it. I made it through the entire cleaning.

I don't know if this is a well known trick for making it through a dental procedure but it's the first time I have ever heard of it. I wanted to tell the world this trick because I will never have any dental stuff without the x-ray apron again.",1.9185555555555531,3.6948770962962953,3.176018518518521,92.32958333333336,78.03703703703705,5.981481481481483,24.212962962962962,6.816661863887847,0.7274074074074073,1016,35,221,10,24,329,140,270,0.112,0.847,0.041,-0.8435,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,1,4,12,14,3,6,16,0,27,7,2,4,3,48,51,23,0,10,10,0,3,3,0,6,3,5,3,0,13,13,2,3,7,0,0,11,12,9,1,1,8,8,39,5,16,30,4,42,0,0,0,0,17,9,0,5,24,147,52,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14034067575083042,0.0,0.15787473391876097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16982734516850792,0.0,0.0,0.11738950587424712,0.0,0.15868805190336954,0.0,0.1887045427345213,0.0,0.0,0.1162558161784646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801783225626125,0.0,0.0,0.10915760300547236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090299175078946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815369012481766,0.0933380694664533,0.08693905119822991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611346606559668,0.05217417953486071,0.07371643463917334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777035849478708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728649743524625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22683434096004565,0.08411074499758196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551515646259914,0.0,0.1512350909757565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976375326644837,0.0688777698442261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236245573401678,0.0,0.15170785617340524,0.0,0.07958376674998052,0.09965813552359436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210670895375021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754456677080578,0.0,0.0,0.10497773598702173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373090243816203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983116843737138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812068140363027,0.29446188671657353,0.0820580223826137,0.10330765728998463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21910774325622065,0.0,0.0,0.2588055273986285,0.0,0.0,0.11812382076866045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018952272858193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06611772335759353,0.0,0.0,0.060168860341068324,0.0,0.0,0.09859909384813094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272906368090721,0.0851396441422014,0.1825861600629958,0.08190461678844102,0.0827699619576323,0.2513066432269741,0.09277702854253957,0.09565489128096058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946807466461004,0.0,0.15024195791135514,0.0,0.10515582818783513,0.07330070757791149,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pinkblue_purple,2019/03/25,"Is this okay?  So I was living abroad for 2 years and had very stressful 6months before moving back to my home country. I came back at the end of February and this is where my Health Anxiety became my worst enemy. I used to overeat and snack on a lot of random things that were not super healthy. Also exercised like 5 times a week. But I was still in a healthy range.

​

 I am a 20y.o female. 5’5ft (165cm) and 132pounds (60kg).

​

Since I came back to my home country and am staying at my moms, I’ve been eating less. No binge snacking, eating loads of soup and porridge. Stopped exercising completely (except for occasional yoga stretches). And lost 2 pounds (1kg) in first week.  So basically i’m spending my days laying in my bed for like 10 hours and eating 2 times a day and the meals are kinda smaller. Also, I still ate out and ate lots of chocolate since coming back. But in a month in total I lost 6.6 pounds (3kg). And in the evenings I always weigh almost the same as in the morning. 

​

 So is it normal to lose 6.6 pounds by literally laying in bed all day and stressing A LOT in a month? (Stress due to anxiety)  Thanx ",3.1621052631578928,4.943527491228075,4.0987719298245615,87.04973684210528,74.52631578947368,6.5543859649122815,25.596491228070175,7.273561745256523,1.1619701754385967,900,31,180,10,19,290,132,228,0.153,0.816,0.031,-0.9767,0,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,0,5,13,11,0,3,13,1,11,13,0,1,2,32,20,20,0,1,4,1,0,2,0,0,3,1,4,0,5,16,10,1,0,3,1,4,2,7,0,1,11,1,16,4,28,9,8,41,0,3,0,0,1,15,0,6,23,111,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863060584871668,0.0,0.0,0.14156383005952136,0.07364793064151076,0.2877036764181533,0.32265029292715125,0.0,0.0,0.135420772095122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27223682951172185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531602296720903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20246515155945755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624406638149543,0.09280170658340478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712460929434854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717053989798295,0.0,0.0,0.07839414262092252,0.0,0.0,0.05846043321019161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528709261702357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940826556911291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17756674767035202,0.0,0.08716513675778363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648364129986638,0.0,0.07815650368043507,0.0,0.0,0.09902074950711544,0.19323960616258395,0.22574570523806484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366257454302703,0.14129667325856282,0.09407278717366548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672162015415492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643380769109526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094340549796872,0.14136939930767167,0.07399884594757745,0.3041658665130557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0588025264847832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322251472694652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644476184077519,0.0,0.07303053540900199,0.0,0.0,0.1419957693845329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32265029292715125,0.056997940722411676
anxiety,erfallat765,2019/03/25,"Question?? So I think I have anxiety and maybe depression because lately when anything happens outside of my control I start crying and I literally have to remind myself that I'm okay and I'm not dying. 
For example, I missed a package from Amazon even though I was home. I will have to figure out how to get it from the ups store sometime between things tomorrow. I immediately start crying for a solid five minutes before calming down. I dont think this is normal? But I don't know if it is something I should go to a doctor about? I don't have health insurance yet I just switched jobs so I can't afford out of pocket if it's not critical. 
Sorry if this seems silly, but I don't have much of a support system where I am and just looking to see if this is what people just go through sometimes and get over it or get used to it or something else. 
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anxiety,car0003,2019/03/25,"How long should I wait to tell my Dr. the medication isn't working. I get panic/anxiety attacks and have recently (Friday) been prescribed an antihistamine, but i don't really feel like it does much to help. I had my car break down over the weekend and now I'm really anxious and when I took my medication it didn't feel like it did much to help.

I had a panic attack in a hospital once and they gave me a medication that helped (not gonna name it because of the sub rules)

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I want to ask for help with out sounding like im just looking for that specific drug?

I have a follow up in a month, should i bring it up then or can i mention it sooner? or does the antihistamine take time to start helping?",4.783417624521071,5.0305835103448295,6.0740229885057495,80.21049808429119,69.06896551724138,9.478927203065137,29.90421455938697,9.444778638647367,2.4371226053639847,559,20,117,11,9,189,90,145,0.154,0.746,0.1,-0.8423,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,1,4,6,2,1,10,0,12,5,0,1,0,19,27,10,0,3,5,0,2,3,0,3,5,1,0,0,8,6,0,1,2,1,0,4,4,3,0,0,7,4,15,3,16,17,2,21,0,0,1,0,11,7,0,2,12,76,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797993076662227,0.15473999371218905,0.0,0.0,0.0974197601018306,0.14386535066613956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905183118099673,0.2897501637374437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762927323035107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22288364338554215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14768156498496282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878048127476735,0.1819527976352684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653331491579073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4267885314389804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13755612383321678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18664527142662565,0.0,0.0,0.11269768697540515,0.10693902666271844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3848647465270611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016467990772279,0.0,0.18722872985592867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561991670518408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988274697593957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16316291815694453,0.0,0.12573935223120256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901365416096638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574875507674226,0.0,0.11130649534381183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425679580931169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14148669970863004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511229301751167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270980310557612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15473999371218905,0.0
anxiety,chargingblue,2019/03/25,"When I drink in my hometown I get bad anxiety, but when I travel I'm fine I don't get it. So i'm not a heavy drinker by any means but my friends and I like to go out sometimes and party and stuff .I'm 25 btw. Anyway, I realized when I travel for work or vacation, gimme drinks lets go I'm fine and happy and singing karaoke and having fun. But when I'm home with my friends I get extremely anxious going out, watching what I'm drinking, nervous that my boyfriend is gettin too drunk, that my friends and I will get in a drunk fight, almost every time.

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I have no clue why. Is it cause at home I just am usually responsible so I associate home with responsibility? Any tipson how to ""fix"" this? It gets to a point where I can't find myself enjoying my time with my friends because my anxiety is so bad. So bad that I'd leave and go home early but thn i'm anxious at home because I'm missing out.",1.0327127659574449,3.2261574840425564,2.8887659574468114,91.09400000000002,83.20212765957447,5.887659574468086,24.82553191489361,7.1686216300943375,1.0480097872340428,709,29,154,10,20,236,100,188,0.201,0.617,0.183,0.1943,0,0,4,0,1,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,13,16,1,1,3,0,10,5,0,2,0,27,29,22,0,0,7,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,5,0,9,14,5,0,3,8,0,6,4,6,0,0,0,1,22,10,15,27,0,23,0,1,1,0,5,9,0,2,9,87,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442965690881437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299631743852935,0.12672168592048774,0.14183922528275356,0.0,0.15956051109883168,0.2356321639234926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26122909528923083,0.1271463458739611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713280021887099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064884604308281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786738130482181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953176067016144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222914931851002,0.0,0.2724316330169141,0.0,0.23707775159753786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101682275370384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5230482845079574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042623989179312,0.0,0.10664184113532052,0.0,0.050949990145536084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136005197581149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985861419527264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314378435447986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193851400217908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162267982912753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485881647121728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410395971538334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592311637769987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12672168592048774,0.0
anxiety,ciandraaa,2019/03/25,"anxiety and a date okay I have a date today, I'm 20f and so is she. I've had a pit in my stomach all day about it. I feel nauseous and sick and have that ball in my chest at work when I'm even too busy to think about it . I have meds for my social anxiety and I've been on a few dates before but does anyone have any tips for me to get rid of this feeling? I usually smoke some zen berry when I get like this but there's no way I'm showing up to a date stoned and stinky. Any advice is appreciated! ",-1.0781824370319946,0.7764362123893775,1.5840707964601783,99.18752893124577,89.53097345132744,4.8928522804629,15.771953710006807,6.297961479604792,-0.7122656228727027,384,8,100,4,13,132,72,113,0.099,0.7979999999999999,0.103,0.3569,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,8,2,0,0,5,1,8,3,2,0,1,13,16,11,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,10,2,13,14,3,15,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,10,59,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421518398411148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370313245177064,0.0,0.3791397639768429,0.0,0.0,0.1732707757759129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21086350882274066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15981350141996484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168555225838248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16367263682212035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25059495745166616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589354078413076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106483681564532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752551069604339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526056379098889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878321632759546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348898368918734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27292181673060395,0.0,0.0,0.1966957999356798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804047394032086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BenDarDunDat,2019/03/25,"Daughter bug anxiety My daughter has anxiety. She's been seeing a therapist and OT. Therapy has been CBT. It hasn't been a cure, but there has been growth and improvement. 

However, bugs...especially flying bugs have been a trigger for years now. I feel like her fear and anxiety in regards to bugs has gotten worse. With some of her other anxieties, we've been able to have some exposure therapy with some success. However, flying bugs are not all that predictable. 

Anyone had luck with methods to improve anxiety for flying bugs? Any tips? Her fear of insects is impacting her life. She's losing friends during recess. She doesn't want to go to camp. She doesn't want to go outside to ride her bike. Hell, I'd buy a bee suit if it'd help. Thanks so much. ",2.3321691176470587,5.083135493055559,3.5288071895424835,84.8498529411765,82.95833333333333,7.277124183006535,25.83169934640523,8.313332769828598,2.1763517973856206,597,25,110,14,17,193,88,144,0.19,0.611,0.199,0.7611,2,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,2,3,9,1,2,4,0,19,1,0,1,1,18,27,6,0,3,3,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,1,1,1,4,4,4,0,0,8,2,11,5,15,18,5,7,1,1,1,0,13,1,1,5,3,66,15,1,0.16182305319673235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004522532272136,0.0,0.6189709638316293,0.0,0.0,0.11315044136855193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36419184866623067,0.08182259793498094,0.11560642153752047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502408948035584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18393554069085466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084665814742064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143004081490903,0.07905856979377747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18103860379321327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895856369874006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895202209647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14898492577068428,0.37011752869878395,0.18788903727214173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19089485893233812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16491151613767568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420874068148976
anxiety,Moviesdigaming,2019/03/25,"I want to help but I also need help Hello! My name is Daniel and I am a depressed citizen. Now I am stable but I wish I got help sooner. I only realised how bad I felt a couple of months ago after just by chance I discovered “symptoms of depression” on Pinterest. I then sought professional help. That is why I am trying to make a special Podcast to assist those in need to help them on the path to recovery earlier. But I cannot have a podcast just about me and how I am recovering. I also want to hear how others have recovered from this horrible illness. 

If YOU could please leave in the comments how you have managed (or slowly managing) to recover and what makes things easier for you that would not only help me but hopefully help others as well.

Thank you!",3.6914000000000016,5.390816606666667,5.2543333333333315,79.65550000000002,72.93333333333334,8.733333333333334,27.166666666666664,9.2995712137729,2.4598666666666658,601,22,113,14,12,203,91,150,0.133,0.573,0.294,0.9777,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,4,1,0,11,7,0,0,6,0,12,2,0,6,0,28,24,17,0,9,9,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,8,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,2,22,4,19,20,0,9,0,2,0,0,17,4,0,3,5,88,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12336338279041854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225840217105957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161988525387818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111373627472636,0.1539859307704065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397291213649119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336223979185087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113047743065702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685162105768075,0.0,0.6529661854445317,0.0,0.0,0.13822449449308774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473580385606563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857904589337515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110819825056845,0.0,0.0,0.20638152595986006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21168595099548868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276386488378152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446480736381673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12812651911113462,0.0,0.0,0.0924565464654617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448543717386296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16416891618188328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512808378096132,0.0,0.12557680980569638,0.0,0.1600354856503745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886043154321522,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Shikidixi,2019/03/25,"I'm never going to be adored by everyone, how do I move past the desire? Every day all I do all day is seek validation and attention from others. Coupled with my bpd I am not really human unless I am acting for someone else. I stress soooooo much over pleasing others, I'm sure this is a common feeling right?

But I think its finally clicked, I'm never going to satiate my desire for love and attention. Every single person on earth could adore me and it wouldnt be enough, I think. So... what now?

Even if I recognize this truth, how do I reprogram my brain around it? How do I let go of this desperate hunger to be given everyone's entire heart? Is this the right subreddit?!?! This thought process is related to so many different mental disorders, I thought the broadness of general anxiety seemed the safest bet. Forgive me if you disagree. 

Please advise friends.",4.071289198606273,6.196733585365857,5.239547038327527,78.36207317073173,72.90243902439025,8.83205574912892,29.397212543554005,9.424239791934726,2.9902139372822303,684,29,120,17,14,226,106,164,0.066,0.7240000000000001,0.211,0.9772,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,0,8,8,0,1,5,0,16,4,2,3,6,34,30,12,0,6,5,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,11,5,1,0,9,0,1,5,4,1,0,0,3,2,17,7,15,21,5,19,0,0,1,1,7,6,0,4,8,85,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724458867975956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247983825965312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765637757433458,0.15649785259479632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119299135357252,0.15511702238357847,0.0,0.18082126807783871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14646819637161546,0.16066931978261886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711034387189155,0.0,0.0,0.14485323512749745,0.0,0.09259384681788256,0.0,0.23623141093014985,0.2679141621073093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088402665874755,0.0,0.0,0.1535707518512784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831006488883917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239018781465156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612524006909138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335326842273388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652650288894898,0.0,0.0,0.14213015587559358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127804952649392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899925927629126,0.1030554176146836,0.0,0.21624557948783574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382674663123514,0.0,0.12240806962635845,0.0,0.30777195981509137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898089875567348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394421449647662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762326147610412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878211383981513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16058660592927024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212695070649288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17965555019274987,0.0,0.22258961752212947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LockedInsideForever,2019/03/25,"Anxiety is ruining my entire life. So I don't actually have a reddit account so I just made one for this specific subreddit.

Anyway, anxiety is ruining my life. I have possibly been inside for more than 6 months, if I go outside it is simply for my mind impossible. I start panicking. 

Years ago when I was a teenager, I believed people were staring at me. It has gone up to the point it has made me sick with  migraines and fear. I never understood why they looked at me this way but I put it down that I was and still am extremely pale. I also have a form of autism so they might have thought I was weird. And I looked like trash with awful clothing, unwashed hair. My nails looking in terrible condition.

But I believe my anxiety is spiraling out of control. It takes me months of preparation to go somewhere. And if that day comes my anxiety just takes control and I end up staying home.

I missed my cousins wedding, my grandmothers funeral lately all through anxiety problems.

During these attacks I start crying and I could cry throughout the day.

I bought new clothes with the though of actually being capable of going outside. 

Whenever I look outside I see people who are happy and I hate it. I want to be out there as well like going to the shops to just buy something but it just feels impossible. I am 26 years old still live at home because my problems are too extreme that I cannot even live alone even though I wish I can live alone.

I don't have a job since each time I had one I had massive migraine attacks when I was working.

These walls are the only things I see. And I believe my mind is driving me to a point that I cannot go on like this anymore. And I don't mean suicide. I want to fix this , I have had help from a nice woman who helped me go outside but she had to leave her job through her own problems.

Personally I have done so many things in recent times to improve myself. I actually am capable of shaving my own hair, I like a buzzcut haircut so I cut it every week. I used to barely take showers as a child/teenager and I decided to take care of that too. New clothes that i felt nice in.

But everything I do, I make 2 steps forward and then make 5 retreating steps.

I have a huge problem that is getting in the way of things. I don't show up to any kind of event. I have super adorable nephews and nieces. I like being an uncle but I never show up to their events.

And the main thing I am scared of is what people think of me. 

Just wish I could get back up again. There are times I see a picture of myself as a child and I have the biggest smile ever. Those times where nothing was a problem and I was just happy is long gone. it pains me when I see those pictures because I immediatly would break down.

Sorry if the formatting is strange I don't know how to fix that.",2.3153109656301147,4.344328152482273,3.7247517730496496,87.67615384615387,77.75886524822695,6.749809056192036,26.980905619203487,7.748469712250963,1.5943989088925257,2194,91,449,34,52,721,251,564,0.14800000000000002,0.7040000000000001,0.149,0.8245,3,2,1,0,0,1,49.0,0,0,3,4,32,31,4,2,22,1,58,8,2,8,4,72,103,40,2,15,15,2,4,5,0,2,6,0,3,3,32,22,0,2,8,3,4,14,9,17,1,2,21,13,86,14,56,75,7,75,0,3,9,0,16,24,0,4,40,322,118,3,0.0,0.0,0.1830372914976236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05542196011475858,0.0,0.0,0.12950782474394013,0.0,0.04999880229607855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0425170882259863,0.0,0.23914570578937644,0.0,0.062005000876009214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225554925848413,0.0,0.048075540944126686,0.0,0.07622563355599889,0.0,0.0,0.21132257345060887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374532226697104,0.0,0.0,0.05385714697962967,0.0,0.0,0.1402474267713017,0.09983742210574308,0.0,0.1373549115214178,0.08064300550460507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06398168948132474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05537591398065545,0.0,0.0,0.08259035209743908,0.05655470750895185,0.05267746204445376,0.0,0.0561907213498572,0.0,0.0,0.07035460609725372,0.03161299006911751,0.0,0.06003090252850275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533030480638449,0.0,0.2131960815704612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311161389040202,0.0,0.06172750817169001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381432634783796,0.0,0.1254292810161287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408682944296524,0.0,0.0,0.06510701774526934,0.034360443384229084,0.0,0.07052751314918403,0.06620174602031145,0.0,0.0,0.08832224248329501,0.1527253989023505,0.0,0.16562415303518335,0.055329982057833134,0.21001085595737728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831961242181516,0.08346781007312659,0.06338747131068602,0.0,0.0681047617320983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06632593716872738,0.12625874720693844,0.0,0.09980889084984647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644160580423072,0.1207682296761034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05999152301185767,0.0,0.06560629737251612,0.0,0.08473301918618259,0.04755078074041726,0.06652779149246904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13003459948425836,0.05459177859784255,0.0,0.0,0.11820695401875805,0.07048413479549093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29912544032644794,0.0,0.06285185541724053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06173290942904897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259540587102015,0.0,0.19928768319811613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051718825332224216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04813247232434016,0.0,0.06998823433072074,0.08850675402248909,0.06664010850531385,0.09986026294608942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838889494328597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880349825320614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661472931319495,0.040061558236860986,0.12285504962177228,0.04963546584403418,0.14582826995191306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053998913878505334,0.0,0.0,0.0737541636659963,0.09925407012554276,0.050151358559257314,0.0,0.05621476577313207,0.0,0.05641635943312087,0.0,0.14379437564109915,0.0,0.0,0.04551674377785808,0.0,0.0,0.04441381850904825,0.0,0.0,0.08052420645203619
anxiety,scbyart,2019/03/25,"My anxiety experiences Hi everyone! My name is Sean! Pleasure to meet everyone! Im a 32 male who has suffered with anxiety since my late teens. It wasn't until about 7 years ago that i began to understand why i was experiencing a plethora of seemingly unexplainable physical symptoms. Im hoping to share my experiences, some approaches i take to help alleviate anxiety symptoms, and most of all, to get (and give) some reassurance that we are not alone in this struggle.

I experience mild anxiety symptoms daily such as the sweats, clammy hands and feet, diarrhea, heart palpitations, brain fog and eye strain. On bad days, i get the shakes (hands, sometimes the back of my neck), shortness of breath and, imo, the worst symptom, tingly/numbness in my arms (which makes me feel like im about to pass out). Typically, on the bad days, im either close to or having a panic attack. Im usually hit with a wave of exhaustion following an anxious moment.

Ive had a variety of testing done; ecg, ekg, wore a heart monitor for 2 days, urine testing, blood work (including testing for a rare tumor), and ultrasound of my thyroid. Ive also tried a variety of ssris to no avail. I was also taking Lyrica (pregabalin) for a brief time last year. Currently, im not taking any medication as ive not experienced any improvement in my symptoms (some made it worse!)

A couple years ago, i passed out on the subway while heading to work and this experience exacerbated my anxiety to the point that i was experiencing panic attacks daily. I saw a therapist not long after. She diagnosed me with panic disorder and i went ahead with CBT (cognitive behavioral therapy). Unfortunately, CBT was not something i could maintain, financially, and i was struggling to properly identify my anxious thoughts and triggers. Often times, i experience the physical symptoms followed by anxious thoughts in response to my physical symptoms. I would have needed many more sessions and i just simply couldnt afford them.

From my experiences, i find regular excercise can help mitigate the symptoms. I stress the importance of making it a routine; you wont experience the benefits of excercise until you make it habit.

I also find grounding can be helpful in certain situations. Focusing on all senses; identifying what you see, feel, smell, hear, and taste, in the moment.

Having an SO or friend who motivates you can go a long way too. Im lucky to have met my fiance. She also has anxiety and we often motivate and support each other through our tough moments.

Can anyone attest to experiencing similar anxiety symptoms? What techniques do you use to help ease them? ",7.203983079991744,8.546150622601283,8.123542196849849,63.76730517917329,64.09594882729212,11.765898617511525,38.36997042437582,11.5275954297702,5.174190398239219,2098,109,324,67,31,708,253,469,0.151,0.757,0.092,-0.9719,3,1,1,0,0,0,79.0,3,5,2,5,13,26,2,8,27,0,29,28,14,8,3,65,60,26,0,5,9,0,4,1,1,2,13,1,0,1,15,24,1,0,10,0,0,9,9,16,0,0,16,14,48,10,55,38,10,52,0,1,3,0,28,16,0,11,27,215,63,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373151394252943,0.0,0.0,0.054757015339758526,0.0,0.16911936802021113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190635335881153,0.0,0.2831159761772247,0.17918297573898526,0.0,0.036967690310470334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202937244651246,0.0,0.04065349932561371,0.08828790294562736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059020017236779514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04221211548055069,0.0584992648972688,0.0,0.10228965620086623,0.0,0.0,0.05366158439270043,0.0,0.0,0.06059320217986884,0.0,0.0,0.05410401046144506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103843729084183,0.0,0.36201665526930943,0.0,0.0,0.053464969721261545,0.0377700903117161,0.0,0.0,0.09664380914573266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04084696237466807,0.0,0.055244422636350134,0.050717388215432944,0.03004704189884969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0542595163627876,0.0,0.059587940819738235,0.12530158554607446,0.14174965451220234,0.0,0.0,0.052511494252669814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3997580802651203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043095823208142335,0.059639270862907365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025829441663471557,0.0,0.0,0.0935759575077288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05002654353268157,0.10587271075520327,0.053601529417552016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05326061272682953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03920217742174621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186093437426426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049978910596860535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04213026798759042,0.048130545993090135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043734322890067776,0.059427704564531066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0407016414740256,0.052289438198589014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06056200831382268,0.11054168005594586,0.0,0.0,0.059995855126226814,0.0,0.4945663114073607,0.1192541969175622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060461055272631174,0.06138574148363345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394519697915052,0.06165743908150219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03589502359413161,0.0,0.0,0.055039172803649235,0.0,0.04566240474537767,0.058228452863373525,0.0,0.0,0.04196546927680615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049010697548296164,0.04770663803520146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697947339283542,0.0,0.05387869268092935,0.03755708423341427,0.0,0.0,0.10213896843609084
anxiety,bluebird288,2019/03/25,"Life just seems like it's so fucking much to handle It's getting harder. :
-studies that I hate and a diploma that I probably won't get until 3 more years ( think an eternity of medical studies )
-I hate socilising with people, yet I change internship every 4 months, new collegues , new rules, new faces everyday to interact with
- Long distance relationship so fucking frustrating, not having him physically near when I really need it 
- Parents def not accepting my relationship but I keep carrying it behind their backs 
- Trying to get to his country, so stressing about getting accepted by a new school there, I stress abt the results and how if I'm accepted I will have to redo at least 4 yrs again, and will have to come out to my parents abt the relationship ..and if I don't get accepted, I dunno how I'm gnna carry an LDR for 3 more yrs 

I'm done ..I'm tired..and it's just too much to handle at once 
I wish I could shut my brain down and stop the ideas and the what ifs boiling there day and night, I wish I could just bury  myself somewhere and never come back ..",4.569775641025643,5.8675870673076975,5.702615384615385,78.87571794871796,70.15384615384615,9.200512820512822,29.73205128205128,9.558583805096642,2.7691316666666665,842,33,159,19,15,280,124,208,0.102,0.816,0.083,-0.4385,2,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,0,17,12,5,2,8,0,10,7,2,3,1,41,31,19,0,8,9,2,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,8,13,1,2,7,0,0,2,5,7,0,0,1,0,21,5,21,25,5,27,0,0,0,2,9,6,2,5,20,104,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680147378960839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196038337605228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557320061813545,0.188220335245522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17445626172789208,0.0,0.0,0.07045793540188941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180182871833808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204878202739254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20200180319725866,0.28539600967446144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157257287754325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333121835114418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710741678749132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716729822380754,0.053374579594383416,0.0,0.0,0.09668380480675136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005901135114653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720320305560955,0.0,0.16062429014676338,0.08100832245356822,0.08426120020317128,0.4220616566496164,0.0,0.10252477687814454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634887908119608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426208833852765,0.0,0.0,0.07574097181475747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177911873550358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998906612088994,0.0,0.0,0.3518844559704014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056796783893813,0.0,0.09945811804605792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133882971524676,0.250293581662143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000370744343343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417434022883744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512667965852794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035414046122061
anxiety,Lonely_Wolfff,2019/03/25,"Stomach ulcer endoscopy/colonoscopy fear I don't really know where to post this, sorry.

So long story short, I'm pretty sure I have stomach ulcers. My neighbor had stomach ulcers a while ago and he described my EXACT symptoms, so I think I have stomach ulcers. I've been seeing a gastroenterologist for my symptoms. The dr said I have IBS and gave me a small does of an antidepressant to calm my stomach. I was also checked for celiac disease with bloodwork, it came back negative. Also, I had a CT scan done to check for Crohn's disease because my bloodwork showed high inflammation. They saw nothing wrong on my scan. 

I read that you can't see stomach ulcers with a CT scan, only with an endoscopy/colonoscopy.

I am absolutely terrified to get an endoscopy/colonoscopy, is there any other way dr's can see if I have stomach ulcers other than a scope? Can they use an x-ray or anything else?!?!",4.44902789518174,6.520095360946747,4.8977387996618775,81.44877218934913,71.72189349112426,6.485376162299239,30.414623837700766,7.1686216300943375,1.9246446322907853,712,31,124,7,14,226,104,169,0.086,0.8490000000000001,0.065,-0.6529,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,2,0,7,4,0,1,11,0,15,17,7,1,2,13,27,9,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,10,1,1,0,5,6,0,0,2,2,2,1,3,2,0,0,9,8,20,2,13,18,0,12,0,0,7,0,7,5,0,2,4,77,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15217341243713914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745658344601941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167401944796306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126821890276992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320021721548783,0.0,0.10464728015195517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19634257304164124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022791081300593,0.17567606778443529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340666924842702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19317433862536512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896894967027572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18137677246267486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434429803284552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15192086606810598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647201714827929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13056132540849252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16441058597345548,0.17464817309152392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17171455542821193,0.0,0.10997498041824118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329567432117456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4103917483180975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921683828306133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617951522667935,0.3568577720566223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999798657119136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14826612006822815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13626214697210684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18769211800551786,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thatoneanxiousbxtch,2019/03/25,"Someone i see almost everyday makes me really anxious. So... i had an internet friend. (C). We had known each other since August last year and were best friends. Exactly one month ago i did some awful shit and now i don't think i can say we're friends anymore. I really miss them. However, since what happened whenever i see them around the forums we use i feel anxious, sometimes panicked. They have never done anything bad to me to make me feel this way, but i think that the reason i'm panicking is because they've had to deal with two other toxic friends before me, so i'm worried they think me like they do the other two (although they don't act towards me like they do towards the other two, which is basically never talking to the other two but they'll reply to something i said once in a blue moon).

It's weird.. i have another friend who i lost with C, but when she's around i don't feel panicked or anxious (i used to but not anymore and it just kinda stopped randomly). I just want to get over what happened but i can't. What should i do?",2.4715415315540032,4.441277526066352,3.7846545273135455,87.70818159141933,77.05687203791469,6.5274133200299325,26.27113993514592,7.475848149327749,1.4004729857819909,822,32,165,11,19,269,116,211,0.132,0.743,0.125,0.1326,1,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,2,0,8,2,8,13,1,0,7,1,20,1,1,5,3,41,41,13,0,2,9,0,3,2,5,2,0,2,0,0,14,10,0,1,8,0,0,1,7,5,0,5,8,8,34,8,15,31,3,19,0,2,3,0,21,6,1,5,13,116,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068060456517164,0.0,0.1024362180863566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726789920905876,0.0,0.34670133628184474,0.20290336010700669,0.0,0.0,0.08418216619305914,0.18213301321194825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541418012099418,0.062359636143404215,0.0,0.08704767929979998,0.0,0.10735496601289192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105464280750457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468590918210044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551741428295474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39517416149458623,0.0,0.05344624697505331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809227687925364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338615559211444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995483000778363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166985856770337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13656881610627986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165292732792702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15779635186945967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894355064279428,0.0693194664220222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106885824077275,0.10517891760756426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730839463456448,0.08135111658058128,0.0,0.0,0.1630358034737318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500696359670683,0.16924317865393254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667638097231041,0.07875365072887894,0.10117489132051187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552533122207588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222289461343561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966444156730928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.399719362321692,0.0,0.0,0.1767044740469778,0.0,0.0,0.060337744610463165,0.08119903253062133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388812625840807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06587626735035716
anxiety,spybde15,2019/03/25,"College Anxiety Hello fellow friends and I hope everyone is feeling good.

I am here to share a story of myself and the anxiety I am dealing with. I am a Freshman in College and never realized I had such crippling feelings until I started. 

Within my first couple months of college I was feeling fine. I don't party much but I still tried to with my friends, some successful some not so. But one day during a 9 am I felt an epiphany I guess. I did not like the school I was going to, out of nowhere. It felt worrying to me. Like almost I couldn't be here anymore, nothing will come of it. That's what I felt, completely worthless here. 

Fast forward a few weeks, I thought I would go to the gym to try and to overcome this feeling. I was happy with the progress. Although I had started getting severe bloating and trouble with eating properly. I went to a gastroenterologist and followed a strict low fodmap diet to try and combat this, but the feeling did not go away. I realized this feeling of bloating and gas would go away when I was on Christmas break and Spring break. Only worrying me more.

I continued to look at different schools, because I thought that would change my feeling of hopelessness. I decided on one and applied, payed the fees and took a tour. This school was several states away and cost quite a bit to get to, but I thought I would feel comfortable being there. This was not the case.

Here I am a week after taking a tour. Overthinking now because I have realized. I don't know what I want. I had an anxiety attack this morning in a 9 am that distracted me from class. My mind has been going in and out of what I want. I have ignored my roommates because everything they do annoys me. And now I feel I have lost my relationship with them. The only thing that settles my mind are video games and YouTube videos. I have tried essential oils that help a little.

I've had earlier signs of anxiety, over thinking things like Girlfriends and simple stuff like a hair in my nose that didn't allow me to sleep. But nothing this severe. I'm going to an on campus counselor today so that I can talk it out.

If anyone has had problems with college like I have, please Id love any help. I have never been tested for anxiety, but my underlying signs of my digestive system, panic attacks, and ever-changing feelings lead me to believe I do. I am thankful to have supporting parents that help me get through stuff like this. 

Thanks for reading. And I appreciate any help.",3.7023854474946414,5.758923257322178,4.533816715991428,83.3225058679457,73.74895397489541,7.257556893560567,30.48698846821104,8.096554002634818,2.301671333809572,1959,90,361,31,41,631,221,478,0.158,0.672,0.17,0.8447,3,0,0,0,0,1,52.0,0,0,2,6,12,31,3,2,24,0,47,7,3,2,2,83,92,30,0,10,11,1,14,6,4,5,1,0,0,0,26,28,3,1,22,5,3,12,10,12,0,3,25,17,63,19,54,59,6,54,0,4,1,1,18,20,0,6,26,266,89,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06753934406892392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173379021254767,0.0,0.2579873519149652,0.0,0.06689020791188853,0.04716115042938072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346348088193662,0.19010860925385104,0.0,0.0,0.12334686891559225,0.0,0.0,0.07599070330285672,0.0,0.0,0.07363565435321806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270190164948401,0.058100406549666576,0.07071785565607361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462983509810689,0.0,0.04349832536596029,0.06953583876536548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046871564682641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690160554636017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0610105006084037,0.0,0.06444937322569662,0.060617836960070275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34103692421007803,0.0,0.19428172701583754,0.0,0.0,0.05737116206662739,0.0,0.0,0.10422018367695346,0.0,0.10571625537554633,0.0,0.2299932266877173,0.05657211108043215,0.0,0.0,0.07430148254799335,0.0,0.0,0.07179955973568156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808356628076737,0.0,0.0,0.06699099832645762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03706761018376244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19770986613998132,0.06760053006063241,0.0,0.0,0.05663926143164495,0.0,0.0736273667734783,0.0,0.06087437665475751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620633387708544,0.0,0.053836282284324334,0.0,0.049581978201797855,0.0,0.10403998020258699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943618709847135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914089055768204,0.1025943573957692,0.0,0.07913559581966903,0.07489292771546682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403755647147167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453854564144668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173915995973577,0.06746616739121919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07241381906200445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20478267264054087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22859083708610645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749662510511747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547996281798797,0.0,0.05386399206700325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15442345186844747,0.0,0.07653909467927797,0.0,0.0,0.05071243810410316,0.054212079217510055,0.0,0.12419395648834285,0.0,0.0,0.0896187954566552,0.0432179005221931,0.0,0.16063833157990492,0.0,0.0,0.06393273696839012,0.0,0.07493711532621901,0.18317082762506764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795650555969071,0.0,0.10820529807912176,0.0,0.0,0.06252489296225845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13699326342031284,0.0,0.19165225464132474,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,skytarran,2019/03/25,"Weighted blanket questions I’m a 5’8” 125 lb woman with a small frame. What weight of blanket would you get if you were me? I checked out some reviews where people said they had to return blankets because they were too heavy, but others where people had to return them because they were too light to be effective, so I’m not sure where to start. I’m assuming the correct blanket weight has to do with one’s body weight and frame, right?

Also, recommendations for brands? I saw some Redditors recommended Nirvana and said they saw it on Amazon, but I couldn’t find it on there and only found shipping to Canada (I’m in the US). I’m looking for something that sleeps cool and will help with my anxiety-related insomnia. TIA!",4.50185770750988,6.382776405797106,4.779538866930171,83.14049407114628,71.17391304347827,7.337022397891962,29.21212121212121,8.00094639256281,1.9942666666666675,576,23,106,8,11,181,90,138,0.02,0.83,0.15,0.9609,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,1,2,5,1,8,2,0,0,4,1,11,7,2,1,2,23,24,9,0,3,4,0,4,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,5,8,4,0,5,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,10,11,13,2,16,10,2,12,0,0,3,0,13,9,0,5,3,68,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049188836973218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836958108506908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673619926136881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771095764527305,0.0,0.0,0.1652034463669138,0.0,0.0,0.07871960359447297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099188370838298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265260538772589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209886057423258,0.11459241225298986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089131969265719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16878648470560206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867257821605654,0.2866460672392167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507802433986508,0.0,0.0,0.11599422818011147,0.0,0.0,0.10664601386343124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14200603992861788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18123917895934288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7339088439119875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703266110607433,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,theaziz2001,2019/03/25,"My anxiety is somehow worse than my depression I swear to god I get worried and anxious about every fucking thing small or big. I go down a rabbit hole of worst case scenarios that will probably won’t happen. My problems are so meaningless that I feel like a spoiled little brat. I always worry about SOMETHING, ANYTHING. I turn everything into this huge issue as if the end of the world is tomorrow. It’s a physical pain in my stomach that just doesn’t go away. And because of this stupid fucking anxiety, I also have depression. Which as you can probably guess, it sucks ass. I thought meds would help me but their effects only showed during the first month. Then I went back to feeling like shit.

When can I get peace for once?

When can I feel like everything is going to be okay?

When am I going to stop being like this?

Idk... I can’t even put my emotions into words.",2.7150261051166003,5.159868946745561,3.717828054298643,86.11393665158373,78.46745562130178,6.816707274625827,25.917507831534987,7.928766900206844,1.7372238774799866,688,27,129,12,17,221,115,169,0.21,0.653,0.138,-0.807,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,1,2,11,15,5,0,6,1,16,6,3,1,0,19,33,13,0,3,4,0,3,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,10,4,0,1,5,1,0,6,3,10,0,1,2,3,21,5,18,26,1,26,0,2,0,3,3,10,5,4,14,88,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923680479720527,0.1032549813567036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18986099373321635,0.14018931278777413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211763376069638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658907953645482,0.09541954713116264,0.0,0.07564569520031526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137615435130115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395874689504281,0.10990920809709354,0.0,0.0,0.0819619898161924,0.0,0.1045533648418544,0.0,0.2230528488658329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188234836464736,0.26595532776508346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555309941308244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294432122101346,0.1296665201502553,0.0,0.2820987298195909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13670198565648115,0.0,0.10973467349460228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317665184993843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952043075080052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24250149847507954,0.12437338225048199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783890032922716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904952682305172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215456560736508,0.0,0.0943780116641233,0.13204327213344322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26758561526694313,0.11873985603003916,0.0,0.12474733435108815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737926731773036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553254360319058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374696739175013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244160729332352,0.0,0.0,0.09851566055151473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497711119093764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503508042896393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252044111219742,0.12646095762768034,0.08815182034923677,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TrumpsRedButton,2019/03/25,Do any of you use any herbal remedies to help with your anxiety? Hope this doesn't violate the rules,2.6454999999999984,5.05386455,3.0599999999999987,90.935,78.5,8.0,25.0,8.841846274778883,1.8980000000000001,81,3,17,2,2,25,19,20,0.068,0.602,0.33,0.7599,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6329859310536986,0.0,0.3560353579059581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119527442527141,0.0,0.0,0.4622545231112595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40196253087227096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SweetWeed212,2019/03/25,"Worst Visit to the Dentist It wasn’t even me, it was my boyfriend and I was in the waiting room. We were 700 miles away from home on vacation but we had to make a stop. He had to get a tooth pulled do to abscess building up in his gums. We got there at 11:30 and at 2pm I hear a nurse scream “Call 911!” The receptionist told me nothing after I started crying and panicking thinking something was wrong. I bit the shit out of my finger and dug my nails into my hands, I couldn’t feel anything. I saw the police, an ambulance, and a fire truck go to the back room, but no one was telling me anything.  He wasn’t messaging me back. Turns out a lady had an anxiety attack getting her teeth cleaned.

Which, I understand, but I’ve never felt a greater fear than potentially having to go to the hospital with someone I love, 700 miles away from home. 😞",2.7587292358803985,4.318962796511626,3.882823920265782,89.10686046511627,75.1046511627907,7.007308970099668,26.82059800664452,7.7094869923839395,1.3962063122923591,659,25,141,9,14,214,109,172,0.197,0.736,0.067,-0.9729,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,3,0,0,0,4,7,2,1,15,0,13,7,5,1,1,24,30,8,0,1,3,0,5,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,3,12,0,2,4,0,0,4,5,6,0,1,14,8,21,1,24,15,3,25,0,0,1,1,14,15,1,0,6,93,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249688841088779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26886042231181395,0.0,0.0,0.18584399404588856,0.30696156977720346,0.2512253642559478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17834528489175333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680739817772738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17944175458896913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078968165632308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18382384469067115,0.08259901801795501,0.0,0.15684987686216414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17069625530590254,0.0,0.1856809172905876,0.0,0.13065279785506898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18411701804312772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.327723996369179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474375170895207,0.0,0.10904313595575506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599222531762466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15674698531670153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069601709887544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676852583808875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841321414342786,0.12576143351434255,0.0,0.0,0.11562605995558654,0.0,0.0,0.13657510676305798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14278261928223324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046735966259141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560961456782312,0.0,0.0,0.17768725038354574,0.0,0.17006206680012656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786069878402526,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jimbob8734,2019/03/25,"I'm possessive and insecure I'm in a relationship with someone and things are generally going great. I'm divorced after being cheated on by my wife. She is in the process of getting divorced too after her husband did the same to her. I have 2 kids, she has 1.

My issue is that I have become extremely fearful of her going out with her friends. I never used to be this way. I'm scared she will cheat on me. I hate feeling possessive like this. I realise its unhealthy and she should be free to go out and have fun with her friends. It's also changed the way I see things. I used to go out too with friends but now I feel like turning down invites as it will open up her wanting to go out too. It's all so unhealthy.

What can I do to get over this irrational anxiety. I know deep down that she is a great person and wouldnt do this. I also know deep down if she wanted to cheat then she could do it anyway.

When she mentions going out my heart starts racing, I feel sick and my head starts over thinking. I feel angry inside. Help!

Td;lr  I'm possessive and insecure after being cheated on in marriage. ",1.5856812888198777,3.8143923080357176,3.1162965838509313,90.06674689440996,81.27678571428571,5.6813664596273314,24.471273291925467,6.8959733430537185,0.9440968944099386,863,33,177,10,23,283,113,224,0.203,0.6829999999999999,0.114,-0.9695,0,0,0,0,2,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,9,18,5,4,5,0,22,3,2,2,2,37,51,15,0,6,2,2,4,2,3,4,1,0,0,2,14,17,0,0,7,0,1,6,2,9,0,0,1,5,32,10,35,41,2,37,0,0,1,0,27,20,0,1,11,130,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078752587547922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942733263225192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435425753945534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13749190936339764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377113551013244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14625332283414666,0.26286863640115204,0.09285119012272494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30124543294059497,0.0,0.1358087933360531,0.0,0.4431925224881169,0.0,0.0,0.2865866077056128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831929110514922,0.13338757276430216,0.0,0.0,0.15401606464531675,0.0871167106850973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565578371540354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428571431997325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699436929410202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024151999964256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348551946014215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13954003600577236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301234789110148,0.0,0.10356992770079963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012386628456776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839880512039252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726936944743632,0.08328006274323108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137094585083165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22450614173716765,0.0,0.0,0.15332033121036132,0.2063295975334965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lil_b_with_based_GAD,2019/03/25,"Boring task at work triggers anxiety Ever since I started my job, I can’t help but notice my anxiety flares tend to happen the most when I’m doing the most boring task. Since my brain isn’t being utilised, it goes numb and starts to fixate on past mistakes or health anxiety worries. Kind of feels like my mind is trying to solve an unsolvable problem because there’s nothing to solve or focus on at work. Does anybody else get this? ",8.582857142857144,7.149660619047619,8.052380952380954,74.73428571428572,61.85714285714285,10.304761904761904,36.476190476190474,8.841846274778883,3.1513190476190482,348,13,62,4,4,110,62,84,0.244,0.659,0.096,-0.9272,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,3,7,0,0,3,0,5,3,1,1,1,12,12,5,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,6,2,9,11,2,9,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,4,6,34,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4314743615806894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460727978261988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20987791200269867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16452613178960834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15705566586520628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700630321882732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506195300967496,0.13431218867615646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822586145812227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662539076909417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19984257546364012,0.0,0.0,0.12601708246192087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865678685223464,0.0,0.0,0.19578028677353895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185068961902468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18983340499909668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18039772033785495,0.21404713641427292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17947388853827476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17989724154621806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110425513498244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26614454607202515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276443646737746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27374256903279043,0.1909301639414528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IGetYounger,2019/03/25,"How do you stay motivated to do work? How do you force yourself to get things done instead of always avoiding it until it's too late? 

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anxiety,safeuniverse,2019/03/25,"What is it called? Hi! I'm experiencing a recurring situation once in a while but I'm not sure what is it called, because sometimes I want to talk about this and I'm not sure how to make reference to it. I'll give an example:

I'm in a store. Suddenly, I see that a man is talking to the cashier. I start to think ""Oh, he is assaulting the store!"" and if he has an object in his hands, as my vision becomes a little blurry when I'm experiencing this, I think that what he holds in his hands is a gun. And at that time I'm totally certain that he is holding a gun, and my knees weaken, I cannot hear anymore (if I'm with someone and they are talking to me I won't hear them). It feels as if I am in another world. Everything becomes blurry and my heart rate increases, I can't move. This lasts maybe 1 minute or less and it goes away. Then I see that he was only paying to the cashier and nothing bad was happening.   


Any of you experiencing this? ",1.700830623706768,3.2409420804020144,3.977304167898314,87.39674549216673,77.94472361809045,7.496423292935264,25.273721548921074,8.313332769828598,1.475540112326338,730,27,166,14,17,253,105,199,0.117,0.8270000000000001,0.056,-0.893,0,0,0,2,0,0,26.0,0,1,2,0,3,5,1,0,12,0,14,4,4,2,4,29,33,19,0,4,7,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,17,9,0,2,4,0,3,2,5,2,0,0,2,10,18,3,19,30,3,19,0,0,2,0,20,9,0,4,8,101,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879190703133502,0.15233338913663705,0.0,0.0,0.14407365456124074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364905415096351,0.0,0.1212984651894758,0.08855822467948606,0.32088940513788816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29668381122257564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305637039421217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073455349512433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393609122812563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12846610563537436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274707190491057,0.17215144437066265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841842510279167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456036050738798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697211729345986,0.0,0.14594815348875784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544042174681246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13939517524234574,0.0,0.0,0.1547130168145793,0.0,0.11048810034228826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23153055738851355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632950633757971,0.0,0.0,0.12309094304044425,0.0,0.14368058108742124,0.0,0.10282631501668577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738397295312153,0.0,0.0,0.3502993615082776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861725674077284,0.0,0.0,0.08471095675141108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568689418871824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mommabubble,2019/03/25,"Parenting an anxious introvert Hey Y’all.

I’m the mother of a 16 year old daughter that has anxiety. She’s not been formally diagnosed (because she’s too anxious to go to the doctor and talk).  What are some things your parents did that helped you function?  Or what did they do that sent you over the edge?

Thank you in advance.",3.258095238095237,5.647411555555558,3.86373015873016,86.0632142857143,76.30158730158729,7.374603174603175,29.54761904761905,8.344100000000001,2.343457142857144,260,12,49,5,6,82,51,63,0.095,0.865,0.039,-0.3736,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,5,1,1,1,1,0,0,5,0,6,2,0,0,0,4,10,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,0,8,1,5,6,1,7,0,0,0,0,16,2,0,2,2,35,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839523493306764,0.5433059825779776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465830666450977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440633077578469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461224809611148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665978217313735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611762396941366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25232383940839803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5340079619892985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19327380315622436,0.0,0.22138459404235275,0.0,0.0,0.1597519010725656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15484928849074164
anxiety,kelekins,2019/03/25,"Too much happening causing anxiety I have a had a whirlwind the last 2 years. I lost my Grandmother who I was extremely close to. I am still grieving and believe that I am experiencing complicated grief. I lost her in May and found out in February that I have a cousin who was placed for adoption by my Aunt. This was very shocking. Unfortunately her adoptive parents treated her poorly. I have developed a very strong relationship with her which I am grateful for. In July I learned that my Aunt passed away. The reason I found out was because I had received beneficiary paperwork that was requesting a death certificate. I had to share the news with my new cousin who had been slowly making progress in communicating with my Aunt. Next, my dog died in October. He was healthy one day and sick the next. Death has made me reevaluate my life and reach out to family and more involved.

As a result I reached out to my sisters (they are half-sisters whom I share the same Dad with). It was wonderful to be reunited. I have had an estranged relationship with my Dad. My parents were 17 years old when they had me. He heard about my meeting with my sisters and made an attempt to reach out to me. We have since gone to lunch twice. I am excited about finally having a relationship with him, however it is overwhelming. 

Just recently I started a new job that I am loving. It has been keeping my mind busy, thankfully. Unfortunately I have to terminate my assistant who is struggling. She is such a nice person that I am starting to feel badly about the situation. 

Needless to say my anxiety levels have been all over the place. I am journaling and sharing with others and that seems to be helping. I am wondering if anyone has other methods that work for them that I can try. I don't like taking medication. 

Thank you in advance :)

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anxiety,infernorobin,2019/03/25,"Gaming gave me Anxiety :( .! My first sign of Anxiety started from February 2019 it's been so fucked up for me tho. My mom was literally scared and my father oh damn i can't tell him he gets panic. I have gone through 2 panic attacks and that was really really not great. I have usual fear of death from without any reason. So it all started when i fucked my habits going crazy on computer gaming waking up 10 am in morning sleeping at 4AM. No real life friends and no one to talk to or go with. My eating habits been totally rekt i didn't even attended even one day at my gym and then i suddenly fell ill then i left gaming for 4 days but in that period i developed Anxiety my heart beat damn it was only high and it started to scare the shit out of me. I started searching on internet like whats happening to me? and lemme tell you fuck this google it was the reason i had those panic attack shit, My mom's smaller sister told my mom to take me to Hospital and get me checked she from the very start believed i have developed Anxiety disorder. So i decided to give a visit where the doctor told me cause of my immersive connection with Virtual reality and due to long attachment with fast pace games. I have developed a addiction towards it. He told me to meditate , talk with friends and family and all the usual bullshit your therapist will say + he gave me meds. At first it didn't worked i still had that fear those days were totally miserable and mentally painful for me but that medication started kicking in and meditation started working. I made few friends and now i mostly stay with them i started taking care of my fellow friend dog (Golden Retriever) he surely helps me alot. My relatives they call me every time distract me from my thinking and now only after this month i will leave my course of medication anxiety do cost you alot but when it starts to leave it gives you those connections who you could trust. 😅 I am not a great person in English so please forgive me and anyone with anxiety please feel free to dm me i am your friend and will help you 😄.",4.020572660098523,5.719692642857144,5.198026477832514,80.39314809113301,72.07881773399015,9.114408866995076,28.697352216748772,9.595489714322824,2.7559312807881766,1647,65,313,41,32,545,212,406,0.197,0.6579999999999999,0.145,-0.9068,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,7,2,5,13,32,9,9,10,0,24,16,5,4,5,49,55,29,1,1,7,5,1,1,6,3,7,1,0,1,20,23,1,0,6,5,3,6,8,19,0,4,18,2,60,14,46,33,8,54,0,1,0,3,49,16,7,4,32,209,80,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07212222884255609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0449898605841364,0.0,0.3036651589752941,0.0,0.0,0.04625936806686309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15052906009088493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453766249850997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06755494303921197,0.0,0.0674527179857304,0.06796271956825474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05282195805299366,0.0,0.0,0.12799974290762106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07582305571291025,0.06771574502889216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676963789718077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739376522467218,0.0,0.05574115660765322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06236808510426652,0.14889278884496565,0.033451585590661456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254830207917896,0.0,0.0,0.25556839648809515,0.18348663446240868,0.06912988230840192,0.12692999260401172,0.0751984859668481,0.0,0.0,0.1458793497474788,0.0,0.0,0.05850349847472045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783978132858315,0.08868892519873556,0.06989979537613489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14010401220560662,0.07188110331640762,0.0,0.046729509728903273,0.03232156617947218,0.0,0.0,0.058547945844119126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06260051063389856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07348687190985942,0.13329489978437953,0.06667192862179203,0.0,0.0,0.2324511350170517,0.0528068627433354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966104874814428,0.10063262022118796,0.07039701421480034,0.23286726177476655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05776680884406924,0.0,0.1452437247354037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530254212428472,0.08476530399515671,0.13604334461369852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05261167465601132,0.13247184606698453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358209312319211,0.0,0.0,0.06620600209242396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4214441794268097,0.07051586352833412,0.0528340426790309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062353342617929776,0.0,0.09948550103070612,0.10635094790352713,0.115650406612345,0.0,0.0,0.07681479652907693,0.0,0.04239151821215354,0.0,0.0,0.03857739210344395,0.0,0.0,0.18965105286333964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457278726557539,0.0545874629667794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637741665100511,0.0,0.09632794917306163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SquidwardxMrKrabs,2019/03/25,"Anxious that my life and career will be ruined? Does anyone else struggle with this? I recently have been unrealistically anxious that my life and career will be ruined because of things from my past. It has become pretty pervasive. 

When I say ""things from my past,"" I don't even mean anything inherently bad. I have recently had a falling out with one of my old friends and am constantly anxious he is keeping tabs on me and will ruin my life and career or something. 

It isn't very realistic, but for some reason this anxiety about my life being ruined has become pretty pervasive. Does anyone else suffer from something like this, and do you have any tips?",6.6463016528925625,7.851950024793393,6.984783057851242,71.9244473140496,65.28099173553719,9.02520661157025,31.65392561983471,9.188382445141503,2.9128256198347104,527,20,86,9,8,171,71,121,0.203,0.7120000000000001,0.085,-0.9053,1,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,3,9,0,1,1,0,18,4,0,1,0,15,20,9,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,4,1,0,0,9,9,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,7,0,1,2,1,13,2,11,12,1,10,0,5,0,0,4,2,0,2,8,64,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473214763764743,0.0,0.09531851824918697,0.4222869786959708,0.0,0.17424617697294234,0.2553344721783844,0.10253503203359468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403564188101706,0.07595489138285505,0.27522141507883163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13464813627652875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180762774131577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081743160553186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229700338566814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626550881280872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075004153912978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.352034139779526,0.06087317635220005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357257273884514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074654702082392,0.0,0.08443206003791061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378892464045825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535256147721853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810936299046682,0.2460545730714772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908677480963116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19184605161452634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025878127730434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16555716252750574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280789740648068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,InfringeOrange,2019/03/25,"Do I need a psychologist? I'm a long time lurker and a first time poster. I'm not sure if my anxiety is bad enough to warrent a visit to a psychologist. The first time my anxiety got in the way was my freshman year of high school. I was sheltered thoughout my childhood, so I wasn't mentally prepared to be independent when I got to high school. The first week I had terrible physical reactions due to the anxiety, meaning vomiting, diarrhea, and headaches. After a week I adjusted, and every year that followed after freshman year, the time I spent feeling anxious and sick got shorter. By senior year I was fine. 

 

When I got to college, I was in control of my anxiety. I never had as bad as a time with it as I did in high school, including in high stress situations. I thought I was done with it. 

 

Then in 2016 right after I graduated college, I had my first panic attack. It came out of no where. I did my research on it, learned how to handle it, and had two more panic attacks that year. 2017 passed without any big issues related to my anxiety, and in 2018 it came back in full force. 

 

Ever since 2018, I haven't felt in control. I get terrible physical reactions again, and I now have gotten a mix of anxiety and panic attacks. However they do not happen on a daily basis. My boyfriend says he doesn't think I need a psychologist because of that. That I just get nervous before big things and it's normal. But I don't feel that's true, otherwise I wouldn't have had a panic attack on my birthday when everything was fine. Today, my anxiety got in the way of a job interview. It's normal to feel nervous before an interview, but the day before the interview I was sick all day. Today I felt very fuzzy, and I couldn't focus. I needed this job, but I felt numb. I was there but I wasn't there. I practiced interview questions but they didn't stick. I got dressed but I didn't feel any sense of urgency. I traveled there but I felt almost out of my body at times. I don't think this is normal. ",2.9506412540078344,4.901561556109726,4.709707160669755,81.70275810473821,75.58354114713217,8.173879586747418,28.414748842180266,8.922882184376627,2.481881168507304,1588,68,306,36,35,538,166,401,0.157,0.8320000000000001,0.011,-0.9893,5,0,0,0,0,0,58.0,0,0,2,6,14,20,4,7,21,0,33,5,1,4,5,61,64,27,0,9,12,0,8,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,16,16,0,2,15,1,1,6,15,16,0,5,35,9,51,4,42,26,4,69,0,0,0,0,10,24,0,3,37,209,67,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06187363595500343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20084791666659554,0.0,0.08403847000041292,0.0,0.3308836056792154,0.06980497284704426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811796199497162,0.0,0.047512601097142636,0.10318393210780538,0.037666535304639134,0.0,0.15773590201806942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863462344889433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14134231579717738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386052015687127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796987174053436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06323249681954568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06384546007445628,0.0,0.0,0.05589248098448449,0.05206063606932272,0.0,0.05553275691602223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497127288802025,0.0,0.2373118861961888,0.0,0.0,0.21023375011776668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456532055308467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296514053910058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05464058387436513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26113758880255816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449257772868965,0.1226338365195878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05468209643821074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06730729001580682,0.0,0.0,0.062269662548451885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744923184056468,0.04765616211234841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816228797083405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899884275945414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06921880314708971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052768217061339814,0.0,0.04913778999139305,0.0,0.1876039619798952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05111322449972284,0.06945441027051813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078009495835827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058236227507560134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041050448455290614,0.07918491600750106,0.0,0.04905426007913812,0.21618104392098814,0.0,0.11713915636350612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0603597310855635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05098311941146461,0.0,0.09809185603597163,0.0991282239122415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059563236132210234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19895327357137935
anxiety,Gregorioelpalomo,2019/03/25,"Need some help, I'm really anxious these days This week I've been very anxious but I reached the top of my anxiety at yesterday's afternoon, I couldn't even sleep. I'm feeling really nervous now and I have that ""butterflies on the stomach"" sensation all the time and is really uncomfortable and makes even more nervous.
I need some advice and some kinds words and talk to someone that can help me.",4.734912280701753,6.620625473684214,5.3421052631578965,79.32307017543863,70.57894736842105,9.803508771929828,31.08771929824561,10.125756701596842,3.384971929824561,320,14,59,9,6,103,53,76,0.18600000000000005,0.677,0.13699999999999998,-0.6144,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,2,3,0,5,2,2,1,1,16,11,6,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,6,1,4,9,5,9,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,3,6,36,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20687904562283108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16195638360761502,0.4783405727128561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653443505983098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279662867088267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070461526732788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838074207729991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22046177050713026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14131703329639467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139582639841577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40687755958250577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21186134177901286,0.0,0.1793798813682729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701632315062374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234488988167734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17468164188964758,0.0,0.0,0.16981974730543006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,theanxiousstrawberry,2019/03/25,"Any sexual dysfunction survivors? Hey everyone,

Was just wondering if there’s any hope for me- Looking for success stories.

I went on Lexapro 20mg about 2 years ago and it saved my life. I was having anxiety attacks multiple times a day, and crying all of the time. Now I’m pretty functional, with only the occasional flair ups.

The downside is- it completely zapped my sex drive. I love my husband and he’s so attractive.... but I just don’t have the desire like I used to.

It’s the worst 😭 I’m going to find a new provider who maybe can help me find a new med combo.

Just wondered if anyone out there had this happen and they fixed it...",2.479146981627298,4.645163259842518,3.868208661417324,86.17953083989502,77.81889763779527,7.382939632545932,25.543963254593177,8.344100000000001,1.7837459317585305,502,19,100,10,12,165,94,127,0.109,0.7290000000000001,0.161,0.7814,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,1,8,8,1,0,8,0,8,3,0,1,1,21,19,8,0,4,6,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,4,1,11,6,10,15,2,14,0,0,1,2,7,3,0,5,9,59,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15561089778055762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238754539036921,0.0,0.1342921755246262,0.0,0.0,0.12274581378495696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19970886710378372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18405659451903786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19282898919633404,0.1132126187914484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16774168340876985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32089164622522226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976681201152596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15523470876573747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176647536721331,0.0,0.0,0.17435674344205576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399329993344745,0.08576288672532842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741439030450462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15843707867832674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17635950735542394,0.0,0.19499198264119866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390867555812518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335106096186654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17859334673021665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20472451679816908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15161534255392742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627328595378906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807442010644032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113045839890202
anxiety,heartsday,2019/03/25,"PLEASE HELP! Quick Anxiety Meds - can I get a prescription quickly? Hi everyone. I am totally new to this sub, only here because my anxiety has been flaring up recently. I have anxiety associated with stomach pain and vomiting, and I have missed work for 2 days now because of my anxiety. I have been diagnosed with GAD. I was on medication last year and saw a psychiatrist through my college, but I have graduated now and don't know who to see. I am really interested in seeing someone as soon as possible because I need to be able to go to work tomorrow (I went in this morning but had a panic attack and left). 

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Is there anywhere to go to get a quick prescription? I can't get fired.",4.057484620642516,6.02309163157895,6.16004101161996,72.4334039644566,72.53383458646616,10.550649350649351,34.6473000683527,10.637119530657019,4.40238947368421,549,30,99,19,11,192,85,133,0.13699999999999998,0.773,0.09,-0.5095,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,8,5,1,1,4,0,16,5,1,0,1,12,28,9,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,6,4,14,1,18,21,1,20,0,1,3,0,3,5,0,0,12,71,17,4,0.1487989281904743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16122357652684335,0.18080698460573005,0.0,0.0,0.45532309114054503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16928026212740185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721193365695828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596299885466078,0.0,0.0,0.15102777992049954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218375252397705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23322389559073575,0.0,0.16913171992658466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997367850192841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177599950532895,0.1212909864036264,0.0,0.0,0.16167047085873826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16528206490245775,0.14989926571070022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033251982886368,0.0,0.14371093207117042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131682900253591,0.15833255069915153,0.1745834817114262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633365396736318,0.0,0.16774843408496734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532440361313274,0.0,0.14692099035164094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23714696141126265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607684898501578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379380971852394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21665478381869366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18080698460573005,0.09582163119017126
anxiety,anxiousaf82,2019/03/25,"I have a high stress job and am struggling to cope I have a history of anxiety and depression, but my anxiety levels have been extreme the past few weeks. 
I recently transferred to a new job location and don’t have a supportive boss or coworkers. I work in a social work field and have a ridiculously high caseload that is hard to manage. 
I recently went to the doctor and was prescribed Zoloft. 

I am having panic attacks every day. I am constantly nauseated or throwing up. I cry all the time. My job requires a lot of travel and I work at least 60 hours a week. I struggle to get out of bed on the weekends. I don’t know how to cope with this. I am so tempted to quit my job without having something else lined up. 

I know I’m kind of venting, but I just need some advice or ways to cope. ",2.125145833333331,4.17306205625,3.91,86.02833333333336,78.4375,7.2666666666666675,26.916666666666664,8.238735603445708,1.9126541666666657,619,26,125,12,15,208,94,160,0.191,0.7909999999999999,0.018000000000000002,-0.9746,4,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,5,3,9,2,4,12,0,16,2,0,2,1,24,23,13,0,1,7,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,8,0,1,2,2,0,3,3,7,0,0,3,1,17,2,20,20,5,24,0,1,0,0,1,9,0,5,11,86,19,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275771800554533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922030915044731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429147361275874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13575425076378145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799138970841096,0.0810166908236717,0.0,0.10819923750557296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858085776452838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049422186071456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584312003568627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06563303379873213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253387809866336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654560071130766,0.0,0.0,0.12371372941581148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4986473028065068,0.0,0.0,0.1308174241303192,0.1380786542270128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680050967399188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314814828066967,0.0,0.12132784813473155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473919753399599,0.0,0.0,0.11992173565659713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361593333788638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480758749287134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805722097961114,0.0,0.09671101925032596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390116319053745,0.2626576757273126,0.0,0.0,0.14255592870265668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325200608607288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971399580206544,0.2015350040767233,0.0,0.0,0.11645413655097915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109646035174672,0.0,0.27436596155189913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,healthylurker,2019/03/25,"Excessive Swallowing Does anyone else have this issue? My anxiety has manifested into many diff physical symptoms over the years.. but this one has got to be the worst. Out of the blue I felt like I couldn't swallow.. like I forgot, which lead to a panic attack and haven't been the same since (that was 2 weeks ago). Now I'm constantly thinking about swallowing, I overdo it and then my throat gets CRAZY dry and I can't seem to initiate a swallow, which leads to another attack. It is an awful cycle...on Zoloft for a week hoping that will help but feeling discouraged. ",3.5081651376146787,5.8133244495412875,4.466504587155963,82.45406880733947,75.1467889908257,8.029724770642202,24.661467889908266,8.841846274778883,2.0175717431192663,451,15,83,10,10,146,80,109,0.244,0.636,0.12,-0.9584,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,2,8,2,1,8,1,11,7,1,2,0,18,20,6,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,8,5,4,2,4,0,0,2,3,5,0,1,5,3,7,3,10,12,2,12,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,2,9,54,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17303594326933358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046876750674887,0.14932998650495502,0.0,0.0,0.13649068268080966,0.20000884395290724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4441438574216723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21094541483037466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17082371904913365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16306730516913026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987006512372907,0.0,0.1874257753211936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198566500389336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561219073024117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13084065403904627,0.0,0.0,0.1938809170641185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037415247421538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19073293983491646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19790550292683665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227480470358954,0.0,0.0,0.2290290079745428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17770574859355878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16147418293421548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028909656814007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507838957699732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131606177973756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12570452209369076
anxiety,sailorraphie,2019/03/25,"Just a rant Hey, guys. First of all, I want to apologize for my bad English. I’m from Brazil, we speak Portuguese in here. I hope you can understand me. There’s no Brazilian sub I can go to, so I decided to talk to you guys here. I’m a 29 yo gay man. I’ve been feeling really bad for the past year. Actually, I having been feeling like myself for the past 4, 5 years. But last year has been the worst. I feel sad all the time. I think I suffer from anxiety, but I’m so lost I can’t even grab the phone and call a psychiatrist for and actual diagnosis. I can’t do anything. I feel bad because my house is a mess, my life is a mess by I have no strength to do anything about it. I in a relationship for 12 years. We live together for 7, 8 years. My husband is great, but he doesn’t understand what I’ve been through. He doesn’t know how he can help me, so I feel guilty for worrying him. I don’t have a job, I can’t really talk to people because I feel really anxious. I have no friends, and I feel so alone, even having my husband around. I eat compulsively, I am really overweighted but don’t have the strength to go on a diet. I just keep eating and eating and trying to avoid reality. I can’t sleep because my head is always “on”. My memory is really bad, I go to the kitchen and forget what I was there for, things like this. I feel really insecure about my looks, my intelligence... I’m so dumb. I’m a forgettable person. The only impression I make is negative one. When I’m “forced” to meet people, I get so anxious I speak too loud and cut people while there speaking. I also drink too much. Not like drinking all the time, but when I drink, I have no self control. I keep comparing myself to others, and my life is always the worst. I’m poor, jobless... Everyone else I know has a great job and has tons of money. I have no friends. Zero. I don’t know what to do. Thankfully, I don’t think about suicide or harming myself. I just wanted to be happy. That’s all. I want to have friends, a good job, be able to travel, have the things I want, be slim and happy with my looks. But I can’t find the strength to change my life. Oh, recently I have been feeling something really odd. I’ve been obsessed about the TV show The Office. I mean, really obsessed, like those characters were real people, treating them like real people I’d like to be like, meet. I wanted to have the perfect life, even though, realistic, I know the perfect like doesn’t exist. Sorry for ranting or not making a lot of sense.",1.4453259747478742,3.388022077821013,3.5379853887080124,88.38046414674822,80.16731517509727,6.91965377590725,22.357500198522988,7.957251820313856,1.0892051615977127,1924,61,416,35,49,655,209,514,0.204,0.615,0.181,-0.91,4,2,4,0,0,1,86.0,2,2,1,8,29,43,2,4,28,0,53,16,2,4,6,70,96,30,1,6,13,2,10,8,3,0,5,4,1,5,10,14,9,4,20,6,2,4,20,18,0,3,9,16,68,25,44,83,9,24,0,3,2,1,32,5,1,4,23,266,78,3,0.06334753071632639,0.0,0.1236361039759403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06560893720644158,0.0,0.05065899742701373,0.1054204404417283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048460687608173306,0.14312935710341765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104259240440227,0.05639273279395965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115701684800272,0.11584820026245013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468491153990194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06701328791505347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104964224822946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18616939033554014,0.0,0.1944610159535473,0.05291873333589079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552133978002733,0.0,0.0,0.06053128029823932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28827373419453217,0.0452554886011787,0.0,0.0,0.05789849543744014,0.053883377266206164,0.0,0.0,0.1468264352732687,0.0,0.03309647022637007,0.0,0.10800558465151956,0.0531329032616167,0.0,0.13968175250235776,0.0,0.12544802978750955,0.0,0.13486924878015338,0.0,0.0,0.06501284227800498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042460514530515324,0.0,0.0,0.06291839150952204,0.0,0.07309454524436003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885879486548369,0.11261239188778015,0.0,0.0,0.13925658480257108,0.05163669241610252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17897693741596885,0.2475872296049983,0.0,0.05593703020307978,0.0,0.1063919426368354,0.0,0.06915131292556513,0.05385580528588492,0.0,0.0,0.08456993730957088,0.0,0.0,0.06900403191506742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04656772393680291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04292592626036357,0.04817865165882628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209447719824848,0.21958600800365116,0.0553126203933312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442067169892152,0.3246564022648648,0.0,0.06254804427932352,0.06801154083777046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06608529012022382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633932795454099,0.0,0.0,0.04876802402576349,0.0,0.07091237429819984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929191688337626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183269125593536,0.0,0.05832189527442809,0.0,0.0,0.08417056918118285,0.0811810796436808,0.062238627295809625,0.0,0.07387690917607477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0430088151152598,0.0,0.0,0.1318940270927131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868200744720788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06433249240474563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20396866425468185
anxiety,AtlusTheCreator,2019/03/25,"Co-worker may not make it... As the title suggests, a co-worker of mine was hit by an 18 wheeler on his way home. He may not make it... I only knew him for a few weeks, but this news is making me feel anxious. I wish I could do something but it's not in my hands anymore. I've never been one for faith, but I hope that he makes it... ",-0.4230694980694985,1.0263883918918921,2.086911196911199,98.92932432432436,84.0,4.228571428571429,17.328185328185327,3.1291,-1.0150247104247103,247,5,63,0,7,85,56,74,0.034,0.815,0.151,0.8625,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,7,1,1,4,1,19,16,4,0,3,6,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,2,9,2,7,9,1,5,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,3,2,42,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25771613842324,0.2262385443938775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18213912373300006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534677455254272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22882781679339584,0.2265794414757195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6091004140924118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17594394168131808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15458329692724504,0.17349922211946628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175621648623355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810748813250876,0.18298798805777985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26233231011577823,0.0,0.0,0.33215520401148874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GoblinScribe,2019/03/25,"Morning stress/anxiety help Hey everyone, 
Just reaching out for a little help. I am in my mid 30s and  I have an issue were when i wake up on days i have work or have major errands/tight schedule ,  im stressed that i have to do something or kind of melancholy, or overly tired  and its hard to get up. This has lead to me calling off work more than i should (though im not in trouble) and over all just makes it hard to get up in the morning.  

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Anyone else ever get like this? Any tips on dealing  with this?

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Things i have tried, 

-Stretching (semi yoga like)
-guided meditations
-going to sleep early
-set my alarm 1-2 hours early
-taken perscribed anxiety meds before bed or after i wake up
-attempt to distract my mind with something else



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anxiety,ArwenNew,2019/03/25,"My Front Door Is Ruining My Life Bit of context. Bear with me as I'm typing on a mobile. I am constantly in fear of my front door knocking. It knocked about a hour ago (twice, one little knock then a big one). Now it's all I can think about and I just feel afraid. Everyday I live in one room and don't go into the hallway and to the upstairs toilet unless desperate. I don't know what I'm scared of! I suppose my brain is always making dramatic conclusions. It's a obsession. I used to tell my husband about it but I stopped because I didn't want him thinking I'm a freak. I'm already on strong medications for anxiety but the NHS here is rubbish so counselling is impossible. I also jump at any noise outsider. Tonight is bin night so I know it will be loud and I'll be on edge throughout! My life is a constant monitoring of noise outside and anticipation of the door knocking! It hardly ever knocks, which I suppose makes it worse when it DOES. Argh! ",1.7469170984455964,4.043249637305699,3.4584740932642477,87.45475777202074,81.12435233160622,6.347046632124353,26.230310880829016,7.554174236665415,1.499775336787564,752,32,153,12,20,250,118,193,0.127,0.84,0.033,-0.9194,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,11,8,1,4,10,0,14,4,1,3,2,24,28,14,0,1,4,1,2,0,0,1,3,1,4,0,10,7,0,1,6,0,0,4,3,7,0,4,1,3,20,1,21,24,2,26,0,1,0,0,3,10,0,0,12,96,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475281035785394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18365709199373026,0.13309216181934602,0.13848116850863146,0.0,0.0,0.11317653476479768,0.0,0.1273167256481171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145277376787144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18169593070396606,0.0,0.0,0.18578834054581614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3596984120238423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564199114588364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15054337179627902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18727741844661025,0.08415083955325785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094584690314511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490865185555326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16389774819591496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18292860952939133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351055955145584,0.0,0.1668042653159536,0.14695869743983594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22218354790131212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16765838639580474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15618111089638242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383271253435701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16662314905064954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391409991543589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14546513475016473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21328028459648288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14374008684105274,0.0,0.0,0.09816336226773173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696040322016362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kokkirii,2019/03/25,"Almost Passed Out at Work This Friday I suddenly almost passed out at work. I went to the doctors and they ran a bunch of test and didn't find anything wrong. They said I had a UTI and that being exhusted plus dehydrated in combination with my body trying to fight off an infection is why I started feeling faint.  I've been off the last 3 days and have felt relatively fine, although all I've been doing is sitting. I go back to work tomorrow and I'm scared.  I'm not convinced that there's nothing wrong with me.  I just keep thinking about going to work and almost passing out again and how embarassed I would be.  I also don't want to find out there's something seriously wrong with me, because I'm going on a trip in about 2 weeks.

Today I'm not feeling very good, but I can't tell if it's just my anxiety or something else.  I just kind of want to curl up on the floor and cry and never come into work again lol. I don't know how to overcome this and not have a panic attack at work.",3.301333333333332,4.37770687317073,4.533170731707318,86.9038211382114,72.95121951219512,7.027642276422764,25.861788617886177,7.3011,1.1149447154471543,779,25,165,8,15,257,117,205,0.08900000000000001,0.809,0.102,0.5619,0,0,2,0,1,0,14.0,0,0,2,6,13,12,2,2,8,1,15,4,1,2,2,47,35,18,0,4,9,0,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,5,20,0,1,7,0,0,10,8,8,0,0,8,4,17,4,30,24,2,38,0,0,0,0,5,16,0,5,11,106,22,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464130223783637,0.0,0.0,0.09221711800488973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821542420375629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489416655578828,0.0,0.0,0.1311871101945268,0.0,0.08866988065314423,0.0,0.07029476629265524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808862763467918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933339700852656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666777505303578,0.07436843697624332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802947417124915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633062880361866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661314678811267,0.0,0.11072018864830196,0.0,0.21079107985713352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19660799168688575,0.09672049307880927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024969971670882,0.0,0.12008250723303525,0.06337393930958828,0.09399686531061736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.088937799853331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064755759782338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13529694581984966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109690679455218,0.0,0.11545012409676388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17754976824910426,0.0,0.0,0.08162033293907286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079012402744847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388899881063997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930484518544634,0.0,0.0,0.07829110681569594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09514669812113144,0.13603118678449966,0.0,0.0924984907233927,0.0,0.0,0.10689787532254864,0.10405357401248032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5037028175961258,0.0,0.0,0.08191624907818819,0.3782355418415002,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pondo18,2019/03/25,"Anyone else want to throw their phones away ? I’ve been thinking of this more and more lately , I’ve really narrowed down the source of angsts for me and it’s this phone that I am typing this on .

I long ago deleted Facebook and Messenger and this went a long way in helping but I want to go deeper than that . I can’t stand how I feel obliged to check it constantly especially when waiting for a response relating to work .  

Waiting for replies , chasing people , ‘ last seen’ 
Being able to be contacted and messaged any time of day or night . 

There are two people I need this phone for that are abroad and past that if it’s not happening directly in face to me, I don’t really want to know anymore .

I am considering getting a basic , dedicated work related phone but then I realise I will just be compelled to check two devices ?!

It’s an unrealistic rant but I day dream of being unchained from it .

Would be interesting to hear if anyone feels the same or  has managed to find a balance or solution?",4.209395509499135,5.876053704663214,5.1409533678756505,81.12144732297068,71.53886010362694,8.255474956822107,29.96511226252159,8.841846274778883,2.4564102936096717,787,33,150,15,15,257,116,193,0.017,0.872,0.112,0.9285,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,0,7,0,15,1,1,2,0,31,31,17,0,7,10,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,14,6,0,2,5,1,2,3,3,0,0,2,3,4,14,1,25,21,3,24,0,0,1,0,9,6,0,5,13,100,28,4,0.16075812389307165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425023772410484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932103687825023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15942886190543912,0.2248116360771855,0.16471569544461465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15103754923137985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17372242155861345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20735138144652085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13429278448075382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16256827536300944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469300128592954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398948468725258,0.0,0.09136254648085153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421578780467861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18118608917205875,0.0,0.10775278180970893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834846070348926,0.1310393270738309,0.18134216588239485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845317617644538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192001119079211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508606092196786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346181941681147,0.22289888354393672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20597154122584832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030073146621379,0.0,0.0,0.09373935482463708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140746559490544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28445791971450946,0.12760231607157746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14902439141560184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340676576283421,0.0,0.0,0.11419795883773605,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,timerapist,2019/03/25,"Breathing in to a bag is transformung my life. I just tried it once and not only does it calm my heart and adrenalin, it also helps me focus and feel alive.

Interestingly, I always felt uncomfortable breathing in during meditation , especially during those long ""cleansing"" breaths. I sometimes used to instinctively stop breathing because it gives me a bit of peace. Now I see there is something to it. I like to keep at it until it gets too uncomfortable, and then just gasp for air and feel awsome, as simple as that. 

Try it out and let me know how it feels for you guys.",6.1533244325767695,7.156780514018693,6.251802403204273,77.46579439252339,66.28971962616822,8.731108144192259,30.238985313751673,8.841846274778883,2.31899572763685,453,16,84,7,7,144,73,107,0.065,0.794,0.141,0.8316,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,2,0,3,6,5,2,0,19,13,12,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,11,7,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,11,3,14,11,1,10,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,6,56,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17136809899210073,0.1783069285908872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13062954828004475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339498120227628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18752713018496134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250552670954113,0.0,0.2057525615547886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195798326275792,0.20556705020998967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21218136440582536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25393536845715625,0.14363445837640634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904713131025336,0.0,0.0,0.1177684983014656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191266361530902,0.1513597736147044,0.10469155290049334,0.0,0.0,0.1896404195118404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22821247346225315,0.0,0.1629776420007287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17076184755369486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497135737707458,0.21193886250535784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17915651974538754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909784741327941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850782577590543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anday101,2019/03/25,Looking hard Do you ever get weirded out and anxious when you stare at someone you have known for a while and notice they look different than how you imagine them.  I was looking at a picture of my brother today and he looked different than I imagined my head. This happens with friends too. ,7.689939393939397,7.494531327272727,7.007272727272728,77.47757575757578,63.0,8.787878787878787,41.96969696969697,7.793537801064563,3.5814242424242413,233,13,40,2,3,72,43,55,0.062,0.8809999999999999,0.057,0.1779,2,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,4,2,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,1,1,10,9,6,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,10,1,8,8,0,7,0,0,5,0,9,3,0,0,4,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298192252046245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4250843779451639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840150658430108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15717035403938026,0.0,0.1062843472277522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17989343937215801,0.0,0.182234297006623,0.0,0.20877898626884547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6833235143268458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23160764214279586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17236650079482566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928288849533177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mybodyisreadyyo,2019/03/25,"I never try to accomplish things out of the fear of making mistakes, and I focus on mistakes I do make way too much I don't like this. I want to break out of this mindset but I just can't. It has been detrimental to my life for as long as I can remember.",2.1391071428571418,2.7702946964285715,4.19857142857143,89.89642857142859,75.25,7.742857142857144,24.714285714285715,8.07648339933343,1.1475857142857144,197,6,47,3,4,68,40,56,0.173,0.804,0.023,-0.6842,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,1,0,6,1,0,2,1,12,9,4,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,8,1,12,8,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,37,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.377873690472024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23718881797016014,0.1640572332457304,0.0,0.0,0.29717662671641915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4483045414873199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24685512123743644,0.0,0.25899331630054684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3804013078865478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22309374716319266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279893748718364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980663353698712,0.2665461712688911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cheezeeey,2019/03/25,"Too loud in quiet rooms? I wonder if this happens to anyone else, but some days, quiet rooms can be so loud I end up having a ‘meltdown’(? not sure of a good word) As if every sound is amplified even the tiniest, and it all becomes too overwhelming.

This is weird bc I’m usually ok in loud public situations and in quiet rooms with others. Just when I am by myself.",0.4147945205479431,2.860088904109592,2.7748082191780843,88.17070547945204,91.46575342465752,5.111780821917809,18.25890410958904,6.742157984588678,0.3635052054794517,282,8,55,4,10,96,56,73,0.108,0.8540000000000001,0.038,-0.6324,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,3,1,6,0,0,0,2,13,9,8,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,4,3,9,8,2,12,0,1,0,0,1,8,0,4,4,40,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033008652978233,0.2979102327294635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211132250132893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18751126945361302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428863537901365,0.0,0.2575203605742057,0.0,0.0,0.1920392434471867,0.0,0.2449714694471794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438693507190481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571114211000307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32681792287171035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740307323289462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202227337617713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153086168345074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pansyhead,2019/03/25,I want to change my name I absolutely hate my name. I’m a girl I’m 20 years old. But you would’ve never guessed my name is Myles. It gives me more anxiety when I have to say my name it just feels as if it never stuck with me. I’m afraid to change my name because I don’t want people to think I’m manic and going through some weird episode. But I already changed it to cloe. I told one friend already and she asked if I was manic and it really hurt me deep inside because I’ve been feeling this way forever and I wish I could legally change it but I have no idea how expensive that is. It makes me so upset that I just don’t feel like myself all the time especially with having to shave my head because of my hair falling out 6 months ago. I have alot of problems but I swear I’m not being manic I just want to feel like me. My dad chose the name Chloe but my mom always makes bad choices in names. She named my sister mychal.. and of course she doesn’t even live with my mom or me anymore because cps took them away and she goes by her middle name Gracie. No wonder she hates her own name at least she had a good middle name. My full name is Myles bliss Kilpatrick. I hate it. Why? I know I’m fully ranting but I’m just asking if that’s okay.. I feel weird about what everyone will think of me but I’ve been wanting this for years. My friend can’t say shit because he (she) or whatever claims she’s a guy and changes (his) name all the time. I don’t have a phobia it just pisses me off when I can’t change my name but someone who is “special” can. ,0.8667168674698793,2.7061458373494,2.3532379518072304,96.67003765060244,81.59036144578313,5.113855421686747,19.41114457831325,5.985473137389443,-0.2894265060240961,1206,30,283,8,32,391,165,332,0.151,0.7490000000000001,0.101,-0.9655,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,1,0,11,20,5,2,8,1,23,4,4,3,4,71,57,25,0,10,19,4,6,2,2,1,0,2,0,2,16,11,0,0,10,0,1,3,11,12,0,1,7,8,55,8,24,47,8,24,0,1,0,0,43,9,2,9,13,169,71,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817477227245047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19463886533574176,0.0,0.07338082405717238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06746481377168223,0.0,0.08746040041164695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16489076982756334,0.0,0.08285704592688717,0.0,0.07363464449553703,0.26879785252202953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5597575122299372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041223119160854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05824840869711024,0.0,0.0,0.08426895601855755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22295659467720585,0.12600535656081235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627015492863626,0.0,0.0,0.08459951423436783,0.05012019029893339,0.07396926458569697,0.0,0.0,0.09715080305007563,0.08732158359027667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612069593501806,0.09050798726829468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944088063938818,0.09955534038931103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04846670581806498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616998211314468,0.0,0.07787304538690164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773450507769435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206573221476718,0.07039210898348251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603453496996573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925401654166568,0.0,0.059759565207736724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061139574644974236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438555088992418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056496525327081173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14026384237934586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052537205234848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472277425147425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301668817058448,0.0,0.0,0.10284814693282968,0.0,0.0,0.08426895601855755,0.09798190672031112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20806607838465532,0.07000081116863917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957741014559473,0.0,0.10141370448217582,0.0,0.09563787509998116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626473719172954,0.0,0.0,0.11358244076487292
anxiety,Inneriron,2019/03/25,"St. Johns wort, Kalms, etc. Are they effective? I am considering trying something like Kalms or any other supplements from over the counter. Are they effective for anxiety or are they just fake money grabbing remedies? I can't go see a doctor at this moment in time so I am just thinking of options. Do you have any experience with such things?",3.6295238095238105,6.577736714285718,4.2152380952380994,80.8714285714286,78.6825396825397,7.4095238095238125,28.04761904761905,8.418075326091056,2.503609523809524,275,12,47,6,7,87,51,63,0.07200000000000001,0.7909999999999999,0.138,0.6641,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,3,2,4,2,0,0,2,0,8,1,0,2,0,9,11,3,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,7,1,7,11,1,6,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,3,3,34,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4502262478499005,0.0,0.2532385878230481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388252976212672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691882046180091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.323812833831163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18813312455998854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617255230031442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637896596189886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254844620345872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21992296361999952,0.2121119507541698,0.0,0.0,0.19302743188197574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22474901082282653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nokookeiz,2019/03/25,I have done nothing but stare at my unsent resignation letter for the past eight hours. Either I go to work sleep deprived or I sleep in and take all the days off.,2.481818181818184,4.4943153636363675,3.3606060606060595,90.5609090909091,77.18181818181819,5.612121212121212,20.090909090909093,6.42735559955562,0.05420000000000025,129,3,27,1,3,41,29,33,0.199,0.8009999999999999,0.0,-0.7876,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,2,2,0,1,5,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,1,4,0,5,3,2,7,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,1,3,19,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20718739978981796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287625453651583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825805867459449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163783370484675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30825953433861136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066809115056152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6429879832137627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24154902744861695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338825476859308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,leah128,2019/03/25,Pulling out my hair Do any of you have trichotillomania/pull out your hair? I pulled for a few hours today and my head hurts and I want to cry. I get so anxious sometimes that it feels like I just HAVE to do it. It's like my coping mechanism or something. It's super frustrating because I worked so hard to grow back parts of my hair and I pulled a lot of it out again. It's a never ending cycle it seems.,1.3062790697674416,3.120295151162793,2.872267441860465,93.61677325581397,80.04651162790697,5.695348837209302,20.05232558139535,6.6274283507984215,0.0282139534883723,317,8,73,3,8,104,53,86,0.152,0.732,0.117,-0.4695,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,2,5,5,1,0,3,0,4,4,4,0,1,13,8,6,0,1,2,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,0,5,12,3,10,8,3,13,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,3,8,50,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633819664809923,0.0,0.0,0.27142030867164346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18474163558284612,0.0,0.14645751186492156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26390936546397703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21279504545920444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148039057575145,0.1716385643560564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255235731729382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152217208984929,0.0,0.2465714382545164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23660325400229584,0.0,0.25719846257796714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347533854776921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042566191908896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18529983900978167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26017327429526377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21871956746062085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18496040787516105,0.2376188150285303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277341046130425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14170890809670314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17490885233511094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MrGamerDoctor,2019/03/25,My Anxiety is more physical then mental at this point My anxiety has changed over the years. I used overthink a lot and I cared a lot about being judged. Having SAD it was a nightmare in school. I later went to get mental help and the way I thought became different.  My psychologist taught me how to think differently and my anxiety levels decreased a good amount. I was on Zoloft at the time as well and I felt great. The problem was I thought I was completely fine now and I quit seeing the psychologist and psychiatrist. That’s one of my biggest regrets. The good thing was that I mentally I was much better off the only thing that was holding me back was the physical side of things. It’s been like that for a couple years now and now it’s just me trying to fight the physical symptoms. It’s like my body got so used to getting nervous in those social situations that it just stuck with me and I have no control over it. Can anyone else relate?,2.8552150537634446,5.203047962365594,3.983010752688173,84.91118279569892,77.44086021505377,7.1440860215053785,25.387096774193548,8.167268648758528,1.6948838709677427,755,28,146,14,18,245,106,186,0.118,0.742,0.141,0.755,2,0,0,0,1,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,10,14,1,1,14,0,15,3,1,4,0,24,29,12,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,16,9,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,5,1,1,16,2,22,9,18,12,5,23,0,2,1,0,3,12,0,2,11,109,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285667653732091,0.0,0.0,0.08703537266759759,0.12753870028598052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571310607534952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008746368553696,0.0,0.13826296272802374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690991452466055,0.0,0.13167737722000253,0.0,0.13050900720702716,0.0,0.13960858860597325,0.0,0.1377285212669139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260098444244378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398236272644544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951491400143045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13006544016084146,0.0,0.0,0.20880638939675647,0.0995535234842224,0.13723343076614147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343254543602413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162377806651872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21164731380157994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3763226604616238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150298309308742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434705355554102,0.0946683663167239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766851195694718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910516007744952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239381281221194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12597470634807667,0.09918995598832793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991440552857318,0.0,0.12688594331600905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937652931420382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24808571852814354,0.07975814931598628,0.0,0.1976374894231876,0.07258200530137428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450992553739843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21501177815196096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880195995482442,0.0,0.0,0.11191740610257328,0.11538898670677045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603148245952012
anxiety,davetronred,2019/03/25,"I silently suffered from chronic anxiety for the past year, but I think I may have rid myself of it through diet. I really wanted to talk to someone about this, and I'm so happy to see there's a whole Reddit community devoted to it.

A little over a year anxiety started creeping into me. It got so bad I would sometimes arrive at work, with tasks I knew I needed to do, and I literally could not urge myself to do them. I have since discovered that this is called ""executive dysfunction"" and is not uncommon in sufferers of moderate to severe chronic anxiety.

I have talked to no one about it, I never reached out for help... even though I should have, obviously. I've always considered myself the kind of person who deals with his own problems himself, but this was not getting better and was clearly getting in the way of things.

Well... a thing happened.

My daughter has a severe form of autism, which we have linked to a rare genetic mutation (fyi, this is a very rare form of autism. Autism is an umbrella term that actually covers a variety of conditions, but which all have similar treatments). Well someone recommended to my wife and I to try a dietary change for our daughter called the ""Nemechek Protocol.""

The theory behind it is that the Western diet has two major problems: first, an imbalance between Omega-3 and Omega-6 oils, and a lack of pro-biotics. Switching to the diet is relatively easy; you eliminate most vegetable oils and replace them with canola or extra virgin olive oil, and you take a fish oil (omega-3) supplement and a prebiotic supplement (inulin).

Saying I was skeptical would be a massive understatement, but we don't turn down any kind of advice out-of-hand when it comes to our daughter, so I read all of Dr. Nemechek's book to understand the underlying theory and how the diet works. 

And hey, wouldn't you know it, in a very short segment near the back of the book it mentions that this imbalance in the Western diet can cause some negative effects in adults as well as children, the primary one being... wait for it... anxiety.

Still skeptical, we decide to try out the diet, since it's relatively easy, not really expensive at all, and we're willing to try a lot of things if it might help our daughter (as long as we've vetted them to make sure they'll do no harm). I figure I'll try this diet too, because what the heck, why not.

It's been three months.

Our daughter's therapists have seen a significant upturn in her attitude and engagement. She's picking up words more easily and more willingly. It's not like it's miracle-level stuff, it's not like Jesus himself touched her and she is cured, but the diet has very clearly had a positive effect for her and we've been super happy with her improved performance.

And guys. Me? Anxiety is a fraction of what it used to be. If I had to put a number on it, I'd say I'm at a 2 out of 10, where most days I was between 7 to 9 out of ten. And it's only getting better every day, bit by bit.

I'm not trying to sell anyone on this specific diet change, but I am personally a believer. I was looking to this sub to see if anyone had any other specific diet or exercise tips for further reducing anxiety, or if anyone else had a success story that ended in a total or near-total end of their chronic condition without using medications.

Rock on guys!",7.622125946969696,6.836114578124999,8.364573863636362,69.63546401515153,63.375,11.695075757575758,37.36268939393939,11.022393298168332,4.211791666666667,2630,115,468,63,33,889,304,640,0.104,0.7759999999999999,0.12,0.9614,0,0,0,0,0,0,95.0,7,3,5,10,17,24,2,0,41,0,48,18,0,8,9,97,74,43,0,14,23,6,1,2,0,9,6,2,0,6,41,32,11,1,9,5,2,2,15,8,3,6,14,11,51,16,85,47,21,47,1,2,4,1,48,28,1,14,18,347,92,6,0.0,0.0,0.07416142995546789,0.0,0.0,0.07426270857053997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06323501273717927,0.0,0.0,0.10336018527971508,0.0,0.34882178658881724,0.0,0.0,0.15941514795445166,0.07786719411833386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058436466686003774,0.06345373934401652,0.046326641452578816,0.0,0.0,0.08562181018270817,0.0,0.13442510995604087,0.1659365618602908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15520144624665946,0.0,0.0,0.0780691381956076,0.16078802543842596,0.06546408659105954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06067686474582976,0.0,0.0,0.09802265792715516,0.07834885227914057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348516023095431,0.0,0.1346203366197553,0.0,0.0,0.05019484195233938,0.0,0.06403016368430524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06464241722902296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191147963839341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060781186580448274,0.0,0.0,0.15049657785962411,0.06720328050972896,0.16179895718005374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187744106982614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582769116594326,0.04176558111893952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425591067554416,0.07616826139947483,0.0,0.06725433743985271,0.06381775507276792,0.0,0.0,0.06460933987667085,0.0,0.0,0.05072812293844648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655828090859035,0.0,0.08062006878472416,0.0,0.0,0.06065952468317035,0.0,0.0,0.05635029635644038,0.05861303454987062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299412457225388,0.057798613599798335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07254707118241564,0.0,0.13271408240918628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454363985119811,0.0,0.07639727568560631,0.0,0.0,0.07601686952552031,0.0,0.09737035648116744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087062217389632,0.0,0.0,0.1211184297819151,0.0,0.0,0.17170838371713631,0.0,0.12572985573176346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878284326346448,0.0,0.07516228772455301,0.0,0.05379057501331528,0.0,0.060690746420167335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699758594773871,0.0,0.0,0.07162561699592437,0.0,0.057139762635788426,0.12216590068582997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823756618028437,0.15146570224803174,0.04869536290852137,0.07466598267478369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25798250891654645,0.08266215569688322,0.0742373461630961,0.0791148324577124,0.0,0.13127281232712434,0.0,0.18811472895023887,0.04482458900494805,0.06032232865650309,0.0,0.0,0.2049894118413113,0.0,0.06857484375247458,0.08484715926003945,0.0,0.0732577249735082,0.0,0.11065242862358766,0.0,0.0,0.10797118762401736,0.0,0.0,0.09787825608078096
anxiety,McInflosh,2019/03/25,"I throw up every morning for no apparent reason. Hello, everyone! I am a man, aged 22, and generally satisfied with life. I like the wonder I experience, I like the people I meet, and I enjoy and appreciate the experiences I am handed. However, one major change has happened recently, and I am not blind to it..

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So for a little backstory I grew up in rural Kentucky. Not like the back country, but small towns and communities. The largest town I lived in as a child was about 120,000, which seems like a lot, but it's not. Fast forward to about three years ago, my work transferred me to California. To San Francisco. It was exciting. It was new! It was fresh! 

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So I actually worked outside of San Francisco for a long time, in a small suburb. But about a month ago, I got transferred again to actually be IN the city because they wanted me to boost productivity. Things changed. I started to wake up every morning and have a knot in my chest that led me to throwing up. I started to get nervous for NO REASON in situations I would usually be very comfortable in. I started sweating randomly for no apparent reason, unable to think straight in the situation I found myself in (despite it being rather mundane). 

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My question here is if there are ways to control this, in the morning. I know it's anxiety, I know I'll be fine, and I know I'll survive. But the puking in the morning cuts out a good chunk of ten to fifteen minutes, which throws off my commute. Is there a way to make this less intense? I try to calm myself down, but I just can't, and it's starting to take effect on my work life. Looking for tips on morning uneasies, thanks. :) ",3.6084348410210514,5.748289949843263,4.981113972234663,79.64240987460815,74.26645768025078,7.6919390953873705,31.142073443797575,8.527137837955566,2.6578794446932377,1310,63,239,25,28,436,172,319,0.06,0.7809999999999999,0.159,0.9824,3,0,0,0,0,0,64.0,0,0,1,6,12,13,1,1,20,0,18,7,4,7,0,41,37,17,0,4,11,0,1,4,0,1,3,0,0,2,14,10,0,1,12,0,0,6,7,2,0,3,6,3,34,11,48,26,3,51,0,0,2,0,6,27,0,6,22,168,48,5,0.0,0.0,0.1793836618243596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16294702685214413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987564345238489,0.3350456007829761,0.0,0.0,0.07031162676698524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067384882213751,0.0,0.05602806329906162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194459200678658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308594810038936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15487788242218145,0.08782485346616811,0.0,0.1798130949190546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10077561494085396,0.0,0.0,0.04801967897518426,0.0,0.0,0.07709054591596512,0.07350958460063076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812765513804388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153556674614765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298388471624498,0.179612194331746,0.0921189198538736,0.081159054570022,0.08133830031848252,0.07718205137925045,0.0,0.0,0.07813940468846989,0.0,0.0,0.061351274211129875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733624450656237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876817024862659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06228123980099635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371948150154172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296130113493013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283499299445481,0.09075097695541008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836722788362632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066235221032558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26022017977054845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910559750221433,0.0,0.0,0.08461925604594947,0.0,0.0,0.061061552540103564,0.058892826888868675,0.0,0.0,0.05359401528395314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06240150326642072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012269286304764,0.07583616115648792,0.054211460865222064,0.14590927131089132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967350686796024,0.20073680329697716,0.0,0.0,0.0652909033009186,0.0,0.3350456007829761,0.05918763971816578
anxiety,dridg,2019/03/25,"Hello to my first post, and of course it’s about anxiety. Hello, my other anxious redditors. I’m wide awake at 0240, heart racing, and sleep no where in sight. There’s a lot of large steps happening in life this year, I’ve applied to nursing school, my boyfriend has plans of proposing, and we plan on getting a house by the end of the year. All of these things sound great right? Well. They would, if I wasn’t so anxious about everything, anxious that I’m not going to get into nursing school, and flat out terrified that something is going to happen to my boyfriend. I know this sounds so silly, but he’s always gone for work, and I’m always so scared something is going to happen to him. I’ve never worried about another human so much in my life, and I just don’t know how to combat it.  I feel hopeless, and upset because everyone always says “trust your gut feeling” but how can you trust it when it says something terrible is going to happen to the one you love the most? Anyways. Any advice or anything would be appreciated. ",4.776034115138593,5.89181834825871,5.214260838663826,83.25055970149256,69.49751243781094,7.533901918976546,28.287491115849328,7.7094869923839395,1.693325230987918,812,28,154,9,14,259,122,201,0.134,0.738,0.128,0.3017,0,0,3,0,0,1,26.0,1,3,1,4,15,10,0,2,6,0,10,6,3,2,2,28,29,18,0,3,6,0,2,0,0,2,2,4,0,1,11,10,0,0,4,0,0,6,5,4,1,2,2,7,15,6,27,24,4,23,0,1,1,1,13,10,0,4,6,101,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116098306256744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28396215200642433,0.0,0.0,0.0773579366170612,0.11928301634825568,0.08702297886612997,0.3855354814311205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361144182257132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693445620955797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075399380734527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10869867073955926,0.10223649929988507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503683737908875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676074014851394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886556180713954,0.0,0.2586004773339337,0.0,0.0,0.12541631986611088,0.0,0.0,0.4023759903341016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480133061848132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125907575765605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503457373765872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16069836202290752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671122793605437,0.10266917261242113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362370110721856,0.0,0.08773558985739098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770839655427143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894674062863276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714694688769072,0.0,0.18092657058787345,0.1138895357591781,0.230254158599492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383808811669527,0.0,0.0,0.2627246289890339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557438848400512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102280247050479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281567546364772,0.1155246737770066,0.0,0.16161790472964174,0.0,0.0,0.14651018493426626
anxiety,LeOof,2019/03/25,"Been twitching lately Idk why but ive been having what can only ve described as twitching. I can tell if theyre involuntary but its like ny leg will twitch and move and go back to normal. My arm will twitch too sometimes. Its like i cant keep still. Im not sure what this means but its keeping me stressed. This started maybe Thursday.

Side note: if i concentrate on the twitching it seems to go away.",1.2922499999999992,3.873193725000004,1.8375000000000021,96.13750000000002,86.75,4.2,21.75,5.6839178017228535,0.03197500000000009,318,11,66,2,10,97,58,80,0.083,0.8370000000000001,0.08,0.1918,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,9,7,2,0,1,14,16,8,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,2,5,0,0,0,8,2,0,2,2,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,2,0,6,3,5,12,0,11,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,7,39,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20547189750350228,0.1681635663126964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485797191718772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236228985924132,0.0,0.0,0.3887737403726549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466983813685265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213687436410103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21970931980184535,0.2382238325525334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324390188127388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21427544462215795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16632800615920146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19909243723272305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21629573231896249,0.0,0.1547940086257174,0.0,0.17465074360218472,0.0,0.2505152931495608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061181977018265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911497633774441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19733893814483575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,inrainbows_weirdfish,2019/03/25,"I cannot stop thinking about the death of my family to the point where I am uncontrollably crying. Please help. https://imgur.com/a/GcsRzrk  i don’t know what’s happing or why, but I can’t stop thinking about bad things happening to my mom specifically. I’m so scared, currently writing this with tears in my eyes at 1:13am on a school night and i feel like i’m going to throw up due to how fearful i am. I can’t fucking sleep without thinking about it. Why is this happening? I’m so sorry, i’m
not trying to get attention but i have no other option since my family is asleep and i’m away anyways (boarding school) It’s never been this intense before. I’m really sorry if this doesn’t make sense - im all over the place right now and currently panicking. Please, any words left in the comments would help and be comforting. I’m really scared. ",2.392969696969697,4.98979317575758,3.5037878787878824,86.26901515151516,80.87878787878788,7.06060606060606,22.5,8.167268648758528,1.4524545454545459,674,22,130,14,18,217,101,165,0.214,0.6559999999999999,0.131,-0.9587,2,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,0,9,8,1,4,5,0,13,4,3,2,2,27,31,11,1,2,6,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,2,6,0,0,2,9,6,0,0,1,2,12,2,18,28,1,22,0,0,1,1,5,12,1,3,9,75,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891538764139422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317467326106354,0.0,0.10946471932436043,0.0,0.0,0.11155817182687533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440094244170736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471826531296526,0.14752623283624774,0.06628912579141945,0.09365931677806416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212017146387858,0.06849539989469096,0.0,0.07450830517540971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23186618518385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757498550515949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161269015146646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07205024734345514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244273972763702,0.0,0.0,0.06404982987846328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751162337657123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535451136064656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111396809832993,0.0,0.0,0.12303037452052502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369737182181108,0.2878213205560967,0.12393379473498073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679746355835369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196041770983337,0.0,0.0,0.26251200691088833,0.26536450812013923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844895439300553,0.0,0.1311967108093333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29351597930628776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21921433570130086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870983636018576,0.2520146624116237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900967293996681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365983818031472,0.0,0.0,0.12637767900627978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313112095966188,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CharlieMwyn,2019/03/25,"I just wanna be liked... I met up with yet another girl from Craigslist... I was probably too weird. Too preoccupied with what impression I was giving instead of actually connecting and showing interest. It’s always like this. I just don’t feel likable or lovable. I had such a big headache the whole time. I always do. My brain puts so much effort into doing and saying the “right” thing.

Now I’m sitting here, in terror that she probably wouldn’t wanna see me again. I already deleted all of her contact info, so that I don’t have an anxiety meltdown and text her 100 times. I already emailed once & texted twice about our next meeting. If there is one.

I’m 26 with no job and no education. I didn’t even go to high school because of anxiety; I have an equivalency degree. I’ve been an on and off community college student & an on and off entry level employee. The anxiety and hopelessness always consumes me. 

I could go on for hours but I don’t want to. Not again. I see my therapist again Tuesday and I’ve been waiting to see a psychiatrist so I can try anti anxiety meds. I’m just running out of hope. I’ve tried everything. I’m serious. I was a regular at a zen center, I ride a motorcycle, I’ve done dance workshops. I’ve volunteered a crapload. Ive had girlfriends, but they leave me because they sense I’m fake and putting on an image. I’m incapable of true intimacy. 

I have so much anxiety that I don’t even wanna mark the flair as needing hugs or support because then what if no one comments or something. I’ll feel rejected. That’s too scary. So I’m just venting instead, of no one cares then oh well I’m just venting. 

I’m just so bored and lonely right now... I have things I can do, but I don’t want to... not while everyone else has friends and loved ones... that’s what I want... ",1.2901309523809523,3.7604301638888913,3.322301587301588,86.51000000000002,84.8611111111111,6.650793650793651,26.34920634920635,7.8761006319780495,1.861170634920636,1409,64,282,29,42,475,189,360,0.142,0.738,0.121,-0.3925,2,4,1,0,0,1,59.0,1,0,2,1,30,20,0,1,15,0,29,3,1,0,2,48,56,29,0,12,16,0,2,2,2,1,0,1,0,1,12,16,0,1,3,2,0,7,13,8,1,5,10,6,36,12,31,43,4,39,1,3,3,2,17,17,0,6,16,188,48,4,0.0,0.0,0.09726480451851677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199795013136134,0.0,0.2488035016167127,0.21598760932912853,0.0,0.0,0.10451404154092396,0.3812413328682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822760858679589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126612661532193,0.0,0.0,0.10162152627811294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795794173850673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199833819513694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326257602366005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316638984243904,0.0,0.0,0.09524019208191026,0.08957813158941874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079360137467226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700579396982746,0.0,0.0,0.09561378669439237,0.1132909858335283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530819372101977,0.0,0.09899608373269468,0.09815614666215118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890837908226953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553750822193013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738871864442432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995723364388067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107123375882929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653973782502286,0.07390500106269264,0.0,0.0,0.10600155118666026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614667446134901,0.2701593914543294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21492502407118536,0.0,0.0,0.2003943583550027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17023747979261286,0.0,0.07926261295686306,0.0,0.10087267003115867,0.2382753488585969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673183109269259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11310580249558595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572605370296353,0.13243435686412774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623826533455728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534053113070715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17636613357403355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961646273129352,0.0,0.0,0.11127943951909644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Slingblade09,2019/03/25,"Anxiety dismantling my life Hey y’all!
I am a (27F) and I have always battled with anxiety.. recently though I am having a lot more issues and I feel like it’s taking over my life. I can’t be myself! I have a (phenomenal) boyfriend and we have been together a year now. Recently, I feel like I can’t joke around or be myself because I am anxious and not sure of myself. I feel like I will come off looking embarrassingly and it keeps me from interacting with him, strangers, his kids, his ex wife ( very awkward) she recently told my BF that I make it very awkward for her because I don’t know what to say so I just stand there. I REALLY need help with my social anxiety!! Socially, I use to not be so bad but it has gotten really difficult lately and I don’t ever want to be social, so I end up coming off bitchy as I am reserved obviously. I have taken anxiety medications but they just sedate me and make life miserable because I am always tired. Please help me!",2.6227918317586116,4.533621093264248,4.856299908564463,80.46616885096009,76.40932642487047,8.479000304785126,25.860713197195977,9.168548406835145,2.2852843035659864,753,28,149,19,17,262,108,193,0.171,0.733,0.097,-0.9221,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,1,1,0,10,12,1,4,4,0,21,5,0,3,3,35,38,15,0,2,7,2,3,3,1,1,5,1,0,1,6,14,0,1,4,1,0,2,6,7,0,0,4,5,39,5,15,29,2,16,0,1,1,0,21,5,0,2,11,108,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18981819290518304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490298507644993,0.12885810286511246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015397638928588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523738206093547,0.20859423403083935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965094032407345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010254759165454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317601698472696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17302020701599366,0.2444587130158651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15290731293162774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905156432349552,0.0,0.10138394716100793,0.0,0.0,0.06268573999172067,0.0,0.1286674127599184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416970467704177,0.16717545589272725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578373134458187,0.0,0.0,0.0969718167936397,0.0,0.0,0.1522751432923551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149059192444169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457586201893885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520631871288146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14614265349014252,0.0,0.3378687288282757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070703904074827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34881691322943675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750251004449783,0.0,0.08576076778568759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206577882512307,0.0,0.0,0.13109800797800053,0.0,0.10899155981804136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985133351561158,0.0,0.18822693506097374,0.06727698876254164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345247865760668
anxiety,king_cymbelline,2019/03/25,"How can I prevent my anxiety from hurting others? I know how frustrating it is to try and help someone, or watch them struggle when you can’t do anything at all, but I feel whenever I ask for help I end up hurting someone and i want to fix it. I’m sorry if this is vague, but I want to be able to ask for help without having people be negatively impacted by it. All I need is someone to talk to and I understand if that might be a lot of pressure on a person, so how can I make it not such a burden?

Does any of this make sense? I dunno, I just would like some advice on how to better myself without hurting others.",2.3520769230769254,3.4977815923076965,4.547692307692311,85.61230769230772,75.38461538461539,7.046153846153848,26.84615384615385,7.554174236665415,1.4469846153846158,477,18,101,6,10,166,79,130,0.14300000000000002,0.6859999999999999,0.171,0.7095,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,1,8,9,1,2,3,0,13,0,0,6,2,32,24,14,0,6,9,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,0,2,16,2,19,19,4,6,0,3,1,0,9,4,0,7,3,82,25,0,0.1463383671600992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14300015873223415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951510782530104,0.0,0.111948450331751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204240073357968,0.0,0.2736132381344137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12942439369183986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280616912586567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961235777527624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399307541210204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942625684810725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.469974746060957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042373951226492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149353435798204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441164664998453,0.0,0.0,0.1953639928308203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15524188189646262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850804500249617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014525980700208,0.12777701767024605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.371976070826404,0.0,0.0,0.16381382113714912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15298463482169275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762123632446048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993541453990032,0.0,0.0,0.1523434011133688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17262832089476318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821299276910512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395457737766464,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,idnkow,2019/03/25,"Having some thoughts and don't actually know if it's normal or not So, I don't actually know if this is even the right subreddit for it but well, guess it's worth trying

I kinda always had something in the back of my mind that made me think everyone I know don't actually care about me (and they shouldn't, because people already have their own life) but like, if they just talk/hang out with me out of pity and I just annoy them every single time I try to interact with them 

But recently it's has been way mora often them it used, and sometimes I get real anxious and in the long run it goes to dark places like suicidal thoughts and stuff like that

 I don't know if I should worry and talk to a psychologist or if it's just something that actually happens to people so I imagined that posting it here would be helpful (or some other place if you know a better subreddit for it) 

Thanks for reading and I am sorry if this doesn't belong here just trying to get some help ",4.573414918414919,5.211772681818182,5.546969696969699,82.42122377622378,69.65656565656565,8.314529914529912,27.351981351981355,8.384062270229773,1.7258270396270392,773,24,157,11,13,255,107,198,0.113,0.747,0.14,0.6765,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,6,1,13,9,1,0,5,0,16,1,0,2,0,53,32,23,1,11,18,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,17,12,0,0,9,1,1,1,7,2,1,0,5,0,21,7,17,23,5,14,0,1,0,0,11,7,0,16,7,115,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.4510450202879413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12751356865941274,0.0,0.09614781436953117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13053991047605729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885170269023666,0.0,0.07043890923623565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219560303067762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178120996816403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632044554810287,0.0,0.0973568285272064,0.11041407676307673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074141455975787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729262034768013,0.0,0.10218150135160672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15490300180908026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31751945375179497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161719531332122,0.1693573672186908,0.0,0.0,0.10225913258827964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933729313150348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166737227347118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132155942981379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602172379262756,0.0,0.2414527182933676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066606151678543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558242093616795,0.1315225073792271,0.0,0.0,0.11409282156945275,0.0,0.0,0.09868005172442564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779138429530573,0.11428304312621182,0.12935005340439185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227842270019025,0.1263942046513161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857512765949308,0.0,0.10638397519548473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404051190825005,0.0,0.1834694136542756,0.0673788054754166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23535493996961104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979909424430096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171912532237474,0.0,0.0,0.10389436202247923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734780298285295,0.0,0.08208422245504013,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tmspec12,2019/03/25,"Natural Remedies? Im new to reddit, in fact I've never had an account until now. What prompted me to make one is to essentially get some recommendations and feedback with people who've had similar experiences

Backstory

Im 28 and Spent 6 years in the Marines as an infantryman . I got out when I was 25. I had a combat deployment to the Middle-east when I was 20 . I was diagnosed with ptsd a few years ago. At first I didn't see any signs , other than sometimes I felt a little down and depressed.  As of recent I've had friends and family telling me I should seek help. My ex girlfriend especially. I haven't really spoke to any therapist or anything, nor have I been diagnost for anxiety, only ptsd. Part of me thinks maybe I should seek help from the VA, but last time I talked to them about sleeping problems they told me they can prescribe sleeping medication, and I essentially said no because I don't want to go on prescribed medication. Recently  I've realized that minor things have been triggering a response from me.  In the last year  I've missed three weddings and a funeral, I find it hard to go on dates, hang out with friends,  go to the bank, even just food shopping has been giving me minor attacks such as heart racing and getting sweaty. I tend to avoid social events at all costs. Most recently I've had multiple opportunities for interviews and for the life of me I can't understand why I freeze up completely during an interview...to the point where I can't even form coherent sentences.  I have a life changing job interview in two weeks and I was looking for maybe some advice or natural remedies to help combat social anxiety. Any help would be appreciated, Thank you in advance!",5.379571947772245,6.795017569659443,6.180454973751516,75.76477049400997,68.3498452012384,9.8279176201373,32.619329654058426,10.074871250255047,3.428735199892314,1357,60,246,34,23,446,187,323,0.101,0.782,0.117,0.843,2,1,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,3,3,9,9,1,1,16,0,27,9,3,2,3,38,48,19,1,5,4,1,3,0,3,3,5,2,0,0,5,14,1,1,5,1,5,5,8,5,0,4,19,7,33,4,42,25,7,41,0,2,2,0,23,16,0,5,20,157,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529191217022856,0.08644241813434798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989435186346087,0.0,0.14919958119181792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802477006456846,0.0,0.0,0.11093900004141696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059445101497308764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315943690330948,0.0,0.10224410584813608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399074538678701,0.09897710856712606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288173448771382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538976584781787,0.09192979736653913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363105106001583,0.0,0.08912823669309126,0.08294741282171543,0.11791723615401335,0.0,0.15068188072899286,0.0,0.10189660403970524,0.09354663110399768,0.16626247781166775,0.0,0.07799278540621422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735555370513337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555742135256335,0.2614527897896983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21066892430070905,0.0,0.09676999490331947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15897778720980926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377574556997878,0.0,0.09773706635738168,0.0,0.0,0.0818892285017977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509296427047691,0.0,0.19593669202119235,0.0,0.0,0.1964750578230096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752106709796544,0.0941819613145252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06607964657972501,0.07416562790032523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560077458938052,0.0,0.06760560373105873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218453230920738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331003931935693,0.2279829414756344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062471512528887725,0.0,0.2888570861694214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276044174295088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770795729872425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951736804691104,0.19881140921504284,0.0,0.0,0.09644622796862083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838000055770337,0.08523364496005208,0.08978001323066387,0.0,0.1132240739452637,0.06478557306103601,0.06248458122111938,0.0,0.0,0.056862605819470995,0.0,0.0,0.09318111355046732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525936781049417,0.10151802716381664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05751770815723485,0.0,0.07822178605030047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799339687079821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927286336593902,0.0,0.0,0.18839212226481344
anxiety,mochahonee,2019/03/25,"Getting annoyed I’ve had diagnosed anxiety for about 5 years and actually the first time I’m speaking about it on the internet. I don’t take medication because I do not have health insurance but I never thought I needed it and that I could learn to cope with it on my own. Well it’s been 5 years now and if anything it’s gotten deeper. I was reaching a good point until I experienced a very close and personal death suddenly about a year and a half ago. I sunk back into this state I had never experienced before. I don’t shower if I do it’s maybe once a week and just a quick shampoo, I stay in my room and lay in bed and watch tv until night time and I go and smoke and then I come home sleep and do it all over again. I’ve quit/never shown up to jobs because I’ve put myself in the mindset of I just can’t do it. A couple months ago I moved into a new house and I’ve gotten myself into this idea that I’ll set a new routine and get into good habits and I’ll get better. At this point I feel like I’ve tried everything; taking relaxing baths, cbd, exercising, eating healthy, talking to people, sometimes I’m even able to force myself to go out but I catch myself thinking these terrible thoughts while I’m out and it’s not long before I retreat back into my room by 3 pm. I feel like I’m running low on options and I don’t know what else to do which is why I decided to look up this subreddit and maybe I’ll hear something I’ve never heard of. I’m failing my classes this semester and I’m calling out sick everyday on my second job this year. I’m willing to try pretty much anything at this point ",1.8234513274336308,3.5565789410029502,3.8193598820059016,87.80620796460177,78.17404129793509,6.6438938053097365,23.98436578171092,7.554174236665415,1.0825310914454271,1267,43,270,18,30,431,173,339,0.081,0.8109999999999999,0.108,0.8739,3,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,12,11,1,0,12,0,17,7,1,0,4,54,44,27,1,4,8,0,2,2,0,1,5,3,6,1,21,30,1,0,9,4,0,7,9,4,1,3,9,9,31,7,38,33,3,66,0,2,2,0,6,27,0,3,31,164,52,5,0.0997829130115264,0.0,0.0973737292410023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17690306365651826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633365533597444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16422567070658958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15345380174844506,0.0,0.12165347524062432,0.0,0.16981581922799746,0.0,0.0,0.08824987778627917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188951058325668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595414417649552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966853663017491,0.11040789534591608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127755629288128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210283084233383,0.08335581995739029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06590567296904762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967844817538682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090647791940396,0.1425698659860064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487529483347961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639736098199594,0.0,0.11341785792516634,0.16738634653165224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606457047188103,0.11246259496521398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009039755199296,0.0,0.0,0.11513608450495295,0.0,0.11264276317209783,0.0,0.0,0.198038288815762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054838079442518686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974977821356232,0.0,0.0,0.08830473803004632,0.08379251596086756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004906957103025,0.0,0.0,0.10052078716424527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796457691812809,0.10605344514747042,0.07335192223259318,0.07398776565334697,0.2308762018078569,0.19274191834643845,0.0,0.0936395043814133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626554579528834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691769080417514,0.08712659083529023,0.0,0.0,0.2829813164509713,0.0,0.0,0.10151509513748704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030938780208833,0.0,0.10613141050929856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998549750379574,0.0,0.0,0.07681776138833192,0.09868785241087873,0.0,0.0,0.10635530873125426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004866489584665,0.08020172576909784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06393686160034871,0.0,0.15843297414321994,0.11636843801990265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354920960247861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233135334654088,0.0,0.0,0.08003983400531713,0.0,0.08971682224346715,0.0,0.09003855875361498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25702769787245056
anxiety,babyvulpixx,2019/03/25,"Tracing words (I wasn’t sure what to flair this under so hopefully it’s right!)

When I was 14, I (19F)bwas diagnosed with mild to moderate generally anxiety disorder which made a lot of things in my life at that time make sense. I was on medication but went off when I was 15 due to financial issues in my family. I haven’t been on medication since. 

Up until recently, I’ve become more and more aware of a habit of mine where I trace words with my finger. I don’t know why I do this or when it started, but I guess I’m just trying to see if anyone else has dealt with this or any idea as to why I might be doing it. 

Basically, if I hear or see a word, I’ll begin to trace it in cursive with my finger. LITERALLY OVER AND OVER AGAIN. And I have to tell myself to stop or else I keep doing it. It’s always with my index finger and it happens on whatever surface my hand is on, be it a table, my leg, the palm of my hand, couch arm, pretty much anything. 

Is this just a manifestation of my anxiety or is it just possibly something I did when I was younger that’s intensified into my adulthood (much like biting nails)?  I’m just really curious as to why I do this and if anyone else has dealt with this or something similar. ",3.302165129556436,4.195904541501978,5.422891963109354,81.21762296881863,72.75494071146245,8.942380324989019,25.91326306543698,9.2995712137729,2.0083299956082565,951,30,202,21,18,333,130,253,0.033,0.8690000000000001,0.098,0.9564,0,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,0,6,0,22,12,8,2,1,42,37,24,0,4,15,0,5,1,0,1,4,1,1,0,20,12,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,9,8,29,3,37,25,5,30,0,0,2,0,2,17,0,13,13,146,49,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635068164675053,0.0,0.0,0.08691724476532832,0.0,0.1955532395275193,0.0,0.0,0.17873968777643556,0.2619191113892405,0.10517923509264387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14115945226223825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129727537200553,0.0,0.0,0.1464848080586834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203141632821473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049075165313533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408004646943575,0.0,0.11302464223123793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14405457641404412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694718020749507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14428535585439012,0.0,0.13340359870816154,0.0,0.11360609563907527,0.0,0.0,0.07024269987630283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027812449596727,0.06244299142839557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866206930627452,0.0,0.12093978142087508,0.08531619145214389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25751636657913896,0.0,0.13558942899717666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18791456998907974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408998950092053,0.0,0.13003180332256584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188030124227957,0.0,0.1261999497802162,0.0,0.0,0.10915163110722767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037008772470336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572826098727778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19679343307513225,0.0,0.0,0.09046672201385136,0.0,0.0,0.10685741797559774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046227020694406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171422369643123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849132992568155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745288068984454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677665896976137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848396131752165,0.3459941444405124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Killuahehehe,2019/03/25,"Help me understand what happened? Was sleeping for a very short time for like 15 minutes at most

And I had this sudden feeling of anxiety and felt the need to open my eyes.  I look at my wall across from me and see this light, similar to a dim flashlight; like yellow but faint

As soon as I saw it I swear it dashed across my wall and disappeared and I can't sleep now, I went and told my mother and father on the verge of crying ( I'm not sure why I felt like crying ) but they got pissed for waking them up and said its nothing so I'm laying in bed and It feels almost as if Im gonna have a panic attack; Im 17

Its been maybe an hour 
I am diagnosed with anxiety, some form of depression and have had problems sleeping in the past

Also i apologize if this is in the ""wrong"" community, I just found a community and posted because I didn't know what else to do.






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anxiety,elemPA,2019/03/25,"Lexapro, Wellbutrin, and weight gain I had been taking 10mg of Lexapro for about a year and didn’t notice any weight change.
I was upped to 20mg and noticed I packed on 10lbs FAST.

I just got placed on Wellbutrin to help with depression but I’m desperately trying to lose weight and I can’t seem to....

So I stopped my Lexapro 1 week ago but I don’t think I can go without it because my anxiety is awful. 

Did anyone gain weight while on Lexapro AND Wellbutrin? I’m thinking of 5mg of lexapro with wellbutrin.

I REFUSE to gain any more weight and this current weight NEEDS TO COME OFF!
I’ve been doing 1200 cals per day (if that), HIIT everyday, low carbs for about a week now. I’m hoping this very strict diet and exercise regime helps me lose the stupid weight that came on. 


Honestly the weight gain makes me SIGNIFICANTLY more depressed...",3.474129870129872,5.421976884848489,3.380974025974026,91.8143181818182,74.0909090909091,6.411255411255411,25.725108225108233,7.1686216300943375,0.96969264069264,666,23,139,7,14,201,98,165,0.177,0.6679999999999999,0.155,-0.4907,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,6,5,8,1,0,4,1,11,10,0,1,0,24,25,12,0,3,5,0,8,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,11,9,2,3,1,0,3,4,6,0,0,8,8,13,2,22,17,2,22,0,5,0,0,3,8,0,3,11,71,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763954819466402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912272729376833,0.0,0.06700291549319236,0.0,0.0,0.06124204449028706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053391505261502006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017484932611287,0.0,0.0,0.09265418814106977,0.07544743184639845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05648561057271272,0.0,0.15087508343943645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0497770420958566,0.0,0.07005038443013856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741386295995332,0.0,0.0,0.08699248560742832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19597226654822214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05846421751826383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494377857030266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19943408187941625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915085442048026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973484451680182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322567055128891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06585363932614305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224291869301227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05946502509271165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07226747738515092,0.0,0.0,0.14051212955394746,0.8532475012843742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442960865989997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05640239892927479
anxiety,throwaway_yeet69,2019/03/25,"I constantly need to control my pooping to feel ok.. I am using my throwaway cause as much as I know everyone poops, I’m still shy about it especially cause I’m kinda weird. Idk if this is relevant but I’m 21 and a girl. 

Okay so, my good or bad mood is very dependent on whether or not I feel like I’ve pooped or had to poop. I’ll give a few examples:

1. My boyfriend and i will be kissing and all I can think about is how I haven’t pooped that day and I’m so fixated on it I don’t get wet and i feel dirty or like something bad will happen while we are having sex

2. When I am at friends houses or my boyfriends house I think my body subconsciously suppresses my digestive system so I’ll have 1-2 night sleepovers and then come home and have huge gas pains or constipation and not feel settled until I am able to relieve myself at home. Sometimes I will be asked if I want to hangout but I haven’t pooped so I’ll say no.

3. I’m constantly aware of my farts and need/potential smell of my farts. I think this is normal to some extent but it’s always taking up a huge portion of my attention and it takes away from the moment. I’ll avoid hanging out with people if I think I’m farting too much.

It’s really starting to annoy me and fuck up my relationship with food. I’m going on a 2 week camping trip with my SO of 1.5 years, and this is my biggest worry because I want to feel like I’m not putting stress on my body and digestive system. 

I have an anxiety diagnoses and not trying to self diagnose but I guess maybe since anxiety is the umbrella of a bunch of things this would fall into an obsessions definition but I’ve never really understood what OCD is or how it’s different from just generalized anxiety. And I’m really shy about bringing this up with a therapist or something cause it’s so weird... I’m ashamed. 

Anyone else? Or anyone have advice? Why and how do these things happen... 

Tldr: constant awareness and control of my pooping and bowel affairs is really taking a toll on my stress levels. Could this be an OCD thing.. Help/similar experiences appreciated ",2.0429291411397514,4.203074819905218,3.9151416021269214,85.32536758756216,79.23696682464454,7.4346087157554015,24.747659230146798,8.407314429234152,1.737500566408507,1642,61,334,35,41,554,203,422,0.145,0.767,0.08800000000000001,-0.9727,2,1,2,0,0,0,37.0,1,0,0,2,16,22,2,5,12,2,31,19,10,10,2,85,70,51,0,9,23,0,6,3,1,4,5,1,2,2,19,26,3,4,12,1,0,7,9,12,0,0,2,8,39,9,41,60,8,41,0,0,0,3,9,17,1,16,18,205,58,0,0.08466703203780276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273564380793615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07044975318997483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943101432951845,0.0,0.0,0.1184023148147616,0.0867513798096719,0.0,0.0,0.07915224574615122,0.0,0.07954746366777911,0.0,0.14138687041454892,0.05161223687926498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880919715558333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26092909353053106,0.0,0.07293315116920476,0.0,0.27448494935605017,0.18992255162851654,0.06759973566308593,0.0,0.0,0.05460323133558249,0.0,0.0,0.17187051058269318,0.0,0.08845902802033301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072844103132606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090297743806757,0.0,0.08282060366265986,0.0,0.0,0.21405097678991186,0.12097228921015843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237971121648592,0.0,0.0654135389267526,0.07827330681257046,0.04423502973687437,0.08122033207421353,0.04811822545960229,0.07101468947318199,0.0,0.0,0.0932702812352339,0.0,0.14974155362772334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05675052687050041,0.0,0.16985587292349522,0.0,0.0,0.1953887747166081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046530786573799165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12409210547007132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505941370455225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448002092270008,0.12555906288792648,0.06530043466451349,0.0,0.0,0.07945427406543314,0.08295571488401614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009169155783124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05869745944148304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511375238915643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21695947498670826,0.0,0.0,0.09090070665639637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733062216229369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832617960899355,0.0,0.0,0.07003744382663811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036163543926374,0.08373785961579037,0.0,0.05992776105517913,0.0,0.06761520115425318,0.0,0.19397159827852414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19097721345084392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983049499068132,0.16874704184010006,0.21700486169963648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05748335706372122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312513138439139,0.0,0.0698591684800985,0.09987761828611004,0.0,0.0679147860640808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639882729971315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598348086992605,0.0,0.06014503034383189,0.0,0.0,0.05452279271465961
anxiety,Appxiety,2019/03/25,"Built this anxiety battling app to try and help us x Hey everybody! 😃

My name's Emmanuel! For a while now I've suffered from anxiety and what really helps me is talking to other people. Not always necessarily about the anxiety per se, just any conversation takes my mind off of it. Sometimes just knowing somebody is there, is all I need.

The problem is... somebody isn't always there.

People have work, family, other friends (how dare they lol) so they're not always available when I'm feeling anxious or having a panic attack. This is why I created a small app called ""Appxiety"".

The way that it work is, you turn yourself online and can make voice calls to other people on the app when you're feeling anxious or having a panic attack. In the same way if you feel like helping out others, you can take an incoming call from somebody else and be a true #AppxietyHero.

I know that the naysayers are already typing their negative responses before they even finished reading the first sentence. But this app comes from a place of love and I was just trying to help out the #AnxietySociety. 

I understand there will inevitably be a troll or two which is why I have a block feature plus a ""strike system"". If you're blocked 3 times, your trolling butt is off the network and you can't access the app. 

This is the link to it -- https://iTunes.apple.com/app/id1438270914  or you can just search ""Appxiety"" on the App Store (sorry Android family! Your version is on the way!) Let me know your thoughts! I am doing my best to help others and would also love any help others could offer me.

P.s check out the Instagram page too under... ""appxiety"" 

Have a great day/night everyone! 😃
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anxiety,lilkennedt,2019/03/25,What are some ways you met your friends? I just feel like people won't be able to relate to me for some reason.,1.6437500000000007,3.048049208333336,2.3649999999999984,99.48,77.75,4.800000000000002,16.166666666666668,3.1291,-1.1894333333333336,87,1,21,0,2,27,22,24,0.0,0.7809999999999999,0.219,0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,2,3,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,14,5,0,0.4578965356878916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315262466952858,0.3271213765874837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35376972761099723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22370511808969565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174478032953276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4707939012474793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634569566996847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,allison0119,2019/03/25,How do handle applying to jobs? I had a seasonal job at a department store a couple months ago and now its time to start looking for more jobs again. I hate the interview process and i hate being the “new person”. Any tips on how to handle this?,1.82938775510204,4.099505000000004,3.4034285714285737,88.11657142857145,80.63265306122447,7.185306122448982,22.044897959183675,8.238735603445708,1.3286620408163268,191,6,39,4,5,63,37,49,0.168,0.8320000000000001,0.0,-0.8514,3,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,5,0,3,0,0,2,0,4,7,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,6,5,1,11,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,8,26,5,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20276251969670445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555497481687295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530943511324896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4516630254712997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6809617924086421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19208239039817004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18257656491166827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209166772316684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19972528146429655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619020007467891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333790224905234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pharma_Br0,2019/03/26,"Anxiety to go to sleep I know this sounds ridiculous. I (25 M) have terrible anxiety and my girlfriend broke up with me and blocked me on everything right around last Christmas. (I didnt cheat or do anything; I think she had a bit of a breakdown herself and maybe this was how she coped?... It still hurts so bad). I have been having the same dreams over and over again with her and I still together, and I am happy. I am afraid to go to sleep and I cant sleep because I know its going to hurt when I wake up. Does anyone have any advice for this? ",1.9166071428571383,3.7119131607142855,2.8958571428571425,94.24914285714287,78.10714285714286,6.265714285714287,22.807142857142853,7.1686216300943375,0.5932650000000002,422,13,95,5,10,134,74,112,0.17800000000000002,0.746,0.076,-0.8714,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,7,9,2,1,3,0,12,4,4,1,0,17,18,11,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,5,10,0,1,3,1,0,3,2,8,0,0,4,1,18,1,15,14,2,15,0,3,0,0,5,7,0,1,5,68,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681786373062217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703703949573492,0.0,0.2633191178562405,0.0,0.0,0.12033954800469447,0.0,0.14162743336957928,0.1532095950935669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14370016419107953,0.10491337550754752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18789366419644685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150609907834712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15467653003334314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934330555102255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18320856227767465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3684830984878841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18916839027528176,0.1402882312149539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17290221757512425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469764003151698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5166867188166773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748859347177183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027768761367046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DrinkMud,2019/03/26,"I ruin everything in my life So, I’m in boarding school in Denmark(not my native country)and about 24hrs ago the whole school went on a 6 day trip to Berlin, but I wasn’t allowed to go because I have been getting so many panic attacks lately. I feel like this whole situation has been handled kind of weirdly by the school board because I’m 20 years old and that’s, at least to my knowledge old enough to be responsible for yourself. They told me that I’m too much of a liability and they can’t risk anything happening when travelling with about a 100 people. 

I just don’t know why I always have to ruin everything that’s good and fun in my life and let everything freak me out to the point of being left out of major social events involuntarily by authority figures because they can’t risk including me. I just feel so left out and I can’t talk to anyone about it without bursting into tears. I wish I could just close my eyes and when I open them everything is back to normal. This is going to be a very long week for me I think.",5.89551282051282,5.785493423076925,6.544038461538463,79.01762820512822,66.69230769230771,9.241025641025642,31.275641025641022,8.841846274778883,2.3538064102564102,824,29,165,12,12,271,120,208,0.14400000000000002,0.758,0.099,-0.8957,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,4,0,13,12,1,3,7,0,17,3,1,1,0,28,31,12,0,3,5,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,13,0,0,6,1,0,5,6,8,0,0,5,3,25,4,32,21,6,32,0,2,1,0,7,15,0,0,13,109,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039135328730546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097541194572869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196695307137156,0.0,0.09646678400495774,0.0,0.0,0.13336118628461754,0.0,0.09013934718193163,0.0,0.21437914308397266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359520325936194,0.0,0.0,0.07560089526004671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112551110125745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4214196941471326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854569834631334,0.08374608189154438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06124560338580585,0.0,0.13324416281203222,0.09832337701392012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036623221280776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207255417763499,0.06442419314918832,0.0,0.1322357246280597,0.0,0.2547321880289546,0.11987124685517805,0.1655999937336347,0.05727056829649594,0.0,0.0,0.10374107840153944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884848659527547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617439658385997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485632184705395,0.0,0.0,0.24601735934932825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13753913146242588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812695581328101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110816201527496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35591607849540896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176662729725938,0.0,0.11949686480830125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422159791833293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511351168691842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201420454279096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672350060675293,0.0,0.0,0.0940314062419449,0.0,0.0,0.10866942219537508,0.10577798418519907,0.26175667283364834,0.1348037993351546,0.11300141640369082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548952398024318
anxiety,amonamous,2019/03/26,No one let's me talk yet when im quiet they ask why im so quiet LIKE WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS BULLSHIT,-4.2348,-3.373124879999997,-0.4239999999999995,107.00800000000002,117.8,2.0,9.0,3.1291,-2.3978,78,1,22,0,5,28,22,25,0.338,0.5539999999999999,0.108,-0.8154,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,3,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017344449364668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29838386216074125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6972663966726573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300411394230374,0.0,0.15768288152384322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21870865490479213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594200390089844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912382021731435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,banksnsons,2019/03/26,natural supplements that have helped you with anxiety? I am looking into buying some this week and I would like to hear what people have had positive experiences with.,8.070689655172412,9.935921068965524,7.968448275862072,63.75887931034484,62.44827586206897,12.696551724137931,35.1896551724138,12.161744961471696,5.31388275862069,137,6,20,5,2,44,26,29,0.051,0.691,0.258,0.7845,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,7,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,4,5,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,2,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31671573588007945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4049802237323827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4666182087916434,0.0,0.2775014918094324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022638748259112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476632716851237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28702169757127344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33209303046131683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294100100311364,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nixienoodlebeeb,2019/03/26,"Making Decisions How do you do it? I never learned and therapy isn’t helping. I get so overwhelmed I can’t ever choose anything and I am tired of letting life just happen to me. Right now I am putting money aside as much as I can (which isn’t much) to try to move, but I don’t know where to move to or what to do when I get there. I don’t know how to find a job, how to even decide what to apply for or where. I hate what I do now, but I don’t know how to choose something different, let alone how to obtain new qualifications or look for jobs in a new field. I only have the job I have now because someone else applied for it for me. They picked out my apartment too. I don’t know how to do any of that! And I am in my 30s, so it’s especially fucking sad how incapable I am of running my own life or making any choices. 

I am also faced now with having to make a decision, I can afford to either A. get a car to try to give myself some more independence and freedom than I currently have and make it easier to potentially find a new job and/or move. B. get started on fixing my teeth which are BAD (childhood neglect/abuse combined with fear of the dentist and shame) and cause me a whole lot of pain/insecurity and keep me from feeling able to even think about dating or moving on from my divorce or C. move out of my apartment either to a different (more convenient to my current job) one in my area or to a new area if I can find a new job. I don’t feel capable of making this huge decision, let alone all the smaller decisions inherent in each one. 

No one will help me or give me advice. I don’t know how to find the best ways to go about any of these things. If I decided to start with my teeth I can’t afford all the work I would need done so that would only be a stop gap, I’m not sure that with my anxiety I’m actually capable of driving so that could be a total waste. I have no reason to move anywhere other than I don’t like where I am, so I don’t even have the slightest clue where I would go. I don’t know what to do. All of these decisions also kind of feed into each other, having a car would make changing jobs easier, changing jobs could make getting the dental work done easier. If I could drive I could make it to dental appointments easier and possibly take on a second job to help pay for the work. If I had my teeth done maybe I would feel more confident when looking for new jobs, etc etc. It feels like I need all 3 things to happen to start living my life and I feel a lot of pressure to not keep just waiting for life to start since I am a little older and I have just been on pause since my divorce. 

How do people make decisions, how do you sort this all out? I have to make a list on Sunday of what I’m going to wear to work all week because otherwise the options are too daunting in the morning and I feel overwhelmed by it and run late and then hate whatever I picked out and feel insecure in it all day. How the hell am I supposed to decide the big things when I can’t even pick out clothes or what to have for dinner?",4.6584487743557546,4.1890195178294585,5.844307563377331,84.21084852294156,69.32558139534882,9.019484600879947,28.440184370416926,8.524219190627866,1.7653616174313849,2379,71,531,33,37,800,238,645,0.104,0.802,0.094,-0.8029999999999999,17,2,1,0,3,0,50.0,0,2,1,6,42,17,4,6,29,0,65,14,5,27,11,137,119,54,0,15,22,0,7,2,0,6,6,0,0,0,29,27,2,4,31,0,2,16,19,12,0,4,5,9,68,5,88,99,25,76,1,3,2,1,10,29,2,18,32,384,97,16,0.047641852870996315,0.05644780519869767,0.046491575982194284,0.0,0.0,0.04655506723945326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868518308658047,0.0,0.07619834505681679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719428098307432,0.0,0.03644588704482647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03920518556388628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039778957145758055,0.058084062628936436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04999718531936703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048941306450873134,0.10079752650651824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215257145855945,0.0,0.0,0.030725053789641577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995511923973995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626246915514002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03979865480468095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062665190124364,0.12586797800110985,0.043094783469367716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05361032970339197,0.16862406602360622,0.034035349210332085,0.0,0.0,0.17417516167661207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04404412528864653,0.12445450890066458,0.09140481289306247,0.08122788868055238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425906630837345,0.0,0.0,0.094072932773688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579998919681283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4727718771596964,0.08469253568530775,0.0,0.049611658439300516,0.15709629837485448,0.0,0.053742085171530216,0.0,0.0,0.146151067184643,0.1346033984790431,0.04655080565965488,0.04774965254056877,0.04206862892429642,0.0,0.08001431500876556,0.0,0.0,0.08100679924427996,0.0,0.0,0.3180130673644045,0.0,0.047862644709172585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038144995583211,0.07004448720406242,0.07065166047223598,0.03674433396117891,0.2760767902679053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685005745869148,0.07246755186500799,0.05069429045512063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033028862112041736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053709030792115975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047893220903410264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04898375949077504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04068588204116929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881966602442285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04036678733393904,0.03667702591043275,0.0,0.0,0.13488459469344874,0.0,0.0,0.03983072226110975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0449018825127447,0.0,0.03582074425724365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0544826107866326,0.0,0.09495339031339148,0.03052697562602929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05475730147553267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646913816121013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037815885263279454,0.038215420660848015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05319042734181563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387353452072579,0.0,0.0,0.16921702684009718,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,greekcapo,2019/03/26,"Cures to one of my main sources of anxiety, depression, and depersonalization Since I was around 7-8, I have been dealing with anxiety, depression and depersonalization. These have shifted over time from separation anxiety, to fear of a terrorist attack, to Germophobia. However as I grew and matured (currently 19) my main fear moved to the fear of the unknown, specifically the afterlife. Whenever I would think about these unanswerable questions I would immediately feel depersonalized and anxiety-ridden. I thought this would only get worse since I went away to college earlier this year.  This was true until I stumbled upon one clip from the Joe Rogan experience feat. Kevin Smith.  Once I viewed this clip, I immediately felt the fear and anxiety leave my body. I still to this day thank Joe Rogan and Kevin Smith for allowing me to live my life once again. 

Link to video:

[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wpHiCwztSqE&t=1s](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wpHiCwztSqE&t=1s)",10.671393540669854,13.507477467105264,8.741196172248808,57.004282296650715,57.22368421052632,12.106220095693779,36.186602870813395,11.741389052700956,5.088163157894737,813,34,113,25,11,244,91,152,0.237,0.732,0.032,-0.9851,2,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,0,0,0,4,9,1,4,6,0,8,2,1,1,1,19,15,8,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,6,1,0,3,0,7,0,2,6,3,16,2,23,6,2,14,0,2,1,0,2,4,0,1,7,72,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598053935686092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36686754333026816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067291053991922,0.0,0.1363942112960272,0.11264227671951052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317274323915598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732028163172547,0.123603163836825,0.2065252340280591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727716919810498,0.0,0.5396463510743661,0.060620887827042225,0.0,0.11511491321700396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06263850826377823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694808718432848,0.0,0.0,0.08468311195028498,0.0,0.0,0.10586664090344937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12742599156203224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553616720893134,0.16248354996163708,0.09118310349798504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430623547738807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19835144364113455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574573276995334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103802458123083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682181352486865,0.0,0.09518068365553303,0.06990986280828365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114088398029492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217996951298868,0.2555030483280177,0.0,0.0,0.07720637744196057
anxiety,justfixmedawg,2019/03/26,"does anyone else have random body pains attached to their anxiety? i first noticed my anxiety in high school, and i’m currently working with a psych to get it under control, but I frequently get random pains all over my body and they scare the shit out of me and make my anxiety worse. did anyone notice alleviation of this after getting your anxiety under control? i’ve been reading about some stuff about nerves and how anxiety effects them and how it can cause pain even though there’s nothing wrong. the obvious one is chest pain, but apart from that, what do you experience?",9.826728971962618,8.479140084112151,8.967214953271029,68.88783177570095,59.37383177570094,12.298317757009347,39.15700934579439,11.20814326018867,4.369715514018691,467,19,80,10,5,147,79,107,0.262,0.67,0.068,-0.9687,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,3,5,7,7,1,1,3,0,6,8,4,7,2,21,11,10,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,7,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,7,0,2,2,0,11,0,14,9,2,11,0,0,0,0,5,7,1,3,4,56,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4569828828687736,0.0,0.0,0.16707670606836547,0.12241428563420838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26541530961297866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227317600242571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26799842877932945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455169443258236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980442503469797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891084030560795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686759398411407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016237379085955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872592543355854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622986493694793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974920634275319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463763918802072,0.272041779103784,0.0,0.0,0.08095804868012177,0.0,0.5085111078498274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950540769420633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196133919062429,0.12091313186507452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226373962381398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367680890043217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738169114479195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697782266985164,0.0,0.12175327190849455,0.0,0.13062505404567065,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jsttryingtomakeit,2019/03/26,"I don’t feel like a man I’m 44 male. I have a family and I suffer from anxiety for as long as I can remember. I feel like I want to cry when some one asks me questions like I have to prove something and I can’t. I avoid friends so I don’t have to answer any questions, pretty dumb right. I feel like I’m going crazy during confrontation, i don’t speak my mind because I don’t want to upset the herd.  It’s funny because I’m a big muscular dude 6’5’’ 250 and people always say ‘’ You have it all together you don’t care about anything’’  only if they could see in my mind. 

All I want to do is be normal, be confident and live a happy life.  

But I worry about what others think too much and I’m ashamed of that. I was going to a therapist and I think it was helping. Was on about 1 Xanax a day but now I’ve been taking 2x a day still a low dose. But I want to be off it and be in control. 

I might have a confrontation at work (he said she said BS)and the whole weekend it’s been nonstop on my mind the worst thing, the best thing, how will I act, will I flip out , will I curl up in a ball and cry and do nothing, I have never done that but that’s how I feel. Sometimes I just feel trapped and I blow up in anger. Anyways thank you if you read this and comment if you know what I’m feeling and have any words of wisdom. ",-0.1527797001153388,1.6768122975778574,2.0493529411764726,97.52775490196079,85.19377162629758,5.099008073817763,18.62987312572088,6.2581,-0.2896353863898509,1010,26,247,9,30,340,147,289,0.151,0.7040000000000001,0.14400000000000002,-0.7935,0,2,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,5,1,3,12,20,4,3,14,0,32,4,1,3,4,54,59,25,0,9,8,0,6,4,1,4,3,4,0,2,14,13,0,2,14,3,0,3,7,10,0,1,8,11,37,10,27,42,7,25,0,2,1,0,20,14,1,7,12,161,51,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923782678052176,0.0,0.0,0.14586283627916113,0.0,0.08204341450904015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026116594244464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307531579838811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254877112462544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934513501922516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120286267847082,0.0856277450006731,0.0,0.23561087797096505,0.13833046899232745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975058602407503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110262255198142,0.0,0.3253628543589757,0.2298511428564273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285851676592014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190151630399533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416608212062135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188518706256762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05893996904484545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575149976565908,0.2095812369591907,0.0,0.09470078081562247,0.09490993446369077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377177645470785,0.3248657141354092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883864770101405,0.0,0.08271524900265892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105078973027937,0.10290607922990157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267312403486245,0.08156593072907774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435134235276711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910842658630526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24028164603267574,0.0,0.10727569967148076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148957877453335,0.0915880763407952,0.20403229851360846,0.08528686227389849,0.0,0.0,0.08546171645232008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825637317052374,0.10606970603878448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564733494612169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063615423887822,0.0,0.0,0.09873833131797567,0.0,0.12452165826324592,0.1424998537500927,0.13743868063429165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253027475506764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973708509138965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807685830155674,0.10891420657167968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,horroraven,2019/03/26,"After years of anxiety and depression I finally decided to talk to my doctor and a psychologist about it. Got prescribed Cipralex 20mg today and after looking into it this seems pretty high to start off on, especially considering some of the side-effects I'm reading about? This is going to be my first time with long term medication and I've just been anxious about this whole process but I know if I don't do this now it'll only get worse as it has in the past. ",6.8659782608695625,6.4301527717391345,7.618608695652174,73.21334782608697,64.76086956521739,10.838260869565218,34.70434782608696,10.355215969177356,3.4751756521739114,373,15,71,8,5,125,69,92,0.106,0.871,0.024,-0.7391,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,3,0,7,2,0,0,0,13,15,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,1,5,0,17,11,3,18,0,1,1,0,1,5,0,3,12,50,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17033234086230162,0.25153954313093163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917745366068836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278993362872632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24391035457203197,0.0,0.18939231439570947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632932849649225,0.0,0.1265413607598916,0.0,0.17807950401056696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235249822120982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236671228077553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970448378462694,0.18697618144365188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243039575092625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693410251003788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125517315540468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265226748479631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227177056443836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026989813035585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15759809009545886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17896362530157384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983335046106662,0.0,0.2110532292518951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24858909290516806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22690696511026015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338409857476808
anxiety,dallasclay,2019/03/26,"Dry Heaving/Nausea every morning The last two weeks I’ve spun out of control after a stressful time at work, home, and having a minor but scary surgery. I started waking up with mild nausea and the started down the Dr Google wormhole and convinced myself I had a brain tumor. I started waking up between 3 and 4 so nauseous I couldn’t go back to sleep and then would get up and immediately dry heave. I haven’t slept in weeks because this happens nightly now. The GP says I have acid reflux, but two weeks of meds didn’t help so far. I also tested positive for H pylori and the antibiotics are wreaking havoc on me. I know it makes things worse. I think the anxiety has exasperated everything. I’ve had nausea before when I was really anxious but I’m terrified it’s skmsthing worse. Any one else had anything like this. ",4.08821480406386,6.002137918238997,5.061761006289308,80.55661828737304,72.33333333333333,6.9048863086598935,28.58297048863087,7.61054688173877,1.8787896468311565,655,26,116,8,13,214,110,159,0.217,0.696,0.08800000000000001,-0.9734,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,1,9,0,12,6,5,2,0,18,23,15,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,5,9,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,3,6,2,12,2,15,15,0,24,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,0,15,73,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495490787316828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625692213291613,0.0,0.11953258183354143,0.17652062357304368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858232935723368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201483738360916,0.0,0.09524995181045327,0.0,0.13295919879087864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17442924255992334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752502408745838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13052874680905005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164930187284296,0.0,0.14042949205103186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816353776843174,0.0,0.08880178293673126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817339287607114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473262304592404,0.0,0.1567337969533457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587217774003164,0.1273664792325435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633698118097859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042996235819898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735610807620688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466321987471827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588060233450088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009922446128004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425810048358525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15636514356185602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317885465398644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17898648175088694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380708513645402,0.10012016466112723,0.0,0.0,0.09111197268906368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30527158554366657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37600851024651794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375353537008505,0.0,0.3184688854545718,0.11099715083633134,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bombedit5,2019/03/26,"I had an anxiety attack during an exam and I don't know what to do. Hello everyone.

I am posting here because my anxiety has led up to me completely bombing an important college exam. I feel terrible, I feel helpless, and I'm afraid I am going to slip into depression.

I have dealt with severe depression and some anxiety in the past. This has led to me having to medically withdraw from a semester. I have gone two semesters doing pretty well. But this semester, for some reason, I have been dealing with a lot of anxiety. It gets to the point where I sometimes lie in bed shaking and won't eat for an entire day because my appetite is completely gone. In these states, I cannot eat without vomiting. It also feels like I'm not entirely ""there"". It feels like I'm experiencing the world through some kind of foggy lens. I am currently seeing a therapist to try to work through it.

Anyway, today I went to take an exam after studying for it over Spring Break. It was administered by the TA and not the actual professor. Long story short, I completely freaked out and bombed it. I was visibly shaking, breathing heavily, and trying to calm down. My mind was racing and the words on the page did not make sense. I could read them, but it's like my brain was really struggling to comprehend it, even just basic sentences.  I tried techniques my therapist taught me, like focusing on a calming thing while breathing deeply, but it feels like it didn't really help. Sometimes I could push through and answer a few questions, but ultimately, I would be shocked if I got a 30% on the exam.

At one point, the TA came over and asked if I was okay. I'm sure it was because I looked like I was having a meltdown. But to avoid drawing attention to myself I brushed it off.

I don't know what to do. I'm fucking embarrassed and I hate myself for this. And I don't know what to tell the professor. Has anyone dealt with a situation like this?",4.4116526235158915,5.923190179624668,5.5812284565300665,78.77487600536193,70.79624664879357,9.081922635005744,30.747702029873608,9.516144504307137,2.9559889697433936,1519,65,282,35,28,505,188,373,0.12,0.782,0.098,-0.7142,1,1,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,1,1,9,28,3,6,23,1,35,8,3,4,1,56,63,21,0,5,12,0,5,7,0,2,2,0,1,0,22,18,2,1,12,1,0,10,10,15,1,2,17,9,38,13,45,41,6,40,0,3,2,1,7,19,1,7,15,201,60,10,0.0,0.0,0.09126017701781962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747863920660944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861643670290861,0.0,0.0,0.06539003104615176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742680098460683,0.10639034128680526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17102330020370748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439712968392706,0.0,0.10695979472920747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941558508284668,0.0,0.0,0.14933318898828632,0.0,0.0,0.060311438975495416,0.09641305638835236,0.16109400775736976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913847295224731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06176782411966196,0.0,0.0,0.08936055371346174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364278103793697,0.2004280514165276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645597800290354,0.048859348271137686,0.0,0.05314849226743066,0.0,0.0747949688944187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232976422223464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06268321222863188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738471186806344,0.15418530879684725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31981754463587897,0.0,0.0,0.08276057707709568,0.07853165221217871,0.0,0.0,0.07950574574532898,0.0,0.0,0.062424059001076664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942096487634242,0.0,0.0,0.09442662360666763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06337028591481637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927360977542037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17680966747635438,0.0,0.08956449054632659,0.0951415296963572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476167642021876,0.0,0.09354340893110026,0.0,0.11982018111160188,0.09615218386742773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452181914949021,0.0,0.0,0.10564883594396096,0.0,0.0,0.1051182644585074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18498358747736804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776542475396148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881397040211287,0.0,0.07031397393536609,0.0,0.08173894277966225,0.0,0.0,0.21716344774014468,0.062129271273868275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864422553661994,0.0,0.0,0.1904779569004743,0.0,0.09135359655612724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408400441509875,0.08669221710529597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014811274566294,0.0,0.06808229176341365,0.0,0.0,0.06643257621454174,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alabahep,2019/03/26,"Best things to center yourself/channel anxiety? So I embroider, draw, and take the dogs for walks to take my mind off my anxiety but I'm wondering what everyone else does to sorta center yourself/burn your anxiety off a bit?",4.005714285714284,6.580721238095242,5.362142857142857,75.32035714285716,74.71428571428572,9.914285714285716,31.92857142857143,10.125756701596842,4.088457142857143,180,9,30,6,4,60,32,42,0.126,0.8109999999999999,0.064,-0.1306,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,6,4,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,0,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5958478824203399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724652849751485,0.0,0.2834483188893103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272036439674179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21688724582630645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480872432621369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26215192014416283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3904183497422278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17248639355619266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28155726504761586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sleepyplantmom,2019/03/26,"I(F20) had an experience last week and now my anxiety won’t let me sleep. TW: panic attack symptoms, fear of death? 

Last week i was going to bed and suddenly felt a pop in my skull. It scared the shit out of me and made me think i was going to have an anyurism or a seizure and die. I’ve called a doctor and they said if i don’t experience any other symptoms (vomiting, extreme headaches, dizziness, etc.) i should be fine and it could have just been a ligament popping. I’m also seeing my therapist and a doctor in-person tomorrow morning which will hopefully relieve most of my anxiety.

Despite knowing that, if something was really really wrong, i would have most likely seen symptoms by now, my anxiety won’t let me fall asleep easily since this incident. I’ve been on the phone most nights while i fall asleep with my friend which helps, and i try to do some light meditation when i’m really freaking out, but i’m still really scared. My roommate, friend and parents know about what happened so i feel good that people know, but i don’t want to die alone and not have people know. Like have my roommate be out for classes all day and not know i’m dead in my room. 

This anxious feeling is now seeping into my days and it’s making it hard to feel grounded.

When i’m experiencing the fear and anxiety, my heart pounds in my chest, i shake sometimes and get cold, i feel like my body is buzzing whenever i’m still, my stomach hurts, i get little stress headaches now and again (nothing i try to think much about as they’re nothing worse than what i would get if i haven’t eaten for a while.) i just feel so scared.

I have depression and anxiety issues. I take medication for it but i haven’t been on it for a while (i just always forget to refill it.) i’d like to get back on it but i’m nervous if i possibly am having brain issues it would make it worse. I’m worried to take anything like an advil pm because of this same reason. 

Anyone have any ideas on what could be helpful, or have any information that might relieve some of my anxiety?

TLDR; i felt a pop in my skull last week and despite knowing the reason is probably nothing to worry about, my anxiety won’t let me stop thinking it could be something. I can’t sleep because of it. Any info or tips that might help keep me calm?",4.523309098609442,5.389930514223195,5.341849368250164,83.02116961953837,69.89715536105032,8.435067410178585,29.183948612973808,8.654491914285503,2.100639359073904,1803,66,362,29,31,588,201,457,0.159,0.711,0.13,-0.8867,1,1,2,0,0,1,51.0,0,0,1,0,19,28,2,9,15,0,46,21,12,5,1,83,89,37,4,13,16,1,8,5,2,10,8,1,2,0,25,22,1,2,21,0,0,5,10,15,0,0,13,14,47,13,39,56,9,45,0,2,2,0,11,15,1,15,30,230,72,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06651912198128795,0.0,0.0513617835127259,0.053441462669935866,0.0,0.0,0.17470446336878348,0.0,0.34393083767131555,0.0725574865990269,0.0,0.04490855255478388,0.0,0.052852808076267535,0.0,0.0,0.07306673749134218,0.0,0.04938609352294605,0.0,0.07830356546622022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134098858593384,0.0,0.07169784002197895,0.0655822774195023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538385268800526,0.0,0.0,0.08284135619920532,0.0,0.05531805535102552,0.0,0.13331360857524627,0.0,0.0,0.13147676769042224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162935021880043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565137558407874,0.0,0.14454498434150145,0.16237384472780814,0.04588331246873226,0.12333472315933187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099242226987955,0.0,0.13422245406662828,0.0,0.07300262195975513,0.0538700095409021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05679514324737861,0.0,0.0575341882349844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610852601873086,0.12914869219218011,0.0,0.0,0.06379125067243756,0.0,0.0,0.06875562883677776,0.07250372390016926,0.0,0.13407123170263474,0.0,0.057087324925089535,0.0,0.0,0.2117827115999294,0.1570591258350578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197027362399912,0.0,0.15688873563142258,0.06437166882739721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06077251893487394,0.08574316572366149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06470128389561225,0.0,0.13626800121994198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04721375228494031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06027207235182954,0.0,0.18488072569942826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535577549456329,0.0713157535316688,0.0,0.0,0.08905291915226965,0.056079965622235835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240555185722379,0.0,0.0,0.06924686093302827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16458016044605522,0.1320707555382554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061093960139200876,0.0,0.19290532198352506,0.0,0.05118008017752629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659274184144949,0.05312869485384704,0.0,0.12854545354412447,0.0,0.0,0.09888915373674556,0.0635214957623784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258248140802363,0.05369609884322845,0.07357105922341732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20026728747122974,0.09658043415160372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457173478731884,0.0,0.12346094227374105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721094231173555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03788236131080447,0.0,0.15455549550584094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13044993843343053,0.13090426161459484,0.13687365455637016,0.07022142395099798,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CharBurn14,2019/03/26,Lexapro... now I'm worried Well I took my first dose of 5mg today and I'm supposed to do that for 6 days then to 10mg once a day. I was foolishly optimistic when I took it. Now after reading all about it on here... I've got  anxiety about my anxiety medication. Yay.,-0.5017293233082682,1.6093476491228105,2.697994987468676,90.22263157894741,90.05263157894737,6.76591478696742,23.932330827067666,7.957251820313856,1.535433082706768,204,9,47,5,7,73,43,57,0.149,0.7120000000000001,0.139,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,1,2,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,5,2,8,3,1,12,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,9,28,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38021079642172606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32052991760337096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21137795185577654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987518920466761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503423187088269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646493713761324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24857192653955995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23555337751775166,0.0,0.5521956810719858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234355494144608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523685628521459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Operatundrum,2019/03/26,"I often physically can't speak, though I know exactly what i want to say and its taking a huge toll on me Hi, so I'm a 20yo male who is quite social and enjoys life very much for the most part - bar one huge thing. I've always had difficulty getting words out, like a stammer. It has it's ups and downs, but ultimately I can never say things how I want to, or when I want to. When I speak it's a constant battle of ""when will I freeze"", or often I'll try speak and no words will come out. The only way I can speak is if I act uninterested and fairly monotonous, and even then it's a struggle. If I try tell a joke my delivery becomes informative and serious.  The worst is when I'm in a group and we're joking (or even one on one joking) and I want to say something to add to conversation, but I physically can't.

It's really holding me back in a lot of ways, Do you have a similar experience? Do you know how I can progress towards being able to say what I want when I want? Thanks in advance for any replies!",3.4241655540720934,3.7497640467289695,5.4798397863818415,83.00037383177573,72.0841121495327,8.731108144192259,26.50066755674232,8.841846274778883,1.6813321762349809,782,24,178,14,14,274,116,214,0.094,0.764,0.142,0.5696,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,0,3,14,11,1,1,12,0,16,2,0,2,2,40,30,26,0,8,7,0,1,1,0,2,1,8,0,1,11,13,1,1,3,4,0,3,4,5,0,3,1,9,21,6,21,26,5,26,0,0,0,0,18,12,0,9,10,122,32,0,0.13435300243410198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179246081979713,0.0,0.0,0.09136464881595396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330916575591192,0.0,0.0,0.14838233560915268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157332151691329,0.0,0.1451878658527216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17747778198876082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142301670046713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019389855613851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14767379300644629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489749890952913,0.06563809055701646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422211816064025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876491564365583,0.0,0.1036213180770542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27312321459713995,0.1021815125292924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549120903162274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14290095592662574,0.0,0.0,0.08606997366453087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4273716002810298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695596650900935,0.0,0.10343150516758948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404549293084046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101673739298793,0.0,0.11743044597569745,0.12369419374616918,0.0,0.0,0.1785163298111742,0.0,0.13200114274405295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824337389801084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085529759281486,0.4754692908113763,0.21328631942936674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wallpear111,2019/03/26,"How did you deal with blackout anxiety? I think it's time to give it up. The amount of times I have blacked out has ramped up exponentially in the last year. It's gotten to about three times a week. This last week was especially bad, with me blacking out five nights. On one particularly bad, night I have about two or three snippets from 1 am to 3:30 am. I know I was at some random friends house I barely know and for all I know I was wondering the street that time. I am not a violent or aggressive person even when I'm blackout (or so I've heard from friends. I usually just walk around like a zombie). Because of last week's bender, I've had crippling anxiety and OCD, conjuring up the worst thoughts possible. Thoughts that I've done something violent or committed some crime that will come back to haunt me.

Has this happened to you before? How did you deal with this? This could be the last straw. I just need to get over this hump and reassure myself that I did not do anything bad. I know deep down I didn't but this anxiety is getting horrible.",2.567392344497605,4.802881564593303,3.390763157894739,89.36509210526317,77.8516746411483,7.2422009569378,25.282535885167466,8.238735603445708,1.5393213397129182,833,31,175,16,20,264,118,209,0.117,0.8109999999999999,0.071,-0.8863,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,3,0,0,11,11,3,0,8,0,21,1,0,2,2,36,38,12,0,2,9,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,13,10,0,0,8,0,0,2,3,7,0,5,13,3,20,4,27,22,5,32,0,0,2,1,11,13,0,8,18,116,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276072352330791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899121391370327,0.10708662467928902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249819501051863,0.30131987894787826,0.07332973669144427,0.0,0.10236081859067693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362210775374654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604448705025632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24803441508218485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310190742573515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945265247430998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18587675619544355,0.0,0.12569666727412726,0.11539638514265772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063750513756566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880242621482794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644404144299569,0.3922206870623832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05876927624026961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891960277010887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22577440345619976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151391724975532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503555204054764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356127277494003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260773199763904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707914988465933,0.0,0.19099903647117705,0.2805761825485298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750916699592527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13248617898739293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28947631495907394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045305483301978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746500200719694
anxiety,michizzle85,2019/03/26,I’m drowning I am at a 12 out of 10 on the anxiety level right now. I left work at 1 on Sunday when I should have been there until 9:30. It’s bad for my team as I am a supervisor and they need my support. It’s been building all day. Literally nothing bad has happened and the fact that I feel this makes me feel worse. Like there should be a reason for this elephant on my chest. I fucking hate this. I told my doctor and she just upped my Zoloft. It’s not helping.,0.5731000000000002,2.466730110000004,2.588000000000001,94.31900000000002,82.9,5.2,21.0,6.2581,0.0573999999999999,361,11,84,3,10,121,68,100,0.177,0.7709999999999999,0.052000000000000005,-0.9096,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,2,5,6,2,0,5,0,9,4,1,2,2,15,19,6,1,3,2,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,2,15,2,12,13,1,15,0,0,0,1,5,10,1,0,6,58,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18126204851011612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39567785802374944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15280973086603758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425229427388672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396127214805608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21905155895470385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095294174870892,0.0,0.0,0.23393383844575205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588190391936718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25744111205117354,0.0,0.0,0.1157592128747916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15816242851370002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17569149424306005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22735483203592105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436186167757192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023494808934868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688820399468366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264108168359619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17249856507879532,0.0,0.2414668941252256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sssstina,2019/03/26,"Things you wish you knew sooner I’m looking for a list of things you wish you knew sooner about anxiety that would have helped you. 

I’ve had anxiety pretty much all my life but one of my friends just started experiencing anxiety with episodes of a racing heart, feels like she can’t breathe,  from what seems like out of nowhere. I gave her a few bits of info I picked up along the way but I’m wondering what suggestions or information you would give to someone that is knew to anxiety and/or panic attacks. ",6.3456462585034,6.867109551020409,6.0718367346938775,80.62197278911567,65.73469387755102,9.798639455782316,32.65986394557823,9.725611199111238,2.883688435374149,408,16,80,8,6,127,67,98,0.139,0.7090000000000001,0.152,0.3291,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,6,0,0,2,5,1,1,4,0,6,3,2,1,1,21,20,3,0,4,4,0,1,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,8,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,5,3,12,3,14,13,4,4,0,0,1,0,14,2,0,3,3,50,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5210908370832087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19373142985714475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18591446674261566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610461665747061,0.12165644774002585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156697012003585,0.0,0.0,0.16335934698645627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20179652296197773,0.11414295871422114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028208680553605,0.16639187748573855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14300216625018256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251840174219677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539408514197565,0.0,0.0,0.19980065671175715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732479129584035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550271975783697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442876323488199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053336476621693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262685205120534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351696508487237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3916541764953904,0.0,0.18467411976176976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419407217510841,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,acp3500,2019/03/26,"A bunch of things Am i the only one that just feels like there’s 45 million different aspects to life? like there’s so many things to know about. most people have their job or specialty but even then you have to know about so much more at a surface level just to survive. And then there’s me where, every time i think of something i don’t know about or something new i feel the need to deeply research and master that thing. Which is hard because now i’m trying to be an expert on everything, which is impossible.",5.856148867313912,5.82381133009709,5.6545145631067975,85.09821197411006,66.76699029126213,8.420064724919095,28.81715210355987,7.793537801064563,1.5909948220064734,409,12,84,4,6,127,71,103,0.017,0.946,0.037000000000000005,0.2263,2,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,2,13,2,0,0,5,0,7,1,0,0,0,15,15,9,0,1,5,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,7,2,13,14,4,10,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,3,7,62,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701795908061494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176980863604384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13762375560262574,0.0,0.1755573133680173,0.0,0.18726589500585936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21071218652791612,0.14885668796654414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866549785685105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20677107016829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34353745753232817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471750441196357,0.20359417233676966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112503855084256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15317296013443762,0.15450072382452928,0.0,0.2012411486743279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119417132637915,0.1584717067100661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14445472531863118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208206014135899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41528726812520006,0.1335124977635511,0.0,0.0,0.12149987059104765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146681362437594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,igetturnedonbythanos,2019/03/26,"I keep doubting my anxiety So I have bad general anxiety and social anxiety, but it’s undiagnosed because my parents won’t listen to me about how bad it is. But i was talking  to some people at school and I started to spiral while I was thinking, and i say to one of my friends ‘hay can we leave, I can feel my anxiety getting bad’  he said yes and as we’re getting up to leave another “friend” followed us 
And asked me wether I’m diagnosed I replied no. His answer to that was ‘if your not diagnosed it doesn’t mean anything, you probably don’t Even have it’ I just walked away.

I’m now lying in bed listening to music and I can’t stop doubting my self and ironically it’s making me get worse. Dose anyone have any advice?",0.757327327327328,3.16665767567568,3.1639639639639623,87.02322822822822,87.1081081081081,6.5321321321321335,25.114114114114113,7.793537801064563,1.7186744744744742,568,25,115,12,18,195,94,148,0.219,0.706,0.076,-0.9494,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,2,0,0,6,7,0,2,0,1,13,3,0,2,0,25,29,14,0,1,5,1,1,0,2,1,3,4,1,1,6,8,0,2,4,0,0,2,6,5,0,1,4,5,23,2,14,24,1,10,0,0,0,0,17,4,0,4,4,76,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713098219173506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954306946228852,0.14715052656040525,0.4294149344989566,0.0,0.0,0.09812352316986404,0.0,0.11548142709648668,0.0,0.13119164488583027,0.0,0.13184670260071818,0.0,0.351514525963649,0.08554519443634519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848684175433823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268808141228772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095616673858601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21684058838017856,0.0,0.21995331622172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473368949398188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971830325908727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367281987411716,0.0,0.0,0.1528628838521423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509271702065253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15582227874088053,0.0,0.0,0.09728866417061716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15130182507916395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13348803896417358,0.1115977820892992,0.0,0.14202365817828255,0.0,0.0,0.14639706909324926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14305098510290706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932783931827023,0.0,0.0,0.1173239861727312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11279369062786668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991919460472708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168802333942851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301048037458233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,llonoodles,2019/03/26,Parent leaving Does anyone else have feelings of being unwanted or low self esteem because of their dad/mum leaving and not making effort to see you? I have tried to be the one to try and reach out to my dad and I feel like this has made me feel lower because even after that our relationship has not improved. Wondering if anyone could give some advice for how they deal with this or at least try to get over it.,7.7174390243902415,6.347023548780491,7.514756097560976,77.69823170731708,63.512195121951216,9.663414634146342,31.47560975609756,8.07648339933343,2.171746341463414,329,9,63,3,4,105,63,82,0.103,0.855,0.042,-0.6315,2,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,1,2,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,3,0,20,16,7,0,3,5,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,4,8,1,13,12,2,5,0,1,1,0,10,4,0,5,2,46,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814325114206683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596466087183841,0.19023869258351345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22636284256835035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824070072142878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19141543999070526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16247922007794913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15510169613197858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226318890203958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816377887711489,0.13264117636322265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970038083774387,0.1781095565153711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39319097036134304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907079516827461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17568344499040092,0.12393475704749445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581336610532756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20616221743180432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993378275615893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479532683203137,0.0,0.19369209995940773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3781689253971172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20134890459229346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,oceanquill,2019/03/26,"Anxiety is my hobby I just realized the other day that I don’t really know what I like and I can’t think of anything I enjoy doing. I’ve had anxiety and depression for as long as I can remember and I feel like that especially fucked up my formative years. My friends now know they like fashion, or mountain climbing, or cooking, crocheting, reading, going to the gym... and when they ask what I like to do in my free time, I don’t really know. I’ve spent the most important years of my life succumbing to this mental illness - in my free time I was having panic attacks, crying, self-harming, etc. I was consumed by how badly I was hurting, so while everyone else was out playing volleyball or something, I was writing a suicide note. 

I’m doing a little better these days, and I’ve finally reached out and have started getting help. The hard part is trying to keep myself distracted, or making friends again... I feel very disconnected and very lonely, not knowing what I like to do or how to connect through it. I have so much free time and nothing to fill it with, now that I’m trying to do better. 

Does anyone else feel like this? No hobbies because your mental illness is your hobby? And how on earth do I begin to start finding things that make life a little easier and a little happier?",5.5427800000000005,6.224843948000005,6.504550000000003,76.25802500000002,67.52,9.29,33.225,9.354420925462401,3.11026,1017,44,182,19,16,339,135,250,0.161,0.645,0.194,0.8104,0,2,1,0,0,1,34.0,0,2,2,3,10,23,2,2,8,0,22,6,0,5,0,39,43,24,1,0,7,0,4,6,2,0,4,0,0,0,14,13,1,1,11,4,4,3,5,8,0,0,7,4,28,18,23,36,4,29,0,3,0,1,9,9,1,6,23,127,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16337966654244554,0.0,0.0,0.07466618977361753,0.10941331676033376,0.0878745266411575,0.0,0.09982907194232186,0.12148275945906638,0.0,0.0,0.08916057861188391,0.06509482655803024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888843858147961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729773470248347,0.13773430830414968,0.0,0.09197331429705946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344781617207804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17840945791302065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909292000167432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203714473136864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16198032154247566,0.15257370462133088,0.0,0.11697717589768634,0.09759907818851153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16500284538896193,0.09872052906768572,0.055790482308430304,0.0,0.06068807960988365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565791754218456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715753845808643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431499210464732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491495036107192,0.0,0.0,0.2347438254781035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085006939149048,0.31301701190324865,0.3210783002757167,0.0,0.09450090258331796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14255893631627775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21522727538570885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849887799726897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246258648778718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252885767527552,0.0,0.11563718343723545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068133752435599,0.0,0.1368177417636292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096599701112105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113994992240054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220790806442657,0.0,0.0,0.15116520607403364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168048869428702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094286216437297,0.0684231816363214,0.0,0.0,0.18680066331236805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449993018822068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17621675519850036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375314053340734
anxiety,bronze-flamingo,2019/03/26,"Good vibes request? Tomorrow I see a new doctor about my medications. My long-running friend, Effexor has stopped working for me after over a decade of use, so for the last several months it's been experimentation time to see what else might work. It has not been smooth. The last medication gave me terrifying side effects and frankly I'm quite scared about what this doctor will prescribe. I'm super nervous about the whole thing. ",6.204615384615384,8.30719817948718,5.818461538461541,76.50153846153849,67.2051282051282,8.78974358974359,32.230769230769226,9.2995712137729,2.972061538461538,350,15,61,7,6,108,60,78,0.128,0.754,0.118,0.0276,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,5,4,5,0,2,5,0,6,4,0,3,0,7,12,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,3,5,3,9,7,1,10,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,1,8,35,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3873671705349324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580762914412707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461976185649342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587160495281114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084932811078847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16746143834489474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3812560000202453,0.0,0.20074173937448025,0.0,0.0,0.15104053715265625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827582505520056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012680072887171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894509325881755,0.0,0.3015815370940789,0.0,0.0,0.21377456092601216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582036601830811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257151351319124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103407724403812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16343283425801167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112670776345348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755214839523721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheLittleNorsk,2019/03/26,"Overthinking and negativity about an upcoming event turns into a positive experience - Does anyone feel this? I am a very self-aware person, unfortunately so. This is where my anxiety (and social anxiety) stems from. This curse happens to me on a daily basis, and when I try to think positively about an upcoming situation, things turn bad, quickly. I understand this may be something that is unheard of, but it plagues me into being so cynical and generally unhappy. 
Anyone else have this curse?
TLDR: If I think negatively, things go very well and vise versa",6.337345360824743,8.854816175257733,7.751121134020617,61.086887886597964,67.65979381443299,11.447938144329894,33.774484536082475,11.20814326018867,4.927042268041237,447,21,66,16,8,153,70,97,0.213,0.7170000000000001,0.07,-0.9393,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,8,3,1,0,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,15,15,10,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,9,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,1,7,1,9,12,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,3,52,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902467449846785,0.0,0.0,0.2652915017006789,0.1943746104991229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15839527813166807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16601162827582214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584737119667282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18556733752881416,0.0,0.0,0.09592026162990724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781340137919528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16775500416119746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656425942151699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979030972883684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21323573171791368,0.0,0.19337978005546708,0.0,0.1460437411377664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25206239257143404,0.2431098822971125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879685791691706,0.4126878976063284,0.0,0.19748900570761005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130520504204786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17056706843084474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Veinsonmycock,2019/03/26,"Headaches I never used to get them before but now o routinely get tension headaches.

Any advice? ",3.0139215686274485,5.956051176470593,2.5847058823529423,86.62450980392158,96.05882352941177,4.619607843137255,29.196078431372552,6.42735559955562,1.9542313725490192,78,4,12,1,3,23,15,17,0.174,0.826,0.0,-0.4497,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4569066617409271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31796549117394346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3978699561497968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4885749077146169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606209154793866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4038327150480709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,e_884,2019/03/26,"Extremely bad dysmorphia Ok I dont know if this fits here but whenever I look at pictures of myself taken by others, I get the absolute worst body dysmorphia. Like, i feel like I look grotesque and deformed to everyone. Idk if its my anxiety or what but I genuinely can’t believe people talk to me I feel so gross lmao

Does anyone else experience this or",2.268586956521741,4.969912579710146,4.191141304347827,80.37627717391305,82.6231884057971,8.667391304347825,27.46557971014493,9.188382445141503,3.0702884057971014,284,13,52,9,8,96,54,69,0.209,0.621,0.17,-0.4912,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,10,9,8,0,2,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,4,10,3,5,8,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,4,2,33,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18531272870937746,0.0,0.0,0.1693796500152186,0.24820322767317365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20226005433280328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729212203829016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26907372852162803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119856182015299,0.0,0.283903156846164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20236020903392765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23147044084547874,0.0,0.23695693592439004,0.0,0.0,0.2449673697059903,0.17305610992498816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265602596869238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312861926953373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23669218998018896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4068407233949006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16793852641369753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19470311730857687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,m00s3o,2019/03/26,"Is it social anxiety? So I have general anxiety, mostly triggered by food, health, but also just general no-explanation-anxiety. I would not consider myself to have social anxiety, I’m an introvert but the nature of my job requires me to be able to speak to/approach strangers and be in social situations with ease and I handle that fine. However, on the other hand when I am spending time with friends or family I get overly worried about things. I often come away from social interactions with people who mean a lot to me worried if I said the wrong thing, do they not like me anymore, did I do the right thing? And feel negative about it. Also if a family member who I don’t know all that well or converse with often gets in touch, I’ll often obsess over how to text back, the pressure of how I will appear to them encompasses me a bit. Is this just paranoia or is what I’m experiencing social anxiety? Or is this normal? ",5.9673692229558135,6.425960536312848,7.368654139156934,71.2165058405282,66.54189944134077,10.531437277805994,31.91518537328593,10.436869588844218,3.44557653631285,732,28,130,18,11,252,109,179,0.172,0.741,0.086,-0.9257,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,1,15,7,0,2,9,0,15,3,1,3,1,38,25,17,0,4,12,0,3,1,1,2,1,2,0,0,13,8,1,1,3,0,1,2,4,3,1,0,2,6,18,4,22,19,4,13,0,0,0,0,14,8,0,12,4,107,31,2,0.11518737031611855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842305968514987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44059011505066825,0.0,0.11423491958387183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822232614835674,0.08857197768105123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257547751178481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922372014053492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21717680264120892,0.0,0.058242195425057285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928502540971652,0.0,0.08899347657160687,0.0,0.12036129361357252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243878824176375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143056913359332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06330396631576052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05627473079764163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979281831034211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547281460897766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285916631537443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985641913469535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836938487686654,0.1095695668130168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12947543039694506,0.0,0.5870950907484509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295761116263831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06716668194362313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356727936124573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339567317680621,0.0,0.08182580298546323,0.12593930702434722,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Quelquech0se,2019/03/26,"Is my friend being mean or am I over-thinking? So today I was sat with a few friends and somehow we got onto the topic of straight people going to pride. I said that I didn't get why they did unless it's for social gain, in which case they're exploiting and trivializing gay culture (I don't 100% believe that btw I was just playing devil's advocate a little). My friend disagreed with me and we kind of debated a little but it wasn't an argument. 

About 5 minutes later my friend was doing homework and I was talking to some other people about game of thrones. As a joke I said that every episode was the same shit about dragons and incest (it was a dumb joke but that's my sense of humour), and my friend turned to me and said ""well that's a very ignorant way of seeing game of thrones"" and I kind of got mad?? I ignored it but it still pissed me off for a while.

The thing is, this friend takes little digs at me sometimes and I'm not sure if it's a joke or if she's actually trying to piss me off. I genuinely can't think of any other examples because it isn't a frequent thing, but this has happened before.

She's not the kind of person to cause drama or whatever, she's very laid back and rarely talks about anything serious (we usually talk about stupid memes or whatever), but she sometimes really gets on my nerves.

What do you think of this as an outsider ? ",5.43659946236559,5.157774297491038,6.140374103942655,82.09722782258065,67.67383512544802,8.982168458781363,30.340725806451612,8.472884824447931,2.0831306451612903,1075,36,222,14,16,353,147,279,0.151,0.723,0.126,-0.9077,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,3,1,1,2,11,27,6,0,15,0,19,5,3,1,1,40,36,26,0,2,15,0,0,0,6,0,0,3,1,1,21,15,0,2,3,7,0,1,7,10,1,0,15,4,31,17,33,20,3,19,1,0,1,2,26,10,4,8,7,152,52,1,0.0,0.0,0.10117980343342314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050810128474813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532240271751851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797259467108982,0.0,0.0632042893282562,0.0,0.08822672882769443,0.1168154110445594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651116168595308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735753044780997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4806320931196771,0.0,0.10834033891899164,0.0,0.05892552673168072,0.0,0.16584978240988055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916866721170098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32391015422774894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117532814925008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294135225482108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14376169039336978,0.09053213226249658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06642208446440888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29587927266321923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262205114476423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642926930146797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569192005126606,0.0,0.0,0.2050905842064595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828015020302007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772014715461884,0.0,0.07795682951627432,0.2500097791752738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776496299638682,0.19930793878281194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827950819722747,0.0,0.0,0.07039405674111593,0.11277749997290888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419234769584705,0.17109892396938178,0.0,0.08229886289647156,0.0,0.0,0.09322360877026972,0.0,0.09355792108538648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,idek123455,2019/03/26,"Unsupportive partner during anxiety flares I wasn’t really sure if this is an anxiety issue, or depression, or relationship. But. 

I have a severe fear of people judging me. I generally dislike being in public while doing literally anything, like performing a task. I straight panic because everyone constantly has their own better way of doing things and always feel the need to share or critique what I’m doing. 

Just now I got home from work and my routine is usually to take my puppy for a walk when the weather permits. He’s only 9 months old so we’re still working on a lot of things. This has been a major anxiety trigger for me since we’ve gotten him - I have no issues training in the house but when we get in public I’m terrified of people watching me constantly fail because he’s still a work in progress. 

He was having an awful walk today - not listening to me, pulling, sniffing EVERYTHING and taking forever, eating sticks. I decided to cut it short and was heading back home when a couple was across the street walking slightly behind us in the same direction with three dogs. Naturally my puppy started going ballistic and stopping and turning to look at them every two seconds. I would normally turn and walk the other way but I was pretty close to my house and I honestly didn’t want the walk to be any longer than it needed to be by walking the other direction. So I stopped entirely and waited for them to get ahead of us enough that we could walk behind. Three separate times they felt it was necessary to turn around, glare at me and repeat ‘I don’t know why she needs to just stand there and stop. Why would she do that.’

I realize other people wouldn’t think literally anything of this but I was mortified that they had something negative to say and I was so angry. I immediately texted my bf about how embarrassed I was and his response was ‘who cares’.  Which  is a typical response any time I try to share my feelings with him. 

So now I’m a crying mess because I’m feeling ashamed for feeling angry at those people and incompetent because I can’t control my dog. My bf constantly downplays my anxiety over things like this and it makes the situation ten times worse, I don’t know why I even tell him anything anymore or why I’m with someone who never ever tries to help me through it, as trivial as it might seem to him. I sound over emotional, maybe I am I dk. 

How do you deal with an unsupportive partner when you’re in the middle of something that brings you your worst anxiety, no matter how seemingly insignificant?

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anxiety,a-no-show,2019/03/26,"Does anyone else contradict themselves a lot? I have this habit of contradicting myself and I am not sure if this is a good thing or not. I am always thinking about how one thing can be seen in other ways than the one way I started seeing it, and then I contradict myself, and that makes me anxious. ",7.243333333333332,6.214162033898307,7.280000000000001,77.89706214689267,64.25423728813557,9.900564971751416,31.53107344632768,8.841846274778883,2.3864870056497174,236,7,46,3,3,76,45,59,0.182,0.77,0.049,-0.7151,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,2,1,12,11,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,8,2,4,9,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,2,40,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21203305720058602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878773322766296,0.0,0.1781780890140341,0.2610961634998525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22299722750763468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21287182571758825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21373334942061603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21664130779415,0.0,0.0,0.17009625723316926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453491690990544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20306085061397205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803649524995644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401675573095099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33858600922208465,0.1632802180636735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4045330967404626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IrrelevantL,2019/03/26,"This Sub I have been following this subreddit for so long and it has helped me in more ways than I could ever begin to explain. First time ever posting, I just want to thank everyone for making me feel normal. Thank you for saving my life. You are all incredible.",4.1544117647058805,5.8591938039215705,5.115833333333335,81.09375000000003,71.74509803921569,8.237254901960785,24.514705882352942,8.841846274778883,1.7997411764705882,208,6,39,4,4,68,41,51,0.0,0.877,0.123,0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,3,12,13,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,8,3,7,11,2,10,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,6,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20920521252359764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4740322558043923,0.0,0.2503756031396013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13248744141072266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22287787431149814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17562947426216602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18507562715018813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318834042624977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17490336365789685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567283406085041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509470052338032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4824738427349714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278857147836744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545488170548163,0.20798282243759755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KarlTravnicek,2019/03/26,"Sexual anxiety I'm not a native speaker so I hope you forgive my subpar english. My story goes like this: I am a 29 year old virgin. I had a handful of opportunities of having sex for the first time throughout my live, but nothing ever happened because I panicked or I pushed people away. Two years ago I met a nice colleague who was in a distant relationship at the time. I became friends with her and I was able to enjoy my time. Dancing, talking and some playful flirting, without the fear of something ever happening. Sometimes I got sad thinking about the possibility of her moving to her boyfriend, but most of the time I was able to enjoy the moment. But than it happened. She became single and her playful flirting started to get serious. I had no idea how to react to that. At first I thought I should ask her out on a date, but I knew she just wanted to have some fun and I started to panic because I was scared I couldn't get an erection when it gets serious. (Already happened twice) Than she started talking about some other guy and I got crazy jealous. Like most guys I really wanted to lose my virginity, but my anxiety was always stronger. First I tried to push her away, than I told her about my virginity. She started to get really excited, because she always wanted to deflower a guy. (It's on her list apparently) at first that made me happy but not for long. I got scared again once I realized I'm horrible at flirting when there is a chance of getting  laid. I told her that we should stay friends, but I couldn't hide the fact that something was wrong. Now I'm scared she doesn't want anything to do with me again. I'm also scared of people in my workplace starting to talk. I'm scared of losing my job, because I'm not able to calm down. My heart is pounding like crazy every time I wake up. I cry every time I think about all the fun we had. I googled the number of suicides in my hometown, wondering if people would think I'm weird if I killed myself. (In retrospect, that's kinda funny) fuuuuuuuk I don't know. I took a vacation so I can find a therapist, but I accidentally told my boss I had psychological problems and by the look of her I knew she doesn't want anything to do with it. Fuck it. My train of thought has to end somewhere. Might as well end here....",3.103321446765154,5.028572889624726,4.517041942604858,83.36591441670913,75.07064017660046,6.853659364917643,28.171676006113092,7.702957570686157,1.7702711156393267,1801,75,348,25,39,598,210,453,0.187,0.6559999999999999,0.157,-0.9548,3,0,2,0,0,1,52.0,2,1,0,7,21,40,3,7,21,0,28,8,3,4,4,68,76,24,2,14,16,0,1,3,2,4,0,1,0,3,13,12,0,0,13,3,0,5,10,18,1,6,23,3,72,22,58,47,7,52,0,3,1,5,36,15,1,12,34,241,85,2,0.2024679745019335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05982521439247559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447614818266955,0.0539711886865106,0.11231304943791832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325829754317528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107592775042152,0.0,0.06309340833059715,0.0,0.12681688458848492,0.0,0.0,0.16456346402210892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413385427557365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955101982002245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209591629819715,0.11372533392667683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594425358740685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061684020226046535,0.2296255409073759,0.0,0.0,0.1042841699044451,0.06239279330052053,0.1763019335329744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619321350106618,0.0,0.0,0.20047512672651985,0.2387223482550741,0.07184364124466533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997517487669346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703212760782692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07618723290870834,0.0,0.0,0.06697274112406486,0.0,0.07466693855343128,0.0,0.03709036793043021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891562528922236,0.0,0.059594310290151865,0.05972592871287179,0.05667403523974105,0.15100658277700452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638600309815165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071595508399284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173047161384523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06475782737535808,0.0,0.07081869348684587,0.07187392833490153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918418130530296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036580042418695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608407329291661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06457816923370778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647077930315056,0.0,0.0,0.07245827769694987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378429388336077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391315897456836,0.06674866795837164,0.0,0.2388464574156904,0.07193464053261774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382236740769944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16273608855408944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783603078715054,0.0,0.12973330276234465,0.0,0.10715797057488026,0.23612140827279565,0.0,0.0,0.1934668262110285,0.07498312314485509,0.0458208214466389,0.0,0.06592726378035038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990347618759596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060681008167822965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06505730077778163,0.07318929388059768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047942479998731566,0.07378898205424925,0.0,0.08692182493729933
anxiety,Myszlala,2019/03/26,"Difficulty with crying My anxiety has improved quite a bit over the last 10 years. However, I still have trouble with crying. Not as many things give me anxiety, but once I start crying even just a bit it usually turns into bawling. Also get headache and feel lightheaded which I assume is just from the exertion of crying. 

I feel if I could control my tears I wouldn’t spiral into some really harsh self loathing. But it literally feels like I can’t control, even if I know it’s not a appropriate reaction, it’s very difficult to stop. I’m not sure if these are panic attacks, as I don’t feel like I’m going to die and I’ve never passed out or anything. But feel like attacks in how little I can control them. 

I’m sorry for the long post. I’m just coming off one of these spells and writing helps to calm me. Exposure has helped me overcome somethings, but I still sometimes jump into things that lead me down this road because that’s what most people do (I think). That is people are able to try new things without it turning into a horrible ordeal. It’s like I have this false sense of security but then the smallest thing knocks me down, like how dare you think you can do it, how dare you think you’re like everybody else. ",4.218148148148149,5.59954038271605,5.0198559670781915,83.11768518518521,71.09876543209877,8.033744855967077,27.491769547325106,8.515128840125781,1.9142164609053505,975,34,190,16,18,316,138,243,0.229,0.66,0.111,-0.9858,1,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,3,1,5,11,14,2,1,8,0,16,0,0,7,2,52,36,19,1,5,16,0,5,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,20,11,0,5,10,0,0,5,8,5,0,1,0,5,24,9,24,34,4,29,0,0,0,0,9,12,0,7,17,123,44,1,0.0937442383051202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496723350374418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434281714283064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714352059835314,0.0,0.0,0.2132952088594448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057145617568239174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20468885736867468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075236061772692,0.0,0.0,0.3154264034807106,0.07484714624854254,0.0,0.4118945755514572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729171905421656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831128210600187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383437055512772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236999517931348,0.20091270772848707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04897749536367526,0.08992801544982164,0.05327701096561931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256695737843743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05151938174886469,0.0764140660954878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747921977890172,0.09395635427678438,0.0,0.0829607009408879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504194390137996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230133572988473,0.09053876951240826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099834554313988,0.06352352199550583,0.0,0.0,0.10998866532656418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998090268076706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978106699540107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970853664387352,0.0,0.0,0.06005495951667104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779568541093296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216889457638706,0.09271544871773058,0.10493899982875028,0.06635265437131067,0.0,0.1497285396096764,0.07837438081220545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883528351850859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24911802579748585,0.1802025680384441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364618427576149,0.20393362388057928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324603440685998,0.07734881429257963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036610045519078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060368215942914326
anxiety,supersalad5,2019/03/26,"It’s been 6 months. Why can’t I stop feeling like this? I left a horrendous working environment 6 months ago where my boss was a complete narcissist and totally paranoid that I had some sort of power over everyone else. I didn’t. He didn’t realise they all thought he was a complete and utter joke. He proved this to us in a daily basis, but he blamed me verbally most of the time. He still has no idea the rumours were circulated by his current staff!

It was only a short term position but I ended up leaving about a month early. I was so physical and mentally strained from the experience that it was a huge relief to just leave.

But over the past 6 months some of my former colleagues have come to me telling me some things my former boss has said, and continues to say about me.

I know I shouldn’t care because I’ve washed my hands of it all but it really hurts. The mere mention of his name just gets me so angry now and upset now. 

I’ve spent days recently where I’ve had to try so hard not to cry for seemingly no reason at all. I have a tight feeling in my chest all the time and it’s as if one half of my brain is just imprinted with memories of my old work. 

It’s as if every time I seemingly start to feel better about it, he rears his ugly head again and an obsession consumes.

I’m leaving town in a couple of months so I hope the distance will help. But the thought of him bad mouthing me to my friends and people that know and respect me is really making me anxious. I feel like he’s won a victory over me - but there’s no victory to win. I left. I had no intention of going back. I don’t want to go back. But I feel like I am stuck in a fog.

I’d be grateful if anyone has any ideas to help. I think the problem lies in that I can’t identify my true feelings yet so I’m not accepting what’s happened. I’m just stuck at angry. There’s no moving on.",1.841006902761105,3.4873985178571445,3.6564705882352944,89.38264705882355,77.85204081632655,7.162785114045619,24.53961584633853,8.027739517013583,1.2881258103241295,1457,51,322,25,34,490,196,392,0.18,0.659,0.16,-0.7799,2,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,1,0,1,6,23,20,0,3,21,0,26,6,5,5,7,67,57,26,0,7,16,0,9,3,1,2,1,2,0,0,16,11,0,2,18,1,1,4,13,6,0,2,19,11,43,14,42,35,10,52,0,1,0,0,22,19,0,11,32,205,59,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08336294376564163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06395208014156609,0.0,0.0,0.1062411825863104,0.0,0.06575665662216719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14462565408836198,0.07852150444252329,0.05732739504766269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317289081557708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049824583218308,0.0,0.0,0.09588252931619283,0.0,0.0,0.08100923001900798,0.1972034061550554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405616478044884,0.1033011981296334,0.060649590153908285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856038655315664,0.0,0.08329368347098738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923480687142148,0.0898615760245711,0.0,0.09199154602350994,0.0,0.0,0.2853040824906353,0.20155180145341586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265695141816554,0.0,0.049133290436587984,0.0,0.10689296518451558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316141402617616,0.0,0.08424354927021557,0.0,0.0965146687820566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606932269487428,0.0,0.0,0.09340535660437868,0.0,0.0,0.1006743708950726,0.2123249227645828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10336652488186644,0.0,0.0,0.29873207764130805,0.204354759951223,0.0,0.0,0.13783314932116372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277405511244627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947726547060484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753188690005905,0.09995222469574658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868171510376844,0.0,0.063725587284216,0.07152350896048827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977414461357927,0.06519718286125903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998590886779606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049198294768465,0.0966912851529227,0.09285555845674323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08945589047122063,0.07478631830145341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17122540030631342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06656371899494999,0.0,0.07510240947053971,0.07862368597333018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219723262140181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062477614584060676,0.060258594599473365,0.0,0.14931837630317887,0.16451069903883925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06384863974732513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312146926160795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05546866427531043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485866954447692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369280243460126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ImNotExpectingMuch,2019/03/26,"Mixing lexapro, propranolol, xanax, and imodium for a presentation? I have a 30 minute solo presentation to do tomorrow, and I've been stuck in fight or flight because of it. My digestive system has given up, and I have had nervous diarrhea for the past 5 days. This morning i threw up, because of the nerves. 

I'm currently taking 5mg lexapro, and am prescribed 40 mg propranolol as needed. This however, won't be enough for tmw. For presentations in the past I have usually been drunk and have done alright, but this time i'm trying a different route. For the presentation tmw, I'm thinking of (in addition to my usual 5mg lexapro) taking 40mg propranolol 90 mins before, then 20mg propranolol 30 mins before. I also am wondering if anyone knows if i can safely take imodium for my diarrhea, and .125mg of xanax. If so, how long before my presentation should i dose them? (I'm currently trying .25mg of xanax right now for the first time, and it seems to be working well. However, it's a little too much and i can't read my slides that well.)",5.020671852899579,6.1628353811881205,6.276746817538898,75.76029702970297,68.95049504950495,10.325884016973127,31.26025459688826,10.451354775682146,3.4307739745403127,825,34,154,23,14,278,107,202,0.042,0.91,0.048,0.6199,5,0,0,0,1,0,33.0,0,0,1,2,7,6,1,1,9,1,18,6,0,1,0,22,33,18,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,7,9,2,1,4,2,0,2,2,2,2,1,7,0,14,4,21,22,2,31,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,6,21,93,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435479001965374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087305237687675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895849944332519,0.0,0.39696191678049736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028584241572397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16246635825953898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15913240308112053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16067500096449552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226981199426086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545976155039088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15585372650196802,0.0,0.13761426243469627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431176742487885,0.1153026669544286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968882624557576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15554395196747814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279774814588002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156306307357353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507541635295989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963932001618586,0.0,0.0,0.18134878293096465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111511259320838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425266834312561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279629714020975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16863514578257274,0.11320721407196305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,threeerika,2019/03/26,"How do I avoid feeling guilty about the decisions I make? Every time I go to hang out with my friends I end up feeling guilty that I'm with them and not spending more time with my family or spending time cleaning or doing homework and vice versa. This happens with pretty much every decision I make, like when I spend money on something I want (like the movies) I feel guilty for not having saved it or spent it on something more important. How do I avoid this guilt and learn to enjoy the things I'm doing and live in the moment?",6.2048571428571435,6.083896866666668,6.069285714285716,82.71821428571431,66.04761904761905,8.523809523809524,29.880952380952376,7.793537801064563,1.840238095238096,421,13,82,4,6,132,62,105,0.152,0.685,0.163,-0.1215,0,2,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,4,8,0,3,4,0,5,0,0,4,0,28,16,10,0,1,5,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,6,9,0,2,6,0,5,2,2,3,0,0,1,3,12,5,13,15,3,13,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,3,8,55,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19890782250035235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37843020609167866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21171041951711494,0.0,0.3406573670045454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735069862906842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763180867648768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19859195908605284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194331387236432,0.0,0.19830486617462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998126650572003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16508931971929947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284746941511096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457794038374679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491984236266896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3928564995594668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246083938463496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cat2495,2019/03/26,"Anxiety makes me feel like my boyfriend is going to break up with me So, I have always been a worrier, however, I realized I had anxiety when I finished university and my worries became what I can only describe as a black cloud over my life. My boyfriend and I went on holiday together and I cried Every. Single. Day. I knew there was something wrong before we went and I said I would go to the doctors. That was July 2018, and I didnt go because we came back and i thought it was just uni blues and i would be alright once my new job settled down. October 2018 came and my anxiety got considerably worse, to the point where every day I thought my boyfriend was cheating on me and didnt love me and was going to leave me. Safe to say, after a particularly bad nights sleep (due to a few too many panic attacks) I went to the doctors.
I was put on Sertraline and it was as if life was perfect! Everything was great, I felt myself again, so much happier and just wonderful and back to normal. Come to Janurary 2019, the doctor took me off sertraline and now I feel like my boyfriend doesnt want to be with me anymore and as if something is off. I'm sure it's not and it's my anxiety playing tricks on me, because I feel anxious in other places again, my job and my family life, I feel like I live my life on eggshells, holding my breath like it is all going to fall apart. I should also add, my boyfriend has been the most supportive person in the whole world, has stood by me and been amazing, I asked him for reassurance and he told me that we were fine. 
I just want to know, how do you cope with these thoughts? They give me headaches and make me want to cry all the time.
I've been to the doctors and they're putting me back onto the medication, but I just need something to help me cope in the meantime.

TDLR: got taken off of my meds and now I feel like my boyfriend will leave me. ",3.8182625557494703,4.796169335078536,4.662332751599768,86.83536261392284,71.61780104712042,8.067636222610046,28.807834012022496,8.401726058763845,1.851957804925344,1474,56,316,23,27,477,188,382,0.092,0.804,0.104,0.8597,3,0,3,0,0,0,38.0,3,1,1,1,19,22,3,1,14,1,32,12,2,3,4,72,73,33,0,10,8,0,6,5,0,4,9,2,0,1,10,32,0,2,14,2,0,15,4,6,0,0,34,10,64,16,40,33,7,52,0,0,2,1,16,20,0,4,21,212,74,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062131630160633215,0.06464738890987001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23774189563376005,0.08777177532471911,0.0770512813431952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726331290337182,0.08838780899676763,0.0,0.17922499695240493,0.06487100085213232,0.09472272645284396,0.0,0.06611162303535953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17772180806099472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692624990954357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706857798884627,0.10021202834786716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180912089173385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309205996641841,0.0,0.0698260949671257,0.0,0.07324271327226421,0.0,0.19642136581741987,0.22201760187285552,0.0745981436119818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453088417260283,0.22077562334046474,0.0,0.12427751137177638,0.08565758727429662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052076454711545296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419803356690742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042698430011627236,0.0,0.0,0.16453283722137346,0.0,0.0,0.21950945434387933,0.1897861061659922,0.0,0.06860496751577333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012160477054986,0.0,0.10372230668789877,0.0787692253300672,0.0,0.0,0.08630019471611512,0.07826823694555468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057113814880218036,0.057608899975746725,0.0,0.07503706725769481,0.0,0.07291028177498841,0.07612333783401291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274126329576446,0.0,0.05908956589235504,0.0,0.09115682620981924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783914897734164,0.08117338852271995,0.0,0.07344566681834773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15620727122896932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390450792030606,0.06178515494201502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774981739541352,0.0,0.0,0.17943723640400286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816589904541675,0.07322540025555258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850403768720365,0.0453038258894847,0.0,0.0,0.07423966741659868,0.08632056823106002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747728573275944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21606853688962274,0.0,0.08674225030014794,0.0,0.0,0.08425551205700509,0.0,0.07890173174394427,0.07917652593852778,0.11038276194236364,0.08494587305745377,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OG-K,2019/03/26,"Physical symptoms of anxiety Hi this is my first post on reddit so here it goes.         

It all started in August, I was waking up every morning with extreme stomach pain and nausea (puking every morning) over time this just disappeared but was replaced with constant shaking and cold sweats. I talked to my parents and they came to the conclusion that I have bad anxiety so I started seeing a therapist and recently started taking anti-anxiety medication and I even went to the hospital because of it and they told me it’s anxiety as well.

I just wanna make sure something isn’t wrong with me so I’ve come here to ask about some other symptoms I’ve been experiencing. Recently I’ve been having a lot of chest and rib pain, and my stomach hasn’t been to friendly to my toilet, Are these normal symptom of anxiety or should I be worried?",4.096211573236888,6.39944091772152,5.465858951175406,75.97620253164557,73.36708860759494,8.05858951175407,32.171790235081374,8.841846274778883,3.158870162748645,667,33,110,14,14,223,98,158,0.175,0.7659999999999999,0.059,-0.9468,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,2,10,8,0,1,4,0,13,12,6,1,2,26,24,14,0,3,4,1,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,0,9,13,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,5,1,1,8,3,15,3,20,14,3,19,0,0,1,0,8,4,0,3,9,84,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4851320442511645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857113623008432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589972346984183,0.07731582992322465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506243221928808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092548483173468,0.0,0.1370607239942044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377157811845178,0.0,0.2137234684037904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788354129710072,0.0,0.0,0.09799036732641346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078283375769825,0.0,0.0,0.08466158569789936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777026005656042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426878451588334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699171484574529,0.0,0.1408323270612691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147034193572295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25046331022362783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106897050989758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764174780598146,0.0,0.0,0.2693177933128866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953799904686703,0.3954821583185962,0.0953621508333219,0.10194304727995124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14726214648254807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07395696953648266,0.0,0.0,0.12119375601790802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403752430595153,0.11757486913297845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12880441897329986,0.0,0.0,0.13867127604819365,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SmartOneZ,2019/03/26,"Fugded an interview, over thinking about the hypothetical. Oh man , I feel so disappointed in myself , I'm good at conversing with people but when it comes to new experiences I get a full blown panic attack , heart starts pounding I start hyperventilating , and my voice chokes , mind races. I think I know why i get this spontaneous reaction all my childhood whenever I wanted to do something new I've been told by my mother and my family - your not good enough for it , you don't know how to do it. Iv been shamed for coming up with ideas , I wasn't allowed to make friends I have literally like 3 friends because of this. Now I'm 24 looking for new jobs , got a call from a recruiter , I wasn't expecting any calls related to jobs coz I have low self esteem. I get the call and the usual he asks my name he introduces himself and asks a question about my project I panic hard unable to talk, I admit to him I'm a little anxious and continue talking although I don't think I made full sentences. Then suddenly silence I am getting no response from the other side I get that loud bang in the chest , I repeatedly say hello , my mind wants to say hello can you hear me ? But all I get is one word. Now in these few moments I'm thinking did he hung up because he thought I was a waste of time or did the call drop. I hang up after hearing no response I'm still panicking now because I fudged it up, I couldn't speak a single sentence in full. Now I don't know how long I waited before calling back I'm fumbling to find some notes , something I can say to him properly , I'm also cursing myself for being like this , I'm repeatedly staring at the phone thinking will he call me back or should I give him a call. I take a deep breath glance my notes I get some confidence I shout yes I can do this , like a soldier going into battle I call him back . He picks up and says he was about to call me back , I reply an ok taking in shallow breaths I speak normally. The conversations went ok I guess but there was some delay because I'm overseas. Now I'm analysing that whole situation getting negative thoughts , feel like crying but have no tears , will my resume be sidelined because of this , because I can't deal new situations.
I really need someone to talk to about these things I can't handle it by myself. I'm trying to get away from my mother , but every step I try to take back there is a leash holding me back.",4.117135709055404,5.1557748775933625,5.23965340493044,82.74671222845987,70.97095435684649,7.911252135709055,29.11422992433488,8.219915518859313,1.9454303636807424,1889,72,379,27,34,625,233,482,0.141,0.769,0.091,-0.9761,3,0,2,0,0,0,41.0,0,3,0,0,23,17,2,3,21,3,32,5,4,7,2,62,89,20,0,7,8,2,3,4,2,3,1,11,0,2,16,11,0,3,16,0,0,6,13,7,0,1,15,17,65,10,49,68,12,60,0,2,3,0,55,22,0,7,35,235,81,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04815639974044389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04095037885679317,0.0,0.0,0.06802932238439317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259160550283324,0.06850679197094747,0.056576895346453576,0.27782405111232283,0.0,0.2202504006948488,0.0,0.05124117519770973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5534047955845923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374513707238553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06614676474017739,0.0,0.06208222586178735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06222140356249702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050736353733092036,0.0,0.0,0.058904865220113664,0.056768273571689676,0.0,0.0608961701820008,0.043019828859963534,0.0,0.0,0.05503826037364185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304872274888394,0.0,0.2831532872839675,0.05776669696168175,0.03422333887922165,0.10101618503300017,0.048161922525564005,0.0,0.06633703574030557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053943597318799726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574036996080993,0.07135874870283415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06797891490551985,0.0,0.0,0.119514362079997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928289304239617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176781046315132,0.06035436474365319,0.0,0.05329113121210863,0.050568044957496124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05697983042852017,0.040196055132866525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160624699007748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044650964551660406,0.0,0.2326360983524723,0.0,0.0,0.059000960973244525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04080534888597264,0.0,0.0,0.1413059515960233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04174765437893698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06745806326253162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03857726238139154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19155142794229332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06282062041550956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353753543508771,0.0,0.0,0.05102260805378872,0.0927176840765472,0.0,0.0,0.08524537450310905,0.0,0.04809025936402166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582957043220312,0.14520310416223442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04000623563178031,0.1929266626483432,0.0,0.09561290369853236,0.035113663421755974,0.0,0.0,0.057540983416471465,0.0,0.08176828592146054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06632173914039463,0.0,0.07103640137196658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055822790028678036,0.054337476739418064,0.06723136780799044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,songsfornoelle,2019/03/26,"Strange anxiety Went to the hospital for my racing heart. They did blood work, an ekg, X-ray of my brain, lungs and heart and everything came back positive, they said i have a health heart even though it was racing at 100 plus for 5 hours and it’s been racing for days still. I’m trying to reduce my stress as much as possible but nothings working, does anyone have advice? ",6.72856164383562,6.33901689041096,6.39873287671233,81.69207191780822,65.02739726027397,10.03972602739726,29.20890410958904,9.516144504307137,2.280235616438356,295,8,59,5,4,92,57,73,0.066,0.901,0.033,-0.09,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,2,4,1,0,1,3,0,5,7,6,0,0,6,9,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,6,1,6,0,10,3,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,35,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17185889083646494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454066537717074,0.0,0.0,0.12297293862710602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13523377402157713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19632995452176213,0.0,0.2011493198943321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342210372115312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15390570481509225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616099156209353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806131691721173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18694241513029627,0.0,0.6252231635176958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17319729190211464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12928525930575482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16875275674223986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19826787946323232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729338585383774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045063214870127,0.0,0.20145938436950855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17279214847805185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940471520909335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16303397510261172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560720450096103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,writer02135,2019/03/26,"I was nice to a crying stranger and then she wanted my contact info because I'm too nice TLDR: my anxiety is better since I started Zoloft years ago, but I'm in a bit of a tense anxiety spiral after I tried to comfort a stranger and ended up having her friend me on Facebook. I'm having trouble relaxing about this because I know it's nothing BIG but I also don't want to be friends with her for real?? But am I also making some judgment about her? You know how it is.

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So during my 30-minute lunch break I was killing time before my food would be ready for pickup, and I passed a young woman (my age, early-20s) who was crying on a phone in a food court, huddled by a doorway. I thought to myself, well, if I was crying that much, I would want someone to check on me. And if she needs HELP help (medical, crisis, etc.) it's better to have asked. So, I walked up and asked her if she was okay, accompanied by apologies in case she didn't want me to talk with her. She hung up and started talking to me. She had been having some sort of anxiety attack and was trying to roll a joint to calm herself down, but someone passing by had given her a judgmental look (she told me later she had yelled at them). Feeling her on the anxiety front, I empathized with her and we chatted until she had stopped crying. I offered to block the wind from the door opening so she could roll it--again, seemed nice to do, and not a big deal for me to offer.

Anyway, she asks if we could go outside the building so she can smoke, and I'm like, well, I'm on lunch break and I want to make sure she's alright before I head off, so I follow and awkwardly chat. (I say awkwardly but it probably went okay.) We talk and she tells me about some stuff she's dealing with (sobriety, parent stuff, work stuff, anxiety), some of which I have no experience with but I want to be supportive and Anyway, she says she's going to meet one of her friends. Then she asks, hey, could I have your number? Not in any weird way, but I recognize that I had been really nice and supportive of her. ""Or Facebook or Snapchat or whatever."" I started getting anxious because I had kind of wanted to do something nice anonymously and go to lunch, but I decide that facebook was probably fine. I should have said Snapchat because I don't really use it, but I didn't want to be fake, or have her feel hurt later.

So, anyway, I feel good about having stopped to help her calm down and feel heard, but I'm uncomfortable accepting the friend request. But now she has my name because I friended myself on her phone. She seemed to be having a hard time/working hard and I don't want to make her feel bad, but I get the feeling that we wouldn't have a lot in common. And on the other hand maybe we would but it seems like a lot/overwhelming. So I'm spinning out worst case scenarios and unable to chill out and let it go.

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Do I accept her request? What do I do so I don't make her, a stranger I spent 20+ minutes of my lunch break chatting with to make sure she was fine, feel bad and do something like relapse?",4.120248447204968,4.8653756038647336,4.883674948240167,86.38402173913046,70.73913043478261,7.589003910743044,28.473314929836675,7.62386473244151,1.5655450195537162,2394,85,497,26,42,774,246,621,0.15,0.669,0.181,0.9725,1,0,3,0,0,0,94.0,5,2,1,3,22,45,2,2,22,3,58,10,2,7,2,114,117,57,1,22,23,1,10,3,5,5,2,5,1,1,19,36,6,3,17,4,2,10,10,11,2,1,25,16,99,34,71,78,9,57,0,1,1,0,86,24,0,17,22,344,118,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05258000842995726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486988337373883,0.0,0.12853760840138334,0.1441507370332824,0.040336878246647966,0.0,0.22688268694136324,0.0670101369224822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218096149315116,0.0674804532691678,0.0,0.0,0.09905267686150128,0.18079225485052627,0.0,0.10094700478319504,0.0,0.0,0.10492027039067693,0.06475765183965397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420768721931382,0.0,0.26062313172388024,0.0,0.12230427438169593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05253632346980253,0.0,0.06615296078757253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058022378372325524,0.0,0.0,0.20994347666916974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434501580318857,0.0,0.2291367690182681,0.0,0.06198026865774155,0.0,0.1348424793228437,0.04975140243349726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627087602017003,0.0,0.0608752746597061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927468760023947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06349894846833949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562430738354866,0.06176843140890687,0.06519698686437207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06065457497104415,0.0,0.08693632717204185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04981045669332485,0.0,0.0,0.10085659460260414,0.0,0.0,0.1979692773490688,0.0,0.05959084174508175,0.0,0.0,0.059754576627844724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04360404630223834,0.04398202339016804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05691525126787175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04019402105122223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065863339992695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790524727565578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06751453402817112,0.0759986295222784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05642304917049629,0.09434084424347274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16199703222163686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04906676462407688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051641944947244,0.09132862841112503,0.0,0.0,0.12595239855215926,0.0,0.0,0.09918157599842034,0.0,0.0,0.2037077055906706,0.0,0.13462206831455645,0.11180915685423602,0.0,0.0,0.14302773495966767,0.05184475246342928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04709023656146704,0.06917521184311033,0.0,0.0,0.056678929647498724,0.0,0.08054326933544129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05122993378547549,0.0,0.0,0.3148747432737279,0.0470822380975197,0.0,0.0,0.10666432050108056,0.054986477479229655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636543227949335,0.0,0.0,0.12640904147616802,0.0,0.1441507370332824,0.03819752536085601
anxiety,nuev0,2019/03/26,"I can't believe there are people out there without anxiety. Seriously. 

There are people out there that wake up and face every day with no problem getting out of bed. If anything is wrong with their body, they calmly wait for their doctors appointment without wondering if something is seriously wrong. If they feel nauseous, they comfortably shove a finger down their throat and puke before going off to work like nothing happened. They travel to different countries and don't worry about being too far from home, friends, or family in the case of an emergency. They take comfort in living their lives, not denying themselves the life they want to live for fear of disappointment. There are people out there like this and I can't believe it. ",7.456251060220528,9.14198173282443,6.480559796437657,74.52523324851572,63.73282442748091,8.87565733672604,34.40288379983036,9.150863307647796,3.288536217133164,601,26,93,10,9,182,88,131,0.163,0.6779999999999999,0.158,-0.5889,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,10,1,8,13,0,1,4,0,9,7,5,0,0,22,17,8,0,5,7,0,2,2,1,0,2,0,2,0,3,10,0,1,2,1,0,2,7,7,0,0,0,2,12,6,23,16,0,13,0,1,0,0,11,10,0,5,3,68,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489863665549832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359755068043525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278047410801645,0.3384362893444714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16683260120481014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968632424079741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15692163384337346,0.0,0.15373077656032427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265456252162478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415903221853121,0.16901094452702822,0.07594302075288963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160401559183273,0.0,0.078470601528936,0.0,0.08535918521543094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13281679538750046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15065766430827526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608705280939383,0.14675521819323215,0.0,0.3978743694800969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14411599368253442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.312378559118764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14371617156594274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562732081411398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129278229414587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858880431197269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895649198836845,0.16287989023144778,0.10934362772291632,0.1525301442216598,0.0,0.0,0.32842894527426314,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mini_rainbow,2019/03/26,Any job for people with anxiety? I have bad soical and general anxiety and the thought of most jobs like retail scares me to death. I cant handle a job where I have to be social but im also am very weak and cant move boxes or stuff. Is there a job out there like this or should i suck it up and deal with a job that gives me anxiety?,2.4550000000000054,2.77953395945946,4.214432432432435,91.20759459459462,74.27027027027026,8.082162162162161,21.556756756756762,8.238735603445708,0.6937491891891887,259,5,64,4,5,88,51,74,0.241,0.688,0.071,-0.8858,5,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,1,4,0,8,1,0,0,0,14,11,8,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,6,2,8,8,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,3,2,42,10,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330428536583875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485329525488923,0.0,0.353860760616431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874074574188468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15896131220497509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479114162436654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665497655239227,0.0,0.7650402172222421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15065717820479851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16387770505989208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068947163126818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15436933353733792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571755003646477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17650865352369066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240824507068546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12722145161946208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,georgial24,2019/03/26,Is feeling like your throat is closing a symptom of anxiety? Any info would be appreciated thanks ,4.984705882352942,8.388226588235298,6.466176470588237,63.8427941176471,77.23529411764707,8.105882352941178,37.911764705882355,8.841846274778883,4.521494117647058,80,5,11,2,2,27,16,17,0.07400000000000001,0.48,0.445,0.8176,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211087661659363,0.0,0.36122785319514794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387559604729925,0.3373361749399553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306906067653064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4907913653588319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4347336792782258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354337528091029,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hatchettwit2,2019/03/26,"I feel so weak I'm calming down a little now. I'll be okay, I'm just frustrated. Jehovah witnesses came by the house and I explained I don't leave the house a lot because of the anxiety (and depression and bipolar disorder). I'm not sure if it was talking to people, or throwing on clothes quickly, or maybe talking about my church I haven't been able to attend in years, but I burst into tears and hyperventilation as soon as the door closed. The more I think about it, the more I cry, so I'm fairly certain that's contributing. 

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I really hate that this happens. It terrifies me to go out in public because I have no many triggers. Knowing it's one of those days, I'm just... I have to leave the house today. I HAVE to pick up prescriptions for me and Mom. It feels 5x harder to do now.

(Cherry on top, Mom's computer just died 5 minutes ago so now I'm looking at sharing my space with someone who wants a clean surface, which my space is far from.)

Feels silly to ask, but send some prayers or good vibes my way please.",2.3175784412955447,4.309202908653853,3.6563967611336072,88.34649797570852,77.60576923076924,6.68663967611336,26.331983805668017,7.669130373188453,1.4416980769230774,807,32,167,12,19,264,129,208,0.152,0.728,0.12,-0.8788,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,1,13,11,2,0,10,1,10,2,0,2,2,33,29,16,1,2,10,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,11,10,0,0,6,0,0,5,4,4,0,1,3,4,17,7,26,25,4,31,1,1,1,0,10,16,0,6,9,103,28,1,0.13341809273063915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826708921863767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455844773215715,0.1621175860056956,0.0,0.0,0.10206447575756032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472790658450487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16266086197326424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525947550983974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14655351003361355,0.08604363240783731,0.0,0.11491280776945313,0.0,0.13846691625409238,0.0,0.1529086930707931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023805893492719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07582457671997575,0.11190476620392492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798117878168653,0.0,0.0,0.13172274493845282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4618396978654071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332309458020098,0.0,0.0,0.2825409922998669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371997910668532,0.0,0.0,0.11203759568844418,0.0,0.0,0.11342729136344352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13526500523117407,0.13403640675842754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31251531541944844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040755252166027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249530659489914,0.0,0.0,0.14645300111693546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547104656876144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130447170125951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574497346035646,0.0,0.0,0.21447281829871487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854889266353247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264647517405333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869344783611851,0.10590107190853927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621175860056956,0.08591687743453648
anxiety,outsiderj,2019/03/26,"Ridiculous fear of having to wake up early... Hey Fam,

So for YEARS I have always had an irrational fear of waking up earlier than my body wants to wakes itself up. 

It's lately become a source of contention between my Wife and I. She handles getting the boys dressed and out the door for school n the morning, while I pick them up, and watch them and make dinner. In my eyes I've always felt like this was even steven, but not according to her, but this is besides the point...

Every night I tell myself I'm going to set an alarm for 6 but I just can't get over this stupid fear of waking up early. I've been this way long before I met her. The only link I can think of is back in the day I used to work for a computer rental company and occasionally I'd have to wake up early between 4-6am to make it on time for a delivery that day, and I'd always be anxious that traffic would be bad or something would happen to cause me to be late, or the job would go awry, and that connection is still in my brain.

Anytime I wake up with an alarm I feel so shitty, my body hurts, eyes hurt. I feel like it's just because my bodies going haywire during the night stressing about it. I've tried to tell my Wife that it doesn't matter if I go to bed at 8pm and wake up at 6am vs going to bed at 11-12 and waking up at 6am. I still feel like shit, no matter how many hours of good sleep I get.

Can anyone relate or have found some way to counter this? Like setting an alarm and gradually working my way down to when I need to get up to be a big help to my Wife.

​",4.422647336905137,3.8173438742514985,5.468184683265047,87.16841632524428,69.83832335329342,8.109423258745666,26.26158209895997,7.0608816371341465,0.9900083832335328,1210,29,278,9,19,402,172,334,0.173,0.772,0.055,-0.9911,2,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,2,2,11,18,3,7,16,0,21,17,16,6,0,44,44,22,0,6,11,3,4,4,0,3,0,0,3,1,15,12,1,0,7,0,0,5,4,13,0,0,6,7,31,5,54,31,1,51,0,2,3,0,14,23,1,5,22,168,46,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23337398725546615,0.10129658396963807,0.1136008162885654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561730603215597,0.0,0.0653705159999765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188818684102025,0.07806040523008911,0.056990753297163264,0.10325257191003226,0.0795532675119722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31153958236274576,0.0,0.10436597333220564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960401802401833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058687917571352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06174939008743172,0.0,0.07876951895691736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156073734536092,0.14181435041988916,0.13357882368665525,0.08976524553763339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025071700017216,0.0,0.0,0.19537906661353674,0.0,0.2656631529728544,0.07841513743549276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267306802740011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626645050073401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206900695259274,0.0,0.2001663682872024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277458978436608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21092201743890968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18269834175214336,0.0,0.0,0.08273587795312658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481085824330737,0.09478438081972546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06932179275631824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17546842398095971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07110350384359254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837845013833916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946170655047371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095966338595404,0.0,0.0,0.09355770949619804,0.0,0.0,0.07197331731729838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14932277619101664,0.0,0.1070926990628938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16342909710588158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059904740063579376,0.0,0.0,0.054514882782024085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634737035090105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074550871141878,0.0,0.0,0.05514293748755074,0.22262448839242152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612394647416884,0.0,0.0,0.19923825009139198,0.0,0.1136008162885654,0.0602046184501234
anxiety,Grabapanda,2019/03/26,"Anxious - But Growing (A Love Letter) Today I'm struggling with anxiety for what feels like the 10,000th day in a row. I've got a freaking cold (maybe allergies?) and I'm paranoid its cancer. It's not - I went to the doctor. He gave me flonase :)  And yet, here I am. I'm sure many of you are familiar. 

​

I wanted to take a minute to tell you all that in the last few years, I've seen a therapist weekly (EMDR therapy), began exercising and lost 25ish pounds, started towards a career I love, and I'm still struggling with anxiety. I'm working as hard as I can to be as open and vulnerable with the people that I love and who love me, and I'm still struggling with anxiety. I've quit smoking, and I'm working to reestablish my relationship with food, and I'm still struggling with anxiety. Sleep has become an enormous priority, and I'm still struggling with anxiety. I've started to take my choices and their repercussions seriously, and I'm still struggling with anxiety. I have become determined to be as honest as I can about the place I am in, and make progress from there, and I'm still struggling with anxiety.  

​

Today I realized I would be unhealthy, isolated, addicted, and headed down a dangerous path \_if it weren't for my journey with mental health and anxiety\_.  So today I choose to say thank you to my journey, and to say \_I love you to my anxiety\_, because without this journey, I would never have made the progress in my life that I desperately needed to make. 

​

Whoever you are, and wherever you are on your journey with anxiety and mental health, I hope this short writing meets you as a message of hope. 

​

You are making progress. You are not alone. You might be like me, taking the smallest baby steps, but you are still moving forward. I pray you can take a moment today to feel that victory and pride in yourself. What a great challenge you have been faced with, and what a brave response you have met it with. 

​

I hope someday you can love your anxiety, too. 

​

prayers and love to all of you.",4.8180733162830345,6.561286890025578,5.306810741687984,80.22918456947998,70.12531969309461,8.282387041773232,32.726427962489346,8.841846274778883,2.8842500596760443,1638,77,294,30,30,524,171,391,0.114,0.7120000000000001,0.173,0.9884,0,1,0,0,0,0,85.0,0,18,1,9,13,30,1,7,19,0,26,18,3,4,4,63,69,32,0,8,6,0,3,2,0,3,7,2,0,0,14,36,1,0,4,1,0,9,5,11,0,0,10,7,46,19,49,52,3,42,1,1,1,7,38,13,0,5,24,197,60,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05212084635094949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049517586169292235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31081799359026396,0.3485722460257041,0.0,0.0,0.40232657535684013,0.05401261303336606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029145029540731924,0.10560657946678614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030834020893489213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048936395877277966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048349170033905715,0.03415605635236948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057813028231195315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038238676987219694,0.052711593193847384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042829099945238897,0.0,0.049067690419707696,0.10164132289730883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246078381376975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038972196092220086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033770193125232974,0.04671589915336316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05219115325305362,0.0,0.30205789535609195,0.04523974991625855,0.09574227238771284,0.048472663005287686,0.0480323906699821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636411418188046,0.05071972007104842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050815330768080674,0.0,0.03545111409853846,0.03687464857940457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033145999724635465,0.0,0.049952126485585384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05085268774073008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05133092345854955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07604215940132125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04784534418789009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768148299206185,0.0,0.2672724547392089,0.0,0.0,0.3498757185224022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045061128062914256,0.0,0.14379113337409968,0.0,0.04178876034617315,0.044017775592383575,0.05467583460808215,0.05551204214877357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18127625198223726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02820005788759063,0.0,0.03835095252159729,0.0,0.0,0.04432110523202189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04608792028719058,0.0,0.0696136866362168,0.0,0.0,0.06792686355368685,0.0,0.3485722460257041,0.03078859782863548
anxiety,AlexNic1013,2019/03/26,"Big purchase anxiety I'm buying a car today. 

Outright. 

On my way to test drive it and because I so desperately need a car and it's been hard finding one that hits my budget and my wants/needs. This one seems too good to be true. Like I just feel something is going to go wrong. 


Wish me luck ",-0.09012295081966926,2.199653983606556,1.891946721311477,95.07923155737707,91.1311475409836,4.361475409836066,19.100409836065573,5.985473137389443,-0.15764098360655732,227,7,50,2,8,75,49,61,0.14,0.657,0.203,0.6524,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,11,11,4,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,3,5,0,1,0,2,1,2,6,4,4,8,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,27,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21267398585475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694700021807585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056829037748325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540926348225541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159946658637889,0.2331784148018781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24903895365677095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13581978910558568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061380783709013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767683986703845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530864078089247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21402275872928508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635173758857853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206683853702273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196934156746025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30395614297398443,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chris8816,2019/03/26,"How I was able to control my anxiety, once and for all I just wanted to share my story in case it is helpful to anyone. I recognize that everyone is different and what worked for me may not work for others. 

I have struggled with severe anxiety for about 10 years, starting shortly after I graduated college and began my first job. I have always been a Type A person who is also an over thinker and a chronic worrier. My panic attacks first started on a congested highway in Dallas at rush hour. Out of the blue, my heart started racing and beating like it was going to come out of my chest. I felt like I was choking. My hands and lips were tingly, and I started to get tunnel vision. I was certain I was dying. I swerved into the breakdown lane and went as fast as possible to the nearest exit and pulled off the highway to catch my breath. Over the next several years, my anxiety became almost instantly triggered by highways, so much so that I stopped driving. I later moved to NYC, and when the panic attacks started on the train, I avoided those situations as well. I avoided crowds. I avoided airplanes. When they started to happen during work meetings and presentations, I tried to avoid those. My world was becoming smaller and smaller everyday. Textbook agoraphobia.

I am sure this story sounds all too familiar for many of you, and I am sorry for what all of you have had to go through. Over the years I tried so many different things to fix my anxiety and panic disorder. I read books and listened to tapes on mediation, mindfulness and cognitive behavioral therapy. I changed my diet. I exercised. I cut out caffeine. I took probiotics religiously because I read an article on the brain-gut connection. I had blood tests and EKGs done. I spoke with trusted people about it. I prayed. My anxiety still persisted throughout all of this. Despite my efforts, I refused to go to the doctor about it and discuss my full history with anxiety and my need for help. Not sure if it was because of pride or not, but I refused to see a doctor because I knew they'd just medicate me. About 9 months ago I started getting really bad daily palpitations and had to wear a heart monitor for a couple weeks. I was having premature ventricular contractions, about 1% of my beats. Throughout the day, that is a lot. All of my heart tests looked good otherwise and they just assumed it was stress/anxiety. That was my breaking point. Years of unresolved stress and anxiety had materialized in the form of recurring daily heart palpitations that lasted for a couple months.

I finally agreed to ask about getting medicine for help. I was diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder and put on Zoloft, working my way up to 100mg. The side effects for me were minimal (just lasting longer in bed which can be a good or bad thing depending on how you ask).  After being on the medicine for about 7 months, I have noticed my baseline for dealing with stressful situations has gone up. The palpitations have stopped. I am able to tolerate things so much better now. I am driving on highways again. My son is being treated for cancer, and it's helping me deal through that. When I feel those occasional tinges of anxiety coming on, I can use CBT techniques or pray to reassure myself and disarm the situation, but the medicine is definitely helping as well. My panic attacks have gone from several times a week to practically non existent. I also think it has helped me to believe that anxiety is no longer a part of my life.

I just wanted to encourage anyone who is afraid to talk to their doctor about their anxiety. Despite my best efforts to fix it on my own, I believe I truly had a chemical inbalance that was out of my control and that couldn't be resolved with natural techniques. Anxiety does not have to run our lives, and I just wanted to encourage you guys to keep up the fight against it. I hope you are all able to find a solution that works. Good luck and God bless!",5.788958724202626,7.235282237127374,6.445813008130081,74.12736866791745,67.41463414634146,9.796164269335002,35.46602042943506,10.035473477838034,3.866016176777152,3153,157,538,76,52,1032,335,738,0.13,0.747,0.123,0.6829,3,4,0,0,1,0,79.0,1,5,5,19,31,42,5,12,34,0,53,22,10,8,9,104,91,49,1,7,16,1,3,2,0,1,11,3,1,2,34,41,1,11,9,4,0,17,6,19,2,2,29,9,92,23,110,55,14,95,3,0,3,0,39,34,0,12,44,400,126,18,0.1467819234183816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043371106265305936,0.0,0.04899363123286669,0.0,0.0,0.07825430075122097,0.040711439579606205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4865803351728373,0.0,0.0,0.06842222246922824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914808561953382,0.16698562801488318,0.0,0.0,0.08170451664620768,0.08947689813528799,0.054036367448520334,0.0,0.11024864236013199,0.05134619096751973,0.04327222771902455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054619056743840634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05175860412938581,0.08429308671014313,0.0,0.0,0.1097522721559978,0.0,0.10827427095042433,0.0,0.0315540658797675,0.10088381191448167,0.0,0.049660187511480776,0.05077882087706831,0.10223724602155036,0.11214986721795993,0.15023751830135784,0.042816616776450836,0.05006962308410644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04675213934246729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02473911692788799,0.0,0.046977888320348105,0.05359747415370061,0.04471867294188297,0.08323508605073003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668749678562875,0.0,0.08341954966941884,0.12311371334215082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04844572706844125,0.04326625670804285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231916381304252,0.1967696584743724,0.0,0.0,0.048595856432639285,0.048183542533406704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04855280339013668,0.04348883925208478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976457220555334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03455880445586252,0.0478068223605912,0.0,0.04320370918264313,0.0,0.04108661589979451,0.0,0.0,0.04159624743968477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992092213415852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04928911520082704,0.0,0.0,0.049402633276572815,0.0,0.11715993089131843,0.0520019850896828,0.07193440177138583,0.0362789787825772,0.0,0.0,0.052034746920021316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05570406422528848,0.0,0.05210598599894136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22962261493244165,0.0,0.05298350642269648,0.0,0.03392003471019082,0.04272143796207193,0.0,0.0,0.04625212058027209,0.055158188088322915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04918545815825225,0.0,0.0,0.0978810964609628,0.0,0.03134408623592373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0389887296815872,0.0,0.0,0.1658217936493419,0.0,0.0,0.16498903184377148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05477011535127018,0.2424170020485365,0.0,0.0390734112159532,0.08181084029148193,0.16813819735140378,0.051149445376412736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222681715274256,0.0,0.0,0.039325916681085135,0.0,0.0,0.055952640533463216,0.0,0.09751538773436218,0.031350643244065814,0.0,0.0,0.02852990664473945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05436003924173248,0.06643686065505297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04225748470798126,0.0,0.0,0.08657578142066293,0.03883621955778418,0.0784930701447272,0.0,0.0879830513023137,0.045356104518001115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780983140214207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260303283293902
anxiety,p1116,2019/03/26,"Some hate feelings Not sure if that the right subreddit but I started to develop some hate feelings towards people around me , coworkers or even family members. What happens is that I feel they don't care and they are too busy with their life while I m struggling alone.  and yes, I m having difficulties in processing this by myself. I feel ashamed about my thoughts but basically yeah I hate them. Is that a mental disorder? What spectrum? Thanks everyone, stay strong.",3.208928571428572,6.361772988095241,3.4352380952380983,82.90142857142861,86.9761904761905,7.085714285714286,28.42857142857143,8.07648339933343,2.6954,377,18,63,9,12,116,66,84,0.316,0.55,0.134,-0.9627,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,4,1,4,9,3,2,2,2,5,1,0,0,1,17,17,7,0,1,5,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,4,13,4,7,16,2,7,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,4,2,45,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19600165275179998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16846895105201487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192948781963185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21689216804618186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249951155033094,0.0,0.0,0.1808325433516172,0.0,0.0,0.17840416833596304,0.0,0.3827536020606787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16734950211599142,0.0,0.0,0.5605233650934717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366995805619142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19071533072147834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13119926132764714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16161494308092045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339492042461828,0.2017109226014078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19784087805452716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17836199739212671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17423217555615228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024008564380484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Fluffy2418,2019/03/26,PRODUCT TO HELP ANXIETY Hi I am a design student an I have made a product which I think would help with anxiety and prevent panic attack- would really appreciate if some people responded so I could get some feedback!! If you want to help out or want to know more please private message me thanks xx,2.4730075187969973,5.322937754385968,3.940100250626568,81.31736842105266,83.73684210526315,6.76591478696742,29.195488721804512,7.957251820313856,2.5622751879699246,240,12,41,5,7,79,43,57,0.15,0.542,0.308,0.843,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,1,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,17,12,5,0,7,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,1,5,8,3,1,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,5,0,28,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3613541744311218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686888961212369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885705469980618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233943250241571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4749195151176696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979837554694415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223479268238206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771063938141908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16373750467668208,0.0,0.0,0.25925476478847376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15130298392940578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21744285273610986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133463567034594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786102183437979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33555105385847483,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PragmaRose,2019/03/26,"18F overprotective parent is hurting my chances of bettering my anxiety Long post, sorry.

BACKGROUND: 

•Anxiety and depression
I have anxiety that effects my daily life massively. I knew I wasn’t normal, depression grew from there on. Until recently, my father always told me I was overreacting, “everyone has anxiety” and that it will go away as I grow older. My anxiety attacks (feeling sick to my stomach, shaking, IBS, gagging and occasional vomiting) caused me to be yelled at tremendously by my father. Telling me to knock it off and stop playing around. (As if anyone ever would want to live like this) This in turn made my attacks and depression more severe. 

Luckily.. my mom finally believed me after I outright refused to go to my graduation ceremony and have stayed home since graduating. Around the end of 2018, for the first time in my life I got help from a doctor. I’m on anxiety meds now. Light and generic.

•What kind of father I have 
We get along 75% of the time. But the 25% we don’t is rough. He’s stubborn. Hard to confront. Never physically abusive. Verbally mean.. when I try to confront about how it hurts being called a bitch by my own father, someone I look up to for praise, I’m told I’m being a literal snowflake and sensitive. At some degree I believe that I’m just really sensitive. But at the same time I know the majority of fathers hasn’t called their daughter a bitch whenever there’s a disagreement. Fathers are supposed to raise us up not down right?

When I go into hard times where my self hatred is at its peek. I tell myself that I’m a bitch profusely. Worthless. Weak. Useless. A waste of space. I write unhealthy rants to myself about how much of a bitch I am. I’m not logical when I’m upset. I can’t tell my father how much the name calling actually affects me, in fear he’ll refuse or fail to change. 

After becoming an outcast and having 0 irl friends, I turned to gaming. It led me to having really great friendships and memories I’ll cherish for a while. 


WHAT HAPPENED: 

This shit storm all started with me wanting to go to the store for an energy drink. Due to my anxiety meds I get drowsy and this certain day I needed to work on something. It was already 10 am and I had a hard time getting out of bed, the drowsiness (plus lack of motivation) gets in the way. 

I asked my father if he could get me an energy drink at the nearby store. I forgot the reason but he didn’t want to. So I asked if I could just walk there and buy it myself with my own money. I mentioned how this can be good for my anxiety to go by myself. Since I’ve never went anywhere by myself and hardly bought my own stuff by myself. Said no, it’s dangerous. I got a little irritated. Mentioned how I’m almost 19 and can’t even go somewhere by myself. Asked what age until I’m allowed to ever walk to the store by myself. (That’s HALF A BLOCK AWAY) He jokingly said never. After that he tried to compromise saying he would walk me there and wait outside the store. Took the offer despite still feeling really dependent.

Later that day, I was trying to finish a project and wanted to pull an all nighter if I couldn’t finish it because it had to be done by the next day. It’s a painting for my aunt’s loss of her brother. 

My father tells me I need to wrap it up and that I’m not pulling an all nighter. I get visibly sad but don’t say anything. I started feeling helpless, like I had no control over my actions despite feeling I should at this age. 

Of course he sensed this. Mocked me saying “oh no she’s mad at me” When in reality, I was just depressed about how I have no say in my life. I did not correct him, as it would have led to an argument and I was craving endless sleep at this point. He went on. Asking if I knew how much stress I cause him. Mentioning he currently has heart pains due to me appearing to be mad at him. Saying he would have been hospitalized from all the stress of him being home while I walk to the store alone (Again.. HALF A BLOCK AWAY) Mentions how he walked me to get an energy drink. Saying more things, I don’t remember exactly, that he did for me to hang over my head. I remained quiet to not stir anything up. It felt like he was trying to bait me to say something so it would get more heated the whole time.. 

Let me be clear that I live in a safe neighborhood with no news of kidnapping or murder since I’ve lived here from 10 years old. Elementary kids walk home alone or in pairs throughout our neighborhood. I’m not even allowed to go to the neighborhood park by myself, which is directly next to the elementary school and filled with other kids. 

THE ISSUE:

I’ve realized that he’s a major helicopter parent and I need help. It’s damaging my hopes of conquering anxiety and being independent. I don’t know how I can get him to see that his overprotective parenting skills are not helping me get ready for the real world or anything for that matter. 

Confronting him with anything usually ends with him getting explosive and me crying my eyes out feeling hopeless along with nothing changing. 

I’ve never had a job due to anxiety. No driver license due to anxiety. No irl friends due to anxiety. Lost online friendships because my dad would question me too much about them until I got too stressed to handle it. Not going to college. Nothing really going for me. 

And the kicker, I’m too afraid to make an independent move even with my father disagreeing because I feel sick and scared when I know he’s upset with me. And I tried not to let what he said get to me, but he’s had bad chest pains before due to us fighting. I almost feel I have to stay home forever so I’m not the reason he dies or for hospital bills. 



Tldr: Helicopter dad is too over protective and is ruining my chances of getting my anxiety more bearable. 
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anxiety,anne_skank,2019/03/26,"tapering off celexa - thoughts on my plan hey y'all. i know this has been on other posts, but this is very specific. 

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can you give me input on my plan to taper off celexa?

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i've been on 20 mg for \~6 months. (and 30 mg for one week)

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with the reduce by 10% per month rule, 

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month 1 = 20mg every other day making it 15mg per day

month 2 = 10 mg every other day making it 5 mg per day

month 3 = 5mg every other day making it 2.5 mg per day

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i'm bad at math and need a specific laid on plan to follow. 

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thanks <3",1.8113114754098376,3.1728111147541043,3.482754098360658,91.8224918032787,77.19672131147541,5.8636065573770475,20.39672131147541,6.2581,0.05024983606557365,444,10,99,3,10,148,68,122,0.042,0.924,0.034,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,2,0,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,3,0,10,15,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,6,1,14,12,0,22,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,12,40,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4637447531986816,0.5200746209635262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059561244054171174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27602871849608485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18030692495614387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06843045618944918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03920352048289513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428487970283057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28469218608824354,0.0,0.0,0.05289355345339953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048338035340482914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06831863619962694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567513110374923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0566315451792967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05885835044038781,0.0,0.0,0.057220152561397876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5200746209635262,0.0
anxiety,JackieFresno,2019/03/26,"First time dealing with moderate anxiety All my life, I’ve been someone who worries over little things. I’ve noticed this myself, but also my friends have told me this many times. I’m currently a little over halfway through my 2nd semester of college, and I have started to feel extremely anxious this last week or two. Since the beginning of college (including moving away from home), my emotions have definitely been acting up more than ever before, but just recently I have a constant overwhelming feeling hanging over me, with a sense of dread. I’ve been reaching out to my closer friends and my boyfriend this last week about it, and most of them seem to think it’s because I am really struggling with school this semester, which has never happened before. I was at the top of my class in high school, and suddenly I’ll be struggling to keep a 3.0 for this semester, which is very unlike me usually. I know that this probably has to do with the way I’m feeling, but whenever I get extremely anxious and upset, I’m never thinking about school. It just happens. I think I’m still just angry and upset that I am having to live this way suddenly and that all of this is happening at once, but I just really don’t know what to do about this all happening. I feel miserable and like there is no way out. I made an appointment for next week with a counselor/therapist at my college through the free psychological services provided, but I have already talked to so many people close to me about this that I don’t know how that will help in any way. Any advice on why or how this slump is happening and what to do about it would be greatly appreciated.",10.37767032967033,7.561510688888893,9.743174603174603,68.36648351648357,59.57142857142857,13.374847374847374,42.96092796092796,11.661520659325953,4.895686202686203,1317,59,240,29,13,424,156,315,0.12,0.774,0.106,-0.6868,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,2,16,12,0,7,10,0,27,1,0,3,6,51,53,20,0,1,11,0,4,1,2,2,1,0,1,0,27,17,0,1,11,0,1,3,5,7,0,2,6,4,27,6,45,43,5,47,0,2,0,0,8,19,0,4,22,173,54,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771872611181253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905949856758296,0.0717861895229731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220885146520801,0.0,0.06867108079006043,0.2028210520772818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433852517739096,0.0,0.0,0.0547207885556571,0.0,0.15276925741744635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700563137483978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254525786277576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097516260811484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119888407751608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18155443668837845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635528788627573,0.0,0.0,0.13870665751850475,0.0,0.04689925985279594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989678168471638,0.0,0.0,0.3969008315424388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060168552441686285,0.094843172229853,0.09004305828602087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978853626484063,0.0,0.0,0.1479998632527512,0.1463432589033104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06340469118094334,0.04385534823675441,0.17993911045587632,0.07926541099230876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849391758556516,0.0,0.1820181612329468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954075193665454,0.0,0.0,0.13846682468842578,0.0,0.0954676271673748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219968674664907,0.0,0.09559832878943783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06223274674890227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678340475808582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501335994859435,0.0,0.08863352985609046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725452886143473,0.0,0.08171999545531007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425572667159229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760588131888426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06353714815704574,0.0,0.0716875948268879,0.0,0.0,0.18768674664715268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215086406580612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042257554232514,0.059636833912892276,0.17255613015369073,0.0,0.0,0.10468706592794087,0.0,0.0,0.08577568014088834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768876816771205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886505139683573,0.07406671398521132,0.0,0.2850096867027353,0.2160156702784732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100024969557769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116217704280244,0.0,0.06376750335036584,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Delphicdragon,2019/03/26,"The ""crazy bitch box"" concept I have a co-worker who knows exactly how to spike my anxiety and those of others in the office.  This is the person who CCs your boss if there's a typo in a \*draft\* document you create (complete with screenshots and red circles), who reports you to the boss if you're 5 minutes late to do a task for her or don't do it fast enough, and who will get in your face and yell at you if you DARE question her.  All in all, a peach to work with. My boss is aware of these issues but he gets the same treatment from her, and at this point has all her daily e-mails (30+) re-routed to spam. 

She was in a mood this morning and we had to interact. Cue a 45 minute yelling fit because I dared ask her a scheduling question and because of her 45 minute rant, everything was late, which led to more yelling.  Normally, this gets me very anxious as yelling is a big trigger for me. My anxiety is deeply rooted in my penchant for perfectionism and wanting validation from others. So, I would normally be a mess after this interaction.  

But, last week, my therapist introduced me to what she called the ""crazy bitch box"" theory.  When my coworker starts ranting/yelling, I simply imagine placing her in a soundproof box and shutting the door.  This soundproof box is the ""crazy bitch box"" and she stays there. She can rant all she wants while she is in the box, and the box contains her so what she says/does can't hurt me.  My having that visualization, my anxiety about interacting with her is minimized.  85% of what she says gets her placed in the ""crazy bitch box"" and I'm so much calmer because somehow with her in the box, I feel safer.  Plus, the idea of someone stuck in a tiny Plexiglas box makes me giggle. 

Hoping this concept might help someone here.    ",5.305517786561264,5.900047084057974,5.5067786561264835,83.51273715415024,68.01449275362319,8.707509881422926,31.04413702239789,8.710501217029153,2.2728840579710154,1384,53,279,21,22,438,178,345,0.135,0.785,0.08,-0.9521,0,0,0,0,4,0,55.0,1,6,0,1,10,9,4,0,25,0,22,1,1,8,5,53,36,26,0,9,6,0,1,0,0,3,0,5,1,1,21,18,0,1,6,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,4,7,44,2,39,28,8,31,0,1,1,0,41,19,4,9,10,187,65,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982094969804541,0.1467943594818328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147565221531086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376292704558427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326824957479277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623882466975287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13426197354146785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678101357635552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06570118577878314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715515668517475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709553595315102,0.0,0.0,0.12905898787198475,0.0,0.0,0.13910264769288172,0.1466855897144009,0.0,0.13562281099599593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07141121005298233,0.10591782625705916,0.2931542529700015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673545406766017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13784500328336394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955202950138392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25462573994025245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345793548187375,0.27151770671332875,0.0,0.1228345852345896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911233815487789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333290185420912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22019419879057284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919716653817768,0.1384979446630407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15086947683356486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072134842712519,0.15328306491679075,0.0,0.1042294233653967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18919463375378248,0.0,0.0,0.09230511048237566,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IamBigWeenie,2019/03/26,"Real Weenie Hating Hours I'm not sure why but all of a sudden yesterday things crashed down on me. I have one of my favorite classes in an hour that I should have already left for but I can't get myself to go. I want to go. I worked hard on my assignment and we're getting into the interesting stuff now. But my mind just keeps saying 'you'll have to park across campus and the class is three hours long. Even if things became too much and you wanted to leave, you would still have to walk across campus to your car and still drive home.' I'm considering just driving there to see how I feel after but past that I don't know. Right now I'm just sitting on the hard dining room chairs absolutely hating myself because my mind is racing of the past and of me being the failure I was told I was going to be. I keep thinking that I'm going to fail all my classes because this is the start of the end. I'm thinking about the student debt that I'll have to pay off and have everything I've done so far go to waste. I'm thinking about my parents thinking of me as a failure because I was doing so good. But when they ask me what I'm feeling or why I feel I can't do something I say ""I don't know."" Right now I just really hate myself because I want to go but I can't bring myself to. I'm trying my hardest not to bite my knuckles. I'm going to try and mind map my thoughts out but I've been doing so good so why is this all of a sudden going downhill? Or why does it feel like I'm going to lose control today and be perfectly fine tomorrow?",3.3280515521064298,3.815965192073172,4.722716186252772,87.7577605321508,72.38414634146342,7.06119733924612,25.57982261640798,6.7829847944221076,0.8908182926829258,1205,35,265,9,22,403,154,328,0.13,0.7709999999999999,0.098,-0.8734,2,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,4,1,5,20,12,3,0,12,0,29,1,0,2,5,55,74,25,0,6,16,1,6,1,0,3,0,2,2,0,11,10,1,3,11,0,2,14,7,5,0,2,7,9,40,7,38,61,4,51,0,2,1,0,10,16,0,3,21,173,51,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429263066695563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988119142043378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20835022101642947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583581336624583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477504043888296,0.08744170774681258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568047242520001,0.0,0.0,0.05643678284643109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767940433300209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728178084096086,0.0610431864558601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928481673741165,0.0,0.4370522943808305,0.14333738607146848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15308703714048755,0.25308297295259924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571007285378476,0.0,0.2524435566851514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151898022708943,0.0,0.0,0.09391861555427154,0.0,0.0,0.09047578728796224,0.0928381608962813,0.0,0.0,0.04174497361540507,0.0,0.0,0.07561769875035276,0.0,0.09559307432996708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588306255253767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06281320438611378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057900939786420226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487852131513956,0.0,0.16313721263846914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725712599124207,0.05473938606704905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14594214198961614,0.0,0.13590139525926487,0.0,0.0,0.06809000939571719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578109475125654,0.0,0.0,0.06047966052156584,0.0,0.13647579485378436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781610371356944,0.0,0.0,0.08053256540739502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353406862762265,0.21900334896608176,0.0,0.06783518743245713,0.0,0.0,0.08099354281135815,0.08164804632252087,0.0,0.11602549001130613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119614869520714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30840966243193657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06220626306174259,0.0,0.0,0.0606989307327019,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Onegoofydad,2019/03/26,"Getting out of your comfort zone, public speaking. I've recently been requested to give a presentation at work in front of about 100 people. Being a generaly anxious person by nature my mind immediately starts to plan ""outs"" . OUTS meaning what can I do to get out of this. Crazy thing is I'm am not an introvert by nature. It just seems the nerves push me way into my uncomfortable zone. 
Everyone says you did great, but what they don't know is how crazy I felt inside up there.
I known nerves are normal, I just hate how my arms and legs get cold, my hands are so sweaty I need a paper towel and my head feels extremely full as though I could faint. It seems that my brain can't decide if I'm anxious, excited or hypoglycemic.  Staying on focus and not focusing on my symptoms are the hardest thing to do during my presentations. 
My wife says I probably should stop trying to find quick fixes. I don't currently use any medication just try to maintian a healthy balance in life. 
What are some things you've delt with and accomplished in regards to public speaking as an anxiety sufferer? Any last minute recommendations that might help? ",5.628201550387602,6.967082083720933,6.0809302325581385,76.99457364341087,67.69767441860466,9.454263565891472,30.147286821705432,9.725611199111238,2.863068217054264,908,34,165,20,15,293,142,215,0.124,0.795,0.081,-0.7569,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,1,3,11,5,1,0,8,0,19,9,5,3,0,38,35,13,0,5,8,1,3,0,0,2,4,4,0,1,11,10,0,1,9,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,3,8,21,3,28,28,2,25,0,1,0,0,14,13,0,6,8,107,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961666098756143,0.0,0.1103377590715169,0.32588420221826264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16101159571208598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151582190265924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782069862151802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292847827358931,0.0,0.13848618435719146,0.0,0.1318262401027536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22606718176274584,0.13836132195887166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15901726032972147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240010921901286,0.14802454694462885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966762597386356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926661930234799,0.1175690484032054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187594922110883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15711189056929206,0.0,0.14529945339301284,0.0,0.15300829365426782,0.14563409349131612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694685358597647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413175996979185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999291897169316,0.12593858824125134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15550744030032004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14241256946016978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22939955188008784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626083954449299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208877543191523,0.1537330601962601,0.0,0.12058514671588115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991318899234593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874657513627428,0.0,0.14170807312995606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19584931681153367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457089977809645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448534733490998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500325506794804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FuckAnxiety911,2019/03/26,"New to anxiety, still trying to figure out what's normal. Hey guys, 

I started suffering from anxiety around October of last year and I still don't know what is normal or not during an anxiety or panic attack. I'm currently feeling hot and cold at the same time - like my ears and face are warm but my hands are cold. Do you guys experience this?",5.979264705882351,6.064640161764707,7.004705882352942,75.12117647058824,66.5,10.917647058823533,30.235294117647058,10.686352973137794,3.1753411764705888,273,9,52,7,4,92,52,68,0.15,0.785,0.065,-0.5927,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,3,5,1,1,2,0,5,3,3,0,0,15,9,6,0,2,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,7,5,2,7,9,1,11,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,2,9,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4673929726416602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812986176139895,0.0,0.23169014549528194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19921640468898102,0.0,0.0,0.10297550157914716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4033064768464311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192499931948544,0.16600828669542525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949691263913968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19669396976578926,0.0,0.0,0.3990828015432297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389485446823727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441500371948593,0.0,0.3252827601000837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11875449941531517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827027596093835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13114894431896265
anxiety,HEARTCONDITIONS,2019/03/26,Do Beta Blockers effect any of you the same way? I started taking beta blockers not long ago and now I am starting to realize there are some side effects I was not told about.  The main one being that I DO NOT CARE ABOUT ANYTHING.  My fiance has mentioned it a few times even that I am more cold and don't show any emotions.  Is this typical when taking beta blockers? I did not know where to post but I have seen beta blocker talk on this page before. ,2.579917582417582,4.4713829670329694,3.7583379120879137,88.37728708791211,76.47252747252746,5.429120879120879,24.561813186813183,5.985473137389443,0.6830538461538462,354,12,69,2,8,115,66,91,0.029,0.971,0.0,-0.3496,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,2,7,1,0,0,3,0,12,0,0,2,0,17,20,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,4,4,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,2,9,1,6,15,6,12,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,7,53,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213755241610106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396575174294933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20551110411492995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125065853320748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546220685887541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28091891486475185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16494799577960256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724814403601096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22100813025215169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692272927305852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391776530773897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535282588877722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3755401535099864,0.2007279999991958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14562282546147876,0.0,0.0,0.23863304959934695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19822847977280933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alwaysanxioushelp,2019/03/26,"Anxiety causing me to distance myself from my boyfriend, and I don’t know what to do Hey guys, this is a throwaway account because my boyfriend has reddit as well. I know this isn’t a relationship advice subreddit, but this issue really just involves me and managing my anxiety, not anxiety about our relationship and I didn’t feel like it fit in with r/Relationships. 

So basically my boyfriend of almost 2 years and I had a bit of an argument because he revealed to me that he thought one his old coworkers he worked with over 6 months ago was an attractive girl. This really just came up casually, so much so that I don’t even remember how the discussion came about. Well I got really defensive and anxious that maybe he wanted to have sex with her or he had feelings for her and all that, to which he reassured me that he literally only felt attracted to her when they first met (mainly because she and I have similar features) and then he just accepted that she was attractive and moved on and didn’t feel attracted to her anymore just because he didn’t care. He insisted that he had no feelings for her and just liked her as a work friend (they never hung out outside of work). He was friends with her then-boyfriend, now-fiancee, too. Additionally, he always spoke about me to her and everyone that worked where they worked together knew that he loves me very much. Even when I was looking for a new job, he wanted me to come work there with him so I could spend more time with him. So we resolved the issue regarding how I was feeling but here’s my problem: when I feel anxious about things especially regarding other people, I put up walls and distance so I can’t get hurt and that’s what I’m doing right now with him. Like I don’t want to be physically intimate, and it freaks me out because I know it’s my anxiety that is making me do this. And I feel really bad because after he left our apartment for work this morning he sent me the following text because he knows I might get anxious during the day and need some reassurance:

“I love you very much, and I do not care about any other girl but you. You are my best friend and the love of my life. I have never wanted to open our relationship or act outside of it. I just want us to be together with no one else interfering or joining. You are the girl I love and that is it”

I just want to get the fuck over feeling anxious and distant. I plan to take him out on a date tonight so we can reconnect and I’m hoping it will help. I just need some support and advice. Has anyone gone through this same thing or something similar?",5.238860962566843,5.93094925686275,5.962370766488416,79.84157754010697,68.19607843137254,9.632798573975043,31.92513368983957,9.725611199111238,2.9114705882352943,2051,84,406,44,33,671,217,510,0.083,0.7140000000000001,0.203,0.9971,1,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,6,4,3,11,34,32,2,0,15,0,36,7,0,4,3,101,85,45,0,11,17,0,9,3,3,2,1,1,0,4,32,41,0,1,19,1,2,9,14,6,2,3,21,11,72,26,51,59,11,44,0,1,1,6,69,17,1,9,21,285,104,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758420760497755,0.05786790909089636,0.0,0.06536976439737191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054319248168145685,0.0,0.0,0.0443935037876044,0.0,0.19975997865745154,0.2949970247162906,0.06474148056915002,0.045646183491677365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0545071356109323,0.278564003936043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685086677959395,0.0,0.07127024170391635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14932876887596694,0.1331172158572811,0.06706184925660905,0.0,0.056234035729860785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05212178398528077,0.0,0.0,0.042101020080255486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05453412633776795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623532940847782,0.0,0.0,0.06237905329703334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26406538225975845,0.0932739080200266,0.06268025892571752,0.0,0.0,0.055528216911192536,0.0,0.0,0.15130844723915496,0.060351484358336364,0.10232031125175788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05221139705529866,0.0,0.0,0.06463872313262885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04375666078544048,0.0,0.0,0.06483903327335118,0.0,0.0,0.06988495222910274,0.0,0.0,0.1362733754508804,0.06478158974091305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14350752012121398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092829341772408,0.0,0.046110093256755635,0.09567939655600832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054819827264673854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356755881844191,0.0,0.04357575621041288,0.0,0.06558381247405183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06925311364847131,0.0,0.0,0.052106888769385705,0.06938366126305412,0.1439677396081704,0.09681047254172112,0.1006978833968221,0.06304905962811855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06850171383837593,0.0,0.08847255927271798,0.04964934930828723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04525781456811832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062465361209683136,0.0,0.06562570951925775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672834187573938,0.0,0.0,0.2803506226750697,0.07395095574803706,0.05574984989532079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05025671280874245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07408041424368335,0.0,0.0,0.04908339245193896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673995321303915,0.0,0.0,0.05182603825630451,0.038066034884847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852533276490843,0.0,0.0,0.10772777299185103,0.2310275148656689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739140761495273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33267880636443103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042038999062233885
anxiety,satchdog,2019/03/26,How do you focus on your academics when the classroom is an Anxiety trigger? Sitting in class i’m not sure why but a classroom seems to be a anxiety trigger for me for NO reason. I try to take notes but I get so anxious I need to stop to focus on something else. I go home but then I just have to teach everything back to myself and sometimes it does not go well.. Any advice? ,0.6564102564102541,2.9477943846153885,2.6156410256410254,91.7460256410257,85.92307692307692,5.005128205128205,24.051282051282055,6.42735559955562,0.7563743589743592,294,12,61,3,9,98,57,78,0.194,0.8059999999999999,0.0,-0.9241,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,6,2,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,4,1,15,11,8,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,9,2,11,10,0,10,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,4,43,10,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22590750255873415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721108056790806,0.0,0.35370582877633777,0.26116884827254444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17776400163013598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023081449850838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931221507183936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077706726845438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207825869665872,0.0,0.262771101808823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318935000745099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17141786184968155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376926815631561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21045859761903404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17797451096120795,0.228644026501218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932777573886188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21788545780562346,0.0,0.17381942191872274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569567967961059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078595792847461,0.0,0.20860499150474635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pezewuziz,2019/03/26,"Is this anxiety? Hi there, i realized that i am afraid of people, or better said, afraid of what people think about me.

Even if i don't know them, even if i won't ever see them again, i am afraid of being myself when people are around(even on the street, i just feel pressured, i feel like i have to do something, i have to walk somewhere, everybody is doing something only i am clueless and can't even think of anything) all i want to do is be myself, but i feel like i am too different, and i want to cry(am afraid to cry, am afraid that people will look weird at me, or that they would be concerned and won't leave me alone, i just want to cry, not comforted for it, not be laughed at for it, just cry). On with the weirdness, i feel that i am so much different from others, i have so many urges to do ""weird"" things, like climb a tree or just stop there in the middle of walking and stay, or maybe observe someone(this is my worst, is it weird that sometimes i just want to look at people on the street?) but i can't do anything, i feel bound and forced to do ""normal"" things, to be ""normal"", not by anybody, just, by me and society(whatever that means). With what i do it's the same, i do things that i have to do, but i can't like what i do, i can't enjoy it, i just feel judged for anything i enjoy and can't do it and now i feel i am nowhere.

That's it, i'm lost.

TLDR: i am a scared paranoic slightly perfectionist, self-hating and hating this world, worthless cause i don't do anything beeing ranting above",4.78022719204828,4.363974031948885,5.291347177848774,88.09773784167557,69.06389776357828,7.977919772807952,27.29304224352148,6.937597516519254,1.0639238196663112,1164,31,263,8,18,374,126,313,0.189,0.733,0.079,-0.9907,2,1,2,0,0,0,57.0,0,0,3,3,20,24,1,7,7,0,46,0,0,1,2,55,68,21,0,9,19,0,7,4,0,4,0,1,0,0,24,11,0,2,12,0,0,3,12,15,0,0,2,11,43,9,32,57,4,20,0,2,3,0,5,11,0,6,9,196,67,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173334756657143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075143237883044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32332916813933626,0.087442682808668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687362776558541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090598778462044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236926026997741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052522119343052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595115163793972,0.08885176979707088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476649721937997,0.1403464999492995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969786351622396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053982883833632464,0.0,0.0,0.1040080049327424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919546235232784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649715563064056,0.0,0.10722616235049384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958656417812836,0.09868202940620996,0.1069977881248335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220800467686565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19248282909712872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470591238315202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34049049754761274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343618640678937,0.0,0.09834216880930303,0.0,0.07827404707250858,0.0,0.10247198133516416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15123958867789106,0.09714882298296702,0.0,0.0,0.10469670591486556,0.0,0.08212200828693746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19577257613033008,0.12587954237443785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23174686105800515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977750485846299,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BrightBlueKicks,2019/03/26,"Any DIY cogntivie behavior therapy tips? I've been in a weird place with anxiety lately (to the point it's affecting my gut when triggered), and I don't know if I'm ready to go to a therapist for it yet. Or if I need to go for this issue?  I'd really like to hear some ""DIY"" solutions to try first.",1.8965625000000017,3.01840428125,4.52075,85.44925000000002,76.5,9.495,25.3,9.888512548439397,2.2948475000000004,230,8,53,7,5,82,49,64,0.056,0.823,0.121,0.6063,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,2,1,1,2,0,10,8,5,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,1,3,1,10,7,1,9,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,5,29,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18648023667464053,0.0,0.20977893678085874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332529345118119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31169315215920096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090679136952112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862163282731017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070513720223094,0.0,0.3093341499358653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397092661736967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033320000887696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865034300126555,0.0,0.2592282501196023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17567351560529512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135965424523131,0.3183926611656911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861786110018388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GoldDustTaurus,2019/03/26,"Gross intrusive thoughts Ever since I was a child, if I see something disgusting I can't get it out of my mind and keep obsessing over it. I get grossed out extremely easily and throw up a lot because of it. I just saw a few nasty things on the snapchat discover page and now there's a looping montage playing of it in my head and I'm gagging. I just wish I was normal & didn't let things like this affect me so much. ",5.086022727272726,4.634358284090915,5.889909090909092,84.18236363636366,68.43181818181819,9.76727272727273,33.50909090909091,9.3871,2.7378336363636366,331,14,73,6,5,109,63,88,0.184,0.7340000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.8324,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,1,5,0,5,1,1,1,1,17,13,6,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,5,2,10,2,9,7,4,9,0,0,2,0,1,6,0,2,3,50,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756003023868821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15505625388771446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23008430830847046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657865039895969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261048020307167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260879615034575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601016062313428,0.0,0.12426805588914208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21624883421971106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568323469306618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186984782051681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24922001382312575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026929797832401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21041025013183645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958197131541959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379726171471962,0.0,0.0,0.20193441588369326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29250287832178945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jwzc96,2019/03/26,"How Do I Control My Nerves I was playing Werewolf with my friends tonight and I wanted to be the Narrator for a really long time because I love to indulge in my creative side yet I kept trying to compensate for how someone else thinks how the game works and as a result I kept getting interrupted and it was slow, and even worse for the first time ever the surroundings was so noisy and I ended up embarrassing myself so fucking much. I feel like yelling at someone (maybe my friend) because of how much I was fucking embarrassed and having to bend myself to other people. How do I calm myself without resulting to ranting at my friend, because even making this post isn't fully calming my nerves.",9.55181818181818,7.799142060606066,8.991515151515156,69.78227272727273,60.21212121212122,11.224242424242425,41.696969696969695,9.725611199111238,4.177415151515151,560,26,95,8,6,179,80,132,0.129,0.7290000000000001,0.142,0.5846,0,0,0,0,1,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,11,12,2,2,6,0,9,3,0,9,1,23,19,14,0,1,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,3,2,2,0,0,2,4,0,1,6,2,19,8,17,12,2,17,0,0,0,3,5,7,2,0,10,74,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117520347693334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911973642261076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424063797064187,0.0,0.1509864250411974,0.0,0.0,0.22518855418697484,0.15420049065032393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619509841528457,0.12178428861161013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450022742254739,0.0,0.0,0.395115675950694,0.31519479542581785,0.08906389493646599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328336395968876,0.0,0.0,0.15086118833946766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15385644527727851,0.0,0.11379050333473036,0.0,0.1712607119426102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25063113037554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181829059871932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16326379000778246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920788343892034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28887850972938234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092307291194579,0.0,0.0,0.1988056500311095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115738402451007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054802443280908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16432765328233595,0.0,0.12410468610839916,0.0,0.17372418771885156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cheesyschnit,2019/03/26,"Scared af, cant sleep, help me calm my nerves So I have generalised anxiety, and for some reason a strong paranoia that my house will be broken in to so I freak out at the slightest noise or movement.

Just now, I was lying in bed dead still, and felt two or three big shakes that felt like they were coming from underneath the mattress.
I have no explanation as to what could have caused it and my heart won't stop racing. Also I'm home alone. Pls give me suggestions as to what the fuck could have made me feel that!

The only logical explanation I can come up with is an earthquake, but we literally never get them where I am.",4.996419999999997,5.542781232000003,5.324550000000002,84.71802500000003,68.67999999999999,8.81,26.025,8.841846274778883,1.6041400000000006,494,13,104,8,8,157,95,125,0.17600000000000002,0.7609999999999999,0.063,-0.8893,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,2,1,7,7,1,2,6,0,15,3,2,3,1,24,25,11,1,2,4,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,6,8,0,1,5,0,0,4,4,4,0,2,5,3,15,3,14,15,1,16,0,0,0,1,6,8,1,3,5,74,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003913560588665,0.0,0.154729304012948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801494001938365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987616470930308,0.0,0.3333391395631382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089628976588528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783146248578098,0.0,0.3715504908497721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17887309354789432,0.10108754739549472,0.185607746097788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292797962791105,0.1296884303879834,0.0,0.1940805025642806,0.0,0.0,0.22325487449879566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452664300766242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18307949831175346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492270000350596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715350911143946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989340584311604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19371151187736702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19362400602758506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545167911493177,0.16176151671533442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18900602133228955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NWord007,2019/03/26,Why can't I feel anything? I swear nothing motivates me except my will to get over this emotional numbness. I used to love someone but now I don't even though she seems to feel the same to me. I just don't understand why nothing affects me,1.82938775510204,4.099505000000004,3.1626122448979617,89.8431020408163,80.63265306122447,6.3689795918367365,28.16734693877552,7.554174236665415,1.7278457142857144,191,9,39,3,5,62,34,49,0.036000000000000004,0.8490000000000001,0.116,0.3609,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,3,0,11,11,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,10,1,6,10,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,28,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20722167445916506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832571416334311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16632093935429046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25464970522902103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156255407266754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22727219504222096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4832451349210841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292422386761063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21336139960988065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474062252865092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621475183389988,0.0,0.21748666405462436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4544463927116202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PinkSmol,2019/03/26,First job interview beyond failed I know based on how I usually am with talking to people (not being able to breathe and crying haha) I should be proud of myself. I did actually talk! Now if only I was able to say something productive... My mind was so blank I didn't even remember my phone number... I just kept saying how nervous I am and I am hardworking. Every time I said ummm I mentally got worse because they always never say um! I really should've practiced more... Or maybe I should've took better notes on what to say... I keep thinking about it and get more and more anxious and doubtful that I'll ever manage to get a job... ,2.429933333333331,4.643027080000003,4.142900000000001,83.91328333333338,78.2,6.726666666666668,23.21666666666667,7.793537801064563,1.3323466666666666,495,16,93,8,12,166,86,125,0.14300000000000002,0.807,0.049,-0.8861,2,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,4,9,6,0,2,1,1,10,1,1,2,2,22,19,10,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,3,6,0,2,3,0,0,1,3,3,1,1,8,5,18,3,11,8,3,10,0,1,0,0,10,3,0,3,6,63,21,6,0.30302893884344084,0.0,0.1478562659306256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607217612995242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17116822356745126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236181425301944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340022355107552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664315300883807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007387808605246,0.13705351195902446,0.1276574752532816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887813028891282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15832011348748062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211799623067426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30070946366979195,0.13467302209137585,0.0,0.0,0.08326838994848336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15221664946296498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15269094859356389,0.0,0.15298642219587608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685729938878632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11523358149869616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504105564617423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706404886127627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171636357874191,0.0,0.14412495688443455,0.4819615497186385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664324088807627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435631825101654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09708435411930473,0.0,0.0,0.08834930556689204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16833815046785708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16687178226501911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15440618858398825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Thot_patrol_nanoda,2019/03/26,"To sick to speak After many years of lonelyness forgetting how to talk with people. Blame stuck up girls and bluepilled friends for this. And I need to talk to people, to convince them help searching for my waifu, together with me in expeditions, drinking alcohol and trying to find girls worthy of attention and starting contacts with them, (what is impossible to do alone because of social anxiety), or just browsing through girls they know or in internets, and showing me those rare who may be worth my attention. In internets can do searching for myself, but starting contact still hard, and it is devastating work, for finding those rare who are worth my attention need to browse through meny females who are not good, and looking at them is harmfull, lovers spirit, and gives depression, do not want to see their evil faces. And those who seemed worth of attention in most cases are good for nothing stuck up females, what is even more damaging and increasing anxiety  
 [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KjLnXBUo4Oc](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KjLnXBUo4Oc) ",16.83824561403509,13.144847415204685,12.500438596491232,56.20223684210529,48.53216374269006,15.844444444444447,51.89181286549707,13.295006501635747,6.702890058479531,872,40,124,19,6,246,101,171,0.202,0.7020000000000001,0.096,-0.9752,0,3,2,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,5,1,4,9,1,0,0,0,13,5,1,1,0,34,25,14,0,3,6,0,1,0,2,1,2,1,0,3,11,13,2,0,8,2,3,1,2,4,0,0,2,4,12,5,32,21,3,13,1,2,2,1,22,7,0,5,5,89,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18732007415024174,0.0,0.18153630753751204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681760950169121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068485250433565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509676497444719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17170680874203398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577020606775078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204038815814995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13542021378650304,0.0,0.0,0.16814370409796747,0.0,0.2940316206163057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157015663740801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174858998212188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963288207435752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14719031613986894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17770551715517646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25993449396088336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16818504353164826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430329450663414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396747656638573,0.15956752838217256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17867499004421936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248126927452317,0.0,0.13997813213835447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817654353863696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900301727218394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033841666626309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12760528737009794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287400692269718
anxiety,SCG_YT,2019/03/26,"Question... Does anyone always make up excuses not to go out with their friends? I get asked daily to go out and meet up with mates and always end up making excuses, I have always sort of isolated myself in my bedroom, most of the time without noticing if that makes sense.. I don’t leave the house much unless I have to goto school, especially with these upcoming exams as well, my anxiety levels are through the roof! ",8.179303797468354,7.336937278481012,8.09477848101266,72.20393987341775,62.291139240506325,10.937974683544304,34.939873417721515,10.125756701596842,3.4661873417721516,331,12,58,6,4,107,59,79,0.07200000000000001,0.863,0.065,0.2498,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,3,0,17,11,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,8,2,18,11,2,11,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,4,2,42,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5038281762006518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15440307245128285,0.0,0.0,0.1411275877011535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18868829584555627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766269969351787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17876572841206706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15593706873334126,0.0,0.10545035455464867,0.0,0.2294147405546253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23289026471128754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21371391456592187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4041788964032715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483718041939799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297902618641367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261011723068203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20426759687884935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769149720098546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18147372799044392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19456154835937697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dylanm538,2019/03/26,"I've really been struggling combining my anxiety with a fulltime job Sometimes I wonder how people with anxiety (including myself) can even survive on this planet where the norm is to work for 8 hours a day, 5 days a week. Like on a lot of days my anxiety gets so bad that I can't leave my bed, especially when I have to start early. Most days I just try to go into ""auto-pilot"" and just go to work. But sometimes I'm thinking ""No, I really can't do this"", and call in sick. I have been switching between jobs 8 times in one year because of this reason. 

Same thing happened this week and I'm really not sure what to do now. I kinda want to work parttime, in the hopes that that will help, but then again I'm really scared I won't make it through the month (financially). Does anyone have similar experiences?",5.0448148148148135,5.311498666666669,6.2428148148148175,79.15866666666666,68.50617283950618,9.689876543209877,29.162962962962965,9.642632912329526,2.504195555555555,632,21,127,13,10,213,103,162,0.11,0.8390000000000001,0.05,-0.8388,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,4,9,6,0,2,7,0,13,1,0,3,1,23,26,9,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,10,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,5,3,0,1,2,0,12,3,19,22,3,25,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,5,17,82,22,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082440305191872,0.0,0.0,0.09391379709359793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214457994832493,0.08187510775290516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371471656094401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464794955286031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175369906169404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871154835807896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313825220345206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07017227008842503,0.0,0.15266476063029447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877130870182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002623764255133,0.0,0.0,0.1334017293184829,0.13226987588040393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665670866191073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221659659572328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656178658458722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141869235148716,0.0,0.0,0.08965403926247115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720624167755458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101301953759494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931147554762142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441738135493779,0.13809469947274702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13446934742133798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26567522330328885,0.0,0.09506644529399093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041165168789574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658709816925826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923066226821355,0.08606145319822382,0.0,0.0,0.07831817696182979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118876332759177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922046450348742,0.0,0.2154733359075177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14565520623770795,0.29334134417937296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649227002008679
anxiety,Wengdagul,2019/03/26,"Post Pregnancy Scare anxiety symptom? Hey guys so long story short I had just recently gone through a pregnancy scare. And during my peak anxiety moments Id feel 'light chested'? (If thats a thing) and Id like cough to the point of almost vomitting. After the scare I sometimes feel that 'light chested' feeling, even though Im not anxious about anything. And Im not used to getting a lot of headaches, but recently Ive had them a lot. 

The worst thats happening to me rn is that Im working through my first year uni essays and other work, its only stressed me out a bit. Im a little bit paranoid as to what it could be. Its not chest pain my chest just feels lighter than usual? 

Somehow that feeling has become psychological some random moments Id feel it in my chest, my mind goes crazy thinking about the worst. Im just confused as this hasnt happened before and its occurred quite frequent recently.

Can someone help ease my mind? It would mean a lot",3.4804344919786097,5.470055502673802,4.175611631016043,85.94224097593586,74.18716577540106,6.8140374331550815,30.40407754010695,7.6454224807358475,2.0058879679144384,757,35,145,10,16,241,111,187,0.165,0.7509999999999999,0.084,-0.9518,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,4,9,9,0,5,11,0,10,9,5,1,0,35,23,11,0,3,8,0,6,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,15,6,0,0,8,0,0,1,4,8,0,1,3,8,12,1,16,17,8,18,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,9,12,87,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981166190131097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499146730960841,0.11069380068491128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063231620967824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821540564321733,0.08337699443993214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21394585759028792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823208892845568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471737384280521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29726131122602223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334496771372532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051192489825337584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701936406784724,0.17329349626563909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567647375127368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5291965745775239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04786993388474221,0.09820550590889113,0.0,0.0867125770169352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499069609486335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067330799193444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978714059549103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452109297377041,0.1042616684301027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262635937216762,0.0,0.09384139234851087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421782922420487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902415361937423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942966227690326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302135326907413,0.0,0.0969084807193756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224010846544376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184268245837796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509608089516747,0.06278406073584562,0.09626858310845192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462654069951671,0.10791530940146092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14266674246422825,0.0,0.0,0.06960487813020726,0.0,0.0,0.06309835277374054
anxiety,Nsfw5473,2019/03/26,"I can't bear the thought of losing my mom or brother so much that I want to die before them If I die while we're  still living together, it'll kinda be like I'm just drifting into a dreamless sleep and the next day we'll all hang out as usual (though it never comes obviously for me obviously)",11.770483870967743,5.341627016129039,11.725806451612904,66.20870967741936,61.09677419354839,14.33548387096774,42.290322580645146,10.125756701596842,4.1244903225806455,233,7,49,3,2,80,53,62,0.16699999999999998,0.772,0.061,-0.8232,0,0,0,0,0,1,3.0,1,0,1,1,4,2,0,0,3,0,4,1,1,0,4,14,8,7,2,2,3,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,7,1,6,4,2,11,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,3,7,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20702575499499906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095767246418487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15690486691879646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.505002693622348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188614349871918,0.0,0.2148335579170995,0.0,0.0,0.2721843854634551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849436536079332,0.0,0.0,0.17884949882258552,0.0,0.18764376686436535,0.0,0.2587465295835072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24347026903877106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19429535357703692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390356744591512,0.19314870803682824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679545905249898,0.0,0.1435014377540709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,__Rick__Sanchez__,2019/03/26,Bad timing. I've been sick the past few days. My family has been sick for the past week or so. My first day of a new job was supposed to be yesterday. It's 5:30am and I haven't slept and still feel like shit. I don't want to lose this job. My mother is mad that I'm sick even though she is still sick so is probably the reason that I am. Her being mad at me for something I can't control is just how she is but it's getting to me. I worry enough. I don't want to be around people who just make me feel worse. I'm trying to just heal and stay calm but my luck is making me freak out on the inside.,-0.5596825396825409,1.1659333333333315,1.6314550264550256,100.54083333333335,86.03703703703705,4.746031746031746,14.087301587301589,5.773587663045528,-1.1387142857142851,460,6,119,3,14,154,82,135,0.22,0.708,0.07200000000000001,-0.9539,2,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,11,9,3,0,5,0,18,7,2,5,0,21,28,10,0,2,6,1,2,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,4,2,17,3,12,21,2,16,0,1,0,0,5,4,1,2,12,77,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150413940108041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14107803024316104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18950769193734868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21793583234848776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17458516191963033,0.0,0.11159924543785893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592843887466555,0.0,0.1708667294981752,0.12070804188349148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14372084272898075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882768087974274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353417483503043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254736222259948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890276948163092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22556980049005704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16318665512914174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225908514811807,0.1171384858297301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18217196056846136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17372331500651753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17343929971643554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007687837721538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800933313933813,0.2698700201898115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16600644612635854,0.0,0.09852437044306124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471558515350792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19931889873322767,0.0,0.1355328711105027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715913235650975,0.17218893148211514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fbaseller1,2019/03/26,"Sleep anxiety? Hi everyone, does anyone get sleep anxiety? if I have even a little bit less than 7 hours or had a late night, or had a few drinks the night before I get terrible anxiety the next day, it's not logical as I know I will get to sleep its just a feeling of impending doom or that i'll never be able to sleep again. I will get worse and worse until finally its nighttime i'm laying in bed and feel nearly sick and as if I will never be able to get to sleep. 

I have realised recently that my ""hangover"" is rarely actually sickness or headaches its the same anxiety I get when I haven't slept and will get worse during the day until the evening when most people are feeling fine again. 

Does anyone have any advice, i've tried briefing techniques and such but it just brings out a panic in me, it's quite hard to explain. 

Thanks",5.441952662721891,5.44599310650888,6.01283431952663,82.05428106508877,67.63905325443787,9.363550295857989,29.91775147928994,9.120678840339163,2.2864196449704144,661,22,135,11,10,215,96,169,0.149,0.804,0.047,-0.9136,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,9,5,0,1,10,0,14,9,6,0,2,26,30,18,0,2,10,0,4,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,8,6,1,0,6,1,0,2,4,3,0,0,3,4,11,2,15,21,5,24,1,1,0,0,2,5,0,7,17,86,19,0,0.20426789396249725,0.0,0.09966799925472386,0.0,0.0,0.09980411093619476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945458626952501,0.0,0.312528759550996,0.0,0.0,0.1428288609236786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690846636039834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150381764317316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317358929445701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17875621054362748,0.0,0.0,0.10005238524191316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349170174658394,0.0,0.0,0.09759336319472556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15492597712638104,0.0,0.0,0.1118827466500696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735254031214758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149195534354804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100581364459612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056130146227428006,0.0,0.1152115408364475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023650464258173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15754399254009782,0.0,0.10862061129892392,0.1916915809971775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983218079428397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07080681897357317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086320245305897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084495111281087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.511038534481478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403121625179912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06934224575191154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122496525632753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SullenSparrow,2019/03/26,"I cant even handle working 40 hours anymore, I'm so miserable. Hi. I just want to vent, I just woke up so bare with me. I work service industry jobs. I've been a manager, I've been a waitress, etc. Right now I work at a bakery as counter help. I've only been there 2 months or so. Working hard has always been something I take pride in but I cant do this anymore. When I first started I had an awesome schedule of 30-35 hours a week, sometimes even getting out at 2pm! Now after 2 people quitting at the same time. I am now the only counter help person and I work 45 or so hours, and shifts that are 8-5:30 (close) sometimes 9-5:30 (close) and I do that without getting a day off for 6 or 7 days. I used to be able to handle that workload no problem but now I fear I cant anymore and I cant handle work like I used to. I'm only 24! I feel like I'm 80 though. I suffer from back pain and can barely move after work. I am in so much pain it brings tears to my eyes and no one takes me seriously my whole life due to my age. I have had so many bad things happen this month that I used to use work to get my mind off things and now it's one of the problems. I had a full blown anxiety attack at work two days ago and humiliated myself. I couldn't keep it together. I wanted to go home so bad, I'm still so ashamed. My coworkers barely know me, there's only one girl I really like and I still have my guard up. My anxiety is spiking right now just thinking about having to go in for the 6th 8-cl shift in a row. I have the next two days off and my best friend is coming down to see me and normally I would be so happy but I just want a break from everyone and the world for one day. I'm so depressed right now and I cant believe it's over a fucking bakery job. I have to do the same schedule next week
 I'm so tired mentally and physically and the pain is unreal. At a fucking 40 hour counter service job. I am so pathetic.

Im sorry I just really wanted to vent. ",-0.2707571087691392,1.680721698598134,2.325508053290914,94.60931099622192,86.68691588785046,5.231338238218334,19.854046530125274,6.56484139541529,0.09022742095844104,1509,46,356,17,47,521,192,428,0.218,0.711,0.071,-0.9968,3,0,1,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,0,13,34,23,3,3,19,0,33,8,1,4,0,53,66,36,0,9,12,0,2,3,1,1,5,0,1,2,12,20,0,2,3,0,0,5,9,16,0,7,8,4,47,7,43,54,7,66,0,3,2,2,6,24,2,3,39,224,59,15,0.06717048738495834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059542584231470665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055891226419839436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027704779915684,0.0,0.1998452227124883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641612644679656,0.0,0.05164995861228842,0.11216910250661552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567813735229308,0.07049128242076569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057861427200719726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21659703743761285,0.0,0.057853842358785275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491284915068651,0.08873094683562162,0.0,0.0,0.06418427922432601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558547281517268,0.03396341666915933,0.04798660960911223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05713518225558618,0.0,0.0,0.05189575193002058,0.12419606643316045,0.10528142189703782,0.0,0.07634907185072212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05939864016057745,0.0715042328514258,0.06017156306861679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004592360206261,0.0,0.0673774755938924,0.0,0.26459759843949465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255565288926133,0.0,0.19996903246001546,0.059704215485218724,0.0,0.0,0.036915143206768745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04744450170730738,0.09844832167175446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810033138346885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06769205261679784,0.0,0.06782304410528373,0.0,0.10722968437368724,0.07139159786392131,0.04937803696327942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287315073293635,0.0,0.06581281599240542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18206584255169928,0.20434472989738434,0.2144224033472536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04656755839962429,0.05865067869806785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854616970986835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07144408151262513,0.0,0.0,0.08606226843486782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720896876403401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05352618185349325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051711122842040574,0.13286665913727785,0.07519186129866094,0.04754361669567474,0.0,0.107284875986567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100769408638184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925017425994591,0.04304013609087513,0.06599466281252933,0.0,0.03916765136491983,0.0772025940711426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312316118431033,0.0,0.0,0.2320549378882493,0.0,0.0,0.15847557514786706,0.0,0.10776022663774648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499345036890992,0.0,0.06474995285466775,0.0,0.44010823331604015,0.0,0.0,0.04771598702284143,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,claudgem,2019/03/26,"Scared therapist is dropping me Texted her yesterday, she hasn't texted back within the time span that she usually does. I understand that my fears are beyond ridiculous, but I still get that feeling in my chest and the voice in the back of my head telling that it's all my fault and it's bc I'm an awful person that she hasn't gotten back to me yet. 

I'm just so sick of feeling this way over every little thing.",5.300470588235292,5.217249870588237,5.477647058823528,86.0694117647059,67.94117647058823,8.682352941176473,27.588235294117645,8.238735603445708,1.558341176470588,329,9,70,4,5,104,58,85,0.208,0.754,0.038,-0.9478,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,8,4,1,2,4,1,4,3,2,0,1,8,11,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,9,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,3,12,0,8,10,1,17,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,8,48,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5205321539037296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19746760404366945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190119634237358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539186866450709,0.22819057243182625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178926733782598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23158172843357586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22616031514711185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19702864520371136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259147500138591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18020417014524548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19722781462272265,0.0,0.0,0.2619967347093056,0.14991165753732022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157817531778504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349093324791389,0.0,0.0,0.2485213039488334,0.0,0.0,0.17911025680122009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,newnewokayy,2019/03/26,"Anxious about funeral Feeling anxious about an upcoming funeral for a distant relative who took her own life. The thing making me most anxious is the constant reminder of Suicide. I have gotten control over these thoughts for myself, and I am scared to be reminded of them so much! Advice??? ",6.55558823529412,8.856764901960787,6.50406862745098,71.14080882352944,66.64705882352942,9.02156862745098,42.161764705882355,9.516144504307137,4.852682352941176,234,15,33,5,4,74,43,51,0.317,0.659,0.025,-0.9496,0,0,0,0,0,1,7.0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,1,4,0,4,1,0,2,0,6,9,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,6,0,8,5,3,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126719122499452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7376020418064293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23518778757917114,0.2440978904327519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004357603974453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15372312750962988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145274083289355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15998790163523474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178921478368896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23805905561326335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445880494504723,0.0,0.0,0.17277910592873547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418022085936991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Zee_Punisher,2019/03/26,"Just went to the hospital for a severe panic attack. While I was there, they gave me 1 mg of Ativan. This is after I took 30 mg of temazepam about an hour earlier. I asked the doctors multiple times if it was okay and of course they said yes. I’m still worried about taking so much benzo at once. I just keep thinking I’ll forget to breathe or something. ",1.898690476190474,4.025412916666667,3.1714285714285717,90.64500000000002,79.55555555555556,5.780952380952384,22.785714285714285,6.868970318607317,0.6835214285714288,278,9,57,3,7,90,58,72,0.175,0.763,0.062,-0.8176,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,7,3,1,1,4,2,3,2,1,0,0,8,12,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,6,1,7,1,10,6,1,8,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,5,36,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23460218164641736,0.2854891851342703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25685555808807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471328902661975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230538057935088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18447540056863845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267251062147629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944330030289506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23870868599864264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28349942033475106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931917647360833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20040712115891504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886814054693665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16079712427202128,0.0,0.0,0.14632959548897562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27881207786826945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326309899895368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25484952457736804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwhoaway1,2019/03/26,"I [21M] feel like I can’t take control of my sexual life and it’s starting to eat at me First of all, I’m fairly certain it’s not a sexuality thing.

I’m a 21 year old dude and never has a sexual encounter I’ve had been the result of me being interested in a woman, talking to her of my own volition and making it happen. I just always sit back and wait for whoever wants me to take me. I feel like I’ve given up all agency in my sexual life.

Today I went on a tinder date; I’m pretty sure I could have made a move: we were sitting by the water, late at night with nobody around and she was casually touching me a lot, but I got paralyzed. There were multiple opportunities, but instead of even deciding to leave (I was kinda far from home) I did nothing. I didn’t make a move and I didn’t leave, I just sat there with this girl who’s only visiting town for a few days, and I ended up getting home at 145 AM after she finally decided she needed to go back to her hotel.

I’m so angry at myself. I freeze up and can never go after what I want and I feel completely impotent. My friends don’t seem to understand how serious I feel this is, just telling me to go after a girl next time as if I don’t tell myself that every single time.

Maybe at the end of the day it’s true, but it’s not that simple. I have no idea how to navigate the execution and it honestly terrifies me, not only putting myself up for rejection like that but also the hooking up itself. I’ve actually never had sex: every time I’ve gotten the opportunity I’ve been impotent in the literal sense. So not only do I not go after what I want, but experience thus far has shown that even if I did, it wouldn’t matter. 

I feel so hopeless in this realm. And I hope I’m not coming off like an incel, I acknowledge this is my problem and I’m just so mad at myself.  ",3.0170924016800322,3.689638170103095,5.676815578465064,79.95783696067204,73.22680412371133,8.840931653302787,25.452844597174487,9.150863307647796,1.9160506681939664,1422,43,302,30,27,515,186,388,0.108,0.7709999999999999,0.121,-0.4869,0,0,0,0,0,1,36.0,1,0,0,4,19,19,1,0,19,0,27,5,0,8,8,73,64,27,0,10,17,0,7,4,1,1,2,0,2,3,20,17,2,2,11,2,0,10,16,5,0,1,18,7,47,14,45,43,6,59,0,2,0,1,15,21,0,6,30,212,67,0,0.0,0.0,0.09693646467694624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943802751353045,0.08265453595251072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842905874131922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276470510762313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556816017778142,0.10415067913570143,0.0,0.11141245824836794,0.07931077865777195,0.0,0.0,0.12812549492912634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164432986712046,0.0,0.0,0.17596235015122416,0.0,0.0,0.13121943648604364,0.0,0.1673877567886651,0.0,0.0,0.09716852441745802,0.0,0.0,0.2511333731580689,0.14192964453424706,0.0,0.1088164506130604,0.0,0.0844941554945247,0.0,0.0,0.07674584310355853,0.0,0.05189834868388372,0.0,0.2258170918212771,0.0,0.07944713781161518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784146194616282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19928186714070648,0.09866189955775292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213693178290857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205401475077284,0.2103624839116484,0.0,0.0,0.14032625595503473,0.1941199210041297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445092006069052,0.0,0.09399301778566392,0.1326135404968131,0.0,0.09979518805671074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21115440724185214,0.0,0.07365551763998579,0.2298394336515859,0.0,0.10564371843621012,0.09321900865447627,0.0,0.09531444828166044,0.0,0.1042351939727874,0.0,0.0,0.22664584281712166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010592334367347,0.0,0.09505001667015113,0.0,0.0998589404271146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043069830732596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07030970381587713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362190152022533,0.0,0.14937485929597602,0.07984157346797592,0.17364603923449562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659936470325689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17376881428216506,0.0,0.09415780374684084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341106106725116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17577076890288906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208438243060577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06396837357985828
anxiety,coffeenommer,2019/03/26,"How do you deal with anxiety? Hello. I'm looking for some advice on how to deal with anxiety. I've had anxiety throughout my life but it was always somewhat manageable, but now that I have a highly active career; my anxiety has been through the roof. I used to meditate and it helped but I'm looking for ways to deal with it as it happens, rather than after. At which point do you think it's wise to consider anxiety medication? And if not, how do you deal with your increasing stress levels at work? ",3.0466893424036314,5.2413947346938805,4.550544217687077,81.83175736961455,76.14285714285714,8.43718820861678,27.21541950113379,9.150863307647796,2.5351120181405897,396,16,75,10,9,132,63,98,0.12,0.802,0.079,0.2094,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,4,0,1,5,2,0,1,2,0,8,2,0,4,0,19,15,10,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,2,8,1,17,12,3,10,0,0,2,0,10,6,0,3,2,56,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650636651519253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475079526443796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5734665206149278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6182702402861731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257944175345415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049252180741827,0.15840549866693973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589746724202556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518008727351147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15103509929095826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172893134307174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717402123376312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606679884412772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129488293158669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900461700511447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914822241047732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,glided_cage,2019/03/26,"Is there a way out of this situation? A month or 2 ago I started having bad anxiety when I'm home, and by that I dont mean literally when im at the inside of my home, but in general, wherever I go and at the end of the day im returning home. Its pretty bad, I still go out and excercise but my heart keeps racing at all times. I was away from home for a couple of weeks, been to my sisters place (a lot of people there) and been to my fathers apartmant (he was away, so I was alone) ,for that period of time I felt calm and good, I could enjoy the day again. Yesterday I came back home ( living with my mom) and legit after 1h the anxiety came back full force. I feel trapped and dont know what to do in this situation.. not feeling comfortable in my own home, and not knowing why.",5.9526818181818175,4.074666654545457,7.328901515151517,79.2533522727273,67.30303030303031,11.15909090909091,31.53409090909091,10.125756701596842,2.680590909090909,598,18,137,12,8,208,95,165,0.118,0.792,0.09,-0.4035,0,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,9,0,11,1,1,0,1,29,24,14,0,1,5,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,6,13,0,1,6,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,8,3,16,4,25,15,4,36,0,0,0,0,4,12,0,2,19,93,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918712252725546,0.0,0.0,0.10734050651558116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15856970027077194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947476944413193,0.1593865984902842,0.1730713071663906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23707469615893625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274866386821764,0.11467646083154248,0.0,0.13367935219231833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24293225187797965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179489605665607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480770171842116,0.0,0.0995113229140771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780279391435645,0.08692890011005013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281472589645685,0.0,0.0,0.6237604214004718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238994769012216,0.0,0.0,0.09212061420176948,0.0,0.0,0.11391643413841457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151663493775407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811161503807781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289510320940607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138273265077965,0.08272501618927992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185141026955147,0.0,0.1082824703967138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543984915998082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329929733910588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335741933437473,0.0,0.0827675951364778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086744868025195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226516183152315,0.08313431625986903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351960947980692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kerz15,2019/03/26,"Post graduate job anxiety I (22F) graduated from university over 8 months ago and I’ve still not found myself a job. My degree subject doesn’t make it very easy to find a job relating to it, but I’m living in the city, so there must be jobs everywhere, right? 

I find myself putting limitations on what I can do. I don’t want to work I retail as I want to avoid people interaction at all costs. And I don’t want to work in an office that requires me to answer phone calls, because things will turn bad very quickly. And I don’t want to clean - because who goes through 4 years of torture and essay writing to become a cleaner? So what can I do? These limitations are just making me scroll through every job listing and not actually apply to any? How do I change? My parents are really pressuring me to find a job and start earning money but they don’t understand my severe anxiety. 

Help.",3.2433333333333323,5.182547428571431,4.805714285714284,81.38761904761904,74.71428571428572,7.866666666666666,27.095238095238088,8.648137234880735,2.1021809523809525,700,27,135,14,15,235,109,175,0.136,0.769,0.096,-0.9033,7,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,6,7,4,1,2,6,0,15,0,0,3,2,31,26,12,0,5,5,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,6,0,4,6,0,3,1,7,4,0,0,1,0,19,0,20,22,1,14,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,6,86,27,12,0.0,0.0,0.10953978091879177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950282785635776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763338305239282,0.0,0.17174184346042884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372403836327613,0.13685308275382715,0.12397127560737545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114619772234349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874558710279913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457544314321902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30778332388955193,0.0,0.0,0.1230763010444758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523879044711622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6683446635812862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911878224318003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14985545657454696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959685713210302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464031058625714,0.0,0.0,0.07781999735039473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750444490845247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284222602529312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191020671618903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586086320206394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681051825449713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794511082916351,0.0,0.0896429730475136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457389396313395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209573670233735,0.0,0.1168561800931911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852359661815267,0.26483176833700595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16343863375933154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228530203800128
anxiety,MmmmmmmKayY,2019/03/26,"Just need to vent Fuck me, I hate myself and my therapist keeps trying to see if I’m depressed but that’s not relevant. I can’t stand myself, I’m self critical to the point of having existential crisis’s every time I try and create something and apparently I’m creative. I’m an introvert and I want to be alone but I can’t be alone with out freaking out so I try to be extroverted and it’s so tiring, I hate what I create, I hate who I am when I’m an ‘extrovert’ because it’s not me but I hate actual me. Half the time I even doubt that I have anxiety and think that I’m like subconsciously tricking myself into displaying symptoms but 3 professionals have all said I have it so I just apply Occam’s Razor . I am so fucking pissed and I hate that my life is so awesome that my brain is my biggest problem but I can’t help it and when I try and get help I don’t want it because i feel like its an important part of me that I’ve had so long I’m afraid to be without. It’s the only thing I can trust but it’s trying to destroy me every second I’m not distracted so I just avoid it by blasting music because I like it and it’s loud enough to stop my thoughts. 

If you read this thank you but also why 

Hopefully someone can relate",0.7467297979797962,2.7549500113636363,3.375606060606064,88.27646464646465,82.97727272727273,6.335353535353536,22.277777777777786,7.526774132740827,0.952685353535354,969,33,210,16,27,339,123,264,0.215,0.606,0.179,-0.9312,1,3,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,14,23,10,4,6,0,19,7,2,0,1,43,46,29,0,7,16,0,1,3,0,0,3,2,0,1,21,14,0,3,3,1,0,0,8,17,0,2,3,4,39,6,16,39,3,12,0,1,1,2,7,5,3,4,9,142,60,2,0.0,0.0,0.10658868348549012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22625010063654785,0.0,0.08734788089878677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355748404951326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19974921164680054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193218308683515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940760732959491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285951144657227,0.0,0.07214265049466774,0.0,0.18405499609618406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0552278767611275,0.07803097631466846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20195509533102485,0.057066003796625665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.539189618986388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14642358335085934,0.0,0.0,0.10848592445665647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09708496312538617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714945521554717,0.1600867141722133,0.0,0.0,0.096661449094325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098959130449382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830711885489315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182809625587917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325374275864052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045143968877869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925541821778326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389880547181424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703886901881583,0.0,0.11394639341016573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254671685277306,0.08408740343526905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131770989466713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352749052951565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056049706790576,0.0,0.12681964221520356,0.07256480808383071,0.06998752083642604,0.0,0.08671313231118212,0.12738095484774106,0.1255390584679346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37078594633639456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884848452044506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855934978854247,0.0,0.0,0.10528983144954364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,keithykit,2019/03/26,"Have you ever that moment when.... You see the elevator open, seeing that there's people in it. Instead of using it, you try to act like you do not need the elevator and go to the direction where you're not visible to them anymore, waiting for the doors to close. And then wait for the next elevator until its empty? (I hope that makes sense) This has been happening to me a lot lately, I don't even know why. I'm not even claustraphobic. Maybe I just don't want to be in contact with other people. XD",1.3480378037803789,3.681194118811888,3.529522952295231,86.11149414941498,83.05940594059405,6.445004500450046,20.072907290729074,7.686295010490155,0.8237643564356429,390,11,80,7,11,133,70,101,0.03,0.872,0.098,0.8364,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,4,1,0,8,2,0,0,6,0,7,0,0,2,1,19,20,5,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,2,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,2,9,2,13,18,1,14,0,0,2,0,6,5,0,2,8,58,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328402628540501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31014206950873235,0.2123734017575552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334317957449528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20761659649066602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331911074298713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902982914820232,0.0,0.2648438749793211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147024321345408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19960292332397586,0.0,0.0,0.1567185433650911,0.0,0.2358696773874142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17408758399927868,0.0,0.0,0.2496928987337088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255360040456633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3741810812341897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15940129722572766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027759232911993,0.0,0.0,0.13848027265503762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21185387910798287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,atclubsilencio,2019/03/26,"Job interview on Wednesday and I'm nearly trembling. So since you can't make money hiding in your room waiting for it to magically appear, I'm on the hunt for a second (or third if you count DoorDash) job. Now, just my first job is challenging enough, but I've been their 3 years now, I love my coworkers, and it's actually helped me confront/handle some of my anxiety triggers. But since hours are low, I only work about 2-3 days a week, with shifts rarely going over 5 hours, so it's an easy job. 

But this new job will be a shock to my system. A) I've never worked two jobs at once before, never thought I even would be able to because of how crippling my symptoms can get. B) I'm now going to be working nearly every day, which means little rest for the first few months, and I'm so scared that I'm going to end up fucking failing at yet another job (the three years at the theater is the first job I've lasted more than a year), or get overwhelmed, or that the coworkers may not like me. I hope they aren't ass holes and are understanding of my mental illness, not that I'm going to parade it around and tell everyone that, but there could be times I may have a panic attack, which I dread the thought of, and then get accused of incompetence or get fired. 

​

I'm basically just venting this out. Any tips on job interviews? Beyond the dress nice and talk clearly part, I'm just praying I don't shell up and become a stuttering mess. It's so hard to stay confident for longer than 5 minutes. Every time I think I will thrive at this job, I suddenly get a wave of terror. But I HAVE to make this work, and if nearly every one else can do it, so can I, right?

Plus it's a record/bluray/music/books/video game, etc. store. I'm a huge junkie of all those things, especially films, music, and books. So I'll at least know what I'm talking about from the start.  One of my favorite shops in town actually, I love the environment, and I'll be able to dye my hair again. Just please God let me get this job and be a good fit for it. 

TL;DR: Strong anxiety disorder is making me fear that I won't be able to pull off working two jobs without cracking, or that I'll fail the interview. Looking for job interview advice, and just some perspective, maybe a little support. ",4.675491004497751,5.022466445652178,5.500119940029986,83.88152173913045,69.32608695652173,8.518740629685157,27.601199400299848,8.433251757073789,1.7068988005997,1775,54,372,25,29,581,234,460,0.161,0.71,0.129,-0.9524,13,0,0,0,0,0,71.0,0,3,2,12,23,24,2,7,24,0,30,7,2,5,4,61,68,34,0,5,20,0,3,1,0,6,2,0,1,0,24,17,0,1,6,4,3,6,9,15,0,10,3,4,31,9,52,50,10,64,1,4,1,4,16,28,2,13,29,230,55,26,0.17109769227432212,0.0,0.1113111110139378,0.0,0.0,0.05573156156006415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06179475936512241,0.0693008078963204,0.038784099312136035,0.059803616210745376,0.08725951084991902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0507710736471388,0.0,0.06488277514229421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034766521713020825,0.06298798621800393,0.04853051139498457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04553586164503815,0.0,0.0,0.07356257130534438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653642595184224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047643389039617415,0.0,0.05051392362314626,0.058929884471827274,0.06360638483941837,0.03766947069547415,0.0,0.14415718512407447,0.05449705906621165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06417749059951768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14553560964324178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05272568649204274,0.17878296483301725,0.0,0.12965168195648402,0.047836208868224775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05108997508869545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03822772551563789,0.0,0.0,0.05664620476473201,0.11233117458978767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7357482546927321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031343605694250334,0.04648915176945291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05831966085793629,0.0,0.02786322998899084,0.1143232244236206,0.0,0.0,0.04789298981849943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294823158498692,0.0,0.1142090381884643,0.0,0.0572968763274856,0.06212518196466375,0.0,0.0,0.057475410401938286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04552284853538783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797405874673794,0.05508240579191489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0607378194158515,0.07729348288544044,0.04337583497730616,0.0,0.0669154256089003,0.0,0.061760709128232026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06260462881483918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048705498113454426,0.0,0.0,0.05709954606678126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435585274939036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04036794240891813,0.06078912489736135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471987786450488,0.0,0.05927867146977636,0.0,0.09168122932313766,0.04984897482793791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03788990136754963,0.03654416419579011,0.0,0.09055497057875016,0.06651229353090038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142505592330833,0.059372910580591014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04574808276291968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05497735657235313,0.0,0.20760192956564416,0.0,0.0,0.04051429718635567,0.0,0.0693008078963204,0.11018130416647087
anxiety,titidaddy,2019/03/26,Really bad travel anxiety. I’m having really bad travel anxiety. I always do in the day and night leading up to a flight. Every single time I feel like just screaming and running in the opposite direction. What can I do to help calm myself. ,2.7267391304347797,5.397351239130436,5.4414782608695695,72.43613043478264,80.08695652173913,8.897391304347826,24.417391304347824,9.3871,3.0282400000000003,191,7,30,6,5,68,34,46,0.258,0.604,0.13699999999999998,-0.7659,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,6,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,2,5,6,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,21,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24792505176352103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4558743421449973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4975652231411572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19215835886357965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510425942639925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506565945165665,0.21286136364100208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19971506889506152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14556730283662536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27961354183010345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817592442206056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17374179480621227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ballato420,2019/03/26,"my anxiety making me worried my friend just messaged me an hour ago if i could do her a favor, im already anxious that she doesnt like me. i dont know what she wants, and im kinda anxious. ",0.3049999999999997,1.9608383095238116,3.1145238095238104,91.43464285714286,82.57142857142857,5.152380952380953,24.785714285714285,5.985473137389443,0.6248857142857145,147,6,33,1,4,52,31,42,0.228,0.638,0.134,-0.2755,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,8,7,2,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,21,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071926226071953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257933191219624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788071943509444,0.5281096912995539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18661896184831991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27393653580402905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805836458618182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230182612427109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5049493971797695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284550449674309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419147165414507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15602041534186994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786338994972452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23736998049850025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,starrynight47,2019/03/26,"Why do I ""go dark"" for days at a time? It's happening again and I need to know what I can do to stop this cycle. I'm fine in my day to day, I can function great at work where I'm talking to people all day, but when it comes to my personal life... if anybody tries to contact me outside of basically my husband or my mom then I can't seem to respond. I feel overwhelmed just looking at the texts or seeing the phone ring. I'm usually over it after a few days to a week but then that's the awkward part. How do I tell someone that I was ignoring them when I didn't really want to. If anyone has any insight it would be greatly appreciated.",1.7807763769077631,3.0253734744525573,4.081871267418717,87.98049767750501,77.02919708029195,7.025613802256139,26.323158593231586,7.686295010490155,1.3215605839416051,494,19,112,7,11,172,90,137,0.063,0.858,0.079,0.4645,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,6,6,0,2,6,0,11,1,0,1,1,20,24,12,0,5,7,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,8,2,0,2,4,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,2,4,15,3,17,20,3,23,0,1,2,0,9,6,0,5,15,75,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712112338362958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204260045410809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14835939664927872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5553649010210686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708378360086245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788128968208952,0.0,0.0,0.3797645313647082,0.0,0.0,0.15230088233809194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465214804293333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216499140818677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446283623760259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20171165763067114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770507317505725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18650642305375573,0.0,0.1194013905607979,0.15038307428075015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033383410136864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724362548432012,0.15679014029953964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459284465748244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399053799929531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13843055223610734,0.15053509131107914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042768396484564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693168380402673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18968509717683574,0.0,0.10158469057038977,0.0,0.13815112226065815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554092170870542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253842251777086,0.0,0.0,0.1223460150866364,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spider_sauce,2019/03/26,"Adrenal Fatigue can underly or cause Anxiety Adrenal Fatigue.
 -tiredness
trouble getting to sleep and waking up
craving salt and sugar
unexplained weight loss
reliance on stimulants such as caffeine
nonspecific digestive problems

For those suffering with this, (i know i did) there is a lot of great videos on YouTube that can help you cure it. Heres a summary list that might help.

1. Stop caffiene, no added sugar(juice too), no processed food, no artificial sweeteners
1.5 Drink lots of water throughout the day
2. limit or eliminate alcohol and nicotene
3. Bone broth, good quality, a cup every single day
4. Eat lots of veggies, good fats, good quality protein, limit grains and high sugar fruit
5. Find time to relax, meditate, enjoy nature
6. Excercise, equivalent 10 minute brisk walk everyday. Dont overdo it though
7. Supplements- b complex, omega 3s, vitamin d, magnesium
8. Dont overload the senses. Too much- TV, fast/loud music, facebook, reddit, gaming, porn etc.

Check out this out for a starting point.
https://draxe.com/3-steps-to-heal-adrenal-fatigue/

All the best!!!",6.172457627118642,9.790182559322039,5.461500000000001,71.66919915254239,73.68926553672316,8.51175141242938,34.27372881355932,9.120678840339163,4.071838644067796,871,45,121,22,20,264,142,177,0.123,0.705,0.172,0.9183,0,0,2,0,0,0,58.0,0,1,0,4,6,13,0,0,7,0,7,18,4,2,1,23,10,8,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,7,7,11,3,3,5,1,1,5,6,0,0,1,5,3,7,15,8,8,15,0,4,0,1,4,8,0,6,6,62,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16239988751388199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624960074948396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15947349078994136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561056074194183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960042970916944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35619386606349823,0.1488637379179576,0.0,0.15549384172120995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16947646785272522,0.0,0.0,0.1280335331749009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388894237947843,0.0,0.1837516099561062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939324924856819,0.0,0.0,0.3823725433344127,0.0,0.167537325219965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20371225029657095,0.1605549348967113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351368492708515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.387574929589122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16120640113000165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170867733524474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436520798600063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14540596870507505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207055040034986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075586407122118,0.0,0.0,0.12704603827374444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14930072046921433,0.0,0.08860956808706233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18504732337893787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,brookerob,2019/03/26,"Hypochondriac I constantly convince myself something is wrong with me. Web md is my best friend, but it’s not the usual things I google. I used to convince myself that I was pregnant. I would engage in protected intercourse and days later freak out and think I just had to be pregnant. I was able to get over that by getting on birth control. Now I worry I have STDs even though it is so not likely. One little itch and I flip out and start googling. I’m not sure if I have some sort of repressed negative feelings about sex in general or what. It’s just starting to taking a toll on my mental health and I know my boyfriend is sick of me saying it. I’m embarrassed of this and I don’t want to feel like this anymore. I worry about other things but this seems to be the thing I stress about the most. Please tell me I’m not the only one that does this. ",1.8779918864097347,4.016874804597702,2.846592292089248,92.88410750507099,79.6896551724138,5.703313049357674,21.72954699121028,6.794906146795322,0.4369733603786341,672,20,142,7,17,213,105,174,0.188,0.6890000000000001,0.123,-0.9484,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,9,13,0,3,5,0,13,4,1,2,1,34,28,12,0,3,10,0,2,2,1,1,3,1,0,0,16,9,0,3,5,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,3,3,23,8,21,22,3,16,0,0,0,1,3,8,0,6,10,104,39,0,0.15922220580021734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15790564387083073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16709388175786508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17206263974513686,0.17858124274390733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268515061670297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13933642527528056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051647652706566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16101506268916502,0.11374837563777628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301468123348927,0.0,0.1663740617528354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16924575919962068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750436028738477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555758542594334,0.15958247938614056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16045853398414509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157861747066033,0.1210956623384464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17477816843760874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661988876372587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449499161926821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257703291817212,0.0,0.0,0.2253965935551792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18238849878846988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006504464929946,0.0,0.1197152833137602,0.0,0.1391672258721918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31734047571250584,0.10202316036589128,0.156435008783419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13751686386331555,0.17536076494514008,0.0,0.09391338228607207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32339575763982825,0.0,0.11310688669221527,0.17408448692192585,0.0,0.0
anxiety,browneyedgirl2000,2019/03/26,Life changes causing stress My husband is doing a new career change and it’s caused me to spiral out of control with depressive and anxious thoughts. We’ll be basically starting our lives over and have to live off less money than we did before. I don’t get to see him much anymore now that he works days and I work nights and all I do now is constantly worry if he’s okay home alone while I am at work since he suffers from his own severe anxiety and depression. I don’t know how to shake this feeling. He tells me he’s okay but I can’t help but worry about him being alone. I can’t find a new job even though I want to so bad. I feel like being on the same work schedule will help tremendously but I’m stuck where I am since I have almost no work experience in my field and I am the sole income provider of our home now. Im also in my early 20s and haven’t had to deal with much change do you think this could be like a quarter life crisis? Any advice?,1.7620022002200209,3.5102683465346587,3.0401320132013225,93.25434543454348,78.40594059405942,5.8750275027502745,21.123212321232124,6.691623216298621,0.22026644664466444,754,20,169,7,18,244,125,202,0.19,0.716,0.094,-0.9538,2,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,4,1,0,6,10,10,0,2,5,2,24,2,0,4,1,31,35,17,0,3,4,1,2,2,0,2,2,0,2,0,4,12,0,1,6,0,1,1,6,6,0,1,4,3,25,4,20,24,6,21,0,3,1,0,18,8,0,2,14,107,29,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566452060612204,0.0,0.0,0.10827773980569,0.2239825475525051,0.0,0.08647245164523333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353289852717282,0.0,0.08272004340255551,0.1221574353990152,0.10723705756515453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902850041091974,0.0,0.0,0.0920116551156455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221609801300569,0.3431652969744226,0.0,0.0,0.11685137244527685,0.1212782934082499,0.08633393460407675,0.0,0.0,0.0697356543935671,0.11147848059233624,0.18626642376095406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07141961307209885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577302574256588,0.0,0.0,0.109348729552564,0.07724892414985005,0.0,0.0,0.09882992363319136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05649406949675586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495607793508408,0.0,0.2169287450794446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680021098262976,0.0,0.10730349394448092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05942605907751039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15275247589149374,0.1056548482371809,0.0,0.19096359521850514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15897769244862606,0.0,0.0,0.2088675012474518,0.0,0.10147377107164203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616653678417845,0.0,0.0,0.1221574353990152,0.0,0.1788944301587716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653579341926067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386388139362944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451140216525172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928608283365545,0.1062383182189212,0.08584406471719641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06377856126908361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3936038709559255,0.21962488881472667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HayesSnow,2019/03/26,"Anyone run or panic in a bad situation I’ve been having problems with my family members criticizing everything even how my service dog doesn’t behave to their expectations off duty. 
I’ve been either running into the woods to my rock with my service dog or having a panic attack when that happens. 
Is this a coping problem? Did I do this to myself? Does this have anything to do with the trauma from my childhood? 
Sorry I have so many questions I’ve just never looked into it and figured my anxiety was ADHD or panic disorder related rather than the bad stuff that scared me for life as a child. 
-Hayes",5.62141304347826,6.938582913043482,6.741467391304347,72.33307065217394,67.69565217391305,8.532608695652174,30.02717391304348,8.841846274778883,2.6867608695652168,485,18,78,8,8,163,78,115,0.304,0.696,0.0,-0.989,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,6,10,1,4,7,0,12,1,0,1,1,20,14,8,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,6,0,1,2,1,0,2,2,10,0,0,4,1,11,0,15,10,1,9,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,4,3,64,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969502750356456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536670862676158,0.0,0.0,0.11458775324636522,0.0,0.13485815475421506,0.0,0.0,0.1864356076932383,0.0,0.0,0.273663633091712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18781911559747627,0.0,0.14341129945700432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824029405634064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14728355183595426,0.0,0.1544901939872224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14491733733977405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11575232766689834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761678105592653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16614721598624246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263933075282204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5768288121194204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136194463243708,0.0,0.0,0.18358157864832594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16407110433581254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18420645405346506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18344871700035253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18760183156102425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jessyandjesus,2019/03/26,"Where do I start? So I’ve been thinking about this for awhile now, and I just don’t know where to start. I’ve come to the conclusion that I really do need help. The list just keeps getting bigger. 
• Lack of energy/ Motivation 
• Being really bitter lately, not wanting to be around some people.
 • All I want to do is sleep. 
• Thinking everyone is talking or laughing about me. 
• Rethinking about a conversation I had, thinking if I should of said something different. 
• Lots more days of being blah than anything else, most days I’d be lucky if I felt any emotions. 
Those are just some of the biggest things I can think of just to name a few. I don’t know exactly what is going on, so I hope some of you can give me feed back. I’m really scared to seek someone because I just don’t know where to start, but I understand that would help me so much. I’ve been dealing with this for about 2 years now and it feels like I’m just breathing, I’m not even living anymore. 
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anxiety,lotus_91,2019/03/26,MOSQUITOS!!!!! I just found one in my house lost it and now I’m freaking out 😬😬😳😳 anyone else’s anxiety go bananas because of things like this??? welp I won’t be sleeping tonight 😩 Guys haaaaalllpp😩😖😭😭😭,-1.214057971014494,0.7916412173913088,1.7652173913043503,96.06202898550728,93.34782608695652,4.8057971014492775,25.057971014492754,6.42735559955562,0.8025188405797108,160,8,38,2,6,56,39,46,0.218,0.718,0.064,-0.7191,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,2,0,3,1,3,2,0,5,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23764175957097955,0.0,0.0,0.21720946178640116,0.3182914210278135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18936565913726072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25950314625926896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406050401274036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17654610673023546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075863344579167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3584413924820299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517649351324736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391045503345915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21050036949963608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108682777667681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063780267217419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Zexanima,2019/03/26,"Anyone else find they get unreasonable irritated when unable to do something perfectly? It's the worst for me when playing games, but happens a lot with just life stuff too. I'll fail at something and just feel stupid for not doing the correct thing to begin with. If I continue  to fail, which I will keep trying until I succeed, I'll just get unreasonably angry, like very angry, about it. 

I'm also dealing with pretty bad anxiety and was wondering if anyone else has trouble with this. It may be unrelated but I'm just trying to figure out what parts of my life my anxiety is actually affecting. ",6.606826801517067,7.290679796460174,7.51810366624526,69.91371681415932,65.19469026548673,10.350948166877373,32.95701643489254,10.290406445055957,3.5445281921618204,479,19,81,11,7,161,78,113,0.278,0.612,0.11,-0.9779,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,4,9,10,1,0,3,0,8,2,0,1,2,26,17,10,0,2,9,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,8,7,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,1,7,4,15,13,3,7,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,5,6,59,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.1741989601291678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427535224611944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273117677345479,0.0,0.0,0.24963518115529046,0.3658069768000668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14904749566819758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18403486290023707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982426013766597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025947584050888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16315392306778215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18652709077605925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15785485243600567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15866693412085453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25217226507745755,0.08721044369621443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517619041044154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19330776970918695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18160775137404767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27484978253586745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043500107123625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859339750543706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423916842583089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14728855771249774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935853139827956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CrimsonCub2013,2019/03/26,"What to do about self destructive thoughts and an overall depressed feeling late at night when getting ready for bed? Does anyone else notice these types of feelings happening to them regularly? I tend to get these types of feelings fairly often. Feelings of failure, of not being good enough and just an overall sense of uncertainty.

I'm going through a rough patch in my life currently and I'm not sure how to fix my Outlook or my attitude on my situation.",6.372500000000002,8.055160773809531,6.305714285714287,74.78928571428574,66.26190476190476,8.933333333333335,36.61904761904762,9.2995712137729,3.6373476190476186,371,19,61,7,6,117,62,84,0.189,0.768,0.043,-0.9291,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,5,4,1,0,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,15,14,6,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,5,6,2,15,12,1,8,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,4,40,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15785244076955346,0.23131164394052886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19444158315128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19755884038104696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885884928193704,0.0,0.0,0.2332642223524485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4565920075229084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358942871143547,0.0,0.12830119658016895,0.1893517382894295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199633510220986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546603369689034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594567214150052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118548291969372,0.0,0.0,0.2570224170283351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355106495500937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537569465676421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21277046647403267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17922345327436914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,accioliquor,2019/03/27,"How to overcome the day after This is currently happening, but not new to me. My anxiety was super high tonight, and I spend my drive home crying and hyperventilating over something small and stupid. That’s subsided, but now I’m just at a low and don’t want to get up to go to class or be productive tomorrow. Any tips on overcoming this? I can’t really afford to miss class every time this happens. It’s just such a feeling of apathy and tiredness that I can’t imagine getting up and going through the motions tomorrow. ",6.432904290429042,6.717752306930696,7.331435643564358,72.48183993399341,65.53465346534654,11.089768976897693,35.645214521452154,10.864195022040775,4.026266006600661,417,19,76,11,6,140,73,101,0.172,0.7490000000000001,0.079,-0.8749,2,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,1,0,4,0,6,0,0,1,0,16,16,10,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,0,2,0,1,4,4,3,0,0,1,1,6,1,14,14,0,21,0,2,0,0,0,8,0,1,9,51,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18244071662977288,0.0,0.20523472214863572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946947866866204,0.17301946498827492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260388546493617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565125937986075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28033217051852305,0.0,0.3049412799048137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4744811407946577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283454284923771,0.2691083617169417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591080820387741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17186808989212374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065363154066654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643718317148358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15823946364969796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,winkingelephant,2019/03/27,"Not sure how to convey a thing to a friend without making them spiral I'm the type of person who can't say no to friend, I feel like I always need to be there for them. And I want to be there for my friends, but I can't realistically always be there. I'm dealing with my own anxiety and depression things and an ass ton of life stressors are going down rn, so I don't have the mental capacity to take on a friend's anxieties and stressors as well. It makes me feel like a shitty friend for not being able to do that, but I can't. This friend and I had some issues last year where they spiraled and overstepped some boundaries in our friendship, and they hurt me. I know they didn't mean to and that it was a result of them spiraling into a bad mental place, but that doesn't change the fact that some of their actions crossed boundaries and hurt me. I've since reestablished the boundaries, especially on how much of their emotional load I can take. But it still seems like I get a message every week where they expect me to be a friend and a therapist to unload on, and without asking if I have the mental capacity for it, just expecting me to take in deep emotional things and also provide affirmations. I'm not sure how I can tell them that I can't deal with all their life problems and depressive swings on top of my own shit without making them spiral into a worse place. It's not that I don't want to be there, but I can't carry all that weight.",7.45632722007722,5.663677692567568,7.485444015444018,79.05337837837837,64.30405405405405,10.34903474903475,32.29150579150579,8.841846274778883,2.358869498069497,1151,33,241,14,14,372,135,296,0.18600000000000005,0.6829999999999999,0.131,-0.9798,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,12,1,14,20,1,0,16,0,23,5,2,7,5,57,43,25,0,7,14,0,3,3,7,0,2,1,0,1,17,17,1,0,5,0,0,3,17,7,1,0,3,4,36,13,37,34,9,22,0,4,0,1,28,15,2,5,7,176,53,1,0.09117376974557073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07291163072535717,0.1517277604134556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394953686035594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523516715788855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612628940664509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644975918036924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879923063617768,0.1570556685672531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20511643861970644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681783330308832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220039489724574,0.13026911864723265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4930843983737936,0.0,0.047634531633488006,0.0,0.05181615444675615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19520681242678295,0.0,0.0,0.09516172792533838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05010671945209663,0.07431879114358649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287974598000027,0.13362869559806734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18257759784327973,0.0,0.0,0.0993149637594148,0.0,0.0,0.27564514681209706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06702321135139565,0.06760419500769907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960941900559361,0.19051436807284908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724098435994893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250504114883932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300117572905358,0.0,0.0,0.0935885644415515,0.07541988449727596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281149029277241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17186039797591274,0.0,0.2056539843990713,0.0,0.07968989340420084,0.0,0.0,0.10585977389229684,0.1817154040678564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755330325371497,0.0,0.07313409857288404,0.1110250891935282,0.08197616853083135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26366478147350864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291386056379898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058712918466686616
anxiety,TheJaundicedEye,2019/03/27,"I had a major panic attack at work and made a fool of myself I was in a meeting with two managers and all of a sudden I felt faint and light headed. My mouth went really dry and I felt suddenly extremely unwell. I stood up and sort of staggered to the door and said I'm feeling faint and the moment I got out of the room I started to hyperventilate. I sat down in the break space where about 20 of my co-workers were sitting and was hyperventilating so bad I couldn't see clearly. People immediately start surrounding me and I just couldn't bear it and lurched to my feet and ran into the bathroom and pretty much collapsed in one of the stalls, still hyperventilating. By then I thought I was about to die and then an ambulance crew was there and they took me out of there on a stretcher and put me in an ambulance. I slowly came down out of it, but they took me to the hospital anyway. I have worked for my company for over a decade and am incredibly embarrassed. Im sitting here feeling absolutely awful and wonder how badly I damaged my reputation. This is the 2nd time in my life that this has happened, but the first time I was alone. The first time happened almost 7 years ago. ",4.321764705882352,5.578243574468086,5.517772215269086,80.12411764705884,70.70212765957447,8.252816020025033,27.86608260325407,8.671277953709913,1.9868898623279103,940,33,186,16,17,313,136,235,0.14400000000000002,0.8340000000000001,0.022,-0.98,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,4,11,7,1,2,18,1,13,6,3,2,2,40,35,23,1,2,3,0,4,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,5,23,0,0,6,0,0,6,2,7,0,4,20,7,29,0,34,13,3,43,0,1,1,0,4,19,0,3,15,135,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124601060205544,0.0,0.1407540392811694,0.1455813925977654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15991127182281836,0.0,0.0,0.23472929962689715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16076719561361566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458827192132608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421462564919438,0.0,0.2699260035068753,0.0,0.0,0.23912647984533694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242147038152234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485996748143745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425870191723805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183269907739624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928415586856078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300458085874614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333034475922667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524946432022313,0.0,0.0,0.1649209792617091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744903118783324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14300361135132308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130513977957032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004857640198692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13370807568505166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120109093984361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19898313527198272,0.0,0.11225419138661714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115917166256231,0.245891118876766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123424374237397,0.0,0.0,0.13731011325076664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030377125190304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524351179653205,0.3069957027908297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905182844071043
anxiety,Well_thats_it_for_me,2019/03/27,"Today I kicked my anxiety in the ass and it feels great. I just got to college a few days ago. Been getting to know my roommates but one of them is a shut in and the other is hardly in the room. Been trying to talk to people and make friends but it is slow going. Granted I have only been here a few days but still.


When I left home I promised myself I would make a change in my life. No more hiding from people, no more listening to my fears and self doubts about myself. People were going to like me and I was going to make them like me.


I just went to my first bonfire. Only a couple of people there but I got some contact info and we are going to hangout sometime. Might seem like a little step but believe me when I say this would have never happened a few months ago. It feels good to make connections with people and believe people will like me for who I am.

Sorry if that is rambling but I am just proud of myself right now. ",1.648520437535982,3.5577492953367917,3.02068221070812,92.50323978123205,79.36269430051814,4.910650546919976,19.53051237766264,5.46131890053228,-0.2313118019573981,726,17,153,3,18,236,102,193,0.097,0.743,0.159,0.9438,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,2,2,10,11,0,2,10,0,18,2,1,4,1,34,36,16,0,3,10,0,3,4,1,4,1,2,2,1,7,9,0,0,5,1,0,6,3,2,0,2,8,5,27,9,21,24,6,28,0,0,0,1,10,9,1,5,17,117,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20292423062084666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756178643466217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25791503669597315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108377933359712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664810181602218,0.0,0.14763479867086948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879961556173955,0.11574909429614065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735983960256732,0.0,0.0,0.08843171377942759,0.0,0.059800762241223375,0.0,0.2602016164379847,0.0960038364635705,0.18308865385897954,0.12619284192088068,0.0,0.0,0.10121683086219643,0.0,0.10253391164116783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481297438245053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06290436609512018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436140856958665,0.0,0.08084666739284889,0.22367800781025396,0.11471925139163568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.305612452277482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142424900077214,0.0,0.0,0.09136108837944057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827880959613972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756123516262448,0.1741043726564303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4761139988516267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774843756204933,0.0,0.09102339370927426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420032286043664,0.11940701516178608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320412494938348,0.12812889127942473,0.0,0.0,0.09140811235280732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199882217844584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084949440167667,0.0,0.0,0.07771100390443271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061058087494135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16261857089176668,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LilTylenol,2019/03/27,"Anyone else get guilt related anxiety? I still live with my parents and I feel the need to tell them everything I think I’ve done wrong, and if I don’t, I have a panic attack which grudgingly forces me to tell them. Incidents like this used to happen all the time, but I started taking Lexipro which basically made it non existent, but recently it’s come back. Once in January, and once Today. It boils down to stuff like the fact that I watch porn. I know I’m a 15 year old boy and it’s normal, but I still feel guilt ridden about it.  ",2.7741794087665643,4.4125161834862405,4.18103975535168,86.65781855249745,75.23853211009174,8.147196738022426,23.120285423037714,8.841846274778883,1.5055741080530067,420,12,89,9,9,139,75,109,0.116,0.835,0.049,-0.5859,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,0,4,7,1,3,5,0,3,2,0,2,2,20,16,8,0,3,4,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,6,1,0,4,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,2,3,13,2,8,14,1,13,0,0,1,1,6,2,0,1,11,51,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924455274871915,0.0,0.0,0.1181321826267174,0.17310691701980505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19220243553243133,0.0,0.12991037758689314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14553351168753215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17289218750187968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411341514038362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183932794273935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17085009948417382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826821704541922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14939992167917676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284925528526156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16507865620542436,0.0,0.14918394285163455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986242924980235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527260274194232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655329066148752,0.0,0.0,0.1772822249394325,0.3598476419990833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982237619848068,0.1875964630587415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16681550360058894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958207446292413,0.0,0.2698437544432412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19340473304704206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702766885491096,0.0,0.2953355293361685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825488502185504,0.0,0.0,0.09851478132255337,0.0,0.16014269564278144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591659612091715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18471782336711656,0.0,0.10879680040653762
anxiety,milquee,2019/03/27,"It makes me angry when people glorify anxiety and tread it like it’s a trend. I see these people who share memes on social media saying things like “signs I have anxiety: shaking legs, lots of peeing, not texting back right away!!1” and I’m like... okay and? Those don’t even begin to explain the raw and UGLY realities of anxiety. It’s not fun. It’s not something you should be bragging about. It’s not something positive. Anxiety is soul consuming, life altering and over all fucking sucks. It’s not edgy. 

I’m glad that mental illness is being talked about more, but when I see all these people who make it seem like having anxiety is the trend now a days, it makes me feel like crap.  I know I don’t know their stories. Maybe they do actually suffer from anxiety and sharing funny, relatable memes is a coping mechanism...   who knows. But 99% of the people I know who have crippling anxiety don’t spend their time posting and bragging on social media about it, they’re spending their time just trying to make it through the day. 

I’m sorry if I sound bitter and rude. But can anyone understand where I’m coming from? I don’t know why this affects me so much. 
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anxiety,qtsicles,2019/03/27,"I have a friend and she suffers from terrible anxiety, but she doesn't want to take meds I suffered from anxiety and depression, and effexor xr really helped me. I've recommended for her to do meditation and yoga, and anxiety apps but none seem to help her. 

She is vegetarian so I told her to try vitamins that she may be missing as well

I'm not sure how else to help her, but when we work together sometimes she just bursts out crying without any reason and I'm at a loss of advice to give her anymore

Do you guys have any advice for dealing with extreme anxiety, without medicine? 

Thanks everyone",4.463496168582374,6.183360732758619,5.915977011494256,75.60450191570885,70.98275862068967,9.983141762452108,32.71647509578544,10.25414643259724,3.706315325670497,479,23,88,14,9,162,78,116,0.317,0.6409999999999999,0.043,-0.9879,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,1,0,2,5,10,0,0,2,0,8,1,0,2,1,22,17,13,0,1,7,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,9,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,6,1,0,1,0,16,4,17,14,1,3,0,5,0,0,20,2,0,2,1,60,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30609557341621896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130146865808761,0.0,0.4792571616863557,0.0,0.15532549827785924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17204031748695814,0.0,0.16146890765575933,0.1348970483712068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13083637062507705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14965764530383288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100464676052887,0.0,0.0,0.1502447009237353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550789662262427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149383554279922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17397012109443252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033513345575744,0.1610320083127758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258146451294312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15490172660796747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147613012827513,0.0,0.11775916032105703,0.0,0.0,0.14419515783282594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14965764530383288,0.0,0.10633507115237577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237885702474152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14082068189540636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019532382344214,0.0,0.11402162418187985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vishal----,2019/03/27,"Does anxiety kill you? I thought about this question because since stress and depression have a major impact on your health, I thought maybe anxiety could have a huge impact, too. I’ve been searching online asking people about this, and they all say it interferes with daily activities, it causes excessive worrying, and also causes fatigue, but it does not have a major impact on your health. The thing I want to know is does it have an impact on your health? If so, is it huge or small? Please tell if does or does not.",5.552488954344626,7.0988609793814454,5.507069219440354,80.26072164948455,68.0721649484536,8.429455081001473,27.259204712812963,8.841846274778883,2.115625625920472,413,13,73,7,7,129,59,97,0.133,0.778,0.08900000000000001,-0.3695,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,4,1,0,5,4,1,1,5,0,8,4,0,2,1,21,13,10,1,4,7,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,8,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,1,8,0,7,9,3,6,0,2,0,0,9,6,0,5,0,50,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052615492285743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21145990794492112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920730473927125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425127999680171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839586300664584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034910713874768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190397127514811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6047406945915089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4407309765820593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529084279782532,0.0,0.07595637323898924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885010442678727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581712379709063,0.0,0.0,0.1517126204028467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482636557418364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990980905214844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432839665333246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15831861227232102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080126883124995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182030677440613,0.0,0.0,0.2194459441271933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815195939222832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035854208020426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,callmedarko,2019/03/27,Potluck tonight So yea have a potluck to go to and I went and got some legit hand made mochi from a bakery. I’d been craving it and figured what the hell but now I’m in the parking lot and I just want to throw it away and bail. Like I’m thinking it’s not good enough or some crap. My head has been in the clouds all day about this meetup and now I can barely breathe.,-1.059663299663299,1.0147164567901221,0.2472502805836143,106.40535353535357,94.30864197530865,2.9454545454545453,17.240179573512904,3.1291,-1.3098493827160491,287,8,73,0,11,89,58,81,0.113,0.804,0.083,-0.5437,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,5,1,5,4,4,1,1,18,13,9,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,5,1,4,2,8,8,5,10,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,4,5,45,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211195868481999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22042396172791096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35315673090139976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942450955317482,0.28667422809381554,0.2733578180371746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35077146611892035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16697957756849366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290574586761855,0.0,0.3234065689508328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190029333432535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015944823417983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168394299643477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Angelsdust96,2019/03/27,"Seeing psych tomorrow needed a lil advice So originally they are thinking about putting me on a antidepressant cause they wanted to see how it would work, but my anxiety has really gotten worse I have bad social anxiety, as well as family anxiety. I love my peeps don’t get me wrong but it’s hard real hard for them to understand me and what makes me get depressed it’s almost like that word doesn’t register to them. For example: we were out in town the other day a incident happened and it’s like people don’t think before they open their mouth to me like they can just say whatever and you’ll be fine. It was on a matter I’m already aware of repetition is a pet peeve of mine but the incident escalated so high that I was about to just walk home and that would’ve been like a 2 hour walk I didn’t care   I was 2 mins away from it but my phone only works when it’s on WiFi so nobody would be able to get ahold of me til I got home. They one meme bee came out and was like it’s ok I talked to him told him just to not talk to you and be quiet. When I’m just like if they could’ve just done that from the start I wouldn’t be out here chain smoking cancer and bout to dip. Sorry if they story was boring but it’s truth and was wondering if I led with that and just proceeded about my anxiety maybe they can help? I was gonna try even tho there is a sign that said they rarely prescribe benzos. Got shoot my shot. Any advice?",1.4927909176915792,3.33995323178808,3.1124550614947992,91.95836092715234,79.59602649006622,6.830842005676444,18.73273415326395,7.83500028581142,0.4045634815515604,1124,24,256,19,28,371,165,302,0.134,0.736,0.131,-0.2534,0,0,0,1,0,0,13.0,1,2,12,2,20,16,0,0,10,1,29,3,1,5,1,51,54,27,0,8,15,0,2,6,0,5,1,3,3,0,17,16,0,0,4,0,0,5,6,4,1,1,17,7,39,12,32,28,0,27,0,1,2,1,26,11,0,5,17,162,56,3,0.10993876019825416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148617681646778,0.0,0.0,0.11008778771754324,0.0,0.12132015567922758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476212689553806,0.0,0.3364114025441801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329108416894328,0.0,0.09179427262046093,0.0,0.0,0.09354978755641408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257406536469056,0.1120898930563983,0.11293739074886848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777715421997022,0.0,0.0,0.07090140532116597,0.0,0.0946900930639129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250552160507807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726135142538053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364047881582016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17231539394578774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17585613925483762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721848256498493,0.0,0.19696706992887306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368963355128419,0.1161563362062384,0.2205550806748922,0.0,0.10826753331846316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32226315006954337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922402337469853,0.0,0.07338497612079832,0.0,0.11044826139285964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151819765803316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744973491478142,0.08361338116104056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762176937406134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105188192885648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513437776327446,0.07042958492584547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457693667130458,0.08742771472838039,0.0,0.0,0.175213916117485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120687211075853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306744122307815,0.07781522032001763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17672922208227101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088863680493538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050511966914968,0.0,0.07464120160486343,0.0,0.0,0.11445012656500207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484472917998825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884814853255053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922389576147617,0.16007345357728706,0.0,0.11203698897306767,0.2342920228431401,0.12020077580108235,0.0,0.0
anxiety,krob011,2019/03/27,"Health, extreme worry, stress, causing headaches, dizzy, eye strain? So where can i start..well i just turned 18, im a senior, i’m so stressed between my enlistment process with marines and college. it’s so stressful. but it was my bday, and the night of my bday, i had a headache all day, it got so bad where i googled my shit and “meningitis” came up..well, i ended up panicking and crying screaming for 911 to take me because i was “dying” my dad had to slap me and said i was overthinking. Well, i stayed up all night that day, i was worried about so much shit, i didn’t even think straight on my bday, it sucked for turning 18. Now it’s been a week, i have headaches everyday since, sometimes my neck hurts cuz i keep moving it to check for meningitis. i’ve been dizzy, tired, my eyes are strained. i haven’t slept at all, maybe an hour, or two everyday, i’m so scared to head to bed, afraid of dying. idk what to think. could i be stressing? am i being a hypochondriac? i’m afraid i have meningitis. i really just wanna be my normal self again. pls. i also went to dr and blood pressure was mildly high, had no fever. whay should i do?",1.1672925764192144,3.4614993886462884,2.049648908296941,96.68257816593884,83.49781659388645,5.410724890829695,22.260436681222707,6.742157984588678,0.4161589868995632,876,30,195,10,25,273,134,229,0.298,0.669,0.033,-0.9967,0,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,0,0,16,17,3,10,6,0,23,12,8,2,3,24,38,16,2,4,4,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,1,1,8,8,0,1,2,0,1,3,3,16,1,1,16,4,30,1,20,17,4,24,0,1,2,0,3,8,3,1,12,117,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182316391340564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958716281718644,0.06999446509706331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313258534371378,0.0,0.11795388997028375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167607576298402,0.0,0.1261266467970141,0.14810146589250991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383343508517265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169826861431,0.0,0.0,0.07583889103383412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918336945927354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784056487833935,0.1220504857957396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131581586374846,0.0,0.0,0.11307660490224301,0.0,0.12291939541165785,0.0,0.12402753378820815,0.0,0.0,0.10205912714607253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535419744831528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203768367677653,0.08440742938673154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155054595248406,0.11250124468803868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355795503960821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109222077823504,0.0,0.11495691795744542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978445557902913,0.0,0.23572639941375584,0.09498199872403916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356195829859365,0.0,0.08127164860794969,0.12238504375074792,0.0,0.0,0.526113150154212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633190311365731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471466859076441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197107273378492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24978686951421245,0.11216447322714747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210333459983383,0.0,0.10323882602973583,0.1064412046277212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23321476124945506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JuniPetuni,2019/03/27,"Had A Rough Day I'm gonna be honest. I had a really rough day today. I hadn't slept well last night due to my Health Anxiety and we usually have short school days on Wednesdays but another grade was taking a big test so it was a long school day. We have this fitness unit in Gym and I'm super sore from it. I came home and was going to relax so I got myself a drink (ginger ale to be exact) and accidentally spilled it on my bed. So then I had to clean that up and that took forever. Then I had this math test to study for and I did not understand anything on the study guide and had an anxiety attack while I was trying to study for it. I was a mess. I just want a break. A break from school, a break from life's daily struggles. Anyways I hope you guys/gals are having a better day than I am. 😔",1.171705426356592,2.67698097674419,3.2203720930232578,92.39749612403105,79.34883720930233,6.447131782945736,19.024806201550387,7.3011,0.16583131782945726,616,13,145,8,15,209,100,172,0.124,0.722,0.154,0.8077,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,2,1,0,2,6,9,1,1,12,0,19,5,1,0,1,17,31,14,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,3,0,8,10,1,0,1,3,0,3,2,3,1,0,16,2,18,6,17,12,0,29,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,1,15,92,26,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15971146624039162,0.2330351457702633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533905570186074,0.0,0.0,0.17327586203490367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470678853002266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17420331968686278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4911402883308802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14920689035472462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656190686209053,0.0,0.1218170987544482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618995745204846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278044973132515,0.1512792869924019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415387335786797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758183271529563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479052855823828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14293364740188166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757438936736468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4624408872740202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15922862965335902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145189901581917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14437311139802886,0.0,0.16922323385260785,0.1034092374093809,0.0,0.0,0.15856122429737038,0.0,0.0,0.1677491558220888,0.0,0.08983703169756445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694596870496034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,-silenceinthetrees-,2019/03/27,Drank a crazy drink from the gym today it was a health drink with aminos and stuff but it also had the equivalent of 4 cups of coffee in it (found that out later) and now hours later my anxiety is crazy I got so jittery after I drank it and I’ve had bad anxiety the rest of the day omg it’s awful never ever again will I drink one! I thought it was an after workout drink but it had extra stuff in it and omg it was bad!!!,-0.08902173913043754,1.8822229239130444,2.2349565217391323,95.42526086956524,86.06521739130434,4.984347826086957,15.72173913043478,6.2581,-0.5612165217391301,327,6,76,3,10,111,54,92,0.231,0.769,0.0,-0.9715,0,0,4,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,7,1,8,7,0,0,2,12,13,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,12,6,6,0,2,6,0,0,1,2,0,1,11,0,5,0,10,1,2,14,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,11,57,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689822035913848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26191524617111456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28586806902098394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040148394573153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6707925414170892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15484848547090785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876977621549841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691392044175354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819638268526894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685847591787296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203000468885476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600077401408987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3919364274110711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359033942554664,0.0,0.0,0.16226530503507294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LeahLuck,2019/03/27,"Emotions I’ve noticed recently especially how much I worry and get worked up over things. Someone looks at my funny? Oh no, here I am being an emotional mess again. Someone says one, tiny rude comment that I shouldn’t care about? Crying on the floor. 

Then I get angry. I get angry that I don’t have the courage to vent to someone, even if I know it helps. 
I get angry that I am scared to help myself in any way. 
I get angry that I’m so sensitive over everything. 

I get mad about how mental disorders are represented. Like how it seems to be a trend to have anxiety. You don’t want anxiety. All you want to do is make it go away. I cringe when people casually throw around the word ‘depressed’ or ‘anxiety’. “Oh, I was depressed yesterday.” No, you don’t just get depressed, being depressed is when you have depression. You might say, ‘oh you don’t know if they have depression or not’.  But if 99% of people say this I’m sure not all of them have a mental disorder. 

Then I get angry because I sat in bed being angry. 

I’m mad, and anxious, and I feel too much. My head is clouded. I can’t focus on anything. I don’t know what to do.",1.4065652173913037,3.5072080913043493,3.4447826086956503,88.1763043478261,81.13043478260869,6.608695652173912,23.04347826086957,7.7425588080867325,1.1489130434782613,871,30,183,15,23,295,119,230,0.277,0.626,0.097,-0.9932,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,6,2,1,14,16,3,1,6,0,26,1,1,4,3,30,49,17,0,6,9,0,1,1,0,2,0,3,1,0,10,4,0,0,5,1,0,2,11,11,0,1,2,5,29,5,21,41,4,21,0,6,1,0,14,11,0,7,8,123,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660052452559567,0.0,0.22275567242945385,0.1096520284777178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987346155377943,0.08640544004947454,0.0,0.0,0.09119260816176253,0.0,0.0,0.059167876347883126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989608133037623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661765657484767,0.0,0.0,0.5015943025317503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222482102562967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183625672472763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06410829943236104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723274566905996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049077282802044944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40568561689567895,0.0,0.0551623681944524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09961324744488713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301167459339463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16002762093853454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047419415731306785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150733406414097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06478940003571389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19563061290839945,0.10296706412216848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427029505224791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050532325695044,0.0,0.0,0.0657714809035694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458064335761505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583666232199077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23156194155141024,0.09717563663937837,0.0,0.0,0.08836127391204213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467200440293513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147944933788807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644834423602703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449894300256085,0.07704301393438616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066203170690834,0.0985708093988119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ravenclawriddle,2019/03/27,"Any advice I just got home, I have a long commute that sometimes makes me anxious. I’ve had a headache all day and my jaw started to hurt on the way home which sent me into a full on panic attack. I’m still not 100% over it, I feel like something is wrong but I also know from past experience it’s nothing just me over thinking and reacting. Does anyone have any advice on how to help in this case? I would say it’s almost hypochondriac where I feel like something is wrong when there isn’t. Thanks ",1.3998930481283445,3.720776529411765,2.487147950089128,93.74671122994656,82.72549019607844,4.885561497326204,21.037433155080205,6.11248444174946,0.10951764705882372,394,12,83,3,11,125,72,102,0.135,0.746,0.119,0.0772,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,8,8,1,1,4,0,7,1,1,3,1,17,17,6,0,1,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,2,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,3,3,10,3,10,13,2,17,0,1,0,0,3,9,0,1,8,51,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097043828445599,0.0,0.0,0.15868188484632248,0.0,0.0,0.12672606242956533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155260898028457,0.0,0.0,0.1790226886144327,0.0,0.1108038632122048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18027917458431475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219815356342936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867560500949522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15501120655869954,0.0,0.0,0.16025142879866236,0.22641781973739805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674059592491982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062171398661796,0.0,0.3179107931909819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696422810199858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708936001370728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548380164890271,0.0,0.0,0.14023837449077511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577800291643936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520534321087457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859269685871841,0.0,0.0,0.1512747537775878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12601937824839404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24399139229549324,0.1567279889260082,0.0,0.11216381113765024,0.0,0.12655201060017662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458951917121157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153930288342716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12578378790590047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257046326396647,0.3465177393344321,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PicklesForNipples,2019/03/27,"What I hate the most about my anxiety The thing that upsets me the most when I reflect on my constant anxiety is that I keep fantasizing of the day it'll all be over and I can talk to people and apologize for all the times I've snapped at them or been irrational or unreasonable. That fantasy always seems so close when I think about it, like I'll graduate from anxiety and have a party where everybody is okay with me or something. And then I realize how irrational that thought is and realize nothing is going to get better until I get myself to a psychiatrist... Which also gives me anxiety. I just kind of sit in my room all tensed up hoping it'll all go away but knowing deep down it probably won't. Sorry just needed a place to write this.",6.723648648648647,6.198745013513516,7.570945945945947,73.73317567567568,65.08108108108108,11.724324324324325,34.04054054054054,11.20814326018867,3.784821621621621,594,23,115,16,8,200,95,148,0.105,0.815,0.08,-0.36,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,10,7,1,1,8,1,11,0,0,1,4,31,24,16,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,12,7,0,1,7,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,0,16,5,19,18,6,22,0,0,0,0,5,12,0,7,8,88,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14369421350778822,0.1495125056387416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5498348365015063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16882018845551994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589169839644405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19417589927618606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588210835799673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18775623287507773,0.1723704457058958,0.204238514106783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17740196427109695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784679769109442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15971248845636,0.0,0.18711451633068116,0.0987503032300221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778512712356594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332343212573356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17241282431678115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457111399750632,0.0,0.1877328212921219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19373106888294253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16357868488134333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383304686755246,0.0,0.20114290393193016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14442418151370853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937488258051693,0.11513504000862218,0.0,0.14265000158034927,0.1047759025998962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,beyondsarcastic,2019/03/27,"Music to Reduce Anxiety I just came across research that says the song ""Weightless"" by Marconi Union reduces anxiety/blood pressure. It has seemed to calm my anxiety (I'd estimate by at least 25%) within a few minutes. Does anyone know of other music or easily available items that can be this beneficial? ",5.339444444444447,8.136734796296299,6.103481481481483,70.53966666666669,71.4074074074074,8.764444444444445,33.022222222222226,9.3871,3.8435377777777777,245,12,35,6,5,80,47,54,0.097,0.763,0.14,0.5385,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,1,8,4,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,0,25,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5925525038767467,0.0,0.0,0.2708025952164557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4429572754912061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389206173963705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21284478739053952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079890329443886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.352574820191626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ticklystarlight,2019/03/27,"I'm in need of someone to talk to, I think I'm having a panic attack I think I'm having a panic attack, my husband is at work and won't be home for 1-2 hours. I'm just feeling scared and alone and don't know who to talk to. thank you",0.7092857142857127,0.9853399285714308,3.5664285714285704,94.42857142857143,78.28571428571428,5.6000000000000005,19.357142857142858,3.1291,-0.5838428571428573,180,3,47,0,4,65,36,56,0.302,0.63,0.068,-0.9287,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,1,6,2,3,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,9,16,3,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,4,1,8,14,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,25,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21999414369792375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.483297249525649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740158278060948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130659466047486,0.0,0.2091824355392015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167357468066526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15750035679408475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4984380072630194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21266086031861045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799754843759054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414564641218579,0.0,0.1955598727253592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27220928826341445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463802424488224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sachiko_,2019/03/27,"Anybody willing to lend me their ear to tell some worries I cant tell anybody else? So today was a really shitty and stressfull day for me. And sometimes some burdens just get very heavy and on those days, it really makes me anxious... Does anybody  want to listen to some things going on in my life? Or just a casual chat to calm me down? :) ",3.8991044776119423,5.247317119402986,4.782268656716422,84.64295522388062,71.83582089552239,7.151044776119402,26.832835820895525,7.554174236665415,1.48503223880597,265,9,51,3,5,86,49,67,0.13,0.759,0.112,-0.516,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,3,2,1,1,0,11,8,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,7,2,10,6,3,8,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,4,3,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.291502029283192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328178051989462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22580501156144106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21555211965861507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481075340996207,0.0,0.1466451874350602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822552043392082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17223795901130046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306030362855888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551996463185829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4510616227588687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17142459254189038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244583590507972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21290292312259693,0.15219360142894867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620434055506717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,splattertaint,2019/03/27,"Lexapro weight gain advice needed! Hello friends! I started taking 15mg of Escitalopram (Lexapro) back in November to combat GAD and SAD. My anxiety is much more under control and I feel so much more human, but the problem is that I’ve also gained so much weight!

I’m generally good at watching what I eat. Obviously I could do better, but I’m not eating junk food or going out to eat every single day. Also, I go to the gym about 2-3 times a week and I’m pretty active at my job. But, I gained about 20 pounds since being on Lexapro.

Does anyone have any tips or advice for what I can do to combat the weight gain? I don’t want to stop taking this medication because it makes me feel good but also, now this weight gain is making me stressed haha. Any advice ",3.2924509803921573,4.783142640522875,4.807336601307188,83.30551470588236,73.57516339869281,6.6686274509803924,23.20751633986928,7.1686216300943375,0.8713751633986928,596,16,117,6,12,200,96,153,0.1,0.6459999999999999,0.254,0.9848,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,7,9,8,0,1,4,1,10,9,0,3,1,23,24,14,0,4,7,0,6,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,6,4,8,2,2,1,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,7,12,5,15,22,6,15,0,1,1,0,3,6,0,2,7,70,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32557365099058544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664390244781399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15104643831933387,0.0,0.08495903319355462,0.0,0.0,0.0776543058222607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539671380232658,0.0,0.06769989983833871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982217380154486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456094232429822,0.08867074186679323,0.0,0.0,0.07162319472639793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718756665433856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34092004725214303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357111873730692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230848004417646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342917225433932,0.0,0.0858031021552478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623359268981435,0.18630029059316427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020788588623864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482640974712224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187920787679824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449211308566651,0.08234806797071095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298586841508185,0.0,0.10626746622878426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918682897447052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860739363926791,0.0,0.0,0.09284942497195273,0.12721651461898018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670035247942192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06475878788262149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655048605031297,0.0,0.08908399426353153,0.5409546901828619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Madi_1026,2019/03/27,"How to cope with physical anxiety and health anxiety So my anxiety had been so bad lately to where I don’t even really feel anxious mentally, but my body will freak me out by twitching or when my chest burns and has stabbing pains and then my arms, hands, and back go numb or hurt. I always think I’m having a heart attack or heart failure because the symptoms seem so intense but every time I’ve been to the ER (a lot) or Dr (way too many times) they tell me my heart seems normal. I’m still not totally convinced my heart is ok because I do smoke and drink a lot and have done a lot drugs in the past (not anymore). Also I’m only 18 so I understand heart attack chances are low for me but it’s still terrifying. Anyways, I’ve been in therapy but I don’t feel like it’s working and I want to try meds but I don’t want to get addicted to anything because I know I would. At this point I’m lost because I feel like I’m going insane and no one else around me can relate. I just want some tips because even deep breathing doesn’t help all the time. ",2.638860962566845,3.8821676454545484,4.046149732620325,89.10334224598934,74.81818181818181,7.1764705882352935,25.668449197860962,7.724431198458867,1.2315374331550806,822,28,180,11,17,272,129,220,0.232,0.68,0.08800000000000001,-0.9892,0,0,3,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,2,17,13,2,0,8,1,18,19,10,1,2,43,38,25,0,5,12,0,4,2,0,2,8,0,0,0,3,11,1,0,8,1,0,2,7,9,1,1,6,4,22,4,14,30,6,22,0,3,0,0,3,9,0,10,12,109,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103211935945952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411413733239787,0.07711507725549449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21269402706533044,0.10469915876191307,0.09191114465116744,0.0,0.0,0.0762656591782256,0.082502594901573,0.0,0.21086799742932824,0.0,0.07126325192277211,0.07738181428066422,0.2824766201480303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294377383092387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484122625372676,0.0,0.09078863553834296,0.10747643923275547,0.0,0.07742013204196073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242518653613385,0.0,0.07808476357424722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405815367493753,0.1324176026998899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048420151683988916,0.0,0.10534148114638292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851181423330052,0.0,0.5491162264761499,0.06211975295509504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921314583481598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05093311245138701,0.0,0.10454422016547156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055505867012996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116840370291297,0.2363732062516014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396040581240236,0.0,0.0,0.10294377383092387,0.0,0.09339708933770002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908042409292075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06280065053724276,0.07048539029372769,0.0986153597419412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847112946974307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761016285861904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05937155886761989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16874017150721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480246906357656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963273743739316,0.0,0.0,0.08100419158104293,0.0,0.10598476108784813,0.0,0.0,0.05938397906682341,0.0,0.0,0.16212292989780905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06292191697138322,0.0,0.0,0.09648051218695998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16399071468977527,0.07356305997614741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674703001743768,0.0,0.0,0.06583541391538426,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,5PudgyFingers,2019/03/27,"How do I stop giving a shit about things im not even sure about? Sorry its venting as well as advice needed.

I work in HR and im really not happy with my job. I used to be a recruiter for a staffing agency and because of the pressure I wanted to find more of an HR generalist job (no sales focus). When I first got my current job I was told that I would need to start with recruiting and I would always be involved with recruiting but I would pick up other responsibilities. Its been almost 2 years and 80% of my job has been all recruiting. 

Recently my manager, the person who set those expectations left and I am not being managed. Once he left only 2 things came to mind- 1 find a new job or 2 work harder to get a promotion. Ive been looking for a new job and things have not been going well in my search. The CEO of the company and I do not work well together so its not likely that ill be able to get a promotion. 

While all of this has been happening my VP has been in the loop about me being unhappy. Ive been looking for my managers replacement and ive been starting to think maybe I should ride this out maybe ill learn a lot from the new manager. When I expressed my thoughts to the VP she said “if the new manager thinks you have skills to offer maybe she can have you do other things besides recruiting” the way she said it was not rude or with malicious intent but since she said it ive been super anxious. It makes me think she does not think I have any useful skills.

My anxiety is like a wave crashing against a wall going back in forth making me feel pressured and awkward. 

How do I just not give a shit about these types of situations? 

Ive always been told to not be hard on myself and take the small win for the day but ive always been a person who thinks about the big picture. At the end of the day I always end up seeing more negative then positive in my life. 

Please, I could really use some words of wisdoms with everything going on. In my life my friends and family are not people I can rely on anymore. I have never felt this alone and isolated. ",4.001614086573735,4.814435146572105,5.162450476889216,84.03,71.05673758865248,8.482236895736529,26.17013124643352,8.74248658614541,1.7187310507866629,1629,49,340,28,29,540,199,423,0.085,0.8009999999999999,0.114,0.9554,7,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,0,10,16,17,3,3,27,0,47,6,2,9,4,76,84,27,0,10,18,0,3,2,1,4,4,3,0,2,21,19,0,1,11,0,1,5,14,6,3,1,22,9,48,11,49,51,6,46,0,0,3,0,23,18,2,6,23,238,69,26,0.07026322314836364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686604084645957,0.0,0.0,0.07035846848153071,0.07277150890232076,0.0,0.0,0.2338585213155563,0.0,0.0,0.0477814011694748,0.0,0.05375117338959922,0.07937744252632226,0.06968223707190392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0540280815111614,0.0,0.04283180867158351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803624089455025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056099466313465296,0.0,0.0,0.09062793239854593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614878200726382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446472095983455,0.0,0.0,0.04640819622125435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06314805436696662,0.0,0.06623791351755548,0.0,0.03552719679744922,0.0,0.06746371296722281,0.0,0.12843862606398018,0.05976586171601394,0.0,0.0,0.05428519190896475,0.0,0.07341926817486126,0.1348057721963526,0.1197966267954838,0.0,0.05619591821933511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06213353618224005,0.07479650758075859,0.06294204683741525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179267645972122,0.0,0.4183524430893677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15268239507622675,0.0,0.0992579848801264,0.06865412339560083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180068223993654,0.0,0.0,0.0597352796841013,0.0,0.0,0.09380249410880427,0.0,0.21176655501483085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094582558646137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419857932488774,0.054191329282326436,0.27144263501818416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482803950947496,0.0,0.0534383473864268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04871167196622071,0.12270227254858786,0.0,0.07712791936699341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002483988299323,0.0,0.0693764562406088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20050924599088354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05599069183907816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424837770429474,0.058122464268440026,0.07897880673240748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865392577978685,0.09946534197447326,0.0,0.0,0.0587432007308981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622225628624277,0.0,0.05282919944155695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867190533877592,0.2251091814443424,0.0,0.05578115070161402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427904156507844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18205459553327136,0.0,0.0,0.041443069470243815,0.05577167605133815,0.0,0.0,0.18952522765275331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15345738984887275,0.0,0.0,0.14973893332272167,0.0,0.0,0.04524721203728548
anxiety,urfrennico,2019/03/27,"Just some thoughts... Hey there everybody, I'm fairly new to this subreddit and to reddit in general. This is my first time posting here and I just wanted to say some things that have been on my mind ever since I subscribed. I've been reading lots of the posts and it's a nice feeling being able to relate to some of them, it makes me feel like I'm not alone and in this fucked up world it's kind of hard to have a sensation like that one.

I've had and still my fair share of struggles with mental health and it's an uphill battle. Sometimes we need support, we need to hear (or read in this case) something that'll assure us that it'll be ok. As long as you're here you'll have that support.

I want to wish you all the best of luck with whatever complexities you're going through, as long as you guys are here you will never be alone. If anyone is thinking of giving up please don't, it gets better, trust me, you are much stronger than you think and we need you here. You all are very beautiful people just the way you are and I appreciate each and every single one of you.",3.456418918918917,4.4737791801801805,4.066295045045045,90.6221452702703,72.51351351351352,6.9914414414414425,23.334459459459467,7.1686216300943375,0.6293594594594594,846,21,186,8,16,268,126,222,0.059,0.7140000000000001,0.227,0.9878,0,2,1,0,0,0,21.0,4,10,1,3,10,16,2,1,6,1,20,2,0,1,5,46,41,15,0,7,6,0,3,2,0,4,1,2,0,1,16,15,0,0,6,2,0,1,3,3,0,3,4,5,24,13,29,30,10,19,0,0,0,1,21,7,1,7,10,128,40,2,0.12610694981133747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612175362767708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817691144071674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234146364647265,0.11153134913555207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140709558634838,0.1062505441641987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275269258289862,0.09009083014257947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726650708775848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658384304026448,0.06588567640401492,0.12097327724881017,0.0716694857135819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486570681963005,0.0,0.0,0.11296705710167285,0.0,0.0,0.13404579062262395,0.14213169761132094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313209823682336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321897153948072,0.0,0.0,0.22320136445749988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721161910239817,0.0,0.0,0.08417736823558132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708614473868662,0.0,0.1273320702590648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270311816294864,0.2805201161692432,0.09726145394135904,0.1217948779499327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17090666573135097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742668065339941,0.0,0.0,0.13842756168655546,0.0,0.0,0.2415511974772529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522821522858353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028530805231764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043169720372004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09708329099290428,0.12472299790976996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100709173018322,0.0,0.0,0.1318343646971161,0.0,0.0,0.2862093444218785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377985395244056,0.16160848292729685,0.0,0.1001148318672158,0.07353397656021744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15169113348384566,0.0,0.0,0.10405144058254123,0.14876229263426616,0.10009782696488878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501676871528948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JLane1996,2019/03/27,"Really struggling with imposter syndrome I recently began my PhD in Physics after finishing my undergrad degree. However, I constantly feel like I don’t deserve to be in the position I’m in, and that one day I’m going to get “found out”, exposed as a fraud, fail my career, whatever.

Like during my undergraduate times, I always had a lot of help from my friends with the coursework/homework problem sheets (which all count towards the overall degree). 

I also went abroad to another university as part of my undergraduate degree, where the rules on how they “examined” you were much less strict than back home - things like open book/note tests, and in general I know it was a lot easier, and seemed a lot less legitimate than it did back home - back home you’re expected to memorise equations, aren’t allowed notes, and it’s very clear what is and isn’t allowed in exams for example. So to some extent, compared to my friends back home, I feel like I snaked my way through what would have otherwise been a difficult year back home.

I feel like it’s only a matter of time before I’m exposed for e.g. being a fraud, breaking rules during undergrad etc. Am I being stupid? How can I get over this?

TL;DR: Feel like I don’t deserve to be in current educational position due to having lots of help off friends and a “shady” year abroad.",8.844110225763615,7.522205147410362,8.786623505976099,69.32171480743695,61.27091633466136,12.191367861885793,38.84495351925631,11.20814326018867,4.335493758300132,1056,45,189,24,12,345,144,251,0.098,0.759,0.14300000000000002,0.8577,5,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,1,1,10,14,1,1,12,0,19,0,0,4,2,34,34,12,0,3,0,0,4,6,3,1,0,0,5,0,10,10,0,0,8,0,0,2,4,5,0,1,8,4,22,9,34,21,12,34,0,1,0,0,7,13,0,6,23,125,32,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936551016414442,0.08257908231840601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406614356818428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3815631233377649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444946119095098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724766802666526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640042658936339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106834602313356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20072329491351232,0.2836001597335123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881608695144837,0.23002735018265094,0.0,0.10370194348724278,0.0,0.05640273700503984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330425223042187,0.0,0.4977498670076969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054541988876190065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909140693522137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374953061772068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295586875267676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06725040387604503,0.07547964748872753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074717421829859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496324745540896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06357834319295763,0.0,0.09799162431412207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903481459737694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375153283440966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06593340278294547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574012285886187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188681667992524,0.0,0.07877538610559175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920003204826605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050019605339222,0.0,0.0,0.12781995632183338
anxiety,bigticket94,2019/03/27,Anyone have anxiety about going to work for now reason? I work shift work so it’s nice time off but work weekends and nights sometimes. But get anxiety for no reason at all before I go on shift. Anyone else? ,0.8266666666666679,3.3887541463414657,2.328658536585369,90.53819105691059,92.90243902439023,4.684552845528454,16.589430894308947,6.42735559955562,0.004362601626016094,164,4,31,2,6,53,31,41,0.154,0.7979999999999999,0.048,-0.5455,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,6,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,7,4,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,18,3,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173702725212734,0.0,0.0,0.29008296439902137,0.21253889723579647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17650960310233405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17328306354303222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837481156028543,0.0,0.23577710460778376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19466115498782136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4265498896921637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20515584165546347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095543808527075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.604052718796572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tayacart,2019/03/27,"Everyday is so unpredictable, and I don’t know how to handle it. Hi everyone. I’m (24F) a first time poster here, and I’m hoping that someone here might be able to offer some advice. I have struggled with anxiety and extremely bad insomnia for as long as I can remember. I’ve been on 75mg of zoloft right now for my anxiety and to help me with my IBS (mostly triggered by anxiety), along with 1mg clonazepam as needed and 25mg doxepin for sleep. 

Everyday is so different. Yesterday, I felt on top of the world, got a week’s worth of work done, and felt genuinely proud and relaxed. Today, I felt like I couldn’t even get out of bed. I understand that emotions will change throughout the month due to hormones, but it seems like it changes every single day. I feel unbalanced and like I can’t predict what my next day will be like, even though I keep a pretty consistent schedule during the week.

My insomnia is so horrible now because it was so inconsistent when I was a little girl. I never knew if I’d be able to sleep at night, and that fear compounded into extreme anxiety around sleep, which of course only worsens my insomnia. Now, I’m scared that my inability to gauge how I’ll be feeling in 24 hours is reflective of what happened to me with my insomnia.

Sometimes I’m scared that there’s something worse going on with my mental health than anxiety and insomnia. Just looking for advice or suggestions. Thank you.",5.160660287081342,6.315826218181819,5.931100478468897,78.31875598086125,68.63636363636363,9.862200956937796,31.92822966507177,10.064110947511567,3.2819454545454536,1130,48,210,28,19,370,160,275,0.139,0.752,0.109,-0.9141,1,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,0,4,18,13,0,4,7,0,20,10,3,3,1,45,42,24,0,4,4,0,5,4,0,3,7,0,1,1,12,19,0,1,11,1,1,1,4,5,0,1,9,6,23,8,36,25,3,35,0,0,1,0,6,12,0,7,26,133,35,1,0.20353079933988444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19888794153798486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3892512610167897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905927812238861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849698579808178,0.06203524308650656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21530859848068934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13126052789130152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632318299387768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104141336054451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447237738035755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344301734193086,0.0,0.08574173832762415,0.09724120044502424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451436709390447,0.1029112875625123,0.0,0.29313222788674115,0.0,0.0,0.08656159697237434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053168221115568265,0.0,0.05783562181698386,0.0,0.08139108656223394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999080684273636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817186108452148,0.0,0.0,0.06821120227620238,0.0,0.0,0.1010760038497634,0.10021841959617764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904537630643158,0.0,0.0,0.055927602263478864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19886973563937796,0.1019956651990356,0.0,0.09005917633752739,0.08545730545191325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255558738985417,0.10795700719705076,0.0,0.0,0.08122817111800243,0.0,0.0,0.07545775439056507,0.07848774986334836,0.0,0.10822865705227147,0.09549993381300724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739717217352825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035319967859149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528035984698068,0.08690709528143363,0.0,0.0,0.2037698363742456,0.0,0.0,0.09264339781840147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30551668027358564,0.0,0.08622549289913797,0.07834397647351538,0.10064858240810458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638729137217448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09369190740344104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998398848456244,0.0,0.05934022292320897,0.0,0.09646169977124763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594137000598873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16326013044189294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07408642297977835,0.0,0.10370763632499287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rose14321,2019/03/27,Why does one small negative thing change how I feel about myself? If it doesn’t work out with a potential partner I feel like I will never find someone. If someone doesn’t text me back I ultimatically think I did something wrong. How do I stop letting everything going wrong dictate how I feel about myself? I can’t stop blaming myself and feeling miserable for things that I can’t control.,4.8496396396396415,6.908780270270274,5.325405405405405,78.84909909909912,70.62162162162161,7.636036036036036,31.25225225225225,8.344100000000001,2.517944144144144,316,14,55,5,6,101,49,74,0.277,0.6709999999999999,0.053,-0.9521,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,6,4,0,1,1,0,8,0,0,4,1,18,14,6,0,2,2,0,4,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,3,6,0,0,1,6,3,0,1,1,4,13,1,5,11,0,7,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,5,41,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14743294805070772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028309884734789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150479347642665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16778923717007738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17231971890515727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38778940234948256,0.13697605015982758,0.0,0.0,0.17524299174201802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108967838952045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19606278348902406,0.0,0.09367239706595418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14787842195043518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12992509881869838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249141386782779,0.1476075391433222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32059932610791025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547614104390125,0.12285651951852045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730116817443635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395859014594854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4192658625490984,0.0,0.0
anxiety,blalkr,2019/03/27,"Wearing my glasses in daily life gives me terrible anxiety I'm a regular contacts wearer, but I switched to wearing my glasses fulltime a few weeks ago because my new job has me staring at a screen for 40 hours a week.

Dear god, the anxiety. I gave it a few weeks to get used to it but I've been in panic mode the entire time. I guess the physical sensation of wearing them faded, but I'm still constantly aware of the blurry edges and tunnel vision.

I feel boxed in, stuck in my head, detached. It's like I'm watching my life play out on a screen and I'm completely disconnected from reality. I'm floating a few feet from my real body and I can't snap back to the here and now. I already have a history with depression, anxiety and DP/DR and this is extremely distressing. It gives me horrible social anxiety especially and I just want to isolate myself and avoid conversation.

I just got new contacts today for the first time in about 6 weeks and I've been feeling better in literally a manner of hours. I usually wear my glasses at home only and they never gave me much trouble before. But in daily life, work, going out? I never expected it would be this bad. Maybe at first, but it actually got worse through the weeks. Scary stuff.",3.087789001122335,5.23349155555556,4.888097643097645,79.6905303030303,75.83127572016461,8.204190048634493,28.740927796483355,8.97023862654752,2.6492485596707818,980,43,182,23,22,333,136,243,0.212,0.7040000000000001,0.084,-0.9872,1,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,2,4,7,11,0,3,16,0,8,10,7,1,2,31,27,15,0,3,7,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,9,13,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,7,0,2,7,6,24,4,28,18,4,37,0,1,4,0,10,13,0,1,24,114,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.1091251815767585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912621758186507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340179545337415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421836285365697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598661112175866,0.09336930034652838,0.06816755237041272,0.0,0.09515493682077278,0.0,0.0,0.09890022712100592,0.0,0.12421249394286127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724650584177025,0.12084322305120948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631480795844903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308427654005693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902367719153618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05842400733858854,0.21454568044252184,0.06355279004205559,0.0,0.17887352026585954,0.0,0.12318797179008208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476482985567163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121697083195614,0.0,0.22025042625450453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096917204784733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23695615801720601,0.05463210283621879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234335864700933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220432651628827,0.0,0.17249284545511565,0.2160027863875963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504803922672832,0.0,0.1312026787504256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272814628573114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399162259076592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930368153778384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801300310670022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041224802324242,0.0,0.10599713394732904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658099560574207,0.123159565981814,0.0,0.06595735029928293,0.0,0.4484968115776941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141001577712992,0.0,0.1139593459888186,0.07943735349766166,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,recycledstardust,2019/03/27,"Ruminating and fixating take up so much of my time. How much of my life have I lost to obsessing? I’m not the best at time management. But when my anxiety flares up, my time management goes through the roof. 

Recently, I stopped taking birth control. There are a few possible side effects from this that are possible, one is increased acne for up to a year after. It’s only been a month, I have a few zits and I’ve been freaking out all day. I’ve been crying in bed and researching other people’s’ experiences and looking up skin routines and washing my face and comparing my skin now to older pictures of me...and I’m just sick of it. 

Yesterday I did the same thing about my body changing slightly over time, the day before I was fixating on whether or not I was a good person, the day before it was whether or not I was talented, the day before it was my hair...

I’m sick of it. Every time I “solve” an issue through endless research, a new one pops up. I’m having serious trouble dealing with the ups and downs of life. 

I feel bitter, like anxiety has taken so much from me. This isn’t even factoring in depression and other mood issues. Where could I be right now if I spent 8 hours a day working toward something I loved instead of googling “am I a bad person?” and re-reading every single result over and over, consulting people about it, reflecting on it, and on and on? What would I have accomplished if I had spent that time studying? What would my social life be like if I just sat and talked with people instead of running off after extracurriculars to go home and research my most recent health scare? 

I’m exhausted. I don’t want to die or anything but being alive and worrying about EVERYTHING is so time-consuming and taxing.

A thought pops into my head and suddenly I’m its prisoner for the next day (at the very least). I can’t let go of things. I feel like I’m stuck in a hole and can’t get out until I’ve clocked in a certain number of hours of anxiety per day. 

I’m still mostly functional. I go to classes and work, I have a boyfriend and friends, I take care of basic needs most of the time. But in my free time, I’ve lost my passion and drive because all my energy is directed toward feeling safer and more secure. When will my brain learn that it can’t ever be truly certain about things, and that’s okay? 


Thanks for anyone who read this. It helps to know that I’m not alone and that there may be hope for the future. 

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anxiety,deadsilent,2019/03/27,"No facebook Does anyone else find that cutting Facebook out of their life has made them worry a bit less? Before I was always worried about what my friends were doing and why I wasn't being invited to certain gatherings. Now that I don't see all of that stuff, I seem to be more focused on doing what I need to do to try and get a handle on my mental health. It's never seemed like any them cared enough to ask how I was doing anyway, even though they know I struggle every day just to make a phone call or leave the house. I guess I've given up on most of them.",8.01254237288136,4.9700243220339,7.9140000000000015,80.35727118644068,64.25423728813557,10.117966101694917,32.074576271186444,6.742157984588678,1.8654115254237296,442,10,95,2,5,143,85,118,0.123,0.784,0.093,-0.1323,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,5,0,7,6,1,1,4,0,12,2,0,3,3,18,24,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,6,1,15,4,15,16,6,8,0,0,1,0,10,5,0,5,4,69,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398103061117124,0.0,0.0,0.1142627993433127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748702535513507,0.17216152530864515,0.0,0.0,0.15708074487298065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429769463234202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183439842142801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715723676605513,0.0,0.17131274203330624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836226022155583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14703985808406966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403633730941312,0.0,0.0,0.17361479792369455,0.0,0.11097896426072,0.0,0.1415683558457221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535718563989597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981574082364736,0.0,0.08778615635027062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18509854158693065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17860277644468758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938783541956306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923421760890905,0.0,0.0,0.1779142725270745,0.0,0.0,0.1186810655609758,0.08208855468489386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15898936988198198,0.11215802906491434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693297357011519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458844937414765,0.1295912809666547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389421469684715,0.3059273993022547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17565626981913152,0.192348488532556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16508376359914334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407798300919215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516164776694878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412751993199488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BMNBXY,2019/03/27,"My mind these last weeks Hello, everyone. I don't know if this post goes here, but I'm new on Reddit and thought this would be a good place to express what I've been going through these weeks.

So, the thing goes this way: I recently graduated uni and I feel like I have no purpose and no goals, I just simply feel apathetic and it kinda makes me feel sad cause I see everyone moving forward and working and doing all these things and it makes me feel like I'm so stupid to do things or achieve something in life. I don't know what is happening to me but I have a lot anxiety when it comes to try something new and, most recently, getting out there in the professional life and getting a job, and I think this feeling is keeping me from doing those things. I already got a job but quit after 9 months  cause I kind of hated it and the payment was pretty bad. Then, I started working with a friend, got some money, but it doesn't feel like a real job cause its like an spontaneous job, which is making me useless and incapable to do things and being an adult. Also, the situation in my country in term of economy is terrible, that's why I've thought about going somewhere else but I'm scared to do it cause I don't know how's gonna be for me out there, if I'll do well or if I'm gonna get a job.

Lately I've been wondering about my future (I'm 23) and It scares me so much that I won't be self sufficient and actually have a purpose and make money. As I said, every time I start looking for a job, I feel dumb and useless cause I see all these requirements asking for all these skills that I think I don't have and then I feel sad and anxious again. It's like a cycle I cannot brake and it makes me furious and sad about myself cause I can't get it done and makes me feel insecure about my future. I've been studying and learning things I like in the meantime, but it kind of feels like I'm avoiding reality. 

There are some good thoughts sometimes, they make me feel like I can actually do things and very positive things, but then I overthink and put unnecessary thoughts in my mind and then feel incapable to do anything again. 

So, yeah, that's my mind now and I was wondering if some of you are experiencing the same atm or if you did in the past and would like to know how you dealt with it or if you have any advice. Thanks!",5.0790515708358015,4.828746190871371,5.812368109069354,84.05129668049794,68.41908713692946,9.126378186129225,29.86988737403675,8.738905477910976,2.0081040901007703,1832,61,401,27,28,600,198,482,0.159,0.722,0.119,-0.9743,7,1,2,0,0,0,38.0,0,4,1,7,21,31,4,4,19,1,41,2,0,15,3,111,100,58,0,8,18,0,12,9,1,5,2,1,0,2,38,33,0,4,25,0,3,6,10,15,1,0,14,17,49,16,35,77,11,44,0,5,3,0,12,12,1,18,35,260,87,14,0.0,0.0,0.1111065596406592,0.0,0.0,0.05562914620055305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06282119648369437,0.04552510745611835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03871282753429278,0.0,0.043549579004953536,0.06431216262862323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046846694224189335,0.0,0.05321976899021109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047532300004748035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35088293325386233,0.0,0.04903822273598545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058256861266649924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04755583694740552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04796409133739274,0.10879382459173187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34541261881834806,0.2033460082304326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043982244568003696,0.0,0.11896961566556907,0.0,0.06470671347448025,0.09549660487954237,0.09106065694641724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05034102833835416,0.0,0.0,0.05620437517430322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389520939418434,0.05060000692836366,0.0,0.11856299922741392,0.1251440278944111,0.04640372076665025,0.06421699055341623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041951797178766,0.25030824297037324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04780497904627234,0.0,0.0,0.04839794404356468,0.0,0.0,0.26599804332740945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724424217154169,0.0,0.04543919326415169,0.06050519745018197,0.04184845227669911,0.0,0.0,0.10996236671295223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05434398646253395,0.0,0.0,0.059477390590268214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05452105581949291,0.05791599572203208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05722812028060732,0.0,0.060549677944004,0.0,0.06479625160650429,0.0,0.0,0.11241858629708408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0541513341250661,0.0,0.11398923364854426,0.0,0.0907281052308995,0.0,0.059388067012705076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06398918510261717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765153859959916,0.056303008240341526,0.0,0.08058752014909908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05241143102443223,0.0,0.0,0.3025621825332579,0.07295401728995747,0.0,0.1807771236441298,0.03319503345493822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038650210804180726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04697136225651386,0.0,0.045186604482692135,0.09132802717794618,0.0,0.05118489113574387,0.0,0.051368446993324525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347145021782385,0.08288817157134648,0.0,0.0,0.08087969180491919,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yobananagirl,2019/03/27,"BOMBED an interview I just had the worst interview of my life. Not that I’ve had a lot of job interviews, and this one was over the phone. For a sales job. I don’t have a problem selling anything but myself, apparently. And the woman giving the interview kept interrupting me then pausing, making it that much more awkward. While I was answering a question she’d start with the next question, so I felt like I was taking too long and I’d just kind of end my answer or lose my train of thought. 

I hate my brain sometimes. 
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anxiety,gummydavidson,2019/03/27,"Should I seek counselling and go back on medication? Basically my girlfriend has noticed that I am feeling very nervous and on edge a lot and just today she has stated how unhappy she is about the lack of affection I have shown on dates together.

I want to show her affection but my mind just stops me from doing it which pains me.

I have stated I will seek CBT counselling and have thought about going back into medication, honestly I thought I was going okay but there is clearly a issue with myself and i am worried my relationship could be over because of my problems. ",6.3453968253968265,7.325311740740743,6.706772486772486,74.45833333333334,65.85185185185185,9.504761904761905,34.87301587301587,9.606745405546679,3.4168793650793647,460,21,80,9,7,149,71,108,0.147,0.71,0.14300000000000002,-0.1272,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,3,1,15,3,0,3,1,26,22,8,0,5,4,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,3,1,0,3,0,3,0,0,3,1,19,2,12,15,2,15,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,5,67,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132461625795061,0.0,0.1241659830170114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16262785993817833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102990498207019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472808267854399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125967850830575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731677917139504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.410387367141136,0.0,0.0,0.20566626645259392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23189951943074535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167378149122145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19490138742497504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21868410054257625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17029183428241915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234101769454835,0.0,0.0,0.1930718923578135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16806348361481785,0.12014013929393268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20685449945549436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_sakura_cookie_,2019/03/27,I’m on the run So basically the school staff and the assistant principal are all looking for me because I jumped on my friends back. I’m putting my head down and changing my clothes. This happened today and tomorrow I don’t know what I’m going to do. She’s so mean and I don’t want to get in trouble. HeLp. I have severe anxiety and I feel nausea and I’m shaking. I’m on the run in school and I don’t want to get caught. She was shouting my name very loud. ,-1.0503030303030272,1.0381587171717186,1.4062222222222225,96.736,98.19191919191921,4.6602020202020205,21.75151515151515,6.42735559955562,0.4294290909090917,359,15,83,5,15,121,57,99,0.093,0.816,0.09,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,4,0,7,1,1,0,1,14,23,9,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,7,0,0,3,0,0,7,3,2,0,0,2,4,13,1,10,21,1,16,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,0,3,47,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765857968549889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17749550799649744,0.0,0.1407130037923139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441895777879281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671556099862768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783401787564588,0.0,0.2412003154088665,0.0,0.1311871069919971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20412391593077653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369001581713621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15472177889566915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268591935461875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938406871295323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514436456298681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23204984877384754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4672284792504538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607743804814121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21880168192130456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19046051931954144,0.2723013093491179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nopethisisntme5,2019/03/27,"Crying, so much crying at the thought of loved ones So when I am suffering from anxiety, I will either feel like puking, or I'll cry. My latest anxiety attacks have been me crying for days on end (with breaks in between when I pull t together to go to work during the day). This especially happens when I am around my loved ones like my family, or when I think of them. I think it's because I love them so much and they provide me with comfort and I'm afraid of something bad happening to them. And even if things are great in my life, I'll have this feeling of dread in my stomach that I can't shake. And then slowly it will go away over the days and I'll be back to normal in maybe a week. Does anyone else experience things like this, and if so how do you help yourself?",3.652414772727276,4.398257093750004,4.685227272727276,87.37886363636366,71.8125,7.8181818181818175,25.79545454545455,8.00094639256281,1.285875,605,18,132,8,11,198,97,160,0.172,0.6559999999999999,0.172,0.0058,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,4,1,12,14,1,3,4,0,11,5,1,1,0,21,24,20,0,3,5,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,9,0,0,5,0,0,4,1,6,0,2,2,2,20,8,22,19,3,26,0,1,0,3,9,9,0,4,15,92,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18911105022865926,0.0,0.0,0.08642569704959459,0.12664530219353914,0.0,0.11003237314910906,0.0,0.14061561461206135,0.11612855722915287,0.09504264364945354,0.10320287106172904,0.07534689766087492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5430858874538442,0.2391400372562463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816532455882584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325397483869808,0.0,0.10947507102089528,0.0,0.0,0.0816382431598908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209068997141126,0.11652137618900656,0.0,0.12499421081188747,0.08830160487174545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404922254312955,0.0,0.0,0.13627212188506665,0.0,0.0,0.2186024516465244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284810732607839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873040558026832,0.18115772027567886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346680723612749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12417526011289187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18172402446394068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110414385588815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16751241878305925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515519378983342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164231932333466,0.15839890009653534,0.0,0.09812652754280636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914641845888128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998404540034513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,reelablemedal,2019/03/27,"Wondering if I should get a proper diagnosis for my anxiety/go on meds and receive therapy on on-going basis I've experienced anxiety all my life. I was always extremely shy and nervous as a child. I've suffered anxiety and depression full-blown since I was a pre-teen. Bullied a lot at school. Work and changing jobs is a massive trigger for me. I feel like an imposter all the time. I'm pretty shaken at the moment. I feel so bunt out. I've been on meds several times through my life, and have received CBT therapy a couple of times - and generally they have helped. Quit alcohol last December - I was using it as a crutch.

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I've always dismissed the really bad spells as just that - bad spells, but there is such a trend now. It's holding me back so much. And I'm not progressing. Is it time I get this properly diagnosed? Or should I just continue to write these spells off as just that... as I have been doing, only to go on an endless loop, where the same thing keeps happening to me over and over? I'll get help, have a year or two which are good, and then have some form of breakdown and go straight back to square one... I'm just so tired. Should I also bite the bullet and go on meds full-time, and admit to myself that I need to keep getting some form of counselling, even in the times, when I am feeling OK? It sounds like a rhetorical question perhaps, but it's not. 

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Are there others out there who have had similar experiences or cycles - up and down with anxiety every couple of years, but no proper diagnosis of what is going on? I feel lost in it all.",4.69685379583143,5.526870795527159,5.679726152441809,80.88877529286476,69.47923322683707,9.1567929408185,29.601247527765107,9.362217197678863,2.4987055834474363,1241,46,246,25,21,410,165,313,0.106,0.8140000000000001,0.08,-0.6302,1,0,1,0,0,0,54.0,0,0,1,4,18,10,0,1,18,1,23,5,0,2,3,54,46,31,0,5,13,0,4,2,0,3,5,1,0,1,16,16,1,3,7,0,0,6,3,6,0,2,7,7,21,4,37,36,10,40,0,3,1,0,10,19,0,9,17,169,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942707540160893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440076987428589,0.15482663155051787,0.2016087019984603,0.2260975861216403,0.0,0.0,0.21351661006793235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430777176295007,0.1553621687837882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841963848318236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20588489166617227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013167815803965,0.09442947282096617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06144932976444267,0.0,0.07838675230502919,0.0,0.0,0.09100695536499642,0.0,0.0,0.188166971300028,0.06646486041923129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944296563319073,0.0,0.3172466514116365,0.07803409283840754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227133276394775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471999568803414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232376794893653,0.16538915255689315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583666998255863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142800499234952,0.09090527561364004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155966720210292,0.07909578907956834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31002571044311583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839208606887713,0.06898493567165412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06304352876187863,0.07075798884662253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946509500039835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422149222142768,0.09895512402724757,0.0,0.0,0.05960117525993861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941572904819324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051040772712505,0.0,0.07696025194613505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127893031936081,0.0,0.06180891318328247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712498863874904,0.10693107266254304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908825486400514,0.0,0.0,0.08035314008414073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10089345711655263,0.06773123802425278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260975861216403,0.1198241293475407
anxiety,Heart_Of_TheCards,2019/03/27,"Any moment I'm 'challenged' on my feelings I just completely shut down I wondered if anyone goes through this too, hence why I'm posting

Basically for a lot of my life I'd have an emotion or feeling and I'd be laughed at for negative ones, raged at for happy ones and the worst time being my 3 year relationship with my abusive ex where he'd repeatedly ask me how I feel, I'd try to express how I feel and he'd outright tell me I'm wrong, I don't feel like that, I feel whatever he thinks I'm feeling.

It really screwed me up and I'm always concerned and fretting over whether my emotions or feelings are valid or even real.

So yesterday, I witnessed a man beat another man with a hockey stick in public. This guy was going batshit and hitting him repeatedly over the head until the stick broke and he started kicking, hitting him.

To get this out the way, I tried to get away from the scene so the attacker wouldn't see me phone the police, as I was about to phone, a van was already on the way. An ambulance followed suit

A few years prior, I worked a job at a fast food place. One night, a couple are taking an order at the front and another man walks in and beats this man orderings head in multiple times until he was unconscious and then kicked his head in and got away. He died 10 days later and I was pretty shaken up from it. I live a pretty sheltered life, I know I live in a rough town but I never witness stuff like this.

When I saw that guy bashing the other guy in the head with the stick I thought 'oh my god, it's happening again, he's gonna kill him'

I was talking to my friend at the time and he wondered if I had questions about something and I said sorry and explained what just happened and I'd have to get back to him.

I legitimately sounded confused as to why I mentioned it or why it'd effect me at all and I just felt so stupid, I realised my feelings were invalid and I overreacted again. I just said sorry, I overreacted and couldn't really talk to him.

I just felt so stupid for being upset, I literally shut down if anything like this occurs",3.3512898936170217,4.646297352245867,4.684934249408987,85.01796875000002,73.11347517730495,7.367878250591017,28.112367021276608,7.8658589789855275,1.683543794326242,1632,63,335,22,32,542,206,423,0.147,0.812,0.041,-0.9916,2,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,5,20,18,6,2,26,0,21,8,4,3,2,65,61,40,2,5,14,1,12,3,1,2,2,3,0,7,16,23,1,0,19,1,0,4,5,11,0,3,15,17,50,7,49,35,4,60,0,1,2,1,37,28,1,12,26,215,66,3,0.0,0.09599851688196108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894104396935722,0.0,0.06741728310747233,0.0,0.0,0.05509813765678525,0.16991849426922925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05665287681648513,0.0,0.06667468566699887,0.0,0.0757451817562912,0.09217488970346496,0.15224677548863813,0.062301368305953876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495064112587046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964995162657582,0.0,0.05225286589162405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408865366303153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822790104426386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053514654681899934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687070907540668,0.057882552461523976,0.15558877943833008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797283401306912,0.0,0.06259784986037531,0.0,0.12699287313313218,0.0,0.04604700345353118,0.0,0.0648011645120286,0.0,0.0,0.24067529894643175,0.1432960125019933,0.08625005064866575,0.0,0.0,0.3326101978031806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040241577342787,0.0,0.08963948820581889,0.0,0.04452789498353545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445729887791875,0.1187506304432108,0.0,0.1430888577429827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688825062146531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06248961410761868,0.0,0.0,0.0760342094360986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16470900583715872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846513588113927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759724179471694,0.16485819859040707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076384051774217,0.0,0.0,0.09222144229832696,0.1038102880828041,0.0,0.0,0.08698793676108486,0.0,0.0,0.15414206876408004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456451194275599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062375146006988326,0.0,0.1813963058341556,0.057348204218107775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275147782261653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060918902164556636,0.13024577296832746,0.07081731239946326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05191600230823852,0.0,0.0643228839001666,0.1417347664312263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001803644882853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286239168050768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193308479841455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17573107918191347,0.05898540843227911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885854799288178,0.0,0.10435177941197694
anxiety,speedy122,2019/03/27,"Anxiety whenever I have something to do Hi

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Does anyone else have this? I always get anxiety whenever I get something important that I should do later, doesn't matter if it the next day or two, I keep thinking about it and can't live my now moment. It not like an excitement waiting just anxiety, especially if that thing need me to get out of home.

Also, generally I always get anxiety thinking about the future. I really need to forget about it and enjoy my day but I can't. Please help.

I rarely post on reddit especially about personal stuff, but now I realize this is the most serious problem in my life that need to get fixed as it would help with my depression too.

I would appreciate any kind of comment on this, please know that it would help me. Thanks.",4.837407862407861,6.393577310810813,6.001867321867317,75.99620393120394,69.81081081081078,9.976412776412776,29.67076167076167,10.230975488527342,3.225883783783784,614,24,112,17,11,205,84,148,0.207,0.705,0.08900000000000001,-0.9195,0,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,0,4,0,12,1,0,0,0,29,26,9,0,10,7,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,1,15,4,0,2,4,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,17,5,16,22,1,13,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,4,9,79,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996899818782685,0.20745301587099504,0.13506827874689814,0.15147467090240851,0.0847725857444739,0.0,0.38145603465030986,0.0,0.0,0.0871646676610524,0.12772816480957933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16078984671986266,0.0,0.1073688559533456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090901767585356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413683324223766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32564664567780205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25066946479867697,0.0,0.12504342281497832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080289659043742,0.0,0.12981345794523286,0.06850948064753391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805053669553888,0.06090222785244909,0.0,0.1100764288772838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772998316523156,0.0,0.0,0.1325765594401858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088476757281886,0.0,0.2736769118444496,0.0,0.0,0.11938913207109515,0.0,0.0,0.11928209619457815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985992741239513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919376094393392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427050521312155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476951732790623,0.0,0.0,0.0828180870381893,0.15975326732820969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177400371375577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26566312945414217,0.0,0.15147467090240851,0.0
anxiety,QuestionsNeedYou,2019/03/27,"Texting a person i want to get to know.. I’ve been text a person I’ve been wanting to get to know for the past week or so, but I normally text first since I enjoy hearing from them.. they say they have a good time talking but I’m afraid I’m being too over bearing. Or I’m afraid I’ll run out of things to talk about with them, anyone have any advice for me?

Sorry for bad formatting..",2.3972690763052213,3.1711468192771086,3.8796987951807225,91.88573293172692,74.78313253012048,6.497188755020081,22.26706827309237,6.42735559955562,0.2796200803212852,298,7,69,2,6,99,53,83,0.076,0.81,0.114,0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,4,1,3,5,0,2,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,11,15,5,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,2,2,8,2,14,12,0,7,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,2,4,39,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21586732748986126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022403164837025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15446299860196475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844477449731067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879030016318227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23082911333597825,0.0,0.0,0.1852859363092032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24897774089300645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24280892929302764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164415196138929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21088030149734305,0.0,0.3857741636601868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756737579530358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18273618391336466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472868008558892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3551126399650813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676049832647042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288123878806324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605928175953466,0.0,0.17719791241042498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,antraV,2019/03/27,"Anxious after 2 years It’s been two years since I felt this anxious. When I got better after therapy, I thought I was strong enough to deal with anything that comes my way. But today, after a massive fight with my flat mate, it felt as if problems are never ending. I felt as if I’m drowning again. It’s been four hours since I’ve been trying to sleep, and at this point I know I will not be able to. Partly because I know I’ll wake up to the same stress. I wish life were easier, surviving with people was easier. I started shaking when we fought, and I have not been able to stop my body from shivering ever since then. I’ve been trying to hold myself because my sister is stressed too and I want her to feel that we can deal with this new problem. But it’s too much. I want to sleep for as long as it takes for the problems to solve themselves. ",3.705838095238097,4.446589445714288,4.392357142857147,89.54605952380953,71.68571428571428,6.976190476190476,24.869047619047624,6.816661863887847,0.7781904761904768,663,18,143,5,12,212,100,175,0.146,0.737,0.117,-0.6428,0,0,0,0,1,0,17.0,2,0,0,3,6,10,2,3,3,0,14,5,4,0,2,34,30,14,1,8,6,1,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,10,10,0,2,7,0,0,2,3,8,0,2,14,4,21,2,25,14,4,24,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,2,18,96,31,0,0.23206948976402175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26217246747932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548670823688528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146740696901947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262330238461437,0.0,0.12888844340315891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995365829737936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392534538096065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277234302851232,0.11989490950558665,0.0,0.0,0.10496006986029316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05867065346632935,0.0,0.3342346552939431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280358545781793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11427085028935942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753932243283111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195877186525131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268709782010092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529888861714092,0.0,0.08949314856812454,0.11206707966530753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256543212038751,0.0,0.08044388196427701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969033965755587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.333088740052474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879554201091029,0.0,0.2322370875741125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08212998965504162,0.0,0.0,0.09701024241329953,0.2658348164437271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724368744909611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269584330086956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211862622953874,0.0,0.0,0.1099873705615468,0.0,0.0,0.15755995010838056,0.0,0.11334908524185792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688059777597,0.0921029795145384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334342301250346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14944514271093312
anxiety,ATF23,2019/03/27,"How do you fight illogical reactions that cause anxiety My anxiety has been soo bad this month and it's mainly due to having sex on the pill and then throwing up. I'm now freaking out that I'm pregnant, when I know logically that the chances are incredibly low. I don't think I'll be better until I get it in 8 days. Please help!",3.517352941176473,4.6783807352941205,5.331647058823531,81.0604117647059,72.52941176470588,8.969411764705884,28.30588235294117,9.3871,2.368772941176471,262,10,55,6,5,90,55,68,0.203,0.665,0.132,-0.6468,0,0,0,0,1,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,3,5,1,0,2,0,7,2,0,2,0,8,12,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,5,1,6,10,1,13,0,1,0,1,3,5,0,0,7,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5226867352776842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852438907261913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021409121949004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509445614201725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22032085591422945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17848576676942168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22898506824346626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18774901179925585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726830445156506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3750033518384076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189004922317519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FullTimeFanboy,2019/03/27,I have an interview in 2 hours and I haven’t even gotten out of bed I’ve been out of work for awhile now but the past few weeks I’ve managed to fill out a couple of applications. I finally got an interview set up with Home Depot and it’s for a position I didn’t even apply for or even want. I didn’t sleep at all last night because I’ve convinced myself that this is a total waste of time. I just wanted a job that I can punch in and punch out nothing too serious. But they have me scheduled for an interview for head cashier. I’ve never been a cashier most of my jobs have been warehouse and stocking jobs. Should I even go? What do I tell them? When does it get easier! ,1.067912087912088,3.0127582937062947,2.8341308691308704,92.93603146853148,81.44755244755245,6.323476523476522,21.403096903096905,7.447530270364453,0.6224789210789208,528,16,120,8,14,175,88,143,0.029,0.889,0.083,0.7171,3,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,1,8,2,0,0,9,0,13,2,2,0,3,20,19,8,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,6,9,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,7,0,14,1,20,11,4,22,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,2,11,82,20,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724045224465753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19465440843112072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15395057637392248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4647794342551752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19271401290834533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191201313625062,0.0,0.09998055832319956,0.0,0.14070093864944616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18054678256051465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17646416557508945,0.0,0.1732477879671056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.523726484895396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339995531849434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356819345299197,0.0,0.0,0.16509093189431548,0.0,0.16880195699288045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16793750806631233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17604910440525753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15376363067342688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258156534842214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20752677275308695,0.0,0.14111406154801232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12807335169882764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shtonghy998,2019/03/27,"Help please! How do you get rid of this? **Hello!**  
**This is the first time I am posting on this and I am in need of help. I usually am someone who is very mentally strong but over the span of 1 year I have become very weak.**

  
**My ex left me last month and we had a huge fight after that. A day or so later I was watching a crime show when the thought “what if you threatened her” popped in my head.**

  
**I know I didn’t YET everyday I struggle with if I did and the thoughts become more and more real. I have massive guilt cause of this and do not know what to do.**  
**Any suggestions?**

  
**Thank you and god bless**",-2.890298808802747,-3.7747556850393664,-0.6617322834645663,105.60690894407429,145.2204724409449,2.562406622249142,12.705229154048052,4.958643028274463,-1.3535990712699375,456,12,111,4,39,147,84,127,0.14,0.762,0.099,-0.8575,0,0,0,0,1,0,34.0,1,3,0,2,4,7,1,2,7,0,14,2,1,2,0,21,21,13,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,6,1,18,3,11,15,2,20,1,0,1,0,12,7,0,3,12,76,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258392434834504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4087427927836064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900956594331539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193408959592013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15740205687572914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668014057879357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18991302359054696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24806805594557585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20339549962805625,0.1508391271838734,0.0,0.0,0.2010556055219682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186485242461659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14770385086942994,0.0,0.0,0.13721102848979405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20312755145396452,0.0,0.0,0.1772251952448168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21062556785610329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679089125145587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19345274432450726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170367685598713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938154860729298,0.10790319807244644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20380464632867548,0.30536858546489953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916508920095907
anxiety,nh123456,2019/03/27,I’m having my first anxiety attack in years I’ve been abusing Ritalin for a few weeks now and today I did it and I’ve been in a full blown anxiety attack for around a half hour now. My heart is racing and and just feels uncomfortable in general. If I hadn’t experienced anxiety attacks before I’d be convinced I’m having a heart attack but I know that I’m not. This just absolutely sucks and I could really use some support. I’m so done with Ritalin after this ,2.851710526315792,4.608107894736842,5.312828947368423,78.12292763157897,75.31578947368422,8.960526315789474,25.559210526315788,9.516144504307137,2.443868421052632,370,13,72,10,8,131,59,95,0.212,0.725,0.063,-0.8336,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,5,0,4,0,10,4,2,1,0,18,19,8,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,5,2,6,2,8,12,3,13,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,2,8,50,10,0,0.0,0.18100496719767345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35060104989827623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359958095247263,0.0,0.6951821102711193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299942213095551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197272820863198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563345899129699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724403463620368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299442879992659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620613670727739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15044559752049333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395723634758341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786702128072053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17335918959871696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14480609570978792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319424061067654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254118541568512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837751156462393
anxiety,tgala1,2019/03/27,"I have been dealing with Anxiety for over a year and a half now. Guys, 

Anxiety is tough. Sometimes it feels like it may be a life long tough battle just to squeak through a day. Sometimes, your symptoms are so severe that you have to leave work or a social event.. and I know that you don't want to take pills or anything. 

Just know, that you can break that habit and mental thoughts surrounding anxiety. Its possible. At one point I had broke the cycle for 3 months, felt great and everything was back to normal. 

Then it struck again.. shoulder pain, back pain, uneasiness, chest pain, left arm pain, hyperventilation.. you know the fun anxiety related symptoms we've all grown to hate. . . and now Im back to square one, but I realized what I was doing during those 3 months that really helped curb my anxiety. 

Working out, eating healthy and finding new hobbies were the main reasons. It helped me break through a social anxiety wall that I had for quite some time, because I was going out and forcing myself to meet new people. Forcing myself to get out of bed and go workout with people I had never met. 

There is a light at the end of the tunnel guys, I have been feeling fantastic for a few months again. With tiny attacks here and there, but nothing catastrophic sending me to the ER again. 

I have also picked up a new hobby, YouTube.. where I'm attempting to help others through their anxiety and by having a portal to release my anxious thoughts, I've noticed some drastic changes. 

I won't say the channel name, because I know we aren't supposed to promote ourselves. But if anyone is curious or could just use a way to listen from someone elses experiences and know that what you're going through is not some crazy adverse or rare thing. You can message me about it. I would love to help or ease your anxious minds. 

This is my first post in this subreddit.. and its quite lengthy but just know.. There IS a light at the end of the tunnel, you just have to look for it. 

Thanks. ",4.783015873015874,6.3047076984127,4.75277777777778,85.03250000000003,69.8994708994709,7.622222222222224,29.9021164021164,8.07648339933343,1.997967195767196,1562,62,299,21,28,483,200,378,0.12,0.759,0.121,0.9353,0,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,1,8,1,7,21,16,3,0,21,0,32,13,3,3,2,64,57,25,0,5,16,0,3,1,0,3,8,2,1,2,22,19,1,1,14,2,0,5,5,11,1,4,13,9,31,5,42,39,6,47,0,1,2,1,27,14,0,10,25,203,53,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061914449502613274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.414594023513924,0.1749299394542606,0.0,0.0541353535493895,0.0,0.06371181631374985,0.0,0.0,0.08807885005799154,0.0,0.1785985172886474,0.0,0.09439162385651284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190234788200082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06181527102222134,0.0,0.0,0.04993086896848965,0.07981881658194813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922216759111858,0.06467625514278577,0.0,0.13714605439999727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958201836374807,0.07573369942076469,0.0,0.0,0.07829391054891345,0.055310385243029496,0.07433738634752844,0.0,0.07076242432952523,0.06585522434756648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04044986751855125,0.0,0.13200234225995272,0.0,0.0,0.0853581718055485,0.0,0.15332016226083736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643832476199132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075776873825542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362918625746214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25529506777410643,0.0,0.0,0.0819788569471569,0.08411937093324404,0.0,0.054685540163613364,0.03782454204447088,0.0,0.0,0.0685161488432072,0.06501509005743444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987649521481942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802329730366167,0.0,0.07817428087492725,0.0,0.18539281688711573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05971271968834041,0.22432432721656087,0.0,0.0,0.07585724926433075,0.07428862195752722,0.08814560831694962,0.0,0.0,0.10492647816922462,0.0,0.3295304205480073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107349513370138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731889380280829,0.08728181884615027,0.0741489992224386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16469593096851434,0.0,0.0,0.04959859907583102,0.07960284442341514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061569185385583335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874649697271303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15784422336177836,0.06559951962490318,0.0,0.15314493277811458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16094247524316835,0.05821180656371035,0.0,0.0,0.07127989544340532,0.0,0.0,0.051435823050809286,0.0,0.0,0.12292904639358412,0.045145466698005884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06686786228855128,0.0,0.0,0.04566557829590204,0.06145408320309639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272846567281115,0.0,0.0,0.054998459903355966,0.0,0.0,0.0498573134271221
anxiety,Nowek16,2019/03/27,"I need help My entire life I've obsessed over specific fears, even as a kid.. None of them ever actually came true, and I'm well aware that I have a terrible mindset towards things. Lately I feel like I'm dealing with something more complicated though.

When I'm at work, driving, or in a social situation (anywhere you'd be expected to keep it together) I've started to have panic attacks and feel as though I am in a dream/simulation, things feel fake. I fear that I will become stuck in that belief, and it scares me because when I feel that reality is a lie, then support is also a lie, and there's no where to truly run and hide.

I have felt this way a while back a couple times, but it was from bad experiences using marijuana. I haven't used it at all in the past year, but when I start to feel this panic/derealization it feels very similar to being high. To the point where I've convinced myself that someone has drugged my food or water.

Anyway, I've been struggling with fear most of my life. I've read that derealization usually happens to people who've been through a traumatic experience, would past fears that I've created in my own mind be considered traumatic? Am I on the verge of insanity? I work 2 jobs and am only 19 years old. I want to feel okay again, I don't want to lose touch with everything that once felt normal.
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anxiety,Dude_On_A_Mountain,2019/03/27,"Buzzing Body? Hello, I've recently been diagnosed with GAD. Sometimes I get this weird feeling in my chest area and sometimes back. It starts with not being able to breathe properly and then it feels like buzzing. I don't know how else to describe it. Maybe like my chest feels light or sensitive maybe. It doesn't hurt, just feels really strange. Can anyone relate? ",2.889684908789384,5.93816350746269,2.2834825870646798,91.95053067993368,85.56716417910448,5.96285240464345,25.35489220563847,7.3871296695380915,1.5012036484245441,293,12,54,5,9,85,50,67,0.057,0.805,0.138,0.6876,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,5,5,4,1,0,13,12,5,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,5,4,2,5,10,0,6,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,6,27,9,0,0.21245424053062872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14855294478615458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16336419695042154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23598876684942216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21563658201195804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774782564306325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42969299019184215,0.15177735188544564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099857195184744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274366585711557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675929443724276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20758882089012354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4268776808076282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13610362668566398,0.0,0.2097729318534429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42024535265131135,0.0,0.1503762049435539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Anthony-Apples,2019/03/27,"Beating my anxiety To make my go away I started telling myself that I’m the only person in the world and everyone else is not real or are something like a npc, but without my anxiety limiting myself I started thinking I’m better than everyone and I’m the only person that matters ",4.884454545454545,6.315142490909089,6.936136363636365,69.82420454545455,69.54545454545455,9.136363636363637,37.38636363636364,9.516144504307137,4.167818181818182,227,13,35,5,4,80,37,55,0.098,0.78,0.122,0.3291,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,11,10,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,5,10,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361009666665373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206391537115971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942843500787631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835099573160188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4198170274903417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484614917927073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732192333577084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663451492112792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33414489546968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38362281058352904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500378109147406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691162551180098,0.0,0.0,0.3109736539621933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19200530078402755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075862668255051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21175849496245416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,coffeebull,2019/03/27,"What medicine do you all find treats GAD the best? I feel like I have tried so many different drugs.  From a variety of SSRI pills, benzos, gabapentin, and various supplements.  Benzos do work well, but I find it hard to function on them.  SSRI's seem to come with their own problems (weight gain and sexual issues).  What have you all found that works well for you?  I have a psychiatrist appointment soon and would like to go in with some new ideas.  Thanks!",3.6645,6.1098850235294115,3.4078676470588256,89.5541544117647,75.23529411764707,7.544117647058822,22.389705882352942,8.472884824447931,1.2895000000000003,357,10,71,7,8,107,64,85,0.054000000000000006,0.726,0.22,0.9408,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,2,4,4,8,0,0,3,0,6,3,0,0,2,18,12,5,0,2,1,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,6,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,1,3,9,7,10,10,6,6,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,4,46,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20429244354664888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676895630777938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033870129181984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257535053266684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843017667233664,0.13907112195871654,0.0,0.0,0.355846725738222,0.0,0.0,0.21344381912499946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106345204347416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17438462217120626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21975689387841946,0.0,0.2031832011690375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19021026436846755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19736317211001694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18801192417158824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18627133892839434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772187722216894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17922447997528046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216704441985416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370536299016951,0.3500604855501335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834417827487153,0.0,0.0,0.13828682427637098,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,booksandhotcoffee,2019/03/27,"Waking up with a sense of dread? I’ve woken up about half an hour ago and since I haven’t been able to stop shaking, my stomach is in knots, I’m sweating and I feel like I’m on the verge of a panic attack. I didn’t get any more or less sleep than usual and since I was diagnosed 4 years ago I’ve been managing my anxiety very well to the point where I haven’t had a panic attack in over a year. 
I’m going to call into work and try relax but I’m so afraid right now, it feels like a step backwards.",-0.022305194805195327,1.66278625,2.2880519480519474,96.7933116883117,83.82142857142857,5.144155844155844,16.43181818181818,6.11248444174946,-0.6173321428571428,388,7,95,3,11,132,75,112,0.142,0.774,0.084,-0.4684,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,11,2,5,8,0,8,5,4,0,0,11,17,7,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,2,1,0,3,3,7,1,1,6,2,7,4,15,11,2,23,0,0,0,0,1,12,0,1,10,52,8,2,0.16916631548588426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999114635336526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503889549053822,0.0,0.1294117683181343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849022110148569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17273772203902785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17170024929520614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171071143977441,0.2417048991682876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838241775918708,0.0,0.0961411155298982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665947447942975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16529223365150325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3969604446076903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15991684751952825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446710911590085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27987224857278536,0.0,0.16928848537579688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143061451238256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485282384632832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863127968706678,0.13957992680562342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15210083367957186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231550924348172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21787512167478454
anxiety,Guilty_Jellyfish,2019/03/27,"Ativan use, due to steroid use side effects, subject has past substance abuse problem. I have a IBD and am having to take steroids that are setting of extreme mania and anxiety. So bad that I was RX ativan again after losing that right due to abuse of it in the past. The doctor seemed to see the need for steroid and the fact was my anxiety isn't handing it so he RX this. I was just looking for all help and thoughts from those that might relate. Thanks ",3.8385714285714263,5.417367111111113,3.846507936507937,90.385,72.33333333333333,6.0317460317460325,28.41269841269841,6.18269132825596,1.1062698412698408,360,14,72,2,7,110,62,90,0.204,0.742,0.055,-0.9359,0,0,0,0,2,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,5,0,10,4,1,3,2,15,19,6,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,3,4,1,11,14,1,10,0,1,2,0,2,3,0,2,6,47,12,1,0.0,0.468686319828621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026103249152268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16514240868744978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20244156762221985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257127304957864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16608978286693216,0.22127108506403834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098188772686204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14665524469885632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37761677096225305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18925375722054424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689075089432969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576092239591024,0.18005624851314128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870988110479338,0.0,0.0,0.1820940699538268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570193827733898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416458769331945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,U_K_AND_M,2019/03/27,"Had public dance, or something like that... So few weeks ago I and couple of friends went to party/dances (dont know how it is correctly), I was against it all day but they dragged me there, and there I had my first panic attack, don't know if it was because of social anxiety or claustrophobia (as there was a lot of people in one small room), but I panicked, made myself look stupid just to get out of there, I cryed, I was running, I was shaking, felt awful, took my friends an 1h and some extra friends to find me, as they where my ride home and good friends they helped, but I just wanted to know if anyone have some tips on how to deal or make it essayer nex time.
Because of that one time I am now sacred to leave my home ...
P.S.
English is not my first language, so I'm sorry if anything is incorrect.",6.7122560975609735,5.092177298780491,6.651341463414633,83.8884756097561,65.64634146341464,9.419512195121953,32.69512195121951,7.6454224807358475,2.0125390243902443,623,20,136,5,8,198,100,164,0.161,0.73,0.109,-0.8256,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,3,2,12,10,2,2,2,1,14,0,0,4,2,32,26,19,0,4,12,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,3,0,6,5,0,0,5,1,0,6,3,4,0,4,11,2,20,6,17,15,6,20,0,0,1,0,11,6,0,9,9,95,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778129237086874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027523128895088,0.0,0.0,0.10079383219467213,0.0,0.1186241097785958,0.0,0.0,0.16399273765794042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757463999361515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15950050003250976,0.15834326385561429,0.09296556313338904,0.14861350073567442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689440682403042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13840770502158822,0.0,0.13175153491980446,0.24522978042344215,0.0,0.0,0.4454832678673777,0.0,0.07531302359080189,0.0,0.0,0.1209071411368093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662147385029513,0.0,0.28919070339992825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376650980756449,0.0,0.0,0.15263524866618233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704249680422326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105065632187866,0.0,0.0,0.12255214849968428,0.0,0.13639929873261306,0.09622200857228552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953610928894732,0.0,0.0,0.169130309440118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993625355136727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14694393884313006,0.0,0.11097459393124982,0.0,0.16136540488673867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16811138364719444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601572259916326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502408008900346,0.0,0.11562935337521928,0.0,0.0,0.13362955551019767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lemonic_Tutor,2019/03/27,"Meds making me too tired. Not sure how to deal with it as I feel to tired to function when on meds but too anxious without them. Guess I’m a bit frustrated.  On meds for anxiety now and they really help, but I’m so tired all the time.  On buspar and klonapin (low dose)

It’s affecting me at work which is kind of stressful because my job involves driving (Uber).  It’s like, without the meds I’m too anxious to do my job but with them I’m too fatigued.  Some days I’m so fatigued I just end up not working, like I’ll take my meds and then get so tired I fall asleep.  

Caffeine doesn’t really seem to help.  exercise doesn’t seem to help much either. Idk not sure if anyone has advice for fighting fatigue from meds but thought I’d ask anyway.  

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anxiety,lifeofapassenger,2019/03/27,"Is this social anxiety? Hey Everyone, 

I grew up im a country where we had no females in schools until high schools. In my 3rd year of school here and yet sometimes i feel a little anxious and stop being able to think or concentrate because I’m distracted thinking or looking at a female, sometimes it’s just weird but i have friends who are girls and guys and i can blend in normally, I just get this weird feeling sometimes of not knowing how to keep a  normal face, so I start either yawning or putting my hand in my cheek, i be thinking about how people look at me while it’s happening, sometimes i try to change the setting but sometimes i can’t eg: presentation or a conversation.... this could an insecurity i had when i was young about being ugly or just some sort of anxiety please let me know if you can identify this!
I had an acting class in the arts college last semester and I very much improved?? I became more confident I guess but im still exploring my personality and true self. Let me know what you thounk.
Thanks for reading!",3.4201204159824847,5.558533871921182,4.5029146141215115,82.86588806787083,74.81280788177341,7.466776135741654,29.996989600437878,8.344100000000001,2.339314395183361,828,38,157,15,18,270,130,203,0.097,0.757,0.146,0.954,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,2,0,0,13,7,0,2,9,0,16,4,3,2,1,41,33,21,0,4,14,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,8,7,0,2,9,2,0,4,3,4,0,0,4,5,25,3,18,23,4,27,0,0,2,0,12,11,0,9,11,109,33,6,0.10971987316427566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16787080530834325,0.12395222615539077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688421629789854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606907747180376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760239073433848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048420407503326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095532917035476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476930183480612,0.0,0.05732410520757133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086881021832688,0.10863992456651853,0.09702492148372327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592507003710804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370325820843648,0.0,0.0,0.09752406459205927,0.0,0.0,0.18089751860553294,0.08943634074528041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22439200811862708,0.0,0.0,0.10996813735552506,0.0,0.0,0.1842741196036224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065673130615313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21500435993226236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606594503170054,0.09580316115425012,0.0,0.1204394724748416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029877736241196,0.0,0.0,0.10974956492018713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331271079201335,0.0,0.0,0.114461756725532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118455933415384,0.0,0.0,0.5425788004468047,0.0,0.07766029095076228,0.0,0.0876224324399286,0.0917307268960352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101531787980496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21091219328809602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744925916769143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053038615521417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07065600101044706
anxiety,Razorbladekandyfan,2019/03/27,"Extreme Light sensitivity - help Hello everyone. I have been dealing with very nasty anxiety since a yeah. Started february of 2018. I have a bad couple of months right after the onset, i couldnt even eat and lost of lot of weight, but I kind of stabilized in the summer of 2018. Until December 2018 i was doing much better, was eating again, but near chrismats i started getting the nasty panic attacks again. Now its the end of March, and I am noticing that my anxiety REALLY spikes during the day, especially on sunny days. I live in a country which has very warm/sunny springs and summers. Im worried that I can't really go outside in the sun without having a major panic attack, which wasn't a problem n the summer of 2018. If anyone knows how to deal with that i would appreciate it, since its pretty obivous i will have to deal with it and not hide from the sun forever.  
Thank you and I hope everyone is doing fine.",4.705985306828005,6.119290039325848,5.8589887640449465,77.44404926534142,69.95505617977528,8.398271391529818,28.86084701815039,8.841846274778883,2.406713396715644,729,27,130,13,13,243,111,178,0.175,0.66,0.165,-0.4786,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,2,5,12,2,2,13,1,17,3,0,1,0,20,25,10,0,5,5,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,8,3,0,1,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,5,2,14,5,22,17,3,23,1,1,0,0,6,6,0,3,16,91,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19300393759047824,0.0,0.0,0.08820478665527315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870204281983321,0.0,0.0,0.10532732202307618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156660734811727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13957905231348644,0.0,0.1627085206291294,0.3901554839536007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581593702668896,0.0,0.0,0.111728636425435,0.0,0.0,0.08331878210594378,0.0,0.0,0.24107737676802435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06590650472898059,0.0,0.07169214246418447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455355155882074,0.0,0.0,0.12529225138510994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13626020794828145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136249664333652,0.06932699093028738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138994945349327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13770415096147345,0.1072455117261768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068918484744106,0.0,0.09273242423941036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14361898586480168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29601221694385577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833666225055862,0.0,0.120705466205061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16162576072927262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772869142448367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20869989916241424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17857473097109586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613903961409792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20816866836909664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15361283747407672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160102885552394,0.0,0.0,0.1281082147401403,0.0,0.08961107860352778,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tolstonnee,2019/03/27,"I just gave my number to a girl! I had just gotten off the subway and had to get on the bus, I saw this cute girl and we sat together on the bus, I thought about it for a while and said to myself ""if she doesn't get off on this stop, I'll give her my number"" and when she didn't get off I wrote ""I like you style, if you want to get to know each other here's my number"" and handed it to her just before I got off the bus.  
Pretty sure she's not gonna text or anything but this huge for me, my hands are still shaking and I just wanted to share!",2.0453225806451627,1.9214546612903227,3.6824193548387116,96.26862903225808,74.96774193548387,6.52258064516129,18.725806451612907,5.148860815047168,-0.6097709677419352,414,4,110,1,8,139,70,124,0.032,0.809,0.16,0.8853,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,2,0,0,8,5,0,1,6,0,5,2,2,0,1,24,22,12,0,4,9,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,6,8,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,11,4,22,4,17,10,1,13,0,0,1,0,15,8,0,3,5,76,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194946407097662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269661135674588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5574180521879702,0.25587006255094724,0.0,0.0,0.2133269647971089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14658688246071244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030996048170798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713585426438009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537196663409085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21300954215411785,0.22299677826205766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25138823927428616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211752453721295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146464904250279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ilovecoffee1712,2019/03/27,"Lasting panic from emotional/violent movies and books - any help? Hi there! I’m a 22 year old female, and I am wondering if anyone has any experience or remedies for this problem I feel may be unique. I have a difficult time watching any movie or reading any book that has violence, death, sad or negative events, people grieving dead loved ones, or especially if it shows a deceased body or you watch someone die on screen. Even if these scenes are short or mild. Obviously these images are disturbing to anyone, but the hysterical panic, feeling of doom, and out of body experience this brings me is so different to others. It stays with me for hours to days. I’ve never met anyone who feels this way and I’m often shamed or made fun of. When I’m with a group and they say “let’s watch a movie” I typically have to go home because virtually any movie that isn’t Disney (which I’m too old to really enjoy anymore) makes me instantly start crying and feel emotionally disturbed for a while.

It limits me from enjoying any new movie or book. I really enjoy reading but often get “surprised” by normal events for a fiction novel and get disturbed and have to put it down. Anyone feel similar or have helpful tips to cope or get used to these things? ",6.708969258589512,7.012827097046415,7.143788426763113,73.99680379746837,64.9493670886076,10.315732368896926,32.118444846292945,10.125756701596842,3.1703938517179013,990,36,179,21,14,324,142,237,0.185,0.6920000000000001,0.123,-0.9159,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,1,1,7,17,0,6,8,0,14,3,2,3,2,43,35,26,4,5,15,0,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,16,11,0,1,6,7,0,3,3,11,0,1,2,10,11,6,23,30,0,23,1,3,4,1,10,4,0,17,14,106,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4437764603032964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786392388711863,0.3041991884399303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630107104242368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24162291585627615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947132902630556,0.07014330203116563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128790876947014,0.1136344529077378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234402329183525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183710448019164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127826678025828,0.0,0.0,0.27496984972859473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17047293586648352,0.0,0.061812664544948985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14580343504730522,0.0,0.10909841326987574,0.0,0.10710989796783567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865656966236378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121779767413263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816308448037488,0.1029144221297644,0.0726003175998315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388492767559955,0.10504422989860374,0.0,0.0,0.10656489775411812,0.0,0.0,0.2282574813749511,0.0,0.07370079673493271,0.0,0.0,0.25522049192905744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540274678548231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407174670505208,0.0,0.1093371123797935,0.0,0.0,0.21758537674237624,0.0,0.13935305301793324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649290620275853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215475342623797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698319203694637,0.11592715894029898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225747410387283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06342072892692027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393653180048228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633120969481824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794911104862013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003997059190177
anxiety,TheRealClownFish,2019/03/27,"This kid in my class... So there's this girl in my class who told my best friend that i'm gonna be single my whole life, and that no one could ever love me. That hit me so hard, I feel like it's true. I feel like my anxiety has made me into someone incapable of being loved. IDK has anyone else had similar experiences?",0.5355252100840318,2.51114066176471,2.601512605042018,93.71323529411768,83.55882352941177,6.238655462184874,17.067226890756302,7.447530270364453,0.0520226890756299,247,5,58,4,7,83,50,68,0.125,0.593,0.28300000000000003,0.9462,0,0,0,0,1,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,2,8,15,3,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,1,1,0,0,2,7,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,3,10,7,4,7,3,4,0,0,0,2,7,3,0,0,3,37,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721679050255752,0.0,0.0,0.15736501048894028,0.2305973800434021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23618332139984966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17968961381057144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880061531258742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035768419719404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22014882368583488,0.0,0.0,0.22759105181624625,0.3215613747114734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17387839512144002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20160676797646024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589643372992699,0.21990285701697973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4062452604979597,0.21295427119276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15250437334452213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906899727628868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21505150322518446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25126798070772743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawaylolol666,2019/03/27,"Is this an anxiety/panic attack? TW suicide I dont think what I experience is something I can easily put a label on. Basically Ill be experiencing unusually high anxiety for a few days or hours more than usual and Ill be really sad. I always get a tight unbearable tension in my shoulders and upper back. But I think it gets to a point where Im so tired of feeling it that I start worrying that it will never go away, that I dont know how to fix it, and I'll get to the point where I believe the only way out is to put a gun to my head, and I imagine myself pulling the trigger.

When it doesnt get as bad as suicide, I just start panicking that I wont be able to get away from this feeling and my mind starts panicking. Im very good at hiding it while Im at work but inside I feel like Im going to die or soemthing or end up going crazy because the feeling will never leave.

I feel like I have high functioning anxiety or something, like no one could ever tell that I was suffering. So I dont know how to pinpoint what is going on with me in terms of panic or anxiety attack or something else.

Can anyone relate?",3.962051282051284,4.264070247863252,5.924769230769233,80.3702307692308,70.88034188034187,8.975042735042734,28.847863247863245,9.029198982220553,2.2173370940170942,874,31,183,16,15,306,125,234,0.23,0.6829999999999999,0.087,-0.987,0,0,3,1,0,2,16.0,0,0,0,1,10,11,2,2,10,0,19,5,2,3,3,35,40,21,3,1,9,0,6,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,15,7,0,1,10,0,0,7,8,7,0,1,1,7,21,4,26,32,3,39,0,2,0,0,1,17,0,6,17,121,36,1,0.08984626803647909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475929244081887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061964473835697,0.0,0.0,0.06282259964089043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20442620103976844,0.168827052757118,0.06908623424090098,0.075017880929337,0.05476945107212753,0.0,0.0,0.10122597702898624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173493416976012,0.0,0.0,0.057943410087224936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324624132550577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158974709959958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505502812317241,0.0,0.07957712569511767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812710932349149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788689028683529,0.0,0.0,0.2271448634877136,0.12837238367478773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347048339055005,0.0,0.20424681853276191,0.0753587869016841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922081916543836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898550301659088,0.0,0.0,0.08848047586344843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3881975487055998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987543184598976,0.0,0.0,0.0951342250736468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13168304475698495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071911842488477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13858996151292813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06088215646121114,0.06833213546963793,0.0,0.10541523708092608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698675283494863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806406301648156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057557819949346375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20750413987797006,0.0,0.0,0.19078095285727087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19655446918503933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852959839844842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151397214489544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326506818797697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895297085704333,0.07413258059247979,0.0,0.0713157855678146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06540915319444457,0.09124324643267998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,beastash,2019/03/27,"Am I selfish or is my anxiety selfish? So I have been diagnosed with Anxiety by a doctor, but I have self diagnosed my self with depression. I have a really hard time getting my thoughts out onto the computer so bare with me if you will!

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I obsess over people. Its not always. Only about 5 or 6 people in my lifetime. I never stalk them or anything, but they are always on my mind. I recently met this really cute boy at my college. He is an international student. He wants to take a class with me next year, and I've been working hard to make our schedules work as we have different majors. Basically I get so anxious and sad every time I make him a schedule because I feel like I am being selfish telling him to take these specific classes, but he is willing to! I just don't know if he likes me, or if he just wants to be friends??? I feel like an idiot if I don't take a class with him because he is so dreamy and polite and cute and nice, but at the same time it would be a HUGE ACAMDEIC INCONVENIENCE for me to take any of his classes. I am on a very specific academic track, and he is not. If we don't take a class together, I think that I will never see him again. He is a real charmer. Any thoughts on my situation? I get all panicky and anxious when I think about it because I want him but i can't take his classes with out putting my self through a loss. PLEASE HELP. ",2.895693779904306,4.196806245614038,4.574553429027116,85.33876794258373,74.26315789473685,7.7081339712918675,29.094896331738443,8.296473431620573,1.990508771929825,1080,46,228,18,22,365,139,285,0.161,0.696,0.14300000000000002,0.3713,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,3,1,2,3,10,15,1,1,14,0,27,3,0,2,3,54,50,27,0,9,18,0,4,3,1,4,3,0,0,4,6,17,0,0,7,0,0,1,8,8,0,0,5,5,46,7,29,38,3,24,0,3,1,0,29,11,0,9,15,157,52,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16479557580254964,0.10729492013071497,0.1203277547258556,0.13468251614832094,0.0,0.1515096481235205,0.22374299252851584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149018107442275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18109648174437626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529117962351332,0.2010191553019069,0.0,0.10346137351421612,0.0,0.10135758151876942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343390185547128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014131313155934,0.14148877145660116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650744910097633,0.0,0.15521141379602016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17741617098085893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06637522013386574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05442224719579262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451376977740866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220160583772053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998830158112727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15275032549335624,0.0,0.10531555956965503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531393919659643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13730469148304272,0.0,0.0,0.1087011053609258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954875069514546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271357272486952,0.12687752613497202,0.0,0.09777649314633714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891111471412711,0.0,0.30991798341406035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11130967440013133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4467325779116685,0.0,0.08655332309264385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269040682062786,0.0,0.15723159108489226,0.17322903985940194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170704206529009,0.17522477585048135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14418460517090473,0.0,0.0,0.07034541966702051,0.0,0.1203277547258556,0.0637696699628324
anxiety,ClaustrophobicSaucer,2019/03/27,"I might be getting fired soon and the anticipation is killing me I’m the receptionist at work so I screen all of the calls that come in and yesterday I got a call from someone asking for the hiring manager for my position. I transferred them and went to check the website we do online apps for an lo and behold there’s a listing for a receptionist position. I thought it might be old because a few months ago I was actively looking for a new job and my boss found out and panicked thinking I was going to quit without notice or something. A quick chat cleared everything up and I didn’t think anything else of it. And then today I’ve gotten 2 more calls about the position which indicates to me at least that this is a new listing and she is looking to fill a position. There are 3 scenarios that could be happening though: 

1. She might be replacing the evening/weekend receptionist who’s gotten multiple write ups in the last few months. 

2. I actively hate this job and suck at hiding it so she might actually be looking to fire me for poor performance which would be fair. 

3. I was actually planning on putting my notice in in a few weeks anyways because of how miserable the job makes me and she caught wind about it and is jumping the gun again. 

Tbh I would probs be over the moon to be released from this job whether I quit or get fired, but regardless getting these calls and not knowing what the deal is is giving me anxiety.  More anxiety than my usual base level anxiety gotten from this job. I just want to get it over with, especially if it means I can go home. 

I’m not asking for advice or anything, not opposed to it either. I just wanted to put it out there for discussion with people who get it",4.634285714285717,5.885215761904764,5.497976190476191,80.58035714285714,69.95238095238095,8.933333333333335,31.559523809523807,9.2995712137729,2.796216666666667,1360,59,263,28,24,445,171,336,0.086,0.877,0.037000000000000005,-0.9118,5,0,1,1,0,0,20.0,1,0,1,5,15,4,3,1,22,0,28,0,0,3,2,55,62,24,1,7,13,0,3,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,22,19,0,1,6,1,2,9,5,4,0,0,12,7,30,0,43,35,8,39,0,1,4,0,19,15,1,8,15,189,52,10,0.0,0.0,0.1648207014561206,0.0,0.0,0.08252289448826497,0.07485922350123593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938104874166707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13898918349921952,0.0,0.15789742180243505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295903874703087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449287756821735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274560832094043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742590734544257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706353692670281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054656745159361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758976001482937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259431642379316,0.0,0.0,0.22060641119415536,0.08101147927997687,0.09598898515332308,0.0,0.06754183282024355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746782514874452,0.0,0.0,0.08337621622964568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847095498042961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4190145783186153,0.0,0.09343065625565684,0.0,0.04641113568656705,0.06883746406755238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127484697119096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056370574375977325,0.0,0.0,0.09199006259332793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35834951662927644,0.0,0.0,0.13481327712098484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312335179867712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19229221262007645,0.08861535153084373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0585465227473589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16978977583629867,0.0,0.17964448586923631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155363163487945,0.0650132094919416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822342391540003,0.08297102447160301,0.06704332404542747,0.0,0.0,0.0800480774332018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300899097187522,0.0,0.09962078949548536,0.0,0.0677401476148498,0.0,0.0,0.0782853622522075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140612731215917,0.0,0.0614801080376767,0.0,0.0,0.1199807426308186,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pengerwenger,2019/03/27,"What is called if you are able to pinpoint the source of your anxiety? So I know by definition, Generalized Anxiety is where there is no specific source of anxiety, hence the term generalized. But then what about when you *are* able to pinpoint the source of anxiety? I'll give you my example: For pretty much my whole life, anything to do with ""furthering myself and my career"" has always given me serious anxiety to the point where it's debilitating. Things such as studying for tests, taking tests, applying to jobs, working out, asking for a reference, partaking in a competition etc. Because of this, I'll tend to avoid doing important tasks while feeling all the symptoms of anxiety (difficulty concentrating and remembering things, chills, sweaty hands, too much sleep, no eating). It's gotten to the point where I've hurt a lot of aspects of my career because of how anxious I am to approach things. But then simple tasks like ordering food at a restaurant or playing a video game give me no anxiety whatsoever.

It's almost as if it sounds like I have a very low tolerance to stress. But then is that really considered an anxiety disorder? What could it be?",8.201,8.575833719047619,8.485476190476192,65.39535714285718,61.80952380952381,12.714285714285715,37.976190476190474,12.161744961471696,5.088619047619048,931,43,153,30,12,307,126,210,0.17,0.76,0.071,-0.9449,1,1,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,4,0,1,10,8,0,2,13,0,13,6,2,1,1,22,22,17,0,3,6,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,13,4,2,1,4,3,0,1,3,5,0,0,2,3,14,3,28,18,7,18,0,2,0,0,9,10,0,5,8,111,27,6,0.22139128986979545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084569844951808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921076442290632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6774549231031418,0.12505457051380162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109308390120924,0.0,0.10348548520046964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349580754249672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303262999359248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838146509390858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126866799316317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113269279966454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345490517466327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05597104411106514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385361324933953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123786986360258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850197736459232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984834697966778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06083543151500849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818760767666125,0.10816060132437966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941094788099268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627480716625985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092863289158414,0.0,0.0,0.11261726670149985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091446466928067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539658688490127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077558800581384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680148727138113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505515969280446,0.08322934874805381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206238033595634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913355000570641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358773440043093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058774789137374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shibauwu,2019/03/27,"Part time job for someone with severe social anxiety? I'm a 20 year old woman who has been out of a job for several months now. My previous job was in sales and it was one of the worst experiences of my life. It was extremely toxic due to my boss and the entitled customers; I was constantly being insulted & belittled and I eventually quit because of it. Every day I'd wake up dreading going to work because I knew I'd experience at least one panic attack. 

Because of my previous job I've been hesitant to go back to retail, but I feel as though that's my only option. Working in such environments causes me to have panic attacks, and my depression worsens because of it. Customer service is hell, but since I've only had two jobs my whole life I don't feel like I'm qualified for anything else.

So I don't know what job would be good for someone as anxious as I am, and it's hard to justify making $10 an hour at some awful retail store and being absolutely miserable because of it. But I need to save up enough money before I start school this coming Fall. Any advice would be much appreciated. ",5.833076923076924,5.962277442922377,7.413789954337901,71.91423603793467,66.8082191780822,10.39142957499122,33.28451001053741,10.214889679676881,3.451813909378293,876,36,160,20,13,305,136,219,0.23,0.7120000000000001,0.058,-0.9899,7,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,5,13,4,4,5,1,19,3,1,3,0,25,31,14,0,3,3,0,3,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,10,9,0,0,4,0,5,4,2,10,0,3,8,3,17,3,29,17,7,22,1,2,0,0,4,7,1,2,12,104,27,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353532201969132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371130028568697,0.0,0.06509207918917959,0.0,0.07322463446346801,0.10813502007678176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876843218158182,0.0,0.0,0.21778794982893449,0.0,0.0736018633629078,0.0,0.2917465178530205,0.0,0.08144966485853758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832959397097364,0.0,0.08245328695765866,0.0,0.10343803849594717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061730719569254175,0.0,0.08244247845916831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799607908191711,0.0,0.0,0.0989031271753446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064723324084228,0.0,0.0,0.1872627437682196,0.0,0.0,0.09679662172763992,0.06838154334665385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879842124219476,0.08028440394350701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857452606410269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426375552730756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.569916948604611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052604559603274134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13521806505965625,0.04676337996953801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.063893054883597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640184803402865,0.0,0.07036434543889909,0.07097429136453008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044079879559108,0.0,0.12972309781633273,0.1455969500550507,0.0,0.22461082041161398,0.0,0.10365415313632964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180874616092364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687255490919157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162700401535635,0.0,0.07917959612386864,0.0,0.0,0.09757328171197856,0.16220448926687994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06775027267845615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940432535768444,0.0,0.05581441305010006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350337757552653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686664298414934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936888032756176,0.0,0.0,0.1359918052769125,0.0,0.0,0.0616397811059202
anxiety,ConfusedMadfak,2019/03/27,Can anyone PM me? I'm panicking Title. I'm having a panic attack and I have no one to talk to. Help?,-3.5665217391304367,-2.8037485217391254,1.5953043478260869,91.81817391304348,121.17391304347828,3.5791304347826087,8.947826086956521,5.6839178017228535,-1.117619130434783,76,1,17,1,5,30,19,23,0.415,0.49,0.095,-0.8466,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220405345263004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5239636964273108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087096740738147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31209345557105306,0.0,0.0,0.5403784544226632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3701878942739423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Blackinkmindtrap,2019/03/27,"Lingering anxiety A few weeks ago a air-siren, designed to warn people in case of nationwide crisis, went off during the early night and scared the every living ghosts out of most people in my town. To clarify: I live in a small Europaen country, and this siren is a left over from WWII.

  Instantly, I have a panic attack. I can't stop shaking as I try to call my parents and others try to find out who began WWIII. It turned out to be a mistake and only one city should have been warn, as there was a toxic fire in their area.

  However, I have been very anxious since and small thing makes me panic like never before. I've always had anxiety, but never like this.

  Has anyone else had a similar situation and how does one ""calm down""?",6.3118750000000015,5.952365326388893,6.999444444444446,76.94000000000003,65.875,9.7,29.11111111111111,9.188382445141503,2.3325861111111106,573,16,108,9,8,190,99,144,0.147,0.778,0.075,-0.6535,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,0,2,9,1,4,10,0,13,0,0,2,2,19,17,10,1,2,1,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,6,0,2,7,1,9,3,20,8,2,25,0,0,0,0,4,15,0,1,10,73,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13671304099556728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832932307948824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359666573452032,0.17423275251858553,0.0,0.10783919192909984,0.15802391552978493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754556199144888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13123592421717578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15748313849932355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134965196618305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12883697314796536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994300477849882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096079841204126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675682228388725,0.0,0.0,0.15069516616133752,0.0,0.2723707543227727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294780369287997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23789893357599026,0.0,0.0,0.1447317094084601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090165829879045,0.11729667848764452,0.0,0.3619046027640772,0.17125097103248252,0.0,0.0,0.2138433392746972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544082575076608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757827174005126,0.17335775063624126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12894078253657704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246164900256743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20942018861106806,0.16775482483037887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725353029657882,0.0,0.0,0.1237116970330562,0.0,0.0,0.1429700902356031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,abccc12333,2019/03/27,"This is what my anxiety feels like My anxiety is so bad I get down about the stupidest things throughout the day. I’ve stopped pursuing my friendships as much recently as I have realized that my group of friends can be kind of toxic. Today I got upset that I wasn’t invited last weekend out, but I realized I never ask to hang anymore so how can I be mad right? Than I start to think about how I’m the least liked of the group etc. if I don’t try to hang out with my friends they aren’t going to try to hang with me... that’s how it goes isn’t it? Also I started freaking out tonight because I started thinking about how I won’t want to go out on Halloween. Yes, it’s March and I’m thinking about what I will be feeling at the end of October. I live in the same town as my ex who cheated on me and has been in a new relationship almost ever since. I NEVER go out in town because I am too afraid of bumping into him or his friends that I agonize over the idea that he tells them bad things about me. I agonize over the idea his new girl is better than me etc. my life is a hell hole right now. What do I need to do? Move? That seems impossible to do for a long time. I’m just so miserable living in my head.",2.8404676104676128,3.460234799227801,4.418577863577866,89.01174495924498,73.5945945945946,7.917717717717719,27.516302016302014,8.167268648758528,1.5270384384384386,939,34,218,14,18,316,136,259,0.19,0.722,0.08800000000000001,-0.9857,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,1,17,16,3,3,11,1,22,2,1,4,3,36,42,16,0,3,4,1,2,2,3,2,1,0,0,1,16,10,0,1,10,1,0,7,7,9,0,0,3,2,36,7,42,34,5,47,1,1,0,0,17,20,1,4,22,151,52,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183214520296992,0.0,0.0,0.09449353170460516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18078610922086813,0.0,0.11718423736283738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046484477242924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19731946385061536,0.14406003724797867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450404853519166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620424937660666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465582060178584,0.0,0.2635621200421692,0.0,0.1068836412399613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949178549054222,0.08441444095106644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738733319102449,0.0,0.061734391075381714,0.0,0.2014613327523248,0.0,0.09450436863331367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126756124327225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667794015122189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304678838251736,0.0,0.0963172127314948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346080542984964,0.1154552642106758,0.0,0.20867714741380186,0.10456901313028356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558673912111287,0.08686213548883058,0.08761509077183005,0.1822665247407308,0.2282417981180912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667000740953495,0.12686099245631582,0.0,0.2018181723878854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756959009483748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774423059807504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509054832284965,0.0,0.0,0.0987881197154895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327816555483536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15700220595513698,0.22713892830714555,0.0,0.0,0.06890079170561242,0.0,0.11200307575704403,0.0,0.0,0.16044750354669124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969458349671376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lilred190,2019/03/27,"I don’t understand my doctor’s approach to my meds. Hey everyone. So I’m one of those people that really hates being on meds, but I definitely feel better when I’m on them. I took Lexapro for years and loved it until it effected my mood way too much and weaned off with my doctor’s help. I couldn’t handle my anxiety without help so I went back and asked for different ones and she put me on Lexapro. I was under the impression it’s a depression med but I trust her and have been taking it as prescribed. I guess my mood is generally happier but it didn’t do anything for my anxiety. I went back and told her this, and she raised the dosage. Still doesn’t help my anxiety. 
I’ve never specifically asked a doctor for a certain type of medicine, and I’m unsure about asking for anxiety meds because I don’t want to take more than one pill. I also don’t want to do anything without telling my doctor. Should I call and request specifically an anxiety medicine and ask to be weaned off Zoloft? She told me to call if my anxiety wasn’t better and she’d put me on a second pill but that’s not what I want. 
Any advice on dealing with doctors or medicine would be greatly appreciated. I don’t have any close friends or family that would have insight on this so I’m always trying to figure it out on my own. Thanks so much!",3.334012082444921,4.829760425373138,4.709530916844353,84.02793532338308,73.4776119402985,8.089836531627578,26.941009239516703,8.704169506293173,1.93073077469794,1046,38,214,20,21,348,131,268,0.077,0.718,0.205,0.9911,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,3,11,13,1,0,7,0,23,9,0,1,2,41,47,26,0,8,10,0,1,0,1,3,8,0,0,0,13,15,0,0,5,0,0,6,12,2,0,4,9,1,35,9,32,30,4,26,0,1,0,1,24,12,0,4,7,147,48,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803813177243662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578149004253064,0.06844503449942768,0.0,0.0,0.11187617652171132,0.0,0.3775617048810384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538223287465656,0.0,0.3075995554558412,0.0,0.0,0.12650225896124634,0.0,0.05014355869023288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455005840952566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16798871199511872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480412456821383,0.07084847640355077,0.0,0.0,0.08594183727387583,0.0,0.4209714447760917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860080172208382,0.0,0.0,0.07754528251312623,0.0,0.04159198812667108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355213078600759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906894557535929,0.09061618143220616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121249465339146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654069003920162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424082764374045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654792500830613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209378165395206,0.0,0.06344224501947959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16721993333548085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05702716410754963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653835096609126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05269641864606319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656911424971062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369517631475695,0.0,0.07189689597267042,0.07573188116846752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15720160344416764,0.09139138285727527,0.05584761023590356,0.0,0.0,0.08563321493253663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14555325007766529,0.06529237027499869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15250750995547388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15858706422662824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686708584348887,0.0,0.0,0.05297129172754953
anxiety,photoaim,2019/03/27,"Anxiety I’m feeling some major anxiety today. I had a break up. I drank a lot of vino and today I feel shaken and scared in addition to the heartbreak. 

Help- I could weep for hours.",0.34621621621621657,2.7668295675675694,3.2419459459459468,84.99967567567569,91.16216216216215,6.203243243243244,20.913513513513514,7.554174236665415,1.2976854054054061,142,5,27,3,5,50,29,37,0.364,0.534,0.102,-0.8689,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,6,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,4,0,5,3,3,6,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4668793356562268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436382306787707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085870129438079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20453627253408066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30051225164535944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594284546311749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30550936940022616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5784949056790333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,missymooo18,2019/03/27,"Would this job be worth it or not..... Okay, so this is going to be a little long because I don't know how else to explain my situation without background info. So thank you in advance if you take the time to read and help!

So my boyfriend and I moved to this city far away from home, because my friend who moved here first, referred me to a job here. My boyfriend came here not having a job, and as you can imagine it was NOT an easy transition for him. He isolated himself, and cut himself off from anything social I invited him to. We explored together on the weekends at first, but then it turned to every weekend being very negative and tons of fighting. He complained about hating it here and wanting to move back home. I said he wasn't giving it a chance because it's a great place. I really tried to help him but he became soooo negative, and I just started to form a life outside of him, including my one childhood best friend. Her and I spent a lot of time together, and we liked to go out and drink together. My boyfriend would always text me negative things and stress me out, and my friend picked up on it. He started to resent my friend and hate her, and she picked up on that too. Before you know it, they hated each other. Oh boy. It was a mess and a lot of drama and I won't go into it more than that. 

I've been friends with this girl since childhood, so, as you can imagine it's hard to stay friends with someone for so long because we still see each other as the younger version of ourselves. She became frustrated with my boyfriend situation and my constant complaining about him without breaking up with him. Which I get can be frustrating but also.. it’s very complicated. 

This friend and I had a falling out, largely driven by my relationship. This happened right as the office where we worked closed. I stopped seeing her completely and was jobless for a little and had a lot of time for my boyfriend. Our relationship improved bc their was less jealousy but I really had no life and zero friends. So seems our relationship is better when my life is worse? But also he is a lot more settled here with his job and his friends. I got a job but it doesn't pay that well or have much growth opportunities, but i don't have the mooost experience so it's something for now. 

Fast forward a few months (now), this friend reached out to me to tell me her company is hiring. The position would be more money and pto/ holidays than my current job. Also the option to work remotely a couple days a week. Not a dramatic amount more, but more money nonetheless which is an important factor. This field is just all about connections and who you know. 

Ideally, I don't want to work with this friend again but if I got the job it does NOT mean we have to be super close, I will have a wall up and still be independent. My boyfriend said if I take the job, he will be really angry because when I worked with her before it was the ""worst year of his life"" 

I think he's being irrational and selfish. I'm not going to all the sudden disappear and become bffs with this girl again. I’ve learned a lot past few months and will have a wall up unlike before. But even so I'm afraid he would text me all the time making his negative comments and fight with me and it'll be absolute hell and not worth the money/PTO/remote working.

Ugh. It feels like a lose lose situation. Any helpful advice? :( ",4.347180638722551,5.566161387724552,4.887799401197603,84.8065893213573,70.60179640718562,7.961876247504987,28.437624750499,8.344100000000001,1.874980439121756,2669,97,535,40,48,852,280,668,0.175,0.6829999999999999,0.142,-0.9802,12,0,2,0,3,0,75.0,7,6,2,16,35,42,10,2,37,1,49,5,0,5,3,117,87,65,0,10,26,0,2,2,11,9,4,2,2,3,38,55,1,1,14,6,6,15,20,20,1,4,17,6,76,22,71,51,25,79,1,2,2,0,76,28,1,12,38,388,114,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05192719561883173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748664981768268,0.04421622830042366,0.0,0.0,0.03613660653866608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04372918912515846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049926204918979006,0.040860909806368466,0.0,0.16196639062703444,0.05868827986191461,0.1356531176310219,0.0,0.055766509993773215,0.04699747097252653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060777304170356615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05571563802565225,0.05742480106367224,0.0,0.0,0.058797722861710214,0.0,0.03427050959517811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046502637145449034,0.0,0.0,0.05205637054278262,0.0,0.0,0.044391140555751364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0350980650623543,0.0,0.04477222685707055,0.0,0.0,0.051980518791202614,0.0,0.0,0.026868871583266958,0.03796278990018101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040067375234996,0.0,0.0,0.4516089587506295,0.0,0.02776313734481609,0.05097614374809041,0.12080135676817652,0.0,0.08500084702700195,0.058586363632785736,0.0,0.0,0.04699098592587926,0.0,0.047602454629460327,0.15739243455876933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685463633245712,0.0,0.10660627916041812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42186114988658585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761205493214562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15013568700975874,0.05192244228260095,0.10651925537781606,0.0,0.09405337358889594,0.0,0.11889876683698405,0.0,0.22588603992222245,0.0,0.0,0.03547095458683324,0.0,0.0,0.05788437263251338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483070615115959,0.16943628143912098,0.03906356498593709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036008625036707737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050727559354831316,0.0,0.0,0.05551935104205885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05315376896647172,0.0,0.10212735932605232,0.0,0.0,0.1711554497863457,0.0,0.045380747595314234,0.10109545488961937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469042561728246,0.04837610369043518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0439574514543141,0.17919269803282736,0.0,0.05416891477171192,0.0450248315959225,0.040909297571672214,0.0,0.0,0.07522466564797299,0.056639517926316725,0.08487436890668815,0.04442690837183917,0.060870990208818615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990841403754696,0.0,0.04644616793123232,0.04892360960667668,0.0,0.0,0.035303448624358365,0.034049574600136426,0.0,0.0,0.1239440195306182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03607815676160464,0.057800395538618723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769112175777942,0.06268597649068341,0.0,0.0426252122911788,0.0,0.04777869221922292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244894883349323,0.0,0.19343053927860773,0.0,0.05415357690336452,0.15099478833644608,0.0,0.0,0.03422002407513227
anxiety,yadutemps,2019/03/27,"How to relax yourself after anxiety attacks? My current work requires me to be put in situation where I have anxiety attacks. As well, it sometimes continues outside work: 

My head will keep spinning and I will essentially drag myself into a loop where I think that I will never be able to get rid of those anxiety attacks and I am destined to be a failure. It gets to a point where I have a hard time to formulate my thoughts and to keep track of what is the actual trigger.

It is not always that I feel anxious from work, sometimes I feel rewarded and sometimes ambivalent. Therefore, I do not  not think that changing my field will lead to solving my anxiety issues.

Therefore, I am looking for techniques to help my head to stop spinning/panicking whenever I am in anxious situation or after an anxious situation. With some restrictions (that I feel are anyways not applicable):

1. I don't feel like I can talk about any of that with my friends or my partner. I don't want to become a nuisance and I don't want to be needy. I feel like not whining about anxiety in front of my friends is the only thing I can be proud of.
2. I have a shrink that I see once in a while. It is funded by my workplace and therefore it may take time to receive an appointment. Hence, it cannot help me immediately.
3. Writing to you did help a bit (right now), but I cannot open a thread whenever I have a panic attack ;)
4. As I said, I will not change my workplace for now. I intend to remove some responsibilities from my shoulder in the future but I feel like this too may not be helpful.

I'll be grateful for any input on this :)

​",3.3174074074074085,5.214347460815048,4.812762103796587,81.60095669337052,74.39184952978056,7.484546615581099,30.93707186810635,8.285830014693849,2.4241360965981658,1276,61,243,22,27,427,148,319,0.142,0.755,0.103,-0.6264,1,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,1,0,7,11,15,4,1,15,0,35,3,3,7,1,50,54,14,0,2,11,0,7,3,3,7,0,1,0,1,17,10,0,5,9,1,1,5,13,6,1,0,3,10,42,9,41,37,3,30,0,1,2,0,12,13,0,6,15,180,59,5,0.08454446491043582,0.0,0.08250320206690331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703477675213577,0.09160389240815288,0.10273077871900584,0.11498627058466215,0.0,0.3233814212405339,0.28653354217083393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3847261362834386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337271917231324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923006588577611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17887366735849713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564893304139332,0.1811957478743946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063768773637965,0.0,0.08834198694319355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573523433447547,0.0,0.17353402415364866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266734908345221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824245602492553,0.0,0.15029400999181994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391246514809112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709960574571758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520590333986437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003709589677206,0.0,0.06429987528388326,0.0,0.09919471344981293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992184652641697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499053857288492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220051109040407,0.08042114661748187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737099252484564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28509456250065096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25084991277837343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07068295831566566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06356691592416858,0.06795363840759618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05616758579348932,0.10834535871747217,0.0,0.06711886143051451,0.09859711475570387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973303175145848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601562733654038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846481321235438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273077871900584,0.0
anxiety,KittenPuppyFish,2019/03/27,"Family member in hospital. Can't stop catastrophizing things and getting anxious. I have a dear family member (my aunt, one of my mom's siblings) who is being treated in the hospital at the moment for what I believe to be viral gastroenteritis. I understand from what I have read online that it isn't really a fatal disease if the person gets immediate medical attention (which is the case with my aunt) but I have bad memories of the hospital because 3 other family members (my mom and her two other siblings) had passed away separately, in successive years (the latest death being last year) the last time they were admitted, so I can't help but worry that this viral gastroenteritis that she has is a sign of something much deeper and much more fatal even though just a month ago my aunt had texted me that she was healthy and in good shape. The family member who had died just last year was diagnosed with ovarian cancer but didn't wait until a few months before she passed to get sent to the hospital.

The size of my family has dwindled down a lot since the 3 deaths and I am constantly paranoid that the worst is going to happen to my aunt because if it does happen my cousin who is still at grade school will be left without a mother.",11.518992467043311,7.836002669491527,10.986666666666668,62.99825800376651,58.322033898305094,14.556685499058382,40.205273069679855,12.45797560212912,4.879821657250472,994,33,174,24,9,327,133,236,0.133,0.773,0.094,-0.9425,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,6,8,0,0,19,0,26,3,0,0,0,22,36,13,5,2,8,8,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,17,7,0,2,3,1,0,4,5,4,0,2,8,0,21,4,23,23,6,30,0,0,0,0,20,10,0,3,16,130,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186967381672933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298269246152949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797115228648146,0.0,0.09595342587284583,0.1401083687899978,0.0,0.09778848232535606,0.12947552187466288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241877276818551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664141266138113,0.11926884889452301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056729377092312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590359679767521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5416818891630604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801229195212545,0.0,0.06531170208709458,0.09638946986051901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20324680819335847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702847453016637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810254908995929,0.0,0.0,0.1248609501941986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097700900981405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576984127425803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691859033213992,0.18345614507011726,0.0,0.16895889165996442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778727873222992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034373860689916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495113023296735,0.0,0.07362071470819702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630520690296738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506303739291752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847105453362658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177528539686207,0.09607829189536367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07634776233932347,0.0,0.1129083472128524,0.0,0.06701079437870422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122601719882588,0.11963580539386393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077880918489463,0.0,0.0,0.11670687007571995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22201419695282906
anxiety,Padlockandrun,2019/03/27,"Arm numbness and anxiety Does anyone else experience sensation loss during bouts with anxiety? My right arm goes numb sometimes. It started only during panic attacks at first, but now it seems to be this way frequently. It definitely gets worse if I focus on it. Anyone who has any input here would be greatly appreciated. I wonder if it is a psychosomatic issue or if it is a dissociation thing.

I have talked to my doctor about it and he assures me that since my arm still works and since it isnt weak, it isnt a heart issue or something else ( I am 24M btw, and in good health).


Thanks!",4.115175438596491,5.846960868421058,5.807894736842107,75.9835964912281,71.89473684210526,8.224561403508767,26.701754385964907,8.841846274778883,2.1240070175438595,465,16,86,9,9,159,79,114,0.123,0.701,0.175,0.9125,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,4,10,1,1,3,0,10,9,4,0,1,15,15,10,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,13,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,8,4,7,12,0,10,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,7,5,55,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142712787827633,0.0,0.2506974983695778,0.0,0.0,0.2291426758931598,0.16788897529673755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864088998095052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16771269976701478,0.14339075503226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737599220931624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16028178817313712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393751156975304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560755841622435,0.0,0.0,0.13743393445529145,0.0,0.18065089275741905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17417037325089946,0.0,0.19416915395949905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420444330192621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461923305077037,0.0,0.1922487261169704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13993141165881914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491675840231193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710853637660789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614370768466307,0.16205694336252746,0.0,0.11597752586132395,0.0,0.1308549427245506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170057117492726,0.0,0.150855817025238,0.0,0.0,0.10885808771782213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13006059946455448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17769393181821252,0.11928850824827325,0.0,0.16698240694573005,0.116398004686161,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheAdventureofMe,2019/03/27,"The fight, who is me? **I post this from a throw-away account to avoid some personal complications it can have.**

""Not a traditionally masculine guy, more ""yass queen"" than lumberjack.""

Hello everyone after lurking for some time and reading all your fights and battles I would like to share my own and ask for some advice.

I am adult bio-male but have always been interested in more ""Feminine"" things from feelings to interested and at early age this was never a problem.

At around my early teenage years it was also never an issue I would talk about anything from make-up to fashion and share my feelings with my mostly female friend group.

Sadly, after finishing that part of my education I switched to a new school to follow my career path but by doing this I lost contact with my old friend group.

I feel more and more alone and trapped, of course I have some classroom friends that I talk too but only in school and the 2/3 friends I have left from other school are busy with their life what is of course totally understandable, and I don’t blame them for anything.

So, I just talk about only general things and keep lot to myself what leads to sometimes just days of me feeling alone or not understood.

This more “feminine” behaviour and interested feel really like my true self (If that makes sense?). I feel happy when I can do it and can talk about it. 

But more and more I feel I am not born in the right ""body"" and of course after doing self-research like anyone does this days ""Gender-dysphoria"" came quickly on top of all my research.

But I quickly pushed it aside because in my mind I am not so far that I hate everything about my body and I can’t life as a male, so I focused my attention on trying to sneakily buy more ""feminine"" clothing and mixing it with my style and wear things that I could justify easily.

This works a bit and I feel much more comfortable when I wear it and do things I really like. But it still leaves a lot of things that I really want like a more “feminine” body, long hair, wearing more female style on daily basis that are not possible in my current environment. 

I already planned about when I move out and live on my own to change a lot of things from my room style to the way I dress because my family wouldn’t judge me and most “friends” would not be around. But this plan sounds more like hiding my true self then a solution. But this plan is really what keeps me going and I can’t wait to just buy clothing and decorate my rooms how I like. 

So, I want to ask you people for some advice, what can help me with figuring out what I want, and should I take the “Gender-dysphoria” possibility more serious?  
 

Thanks for reading this wall of text and much love to this wonderful subreddit <3

(Side note: Family is not hateful to me and lets me do almost anything but still I feel a line I can’t cross and the ways they joke about me being “gay” doesn’t help to cross this line and just see how they respond)",6.907537220843673,6.454315739510491,6.809975186104218,79.10276674937967,64.68181818181819,10.387638168283333,31.21385066546357,9.857291076455118,2.6845677193773967,2321,73,461,43,31,737,245,572,0.065,0.733,0.202,0.9982,1,4,0,0,2,0,62.0,0,2,4,8,28,34,5,1,18,0,39,11,7,4,7,112,70,51,0,11,22,0,10,7,5,5,2,1,2,6,39,38,0,4,14,3,3,8,15,10,0,0,6,12,70,24,67,55,32,60,0,2,1,2,36,23,0,14,33,332,109,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060050996330544,0.0,0.0,0.06691521409068832,0.13842032673520993,0.07374264084241805,0.05343963242279842,0.05560344532254165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04672533500658039,0.0,0.16497292984823858,0.11897617658810193,0.12494401667055925,0.0,0.0627839395642857,0.0,0.0,0.08147134833961801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295518847096227,0.2226812979985453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642957437089963,0.0,0.0,0.07069159785057201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0533540294403125,0.0,0.0,0.08619271609979752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058478683986851826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385379761768359,0.060057668516267086,0.0,0.12599262774206693,0.0,0.3040968667944561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581427166436988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03797797717113171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06616688979748687,0.0,0.07113606117387401,0.0,0.13195097464681144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895822816968602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974755207717269,0.0,0.11879360300024493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707576343953818,0.07260515595991622,0.06833271162449675,0.09440042473646898,0.22852997123592686,0.0,0.05900737252414606,0.059137694651588475,0.0,0.0,0.07294697747661187,0.170435732119925,0.060311837531815085,0.0,0.08921191877817593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06747382668235441,0.0,0.0,0.07102400613822196,0.09824758389798223,0.0,0.10307854844048392,0.06453964401012499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012120801307763,0.0,0.0,0.1016462846104728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723645622162358,0.0,0.04632778439727808,0.0583486893205902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506694593524466,0.06399952345208586,0.0,0.0,0.06394214599259243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368542727494026,0.0,0.17123827633717625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057067868848233276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20289027929885048,0.05325057825101994,0.0,0.2091379888242056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660912677155531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673247158765564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050243805289755895,0.21484442510659035,0.0,0.061523141079859026,0.0,0.0,0.26637188888354724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03896597910953392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04536953724776992,0.0,0.0,0.06956679646840667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824469432153427,0.10608456163742283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246846062593515,0.048649126476419766,0.0,0.0,0.14241089945883992,0.0,0.0,0.043032870752104484
anxiety,aylakunori,2019/03/27,"My dr wants to talk to me about my Pap test results She said don’t worry it’s not cancer. But I’m super anxious it’s HPV or something. What other possibilities could it be? I haven’t slept all night cause I’ve been worrying myself sick 
:( someone please talk to me",-0.008863636363635408,2.3459318181818207,2.109431818181818,92.18414772727272,94.45454545454544,4.204545454545455,17.784090909090907,5.985473137389443,-0.22295454545454568,210,6,44,2,8,70,44,55,0.21,0.638,0.151,-0.4184,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,2,1,8,9,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,7,1,4,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,25,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28604201527255924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26010440651343586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20215824407163788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23760945766280225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27793570550220675,0.0,0.2854430457964603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408495704347178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145341026580008,0.19492442578514013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40702241408699147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14934292077271413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5142703397085449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SomeoneStoleMyOreo,2019/03/27,"Does anyone else have this? I get so extremely anxious by talking to people, not only irl but almost even more online. I'm scared to call/chat with strangers online and never get how people can just casually make friends online. You'd think that being anonymous would make it less of a bad thing but I'm still so anxious about it. I also suffer from depression and have tried suicidal hotlines/chats but always hung up/closed the chat immediately because I'm just to anxious to interact with strangers. Anyone else struggling with this? 
If you are, you probably won't comment since this is kinda the exact problem haha, I just needed to get it out. I think I'm also really scared to be judged and that might play a big role in everything too?",4.921431334622824,6.786507822695036,5.393488072211479,79.22454545454549,70.06382978723404,7.68046421663443,27.711798839458407,8.296473431620573,2.0462851063829786,597,21,103,9,11,191,92,141,0.265,0.657,0.079,-0.9877,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,0,12,11,0,3,4,1,11,0,0,3,2,28,23,12,1,4,8,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,7,4,15,17,2,5,0,2,0,0,9,3,0,4,2,67,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375983544735543,0.0,0.0,0.21977679022540572,0.1143378629719823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4657096313917714,0.0,0.19216345031542556,0.28158984036640033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473335166911952,0.08376513189571612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403131028672233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835282787198605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025024200721393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295803301696301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075938649526863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234971220469652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616423637639914,0.0,0.21537642956580427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18344726816040466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577250764242924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188932024117553,0.10598067150850572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450808303322692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19052847655338034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481534692547741,0.13148480789681632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802970059600405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751469385951331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366869708633134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109737468966721,0.0,0.0,0.14365294710607093,0.0,0.1503065186311144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044662923150304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129048375235628,0.17609623183745796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329378607470512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761360297962493,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thelostandthefound,2019/03/27,"When your anxiety causes you to blurt out things. Doctors set off my anxiety, I really don't like going to the doctors even if it's for a simple thing like a script. Thankfully I have found an amazing doctor who I have been seeing for 11 years and treating my anxiety for 10. I see him for everything and as he's a GP (with mental illness training) he does minor surgical procedures like removing moles and dealing with ingrown toenails. 
It's worth noting that when I am anxious I don't have a filter and often things will slip out that I haven't thought through.
Today I was finally getting my ingrown toenail sorted (they remove the section of the nail and use a chemical to prevent it from growing back). My doctor was also showing another doctor how to do the procedure and talking it through step by step. He had just finished talking through the process of injecting the local anesthesia when he made a comment that I shouldn't try this at home. Well I was so anxious I blurted out that I didn't have the equipment to try it at home! Thankfully everyone laughed, and it reminded me that my anxi",7.072235387045815,7.1227081943128,7.373661137440759,73.51493088467616,64.2132701421801,10.44565560821485,39.858214849921005,10.125756701596842,4.249056556082148,883,47,152,18,12,288,122,211,0.092,0.8140000000000001,0.094,0.3668,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,1,0,11,10,0,1,14,0,17,8,2,4,0,24,27,15,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,2,6,0,2,0,16,12,0,1,2,1,1,6,5,1,1,0,9,2,22,9,25,16,1,23,0,0,2,0,13,8,0,3,11,114,38,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343458908060298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225138897411024,0.26814019206104456,0.2639853401282964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984052030571313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002388907253853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204539229234294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5979386288132293,0.10224493621245262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716980463401793,0.0,0.0,0.11164285888873313,0.1050056545030149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798933541633162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810585289050472,0.0,0.0,0.06104256405931775,0.0,0.06640121816375685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23439428130734705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171242120610535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055409188947284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774431947381922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484883998570067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862080883275656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18781847540860636,0.0,0.215135813819416,0.0,0.0,0.2328641389554207,0.0,0.0,0.09275560897436486,0.0,0.0,0.11074791226808428,0.0,0.0,0.15864944713631735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090974378065704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505058719550348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523926369609991
anxiety,c_dub96,2019/03/27,"New to Anxiety So, I’m an individual who has never really had anxiety until just recently. Lately it’s been pretty heavy and has started to interfere with my school life. I can’t focus on my schoolwork, and finding the drive to study is almost impossible. I’m exhausted, I pick my lips nonstop, and I just feel down 90% of the time. I’ve tried to manage the anxiety a bit with working out, and hoped it would give me more motivation and handle the anxiety, but it hasn’t helped much. On top of that, I’m from a family that has history of ADD, but I myself have never been diagnosed with it. But I very well may have it as well, which I think contributes heavily. What do I do about this and what sort of help should I seek? I just want to be able to be successful in school again and live a life without much worry. But I’m not sure where to go for help. ",3.8404095238095266,4.614585188571431,5.606071428571429,80.84434523809523,71.4,9.719047619047616,26.583333333333336,9.928628108626363,2.3647619047619046,668,21,141,17,12,230,106,175,0.031,0.7809999999999999,0.189,0.975,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,4,9,6,0,0,8,0,18,5,1,2,3,37,29,14,0,4,9,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,12,12,0,1,4,0,0,2,6,1,2,0,3,1,14,5,25,21,4,18,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,4,9,102,26,6,0.14473233860219706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449285305671046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44287937152339735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15801022840654813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469002770894365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364407679858784,0.0,0.07318101911746787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228273543501595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884044734081866,0.08225472338568053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910331072148743,0.0,0.0,0.14375186911452567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16326438204021435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20445746199698464,0.0,0.0,0.12780130660510394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127898439778633,0.0,0.2232530039913345,0.13978339450628866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14724482057339638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271924219190472,0.0,0.14290572373024055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29295370711241264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244229419589368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13640851629569992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273863854059404,0.0,0.0,0.08439459054557669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826375743067096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941933694351264,0.08536688319316581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26026350811695914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395168096269707,0.0,0.10536686625623276,0.14698271532543292,0.0,0.1028137007693414,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kaerbaers,2019/03/27,"Pet mom nightmares #vent So I've been struggling since last night with my anxiety which sucks since I've been doing so well for quite a while now. (I do take Xannax on a 'as needed' basis, this was a an needed experience) 

 I'm that crazy cat lady. I have 3 furbabies who are my world. We've been struggling to get rid of some fleas that my only indoor/outdoor cat bright in (all 3 are on topical flea meds, but he still managed to catch them and spread them) So as a last resort I got the trio some flea collars. I don't like them since they aren't break away, but I was at my wit's end. All had been fine since Saturday when I got them. 

Yesterday I came home from work to my worst nightmare. I had heard horror stories but never thought it would happen to my own cat. We found blood on the tile throughout the house. My instinct told me, find the kitten (he's about 6 months). Sure enough, he had gotten his collar lose enough to get his jaw caught. I was freaking out but I managed to free him. He was still covered in blood and I was terrified he had dislocated or broken his jaw. We had left at 6am for work and it was now 4:30pm. Who knows how long he had been stuck like that. 

At this point I'm a mess, complete panic attack. Thankfully my boyfriend is level headed and over the course of our relationship has come to understand and identify my anxiety attacks. He is the real MVP as he helped get me and the little one to the car and on our way to the vet without causing additional stress on either of us. 

Thankfully my kitten is okay. The blood was from biting his tongue and scratching his nose (likely while trying to get the collar unstuck) He was dehydrated, and had some inflammation in his gums from the chemicals in the collar, but will be fine. Needless to say, no more collar for him.

The logical side of my brain is telling me it's not my fault, I did everything I could to make sure he was okay after the trauma. That after 30 years of owning cats, this being the first incident like this, that's pretty good. 

The anxiety side of my brain is still in worst case scenario mode. It's my fault. I put the collar on him. It could have been worse. I'm a terrible cat mom. 

I know it seems silly, because it's a cat, but since I don't have kids, my cats are my kids. And I super feel like I let them down. :(",2.8373684210526307,4.370266312101915,3.8498921667225403,89.53714465303386,74.83864118895966,6.826259917309197,22.58581964465304,7.475848149327749,0.7361898089171977,1807,48,387,22,38,583,228,471,0.17600000000000002,0.722,0.102,-0.9912,0,0,0,0,0,0,58.0,5,0,6,6,12,35,3,4,26,2,47,9,9,3,5,53,78,27,0,5,10,2,2,5,0,2,0,2,2,2,19,17,0,0,9,0,1,6,7,16,1,2,33,6,57,20,50,38,13,54,0,1,1,0,42,25,1,5,26,247,76,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006749536137267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989521106286274,0.0821531151740795,0.0,0.0,0.05330284392777685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19522476423114696,0.0,0.10000850009689616,0.0,0.08982535660557517,0.0,0.07532214468880892,0.09167957458706713,0.0,0.0,0.13962805634785558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744622281428261,0.18069857322007035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858577516709726,0.08553346992810848,0.0,0.0,0.044212483311315616,0.06246742479345518,0.0,0.0,0.07991892301209845,0.07437674238051288,0.0,0.09587386317899092,0.0,0.0,0.18273595788695146,0.0,0.0,0.07334084198720868,0.13986811909769345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732323907208878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973905621481378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05860944340919775,0.0,0.08770983038224693,0.0,0.0,0.10089445830764808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610989193829464,0.14255116008190216,0.0,0.0,0.09500422848903242,0.08941371260235141,0.0,0.21359476390626306,0.08763823196167207,0.0,0.07738198452594612,0.0,0.09782341860217772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05836713249556257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971265499242125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048182320044609,0.06979407691856691,0.0,0.0,0.12967186732264674,0.06743941142254405,0.0,0.0,0.08205687305922679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05925186432058153,0.06650234904478347,0.0,0.10259244560137107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265942213010166,0.0,0.0,0.08895830163049802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790173288399544,0.0,0.09300360715585794,0.0,0.09952629533647607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387824424593168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695360996089415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960243772990562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36165792873158015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094900007551302,0.0,0.10016265961934458,0.18282334059696448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16482304627554445,0.0,0.06574428351261588,0.0,0.07642674602728843,0.16100670745038498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941789436812984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355303006458614,0.0,0.05936627814019745,0.0,0.0,0.09102851911210397,0.10518001063748203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06940610346271192,0.0,0.0,0.07861940259874628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428940580041856,0.0,0.127315275794167,0.0,0.08910921724673836,0.06211513701582332,0.0,0.0,0.05630873773935561
anxiety,mrsunshine5,2019/03/27,"Travel Anxiety help! Hi everyone, long time lurker, first time poster. So, I’m leaving to go a convention tomorrow and like all trips I go on, I’m an anxious mess. I can’t eat, sleep or concentrate. I have GAD but traveling makes it much worse. I don’t know how to stop worrying and go with the flow and enjoy myself at events away from home. I originally agreed to go on this trip as a way of confronting my anxiety but atm it’s scary to think about the fact I’m leaving tomorrow to go somewhere causing me to panic. I guess my question is how do you guys cope with your own travel anxiety? ",2.8212500000000027,4.518011958333336,4.430000000000003,84.67500000000003,75.25,8.466666666666667,27.0,9.120678840339163,2.23465,465,18,96,11,10,156,83,120,0.226,0.693,0.08,-0.9527,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,1,4,5,1,1,5,0,5,2,1,5,2,20,17,10,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,5,1,1,3,3,1,11,2,3,0,1,0,0,12,2,16,17,3,25,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,3,10,54,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699382650167882,0.1821030222405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15144680661904228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655903538472664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16494141816768015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15402750777999558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711129634448546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4580505304648465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17757305631427334,0.15960712617409134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804475305938303,0.0,0.1616904446330752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885878532281661,0.0,0.0,0.3413617510295269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875110964595082,0.0,0.0,0.14265137020630325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759806014942787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849593178324415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18912609992503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18057385791947916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613101327160277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347651681474818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328642740412344,0.0,0.0,0.187986709463518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12794807241363199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637000477365864,0.1642701723938884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NobleAda,2019/03/27,"I can't help but feel like I ruined a friendship To start, I've been having a bit of a rough week. There are a lot of huge changes on the horizon in my life, and I just started seeing a therapist to help me with my coping skills, which are basically nonexistent at the moment. I've been on the verge of an attack for several days, but I've been trying to keep it at bay with some of the tools my counselor taught me about during my last session, but I don't think they're really working.

Fast forward to yesterday. I was at the tail end of a particularly stressful couple of days at work, and a friend of mine messaged me, asking how my therapy was going. I told her a bit about what we talked about and that our next session would broach a particularly difficult topic, and I was incredibly anxious about it. Now, this is a subject she's familiar with, as she's told be about her experiences with it, and I suddenly felt as if I'd somehow made it seem like I was saying my experience was somehow worse than hers (in retrospect, I don't think what I said even comes close to conveying that), and it caused me to spiral into a particularly intense bout of self doubt and loathing. 

I tried so hard to save face and back pedal, explaining what I meant about it while trying to assure her that her feelings and experiences are valid. Over the course of an hour or so, I sent her a wall of texts trying to justify my earlier assertion until finally, I just said ""I'm so sorry about all of this."" She never responded.

To be honest, I don't blame her. She's been going through a lot recently, and I feel so selfish for having unloaded all of these feelings on her. After I got home from work and an evening meeting I had to attend, I just kind of isolated myself. It wasn't until right before bed, when my boyfriend came upstairs and asked what was wrong that I snapped and just let it all out. I felt a little better, but I still feel like garbage now. My friend still hasn't said anything, despite having seen the messages yesterday (I hate that it tells you when people have read your messages). I can't help but feel like I've made a fool of myself and that she'll never want to talk to me again, and I'm afraid to reach out to her so soon. However, I can't help but feel like if I don't, I'm going to have this sour feeling in the pit of my stomach. I hate it.",7.692276531000378,5.631086675732219,7.991586154431343,76.46550019018639,64.0418410041841,11.201369341955118,34.69798402434385,9.800150414767053,3.0207497907949787,1853,62,385,30,22,612,224,478,0.14800000000000002,0.7440000000000001,0.108,-0.9731,1,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,2,2,0,5,31,23,3,3,26,0,34,3,2,4,6,74,77,37,0,4,13,0,12,5,2,2,1,4,2,1,25,26,0,1,15,1,0,8,11,11,0,0,27,19,64,12,66,45,8,59,0,1,2,0,43,21,0,10,37,271,89,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144864912713832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661363461858663,0.0,0.15135165051492405,0.09209048925076864,0.0,0.062244321710014996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888112489258891,0.0,0.0,0.07159228016785615,0.17674937116551526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258340285065064,0.0,0.08315630340180875,0.08563267211452169,0.06972987754583294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956786314753529,0.0,0.10441004052611458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169625420968101,0.0,0.0,0.1069313073787566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375491991949347,0.0,0.0,0.32743953959699396,0.23131820791599594,0.15544631370323336,0.0886750137020138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508106357888965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380145207727256,0.0,0.0647418289637284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251386506525409,0.15983956920886805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170320204682111,0.0,0.08119784370702535,0.0,0.07971786659402492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719506558369604,0.0,0.08429530024063707,0.0,0.06598374872087467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277522176830165,0.05717624770639005,0.19773649294173248,0.08113156108695675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376388671260446,0.0,0.15319066360058267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486479028671972,0.0,0.08608954001977212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056119427084816806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097030416912597,0.0,0.05185761680629001,0.0,0.07992677771556883,0.0,0.0,0.0691294899244627,0.2310013915765414,0.06437341542488953,0.0,0.0,0.06450539308670293,0.07369238167856906,0.08444683370306544,0.09144864912713832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906151046466698,0.11459138602907402,0.0,0.1292909910277868,0.0,0.09272611685152332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13012651269868486,0.07075246813174044,0.0,0.09257154827371902,0.09398732961980792,0.0,0.10373693026138757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469932724452853,0.0,0.21983459563826646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04774546266691795,0.0,0.06493192245064258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17679419434057,0.0,0.08249333356732312,0.0575034196882012,0.08850436613923401,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kaksonen73,2019/03/27,"Anxiety Freak Out Causing More Anxiety!! Yesterday I had a complete meltdown in front of my fiance. He had never seen me like that as I have been pretty stable the whole time we have been together. I was crying and he caught me trying to self harm and I stated that I just wanted to die.

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Well, I am through that, thank goodness. But now my anxiety is telling me he is going to leave me because of that. Which I objectively know is crazy and that he wouldnt but now all I want to do is flood him with texts begging him to stay. I am even more anxious because of this and am gonna have another meltdown! Ah!

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I am not sure why I am posting this. I think I just want someone to tell me not to text him and that it will be alright? Any tips for getting past this urge to freak him out even more??? ",2.4873666092943196,4.160663554216871,3.6065748709122185,90.32409638554218,76.10843373493975,6.429604130808951,26.314974182444054,7.1686216300943375,1.1393215146299482,634,24,135,7,14,205,97,166,0.16699999999999998,0.755,0.078,-0.9333,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,2,2,21,0,0,1,3,25,32,8,1,4,6,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,11,9,0,0,2,0,0,3,4,3,2,0,7,1,25,6,18,21,5,15,0,0,1,0,12,3,0,0,7,99,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29585646645728325,0.33179338114572376,0.09284384869449994,0.14316170784755008,0.3133310673520357,0.15423798974690545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16645263078458108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025205614188269,0.0,0.0,0.14314720617820725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14996980219998485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14169470275468146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803511593504056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133034254803812,0.0,0.07759211478445104,0.11451336545258432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503232087966652,0.0,0.0,0.14456363658188698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670077570754457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529895426458134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13033160267392047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075626296439827,0.138898248624295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242867440003287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567988952460938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455208813493222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867620020268866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386633057662778,0.12569681115604672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748174925901188,0.0,0.0,0.0796106835846355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269367681126256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241583585484456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275523620282802,0.0,0.12319545287915093,0.1524288447273758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33179338114572376,0.0
anxiety,hmtitan,2019/03/27,"Suggestions for techniques to overcome thought distortions (mind reading & catastrophizing) Has anyone found something that works for them? I've had a look at different techniques but they all seem to be quite long-winded ways of writing down your thoughts, thinking about the evidence to back them up, etc. I was hoping to find something that would help in the moment, rather than retrospectively. Thanks for the help!",8.716285714285714,10.981086628571427,6.221428571428575,75.39357142857145,61.28571428571429,9.028571428571428,36.85714285714286,9.3871,3.6598000000000006,344,16,52,6,5,97,57,70,0.0,0.8059999999999999,0.194,0.9427,1,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,3,2,3,2,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,1,13,13,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,5,2,14,6,2,7,0,0,1,0,8,4,0,2,2,35,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274446402317737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14677862678801232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614129731943496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193182570820488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23411259247350574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19186004690636171,0.0,0.0,0.2301628099246369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28140545787740784,0.0,0.0,0.2084946328067044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857696603169672,0.1762771463277309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119560110842131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22327223339436764,0.20997349119295772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191100265883318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32320823905427704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932630801280528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450613552795218,0.0,0.3333007995514165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16662209354257487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15282184659863002,0.0,0.0,0.1491187900473439,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EchoSnake,2019/03/27,"Had a really shitty panic attack last night over school. I’ve got a shit ton of work due Friday that I let get out of hand, and when I went to tackle more of it yesterday I had a really bad panic attack, and a spout of derealization. I’m still fucked up today over it and don’t know what to do. ",6.089635416666668,3.8511341093750033,7.848749999999999,76.78791666666667,67.28125,11.033333333333333,24.45833333333333,9.725611199111238,1.6497458333333328,229,2,52,4,3,82,44,64,0.38,0.579,0.041,-0.9806,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,7,4,2,4,0,5,3,2,0,0,5,11,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,7,0,0,4,1,3,0,10,6,2,12,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,7,33,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.477705922166057,0.0,0.0,0.17530280270346013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940990704565376,0.10969228851036264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16791937668838525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538521610199193,0.17114051509079012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21469216837175392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19702758664366052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.492671514551121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26900379028636795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124846356826728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21551474235082385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676695188590737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19901182284260044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19462944199635546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528489972710224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ajas_seal,2019/03/27,"Started being unable to sleep through the night because of anxiety attacks waking me up at the same time every time I’m currently struggling with anxiety attacks that wake me up at 5:56 am every time they happen. It doesn’t happen every morning, but 4 nights out of the last 7 it’s been an issue. I’m a college student and I frequently have to stay up late to finish working on assignments so that I can stay afloat in my classes.

I normally wake up around 8 am and it takes me around an hour to calm down enough to be able to sleep a bit more, but even then it has taken me ~30 minutes of lying down with me eyes closed to fall back asleep, so the extra sleep I get really doesn’t feel helpful.

I can’t remember much about what the source of the anxiety in the attacks was. But I do remember that Monday night/Tuesday morning I felt like I’d seen something upsetting on social media, but the upsetting thing I thought I’d seen didn’t exist. I remember not being able to find it, but not what it was. Last night/this morning I woke up thinking it was 11:30 at night and that my boyfriend had been asking me to drive them back to their dorm room since 10:30 but I’d been in too deep of sleep.

I recently made the decision to seek help for the anxiety and depression that I’ve been diagnosed with for over a year, though my first appointment hasn’t come yet. It’s scheduled though.

Without trying to get y’all to play armchair psychologist, are there any tips y’all have for trying to sleep through the night and prevent one of these anxiety attacks?",6.513478012564249,6.1098494854368965,6.621153626499144,79.96646487721304,65.47249190938511,9.989034837235863,33.38682657529031,9.478462496947786,2.8698016752331994,1237,47,244,21,17,396,162,309,0.129,0.8140000000000001,0.058,-0.9648,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,3,2,13,11,4,3,16,0,24,11,10,1,0,35,43,16,0,1,9,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,17,13,0,1,9,1,0,3,8,8,0,2,16,5,25,3,49,24,6,51,0,1,3,0,9,22,0,0,25,162,42,6,0.1548428108864858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05264921059452282,0.0,0.29613581626187657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378429302712622,0.07237856296793141,0.3523121024347006,0.0,0.11906456369539938,0.0,0.04719537015869592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452412277581392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666916854296156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666829430615684,0.07858109681710995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799970078690802,0.0,0.051136108116597016,0.0,0.1956926197313051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039146588845052926,0.0,0.07433669052319246,0.0,0.07076176196810334,0.0658546079192791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089897778685225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692698629068342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378787219084117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624448900708684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080783257012482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12621755746715352,0.08733471757903356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03782418799332455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732580058016656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056913641221867414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4359284660318709,0.07585653921353812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052462748010062975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0495981348153295,0.0,0.0764442976872555,0.0,0.2631100798985669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06404378663337894,0.0,0.38738659128169395,0.07892137294189587,0.0,0.059602780377852174,0.0,0.0,0.054799269258514235,0.16504183391343846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809376629586052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0582112616805279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0514353415932389,0.04960851046869416,0.15213227551608025,0.061463947867026775,0.13543513236121466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512810444287203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463147205799009,0.0,0.05636370524716934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049856846744962366
anxiety,Jackaboy888,2019/03/27,"Missing opportunities I am in grade 11 now, I have severe anxiety and it’s getting to the point where I can’t talk to anyone without stuttering which makes my tick go off (rapidly twitching my wrist). Now I am too scared to talk to anyone in case they make early judgments. I have missed so many opportunities to make new friends and have good experiences in my life. I have turned to thoughts of suicide many times and I am at a loss on what to do with my life. My last couple of friends who have stuck with me all the way through, are moving away next year and I won’t have anyone to talk to anymore. 

I’m sorry if this seems all over the place, it’s so hard to write down all of my thoughts into words. To summarise this into one little message I only need one word... help",4.006363636363638,4.971482815286628,4.557255356108861,87.81060220034746,71.16560509554141,6.982976259409381,27.011580775911987,6.980632752743323,1.0722280254777066,610,20,130,5,11,194,96,157,0.141,0.746,0.113,-0.3827,0,0,0,0,0,1,14.0,0,0,1,3,6,10,0,1,4,0,13,4,1,3,3,23,27,7,1,2,2,0,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,5,0,2,3,1,17,5,29,23,3,26,0,3,0,0,10,15,0,2,8,86,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681686581820776,0.0,0.13847582662562594,0.29289844481840577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118734733068094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449837022120766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365853139479911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21575618519157985,0.0,0.07295111550646317,0.0,0.07935516816310202,0.11711534603299158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508140283048175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359130683100678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381740370057447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19725014699637627,0.0,0.13994633254552635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27961310781093096,0.2831265982886749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148405006546794,0.0,0.10353416459879627,0.0,0.134855900316441,0.14849850335537712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892343312397491,0.10619520323675832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14588403826303736,0.0,0.13199585065225158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13979437865486513,0.0,0.0,0.12711426249283478,0.0,0.15774259597777093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15630478938940626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273298323504744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366888540379785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217018648687757,0.08141960302265465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15187776795133542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083210396268442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13459871280115604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991739290606683
anxiety,Dankaroor,2019/03/27,"Turns out I have anxiety! I came from my psychologist (who i went to because of the over 200 hours missed from school) thinks i have anxiety. Now, i have Also thought this for a while but never really thought of it hard enough. Im really anxious when meeting people i don't know and i don't want to talk. Im scared of dying. I don't want to go into almost any social meetings or anything. But yeah, it didn't come as big news as i thought i had it for a while. Just introducing my self to this sub so if i need help at other times, my name is Sam im a 14 (almost 15) year old teen boy and well yeah. I dont know what else to say so I'll just post this before i back out.",-0.6557074721780616,1.3006781351351364,1.917456279809219,96.82150238473768,88.5945945945946,5.103974562798093,16.813990461049286,6.522977012572876,-0.3893089030206678,516,12,127,6,17,177,91,148,0.113,0.799,0.08800000000000001,0.2806,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,1,4,2,10,0,0,0,1,27,25,14,1,4,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,9,7,0,0,6,0,0,4,6,2,1,0,7,2,16,1,19,18,1,21,0,1,0,0,10,6,0,4,10,77,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27403102840615784,0.0,0.0,0.10942292892181246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304911536409777,0.0,0.2093492032996158,0.15457899153567212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259945947972562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521385029295892,0.0,0.08341031884350125,0.0,0.1164322811038583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564971071983542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786695871204565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420079728328081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603637810363285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114303935935332,0.0,0.0,0.14138200231186476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776366169049607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257283449378326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171428767713076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13475002138465408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4433997512932609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503964167737412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145773659909543,0.1055317576862183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14358010361338527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486071721267562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13104534945752794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17531364729543655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881273515863564,0.13699073443592952,0.13847929962665356,0.0,0.0,0.14274356720187614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13948098846381213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099787984678237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767516096666389,0.0,0.32588328929703864,0.07978669330540432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883178548624018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16141179864112473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302663338062016,0.12684281255343266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811405588187038
anxiety,gloomystarnoodlefis,2019/03/27,"Back to school anxiety Back in high school I had very bad social anxiety which caused me to dropout. I went through a very tough battle of anxiety and depression. My life was spiraling out of control. Fast forward a couple of years I managed to get some of it under control and decided to go back to college.

Now I’ve been going to college for a couple days now but every time I get there anxiety fills my whole body. I go the whole day without eating because of the discomfort I feel. I’m just starting to think I can’t do college. It’s like highschool all over. 

My anxiety wasn’t this bad when I was at work because I was constantly engage in physical work. It helped me not think about my anxiety. I always could get my anxiety energy out. 

In school all we do is sit down and take notes which causes my mind to wander and start to freak out. It’s like I’m just sitting their like a ticking time bomb with a whole lot of energy read to explode. My fight or flight responses don’t know what to do.",3.3261138613861405,4.880214123762375,4.580284653465348,84.71072400990099,73.60396039603961,8.218316831683168,27.97153465346535,8.841846274778883,2.1851079207920794,791,31,159,16,16,261,111,202,0.189,0.727,0.084,-0.956,0,0,0,0,1,0,14.0,1,0,1,5,10,12,2,1,7,0,13,3,1,4,2,30,29,7,0,1,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,9,1,2,5,1,0,6,5,8,0,0,7,1,21,4,32,21,7,34,0,1,0,0,5,12,0,3,19,104,29,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033257685278143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5169927818015241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22270978123635304,0.16122088608207166,0.1177049967646308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723893325541366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19835514448285105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433007115305973,0.216565243793434,0.07708275351566918,0.2136488240681361,0.0,0.12452615031446496,0.0,0.08315344885447176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878890307231697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134272173620295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048815689948607084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15132120830885484,0.0,0.16460502143972147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471159734182086,0.10200433487090227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05305821268642867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06819208172342585,0.14149997903635694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207849633275265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748220341508368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657040852743118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931239037421607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841473766971252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366690798078016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258928518552102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372335558724105,0.0,0.0,0.11259149476449833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159318287621695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949751690333999,0.0,0.3233647300899402,0.0,0.09306524292093916,0.0,0.14057077466396944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062171352455524874
anxiety,tarnroqq,2019/03/27,"I have generalised anxiety disorder and I get annoyed when other people bring up their own anxiety. So I have been dealing with GAD for about a year now, after a while I gave in and started taking anti anxiety medication.  Which has helped a lot. 

However this post is more to vent, because I know some people who claim to have anxiety but refuse to do anything about it, ie get medical help or change their situation. All they do is complain that they have anxiety and use it as a means to get out of things or draw attention to themselves. 

I know people deal with their struggles in their own way, but am I being irrational when that behaviour annoys me? I dont think I am but has anyone else run into this?",6.419434306569342,6.548817686131388,7.109187956204384,74.59473083941606,65.56934306569343,10.937591240875912,33.183394160583944,10.686352973137794,3.566110218978101,561,22,104,14,8,186,88,137,0.206,0.769,0.025,-0.9621,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,6,0,6,4,2,1,4,0,15,2,0,1,1,22,27,13,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,10,7,0,1,5,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,2,0,16,0,18,24,6,16,0,0,0,0,14,5,0,4,7,82,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5480375820992295,0.0,0.0,0.100183527054671,0.1468055623707918,0.11790584257563735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734112906213698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15156945594511667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954272964418315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420935846772972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16792111444467298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969064450610126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245710130925156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19207286455479966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15748402631770686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218100970812693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15607208511607454,0.0,0.28867565115667604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979934231115114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13722101699955985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16105082568145834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141312659959732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14978560063592924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772745932944074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951877439109869,0.0918069569294022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374645867162047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372765491557114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226653528811447
anxiety,iAmTooCrispy,2019/03/27,"My crazy experience with anxiety... So 6 months ago I had a panic attack and haven’t felt the same ever since. Soon after I started to have tmj issues which left a few weeks later.. then I started to be extremely sensitive to sounds like background noises. Even the day after my first panic attack everything felt out of wack, I was sensitive to light (still am to this day) and I felt just terrible bc of overthinking. Anyone else experience this? Or something like this?",5.0318719211822645,7.095211103448283,5.804269293924468,75.58551724137929,70.14942528735632,9.109359605911333,27.37110016420361,9.606745405546679,2.7748962233169134,374,13,63,9,7,122,61,87,0.199,0.747,0.053,-0.9282,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,2,2,4,0,6,0,0,0,1,11,11,5,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,5,5,7,2,11,5,2,17,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,17,45,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142154050417485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220467628631763,0.0,0.0,0.11155325445385393,0.16346637751586834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36299688570641214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20577868494244936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13327421498195655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053738878976576,0.14431199910861967,0.0,0.0,0.1433832069252545,0.31211916384765265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4595468671186209,0.0,0.0,0.13570364128235318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665170816496559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17333939791587671,0.0,0.0,0.1558852205310827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273423663722022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743688682933087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197216295498307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228207802518714,0.0,0.0,0.2258448000209096,0.0,0.12740791007522678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797242051961838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chillsvoice,2019/03/27,"need to cram for a test but anxiety is distracting I've been cramming for this test tomorrow and i still have a chapter to do, and right in the middle of a really good study session i got really sudden vertigo and started feeling nervous. I've been trying to calm myself down so i can do this work but nothing's helping, i feel nauseous and dizzy and like my hands and feet arent real (i havent had a panic attack before so im unsure of what they feel like. I dont feel EXTREME anxiety just the physical symptoms so im not entirely sure) . what can i do?? i need to focus but every time i sit down i feel like im going to vomit or like im falling. ",0.2548913043478258,2.4560632391304367,3.2505615942029,87.11975543478262,86.89855072463769,6.058695652173912,22.393115942028984,7.413659706084162,1.150433333333334,509,19,104,9,16,181,79,138,0.114,0.6679999999999999,0.218,0.9539,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,5,11,1,3,6,0,13,5,2,0,1,21,23,13,0,2,6,0,6,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,5,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,4,6,13,7,12,19,0,13,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,9,64,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21200988320542186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764229533237414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179120528242065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16240189096508612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675039845205122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3503233682476549,0.1979875095936935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875198268145628,0.11622514218061206,0.11082632533383946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287991123075193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5987133969040194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27079134770085583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20549438495713787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329607377338942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16258092017481454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15772191200380534,0.17754175942206818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833720892907056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980798846108346,0.0,0.11066141985583808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059968681132567,0.14402629687548288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080072559347845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940792869378512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087991649674316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,guacamole1987,2019/03/27,"How do you deal with paranoia / anxiety about your current significant other (who has done everything right)? Long distance relationship. Boyfriend (34m) is wonderful but is also divorced, married for 10 years before leaving due to his ex cheating. Nasty situation and divorce, she was a typical liar/manipulator/cheater type. I saw the proof and know him well enough to know he’s telling the truth. 

We started dating when he was separated and after all the drama ended. He had dated plenty of women between separation and dating me. We’ve been together over 10 months but were coworkers for 4 years before he left.  

I (32f) know he’s been completely faithful. He tells me how much he loves me in detail and always shows me in actions/gestures/quality time together. We are long distance but spend a lot of our free time on FaceTime together. He plans his future around me and always includes me in planning anything, down to making sure I helped choose his new mattress as it would be ‘ours’ in the future. 

I think because the marriage was 10 years long, my anxiety and paranoia flare up about him still caring for her. I feel... jealous? even though he reassures me all the time and tries to help me even though I am anxious. I have been through trauma and depression and he is very understanding. I don’t trust anyone, I’ve always been a loner although I do have some great friends. He’s probably the person I trust the most... he was very sad when I told him I don’t trust him completely, but I do trust him “99%”. He says I’m his best friend who has his complete 100% trust, and not in a creepy way but very sincere way. 

I don’t know why I get like this. I just don’t want this ruining my relationship. I also feel like I can’t keep telling HIM about it because I don’t want him to feel hopeless / upset, and leave. This happens maybe once a month. 

Any advice?
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anxiety,pluxlet,2019/03/27,I can never tell if I legitimately have a reason to have anxiety and sometimes it drives me nuts. I sometimes get in my own head as I'm sure we all have our moments doing. Though reading this sub tonight I think more about if I actually have legitimate anxiety and how it feels wrong for me to feel debilitated by anxiety when I don't feel like it's not as serious as someone else's. Tonight I just woke up and just started feeling that sinking anxiety feeling in my stomach. So I had to stand up for a bit and I couldn't even narrow it down to a reason. ,6.2902631578947386,5.387710131578945,7.656842105263159,74.00789473684213,66.10526315789474,10.757894736842106,37.42105263157895,10.125756701596842,3.6370631578947368,441,21,90,9,6,153,72,114,0.134,0.805,0.061,-0.7775,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,2,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,3,0,9,2,2,3,3,23,19,13,0,3,5,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,8,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,5,15,2,16,16,4,14,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,7,67,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.16199676763882548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5079729624354175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812342795345816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867573422765758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964462461556362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4196851497877811,0.1185938837531362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673067210157212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703688480203015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811015747318974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803315880348354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16604975330911462,0.0,0.0,0.3413612267023293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14065535379068406,0.0,0.3283660432930804,0.0,0.1174990731276801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15645758773049084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509553841797446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636919211127484,0.16309890266617896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18150022177887545,0.0,0.0
anxiety,749378,2019/03/27,"I feel like my psychiatrist is judging me after I admitted I am a jerk I've been seeing a psychiatrist for me anxiety and ADHD. I've previously admitted I just realised I am a jerk and only want friends as I like the idea of being ""popular"". I also admitted I was obssessed with being ""better"" than everyone else around me. My psychiatrist was shocked. In the past, she thought I didn't have friends as I have ADHD but now it is more than that.

I just saw her for an appointment and I can't help but think she is acting ""different"". I don't know if I am overthinking things. She just seems more ""politically correct"" and ""formal"" around me. I can't help but ask myself if she is judging me because I am a jerk. I don't know if she will judge me as my personal values are different from hers.",3.0217997097242346,4.6708508993710725,5.2101886792452845,79.49246734397681,74.59748427672956,8.917464925012096,28.58297048863087,9.466822959209583,2.6878462506047414,619,26,124,16,13,216,82,159,0.104,0.787,0.109,-0.3343,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,7,10,3,0,7,0,22,0,0,0,1,28,35,14,0,4,9,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,10,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,6,3,34,6,14,26,2,7,0,0,2,0,16,3,0,4,5,97,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42416779943836397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112382903319318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13499986458871338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31419328394705026,0.16497660301845593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757510964164957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15607429643819906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687493592010575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741891184694186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16862564373241645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922906151478115,0.12607094811475125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726821795596601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365696400486025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19921432699902544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939677398248788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17242967506373233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421418000910426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684615783040859,0.0,0.15408770761823054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062457319241586,0.16065260942061585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723951931604605,0.11307551852828088,0.0,0.14009829584069391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408719314965026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PossibleCarrot,2019/03/27,"Just got invited to a job interview I don't if this is the place for this, but I'm gonna try anyway

I just got invited to a job interview, for a job that I really want. I am really exited and proud, but I am also already pretty anxious, and I know it will get worse when the interview gets closer.

Last time I was at a job interview I almost passed out before going in, so that doesn't help.

​

any tips on how to manage my anxiety would be appreciated!",3.1387053571428574,4.152479864583338,5.860654761904764,77.47125000000005,73.27083333333334,10.06904761904762,25.17261904761905,10.290406445055957,2.600736904761905,361,11,74,11,7,131,65,96,0.12,0.7240000000000001,0.156,0.6699,4,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,6,0,9,0,0,1,0,13,18,9,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,0,9,1,9,11,0,12,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,2,3,50,14,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16321534050874034,0.0,0.17986836624025504,0.13034655752170274,0.0,0.17660435716136713,0.19805602861851704,0.11084177683469222,0.0,0.12469026482335555,0.1841372700437267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138696223687555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17031568642242567,0.0,0.09263346998215763,0.0,0.2607230124623247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092517061283494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6469871400476229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957745594647776,0.1328621852010217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17029444952519834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658238956401184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088367642568092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504334156354513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066249389238968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613831627231667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661052118853616,0.11578654054083565,0.0,0.19805602861851704,0.0
anxiety,MosaicFilmworks1,2019/03/27,"Starting a new job in an hour and I’m so scared I’m leaving in 5 minutes so I’ll have no clue if this gets heard but I finally got myself motivated to get a job by myself, go to the interview by myself and get the job by myself. I should be really proud but right now the anxiety of it all has come back to me and I’m really scared.

It’s going to be front of house stuff, I can’t carry plates, I have shaky hands 😢

I guess I’ll let you know how it goes ",-1.5337499999999975,0.3452831250000017,1.8261538461538471,96.21884615384614,92.75,5.5076923076923086,14.730769230769232,7.010146845296331,-0.3464384615384617,351,7,89,6,13,126,66,104,0.132,0.785,0.083,-0.4633,3,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,2,5,4,0,3,6,0,8,1,1,2,1,14,22,9,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,3,0,0,2,2,11,1,11,16,1,13,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,3,6,54,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13635085774211822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705329189396628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535354390323754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19524997947962425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27936451129766426,0.0,0.20259244946811794,0.0,0.1425524536045743,0.0,0.19634820857941146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17552759415349614,0.2056616286777083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5306183182299019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795442306552284,0.0,0.0,0.18872730380208905,0.0,0.18225946269366305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17214245652017626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283664404341761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15221346945088438,0.0,0.0,0.3568927676563268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615710354387175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040387829235683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,glutenisevil_,2019/03/27,"please help. i need someone to talk to right now I'm having a really bad panic attack and feel like I'm gonna throw up, which is my biggest fear. I can't even tell if the nausea is from my anxiety or vice versa. I just need to talk to someone pplease :(",0.8547272727272741,2.463094109090914,3.0745454545454542,92.6118181818182,80.63636363636364,5.854545454545455,20.090909090909093,6.742157984588678,0.17147272727272744,196,5,45,2,5,67,42,55,0.285,0.6,0.115,-0.9008,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,2,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,10,3,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,1,5,1,6,9,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,2,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180949599631168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690941553672056,0.0,0.0,0.19749790587939806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562299759481264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661690654968082,0.11959984556839615,0.16898155902589868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15854527625675502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555967393882602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507772951171201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775243490398492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596457946821861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515311918459413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20200068273645075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4008328290920077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38023778905312206,0.20674312632014727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,StormEarhart,2019/03/27,"My therapist suggested putting me on Abilify (aripiprazol) I have been on Effexor (venlafaxine) for two years now (112mg) and it worked wonders on me. It completely reduced the symptoms of my anxiety in terms of body reactions, if that makes sense; less heart palpitation, less overwhelming panic attacks etc. 

However it has not reduced the running, obsessive, intrusive thoughts I have. My head is like a hamster wheel that never stops spinning and it's mentally exhausting. 

Have you ever been on Abilify? I looked it up online and it's a bit scary (prescribed for schyzophrenia and bipolar disorders...) but my therapist said at a low dose it could help with the racing mind that triggers my anxiey",5.4878650137741065,8.57464147107438,5.798698347107442,71.44835055096421,72.30578512396694,10.64490358126722,37.35606060606061,10.504223727775694,5.276470523415979,562,33,84,20,12,179,86,121,0.1,0.846,0.054000000000000006,-0.3626,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,1,2,7,1,3,6,0,8,7,3,2,2,17,13,6,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,10,5,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,6,0,1,4,2,11,1,12,8,5,16,0,2,1,0,4,8,0,2,7,61,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13849054622142756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059523571080556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19764228589219174,0.2010880088827416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18981074817663554,0.0,0.0,0.14454095124899582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20748069559167973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019008104396119,0.0,0.16375565491453922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857931548823068,0.0,0.0,0.2145262108005674,0.12134330197126945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844408828524124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520230002560783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084162844130801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18243973415242995,0.0,0.18279277489224735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13962461318522276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21240444171535267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18198921362673495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17220482982731955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15135256484635595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18816368579580453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4203889507152259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14372080723769093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17684395325241956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19632369559156046,0.13179493830359956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657998727992308
anxiety,Theredjacket99,2019/03/27,"Anxiety when laying down and a way to help it When I lay down, wether it be at night or during the day I get extreme anxiety for what ever reason. When my anxiety was at its peak I noticed I couldn’t even lay on my right side or I’d fall into a full blown attack for some odd reason. I don’t know if it’s just my body feeling vulnerable in certain positions or my circulation is off when I’m laying but I’ve started to put an extra pillow under my head when I sleep for elevation and I’ve noticed it helps a lot. I feel a lot calmer and my body seems to accept that “yes, this is a safe position.” Does anyone else get anxious when laying down or in certain positions? I feel like it’s a common thing but have never really seen people talk about it. ",6.032974683544303,4.657511506329115,7.497310126582281,76.48748417721522,66.84810126582279,10.431645569620251,30.509493670886076,9.516144504307137,2.501756962025316,590,17,123,10,8,206,96,158,0.07400000000000001,0.75,0.17600000000000002,0.9601,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,10,6,1,0,8,1,7,4,4,2,4,29,17,16,0,2,8,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,11,4,0,1,8,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,4,14,5,18,13,5,29,0,0,1,0,3,14,0,9,13,83,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413621532535886,0.16803636083221127,0.0,0.1040040124770418,0.15240397288247687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16921573832592346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304381301519179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592642106697573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016531134882142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425503124684938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824282765498253,0.13454584565337346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22562559350914455,0.10626146537821772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15542333245338286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526524207868971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993975375887622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174482931282412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726679311171859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529106177257378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471916291889242,0.0,0.0,0.1395844891070552,0.0,0.0,0.33868798654205345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311912083261998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495270050978098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952880692359438,0.30586353212111794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702503562347844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354093226802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488496310136137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528050263637202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955335508168033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881771581047727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806464384478152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xlore,2019/03/27,"Mum has severe anxiety and is waiting for some kind of miracle, what are some practical solutions? Hi all, I'm in a really troubling situation at the moment and trying to remain positive. My mum spent about a year and a half tapering off benzodiazepines after taking them for years, her tapering came with some nasty withdrawal symptoms, one of which included severe anxiety. Initially the anxiety wasn't so bad and it mostly happened here and there however progressively it got worse and worse, to the point where mid last year (2018) she resigned from her job hoping to recover from her benzo related withdrawal symptoms before returning back to work.

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Since then, most of those symptoms have disappeared, yet the anxiety has become crippling for her to the point where she gets panic attacks leaving the home and can't go through a drive-thru without shaking, even going out to visit family or having brief interactions with them causes her a great deal of anxiety. I'm extremely worried for her wellbeing, her condition is only getting worse given that she has limited social interaction apart from with me (I only live with her 1 week per fortnight and my parents are split) and our dog/cat as well as random strangers she meets when she does leave the house. The mental health system in our country (New Zealand) is in a very poor state and according to her, she would either not qualify for free therapy (cognitive behavioural therapy) or she would be put on a very, very long waiting list, yet private therapy costs a lot of money per session, which she cannot afford because she is on a sickness benefit (welfare). She has picked up a job babysitting my young cousins for a couple days a week, yet she still encounters panic attacks before doing this and feels like ""pushing through"" or forcing herself to do things that give her anxiety is only going to make her feel completely worse. At this point, she feels trapped and believes that the only thing that works for her is medication, which she will never return to due to the fact that medication is what caused all of the events leading up to now. 

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I've tried to argue with her, raising points about therapy or getting out more and how this is only going to get worse if she doesn't take some kind of action - however she's looking for some kind of miracle to happen and has almost accepted this idea that there is nothing she can do. I really don't know what more I can do or say at this point, but I am extremely upset to see her like this, because she is the last person ever to just sit back and accept defeat. What are our options? I'm in my final year of high school and work part time, what can I do for her? ",12.824928888888893,8.558529644,11.598133333333333,61.38495555555559,56.56,15.031111111111116,45.977777777777774,12.554650470220118,5.6522644444444445,2162,91,363,49,18,693,256,500,0.113,0.826,0.061,-0.9588,6,1,0,0,0,0,56.0,3,0,2,7,22,23,3,4,24,0,38,7,0,6,5,70,68,29,0,4,11,4,3,2,0,3,7,1,1,1,25,24,0,3,7,0,5,13,8,11,1,2,5,6,48,13,65,59,14,71,0,2,2,0,53,24,0,18,33,261,73,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06064858363458477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312475174471689,0.14718981167533826,0.0,0.0,0.27799916102198136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13780623551251087,0.0,0.09314377333287137,0.05057048320819993,0.07384153141767054,0.06689092169825239,0.10307523172633763,0.06823768557792055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927192113750195,0.0,0.12443692311954813,0.0,0.0,0.06350280480721003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06701566113765961,0.0,0.039060370814819126,0.06244138421981955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05300213717930217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04000359062098977,0.054785851117544186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057096689630252426,0.0,0.09187270044847803,0.04326870735749951,0.0,0.06634762135435637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657394972893554,0.058100889103501724,0.13768531154150504,0.0,0.04844054908532147,0.06677476101815613,0.0,0.0,0.1071174812922563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06437933891580079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06399181432518128,0.06075312045812044,0.0601561833443377,0.0,0.0698855892481812,0.0,0.06837218681417585,0.0,0.0,0.12020577707760807,0.0,0.0,0.18921201459675316,0.03328575495299329,0.0987395342364445,0.0,0.1282623201832019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05917944825234794,0.0,0.05348131387187435,0.05359943129185176,0.05086059142701651,0.0,0.0,0.05149145773131122,0.0,0.0,0.0404285975225842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202871884812255,0.06103676919380657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04671260527950871,0.058495486425397016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05811517365768574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04104141616451134,0.23031769669705515,0.0,0.1421234353903124,0.06725191150146699,0.06558759862597854,0.0,0.0,0.05288431655366487,0.0,0.0,0.2862745149422352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060886043709187425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760087944874823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0481648980201991,0.0,0.061296514003646274,0.0482636451595303,0.0,0.0,0.13684577182122218,0.0,0.050101220383413886,0.06807926421433544,0.0,0.061739901816840914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048368471337751115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888552981168904,0.09107691482853947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770522056502033,0.0,0.08047535975382025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03531680313725409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224133215817313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14992107383960168,0.0,0.0,0.09716555824942216,0.0,0.05445654170816718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05838392802288121,0.0,0.13227936229222426,0.06150820317001283,0.3086121011593976,0.08604938317515637,0.0,0.14718981167533826,0.1560113164882464
anxiety,WeTheSummerKid,2019/03/27,"I managed to push through my extreme anxiety today and greet my best friend a happy birthday and message my ex I have been diagnosed with ADHD (Predominantly Inattentive), Aspergers, and Generalized Anxiety Disorder. Today is my best friend's birthday. Because I have to go to social media to greet my best friend, I also had to message my ex, and after I did so, it mitigated my social anxiety by a significant amount. After a dreamful sleep from around 9:00 to 15:27 local time (Philippines, UTC+8:00; I am also tapering off a dependency to benzodiazepines and also trying to escape the heat), called my best friend (after they did not reply to my messages). I will not go into further details regarding the verbal conversation, but, let's just say it was amicable and happiness-inducing: after the conversation ended, I felt a spike in good mood.",10.708159156279963,9.643408885906043,11.084582933844683,53.50382550335576,57.456375838926185,13.883413231064234,44.10450623202301,12.785403640627713,6.134038542665388,680,34,96,20,7,232,89,149,0.039,0.769,0.192,0.964,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,4,7,11,0,0,8,0,11,2,1,1,0,16,14,11,0,0,4,2,1,0,4,1,1,1,0,0,2,9,0,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,6,2,18,10,21,6,5,17,0,0,0,0,16,6,0,1,8,78,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482377378536966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30906623007532497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29565452903987804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468242045508947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853111180126374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5407796042293619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315457126261823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075564147203436,0.0,0.0,0.1476457154506077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410156633771333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369312783824292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3981224802009614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14642952802398504,0.10805310631268078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713763395346865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173327619170785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244757709387296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891900035091822,0.26264369327622666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511945547140217,0.0,0.24422390087880536,0.0,0.0,0.0874643730486448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IroquoisPliskin-,2019/03/27,"I bombed a job interview due to anxiety background: I have anxiety which has made working hard for me. I don't really have any references because I've walked out on all my jobs because I couldn't handle it. My last job was a year ago and I wanted to try again.

Yesterday I had an interview for a clothing store. Before this I thought (?) I dressed nice, I always made an effort and it's something I guess I prided myself on. I went in and right off the bat I felt like my personality wasn't meshing with the interviewer. He asked me some questions about clothing trends, he told me they preferred people that had their own style rather than copy others. But that he'd give me a call/email by the next day if they wanted me. I left feeling pretty dejected about myself. Figured I wouldn't get the job and lo and behold I didn't get a call or an email.

I know I have less experience than I should and I probably wouldn't take a chance on me either but I just feel like shit now. I just want a couple dollars in my pocket to be able to take my girlfriend out. And to have something to tell people I go and do on a daily basis, so when they bitch about lowlifes that don't work I don't get awkward glances. I'd like to have kids and build a family but if I can't ever work consistently what kind of a role model would that be for them? I can't provide for them.

Just venting I guess. I'll get back on the horse and try again but rejection is always a tough pill to swallow.",2.1100243664717366,3.9302854605263207,3.551111111111112,89.65685185185188,77.61842105263158,6.477387914230019,23.10136452241716,7.3871296695380915,0.8306073586744641,1156,36,248,15,27,380,160,304,0.104,0.836,0.06,-0.9372,4,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,6,5,14,11,2,1,19,0,26,3,1,2,2,49,49,19,0,12,12,0,4,3,1,4,1,0,0,2,10,13,1,0,9,0,2,3,10,5,0,0,11,5,47,6,30,30,5,28,0,1,1,0,23,12,2,7,16,164,57,10,0.10791279421166704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565818098322157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795841789956237,0.0,0.0,0.07338440055132489,0.0,0.1651059844032373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088389543148303,0.0,0.0,0.08297827768951295,0.0,0.1315652754821775,0.0,0.0918258397212742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22038205652762105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940345426105993,0.0,0.0695948248638016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761330048851594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555941958074323,0.10173057839002124,0.0,0.10912790234018237,0.07709292174681076,0.1036132054291682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22551992415706634,0.10351978532818457,0.061329327801808886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377562180402919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666866738072896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4283471881510888,0.0,0.0,0.11237456910327323,0.05930604953535465,0.08796333021128946,0.0,0.0,0.1172475666595507,0.0,0.0,0.1581622210981167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042193902105717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476648088806635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496262880368427,0.0942252895151168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978610706308006,0.11634824392332575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12088702652022056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691316992370138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215693663127347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077093250975424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16615308225251818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16227398266846002,0.0,0.09432053858993783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567070462797931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311529937044783,0.0,0.14653140737574172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19094928585039134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003624136623712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23568539826380894,0.0,0.0,0.07665815283864576,0.0,0.0,0.06949230141237786
anxiety,icefox3211,2019/03/27,"I feel like my friends are fake So,yeah,it might look like a basic bitch anxiety thingy,trigger warning or something (I'm not very good at reddit) so anyways on with the story or something :/

     So,it all started a while ago,at the end at the school day (I'm in middle school so feel free to say it's a phase all you want) when I was talking with one of my good friends,and we were talking about like,fake freinds,and I kinda jokingly said ""I guess we arnt friends then"" and chuckled,she replied with an ok. She might have been joking too,but I've been told that everybody I know is talking behind my back (I know,omg! Drama alert!) But to cut to the chase,I've basically been killing my brain thinking about how my friends are like fake or something

The end I guess.",3.8173255131964825,4.822232574193548,3.9131964809384208,92.10434017595308,71.64516129032258,6.668621700879768,28.929618768328446,6.574015621080383,1.1412580645161294,599,23,131,4,11,184,93,155,0.173,0.679,0.147,-0.6543,0,0,3,0,0,0,26.0,2,1,0,0,8,17,3,0,9,1,11,1,1,1,2,24,24,11,1,1,5,0,2,3,3,2,0,2,0,0,2,6,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,5,0,1,7,5,16,13,14,15,2,13,0,0,1,0,13,5,1,8,11,69,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189018156150565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051912037681942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573311377319422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15350142794375762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867956458295889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435778234930735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13905365639353096,0.0982338377359896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187088387244237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23066589970736695,0.0,0.0,0.3029552547041557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15212927842117702,0.0,0.15113867044634613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687126411655529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546984854707094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917428581375757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317717265387744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079906057464935,0.10934976026887608,0.0,0.27832547714750955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175749709214443,0.0,0.0,0.09732698279601176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315647354029717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810786549260771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139223883253076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113456300871074,0.08110420834584778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Polleekin,2019/03/27,"Anxiety in the middle of the night Possible trigger warning.

It doesn’t happen too often.  But occasionally I’ll wake up in the middle of the night with the overwhelming feeling of anxiety that I’m going to die, soon.  I’m young and healthy so I have nothing to worry about.  But it feels very real.  It’s the worst sort of anxiety I experience because when I’m not fully awake it feels real and close and I have a hard time convincing myself it’s just anxiety.  It makes me afraid to go back to sleep.  It doesn’t happen a lot, but I tend to have it when I’m really stressed in other parts of my life.  And I’ve recently had some bad things going on so it’s starting to happen again.

Anyone else experience this?  Or have any advice on how to handle it?  I know there isn’t a fix exactly, but any advice would be appreciated.",2.8102138579982885,4.5340554491018,4.960346449957228,80.7454640718563,75.34730538922156,8.124721984602223,24.503421727972626,8.841846274778883,1.846642771599658,648,21,129,14,14,225,96,167,0.133,0.8,0.067,-0.8337,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,13,6,0,3,9,0,10,3,2,3,1,28,27,14,1,1,7,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,14,6,0,0,4,0,0,3,4,5,0,0,1,4,8,1,20,24,4,23,0,1,0,0,0,9,0,5,11,87,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563601284852904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17840333923049712,0.0,0.4013858357250574,0.0,0.0,0.09171872980565517,0.13440153391391424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086341042638183,0.109523400669211,0.07996142332860195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13613614944963714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957763423251313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566233804317383,0.0,0.0,0.19897398528613405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22364474173810495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479857244179801,0.0,0.11750462584771308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208887170970782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265088253218436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151800810227774,0.0,0.0,0.08755853620639888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246192656159232,0.0,0.12586337020484353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204683023633174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14787707172527512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29860561453383405,0.08403234132801679,0.0,0.12951683243238715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312670421405401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928444369128596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15025743914139256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714505489327998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648762944250323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823089410537548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321184914326112,0.0,0.09318104626398904,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bigtittygothgfriend,2019/03/27,"Anxiety surrounding cars and needing a coping mechanism that can help For as long as I can remember, I have been struggling with anxiety. Specifically anxiety surrounding cars. I have been in some major accidents which has caused my anxiety to worsen. I’m okay being a passenger in the car but as soon as we get on the freeway or a highway, I instantly become panicked. In the past couple of months I have been using some coping mechanisms to help me feel less panicked, but sometimes I can’t help it.

In 2017 I was able to get my first car which helped me move out with my ex and gain some more independence. The car worked great and at first, driving on the freeway was extremely hard for me to do, but it gradually faded and I didn’t mind it too much. In 2018 I moved out of my ex’s house and into an apartment with my friend and my car was still acting great. However during the summer my car randomly broke down in the middle of the intersection. We would try and fix it but it ended up breaking down a couple more times before it was completely dead. Because of this, my anxiety has grown severe around cars and I can’t bring myself to buy a new one.

So far things have been okay. I take the bus or train to the places I needed to be, or walked if that option wasn’t available. I don’t ask for rides unless someone offers, and I feel as if walking more has helped me be a little more healthy and helps me feel more calm instead of anxious. I can tell my significant other is annoyed with me not having a car... but no matter how much I try and explain it to her, I still feels like she doesn’t understand. We live in a city where I can get anywhere by walking or by bus so I don’t feel as if it’s a problem. I don’t feel ready to have a car yet. Again, I don’t ask my significant other for rides unless she offers.

As of tomorrow I will start taking a medication (I can’t remember what it’s called) and I feel like it will not only help me feel less anxious, but also help me work on my coping mechanisms. I think with time I will be able to get a new car and have more independence, but right now I don’t feel ready.

So I’m looking for advice. I need help finding a coping mechanism that works for me but I’m having a hard time with that. Is there something that has been very helpful for you? What can I do if I’m in a car and I start feeling panicked? Thank you!

TL;DR: I have severe anxiety being in a car on the freeway. I’m looking for advice as to what I can do to help my anxiety while in the car, as well as coping mechanisms that has been helpful for you.",4.299052596463916,4.705457051039701,5.579264427888359,82.77398504392308,70.17202268431002,8.718803513844101,28.03519403980874,8.757208317658263,1.9431271655732232,2016,66,422,33,34,677,203,529,0.114,0.716,0.17,0.9882,1,0,1,0,0,0,47.0,3,3,0,6,17,14,1,1,29,2,55,1,0,5,0,80,91,48,1,9,20,2,12,2,1,4,1,0,0,0,25,27,0,0,16,0,1,25,14,4,1,3,12,14,63,10,69,70,14,81,0,1,2,0,31,32,0,13,25,307,88,3,0.1308618739539915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12787670868942688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05232509666095708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3503814138653617,0.14783666921650035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058247406073732966,0.12233818709250943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039886091873176314,0.07226332924345259,0.05567690815120067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681230227082972,0.0,0.0,0.0672155960564753,0.0,0.0,0.06860309254470942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447961744974691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05795238923060959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33083847715251896,0.0934877489001703,0.0,0.0,0.059802691015605126,0.11131104313444587,0.0,0.0,0.05055177959997004,0.0,0.13673985603259006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427567801727414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722653517120768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5262837339686741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549851634569345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06393250152534545,0.06557898817485817,0.05777671610102295,0.057904320233131024,0.1098910157162101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591478532062875,0.0,0.0,0.06606659408332019,0.0,0.052226349647486826,0.13908546215394285,0.0961985345163833,0.14554863208815094,0.0,0.1263872133167157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04433769626157096,0.04976317600194701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06246123300938353,0.0,0.0,0.06836140287592059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06260857004592815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824099319213072,0.055877662669788594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14783666921650035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0554394205691925,0.050371931951247374,0.06471286973497514,0.0,0.09262470792700403,0.0,0.10450646158083142,0.0,0.0,0.068402621907867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839184325224493,0.0,0.057189522903182174,0.0602400158447936,0.0,0.0,0.04346940713501591,0.04192550242941962,0.0,0.0,0.11445991659882908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884662241575123,0.0,0.0,0.06811591293898145,0.0,0.0565113214422157,0.0,0.05398737548808586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05883027028195225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14290350419385364,0.0,0.0,0.04648026032316426,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AdaWasTheLighthouse,2019/03/27,"Will it ever stop? I'm 25. My name is not Ada but it's a nice name. I'm diagnosed with depression and GAD. I know I can be strong, I know I can find motivation but my body is shaking itself. And then some newly met people ask me why I'm shaking and it makes me feel like shit. I've been taking meds for year now, I was hospitalized once. And I still have troubles with myself, with sleeping, with living like a ""regular"" person. 
Someone very dear to me told me once that I'm his lighthouse. But he didn't mean it. I just wish he could care about me as I care about him. It hurts. It hurts because he's the only guy I felt safe with after I broke up with a man who was a monster. I wish I was stronger. 

Most of all, however, I wish I could learn to live for myself. 

Is here anyone my age or older who can tell me it's still worth waiting to get better? I've been like this since years and, although I was fighting for myself, it didn't really change anything. I'm just losing hope that I'll ever be able to overcome my anxiety",1.1747706422018318,2.900370743119268,3.0591651376146807,92.5439770642202,80.10091743119267,5.827889908256882,20.533027522935786,6.742157984588678,0.2069754128440371,794,21,180,8,20,266,123,218,0.156,0.606,0.238,0.9732,1,0,0,0,2,0,27.0,0,0,0,4,10,21,2,2,5,0,20,4,3,2,3,43,43,12,0,6,7,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,3,14,11,0,3,8,0,1,2,3,10,0,0,11,2,30,11,19,27,3,15,0,5,0,0,17,1,1,4,15,111,44,2,0.1198673828582666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169821979511926,0.0,0.0,0.08381406114997178,0.0,0.09864064272942427,0.0,0.11205982206520884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307004402157563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601295921859101,0.0,0.13314564018839534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244425571132588,0.0,0.12680379721627758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914087030292228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324160121242833,0.12166287041255362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168538206649632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06060855038501042,0.08563328226458124,0.11509148525974833,0.0,0.10955661635171796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06262576019966427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868755455277095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905535762192615,0.0,0.0,0.2566410250119088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175195763204695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17568344558751178,0.0,0.21169019027221272,0.0,0.0,0.1341009405293147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001240884337509,0.0,0.0,0.1305707202600667,0.13314564018839534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553097013917621,0.0,0.09116454609485204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310095056288706,0.10466357521134786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679011483876262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230421459634337,0.09915553777571437,0.0,0.11995394964862227,0.0,0.10156324451144944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914524935792448,0.10021449937561758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901253542295591,0.0,0.10476937598688957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453842112491534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890314438594358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816166885085207,0.0,0.4135247239538307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543813291084065
anxiety,the_kid1776,2019/03/27,"Worry I worry…..a lot. I worry about things within my control like my grades, what all I have to do for organizations I am in, and things that I choose to do and not to do. Like I said though, these things are in my control. I have the ability to either act on those or not. I have a say in what happens during those instances. I also worry about things that I can never hope to control. I worry about what other people think and feel. If they’re happy, satisfied, and feel good about themselves. Most importantly though I worry about what I mean to other people. Now don’t get me wrong, I don’t think about that for every single person I meet. That would be far too much for me to handle. 

No, I worry about what I mean to the people who mean the most to me. A lot of that stems from this problem I have of heavily investing my emotions into people from an early stage, but that’s simply because I feel like my sense of character is usually right. I feel like I can trust too soon, reveal too much too early, and share pieces of me that I tend to keep hidden. There’s some cases where I can catch this and stop it but not always. It’s a trap that I fall into and coming back out is a painful process. One that involves cutting off a piece of me in order to escape, and it takes a lot to get that piece back. Lots of nights questioning my self-worth and rebuilding myself piece by piece until I feel whole again; only to thrust myself right back into that exact same situation. It’s not something that I want to do but something that just happens. It seems like the trap is always triggered by the smallest thing. A simple text that maybe I just read wrong. Cancellation of plans that I was really looking forward to. A lack of reciprocation in things that I say and do. As soon as one of these happens my mind always goes to the worst case scenario of what did I do wrong or should I have held back a little bit longer to see if maybe…just maybe they would’ve fallen into that same trap. 

I guess a lot of that stems back to how I was raised. My mother abused me. Little things triggered her too. Like how if the baseboards weren’t dust-free by the time we got finished she would scream and yell as if we had just burned her wedding dress. Over the course of my young life my sense of worth was gradually worn down by a grinding stone that never seemed to stop. When I was little it was simply her yelling at me until I cried. As I got older I was shoved into just about everything inside and outside our house, walls, the stove, the ground. Once she even whipped me with an extension cord. Now don’t get me wrong she would apologize. She would come and sing me to sleep, but first she would say how sorry she was for everything she did that day. She promised to never do it again and that she would try harder to hold her anger in check. For a while I believed these promises. I needed to believe these promises because after all, she’s my mother. However, years of this constant cycle of being built up and torn back down destroyed my sense of worth and trust for what people said. 

I experienced first-hand how the things that people say mean nothing compared to what they do, and now all I see is what people are able to do for me. It’s those cancellations of plans after the excitement of looking forward to them that kills my confidence in their appreciation of me. No matter their reason, all I see is the fact that they aren’t going to deliver on their promise. Then comes the overthinking. I’m afraid that those plans only meant something to me and our spending time together was merely something that happened to be convenient for them. I am not someone that they need to go out of their way to make time for, but rather, an item to be picked up and played with for a little while until they become bored and move on to something more interesting. I’m sorry I’m not more interesting I really wish I was. I’m not charming, I don’t have this natural sense of charisma that draws other people in and holds them there, captivated. I can’t make people double over with laughter after a quick witted joke. Instead, I have a mind of random facts that are literally useless in everyday life. However, under that there is a part of me that has deep thoughts about topics that matter. Things that, hopefully, will make people stop and think. I’m just afraid I’ll never keep anyone interested long enough for them to hear those thoughts. I worry…a lot. I’m just worried I’ll never figure out how to stop. ",5.2278719911390645,5.86367778692221,5.445125496944165,83.7402881781681,68.19954904171364,7.983298720306967,26.15892323819696,7.85451343220497,1.3531124389327318,3555,94,705,39,57,1125,333,887,0.127,0.757,0.116,-0.8206,4,0,5,0,2,0,86.0,4,0,13,7,50,40,4,2,34,0,62,4,1,15,12,153,123,52,1,20,26,2,5,6,0,8,3,10,1,1,76,38,0,12,22,4,5,12,21,16,0,3,22,21,109,24,127,89,34,105,0,1,5,0,48,43,0,22,57,535,185,2,0.04500388313493935,0.053322242425473634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03598958908355586,0.11234050786254164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031467761480352185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076312492410828,0.0,0.05486789889623553,0.049703253147014716,0.0,0.101407930234407,0.0,0.0,0.04913258447981314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630058121381635,0.0,0.04863320974648085,0.1514270450810713,0.0,0.0,0.04943465240418079,0.029023781543676092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050623311169738484,0.0,0.04650104157466082,0.0,0.02972464036889695,0.0,0.03791771254275012,0.0,0.08089317658909438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377657764207134,0.06430156620760343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656056000867012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053801441368644,0.0,0.051153487800959734,0.03774712197881396,0.07198743305195117,0.0,0.04957685105578345,0.0,0.15918714091448158,0.04790747044094943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05072264707567577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939802093353316,0.0,0.051928438800707855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000303826771722,0.04979012880879433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06357514716230063,0.13191974439472953,0.1804228553820961,0.0,0.039827020384808544,0.07558385463150027,0.0,0.0,0.2295641525234089,0.0,0.0,0.09012132436035517,0.0,0.09042489908414346,0.1960896882975084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088218560264713,0.0,0.0,0.047832005575174266,0.0661660646346826,0.06673961820484982,0.17354884537528034,0.0,0.0,0.04223309567548875,0.0,0.04318243962941449,0.0,0.0,0.04792766677085553,0.06099159184376985,0.06845496215352745,0.04788730466526059,0.0,0.0,0.04873481983874317,0.0,0.3120002604842577,0.03929565487273499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04306263825296035,0.0,0.0,0.0504146487336358,0.0,0.04501606182485736,0.0,0.05766127985306078,0.04627148724886937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686614060039683,0.08561799729373486,0.1431555767700327,0.0,0.0,0.1075868045584652,0.08193968995681147,0.04694886509195235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05058625023245897,0.045036384401119005,0.0,0.03813164413711334,0.17323093964037714,0.0,0.10075632529476858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050104576520212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03383731931511317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690872220587999,0.08651001340714022,0.08843217336576542,0.07145611245322843,0.0787263785028732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03055468251614925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049565419172417226,0.0,0.02654445628339299,0.0357219876741816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050245228338838405,0.05175224459582225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199253950480283,0.0,0.2237862714820168,0.19681872552049606,0.0,0.028981025228633283
anxiety,Herr_Doktore,2019/03/27,"I need help page So, like most of you, I have anxiety. I lurk here a little, but I've noticed something that could be improved. When looking at the [I need help page](https://www.reddit.com/r/Anxiety/wiki/ineedhelp) I noticed a whole bunch of phone numbers. That's great and all, but two of the things I can't handle are talking about my self and talking on the phone with strangers. I was hoping to see some website links or something that I'd find easier. Like an online chat similar to tech support or something. I'm not in need now, this is just anticipatory. If anyone knows of anything like that I know I'd appreciate it.",2.771134615384618,5.444287741666668,3.743333333333332,84.66576923076923,79.91666666666666,6.35897435897436,26.73076923076923,7.61054688173877,1.693884615384615,499,21,93,8,13,160,84,120,0.021,0.6809999999999999,0.298,0.9897,0,0,3,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,0,6,0,7,0,0,0,1,22,17,9,0,6,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,10,6,11,14,6,6,0,0,2,0,9,4,0,6,5,60,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275109853849693,0.0,0.0,0.11654766635848927,0.0,0.13716477355327092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308171297679994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15234398375086178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837670778207352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234463568290628,0.0,0.0,0.16555246110175564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18320772182488132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442966647852265,0.16705877510263836,0.0,0.0,0.13997058349989208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707769343692479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3795362651402052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282367320689012,0.0,0.1738852847242741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849589701913865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18914833053996055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679447495965301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073586391803693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282372590642982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18609407956131194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dos_shibe,2019/03/27,"Finally Productive My anxiety and depression have gotten pretty bad these last few years, and basic every day activities seem impossible some days. But, I've had a productive day so far! Even though I still took a nap I was able to bake two desserts, make dinner, walk my dogs several times, and give them a bath. It feels good making baby steps. If you're going through something similar, take pride in the small things! You can do it! ",3.7517592592592592,6.393396074074078,4.38344135802469,81.66923611111113,75.91358024691358,8.494444444444445,24.939814814814817,9.188382445141503,2.3460481481481485,346,12,63,9,8,110,70,81,0.113,0.7879999999999999,0.099,-0.3129,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,1,4,4,0,0,4,0,5,3,0,2,0,10,14,7,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,3,3,0,2,2,0,4,0,2,0,1,4,1,6,2,3,10,2,15,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,3,8,34,10,0,0.20829478281609293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593449387264192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17391744317254695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4029987093568089,0.0,0.17940399122216572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757673957514607,0.0,0.17549733820287647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532010074977068,0.0,0.0,0.2281767532064812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998153357034611,0.11837872522953932,0.17470778134710438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16978804872944234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780767699304761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119106774501092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18962374727083686,0.0,0.2353138158294444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16035550017419045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16634448262227167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15661175407213632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838179822361146,0.0,0.20464856654643448,0.0,0.12145836292233543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23142316786767864,0.0,0.0,0.2034737363956226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413501092085295
anxiety,why-would-i-do-this,2019/03/27,"BIL called after I recently moved out of state Sooo it's a bit complicated but long story short I dont like this guy but to keep the peace and avoid confrontation I'm usually polite and for some reason that's made him think we're super close even tho we NEVER talk outside me seeing my nieces and nephews. 

Well he calls me today while I'm sleeping and I was like ""o wtf that's weird"" and I start getting anxious about what he wants. He left a voicemail where he assumed I was dodging him when I wasn't and didnt even tell me what he was calling about. What's funny is I've intentionally dodged this dude for WEEKS and hes never said anything about it. I didnt call back today cause the thought of it and having to defend myself, when I lowkey don't like him but dont want him to know, made me freak out. I had a panic attack in the parking lot of a job interview and his shit really fucked my day up. I know calling could've fixed this but it's sp difficult to get past that intial anxiety of making the call. 

Now I've gotta decide if I ghost dood like a child and boot him outta my life(most of my other family has already done this either by their choice or his) or I call and lie about why I didnt call back (the only way I can maintain a relationship with him) or if I just stop being a child and tell this dude how I feel about him and his actions (complicated)",3.481562499999999,4.255213475694447,4.653083333333335,87.35025,72.22916666666667,7.426666666666668,23.775,7.554174236665415,0.8752841666666669,1083,27,236,12,20,357,160,288,0.212,0.733,0.055,-0.9925,1,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,1,1,18,15,4,2,12,0,18,3,2,7,2,52,38,27,1,4,11,1,1,4,0,1,0,1,0,3,16,18,0,3,8,0,0,2,9,9,1,0,13,3,38,6,23,23,4,31,0,0,1,1,36,8,2,8,23,147,54,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589646201983723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647836690140722,0.0981724195993326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151140832841253,0.0,0.0,0.09886145107802748,0.0,0.13364168255992387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487244259811477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7098780466514741,0.0,0.0,0.08927037837969691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693826882164644,0.0,0.0,0.056043399256026805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892901117065262,0.2036926265856879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479344174562772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192171519098006,0.0,0.04393932029279815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033777630899568,0.09080346975840464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604479798865032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862349769998278,0.07724083453056782,0.0,0.0,0.09551608525237767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944172530494659,0.0,0.06138013666165078,0.16982006964969318,0.0,0.0,0.0769038866022638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07387938884635152,0.0,0.16445402145621854,0.058006516196712515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236109297584187,0.0,0.0,0.13404548566013474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660914700114647,0.0,0.10195858701622376,0.0,0.0,0.08295601366273858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055670452927638725,0.0893478139695951,0.08580340151560369,0.0932982256029894,0.0,0.0,0.08266193015912664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692481581408993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920174177829587,0.0,0.0,0.08696289517758428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06150836419724043,0.0,0.0,0.07265240561068938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984703835205207,0.1519090999247216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055682098876107984,0.0,0.06898900188925224,0.0,0.0,0.16474233770176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957082236782944,0.0,0.10251190454184496,0.06897728383292748,0.06970604811617828,0.0,0.07813365939412477,0.0,0.07841385713485978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iamasliceofpizza773,2019/03/27,Does anxiety tend to ruin anybody elses sleep schedule? I've been going to sleep at 2-3 am and waking up between 5-7 am. I can barely sleep anymore since my anxiety gets much worse at night.,3.185384615384617,4.538062923076922,4.910769230769233,83.0092307692308,73.61538461538461,7.2512820512820495,28.384615384615394,7.793537801064563,1.8547538461538453,150,6,29,2,3,51,32,39,0.249,0.7509999999999999,0.0,-0.8519,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,4,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,6,6,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3653120908448973,0.0,0.23679263273918305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089465466122896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19945912938859486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247458644802841,0.0,0.13569674685245148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17552116402876075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22406658623049505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19751046914884826,0.0,0.7168180840775843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24332389677750604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yoyonissan,2019/03/27,"Lost all hope for employment I’m just sitting here anxiety raging that my life is just royally screwed because of my 4 and a half year job gap. I look back on it now and it’s completely insane, I’m 25 and only had a job for 2 years and I left that job on bad terms due to anxiety.  No ones even gonna hire me to be a dishwasher at this point. Idk, I don’t think I can really live like this anymore, I don’t see the point. I didn’t choose to have any of this crippling depression and anxiety. It’s just so fucked up that all these years of mental torture hating myself, isolating myself, and still being screwed when I want to attempt and get back into the world. I really have no idea what to do at this point.",3.5283999999999978,4.021358373333335,4.970666666666666,86.14200000000002,71.93333333333334,8.933333333333334,26.333333333333336,9.120678840339163,1.8187333333333329,556,17,124,11,10,187,93,150,0.284,0.674,0.043,-0.9893,4,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,11,11,6,0,5,0,11,4,0,0,2,18,23,9,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,12,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,9,0,2,3,2,13,2,16,17,3,22,0,2,2,3,0,11,3,1,11,81,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841546163459644,0.0,0.3321342455263617,0.0,0.14352466359952484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22256352693773454,0.12083625881828435,0.08822077460866842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15173755263083555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464826253711167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558706825160028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337925301385478,0.07561091756889794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288234368216246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14374092709752656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633727569466886,0.0,0.0,0.4308407435203507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572401397523506,0.0,0.10222094961436652,0.07070352775059557,0.0,0.1277915787032826,0.0,0.12152946144539604,0.0,0.1579804186257306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458450537118613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806691317356583,0.11006708673886574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4104252819363567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854243692904829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532415646495528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155746346569526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273157951753133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536038528887549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795873593911728
anxiety,PaySK,2019/03/27,"Does anybody know what is going on? I've been fine I'm stressful and social situations my entire life. All of a sudden, I can't stand loud noises or multiple people talking to me at once. 
I was in orchestra throughout middle school and went into band in highschool. (I'm now a sophomore.) I've always been fine with multiple people playing different things and being loud, but recently,  I freak out if things are too loud or too many things are happening at once. I also feel like I never have any idea as to what is going on. 
I've never been the type of person to self diagnose (because all symptoms of anything lead to cancer if you look them up on the internet) and I'm starting to think I might have some form of anxiety. I get panic attacks and start shaking like a friggin chihuahua from literally just existing. No cause, just. Panic. I've had panic attacks in the past, but never really claimed I had anxiety. Firgured it was normal. Btw, it's not normal. 

Can someone help lol?",3.1835672514619917,5.534526210526323,4.736140350877193,79.90742690058481,76.36842105263158,7.169590643274852,27.39766081871345,8.167268648758528,2.1766783625730994,780,32,135,14,18,261,119,190,0.201,0.7140000000000001,0.085,-0.9809,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,1,1,6,13,2,5,6,1,17,4,0,2,5,32,31,13,0,4,9,0,1,2,0,1,4,3,0,2,7,8,0,0,4,3,0,5,6,8,0,0,8,5,12,5,23,21,4,27,0,0,1,0,8,12,0,6,11,91,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539634315269713,0.09925901638871427,0.0,0.0,0.0811214379544808,0.0,0.18251337844360002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981656841137149,0.0,0.0,0.27141968545718786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271820885507628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254391249698475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107705885541604,0.0,0.124632886765733,0.0,0.0,0.104391672468688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060316717805715715,0.08522095460655288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06232421467492787,0.0,0.13559075832703338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548794461724817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995771768734543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13466413453721351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555878335945309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425820784724042,0.11655834854239205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100173737973084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094155633824485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654806858380285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27601190725579994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337581692019838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540803750309959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4198841001599467,0.0,0.0,0.11387600975708807,0.1654016323653252,0.10415961593632636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642036738340563,0.0,0.117784697658044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072806784553207,0.0,0.0,0.12444571219036152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134087201573213,0.0,0.12160135329843826,0.10107421345198617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16886845864951722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366465401273609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398821050241042,0.0,0.09588095750621453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23775335800519265,0.07643635409832793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058322594752268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Eat_diorhea_Anus,2019/03/27,"Anxiety has stopped me from doing anything Everything I do everyday there’s a family race that stops me from doing almost anything. Too nervous to study my uni, too nervous to apply for a new job, to nervous to take my bow to the range, too nervous to go to the game store, to nervous to speak to people, to nervous to go for a walk

And I’ve created an alter ego which reinforces everything negative to me. Everything I hate is literally a reflection of something about myself.

I’m lucky though my fiancé and mother in law are helping me and I guess I realised just how badly I’ve denied any problems and that it isn’t really me but rather an Illness I have inherited from my family situation growing up",7.745787278415015,6.893539094890514,8.838477580813349,66.5539416058394,63.16058394160584,12.20813347236705,39.279457768508856,11.491704259439757,4.756831908237748,564,27,97,15,7,195,84,137,0.194,0.755,0.051,-0.9128,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,9,10,1,6,8,0,8,1,0,1,0,16,14,7,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,4,0,2,1,1,2,4,2,9,0,0,0,2,15,1,22,14,0,10,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,4,71,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18246633513025806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391539137994916,0.0,0.13939728690833844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29990196115254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15214552729479705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4913009464086622,0.0,0.3435603300374848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20711888631740388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20073513301286616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17990386108635126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213777431601383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18082456580509806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17598856214042616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632793825062885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17435928731872405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673436729545975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20482215898724784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028134086825325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.304687034340486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370062569297793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17902956425388927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lawindyearz_,2019/03/27,"I feel like I’m close to another mental breakdown. I’ve literally been running around the past 2 months trying to find an apartment for my current SO & I. It’s been very hard, given that his family has literally tried to ruin my life for no reasons. Instances of: sending pictures, harassment on social media, my car almost being towed, my work (now former job) being called, now CPS has been called on my cousin for no reason. I [F24] am literally at my breaking point. There was a day where I was running around trying to seal a deal on an apartment bc they’re first come first serve type of deal. I ran to 3 different cities in one day trying to find my SO [M21] paper work. I did this bc he is busy to accompany me during the day to run around, it’s been stressful finding a place given our income & doing it alone. I just went to a job interview today & got the job, but now they require the certifications I got from my trade school. (Sorry, if this sounds so rushed & grammar isn’t the best I’m really trying to hold it together here w out throwing my phone against the wall & crying in a corner.) I can’t find my LAST certificate, the actual one that says my GPA & completion of the program & I’m freaking out since that’s going to determine my pay rate. Now I don’t know what to do or if they’ll even make an exception w out it. I’m literally having fights w my SO every day bc he’s hurting bc of his family which he doesn’t talk to after everything & im trying to be understanding but I can’t - I can’t deal w everything being my fault even when it’s not. I literally sit there laughing & crying & I don’t know what’s going on. I don’t want to go back to the behavioral health ward in my local hospital for the 3rd time this year. I’m just fucking so overwhelmed I can’t even deal anymore. ",3.320362872421697,4.544496387700537,5.016077158135982,82.89033422459894,73.0909090909091,8.016653934300994,25.389228418640183,8.527137837955566,1.6417902215431628,1435,45,294,25,28,488,188,374,0.104,0.852,0.044,-0.9542,7,1,0,0,1,0,55.0,1,0,2,6,23,12,3,2,18,0,28,3,0,3,0,32,50,11,0,3,9,1,2,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,15,8,0,2,10,0,2,13,12,9,0,4,13,4,37,3,42,32,1,59,0,3,0,1,22,23,1,4,22,172,52,16,0.0,0.0,0.060658934182129434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622439951052794,0.06437873850407758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6735004631586384,0.0,0.0,0.06517990138696396,0.0,0.0,0.06164575376405556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16600602689154068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04779699890726222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06523280636347388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694407751442366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05354510723707431,0.06517329894143628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655909901307847,0.1603515455171533,0.25633582720827064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494369248419432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316775510252367,0.0,0.052372257208760584,0.0,0.1117303224972038,0.0,0.1171973311458,0.0,0.03142982943332847,0.04440692671734814,0.0,0.0,0.22725148470660014,0.10574607675239277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057465672878387476,0.0,0.0,0.10598042869344804,0.0,0.09942963609275188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05568291265880476,0.0,0.0,0.06607289100929822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654328135617141,0.0,0.0671431798793085,0.0,0.1850518351374564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832272888193816,0.050668479933026034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04390525872987332,0.03036810644702124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04149210542938461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06264239220872575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049615307006420466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842420895514807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05933850006132405,0.0,0.0,0.06494369248419432,0.0,0.058761040865163865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03982111758516693,0.1278211194252548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04943191575055947,0.0,0.06290896982197547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051419174685151565,0.0,0.0,0.06336402132063057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958273363402169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712037658065414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04996163998895462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03624584103817068,0.0,0.05892016011980485,0.0,0.0,0.253214276551672,0.0,0.0,0.06471047575221067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051288290822392855,0.03666342188688712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05762269659488181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050605400949532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040028831004410514
anxiety,0Aquilegia0,2019/03/27,"Severe anxiety attacks Hey, I’m going through a bout of anxiety right now that is so severe to the point where I cannot interact with anyone, or do anything, without having an anxiety attack. I also have compulsive tics, and they’re getting pretty bad right now. I have no access to medication right now so literally any advice would help me. ",6.80828125,7.614975765625001,7.9812499999999975,66.33875,64.78125,10.775,34.75,10.686352973137794,4.1514500000000005,275,12,43,7,4,94,51,64,0.305,0.616,0.079,-0.9308,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,2,0,3,0,7,1,0,0,0,5,10,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,6,9,0,9,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,3,31,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17423307055393653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425867517502642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125037452143662,0.0,0.4091979145613168,0.0,0.0,0.12467177338197576,0.0,0.14672602291172188,0.0,0.0,0.4056848515510906,0.0,0.0,0.14887337207120047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315459096434836,0.0,0.10133221650991643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951098821633285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17961887757385256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685514935739719,0.0,0.0,0.18139558950732165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4568026582219651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4028573628777984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17187520640734588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266594762916479,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,john_kiedis,2019/03/27,"More anxious after a workout? I work a slit shift and I find they days I workout before going back to work I get super anxious and have a strong urge to have a bowel movement even though I know i don't need to go.

Anyone else noticed this?",2.529600000000002,3.9404533599999993,3.916999999999998,89.24350000000004,75.4,5.0,24.5,3.1291,0.2862,188,6,38,0,4,62,35,50,0.097,0.742,0.16,0.609,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,4,3,2,0,0,4,0,3,1,1,0,0,5,8,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,4,8,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,25,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5457059007808038,0.0,0.16887893498917778,0.2474694967580571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18571676001484966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20551881665330365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557627580059983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20176199787144766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15952407709617145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22074821857623705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12618612605446455,0.0,0.27452688511706896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273506845006794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17908670832935955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27497624898595563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23729573624284456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35166415249177074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pseudo135,2019/03/27,"Just finished presenting for a PhD milestone (sigh of relief) It wasn't smooth or pretty, but it's over, hopefully the result will be fine. I'm not doing the best otherwise, hoping this will be a weight off my chest and can breath a little easier. ",5.8024999999999975,6.359382583333336,6.383333333333333,77.795,66.91666666666666,9.733333333333334,26.416666666666664,9.725611199111238,2.3112416666666658,196,5,36,4,3,64,42,48,0.116,0.654,0.231,0.7465,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,5,0,7,3,2,1,0,8,10,3,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,2,1,5,4,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,2,26,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35848698237394866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6785695920242483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423718503217885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34752889976189194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41597544661432734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,athrowawayaccount19,2019/03/27,"Panic attacks Hi all. Anxiety has been pretty rough here lately. I’ve been trying to sleep but my heart is just beating so fast. I try to relax but it’s just ridiculous. I can’t seem to chill the eff out. Anyway I know I’m not the only one, what so you all do to help reduce anxiety?",-1.6703874813710868,0.06980485245901846,1.274366616989571,95.80308494783907,107.03278688524591,3.529657228017884,13.742175856929956,5.565023196281405,-0.8233737704918029,220,5,48,2,11,76,47,61,0.213,0.65,0.13699999999999998,-0.5023,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,6,4,2,1,2,0,6,2,2,0,2,10,9,4,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,1,5,1,5,7,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,32,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4062132961951354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020443926412817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146185843986077,0.17795894380451432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591176663367533,0.0,0.29949537975404955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17990956029594898,0.20192458941986072,0.0,0.3115068528133629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27010878247518794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417010795303939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656915771498201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605139220201708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,n3ssypoo,2019/03/27,"I hate when my mind tells me no ones likes me. It makes me want to shut everyone out. I always get into these phases where I’m fine and then  all the sudden these thoughts fill my head.

I think I might stem from needing reassurance and not getting it. I always tend to think the worst of out situations and I try hard not to. I know it’s not healthy and it affects my relationships with people when I ignore them because I just don’t want to deal with emotions....or I think they want me to go away. Plus, having emotional trauma doesn’t help. 

I hope this feeling goes away soon but it tends to stick around for a little. I always feel displaced/dissociate when this happens. ",2.4232491389207773,4.6726742985074665,3.312089552238806,89.67567738231921,78.40298507462686,5.914121699196326,22.247990815155,7.010146845296331,0.6035954075774971,532,16,109,6,13,169,88,134,0.103,0.779,0.118,-0.2799,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,0,7,8,1,0,3,0,4,1,1,2,1,34,25,10,0,5,5,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,11,0,1,7,0,0,2,6,4,0,1,1,3,21,4,18,23,2,17,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,2,7,74,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4029549892494365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14370225825605434,0.0,0.0,0.3033277469937371,0.0,0.0,0.0984030339124174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16642183689735354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18158112506605975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15424827354561035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632424153777055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16867554651804625,0.0,0.0917414097510052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427473799885495,0.0,0.14460487571164138,0.15937352821044026,0.1656683722905994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819961229831772,0.0,0.0,0.16033120754746133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871482512769215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886398265976884,0.1617900148711334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775227914881262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712461580182826,0.16299298810046978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196944123180961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938559342185024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191160161309516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733097780802765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814481909190884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14109235318342692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103033997771898,0.0,0.1281532261747857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095968141774814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856375131237927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MeetTheHannah,2019/03/28,How to deal with the burning chest sensation For half the day now my chest has been burning. I know it's anxiety but I don't know why it's happening. It's probably being worsened by stress. When I woke up I had body tremors and that freaked me out because that doesn't happen often. Then my boyfriend said he wanted to see me today but I was in no fit state and I had to study. This made me mlre anxious because of relationship insecurities (yay me). My chest has been burning for hours and it has spread to my shoulders and I started trembling again. There's no pain or anything else. Does anyone have any advice for how to make this go away for the future? Do I just need to ride it out?,1.8717142857142832,4.087889028571432,2.975714285714286,91.53928571428571,80.14285714285714,5.7142857142857135,24.285714285714285,6.868970318607317,0.7930714285714293,544,20,115,6,14,174,88,140,0.211,0.768,0.022,-0.9805,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,3,3,1,13,6,5,4,0,20,26,11,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,9,7,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,5,0,1,8,2,16,1,18,17,0,18,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,2,9,78,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18678162615976596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998302821383012,0.0,0.14622300971136526,0.21593591018490504,0.0,0.13365084191234866,0.0,0.15729347518399284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17958408174407026,0.0,0.0,0.23303662340335715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123155311171039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327069535004563,0.19705887811173264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16726954119576087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15967450815085085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863033132528377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380522541796326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18823624236425368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100931492821368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808630619050051,0.1275886845074531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172927692292675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033884294382158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20608326781845202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205214838815637,0.0,0.0,0.18181969232704345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15231532560581795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13529120155255936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21895236978742366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18118014602677868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274042904501193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17247581021869982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ma1597,2019/03/28,"What can a friend do to help? My friend has panic attacks sometimes. I don’t know what I can do to help in those situations.

Also, sometimes said friend gets ticked off or agitated by harmless things I say or do.  

What can I do differently? ",2.1099999999999994,4.5710170212765995,3.6419574468085116,85.69400000000002,80.91489361702128,6.313191489361702,24.293617021276606,7.554174236665415,1.2196587234042555,188,7,38,3,5,62,30,47,0.199,0.514,0.28800000000000003,0.6553,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,1,1,0,9,0,0,0,0,3,12,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,5,4,5,11,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,0,28,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18202772433850992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589507419868495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378145744999047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5275762104063437,0.0,0.11892211581216296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051379311391773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250940628428609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670631623537837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21651885457231004,0.18101265205694086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558545470262185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4502442294411042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15122069072134614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,believeinthesun,2019/03/28,"How to deal with relationship anxiety? I am in a relationship of over a year. I love my boyfriend and enjoy the time we spend together, but I have anxieties surrounding it. Specifically, that I’m not good enough for him and that he doesn’t really love me. He’ll say little things that really don’t mean much, but my mind blows it up and  is like “see?” He made a remark about how we should try to keep improving and not get complacent. He then pointed out some things I could work. It really hurt because they were related to my physical appearance. My mind spiraled our and made me think that it means I’m not good enough for him. I worry that he doesn’t love me sometimes too. Idk exactly where this comes from. I know rationally he does, I just constantly worry about it.

Tl ; dr I’m anxious I’m not good enough for my boyfriend and that he doesn’t really love me. I rationally know these aren’t true, but idk how to change those beliefs.",3.5593548387096767,5.2693048279569945,4.598688172043016,84.17803225806453,73.3010752688172,9.261075268817203,25.30322580645161,9.725611199111238,2.2274735483870973,742,24,155,20,15,242,102,186,0.147,0.6890000000000001,0.16399999999999998,0.8140000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,3,0,1,1,8,11,0,0,4,0,11,5,0,5,2,39,32,13,0,2,8,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,16,11,0,1,6,0,1,2,9,1,0,0,3,2,23,10,16,26,5,14,1,1,1,4,21,8,0,2,5,95,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17276530765990175,0.12756622241450274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883431687286694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945322977622315,0.0972696387847246,0.0,0.12202522194497753,0.0,0.09015655795039372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641443358090865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881609537329236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35002624431330354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058995467701032235,0.0,0.0,0.2841330622383328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12088202405510312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036751174537828,0.0,0.0,0.1241145550369042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05516647359765792,0.11317440842746332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4076548843693084,0.2136931977806321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460035833575263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228031810501879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300838834575491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067448645543367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893549699219819,0.0,0.0,0.2424652921201977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979764608940166,0.0,0.0,0.0899817482267359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167968512065483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003660697174578,0.0723538753422373,0.0,0.0,0.06584392201553557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766645248160128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220630824732854,0.22934926001668274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271607311448053
anxiety,apertxre11,2019/03/28,"I’m having a horrible time. I just started a new job as a housekeeper. I thought I would like it and that it would be calming, but it just seems stressful. The hotel just opened and i’ll be starting saturday. I’m so afraid of not knowing what to do, where to go, disappointing my coworkers and bosses. They seem to put so much faith in the employees and that triggers me a lot. I’m still not completely sure of the processes and hate asking for help. 

Already, my coworkers seem to not like me much or think of me weirdly bc i’m so shy and reserved while they’re outgoing. I don’t have much going on for me at this point since i’m unlikable and suck at socializing. I’ve been crying every night bc of this “job anxiety”. I can’t even do my schoolwork. I’ve totally shut down and you can tell. I even started dissociating once. 

I’ve never felt like this. I just want to hurt myself so I don’t have to go in. I have a therapist but it’s been a week and i don’t have another appointment till next week. It hasn’t been helping and she never gives me good advice. ",1.4409713574097118,3.5650218995433782,3.4867932752179343,87.79415006226652,81.14611872146119,7.2694894146948945,24.109796596097965,8.296473431620573,1.5579388127853884,832,31,178,18,22,282,117,219,0.183,0.711,0.106,-0.9682,3,0,0,0,0,2,21.0,0,1,1,0,12,14,2,2,9,0,20,0,0,2,4,38,43,20,0,3,10,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,11,11,0,0,7,1,0,4,10,7,0,0,5,1,22,7,20,34,5,29,1,2,0,0,9,10,1,5,18,118,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199360332685985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776562553595947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13090712747502348,0.09550335442914326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167098873661013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13089386714231435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713245189072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16491317798815885,0.0,0.10518429154839323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986735329319124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975927807051172,0.2128507897927807,0.10471107081831267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12325506894405275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673571617984084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364533590474087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24777171752181645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860958661237053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18297365432791413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613572184265324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27531845276654104,0.0,0.1925708184981828,0.120572633788951,0.13277028013799347,0.1171552277451704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295205160849805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801550636649973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255001214558426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409528552685644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327012333461233,0.0,0.0,0.12726011914477767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650902261933362,0.0,0.09969852954340068,0.0,0.1430054395418717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176615730295178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911691492541556,0.0,0.0,0.14495052569891587,0.0,0.07999334929828085,0.0,0.0991101527646375,0.07279604344679508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363471162871693,0.0,0.20028053423657036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17736754405103375,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Rap_Zod,2019/03/28,"Anxiety meds making me anxious Uh, hello so I just started taking anxiety meds three days ago and instead of feeling anxiety free I feel more anxious. Is this normal? Last night I was sleeping and woke up and had a really bad anxiety attack. I know it takes awhile to work its affects but I didnt think it would feel this bad. Any advice on how to cope? How was it when you first started taking meds? ",1.7988888888888894,4.3478972151898745,3.3675105485232097,86.5534036568214,83.17721518987341,6.042756680731365,23.967651195499297,7.3871296695380915,1.3453026722925463,316,12,59,5,9,104,57,79,0.225,0.7340000000000001,0.041,-0.9064,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,6,4,1,0,1,0,6,1,1,4,0,16,18,8,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,3,1,2,5,3,7,2,5,12,1,10,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,8,38,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403148640034129,0.12728421403675672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764638686127933,0.0,0.4393850111203175,0.3244325311220012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16335479422092392,0.0,0.0,0.23978395019369675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260392046727788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21781084172957046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221379095502102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789135213020267,0.11704532989147595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584769810133484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4784896483719448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474985081232607,0.14068809181297626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198767854421323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14369408593222013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20326802948452796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32388630220020737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200692185386486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453551165063008,0.0,0.0,0.10200249088248957,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,danixiaa,2019/03/28,I want to die Let's hope this medication does something tomorrow. Because I'm tired of this feeling ,3.647368421052629,6.460944526315793,4.883421052631579,76.97144736842105,77.42105263157895,8.010526315789475,35.8157894736842,8.841846274778883,3.7539263157894736,82,5,14,2,2,27,17,19,0.289,0.468,0.243,-0.4767,0,0,1,0,0,1,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185664081522644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3721143017003283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137661563964112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18129170904913894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3561172329254961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3666377356813181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611975301432347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27602634706055185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4120960608445995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21147981179990347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wheresroz,2019/03/28,"I just filmed myself while having an anxiety cry I am not sure why I decided to film it, but it honestly helped me calm down. I just talked to my camera about how the anxiety lately had been too much and REALLY opened up and said things out loud that I have never said before. 

Sometimes I want to start a YouTube channel about my journey with anxiety and I think that’s where the idea came from, you know, future content or whatever, 

Either way, I’m back in a decent headspace about an hour later and wanted to share. ",6.0023529411764684,6.093462960784315,6.194901960784314,80.92705882352944,66.45098039215686,9.545098039215684,28.764705882352942,9.2995712137729,2.2565176470588235,410,12,80,7,6,131,77,102,0.08800000000000001,0.802,0.11,0.6392,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,0,6,0,5,0,0,1,2,23,14,8,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,8,0,0,4,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,3,12,4,13,9,2,17,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,8,58,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4568897455426375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15308116305276104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16940344791713627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276958700552365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21868136264077226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334399395809417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19605489141886967,0.0,0.0,0.2247384554750685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940982738768193,0.0,0.2245722778791732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634759699115535,0.0,0.15354370323513925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275365218185678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787436424491667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19689640861425745,0.0,0.14091070612740025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18763168575922556,0.0,0.0,0.16001393669865854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226071080649004,0.12756320174809846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23484651305527804,0.15802139917881267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17963982822911592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,foxesaresuperb,2019/03/28,"Anxiety-ridden and prone to panic attacks. Just got laid off for the first time. I'm not coping very well. I can't relax or stop worrying To make matters worse, I'm 100% financially independent. I don't live with anyone. I don't have a partner to help split the bills and support me. I've been freaking out all day; I feel like I'm going to puke. Now I'm thinking about asking my doctor to prescribe me daily clonazepam again just until I find a good job. I can't handle the anxiety and stress. I don't have a college degree, and I feel lucky I landed this job(with the recommendation of a friend). I'm not sure how I'll find a job that pays as much. 
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anxiety,Ellie_0822,2019/03/28,Does anyone get hallucinations or I am just weird? Is anybody experiencing weird hallucinations or out of body experiences frequently? Help cuz I just think I am a freak. ,4.770517241379308,8.30092596551724,6.768534482758625,59.44866379310349,82.44827586206897,9.796551724137933,27.9396551724138,9.516144504307137,3.876165517241379,139,6,22,5,4,48,22,29,0.219,0.6920000000000001,0.08900000000000001,-0.4515,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,1,0,7,5,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267892806465091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5191320809587009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4089902634304607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4571681818209856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24417653607035555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132618459585909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29946569356589225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Surfandsnow42,2019/03/28,"Does anyone have tips or advice to get past the “freeze” stage? When my anxiety is bad, I have trouble going anywhere. Not just leaving my house, but going to the next location  (grocery store to other store, school to workout, whatever). Even when I’m going back home. I don’t know how to describe it except that I can’t make myself move my body ",4.250597014925372,5.686111970149256,4.958388059701496,83.38026865671642,71.08955223880595,7.151044776119402,26.832835820895525,7.554174236665415,1.5338382089552236,270,9,50,3,5,87,51,67,0.086,0.897,0.017,-0.5187,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,5,1,1,2,0,8,12,5,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,2,4,3,2,0,0,0,1,7,0,6,12,0,10,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,32,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346964073947538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837333562368243,0.0,0.0,0.16793607105273806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18467988922085954,0.20053624418584187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667804827048187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21017891958834548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863344204273835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548161931688112,0.0,0.4094912709616037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409152894403433,0.0,0.0,0.2771299125785744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199399846907564,0.0,0.0,0.2543108383422619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16031879844813235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552682081273207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25542902994423905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292743868526074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430701057248931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,em227,2019/03/28,"First panic attack Tonight I had my first what I assume was a panic attack. My limbs started to go numb and I felt as if I had forgotten how to breathe and swallow. I genuinely thought I was having a stroke and going to die. After hysterically crying to my room mate for an hour and calming myself down, I feel okay, but extremely emotionally and physically drained. This was the worst feeling that I have ever felt in my entire life, and I desperately do not want it to happen again.

Has anyone had similar experiences? And if so, how do you stop panic attacks from happening/halt them from progressing when they occur? ",4.428103448275864,6.688623534482763,5.718482758620691,74.72479310344829,72.27586206896551,8.433103448275862,28.84137931034483,9.120678840339163,2.767709655172414,494,20,84,11,10,165,81,116,0.311,0.6509999999999999,0.038,-0.9873,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,2,3,6,10,3,3,4,1,11,5,1,2,1,22,21,15,1,3,4,0,5,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,4,7,1,1,6,0,0,2,1,8,0,2,9,5,17,2,12,12,1,15,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,10,68,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641344665220034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.519407747283786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671714637111036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15794720345115076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17119111017420904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13766283461295234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14886914843426205,0.0,0.0,0.15390173568900434,0.0,0.29224885320605554,0.0,0.0,0.2589022124510528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17298399025237832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457941978170454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14987460646133366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749494423340762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.535679776301654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771950893034496,0.0,0.0,0.12723605248053105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082033886113824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976447480664232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gaming1Warriors420,2019/03/28,Therapy Does anyone else feel very embarresd about going to therapy,8.476363636363633,11.977762090909096,9.081818181818182,49.54272727272729,64.45454545454545,15.30909090909091,38.27272727272727,13.023866798666859,7.995109090909091,57,3,6,3,1,19,10,11,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269412442069852,0.33255204683253675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840263275093534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711298412295629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16410826113466104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18445602135259848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7423296935460425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677975787710258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alilbitanxious,2019/03/28,"i don't know if this will help, but it started to help me hi! new to reddit and still going through this forum >.< but i figured i'd share. i was kinda searching around for like random things that might help my anixety and constantly running mind. a few friends told me to try weighted blankets. i still haven't gotten one of them but while i wa on gravity blankets website, i found this anxiety course. it's a good like... introduction to slowing down my thoughts. i'm definitely not ""healed"" or anything yet, but it was a HUGE help. if you guys know any other courses that are similar, would you mind sharing? now that i tried one, i want MOARRR

[https://gravityblankets.com/products/six-steps-to-anxiety-management-course](https://gravityblankets.com/products/six-steps-to-anxiety-management-course)",9.58259842519685,12.657685094488187,8.038590551181104,60.05001181102364,60.25984251968504,7.599685039370079,31.59763779527559,8.238735603445708,2.369306141732283,665,24,99,8,10,201,88,127,0.017,0.7,0.28300000000000003,0.9893,0,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,2,1,0,5,6,0,0,3,0,8,2,0,0,0,23,18,10,0,4,8,0,1,2,1,3,1,0,0,1,11,3,1,0,5,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,6,1,15,6,10,9,1,15,0,0,0,0,13,4,0,6,11,65,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657132110151748,0.0,0.1311356540290253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14106386391216472,0.15259993744233866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18524387221643085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879529287416704,0.13243848824425308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742180504867276,0.14377876921618196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697325218107632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4595962309398973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884156439709042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16749408069691726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18184928558511212,0.3461702006568657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16555828100935618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323169436004903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133179473591832,0.0,0.27379209778659563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388367751624845,0.0,0.0,0.13608814875031547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16379893523807712,0.0,0.23276554161818336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110782104344447,0.0,0.0,0.20874309779274908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177168556896582,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tigress_7,2019/03/28,"I have horrible anxiety and on top of it, OCD. So when I do presentations at work, it sends me into overdrive. My doctor only gives me 10 Ativan a month, and I feel like I need something else. How do I get him to give me more Ativan or a stronger chill pill? I’ve asked him before for something else, and he didn’t want to give it to me, but I need something. I can’t keep freezing up in front of people. And yes I’ve tried deep breathing, visualization, listening to motivational movies.",3.8813265306122453,4.945239581632652,5.282244897959185,82.12704081632656,71.55102040816327,8.048979591836735,27.26530612244898,8.418075326091056,1.7349836734693875,381,13,79,6,7,128,67,98,0.057,0.8370000000000001,0.106,0.5547,0,0,3,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,2,1,5,3,1,2,0,14,16,9,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,5,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,3,14,1,12,15,1,12,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,1,4,46,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14738655419563862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18011375874983576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394189649220545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19719859252099825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218901812470099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741612668160976,0.1376383797377809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065838813811057,0.5544592888891382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124759489864824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941253375554936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537816501020877,0.0,0.0,0.2857141266007742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652878042507944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335681628412371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4449638276413017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080542957063465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363754164465598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14026085062829274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sloppytoppy100,2019/03/28,"Anxiety is ruining my education College student here- also new to reddit but I found this sub and wanted to vent.

I get so anxious going to class and doing my assignments I feel all this pressure building up all the time and I feel like I have to do everything perfectly or I’ll fail forever in life.

Today I was in class and I felt myself starting to panic and I just ran straight out of the middle of class I just couldn’t do it. I missed 50% of my classes this week too.

I also just started taking Zoloft for it but it hasn’t started working yet so hoping for progress soon with that.",1.2642016806722691,3.7436384033613486,3.1939075630252134,87.30329831932775,85.13445378151259,5.752941176470588,24.466386554621852,7.1686216300943375,1.2821663865546222,466,19,90,7,14,156,77,119,0.16,0.6890000000000001,0.151,0.2253,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,4,11,8,0,2,2,0,8,2,0,0,3,23,22,12,0,3,6,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,4,3,15,3,15,17,2,17,0,3,0,0,0,6,0,2,10,68,22,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461624340426184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16557048530217133,0.2445074377422141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945158281781748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21886983461900106,0.15461962221560155,0.2078094112533523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373073734686592,0.0,0.0,0.11307719530262593,0.0,0.12300373731580315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149665869558688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528728741194151,0.1057381245076624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090321288704988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539372358234403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4595767097610917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627305161556958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620369529016065,0.0,0.2051529698642252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276576619986422,0.0,0.1736093221454848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15756564249813368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nic0lle28,2019/03/28,"What is wrong with me? (26F) It is a symptom I get when I am anxious, watching something that makes me uncomfortable or just anything that makes me feel uncomfortable to begin with. It also happens occasionally without feeling any type of way. So it literally can last any where from a second to 2 seconds. I don’t think it has lasted any longer than that but it has happened multiple times in a matter of a couple minutes. During it feels like my optic nerves are being compressed by something. Like an increase in pressure to where I almost feel I lose my vision but I am never sure because its so short. I wonder if it’s a side effect to my medication (antidepressant – Viibryd) or if its just something physical that came along the way with my anxiety. It drives me insane and I tried to bring it up to my psych doc but it is so hard for me to explain and he didn't really seem to think it was an issue. I feel like its gotten worse but I am at a high level of stress at the moment. Does anyone experience anything like this? ",3.1376952695269544,5.227650569306935,4.675775577557758,81.52761276127616,75.48514851485149,6.667106710671067,26.073707370737075,7.594959193182576,1.536900110011001,813,30,151,11,18,272,121,202,0.16,0.7490000000000001,0.091,-0.8929,0,0,3,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,9,9,0,2,10,0,14,2,0,3,2,35,33,15,0,2,11,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,20,7,0,0,11,0,0,4,4,4,0,2,4,7,20,5,25,28,1,24,0,1,1,0,2,11,0,7,11,111,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12862339242620466,0.0,0.0,0.1027208371912873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620497310103571,0.0,0.09826334224535097,0.1451111168306876,0.0,0.08981471825902132,0.0,0.2114056141434212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830148458298768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14691174900752516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14212667740348228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124068243854808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564803645336306,0.0,0.0,0.32473905942685866,0.1835283725585513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710944358161282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227174535764488,0.0,0.11506531857785665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571370925336804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406766881790075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20940660274269932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25101530621029594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14370188040833567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714817742725686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293991289742056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906799796541996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228789339989738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693539389984305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29665957740134496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471382082089642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106191964496825,0.13350797697004874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16461021513711852,0.0,0.0,0.07489980403386791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720862471883321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20391410813330885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382051542565672,0.13929775726309318,0.0,0.0,0.130900782890715,0.0,0.14043911569432965,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JeanRaymond,2019/03/28,"keep f**cking going... I am trying to...

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anxiety,mildlydramatic,2019/03/28,"How to act around people? For some reason whenever I first meet people, especially someone attractive, I turn into this blubbering mess who tries to say as many jokes as possible. People sometimes react positively, but I worry so much if I'm being mean when telling these jokes, simply because I'm nervous. It's gotten to the point where I worry about everything little thing I say, even around my family. I worry that if I tease my crush I'll be going overboard and say something mean and stupid. If I'm watching a video, my mind is like ""but how would you react to what that person is saying? Would you say something bad?"". It's really starting to affect me, to the point where I'm not talking anymore. I hate feeling this way, and now I keep on worrying about hanging out with my friends. The humour I use is mainly self-deprecating or just jokes about a situation, but I'm still scared about being perceived as rude. I went on a date recently and he told me that I'm cool and easy to talk to, but I still worry if he could be lying. Sorry for the rant, I'm just so nervous and don't know what to do anymore :( ",6.5124393939393945,6.024568577272728,7.1145454545454525,76.70848484848487,65.5,9.696969696969695,31.51515151515152,9.075114841892004,2.5611969696969688,877,29,167,13,12,290,124,220,0.22,0.645,0.134,-0.975,0,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,0,1,19,17,4,3,7,1,12,0,0,7,0,41,32,23,0,7,12,0,1,1,1,2,0,5,0,1,12,11,0,1,6,4,0,4,2,9,0,1,3,8,20,8,25,22,3,24,0,0,1,0,18,11,0,6,9,109,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19856264934829726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17823664240000928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358691491256184,0.061025576700652125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992896845958612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06612111479471566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899716018255598,0.0,0.09437394770906604,0.0,0.05061816767407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515274725372311,0.0,0.0,0.07734404045253393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05689430716505015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883700820155776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898156565690457,0.0,0.0,0.05501734194632128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04890824836768888,0.1003356153704128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101494912193517,0.0,0.21809631048634126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108165065161193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359170541558976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20820913003590705,0.08741140261169986,0.0,0.0,0.18927091065035745,0.11285796584377022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06413245134437162,0.10292882545035308,0.0988456566005244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3980538623698377,0.10022667084253484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443562175019168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252682007734426,0.0,0.0,0.08482211350619212,0.1541377483973629,0.0990104572813979,0.11206393867897166,0.07085773451993946,0.0,0.1598945092738891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609278011258112,0.08749976376474504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650803612659226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565853281087693,0.0,0.0679675059174271,0.10888995110696906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646211797567398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794619419574707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280213639908703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5083282399764353,0.0,0.14222926128920116,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,highmeismyfavoriteme,2019/03/28,"Sufferers of anxiety as children, what is the most important thing your parents did, or you wish that had done? My youngest, 10, is diagnosed with anxiety disorder. I love her intensely. What tips could you give me?",3.4410526315789483,6.610729421052637,4.142421052631581,78.89994736842105,83.73684210526315,10.40842105263158,33.915789473684214,9.888512548439397,4.877825263157893,170,10,29,7,5,54,34,38,0.202,0.614,0.184,0.2151,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,0,0,5,9,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,7,1,3,5,1,0,0,1,0,1,8,0,0,2,0,23,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4592112683666363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23963669494034334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30463492726522995,0.0,0.0,0.34398547765098525,0.0,0.0,0.3071465644969214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879208291172361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708873081099097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332690156380817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19939911988740372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34514521912581536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kiwipeachlemonade,2019/03/28,"Does anyone else’s anxiety affect what they wear? I usually wear pretty dark/neutral colored and plain clothing because of my worries or fear of standing out and people looking at me. 

I had bought a shirt online with a super cute design and the base shirt color was a light blue. I thought to myself, well it’s really not that bright, it goes well with the design, and I really like the design too so I’ll get it! Well, it just got here and turns out the color of the shirt is WAY brighter than I had thought I’d be comfortable with.

I’ve been aware of it many times before, mostly when shopping for clothes, but this had just made me painfully aware of how my social anxiety affects my life so much that I don’t even feel comfortable wearing clothes that I find cute because I don’t want to stand out in any way possible.

I just can’t bring myself to wear colorful or cutesy clothes because I’ve worn plain clothes for so long. I feel like wearing anything different will attract attention to me, even from complete strangers who’ve never even seen me! Does anyone else struggle with this?",7.601788164665525,6.876789599056604,6.954665523156091,79.5278987993139,63.38679245283019,9.784562607204117,35.78216123499142,8.841846274778883,2.9476358490566037,873,35,165,11,11,270,120,212,0.08800000000000001,0.738,0.174,0.9545,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,16,15,0,2,8,0,11,10,8,4,1,32,25,13,0,1,7,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,11,12,0,0,6,1,2,1,5,3,3,0,12,11,20,12,22,11,2,15,0,0,8,0,2,5,0,3,7,100,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753839269609441,0.0,0.19695074689691508,0.0,0.0,0.18001703828964924,0.2637908977592155,0.1059308910432409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354113271445283,0.0,0.10953671838673078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13496722210438722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13449173066518566,0.0,0.0,0.22529874837509134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150688438350707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550677966134384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448530318865119,0.13017591064840353,0.09196219369866826,0.0,0.0,0.11765363311403187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06725425135770999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029542926033836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909232907155767,0.125778471683866,0.0,0.0,0.11391884767607685,0.1080977881265371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12180406899901568,0.0,0.13050840467047367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462874407394732,0.0,0.0992817654428738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697400691969766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924270458997158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511971840068322,0.0,0.13096106639096688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649309060261513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122039359544202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457282348525082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20438882726936086,0.07506142173583959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001740083799136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417739861568266,0.0,0.07592618887315901,0.20435411101424036,0.0,0.0,0.347221584089552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13072794727243836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MrPureinstinct,2019/03/28,"[Help] When Do You Know You Can And Need To ""Trust Your Gut?"" I'm freaking out right now. I'm supposed to travel tomorrow for a weekend long convention and like usual when I travel my anxiety has gotten bad. But even for how bad it's been it's the worst I think it's ever been. My brain keeps telling me I shouldn't go because our plane is going to crash or if we do by some miracle make it there someone is going to like shoot up the convention or plant a bomb or something. 

I'm to the point right now where all I can do is try to force myself not to cry and idk. Like I've never felt this badly and I have no idea at what point I'm supposed to trust my gut when my gut lies sometimes with this anxiety. I feel awful. We actually won the trip and literally all I wish is we never won the stupid thing and I could just stay home. I can't stand this feeling and I know all I'll feel most of the weekend if we even make it there is exactly this...",1.5860294117647058,2.975992210784317,3.319411764705883,92.63735294117649,77.87254901960785,6.564705882352942,21.803921568627448,7.285733465282438,0.4835568627450981,737,20,173,9,17,246,112,204,0.16899999999999998,0.6779999999999999,0.153,-0.396,0,0,1,1,0,0,16.0,5,3,0,2,13,13,1,0,8,1,17,4,4,3,7,46,39,17,0,6,8,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,11,13,0,1,8,4,0,6,6,6,0,0,6,4,24,7,16,31,6,29,2,0,0,0,10,8,0,7,16,112,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.1399488427617515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21941866274021035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3592275956154023,0.08742226065786611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16009455563581984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145023364394298,0.0,0.1575306929898061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894437593249504,0.1297238251918174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175393443702843,0.0,0.13769743755604916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445120170840711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961256409821929,0.0,0.1438533310590999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16189401879026633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747064505036973,0.0,0.0,0.1576303139887526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21019070371558135,0.0,0.0,0.12691457946627374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19145645128402802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633773875586024,0.22121543128104595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271140262499976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449451105113529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151201704924144,0.11040510508987006,0.14183754537491147,0.0,0.0,0.15285747495270344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253478880316998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527616426506616,0.09189223685416044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736692940609072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15794740027140886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16491603679746614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Throwaway792493,2019/03/28,"Can anyone diagnose me PLEASE? Idk what’s wrong with me and how exactly to explain it, but here’s my best shot…

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So, I don’t know if my problem is anxiety/social anxiety, negative thinking, overthinking, or something else. But I feel like it’s something along those lines. 

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Instead of explaining my entire life here, I’m just going to share one scenario/example of something I may/did go through with a little background. 

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So, I’ve always had this problem with social situations where I find it difficult to be confident and not expect it to turn awkward. And this makes it really difficult to build any sort of relationship or even hold a decent conversation without myself making the other person feel uncomfortable and projecting my unconfident energy through the air. This makes the air very tense and then they just end the conversation as quickly as possible so that they can leave. 

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But, I don’t feel socially anxious or nervous, I just seem to be waayyy too much in my head and worrying about showing myself as confident and this makes me analyze my every single body language movement and my voice tone as I speak. Man, it ruins everything because you just cannot function normally when you’re this much inside your head.

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It feels almost as if I’m trying too hard to be confident, and it’s very obvious to other people and they don’t like it and see me as fake and trying to be someone I’m not. But, the thing is, I naturally feel confident! My body language in every situation is that of a confident person, because I feel like a confident person. It’s just whenever I have to communicate, there’s some blown fuses causing malfunctions. 

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Now for the CLIMAX-----------------------

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Here’s where it gets frustrating…

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There are times where I feel very confident. It’s like everything is aligned in the world and I feel just like a normal person. I feel as if I act and think just like a normal person. I’m able to stop negative thinking and overthinking almost right away, no anxiety/fear when talking to anyone. I feel like I’m intimidating to others when I talk with them. People magnitude more towards me and want to be with me and talk with me.

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This can last for minutes, several hours, days, and the longest was around 1.5 weeks.

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But, this always wears off or eventually gets taken away ALL OF A SUDDEN. For example, I’ll be hanging out with friends and having an amazing time because everything is aligned for me. Then, OUT OF THE BLUE, my mind will think thoughts asking me why I feel good and if I really deserve it and how long can it last and I’m meant to be negative thinking and then before I know it… I’m back to everything being unaligned and I’m now constantly inside my head.

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I don’t know if I actually have a problem, or it’s just a lack of confidence, or if I just need to make some lifestyle changes. But, if anybody knows or has been through something like this, I need your help.

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Thank you in advance.",6.0266793070757565,7.715368243816254,6.180474877186935,75.33965655433944,67.09187279151944,9.408877014565196,33.946220804964234,9.745691949364133,3.5339706627596312,2470,114,414,55,41,786,240,566,0.123,0.725,0.152,0.9755,0,0,4,0,0,0,156.0,0,4,4,2,35,24,0,2,19,0,31,8,6,8,3,123,81,62,0,18,32,0,12,8,1,1,2,2,0,6,31,35,0,2,26,1,0,6,12,10,0,1,6,16,52,14,59,66,9,47,0,1,2,0,29,19,0,20,30,288,83,1,0.03246553276884271,0.0,0.031681676772986195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06501908286300752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05402784804656454,0.4572930854841018,0.5128392859692235,0.022077675573369003,0.0,0.024836043706093783,0.036676811082288936,0.0,0.0454013107464211,0.0,0.0,0.028901207256923682,0.03035089061409188,0.0,0.061004873472629374,0.02496399072149831,0.0,0.059372062325117526,0.0,0.02762577718680937,0.0,0.03407057367670065,0.0,0.0,0.07212377615145006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03335104519618922,0.03434422889341357,0.0,0.0,0.035083707331303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.020937582829389297,0.0,0.0,0.03295183236627932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02712078674219305,0.0,0.0287548257525422,0.0,0.0,0.021443178204088757,0.0,0.05470722316939335,0.0,0.1167117098519931,0.0,0.0,0.036532750320328496,0.18057103732844207,0.09277353238792564,0.0,0.0,0.029672908788005086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0250827900829718,0.0,0.033923801812540684,0.0,0.036901820882059136,0.02723054856973597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02908274048036932,0.0,0.09995700878178958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.021760962270895426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03197201009374448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136883105089684,0.05292748464708732,0.0,0.034376311549333606,0.0,0.0,0.022931365914503208,0.12688815530762956,0.032538992835865116,0.0,0.02873097486968912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835497611098002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032780933213473036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0477318042343536,0.048145562357649725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542798708453552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.021999485218759874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04501502526023205,0.14173825479889124,0.0,0.035637405763673656,0.0,0.03660001016093475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319539088143096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04159650323839722,0.0,0.0,0.03485583230727337,0.0,0.027725387595934358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025870826290070356,0.029555401712617786,0.0,0.036676811082288936,0.0,0.0,0.072985238169359,0.0,0.0661890443537744,0.0275079405604045,0.0999742129915147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027142639105079143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782836964012147,0.0,0.02988990069166128,0.0,0.0,0.02156865738114365,0.1040130124875841,0.0,0.025774006583260182,0.03786182647682155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04408393131300694,0.035313176940081716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036239379982406,0.019149012380012917,0.0,0.0260418920964172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029295093633287594,0.0,0.0,0.031295615053925814,0.0,0.0,0.032970324441222595,0.0,0.0,0.03549596355801296,0.5128392859692235,0.0
anxiety,UniqueMushroomColony,2019/03/28,"Anxiety due to tinnitus? for those of you who dont know, tinnitus is constant ringing in your ears. this sensory overload causes me lots of anxiety and panic attacks, wondering if anyone can relate? p.s PLEASE PROTECT YOUR EARS",5.2360000000000015,8.287782600000002,6.305000000000002,67.67000000000002,73.0,10.0,37.5,10.125756701596842,5.222499999999998,184,11,25,6,4,61,35,40,0.245,0.63,0.125,-0.6242,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,2,2,1,0,6,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,5,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,2,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43269440685866173,0.0,0.0,0.1977457989736947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217347155867649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905215277049293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056147773325978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314486514563862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15542377836625254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404330899355759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318140350721998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104380538900152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066930102234927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kivijakotakou,2019/03/28,"Unable to take medication for fear of side effects Because of a bacterial stomach infection I have been prescribed 14 pills of very strong antibiotics per day. The side effects are nausea and diarrhea in over 10 percent of cases. I have always been scared of nausea and throwing up. Every time I am sick also includes a panic attack that I might puke. Also with unknown probability (whatever that means) I will get black and burnt skin leading to multiple organ failure.

I have postponed the treatment for several days now and I don't know how to bring myself to start it. Also during the treatment I won't know what is anxiety and what is a real side effect.

Any tips on how to bring myself to take the first pill and how to stay sane during the treatment? :s",5.778671328671329,7.170919489510492,6.490496503496505,73.99882167832169,67.3916083916084,8.517202797202797,31.782517482517484,8.841846274778883,2.849876083916085,609,25,100,10,10,200,92,143,0.187,0.789,0.024,-0.9706,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,6,7,5,1,3,8,0,13,7,2,7,0,19,22,12,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,6,0,0,4,2,4,0,1,2,2,10,1,19,17,1,18,0,0,1,0,0,7,0,1,6,69,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4427235470868268,0.1535499243250906,0.0,0.0,0.12549178011469114,0.0,0.14117062846251327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099379667388568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249230420565252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23802275124725955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15548074338360288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20765591264116864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15696744325745146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641319040961167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20283389035947755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20101535972127707,0.0,0.18590204589397308,0.0,0.1957650504860196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21651491270200668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989625606186524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21004399515009967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18475415973934992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20847476883837185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061654240549306,0.19669234635538133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774983620275404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760525914922746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522627056564243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,annaj1347,2019/03/28,"Is it ethical to register my cat as an ESA? Hi everyone! Sorry if I'm doing this wrong, I haven't posted much before so let me know if there's anything I don't do right and I'll fix it as well as I can.

So I adopted a year old female calico last July, Vienna, and began therapy for my anxiety in January, seeing a doctor of psychotherapy but I haven't seen an MD/PA/RN about my anxiety and thus haven't had an official medical diagnosis. Vienna acts as my emotional support animal in everything she does, but I only had the thought of getting her registered as my ESA because I've been thinking about moving and there aren't many places in my area that permit pets at all, and I'm looking into either a studio or a one-bedroom. As it stands, I have a two-bedroom place with a roommate who isn't on the lease, and as great as my roommate is, I know if I were able to live alone my health and lifestyle would be better. I've tried living alone in this apartment before but it's just a bit too expensive per month - like $100 or so too much.

Sorry if this is too rambly/unclear. I guess to refine it: Is it wrong to register my cat as an emotional support animal, even though she functions as one, only because I'm having trouble finding a better place to live?",6.57138402138402,5.234630563706567,8.034826254826257,72.94203445203445,65.75675675675676,11.36691416691417,34.20879120879121,10.560738912317856,3.503281318681319,992,37,194,22,13,348,142,259,0.085,0.79,0.125,0.9194,0,2,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,2,14,10,0,0,14,0,22,3,0,2,1,30,37,30,0,5,11,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,2,0,11,9,0,0,5,0,1,2,6,3,1,1,7,3,23,7,28,27,5,22,0,0,3,0,5,13,0,7,6,131,34,1,0.10763216086741524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22294891699460956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16467661692278648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857209753943031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122313251835474,0.0,0.18317408282987674,0.0,0.0,0.1903837993049033,0.11750644318195548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016607741296268,0.09418962929540764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421433881660911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109002714984257,0.0,0.0,0.10284714218373746,0.09673284602583623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837384511181546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05623336169960915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866483733123252,0.11856895975256958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440795389531358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183036415770997,0.08773457658009072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006117678893808,0.0,0.05258363708937522,0.0,0.2851235098755792,0.0,0.09038390727622628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912211758390758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842807859629704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859109639336587,0.11439595341676945,0.15824404510541015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294184715208246,0.0,0.14586867549195573,0.1637182168611819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373580993063032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030818578337032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191727728863698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576889702848596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409707842325452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442794013070608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308675618772127,0.0,0.0,0.06896634268766501,0.10574805157390607,0.0854479130996921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307517206838039,0.0,0.10514098160280788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09677423872268286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645879896265326,0.2353577430576783,0.0,0.06931158273960529
anxiety,stinkypete123456,2019/03/28,"I’m such a passionate person... Honestly I have so many subjects and things in general I feel SO passionate about... but I always get extreme anxiety and feel overwhelmed whenever I think of trying to pursue one of these passions.

I have an undying passion and respect for anyone involved in theater, or story production, the music end, absolutely any part of it. But I could never even let out my singing voice in front of my own fiancé without getting an anxiety attack even thinking of it.

I’m passionate about video games, the entire industry really, I love every part of how the developers or artists pour their heart and souls into these works of art and to be able to see others play and appreciate their work must be the ultimate satisfaction. 

I’d love to get into learning more about other cultures, animation, music, writing, anything that I really enjoy... but every time I try to even think of engaging down one of these paths I get so discouraged after my overwhelming anxiety kicks in... 

Sorry for the rant I think I just needed to get it out of my system, I hope you’re all doing okay :) love you guys ",5.694239482200652,7.333850300970877,6.6640582524271865,71.74518122977345,67.83495145631068,9.765177993527507,32.17993527508091,10.047579312681364,3.5944172168284787,886,38,144,22,15,295,123,206,0.078,0.654,0.268,0.9945,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,2,2,12,19,1,2,8,1,8,9,1,1,3,34,27,15,0,4,7,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,10,10,0,1,7,6,0,1,2,4,0,2,0,4,20,15,32,22,5,15,1,3,1,8,12,9,0,3,4,106,30,3,0.12608809620554146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049153967498011,0.0,0.0,0.08574422916482187,0.0,0.28937114543683,0.0,0.0,0.08816372856117599,0.0,0.1037597597751034,0.0,0.0,0.14344341210238312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067108493835836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167662830839674,0.0,0.0,0.2498399951358098,0.0,0.2124693183763324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750785992983033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293791308657019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248470387857323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941500109408012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523392959507926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893362110004802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.341398288900348,0.0,0.0,0.12783353924317215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349272567994316,0.09724691287828123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17088111434890593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730822419906482,0.0,0.0,0.11009526216208898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615505261989916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047588799496918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14114530071762366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376732845450068,0.3231686433373183,0.0,0.0,0.07352298287106111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17121108136710986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154442527793613,0.0,0.18358727147922446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ibelong17,2019/03/28,"Anxiety related breathing issue? Hello group! 

Question for you all! I notice that I constantly yawn/take deep breaths and sometimes my breaths are unfulfilling, where I have to do it again until “my breath goes in.” I also recently noticed that I breathe with my mouth instead of my nose (which is weird). I’m starting to correct my breathing as nose breathing is the way to go except when exercising. 

I went to my doctor about it and he said it’s most likely anxiety and not asthma related, although i’m not sure what i’m anxious about. Online says people get anxious about “not being able to breathe properly”, and that scares them. 

I’m posting here to see if people in this group have something similar, and if so how are you or how did you guys deal with it? 

Thanks !!",4.8851307596513065,6.536518123287674,5.346637608966375,80.37003113325031,69.82191780821917,8.048816936488171,32.4508094645081,8.575989854853784,2.7156383561643844,610,28,109,10,11,195,92,146,0.094,0.8859999999999999,0.02,-0.8257,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,1,0,12,5,0,1,1,0,9,14,11,2,3,21,20,16,0,2,7,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,10,7,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,3,5,16,3,18,16,2,14,0,0,1,0,13,4,0,5,7,77,26,1,0.17151304531484013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13715892037232116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624140204280071,0.3875218439167287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853446708597124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17682241860705294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17555086950974652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960848723711476,0.0,0.09747481617210398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698248801042634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17901505882057658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379261048227718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3905374777435115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378111002298537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642620868268964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19213386335702198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693484407604446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314818218659027,0.13639405766392976,0.1717144790528261,0.0,0.13667369124709314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320391216526182,0.1696307873935898,0.0,0.12139781624664342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16164901543572055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15790616862153886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361390720957912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589943113225282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MrsWalker90,2019/03/28,"My anxiety has spiked due to a co-worker's (TRIGGER WARNING) suicide attempt. Hello,

I am mostly a lurker on this subreddit and I can honestly say my anxiety has been so much better and under control for almost a year now (thanks to therapy and meds) I stopped therapy 3 months ago since my progress was great and my therapist gave me the green light to handle things on my own. 

When I started this job I told myself I wasn't going to get attached to anyone. Not because I'm a huge bitch, but mostly because I was trying to focus on myself and hold down a job. In particular, there was this girl who was super cheerful and it annoyed me. She got along great with everyone, and even her boyfriend worked at the same place. Needless to say, she is very happy go lucky, thin, smart, athletic, happy, I guess everything I wish I could be. Yesterday we got a call from her family saying she had jumped off a bridge. She's in the hospital and unconscious. We have no idea when or if she will ever wake up. When my boss told me, I immediately started having an internal anxiety attack and I cried after getting home. 

I feel very stupid because this has impacted me greatly. I spent some time with this person, but mostly tried to keep my distance, and didn't even try to befriend her. Even during a staff lunch, she sat next to me and I tried so hard to avoid a long conversation with her. I guess the guilt is eating me up inside, I can't seem to figure out what made her so unlikable to me. I am so confused as to why someone so happy and smart would do this. I feel like a horrible person. I'm going through so many emotions at the same time, and of course now my anxiety is through the roof. Today while driving home, logic's 1800 song came on and I bawled like a child. Maybe we could have been good friends?",3.639873949579833,5.216857140056021,4.686141456582637,84.17442226890759,72.8375350140056,7.677030812324929,26.75560224089636,8.306716005460428,1.773578711484594,1417,50,278,23,28,463,201,357,0.126,0.6990000000000001,0.175,0.9807,2,1,0,0,0,1,42.0,3,0,0,6,16,25,4,3,18,0,28,3,1,4,1,58,54,29,1,5,5,0,4,2,1,2,0,4,2,4,10,23,2,5,6,1,1,6,5,7,0,0,18,10,51,18,39,31,8,44,0,0,1,0,29,17,1,12,23,191,61,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670941843546293,0.0,0.08665384129067305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648008547435879,0.0,0.0,0.060508358509117885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844780327365006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15825560863910054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653453436092279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836347929724027,0.09897474434549028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705808421806293,0.13818476596586432,0.0,0.09505632208104303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854848087580065,0.0,0.09734195624590976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17146969896020242,0.07827725172145514,0.0,0.08268936922282799,0.07777345924416104,0.0,0.08157894521087088,0.0,0.08751094613711796,0.061821719082508775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06685791356228822,0.0,0.09042353748464337,0.0,0.14754212406170894,0.07258274125433327,0.13842234726414454,0.2862205115136587,0.19065950269830956,0.0,0.0,0.2763592572527811,0.07751973934155809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17360640406082098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768921662851963,0.0,0.0,0.17174831966175047,0.07691764989931421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455476136798436,0.0,0.0,0.07658211180031388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188296335598083,0.0,0.08773446572927109,0.08693758237856264,0.0,0.09612258396630807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06907263795729134,0.0,0.06361431146846279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920325884761744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112073188775182,0.09041226244936723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20645198182882646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877961289252189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07158391737111676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332212669246194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122502012101657,0.0,0.0,0.07234841949946105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465692566052776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967121640846192,0.19792414281504592,0.10047558886814498,0.05749102974880298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092030087259636,0.0,0.08202651830440688,0.16537873844565598,0.0,0.2350105119455409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428034111716764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808576444066093,0.0,0.09951274645356577,0.0,0.0,0.12599925867095715,0.0,0.0,0.06147307279050989,0.0,0.0,0.055726692398848886
anxiety,thegiantfish,2019/03/28,"Any suggestions/strategies to help me deal with my anxiety? Hey everyone, I’m pretty new to reddit and heard this group might be able to offer me some help.

I’m 21 and get this sick feeling in my stomach (like I’m going to be sick) and a sense of being choked whenever I’m around a girl who I like or who I know likes me.

It’s quite debilitating and stops me from speaking + makes me really uncomfortable.

It’s at a point where it’s affecting my eating for fear of vomiting it up in a social setting.

I’m really desperate for strategies I can implement on the spot for example during class or when I’m out for lunch (basically places where meditating or laying down etc. would not be possible)

Any help would be so appreciated. ",3.451666666666668,5.269997517241382,5.479741379310343,77.29731321839084,73.82758620689657,9.522988505747128,26.56609195402299,9.928628108626363,2.7440229885057468,580,21,113,17,12,201,91,145,0.125,0.7290000000000001,0.145,0.4796,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,5,0,9,6,1,2,0,20,21,9,0,2,4,0,1,3,0,3,3,2,0,1,8,7,2,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,3,11,3,20,12,2,17,0,0,0,0,13,12,0,5,6,67,19,1,0.1812791894631462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465521303264477,0.0,0.13867808375634566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16137691204222562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18689088439400603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18549386722006128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202174215241029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17322003408103287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20398948676069176,0.09166020502276467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471089447186977,0.0,0.10302514095246654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645228584874981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962630166857404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656915656184323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100526662262573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19230857270763288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750805708056357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893981696803064,0.0,0.17136742865491214,0.2043650484209712,0.0,0.18442610672903545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19281273209054986,0.0,0.0,0.23226418137805846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18479130463104007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15155751953596658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575510700811647,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MyUndercoverAccount,2019/03/28,"Does anyone else suffer with progressing in life because of your friends? Hello guys,

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I am a woman in my 20s, suffering with anxiety for most of my life, but I never realized that it was literally affecting me every day until recently. I ""grew up"" online, when I was 11 I joined my first chat room and by the time I was in high school I got into PC gaming. Now, with basically all of my friend groups, I have a discord server with them in which we can chat and play games. 

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There has been many a night where I have stayed up late playing video games. I do this with my boyfriend too. The problem with this is, is that all of my friends and acquaintances seem to not have a job and school like me. Most of my friends are in school without any sort of job, so they have a lot of free time to play games. Even my boyfriend pursues video games to a degree where it's an actual hobby. He is on a team for a competitive game and has practice for two hours every week day and games on the weekends, all while trying to stream and go to school. I already know that I don't want a life where I'm always playing video games into late hours of night, I want a more fulfilling life beyond that.   


Being surrounded by this culture, while trying to get better, has me tumbling back into my old habits again and again. I acknowledge that it's not my friend's fault by any means, because their life is their life. But I can't get a grasp on the fact that me, someone who works 20+ hours a week, with three classes, and hoping to move onto bigger and better things in life, needs different daily habits and will most likely have a vastly different schedule from those peers.

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One unfortunate thing is I'm currently trying to move out of the city I live in and so I'm taking online classes, which doesn't help me get out and meet a new social circle. I can feel the anxiety of losing my boyfriend or my friends holding me back from reaching my new potential. I feel anxious about being left out and missing out on all the fun, even though I know a lot of the time it's only holding me back.

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Does anyone else have experience with their friends indirectly holding them back from being a better person and how did you handle it?",7.562015631427393,6.378958257918555,7.222377622377621,79.06580419580419,63.70588235294117,10.027313862607981,32.760592348827636,8.841846274778883,2.4938153846153845,1778,56,351,22,22,561,203,442,0.071,0.7809999999999999,0.147,0.9908,5,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,1,2,6,8,21,25,0,0,25,0,31,7,0,2,6,69,51,26,0,5,6,0,2,2,7,1,7,0,1,3,20,31,0,3,9,19,1,4,7,6,0,4,6,2,48,20,61,41,10,70,0,4,0,0,38,31,0,10,36,241,68,11,0.0,0.0,0.06037386534721024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827244889453403,0.0,0.05147880976022235,0.26813412943877696,0.3007036840274777,0.08414419614194789,0.0,0.09465710853711244,0.06989279227592053,0.0,0.08651854638983222,0.12678136048585606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902895007923136,0.0,0.0754278447631326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641506270707683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979898384137595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12927697454817805,0.0,0.0,0.10828152933778312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10336490322884094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172594921577839,0.0,0.10425226381846632,0.0,0.0,0.06051839654682493,0.0,0.0,0.0625642476472192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052624559637626966,0.0,0.0,0.3345913479570104,0.0,0.09696982221165737,0.0,0.03516078995698805,0.0,0.049481181477422254,0.0,0.0,0.0612586632456308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04146855658501592,0.06536652943625051,0.0,0.061448498855935424,0.18278140826737269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278811827122825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800164376919292,0.0,0.13957872346022074,0.0,0.06721934206757807,0.0,0.3058924707518033,0.06045078088504732,0.0,0.05463023535683015,0.0,0.0,0.06921403333114562,0.0,0.10519526358185248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06272404862909366,0.0,0.06739196718889806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151096228622208,0.0,0.04587405079084898,0.04771611682285752,0.11950425146201465,0.0,0.11611712671927565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06491965212808146,0.0,0.04192309541639705,0.047053107212536666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05402041294148496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059198949815409865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06108680363765081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25045330745574457,0.0,0.0563219508887157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630662398317664,0.0524202273532755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594264324014322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04651674512500816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220418545268429,0.0,0.06078461522022149,0.0,0.10822650722799512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12601214349250564,0.0,0.06043566775446922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07298224164377091,0.0,0.09925293399598537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05963817075600294,0.0,0.045040358782683663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007036840274777,0.0
anxiety,MPTrashpost,2019/03/28,"Not feeling happy with myself. Today I was having a good day, not to many worries. Generally going swell. And then at one random point throughout the day I just got overwhelmed with this feeling of, I don’t really know what? I just know I’m not happy with myself. I don’t know what I’m not happy with, I just am not happy. Any advice?",0.898088235294118,3.2865911617647083,3.169117647058826,87.48102941176472,85.91176470588232,4.576470588235295,17.323529411764707,5.985473137389443,-0.14468235294117626,261,6,50,2,8,89,40,68,0.217,0.69,0.093,-0.8253,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,20,14,2,0,0,8,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,7,1,0,1,2,2,8,5,7,12,0,7,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17455299028966606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147300956799055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23040026935017516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18063913618579505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151827863821199,0.14982449923048713,0.14286494628584248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7606103344507371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29450745397624395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811005228788823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104280043379093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16886098102724106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443352401571955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16931824034469692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814051720707132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FoxBoylovesBunnyGirl,2019/03/28,"Feeling Tired, Anxious & Uncertain. Hi, I'm new here so I'm not exactly sure how this works. I don't know if you're supposed to give an introduction so I'll do it, but If you'd rather skip it there will be a ""~"" at the end.

So I'm going to be turning 20 soon and I've been dealing with anxiety my whole life. in fall 2017 I went to college for a semester and hated it. I don't do well in school settings, but it's my own fault. I love to draw, listen to music, drink coffee and watch animated stuff. 

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So after I decided to drop out of college I spent some time trying to decide what I should do. I ended up deciding I should probably get a job but there aren't many places hiring around me. Plus the jobs that are are things I would hate doing. 
 So I just sort of stayed home, hung out with friends and drew. But around Winter last year I randomly got this idea to go to an art school that I had visited for a summer study thing a few years ago. I set up a meeting with an admissions counselor and it went great. The school seemed like a perfect fit for me. A little later I met with the financial office and I very quickly realized that there was no way I could afford to go. And I've spent the last few months back at square one. I have a clear Idea of what I want to do but no way of achieving it and my anxiety is not exactly helping. 

Anyway, I'm not sure if this post is relevant here. And I'll probably end up regretting this. I doubt anyone will even read it But honestly I don't know what else to do. 

Thank you for listening. <3      
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anxiety,0ffthewa11,2019/03/28,"Being in a relationship with anxiety Do you ever wake up some mornings and all you can think about is overwhelming doubts and concerns about your relationship? It happens every few weeks usually the day after we’ve argued (and resolved it) and it’s almost as if it’s left an aftertaste where I just can’t forget this feeling of wanting out, but then by the next day or even come that night I’m completely fine and in love again. Sometimes I feel like it’s also hormonal but it really puts a downer on my day and I’d like to know I’m not alone with my mind attacking what I do in a clearly vain attempt to make it happy ",4.98595238095238,5.466718666666669,6.192182539682541,78.72017857142858,68.68253968253968,9.474603174603176,30.035714285714285,9.516144504307137,2.6295904761904763,496,18,97,10,8,167,91,126,0.1,0.6970000000000001,0.203,0.9474,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,2,8,11,2,2,6,0,6,2,1,1,3,31,17,13,0,2,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,10,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,0,2,8,6,16,16,3,21,0,1,0,1,7,8,0,5,13,67,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17716902848157493,0.1832452839240931,0.0,0.14149021096948378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353503476511829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20128249829837772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15240883258037488,0.18550689165860046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423140756800105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686006269821313,0.16004258360778062,0.14907047520598926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17892143126822252,0.1263982501614482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564579002230829,0.18834441493530152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723565685934203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19223408486354385,0.0,0.0,0.1728773324059162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596855036131044,0.0,0.1181016095792933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17864804713985674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18816620297620232,0.1660360612383212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17786270619339078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133453709660129,0.0,0.0,0.37991147674645415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17498749501736474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336908218588054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194862508688674,0.0,0.10435742155565712,0.0,0.1419219256680491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bluejuice01,2019/03/28,"Repeated anxiety attacks at my climbing gym. It's been over a year since I spent the majority of 2017 in and out of inpatient units. I was doing so well! I got a job, I was more productive in school, so why TF is everything falling apart again???! I've been trying to work on my training program for climbing (something I'm passionate about) but now whenever I head there I just fall apart. I've been climbing with a really sweet girl who has been super understanding of what's going on BUT I DONT WANT TO BE FUCKING PITTIED ANYMORE! I want to be able to go climbing and have conversations with people I enjoy being around without running out UGLYCRYING!!!
anyway just had to send some shit out into the void.",3.700049019607846,5.886173220588237,5.054999999999996,79.00666666666669,74.14705882352942,8.062745098039215,29.715686274509807,8.841846274778883,2.683021568627451,562,25,101,12,12,187,94,136,0.08199999999999999,0.759,0.159,0.9332,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,6,11,8,3,0,5,0,15,4,2,0,0,18,24,6,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,9,0,0,1,1,1,10,2,3,1,0,9,1,11,5,24,12,3,27,0,0,0,2,4,13,2,1,4,73,14,4,0.2115729442333681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618527232379123,0.0,0.20982350933346847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18834477643670272,0.0,0.24069476772738946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24796191492844036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19014811997475345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19559577770274525,0.0,0.0,0.2404835598164725,0.0,0.1692142110597042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21713487957932476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20995350091076634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466780400133601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355390457107574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141231149045775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21717658687064745,0.17501532580432125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628791889896852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14364414112165086,0.0,0.0,0.22025489646756666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495824083496145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19022948575493487,0.0,0.19091167410427165,0.0,0.0,0.20394876824284527,0.0,0.1540276232234962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362460393948342
anxiety,ericarod88,2019/03/28,"Diagnosing Crazy ## Follow my blog as I venture in an unfortunate diagnosis of high anxiety. After experiencing a month of a Stay-at-Home mom of 3 kids and 2 teenagers, a marriage and stress; I entered the unknown as I began experiencing seizures and tremors. The countless days of non-stop research left me annoyed at the lack of emotional explantation in the articles and documents. Taking you through my mind and experiences, I plan to create a place of explanation in emotion form. Anxiety is the darkest power of complete uncontrol that I have experienced, and I felt crazy as hell. Maybe if there was more out there that gave reassurance that the emotions we feel during its unwanted spell, others can understand just what we go through. We are NOT crazy, overdramatic or exaggerating our experiences, they are real and by no means wanted. Lets bring a deeper insight to anxiety.....

[https://breakdownartist.blogspot.com/](https://breakdownartist.blogspot.com/)

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anxiety,JustAWizard99,2019/03/28,"Flying out for a wedding tomorrow and panicking So, my boyfriend's sister's wedding is Saturday and I have to flight there tomorrow. I fly periodically for work, but the recent airplane crashes have me all shook up. Additionally, this will be the first time meeting all the family. I suck at social interactions and I'm scared I will make a bad impression; especially, if my anxiety is extremely high. ",6.965,8.60385327777778,8.381555555555558,60.619,64.83333333333333,12.42666666666667,38.01111111111111,11.979248473330829,5.503791111111113,324,17,51,12,5,112,54,72,0.24,0.7290000000000001,0.031,-0.9441,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,2,5,1,2,5,0,7,0,0,1,2,10,10,6,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,7,1,6,7,2,12,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,1,7,36,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26485112138901257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890724375779741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263777247509835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944876269311332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3657918330710712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23109910153710506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418424394224746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466184639196757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35291938660228345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018789167648707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25204635374384377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OverExam,2019/03/28,"I don't know what to do to be happy I'm a newly 27-year-old female who's just so fed up of her life. I've spent the last decade building my career. In Undergrad, I was an Engineering major, and spent my entire four years studying and gaining weight (anxiety eating). I ballooned to 250 lbs on my 5'4'' frame, but at graduation had the job of my dreams. Since graduation, I've lived at home to save money...and I feel that I wasted my 20s. I never dated, just focused on my career - and I did really well. Won all of the work awards as a law consultant at a powerful firm in a big city. I had a strong relationship with an Asian account, and spent a lot of time traveling to Beijing, which was cool, but even in every trip I took, I hated taking photos because I feel like a fat fuck. I loosely lost weight, I now weigh 190 lbs, but I feel like a fucking failure. 

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This year, I got accepted to a Top-3 Law School. But, looking at a really close friend of mine who joined the Firm a year ago - just a year ago - and have massive success has made me second guess my life. She is extremely fit, beautiful, dresses elegantly, is married to an awesome guy, has a beautiful home, and has all the accomplishments I do. She does really well at work, and is making as much money as I am. Looking at her makes me feel that all my priorities are wrong.

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My ideal situation would be to be married to a person who inspires me and makes me love life. It'd be having a slim, athletic, healthy body. It'd be traveling with my husband, having children, and growing my career.

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But I can't seem to will myself into it. I lose 10 lbs, and gain it back after getting depressed and eating endlessly and watching TV. I don't date because I feel ugly. I feel like my life is fucking getting wasted. 

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I don't know how to move forward. I'm considering saying no to Law School and moving to China for a year to be away from family and friends and just focus on this one thing - weight loss.",5.020757575757578,5.4646653383838375,6.1719434343434365,79.02558181818183,68.59595959595958,8.861252525252523,30.486464646464647,8.841846274778883,2.392639919191919,1558,58,303,25,25,523,203,396,0.111,0.645,0.244,0.9965,2,0,0,0,0,0,75.0,0,0,0,14,11,27,4,0,24,1,33,17,2,5,4,56,67,25,0,2,9,1,9,3,2,2,5,1,2,3,14,19,8,0,11,4,5,8,6,9,2,3,14,14,45,18,42,43,6,41,0,4,3,4,17,19,3,3,19,197,59,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557141264805688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069731167286839,0.3442603419822722,0.0,0.0,0.054184052751847366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654625272602671,0.054463190923536894,0.0,0.08635350018115831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867514121610565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0610049832895137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06198300569670166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449516638008212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046781939697284766,0.0,0.05967655519526612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06677135351434027,0.0,0.21487986780627985,0.15180092788840174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094447438652068,0.1964410309273372,0.07401054244814828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05664848607424339,0.0,0.07802621756526898,0.07013192547514863,0.0,0.07539887330522875,0.0,0.06992905325175862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209468568065994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028693333792024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785162065789597,0.05773515407843963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20011469702454945,0.10381053312276753,0.0,0.0625433757731941,0.0,0.1189571778018588,0.07923962375657245,0.0773183083515798,0.06021635141040471,0.06392601054691227,0.06702018859046731,0.14183688378874842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056020679459134,0.052067523901572335,0.0,0.054627753393277134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432320530180547,0.0,0.04799561805064372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061845221129914085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612476804480106,0.0,0.0,0.07604392546561071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05632612772325875,0.0,0.1433656217983466,0.0,0.06448013477708586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058590547357202524,0.07961485415860298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05325465378460141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04705569385995493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04130100646018011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869371462918577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587522159278565,0.12736769928734554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031288284191027,0.0,0.0,0.050314946636021714,0.07744048064439185,0.3442603419822722,0.2736696339034744
anxiety,hotdamsel_indistress,2019/03/28,"(F17) Having catastrophic thoughts and panic attack right now, someone please tell me I’m just crazy Okay so, I struggle with catastrophic thinking which is basically expecting a minor thing to turn so bad it’ll  kill you. 

Right now I suddenly got an itchy nose, mouth and throat which makes me super scared. I don’t have any allergies that I know of, I know there’s a lot of pollen where I live right now, but I’ve never reacted to it. Basically right now I’m super scared of getting a serious allergic reaction and starting to be unable to breathe etc and all that scary stuff. Please tell me I’m crazy, I just need somebody to tell me that I’m overreacting and that this is completely not dangerous.

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anxiety,FluffballRen,2019/03/28,"Need some advice So I don't know if this is affected by anxiety but i randomly months apart get extremely distressed and the only way to calm down is to change something in my life, first started with bleaching and dying my hair then, rearranging my room and now it happened and i ended up deleting my account here and had to make a new one(thankfully the feeling is gone now). does anyone know what it could be if it is related to anxiety or something else?

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anxiety,rosetyler86,2019/03/28,"New job anxiety is crippling I’m writing this in tears, I’ve not stopped crying much in the past two hours.

I started a new job about a month ago. Great company, big promotion. Lots of big projects, and I’m currently a team of one. 

My previous job was really toxic, no work life balance, frequent contact from management at weekends, evenings and on time off, and the notice period was truly soul destroying. I didn’t want to get up in the morning, crying at my desk etc - and this was after I resigned.

So technically I should be happy in my great new job. But I’m not. I feel like a fraud, and any criticism, no matter how small, is destroying me. Im so paranoid- I don’t  feel good enough, or that I’m doing enough and it’s destroying my already low self confidence- I feel like I’m gonna get fired. Its a small team and harder to make friends and don’t feel I can tell them about my mental health.

I feel so small and fake. I have counselling booked at the weekend, and I’m dreading it even though I know it’s a positive step.

I just need to know that I’m not alone, I feel like such a failure.",1.887942857142857,3.8595483466666662,3.3779047619047624,89.92800000000004,78.86666666666667,6.9523809523809526,24.936507936507937,7.957251820313856,1.37691746031746,858,32,184,15,21,282,128,225,0.198,0.634,0.168,-0.7415,5,1,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,4,11,15,3,1,11,0,13,2,0,2,0,33,35,17,0,3,6,0,7,3,1,2,2,0,0,1,8,10,0,1,8,5,0,1,8,7,0,2,4,7,20,8,19,28,5,33,1,2,0,0,8,16,0,2,19,104,28,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09739041499270804,0.0,0.0,0.11378901766103815,0.1212409023891584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471328798253249,0.0,0.08404790982608823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413673534219757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22704384051240786,0.12253068222079913,0.1451321578758367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333121617080999,0.23546689571399615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488292676675616,0.0,0.11480188509246865,0.0,0.0,0.09215117825479326,0.0,0.24225738259413584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11695540260838935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116783421618252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081968067506054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867515050207128,0.0,0.4361039483106132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075999598694802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760227020772666,0.16102631464020628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340494511505844,0.0,0.0,0.07333703684173411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072003644366073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769474482408238,0.0,0.08076484374081529,0.0814649452917735,0.0,0.3183305313021124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508424153388467,0.0,0.0,0.07444868320283299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048804277367109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038357627796392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114615181479981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776438695112446,0.0,0.0,0.09185368293525796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602854979252624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079437125810708,0.0,0.0640642973420543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732403793457368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06480236888047836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998444220419954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,littlechickengirl21,2019/03/28,"Stuck in anxiety cycle I’ve been stuck in this vicious cycle all day. I just took a standardized test as part of an application for graduate school, and immediately after taking the test I felt really good about it. Then, just a few minutes later, I started to doubt all of my test answers, starting going back through all the questions in my mind, and then my brain jumps straight to worst-case-scenario about failing the exam, ruining my admission offer, etc. 

Even when I’m feeling those intrusive anxious thoughts, I also rationally know that I did well on the test and have nothing to worry about. I knew the material, and I’ve never failed an exam before. I kept track of questions I wasn’t sure about, and even if I got them all wrong, I would still have a passing score. All day I’ve been flipping back and forth between feeling rational and confident about the test, and feeling irrationally afraid, and then ashamed and weak, of what could happen if things went wrong. I have to wait a month to find out, and already I’m dreading it. 

tldr: I’m tired of how my anxiety manages to invade my thoughts and ruin my confidence, even in moments that I am feeling good. I’m stuck in a bad cycle. Any tips or tricks out there of how to deal with this? Ways I can keep my mind focused on the positive rationally-driven feelings and not get trapped in the negative anxiety-driven ones? ",7.662476914720262,7.216740410646392,7.619318305268872,73.89525665399242,63.14448669201522,10.556110809342748,37.41689299293862,9.957137785484203,3.679659641499185,1100,49,199,20,14,354,146,263,0.191,0.674,0.135,-0.9468,0,1,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,1,2,19,18,2,4,15,0,11,3,1,2,7,54,40,24,0,4,6,0,6,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,9,16,0,3,14,0,0,5,4,14,1,1,15,6,22,4,34,23,8,33,0,4,0,0,5,11,0,6,16,136,31,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570982783298174,0.09834585841661588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362959404904714,0.0,0.1881564248937884,0.13893069547254694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18912574405263813,0.10268190692331508,0.0,0.0,0.104645641872241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728467240300654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818832180167453,0.0,0.0,0.15862191167463813,0.12678542888794928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13715353037432856,0.24367840931032406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109081120636321,0.0,0.11807864127882997,0.0,0.11240011693933016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642511881460305,0.0,0.06989151303047088,0.2062970546923725,0.09835713714688676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874947742369928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093089373166948,0.0,0.0,0.06758576495866528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483464464437129,0.0,0.09816026182099498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948485971096736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800118317602265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333341125603609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331737264544164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275528119811014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878317325858306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446080294968423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17408962415670995,0.0,0.09821078536027653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590577661352655,0.0,0.09246452374979858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170144791618457,0.0,0.0,0.19526237718390368,0.0,0.14134568970423922,0.0,0.0,0.1366336334608598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761460554631203,0.0,0.0,0.11057243657377118,0.11400229739288735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489063169361835,0.0,0.08736039477439067,0.26891535867273425,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mikaaylaw,2019/03/28,"Sensory Overload Hi all,

So I (20F) live in a house with 6 other people, and share a room with 1. Most of the time when I come home from a 10 hour shift at work, all I want is a little silence. I’ve tried sitting in my car or going somewhere just for me, and it just isn’t the same. I LOVE the comfort of my own home, being surrounded by my things when I want silence and comfort. 
The big problem comes when I’m trying to do homework or focus on anything with 100% attention. I hear any background noise, and I just get SO angry. I’m normally not an angry person, like at all, but when I’ve had a stressful day then come home to more stress it feels like I’m a ticking time bomb. I end up at the point where I feel so overwhelmed, it leads to pure anger then tears streaming down my face. 
I’m currently trying to save money to move out (I live at home to make college more affordable for now), and going to see a counselor just isn’t in the budget. I’m aware that my university has counseling options, but I don’t live close enough for that to be possible. I’m just wondering if anybody has found anything that works for them in making an overload more manageable?",5.039187089061572,4.85376708786611,5.7808278541542135,84.02298117154814,68.49790794979079,8.669575612671848,30.460549910340706,8.192908349453996,1.9795520621637777,910,32,192,11,14,298,134,239,0.133,0.779,0.08800000000000001,-0.942,2,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,3,14,12,1,3,15,0,10,2,1,3,4,44,33,19,0,5,11,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,6,1,8,13,0,0,5,0,2,8,4,5,0,0,2,4,18,7,31,29,10,41,0,1,1,1,6,19,0,6,15,119,26,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809360506592192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19588269100660546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075693767975479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675650722058587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541426909144656,0.12297699829428024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035775131748848,0.08502619866197772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304966574835054,0.0,0.0,0.062181784783653375,0.0,0.13528089197625662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341414874093012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47753743570172896,0.0,0.11720836371677402,0.13733033311879886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629197706869407,0.11928690426723546,0.3152841692543941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741803257800904,0.0,0.15889034706670455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264968755288169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661198014730867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251181952512514,0.10392157935856307,0.0,0.0,0.11251010379500488,0.13417446355116086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388377145227715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484161954688387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27266852198455704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907000628985136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880024170094174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24241541774743575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14039933061904653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906951243673362,0.17329246352273986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iTM_Havok,2019/03/28,Hydroxyzine everyday? Is it safe to take 100mg every night for insomnia and anxiety and is it habit forming? I heard you can have something called rebound insomnia if you take it everyday. ,5.431666666666668,8.047883147058823,6.182941176470589,70.91990196078433,70.47058823529412,11.5921568627451,37.80392156862745,11.20814326018867,5.559639215686276,153,9,24,6,3,50,26,34,0.049,0.858,0.093,0.3736,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,4,7,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,2,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104424979829416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4143759924047372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419112806249746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3808239173416162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31241131621286977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6102351858331496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_Dresser-Drawer,2019/03/28,"Advice ab approaching people? Hello everyone, not sure if this is the right place to ask on this topic so if there’s a more appropriate sub I’d appreciate the redirection! 

So I’ve got pretty bad anxiety. So bad that I’m certain EVERYBODY is looking at me and judging my weight and face and clothes and everything whenever I’m out in public. Nonetheless, there a few people I’d love to ask out who are some of the most approachable and sweet people I’ve yet to meet. 

I just feel like if I ask them out, I’ll be so embarrassed and terrified that I won’t be able to function the same. It has happened before so I suppose I speak from experience. 

How should somebody like me go about getting closer to people and even going above and beyond mere friendship? Advice is much appreciated  xx ",4.887878787878787,6.244726712418302,6.18487225193108,75.49374331550806,69.45751633986927,9.485204991087343,30.248960190136657,9.800150414767053,3.009096732026144,629,25,115,15,11,212,101,153,0.108,0.727,0.16399999999999998,0.856,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,13,9,0,1,6,0,9,3,1,1,2,24,22,17,0,4,5,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,6,11,1,0,1,0,0,4,2,3,0,0,1,5,9,6,15,17,6,15,0,0,1,1,10,10,0,5,3,74,15,0,0.1589470603091542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106424554999201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159406607926727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4457821353393336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654283122699985,0.0,0.0,0.135252241318927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498303426876834,0.0,0.0,0.1518807276520235,0.14285136884025432,0.15548072453197315,0.0,0.0,0.08036840951710401,0.11355181164398412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304327871354858,0.0,0.18066655462026915,0.0,0.1271244842195227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055636050065726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15530700988183768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13347549881961546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434559276365715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684437801038725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.440775513268206,0.0,0.16606584786578188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16170630283407128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13573992103203505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498057232801856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935546988691916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheKingConnie,2019/03/28,"Hypochondria/Anxiety I'm making this post in the hopes that other people have similar experiences. In August of 2018 I suddenly had some chest pain one day and was convinced that I was having a heart attack. I, of course, looked up the symptoms and suddenly felt like I was experiencing them. I went to the doctor a few days later and they did an EKG and said it looked completely normal and told me it was likely anxiety/panic. Ever since then I've had hypochondria to where any physical feeling feels like a symptom of a disease. I'm very good about staying away from WebMD and other sites like that because the last thing I need is to learn more diseases.

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Over the last three months I've been feeling better mentally (not finding myself ridden with fear of dying, not being overly anxious, etc.) but still find that my body feels off. I'll randomly feel a shortness of breath where it feels like each breath is only 75% of a normal breath. I don't end up hyperventilating or breathing any harder or faster, but still feels like I'm not getting full breaths. In addition to the shortness of breath, I'll occasionally get random light-headedness, headaches, pounding heart, or a random twitch feeling in my chest that almost feels like your heart pauses for a half a second but then passes.

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 So my question is, does anyone else feel similar random feelings that come out of the blue? I have always understood anxiety to be something that starts mentally and then proceeds to give you physical symptoms but I find myself feeling physical things and then proceeding to worry about them. I've had my heart checked multiple times and every test turns out completely normal, yet I then start to worry its something with my brain or some form of cancer, etc. My biggest thought that I can't get around is why do these physical feelings occur even when I'm not mentally anxious at all. ",8.443121701100893,8.41596752722063,7.7690996833056865,72.07815864877097,61.406876790830935,10.327311114462377,35.84693108128488,9.811843763644266,3.5341942693409734,1533,61,253,26,19,479,188,349,0.064,0.843,0.093,0.2793,0,0,2,0,0,0,41.0,0,2,3,1,12,14,1,1,17,0,21,21,14,1,2,65,57,24,1,5,12,0,14,7,0,0,7,1,0,0,18,17,0,0,21,0,1,4,6,3,0,4,15,19,25,11,37,40,10,53,0,0,3,0,9,21,0,13,33,167,43,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682250887119554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05669189049712181,0.14764357194239228,0.16557745222131615,0.09266518740170354,0.0,0.10424270601739287,0.15394118646877794,0.0,0.04763998993710744,0.06981003483975298,0.0,0.060652575895009185,0.0,0.07751081789105692,0.0640129439121903,0.0,0.0,0.04153308065651503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06025786414692015,0.0,0.07568010512454472,0.0,0.07605866105331781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0586903151888255,0.14287174511885212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787995050368347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071101838849701,0.0,0.0,0.06973673758572191,0.059623412358125676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05691615445645973,0.0,0.060345377125587664,0.0,0.15197201109799247,0.045001026493179684,0.061629956194442365,0.05740476471777715,0.0,0.0,0.06664688492361083,0.0,0.07666826481535018,0.44784942980646864,0.19469614761019152,0.06541810675192422,0.0,0.18681624642434388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067896201942977,0.06535912424951433,0.0,0.057146502535563824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229504588674773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767117547160162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107453923816113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330034772029725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442866936374667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04547912724717551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20598530468717896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05438289615341271,0.0,0.0,0.05051955700234087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20026683237483664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046168502063605316,0.05181801238348872,0.07249802988981724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04723465721934339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652523230236371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632425203975249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06480982976904097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056360099451464175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490381054166892,0.0,0.0,0.09644939587840476,0.0726204262894524,0.10882177456153992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124479863434134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905287185503207,0.0,0.0,0.0540897782058967,0.03972874356933565,0.0,0.0,0.06510374458576129,0.0,0.0,0.0741088469215793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05621663881509962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06315972457035388,0.06147919269077293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838419189048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16557745222131615,0.0
anxiety,tristan_Pilkington,2019/03/28,"Need some advice :/ So there’s this big school assembly coming up where we all have to go to the hall for 40 mins and sit down and talk about Easter or whatever....it’s a week away and I’m already getting anxiety over it. I know that by this time next week I’m gonna be a nervous wreck as I can’t be in places with people where I can’t get out, so a lot of me just wants to let it win this time. I’ve had a tough run with exams (I had a panic attack and threw up in the exam hall which was fun) and now after all of that I just wanna break from it all, but I know if I let it win I’ll feel like shit for the whole day, thinking that I could of done it. I’ll also feel weak, pathetic, and really just abnormal. But I won’t get anxiety over it for the whole week. Do I get out of going, or do I fight another battle with my anxiety? Need some help deciding what to do.",3.4847282099343966,2.6161090567010308,5.338697282099346,88.19903936269917,71.83505154639175,9.116401124648547,24.33739456419869,8.575989854853784,1.125449484536082,663,13,167,10,11,231,110,194,0.18,0.7490000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.9485,0,0,0,0,1,0,21.0,1,0,0,2,11,12,4,2,9,0,16,2,1,0,3,38,35,15,0,6,8,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,14,13,0,0,6,0,0,5,3,8,0,0,5,2,14,4,30,23,8,33,0,0,0,0,5,16,1,6,11,112,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750820133855154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552860384242725,0.11253229771793408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14755530741441464,0.32294712504302864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16008727295493155,0.1322093857804833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121627358712878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235203636743613,0.0,0.0,0.09075160091409798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400358005722766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14230270513864055,0.10052911378626586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940778167821049,0.0,0.15994679753535992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432044661540556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546700907648562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28778779717508124,0.0,0.06874780702383948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963358578112206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208681531983398,0.0,0.0,0.1496554074566906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16510249416512027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755628528954158,0.0,0.1470205739072976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014768543421008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14241433607112275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14444521528261486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11310396288775205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901665438275584,0.0,0.0,0.16410783395112466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299924320637261,0.0,0.3386269682379076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31421370114588104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwway-12222227,2019/03/28,"Getting my wisdom teeth out in a month need advice to help calm my anxiety So I was supposed to get my wisdom teeth out for years now but I am absolutely terrified of the dentist and needles so I put it off for as long as possible , now unfortunately my wisdom teeth are hurting me and are impacted so I have to get them out. 

I went in for my consultation and I was about crapping my pants I was so scared, the dental surgeon who I met with helped calmed my nerves a little bit explaining that a lot of people are scared but it’s a routine thing and he even prescribed me some anxiety medication to take the night before and the day of the surgery. 

I’m getting them out in a month and I’m absolutely terrified... like just thinking about it puts me into a horrible panic attack. My dentist said because I’m taking Xanax for my anxiety there’s a possibility I can “ recall” things like the dentist talking and hearing noises and stuff because I have a tolerance to benzos... does this mean I’ll wake up during the surgery and feel pain?? I KNOW they have to let me know about certain risks but it’s really scary. 

Also I’m thinking about how bad the recovery is ganna be , I’m a huge baby and scared of blood and pain and i hear it’s really bad :-( 

Anyone go though wisdom teeth surgery and can offer up some advice ? ",2.9936831584207897,4.9986509770114935,4.614196235215727,82.19281859070469,75.62835249042146,7.451007829418625,26.2903548225887,8.321376580360154,1.8632760619690152,1039,39,200,19,23,349,132,261,0.251,0.637,0.112,-0.994,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,3,0,16,21,2,5,17,0,15,15,7,1,1,36,40,25,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,0,8,3,0,0,11,19,0,0,7,0,0,4,0,12,0,0,6,4,28,9,32,32,4,25,0,1,0,0,15,13,1,3,10,134,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169755848054286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878292665152443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547907711516181,0.0,0.0,0.07762800383498404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630166539588175,0.0,0.0,0.18539469495893052,0.13535393893823353,0.0,0.09447013322500177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120545844365295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159893551325502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09715464863241403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332788822589068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056135220238304806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23201418407584065,0.0,0.0630954183008074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502559862206653,0.0,0.14882918883580246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884957130397562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202775205017782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352582061304105,0.0,0.10847786159578204,0.11127154785275316,0.0,0.09824950824984142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943855238616664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093369816489913,0.0,0.1118413137063342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17723075410922248,0.0,0.0,0.08232017617755039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418506937988256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362669408513829,0.13025844958917554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696752574062317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503175069109619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232122136197146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224494666893578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560576776984193,0.0,0.3334521872299961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270917291532738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669469596812125,0.08923394478472202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751396295587,0.14227470351896668,0.10907692143052274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291696844681698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149345971097447
anxiety,BobsNightstand,2019/03/28,"Reassurance needed pls Hey dudes so near the new year I started having really bad unprovoked panic attacks but I went to counselling and after two months I managed to get in control of the *heart attack* like panic episodes, just after having my first had one in about 6 weeks and just wondering is this normal. I’m following all the CBT advice and haven’t done anything that provokes anxiety just curious as to whether I’m gonna have to prepare for the long haul with this or if it might be a freak occurrence this one time, Hope that makes sense 😟",7.087578616352204,7.097783858490567,6.996226415094341,76.3693710691824,64.18867924528303,10.085534591194973,33.704402515723274,9.725611199111238,3.1514138364779867,443,17,80,8,6,141,82,106,0.173,0.716,0.11,-0.8113,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,5,9,2,2,5,0,9,1,1,3,1,20,20,9,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,6,0,4,3,0,4,3,14,14,1,15,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,5,11,54,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724787571753126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502593110457986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524867177414533,0.0,0.0,0.4016001025403636,0.0,0.0,0.1473743997606338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979654968328688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18062601557790028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15013516203599506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221663845803353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20915941304304145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753094067889958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623148436656704,0.0,0.0,0.15620147392357014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781853593380315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18724403586989088,0.0,0.0,0.14088470013533666,0.0,0.0,0.13087630749136184,0.0,0.1704697415122058,0.0,0.0,0.17293753871064008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392088700307489,0.0,0.0,0.4141814484218779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307369738363685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493123001606382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292155292226554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17241985174890015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415817579343751,0.0,0.0,0.16362201144313948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914122697787515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366350816079138
anxiety,thescopeoflife,2019/03/28,"everytime i get invited somewhere i get super anxious im just tired of this.

i can't go on about things thinking that's so cool someone wants me to be on their bday party, 

but instead i get anxious and immediately think about excuses not to go.

then if i can't find ones, or feel like i should go to that person's party because they're friends or because socializing then i'm anxious up until the party and it's driving me nuts.

is it even possible for me not to feel anxious like that? jesus...",1.5345724572457229,3.9140595049504983,3.6463546354635454,85.27387038703874,82.66336633663366,6.0489648964896485,27.00360036003601,7.348242739294969,1.6282198019801983,394,18,77,6,11,134,64,101,0.125,0.6579999999999999,0.217,0.9031,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,6,5,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,0,0,16,17,10,0,3,7,0,2,2,1,1,1,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,5,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,3,10,5,12,15,0,10,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,3,5,50,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7074965397924389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19088141078712792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340985171466713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15832815975637682,0.11185022499896898,0.0,0.0,0.14309777536267254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096190118756063,0.0,0.24539659757831586,0.0,0.26693886902599945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691173051548517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15297971690371487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060926455313039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13670671177143182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17650376205780413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15959852584851947,0.13265720348231327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040149757764562,0.20064134328158426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799486895969753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234622367321836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chillyogrillalex,2019/03/28,"Overwhelmed. I try not to do this, but sometimes I can’t help the thoughts overwhelming my mind. How do you cope with the fact that tomorrow you could die or your family could die, or some other life changing in a bad way thing might occur? Especially when thinking about that versus you need to prepare for your future, saving money for retirement, because you may live until you 90? I don’t like that there’s is no adulting handbook (I’m 27 f). I don’t like that every decision I make, I don’t know what the outcome will be. It used to be high school, college, grad school, career. But I dropped out of grad school and work a job I never in a million years thought I would. I don’t like not knowing if I’m making the right decisions. Friends tell me to “go with the flow” but I can’t. I have come to the realization that I am a control freak. But I think that goes hand in hand with my increasing anxiety issues, over the last few years. I have included things to improve myself in my daily routine. But that brings up the fear that if I stick to a schedule too strictly, I may develop OCD. Any advice is welcome. Thanks for reading. Feels good to put the craziness in by brain into writing. ",2.794502712477396,4.774418805907175,3.7481374321880665,88.2913924050633,76.13080168776372,6.53960216998192,26.475587703435806,7.447530270364453,1.3679207956600363,935,36,188,12,21,300,146,237,0.122,0.713,0.165,0.8809,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,7,0,2,5,13,0,3,14,0,22,4,3,5,2,46,39,13,2,6,12,0,3,3,1,5,1,0,0,1,14,7,0,1,9,1,1,6,10,5,0,1,2,3,29,8,27,28,3,28,0,2,0,0,13,11,0,8,12,127,43,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824780469767905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924881081247933,0.0,0.10039948991411808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958128147183052,0.08000368125095078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465090664862403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883624554688634,0.11305304578094393,0.0,0.0,0.14719865095557808,0.2095715292204586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724161890551229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057673609016183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372293125464776,0.14768332431388276,0.06635971294410074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139695998905723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745876444192246,0.11007925492627113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.087968500051488,0.1386639907827452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698216705964916,0.13023706969785898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425393830980432,0.10697944736868584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269984656554713,0.1923540976340713,0.0,0.11588876627397734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752096180846971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922663252170114,0.13251663640509448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973140078093512,0.1012216380520238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319340902070082,0.0,0.0,0.13127714871021154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207963737074746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39847061733353695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980133073887345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471097182918305,0.12082966266845985,0.0,0.0,0.1743822184261881,0.16818867806424376,0.0,0.20838239331713884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910445378522483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133506326493102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417349936947183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554547180272982,0.0,0.0,0.09323029047767972,0.0,0.0,0.16903061727238236
anxiety,Breadluva69,2019/03/28,"How do I chill out when anxiety makes my body so uncomfortable? When my anxiety gets stupid ruthless and my mind and body won’t stop. I’m trying to get stoned and just try and relax, but it’s hard when you just can’t get shake your anxiety no matter what. ",5.44352201257862,5.045383037735854,5.994339622641512,83.55238993710694,67.67924528301887,10.085534591194973,27.10062893081761,9.725611199111238,1.986413836477988,203,5,45,4,3,66,39,53,0.285,0.66,0.055,-0.8353,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,7,3,1,1,0,0,3,2,2,2,0,13,8,10,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,1,6,1,2,7,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5490902947719097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5315187069206474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3750039772329242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21432627960819656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15970516205360338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415802411217343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000286342363871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248780834528863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Galaxy_Sunn,2019/03/28,"Killing The Hermit Going out with my partner to the movies tonight.
Ever since I was a kid, I couldn't even go to a friend's house without constantly being a blink away from a meltdown. I want to live so badly, experience everything I can, but I'm so damn anxious all the time for no reason. I'm currently on medication that helps a lot, but lately it hasn't, and I'm a nervous wreck.
I want to tell him I can't go out so bad.
This sucks 😂",3.5898226950354584,3.7658472021276586,5.332765957446809,84.73333333333333,71.65957446808511,8.394326241134753,28.43262411347518,8.344100000000001,1.7508496453900708,343,12,77,5,6,118,66,94,0.295,0.622,0.083,-0.9755,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,3,1,9,0,6,1,0,1,2,14,15,6,1,3,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,5,6,0,0,1,0,8,1,12,12,2,13,0,0,0,0,6,4,2,1,6,49,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277773476637658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18943206707615368,0.0,0.336694671145183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178835500231088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317052689914474,0.18238014504911326,0.0,0.0,0.18120634623703305,0.1972266295483075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15577394076840145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437621198427087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514409029604496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326466349236735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22306670848006235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274402723427649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17803738706992678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171413226923831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20311462713181325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20730270445211973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667851763598595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762279671218284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756837846735095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378457189483525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943580147820357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lawrtist,2019/03/28,"I'm ""officially depression"" free after 4 years! After being diagnosed with depression back in 2015...With sleepless nights, panic attacks & severe anxiety, I got stuck with Fluoxetine...

I was cured of the symptoms after 1 year, however i was surprised that my body was now a slave and dependent of this anti-depressant. My doctor advised to reduce the dosage gradually...

Here i am after 3 years, i can say i am free of that substance, which at some point was th source of my anxiety since it reminded of the dark days, and i was still chained to it.

I can't deny the fact that I've noticed some effects since I've stopped, but the feeling of being finally ""pill free"" tops it all. 

I can only say to anyone reading this post to stay strong, i can understand it's not easy at all, but remember you're not alone. I hope i gave some positive vibes to someone out there...",7.082628077178974,6.616997568862277,7.686187624750499,73.00590153027281,64.32934131736529,11.25455755156354,35.920825016633394,10.746095033038511,3.8664709248170333,682,29,126,16,9,227,104,167,0.129,0.701,0.17,0.9043,1,1,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,3,5,10,1,1,6,0,13,5,1,2,3,22,20,4,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,10,5,0,1,4,1,3,0,3,4,0,0,8,3,15,9,21,10,5,22,0,2,0,0,4,6,0,5,14,81,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556000733183425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16278157025519266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298615666082981,0.0,0.0,0.10504910260407063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17091611212161095,0.0,0.1155228683751808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16687927807731728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689034306566244,0.0,0.38819635070659897,0.1524872459551305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537737877692014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596426829486817,0.0,0.0,0.16457713177099098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015813780716132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921909649517387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098711164033825,0.0,0.0,0.17104565584369194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426189860237862,0.0,0.1762705796870408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202238936854145,0.0,0.14388537834523754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027751180913362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17018907045012982,0.0,0.0,0.2389487552498724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16972488358729595,0.0,0.2485549588851137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729520019791046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16013249840109486,0.1199793469369312,0.12560473842793105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15615361761467014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15640186504852166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29024282785873423
anxiety,lisalovesmango,2019/03/28,"Friend is going to quit her job after only 2 weeks... again She has only been two weeks in the job this time, just like the last times she feels very anxious at the new job again. She says she is scared people are talking about her, every task makes her nervous and anxious, she is scared she is not going to understand her job etc. Also she says the job bores her at the same time, she doesn't like it.

I just finished talking to her on the phone and she sounds like a crazy person to me again. In her mind, she makes up a million reasons why she should quit. She was so happy to get the job, and now she all of a sudden says she would be satisfied living on benefits and that was actually one of the best times of her life. When I ask her if she thinks that would be enough money for her for the rest of her life, all of a sudden it's enough and she could live like that forever. 

Plus she kind of refuses talking to her therapist. She has tried calling him up, but didn't reach him and hasn't really been after it. 

She has been like this for two days, very anxious and at the same time not fully reachable by words. It feels like she isn't even fully trying anymore, has already decided to give up and doesn't really want to fight to make this work. I cannot get to her. 

It wouldn't worry me so much if she wasn't close to 40 and the same thing has happened multiple times now. She isn't really able to stay in a job for more than a few weeks, first everything is good than it seems like a switch gets flipped and she seems to be stuck in some kind of delusion and she seems to forget why she wanted to get a job, make a change etc. Like a devil sits on her shoulder and whispers in her ear to instead of fighting for it to just give in and allow her life to be set back to nothing just once more. 

If she at least was aware that quitting was a bad choice and she should talk to doctors and her therapist to avoid it at all costs, but she actually talks herself into thinking nothing but quitting immediately is her best choice. 

I have struggled with anxiety but never on this level. I was always aware that a certain choice stemmed from my anxiety and unable to delude myself in situations like that. Is that a psychosis already from all the stress? She scares me like that 😞. Any insights? 
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anxiety,KudzuVine,2019/03/28,"Im paranoid my Professor will think I Cheated I like writing Song lyrics and to do lists on my arms and inner ankles on occasion. I just got out of my exam and before I got up to turn it in I locked eyes with my professor and I guess it freaked me out and I'm scared he's gonna think I was cheating cause the pants I'm wearing today are a little longer than capris so you can very obviously see a ton of orange splotchy ink on my ankles.
This probably sounds stupid and I doubt he'll say anything or like ask since it's such a big class but I just can't help but freak a little.

Im having trouble not freaking out lately. ",1.989491180461332,3.4029755746268653,3.6027001356852115,90.93015603799186,76.83582089552239,6.365264586160108,23.37584803256445,6.980632752743323,0.6513522388059703,493,15,110,5,11,164,90,134,0.152,0.773,0.075,-0.7836,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,4,11,3,2,5,0,7,3,3,1,1,23,19,10,0,0,6,0,0,2,0,3,0,3,0,0,4,10,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,9,0,0,3,5,16,2,14,13,1,14,0,0,2,0,7,12,0,3,4,61,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15841225414314786,0.0,0.1799628279077962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638045172677926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19775196990101626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30792191785411865,0.0,0.21206200042232315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902963402487205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41586910164238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21714996962588626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18809292573577996,0.3858739595137259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20754907320929536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15308484370712747,0.19272748855982186,0.0,0.15339869655458294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15923915148153694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24669425493278396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18246882335401224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093862504843544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158833819513921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Darkchurchhill,2019/03/28,"Are there any anti anxiety medications that don't affect cognitive ability? Something I can take before a technical interview so that I don't have a panic attack, but still allows me to be sharp enough to solve coding challenges?  I'm so tired of not being able to answer basic questions because I feel like I'm going to have a heart attack or looking dumb because my teeth keep chattering.",11.189680365296802,8.51633198630137,11.034246575342467,59.29283105022835,57.90410958904109,13.568949771689498,42.141552511415526,11.855464076750405,5.208601826484019,317,13,48,7,3,106,56,73,0.166,0.655,0.179,-0.1831,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,3,1,3,0,8,4,2,2,0,9,15,4,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,3,5,2,5,13,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,2,2,31,7,2,0.21570065353980775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14668384109765215,0.0,0.16501040955930146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4907812659178558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629782326735671,0.0,0.18354536905855648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22287643552582584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10906473150919824,0.15409658998786716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258765223018425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556063130028269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917246517125473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538044385869157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811342233756604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172957155816747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25307824162688064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416340973782004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605690127541348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17225882054878355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16218004718438633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479161703960335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cassypaints,2019/03/28,"Prozac Getting put on Prozac today..... I was on it when I was 11, now I’m 18 and going back on it. Life sure is a constant cycle. ",-2.375689655172416,-0.6202272758620673,1.0719827586206918,100.29004310344831,97.6206896551724,2.9000000000000004,14.14655172413793,3.1291,-1.4745241379310348,95,2,24,0,4,34,22,29,0.0,0.913,0.087,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,1,2,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,3,4,0,10,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234586606269397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.454579923130564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21977550825254386,0.0,0.23906861868296844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971219220436518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42287567798365794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3964635005153189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3987329018973453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,goblinqueen92,2019/03/28,"Meet new Psychiatrist today Nervous to talk to them about everything going on, will they believe me? Really liked my old psychiatrist but he moved out of town. 

Anyone else afraid to meet new doctors about your mental health issues? How do you get past it?",4.16021739130435,7.1868711086956525,4.415391304347828,79.79265217391305,77.04347826086956,7.1582608695652175,22.243478260869566,8.238735603445708,1.620631304347826,205,6,34,4,5,64,40,46,0.032,0.914,0.054000000000000006,0.2585,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,2,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,3,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,8,3,0,10,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,6,19,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16363601826398694,0.2397867033794127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26366651365257554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395349386159196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19549821279241514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21032696161164646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226862532638155,0.0,0.13300204193569468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24875808286029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24426174160038175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433300139379585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23584258466050875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24873199012867125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.452046426826248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455703158362557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22340374833882948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499226795819528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18810077159268465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22182873867531167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yoloingsincetwo,2019/03/28,"my first date ever after two year long distancing! went to my first date .. and it went really well :)

I have been long distancing for past 2 years. And she knows my anxiety and dep issues..

fitbit readings: surge is when I saw her first time, and the comfort zone following :)

[https://imgur.com/a/o5hkWZq](https://imgur.com/a/o5hkWZq)

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Guys make a make a move, y'all can do it! :D

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anxiety,noXXXforme,2019/03/28,"OCD, ADHD anxiety or what? I used to be on anti depressants for anxiety. Was on them for around 24 years and weened myself off of them about 3 years ago. After that i was great except for the drinking all the time so i quit that about a year ago. In the recent months i have found myself very anxious, no physical symptoms such as breathing or chest pains. However i find that if i start a project or find something wrong that i need to fix/buy I am unable to stop thinking about it to the point it consumes me and i even have a hard time doing my job or anything else because i cannot stop researching and figuring out how and when to find the time to do what i am being overwhelmed with, cant sleep cause my brain wont shut off. Does anyone have any familiarity with this and possible ways to overcome this? Or even what this sort of anxiety would be classified as, or am i finally going crazy?",3.5245714285714267,5.025377044444447,4.43650793650794,86.15500000000002,73.0,7.80952380952381,26.190476190476193,8.418075326091056,1.6598809523809526,708,24,145,12,14,229,111,180,0.16399999999999998,0.807,0.029,-0.959,2,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,1,10,5,0,1,8,0,17,7,4,3,1,32,23,17,0,3,8,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,12,9,1,2,6,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,3,1,19,1,28,15,1,27,0,2,0,0,2,9,0,8,16,104,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15793814077932905,0.0,0.23298713891880396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936831826607497,0.0,0.30160178561646084,0.14846422191928818,0.0,0.09189008088735076,0.0,0.10814529823305327,0.116989321626145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011080913464512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670524753677813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13500183983111533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131895884316404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500422631492882,0.0,0.0,0.12873899173311404,0.0,0.0,0.10978234973822464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735998672514904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439613054824757,0.3603392867560818,0.0,0.0,0.14409236333693615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746875200295895,0.0,0.0,0.14488811464863313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177241507450367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041146194377978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489609114155302,0.0,0.0,0.0974443148595697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13983734756333085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423189273760055,0.1481533391381775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13977854974852186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975879881572128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151227830669093,0.0,0.0,0.10117151209300364,0.0,0.0,0.09301789106696907,0.0,0.0,0.2197416120245824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136592966505822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420694445765134,0.0,0.0,0.2298915762760587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350241333241462,0.0,0.10843309359960236,0.0,0.1043129915322072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933551292795813,0.1436842641278757,0.0,0.2538854332667001
anxiety,VenomousAspect,2019/03/28,"Trying to control anxiety for an interview. So I haven't used public transport by myself for over a year it's nearly been 2 years. 

I have an interview next week and I have to get the bus through the next town over for it, I'm very anxious about this, I usually am able to control my anxiety but I had a really bad panic attack last year, my entire body had pins and needles and I couldn't move even my tongue had it. I'm just scared that will happen again and I will be helpless, I'm trying not to let it control me.",0.6553363914373094,2.8429771559633075,2.783692660550461,91.28330657492356,84.77981651376146,5.835168195718657,21.00993883792049,7.1686216300943375,0.6457516819571869,406,13,87,6,12,137,68,109,0.24,0.76,0.0,-0.9794,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,5,5,1,2,6,0,13,1,1,4,0,12,19,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,4,0,12,0,13,10,0,15,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,9,60,18,2,0.1587749259031321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24292476745962596,0.17937047278467266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18062939970734027,0.0,0.0,0.13257043109602973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17636314943352116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5342387409190338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104869341117029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295334559098763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040414261389447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12942275601812048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16235811906630196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16875261892901836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377178699204858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18628816557844696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171528319788203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589613993388081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21559550485673265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713055764172327,0.17486814932972858,0.13100594212549785,0.0,0.0,0.12735966840359952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30673753992357033
anxiety,Mariners55,2019/03/28,Does anyone else get insecure and jealous over other people out of no where? Just recently I’ve been getting jealous of my super outgoing coworker who everyone seems to just be in love with. He’s in his early 60s and all the girls love him too. Quick side note he’s a bad worker only worried about his social status. Also brown nosing TL and manager to the best of his abilities although they know he’s not the best worker but don’t seem to mind.I’ve worked with him for over a year and this just hit me out of no where. I’ve become more timid and reserved as well although I am very good at my job and very reliable whereas the other guy isn’t. I guess I’ve been more anxious lately maybe this is where that’s coming from? Quick rant lol,2.7810035659704546,4.626198980132454,3.9439735099337767,87.47452368823231,75.75496688741723,6.765359144167093,22.873662761079977,7.61054688173877,0.9970923076923079,590,17,118,8,13,192,100,151,0.138,0.7,0.161,0.7023,1,0,0,0,1,0,8.0,0,0,1,6,12,12,2,2,6,1,7,3,1,0,1,21,17,11,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,11,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,5,1,0,2,2,11,7,20,13,5,18,0,0,1,2,15,11,0,3,6,78,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321376287215362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866674708212682,0.0,0.11553550593575734,0.1693018345564627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13796354937464206,0.0,0.18248805217933475,0.0,0.0,0.3468059315947748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14233452332424507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14459745103864302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13803186586995428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578882379899377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17265596702999195,0.0,0.0,0.13859050120753005,0.0,0.0,0.1820239603954034,0.1636077106321773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16396932171566364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080832544200218,0.0,0.1863912317733872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982604046465209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659998355999899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16683931109471029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125667958478062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455250151696955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631487133977942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30084578915123245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16843532931305125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726708303710708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14856527571223116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202923732915823,0.16780322209014614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640532579407422
anxiety,applesaucejedi,2019/03/28,"Agoraphobia For quite a while I have been agoraphobic. I can leave my house, but parking lots and big stores and anything that feels too open is a no-go for me. A couple of years ago I was at my best - I was able to walk from a car to the store and be in the store however long I needed and back, all alone, with no problem. I was doing well. But now I am not. Now I want to call out of work every day, I have a mini panic attack walking from the car to my job’s building, and have an anxiety all day about walking back to the car at the end of the day. I don’t drive myself, I get rides. This is beginning to become too much for me these days. I don’t know what to do.",3.0454421768707505,2.7472139523809527,4.747346938775512,90.11789115646258,72.74149659863944,7.893877551020409,23.816326530612244,7.3871296695380915,0.659538775510204,509,11,127,5,9,174,88,147,0.15,0.792,0.058,-0.8881,2,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,8,5,1,1,12,0,16,0,0,0,2,19,22,8,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,2,0,3,8,4,3,1,0,4,1,18,2,21,17,5,28,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,14,93,22,2,0.17347718577067267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377705817126205,0.0,0.0,0.1796700464765693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327095722866266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275694267509215,0.0,0.0,0.1973553427938159,0.0,0.2667864955000451,0.0,0.0,0.19159192227342148,0.0,0.0,0.1820536037744831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17713960258398906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19194920646644167,0.0,0.4475137336503088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15364929583611767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14616201102146276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877152775318688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063466955837952,0.0,0.09859108245678816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001693808865488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17214933890850406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533852447921433,0.0,0.0,0.18368729160291075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15352185039836808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748409973935656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12752569208226652,0.1286311351275144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035380997541537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16599423817684628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18451434079598705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232133880644233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559768237803051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629345734436045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171361996336188
anxiety,lilslippi,2019/03/28,"Feeling hopeless with stress management Hey guys. Lately I am under a a lot of stress.

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Some backstory: I am leaving my job to take my last pre-requisite course needed for med school. My boss is unhappy because I have to leave during a ""busy"" time of year, but I don't have a choice--I need to do what I need to do for my future. My boss was hesitant about taking me back afterward, which I can understand, but it wasn't what I expected after how he acted towards me in the past and in my recommendation letter, making me suddenly feel pretty worthless. So I'm getting no help at work finding someone to replace me. We have an office manager, but she's not doing her job of hiring someone and I'm afraid it's all going to fall on me. I don't want to leave on bad terms. When I'm not at work I'm working on my personal statements for my upcoming applications, worrying about the cost of the upcoming course, and balancing some personal health concerns. I feel like I am drowning. I spend my nights crying randomly, and I can't escape the constant feeling of panic and dread. My body constantly feels like it's vibrating as if I've had caffeine (which I avoid). I am taking out my frustrations on my family and I know I shouldn't. I am recognizing how I am acting, but I am ashamed that I am not able to stop it in the first place. The worst part is I know I have NO reason to be this stressed.

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The upcoming course is a whole semester of work in one month. I've felt confident I can do it as I am dedicating all of my time to it, but considering how I am handling this level of stress now I am doubting myself. Plus, if I can't manage this stress now, how am I going to manage the stress of school and my career down the line?

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I was the victim of an assault in my undergraduate years that left me with a severe concussion. He always recommended yoga and deep breathing to practice mindfulness. I practiced yoga for a bit, and that was nice, but I have a hard time committing to it on my own and I can't get to classes with my current schedule. Deep breathing and meditation does NOTHING for me. I just cannot get my head into it. Even therapy was hard for me because finding someone you feel in tune with is hard, and starting over constantly is emotionally draining. I have found that sitting down and doing coloring books with music has helped me. And of course, my dog. I play video games, but that's mind\*less\*.

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I guess I am venting a bit, my main purpose here is to get some advice on how to manage. I know there are countless stress management techniques to be found on Reddit. But I feel like maybe I would just benefit from something more personal. Are there better mindfulness techniques I should be practicing? Medication? Am I screwed?",4.675129621759454,5.972542661141803,5.703720073664826,78.9682702932427,69.902394106814,8.884147896302592,31.050148746281337,9.265573868473778,2.790783765405865,2207,93,413,45,39,730,243,543,0.18,0.741,0.08,-0.9952,3,1,1,0,0,1,79.0,1,1,0,6,18,28,4,13,21,0,54,7,4,9,3,86,88,34,1,10,15,0,11,3,0,3,2,0,0,4,20,23,0,2,18,6,2,5,13,21,0,2,9,12,76,7,68,73,15,60,0,2,1,1,15,27,1,9,30,298,96,20,0.0579302990015159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05660881772419622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048202649468757186,0.2510698190604768,0.2815666162961772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04454482410821122,0.04836937991605995,0.07062754516345697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05123464181102668,0.12648976538751516,0.06434750273960839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18780621931464828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06363371325588746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05069519504162254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516378917162705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038262416136839235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054611530234048265,0.0,0.2050390985012625,0.12415625154511205,0.05562217172547515,0.0,0.1058944875830614,0.04927548273698247,0.0,0.12703516553158314,0.0,0.0,0.12106476097350073,0.0,0.06584624785365173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638167554698283,0.057360103800135474,0.0,0.0,0.15568250770504832,0.0,0.05945319966722187,0.06157719889570331,0.0,0.0,0.0776589166048431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497376593445835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955109319690945,0.047220925540246525,0.0653479005399265,0.18401946650325807,0.06294143936691428,0.0,0.0,0.08490545375913519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04925026860399241,0.0,0.0,0.03866892441965578,0.0,0.05819877170842929,0.0,0.06434750273960839,0.05835868166746953,0.0,0.0,0.17547926375885964,0.0,0.04623941197571922,0.0,0.0,0.12886374803241213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05436366130684533,0.0,0.05558568428075851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039255069851349265,0.0,0.0,0.0679687240980816,0.0,0.06273286855221513,0.05530102534691046,0.0,0.15174750783697996,0.060524832620958764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05893594040296898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595619956512325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172571106811851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065444748667676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14725246305917594,0.04459757438970662,0.0,0.0,0.041003363798885584,0.0,0.0,0.048432323912345976,0.4645127324613086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306691260034255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066248345583853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133886963272386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06030748428230135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034168791273386546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467711002494744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869579047853903,0.058831030639670524,0.0,0.04115202230920021,0.0,0.2815666162961772,0.07461042647503374
anxiety,chancho-ky,2019/03/28,"Cardiophobia Hey, I just created a sub for people struggling specifically with cardiac anxiety.  Thought maybe we could share our stories, symptoms, and solutions.  I'm a brand new mod so let me know if there is anything I need to do.  


 [https://www.reddit.com/r/Cardiophobia/](https://www.reddit.com/r/Cardiophobia/) 

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anxiety,majstiic,2019/03/28,"forgot to take my meds today, could this be why i was so sad? so i have been diagnosed with panic disorder and social anxiety, i have been prescribed antidepressants since december (even though i dont really have depression although i do get sad easily as im a bit of a sensitive person) and they have been working great for me, ive been feeling less anxious in situations i normally would. 

however, i have forgotten to take my medicine once or twice? and nothing unusual happens, i usually forget on some weekends bc i end up waking up late and forgetting. usually take my meds before school.

but today was the first time i forgot to take my meds on a school day. i had a great day at school (spring break! last day today!) and had a good time with friends. but on my way home i had this very heavy feeling, a sudden burst of sadness. when i got home, i just broke down crying. there really was no reason to be sad, but i just felt that way. i was trying to understand the root of the problem until i realized that i had forgotten to take my antidepressants. was that the reason for these emotions? how come, if i dont have depression? does this mean i have to rely on meds for the rest of my life to avoid these emotions???",3.7783021360933735,5.4648806861924735,5.065580268663293,81.14937678925348,72.68200836820084,8.88095133230566,27.223298832856198,9.414487439383343,2.4585347280334733,960,35,185,23,19,319,125,239,0.17600000000000002,0.7170000000000001,0.106,-0.9426,1,1,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,2,9,14,0,2,11,0,28,3,1,4,0,35,44,18,0,5,7,0,3,0,1,1,2,0,2,1,8,8,0,3,8,1,0,1,3,10,0,2,17,3,30,4,28,23,4,32,0,7,0,0,4,9,0,3,19,130,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783558146542358,0.1001766962366114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754552810857568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680934729086893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638504043743227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07079919706478867,0.0,0.0974045327244289,0.17156272422289254,0.0,0.1527500548061724,0.09000252759135169,0.0,0.0,0.10162840722578144,0.0,0.07759945996780511,0.0,0.2078511914282155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19949325947054575,0.07853909213334312,0.0,0.0,0.05856852561360866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967276063438777,0.0,0.08514121475594673,0.0,0.0,0.07542629724381786,0.0,0.0,0.06850952873931647,0.0,0.04632865138876476,0.0,0.0,0.07437577891672288,0.07092092224222253,0.1955274134308552,0.0,0.0,0.07841437292680124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17789506573897854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578343895121877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228137337462716,0.10002845018674254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06263326635333012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09659228664406666,0.3939885394480301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688196703897838,0.08508536319046223,0.0,0.0,0.09443521415339227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404016160469366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742696094400926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484931020888464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136140287679036,0.182343856980749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692293162727092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335228072650513,0.09967360599377824,0.0,0.09039226141475457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33336011443838426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712202984732215,0.0,0.10341337150119367,0.0,0.25215854700250245,0.0,0.0,0.060204015367509585,0.0,0.0,0.09231305271596602,0.0,0.0,0.19532438315967385,0.07316556769770931,0.0,0.140771031985539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001474527162714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06455593192426176,0.0,0.0,0.0629916643018166,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pmomsie,2019/03/28,"Does this happen to other people with anxiety? Hi all, just a quick question. 

One of my coworkers was on the phone in the office and was talking about having a panic attack and then being extremely anxious afterward. For whatever reason, hearing him talk about that ramped up my own anxiety, and I started feeling pretty awful.

Is this something that happens to people with anxiety, or was this just a weird, one-off kind of thing?

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anxiety,Freyja_the_derpyderp,2019/03/28,What’s real? I have terrible dissociative anxiety. The only thing that really helps is my dog. She’s my constant. If she’s there then I know what’s happening is real. But I can’t bring her everywhere with me. ,0.1857142857142869,2.507393761904765,3.326190476190476,81.90214285714288,99.4761904761905,8.114285714285714,20.285714285714285,8.418075326091056,2.2539142857142864,166,6,32,6,7,59,32,42,0.124,0.8009999999999999,0.075,-0.228,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,7,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,9,0,1,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,23,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431484560648985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34347456348476396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810668575188256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130429645425568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17467779174631942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24173335840485285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7235481442942147,0.20361788817502413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21116027188867809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Shige_,2019/03/28,"I made a commitment to myself to push myself outside of my comfort zone My therapist suggested that I go do activities that I want to do. but choose not to because of my anxiety. The “homework” that she gave me was to find one activity to start with, after thinking on it for only a day I finally landed on getting open water diver certified.

This is something that I’ve wanted to do since I was around 14 and snorkeled in Maui, I knew right then I wanted to scuba. But when I finally had the resources to go and do it, I never did. My anxiety held me back for many reasons: I started to develop a deep fear of the ocean / underwater mechanical things (after being caught in a violent rip current at 16 I stayed away from the ocean for a very long time, which lead to more fear), I would have to take the course alone, the possibility of death if I messed up, what my family would think (long story), spending so much money on a hobby, etc. 

But I’m going to face these anxieties, I’m going to get back into the ocean which love to death really deep down, I’m going to take these courses alone without knowing anyone (major yikes for me), and I’m going to get a new hobby, make new friends, and experience something I’ve never done before.

I’m giving myself 3-5 months to start saving up for the lessons and to mentally prepare myself, I would be lying if I said I wasn’t scared as hell right now, but I’m also very excited for it.

I just gotta go for it.",7.295582642613361,5.582434279863482,8.318900536323746,72.69625426621161,64.56313993174061,11.238322769380787,34.239151633349586,10.125756701596842,3.2487281326182345,1136,39,223,21,14,391,161,293,0.16,0.7709999999999999,0.069,-0.9849,1,2,2,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,2,9,11,2,3,15,0,17,3,1,4,3,40,54,16,2,8,9,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,15,9,1,1,8,0,2,10,5,6,0,1,12,1,30,5,48,36,4,51,1,0,0,1,7,18,1,2,22,151,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066694483944416,0.0,0.07978842136638388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289781850592119,0.0,0.0,0.06976359209387048,0.0,0.0,0.0888191112082098,0.0,0.0,0.09374000527106327,0.15343853620940326,0.0,0.060820686594352885,0.0,0.08489946300013576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06434532236742897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210240577041699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112732538978495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759712586581244,0.09405709223266737,0.22454469701542876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21859285999089886,0.09119070224589024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708436197792211,0.0,0.15638180261854778,0.09571134019497583,0.3969230130251221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054832624166512696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17659190700138422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004901583709947,0.09440761236554107,0.0665992433299373,0.10115414846013736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054770367289532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963784604359972,0.0,0.0733446252049544,0.0,0.15390215620749326,0.1927227444371186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760875789021925,0.07588185228017974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247905126616824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06391713007280653,0.1025832474299892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17041117087481375,0.09490695807554744,0.0,0.09989016516158608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253324557147572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15362023916006765,0.0,0.0,0.21185950041060636,0.10634472853643834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500337380988169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584412748748495,0.06628473895631604,0.12786100236034226,0.0,0.0,0.0581784308609658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16464632609547442,0.17654607764182276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617759871045037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21262760123963872,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jumpedunderjumpman,2019/03/28,"Anxiety and friends Heya,

My depression has recently relapsed, and with it my anxiety has gotten a gazillion times worse. In the past two weeks, I’ve managed to lose my boyfriend and all our mutual friends due to my behaviour. He had originally asked for a break and space without explanation and I just couldn’t stop worrying so I texted all our mutual friends to figure out what he was thinking. He understands now, but our friends aren’t talking to me anymore. We are officially broken up and are no-contact. My dad flew to the UK from Hong Kong to pick me up and take me home because I couldn’t do it alone, and i’m terrified of going back to literally 0 friends, which’ll make everything worse. ",6.71407894736842,7.1767773533834625,6.863674812030077,75.46438439849628,64.93984962406014,11.161278195488725,38.42951127819549,10.9516,4.333496992481203,560,29,105,15,8,180,88,133,0.193,0.7090000000000001,0.098,-0.9022,1,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,4,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,4,0,10,0,0,3,2,25,19,10,0,2,3,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,3,11,0,1,3,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,4,0,15,5,16,13,2,17,0,2,0,0,15,5,0,0,9,64,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16568370160292026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24475769451594195,0.0,0.15865015234935015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955308706007756,0.0,0.0,0.12300930227087875,0.0,0.09751800827136207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13778444307505092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377334693698812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6179734124913373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091629799633646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16046588388951769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17896877992674787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678316746457607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15271225510426215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795396093086247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374452567917247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027972826487515,0.1285801748196447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250418882083293,0.0,0.0,0.09328149712866447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15627029955511232,0.1665374532685696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832062839356512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15420818790027066,0.0,0.0,0.16246026728677926,0.3260521482229462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,weaselorgy420,2019/03/28,"Anxiety symptoms or something else? I can’t quite decipher if my tight throat and nausea (now chest pain too) is anxiety or if it’s something else. The not knowing is surely accentuating it if it is indeed anxiety, but I can’t tell. Breathing techniques that google recommend aren’t really working, I don’t know how to tell if these symptoms are my mind playing games or if I’m having an allergic reaction or some other issue. Any advice?",6.901686746987952,7.423906879518075,7.8020722891566265,68.69202409638558,64.5421686746988,10.977349397590363,37.081927710843374,10.793553405168565,4.370158554216866,353,17,58,9,5,119,57,83,0.134,0.8,0.066,-0.3845,1,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,2,0,9,7,3,1,1,19,12,12,0,5,11,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,1,5,2,1,12,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,10,1,39,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18935223979384705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177194156358224,0.0,0.4447062856369203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32374411100246925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20224814144540995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21298459168509426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19565498194999972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20618759700345052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206100900706962,0.0,0.0,0.12413562233406375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983510675388711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18262828364133687,0.40280763361380506,0.0,0.0,0.3387314035665172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410686844165073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,perpetually-dreaming,2019/03/28,"Presenter's Anxiety Not sure if there's a better place to post this, lemme know if there is.

Some backstory: I don't recall having shy/anxious tendencies in my early childhood until I was sexually assaulted. I was around 6 when that was occurring. After the incident, my anxiety progressed at a rapid rate each year.

Fast forward to my college years. I'm in my senior year so that means a lot of my upper division courses are requiring me to present in front of the class. I have done EVERYTHING to try to control my anxiety while I present and basically, I just can't. I've tried ""presenting"" to my boyfriend and work buddies before the actual presentation, volunteering to present first in class, getting enough sleep, eating a healthy but small breakfast, anything I could think of really. And still, I will nail my practice sessions and literally my whole body will SHAKE in front of the class when it's time for me to present. It's to the point where I can barely hold back the tears while everyone is staring at me and I just cannot handle it any longer. I've notified my professors about it and they still make me do the presentations without an alternative option. This has caused my grades to tank and it's frustrating because I know the material, I just can't produce it with 60 people glaring at me without panicking.

Also, my anxiety is even more so worse this semester because my childhood dog passed away, as did my grandfather 2 months later, and now my brother is harming his health over it. I have tried reaching out to several therapists and nobody will respond to my efforts. The counseling services at my college have a waitlist of 2 months. 

I just need any advice at this point because I feel so stupid over this. I have tried and tried to make my professors understand the emotional pain I am enduring and tbh, it feels like they just don't care. 





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anxiety,Beanutpean,2019/03/28,"panicking before big trip tomorrow im sorry if this ends up being kinda long but i planned a really really big trip for tomorrow and im so scared i literally haven't been able to sleep for 2 days so im hoping talking about it will help

ive struggled with anxiety since i was very young but this past year has been especially rough. i lost my s/o of 2 yrs, 3 of my pet rats died of cancer and my dog ive had since i was 11 got diagnosed with cancer. ive had a hard time leaving my house other than to go to work, and being in vehicles has become the scariest thing in the world for me. everything was just putting me in a really bad place and i decided to spontaneously book a trip to get a tattoo done by my favorite artist 7 hrs away from where i live. for weeks leading up to today ive been writing and rewriting on paper where i should be/what i should be doing every half hour starting from the time i wake up tomorrow until the time my trip is over but im still afraid im gonna mess up somehow and miss my bus or be late to my appointment or someone's gonna try to kill me because im gonna be all by myself lol. part of me wants to cancel the whole thing but i also want to prove to myself that i can do anything i want to do and i dont need anyone to hold my hand through it. ugh idk if anyone has tips for how to get myself to just go that would be appreciated 

tl;dr i was going thru a hard time and decided to plan a crazy trip for myself and now the trip is tmrw and im getting cold feet ",3.2953164924506417,3.422158189024393,5.2514285714285736,85.23166666666668,72.29268292682926,8.442740998838557,25.37514518002323,8.418075326091056,1.381962078977932,1178,32,269,18,21,410,174,328,0.18600000000000005,0.736,0.078,-0.9897,0,0,0,0,0,1,11.0,0,0,0,5,12,10,1,3,13,1,35,7,4,2,2,40,53,23,2,10,10,0,4,0,0,7,3,0,1,0,9,12,0,1,3,2,0,11,2,9,0,1,12,5,36,1,47,28,3,48,0,2,0,0,3,16,0,7,21,169,45,4,0.08900643772050887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117841608795071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808968123485602,0.0,0.0,0.12447074151387315,0.0,0.07324471440399004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362447815118154,0.0,0.07431665769523761,0.054257498306535264,0.09830061758163916,0.07573792286625254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05740178901085272,0.0,0.0,0.09033966071552127,0.09237463004963577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108448816320897,0.104314882123078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883328531001234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499176259570996,0.0,0.07999324705495836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950657031117097,0.0,0.15175322913218214,0.0,0.07118657913791629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594645711030472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059659139028872314,0.0,0.0,0.08840347574784882,0.0876534121731522,0.10270147889638744,0.0,0.0,0.6729955842368245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847243593687817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040313859627717,0.09424496603095912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859431518074128,0.07876789651339662,0.0,0.0,0.09716104096879101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599714577328007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963852984372736,0.08496671609257994,0.0,0.0,0.0929927833633419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947605365216797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710594094315547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911097145683165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14725409009910725,0.0,0.08907071710536513,0.0,0.07541486584377959,0.0,0.0,0.09963541996372484,0.062999214732197,0.0,0.0710806561379011,0.0,0.0,0.09304885407498596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154000313580683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826384452573326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20760147842256144,0.0,0.08436769570944734,0.0,0.0,0.06042952867620864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343963262765846,0.15749490913451858,0.0,0.07139559555383188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937250911180943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479774672208746,0.0,0.0,0.06322761963719492,0.0,0.0,0.05731722770131846
anxiety,TheGildedDildo,2019/03/28,"Between school and finances, I feel like I’ll never get my life together. My anxiety is spilling over into my relationship. I’m in a pretty tough grad program, and I’m the midst of the final three weeks before my last semester. I have $9 in my bank account, and barely any savings. I’m basically living paycheck to paycheck. 

I feel like a bad dog mom because my husky stays in an apartment 5 days a week from 8-5. I can’t afford to take her to daycare every day. I try to take her once a week. 

I’m trying to lose weight but it feels impossible. I KNOW what to do and I am doing it, but the weight is sticking. 

I’m not sleeping well due to constantly stressing about studying. Lately I’ve had random swelling in one leg and headaches. So, naturally I’m anxious that I have a serious issue. 

My relationship is always really good but my anxiety is reducing my libido and also making me a bit paranoid that my guy is not into me or this relationship and our plans for the future. 

I feel like I’m drowning. Does anyone have any advice or experience overcoming this feeling?",2.602323943661972,4.7748220375586845,4.740025821596248,80.04778521126762,77.45070422535211,7.264694835680753,27.551408450704226,8.238735603445708,2.1410321126760565,846,36,157,16,20,292,129,213,0.103,0.8240000000000001,0.073,-0.4569,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,0,2,4,11,0,1,11,0,13,5,2,1,1,26,30,14,1,0,7,1,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,9,2,0,6,0,3,0,4,5,1,2,1,7,24,6,19,29,1,21,0,1,0,0,8,8,0,3,15,94,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240635235092393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198975032040377,0.09571448792362372,0.0,0.0,0.15644920080678865,0.0,0.17599584594438875,0.12995158305721172,0.0,0.08043191365700397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604555933900732,0.07012144968301455,0.0,0.09788237779334323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255833782486632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430697142643185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483701528993904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006638574243134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691805320228457,0.0,0.0,0.11252178056210613,0.0,0.0,0.2908140725170537,0.24653317131166005,0.0,0.12601015453137984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06009862388210178,0.0,0.0,0.09648202201151238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138981575283402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200618269653602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06321768647769202,0.09376510953601724,0.1297592747700934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124935659122476,0.16859409426749228,0.0,0.10157392967477684,0.0,0.0,0.12868956738269804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678366936621606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472218639145153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871851755462748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250359651105268,0.07794755995027358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170272468035941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07369140454095338,0.0,0.0,0.37049872549804536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641688193433933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511344980278215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260707579407824,0.0,0.0,0.1317669073367156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17297705445218692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15619614935053713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768112878850075,0.2801520177949137,0.10342612283326592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,a_kioko_t,2019/03/28,"Do you ever feel like you died? I have this weirdly specific anxiety that kicks in only during specific scenarios. 

Usually it’s after I wake up, either from sleep or from a nap, and there’s no one around. I’ve woken up to an empty house plenty of times. But sometimes, everything is quiet and still enough and there is *no one* around when there usually is and I get this terrifying, gut feeling that I’ve died. And I’m in some kinda purgatory or even hell. 

I’ve gotten this feeling for years. In my room, at friends houses, in my dorm, in the car. It’s just this deeply unsettling feeling that I’m dead and the only thing that snaps me out of it is when another person comes into the space. ",2.4446488294314364,4.5905315362318895,4.112318840579711,84.48647157190638,77.84057971014494,7.4345596432552945,22.93422519509476,8.384062270229773,1.504602452619844,544,17,107,11,13,182,86,138,0.189,0.7440000000000001,0.067,-0.9651,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,0,11,4,1,0,5,0,6,3,3,0,1,24,16,11,3,0,5,0,4,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,12,11,0,0,4,1,0,2,2,2,0,2,2,5,8,2,19,14,3,25,1,0,0,0,4,14,1,5,10,75,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17089579417176548,0.12467710441778684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29016850490462465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14039041837400348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.338289185303372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683990040296895,0.0,0.1076448970551787,0.1474221991596433,0.0,0.0,0.14647338972536392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32962465713494,0.11643093724603885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591577286912248,0.0,0.08514885524606891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3761075915177356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962242283776094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22087512392997605,0.2479029943670288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14230539616275795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309489038153874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16118860842760654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13015379462304272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827480335769067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503331023573174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3589926995311618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495196707422884
anxiety,DannyGlasspool,2019/03/28,""" I have no reason to have anxiety "" - this mindset is making it worse. Growing up with Anxiety and Depression I must have thought it thousands of times, fueled by confusion as to why was I feeling the way that I was?

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Without sounding like I'm boasting, I had a great family, great friends, great childhood, etc etc etc... So why if everything seemed like I should have everything under control, why was I struggling so bad with what I considered to be crippling anxiety and depression?

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Well, let's get one thing straight. 

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You do not need a reason to be anxious. 

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Nor do you need a reason to be depressed, angry, upset, sleeping terribly, drinking, fearful...\[insert your personal ailment here\]...

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Now, mental health issues can often be caused by traumas we've experienced in life and often in childhood. Have a phobia of water and you almost drowned when you were younger? Makes complete sense. And I'm really sorry for those of you that do have experiences like this one or worse, Ive heard some nasty things over the years and some of you are just amazing for being able to keep going after such horrendous ordeals.

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But there is not always some defining moment, one particular thing, that results in these issues. If this is you and you feel like you don't have a reason... then you can stop it right now and completely dismiss that ridiculous idea. It's not helping you, in fact it's most likely causing you guilt and more stress actually making the situation worse. I'm not saying don't appreciate all the good things in your life, that's completely different. I'm saying that the good ""reasons"" in your life, are absolutely irrelevant to why you might be suffering. Don't place them in the same boat as your issues like somehow you're being ungrateful for not being the happiest bunny in the bunch.

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Over time, all the tiny things that we deal with can build up too, tiny everyday things that WE ALL GO THROUGH or have been through. e.g education, homework, exams, friendships, relationships, health problems, growing up, embarrasments, worries, fears, responsibilities, chores, job changes, moving houses, break ups, new partners the list goes on and on. 

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Some of us manage to deal with this stress naturally, and some of us don't. 

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If you're struggling with these symptoms, there's so many resources about to help you. The internet has next to unlimited supplies of information and tools, other peoples hints and success stories etc etc. 

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And you have another great resource as well... that big squidgy one behind your eyeballs... (Yes, your brain). You know yourself better than anyone else knows you, figure out what needs to change and take one tiny step towards that goal today, the smallest step you can manage, text a friend, go for a walk, stay off social media for a while, turn the tv off, whatever you think is best for YOU. 

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Finally, if you're walking this road to recovery by yourself and need some sort of direction, just one simple task to do right now to move towards dealing with your issues, something I hear all the time from people wishing they did this years and years ago. I want you to ask yourself: 

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How long am I willing to go on with these issues for. How many years. How many months. How many days. 

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Be honest. Be precise. Be absolutely blunt with yourself.

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If by \_\_/\_\_/\_\_\_\_ I haven't been able to fix this on my own or if I haven't made significant changes that tell me I have this under control, then I'm going to seek professional help.

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If you do take that advice I would love to hear what date you've set for yourself! :) Peace.",7.090559967141293,8.423411492469883,6.324972617743704,76.59423329682367,64.34638554216869,8.747207009857613,34.518619934282576,8.906399129114982,3.0613174698795174,2957,129,491,45,44,902,311,664,0.155,0.7390000000000001,0.106,-0.9838,2,0,2,0,0,0,187.0,4,29,2,6,24,39,1,8,22,1,59,11,2,18,7,108,96,43,1,17,19,0,2,6,3,5,6,6,2,2,39,28,2,4,15,2,0,13,14,17,2,7,11,9,53,22,83,68,21,77,0,4,0,1,56,31,0,25,35,344,92,8,0.05514435481201272,0.0,0.02690646781385516,0.0,0.0,0.02694321265276004,0.0244410716604361,0.0,0.027609552879340842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022942260362877345,0.4481166404981077,0.5025482021025799,0.0,0.028911832072632586,0.06327792074167976,0.03114871236051176,0.0,0.019279107527336112,0.028250954081632963,0.0,0.0,0.025776263904258277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023021616443395662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028935299119438637,0.024385350286382137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030779668651650376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05664844260357073,0.08750312326589707,0.0,0.08672671028271055,0.0,0.061849082941336536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0177817734375487,0.0852771126460363,0.07124362799365785,0.0,0.0,0.028807056950461225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027010237020318042,0.0,0.0,0.023033016238189024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15375133091818655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049560190376512415,0.026970880189113332,0.025992594997434008,0.031026365103366805,0.027882642695425047,0.019697569048032486,0.0,0.030203972630895668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042604391736274484,0.0,0.014405324694982881,0.0,0.0783495191045554,0.04625246851012306,0.0,0.12159369171383624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05861587049888496,0.062151695642770524,0.0,0.05544314795607103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031814590815130786,0.0,0.031125632194412632,0.0,0.14389094867644242,0.02736113161869389,0.02450741814348536,0.0,0.0,0.030305895255215425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028194419469814238,0.05842513292406395,0.08082223893659121,0.0,0.0,0.02440050935849211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024884966598598728,0.02608946092892268,0.05521392755992685,0.11181544106129553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02778626977991853,0.029249723032707464,0.0,0.0,0.022007848951557864,0.058609722163281384,0.0,0.08177768072304949,0.0,0.026629380751833288,0.029323323470820544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210172590321872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03823015230485062,0.02407496180246464,0.028807056950461225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026382850073652844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.017663442872240434,0.1417439525651842,0.0,0.02960219993470964,0.0,0.04709297770582314,0.0,0.04385300427884759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025100674771866085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030992282633298788,0.027592089702781687,0.02810636261924719,0.0,0.021226409221854342,0.0,0.0308647952386119,0.0,0.02938827251986498,0.0,0.02305157491179915,0.06316767212383392,0.057648852772588924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02865804952301512,0.041461692019001066,0.0,0.024099298345762483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990637707193124,0.017667137966040858,0.0,0.021889229018266242,0.04823267512505841,0.0,0.026135200250811074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029990611467680943,0.0,0.0,0.0663318690935266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.016262784604546283,0.021885511045668903,0.0,0.0,0.0495813975467777,0.0,0.09951840612426403,0.0,0.0317066432884596,0.026578595103944908,0.0,0.0,0.02800088454114046,0.08429521300120836,0.01958648374481044,0.0,0.5025482021025799,0.07102231304048999
anxiety,GQManOfTheYear,2019/03/28,"Starting new position in a different department. Scared/Anxious. Government job. New position in a new department with new people. Good news is I've not only done this before, but I've done it fairly recently about 1 1/2-2 years ago. It's still tough though. People will size you up. They'll see if you belong based on your educational and experiential background and then compare themselves to you. They'll also be cautious of the new person because they don't know him yet and whether their personality will mesh well or clash with mine.",4.8606060606060595,7.463937080808088,5.386868686868689,76.03363636363638,72.13131313131315,8.44040404040404,29.181818181818183,9.150863307647796,2.832684848484848,437,18,74,10,9,140,77,99,0.036000000000000004,0.914,0.05,0.3071,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,4,4,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,0,0,12,12,10,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,1,0,2,1,10,2,9,5,0,18,0,0,1,0,11,4,0,2,12,46,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424894569018495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111239804802748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232090418915176,0.0,0.1288705476414946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15823025593009246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099664587307625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702685911894476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502881348139093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832315076592115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7313440138762588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151825407821734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099890590644344,0.2644759840661326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953599598565193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12068393694028776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719521999381247,0.0,0.12094605630239305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14879626099732834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13616936358145887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752713361581307
anxiety,Zombait1998,2019/03/28,Ex + anxiety. Please help! So I already suffer from anxiety that makes it difficult to get to class some days. Now my ex and I are in the same improv troupe and we have to perform in the same class 2-3 times a week. I feel like I'm going to vomit and I'm on the verge of a panic attack. How do I get through this???,-0.28142857142857025,1.3999571428571436,2.4699999999999998,95.165,84.71428571428572,5.7142857142857135,18.57142857142857,6.868970318607317,-0.018142857142857242,240,6,59,3,7,84,50,70,0.224,0.6759999999999999,0.099,-0.8559,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,1,3,5,1,1,5,0,3,1,0,2,0,10,10,5,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,6,1,10,10,3,9,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,1,5,36,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166113537518832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4389693904560308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264005490965347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18503265014758727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506987419371772,0.2049679361410746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997963520242233,0.0,0.1630570674924021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19230913862194304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016930607644884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915140687429384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366260400217692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149400619245108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729901797930508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301411938867124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GracefulMonkey,2019/03/28,"Anxiety reading a book Are there other people who get anxiety while trying to read a book for leisure? 
I feel like I always have to do something else more productive or efficient or could spend my time better.  Even if I have the time to read. I will catch myself even looking at the clock to see if I read fast enough.. Putting pressure on myself without a reasonable reason. 

Besides that,  if it is a book that isn't based on fantasy or is even remotely close to real life situations..  Does that cause anxiety in others as well? E.g.  there is a situation in the book where the protagonist is talking bout their relationship with their sibling and I will start thinking of mine and how the character in the book handles situations better or worse and I'll put that into context in my own life... And eventually the anxiety builds up so much that it makes me want to put the book aside. 

I loved reading,  but in the past few years I have not managed to finish the dozen+ books I tried to start reading.  Is this familiar to anyone?.. ",5.741471742543169,6.746153280612244,6.183877551020409,77.58090266875982,67.21428571428571,9.500156985871273,31.91365777080063,9.661875296680813,2.9886676609105174,817,33,151,17,13,264,116,196,0.048,0.882,0.071,0.6509999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,2,9,6,0,1,15,0,14,3,0,5,0,27,24,16,0,5,10,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,11,7,0,0,4,14,1,4,3,1,1,1,0,3,17,5,24,21,5,26,0,0,2,1,6,12,0,7,11,110,28,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191244137530322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012344259673671,0.0,0.0,0.06883361709452017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17412962316316374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112805278061222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859870522976489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614811089477514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822364737591376,0.0,0.0,0.1017179087316109,0.0,0.1950619698229074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049775726084800805,0.07032768107251099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05143239139938016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906636921822102,0.04809426508112367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266730557686837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884862848703409,0.0,0.06571145029328929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236691368336949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939749587760524,0.06824796379930988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968871402860059,0.0,0.0,0.5908176909292113,0.11204965755984823,0.0,0.20243154808906974,0.0,0.10569091398925257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844630568997059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319620857927346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578621171114965,0.0,0.0,0.13935688890061512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912473442189695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06307828348310217,0.0,0.0,0.11480578086218088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336726362359416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05806421727627933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851205712989893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948955150388138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032180183304594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06339404837677842
anxiety,jepp1210,2019/03/28,"""People hate me"" The beggining of this week was great I had energy to everything, work, gym and stuffs to do at home, but then some old thought started to appear, ""people hate me"", I tried not to feed this thought but I lost a lot of energy with this. Now I feel sad for having this old thought in my head, I know isn't true but even if it was I shouldn't care this much",15.21923076923077,4.849236051282055,13.386666666666667,68.55000000000001,60.282051282051285,17.65128205128205,46.69230769230769,11.20814326018867,4.743107692307691,284,6,69,4,2,91,54,78,0.239,0.684,0.077,-0.945,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,2,7,2,0,2,0,7,2,1,0,1,17,18,6,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,2,1,0,5,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,7,1,9,3,10,10,3,9,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,4,6,47,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19297308112724584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501085686631525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701034090663433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570045111284216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20867052087927268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37372930337729937,0.19424532437426728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18985294889472085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401768150113458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20661024406061476,0.1609103371063246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913501278401866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3972134392011552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262431568029753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339660732497426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166685328933654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4507770187588657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850170751330045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15182074291452186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377906013700357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cynicaltruffle,2019/03/28,"Been on lexapro for anxiety for over 2 weeks - some thoughts - Anxiety has been drastically lower; went from debilitating to feeling far more level-headed on a day to day basis. 
- I feel less like socializing since I've been on the medication. 
- I've been sleeping way more but not necessarily better
- Was told I may experience nausea but didn't which was a relief. 

What's been your experience with lexapro? Has it been helpful for you or not so much? ",5.802088353413656,7.421641518072295,6.86524096385542,70.48091365461848,67.55421686746989,9.870682730923695,31.90562248995984,10.125756701596842,3.3586562248995984,358,15,64,9,6,120,59,83,0.134,0.7859999999999999,0.079,-0.5494,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,0,12,2,1,0,0,11,17,4,0,0,5,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,12,2,4,3,11,4,5,10,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,3,4,44,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34795719707895595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20113788591624324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29333909704528466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4449282670807504,0.0,0.0,0.2299846317421028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23340244938430801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15243739154122693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110779001741974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22910557077277285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16718267419572969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18812733265913686,0.0,0.22758806109617855,0.23182994263517856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18054910827051968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21731320445217586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805184412864764,0.18242566907463248,0.0,0.0,0.21082415805775767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SprockerMan,2019/03/28,"Quit my job recently... Hey there anxious friends,

​

I  just left my position Monday at a small software company and am feeling pretty anxious and guilty over it.

I left the job purely for mental health reasons and was honest with them about my reason for leaving, my Lead (supervisor) was incredibly thoughtful throughout our whole talk and assured me that there were no hard feelings but I just can't seem to get over the guilt from quitting. I found a new position working for a friends small company that will be much lower stress and will hopefully have more room for growth within the company, but it is not in my field and is paying less. 

I have three more weeks at my current job before starting over and am feeling really anxious and guilty about it, suddenly replying to emails and answering support calls is causing me even more anxiety than it was before. It's been such a struggle to keep my voice calm and my demeanor calm lately. I am looking into going to a therapist soon but it will be a few days before I can make it to an appointment. 

Any tips for dealing with my mental health these last few weeks here? I want to leave on a good note and feel like a left a good impression, but today has been killing me.",8.209921316165953,7.5575038369098735,7.631427038626611,74.93223354792562,62.133047210300425,10.685121602288984,37.44241773962804,9.928628108626363,3.651166237482117,986,42,176,17,12,309,136,233,0.134,0.6829999999999999,0.183,0.9186,5,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,1,4,10,16,1,3,13,0,22,2,0,5,2,39,38,15,1,2,7,0,5,1,2,3,2,1,1,0,10,14,0,1,10,0,1,3,3,4,0,1,8,7,22,12,26,25,8,31,0,0,1,0,9,15,0,2,14,127,32,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060598445151012,0.11894265769085707,0.06656609047376688,0.0,0.07488280760609016,0.33175121855733625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498822818798211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995293143637714,0.0,0.0,0.1005562693656996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06312861280579254,0.10091655263997694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06465302634033868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19797716587760086,0.06993004460527116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073273558299291,0.15125353830378954,0.0,0.051141589909755335,0.0,0.05563108170782505,0.16420489138175562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768696358490463,0.0,0.0,0.2080972747737751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722325536085792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29141136399322504,0.08700590614785271,0.1082967689234752,0.0,0.0,0.07979045891535612,0.1104200926513344,0.20729507118109625,0.3190614928289862,0.0,0.0,0.0478223375360986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082199900213226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533991424157605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19729288222171654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719577472859671,0.0,0.0,0.09453926924918983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958563237717563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20822841403706047,0.0,0.0,0.06270851722496247,0.2012869892978161,0.0966509844799609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911207784771437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928447880162622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121285098292898,0.10233209072650856,0.0,0.0,0.11108029635309076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867735894488709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365362392968792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777108463430035,0.0,0.0,0.09278483628361582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05773591908872811,0.0,0.1570370884051951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928664000478196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126244554386768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894265769085707,0.0
anxiety,fantasy_is_reality,2019/03/28,"So I tried to use a tampon for 10th time these past few days... And every single time I put one, I immediately start feeling sick, convince myself that I'm dying from toxic shock syndrome, take it out about 20 minutes later and use a pad instead.

I hate pads. They're wet and disgusting and messy, and I love tampons because you don't even feel them. But I can't use them, because my anxiety always comes in the way and I picture myself dying if I don't take it out immediately. I hate this. :(",3.95809523809524,4.973253323232324,5.42066378066378,81.38909090909092,71.32323232323233,7.273304473304473,27.274170274170274,7.447530270364453,1.4643321789321786,385,13,76,4,7,130,69,99,0.231,0.695,0.073,-0.9483,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,2,0,4,6,3,0,3,0,3,2,0,3,0,16,16,9,2,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,4,0,1,0,3,15,2,7,16,2,12,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,6,47,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534050519959864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14103743583583914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247723383996042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15881267627968232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889908995984795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826800396831799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217702346583321,0.0,0.15533404935217407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864392690529443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640412209926334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663950951037697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249293575772314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175995650908624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185336058958544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049330741986218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27723654598167624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215007470011908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517059293997446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4776921454353176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463390226950813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xoxdream,2019/03/28,"Do I have to start all over again? I was on Lexapro last summer for 1 year. During the time, I made great changes in my life and was able to do things again. I went cold turkey because I felt I wouldn’t need it anymore, and ever since, it seems like I’ve lost everything I worked so hard for. I went back on Lexapro 4 weeks after going cold turkey, and I’ve been on it for only a few months. I am wondering is it possible I can regain all of my confidence and return back to the place I once was? No other SSRI has worked for me like Lexapro. I will always hate myself for stopping it! ",2.104878048780492,3.4965907479674816,3.4053739837398385,92.55537804878051,76.47967479674796,6.220813008130082,21.243089430894308,6.742157984588678,0.2590396747967487,454,11,102,4,10,148,79,123,0.097,0.795,0.108,0.5245,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,6,5,1,0,3,0,13,1,0,1,3,14,24,5,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,3,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,9,4,16,3,15,13,3,24,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,2,17,68,23,2,0.1736881409559443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445224471422181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17225196443258012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671109185320199,0.0,0.10587867861170397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837390229057704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15711086732838286,0.0,0.0,0.15609970161522208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667678532554659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987109731500422,0.0,0.0,0.19149178857693108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555904584688445,0.17148108042710655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14157901672646067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122681070525754,0.1697105046883921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18960112337273266,0.0,0.0,0.1643479185760712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386362170295123,0.0,0.0,0.12878755572438985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18497220155038302,0.0,0.13209765788438035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18146713966259576,0.0,0.0,0.19580728180509802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581191602559278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367662504248144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293736013657275,0.0,0.0,0.14521106307929418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153906831013661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127895175444092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393221499677006,0.0,0.0,0.322021293546365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18835737982667305,0.2528940704634047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184946818623938
anxiety,CheeseKateee,2019/03/28,"Panic Attack - No Medication - What to do? Hi All, hoping to receive some feedback. I was diagnosed with generalized anxiety a few years back after being in a particularly toxic and abusive work environment and have had a devil of a time getting it under control. I've been to a psychiatrist, tried Zoloft, tried Welbutrin, was on Xanax, have deep breathing techniques, etc.

I am currently trying Trintillex and no longer have my RX for Xanax out of my choice because it stopped being effective about 4 months ago. My work is high stress and has been particularly bad this past week. I am currently sitting here at work on the verge of hyperventilating, having chest pain and heart palpitations, my hands are shaking and nothing is working.

Would I be out of line to visit an urgent care or ER? Is that what you do when you can't calm down? I feel like I can't even think, everything is spinning, and I don't know what I'm supposed to do.

Thanks in advance. ",6.0967790262172326,7.309529707865174,6.635449438202247,73.90950374531836,66.52808988764046,9.079400749063671,32.810861423220985,9.2995712137729,2.997043445692884,760,32,134,14,12,248,121,178,0.192,0.7240000000000001,0.084,-0.9641,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,0,7,5,12,1,3,7,0,27,11,4,2,1,22,35,9,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,1,7,0,0,0,7,10,0,2,4,0,0,4,5,7,1,0,5,2,13,5,22,26,4,29,1,0,0,0,5,12,0,3,13,94,20,5,0.0,0.18635233358121706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942016710361269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031957799481555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789299080000651,0.0,0.12093942433915868,0.13132311283752568,0.09587707242716316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603585196938583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764040791395577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15963696196483335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754099537600549,0.10388265469796007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135407235774472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952602811150881,0.11236161844151464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217286066909213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18637880964872294,0.0,0.1661760718936761,0.0,0.15621557778436224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643755559103268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683957980497842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584441179722822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554023903068562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15091541594332972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16735813362985635,0.1845354321193477,0.0,0.0,0.1501425654880456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149400610804227,0.1801649192270729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14480326577317268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10077935050021644,0.0,0.0,0.09171184907132286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203505402089464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616137675980332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4580099303872438,0.0,0.0,0.1117279501738894,0.0,0.0,0.10128384395086633
anxiety,nicooru,2019/03/28,"How to become comfortable with presenting/public speaking? So i have a university presentation on monday which is meant to last 15 minutes. I have always absolutely detested presenting in front of others, and to me it feels like something so massive and undefeatable. I know this is silly, but its hard to remind myself of that when im presenting or the days before a presentation. I feel that i cant say some things as people will think i sound stupid. I especially think im afraid of people realising i am afraid, if that makes sense, like my voice always breaks as i cant seem to remember to breathe. I know rationally no one probably cares or even notices but this doesnt make it any easier. Any suggestions for how you deal with public speaking would be great :)",5.359230769230769,7.251840307692312,6.313566433566438,72.95188811188814,69.0,9.955244755244756,29.08391608391609,10.230975488527342,3.2382503496503503,616,23,107,17,11,204,95,143,0.06,0.769,0.171,0.9481,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,6,9,1,2,3,0,11,1,1,4,0,24,22,14,0,2,5,0,3,2,0,2,0,5,0,0,11,4,0,0,9,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,1,8,14,6,16,18,1,12,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,5,10,71,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28920742733054033,0.0,0.0,0.2363606171583717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19193277090479985,0.1478789223905042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771862131279693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207746900059648,0.1791655367899396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478388694752314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757426520659801,0.12415261571751893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19159946646474985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556779486534481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3754369881377749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19101626999865592,0.1416586281270009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698059347265222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320067521661086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978562938673501,0.0,0.0,0.11776176088357747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409623947174556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18737049381344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19686544256209404,0.0,0.0,0.13820144950410276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582080723566845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337888051443035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545556852085408,0.22270985677243785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345245160441645,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JuanFBueno,2019/03/28,"Willingly going to a club for the first time (I'm 26) Hi everyone, first time being on this sub, I actually had no idea it existed, I'm just gettin the hang of reddit so be nice.

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So as the titlle says, this is going to be the first time that I am going to a club, not only that but I am going by myself, an ex coworker/friend is supposed to meet me there but she's used to go to parties so I know she might just leave my sight from time to time which I can't judge her. So here's the thing, I am EXTREMELY nervous and anxious about this.

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I guess I tell a little bit of a back story so you guys can understand better. Like I said on the tittle, I am 26 years old and I spent all my teenage years and most of my adult life feeling anxious and depressed, it was so bad that I feel like I missed to much of my life, I just recently got out of that bad mental space using the law of attraction, connecting with myself and using spirituality (not god for those wondering). I also told myself at the beginning of the year that I was going to get out there and be who I trully am on the inside, trust me, this has been hard but rewarding at the same time, I take one day every month to myself, I usually go to the movies alone which sounds lame but it is pretty cool.

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Going back to this party. I am really anxious about it since I get aggitated when I am in large groups and I don't have control of what's going on, especially when I have to interact with people (I am socially awkward, like VERY) at the same time, I am excited because ever since I saw the event on FB (about 2 months ago) I've been wanting to go, the Theme is ""Sad and Boujee"", they're mixing trap and rap music wth emo music which sounds super fun to me.

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Soooo what do you guys recommend for me to do in preparation for this. It's on 4/20 which is cool too.",4.31756060606061,4.484415166233768,5.653782467532469,83.09972132034633,70.06493506493507,8.806277056277057,26.1715367965368,8.72156446121922,1.643997835497835,1449,39,310,23,24,489,192,385,0.13699999999999998,0.708,0.155,0.8363,0,1,0,0,0,0,58.0,0,2,0,7,22,21,0,2,20,2,33,2,0,4,2,41,65,23,0,1,9,1,3,3,0,2,2,4,0,3,25,13,0,1,6,3,1,11,5,8,0,4,10,11,44,13,49,49,6,53,0,4,2,0,19,15,0,4,30,215,69,0,0.0,0.0,0.06906312159739003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627349794009758,0.0,0.0,0.07329829819040189,0.0,0.05659622694006215,0.0,0.3067251016535462,0.3439822011616898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398561555056738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088383761446,0.11818308570253773,0.0431418659774945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259195460639905,0.07726453599999085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937665332766262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045641991718522366,0.0,0.06095569507927706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401719468701185,0.05962834027182778,0.06762554039225513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156875277174518,0.05055942741160342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18059551133728136,0.0,0.0,0.05467815967932466,0.0,0.07395074655969436,0.0,0.4022127618125023,0.0,0.05660271764122926,0.0,0.07796317726252723,0.14015052653315202,0.0,0.0,0.06339768114463235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989281000798737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038894360709266586,0.0,0.0,0.07493717588286641,0.0,0.0,0.09997650843391936,0.10372666070603312,0.07093199122579581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132138420488729,0.07507775425868575,0.0,0.0,0.11297883904744745,0.0,0.05202545659942453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426315680132492,0.0,0.04795684059369909,0.0538251848919362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04906429330640442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200041955976258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04533826258257223,0.0,0.06987866891345082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732024077490638,0.05628061973562658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708641972032086,0.0,0.0,0.07214299374642752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05321162735577087,0.0,0.06185772073761856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04701767580295795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888734648142613,0.0,0.0,0.06762554039225513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736759970440845,0.0,0.1833724795818432,0.07794519980066053,0.058394192271066285,0.041743073763014914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674905791142057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439822011616898,0.13672426297955426
anxiety,cassastereo,2019/03/28,"Go to an Psychoanalyst or not? Hello everyone! 

A bit of backstory: i'm 29 and i suffer from General Anxiety and Hypochondria since i was 11 ,after a very bad Intestinal Congestion. 

During the years i had high and lows, suffering from panic attacks  for periods up to 1 year and then none for 3-4 years.

Now a Psychiatrist, a family's friend, prescribed me with Cipralex and it really Helped keeping panic attacks under control, and he suggested about going to a Psychoanalyst.

Wanted to hear your experiences and suggestions, i would really like to get rid of panic attacks for good.",5.3516190476190495,7.814480733333332,7.165714285714286,64.46761904761905,70.23809523809524,11.142857142857142,32.61904761904762,10.980518767755715,4.714904761904762,467,22,71,17,9,162,76,105,0.274,0.652,0.07400000000000001,-0.9716,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,2,13,3,3,7,0,3,2,1,1,0,15,10,9,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,8,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,10,0,0,2,1,6,3,17,7,2,13,0,3,0,0,8,4,0,1,8,46,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422995315265028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5096216762662558,0.0,0.0,0.12467657614238928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163019568298552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16747590069603102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268236077549246,0.0,0.14606433070384614,0.14076629924331555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153648290372682,0.0,0.07801392076902157,0.0,0.1697248289819542,0.12524314759031865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16829532003621406,0.0,0.10008654076216934,0.15776555423360938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327231296608702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295056837525002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5255871268158568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913173721412937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351965458274433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320524406142805,0.08807323795100652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607316553882,0.0,0.0,0.28847297195788857
anxiety,michaelovsky5,2019/03/28,"how to start and actually meet with girls?  

over time thing left to another and i became lonelier the ever before, and i have this ongoing need for people and love.

but obviously my social skills didnt get better with time.

i had few opportunities to meet with some girls i met from facebook/tinder etc. to the point where they asked too meet by themselves.

a lot of the times girls wont respond back. those who do, rarely it goes over to the phone number and even more rarely they actually want to meet,

but when they actually do, i dont have the courage and ambition i need to actually make it happen...

so texting to women isnt that hard, maybe i past that barrier. but how do i actually suppose to make the first meeting happen from start to end?

yea im overthinking it. but when it comes to actually meeting, im getting anxious. ''what should i look like?'' ''what faces should i be doing?'' ''should ill try to be funny or is it overdoing it?'' etc... and then i think about that its a girl that i didnt meet yet and didnt even get to feel attracted to first, witch makes my motivation to do this scary thing really low and eventually it just ends there...

im 23y male, i had girlfriends and dates before but never from a dating site or without knowing the person first.

for example, a girl i was talking with about few weeks ago from facebook who gave me her number and we went to whatsup, she asked me if i wanted to meet and i said that i do, we never did, we stop talking for few weeks and than she started massaging me again

another girl i met from online site, were talking in watsup for few months and talking about meeting for a while but it keep not happening. somtimes because of her, but when shes finally up to meet im the one making problems...

obviously this attitude will do me more bad the good...

and i keep trying telling myself that i should step up and face my fears, but this shit keeps happening again and again...

theres also a chance me and the second girl i mentioned will meet today. we set the place but i didnt ask her about what time yet.

seriously, any tips are more the welcome. thank you",3.201141490088858,5.01613010526316,4.3117334244702645,85.42113397129191,74.50239234449761,7.4565686944634315,24.861517429938477,8.238735603445708,1.4572284894053311,1656,54,337,28,35,540,197,418,0.106,0.8190000000000001,0.076,-0.9414,0,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,4,1,3,7,25,16,1,1,18,1,32,5,3,7,5,73,68,39,0,10,15,0,2,1,1,7,1,1,0,10,27,27,0,5,4,0,0,3,11,7,0,5,14,4,45,9,46,45,11,52,0,1,1,1,56,12,1,5,37,239,72,1,0.0,0.0,0.437833671010604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628594657707518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05979972435209933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05085142122228956,0.15682194159384066,0.0,0.08447755123666795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20972125230663088,0.0,0.0,0.057499459277293975,0.062436281799994185,0.04558381067030455,0.0,0.12726068264306775,0.0,0.0,0.06613482619761482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06441439386288961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763894365215841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246174867066685,0.0,0.1667938730181731,0.09877997197458957,0.0676407386685375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414573666390147,0.0378098675421101,0.0,0.0,0.08191534905025795,0.0,0.19081769900726875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172048341116012,0.0,0.0,0.06272001283975541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645028017681456,0.0,0.06698615900714203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.323091125006322,0.0,0.0,0.1993976490520376,0.0,0.0,0.04109588527391523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124622337581584,0.0,0.0,0.036532622128995586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06279446066943377,0.0,0.0,0.06357335270000622,0.06748982161846756,0.0,0.199658864029942,0.0,0.07512428145878562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596868713510934,0.0,0.0,0.11089347985464823,0.11534639187985395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050671325693458384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138380538225388,0.05184146318377022,0.06529303027520447,0.07812681311973878,0.0,0.07068912596109746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155218947964624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04790452918199322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711307459756952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767582661426758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622647962982483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878418834421806,0.0,0.0,0.06251753132389863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404140301398909,0.0653590327333341,0.06884528787068013,0.0,0.0,0.09935800334078483,0.04791455054249881,0.0,0.0,0.17441398484363066,0.0,0.0708805453244808,0.0,0.0,0.10153834142921564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821168617057283,0.0,0.11996437034501127,0.0,0.0,0.0693197056730241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208306409925924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gisele84,2019/03/28,"Weird feeling about placed i user to visit when i had anxiety So, i have this question and i am curious if anyone else has experienced this.
Does anyone else have a weird nostalgic feeling about the places they used to go to when they had anxiety?
After a rough period i am starting to feel better, but i have a strange sensation when i think about going to a place which i visited when i have my first outbursts of anxiety attacks. They can be grocery stores, certain streets in my area and random places.
If anyone else has experienced this, is there any solution to dissipate this feeling? It's like i associate a certain supermarket with the sadness and desperation i once felt.",8.054761904761904,8.12814352380953,8.287142857142857,67.70785714285715,62.17460317460318,11.961904761904762,39.42857142857143,11.491704259439757,4.855790476190476,548,27,91,15,7,180,74,126,0.16399999999999998,0.6890000000000001,0.147,-0.5204,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,2,9,8,1,0,7,0,13,0,0,1,2,18,23,11,0,2,3,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,7,0,1,4,0,4,0,1,3,8,16,4,13,19,0,19,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,4,9,68,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930060295481307,0.0,0.301373258782943,0.0,0.0,0.2754613644303737,0.4036517949159305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14939294825329086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613991730815315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491708640749357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290974995041786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655928890870065,0.09381345822568186,0.12608567555763162,0.0,0.0,0.1116988484373634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926185702598987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415524099864611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984916479158452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.548796580377389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14710598269614505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294741043615123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414313997341134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341641136441408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Monkeydick99,2019/03/28,"Alcohol and anxiety? Hey guys, I have a medicine that gives me a pretty bad anxiety in the evenings and usually when I take it, I don’t drink alcohol so if i know I’m going out that day, i don’t eat the medicine but on friday I’ll have to take the medicine and later that day me and some friends are going out drinking. What will happen with the anxiety? Will it disappear? Will it be delayes? Will i have anxiety and be drunk at the same time? NOTE, I dont get anxious without this medicine.",2.181705170517052,4.034215465346538,3.624290429042905,89.06622662266226,77.51485148514851,7.657205720572058,29.04400440044005,8.515128840125781,2.158286248624861,386,18,83,8,9,127,59,101,0.153,0.764,0.083,-0.6249,0,0,4,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,7,0,13,6,0,0,0,15,22,9,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,8,8,6,1,1,3,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,9,1,8,16,2,15,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,7,57,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603107957601623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5158376251863757,0.19044175626345053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075307565721054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21743384597936627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19756863334535424,0.33027862697544424,0.0,0.1724943000394158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113421913343168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024061946583218,0.0,0.08807347484243558,0.16171249157473636,0.19161010378822804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16691574388377184,0.14907030734179394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264440614335197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17150136910714545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534948268283128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982974325849966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18566153590324114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16250027519684138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sensemina,2019/03/28,"Work and Personal Life Separation This year I decided to separate my work and personal life. I got two phones and blocked all personal numbers on my work phone and vice versa. No email inbox overlaps onto the other. This has helped my anxiety a lot. I work at a very stressful job, to the point where I used to dread answering my phone. It could be my boss with a request at 12am. I would answer it, if I did not I would worry until the next morning. Meanwhile she probably just wanted to ask for stuff which had a deadline for the next afternoon. I have managed to keep my work anxiety under control for a while now. I now need to tackle the mess that is my social life. ",2.8100125313283217,4.872233353383457,4.3475375939849625,83.63353696741856,76.36842105263158,7.741604010025062,26.87280701754386,8.59863814320734,2.1185844611528823,528,21,102,11,12,176,85,133,0.13,0.851,0.019,-0.9079,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,6,4,3,0,2,10,0,9,3,0,3,1,23,15,7,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,8,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,0,17,0,16,8,2,16,0,0,0,0,12,8,0,2,8,75,25,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21576213320139254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183607222135438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15816761101929008,0.1125941980421498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278778143437615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945237433072201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13994208538283154,0.1253463946646553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29882298196235696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989144198401287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456566031004336,0.0,0.0,0.29995594437024564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36940362048261016,0.0,0.0,0.13331090597121625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15204503576213504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437536667809529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16153965941504891,0.0,0.1614358860237891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775752077872078,0.0,0.0,0.12179730355733362,0.0,0.11635751195996685,0.08317813836826439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5133266820260911,0.14321418535824942,0.0,0.20035526445061172,0.0,0.0,0.09081322671617713
anxiety,xucv,2019/03/28,"Hyperventilation syndrome occurring even in sleep someone help me comment anything So guys I've a really bad hyperventilation syndrome that's since I wake up to sleep like people that have hyperventilation syndrome say mine is literal hell it almost made me kill myself last night and it's making me think of suicide right now so my breathing is always Disturbed I don't breath normally anymore I'm all the time hyperventilating my problem now is that's been occurring in my sleep for the last few days in first day I was panicking I slept and woke up hyperventilating took me forever to fall asleep again but woke up hyperventilating again I don't hyperventilate as soon as fall asleep I hyperventilate in dreams like when I'm running in a dream I hyperventilate if I'm doing body work outs in my dreams I hyperventilate this is probably because my mind programmed itself to over breathe when I'm running or something and then I fell asleep and woke up alright last night I slept for 6h nothing was wrong today I had panic attacks triggered by hyperventilation that gets worse at night for no reason and it was the most scary hyperventilation syndrome attack I've ever had literally lasted for 4h the first 30mins was hell I couldn't breathe at all or move my body was numb my heart made me feel like it was gonna stop someone please I'm scared that I'm never gonna be able to sleep because of hyperventilation my life is literal hell and I don't what I did to deserve this someone reply as soon as possible 😢 because hyperventilation is damaging my body, brain, heart and I know that because I wake up tired as if I didn't sleep and I'm always dizzy and lightheaded, feeling brain fog and feeling like I'm outside of my body can this be cured or is this how I'm gonna live my life.. I'm in desperate need of attention on this post right now",3.9298019632949206,6.39264773521127,5.158693982074265,77.2377507469057,74.46478873239437,7.570635936833121,27.658984208279985,8.484438967287268,2.1173286384976526,1506,60,280,29,33,498,162,355,0.197,0.7120000000000001,0.091,-0.9929,0,0,1,0,0,2,5.0,0,0,0,3,14,19,6,3,6,1,27,28,24,6,4,41,56,27,2,6,6,0,3,4,0,3,4,1,0,1,17,11,0,1,7,3,0,7,7,14,0,2,19,4,35,5,36,31,4,53,3,1,0,0,4,19,3,7,30,160,52,2,0.08129345796695651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140365533823303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352853386232932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062126609943662,0.0,0.0,0.06689758925528265,0.0,0.0,0.18496608868410236,0.0,0.0,0.06787664177240094,0.19822294975223825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611948220121625,0.0,0.18150076890370725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485511029741236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05369356229031279,0.07353458686941436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12331324482961005,0.11615212522958936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829634763582194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042472476523992136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049330432654173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19266627820716573,0.05448929128270159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993916661259517,0.0,0.044676758491046,0.26506007334547765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483994699046594,0.15886350908593355,0.0,0.07178361275001484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15384367104383348,0.05426401444698994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208321838674923,0.0,0.0,0.08640208052806507,0.0,0.06027806901683259,0.06269852636683237,0.0,0.0,0.2288652099963568,0.07965032857218372,0.07800326541598053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538035727021664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0563586479533477,0.0,0.0,0.08923580488045846,0.0,0.09164615929123383,0.07785666114501358,0.0,0.08764809720669334,0.07778686035306727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052078670811591836,0.0835832141963364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388483378477458,0.0,0.06464782065580836,0.08138893318332872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06724678849368157,0.0,0.4067608356503877,0.0,0.20663904938448,0.06258367558197757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679649709404623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892184855370881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052089565379261474,0.0,0.0,0.04740286908520385,0.0934348711822486,0.07705669275813057,0.0,0.09032002297552284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05918260560035584,0.0,0.08284497876274106,0.0,0.08888163462603815,0.0,0.0
anxiety,honeyloopsUK,2019/03/28,"Urgent anxiety hacks and help needed I'm not a city girl. Today I made a 2hr train journey to London, a tube on my own, and rode the Overground to get to the ExCel.

I was fucking proud of myself.

Now I'm here, the size of this place is just overwhelming. I'm so out of my depth, I'm struggling, I feel like spending to whole day in the toilets crying.

Please help.

TIA",0.8156168831168813,2.8882777532467587,2.568944805194807,93.78770292207794,83.15584415584415,4.888961038961039,20.01461038961039,5.985473137389443,-0.04855714285714319,285,8,62,2,8,94,55,77,0.08800000000000001,0.6509999999999999,0.261,0.9303,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,4,6,1,2,7,0,2,1,0,1,0,8,11,3,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,3,0,0,2,1,6,3,10,9,2,10,0,1,0,1,3,5,1,0,4,35,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21122596391174026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032975596232942,0.17807027429390992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13961121060987605,0.19725543886976368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552623512030674,0.1442578339408904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3701459286922662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489504020350715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26126513646739763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047345571100792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884796924662687,0.3030895529427182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886536335084273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617231792842904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30827070479403346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kyotoprotocols,2019/03/28,"Feels Embarrassing Typing This Out... I just noticed something funny... When you are typing up a post, it reads in the browser ""Submit to Anxiety"". Well, I'm not quite ready to submit just yet! I'm 33/m and my anxiety is such that I have trouble walking in public places. When I'm alone on a street I can move about OK, but I forget to walk and get shortness of breath and wobbly if people are approaching me or walking from behind. I wish I could get over this, but I don't know of any strategies to deal with it. The really strange thing is that I tend to walk fine if I'm with family or friends, and do pretty well when walking behind others on a busy sidewalk. I desperately want to have a full life without thinking about walking everywhere I go. It should be something automatic, not a thing that I think about.  The only thing I can think of that may have contributed to my fear or walking in public places is that I was bullied hard in elementary school. One incident was where a guy who later apologized for his bullying of me made fun of the way I walked down the hallway. I think he was just being mean but that incident sticks out in my mind. I recently quit caffeine for 60 days and, while that seemed to help a bit, I still have this problem walking.

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Also, another thing weighing on my mind is that I haven't had a girlfriend since I was 19. The relationship lasted for 9 months and it was mostly awesome. I've had one night stands a few times in my twenties but no relationships and nothing after 27. I'm starting to wonder if I'm defective. I really haven't put myself out there much, though I did go on a date recently. It went OK but the girl seemed to be unhappy with her life and she uhh didn't match her photo. I feel anxious dealing with women because I... don't know why. I've had some really awesome times with women. What the hell is wrong with me?  How can I get over this anxiety of not having had a relationship for quite a while? What would you suggest?",4.557878105954053,5.4877785468354485,5.4406188466947984,82.11301453352088,69.86075949367088,8.484763244256916,28.80684481950305,8.735056554316923,2.1172006563525545,1566,56,310,26,27,513,195,395,0.151,0.735,0.113,-0.932,0,1,2,0,0,0,49.0,0,2,0,3,19,14,1,2,20,2,38,4,1,2,0,61,67,27,0,9,18,0,3,0,2,3,2,0,0,4,25,17,1,0,12,1,0,15,10,7,2,2,13,3,39,7,51,47,6,60,1,0,0,0,24,23,1,12,19,221,64,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938473069219074,0.0,0.07246284854348015,0.0,0.0981786940017351,0.11010420434400196,0.06161966253481769,0.09501519216961098,0.2079551300747665,0.1023664250447645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0552365885365656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892547034767858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234677297047339,0.0,0.0,0.05843761875901528,0.18683518510984745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542147735445052,0.1019643457811658,0.09163288743677248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000705555292931,0.0,0.14202400152860434,0.0,0.1029944362628291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972070159567458,0.0,0.0,0.08117107473712973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06073570322697053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959660993853436,0.0738613476752115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280046918361782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573981536471438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870366504499052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18298575277799195,0.0,0.07232609791447357,0.09630683383124354,0.06661067328678992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503376930339987,0.0,0.08694521561053267,0.10316302440796878,0.0,0.0,0.12280286034775098,0.06891495125248899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06281935469868206,0.0,0.1893417231473129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678180527276448,0.09218557101256067,0.0,0.08670400282599261,0.0,0.0910906715886156,0.0,0.2891329018679684,0.09063710237050264,0.0,0.17414621958234675,0.0,0.17893798493874724,0.2918520045744966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170476986979187,0.0,0.1649805817247609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495566363175868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951598405930066,0.0,0.0,0.06413605143807306,0.0,0.07236332449049603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407958908062469,0.2322435333344895,0.08902640108083595,0.0,0.10567384970851593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0534456481530489,0.07192404938263147,0.0,0.0,0.16294318547887165,0.08399877069143424,0.08176376075507326,0.0,0.10419999664974462,0.08734729487413134,0.09826547916665676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436857796714053,0.09907063307114156,0.11010420434400196,0.0
anxiety,Snowypaton1,2019/03/28,I feel like I’m going to destroy everything I love from being anxious Honestly everything in my life is going so well right now and I was feeling suspiciously calm about everything. Well that was fun while it lasted. I’m anxious as fuck that I’m going to lose all the good things that have been happening in my life recently and am stressed that by being so anxious I’m going to act in a way that will push people and things away. I’m so terrified of things going wrong that I can’t even enjoy things going well. I feel sick and sad when I should be happy. Why can’t I ever just enjoy anything? ,3.781891643709826,5.080548933884297,5.06159779614325,82.71946740128558,72.05785123966942,8.022405876951332,25.841138659320478,8.515128840125781,1.746795408631772,475,15,93,8,9,158,70,121,0.23,0.527,0.243,0.2421,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,13,18,2,1,2,0,13,5,0,0,2,11,30,10,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,11,4,0,0,3,0,0,8,2,6,3,0,3,3,9,12,12,22,1,20,0,2,0,2,1,5,1,0,7,64,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42062490821867177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213146654796637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660487261621826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197309233323673,0.1122640633627776,0.0,0.0,0.3346245951862829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882603346314456,0.0886637846327493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473714621811225,0.0,0.0,0.4232054140910143,0.10409708164277752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974953808104727,0.13211677077233847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116573076640233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753242879899567,0.060633586892002066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884667965200792,0.0,0.0,0.11201358470738328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860418354713943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254306601469694,0.0,0.0,0.10598875482660224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421669055527226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298110991161389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851226987447308,0.0,0.0,0.3347677835136714,0.0,0.11198943516938188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13569415272794694,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ardieamir,2019/03/28,"Hye guys, do anyone here have any great tips before meeting a therapist/doctor for the first time? And where to start. I really want to see therapist but I don't know who to ask and all. And what should you say to doctor the first time you met them. I'm really afraid that people will stigmatised me for going to mental health department. I mean it's pretty rare here especially among our friends. I'm not diagnosed yet but I believed I have social anxiety, GAD, ocd and now seems like depression because it's hard for me to wake up every day to function like regular people. I also believe that my depression is the one that causes my social anxiety because I prefer to isolate myself from friends and find comfort being alone(eventhough I really want company usually, but everytime I have one I prefer to just be alone, it's like contradicting. Sometimes I slept very late and miss class/lecture the next day. I also feel like I have lose interest in studying. I used to have fun studying and learning new things and now it does not feel like that anymore. Sorry if it's a long read, but I will be very happy if anyone is willing to share their stories with meeting doctor/therapist and taking meds/behaviour therapy. And like my question above. Where do I start? ",5.191901441190144,6.917178736401678,5.7824755927475575,77.25428986517899,69.1673640167364,8.993119479311948,30.014179451417945,9.444778638647367,2.9162578335657834,1014,40,174,22,18,328,135,239,0.113,0.67,0.217,0.9852,0,2,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,2,2,3,10,19,0,1,6,0,17,5,2,2,1,36,36,18,0,7,9,0,3,6,2,4,3,1,0,1,12,11,0,0,10,1,0,2,3,5,0,4,2,5,27,14,19,27,1,23,0,4,1,0,18,5,0,4,22,114,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897435399305868,0.0,0.15284324842812516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498605546271874,0.0,0.1462107284251958,0.0,0.09477272772013268,0.13363961656389253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933842035297664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650852531626077,0.0,0.08131699745729831,0.2153333487278047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816943208792968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326034183120554,0.0,0.16461638787295382,0.09699434157535562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934380617106358,0.08362774610458452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805158728617691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663895679094987,0.1365403233052867,0.0,0.0,0.08734276802959809,0.16257152403204636,0.0,0.0,0.14766333367611836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05431060372608923,0.0,0.0,0.10535844510815988,0.0,0.09462230480012797,0.0,0.10172849416492463,0.08560559645803012,0.0,0.0,0.10157890409245704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05251887588403447,0.0,0.10779912436146548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28012326312321234,0.0,0.0,0.08457016773232158,0.0,0.1069104517028943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409602368988932,0.0,0.0,0.0963049361559912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229525350078872,0.10163223840789797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12951180135123505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13250257793197218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722183446395256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705232925724803,0.0,0.0955887701965492,0.0,0.18366014059240526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599546126150092,0.0,0.0,0.07615126631269363,0.0869968837315431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948287034613017,0.0,0.0,0.09451416104864957,0.10697485335258901,0.13527983843012226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185141500524536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928451542175807,0.3328677103762491,0.06348775079012943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111447002070748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253567115375325,0.1052490438057736,0.1576988170165198,0.1127309599643611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Intrashable,2019/03/28,"My anxiety makes me want to breakup with my girlfriend I want to preface this by saying, I've been bullied for most if not the entirety of my time in school and that's messed me up emotionally. Basically, I have an aversion to people and 'people' people. When I got together with my girlfriend, I thought she wasn't a people person but I recently found out she has a lot of friends and she's a 'people' person.

I felt more on edge around her but I ignored it until I met her friends and it became more real. Her friends are actually nice and apparently like me but the feeling of dread has multiplied many times over. I still want her to be with my girlfriend, but I couldn't get over my issue.

So I ignored her friends and avoided hanging out with her when they are around. Well, today I had to hang out with her and her friends and she snapped and yelled at me. I felt nothing at first but something set off in me, I stopped talking and turned cold and finally, I went despondent.

My girlfriend tried to apologize, and I wanted to feel something but I couldn't, all I could think was that I want to break up with her. I thought it was sweet, that she was trying to clear the air and not just ignore the issue, but that feeling went away fast. I feel nothing except that I want is to break up with her and not deal with her kind.

TL;DR: I was having issues with our difference in lifestyles then she snapped at me and now all I want to do is break up with her.",3.96823825776044,5.076248443686011,4.470541199414921,87.86172923777019,71.38907849829351,7.355696408256136,28.62814887046969,7.62386473244151,1.5413193239070369,1146,43,240,13,21,363,133,293,0.086,0.7290000000000001,0.185,0.9821,1,1,2,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,1,1,9,16,0,2,8,0,20,0,0,1,3,75,44,28,0,11,13,0,6,1,9,0,0,2,0,2,9,30,0,5,10,0,0,4,6,6,1,1,16,10,57,10,48,24,6,43,0,0,0,0,36,21,0,3,15,183,66,1,0.0,0.0,0.09467241318847652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421602740784318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727274130519687,0.0,0.0,0.09114856245291976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774583933137196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001795974359877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135977777631902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912854944784801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962143145886021,0.0,0.1862987709800992,0.10627492975399523,0.0,0.08252070701822735,0.0,0.1063716791147336,0.374766822423948,0.0,0.05068620902128663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759156765835555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037746189820564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102594561496184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04739651232037365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08247848139271098,0.0,0.0,0.06475810698348528,0.09835774162407583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18617656133067265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362891034511291,0.1694190963323738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042403841853064,0.0,0.0,0.09579037355133067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715003264949619,0.0,0.09818411853998693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937340703816102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774761142720321,0.08110868508616334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797679086161248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062163142221052174,0.0,0.15403776878713027,0.11314017581734805,0.0,0.09195865076107312,0.0,0.0,0.13173331039713246,0.10552420259270516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4005527414560108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722792206477471,0.17986731269248166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Biggy197,2019/03/28,Getting scared of messaging my friends on social media After i send a message i delete it straight away what should i do ,4.3886956521739116,6.679667217391309,4.286304347826088,84.81467391304348,72.47826086956522,6.339130434782609,33.23913043478261,7.1686216300943375,2.2917130434782607,98,5,17,1,2,30,21,23,0.121,0.669,0.209,0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,4,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,13,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4823469809689698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3966439853769407,0.0,0.2682251835930805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5139931393737192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5233366434501068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Karmacracy,2019/03/28,"Waking up in the middle of the night terrified Hello, I’m not sure if this is the place to post, so my apologies beforehand if I got it wrong.

I’m a long time sufferer of anxiety. I’m 23 years old and for as long as I can remember anxiety has played a big role in my life. It’s something I’ve tried over the years to get a handle on without the help of medication (I refuse to take anything, I don’t like the idea of it). I’ve done a... decent but not great job. It’s getting better over time.

Recently my family and I went through a big move. It has been a really stressful few months trying to find somewhere to live, moving everything to said place, and also me starting a new job at the same time. I’ve been having some episodes of panic in the middle of the night and I’m wondering what it is, and if it’s something I may need medical advice for.

Basically what’s happening is I’m waking up in a panic about completely fictional scenarios. For instance, woke up thinking there was a spider in the bed and booked it out of the room. Thing is it’s completely dark and no rational way for me to even have seen supposed “spider” which is how I come to my senses usually with such facts. Most issues involve me getting away from my bed as soon as possible and I always end up in the hall when I fully wake, panting and shaking. I don’t always completely remember what brought me out there, but usually grasp the basic idea behind the panic. One time it was “bears in the closet”.

I’ve had these experiences before (not common in my life though) but they seem to be a bit worse lately. I’m wondering if it’s just the recent stress or if I should talk to a doctor? Is there something I should do before bed to lessen the chances of this occurring?

Thanks for any advice you can give.",4.055927977839335,4.952961650969532,5.404480886426594,82.03435567867038,70.99445983379502,8.878493074792244,27.459390581717447,9.174902378510234,2.165351379501385,1400,47,283,28,25,470,183,361,0.138,0.825,0.037000000000000005,-0.988,2,0,3,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,1,1,13,14,0,6,28,0,25,8,3,1,2,48,51,27,0,8,14,0,0,1,0,3,5,1,5,0,19,13,0,1,10,2,0,6,7,8,0,1,12,2,24,6,53,35,5,58,0,1,1,0,11,27,0,12,24,188,43,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635411412433601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669184100162064,0.1392559785205464,0.0,0.0,0.05690488195604083,0.0,0.12802906996741165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886104102049373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861957913473956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14241006346297924,0.0,0.0,0.07400765578423894,0.09135626488378856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208241954565016,0.2632088711674813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564944250556702,0.0,0.08563310986704765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411513769541468,0.0,0.0,0.055269474379716826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520567609058633,0.08185453945882143,0.07888551941710181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648148312816835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115714545407006,0.08027293430154858,0.0,0.0,0.06692608451016964,0.09225686709653116,0.0,0.0,0.07399744367941534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05608855810748739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889277821690601,0.0,0.08733958442303481,0.1660778448472292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439404196909423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821051234484264,0.04088154273422565,0.0,0.07389046985407881,0.1481073247958909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16859644460082984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667921227552751,0.17787598260962034,0.0,0.06204723711888448,0.0,0.08081811502743458,0.0,0.1570549530923845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780748549177811,0.0,0.056703347474553085,0.0,0.0,0.2945393444360217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17485438838557707,0.0,0.0,0.09433598436921267,0.08014176290219754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053607185654550735,0.0,0.16524668411868884,0.0,0.18958496394030774,0.0,0.07959830041914052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617861038091323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19326154048773225,0.0,0.0,0.05922873131847976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19170900890618064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886687256125831,0.0,0.06291651739954572,0.06725835619167464,0.0,0.07704077654752935,0.0,0.0,0.0555928951010025,0.053618399979006234,0.08221461520685208,0.0,0.19517659448737484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362568034792744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843221402225158,0.0,0.0,0.06642083665431428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775716700484645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066398450629944,0.1814935448298763,0.0,0.0,0.08527648820278765,0.0,0.09149032059430807,0.0,0.10777361888945966
anxiety,Vilem_Galahad,2019/03/28,"Trying to change myself for better and I could use a little help. #confession Hi,
I'm 22 years old guy and I'm fighting with anxiety for about 4 years. 4 years ago I was leaving my home only for school, I didn't had any friends and I was only playing video games.  

Now I made pretty big progress... I changed my look and went out of my comfort zone by going for a military drill where I met wonderful people, learned new skills, improved my body shape and gained a little confidence. 

It's obvious that I had and still have problems with my interactions with opposite sex, I never had a girlfriend and am still a virgin... I did something on this drill that I wouldn't never do, I started talking to a girl and we were pretty good friends, we were marching together, she learned me how to disassemble and maintain my gun etc. We were weirdly everywhere together and we were still bumping into each other . Unfortunately due to her medical condition she had to left the drill, but we were still keeping contact by messenger, we were texting everyday from ""good morning"" to ""goodnight"" every single day for months we met two times (it was hard because of dustance between us) and I told her what I feel but I heard that being friends is all she can do. 

After that we were still talking daily but now our friendship almost died, she have a boyfriend, and we are texting once for a two week. 

And my problem is that now the anxiety is coming back to me... This progress I made seems to disappear, and thoughts about that girl are still haunting me and the thought that I can't stop thinking about her when she forgot about my pointless existence is even more painful. It's probably because I really fell in love and it broke my heart a little (not a little really:)). I'm also to shy to find the second half, so I always thought that I will let it go and hope that I will meet the right girl by mistake and I thought that it was her...

What can I do to forget about her and keep going for being a better person? To finally overcome my anxiety?

Tl;Dr: Anon can't forget about a girl what's ruining his life...",4.0785775862068965,5.792104600985223,4.7620658866995065,83.51876385467979,71.95566502463055,7.636576354679804,29.92887931034483,8.278499904357787,2.208813054187192,1652,70,312,26,32,530,203,406,0.131,0.753,0.116,-0.3633,0,0,1,1,2,0,54.0,11,0,0,6,22,19,1,0,17,0,40,8,2,4,4,72,70,26,1,6,4,0,2,0,4,3,3,1,1,6,22,35,0,4,12,3,0,7,7,8,0,4,29,4,59,11,40,34,5,50,1,2,1,3,47,13,0,4,30,228,81,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255543219465607,0.0,0.08196134235408736,0.0,0.0,0.06545572733796379,0.06810608140580984,0.0,0.0,0.05566107199217014,0.0,0.18784597302350234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06293789761261298,0.0,0.0997904761129914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478003696626507,0.0,0.09091733147749176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731737193618115,0.07050686348492329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06535087621480141,0.0,0.0,0.05278673025771002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849477823446228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128482106069458,0.05406141066763508,0.0,0.06896248378149919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04138601652992408,0.0,0.0,0.08966310146611209,0.07480977364566893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189712224903358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955238869684772,0.13730444758909646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104475463303723,0.0,0.0,0.07332187241486922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699310628381984,0.05486259110720215,0.0,0.08210261487636156,0.08129590572975738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455047749198415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666774478200849,0.08893068826227804,0.08369756934272242,0.0578133510841869,0.0,0.3281423747297902,0.0,0.0,0.06873371308054621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07387317265771215,0.15489763621844416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245565686086545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533220042637435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625613342046432,0.07905161673630334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588821562242885,0.08716799407780151,0.0,0.12450181988044005,0.08709458587710005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0567447545239199,0.07146860346042988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665425448206614,0.08824856417065721,0.156639538250635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048709115088086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989978586557474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283696449755283,0.0,0.07451352100072968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630124290959505,0.0,0.0,0.057934127347272935,0.0,0.3921949632667053,0.06843059108576073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157648614232506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052446424959495405,0.0,0.2599202676368695,0.04772762065186531,0.0,0.0,0.07821155529830176,0.0,0.0555710420319562,0.0,0.1599118754715583,0.0,0.09845594123744528,0.07069245704021293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06565544574536072,0.0,0.0,0.07587613158491223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876325648732407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812690283314373
anxiety,Xephyrios,2019/03/28,"The Past, Boyfriends, and Anxiety Hey, I am new here. I really needed to vent about some things so here goes. Sorry if this isn't the appropriate place, I don't know what I'm doing. 

I've had panic attacks since I was 12, and I am now in college so...yeah it sucks. I've been dating this guy I met for a few months and he also has mental issues. Our backgrounds are so different and as a result HOLY FUCK he's made me realize how absolutely broken and dysfunctional I am. He is from a very stable, upper middle class family. I am from a very unstable, fairly low income family. He has lived in one place his whole life. I have moved around a lot. 

I always thought mental illness was equal across the board but he is so much better at relating to people, getting work done, and everything important. I think this is most clearly illustrated in our friendships. He hangs out with people his own age all the time. I do only a few times a month at most. I've realized that because of my past I am literally incapable of making friends. I have no stable friend group. I know like 2 people from before college that I talk to even somewhat regularly. Only 1 that I hang out with. In my two years of college I have not managed to make a single friend that I see on a regular basis for something other than studying/clubs/obligations. I HAVE NO FRIENDS AND I HAVEN'T SINCE I WAS NINE YEARS OLD. YOU GUYS I'M SO FUCKED I LITERALLY CANNOT RELATE TO PEOPLE. My experiences are so outside the realm of ""average American growing up"" that I can't relate to women or men my age. I spent YEARS with minimal contact with people my own age. In 7th grade my only contact was a 2 hour art class once a week that I panicked through.

I thought that since I got over my awkwardness enough to speak to people without being in physical pain from anxiety that I was better. I talked to people, I started studying with people, I had boyfriends. However, I have never had a stable social life post anxiety development. Every time I think I've fixed something anxiety reappears in a new, sneakier form. My past has also apparently increased my suffering, a lot. I have spent so many years miserable, alone, doing nothing in a stressful household, desperate to escape. It really does take a toll on a person. I didn't realize how much until my boyfriend enlightened me to the life of someone who grew up ""normal."" The problem isn't just my mental illness it's also my whole life. 

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Does anyone else experience this? An endless loop of thinking you are getting better only to realize the fundamental issues never change, you're still anxious AF, and all the pain just keeps getting recycled morphing into some new awful experience?? 

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I'm really at a loss I'm so fucked wtf who doesnt have friends?? ITS ME I dont bc im insane",2.6495613026819917,5.270244031481488,4.3206641123882505,80.66833333333336,79.98148148148148,7.1315453384418905,25.977011494252878,8.216663640201805,2.1058007662835254,2227,90,394,46,58,745,265,540,0.17600000000000002,0.698,0.126,-0.9789,4,1,2,0,0,0,74.0,2,2,0,5,21,24,5,4,28,1,44,11,0,6,5,58,74,25,0,4,7,0,0,1,5,0,8,1,0,5,21,17,0,1,12,1,2,6,15,15,0,3,18,2,58,9,56,55,22,61,0,4,1,3,33,26,4,9,29,266,79,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370875165826823,0.0,0.14757538944027865,0.05118361114945723,0.13329827438723318,0.14948966872155975,0.0,0.0,0.18822861905557026,0.06949200105175572,0.0,0.04301120845897275,0.06302717454358632,0.0,0.05475946969841658,0.0,0.06997973657297009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03749765674633896,0.0,0.05234289679694575,0.0,0.0,0.1632093264211764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06507242914407399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06426782618588309,0.0,0.0,0.10766060284043556,0.06294899283346787,0.07209259117121596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05138608524564515,0.0,0.0,0.0635592078570919,0.0,0.04062865113786017,0.0,0.05182722131289581,0.0,0.055283774846114214,0.18051408476628086,0.11597766340989565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376233406601367,0.17060289005442006,0.09641376124334143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049197438009009,0.0,0.0,0.12181476664686475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06057775726674701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644442360743626,0.1284068482964049,0.0,0.05467543915433045,0.0,0.0,0.0676116970928049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17379335413578184,0.030052066830147512,0.0,0.05431696530147682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045920348783709,0.0,0.058204937184204275,0.08212059763836227,0.06236436564296565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859714263391216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819792515258972,0.06537841479728737,0.0904380313384893,0.04561099194922652,0.09488498978118816,0.1782284545630186,0.0,0.0,0.06026952346872005,0.059023229657674564,0.0,0.06454737873619794,0.06550916777860287,0.04168269281999792,0.18713314889429536,0.1309079989551776,0.07217206487406486,0.0,0.0,0.17616290030014747,0.3411620683936114,0.053710639834306274,0.12853565237176615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058912297666456837,0.0,0.0,0.05885948105485265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822010262723992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04901776993986032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15265217243804569,0.0,0.0,0.0627045945942166,0.0521196303044557,0.09471118002554016,0.0,0.06885858902799935,0.04353910524902111,0.0,0.04912423403868083,0.0,0.07046275118632715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046250000835422266,0.09888338257185672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040866398064230314,0.11824483361380145,0.0,0.09766864892224957,0.1076058962478564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060089107194019616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150907143897853,0.0,0.0,0.049341890408455664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735377977234345,0.0,0.05929618333947668,0.0,0.044782080640610435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948966872155975,0.15844901052040686
anxiety,softbitch,2019/03/28,"When I get anxious, I get quiet and come off as angry When I get anxious, my friend asks me if I'm angry because I get quiet and stare intensely at things around me. I try to ground myself, and talk myself out of being anxious, but it's hard to until I fix it. For instance, I have most recently been anxious about being late enough to a movie that I would miss the beginning. I was anxious and terse until I was in the theater. I was with my friend, who alwyas plans on being On Time, down to the last minute, and had to do a lot of things, last minute, before we left.

I'm not angry with her in those situations! I have such high levels of stress that I get frustrated that she has contributed to my anxiety, but then I aggressively talk myself down for being irrationally upset. Again, I get quiet and stare intensely and when people start talking to me, I'm very terse because I'm internally flipping out and trying to mellow myself out.

My friend always asks me if I'm angry with her, and I always say ""No, I'm just stressed out and anxious,"" and then she usually says things like ""We're going to be on time"" or ""you can leave without me"" or ""do you even want to go?"" None of these make me feel better because I'm irrationally anxious, which I know. So I usually say ""I know, it's fine"" or ""I'm not leaving without you"" or ""yes, obviously I want us to go"" because those are the Rational Responses that I know to be the Right Way to go about life. Then, my friend gets upset because I'm terse and deadpan when I say those responses.

Every time I get anxious and communicate that to her, she accuses me of taking it out on her. Even when I tell her that I am not angry, that I don't blame her, that it's fine and I'm going to be fine, she gets upset that I'm upset. Which is frustrating because I try to be patient and not take it personally when she's anxious/triggered and being terse and deadpan at me! 

Basically, any advice for not being terse/deadpan when anxious and with someone else?

Tldr: my friend thinks I'm aggro when I'm just anxious, how do I stop seeming aggro

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anxiety,SlwDancer,2019/03/28,"My friend is going through a lot right now and I want to help him I have a friend who is in a terrible spot in life right now and I want to help him through it. To start, my friend in need of help is fifteen years of age, while I am sixteen. I've known him for a little over two months, and the first time we met he showed me kindness I'd never seen in a person before. Now that he is in a time of turmoil I want to be there for him in any way I can.
He is suffering the most from deeply rooted self-esteem issues and emotional trauma from being in a toxic relationship. He wears his heart on his sleeve and people have taken advantage of him for it and it really hurts to hear this stuff from him. He wants to be an artist which only further perpetuates his terrible self-esteem and anxiety whenever he makes something he considers bad as a beginner and has few people outside of me and his other friend to talk to. And he is also going through the normal teen crisis of seeing yourself as a nothing but a burden for others. He's already had to go to the hospital for an attempt on his own life before but does not want to seek help from a psychiatrist because he's not allowed to first talk privately with his doctor, and he's recently talked about considering it again which scares me the most. I've talked him out of going through with it but it still really terrifies me. 
I'm talking with him whenever he gets online and I support him to the best of my abilities. I've never been a sympathetic or empathetic person for personal reasons nor am I entirely familiar with anxiety or dealing with it but I'm really trying my hardest for him and I want to do more. I let him know that he's someone truly special and unique in the world because he truly is and that the bad crap that happens to him is not his fault but I feel this isn't enough. I know that growth is likely not going to happen overnight for him and that, for as much as I believe in him, he needs to believe in himself first to make a change which is the hardest thing to do as a third-party whose only means of communication with him is text on a screen. He lives halfway across the United States and I have no means of giving him the physical support he needs. And I just want to help him so he doesn't hurt anymore.
I've talked with him for hours about my belief in him but is there anything more I could do to help him? What's the best approach to helping someone like him? Are there any forms of online and private help I could recommend to him? Or maybe I should encourage him to not be so private about it and confront his family about his problems? I feel bad talking behind his back like this but it's for his sake. I don't know what's the best way to help but I just don't want to see him like this. Any help is appreciated. I'll try to respond with updates or clarification when I get the time if you'd like although I'm feeling very tired after having just got off talking with him. I'll reply in the morning. Thank you for reading this and I wish you a good day/night.",4.791057692307692,5.096722272435901,5.7214743589743575,82.54019230769231,69.06410256410257,8.643589743589741,28.98076923076923,8.5409612609427,1.959430769230769,2414,81,498,35,39,797,252,624,0.083,0.701,0.217,0.9981,2,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,1,3,0,8,20,36,2,2,33,0,40,7,3,5,2,91,86,46,0,18,21,0,3,5,4,1,4,1,0,3,31,32,0,0,12,3,0,7,13,16,0,4,6,8,73,20,97,71,13,59,1,3,4,0,93,24,1,8,30,351,104,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06519385440292799,0.04724451925939016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052485067447373,0.0,0.09038875640309316,0.0,0.05858933261477098,0.0,0.0,0.04861602028390216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045427204567628894,0.14798256095377715,0.07202659358258377,0.0,0.10054176398360748,0.13312096734117468,0.1859956131310875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06249651063661867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433768000183844,0.0,0.0,0.038100312924858167,0.06090664857011145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06046866228636204,0.0516994070996257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06645460702482983,0.0,0.06104319082819337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05569332027592518,0.0,0.08961457772466312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507547159030498,0.0,0.0,0.1825735394533371,0.0,0.061731455593070035,0.056672837709365924,0.16787646102228318,0.04955168082564912,0.047249937466095376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448465981816114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658500798912835,0.07000751292845621,0.3959862410207984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058179762169037336,0.0,0.126488077656641,0.0,0.0,0.06166190555606273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06152046874188991,0.09740289095013277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0604110837598616,0.08345683685230658,0.14431221786298784,0.059211505903441486,0.052166806193706304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05022585837243925,0.0,0.0,0.07886982046464408,0.0,0.059351620775537,0.1287061521295942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047155360223336565,0.0,0.04342900258869058,0.13141638698581554,0.09112892896600144,0.0,0.0,0.05544054135744405,0.05788372993095526,0.05668677116603954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986270363783806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191425737682738,0.15475344709841707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0565295046180929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05909381724055634,0.0,0.11354031190302187,0.06074184857777892,0.05833222986398695,0.0634274800957161,0.0,0.10090428794725316,0.0,0.0,0.059147213981457676,0.0,0.09415476326071004,0.0,0.12326212204832995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011290718799556,0.04548099977002256,0.0,0.0,0.04181559210398875,0.0,0.04717963130463139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06762998103518754,0.0,0.13408164262562106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3798761750236376,0.0,0.054390928452673085,0.0,0.0,0.03924868511742119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334627318933387,0.06790127481703362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021993711833397,0.0,0.05771045550768345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04874539683199407,0.2787650780228123,0.09378646312067453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793658885205647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0380441855391075
anxiety,readmebeforecomments,2019/03/28,"Some big changes are coming for me in less than a month and I cannot stop worrying. First time posting on this subreddit. Good evening I’d like some advice on how to reduce myself from worrying. I assume it may be worrying because it has been keeping me up at night for the past week. 

This past week I have been worrying about my future. I will be joining the military in the next month and although I’m excited for the experience and what I’ll learn I’m also worried about it because I’ve never been through something like that. 

In addition, I know the military will be physically demanding and although I’m not obese or anything, I am out of shape. I attempt to run and get back into shape like I use to be but I don’t have any desire or motivation. Also, I have been unable to sleep well. My sleep schedule is so screwed that I also begin to worry about my health and how it’ll effect me within the military. 

I just simply want to sleep well and get back into shape but worrying makes that simplicity not so simple. Any advice? ",2.804736842105264,4.976364292682932,4.389602053915279,82.80856225930683,76.8048780487805,7.437740693196408,26.399229781771503,8.371475516178862,1.9754390243902442,820,32,156,16,19,274,111,205,0.06,0.784,0.156,0.8956,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,4,16,8,1,0,7,0,21,6,3,6,1,36,33,20,0,2,7,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,0,0,10,12,1,2,5,0,0,2,5,1,2,1,4,0,19,7,27,21,3,35,0,0,0,1,0,15,1,6,20,116,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19132873950755766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348659476308476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13314740564607247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805613564847506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505543728140266,0.0,0.11935489676250068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356264546229793,0.08433008579658617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466041991587121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576260590185767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327162074490342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229487669525664,0.0,0.0,0.08211183474299158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406053615641347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701585594874052,0.0,0.0,0.05380194275230999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348341917507526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534738636807312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15628180846291712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550463910488453,0.0,0.10411517346038818,0.09187023515957192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869086106805829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937588080981644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939048032940434,0.0,0.0,0.07536633015946151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184674983602537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05708485877122264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455206589422896,0.0,0.0,0.05774252163934152,0.0,0.15705504681550092,0.0,0.17604334007801245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6959381216669754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,picklerick1215,2019/03/28,"anxiety related to my hearts ""weirdness""? hey so for a long time my heart has felt very strange, like this pinching,dull ache, palpitations like feeling. it isn't painful as in ouch! but enough to feel it, do you think this is related to my anxiety? I kind of remember reading somewhere it can do strange things to your heart, not life threatening but what I mentioned above it's just the small pain that worries me.

I've had an ECG and that came back fine with nothing to worry about seen a doctor a couple of times again. and he said I'm fine.  just worrying myself like mad so does anyone else experince this? thanks 

I am on medication for my adhd but it doesn't feel like the normal increased heartbeat type...I hope I'm just worrying myself and i haven't got a heart problem on it's way ",2.0888122171945724,4.607419185897439,3.0413876319758693,89.60165158371044,81.5,6.491101055806937,25.20211161387632,7.724431198458867,1.4611007541478132,627,25,126,11,17,199,101,156,0.154,0.626,0.22,0.8997,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,0,8,14,1,0,7,0,10,9,4,0,0,21,23,9,0,3,7,0,4,4,0,0,5,1,0,0,13,5,0,0,6,1,0,2,4,5,0,0,6,6,13,9,15,17,2,12,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,1,9,73,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13569572024106671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727514807306712,0.0,0.0,0.07894920535021831,0.11568950336357255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682071937704469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913881004787128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493262193075685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155680348248985,0.09880818682280804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943217068655958,0.0,0.0,0.11666607688535993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171271866247953,0.08066283262688445,0.10841118040533647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030433636345804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5351949513158059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214497600967628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757825301867708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975157927297605,0.22064823383281107,0.0,0.0,0.0999216805685661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374481380726052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062769810875067,0.10834006403520932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402881216731411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803949535710927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294042352799127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279048705629725,0.0,0.1074031410565696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395223700847077,0.0,0.0,0.0750122995445299,0.0723480846431238,0.0,0.0,0.1316773046552867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316246640210417,0.0,0.08962259810466082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4586618090057839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bummyteeth,2019/03/28,"Are there even any jobs out there for people with anxiety? Just a mini-rant. I am current job-seeking and all the job descriptions for companies these days seek people who are easily ""adaptable, outgoing, people-driven, strong communicators, flexible, not afraid to take risks, able to learn quickly on the job""... the list goes on and on. I get that we live in an increasingly fast-paced and constantly changing world, where employees need to always be on call and ready to work. But all those descriptions above are almost the opposite of what I am. 

I'm incredibly anxious all the time, seeking validation from others, scared of people, very afraid unpredictability and unforeseen circumstances, and I always replay what-if scenarios in my head when it comes to doing something unfamiliar. Can I even survive in this late 2010s/2020s century job market? 

I've done internships before and was counting down the days until it was over and I needed to take breaks in the bathroom at first due to anxiety. I am just imagine the long-term prospects of working for years on end....not to mention that work life where I live is very unforgiving and mental health is not well-known at all. ",7.309857142857144,8.742038747619048,6.892380952380954,72.36428571428574,63.904761904761905,10.380952380952381,33.09523809523809,10.451354775682146,3.6700952380952376,947,38,156,23,14,296,133,210,0.052000000000000005,0.8759999999999999,0.07200000000000001,0.633,7,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,1,0,0,6,10,5,0,4,10,0,14,3,1,0,4,27,21,12,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,10,13,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,4,0,1,3,0,10,1,31,17,5,32,0,0,0,0,4,17,0,1,12,102,20,9,0.11719163393765893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735049309211608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19502565492437945,0.0,0.0,0.07969432974997143,0.0,0.1793025583894025,0.13239318907716466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972144890925502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966576106052275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239732096499202,0.10095021578086248,0.0,0.12664252319591868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15115781773561635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992772958446607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379700334895248,0.0,0.0,0.1548079379104016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968314395999874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061227791826110774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202724262072476,0.12456922674786887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5814730685868089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321972675899569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277591681852955,0.0,0.0,0.2069647196344341,0.10371090822917392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810160324269085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17379222326994467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24373776950863976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732926981743362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021984527042136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17622704808464804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06833538417920441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933907425986916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536935305939492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559507157567185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546756997720629
anxiety,jp6997,2019/03/28,"Recently had my Prozac dosage upped from 40mg to 60mg. Has anyone ever experienced symptoms like this before? I had been taking 20mg of Prozac for a little over 2 years until about 4 months ago when my dr upped that to 40mg due to anxiety and panic attacks taking control of my life again. Well about a 3 weeks ago my dr increased it again to 60mg due to no change and ever since then I’ve been experiencing what feels like asthma. Every time I do anything remotely physical (sex, mow the lawn, wash the car, run, etc) I have trouble catching my breath and it feels like my heart is beating out of my chest. Has anyone ever had any side effects similar to this by chance? ",6.738857142857142,5.792454674074079,7.140317460317463,78.22000000000003,65.22222222222223,9.788359788359788,31.137566137566136,8.841846274778883,2.322534391534392,531,16,106,7,7,174,89,135,0.116,0.785,0.099,-0.5362,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,9,7,1,1,4,0,10,12,3,2,3,11,14,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,8,0,1,0,6,4,0,1,3,0,0,4,1,3,1,0,5,4,10,4,19,9,2,27,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,20,62,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880632605048181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049420695504374,0.0,0.12429926982511925,0.0,0.0,0.22722418440175424,0.0,0.13370990073463232,0.0,0.0,0.1848481958209843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826130978458973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17188577313989165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182238822614258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812118155315691,0.0,0.4409263063285277,0.13689917715129024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643128639759423,0.2321561854090068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925434774314899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476675081571118,0.23814338005339444,0.16285093947352178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969260950913195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19063912832445384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043264379100303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344078540693146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16888234894117946,0.2443344210715132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474531131058468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303342919973592,0.0,0.146091988478867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463390960959383
anxiety,spiral_out_1618,2019/03/28,"I had a panic attack while public speaking today This is my first time in here. [30F] and I've had several panic attacks in my life but only in private. Today it happened in front of my entire class (masters program)  presenting a final project.

 I hadn't slept the night before due to setbacks in my work and several other personal issues were definitely causing background anxiety. I was so intimidated by the other spectacular presentations that by the time it was my turn I froze, could not hear myself talking, and couldn't see...I told them it was a panic attack and that I had to leave.

Now I am just processing what happened, feeling mortified, and not knowing how to show my face again. Thanks for listening if you are reading.",5.0117446524064135,7.098113316176473,6.150935828877003,72.9844385026738,70.25,8.474866310160428,32.216577540106954,9.095868883498916,3.2143323529411774,585,27,94,12,11,195,90,136,0.17,0.767,0.063,-0.9244,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,3,6,7,3,3,6,0,13,3,2,2,0,16,23,10,0,3,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,9,5,0,0,2,2,0,1,4,6,0,1,10,5,15,1,12,11,0,19,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,1,13,72,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346840945919702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4616104866884986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509060216752635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894240327032473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798875977816744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838813579997566,0.0,0.0,0.14816338641525978,0.0,0.1150463936273966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23920810495630304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244030661820848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116931233475194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433168021026837,0.0,0.0,0.14321372281248884,0.0,0.0,0.0955334104730349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12692606607463552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286623453082623,0.0,0.4760718405547578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180979704908907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13528990821569933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077793741751217,0.0,0.0,0.30559547660876196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871148466147687,0.0,0.12452307300058135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157734581688453,0.0,0.25640864008995673,0.12924033075278382,0.0,0.0,0.1471167587792959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984660181731348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bluedotbirb,2019/03/28,"anxiety about starting meds to help my anxiety i’m 18 and i’ve been diagnosed with anxiety and OCD since i was able to express my thoughts. i’ve also been diagnosed with PTSD and depression but that happened just a few years ago. i currently see a therapist weekly. 

i’ve been very adamant about not getting medicated for my mental health. i’ve always felt like it was something i needed to deal with “on my own” i.e. drug free. but lately, my anxiety has gotten so unbearable and panic attacks have become a part of my daily routine. to be quite honest, i’m tired. i feel like i’ve over exerted myself trying to fight my anxiety and that i just need to swallow my pride and take the pills. not only does this make me feel like a failure, but it gives me so much anxiety. 

most of my anxiety is health/doctor related. i convince myself daily that i have terminal illnesses, haven’t gotten a checkup in nearly a decade and haven’t seen a dentist in 5 years. it’s a combination of a lack of trust, trauma, and a debilitating fear of getting my blood drawn (i black out and scream uncontrollably.) so the idea of me having to trust a doctor to give me the right medicine is terrifying to me. the thought of getting the wrong pill, dosage, and having to deal with the side effects keeps me up at night. not to mention the nagging thought it’ll dull me out and turn me into a zombie. my fiancée is so kind and tries to dispel my fears but he doesn’t understand. 

the rational part of my brain tells me i need to be medicated: but my anxiety has my hands tied. any advice would be greatly appreciated ",4.712255244755243,5.8961569038461565,5.863344988344988,78.28468531468532,69.7051282051282,9.134265734265734,30.52797202797203,9.457814108942452,2.785911538461539,1262,51,239,27,22,421,161,312,0.209,0.664,0.127,-0.9773,1,0,2,0,1,0,31.0,0,0,0,3,9,23,3,4,20,0,22,17,3,2,0,46,49,22,0,5,10,0,4,3,0,2,13,1,0,0,8,19,1,1,9,0,1,0,6,12,0,0,12,8,35,12,38,32,7,20,0,2,3,0,10,12,0,1,11,156,43,1,0.08646344874187431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449108142020925,0.07664463040369959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06914478872049326,0.0719445157957041,0.0,0.0,0.05879811010246876,0.0,0.52915441301334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836465521262168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549208604723444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965218039752676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782800381111572,0.0744708417052438,0.17551716086340935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17699800711467045,0.07566474666091315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027015021237076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945908362084775,0.087437035239687,0.12353901011481792,0.0830184700716201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552074996115973,0.16588723733604538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532625748070493,0.0,0.0,0.0764593421725149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18381320559893954,0.0,0.0,0.057954627120400636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760670926242368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685268599727355,0.0,0.09003837651069363,0.0,0.0,0.097534536263574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267250208533614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057715023434883876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604139976298337,0.17420565638256316,0.08713481991163001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06356058343719778,0.1923346550031567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114008944959937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06575934896041546,0.0,0.10144622750784167,0.0,0.1872629783717586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107114461207492,0.0,0.0,0.0919645207332596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383931279730302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890017418682791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715234582879041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06656378706340563,0.0,0.0,0.061199274044427016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06500975294492584,0.0,0.07557286523116788,0.0,0.0,0.10039072815904564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20592696072030792,0.0,0.09937701504165004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740601217179275,0.09404740362683206,0.0,0.09001149943758628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134140039693439,0.0,0.0,0.06935576318590182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06142115322869113,0.09453420793966212,0.0,0.111359252348493
anxiety,TwinkWinky,2019/03/28,"Does anybody think that they are just going to snap one day? I can say with confidence, that I have never actively wanted to kill my self. I've thought about suicide as just a thought, but I never wanted to do it. But sometimes when I have anxiety I am scared that I might just snap one day and not be able to control myself. I almost feel like my anxiety is another entity of myself that will take over one day and I will be powerless. I'm afraid I might snap and do things I don't want to do. I just want to know if anybody else understands what I mean. I can't tell anybody I'm close to because I don't want to scare them.
Thanks guys I hope you all have a wonderful day :). ",1.9999061032863883,3.561970422535212,3.5672535211267613,90.563603286385,77.16901408450704,7.268544600938967,23.805164319248824,8.07648339933343,1.1653643192488259,528,17,118,9,12,175,79,142,0.157,0.7,0.14300000000000002,0.43,1,0,0,0,0,1,13.0,0,1,2,1,6,7,1,3,2,0,19,0,0,1,3,34,38,8,2,7,8,0,1,1,0,4,0,1,0,2,7,5,0,1,8,0,0,1,6,4,0,3,2,2,22,3,13,30,1,10,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,6,8,81,29,0,0.1328927824492951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307292530031622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934966953324227,0.2033252296603392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101020671487855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490505556195381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3428194029368227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162953694700356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110148673069955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719458378770185,0.09493863033500988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552603078130775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13158474799829564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199251841997256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14702617407635402,0.0,0.07303439778762498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06492470083100024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475919894143366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819564826128648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204990212810129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701547660396538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568167452940032,0.2660977171301709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13863615493353446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314343599020013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536313462813324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991883369103248,0.0,0.11615414934717512,0.12234981937090113,0.0,0.0,0.08828805963186047,0.08515232901813892,0.0,0.2110040499937861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13834607324540887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3919180311093085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441165537396964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,picturepie,2019/03/28,"can a movie scar you for life? I made the mistake of seeing a horror movie in a theater. Let me just say that i normally hate horror movies, because I find them corny and not scary. but this one was so disturbing to me and I don't know why. for the past couple of nights, I have been scared to go to sleep. i turn out the lights and my mind immediately starts seeing images and hearing dialogue from that movie. I know that this is totally irrational and stupid. I know that nothing is really going to happen to me. but i just can't shake this feeling of aeful dread and anxiety. I never expected the movie to effect me this way. Is this normal? Will I ever get over it?",2.04408547008547,4.172583288888891,3.6688888888888895,87.25461538461538,79.07407407407408,6.820512820512822,20.754985754985753,7.882392219407189,0.9045669515669514,524,14,107,9,13,174,85,135,0.228,0.7340000000000001,0.038,-0.9824,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,1,4,7,2,4,7,0,11,2,1,2,3,27,26,9,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,10,7,0,0,6,0,0,3,4,7,0,1,3,6,18,0,15,21,1,12,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,0,5,77,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13699689621034145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916645120565023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19815032979795427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16198951532991054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054901289366656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636772931145973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356271898556306,0.0,0.20355234453511864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15836122396514818,0.0,0.0,0.1768059560678025,0.0,0.0,0.201837923025993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952556108322763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18312301886080132,0.12649059541555535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16945129339762655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18082131591765624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811873202060845,0.0,0.0,0.1680559041286023,0.35092379438233523,0.17183357786892933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135029350330485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709536037585378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472422710114707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14241283702003313,0.17929187340100022,0.0,0.28540962047565804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17921088137533847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675484339882087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947893027314489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214659948168487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16159324526261087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Wookienpals,2019/03/28,"Severe anxiety after meals I have been battling anxiety for awhile now and I have been in and out of the doctor for years . Believe it or not, anxiety is not the biggest problem, it’s the symptoms. I am overweight early thirties, high cholesterol 220 but everything else perfectly normal. 6’3 288LBS
Moving on, I have been having the worst and I mean the worst anxiety after meals. Before it was heavy meals (fast food, fried, processed ect) now it’s anything which tells me that my GI needs a reset. (Easier said than done) but basically what happens after every meals I get sharp pains on my left arm that radiate towards my neck and head. My head does this weird thing where it feels like I can feel blood streaming in there?  All these symptoms give me anxiety and make me freak out to the point where I am more than sure I’m going to have a stroke. I keep telling myself that it ain’t gonna happen but per meal. I do overeat a lot of the times even when it’s with healthy food but why do I feel this way? Is this anxiety? I talk to my doctor and she thinks it’s anxiety and I have spoken to 4 different ones. I have acid reflux all the time which is why I think my chest hurts but all day? After every meal? Like what gives? I just find it hard to believe... I’m 31 and I feel like death is around the corner 24/7. At this point I am more welcoming of death then to live another day like this. It’s very frustrating and it’s almost crippling my life including relationships and work. I had to leave work last week because I felt like I was going to have a heart attack. I have had 3 EKGS in the last year. I have had anxiety my whole life but does this shit ever end and if so when! Has anyone had any after meals anxiety’s? If so what did you do? I just need to know that other people have this exact issue.

Thanks ",1.3465906825280811,3.740310566757493,2.5947085797833482,92.40291818967235,83.65940054495913,5.760324317139629,19.57792250947033,7.11905507035037,0.390308752575264,1426,39,299,20,41,457,190,367,0.183,0.721,0.096,-0.985,1,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,0,3,14,20,4,0,14,0,35,27,8,1,7,53,60,25,2,6,13,0,8,5,0,1,9,1,0,0,30,15,11,1,10,0,0,3,3,11,0,1,13,10,38,9,32,46,9,45,0,1,0,0,10,18,1,5,28,195,68,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806347598056858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053013977464423316,0.08174555083957846,0.5367375343786849,0.0,0.0,0.05450990655169685,0.0,0.06415262717981353,0.06939897024582352,0.0,0.08868825215045041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04752235146102097,0.0,0.06633634615889071,0.17566348989043665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055266376100297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144930880086347,0.0,0.15958622384414015,0.13644279271365653,0.07977789603723492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651237387917034,0.0,0.06904747193031023,0.0,0.0,0.05149039183492736,0.07051729350445363,0.13136561802465266,0.0,0.07006344412669188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15767122472727668,0.1113861361664605,0.07485171366626933,0.0,0.07125201711400736,0.0,0.1885337630410784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04072973304687342,0.14956845120434073,0.08861042885318295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787565062259188,0.0,0.06983487656145031,0.0,0.1600143877876036,0.0,0.0,0.09238036866156958,0.0,0.08236669615608565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834554375410763,0.0,0.0,0.08136768940021212,0.0,0.06929247481661481,0.0,0.0,0.04284356825088901,0.1270920242035754,0.0,0.08254605425874864,0.0847013780851232,0.0,0.11012779962092796,0.19043121703488786,0.0,0.0688381658836557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627693398466279,0.0,0.0,0.052037437026519834,0.0,0.0,0.08491889859660358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285680427922865,0.0,0.11560944218780105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638209224762835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05282622302064557,0.0,0.08295259591140054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054046122898576174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473906388692541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745950864189696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369750258811018,0.0,0.0,0.07415572020492965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807012448940832,0.08002256168432034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347430415341101,0.16205600795975267,0.0,0.06265952686087736,0.13627710711466615,0.07177306851963032,0.0,0.0,0.05179169847577079,0.0999044212185988,0.0,0.0,0.09091564050453292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06432334961671977,0.0,0.061879273210339335,0.06253304502742682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14068957835095935,0.08703709995796301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350841412599212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040453484252657
anxiety,Trevie3,2019/03/28,"How do I stop procrastinating homework? I'm in college, agoraphobic for 5 years. I'm able to go to class now thanks to therapy and a lot of help from my girlfriend and hard work from myself, which is great and I'm super happy about it. I haven't missed a class in months and it's incredible (I'm not bragging, my therapist constantly tells me to acknowledge my progress). 

However I'm not doing well because I have so much anxiety about studying and doing homework. I set aside the time and then I just sit in my room all day browsing the internet not really doing anything, steadily becoming more and more upset. I can email my professors and ask them for more time on assignments and sometimes they're cool with it because I have the title IX disability thing that lets me turn stuff in late. 

When I first started to get bad anxiety and agoraphobia 5 years ago, it started with me not doing assignments, then skipping class because I thought I should stay in my room and work on the assignment (which never happened because I always ended up being too anxious and sad to focus), then just not going because I was already too far behind. I think I'm kind of getting better in reverse order: I'm able to go to class, and I force myself every time, but still it's so fucking hard for me to study. Like I'm only taking two classes and I have a part time job, I had literally nothing to do today (Wednesday) but I didn't get anything done at all except spending a few minutes looking at the pdf of some homework. 

I had an assignment due for one class last week on Thursday that if I did and then turned in tomorrow I would have gotten full credit for it (haven't started it), and another assignment for my other class that was due Tuesday that if I turned in tomorrow I would have gotten full credit for it, but now I don't have time to do either, and this keeps happening. I procrastinate and procrastinate starting until the day something is due passes, but the more I've put it off the more anxious I feel about even starting it, and every assignment I miss makes it worse. I know I'm doing this to myself but I don't know how to stop. 

I know what needs to be done: I need to just start working on something and focus for just a little bit of time every time. Maybe just 30 minutes or an hour every day... but that's easier said than done. I just feel like a lazy piece of shit sometimes, I haven't even showered today because I was thinking I could do so after I'd started working. 

Does this happen to anyone else? Anyone have advice? 

TLDR: Anxious, can't do homework, anxiety gets worse every time I miss assignment or procrastinate, I'm losing it",6.594229619294403,6.359919857418113,7.145724536575647,75.70699421965321,65.26204238921002,9.701973290811242,33.88884459504352,9.223106411051027,2.977226376984917,2102,83,388,33,29,693,226,519,0.1,0.833,0.066,-0.9235,3,0,2,0,0,0,51.0,0,0,1,9,23,21,2,1,16,1,43,2,1,3,3,71,96,41,0,8,23,0,4,2,1,3,0,1,7,0,26,22,0,3,9,0,3,5,13,9,1,3,14,7,50,12,57,75,17,83,0,5,1,1,7,22,2,6,54,271,76,31,0.13057951942543267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06380039755598385,0.05787543262664244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204887337570587,0.0,0.05432631033458151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846200577780193,0.14983946242289126,0.22127653345237525,0.0,0.09130423610731538,0.06689707441251957,0.10745581839101384,0.0,0.061037111861683264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05451422220503304,0.2388001891393894,0.07210741004679032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05774348674985241,0.07127950770677552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07055503563737417,0.0,0.05212856045450392,0.0,0.0,0.1263194811829344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057135508704524586,0.20044227691952848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05454121644099319,0.0,0.0578273480780901,0.0,0.0,0.08624654105572017,0.0,0.275047192411049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06602492849706013,0.04664301738427538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0555354362583473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06035933078923445,0.13644481885775284,0.0,0.11131702514351914,0.0,0.0,0.0719821905763695,0.0,0.0,0.1732065566736371,0.06950216327233523,0.1169736009737004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04376234968636536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06429726169645511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647900121396788,0.058032538315913325,0.0,0.06798923768187917,0.10764463339014696,0.05321986827401131,0.07364969277770587,0.0,0.0,0.06676320282281004,0.0,0.06379455736496975,0.0654374914674521,0.0,0.0,0.054826954512512925,0.07304254064477897,0.0,0.05550701892384948,0.0,0.0,0.043581421591531055,0.0,0.06559233917158187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05211366330204867,0.0,0.04799548572488206,0.09682305908687552,0.05035548767645996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06264728531890831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044242030893598905,0.04965580433077135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070244732823433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06563424166391592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041826291911811295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062105512691327004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06701900010604543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100526493591816,0.129146483621419,0.0,0.32348699578446755,0.0695901967748048,0.05214048644479607,0.10917032520349217,0.0,0.0,0.07474115443290577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049089773893111664,0.0,0.05706612775156215,0.06011003878760876,0.07466453029047147,0.0758064432342539,0.043375615233773125,0.08367008347791491,0.0,0.05183277627496674,0.3045678714785937,0.0,0.12377411615286232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21304953042291536,0.06377860826619032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05237150702394509,0.0,0.05870333496665722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901268906725708,0.0,0.13307168601495653,0.09275994409038753,0.0,0.0,0.08408892929226502
anxiety,lonely-day,2019/03/28,"Hello all. Wondering if you know of any online therapy for anxiety? Like a class type thing where you work on anxiety issues and how to deal with them. I tried searching ""online therapy program"" but all I got was college stuff.",4.005714285714284,6.580721238095242,5.081190476190475,77.33464285714288,74.71428571428572,8.961904761904762,29.54761904761905,9.516144504307137,3.3189333333333337,180,8,30,5,4,59,36,42,0.067,0.89,0.043,0.0129,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,9,4,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,1,5,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,1,21,7,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17393384606879642,0.0,0.3913300191931772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636898758474143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20456436919017928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669596932734895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056569534306235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495736247169001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927979411345069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5849955332025272,0.0,0.16992366430856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736525137717175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773740073242413,0.1862051856357376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EatgrassSkateFast,2019/03/28,I feel like my best friend is starting to get tired of me I'm a shy dude so I don't have many friends but I was able to connect with her quick. Like we would talk every single day at school and we messaged each other back and forth every day over the summer. But ever since the second semester of senior year we've spoken less. We only talk for Maybe a few minutes during first period and like 3 minutes on the way out of school. And she leaves me on read now or has short responses when I message her. I usually have the feeling that all my friends hate me but it's never felt this bad. And I don't want to like bring it up and sound like a needy dude cause that's wack. And I'm starting to hate myself again and can't sleep because I can't stop thinking. I dont know I think I annoyed her or something. I just want this feeling to go away.,1.1864509803921557,3.029627122222226,2.568300653594772,95.50794117647058,80.55555555555556,5.124183006535948,20.588235294117645,5.900188976854957,-0.10264705882352887,662,18,150,4,17,214,111,180,0.157,0.6970000000000001,0.146,-0.6191,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,3,0,0,2,8,13,3,0,7,0,11,2,1,1,3,35,29,15,0,3,6,0,4,5,3,1,1,1,0,0,7,14,0,1,7,1,0,2,6,4,0,2,2,5,24,9,17,26,6,29,0,0,0,0,14,8,0,2,23,96,31,4,0.13233825903884006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433615067608632,0.1017599524476434,0.11049691852465852,0.08067217439076538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888083823950814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359478462840788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706944580180787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15509945398959665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197075318089458,0.22300138188506574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20074260026943466,0.09454247869978183,0.12706548208764049,0.0,0.0,0.1125668555334064,0.0,0.0,0.3067326319624876,0.0,0.0691412782875812,0.0,0.07521088234814914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613132654529219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272964622327892,0.0,0.0,0.14012710818599475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32326894351355645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417022335428958,0.13295156867550242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020674237656377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10064920938938124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237407165119378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26786676669952203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947157542276334,0.0,0.1324338321468289,0.0,0.0,0.10188045727046036,0.0,0.0,0.1873394017779443,0.0,0.0,0.11064071027144758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127369594625252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695940256147866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521033610207982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575189572287295,0.0,0.15611306789433835,0.10504395018611028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400930225104748,0.0,0.0,0.08522149994075613
anxiety,alyssasaurusrex25,2019/03/29,"Worry I am in a perpetual state of worry. I worry about everyone and everything. It’s usually just always lingering around even though I’m always happy. It’s this strange phenomenon, if you will. I’m happy about work, life, everything but when I have any free thought, I just worry. I worry about dying. I worry about other people dying. I worry about my dog dying. I worry about conversations I’ve had. I worry about making mistakes. I can’t shake it. It’s an awful way to live but I don’t really know if I’ll ever be able to live in a world where I’m not worried. Has anyone else ever felt this way ? ",0.8975683060109283,3.3578871721311465,3.8311803278688537,82.08130601092897,87.11475409836065,6.204153005464481,17.969398907103823,7.554174236665415,0.8294015300546445,473,12,88,9,15,168,70,122,0.298,0.616,0.086,-0.9802,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,16,5,0,1,3,1,8,1,0,1,2,16,15,7,3,3,7,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,3,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,3,1,13,4,13,10,0,13,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,4,58,20,1,0.08318562703526956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13843421110997353,0.0,0.0,0.056569078940681784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05816532458522765,0.0852335053202328,0.0,0.07405284443847986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590006426375405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949091724144763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05494332211446206,0.15049232424085415,0.0,0.07948743147393042,0.14952375547820987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987124720219406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17710529361898766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04571664512649471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05875646846626985,0.0,0.0,0.14690886540695922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05552705199302251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05767043973901163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05329084276851125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172945620565476,0.06604009594129605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916172158024838,0.0,0.0,0.13205775753674734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060560127217712575,0.8447904218074355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,symmetrically,2019/03/29,"I'm so broke and I just cannot keep a job for the life of me I'm struggling so much in every sense of the word: financially, mentally, and even physically. I apply for entry level jobs because my extreme anxiety has been thwarting all my attempts to graduate high school and gain a higher education (21f here). I do get jobs. But then the world closes in on me and I forget how to breathe (literally). The commitment, the responsibility, the decisionmaking - it's all way too much for me. I get panic attacks before during and after work. I get panic attacks in my sleep and wake up to my boyfriend trying to calm me down. I can't live like this or I'm going to end up in the hospital again. I'm so broke. I need money. I feel so useless.",1.834144144144144,4.084229621621624,4.363405405405405,81.3527657657658,80.48648648648648,6.91963963963964,24.055855855855857,8.021203637495839,1.5344363963963965,576,21,114,11,15,202,93,148,0.208,0.7390000000000001,0.053,-0.9687,3,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,3,10,10,2,3,9,0,5,4,3,1,3,19,16,14,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,8,0,0,1,1,17,2,19,15,4,18,0,3,0,0,0,12,0,1,5,75,19,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396345567637652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686975983326661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878070897753234,0.0,0.13788777497529686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435231637469939,0.0,0.0,0.10702874025829598,0.0,0.13652932235887413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819344733850719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539843957512797,0.0,0.09209351721684092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712087132116911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4824119295044783,0.1440324306091474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144566902756664,0.07916666600805627,0.0,0.14308809689852836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16330255396678833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382424297758413,0.1201538046068173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3802481730983703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16399749557963414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16216133915900466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16940389922045052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001745145140644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286232328748579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797018957992406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whispersanddaydreams,2019/03/29,"The Rusty Old Train. I've been clamped up for quite a while now and I thought I'd write a story relating to my anxieties. Frankly, I think it's helped me articulate my thoughts, though in a narrative. In a way, it's also helped me analyze and accept my feelings. Please let me know if this is okay.

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""You're a bit lost, aren't you?"" the rusty old train asked the confused lady standing alone by the station.

""I'm not sure,"" the lady replied with a sad tone in her voice. 

""Let me help you,"" the old train chuckled as the doors creaked until it fully opened, though it took quite a while.

As the bumpy tracks guided them, the old train gave her glimpses of the beautiful view outside its windows. The scenic rivers, the flowery gardens, the lush forests.

""I think I know this route,"" the lady told the old train.

""You do indeed, little miss. You've been passing through this route before - maybe you just haven't had the time to appreciate these things recently?"" 

The girl smiled as she realized what the old train's point was. ""I like you. Would you mind if I stick around so we could talk more?""

""Of course not. Just don't forget to smile, and you have yourself a deal,"" the old train proposed. 

The tracks were still as bumpy as they were, but the journey for some reason was smoother. Its wheels didn't mind the rocks, its engine had more vigor, and the steam coming off its vents were hotter than ever.

The outside breeze was freezing, but the old train made sure that its interiors were warm for the lady who now had a beaming smile as she childishly looked out the window.

""Thank you for helping me remember, old train. Can I pay you back by keeping you company?"" the girl asked. 

""You don't have to, young lady, but I'd greatly appreciate that,"" the old train responded with a hint of anxiousness in his voice. The happy lady didn't seem to notice it, being too busy with the view. The old train was happy - he felt that, once again, he had purpose ane that he could still be admired despite his creaks and dents.

The journey, naturally, had to take a stop.

""Where are we?"" the lady asked.

""It's the Central Station, little miss. It's a busy station filled with lots of things that would keep one busy for decades,"" the old train exaggerated.

""Would y... Would you like to roam around?"" the old train hesitated as he asked.

""Is it okay? I promise I'll be back right away!"" the girl giddily asked as she looked out the window.

The old train saw the look on her face - far from the one she had when their journey started. Her smile went from ear to ear, and her eyes had a glow that wasn't there before.

""When you look like that, how could I let you miss this chance?"" the old train replied as his doors opened - slowly, as its joints made high pitched creaks. The other people in the station covered their ears in pain, and the old train felt helplessly embarrassed as it could not do anything. The young lady just giggled, not seeming to care about the noise.

""Are you embarrassed as well, coming off a rusty old train?"" the old train asked the lady, hoping for security. As long as she was there, the old train could not care less what anyone else thought.

A quiet moment passed, and it was just then when the old train noticed the young lady was already out. Assuring itself momentarily, the old train happily waited.

The old train was, after all, a train she adored and appreciated.

The lady spun in circles, overwhelmed by the things she missed when she was lost in thought, looking at all there was to see and experience. 

The chiming of coins coming from inside the arcade. 
The delicious smell of food from the stalls.
The fun music from a small bar where people were drinking and laughing and socializing.
The cute little shops selling trinkets and souvenirs.
The gorgeous dresses displayed on storefronts.

The old train grew weary - worried about the young lady. Its old bell was broken and therefore couldn't ring, and the only option was to let out a loud whistle from its old steam engine.

""What are you doing?"" the girl asked, seemingly a bit upset by the attention the old train caught. The other people were looking at the old train again - some were laughing at how ragged it was, and some were annoyed by how loud the whistle was.

""It's about time we left the station,"" the old train replied and noticed her tone has changed, and so the old train apologized for the noise.

""Just a bit more, I promise. I'm just having a bit of fun!"" the lady said with glee. The old train was glad to hear the joy in the young lady's voice, and told her to go have her fun. 

Minutes passed and the young lady still wasn't in view. Embarrassed and all the while scared that the girl might be upset again, the old train opted not to use the steam whistle. The station was starting to be filled with other trains.

At that moment the old train noticed all the other trains that were in the station. Their whistles sounded nice. Sturdier wheels. Better engines.

Beautiful. Shiny. New.

The old train realized that it wasn't unique - all these other trains could do the same, or even better than it could. Nevertheless he waited for the young lady, not wanting to spoil her fun. 

The old train was, after all, a train she adored and appreciated.

After hours of waiting, the old train was ordered by the station to leave. ""But I'm still waiting for a young lady, she knows I'm here,"" the old train insisted. After repeatedly being told to leave the old train became scared and anxious of what would happen to the lady if it had to leave.

In a fit of frustration, the old train let out a loud steam whistle. The old train knew the lady would be able to tell whose it was, and she would come back.

And so she did, but with disappointment and annoyance clearly visible on her face

""I'm sorry I had to do it again, but we have to leave. The platform has to be open for another train."" the old train tried to explain.

""Come on, what do you say? Let's go on another journey! Let me show you the rivers, the forests, the gardens, and all those other things again!"" the old train offered, almost begging.

""I thought you would trust me when I said I would come back,"" the lady said in a tone that seemed flat and unimpressed.

""Oh I do, little miss. I really do! It's just that we have to go now, the station says so. How about it? I'm sure you've had your fun! I can't wait to hear your stories. Come on!"" the old train tried not to sound desperate, as it tried to open its rusty old doors once again. The doors, as it slowly crawled its way to opening, made loud high pitched noises again.

""You couldn't trust me, could you? You couldn't let me have this fun without having to doubt my word, "" the lady asked, her voice breaking as if she was about to cry.

The old train tried to open its doors just a bit faster. The creaks grew louder and now everyone, even the lady, had to cover her ears. The noise eventually became so loud that everyone had to cover their ears, and the lady fell down on her knees in pain.

""Make it stop, please make it stop. It hurts my ears,"" the lady pleaded. The old train was stuck. The only way to make it stop, obviously, was to not open its doors..and if the doors didn't open, the lady wouldn't be able to go in.

At this point the old train noticed how pointless the whole act was becoming. All the people and all the other trains were focusing on it now. Disappointed. Annoyed. Disgusted. 

""Please.""

The lady begged for the pain to stop. The pain that the old train inflicted by being selfish, by not wanting to be left alone, by yearning to be admired and appreciated.

""Please.""

The old train pleaded, wanting to hear the lady's stories as she sat in the warm interiors while they breezed through the tracks again.

It was too late to realize how desperate the act was, and there was nothing else to do to remedy the situation but to leave.

So the old train left the station and went on without the young lady. Its doors left halfway opened, letting the dirt and dust get inside, reminding the old train of the lady and how they got her through her confusion and sadness. But it was all there was to it. It was only natural for them to part ways.

The old train was, after all, nothing more than a rusty old train. ",3.588903766879888,5.578390114920636,3.6409393508647234,89.89353411513859,73.88253968253969,6.403079838900736,24.198175787728022,7.1686216300943375,0.8512016583747929,6401,196,1289,67,134,1955,454,1575,0.1,0.769,0.131,0.9972,1,2,1,0,0,0,292.0,5,24,9,6,71,83,5,11,172,2,134,17,10,16,18,219,236,96,0,31,34,0,6,3,0,11,4,27,12,5,86,72,3,13,26,7,4,29,27,36,1,2,89,48,101,47,172,104,28,225,0,15,14,0,115,72,0,21,120,820,187,1,0.03267861669719884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.016361457102921372,0.0338451915431539,0.018030833065320155,0.013066538983145444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03426637890809175,0.01249952616402493,0.036917535269402536,0.0,0.011424824305182631,0.016741552293268225,0.013445858571600095,0.029090897129576875,0.12220038129155565,0.0,0.015351318050649631,0.05025567821903646,0.0,0.0,0.01804548235676736,0.02780709591546754,0.0,0.0,0.02890158086905448,0.08919146436455153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033318027638429004,0.0,0.017284821717846868,0.09852407152758198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436486539788603,0.0,0.017947962986123996,0.0,0.016845109450784018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0160063017419724,0.0,0.0,0.027298791022002108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.021583918129125586,0.01477983984436495,0.0,0.031225818665526317,0.0,0.01598297883238828,0.0,0.0,0.008261645242336359,0.0,0.0313765967207421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01975755651219516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.008536614232060803,0.0,0.03714402189607082,0.0,0.013068037510598832,0.01801414513715655,0.0,0.0,0.014448796411271978,0.034786995130576516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055246764040893764,0.0,0.0438075758729122,0.03452675272114723,0.0,0.016228619932726528,0.01609092742034327,0.0,0.017491567524788924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02904625601221005,0.0,0.0,0.02693896967568388,0.0,0.018431451507397285,0.08650484165643085,0.07101082531569708,0.15037244827607474,0.0,0.0239476821863453,0.06550511782246901,0.0,0.014459773720462053,0.08232542311716642,0.0,0.035672570400919985,0.013891095658783315,0.0,0.04638194588217858,0.032719845598496305,0.0,0.0164150313884775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.017333424078376448,0.032996087237712884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.015780605819752134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031356014068128414,0.093012054255435,0.8915584883060799,0.034801660267842836,0.022143876403269397,0.03728034082962791,0.06954470435921603,0.0,0.0,0.017693878687558232,0.0,0.04531047639253892,0.0,0.0,0.07174261585821186,0.030891855441227713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0347577313479092,0.0,0.0,0.010467379320014682,0.016799530290322842,0.016133095805395327,0.0,0.018509251201159125,0.013953680053239844,0.04662727171044268,0.025987347621245577,0.03271699614467144,0.0,0.013020313296450491,0.05949877063624109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.018366067174009203,0.0,0.016655867203777208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01829051797737975,0.023130093094194414,0.0,0.05219437101414609,0.06830196702612894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046198814252350284,0.0,0.012285126426133185,0.013132917128604234,0.014281275680843638,0.015043039872081478,0.0,0.0,0.04342044174972132,0.0209391380748555,0.03210657498659842,0.06485792855167292,0.01905516419061079,0.0,0.0,0.04683872799828948,0.01815357277641589,0.044373271313321735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.014111916302769962,0.0,0.0,0.028912042202657355,0.051877529739666334,0.0,0.0,0.014691000477438041,0.030293405071354317,0.0,0.018242254260870526,0.0,0.0315010203569434,0.0,0.0,0.01659336075690413,0.0,0.10446278267867777,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IamConer,2019/03/29,"I just spent 3 days in the Behavioral Unit (Psych Ward). If anyone has any questions or wants to just hear about the experience, please don’t hesitate. The conversation would be nice as well. Hey guys,

As the title says, I just got out of the Behavioral Unit/Psych Ward earlier today. I’m still processing the entire event, but I would be happy to answer any and all questions about my stay if anyone is curious. ",6.055384615384617,6.877337358974363,6.378615384615388,77.11638461538463,66.43589743589743,10.342564102564104,28.42051282051282,10.355215969177356,2.8234482051282046,326,10,61,8,5,105,55,78,0.019,0.816,0.16399999999999998,0.8898,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,6,0,7,0,0,0,1,16,12,7,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,4,3,9,6,1,7,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,5,4,37,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905895345485984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987892840859773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779173511146312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20899852266105745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17088182136986071,0.0,0.0,0.21155501217918107,0.0,0.2274429149394517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408080952334273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23453232472256105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.478691717934061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16990941794008774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277310008848568,0.17062755553230038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20252280250294585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602102463371262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19210420212629672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035530274197384,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,artisticgovernment8,2019/03/29,"Does anyone here get serious anxiety when someone you know/love is traveling? Do you scour the internet for accident reports just to make sure they're okay? i do this. Just found out my friend does this, too. And my other friend. We're all women, and the person we primarily worry about is our male partner. Maybe that's relevant, maybe it isn't. But it's very annoying that I do it and can't seem to help it, and I'd like to know if it has a name so I can google it and learn about it.",1.7837254901960795,3.493880901960786,3.5221568627450983,89.99637254901963,78.21568627450979,7.670588235294117,22.117647058823533,8.515128840125781,1.1792470588235302,380,11,86,8,9,127,68,102,0.13699999999999998,0.74,0.123,-0.1308,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,2,0,0,8,7,1,0,3,1,9,0,0,1,2,19,14,9,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,12,7,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,9,5,7,13,1,3,0,0,0,0,12,1,0,2,2,54,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17418504142335872,0.0,0.0,0.15920871469355188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3985125462752012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496543668532979,0.3518311435845849,0.0,0.118960549713185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15261827364388328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25026898285508703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123963044368693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15198729898906732,0.0,0.4574978098924973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19881333819171704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072837740389865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19292411555910208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21459859807636247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18787113141626072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231233983821942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,laceguts,2019/03/29,"Anyone else with atypical OCD? I have a wondrous cocktail of OCD, phobia disorder, panic attack disorder and GAD. But my OCD is the major stem of all my problems.

As a kid I was very obsessive. Washing my hands obsessively, repeating words over and over until they lost meaning, my parents were religious so I would read bible verses repeatedly, hoping I didn't go to hell for not reading the right ones. I would only sleep in very specific positions, with my blankets in a certain order, and my pillow in a certain way.

Now, as I've gotten older, I've grown out of some of it and learned how to cope better. But I still have some things I just can't kick.

I still wash my hands repeatedly sometimes.

I have to send store reports for my job in a very specific order.

If I drop a piece of paper or forget to wash a dish I will freak out until I fix it, and then get stuck cleaning forever.

I scratch at my skin and I don't realize it.

It's so exhausting sometimes to live like this. It isn't consistent, it's almost like an addiction where I get kicks where it is hard to stop, but other weeks I'm okay.

How do you guys deal with this? Do you have any good coping methods? 
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anxiety,5trike_,2019/03/29,"I've Finally Accepted It I've had anxiety for a long time now, but I never realized. I've always just thought I was stressed out, or just in a bad mood, and I've denied having anxiety, but recently I've been realizing that I definitely do have it. I'm scared to tell my family and friends (except for one of my friends who could tell I had anxiety before I could admit it myself, and I'm very thankful), so I came here to write it out. I'm hanging out with a friend tomorrow, and I think I might tell her, I think it will make me feel better. 

If you read that whole thing, thank you, it means a lot to me. 

(Also, I'm new to this sub, since I've finally accepted it, so sorry if the flair isn't the correct one)

TL;DR- I've finally realized and accepted that I have anxiety after many years, and I came here to write about it since I'm too scared to tell my family and friends.",5.2277173913043455,4.384987206521743,6.849043478260871,78.73073913043481,68.23913043478261,11.273043478260867,31.44347826086956,10.793553405168565,3.1203930434782605,682,24,150,18,10,238,93,184,0.14400000000000002,0.674,0.182,0.8645,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,0,1,10,15,0,3,6,0,13,0,0,1,2,42,29,15,0,4,8,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,14,13,0,0,12,1,0,3,2,4,0,2,7,1,20,10,17,18,2,19,0,0,0,0,15,4,0,5,12,96,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863368397025184,0.08983268649265601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303612649601791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014341306404576,0.0,0.0,0.09186735621969376,0.0,0.0,0.0954832476243168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469585815555474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17239707978629426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035531460808704,0.0,0.05458862074239668,0.0,0.0,0.35479991438520825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336434078873862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554260446844792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091785077956123,0.0,0.0,0.0720651956413862,0.1094561009139995,0.0,0.11760181497594692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453017957401848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326662918509938,0.10426997055807917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463151267437786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799079991683437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065990395966727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21617675922705887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17861387582322158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085415431936565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366962968376795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774527319881481,0.19879304286311408,0.0,0.0,0.07172487917408335,0.13835484743202536,0.0,0.08570943825333012,0.06295326782218426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890796134343784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053525298205822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952372042287115
anxiety,Lottieflower,2019/03/29,"Flat tyre on the busiest road in the city in peak hour, never changed a tyre before but managed to change my first in 30 minutes. I dont know if ive posted on here before but I linger a lot and I just wanted to share some really awesome news with someone. Ive had anxiety all my life and if this had happened 2 years ago I would have had a full panic attack on the road, have called road side assistance and waited 2 hours and paid over $150 to have someone else change my tyre. But instead I pulled over into the car park in a shopping centre and took the spare out of the boot. An older man came up to guide me through it, he had surgery recently so couldn't physically help but was really sweet and helpful. So with his help I managed to change my first tyre and I was blown away by how easy it was. I just fell so proud that I handled the situation so calmly and now I know how to change a tyre!",4.038968253968253,4.284526402116402,4.787420634920637,88.79160714285715,70.6931216931217,7.781481481481482,26.332010582010582,7.492282038375204,1.0966010582010584,706,20,159,7,12,228,111,189,0.085,0.763,0.153,0.9503,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,11,6,1,1,13,0,15,1,0,2,2,34,23,20,0,5,8,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,13,0,1,2,1,2,5,3,2,0,2,10,1,18,4,24,11,4,34,0,0,0,0,8,18,0,4,10,104,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993736278885287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487592341492006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14109208601765838,0.11652205504264662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21106591304719574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266395715013658,0.14184728026843976,0.0,0.0,0.6559902351590117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14535199148911818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360384755134522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109848385223324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967158944785084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24938650627457265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24427191520289385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13631768064846567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759988273696348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543843907181136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565284034780873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455122251662885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877808315534848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15890238808874105,0.0,0.1224560308920845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940509102254472,0.0,0.0,0.21016561999935268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779218170681504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315095163855326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810114380936984,0.0,0.0,0.07986562438130533
anxiety,thatguythatruinstuff,2019/03/29,"Work mistake I've been at my job for just over a year now, it's pretty hands on but recently because of a boss who really doesn't like me quite a few (minor) admin errors have been brought to light.

Because of the stress of this I forgot to do a really important work task which had a deadline and it's now to late.

My anxiety is on a new level and I literally couldn't sleep until 5 am yesterday morning because of the pressure (I'm currently on my days off but check emails from home).

I dont really know what to do should I quit and find a new job?",3.3135256410256417,3.9366083333333366,5.241955128205127,83.52908653846156,72.5042735042735,8.926923076923078,26.59081196581197,9.188382445141503,1.983547863247864,433,14,94,9,8,150,78,117,0.142,0.815,0.043,-0.8748,3,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,4,3,4,0,2,9,0,12,2,2,1,0,13,16,6,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,1,2,0,1,1,3,3,0,0,5,2,8,1,17,9,1,19,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,12,61,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349787318046194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32267480972836576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379140779462076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20679037178563764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16126608748785345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769871345466824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501857333499233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696868812548204,0.0,0.19903586081104055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620134152168267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408203051391271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17950638863517968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753385877337719,0.0,0.0,0.33910251494170074,0.0,0.1742165889585591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765708433021074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021153391512049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25690581943470586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362377625172512
anxiety,souspicious,2019/03/29,Question How can I know if I actually have anxiety or its just me?,-0.4357142857142868,1.8118882857142853,3.9971428571428578,78.87285714285716,94.71428571428572,8.514285714285714,28.42857142857143,8.841846274778883,3.269685714285714,52,3,11,2,2,20,13,14,0.134,0.866,0.0,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,3,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.5547447902977112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4348780513192248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124162863822973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6368165843643181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EqualsInfinity,2019/03/29,"I just don’t believe it So I have been having trouble recently... doing much of anything. I never saw myself as antisocial or someone who has anxiety but as if two days ago I was diagnosed with anxiety and minor depressive symptoms. I just really don’t know where to go from here, I find myself challenging most things I know about myself because of this recent diagnosis...",7.605,7.96334569565218,8.751992753623188,63.0392934782609,63.05797101449275,12.117391304347828,37.53985507246377,11.698219412168324,4.9847072463768125,299,14,46,9,4,103,54,69,0.132,0.8390000000000001,0.029,-0.6956,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,1,12,12,7,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,3,1,10,1,8,9,2,7,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,3,5,43,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20532657479143115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35439359087363725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19061226957878666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119988012831225,0.0,0.0,0.2609683964796569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14938259190816436,0.0,0.19950311937879076,0.2351002103303308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21170619647578667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316410230925784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545962695577744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17027516239774107,0.0,0.17864781889854994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838851071543133,0.0,0.4574145995100189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962598783466546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24075291094084986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15388509599359407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22626946505507325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Strawhat-Vmc,2019/03/29,"i can’t think of one thing to talk about i got out of my house for once and met up with some friends and played some games. i did the standard hey; how ya been but couldn’t find a single thing to talk about, i hardly breathed. they tried to include me but i spoke too low. and often didnt give a very positive responses. i haven’t seen them in a while. i was a stranger in a room of “friends”.i barely go out i barley hang out with anyone after work. i’m trying to get a life again and i can’t get passed myself.  i am glad i tried but wish i could just say one meaningful thing ",0.6589733333333321,2.4322031040000027,1.971700000000002,99.47968333333336,81.96,5.126666666666667,17.616666666666667,5.985473137389443,-0.6126933333333335,448,9,110,3,12,143,80,125,0.06,0.8170000000000001,0.124,0.7498,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,2,1,7,4,0,0,7,0,10,2,1,1,0,24,21,9,0,3,4,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,3,9,0,0,3,2,0,3,5,1,0,2,8,4,18,3,19,11,3,14,0,1,1,0,12,8,0,3,3,75,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13868940740135005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15836459437923825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812863138982013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324303353308094,0.0,0.20725709865339026,0.19027330237481416,0.1127256369039297,0.0,0.15863687089012032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17768068703380446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288667533292501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400989309471277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112339546850072,0.2688112319193409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577341473815259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318848928502283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.395320433897742,0.1270932739761871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4039954491977771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16365772397632225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280902039748134,0.0,0.0,0.14439957510540652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,str8outtarivendell,2019/03/29,"Every really really want to do something, but know you'll never let yourself do it? I've never been so frustrated and honestly just heartbroken about my anxiety and how it affects my life right now. Tonight I made my husband go to a military ball that he was required to attend even though he really wanted me to be with him. I really wanted to go, but I can never seem to just fucking do it. I know people always say get out of your comfort zone, but how in the hell do you do that when everything inside you is screaming that it's danger??",6.235555555555552,5.857089962962968,7.491111111111113,73.415,66.03703703703704,10.903703703703703,31.88888888888889,10.504223727775694,3.335711111111112,428,15,79,10,6,147,72,108,0.225,0.705,0.07,-0.9748,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,0,1,10,7,4,0,2,0,12,2,0,4,3,23,23,10,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,7,4,0,1,3,1,0,3,3,5,0,0,3,2,13,2,11,17,0,12,1,0,0,1,9,3,2,1,6,61,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15564683002066673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430984802421363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354971866205555,0.0,0.15760401669543622,0.0,0.16811522503263626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17293165027504054,0.09772982647431304,0.0,0.21261818302786056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056038268594147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912789736206785,0.132124248574929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17699833522530772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4328108415268168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968212206077076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4793353134051106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15974608822776898,0.0,0.1487556368667529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702901282535482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400600707369535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837830500961564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.330994090944368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mario250q,2019/03/29,Anxiety :) Hey guys. Well i wanted to start working out but im scared about protein shakes and like protein snacks. I know i dont have to take them but i heard that sometimes its a good snack. If y'all take it do y'all feel any symptoms? Is it like caffeine?,-0.8983333333333334,1.1540947222222258,0.5166666666666693,102.04500000000002,101.77777777777777,3.1407407407407413,18.962962962962962,5.033348758259628,-0.6177259259259262,201,7,46,1,9,63,41,54,0.08900000000000001,0.667,0.244,0.8426,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,1,1,2,6,0,2,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,8,11,4,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,2,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,2,7,4,4,10,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,3,25,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17986961551953326,0.0,0.20234238960509013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099929701147107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373955288122466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218507236120677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26189737879590136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857062547899228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536272351841192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25844346286953074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648114453996889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615980565049767,0.0,0.18721502907596765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27491760888826383,0.3977433712357597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15600942603425114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378179863209417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19255973408876392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cocainely,2019/03/29,"Coming off effexor Hey guys, I'm simultaneously coming off Effexor XR and adjusting to Wellbutrin, my anxiety has been haywire lately, much higher than it's ever been since my childhood. I constantly have an urge to cry and I'm getting intense mood swings and they're hard to deal with. 

I understand I should've tapered, but effexor gave me akathisia and I no longer wanted to experience that side effect anymore and I view these few weeks of withdrawal worth it but also understand wellbutrin can also increase anxiety

I did this under my psychiatrists instructions and I am with her. Wellbutrin has made me feel like a new man even thru all of this these past several days :) 

But nonetheless, this pain I've endured and will endure for a bit longer is still valid. What am I here for? Oh yeah, words of encouragement? Similar stories? To relate? Hell yeah. ",4.021119909502262,7.0196657500000015,4.781131221719459,77.12857466063352,77.3974358974359,8.285972850678732,29.048265460030173,9.007467420416297,3.0797546003016603,691,31,114,18,17,222,106,156,0.124,0.73,0.147,0.4492,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,1,0,3,2,11,1,0,2,2,24,22,12,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,9,11,0,0,5,0,1,3,1,2,0,0,5,3,14,2,17,16,5,16,1,0,1,0,7,4,1,0,10,74,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793663071751257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672434123823285,0.0,0.1732252306619724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19069387894688247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009246537064984,0.0,0.18875570073062514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918662680001546,0.11264739160107748,0.1800766074052419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536757189264002,0.1579985826118918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17086030890896456,0.0,0.0,0.08831815852382878,0.12478394137322114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125761599401573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17295028822186867,0.0,0.0,0.1564695830660137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19703482881506929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533470552062407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16527652499021525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284021963573058,0.0,0.0,0.16869691272253026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858606864591385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16674182295831966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973268420873322,0.0,0.14448843353225713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949130584961067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636742647782725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302460957037383,0.0,0.14010935459562207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,elminy,2019/03/29,Drinking guilt Does anyone else feel insanely guilty for drinking alcohol? How do you move past it? ,3.845098039215685,6.993671941176473,3.278823529411767,81.6480392156863,94.2941176470588,6.972549019607843,29.196078431372552,7.793537801064563,3.0924666666666667,81,4,12,2,3,24,16,17,0.26,0.74,0.0,-0.644,0,0,3,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333216179068109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21808470453495574,0.3195739722384771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729420028143097,0.0,0.0,0.6110780337360467,0.0,0.0,0.2605488108685477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577038222662407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.331495737619894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977397089305598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxiousmusician,2019/03/29,"I can’t play music with or around my boyfriend. I love my boyfriend, we live together and have been together for about a year and things are great... except I have developed horrible anxiety playing music either with him or around him.

I play some ukulele, and am learning how to play guitar. I have experience playing brass in high school and was the brass section lead in our top band. I also played in the jazz band a secondary instrument, and I sang in choir. I quit music after high school... I went on to getting my BA and Masters in completely different topics because I feared failing as a musician. 

My boyfriend on the other hand went to a prestigious music school, plays all the rhythm section instruments, and is now a music teacher. We have so much love for music, and it really brings us together... the problem is, I can’t play with my boyfriend.

He is so supportive, and never has done anything to make me feel bad about my playing except being so damn awesome at it. Everything I play with him I feel unworthy and like he’s wasting his time with me. We have recorded a few songs as a duo but I simply can’t get myself to practice with him or even play around him without feeling like shit. Even when he says “that sounds good” I feel like he’s lying and then I feel worse...

I’m lucky to be with someone that understands my problems with anxiety but I hate that it’s manifested the way it has in our relationship concerning music. I’m worried that this is going to seriously impact our relationship over time— but all I want is to feel good playing music with him and enjoying our time together. But I can’t even go 10 minutes without playing in front of him and bawling my eyes out because I suck so much. So I practice on my own, when he’s not around.

I know with his help I could substantially improve my playing if he’s a part of my musical life. But I just don’t know how to allow myself to feel comfortable with all my musical flaws in front of him. While I have done well to not let it get in the way of our cover band (where I sing lead and he plays drums) I simply can’t get myself to feel good about us playing as a duo... and it’s killing me inside. I know it hurts him too because whenever I do allow myself to play around him he gets so hurt when I fall into this internal sob story about how inferior I am and quit playing around him for another long span of time. He feels so happy seeing me play and then feels like I suddenly take that experience away from him for no reason. The majority of our negative experiences with each other revolve around this dilemma.


I need some freaking serious help but can’t afford a therapist... and I don’t know how to manage this specific type of anxiety. I just want that awesome musical relationship with my boyfriend back, and I don’t know what to do. If any of you have gone through something similar and have tips... I would appreciate you sharing your wisdom.

TLDR: Musical anxiety sucks.

Thank you.



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anxiety,itsbabie,2019/03/29,"Do stomach settlers help anxiety related nausea? Do anti-sickness tablets or stomach settlers etc help with feeling sick/nausea/throwing up due to anxiety? 

What do you do that helps with this? ",5.10318181818182,8.586695606060609,5.1487121212121245,72.8430681818182,77.78787878787878,6.936363636363637,41.583333333333336,8.07648339933343,4.605006060606062,157,11,20,3,4,49,24,33,0.091,0.6409999999999999,0.268,0.7677,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,4,5,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5449057818155016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3972001048572588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18007955664808975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7161571886973187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,s3x_p3ac3,2019/03/29,"Feedback from others about anxiety Has anyone ever been told that they came off as anxious? I had a professor tell me in her office that she “feels [i] present as being very anxious” and that I need to “get it under control sooner rather than later” as my program isn’t going to get easier (note: I’m in a psychology PhD program, first year). I’ve been to therapy before, and even have ran anxiety groups myself, and am well aware that my anxiety has been heightened during my first year of grad school (it’s stressful getting your PhD!), but never thought everyone could see through me like that. It has made me very self-conscious about how others are perceiving me, and I worry that all my professors are discussing my anxiety behind my back. It worries me, and has also made me more self conscious around her, and I’m an anxious talker so it gives me tons of fodder for rumination. Anyway, this professor isn’t not the warmest, and has been hazing us somewhat as it is, so I kind of take her opinion with a grain of salt, but her being a practicing psychologist and counselor it has really stuck with me. Had anyone else had an experience like this? ",9.174220183486234,7.440257064220187,8.988146788990825,69.4502018348624,60.926605504587144,11.839266055045874,38.313761467889904,10.577609850970193,4.02073981651376,912,36,160,17,10,297,126,218,0.124,0.8320000000000001,0.044,-0.9304,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,1,1,3,13,5,0,1,7,0,23,0,0,4,3,31,41,18,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,17,12,0,1,4,0,0,3,4,1,1,2,14,3,28,4,25,24,4,17,0,0,1,0,15,5,0,2,11,128,45,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563615961851443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3659443961160468,0.4053083184806145,0.0,0.16724035680348265,0.12253418976868828,0.0,0.10646054341240203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195740490446774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176236671888836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367792150267884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413046589956112,0.09548296357045648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990218293230814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898813304933396,0.108176091948681,0.0,0.11427346529816045,0.0,0.1169820651639508,0.0,0.0,0.060468347748917135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034465556267641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18744267376819604,0.11472172091432235,0.06796580968205046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453468594107478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685136408455173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22631808803270026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867454369511102,0.09223525747618408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661248022354894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210315656275102,0.09529782617329714,0.0,0.2495171114856437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369900552898557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899168718923054,0.0,0.10452701838879656,0.0,0.13676170152353342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494118091248123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11427346529816045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385216534159914,0.0,0.0,0.19734871367818374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752586193086304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24289910281549776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154024206735951
anxiety,bulbasauria,2019/03/29,"Can your body have a panic attack even though you feel fine mentally? The title may sound weird but hear me out. 

I have GAD and have has constant anxiety since I was 6. 

My throat sometimes gets really really tight and it feels like someone has their hand around my windpipe and is crushing it. The only way I can breathe is by opening my mouth and trying to get my throat open enough for oxygen to get in. 

I’ve been told this is just because of my anxiety but it only happens sometimes. According to the internet it is a symptom of a panic attack. 

However, I don’t feel like i’m having a panic attack mentally. 

Is it possible for your body to respond as if you are having a panic attack even if you don’t think you are?

It’s getting progressively harder to breathe. 

I don’t know what to do. ",3.2291582002902786,4.9297122641509485,4.764905660377358,82.68492017416548,74.15723270440252,7.659603289791969,26.69617803580068,8.384062270229773,1.9169028543783264,626,23,120,11,13,210,89,159,0.219,0.7120000000000001,0.068,-0.9796,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,6,1,1,5,12,4,4,8,0,23,9,8,0,0,20,36,10,0,2,5,0,5,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,8,8,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,9,0,0,3,7,18,3,15,32,1,7,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,3,3,85,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16475712083295158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586228291019684,0.0,0.4900279233736325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06564364116898923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392270251037933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636898928940807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126716161973227,0.0,0.14224956052669233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633459779525299,0.1538600538255903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250434078987589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522529354249154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136857108648587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059180737783298985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052186863157678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170418569685213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16379825224731545,0.0,0.5053795399607928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139840724899414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797125241399333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890779611374702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124096294097374,0.0,0.21300599785034616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192571609713356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690000576155029,0.10579974763011077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028974200996299,0.0,0.07311089564102488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547516445496395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,quetzalcitlalli,2019/03/29,"I don't know if me feeling disappointed with therapy is due to my anxiety, or if my therapist is not right for me. What should therapy be like? Hello all, this is my first time ever seeing a therapist. I have had about 7 sessions with her and have been feeling like I'm not getting much out of it, but I'm not sure if it's me overthinking it.  

I noticed she doesn't remember what we talked about previously, and I don't think she keeps notes of what we discussed. Do therapists typically keep case notes? Do they have an intake they complete? She didn't ask me any question other than ""why have you decided to see a therapist"" during our first meeting.

I know I'm not a therapist myself nor have I ever seen a therapist, but I have worked with MFTs  and LCSWs and they all had standard intakes asking things about family history, suicidal ideation, previous diagnoses, etc. 

We have gone over the same discussions a few times, and we haven't really gone over any coping strategies. This last time, she asked if we had gone over a negative- positive technique, which we hadn't. I left feeling like she should have already known what coping techniques we've discussed. I feel like she doesn't really listen if she doesn't remember things, so I am disappointed. 

The first 3-4 sessions, all we did was talk about personality type, and she spent almost 1 whole session reading out of a book about my personality type out loud. I remember I said something about me being tired of feeling anxious, and she said it was due to my personality, but we didn't talk about anything to deal with the anxiety.


I don't know if what I am feeling is due to my anxiety, if it's me being unfair and biased because I have an idea of what therapy should be like, or if I really just am not seeing the right therapist for me. 

Is this typical for a therapy session? What should I be looking for in a therapist? Is what I am feeling valid, or am I being unfair?",6.31872582205029,6.440928507978723,7.206305609284332,73.83772727272729,65.78191489361703,10.985299806576402,34.37814313346228,10.735267742514802,3.735818085106384,1533,65,287,39,22,514,154,376,0.116,0.81,0.07400000000000001,-0.9683,0,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,9,1,3,4,11,8,0,0,15,0,49,2,0,0,6,76,81,24,1,12,20,0,7,5,0,4,2,4,0,3,20,23,0,2,18,2,1,3,17,2,0,3,17,16,56,6,33,54,8,25,0,2,5,0,42,10,0,13,17,217,76,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588549155771238,0.0,0.07260785468132651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948748235455084,0.0,0.1510019713479355,0.07433109236613994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054144749812483135,0.0,0.18453197977618827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04010881461090855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689861701507341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783309759802543,0.0,0.06678186088087265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733802684850945,0.0,0.11903304298201878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062026897202956836,0.0,0.2328801084829443,0.14101467251858496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16789890097864338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03437585181930188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427601548404335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696555161544372,0.0,0.0,0.10847977951938216,0.0536327673251545,0.0,0.0,0.07148787394687753,0.0,0.0,0.1607237467288811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055252321921893416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0483678521203216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490952519525608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723523774021799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370691571607484,0.0,0.06581410677529258,0.0,0.12645238638869072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236031496612496,0.1123793637160351,0.125174699592781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15729340052828575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05065320730468928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719704745178674,0.0,0.06201223536616968,0.0,0.0,0.15865372414483095,0.0,0.0,0.3009752192465531,0.6111566170434385,0.08742427799485562,0.04215961317437731,0.0,0.0,0.11509905733155752,0.07562316938834909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059370928018934024,0.07345922074896531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04790049102149207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sznnh,2019/03/29,"Missed summer registration by 48hrs, now the last class I need before graduating is waitlisted I emailed the professor (who is also the head of the dept.. lovely) asking if they can make an exception and squeeze me in. I’m #1 on the waitlist. The class doesn’t even start until July, but of course I’m obsessively checking my email/the class listing to see if there have been any changes.

I’m just so disappointed in myself for having a brain fart and forgetting to register for two days. I’ve had a reminder in my phone for MONTHS - I was actually planning to register right after my therapy appt, I guess I just got distracted doing other things. Ugh!

Right now I have a 98% (w/2% extra credit bonus to be added at the end of the semester) in the class I currently have with this professor so I hope that helps my chances. I have a backup class added just in case, but it’s an actual on campus class rather than my preferred online class. I HATED classes on campus. I really really reeeeally don’t want to go back to regular lectures during my last daggone semester before graduation!!

Just needed to get it off my chest. Maybe having it all written out will help me not dwell on it so much. Thanks for letting me rant y’all. 😖😌",4.825588235294116,6.124033239495804,5.884285714285718,77.81071428571428,69.54621848739495,9.297478991596641,28.70588235294117,9.627879704456738,2.6749596638655446,973,35,181,22,17,323,149,238,0.107,0.7759999999999999,0.117,0.5797,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,1,2,14,12,1,3,15,0,18,4,3,1,1,24,38,11,0,8,11,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,3,7,0,1,5,2,24,5,32,30,3,28,0,2,1,1,9,14,0,4,13,123,33,17,0.0,0.0,0.31062346143584263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272757117670957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823044588512536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878787457753026,0.0,0.0,0.12237990534288826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270857334859844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17766893976140324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16836424624332572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264141792693934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096355398485555,0.0,0.0,0.10511997653512843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315160226194107,0.0,0.0904511100991061,0.0,0.12729030829862398,0.0,0.17532650874803188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713201471582547,0.16333832478340046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21335567158250476,0.0,0.0,0.15807622474472774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594641471152958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16274615139892248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14364305482326575,0.0,0.1062367941714791,0.0,0.15989198106266694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703551925477727,0.0,0.11699679248428416,0.23602193374215705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039167609738907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27183396656716025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682544661397352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265029957818674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652798337261572,0.1820069205342396,0.0,0.10573510774478943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554707173718108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387338541420208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ahanking,2019/03/29,Want help I need help but don't know how to ask for it or how to communicate it,3.4394736842105265,1.8288529473684207,5.483157894736844,89.59210526315792,72.15789473684211,9.705263157894738,24.26315789473684,8.841846274778883,0.9049578947368428,62,1,18,1,1,22,15,19,0.0,0.743,0.257,0.431,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,7,5,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.475169641149197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6813736548819215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793353107070512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3768803670260141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997944757755346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mrtpg,2019/03/29,"Is anyone else really anxious lately for no apparent reason? My anxiety has been so high for the last week or so, it's been so bad I've basically just cried in bed while not eating or sleeping properly. I talked about it to my psychologist and she said it's because spring is basically messing with my hormones (like autumn did, but worse). I hadn't heard of this happening to anyone in spring, so I would want to know if this is really a thing. What do you think?",2.4699154589371983,4.76028075,4.301014492753623,82.4333574879227,78.45652173913044,8.001932367149758,23.265700483091784,8.841846274778883,1.8596990338164248,367,12,72,9,9,124,68,92,0.106,0.873,0.021,-0.6843,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,10,2,1,1,0,13,16,10,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,7,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,6,2,8,1,10,9,0,10,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,3,8,50,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634676266505775,0.2414020256882669,0.0,0.2988255537946987,0.21894444508653715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17841716151000214,0.13025974443285704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347217705738505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218652013435492,0.1785055097384521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889599994682888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257688111218729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174351032593574,0.17418092837631385,0.24104478794652606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439517784951592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737828030023752,0.21970267587481684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20326235687330327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138382566230239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171751054067186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196211255941407,0.13692003841940775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603632218988242,0.0,0.17140436475585888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21776218696509975,0.15179493769706084,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NjeZnj,2019/03/29,"My friend suffers from strong anxiety, how can I help her? My frend is very axious about social situations and just generally everything. She sometimes gets panic attacks even. Its very hard for her to relax and sleep. The biggest problem is, she doesnt trust her parents enough to help her. She only thrusts me (since I'm her only friend). I think the best advice to give her would be to listen to relaxing music whenecer she feels super anxious. I would also intorduce her to some of my friends, to help her see that social situations aren't at all that bad (she still doesn't know any of my other friends since we met only two weeks or so). My problem is that I've always been very confident and worry-free, so I dont really know what helps anxious people relax. Does anyone have any suggestions on how I can help her? ",4.589535864978902,6.2157497468354475,5.153860759493675,81.56323839662448,70.51898734177216,7.79831223628692,27.090717299578056,8.344100000000001,1.8735552742616028,652,22,120,10,12,209,97,158,0.145,0.613,0.242,0.9683,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,3,9,17,1,1,2,0,14,1,1,2,1,19,24,9,0,4,2,1,2,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,6,0,1,2,4,26,11,14,19,4,5,0,1,1,0,31,3,0,2,2,79,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093734787258794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950774390629837,0.09313198311062224,0.0,0.0,0.15222799226418884,0.0,0.08562362139528823,0.2528906313146718,0.0,0.07826175312389973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273327828622494,0.0,0.0,0.09345412177671966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746016941089182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794781200701956,0.0,0.13117726226376036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565020403477302,0.0,0.07392653168862395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059250353058276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056593504029612586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34589717219331706,0.0,0.05847708268392768,0.10737029233554772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026434119285978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37511054834855456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230239776037058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553759035978925,0.0,0.13132186994940898,0.12428135798702772,0.0,0.0,0.0775958829351661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141974773719598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170311195294195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919109104727263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851738505877921,0.2516206073081121,0.11200753507026948,0.2281903567786433,0.0,0.0,0.11069837116998182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938480955268029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171811184432014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093361251902436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27705375552414924,0.0,0.0,0.0897808497870162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15901903687482924,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,versavera,2019/03/29,"Waiting for the other shoe to drop fear? So I recently got word that my summer tuition for the entire summer session would be paid for by my school!!

I'm so grateful and excited about this, especially because I didn't leave school this year of my own accord: I was hit by a car crossing against the light one night at the beginning of the year...in front of my poor boyfriend. Dumb, I know.

Again I'm so happy and excited and grateful to be going back this Summer, the only thing is the back of my mind is telling me that if I go back I might get hit again and it might kill me this time. I know this isn't very smart and not a great conclusion to come to especially since I plan to never cross against the light again as long as I live, but I don't know. I also have to go on a plane trip twice before I go back to school which I'm also very very nervous about but I can understand but that's just my rational mind and my fear of planes getting to me... even with the recent crash news.

I was really just hoping that somebody could help ease my mind about this whole thing...? :"") 
And do you ever feel the same way? Like something good happens and then you start waiting for the other shoe to drop?",2.973041890440392,4.320104220408165,3.743437164339422,91.19092373791624,74.14285714285714,6.790547798066593,23.50698174006445,7.273561745256523,0.7110816326530616,934,26,205,10,19,297,127,245,0.106,0.769,0.124,0.7702,0,0,1,0,0,1,28.0,0,2,0,2,19,13,2,3,14,0,16,2,2,0,2,38,41,20,1,4,7,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,16,10,0,2,6,0,3,10,5,5,0,2,5,3,27,8,30,28,3,36,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,4,22,139,43,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17274911208568322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33220823818766404,0.0,0.06584112973842295,0.0,0.09190748857204432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303997188877526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862361958170514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133875881260635,0.09770009538011676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430797374398666,0.05461246783947354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128602249385793,0.0,0.24553544018481835,0.09059261263710183,0.08638446185215129,0.11908002499516145,0.0,0.0,0.09551177836662247,0.11497731971503025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239598646238113,0.0,0.0,0.10727705658593842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949567585200667,0.0,0.17807634821969046,0.0,0.0,0.11436566795948705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052767618106288286,0.0,0.0953737025117208,0.09558434235690796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291604244097485,0.327174134250612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330300430069003,0.0,0.0,0.10135889245126042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318952233131913,0.08214551923909133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06919316912186997,0.0,0.21329121500117454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279318551669158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934595174249807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315041035663591,0.0,0.0,0.07644914712372082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440440565397187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351242452779273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06298076902424146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112440914876463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673555838749775,0.0,0.08573231606401115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058790893562428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672631502589537,0.0,0.0,0.13910818386828144
anxiety,latefeesss,2019/03/29,"Uncontrolled facial movements/rapid speech in social situations? I’ve been having these symptoms for about a month now and it hasn’t stopped. Whenever I’m talking one on one or with a group of people, I get extremely anxious and feel that my face loses feeling, mouth twitches, and my head feels as if it is almost being pulled slowly downward. Therefore it causes me to speak very fast to get whatever I’m trying to say out there so that I can snap out of whatever this anxiety-induced thing is. My eyes will also look down very fast probably out of embarrassment. I really need help understanding what this is. It scares me every time it has happened and I’ve always been relatively outgoing and comfortable in social situations. The closest thing I can find online is “psychomotor agitation”, which is usually associated with bipolar.. ",8.223933333333335,9.04008472666667,8.452666666666666,64.14633333333336,61.73333333333333,11.733333333333334,37.333333333333336,11.429527900616536,4.775933333333334,679,31,104,19,9,223,104,150,0.104,0.83,0.066,-0.5879,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,3,3,0,14,8,5,2,0,22,25,10,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,14,10,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,4,0,2,2,8,9,1,18,21,0,17,0,1,2,0,7,9,0,3,7,71,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15876660446298912,0.0,0.0,0.1267937209618616,0.1319276988091095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791182681039802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16287625010789702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358662841344454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405054795827477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449133628272665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656734173135135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402067267214898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16271976551867592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627384876765003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331434786754375,0.17737877361979645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655443805421798,0.0,0.0,0.11756406148623387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21487744301010045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099197711761162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17094552724112053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157226595473044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12608665948486356,0.15873789092998097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564374620443756,0.0,0.3232469411123544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325563036918675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164795903547784,0.0,0.1274378343008356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106693816303004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924527594638206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764618290129484,0.0,0.0,0.1650578901785768,0.0,0.0,0.17462227516169912,0.2616434812324873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,periodtabledancer,2019/03/29,"Are you a university student with a diagnosed mental illness? Hi, all! I am working on a study for my interpersonal communication class monitoring how discussing mental health with friends affects friendships. If you have been diagnosed and have a few quick minutes, it would be a great help for you to fill out this form: [https://forms.gle/1mDYz6AA1pZiBDNo7](https://forms.gle/1mDYz6AA1pZiBDNo7). Thanks in advance!",10.887999999999998,15.343603800000004,7.97666666666667,55.685,61.0,8.666666666666666,36.66666666666667,9.2995712137729,4.169666666666666,348,16,43,7,6,100,49,60,0.04,0.72,0.24,0.9229,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,3,0,2,2,3,0,0,5,0,7,4,0,2,1,9,8,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,3,8,5,3,6,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,1,34,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5533684647397502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21061082256851094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30054351661109224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897620690786322,0.0,0.0,0.18271867478040196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5494352949042649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509743354043985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19845674279821665,0.0,0.0,0.19364789800329701,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,castroski7,2019/03/29,"What attitude should have the person helping you? What things tend to make u calm? I just want to help someone i love with all my heart and lately havent been able to, its gotten harder lately and dont know how to keep helping

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anxiety,dannywilbek23,2019/03/29,"What eventually saved my girlfriend You might say something like ""not for me"" or ""I don't believe in that kind of stuff"", but I see it as my responsibility to tell you what ""fixed"" my girlfriend in the hope that some of you might benefit from this as well.

I'll try to make it short..

I've been together with my girlfriend for about 2 years, and believe me, it has been an emotional rollercoaster ride being on the sideline of someone struggling with different mental illnesses. I've seen her in and out of therapy, on different meds with no results what so ever. I've had to talk her out of killing herself on a couple occasions, drive her to health clinics in the middle of the night, because things were so bad I didn't knew how to handle it. She used to get next to none sleep at night, couldn't get out the door due to extreme anxiety, but worst of all she wasn't in control of her own head. She used to hear voices telling her all kinds of bad stuff and she saw stuff as well. Mostly unpleasant faces, really dark stuff. She really was a wreck. 

Now you might say that this is too far out, hocus-pocus-like for your liking. My girlfriend did as well and gave it a shot though being skeptical. She went to a clairvoyant, and this really made an instant impact.
Like a HUGE impact. I won't go into what this person specifically did, because that would make this post unnecessarily long, which it already is, my apologies.
I'll just say, that this person started out be asking what my girlfriend would like to achieve, to which she replied something like: ""gain control of her own thoughts and find peace"".

After one hour with this clairvoyant, her shoulders dropped 20 centimeters, she stopped shivering, her eyes went from ""I'm frightened the fuck out"" to suddenly having a peaceful glow, she now has a lust for life, and has become able to do all the stuff she wasn't able to do before, while doing it with a smile of joy. All those negative thoughts, those voices and faces are gone. She now has the power of her head in her own hands. She's a totally transformed person. 

I'm not saying this is for everyone, but after seeing how it has literally ""healed"" my girlfriend, I just had to tell you that it might be an option. So if you have the smallest interest in giving it a shot, please do. Because I've seen my girlfriend do EVERYTHING therapists and psychologists tells you to do with no improvements, but this really fixed her up. I know it sounds too good to be true, but fact is she's now feeling 100 times better.

I hope all of you one day will be able to live the life you deserve.



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anxiety,Savassan,2019/03/29,"Could use opinions and maybe some reassurance So, recently I had to make a tough decision. My friend attempted to take his own life, and i was forced to get the authorities involved. Well that sucked, what im worried about now is- To get him the help he needed, i had to give his personal information to ~8 people, all total strangers. Things from exact address to telephone number. I tried to not give it out unless i had to, but i had no other options left. I am sitting here just worried about that. I know getting him help was right, and i know i didnt really have any other options on how to get him help. But I'm sure we all can agree giving out personal information to strangers online is a pretty shit idea under normal circumstances. I am here Anxious over the fact that it could cause problems for him and his family. He lives with his mother, and im having a letter sent to her house so i can try and communicate with her. But I'm afraid of her getting pissed at the lengths i had to go to to get him help. I dont really know what im hoping for posting this, i did what i had to do. But im catastrophizing, its just something i always do. I cant shake the feeling that giving his info out will somehow cause him serious problems later.",3.023260952380955,4.809919208000004,4.487257142857146,84.09486666666669,74.92,7.3219047619047615,25.50476190476191,8.11559375814309,1.5671961904761904,982,34,195,16,21,327,133,250,0.13,0.716,0.154,0.7559,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,0,1,12,14,3,2,8,0,25,3,2,5,6,52,49,14,0,7,8,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,14,12,0,0,9,0,0,3,5,9,1,0,11,1,34,5,32,35,5,17,0,0,0,0,36,9,3,6,3,140,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390862232555593,0.0,0.0,0.06857601805333301,0.0,0.0,0.11392275652205013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20718502451681728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16102826290294112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818607302623695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506486293869652,0.0,0.05098874518821425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791027908901174,0.0,0.3161146975554751,0.3869473410811735,0.0573108325330552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27036906790076626,0.0,0.0,0.10015885967431837,0.0,0.11635812875127305,0.0,0.11383834352569355,0.43570665851111945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16626037794356216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956512811372353,0.0,0.0712276868873561,0.0,0.0,0.0890453335549826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06731281808414714,0.0,0.10130934313598323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477306527251946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988037492648013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991114564253588,0.17610268957228736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965787607441582,0.10259256740398633,0.0,0.19298435007598008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920393487766813,0.0,0.09956930937955896,0.0,0.0,0.08611851705112797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351286391255116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763309833263947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504239163080504,0.0,0.07582063409563175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06699494396681882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693019718204594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709511040150382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066906868203728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20481989207530585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,grafmet,2019/03/29,"Finding out that my irrational fears about myself were true Got completely slammed by facts that I didn't want to hear about myself today. You know, the kinds of things that you're always worrying are true but everyone always tells you that you're worrying about nothing. This morning everything I worry about kind of converged and I found out it was real and it was too much. One of the worst feelings in the world.",5.419615384615383,7.327223012820514,4.910769230769233,83.0092307692308,68.87179487179488,8.276923076923078,28.384615384615394,8.841846274778883,2.2670615384615385,337,12,60,6,6,102,54,78,0.222,0.7340000000000001,0.044,-0.935,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,5,6,0,1,3,0,5,0,0,0,3,14,11,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,6,2,8,4,12,5,2,5,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,43,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006027672577715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18939058818233606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726028679738293,0.1623415711590891,0.0,0.0,0.20326269209099634,0.09133362864134614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16509557231622804,0.0,0.0,0.1980551002834096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444689586703536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035868676894882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37620359021344296,0.09927134286082363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278626632219967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733225320481915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240180525617225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20560025172764165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578814741251214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000474439068118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17121925638465074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654220591432992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5503256814454001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,maya4463,2019/03/29,"Misperception about anxiety Anxiety isn’t always a desperate and immediate
Sometimes it’s the polite end to a conversation followed by laying your cheek on the cool marble of the bathroom floor  ",7.334545454545456,10.552343666666673,8.366666666666667,54.670000000000016,66.87878787878788,11.672727272727276,38.27272727272727,11.20814326018867,6.037836363636364,163,9,20,6,3,55,29,33,0.173,0.758,0.07,-0.34,1,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,5,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3799538797152652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6986434962040481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4044398583411485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4516201008437222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jakey-poo,2019/03/29,"I PASSED MY DRIVERS WRITTEN TEST!!!! Im 22, about to graduate college, and have avoided making any progress towards my license because the idea of failing the written portion was so debilitating and my relationship recently dissolved because I hadn't taken it and fuck I did it I feel like crying this has been so difficult for me I just needed someone to vent to im sorry it was so easy I dont know why I was so afraid JUST DO WHAT YOU HAVE TO DO it will always work out!!!",2.4398830409356727,4.6061286842105265,4.30140350877193,83.02426900584798,77.94736842105263,6.3274853801169595,30.555555555555557,7.3871296695380915,2.058415204678363,375,19,71,5,9,127,64,95,0.17600000000000002,0.735,0.08900000000000001,-0.8388,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,3,7,6,1,2,2,0,13,1,0,1,0,12,21,7,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,9,1,12,1,9,11,1,4,0,1,0,1,2,2,1,0,2,51,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18717376275484807,0.0,0.0,0.1529715418754695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742509701868273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24709350376865505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636359813859388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373986403921076,0.16070204319576806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20795969745793697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25393756342241186,0.4859623032210687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362488174337732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989764693885848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501537397856321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16679520640286716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22210783319937155,0.2415086857163545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19059669879466945,0.0,0.0,0.251809532717916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20297950423167732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637639539152169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,secretcuzimembarasin,2019/03/29,"I don’t know what’s up with me sorry english is not my first language
Hi so I used to be a calm person, no high stress events and very few embarrassing moments in my life. Since middle/high school (depends in country) I developed a lot more stress especially with friends and school and it caused me to sweat from my armpits a lot like extreme a lot.  And this is very embarrassing and caused me to stress twice as more because I was self conscious with my sweating. Then I got into a sport and got to a high level in this sport and it gave me A LOT MORE STRESS .
So basically I keep stressing about my friends like I always keep thinking on what they think about me and such and i can do a lot of embarrassing things that’s another thing and my sport is giving me lots of stress. And by the way i’m not shy at all i’m actually really comfortable with friends i don’t know i am just stressed about every single thing and just writing this stresses me out and i know cause my armpits are sweating 😖
I didn’t think about it and kinda dealt with it for a long time but now i don’t know if it’s anxiety or something like that
so yea pls help me",2.2307425343018537,4.089248644067799,3.2428571428571433,91.82918079096045,77.38983050847456,6.359644874899112,24.37368845843422,7.2636822038024595,0.8384163034705412,904,31,200,11,21,289,120,236,0.114,0.772,0.114,0.4621,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,11,19,0,11,10,1,13,6,5,5,1,52,29,22,0,1,7,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,2,15,21,0,2,8,3,0,0,7,11,0,2,5,0,29,8,27,23,12,19,0,0,0,0,11,11,0,10,10,136,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.07347541799502003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06265007289604049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895160974807026,0.05759918282493811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04589810831691879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320409368405252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06343786849604842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06404445854082076,0.0,0.0,0.17451429408551328,0.0,0.0,0.07222821223189455,0.0,0.0,0.12043789050220352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05046752450271892,0.23865457573030235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13384832260621585,0.0,0.0,0.16551695577400286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053181897783943166,0.1103535371168543,0.0,0.0,0.06663221782992287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3840701229740001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06574322181149869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048234828043862435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15240171676697548,0.0,0.0,0.07854735241172799,0.0,0.0,0.06228341140328679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057964475340980585,0.0,0.08428470608542439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6899859387237897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006460624162818,0.144734755503147,0.0,0.0,0.043904139707836035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06502925282663144,0.0,0.12424974679280372,0.0,0.05976433187886172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ResidentPurpleGoat,2019/03/29,"Does anyone have any experience with acupressure to help anxiety? I just learned about acupressure and the benefits of applying pressure to CV17, something that’s always helped me but I never actually knew what it was. 

Does anyone have any experience with this, suggested resources, or general advice in looking into these benefits? ",9.218888888888888,11.842345148148153,9.12314814814815,53.69916666666669,60.48148148148147,13.548148148148147,43.12962962962963,12.602617957971056,7.168496296296297,274,16,33,11,4,89,44,54,0.052000000000000005,0.816,0.131,0.6662,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,11,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,3,2,8,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,1,25,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.23280449882843116,0.0,0.0,0.2331224284751229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985047410429966,0.0,0.0,0.3244640259405317,0.0,0.18250115829753766,0.0,0.0,0.33361963352541885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4175387317821203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4667236360288752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198094565386036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20033406172174145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18399561795652894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836585758862176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,loftwinglink,2019/03/29,"At what point does your anxiety become ""bad enough"" to justify taking one of your xanax/ativan/emergency pills? So I have GAD, Social Anxiety, and a general panic disorder, and I have a twice a day medication, as well as ""emergency"" ativan. I just wanted to get some other POV on when you all consider your symptoms ""bad enough"" to justify taking one.

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I often find myself in the situation where I'm worrying a lot, or I'm almost-but-not-quite having a panic attack, and I decide that I don't need one of my pills, that I'll be able to work through it with other methods, but at the same time, I usually don't take one unless I'm in the middle of a world-ending panic attack. How do you guys judge when enough is enough, its time to use the medication that was prescribed to you?",12.85903846153846,6.581832980769232,12.689538461538465,59.655461538461545,58.935897435897424,16.06974358974359,43.37948717948718,12.688352899677879,5.2263194871794845,619,19,116,14,5,213,93,156,0.17800000000000002,0.812,0.011,-0.9662,0,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,6,0,1,8,8,2,3,10,0,9,5,0,2,1,20,19,12,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,8,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,7,1,5,1,0,15,1,19,17,8,14,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,4,6,87,23,1,0.11062930812741834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077927171915948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986680913562105,0.13442671835600764,0.0,0.0,0.16926223582348562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517136179208226,0.0,0.0,0.18474170259421346,0.0,0.1221813791234212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134675160787206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12679077158779414,0.0,0.09681245306005534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979847304825736,0.45723859349507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111318340955756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05779924744026951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954040816119097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405308162843452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22289477828973267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203023019760736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998611291845469,0.0,0.0,0.3893989700145026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045804547329016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766788682421435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435197752152664,0.0,0.11277264775861688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498621034992346,0.2495384151736406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901767845285378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554820214047187,0.12184255331142513,0.0,0.0652520322400892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946903405234148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053945390546118,0.11234943247780213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13442671835600764,0.0
anxiety,KeyMeat,2019/03/29,"[crisis] I have my first therapy session on Monday, and I am ready to collapse Hi kind people!

Sorry for the lack of structure in this post. I finally booked my first therapy session for Monday but I am about to break down. Please, if anyone, anyone at all can help my to break out of my mind right now, then let me know. It is too much to bear, I feel like I am about to burnout. Please, help. ",0.29137500000000216,2.6237253875000057,1.8375000000000021,96.13750000000002,88.875,4.7,18.0,6.2581,-0.21252499999999985,301,8,66,3,10,97,55,80,0.055,0.716,0.229,0.9485,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,1,9,9,4,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,11,2,16,8,3,16,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,8,48,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728201859059395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864237430245087,0.13937093410469295,0.0,0.2137094109925705,0.0,0.3318835727744693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615268006422398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20315417175356265,0.10721528428961774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994907375862228,0.0,0.09531016162076902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969833061300964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14341215584694075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524948242849089,0.0,0.0,0.4282961661593553,0.0,0.0,0.18684041413112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16660411943796802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183850876656831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4462003495759824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,elijahp119,2019/03/29,Too nervous to talk to girls but need a relationship to help depression I have severe depression. It's absolutely horrible. One thing that does seem to help is being in a relationship though. I recently got out of one and would like to get back out there but I'm extremely nervous talking to girls. I find it easier to meet them on the internet but it's a little difficult. I don't know what to do. My depression is getting so bad but I feel like I can't do anything due to my anxiety. Does anyone have any advice? ,1.9546337157987643,4.3875356019417495,4.329779346866727,80.69789938217123,81.33009708737866,8.793998234774934,25.86849073256841,9.339509955726095,2.733706796116506,409,17,80,13,11,142,65,103,0.3,0.568,0.133,-0.9743,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,5,9,0,2,4,0,10,0,0,0,0,13,18,7,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,7,0,2,1,1,9,2,14,15,0,8,0,3,0,0,10,5,0,1,5,55,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16250243866258066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308692136252728,0.0,0.12721591601496332,0.0,0.0,0.11627796687821122,0.0,0.13684736463985706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12787128999314948,0.13885013870545726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4296912709462334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910533430631119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408420875340213,0.11880183136593953,0.0,0.0,0.15199144907964224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17376549877924186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300203068605024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22292928627595998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139188314873706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16248756343737195,0.16667218937141934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330631017292708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22537282484130086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16419714908454155,0.3570791457695617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15138955087030842,0.0,0.18786704410559255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673247066392808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104796133565287,0.0,0.1633848872919196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813184323550377,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ghnarlok,2019/03/29,"I can't move or do anything I need to do because it's overwhelming me, I don't know how to relax anymore, and i'm worried i'm going properly crazy (21, m) its 22;30 where I live and I hate my current life situation and have no way to get out of it and i'm worried i'm doing permanent damage. I am so embarassed by my existence and I can't communicate how I really feel to my family

how can I fight my brain with logic by telling it and making it believe that I can't do anything more tonight, and that my sleeping problems aren't my fault, and that I might aswell do something to keep my mind off it",5.054285714285712,4.15313834883721,6.690166112956812,79.92069767441866,68.6124031007752,9.85204872646733,33.932447397563685,9.23628265651192,2.8061796234772984,473,20,103,8,7,165,74,129,0.17,0.7879999999999999,0.041,-0.933,1,0,1,0,1,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,2,1,0,0,14,3,2,4,0,23,26,13,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,10,0,1,3,1,0,2,6,6,0,0,0,1,19,1,11,25,1,8,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,2,2,69,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958626155246967,0.0,0.0,0.325044183445987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039151477604125,0.0,0.0,0.22250996624295752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220470460445126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18618132157639988,0.0,0.09985973440876657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031833254707285,0.0,0.11224132883385878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949860661159536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17554320754930344,0.0,0.0,0.10853844394391887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949701780004273,0.0,0.0,0.17439227669395435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182987954255965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095116740175709,0.1994143061966367,0.0,0.0,0.2099066201482111,0.0,0.14644052155982595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889766640902772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652077016040975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22199338465076332,0.19763827837988504,0.0,0.0,0.15204179966011325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17261990253458526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15676285381508798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40113283723247856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LogicalDrawer,2019/03/29,"I confided in friends about my mental illness and I have a worry about it 23 year old man. Diagnosed Anxiety/ depression

I confided in a few trusted friends about my suicidal thoughts and anxiety. I was acutely suicidal at that time...I'm feeling better now. The suicidal thoughts have passed, hopefully for a long time. My friends are so accepting of me and I'm so grateful. We all moved to different places after HS/ College. I talked to them about this. They gave me heartfelt responses (don't blame myself, they would be hurt if I was gone, etc). I'm so grateful, but I worry that I fucked up. 

I worry that now our relationship won't be the same. I worry that they won't confide in me for anything. I'm worried that they will walk on eggshells around me now. It's seems like this is irrational...but I wanted to just share this here and see if anyone could offer some thoughts about this. ",3.359714912280701,5.706671590643276,4.035434941520466,85.16613486842105,75.78362573099416,7.783771929824562,29.985745614035093,8.660442795831766,2.5498447368421053,706,33,134,15,16,224,101,171,0.198,0.643,0.159,-0.9066,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,2,0,5,1,14,13,1,0,5,0,14,3,0,0,1,23,28,10,3,6,4,0,1,1,3,4,2,0,0,1,11,6,0,0,6,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,7,2,26,10,19,14,5,20,0,2,1,1,16,8,1,5,9,95,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18041789867045024,0.0,0.0,0.08245283728244955,0.0,0.09703862040347153,0.10497434986100374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429120312689187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415001748378188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015648547362004,0.1196869441690979,0.0,0.123201946768271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315126589981623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05962420713486799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27331552882060456,0.10901571038155916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171217799843818,0.0,0.0,0.12623645952105916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057610057125249914,0.0,0.0,0.1043560354073418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188362468335916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533095419086426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12373785128639192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123201946768271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660261222975852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396746461227837,0.10735050103900376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3869580475217324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478012528888424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808473944017824,0.13752092027236434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955263519625489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.598770553450594,0.0,0.08376742309551014,0.0,0.0,0.0759370112471159
anxiety,tightgrip95,2019/03/29,"Please tell me I’m not the only one it happens to So one of my coping mechanisms for anxiety is creating something to look forward to- let’s say I’m the middle of a stressful day, I’ll tell myself that tonight I’m going to watch my favorite show in bed and relax but when I actually get to that moment, I don’t seem to relax and I actually feel like I should be doing something. 
It happens with everything- vacations, hang out with friends, bath time, bed time, and pretty much every thing that is supposed to be rewarding or relaxing. 
Whenever I get to that ‘me time’ I just feel like there’s something else I ought to be doing and honestly, most time I create myself other things to do. 
Am I the only one??",3.0613145539906133,4.8870072676056395,4.896830985915496,81.03120892018782,74.91549295774648,7.8319248826291075,27.32629107981221,8.59863814320734,2.1709276995305165,560,22,106,11,12,191,84,142,0.022,0.706,0.272,0.9905,0,0,3,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,4,9,0,1,4,0,13,0,0,0,0,17,25,8,0,2,4,0,2,2,1,2,0,1,3,0,9,7,0,0,3,5,0,3,2,1,0,3,0,5,15,8,17,19,2,14,0,0,2,0,4,4,0,3,11,74,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.2892436291490581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113372588621642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557673488332136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12380207712645926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486488549491065,0.0,0.13319259726874158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14986873823955268,0.2117482085081888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144989465798867,0.0,0.15485675870475393,0.0,0.08422547100818448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621055278603485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154453318842145,0.0,0.14480606092991816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445066857851317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894404659753353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012724510928116,0.2254255448880699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16267908814301915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15077267123201954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785458234851875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491570716997262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422747838702189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16976259069378072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25906665124899153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19691497964255572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3456664296791742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PoisonKiss43,2019/03/29,"Anxiety and panic becoming too much 26/F I have had issues with general anxiety and panic attacks for most of my life post traumatic events as a child death of my little brother after 17 months, strokes, heart transplants, etc. I have been able to keep it under control without medications for awhile now. I have been on meds plenty of times over the years. As of the past 3 weeks my anxiety has grown ten fold. I don’t want to leave the house, I don’t want to do anything. I start having panic attacks but I have 0 triggers. I literally couldn’t even tell you why I’m panicking or what the anxiety is about. It’s got to the point now where I’m starting to feel like giving. Suicide has crossed my mind because I can’t keep living this way, though I have no plans nor do I believe I would follow through. I have an amazing supportive fiancé but I’m sure he’s fed up with my shit deep down. I feel like just giving up on my big goals. I feel like giving up on everything. 

The part that is so difficult to understand is Im not sad about anything. I don’t feel “depressed” if that makes any sense. I don’t cry often, I don’t feel down or upset often. In recent years I have been through some difficult times, lost my mom, lost my job of 5 years, lost the only grandpa I have ever had. It’s just getting worse, anxiety and panic I spend hours crying over these feelings of doom. This isn’t like me. I know I need to go see someone but Im just so ashamed that this is who I have become. ",2.379712484237075,4.078270039344261,3.764016393442624,88.97023644388399,76.47540983606558,6.790668348045398,24.845523329129893,7.61054688173877,1.1650075662042862,1162,40,246,16,26,382,166,305,0.268,0.621,0.111,-0.9948,1,0,0,0,0,1,30.0,0,1,0,6,16,24,3,6,9,0,32,6,2,3,2,42,64,15,2,6,11,3,7,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,12,5,1,3,8,0,1,4,12,17,0,1,10,8,34,7,37,52,5,40,1,6,1,0,11,17,1,7,21,156,46,2,0.08118311140381017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0552072996421024,0.0,0.3105242900798364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361356687189946,0.0,0.0,0.1847150183926502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04948847119736532,0.1793207366247558,0.0,0.09146556612420606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105376257945112,0.0,0.0,0.17835167162370907,0.0,0.0,0.06992289489332325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054062900158276,0.05362067942605784,0.07343477208558853,0.0,0.0,0.07296214581250253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24629172243199984,0.17399169302410392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04241482499913461,0.2336347138313997,0.04613823307632178,0.0,0.06492955040799228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620237789495646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994901164028319,0.0936744107068148,0.0,0.0,0.17538338281595114,0.0847340762710662,0.08056171130869254,0.14431855910871338,0.0,0.0,0.044616114905752687,0.0,0.0,0.0859611930607205,0.0,0.0,0.05734203245434714,0.1586478700582011,0.08136680519523116,0.07168617471311386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265862868408967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054190357259234635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090176135347237,0.08178344384284457,0.0,0.0,0.08197179981424059,0.09508067889381384,0.06479958499045996,0.0,0.05967892793031958,0.060196248438455786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061743414473704364,0.0,0.3810035574154385,0.0,0.08791339841387304,0.07749846589546658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674428097718597,0.0,0.07775097964012674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801585285077272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06469242897597056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333329722335242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878618684329424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492364819759615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880114732359863,0.09212563275764796,0.07651412173543193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095761765741056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797619947650731,0.0,0.09467705023369932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451448204756347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576780497571018,0.06443937506955147,0.06512019507834503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325513081672475,0.0,0.0,0.0782576223671867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273252618772431,0.05767015308400979,0.0,0.0,0.1568377861535796
anxiety,insomniac29,2019/03/29,"Longterm Medication Suggestions Hi Everyone. I've had generalized anxiety disorder basically forever. I just powered through and didn't tell many people in high school and college, but then a traumatic experience forced me to see a psychiatrist a few years ago. I've done 100+ CBT appointments with limited success, psychoanalysis, gotten klonopin and ativan for emergencies and panic attacks, and am coming off sertraline after a few years of unclear success. I have severe insomnia and several other health conditions related to anxiety that are expensive and difficult to treat, so I'd love to do something else to attack the root cause of anxiety. Have people had success with medications other than benzos and SSRI's? Also open to other complimentary methods (have done tons of meditation, supplements, exercise, acupuncture, etc already). Maybe this is as good as it gets and I just have to deal with the anxiety at the level it's at, but if there's one more option I'd like to try it.",8.431786652653702,9.779886913294801,9.096237519705728,57.85910141881243,61.36994219653179,13.227325275880187,41.16079873883342,12.563389971838223,6.235120231213872,808,44,115,30,11,272,118,173,0.198,0.632,0.17,-0.0224,1,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,5,5,11,2,1,7,0,13,6,0,2,0,25,18,17,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,8,14,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,4,0,1,6,1,4,7,24,12,5,13,0,0,1,1,5,7,0,3,6,80,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093282324833993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15054874363349946,0.10909928678416066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4174600148957888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104070148177709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014639357571262,0.0,0.11751834151771574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14064852439136558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15635524704662118,0.0,0.0,0.27922095606700714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396585715666432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215030490029105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303602488024863,0.0,0.1334501503075253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07127660396304518,0.0,0.0,0.11442709380432944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501374581835247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441408509823872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665052492819297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231291863556316,0.0,0.0,0.1383138714022692,0.1370575803839525,0.0,0.0,0.27486833377901776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244533404559332,0.0,0.0,0.1600657297947453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891602919737572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13806971694600975,0.10871332463641574,0.0,0.0,0.3082435810214336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050268838570903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924175125163487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262384359791054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17570687875190724
anxiety,Nozres,2019/03/29,"DAE every start to worry about something... … so much that it just consumes everything that you do and no matter what, you can't stop thinking about it? does it turn into an obsession, and you can't focus or do anything without that something screaming in your head? does it make you feel like you're going insane? 

if you answered yes to any of these questions, what do you do to overcome the obsession? I could really use some tips..",5.0474796747967465,6.557554073170736,5.137560975609755,82.5706504065041,69.2439024390244,7.417886178861789,29.52032520325203,7.793537801064563,1.9776276422764223,342,13,61,4,6,107,58,82,0.14800000000000002,0.74,0.113,-0.6355,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,7,0,0,4,4,0,2,2,1,7,1,1,2,0,17,14,5,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,10,3,0,1,4,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,2,8,1,9,13,2,5,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,4,3,45,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15494981129210522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18750597391179946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18192437865159425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3987964305703484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19197840547665576,0.0,0.20478217189403172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521077877094725,0.16278028554952467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949574702753885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338458683688641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131887307826917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15209556862235266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16750028856448546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25525073184826497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597031072817654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35082917550880666,0.0,0.0,0.161277563987548,0.0,0.0,0.19049771762996973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146000846903605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478417659869346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196794321167532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196449363865794,0.0,0.0,0.2313987056032884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sillycedar,2019/03/29,"A cop just screamed at me for going 30 in a 35. I drove past an accident/incident, I don’t know if it was car related or just a social or health issue. 

I turned at a stop sign, went around a curve at a normal speed and saw a couple stopped cars, then a cop car with lights on in the opposite lane and then some people sitting on the ground. All on the opposite (left) side of the road. (Everyone seemed to upright and alert luckily) 

I let off the gas slightly and drove past at 30mph. But as I passed the cop car, a cop appeared from between the cars into the middle lane (3 lanes) and *screamed* into my window “slow down”. 

I assume he wanted the people on the other side to be able to pass easier. But how was I supposed to know that when the accident was behind a curve, and no one was directing traffic? I think I was being “predicable”. 

I’m on the verge of tears because I was screamed at. I wish I had had my window up and kept my eyes on the road and opposing traffic 100% of the time.

There was *no* danger to any of the cars. Normal separation was maintained. There were 2 cars waiting to pass the other way which I saw after I was right next to the “scene”. To me the most dangerous thing was the cop getting very close to a moving car without warning!",2.5027441171020897,4.019749665369652,4.013207337409671,88.08726329442284,75.69260700389106,7.074226422086344,24.300352047433762,7.793537801064563,1.1559566055215864,972,31,207,14,21,323,138,257,0.093,0.867,0.039,-0.9052,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,2,0,31,0,17,2,1,1,1,41,35,18,0,5,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,6,13,0,5,5,0,0,17,4,5,0,1,19,7,19,0,40,13,3,60,0,0,3,0,2,29,0,8,12,140,25,0,0.1674154957295743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138482780180798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14903528534558916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020549323022969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852420617311536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997268060306213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874676866989357,0.0,0.09514608431473016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17795484325901725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747382816303629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18401435631903296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18189742596131184,0.1711936871303556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17793617722046273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17804827899579162,0.0,0.3280632802791041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344507265344395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196340682641566,0.2321296503242229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14297191861032876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15240877962591948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17065901476578366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27993370159917663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122341633496698,0.10727308972207587,0.0,0.0,0.0976213218796679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820999847839766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813531714598956,0.09874599696722904,0.13288662796024114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15519584180539414,0.0,0.0,0.1925195578823565,0.1613825636474126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,-gabriellarose,2019/03/29,"What it's like being afraid to throw up I have a very severe fear of throwing up. For me, vomiting is the absolute most horrific thing that I could go through. If I was given the choice between vomiting and death, I couldn't promise that I wouldn't choose death. It may not seem like a huge factor in my life, cause hey - people rarely throw up, right? But it effects me everyday. I won't eat/drink anything that 2-3 days BEFORE it's expiration date, I tend to eat less food out of fear that I will overeat and throw it up, I take extra precautions to ensure that I don't get food poisoning or a stomach bug, and I have a hard time doing/seeing anything that may trigger my stomach. I probably sound crazy. And, yes - I know that my fear is dramatized more than it should be. But I honestly can't get over it. And unfortunately for me, I've had MANY instances of throwing up. A few months ago I started birth control. I guess it was a really high dose and if I took one pill really close to the next (ex: one late at night & one early in the morning) my stomach would have a reaction and I would throw up a few times. This happened about four times in one month. - side note: yes, i now know that i should take my pill at the same time everyday thanks - I just can't stomach (pun intended) the thought of a bad bacteria being inside of me, or throwing up actual contents that are in my stomach, and that horrible feeling you get where you're about to throw up. It's really all in my head but I don't think I'll ever be able to get over it. It even got to a point one time when I was throwing up and I told my boyfriend to call the ambulance. Of course, being in a sane state of mind, he didn't and tried to calm me down. But in that particular moment, I really felt like I was dying. I'm just wondering if anyone has this problem or knows someone who does.. when I think about it it seems silly but, idk. Just writing about it makes me feel sick.",3.3095359087373595,4.34501916541354,4.474107683000606,87.49105263157897,72.88471177944862,8.00971394002247,26.039322444041144,8.433251757073789,1.5261431336963094,1513,49,330,25,29,497,198,399,0.103,0.8340000000000001,0.063,-0.934,0,0,1,0,0,0,53.0,0,1,0,2,13,15,1,4,18,2,33,18,6,6,2,63,63,23,3,11,15,1,4,3,0,9,8,1,0,0,30,12,4,1,14,0,0,11,9,7,0,6,12,5,42,8,47,35,8,64,0,0,0,0,8,29,0,13,26,215,72,0,0.09398558159011414,0.0,0.09171637004881532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331254731413916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183333838612743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571690392142597,0.0,0.15468425111624512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847403484737964,0.0,0.0,0.07997480756801208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596978702148416,0.0,0.0,0.09654908181301228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541282150952698,0.07503983922332838,0.0,0.0,0.060612924892453166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754219528084956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224741580716656,0.0,0.0,0.09207008927370446,0.0,0.1923414269857062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06207659024113964,0.08501533932435107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172797265077714,0.09504386800543374,0.0,0.09024089723388426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22729547664817545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964143490760314,0.0,0.05341417191623955,0.0,0.07516885534388845,0.0,0.1035357141496708,0.0,0.08311113940798814,0.0,0.08419262045516404,0.0,0.0964563215524023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099300927116454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15495605311987554,0.0,0.10601982975743332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638479576095772,0.13774982330949212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06273610552140277,0.09528662811203736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948986451284033,0.0,0.15003678910095522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995473226426248,0.08819910156441868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184353122571551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06515776838624479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884675342730748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133235314687077,0.08993150855169266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408382808199447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026317314946423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17112188725611707,0.0,0.1061769552646262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963367828656354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652347839061645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133092141163742,0.0,0.0,0.08652929616705869,0.0,0.0,0.062439844203947575,0.12044433142298153,0.0,0.07461405349121238,0.2740187421861076,0.0,0.0,0.08980725087296909,0.10442143932464323,0.06381004052408308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754794777821314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192335407798628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13352932116709168,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nickb1899,2019/03/29,"Advice on an anxiety app Hi there, I was wondering if I could ask for your help.

We’re trying to build an app to help people manage their anxiety and we’d love to get your input and some feedback on the app, as to whether you think it will help and how we might be able to make it better. It includes mindfulness practices, CBT, breathing guides, fitness workouts and a number of other things specifically focused on helping with anxiety. 

If you would be interested in helping test the app and helping us make it better, then please private message me with your email address and your reason for wanting to test and we’ll send it out to you.  At the moment it’s only available on iphones. 

Thanks so much for your help and we look forward to your input. 

Thanks, 

Sam",5.4008163265306095,6.5058395918367395,5.555244897959188,81.41654081632655,68.04761904761904,7.784761904761906,31.706802721088433,7.908726449838941,2.2408672108843537,608,25,111,7,10,192,90,147,0.03,0.7090000000000001,0.261,0.9883,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,5,9,1,2,3,6,0,0,6,0,9,2,1,4,0,28,20,15,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,8,13,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,18,6,22,11,2,12,0,0,1,1,28,9,0,5,3,78,26,4,0.13916186195445235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598736090302602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193753304771691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009755545691906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461547160599097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110942306686256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270632917716432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6529408386334147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686091523120308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12559901365573548,0.0,0.1857832469283293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762874396698494,0.14051380998649396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229998070558137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583886689002804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964773129667002,0.0,0.0,0.15275793490315615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14308157146455622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562430910037107,0.0,0.0,0.09245295749152699,0.08916930203070793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448176944254283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16739458538307694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208127174025266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15091510304201194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885659398356646,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cactusdaddy,2019/03/29,"Original Tips for Anxiety? I'm 15, and I'm feeling really anxious at the moment. I never have anything to do about it so I usually just sit and wait for the anxiety to go. Is there any unusual methods that I could try? It's 7:32pm so I can't go for a walk. Is there anything I can do to calm this down? Thanks :)",-0.8361359867330016,1.2869380895522404,2.459601990049752,90.68784411276951,93.47761194029852,6.559867330016584,22.369817578772803,7.793537801064563,1.402845439469321,240,10,54,6,9,86,46,67,0.083,0.733,0.184,0.7812,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,1,1,8,15,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,9,14,0,10,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,37,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19234078994283574,0.0,0.4327434063074164,0.3195285116274183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4655061770060226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22582459706093255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301232130550093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214887978218981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21814352084915145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811944437978748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604009236045564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19202968501714354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115081240458429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GoodnessGrace-ish,2019/03/29,"How do I know if my anxiety is normal Ever since the birth of my first child 4 years ago, I have daily anxiety about something happening to her or my husband or myself (or my son who was born 2 years ago).

Reading a horrible news story will always trigger it but so will TV shows where tragic fictional things happen - and it’s impossible to avoid.   A news headline about child abuse, a car accident, kidnapping.  I start to imagine my own children or husband in that situation, and it makes me physically ill, and it stays with me all day.  

Recently a young lady was kidnapped, assaulted and robbed in a Chick Fil A restaurant at 3:30 on a Friday afternoon.  And in a “nice” town not far from me.  I don’t feel safe.  I live in a nice community but I don’t feel safe walking to the park with my kids, because ‘what if’ - if I take them to Target it the grocery I get anxious getting them into the car because what if someone comes up behind me and steals my car or has a gun and I cannot protect myself or my kids?  What if my husband is in an accident on his way home?  

These thoughts will enter my mind and I cannot shake them.  It’s every day.  Does the fact that I recognize it, and that I try to not think this way mean that it’s normal?  I’m not to the point where I’m afraid to leave the house but is this where it starts?  

I realize that I can’t or shouldn’t let myself worry about things that may not happen, but then there’s the part of me who thinks that’s what everyone says - it won’t happen to me, it won’t happen in my town - but then it does happen to them - and this is what I can’t shake.  I’m not special, I’m not immune to evil. 

I feel like it’s worse lately, maybe because of recent events.  I don’t know.  I don’t know what to do.  I’m nervous just posting this. ",2.883874413497054,3.8219957681940753,4.399616651692124,87.9932694419487,73.7978436657682,7.436997104921634,25.061495457721872,7.793537801064563,1.150106838374763,1374,42,304,18,27,460,170,371,0.17,0.76,0.07,-0.9894,0,1,1,1,1,0,39.0,0,0,4,1,11,15,2,5,19,0,26,2,0,3,3,66,54,31,0,8,24,4,3,1,0,7,2,1,1,6,35,14,0,4,12,3,0,8,17,9,0,1,3,4,44,6,33,43,3,50,0,1,0,0,19,18,0,13,21,204,79,1,0.0,0.1208444196956816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18082037250333846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486592000790442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15604794747017114,0.11522247981344415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18652102107213706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785749690789432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13155343355718288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17850862616902444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922580440804622,0.08593306957824562,0.09745819255243857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547113985613066,0.07286345341479011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675475772380711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657373021800914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5411497189107858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230678087350213,0.0,0.0,0.1176856367461466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681572113089609,0.0,0.11505196832594118,0.10799531765907726,0.0,0.1042942286221386,0.0,0.04982837752952377,0.0,0.09006123500913114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808077735887204,0.0,0.1024651623676236,0.11109971895752004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029833375366487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998619652949264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044792481519868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641586752750464,0.0,0.09768060965148216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202008806762017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20141055378701694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110851970054565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436923958159992,0.11464382921378505,0.0,0.0,0.08641790363997,0.07851879974266884,0.0,0.0,0.1443816151419922,0.10871042109159293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668565744224716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13551855335111218,0.1307053353662309,0.0,0.08097064236550677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924620401721689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619137783597976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357832184068907,0.1039390581755884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13135963592810168
anxiety,danjamesevans,2019/03/29,"I’m supposed to be going out with my friends but idk. I’ve been invited to go out with my friends but there is a girly there that I kinda like but I’m scared she’s gonna get with someone and that might just send me spiralling down, especially with alcohol in my system! Also there’s people that I won’t know going and how will I know if they’re nice?? Please help",0.8961538461538474,2.950204961538464,2.433012820512822,94.98490384615386,82.71794871794873,5.438461538461539,20.006410256410245,6.6274283507984215,0.06276410256410259,289,8,66,3,8,94,54,78,0.065,0.696,0.238,0.9373,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,1,0,6,1,0,1,0,18,15,8,0,1,5,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,0,0,3,8,1,0,2,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,1,0,8,4,10,9,0,9,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,3,1,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28792912300541873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154558839662346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41630800723985095,0.0,0.14076135752702912,0.0,0.4593545055428642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805872235235945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29613348171747983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162549626586773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28581311484131083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867826047256705,0.0,0.0,0.29574336283157177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697374313949044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22827954705383124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,springneighbourhood,2019/03/29,"Anxiety keeps holding me back from doing things I enjoy I wanted to go watch a movie on my own today so I bought a ticket online. When I came home from work I spent like 3 hours mentally preparing myself to actually go there because I was so anxious. One thing I was anxious about was that the ticket didn't have an assigned seat and I was nervous about where to sit when I got there.

Another thing I was anxious about was that I've never been to that cinema before so I wasn't sure about its location (I get really anxious going somewhere new and not knowing the customs, like where is the entry, where is the specific cinema room the movie plays at, when do I have to show mu ticket etc). 

So I got there extra early just to familiarise myself with the place and I jist couldn't find the entry. I looked it up on Google Maps but that entry seemed locked, there was no one going inside. My anxiety was up the roof about asking someone for directions so I just came home, cried for the past half and hour and hating myself.

How do you guys cope with these things? I bought a ticket to a play for next Friday and I really don't want to miss that as well.",3.14983212341198,4.8393084568965525,4.329001814882034,85.77407441016335,74.34482758620689,7.298003629764065,21.69328493647913,8.032893268588372,1.0130224137931032,910,22,181,14,19,298,124,232,0.117,0.8240000000000001,0.06,-0.8954,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,25,10,1,1,14,0,20,0,0,1,2,25,41,17,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,12,10,0,2,3,9,3,6,7,3,1,3,18,2,26,7,26,22,3,30,0,1,2,0,3,11,0,1,14,134,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.10994315653817467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813732301681205,0.1723742755494721,0.5091099705403725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532500352706547,0.0,0.0,0.08663114516878935,0.0,0.06867851922713956,0.0,0.0958681943352153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25771366743915275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375537587281032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564939225791966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297224099591516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058861939028213676,0.0,0.2561166631962645,0.0,0.1802143112613359,0.0,0.0,0.1115544079180765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112317119331885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22602100857801397,0.0,0.22190136814815625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014034275834052,0.0,0.0,0.0619168188319007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100832227235681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460882078586327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353813622657845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689290425715081,0.1088109445196619,0.11981872778231585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15268717400890267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754989498158067,0.0,0.0,0.1177091989041308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14435002603395153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256446274363956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545927246041706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618385360496484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29939403671907616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679166184912044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329035000724658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012978624615278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202024481457118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,777777777-7777777777,2019/03/29,"A question about a weighted blanket for people with claustrophobic or feeling trapped symptoms. I have pretty bad PTSD from getting strangled/assaulted/choked (among other traumas); at least one time was in our shared bed when he wrapped me up in the sheets and I was trapped with him on top strangling me. 

For the first 9 years after he left, I was comforted by my cat sleeping on  top of me in bed.  Something happened when I started trauma therapy a couple of years ago.   If I sense my loving cat is sleeping on the blanket even next to me, I mentally freak feeling like I am trapped/claustrophobic and have to get out.  If the blanket is too heavy near my feet, the same thing happens.

Also, when my anxiety is higher, I can't fall asleep or stay asleep very well. 

I love how the weighted apron feels at the dentist when you get xrays. Is there any possibility that a weighted blanket could work  in bed for someone like myself?  ",7.155828571428572,7.271066782857144,6.608714285714285,78.85078571428573,64.02857142857142,8.828571428571427,37.5,8.238735603445708,3.0256857142857148,737,35,134,8,10,228,110,175,0.094,0.741,0.16399999999999998,0.8771,0,3,1,0,0,0,20.0,1,1,0,4,11,11,0,0,11,0,12,13,5,1,0,16,23,12,0,3,4,0,6,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,3,5,3,0,4,0,0,1,1,4,1,2,3,6,21,7,26,19,2,30,0,0,0,2,9,16,0,5,14,93,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937399684927945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769299489590646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157804497387062,0.0,0.10301973683466893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244115671195566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075204854466836,0.14900625776328474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889461542919621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20427474790280115,0.09620599203448917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454751510359315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110735415340275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23817082093096525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14631587710681895,0.0,0.0,0.1315827967803629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430840975884234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571246495424905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321967433541233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125371192589546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336100610052553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15181658800191955,0.0,0.13700455375522455,0.0,0.0,0.15741828794692078,0.0,0.1508576409734859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695281184889032,0.0,0.11410274643305082,0.1036730853202672,0.0,0.0,0.09531785734340216,0.1435368955965629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997037286236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15400322726131382,0.0,0.08946664104707497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852529665916604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111421715193964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4919636652569584,0.12108163006847275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980390375417374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17344201373232085
anxiety,kaiserbeats,2019/03/29,"Do the Hypnic Jerks ever stop? 2 years ago I got diagnosed with panic disorder. The worst symptom is when I try to fall asleep, shocks would wake me up every single time almost slept.  


After being put on Lexapro, I was finally able to get some sleep.   


My question is has anyone ever dealt with this and have they been able to sleep even after coming off the medication? Would love to know theres a life outside of meds if possible.  


Thanks",3.970714285714287,5.952975595238098,4.542380952380952,83.86928571428571,72.80952380952381,7.180952380952381,22.714285714285715,7.957251820313856,1.1813999999999996,346,9,64,5,7,110,70,84,0.184,0.741,0.075,-0.8504,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,5,6,1,1,4,0,10,10,5,0,2,14,17,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,4,0,6,2,12,10,3,16,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,4,10,43,7,0,0.3403111247476909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15083263944526218,0.0,0.17038621679734525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897672552567777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14657395038191276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17270431406300338,0.0,0.0,0.1950130160670142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123861441725963,0.3078308955138677,0.14336340004919346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18639710144236635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889925842848723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360889472368061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351304712827448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018590580245743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357203835909305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890044709716432,0.17141382781857648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19964089038171856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918248302334669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17105333746739645,0.19061317178854226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405568933720595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225766920626154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17685678070763775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15665638071305593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921907677497466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552445754738283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417472590175916,0.0,0.0,0.10957460339950603
anxiety,reigns_of_fire,2019/03/29,"I’ve come a long way, but I’m still afraid to do “childish” things in public. I used to be treated for anxiety, but I no longer need the medication since it doesn’t affect day-to-day life. 

However, I still have this one anxiety-driven issue. 

I never really lived out my childhood (low income family/familial problems), and now that I work, I can afford to do fun things.

I want to go to Disney even though I’m a young adult with no child. I’m afraid of being ridiculed and that’s stopping me from living out my dream. 

I also want to do things like use swingsets, fly kites, paint, etc. without looking silly.

Does anyone have tips on slowly introducing oneself to doing things “outside the norm” for your age in public?",5.2887063492063495,5.942557378571433,5.900952380952378,80.4618253968254,68.07142857142857,8.507936507936508,27.698412698412696,8.515128840125781,1.90731746031746,563,17,107,8,9,183,97,140,0.121,0.784,0.095,-0.3841,3,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,1,6,9,1,2,4,0,10,2,0,3,1,18,21,6,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,8,6,0,1,0,1,0,2,5,5,0,1,0,1,13,4,18,19,1,18,0,1,1,0,5,6,0,0,10,68,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221896382152634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648141943319668,0.0,0.0,0.11560662187766292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242213495159628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132558008916305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14468645557317514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843930996436766,0.1092027236103902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15586385921790588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396413414442542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17256759911390132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167815512297858,0.08077471085215109,0.0,0.2919890463035802,0.14631696280700934,0.13884041462396224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16655840450868803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122594386176549,0.12751714644292178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203580369709434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15820401272181156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059183345646786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13676746604847215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26407473554046834,0.13822811562902304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4393669834243353,0.0,0.16244156475031146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855940587626349,0.0,0.0,0.1950386539200386,0.13123584670444846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593777922481366,0.0,0.12036641724336487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PM_ME_YOUR_ANT_FARMS,2019/03/29,"Today I put my car on the road and drove it alone for the first time after years of being too anxious to drive alone! I've had terrible anxiety since i was 14 (now 27) and have gotten very good at managing it but driving a car was always one of my biggest fears. I've had my liscense for 7 years but was always too afraid to get a car and start driving on my own, until today! Today i drove my first car on my own and I'm absolutely ecstatic, everything is getting so much better! 

I'm still super nervous about going on the 6-lane main road but i'm also excited to conquer it!",6.350250000000003,4.916269525000004,7.5500000000000025,76.55500000000005,66.25,10.333333333333334,32.5,9.2995712137729,2.712,453,15,92,7,6,156,71,120,0.108,0.7340000000000001,0.158,0.9122,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,5,7,8,0,3,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,7,18,10,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,11,0,4,0,3,8,0,9,4,15,9,4,32,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,13,60,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660099030818629,0.0,0.14130464177573349,0.294052356522062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13517283109568867,0.1996174772529612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15627426423791346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15880399903268028,0.0,0.0,0.19883341110802935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30059699990066674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18463392909093088,0.0,0.10042105860826073,0.1482051805842465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989273146752595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973455735777642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17762943324284247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14616570299734669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506714758707,0.0,0.14111056700586638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303352530479612,0.0,0.5024646939995195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579364856574067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275743342730552
anxiety,WH__29184,2019/03/29,"Growth issues? Hey, I have generalized anxiety disorder and im wondering if stressing and panicking ALOT can cause issues with growth as a teenager. for example im alot taller than i was but my shoulders havent broadened or my voice hasnt got deeper but other things have changed and i dont know if this could possibly be because my anxiety? any ideas?",2.862873134328357,5.765451910447763,4.0553544776119415,80.90452425373138,82.13432835820895,8.126119402985074,29.270522388059703,8.841846274778883,3.105598507462687,286,14,50,8,8,93,48,67,0.14800000000000002,0.7959999999999999,0.056,-0.598,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,9,1,1,1,0,17,12,9,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,1,6,0,4,8,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,6,0,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847981194818607,0.0,0.3115627503925649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241349283417585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20919079328327012,0.21542042969424874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16258718571119007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333850863312738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386604768279109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286672213038214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298808366457033,0.43992475684624416,0.4250872266417431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191330208252888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22956957164918265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332649378185977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352870508577659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22083511197920072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bc12nala,2019/03/29,"Prescribed Effexsor and Valium - Thoughts? About 6 months ago, I went in to a very long awaited psych appointment. I didnt want to go, I have general anxiety but nothing that wasnt outside of norm of every life. 

My mom had me go due to losing my dad about a year ago, being a student, just all the stress in general. So I go, we talk it out, he prescribes me low doses of effexor and valium. 

I go home, tell myself they are there if I need them, but I dont want to take them since I have been doing well and anxiety hasnt ever gotten out of control. 

A few days later, I was coming up on the beginning of  a week that was the start of some serious test taking and project-finishing, so I said ""what the hell, Ill take the effexor, should ease the stress""

Two days in, everythings fine. 3rd day, its an easy, no stress day at home. Took effexsor without food. Half an hour later, BOOM full blown, first ever, panic attack. Called my moms nurse friend, who told me it sounded like a panic attack, that I would be fine, etc. She stayed on the phone until I calmed down an hour or so later. Roommate made me take the valium to chill my ass out (it did, I fell asleep shortly after).


Since then, I have had a few more attacks, all less in intensity. As of today, I havnt had one in over 3 weeks, though the past few nights Ive experienced some chest tightening, rapid heart beats and headaches before bed. I ignore it though, and can usually sleep. 

I havnt completely stopped the effexor out of fear for it causing another attack. I have not taken another valium because I think it makes me feel like Im being ""panicky"" which makes it more real, when I dont want it to be. 

I know benzos are addictive, though in my younger years, I use to take my friends during ""stressful"" times (ah, the teen years) and never had an issue with craving them.

I cant see my psych for another 3 months, wanted to see if you all had similar experiences.

Thanks!",4.973778359511343,5.3671603350785375,5.8154057591623065,81.71832678883074,68.68586387434556,9.403315881326352,28.482111692844683,9.408791572840183,2.2826802792321117,1496,48,304,29,24,492,215,382,0.192,0.722,0.086,-0.9921,0,0,0,0,0,0,66.0,1,1,4,4,14,25,5,7,22,1,30,10,5,6,6,52,64,22,0,9,8,3,1,2,2,2,4,3,3,0,15,14,1,3,4,0,0,8,10,16,2,4,19,7,44,9,41,39,13,64,1,2,2,1,20,19,2,5,38,196,59,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903452634332964,0.0,0.0,0.12853184023271425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22806432339115176,0.11092295395259574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299119607398993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044194670007927365,0.0,0.06169124291815568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07402950534030536,0.0,0.0,0.07447636375475034,0.0,0.06245140190496602,0.07601374048320099,0.0,0.0813137058554608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18702322830050166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16993639353954454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085546237783472,0.0,0.13115885138123734,0.0610834687310129,0.0,0.06515735643548225,0.07091785727657691,0.0,0.08158144327450181,0.03665763336797037,0.05179324444174955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06166754611114592,0.08766598439249687,0.0,0.11202497476252428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16481123269497458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591157176970697,0.0,0.0,0.14544466015535384,0.0,0.1427936689662932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831127675689455,0.07567003887211787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03984351158134957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051208132734531724,0.07083862256242028,0.0,0.0,0.06415926465980905,0.0,0.0811077493356348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860023305160788,0.09678718694430262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16981972270202267,0.1157358958971634,0.0,0.0,0.05375703211446951,0.055915638148436975,0.0,0.0,0.0680353271890828,0.0,0.06956467107181885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04912714590896319,0.0,0.0,0.17012372866266834,0.0,0.0,0.06920842457855317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251964539578617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896307701324864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554450891004728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994371510607935,0.0,0.07255127996505732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05131511021975455,0.07727420468132112,0.0,0.06061234517126215,0.3321890813174037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27255083412477715,0.05827188738210309,0.06336725344396761,0.0667472669420234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04645438191027272,0.2136894686294596,0.05755604594759591,0.04227470450355178,0.0,0.0687205010843478,0.06927582694968654,0.08054897004612005,0.0,0.0,0.07082091239661127,0.0,0.0,0.06261579125856198,0.07984732013420938,0.059819203442556215,0.1710469705724263,0.0,0.1163085244990366,0.0,0.06518523774791195,0.0672072271321033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988637378450559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05150115417164385,0.0,0.0,0.14006078660599938
anxiety,randomguy10012,2019/03/29,"Should I worry or is this a temporary thing? Literally get a feeling of nausea, heart palpitations and a trembling feeling whenever I wake up early in the morning. If i wake up after a certain time I don't have any such issue. Got no worries on my mind to incite any nervous thoughts, and yet my mind goes haywire when I'm faced with the above symptoms.",6.3763043478260855,6.429471521739131,7.212862318840577,74.07407608695655,65.66666666666666,9.218840579710145,37.53985507246377,8.841846274778883,3.3929681159420286,281,14,50,4,4,94,54,69,0.182,0.743,0.07400000000000001,-0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,6,0,4,5,4,0,1,12,10,5,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,6,1,8,7,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,5,34,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33011661277876403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454536196353951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681147648127514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19412580753712594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876250363432579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533372074606019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4901571544611327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25227960146936274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16125275718421808,0.0,0.0,0.19269301522997806,0.1415323124552822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4929890282418176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,almos_there,2019/03/29,"constant tightness in chest, sweating, hot flashes, sudden confusion and nervousness that leads to crying hey im new here so I dunno if im doing this correctly. 

​

I've been having a constant uneasy ness and hot flashes. my chest feels always tight and I don't know what to do. I've been diagnosed with a vitamin d deficiency and im being proposed to take ssri (im a minor,,). my prates are generally against it and I dunno if it makes sense to take it. the only thing is that I don't feel like im getting better and I feel worse everday as my ib exams approach in may. Ive missed a lot of school because I was too exhausted to o to school. any advice and experiences with vitamin d and yeah,, much appreciated :)",1.1810416666666654,3.7343639097222265,3.7550000000000026,82.39000000000001,86.98611111111109,6.255555555555558,24.66666666666667,7.594959193182576,1.695308333333334,569,24,106,11,18,198,89,144,0.14,0.764,0.095,-0.6608,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,3,6,0,2,5,1,13,7,3,2,1,27,22,12,0,2,2,0,7,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,8,10,0,2,4,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,3,7,10,2,13,17,2,8,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,7,5,63,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710318445045168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822890307085817,0.14093110757701496,0.1580496422860539,0.08845225919790985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928964303697565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503660366283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28111955574120945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287610867684933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201860892566067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723370459375172,0.0,0.0,0.19730234418349554,0.09292224294867492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795635937600387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7024911803516346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148323112398257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06354577480947196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105811113227311,0.0,0.0,0.0868229302536961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956166310644964,0.0,0.0,0.12562269901228168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892431863534083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26327616025563816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19559334501927214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641292272312816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13255274026976074,0.0,0.0,0.1580496422860539,0.0
anxiety,thefirststoryteller,2019/03/29,"Weighted Blanket recommendations Fiancée has a birthday coming up, I’d like to surprise her with one. What is the absolute best one I can buy?

Money is no object ",3.98,6.719822333333332,5.616666666666671,72.60500000000002,75.66666666666666,6.666666666666668,33.33333333333333,7.793537801064563,2.933333333333333,130,7,20,2,3,44,27,30,0.065,0.6759999999999999,0.259,0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,2,3,3,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4515391932419195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706373506171665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21020696563272107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5831207834465983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5239498972287651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CREST_BD,2019/03/29,[xpost] World Bipolar Day AMA on r/IAmA! - We are a psychology teacher with bipolar disorder and a professor of psychiatry from an international research team working to improve lives of people with BD - Ask us anything!  Join us at [r/IAmA](https://www.reddit.com/r/IAmA)! - [reddit.com/r/IAmA/comments/b6zhfx/we\_are\_a\_psychology\_teacher\_with\_bipolar\_disorder/](https://reddit.com/r/IAmA/comments/b6zhfx/we_are_a_psychology_teacher_with_bipolar_disorder/) ,25.25066666666667,33.569052733333336,14.142222222222225,9.700000000000015,32.77777777777778,9.822222222222225,40.111111111111114,9.888512548439397,5.640244444444447,403,14,28,7,5,100,37,45,0.06,0.8059999999999999,0.134,0.5067,0,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,8,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,16,3,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497284452915947,0.0,0.2837017721058464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19571186321474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3478008120434708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26796795234380616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21038661764653105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7300696826671489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22092844076164372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BolognaJoseph,2019/03/29,"My anxiety makes me never want to speak Sometimes all i can think about while having a conversation is what i should be saying in that conversation.  It gets so bad that i  cant seem to respond to anyone except for the occasional nod followed by a ""yeah"" or an ,""uh huh"". Even while talking to my girlfriend yesterday i almost couldnt say anything cause i was internally freaking out so much. Now all i can think about is how boring i must be to talk to and how much better she deserves",7.108315789473683,6.408947410526313,7.5947368421052674,74.45315789473686,64.3684210526316,10.126315789473685,33.736842105263165,9.3871,2.9225368421052638,384,14,73,6,5,127,69,95,0.134,0.835,0.031,-0.8231,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,0,4,2,12,0,0,4,4,19,19,8,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,1,3,11,1,13,13,4,8,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,3,5,59,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352989393435849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17975937168623632,0.0,0.0,0.16430376734088614,0.0,0.1933688570987024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19619882852790188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078210785586792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413896110222768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552023456931356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276756658981235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685124938001158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3454752794025961,0.0,0.18123137949055249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3737317094172688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21391734145204944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324016354825741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3777367078505521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30113191928991795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859753488026352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,larz1313,2019/03/29,I finally made an appointment with my psychiatrist I missed an appointment at the beginning of February because I forgot and anxiety got in the way of figuring out when it supposed to be. I've procrastinated it since then and felt really anxious about it and my mental health has definitely been suffering. But I finally realized it's gotten to a breaking point and actually emailed him and set an appointment for next week!,12.80350877192982,9.954805315789477,12.921578947368419,47.54271929824563,55.05263157894736,18.55438596491228,51.649122807017534,16.32212239822248,8.567180701754385,348,20,53,16,3,120,56,76,0.126,0.8390000000000001,0.035,-0.7082,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,6,0,3,1,0,1,0,13,10,8,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,1,7,0,10,3,0,14,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,7,38,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.23681469783100415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856448516825721,0.274152406644808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793174300583792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330049782723279,0.5316747409110503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19408846812287614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579509833161157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296238900326834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445581905178121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580864212718152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294052529003826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15546309963029992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007423387826548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19262322802877752,0.194658346272225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nota-failure,2019/03/29,"venlafaxine withdrawal I had a rough sleep last night so I decided to sleep in a bit this morning since I don't work til later. I missed my dose by 1 hour 45 mins and I can already feel the brain shocks. I'm already on the lowest dose there is. I definitely feel like I'm never going to be off of these things, no matter how my anxiety is doing.
Chemical withdrawal + anxiety.... great combo.. fml.. 
I work one on one with a toddler in... 45 mins.",0.11474358974358978,2.4600919670329695,2.7982692307692325,88.50714743589745,90.86813186813187,6.54981684981685,20.770146520146522,7.793537801064563,1.2171091575091568,343,12,72,8,12,119,64,91,0.127,0.731,0.142,0.0772,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,5,0,7,5,3,1,1,8,13,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,2,0,2,1,3,9,2,11,11,1,14,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,9,43,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4400203322095376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30503558184089913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176608126633346,0.0,0.0,0.22256327387133945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20161530368345426,0.14243023549903644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330677841601723,0.0,0.0,0.2198065419109271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963396589444628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16251346496400962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974022944762645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537667237378374,0.0,0.0,0.18709559090652186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701970512420284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16492123416212798,0.0,0.39902871513683374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324528180019646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902880144962829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Redin1,2019/03/29,"Anxiety attack Everytime im having an anxiety or panic attack i always think im having a heart attack.Idk hkw tk stop,i always end up calling the ambulance and they always give me this dissapointed look and tell me im fine.Do u guys have any idea on how i can convince myself that im not having a heart attack bcs its driving me crazy and i've developed health anxiety.


Btw:Im sure that nothing is wrong with my heart bcs i had that checked and im 18",0.12184615384615327,2.4938441157894786,3.0347368421052643,86.32085020242916,92.05263157894736,5.870445344129554,19.939271255060728,7.321109707123232,0.9326356275303648,361,12,72,7,13,127,62,95,0.212,0.716,0.07200000000000001,-0.9051,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,1,7,3,1,4,0,7,4,3,1,1,11,10,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,5,0,0,1,1,9,2,3,9,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,1,1,35,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24912385966360814,0.0,0.0,0.06786717035874221,0.0,0.2290393302914301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4541459445522989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190658002247578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883928496683645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573689849049917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881732371479524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608233935435582,0.0,0.3547891245454404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126616340920623,0.6468043535995729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380655363020194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576043614947477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170933622275954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343695902263705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405996975638976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722927506009394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394757287343954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911522808792508,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EraTrip,2019/03/29,"Thoughtception Hey everyone, I'm new to posting. I've had the reddit app on my phone for 6 months and have been a lurker up to this point. Believe me, I've typed out entire posts and deleted them for the soul crushing fear of saying something stupid and becoming an internet pariah. 

But on to the point.. 

Does anyone ever over-think their over-thoughts? And then proceed to over-think that? Then all your layers of over-thinking collapse in on themselves to form a completely false reality that leaves you in a crying heap, frozen and afraid to face anything. Then you over-think that and the madness continues. 

Can anyone relate? Or have my worst fears been realized and I'm just insane? 

Note: I up front appreciate every answer or attempt at comradary I may get. Please don't be offended if I don't reply or join any possible conversation off the rip. It's not y'all, it's my garbage dump of a brain short circuiting. 
",3.82075,6.189447457142857,4.319053571428572,83.57800892857145,74.42857142857143,7.3464285714285715,26.9375,8.278499904357787,1.9624928571428568,735,28,134,13,16,232,118,175,0.18600000000000005,0.7759999999999999,0.038,-0.979,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,4,2,1,2,8,4,3,10,0,10,2,2,0,2,20,13,15,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,8,0,0,3,1,13,0,21,8,3,24,1,0,0,0,10,13,0,5,8,81,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095741885253286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253322260530993,0.0,0.13259657926465435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17795585301945335,0.0,0.18153876844261446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17987480085940238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16894214508768154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17699416396921575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410062874622226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575165988890934,0.13575930050560087,0.15396698982586648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3626329644753973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418397677215222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17061381439338333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861273759335998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15562073178745486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17687277832874346,0.3046405952310667,0.1816503010054526,0.30863674029870714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813735100623444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404604399588005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4129833832017932,0.0,0.12791952880283447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pab314,2019/03/29,"Rumination Picture This:
You are taken to a laboratory.  Lead into small observation room with a two-way mirror looking into another room, empty except for a small chair and a large television.

A small child is lead into the room and set in the chair.  The television is turned on and a movie starts.  You ask what they are showing the child.  They answer that they are showing him clips of graphic violence and disturbing horror movies.  As the film progresses, the child is visibly agitated and upset by the images.

You ask what they are going to do once the film ends.  They reply that they will just continue to replay the film for the child, knowing each time will make his fear grow and continue to upset him always increasing his emotional distress.

You ask what the point of this experiment is.  They reply that there is no point.  They are not studying or observing anything.  They just want to keep watching the film, over and over.

You demand that they turn the film off and stop tormenting the child.  Stop making him suffer the distress of watching the horrible images over and over with no purpose.  You then notice a remote control on the table.  It's within your power to turn the television off.  You are in control of the images.  It's up to you to turn them off.

You rightly abject to the perpetual emotional torment of a child. He doesn't deserve such awful punishment.  WIth you anxiety, you need to remind yourself that you too do not deserve perpetual torment.  You deserve to turn your own television off.  

Good luck to you.",4.706156583629895,7.178753380782919,5.296802846975093,77.10682704626336,72.13167259786476,8.197067615658364,28.321850533807826,8.954980946260402,2.647922306049822,1224,48,203,26,25,393,131,281,0.172,0.787,0.042,-0.9902,1,0,0,0,0,1,31.0,0,16,11,6,5,10,1,6,28,1,16,0,0,6,0,36,34,12,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,6,12,16,0,5,2,7,0,5,5,8,0,0,1,3,32,2,42,31,3,40,0,1,3,0,42,26,0,2,8,152,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870956097044156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439376964610345,0.09075153126063117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976222809148206,0.0,0.33270876363576424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661069888929669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266885289136268,0.10507085987836123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160427830712606,0.0,0.13349159278209258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742009297017612,0.09950111253686476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544368546077627,0.0,0.0,0.06519587800291446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09961921904774633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15837272825168724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796255069982957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506090132715204,0.0,0.12633694742801396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22428715680776934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130926684221432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396683758063242,0.0,0.0,0.1983597782634147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917403532054503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6451762041721065,0.11588415231015554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997097509490076,0.09416287465847537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bosayn,2019/03/29,"Getting bullied at work / Help me find an online job :( I have social anxiety. Bullying happens every time when I get a job. This last one are killing me. Everyday I came home with a pain in my chest. I don't want to wake up anymore :( 

I can't quit the job before finding a new one. Can you please help me to find an online job? I don't have any talent, but I'm hardworking and I'll learn quickly. I just don't know what to do.

Maybe some of you does an online job and can give me advices?

I'm sorry if that sounds stupid, I just don't know what to do and I don't have anyone that I can ask for help :(",-0.560356234096691,1.4132601908396971,1.7778320610687004,97.87143002544529,88.31297709923666,4.714707379134861,17.89363867684478,6.079149491110277,-0.4066187277353692,459,12,111,4,15,155,76,131,0.211,0.722,0.067,-0.9454,5,0,0,0,0,2,18.0,0,2,0,2,4,4,2,0,7,0,15,3,2,0,0,17,26,6,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,5,5,0,0,6,0,0,1,6,3,0,2,1,1,17,1,10,25,1,10,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,2,6,66,22,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441288952013098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658005854830053,0.0,0.09739730575511936,0.0,0.12626444637032214,0.08902314307345549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190243908435215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833755566013473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561695348584847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141613539155447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727022800204668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490968292780052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13303595921364095,0.12213425479101915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258617513937637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560140963961969,0.0,0.12770952747665193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6317133537662248,0.0,0.1408576127462584,0.0,0.13994040156935544,0.1037805067913638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790723505382914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296374037369864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17254685276472215,0.0,0.13547447209676552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13975604756373225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354175087528485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12978384695348985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252117628183153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742396803099815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509498033404857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268843436005376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Thorwmeaway265536,2019/03/29,"I can't stop being anxious about something that I know I don't need to be anxious about. Hey guys,

So I did something illegal that I regret everyday of my life. Involved sending a nude to an underage girl. I'm not a pedo, I am not attracted to children. I only did this once when I was in a very bad state of mind after my gf leaving me and I regretted it ever since and am very sorry. Anyways this happened 4.5 years ago. I already suffer from anxiety so I got super afraid that I would be charged or go to jail. For years I was numb with fear about police showing up and then I somewhat got over it, it was just kinda there in the background. But now it's been almost 5 years which means no one is looking for me/ I never got reported so why can't I let go and keep stressing about it? I have literally been repeating these thoughts trying to convince myself that nothing's ever gonna happen now and I don't need to worry about it anymore. Its been really bad this month and I literally don't feel like I'm alive, all I think about constantly is this and I can not get myself to stop. Any tips on how I can just get myself to fully realize and understand that nothing's ever gonna happen now? Thanks.",2.0036430575035062,3.97883716935484,3.888604488078542,86.38823281907435,78.51612903225806,6.5711079943899025,24.89551192145863,7.586124646067393,1.3322070126227208,950,35,191,14,23,321,141,248,0.16399999999999998,0.75,0.086,-0.9596,0,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,21,14,0,3,5,0,25,3,1,1,5,41,50,16,0,5,7,0,1,1,1,3,2,0,0,3,18,9,0,3,7,1,0,3,10,9,0,1,12,2,29,5,26,31,2,29,0,3,1,1,7,5,0,4,21,137,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107632150369247,0.0,0.11417961054149862,0.0,0.12582947131092845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775409399095983,0.0,0.08722884645199545,0.257631687245006,0.1130822040650148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19041229758628628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322056427280716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094265406827361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283098751907547,0.05765448824442174,0.08145951411627213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914675841257205,0.0,0.12960612026666649,0.0,0.2735887318805093,0.0,0.0,0.1129027204124364,0.3024959091335215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135069811632608,0.0,0.0,0.06266518209248452,0.0,0.0,0.12073605753025148,0.0,0.11659833277908167,0.08053926059889861,0.055706876802153714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957523189005762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420670034968365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151327894116068,0.0,0.09101370214601599,0.0,0.0,0.16909625043098006,0.08794314324517158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21882020971062524,0.0,0.0,0.1214329503351612,0.07726632071030316,0.08672118402016102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304736287430137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432269458259633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17556409904481335,0.0,0.1276417012325027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906600847394994,0.13061530249027034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497894063773916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306264397548004,0.0,0.09052314810318576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741551997992116,0.0,0.0,0.11870409196654888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881652057049029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288986662186797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579796694633095,0.0,0.08100011961922222,0.0,0.0,0.22028516936218
anxiety,LemonBoi523,2019/03/29,"Driving is the biggest panic attack trigger in existence for me. Is it even possible to get over it without being dangerous? I don't do well in crowds, and driving for me is basically like that except I am moving very quickly in something I know can do damage to everything around me.

No matter how calm I am when I start, I panic every time I see another car, person, animal, sign I need to follow, or hazard. This is regardless of whether it even presents a problem to me. A polite person could be waiting for me to go by and I can't help thinking about them suddenly dashing in front of me.

I don't do as well in driving when I am stressed, and it nearly always causes stress. It makes it worse *because* I know I am driving more dangerously. I make jerky movements, and overreact. It makes it worse the faster I go, and I'm still struggling in an 8 mph zone. I don't want to hurt anyone, but this is a skill I can't find a way around. I can't afford uber, and carpooling options are limited.",3.1419,4.704833990000001,4.8610000000000015,82.47550000000003,74.1,7.6,28.5,8.278499904357787,2.0791,778,32,151,13,16,264,115,200,0.172,0.785,0.043,-0.9436,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,2,12,15,3,5,7,0,23,0,0,6,0,33,39,13,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,11,8,0,2,4,0,0,11,8,11,2,0,0,1,25,4,26,36,1,32,0,2,1,0,5,11,0,2,10,112,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138866981262952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351999495489515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570259705808447,0.0,0.0,0.24368640879555106,0.0,0.1557092388571731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343460374149525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14060306133908096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927945578629457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18080251953715887,0.0,0.11531877051721175,0.0,0.12300981575521852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509658362687684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715088591533631,0.0,0.15557260513073193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174099027402416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652202905035314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15044020466102728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06686770601555246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27408510761037685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547101352916825,0.0,0.1014872759992341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211746096406947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390189862578569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543002158821967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096598306029214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10906756757869474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536911451262733,0.0,0.0,0.09687720004173338,0.0,0.10930445677840858,0.0,0.3135679524476298,0.14308610810778138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877006875726067,0.0,0.0,0.07980992318553266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293197877631653,0.08072939682734198,0.1086409338214483,0.0,0.0,0.2461249051216643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13193767263324574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27896418587984784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lovefull,2019/03/29,"Feeling like an outcast around people my age because of anxiety?? I've been thinking a lot about how I've never experienced a lot of the things that young people around me have experienced & as a result I feel inadequate and embarrassed. I was never one to go to parties, drink, go abroad/cities outside my own etc due to severe agoraphobia and now I'm 19, recovering and I still feel like a child. I get nervous in clubs due to fears surrounding alcohol & drugs and this leaves me feeling even more isolated - I can't be on the same level as my friends when we're out, I just end up wanting to go home. Worried about going to university and feeling alienated because of my slow progress.

I'm not really looking for a solution, I'd just like to know if anyone else my age feels the same? I think having quite bad anxiety at this age is really difficult considering how much pressure there is to do everything and make the most of your youth and shit.

Hope everyone is doing okay today - this is my first time posting. :)",5.608547442405309,6.542160842639596,6.552487309644673,75.07516595080051,67.4771573604061,10.122452167122221,32.92034361577509,10.214889679676881,3.4376570870753618,814,35,150,20,13,271,126,197,0.156,0.701,0.14300000000000002,-0.5934,0,0,3,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,3,13,13,1,4,10,1,12,4,1,4,2,36,32,13,0,3,4,0,6,3,1,0,2,0,1,1,5,10,2,0,9,2,0,4,4,7,0,2,2,9,16,6,24,29,9,31,0,0,1,0,3,9,1,5,20,98,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979121621292986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631781989543148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858151171964733,0.0,0.0,0.08491942171882452,0.12443805711523125,0.0,0.2162293349583366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140419376953756,0.14806741967026954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897302325854732,0.14084138206024904,0.0,0.10145440688133192,0.0,0.10756707832378752,0.0,0.13544687264759608,0.08021540625007001,0.0,0.0,0.1160489821524211,0.10914983230112756,0.0,0.0,0.13666301611105133,0.3684472256297336,0.17352527034291212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330379691076874,0.0,0.0,0.0938305962502872,0.0,0.0634516842149112,0.0,0.2760872968781525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218224705046988,0.12062548912516476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06674476751828573,0.0,0.0,0.12859613300154224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17800040232112171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198592026627472,0.0,0.0,0.2065018732672574,0.0,0.0,0.08106763228131514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927841832180948,0.0,0.18733671409630312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229645938300059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683938129058759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163138267722658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12917513510399345,0.0,0.0,0.15560568373274786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13720192375036516,0.1246648562174046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698870820902768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068480323346419,0.15563823557450546,0.0,0.0,0.07081743581342778,0.0,0.11511871535846024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163330886544911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333656625327072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,diamond10110,2019/03/29,"A hard decision I’m not sure if this post belongs here, but I have weird anxiety problems. This year at my school we are going to an amusement park that is basically all rollercoasters and I do not like rollercoasters one bit. The easy thing to do would to just not go but I also have a huge fear of missing out so i want to go so i don’t miss anything even though I probably wouldn’t even go on anything what do i do. ",1.1213888888888874,3.2226654318181818,2.839242424242425,92.12191919191922,82.18181818181819,6.638383838383841,23.41414141414141,7.793537801064563,1.098026262626263,330,12,74,6,9,109,60,88,0.23,0.647,0.123,-0.8163,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,8,8,0,1,4,0,11,0,0,0,2,17,19,8,0,5,7,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,1,0,4,5,5,0,1,0,1,9,3,8,17,2,10,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,54,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16901831097006356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16168388606154405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3478497723453207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307419076970325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791923240734676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23783003082965046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4804653972721453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18933009435120904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325602926184116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143217748511606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202417023964142,0.0,0.2278734629995749,0.2022355511348641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138997517050438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19919698612933068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404130377519695,0.0,0.20765250393651824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466102783840112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15013856819364335,0.0,0.0,0.13610391391110685
anxiety,matthewjamespoole,2019/03/29,"Failure To Commit (Suicide) Hi,

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At the age of 23 I attempted to take my own life, 4 years later I'm now in a happy enough place that I'd like to share my story with others in the hope I can give people perspective on what this was like and what I did to turn my life around.

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 [https://matthewjamespoole.home.blog/2019/03/29/failure-to-commit-suicide/](https://matthewjamespoole.home.blog/2019/03/29/failure-to-commit-suicide/) 

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Thanks,

Matt",15.365454545454547,18.04148812121212,9.617727272727274,55.49659090909091,46.57575757575758,8.41818181818182,28.62121212121212,8.07648339933343,1.7591030303030308,400,8,52,3,4,105,50,66,0.045,0.6970000000000001,0.258,0.9274,0,0,0,0,0,4,48.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,1,5,9,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,6,11,7,2,10,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,6,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4253962209347932,0.4770679923298116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650299089108485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352247904298727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554344716160712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931467836051284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625486902463636,0.12998449320939293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18487620191834647,0.1278739800605552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072951574710438,0.0,0.13673240464087744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863033998009928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983987510419166,0.0,0.0,0.12048849022325255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14235013419378945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4770679923298116,0.08427667274275187
anxiety,HQ2020,2019/03/29,"To those who suffered from selective mutism, how did you found your way out? I have selective mutism from early childhood and it still persists in my adulthood.

I even went to a psychiatrist for a treatment and terminated my treatment when he said we will have no option but to go for ECT.

I wonder those who suffered from this disorder, how did you recovered?",7.44409090909091,8.152647803030302,6.935909090909089,74.72386363636366,63.39393939393939,10.236363636363636,36.196969696969695,10.125756701596842,3.720315151515152,289,13,50,6,4,90,46,66,0.173,0.8270000000000001,0.0,-0.8981,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,3,0,1,5,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,2,0,10,10,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,5,1,9,0,10,4,0,9,0,2,0,0,8,2,0,2,4,41,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4189669635240266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414509683291371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.400821051390964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20775792422838255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477342046264908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29193914995651377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901669593822143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33888063996106416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3964375691687717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_SM1LEY_,2019/03/29,"How do I deal with the fear of the future? Hi, I'm new to this sub but I thought I might as well throw this out here.

I haven't talked to anyone about my fear of what's ahead. In a few months I'll start working as a service technician. What I feel really scared of is that I won't enjoy it. I value a fun job much higher over a high paying job. I wasn't sure what I wanted to work with so my dad recommended me this. I didn't know what I wanted to do so I just went with it. 

I sometimes think to myself ""I might have just wasted 3 years of my life on something that I might hate"" but what's pretty comforting is that I usually just think back to these 3 years, I met my best friends. They're the only thing that genuinely makes me happy. Yet I feel this sense of regret.

A job is a big thing and it's not something I can just chose to change whenever you know. I also need to get a driver's license and that's pretty much obligatory for that company. I also feel no drive to study for that either. Everything just feels wrong.

All I want to be is happy, but this year has felt so sad.

Sorry for the bible I wrote.",0.5259999999999998,2.4079316000000013,2.4700000000000024,95.165,83.0,5.666666666666668,17.083333333333332,6.816661863887847,-0.24391666666666634,864,17,203,10,24,288,130,240,0.177,0.6579999999999999,0.165,-0.2818,3,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,4,16,16,1,3,11,0,17,1,0,2,2,39,39,13,0,5,10,1,5,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,23,6,0,0,10,0,1,3,6,7,1,0,7,5,31,9,29,27,6,20,0,2,0,0,8,6,0,3,11,139,54,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17816080333661902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788810330021617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565382171284434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168993722163703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783830923988604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484059535260747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011223865396307,0.0,0.0,0.2506946679741007,0.2252932249550415,0.0,0.10695410018190728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606143359833056,0.0,0.0581978920095278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23715840155242965,0.0,0.10997685883266194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176921067112527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316190818852868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243661678305436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867969306611597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435524158817149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545089593764543,0.0,0.0,0.08891229068171215,0.0,0.1637723509647391,0.08259599717955772,0.0,0.10758340114440812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471888232271327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22665208058703196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713607754466748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152314938589372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17151050709377874,0.11016985723796913,0.12469458746865532,0.0788440606236278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498594757972916,0.0,0.0,0.08953293097749336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14800822148350978,0.14275140744632786,0.0,0.08843306302013172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268290806227823,0.0,0.19710623722058088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015507741779037,0.10326180081572904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16218987784365926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179002019518388,0.0,0.21519901453715
anxiety,HelloKeeks,2019/03/29,"Is anyone else dealing with health anxiety? Hello All!

I was wondering if anyone here suffers from health anxiety. Mine is debilitating. I do have a therapy appointment coming up to help with it, but in the meantime I was wondering:

If you have health anxiety how do you cope with it? I’m at the point where I can’t function through the day or sleep.

Thank you for any support or suggestions you can share!",2.605310245310246,5.405772012987019,3.990822510822512,81.68877344877345,82.11688311688313,8.097546897546897,28.036075036075033,8.841846274778883,2.8382161616161614,323,15,59,9,9,106,53,77,0.084,0.764,0.153,0.8222,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,10,4,1,1,1,13,16,6,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,9,3,10,14,1,7,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,6,1,44,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962848564639995,0.0,0.4037243352182867,0.0,0.0,0.2460082372760032,0.1802460877697107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515355167353825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345086210059258,0.18136102455548767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469547206962796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5609694441528038,0.0,0.0,0.11791236600178095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16629688781809351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17604241640641433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19962667994014768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16195923995630493,0.20117455954848046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3815454347022023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,berry999,2019/03/29,"I love my job but my coworkers are ruining me Hey guys. I need some advice. I don’t have a college degree but I landed on my feet as a custodian at a state university so I get paid good and have amazing benefits. I’ve worked here for almost 5.5 years and been ion my current department 2 years. 

Well I have 2 coworkers that are deaf and use that to their advantage all the freaking time. Anytime there is something they don’t like they run to HR about how unfair it is because they are deaf. One threatened to turn me into HR because she pointed at me and I said yes? 

Well ok got some backstory about them. They are making my life hell. I’ve been given the name sign “Fat Bitch” I was told my face is a problem, one told me I have to sign whenever I talk around her, she has run to coworkers crying telling them I’m bullying her when I hadnt even talked to her in 2 days (I don’t talk to them anymore at all.) Yesterday I was lined up at the time clock to clock out and one cut in line (I was first in line) and physically blocked me from the time clock with her body. When ever they see me they glare at me. The watch every move I make and run to management saying I’m doing something (leaving for lunch early, eating my breakfast sandwich after I clock in, etc) yet they do the exact same crap. My fiancé and I were switching cars because my parking permit was in the car he had (the better of the 2 cars honestly lol) and one of them was tardy and saw us in the parking lot switching cars and ran her mouth saying we are screwing around in the parking lot. 

This has been going on for months actually no YEARS, I’ve talked to my supervisor he’s supposedly talked to his manager and nothing changes all they do is pull everyone in for a group meeting to say we all need to mind our own business. I told my boss if I got harassed 1 more time I was going to HR and he told me I couldn’t. 

It’s to the point my getting physical manifestations. Migraines with light sensitivity and foggy brain and Diarrhea being the 2 worst. I have FMLA so I call in quite a bit because I will literally be sick in the mornings before work. Anyone have any suggestions on how I can try to make this better. I can’t afford to lose the pay or benefits. ",3.372198142414863,4.584133350877192,4.7528689370485075,84.8746904024768,72.94736842105263,7.820846233230134,27.008255933952533,8.313332769828598,1.6872935500515998,1752,62,367,28,34,584,227,456,0.14800000000000002,0.758,0.094,-0.9842,3,0,2,0,0,0,35.0,4,0,13,8,17,24,6,0,21,3,41,18,7,8,6,56,67,26,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,1,6,6,0,1,6,23,5,1,0,0,2,13,7,11,2,5,23,10,71,13,53,40,14,62,1,2,3,2,50,26,4,7,23,243,77,8,0.0,0.0,0.08626711552703645,0.0,0.0,0.08638492628111831,0.0,0.0,0.08852133637048562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06011605392301135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767053746357688,0.06181238681438676,0.0,0.0,0.15739216097487238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155549445348609,0.0,0.07522316855813377,0.0,0.0,0.15636789227602205,0.09651154623607354,0.09819414190237012,0.0,0.09868531424583812,0.09026781914374724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351706927839576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971049007839301,0.05701165660335007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045680773006827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859104449172504,0.05838835944997224,0.07996422116532217,0.07448207958079904,0.08447142513490744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519427387513394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237227407654326,0.0,0.10048122351607924,0.07414698711063747,0.14140551625702014,0.0,0.0,0.08753138711346144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772485183227485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093604428233684,0.0,0.0,0.06244059639627258,0.04318850936840767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988986703954014,0.0,0.15031159433180225,0.07978580850149028,0.0,0.17702607047740793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926031828662573,0.0,0.07056123684239121,0.09395680822630556,0.0,0.13109718970313275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482362698817553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396125869853329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16713598974831334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458830014336953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402588072592492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409007374575768,0.21090127172227274,0.0,0.0,0.07044455305624374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361115928879328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552689003656384,0.07726681067530781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061905108207888,0.0,0.0,0.3378857005396297,0.0,0.06001881817549162,0.09615545087923608,0.0,0.0,0.10633612434384476,0.07635051585024122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15896713681449032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12871469508004538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17078301004934388
anxiety,kyleneum13,2019/03/29,"Made some big changes ... but now what? I've struggled with general anxiety for about 17 years. On and off needs, in and out of therapy. I've had years where anxiety was nonexistent and others where it was the central focus of every day. 

About six months ago I completely cut out caffeine and it was extremely helpful. I was able to go off my meds and haven't had an anxiety attack since. About three weeks ago I also went completely sugar free and that seems to have helped as well. 

But, over the last few days I've had little bits of a racing brain and have been thinking about my anxiety a bit more and I think it's because I'm thinking ""now what""?

I still feel extremely apathetic toward life, I think habits I've build up during anxious times to avoid the emotions that lead to anxiety. I still feel disconnected, like I don't enjoy things the way I used to or get excited about things the way I should. 

I don't know if it's depression or just the walls, behaviors, habits I've gotten used to over the last 17 years. I'm thrilled not to have anxiety attacks right now but I really just want to feel like a normal person ... you know?  ",3.6181333333333328,5.29935225777778,4.441444444444446,85.48350000000002,73.08888888888889,8.377777777777778,25.833333333333336,8.998388855275968,1.933266666666668,898,30,182,19,18,289,123,225,0.17800000000000002,0.7140000000000001,0.109,-0.9335,0,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,1,16,13,3,2,11,0,15,3,1,4,0,41,36,16,0,5,9,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,11,11,1,1,10,0,1,3,4,6,1,2,11,4,15,8,29,24,5,38,0,1,0,0,4,16,0,5,19,112,26,1,0.10351306622435634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835161751737336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082779361661377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4751232740034662,0.11694030101063747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355221129232825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06310060439682291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22601891733578885,0.0,0.0,0.11555481573275987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950309872259946,0.0,0.21706296103547595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351472858480232,0.0,0.08915565225985635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643826702458615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721422277595846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15701794950801715,0.07394975519356878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05408130475797269,0.0,0.058828860994848964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13876525265679251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377614819271188,0.16875392935551847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07311433991931786,0.10114251102056744,0.10374728621503623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979465661027202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497968122489295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262314188802428,0.0,0.0,0.07675362699606063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142082699490397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038361674201673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663131208268687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839959296981545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423440781177474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562707805529889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653313368000993,0.0,0.0,0.10821433191393903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837621248072573,0.0,0.1375389632913984,0.2653079726485793,0.0,0.0,0.060359301345449985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17880410793843868,0.0,0.0,0.06105468839019314,0.16432770766451704,0.08303193791327601,0.0,0.09307067795519312,0.0959576494430116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999770625178943
anxiety,honey314159,2019/03/29,"Work related - hiring manager saw me kissing Seeking advice and support. Feeling very nervous as the hiring manager who seemed to have an excellent opinion of me saw me kiss goodbye my man today morning. Point to consider - I am a man too. This has made me nervous because I prefer to keep personal and work life separate, and secondly I dare say, homophobia.

I had interviewed last week, and the it had gone well. Hiring Manager has met me before a few times and was really eager for me to apply and was always very positive. I should know the result by late next week.

After he saw me I still went ahead and said hello, and he didnt mention that he saw me or anything like that. Neither did he mention anything about the interview, just very casual conversation.

I am very nervous now, the position is a promotion and I really want it, and also because if I dont get it I might think that this encounter caused it and feel stupid about it for a long time.

Please advice and help me get through this without having crippling anxiety about it.",5.919359625146427,6.930171314720818,6.792081218274112,73.35739945333857,66.81725888324873,10.122452167122221,34.443186255369,10.214889679676881,3.7845606403748544,827,38,141,20,13,275,117,197,0.051,0.778,0.171,0.9695,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,5,9,12,1,3,10,0,16,3,0,3,0,30,35,16,0,4,4,0,2,1,0,2,1,2,0,3,13,12,0,1,6,1,0,2,4,4,1,1,15,8,20,8,16,18,2,16,0,0,4,2,18,1,0,5,14,98,33,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675855989871639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949173211901032,0.11392513878056645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474041918302404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253405200460113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692553154557993,0.0,0.11650549165740424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14065051967933787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16046461493794995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845775823314976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14306599167626402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917719559947593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169729438114425,0.0,0.0,0.0752454916867379,0.11160487140870193,0.1544472911775347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670786968920736,0.06689027615246172,0.0,0.0,0.12116641390229982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129553296406968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524631414201264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561179426444693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195498316687499,0.0,0.15029273029370793,0.12942994181523754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17542388140784054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023853651798276,0.10888115467681643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464324838270055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934135076956343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15537073428388692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773028955304685,0.0,0.0,0.15967372352643225,0.0,0.12978042566587467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4518803887206656,0.08075664575881528,0.0,0.21965162622326706,0.0,0.12310399034593338,0.12692256906453356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319822061085549,0.0,0.19935305998502856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BloodlessArcanist,2019/03/29,"My boyfriend is a very anxious person but since starting university it’s gotten so bad he barely sleeps and tells me he feels like he’s about to have a mental breakdown constantly. Hello, wasn’t sure where to ask this but thought maybe someone here might be able to help? 

So my boyfriend hasn’t been diagnosed with an anxiety disorder, but I think if he went to the doctor they would definitely have something to say. He won’t. 

He’s always been fairly anxious about things. Always shaking his leg, picking at his skin, we went to a play once and he wasn’t sure if where he parked was ok, even though it was, and spent the entire play just worrying about where he parked. He’s like this with so many things. 

Now though I’m really worried about him. He’s in his second semester of a university where all the professors seem to think their class is the only class he’s taking and so they assign so much work. He’s not a native speaker so it’s hard for him sometimes and the work takes longer and definitely reflects he’s not a native speaker but he still does pretty well. 

However he’s been increasingly fixated on school. He feels anxiety when there’s no class because he feels that he’s missing class and assignments and will fail. He doesn’t really sleep anymore and is always checking for assignments. He said he feels that he can’t relax, can’t stop thinking about school and doing homework and worrying about grades or missing something to the point that he feels like he’s going to have a mental breakdown and has burnt himself out because he can’t see his breaks as a break.  

Maybe it doesn’t sound that serious but it’s enough that I’m really really worried about him.

As I said, he doesn’t want to go to a doctor. 

But is there any advice for him? Coping/management strategies? Relaxing methods? Anything? ",5.154615384615386,6.5158363361823355,5.316369230769233,81.9536307692308,68.82905982905983,8.465002849002849,28.854814814814816,8.841846274778883,2.2288412763532763,1458,52,273,25,25,459,165,351,0.139,0.726,0.135,0.4923,1,0,3,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,3,3,28,17,0,1,16,1,28,7,4,1,3,47,56,32,0,4,12,0,7,3,0,4,3,6,1,1,14,16,0,1,11,4,2,6,13,6,1,1,14,14,18,11,30,37,4,23,0,3,1,0,48,9,0,5,9,155,32,17,0.08873194904922171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670783366591321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214962693315635,0.0,0.0,0.06034076810165517,0.0,0.13575939630525974,0.2004836917609346,0.08799825047086476,0.0,0.0,0.07301883361547122,0.0,0.08295239442836662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740874711201123,0.10818034512046068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588771431980272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006106049210595,0.0,0.0,0.10169450098595856,0.1816418194929876,0.07764992656702666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168382291294262,0.0,0.058606615496068735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243276976802304,0.12678024426049148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085682294648196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948639761711991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05947515505848139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300498448447416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996026930580564,0.17828633840900773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17884186932893925,0.09413057574758904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06522819218008884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449662983988108,0.0,0.06748464566669203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747731535895655,0.0,0.0,0.08388037255205795,0.0,0.0,0.09027229189456397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22737583468936354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688088059153725,0.07056320732359625,0.0,0.1796029392209698,0.07070787522805891,0.08077823387546908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07339998518417723,0.0,0.17759206040328454,0.0,0.07518229248334737,0.13662037885779846,0.08775816647974256,0.0,0.0628049302378745,0.0,0.0708614491304397,0.07418388255881833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16725762375881675,0.0,0.13343076571540893,0.0,0.07755563448798795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789912837287345,0.17056755033501395,0.17435737884829555,0.07044325609019322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321315072706737,0.05233640251475812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978067847393698,0.1645108114719713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919583140049226,0.3604464056431571,0.0,0.06303263076057722,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Igor_Lascaux,2019/03/29,"Did you really put your car in park, put the handbrake on and lock it? So, something that's been happening, well, ever since I bought a car is that I've been obsessive over whether or not I put my car in park, put the handbrake on and locked it. I'll usually spend 3 to 5 minutes checking and re-checking whether or not I've done all those things. On days when I haven't had much sleep, I tend to be worse and will check, re-check and check again, to the point where if I'm not absolutely sure I'll go back after walking for 5 minutes or so to check one last time. And then, another.

I do the same thing with the front door, aircon, stove and iron if I'm the last to leave.

It's made me late to work, on occasion. Usually, as I said, when I am tired as feth and it's worse than usual.

I think what it comes down to, weirdly enough, is that I don't trust my own memory of making sure things are OK in the first place.

I'm on anti-anxiety meds already, but am looking to wean myself off completely because other than this and a tendency towards insomnia, I'm ok.

Any recommendations for how to get over this checking-rechecking business?",6.153589743589745,4.944925170940174,6.588504273504274,82.55788461538464,66.52136752136752,10.193162393162394,32.32051282051282,9.2995712137729,2.466938461538462,886,30,196,14,12,289,136,234,0.073,0.897,0.03,-0.6455,0,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,2,0,2,10,8,0,1,9,2,15,3,1,3,4,31,30,25,0,2,11,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,0,16,11,0,0,1,0,6,11,5,2,1,2,8,2,15,6,31,20,5,43,0,0,1,0,3,16,0,5,16,124,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13313347719378754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204194810236612,0.1265055851370646,0.09229220721321207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276766588923016,0.0,0.07354336495283557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392398543284256,0.12649277066178855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780529604075627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346053473907148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465733662153755,0.0,0.0,0.10912926006908576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261958848395784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06303142689297862,0.0,0.06856467438403248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668494908300022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19668166307520826,0.13609150614499949,0.12774440672926446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131044048577333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415611824364826,0.08053069986636825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400810878617758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868710369471118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175138812046814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604713483530586,0.0,0.11404742412508842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4851215241148181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728753302365257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475991878989268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979783096313498,0.0,0.1207309673159338,0.0,0.0,0.09287752198558473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274107824585269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404512191903013,0.0773037011447936,0.0,0.0,0.07034839316642284,0.1386623463986606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39861643524543106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847330070282536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878301522193457,0.0,0.24589275925006795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BoomrPovrtyIs19Prcnt,2019/03/29,Hoping joining this s/r won't add to my anxiety How many of you have tried meditation to help you with anxiety? I have found it helps a lot. ,3.34,3.786164333333337,5.600000000000001,81.63000000000002,72.33333333333334,10.0,28.333333333333336,10.125756701596842,2.5723333333333342,110,4,25,3,2,39,26,30,0.105,0.6459999999999999,0.249,0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,4,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5236059688024509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37523462277184266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4587755548654517,0.0,0.0,0.3399089753761443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909494529912108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469648160314545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23234990480895465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,idkimtiredlol,2019/03/29,"i feel so scared and i dont know what to do anymore i think nearly everyone has left me/is about to leave me
ive been feeling so alone and theres pretty much no one i can talk to
this is terrifying - im seriously wondering if i did something wrong or what


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anxiety,TheBookDealer,2019/03/29,"I twist things into thinking I’m being manipulated or controlled.  

Hi everyone. I’m struggling dealing with my anxieties recently, and it’s causing problems in my relationship. I tend to catastrophize everything - I’ll take something said to me by my SO and twist it in my head into the worst possible version of what it could have meant, and then run with it in my head. This often makes me think I’m in a bad relationship and that she is a heartless bitch. But when I’m not twisting, I know this isn’t true. 

My natural reaction seems perfectly logical to me when I’m doing it, but I’ll just start being snippy with her and accuse her of being malicious. It’s come to the point where she asks why am I with her, if I think she’s such a bitch? And she’ll cry about how awful I think she is, etc. 

For some background, I know I have been manipulated in the past, by exes, parents, the catholic church, bosses, friends…. Guilt trips seem to be everywhere around me and I might be seeing them where they really aren't. The fact that I’m aware of my anxiety and my ability to distort reality makes it hard to tell IF i am actually being mistreated (or if I ever was in the first place, with exes, parents, church, etc.) 

All of this stuff makes it hard to exist, and while I’m nowhere near the line of suicide, I often just find pleasure in thinking about crawling into a hole and never talking to anyone ever again. 

Anyone else feel like this? What can I do to try to stop the negative thoughts?",5.0987808807733614,5.746498391156464,6.097798066595062,78.90472073039743,68.48979591836735,9.3187253848908,30.779806659505912,9.414487439383343,2.6641387755102044,1173,45,229,23,19,390,154,294,0.188,0.7559999999999999,0.056,-0.9889,2,0,1,0,0,1,36.0,0,0,2,3,17,12,3,2,12,1,22,2,2,9,7,67,51,23,1,5,10,2,3,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,18,20,0,2,14,0,0,3,5,8,0,1,5,5,35,4,38,37,6,32,2,0,1,0,20,16,2,11,14,166,53,1,0.0,0.0,0.10707483550047678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16787718108279825,0.0,0.0,0.15344320045030418,0.1124252459278472,0.0,0.09767765876075518,0.10257716607246783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161499051771936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271681431949453,0.0,0.0945175451327696,0.0,0.0,0.12306484127932965,0.08760571789467472,0.0,0.12052670608269984,0.0,0.113120667636501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166035623278396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24474261846539105,0.0,0.198503352636549,0.0,0.10484602267681466,0.09861289242144193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05547977164051695,0.07838687635139156,0.0,0.0,0.10028578506316296,0.0933312126708864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965823763149948,0.0,0.2252170415751855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060292609184095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05360562374064478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21972494686835425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163998672671899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462594419201101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436711236924213,0.0,0.10474401204997,0.0,0.0,0.11463826859633988,0.0,0.10372468407675768,0.1236973691569066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499108806156457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029202989413966,0.0,0.10833925264077243,0.2356051125245868,0.0,0.0,0.10437268892719724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743585414117562,0.1997772907794724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447092689459218,0.0,0.0,0.07766324050770458,0.0,0.0,0.0917342108515938,0.0,0.11470739061924705,0.12560777495641995,0.12002029121273584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249882301942102,0.08819202736218533,0.09590364755052197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07289577687445169,0.3515336729750796,0.0,0.0871086317452719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449542092385944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990088799349768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,325463,2019/03/29,"I don't really know a good title So my anxiety comes in waves, like if I'm good for awhile ill be extra bad and I can usually time it and stall it till I'm inna safe place to just let it all out by avoiding triggers, bumming, etc. But lately everyone's been pushing me and I'm on my period and woke up feeling like I just got jumped. So know I took my old meds that make my body feel sluggish bc my anxiety's mainly physical, but now I'm just twitching and feeling off and waiting for a panic attack to hit (at home bc I made up an excuse 2 take time off bc todays an extra bad day) watching game of thrones and doing mental excersizes so I don't freak out ",1.6815957446808518,3.198882212765959,3.9726418439716333,87.50875,77.93617021276594,6.969503546099293,23.80673758865248,7.793537801064563,1.1769758865248223,516,17,111,8,12,179,92,141,0.187,0.721,0.091,-0.934,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,8,11,1,2,4,0,7,3,1,3,1,28,25,14,0,1,6,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,4,10,0,3,5,1,0,4,2,6,0,0,5,4,12,5,16,17,5,24,0,0,1,0,2,10,0,1,12,65,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25655096421821394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907613091315488,0.0,0.0,0.2800132096877553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862557552813165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14444230706608674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814035292506302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870086045870003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602263514236343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543536081052183,0.11979131755902493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812856819881733,0.1341097886347539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681976834983724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18430615034654152,0.0,0.1891514363869848,0.0,0.0,0.1714651512511506,0.0,0.16384090284906952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158663786960682,0.11192834868579647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862557552813165,0.0,0.16898297748672875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759529696984171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19673748791191475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17519092323924648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074207222797171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607522032468155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955522426325084,0.0,0.15894195192712565,0.0,0.18629972603278788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18467689725813013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,allisonmarie2018,2019/03/29,"My anxiety is always sending me into “flight” mode Whenever I start to feel anxious, I just want to run away from my current situation. This has worked in the past, but in adulthood, this is much harder. What do I do? How do you guys handle this?

Current situation- I feel like I NEED to leave my current, well paid-job. I don’t want to work, or I want to work part time. Spending all of my time here is overwhelming. But I can’t just quit, I have a mortgage to pay. ",1.0692631578947385,3.242499768421056,2.89605263157895,91.21986842105262,82.89473684210526,5.905263157894738,23.184210526315788,7.1686216300943375,0.821821052631579,358,13,78,5,10,119,61,95,0.065,0.82,0.116,0.6767,5,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,4,5,3,0,1,2,0,10,0,0,1,1,14,17,4,0,4,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,0,2,2,2,1,1,0,0,2,15,2,12,17,3,13,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,8,54,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566218558727305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399489886889918,0.21264553103246875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17684762295787707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903487789136922,0.13447104913324162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18637659981849355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867885354414324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19930764994657849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195932787948556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383701930325852,0.1395696404934059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20383398848721648,0.17968616490908718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20020502956181385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4231552381485281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322966695780206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21951603641219414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330675529962984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16924074563082944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4110995153874989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,infinitytwat,2019/03/29,"I hate my job and it's killing me. All of high school I was an under achiever. I made C's until my senior year of high school. I went to college but had a mental break, dropped out, moved across the country to Colorado to live with a boy I had been dating for a few months. 


I never finished college and I don't have a degree. I landed on my feet and got a sweet gig at a doctors office. I'm an optometrist technician and you don't need a degree for it. I make $15 and hour. I am utterly trapped. Let me tell you why I hate my job. 


- the patients. I can't tell you how many times I've been shit on because I couldn't find a patients insurance. If they were late and needed to reschedule. If something that is 100% their fault, it becomes my fault. I've had people throw their ID's at me. I've had people so mad they were visibly shaking. People fucking suck 

-my co-workers. They call out all the time. I get called in because I'm in a leadership position. Yesterday I requested the day off for a doctor's appointment. I requested the day off weeks in advance and it was approved. Someone called out yesterday and they expected me to go in. It took everything for me to not quit right then. Anytime upper management requests a day off, if you reach out to them they will straight up ignore you. I'm expected to come in on a day where I notified them I had something going on and I would be unavailable. I got into a huge argument with my manager about that and I'm looking for other jobs. 


The thing is, without any education I'm stuck. I will not be able to find something where I make as much as I do now. I need to get out of this place. I have panic attacks daily about work. My stomach is constantly messed up. I mean constantly. I'm always nauseous and have diarrhea. I have dropped 15 pounds. I can't do this anymore but I don't have a choice. I need the money",0.9779307359307374,3.223292485714288,2.911233766233768,90.51732683982685,83.88311688311687,6.0562770562770565,24.491341991341987,7.35660576581511,1.1937445887445883,1457,59,307,23,42,487,187,385,0.156,0.8059999999999999,0.038,-0.9931,3,1,3,0,0,0,45.0,0,5,9,5,7,15,8,2,23,0,34,6,3,4,3,47,63,22,1,11,8,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,11,20,0,1,3,0,1,9,10,14,0,0,17,2,57,1,50,39,4,68,0,0,1,1,23,34,3,3,22,204,68,14,0.09293099717874408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732603419968273,0.0,0.0,0.06319626482122623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216257789746002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572242524516866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329974665166305,0.10263498516628287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28467881528360883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800518253966444,0.0,0.2008507872172783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23973122076284434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19023762687192808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352038803896547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16987449566881252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591320942161051,0.09710522088086684,0.0,0.10562965458470132,0.0,0.14865081570399286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18350024030047676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963734015702792,0.0,0.0,0.09151831269721247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766590256354056,0.0,0.10281437950555657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048302126069442,0.0,0.0,0.09502824088295836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205977308362536,0.0,0.07803863236042978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879335565080365,0.12406432447566222,0.09421744504247663,0.0,0.10122909958301488,0.0,0.0,0.09365258755236794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741766353346442,0.09877094298356666,0.06831497570395792,0.2756286275345966,0.07167411403849831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903450208735106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932799570198847,0.0,0.09709311269729667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988435546021436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936256382430554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18810226098808416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539233314966722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874013233706546,0.21462846547780826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16245157526745738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061739225180989024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837762357241693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324975724041836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745436404254509,0.0,0.0,0.08614796542051592,0.08385577046186078,0.0,0.0,0.08958216502994149,0.0,0.13530974549792052,0.0,0.0,0.06601551407521349,0.0,0.0,0.05984451532068578
anxiety,mp126,2019/03/29,"Is your anxiety particularly worse in the morning? I feel the worst right after I wake up. It’s like I’m viewing everything through this negative lens and there’s a voice in my head beating me down for like every decision I’ve ever made. It gradually gets better as I go about my day (brushing, showering etc) but those 10 minutes are like the worst part of the day. ",6.671666666666668,6.4015206111111125,7.491111111111113,73.415,65.1111111111111,11.088888888888887,36.05555555555557,10.686352973137794,3.8143222222222235,292,13,56,7,4,98,57,72,0.208,0.682,0.11,-0.8287,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,3,6,0,0,5,0,2,2,2,1,1,6,7,3,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,4,7,4,10,6,4,10,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,7,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20090087611605367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23226292107149515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387317870715997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29288677684183656,0.0,0.2375516267275645,0.22126569744099187,0.0,0.2360227441993406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278677491970975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13720626332394845,0.0,0.1492509884669022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695202568740099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849034170617212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484940479988177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843880386804181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22427302530932933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676286127267993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mcorley111,2019/03/29,Sleep Issues Does anyone else wake up in the middle of the night / early morning frequently because of anxiety and can’t fall back asleep? It has happened to me pretty much every night for 2-3 months and I don’t know what to do anymore. I just want to sleep like a normal person. ,4.1576785714285736,5.290230839285716,5.041428571428573,83.85357142857143,70.96428571428571,7.028571428571429,24.714285714285715,7.1686216300943375,1.0940142857142852,221,6,42,2,4,72,46,56,0.031,0.841,0.128,0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,4,4,4,0,0,6,7,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,8,7,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,7,25,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690949233814697,0.0,0.2192121919519431,0.1545562419871388,0.22648150539216014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16996604404073187,0.0,0.13474387532184784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19343351165033748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18465047857405295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862356545131174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19546485923205248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307082343086875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147775186326695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798893310901587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17643194444298896,0.0,0.162489764379964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.414861957000811,0.21657217705395088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19300352035989646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248770500873178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4423990775493349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303750637399072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rhorains,2019/03/29,"It's becoming more and more difficult to feel normal Life has become torture. I've turned into a shell of what I used to be, which was never much to begin with. I remember growing up fairly happy. I would play with friends and enjoy hobbies as if tomorrow would never come. Now it's as if I'm always living in tomorrow, never the present. 

I lost my mother at 14 years old to a fatal asthma attack. From there I started pushing everyone away because I just couldn't be happy and carefree like everyone else was. Their problems seemed so small and I couldn't stand what normal people considered a ""bad day"". It began to sicken me, and I became envious and angry at everyone.

I discovered marijuana shortly after my mom passed and it was a godsend. I could escape to a place where I felt content with everything and everyone.

When I was 19 I met the woman of my dreams and we moved in together.

I continued to experiment with drugs and eventually it led to me trying methamphetamine. I was actually sold meth instead of cocaine by someone I thought I could trust at the time. Ending up doing too much and almost lost my life. Nothing has been the same since then.

I was able to quit meth but the near death experience changed me forever. My limbs went completely numb that night and I was barely able to dial 911. This was my first panic attack of many and became the PTSD event I'll never forget. Talking to the responder as the ambulance arrived calmed me down enough that I decided to turn away the ambulance when they arrived, but this night is still as fresh and scary in my memory as if it just happened yesterday.

Ever since then I get panic attacks from any unfamiliar body sensation. Like, heart palpitating, limb-numbing, im-about-to-die panic attacks. Some days are okay, some no so okay, and some just miserable. Something as natural as bad gas will send me into a panic because I think my heart is about to stop, the cyclical thinking takes over and I'm done for. 

I found alcohol at a young age and eventually became a severe drinker for about 5 years (21-26). Alcohol made everything okay. I started drinking all day every day. The girl I mentioned earlier was a heavy drinker as well. We got married.

Last year she was driving drunk and got into a fatal accident. We had been togther for 7 years. I've also lost a sister to heroin and my closest friend to a heart attack. All of these instant deaths just reaffirm my belief that I'm going to die instantly at some point, so I'm constantly anxious and plagued with apprehension about when this will happen.

I gave up drinking last year after my wife passed. It has been hard but I'm doing a little better with the alcohol dependancy out of the picture. I'm currently clean and sober but have been taking kratom occasionally.

I go to therapy and I like it, it helps, but it's no cure for my problem.

I barely eat or sleep these days. I can hardly breathe. 

I have no friends. I had to move back home with my dad and stepmom but I don't get along with either of them too well. I'm just a weirdo and no one understands me.

I feel like I'm going to die any moment and it's tormenting me. I'm always on the verge of the next panic attack.

I don't know what to do. I want it to be over but I also fear death. I feel so hopeless.",3.5672014537902403,5.495551026479756,4.890280373831775,81.1771235721703,73.78193146417445,7.808515057113187,27.309449636552444,8.570944101241986,2.1295979231568016,2597,99,483,49,54,862,305,642,0.217,0.67,0.112,-0.9982,1,0,13,0,0,1,69.0,3,0,3,6,29,48,8,9,29,3,42,18,6,4,7,103,90,55,7,14,17,5,6,4,3,4,8,0,2,2,24,42,7,1,14,5,1,14,12,29,2,2,31,6,65,19,80,48,13,95,1,5,0,0,24,30,0,11,54,326,89,0,0.11124640844414056,0.0,0.05428022357706866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17833286765041315,0.05569860427320035,0.0,0.0,0.08896371264055886,0.09256592358949807,0.0,0.0,0.07565137254390984,0.0,0.0,0.06283838825532294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3796765489745312,0.10451966274110157,0.04277081063127942,0.09288610428527233,0.06781477803571596,0.12286291794013135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04919420396267563,0.0,0.061784840536932215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05884197469327305,0.047914465222218976,0.05831987135109444,0.06010892325873801,0.0,0.08882120494000434,0.0,0.0,0.1793618256518061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545620842221713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056921849883196825,0.0,0.10897912832523626,0.06450525769901712,0.056916424267335126,0.0464660497138669,0.0,0.04926564909905574,0.05747363898112711,0.0,0.0,0.05031437270740242,0.04686494856622083,0.21260142125695147,0.09998109869976787,0.10882033397052153,0.0,0.06259156892110881,0.08437429003489523,0.03973722821028873,0.05340699893643234,0.0,0.0,0.04731306909616593,0.0,0.060987972421503035,0.1289230488079429,0.0,0.05812165688588058,0.0,0.09483584638994058,0.0,0.0889739153855948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837483159024762,0.11842387040734707,0.09965493094445944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19774129445531946,0.03728306130322991,0.0,0.05579460907359556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06008260554960285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030569058367989118,0.09068067074232003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785766282312515,0.10869875178533288,0.05574906337057856,0.049116308392430016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18215789428197893,0.0,0.0,0.05263202074773618,0.0,0.0563931986740593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06514522452061969,0.0,0.1182373266094256,0.08177891038225432,0.0,0.17160017663132213,0.0,0.059155908721665415,0.1043972182864442,0.1089978604262697,0.05337196461719014,0.0,0.05836719600098645,0.0,0.03769172272071472,0.0,0.0,0.3263092273287085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03856212619302096,0.0,0.058114409616530964,0.0,0.052581906998326905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644778872541072,0.06502054913977946,0.0,0.0,0.05916212448571394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06301024728797193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05063727606232248,0.0,0.06283838825532294,0.0,0.09202417865365783,0.0,0.05566337463493812,0.0,0.04712936043323992,0.042821460114036515,0.0,0.0,0.07874078047888461,0.0,0.044420762743167364,0.04650348937186365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364345436363997,0.044707824584171885,0.0,0.0,0.06360998163825317,0.0,0.0,0.07128220659790974,0.0,0.044158610980120035,0.03243433769184845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037764504463767536,0.12100414717686987,0.0,0.057905717252831064,0.0,0.04804058933994115,0.0,0.0,0.032808006997704926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002388134784346,0.051563267578895934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902625674333003,0.0,0.0,0.1790975992031373
anxiety,Milkshakie,2019/03/29,"Does anyone else feel like their anxiety is fake? (Note: I am new here, kinda. Apologies if the flair thing is wrong.)



Does anyone else feel like their anxiety is fake?

This may or may not be a dumb question. Sorry if it is, or if it comes across as ignorant, or offensive. I promise I'm trying not to be. 

But I feel as if, my anxiety is either fake or man made, and was wondering if anyone else have experienced the same thing?

There's so many things I do, that are textbook examples of anxiety and, my triggers are pretty normal too - I guess what I'm trying to say, is I know I have anxiety (yes, I've been to the doctors) BUT I feel as if I made myself have anxiety. 

A few years back, I was feeling anxious on the regular and, would have these random moments of pure and utter panic in class if it go too loud. And so, I did the worst thing possible. Look it up. 

I can't help but wonder if, I made myself worse by looking it up - or in some way, made myself develop anxiety... I know I probably sound like a right idiot, but I could really do with clarification, or reassurance.

Is this a normal thing to feel? 

Once again, sorry if I angered or offended anyone, I really didn't mean too. When I write things out, it tends to be blunt. ",1.9340073336825585,3.875786999999999,4.128559455212155,84.74531691985334,78.59839357429719,7.703928758512311,22.874279727606076,8.587818076936951,1.5557241487689888,949,30,196,21,23,327,127,249,0.174,0.759,0.067,-0.9639,0,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,2,0,10,17,5,1,9,1,29,1,0,5,1,63,52,31,0,13,23,0,6,3,0,3,1,3,0,1,17,8,0,1,13,0,0,2,4,12,0,0,9,12,26,5,19,36,5,17,0,0,2,0,9,8,1,25,9,142,43,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44973405157801793,0.0948782977456739,0.0,0.23489496234436394,0.2581553678945553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06457870449206841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234499521545798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06705459005557321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596143896567922,0.14699036690807046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104741936682678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25478976257264263,0.11999673048279365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047730184900074885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251812024483776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05629287270744753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231109524510353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309138755955805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410512366648127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178717133972446,0.0,0.08514684802048705,0.0,0.09148346947383056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811125123412275,0.0,0.0,0.16457346762532546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944048568900087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985374223853727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467962342071594,0.0,0.08544217550393034,0.09054922651696763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408158110710944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760492264654213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172209092931606,0.0,0.06678764677100209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880269847828898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347724248530598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140395862533172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06666278879442879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821546739845285,0.0,0.0,0.08558712609687949,0.05966000183323133,0.09182359370531636,0.0,0.05408310370306554
anxiety,Supercow987YT,2019/03/29,"Feeling like I’m going to have a heart attack and I’m 15 So about 14 hours ago, my heart started randomly twitching (or that’s what it felt like at least) and it persisted for a few hours and now it’s 5 AM and I just can’t shake the feeling that I’m going to have a heart attack. My heart feels cold, (kind of it’s a weird feeling) and so yeah I’m trying my best to not go into a full blown panic but it’s incredibly hard at the moment.",-1.0058503401360532,0.9757468163265308,1.8031632653061216,96.68052721088438,91.04081632653065,4.491156462585034,16.329931972789115,5.985473137389443,-0.5945333333333336,340,8,82,3,12,118,58,98,0.12,0.765,0.115,-0.117,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,5,9,2,2,7,1,4,5,4,0,0,16,17,9,0,0,4,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,5,0,0,4,2,5,0,0,1,7,4,4,9,16,4,14,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,8,48,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292715940849799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33181074039966274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304207174149767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949489055649045,0.10418267193087086,0.1400219416301928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486396841632617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063715619440244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6912482269238976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872310110723424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518619686604836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249265621418408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17110286101938355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322089976683793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901060432196697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WHY_life7,2019/03/29,"Hey I have a question Hi. What is this?  Last night I couldn't sleep.  So I laid in bed for awhile and realised I was having bad thoughts.  I tried to ignored them but they wouldn't go away.  I tried listening to music but that didn't help either. My heart was racing and I felt sick. I decided to find some paper and write down everything I could down.  Eventually I fell alsleep at about 3am
I'm not diagnosed with any mental illnesses,  but have fell this way before, but only when others have abused me.  Not by my self.

Any help is appreciated thanks ",0.9960259740259724,3.5253206545454567,2.4924675324675327,91.18727272727274,87.9090909090909,5.688311688311689,18.766233766233768,7.1686216300943375,0.4095324675324679,432,12,90,7,14,140,78,110,0.197,0.732,0.071,-0.927,0,0,0,0,1,0,12.0,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,12,5,2,0,0,22,18,9,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,1,1,5,4,0,1,5,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,5,2,15,1,12,10,2,12,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,2,3,58,20,1,0.0,0.2431230199495643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790798453102267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927878525451281,0.0,0.17132960542359804,0.0,0.0,0.1746061898193989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638318466762562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20826903287234133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18441641321763416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970197829921971,0.0,0.18754489726377585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661728642137145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431575617305269,0.27507633057570297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16726165509228136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067887217777356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19256200218501046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560603640456414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298658325735096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21406357544534094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20534361056763534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889163746800621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16290224363468572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27862844280448035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16287457404077849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lurking-bob,2019/03/29,"Anxiety when reading out loud in class I don’t think have any sort of anxiety socially and I talk with my friends without any symptoms but as soon as a teacher picks on me to carry on reading in class: My voice starts to shake, heartbeat increases and I begin to tremble. Are there any solutions to this or should I go to the doctor about this?",4.348529411764705,5.716001500000004,4.984588235294119,83.54864705882355,70.76470588235293,8.381176470588235,32.71764705882353,8.841846274778883,2.752596470588236,274,13,53,5,5,88,50,68,0.112,0.828,0.061,-0.3499,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,2,0,4,2,0,1,0,11,8,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,2,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,2,7,1,16,7,1,12,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,4,38,9,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4936538589976991,0.0,0.3702203998485457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24767164878482095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18694927186725194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13751995933578665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4840809303717112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466630228653833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17127113863149282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25150465823464496,0.0,0.19449032574223812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15504779878913194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332552490219641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,katevibert,2019/03/29,"Panic attacks at night Hey friends,

I’m probably not your typical poster, but I’ve been “self-treating” my anxiety/panic disorder for years. I’ve actually had great success until recently. Planners, deep breaths, journaling, etc has always been ways to keep things manageable for my rampant brain.

I’m a pre-med student, and an athlete (at a higher level). I’ve probably gotten less than 12 hours of sleep all week, I have no idea how I’m functioning (I don’t even feel tired). I have been up all night panicking about med school applications that are literally 2-3 years away. I’ll get fixated on a class and start hyperventilating and crying. I plan on going to a therapist since this is getting extremely unhealthy, but I refuse to take drugs. I’m not against them at all, but medication for this issue is something I personally do not want to deal with unless I absolutely have to. 

What are some of your coping mechanisms when dealing with loss of sleep due to your panic disorder and anxiety? Thank you in advance. I just want some sweet sweet sleep :-(",5.337108843537416,7.194223255102044,6.122326530612245,74.4417210884354,69.0,9.920544217687077,32.45442176870748,10.203070172399654,3.6258180952380963,842,38,148,23,15,276,127,196,0.206,0.6859999999999999,0.108,-0.9559,0,0,2,0,0,0,31.0,0,4,1,5,5,10,1,2,5,0,14,8,5,1,3,26,29,11,0,2,8,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,5,6,0,2,2,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,5,3,15,6,27,24,7,24,0,1,0,0,11,10,0,2,11,88,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.11974619902126105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210364639523728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938719832867711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395991044284526,0.11528906396692234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369837302193588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347899799845291,0.0,0.2530150042613525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812700927292081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14230338265606268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13685287566755489,0.0810480803549071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062045313872930274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948046025090783,0.0,0.12822068580871454,0.0,0.06973830361399581,0.0,0.0,0.1352870108074647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084356239186615,0.0,0.0,0.13852342764572914,0.0,0.12807622536537294,0.0,0.1090693208342973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13630194063087736,0.12361632115117745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23030800638551255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879449427668523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714469053952454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26460192702261504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116024879140586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418797201260567,0.0,0.0,0.1280121590478792,0.0,0.0,0.10150608164116272,0.0,0.3683925985179375,0.0,0.0,0.09446731695782236,0.0,0.0,0.08685400085840196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226183196199632,0.0,0.0,0.11297388148348432,0.0,0.14247450686051655,0.08152234990245365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14103584535115718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447537934275495,0.0974006242471996,0.09842968906641772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15804103480125795
anxiety,MikeyFromJersey,2019/03/29,"Peaked in high school? First off I’m going to address that it sounds stupid I’m worrying about this when I’m seventeen and still have a year left with high school. But my (and I’m sure a lot of yalls’) anxiety reads deep into things and makes “forever statements.” Everything about me is too connected to the “now.” On google, each of the results except for one is announcements on the school website of me winning awards. In fact, the first thing that pops up when you google my name is the wikipedia page for my high school. After recently winning three awards and a scholarship in a row (I’m not going to what kind of awards for the sake of privacy). My dad literally told me at breakfast yesterday that I “shouldn’t expect that for every thing I do.” Maybe it’s just anxiety reading too hard but it seems like his message was that I’ve peaked and it’s a guarantee that I’ll never be as successful as I am now at seventeen. Anxiety is also seeming to always tell me that something bad is bound to happen. Since I’ve already had it “so good” the rules dictate that I’m going to get mugged or my grandma gets hit by a car or [fill in the blank]. I also know this seems like a lot, consider I’ve only been told i peaked yesterday but it seems like everything is falling into place and I know the truth about myself now. If could go back in time and not get good grades or not apply to any scholarships i would do so in a heartbeat just to have something to look forward to in the future. 

The truth is I’m miserable, anxious, depressed and have been suicidal several times in the past.  I just feel like there’s no point in trying to go on if it’s pretty much certain that it’s already been the best it ever gets, and I was miserable the whole time. Really no chance for happiness at all in the future, its all used up. Sorry this ended up a bit of an incoherent rant. ",3.773731856378916,5.110471350267382,4.70056913674561,85.15236631016046,72.12834224598929,8.337509549274257,26.72612681436211,8.841846274778883,1.9179399541634843,1471,50,300,28,28,478,183,374,0.122,0.725,0.152,0.9391,1,0,2,0,0,1,30.0,0,2,0,9,21,24,1,2,25,0,23,1,0,3,9,56,53,25,1,6,15,1,2,4,0,2,0,1,1,0,26,13,1,1,8,2,2,9,7,5,0,4,8,4,22,19,53,40,10,61,0,3,1,0,9,30,0,11,28,202,48,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18998427958676367,0.13767733229031326,0.0716259980756521,0.0,0.0,0.05853779505599064,0.0,0.19755438904392195,0.09724663465170633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06619070779341665,0.07187374866258614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033633331094323,0.0,0.09397777707331324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06872839601669176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414113926096487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624190740457458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778648777643032,0.07252666177039048,0.0,0.15472747865249253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04352496398476355,0.061496034846343875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644031689517556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17989435087251066,0.0,0.24460809073946585,0.14440073332359055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612083610188375,0.0916344545053538,0.07711135605054248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728468043503992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963975240312709,0.0946153500525758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352688005034698,0.0,0.0,0.1682186334731359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228606754667369,0.0,0.0,0.1463653837758998,0.0,0.0,0.05745950350436646,0.0,0.08647958476006877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06327918364045608,0.0,0.06639070537276583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05833047744511926,0.06546821463737057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217372237280722,0.0,0.0,0.08993595979921827,0.0,0.08137403967746018,0.0,0.0,0.0875749694345306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17220789289572586,0.0,0.055145469764767835,0.0,0.08499425880625132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3484728609970174,0.0,0.3134583697457032,0.0,0.09724663465170633,0.0,0.07120680470267758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325381825530694,0.0,0.09636024216442772,0.0,0.0,0.06874411972316942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415826161512453,0.0,0.08112999559974972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523828383236353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715644803114932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15058296092223875,0.0,0.0,0.16450750340224504,0.0,0.05844311209047672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743460449846623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610597361848844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741908035816348,0.0,0.061149225264856874,0.0,0.0,0.05543311749479789
anxiety,thehauntingpresence,2019/03/29,"Anxiety and undereating Can anyone relate to this? 

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I've been a chronic undereater my whole life. I'm a tall, skinny 19 year old girl so naturally I've gotten tons of accusations of anorexia since I was like 12. I definitely do have issues with food, but not ones that stem from body issues. I just hate how it rules over my life. I used to be one of those people that said ""How am I losing weight? I eat fine!"". Calorie counting over the past couple months revealed to me that when I'm eating out at a restaurant with friends, yeah, I'll take the time to sit and converse and eat. I'll eat the same amount of them or even more. But when I get home, I barely eat anything else for the rest of the day. 

I just don't have the motivation to eat and hate taking the time to do so. I treat it almost as a chore to do as quickly as possible rather something to enjoy. If it's not convenient for me I won't take the time to make myself a proper meal, and even when I do I eat until I'm just not noticeably hungry anymore. Now it's affecting my health and I've been dropping a lb every week. I can feel myself getting weaker.

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I feel like I'm stuck in a loop of my anxiety causing my poor eating habits and vice versa.

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My friend recently suggested me to get my thyroid checked out because it could be a sign of hyperthyroidism. I don't have health insurance though. But I'd like to hear your personal experiences with this. 

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anxiety,snowskrubberr,2019/03/29,"Is it normal for a 15 year old to go to the gym? Im currently doubting wether or not i should go to the gym to get in better shape.

I already lost a bit of weight and i thought that a bit of exercise wont hurt to be more socially active.

Im just wondering if its normal for someone like me (15M) to go to the gym, should i be older?",3.8113157894736815,2.2930517105263166,6.104210526315793,85.13947368421054,71.3684210526316,9.705263157894738,29.52631578947368,8.841846274778883,1.9318,254,8,64,4,4,92,48,76,0.062,0.784,0.153,0.7792,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,1,5,0,1,6,0,6,2,0,0,0,12,13,3,0,5,4,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,4,0,3,2,3,0,0,2,1,5,2,12,6,3,9,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,4,5,38,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100798321635302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683682400096541,0.41567303731879496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994613215384618,0.0,0.324577760392563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037967717061478,0.0,0.4112680656142365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300596439790093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20781312697860985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37304756346322265,0.0,0.0,0.1997630060736553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19405990694004768,0.1613012678271144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113381278889626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318213639651004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20644991651409167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225930908066536
anxiety,Iridious02,2019/03/29,"I feel like i'm going insane Its been almost 4 months since the death of my dog, my best friend, Finn. (Snow storm, no power, zone collar wouldn't work, let him out to pee, he wanted to run. Dad comes home, not expecting him to be out, finn hears truck gets excited runs out in road from tree line right as he passes) Thank god i didn't see it actually happen. Probably would've killed myself. However i carried my boy, my buddy, up to his turf and buried him. I still get flashbacks of his body. I try to be positive my days will go on as normal. Then randomly i get angry or sad. Some nights, like tonight, i just break down. I get flashbacks and i cant control my  breathing and i feel like my heart is about to implode. Im starting to realize I have a problem. Almost 4 months in and i cant get past the death of my best pal? Well i dont know HOW he was so meaningful to me. I feel mentally weak as my dad was and is a marine. He have seen so much fucked up shit yet i cant get over the death of my dog? 
Brain: your father seen 22 of his men die overseas? WHY cant you get past Finn? Why do you have  multiple mood swings from happy, sad, angry, etc everyday? Why are WE so lonely? WHY are you so weak? 
I feel insane. Tonight im finally reaching out. Texted my father for advice tonight and here on this forum. I might just have grief idk but it feels so intense. My sister is also diagnosed with severe anxiety so idk if its a family thing. I want to get better so I can pursue business and maybe get a girl and at least be more social i feel so lonely.

Guess im posting here for some answers: 1. Am I insane? 2. What condition, if any, do I have? 3. How do YOU cope? 4. How can i be happy and just live my life?",-0.3502915899324712,1.8153757265193384,1.955068139963167,95.3737562922038,90.07734806629836,5.096230816451812,17.160466543891953,6.640361216903883,-0.14886391651319775,1311,33,300,17,45,442,196,362,0.155,0.7390000000000001,0.105,-0.9507,2,4,0,0,0,0,55.0,1,5,0,6,21,24,3,0,7,0,33,11,6,4,0,51,64,29,6,8,8,5,6,3,2,3,4,1,1,3,7,16,0,1,10,0,0,6,9,11,1,0,6,10,50,12,36,50,8,38,0,5,3,1,28,15,2,10,18,177,57,1,0.0,0.0,0.08673057151288663,0.0,0.0,0.0868490151859996,0.0,0.0,0.17799380557914996,0.0,0.0,0.0710744460205535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060439017602347316,0.0,0.06799022287182789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18654065237303,0.07860397661675925,0.0,0.09872167388906106,0.0,0.099215484975708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655917162089558,0.0,0.0,0.09968246943747502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05731794241521052,0.0,0.0,0.09020770188404592,0.09223969874545804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416250973379264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912070877274058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837847849381998,0.0,0.2696315495211785,0.1269866734473927,0.0,0.09735978079174823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866570650985339,0.08216482400021242,0.4179083806322171,0.0,0.10102104247512952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790740361198803,0.0,0.07859313027876548,0.18922121694311386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001701918082448,0.1053189931163878,0.0,0.0,0.08915030214310628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880053751013936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832859758862844,0.0,0.048844159587923056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908821674776598,0.06277604830031634,0.13026159773955992,0.0,0.07847951273506333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928831604535452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956653377529646,0.09428384330380384,0.0,0.0,0.14188063112134006,0.0,0.06533439960028521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340450545015843,0.08708002754474597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16968521100564532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511904870430669,0.0,0.09582381963542698,0.08504273696781682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589998246753253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082300490994255,0.0,0.0,0.1004050640763249,0.0912303744322756,0.07351949827825993,0.0,0.0,0.09059832416429213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629071919960689,0.0,0.07097682886812648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182547243401035,0.0,0.0,0.05904554846753801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06034125947165815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484323790854204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991058089433271,0.0,0.32078860365181044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06470309687647194,0.0,0.0,0.06313526327080822,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheSteamAtlas,2019/03/29,"Health Anxiety Problems I'm a 22 year old college student, and I have a really deep fear/anxiety of dying young of a terminal illness. I don't have a history of cancer in my family, I don't smoke or even drink, and I have a healthy diet and exercise. But I'm still terrified that I'll develop some terminal cancer or ALS or something while I'm young.

I don't know what to do, I panic at every little pain or ache, I don't engage in my hobbies as much, I constantly call family and try to get assurance from them, but it never works.

There is no guarantee that I won't die young of terminal illness, and nobody can give me that, and it occupies my thoughts every day. Even though the likelihood of it happening is very low, its still possible, and it freaks me out. I tried going to the therapist at my school, no help.

What can I do? How do I stop thinking about this?",4.710369799691834,4.949696564971756,6.485454545454547,77.22476117103237,69.22598870056497,10.956137647663072,31.345146379044685,10.832165505486646,3.4492983050847457,680,27,137,20,11,237,101,177,0.199,0.723,0.077,-0.941,0,0,3,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,1,8,7,0,1,7,0,15,9,0,1,2,23,25,17,2,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,11,8,2,1,3,2,0,1,8,5,0,0,1,0,19,2,16,23,2,21,0,1,0,0,4,8,0,5,12,94,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23103003517276596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418845796247369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16317796495005393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738287133710527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134294894967681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14792306547894887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994688958246193,0.0,0.2544489742931195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846997846691207,0.16991761432181102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889156198438947,0.1448534995983993,0.08581709990940936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335292994028746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605065376395955,0.0,0.0,0.10121249459721053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298596056123413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15134223365680025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100278834282072,0.0,0.1164609432747508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15844969011148205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16067524563882782,0.1771666260955116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17023044682293045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14448714596730658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673482741408868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15282063155338735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624761081679512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411784897479598,0.126243232242129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753232923110419,0.0,0.09675506380082532,0.14835728673018692,0.119877580301018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20503894103107226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459127874692877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993020846054707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723941199083098
anxiety,herthrowaway16118,2019/03/29,"I don't know how to deal with my social anxiety anymore. Lately I've just been cutting myself off from people and generally just not putting myself out there because I'm too afraid that people will judge me. I barely even go out of the house right now and I just wish I could find other people to play games with because I'm severely burning out on them.

Sorry for the rant post I'm just overwhelmed right now",4.35821138211382,5.6970880731707325,4.849756097560974,84.63406504065041,70.70731707317074,6.930081300813008,25.861788617886177,7.1686216300943375,1.1873837398373983,330,10,63,3,6,105,58,82,0.122,0.8,0.078,-0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,1,3.0,0,0,1,0,10,4,1,2,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,18,10,3,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,0,9,1,12,7,0,13,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,0,3,42,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15842294957059086,0.0,0.2053772007839418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524797520609462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653441657598284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21350024713043333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678070386170374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18927610968012046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769377155724345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23895355238788396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381100847106827,0.0,0.2336060482895091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43070948584521423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19833455739364167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081822102620813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537067121409589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339522615300396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111017310138407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318198121373713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381427783276593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cmaggos25,2019/03/29,"Therapy Does anyone have advice seeking first time therapy? I know I need it. I’ve never been ready but I keep hitting really dark places randomly and I think I need to finally admit I need it and I’m ready. Does anyone have any advice on how to find a therapist, and what to expect?",1.150902255639096,3.672453263157898,3.7330827067669183,82.80157894736845,86.54385964912281,7.4676691729323315,20.423558897243108,8.418075326091056,1.7066611528822049,224,7,42,6,7,78,37,57,0.08800000000000001,0.8690000000000001,0.042,-0.3356,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,16,12,5,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,6,0,4,10,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3725034368529313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961426061465856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26654333712703154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335899802207397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087925400104052,0.17420457692940852,0.16212391823427608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16941367765779414,0.0,0.0,0.10474855286342637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4239815540901694,0.14700215784256884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991360098359629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210298121020392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4359344958596085,0.22130082038734689,0.0,0.1221285244733235,0.0,0.0,0.11114015667105087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,swerc137,2019/03/29,"I made a Vanity/Modelling insta and posting on it made me cry sorry if this isn't the right spot for this. Re direct me to a better suited one if you can 

I made a 2nd Instagram because I recently did a professional photoshoot for work and wanted to share the photos (shallow validation amiright guys).

But my only social media's are for work, or my personal Instagram where I have friends and old family who I know won't want to see it.

I made another Instagram just to post nice photos of myself bc it seemed like a therapeutic thing to do at the time. I used to heavily cut and be severely overweight so me being comfortable with my body and face is a pretty big deal.

But now after uploading 1 photo to it I feel like the vainest and most awful person in the world. I can't explain it. I feel like a shitty, vapid, loser who no one actually gives a shit about. ALL THIS BECAUSE I THOUGHT SELF LOVE WOULD HELP.

Can someone just tell me I'm over reacting. I don't even know why I'm freaking out about this enough to make a reddit post ",3.5581399521531085,4.975279679425839,5.425906100478471,79.42728020334931,72.77990430622009,9.05275119617225,26.938098086124395,9.516144504307137,2.4570404306220097,819,29,160,20,16,282,132,209,0.145,0.7040000000000001,0.152,0.5446,0,0,0,1,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,4,8,13,2,0,14,1,14,5,3,7,1,34,34,12,0,5,7,0,2,3,1,2,1,0,0,4,12,8,1,0,7,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,6,3,21,9,21,24,3,17,0,1,1,1,16,9,1,5,8,105,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.11801628375595614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681214797103016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14744316732864945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695823914145047,0.0,0.13433285259538846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13284273451125958,0.0,0.12467990959830208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249594205678542,0.0,0.07987721804298754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400788420066126,0.0,0.12229795062563965,0.1727936876856128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343500639294186,0.0,0.0,0.11601302071561445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974584934275688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106098413182522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292674306644098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17724995250437114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914964014137273,0.4577310177357707,0.08072585108870771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690219588929552,0.0,0.16389899490900026,0.09197742798905867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111936463120894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474703427994338,0.12303559046821234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940990543482732,0.0,0.0,0.10327885210152801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637049195114973,0.1100957723933248,0.12616282946671856,0.13662348034690286,0.12413926909915295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327922376020023,0.10246884790790953,0.0,0.0,0.13537817219820358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10570356731954274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803446360483818,0.0,0.0,0.09600983231580423,0.0705188694560717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044500455178861,0.0,0.0,0.14266260557350618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912610805471268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17608598462257924,0.0,0.0,0.08590960505855325,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,UmlautsAllowed,2019/03/29,"To Menstruating Females with Anxiety I've experienced severe anxiety my entire life. For example, I couldn't climb under my bed as a kid to grab toys, because I was so claustrophobic I could barely reach under my twin daybed without having a full panic or anxiety attack. 

Anyway, one thing I wish someone had told me growing up, is that your menstrual cycle can affect your anxiety (majorly). Even though I've lived with anxiety my entire life (and lived with the diagnoses of severe GAD since 12-13), I didn't realize until I was in my mid-twenties that my menstrual cycle and anxiety synced. My anxiety spikes twice a month: when I'm on my period and when I'm ovulating. 

I still have anxiety between menstruation and ovulation, but it's not as severe as when my body is telling me to have a kid! All this to say, if you are a menstruating female who suffers with anxiety, it might be a good idea to start tracking your symptoms in conjunction with your cycle if you're not already. While anxiety still sucks, when I'm ovulating or menstruating, I can at least reassure myself about why my anxiety is spiking. And it genuinely helps.",10.520796645702307,8.126645,10.795723270440252,59.61762054507339,58.9056603773585,15.082599580712788,43.36687631027254,13.5591,6.042120964360588,908,42,151,30,9,309,123,212,0.163,0.765,0.07200000000000001,-0.8857,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,5,0,1,11,6,2,1,7,0,17,5,1,1,1,26,24,21,0,5,8,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,1,2,8,10,0,0,2,1,0,2,5,4,0,2,5,3,26,2,26,15,4,21,0,1,0,0,13,8,1,5,11,112,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428459621238614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7952260650149754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750893504819796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057607149455302376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496970265119887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545164307820992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959168870480986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062417254339354515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926325378172105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06334226688805797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668052811937027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13349820488470607,0.0,0.0,0.16689285729227066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025100473412006,0.0,0.0,0.07543008072121915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640365645038745,0.0,0.0,0.11087697974898013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515127125559655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202789004350817,0.0,0.07817249818926943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007069222524227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688854613496298,0.0,0.15093780986300342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822309275167522,0.0,0.0,0.08259835041338423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06278250176834968,0.0,0.09284710240815107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030009537381803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527277499636028,0.0,0.1086718955547045,0.09109593484397527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,das_halfmoon,2019/03/29,"Dinner outings and a deep sense of doom I know this title sound ridiculously dramatic, but I really feel this way and am curious if anyone else does. Anytime I'm invited to dinner and I have time to think about it, I start getting this global sense of doom. And when I say doom, I honest to god mean *doom*. It's horrible. It's not just antsy nervousness, it's like ""will I survive this?"" doom. I'm well aware it's ridiculous and I know I'm going to be 100% fine, but it's not enough and I can't help but feel so much authentic fear around a damn dinner with coworkers. Moreso at restaurants because you are pinned to a specific table vs. somebody's home where you can move about the house until the meal is served.  I think it's because it's a situation where getting up and leaving would seem very abnormal, so in a sense I feel trapped. Even if it's just socially. I find myself gunning for the corner seat of a booth or table just in case of emergency. If I have a dinner at 5pm, I'm already thinking about that corner seat at 2pm and how I can position myself while being seated to get it! And dinners are such a direct way of communicating. Everyone is squared up to each other across the table, static in their position, high emphasis on individual speaking, eye contact. It's alot for the average overthinker! Now I will say, after about 20 minutes everything smoothes out and it's always fine. But I always have to arrive like 20 minutes early and go for a walk before ""arriving"" to meet everyone. Anyone else?",3.0415520872042627,5.164829250836121,4.593771832032704,81.8516710021058,75.88963210702342,7.640331970766754,26.45868945868946,8.515128840125781,2.0644447169577607,1202,46,225,24,27,402,160,299,0.139,0.775,0.086,-0.9604,0,1,0,1,0,0,37.0,0,2,1,1,18,16,3,2,15,0,16,7,1,1,0,43,36,25,0,4,14,0,4,2,0,3,0,4,1,0,18,15,6,0,11,0,0,4,3,10,1,0,0,10,21,6,36,31,4,33,5,5,2,0,10,19,1,6,10,144,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748740806850358,0.0,0.22241698796290407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18690403469491712,0.2738828700628981,0.0,0.11897789193892085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16294504592171635,0.0,0.113727316082047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11695905421814927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232968336323144,0.0,0.0,0.1380974031668381,0.0,0.08827534837950078,0.0,0.0,0.2554188729445598,0.12011706880731175,0.0,0.0,0.15039474237887882,0.20273416742745026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215476342937068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094816865431932,0.0,0.15191409888952787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958357325828599,0.14120981680148845,0.13406303760063995,0.0,0.0,0.15421552520220375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469023939570291,0.0,0.0,0.14151730910117846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059043776539375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455853236007765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14205006026774078,0.0982490003922614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562037259099926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125695762002579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216710208648057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502295337155875,0.0,0.13624055384013822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459899790784723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569148516872023,0.0,0.0,0.0779330818108001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102762261851872,0.0,0.21217218224421075,0.0,0.0,0.12016846778521338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494196845473246,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Girth-gopho,2019/03/29,"I think I might’ve had an mild anxiety attack in class Ok, I am a 13 year old boy and think I had a mild anxiety attack. I was in science (which is in 1st period) we were doing experiments and I just started to have thoughts like nobody wants me here and people are judging me for what I’m doing. I felt left out and wanted to do the experiment, but something was telling me that I couldn’t and that I would embarrass myself.  I felt like this for most of the day after this and wanted to just ask for some suggestions on what I might be feeling.",5.8263126843657815,4.898776070796462,6.792168141592921,79.91031710914454,67.05309734513274,10.011209439528024,30.33775811209439,9.2995712137729,2.3313669616519173,428,13,91,7,6,144,72,113,0.091,0.831,0.079,-0.0644,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,3,6,2,1,5,1,16,0,0,0,0,25,28,7,0,5,3,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,8,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,8,3,16,3,13,16,2,12,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,3,8,69,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26642899593874303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16279479549665649,0.39621245790874665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230410198645574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406792342800444,0.0,0.0,0.08804901153184946,0.0,0.3343980823986018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892006009005234,0.0,0.0,0.17014930102794618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694641471029333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827277211451664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072482360886345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405934084300167,0.0,0.0,0.12325522180177385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522036071784317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22316020063075928,0.0,0.13824550271691796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081319353033838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370208605787295,0.0,0.0,0.11213866146458894
anxiety,megswie,2019/03/29,Why do I get anxiety in these specific situations? I’ve noticed that a lot of times during situations such as a school concert/performance (in auditorium) or a lecture hall room I will start getting anxious and don’t feel relief until I go out where no one is watching me and where I can calm myself down. What can I do to keep myself from having to leave or to keep myself from spiraling into a panic attack? It’s so inconvenient. Sometimes I feel like I’m literally suffocating and can’t escape. ,7.795000000000003,7.157571000000001,9.22925,63.09075000000003,62.95833333333334,11.846666666666668,36.90833333333333,11.20814326018867,4.331385833333334,400,17,68,10,5,141,69,96,0.174,0.725,0.101,-0.7143,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,1,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,12,18,8,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,3,10,3,13,17,1,13,0,0,1,0,0,9,0,3,4,52,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15885850227001588,0.2345954671976667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362419954417299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20999717465468226,0.1483515710055361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169864254958931,0.0,0.11801734740308027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691535715914943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21988080834930565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145165704788464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765441843383653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364210520971936,0.0,0.0,0.1407150556634775,0.0,0.0,0.24364299518647675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101619092632232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4668346440604781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20537997764202628,0.0,0.14698204948300927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108758380545408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18737987231444966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Adz4995,2019/03/29,"I don't like being center of attention Okay so this happen today at work. 
They way my office is set up we all sit with our desk in an open space. Not everyone can fit in the designated office space; so people, like myself, sit at the far end of the office space while the others sit together on the other end. 

It's like I am at the head of the office. When I look up from my work I can see everyone in the office. And I rarely have to go on the other side of the office unless I need to speak to another co-worker, but I try to minimize that as much as possibly because if I need to talk to the Office Manager I'd have to walk in front of everyone, and I don't like that. 

Well this evening I was at my desk minding my business. Where I sit the kitchen door is at my right. So, 2 co-workers were in the kitchen and they saw some ants on the fool therefore they spry some chemical in order to get rid of the ants. The chemical smell was too much for me to handle from where I was sitting. So I got up and walked to the other side of the office in front of a couple other co-workers that were in the office in order to get away from the strong smelling spry. I sat at an unoccupied co-worker's desk because he wasn't in. I felt a little out of place, but I rather breath clean air. 

In the evening while walking home with another co-worker I told her how I felt awkward when I was sitting on the other side of the office. This is how the conversation went. 

""Hey you think anyone notice when I went and sat on the other side of the office this afternoon?"" 

""No, don't think so.""

""Oh good! I felt a little awkward when I went there.""

""Why? I highly doubt anyone even noticed or cared.""

""Yeah, you right. Sorry, I just suffer from anxiety and thought everyone was looking at me."" 

""No. You're just to prideful."" 

""What? How so? Pride and anxiety are two different things.""

""No. You thought everyone was looking at you because you're to prideful about yourself. You always think everyone is looking at you. You're mistaking your pride for anxiety."" 

Someone please explain to me what she ment. Please I want to understand.",2.1086511375947983,4.057535119718311,3.6831455399061035,88.11145720476705,78.08450704225352,6.716648609606358,23.599133261105088,7.702957570686157,1.1364793066088843,1635,54,338,25,39,542,179,426,0.087,0.847,0.066,-0.5752,1,0,0,0,0,0,65.0,2,7,3,7,25,19,0,3,31,2,23,4,2,4,1,45,54,29,0,6,9,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,5,0,18,12,2,0,11,0,0,9,8,6,1,1,22,12,48,13,68,31,5,79,0,1,6,0,21,50,0,5,14,235,66,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06465348515605951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629526189814368,0.17832323601375974,0.0,0.0,0.10866073984214633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300267962015804,0.0,0.0,0.14209748820324195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922138311637915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597471671307742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811810431700122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764010725393155,0.0,0.0,0.15396240129963268,0.0,0.0,0.4454800092856071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238155346418256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119116700831353,0.0,0.04415928849458376,0.06517194118956696,0.06214461536806496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06871076814569292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974367808674891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209540897107749,0.0779404729007018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184320239057258,0.1557536986106559,0.0,0.0,0.2609971977036905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845589471164671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142384014213555,0.11522866498542232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17692628542302752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053868113809635965,0.0,0.0811810431700122,0.17058480526978187,0.0,0.08759624153870363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271251772491952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061917664463647486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583583433354857,0.0,0.0,0.0869799465807361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06245314822182381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051621114675011584,0.14936305632104094,0.0,0.12337188411478488,0.0,0.0,0.0736514953077856,0.07424666821426787,0.0,0.05275390195644624,0.0,0.07590262024821227,0.08088951712856111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04583008327843583,0.06167546445482276,0.0,0.0,0.06986256148270037,0.21608891214401268,0.07011309796136025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3959709494217875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,emansipated,2019/03/29,"Psychiatrists trivializing and romanticizing anxiety disorder! :( I have been suffering from general anxiety disorder and depression my whole life. Visited 2 psychiatrists yesterday. Told the first one: ""I have persistent suicidal thoughts, panic attacks...."" He said, ""That's it?"" in the tone of ""That's not a big deal!"" 

The second was even worse. He said: ""anxiety is a gift. life without anxiety would be so boring...."" and he went on romanticizing my condition for half hour. He also told me ""Its all in my head"" and I should be ""glass half full.""

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Feeling so alone and dejected. Even the people who are supposed to understand my condition, do not understand. All I want is for someone to understand what I'm going through and to help me. Sometimes I wish I had a different disease which poeple could see. atleast then they would believe me and help me.... :(",4.890600000000003,7.856593526666668,5.931333333333335,70.34900000000002,73.73333333333333,10.666666666666668,34.66666666666667,10.504223727775694,4.845066666666666,679,37,109,25,15,224,96,150,0.254,0.6509999999999999,0.095,-0.9783,1,1,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,0,1,2,5,7,1,1,7,0,15,3,1,0,2,24,30,11,1,6,3,0,1,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,7,7,0,0,5,0,0,3,3,5,0,5,9,4,15,2,12,15,4,12,0,2,1,0,14,5,0,0,4,80,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126834850878536,0.0,0.09793370625855187,0.0,0.13268873046641064,0.14880608508768395,0.0,0.0,0.3747357813106295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931946901678094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797399060054658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777682985499986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625409092447476,0.10547729874293314,0.0,0.0,0.1279478868821353,0.2807066716493002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617714607282773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06192102892885281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416706033336193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959860859718159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568248331129725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641688848504947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060149680372595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17299863505198426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298417392320899,0.0,0.0,0.1436840755411353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849005021755531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329809261768229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758724474887263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376259721692616,0.0,0.1211191489398974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13395476773746698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722203150368824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340375027248654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38246525481969096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223191624709528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352453154030118,0.0,0.13672569091037504,0.14082653482653285,0.11805006966500164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480037323645475,0.17398856196308965,0.0,0.14880608508768395,0.0
anxiety,cataxyy,2019/03/29,"how do i tell my mom i have anxiety? (trigger warning) i havent made friends in years at school, and whenever i think about talking to someone or someone talks to me my heartbeat goes really high especially if someone talks to me. whenever someone says hi to me i cant handle it, my heartbeat goes way up and sometimes im too anxious to even respond and the most i can do if someone says hi to me is wave back. whenever my crush says hi to me i have an anxiety attack. my mom has always thought i was shy and she says 'just go and talk to people'. sometimes i can barely breathe for no reason and i dont know if thats part of anxiety. i also have a lot of irrational things that trigger my anxiety that i dont even understand. an example is looking at certain green day album covers like with faces in it and same with any other band i really like like it causes an anxiety attack (like i can feel my heart beating really fast and hear it and its scary) and i dont get it. im also really really scared of telling my opinions in school, one time a teacher asked what my favorite type of music was and i couldnt respond and had an anxiety attack. one time in one of my classes we were asked to check out heart rate for a minute and i checked it correctly and mine was 96 and the 2nd highest was 80. one of my biggest fears is group work. my older brother always tells me to just go up to the casheir when i want to ask something but i cant. the counseler person in my school like the one who helps kids out literally was telling me i had to talk to others and stuff but even she doesnt understand that i cant. sometimes i just randomly want to cry and i dont know why. im super super sensitive and when i get even a little anxious i feel like im gonna cry. all of my past friends have turned on me for no reason and bullied me and it really made my anxiety worse. in 4th grade my 2 best best friends turned on me randomly and for 3 months bullied me, they even got my teacher to bully me (if you knew who my teacher was an looked like you wouldnt be surprised), and i literally planned suicide (its embarrassing to tel but my coping mechanism and why i uh didnt kill myself is because of roblox). i always feel worthless because i barely talk to anyone. it took me months to finnally search for music other than memes on spotify. i also most likely have depression because i have most of the teen symptoms which im 13, and my mom and grandfather have bad depression. sometimes randomly i get a cold feeling and my heart starts beating fast for no reason and sometimes cant breathe well, and it isnt a panic attack because i dont feel any heart pain. i really want to tell my mom about it and her to get me profesionally diagnosed for anxiety and anything else wrong with me. i get headaches every single day and a day without one is rare but it could just be dehydration because i dont drink much water. whenever i think about telling my mom i get really scared and anxious, she doesnt believe me about things a lot and sometimes i get sent to my room for 'lying' when i never lied. whenever one of my family members gets mad at me i have a mental breakdown because i feel like they hate me and i always think the worst is gonna happen. my only coping mechanism i have is art but i always plan to make art but never do it. this is just basically a big vent. ive always been scared of the thought of therapy and i dont know why but i really need it my anxiety is crippling and if i dont get it sorted out now itll only get worse and i dont want that. im so sorry im typing too much",2.6602201257861644,4.1612214326145605,4.452137466307279,85.16935624438456,75.23989218328842,7.588176100628931,27.05669362084457,8.291686609442984,1.8021406289308173,2821,109,584,49,60,957,265,742,0.197,0.72,0.083,-0.9981,0,0,2,0,0,2,44.0,1,2,2,9,27,39,7,6,23,0,60,12,7,10,5,114,113,58,2,13,19,6,6,9,3,4,3,5,1,2,33,44,2,0,20,4,2,4,26,20,2,7,19,15,106,19,69,86,14,47,0,3,3,0,51,22,0,16,29,388,139,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797786698730904,0.18308032053512813,0.0,0.0,0.04987536448683934,0.0,0.25248039706952,0.12428409740407514,0.0,0.025641364668722515,0.0,0.030177283580813476,0.0,0.1028479012779759,0.16687519455309158,0.0,0.028197899098188574,0.03061893096719152,0.13412658587901816,0.0,0.0,0.04131589914751857,0.07696835089156319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03767143714131404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029278979492220712,0.0,0.08056321072336746,0.0709496956519839,0.0,0.06316972377543814,0.0372205091137368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3868054950624795,0.03592382771062333,0.0,0.0,0.03063409278394215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110495114522313,0.0,0.030897078437546605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03457035581499812,0.041265309653588565,0.11125240236364928,0.05239584356607722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849962642292915,0.0,0.19159195162518394,0.0,0.041682190695401716,0.0,0.029329318890427614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03242823240944637,0.0,0.0,0.036205230618846965,0.0,0.0,0.04133112205780445,0.17382225514078364,0.024579940973370518,0.038745149759026924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772784187829879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04057126371973101,0.0,0.06046061863205395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16124132034981015,0.036754189143014405,0.0,0.0,0.06158916581607185,0.0,0.0,0.062353107570047216,0.0,0.06939837653173038,0.02447831933003272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0369559573854839,0.0,0.0,0.21474440636599235,0.05854122445667289,0.0,0.05391512176840015,0.027191239664606626,0.056566200107774474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17394554017099673,0.05578021967206515,0.03902075597880821,0.04302576701828372,0.0,0.03971134992649372,0.03500682209386257,0.02542320164975309,0.03201988858079979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21143266171168104,0.11311234315664999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116649681313163,0.11014284420507314,0.1113396755423611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15535699820086707,0.028231291240705406,0.21761260309945366,0.04105042046248973,0.025956073196709808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0419797651956237,0.04011235487269102,0.0,0.0,0.038115431301579294,0.0,0.17684959081912308,0.19231353824896288,0.0,0.04193672781505185,0.0,0.048725448691433096,0.07049229741535874,0.0,0.0582256935678911,0.04276655822288581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04074306677863896,0.0,0.07977549834092708,0.0,0.07635205170085993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651852581511618,0.029107901851144,0.0,0.0,0.032971824382409504,0.0,0.09927019724839704,0.0,0.0,0.03534974056637475,0.0,0.02669707970249984,0.0,0.07474219759487936,0.0,0.0400942145015248,0.0,0.023615058758622447
anxiety,Daddy-Drongo,2019/03/29,"Accidental Asexuality Here is the story of how i accidentaly became asexual, When I was young and first starting to engage in relationships, my parents would tease me and wind me up about them, as most parents do, now most people would get embarrassed and carry on with their life, however having anxiety and agoraphobia, i took a completely different approach, i told my parents that i have no interest in relationships and i have no sexual or emotional need for relationships, they believed me, every day since then i have looked away at kissing scenes on TV, showed a ( fake ) lack of interest in relationships & I haven't told them about the 6 other relationships that I have had, i am coming of that age where I will start my life by getting a job & starting a family but how do I tell my parents that i actually do have emotional and sexual feelings towards people ? Every time, i think of doing it, I get severe anxiety, do i continue to live a lie & live a secret life ? My parents have believed this for 4-5 years, i have ended 3 relationships because of this lie & the past 5 years of my life outside of the house has been completely falsified as to avoid embarresment, it is becoming a hindrance and I don't know what to do, my family think i'm asexual, how do i come out as not being asexual ?  ",12.11838261648746,7.806612818548392,12.28569892473118,56.05965949820792,57.91129032258064,16.344802867383518,46.10394265232975,14.06817628641468,6.3130550179211475,1041,46,182,33,9,360,130,248,0.123,0.83,0.048,-0.9406,9,1,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,4,1,9,8,1,2,11,0,28,5,0,3,0,29,46,17,0,4,3,5,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,10,11,0,1,5,2,0,4,5,4,0,1,6,2,33,4,30,36,3,31,0,0,1,1,20,11,0,3,16,136,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0766504064068571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3404219669360755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201762682733865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379736208379968,0.0,0.0,0.047881437789659406,0.08674883753078287,0.0,0.17699083072525013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13532233251897902,0.16470977995549446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050656227716404816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206475253140844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17670929437735092,0.06956920543959494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235823720353487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14809398126172651,0.0,0.039715653297326924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681192035673404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311247986158087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063253239029426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794564016479506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04316730096099282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219198850371135,0.0,0.0,0.13871663568735795,0.0,0.06595958121678946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05824150261748742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4360849720977735,0.0,0.07498186716597091,0.10890900773136383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5059796041375881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873559613997617,0.0,0.06497477560169827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16678761877049636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865341913707411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065931466825392,0.0,0.0,0.045801306659829455,0.0,0.0,0.15010978463347002,0.0872684533585753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159487373128464,0.0,0.0,0.10116320722903137
anxiety,ADreamOfADeadSun,2019/03/30,"Seeking help with an intense fear of flying. Hi, In late February I flew to Hanoi to do some touristy things and I some how managed to do okay on the flight over. I had some pretty bad moments but I arrived safely. But, on the flight back I was nothing but extreme anxiety to the point that when we landed in Tokyo I could not force myself to get on my connecting flight to Dallas.  I managed to get my flight rescheduled two weeks out and I've stayed in Tokyo the past week. I'm only a week away from flying again and my anxiety has started to pick up again.

Do any of you happen to know some resources that can help me calm down for the flight and make my anxiety more manageable involving flying? I know logically it's the safest way to travel. But in my mind I keep thinking of every worst case scenario. I tried distracting myself on the flight to Tokyo but it didn't work very well. 

Thank you so much! ",3.2611786372007363,5.039217917127076,3.849701657458564,88.95418416206263,74.24861878453041,6.81561694290976,24.77384898710865,7.554174236665415,1.11514335174954,717,23,146,9,15,226,109,181,0.079,0.7659999999999999,0.155,0.8967,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,2,0,1,7,9,0,2,9,1,9,0,0,3,0,28,21,12,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,2,4,1,0,2,2,4,1,1,4,0,21,5,30,16,7,30,0,0,0,0,7,15,0,4,11,99,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180866173269052,0.0,0.3773338547735364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15447444273468766,0.12642591765615388,0.13728066873699424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127296602666064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852774920426347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850139481013824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17180136871475893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539271262924175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204094413326056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14614068304139338,0.0,0.0,0.18071769971229776,0.0,0.18546864777361105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974909773255266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660135035849622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120864833251906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577617890390261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504593754567528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15695387773504754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554264636619342,0.0,0.0,0.1672703955519774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637464057934516,0.17524580493605948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15137235731866922,0.0,0.0,0.109230825008839,0.1053512693433221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116278148857454,0.0,0.1606107477965454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13566059335268255,0.0,0.130505935557892,0.3956543017327096,0.0,0.14782991952089974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969695998893914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,leaf2010,2019/03/30,"Feeling like I missed so many opportunities to have friends I've posted a thread in different subs and I got polarised responses. It's just... idk... I had (undiagnosed) anxiety during middle school, high school, and college and I've been so wary around people that I ended up with very few friends. I feel like it is too late to bond with any of them.",3.5557213930348257,5.771064597014925,4.263507462686569,84.38441542288558,74.67164179104478,7.451741293532338,26.092039800995025,8.344100000000001,1.7363950248756217,276,10,54,5,6,88,51,67,0.056,0.72,0.224,0.8928,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,5,6,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,8,5,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,6,5,8,5,1,8,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,30,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507296928722074,0.0,0.16956174700274307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973156131856032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315772158096697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19631623084010816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22414593673787206,0.31669380223091875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34249268977798103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17727386151420327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23418553763178326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500310072861409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21657412048520064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22471844807015645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536642956266171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21227956008795754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4486435409989407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828845748981241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SamKoDev,2019/03/30,"A physical nightmare Just woke up at 5am to a light headache, strong tingling in my left arm and dry throat. I actually don't know if i fell asleep or i have been just laying down and thinking all the time.

I don't remember anything, i just remember that i panicked after getting too many thoughts about a social problem i am having these days. These panics been interrupting my sleep for the past two weeks, and today is a next level. 

There is still more than a month untill my appointment with the psychiatrist. Until then i don't know what to do or how to manage these symptoms. 

Is there anyone with a similar situation can share something helped him through it?",5.392720909886265,6.779314606299213,5.6156955380577465,79.9342694663167,68.29133858267717,8.479090113735781,30.646544181977248,8.841846274778883,2.476976202974628,533,21,98,9,9,169,89,127,0.091,0.863,0.046,-0.6486,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,9,4,0,1,9,0,13,6,4,1,1,20,19,10,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,4,1,12,2,16,15,2,19,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,3,12,74,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.19039698114483095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642384789285528,0.0,0.16055702175907496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258283326274155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019357261350926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307765858755881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21445219072988853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21198509869469528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19780859541591111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15573311334869244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074992639168588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289168603547732,0.0,0.0,0.18625238688527598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866917293927945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4420380047913947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21930924166600926,0.19524861528579415,0.19888774069820367,0.0,0.15020344789756365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15581326990006816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20279161696101305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250171429960523,0.0,0.15489372865655918,0.11376887519985865,0.0,0.18493929652139973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19059188322211096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15650363691245744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,the1andOnly1990,2019/03/30,"Spirituality not religion First of all i think religion can be a beautiful thing.

Now, can someone really be spiritual whille following absolutely no line of believe?

This is what i believe my self to be, but the problem is that i want a religion. 

Starting my own is not an option haha",5.456886792452828,7.260647094339625,8.05674528301887,60.899457547169845,68.62264150943396,12.09245283018868,37.778301886792455,11.698219412168324,5.52473962264151,228,13,37,9,4,83,39,53,0.154,0.7759999999999999,0.07,-0.6825,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,4,1,8,0,0,0,1,8,12,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,5,1,3,9,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,32,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6909935801166486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608418066212385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29342879306282504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19645196439605367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199095405784603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25982900190480385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21705300276687187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20372890902040056,0.19649306105206646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808739103254891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,edsolrt,2019/03/30,Why why why So I’ll start off with that I had cough with a lot of creamer in it after lunch and then went to supper around 5:30-6:00 and it wasn’t a big supper but it had a lot of cheese (Mexican steak burrito) but once I got home around 8:00 I was running in the door because I had diarrhea. I psych myself out thinking “oh my god this could be food poisoning!!” But it’s just a little ache in my lower stomach after I got done pooping. Could it be from having more creamer than usual with then a Mexican meal with lots of cheese?? I have IBS-C normally so I’m wondering if it’s the coffee/creamer with a Mexican meal on top of it??,1.989491180461332,3.4029755746268653,3.95493894165536,88.4047829036635,76.83582089552239,7.260786974219811,24.122116689280872,8.00094639256281,1.2301582089552243,493,16,108,8,11,168,80,134,0.1,0.862,0.039,-0.8643,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,5,1,1,0,8,0,12,10,2,0,0,23,19,10,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,9,10,6,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,9,0,10,0,22,6,4,19,0,0,0,0,0,11,0,5,6,76,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30873074442683546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10570481731577036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27689626107763565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17745140270193327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096795125600859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277372329280494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739372782794651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17379529152211276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44226291315852573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16989805552560538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18466846233588846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273548711518395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110959652966294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909788303980203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607462543565586,0.4694075225849973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18804808187750408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TonytheNigga,2019/03/30,"How common is it to have bad anxiety at a really young age? Ever since I was in kindergarten Ive had horrible general and social anxiety. I didn't understand what it was at the time, I felt like I was dying. In pre school though I had no problems.",2.8614705882352967,4.245117058823531,5.347205882352942,79.43492647058825,74.49019607843138,9.805882352941175,26.47549019607843,10.125756701596842,2.812878431372549,194,7,39,6,4,69,39,51,0.284,0.669,0.046,-0.8957,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,1,1,7,11,3,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,7,1,6,1,5,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,6,29,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43177016894971504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23562833065830802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928829221980643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25526943433335325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709598405852593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787049002054436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27003086147960786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18078693856696496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28560524546284793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23344184539991905,0.0,0.0,0.2876711685790492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772637363298343,0.0,0.16455526701532355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29378404007454845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bakeryoverlord,2019/03/30,"I'm realizing I never want to be alone, because when I am, my thoughts run wild. I'm a mom of one perfect toddler and I work full-time nights. I spend all day long with my toddler and sometimes my husband. Most of my shift I'm with other people, except for the last 2 hours when I'm the only one left. I get home at night and everyone is asleep so I'm alone. These are the times I get the worst anxiety.

I thought all I wanted was some alone time sometimes, but like the title says, I'm noticing that's when the anxiety peaks. Hanging out with my toddler, chatting with coworkers or my husband, it's all distracting and makes me not have those anxious thoughts. Then when it's all over, I can't control where my mind goes.

At work, it's usually going back through every single conversation I had all day, worrying if I said something to offend someone or did something to get myself in trouble. After work, it keeps going and then I start having thoughts that I'm dying, because I have some medical issues they're working on diagnosing, but they don't have any answers just yet. I dread what would happen to my family with me gone.

Driving into work, alone in my car, it's worrying that I'm going to get there and I find out I'm getting fired for some reason, like I find out I said something offensive to someone sometime in the past year and they're firing me for it.

I can't stop. I recently started taking medication, one for depression and one for anxiety, but I've read that a side effect of the one for depression is anxiety, which makes sense because I feel like it's gotten worse. I'm going to talk to my doctor this week about it.

Advice welcome, but more of a rant/wondering if anyone else goes through this? ",3.6245340675952917,5.218147900874642,4.742287010042116,83.689428787388,72.9067055393586,7.5304610733182145,28.73868912644423,8.167268648758528,1.9966394341863731,1362,55,264,21,27,447,172,343,0.182,0.759,0.059,-0.9907,0,4,3,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,1,8,11,13,2,2,11,0,16,5,1,5,7,59,53,23,1,5,11,3,3,3,0,1,4,3,1,0,19,17,0,3,11,2,1,9,5,8,0,5,11,6,35,5,39,40,12,50,0,2,0,0,11,14,0,8,30,167,54,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682491535573141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256994903904445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05346315558719655,0.0,0.2405712076738673,0.08881632719070731,0.0,0.0549717594189688,0.08055376261218704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060452637578872176,0.0,0.14377500000268872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817713431273101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140462882584506,0.0,0.135427692824085,0.07979594295726747,0.0815934070568519,0.0,0.0,0.08046918494917772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567552079595051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06623932792039029,0.07512317675480519,0.0,0.0,0.07411435808673382,0.0,0.03975178633255338,0.05616494567041741,0.0,0.0,0.143711445888932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053741446179246,0.0,0.17872241891697732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952192340093988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886058813003212,0.0,0.0774232117143318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205710354582513,0.0,0.06987957778924736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06408442630481105,0.0,0.0,0.08541903798962881,0.0,0.0,0.11522682438035575,0.0,0.0,0.06957474189370136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049566821872506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583993787405698,0.0,0.0,0.07938209468026755,0.09207682973067546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606352973748481,0.0,0.0,0.14755594079615955,0.0,0.0,0.08950748183102343,0.0,0.0,0.2663690516649145,0.05979277733002901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505008516624831,0.05450404620838715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863959824948401,0.0,0.0,0.08083272992236562,0.07762610939190191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14956805720368124,0.06252044596975476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322609992858414,0.1815726780014885,0.2332665951806905,0.0,0.11129290735224848,0.0,0.0,0.06572843833579951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059111194736067664,0.06319043003010505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496566668872367,0.0916859527634076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658697568772751,0.0,0.09274224768921713,0.0,0.06306287653828757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861753774722111,0.15968144649137528,0.08011878770326457,0.05584820099979161,0.0,0.0,0.050627622418525565
anxiety,Bread991,2019/03/30,"Anxiety disorder or just a really stressful period? Hello everyone, first of all I'm going to apologize for my bad english, but I'm italian.

2 months ago I went to amsterdam with 2 friends and tried marijuana. Had my first panic attack, I felt everything like a dream and had 180 bpm for one hour, super scary. After that, I was... Normal, it didn't traumatize me or anything.

Suddenly, 2 weeks ago I was at the mall and felt a strange sensation, it was like the beginning of a panic attack (all the anxiety going from 1 to 1000 in one second) but it lasted just 5-6 seconds, then nothing, then I was calm and relaxed and kept walking in the mall. Then the day before yesterday I was in a car with a friend of mine and I felt this sensation again, but like the other time, 5-6 seconds and then, normal.

Now I'm super scared that I have a panic disorder and I won't be able to walk with the same tranquility in the streets than before ecc.

What should I do? 

P.S. today a friend asked me if i wanted to go out, for a moment, I thinked ""what if I have another mini-attack?"" and didn't want to go, but then, I realized: ""if i do this, it will only be worse"" so I went out and everything was normal.

What do you guys think I should do? Really scared about this situation...

P.P.S. I don't want to break the rule 5 with this post. I'm just asking what you guys think, I will anyway go to my doctor, no matter what you guys will tell me. Hope I won't break the rules.",2.295234899328861,3.8947346711409416,4.343363758389264,85.15364966442955,76.4496644295302,7.855248322147652,22.993825503355705,8.608573733854374,1.4471179597315436,1124,33,237,23,25,386,139,298,0.187,0.652,0.161,-0.6859999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,0,3,0,4,8,21,2,6,19,0,26,1,0,0,2,49,51,25,0,12,12,0,3,3,3,7,1,0,0,3,16,16,0,1,7,4,0,10,6,9,0,7,16,3,30,12,29,26,3,45,0,0,0,0,14,8,0,6,27,162,46,1,0.08956983074547134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587965012430468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392177727403796,0.13704135071375556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370833885933736,0.0,0.16747140141729028,0.30569583958073954,0.0,0.0,0.0747870673381389,0.0,0.0,0.15243465766927716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05776513090361145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20530957200105304,0.09167851716669274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558781170806773,0.16099917675600536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25800325182246936,0.0,0.0,0.15237610455065734,0.0,0.0,0.20760428713913792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545229947510545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660646437602381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896305214360542,0.08820824081585762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301136678361883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127788486598654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149378435500417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632782499644025,0.08594466831197371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138967079714195,0.06812189245308513,0.0,0.3152726924450105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857831384660861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476145428429085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17935005231905388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068024258670487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260193849406876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828798002164084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17217819261134407,0.0,0.0,0.05222888860918267,0.0,0.08490172642129445,0.0,0.0,0.060812035558068724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158491820543917,0.0,0.07184751545511338,0.0,0.0,0.16606426092557314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127930969435538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,charmingignorance,2019/03/30,"I really need help with my anxiety I cannot be me when I need to be. I am drowning. I have so much work, so little time, and I have this perpetual feeling of anxiety. There is weight on my chest and my brain is so cloudy. Psychiatry, therapy, medication and I feel like my intelligence is deteriorating because it has persisted for so long. I have OCD and I feel like I cannot be who, what, or how I need to be at the time I need be. ",0.8610500610500651,2.7893593296703294,4.173113553113556,83.15244200244202,82.07692307692308,8.44004884004884,23.2979242979243,9.150863307647796,1.8853579975579968,333,12,77,10,9,122,53,91,0.04,0.8140000000000001,0.146,0.8473,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,7,2,0,0,1,0,15,4,2,1,0,14,22,11,1,4,1,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,17,2,7,17,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,6,57,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29479709086440337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745504141205215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150929582528173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922721571083437,0.2752991557433977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914835486249382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18826599101541774,0.19311450207580974,0.0,0.17051443276379155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19410334469764248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416408868952036,0.571474744086693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343479792840853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22034468721864695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22470479663073767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23463053744981374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027226212406727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway3938293,2019/03/30,"Posted on social media and now I don't want to leave the house I posted an article I thought was interesting on group Facebook page. It wasn't anything controversial or anything that would normally spark a huge debate. Someone in the group commented something less than kind that made me feel incredibly small and it got a lot of likes. Now I'm embarrassed I'm even on social media and I'm nervous to go to an event tomorrow afternoon because of it. I don't even want to leave the house. I never post anything and feel stupid for even putting myself out there now. I honestly am so embarrassed and it just reminds me exactly why I have a hard time making friends. It's just such a terrible thing to feel like such an unintelligent worthless person over something dumb like this. I've always been sort of the 'fake it until you make it' type of person, most people probably wouldn't know I suffer from such extreme anxiety but sometimes stuff like this really knocks me down and I have a hard time moving past it. 

Do you guys have any tips to get over feelings like this? I've been stressing about it all day and I can't get it out of my head. I seriously feel like everyone is talking crap about me and now judging me for some stupid article I thought was interesting. Last time I'll post anything on Facebook. 

Thanks Reddit fam. ",5.281962818849976,6.5614910505836574,5.7269714656290525,79.43332792909642,68.45525291828794,8.979593601383485,31.009295287505413,9.2995712137729,2.7314273238218765,1068,43,199,21,18,343,138,257,0.139,0.716,0.145,0.4042,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,0,16,25,4,4,12,0,16,2,2,3,3,37,37,12,0,5,4,0,7,6,1,2,0,0,0,3,17,10,0,0,8,0,0,3,6,13,0,0,9,7,21,12,28,26,6,34,0,2,0,0,12,12,2,5,21,124,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066918405546734,0.0,0.0,0.0659285216324009,0.0,0.07416558139460848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191224707965377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059099100391458624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06252396806494673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19210134238057786,0.0,0.0,0.09263875147990602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451011800900836,0.2077807676115646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749024172898393,0.0,0.10130351332588576,0.0,0.055098248187695584,0.0,0.07753882722767358,0.0,0.0,0.09599457336661506,0.0,0.0,0.17369419878624856,0.0,0.0994974583243635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22373184172104735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095727640202304,0.05328053564993355,0.07902622730612903,0.0,0.2053096026427885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841857761801259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242241923593384,0.0,0.0917353169345356,0.1294281793891026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304125203547684,0.0,0.0,0.0747729061399078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498925871870696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254861799780244,0.06721210429942481,0.16930393902371288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714006789953728,0.0,0.10452722457037708,0.0,0.0,0.09746034082784252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06210789615218588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19765422442249705,0.0821444199717752,0.14927187515708967,0.09588486125056206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110545449383499,0.0,0.11098320328277878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792378858755936,0.0,0.08925744731558245,0.0,0.0,0.06440848766026053,0.0,0.0,0.15393306645268467,0.1695949085054719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436585094652195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748122998306596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688696596245659,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mypuppylikesnaps,2019/03/30,"I'm looking for some tips. I have just started a new job, and my anxiety makes me look like a complete idiot. Or at least, my anxiety makes me feel that way. Because of my anxiety, I am extremely absent-minded. I tend to forget things, I mess things up, and I babble. I feel like my co-workers think I'm and idiot, and that makes it even worse. It has certainly held me down in life. I just want it to stop, but I can't make it stop. Even though I recognize the problem, I can't stop it from happening.",1.09,2.9408134761904776,3.226904761904766,90.62892857142859,80.90476190476191,6.866666666666667,22.880952380952376,7.908726449838941,1.09812380952381,385,13,86,7,10,131,64,105,0.239,0.698,0.062,-0.9325,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,2,0,3,0,5,1,0,4,1,24,21,7,0,2,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,4,0,4,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,4,17,3,9,20,2,10,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,2,7,56,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36971072444420455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820175706335264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16890459584988568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21280289356968365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16290851389423916,0.11508599582889065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14245539973434393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598615073598264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378586172410332,0.15740534327622574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705577388509624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43012751616630746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16265959680387915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15558614337932958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541457509871728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402356860172487,0.0,0.0,0.4040468315170597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21404815356360246,0.10322289828304,0.15827460099889115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501775354111068,0.12786937447829771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727876847371416,0.0,0.16416913356492807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,awkextrovert,2019/03/30,"How do I stop being so sensitive???? Ok. So I’m a pretty sensitive person. For example, if someone were to make a slight joke towards me, id get super thrown off and hurt. I automatically feel like they’re attacking or disrespecting me even if what they said really wasn’t offensive or at least that offensive. Just the fact that they’re taking a whack at me hurts lol. This issue was raised up by my boyfriend and I mean, it’s kinda very true now that I’ve noticed. I’ve been kinda depressed for a large portion of my life and I don’t think I’ve ever really learned how to take a joke. And what’s worse is... I don’t know how. So what are some steps, if any, that I can take to stop being so damn sensitive? It doesn’t help that I’m not that witty nor do I have any (amazing) comebacks lol. Not that I’ve tried to anyways. I giggle while writing this post because it’s a little ridiculous but it’s also brought about much social anxiety in my life. If I were to stop being so paranoid and sensitive, then I’d be fine. Buuuut I’m paranoid and sensitive, so I’m not. Yikes. ",1.4370761670761674,3.5152080720720704,3.5472563472563468,87.6035380835381,80.89189189189189,6.73906633906634,22.703521703521705,7.84624498591911,1.133596396396396,840,28,178,15,22,286,122,222,0.14800000000000002,0.745,0.107,-0.8332,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,1,16,17,5,0,7,3,18,2,0,4,3,36,33,26,0,4,11,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,16,6,0,3,5,2,0,2,8,8,0,0,7,2,16,9,16,22,4,17,0,3,0,0,6,7,1,9,8,110,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355006823498604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21012459940007505,0.0,0.11818870417501465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757610383706092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417907824401366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306682606830705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204288071506896,0.13975010701983756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781176128384527,0.1103716810175503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071756968140713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355513796134412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307814508512353,0.0,0.0,0.16125325769796292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490673635673937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21824960967782892,0.07547874184610537,0.154845169542337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312700661200097,0.0,0.0,0.16829099043814802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357203581119404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758942542437338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348995908120323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14796406956830882,0.15717755812551198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979476632484632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469606860920937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15748879884672934,0.13090361282299706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3874956955723521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3484843714579741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899453639816977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489236487263587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747504258998948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15744420606740045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tsundoju281,2019/03/30,"focusing on uni work - I’m in university holidays rn and have an essay /further reading etc to do for next term. As a literature student, there’s many texts to get through and anxiety really hinders me recently. I’ve been suffering with intense anxiety mixed with depression for several months and managed to just about meet my deadlines during term time. Now the external pressure’s temporarily been lifted, I can’t meet my self-imposed deadlines at all, which is causing significantly more anxiety and frustration. I’ve been repeatedly trying to focus whilst reading but finding I can’t focus well with the constant barrage of anxious/negative thoughts.

Any tips for hardcore methods of overcoming this? Setting a pomodoro style timer used to kind of work but not atm. Thanks very much for reading! ",9.485989208633091,10.245843597122306,9.013588129496403,61.38642535971224,59.07194244604317,12.417625899280575,46.87140287769785,11.93303328291395,6.312905755395683,656,41,93,19,8,210,102,139,0.103,0.855,0.041,-0.7531,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,5,7,1,1,5,0,8,0,0,2,1,16,13,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,2,4,1,0,3,4,1,0,4,0,5,3,21,9,6,15,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,10,56,7,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313127238705532,0.0,0.3817974246691244,0.18794072279257729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17089870561529033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797772794176311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328659651078607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18553663425084171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15205105788678774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691682352394887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17323951536142718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16866407324650515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278786587368566,0.0,0.1222945714646679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17692694786231652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4992184456149954,0.0,0.10657519906417484,0.0,0.164261544787411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735509394089979,0.18794072279257729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15316297612640198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207215359182908,0.0970065120756526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294828626071207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436826012666725,0.0,0.13726535405158685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14957863400833082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24222576631470216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,naratoe,2019/03/30,"Overwhelming dread/fear Sometimes I’ll feel like something absolutely awful is going to happen without having any reason to think so. For example about a year ago I was in class and all of a sudden I got smacked with the thought that someone was going to come and shoot up the class I was in. I was completely convinced that it was going to happen even though I had no evidence to support this. It was so bad I ended up leaving the class, skipping the rest of my classes, and going home. Other times I’ll be completely convinced that I’m going to get into a car accident or something like that and once someone actually did hit me which even further solidified my idea that every time I have this sort of anxiety or whatever that it is actually going to happen. Idk I was just wondering if anyone else experiences anything like this and if so what they do to combat it.",7.4442261904761935,7.0085449702380975,8.125714285714285,70.05261904761906,63.58333333333333,10.8,36.52380952380953,10.25414643259724,3.819459523809525,697,30,121,14,9,234,98,168,0.121,0.7879999999999999,0.092,-0.6238,0,0,2,1,1,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,8,8,0,1,7,1,15,0,0,1,1,22,34,13,0,2,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,16,8,0,0,6,0,0,8,2,2,0,0,11,1,12,6,20,21,2,20,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,6,9,89,28,4,0.0,0.0,0.2492077517692237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318662415048272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683138732450059,0.0,0.09768003535903803,0.0,0.0,0.08928156375342827,0.13083019296189405,0.10507533833455343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661312580385862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999085273018593,0.2677543139121588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666591826347722,0.0,0.11309258549750975,0.0,0.0,0.1686718247054476,0.0,0.10758161720157483,0.0,0.0,0.12490216965054307,0.0,0.14368312382124784,0.06456227130576167,0.09121945942030163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671107121117134,0.0,0.43540402946963797,0.0,0.10212278044446227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33873898718112416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808024886201447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414282980635418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520186094809952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871439294604407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359822508832399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312832735609523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21637718457834326,0.19659903919413485,0.12628548797477948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14489744204756394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181653131085785,0.12545161067684313,0.1013690386516437,0.14891037368025986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230854970794024,0.13847086353850738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222609838979165
anxiety,RusticMornings,2019/03/30,"Getting really down whenever people don’t reply I’ve been feeling down at work lately since my boss would sometimes ignore my questions/messages in our work chat. I feel like he’s annoyed by me and I’ve been distancing myself because of it. I know it’s all in my head and that he’s really just busy most of the times, but I can’t help myself spiraling down from this little thing. I need help on working this out since it’s really affecting my work quality. ",6.661195652173912,6.174507076086957,7.36208695652174,75.05247826086959,65.19565217391305,10.838260869565218,32.53043478260869,10.355215969177356,3.2643060869565215,369,13,69,8,5,123,62,92,0.041,0.8420000000000001,0.117,0.7615,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,4,1,3,1,0,1,0,5,1,1,2,1,15,10,3,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,12,1,12,7,2,11,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,1,3,43,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943344771585973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19813011557526367,0.13996813984489212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236219994973647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20107454103245964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626474453990737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767470277329344,0.0,0.22101079810755525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571856654382477,0.19636731220358555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452751583675506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582902771018202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3765417807733431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241407034920348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19377383897651612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301631952512951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424485597749028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5705400017903736,0.0,0.0,0.13917878339089615,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,adviceneededonher,2019/03/30,My new girlfriend My new girlfriend is having trouble with anxiety and it stops her because she feels judged. She won’t wear what she wants to wear because ‘there’s a little voice telling me no’. How can I help her get better with her self image?,5.8024999999999975,6.359382583333336,5.154166666666669,86.6075,66.91666666666666,7.233333333333332,30.583333333333336,6.42735559955562,1.5060333333333338,196,7,38,1,3,59,38,48,0.119,0.7709999999999999,0.111,0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,4,2,2,1,0,7,7,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,10,1,3,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,11,1,0,0,3,24,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259146838987337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600417965470569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26118156082580896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14931981812060105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15428956909998925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19794299651499608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959825795077811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5704329154109063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080772924350431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24689603570382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581177749276824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17418406610961618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MarthLikinte1,2019/03/30,"Fear of death is keeping me awake I have nights where I try to go to sleep and my mind begins to wander and it inevitably leads to me trying to imagine a lack of my own existence. This terrifies me every time it happens and it's been happening since I was about 8 (I'm 17). When it happens my heart pounds and I start hyperventilating, I have to get out of bed and start pacing around the house to preoccupy myself. Sometimes I have full blown panic attacks and I feel like I'm not in control of my own thoughts, all I want is to be able to sleep peacefully.",3.8739473684210535,4.817057403508773,4.976271929824564,84.76598684210526,71.45614035087719,7.805263157894737,27.407894736842106,8.07648339933343,1.5649684210526311,440,15,93,6,8,145,73,114,0.162,0.777,0.061,-0.9186,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,4,4,1,2,2,0,8,3,3,2,1,19,22,7,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,3,1,16,1,17,18,5,13,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,7,62,21,1,0.17515335789893258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15592362319836434,0.0,0.19926223056977668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19644938447597526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14757425833223284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19709622316840045,0.08856280052325431,0.12512959388029316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151040031394198,0.0,0.09954368970468012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4646626078115356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20755757244077291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20210345847538289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15568435231123925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557108333157358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17685496086824642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16436956117428406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055047265952065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488866763885544,0.0,0.3505597031185487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17323114962180894,0.0,0.2479488964605001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390522013518196,0.10213333153685993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378352652900053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330998855581236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,butlifestillgoeson,2019/03/30,advice for a first-time panic-attack experiencer? i experienced my first panic attack last night and i can't get the thought and feeling of terror out of my head. i've always had anxiety but it's never manifested itself physically like that so i was pretty stunned. i've been feeling very disembodied all day today and the fear of having another one has almost triggered another panic attack a number amount of times. i was just wondering if anyone had any advice on how to calm my nerves and ground myself mentally? and how do you go about dealing with the trigger? i just feel so lost and confused right now 🚶🏻‍♀️ ,3.2390896358543415,5.822040016806724,5.035483193277312,76.62336484593838,77.40336134453781,7.328011204481792,25.04271708683473,8.344100000000001,2.0627305322128846,498,18,84,10,12,169,86,119,0.241,0.644,0.115,-0.9497,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,2,8,10,2,5,5,0,9,1,1,4,2,25,17,12,0,1,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,8,0,2,7,5,10,2,10,10,2,13,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,4,9,56,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620761779523215,0.0,0.0,0.1342788290847886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157949103879426,0.0,0.0,0.09119059495662347,0.2812249060588067,0.10258387910452434,0.0,0.0,0.09376377791715376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4576642726735608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648150611782167,0.13824817426881314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15089646670644333,0.20341049867559086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281257708892969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006017595003777,0.0,0.07621044593292342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13762226418272167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930699652882288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551304697474923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14638277488821422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351382902500153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342391469889912,0.0,0.0,0.12584100099217205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086763410266127,0.0,0.0,0.4720019993715739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364249124587703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145181512371699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645808191775907,0.07819307044104122,0.0,0.1271083274297186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064411315087468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14542253463075755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ihasrestingbitchface,2019/03/30,I keep forgetting to take my meds Any advice on how to remember to take my meds in the morning? I’m only ever used to take my medicines at night so it’s difficult for me to remember to take the morning one.,3.351742424242424,3.964056750000001,5.416363636363638,82.35287878787881,72.4090909090909,9.503030303030306,30.57575757575757,9.725611199111238,2.798630303030304,163,7,35,4,3,57,29,44,0.065,0.935,0.0,-0.4173,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,7,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,0,10,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962116735141652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654548372150502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18162791046490864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17847320545688836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4460694183902481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18842974278924216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606189387270146,0.1527114068354073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4549165153800189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6038825497629539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17341986771967746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Polkadotstripes1981,2019/03/30,"Why am I becoming increasingly irritable? I am a single parent of a two year old and I work full time from 6am to 3:30. I am home with my daughter from 4:15 to about 8:00 when she goes to bed. I live with my father who is 62. I see him on the weekends and that is the most anxiety inducing time for me. He is very chatty and can talk forever about anything and everything. 
My daughter wants my constant attention and when I try to talk to my father, my daughter wants my attention. I can never get a word out without someone interrupting me and it makes me want to scream. I just want some peace and quiet to myself. 
What is my problem? How do I remedy this? Thanks. ",2.3372222222222203,4.217530518518519,4.26861111111111,84.49625000000003,77.14814814814815,7.7592592592592595,25.324074074074076,8.59863814320734,1.8162962962962963,520,19,107,11,12,177,83,135,0.078,0.833,0.08900000000000001,-0.1705,1,0,0,0,1,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,5,0,10,0,0,3,1,26,18,10,0,5,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,5,10,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,3,24,1,18,18,5,13,0,0,1,0,12,3,0,2,9,79,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640789389419787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15749235684893534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21136809759742708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068176301008924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17200319658831584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999000716526396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191973307712334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689951832492735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775000747379345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14760679418186642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20082484426808447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21250878643860852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18312821291861675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15250791290492433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16215866304935853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30765370018903826,0.0,0.176200262036869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231945771660452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299368694646445,0.0,0.18695392176599535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579114741966941,0.4515319115860192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17269388840826538,0.0,0.0,0.18448691516212015,0.0,0.13932950565516847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324473311395664
anxiety,kabriii,2019/03/30,"Letting go persistent negative thoughts? I'm really anxious and can't seem let go of certain negative and anxiety ridden thoughts. Right now the big thing on my mind is my partner being upset with me, it feels like everything is crashing in on me and it will never get better - yet she's not even around me right now.  

For context:

I rolled my ankle and need to take a rest day. But my partner is giving me the silent treatment because I'm not taking her to all the places she wants to go to. I rest by staying at home, and right now I really need that, but she is upset with me because she doesn't want to go out without me, and yet she doesn't want to enjoy my company when I am with her. I'm feeling used, I always take her where she wants to go, but she gets upset with me when I take care of myself. Getting an injury like this puts it in perspective. She doesn't want me to hang with my friends, she doesn't want me to go out, she wants me to stay with her and do whatever she wants to do. Im getting tired of this, but I'm so codependent I can't deal with her not being happy with me. I constantly stress that she isn't okay, but I'm not taking care of myself anymore. 

Any wise words for dealing with either this situation or persistently negative thoughts?? ",5.225243589743592,4.948745396153846,6.056153846153848,82.51551282051281,68.11538461538461,9.241025641025642,30.41025641025641,8.841846274778883,2.2069794871794866,993,34,209,15,15,328,117,260,0.174,0.732,0.094,-0.9566,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,3,11,15,0,4,5,1,19,1,0,1,3,53,59,16,0,10,12,0,2,2,3,1,1,0,1,2,9,19,0,0,6,0,0,9,16,4,0,0,3,2,44,11,36,51,4,35,0,0,0,0,23,14,0,2,12,148,53,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781495173282947,0.0,0.0,0.06386927305719997,0.0,0.07184905185573379,0.10610361829520204,0.09314406270750418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360930442341437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450633161116995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306519604518818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915167554442252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149487322409924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06057105923329512,0.19365616369175487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06203371362079273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440983790093053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497822071667414,0.06709694203171508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256287300363158,0.0,0.1962786846743092,0.09009726026615576,0.3202636708368565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998029462250924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421008508399042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145043535352344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920804871069048,0.0,0.09176978586508304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483309814583224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392819664594762,0.07243740707789689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812710520755748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441620965336614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203359662899731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406232048881245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550184624396877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557076287973163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002138652611641,0.0,0.0,0.1075858047365145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530832585422029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062396716682219126,0.0,0.0,0.2236875515414297,0.0,0.10794798843437856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111729940129209,0.0,0.0,0.4431747341916812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053616974892388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chonk12,2019/03/30,anxiety at my birthday party i feel so uncomfortable. it’s my birthday party and i just finished opening my presents. i hate being the the center of attention. i feel like i seemed ungrateful and awkward. i’m extremely anxious and self conscious right now. just needed to vent somewhere ,3.2757352941176485,6.420902725490202,4.2491911764705845,75.95261029411766,90.37254901960785,6.471568627450981,33.825980392156865,7.6454224807358475,3.5324686274509816,233,14,33,5,8,75,37,51,0.261,0.603,0.136,-0.742,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,12,7,4,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,8,1,3,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,4,22,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738411006465829,0.4043968690760713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619942062802953,0.2557291986660856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534148506265473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17488288654006842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654254023565075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30569887639797155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258765297247942,0.3734340034419704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,freeray000,2019/03/30,FLUoxetine (PROzac) first day This is my first day taking generic Prozac for my anxiety/depression and I woke up on the wrong side of the bed and with 1.5hrs after taking my 10mg pill I feel anxiety free and I feel great rn. My doctor said that it should take 3 weeks min to feel something. Is this normal?,1.0680737704918035,3.6455189836065567,2.278831967213115,92.3054610655738,88.67213114754101,5.67295081967213,17.46106557377049,7.1686216300943375,0.2641622950819671,242,6,50,4,8,77,44,61,0.076,0.807,0.117,0.5574,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,0,0,9,11,3,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,4,7,3,7,8,0,10,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,7,28,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17177690586765287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896269017192725,0.0,0.1934009499063034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298321190123565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34061127721527396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38199704879660973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475625134029205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220007187249632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21359445572484756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17286631052697074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5064914408710428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18011707904042046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24550555889424416,0.0,0.0
anxiety,starwarsgrandpa,2019/03/30,what kind of non-prescription drugs can I take to help me calm anxiety and force sleep? I'm having a very bad time right now - I just would like to be able to close my eyes and sleep and slow down this pounding in my chest. I have been breathing very heavily the past couple of days. Can I take like Bendryl or some other kind of medicine to help stop this it's like a crushing weight ,4.534936708860761,4.8784169240506365,4.164405063291138,93.3473670886076,69.63291139240506,7.838987341772152,25.92658227848101,7.554174236665415,0.9175194936708864,303,8,70,3,5,91,57,79,0.119,0.703,0.17800000000000002,0.6133,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,3,0,7,7,5,0,0,9,10,4,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,7,6,9,7,1,10,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,2,9,38,12,0,0.19171447270267064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14666104687195558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600735767878554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121284175779561,0.0,0.12363997475061138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22232792301832396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570043397699117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3992822430038537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809860224713779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830131571394536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16372311217799848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3837058532041247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16028188358526138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882908486237921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179025075987692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.316369035887057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334565795721996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361884608510377,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,1864s,2019/03/30,"I’m uncomfortable even around my family My anxiety is so horrible that I don’t even feel comfortable around my family, the smallest thing they do or say can make it act up. I think part of the reason is them pushing me into known anxiety inducing situations, like it’ll magically fix me or something? whenever I do feel comfortable enough they almost always do something to spark that feeling I get in my stomach and the uncomfortable feeling I have in public. In my opinion this is the absolute worst way anxiety can affect a person, making them uncomfortable around their own family. ",10.320566037735851,9.20742879245283,10.600641509433967,56.82077358490568,58.24528301886792,14.895094339622645,41.95471698113208,13.662883650711644,6.212847547169813,476,22,73,17,5,161,67,106,0.177,0.705,0.119,-0.7778,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,5,0,7,4,0,0,5,0,11,1,1,5,0,20,20,4,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,6,5,0,0,8,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,5,17,3,10,19,4,11,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,4,1,58,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15826775090254333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151317459291842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627314879506354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4221033766864174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16331151734271412,0.0,0.2087856941147006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44699632424429103,0.0,0.3196663972002365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257643108019205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721695720863872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21100387902199166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711565398489035,0.0,0.0,0.1380062210421311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625053232449455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569048814126466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17765875779098306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433546143946172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050037233189987,0.10127430179655184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254555126512966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,waybackbruh,2019/03/30,"Can’t wear a hat to School and it’s driving me crazy. I enrolled in a barber school recently and the dress code says we can’t wear hats. I start in about a month and the thought of not wearing a hat is driving me crazy. I wear a hat every single day, it helps shape my head, hides my forehead acne, and I just feel it’s part of me, and i dread not being able to wear one. I’m hoping I can overcome this but I hate feeling so bare without it. Anyone else use a hat to feel less vulnerable?",1.2549266247379445,2.654838999999999,3.0297484276729603,94.31829140461218,78.81132075471699,5.4658280922431866,22.155136268343817,5.82211442006289,0.059716142557651786,378,11,89,2,9,126,65,106,0.14,0.805,0.056,-0.8053,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,1,8,0,5,7,7,1,0,17,14,7,0,1,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,4,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,1,4,13,1,9,12,3,9,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,4,54,18,2,0.21870347225253173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292255290798404,0.22408755250334386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410456467160467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826986876503824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18426710797617046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33174914062487565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21592440052966289,0.22445285848437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14659232737953362,0.0,0.0,0.21722189540894346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17456702499913673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481991328886651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368345479517045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21594329426588976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739217792498286,0.0,0.4426791798813873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154799443320936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17362612755359838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18888958025065095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108223427998333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,greenpeace4444,2019/03/30,"Found this to be very helpful I've been using hemp oil to mange my anxiety and just recently tried hemp smokes it seems to be working, soon as I feel feel it coming I light one up its been very helpful so far. 

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anxiety,Megsi99,2019/03/30,"Need a root canal and now my teeth hurt I went to the dentist last week and he referred me to an endodontis to see if I need a root canal. It’s my lower front teeth and he think it’s caused by grinding/clenching. So I made my appt for this Thursday and this morning I think those teeth started hurting. It’s not very painful, but it’s enough to make me wonder if it’s going to quickly escalate into that pain you hear about before people can get in for a root canal. Womp. 

I took a Tylenol and plan on calling first thing in the morning on Monday to see if I can get in sooner. Anyone been through this that has some advice? I’m stressed it’s going to get way worse and I’ll be screwed because it’s the weekend. Thanks!",1.005836092715235,3.181705192052984,2.0787044701986765,96.96852028145695,83.17218543046356,4.3048013245033125,22.682533112582774,5.148860815047168,-0.029831456953642643,568,20,125,2,16,179,89,151,0.147,0.815,0.038,-0.9458,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,2,4,7,1,1,8,0,5,8,3,6,0,25,25,11,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,14,7,0,0,4,1,0,5,1,6,0,1,4,3,12,1,18,20,2,21,0,2,2,1,5,6,1,5,9,74,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15689266150505507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226391337916604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978729461393338,0.0,0.13662063082073395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639447876314854,0.0,0.0,0.16493439451215758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16589641772384164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13656815217759158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516503611170702,0.0,0.1824944150258284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809573541232378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437552769328732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087389888332984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15192119125228062,0.10717182788193894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380992598341004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416840582231577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113087444721852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558833790414172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364178118698777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18391541365746802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14781763640711848,0.0,0.0,0.1066657259067127,0.20575454994118605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17838271007541434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324748363452194,0.0,0.12744122687245807,0.1287876790549369,0.0,0.0,0.14883625831111394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17411524144847204,0.0,0.0,0.16361944274353032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sneakyturtles7,2019/03/30,"Today, I feel calm I (23F) was diagnosed with minor depression and minor anxiety when I was about 21 years old. I have always sort of struggled with feeling anxiety and nervousness, but never thought much about it. 

This past January my doctor diagnosed me with Major Depressive Disorder, along with Severe Anxiety. The medication she put me on at that time wasn’t working for me, she put me on a new med last Friday. 

This past week has been one of the hardest and worst weeks of my life. I only went to work twice, and didn’t get out of bed much. I wasn’t eating or talking to many people but my boyfriend (who has been THE BEST support system). Yesterday was an alright day.. 

But today, I feel calm, and I feel happy. 

Not overly happy, just perfect. And I hope you all find this feeling soon. 💛 happy days are to come. Take care of yourselves! ",3.544603174603175,5.597219086419757,4.583350970017637,82.81222222222223,74.18518518518519,7.591534391534393,26.386243386243386,8.418075326091056,1.95196507936508,660,24,122,12,14,215,104,162,0.132,0.623,0.245,0.9811,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,4,5,16,0,2,5,1,12,6,0,0,3,31,25,11,0,1,6,0,5,0,0,0,5,0,1,0,6,13,1,0,7,0,0,4,5,5,0,2,10,5,19,11,21,15,6,27,0,2,0,0,5,5,0,3,17,85,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704034229545187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676506582783352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238948065967532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890573441131895,0.0,0.0,0.10046107521570004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042540305156635,0.0,0.2008958122847992,0.2367413996818941,0.0,0.0,0.13366097607454805,0.11936939880722668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933526029792653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948424815677667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659203835799756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06093112087334645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3724446040611317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583374577415445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950639607663814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237483735157383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823822612594775,0.0,0.0,0.12954274838681645,0.11748620682340613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17146382055746898,0.0,0.08994746248149976,0.11263599063042486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237705754181125,0.0,0.07902730362727968,0.08869765348571322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22266122248869047,0.08085225707909896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23447825696767424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175169585371835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192051518699015,0.0,0.0,0.1323433036728149,0.0,0.0,0.08768658192422021,0.09373779102929564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258626843731324,0.06800427435264825,0.0,0.2210914476764144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18709715188948667,0.0,0.0,0.10811142895128477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16980702754160593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510190211265988
anxiety,witchblade_007,2019/03/30,"Anyone get random sharp pains in your head that last for about a second, infrequently? Looking for reassurance. I often get sharp pains in my head that last for only a second, and they do not happen super frequently but they do happen enough for me to notice them.

My boyfriend says that this is probably normal, and its something that happens but people just ignore because it doesn't persist. 

I'm just so sick of health anxiety. So sick of it.",5.688594377510044,7.279958361445786,5.870060240963856,77.61585341365465,67.79518072289156,7.9429718875502004,27.086345381526108,8.344100000000001,1.9586562248995996,356,11,60,5,6,113,57,83,0.242,0.74,0.018000000000000002,-0.9688,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,3,2,6,5,0,0,2,0,4,7,2,0,0,11,11,6,0,1,5,0,2,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,8,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,0,4,8,2,10,11,1,5,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,2,3,45,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14065518104059282,0.0,0.0,0.12856173185407985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208156814234957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899802895604652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921223260030481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4877700278500113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3773942777912223,0.1954384510482672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.299746812461627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15439915002692356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18014732886544466,0.0,0.20932997232981448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13983658313219935,0.3912877517794732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274678971105868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19823610115575635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621574595968925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154721253230496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lukitsa97,2019/03/30,"I just went to my first social event after almost a year! After spending the whole day ‘walking in circle’ in my room getting so worried, I finally went.. I was shaking like crazy and left early but I am so proud I did it anyway :) Thank you everyone around here for posting and supporting each other, it really helps and motivates me a lot ! Sending you all lots of love

Sorry for my bad English ",3.148439849624061,5.380288092105262,4.636390977443612,81.15973684210526,75.97368421052632,6.974436090225563,26.646616541353374,7.957251820313856,1.9378142857142853,309,12,54,5,7,103,60,76,0.114,0.593,0.292,0.9697,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,3,6,7,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,1,1,12,9,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,2,0,1,4,0,11,5,9,5,5,19,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,3,9,44,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066645993283917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837262586568161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17232271594395582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13310114433504638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19720955360570444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260844979695589,0.0,0.17555083462765236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782755770419053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383354040287005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22423772634569664,0.0,0.0,0.10082920514051764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35092201146830976,0.1862703707617086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19765962122616704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221540964116682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103833479183776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23103092502861525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23420306419779002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19001142675059454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826416181628634,0.0,0.23042129707361494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095938173944636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13290506669949828
anxiety,m_eye_nd,2019/03/30,"Anyone tried propanalol? Disclosure; Brief mention of suicide attempt. If you don’t want to read anything bad about this medication do not continue reading any further. Thank you. 

I (f23) have had anxiety since I was around 15. It’s the bane of my existence. It’s generally and socially. Basically, I’m scared of everything from death, people, going outside, to my own thoughts. Anyways. I’ve always been a bit against taking pharmaceuticals. There are so many side effects and what not it’s always given me more anxiety to think about taking them than to not. Eventually, after a few crappy events I went to the doctor and just said “look I’m really not coping, I have a fear of taking meds, is there something that’s not potentially addictive, isn’t dangerous and doesn’t have many side effects”. He prescribed me 10mg propanalol. 

I’ve been taking them for quite a while now several months, maybe even a year? My memory is always hazy so I’m unsure. They do help. Just having them in my bag or in reaching distance makes me feel a little more relaxed. I take one before a social situation; family meeting, date, presentations when I was at uni etc - and they just calm me. Ugly thoughts are still there, but I’m not stuttering, shaking and my heart isn’t beating out my chest (as much). 

I can supposedly take 1-3 a day as and when needed. I tried at first taking 3 a day, spreading it out. This just made me EXTREMELY tired ALL the time. So I cut them down to taking one a day. Then I just started to take them when I feel I need to. Like if I’m staying in the house all day then there’s not much need to unless people are coming over. I would say though, that I do take them frequently. 

I haven’t noticed any side effects. Since the doctor made me think they were the safest I avoided looking at the side effects. I didn’t want to freak me out and ruminate about them. The only thing I do get is around my left breast, heart, arm and side of my chest, I sometimes experience an uncomfortable feeling. It doesn’t tend to hurt most of the time. It just feels weird and I have the urge to always put my right arm underneath my armpit as if I’m supporting that side of my body. It makes me feel a bit more comforted I don’t know why. I’ve had about 5 ECGs and all have been apparently fine. I can’t necessarily put this down to the propanalol as I think I have experienced this before I started them. I’m not entirely sure. But when I don’t take propanalol it’s not as prominent. 

I’m not sure if I should mention, but I was in an extremely abuse relationship. I felt suicidal and washed a whole pack down with some alcohol at one point. I forced it back up not long after. Got really droopy and tired and passed out. Woke up fine. They didn’t have a bad effect on me even from doing that. But ...I did throw them up. Not sure how long exactly after.  

However, my issue is - I accidentally came across and article about how propanalol has killed a second young girl and there are petitions and campaigns against it being prescribed. Now I have psyched myself out about it. If I carry on taking it, it will have the opposite effect and make me anxious I’m going to die. So it’s of no use now, I’m annoyed at my doctor, I don’t trust to take anything else and so now I feel stuck. I meditate, eat well, exercise, restating therapy soon - but STILL this isn’t enough! I hate that anxiety is such a loophole of paradoxes! ",3.0698706113801464,5.07715837053572,4.251736279257468,84.86628631961261,75.41369047619048,7.710694108151735,25.526735270379337,8.543581382742746,1.7662397800645686,2683,95,539,53,59,877,290,672,0.179,0.7559999999999999,0.065,-0.998,2,1,2,0,1,1,90.0,0,2,13,10,44,28,5,4,29,0,53,20,9,14,7,104,119,51,5,12,30,0,7,1,0,3,10,2,0,1,26,29,2,1,19,4,0,11,26,15,1,5,24,12,77,13,73,91,17,87,0,1,2,1,26,38,0,8,38,360,103,6,0.0,0.06812664846322909,0.0,0.06268215405704547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061448706107323524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19137435434575165,0.0,0.0,0.07820228014017902,0.0,0.13195922104819405,0.06495725162220735,0.0,0.04020448178436961,0.0,0.09463318849846676,0.1023722039389688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044213010317406654,0.09601815412179876,0.0,0.0,0.09785444846644073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554754484020192,0.0638681790641805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06576328302727434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04953010508698933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14832781761293412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05967465262918074,0.0,0.0,0.17655730404233294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058835603445898665,0.04803285009299983,0.0,0.0,0.05941160702231624,0.0641263354588172,0.07595479983566214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05167619321582005,0.05624483704622254,0.05420472968580551,0.06470210972498637,0.17443865574567874,0.0,0.055207842922465916,0.0,0.0,0.04890843033419458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030040737802627636,0.0,0.06535576004619062,0.0,0.04598702457192237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05676813826878325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627265515727827,0.03854021819401041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634586871256673,0.06155362998549024,0.0,0.0,0.06001378452602098,0.0,0.0,0.06361387758657258,0.0,0.031599824110625695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06247258943848497,0.0,0.0,0.028090998061768485,0.0576288800144122,0.0,0.10176921650982534,0.09656898246867553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881346609988307,0.11514264037788212,0.11658947015534572,0.057765249847082825,0.0,0.0638681790641805,0.05792396863900635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045894975222866286,0.0,0.084536433963041,0.1279038437205656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546273870212757,0.0,0.0,0.11688797810484293,0.04373041089480767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972482438695233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05435492950245265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560430428688065,0.0,0.061157026992928014,0.11502867395073935,0.0,0.07367037775989503,0.0,0.0,0.06173216817037736,0.0,0.04910364138124355,0.05469450400466877,0.0457253352941495,0.057566306509459576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06495725162220735,0.0,0.09512716500373096,0.06463103444076622,0.0,0.11722552429858756,0.0,0.04426536766277043,0.05686776068275675,0.0,0.08139586059581398,0.06128604581533039,0.09183719515638193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12578865919523013,0.06524893073660287,0.1625757505282179,0.0,0.5620150183073911,0.0,0.0,0.052937148647817,0.06575486255585161,0.0,0.03819963250122048,0.11052868378847304,0.056492256455166485,0.09129521250825036,0.06705599851124687,0.1321727714757893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807579051434772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04966048201545573,0.0,0.0,0.06782853682096263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051698305839275774,0.05330194232506954,0.05188370287057215,0.06419533110932017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04084548145299393,0.0,0.0,0.03702732720992717
anxiety,Tributekingdom,2019/03/30,Some advice. Read the power of now and then watch moojiji and eckhart youtube videos it will not cure yiur depression and anxiety but it will reduce it by 95%,3.5090000000000003,6.131837233333332,4.436666666666671,81.06500000000003,76.66666666666666,8.0,26.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.495666666666668,127,5,22,3,3,41,25,30,0.043,0.893,0.064,0.1653,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,16,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5393569894831824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4222385463312797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4753918201928898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.552097151941012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,broadway2019,2019/03/30,"i made myself sick ***slight trigger warning those w bulimia though it’s only mentioned shortly***

sooo im 17 and i got a job recently. i’ve been working for like 2-3 weeks now but i’m still not used to my job. it’s important to mention IVE NEVER BEEN DIAGNOSED WITH AN ANXIETY DISORDER but idk what else to call what i’ve been feeling. i was supposed to go into work today but i was so nervous and i didn’t want to go and make a fool out of myself so i made myself throw up - which i’ve never done before. it was nasty and i could have just lied to my employer about not feeling well but for some reason i didn’t want to lie. 

my question is: have you guys ever done this? is making yourself sick or getting out of things common with anxiety? is this a big enough reason for me to seek help?",-0.2864850707176494,1.989801289156631,2.081409114719751,92.99488999476166,93.33734939759034,4.8146673651126255,19.867993713986376,6.498293943080001,0.32451891042430603,618,21,131,8,23,209,102,166,0.213,0.708,0.079,-0.9792,3,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,2,10,4,0,1,4,0,17,3,0,8,3,35,31,12,0,3,8,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,10,9,0,0,5,0,0,3,6,2,1,0,13,2,17,2,20,17,2,18,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,3,10,91,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224757831005672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237327991150458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148479386693674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609767668836687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758761091421085,0.0,0.0,0.16665191772804008,0.0,0.0,0.2976088662029276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147100279285715,0.0,0.0,0.15024691369683393,0.0,0.0,0.13153124367785032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14704685368617235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597047725582033,0.0,0.1652791723940842,0.0,0.11629728361726495,0.0,0.0,0.1439782947935945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746494207230552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706724353501275,0.0,0.28859304060746976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103975086651197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751800240653567,0.19412397923280172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22429758569101568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059049907825738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16289195082172792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29901042711668496,0.14357436738170115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612423755544347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660362975042598,0.0,0.14286412378932314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378312310393162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558714583695266,0.0,0.0,0.17153261506785586,0.0,0.1166387530585104,0.0,0.1307406293990424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21171973761229645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,overthink-overfeel,2019/03/30,"Every time I go out, in the morning I assume everyone hates me So I have this bad habit of everytime after I wake up from a night out with people ( especially if alcohol is involved) that I replay every conversation over and over and can’t stop and have this un-ending dread something I said or did will have made all the people I love hate me and that I’ve ruined all my friendships. Let me be clear I’m not blacking out, yelling at people, saying awful things just normal conversations, but without social anxiety ( thanks to the lowered inhibitions of alcohol). But all the social anxiety I avoided the night before come back to me in the morning multiplied. I always feel I have to apologize to every person I’m around and feel awful. 

Logically I know no one else is waking up and obsessing on a comment I made. And I’ve never had experience to support these feeling. I know it’s annoying for my BF and friends to have to confirm they still love me and I’m not a terrible person every morning when we wake up after a night out. I know the answer is don’t drink... and I don’t much but every once in a while letting go of the anxiety and having a couple with friends is really nice. I was just wondering if anyone else has similar experience waking up assuming everyone hates them and can’t shake the feeling.  And any advise on how to minimize this. symptom. ",5.179903563941302,6.219224652830189,6.671666666666668,73.45194444444445,68.50943396226414,9.662473794549266,31.32599580712788,9.861636050157227,3.2086687631027253,1083,44,191,25,18,371,139,265,0.155,0.6990000000000001,0.146,-0.1116,1,1,4,0,1,0,23.0,1,0,2,0,8,18,4,4,15,2,22,10,4,3,5,56,46,23,0,3,11,0,4,0,3,1,3,3,0,2,8,22,3,2,12,1,0,4,9,11,0,1,6,8,26,7,35,36,4,33,0,1,1,2,20,17,0,6,12,142,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20335690874046408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916622573790053,0.0,0.0,0.06470019856067913,0.0,0.2183513776945266,0.0,0.0,0.06652588517406792,0.09748478889013527,0.0,0.08469704348866644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315875039382239,0.07944005757855706,0.0,0.0,0.08095930495217864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195688484057485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527342516231906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320348071041233,0.0,0.0,0.15895878907273556,0.0,0.08426806207857103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4008085214859199,0.18182557311334194,0.0,0.1861353463546368,0.0,0.0,0.19242773387464093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14701380074464646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814341076738207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818007207457331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15686357667130835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945794129255044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717397372416276,0.18005236804140184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699407236363987,0.0,0.07337980216188385,0.0,0.0,0.2678545223377812,0.09321950118189312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132371373952716,0.0644710561651435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19787959988397652,0.16614961477546522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06095075566289668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050235524940356,0.07566117682200689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19397170222921756,0.0,0.07324538548003916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598096566011646,0.07954343444007284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796664155988484,0.0,0.09888954191357664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759447992080263,0.0,0.0,0.06320848454402314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05547838772201232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917140258420146,0.10317804012883956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sir_Rellort,2019/03/30,"Not sure whats happening... ...So I have had anxiety (daily) now for at least 3 years, and have recently started taking Amoxicillin for a tooth infection and I feel like my anxiety is starting to lift, why would this be? I'm not reacting to foods anymore, i just... feel normal and its quite weird after feeling this way for so long.",4.083809523809524,5.8370580158730165,5.2446349206349225,79.90314285714291,72.01587301587301,9.484444444444444,30.06031746031745,9.888512548439397,3.1548946031746024,257,11,48,7,5,85,49,63,0.119,0.8109999999999999,0.069,-0.2712,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,0,6,3,1,1,1,13,14,5,0,2,3,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,4,2,7,11,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3577617558737041,0.0,0.23189856068217396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3546975304724833,0.16704966297413198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28275064257718924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067769092414065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142385281338471,0.0,0.0,0.20693400565286535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291057613876981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487091677323698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23088093929627665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310150565034142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22038393948316093,0.0,0.17581260056055534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18560499700651206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21099705453807846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661075790845225,0.0,0.0,0.1505801734737697
anxiety,xexotiqz123,2019/03/30,"Only thing that helped me was to start seeing with my eyes. No, literally, observe what is going on around you and think about that, or the people if you are with other people. Once i started doing that things started to get better. Now, I still have random bouts of anxiety, but nothing compared to how it was a couple of years ago. I started trying to look at other people in groups and LISTEN to what they are saying. It made it so much easier as well to actually speak infront of groups. Thinking inwardly and only about yourself is actually a selfish act when you think about it.",6.102355212355215,6.806224846846849,6.752844272844275,74.89135135135137,66.29729729729729,8.505019305019307,29.37065637065637,8.418075326091056,2.2476656370656376,462,15,79,6,7,152,76,111,0.061,0.863,0.075,0.3854,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,1,1,10,3,0,0,3,0,8,1,1,2,0,15,21,10,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,13,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,3,6,9,2,19,18,1,15,0,0,3,0,10,4,0,3,9,66,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.3211842750524403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14587733955029958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589211660214436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649813782694582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14554476469777225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820885371401163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597865392555533,0.0,0.09352633600366424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030475030571224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13819352870372956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557158050795887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097453876737192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579049848547294,0.0,0.0,0.17525683033478662,0.0,0.2503188762573021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422668809073931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308690487136366,0.0,0.0,0.13113735498477305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4659210819068566,0.0,0.13142217863826214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21865994134262254,0.3163406809357736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117291362266424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14796410046572864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597475244739704
anxiety,KestonyChess-Youtube,2019/03/30,"Do beta blockers continue to work for physical symptoms of anxiety? I would like to ask if beta blockers continue to work for physical symptoms of anxiety in the long term: like heart paplitations, sweaty hands, tremor etc? Or you build tolerance and it stops working at some point?",8.652585034013605,9.747036571428572,8.118775510204085,65.94646258503404,60.83673469387754,13.063945578231294,42.863945578231295,12.45797560212912,6.187157823129251,228,13,34,8,3,72,37,49,0.091,0.767,0.141,0.5775,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,4,2,0,0,8,3,3,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,9,2,3,8,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,7,20,3,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529672712703037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21567185110990456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572896853702584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27337870095900657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254151590399413,0.0,0.0,0.20416081403097253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21808454529559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192874182646968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47956791665272497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5038535229604936,0.0,0.0,0.16388151602061582,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,eanerahtnamas,2019/03/30,Anyone else have issues with sleep? Almost every single night without fail I’ve been experiencing “jolts” when I am trying to sleep. It’s so scary and I hate it. My therapist thinks it’s my body’s way of releasing pent up anxiety. I also wake up numerous times a night having panic attacks and unable to really move. I’m scared of nighttime now because I’m afraid to sleep. ,3.0759295499021526,5.44528489041096,4.803170254403135,79.20068493150687,76.8082191780822,7.4590998043052865,22.757338551859107,8.418075326091056,1.6839996086105682,299,9,53,6,7,101,54,73,0.245,0.718,0.037000000000000005,-0.9459,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,2,3,1,0,4,5,5,0,0,6,8,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,1,1,5,0,9,7,1,9,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,29,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806922746067799,0.0,0.0,0.14430393547779713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380419726603293,0.0,0.0,0.12617320558311854,0.18488996091789747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20528527343508898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099992239942294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004366809278755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074087267264122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15203494353690067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17815471466026248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18834048436277712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917873146667117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386758264582675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117164596153976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559939720574845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18065959573448945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5417339575912353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20951365138148687,0.0,0.11562357995534248,0.0,0.0,0.10522048674969016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225121221617277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323096027870671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17394511335161786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DeeFB,2019/03/30,"Does anyone have tips for dealing with social anxiety? Mostly initiating conversations with others Something I've been trying to work on for years is that I really don't like starting conversation, I usually just wait for someone to start conversation with me. I get really nervous and think that if I talk, text, etc. first, that the other party will be upset and inconvenienced that I'm wasting their time by talking to them and they'll already be mad when I talk to them or just hate me for it. I'd like to think of myself as a social person, but this hump I can't get over feels like it affects my long-distance friendships and work relationships a lot simply because I view so many people as 'unapproachable'.

I'd love any sort of advice. :) Thanks!",7.4459154929577505,7.500970035211267,7.702922535211267,71.45114436619723,63.43661971830986,10.198591549295775,32.5387323943662,9.827888789773867,3.0918845070422543,603,21,105,11,8,197,98,142,0.119,0.755,0.126,0.7984,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,4,3,4,9,2,2,3,0,9,2,0,1,0,20,21,11,0,1,5,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,9,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,2,15,5,19,16,3,9,0,0,1,2,16,2,0,5,10,69,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15342304417984526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17325844205483704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676848836952817,0.0,0.12010806276987625,0.0,0.0,0.10978124264670697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570852578763098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618648128521304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13739575319292113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17510159267331846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938622571189219,0.11216409287339617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335480031003704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16405681056575652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15500950355017296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301135001028245,0.0,0.0,0.13894409970947436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334796669436512,0.14170275011653746,0.0,0.0,0.15917798644716066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884719691117577,0.13709033053522085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201162289819088,0.0,0.0,0.16856414589216867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320092764693061,0.13302945874138702,0.12086978497311555,0.0,0.0,0.2222572789380053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37858296725851015,0.0,0.14454870956675647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20120437184892587,0.0,0.0,0.09155062466620772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659579383785683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729183473203311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22860238701364166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110579250327142
anxiety,hokkil,2019/03/30,"please help me! I miss old me I have social anxiety and i became a total asshole. I’m turned into a jealous person. When people talk about how my sister is so beautiful, i can’t eye contact with them because I feel like they will see inside me. They will see how jealous I am. Im trying to smile them but it’s so fake. Please help me. I wasn’t this person. I miss old me. ",-1.1995416666666685,0.8550694625000013,1.6125000000000007,95.37583333333332,98.125,3.6666666666666674,15.416666666666668,5.46131890053228,-0.7168333333333332,287,7,63,2,12,99,53,80,0.16899999999999998,0.625,0.207,0.4885,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,4,0,6,6,2,0,2,0,7,1,1,2,1,8,14,7,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,4,18,1,4,11,1,4,0,2,3,0,12,1,0,0,4,41,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764236589708674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12561786522685112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419477387492726,0.14721587012139736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762476678795262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22259008626211405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067499701101636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4324698995289551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286242943756292,0.3598633355462972,0.0,0.4524041772113297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32842092825586217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21006158774467104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16563060872196256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13990745290325668,0.22414410386993489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GoMan99,2019/03/30,"Anxiety rant Anxiety has slowly been taking over my life one social event at a time the past couple years. One of those things is eating out at restaurants, I can't do it. When I try to I either feeling like I'm going to choke or throw up and then I have a panic attack. Luckily I am able to avoid this situation normally and if I do go out to restaurants with friends I just claim I'm not hungry and I don't eat. But tonight I will be going on a date, a second date. Our first date we went to a pizza restaurant. I really didn't think about my anxiety before the first date because I was so nervous about meeting her. (We starting talking through Bumble) After I met her and we sat down I felt fine. We ordered our food, it arrived, and when I took one bite and it all came back. I barely manged to eat two small slices and she only ate two slices. I imagine she only ate two because I only ate two. We had a good time and split the left overs at the end. I came home starving and ate my whole half of the pizza in one sitting. Now tonight we are going on our second date. We agreed to a dinner and a movie. I tried to offer up date ideas that didn't involve eating but she didn't seem to interested in those and I admit they were kind of stupid. So now I have to go out to eat again tonight. I also haven't been to movie theater in two years. Last time I went it was fine, but now I'm worried I'll have some anxiety attack while watching the movie because I hate sitting in one place for a long time. I'm thinking of backing out and maybe just backing out of dating for good. I hate that in my area there's nothing to do but going out to eat during the winter. ",1.85724761904762,3.452191277142859,3.3897142857142875,91.53961904761907,77.65714285714286,5.695238095238095,22.523809523809533,6.2581,0.33738095238095234,1297,38,283,9,30,428,167,350,0.129,0.805,0.066,-0.9727,0,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,10,0,1,2,17,16,5,3,16,0,24,15,0,0,1,50,55,25,0,2,10,0,2,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,10,28,14,1,8,0,0,12,7,8,0,15,21,3,45,8,47,32,4,77,0,0,1,0,24,25,0,4,38,197,55,0,0.07619215777523229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06093084104538485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331471686037841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17335915785271586,0.0,0.1757611988037894,0.0,0.13933809656922302,0.0,0.0648339144491367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17428706134486696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430517338029246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4677815927826229,0.0,0.0,0.06748363675829203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03852504428934697,0.05443169273853893,0.07315641999012587,0.0,0.0,0.1296180209616615,0.09213185961811413,0.0,0.05886587209432523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598105546757769,0.1278127340588477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15044796338379196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642694657737888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601167198691823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934240755777452,0.0,0.0621067778186474,0.0,0.0,0.08278300235803476,0.0,0.053816774306448385,0.03722363967443264,0.0,0.0,0.06742766200370044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654526340727733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746521374928802,0.07310843029919414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581488898851965,0.1738427080145608,0.0,0.08939508063175633,0.0,0.0,0.07273403591881451,0.0,0.0,0.07960458820098518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04881064728251644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06936247886125227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564317766563076,0.0,0.07766830974716815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05392920143219331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057287020415943773,0.061240370312090765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050618684063646925,0.09764171639575672,0.0,0.0,0.17771303967936009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465229076134083,0.1034589474895859,0.0,0.37214333496435337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126178718840926,0.0,0.0850658231772272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737683467609938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813050309846293
anxiety,Slamdjango,2019/03/30,"Any kind souls willing to talk about my upcoming surgery? I’ve been going through bouts of anxiety after getting news that I will very likely be getting surgery to remove an ovarian cyst. Honestly, the diagnosis is very good — they caught the cyst when it was small, it doesn’t look cancerous, and I think I’ll probably get laparoscopy (small incisions that heal fast). But this is my first surgery and I’m really anxious about it!
What if they can’t remove it laparoscopically and they have to make a big incision? I know that’s just my vanity speaking, but I don’t want a huge scar.
What if they get in there and it’s cancerous? Or what if there are complications and they have to take my whole ovary? 
Any words of encouragement, common sense, or anyone who has experience with this, I would be so grateful to hear from you. Thanks for reading reddit!",5.171501035196688,6.828086186335405,5.473555900621118,79.71646221532092,69.12422360248448,9.341821946169773,29.565734989648035,9.725611199111238,2.7657200828157347,680,26,129,16,12,216,105,161,0.027000000000000003,0.82,0.152,0.9707,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,5,1,7,6,0,0,5,0,16,5,0,1,0,21,31,14,0,5,8,0,0,1,0,3,5,2,0,0,14,6,0,0,2,1,0,4,3,0,0,1,3,3,15,6,15,23,1,14,1,0,1,0,11,5,0,5,6,84,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710087359619589,0.0,0.15243418150422025,0.2251083040308013,0.0,0.13932798083197506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949155723459732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16949137364018624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4164227623369198,0.0,0.11324466426172078,0.16713074079991894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245817200540092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20749975265961376,0.10950867894759693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973488990728076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673291227893627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300831880348124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21483714713320576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19931500380098005,0.0,0.12765175081059635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498195345062957,0.16015850896998438,0.0,0.1834528317429999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276784548453899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288225201394253,0.11752934820473243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224678808266325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154935480770212,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Alienkushbitch,2019/03/30,"Been doing exposure therapy for years and it's not working. Please help. :( I'm sick of my therapist and people pushing me to go outside and run errands when it is excruciating. EVERYONE says that ""It won't get better unless YOU try to make it better"". 

I regularly attend therapy, go to the grocery store, run errands and it is absolutely horrible. I'm on the highest dose of anxiety medication that I can take without being completely zombified and bed ridden all day. I already sleep twelve hours a day and am compl lethargic because of it. I have nervous tics, depression, schizophrenia, BPD, severe PTSD, and severe anxiety, along with many other issues. These are all amplified when I have to leave my house at anytime. I get so nervous that I involuntarily twitch, cringe, and flinch. Store workers follow me around like they think I'm going to steal and I've even been called a crack head by a manager because of my nervous twitches. It's absolutely excruciating and unbearable to have to deal with this anytime I go out. 

I can't control it and everyone treats me like I'm less than or a horrible person because of it. I'm sick of people making gross assumptions that I'm on drugs. My anxiety makes it impossible to eat most of the time, so people comment on my weight. I have to deal with vivid voices everyday telling me to kill myself, telling me that I'm a horrible person, that all I do is cause pain, and causing guilt that makes me break down and cry. I broke down crying at the bus stop the other day because of it and all that did was draw more attention from the security gaurd that's always very attentive towards me (not in a good way). The combination of these issues makes me very frantic and erratic, though I try my best to suppress it and appear composed. I'm not getting any credit for trying or being high functioning despite how draining everyday is. 

People tell me I'm making excuses, that I don't want to get better. They minimize my feelings. I'm not allowed to be ill, I swear. It's like people are tired of the situation because they tell me that it's gotten old. ""Instead of venting, why don't you do something to change your circumstances? Stop bitching and get a job.""

I go to social rehabilitation groups (which is extremely hard for me), I run errands by myself. I can't keep a job because I break down crying randomly throughout the day due to flashbacks. I'm doing everything in my power with no empathy or sympathy from others. My ex is the only one I can count on and I hate being co dependent on him. I love him and he loves me but even he has used my mental illness against me out of anger/ frustration. I'm super lucky he's still in my life, after everything we've done to each other but he's moving out of state very soon and I'll be completely alone. I hate burdening him because it takes a toll. My mom says that I don't have any of the issues I've been diagnosed with, even though I have three confirmation diagnosis from three different psychiatrists/ therapists. 

I'm going to be 24 in June and don't know how to overcome this. Every year, new trauma has accumulated because of my emotionally abusive, narcissistic mom and because of things that happened between my ex and I. I feel like it's a never ending hurricane wave, knocking me down every time I try to get up. New trauma accumulated and built up back to back incessantly. I've tried mindfulness, tried counting down from one hundred, tried indentifying three green items, tried breathing, tried meditation. The anxiety is so intense I can barely focus on coping mechanisms. I feel like Ripley from Alien, when she's trying to say ""You're my lucky star"" over and over again, while she's trapped in the ship with the xenomorph. I hate feeling beyond help. ",5.506512605042016,6.840749012605045,6.505810644257704,73.85340504201679,67.97759103641457,9.465501400560225,32.3472268907563,9.74208191438628,3.258120201680672,3001,129,527,67,50,1000,321,714,0.174,0.77,0.056,-0.9966,5,2,2,0,0,1,85.0,0,3,3,9,22,38,7,5,24,0,44,20,3,14,5,86,95,42,1,1,11,4,6,5,0,1,13,4,1,2,39,37,2,6,8,0,3,15,14,20,0,5,7,12,73,18,89,81,10,78,0,2,2,2,39,29,1,9,35,340,112,6,0.0,0.06337327847084874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05539633973967907,0.059024169090746766,0.0,0.04450541940529417,0.0,0.0,0.07274590763192798,0.0,0.16366945291698776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047614717105894766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225631168079083,0.0,0.2934462833825166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0561312443743336,0.141914557416042,0.0,0.0,0.06736492940255248,0.0,0.0546161466450897,0.0,0.0,0.10989164349333767,0.05658209113697935,0.0,0.11216007936802924,0.0,0.059990152073049335,0.0,0.0,0.17625867839101486,0.13797860752876073,0.11028537449970098,0.04606822364290695,0.054288118911205115,0.0,0.05588246890820649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0547357105971616,0.0,0.0,0.0620278702230125,0.054730493357380616,0.0,0.060165609133190315,0.047373553688093616,0.0,0.0,0.10598285963930218,0.0,0.09013010881182773,0.10221812792754048,0.09614122687239338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817841726666033,0.07642216223523672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16766831351727746,0.0,0.18238716601404767,0.04486230818180418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04729832501067247,0.0,0.04791379295427873,0.1584218414936859,0.054893032132837805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170233777916063,0.056511889478003174,0.0,0.0,0.052673862457969074,0.06171674826453915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16747940921722418,0.10615507093309832,0.047541650463596166,0.0591753751262295,0.0,0.029395023800024518,0.0,0.0,0.05663494728835247,0.0,0.0,0.03777940800757573,0.13065508746209553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654810448838197,0.0,0.21421768946918932,0.054227362754469065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0538824656357162,0.0539022559549067,0.0,0.05400656268615993,0.12528651698652402,0.0,0.05684815325183285,0.0,0.0,0.04125242602703319,0.1033160412372698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056125546784467545,0.0,0.07248827053171783,0.040679228610183235,0.056913876006087286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18540555020994676,0.09340546704969446,0.0,0.058712599053065424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625233713922935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12760488614083726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085003705934605,0.0,0.0,0.0601215623528643,0.053525568320975415,0.054523200266305256,0.0,0.041176860080257206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04271473992859338,0.08943495481048673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043104573708852,0.0,0.1869997747888788,0.0,0.12233395622899415,0.1242049212981982,0.03553434672910059,0.0342722718874781,0.1051012953238762,0.0,0.06237733049627031,0.06147537007871494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631412175492543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04619554354652724,0.0,0.1323969830296435,0.0315479834190374,0.04245544390921269,0.0,0.06513268429723645,0.0,0.0,0.048263644613168385,0.0,0.0,0.05155950214123591,0.0,0.038939129850223686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888767233493015
anxiety,askandknow22,2019/03/30,"Too anxious to go see my brother? I (23 F) have been dealing with social anxiety for a while now. I've learned a lot about dealing with anxiety, like what my triggers are and when a situation will be too much for me. I've been on medication for a while and it has helped. I feel like I have a good handle on my anxiety. 

My brother is definitely more social than I am but we are like best friends. He lives in a different town than me so I don't get to see him very often. He invited me to a party he's throwing at his apartment. I REALLY wanted to go.

 But my boyfriend was skeptical. He's seen me in all kinds of social situations and he's seen me break down after escaping. He told me it wouldn't be a good idea to go see my brother at the party because of my anxiety. 

I know he's looking out for me and my mental health. And part of me agrees with him. But I'm lying in bed with tears running down my face because I miss my brother and this feels like my only chance to see him for a long time. 

I'm not sure what I'm looking for by posting this. I guess advice or sympathy about the situation? Should I try to go anyway? I also feel bad because my boyfriend has to deal with my emotions either way... It just really sucks..",1.8314270613107841,3.3952341511627933,4.030923185341791,87.05042283298097,77.64341085271317,7.171529245947852,25.68076109936575,8.00094639256281,1.4592883720930234,953,36,208,16,22,329,129,258,0.098,0.7390000000000001,0.16399999999999998,0.9633,1,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,0,1,11,14,2,0,11,0,17,3,1,1,2,35,42,15,0,3,7,4,3,4,1,3,2,0,1,0,7,13,0,0,6,0,0,6,3,4,0,0,6,11,37,10,38,31,7,28,0,1,8,0,25,12,1,4,11,139,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826177788354674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041428464226953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076990643486937,0.11359921679620325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395973377916459,0.18389329880878505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552690845414107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110052542496868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505920982867403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131115263496452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15253181266767887,0.1436738951355395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768901451372702,0.0,0.05253615571986278,0.0,0.2285922808910724,0.16868254895512175,0.0,0.0,0.11077334067947843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688591077913187,0.0,0.0,0.06740030547255453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351504353208745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471319345159613,0.05526273326252645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19650556630075128,0.0,0.08879244551324401,0.08898855016771517,0.16888277292041984,0.0,0.0,0.08548878335259794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129919765369773,0.10133640351337128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391994310964875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647707228622877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889192609017732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630447782889402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12883699672637286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32051920739006673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390861548099771,0.0,0.3075113420660294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477247199164923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058634784586242925,0.0,0.0,0.09608519415877737,0.0,0.06827065825351293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296890892945774,0.05931030382956917,0.07981636239719654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alj0819,2019/03/30,"First time on medicine... Hi! This is my first time posting on Reddit 🙂 Little back story, I’m 25, and have anxiety which has gotten pretty severe over the years. With this anxiety has came some depression, mostly because the past 6ish years have been tough. (I lost my dad to suicide at 19, had a 5 year relationship end last year. Ya know) anyways, things have been tough and my anxiety has gotten intense. I also have maaaajor anxiety about going to the doctor. Yesterday I finally got myself to go, and he prescribed my Cymbalta. I’ve never taken medicine before and I’m pretty nervous about it. If anyone has tried it, could you share your experience please? Thanks :)
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anxiety,erikssons,2019/03/30,"Working out reduced today's anxiety I need to be social around friends tonight and anxiety was building up as usual. It never helps to watch or play video games. It just makes me unable to concentrate on what I'm doing. So I decided to work out for 30 minutes, and instantly my mind was in another place. As I'm typing this the I'm still not as anxious as I usually am, even though it is slowly creeping back. Just wanted to tell someone; see if working out can rid you of your mental issues, just for a short while, because today it did for me, and I feel better about myself.",5.41950310559006,5.661989434782613,6.413664596273294,78.3408695652174,67.69565217391303,9.006211180124225,32.08074534161491,8.841846274778883,2.662813664596273,455,18,85,7,7,152,84,115,0.049,0.863,0.08800000000000001,0.6763,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,4,10,3,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,1,1,20,16,12,0,3,6,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,10,3,21,12,0,18,0,0,2,0,7,9,0,2,9,63,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18220060357325205,0.2658490665235949,0.19629728681175512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15468162042195382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13360931613245708,0.0,0.10592137468631543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15367499124103196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147656401381146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785735742309855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424514001256194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646644640412825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181358397708682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598493541554925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175107378606512,0.0,0.17544623044039528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12883948991133226,0.13401302143635546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815403171392715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13846277411973146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17712458417060914,0.14722474333091462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13876350821034655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15187230934583873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17071653111985852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294048781303669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3827401771352386,0.0,0.10248707737670246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37949407677827796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,risingstrong98,2019/03/30,"Medical trauma. Misunderstood. Alone. I don't know what to do. I am spending 1-2 days per week feeling suicidal and having high anxiety almost every time I see my reflection. The other days I power through and distract myself, but I never go back to my ACTUAL normal, even-keeled, content self.

I was injured in the face by a doctor and when I tried getting help to fix the issue with another doctor, it backfired and made it worse. This process took place over a matter of years - years of uncertainty, stress, self-consciousness, invasive treatments on my face, and feeling not whole. 

My therapist does not understand the depth of this experience's impact on me; she has alluded to it not being ""real trauma"" because my life wasn't at stake. She encourages me to move forward - not to focus on it so much. 

It is a hugely violating experience to have your face cut into multiple times and to trust two different doctors to know what's best, only to be stunned by the bad outcome each time. It is upsetting and continually traumatizing to look at your reflection and be reminded of the experience every time. This isn't an injury to my foot or the back of my arm - this is MY FACE. It matters. I don't feel at home in my FACE anymore. Worse, I lost trust in other people and in my own decision-making.

I don't know what else I can do. I feel like I'm being gaslit by medical professionals. It's easier for them to think I'm fine and ""time heals all wounds"" and I just need to relax, etc., than to admit that well-intentioned doctors can commit acts that truly destroy a healthy patient's wellbeing. They think because I'm high-achieving and come across calm and in-control, I will be fine. It's not true. I refuse to live as a ghost, operating at 50% of myself and having my experiences invalidated and overlooked. ",4.997023121387286,6.413486413294803,6.27985433526012,74.68971213872834,69.26011560693641,9.466635838150287,30.60300578034682,9.791249743138472,3.085782104046241,1433,58,257,34,25,483,189,346,0.179,0.662,0.16,-0.8155,2,1,0,0,0,0,53.0,0,2,2,3,5,20,3,3,13,0,24,17,7,1,4,52,47,20,2,2,8,0,4,1,0,1,10,0,1,1,20,19,0,1,13,1,1,6,11,10,0,1,5,6,36,10,44,36,7,39,0,1,2,0,11,19,0,2,17,173,56,5,0.0,0.0,0.09064363382094692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301221618789897,0.0962021980356076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973993887869196,0.07105776841886534,0.0,0.0921182544030178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428476686940029,0.07755618408548197,0.1132452577169394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747844555543572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080013326293006,0.0,0.0,0.10417988836515037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980796374396087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704641797434954,0.0,0.3802922728292655,0.0812854306943896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775945881908455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035927824911664,0.061350527846620866,0.0,0.15652143476684774,0.0,0.0,0.363442515696056,0.0,0.0,0.18786442515824853,0.066357994230416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04852926016738219,0.0,0.052789427203102264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06225973169943955,0.19627896025177805,0.09317253652924246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694916889284057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15314365069029054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06560834358176093,0.045379556329730036,0.0,0.08202030830324293,0.0,0.07800110145616672,0.0,0.10139637347812938,0.0,0.0,0.08789126686518924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18714635855340075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872344134632673,0.06828212117107688,0.06887401755470635,0.07163964400448115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100885641819076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064421990844108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643956678077136,0.0,0.09704641797434954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572494950047163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401835836170076,0.0,0.19380134591670115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064009475514663,0.0,0.0,0.10160254066159363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078481583068176,0.0,0.11903558620454285,0.0,0.0,0.27081375455193146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320010161938856,0.06306370328749705,0.0,0.09073642222766264,0.09669791841134416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450779035802142,0.0,0.08351594261002665,0.0,0.0,0.1037042414005872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18931815881596825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963146892591772
anxiety,thrizzawizzle,2019/03/30,"If it’s getting late and you’re super overtired but your mind is going in overdrive, how do you get to sleep? I’ve had a bit of a perfect storm of work pressures and home life pressures of late with other stressful events looming on the horizon. I’ve been without much sleep the last few nights, I know I’m exhausted and I need to sleep but it’s just not happening. 
How do you wind down, Reddit?",0.5103367003367012,2.9746667901234574,1.7040404040404056,95.96090909090911,90.97530864197529,3.9331088664422,22.178451178451176,5.565023196281405,0.13138518518518572,314,12,65,2,11,99,58,81,0.18,0.7340000000000001,0.086,-0.8025,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,3,3,6,0,3,4,0,5,5,3,2,1,16,12,8,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,5,2,10,10,3,9,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,5,39,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21524950807080576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20601769767238268,0.0,0.11205153567472603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17434943701729386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19776925710225546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835491213458012,0.1607130974122188,0.4448139626660255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13926113695318412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990771089134029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14493653259221684,0.14619289967668675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18502289600074387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5919122527502004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258480571216947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900568396277894,0.0,0.1435360631861259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OrangePeanut01,2019/03/30,"My friend bought me a massage. The thought of paying a stranger to touch me, and the massage experience itself, is giving me tons of anxiety. Should I cancel? I would feel bad being rude to my friend... I've never had a massage before in my life and have never had the desire to.
 
 
 
My friend generously bought me a massage as a gift. They wanted us to go together today. But the thought of getting massaged is giving me a ton of anxiety. 
 
 
I know it's the masseuse's job and they chose that profession, etc... But to me personally, it creeps me out to have a paid stranger touching me for 90 minutes.
 
 
Realistically I should look at this no differently than a hair salon appointment I guess, but I just can't seem to. 
 
 
 
Should I be rude and cancel or just suck it up and go? What are your experiences with massages? Anyone else feel this way?  
  

If you're someone with anxiety who enjoys them, how do you get into the right headspace?",3.165833333333336,5.25194875,4.465277777777779,83.08625000000005,75.3888888888889,7.166666666666668,26.805555555555557,8.07648339933343,1.7520555555555557,725,28,141,12,16,239,107,180,0.133,0.78,0.087,-0.7422,2,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,2,3,0,3,8,3,0,14,0,15,2,1,1,2,32,34,12,0,7,7,0,5,0,3,4,1,0,0,1,9,9,0,0,6,0,4,2,4,4,0,0,7,6,25,4,21,21,3,12,0,0,1,0,13,6,1,4,3,103,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34990807154918563,0.0,0.0,0.10660772757718293,0.15621936919329898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730268819259186,0.0,0.0,0.12973728203084914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15929445257363042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12736572566546464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700398213756959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982818829804128,0.0,0.0,0.15418271682913987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3533844122223159,0.0,0.15931431769505755,0.2925184376350242,0.17329981020456206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167958417848996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129891576532992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379129118839111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769119966778776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280329868525842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23518225839679846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312737457525198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020507642644094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387992620658573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12918389294318386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24208184541168265,0.0,0.0,0.14451988011182454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833977485726785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992835940717601,0.121020363423767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830742659124487,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LowLifeguard2,2019/03/30,"Does anyone feel like fainting when they are very anxious? I had a job interview the other day and of course I was overthinking the whole thing making myself more anxious than I needed to be. I was sitting in the interview and got really hot, my throat was tight and I felt like at any moment I might faint. Does this happen to anybody else? ",4.509545454545453,6.10075995454546,4.9337575757575785,83.20063636363638,70.66666666666666,7.704242424242422,25.32121212121212,8.238735603445708,1.5996157575757581,271,8,50,4,5,86,50,66,0.071,0.847,0.083,0.196,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,7,3,1,1,0,9,13,4,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,9,2,6,5,2,6,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,5,35,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15137211368977851,0.0,0.0,0.5029375849352216,0.0,0.15564347680382848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435552469238424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3895884617346956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859494130372811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255063143979648,0.15902178702371034,0.21372593894825054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17802941549217427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19683986808102616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208910162663069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21749717500017804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485837737602157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361379323137504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16505124179946354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259994437310833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14788211043252242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836640421410303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485191721165777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,camhogan99,2019/03/30,"nonstop anxiety i’ve always has anxiety but this is a little different...ever since i got back from a trip about a week ago, i haven’t stopped having anxiety. I don’t know what’s wrong, it’s just physical anxiety. It’s to the point where i’ve had extreme diarrhea (literally tore my rectum and it’s very painful to use the bathroom at all now) and I can’t eat because I’ll end up puking it all up from anxiety nausea. I’m only sleeping a couple hours a night. I’m not sure what to do because i don’t understand the source of my anxiety. This has been constant for the past week and i just want it to stop! i’ve been working out, keeping busy, keeping everything clean, and meditating. ",2.671404761904764,4.468565521428573,4.721428571428572,81.99190476190478,75.92857142857143,8.380952380952381,29.523809523809533,9.075114841892004,2.665952380952381,543,25,108,13,12,187,84,140,0.228,0.736,0.037000000000000005,-0.9717,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,9,0,12,3,1,1,3,20,21,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,9,5,1,4,2,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,4,0,8,1,13,17,2,20,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,12,64,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216013604304705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466885274105428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6325450466100243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059672846271936,0.0,0.1680152370267505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14892351315255614,0.0,0.0,0.1524840015418992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141013902735993,0.0,0.0,0.1220586419422493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385462640155855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021914334686453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571496366523186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449834914005233,0.0,0.0,0.07573670129359199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138121695116276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12932522883207245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481061716645453,0.14663941951052173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13155511578350768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027487257997886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399774972752458,0.0,0.13790939606220304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304304464513508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988417290163376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14346493627560675,0.0,0.11902348188183935,0.0,0.11370757653976925,0.08128383269486708,0.0,0.22108553258155336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032722770227263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15067346064302234,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gremylyn,2019/03/30,"Unexplained Text Anxiety I’ve never really had a problem with test anxiety or anxiety of any kind, honestly. 

But for the past few months any exam I take, even if I’m not worried or stressed about it, as soon as I look at it I start hyperventilating, my heart rate shoots up and I get an upset stomach. It’s really starting to impact my performance. 

Has this happened to anyone else? Or does anyone know any solutions? ",4.78316666666667,6.381531650000002,6.4250000000000025,72.74666666666668,70.0,10.333333333333336,30.833333333333336,10.504223727775694,3.6312083333333343,332,14,59,10,6,114,62,80,0.091,0.733,0.17600000000000002,0.7991,0,0,0,1,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,2,3,0,2,2,2,0,1,11,10,8,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,6,2,10,9,1,8,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,6,36,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821569919341762,0.0,0.4299033982415833,0.0,0.0,0.2619603723991348,0.1919339482224986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16392710541775266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15648383885706316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372468669766097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786822902142887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16564859062642645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22197796059330066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19506746654497625,0.10294749894009184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573036480446231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495189624021618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444745924883611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17882043859008415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17924225020388174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400070680710757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26517553525235443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21457719048564816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14084314154837482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19023500261881315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,markexclamationmark,2019/03/30,"Entered and came FIRST in my local amateur dance battle while running on 4 hours sleep with bandages on my arms I love reading small success stories here, it gives me hope and is a reminder that anxiety can be overcome. Hopefully my experience gives you happy hopeful feels! 

After an extremely shitty month with a lot of setbacks, sick days off work, bad SH moments, and missed university classes I really wanted to pull out of this battle I registered for, but thankfully the shame of possibly being thought of as a quitter outweighed the shame of being terrible/freezing up. I know I have skills I have worked hard for, but I struggle to call on them while freestyling. I'm so terrified of making a fool of myself I don't commit to any moves and the whole dance looks like a timid mess. Last Monday I made a plan to practice in preparation. Tried a few steps in the mirror then broke down in tears because i looked so bad.

I don't care about the win so much as the fact that, for the first time, I was able to compete and show off my actual capabilities. Everyone was quite shocked at how much i had ""improved"" when the only variable was my ability to stay calm when freestyling. 

Self harm can be a vicious cycle of low self esteem > harm > scars look awful and now you can't wear short sleeves > low self esteem > harm and so on. Break the cycle!! 

Keep working towards your goals, even in teensy weensy baby steps. One day you might just get a breakthrough 
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anxiety,HyteMast,2019/03/30,"I did it! I went to a local jobs fair and didn't chicken out completely! Small victories. I am recovering from a brief attack after getting home (i almost got lost in the building it was hosted at) but i'm proud of myself for following through with it.

Made some notes during some seminars and although i didn't talk with many people  i tried to not look like a complete wreck as i walked around, grabbing as many informative handouts as i could. On the way to securing my first fulltime job! The application process will be starting soon after i finish my final exams in college. Fun times ahead :')

I wish everyone else the best of luck in their job search, we sure as hell need it!",4.535267175572522,6.178178748091604,5.192282442748095,81.16903435114504,70.6793893129771,7.9880916030534355,29.130534351145037,8.548686976883017,2.2276864122137408,540,21,100,9,10,174,95,131,0.107,0.6659999999999999,0.227,0.9668,3,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,1,5,2,10,2,0,7,0,8,0,0,1,1,19,19,8,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,1,1,0,0,4,3,3,0,1,8,2,15,7,24,8,3,23,2,1,1,0,4,9,1,4,10,68,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16382176900791634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456386860844952,0.0,0.1861186191750349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17168810770805978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430629768095419,0.0,0.0,0.13062128852739852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666680812319892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15632681185814307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17921580436612092,0.0,0.13915807725647208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547424816978275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308458659263214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16410414010929714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4870432712280723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992669672242429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738279710808213,0.0,0.17858872688957214,0.0,0.0,0.1548022766075692,0.0,0.33172944591160586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130732775682668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341964151670506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579692273654978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419106479493225,0.0,0.0,0.13149548372792325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539647620641267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110736616777036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985806582280918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516588399445348,0.0,0.0,0.1881319272180274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,quantum_wang,2019/03/30,"Just visited 8chan without knowing what it was. Now I'm having (hopefully irrational) worries that my ISP has been logged or something. I hate having anxieties like this. 

I still don't entirely understand what 8chan is, but I'm worried about my information's safety. Get to have that bug me all day now.",3.758809523809525,6.648481071428575,4.696428571428573,78.01523809523812,77.57142857142857,8.733333333333334,30.76190476190476,9.2995712137729,3.489461904761905,244,12,41,7,6,79,46,56,0.14400000000000002,0.7609999999999999,0.094,-0.2263,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,1,9,15,2,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,5,2,3,13,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,29,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291517689051116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931823038616508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15650035257875575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957395291911585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975166350846338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16462257509224754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634298031692736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306050434502271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23921771689243626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31183781233859786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887515271532942,0.0,0.0,0.6084067379240313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,detectivelychee,2019/03/30,"What’s a healthy amount of crying? A little strange and probably a hypothetical question... but how often do you think a ‘content’ and healthy person cries. Sometimes I feel that I am too busy to cry and I will burst out in tears the most unexpected times.. and when I do need to cry I just can’t! I used to think it was because my Hormones get messed around a lot by the contraceptive Pill, but I’ve been off it for a few months now and I just had two random sessions of crying today..",2.9102040816326533,4.5233316020408205,3.997704081632652,88.2196173469388,74.81632653061223,6.53265306122449,25.51530612244898,7.1686216300943375,0.9807510204081632,379,13,81,4,8,123,70,98,0.244,0.703,0.053,-0.962,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,8,1,0,0,8,0,8,1,0,2,0,22,14,9,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,9,0,11,10,4,10,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,5,5,58,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495681264412301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924144127760907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8326315504375856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766538965186197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920513708462179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15194378285793922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888554009824568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100627580806238,0.0,0.0,0.1124100384628516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237193123007984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16345125414433642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16982754039271195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14993702252476748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19427928410118428,0.0,0.0,0.08839961903274125,0.0,0.1436997889620976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148091908599517,0.0,0.0,0.13093437689731172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,relate_,2019/03/30,haha screw you anxiety this is probably a bit selfish but i managed to order some pizza to my house without stuttering or hyperventilating. i think I shall consider this a milestone of sorts.,4.430588235294118,7.696479411764709,6.466176470588237,63.8427941176471,78.41176470588233,9.282352941176473,34.97058823529412,9.516144504307137,4.709141176470588,156,9,22,5,4,54,29,34,0.139,0.726,0.134,0.2127,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,1,2,2,0,0,0,6,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,4,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,18,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32295981512144073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4609016128065874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.487128887014035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4551719610042774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705102606577562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4069579749309165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tatooedRN,2019/03/30,"Tough Love Been having some pretty ridiculous anxiety & panic attacks lately. I know my triggers & am often am able to push through with breathing. Lately my 'fight or flight' mechanism is working overtime & I'm pretty powerless. I had someone get rather harsh with me a few days ago & I said something to them yesterday about how they treated me. Their response was that ""sometimes you gotta use tough love"". Oh by all means, if being mean to me will change my brain chemistry, have at it. People super suck sometimes.
Thanks for letting me share.",5.587846534653462,7.703706930693072,4.8723638613861375,82.61666460396042,68.8019801980198,6.6341584158415845,31.43688118811881,7.1686216300943375,2.0786722772277217,444,19,73,4,8,133,81,101,0.202,0.639,0.159,-0.34,1,0,1,0,1,0,20.0,0,1,3,2,5,13,4,1,1,0,11,4,2,3,1,14,23,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,4,1,14,6,10,15,3,7,0,0,0,2,9,1,1,4,5,46,16,1,0.13583890147162628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041299010428146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5887255719664539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391638781837056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15453636076450766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15164113866429815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14369954616141933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760485377726362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097021947502383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465350775462955,0.0,0.30646439517215074,0.0,0.0,0.13890448012188866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24519982416589156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29593677248227795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15937768275060785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417359056765297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763939955264877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12921390209495404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150958604030122,0.10457542284113454,0.2686962938943103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506220994308986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732119667061205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988923381048522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ainttakingyerjerbs,2019/03/30,"Got a great remote job offer like I wanted, but I’m still afraid something bad will happen Will I lose it? Will I be figured out? On my first day? On my first week? First year? The worry never ends.",-1.0399651567944268,0.9461811707317124,0.7967247386759588,99.7826829268293,103.14634146341464,2.342857142857143,10.735191637630662,3.1291,-1.894954006968641,152,2,33,0,7,49,32,41,0.271,0.64,0.08900000000000001,-0.8959,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,4,1,5,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,5,8,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,5,2,3,3,0,12,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,10,21,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19799291762537927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292867084768624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21002602442821536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6051057473607292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18965382642859632,0.26143570159872265,0.0,0.0,0.2096925054326639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23531407067079835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584931445783188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26528683980187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828886026478179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825535884015148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18937162854097545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398649039473044,0.0,0.19021068368378174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408161407789508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527033843384144
anxiety,k260925,2019/03/30,"Why do I laugh so much when I stopped lexapro?? I started lexapro for GAD, social anxiety and mild depression. (I also got diagnosed with add but no meds) 

I got to 20mg and realized that it doesn’t really work and I’m still anxious af. 

So I decided to taper to 10mg and after a week stopped completely. I’m on holidays so I can’t see my psychiatrist.

I have brain zaps but not much else.

Now I laugh A LOT. It’s like stupid uncontrollable laughter at jokes and random not really that funny stupid shit. That might be normal for some, but I pretty much never really find much funny.

Anyone know why?",1.3424642857142821,3.8257618416666688,3.486190476190476,85.33500000000002,84.75,7.428571428571428,21.904761904761905,8.418075326091056,1.660976190476191,471,16,94,12,14,160,78,120,0.26,0.5670000000000001,0.173,-0.8935,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,7,9,3,1,2,0,6,3,2,0,1,24,13,13,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,7,0,2,4,2,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,1,11,4,9,9,6,11,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,4,10,58,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512955857034408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969965369256468,0.17676734817552373,0.0,0.10940794834005113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17467304401870126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16405654713458373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347679806587838,0.15881446213638678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13071118811543572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430113808788228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502878179434011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599220212295161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644367812638457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302578977371668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17380366878260856,0.0,0.0,0.16599068094753458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4600958594360627,0.0,0.12067984639549058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15330805960578925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15918694943982714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30071740237975914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468688589487804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16061492027129767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15950216912858498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107507635457569,0.0,0.12495769945815967,0.2616330152763477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255113536732679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823809302554414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391252979932955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OutsideHour,2019/03/30,"Having way too much anxiety over my loved ones' safety (Apologies for spelling and formatting, I'm on mobile and still shaking a lot, blah blah...)

I tried looking for people dealing with this on google but either I didn't articulate it well enough or it just hadn't been talked about.

So does anyone else really struggle with worrying about their loved ones' safety?  Because I will have full on panic attacks if my partner doesn't text me after I expect him to arrive somewhere, or if I try to message him and the message doesn't deliver - even if I reasonably know that he didn't disappear or get hurt during a ten minute drive! 

I basically have no clue how to deal with this, I sort of just try to cope with the panic until I get the little ""ding!"" message sound and I immediately feel like a complete idiot for worrying.

I use my partner as an example because I'm in that scenario right now.  He was headed to a place with no coverage, I can't expect to hear from him for a couple hours at the soonest (six or seven at the lastest).  Usually (the couple other times he's gone) he would text before heading in, but I guess things were rushed today and he wasn't able to let me know he arrived safe.  

Aside from him I also get this way about my sister, and I used to be the same about not being able to reach my parents (""oh, they're ten minutes late coming home and my call went to voicemail?  Time to begin my life as an orphan..."").

I haven't really been able to find any support for this worry, and I'm afraid if I try to talk about it to people without anxiety or anything, they'll think I'm just clingy or controlling.  It's just hard to tell myself he's okay when it's rare that he would fail to text me (he knows about my anxiety) and I'm not really sure how to even begin talking myself down while I wait for an unknown amount of time before finding out that he's okay.

Thank you for any advice you can offer, or even just reassurance that I'm not the only one who does this or that it's gonna be okay.",5.66762952675996,5.309804321867325,6.387471423993166,80.78546095502618,67.20638820638821,9.043862835167182,29.243563721824593,8.456263369488248,1.9693641491293663,1577,47,319,20,23,520,205,407,0.14,0.767,0.093,-0.9683,1,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,2,2,2,23,21,2,5,16,3,24,5,2,6,1,64,54,32,0,8,24,2,2,3,2,5,1,2,1,2,20,16,0,3,8,0,0,7,14,9,1,7,10,5,39,12,54,35,7,38,0,2,1,2,39,14,0,15,16,211,59,1,0.2527192992807077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231812479795082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06736651077660462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457185974994448,0.0,0.19332957222660074,0.0,0.0,0.058902403357819114,0.08631359569939076,0.06932215007606789,0.0,0.0,0.09583489555813926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270355945719248,0.0,0.14336367335464684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601822009238674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256509967809692,0.08832379236998128,0.0,0.0944820611005014,0.0,0.18641939857080544,0.0,0.0,0.17369500046081102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14743757456390136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037151543894464,0.0,0.0,0.0870421974279796,0.0,0.1669187137224308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04259415702721605,0.0601809059672804,0.0,0.0,0.15398724076428802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320354032697503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927995999944764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546228434211112,0.0,0.17290860705440916,0.0,0.0949443391228577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449935421690619,0.0,0.08295920112176289,0.0,0.09018041224828943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888791770402842,0.0,0.09502612575550176,0.0,0.0,0.08614086859030119,0.0595010382931857,0.04115529476122424,0.08443037654045693,0.0,0.0,0.07074018747128187,0.0,0.0,0.07161763697359766,0.15205935628069528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619259210755271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124913761947996,0.06406813835691667,0.0,0.1976744308606848,0.0935382915128422,0.0,0.0,0.11680249452928475,0.0,0.08801262639579194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16189845436671946,0.08661251000014199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719403002503109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727398628546677,0.0,0.0,0.0880656942836128,0.0,0.0,0.0955942886548524,0.0793949829206702,0.0,0.0,0.20312619992491668,0.07362926887511707,0.0775566589563352,0.0,0.0,0.05596515766016171,0.05397744087367349,0.0,0.0,0.14736265572535018,0.0,0.07984944867535364,0.0,0.0,0.2287730870414851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14551222216003298,0.09277820141467603,0.0,0.0,0.13373121110260414,0.0,0.0,0.07574166680702718,0.07809110743984395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120412873245889,0.0,0.0,0.2566487157062717,0.0,0.11968302622539527,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway5467822,2019/03/30,Can someone put my mind at rest? I’m being stupid and I need someone to put my mind at rest if that’s ok. For the past few weeks one of my friends has been constantly trying to get me to go out with her and her group of friends because she thinks we’ll get on really well. She has seemed really determined to get me to come for whatever reason and I was putting it off for ages because I find it really scary meeting a ton of new people like that only knowing one other person. I finally agreed a couple of days ago that I would go out with them on Friday (yesterday). But last minute she told me I probably shouldn’t come as it would only be her and two other people with one being her boyfriend. I agreed and said it was fine. Later that night though she was posting on her story with a big group of people clearly not just the three she said it would be. I’m pretty sure she just made an excuse so I wouldn’t come but I don’t understand why she would considering she was so desperate for me to come before. Nothing changed in that time and I really don’t get it. Any ideas why this might have happened because right now I’m kind of convincing myself it’s because she doesn’t like me..,3.8469027611044417,4.705629387755104,4.768547418967586,86.54338535414169,71.44897959183673,8.050420168067228,25.43217286914766,8.313332769828598,1.4136674669867944,940,27,199,14,17,306,127,245,0.035,0.846,0.119,0.9036,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,1,0,7,11,1,0,6,1,24,0,0,2,2,42,47,13,0,8,6,0,0,2,2,8,0,2,0,1,15,16,0,0,7,0,0,9,6,1,1,5,9,2,35,10,30,26,4,35,0,0,0,0,26,11,0,3,16,135,50,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554688926423443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562749911361519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23531704109377666,0.0,0.08211963536719377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209072253870212,0.33252605134960384,0.0,0.10428887607012123,0.0,0.0,0.10678223205216096,0.0,0.06223849037053809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057177826689902,0.08820488319577321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491208418627952,0.0,0.20168194482108132,0.0,0.10969335105863072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534007984116547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894370949064992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049631636712753,0.053037262470944015,0.07866540207594319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429607152603194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131646337189683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237778654112847,0.19488742447195884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715580958794976,0.0,0.09320625208262943,0.0,0.09056449500081223,0.0,0.09260026468319567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961852177639149,0.14679456901218932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212605099023068,0.20071566324188245,0.08426545774954647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242622588850123,0.09818146077149456,0.10404996453719606,0.0,0.0,0.2910460422708076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472972727890151,0.09922440703446922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241573456544643,0.183598918428048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785558485319203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16353871482040666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095591504971276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06183725150003844,0.09481681362210656,0.0,0.05627351881519398,0.0,0.0,0.09221577293257667,0.0,0.065521348784082,0.0,0.09427249682904523,0.10046631752722507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774114215418595,0.0,0.08677062905482465,0.0,0.17416360024521158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742208327477453,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MiddleagedHuman,2019/03/30,"Mistook saturday for friday. Is it normal? I went to work today, because i thought it was friday. Once i got there i realised that it was saturday.
I completly freaked out when it happened. I was dead sure that id worked four days, not five. When i started to make a list of my dinners this week, i realised that i had indeed worked five days.

Has this happened to anyone else on reddit? I sure hope it isnt early dementia. I figure that since ive had a very mundane, repetetive day to day life for the last couple of months, i might have lost my sense of time because of it. 

Im just a bit weirded out about it because it hasnt happened before. And my neurotic, anxietyprone personality isnt good at handling incidents like this.",2.8830448717948727,4.9658615138888935,4.135555555555559,85.14192307692309,76.2222222222222,6.6529914529914524,28.43803418803419,7.61054688173877,1.805880982905983,574,25,110,8,13,188,85,144,0.101,0.826,0.07200000000000001,-0.608,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,4,5,8,0,0,4,0,13,2,0,1,2,13,23,3,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,15,3,1,0,2,0,0,1,4,3,0,3,9,0,16,5,15,13,1,20,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,2,16,71,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006847524824548,0.14754004121141187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633343091332914,0.0,0.12252926148871633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572054024326461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15097616847756007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15932788759915711,0.0,0.3714598208905913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028946545259828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077629467653435,0.11516607057048706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38200328989174215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430196681726812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555394648149785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737526083717725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170802839071597,0.07034875370371907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15718770920618366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961178765160327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15275609203137389,0.0,0.0,0.11493554985452335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108466769707007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15335012847666835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257310052692382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911427081845755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192050380278801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714274375242533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431605963144024,0.08396472623101378,0.0,0.1364905592544252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188110738891045,0.0,0.0,0.1155042185696919,0.0,0.0,0.13348494077394452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144905386173993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kareem0101,2019/03/30,"Anxiety at parties. I avoided my graduation party because of social anxiety. I told my friend that i would not be able to afford that night. now something about the price has changed and he invited me. I don't know what to tell him, i dont like telling people about my anxiety, specially my friends. I just don't feel comfortable saying it. So what do i tell him ? It sucks because i have to lie and you never have to lie to a friend ",1.8102298850574703,4.1171709425287375,3.506436781609196,87.1405747126437,80.95402298850577,7.085057471264367,26.90804597701149,8.167268648758528,1.9409218390804601,340,15,69,7,9,113,56,87,0.16,0.68,0.161,0.4745,1,1,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,5,8,1,1,2,0,9,0,0,0,1,9,13,3,0,1,2,0,1,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,1,2,16,6,9,10,0,4,0,0,0,0,13,1,1,0,4,49,22,1,0.1859257404391251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4266980476044007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266772113427184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19668478051119112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179035830919944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400964080945516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4309372975635831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217992456716601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083392530665182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433973929849763,0.0,0.0,0.1744787124470485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889749818654994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14785561130998512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18952787819708825,0.0,0.14313471849986806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.487521876457591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17766001266214826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320763115378574,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,weirdpokahanas,2019/03/30,"Anxiety affecting my relationship Ever since I started dating this boy I’ve been overly anxious and paranoid about the whole relationship. It causes me to act out a lot of times and I regret it immediately after. I apologize but it is a never ending cycle at this point. It’s starting to build up on him and I don’t want this to ruin or end my relationship with him. It makes me so scared. He understands but he’s only human and can only get things so much. What should I do? How do I deal with the anxiety that comes with being in a relationship? 
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anxiety,thearellui,2019/03/30,"Can’t Sleep Anyone else wake up from sleep frequently in a panic?? I wake up around twice most nights and it feels like I haven’t been well rested in ages, any tips for how to help this??",5.952307692307691,4.6936494871794885,5.327820512820511,91.59634615384618,66.94871794871796,8.825641025641023,22.06410256410257,7.1686216300943375,0.2795025641025641,146,1,35,1,2,44,33,39,0.079,0.722,0.199,0.6072,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,3,4,4,1,0,5,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,1,1,2,2,8,3,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,4,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961704325409001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017058982828904,0.29557302184785506,0.0,0.2568006903491135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409808246518071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458597988368264,0.2060840136499636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933562873048572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409325464783077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27071085135212386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384590133113868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5773594271529726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593704173316513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AzorianMiles1,2019/03/30,"Mole on my heel has me on edge. After a month of putting it off, I finally decided to have this brown patch on my heel checked out. I assumed it was a bruise from weekend soccer. Dermatologist looked concerned and requested I go to a specialist Wednesday. Did I wait too long? Five days have never felt so far away.",2.802185792349725,5.193939737704921,3.850409836065573,85.5650136612022,77.85245901639344,7.3453551912568305,28.19945355191257,8.344100000000001,2.1230633879781413,248,11,49,5,6,80,49,61,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,5,2,2,0,1,7,9,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,2,1,2,1,0,0,1,3,3,7,0,11,6,0,17,0,0,2,0,1,7,0,1,8,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436553528855577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358930362844746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511990104966316,0.40068595164472814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207876970403576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236971981269333,0.307156821316997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919561611504116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821063410888285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3677024415871757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,imalegendinbed,2019/03/30,"Unrealistic Anxiety So tonight was supposed to be my last, ""hurrah"" in the city I live in at the moment because I am moving cities. We went out to a few bars and one specific club, normally I am really good and I don't get weird or anxious, but tonight I got very, very anxious about dancing with girls, I am 20, never had a relationship, and I have pretty limited experience with ladies. Every time I muster up the courage to talk to a girl, I get shut down faster then you can say, ""no"". I feel like I have this irrational fear of rejection and I understand that everyone gets anxieties and has a hard time dealing with different types of anxieties, but I am so tired of this, I have a very hard time just thinking of conversation with a girl.. I went into a near panic when my mates were telling me a girl fancied me at the club and were trying to get me to go talk to her/dance with her, I had to go outside and relax before going back and trying to just have fun. They understood that they pushed me a little too far and felt bad and we ended up just having some drinks and having fun after but this is eating me alive, how am I supposed to find a person later and have a life with someone if I can't even chat to a drunk girl while I am drunk? 

I just need some suggestions on what I need to do to get my ass off the wall and meet some girls and create relationships and have more fun at the bars and clubs with my mates..",4.667869415807559,4.857969618556703,5.637336769759454,83.44026632302406,69.30927835051547,9.078350515463919,27.50687285223368,8.998388855275968,1.8766233676975936,1113,33,239,19,18,368,152,291,0.16399999999999998,0.715,0.121,-0.8923,1,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,2,1,2,1,13,12,0,2,18,0,26,9,1,1,1,51,44,27,0,4,9,0,4,1,2,0,2,1,0,7,6,27,6,1,6,11,0,8,4,5,0,1,10,5,36,7,39,33,5,41,0,1,0,1,26,17,1,5,17,167,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606971657021359,0.2566576440084508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734673018945463,0.09484619732016207,0.06924581312016914,0.0,0.09666007863607322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711036701537315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868149286799555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127881816606124,0.0,0.11623496212605534,0.0,0.0,0.10061051675079853,0.0,0.0,0.0750277278137251,0.0,0.0957077959790333,0.10854388019737908,0.0,0.11111667291498747,0.0,0.1278247665170148,0.05743651053782803,0.08115153535160033,0.10906799888701343,0.0,0.103822805686679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967407331802075,0.0,0.193674166204666,0.09527720969641557,0.09085145296967266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20351572104384144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259422447017653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023476109069598,0.05549626254441625,0.11385097277028322,0.10030553252872257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073238399324428,0.0,0.1684569383152211,0.08761065144342395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112979455540006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697419539797773,0.0,0.0,0.1332780165591055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918584923027778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556587747062115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277118842341464,0.0,0.0,0.2439147661956471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903344625504498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962477790110714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18260501653692013,0.09928611276274488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278641175043746,0.0,0.0,0.19871262443445534,0.1305595267728581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15424566116232555,0.0,0.0,0.11825530044106587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811806977065979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106054458367768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,umiyoh,2019/03/30,"When did you first discover what anxiety was and that you had it? I didn’t know what anxiety was until the 8th grade. Ever since I can remember, I’ve always felt overly self conscious, anxious about my surroundings and had a constant feeling of dread. I thought everyone felt that way and that people who are confident are just those who ignore that feeling or “get over it”.

Is this experience common? When did you realize that you weren’t just shy or someone who has a tendency to worry?",6.254166666666666,7.258957532608694,6.679130434782612,74.48688405797105,66.06521739130434,10.481159420289854,33.811594202898554,10.504223727775694,3.771668115942029,391,17,68,10,6,127,63,92,0.16899999999999998,0.767,0.064,-0.8458,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,0,1,6,2,0,1,3,0,13,0,0,0,1,18,20,8,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,14,3,0,1,9,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,11,4,8,0,6,9,0,11,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,2,7,55,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18279656908980105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33611877899156645,0.2481829454032279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23740280477525635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987188016965274,0.0,0.20991963825549376,0.0,0.21489531920226504,0.0,0.0,0.22215995029538013,0.0,0.4218665267904306,0.0,0.0,0.1868650226457428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11477700493401613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073382457144853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15230279332927046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488617101217575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291806835688268,0.0,0.0,0.18172674650549314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18613945729744308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744063532220395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17437672960936956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231020633817871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,laatsyrk1,2019/03/30,"I hate receiving gifts This is totally ridiculous but opening gifts in front of people makes me soo uncomfortable and almost sends me into a panic attack. I don’t know what to say, or do or how to act. Obviously I know the proper thing is to smile, act excited, say thank you and give hugs but for me it feels so forced and I feel so awkward. I hate when people buy me things. I’m having a baby shower soon and I’m literally dreading it. The thought of sitting in front of even my family and having to open gifts is making my head spin and I’m trying to think of ways to get out of it. ",1.3737431693989066,3.4107062377049218,3.5602459016393446,87.64534153005467,80.88524590163935,6.361748633879781,20.002732240437158,7.492282038375204,0.6109322404371578,459,12,97,7,12,157,75,122,0.232,0.672,0.095,-0.9681,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,6,10,4,3,4,0,7,2,1,3,2,26,23,14,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,7,10,0,0,6,0,1,6,1,7,0,0,1,4,12,3,16,22,1,16,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,3,2,63,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20290959162253414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23052646323414655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13383844683408727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910261589236274,0.0,0.2049165977953644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058683769281948,0.19438586978270148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001200436046375,0.2079618776378498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22272569414162385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705207515679362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377484065315826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28096306469522664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222868269011477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18655900009422405,0.0,0.0,0.2692432601841087,0.12984026816713534,0.0,0.16086948384998856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757580245610251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16084215952841455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kaedekatt,2019/03/30,"Brain zaps being linked to nicotine?? Help! So a little background, and I’m sorry if this isn’t the best thread to put this under but I know a lot of users on here have experienced brain zaps at one point or another so I wanted to see if anyone could help me shed some light on what’s going on. I’ve been on a ton of SSRI/SSNRI’s and I’m currently prescribed 20mg Viibryd (been on it for about a year now and so far it’s been good). I’ve experienced brain zaps a couple of times when weening off of other medications when I thought I was able to, mainly Effexor and Prozac were the ones I had trouble with brain zaps during withdrawal. 
I quit smoking cigarettes over two years ago, but I’ve been consistently vaping during this time period. In the past week, I’ve lowered my nicotine levels from 6mg to 3mg, and I’ve started having sensations that feel exactly like brain zaps. Doing research has lead me mostly to dead ends, but I found one scientific article that said that in a lab rat test, rats given nicotine had significantly higher serotonin levels than the control rats. I’ve also found that brain zaps are mainly due to lowered serotonin levels in the brain after cessation of SSRI’s. 
Does this mean I’m having brain zaps due to lowering my nicotine levels? I was wondering if anyone else had any insight to this because I found it odd that I was having these but am still taking my Viibryd consistently and at the same time every night. Any insight would be helpful! Thank you!",5.946529209621992,6.454217828178695,6.651082474226808,76.1722250859107,66.59450171821307,9.215807560137456,30.256013745704468,9.150863307647796,2.546898281786941,1192,41,217,20,18,393,160,291,0.07400000000000001,0.858,0.068,-0.3952,4,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,4,10,5,0,0,12,0,24,10,8,2,1,36,43,20,1,6,8,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,16,7,0,1,11,0,0,3,1,1,0,4,17,6,16,4,33,22,8,43,0,0,1,0,5,20,0,8,21,136,32,3,0.08464184045439989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502988456640826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768804923112891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511870800275263,0.08875434977446063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836708573306405,0.08672556805547206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051596880323842416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882638957031877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7559062934753218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493302131138814,0.06757962223359654,0.09365458654925828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407064497294265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070739669590634,0.0,0.07496754761334247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713144011554766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04279745773649149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784162277345014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048103908502214174,0.07099355996823024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17020092444948376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046516941938377784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04135172782151583,0.0848333603446463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719594659334726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219977786064147,0.0,0.08526774948456263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794306334709342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17206650491984934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080021413760413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001389789002032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508842788987453,0.0,0.09002701609333437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805137730585669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06744858822613083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474961065915707,0.059909930322786215,0.0,0.06759508312320632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364013021469359,0.0,0.0,0.0779268347005055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719616673546816,0.1480660135218323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268277918350386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04992395049447259,0.0,0.0678945788954079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179046539361577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06012713496576433,0.0,0.0,0.10901314032177332
anxiety,mileyhirus,2019/03/30,"Anyone else have anxiety over the smallest pain and/or sickness? Any time I get sick or even just feel a slight pain, like a headache, jaw pain, pain in my legs, etc. I automatically think of the worst possible thing that it could be and have anxiety about it until it stops hurting or I confirm with a doctor what it really is. This has been affecting my life for years now and I want to get past it. It’s ridiculous to me but... anxiety! 

Most recently it’s been my wisdom tooth that’s growing in: causing jaw pain and worried about it causing an infection and literally freaking out over it for probably no reason - just an example. 

Does anyone else experience this and if so, how do you deal with it? What are your tips for talking yourself off the ledge when you feel an anxiety attack coming on because of something like this? TIA. ",4.7755660377358495,6.410102610062896,5.459261006289308,79.52209905660379,70.06918238993711,8.822012578616352,30.86006289308176,9.2995712137729,2.7985761006289307,661,28,123,14,12,214,102,159,0.256,0.659,0.085,-0.9825,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,0,0,9,13,2,0,9,0,10,14,4,5,0,27,17,13,0,3,6,0,2,2,0,0,10,0,0,0,18,9,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,10,0,0,2,2,11,3,19,13,3,17,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,4,10,87,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837582092196256,0.0,0.3526721474731415,0.0,0.0,0.16117480252206082,0.23618012082305956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311166394389151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025700553026899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23679264034569095,0.0,0.0992800373489206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201994119022937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882052260361715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179660714008324,0.10085845657397073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19255776432668134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853727986684885,0.07612335317349403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273930295172625,0.0,0.0,0.11655050483680945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042960804528707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338045060046465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140642444166697,0.11261334220239395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6131852497321929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002178922219427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993015648692666,0.0,0.0,0.12426195569917707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738338616752978,0.1184990204084753,0.11379818459547478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872719625983491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635645812348152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263579326034728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656880466487083,0.07384930730764204,0.0,0.0,0.06720480427987736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06797905695012052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704476024012628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421899109392181
anxiety,Hardyz1000,2019/03/30,"Do meds help, I’m about to pass out due to anxiety Hey everyone, it’s my first time on this sub. I’ve had anxiety since I was a kid and I’ve just turned 20. I’ve recently started university, and I’m struggling big time due to anxiety and social anxiety. I’ve seen a psychologist who reccomended I start taking medication to help ease it before univeristy, but I never took them as I was worried about the side effects. I’m studying full tim, and also working a part time job on the side and it’s taking a toll on me as I have really bad social anxiety, and I have to put on a fake personality and try my hardest to socialise. I’m unable to study as my anxiety stops me I start stressing and over complicating everything which I know i should stop, for but it’s really hard. I’m physically exhausted due to this and have an upcoming group project which I don’t know how I’m going to cope with it. Sorry, for the long post there’s also other stuff in my personal life I don’t want to mention that’s gotten out of control and my anxiety has never been this bad, and has led me to depression also. Would you reccomend medicine at all to help with this, as I can’t cope with this anymore in my life. Thanks ",4.0263658013812815,4.8728562995951465,5.7938794951178885,79.40181709930938,71.0242914979757,9.536461062157656,29.509168849726123,9.773937934552695,2.7174350559657063,954,37,195,23,17,329,126,247,0.201,0.743,0.057,-0.9864,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,4,8,8,0,2,9,0,15,4,0,4,3,33,35,21,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,16,16,0,3,3,0,0,5,5,7,0,1,7,2,23,1,34,26,3,36,0,1,1,0,14,14,0,0,16,122,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455194810276481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5480191366637647,0.0,0.1014920020553548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17089625602699973,0.0,0.0,0.08708227642706333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478100092760862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814374756461597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778854221091708,0.0919749814718272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704882642993488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058161161312917126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167493202606856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057854284763244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155487921088517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248480417083197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456900393523658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056609262800763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136746772645204,0.10309497683193004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578590680786824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082230518576353,0.0,0.0,0.17871554962920655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801171322721262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287816384270974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13112095159932402,0.0,0.1010466330479524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846552222040139,0.0,0.0,0.20864182816947693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455924396724795,0.2173065285280598,0.0,0.0,0.1711186465832427,0.11722807013189933,0.1069861137608504,0.11715276259174184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15389119074270124,0.0,0.0,0.09421927125552616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17902269411242264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370151327275566,0.069480924765149,0.11131458184938606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060361725865860937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450343339714112,0.10392941662656292,0.0,0.0726981258885937,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,artnbio,2019/03/30,"How to deal with uncertainty Does anyone know how to deal or cope w/ uncertainty? I have a feeling that ‘my friend’ is just being nice to me but is slowly trying to drift apart from me for reasons. I really want to confront it to her but then again I don’t want her to lie to me out of pity or something. I just want brutal honesty because the uncertainty is killing me. I just want the truth.

Thoughts? I know I can try to let this go but sometimes it just pops in my head and I just want the decision to let her go or not and I want to know how she truly feels about me— as a friend or just a social media mutual. I guess I’m overthinking this cus I got removed from her finsta so it kinda tells that maybe she doesn’t trust me anymore. Idk I could be overthinking. ",1.9173482142857168,3.62300118125,3.5433928571428592,90.01375000000004,77.8125,6.821428571428572,22.05357142857143,7.7094869923839395,0.784169642857143,599,17,133,9,14,199,88,160,0.139,0.669,0.192,0.7651,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,12,9,3,0,6,0,12,1,1,4,1,39,29,15,1,7,14,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,8,0,0,4,3,4,0,0,2,2,25,5,20,22,0,9,0,1,0,0,12,3,0,6,2,92,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937098573056734,0.10531448096414324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918143525629879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025493058660368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31055776635247684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13180541671181434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15231234325622808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327316965340227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17119752927539386,0.0,0.12046168508905315,0.0,0.16592093276277226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545758676055007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16663471838980404,0.0,0.24832448476397725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080309239770189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513144066384829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648871533561243,0.15485873267776876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15353444068087593,0.0,0.11595185444981936,0.1489634596465809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164536238440178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195725885908008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045172823762248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5330246902449133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cherrcherrcherry,2019/03/30,"I need help This is gonna be a long one, but I really appreciate if you would talk the time to read and tell me what I should do in some way. I don't even know what I want to ask or what kind of advice I need, but I just need help.

I am 15, but I'm not trying to be an edgy person and self-diagnose/spread this out to the whole world for attention. I genuinely am having a hard time and it's to a point where I'm having suicidal thoughts. 

With no exaggeration, every minute of every day I just have constant, nonstop worrying or awful fucking thoughts. I feel so alone and isolated, and I desperately have tried to change myself/appearance to make people like me and have admitted embarrassing shit to have someone notice. I realize that's going against what I've said from not trying to be attention seeking, but sometimes my emotions get so out of control and I hit a low where I'm like ""I need to know if anybody cares right now, I need to tell someone how I'm feeling"". But nothing has worked.

I have been smoking cigarettes for the last 3 years, starting at age 13. At this point, my old friend and the 2 guys I mainly talk to now know, and even my mother. She's not abusive and she does care a lot, and even though I was terrified of having her know, I had a little hope in me that this would tell her I needed help. Instead, now she let's me smoke with her, and it's a joke now to my friends. 

My body and face is also another huge issue. I've been overweight and had negative thoughts about myself ever since I was really young, but it's now have taken a toll. First off, the one friend I have is a guy that I met on the internet. We've been talking for over a year and a half, and our relationship has evolved into this thing where we can act like a couple comfortably (but still being friends idk) and we've sent nudes. Thing is, I photoshop myself to appear smaller, and I always feel awful because he believes that I'm a normal looking person, and I always imagine meeting for the first time and having him realize what I really look like.

Now, in real life, obviously I can't hide it. Over the years I've had people constantly make comments like ""you don't need to eat that"", ""I'm not fat like you"", or ""if you lost weight you'd be pretty"". Even recently, I was invited to this sweet sixteen for the first time so I decided to wear a dress. However, my father told me I looked ""horrendous"" and that I needed to tie something around my waist. Being upset, I just said I would change but that lead him to flipping a table and getting angrier and telling me more awful things. This mainly happened because he was drunk and he sometimes freaks out (there's been worse times), and the shit he does just gets engraved into my head.

Then, I have my other guy friend. I really like him, I have since about 2 years ago when I met him, but it's clear as bells that he doesn't like me as well and it hurts me a lot (I'm aware I sound like another fetus trying to date a bunch of people bc it sounds cool but I'm honestly not a dating-person myself. It's just sometimes you believe love or having someone care fixes all problems and it's really hard to get out of that mindset). 

Thing is, for him and to appeal to other people, I got rid of my glasses, dyed my hair, changed clothes, and started wearing makeup. When I came into highschool though, absolutely no one noticed this big change for me. Instead, I got made fun by him and other people. It's not bullying, and it's meant to be seen as those weird harmless but roasting jokes ig, but it really hit me hard. And those jokes kept growing into my weight and my personality. And because I tried opening up about my emotions and shit I'm dealing with, it's just another joke of how whiny I am. 

And now I'm here. I can't talk or show anyone about anything without being made fun of or ignored. I feel like I was the type of person that could take a joke but just considering how sensitive and emotional I am with everything I just can't anymore. It's making me hate people and become bitter, and I hate that. But I also hate that no one takes me seriously or tries to help. Nobody wants to talk to me, I'm alone at school, I hate myself with every fiber of my being, and my head just feels foggy and heavy with negative shit that never stops.

I have a lot, lot more to this story. I've just tried to share the recent stuff, but so much has happened in my life and more within the recent years. 

I'm constantly worring about every fucking thing, and always upset. I know these experiences are relatively shared by everyone, but I mentally can't take it (I guess you could say I'm a pussy).

Thanks for reading. I know it's probably shit but it's hard conveying emotions through text or trying to share personal stuff.",5.054968220338985,5.287730604166672,5.899096045197741,81.74974576271188,68.47916666666666,8.883474576271187,28.9795197740113,8.744185296000047,2.057375706214689,3740,122,759,57,59,1232,366,960,0.15,0.688,0.162,0.7286,1,2,3,0,1,0,116.0,2,7,0,7,50,61,12,3,35,4,66,25,15,10,5,173,156,88,1,22,45,2,12,10,5,5,4,5,0,8,57,61,7,4,22,9,0,7,20,23,1,8,31,24,113,38,91,105,14,85,0,3,4,4,71,34,7,19,53,511,170,7,0.0,0.04777793737503168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0394046337005908,0.03574523530068775,0.0,0.0,0.08352803941193729,0.0,0.06449497452364437,0.10065964042749262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685125940076508,0.0,0.0,0.03999106746753419,0.028195827274931917,0.0,0.033183626786805,0.03589735337839186,0.03769796313480864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374432089088831,0.04453524098339385,0.0,0.09086380316512062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04479142785414943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04612048425880645,0.12334054257732427,0.0,0.1706318923130649,0.0,0.0,0.13072937355523284,0.04522735446270485,0.06439166239509347,0.04461829113210004,0.0,0.026005965876594317,0.04157278780087437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057648159082823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04126202947408439,0.0,0.1814385352727801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653580505549284,0.03647581794442389,0.13590051827276478,0.038531786839476084,0.03624105954042498,0.039445097662682095,0.0,0.0,0.10194639148805508,0.02880783012527292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028999946861979,0.0,0.0,0.15577303939591605,0.07455869904495606,0.08427154552940473,0.0,0.022917342046188262,0.0,0.0645023710874976,0.0,0.04442198184566419,0.11978278138316112,0.07131764254056394,0.0,0.144491322172817,0.15924837732576805,0.08276913913408278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811464663712936,0.0,0.0,0.040051326157033613,0.0,0.0,0.04316821016433767,0.0,0.0,0.042088300296623284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041991760381837634,0.1329677403608999,0.03286984870417035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04123453227078422,0.05696477232693654,0.1970051333028245,0.040415741599382,0.0,0.03568591265528703,0.1015872694643686,0.0,0.04401895410421852,0.13712978804477113,0.0363944346988914,0.076312031872321,0.08075074857292483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04063761054386823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029643146543269962,0.2392008403233627,0.031100739536370117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03950944729412683,0.038692444324689816,0.0918194187050448,0.0423137783638762,0.0,0.10929969644798727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16773558156986712,0.21125878270154694,0.0,0.0,0.07623937112344929,0.0,0.0,0.04102451237709216,0.043476630154514063,0.03858509957695778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067082271510395,0.045898107990379966,0.1549974396688687,0.0,0.11944673386333983,0.04329342087716456,0.0,0.034436901795709865,0.07671566548599368,0.03206766009214966,0.0,0.0408105457854034,0.0,0.0,0.04206724687783394,0.0,0.20696259359835986,0.0667136845087233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250045137184488,0.031043769388070006,0.11964588174444853,0.0,0.057083775847752614,0.0,0.032203196971068236,0.03371308675500969,0.0,0.0,0.09232380755005856,0.044108456948111316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095701435114956,0.16205652405794285,0.14098155791510564,0.03712538088929001,0.0,0.0,0.13394902659695807,0.0,0.07923723100941878,0.09603944368877253,0.11756769816805973,0.0,0.0,0.038531786839476084,0.0,0.21902150267756107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04756886853491895,0.03200771033577818,0.0,0.09820875253763388,0.03625656735656591,0.0,0.0,0.04502086303520392,0.0,0.03887137802922616,0.0,0.02935671551658795,0.04095148610732385,0.04109410947430366,0.08593610131727578,0.0,0.0,0.12983827624777114
anxiety,FMSTN,2019/03/30,"Tips for dealing with anxiety? First post on here but i feel like i needed a place to write some things down and see if i can get some feedback. So long story short i am 20 (M) and i dated a girl for about 4.5 years, from when i was 14 to 18, things ended poorly and i found myself creating scenarios in my head or i always had one of those gut feelings something was going wrong. In the end i found out she had been cheating on me for a month or so and i blamed myself for not listening to the thoughts or feelings i had. So about a month ago i started seeing this girl who is a year younger than me (19) and in the past i’ve had issues with getting too attached too quickly and getting hurt, so i told myself this wasn’t going to be the case this time but here we are, a month or so into things, and i have officially become attached and have a ton of feelings for her. She has been telling people that we are dating because she says she hasn’t felt this way towards someone in a while and quite frankly neither have i, (her ex’s in the past have been, well, not nice to put it lightly) and i want to date her and be with her because she makes me happy and brightens my day with her smile and she makes the negative thoughts i have about myself go away. Except her phone goes off constantly and it’s always other guys, so when i’m at work and she’s elsewhere i never know where she is and sometimes we don’t have communication as her phone was broken and shes currently using a crappy old phone that can only be used with wifi. So here i am, formulating scenarios in my head and thinking that the worst is going to happen, i’ve been having a tough time with life recently and have contemplated life itself multiple times and have tried hard to find a will to keep going, but then things like this happen and she keeps reassuring me that she’s focused on me and that she wants to be with me and i feel better for a little bit, but then my head goes to a dark space and i feel like i am always cornered and i feel alone. I really want things to work with her because as i said, she makes me very happy and i have developed some pretty serious feelings for her in a short period of time, so i came to reddit to write this out so i could get some things off my chest and to see if, first of all anybody would read this far, and second, to see if any of you could give some advice on how to manage this kind of thing. 
Side note, she has voiced concern over this matter as well, saying she thinks i have an anxiety disorder and that’s why i am constantly creating scenarios in my head and then apologizing for things that never even crossed someone else’s mind. She believes i should go to a doctor and have myself tested for this and that that might help me. (She has had a very rough past and been through a lot of traumatic events in her short life so far, so she is also on some meds to help with ptsd, bipolar disorder and some others as well.)",6.694527363184083,5.290998344941958,6.847341625207299,81.77081343283585,65.55058043117745,9.831044776119406,30.713598673300172,8.548686976883017,2.0498161857379773,2314,64,494,27,30,746,252,603,0.107,0.7929999999999999,0.1,-0.7490000000000001,1,1,1,0,0,0,43.0,3,1,0,6,29,18,1,0,25,0,54,11,6,6,3,113,104,68,0,11,14,1,11,3,0,4,5,5,0,3,34,50,0,2,17,1,1,9,9,6,3,4,22,21,82,12,79,72,13,85,0,1,4,0,54,35,0,16,42,369,116,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062059382129916615,0.056296100446072826,0.0,0.0,0.06577524049348582,0.0,0.0507874061187133,0.15853148484555274,0.0,0.0,0.0431876870556095,0.0,0.09716704819886436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059667952263530076,0.0,0.0,0.11614184831288545,0.07013970893466075,0.0,0.07155188302533569,0.0,0.05616775517077898,0.06933439878529772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263634978520711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725939290480232,0.0,0.1014121032800712,0.0,0.0,0.0409574718104521,0.06547406439415059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455715736484792,0.0650032333302323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05305286992878034,0.0,0.11249865610285073,0.0,0.0,0.04194650232440813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568928360738826,0.09074040132753376,0.060977737193258386,0.0,0.05804525456075691,0.10803991801098592,0.0,0.13926671141715086,0.0,0.0,0.13272144810242412,0.060922758232393764,0.2165587070169992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06288300557852416,0.1123200094856686,0.1352111107329351,0.0568907850109345,0.0,0.26071053841615915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513628397710392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06798673655512284,0.0,0.0,0.06628595842695692,0.0,0.11289783792196792,0.0,0.06613391520513698,0.03490239190611103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457295152047244,0.09308055196319596,0.06365180224838403,0.0,0.056202671669450914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05399231713666031,0.0,0.0,0.12717645343544515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705431842982358,0.0,0.0,0.06737205997945707,0.06412507876155332,0.0,0.15207468302436866,0.0,0.0,0.047090452826624565,0.09796272662124306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664106969747112,0.0,0.043034733428113515,0.048300773255019976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18187700797255169,0.04402852141926356,0.0,0.0663524494412439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060823206328390236,0.06461057117415316,0.0,0.0,0.07423757253849676,0.06384318343242397,0.0,0.06754868370302203,0.0635252880619511,0.0,0.04068491627430439,0.0,0.06270658891980611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06041074808512629,0.10100838326743056,0.0,0.0,0.2024309390673949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762041724175676,0.04889163954284796,0.06281113664506431,0.0,0.04495136137632805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05550888026522457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33753568742901824,0.08138685466405744,0.0,0.10083667791819084,0.14812833967060932,0.0,0.0,0.06068471291445315,0.0,0.043117832386840346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109701218556276,0.0,0.10480167029458222,0.11237617175916194,0.05040977520372072,0.0,0.0,0.17130423178630758,0.0,0.0573061838822074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246930907498163,0.0,0.0,0.04511433343031844,0.0694361397234198,0.0,0.08179427081571168
anxiety,Gembear106,2019/03/30,"Spring brings out the worst of my anxiety? Does anyone else experience this? I noticed last year it was around this time that my anxiety got out of control and it was just a few months of persistent anxiety and panic attacks, and now this year it's around the same time? I mean it could also be because I'm aware of it now and may be expecting it (if that makes sense), but is there any kind of logic to Spring causing panic attacks? Any tips on how to care for myself as I get through this season? 

I dont know what flair to add to this either, so sorry for not following protocol.",4.279679487179486,5.1427316153846165,5.141100427350427,84.25216346153849,70.45299145299145,8.585042735042737,27.445512820512814,8.841846274778883,1.929017948717949,457,15,94,8,8,149,77,117,0.17600000000000002,0.79,0.034,-0.9296,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,9,7,2,2,3,0,8,0,0,4,0,25,17,10,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,14,9,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,3,0,7,2,18,10,4,18,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,11,68,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324226931279562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20960111830334247,0.0,0.3536827858799069,0.0,0.0,0.10775778311968462,0.15790462180556206,0.0,0.2743823887273241,0.0,0.35064633366885284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09394445094521477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15712612729671632,0.15831413833571106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172848251826334,0.12304485205254878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13486331013554634,0.0,0.18061659000756006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873971291812672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074983392486185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805164788904048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232564032716214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16048257651453324,0.08469520914100685,0.12562078754787614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287008743795792,0.0,0.0,0.16787172894998198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230096886430113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17545605082831572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36163139761198093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17251430890356026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17972637436799466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984844732678596
anxiety,thenightshift_,2019/03/30,"Bf at the bar So my boyfriend and I have been together for quite some time, and trust has been built and this
Post isn’t really about me worrying about what he’ll do with other people at the bar. 

He’s an ex-alcoholic, was completely sober for awhile and then started drinking small amounts again. Nothing too crazy. He said he had better control of himself now. I have always been a bit hesitant to believe this, because I have been around addicts my whole life and the truth is, usually, once an addict always an addict.

Anyway, he decided he was going to go to the bar tonight with a few friends. This is the first time he’s done this without me, and I was super anxious. It made me even more anxious that he took an Uber there, meaning he was planning on getting drunk tonight. Which has never been his intention before, since getting sober. I don’t like this, and he’s well aware but did it anyway. Now my mind is going a million miles a minute and I can’t think straight. ",4.3407366071428575,5.6530668385416725,4.508571428571429,87.16500000000002,70.71875,7.360714285714287,29.339285714285715,7.7094869923839395,1.7458410714285717,771,30,153,9,14,240,116,192,0.043,0.863,0.094,0.8119,0,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,6,13,7,0,0,13,0,24,9,0,3,2,23,36,11,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,4,1,0,0,11,11,5,1,3,5,0,4,5,0,1,2,15,1,14,7,15,20,6,24,0,0,0,0,15,7,0,1,13,104,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44213167562982597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14447716315870046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249780798387458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054527925965203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034790110611793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824106645055777,0.0,0.11503686580640345,0.15231301152168092,0.0,0.1195647071572464,0.14759263676253648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174430680558234,0.0,0.15162725576992891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13834646693941555,0.0,0.13243488576769072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929182324341514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149926779074558,0.0,0.0,0.10444757942240783,0.0,0.14126255382294226,0.0,0.2304950438922831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548880545969933,0.06604708166145043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12792019467520468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472617125894536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650351950596126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426698276601136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297186010917652,0.0,0.0,0.14397310435589109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372383236707142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12947479974777665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437913721360725,0.0,0.0,0.08660627588308918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285967968986241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183069432792067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568828846619687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662439343329771,0.0,0.0,0.15766093464617892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15020123796715593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14889285766970226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155218622055335,0.0,0.0,0.15093498161717475,0.0,0.13031848642456675,0.0,0.0,0.13729216603359404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,strawberrymic,2019/03/30,"Started Meds.. I've been struggling with anxiety since I was a teenager. I took a step and went to the doctor and got some meds. They are making me feel really crappy, but that's to be expected at first right? Any advice on pushing thru those initial crappy feeling days? Today is the first day and Im really struggling. Thanks guys ❤",1.8348076923076952,4.529384846153846,3.1910576923076945,86.65581730769233,85.15384615384616,5.711538461538463,21.971153846153847,7.1686216300943375,1.0553461538461542,265,9,48,4,8,86,52,65,0.212,0.703,0.085,-0.8434,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,2,1,3,0,2,4,0,5,1,0,1,0,10,13,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,2,0,2,5,2,4,1,6,7,1,13,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,6,28,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828328429991025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723503418713833,0.0,0.143131683383818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413292158624531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19150570866175584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892076828414335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182958754888435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14964168904244224,0.0,0.0,0.1852593160238324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021010885617165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489130972154515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4156538623751016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397232667911359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597831541140841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547718054982476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13243098650110827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.391196988417393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722573793475378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17734978474132154,0.0,0.20787599440348475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17344441726799942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,violetpuffen,2019/03/30,"Does anyone else feel bad about sending food back in a restaurant? A few days ago, I ordered a burger, but the patty itself tasted very bland and not... Meaty? If that makes sense? Anyways, I eat about half and just set it down. My mom tries some and she agrees that something's off (she thinks it's a frozen patty 🤢). Our waiter comes by and my mom and stepdad pipe up and say how I don't like the burger, it tastes bad, etc. I felt really bad the whole time. I got the option to order something else and I did (Mac and Cheese, for the curious).

Now I'm anxious about if I go out and eat, if foods I'm familiar with will taste bad. And there's the whole issue about me trying new foods at restaurants, because once again, I don't want to send it back just because I don't like it.

Tl;Dr: I got a hamburger (something I normally like), it tastes bad, and I feel horrible for sending it back.",2.010576923076922,3.7606317472527486,3.109986263736264,93.02563873626372,77.68131868131869,5.868681318681317,21.26510989010989,6.6274283507984215,0.2525043956043955,686,18,150,6,16,220,104,182,0.194,0.794,0.012,-0.9877,0,0,3,0,0,0,33.0,1,0,0,0,14,8,0,0,11,0,5,9,0,2,0,31,17,16,0,5,7,2,3,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,10,14,9,0,4,0,0,5,4,5,0,1,4,8,18,3,16,12,5,23,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,5,12,92,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720986222830028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388826804414654,0.0,0.07667910035428824,0.11236296805017326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529728307363704,0.4578212023243446,0.1336994094200277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446518721204424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707237297142361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596705678799347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22442578244035974,0.1832191620992618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230352174097785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089807732820292,0.0,0.1052939259483586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3978157435296986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06232415716972299,0.0,0.1754154519915469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144599507834086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16072778684100894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320107680155724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568725666359841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591345870897363,0.0,0.0,0.10744670991449493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167877916058294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025309167876756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720862496271926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532724028707134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026778823398619,0.0,0.0,0.06394552809781383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14890830848658146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048367337974986,0.06468223132030451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24487022431026745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SlayerDethKill,2019/03/30,"I had the worst panic attack I’ve had in a while today. I was going out to eat with a friend, and right when I stepped out of my car it hit me. My heart rate picked up, I couldn’t breathe, I started sweating and shaking. I told him I was having a panic attack and needed to sit down. Fortunately he’s a good friend so he didn’t get mad but I asked him to drive me home in my car because I was too shaken up to drive and we ended up not going to eat. I eventually calmed down but I felt dissociated the rest of the day and just shitty and fucking embarrassed. I’m a 21 year old man. I’ve been doing so well and I thought things were actually starting to look up. 
Fuck this disease.",0.8499706457925669,2.6664511986301385,3.1059099804305315,91.3691780821918,81.53424657534245,5.541291585127202,20.70254403131116,6.5431188927421005,0.15379412915851232,529,15,121,5,14,181,89,146,0.195,0.716,0.08800000000000001,-0.9328,0,0,0,0,1,0,12.0,1,0,0,0,6,15,5,4,8,0,11,7,3,1,0,20,26,13,0,2,4,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,3,11,2,0,2,0,0,8,3,10,1,0,11,2,20,5,19,13,2,29,0,0,1,2,10,11,2,0,9,80,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.15651821126563825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499436770116681,0.3649352096018845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977726974581832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343874903352424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282395071682403,0.0,0.0,0.14205857613826042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15400024892542385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24783495302153444,0.2965572821011198,0.08379753409321228,0.0,0.18230749080268668,0.13452813070649325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900637817476598,0.0,0.0,0.1608849749497722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13468781382689332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892769051641484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683030855923874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3763679160860239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697280305764362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270507618067712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655647101281283,0.0,0.0,0.1273323200810002,0.0,0.0,0.15203165360188178,0.15326021143052332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14421052420853306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328636848536388
anxiety,DJBlok,2019/03/30,"I think i had a panic attack today. Today was supposed to be a day of rest for me. For the last month, I've been going to college full-time while working two jobs. I haven't had a day in the last month where I wasn't either in school or at work, so when I found out last week that I wasn't scheduled for either job today, I planned to skip the only class I had and just spend the day resting.

Unfortunately, that went all to shit today. Stopped off quickly at work to find out what my schedule was next week, but as soon as I walked in, I felt a sense of...I dunno, dread? Like I just wanted to go home and crawl into bed and shut the world out. So I did just that!

Started feeling better later in the day, so I just sat on my couch on my laptop while playing some music from my tv. Just relaxing.

After a couple of hours, I suddenly got that feeling of dread again. Out of nowhere. I spent the next 5 minutes just staring at the tv until I suddenly snapped out of it for a second. Long enough to call my g/f. I started to try to talk to her about what was going on, but in the meantime, I still felt like I just...didn't want to move. I just concentrated on breathing. After a couple of minutes, she decided she needed to come over to help.

I started feeling better by the time she came over, but I was still scared. I wasn't sure what was happening, but after looking things up, I think I might have had a panic attack. I thought about going to the hospital, but panic attacks aren't actually physically harmful, they just can feel like it. 

But it still scared the shit out of me. I'm still worried. I've had moments like that before, but those were in really tense and stressful moments that were obvious triggers. This one came out of nowhere. What if happens again? ",3.4873001928433682,4.543948487465184,4.553217270194988,87.01127865866727,72.48189415041782,6.860124276837372,26.342511249196487,7.010146845296331,1.1011391900578524,1373,45,286,12,26,449,169,359,0.165,0.74,0.095,-0.9813,2,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,0,0,1,6,23,23,5,8,20,0,23,3,3,1,3,57,54,22,0,4,19,0,6,4,0,1,0,0,3,0,16,15,0,1,12,4,2,10,5,14,0,3,27,8,38,9,61,25,7,84,0,0,2,0,8,28,2,5,50,204,54,9,0.0,0.0,0.07871451099967844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752941303580169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863745116230499,0.0,0.0,0.14267803092013626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236495679145107,0.18451175997810276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948320126985269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17850201610637215,0.0,0.2080813595492407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334544498233606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631405950668091,0.05762497427105149,0.15489640713335634,0.0,0.07372363912182316,0.0,0.0,0.08844175852010627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18336837450508592,0.0,0.06451279839848145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265834318658566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05406606210617348,0.0,0.08091059837678495,0.0,0.07943585682787298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600892477350222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19725097422830215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15762958457438184,0.0,0.0,0.07138336312237,0.06773579455879684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556967273905858,0.0,0.0,0.1287673343347295,0.08573097836227461,0.0,0.059809877250851635,0.0,0.0,0.17156997966878934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054658682797871234,0.06134711276062783,0.0,0.28391855712303943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05167416540431991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16151353826259135,0.08163428625637108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16559684057165813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17127901165499804,0.0,0.25766722295066713,0.06743707347645142,0.09239808912515868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602301385329152,0.0,0.0,0.06483308870321605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053588272200414296,0.10336995070342576,0.0,0.06403664614221717,0.047034681561091765,0.0,0.30583271232085346,0.0,0.0,0.05476422730260183,0.0,0.07879508802150763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515311682648872,0.0,0.12940443882210956,0.0,0.0,0.07477451501752927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17616876755065206,0.0819162124684149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yelirae,2019/03/30,"Existential crisis ruined my life; now i want to kill myself everyday It feels like the world is ending. Every time i’m fine i get thoughts like: “The universe is going to end tonight” , “This is your last day on Earth” and “You don’t even know if you’ll be alive tomorrow, stop planning things for the future.”  All I do is research ways the universe will end and it just makes it worse I can’t do this I can’t even focus on school I just want to die.",0.9458064516129028,3.1462395483870966,2.2477526881720458,95.51162903225807,83.6236559139785,5.0103225806451634,18.97741935483871,6.2581,-0.18326580645161306,350,9,78,3,10,112,62,93,0.205,0.679,0.116,-0.9201,0,0,0,0,0,2,7.0,0,3,0,1,5,5,1,0,4,0,12,1,0,1,1,13,21,3,2,3,3,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,1,11,3,6,17,1,17,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,14,47,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549513082586598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21804743021510992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5582505261897027,0.0,0.0,0.2775340649167103,0.0,0.17701571429850213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10623131413343166,0.15009327975571227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976696790063564,0.0,0.11940291983248755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23244111063309195,0.0,0.11546377128305373,0.17125702892682682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839766604959356,0.2052854828534372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024132378053547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126292969277854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756504304470009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13957905635096562,0.0,0.0,0.16679348434641778,0.12250920207900633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247841210588458,0.16676515380980106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21410670789215133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cjjc1212,2019/03/30,"anxiety is ruining my teen life hello, i’m 18 years old and i’ve had bad long term cases of anxiety all through my teen years. my anxiety usually kicks in when i’m alone or in class randomly i tend to feel like i’m dying and i mean nothing to anyone but it’s only when i’m alone, for example, when i’m with my friends i’m fine and don’t even get anxious but when i’m alone i basically go crazy in my mind. i always think i have shortness of breath so i’m always yawning to get the satisfaction of a full breath constantly. when i’m in bed at night i can feel my heartbeat and it drives me crazy. sometimes i think to myself and say how nothing is wrong with me i’m just freaking out then sometimes i’ll think about my future and i can’t even see myself alive in a year thinking i’m going to die from some medical issue. as i’m typing this i know i’m overreacting but i just want help on how to be a healthy minded person. ",0.13287608695652153,2.287514205000001,2.6693043478260883,91.41291304347828,86.95,5.878260869565217,21.195652173913047,7.255503002510835,0.6961130434782605,731,25,163,12,23,252,110,200,0.155,0.713,0.132,-0.2069,0,3,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,13,7,0,0,4,0,8,5,2,2,1,31,36,20,2,1,6,0,2,1,1,0,3,1,1,1,3,9,0,0,8,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,1,4,21,3,24,34,4,29,0,1,1,0,5,10,0,3,17,86,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.380239990743992,0.0,0.0,0.20365653930988492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280856422801041,0.13825226597038898,0.0,0.08556951795285091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218048832206447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322471036620963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540180115674577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16165898227469955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237559514264908,0.08742684203058809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945489115193282,0.0,0.127874870593069,0.0,0.139100434438852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202736974317339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773079976407906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672557286285518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643917521518492,0.05978769172680901,0.0,0.0,0.10830064724986248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333054792729634,0.0,0.1232829240515864,0.0,0.0,0.2471337154813404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148434292304086,0.0,0.2348499142796812,0.0,0.1284150871707098,0.0,0.0,0.09307395628722104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685571794488814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731986897226966,0.0,0.0,0.097519393087468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420698714526601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136594320493456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478203806657513,0.0,0.07218169395076528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380109256737974,0.0,0.2364221897520692
anxiety,neosharks,2019/03/30,"Am I go crazy or is this my health anxiety acting up?  Hey guys,

Recently I have been worried about developing Schizophrenia and I do not know if I am going crazy. I was at work at the Library when I suddenly heard a yell from outside. It was very brief, and only lasted for around a second. Later, I heard a laugh that seemed it came from downstairs, but there were a few girls in one of the group study rooms so that may have been it. However today, I have felt random bouts of cold air around me but I am in a house so that might be the case. I also had some tingling around my body, but that could be due to my dry skin as I have not put lotion on it for a few days. I was wondering if I should be worried about the noises if they were not reoccurring, and if anyone else has had auditory hallucinations similar to this. The tingling/slight burning did go away though eventually.

I have not heard voices or any other noises after this - this was the only time and it never happened after that.",4.661484344800929,5.2834637839196015,5.559899497487439,82.46553150367224,69.45226130653266,8.334132199458834,25.860456126787792,8.384062270229773,1.5100240432933902,779,21,159,11,13,256,117,199,0.05,0.938,0.013,-0.5927,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,1,11,1,0,0,12,0,29,4,2,0,1,32,41,19,0,6,13,0,2,0,0,3,2,5,1,2,15,8,0,0,4,0,0,7,5,0,0,2,16,8,19,1,23,18,3,31,0,0,0,0,8,12,0,12,12,127,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255421893239288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675632404073801,0.0,0.12009437863902267,0.0,0.0,0.10976873506932207,0.16085140298353018,0.0,0.4192542784001763,0.0,0.0,0.14749415124942042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743768086517566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17955093739614308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125341087906372,0.0,0.0,0.10124341983991687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13114222500767975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15073182925245182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676574398436922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15544149219087466,0.13882280050643914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16686949721419075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811415484650041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627577242855976,0.12796509494100264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665380564881341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107780365298915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637823555919597,0.2387908847441449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578149709552197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15500540507280233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14291477523985227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542386136340198,0.0,0.09154019413641007,0.0,0.1488050143528278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295304499587204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17024535520632636,0.11428817096318307,0.31885518274588104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Wubbalubbaduddub_1,2019/03/31,How anxiety makes you feel Does anxiety ever make anyone feel like it’s just tearing off your skin? Like it keeps pecking and pecking at you till you can’t take it anymore? Thoughts? ,4.1853333333333325,6.358517628571434,4.131428571428572,86.22190476190477,72.71428571428572,6.9523809523809526,31.666666666666664,7.793537801064563,2.2528095238095247,147,7,27,2,3,45,27,35,0.09,0.764,0.146,0.4836,0,0,0,0,0,1,3.0,0,4,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,1,10,8,3,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,4,2,3,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,15,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4481993345304238,0.0,0.2905195395256415,0.20483171055905847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563553342224848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26498261997227346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962403415258145,0.20927767305840386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603801225029961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862331227231589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.391081838643128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202557687611572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325630590665613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sadlysadd,2019/03/31,"Yesterday I think I had my worst panic attack This might have triggers, I am new to this sub and just had to post this somewhere and I think this is an okay place to?

So last night was my last night at home before leaving for college. I'm starting my spring quarter tomorrow and yesterday night I just felt this rush of anxiety? I have never really dealt with this before. I just felt so overwhelmed with my new class, the pressure to find a summer internship, my relationship, and just knowing how unhappy I feel at school sometimes just all came crashing onto me I guess. I couldn't stop crying while ft my boyfriend and even today was hard, I was struggling to hold back tears from just everything I guess.

I hope tomorrow is a better day, I went to the gym so that helped a bit.",4.690933014354067,6.041614026315791,4.937248803827753,84.27665071770335,69.92105263157895,8.158851674641149,28.291866028708128,8.575989854853784,2.0040842105263166,620,22,120,10,11,195,92,152,0.152,0.759,0.08900000000000001,-0.8721,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,12,9,1,4,6,1,12,0,0,2,2,32,25,10,0,2,6,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,8,0,2,7,1,0,3,2,6,0,1,9,4,21,3,14,14,3,28,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,4,20,82,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362897195787033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410893827571465,0.0,0.10416283386552172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305384000193088,0.0,0.0,0.11980618601517234,0.14789072222781366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15493380512306765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148799956781004,0.08736255297215481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947216147207478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174558325929873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849426065509852,0.0,0.2601318177216549,0.0,0.12381090438917795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984559589546121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134841335291822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079812290689404,0.0,0.1358806276931866,0.1345455161943448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444702827029487,0.22084116484896768,0.0,0.1434359621732683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14370504082960728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447756557523953,0.2616623920801031,0.0,0.3813690906447593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15893686995106784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153020493964194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129736293523964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867811902460873,0.0,0.0,0.14543677372625988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370959834723416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339765617807335,0.0,0.0958815453156894,0.0,0.0,0.11325329508873025,0.0,0.1416155416617303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17359868877481135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840326778250255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557573717006068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RobVR215,2019/03/31,"Reclaim the Present I fought my anxiety and won (mostly)

Now the present is enough. 

It doesn’t matter where I am, I don’t need more than what’s right there. Waiting for a bus? The bench will do. I don’t need my smartphone to escape to anymore. I’m enjoying my day.

At home with nothing to do? I can cook a meal with just me and the ingredients. Podcast is optional.

This life is a pleasure cruise. These clouds and trees and people are more than I could ask for.

I never believe in an after life but now I’m not so sure. But I believe this: I only get one go on planet earth.

Without anxiety, I’m free.

Thank you meds, thank you talk therapy.
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anxiety,MrEcdrake,2019/03/31,Hey I’m new to this page and was wondering if anyone could put their opinion in. So I quit smoking about 2-3 months ago but after the first month I smoked one cig and the anxiety got worse. Then again a week later I smoked one cig and got even worse. Then hey guess what again I’m stupid enough to smoke one more a week later. Now it’s been like 3-4 weeks after that last one I’m never going back to them again. But now everyday it seems like my anxiety is getting worse and worse. For example I feel the normal fast heart rate then slowly I get nauseous and feel like I’m going to vomit. But every time that has happen I don’t I just have a big burp. Then I happens again right after but not as intense. And it happens mostly everyday. Has anyone else gone through this exact same anxiety attack?  If so how do you avoid the nauseousness ,3.2860241502683394,4.559352226744188,4.18279069767442,88.6394901610018,73.24418604651162,7.152772808586764,22.53309481216457,7.61054688173877,0.8010799642218247,661,16,139,8,13,213,103,172,0.193,0.754,0.053,-0.9773,0,1,3,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,2,2,13,6,2,1,7,0,9,3,1,1,2,28,28,20,0,4,8,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,6,0,1,4,0,0,4,3,3,0,5,5,2,12,3,12,22,5,37,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,7,33,87,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293090317287412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664880502513296,0.0,0.0,0.16238371031561016,0.11897580676975884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13210009296143455,0.0,0.08928696927458002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927101460009447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700103158856208,0.0,0.0,0.11998012107007608,0.0,0.07669432402925139,0.0,0.09783376000890548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174247036038285,0.08295416013635867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876924202100593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133290241551045,0.0,0.1319841760890831,0.0,0.18573908541875697,0.0,0.12791620124026035,0.0,0.3080462037993297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759945643424162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465102651627766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17018701482848012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18536730311567876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895567530299989,0.1121467278440786,0.0,0.0,0.11377021467717954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31473611454156114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672987080918308,0.0,0.12350494912789092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916346540988603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057087496166955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06770888066394355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794266724505306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592416422100336,0.0,0.0,0.4733334406886566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tTown23,2019/03/31,"Stomach in Knots Does anyone else constantly feel nauseous/sick? For years my anxiety seems to be causing stomach issues. Plus, feeling like I’m sick just makes me more anxious. ",5.615376344086023,8.648767096774192,4.807741935483873,78.99827956989247,71.58064516129029,6.713978494623658,36.13978494623656,7.793537801064563,3.233055913978495,144,8,21,2,3,43,29,31,0.207,0.68,0.113,-0.5095,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,2,0,7,6,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,4,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22425272390435125,0.33116686726197586,0.0,0.20497160747898668,0.30035848198453763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011374443856167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167822148652989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565304209879421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24488241256692375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964426691401513,0.2094206065025991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059639457902027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321430778019084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19567447077342828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26686534371477405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18877374964250385
anxiety,AspargusPhrionsa,2019/03/31,"Anxiety is like a buffer for stress I imagine my anxiety like a stress buffer. Ideally it would be empty, but a small amount of stress is actually not bad to help most people to be productive and efficient in their tasks. 

However when the stress level reaches yellow, you start having some problems in everyday life.This problematic zone  and up we call anxiety.  As the stress builds up more, anxiety becomes worse and we start to see more pronounced effects. 

When it reaches the red zone, that's the anxiety attack zone. Not desirable or very sustainable. Any period in this zone is very taxing. Pass that, there's nothing, we can't hold any more stress in our buffer so we explode in a big woof of emotions that we call the panic attack.  It can be scary (very) and unwanted, but panic attacks at least help to spend and reduce a bit the  accumulated stress once it has reached this critical point.

Of course most people are able to spend their stress before it reaches this point, but for those of us dealing with anxiety, we are not able to spend the stress as it accumulate faster than we are able to reduce it.

I hope you all go back to the green zone soon.
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anxiety,vivivivi101,2019/03/31,"Is my anxiety valid? Whenever I’ve been in a situation where my boyfriend (of two years) or anyone that I have a relationship (platonic) with gets upset with me I feel the need to isolate myself for days-sometimes weeks and I cry, sometimes over nothing, many times over small things. These things happen and I get so nervous and scared of everything, my mind races but I’m unable to think straight, blaming myself for every little thing even if it isn’t in my control. In my “panic attacks” I start shaking and I feel like I can’t breathe, in those moments I lose control and I want it to stop. I call it anxiety but I don’t want to be inconsiderate to those who deal with the real deal if I don’t actually have anxiety disorder. ",5.552066822066821,6.103170531468532,6.367505827505827,77.71057498057498,67.46153846153845,9.432478632478633,33.37140637140637,9.444778638647367,2.999314529914531,578,25,111,11,9,191,88,143,0.28,0.664,0.055,-0.9856,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,3,8,1,5,4,0,9,1,1,2,0,24,20,11,0,5,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,3,3,0,0,1,4,7,0,1,1,2,20,1,18,18,0,17,0,1,0,0,5,10,0,3,7,76,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.13591354641980635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196378906949832,0.0,0.0,0.09738520470159027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584468610693116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221664132914405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.312420354225803,0.0,0.0,0.1529884401449717,0.0,0.2871754327707486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15962266909978065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199066126179956,0.0,0.11734626246285025,0.0,0.1251725288119013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14084453145277226,0.09949899346463194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14553220290147134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231615435490788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680433492760711,0.13959140941119616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15581451805270854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412042751604679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062932716341814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327158772706793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13363933514782467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16341069138295775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852688408375995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495305888081964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943984089648706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565523603275624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754955800556725,0.0,0.09858045912019628,0.0,0.0,0.11644119616515199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775868907309091,0.08924260860491495,0.0,0.0,0.0812131117186305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13605267589742956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16429750241145585,0.0,0.11171902092391596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968935003891533
anxiety,Thatdamnalex,2019/03/31,"Getting sick sends me into a spiral the last couple of years I had my first kid 2 years ago.  Every time I got sick or had a random ache or pain I spiraled into a couple weeks long crippling anxiety. I think every little thing is the end for me, it must be stage 4 cancer or a heart attack. 

I’m a father so I feel like I need to be strong, when I really just want to grab my kids and hold them tight and cry. I don’t want to miss out on their growing up. I didn’t fear death until I had kids. 

I had some random nausea the last few days, which was exacerbated by anxiety. The last two days I haven’t felt nauseous but I’m looking for any sign of nausea and hyper tuned into my body. I know I should feel better but the anxiety hasn’t worn off after the initial nausea. I wake up and do what seems like a systems check on my body looking for any sign of fatigue, nausea etc. 

Also I’m putting my oldest into daycare on Tuesday (which could very well be the root of my nausea). I feel so helpless leaving her with people I don’t know. The place is great. It’s very secure, we went twice to check it out but I still have this massive rock in my stomach every time I think about leaving her.  I basically grew up in a daycare and I don’t want my kids to have some of the experiences I had.

 I just read writing about anxiety is a good way to put it into perspective so I wanted to post here. ",2.2524321115892576,3.4896126791808904,4.07791957263689,88.51570411040217,75.79180887372011,6.324321115892566,22.29544442795667,6.7026698264267655,0.4772692981154472,1077,28,234,9,23,365,150,293,0.131,0.754,0.115,0.047,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,2,3,12,14,1,1,17,0,24,10,5,1,1,49,48,17,1,8,8,1,6,2,0,2,5,0,0,4,9,14,0,3,9,2,2,6,6,6,1,3,11,8,39,8,37,31,4,48,0,3,2,0,12,18,0,8,22,154,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191807411411754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292369316335713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410303373818054,0.0,0.31730112270738264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796638095089505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170851696125652,0.0,0.2303603123908176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279086074794363,0.229469877964224,0.113902493804091,0.13374752068329593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918417059748746,0.0,0.1156457165776332,0.0,0.0,0.26209886028857604,0.0,0.0,0.10143218753206128,0.0,0.11668407043212498,0.15729172108628853,0.07407869167029363,0.09956206774943864,0.0,0.0,0.08820167926666539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054175599226885036,0.0,0.0,0.08697322866076243,0.08293320321272077,0.1143225031418501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287735407647782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397452472073273,0.2535722451309444,0.0,0.2195929911024036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013188599345559,0.10392817673346076,0.0,0.09176552725659318,0.17415292947676678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688745221583075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033724639819996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188805020034379,0.0,0.10833768799378632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930975578862218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20848131291239802,0.0,0.0,0.10372160931097707,0.0,0.06642874230712466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943987119734004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828098016700207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888938595973487,0.13288527765954006,0.0,0.0,0.12092908386511575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129352948989008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171116074134629,0.2446445657294787,0.0823071121540682,0.08317670979929714,0.0,0.09323295307389397,0.09612495819476599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355049083996126
anxiety,NotAHellriegelNoob,2019/03/31,"Help me I just said goodbye to a very important person. Don't know what to do, my mind is broken i need it to stop ",-1.1551282051282037,0.6863132307692368,1.85923076923077,97.16910256410259,89.76923076923076,5.005128205128205,16.358974358974358,6.42735559955562,-0.4509333333333334,88,2,22,1,3,31,22,26,0.189,0.6409999999999999,0.171,-0.1298,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289310038221896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23721054912634365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4358195617858154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32004546289149843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3768794725425965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4105754919305969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3608589482017632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3561369350675237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ellie_Undead,2019/03/31,"I need help breaking an anxiety habit (trigger warning: open wound, scar, and self harm mention. I dint know if i need to tag these but im going to sorry) So I have a bad habit if scratching my neck until it's raw (I chew my nails so there's nothing to actually scratch with) and I currently have a scar in one side of my neck and an open sore (I think that's what it's called I'm sorry if I'm wrong I'm so tired) and my parents (I'm a teen) are not pleased and think I'm self harming again despite being clean for about two months. Any advice on how to stop?",0.01755359394703859,1.963300049180333,1.9978688524590176,97.45387767969736,85.39344262295081,4.737452711223203,20.86002522068096,5.873414542411696,-0.1292529634300128,434,14,104,3,13,144,76,122,0.26,0.725,0.015,-0.9837,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,5,0,4,6,2,2,0,21,15,14,0,5,5,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,5,8,1,1,3,0,0,1,1,4,0,2,0,2,11,0,11,14,0,12,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,3,5,54,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.1819431262022665,0.0,0.0,0.18219159697548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267887852616191,0.0,0.14262968045415442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556735315433722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19038087816123803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596081612010397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496994818507205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013922634005248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246512777595036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14881837582455948,0.0,0.0,0.27649275607742063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17889871216578246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633974976206566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20702476825015007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046602855285143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890049554714896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4174191405691813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558761124780111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389324629918909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21429074842879045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18212937439291751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20384800411868712,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Anxietymadetspodcast,2019/03/31,"Fighting Creative Anxiety.. I love and hate creating things, it’s quite difficult with anxiety. 

I can stare at a blank canvas, mic or page for hours battling my inner voice “lol who are you to be creating things loser”. 

Fantasising about how my book, show will fail and everything that is wrong with it. “It’s already been done” “YouTube is saturated now wtf you doing lol “ “Imagine your friends found out about this haha”

I’ve started multiple creative avenues. Blogs, apps, social media pages and YT channels all failed (deleted because I thought I’m not good enough)

I started a podcast recently (anxiety made this podcast) and got 100 downloads so far.

Things that have helped me are:

1) I have to feel the podcast. I can’t set a time when to make an episode or I won’t stop thinking about it, I have to do it on a whim.

2) Not listening back to my episodes. My quality of sounds will suck but I would probably delete the episode out of cringe.

3) No one IRL knowing. 

4)Putting the pen to paper is easier than thinking about it. You have to get into the arena to fight the gladiator.

Any other creative types in here with anxiety,

Do you have any tips to share?

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anxiety,Skullfix18,2019/03/31,"Breakthrough My boss asked me if I wanted to do the register. Like an idiot, I said yes. But then a few seconds later I started getting really nervous. I went to the bathroom to breathe a little. (don’t worry, the store wasn’t open yet so it didn’t have any bad smells haha) Then I told her that I changed my mind. But she was like “Nooo you thought about it too long. You can do it.” But I really can’t. So then I started freaking out. What if I do things wrong? What if a customer cusses me out? What if I have a breakdown right then and there? So then 2 days later, my aunt asks if I’m okay. I say no and start crying. I vented. She tried to give me bullshit beliefs. By that I mean she said “Maybe if you do the register, your fear will fall away.” No. That’s not how my mind works. I told her that it makes sense but I failed to tell her that it genuinely puts me into a state of physical and mental angst. I’ve been like that ever since I was a kid. On picture day, my knees would shake. My aunt thinks that by doing things that make me uncomfortable, I’ll somehow get anxiety out of my head. Hell. No. I tried it and it’s only self harming me. It’s like walking on sharp glass and saying to yourself, “This is okay. I’m not being hurt. This will only make me stronger.” I don’t know how but I’m going to tell her that I won’t do it. She keeps asking if I’ve done it and it only makes me feel more and more guilty for not doing it.

But yeah.. Im going to stop doing what she thinks is best and start doing what’s best for me. Thanks for reading",-0.38772658610271904,1.727207444108764,1.5762228096676765,98.50052756797585,89.36253776435045,4.276767371601209,16.734214501510575,5.6839178017228535,-0.6927493051359512,1188,28,280,8,40,391,159,331,0.159,0.732,0.109,-0.926,0,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,4,0,4,11,21,2,3,11,5,28,3,3,7,1,51,61,31,0,9,16,2,2,4,0,4,0,4,0,2,30,13,0,2,7,1,1,7,12,11,0,1,12,7,48,10,23,44,5,35,2,2,0,0,29,10,1,8,21,188,78,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006826960299163,0.0,0.07882254635399143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889753107167221,0.0,0.09680606790718203,0.0,0.08603107093205012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21626064156747274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899882469118734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318062187870465,0.1328998783091319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544198709949068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932023019072503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594456990170085,0.05209828808939415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766450858743344,0.0988418815596375,0.11711589500501307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574504875986314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103025725882945,0.0,0.11129696825146844,0.0,0.0,0.09158346608056922,0.0,0.0,0.056626098145003974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20135347686342825,0.10326951834473827,0.0,0.09118395124686378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751103268544427,0.0,0.10351388969002773,0.1122368206620403,0.0,0.0,0.10383643356455204,0.0,0.20807473672725865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350914230327687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358001768643686,0.0,0.0,0.10306426007026363,0.0,0.1320154829598744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799250294549563,0.1960223791700948,0.16387732507720307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748941257159897,0.0,0.0,0.08523275577261745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917187117599029,0.0,0.0,0.0861430248049058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801166699562233,0.09486205253401946,0.0,0.0,0.13690558096428365,0.13204309986311194,0.0,0.0817993740339021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19691134743080727,0.0,0.13990987294538718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060773524713454374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551575372230654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501170958664036,0.10463844231103364,0.0,0.07319408593668202,0.11265410328797967,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GenusSoNora,2019/03/31,"Anxiety regarding my health... Hoping to find some advice on how to relax. Also looking for reassurance that everything will be okay. It is a bit of a long winded story, so feel free to skip down to the TLDR!

So I'll try to keep this as short as possible. I (F25) ate lots of sweets as a kid, skipped some nights of brushing my teeth, and started to grind my teeth when I was in college a couple of years ago. I wore a mouth guard on some nights to try to combat it. 

I went to the dentist back in the summer of 2017 after not going for 2 years. They told me I had taken some damage from grinding my teeth. I expected it. I was hoping there would only be cavities, but I was told I needed a root canal w/ a crown on a molar. They did it that summer, and did another root canal w/ a crown on another molar of mine half a year later in January 2018. I needed time to save money for other teeth they saw problems with. Fast forward to January of 2019, they crown another of my molars (no RCT on this one). I was told I needed another tooth crowned. I was so distraught at the news. I told them I was going to seek a second opinion from another dentist.

I visited another dentist about 2 weeks ago. He did a full oral examination of my teeth, telling me which cavities needed to be retouched a little. Nothing big. He then did an x-ray of my teeth and informed me the first root canal I had done a year and a half ago hasn't healed yet. He also told me the crown I had done recently back in January of this year is not a good fit and is bulky (This could explain the pain I was feeling from this tooth for the past two months, sensitivity to cold drinks and hurts when biting down on food).

I am mostly just looking for the light at the end of the tunnel here. My main concerns are that my root canal doesn't heal properly and will have to be retreated (more money and more pain). If that doesn't work, it would have to possibly be extracted and I'd have to get an implant (tons of money). The crowned tooth that is hurting me right now would have to be potential recrowned. If that doesn't work, I'd have to get another root canal... 

I know it's not the end of the world. I'm lucky I can save up enough money for the treatments I need now. But I am so stressed about how much more I could potentially spend on my teeth. I'm worried about all my root canals failing in the future and needing to replace them all with implants. I am just so worn down, and my thoughts are constantly about my teeth. ""Will I be okay? Will the root canal heal? Do I really need more of these?? When will they fail? Will my other cavities turn into crowns and root canals?"" Every day I am online looking at dental forums and reaching out to dentists, asking for answers. My anxiety is on full blast as I'm stuck in the middle of all of these procedures. My mind hates not knowing what is to come. I am thinking of the ""what ifs"" and am creating worst case scenarios in my head...

But amidst my thoughts, I realized I also needed to vent and to have a good cry as I type this out. If you fully read this, I can't thank you enough. This is what has been on repeat in my brain for the past couple of months. I've been crying everyday as soon as I get off of work. My anxiety has been terrible. My body has been so tight. My throat gets a bump in it that I can't burp away. I can't catch my breath. If anyone has any advice on how I can be positive, how I can try to get my mind off of everything, or if you've been in a situation like this before, I would love to hear from you. Even if it's just a simple ""feel better"", it would help me immensely. Thank you.


TLDR; I have had two root canals w/ crowns done, have a crowned tooth, and have a couple other cavities. Was recently told one of the root canals is not healing well, and that my crowned tooth might have to get recrowned or have a root canal done on it. I'm stressed out about not knowing what will happen. I'm low on funds. I'm so anxious.",2.809112863959492,4.096794999999998,4.0930295062810425,88.75892297205179,74.4601226993865,7.383192131658388,24.224851494790144,7.957251820313856,1.1282540656344335,3075,92,671,45,63,1011,304,815,0.119,0.815,0.065,-0.9938,2,0,1,0,0,0,106.0,0,4,7,17,35,34,1,3,46,2,90,35,19,15,3,114,151,54,0,26,21,0,4,1,0,13,12,1,0,1,37,24,3,3,15,3,7,7,14,15,1,8,40,13,84,20,112,88,22,96,0,6,4,1,30,47,0,20,45,465,121,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560209465359016,0.14369268410106367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296320463744978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03674472787022439,0.3966128773401976,0.12400675936024125,0.06104263276664701,0.0,0.03778157720419308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05051415908923837,0.0,0.05076638315161122,0.08309706722230678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04597864759627236,0.0,0.0,0.047788363293782686,0.058990739933141974,0.06001919266480105,0.0,0.060319411872822026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0465451961130215,0.0,0.058391168684548474,0.0,0.08628292904352937,0.1793615836863937,0.11870683191349153,0.03484722749772666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22118069385866915,0.0,0.052932396058258106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571553343300176,0.11166238776948914,0.0,0.035688709400748427,0.0,0.04552567187643117,0.0,0.09712390245812576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196309524393934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049385767759375414,0.0459609863029166,0.06533769157334769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693820794380415,0.0,0.061417125263975976,0.09064170669840042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04778176911416528,0.0,0.0,0.05334703255829994,0.05545410301011462,0.057435232245696376,0.06089983895699829,0.0,0.03621760969269716,0.0,0.0,0.10733519230185004,0.0,0.0,0.115688257640931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04802758163730593,0.0,0.0,0.08908642578788407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026398106999756355,0.05415590209900858,0.0,0.04781807077129194,0.1361239458167477,0.0,0.0,0.045937468188904776,0.04876746941919438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05732115282798045,0.1091171456214364,0.0,0.0862582713522937,0.0,0.039720942350057985,0.32052207327925664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141382098830456,0.0,0.0518467345617452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322918528827724,0.04109501782051556,0.11499120453426095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316244620365717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182962005594625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05170289576480705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054048261943465764,0.0,0.03461533318506354,0.0,0.10670340102082533,0.0,0.0,0.046144433046111766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06073607491341922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03824528827030002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379070337005126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04722778270344121,0.09949383152526578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03462257451983485,0.0,0.08579334856878218,0.031507449820456064,0.0,0.0,0.3097887496109352,0.0,0.11005588343050272,0.058773083814202425,0.10556602913156593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043342526486930176,0.0,0.048582731245449116,0.05008972531691687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801139965887154,0.05487378394340915,0.0,0.191919736614872,0.0,0.0,0.17397946193534272
anxiety,mycat_hatesyou,2019/03/31,"I feel like my mental health dips are a burden to my partner I experience cyclical depression and anxiety. I have trouble communicating during these spells what my needs are to my partner. I don’t feel a safe space and I actually feel more anxiety trying to pretend to feel ok when I don’t. 

I don’t know how to help them understand. I’m feeling selfish for hoping they’d just know that I need to be held extra and talked to sweetly during this time. To be asked if I’m ok. To know what I need. ",3.162896039603962,4.6764569108910905,4.989195544554455,81.77904084158416,73.95049504950495,7.822277227722773,27.476485148514854,8.472884824447931,1.94550396039604,392,15,79,7,8,134,59,101,0.162,0.65,0.188,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,3,10,0,0,2,2,9,1,0,1,0,21,26,6,0,5,2,0,5,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,5,3,0,2,9,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,6,15,6,10,22,2,3,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,2,3,49,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.1885559840049716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29562732385338925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18063570581109548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16642110580206448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18900737505648105,0.0,0.0,0.4884921319352487,0.1380372384830501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053850623702817,0.0,0.0,0.12951207359650746,0.0,0.0,0.19191221401471292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185678964179872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943981009671739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19472148765220856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4298131354063916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15530385288890955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266881482816275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118448728413246,0.0,0.0,0.2011500464919577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CeruleanJex,2019/03/31,"Having to eat healthy offers no relief for my anxiety. As much as I want to trim down, having to give up all my favorite foods and cravings has made me feel absolutely miserable and even more anxious in general. I HAVE to lose weight; I'm too fat to fit in most if my clothes. But I have no idea what to turn to for relief. I've always been told eating healthy will make me less anxious, yet I feel awful, and it feels like there's no way out. Please help.",4.241205673758863,4.579018085106384,4.956170212765958,87.43333333333334,70.27659574468085,7.9687943262411345,27.368794326241137,7.793537801064563,1.3722326241134746,356,11,78,4,6,115,67,94,0.19,0.586,0.223,0.5888,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,0,1,7,5,1,2,1,16,17,7,0,2,2,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,5,0,4,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,4,9,3,16,13,5,8,0,2,0,0,4,6,0,2,2,51,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15996248968890311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470662085902492,0.434362220721138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39342741159774985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697541347242194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916131763470396,0.13733922185107575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324623261015268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844180560422388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288571663960642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170201863376848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392075554049056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21507197125633307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18190601356720146,0.12832442805388486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14132153174211118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21102628952009092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18369747384835475,0.0,0.0,0.20910637407922528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339054973096485,0.15259441657474593,0.0,0.2341015202087477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,muiepsd420,2019/03/31,"Anxiety, psychosomatic disorders, and doctors? I used to have just terrible anxiety. Terrible. In the past year, it seems to have subsided, but three years ago, I got a hearing test, because I noticed it didn't seem as acute, and I had constant tinnitus. The testing came back as significant hearing loss. I questioned this immediately, because according to the testing methodology, I had very little hearing, yet I could converse just fine, albeit with issues in the car, etc. They gave me hearing aids and sent me on my merry way. Since then, I notice my hearing doesn't seem nearly as bad anymore in one ear. According to all lore, this is impossible, which makes me wonder if it was psychosomatic because of the anxiety, and this makes me nervous to ever need hearing tests again because they'll see a discrepancy and accuse me of something.

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Have any of you experienced hearing changes with your anxiety?",8.151428571428571,9.24079560248448,8.352354037267084,63.85623291925469,61.91925465838509,11.160496894409938,42.186956521739134,11.00357731598739,5.2294665838509315,736,42,111,19,10,241,101,161,0.151,0.795,0.054000000000000006,-0.9054,0,0,2,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,2,1,6,6,0,1,7,0,11,2,1,3,2,24,31,11,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,8,0,0,7,8,0,0,5,0,0,3,2,5,0,2,8,10,19,1,18,21,2,20,0,1,1,0,15,6,0,6,10,79,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805872534190747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850219818738516,0.1104670037408072,0.06182270270510155,0.0,0.27818713819037083,0.0,0.09015943695420252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990506639067318,0.0759070168532684,0.2216743845106628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397814202396284,0.0,0.0,0.09617194733464697,0.0,0.0,0.09824266150338022,0.0,0.07258515955844135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419205951450454,0.09305141912024036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138996882269144,0.0,0.08223434423157269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270995534416518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7172443503587858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488762609759177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111686027498524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136780346220614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06740946931472419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207005904471783,0.0,0.0,0.06160375125655153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678498401872611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184129931314666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244442002742407,0.24828630269570445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520264665765455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699878484423231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851804858708132,0.0,0.0750112236536001,0.0,0.07216104307317467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985892693141888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104670037408072,0.11708760603708933
anxiety,sunfl0wers21,2019/03/31,"Anxiety over good news I’m moving in with my significant other soon! I love them very much and am incredibly excited for this. 

But at the same time my anxiety is crippling. I’m just in a full panic over nothing. I was talking to my mom about and she asked “what exactly are you stressed about?” (Not in a condescending way just trying to understand) and I had no answer for her. I wish my anxiety would realize not all change is bad!!",1.66,4.237743529411766,3.8285294117647086,82.7533823529412,84.29411764705883,8.105882352941178,24.970588235294123,8.841846274778883,2.3813764705882345,340,14,67,10,10,116,62,85,0.18,0.672,0.14800000000000002,-0.2693,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,0,5,6,0,2,3,0,7,1,0,0,2,18,13,4,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,12,3,13,10,4,11,0,0,0,1,8,7,0,0,2,52,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.491589037046894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002488166937289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17884870624735055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265960259160065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796614537063691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933245691982977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508693676703883,0.0,0.2276615329812484,0.15746222142404198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055314278731641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251318466172622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453662726894551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17216647522336534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490219885551886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14542827083529716,0.0,0.0,0.22299056881936186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767380785153249,0.0,0.17002261095366614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463203287888163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521620901949758,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Two_for_joy,2019/03/31,"Guess who just sat in her hotel room while the maid cleaned around her?! I’m out of town for 3 nights and normally I put the ‘privacy’ sign on the door and forget about it. This particular hotel left a note like (paraphrasing) ‘yeah, we know you said you want privacy but we’re coming back at 7:30 pm... so, be ready for that’. 

My work event was over and I rush back to, sadly, clean up the room and basically put everything I own back into a suitcase. As a bonus, I’m also not feeling great and I really didn’t want to go sit somewhere else for 20 minutes after finally taking my shoes off. 

The maid showed up, made a bed, took towels and left me some chocolate.... all while I typed away on my laptop. Took her like 8 minutes. I thought it was going to be a level 7 awkward situation but it was only like a 2.5. I only apologized for having my stuff in her way twice! 

And then I put the sign back on the door. 🙂",1.1220686743596993,3.203139208556152,3.0772980579791738,90.52975513650438,82.04812834224599,6.2897832817337465,20.002533070644525,7.475848149327749,0.5511882352941186,700,19,153,11,19,235,118,187,0.069,0.7929999999999999,0.138,0.9232,2,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,2,0,2,9,7,0,1,13,1,7,1,1,1,1,29,24,15,0,3,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,9,0,7,12,0,0,3,3,1,9,2,2,0,1,10,2,20,5,25,12,3,42,0,1,0,0,10,20,0,2,14,96,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975373035622836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217598261861087,0.0,0.0,0.1289449657722685,0.422127708281151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822328767706584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464949336410278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334578022557725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939453403811187,0.0,0.0,0.15034375541202172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15599750510773114,0.0,0.0,0.1513116541826212,0.15118939896909053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542554351164743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982313443569627,0.0,0.0,0.20115100538307096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986329913162595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879390715228511,0.1344696778895071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087600233584481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4139034501868558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792182297907165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305501789253609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542676593182553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15711119128506135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319017567737117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895616063145527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30496558179253863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618997699927259,0.10893765399427767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991504183851983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hookerbot123,2019/03/31,"I’ve been in panic attack since last night and I am really struggling Last night around midnight there was a knock at the door- we are in an apartment complex and it’s not unheard of for a neighbor to knock due to an issue.  However, I looked through the peephole and it was a lady I didn’t recognize, a skinny white lady.  I opened the door and kept my shoulder on it in case it was trouble; she immediately launched into a scatterbrained tank about needing to borrow a phone- I said “hold on” and closed the door and relocated it.  I asked my wife what she thought ( she was sitting on a couch in the living room where the door is), she just shrugged.  I turned off the lights and went silent- she hung around the door a few minutes and then left.

Since then (today) I’ve been in a constant state of anxiety- I’ve read and heard about this tactic being used to break into people homes- I have a long running fear of a home invasion and someone hurting my pets or wife with me unable to do anything- I feel like I’m going to die when I have these thoughts and today they’ve been nonstop.  I can’t believe I was so stupid to open the door- I should have just shouted through the door or something.  I even had this fear in my head as I went to open the door - it’s like I should have known better.

I just had to type this out to get it out of my head a little bit, sorry if this isn’t the right place for it.",3.1377462121212147,4.437653090277782,3.855732323232324,90.7352272727273,73.6527777777778,6.347474747474747,25.243686868686872,6.574015621080383,0.7365777777777782,1102,35,237,8,22,350,152,288,0.117,0.8490000000000001,0.034,-0.9715,1,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,0,1,12,11,2,4,26,0,24,4,4,2,0,42,40,19,1,4,7,2,1,2,1,2,0,3,14,0,14,23,1,2,5,1,1,4,4,8,0,0,18,7,29,3,39,19,2,47,0,1,2,0,13,28,0,3,14,158,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457227690940054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173229316306627,0.22010373375588246,0.11557206395552252,0.14064052657735274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928229004161866,0.0,0.10933567693687346,0.13496575398379995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359398638561182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830254062028815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165270648308329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782234900567824,0.06250817761670054,0.08831724869993482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06458861195448863,0.0,0.07025855776825911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537484640042824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24801057283570285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323424060901479,0.0,0.0,0.12903168577745164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20154066377867752,0.0,0.0,0.13431820029005578,0.0,0.0,0.12079320988362385,0.12390405964986252,0.10916255156402163,0.10940364509773293,0.10381330472788072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166587700377732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320261252796193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504651925174492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857055472355644,0.0,0.12916111662323104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365778820508598,0.0,0.07919691375320098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557450551191512,0.11759505104071638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045266526782564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474649677185108,0.095172051824352,0.0,0.1383873203091186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923899530869326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19628782397888325,0.0,0.0,0.23436282667622246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13446777544962396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067717318876427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22920199176688125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ir8221cu,2019/03/31,"Dealing with abandonment issues? ​

Hello, hope everyone is doing well--spring is here, you best be doing well ;)! Today I'm looking for advice about how to handle abandonment issues. Long story short, I had a really chaotic upbringing and its left a toll on my adult psyche. I'm currently 19 and a freshman in college. This has been an underlying issue for me my whole life, but I've never really taken heed to it until I got into personal development & meditation; now, i've realized, this has been destroying me life! Having this issue has been so omnipresent that I had no idea I even had it! 

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If you don't have abandonment issues, I'll briefly fill you in; if you're reading this because you too suffer from it, go ahead and skip this section. 

I've destroyed relationships, friendships, and infinitely indefinite amount of potential relationships & friendships. Basically I've observed that it comes down to two separate domains, each with its own set of issues. The first domain of issues is the idea that people hate me, don't like me, and that there's no way they could actually like me. unbelievably stunning, beautiful, and intelligent women have made their way into my life and I've destroyed all those relationships because I just didn't believe they were actually into me. Out of 25 kids I was one of the only two chosen to be initiated in one my school's fraternities, but I dropped it today because I felt like there's no way these people like me & they hated me. The second domain is walking on eggshells: ""now I did it."" This thought controls my mind. When ever I say anything, do anything, etc, I instantly feel like ""now I did it. That was it. Everyone hates me now. Now they're leaving you for sure."" Basically that's my life story. 

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Anyways, freshman year was an awesome experience! I've met so many people, hooked up with a lot girls, etc, etc, but it's all very shallow... I'm lucky I suppose, I don't have any social anxiety, and I'm a pretty confident guy. I'm able to meet people, laugh, vibe, and enjoy each-others presence--girls, guys, teachers, adults, bosses, etc--but when it's time to make a real connection, that's when things go really bad... I become cold, aloof, antisocial, etc. I imagen I hurt people's feelings because I'll get so bogged down by this idea that they don't actually like me, they hate me, that I'll stop waving & interacting with them all together. I'm sure I leave them vexed & hurt. (but I don't know if they hated me to begin with)

  
I'm self-aware enough to watch this phenomena happen before my eyes: I feel like a prisoner in my own mind. What makes me the most angry is I can't distinguish the difference between this mental fabrication from actuality. I can't tell if someone actually hates me because I did something wrong, or it's just a delusion my mind is projecting. (walking on egg shells again)

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I wish it was just as easy as not paying attention to it, but it's imbedded deep into my psyche and I don't know how to fix this issue. I really like myself, like I'm happy playing this character in the human experience, if that makes sense. This is destroying my life. Have any of you recovered or found solutions?  

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anxiety,bltzblzzard,2019/03/31,"I don't think about my fear of germs/contamination until people get the stomach virus. 3 people got it. I'm panicking. I thought that I got over my fears of germs and getting sick, but evidently I haven't. I'm afraid that I've been exposed and that I'm next. I'm so afraid that I can't stay in the house, I have to feel the outside air, and I'm afraid to go to sleep because I'm afraid I'll wake up ill. I feel relieved from my anxiety if I leave, but there's nowhere to go. I guess I could stay in a hotel until I'm sure I won't get it or something, but it might be too late. Please help me. I'm scared. How can I calm down? How can I stop worrying about being sick? 
I'm sorry if this doesn't make sense.",0.5189963833634721,1.9337312974683558,2.627884267631103,96.32303797468357,80.96202531645571,5.780108499095843,20.146473779385172,6.5431188927421005,-0.10321844484629317,547,14,139,5,14,185,88,158,0.21,0.6890000000000001,0.102,-0.9154,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,7,4,0,13,6,3,3,1,21,35,14,0,3,6,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,4,1,0,2,5,7,0,0,4,2,17,3,16,26,0,15,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,5,5,72,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532542985769488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986600282083202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080067442551385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686966162533875,0.16566935862058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25677489709365964,0.0,0.1862106790962441,0.0,0.26205112048582024,0.0,0.18047135199210365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980822803303016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18903168227966155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848013718883253,0.17346667902606433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935424433157144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737920937979577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742294030411877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22715080781603586,0.0,0.0,0.17983030023617036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16401708159484266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394298969413626,0.0,0.0,0.12612024046700449,0.0,0.1833883139052439,0.0,0.34923061723498,0.0,0.13696476594948528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15440281973129394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497223837306964,0.0,0.13005849451817447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16637191221120498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,edtehgar,2019/03/31,Coping with anxiety attacks Just wondering how other people cope or deal with anxiety when your hands start to shake and your heart is going a million miles a second. I have never been good at it.,7.932972972972973,7.708436486486491,7.889864864864865,71.4466891891892,62.51351351351353,10.643243243243244,32.013513513513516,10.125756701596842,3.241983783783784,158,5,26,3,2,51,33,37,0.264,0.736,0.0,-0.8129,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,3,3,1,1,2,0,3,2,2,1,1,8,6,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,2,1,1,3,1,4,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,3,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4867257787708669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619103402294341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279703929702095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807963832669164,0.2668261119968696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769767679727512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24535573164503796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205461293015929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22516878693202547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449903485657286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Digmur,2019/03/31,"I wish i could go back in time and be that kid that didn't worry too much about his problems. Now I'm 24 and it seems that I can't stop thinking about things. I'm thinking about therapy tho, 75% decided to start it ",1.2807446808510647,2.6984693617021267,2.8010106382978712,95.90875,78.78723404255321,6.402127659574468,22.388297872340427,7.1686216300943375,0.4402382978723409,168,5,41,2,4,55,34,47,0.059,0.7879999999999999,0.153,0.5096,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,10,12,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,5,9,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,5,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23057242148684196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23941234688007645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704163066909563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204302550628064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869237693426845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27297961359303186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21224115415178413,0.0,0.0,0.250694854593582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429139471660947,0.0,0.19921244227621066,0.3842740116827603,0.0,0.0,0.1748497087278082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448220939031087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045205243195684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yungpadawan96,2019/03/31,"First time seeing a psychiatrist today Got diagnosed with moderate GAD and he’s writing a script for Prozac. At first, I felt relieved and was looking forward to (hopefully) feeling better. An hour has passed and now I’m asking myself why did I even see a psychiatrist? Why can’t I just get through my day to day life on my own? Won’t this just get better on its own? I’m starting to feel pathetic and panicky. Wtf is wrong with me :( ",2.0782428940568494,4.485516023255818,3.641317829457368,85.97564599483206,80.62790697674419,6.612919896640828,25.834625322997407,7.793537801064563,1.6365260981912146,342,14,67,6,9,113,62,86,0.177,0.7170000000000001,0.106,-0.8243,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,4,4,5,0,0,4,0,6,3,0,0,0,13,20,4,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,4,6,7,4,10,15,2,14,0,0,3,0,3,4,0,1,10,41,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18478621885401506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496299302015462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549498011230838,0.0,0.0,0.20062160892402187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055313173270278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19988653648498475,0.0,0.1897854198899746,0.0,0.0,0.3362604476385905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065392790543632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15808744384615844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19632183028513425,0.19465612820081052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13961370868410272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659853375534362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31502022326498275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13990537179814527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525763514679688,0.0,0.187359380369397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3567163581655256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21611111759006216,0.0,0.0
anxiety,egraham140,2019/03/31,"Moved, made very little “friends”, and now i feel like they dont like me I moved states about 9 months ago, didn’t make any sign of friends 6 months after moving until i met this girl in my civics class, i hung out with a group of 2 guys and 3 girls initially. Now, we all hung out for 2 months straight every weekend and even during the week sometimes. Now the past month I’ve been trying to make plans and they keep ignoring me and hanging out w/o me. I feel like im spiraling into depression again and I dont know what to do. Help:( ",2.4309909909909915,3.889397324324329,3.0398198198198187,95.23558558558558,75.75675675675676,6.374774774774775,21.34234234234234,6.937597516519254,0.22479099099099065,417,10,96,4,9,130,76,111,0.059,0.797,0.14400000000000002,0.8004,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,2,1,6,7,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,3,1,22,13,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,12,0,2,3,1,0,4,3,2,0,0,4,2,13,5,14,9,1,26,0,1,0,0,11,7,0,0,17,49,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843438576823904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098528743834602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479174029124247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33961509123971945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956970947982808,0.0,0.1220743089472128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14651935634962646,0.20701589659889646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22388007202382296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14346180521819607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711530863193643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15650380031575045,0.0,0.0,0.12878302718285048,0.0,0.0,0.07962660345538082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21235473547254696,0.14521574425290246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709643897713064,0.19342760335369896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4625925739171264,0.4619787403761828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831189975402824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329784284333186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836937681974096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954769553411528,0.0,0.0,0.1162203379069172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bbuttercream,2019/03/31,"Struggling with a weird form of anxiety. Help? I will start by saying I’ve struggled with anxiety since my late teens (16+..), at the time I didn’t realize what it was, I thought I was just shy and depressed. I’d sweat through everything I wore when out in public and always thought it was my deodorant. Now that I’m 24 I realized I was struggling with social anxiety, it’s gotten a lot better but it still pops up once in a while resulting in me having a nervous stutter, I still sweat a bit here and there when I’m in a particularly stressing situation but for the most part I’ve been able to push myself out of it after 8 long years of struggling to figure out what I was dealing with. I have experimented with mediation but have a difficult time making it a habit (I plan to). When in public I have used some grounding techniques to help alleviate the anxiety, it helps usually. 

Now, my problem is something that meditation - exercise - breathing exercises - distraction don’t help. Nothing has helped. 

A few months ago, something happened where an issue would pop up, and I would fixate on it over and over. I lost 7 pounds in a week because I couldn’t eat and I would just feel like throwing up 24/7. I couldn’t workout because I’d get so nauseas and start panicking. After I’d resolve that issue (usually by talking to my boyfriend as well as my best friend 100x until I can tell it’s driving them insane), it would go away and I’d be relieved that it was finally over. These things I was focusing on were not current issues for me, they were things I’d done months or even years before this started. Once one issue went away something else came up, this went on for over a month and my boyfriend wanted to leave me because I wasn’t acting like myself. I couldn’t focus, I couldn’t listen, I could barely perform at work and I was an emotional mess. My best friend also has become noticeably distanced from me ever since this happened and we don’t talk even half as much as we used to. I went to see a therapist who ended up going on vacation and while she was gone I got onto Wellbutrin. Eventually things felt a lot better and it seemed to finally all be over. 

I chalked it up to growth as a human, and needing to process my past behaviour and move on. The Wellbutrin made me very sick and I didn’t like the idea of being on medicine anyway so I stopped taking it. 

Now fast forward about 5 months and it’s happening again. I’m writing this now from a coffee shop - attempting to study - fixating on things that aren’t real issues magnifying them to 100. I don’t want to drag my boyfriend into this again, he has finals coming up and we are going through a rough patch as it is. I can’t focus and I need to be studying but my head is throbbing, my hands are soaked. I feel nauseas and cant breathe properly and my heart feels like a bumble bee. 

Last time this happened a couple months ago, I almost lost my relationship, my relationship with my best friend took a critical hit and I also worsened my relationship with my only parent I have left who is alive because they needed my support and I couldn’t give it. 

Tl;dr my anxiety is literally making me suicidal. I can’t live like this. 


Also, another weird thing that happens is my brain fixated on a word and no matter how much I try not to think of it that word is the only thing that pops in my head. In this case it’s the name of a person.. who I am not even thinking about but if that name slips out at the wrong time I’m doomed. ",4.844890364615964,5.621924933717583,5.715526876331289,80.95660944743767,69.11527377521614,8.743716326274905,30.072547299837108,8.903607488879933,2.3431010900889606,2760,104,543,47,46,907,308,694,0.128,0.7490000000000001,0.123,0.6792,3,0,3,0,0,0,68.0,3,0,4,12,31,35,0,7,31,0,57,14,9,7,2,105,110,49,1,17,12,1,6,5,3,5,4,2,0,2,48,41,1,1,14,4,1,17,19,18,1,2,31,9,77,17,88,63,14,106,1,4,1,0,39,43,0,8,53,381,125,2,0.054284516438647616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962398969651256,0.0,0.054358101831152236,0.0,0.0,0.1302339245505927,0.04516906631889897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056922048640103015,0.20763753246155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020041802622362,0.0,0.0,0.13236534948133724,0.05995298348863293,0.0461921252457311,0.0,0.17090475274152786,0.0960204868110942,0.059264632384510636,0.0,0.0,0.0605994733130021,0.0,0.062087025245625226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0467613042323175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04334176920495552,0.06006478493135931,0.0,0.0,0.05596495282312773,0.04675517446472605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0555519074982844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05554661246112223,0.04534774784748175,0.06106277449731772,0.048079969066528505,0.0,0.0,0.10756323341477696,0.04910345296597463,0.0,0.0,0.04878742308923023,0.053100673459027435,0.0,0.0,0.08234364773579772,0.07756173878065822,0.05212164873006827,0.17839810305701256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582024822580173,0.0,0.02836141932840262,0.05207465462668512,0.09255342503776706,0.0,0.04341628678093795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400180930466373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142314989884833,0.0,0.0,0.0643274133495536,0.18192883550164549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06128061152518258,0.0,0.2832946580090323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0442491261553922,0.061235299009900226,0.057479464843120526,0.058980285944942076,0.0,0.0,0.13260336357542366,0.0,0.047934222553770674,0.04804008881409177,0.0,0.0,0.11851592448241832,0.09230150928692002,0.0,0.05136532199894519,0.07247067249795129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21664691558416144,0.05769585004817455,0.07981073127784195,0.12075384330794098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05208745758438692,0.061803281760752726,0.0,0.1156224767044,0.036784593233155374,0.08257164181117434,0.0,0.0,0.06027653136571735,0.05878484131554594,0.05182071336175693,0.0,0.04739914590281901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05194295094770409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061787664100275023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17484376572586036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04316922629296239,0.0,0.0,0.04325773136156615,0.04941858498189143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898094259175277,0.061018070909119586,0.0,0.055336228298848315,0.0,0.12537261856797016,0.0,0.0,0.11526858040844262,0.0,0.08670336990014503,0.04538428644245136,0.062182730172234815,0.2269998520552866,0.0,0.05937845025033639,0.061601425953953313,0.0,0.0,0.0408152005704364,0.08726367610489748,0.04744706005429344,0.0,0.0,0.06302850756400886,0.2163853236913298,0.06956665244236238,0.0,0.08619168482591782,0.12661495231957087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06031209514973175,0.036855623332597516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376878582307932,0.11957345119690944,0.04479041119635515,0.0640368285176755,0.0,0.0435437646955282,0.0,0.048808299586685096,0.15096687177577245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03951977449280588,0.0,0.0,0.15424865191660175,0.059351596999505464,0.0,0.06991489759741261
anxiety,anxietysuckssss,2019/03/31,"Severe anxiety over being pregnant-virgin Hi. I have severe anxiety, and the past couple weeks I have convinced myself that I’m pregnant. I would also like to mention that I am a virgin. Me and my boyfriend have never had P in V sex. This started 3 weeks ago where I touched his penis for like 5 minutes, and no cum or pre-cum occured, and then 20 minutes later he touched me over my jeans and then touched me over my underwear. He never actually touched me. It got worse when last sunday i gave him a hand job and blow job, and he ejaculated on my chest. I was wearing shorts and underwear, but my anxiety convinced me it somehow entered my vagina. His penis has never been anywhere near my vagina without several layers of clothing. I have not missed a period yet, but I am convinced I will miss it or it will be late due to stress. ",5.609999999999999,5.9144975609756125,6.491365853658537,77.73290243902441,67.29268292682927,8.755121951219513,34.08292682926829,8.548686976883017,2.809823902439024,656,29,121,9,10,218,97,164,0.105,0.7909999999999999,0.104,0.4371,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,4,0,15,7,5,0,3,19,21,16,0,1,6,0,5,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,5,5,26,5,11,11,0,27,0,2,0,4,9,8,0,3,20,87,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.15249674564485216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852371534140429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496887230859186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586378208777768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172909519487315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249832042817498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101472521683218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738071317504834,0.17627909830300434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15269102456243056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615746228164067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917717023561974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5296210523284997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060854194453254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17900648452795787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507003542517172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063847418413945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925223809947672,0.11100955541148118,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,imac1999YT,2019/03/31,"effexor i was put on 37.5mg last year for social anxiety but a month and a half ago my doctor diagnosed me with depression and raised it to 75mg. i am feeling fine with it except for my issues with sleeping and some reduced libido. whenever i take the pill usually an hour or so after i've taken it i feel very lightheaded, my head hurts, i'm tired, i feel slight nausea, and possibly some slight vertigo. until recently, i kept forgetting to take it on time and have been taking it late (only for 3 days) but i'm not sure if it is the medication itself or the dosage? or the fact that i've been taking it an hour later? also, i feel kind of disconnected from my feelings after my dose was raised; i feel as though if i think of something that makes me sad i can't really fully feel it and kind of work my way through it. it's like i have a big block in my brain and it literally prevents me from feeling much or even crying when i want to cry. 

just wanted to hear some general experiences and if i should be concerned about any of this?",5.488943661971831,5.057933352112676,6.733438967136152,78.40184859154931,67.59154929577466,10.292488262910801,29.48708920187793,9.928628108626363,2.564959624413146,816,25,169,17,12,278,127,213,0.154,0.792,0.054000000000000006,-0.9795,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,7,8,0,0,9,0,11,10,3,1,2,46,32,23,0,6,12,0,8,1,0,1,7,1,0,0,15,11,0,3,9,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,6,9,23,5,26,24,4,22,0,3,0,0,2,4,0,10,17,113,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458794780759836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435379250673892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023489236221287,0.0,0.09025937929196434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171199786975876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259205345454641,0.0760915567881322,0.0,0.10162163304110604,0.11975385335561632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076422205086737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792899616588883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154134748563493,0.0,0.0,0.4772603132108316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108822799760308,0.0,0.13297940430660798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23238594841655405,0.0,0.12630703011565622,0.0,0.0,0.12314729271481585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457296479500478,0.0,0.0961747766323776,0.13309395497692414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05764226316145786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875693087601582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885902509778735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417572966855628,0.0,0.08673368177438902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973407948747318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13301209477236556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860905966475492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558519801792582,0.0,0.11649747313172405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807174733702375,0.12027241798246124,0.0,0.09083180192265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120091657136236,0.0,0.35484477449632645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560101002007172,0.115921175389105,0.0,0.06879889963753533,0.13560816990969946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994550355232135,0.09735125111746107,0.13918303510232838,0.0936522227334362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589560551003951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597946269146061
anxiety,Amahoney77,2019/03/31,"Graduating college in less than two months; cripplingly anxious about literally everything As the title says, I have less than two months until I graduate college. Throughout, I’ve gotten great grades and made plenty of friends... and that’s about it. 
My major is somewhat useless (food service entrepreneurship) because I no longer want anything to do with restaurants. I’m currently working as a carpenter when I have the time to.
I never joined any clubs or had a job during the school year, just living off of my savings which have dwindled incredibly.
I’m confident that I have skills but none that really make me stand out as a candidate in any sort of job applications. I don’t know where I should be nor do I know where I *want* to be. Every time I look at a job posting for after school  I always end up being discouraged because of the requirements that are listed and believe that I do not have.
Has anybody else experienced this? What can I even expect?",6.387846441947566,7.672891286516857,6.502865168539326,74.86006554307117,65.91011235955057,9.528838951310863,33.372659176029956,9.725611199111238,3.3424367041198515,771,33,131,16,12,246,117,178,0.054000000000000006,0.91,0.037000000000000005,-0.4261,4,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,3,7,5,0,0,8,0,18,1,0,2,1,23,28,11,0,4,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,9,5,1,2,2,1,0,0,6,2,0,2,3,3,17,3,24,21,5,21,0,2,1,0,2,8,0,3,11,96,26,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605475230227695,0.0,0.0,0.20604158976774367,0.0,0.0,0.1711445672324652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246662665593858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846980987438862,0.0,0.0,0.17068132996370927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655340453625222,0.0,0.13417830133111602,0.0,0.0,0.10006004735781322,0.0,0.12763983232905698,0.0,0.13615261580924382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831865770114473,0.0,0.11704352497008508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670221509135634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4510018560967846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16651376365148246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337715618949962,0.0,0.12721641002303974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14334684041929435,0.10112310719921216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24184137956898524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684114910480085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14508892442580185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705063410702396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047373503409095,0.0,0.30663907908584426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766741904705942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29597433058364564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17870961733033533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028909363681356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975568659827872
anxiety,WillowW0lf,2019/03/31,"Anxiety and relationship I’ve been diagnosed with severe anxiety and recently got into a new relationship and I can’t stop worrying about them maybe leaving or not really loving me.
It’s ridiculous. My anxiety build up this evening and I had to hung up on the phone to them because I started crying. I want to learn how to reassure myself and stop being so anxious so I can enjoy the relationship. This anxiety is ruining my life. 😢",3.741219512195123,6.337851597560983,6.107500000000003,69.53125000000001,75.70731707317074,10.441463414634146,32.201219512195124,10.411451182825502,4.480507317073172,349,18,57,13,8,123,58,82,0.318,0.605,0.077,-0.9537,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,5,5,1,0,3,0,6,3,0,1,0,14,10,9,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,11,3,10,6,0,9,0,1,0,1,8,4,0,1,5,44,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5071008848447204,0.1872162447973542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102127408190946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18203545862439816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16820214551820092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945638896693936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13254129192275693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754733786372713,0.0,0.0,0.11705282133049096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14956862243857771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16648784987163048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16005325061068634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616437066354274,0.0,0.16362834580375502,0.5337632559613551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872162447973542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729735312252265,0.0,0.0,0.27709840726019874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774585313103316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16829653804381128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawayokf,2019/03/31,"Unnecessary surgery Hi,

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I am not really sure where to post this but I'm not sure how I am supposed to move along, if I can.

Approximately a year ago I did a jaw surgery that was not necessary, yes, you heard it right.

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It all started a few years earlier when I was taken off my braces and the process started of wearing a plastic attachment for my teeth for a few months ahead. I was sloppy with it and the result ended in a gap between my teeth, quite a big one.

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Jumping forward approximately two years ago I once again started to wear braces and the process of fixing the gap started. For some reason I did not want to tell the dentist that it was most likely due to me being sloppy with the plastic attachment, I am not sure if I felt ashamed or similar. The issue with me is that I have a really hard time to be honest about my feelings and this is not the first time I have been in situations where I have just accepted it, for example being bullied, being quite lonely, left jobs due to social phobia. It feels like eventually I am gonna realize all the stuff I never dared to tell people and feel loads of anxiety.

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As I sit here and write I feel nauseous and that I have let down family. That I do not have the courage to tell people how I feel or when I feel bad keeps getting me into situations I do not want. Luckily enough, the surgery was quite minimal and I look pretty much the same. But it is not about that, it is about taking an issue that I do not dare to tell family or others and elevate it to something like this.

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I have no clue how to move forward from this, almost every evening I think about it and it makes me feel so so bad about myself.",5.021876832844576,5.637313577712611,5.78461876832845,81.1969281524927,68.64809384164225,8.780645161290323,29.869501466275658,8.841846274778883,2.249151319648093,1354,49,269,22,22,443,158,341,0.14800000000000002,0.7859999999999999,0.066,-0.9808,1,2,1,0,0,0,45.0,0,1,0,5,18,13,0,1,21,1,31,6,5,6,6,64,55,25,0,4,18,0,9,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,24,15,0,1,12,0,0,5,12,4,0,3,11,11,36,9,37,38,9,38,0,1,1,0,9,12,0,8,26,203,60,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100085455558415,0.0,0.0683435558536843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697498565404628,0.4146624089334194,0.0,0.0,0.052211857364653405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139735319957758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060450161809339466,0.07052156704959124,0.0,0.04507916699961452,0.0,0.05750444327483184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286820091402898,0.0,0.2415684291795057,0.04875855528335347,0.06553169980501555,0.0,0.0,0.05805429817455724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035658350469655445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06113952430200077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14247270328041392,0.06772862404452157,0.06066465864328316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415495263733303,0.06979131064593529,0.0,0.10003202922412943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0573136825731498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045558097935451854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054477327489272684,0.14508010461959975,0.05017236609690276,0.0,0.05263940815545591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268512814459488,0.04624866979340442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463335247621707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06536562820719527,0.06943584247798727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177801407399444,0.0,0.0,0.08744672539848437,0.07017343440073791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05828601365295043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534340529481689,0.0,0.06957333832630631,0.0,0.05254298360305775,0.0,0.0,0.19323374432241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813110975078291,0.0,0.0,0.19297738718306015,0.0,0.05131628673366093,0.0,0.238617662477342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043732509383023616,0.0,0.0,0.07959545839774904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06667134699760584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051246123503188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4146624089334194,0.13185429258904924
anxiety,iamofthesky,2019/03/31,"How can I live a better life with anxiety? I am 26 years old and I’ve lived my entire life with anxiety. As far back as I can remember (5 years old) I would throw tantrums because I didn’t want to go to school or after school activities. I used to cry a lot as a baby up until about 11. I remember having the worst nausea and stomach aches because of my anxiety. My parents were very hands-off in raising me and they were not (and are still not) available emotionally throughout my life. This definitely has made my anxiety worse.

When I turned 18 I decided to get treatment, but because I have Kaiser (a subpar medical insurance imo), it was hard to get a therapist who didn’t have appointments that were 1-2 months apart. I felt it wasn’t safe for me to be taking medication if I wasn’t able to see my therapist on a consistent basis. I have been on Zoloft, Prozac, etc. and it has not helped. I’ve also been prescribed Klonopin which is the only thing that did help but we all know it isn’t safe for long term use. I currently just started seeing a therapist but I don’t know if we mesh well. She diagnosed me with panic disorder but I don’t really know if what I have is that.  

I hate my job. I am in retail in service experience and have to deal with people for 8-9 hours a day. I don’t know what to do with my life. I didn’t go to college, and even if I wanted to at this point I need to work full time just to afford my life. School gives me anxiety. I want to eventually do things I enjoy to create a career for myself but I don’t even know how to do that with my anxiousness. 

My anxiousness comes in the mornings, when I’m driving, and with difficult customers. I mostly just get sweaty and my heart races. The physical symptoms really outweigh everything else. Even when I don’t feel anxious I get sweaty and it triggers my anxiety... does this make sense? If I could control these physical symptoms like my racing heart and sweat I wouldn’t become (more) anxious. 

What can I do to resolve this? ",2.8382061735585324,4.588201574257429,4.378276062900408,84.8362929528247,75.33663366336634,8.020267909143858,25.991263832265574,8.757208317658263,1.9159373325567848,1572,57,322,33,34,525,198,404,0.116,0.7979999999999999,0.086,-0.7839,4,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,2,0,1,4,16,12,2,1,13,0,42,16,4,8,1,69,72,32,0,12,17,1,3,1,0,2,12,0,0,0,21,21,0,3,11,0,1,5,15,5,1,0,14,5,55,7,43,54,8,36,0,0,2,0,10,12,0,8,20,221,76,8,0.07515299195039267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06009982051070089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34495099883559405,0.3396059578210445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05778801189250645,0.0,0.13743769904432174,0.08300057513850269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646671413701116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06473764806458264,0.0,0.0,0.08429047086097881,0.0600035488177768,0.0,0.08255203274487095,0.048467462556101605,0.07747943474405215,0.0,0.0762787048715959,0.0,0.0,0.08613183972502833,0.0,0.06576688970286429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06278068135325432,0.08453700062801718,0.0,0.0,0.08381545182093242,0.1489135271954599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06754266327211783,0.07351404685601245,0.0,0.0,0.03799961082486861,0.0,0.07215865783531702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15705734587490444,0.07209359789364357,0.08542235445357459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732231923555973,0.07419802057903208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17811331461752716,0.10074693269453464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740105586537308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457774821387142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20651059477701048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654139037628984,0.036715955742709305,0.0,0.13272293751767295,0.06650803294935886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06389238625979929,0.0,0.07111157810678706,0.050165205699433536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141746578853665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059986401173437474,0.0,0.0,0.05572499127111289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15772084591590846,0.0,0.0,0.05715723690179093,0.0,0.08817584343709191,0.08344850380393666,0.0,0.0,0.05210162197423776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104386898684993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628986209152496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702673793591446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22817652024164795,0.11977440898758868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05319367451281469,0.0,0.060017276450660885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15622546840627372,0.056505697041446964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617752482122633,0.0998566169289233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04382231397062585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174487451712796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981611090014045,0.0,0.062009089017102365,0.1329815453976651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757156527490074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05471227320770008,0.0,0.0765873192971745,0.05338652923688129,0.0,0.0,0.09679212565684923
anxiety,CodsworthMcAuley,2019/03/31,"Some contradictions in my Lexapro prescription So I began taking Lexapro yesterday, and being the anxious fuck that I am, researched [all the possible side effects.](https://www.everydayhealth.com/drugs/lexapro) It says here that I should immediately contact a doctor if I experience panic attacks, trouble sleeping or fast/irregular heartbeat,  but these things are all related to my anxiety i.e. I experience panic attacks regularly mostly due to me thinking my heart is beating too fast and I'm gonna die or something which then leads me to have trouble sleeping.

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Is this website just being extra cautious and am I over-reading into it?",11.308805031446536,12.367461641509435,10.11320754716981,54.02220125786165,55.22641509433962,11.59496855345912,47.855345911949684,11.20814326018867,6.118017610062893,538,32,67,12,6,169,77,106,0.312,0.688,0.0,-0.9864,0,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,2,4,7,3,2,3,0,9,5,3,1,2,16,15,9,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,8,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,1,1,11,0,5,10,5,9,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,5,5,53,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863609051265855,0.20899767906291464,0.0,0.0,0.13157880692446164,0.1943099754981253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3913475131830451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17850786479813222,0.0,0.0,0.1760483218615326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364961612572661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590103555549011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20381970929649534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4036076654889861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19390309211033332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17204560121281862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367805527291154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442465429734057,0.0,0.0,0.13241327628812238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293218844342391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426852999445468,0.11021004995556087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20899767906291464,0.0
anxiety,TheButtholeOfBravery,2019/03/31,"Does anyone else snap their fingers (sometimes repeatedly) when anxious? Obviously I don't snap extremely loud, but I've noticed lately that when I get a sudden/rapid wave of anxiety or intrusive thoughts, I'll end up snapping my fingers (sometimes more than once in a sitting). I guess it could be a nervous tic? 

I do try to control the urge to do this, but I do notice that I will end up snapping my fingers when I am hit with a sudden wave of anxiety or general worries. I think this has been occurring for the past few months at least. ",8.179142857142857,6.6456733904761895,8.445714285714287,71.91428571428574,62.714285714285715,11.447619047619051,41.95238095238096,10.355215969177356,4.3677238095238105,426,22,79,8,5,141,70,105,0.128,0.872,0.0,-0.8836,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,1,6,0,10,3,3,1,1,12,15,7,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,11,0,11,9,3,15,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,10,53,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854695808588827,0.21078465658224974,0.0,0.13046253765897378,0.19117540350615225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20926768267063145,0.14897061891871896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632792469183462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15586539699069246,0.0,0.3305127077560407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974814426883706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20554121086486926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210472727821518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14892804651691013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4248498990232559,0.0,0.19870383963929505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781137199500341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690689216912134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195542713246836,0.0,0.1481253404013796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667699356085546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18948317232804374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxious12345__,2019/03/31,"Ex bf Hi everyone.

I'm 24F. My ex 25M and I broke up in 2015 after 2 1/2 years of dating (unhealthy relationship) he was abusive (physically and mentally) and I eventually was able to leave. He was also abusive towards his mom and sister 

When I left death threats were made and ""I hope you get raped"" etc. Police were called and at the time they made a visit to him and he was taken in for mental health (diagnosed bipolar and manic depression) 

Saw him at a house party in 2015, when I tried to leave he punched a hole in the wall beside my head. 

Forward to 2019. January was sent an email from him confessing his love and how he only wants me etc. Then today the death threats started and he said ""you should be terrified of me. You should call the cops on me. Or don't. IDC"" and it continued and he basically called me names etc. 

Went to the station today and they basically said because he's not saying ""I want to kill you"" and just ""warning"" me, they can't do anything. I'm so anxious I don't want to leave my house. 

Police also asked me to delete social media and get a new email address. 

How can I handle this anxiety and calm down? I'm so scared and upset. My anxiety has been so bad lately and this just isn't helping. 
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anxiety,skimboard101,2019/03/31,Dating scares the shit out of me I recently started seeing someone(very happy) but I keep getting panic attacks and keep worrying that she doesn't actually like me and she just pitys me. I can't stop these thoughts and they're terrifying me. I know it's not true but every little thing is hurting me and chipping away at me.,3.4076190476190478,5.834073492063496,4.4256349206349235,82.03464285714288,75.98412698412699,6.73968253968254,27.96031746031746,7.793537801064563,1.934250793650793,262,11,47,4,6,85,48,63,0.35100000000000003,0.586,0.063,-0.9724,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,9,2,2,1,0,3,1,1,0,1,15,10,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,1,12,3,4,9,0,8,0,2,1,0,2,4,1,0,5,32,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.21754006011841776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536063592669937,0.20944288930546698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18782169741926485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646772894353027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23730499056707496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23864299005377185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3962872609786184,0.0,0.0,0.12251229558209015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890860169636424,0.223426762050122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615513505742829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201089305671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231841650120016,0.0,0.17764025391654106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22882659242795603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15778558921028618,0.0,0.0,0.18637306936121764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480997062430825,0.0,0.0,0.17697544804180612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839342879875599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263884709278682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SRV1981,2019/03/31,"Re: Anxiety, Stomach/Throat Burn connections? Hi all,

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I get stress and anxiety, mostly around relationship issues (being single/lonely or failed relationships).  I am currently in an acute period of stress/anxiety that I am trying to fix (most notably - insomnia \[sleep maintenance - can't stay asleep\])

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I should be documenting all this because I can't tell causes/effects.  

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I developed new anxiety symptoms:

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* face feeling pressure (as if someone is cutting off circulation and blood is pooling in my face longside pressure)
* becoming pretty vascular relative to normal times
* stomach burning sensation like i swallowed really hot sauce with sandpaper (this is new too)

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What's going on:

1. Acute stress/anxiety from a failed relationship
2. Taking many herbs/vitamins (consistent with Vitamin C since i'm so beat up from exercise and emotional stress - curious if this could cause burning sensation and anxiety)
3. Sometimes it's burning sensation in my stomach and regurgitating food (could have a burning taste or just the actual food - GERD or Rumination? neither?) I use marijuana 1x a week and that could contribute to a weak esophagus but not sure it's the culprit

Any similar experiences/solutions/thoughts?

TL;DR - I have acute stress/anxiety attacks with burning stomach sensation and notice that every-time I swallow I get air/bubble stuck in my throw and then burp after - that's happened most of my life I believe.",8.929708293153324,11.079184897540983,8.723220829315334,58.08561716489878,60.68032786885247,12.62642237222758,45.090646094503384,12.108454555606663,6.791778977820638,1201,75,153,42,17,387,154,244,0.118,0.8390000000000001,0.043,-0.9331,2,2,0,0,0,0,73.0,0,0,0,3,4,11,2,4,7,0,15,20,8,2,3,34,24,17,0,7,8,0,2,1,0,1,7,0,0,0,10,12,5,0,1,2,0,2,4,9,0,0,1,3,16,2,20,17,6,19,0,2,0,0,5,8,0,8,9,93,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.06599152152729221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.366354279978995,0.4108543805277559,0.04598681481766876,0.0,0.3621266094087111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06019992737525313,0.0,0.07693235677105106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0412231204082871,0.07468568071242615,0.0,0.07618938217980407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946874159446735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619774036916799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606818900657751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03419285705583108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163543043976782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066176811413959,0.0,0.038432424593307805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059799908592990336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07058215669820705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04776501377248656,0.033037796943885415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06856038422554013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306238607981208,0.0,0.0,0.06625741548886792,0.0,0.07699066668531762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879818240842016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043321831710267066,0.0,0.0,0.21780943835823785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05593948556633967,0.0,0.0676730960823655,0.0,0.057297814906414286,0.0,0.06688212095416407,0.0,0.0,0.07207846202859601,0.0,0.0,0.3873167990339471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06373506347882432,0.07028749760510793,0.050845026563110164,0.0,0.05910658272127755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05368610766631048,0.03943224903958052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04591243265145782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05840564715267404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05424410125784365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4108543805277559,0.0
anxiety,BonesBebop,2019/03/31,"I am 20 years old with Dependent Personality Disorder Hi I’m new to this subreddit so I hope I’m welcome to post. So I have bad anxiety issues and other brain problems but most importantly I have DPD. I’ve been known to go on servers on discord looking for friends (because I am too anxious to meet people irl) and I’ve been known to get over attached to people. I’ve been banned from most discord servers I’ve joined because I cause problems when I get anxious. Lots of people really don’t like me and I’m having a lot of trouble doing anything productive with my life. I’m 20 and don’t drive, don’t work, and didn’t finish high school all because of anxiety related things. I’m scared and I feel alone and I really need someone to cling to. ",2.90577177789098,4.781956622516558,4.490993377483446,83.55266938359654,75.49006622516556,7.560061130922057,29.49617931737137,8.384062270229773,2.2621254202750887,594,27,117,11,13,199,86,151,0.241,0.664,0.096,-0.9677,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,4,9,0,1,1,0,13,2,1,2,1,25,25,11,0,4,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,9,0,1,3,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,4,2,11,4,18,21,5,12,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,6,6,63,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549631594213416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22892067999406301,0.3380603059138321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231260708175336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492803245619265,0.2736243550091068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16702751754025247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153702901218343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17147965408609148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565332565120038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559750477757035,0.0,0.15634252924521155,0.0,0.0850335708588259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15808374667953784,0.0,0.1486083016913613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561663851936846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056823691498969,0.07309770011066559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564470840383812,0.0,0.0,0.2544063688768891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094273914997073,0.0,0.1445057583611904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15700300949200938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.311186948124728,0.13064406736316372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432964159168213,0.0,0.0,0.2863358929110902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19170323420659666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979761845607484,0.151425345480134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677414593168468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099402138534627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892652141033846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635159471156036
anxiety,nuwhachi,2019/03/31,"IHOP order Today my mom asked me if I wanted to go out to return a painting I said why not all I do is sit at home anyways. We some how ended up  at IHOP the waiter came to ask us if we wanted anything to drink, since I was a little ass kid I could never order my own food I was so scared I rather starve than order. I panicked as the waiter asked what we wanted because I didn’t have time to tell my mom. “Can I have sprite” is what i said I literally don’t know how that cake out my mouth. He just said there’s no spite but there’s (insert name of drink that’s like sprite) of course I said yes. I don’t know why I’m proud of myself that’s the first time I did that so maybe that’s why. My mom was happy for me at least. ",-0.5698700830025274,1.1698303312883451,1.6868350775893184,100.0464994586792,86.17791411042944,4.080692890653194,13.269216889209671,4.514644488427479,-1.5043623962468424,556,6,141,1,17,187,89,163,0.08,0.8170000000000001,0.103,0.8245,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,4,0,0,2,9,5,1,1,5,1,14,5,2,2,2,24,29,8,0,7,6,3,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,1,7,6,3,0,2,2,0,2,6,2,0,1,10,4,27,3,17,18,4,20,0,0,0,1,18,7,1,3,8,90,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006983724829024,0.0,0.3410503372397256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412874866419837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908272845650166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709100240040802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382515035000238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770516473324138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343641044476676,0.1470441961047625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911042917217748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944985708932652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219788568991694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366089871847214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059409635219651376,0.12187928432606733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221676928046878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4272638603301274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378860133948844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4626934969405024,0.0,0.12174694765737808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059219255799297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628736911591047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181669167050814,0.0,0.11526649598346655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627479508613164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21517579872858345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291864377272415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,eyebrowshampoo,2019/03/31,"The curse of anxious listlessness Hi everyone,

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I just wanted to talk about the type of anxiety that has plagued me for a long time. It is a combination of depression and anxiety that I call anxious listlessness. I really haven't talked about it much with anyone, but want to write some of this down because writing things down helps me figure out what to do. If anyone else wants to add some specific things they experience with their anxiety, go right ahead. It's totally open.

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Here is what my experience is like:

* I feel guilty for doing nothing, but have no energy nor desire to do anything. 
* I cycle through things to do constantly, but the heaviness in my body and mind talk me out of doing anything appealing almost immediately. 
* The thought of doing anything productive is riddled with so many what-ifs that I become afraid and never even start. 
* The thought of talking to anyone about it is terrifying. When I do, I keep my head low and mention it in passing. 
* Seeing other people being productive or having a hobby makes me feel worse. My spouse is very involved in a hobby, but I mostly jut watch and wish I could care about something that much. It makes me feel useless.
* I crave something, but don't know what it is. 
* Everything is so temporary right now and it makes it a hundred times worse. I am relocating across the country soon and have a job lined up, which put me on cloud 9 for a few days. Now, I am trying to figure out our living situation once we get there and there are so many variables and so many things dependent on other things, I cant focus on anything else but cant get anything done with the information I have. Its an obsession tied up in things over which I have no control and its like torture. The temporary feeling in everything makes me feel like I cant move forward with anything in my life until this insane puzzle is finished, and I cant even find the corner pieces. 
* I feel tired all the time, even if I haven't done much. 
* When in doubt, I just clean and cook. Or pack. I already packed so many things in the house to prepare for our move and I don't know what to do with myself now. Its just waiting. I cant start anything big and new since I'm leaving soon, but I desperately need something to keep me engaged in the meantime. I just don't know what. My home is clean, food is in the fridge, and what I can pack early has been packed. I have no energy or room for anything else and just want to fast forward. I just pace around my home, afraid to sit down in fear of being perceived as lazy, desperately looking for something small and engaging I can do. I cant find anything anymore.
* I just want it to be rainy and awful outside so I don't have to look out the window at the beautiful, sunny day and feel guilty I'm not outside doing something. Today its cold, so I have an excuse to stay inside. I miss being outside. I backpacked Yosemite a few years ago and used to camp and hike all the time. Now just riding my bike takes a conscious effort. It feels like recreational activities take up precious time I could be spending doing something more important, even if there is nothing more important to do.
* Every time I do something productive, I feel like its never enough. Last week, I cleaned up all the trash in the yard, planted grass seed, raked, and planted flower bulbs. Yesterday, I did all the laundry, meal prepped for the week, swept and mopped all the floors, and had a nice dinner with my spouse. Today, I took my dogs for a long walk, cleaned my kitchen, scrubbed the sink, and made breakfast from scratch. I still feel lazy and useless - like I haven't done enough and never will. But there's nothing else I want to do.
* I don't have any desire to spend time with friends and family anymore, even though I used to be more social. All I want to do every day is be at home. I secretly want to do nothing, by myself, all the time, but my spouse coming in and out of the door from the garage makes my heart race. I know he doesn't judge me or care what I am doing or not doing with my free time, but my mind assumes everyone else judges me as harshly as I judge myself. He can be engaged all day doing something he loves. I can barely find the energy or motivation to do anything I enjoy. I only do things I have to do and nothing I want to do. 
* I feel guilty for random things that don't make sense. Yesterday, I mulled around Target for an hour and bought a $6 shirt on clearance with my own money. I hid it when I got home, feeling like I didn't deserve it or that I was being irresponsible. I felt bad going there without any need. I just wanted to walk around as an anonymous person somewhere. When I came home, I felt like a shallow person who fills voids with things - like a $6 shirt. 
* I try to remember my therapist telling me to give myself a break, let my mind rest, accept that it is due to a chemical imbalance and that I should not be ashamed of myself, and let inspiration come to me naturally. It never does. It just gets worse. 
* I spend all day, every day breathing shallow breaths and tensing my entire body for no reason and its almost impossible to stop, even with meditation.

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Ugh. It's frustrating. But I still have hope everything will return to normal someday. 

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Thank you

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anxiety,Kotekimru,2019/03/31,"Does anyone have any tips on stopping comparing yourself to others? In moments when I feel more anxious, it gets especially stronger and more difficult to stop thinking about other people. Does anyone else ever feel that way? 
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anxiety,RedCaptainReggie,2019/03/31,"What do anxiety attacks and panic attacks feel like for you? When I’m having a panic attack, I can’t sit still and fidget a lot. I feel like I’m trying very hard not to lose control completely, and I feel like I could just completely lose it and start shouting or crying or even just getting up and running away at any time. I feel like my grip on reality is being lost, like my arms aren’t really there. 

I find it incredibly hard to get up and walk with panic attacks. When I do, I feel like I’m walking across the Grand Canyon on a tightrope with my hands tied behind my back. ",6.495490196078436,5.189183605042018,7.118109243697482,79.35458683473392,65.89075630252101,9.950140056022411,31.598039215686274,8.841846274778883,2.3321417366946773,455,14,95,6,6,151,71,119,0.235,0.6,0.165,-0.8648,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,4,8,17,4,3,4,0,8,2,2,1,0,22,20,10,0,1,5,0,9,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,8,0,1,6,0,0,3,3,10,0,0,1,10,13,7,13,17,1,17,0,3,0,0,1,7,0,3,12,59,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07316584579296034,0.0,0.08230713137660209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4896030285478317,0.10108566796998963,0.08273115027151008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22561508511760475,0.0,0.1206729109184019,0.08590298318795603,0.0,0.11818410778585997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106310918364102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272007239084372,0.3843166110153693,0.0,0.0,0.09833659623255628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242413830563157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927615339895748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153823589808688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24073452580722166,0.11744872965585132,0.09147036618420608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787060005082377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892580995116336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615375119323199,0.0,0.08592263610249334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06273741427708243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304750243466704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877417813258559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawaymylove220,2019/03/31,"Had my first serious panic attack since June of last year I'm ok now. I just feel stupid for having the attack in the first place, it's like I let everyone down.

It was a day off and my coworkers and I were just taking extra time to get this new system running, all the sudden I had the overwhelming feeling of being trapped. I didn't know how to handle it. I got my work done through shaking breaths and tears but after a while I couldn't handle it.

I just feel like such an idiot for having this panic attack. I didn't even tell my coworkers bye today, I just told my boss. She wanted me to go home, because she needed me to be at 100% tomorrow. So I just left,

I just feel like an awful human being. I feel like I could explode. It's not fair that my coworkers has to deal with extra because I couldn't handle myself today. I'm going into work and apologizing first thing. Even if my boss said it was ok, I'm not ok with it. I always get frustrated when my anxiety does this to me.
It will only be a matter of time before this job gets sick of me too",1.8831197904262922,3.4987405746606366,3.896542033817575,87.84342700643009,77.64253393665156,6.462586330078591,20.228864015241726,7.273561745256523,0.5006597285067871,821,19,173,10,19,280,118,221,0.199,0.711,0.09,-0.9765,1,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,5,14,18,6,4,9,4,20,2,1,3,1,33,40,10,0,6,10,0,5,4,0,1,1,1,1,1,14,7,0,0,6,0,0,4,6,11,0,3,11,6,31,7,21,20,3,30,0,1,0,0,9,7,0,1,23,124,45,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713567806985887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930453583436668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3984202566315586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423252573348404,0.0,0.09933575725373348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932060917696938,0.0,0.0,0.07528659307413912,0.1203521366202702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021585369170106,0.11946388629826933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15420918878958936,0.0,0.0,0.1115485181349859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951321449762361,0.2501937510356807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978928013684447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18297294511500606,0.0,0.1326902152498083,0.0,0.09336634115851383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709810640556895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584482219724758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415635684033945,0.09515735487550628,0.0,0.0,0.12683658385958346,0.11937289568110193,0.0,0.2281298895010106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656002440878917,0.0,0.11274664810688093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878479311530561,0.0,0.2739346561059702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196675331118732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104492556175258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656718850433453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777272824228859,0.0,0.10203448347274696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755578782142795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614216818777228,0.0,0.2213086555291528,0.1115485181349859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885531699495298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16997385181373328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517568480785637
anxiety,bzolinka,2019/03/31,"Fear of being remembered Does anyone else avoid going to the same places, like cafes, restaurants because you don't want to get recognized? Like going to the same cafe every day and then baristas/customers know you and say ""oh, it's you again, how's your day?"" I have no idea why I feel like that because I have no clear reason why being recognized would be bad but whenever I realize that I've been going to the same place a lot I don't want to go there anymore. ",6.456774193548387,5.811765000000005,6.509161290322584,81.5237419354839,65.66666666666667,9.590537634408603,30.42795698924732,8.841846274778883,2.20739311827957,367,11,74,5,5,117,61,93,0.134,0.7859999999999999,0.079,-0.4412,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,0,0,3,6,0,2,4,0,9,0,0,2,1,19,18,5,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,6,0,0,4,4,3,0,0,1,2,9,3,6,13,4,10,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,7,44,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17275433895027995,0.12180098733277135,0.17848305972445289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14544530180279594,0.21237494960068465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22468234674764986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15243895943210614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14551732309627405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676655115715218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19601747111886605,0.08807807635634149,0.12444473141217552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910095432690658,0.0,0.3959954586259331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966446178725158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573285378627776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553082005213078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14809410816114385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639927806556893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17910116789803984,0.0,0.0,0.19732864251302176,0.0,0.0,0.1385266203608835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054890994103637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143672523879003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374291989982095,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tomski117,2019/03/31,"How do you guys function? Hey guys, long time lurker here and I'm finally pumping myself up to post on here.
I'm a 21yo male from the UK and I've never been diagnosed with anything, but have really struggled with every aspect of life since I was 18/19. I've been unemployed since I finished college after constant rejection (which caused me to become seriously suicidal and I basically broke down) . I've become far less depressed but I've basically been home bound for 2/3 years and I've basically got no support or anything. I really want to earn some money and just leave the country (my only dream) and just become a functioning member of society. But I can't break this sheer fear of going outside... Let alone get a job. I've lost ALL of my friends and my family don't support me emotionally and I'm just really struggling these days. The only person I have is my partner who supports me whatever I do. I guess what I'm asking is... How do you guys live like this? I really can't deal with anything... I can't go out without panicking I can't do anything... All I do is sleep eat play games and look after our chickens and dogs... But if I need to go into town ( I live 10minutes away from the nearest town as I live in a rural area) I just break down in a flurry of fast heartbeating quick breathing and an intense sense of fear... What do I do? I NEED money so I can become a man. Thanks for any and all replies.

Good luck and some online support to anyone who's struggling! :)
Tom.",1.7958495762711841,4.23008856271187,3.6053125,85.63390095338983,82.01694915254237,6.399364406779661,23.795021186440678,7.6454224807358475,1.3747139830508472,1166,43,225,20,32,390,158,295,0.14400000000000002,0.708,0.147,-0.4044,3,1,0,0,0,0,45.0,1,2,0,2,10,20,0,5,11,0,23,5,2,3,4,44,44,23,1,4,11,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,7,8,18,1,1,0,3,2,3,8,10,0,0,6,1,30,10,31,37,6,32,0,4,1,0,17,14,0,6,13,140,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904411241992132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05938318035127463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06105883328340739,0.0,0.2874401968713621,0.0,0.0816359677525325,0.0,0.08204358723573339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857691179515829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970559990372198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436600845603342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05631662867521903,0.09002700629099346,0.07521186337769786,0.08863182167021638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935405065532853,0.0,0.09822752466511074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357407008698455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232110964167365,0.1965271111798572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956589575918654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06746615341186407,0.0,0.04562308279556786,0.0,0.1488843884933052,0.07324306272220571,0.06984082226446223,0.0,0.09619701373488106,0.25939288134311106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759289413613992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665539997545921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246329858239573,0.0,0.08929450471132434,0.06167938437525549,0.042661999142714124,0.0,0.23132555310323685,0.07727881754058838,0.07333000127358316,0.0,0.09532424616422006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129498986571147,0.06734950004571147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282737395108202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624777635151272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363206453475615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22376745645883994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14447030407799266,0.0,0.08738686698614817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27386939608824123,0.0,0.09551806701474357,0.39637606624400856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039602527702855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05091921164050933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05150584136143161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417702972286903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056233665967063175
anxiety,l0nes0ml0ser,2019/03/31,Toxic relationships How am I supposed to get rid of toxic relationships when that's all I have really and I'm petrified of being alone? I'm constantly getting let down and hurt by those I thought I could count on but I can't get rid of them because I hate to be alone and I also worry about them and want to make sure they are alright. ,2.4359047619047622,4.1745729714285735,4.300000000000002,85.01333333333334,76.42857142857143,7.523809523809526,24.523809523809533,8.344100000000001,1.5093809523809525,268,9,56,5,6,91,48,70,0.235,0.672,0.093,-0.8905,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,3,0,4,4,1,0,0,1,8,0,0,2,2,12,17,8,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,10,2,10,12,1,4,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,39,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4510013935469158,0.0,0.17411712038089253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272505744623214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352867774143688,0.0,0.17383820856711846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34126191100939063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21496146862673227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330824843742238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22264178169757465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14533522871578772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394822261263195,0.0,0.0,0.467517094486571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052062017087296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17285182813679534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842170215976878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22111350191203846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AlexologyEU,2019/03/31,"Kids on the street makes me inordinately anxious Hello there and welcome to my first post, I tend to be somewhat verbose which is not really the best way to capture attention on a reddit post! I do hope you can indulge me. 




I'm doing great recently, I've been in therapy for a year dealing with depressive thoughts and my wife's nervous breakdown last year (she's doing great now, better than we ever could have hoped!), but my anxiety is getting out of control. I did delay dealing with my own issues during my wife's recovery but she's f-ing eel and I've found the space to come to terms with some of my problems. 



I've got back on my feet this last year, back exercising, took up writing, become a house husband when off work since my wife works longer hours,  starting to get ready to socialise again, it's been great and I'm feeling good. But let me explain what's happening with my anexity:



I live in a slightly rough area and my house is situated on a T junction on street with allot of children. The area outside my house is the hangout for quite a few of them. Two years ago they were younger and would knock on our door and run away. We became targeted by one girl in particular who would encourage the kids to mess with us. That girl is gone these days and most of the kids have grown up and only play football (though the sound of the ball also makes me anxious). The knocks on the door have declined but still happen occasionally, kids are kids so I can't really blame them but it's driving me crazy.  



At this point ANY noise on the road sets my anxiety off and can lead to my heart beating out of control, Butterflies in my stomach, sweat, dry mouth. Symptoms vary depending on if the kids are amassed or if they are just passing. But my fear of the noise is entirely dominating my life. Every waking moment I'm thinking about what could happen, I wake up and I think about it, I go to work and think about it, when I'm going to sleep etc etc etc. I even check the weather to see if it will rain so I can relax. 




The other aspect is that I play games to relax, to escape the world, and my tower is in the living room next to the window facing on to the street. So if I'm gaming for an hour or two the kids can see that I'm there. It has occurred to me to move my rig to the back of the house to get away from my trigger but I feel the root of the issue might be worth exploring. 



I think I'll stop here and answer any questions that may arise. Without a doubt I'm suffering and it's getting out of control, and I'll be talking to my therapist about this but any and all advice is welcome. Finally if I have left out any pertinent information please let me know. Thank you for your time. ",4.430311801746903,5.051155581352834,5.177515234613043,85.0053262746293,69.96892138939671,8.125309770465162,28.357150111720497,8.167268648758528,1.714926101970343,2121,72,443,28,36,688,270,547,0.069,0.8109999999999999,0.12,0.9855,1,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,4,3,4,12,23,23,0,3,33,0,41,12,9,9,2,91,80,39,0,12,18,4,3,0,0,5,3,1,4,10,20,30,0,5,15,9,2,12,3,7,0,4,9,6,54,16,77,59,12,83,0,2,2,0,41,38,0,18,29,292,74,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06909392417723532,0.06267736419856951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056544249508942865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19233235474782254,0.0,0.1081811070358964,0.15975724927778756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286284290993094,0.16310763003828818,0.0,0.0,0.07809017048863934,0.0,0.0,0.07420248613890948,0.0625344707565901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060907698120897476,0.0,0.0,0.2379112637153804,0.11290734670897395,0.0,0.0,0.045600074551796585,0.14579133357642865,0.06089971395449877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365705145304258,0.046701213444819964,0.06395840191040471,0.05957357817695316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956487392856043,0.07150302471673851,0.0,0.0,0.07745590779043995,0.0,0.0601432180515315,0.0,0.07752642121803273,0.0,0.0,0.1477656618089518,0.0,0.0803686746951975,0.05930555857304262,0.056550734249112375,0.2338636846313119,0.0,0.0,0.1875775254112952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837879682253384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045572983718976,0.13926402638981858,0.3263448874995586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14759918092577018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038858640502037314,0.11527105422878693,0.0,0.0,0.07682320906986187,0.14460510750331435,0.04994234548450853,0.0,0.0,0.12487090361980205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943947547141562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500880357042336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515020111723311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519754658173147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04791279749200438,0.053775752359213363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776148981904013,0.06684083612791877,0.0,0.13543525127183806,0.0,0.0,0.06765691478820739,0.0,0.0,0.07920786398205691,0.07520544790920121,0.0,0.0,0.09059324871553416,0.0,0.0698144930152235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268842417548512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058489444338631374,0.07947747189402941,0.0707579225382456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05004667864880802,0.0,0.05646658884562104,0.05911410007590736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349149955982781,0.0,0.05683149484786576,0.0,0.06509737590016289,0.08085945530499089,0.08209611290239023,0.0,0.18122440063647516,0.06946912986145558,0.0561333479261723,0.041229738028470575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855792186993603,0.0,0.0,0.13814065405491951,0.0,0.08505164533920076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05612381345379723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815888879017129,0.0,0.15442630616043898,0.0,0.0,0.10045624775365852,0.0,0.0,0.1821315956398688
anxiety,Paradise_Princess,2019/03/31,"Skipping my birthday party. Not for the first time either :( I’m not going to my family birthday party tonight. My abusive brother was so awful to me this morning I came back to my apartment and had to nurse myself through a massive panic attack. I showered, lathered myself with peppermint, am in my comfy clothes, took a klonopin, and am drinking my favorite herbal tea. I’m just barely managing right now. Going to a loud, crowded family party sounds awful and I beg my mom every year to not make me do this shit. Birthdays have always been dreadful for me and I’ve skipped parties in previous years. I wish I didn’t have a birthday, it’s just extra time for my brother to be extra mean to me and for my anxiety to go wild all over the place with expectations and emotions. ",4.250548098434007,6.124973557046982,5.170620805369129,80.10725111856827,71.81879194630872,6.845861297539152,31.879753914988807,7.492282038375204,2.3301270693512297,616,29,105,7,12,201,91,149,0.18,0.722,0.098,-0.9391,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,2,2,6,2,10,3,1,1,1,20,20,7,0,2,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,9,2,0,1,1,0,5,4,4,0,1,6,2,20,0,19,13,4,19,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,8,77,23,1,0.0,0.2206826421970781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15497972936601792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248516168090314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118928381882868,0.0,0.14321919772111313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21302699289319008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18245975580916515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095126828418171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15692852755955822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511707455592326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584290710805679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175603556421002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243271792625753,0.0,0.0,0.20288714686735732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181405181126408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21853102645118608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19459764728491735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15906141819613273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19118888131455608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21721448596744736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20693702450723567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141849546743638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23988523100744896
anxiety,Ripetuto,2019/03/31,"I can't eat when I have anxiety Sorry for my bad English. 
I did gastroscopy and they diagnosed me bile reflux.
When I have anxiety i can't eat because i feel like throwing up, because anxiety increase my reflux. For exemple in this 2 days i ate very little because my anxiety increased, this happen a lot of weekends. 
I'm too skinny and i have also  depression.
Does anyone among you have the same problem as me? Do you have any advice pls?",3.004069767441859,5.2397763255813965,4.9304069767441865,78.8609593023256,76.44186046511628,7.555813953488372,30.517441860465127,8.472884824447931,2.779841860465116,348,17,60,7,8,119,57,86,0.21,0.6970000000000001,0.094,-0.8466,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,9,5,1,0,0,6,13,6,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,1,1,0,3,2,3,0,0,2,1,16,1,7,11,4,11,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,5,44,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800484867849966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473459017085721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529737543677547,0.0,0.5638077400431208,0.0,0.0,0.1288329710936131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538423519644148,0.33695411271371833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188270100171712,0.0,0.1586955940586061,0.18701144953446505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16123977714894064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3770706777754129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316312218550063,0.13162934747790492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16293304130256792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001600271066162,0.18466846240859905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15664408289016898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17630385411184532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20625453056621929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202682899402736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ProziumPeddlin,2019/03/31,"SSRI Withdrawals Just a quick question,

in your experience/knowledge about how long would it take to taper of 200mg Sertraline and 15mg Mirtazapine. Been on since november (:",4.614000000000001,8.085520066666668,5.035,72.3225,81.66666666666666,8.333333333333334,30.83333333333333,8.841846274778883,3.6963333333333335,142,7,21,4,4,45,29,30,0.0,0.89,0.11,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4544397405874609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5752481524091185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4247803576530677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38609523040293664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36478240930304207,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,queer-honey,2019/03/31,"Does anyone else have anxiety like this? please tell me i’m not alone. i have the worst bouts of anxiety. along with having ocd and dealing with those symptoms, i also have generalized anxiety and often for extremely anxious for seemingly no reason. sometimes it’ll start when i wake up, other times the middle of the day, but every time it happens it’s not triggered by anything (but it’s made worse by thinking of eating/food/being sick), i get shaky, nauseous, irritable. i feel so physically horrible that i’m almost always stuck in bed. i’ve dropped out of school because of this (and other health reasons.) 
i have emetophobia- so on one hand i understand why i get anxious. especially if i’ve been sick recently, but i don’t understand how to make it go away. it’s been 2 months since the original trigger (me being sick) happened, and i’m still having anxiety randomly and about eating, and i don’t know what to do.
i’m on 150mg of zoloft, gabapentin 3 times a day, and hydroxyzine or ativan as needed depending on the severity, and promethazine for nausea as needed. if you experience this kind of anxiety please let me know. i feel so alone.
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anxiety,Paradoxals,2019/03/31,"Going to a party of strangers I've been struggling with anxiety for the past few years now. Recently I decided to start taking lexapro again and I've been pushing myself in ways that I never thought imaginable. I hooked up with some girl last week and she invited me to her party tonight. I'm fucking nervous. Not only will it be a party of strangers, but even the host ( the girl I slept with ) is a stranger too. This is going to be extremely awkward but I feel like it's necessary to continue to push myself outside my comfort zone. Any words of advice would be nice to help ease my mind a bit lol. ",3.3204201680672263,5.182863436974795,4.222428571428573,85.98507142857143,74.29411764705883,7.449075630252103,29.54705882352941,8.238735603445708,2.148797647058823,475,21,93,8,10,153,82,119,0.058,0.735,0.207,0.9636,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,1,3,7,1,9,2,1,0,1,17,18,4,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,4,0,0,4,2,4,0,0,4,1,12,3,16,9,3,18,0,0,0,1,5,2,1,1,12,60,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373031171201421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16514139212747458,0.0,0.1857740330920742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651213787620134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16039534091769267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227885870635721,0.17348690354891694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22450420204674265,0.0,0.0,0.27602625340924986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627723711903762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19794924668085775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864069737749765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452019429364512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872952935637014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18469284835506045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23182087565755066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23977791115435576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718853428328669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25387196095811737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18258751998114775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19279001150811687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19275726535797927,0.19479379974327404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17250851655919294,0.0,0.0,0.15638276406381246
anxiety,Butfartter420,2019/03/31,"Been having panic for the last 6 hours, periodically crumbling into the fetal position and weeping for no real reason. Don't really know what to do anymore.  Nothing works.  I have Benzos but I try to only use them twice a week.

I'm really starting to think I'll never get better.",2.43333333333333,5.084441222222225,5.401481481481483,72.36666666666669,81.22222222222223,6.562962962962962,21.962962962962962,7.793537801064563,1.624985185185185,222,7,35,4,6,80,45,54,0.17,0.83,0.0,-0.7788,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,2,0,3,0,1,3,0,5,0,0,2,1,9,11,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,3,1,6,10,0,7,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,23,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583850669421868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304259189133765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612107847967492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565788185635912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14318563565140413,0.2123743774707068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20094404015547526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24999457254068275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19815194728139712,0.0,0.3056868391007176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965508663963974,0.33381641085409103,0.26787788681867936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18441112200503848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669431216933462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17688914429785713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250223817463317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208988984041594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896757797254172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pikipiki21,2019/03/31,"My teacher called me out in front of the whole class and I'm still not over it. In physics class, our teacher was handing out tests and asked us to put our pencils away. Usually she has us go over the test close to her desk, and ask her to clarify if we had issues with anything. So I sat close to her desk took out a bright purple pen, and an empty scrap paper, since I didn't get mine back from her, going through the issues I had with the test, and redoing them on the scrap paper with the bright pen. I was pretty shy to go up while other people were they so as I was waiting I would listen to her clarifications to other students and use them to solve the problems on my own. The plan was to solve it on the scrap paper and hand it back in with my test.

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Next thing I know she loudly says pikipiki21, put the pen away and come see me, while shaking her finger and head, and everyone turns and stares at me. So I put it away and wait, and go see her after, explain what I was doing and she tears off a piece and lets me keep the rest. The thing is this happened a while ago but every time I think about it I still feel a lot of shame and think about what I could have done differently.",7.536495071193869,4.923858261044182,7.218101496896676,83.63017524644032,64.78313253012048,10.018400876232203,31.070098576122675,7.348242739294969,1.6858240963855424,933,21,212,6,11,295,131,249,0.048,0.906,0.045,-0.2023,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,5,0,3,1,9,5,0,2,17,0,17,4,4,1,0,44,42,25,0,4,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,12,27,0,3,6,0,0,11,2,3,0,0,12,13,38,2,38,27,5,42,0,0,6,0,24,19,0,2,12,156,50,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231809974248876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506391906149408,0.14025510769337707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949856842969085,0.0,0.21581527829762534,0.0,0.3253393099746654,0.17751079114884474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786275365827327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994291960280234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215819227519638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205955028197914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181207750950662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725130263320107,0.11029439800671767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05836280536366161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06030527095708764,0.0,0.26239680557028044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207074595371572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184602781640952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24094931095103825,0.0,0.10259584722281656,0.0,0.0,0.06343505834337096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803080746920686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813097614831814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275675867868815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002178855009437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742964101303645,0.0,0.11044700178580356,0.0,0.3481047439462099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179131193895558,0.0,0.0,0.1839590029357731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548150079769012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18435855251731276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15336768381539387,0.14792051753604854,0.0,0.0,0.06730577301542004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824242672339758,0.0,0.1255502384723851,0.0,0.0,0.2776863016609667,0.09969092115772483,0.12712532631401727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128868900030441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199525066857855,0.0,0.14025510769337707,0.0
anxiety,davidbowiessexdoll,2019/03/31,"Tired of it. I feel like everybody thinks I owe them something. Like, I try to be very nice and understanding and accommodating to people i care about. But it's never enough. I spent time with a friend of mine this weekend who has a lot of self esteem issues, ptsd, codependency, etc. I tried. I tried to be empowering, I tried to be supportive, I tried to make it clear that I care and I'm here. But this morning I just get a text that she feels like she ruined my weekend and obviously I don't like her, when I never said any of that. It's her pathology,  not mine. I was perfectly nice, I thought, but she picks apart what I say and twists it. Typing this out I guess I'm just dealing with a manipulative person and I should just break it off, which is what I was heading towards, unfortunately. Bummer, I liked her. I'm glad I've grown enough to be able to recognize this and say and say no thank you. ",2.045959498553522,4.038275196721312,3.632279009964641,88.1940694310511,78.45355191256832,6.9288331726133086,21.693667630986823,7.928766900206844,0.8415254901960778,703,20,155,12,17,233,100,183,0.086,0.736,0.177,0.9054,2,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,1,1,6,15,0,0,4,0,10,3,1,3,5,34,28,12,0,1,7,0,2,5,1,1,2,4,0,2,17,11,0,0,5,2,2,1,5,1,0,0,5,6,31,14,17,18,4,12,0,1,0,0,17,4,0,2,11,103,48,1,0.1312892047778667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928116134761563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677161884757065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535340523634432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27131368870434097,0.14642216806127198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13276753346981945,0.18758606825226296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143371393442613,0.0,0.0685931907343405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446298607386454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474060103858665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137031819781833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207063689028861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161738695575,0.0,0.0,0.08763656366660891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025166568948625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101940374043828,0.11463666955133366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15347005463224864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488609866912925,0.3132193356065568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369632736949395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107284404820903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14898543373445688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087346049850466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412482119591608,0.0,0.10422896344714297,0.07655579110579114,0.15089762746992527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4456837599721525,0.0,0.0,0.1366766923362479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832734365957307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Southside1D,2019/03/31,"I am so anxious right now I am so so so very anxious right now, I’m supposed to be working ",-2.2300000000000004,-0.4280549523809505,1.187619047619048,99.01571428571432,98.5238095238095,2.8000000000000003,26.04761904761905,3.1291,0.11873333333333315,70,4,17,0,3,25,12,21,0.223,0.777,0.0,-0.5553,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,12,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.743577714423981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5620984958002313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27154162418520994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395884178460725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,stickittothe,2019/03/31,"Have an invasive surgical-procedure scheduled for tomorrow— any last minute tips to calm me down? Hello fellow kids! 

I am undergoing a kidney stone removal operation tomorrow morning, and I have been swaying between phases of sub-zero anxiety to extreme worrying (to the point that I am nauseous and dizzy). 

Any helpful tips from you nice folks will be immensely appreciated! 

Thank you so much! ",6.578557213930348,9.544700313432838,7.433656716417914,61.65605721393039,68.25373134328359,11.033830845771144,39.524875621890544,10.864195022040775,5.748335323383085,319,19,43,11,6,106,56,67,0.056,0.743,0.201,0.8879,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,7,1,1,0,0,2,8,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,3,8,5,1,6,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5192115871791267,0.0,0.29204074561739163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558816421065059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31118044127527233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28063309646302004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3608808997306733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514677694934472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3876896919254277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cheesecakebutternut,2019/03/31,Do you guys know hangxiety? When I have a hangover it always comes with really bad anxiety and panic and just a really jittery anxious and bad feeling and I’m having this right now today and I often don’t know what to do then or how to calm myself because I’m feeling so bad... I really have to quit drinking it’s just so bad for yourself ,3.6698571428571434,4.681246271428575,5.715714285714286,79.01928571428572,72.0,8.457142857142857,28.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.3183714285714285,269,10,51,5,5,94,45,70,0.248,0.682,0.07,-0.9396,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,8,6,0,1,2,0,6,1,0,1,0,16,13,11,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,7,1,0,4,1,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,2,5,1,5,13,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,4,37,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16066413252021758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771128451515275,0.21813373099980607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6448794454579986,0.1177042486334089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16632764394458713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891520814163844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19526151870720956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19118682105413345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122315017968483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22654638730599724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20537215078635604,0.0,0.0,0.3710900776343136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16489553102498006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830242186307448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Atypical_Mom,2019/03/31,"For when I need a pick-me-up... I have a really bad habit of imprinting emotions on songs (and tend to avoid listening to music when I’m in a bad place so I don’t “ruin” it), but I really like this song when I need a pick me up, and so far it has been resistant to my imprinting, so I thought I’d share. 

[Get Better - Frank Turner](https://youtu.be/tB4Avdlz3lk)",3.742191780821919,4.4838854109589095,4.9752328767123295,85.39682191780824,71.60273972602741,9.675616438356164,25.558904109589037,9.888512548439397,2.0657090410958894,277,8,62,7,5,92,48,73,0.128,0.718,0.154,0.5863,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,1,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,8,11,9,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,3,8,3,8,9,0,8,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,4,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5055610395864922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677545052445872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405488457178296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581724494950867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14790655280786774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44896509963766695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163054535095523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3878940717791463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403467498781163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CannibalCat87,2019/03/31,"Oh, how joyful the physical symptoms of anxiety are. Recently I feel as if anxiety has been beating to a pulp. I had a panic attack Wednesday before last and ever since then there’s been a lot of physical symptoms. 

The main and most common ones are shortness of breath (which is pretty much 25/7) and fast heart rate. 

I also get nausea, hot flushes, lightheadedness, panic, worst case scenario thoughts etc.

I’ve came home early from college twice this week cause of it, which pisses me off as my attendance is pretty much impeccable. 

Been to the doctor and had blood tests, waiting for them to come back, also going to the doctor this Wednesday for the shortness of breath. 

I know deep down there’s probably nothing wrong with me, but anxiety stresses me out. 

I do distract myself and drink lots of water which I find helps . 

Sorry this is random and just all over the place, I just needed to vent, thanks for listening.",5.9063333333333325,7.3940414176470615,5.89970588235294,77.9970098039216,67.17647058823529,8.254901960784315,29.46078431372549,8.59863814320734,2.36343137254902,731,26,123,11,12,230,112,170,0.139,0.774,0.087,-0.6397,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,1,9,10,2,4,9,0,12,11,5,2,2,28,23,14,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,7,10,2,1,4,1,0,4,0,8,0,2,7,3,13,2,22,16,9,23,0,0,0,0,3,8,1,5,11,92,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118255949383804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039503692857457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15067044094638174,0.0,0.10183874007790797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126972996330622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15147690326455293,0.0,0.1360531038868062,0.0,0.11408595483034817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711173817562089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974148677128694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14770641406355772,0.0,0.11980021535025248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696600840073659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104842046807783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06919481091351813,0.0,0.07526911436425948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15694289315134852,0.08877222417177187,0.0,0.1328488426412697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278595714263454,0.10795686499175007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251927313011696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947183388706281,0.09820311715271944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708044462740029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974526076520664,0.0,0.0,0.3107813024488125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837236583472107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26947965498144844,0.14279349850769546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13076923512736885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095563337761374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482565451068261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15171039948783996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753132414413275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193362277094613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051431394315702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062359584223072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14480313852569862,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BasicThuganomics,2019/03/31,"How do you guys force yourself out of bed on days with nothing going on? I've been a long time lurker of this subreddit and this is my first post.

On a day when I have no plans or nothing to be rushing out for, I find it extremely difficult to get myself out of bed. It's becoming clear to me that nobody cares if I'm up and around or not so there's nothing really stopping me from just bundling up and ignoring the world from the comfort of my duvet.

What stops you guys from doing this? I don't want to continue this way, it makes my mind go into over drive but at the same time I'm finding it difficult to stop myself.

Hope everyone is having a good Sunday.",3.2178260869565207,4.2111504927536245,4.670260869565219,86.1584347826087,73.05797101449275,8.128695652173914,26.118840579710145,8.548686976883017,1.6618527536231884,520,17,111,9,10,174,91,138,0.1,0.795,0.105,0.4006,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,2,6,7,0,0,6,0,9,0,0,2,1,28,18,10,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,10,9,0,4,2,0,0,4,3,3,0,1,1,0,12,4,26,16,1,31,0,0,0,0,4,13,0,4,12,79,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564141296616895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180686730724684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680422748369353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21102088367868674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563297388600945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990604734455176,0.13916068279776628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547584855610303,0.0,0.18595878319235445,0.13722248812253865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239855103108593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16249475751575784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478356349334093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092063157253617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16519245681047084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47094465738146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156686511401231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480831219672797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4103384618939232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907965247452832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649732605075263,0.12986049723433452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,waltermittyslife,2019/03/31,"Does hearing the sentence ""I have bad news"" make your anxiety shoot through the roof? I *hate* when someone tells me that they have bad news. My stomach drops and all kinds of terrible scenarios run through my head. And 99% of the time the ""bad news"" end up being something trivial like the grocery store is out of garlic powder. I wish people didn't use that phrase so lightly. ",1.822394366197184,4.627969901408456,1.970549295774649,93.58061267605636,89.42253521126759,4.530140845070423,25.409859154929578,6.2581,0.9253594366197184,297,13,56,3,10,89,54,71,0.226,0.696,0.078,-0.9062,0,0,1,1,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,0,2,7,1,0,5,0,5,2,2,2,1,10,10,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,5,0,0,1,2,8,2,7,8,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781456291102033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5833125151293154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037869259162008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20625453007976607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299118384826007,0.238992764227808,0.0,0.26246247010264795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24249924533320674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376897686186517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554431584590536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16144338625938495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19731078889416548,0.1792754240463124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20353946279839652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13578891583525016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20112572066475615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26779008456933845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lazeroid2077,2019/03/31,"It’s back Right so this is sorta random but for a while my anxiety just sorta went, it was always there but not as bad, then a few days ago it hit me like a truck and I don’t know what to do.. just wanted to say this",-2.3155714285714275,-0.5395148999999968,0.6477142857142866,103.141,98.0,3.6571428571428566,9.142857142857142,5.288315135182226,-1.911914285714286,165,1,44,1,7,57,40,50,0.041,0.8190000000000001,0.14,0.7162,0,0,0,0,1,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,11,8,7,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,1,3,1,4,5,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,6,32,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380167936190815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172884312919516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917084293349315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932112138904519,0.3183859154065455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459195785572161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20956326474231352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862934819853857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256448315207223,0.0,0.30324062919251377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22491216357934496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534870640938798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shiba_ba,2019/03/31,Can someone please help? I just need help. I need someone to talk to. I feel really awful. Preferably over private message ,1.5368181818181803,3.399611772727273,2.2169090909090907,87.00536363636364,113.0909090909091,3.578181818181818,27.127272727272725,5.6839178017228535,1.458407272727273,97,5,15,1,5,30,16,22,0.127,0.5770000000000001,0.29600000000000004,0.5279,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650501010764214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4375910979985638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4840794546117136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35831622066648183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20911597679363636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5531570600444464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623677531439742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,203829,2019/03/31,"Should I delete this friend request - Was mean to a guy in high school
- Felt guilty about this for years and avoided him by not adding him as a friend on Facebook
- Recently bumped into him a lot
- Finally apologised and sent him a FB friend request afterwards (although I think he will find it odd)
- He never accepted it
- Recently met him during an event, asked him to take a photo with him, he awkwardly accepted, asked if I can add him on Facebook to tag him, and he awkwardly said yes again
- Still haven't accepted friend request
- Sent him photos via Messenger and he didn't read it

Shouls I delete the FB friend request and pretend nothing happened? Now I am scared I am creeping this guy with my change in attitude. I am also scared if he will think I have ulterior motives when it comes to suddenly adding him as a FB friend after avoiding him for years.
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anxiety,lifeisyou,2019/03/31,"Loosing her (depression and anxiety) How do I let her know shes everything. 
How do I let her know the stuff I do means nothing if she doesnt pull through.
How do I let her know shes not the bad guy in this story.
How do I reminder her this is part of stickiness and health. 
How do I tell her none of the bad matters.
How do I tell her it's okay to take the day in bed.
How do I tell her she the only thing that matters.
How do I tell her she my only love. 

She views herself as a villain, broken and a waste.
What she dosent know is she my hero, my glue that holds me together  and my reason to keep fighting. 

I wish she knew how much I find in her. More than sex, friendship or partnership. I find my heartbeat, my soulmate, my focus and my light. 

If she only knew. If the words would reach her heart. ",0.1768421052631588,2.1284227368421083,1.9851754385964924,97.75039473684211,84.78947368421052,5.203508771929825,20.026315789473685,6.42735559955562,-0.05344210526315818,612,18,147,6,18,201,84,171,0.067,0.773,0.159,0.9255,0,0,0,0,2,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,9,8,2,0,8,1,18,4,1,10,0,36,29,19,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,8,5,0,2,10,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,2,2,43,3,10,23,4,5,0,1,1,2,29,3,0,4,1,108,51,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363005350296307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22621457681832705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873634647494182,0.0,0.11667546743306555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174685388213374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24762439313432405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341312585557322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399254253437774,0.0,0.160526211424611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204071668440282,0.0,0.0,0.29779122100810673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4155652157191671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226209662734465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14756066973495752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958207283604836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998194383048015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090808134713333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14669496835359727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928017750156155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15507456528832228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185252561773098,0.0,0.473608149133177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999666552553924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15577761256391168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962301700791824,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mappysnappy,2019/03/31,"Anyone else experience patterns? I’m about to go for a driving lesson. And I’m super nervous- because this is my second lesson, and my first one went well. I’m sort of convinced (and I know this is irrational) that this lesson will go horribly because the last one went well. Because I think the universe needs to balance out the good and bad that happens to me. So everything good that happens to me, I’m convinced something terrible is around the corner because the universe sent it.
Ugh I’m so scared right now.
Does anyone else experience this? And did anyone figure out how to convince yourself that there is no pattern?",3.6134615384615394,6.3424266923076935,4.2483974358974335,81.96951923076924,76.94871794871796,5.951282051282053,30.262820512820515,7.1686216300943375,2.0882769230769243,501,24,83,6,12,159,65,117,0.15,0.693,0.157,-0.2776,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,5,9,13,0,2,6,0,6,0,0,1,0,17,21,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,0,6,0,0,6,1,5,2,4,4,0,6,8,11,16,0,14,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,3,55,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31289842036682824,0.30567386287513043,0.0,0.13278826754428874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454634996659228,0.3637178302667705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13053509295003773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24921604512359485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405967452851913,0.2918235295249209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687947475000227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16954754936696964,0.2502246592477282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638118219602461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197705503841278,0.12158919399603928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106037847932158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20215581329153506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273858961367801,0.0,0.0,0.1493399539365558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148343252950675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557875979025048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26823407930007553,0.27655446716029264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hanarada,2019/03/31,"What's in your anxiety relief toolkit? My anxiety comes and goes. It does not have an exact time pattern. So far I have built diff types of spotify playlist and played

Music - Nature sounds (crickets, meditation types, asmr, uplifting but gentle music)

Books  -Feeling Good, teach yourself CBT

What's yours?



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anxiety,ThisDoesntEndWell,2019/03/31,"I get a terrible feeling in my chest that feels like it won’t go away unless I “do” something I get a terrible feeling in my chest that feels like it won’t go away unless I “do” something to get rid of it.  It’s like loneliness or this feeling that something bad is going to happen. 

Usually, I reply with binge eating, drinking, picking at my heels. I don’t even realize it, sometimes.

However, ilt has been worse since I started talking to an old friend last month, because a thing or two that have brought up some painful memories. If I get anxiety over some real or perceived slight, I feel like I need to immediately stop the friendship in a very definite way. Which leads to more anxiety because I love having this friendship back. Too much. And the idea of losing it, or more importantly, the idea of hurting that person- sucks. Sucks so much.

None of these things make me feel better and they’ve all got painful consequences. 

Is this common with anxiety or is it something else, maybe? 

I have an appointment coming up next week, I’m just so tired of it and wanted to see if it’s common, I guess. Or maybe I just wanted to complain about it. I don’t know. 👍",4.190215081627361,5.632324647577093,4.952448820938066,83.33903342834931,71.2466960352423,7.984348276755638,30.09302928219747,8.4952907291091,2.257699870432754,913,38,177,15,17,295,123,227,0.182,0.674,0.14400000000000002,-0.8552,1,0,5,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,3,8,17,2,0,9,0,14,9,3,3,1,42,44,15,0,5,12,0,7,4,1,2,3,0,0,1,22,6,2,1,12,1,0,6,5,10,0,1,3,8,19,7,26,39,8,27,0,2,1,1,5,9,2,11,15,117,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23317209365404265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909138486929891,0.07812443950917508,0.08483209376175219,0.1238693269143902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985730115840705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875197520135415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952971656306514,0.0,0.10396257819579592,0.08487410073650797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710610884209009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3596055202499918,0.2177500474568949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849622035273914,0.0,0.2123280714363293,0.0,0.17322555348469212,0.0,0.08125912471428454,0.0,0.11192429989762567,0.0,0.08984490200633458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876533418214993,0.22938897928409416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05583692513828254,0.08281788995225181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19854730207908733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113664864065554,0.0,0.0,0.09169833165020892,0.0,0.06781905882868633,0.0,0.2041425243389992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109647340982543,0.0,0.14937597494615365,0.07533541243480463,0.0,0.0,0.10805318263377013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661253331412084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21621998713120555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871355414850449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564350328395592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809623680003383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404490436933011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128678199918911,0.10048539779552534,0.0,0.07191328911742723,0.0,0.0,0.08494248738275667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166255644354306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13499758813931695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677471875122475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924883191183086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189849136975376,0.08383097402532129,0.11985310169615178,0.08064567184563007,0.08149771590961802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353949197511438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pancakechewsday,2019/03/31,I Beat my Anxiety Today Walked right up to a group of people and talked to them. Ended up having a great day. It may seem small but it feels huge. ,0.9053763440860224,2.7689160967741984,2.523870967741935,95.37247311827957,81.58064516129029,5.423655913978496,13.559139784946234,6.42735559955562,-0.8472666666666666,113,1,26,1,3,37,27,31,0.042,0.785,0.173,0.631,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,5,3,0,9,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,3,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925040936192091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24659034911365385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386571687286066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19333253290578328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4215528754069297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26508004493000825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265330607789284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3480858743769938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073262114794919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.362432249889873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jfergy06,2019/03/31,"An interesting link between sleep and anxiety (a personal case) Happy Sunday sub!

I’ve recently connected a personal link between length of sleep and anxious states. If I get a full 8 hours (or more), I tend to be overly anxious but if I get 5-6 hours I almost seem to be in an ideal state and my anxiety is fairly limited. I’m a bit tired with 5-6 hours and I know it isn’t healthy to cut short on sleep, but does anyone know why this might be the case?

TIA!",1.3695833333333312,3.2298359583333323,3.811666666666667,86.73333333333336,80.04166666666666,7.6,24.20833333333333,8.515128840125781,1.6545083333333337,356,13,77,8,9,124,62,96,0.147,0.675,0.17800000000000002,0.8038,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,7,0,6,4,3,0,0,19,13,9,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,5,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,10,9,3,12,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,6,5,42,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15796565037989765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413594055248533,0.3564292857640852,0.0,0.11030373337115547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17222411901402346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804967188514206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16483761937914435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679297349862159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4660612681097469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733925382731317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16734974095689945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754855912094955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15576088092334006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14361132295912712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4735972090118591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813124992132108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234647168039796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,magicwalnutonastreet,2019/03/31,"im thinking too much I'm a teenager and I'd like to say first that I don't want to assume I have anxiety, and that I know I probably don't have anxiety. I've been thinking too much and I thought this subreddit might help, I don't want to seem like I'm overreacting.

So I usually have bursts of being worried (I haven't had them in a while) but this week I've been pretty stressed with all the school work. Apart from palpitating and from wanting to cry every couple hours I think I've been okay.

Anyway, throughout this day, while studying for exams I've been weirdly nervous. Maybe because I wasn't chatting with anyone online (I have this weird thing where I think my friends will hate me if I don't message them daily) but I've been convincing myself  I'm just overthinking.

Yesterday my friend called joking about how he ""needed me"" and that I had to go the coffee shop they were at with my other friend. (I was kind of panicking, I don't know why) Basically, they wanted me to buy them food or something.

The conversation ended with him saying that he just wanted me to say ""no"", since I always succumb to things people tell me to do and stuff. I get that he was helping me.

Chatted for a bit with them before going to bed. This afternoon, while I was asking for help with a question, he said that my friend was mad at me. I chatted her, to no reply (she replied at our other group chats).

Now I'm thinking that I've done something wrong. I don't know if they're joking (they've pretended to be mad before, I actually cried in school that day) or if I fucked up again.

I've fucked up so many times before, done shit to them that I still regret and is probably the reason why I'm still scared. I'm terrified of getting pulled back into the same cycle, this cycle is the reason why I keep fucking up.

Someone help I don't know what to do, I haven't properly studied for exams and I feel like every thing I see on social media I've been drowing myself in is about me and how I'm a fuck up ",2.8299064171122987,4.3743588088235335,4.1553475935828885,87.29179144385029,74.88235294117645,6.8081996434937615,24.128342245989305,7.463857097105799,1.0224205882352946,1566,48,324,19,33,516,184,408,0.191,0.695,0.114,-0.9893,0,0,2,0,0,0,45.0,1,0,7,2,17,27,8,3,11,1,38,6,1,4,1,54,76,23,0,10,9,0,1,3,4,2,0,4,1,0,22,16,1,1,16,8,2,3,12,15,0,1,18,6,54,12,43,54,5,35,0,1,1,4,39,14,5,9,21,209,76,5,0.0,0.0,0.07797205501970078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648420742797848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222484138197152,0.0,0.0,0.05586878379027172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07469684542949248,0.0,0.0,0.061439098441521574,0.0,0.04870703596717936,0.0,0.2039701339869011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723142702965528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158806884621994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840916906052065,0.17553545450894914,0.10305934070665712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16353335776571085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076875607704143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13464043098173825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0404004525116974,0.05708144035080932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06796392836295645,0.0966168602263036,0.0,0.24692590640463635,0.2954695243384482,0.08349016879246222,0.0,0.0908193978734243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888590282359811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21422438712772235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868659692423534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630701785870587,0.0,0.0,0.07101986663930157,0.0,0.08320481462984312,0.17564646155777766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710708564158352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100728589497325,0.0802715048438299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476255706974947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747316572347595,0.05924573475078826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055393438476349977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128825551910046,0.17229403672732058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950764139103518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643035027054911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600434785210856,0.19062194744763636,0.07999505003523917,0.16172858037577778,0.06367091948285013,0.07273906065573373,0.0,0.0,0.08201744379886126,0.06609510654408103,0.0,0.0,0.08144922134384029,0.06770003589845831,0.12302371007352025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761841895178005,0.0,0.0915265660357278,0.0,0.09146776919176834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698371792816436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592484405488516,0.2559873453213791,0.0,0.06343263564577648,0.04659103806832434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799989439817546,0.0,0.23563901897711415,0.0,0.06409193105240944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162952424156072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058169032459882926,0.0811435571977172,0.0,0.0,0.08735942997444475,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sad_tower,2019/03/31,"I just had to give a presentation in my Sociology class and it went terribly! I'm in my first year of university. I just had to give a 7 minute presentation in my college Sociology class. This is the first presentation I had to give in my college career. I was so nervous. When my name got called to present, the nerves got so bad.

As I went up in front of the class to present my powerpoint, I began shaking profusely. I started sweating and my voice got shaky. I knew they could tell I was nervous from how they were looking at me. They were looking at me like I was crazy.

When I finished, they appluaded nonetheless. A few students had to do a peer review for each student that presented. One person did a peer review for me. For each student you had to write something they needed to improve on.

For my improvement, she wrote ""Relax a little bit."" That kind of hurt me because she noticed I was nervous.

I felt terrible after giving that presentation. I always hated public speaking.

To make matters worse, we have to give another final presentation that's going to be 15 minutes.

I'm thinking about just not showing up for it.

What do you guys think?",3.0081571369806674,5.491612746606336,4.559401480872072,80.26601295763065,77.64253393665156,7.095104895104893,29.04997943233237,8.150884317080207,2.301749321266968,911,42,166,17,22,304,119,221,0.162,0.773,0.064,-0.9705,1,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,1,2,5,2,9,13,1,5,9,0,18,1,1,2,0,22,43,8,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,8,5,0,0,4,2,0,5,1,10,0,3,21,5,36,3,33,20,4,34,0,1,2,0,24,11,0,1,19,121,44,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743198288959876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538576406184874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078035845081657,0.07870581085436865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095746251073507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183834711089407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308586355887332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396829358864782,0.14143648531383554,0.0,0.2196461346676556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6192826043091177,0.07337763640298277,0.0,0.3097892977673576,0.0,0.0,0.12784172152188228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747191085275494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821765295566482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445085032154286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06307786920438346,0.1294046921348636,0.0,0.0,0.21684404491308515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618362833570521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573531832989657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699549159961658,0.0,0.0,0.08749000395369537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273609677166717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993971472845702,0.0,0.0,0.09138652598158616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285005777907495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16546021478747086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23937725095614915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315767167602824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314424776221907
anxiety,MrEpicWynn123,2019/03/31,"How to build self esteem after 6 years of Pure OCD Hi guys and girls, hope you’re doing well. A quick summary of me and my life, in 22 and I’ve suffered from pure OCD for 6 years with varying degrees of intensity. Over summer I started a relationship with the most beautiful girl in the world but since then my OCD has spiked as I care about her so much, I’ve worried what if I have ED and it ruins the relationship, I have tinnitus and I’ve worried what if it gets way worse and ruins the relationship, I’ve been worried I’m gay and don’t realise for the past few months, now I know these are all not true as I know my own pattern with Pure OCD I recognise the signs. And when I say worry I mean going over things in my head every waking moment, battling my own head, it is truly exhausting, I’m in CBT but I’m on a break as my therapist has had to take time off. I can feel it slowly wearing me down.

And now the main question, I know I love my gf and she’s super attractive but this constant questioning own mind and fighting myself has destroyed my self confidence. Outwardly I’m a very confident person, I’m one of those people you’d never expect to be suffering, a gym goer, social, makes everyone laugh and always smiling. But it’s getting harder to hide as I’m no longer always smiling so my gf notices more and more. Anyway, how do I build my self confidence? This constant battling has me feeling worthless, the constant fighting my own head about my relationship makes me feel like I’m not a good bf. A bit graphic I know but I’ve always had regular sex, either daily or once every two days, but now I’ve lost all interest in sex, porn or sexual stimulation in general which only serves to worry me more. How do I build myself back up? I feel if I don’t have sex then it’ll ruin the relationship but then that’s putting too much pressure on myself, along with the other OCD reasons that take me out of the moment which makes sex more of a test for myself rather than something to enjoy. 

(Please refrain from telling me what I am etc as I know what I am and don’t need someone telling me what I’m not)",3.5433309164733164,4.771535580046403,4.885086281902551,84.02825587296985,72.54988399071925,7.61487819025522,26.925826566125288,8.07648339933343,1.6430306844547558,1669,58,337,24,32,556,207,431,0.168,0.69,0.142,-0.8057,0,0,1,0,4,0,35.0,0,1,0,2,17,26,5,1,19,0,24,14,5,8,7,72,56,40,0,7,17,0,4,1,3,1,2,1,0,7,21,20,0,1,13,1,0,2,8,14,1,2,4,5,47,12,45,49,18,44,0,7,0,7,28,16,0,9,25,222,68,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19778419082721624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06092515721909745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650173165035065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807831530301628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25686763092100856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05109862200717308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836555216813348,0.0,0.0,0.13351415684292864,0.07571036662565983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16025000258365688,0.05660395116272258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279176923097721,0.0,0.04502984446661998,0.06645674048199056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845296085663092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439472335621717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.078696080195437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177214623268636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05596449258357634,0.038709159613155984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649199601338271,0.0,0.07151072452637314,0.0,0.15866559226080634,0.0,0.0,0.08630778217804272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000257379120312,0.0,0.06324289074519009,0.0,0.11649049664262315,0.05875014112858992,0.06110924474998345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020710462344644,0.0,0.08438038042438717,0.05369021766771876,0.06026013926432334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756367037268589,0.05493006951087098,0.06918305293349071,0.0,0.08697385659428228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796508806267561,0.17751781072275644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146454772206893,0.0,0.42533204867247904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06300912834689354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479713721028353,0.0,0.0,0.06554221757410618,0.0,0.0,0.08076789441286672,0.06713372161178421,0.060997305201670064,0.0,0.0,0.056081406447813474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914645834947858,0.0,0.1385059753610232,0.0,0.0,0.09199542506651813,0.05263877304758726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046201301635560216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739896408895107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06537538450721239,0.0,0.06289133422400707,0.0,0.0,0.07123983163794692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4023239358153344,0.08074502507283246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204669238636448
anxiety,tranceorange91,2019/03/31,"My (27f) life is going the best it has ever been, but my anxiety is increasing instead of my happiness. This year, several really fantastic things have happened to me. 

After years of hurdles, I have finally been accepted into a teacher training programme and will be starting in September. 

I also got together with an amazing guy (27m) and long-term crush (we were good friends prior to getting together) and it's going amazingly. He is really keen on the relationship and I absolutely love spending time with him, and in general, my life is the best it has been.

But.... Despite what should be a happy time, I have been suffering from the worst anxiety I have had in years!! I have regular, vivid nightmares about all the things that could go wrong, and am really struggling to just allow myself to be happy. I have talked to my boyfriend about it and he has been really supportive, but I feel angry and frustrated that I have this overhanging stress even when things should be going so well. I've even started to miss aspects of my unfulfilling, but predictable previous relationship, even though I know I wasn't happy in it. I'm so upset that I am being this frightened of increasing my happiness.

Has anyone overcome this sort of thing? I could really use some advice. I don't want to mess everything up because of worries of what might go wrong. :( ",6.6477560240963856,7.635676493975907,7.207889056224903,71.10412274096386,65.18473895582329,11.204919678714859,34.839608433734945,11.080906280650957,4.2724716867469885,1073,48,180,31,16,353,138,249,0.185,0.5820000000000001,0.233,0.9684,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,1,0,0,2,14,26,1,3,8,0,37,3,0,2,2,33,55,17,0,5,5,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,18,12,0,0,3,0,1,7,2,10,1,0,9,2,25,16,27,35,7,26,0,2,1,1,10,7,0,3,12,144,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425532054968967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07713552857463851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14757657844028255,0.0,0.0,0.06744401580168846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05879845381556096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024484554869487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15402393601455908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911240921275365,0.08724963512634429,0.0,0.0,0.08668809637968873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04877086223718263,0.0,0.0,0.10566242262529492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452137671332483,0.0,0.05039408307564549,0.0,0.27408977293423864,0.08090240205986514,0.07714437481214256,0.0,0.0,0.09550623361869562,0.08529539076020208,0.5133940327238925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05300948904348705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625892113381058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536019296588149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705496756634806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232417551568647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089597167551594,0.0,0.0,0.2071144877770348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896740140412924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654357585452914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11048959270637963,0.10083636215604767,0.0,0.0,0.10945670035606754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752737781202056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25632332552860954,0.0,0.09476716196641873,0.0,0.11248810138746183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833066908245035,0.0,0.0,0.056892026785641835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672519085422427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795536939540443,0.0,0.0,0.21091816846204134,0.0,0.18634278050151265
anxiety,Manmaroo,2019/03/31,"Hypnosis: Happiness Trigger with my personal hypnotherapist Hi, check this short Hypnotherapy for triggering more Happiness in your life.

Hope you or your loved ones feel better",8.887777777777778,13.142014814814818,7.58666666666667,56.700000000000045,67.51851851851852,13.970370370370366,38.62962962962963,11.855464076750405,7.30942962962963,148,8,18,7,3,45,25,27,0.0,0.5660000000000001,0.434,0.9509,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,6,3,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,5,3,3,1,2,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,2,0,11,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933073529679483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16768641882731702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7060708205330848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293919164046491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234246120225272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993167453414379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22472686880760373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28957399570465664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,caspianthegawd,2019/03/31,Fudge A new job where you go to different places each time. I thought i could handle it at first but now I'm up all night scared to death to go it's like school anxiety,0.1255405405405412,2.13625175675676,1.4120945945945955,101.41381756756759,85.48648648648648,5.8621621621621625,17.35810810810811,7.1686216300943375,-0.23569729729729705,133,3,34,2,4,42,31,37,0.265,0.659,0.076,-0.8402,2,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,5,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,1,5,3,2,11,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,6,18,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22602725192521375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23590197954184994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30869439966966755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513194155725518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358351782478861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931999653362799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434757295405234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28535857442495743,0.0,0.2772706187567466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30869439966966755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29580852237068656,0.29902282931877044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345634412652965,0.17228598670337994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kredes,2019/03/31,"Shortness of breath all day long anyone? The last couple of months i've had some weird symptoms which i went to my GP doing bloodwork etc and later a neurologist and a lung test which all seems fine, still waiting for a EMG. But the last month i've been having shortness of breath all day long and its hard to fall a sleep at times because of the anxiety it causes.. i have been battling anxiety for many years on and off, but have anyone experienced shortness of breath which is pretty much there all the time throughout the day?

Also my symptoms just came out of nowhere didnt really feel that anxious at the time..",6.582857142857144,6.818150478991598,6.013109243697483,82.23042016806724,65.21848739495798,8.480672268907563,30.445378151260506,7.957251820313856,1.941265546218487,493,16,94,5,7,151,75,119,0.085,0.866,0.048,0.0937,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,10,0,9,7,5,1,4,18,14,7,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,6,3,4,1,15,8,7,26,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,2,15,61,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856172247496706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459657627533633,0.1816158789212219,0.0,0.22481777210365345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799933495080404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18386948569203704,0.0,0.16514738352408825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17788066137554298,0.0,0.3110355613671395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17929269612707238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128635625714849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401163345225154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620858073430506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284539527796727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629879541269232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25663820605116044,0.0,0.11817894362555392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16355326950198315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298858151464316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14635215277750574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087861240122098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283851494594631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.334187608916286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812257400618701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14902845889905622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352578668885004
anxiety,nochillnoble,2019/03/31,"Eye anxiety My eyes don’t ever know where to look . Anyone else deal with this ? I’ve come to find the easiest place for me to look is at my phone or at my shoes . Eye contact is also terrible for me, feels like the short glance into someone else’s eyes last for eternity . Best way to describe it in my opinion is feeling like they’re sucking out your soul with their eyes. 

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anxiety,funkygibbons,2019/03/31,"Need to apply for new job, can’t get motivated My boss keeps bringing up that I’m not doing my job and having a go at me in the middle of the office. I do my job, I stay after hours ensuring stuff gets done and yet he questions my work. I’ve been there 6 years and hold the damn place together but it’s gotten to the point where he doesn’t let me ever explain why things have been done a certain way I just get shut down and told to do my job right.
So I’ve gotten to the point where I can’t put up with it any longer and I can hold it together most days until I get home before I burst into tears.
I know this job isn’t good for me but it’s close to home and I know what to expect which is just the comfort/safety side of my mind going ... you don’t need to leave , just put up with it.
So I have to redo my resume, the thought of which makes me feel sick to my stomach.  I just can’t seem to get past the knowledge that my resume needs to be done to the point of actually doing it. ",2.775897771952817,2.7976585688073428,4.339737876802097,91.68321100917431,73.40366972477067,7.146002621231978,21.53473132372215,6.5431188927421005,0.14079056356487518,760,13,187,5,14,256,114,218,0.049,0.902,0.049,0.0258,5,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,2,11,3,1,0,11,0,22,2,1,3,2,39,45,11,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,14,10,0,3,9,0,0,5,7,1,0,0,9,1,25,2,29,34,1,34,0,0,0,0,6,18,1,3,9,122,39,8,0.0,0.0,0.10479221914671838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730254472802188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137668178999203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06925440796526136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296762563290108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971358337074211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05429705645391402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28052101687218634,0.0,0.12205868169461785,0.09006939985064957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154317177026432,0.0,0.10575254309650502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5328149574527075,0.09544867615398864,0.0,0.0,0.11803191853323372,0.0,0.0,0.11370515516417495,0.0,0.10980838526392768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168028689656375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842818584871317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388737356458395,0.0,0.10371305229631657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025110840819185,0.0,0.0,0.11219441532828243,0.0,0.3045404582848224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21590306607263712,0.1202957183773766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170615916889199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775922390189863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445806694327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293007426293208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134178809981748,0.0,0.0,0.08525165399278785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261092005097357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523717366033036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689821324610877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781775213638844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915238599818548
anxiety,Wordsmith_Rypht,2019/03/31,"What little things changed in your life after treatment or medication? I've been on medicine for 166 days and it's almost night and day with me. There has been little things that I've noticed that I've been doing better. I can remember things much easier, I can make a little bit of small talk, I've been playing video games much better (I know that one is weird but I can get into that more), and I've been more proactive with changing my current situation. I also find myself not harping on bad memories nearly as much as I did before. Heck, I'm making this post and I wouldn't have done that before. I was wondering if anyone else could tell me their stories!",4.06786259541985,5.594682083969467,4.741900763358782,84.39804198473283,71.67175572519083,7.07206106870229,24.55038167938931,7.554174236665415,1.1655490076335877,527,15,101,6,10,169,88,131,0.011,0.866,0.123,0.9195,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,2,2,5,0,0,1,0,17,2,0,2,0,20,23,10,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,11,7,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,2,0,1,8,0,14,3,12,13,6,15,0,0,0,0,5,9,1,4,5,71,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037381159961645,0.0,0.0,0.11210492255922623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801976220614687,0.1436348543236256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704760535118845,0.0,0.0,0.23857215274997395,0.0,0.0,0.24796233259196354,0.15304438640453316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965917145509941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192534580528267,0.0,0.0,0.18081388897081754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434566832628894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710556473407273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12812544023717282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324024201340512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704134234815044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901595337438272,0.0,0.4215029418000363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871475306353478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14122041573581584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091536361264969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13155298631348736,0.0,0.0,0.15960016884088496,0.0,0.0,0.0949921609904388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425731606197602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588009016933809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15757244829068068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267441665907026,0.1225268073139392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27939563411466617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202333545600705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,scatterwitz,2019/03/31,What do you do when anxiety is keeping you awake? Would love to be asleep right now but can’t  because of anxiety. Just curious how other folks handle it when their anxiety keeps them up at night?,4.239122807017544,6.001693789473688,4.876315789473686,82.66254385964915,71.63157894736842,9.27719298245614,28.456140350877188,9.725611199111238,2.7460245614035084,156,6,30,4,3,50,33,38,0.126,0.738,0.136,0.3527,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,1,1,0,6,9,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,4,7,0,7,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,4,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6701472220943305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780030449474284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5190934846486844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26354518357264284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27402615296095656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493699841888156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074313997415339,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Divine_Roses,2019/03/31,How do you get rid of a mega but chin I have a really ugly cleft is there any way to like fix it,-3.103749999999998,-1.6146672083333318,0.8049999999999997,103.54,96.08333333333331,4.866666666666667,8.0,6.42735559955562,-1.72865,73,0,22,1,3,27,23,24,0.18,0.7,0.12,-0.3898,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4791188842555874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680988521667074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442080620885992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4513534532719285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5592398412094309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lmbanw,2019/03/31,Gabapentin (Neurontin) for anxiety? Does anyone take this now or in the past? Did it help? Any weird side effects? What was your dosage? Thank you! ,1.3882051282051258,3.1522473076923103,0.6230769230769262,98.31358974358973,114.3846153846154,4.810256410256411,19.71794871794872,6.42735559955562,0.5664564102564107,114,4,22,2,6,32,26,26,0.107,0.691,0.203,0.6189,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,2,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,12,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018384180242109,0.0,0.3395498822924121,0.0,0.0,0.3103555844541784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884228148240057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975084222387325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4237123441435556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337257090550145,0.0,0.0,0.4086444838674239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SenslessChip,2019/03/31,"My girlfriend who has been really struggling with anxiety just broke up with me. Sorry for the long post in advance, I just don't know what to do!

So yesterday my girlfriend of nearly 3 years split up with me, neither of us have done anything wrong in the relationship and we still ended our conversation saying I love you to each other.
Her anxiety stems from her previous boyfriend sexually assaulting her and it started around last year when she happened to bump into him. She has been having therapy and it has been helping her a lot but the anxiety was still there around intimacy and sex.
We went on a break in November for a month and a half and haven't done any sexual things since then. Since Christmas I could tell she has been happier but on Friday night after a really nice dinner we were getting into bed and she told me she felt a little anxious, we spent two hours in tears talking over things which we always do because it usually makes her feel better. But then yesterday she rang me and said along the lines of ""I can't keep doing this anymore, I am exhausted with it"" (talking about the anxiety) and because her anxiety is tied to intimacy and I am the only one she expects to be intimate with we broke up.
I completely understand this and obviously want her anxiety to stop I just wish we could do it together, but so far we have tried and failed. We have said we will keep in touch because there are no hard feelings but I want to be there when her anxiety stops so we can maybe try again. I am just scared that if we meet again after this I will make her feel anxious again. Has anyone been through something similar and can offer any advice?",6.9429283489096605,6.82882648598131,7.1350934579439285,75.67061526479755,64.51401869158877,10.871651090342679,33.72118380062305,10.504223727775694,3.4392566978193138,1326,51,249,30,18,429,170,321,0.151,0.782,0.067,-0.9683,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,14,1,0,3,20,11,1,2,12,0,38,4,0,2,1,66,60,26,0,7,10,0,6,0,2,2,1,4,1,0,15,36,1,4,6,0,1,2,5,8,0,3,15,10,49,3,39,39,3,47,0,3,0,2,48,18,0,2,25,198,64,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095041270593897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744466390488328,0.0,0.0,0.12658643469249442,0.0,0.4984071692514543,0.21029327726861988,0.09230396908038638,0.06507920227671041,0.0,0.07659161544989862,0.1657104151569221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17021034812068128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231600667332248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758586444383427,0.0,0.0,0.14862333993901422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904931474609533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243555486903073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14118237642058046,0.0,0.08936522042696314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048627097408798975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230464812291441,0.0,0.08337563472800068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06238525020888752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165871548093324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654561260554559,0.0,0.0,0.051150798466537806,0.07586737965746511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932841656697158,0.0,0.08236717814579719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912781851822465,0.08400252826138795,0.0,0.12425465771065584,0.0,0.09350490822206134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429043339080461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734323787069821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06306905791912774,0.07078664193535936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913874949777886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925062090718977,0.0,0.0,0.09992617939678997,0.0,0.0,0.1770685521397772,0.0740158363621853,0.093182877614125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15398283321971898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165257921812962,0.0,0.1041882384708302,0.06587794993369739,0.0,0.1486573420387048,0.15562733952851254,0.0,0.09730070090869006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961801555372758,0.08135040014413868,0.0,0.1064377355713915,0.0,0.12366788477842873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893578207009381,0.0,0.12638168528198013,0.0,0.0909193510672156,0.09689286590395957,0.11195604153379526,0.0,0.10250738497130553,0.0,0.10979440281259527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628012928805724,0.0,0.0,0.10703000899597558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176133483462317,0.0,0.1198726515210362
anxiety,brindlemonarch,2019/03/31,"I dont know what I've got I'm in my 40s.  I know I've had depression for most of my life.  I am fortunate enough to have been able to socialize enough to have multiple relationships.  Relationships that all ended with my ex-partner bewildered about what went wrong.  And myself with something else to regret.  I recently met a new girl.  I just hope this time it's different.  When I'm not with her, and not occupied by work, I'm usually consumed by worry.  I don't want to have more negative impact on the world than I have already.   Everything feels so perfect when I'm with her.  One minute I can see our life together being awesome.  But the next minute I see another disastrous relationship failure.  

I don't think anyone can help me.  But writing this down so that someone other than me reads it, is somehow better than the thoughts just going around in my head.  

Thank you for reading.  ",3.194451754385966,5.500361029239767,4.380464181286552,82.69245065789475,76.13450292397661,8.251608187134503,27.64656432748538,9.017664075816787,2.4918915204678367,700,29,133,17,16,229,110,171,0.13699999999999998,0.738,0.125,-0.29,1,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,1,1,0,3,9,7,0,0,4,0,14,3,1,0,2,26,32,8,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,9,7,0,0,5,2,0,2,6,3,0,1,6,3,21,4,23,25,5,16,0,2,2,0,12,6,0,3,8,91,30,3,0.13837086965769255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15269569547690745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450939216144697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675212934762767,0.0,0.0,0.12317941032329775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237778962277797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917862727934912,0.0,0.0,0.1445681080539424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16216962870635224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559110623681422,0.0,0.1225555198666931,0.2859481944427552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435881544315285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06996446927837134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863935398440929,0.0,0.11066782488476064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420084322656553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274707719880032,0.0,0.0,0.1374334950737386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15209002250600598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19547087470400296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336394481588641,0.1471589896642467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093763682346306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768166295603088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662454060087414,0.445675590479956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205273363605878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410516761615094,0.11724118883051884,0.10652465565154187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739330606816554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866246610581335,0.0,0.10985101433208157,0.08068516684645799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239596403873035,0.0,0.08161472398972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827118245110292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073564109990403,0.14052233481923765,0.0,0.0,0.15128682414766048,0.0,0.0
anxiety,XIce_WitchX,2019/03/31,"My anxiety is through the roof. BILLS SUCK I'm about to loose my shit. I just got paid and had to use all of it to keep rent affloat. I'm about to lose my storage unit and my electric is about to get turned off. 

I have literally 68 cents in my bank and I dont kniw how I'm gonna survive 2 weeks to payday. 
Light Bill is 120 and Storage is 85.

Idk what to do
Idk what to do
Idk what to do",-1.3870000000000005,0.3152287444444468,1.1622222222222265,102.76000000000003,89.33333333333334,4.488888888888889,17.88888888888889,5.6839178017228535,-0.7666444444444442,297,8,82,2,10,101,55,90,0.199,0.8009999999999999,0.0,-0.9341,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,5,3,2,0,1,0,10,1,1,2,1,9,21,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,6,0,1,3,0,0,3,1,8,0,16,17,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,46,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617887257138265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.401066058303252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17878992630566215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736955659428412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041708240940835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3828440117663385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512723221108423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722248076807265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955584506007163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27449918464369955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_tterraG,2019/03/31,"Prom has driven my anxiety to what seems like an all time high I'm a high school senior and Prom is coming up but just thinking about it makes me stomach-curlingly anxious. For starters I don't have a date, and the one girl I'm close with is going with another person so if I were to go it'd most likely be alone. I do want to go to my Prom, but going alone seems sad and i'm afraid others will think that it's sad too. I'm also feeling pressure from parents to go as they've ask me many times as to what my plans are. They seem like their expecting me to have a date and other people to go with, and in general just a joyful Prom experience.  It seems like no matter what choice I make, whether that be skipping my Prom or going alone, it will feel awful. It's been the only thing on mind lately, and every time I start to think about it I feel a sudden feeling of dread. Thinking about it sends me down a rabbit hole of my social existence and makes me feel alone as some outcast. For as long as I can remember I've been an anxious person, and there have certainly been things that have come up in my life that have increased that feeling, but Prom and just the idea of it, with all it's expectations of a once in the life time experience has driven me to near daily panic attacks. I just want it to be over and done with. Sorry if this doesn't fit the sub or if I'm doing anything wrong as far as posting this, but for the first time I feel like there's no one in my family or friend group that I can turn to.",6.714493207941484,4.668456457680254,7.0563510971786885,82.35027377220483,65.92789968652039,9.885977011494251,30.35757575757576,8.021203637495839,1.8209120585161955,1186,29,264,11,15,388,147,319,0.16899999999999998,0.727,0.104,-0.9776,1,4,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,4,12,16,1,4,15,1,27,2,0,3,3,65,66,30,0,7,15,1,7,5,1,2,2,0,0,3,26,18,0,0,17,0,0,13,4,8,0,3,7,7,25,8,45,53,5,43,0,2,0,0,11,15,0,12,19,176,51,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520827920205112,0.0,0.0679639162532864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911607386688056,0.06501467224896708,0.1920217954091641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993689814054951,0.0,0.07945118913022675,0.09668475835797334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14641721236796792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697100702337389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160504760942492,0.0,0.0,0.16626680351142153,0.08011799494283385,0.0,0.3008031708030319,0.06071458957953911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228973185347437,0.0,0.0,0.06566059375768983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380997136460091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795864485205171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959397568034526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586881639362076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200573856927752,0.20760129731273996,0.0,0.0,0.07521064693922368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701880543076563,0.08616327979530311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581244477220447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905081723235949,0.11517851539234752,0.06463629390325558,0.0,0.0997137027697842,0.09436778805326022,0.0,0.0,0.058919148883098474,0.14841439787979574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139386546925707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627348146048977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601118262301899,0.0,0.3094751770083151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663334378166555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951357688250376,0.060154097118306875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292291212559392,0.2178244489028269,0.0,0.0,0.2477824435594229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244123790400152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025483756678097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291972844770198,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GoBearzZz,2019/03/31,"Tonight I had dinner with my boyfriend’s family without letting anxiety get the best of me! I have been with him for a year now and have had a small handful of dinners with his family. I usually tense up and over analyze what I am saying, which causes me to not say much at all. And if he’s ever out of the room and it’s just me and his parents, I especially panic. Today I vowed to try to hush my social anxiety and just be myself. This was especially important for me because I skipped out on a dinner with my boyfriend and his band mates the night before because of my social anxiety.
But tonight ended up being the best evening I have had with everyone so far! :)",3.7233582089552217,5.027919694029851,5.310626865671644,80.85489552238808,72.2089552238806,8.64358208955224,29.817910447761196,9.120678840339163,2.569808358208956,525,22,103,11,10,178,79,134,0.044,0.818,0.138,0.8983,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,1,7,0,12,4,1,1,2,23,13,10,0,1,6,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,4,14,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,4,21,2,22,5,4,19,0,0,0,0,12,10,0,1,9,86,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857454145707592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20492171303349246,0.0,0.14302488485247375,0.0,0.3527821023109201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726658897825391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488702241533312,0.0,0.0,0.11101617423365163,0.1520392419477695,0.0,0.1606089730706795,0.0,0.0,0.3169043551221105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781559004091034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17187461123073355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355916284735124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15773300029030854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972072984080757,0.1866344947764656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673301384976622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34267562440610605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15932150641919632,0.0,0.0,0.11411623204754053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18511790697951655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16202446393480244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823890571333424
anxiety,timevisual,2019/03/31,"Does anyone get super anxious when their pets eat? So I have four dogs that I own with my family (parents and three siblings) and I’ve seen all of them choke on food on multiple occasions. Back in January I had a heath complication and long story short, I couldn’t eat food without choking on it. My issue has gotten a lot better, but now at times I have to leave the room when my dogs are eating. It’s really cute to see then enjoy certain treats and stuff, but sometimes I just get too anxious and look away or leave. Does anyone else experience this? How have you gotten past this? I’m even too hesitant to learn how to heimlich maneuver a dog because I’m afraid it’ll make it “real,” somehow. I know this is pretty stupid, but it stops me from enjoying being with them. ",4.2721925133689815,5.476118738562093,5.1822578728461135,82.68197860962569,70.76470588235293,8.178015448603684,26.32739156268568,8.575989854853784,1.78262614379085,609,19,119,10,11,199,106,153,0.108,0.73,0.163,0.9204,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,3,2,12,9,1,1,4,0,10,5,0,3,2,25,21,15,0,1,6,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,10,7,5,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,4,3,15,7,15,14,3,17,0,0,3,0,5,8,0,3,9,80,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149816390454492,0.0,0.19495396207748786,0.14283948110342162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309779562968063,0.1071957796021425,0.0,0.08498153171275735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329462471841104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24399292458167585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4279460955814564,0.1164570965710704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207735375239727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636730709991018,0.13142100515389962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371442588640092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456693532269353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455052341597526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661472848175402,0.0,0.0,0.2952248746995033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337127041285173,0.11706720812267113,0.0,0.0,0.11851929027253025,0.0,0.0,0.09305560370990956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547955558418391,0.0,0.1330802544075409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141827568175695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15867628066618916,0.08930802857419529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108974618899588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378776042810229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655093097046015,0.0,0.0,0.15958826017463307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128964738896384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438387681121425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Benisar,2019/03/31,"Nightmares of loved ones dying... Every night. I just need to get some of this out of my head. I started taking Seroquel awhile ago and it would give me the worst nightmares I've ever had, I stopped taking it after about a month but the dreams didn't stop. 

Every night I watch all my closest friends die in horrible, painful, terrifying ways. I work with all my friends so the setting is always at work and it's starting to bleed into my actual life. 

For example in my dreams, my boss will go to the deep freezer and won't come back so I'll go looking for her and find her frozen to death in the corner of the freezer, staring at the door. Now in real life whenever she runs to the freezer I'll get a massive anxiety spike and will literally set a timer to check on her.

Others die via meat slicer, stock pot, murder, knife accidents and 1000 other ways.

I bought one of my coworkers a knife sheath because I kept seeing her die from getting stabbed by her own knife.

It's really starting to effect me at work, I haven't told any of my friends about it in a while because I think they were a little weirded out that I watched their death every night, which is fair. 

I'm never able to do anything. I try so hard to save them everytime and I can't, no matter what I do. The blood keeps coming and I can't stop it. I've added so much shit to my real life medical kit in my backpack because I'm scared all the time. Scared of losing my closest friends, even though none of it is real. 

Sorry for the long post, I just needed to get some part of those dreams out of my head. I can't really talk about them irl, people get creeped out. ",3.8570583627105393,4.686230342342345,4.585050267658964,87.97740305522915,71.40240240240242,7.3528659093876465,26.790573181877534,7.423996415210882,1.2369063585324445,1276,41,271,13,23,410,175,333,0.209,0.677,0.114,-0.991,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,4,5,14,14,2,2,17,0,16,11,4,2,5,43,43,15,7,3,3,0,1,0,4,4,6,0,1,0,14,16,0,5,3,3,2,5,9,8,0,2,6,6,40,6,46,33,10,49,0,1,5,1,18,20,1,2,19,168,54,5,0.08622313718735934,0.0,0.08414134405779353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643160871019156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174455733139039,0.0,0.0,0.05863469000476424,0.0,0.06596046394522519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095429521778282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630027026044838,0.0,0.15768247240556654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485471959371627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35794401409083937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05694956892247682,0.07799376395373038,0.21794013556129144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788063853254106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664631276208572,0.0,0.22524015225823074,0.08271308992750581,0.09800519175310507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723899496976097,0.0,0.17697962825982294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663908604597168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827058551496145,0.0,0.08641823509262903,0.0,0.07630476312691926,0.07240571938537517,0.09646163548832007,0.0,0.0,0.07781974768762441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686073958216553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882248548623815,0.0,0.06338392679402742,0.12786672739004534,0.06650059888669105,0.0,0.0,0.24274372000451466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685405846096845,0.0,0.09174749715053007,0.0,0.0,0.0933712551905296,0.0,0.059776266820274815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257793114896057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944224202987419,0.11047349910366526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17264880414489034,0.0,0.06870867699112132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.088506811263049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651974288903484,0.1830875408677936,0.0,0.0,0.2162592105154276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12965813712614507,0.0693028915968116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05524830477197295,0.08471379450780156,0.0,0.050277404682050886,0.0,0.0,0.08238990259389008,0.0,0.05853985031484544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368798258852856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18831441235501573,0.0,0.0,0.061250442795239016,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Yvan_incognito,2019/03/31,"Am I doing any of this right? So I'm not sure if I'm posting on the right sub. Anyways, I have a cousin (we'll call him K)who I suspect has anxiety and depression. His brother, his friend and I have all noticed some changes from him. He isn't the happy, jolly guy we used to know. We developed a secret group chat for K to discuss how he is and if there's anything we need to watch out for. K knows we are supporting him but doesn't know about the chat. K is looking for a therapist which is great! But I'm just wondering if there's anything else we can do to help my cousin?",0.4558911819887434,2.4881277723577253,2.2983739837398396,95.43641651031895,84.28455284552845,5.7358348968105055,22.46966854283928,7.010146845296331,0.5731480925578492,448,16,104,6,13,148,78,123,0.09,0.794,0.116,0.7986,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,6,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,6,0,14,0,0,2,2,28,25,10,0,4,7,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,9,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,16,5,12,24,2,5,0,1,2,0,25,4,0,5,0,66,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13264524487158,0.0,0.14921784171019764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210300886075614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19917469948509992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20634412514819206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16800205000755591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629448438343519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070032266583047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21505070051032946,0.0,0.19313679990512173,0.0,0.2076414843591278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074239448223152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32159418366364834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16379850182879147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446320715962002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220733459316776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18681040007804828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33315471228848936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213480317875968,0.1838386314767368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22647586285147825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16846636148135566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115306707354867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dynatica,2019/03/31,"After 2 panic attack episodes, I have requested to excuse myself from joining the daily standups. I work in a software company that is doing daily standup meetings. 

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When I started, I joined a special group that was working on support issues, and so there was no need to share updates with colleagues who were were working on unrelated things. That group has since dissolved. 

When I started joining a scrum team, I was so nervous that I took 2 paracetamol tablets (whether it really calmed my nerves or was placebo didn't matter). However, I found that it was impacting my health, so I stopped using it.

Luckily, it was a small group, and I was fine with around 4 or 5 people. Then, when they started adding one or two more, that was when I started getting anxious again. I would get the usual physical symptoms as it gets closer and closer to my turn to speak.

Then I had a panic attack. I had to step out of the group, grab a cup of water, and got back to talk.

I then made an appointment with the company psychologist, who first advised me to talk to my scrum master to excuse myself from the daily standups, as I work through my anxiety issues.

This was last year. I haven't been joining the standups, and doing my updates via email or Slack to my tech lead since then.

Is anyone else in the same or similar situation?

I've read a number of threads about the anxiety of speaking in standups, and that they eventually got over it. It never did, for me.

I'm now doing mindfulness exercises. I don't know if it is going to help or not.",5.05648748991122,6.389723081355935,5.568571428571432,80.15903954802262,69.03389830508475,8.195318805488299,32.352703793381764,8.563005593585519,2.6333890234059725,1219,54,222,19,21,392,156,295,0.095,0.828,0.077,-0.7481,1,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,2,8,13,10,2,3,16,0,27,4,0,3,1,32,46,27,0,3,9,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,19,11,1,1,2,8,0,4,6,5,0,3,21,3,31,5,34,24,2,39,0,0,0,0,21,11,0,7,24,164,50,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556104389321332,0.14081261698409062,0.0,0.0,0.1773029846623354,0.1309167464379782,0.0,0.08102928950945924,0.1187375885503648,0.0,0.10316196829972607,0.0,0.26367119352043955,0.0,0.0891081952581378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680681216150552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985714822108062,0.0,0.12706161222389373,0.0,0.0,0.1816349470844228,0.0,0.06585995599068216,0.0,0.1853671910361792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231800365698618,0.0,0.0,0.07767508395082187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419070762806255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06368721054634599,0.09446151236535316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965292245805032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170105304924105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592705027092741,0.08937743884150336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852648425972954,0.0,0.0,0.27193149640305386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033987244243808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591607837944175,0.0,0.07423871795928139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19172207304256575,0.1302592787810209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280952003542015,0.0,0.0,0.09688481349713447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150460506356573,0.0,0.12044859380986468,0.0,0.18628749391527694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698865757547721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287521860151465,0.0,0.12604929640724966,0.113202531099156,0.0,0.0,0.10008718918431772,0.1276306451695701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374618204950233,0.0,0.0,0.08232117900583424,0.0,0.14081261698409062,0.0746259591740615
anxiety,Rae_Starr,2019/03/31,"Why does anxiety have to make everything so hard? I feel like there are so. many. things. I haven't done just because of the little monster on my shoulder.

I carry so much fear. I'm constantly scared my job will disappear underneath me. I never go away or take breaks because I feel like I'll be tossed all the way back down the ladder I've tried so hard to climb. I can't build and maintain friendships because I just feel like everyone will leave. I'm so used to being glossed over and used that I now suck at being vulnerable. I'm so closed in.

I've got an assignment I need to finish, and it takes so much effort to get past the fear that I'm going to fail before I even start. A ""study session"" is 80% stressing about studying and on a good day 20% actually reading or writing something. And I have to start over every single day. Getting started is just as hard every single day.

When my boss assigns me a project I just worry that I'm going to let them down and it'll all fall apart. I work until I get so sick from stress that I can't make it in.

I feel like I live in a fog. 

Every time the anxiety comes back it's like I have no energy. I can barely think, I can't remember things, I end up running late to everything because time just disappears. I'm constantly distracted, my brain is so busy I can't concentrate.

Everything is shrouded in fear. And I'm just too tired to deal with it anymore.

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anxiety,GuUIsHPriEST,2019/03/31,Does anyone else have extreme negative association with a certain places or things This started around 11 weeks ago when i went on a holiday and when i came back i would think about experiences i had there some of whitch wernt even negative but the thoughts would always be accomponied by an extreme negative mood. Now when i go out there is a 60 percent chance i will give that place negative association aswell. This makes it almost impossible to do anything outside without having a panic attack or something. This is shit because i cant enjoy days out with family or friends. Idk if life is worth living when everyday i just think about a place and it will ruin my day. ,5.355599999999999,7.468363960000001,5.710600000000002,76.38430000000002,69.4,8.840000000000002,30.9,9.3871,3.0000400000000003,545,23,94,12,10,174,90,125,0.206,0.6609999999999999,0.133,-0.9282,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,13,8,2,1,7,0,13,2,1,1,1,24,22,11,0,3,7,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,3,1,1,3,6,4,0,0,4,0,9,3,12,13,2,22,0,1,0,0,2,7,1,6,12,70,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14278752694404293,0.0,0.16129815543454432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340313004778918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263074400999845,0.1650452943786389,0.13255495352217805,0.14339517615759936,0.0,0.1832515308970132,0.0,0.12386042615048044,0.0,0.09819275322152997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18423238323598126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207766295120101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096202167918365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13456150664771266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639169113662124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575669567689839,0.15185170315381666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244498567308179,0.0,0.0,0.15452242541996838,0.09154536450465033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377542901972762,0.0,0.0,0.14223641774925186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752201974721458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18899244301070126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5048823322036569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653461036764597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400710250348852,0.0,0.0,0.11401311410267675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701426404639433,0.20642686813391325,0.0,0.12787937131616955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920850231086245,0.0,0.0,0.1493225917809138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552751825805835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22885294182728794,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,breadandbunny,2019/03/31,"This is getting very bad and I need help. I keep getting nauseous daily with anxiety. Especially as pertains to future plans and presentations I have to give for school. I didn't even get to see my therapist on Friday because she had a doctor's appointment and was running too late. I haven't seen her since December I think because I have been busy struggling to keep up in grad school. I wanted to see her in January when I was on break from school, but then that didn't get to happen.

I feel worse when I am in a moment of anxiety and people are unfeeling towards me over minor issues. I've had a couple of spats with people close to me in the past few weeks, which doesn't help. When I am met with insensitivity I get even more nauseous.

I don't feel like people close to me even listen to what I'm saying sometimes. I feel alone. ",3.591181318681322,5.079116964285717,4.832142857142858,83.43593406593408,72.80952380952381,7.550183150183152,25.42307692307693,8.139509932561175,1.4894884615384618,662,21,132,10,13,219,99,168,0.131,0.835,0.034,-0.9233,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,1,4,0,16,2,1,0,0,18,37,10,0,2,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,9,0,2,4,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,9,8,22,1,26,28,2,23,0,0,3,0,9,11,0,0,11,87,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828642259539198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20428482493964772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114835987776632,0.16278507025143407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477373084874784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666334819804454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645660450640012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025351277196772,0.09538669406839746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487933704625126,0.12808452279906246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807126953182237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17899124436382827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936016030345896,0.0,0.23735737046114666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15061634317823694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06523111354983513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900336678261028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127459920562706,0.27769780879041595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618044015803013,0.0,0.4053880172857749,0.21279626023585727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044909989292173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205466556456766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395840641401964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15502697755649175,0.0,0.08555420621303716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016795954166707,0.0787535383676723,0.0,0.10710166705634512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606825753251706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,glasstablewhite,2019/03/31,"Is this normal? I'm 22 right now, ever since maybe 9th or 10th grade of high school I've had these tremors. My muscles tense up and I shiver and shake. I've realized that I have some strong triggers that make me go into these feelings of panic and my physical symptoms as well. Its images of slit wrists and my Achilles heel being cut and stuff like that (just typing it out is making me feel uncomfortable). At times they can be very intrusive thoughts, random images and visions of me getting hurt. And like if I walk past a sharp object or something I imagine it cut me. I start getting this weird tingly feeling and its uncomfortable.The intensity of the panic and physical tremors vary and can randomly happen. They can be very violent or sometimes I can be calm and type about it like right now. I'm seeing a neurologist next month (I'm scared tremors will interfere if I am driving) but I wanted to come on here and just ask if what I am experiencing is most likely just anxiety and my tremors are a  psychological effect. Sorry If this is long it's just late night and I'm kinda scared.",3.832096436058702,5.872115962264153,4.588238993710693,83.14470649895179,73.33962264150944,7.352620545073376,26.872117400419288,8.167268648758528,1.7693387840670862,872,32,166,14,18,280,126,212,0.125,0.812,0.063,-0.9017,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,2,10,17,3,5,4,0,18,3,2,4,1,48,37,23,0,6,12,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,16,17,0,1,7,0,0,5,0,10,1,0,2,6,19,7,13,30,2,24,0,1,1,0,3,8,0,12,15,103,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100655360224709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450560337755227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393732372043435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130145012974834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21824565189736128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033962230873446,0.0,0.0817686331940318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12722998464240284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201398419028891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15402333898305187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622995594563096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28116420219960553,0.0,0.0,0.12732664618014716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920780727798581,0.0,0.14454381749273304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484127464191178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530148562696194,0.13501884846541,0.14096894382347125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3376173951047182,0.0,0.0,0.13734690750779355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457403991786773,0.0,0.0,0.2880920180856541,0.1456112380767962,0.11465136704773013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901656803441298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076356878285594,0.1422980640282632,0.16105855845184242,0.10183690410558684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647047798872633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954332625684075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422229255206133,0.08389585465535837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23742723960113615,0.08486240146976065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936273111771449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CammanderAlPal,2019/03/31,How do I tell somebody about my anxiety/depression? I always think about it and think how easy it should be but it really isn’t. I know I need help on whatever the fuck is keeping me from talking to new people and furthering my life for the better. This is very hard to post and I feel dumb to post it but I did it. I just need advice on getting help and letting someone know. ,1.9548901098901084,3.781825294871794,3.5813553113553134,89.23269230769232,78.1025641025641,7.021245421245422,23.96336996336997,7.957251820313856,1.2501369963369968,295,10,63,5,7,98,50,78,0.13,0.72,0.15,0.1681,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,2,0,2,0,8,2,0,2,0,18,18,8,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,10,1,9,14,0,6,0,0,0,1,4,3,2,0,1,44,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20447115983214906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17410806372743845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850596259707363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802218544394844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580023185421676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19344303242526698,0.1093215380846618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18744184031022754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28050415797172285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859859949469157,0.0,0.0,0.22999044814912736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21396652745479056,0.14779547445822833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103040725195813,0.0,0.202089499797697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450636878956554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40079649896097896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340472903978632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17729206108574727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16818268472825484,0.18288878714670515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681506646877848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17264850488375705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,premium_fish,2019/03/31,"I'm at an impasse and I'm not sure what to do. Hello. You can call me Fish, I'm 22 years old.

I'll start with this isn't the first time this has happened but it's the first time I'm asking for help I guess? I know reddit probably isn't the best place to ask for help but honestly, I don't have many friends and the ones I do have are cookie cutter, don't really care, stay friends for appearances and for the occasional chat friends.

I'm just completely taking a nose dive. I have been doing so well for the past 7 months, give or take, and I haven't had any episodes like this. I recently broke up with my partner because of the horrible crap that we kept going back and forth about, but I felt it was for the best. I had more time in the past several weeks to play games I enjoy, watch TV, I've applied for several jobs, and I moved. I moved in with my grandparents which I'm not very much enjoying but hey you have to make do with what you have.

The impasse I'm coming to is that I feel like I have just done a complete 180° yet again. It doesn't happen as often as it used to, but I've been a part of several Discord Servers to make friends because I don't really understand how to socialize in person, the intricacies and the do's and don't's of making friends, and I just left them all because I realized that I'll never really feel like I can even interact with anyone. 

It gets worse: throughout my life, I have struggled with relationships, because when I meet a suitable partner, I care and love them and cherish them. I try to make them feel special and desired and loved, but at a certain point in the relationship, they always show their true colors and I am the one who ends up getting hurt and manipulated. I know that people have told me I should wait longer before committing to someone, which I understand, but with the events that transpired with my ex recently, I am kind of done. Sex doesn't appeal to me like most people anymore, it's been too much stress and hassle and I am always doing something wrong in the other person's eyes and they make it known. And I can't look at the opposite sex with favor and passion and love anymore, I just look at them as an opportunity for hurt or a friend, but then we go back to the first point. The thing that I'm scared of is if this happens with everyone how it's happened with my love life. If I kind of just give up altogether on making friends or socializing with people because I don't have this special social aspect that people have to be able to understand what people mean and the intentions behind words.

I just don't really know what to do. I've been exercising a lot more recently, I've been undertaking art projects and I've RSVP'd for a meetup in less than a week, but I don't understand what I'm missing with the few friends I currently have for them to be able to make time for me. I've tried making plans with friends on dozens of occasions and they always flake and never tell me what happened why they couldn't say what was going on that they couldn't make it, they don't reschedule, they don't even shoot me a text to cancel, I just don't hear from them. And it's just disappointing and hurts me.",6.3953040877367915,5.4709635639445295,6.727139037433157,80.83054903471405,65.90292758089369,10.162258678509929,31.56897489350132,9.402419484367199,2.4671538656757006,2519,81,534,41,34,818,256,649,0.154,0.7090000000000001,0.13699999999999998,-0.9104,3,0,1,1,0,1,53.0,2,3,15,7,22,48,1,3,33,0,59,13,3,14,7,115,123,49,0,6,24,1,4,4,11,1,3,2,0,4,35,44,0,2,14,7,0,7,22,11,1,6,14,12,68,37,73,104,12,57,0,6,5,7,61,20,1,10,33,353,103,2,0.10697739405461584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335206424507015,0.0,0.0,0.036374148184145964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609282921889177,0.037400540635645685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000094225543796,0.0,0.0,0.08225901270754643,0.0,0.16303106621855176,0.0,0.04551494154155029,0.0,0.11226617507959508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05461794005972698,0.0,0.10907058290825157,0.0,0.0,0.046075776276114776,0.11216376233616987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947501587577173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047375109279797226,0.0,0.0,0.07065755984524147,0.0,0.0,0.05111074221734616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113647711758416,0.0764246716877116,0.05135753729403296,0.0,0.0,0.13649237510014373,0.0,0.0,0.3719271117496344,0.0,0.05589127306442506,0.10262246426295517,0.09119657750437743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05892383014460392,0.0,0.2364993906605686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06028564898986561,0.0,0.07170469224812265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17178226934183505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05307927835825544,0.0,0.0,0.11140049378295873,0.08818796710780018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058115625825985326,0.0,0.07556129711817577,0.1045275021963813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898340680607105,0.0,0.0,0.04547417743871045,0.19310254962122272,0.0,0.3213370855104065,0.054229143402722,0.0,0.05826487181159332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042694167655261,0.1137000399164532,0.07864069360686246,0.0,0.08250756124207048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056127389762841366,0.0,0.0724906508081267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05792304644510054,0.10212202736957963,0.1854116383184642,0.09340853417804568,0.05588430390470228,0.0,0.1011282155311587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05766986217285117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706491588823375,0.0,0.15844090616992845,0.1148536860425504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04253635875521277,0.05355151690297645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18128100806567732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16357497188666742,0.04532079941385543,0.04117821219292208,0.0,0.0,0.03785957506074127,0.05701183413351256,0.0,0.0,0.061271121725338315,0.05591799977417021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050412463935510035,0.0,0.08043368682811339,0.0,0.046751478811622116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035535513560183786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475875752532145,0.0,0.0,0.05111074221734616,0.0,0.07263062838251201,0.0,0.0,0.2227344799425765,0.0,0.04619706045625198,0.0,0.0441337768370488,0.0,0.0,0.08581081273367677,0.0,0.04809276236182159,0.0,0.04826522943253071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05450955193805634,0.0,0.05848149340302965,0.0,0.03444496718976785
anxiety,04dr4s,2019/03/31,"Finally found out I'm not the only one New things or situations always made me anxious. I remember being anxious since I was a child, all it took was someone to tell they had a surprise for me and I would feel so anxious my stomach would hurt. Till this day no one that knows me well tells me they have a surprise for me or even ""I need to talk to you"" without disclosing the subject, other way my head won't stop thinking about it and I'll be on edge.

Things became worst as time went by, by the time I went to university I couldn't even sleep before the beginning of the year and let's not talk about exams or presentations (on a weirdly way I was always a good speaker and always nailed my presentations, I only suffered the night before). And even though I speak a lot with people I know, I always feel anxious about talking with someone new, I always feel like my new colleagues are judging me or don't like me for no reason at all. Yesterday I was invited to a party and I couldn't enjoy myself and dance because I was always looking around to see if someone was looking at me, I was afraid of looking stupid. 

If I'm going on vacation I will be in pain instead of being happy about it, I become crazy with lists and planning as I'm afraid something goes wrong, I just can't relax.

In February me and my husband decided to buy a house and we went ahead, we already made the down payment, we're only waiting to sign the papers and will be moving by the end of April. I never felt so anxious in my life, my stomach aches almost everyday, I try to get busy and distracted with other stuff but my mind can't go around it. My stomach begins to ramble, I feel like someone has punched me in the stomach, my hands start shaking and I get all sweaty, I start to breath heavily, get really tense, my heart bits faster and my chest hurts.

Right now my family is afraid in the long run all this stress and anxiety will cause me stomach ulcers (my dad has it), because my stomach pain is getting worst as time goes by and the pills that I take aren't working as good as they used to.

I don't know how to cope with this, I can't enjoy myself, I can't relax, I'm not able to have fun, I can't even get a good night of sleep so I always feel tired. Right now it's half past five in the morning and I just can't sleep because I can't stop thinking. My husband is on the night shift and I'm home alone. Today I even tried to relax before I went to bed, I took a long bath, dimmed the lights, lighted up a lavender candle, drank some tea, read a few pages from a book, but I still couldn't sleep, so after two hours rolling in bed I got up and did laundry to keep me busy before I started writing this...",5.1229020270270285,4.815507886486491,5.844332770270274,84.05271537162163,68.33333333333334,8.30686936936937,29.776182432432428,7.531066641456977,1.6896858108108113,2107,69,443,19,32,690,240,555,0.138,0.8009999999999999,0.061,-0.988,0,1,1,0,0,0,53.0,2,1,3,3,24,32,1,6,28,0,42,23,15,6,5,84,90,39,0,8,14,3,7,3,0,6,6,2,4,1,17,29,2,4,15,7,1,12,21,16,1,5,21,15,74,16,67,54,11,73,0,3,4,0,17,21,0,9,41,293,91,5,0.05824043799223295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05831938583538344,0.060319529362859066,0.06426977156466339,0.0,0.3392249696762521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04455377565296933,0.3289755872481613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369267500596373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650849129559067,0.06432198804359616,0.1982332924817692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06358347414632623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059828972885019926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037560264393768535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05158374138328038,0.0,0.0,0.1923363000760868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05490390167283296,0.0,0.14724057689117592,0.08321396107728195,0.055919953792851966,0.06379955305037234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385763416119787,0.0,0.0,0.15214112532755025,0.0,0.0661987661248124,0.14654794856706072,0.04658019862765151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619980292192759,0.0,0.0,0.05977149174679855,0.0,0.0,0.06901519943757188,0.0,0.0,0.05841990794126665,0.0,0.057355099779505266,0.06720164593215085,0.1246951868561496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0517667772739796,0.0,0.0,0.09602226480448284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595547937574569,0.041136943728289715,0.08536000849455165,0.0,0.0,0.1030819098068465,0.14672189905304847,0.0,0.0,0.049513937683224776,0.0,0.11021702124625847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058806239889556015,0.0,0.0,0.061900368605799685,0.0,0.04318454680933051,0.04491861618872395,0.16874693379611613,0.0,0.1639641172207256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893045611583857,0.13288343252322354,0.12394386455985695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05559708810650815,0.04037658654878743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058256198681879874,0.0,0.03731031590947071,0.05988087018726556,0.0,0.0,0.06597506295033441,0.09947403165004026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04641008866488354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048177092147255005,0.06546469248196522,0.233129994160116,0.0,0.19738773645381655,0.04483633453678077,0.0,0.0,0.12366864531837518,0.0,0.046510889012837946,0.0973832279913803,0.06671422494620305,0.0,0.06667136759839752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04378956125822076,0.14043437384872634,0.10180941971285516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738471823186978,0.07463624203921458,0.057220934624513886,0.0,0.10188140325140026,0.06693881595753885,0.055205125340966776,0.0,0.12941453910599168,0.07908286878794255,0.0,0.05689244525178594,0.0,0.0,0.05030103899431618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245709761797367,0.0,0.0,0.05236514815043786,0.21595787801911934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05614170390963618,0.0,0.04239973249861431,0.0,0.0,0.0827446722997665,0.06367677620738169,0.0,0.03750493257923241
anxiety,Paralle_,2019/03/31,"Worried about my wife's anxiety/panic symptoms after she stopped using marijuana Sorry in advance for the long message, but I could really use some help. 

My wife and I live in Denver, and we recently stopped eating THC-infused gummies after about a 6 month period of consistent use (started consuming only a couple times a week and moved to every day).

It's been a little over three weeks, and I've dealt with some major anxiety, lack of concentration, and general unease as a result of stopping. Since this has happened to me before in high school after stopping--although not to this extent--I haven't been too worried. I know it'll just take time. It's my wife's reaction, however, that has me concerned.

A little background information: My wife and I are very close. We've been best friends since we met, and usually sort out any miscommunications with ease. Especially the past 8 months or so things have been incredibly smooth and easy going; my wife and I had worked through a lot of our emotional misinterpretations caused by our past and had very open communication. 

Starting when we stopped the edibles however, there have been some dramatic changes with my wife. The first week, for example, she was very quick to get incredibly angry and say hurtful things (she has NEVER done this before). I figured it was an effect of the withdrawals (read it can make people irritable/angry) so we worked through it. However, three and a half weeks later, she is still incredibly quick to get defensive/angry and shutdown (not like she ever has before). She's been very closed off (not engaged emotionally) and hypersensitive to questions or jokes, making communicating with her an anxiety-provoking task. 

We work through each situation, and it almost always ends (after quite some time) with her showing herself as I know her: open, calm, loving, joking, etc. My wife explains that in those moments, she doesn't see me as I am. Specifically, she sees me as someone trying to hurt her by either blaming her/putting her down/trying to change her. No matter how calm and clear I am, her emotions jump to intense conclusions that they never have before (not nearly to this extent, anyways). My wife feels awful afterwards, and tells me through tears that I'm not doing anything wrong. She says she's so sorry for how things are playing out and and doesn't know why they are. In her words, she doesn't feel like herself in those moments, and she's looking for me to hurt her, even though I never have. Basically, things go like this: 

1) Harmless question/joke/conversation that she perceives as a threat 2) She reacts defensively or angrily towards me as a result 3) I react hurt/upset at hurt at her mean comment or hostile emotion 4) My reaction triggers her further until things boil over and she kinda ""loses it"" (has no attachment to reality/who I am) and acts very irrationally 5) It usually ends when I recognize how panicked she is (for example, she pushed me away when I tried to hug her because she thought I was going to hurt her) and I try to show her it's safe

The only thing that seems to calm the situation or keep it from happening is if I notice her shutting down/getting nervous and show her overwhelming positivity and love. I've gotten better at this over the few weeks but still make mistakes (especially since it can happen moment to moment). Even then, it can take awhile for her to rebound, and she avoids talking about it. 

Now my wife has suffered a lot of emotional trauma at the hands of family members, significant others, and others that I won't go into detail about. I also communicated poorly due to my own anxiety for awhile at the beginning of our relationship that caused some misinterpretations. However, we've worked through most, if not all of it, together and were the happiest and healthiest that we'd ever been when we stopped edibles (we also felt great before we started). These were her feelings when we stopped, as well. She says she feels like she regressed completely, while also being far more reactive (angry/defensive/sensitive) than she's ever been before. She says she feels crazy.

Has anyone ever experienced anything like this? Is this simply an effect of the withdrawal that will pass? Did stopping cause some sort of unresolved trauma to surface (or PTSD/CPTSD)? I would greatly appreciate any insight, as I'm trying to figure this out as I go. It truly is significantly different than it ever was before.

I really feel terrible about her being so worried about being hurt and feeling crazy. We're going to make an appointment with a psychologist to see if we can get some clarity and some tools to work through it more effectively. I just want her to feel safe again. 

Thank you for taking the time to read this.",7.38392118076689,8.140656611751156,7.572745848187117,69.93963090166075,63.527649769585246,10.375828188853145,34.580123467524565,10.278112347672216,3.7010938787931487,3801,158,630,83,53,1234,373,868,0.134,0.7120000000000001,0.154,0.9697,5,1,0,0,0,0,134.0,14,1,2,15,42,45,3,4,29,1,58,7,1,21,10,166,113,70,0,8,20,9,11,5,1,4,1,4,0,0,49,56,2,12,26,8,1,12,16,20,1,4,22,20,106,25,104,82,23,111,0,9,4,3,90,33,0,27,71,459,155,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0450394076202025,0.0,0.0,0.10790771966307468,0.03742566280331292,0.0,0.0,0.06117375919009135,0.0,0.06881676251932173,0.0,0.0,0.031449969011527724,0.0,0.07402684262170764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042258722242234016,0.0,0.0,0.027418437773078768,0.0,0.2679133599943957,0.0,0.0472020947730754,0.03977977246895597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386157343051899,0.09516244501886466,0.0,0.04715903553446056,0.0,0.0,0.035911622084713865,0.04976778513249907,0.0,0.0290073709474344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04699289358289624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046028557319143217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046024170018463526,0.0,0.2529734389500942,0.0796750899021671,0.0,0.050162846864169684,0.05941566698758085,0.20342785704361427,0.03789627314933368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042401667506620486,0.0,0.18193959393343026,0.06426520888320883,0.04318635316373765,0.0,0.0,0.03825863560840323,0.0,0.0,0.03475022891907595,0.0,0.09399750784434914,0.0,0.1533736939479693,0.0,0.0,0.0991777713510632,0.0,0.0,0.11932285011566646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03014809827421705,0.047522188269283984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370524301696943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0399789015166962,0.0,0.0,0.07415691820472152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987096205888286,0.09016042043983934,0.03971678399041364,0.03980450143254654,0.03777055904368535,0.05031936606099048,0.0,0.07647811753336524,0.08118959109171714,0.0,0.12009382407370345,0.0,0.0,0.048994703867697435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718027187260068,0.04780496045254807,0.0,0.0,0.10407043054105217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0512082487378821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684162564203358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587401523032068,0.031182384962289537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052577385997533685,0.045215752399463814,0.10077228667122562,0.04784010434658829,0.08998121778040975,0.0,0.0576286770724402,0.0,0.044410780383688384,0.048290008720559545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430746338933581,0.0,0.04552057961553708,0.10752597293981872,0.04094667985145583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161988385651568,0.10111529561539154,0.0,0.0,0.03811008378271828,0.0,0.0,0.10069935575857217,0.09550790781738906,0.0,0.07183967591634816,0.2632279118369626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04674981806868881,0.10145456116011917,0.036151963977091764,0.03931313651833327,0.04141010182550686,0.0,0.0,0.17929005002853093,0.0,0.044191086069339344,0.03570785490638468,0.10490915348823864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526870315973945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654078484534568,0.09907478788977124,0.18555960559618012,0.026529447544650017,0.0,0.18039494586583746,0.0,0.0404410166337678,0.0,0.04058604352207275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16372418944731168,0.13703335849943984,0.0,0.03195139121173804,0.0491768601205781,0.0,0.0
anxiety,VastPause,2019/03/31,"I used to like things I've had a long history of mild panic attacks which I never knew were panic attacks because I was too young or uninformed to realize what they were. Coupled with syncope I just assumed it was me trying to just keep my shit together to keep from passing out. Besides these occasionally triggered moments of borderline panic, I had no anxiety otherwise. I could do anything. 6 hour solo road trips, solo hiking trips in remote locations, crazy roller coasters, power through emotional situations, car breakdowns in rush hour traffic, I wasn't afraid of anything.

Then I turned 30. I suspect my predisposition to panic attacks plus being in a relationship with someone who had anxiety and panic attacks himself and had terrible public outbursts that stressed me out on a regular basis culminated into me to have a full blown panic attack (outside of getting too high in college or something) one day while driving down the highway. Out of nowhere. It was a simple thing. I just thought to myself, ""What if I had a panic attack right now?"" Cue pulling off onto an emergency call area and calling an ambulance that took me to the hospital. 

I'm 33 now and I haven't been the same since then. I'm almost always worried I'll have a panic attack if I'm not 100% comfortable or safe in any given situation and on most days I can't drive without feeling anxious about traffic congestion or unfamiliar routes. 

And I'm not sure if it's just normal aging out of some interests or being more conscious of my spending and saving as an adult but- 

I recently moved into a new place and while cleaning out my stuff I was surprised at the sheer amount of *things* I had because I used to like these things. Makeup, jewelry, accessories, clothes, nail polish, books, whatever. Then I realized I haven't really bought the things that I used to like in maybe 3 years or so. I've gone clothes shopping only a handful of times in that time, and mostly because my mom insisted on taking me shopping or because I needed new clothes for work. I used to love jewelry, and I still do like them, but I have no large interest in accessorizing the way I used to anymore. 

Despite the anxiety and panic attacks, I never really thought about depression because, well, I don't feel particularly ""stereotypically"" depressed. I still socialize, maybe not at the levels I used to when I was younger, and my day to day life minus the situational anxiety seems relatively normal. I still get out of bed without any issues and sleep okay. I'm not particularly sad but I do notice I don't laugh the way I used to and in general things just don't tickle me the way they did. 

So I don't know. My GP has me on clonazepam as needed for the panic attacks and just recently gave me a prescription for Zoloft that I'm debating whether or not I should start. I'm going to start looking for a psychiatrist and/or therapist next week. 

I just want to get back to where I used to be, goal-driven and ignorant of anxiety. I think I've just been going through the motions the past few years. I'm not necessarily miserable, I just... don't relish life the way I used to? 

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anxiety,dealgordon,2019/03/31,"My life is falling apart and I don't know what to do I just found out my brother has leukemia and is starting treatment soon. My parents don't know and my brother and I agreed we would tell them together, but we'll have to wait 2 weeks until I get home to tell them. My main coping mechanism for anxiety is talking to my mom, and I can't do that right now. 

I have already been going through a lot of anxiety with school and my own financial problems as well as my parents financial issues.

I'm so anxious right now that I can't even sleep. I can't do school work. I have even lost my appetite so I can't stress eat. I don't want to do anything except sit in bed awake and be anxious, but I don't want to do that either. I can't resort to self-harm because that will make the situation even worse. I don't know what to do.

Does anyone have any suggestions for coping mechanisms?",2.4170289855072475,3.900542152173916,3.751608695652177,90.0136811594203,75.84782608695652,6.863188405797103,26.39710144927536,7.554174236665415,1.2716388405797103,692,26,151,9,15,227,96,184,0.146,0.8109999999999999,0.043,-0.9428,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,0,2,2,10,4,0,1,2,0,29,3,1,1,0,26,42,14,0,4,5,5,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,6,10,1,1,4,0,0,2,10,3,1,0,3,0,27,1,19,35,4,14,0,1,0,0,13,5,0,1,6,105,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15032126688741984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263372246116852,0.0,0.20841461974184344,0.3077778298957956,0.0,0.09524762706745993,0.0,0.11209678929142212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830379557711273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920633384417853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938624169712782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26991447698039817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14935731423732687,0.0,0.0,0.07116890615335378,0.0,0.07741650660959473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366389573104691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421774467358918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245875182594445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621564456458943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14869934063420254,0.11580868672667563,0.0,0.0,0.09092736915165564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15953827260466275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025105869592625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13034337099001664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23266089323172265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27572219161971634,0.0,0.0,0.1421063267023567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15311608040155172,0.13631756896920974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641664599043663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15603862545606784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948782752008866,0.23812315774160786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16069121881248044,0.0,0.10926682008739604,0.0,0.12247741386168527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916919493741773,0.0,0.1388189952971436,0.09676620645656747,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anonymous_pas,2019/04/01,"Seeing a therapist I've never seen anyone about my anxiety/social anxiety and at times it will feel so bad that I'm like fuck it I'm gonna go see someone, but never do. I'm anxious about seeing a therapist for my anxiety (suprising I know). For those of you who have actually gone to therapy, any tips advice or heads up you can give me? What kind of questions did they ask? Is it something that you gradually got more comfortable with talking to someone about? Has seeing a therapist helped you at all? Is it worth trying? ",2.6971844660194217,5.017306339805828,4.5803980582524275,80.56884951456313,77.83495145631069,8.003495145631069,26.804854368932038,8.841846274778883,2.421917281553399,415,17,77,10,10,141,72,103,0.08,0.8059999999999999,0.114,0.6872,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,4,1,0,4,5,1,0,3,0,8,2,1,0,3,10,25,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,3,0,1,2,2,2,0,0,4,6,9,3,13,19,2,8,0,0,5,1,11,3,1,2,4,50,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.14339343768886192,0.0,0.0,0.1435892630496765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992507086443586,0.0,0.22481926768751215,0.16600175749026952,0.0,0.10274472008155584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373702084412445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268978395124196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429789773238861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358447934214314,0.0,0.1409594110884002,0.08351008362298773,0.0,0.11752231983407167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080408793827846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984916047783794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15301667243505598,0.08075505363521111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07178805955384819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22666026052973404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16460779948969534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4683725225992717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24900564379601114,0.1131225328114203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810578947989715,0.0,0.0,0.16804009521964994,0.5118302582145624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568260914018036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976344533635466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Im_Anabolic,2019/04/01,"How can I best support my best friend? I am 23/M. My best friend is 24/M. We’ve been close for at least 6 years, less so for the last one or two (we have drifted a bit - I’ve had to stop gym due to an injury so we don’t see each other every day anymore) but I still consider him to be my best friend and I value him more than anything. 

He suffers from anxiety and depression, and has sadly made multiple attempts on his own life. I am absolutely terrified for him and to lose him. I don’t know what to do. I’ve read up a lot on anxiety to better understand his condition and I always remind him I’ve got his back no matter what and that nothing he can do will ever scare me off. 

He is receiving treatment (therapy, medication, inpatient stays at mental health facilities), but has recently made another attempt on his life. I feel useless. 

What can I do to support my best friend? I want to be there for him, I want him to know I’ve got his back no matter what, I want him to be healthy and happy. 

Any advice appreciated. ",1.56888625592417,3.5207888625592405,3.9036469194312815,85.86608649289101,79.80568720379148,7.442748815165877,24.29407582938389,8.395991825355821,1.6114718483412327,794,29,169,17,20,275,116,211,0.16699999999999998,0.586,0.247,0.9585,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,2,0,0,9,8,19,0,1,4,0,21,4,0,3,1,29,35,13,0,3,3,0,1,0,4,1,4,0,0,0,6,11,0,1,4,2,0,2,4,6,0,2,6,2,32,13,23,25,12,21,0,5,1,0,23,8,0,2,10,119,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455003760745173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890248024484587,0.0,0.0,0.07275731969729322,0.11218903882957773,0.16369512867739527,0.0,0.10610598843430312,0.0,0.0,0.08804419944297283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164538431394945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5614005000272818,0.09462454690795637,0.11680609364298665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900012650987483,0.0,0.0921509012557096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09677918000275444,0.09014424803596584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0540976939159333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306428832876252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17114041394747367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138935502329072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113726071646177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759854066013503,0.0872116701879336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15114133871499094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969518473069805,0.0,0.09095963564919364,0.0,0.20247430448852505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077818369707327,0.10782142381835412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266042669012047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249964218008198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701961617983186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564037224986073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711631832200777,0.0,0.08525770627276928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403781118341046,0.08544288166685532,0.08944898498185251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24282347292175455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223531474543197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045143313868854,0.11138105339780674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18931759518659624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06889847913692271
anxiety,Ananxiousgirl333,2019/04/01,"Boyfriend says he understands but he doesn’t. Massive fight. I’ve been with my boyfriend for 7 months and we’ve been generally great up until the past couple months. I’m 24 and he’s 20 and he lives with me. (I live I a shared house with 7 others for uni)
At first I would barely say a few words to him and he would start every convo on our dates etc and he was always great with my anxiety, we took things very slow. 
We have come so far in the 7 months we’ve been together I’m completely myself, I can chat to him about anything now. 
However, we had a fight yesterday and he says I make him feel small when I get mad at him because I shut down and just ‘blank him’ over nothing. I have tried to explain to him that I don’t mean to do this and that it’s just an automatic thing I do to cope in these situations. He got really mad at me and started saying how it’s not normal that I don’t kiss him first or hug him first and that he hasn’t seen me without makeup yet. I thought this was totally unfair to say as there’s nothing I want more than to be ‘normal’ and be able to do those things with him but I felt like he was rushing me and making me feel like a freak. 

He broke up with me there and then and I sent him a message explaining all this to him and he says he wants to talk tomorrow. I don’t know what to do, he says he understands but he doesn’t or he wouldn’t of said all that and he wouldn’t have broken up with me. 

He knows how high my anxiety is, I do take Citalopram but have been feeling very down recently and my anxiety has gotten so bad that I just haven’t gone into uni this year and he started laying into me about that telling me that I just need to do it like it’s that easy. 

I don’t know if I should be with him or what I should do? 
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anxiety,venting-machine-,2019/04/01,"I have my first interview on Thursday I’ve been applying for jobs the past 3 months. I’ve heard nothing. I mustered up the courage to call a location to follow up and they want me to come in for an interview on Thursday. I cried after the call because I was so proud of myself and happy I finally have a potential opportunity.

Now that it’s all set in I’m starting to become a bit nervous. I’m 24 and this would be my first job. That doesn’t seem like it makes me a promising candidate. This is a more sales oriented retail job and I know employees tend to be more extroverted and outgoing. I have good energy when I talk but I’m not a sales person. I’m not good at initiating conversations. I don’t usually have good flow or articulation when speaking. I like the idea of putting myself out there and learning how to socialize but if I don’t meet expectations I might not be hired or I’ll be fired which would result in my anxiety to shoot through the roof.

Has anyone else been able to learn quickly in a social job? How did you become better at selling yourself?",3.2003790238836984,5.037618705607478,4.92704049844237,80.91357217030117,74.56074766355141,8.493873312564899,28.244029075804786,9.150863307647796,2.475392315680167,849,35,168,20,18,288,126,214,0.063,0.7759999999999999,0.161,0.9484,5,0,0,1,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,5,8,12,0,1,13,0,20,0,0,4,1,31,33,16,0,5,8,0,1,2,0,3,0,2,0,1,7,8,0,0,5,0,4,4,6,1,0,2,5,3,21,11,25,21,4,30,0,0,0,0,14,11,0,5,16,113,28,9,0.12645421292689907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673712676867638,0.0,0.0,0.08841972588538699,0.12956728481112392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708531449466764,0.2793174863496426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183847514122856,0.13805524916216808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582477796539041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089291074152985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13890401506780875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056362686502296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385244092283218,0.0,0.21512377783291145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181913826707615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346128610672188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275141433477004,0.0,0.0,0.5019451764991927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949592836125587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235582819741325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440916906176098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13414793652187484,0.0,0.0,0.10093454631468754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213362277923421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071485483116642,0.0,0.1104149411613982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12712141087950515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511916616055685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578082906488681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950494276592118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163910635018976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927145022234313,0.0,0.07458597109996838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796588894293099,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Vanilla_peach,2019/04/01,"Haven't left my room in days For the past few days, I haven't even wanted to leave my room. All I do is lay in bed and cry. I live with my fiance and his family (his parents live with him for very personal reasons). Lately I cant even face them because I feel like they dont like me. Tonight they didnt make enough dinner, so I skipped out and went to lay back down, planning to make something for myself when they went to bed to avoid being seen. Instead, I'm laying in bed 2 hours after their usual time to go to bed eating crackers I texted my fiance to bring me, and crying. My fiance is amazing, but his family... not so much.

I have community service in the morning, which I'm already late on the deadline, and the thought of leaving the house and forcing communication with the other workers makes me want to throw up. That's why I'm late on the deadline already... on top of that, I have court coming up about my marijuana arrest. I got arrested in a bum-fuck county that still heavily punishes for marijuana charges, so I'll probably be on probation for a while, which scares the fuck out of me because someones going to be keeping in contact with me and that means having to go to appointments or get arrested.

I can't take living like this anymore. I don't want to die, but I don't want to continue this life either. I'm overwhelmed, and it's just making me shut down more and more. I wont even open text messages because I don't want to communicate with anyone but my fiance.

I just want to run away and start again far away from here, but I cant because I share custody with my ex, and I would rather not leave my fiance, who also cant leave.

  


Part of me wants to get myself admitted to a mental hospital just so the court maybe doesnt tear me a new one if they see I have proof that im not myself lately. The other part of me knows they dont care anyways and im just going to end up fucked.",5.820348964013085,4.955645524173028,6.571166848418759,81.28274809160305,67.04071246819339,9.317775354416577,30.92802617230098,8.418075326091056,2.103417884405671,1493,48,315,18,21,495,187,393,0.122,0.812,0.066,-0.979,1,1,1,0,0,1,42.0,0,0,7,3,21,12,3,3,14,0,25,6,1,5,2,59,64,25,1,10,15,2,1,3,0,2,1,0,6,1,13,22,2,2,6,0,0,10,17,6,0,1,6,3,52,6,57,53,9,57,0,1,2,2,19,26,2,2,24,213,65,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17117437507399838,0.06202310888013995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691670087760318,0.05423036067399641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457365982127728,0.059637318765994936,0.0,0.1891145608450773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907555545333622,0.0,0.0,0.06680935417833521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17038765412952808,0.10003699451068923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804929647528514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181794809363112,0.0,0.0,0.0793612018793327,0.0,0.0,0.06869337232961747,0.08013815211752184,0.0,0.15367899325631412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14622956997000894,0.0,0.039215657876617585,0.055407454539123525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151033786577388,0.08104171344314215,0.0,0.17631200712583214,0.0,0.06203022195970305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637901242721692,0.08949152506949846,0.0,0.0,0.16755190965834715,0.0,0.0,0.06893711875537711,0.0,0.0,0.042623851438878806,0.0,0.3499552330228859,0.32849091681503656,0.08426699977525055,0.0,0.05478151286145084,0.11367277146508245,0.0,0.205455419032864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070822833513516,0.0,0.07791744090701593,0.08448340476542213,0.0,0.0,0.07816022758384185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057014057891569415,0.0,0.0,0.07490600488894301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0525553116613333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611898660154546,0.1679755237046304,0.07403789200487884,0.0,0.06772065874466049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362064752274373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797425467965104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764909348717201,0.0,0.06180368881774712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571464627184509,0.059707941681575324,0.0,0.0,0.05489595539566704,0.0,0.061937923280919086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05831396783166525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06157239295714995,0.04522469664108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541918561179837,0.0639934769685584,0.3202200472155081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379409601229354,0.06998403647792989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05509498177290393,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Stu19311,2019/04/01,Anxiety About Products I've Bought So I recently bought some music equipment off the internet and two of the items I purchased came with California Prop 65 cancer and reproductive harm warnings. My anxiety tends to be medical in nature and I can't shake this feeling that I shouldn't have gotten the items. I have this underlying fear that the items will contribute to well...cancer. How do I not worry about this? Should I worry about this? I've had people try to calm my concerns by explaining other more likely ways that I will get cancer and I gotta say...doesn't really help the anxiety. ,3.85572481572482,6.534591018018018,4.929238329238333,77.69542997542999,75.75675675675676,8.36068796068796,26.30712530712531,9.095868883498916,2.62111891891892,477,18,81,12,11,156,71,111,0.219,0.693,0.08800000000000001,-0.9467,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,5,0,10,3,0,1,0,13,19,6,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,5,3,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,2,0,3,2,3,3,0,1,5,1,11,2,12,8,5,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,59,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5190461965810471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586721993268149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25449819797934736,0.11435568261455255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181617364446829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15159345068957988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049266270525657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22783717101494336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679414648873394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488691685667465,0.0,0.2233103854493544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17985527031228427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15355100533948396,0.0,0.2209300774876596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795190350021193,0.0,0.0,0.2033492529162445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.459362521765382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BeanieBeee,2019/04/01,"I feel like I'm going to collapse my anxiety has been so awful lately, I haven't been able to do much. I've been having health issues and I know I need to tell my mom, I need to go see a doctor at this point, but I can't tell her whats wrong or that I literally think I need to go. But at the same time I'm panicking over what could be happening to my body and if something is really wrong. I can't stop thinking that I'm going to die, it's so crippling. I have so much to worry about, and this is one of the couple big issues for me. I can't keep going on like this I literally feel like my heart might just give out from all this fear",1.990909090909092,2.442367986013988,4.1800069930069945,90.56385664335664,75.43356643356644,7.398321678321679,20.593706293706294,7.554174236665415,0.3543516083916076,494,9,122,6,10,172,82,143,0.217,0.71,0.073,-0.9744,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,3,1,16,4,2,0,1,23,36,10,1,5,5,1,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,9,4,0,2,5,0,0,5,4,3,0,1,3,3,18,3,17,30,4,15,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,3,6,79,27,1,0.13307914844295882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180518430521618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782093337363855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625287128283814,0.14724954654627664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811514559588195,0.0,0.0,0.136212147477721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14975104020391694,0.13457763206753956,0.1901435404762419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12766164548988454,0.3781597343515642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176814514674715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145691173333086,0.0,0.15769943165602385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778001118524507,0.0,0.11828686175361967,0.0,0.0,0.07313681966385077,0.0,0.15011907596335766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950472495253832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117594617453585,0.0,0.15586069025648724,0.0,0.0,0.19565697277729366,0.29602950699206065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017787510038096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580281026075266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852539101789089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604685149360636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245083013033232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126012698812232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326340828801018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17054348964349927,0.0,0.0,0.077599521651252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351483350594151,0.0,0.0,0.2910023154153247,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fexofenadine_hcl,2019/04/01,"Just got hired after being unemployed for 3.5 years, feeling major imposter syndrome. Due to a combination of anxiety, enabling parents, and letting myself get too comfortable, I have been unemployed since I graduated from college in 2015. I've spent a lot of time with my family, helping take care of my grandma, and playing computer games. I have had some very dark periods during this time, but have slowly been taking steps to move forward over the past year (including going to a therapist). 

I actually have aspirations to become a marriage and family therapist some day, and even applied to graduate schools this year, but I just haven't had a job of any kind. After job searching here and there for over a year, and changing my expectations, I finally just got hired full time at a major department store as a sales associate in a brand new department. The department is a new sort of retail strategy, and the company is really excited about it. Even though I have anxiety, I can come off as very sociable and mature (I do like people, I just don't trust myself to interact with them all the time), and this position is supposed to me more about engaging with customers than a typical sales associate. 

While part of me is excited about this new job, and flattered that my manager liked me so much that I got hired even without retail experience, I am terrified that I am not going to be able to perform at the level they would like me to. I feel like I tricked them into hiring me by playing up my social skills and desire to please people. I fear that I will get totally overwhelmed and become noticeably affected by anxiety, or that sometimes I just won't be able to muster the energy to act especially outgoing with customers. Today I did basic training, learning how to use the cash register, and just *that* felt sort of overwhelming, especially while imagining having to chat with a customer at the same time.

I know I am overreacting, and that this is *just a retail job* where I'm barely being paid more than minimum wage. I am aware that usually when I go to a store, even the store I got hired at, the employees are not usually energetic bubbly social butterflies, instead they're usually nice and basically helpful, but seem tired. I know that I am not going to be expected to master the register and retail sales overnight, I guess I am just really afraid of letting people down or being ""discovered"" as an imposter. 

The good thing is that I finally got a job somewhere, and that it is *just retail*, so it's not the end of the world if I don't like it or put 100% into it all the time, because it's not my dream job. I really need the money, and this will get me some money. Most importantly I will get experience working with people and will force myself out of my hermit shell and into the world. It's so scary to finally be pushing myself way out of my comfort zone. I'm going to try to focus on the positives, and remind myself that I will survive, and I might even thrive in this job!",8.882127673448096,7.502625184859159,9.275712050078248,66.02959050599897,61.235915492957744,13.133124673969743,38.81872717788211,12.128228538055474,4.847744705268648,2387,101,414,67,27,802,252,568,0.063,0.7859999999999999,0.151,0.9942,14,0,0,0,0,0,67.0,0,0,3,6,29,23,1,4,34,0,47,1,0,3,3,85,78,40,0,6,22,1,3,5,0,8,1,0,0,0,27,34,0,0,8,5,17,15,10,5,0,0,13,3,56,18,72,48,16,69,0,2,0,0,13,24,0,14,36,311,83,23,0.131411378894964,0.0,0.0641192747410915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0446821219683854,0.0,0.15079401774882922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040053578429024496,0.14513354352179875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06699132944635601,0.0,0.06950790717192691,0.05659963347965718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04237473399756022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058195738368606635,0.0,0.0,0.2169899409747303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854554442588778,0.12388295270895293,0.0739371678974443,0.0664455416394356,0.046940157669898674,0.06308776589765143,0.21593211336296805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731404333594624,0.0,0.1867102875060577,0.055110814923226836,0.2627542109005656,0.0,0.07238222465132993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808227724031252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4564193075569598,0.0,0.0,0.0684223644956456,0.07222025713621451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437703831341927,0.0,0.1605024047073448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05586062751055918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970335311977481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983474947148834,0.04830124193742349,0.04871993617153997,0.0,0.1903768929193335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480636293033567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295839238732843,0.07115285869892879,0.06272351533135273,0.1822082077801552,0.0,0.0,0.0721251159651096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06605236592791902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262782414511752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06649766558019461,0.0,0.059815991939874975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054352425294816965,0.0,0.0,0.1339573517582456,0.0,0.0,0.06498460695368853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880500258112256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525787394281967,0.043651940467911904,0.0,0.06455550627614418,0.0,0.22988109544790644,0.07551902432249498,0.06228131083160165,0.0,0.0,0.04460985010010995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056748619361121425,0.2170966022895508,0.10842815010128698,0.0,0.05215411793531047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06333793991437685,0.0,0.04783452446875134,0.0,0.0,0.04667543659516422,0.0,0.0,0.16924923903411834
anxiety,fancyeli1,2019/04/01,"Sports Performance anxiety I am a high school student who plays field hockey. However, within the last couple months it hasn’t been fun for me anymore. Whenever i play, i get super bad anxiety. I get so scared that i won’t do something right, and then i don’t play well, and then i get mad at myself for not playing well (its a vicious cycle). I think i bit this everyday even when i am not playing. I just imagine myself back on the field being anxious. Has anyone else experienced sports related anxiety? If so, what are some things that have helped ",3.198773584905659,5.537520386792455,4.3515471698113215,82.74392452830193,76.26415094339623,7.636226415094339,26.63773584905661,8.548686976883017,2.152414339622642,435,17,80,9,10,142,73,106,0.199,0.6409999999999999,0.16,-0.3563,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,8,13,2,1,4,0,11,0,0,0,0,9,15,8,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,2,8,0,0,5,4,2,0,1,1,14,9,5,12,2,12,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,7,58,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4444602224466319,0.2187866393587145,0.19206391623040175,0.13541526522580993,0.1984329634772833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14891664443466893,0.1617024176139365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114323245623172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21428694638612333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16178248907125234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791408952966765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035463433360321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980975346463694,0.2046179990268729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15786304962099112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15458177711800747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16538908912834804,0.0,0.0,0.19389272832461568,0.19599960049598525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909299253055985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286626051897599,0.12409289019526355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34825668613255256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Wurvy,2019/04/01,"Overwhelmed and Nauseated This is a cry for help I guess. I have a wonderful SO that doesn't understand what I'm going through but supports me anyways. I am responsible for a large department at work and lately there's been talk about increasing our scope 25%, but I'm already having trouble dealing. Got in a fight with my boss that I couldn't absorb it without more help and it was professional but our CEO (who due to our matrix org is also my boss somehow) had to mediate the debate. That's over now but I feel like puking. My stomach hurts, I felt like my chest was constricting. I want to quit, take a break for 3-6months but I don't know if I'd ever have the courage to work again if I do. I need to sell my house and one of our cars if I don't work. My SO can't afford our house alone. I opened up about my issue to my dad today. He says I have to learn to deal with stress. I think I'm way beyond that at this point. How do I face the day tomorrow? What do I do? ",1.2191075514874117,2.9576937584541088,3.024164759725405,92.7855377574371,80.01449275362319,6.29026188660056,21.522756165776762,7.273561745256523,0.4953439613526571,756,22,175,10,19,252,121,207,0.111,0.7559999999999999,0.133,0.3839,1,1,0,0,1,0,21.0,5,0,0,4,13,9,1,2,8,0,20,3,3,3,1,33,36,16,0,6,9,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,11,7,0,1,7,0,1,4,6,5,0,1,6,3,30,4,24,29,2,22,0,2,0,0,15,8,0,6,10,117,41,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577641468483358,0.16809590171105993,0.12181531738758568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16732332949341028,0.09823788630435608,0.3140835315032916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377878934813079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702077333844809,0.10882196623463304,0.14625717234723284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657056819249792,0.0,0.12182928769736585,0.0,0.16780463462409262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20420226679088546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515282844304737,0.16306849521414946,0.0,0.0,0.15898912114641067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371457163397525,0.0,0.17183074402361834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883790879842426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129480494355622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032202688001465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399762554256346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16201781058011894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113601783253156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17448930541169608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17285812310432744,0.0,0.0,0.1145304488569154,0.12243414038785318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976045666607342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438755728150218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857708983457058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984602073492001,0.1209095568205337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683715396110664,0.1651914156500063,0.3326861645754303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SnowPearl43,2019/04/01,"Anxiety resurfaced after racial comments on my first day of new job. I started a new position today and I truly thought I’d love it. I came in and it was a little disorganized but you know everything isn’t going to be perfect. I paid attention as you should do but I also took mental notes. The first day, there should be a good impression made by the employee and the employer. I sat at my desk and I had a coworker on my right side in the next cubicle. One person left out the door near me and told me she’d be right back. The coworker(supervisor) walked right behind her and said, “I’ll be right BLACK.” And looked at me. As the only African American employee it truly rubbed me the wrong way and made me feel sick. Already on the first day. There were other things that were said by other individuals maybe that were innocent comments that I took personal because of what was said. By the time it was lunch, I realized I had enough and never showed back up. I ignored calls and the employer reached out to my emergency contact. My emergency contact told my employer what happened and why I left. My employer handled everything and reprimanded the individual. I agreed to come back on Wednesday but I’m honestly scared. My desk has been moved but I have really bad anxiety and I truly feel sick. There was screaming and profanity being used as well. I’m even thinking about going to urgent care because my anxiety symptoms are worsening. I have a really bad headache, shaking, nausea, and truly can’t think clearly. I was cyber bullied in the past and I don’t do well with stress. I’m nervous of retaliation and even just walking in the office. ",3.7094271234989553,6.1044145047923335,5.0186713671918035,78.30492012779554,74.8785942492013,8.534493775476479,29.003966068084175,9.223106411051027,2.866092519554919,1312,57,236,33,29,435,159,313,0.182,0.67,0.14800000000000002,-0.9389,8,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,0,4,13,17,0,4,19,0,28,5,0,3,3,44,58,25,0,2,5,0,3,0,0,2,3,4,1,2,12,22,1,1,8,1,1,10,4,9,2,4,24,9,36,8,31,26,1,52,0,0,2,1,17,22,0,0,19,164,48,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465360389863594,0.07584011177488588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176472582300968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21876850432835065,0.15836777315692085,0.11562198099796984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683789988940472,0.10846682883849902,0.09669136346956804,0.0,0.0,0.08169259780712636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834836317212642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979906767616378,0.0,0.12527623156861545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704645068355515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590360529769207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242001711180626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779467983069127,0.0795437242533433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386293694580556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410984446205199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05211924580639312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20607863092575965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505033168865992,0.0,0.0,0.07963814160702473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559296335672828,0.17947175170504884,0.0,0.0,0.09527525359976467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557212631447357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079538948933636,0.0,0.0,0.07314317371674314,0.18318590879944185,0.10085889170840856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642631558257111,0.07212685825914628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053145039985083,0.0,0.16561383076069902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150841453027884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239568354783902,0.2706315347039734,0.0,0.09494712592795138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712522910198149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863402657188204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857065200307967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06300465562957122,0.12153383341336285,0.0,0.0752889890305497,0.055299486113684015,0.0,0.08989319831011516,0.18123923870816447,0.2107320064253899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190763530728566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527620089635534,0.0,0.0,0.17053744985278338,0.0,0.08557450996532368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368800063408644,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Infreezy,2019/04/01,"U can ignore this Sometimes when I am focusing on black color or closing my eyes or being in a dark room (I am awake) I start seeing illusions I am literally crying right now the last time I had that was maybe 10years ago.. I basicaly see a veerrry dark creature like actual black fuzzy some red glowing on it jumping right into my eyes over and over again and it just keeps getting faster then it becomes a soft pinkish skin colorish circle and I start feeling a certain thing that I cant describe but I recognize it.. the illusion was also a gray background with black dust and dirt over it.. I dont know whats going on my mind is playing things on me the feeling I got I cant describe it its rly unusual not something typical.. I am not waiting for a cure in the comments I just want to get this out of my mind I dont know what couldve happen by now if I didnt reach my phone.
The first time I remember getting it it was in school and I had to go home cause I was feeling just like now so fuzzy and uncomfortable.
The last time I had that I didnt get the black creature thing it was some very obese pinkish circles and the feeling I just cant describe better than that. I may check a psy but I feel stupid rn. Its 3:09 rn I slept at 8pm woke up at 1 am and now I am struggling to go back to sleep before waking up again at 7.",1.6723131672597873,3.391376046263346,3.3651302491103223,90.95593736654806,78.5729537366548,6.204185053380782,25.11900355871886,7.087006719466742,0.9658938362989328,1043,39,229,12,25,347,147,281,0.08900000000000001,0.846,0.064,-0.8889,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,14,8,1,1,15,0,25,7,6,1,1,42,50,17,0,2,11,0,7,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,22,12,1,3,8,1,1,4,9,3,0,1,13,19,32,5,26,35,2,44,0,0,12,0,2,21,0,6,21,153,54,1,0.0,0.0,0.12297391196218595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170601118754958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10077533809856228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689889898213873,0.0,0.0,0.13917530786083515,0.1072307477915554,0.0,0.0,0.11145134099469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945364366888856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13842319228069416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953807654746175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185886077486775,0.0900262025747764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071895583744561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26335365059182186,0.0,0.21485421865032325,0.0,0.10078689545211704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143596214280084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12640480992933034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200924261212544,0.0,0.0,0.13851072986737425,0.2054405101096352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313057916452765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660049766859668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544814546223253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427521128704437,0.21523478051812395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275354112436508,0.20083764741245086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610749331487406,0.0,0.0,0.09701364731261784,0.12463352660629474,0.0,0.17839023438611795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173979198278152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511592608816305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22044367865615447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397679822970006,0.07432778824984393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HaddenIndustries,2019/04/01,"Went on a great date! Trying not to let my anxiety take over and second guess everything. I went on a really great first date tonight. I'm really attracted to the guy and we seemed to hit it off. We laughed about the lame restaurant I chose. He agreed to grab gelato after dinner, despite it being 40°. We kissed holding gelato cups and again before walking to our own cars. He asked if I'd like to see a movie this weekend. It was a lot of fun and I want to see him again. 

Now I'm just trying not to irrationally freak out. 

Is he really interested? Does he think I'm attractive? Am I too gay? Am I too fat? Is HE too gay? He has adult kids, is that too much for me? Our lives are so different, are they too different? Am I being needy and desperate? Was it awkward that I kissed him? Should I have invited him over?? Ugghh, did I really tell him I had to go feed my cat? Did I talk too much? Did I ask too many questions? Did he ask *enough* questions? Was it one-sided? Was it him? Was it me? Should I bail first? What if it isn't perfect? What if it IS perfect? What if he's crazy? Or thinks that I'm crazy? Is it forever?! Are we getting married?? When will he teeexxxtt??!?",-0.9237359792924948,1.1829249180327892,1.470767903364969,95.95451682484905,99.0,5.027437446074202,17.07679033649698,6.7183091564049375,0.036263934426229216,896,26,204,15,38,301,128,244,0.084,0.757,0.159,0.9658,2,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,6,0,1,4,14,15,0,1,6,0,30,7,1,0,2,31,50,12,0,7,8,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,3,17,10,3,1,5,1,0,5,3,3,0,3,12,3,29,12,19,31,5,22,0,1,2,4,31,6,0,10,12,134,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100297644239084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3702921036028629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234823691816184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27588755702829776,0.0,0.0,0.11554078638016035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364228076707425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866050628103512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22461016354778984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898049052932853,0.0,0.07503597975062026,0.0,0.0,0.29112820006804924,0.14544648866939974,0.13073095969892065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13501013870897327,0.0,0.06450343658302944,0.0,0.11658535655829375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224761556331672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385821105177373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19411522848352586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946728849369577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958087687964656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383284943763261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104224400023928,0.12019561481897728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992705098359478,0.10612112026918266,0.11540048256477753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16919963540582592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17928009503394146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787501379855205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447872054212775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SlipperyLife,2019/04/01,"I am (actually) trying so many things and nothing seems to be working. For quite a while now, i've tried developing hobbies - and nothing seems to work

**working out** (get tired and anxious when my heart beats too fast - which makes it beat faster)

**Video Games** I get too competitive - which can lead to unwanted mood. 

**Learning 3D software Blender/Photoshop** - I've gone through so many tutorials and videos, i just cant bring myself from escaping my anxiety

**Walking outside** - Feels good when its sunny, but doesnt solve the underlying problem

**Trying to date** - Dont even want to talk about it

**Trying to Making friends** - Its very hard

**Visiting new places in my city** - Its cool but Would rather have someone explore the city with me

**Trying new things** - 

etc 

etc 

etc

Everyday i'm becoming worse, decline in mental capacity, decline in creativity, decline in social skills, decline in my will to live. I'm thinking about going to a psychiatrist but i get **sooooo** nervous. Also i dont feel any better after telling people my story





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anxiety,Weenars,2019/04/01,"Personal Space! Does anyone else get ""triggered"" when people enter your space? Not meaning how close they are to me but when people enter or are around my house. It gets worse when it's a new person and I want to tell them to just leave but that's rude and feels backwards to me. 
My new downstairs neighbours are moving in today ( I have the upstairs and they have a seperate basement suite ) and my anxiety is going nuts. Any advice? ",2.5885809906291826,5.2187565060241,2.934377510040161,90.45034805890228,80.32530120481928,4.6527443105756365,21.27041499330656,5.82211442006289,0.2138230254350737,342,10,63,2,9,105,59,83,0.172,0.8109999999999999,0.017,-0.9281,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,3,0,6,1,1,0,3,0,6,0,0,2,0,16,12,11,0,1,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,6,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,1,11,0,6,12,0,16,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,1,6,42,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19951395639203973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884357233605465,0.0,0.15619058353262322,0.0,0.0,0.14276140963807282,0.209197755788007,0.0,0.1817558577233706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17867179247760628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17055902933878372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323520863166244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21334228846785808,0.0,0.11603532763092556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23558641526256024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161880621619404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22240253993218975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170019162625104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39438007475504494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830935211072409,0.35654923123689986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17845482723986397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19353064054903615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042559809853272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20806812792433094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,medjcation,2019/04/01,"IM NERVOUS okay so there is a girl and we aren’t really friends but i make sure to be nice to everyone at school. i don’t want to be “the mean girl”. anyways, she always comes into class and lays her head down and doesn’t do her work and i was worried since i do that same thing and it’s because of a lot of mental health issues so i was worried that it was the same for her. because of that i wrote her this note which basically said “i know we don’t know each other but i noticed how you act during class blah blah blah i hope you’re okay etc.” and i feel like anyone would be nervous after giving a note like that to a random stranger but since i have anxiety im basically freaking out. do you think she will probably think im weird or do you think im worried for nothing? be honest please. ",-0.2540613232920954,1.9882324615384623,1.7195185583647117,96.41665277030664,91.24852071005918,4.49284561592254,18.33270575578268,6.11248444174946,-0.2504224852071011,622,18,141,6,22,205,94,169,0.174,0.674,0.152,-0.2537,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,2,3,0,1,5,13,0,2,6,2,19,2,1,2,1,34,33,13,0,3,4,0,1,5,1,2,1,1,0,2,10,12,0,0,7,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,5,2,22,9,14,22,5,7,0,0,0,0,17,4,0,4,3,91,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546530703470756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969626246350988,0.0,0.0,0.08862583557876759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15453000650098322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918302524533892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135861999473692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111408442438665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640880938996379,0.09054949837678312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792594941437607,0.0,0.0,0.12158917344350308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008102306001715,0.13472824127814578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258903387403243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5476426050549774,0.1322930072420561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393158519473851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384630095810142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775745227922633,0.0,0.0,0.08460592999694394,0.0,0.0,0.13806679960852636,0.0,0.0,0.1277331626150542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161906708477165,0.14430455658816926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391323207079054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665684067438505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119864374066485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056730752004205,0.0,0.0,0.1282767370288362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20969613611516785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945941593183415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420639189879303,0.24364689013310706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475983379270998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227476878534188,0.3861592326124752,0.0,0.09003884051543684,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Elovera,2019/04/01,"Anxiety taking over everything / Sleeping problems I moved back to my home country in last December, after living abroad for around two years. I decided to move due to my mental health getting bad and I figured moving would be the best choice, since I'll have access to help in my native language. I got myself an apartment after massive struggles and things started to seem less devastating.

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Ever since I moved back tho, my anxiety has gotten so bad, I have hard time going to the store to buy groceries. I have the worst insomnia I've ever experienced and I've isolated myself in my apartment completely. The mental health care in my country is not too good, and I've started to lose hope on that.

I never finished school, so now I'm basically stuck at home making shit music to distract myself from my problems.

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My main problem now is sleep. I have a panic attack almost everytime I'm about to go to sleep. I live by distracting myself with stuff so I dont need to think about life, but when going to sleep, you cant really have yourself distracted.

This has resulted in me not sleeping for days, until i crash and the cycle repeats..

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While i was living in the other country I dealt with life by being high 24/7. Here weed is really expensive tho, so I had to stop smoking due to being broke.

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I'm curious if my elevated anxiety levels that I've been experiencing, could be due to me quitting weed?

I've been thinking about saving enough money to buy some, just so I could fall asleep better, but I dont want it to become a habit once again. I've tried other sleep medication, but nothing besides weed has really worked so far.

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regardless,

Does anyone have any tips for sleeping better? or has anyone experienced similar kind of anxiety when going to bed?

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​",5.257825708061002,7.305913976470594,5.945228758169936,74.86704793028325,69.52941176470588,8.331154684095862,30.239651416122012,8.94667605116694,2.8334520697167767,1472,60,237,28,27,479,184,340,0.163,0.782,0.055,-0.9778,1,0,0,0,0,0,64.0,0,1,0,6,24,23,2,5,9,0,27,15,9,2,3,40,49,22,0,11,8,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,3,0,8,8,0,1,5,0,5,9,6,15,0,1,7,4,33,8,44,35,6,50,0,2,0,0,2,15,1,6,26,162,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05122274441524465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3879728385156052,0.4350988890837123,0.03478606843963287,0.0,0.15652885436400224,0.0,0.0,0.07153529807182693,0.0,0.0,0.04553737418082487,0.0,0.05819438111708083,0.0,0.07866761941296925,0.08542191032642342,0.0,0.05649491514086837,0.0,0.0,0.053682340958251834,0.09048205674712008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052154303965952435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05363337023481599,0.0,0.0,0.08168366045547394,0.0,0.0,0.0329897133800701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04476468803550021,0.0,0.11990281563752328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05285513988293626,0.0,0.0,0.09254236393297513,0.0,0.0,0.04597338058897914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0267255419996985,0.0,0.11628663194043826,0.04290504781844818,0.040912049654472066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0458234018975499,0.0,0.0,0.1087473515548342,0.0,0.0,0.03428704803420227,0.054046379213007215,0.10262206881547993,0.05080687164945536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053268397947418285,0.0,0.04169685112802488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722623232201475,0.0,0.0,0.13550817713845134,0.0,0.0,0.05722757387517484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03414529398482466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0515316723185,0.10310119844460032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21747188965632655,0.0,0.03792960046160887,0.03945265821241736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04908307018101026,0.0,0.0,0.05447670515872316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06001749727806606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146840695918655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05440794111698642,0.0,0.0,0.09831054023497617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0517699751946686,0.0,0.04656813727148528,0.0,0.0,0.05250823349999685,0.08462924780086747,0.0,0.3583324204608716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07241328442887826,0.0,0.0,0.04276653574348443,0.0,0.05347664383243155,0.058558408552984824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03846099324016986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0339840482444848,0.06555407083470173,0.0,0.0,0.02982796088961727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03472980311369628,0.0,0.04996944224543666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03017160266663245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0372402869121707,0.0,0.0,0.03633791011532388,0.0,0.4350988890837123,0.032941114661935174
anxiety,TheDecoyPeanut,2019/04/01,"DAE constantly worry about their family and friends committing suicide? I send myself into anxious spirals about my family and friends committing suicide/becoming suicidal. I worry about their mental health so much that it makes me physically sick. It’s every day, and I’m constantly living in fear.

I imaging getting the phone call that my dad killed himself on his way to work. I imagine my friends telling me that they’re suicidal and that they’ve made plans. I imagine walking into the house to find my mom’s dead body hanging in the closet. Anytime I don’t know exactly where my mom is, or anytime someone’s behavior seems the tiniest bit off, I immediately jump to suicide.

These thoughts are absolutely debilitating. I need to know if anyone else struggles with this. Thanks for reading!",5.9138497652582185,8.448043788732399,6.143309859154929,72.09458920187797,68.85915492957747,8.958685446009389,37.18544600938967,9.516144504307137,4.155927699530517,646,36,99,15,12,206,95,142,0.263,0.648,0.08900000000000001,-0.9862,0,0,0,0,0,3,15.0,0,0,2,2,5,7,1,2,4,0,3,3,1,2,3,22,13,7,6,2,2,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,0,8,7,0,0,7,1,0,4,1,3,0,0,2,0,20,4,15,11,2,16,0,0,0,0,14,8,0,3,3,59,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481789476457626,0.0,0.0834438566735234,0.1222758138537028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13179936978983764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028611329385928,0.13255753944084742,0.0,0.0,0.12185737116867396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579238174404346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696309344299301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969152892649223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054735456097302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22500236263151493,0.13428835121723484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907270769437023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766005702803055,0.0,0.06234914388434919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685064103116694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376999507026135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202974017301478,0.0,0.13117001274324191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537758016914422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292043655836802,0.07965899616394134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026456669323572,0.0,0.0,0.2795342868486645,0.0,0.0,0.08772711108597334,0.08848756431893534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937022635897468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864077110947702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111464236468697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475791738098273,0.0,0.5221453123229725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043066124427672,0.10987033406287457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947409876885788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472489555505613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687943567271979,0.2423869251281309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,glitchedbeacon,2019/04/01,"Are all benzos the same? My therapist says that my anxiety and OCD are bad enough to where I may need a benzo. My PCP once gave me clonazepam but I had a bad reaction with high irritability, which caused me to lose my job. 

I see a psychiatrist practitioner this coming Friday, but I was wondering if I'm given a benzo would it be the same experience as the clonazepam? I know it's a stupid question, but I'm concerned that something else wouldn't work as fast as I would need it to since my symptoms get worse by the week. ",4.6408571428571435,5.410123180952382,5.768571428571431,80.42142857142859,69.57142857142857,9.047619047619053,28.333333333333336,9.23628265651192,2.1894761904761912,414,14,85,8,7,138,68,105,0.225,0.775,0.0,-0.9753,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,1,4,1,0,9,0,9,1,0,1,1,20,20,8,0,6,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,4,2,13,0,8,11,4,5,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,4,2,56,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14780319753614002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32264036013527186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984773090071351,0.0,0.16643114095416778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614000622493811,0.0,0.0,0.1996349800849125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18899399437864306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094293680207944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20413431620362846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917286169037981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618178119036438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21614975565634084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865218046741578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20575966639271687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164366013128525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536463472094716,0.0,0.0,0.15396135124517538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598232285142591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14874056156214013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008165552061522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22432878207162246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15497939073110842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20952527628961587,0.1406573504967256,0.0,0.19689493384952614,0.27449810853842826,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,brightspee,2019/04/01,"has anyone taken buspar? hey everyone, i was wondering if anyone had experience taking buspirone (Buspar) before. i have been diagnosed with GAD and MDD for about a year and have taken Zoloft since, but i just started Buspar. i’m obviously a little nervous about it and was wondering if anyone has experience/knows how long it takes to have effects generally?",6.550952380952385,8.916979968253969,7.679555555555559,62.44600000000002,66.77777777777777,10.11936507936508,31.647619047619052,10.355215969177356,4.083148571428572,290,12,40,8,5,98,43,63,0.045,0.955,0.0,-0.3758,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,2,0,9,2,0,2,1,14,17,7,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,3,0,5,11,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,3,29,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48534879489899396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196883268277638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348409750842277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22108893543586453,0.0,0.2263293598798667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715776840808934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318987521207788,0.0,0.2047597863001656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19139597066293634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16376856964117298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479307367204315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5018331065724042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489980539653465
anxiety,bluehourmorning,2019/04/01,"just took klonopin, should i try vistaril tmmrw? starting new job and anxiety is all over the place..the klonopin worked so well but taking it daily is a terrible idea. i need something in my system by no later than thursday, what to take",3.977,6.264589755555555,4.268611111111113,84.49625000000003,73.66666666666667,7.166666666666668,29.027777777777786,8.07648339933343,2.131111111111112,189,8,34,3,4,59,41,45,0.17600000000000002,0.784,0.04,-0.7528,1,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,8,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,3,1,5,6,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,22,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22263142122406926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285289869223875,0.0,0.0,0.2887949326007012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21578950134247146,0.0,0.2810713506516589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30405657873993075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240433438941569,0.0,0.0,0.2059872282769543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4376254139999649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32333671328598873,0.19758517897419592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616641841119464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21186785109328335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Llama_Puncher,2019/04/01,"Does anybody else feel like they don't deserve the good things that happen to them? Or when good things do happen, there's a sense of impending doom that something bad will happen to balance it out? Wanting to know if anyone can relate as I can't seem to be able to shake this feeling recently. I just got really good news about being accepted to a unique internship that I really wanted. The response from family/friends has been great... but I can't help but feel like I've done nothing to deserve this opportunity... And because I feel like I got something I don't deserve and things are going ""well,"" I feel as if the world is just going to come crashing down tomorrow or that I'm just going to die out of nowhere. Idk if this makes any sense at all but please let me know how you relate.

(Sidenote--I'm sorry if this makes me seem ungrateful for my opportunity or pretentious in any way, that's certainly not my intention)",6.828666666666668,6.597515644444449,7.032222222222224,76.705,64.77777777777779,10.311111111111114,33.0,9.888512548439397,3.0417666666666667,736,27,140,14,10,238,106,180,0.131,0.75,0.119,-0.3181,0,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,2,2,8,15,0,1,5,0,15,0,0,4,2,38,38,16,1,6,14,0,5,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,0,10,0,0,5,5,3,1,0,4,5,15,12,21,30,1,15,1,1,0,0,4,6,0,9,6,90,28,0,0.12357315673494965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16806796816774053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640522440808293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317842421947786,0.07532904938105205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644733261208346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824942700550726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081397022035625,0.12645824302348604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032295158909118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124115050155393,0.2648420635875967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547231435695316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106884181509591,0.31094190294169555,0.19766548412728305,0.13623984155184832,0.0,0.0,0.32782600318229616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282848214908696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582515044857826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636192509900565,0.0,0.18111480737834754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497208336373356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857177667365144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356462177724621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15832825695185818,0.0,0.12201358429905425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249927216166185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19026530658554272,0.0,0.1383300318814232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462895432611287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457732990247292,0.09808661995921192,0.0,0.0,0.11110710844423753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zxpaulinaxz,2019/04/01,"Random Panic attacks Sometimes I feel like I'm having a panic attack but haven't any of my common triggers,do you guys got any ideas of what's happening ",5.311935483870967,5.9994158387096785,6.442096774193548,76.48314516129034,68.03225806451613,7.490322580645162,28.403225806451612,7.1686216300943375,1.7991806451612904,125,4,21,1,2,42,27,31,0.276,0.6659999999999999,0.058,-0.6757,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,3,1,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188714225753805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5334470356976412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854620736986078,0.16749288297793566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18751304845552413,0.0,0.0,0.2321447941727081,0.2073255344877482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646682876470871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454162842134576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5501588881676142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318794760853813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yviebee,2019/04/01,I feel hopeless I lost my job. That was the one steady part of my life. Now I’m nothing. I have no close friends. I’m not good at any hobbies. I can’t focus enough to play with my kids. I’m failing to see my worth. I’m really struggling. I can’t get through the day without a panic attack. Today was my first day without health insurance and I can’t even see my therapist... even thinking about my therapist or taking meds gives my anxiety. ,0.5111988011988018,2.8498406593406607,2.4187812187812203,92.45576423576424,87.46153846153845,5.5068931068931075,23.657342657342657,6.980632752743323,0.9435846153846159,344,14,73,5,11,114,60,91,0.166,0.682,0.153,-0.3083,1,0,0,0,0,1,13.0,0,0,0,3,4,9,1,2,3,0,6,2,0,0,0,9,18,2,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,7,6,0,2,3,3,14,3,9,15,2,7,0,3,2,0,3,2,0,1,5,44,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613729733070408,0.0,0.13064740365567498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942886461716528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22027991799790428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17646297415567636,0.0,0.22559918090358155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635227341193416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14526668290281847,0.0,0.0,0.13194538709788675,0.0,0.08922630112481783,0.16382920617933658,0.0,0.14324344540764616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18153278119612185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16947431735264035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062804585389768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18642821509578555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18969978084146435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386948486024328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157259851691744,0.0,0.0,0.20037532952375933,0.0,0.1849397553789828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940702177774933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721815378667064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17853793669707427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840645718038926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39658104061965216,0.0,0.10942990911691744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16188092229177306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292546027851981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mattskates96,2019/04/01,"Does anxiety ever end? I’ve always had a bit of anxiety, but around the age of 17-18 a mentally abusive relationship left me with pretty terrible anxiety. I’m almost 23 now and I still suffer from it almost as bad as I did during the relationship, though it’s definitely not quite as crippling.

The relationship gave me a lot of self doubt, and I always feel like I made a mistake or I’m not good enough. More often than not my anxiety makes me feel very sick to my stomach. At first it was just as a boyfriend, but now I feel this way about everything. My job, my current (healthy) relationship, being a good friend, if I’m a good son to my parents, etc. Things that are really important to me. I feel like I set my standards for myself sky high  and that I’m not enough. I think it’s somewhere along the lines of Impostor Syndrome and bad anxiety and stress. I generally view myself as a good person, friend, boyfriend, employee, son, etc, but obviously when anxiety takes over I feel the opposite. I feel like I did something wrong. And if I ever make a mistake at work despite how little of a mistake and how good I am at my job, I get really hard on myself. 

I just feel like my anxiety is stacking. It keeps tagging itself onto every important aspect of my life. Honestly I can’t imagine my life without anxiety. I feel there will never be a point where I don’t live with it being as overwhelming as it is. Obviously everyone suffers with it from time to time as life can throw curve balls, but I just feel like my day to day life will always be this way. 

If you made it all the way through, thank you for listening. I hope my words make sense to somebody. I appreciate any and all advice, thank you ❤️",3.9399115044247774,5.2244427197640135,5.466541592920359,80.02204247787614,71.65486725663717,9.081817109144543,28.89923303834809,9.490545024520769,2.5950048613569314,1338,52,265,31,25,453,165,339,0.217,0.6409999999999999,0.142,-0.9788,5,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,3,0,3,17,28,0,3,17,0,17,6,1,7,7,67,44,28,0,7,16,3,10,5,2,2,5,1,0,2,15,13,0,1,11,1,0,1,8,12,0,1,7,12,44,16,39,31,9,33,0,3,1,0,16,13,0,10,20,177,59,3,0.0,0.08229699244315915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06787406531236477,0.0,0.0,0.13910535610797706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17338516735386764,0.0,0.0,0.04723417783576875,0.0,0.4250846430828479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061832812005291574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598993172888608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583071809666384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959000303523328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060783622015257624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06151963546698959,0.14353844448374767,0.15492922853852736,0.0,0.12565842221975204,0.058521801796951885,0.06637059581410361,0.06242484223877522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160828484343847,0.24810591544732055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059081384633099386,0.0,0.0,0.10732696596243664,0.0,0.03628921175043799,0.0,0.0,0.2912925705050059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06222119403993269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338674364873181,0.0,0.06898798623748062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13785373395827746,0.06173792714128914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546688905001056,0.0,0.1962424372118709,0.16966963056005466,0.06961568798755216,0.06133314881756932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059051152846283074,0.0,0.13144666880493094,0.13909231143490802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06999785490079563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05357069532974194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712547051980115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606485036076713,0.0,0.0,0.06566075571626276,0.0,0.0,0.07066428922162325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07387768959454429,0.0,0.0,0.08899381752300857,0.0,0.0,0.29828984058474395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246038838459411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053472564851079006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05546966661559049,0.0,0.07956450402962516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052224165475874516,0.0,0.0,0.12789615284195927,0.0,0.0,0.04614515667802443,0.04450621726681053,0.068242646709638,0.0,0.08100364728388411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057310556198643815,0.0,0.1653988288537718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695553805129678,0.0,0.050566632378047684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594199170013903,0.0,0.0
anxiety,reorder_,2019/04/01,"Realizing that 95% of my problems would disappear if I would stop procrastinating. Procrastinating at messaging people. At joining clubs (""Oh, I can just do it later"".) At going to the gym. At cleaning my apartment. The list just goes on and on and on. 

And so much of the procrastination comes from anxiety.

Basically, I need to ""just do it"". But man getting this brain to just do it is so fucking hard.",2.5394894894894904,5.3914661621621685,4.678828828828832,76.16241741741744,83.32432432432431,7.613213213213212,27.141141141141144,8.515128840125781,2.5266474474474467,312,14,57,8,9,107,49,74,0.13699999999999998,0.863,0.0,-0.8162,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,1,0,3,0,7,2,1,0,0,16,12,7,0,5,6,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,4,0,1,1,2,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,13,10,1,13,0,0,0,1,2,8,1,1,2,45,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415461295107171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524788619768011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719886889977611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919036646871197,0.16496514346399965,0.0,0.17944669673318625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28284792383717083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321108930192151,0.2341229218757128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21889970178238088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021279103070232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639792189981317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4485962197080196,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_PotatoPeeler,2019/04/01,"Please help me forget these dark thoughts **Bad at explaining**

I guess I’ve always had some anxiety, but its never gotten this bad.

Two weeks ago I started having super dark thoughts and they have been playing in the back of my mind everyday since.

After watching some videos and reading some articles, I learned to ignore these thoughts and not to respond to them. However for some reason I am not able to forget about them (if that makes sense). It’s like my mind knows that there’s something I’m trying to forget, something I’m trying to escape.

Its like saying “Dont think of oranges”: it makes you think of oranges. Same thing here, my mind goes “Isnt there something your trying to forget”: and then I start remembering the thoughts again.

Its starting to put a dark cloud over my head. I’m not able to enjoy each day to the fullest. 

I know that through time, these thoughts will pass but I worry that it wont and I’ll be stuck with these emotions for the rest of my life.

Any help/advice would be much appreciated! :)",2.3654453161052125,5.011375939086296,2.6372981079833866,92.10349676972773,81.48730964467006,5.0031379787724966,22.660129210890627,6.351523495107088,0.4647380710659896,808,27,158,7,22,246,116,197,0.133,0.738,0.129,0.1932,1,0,3,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,3,1,6,8,0,0,5,0,12,2,1,3,1,44,33,9,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,16,7,0,1,13,3,0,2,7,3,0,1,9,2,18,5,23,19,8,18,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,6,15,101,34,2,0.23107471356020445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290176786639898,0.10241689566035864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613633634572248,0.0,0.0,0.07856936455525197,0.0,0.08838576169712607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888410956684795,0.1929377338255372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451203695611877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354089216689467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12996397547453747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727742429006195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857466058462293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15488450965349188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699261944685836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160745193935949,0.1128914330108898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15424416562599366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3499793830493865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493325113202954,0.0,0.08910953220092872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268253225274765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614695519607406,0.0,0.0,0.11556862282969955,0.0,0.0,0.11879164548954373,0.0,0.0,0.13088130257020136,0.0,0.0,0.0918799434414787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557369545860196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668389056815941,0.0,0.0,0.2453338073894045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675788599731671,0.14806334606138805,0.0,0.4586187781770669,0.06737076186528859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353268435472204,0.0,0.11286320933961105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267709850306984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733379412695367,0.0,0.082074423327875,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,oO_Devon_Oo,2019/04/01,"Does anyone else get anxiety just doing laundry? I don't know what it is, but just the thought of doing laundry makes me anxious. I have to go to a separate floor of the building I live in to get to the washers and dryers and idk if it's because I'm afraid of being judged or what but I literally have to ""hype"" myself up to go there. Does anyone else experience this? I feel ashamed and ridiculous - it should be so easy.",2.78611295681063,4.353147976744186,4.294451827242527,86.15569767441862,75.04651162790698,6.774750830564784,27.40199335548173,7.447530270364453,1.4541714285714291,330,13,68,4,7,110,57,86,0.14800000000000002,0.795,0.057,-0.7268,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,2,4,0,9,0,0,1,0,14,18,8,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,1,7,0,11,14,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,48,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710729279961868,0.2526332106538639,0.0,0.3127283578724457,0.45826159046791204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632005514949538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3913924386240215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736208916727544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21874869103656408,0.0,0.0,0.11307179353246312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336702324054031,0.0,0.2541830986203229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289874989777885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19746545112244854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14927178616386536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775337016060034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hey_ulrich,2019/04/01,"Tip for anxiety over whatsapp voice notes: transcriber app I always feel anxious when I receive long audio messages, especially since I've started working with a guy who almost exclusively sends 5min long audios with dozens of demands and requests for me. Of course, I'm too anxious to tell him that I don't like voice notes...

But then I found out a app that has been helping me a lot. You share the voice note with it, and it converts it to text! It's amazing. The best part for me is that is doesn't mark the audio as ""listened"", so you think about the answer with less pressure. 

Have in mind that the transcription is not perfect at all, of course, you shouldn't rely solely on it. But it gives you a nice heads up about the subject. I will usually listen to the whole audio after I thought about it, but with much less anxiety now that I know what it is about. 

The app:
https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=it.mirko.transcriber

I have no affiliation whatsoever with the developer. Weeks ago I was thinking about how great it would be if we could transcribe voice notes, and then I thought ""what if there's an app that already does that?"". I looked at the play store, and there it was.",5.747770270270273,7.334247234234233,5.129358108108106,83.00052364864867,67.64864864864866,7.351801801801803,28.289414414414416,7.6454224807358475,1.5199900900900905,954,32,181,10,16,288,128,222,0.065,0.851,0.083,0.7842,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,1,4,0,3,12,9,0,1,15,0,17,1,1,1,2,35,30,15,0,5,6,0,1,1,0,3,0,10,0,1,20,12,0,0,8,1,1,2,5,1,0,1,6,12,20,8,29,19,8,20,0,0,1,0,18,7,0,4,12,130,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441608848698906,0.0,0.16284955214917085,0.0,0.1794652561256029,0.0,0.13532043933170165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488216330714033,0.3674491854396004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706692072666183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984610327829246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231782154391892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223015953081464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17831441424657954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15600865185874468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17929915712777858,0.0,0.16102837773216844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16690437532605762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090068578056348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937670036453957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794523636561416,0.0,0.0,0.28784327211726723,0.13656748500237756,0.0,0.0,0.13826144533852314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420903088078515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195511010085144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17611146745213366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452847226778805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510971418571375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214500176325814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20841232149617167,0.0,0.2582186794616716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17911297783017782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045125456334086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18156958257975914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839592186608265,0.0,0.0,0.1155270467420748,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nerdylynx,2019/04/01,"My anxiety’s getting worse About a month ago my anxiety was getting better, I didn’t feel as anxious, I felt more free as myself, and everything was great. Until about a week ago. I felt anxious for no reason, I tried pushing it aside but that just caused me to have a panic attack on Wednesday (like full out crying) and almost had one early then that too. Then again on Friday the same thing. And today (Monday) the. Same. Thing. Twice. I don’t know why I am so anxious now and not when something big is happening. There has been no change in m glide or anything, just a random spike of anxiety. I don’t get it. The panic attack I had on Wednesday was on of the worst I had, I think it was because no one I trusted was there to help. None of my three best friends were in the class at the time. So it was just me wishing for them to come and help me. I honestly feel pathetic because I was just wishing for someone to come save me for this nightmare, which is just childish and stupid... I just want to cry but I can’t, I don’t want my parents knowing because I am afraid my dad won’t believe it because I’m always “so happy and innocent” and my brother makes fun of my anxiety. I may go to my school councilor though, I hope she can help, even if just a little...",2.848436293436293,4.139846691119693,4.039650579150578,89.16565347490351,74.36679536679537,6.56996138996139,26.46351351351351,6.961326702584282,1.1018616216216215,979,35,207,9,20,320,139,259,0.17800000000000002,0.61,0.212,0.9301,1,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,1,2,21,19,3,3,11,0,26,0,0,3,0,44,47,22,0,6,12,3,4,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,11,11,0,0,8,0,1,4,11,7,0,4,15,4,34,13,27,30,7,31,0,0,0,0,9,11,0,6,17,156,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794350819612561,0.0,0.1013483052757794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421575014759235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097048839856689,0.3430192321176001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328811857265246,0.0,0.0,0.2302844945197297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24678940940284555,0.0,0.0,0.11403026047454193,0.10621481417024928,0.08951300065892538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397168834052524,0.10706793270783818,0.17436881630456494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223513004194839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668489826375998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090962018214408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235075504992693,0.0,0.19435707241508465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819545138320122,0.0,0.1586358806132218,0.0,0.057520605386990026,0.0,0.0,0.1115856044579768,0.0,0.0,0.08950064901589443,0.10774110704025308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20351901782178533,0.0,0.0,0.10052546767689136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112459566949241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049446635255888716,0.10144011985662496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06755920085912713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078574121621121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716653300438386,0.0,0.0,0.2374988574105141,0.11238295849243277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406187625241146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243104523285317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575584381274101,0.07791725607171343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448032647636926,0.06485199161886497,0.09943940025123073,0.0,0.0590170113004575,0.0,0.09593629657960852,0.0,0.0,0.06871569901840438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193938681976332,0.0,0.08118544630066515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132728306502104,0.0,0.23277555977181505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314276629624866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ComputationallyLost,2019/04/01,"I'm worried that my anxiety has ruined any chance of succeeding in grad school Hi all. Throwaway account. I would really appreciate some advice. Currently in third semester of grad school, specializing in Computational Chemistry. When I applied for my research group, the advisor had expressed to me that he was planning to retire soon, but was willing to give me a shot. So far my experience has been relatively good, and my advisor has been helpful with any research related help I've needed. The last few weeks however, I've been questioning whether I really belong in the program. Back in October I got out of an extremely toxic friend relationship that I didn't realize was abusive until I started going to my therapist. Ever since the ""Friend"" left, I felt like I've been slipping. My fear of failure and paranoia that people (including my advisorand especially other grad students) hate me and don't think I belong in the program has shot through the roof. The class I teach is a senior level lab, and I'm the only TA who's ran it in the department, as the other experienced TA's have graduated. I've had to spend this semester coaching a first semester TA through the course that I barely know myself, as I'd only ran it once before. My work production has slowed to a crawl due to a combination of this and the fact that calculations we ran took almost 10x longer than we were expecting. I've tried my best to muscle my way through it, but it feels like the floor is falling out under me. My office is right next to my instructor's, and about a week and a half ago, I'd overheard him talking about me and I feel like during my third semester review I'm going to get dropped from the program. I had a panic attack in my office, but didn't tell him. I tried opening up to him a bit, and apologized to him last week but I'm worried he might've seen it as just making excuses right before the review. I honestly don't know what I'll do if I'm dropped. I started seeing a therapist in December, and have mentioned this offhand to my advisor, but understandably he is relatively distant when it comes to personal matters like this. I feel like I'm going to get dropped from the program because of a shithead I've tried my hardest to cut out of my life. I'm doing a practice presentation with my advisor tomorrow and even though it's just going to be him and two other students, I'm absolutely terrfied. Do you guys have any advice or recommendations? I would really appreciate any help.",6.786913746630733,7.054246115303986,7.7767797244684065,69.6494103773585,64.78616352201257,11.091015274034142,36.532569631626224,10.839040174865172,4.1784657681940685,1995,93,349,51,28,676,222,477,0.08800000000000001,0.7829999999999999,0.128,0.9672,3,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,2,1,0,5,12,18,3,2,29,0,34,1,0,1,3,52,70,28,0,5,10,0,4,5,2,3,1,0,0,2,22,21,0,0,10,1,2,11,4,6,0,5,20,7,49,12,53,46,5,58,0,1,2,0,30,21,0,5,27,226,71,22,0.0,0.1090380023940988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17985718010627105,0.08157717277956124,0.0,0.09215263949535968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25032848676685543,0.0,0.07040108476955502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469501165856858,0.0,0.07076376768250607,0.0,0.05609934821822865,0.0,0.15661791423536658,0.0,0.09657759399788177,0.0,0.10047062202280477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927387944190563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0607835541094786,0.08324449616004727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002093622456507,0.0,0.10355696271928293,0.1395962005461553,0.1972342312841137,0.0883612073181905,0.0,0.0,0.07827887712324362,0.0,0.0,0.1422010406959447,0.0,0.09616154953553543,0.08828153877713425,0.20920628509212616,0.07718862878748665,0.0736031113885957,0.0,0.0,0.09112208075391184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085848982870587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18505306653867407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115224437870993,0.15003002802594784,0.0,0.0,0.0999885729067642,0.0,0.06500202104381532,0.2248008953181488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06142933189089635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762704936772454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682375151398841,0.0,0.0,0.09787270617606823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800670051354646,0.0,0.1399827161735869,0.0,0.10797490164219536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06380055226895262,0.08035520479243798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030922995595867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17686627056576745,0.0,0.0,0.09880351452174566,0.0,0.15718263226692789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18627427777486152,0.0733343142836712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761264224748934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302756299145767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396853287954475,0.08043643308001258,0.0,0.0,0.21370294913969928,0.0,0.05896775666793105,0.0904169357154154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224637311301144,0.1874426914811367,0.0,0.0898978773901357,0.0958042801314483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304745637776475,0.2214576695147666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06699740073863898,0.18691758102331946,0.0,0.1307479467998057,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jbowman12,2019/04/01,"How to not let fear of losing my job get in the way of my health? For about 6 years since gaining debt (car, paying for rent, utilities, etc.) I have been afraid of missing time from work. I will put off doctor's visits, ignore things that I should have checked out, and self diagnose things based off of endless reading.

I have anxiety of losing my car, my home, not being able to provide for my wife and son, and requiring a costly medical procedure that I cannot afford if I do have things checked out. This anxiety stems from the fear of being out of work and being fired by my employer. I'm sure the male mindset of just toughing things out also comes into play, but the fear of being fired due to need of medical care scares me into procrastinating medical appointments. I think sometimes I'm also afraid of being told I have a bad problem that will require surgery (another fear) or be something that is life altering.  

How can I break free of this anxiety to take better care of myself not only for my own health but for my family's sake also? ",9.066568627450986,6.816798009803923,8.867647058823529,71.85774509803923,61.54901960784314,12.203921568627452,36.882352941176464,10.746095033038511,3.7757000000000014,830,29,156,16,9,270,114,204,0.154,0.7170000000000001,0.129,-0.163,5,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,8,7,20,0,7,6,0,20,8,0,2,1,29,31,13,0,4,8,2,2,0,0,3,8,0,2,2,10,11,0,3,1,2,7,5,4,14,0,0,2,2,19,7,35,19,2,19,0,3,0,0,6,9,0,2,3,109,29,10,0.10648880978558783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25547718813656195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166280199055817,0.2443909440398545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891370813040955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418069853401546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171448773670859,0.0,0.0,0.09173068046666967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808390036053547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899580913277876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876317195653233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038817260448224,0.4793180666407418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055636007949429966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263852503216761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681695878177892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567371221929006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889202284336376,0.07521619559980786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23826747873489246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218288180039713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896010314120404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098953841148827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018954093369093,0.0,0.1070506662411373,0.0,0.0,0.10651762716986173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106613875718441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109105295282153,0.0,0.0,0.08808864387963508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198028834547871,0.10532015578976202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036444297961852,0.0,0.08006633226286686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829857337681381,0.06823372948092328,0.0,0.0,0.062094481346299885,0.0,0.0,0.1017546212278172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845258605617025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15505024359902267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06857530212914616
anxiety,athrowawayy2983,2019/04/01,"Severe Anxiety, Deppression and Mood Swings If anyone can offer any help or advice It'd really mean a lot.  I've swung in and out of mild depression for years, and always had bad anxiety as early as 15.  There's been a lot of stages where I feel fine, and a lot of depprssive ones, it's kinda been all over the place in the last few years.  

I was extremely happy, in good shape, eating well, saving a few months ago.  But it all came apart in the span of about 2 months. I dropped out of school, lost my job, blew threw my entire savings, lost almost 30pounds and lost most of my friends  I've been through a lot in my life but the last two months I've had everything come back and much stronger than before.  

The last week I've been having daily mood swings and sometimes it's really intense.. Like sober euphoria, or really happy, then just a few hours later it goes back to deppressive.  I've had 3 panic attacks in the last two weeks, I've never had any in my life before that.  I'm having really intense pins/needles feeling all over my chest, this caused one of my panic attacks a few days ago and I went to the ER for it.  Doctor said everything looked fine physically and sent me on my way.  Since that my anxiety has gotten much worse, I can hardly leave my room.  My hunger is gone, like all day, I have no urge to eat.  I either sleep too much or too little.  It all just came so fast like I've never had it before.   ",4.220301535087716,4.807102371527783,4.98963450292398,86.28723684210527,70.4236111111111,8.146491228070175,23.83845029239766,8.20500826718156,1.1362055555555552,1105,25,234,15,19,358,152,288,0.135,0.725,0.14,0.4199,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,3,11,23,2,2,14,0,18,8,2,1,7,43,35,19,0,1,9,0,3,3,1,0,3,1,1,0,11,14,3,0,3,0,0,7,3,9,2,4,21,5,19,12,29,13,18,53,0,4,1,0,5,19,0,11,27,141,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187901914362754,0.14855028612711613,0.0,0.08390399236681105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06972033363874633,0.0,0.0,0.11396070453271838,0.0,0.1922983034930021,0.0,0.0,0.058588203071659364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19064737607404209,0.0,0.1288593068195025,0.06996149263190955,0.0,0.0,0.21389840300513208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916678146145826,0.0,0.0860758324586676,0.0,0.07217801912137392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080757656085642,0.0,0.07216855756999745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576303539570752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17147701597149095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15061083579372606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473389808619444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06473626310891466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07027942070955016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17839289957732635,0.07505974947115646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056162945765280116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251667580452418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314905310183399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732014708469733,0.0,0.08872194607578593,0.0,0.0,0.11836728947437695,0.12280728609477988,0.08398000360221815,0.0,0.0,0.07036284145686801,0.0,0.2744013924733729,0.2849424416882997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127232076395084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006421181658984,0.0,0.1847867777482246,0.0,0.12924865980120726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355710099803888,0.0,0.0,0.19661998555451304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754314483268426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21471312953177346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970386795969157,0.0,0.0,0.0848003685306389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946593135917081,0.0,0.06931229322593327,0.0,0.08385092268331698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287085825359855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16370211118509034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650892753477299,0.13442322588762734,0.0,0.07533764163949001,0.0776745497629852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538958646090364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791655405041832
anxiety,felipe5083,2019/04/01,"My mother doesn’t understand anxiety. So today I was hospitalised because of anxiety. A node appeared in my body that made me feel terrible and the blood tests resulted in it being due to the anxiety. This diagnostic came out several hours after I got into the hospital, and I lost the whole day there.

So I got home and my mother was pissed off that I was missing class because of that, she demanded that I go to college ASAP. Then she said that all this was under my control and my fault. That I just don’t go out because I don’t want to and that I’m hanging onto problems from school from a decade ago that are pretty childish (she doesn’t know what happened in school). And then tried to guilt trip me into going to college claiming that i could bear it since she did when she was much sicker, even though I had just come home from a 12 hour trip to the hospital with some doctors thinking I had cancer.

How do I convince her that this is more serious than she realises? Honestly, she really hurt me with all that she said today.",5.979264705882351,6.064640161764707,6.541960784313726,78.43882352941178,66.5,9.937254901960783,32.196078431372555,9.725611199111238,2.9393607843137253,819,31,157,16,12,268,113,204,0.18,0.7759999999999999,0.045,-0.9769,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,9,11,1,1,8,0,17,6,3,4,2,31,37,13,0,3,2,2,1,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,17,14,0,1,4,0,0,9,4,9,0,0,15,3,29,2,25,20,6,30,0,3,0,0,13,10,1,2,11,119,46,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941269115788256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091593900471528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463547306687334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149632948164289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15407287423123706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160411296461996,0.0,0.0,0.1510892309118229,0.10755533751627024,0.0,0.0,0.08687709971304733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788185974554995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897498561230045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06811365408015363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22967716941018834,0.0,0.21548051517440386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912401123067685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270251141697634,0.0,0.2653253273383528,0.0,0.1442103291482163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403334355899527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705237571730062,0.0,0.0,0.12746629049920713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990276850422983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13704896289476046,0.0,0.12889971321550522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629896748357692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562809838175589,0.0,0.0,0.2726683463607379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15218447131729174,0.0,0.11143388114850808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631702074658111,0.1323523389220978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553795217540663,0.0,0.0,0.09145955690375514,0.0,0.0,0.14023833537175728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945571709498442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15039941318222905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Emberkitti,2019/04/01,"I'm so happy! Today i finally stood up to the people who were being mean to me in art class, two of them were my FRIENDS. i just had enough, we were doing a project where we had to draw something realistically (i already have problems where i think my art isn't realistic enough) i was close to having a breakdown, and they were really pressuring me, thankfully we had to go. next art class we did something different that was also ""realistic"" and i was being slow and they were like ""do you ever actually DO anything?"" and commenting on how i cry a lot because I *CANT CONTROL IT.* at this point i was facing away from them as they were acting like they didn't do anything wrong*.* But today i finally stood up and told them to stop and they were *really*  not helping and how it made me feel, they reacted well ad hopefully next art class it'll go well, i'll update after.",2.3045212038303693,4.5891647325581415,4.134952120383037,83.43768125854994,79.0,7.302872777017784,24.071135430916552,8.313332769828598,1.6538798905608751,682,24,134,14,17,230,96,172,0.071,0.799,0.13,0.8885,1,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,4,1,9,1,10,11,0,1,4,0,27,1,1,5,1,28,39,13,0,2,3,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,12,0,2,3,4,0,3,4,3,2,1,20,1,29,8,16,16,3,24,0,0,0,0,19,10,0,2,13,104,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.13616160471111088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15397533594337962,0.11158246112414782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296433651300664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310934633724021,0.0,0.0,0.08505647537873995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15649527915489606,0.0,0.0,0.15326766213609308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577963664778626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883445349537353,0.0,0.0,0.12621329236320744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07055079468737667,0.0,0.0,0.30569760479340835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780088985825052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15859675559683306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485327727866722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352432840264024,0.0,0.0,0.1385852332494336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13633507286656005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862381027733206,0.0,0.1320270981202774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15198957933712798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967844614070011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673285475803213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319013880902152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335118094182319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17877357539801808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148347350456848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665371511502155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12846090413694772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940548691679209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264517128759963,0.13332733717054404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13630098811648006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509092869600817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255465780609312,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Selfdeleterious,2019/04/01,"Is it okay to not be able to explain your anxiety? I dont know if this is quite normal but, I just sometimes get a large amount of fear and uncomfortableness that makes it so I cannot speak or really much of anything, like I've had past anxiety where I could at least somewhat see where my thought process was (ie. Not wanting to say something because my anxiety told me it was stupid) but now, I've been having points where it's not even explainable like that, just pure anxiety without a thought process, locking me down so I dont even do anything, just frozen in place with a blank mind. Is this even anxiety anymore?",5.228032786885247,6.01942799180328,5.155860655737708,85.25952868852461,68.26229508196721,8.722950819672132,33.2827868852459,8.841846274778883,2.575373770491803,493,22,101,8,8,153,78,122,0.117,0.8170000000000001,0.066,-0.644,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,12,5,1,1,3,1,14,0,0,1,1,25,24,7,0,4,11,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,8,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,7,3,10,3,10,15,4,10,0,0,1,0,6,8,0,3,4,68,18,0,0.14509299455986352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5549787185065269,0.0,0.14389326295271632,0.0,0.0,0.23879834359685065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844734277920628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158449498316308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400958180558454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874976635065033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16326995713347184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580510116502101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973931530048257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177021642341348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968507005342761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650256314211224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666004561542283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421603285090009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13850768092193327,0.0,0.0,0.15159129784535758,0.0,0.1371597780594657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15432425956413495,0.0,0.0,0.09295028763350943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538377288038253,0.0,0.0,0.11562033141087916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169967581454196,0.14350068163796936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303752612715347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386425741256317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557960742127113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398644691001233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,morethanwords19,2019/04/01,"Extreme Anxiety - Please Help I have been suffering from anxiety for the past 6 years (since graduating high school). I have anxiety about anything and everything. Social anxiety, obsessive-compulsive disorder (checking to make sure the door is locked, oven is off, etc.), that people are constantly out to get me, that I'm going to get hurt, that my life is going to fall to pieces. This has been something I have been struggling with for a long time and enough is enough. I have not really done anything to combat my anxiety before so I don't know where to start. Multiple people have told me to seek professional help, which the idea of gives me anxiety. I am anxious about the prospect of telling a medical professional all that is wrong with me, taking mind-altering medication, and that I will not be able to afford it. Does anyone know where to start in tackling extreme anxiety? I would like to work my way up to seeing a medical professional, but as previously stated, I have a lot of anxiety about that.",9.317183183183186,8.313329427027032,9.13801801801802,66.15921921921925,60.135135135135144,13.62762762762763,39.474474474474476,12.650343791298138,5.17361861861862,804,35,139,25,9,262,109,185,0.133,0.809,0.057,-0.7717,1,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,1,8,0,22,4,0,1,2,17,36,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,2,0,9,6,0,0,3,0,1,3,3,4,0,0,5,1,16,2,28,28,6,19,0,2,1,0,6,7,0,1,8,98,25,6,0.10247736034245013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6271592013528354,0.11577024816604205,0.0,0.07165455306874975,0.0,0.1686602718497073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872006858371916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107416207809596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174479331745856,0.0,0.08967862861842296,0.10486991900989237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21177301431778744,0.1142893454486622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210004369745424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708038236372107,0.09830562187873096,0.11648049094862048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737682901499507,0.10827295759930272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970413373377233,0.1156844662394544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263775445941815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238279022546568,0.05006526193190919,0.0,0.0,0.09068923912860108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712258713806602,0.0,0.0,0.06840443377832972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097054781397443,0.0,0.0,0.1034729209342532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782623600188936,0.14208979711691122,0.0,0.0,0.11248936828225896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06564962111815477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371255967171797,0.08166118840436258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847703314470968,0.0,0.0,0.10446276359083356,0.0,0.07889207858246333,0.0,0.0,0.14506800619693047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713158725031467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658369935301536,0.0,0.07705022151267021,0.0,0.08956972981179663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597553729167844,0.0,0.0,0.09792150937800986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134175871134199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460473882877479,0.0,0.0,0.07279697656817037,0.11204290636893306,0.0,0.06599206020830169
anxiety,morbidbisexual,2019/04/01,"Some science to fight that irrational anxiety. ❗Trigger warning: I'll describe my fear shortly, don't want it to scare you.❗


So my way of coping with anxiety is ridiculing my fears and using rationality and logic to destruct them. It's like in Harry Potter where humour is used to tear down irrational fears except I rather use science than normal magic. 

Like honestly, if it wasn't for free scientific research on the internet about anxiety I wouldn't be in a good place. I assume some people feel the same and thus I wanted share some excellent truth about anxiety. I'm writing this post mainly to help fellow anxious people and also to distract myself from my ridiculous fears since my friends are asleep right now and I don't want to wake them.

So basically my biggest fear right now, mainly because of all the stress and anxiety I've been having over the past few years is that I'll lose my mind and turn into some Hulk like version of me and end up hurting anyone. Especially because sometimes my brain feels so idk electrified after stress that I'm scared it might damage my brain. Which is as ridiculous as it sounds, especially considering I'm a vegan and a pacifist who often cares too much about other people rather than himself.

So here are some truth about anxiety: 


Believing you are about to lose your mind is a common catalyst to a panic attack, where the fear of losing your mind and the changes the stress response make fuel each other.

But even though the fear of going crazy can be frightening, it’s not an indication of a problem with your brain, mind, or sanity. It’s just another indication that your body is experiencing a stress response and/or of a body that’s overly stressed.

People who have been under a lot of stress often experience this symptom.

It's important to note that there is no connection between anxiety and going crazy. While it may feel like you could go crazy due to anxiety, you actually can't. It's a physical impossibility.

Ergo, sometimes, anxiety is like this thing that can make you think the worst fears even though a lot of these fears have no base in reality. For me it helps to remember that my fears are irrational and to look at the data that is out there. 

For example, to get back to my fear. In the past 22 years of my life I've never turned in the Hulk monster that I fear to become, nor am I in that state now and there is no good reason to believe I'll be in that state anytime soon. I've been through worse panic attacks and I'm still me, therefore my Hulk fear is very unlikely.

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anxiety,Longbooty,2019/04/01,rode the bus today since forever my sister dropped me off at my appointment and she went to work so she couldn't pick me up so i had to use the bus. it wasn't as bad as i remembered it to be.,-0.08727272727272606,1.2871239090909121,2.6454545454545446,95.68818181818185,82.63636363636364,7.127272727272729,20.090909090909093,8.07648339933343,0.5641999999999996,148,4,39,3,4,52,32,44,0.0,0.932,0.068,0.431,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,5,6,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,0,8,0,8,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,27,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34977301615984463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4745442692957482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465273387768275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39707845199072267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618044262018202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3883345041307151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049720481818521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jd00523,2019/04/01,"Constantly feeling like I’m running out of time I’ve never posted anything about my anxiety before but I just need some advice or just someone to help me rationalise my silly thoughts. 

Recently I’ve been feeling like I’m constantly running out of time, like I’m going to die soon and not have accomplished anything or even do anything with my life, and even if I lived until 110 I wouldn’t have enough time to do anything. I’ve always been scared of dying but recently it’s got worse so I guess that might be a factor, but I just wanted to know if this is common or if anyone else feels this way.

I literally just sit and think and make myself feel physically sick thinking about how I’ve already lived 20 years of my life and I probably don’t have that much left to live and I’m not ever going to have enough time to live my life and that death is always going to happen and I feel selfish thinking that I can’t die because I haven’t had enough time alive.

Sorry if this sounds dumb or rambling but my anxiety has increased ridiculous amounts since I started my study abroad last September and this seems to be the latest thing my brain can’t stop fixating on and I just don’t know how to stop it. I feel like I’m wasting my life everyday. 

Thanks for listening",6.462885264341956,6.064656019685043,6.630596175478065,79.8388976377953,65.5748031496063,9.619347581552306,32.316085489313835,9.04235418022936,2.5775408323959494,1015,36,199,15,14,326,125,254,0.203,0.695,0.103,-0.9865,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,14,10,2,1,2,0,21,6,1,3,2,58,51,26,4,7,19,0,6,4,0,2,5,2,0,0,11,13,0,2,13,0,0,6,9,4,0,0,5,8,24,6,22,42,7,34,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,12,25,122,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573257394309335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681656542624376,0.0,0.14600330393640673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342324215716849,0.0,0.0,0.06134559872075517,0.08989377180001665,0.28879017212202823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05348178500782507,0.0,0.07465510637419613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794007316908476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18961840494899687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273161881326379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329043470882178,0.0,0.0,0.2719577849524588,0.0,0.11589485711131073,0.07936035601336516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661654447918449,0.18803139588514964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14958363042906853,0.0,0.07016883269087239,0.0,0.09664880714841048,0.0,0.07758281816567587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05880619908547794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643253903551256,0.07151485675366967,0.0,0.0,0.09532316380284064,0.0,0.2478762570300123,0.17144945222825542,0.0,0.3098826446870925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058563074718499586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307182758919104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449452803538537,0.06505359206639856,0.06766580987014127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402484612380634,0.0,0.09459200757555866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732533288852987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783696200601769,0.0,0.0,0.07986966824017934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257440753819985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433666806132823,0.0,0.0,0.0982109436664252,0.06209852210534623,0.0,0.0,0.14669897581260627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077360866848611,0.0,0.0,0.058286519877772176,0.16864906552425593,0.0,0.06965093471040007,0.2557917795429561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051747740761235415,0.06963910422215329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940836262813655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056497769798524625
anxiety,SugarMits,2019/04/01,Books? Are there good books on the topic of anxiety? Thanks.,0.5278787878787874,1.2529375454545428,0.8581818181818193,95.44060606060609,128.0909090909091,5.1030303030303035,12.757575757575758,6.42735559955562,0.0007939393939397911,47,1,9,1,3,14,10,11,0.107,0.504,0.388,0.6662,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5233876689305494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5738487783429576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6298912029912314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GhostCatUwU,2019/04/01,"Scared to post anything The title is pretty self-explanatory, but I'm scared to post like... Anything. Anywhere. Including this subreddit. I just posted some fanart in a subreddit of a game I love and my heart just dropped as soon as I pressed post, and I was feeling pretty confident up until then. I don't wanna delete it or anything, but I'm scared of judgement, I guess?
I'm kinda reluctant to talk anywhere, even if I want to. I just get so scared of people attacking me, even though I know that's not realistic. I can't tell you how many times I've started typing something just to delete it halfway through. ",4.4169094304388405,5.975011680672271,5.134733893557424,81.7993183940243,70.84873949579833,7.97796451914099,30.869281045751638,8.515128840125781,2.424831185807656,486,21,91,8,9,157,77,119,0.155,0.6890000000000001,0.156,0.036000000000000004,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,10,7,1,4,3,0,4,2,1,1,0,19,14,13,0,3,9,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,2,13,2,15,13,1,12,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,5,6,58,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33215331730880543,0.0,0.0,0.15306256580640493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17772932259982796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802919672397863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702933849027569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14821474785607194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159434602832114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394154609855615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06573111992228674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143069125104702,0.0,0.0,0.1364059124493499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09327546819516784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5154216280294782,0.27375805874732706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5388057467144599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403581319415143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357809942700556,0.0,0.0,0.09523052655937483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814090616276206,0.11759688104045665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13218822896822888,0.0,0.07845335131844658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935719617594911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,waqasvic,2019/04/01,"A Xanax question What if i take one or two Xanax a week, would it still be causing those nasty withdrawal effects?  ",9.05227272727273,7.175521500000002,7.471818181818183,80.67772727272728,61.27272727272727,10.618181818181819,40.18181818181819,8.841846274778883,3.3656727272727283,91,4,18,1,1,27,20,22,0.166,0.7829999999999999,0.051,-0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,2,0,6,3,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4167946579663741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749319508054586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4545084758900669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32401509073326484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050571374874376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3963375287280913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254507151207257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28821769559707683,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,huligania,2019/04/01,"Sup sups sup So how do I act normal while having an anxiety attack, I have forgotten everything about how to act like a human™️ Advice needed thank you, promptly, cant let ppl know the weirdness🙏😌😂",0.6007142857142861,2.9363366904761925,3.4193333333333342,85.50900000000001,86.85714285714286,6.217142857142857,20.304761904761907,7.554174236665415,1.042099047619048,159,5,31,3,5,56,38,42,0.16899999999999998,0.705,0.126,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,4,3,1,0,3,0,5,0,0,2,0,5,8,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35479399091211056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777524012683142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.413051744645232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263095971638994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19953725757089355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.371270150076954,0.0,0.1773807568058512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692165006934957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557377183284101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342719069520475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FeelThisMoment,2019/04/01,"Why can't I be like this guy from Who Wants to be a Millionaire Norm Macdonald was on Who Wants to be a Millionaire back in 2000. Throughout the episode he has this extremely calm demeanor that I'm super jealous of. How does one keep so calm in such a situation where you're competing for a million dollar (in this case for charity) while being filmed for TV. I've linked to the point of the episode where he gets to the million dollar question. He just nonchalantly says ""This is the obvious answer so I'll just choose the not-so-obvious answer"". Like wtf?  

https://youtu.be/4w-jxs2KE4s?t=1427",5.9549090909090925,7.6514722636363635,5.434318181818185,80.5914772727273,67.27272727272727,9.5,31.022727272727273,9.827888789773867,3.013,479,19,87,11,8,146,70,110,0.08,0.8140000000000001,0.107,0.4653,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,9,6,1,0,10,0,8,0,0,1,1,12,13,4,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,7,0,0,1,5,2,2,0,1,1,0,3,1,1,1,5,14,8,0,9,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,1,4,53,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231165523063864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26308289488701897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570665018625707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976704625826913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672133061201448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29374476941137595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037143245431051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841920425532999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33677383401166633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390726389055933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33792014557254146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3546381275626763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712713571517203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kohays,2019/04/01,"Eye flashes, depersonalization, seeing faces in patterns, worried about hallucinations? Are these all symptoms of anxiety? My psychiatrist says this is normal. I have severe ocd and a fear of schizophrenia. I definitely psych myself out alot but lately I've been feeling lore detached.

I'm giving up on alcohol. And haven't smoked real weed in about two years. Occasionally I smoke cbd only strains where you don't really get high.

I also have tinnitus too. Should I get more help for ocd as it's become too hard to function as a human? I see a therapist for ERP but I feel as though it's not helping that much. ",3.5647368421052654,6.35778924561404,4.986929824561403,76.22934210526316,77.59649122807018,7.308771929824562,26.16666666666667,8.344100000000001,2.1629614035087723,490,19,84,10,12,163,88,114,0.141,0.764,0.095,-0.292,0,0,3,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,2,4,0,8,4,2,0,1,13,16,9,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,5,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,7,10,0,15,14,4,9,0,0,3,0,6,7,0,1,2,56,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060397114025579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15417845784064896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748799741033575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21292743582258689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21694849020236728,0.1949663525028304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014553385831383,0.18494697070595625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172706861181829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584534626397649,0.20369898622957552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174816738266174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417268447143957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888986141613772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466296332512622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21944343912147912,0.1235097069908616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533186861792835,0.0,0.0,0.3072660368959599,0.0,0.0,0.21780399011766732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20038830057756696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22385038605916,0.0,0.0,0.18942055828112164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18833314786428995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957931457743347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241539536897137
anxiety,dnbVice,2019/04/01,"Exercising worsen my anxiety by a lot. Been three years since i got hospitalized with a severe anxiety attack. Had a rough 2 years after that with lots of panic/anxiety attacks. Hyperventilation too.

I have it somewhat under control this last year. My doctor always said exercising would help my anxiety. I'm a little overweight as well and decided to start exercising.

But whenever i start exercising my stress response goes through the roof afterwards and I feel anxious for hours after exercising with elevated hear rate and tightness in my chest.

My heart has been tested and was fine. But I have an issue that i get anxious whenever i can feel my heart beat. So exercising is making it worse..

Is it something i'll have to power through or any other ideas?",4.948281864121282,7.743676832116789,6.263065693430657,68.92970241437396,72.64963503649635,9.178888265019653,30.9764177428411,9.661875296680813,3.6475417181358782,614,28,96,17,13,206,90,137,0.185,0.77,0.045,-0.9491,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,3,5,2,1,6,0,12,11,3,2,0,21,22,9,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,1,8,2,0,0,7,7,1,2,4,6,0,0,0,3,1,1,6,6,14,2,15,15,3,13,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,4,10,68,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224715983565416,0.0,0.0,0.0917362607797312,0.0,0.4127908800158798,0.304795991301938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069352278965352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15130121855469478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807531662044334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641844359582045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047940167825059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789142390865636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15204149906169145,0.3197130264807095,0.09042026652972183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13284879768547006,0.0,0.0,0.15228507377438902,0.0,0.14079999145265468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996106718447228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352047013455241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22937339888440655,0.0,0.0,0.09004643910329528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15827545418655492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832028103519336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239799565096898,0.0,0.11159022985488626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385219725418847,0.0,0.0,0.19096506855359174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15452687915622906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129081806415075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374740776405414,0.09582870810234527,0.0,0.0,0.2606124940718543
anxiety,ajrunaway,2019/04/01,"I did my make-up on a crowded train today Usually I feel more comfortable doing my make-up in a space where I can access my things easily and in private. I’ve done my makeup on a train before, but it was really quiet, and I had about an hour and a half of time to get it all together perfectly. This time, I only had forty minutes. I did have an hour, but for twenty minutes I sat down wondering to myself ‘should I do it? Will people judge me if I just pull out a full make-up bag and start? What if it looks bad? What if people stare and watch while I’m doing it?’ But once I checked how much longer I had before I would get to work, I just gave in and said ‘fuck it,’ and started going at it.

The train did thin out the closer I got to the station, but otherwise I just overcame performance anxiety and am semi-happy with the results! 😅 #FuckYouAnxiety",2.4541404358353494,3.783827299435032,4.407380952380954,85.98216101694916,75.4406779661017,7.543018563357546,22.812348668280872,8.192908349453996,1.155495883777239,660,18,141,11,14,226,105,177,0.042,0.89,0.068,0.6426,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,3,6,4,1,0,11,0,17,1,0,2,2,29,31,17,0,5,10,0,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,9,11,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,12,7,21,2,17,16,4,25,0,0,3,1,3,14,1,4,9,101,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579326549101786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14821190885012425,0.0,0.0,0.302092760048064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18165248917230087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975346513646837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16410344441019234,0.18548138666967826,0.0,0.1008819846558318,0.0,0.14196950059040556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18896074952812505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34961958565696144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14906215765448888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35546424895445805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304889305531888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18904040962292126,0.0,0.13500296340415202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24612363179034594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371628014899432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16885092025118095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512823951208488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792854178799055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20701288480501365,0.0,0.16825699128803706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955001729644661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19250004021947986,0.12922806311138638,0.0,0.0,0.12609671221905314,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xotourrose,2019/04/01,"New job, feel worse than ever So even writing this is turning my stomach, but here we go.

My friend got me a new job in a tourist attraction in my city. Prior to my start date I had a birthday party to attend, then the next day I had another birthday to attend which was my own.  I had one rest day where I was completely dead from going out and drinking. All my friends and family were so supportive and congratulatory towards me because they know how big a step this is for me, I haven't been employed in a year and a half. Last night I went to be at midnight, which is not great but by my standards not the worst either. I woke up about 5 time between 12 and 7 for long periods of time and felt as if I was going to get sick, as well as sweating. I had my first induction session that lasted 8 hours. For a decent part of the induction I was fighting off a panic attack and not even focusing on what was going on. Finally we get to the place I'm going to be working at and its covered in fluorescent lighting, which triggers the derealization I sometimes experience, but is my worst fear. I simply can't work in this area and even some of the other parts of the place are anxiety inducing to me. I really don't feel up to the task.

I came home feeling soulless because I was so tired and anxious all day. I came home and my parents are super happy for me, but it makes me feel worse because I feel like I'm going to let them down. I feel like I'm going to let everyone down again. All my friends have showed me a lot of support and are genuinely happy for me and I feel as if I won't be able to work in this place. I cried for half an hour when I got home just thinking about this. I'm in again for 4 days this week, all 8 hour shifts starting early in the morning. I know I'll get another sleepless night and have a day full of fighting off panic attacks, only to be placed in a section where the fluorescent lighting drives the stake through my heart and induces some nice derealization

I honestly have never felt so down on myself, I don't know what to do.",5.749820549630848,5.018091346698113,6.6835274815422485,79.97935602953244,67.13679245283019,9.543724364232977,32.82157506152584,8.841846274778883,2.5084513125512715,1617,61,339,23,23,542,197,424,0.133,0.718,0.149,0.8313,5,0,1,0,4,0,31.0,2,0,2,5,19,24,4,3,23,0,34,6,3,5,6,60,73,32,1,2,11,1,9,2,3,1,2,0,3,0,15,20,1,0,15,2,0,14,9,9,1,4,20,11,50,15,61,46,16,81,0,0,0,0,11,33,0,5,36,246,65,7,0.07169209830804665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15035083205038288,0.054844258975753415,0.08099166474361985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312022326551295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110851311975955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16399332294298796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075167801076737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875040358979947,0.2311773623468793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023096287500492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14205586436454715,0.06484960736971612,0.0,0.06850487223071608,0.0,0.07012862878037493,0.06758492985147198,0.08067354218631158,0.2537477530775581,0.1024336987120542,0.13767131439613212,0.07853518941438453,0.0,0.06098126219689909,0.0,0.0,0.16616741193857326,0.0,0.11236848715115293,0.0,0.2852099012946173,0.0,0.11467744042952716,0.07904079147996193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15263514351613358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495548167903033,0.0,0.0,0.21573906005810994,0.0,0.2118068266798657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422866905969852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820030695927013,0.11687725747590973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662005561649266,0.0,0.07005027585109874,0.0,0.0,0.06344525098385424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060950058247804535,0.0,0.0,0.047855032318887984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05529336589283343,0.13848135057530514,0.0762453598797301,0.13455635541234545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04858042121961991,0.0545250713329464,0.0,0.1682304608779822,0.07960559098326055,0.15527111224727105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996119353864408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04592779395722908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090531838886517,0.0,0.1014880723592807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627106871403385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04593740179574314,0.0,0.0,0.08360847811200893,0.08239952067139535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798041605488275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05750707686200824,0.0,0.06445980625381426,0.06645929338395698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15657810425108348,0.0,0.1461207460064164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04616736079260902
anxiety,somegaykidd___,2019/04/01,I'm not sure if I have anxiety I have trouble talking to people even if I trust them with my life I have trouble talking to them about anything and I also always think I have done something wrong even if I get told it's not my fault. I'm not sure if I have anxiety or not ,2.8689999999999998,3.1981792333333345,4.616666666666667,88.68000000000002,73.33333333333334,7.333333333333332,28.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,1.336833333333333,214,8,49,2,4,73,32,60,0.258,0.652,0.091,-0.8056,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,2,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,14,11,7,0,4,9,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,12,3,4,9,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,5,0,36,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19038501119830334,0.1980938505834504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642467881940247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959118583755726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24362892927424695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144868354211757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438208757980188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16815633927255313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650482114376508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832784159149797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4487575365916182,0.0,0.0,0.38270433782363694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525460583711715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274867064637696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26029288063875544,0.0,0.0
anxiety,priceeisright,2019/04/01,"Advice please! Anxiety about bachelorette party I am out of my party phase but many of my friends are not and they have been talking about how hard we are going to rage at my friends bachy party and it’s giving me so much anxiety. Also, I just started working with a therapist on my body image problems and binge eating and and this trip is causing problems and making me want to forget everything I’m learning to just drop a few lbs as fast as possible which always backfires but I’m desperate to feel good around all my friends on this trip. They are all gorgeous. 

How do I handle this situation? Everything in me is saying don’t go, but I feel like I’m letting people down and also thinking to myself “Am I crazy?!” Why am I making something so small seem so big? But it’s really causing me stress and anxiety. Any advice? ",3.8733618233618223,5.634675111111116,5.0761728395061745,80.86431623931627,72.58024691358024,7.7006647673314355,28.510921177587853,8.384062270229773,2.202026020892688,656,26,119,11,13,217,96,162,0.162,0.635,0.203,0.8783,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,2,1,12,10,1,1,2,0,13,2,1,6,2,36,27,21,0,3,7,0,3,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,6,12,1,0,5,0,0,4,2,4,0,0,1,4,19,6,19,25,4,16,0,0,0,0,9,9,0,1,3,85,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639131667473035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159780635845176,0.11236159293141784,0.0,0.0,0.0918297835408432,0.0,0.30990878228493035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202115502446146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14999565353077648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774403719312908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817655237793666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427250780267431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655751869440458,0.09647045234892204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31298772956398996,0.0,0.0,0.1295397851241304,0.15348926623190487,0.11326262008639933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096661871000106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380844708976876,0.0,0.06597225213470713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802764782692411,0.13690631255655972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099267724908092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361764584309228,0.0,0.0,0.14823006372930236,0.0,0.15223391608876802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584243237988098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650815335482137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738683411449217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293260369339674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15178723413377845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395807190127136,0.0,0.0,0.09557987626749438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15468441533965172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085376171268686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15678835289581391,0.0,0.08652625037834391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796483151513752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184987945010467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983085367085428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OpiumSmoke,2019/04/01,"Visiting two Psychiatrists this week. TLDR: READ BOLD

Hey guys 21 year old male here. I have bene suffering from GAD + Anticipation anxiety since I was a small child + severe insomnia (that has led to breakdowns and crying after 5-8 consecutive days without sleeping due to anxiety). I started meds when I was 15. My first psych but me on Celexa and Ambien, ambient didn't work so she put me on 1mg Klonopin.

It's at this moment I really figured out the range of Benzos, I only heard of Xanax, but when I walked out with my script and googled klonopin it made me optimistic. Yes, it finally put me to sleep for about 6 months. I saw this psych for 2 years then I turned 18 and decided to stop taking meds. It's to long of a story to go into all the semantics right now.

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**Anyways, going to see a 1 psych on Wednesday and another on Friday. I do not plan on releasing previous med information as its not necessary other than the basics. I am a student + I have a internship at a insurance company I don't want to fuck up.  can't continue to not sleep**

**My primary care doc has been prescribing me Klonopin .5 because I asked for 3 months now, it's the 4th month and I asked him for 60 .5mg now. This will probably be my final script guys. I need a psych asap. I've tried every SSRI ever. Feel free to ask questions I'll answer, trying to keep this short.**",0.8601616266944738,3.3598015437956192,3.1821209593326394,86.19191970802922,88.30656934306568,7.073034410844631,22.42711157455683,8.146662555663855,1.6682437122002085,1069,40,215,27,35,365,175,274,0.045,0.867,0.08800000000000001,0.9326,0,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,0,3,10,5,1,0,11,1,14,6,3,2,2,30,32,13,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,4,13,10,0,2,6,1,1,7,7,2,0,2,7,5,27,4,36,23,1,47,0,1,2,1,14,14,1,1,26,125,40,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861350911741007,0.1330211832476775,0.0,0.11479155917987105,0.16749246848947758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070262911013317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673347679569627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161460484843187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202505033173067,0.07060076624516612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902422807580613,0.09223538138039054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05535263246241665,0.0,0.0,0.23984374999248956,0.0,0.09311733194789124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120564849995073,0.0,0.0,0.12443159515329967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21679015727283765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973042708983742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687980018034532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358561472928003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3647981170233109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26213993865879376,0.0,0.0,0.08117254081935596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487307140960586,0.0,0.0,0.08325884023847897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802997117015215,0.0,0.0,0.22010038562534387,0.12263435849044657,0.0,0.10950221815141736,0.0,0.07013094648223146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934889965411678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723548340598161,0.0,0.0,0.12367287030879905,0.0,0.09055686044703352,0.0,0.32865495933182176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748526499924838,0.0,0.0,0.09152398986786442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230976613899814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14864940977947375,0.11907474567796705,0.1069388166767973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456977187306569,0.0,0.08781231107060974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552767341507706,0.0,0.07969735174411803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330211832476775,0.14099352178715768
anxiety,LittleGoldenMiss,2019/04/01,"Freaking out about my life decisions. Hi everyone, I'm 22 and about to graduate from my community college with   an associate's in studio arts. Afterwards I would move on to a four  year  college to finish. The thing is, I'm having these recurring waves  of  feeling... like I've ruined my life. Up to high school I wanted to  do  something in medicine, but I realized that I hated school, and going  to  college, that I was also completely uninterested in pursuing  science.

At  the same time, I have  always loved art and I've kept up  drawing/painting the whole time, so  eventually I decided to switch my  major to studio arts - and when  transferring to a four year school, I  will be double majoring in  digital art as well. I'm genuinely excited to  do anything art related,  and I think I've become pretty good at it -  showing promise, you know?  The thing is, I've been having some stress  related health issues  lately, so I thought after graduating I would take  a semester off and  start posting my art online, which is something I've  never done before.

But  I keep getting  these horrible feelings that I'm ruining my life, or  I'll never be able  to support myself financially. That maybe I should  have stuck to  studying science, even if I don't enjoy it. It happens in  periods of a  couple of days, usually, where I feel like my life is  just... over.

I'm just freaking out about it.",6.819397435897436,6.9388488115384614,7.780769230769232,70.15089743589745,64.73076923076923,11.087179487179489,36.56410256410256,10.793553405168565,4.174902564102564,1081,50,187,27,15,366,147,260,0.112,0.774,0.114,0.1048,0,0,2,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,0,0,12,15,1,1,9,0,20,6,0,0,2,34,43,15,0,5,6,0,3,2,0,4,5,0,2,0,13,9,0,2,9,7,0,2,3,6,1,2,6,3,24,9,36,31,6,35,0,2,0,1,3,16,0,3,18,129,37,9,0.12297547654788342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834344416552644,0.10232544784786764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119833900923364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13581675215463515,0.10464307297041876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893744745410418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360700257692865,0.0,0.0793090088660422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12584660868198858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122414245053527,0.0,0.0,0.11750833783977313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18654028782674076,0.17570741003493998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06424961087065277,0.0,0.0698897972931313,0.10314599519639844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874680777854516,0.0,0.0,0.12141282339948747,0.0,0.13071718097786378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129930342795017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835444748413544,0.0,0.10930625393759523,0.0,0.0,0.06758410582416476,0.0,0.13872169398074166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474448636107131,0.12015921222008198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109901688676279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354539521983625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070346979195174,0.0,0.0,0.1896925374227603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777651297139888,0.12511027013106066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3733732428414356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18934505976951155,0.0,0.0,0.08704267525189603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408679928948361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955111346120871,0.0,0.0,0.09246225387711868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633988845234474,0.07879771983977556,0.0,0.09762879188499113,0.14341597863531294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544011357303112,0.0,0.07253412225267326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105697221775601,0.0,0.0,0.13729772785826067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747165004016499,0.0,0.0,0.15838434997492412
anxiety,nyaaaby,2019/04/01,"People who've successfully gone off antidepressants, how do you cope with anxiety without them and manage withdrawal? In 2015 I was prescribed 75mg of Zoloft for panic attacks caused by physical health problems I had at the time. Last year I decided I was in a good enough place to wean off them. It hasn't been nearly as bad as some other people's experiences I've been reading, but it hasn't been easy either. Mostly I'm getting dizziness, tinnitus, and increased anxiety. I take 25mg every 3 days now, so I'm on the home stretch, but this is the most difficult reduction yet. I take holy basil when I feel like I need it, and try to eat foods that naturally boost serotonin. Any advice on coping? Luckily my withdrawal symptoms don't tend to last longer than a month, so I'm comforted by knowing that. Thanks :)",5.995000000000001,6.801954653846156,6.529897435897437,76.03176923076926,66.56410256410257,10.086153846153849,32.90769230769231,10.125756701596842,3.344281538461537,650,27,119,15,10,212,111,156,0.111,0.7,0.189,0.9322,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,2,1,6,10,1,1,5,0,11,5,0,2,0,18,23,11,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,7,4,2,0,3,1,0,2,4,5,0,0,7,1,12,5,20,16,6,21,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,3,10,71,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16916281248257814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772193592985347,0.0,0.2648600516121866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19693962303417945,0.0,0.0,0.14454109224651202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778334676914683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116427667476247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17713655220377034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17887072813820215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14585412761060773,0.0,0.0,0.1693365229574315,0.0,0.0,0.08753050941981373,0.12367107895329688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093274324514733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044375188414708,0.0,0.0,0.14519793460177424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18400971030249824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736452141904146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513769835553547,0.2822183855291575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457366378845782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381761586236048,0.0,0.0,0.1283601796832889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20310935630739005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24002780102258375,0.0,0.1808649486566193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16564457911102606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17315861072914673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799294063427745,0.2603170053479944,0.0,0.0,0.15937805420140466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094286184882692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753152455564272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16687356320733432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147830047019873
anxiety,vladlucaz,2019/04/01,"A month of straight hell Hi reddit, I wanted to share my anxiety experience that started a month ago and maybe get some suggestions.

I was doing my math homework one ordinary day and out of the blue, I felt like I was literally dying, couldnt feel my extremities, felt like I wasnt getting enough oxygen; thought I ate something rotten at first and it made me nauseous, but in 15 minutes it was all gone and I was back to normal.

Next day, felt like I wasnt getting enough air again and panicked really hard and I started vomiting. That's where it started to happen every moment, feeling like I cant breathe and get really 'panicky' all the time. I have been going to the doctors for the past 3 weeks and they found out nothing that would cause all of this, I did everything from blood work to MRIs, everything turned out fine.

After that I went to a neurologist and got diagonsed with acute anxiety and right now I take 1/2 lorazepam tablet at night so I can sleep.

Before all of this I had an unpleasent event, I got lost in the mountains this winter and I got rescued in about 16 hours I was frozen and I am lucky I am able to write this right now; but I still dont perceive it as a moment that would cause all of this, it felt like an adventure for me, I wasnt the kind of person that would worry about death, feeling out of breath all the time and stressed. Is it really happening because of this? Everyone says so, but I cant accept it, what should I do to try to get back to normal? I feel like an alien that just wrecked his ship on Earth.

​",4.557302097687952,5.399338434083604,5.0210840606339,85.44127545551984,69.80385852090032,8.110304700658398,28.31434696064921,8.269060116576782,1.7607986832031846,1227,42,252,17,21,391,162,311,0.104,0.782,0.114,-0.1459,0,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,1,3,12,16,1,1,14,0,26,7,4,3,6,54,58,19,2,8,4,0,9,6,0,4,2,1,1,1,21,18,1,0,12,0,0,3,7,4,0,2,25,12,33,12,36,28,9,45,1,1,1,0,8,15,1,2,33,167,54,4,0.08999605336372002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977607125579965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975106862196367,0.10935505539583766,0.0,0.0,0.1376934689864308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13840281982370556,0.0,0.05486075881735646,0.0,0.07658001288998903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18490147471675547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11608001846372877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340169484712847,0.0,0.0,0.092114774077069,0.0,0.0,0.10547470428664872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859799611724051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07582555645688804,0.08599508568517338,0.16176529956858302,0.0880334090784278,0.0,0.0,0.18201883463816504,0.12858639701020666,0.3456412979798962,0.0,0.0,0.07655059701667508,0.0,0.09867602734063396,0.0,0.0,0.2350961171621105,0.0,0.05114683108646572,0.0,0.21593419551270515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15916642554601426,0.0,0.08061878678751885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862798423882423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937170406125006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638051547836147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824132334516612,0.0,0.0,0.08515644170628807,0.0,0.0,0.09041313189558547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366798236497855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571182373528142,0.08445519958200161,0.176354048650108,0.0863536404094709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060983654875424335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591141620136906,0.0,0.07858108248760008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17296132879634826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15371227568507104,0.0,0.07156847381191732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006104743715856,0.0,0.0,0.06928335868874909,0.0,0.0,0.1910990093339568,0.0,0.07187096446890816,0.0,0.10309017506321667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766583198248417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07144681371408274,0.10495484489094994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0611014127378721,0.09788986304244678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053082003991262665,0.0,0.07218940553012046,0.0,0.0,0.08342724310004476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655181986966106,0.09139536070324596,0.0,0.19179184259001664,0.0,0.10935505539583766,0.0
anxiety,logicspock,2019/04/01,"Jury Duty Hello friends! I've been called for jury duty, the mere thought of which triggers panic for me (I'm not fully sure why - maybe it's the unknown? Feeling trapped there all day and like I can't leave? Being surrounded by strangers?).


I was originally summoned back in October, when my anxiety was at its worst, and I postponed for until now. I'm now trying to postpone a second time - in part because my work and school schedules are crazy hectic. I'm considering having my therapist write a letter on my behalf as well.


Just wondering if anyone else has done something similar. Or, if you've served, what was the experience like? (For reference, I'm in NYC.)",2.8539657142857173,5.627833648000003,4.223342857142857,80.68610000000002,80.52000000000002,6.771428571428572,27.32857142857143,7.957251820313856,2.1979371428571426,526,23,90,10,14,173,94,125,0.166,0.738,0.097,-0.8802,0,1,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,1,5,0,10,0,0,2,2,19,17,9,0,2,5,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,6,1,8,5,14,10,3,15,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,4,11,59,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618244630377973,0.0,0.0,0.1479108915191089,0.2167436328966375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16265812870975965,0.0,0.12895038381725554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160019098620177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642322178085045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164747744558164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767111865180509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20692280118103806,0.0,0.0,0.10695895889219467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16343219091979527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22398608343268528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20669161160998087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21251634704635844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24819192114726396,0.0,0.2290728768512001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21408572806328505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16285074956411774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993701790842437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456096032278803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16793595731373934,0.123348344280345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14361906022037074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901962708467909,0.0,0.19087834008302973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22940177136643225,0.15400072932039433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CeCeWashington,2019/04/01,"Does anyone elses anxiety cause sensory overload? I've noticed that when my anxiety is really bad if I'm in a crowded area or around a loud exuberant person /people it's makes my anxiety really bad. I also end up with a really bad tension headache.  I have to retreat to a dark room and put ear plugs in until my brain calms down. 

I may have used the wrong term for this but it always feels like I'm overstimulated. I'm wondering if anyone have any tips to keep calm in these situations.

 I have a very loud and happy 5 year old so it's impossible to avoid getting like this and I hate how I have to retreat to my room for a while when my husband gets home. ",2.848585858585857,4.4366955555555565,4.92969696969697,81.57818181818183,74.92592592592592,8.464646464646465,26.346801346801357,9.095868883498916,2.1306296296296297,520,19,107,12,11,180,84,135,0.171,0.6729999999999999,0.156,0.2184,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,6,12,1,2,7,0,7,2,2,4,0,18,18,14,0,2,4,1,1,2,0,1,0,3,3,1,7,5,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,4,11,5,16,17,1,18,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,5,10,61,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242872857879955,0.1273859644389203,0.0,0.0,0.10410875491688344,0.0,0.35134807267776497,0.0,0.0,0.21409291561046076,0.15686226967555514,0.0,0.13628557467990612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834797575129248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17090285413399164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726908292556846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397305716529032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278898827330298,0.0,0.13559530291133287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740861786682891,0.10936994832235217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15996995503507094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297076029111354,0.0,0.1511480274876542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15356515252528352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607643914491072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14958739450261802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219102653696048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17429783907863886,0.16064575960272054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613568028981757,0.13367524295903752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15390114151103987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942266372191833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720833845907598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13222353470855056,0.0,0.12631807989079982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16602325080198285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16738358883474982,0.0,0.09858712372108927
anxiety,theatrenerdnight,2019/04/01,"Trying to get through the unknown (Vent)     My Mother doesn't believe that anxiety disorders exist. She tends to roll her eyes whenever they are mentioned, and is adamate about the fact that 'everyone gets nervous'. Simply speaking, she doesn't see the difference between plain nerves and anxiety. I've tried over the years to explain the difference to her, using evidence and such. She shuts it down everytime. 

    My parents are not the type to go to a doctor or a therapist for help. I am homeschooled, so needless to say, I am isolated and have no clear and confidential way to reach out of a professional on mental health. I have not been diagnosed with an anxiety disorder by a professional. However, through my research of symptoms and causes of anxiety disorders, I am comfortable with saying I have anxiety issues. 

  I get overwhelmed fairly easily. For example, I could be sitting in the living room, family members walking past me, perhaps trying to start a conversation. My heart will start racing, and I start feeling very uncomfortable. Like they are circling me. I normally escape to my room if I can. This usually ends in me being teary-eyed or zoned out for a long period of time. If I can't escape, I become irratiable and try to excuse myself to the bathroom. 

I tend to rock myself back and forth in stressfull or overwhelming situations as well, which can be very comforting. Another tick that I have that I've been trying to stop doing is picking at scabs or skin, or chewing on my lip when I'm nervous. I chew on my lip way too much, to the point where its almost always scabbed and chapped. If I'm in a situation where I need something to ground me and keep me from breaking, I tend to pick at scabs or skin in order to feel better. I know these are unhealthy habits and I try to stop them as soon as I notice they start. But its hard when your getting yelled at for something so miniscule, and your trying not to break down and hyperventilate and cry. Sometimes the easiest thing for me to do to feel better and keep my mind occupied in those situations is to scratch or pick at something. 
 
  In social situations I also get overwhelmed. I personally think that being homeschooled since 2nd Grade is a direct influence on this. Its gotten better throughout the years, especially if I can go out in public and not have to talk to anyone, but often I still come home with shakey hands and a splitting headache. 
 
  My anxiety peaks at night. Lately, I've found myself unable to sleep and restless until 1 to 2 am. My heart starts racing, and whenever I try to lay down to sleep, I immediantly want to get up and pace back and forth in my room. My thoughts tend to race, thinking about different things such as whats going to happen in the next 5 years to something that happened 5 years ago. 

  Because of my lack of sleep, I get stuck in this vicious, sleep deprived cycle. I am always tired. I wake up tired. Im never motivated. I dont want to get out of bed in the mornings because I dread what is going to happen. During my school day I can stare at my computer screen for long periods of time without even doing anything. I zone out easily. Once I come out of it I tend to break down and get frustrated with myself for not being able to concentrate. 

  Sometimes I feel like I need to run. Like that thump in your chest that you get when your playing hide and seek with your friends, and they are counting down from ten seconds as you scramble for a hiding place. But it happens so randomly. And the only way to make it go away, is for me to break out into a sprint in order to calm myself down. 

 
(Also, just a disclaimer, I'm not trying to say that I definetly have anxiety. I dont want to offend anyone by assuming that I have it. But what I do know is that what I am going through isnt normal, and anxiety is the closest thing I can link it to until I get a professional diagnosis. ) 
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anxiety,accentofmoirarose,2019/04/01,"Did I just make a fool out of myself? So someone messaged me asked what I was doing on a specific day, and I told them I had nothing planned. They asked if I wanted to go to an installation that day and I had no idea what it was, and I panicked and said yes. The event also takes place on their birthday. Now I regret it. The installation is quite expensive to get into and I’m not particularly interested in those times of installations to begin with. I’ve been to a similar place before and I just took pictures of the other person and didn’t really enjoy myself. So I messaged them back saying “Hey, I need to budget more carefully this month so I may not be able to go. I’m really sorry about this! Maybe I can meet up for drinks later to celebrate your birthday!” 

They said they already got the ticket in my name. So now I’ve said yes again as I felt obliged to go since they got the ticket, and it’s also their birthday. I should mention I am currently unemployed so money is an issue these days. Have I made a fool out of myself? Like, suddenly I’m okay to go since they’re paying - it just feels like I’ve made myself out to be a moocher. I hate that I got myself into this in the first place! ",1.9153870625662748,3.9006289268292704,3.8829303640862527,86.2740349946978,78.83739837398375,6.71728525980912,21.671261930010605,7.7425588080867325,0.9379471898197242,940,27,194,15,23,319,129,246,0.104,0.8079999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.6146,3,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,8,3,15,10,1,0,13,3,17,1,0,3,0,32,46,17,0,5,6,0,2,2,0,2,0,4,0,1,14,14,1,0,3,3,4,5,4,4,0,1,18,6,35,6,30,24,1,34,0,1,0,0,23,14,0,2,17,137,49,2,0.11899694761280198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131609073728012,0.19032363202708946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224921652216409,0.0,0.0,0.09150130747102793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012576378791667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132531882207473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302295605152043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657170604944606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06016843217125072,0.08501144315130013,0.11425573092162775,0.0,0.0,0.1012187428498305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621709937097989,0.0,0.2705148304563569,0.0,0.28551818875200263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748484975348407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433306949660814,0.0,0.12420189693017855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627179567123826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251955781141139,0.07943138655798701,0.0,0.1195484281539123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498222828743633,0.0,0.0,0.0882347288500444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418078059990824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390354472926072,0.3729794491384225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12656790141002308,0.0,0.0,0.15246498346349938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395800416197569,0.09463114892945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19687100949167285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008257275526364,0.0,0.0,0.13320734042893795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947089525197259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938807710112832,0.0,0.0,0.11370668294619092,0.13220998726335445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07018748280663192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Avasquez67,2019/04/01,"My anxiety is starting up again. I recently bought a car for $213/month for 36 months and I am happy I bought the car but I’ve been killing myself over the payments which I know I can afford. But there is something so daunting about payments and money. Now, I’m just anxious awaiting the first payment which I just want to pay the first three months now, save money and continue the process. I just wanted this off my chest and tell myself I’m going to be okay.  ",4.856129032258064,5.430398,5.046397849462366,86.48959677419356,69.0,7.490322580645162,29.478494623655912,7.1686216300943375,1.5518688172043014,366,13,74,3,6,115,60,93,0.123,0.7659999999999999,0.111,-0.2732,1,0,1,0,0,1,9.0,0,0,0,2,9,4,1,0,6,1,6,1,1,0,0,13,15,7,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,1,0,3,3,0,11,3,8,11,0,16,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,10,51,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18185444932129866,0.26855490194657866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4044074644398992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351012342157682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530563862981116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630009464849819,0.0,0.13064419219757992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5692353169051159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23471891774441425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18300776549850906,0.0,0.0,0.1682587918613004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077769581394425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28042575078570603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,benitoriverathe3,2019/04/01,Buspirone So I’ve been prescribed Buspirone 15mg and I’m kind of nervous about it. I have never taken any anxiety medication before so I just want some feed back on what to expect from it before I take it. It just seems like 15mg is pretty high since people are usually only prescribed 5-10 mg off the bat.,2.1366666666666667,4.2474470317460336,4.051031746031747,84.72035714285717,78.6825396825397,6.104761904761905,23.198412698412696,7.1686216300943375,1.0094888888888884,245,8,47,3,6,83,48,63,0.039,0.8170000000000001,0.14400000000000002,0.6601,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,0,1,8,9,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,2,6,7,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,4,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179719500459084,0.0,0.20217351928222166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20321504983725294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4497657245943223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27922638888151363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752070095526652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911388593807235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662343524958513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20382907134283376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009968913130805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832185146945572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688678270925529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405906370898209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186151931109185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19870571186504812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910671442032857,0.0,0.15587922414132924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,guitarboss95,2019/04/01,"I bombed my interview today. I was fine up until the interview itself. Wasn’t very nervous at all, and I felt quite confident. Then came the questions about why I’m in my field, why I’m not employed at the moment, and then they asked me if I have interviews very often. I didn’t expect that, and at that point it derailed me. I’m pretty sure they were commenting on how inexperienced or nervous I seemed, and I thought I came off as knowledgeable and confident. Not the case, apparently. After my awkward answer to their question (something along the lines of “not in a while, the last one was last year and I was not seriously looking for another job at the time”), they shook my hand and told me they’ll make a decision within the next couple weeks after they interview a few others. I didn’t really feel a connection between us at all, and sensed little to no common ground. I keep telling myself I’m glad I went, but in all honesty I just wanna hide from the world. I can’t do that, I gotta keep looking and opening more doors. Maybe look into working with animals, which I love dearly and care deeply about. Idk. I just wish I weren’t so awkward. I’m normally good with interviews, too! This just wasn’t meant to be, I guess. It’s just hard to not beat myself up over it.",3.2662601166949017,5.053574154150201,4.406595143986447,84.92761528326747,74.25691699604744,7.664897421419162,25.48635422548466,8.418075326091056,1.6740654620741575,1003,34,200,18,21,328,146,253,0.064,0.772,0.16399999999999998,0.9832,4,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,1,0,6,3,10,13,0,5,13,0,14,2,1,2,4,53,40,20,0,5,12,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,10,17,0,2,10,0,0,4,12,6,0,1,16,7,35,7,33,21,5,39,0,0,3,1,19,20,0,7,15,140,45,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782563212204862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287806104518695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006632299958065,0.13401119017107402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14543515472855115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06645969105444269,0.0,0.12620240056511134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024510127199973,0.0,0.0,0.1447952765368266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177438515905994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13043328597950313,0.23365868955101946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21428124703574156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173677171034698,0.0,0.0,0.3311278822682712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186291565049075,0.0,0.08773679519593995,0.0,0.1320485064084743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397872532993425,0.0,0.12878266815393438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906671379252198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425268263769575,0.0,0.0,0.13372108509403016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294484334903808,0.13980194134322985,0.0,0.0,0.08420342139516858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965745921709045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118844289541312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238800437536296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488379635916003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434817200541828,0.07664334935431938,0.0,0.12458914696775795,0.12559594369886393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581053695366845,0.0,0.0,0.21690247921944644,0.0,0.0,0.1054327283980912,0.0,0.0,0.12184560598852005,0.23720716136904615,0.0,0.15114878028905007,0.0,0.0,0.09568942142666224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464264012208128
anxiety,Sixkittyhoe,2019/04/01,"Vertical Heterophoria and Anxiety I apologize in advance for the wall of text coming. I'm on mobile and will try to break it up as much as possible. 

I've posted before about my anxiety that came on very suddenly almost 7 years ago. I was fine one day and not the next. I loved driving, it was my ""think"" time. I was very social and going places and meeting new people.

 One day, after a short drive down the interstate and while stopped at an intersection, I got very dizzy, vision blurred and I had a massive panic attack. Every time after that when I drove the panic attacks would come on almost immediately. After that, even being in a vehicle would cause vertigo, dizziness, nausea, panic attacks, racing intrusive thoughts and headaches.

 Then I became unable to do my own grocery shopping and had to pay others to do my errands. I was miserable and isolated. I felt like an utter failure as a person and a mother. I eventually lost my job my house and my car because I could no longer drive or even stand to be in public without feeling awful. Lights were too bright and everything made me dizzy. Eventually I became depressed because of my isolation but I kept on.

Everyone I talked to told me I needed meds. Doctors said the same thing but I had this strong feeling that something was physically wrong with me, not chemically. For the last 6 1/2 years I searched and searched and nothing fit. I had never been in an accident, not had anything particularly scary happen, no head injuries.... so what happened?!

 Last year while, again, searching for my answer I found an eye condition called vertical heterophoria. I got excited. Could it be my eyes?! I had all the symptoms and it made total sense. As soon as my husband got home we went to the local walmart eye center to have me examined. The Doctor told me there was nothing wrong with my eyes and that I should get my head examined instead. I am near quoting him! I cried all the way home, ugly snot tears. 

Since then I kept reading about vertical heterophoria. It just made too much sense. I found out the your regular eye Dr can't diagnose this because there isn't anything wrong with your eyes individually. You can still see but your eyes are constantly straining. 

I filled out a survey online for the specialist in Michigan and the next day I got a call. They had an office in Kentucky and wanted me to come in.

 We made all the plans and went up there this past Wednesday. I was an absolute WRECK on the drive up there. It's a 10 hour drive from where we live and just a 30 minute drive is torture for me. God bless my husband and kids for being there to support me or I wouldn't have made it. 

The next day I go in for my exam. They did 5 different tests and scans of my eyes. Then the Doctor did a few more test where I had to cover one eye and follow a laser on a scoreboard and read. He put these crazy looking glasses on me and we started figuring out which prisms I could see through. Almost as soon as he had the right ones in there I felt my mind relax. I was so calm! Before I had the glasses on I couldn't see the last two lines of the eye chart and the board I was reading off of looked weird. After wearing them just 20 minutes I could read almost everything! I had no idea my vision was so bad. He showed me a chart of something near and far with green lines where I should see and red where I did see. It was no where near where it should be. I'm looking past everything! When he had to take the glasses off I got so dizzy I thought I would faint. My whole world spun around. I couldn't afford to get the glasses right then ($650) so I set up payments with them for over the phone since we live so far away. He told me for the ride home to cover 1 eye and that should help a little. A LITTLE?! I was able to sit up and enjoy the ride home! See the mountains and cities and traffic and I felt a little wobbly but I was calm. I probably said ""this is amazing"" 100 times on the way home. 

Within the next couple of weeks I should have my glasses and the Dr said to wait 2 weeks for my eyes to fully adjust and then I could start driving. I'm already making plans to take my kids fishing and hiking, to the water park and getting a job! I've missed people! Once I have my glasses I will post an update. 

 The Dr told me that some people are so off balance that they walk in the office with a cane and once they have their glasses they walk straight out! That's amazing! He also said that I was most likely born with this and as I got older I was less able to compensate and my eyes and brain eventually said no. Looking back, that makes sense. I had subtle symptoms since I was 18 (32 now) and never considered my eyes or even that anything was wrong, until I couldn't drive. 

I hope this post reaches someone out there who feels stuck and hopeless like I did. Specialists for this seem pretty spread out but it is worth the trip and the money to feel better. To truly address the problem! It is all worth it. 

TL:DR- thought I had anxiety turns out my eyes don't play well together.",2.730235494505493,4.808603033000001,3.6345142857142854,88.57755384615385,76.67,6.355604395604397,24.18901098901099,7.321109707123232,1.0196326373626374,3963,132,796,49,91,1266,400,1000,0.134,0.7859999999999999,0.08,-0.9928,5,1,2,0,0,1,108.0,5,4,8,6,42,40,4,5,62,1,79,32,19,8,7,153,159,79,0,21,15,3,7,3,0,11,11,5,6,3,37,69,1,4,20,8,5,27,18,20,1,5,73,42,121,20,108,62,15,156,1,5,29,1,50,65,0,12,58,536,158,13,0.0892671124211568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03956495454599854,0.0,0.1787762369642301,0.0,0.04925423916205776,0.035693438775939834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243364500103046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018884120754902,0.039733327890847436,0.0,0.15233134109675373,0.041934695306663335,0.03432044966093039,0.03726715509094456,0.0816246047768327,0.0,0.075959737836905,0.0,0.0,0.03947475336078396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04982580993429787,0.0911517024434992,0.05104889778985478,0.0,0.045850957107170714,0.0,0.115343569650766,0.0,0.04823301790229679,0.0,0.17818131384311653,0.049386181003197985,0.04902786566698299,0.11513980525538138,0.0,0.03844281656198058,0.04530212002475978,0.0,0.046632566471868565,0.0,0.13705300820172464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844012878397882,0.0,0.03760569613690674,0.0426492756882382,0.12034128700124845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902722684335132,0.0,0.12856564031536286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787678122161388,0.0,0.0,0.06995757281379106,0.0,0.050732557150356426,0.0,0.21418519352733456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893861270486291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161381090666387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029916931892964876,0.0,0.22385548038470104,0.04433119227164545,0.043955062122185314,0.05150113125103994,0.0,0.05038585214660882,0.0,0.0,0.08858383493658899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914691641903894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06541710310944293,0.13420364693682166,0.07882449571719527,0.0,0.1499237838740246,0.0,0.048722799098829615,0.0,0.04028352709042722,0.21116675040345026,0.059586490711610186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04957781903496654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045067168176058284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562159883514791,0.03309521638040668,0.06884830024211636,0.04310736671746959,0.18987317354642147,0.0,0.0,0.08565420191543555,0.0,0.0,0.0950665613651489,0.12097941125520725,0.0,0.0,0.15710358412859055,0.0,0.0,0.08521555959030556,0.0928298639627466,0.03897229968655836,0.046632566471868565,0.0,0.0,0.050317628312373866,0.1282398269856997,0.04540837271926353,0.04812252266369727,0.0427082854000905,0.0,0.04486905186257729,0.0,0.0,0.17858253873908528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623362626045219,0.21228366468893892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21340299344296748,0.0406327132549741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076401678350142,0.0,0.0,0.045498289720411776,0.0378178673358586,0.0687221843383316,0.0,0.0,0.06318372162700091,0.0,0.03564441564528288,0.03731565155039279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05064963065619335,0.0,0.09278270957246862,0.06711775911149624,0.03587476179300273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029652551475510512,0.02859938059572873,0.0,0.10630217404377143,0.07807855667981788,0.0,0.0,0.17059710275295278,0.0,0.03030325484340592,0.048548492308799485,0.04360049890836139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104820748336342,0.026326027868565142,0.0708560787978467,0.07160469307503609,0.0,0.04013092730792192,0.08275150754334186,0.0,0.0498317715529263,0.0,0.043025155434829904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511919319811901,0.19519914809291936,0.0,0.08622764049296991
anxiety,gfuds,2019/04/01,"Friend has ""all the answers"" I was hanging out at my friend's apartment last night. I was having a good time. My anxiety is getting a lot better and at that moment that night, I felt really peaceful and happy. My friend decided that that was a good time to start ""grilling"" me on everything I've done wrong in his eyes. He told me how I don't have a job, don't have a plan for life after college, don't do anything for myself, don't take charge of my life, that I have ""no empathy"" and that I ""can do better"". He said it in a way that was not empowering or friendly at all. He was basically telling me all the things I'm anxious about and then criticizing me for not facing them. He is a hypocrite because there are tons of things he isn't doing. He isn't perfect. Yet he thinks he can sit on his high horse and try to grill me about everything I'm anxious about. He assumed so many things about my life too. When I didn't agree with some of his assessments because, you know, he doesn't know shit about me, I suddenly ""wasn't listening"" and ""didn't want to accept the truth from anyone"". He told me that all my friends in our friend group hate me and that I'm not doing anything with my life.

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This came out of nowhere from him and he went into things that weren't his business. I told him I didn't want to talk about it but he flat-out told me ""no"" and kept going. I eventually said I was going to leave if he didn't stop talking about it and he said ""fine"". I was really shocked by that because...don't you want to hang out with me? Don't you want me here because I'm your friend? Or do you just want to tell me things that you've convinced yourself about me and not listen to me? I felt too anxious to call him out on his own hypocrisies, so I just sat there and listened to him criticize me for 3 hours. It's one of those things where I realized how fucked up it is only a couple days after.

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I don't consider him a good friend. I think he is very toxic. When your friend talks to you, I believe you shouldn't walk away feeling like shit about yourself.",4.004176079734222,4.438253281395351,4.5867275747508325,89.53075581395348,70.83720930232559,7.724252491694353,26.985049833887054,7.5804360353943165,1.1977607973421929,1621,50,364,17,28,517,179,430,0.101,0.7759999999999999,0.123,0.954,2,0,0,0,0,0,62.0,1,8,1,4,24,27,4,0,12,0,41,9,4,2,6,61,78,23,0,7,10,0,3,1,9,1,4,6,0,0,25,21,0,2,12,0,0,7,22,6,0,1,27,10,62,21,53,50,8,45,0,0,1,1,62,19,3,6,18,240,87,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15187299093979564,0.17032060773261554,0.0,0.0,0.053614428783585966,0.23752651175653294,0.0,0.04900469194089481,0.0,0.11534709673972003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584666791046617,0.0,0.0,0.1281685297760855,0.0,0.0,0.07896119945811363,0.0,0.1239680391802956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156408120267191,0.08015796455375171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754713456489637,0.0,0.045198686102782715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172074704053462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259748076247528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03543681453744516,0.050068360364434,0.13458416649402274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4873237986936103,0.06479196447377128,0.03661624367130351,0.0,0.07966124037623461,0.1763505883996984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460622300992396,0.0,0.06919390586452907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404809192784452,0.0,0.0,0.06901908687729391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954802364306534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703318521716164,0.05712819823250169,0.0,0.07420933580302466,0.0,0.0,0.19801093914677312,0.0342397326176809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059583311331219274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07105465379653382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315390574941208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047491051614124584,0.05330239861919915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979581397555904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19999914442256425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388140548148853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04960614957251619,0.0,0.0,0.05859375625678996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05269480036507039,0.16899373005165794,0.1225138341856624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279366051727915,0.0898145987593594,0.0,0.0,0.0817336377435981,0.0,0.0,0.2678748632680876,0.0,0.04758275560816856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05782702873622344,0.20668818525881116,0.05562979122562355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496900712464515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662636742014206,0.17032060773261554,0.0
anxiety,MeMakeBigFire,2019/04/01,How do you guys deal with chest tingling and heart tingling? Smoked cannabis it sent me into a bad panic attack and my chest started tingling.Smoked too much I guess. Been dealing with bad anxiety recently and my heart and chest are still tingling. How do you guys deal with it?,3.968653846153845,6.569780096153848,3.216000000000001,90.529,74.96153846153845,5.6984615384615385,27.707692307692305,6.742157984588678,1.274649230769231,223,9,41,2,5,65,32,52,0.26,0.74,0.0,-0.9378,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,4,4,1,1,1,0,4,8,5,2,0,11,7,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,6,0,4,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,1,3,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201550858593465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21119440667385547,0.0,0.0,0.3100063841565817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5741657934340052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20450542932469493,0.3676292399196562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4399729766845593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646812137801928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21781071444319405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18329893275978884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139825827422796,0.0,0.14825382273751087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dapplegray14,2019/04/01,"Public Anxiety Attack (First time poster here)

I just had an anxiety attack in the middle of a crowded subway train and I'm finding it hard to calm down. I haven't had a full-on attack out of nowhere like that in a loong time and it's left me feeling shocked and worried that it will happen again. I just don't really know what to do.",1.3334285714285734,3.415906057142859,2.975714285714286,91.53928571428571,81.28571428571428,5.7142857142857135,21.42857142857143,6.868970318607317,0.4925714285714285,264,8,56,3,7,87,49,70,0.28600000000000003,0.662,0.052000000000000005,-0.9314,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,3,0,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,9,10,3,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,2,4,2,8,7,0,10,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,5,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268578551763097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.729116328329157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801944044525624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952570111017703,0.1817164179065179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18891526538261905,0.0,0.19137351923990967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740730186231772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321132592588856,0.0,0.0,0.10437046350339732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368589940514658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24914264811498665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21695503637483385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MatGI00,2019/04/01,"Need some advice. Hey, so i got a real big issue with social anxiety... but i need to find work. Anyone has any tips that they used to find/do a good job at work? I feel like if i find a job i will be unable to talk with clients, take orders, etc, whatever social aspect of the job i will have to perform. I was thinking of just getting a job at some factory or something but working 12h standing on a line doing same shit does not sound appealing. I just need to man up and do it but i hope that someone has some tips?",2.5804816513761466,3.4972002018348647,4.2301720183486236,89.00195527522936,74.50458715596329,6.917889908256881,24.634174311926607,7.1686216300943375,0.9010816513761468,398,12,88,4,8,134,71,109,0.046,0.847,0.106,0.7514,4,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,4,3,4,1,0,6,0,9,1,1,1,0,25,19,7,0,5,8,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,10,3,13,14,5,7,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,6,1,56,13,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350262986581013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396602625716764,0.0,0.10570607069822284,0.0,0.0,0.09661752532621856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209208180176318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410540231558426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986713293048813,0.09871465127028016,0.0,0.0,0.37887756576106985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219249239501611,0.0,0.0,0.11589745638745386,0.11051386099403772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724229410237007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422231276263595,0.5484828223245936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06750696927840599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073725194686329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727722999383986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183810557207846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817108829693032,0.11707807990880535,0.10637645584315934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389293365975713,0.11106253535158987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853911662951383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934174166388267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30178648534709945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jenafofenna,2019/04/01,Gabapentin & appetite I just recently started taking Gabapentin for anxiety and I haven’t had much of an appetite. anyone else taking this notice the same thing? i’m not sure if the two are related or the jump in lamotrigine messed with it? ,3.689333333333334,6.652401488888887,3.9155555555555566,83.02000000000002,78.55555555555556,7.1555555555555586,29.0,8.238735603445708,2.4731333333333336,197,9,34,4,5,61,38,45,0.145,0.855,0.0,-0.6621,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,8,7,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,2,1,4,6,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147068920854665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22219658872865053,0.0,0.0,0.20309225758829275,0.29760454602614145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426371272761905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21351718092151029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33068391385400997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28678837953942404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20558490438213486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27374954846222543,0.0,0.4367706660502731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929647954505436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283731447539752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,realsansastark,2019/04/01,"How do I attend classes again? So my problem is that I have troubles attending classes due to my social anxiety. I'm on my 3rd year of university and I attend two classes at the moment, each once a week. Participation isn't mandatory, but I still feel like I should attend as much as possible to learn as much as possible and hopefully improve my grades this summer.  
The problem for me is that I find it really difficult just to show up. It hasn't been always been a problem and I used to attend most classes without worrying the first couple of semesters. But whenever I think of going to class, I start to feel anxious, I start to sweat and get nauseous and start to fear all kinds of crazy scenarios like vomiting in front of everyone or passing out - which has never happened before, but still something that I fear will happen. I really don't want to make a fool out of myself or show my anxiety to others.  
This has been going on for a month or so now and each time I want to improve, but I usually end up getting so scared of what COULD happen in the classroom that I end up not going and just study at home instead. I'm really afraid that it's going to hurt my grades and that I've already screwed up everything by not showing up.  
I do go to therapy and I also have a mentor in which we practice using public transportation, but the classroom thing is still a major issue and I have trouble sharing my issues, even with my therapist.   
My question is then: Does anyone else have this problem and what's your best method for actually going to class and getting a good experience? I'm sure that it'll get better once I can get myself to show up and make a habit out of it, but right now it's extremely hard just to get to campus since I start to feel anxious and even physically ill before showing up at all.",9.416025998142992,6.531497919220057,9.554027855153203,69.19280594243268,61.45125348189415,12.581689879294338,39.5322191272052,10.793553405168565,4.14578982358403,1439,56,270,27,15,481,166,359,0.17800000000000002,0.7190000000000001,0.103,-0.9775,0,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,1,1,0,3,17,23,1,4,13,0,23,4,1,5,4,62,56,33,0,9,15,0,4,2,0,3,2,0,1,0,22,21,0,0,7,5,0,14,7,14,0,2,3,4,34,9,54,49,9,56,0,1,0,1,6,19,1,6,25,199,56,13,0.0,0.0,0.08142996371002102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920832715265772,0.06673067476908746,0.06943265246480831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276698927382617,0.18853745758662885,0.0,0.05834645547581585,0.08549892841959138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420105412918761,0.0,0.08757003607962224,0.07380003211918201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662378135450825,0.0923299434189895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302299557708118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970731682001942,0.0,0.14781442499369252,0.0,0.0,0.11022883892782537,0.0,0.0,0.07973496089727862,0.07499469145747573,0.08162490187195426,0.0,0.1877969120212831,0.12657640154789027,0.05961289099162144,0.0,0.0,0.07626691930138868,0.07097799613961296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615783852251667,0.0,0.28454118354827274,0.06998943262145284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22136954599126302,0.0,0.07475003671282056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837018105798129,0.08287938834291157,0.0,0.0,0.08932924818146773,0.0,0.0,0.1741891177985043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689478601141468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815337044498062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139993423631717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660474179885334,0.0,0.12268287169482685,0.0,0.06435767594012355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17773170659447646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18814266180081365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193811300579866,0.0,0.0,0.09347713085668956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16037038254496366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126129472125163,0.0,0.0,0.0835426746121413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06902629571497915,0.0,0.0,0.08506133558442969,0.0,0.06423978593502347,0.0,0.0,0.2362502758593305,0.0,0.1999170706995223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864561667956298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542625573462653,0.09688569673259616,0.05543693284939915,0.053467977045052135,0.0,0.0,0.04865725981131666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151332043650109,0.0,0.0,0.14413881110880605,0.09190251822295256,0.0,0.09843566010475527,0.0,0.06693428329398543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043768694392131,0.0,0.0,0.08474211582909595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053735633505476235
anxiety,yoi666,2019/04/01,Anyone else just wake up to a panic attack? The past few days have been me in bed panicking then sleeping cyclically for hours. I have finals and an important job interview next week which is making shit worse. If anyone has experience breaking through this I'd really appreciate it,6.186176470588232,8.395600117647056,6.735441176470588,69.48198529411766,67.43137254901961,10.590196078431372,30.39705882352941,10.686352973137794,3.8932705882352936,230,9,36,7,4,75,48,51,0.259,0.664,0.078,-0.9044,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,3,0,5,3,3,1,0,4,6,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,5,5,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,7,23,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339404610664717,0.24467254560957855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716625076784229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15400229527987494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19948164227587475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335862319599181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615870193186808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351638667781976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369660757141272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15939676668563812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539599964874553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28017316280655064,0.0,0.0,0.2279557750051459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529774718153741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451184824472081,0.0,0.0,0.2389663303674597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915460437319288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24335136066686244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sigalbearfish,2019/04/01,"Haven't gotten paid yet So I started a new job a few weeks ago. I'm super thrilled because it's in a field I've been trying to break into for years. However this is a really small company and no HR or any sort of organization. I was told I would be given an employee handbook but never got one. I just started my 4th week here and haven't been paid yet. I feel weird and anxious bringing it up because I have no idea who I would even talk to about this besides the president of the company and he is constantly busy. I have bills due this week so I gave myself a goal for the day to say something. It's midday and I haven't. My stomach is in knots and I don't know what to do. I don't know why I'm posting this, I'll probably delete this later. Ugh someone help me find bravery.",1.0211452095808369,2.876995287425153,3.248289670658681,90.3642907934132,81.1556886227545,6.330688622754493,23.61115269461078,7.413659706084162,0.958593113772455,611,22,136,9,16,209,103,167,0.08199999999999999,0.8390000000000001,0.079,0.1531,3,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,8,4,0,0,9,0,17,1,1,0,1,19,32,10,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,10,7,0,0,5,0,3,1,8,2,0,1,10,2,16,2,13,19,1,23,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,2,15,85,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15879946845735446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182338908008285,0.0,0.0,0.2023806089479808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184078308752258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935899508256464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553242056414205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183222677944093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905800879097138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16373346462158084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14327702918683216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007578264634138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20223065160734652,0.0,0.0,0.17777179404427054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19690462531734174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816613222605306,0.17301743423897714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139193904087005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17156948275791542,0.0,0.19314646276005865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476359867554915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246171089567586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15178729004081373,0.1379130403330527,0.0,0.0,0.2535966873880802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439883646811672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711788219422676,0.0,0.12162634373978558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4310931478316739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616487015567127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545161072179446,0.0,0.0,0.1153622242524083
anxiety,Ankit_Arora27,2019/04/01,"Anxiety and Intrusive Thoughts Hi everyone.

I finally decided to share my anxiety and Intrusive Thoughts on reddit. I just want to be amongst people who really understand the trouble that anxiety causes.

Although I don't want to share what the intrusive thoughts are I am feeling better that I have finally found a place where people will understand me.

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anxiety,StatusPaint,2019/04/01,"I just picked through the trash to avoid social interaction I've hit a new low; So a friend of mine was going home to prepare for sport, leaving me and a friend of her alone. Me, not being able to hold a decent conversation, I immediately told her to watch my stuff while I ""am gonna get some food"". Half way to the bakery I realize I don't have money with me. To keep up the lie, I just searched a whole trashcan for a bag with their logo, just to keep up the lie. Wow, I'm disappointed of myself...",4.672724358974357,4.25899364423077,5.920000000000003,83.49166666666667,69.28846153846155,8.856410256410255,26.948717948717945,8.344100000000001,1.4336141025641025,385,10,88,5,6,130,70,104,0.093,0.8009999999999999,0.107,0.5245,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,1,10,0,5,1,0,1,0,14,13,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,4,1,1,1,1,2,3,0,1,2,1,15,3,17,8,2,7,0,2,1,0,9,3,0,1,2,58,16,0,0.23650547547394096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449483462715348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285983359725292,0.0,0.3654470873479376,0.0,0.12356434953161365,0.0,0.13441151198266174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372342753781443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4204338667428604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504251498320718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284184619716316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410875484088536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707421859784052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22599111703484076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877270380074718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640499172692051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anon88788788,2019/04/01,private school i’ve been going to private school my whole life and feel like I completely wasted it. all my friends go to public school and i don’t even really wanna go to college. i literally sleep in class all day and go to the restroom during breaks. i’m tired of feeling this way but i hate the culture of my school and don’t have much in common with anybody here. any advice?,2.6041558441558443,4.64703876623377,3.718181818181818,87.99727272727276,76.92207792207795,5.9584415584415575,23.98701298701299,6.868970318607317,0.85445974025974,303,10,60,3,7,98,52,77,0.12,0.815,0.065,-0.7349,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,0,4,3,1,0,2,11,12,5,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,1,2,7,2,10,11,4,10,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,36,9,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16779197297292242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676795627819438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18003353961944032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073805067333573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341212469037475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17364238221551329,0.12266888941327375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326618885222001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39034455353077785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695270131633428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128309085825492,0.08388830677590818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622581601478405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100011333920908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6951143916185626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17183292984926687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19735414841086246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629455125490736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917068812520726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AmbientDream,2019/04/01,"Being anxious about having a brain tumor [may be triggering] I've been dealing with being indecisive for like 3 weeks (it doesn't affect every single decision thoughtout the day though). Plus, recently, I developed something like anxiety while noticing indecisiveness. I'm scared it may be a brain tumor, but doesn't have to as there's a possibility I may be depressed and/or anxious (I'm working on it with a psychiatrist). There's also a chance that these two symptoms can be side effects of my current meds (I'm taking Depakene for fixing mood swings). My psychiatrist said I shouldn't worry about the symptoms, but I still do.

>!No bad headaches, no seizures, no extreme personality changes, no nauseas, no vomitting, no noticable vision changes, etc. !<Outside of moderate-ish indecisiveness and anxiety-esque thing having a trouble with making a decision, I function pretty much okay.",8.507843137254902,10.088995503267975,8.50118300653595,61.364323529411756,61.2875816993464,11.08732026143791,40.79019607843136,11.00357731598739,5.212179607843138,724,39,102,19,10,235,101,153,0.265,0.627,0.109,-0.9722,1,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,2,7,11,0,4,9,1,18,5,2,4,0,20,24,8,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,4,3,1,0,1,6,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,8,7,0,1,2,1,7,3,13,12,3,8,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,6,8,71,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835421314486758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132183193832047,0.3343919796737348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357242586303176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.330430170435394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31312522411694144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544668095862904,0.15257978237070885,0.1274707470419651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650572624901892,0.0,0.0,0.12469497836809056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460901929037934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987900362655782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16439278373137362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879580339955056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369941652824657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922643550270066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16684588289770666,0.0,0.1505675106596898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14613049883379928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078030562134722,0.0,0.14817214949425425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393634701348015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819165962652425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30765387033261976,0.11127632752833214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832351597312076,0.0,0.14540761039388872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445728659941058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871533532499345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774454881627142,0.15029949080973498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Knifeguy69,2019/04/01,"What do y'all do for money? What do you guys do for money? I finished school about 6 months ago now. Didn't feel like getting into loads of student debt so I didn't pursue uni. Thinking I should have though as I'm pretty stuck. I don't know what to do. I've had two interviews and I hated them. I don't think I could go through it a third time. Besides, what if I did get the job? I was kinda hoping I didn't..sounds weird I know. I'm fortunate enough to have parents that let me stay with them rent free for now but their patience won't last forever. Furthermore, I don't know if I could even hold a job. Mornings suck ass for me. I was almost always late for school but they arranged extra studying so I could catch up. A real job doesn't work like that :/ I couldn't even do a job anyway..I hate being around new people, I'd rather work from home if I could or just sit in a cubicle and be separated frome everything else but that's just a dream. So how do you guys earn money to live, buy a house, cars, food, etc. What jobs do you do?



Context: I have SAD & GAD, and ""mild OCD"" (apparently). I tried therapy but it wasn't working for me. Not currently on any medications either..just going at life on my own for now.",-0.08027343750000071,2.159768394531252,1.9112500000000023,95.60875,89.6640625,4.91875,17.375,6.4784943948869325,-0.22353281250000026,943,24,214,11,32,312,151,256,0.13699999999999998,0.815,0.048,-0.9762,10,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,4,4,4,15,9,3,0,8,0,33,4,1,1,0,36,50,17,0,11,12,1,1,2,0,2,2,0,2,2,10,6,1,1,6,1,7,4,10,5,0,2,8,1,31,5,23,32,4,24,0,1,0,1,12,7,2,7,13,136,41,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927796896207208,0.0,0.104807423434657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709011721082388,0.11340507322242545,0.0,0.07117615907152575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931745245663119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342676807649419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874346316437284,0.0,0.0,0.10814748584147038,0.11672974867508368,0.13826120940868536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406664209654812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0529220439068267,0.07477308556471711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265619912934324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936685368421924,0.0,0.1189676813757794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072706881565372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066711115006133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498807456403586,0.1039565015725701,0.0,0.12076998514006244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5193220114327863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17256433726728776,0.08531638790455243,0.1180672925705508,0.0,0.0,0.1070276100732605,0.0739283690728217,0.10226859589967846,0.0,0.09242159293584803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543952423161522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354303867332187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108663463175678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162187003078656,0.0,0.0,0.07256190960600531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648248621585646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913230330431886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21185423676028176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155954373702698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969417128534615,0.0,0.0,0.13413090880373255,0.1028333655886968,0.0,0.06103132041906181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106103396631233,0.0,0.10224302801418148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285932878327219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Thenamesevan,2019/04/01,"Does anyone else get physically ill when talking to people because you’re so anxious? I swear, every time I talk to someone other than my best friend, either online or in person, I almost invariably feel sick on my stomach, like I have to go puke my guts out. The only times this doesn’t happen are when I’m talking about a subject completely detached from myself in almost every way, and sometimes it happens even then. I’ll just start talking to people, start panicking for no real reason, and suddenly I feel like I’m going to puke up a lung, or like my stomach is going to explode out of nowhere. Any advice for dealing with this would be greatly appreciated.",10.981904761904763,7.7578041746031765,10.626888888888887,63.75700000000002,58.841269841269856,11.984761904761903,42.66031746031746,9.3871,4.292566984126983,530,22,86,6,5,175,89,126,0.16699999999999998,0.7020000000000001,0.131,-0.4821,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,3,0,6,6,4,1,0,16,18,8,0,1,4,0,2,3,1,1,2,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,10,6,19,16,2,18,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,4,11,55,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741912315113844,0.0,0.0,0.2816353488480777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563121453068199,0.0,0.0,0.1588685356506686,0.0,0.09832970127530977,0.14408902858447303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572494283457932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14757941023420754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14744478364463642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14498031094396005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306367683807025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747585322397072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288283851441402,0.0,0.2369687052381939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221052105860502,0.10046399075250384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086481079713911,0.0,0.07347182809282407,0.0,0.2397647753463084,0.0,0.0,0.1550418162022109,0.0,0.0,0.2487120671542669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20610981602152076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695320643592304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194986176124356,0.12279011354100475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16006436710613833,0.0,0.14458802611639432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915284089972092,0.0,0.13908374569088988,0.0,0.19907309588914374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4521227753299478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640015244492451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162320456622647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989741967723942,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Venussanspenis,2019/04/01,"Trigger warning: Suicide, guns, violence, anxiety, coping I am sorry if this is the wrong place, but I just needed to put my thoughts down someplace- I am at work, but not wanting to do this with coworkers

A month ago, I learned that my dear son was making suicidal gestures with a rifle.  He had done so in the past including a few times with a loaded rifle.  The last time he did so, he was online with a friend, the rifle was not loaded, but the friend reached out to her mom, then guidance counselor, and then we found out through the school.

Since then, he has been in intensive inpatient therapy, and now is in outpatient therapy.  He is doing well, scaling his days on a better than fair scale.  He says he feels better and behaviorally he is far more engaged with friends and family.  All guns, rifle and ammo were removed and are stored offsite and he does not know where.

Things were moving along fine until about a half hour ago.  I was driving to work and I got images of coming into his room and finding that he had shot himself.  I don't have any specific images, just seeing his body, and blood and the gun.  It is almost as if the enormity of how close we came to losing him, and how oblivious we were to how close we were, is starting to hit me.  This came out of the blue.  I am literally sitting here, typing at work with tears running down my face.

We are also in family therapy- group therapy and all sorts of professional support.  For his sake, we have chosen to not disclose to immediate family as it would also trigger too much drama and interference at this point.

I just have to put this thought here.  And I am going to murder this thought.  I am killing this awful bloody thought.  I am eliminating it from my mind, as much as I can and will not allow it to have a moment further energy.  It didn't happen.  We found out in time.  He is still alive, and he is fighting to survive, and I will him to survive as much as I can.

This is me facing the anxiety, letting the full fear come on, and destroying the thought and replacing with a victory.  Not sure if this will work.

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anxiety,nayler,2019/04/01,"My Mom is moving in with us. We live in a two bedroom apartment - me, my partner, and his 18 year old son.

It's not my mom actually moving in that has me stressed, it's all the things I suddenly have to do in the next few weeks. We're giving her our bedroom, so we have to relocate our stuff to the living room. This is obviously going to require putting a lot of items in storage and, well , putting our privacy in storage, too.

The amount of work we're going to have to do in the next few weeks has already given me two panic attacks - and I found out yesterday. Plus, I'm stressed because she's obviously stressed and probably embarrassed.

I honestly don't want to get into the details - just wanted to get my feelings out somehow. I love my mom and her living with us isn't going to be a problem - it's the actual preparation and the small window we have to do it in. And, well, how long it could possibly last. She needs back surgery, and it's hard to get a new job at 56.",3.064016666666668,4.235386035000005,4.714000000000002,85.0136666666667,73.65,7.9333333333333345,29.333333333333336,8.447377352677275,2.071283333333333,757,32,160,13,15,256,105,200,0.105,0.8270000000000001,0.068,-0.6621,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,8,0,0,2,8,11,1,5,12,0,15,1,0,1,3,33,30,11,0,5,2,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,10,17,0,1,2,0,0,7,3,7,2,2,2,2,25,4,28,26,6,34,0,0,0,1,20,15,0,2,12,114,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.2040330514627595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536312938285928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893000149820393,0.0,0.08038525296644555,0.0,0.06372696713956713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346714643122925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05285885824322063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462334986533493,0.0,0.0,0.16385441458702266,0.1002848499914086,0.17823846192821866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364782564426702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037403945820348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521452538775863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276933741724502,0.09251512342870848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887666254512241,0.09435195481226306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673099907638523,0.0,0.22222018402952606,0.0,0.07751551529777141,0.0,0.10096594341087052,0.22236018522283466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969775288874517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265584587691032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785379622127325,0.0,0.0,0.11271242643736235,0.100031216361294,0.0,0.2101843140151948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35925264288838354,0.0,0.1196739527640546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945211601271435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204241912261522,0.0,0.2514988915306718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233214850460054,0.0,0.16771229466069382,0.0,0.1879890721302332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610678717155457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732070589795419
anxiety,throwaway2k17,2019/04/01,"I’ve been dealing with depression and anxiety for 7 years and only now have I started to have panic-inducing racing thoughts. I had my first mental/nervous breakdown back in December of 2017. Had another around the same time last December.


Recently however, probably a week ago, it was about 1am and I was on the computer playing a game, listening to music, the usual stuff. 


Out of nowhere something snapped in my head. Like you’d see in movies. Every single thought possible came to my mind. From why my life is good and bad, who loves me and who hates me, why I do things I do, funny celeb moments, memes, future plans.. EVERYTHING. No exaggeration. I had to get off the computer and lay down, I couldn’t stop. I was out of control. I tried turning music up, tried distracting with videos, even tried watching porn in hopes it would just make it stop.


It wasn’t a normal anxiety attack though or just the normal racing thoughts. Something was very strange about it. My chest kept getting hot with every thought. But I never “broke down” which felt worse than actually breaking down. I never got any relief like I would with crying/venting.



It has to this day been my worst experience and it’s a brand new symptom for me that I feel will put me in the hospital one day. It might be the one thing that gets be back to getting some help/therapy.



I did at first believe it was an existential crisis. Then I was hoping it wasn’t voices in my head. Turns out racing thoughts is common in mental health issues.



Anyways, nothing real important about this post. Just had to get it off my chest as I’m not really open with this type of stuff irl.",3.988461538461536,5.942820878980896,4.6779617834394935,83.03424791768744,72.69426751592357,7.888094071533562,28.00048995590397,8.617729084823388,2.1579239588437042,1292,50,243,24,26,414,184,314,0.132,0.7929999999999999,0.075,-0.9494,1,0,2,0,0,0,43.0,0,1,0,4,13,15,2,1,12,0,30,9,4,2,2,50,56,12,0,7,6,0,3,2,0,4,3,2,0,0,23,18,0,4,7,3,0,2,7,7,0,4,24,7,28,8,43,24,4,48,0,2,2,2,7,20,0,5,26,166,51,3,0.0,0.0,0.08673878563049266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879105091016123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060444741687752476,0.09320350860180654,0.1359933242402917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791263555487772,0.0,0.10111934150893928,0.0,0.13669391649876064,0.07421513174326283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100142781000747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166058196760536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969191020919987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146467418168728,0.09163637090487972,0.0765563856099852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05870760095206901,0.0,0.14977862873014414,0.0,0.07988396616409651,0.08694643277496816,0.0,0.0,0.04494284765101562,0.0,0.08534338892944783,0.0,0.0,0.15121080524018904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321933111585065,0.0,0.0,0.07455238975877031,0.07108932926905856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775538123953643,0.18244298576986173,0.09448043238008036,0.0,0.0,0.05957763710088272,0.0,0.0,0.17656541084218794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277268378562316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245301089428703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06278199372226602,0.08684928974199417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022204170947835,0.0,0.05933132335281744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17915003296495974,0.0942927727800397,0.08974835388748678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13710694203244786,0.08584553589440794,0.0,0.0,0.17417654951757913,0.0852874047402496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046134085922272,0.0676009289165945,0.0,0.10428721273901964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020430604639184,0.08512711019709261,0.0,0.09583289496042732,0.0,0.0,0.08935381804836516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117041146685432,0.05694190688243282,0.0,0.08776305997812067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708297124466438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13685579035769654,0.0,0.0,0.06291314983843414,0.0,0.0,0.14862341861834338,0.0,0.0,0.20350376098256184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238538597343632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164756512924404,0.0,0.1181022811592951,0.0,0.08732890761420166,0.3528231867087493,0.05182946713780246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810409228956282,0.19336237197831216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789409774797833,0.07333930480282841,0.0,0.0,0.07129806014211926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16040949252089956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058124934584784,0.1262824854268987,0.0,0.0,0.057238925120344
anxiety,jeffffjeffff,2019/04/01,"My anxiety has been permanently cured! I was out with friends last night, and one of them said to me “Why don’t you just try being less anxious?” Immediately, my years of constant anxiety disappeared. Everyone else here should try it, just tell yourself to stop being anxious!",5.841938775510204,8.183238857142861,6.044642857142858,73.54410714285714,68.59183673469387,9.797959183673472,34.69897959183673,10.125756701596842,3.9850367346938778,220,11,37,6,4,70,41,49,0.211,0.733,0.057,-0.6595,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,7,8,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,1,6,1,6,2,1,7,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,5,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3579849915016085,0.528656981722809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528470480135254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19545855866405068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235759636589636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18077078823319465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190723262587714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21957246140417094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15854951823798696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22256661636565486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956160478767981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045070463532149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177113465252148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111287121543062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15067413225785853
anxiety,carlyybee,2019/04/01,"missed medication last night feel horrible. am i alone in this? i missed one dose of my medication yesterday and now i feel completely off balance this morning; a bit out of reality, nervous, etc. this has happened to me before, but this time i don’t have any refills of my medication left and the only way to get another pill is to drive an hour to get it, but i’m completely terrified that if i drive feeling this way it won’t be very safe. but i literally HAVE to drive today. 

does anyone else feel this way after missing one pill? maybe i’m psyching myself out, but the feelings are real either way and i’m scared and alone. ",4.336872759856632,5.618554282258066,5.770430107526881,78.23120071684589,70.69354838709677,9.059498207885305,29.90681003584229,9.444778638647367,2.7054992831541216,497,20,96,11,9,168,76,124,0.183,0.7709999999999999,0.046,-0.9424,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,2,4,0,9,6,0,0,0,19,23,9,0,1,6,0,5,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,9,6,0,1,5,0,0,3,2,5,0,2,0,5,10,1,13,21,3,20,0,3,0,0,0,5,0,1,8,59,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27872785265700856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150564242653804,0.14109824432823706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408771528170856,0.1378729653486497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450093469353564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690503557037293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282167903357865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177546564027642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240789392480456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15007034352707865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34018874363206225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406044430760423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899126031114915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325148253752243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968463298044104,0.0,0.0,0.1462001982645729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13518394317178006,0.0,0.0,0.40666614472411095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627575952174366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823631315992347,0.1023391986866099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15315912083230088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471837009940765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846321374933987,0.0,0.1275474643492754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102636910529308,0.0,0.4272309242821278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MachoManPettingZoo,2019/04/01,"How do i calm myself down? So, in my infinite wisdom, I did LSD a couple times, and then decided to stop. Then I got drugged with it, and I have been really anxious since. 
I am constantly fearing that it is somehow still active in my brain, though it’s months ago. My therapist (CBT) and multiple doctors believe it is anxiety - and at times I believe it too. But often I can’t really be convinced. 
It creates a line of symptoms because I obsess over it. Some I have the ability to make them go away, others are more persistent. 
How do you calm yourself down in a way that helps in symptoms anxiety might cause?",3.3599999999999994,5.2322739495798345,4.916546218487393,81.00860084033616,74.21008403361343,8.45747899159664,30.387394957983194,9.120678840339163,2.8555203361344534,476,22,89,11,10,160,81,119,0.108,0.7240000000000001,0.16699999999999998,0.8149,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,1,8,6,0,2,4,0,13,5,1,4,0,16,16,11,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,10,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,3,0,15,4,13,11,2,21,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,4,10,73,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498476845310819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586370471480067,0.1909720853567554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588228032946256,0.0,0.0,0.10304791337792732,0.0,0.0,0.3809103618271424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887094863172395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17365519144109212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18267697090875007,0.0,0.0,0.18704444264073025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730241335436663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960378666811637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19022197695534768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607184320764686,0.0,0.13520027037058208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330691577625625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283846733713285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17932942264236468,0.0,0.0,0.13492964845068914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21658837648570148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398352964538598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13499909736277718,0.14132870985847135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514037701671112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962736082591396,0.0,0.0,0.1660852907462522,0.0,0.19714232901741627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341795973816308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Boguu,2019/04/01,"Is it uncommon to be more anxious about having to make a call rather than talking to someone in person? For some reason having to explain or sort something out over the phone makes me feel sick. For example, I end up wasting lots of time on driving to my university's deanery whenever there's a problem instead of just sorting it out over the phone. 

Am I weird or is there some way to make sense of this?",7.5277499999999975,6.386232275000001,7.5500000000000025,76.55500000000005,63.75,10.0,38.75,8.841846274778883,3.375,322,15,61,4,4,104,58,80,0.159,0.841,0.0,-0.9012,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,4,0,6,1,0,4,0,18,11,2,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,20,10,4,11,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,7,2,48,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.304620186740704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753359650508811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23882393621362666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363397582282139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292410976373417,0.0,0.0,0.5399670050346917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354421356222509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580122293073203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772382293048501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22846789955545,0.207584591817446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21672907679084916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723118111109408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21403030675833265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bouchhdag,2019/04/01,"I feel like everyone hates me TW: domestic abuse

have struggled with anxiety since I was in 4th grade. I caught myself crying over the silliest of things, all the time. It has only gotten worse.

It got really bad when I dated this guy for 5 years. Everything was going great for the first half of our relationship - we were that picture-perfect couple that everyone wanted to be. To keep a long story short, we had a falling out and broke up. We talked everything through months later and decided to get back together. I thought everything would be fine. 

I was dead wrong. 

He started physically abusing me. He started calling me every name in the book. He told me that he was the only person that would ever love me - he convinced me that my mother, my father, my sister, my brothers...all hated me, and it was an “obligation” to treat me right because I’m part of the family and it would be “f**cked up” to blatantly tell me that they didn’t love me. I was fully convinced. And I guess I just haven’t been able to shake it yet. He left me shortly after our 5 year anniversary. 

Now, I am not saying that he is the reason I have anxiety - I was diagnosed with it for far more reasons than this. This just made it that much worse. 

I am now in a relationship of 3 months with this wonderful guy that takes awesome care of me. I couldn’t have asked for anyone better. But I catch myself, almost every night, not being able to sleep from anxiety. Anxiety of him leaving. Anxiety that he just doesn’t love me anymore and questioning who would even love me to begin with. I have talked to him about it once or twice and he has reassured me that I have nothing to worry about, and that he loves me - but I still can’t shake it. I shake, I get nauseous, and I get that lump in my throat that tells me to cry but I can’t. So I just stare at the ceiling and hope it passes. 

I have two best friends that I wouldn’t trade for the world, and I am even convinced that they don’t like being around me anymore. I’ve isolated myself, I’ve stopped answering phone calls from them, I’ve bailed on them. I feel like an awful friend, but I feel like I seriously just can’t freaking help it. I’ve mentioned it to them and they’ve also reassured me that I have nothing to worry about, but it’s like there’s a devil on my shoulder telling me that they’re lying. 

I don’t know how much longer I can keep feeling this way. I need help. I’m struggling. 

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anxiety,fefa_,2019/04/01,"About to have an anxiety attack Ok so it's 9:40 AM and I'm in the middle of a class i cant get out, i cant breath propertly or stop shaking and don't have close friends to help me since they changed schools, please send help",0.3376000000000019,2.172737559999998,1.5259999999999998,101.933,83.4,4.800000000000002,22.0,5.6839178017228535,-0.2025999999999999,178,6,45,1,5,56,42,50,0.208,0.609,0.183,-0.091,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,2,4,1,1,3,1,6,1,1,0,0,6,8,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,6,8,0,7,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,1,24,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25115041175586383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734913371420862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473003723979629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536455939549907,0.0,0.17152443630652509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4401083118724132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603774110472101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33225952210692283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27157511013720104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744754787860534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Scwigles,2019/04/01,"Getting a cat made my anxiety skyrocket. Me roommate got a cat and it was nice. She was a floof and we thought she could use a friend. So I adopted a cat. Its only been two days and I hate it, i don't hate the cat, i have having it. I can't sleep, every time it cuddles up to me and purrs and wants to me around me, my body numbs and quakes, my mind floods with tangs and tingles. I sat in the shower this morning just crying and sobbing. I want to give it back to the adoption center, but my roommate said I should just give it to him, but i don't think that would solve my problems. If i did it on my own he would fucking hate me and it would make my home life miserable, probably end up not being roommates anymore, which i can't afford right now. All this swimming thorough my head just makes me hate this choice I made. I just can't do it, I don't think i can face this and it just sounds so petty and stupid and it makes me feel worse.",1.1655721393034817,2.7872596119403,2.44360696517413,97.43217661691544,79.74626865671641,5.262686567164178,21.11691542288557,5.82211442006289,-0.14678905472636794,726,20,173,4,18,233,108,201,0.2,0.764,0.036000000000000004,-0.9883,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,0,0,10,12,6,1,8,0,20,9,4,6,1,44,43,17,0,9,9,0,1,0,1,4,3,2,2,0,18,15,0,0,4,1,0,1,7,10,0,1,10,4,34,2,11,27,2,13,0,2,0,2,9,7,2,1,5,119,52,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081182575048883,0.0,0.13069098028204754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731270505249093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013311746602788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637857864743664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521611466407188,0.0,0.14475484057475085,0.08498760820407658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167185288267026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103086938304894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663224906715809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018133923866551,0.1218290743882997,0.06884994320333022,0.2528319878398866,0.0,0.0,0.10539701290525766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5204243812177811,0.13524495112960086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13218672252622132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09308056034006673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493880479885933,0.26389379323450723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133060875804636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022511185136224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208181411677173,0.12609627117572814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253994300631323,0.12535356218602522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13187580628150286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16887942080902296,0.0,0.10461910485066712,0.07684234853476395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287305327816819,0.0,0.0,0.11381615820085025,0.0,0.0,0.1554552667238349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13429572629874265,0.2808395482788703,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,StonedTherapist,2019/04/01,"Anxiety gives me diarrhea, which makes me even more anxious... I’ve struggled with anxiety for years. Every time I have an anxiety attack (about twice a week, sometimes more), I immediately get diarrhea. 

Having diarrhea makes me embarrassed. I try to run to whatever bathroom my husband is not near so he doesn’t hear/smell it. If we’re downstairs, I’ll make a hasty excuse for why I need to grab something upstairs real quick, and vice versa.

Additionally, the worse my anxiety gets, the more diarrhea I have and THAT has caused me to get hemorrhoids. 

Over the past year since I got my first hemorrhoid, I’ve been wanting to go see a doctor about it but I can’t get myself to go because of my anxiety. Even thinking about talking to a doctor about my ass makes me anxious and uncomfortable. 

I don’t know why I’m posting this other than I just need to tell someone else who might experience this too. ",4.39854636591479,6.396572584795326,5.4589515455304936,77.6796052631579,71.69005847953215,8.862322472848787,30.927736006683375,9.424239791934726,3.0512051796157063,716,32,129,17,14,236,108,171,0.158,0.835,0.006999999999999999,-0.9619,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,10,3,1,2,8,0,10,3,1,5,0,21,29,6,0,4,4,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,2,0,0,3,4,3,0,2,2,2,20,0,19,26,3,13,0,0,1,1,7,2,1,2,7,82,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4634469816438521,0.27375950201340665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137840453183796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385986647515068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244678211534085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480310174480677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121617520259094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16005409449489466,0.0,0.10208508952555563,0.0,0.0,0.1185207055106918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306122255924594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253210756784885,0.11623063143149395,0.13771949918703208,0.0,0.09690515401658213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655955542823384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658803979691964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235090884457039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285348414853786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796817224051182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566383451693525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604070272507527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791006900642735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655125831352687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022732131136464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266105322427008,0.09327723006416044,0.11983334775055902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666591995850365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738626446413412,0.10590184014110653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763638566512535,0.0,0.0,0.07065114479525941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226175290952284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146510204280465,0.0,0.09718968472758947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186616013723631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347549216073865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15605005453173554
anxiety,bbtttoooo,2019/04/01,"About to get on a flight but I don’t think I can do it. I can’t handle the anxiety anymore, I’ve had it every second of every moment of what was supposed to be a relaxing vacation. Since I’m traveling, my body has been on high alert. 

I don’t have ANY medication or anything and am panicking about getting on the 3 hour flight from Austin to California. Is there anything I can get at the airport or do to possible make this any better? ",4.072666666666667,4.7008078222222185,5.993333333333332,78.81000000000002,70.77777777777777,9.555555555555557,30.555555555555557,9.725611199111238,2.8272222222222214,344,14,70,8,6,120,61,90,0.066,0.81,0.123,0.7227,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,5,0,15,2,1,1,0,6,21,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,0,6,2,13,17,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,2,49,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091719111828492,0.0,0.17389980827728166,0.0,0.2254411746382628,0.0,0.0,0.3741313385869621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010467959379241,0.0,0.2525021898293197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830551972416488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562972449063934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401769315034269,0.0,0.0,0.2238652215037492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15173841530135135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22900181497669586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562700736579659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880421348130171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456580053085938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,coolestestboi,2019/04/01,"Overcoming social anxiety, fleeting nervousness, and workplace anxiety **Disclaimer:** This is not a replacement to therapy, or medical treatment. This is just a handy mental tool which can be treated as a coping mechanism. 

​

Use a technique called semantic conversion. It’s pretty straightforward and useful in social and office settings.  
Social anxiety has a powerful core colored by the fear of being judged by others.

This manifests in all kinds of thoughts and an anxiety action-reaction. I say action-reaction because thoughts can cause anxiety and anxiety can cause unnecessary thoughts. In fact, at times, the two are just one homogeneous blob of discomfort.

Semantic conversion has 2 steps which handle the feedback system of thoughts and physical anxiety as well as behaviors such as social avoidance.  
Step 1: Mindfulness labeling  
Step 2: Constructive rephrasing

**Step 1 Mindfulness labeling:**

We are, by default, not very aware of our own thoughts, emotions, surroundings, and perceptions, biases, and physical responses.

You begin by noticing the details. Ask the following questions:  
1. What is it about the situation that is making me anxious?  
2. What are all the emotions I am feeling?  
3. Who are the thoughts related to?  
4. Do you actually know what people are thinking?  
5. Do they have a real basis for forming any judgment?

**Step 2 Constructive rephrasing:**

Now, articulate your thoughts and emotions with precision. It is important that you aim for precision. Learn new vocabulary if you need to. Suppose your feeling is captured by the thought ‘I feel like shit,’ mindfully label all the details and articulate it into something like ‘I feel ignored or judged because there is something wrong with me or I am dressed inappropriately.’

Add the emotional context- ‘I feel like an overwhelming spotlight is on top of me. This makes me conscious, self-aware, and critical.’

Once you’ve articulated your thoughts, it is time to rephrase them into something actionable. For example- I need to address this feeling and do something about it. Something that is in my control. Let me observe and see how others are dressed. Let me see if there is any real evidence of me being judged. I feel like I don’t know what to do, I should learn the skills.

This change is actionable. You can do something about it. This will help you **gain control**. You need it, and you \*are\* in control.

[Here is a more thorough guide on this technique](https://cognitiontoday.com/2018/06/how-to-remain-calm-reducing-stress-anxiousness-and-social-anxiety/)",4.863205216197663,8.427759699763595,4.980026309768932,71.51008064516128,84.39007092198581,8.686479066575155,35.427781590787774,8.887732524166402,4.662283947227944,2055,121,284,63,62,642,209,423,0.071,0.848,0.081,0.6322,1,2,6,0,0,0,112.0,2,11,2,7,12,14,0,5,21,0,42,1,0,10,6,80,73,24,0,6,9,0,7,4,0,2,1,1,1,0,28,20,0,5,24,0,0,8,3,7,1,2,9,11,30,7,40,57,6,27,0,1,3,0,27,12,0,6,9,199,58,3,0.0,0.0,0.060430871395472666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06709682658077684,0.07524690341219406,0.08422364654782609,0.0,0.3789859416670833,0.06995878625968757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057892477742912285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549906503922674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06323339938398623,0.0,0.0,0.12723018024563604,0.06550952761452998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20836592170031332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786337905691028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06968399911879393,0.2191816266232172,0.1327199025357177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041507711913641374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06448642979987841,0.06806585209781886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664712059849026,0.0,0.12101571911658278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267221048104845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06238395929829809,0.062406872104019115,0.0,0.1875829085791391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775209758998516,0.0,0.05980854472196665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050319449276439,0.0,0.06594919986920571,0.04196267992845162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042931711314669656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630010343320554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693713249502923,0.0,0.0,0.1409707567367934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049246063812871166,0.0,0.0,0.09869405509262097,0.0,0.06460235384261062,0.0,0.06356617889758183,0.0,0.06960745122778983,0.0,0.31562894033300604,0.0,0.2860420954726049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093605702680028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081781110189829,0.0,0.0,0.03967969893848791,0.0,0.4424611486019614,0.07221913104578538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06049273215763391,0.0,0.0,0.10696841261321416,0.0,0.0510954593675457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055678937114410944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06770639143259212,0.07524690341219406,0.0
anxiety,hockeronipepperoni,2019/04/01,"Anyone hit periods of intense anxiety and depression for not much reason at all? I’m in a huge slump at the moment. Incredibly anxious, extremely panicky, and just generally very low and depressed. I’m struggling and it feels like every day is a drag. Any advice would be so appreciated. ",4.6932692307692285,7.474372557692312,6.619846153846152,66.12515384615384,73.42307692307693,9.544615384615383,33.47692307692308,9.888512548439397,4.260803076923079,231,12,35,7,5,80,45,52,0.316,0.531,0.153,-0.8769,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,11,7,5,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,4,2,8,0,3,0,0,0,5,0,0,4,21,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737595693273637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905117679682658,0.0,0.21431416455328509,0.3164900262939544,0.0,0.1958875595764862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806737266590004,0.0,0.4825859773596759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360386575117421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165237743514586,0.2001393853391492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686725489711252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20594265874553336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288041102663591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928738549228622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23115328528869244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19901069051123116,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tiredirl,2019/04/01,"Having an anxiety attack, what do I do?!?! It’s 6:40am, I’ve been awake since 5:00am feeling nauseous, my heart is still racing & trying my best to not cry & throw up. I feel really cold/sweaty at the same time & nothing has helped... I just want to go back to sleep.. 😞",3.2325000000000017,4.135260107142859,3.9878571428571448,91.40714285714287,72.92857142857143,7.028571428571429,21.142857142857142,7.1686216300943375,0.3388357142857141,210,4,47,2,4,67,47,56,0.08199999999999999,0.738,0.18,0.6906,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,2,0,6,2,2,0,0,6,10,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,2,5,1,5,9,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6727205874859598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15832321382856782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354459561505521,0.0,0.1591388422321226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171909014701378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273349520894417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092895697186975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761967701684024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452476365434076,0.13872038250138208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985829244634866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13258335656571596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711987805720372,0.0,0.2071086533875211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16527787642270364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067956797320255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051170480829436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206989235176816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jasonwj322a,2019/04/01,"I have school in 5 hours So after failing a class in winter quarter I'm going back to school for spring quarter. I looked up my professor's reviews and 2 of 3 seem to be fine. I'm still new to this school and I'm very nervous and anxious about it. I don't even know where the classes are.

Any tips? I can't stop shaking. ",-0.6523968253968242,1.4785828714285714,1.4347619047619062,98.62912698412701,91.71428571428572,3.6825396825396814,20.63492063492064,5.033348758259628,-0.33998412698412706,251,9,58,1,9,83,53,70,0.13,0.7879999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.6161,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,2,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,12,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,3,0,2,0,1,5,1,10,11,0,14,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,1,8,34,7,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16000325131479468,0.0,0.0,0.26580737639352936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809212055842604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15540486677480336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371904349586033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317103333214674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293076004846059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975818498316501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22724168340269915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7143691187184361,0.0,0.2141964788013265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879005291190066,0.19671049570613985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19413644413004366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PiHalves,2019/04/01,"Anyone else have those nights where you end up just lying here, questioning your skills and capabilities? Of course it has to be the night before coming back from spring break. It's nearly 3AM now and I have already written today off. Fortunately I only have a 7:30AM class and a 3PM class. Planning E-mailing my professors, slipping in my homework around 6AM and just staying up the whole day so I can, for sure, crash out 'tonight'.

For the past three hours I have been tossing and turning, wide awake, deeply and critically questioning myself.

This week off killed me. I feel as if I should NOT have taken a break from my studies. I know by next lab I am going to feel like I am square one again and I am stressing out.

I start to look at all of the time that I am not studying or practicing was just time wasted. I could have written programs, applied my in-class learning to my own projects.. heck I could have built something for my long-term.

Does all this need completed before I get some null time? I haven't proved myself incapable (yet) but holy heck I always feel like I am hanging on by a thread and talking myself out of doing something productive is becoming more and more persuasive.

I didn't want to talk myself out of missing the first day back of lectures, but there is no way in heck I will be able to operate on <=3 hours of sleep. Though only two classes, I work an internship on campus between those for a total of 8 hours straight. It will be the first day I miss and the professor in charge is understanding. I'm just going to be straight up... this first day back is really siking me out. Going into my 3rd year of college I should be well over this petty freshman mentality. Yikes.",3.920747474747476,5.796718993939398,4.3021212121212145,85.98762626262628,72.69696969696969,7.070707070707071,26.464646464646464,7.793537801064563,1.4849797979797978,1348,47,261,18,27,423,186,330,0.073,0.8759999999999999,0.05,-0.513,0,0,2,0,0,0,42.0,0,2,0,6,17,8,1,1,13,0,34,1,1,0,5,48,55,17,1,7,10,0,3,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,10,18,0,0,9,0,0,5,5,4,1,6,6,5,38,4,46,38,8,64,0,2,2,0,6,25,3,5,32,188,48,13,0.10392031401727607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467865066037335,0.0,0.08647002614515854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266349982853207,0.10647864244524244,0.0,0.09251111186138557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397249205833637,0.0,0.0,0.11477182222766642,0.17685706627181702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951814879242714,0.1089584720804008,0.0,0.0,0.1659438293397642,0.0,0.0,0.26808002171226025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094136710315637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868120875979928,0.0,0.09204255303593964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576356996695989,0.14848138619640516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26518369804613395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05429407492124045,0.0,0.17718092790178291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070217284615857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497243038464534,0.0,0.057111886832894726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154043242204742,0.0,0.0,0.09196620772371793,0.08726689077462693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472723421070304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705559607429255,0.0,0.0,0.11052043290763124,0.19504434990015754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041909425697203,0.15807216327767018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992036985581223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232829069960972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665740141911888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039953640252325,0.0,0.0,0.16000586963536514,0.0,0.0,0.07355533313634884,0.11076522770466282,0.0,0.0,0.11904036859669916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794366611488348,0.0,0.0,0.16705442395110956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210118088972016,0.0,0.1817903124255044,0.0,0.09850430660499908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303546018141435,0.10151504658266397,0.10818471183869943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061294893689883674,0.08248710817445376,0.08335860752794799,0.0,0.09343684262952168,0.0,0.0,0.11602331939192255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756552262895434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692127506579502
anxiety,KyubiNoKitsune,2019/04/01,"How do I build up the courage to use the gym? Lately I've been getting a little flabby, I really don't like the way I look right now and I want to change it before it gets any worse.

I recently signed up for the gym at work but I'm too shy/embarrassed/anxious to actually go in there and exercise.

Whenever I do gym stuff I feel so stupid and weak. It feels like everyone is watching me and judging me. Ugh, I hate it.",0.2194382022471899,2.346148528089888,2.7304382022471927,91.33857865168541,86.19101123595507,6.706067415730338,21.259550561797763,7.908726449838941,1.019147415730337,325,11,74,7,10,112,62,89,0.272,0.6940000000000001,0.034,-0.9767,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,2,0,5,0,5,2,0,2,0,11,15,7,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,4,10,3,8,14,0,11,0,0,2,0,0,6,0,0,5,43,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.2253762520651883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570555690814866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19652350370735192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443170430507779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22068493987774568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23355297142093775,0.16499245897132672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413262202975254,0.0,0.13125558575029106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280177060187662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605243956188199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256633785485368,0.23147500379703115,0.0,0.0,0.1939418706213086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795403769286974,0.0,0.228037657938892,0.0,0.0,0.19723210953134707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264385272390164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19946874310615145,0.0,0.0,0.13622172437025393,0.18331928546430087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16813611644267015,0.0,0.2353602524701788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alcvline,2019/04/01,"Quitting Risperidone So I've been on Risperidone 1mg for around two months and I hate it (Sleepy, hungry, prolactine of the charts, and no positive effects whatsoever). I'm planning on quitting cold turkey and I was wondering how dangerous it would be, considering I was on a very low dosage for a short period of time.  Thanks ",4.1370000000000005,6.915817366666667,4.830000000000002,78.245,75.33333333333334,8.666666666666666,30.0,9.2995712137729,3.196,262,12,45,7,6,84,45,60,0.17800000000000002,0.72,0.102,-0.5984,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,4,3,4,2,0,3,0,5,0,0,2,0,8,9,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,1,3,1,8,4,0,9,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,1,3,28,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26327878586913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919903244120135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23606355806061705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6291296736626998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722853994953527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17245327534228236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889032211803714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24402341029180774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207265332362189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100911839623062,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DongDongExtreme,2019/04/01,"Breathing exercises don't work for me, what do? I've been trying every week for years to try and develop slower breathing when I'm anxious, but I find it makes it worse. While I'm anxious, I can breathe shallow, and I feel anxious as hell, but whenever I try to slow my breathing I feel genuinely short of breath and my heartbeat actually goes faster. I've tried going to my therapist's tempo and I felt myself going faint. When I try going at my own rhythm, I can't go any slower/deeper tyan usual for more than about 30 seconds before I'm out of breath and breathing even faster than before I started.

I've tried the ""breathe for 8, hold for 8, release for 8"" and most variations I can find of those exercises but none seem to help. What else can I try? My therapist keeps telling me that I should be able to find a natural rhythm but despite the years of trying, I've made no progress.",4.562059925093635,5.393623202247195,5.309606741573036,83.41512172284645,69.78651685393258,8.18052434456929,30.00187265917603,8.344100000000001,2.06929063670412,702,27,141,10,12,228,95,178,0.132,0.828,0.04,-0.9446,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,0,3,0,9,11,8,2,0,24,24,14,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,7,0,2,7,2,0,4,4,1,0,1,3,3,20,0,21,19,4,20,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,2,13,79,26,1,0.11328364937826055,0.0,0.11054850043030068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770367662390798,0.0,0.0,0.38393483666587264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19279208377174087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463395281514407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482278201079835,0.0,0.09544636048491877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145592338369245,0.0,0.10877006865166083,0.0,0.3106176096761432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575268342575594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593164226140461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069171263667503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719172812576172,0.07561771562194274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312917975764932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018275009767628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901490273556456,0.0,0.0,0.26306209652934703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6152972943503638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476593519672052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086931036684733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08247184594912603,0.0,0.1154457168093714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590191209852094
anxiety,ekiorin,2019/04/01,"Wasn't anxious at work today!! Warning! First paragraph is pretty much me ranting...

So, I work, probably twice a week, part-time. For a while now, I have felt anxious, useless, and like I don't belong there. It's a combination of low self-esteem, paranoia (of being disliked, of not being good enough), and jealousy (of the newbies who fit in so much better than I do). It was especially bad this past week (I have a personal relationship with someone at work, and the other day I was trying to help by telling him something, but he still went to confirm anyway... I'm probably just being stupid, but that kinda hurt.. I ended up pretty much rushing out of work for a lunch break because my anxiety was getting bad. I even had to take a breather in the bathroom, which was a first for me..)

Today was the first day I felt it was a good day. Honestly I attribute a big part of it to the person I worked with today. He's an amazing mentor. He goes above and beyond answering my questions, and I feel like I've learned a lot from him in one day. He also doesn't make me feel like an outsider, or make me feel useless, and tells me he appreciates my help. I think, sometimes being around people that make you feel important, or special, helps with the anxiety.. 


Thank you for reading, if you made it this far! 

Does anyone else ever get anxious at work, feeling useless or jealous of coworkers? Also, if you have advice for getting over work anxiety, or anxiety in general, please share!



TL;DR Been feeling anxious at work. Today was the first day in a while I didn't experience anxiety. In large part due to an amazing person I worked with today. This is my thanks, I guess? ",4.896202209005949,5.9289361464174455,5.723507504956102,80.01588147833475,69.1557632398754,8.079354290569245,31.41333899745115,8.296473431620573,2.3866560747663548,1297,54,240,18,22,425,158,321,0.127,0.662,0.211,0.9857,0,0,1,0,0,0,65.0,0,4,0,14,13,22,2,0,21,0,23,1,0,5,1,44,45,20,0,2,10,0,8,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,13,12,1,0,12,1,0,2,5,9,0,6,15,8,31,13,39,26,7,46,0,5,0,0,23,19,0,10,27,168,44,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06514905506022063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663179052176894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550114566035655,0.3012720424670033,0.0,0.04661714451048098,0.06831119164178548,0.0,0.05935034619367581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111333164056991,0.04064135247480661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05896410902979433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149828514664076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05834327911857455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05569414688752845,0.0,0.05904974307754436,0.06888782909859484,0.0,0.04403484043388768,0.060306741833568336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06521595553985131,0.0,0.0,0.2022618290847311,0.09525798033081316,0.1280271192366959,0.0,0.0,0.2268375328798622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449681377743836,0.0,0.0,0.11183909864321424,0.0,0.0,0.0734444117191199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340622866862172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713715072754361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771463712273556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056680365179940975,0.0,0.0630846717670746,0.13350802864721556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14703014378814505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04517724994007852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165910155890935,0.06364396378609727,0.046220514412452465,0.17464075634805248,0.0,0.07318353004135596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565451393264988,0.14376285760153215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468554656893672,0.0,0.06668794221960762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157852251344267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955124627982033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056489190254983224,0.05132574652279643,0.06593823623828328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05324266857863976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05012746792760632,0.0,0.11654486308483553,0.12276137380522098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04271938016226892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31597635035099675,0.0,0.0,0.045264486042851965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069571452653032,0.0,0.0,0.061803665605835625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4368283337179891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tiinker_x3,2019/04/01,"Trying Prozac for the first time tomorrow. Send help! I’m already prescribed Xanax, which I take whenever I have to leave my little town. I’ve always been scared to take meds (which is why it took me 3 years to even try Xanax) and now I have been prescribed Prozac. My psychiatrist said it was a slow release medication but I’m so worried that if it makes me sick, I’ll be sick for days! Any words of advice. No horror stories here please. Only positive vibes",2.067,4.627119477777779,2.8666666666666667,90.54000000000002,82.0,5.822222222222222,21.222222222222214,7.1686216300943375,0.6376888888888881,363,11,73,5,10,114,68,90,0.231,0.677,0.092,-0.938,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,2,0,7,7,0,1,0,5,14,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,5,1,7,0,6,8,0,11,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,7,37,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092779243525828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363345566738651,0.0,0.1782010441953611,0.0,0.0,0.1456384062230271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381176285203269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145285755384815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18216721640274525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14354916361011716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267680403778668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146479162160613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295568366963926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378871764506293,0.21574702066425389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628808606291696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235087020827743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20371836673100607,0.0,0.21441485125895893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32204833765411145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488035813490428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23794333620740105,0.2908056817455989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19324909149642408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21749325413893836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137914160862982
anxiety,plaguedoctorcirce,2019/04/01,"Can y'all help me with something? Okay so, I've been taking 5mg of Buspirone for 6 months and recently (2 weeks ago) upped my dose to 10mg. I upped it because I was still experiencing panic attacks out of the blue. I thought the 10mg would help. I've been a lot more anxious recently. More than I was on the 5mg. I know a common side effect is nervousness but it's more than that. It's full blown anxiety attacks in my bathroom at 3 am bad. Can a higher dose of Buspirone cause this to happen or is it too soon to tell? I'm pretty new to taking meds so I'd like to be more informed. Do any of you have any experiences with Buspirone? 


As an additional info piece, I did look at multiple sources when looking this up and it all said nervousness, not anxiety.",1.5140717299578057,3.4583253860759484,3.6040759493670897,87.98417299578063,79.9493670886076,6.744978902953588,25.090295358649787,7.793537801064563,1.349780928270042,593,23,128,10,15,202,101,158,0.14800000000000002,0.77,0.083,-0.8507,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,1,6,8,2,3,7,1,14,2,0,2,1,18,23,8,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,8,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,7,5,11,2,23,14,8,20,0,0,3,0,7,10,0,2,11,82,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14528356967768652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22290927051234025,0.0,0.2507593866274553,0.18515538866178669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37290983501734587,0.0,0.0,0.13684598871583886,0.09990924284370199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16836593895043314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16032135602165593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14493234695661672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197115456893024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007274120641401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007111652867517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752620690550897,0.0,0.0,0.1393381869548469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820510754753986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13081991252394234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582914017716842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19229618546066524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16674075725879206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236542854085454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15590225715747366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617484806046095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13088724613600286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464582038416985,0.0,0.14325198743504958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011480729848562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314671725898455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642673919598777,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,katbiskit,2019/04/01,"Afraid of (sexual) intimacy. Not sure if this is the right page to ask this but I’m just wondering what to do.

I’m 18 (female) and have never been kissed or had sex. I had a boyfriend in middle school but I never did anything with him and we didn’t spend any time together and eventually broke up. I haven’t dated anyone since. I don’t think I’m ugly or boring but I’m definitely not perfect.

I really want a boyfriend, to have my first kiss and lose my virginity, etc. So I can get over the fear that I’ll be a virgin and alone forever. I feel so stupid to worry about these things but all I can think about these days are how I’ll probably be alone forever.

I got a few dating apps but I got stood up on the first time I agreed to meet with someone which really screwed my self confidence up. I also hate eating around others in fear of looking gross. I went on another date and when he tried to kiss me, I chickened out because he was older than me and I’m also worried that I will be bad at kissing. The next date I went on I thought went okay, but he stopped texting me. I still have tinder and chat with people occasionally but am too afraid to meet up.

I honestly have no idea what to do about this. I feel really stressed about this.",1.5053696498054483,3.53636845525292,3.2954645914396887,89.74554708171208,80.40077821011673,6.757914396887159,21.174941634241247,7.839951260653429,0.8266953774319057,971,28,213,17,25,324,141,257,0.261,0.6409999999999999,0.098,-0.994,0,2,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,0,4,14,21,3,5,8,1,23,9,0,1,5,42,45,24,0,2,13,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,13,14,1,1,7,1,1,3,8,13,0,2,13,3,28,8,31,28,4,34,0,2,1,8,10,15,1,4,16,140,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557771847777682,0.0,0.19749467522655734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397099675554255,0.12948010529745205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634045972628954,0.0,0.10161395742077148,0.10992385374707576,0.1154376296913229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031010872545166,0.07527258680085064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963472848365905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635141218926188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771343487951765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778998584723951,0.12487093530099262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21006495654856386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451348201195235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19751732477385575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191146206584955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13939449163434986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369254833781924,0.13814313130956954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904715987379568,0.0,0.13132294768227645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560585392053567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13313289935734546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373143739837345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545170048030998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249688916886382,0.0,0.0,0.1288171260036303,0.0,0.0,0.1021443728951861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462465488602624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861171314559346,0.10323525466506632,0.14144653333351007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637894100328915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820349793144934,0.15824267921872232,0.0,0.09802975027819064,0.14400498357168964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838351764195977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283201762297375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434030735180262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390937069190784,0.0,0.2508009502615056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KourageLoves,2019/04/01,"Frequent fainting Hi. 
I'm not sure how common it is for other people, but I have been fainting several times a day over the past week. I have had this issue before, in times of great stress. (ie moving, car accident, loss/gain of employment, etc)

 Months ago, I had to leave work because I was extremely close to fainting and worried I was becoming bradycardic or having some other issue with my heart. I noticed that my heart rate went from low (53bpm was the lowest) to high (85 bpm) when I was usually around 60 - 65. My manager insisted that I went to the hospital or went home.

 My mom was near by so she picked me up and took me. They told me that there was nothing wrong with my heart but it was good that I came in since I took beta blockers for heart palpitations do to anxiety. I struggled for the next few weeks because I still felt faint. 

Then, only a couple months later my boyfriend was in a car accident. I wouldn't walk for 2-3 weeks. I was fainting again. I would sleep for 10+ hours a day for the first week. I went back to a doctor to make sure I was okay. They said i was medically fine. After about a month I was walking again, but had to work part time instead of full time. 

Now, we moved, I started a new medication and was laid off. I faint 3+ times a day if I do anything that remotely causes anxiety. So if I need to leave the house, you can bet that I'm going to faint. I'm sure you can imagine why this makes life difficult. Has anyone else experienced this? If so, is there anything that can help with it? Sorry for the long post.",2.9025714285714312,4.362428717460318,4.083365079365084,88.22885714285721,74.52380952380952,7.3257142857142865,24.663492063492065,7.976525956113202,1.2237834920634922,1206,38,258,18,25,394,171,315,0.123,0.8109999999999999,0.067,-0.9144,2,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,1,2,2,3,15,12,0,2,15,1,30,16,5,5,3,35,48,17,0,6,9,1,1,0,0,2,11,1,1,0,15,10,0,1,2,0,1,14,2,5,0,1,27,3,38,7,35,19,5,62,0,1,0,0,11,12,0,7,35,165,53,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186432116968362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240377913131359,0.0,0.0,0.05668654772826874,0.0830665555782029,0.1334286258250474,0.07217014829041411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06233839632631415,0.0,0.09883994358713018,0.08953626502881894,0.06898523021844839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272333124668042,0.0,0.08328198389957088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970323392717995,0.0,0.15685176513979598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297933960073378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677242020908268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041530730632223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784062581838344,0.0,0.0,0.06895873164896456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04607437090031073,0.06799829193420183,0.0,0.0893807791545781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3842768779889689,0.05434000940069368,0.08565568991470622,0.08132056423447592,0.0,0.07983835031857989,0.0935447513916348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16923358341660888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17168441997166312,0.0,0.0,0.05726266255382726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174505543801755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823069949177044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633404867883318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949490730943303,0.19412967818454727,0.17233073720028627,0.0,0.060112927878550035,0.0,0.07829862771513975,0.08621965374295576,0.0,0.0,0.07778956334737322,0.09229957699153876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061657952405919474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877917131964537,0.07739119649350626,0.05620424467821155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764336072159131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771168405642778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158686248285278,0.0,0.0670625554653377,0.0,0.08112929022474963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075205820269464,0.0573822883888275,0.0,0.0647431992082845,0.0,0.09286626094216596,0.08475274178381127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22922464443652665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23636500779076725,0.0,0.0,0.07746656810007403,0.1801451544707058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928796861966773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601202361761057,0.0,0.0,0.3006135598339346,0.07315373482155971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180409313087118,0.08233127367148525,0.0,0.0575903290157421,0.08863812957430102,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pearlsandcuddles,2019/04/01,On anxiety and April fool's day I'm already quite convinced that everything everyone is telling me is a lie and that I'm being long term hoodwinked. So to have an entire blooming day dedicated to people probably trying to deceive you is absolutely tiresome and a definite trigger to my anxiety. And I effing hate it. ,8.99960451977401,8.406648847457634,9.880000000000004,59.25638418079098,60.52542372881357,13.290395480225987,46.78531073446328,12.45797560212912,6.392758192090397,258,16,39,8,3,89,44,59,0.157,0.7140000000000001,0.13,-0.1868,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,1,3,1,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,5,8,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,5,7,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30965283183971537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42932166909019176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36193196120129295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26812857568103665,0.2521882443767282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27703776605117764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24832518076574345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194535067738246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025379271224985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984562582664293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452597415125794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905112907205282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,qarah,2019/04/01,I have an appointment I have to leave the house in less than 30 minutes and it freaks me out since yesterday. I need to see my doctor and i know it'll be okay. But just thinking about driving and being outside where people look at me and talking to my doctor drives me crazy. I couldn't sleep last night and I feel so lost right now. Pls tell me I'm not alone. ,0.8585526315789487,2.979453802631582,1.93342105263158,98.12144736842106,83.34210526315789,4.852631578947369,18.71052631578948,5.985473137389443,-0.3794947368421053,283,7,65,2,8,89,57,76,0.11,0.823,0.068,-0.468,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,2,1,6,3,1,0,0,14,14,7,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,3,12,1,8,9,1,11,0,1,2,0,2,5,0,0,4,41,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467597758590852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.487727088987915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046861815669455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27491366830507297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309384251441979,0.19420919144916385,0.0,0.2522770811995516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20007374784681448,0.0,0.2600828973068408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17666266968269792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235856791417627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16517564961089565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034680145306096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898579647008724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970865586215783,0.0,0.2384265332995187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914999170797032,0.20824490719714145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15266384329501398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pearliengai,2019/04/01,"i get too nervous to order again if i am still hungry so whether im eating alone or with others, if im still hungry after the first serving, i always have a fight with myself whether i should order something again. my anxiety gets worse when you have to go up to the cashier to order like in kfc or starbucks. i know in reality the waiters dont give a single fuck about what you order becos at the end of the day, the restaurant earns money when people order things. but all my corwardly brain tells me is that the waiter is gonna think: “wow shes got an appetite”, “damn do her parents not feed her at home”, “ugh why didnt she order all at once? we’ve got enough customers to take care of” or “shes fat lol why is she ordering again” sigh... most of the time i end up leaving and going into another restaurant becos im too fucking scared to order again whats wrong w me",3.312576923076921,4.307773172222227,4.559999999999999,87.03115384615386,72.83333333333333,6.649572649572653,24.95726495726496,6.67199483983844,0.8571880341880345,681,20,141,5,13,225,112,180,0.127,0.7829999999999999,0.09,-0.6205,1,1,1,0,1,0,13.0,0,2,0,2,12,12,4,2,11,1,12,6,2,0,2,19,26,12,0,3,9,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,5,4,3,0,2,0,1,2,3,8,1,1,3,0,19,3,21,21,5,32,0,0,0,2,12,8,3,6,15,93,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14508749759389156,0.0,0.0,0.11656329571998113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14689304272484704,0.10716588617531908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15638300509441988,0.0,0.0,0.14282765244983792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034428529895484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16418048346319655,0.0,0.0,0.1433435920246138,0.0,0.0,0.2481503431105643,0.144746933145074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915761331207593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25901565856082515,0.14637896142793533,0.13438385739282954,0.15922891677543854,0.0,0.2240801454420383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051830878645535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4539527882439818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698794658455803,0.0,0.0,0.14833151101756564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06843924987415169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918768575843486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15554962108253942,0.0,0.0,0.09711842856907003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025115187683287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078455294319584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22374672246348676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532770946322473,0.0,0.1224418865137862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306733025658848,0.08976185409322285,0.0,0.0,0.08168563871566209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528127834651797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427602407874562,0.0,0.15316273539202824,0.0,0.0
anxiety,idksomeuglybitch,2019/04/01,"anxiety or bad feeling that you should listen to??? -this is my first reddit post it’s probably terrible-
When i can tell anxiety is anxiety i can ignore it (like if i’m scared to go to the first day of class) but sometimes when the anxiety comes from a very real danger it’s hard for me to tell if it’s anxiety or a bad feeling i should listen to. This happens to me every time i want to go to the gym at night, i keep thinking someone is going to take me in the parking lot or something and i mean that could easily happen so it’s hard for me to tell if it’s a “warning feeling” or anxiety. I think it’s important to pay attention to your intuition if you have a bad feeling about something BUT i keep listening to my anxiety because i’m scared it’s my intuition. 
I’m pretty sure it’s just anxiety because it happens every time i want to go to the gym at night and when i do go i don’t get taken but i keep thinking “what if THIS time i should listen to it bc it’s real?” 
Does anyone else experience this and how do you tell the difference between intuition and anxiety? ",2.5295999999999985,3.9404533599999993,4.9134444444444485,82.0995,75.4,8.555555555555555,28.5,9.150863307647796,2.4959333333333342,846,36,173,20,18,298,94,225,0.217,0.69,0.092,-0.9791,0,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,4,0,2,7,10,1,2,10,0,13,0,0,1,1,42,45,21,0,11,13,0,6,1,0,3,0,4,0,0,19,5,0,4,9,2,1,6,1,8,0,2,1,10,24,2,25,40,1,21,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,10,12,116,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.577595006436826,0.0,0.0,0.058659303307423874,0.08595736508284275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21013918507361304,0.1022796847244733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07226561139946902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06698101137577189,0.0,0.0,0.05410346095835008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764938359596494,0.0,0.0,0.07341453754201306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07008108044861543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136541629487373,0.0,0.0,0.08206256639411949,0.0,0.0,0.1696734553261201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271714604608549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043830157040556886,0.0,0.2383890539864611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22255650725365064,0.0,0.15030167779757828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237014455345811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0409854399902787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132205903169764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138308510190388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745409602057395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034543694930786,0.0853484202148782,0.0904498672853531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19097514051224765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679812440780831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108149972619686,0.12916846642478352,0.0829714269218786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906730657388525,0.0,0.06307641482711407,0.0,0.29330155437034594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16126400089651208,0.0,0.0,0.14675446544802678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06921976414210487,0.09896346222341937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,blackboobies,2019/04/01,Does it ever go away I’ve been living with anxiety for as long as I can remember and I don’t believe it will ever go away. I can’t live in constant pain and anxiousness. I don’t know what to do it seems I’ve tried everything and I’m destined to fail at life due to constant and crippling anxiety. So I’m struggling to find a reason to keep going on with this hurt ,0.7377531645569633,2.7128504177215187,3.1979588607594955,89.72326740506331,82.79746835443036,6.481645569620253,23.799050632911392,7.6454224807358475,1.1990113924050632,289,11,63,5,8,100,50,79,0.243,0.757,0.0,-0.9537,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,1,0,7,2,0,1,2,14,15,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,5,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,1,0,4,0,15,13,0,14,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,1,6,39,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26173242685935816,0.19325764778861187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32144720337083543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192734557010006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697265140821264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970237257199298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094807995355753,0.0,0.0,0.15374449038642746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563526486135831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916649059312804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831313586515651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520527053884328,0.0,0.0,0.09401425592436208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083007509223916,0.0,0.0,0.30211157515412634,0.15138940540747028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18202794258255506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17588594060623328,0.0,0.0,0.19378619527881835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15573347970773369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788369540865266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614364252813285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,psychoactiveavocado,2019/04/01,"I need help I think I need help. I would appreciate any advice you all can give me.
Recently my mental health has been in a downward spiral. Without getting too specific, I am in a rigorous nursing program. I’ve had social anxiety since high school.
However, this semester has been worse than ever. I am in constant fear every day. I spend every waking moment of my day experiencing panic and dread about the work and social interactions I will face during the week ahead. I have trouble focusing on my work because I am so anxious. I have started missing assignments and turning in work late. I am worried I might fail out of my program. On days I have clinical I literally feel like I am dying. The whole day before is spent in absolute panic. I have stopped hanging out with all of my friends. I have nearly 100 conversations on my phone I have stopped answering due to anxiety, including conversations with family members and loved ones. Even going to class is hard because I am nervous and scared around my classmates. When I have a patient I am extremely scared to talk and interact with them. It has gotten to the point where I am so anxious I do not hang out with anyone and I do not enjoy any part of my day because I am constantly in panic. The panic never ends. There is always something. 
I am thinking of going to the counseling center on campus tomorrow and asking for help. I have been too scared to take medications. In the past I was prescribed Ativan for panic attacks and it is literally the only thing that makes me feel normal, but I know benzos are only a short term solution.
I am scared and I don’t know how I will face the hectic week ahead of me. I have worked so hard to get where I am and I am scared I will lose it all. I am scared to even go to the counseling center 
I need some kind of encouragement or advice. ",3.2405405175348996,5.521001244382028,4.825699693564864,79.67912325502215,75.88202247191012,7.685938032005447,27.08001361933946,8.575989854853784,2.2566827715355804,1457,58,263,30,33,489,175,356,0.18,0.764,0.056,-0.9851,1,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,1,8,15,25,1,14,14,0,45,7,3,2,5,47,69,18,1,5,5,0,4,1,1,5,3,0,0,0,6,19,0,2,7,0,2,5,5,19,0,1,7,5,52,6,43,57,7,54,0,3,0,1,18,24,0,3,26,196,58,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434568032615642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0610770395807964,0.0,0.0,0.09983289089615208,0.0,0.11230593697976722,0.16584862238005016,0.0,0.05132496950626785,0.0,0.0,0.06534408618468643,0.06862174283719913,0.08350632252266015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13423706224609838,0.0,0.06246040690848165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15864477737245908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366937831939298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07618055476791545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650131254205524,0.0,0.0,0.09696376156092178,0.06639706739082563,0.12369011003335588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691976609259778,0.08259859750056946,0.0742293585980425,0.052439000576369764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0567108488709052,0.0,0.07669990425122583,0.07041468865739171,0.1251495694965201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315090462168052,0.0,0.0,0.07802378200528427,0.0,0.0,0.14760112075426735,0.07755412613914174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643775797380031,0.08068055783332223,0.0,0.08280159600741432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03586091786118773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821189975643035,0.0,0.0,0.06624892516557553,0.0,0.048996962892194205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394563471863516,0.07397279397529799,0.07786880905103415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328181802966646,0.056612792125654336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191919420585445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049739661231936905,0.1116523285991042,0.0,0.43061206155125,0.0,0.07948811813889965,0.07007131249416279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938940574315036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247644498812944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4409342633042186,0.0742875886401895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06071958431425852,0.0,0.0,0.14964989456275873,0.0,0.05650908915231154,0.0,0.0,0.051954904995700414,0.0,0.0,0.12273611501382793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055189797440990215,0.05899841898209219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04876558249876522,0.09406714663366644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984120721721705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775865460796127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195164482661141,0.0,0.07075771434415061,0.0,0.2137525548019864,0.07454414283362515,0.07480376068025693,0.05214326853626458,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ginely,2019/04/01,"Work is so hard I haven’t been diagnosed for anxiety but all my life I’ve shown signs and they haven’t been so bad until I finally started working for the first time. I work in a department store that gets pretty busy during the holidays but is generally pretty okay. It’s been 6 months since I started but every time I’m schedule it still feels like the first day or worse. I’m so nervous and anxious that it physically hurts in my chest and I barely ever get my period anymore. It’s not even a hard job but people in general make me very nervous. Every time I have to make a call I freak out and everything goes in slow motion while I’m doing it and I know my coworkers think I’m weird. I do have a few friends who talk to me when we pass each other or are scheduled in the same area (although rare) but it still doesn’t really help. My friends and family say I’ll get used to it eventually but I have no signs of feeling better but I decided to vent to see if it makes me feel better since I have work tomorrow and I can’t stop thinking about it. I can barely relax at home since they always call me since people always seem to call out but I’ve never called out or not shown up. I just wanna do a good job and be a good employee but I feel like my anxious mind stops me from being the best I can. Again, I haven’t been diagnosed since I’m scared to see a doctor but these annoying feelings are really strong. Thanks for whoever read this whole thing, it’s just me rambling but I hope I didn’t sound too annoying lol have a good night",2.349049919484699,3.9594505279503096,3.97601794340925,87.79788704853925,76.32919254658384,7.5032896250287555,22.795491143317232,8.285830014693849,1.1901638831377968,1218,35,262,22,27,407,164,322,0.15,0.635,0.215,0.9836,3,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,2,10,13,24,2,3,13,2,26,5,1,4,3,59,53,30,0,3,19,0,7,2,2,0,4,2,1,0,17,13,0,2,10,3,1,3,10,9,0,2,5,11,35,15,25,46,6,40,0,1,2,0,13,11,0,6,28,165,52,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928057459738996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06402584154618372,0.18910126931349985,0.08300216698548606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988116941574811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783190984145292,0.14804145476186922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418445838134721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05397584158163077,0.0,0.0,0.16989572274123144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566457033197603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0552792363465163,0.07570620450212097,0.14103196320337733,0.0,0.07521895928752942,0.0,0.07889945256609864,0.0,0.21159153645320355,0.1195823206514098,0.0,0.09168291608184377,0.0,0.14238050449112874,0.0,0.0,0.12932387802124096,0.0,0.13118031107512587,0.0,0.0,0.21059619743467425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499471458304799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05609846474488933,0.0,0.08395211660901958,0.08312723496003356,0.0,0.0,0.0895963827780724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661071783342168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04599614900701672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05911569563389449,0.0817775268673378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16759960515418007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450729353270091,0.0,0.06680391990898646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06455013431350821,0.0,0.0,0.07854134645589365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604605421925213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17029420030290074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371685881217689,0.0,0.10723330803945563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655699500802874,0.08379250475328896,0.0,0.1333868988409352,0.07619206542230297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.346163576797836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847838517748285,0.0,0.1336766083890641,0.13994421422769945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067270235693832,0.0,0.07705438386895412,0.0,0.0,0.0556027141919628,0.10725574064982507,0.0,0.0,0.14640830065413918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228492546498377,0.0,0.06905648839227302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344159653933594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24372152660655005,0.0,0.08529155015617068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,20365x02,2019/04/01,"Facebook messenger gave me a panic attack. I decided to go through my Facebook messages and delete them one by one. I hated the way I used to talk to other people and how I let other people talk to me the way they did. I'm on the brink of having a full blown panic attack but I still kept on going through the messages.

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I hate it and i hate myself. I cant believe it took me a year to recover but one tap on my phone and I'm back. ",0.9029356725146194,2.6874404631578983,3.3077192982456154,90.14847953216378,81.21052631578948,5.485380116959064,22.13450292397661,6.42735559955562,0.4555730994152048,344,11,74,3,9,119,54,95,0.222,0.778,0.0,-0.9643,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,3,7,5,2,7,0,4,0,0,2,0,10,15,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,7,0,3,4,0,16,0,12,10,1,13,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,3,56,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672404650964467,0.18755472896430736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511956548752217,0.0,0.11868725806031186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17390199060717842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17544374161910792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4571723093230272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15783550751478811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31377898772062873,0.0,0.0,0.36219792797754496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21401666020696045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326580799192305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24812478582560066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17149089242735402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13331067941436633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24503506779502499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18755472896430736,0.09939770914259713
anxiety,BombBum,2019/04/01,"Need advice for pushing through my anxiety I normally have bad anxiety when it comes to school, but I'm able to push through it somehow or just like, be calmed down by someone. But with my speech class it's been awful, my mental state because of that class has been the lowest its been in a while. While my teacher is very kind to me and is working with me, there's one assignment I can't get through. It's a ""reader's theater"" and I'm doing it by myself. This means acting a little by myself, being stared at. I broke down on friday in front of her trying to do it, and the entire week before it I couldn't sleep well and would constantly find myself panicking and crying anytime I was left alone with my thoughts. I was picking at my skin and my fingers and pulling hair again, and I couldn't focus on my other classes so my grades took a bad hit, which causes me even more stress.

 So, after having an awful panic attack in front of my teacher, she offered to let me just record myself doing it this weekend in my home and send it to her. I still couldn't do that. I feel awful but every time I end up bursting into tears, my breathing has been awful and my chest hurts. While my parents and boyfriend tell me to just push through it, when I've been trying and trying. I could've not shown up on friday to do it, i could've not tried practicing all week, i could've just given up and not tried to record myself. I don't know what to do, I dont know. 

My mom's calling the school counselor to talk to me tomorrow, but I don't know what can really be done to help me do the assignment. I don't know how much more my teacher will continue to be supportive before she gets annoyed. I'm ashamed I couldn't just push through it and do it, I still have time but I don't know how to get myself to calm down and stay calm enough to do it. I need help,, I'm terrified to go to class tomorrow and I'd rather die,,,",4.90149271711751,4.582647516372798,5.527633336983904,86.17567079180813,68.7984886649874,8.314927171175118,28.09210382214434,7.586124646067393,1.4294808673748771,1492,43,324,14,23,484,174,397,0.185,0.758,0.057,-0.9951,2,1,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,0,1,23,16,2,3,9,4,42,6,6,4,1,59,65,31,1,9,15,2,4,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,23,21,0,0,9,1,0,12,13,9,1,1,11,6,54,7,51,42,5,51,0,2,1,0,13,18,0,2,20,232,77,10,0.10303065382019463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068036248111784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670868493830024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15763633633029625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721224270859144,0.0,0.0,0.1720525846931548,0.06280653027283598,0.0,0.1753429956695239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520581706809796,0.0,0.0,0.10584086257312096,0.0,0.08875178530853894,0.0,0.11133953446929233,0.0,0.24678478018446506,0.0,0.11317433527469466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692955222293507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054361303370174,0.12075115894499827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125457816646207,0.10645820722607326,0.0,0.06805077514299991,0.0,0.08680776951917582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052095394296257314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941681510339848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614877925629077,0.0,0.05855469490836564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811855092540742,0.0,0.10334814638768676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029644584518568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729057116955942,0.28311476427601473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194310683926594,0.10535582407151424,0.0,0.05033557317720208,0.1032637822517803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122305864813552,0.0,0.0,0.10383066598235646,0.0,0.0,0.1206682565216126,0.0,0.0,0.07573938541681123,0.15279184862200018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094816526467723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981623748284277,0.0,0.0,0.12088427306350545,0.11440334821149685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06600407508788712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085450444202488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310506132619657,0.0,0.08729753863474192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981696830762984,0.16456082646185718,0.0,0.11802126584679044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691796498667005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281213680887002,0.09005333269874255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179483049752387,0.12015600558625099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144708473836312,0.3497552541708653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501107964462516,0.0,0.0,0.16528995156265025,0.0,0.09263693126845103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750075430702663,0.0,0.0,0.07319002037999467,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Morphumax101,2019/04/01,"How to counter physical responses of anxiety Tomorrow morning I will be telling my boss I am putting in my two week notice. Just thinking about it makes my heart race and my stomach upset. I just know that when I start talking to him my heart will race, my face will feel flushed, my voice will like choke out mid sentence. I hate it but can't control it. I like my boss and it's not like an intimidation issue. It's not even a confrontation but my idiot brain doesn't seem to care. Any thoughts or suggestions or any words of advice or comfort would be amazing",4.474797297297297,5.745098315315317,4.704132882882885,86.0491722972973,70.35135135135134,8.072522522522524,31.893018018018022,8.472884824447931,2.3212963963963955,447,20,91,7,8,140,73,111,0.125,0.688,0.18600000000000005,0.8248,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,6,10,3,1,2,0,10,5,5,5,0,24,19,9,0,1,9,0,1,3,0,5,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,1,5,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,1,2,16,6,8,11,0,8,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,4,7,57,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19021410786494844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647434467470545,0.0,0.1489101466424982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21729877904343545,0.0,0.0,0.19846321838009856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183215544035425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285674501397586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842315527810848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19218100244329572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4613329989744725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20316870734809575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697701315935787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852950439337557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299333788671945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216154189678002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19568151926544333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17720613054099285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13777744489324056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15645589999185291,0.17013659781736734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472673285281632,0.0,0.15453391632324642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19014914541208205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15614008482253222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382769597577586,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LordOfThePayso,2019/04/01,"Use up what's left and throw the rest away I recently returned from 6 years working overseas.

Unfortunately in the last few years my drinking and stimulant became worse and was detrimental to my mental and physical health.

I'm doing fine now as far as that is concerned. Attended therapy, clean and sober since November last year.

When I came back I heard a few of my ""friends"" use the following phrase,

""we'll just use up what's left of him and then throw the rest away""

I've never heard this before. I've always been a people pleasing personality type and I'm struggling hard to determine how to interpret it.

Maybe I just don't want to face facts that it means exactly what it says... That by hanging around with these people I put myself in a weak position and they aren't real friends at all.

Any thoughts? ",4.634615384615382,6.347247846153843,5.062051282051282,81.92461538461541,70.53846153846153,8.78974358974359,29.025641025641022,9.2995712137729,2.5144333333333337,648,25,124,14,12,206,104,156,0.108,0.841,0.052000000000000005,-0.7562,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,1,1,7,5,0,1,7,0,7,4,1,5,4,27,19,13,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,1,2,3,1,1,11,11,1,0,3,1,0,7,3,2,0,0,6,4,12,3,19,12,5,30,0,0,0,0,9,11,0,0,12,76,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195439023646154,0.0,0.0,0.09769967113647793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12789563987680938,0.0,0.0,0.2699630246939456,0.11047239441666863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225151769584702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431876700021533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074067184882474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219962272883152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869897336959685,0.0,0.0,0.15271315443865066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342183998001531,0.0,0.0,0.3121930169935432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14433456167927924,0.15649737791750756,0.0,0.0,0.14478430063596615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080619068815127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992036321717631,0.12544600390825336,0.0,0.1577051357466265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444267672316454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16352648142851794,0.0,0.0,0.1418555503485716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425115003899593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884426797211682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019376291338846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16429772727382014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405693315338805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722509946788281,0.0,0.0,0.08473954633033491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459255522540904,0.0,0.14641072201014646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775538783514833
anxiety,an_artistic_girl,2019/04/01,"Paralyzing anxiety My anxiety was getting better a month ago, because I had the motivation. Now that motivation to live and to work hard is gone so now it's paralyzing again. Working it out with a therapist currently but it's still difficult. Any advice? ",3.4959420289855068,6.671492217391311,6.126086956521743,64.79681159420292,83.34782608695653,10.892753623188407,33.7536231884058,10.125756701596842,5.301431884057973,206,12,32,9,6,73,37,46,0.154,0.731,0.115,-0.2023,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,6,5,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,2,1,4,2,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,23,6,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27867480172953496,0.25279505034570043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939323227901972,0.0,0.4363241618290196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17384320973601125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522187217887941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899488991757992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554654540383688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25181935113986026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22762812371748398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277452849621351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33111620534323144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4152291803130175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kiki310,2019/04/01,"Fear approaching someone Hey guys I know how difficult it is to get a conversation going to someone you would really like to meet and talk to.

If you knew a similar interest of the person beforehand would that help going up and talking to them? If you got rewarded with a gift for talking to more people would that also help?

More info the blog here: [https://medium.com/@peepx/how-to-use-social-media-to-make-your-social-life-better-2f2deff1405f](https://medium.com/@peepx/how-to-use-social-media-to-make-your-social-life-better-2f2deff1405f)

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anxiety,icefarm45,2019/04/01,I want to sing but im scared. I dont want my family to here or judge me. I dont sing but I recently found out that I have a lot of fun when I do. ,-4.243684210526315,-2.982711684210525,0.4161052631578954,105.61573684210528,100.05263157894736,5.145263157894737,10.23157894736842,6.742157984588678,-1.3424378947368418,108,1,36,2,5,42,25,38,0.11,0.688,0.202,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,7,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,8,1,4,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6540516395750189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630484619673661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059464252845531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014046484877357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372247646648578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27551245414760345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27936175452270023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291630156938755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yourname13,2019/04/01,"Tips for overcoming self-medication? I have no idea if this is a common question, just notice I overuse medication and alcohol to numb the anxious feelings and wondered if others have tips to overcoming this.",6.811666666666667,9.499552388888894,7.1177777777777775,65.405,66.77777777777777,10.355555555555558,39.77777777777778,10.504223727775694,5.241677777777777,170,10,24,5,3,55,27,36,0.185,0.815,0.0,-0.6808,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,9,5,4,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220406877808797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.340428290747658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15236649728039142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3401760446385937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33472067381236104,0.30356822594317445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430774499764551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375696298112682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31436321401116235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267902449223557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bzffr8,2019/04/01,"Son needs help My son is 35 and is an air traffic controller. He is having some anxiety and of course high stress. He can not seek medical treatment because prescription anti anxiety meds would cause him to lose his medical certification to be a controller. Even seeing a therapist would disqualify him. My question is, is there any supplements or over the counter stuff he could take to help him manage his bad days. Thanks from a concerned dad.",6.431666666666668,8.439479500000004,6.130000000000003,74.8616666666667,66.5,9.833333333333336,34.583333333333336,10.125756701596842,3.8348333333333335,360,17,60,9,6,112,59,80,0.162,0.747,0.091,-0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,2,4,0,1,5,0,11,2,0,3,0,13,15,3,0,4,2,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,7,1,6,11,1,4,0,1,1,0,14,3,0,3,1,37,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263538647265998,0.0,0.27591471830690617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057391444355478,0.10993179942823368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852558392440264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4045266997701529,0.14398447018872568,0.0,0.0,0.1163024863533522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911092893459245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417522632072087,0.1905360076473485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017510444232552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20031382227732816,0.3633412359507459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371764674801168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20201878199535545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14370529043722546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065754957163592,0.0,0.2064427912163046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13559102772179718,0.0,0.0,0.1660301380355845,0.0,0.209385228957204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562125500520378,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Throwawayplz700,2019/04/01,Anyone want to just talk? Today has been rough. I feel like I'm about to go crazy and I just want to talk to someone about it. ,-1.6132142857142853,0.3419255357142852,0.20428571428571551,106.06571428571432,97.21428571428572,2.8000000000000003,10.571428571428571,3.1291,-2.1610285714285715,97,1,25,0,4,31,19,28,0.084,0.737,0.179,0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,7,1,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,6,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25688825165439705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857638721962586,0.2624641243074184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087967085840832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17948863059640874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112891077812075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5905897596620058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482436046144143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4333933298696835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,morrissigh,2019/04/01,"How to tell parents about anxiety disorder/make them understand? Hi everyone! So...I’m trying to write this as coherently as I can, and I hope it all makes sense lol. They’re all undiagnosed, but I know I have generalized/social anxiety and OCD. My mind constantly runs amok, and I fear the worst will happen, to the point of exhaustion, especially about things like social interactions, even just run of the mill stuff. My body is always so tense, my heart rate is always so fast, I’m tired so often, and I’m taking nexium everyday for heartburn. Also, I think my hair is falling out more often than usual, which is an indication of severe anxiety, I think. Overall, I just feel very stuck, like everything seems so hard. 

I’m a college senior set to graduate in a few months, and I just...haven’t been looking for jobs or internships or anything because the prospect of interviews really scares me, like I can foresee me messing up horribly. Over winter break, my parents started nudging me along in regards to potential jobs/internships, like suggesting I apply for this and that, and I would kind of start to avoid them because all that just scares me. They then told me they didn’t understand why I was so resistant to talking about after college stuff, so I kind of broke down and told them that I’m afraid of interviews and working with people! I told them I get so anxious about things, and sometimes I feel very sad about how anxious I get. And they seemed to understand. My mom said “Well, maybe you need to talk to someone”, like therapy. The concept of therapy kinda scares me, but I know it would make me feel better. My dad was really sympathetic and said that it’s okay that I don’t know what to do in regards to after college stuff, and that I’ll figure it out. All in all, at the end of winter break, I felt better because I told them about how I was feeling. I guess I had this idea that after graduation, I could go to therapy and figure things out from there. We didn’t really talk about me having anxiety though after that; I think we just didn’t want to address it? Idk

But then I came home for spring break and my mom starts asking me about jobs and stuff. I was taken off guard and said “oh I thought we said I could talk to someone first...” and she said something like “is it really that bad? I get anxious too. Everyone gets stressed out sometimes.” My mom has always been saying stuff like that when I try to bring up anxiety—that everyone gets nervous, it’ll pass. She attributes my bad anxiety and heartburn to me working on my senior thesis, and that when I’m done with it, I’ll feel better. Sure, thesis writing has exacerbated my anxiety, but it’s by no means the only cause. I just don’t know how to make them understand that I have a disorder. I’m also kind of ashamed that I have bad anxiety, that it ruins relationships for me, and that I’m really lonely sometimes because of it. Overall, it’s really frustrating, and I just feel so stuck. 

My parents are the best parents in the world, and I’m grateful that they want to help me in regards to after school plans. I also realize that their alarm towards me not actively looking for jobs is more that justifiable. I just wish I could make them understand easier. Sorry this is so long, but this is really the first time I’ve went in depth with how I’ve been feeling. Any advice is much appreciated. ",4.508663594470047,6.0606182688172066,5.37913978494624,80.16013824884796,70.61290322580646,8.878033794162826,28.80030721966206,9.344382777155033,2.555987403993856,2667,101,503,58,49,871,258,651,0.19,0.6920000000000001,0.118,-0.9948,9,3,1,0,0,0,86.0,3,1,12,9,41,39,1,10,14,2,40,7,3,11,6,114,111,54,0,10,15,8,10,7,0,4,4,6,2,0,45,35,0,2,28,0,0,8,7,21,1,2,28,18,84,18,78,76,11,61,0,4,2,0,52,22,0,9,34,340,129,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04765498646832424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699793334786568,0.1217352720222501,0.0,0.0,0.033163537431371744,0.0,0.26114875347721084,0.16528000782718674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04013145503421858,0.0,0.045590981424241915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215634797098915,0.11891273636746105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051178428710969184,0.1293925360237816,0.0,0.0541696416849171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05577696953018572,0.0,0.05009760343943732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052700287104337176,0.0,0.1168105186598299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055891721237801034,0.0,0.0,0.04990603172913058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043193484613357175,0.0,0.0,0.03221043993764761,0.0,0.0,0.13979816138283674,0.043829038359282896,0.0,0.0,0.054876937959021384,0.17260801156740288,0.0,0.0468243985209278,0.0,0.0,0.0829631339234752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273948957495429,0.0,0.027715664949441856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05372284284727491,0.0,0.043124893839228906,0.0,0.04368605514300615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05778966153007192,0.03268779289809011,0.0,0.04891772731306243,0.04843708028234407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05505251360181889,0.0,0.0,0.14518250371824085,0.0,0.0,0.15235137988968922,0.10720525773304897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16677718471259456,0.0,0.0,0.043157657488185376,0.08190474904488047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021060280336486,0.0,0.04899345702202913,0.053122048315073715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04924122116241501,0.17134753957919646,0.038925712293480984,0.0,0.03584968605803592,0.036160445290000016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03708984229103325,0.0,0.0,0.2166019222257904,0.0,0.0,0.0338092085426012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04610100206548872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186917348485113,0.0,0.0,0.05235798920871101,0.0,0.0,0.2319450567934543,0.038781832598009935,0.14647417113338745,0.049355261666578235,0.0,0.08879210746061872,0.0,0.05509333594239557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04971227253246027,0.0826410020749947,0.037543564580631385,0.14469676127041195,0.054591166183479416,0.10355355360953597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0558629477318192,0.0,0.2791353063279616,0.0,0.0,0.045962743272202886,0.0,0.03666705224770065,0.15678971198697658,0.042624899686777816,0.0,0.16730948318310995,0.0,0.09719677789814146,0.09374463597452046,0.04791377075387861,0.038715906900607513,0.028436691521519782,0.05605100831316306,0.0,0.18639754851044896,0.0,0.06621979299235768,0.0,0.0,0.2538431699292792,0.0,0.0,0.05371045494323395,0.08047650505592949,0.057528609542970316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04384779312741408,0.04520791353637415,0.04400503717134839,0.0,0.056080159272051115,0.0,0.0,0.07100656695999018,0.0,0.0,0.06928599271738131,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,snipegroove,2019/04/01,"Reminding myself how far I’ve come I am currently on the tail end of my sophomore year of college, my anxiety is still present in my daily life, some days worse than others, but I can manage now. Last year in group therapy, around this time, I gave myself goals that I wanted to achieve. Two of the goals were to get my license, (my anxiety kept me from driving, I felt like I was going to die every time I got behind the wheel) and try to repair my relationship with my parents after I came out to them. One year later and I am comfortably licensed to drive and things are slowly getting better with my parents. I know these seem kinda lame, but I never, ever thought I would be able to do these things. The more coping skills I learn, I feel less and less terrified of the world. Can’t wait to see what next year will bring.",7.372804878048779,5.916790548780494,7.298902439024392,79.24579268292685,64.2439024390244,10.151219512195123,32.08536585365854,8.841846274778883,2.4070512195121947,646,19,130,8,8,207,111,164,0.111,0.825,0.064,-0.7861,3,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,5,5,4,0,0,5,0,12,1,0,1,2,27,29,7,1,2,2,2,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,10,0,2,6,0,0,6,2,1,0,2,8,3,26,3,23,18,4,31,0,1,1,0,6,7,0,3,19,91,34,6,0.15601506197661902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387021907602204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888648227314432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379826438887884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784396680145033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13439316137517576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061680817087072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619190027300733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381830371875234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112455558871664,0.1314494185897489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888590306348145,0.0,0.1497989259264322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16302286119713472,0.0,0.08866695508982672,0.0,0.12477949730984925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574179791599205,0.1271730985638809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019805218761786,0.07622107865659848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032843381985428,0.0,0.1659237883644226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571984369689688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464725263744946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16750178955587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432380505719785,0.1420302529075763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245938300273993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17841682021773847,0.0,0.20729894944468766,0.0,0.0,0.12385853215790188,0.18194727455692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592398598449002,0.0,0.15240404567600466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09202172576468257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15899267689380867,0.11082862373738264,0.0,0.0,0.40187433903283537
anxiety,yeahthatsfine132,2019/04/01,"Getting sudden and constant rushes of anxiety right when I lay down to go to sleep Lately, I have to distract myself before going to sleep so I can relax. I either have to watch tv or read before bed and continue to do so until I pass out. If I decide to turn off the tv or stop reading before I pass out, I will lay in bed and get a wave of anxiety. For me, this includes an increased heart rate and the feeling of taking two shots of espresso before bed. Nothing tends to trigger the anxiety. There are no thoughts in my mind except how hard my heart is beating and then I begin to get annoyed with myself which only makes me more anxious.

This evening, I’m spending the night away from home at my brothers. He went to bed way earlier than I usually do so I am sat here full of anxiety. I even started crying because of how frustrated I am with this situation.

Does anybody have any suggestions or advice for me? ",4.202967032967031,5.34676786813187,5.495274725274726,80.59972527472529,70.86813186813188,7.7978021978021985,30.48351648351648,8.139509932561175,2.259316483516483,720,30,134,10,13,241,113,182,0.156,0.8079999999999999,0.036000000000000004,-0.9546,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,10,4,2,1,6,0,11,5,4,4,0,24,27,17,0,1,6,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,4,9,1,1,3,5,1,7,1,3,0,1,3,3,21,1,32,23,4,30,0,0,1,0,3,10,0,4,12,99,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256570783872535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852945880577243,0.0,0.3838049182043752,0.14169668732284196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784269442382,0.0,0.0,0.07645906957504436,0.0,0.4269161899934221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13554191220976486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13777555195752972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976191897473388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16568655930177015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06341960556862092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19659112378045024,0.0,0.14256598708751012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123578594412813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972629433396917,0.0,0.0,0.12581339998852967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414869980940666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372342478425393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664540636531724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177046420796422,0.0,0.12035048625753313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539280379501988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509216698507414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711388098249393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098508249345598,0.2510349488574897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877780017000937,0.0,0.0,0.10486249848058267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094305413686061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957494242591514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642844193919693,0.1225238488561931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814000205063798,0.0,0.0,0.09955802922595676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627198606342265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Fee519,2019/04/02,Is it just me? Or are y’all hypochondriacs too?,-1.5030000000000001,0.037188700000003294,0.5200000000000031,100.24000000000002,112.0,6.0,15.0,7.1686216300943375,0.2499999999999996,37,1,9,1,2,12,10,10,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DetergentScared,2019/04/02,"I Need Someone to Tell me Whether I've Been Harmed so I Can Stop Ruminating. PLEASE be Honest.  After realizing that I stupidly left my keys in the washer, I stopped it in the middle of a cycle to retrieve them. For about 5 minutes, I inhaled laundry pod-saturated air, and I felt slightly lightheaded and lethargic after emerging from the laundry. For the past couple of weeks, I've had minor headaches and felt less mentally able generally. I'm having trouble concentrating, word-finding, reasoning, writing, and memorizing, though I'm unsure whether the detergent inhalation has anything to do with it. Is there a way to definitively determine whether the detergent inhalation impaired my cognition? I understand that my symptoms may stem from anxiety or paranoia, but then again, inhaling concentrated cleaning chemicals for 5 minutes could very well have neurological consequences. I appreciate HONEST responses, even if they're blunt. 

Age: 19

Sex: M

Height: 5' 9""

Weight: 110 lbs

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anxiety,Talk_Broadway_To_Me,2019/04/02,"Trust Issues I can't trust my own family. I can't trust men I date. I can't trust co-workers. I can't trust teammates. I can't even trust friends. 
Well guess what! Me, myself and I from now on. I've always been better off alone anyways.",-1.6960784313725517,0.0762001764705893,0.5023529411764721,101.55392156862746,106.05882352941177,3.050980392156863,13.509803921568627,5.033348758259628,-1.2879254901960775,183,4,43,1,9,60,31,51,0.342,0.503,0.155,-0.8425,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,9,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,0,10,9,3,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,26,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636728969599174,0.0,0.0,0.2921748058012257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105528780349434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23192322678264024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310214981228959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27128821844353274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3868179102550509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664966687774178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157150814795805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255632524175347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lanoona,2019/04/02,"It’s 4am and I’m freaked out. I didn’t think I’d ever need to post here, it’s been a while since my health anxiety has crept back. ( I am so glad this community exists though, I feel like I just need to type this out to stop myself going to A&E again ) 

I just woke up to what felt like minutes of heart palpitations ( it was probably more like seconds ). I woke up panicked, my heart was fluttering, it felt out of time. I forced myself to stand up to try and fix it. My favourite place to monitor my heartbeat is that bit in the middle of your neck, between the collarbones ( I have a feeling this isn’t at all a good place to measure ). 

I had no other symptoms at this point, just the feeling of heart palps. It took everything in me not to wake my mum and beg her to take me to hospital ( Again ). I have been tested in the past and got the all clear. But my brother died of sudden adult death syndrome and I have had a blood clot in the past where I’ve had to have brain surgery. They say I’m fixed, but I can still hear my heartbeat in my ear at night. 

So now I’m lying here, heart is beating ok. I have a lot of acid reflux going on and I’m stressed as hell. But I’m telling myself I’m ok. I had no other symptoms other than the heart palps. No fainting, no pain. My heart is probably ok. I’m probably not going to die painfully. 

Sorry for the long post. I’m in shock. Waking up like that has never happened to me before. I hope you’re all having a more restful night than me. ",1.2193103448275868,3.008549923076924,2.826374889478341,93.96115384615385,80.21794871794873,5.7137046861184775,21.97656940760389,6.647476241863616,0.32554009725906274,1144,35,261,11,29,376,153,312,0.165,0.7240000000000001,0.111,-0.9655,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,1,1,1,15,16,1,1,14,3,23,18,12,0,6,34,50,14,3,3,8,2,5,4,0,0,6,3,0,1,16,9,0,1,6,0,0,4,9,6,0,1,15,9,34,10,43,35,8,45,1,0,0,0,9,22,1,2,20,170,50,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488179327058924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06699062310798234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733573645969758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451541193465379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560349240903902,0.0,0.0,0.09775680796065392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181767161019594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921185712302001,0.0,0.0,0.07870204952434401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328336983542891,0.0625598506765272,0.16816139569994318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14930372993153576,0.07344935601845498,0.07003753295489773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743764539949632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09308255492702996,0.0986974785879242,0.6226234899043601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697652592663548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17112863646223375,0.0,0.0,0.07749647777226328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744486744235777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298637279105695,0.0675391937839139,0.0,0.0,0.1643565664037368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18636078751100912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16719048029753925,0.0,0.0,0.18298351201170995,0.0,0.08278172379548739,0.0,0.16773523810356356,0.0,0.28324502177609584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06963898419931785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07243860649687052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802717160582908,0.0,0.0,0.06993331969315532,0.07321223653661878,0.10031085881751498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18203701121376975,0.06584155778765895,0.0,0.0765398259167708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05611116327816706,0.08603683995661175,0.0,0.051062628526987376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729322023648676,0.05945411561228709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sew7an37,2019/04/02,"How do I explain it? Hey all, i’m new to this sub but honestly it’s what i’ve needed for a long time. Anyways, my S/O knows about my anxiety but has no clue how to help me with it or anything of the sorts, because I don’t even know how to explain it to her. Does anyone have like any metaphors or analogies that you use to explain anxiety to people you care about? Thanks for any help! I just need her to understand this but I have no clue how to explain it. Once again, thanks!",1.3219607843137275,2.917424921568628,2.828039215686278,94.97284313725493,79.19607843137254,6.101960784313726,24.07843137254902,6.937597516519254,0.6426784313725493,370,13,87,4,9,121,63,102,0.08199999999999999,0.6859999999999999,0.231,0.9665,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,0,10,5,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,5,1,23,19,9,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,7,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,11,5,14,19,1,4,0,0,0,0,11,0,0,3,5,57,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879846405213648,0.0,0.32396522427840363,0.0,0.0,0.14805544305441187,0.0,0.1742462286410969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907640547642646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158858294857555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185297493655058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985407898168795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838533828507789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23273653839055602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344680441802563,0.0,0.0,0.18738565665980528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140091089342635,0.0,0.20450245219531046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254991014455792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467957510353281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3898885223356795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346889113365432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22043165386734026,0.0,0.1828777375250836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,katarina_bit,2019/04/02,"My boss is a narcissist and wants to make my spring break miserable, EXTREME Anxiett as a result 
So I am a teacher, in two weeks we have spring break. My narcissistic boss scheduled a  meeting with me that Friday before break at 3 PM. We get out at 3:05. I do not know what to expect. I am having such severe anxiety my left arm goes numb at times. 

I have been so sad and worried. 

My boss had said cruel mean things to me before.  I am not a tenure teacher yet, so I feel like J ha e to suck it up.

I dont know how to deal with a narcissist.

Please help me!",0.1123598435462867,2.166839101694915,2.5500000000000007,92.94734680573666,85.94915254237291,5.664667535853977,19.246414602346803,7.010146845296331,0.25749204693611505,426,12,97,6,13,146,76,118,0.19,0.725,0.085,-0.917,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,0,0,6,7,2,1,6,1,11,2,1,6,0,21,20,7,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,3,2,17,2,14,17,0,16,0,2,0,0,6,7,1,0,7,63,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17638667076593842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3923989603953967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377092327918193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702282406869597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658394728106422,0.164720423135339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046416354085802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15454730765692207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25343228282441177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505167576237181,0.0,0.0,0.11264565493603865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15390835773452222,0.0,0.0,0.2511601064627176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530984174362253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21932642661753213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604803195578573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531815499027189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444817540978993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22523498542209736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599712507099027,0.0,0.1849506588767109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341566890073237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bradmurph00,2019/04/02,"Getting stuck with “what ifs” I have health anxiety and am constantly worried I have things like rabies (most recently because my roommates and I found mice droppings in my dorm room) and have a loop of “what ifs” that no matter who tells me it’s impossible, I still convince myself that I am so unlucky that I have it. Are there any tips for relieving stuff like this? It makes me feel horrible and can’t convince myself that they’re not true.",4.201781512605038,6.181271800000001,4.416302521008404,85.02764705882355,72.17647058823529,7.680672268907562,28.61344537815126,8.418075326091056,2.0798739495798317,353,14,67,6,7,110,61,85,0.156,0.7040000000000001,0.141,-0.3252,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,1,1,14,13,7,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,13,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,12,6,4,11,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,5,50,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962447040332098,0.0,0.22076336932577206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17591605541555042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118531087540877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591502237274506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164137330224005,0.0,0.0,0.15077145291539887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067476834484588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28197180904431896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926297915444904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849385281423896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304608401493987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303557450040356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522321643397428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19172012787713666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293067607608625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sibhhehe,2019/04/02,"What helps you with overthinking? So I haven't been on this forum is a while because I've been doing so much better recently. So much better to the point where the anxious feeling I'm having right now is so strange. 

Ever since I had a really bad panic attack several months ago I've become much more reserved than I used to be. For example, I have this fear of travelling too far nowadays incase I have a panic attack and can't get home so feel a sense of being trapped. As well as this, my mum and dad are away on holiday currently so I'm home alone. Usually being home myself would be great and I'd look forward to it. But now since the bad anxiety I hate being alone. The weird thing is though theyve been gone for two days. Yesterday the first night (I was fine) tonight though I'm WIDE AWAKE worrying about not sleeping for work tomorrow and just can't seem to turn off. 

Also I've got the hospital in two days because I've been having a pain in my eye/head so of course I'm thinking the worst about that. 

How do you guys stop yourselves from overthinking? Currently watching parks and rec after turning it off before going to bed (then having a panic attack so put it back on) I'm in one of those horrible ruts where I'll jump to conclusions and think too far in the future like what I mentioned about having work tomorrow. I know that since I can deal with it better these days I'll bounce back faster but I feel like I'm back to square one again :(  ",3.1726468926553686,4.833138494915257,4.123750000000001,87.39014477401129,74.22033898305084,7.492937853107344,23.817090395480232,8.212053250817874,1.3052853107344629,1156,34,236,19,24,373,160,295,0.16399999999999998,0.768,0.068,-0.9701,2,3,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,0,7,28,21,4,4,14,0,28,2,1,2,1,25,50,24,0,1,4,2,3,2,0,1,1,0,4,1,14,8,0,1,8,2,0,6,4,13,1,5,8,6,16,8,34,36,5,51,0,0,3,0,8,18,0,1,31,152,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003171555411519,0.0,0.0,0.1870149191850604,0.0,0.07220044031500474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906735547459214,0.10199572760750823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081347798961463,0.08482521072353398,0.20826950237687344,0.15076748551711486,0.11007312282088336,0.09971207934525396,0.0768254153440342,0.0,0.0,0.2395477716674361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746779994232331,0.09307930134137772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166745194920165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159510438530717,0.13695158870894628,0.06449922757321318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679590520686176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04716989764077188,0.0,0.051310732310709234,0.0,0.07220872057514849,0.09953892247050183,0.0,0.08939579785760024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913720059037533,0.09265789054283337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060515762269509624,0.0,0.2716879875681312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049617971387980735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821684153741655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581619746240857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720641848982486,0.0,0.1991083722619352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472583825718794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235815686612855,0.0,0.09606901802361416,0.31778803999113864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534798571684211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076080680628013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05783852914869635,0.0,0.08914500024040017,0.0,0.0,0.0771024251454913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219157046252439,0.0,0.10199572760750823,0.0,0.22405268466926534,0.0,0.09034965018376176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548184106026101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05998097539535345,0.11570125729325427,0.1774080231979759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964071068259042,0.17638957338341724,0.0,0.0,0.07797677503298688,0.09943556399985222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117656133021654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314563066133428,0.09168823928812084,0.0,0.06413548135483027,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,medsfourdays,2019/04/02,"Panic Attacks Are Back :( I’ve struggled with Panic Attacks since I was 18. I didn’t start having regular ones until I was 20. I never noticed the anxiety I had even when I was younger until these started happening. I’ve always been anxious in social situations ever since I was in elementary school and then I went into a career field that forced me to interact with complete strangers regularly (EMS). This is when they started coming on regularly. 

I was put on 0.25mg of Xanax as needed (never took it while working) and then the Panic Attacks started to change, the symptoms changed and I would legitimately feel like I was going crazy. I was having them pretty much every day. I started seeing a Psychologist, at the recommendation of my PCP, because I hated being on meds. I was diagnosed as having Panic Attacks with Agoraphobia. 

As of May 2016 I haven’t taken any anxiety meds like I was before (except when I needed an MRI). I thought I had learned to successfully stop them and it worked up until January this year. 

On my birthday, I had some kind of an allergic reaction to my cake and woke up to a swollen upper lip but no other symptoms (so, it could have been too much sodium that caused it too). 4 days later I ate the same cake and within 10 minutes I thought I was going to go into anaphylaxis. I was freaking out and could not stop it no matter how hard I tried. 

Since then, I’ve had a handful of times now where I’ve eaten something that is not new to me and freaked out thinking I was starting to have symptoms of anaphylaxis. I am completely rationale in my thought process. I KNOW I am not allergic to these things but I still go into a full Panic Attack most of the time. Has anyone dealt with this/is anyone currently dealing with something similar? It’s driving me insane!",5.572853892821033,6.595010203488375,6.639555106167848,74.09947927199192,67.6046511627907,8.889585439838221,32.97977755308392,9.085049710711278,3.0121548533872597,1426,62,248,25,23,478,179,344,0.185,0.782,0.033,-0.9929,1,0,2,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,3,3,13,18,6,6,13,0,36,13,2,3,3,50,64,25,0,5,6,0,3,2,0,2,9,0,0,0,15,19,2,2,8,0,0,9,9,14,0,1,28,4,41,4,44,31,6,60,0,0,1,0,6,19,0,3,34,190,56,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620842993943138,0.0,0.0,0.050739648895370984,0.0,0.11415804470986593,0.08429186807881027,0.0,0.1043428036165996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4244173886290513,0.0,0.05737307444466778,0.0,0.045483616644926894,0.0,0.06349048070129593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664848221565115,0.15786210009681206,0.06427280988124172,0.15646139370492915,0.0,0.0,0.11914540613268534,0.0,0.0,0.09623889960249528,0.07692310622781108,0.0,0.0757309980014801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04928142592097641,0.06749206312371006,0.06286498065502957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03772676078178592,0.05330380506434301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696179861809454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659803549781364,0.0,0.06683892224003503,0.07366525372505182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769834104021643,0.04100555578826005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290464555354416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16575726311275216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109698821324971,0.11064973401656693,0.11509285846206185,0.07206205583636081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494781409241305,0.0,0.0,0.050559949219710486,0.0,0.0,0.4377135554644034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759086193267231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500704327029263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551271191390987,0.05945719413391087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851628473255261,0.08386855189876309,0.0,0.07605893247389005,0.0,0.11488203205366733,0.0,0.0,0.3168703557567681,0.0,0.05958633213018506,0.12476023335959575,0.0,0.07800209261558676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326555751484984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049569806342469935,0.0478092335094904,0.0,0.17770403958273762,0.08701530990376045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289819731800825,0.050657579175765834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916733972890397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086388412053824,0.0,0.0,0.05300319592145729,0.0,0.0,0.048048562747736265
anxiety,dumbledeer,2019/04/02,"Anxiety and big, big decisions *TW: talking about relationships, religion, and internet friends*

So, fair warning, my life is stupid complicated right now so I'm going to really ramble a bit. Honestly, just getting this out there and off my chest is what I really want more than anything... so don't feel obligated to respond, my anxious brain just needs somewhere to go besides my journal right now. Alright, let's get the garbage fire started!

It's come to my attention that anxiety has been silently ruling almost my whole life- ever since I was a kid. I was raised in a.... slightly chiller version of a cult so I always assumed/was told it was like, demons or my own mortal doing or a test to prove the glory of powers above but turns out, it's probably the anxiety that runs in my family. That out of the way, I'll try and summarize my problem:

I was 13 or so, had a best internet friend, and was under the impression that this was a terrible, horrible sin, and had many, many, many terrible panic attacks until I broke down and told my parents, and cut contact with the girl. I was her only friend, and my sudden disappearance and occasional attempt to contact her when away from home wrecked her *badly* and I was a mental disaster as I'd never been so close to somebody in my life. We got in contact again when I was 15 ish but I ended up breaking down again (even worse this time, burned all my possessions too) and... same pattern. Long story short, I ruined her life for that bit, leaving her confused and heartbroken... because I'm pretty sure we were in love? At least it damn well felt like love. I felt like, so much emotion every time I thought about her and my brain made every book, song and plotline about her in some way. Which is a whole different can of worms because I'm not a guy. SO ANYWAYS. This summer, we ended up talking again because her best friend found me online, and we've started healing and talking through the whole crazy mess and are, by some miracle, best friends again- I even MET HER in real life, thank god!! I'm unbelievably happy to know that we're in each other's lives again. But.

My anxiety. Is. Killing me. Because here's the thing. In my head, after I had freaked out the second time, I sort of... made a fantasy where we *were* in love, right and would think, ahhhh if only things had worked out, it's just a shame, etc etc. But... now I've made it. But we're different people now. I know for a fact she believed we were soulmates, she told me this while we were talking, and I know all she wants in life is a girlfriend/wife (she's a classic disaster lesbian) but... I don't know. I'm so hesitant about it and I want to move on so badly! Because as much as a part of me wants that fairy tale ending and everything to be perfect, she is... a different person than the kid I knew and imagined all those years, and she feels emotions so strongly in a way that triggers *my* panic attacks and I just don't know how to rewire my brain for some damn peace about it. I feel so responsible for her. My anxiety screams ""if you don't love her romantically, she'll literally die and it will be YOUR FAULT!!"" which is irrational, obviously, but so scary to me.

 I just want her to be okay more than anything but I can't afford to pretend . How do you move on from what you thought you wanted more than anything? It felt like the plot of my whole entire life, and now that I'm not sure it is, I just feel... scared.

So... yeah. That's my situation? I'm a senior in high school and I'm honestly just trying to stay sane between the cult trauma, anxiety attacks and making sure my friend is *okay*. Any advice on dealing with tricky relationships when anxiety is trying to drag you down?

Hey, thanks for reading! I know it's a mess and I really appreciate you even for skimming over this, haha. It's complicated but I'm nothing if not an optimist so I'm really looking up despite it all. Hope you're all doing well!",2.9551299589603275,4.936879762273904,4.201314029487765,85.21446990424077,75.66666666666667,7.291959264325889,26.886228910168718,8.172558066119503,1.791075148198814,3072,120,609,53,68,1007,322,774,0.18,0.642,0.17800000000000002,0.8343,6,0,0,0,0,0,142.0,6,7,0,8,53,63,8,5,33,5,47,18,5,7,14,131,107,70,3,13,25,1,8,4,6,3,8,2,1,5,38,46,0,0,22,5,0,7,9,27,2,1,34,11,87,36,82,66,30,84,2,2,1,5,64,41,2,13,35,412,125,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04958612154824184,0.0,0.0,0.05081244997067419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042222793755387976,0.0,0.0,0.034507431853636486,0.0,0.2717313505208971,0.05732589714097577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252731364360331,0.0,0.0,0.17318473148068786,0.047675343065457454,0.0,0.08473768038810922,0.15466433410568298,0.0,0.0,0.0571707330452058,0.15975703539840194,0.0,0.1107978780209188,0.0,0.0,0.16994013416054127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043711173713325065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052314489830228135,0.0,0.0,0.05266391223631063,0.15904898711991955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141595850367738,0.13483147537269824,0.0,0.11318519853395675,0.10054713524672852,0.04590054956243955,0.08550745159498008,0.0,0.04560513357548707,0.0,0.04783661070815007,0.0,0.10263008555068598,0.0,0.1461656264256004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055637808844907696,0.23522657535504454,0.0,0.053022940543368216,0.0,0.057677587712121614,0.0,0.040584343927634346,0.0,0.0,0.05024420564497262,0.0,0.05401757430843048,0.0,0.0,0.05207763920267624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0536134674392748,0.05090003275987835,0.050399908347864425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05614034633847957,0.0,0.1673243452947461,0.0,0.0,0.053730213772997706,0.0,0.05188883481826025,0.25089225574635066,0.09916316502071662,0.0,0.044807585315659024,0.044906546167398434,0.0426118979617927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18319255307598226,0.14404464650400295,0.03387179000548635,0.15433833344854564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05113767865904949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786496935432988,0.07460486392212756,0.03762578416804956,0.03913664221848959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048689914537992096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718568671804169,0.0,0.11907351363622715,0.05634483418755103,0.054950443590882886,0.0,0.035179267658749826,0.044307410463317584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05162454935236065,0.05471025270100069,0.048554833731276566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050757396337474885,0.0577573992677716,0.1300307630736259,0.0,0.0,0.10895941051836686,0.0,0.13000443636871073,0.0,0.0,0.050803260349441236,0.051355297428757996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04197568354671717,0.057038004840703024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183325365049173,0.054085994571014935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14347590945814184,0.0,0.0,0.1631433411751725,0.0,0.09343589707184656,0.0,0.0,0.06742367168870149,0.03251449119613131,0.0,0.08056960279277345,0.0887671163113136,0.0,0.0,0.14546323766470334,0.0,0.10335485163974467,0.05519453543674509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17957956785037665,0.12083387658799764,0.0,0.0,0.09124929669566954,0.0,0.0,0.2266139564836913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036941992023665535,0.0,0.05171212915700893,0.0360468432695736,0.0,0.0,0.03267725616512788
anxiety,ARedditUserWAnxiety,2019/04/02,"I need help... I can't force myself to relax, or do anything that makes me not anxious.

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I'm on spring break right now, it's just the start.  My anxiety used to be only school related but has grown to much more this year, and is getting worse.  I don't like or want to talk to my parents about this so that's why i'm here.  I have gone to counseling before.  My panic attacks have mostly stopped by now however me just feeling anxious is killing me...  I love video games so I play them most of the day to distract myself but as I lose focus my anxiety is worse and I can't distract myself as it's not as fun anymore.  I am only two days in spring break now and i'm feeling more anxious than I was when I was in school making me not want summer break to come..  How do I deal with this, I can't deal with some of the physical symptoms either, numb hands, or feel like there not there, feeling hot, etc.  How do you guys deal with this?",1.8289915966386587,3.4723988979591884,3.1146338535414166,93.26734093637457,77.87755102040815,5.83625450180072,23.264105642256894,6.522977012572876,0.4642992797118848,728,23,162,6,17,236,106,196,0.235,0.662,0.103,-0.9841,2,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,1,1,14,13,2,3,3,0,17,4,1,5,0,35,35,16,1,3,12,1,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,8,7,0,1,4,4,0,3,8,7,0,1,3,6,26,6,22,31,8,22,0,1,0,1,11,4,0,6,14,110,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004264518352274,0.14583858671483338,0.0,0.0,0.18363139083196103,0.4067685201811728,0.11902852814997456,0.0,0.0,0.09876701236639958,0.0,0.0,0.13654115321490973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021289853500894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338741786587917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15480716257061428,0.3712089766330815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385508124087994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24274478672269356,0.08574298802574971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06270599076551167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883960651398395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044751037915705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278539451028726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727234375057105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427273875268214,0.0,0.0,0.10832358997609202,0.0,0.16022982728075275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822920532551083,0.08899401090956452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18256267604066548,0.0,0.14081872053820235,0.13326905735675074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249723236610818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429352105580707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495144354319993,0.0,0.0,0.1003428852980461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474771841648502,0.0,0.0964682903319722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724302482005675,0.0,0.0,0.1036595621296507,0.0,0.0,0.1415829275391972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830023598149027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446231959340038,0.0,0.0,0.14583858671483338,0.07728955438285487
anxiety,Throw-Away-80,2019/04/02,"Weird desire to want bad things to happen? Okay so it seems really odd and I don’t know if this is some form of general masochism (the non-sexual kind), but I almost get satisfaction out of bad things occurring. I’ll give you an example or two.

I went to the doctors after somewhat telling them about my anxiety and such. They told me that one of the reasons I could be tired and fatigued all of the time is due to having anaemia or asthma. So I took a blood test.

The results were simply that I didn’t have enough Folic acid or Vitamin D levels, so I was prescribed medication to balance these levels.
Upon not hearing that it was anything serious or even just anaemia, I got really upset.

I can’t explain why but I always feel like this. A strange desire to have bad things happen to me.

I’ve had several dreams of getting hurt and enjoyed the thought of it. I just wish something bad would happen to me at times.

Does anyone else have this?

I guess it stems into a bigger issue which is that a loathe for a diagnosis. Having anxiety and not really being diagnosed almost makes me feel like I’m just pathetic when there are people out there with bigger struggles.

As the song Basket Case goes, ‘Am I just paranoid, or am I just Stoned?’",3.6546280991735536,5.516339297520663,4.683545454545456,83.0353181818182,73.3801652892562,7.649917355371901,26.149586776859504,8.395991825355821,1.8298555371900829,978,34,185,17,20,319,149,242,0.218,0.6659999999999999,0.116,-0.9822,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,2,0,14,15,0,2,13,1,22,8,1,3,1,46,44,18,0,7,15,0,2,2,0,1,7,2,0,0,16,9,0,0,7,2,0,2,5,10,0,2,10,5,22,5,24,30,5,16,0,2,0,0,8,9,0,12,7,132,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362667017131497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816334602501484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18049870504651352,0.0,0.0,0.08248976662829623,0.12087772247321554,0.09708208249515296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3940115516507534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419218581505737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974055009340845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075080654843255,0.10323934529577873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855166436205363,0.0,0.0,0.12189809147566795,0.0,0.07792033915953336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193018237833122,0.1685604866940087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327249802503308,0.11317086576823085,0.0,0.0,0.09435413059701203,0.0,0.1299610357193926,0.0,0.312970548742247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329646318392997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262929988716232,0.0,0.0,0.12313361248090884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285117512011308,0.06483511292002575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527171955103148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874818189573027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884582124060585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994185065598383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178792346377604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267304041409666,0.12129633647714745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739858166194344,0.0,0.1332763982848938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082171156443664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333144583734135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311397940121952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235128918254388,0.0,0.0,0.0936577271966492,0.13758251375772246,0.1355931054170649,0.0,0.11272866985483095,0.13107282368596573,0.0,0.0,0.1152429007909753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958378674184587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936255332954622,0.10645267272837368,0.0,0.13566362455954722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380494122393528,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nervous_Ulysses,2019/04/02,"Propranolol/beta blocker daily? My doctor prescribed me propranolol 10mg daily for when I have a panic attack and it works great. Much better, more effective, and I believe safer than the clonazepam that I am trying to get off of. Does anyone take propranolol or a beta blocker daily for anxiety? I live overseas and my doctor is weary to prescribe it for daily use since it isn’t indicated for anxiety here. Just want to hear peoples’ experiences :)",5.347195767195768,7.847532432098769,6.404338624338624,69.75666666666667,70.35802469135803,8.579188712522045,31.32451499118166,9.23628265651192,3.4335700176366837,361,16,52,8,7,120,57,81,0.13,0.6759999999999999,0.195,0.7878,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,3,4,1,1,3,0,4,2,0,2,0,10,9,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,7,2,10,9,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,37,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33105207091259786,0.0,0.0,0.15129420493270104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461574316449753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437801651106469,0.0,0.1913658180676881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4429373004302031,0.18935093773122053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116559528889596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304683805692654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385538449665301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24386998630925394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19106280372203044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15906028378727194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538690626162832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15000695673327274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17898736854676514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626868287415492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690420229409226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18687824863406285,0.0,0.0,0.12762339041098625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575233416707184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Thisanxietyshitsucks,2019/04/02,"First time dealing with this About three weeks ago I had my first ever panic attack while I was driving. It came out of nowhere when I was having an amazing day. For the past three weeks I’ve been dealing with it every single day and had a really bad attack last Saturday and now I did not go to work today as I’ve been on edge all day. I have a doctors appointment set up Friday for anyone who is going to say to go there. I’m just looking for some support / ways to help calm down. I’ve tried the typical results google gives you but I haven’t found any peace. I feel clostrophobic, irritable, at times like I’m going to pass out, like I’m not inside my own head and that I’m watching myself in third person, like I can’t breath, and sometimes my vision gets a weird sensation and everything I look at triggers a sense of panic. Just looking for some helpful words, I appreciate all feedback and advice ",3.62532967032967,5.0872797747252765,4.651428571428571,84.86857142857146,72.68131868131869,7.178021978021977,25.637362637362642,7.7094869923839395,1.361182417582418,717,23,141,9,14,234,116,182,0.1,0.733,0.166,0.9136,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,3,7,12,2,2,7,0,12,3,2,2,3,26,29,10,0,0,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,11,0,0,2,0,0,7,4,6,0,5,9,6,15,6,23,20,6,35,0,0,4,0,9,8,0,2,21,89,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520131404783386,0.11357421730145464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712873033008067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958729707552901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915191492752429,0.0,0.0,0.10697820884856846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653975158354096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24788818941239776,0.2641804870386697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311403683211947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158955155454968,0.10795001672148967,0.0,0.11514961188127887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06478335656523578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179644598503811,0.0,0.14048137988262613,0.0,0.0,0.06693951476171911,0.12290823924328415,0.29126334333857024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149221308507913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17175766598463352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443818058519128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18778477996595985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32277573556735384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006518741548338,0.0,0.0,0.12230887907532365,0.0,0.11187295636072578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207953100154163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188936693291027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126717936513408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539362484789484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14942029825288786,0.0,0.1214465942304629,0.0,0.0,0.08698780246354207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169888709412817,0.2055467285234276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09327581590360368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,erin_rose_95,2019/04/02,"Health anxiety I am so anxious about my health. It is all consuming sometimes. I will have a small ache or pain and spend hours worrying it’s the worst case scenario and looking stuff up on google. It’s exhausting. Does anyone else struggle with this/have strategies to help get thinking more rational again? 
Thanks!",3.7951127819548844,6.973422245614039,3.1120300751879704,87.2542105263158,80.9298245614035,6.76591478696742,29.195488721804512,7.957251820313856,2.3901699248120303,256,12,44,5,7,75,50,57,0.314,0.6,0.086,-0.9277,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,2,0,4,4,0,0,1,6,8,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,1,5,7,3,5,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,2,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774561209531964,0.2620596380251685,0.0,0.1621985487421604,0.23768028401340802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029981737676782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19378084808602575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119454992264765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4931457078444565,0.0,0.0,0.15548434358144064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284433445782773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947960540062946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24683202599996396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294238812088263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24250500815730466,0.2655497115398288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21356645588109693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486367631103359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355764046458081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ts245,2019/04/02,"Handling others descisions/growing up i guess oh and just a few issues im having. Hey guys. So this is my first Reddit post. I think for some context I'm in school 8th grade and kinda out as gay, as most people assume it and ill tell people I trust and am pretty feminine I just don't like talking abt it around guys, (i know weird.) Anyways, lately, a lot of kids in my area have been getting into things like drugs and certain things like that or just questionable stuff. I don't really want to be like a part of that, not looking down at yall with addiction. A lot of kids are also talking abt other stuff like sex and stuff like that. Am I weird if I don't participate in that? I also like really keep on just getting stressed abt stuff like this. Because I honestly want to be friends with people who do it and like ignore it since its not my business but it always is like a big shock to me and like upsetting in a way. I just want to be like chill with it and not worry but I do. Its just something weird about me and I don't know why. Same for other things to like sex. Also recently I've become really sensitive to small things. I might go into that in some other post but like if somebody even mentions if somebody doesn't like me I freak out and just feel terrible. Last thing I'm also kind of just want to be mean and judge people. It's terrible but it becoming kinda mean and I know a lot of kids think I'm bitchy. I like to have a sarcastic sense of humor and I will be pretty rude and then play it off like I'm just kidding. but I'm kind of not. It's so bad because i don't want to be that bitchy kid I want to be nice like I really am. For instance, this kind of mean jock kid became friends with a close friend of mine so I did a bit of digging. I lie found out his mom used to be an ex-alcoholic and he used to be addicted to drugs but quit. He kind of has never been nice to me and a bit homophobic in the past and I've had the urge to just mock him for having a shit home life. Idk I have anxiety and ADHD too so I've gotten panic attacks because I'm imagining the terrible person I could become. Also see the background is pretty popular at my school for being the gay one and I'm pretty funny and outgoing but, most of the guys don't like me so a lot of my friends are girls which I used to get bullied for. After that, I just hate certain people and felt the need to like seek revenge I guess. but im not violent or anything. Anyways that my life hopefully someone could help me out.",1.2970000000000006,3.163391869811324,3.193811320754719,91.04430188679248,80.30188679245283,6.277735849056604,21.166037735849045,7.327094020958105,0.5943011320754716,1961,56,431,27,50,658,213,530,0.23,0.64,0.131,-0.9937,0,0,4,0,0,0,40.0,0,1,0,2,27,57,6,3,21,0,41,12,1,3,3,109,81,48,0,13,29,1,2,20,4,2,7,0,1,11,38,34,0,2,14,1,0,1,13,19,0,2,7,4,44,38,63,60,13,35,0,0,2,4,29,23,1,21,28,287,82,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566700836682214,0.06375708474876507,0.0,0.0,0.05669546707805979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21212463415783114,0.0441427456073863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040583928431394835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04365651583969811,0.04722670570144434,0.0,0.06035325839343955,0.0,0.0,0.04429543305924643,0.09701833177381934,0.17577223845129047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583607119061168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847139358020291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230448126277719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03503973579185075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02682421836161724,0.0,0.05093735310544352,0.0,0.0,0.04512521869881055,0.0,0.058167767301748975,0.16394852088897902,0.0,0.08315099384427144,0.0,0.030150149423722083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688348392630547,0.15758671969082133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052376954995264936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03555901841095627,0.0,0.05321455540208588,0.052691689368647314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460853278866685,0.05537154092198665,0.0,0.047154234477794,0.0,0.2209781304526308,0.08746645296683983,0.04324370810404286,0.059843925205407024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494308869169708,0.5183615267729859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0445495431323818,0.0,0.0,0.18040851297940366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17336452478935493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05627880873536471,0.0,0.062132779797079374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03933670112950992,0.04091626080895285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035948782511870656,0.0,0.0,0.062244007957797436,0.0,0.05744914622414912,0.05064325551852762,0.1838946839840722,0.046322153856877164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161653352059742,0.21588806864457333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05942934715920045,0.056426350205221375,0.0,0.0,0.13594351261422458,0.0,0.052381538064013175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738104366672993,0.04227483954538418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05445616781854927,0.0438843988210145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044950005089764114,0.04084131064760875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0607698290636842,0.0,0.2429231616294008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528089174719387,0.04636897931447235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762238901405291,0.06798597561968635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745729087950445,0.0,0.0,0.1877453970911618,0.042109475321787423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047870345111071085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05387594350037876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jan242004,2019/04/02,I fainted today at school because of anxiety in Spanish class I do not speak Spanish fluently and am barely capable of having a conversation with someone in Spanish but am pretty good at reading to it and listening to it. The teacher today announced that we would be doing improv which meant no papers whatsoever. I started to panic a bit but calmed down when she said we would have 20 minutes to practice. However the person I was supposed to practice with is also not well versed in Spanish and she started getting panicky as well. I really started to freak out but then the teacher announced that we would be completely switching partners after and I ended up with someone who is quite good in Spanish. I tried to do it but couldn’t and eventually started tearing up and couldn’t control myself. My friend and I left the classroom and went to the washroom where I started hyperventilating and eventually fainted. The next part I only know from what I was told but she apparently ran out to the hallway to get my teacher who came and rubbed me awake and she also got our Vice Principal who is in charge of this sort of thing and I lay on the floor 10 minutes with my friend and her. Meanwhile my teacher left and proceeded to tell the entire class that I was crying because I was stressed out than after I fainted told the entire class I fainted which kind of pissed me off. Anyways after they sorted it all out the vice principal called my dad who was less then thrilled to have to pick me up. I’m thinking the teacher may have gotten in to some sort of trouble possibly because I saw her talking with our principal after while he was taking notes and I overheard heard him talking about it with the vice principal. We took home my friend as well because we where at school for longer than expected. Just looking for tips for afterwards. I’m not looking forward to all my teachers finding out and for what the teacher is gonna say to see me on Thursday when I have her again.,8.392988971101495,7.553159721485411,8.048686304620972,72.69844618176744,61.86472148541114,10.164958816138489,40.53176043557168,9.134995656068208,3.81862122015915,1593,78,275,21,19,508,177,377,0.1,0.818,0.083,-0.7051,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,7,0,1,2,13,16,1,2,16,0,28,5,1,2,2,61,57,30,0,6,9,1,1,0,4,5,4,5,1,2,18,33,0,1,4,1,0,5,6,5,3,0,18,10,47,11,63,30,6,53,0,0,4,0,39,27,1,5,23,217,65,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16247899299966145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777141684849893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24770721721690664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090725197246527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037322077328662,0.11618905030004145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065125733598892,0.0,0.11393903266749893,0.0,0.0,0.11158911155211773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997638270145568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092849145390453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354587789000481,0.0,0.10615056411196093,0.0,0.0,0.17041357025538767,0.08124881339820461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190055729480213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578776085294478,0.05582983975327432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207502576667761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17061584892018428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803947130567623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726188044765073,0.0,0.11919105686849428,0.0,0.11000937567021196,0.0,0.0,0.08870229690815623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452465577282404,0.0,0.10335102089060302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805082347448026,0.10161500284335376,0.0,0.06507956136874657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663298704687047,0.08078646682336096,0.0,0.2056239709203388,0.08095209434098047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721495382021594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595208186709563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636815156134055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638116616674051,0.16330438786858895,0.08879196298144162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749022886048213,0.06509317565025938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19258616577860865,0.19414244196221805,0.1128674635212425,0.06897125214631357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740181198874447,0.09417264121879247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21649456112629314,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,meetmeonthestarferry,2019/04/02,"Terrified of growing up and not sure where to turn. As a child, I was so eager to grow up and act like an adult. I tried to grow up way too fast. Now that I'm 27, I just wish I could go back to being a kid and being under my parents care. I know how bizarre that sounds.

I graduated from college early with a Bachelor's degree and strong GPA, I have a full-time job and live in an apartment with my boyfriend. Outwardly, I look like a decent success, I suppose. But I worry that this is my plateau. The thought of buying a house makes me feel like I could throw up. The thought of getting married is terrifying. I do hate being the center of attention and I think that the thought of marriage scares me in large part because I hate, hate, hate being the center of everyone's attention, having parties thrown for me, etc. Cannot stand it one bit.

I am getting sick of living in an apartment and having to share parking spots and common areas with other people who don't care as much about their space as I do. I'd like to get married, I really do want to. I love my boyfriend - he is everything I've dreamed of in a guy. He's smart, hilarious, caring, and a really hard worker. I couldn't ask for anything else, and yet I'm so terrified of taking the next step. But I do want these things so bad, I am just so anxious. I overthink every decision and I'm going to let life pass me by. 

I feel like I need to talk to someone I trust about these things, but I'm so terrified because any time I've expressed hesitation to the people around me, they say, ""Well, clearly he's not the right guy if you aren't down right excited about buying a house with him and getting married."" But I strongly disagree with that. I don't ever want to break up with him and he's so great. Breaking up with him and finding someone else is not the answer, because if I'm lucky enough to find another person as great as him (which, to be honest, I don't know that I could), I'll end up in this same nervous position that I am now.

I also need to recognize that I've NEVER been excited about any life-altering decisions, even the ones that have been so amazing. Choosing a high school? Terrifying, didn't feel satisfied with my choice in the beginning but it turned out fine. College? I absolutely DID NOT want to go. The thought of moving out and leaving my parents nagged at me. That first weekend of school, I sat and cried in my dorm room. But once I finally took the leap and started making friends and going out? I was in heaven! Any time I've switched jobs, I've had horrible nerves and anxiety about it. But this most recent job I took was probably one of the best decisions for my mental health because the company and the job is so, so much better than where I was before. I never think, ""Hey, that was such a good decision!"" until well after the decision is made. Up until making the decision and even for a bit after it, I'm thinking, ""Shit, think of all the things that could go wrong. This is probably a massive mistake.""

So what am I going to do? I feel like these feelings of terror and anxiety say to everyone else that I must be in a bad relationship, but I'm not. I'm never going to get over these feelings no matter who the person is. I feel like I suck, I feel a bit worthless honestly. I don't know what to do from here. I feel so stuck where I am right now and like there is no way out.",3.102704127873448,4.451775101892288,4.477218972288593,86.0503542885392,73.81804949053856,7.5720963445112766,26.790502870011807,8.15367032801135,1.6322323418747091,2633,95,548,41,53,874,275,687,0.147,0.691,0.162,0.8549,6,0,0,0,0,0,90.0,0,1,2,7,38,51,7,3,38,0,53,5,1,5,8,115,124,53,0,16,17,2,10,8,1,1,3,3,2,7,34,36,0,0,32,2,2,17,18,15,2,4,19,14,68,36,90,92,12,89,1,1,1,1,33,41,2,4,34,371,102,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044975806631776805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473716873902795,0.05897346013850618,0.08604822936925723,0.06353617931038193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04628144728260161,0.05006630163245413,0.05257762524555835,0.0,0.0,0.04324576057676279,0.09391756124190503,0.1371356591663064,0.0,0.04785684145199238,0.0,0.059021327494193226,0.04974048270150045,0.18420140450226966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17202395795295555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17961504616262194,0.0,0.06177795923920178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409461007085244,0.0,0.04981272120286776,0.058111856992381125,0.06272344113210895,0.07429313373524786,0.05087309039878361,0.04738536200796021,0.10748113054506518,0.05054567113359517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559336817676494,0.16071396653956055,0.0,0.0616091284529402,0.10280627992359473,0.04783845870782415,0.0,0.0,0.04345155975367605,0.0,0.1469176770859089,0.0,0.22374089342543896,0.04717217679489802,0.0,0.12401152430197393,0.0,0.11137461490802744,0.0,0.0,0.0503807762853828,0.22210487802897602,0.0,0.05978141913777159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059421571236749834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12978883514165074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22324155740885773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092725540600744,0.0,0.0,0.0595509650423977,0.0,0.05751010411772955,0.07944918511628296,0.21981160166572491,0.0,0.09932344427440352,0.0,0.047228169547842064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05075958459027155,0.05321647484191543,0.11262366037079788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056677573013953784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05977514854544585,0.08268702712015256,0.08340379091550784,0.13012928754443345,0.0,0.0598128075554188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05989469532407497,0.11433081527664744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489766987336305,0.06090338592677338,0.0,0.07798068131328342,0.09821472375924932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212743489100123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720586880497886,0.0,0.055531078141759,0.060381651134248884,0.0,0.14408819734568826,0.0,0.08945000072272744,0.05630692619037784,0.11383753412344848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05773044897492495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530542009139767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03980758009911279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053006358177205566,0.0,0.04228613799732366,0.04520428416806866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209181298051486,0.14414752465140884,0.0,0.17859588721024475,0.0655890118323714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497136080505132,0.03818386170931752,0.12234784191299175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268929858307565,0.08928277599428305,0.0,0.0,0.1011345999966607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467422954727843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057115337560809915,0.0,0.0,0.06149056689679755,0.0,0.0
anxiety,diamondaschund,2019/04/02,"Work trial has been hell, I want to give up The first week I was terrified as it began to dawn on me exactly how difficult and complex this new job would be. I’ve gone through major improvements in terms of skills and controlling my anxiety. But now, 4 weeks in and 3 weeks left to go before I take over a full time position, I’m being crushed emotionally every day. The person training me gets openly frustrated or disappointed with me when I forget something or make a mistake. I feel like a failure. What can I do? ",4.904087694483736,6.017294514851487,6.043083451202264,77.43554455445545,69.1980198019802,9.731824611032534,31.26025459688826,9.957137785484203,3.1433977369165502,410,17,77,10,7,137,82,101,0.268,0.677,0.055,-0.9738,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,4,3,6,2,0,5,0,8,0,0,3,1,18,18,9,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,1,4,1,10,1,12,11,3,21,1,1,0,0,2,8,1,2,12,49,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16622456841337074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848959095217978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437067384211949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14013265198838815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444195232097359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830743388125689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986723790732332,0.15523044414661594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848248874045964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352390465166395,0.20844225241886352,0.12348966128374855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156246084563473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360838250163341,0.0,0.0,0.10615584099453587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504129041349287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098579063932422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18972732139160545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16727876029328587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16337338002180066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670226063234466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281619712091644,0.0,0.5228854875946771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15818810262727578,0.0,0.0,0.15435501525915926,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gclark2708,2019/04/02,"Hey very urgent question here, has anyone heard of citalopram? can someone please tell me if it will affect doing physical work such as carrying heavy objects throughout the day etc for work? Please read details below Thanks in advance for any responses.

I've been prescribed citalopram and want to start taking them now, but I have really important work coming up on Thursday till the week after next that will involve lots of physical work and heavy lifting throughout the day. I'll be waking up at 6-6:30 and finishing at 3, getting home for 5-6.

It's very important that I am fully awake, sound of mind and ready to work as it's for family and I'm being paid alot to do it. 

Thanks for responding",6.784906015037596,7.265196165413535,6.6862312030075195,76.73656484962409,64.78947368421052,9.657518796992482,33.16635338345864,9.516144504307137,3.095527067669172,562,22,98,10,8,178,92,133,0.0,0.848,0.152,0.9492,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,6,3,2,0,0,4,0,11,1,1,1,0,14,21,10,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,6,6,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,4,2,22,14,3,19,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,4,10,59,10,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748131723581997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051418585805142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614848385585734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20386194866921328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762706405047274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489981043161075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257605952088849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15853983546450404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437083025516255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15958826237366755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16809093550804002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469890026799179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17705529716806045,0.0,0.15809556158661145,0.0,0.10125266461157494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133917616283993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187057843709096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883602836075638,0.0,0.13814510514326847,0.2910275484130021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608202091784105,0.09322363070012,0.0,0.12678041474675433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5753215685334023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mmutea,2019/04/02,How do I make it stop? I just want to sleep but I can't stop panicking and shaking in my bed,-2.5628787878787875,-0.8595503181818174,0.6790909090909096,103.25530303030304,97.63636363636364,4.751515151515153,16.424242424242426,6.42735559955562,-0.5629575757575753,71,2,20,1,3,25,19,22,0.272,0.5479999999999999,0.18,-0.2939,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,2,0,8,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31153914806296745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4670569455479416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7803974461049291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752834810745676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aw_ye,2019/04/02,"Looking for a weighted blanket for hot summer I live in southern California and don't have air conditioning. I also have anxiety and wake up a ton throughout the night. Recently tried a weighted blanket and it helped a ton! I felt much calmer and didn't wake up.

Okay, well, that's not true. I woke up a couple times during the night because I was ROASTING. I normally run really cold but the duvet cover on this thing is 100% polyester and it trapped ALL my heat. I felt like my skin was going to sizzle.

Any recommendations for a weighted blanket that doesn't overheat you?",4.291838383838382,6.259979981818184,5.0530303030303045,80.60398989898991,71.9090909090909,7.4343434343434325,30.40404040404041,8.167268648758528,2.290737373737373,458,20,83,7,9,148,74,110,0.091,0.845,0.064,-0.4001,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,9,1,8,6,3,0,2,12,13,7,0,1,2,0,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,3,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,6,9,10,4,9,7,4,13,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,0,6,55,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14300562626447558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160656954728705,0.0,0.136800002617471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900955586427116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19786554575217205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34339849824696844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162989832427527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198620734785858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736445800116882,0.0,0.15790502066471426,0.0,0.150167267011108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314563426741364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356287443093007,0.17520972123459125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145593440571652,0.0,0.17656729698746598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188028343448207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427381314078972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140987490548005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6532790003420397,0.16078440713624986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ShyGuy1265,2019/04/02,"I want to get a diagnosis but I'm too scared to go to my parents about it I'm a 16 year old boy who thinks he has some sort of anxiety but has not yet been diagnosed. I was talking to my girlfriend yesterday about how I worry all the time and I censor myself from saying certain things that I'm afraid sound stupid or selfish or whatever. I talked to her about it because she has already been diagnosed with generalized anxiety. She recommended that I get tested for anxiety in general because I may be surprised at what they find. The problem is that I feel very scared about talking to my parents about it. I'm not sure exactly why. I think I'm self conscious that I'm trying to fit in with my friends that have anxiety by just speculating that I have mental health disorders. Or that I'm being over dramatic. It's not like my parents are mean about these things or anything, so they should be sympathetic. My girlfriend told me that she could relate to that feeling because her friends told her that she was just trying to fit in before she got diagnosed (fortunately she got new friends). I want to get tested, but how do I convince myself to bring it up to my parents?",5.972416149068322,6.352232813043479,6.567577639751555,77.23739130434784,66.52173913043478,9.875776397515526,34.68944099378882,9.784248007369934,3.3080745341614897,937,42,178,19,14,307,118,230,0.166,0.706,0.128,-0.9121,4,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,0,13,14,1,3,4,0,18,4,0,2,4,38,41,11,0,5,12,4,2,1,5,2,4,2,0,2,20,3,0,0,7,0,0,2,3,6,0,0,8,4,33,8,30,27,2,16,0,0,0,0,30,8,0,7,7,125,53,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544347722231987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201158279884017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860879063170168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19131405464068224,0.0,0.08901828973477717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352527943193379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31854116621274786,0.0,0.0,0.1198960081989044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579134651154402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561474321256276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424721367870185,0.0,0.16396853552209587,0.0,0.059454200343519524,0.0,0.1673377691679551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111991416086394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05110881811896695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395465015700873,0.0,0.0,0.10542569177034726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103626393230196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977415492018663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4646431576617436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010088586624108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831927665880285,0.2094725066516521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913458108424172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859688200980132,0.0,0.0,0.2522528405492257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390009757163712,0.13406407239435394,0.0,0.0,0.061000908977338,0.0,0.0,0.1999251544730538,0.0,0.14205124958956858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631700273598969,0.12340737570219272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943973128872038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10623997558192608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06736759326395059
anxiety,TitanicChode,2019/04/02,"After 10 months of unemployment finally just got a job offer I have been unemployed after working a remote job  and suffering from a long depressive episode where I became extremely agoraphobic. I could not leave my house without getting severe panic attacks and I had to start taking lexapro and vistaril . Glad to say that after 9 months of not leaving my house, finally I was able to get enough courage to go on three sets of interviews and I just got a job offer. 

It’s part time at a local mall but I kid you not this was such a huge step for me, and I’m glad I didn’t give up even though I never wanted to leave my house again.  Just wanted to post this in case someone is experiencing a similar situation. 
No matter how you feel, you can cope. Please be kind to yourself. ",4.566985645933016,5.886881105263157,5.7135645933014345,78.71086124401914,70.18421052631578,8.948325358851674,28.949760765550238,9.339509955726095,2.5358605263157896,616,23,117,13,11,205,102,152,0.069,0.763,0.168,0.9176,7,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,1,9,8,1,1,7,0,10,0,0,1,1,20,22,8,0,3,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,5,0,0,1,1,0,2,7,4,0,1,7,3,16,4,20,13,2,23,0,2,0,0,9,7,0,0,12,80,20,7,0.12417078035938806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126218853468106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991402642486152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694811117431408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283016090530909,0.0,0.08201362934485533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06278447746420468,0.0,0.0,0.27204604092783113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974821555563695,0.1191159270848282,0.07056911599499653,0.0,0.19862143254012396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42982922713991095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696610189229061,0.0,0.0,0.12930475982981088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.394436782665836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988723319147416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19822386444903534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576816069895508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568765666253314,0.0,0.13446485477500514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363022290490892,0.0,0.0,0.11892128361032883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874558839197596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027763799866974,0.0,0.0,0.13957315967570605,0.0,0.0,0.10520949924909692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788871744187395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933609735859754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219971612536117,0.0,0.07240498058252345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647828681990513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969620122181975,0.0,0.09039780696849102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,letsgetbetter12,2019/04/02,"My anxiety makes my relationship really difficult I've always suffered from self esteem issues and anxiety. I worked on myself a lot and I was very happy with where I had come. I lost 40kg, became comfortable in my own skin, everything. Then i got into a relationship and everything changed. This is my first relationship. 

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I just became dependent on my girlfriend, always judging how she feels about me by trivial stuff like the frequency of her texts, her mood, everything. The problem is, everything will be going great and then a small thing would trigger my anxiety and everything goes south from there. I was very happy this week that finally things were going great. Yesterday we were meant to meet up after work and when i texted her after she finished if I should come over, she said maybe come over in 2 hours, I need to get some stuff done.

That triggered my anxiety and I spiraled. That just made me think that if she really loved me she'd like to spend as much time with me as possible. She has told me on numerous occasions that she has got a very tough schedule with med school and she has to put herself first sometimes so she can put me first. I just cant seem to understand this. I always take her wanting time or space to herself personally. My mind immediately goes to the worst case scenario, the fact that she's distancing herself and she doesnt want to spend time with me. I think I'm starting to become obsessive, I'm always checking when she was online, wondering what she's doing etc.

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Im the type of person that recharges after spending time with the people I love. She recharges by being by herself. I just dont get how to deal with this and the anxiety piles up and takes all my motivation away to go about my day. 

When I'm feeling wanted and needed, I feel good. Whenever I feel Im being put second, I spiral.

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Have any of you been through this? How do I deal with this and be comfortable not spending a lot of time with her? I love her very much.",4.341469627147049,6.237315659740263,4.915366568914958,81.94208211143697,71.62337662337663,8.396313364055299,28.003770423125268,9.023248300946321,2.341827817343946,1599,60,299,33,31,511,186,385,0.075,0.804,0.121,0.9775,0,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,1,1,0,7,15,20,0,1,12,0,28,4,1,9,2,67,67,27,0,10,8,0,5,2,1,3,0,1,0,3,18,26,0,0,11,0,5,9,4,7,0,4,15,6,65,12,47,44,9,48,0,2,0,3,41,15,0,9,26,214,83,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193272759928273,0.21419903822236228,0.2402172377064505,0.04481241266158765,0.0,0.2520562084853722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061912667285522624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277837261107535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971058853551293,0.17029402500934954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042498296470056714,0.13587441200470335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743580032064092,0.07723112577323017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734928905373305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961211477486675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13327858661573272,0.0,0.0,0.07218725331022076,0.0,0.1681565876727201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885722189464659,0.0,0.11235283486946007,0.0552715151308931,0.1054081552866005,0.14530397593614985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14029776780576422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06489555049307623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236074895320314,0.06877964357926453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06438816847607821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193466955621051,0.11204702826376846,0.1784246141481316,0.0623536032103536,0.04398694860140793,0.0,0.0662026787200341,0.0,0.07319702676284849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653747137973429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968841715842628,0.0977240018327694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04568487930782393,0.1150779327809812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428928617505852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06305480092258572,0.0,0.1987349133506064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443097472845394,0.0,0.0,0.21224706412038455,0.0,0.0,0.06268340716880955,0.0,0.0,0.06669156923926671,0.0,0.05999041219368344,0.06874523861089442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06517409861421135,0.0,0.046642436607045035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15087324820487213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909311271804162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755845441320753,0.08444863721778514,0.0,0.0,0.19212618042174665,0.0,0.0,0.06296767858558508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860139637236436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174886416499802,0.1166037758798414,0.0,0.05285882615835106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146279323286941,0.095948014800245,0.0,0.0,0.046811539687891215,0.0,0.2402172377064505,0.0
anxiety,dino_eater,2019/04/02,"Girlfriend has pregnancy symptoms Not sure if this is the right place to vent but here it goes. She told me she has been feeling sick in the morning, has been feeling really tired for no reason and has a weird feeling on her nipples. I noticed some time ago her breasts seemed bigger but she says they're basically the same so i brushed it off. I feel like puking constantly, she's sensitive and having an abortion would destroy her mental completely, not to mention she still lives with her very Conservative family.
I constantly feel cold, i feel like puking all the time but the puke won't come out and I just wished i wasn't born at all. I'm sick of everything and if she really is pregnant i dont know what will happen to me or to us",4.239925280199254,5.731059082191784,4.861706102117065,83.84674346201744,71.1917808219178,8.322789539227896,28.341220423412203,8.841846274778883,2.1583780821917804,590,22,116,11,11,189,97,146,0.223,0.706,0.071,-0.9816,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,7,0,14,5,1,1,3,33,27,11,0,4,9,0,6,2,1,3,4,1,0,0,4,7,0,1,9,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,4,9,21,3,12,20,4,16,0,0,0,1,15,8,0,5,9,79,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537006948885866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315479588597712,0.1601157396126653,0.3300550732340792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17897745306130816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724779560320313,0.0,0.14396338425266986,0.0,0.463294981290361,0.21819512072460176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350428126334361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392658070843738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921484421926354,0.0,0.13484758904822428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15389788644302965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738637469577571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15955164958932344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19566257341311755,0.15701348103679758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041530570024118,0.0,0.12144279757855946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13902336752218028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195608659633117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392935437630291,0.15872635247927944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17809531633268272,0.17552010311650176,0.0,0.1459229633855399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18369386279922956,0.0,0.0,0.12600348228307634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756113874566761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848229989314964,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,scaredbehindthewheel,2019/04/02,"Please help me with driving So I've always been an anxious driver.

I'm from Canada and my first test attempt was a total disaster (I was 17) due to my mom's stubbornness and refusal to ever let me drive alone and to get me an instructor. The examiner knew immediately I wasn't going to pass so he asked me to explain what was wrong. I did and he told my mother that her refusal to let me drive alone and to get an instructor were irresponsible since the whole point of the test is to see if a driver can handle a vehicle by themselves.

Anyhoo so I did pass the 2nd time cause we got an instructor. But after that I never really drove cause I couldn't afford a car and Toronto's public transit system served me well. Then I moved to LA and got around by carpooling and Uber.

But now the time has come for me to get an American license and my test is in 3 weeks. My partner has been letting me drive his car short distances. But I'm still feeling intense anxiety. I have trouble maneuvering the car into tight parking spots and with parallel parking. Any advice is greatly appreciated. I feel somewhat embarrassed sharing this because I'm almost 30 and have basically avoided driving my whole adult. I feel ""immature"" in a certain way because of this and of course I dk want to pass the first time. Thanks in advance.",4.539694859717387,5.988789494163424,5.709387671513416,78.22096457096049,70.40077821011673,8.367724759369242,31.036043415932827,8.841846274778883,2.6324754863813244,1048,45,193,19,19,349,144,257,0.104,0.8109999999999999,0.085,-0.7089,1,3,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,4,8,10,1,2,17,0,21,0,0,2,4,43,42,20,0,3,4,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,18,0,5,6,0,0,16,3,5,1,2,14,5,28,5,26,24,4,38,0,0,1,0,17,7,0,3,13,128,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531974035163393,0.0,0.0,0.12841905836011205,0.2656467330903798,0.0,0.0,0.10671029282251712,0.0,0.0,0.08721114426931335,0.0,0.09810723885008124,0.14488058998811296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416543137726133,0.11989196467949542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563541861036703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26348632621866225,0.0,0.11047189756290368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600513961484014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19453390291321299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181706296141426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20100849594912407,0.0,0.07288471139207256,0.0,0.20513882854921053,0.14139080285599873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596006466982185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3934182652446485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019924644002886,0.0,0.1363043683439773,0.0,0.0,0.09891061627565044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407747353253426,0.12123318118319767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215716896842787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021948328052805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608576752749607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241679477523702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807096416256195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243424494709557,0.0,0.0,0.1225437992571734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07564235083255798,0.10179508275621636,0.1028705762578592,0.0,0.11530785038355128,0.0,0.0,0.2863624064544287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14021601089972754,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tanifrikinchan,2019/04/02,"weird thing happened, was it sensory overload?? so i know of ""typical cases"" of sensory overload, people, sounds, touching, (ones that i've experienced i mean), however today a pretty weird thing happened. my friend was playing this video, it was a man speaking in english about computers and gaming, or something with tech, basically something that required my attention and brain-power if you will, to understand and follow along with, however then intermittently the man would speak to punjabi, a language i can understand if i focus and draw my attention to and after hearing this for about 30 seconds my head started to hurt and i felt like crying, it felt like sensory overload but i wasn't sure if this counted as that. maybe i just felt a bit overwhelmed? wondering if anyone would know about this or would know if this counts as sensory overload  

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anxiety,ImSoSoAnxious,2019/04/02,"Anxious about posting my art online 17M. I've wanted to be an artist for as long as I can remember. Just this week I decided I want to post my art online and monetize it. The problem is whenever I try to upload something I keep hesitating because I don't know how people will react to it. When I was 15 I got publicly blasted on a forum. To be fair what I said was kinda dumb and I probably deserved it to an extent. But still, that whole experience made me afraid of posting anything online. I actually don't mind when people criticize my art itself and I know that it's necessary if I want to get better, I'm just afraid it will get personal. I know that now that I'm older I probably have enough sense not to repeat that mistake, but still I lack confidence when it comes to sharing my own work. Any advice on how I can get over this insecurity? Thanks.",2.407868497109828,4.472390491329482,4.5875686416185,81.4302546965318,77.61271676300578,7.5619942196531795,25.84140173410405,8.472884824447931,1.9718673410404624,677,26,131,14,16,234,102,173,0.105,0.789,0.105,0.255,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,11,9,1,3,4,0,12,0,0,4,0,28,29,13,0,7,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,15,4,0,1,5,4,0,1,3,6,0,0,5,1,22,3,17,20,5,17,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,2,10,91,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.14350371512687007,0.0,0.0,0.14369969108815447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000191873826687,0.0,0.0,0.16612942196931352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101310101448785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964289337176358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005751572355972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266741976097984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519463291071736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14384725390771788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304892963625349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761270095993735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070855587914892,0.0,0.0,0.2424514761352136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013836554675864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13914626753905734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14848285130761374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038977737087847,0.12840208101979597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4225119068419174,0.0,0.31709866256992725,0.14071103748723296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16658377547115974,0.0,0.13988224729765986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320953025914522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348753952114071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538777712939534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984016891126768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602091837404289,0.0,0.11795803269969088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16418079558455378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070572304554444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,carpediem3,2019/04/02,"Anyone been able to curb their physical symptoms related to anxiety? Long story short: I've had bad anxiety surrounding traveling (close or far) since 2015. With exercise, therapy, meditation, etc I have kinda curbed the mental symptoms and know how to differentiate the symptoms. However, even on the morning of a trip where I don't feel anxious at all, my body...reacts. I won't go into detail but my stomach goes nuts and even though I say ""this is anxiety"" 100 times I can't seem to turn off this before it starts.

 

Anyone experience this? Any tips on how to break this physical cycle?",4.892777777777781,7.1040575370370425,6.134444444444448,72.45500000000001,70.85185185185185,9.985185185185186,30.51851851851852,10.25414643259724,3.67991851851852,466,20,78,14,9,156,81,108,0.102,0.885,0.013,-0.7975,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,4,0,7,5,1,2,1,16,13,7,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,5,5,0,2,3,2,0,3,3,1,0,0,2,2,8,0,12,10,2,17,0,0,0,0,2,10,0,3,3,48,13,0,0.1710634607230574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163290193076982,0.0,0.3925892376955708,0.1932530193388161,0.0,0.2392230983222697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14283084437822502,0.0,0.0,0.14556240565610032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19078097728989307,0.2259716049393151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673328890917267,0.0,0.0,0.08649482562347158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721930688791287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401200431740832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15138577968672626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17239173385348686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603652995153992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572974994800312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14150546243114026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210795979585804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5334013041616145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956259756652459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16806898162377432,0.0,0.09974847960352527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18606792315736814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,junkyardprince,2019/04/02,"I got used to a messy life, the hardest part is being comfortable with the norm now. 19, f

Gonna start this out with context life story, idk if it's okay to post that here tbh
Skip to the last paragraph for my true 'anxieties'

Grew up moving yearly with my emotionally abusive and manipulative mother.
She was the only constant in my life other than the internet and my passion for art. I have a few half siblings, and lived with a few for moments of my life.
At 13 I lost my younger middle sister and she was to her father in a won custody battle. She's lived a beautiful life now with her Dad, and I'm envious because he used to be the only father I thought I had yet I'm invisible to him now. 

Still moving yearly due to mum dragging me to follow her impossible dreams of living in cities in Cali, only to fail and rely on strangers as roommates in rural towns on multiple occasions. As I said, my story changed yearly
Eventually she settles with one guy, but still she's so addicted to change at this point and keeps dragging me through the pattern of new schools, new places, new everything. She wants me to go through art school and live with her forever under her dictatorship. 

Eventually I lose the concept of friendship, and I barely make friends from 16-18. I engulf myself in obsessive romantic relationships with the ultimate goals to 'get away'. 'Escape'. I take all of them very seriously emotionally, yet none last longer than 7 months. All I have for support are people who are a handful of friends hundreds of miles away online, and a (now ex) boyfriend who put me through an ultimatum at 17 to move out and do what I wanted, or I lost him. 
He was fucked up too and warped a lot of my views on intimacy, and the true meaning of success and wants in life. He does things in a unhealthy way that work for him, but not for me, yet I did it. 

I don't regret it, but I decided to tell my mum I was moving at as soon as I could when I turned 18. I was on lockdown for 3-4 months, no social interaction since it was the summer before my senior year. I only had a roku hooked up to a monitor to entertain myself, and a hidden shitty smartphone that I stole from my mum's boyfriend's weird retired smartphone farm.
I planned to move in with my boyfriend at the time, and he bails on me and says I can't due to his own mental health issues. I felt betrayal and anger, but ultimately sadness.

Eventually I get a win in. I get to have my mum give temporary guardianship to my older sister, and I move in with her a month before my 18th birthday. I start school there, and all is good. 
Once I'm 18 I cut my mum out of my life after she tried to drag me home before hurricane irma hit FL. Following that I evacuated the state temporarily to another state, meeting with one of my only long term friends, and meeting her friends. I fall in love with one, and stay in contact after I go back to FL.
I'm still with my boyfriend of the time, but after a while break up with him. I get with this other boy, and maintain a long distance relationship. At home with my sister, I'm getting sexually manipulated by roommates while she dosen't know, and with feeling stuck there I decide to move out on my own. This all is within half a year.
I move out in December, live with my best friend since freshman year of high school. I love her, tbh. She's been the only GOOD constant in my life. 
I'm dating this new guy, and he's showing me a side of the world I've never seen. Hippies, weed, music, a loving family that functions well despite flaws. By flaws, physical fights that would happen sometimes, but still were traumatic to experience. I trusted him and his lifestyle, and obsessed about how perfect and happy I was to be a part of it. 
I decide to move in with him in April 2018, everything was good until then. We're living there for only a week and I come back from a day at school and he breaks up with me and kicks me out. I have a huge mental breakdown, I'm lost, I can still feel how shattered my mind and heart felt throughout that fucked up day.
He had trust issues, serious insecurities, and numerously told me to just figure myself out as he would do the same. He wanted me to fuck around with other guys, despite that not being the person I wanted to be. For months he continued to push me to do this, and I kept talking to him, making plans, we still loved each other but it turned into something toxic and unrealistic. 
I move back in with my best friend who'd moved since I did. I slept on a couch and lived in a closet, we were in a 2bdrm apt and barely had any room for me. I got sexually assaulted by another roommate here without my best friend knowing at the time, and eventually he was kicked out. We had 3 more long distance friends come to replace him.
I ended up meeting someone in the mean time. Someone who has really been unlike any other person in my life, he's like a best friend and everything more. During all of this we hanged out every night, drank and smoked, I cried and vented, we would laugh a lot. We eventually got intimate, and I wasn't proud of it, but I was happy with it. He's still been nothing but sweet to me. 
My ex thought I was fucking around and guilted me for it. I still loved my ex, and lied to him about not doing anything with this other guy. This was repeated for months until my ex was around again. He wanted to be with me, and we were. I thought I was happy but something didn't feel right. He made me cut ties with my FWB, and that hurt like nothing ever had before. It felt like I was betraying myself, I was missing out on something. 
I fell out of love within a week, it was fast and terrifying but I found every flaw and never saw what it was that I loved about him as a person shine through. This was the worse panic attack week of my life. I didn't eat, my heart was constantly beating incredibly fast, and my mind was nonstop racing in doubt. I didn't want to hurt this person anymore than he already had been, but I didn't want to suffer through something I was so unsure of. I broke up with him and cut him off. October of 2018. The same day I called my FWB, and he ran over to comfort me immediately, called off work for the day and everything. I missed him so much, and having him back meant everything. He was my best friend for the past few months, he was my escape from the drama of that relationship and the drama I had at home as well, and beyond that, we were good personal friends. He made me feel like I really mattered for the first time, matter to myself, and not just as an addition to his life. He didn't objectify me or try to own me as a trophy. He didn't try to get me to change myself to better suit him.

I've had my moments of happiness, but a lingering sense of doubt and fear is rising again. It's different this time. I'm now dating my past FWB, and for the most part I think what I'm going through is.... settling into a norm. I don't have many friends other than who I live with. I didn't hang out with people growing up, and I don't understand maintaining a normal friendship. I think I'm doing good, but I'm numb sometimes to where I think I should be feeling happiness, love, and gratitude. Or simply bliss. I used to feel these a lot when my friendships and relationships here first started, but I think I'm past the puppy love of that. 
I don't want to leave my boyfriend. I don't want to move to a different city or state because I don't know anyone anywhere. My sister recently moved within a few hours from me and she's my only family in that aspect. I don't know where my life will go. I don't know what living normally is like, and I don't know what answers I'm looking for. I just want to feel content and stop stressing over the unknown, but even my present life feels unknown to me. 
Being somewhere good for once, it's starting to reach that 7 month mark I've never gotten past before, and I feel like I should be happier but something is holding me back. Something is, and I'm scared, constantly, and don't know what to do. ",4.983707271597269,5.291388060285897,5.792620198881291,82.19041196395278,68.64574269732753,8.62369422001243,29.20373523927905,8.488131031819089,1.964899957737725,6275,211,1284,88,100,2060,522,1609,0.113,0.706,0.181,0.9993,2,1,7,0,1,0,183.0,8,0,1,24,55,103,13,10,69,1,103,36,4,11,12,250,226,110,0,21,30,17,13,6,12,7,16,2,6,10,61,125,2,4,36,7,0,31,29,40,2,7,78,21,212,63,241,129,32,238,0,13,5,14,139,91,4,11,114,870,273,11,0.0,0.03259071317778979,0.0,0.029986153000639983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030354114728004082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037410736318158506,0.057685942347833925,0.021042402747227955,0.0,0.02727906395953291,0.019233189417842658,0.0,0.022635511749252588,0.07345986947575864,0.0,0.031292622949725186,0.05168653801490065,0.1057540309471554,0.0,0.033535423010284206,0.0,0.11703005854096515,0.0,0.14433191163984238,0.02432727035799859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056174438600490026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729471227024048,0.0473888407831224,0.0,0.11889904982733066,0.0,0.021961707803404028,0.0,0.030214606593115013,0.07095768644365108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057476891200819766,0.0,0.0,0.024071129845658373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02814602390990097,0.0,0.061882236732593465,0.02436260104756116,0.0,0.0,0.018167788609596672,0.024881210572586143,0.046350837385199295,0.0,0.12360537537127302,0.02690664216212465,0.05186137401205669,0.030952467905170245,0.12517304883114386,0.0393013085314941,0.07923168162991459,0.0,0.0,0.04679404200715905,0.0,0.03015946542827991,0.2550175110960524,0.10171729082441168,0.08622608845081171,0.026386748161255958,0.06253032780062566,0.13842691939499507,0.06599839981262694,0.0,0.0,0.10894306692378887,0.0243239135075169,0.14640594217287894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029238130930030762,0.0,0.06519068702761496,0.0,0.02906213510730325,0.08277380850488163,0.0,0.02708836886391604,0.0,0.0588925697993695,0.0,0.0,0.05741929427973867,0.0,0.02444904747938077,0.0,0.0,0.105817999138723,0.044842949284570326,0.0,0.029125419537242056,0.0,0.0,0.25257257382673604,0.08062974017015534,0.0,0.21859874849086655,0.07302717997474127,0.02309853838770832,0.030772745705474405,0.09007980585281143,0.07015514643115044,0.2234312703593821,0.05205464445321333,0.036721614343657664,0.02788728102068779,0.0,0.05992530037871465,0.0,0.0,0.055440179389496205,0.0,0.05554746216996181,0.0,0.15368802154097866,0.38005583309386304,0.020220447758043502,0.0,0.063644142309292,0.10626382437125846,0.0,0.02581299369946335,0.05390107381440875,0.052786471095864464,0.0,0.0,0.058587064982977034,0.05591736353216968,0.1673595059517793,0.0,0.032272959633854244,0.0,0.08936060054238973,0.10503229433326762,0.03813909745093705,0.12008810571692198,0.028738445600409883,0.0,0.026002540227258585,0.0,0.026343630431590898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02765163712086332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03524274576002475,0.0,0.027159357486190337,0.11812677899572648,0.0,0.023490406886886882,0.026164987308596958,0.021874278584748403,0.027538812292625225,0.13919026912788093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06826100109106847,0.0,0.0,0.028039420151377063,0.0466123486388306,0.12705511870164152,0.05440927799274483,0.0,0.07787698958857016,0.02931827685676298,0.17573385768476915,0.022996671709496045,0.03150861110451382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03121405844501313,0.0,0.0,0.020681470214713026,0.0221086885886459,0.024041899723000137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01827410116932743,0.07050023669201963,0.0,0.06551128271709332,0.096235593426113,0.0,0.0,0.02628364642985528,0.0,0.05602533851688835,0.05983836236163503,0.0,0.02863524410217588,0.0,0.07127037196802945,0.0,0.022695749184511803,0.17846455700765335,0.021833385121733356,0.06619218281431148,0.0,0.04946330680849205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02651529140389372,0.0,0.040050129738044365,0.0,0.028031480820551784,0.05861950062148244,0.0,0.0,0.10627973294387803
anxiety,LegitfoxAnimationsYT,2019/04/02,"Is it my imagination or not? I get a random feeling when around a lot of people that my mind is being read, and that they know what im thinking. And me, being a teenager going through puberty, i have some pretty... *cough*... sexual thoughts, and i just cant control them, so yea thats *WONDERFUL (If you havent noticed thats sarcasm).* My parents go through my stuff, (Journals, texts, notebooks, search history, watch history, etc) and its caused paranoia, depression, and anxiety. Im always afraid people are reading my mind, or my journals, or texts. My parents will randomly, out of nowhere question me like: ""So, \[my name\], whos \_\_\_\_\_\_?""

Im lesbian and one time they said ""Why did you ask another girl out on a date? Do you hate being a girl? If so, your a disgrace to God.""

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anyways, is it right to fear people are going through my stuff? Will that help me or cause problems? If it causes problems, how can i fix it? (Im already seeing a therapist, but its not helping much)",1.7859358288770046,4.3949587967914425,3.184893048128341,87.36792780748665,84.02673796791444,5.752941176470588,28.286096256684488,7.1686216300943375,1.7850770053475935,753,37,141,11,22,245,112,187,0.12,0.8690000000000001,0.01,-0.9296,2,0,0,0,0,0,69.0,0,4,3,1,8,7,1,2,7,1,16,2,0,5,0,41,30,19,0,5,11,2,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,2,14,9,0,1,7,2,0,3,4,6,0,1,3,4,23,1,11,22,4,11,0,1,2,1,18,5,0,13,4,99,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807230913382223,0.0,0.08902891339432864,0.11592969174626402,0.13001136956804732,0.0,0.11219421944276804,0.08185134385740847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524877154650296,0.10002644597630042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297418744299596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000466740436533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921551565571145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932838097092585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203998005444147,0.05410019201405046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055900786775221166,0.0,0.18242420163970094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056360071393437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343379538071327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4622944494955009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05880198553539087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05227264733879863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096383594089012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21607011713901775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865407968262635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218152038059986,0.0,0.0,0.07250299003479657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23761191133692636,0.0,0.0,0.22253183850017594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885299442616972,0.0,0.2047606850546798,0.0,0.0,0.11985956307241186,0.0,0.21404911616366076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913736608193333,0.10177732072459404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526164326342628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24496873518625895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423014240925567,0.0,0.0685584624629829,0.0,0.08494255769536742,0.06238999686700241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654689010411367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603216792523355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13001136956804732,0.0
anxiety,justthatweirdo,2019/04/02,"I'm so overwhelmed I feel like I can't get anywhere! I'm in therapy, I take 100mg of Sertraline, I try to practice mindfulness and stuff but all of this only helps \*a little bit\*

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Prepare yourselves, you're in for a ramble...

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Work: I am in Accounts Payable (43k/yr - CAN) and took on HR duties a month into my promotion. I work in the same office as my supervisor (Controller), Arthur, and I hate him most days. He listens to the same grungy, 2000's emo rock playlist EVERYDAY on speakers...EVERY DAY. I have legitimately thought about taking a pair of scissors to his speaker cord when he leaves (because I'm here earlier than him and later than him every day) and blame it on mice or something. When I started working 2 job duties it was a cake walk and I really enjoyed it. But then we hit year end, management wanted to hire many employees at once, and I was/am required to coach the receptionist (that was my job before this one) on the things management is nitpicking about. ALSO just last week I was getting reemed by the owner of our company for not getting applications quick enough so we can get some new staff (because I have control over how popular our job ads are and how many resumes are submitted as a result). I am also getting reemed by him because our current receptionist isn't meeting his standards, which should be ARTHUR's job to coach one of his underlings BUT NO...IT""S ME...THE ONE EMPLOYEE WHO MAKES LESS THAN HALF OF WHAT OUR SUPERVISOR, ARTHUR, MAKES.

 I have no time to catch up. My desk is a mess. The only way I'll possibly be able to catch up is to work OT, which I don't get paid for. Speaking of pay, I never received a salary compensation or any kind of compensation when I started working TWO jobs in one. Nothing. I was just expected to work HR alongside Accounts Payable at the same time and stay at the same salary. My annual performance review is in a week so I plan to ask for a fair salary increase but in the meantime I'm about ready to scream.

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Dogs: I've posted on Reddit before, about my sick dog, and this is one of the biggest triggers in my life. My beautiful old man poodle, Sunny, has Congestive Heart Failure (2 years now) and Kidney Disease (since January). We decided to continue medication for his CHF and just treat the KD with special kibble. This is a HUGE financial strain. Just in May (yes next month) I will be paying minimum $350 for prescription refills (to last 3 months before I get to do that again). Additionally, one of his diuretics costs me $45/month. I was playing around with my projected budget today and realized that if any emergency were to happen with him that required any extensive vet care, or the vet recommends an increase in prescription dosage to make him comfortable, I would not be able to afford it. I would have to put him to sleep because I failed on budgeting properly - thus failing him.

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Finances: So yes, I'm butt-ash broke. I get paid a nice salary but I don't feel it's appropriate to my work load, and my expenses far outweigh my salary. I pay for a sick dog, Trudeau instilled a carbon tax which will increase bills, my car payment is insanely high, I can't afford to buy new clothes that fit (so I wear the same outfits each week), FIRST WORLD PROBLEMS, right?

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School: So I'm over-worked, no time for me or to even breath, no spare funds AND i'm a student part time. I am taking 3 courses this semester; passing one (weirdly enough), failing another, and just passing by on the third. My finals are next week and I'm behind. Work pays for my classes I just have to pay for textbooks (which I have to come up with the money for.......)

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Me: With all this stress comes weight gain! As i mentioned, most of my clothes don't fit. I don't have much spare time to hit up a gym or think hard about a meal plan for the week because the small amount of spare time I do have is spent crying, distracting myself with Youtube or doggos, or sleeping. My newest symptoms (I've never had a Hollywood anxiety attack so I don't know what this classifies as) on my anxiety include difficulty breathing. I can try to practice deep breathing techniques but I feel like I'm suffocating and can't get that satisfying breath - thus leading to further stress/anxiety. Also I have difficulty sleeping through the night. Every 3rd night or so I'm up at 3:30 and maybe get an extra 15min-30min before I have to wake up for my alarm at 5:00 am.

My therapist is worried about me burning out and how I'm able to handle all this but still have a relatively positive outlook.

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Boyfriend: my lovely boyfriend and I have been dating for 3 years at the end of April. We can't afford to do anything so that's cool. But more importantly, my emotions (anxiety/stress/depression) are rubbing off on him and now HE""S feeling the same emotions. So on top of ALL my baggage, I'm trying to make him feel less of these negative emotions because I feel like I""M the one making him feel this way. I'm broke, so he tries to help which affects his finances. I'm stressed so he's stressed. THERE""S NO WINNING.

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I'm at work right now trying to prioritize my extremely cluttered desk in this stuffy, windowless office while it's snowing outside at 3 degrees Celsius, while trying to figure out how I'm going to have time to get caught up in work, school and life. Please send help.

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TL'DR: I'm overwhelmed and struggling to find a balance...

Sorry if my ramble doesn't make sense. Really, I'm just trying to blow off some steam. If you read it, I applaud you!

Have a nice daaaaaay.

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anxiety,roads22nohere,2019/04/02,"Girls, how do you handle being checked out in the street?! When I’m walking to and from work I get checked out by quite a lot by men. Maybe it’s the gym leggings but I feel so overwhelmed sometimes. 

I never know whether to ignore them or to check them out too? Ive just moved to a busy city and this happens multiple times a day so I need to get over it.

Any tips? Maybe I’m also overthinking every time a guy looks at me, who knows? (Don’t get me wrong, I like guys and I’m single... my mind can’t handle it) ",-0.10475757575757784,1.8716903727272758,1.6086363636363643,99.8562878787879,86.18181818181819,4.393939393939394,18.25757575757576,5.46131890053228,-0.6355151515151514,391,10,95,2,12,127,75,110,0.083,0.867,0.05,-0.6681,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,2,2,7,4,0,1,6,0,5,1,1,1,1,19,17,11,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,6,0,1,3,1,3,2,3,3,0,0,0,2,12,1,14,16,2,14,0,1,1,0,8,7,0,2,6,57,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15979817466519455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588631684332406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288691377329436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16835927850533713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103638240850643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131974061066605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39571186153595933,0.17670259091627247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196347064864476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762329835458257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780077672228602,0.0,0.0,0.16988214960644674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4014976048874321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017640064626649,0.0,0.0,0.21237995142824967,0.0,0.14816603132404085,0.15411561739054913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21253608289324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976298013934026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330364957034844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547333612780436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184747997892239,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sluttyw22,2019/04/02,Lonely Has anyone ever felt like they had no one but actually they do. Like getting anxious when your alone..or getting a panic attack because you feel  like no one cares about you. Or maybe that your not good enough or not enough to begin with when you know deep down you are......I’m having one of my days and it’s been happening a lot recently.....,3.0074019607843177,5.021489250000002,3.753529411764706,88.33754901960786,75.61764705882355,6.298039215686276,21.62745098039216,7.1686216300943375,0.6119921568627449,271,7,54,3,6,86,51,68,0.241,0.615,0.145,-0.7969,0,4,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,6,2,0,4,8,1,1,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,12,13,6,0,0,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,3,2,9,5,5,10,3,8,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,3,9,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.1919016493035901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22215808173034496,0.0,0.13750197748706158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22371731712643084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198757751405854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20049738026055908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682272804500988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4063832233961857,0.0,0.0,0.17788082785836404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943194991650807,0.14048651847353666,0.1888144614162241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054826064012352,0.0,0.0,0.1649403603040833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738965979508861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807348112974784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28821919435211124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671844635438452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975609616511964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3997645889351753,0.0,0.0,0.2307259431916325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19416776284461335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AdoredTart,2019/04/02,April Does anyone else feel anxious at the thought of it being 4 months into the year already? I'm getting heart palpitations at the thought of it... The years are just flying by and all I'm doing is spiralling backwards ,5.419285714285714,6.86519092857143,5.3223809523809535,81.83928571428571,68.28571428571428,6.552380952380951,33.04761904761905,6.42735559955562,1.983419047619048,177,8,31,1,3,55,33,42,0.05,0.95,0.0,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,4,1,1,0,1,7,10,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,7,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,19,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153415264481787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228256809428556,0.0,0.1998089341045415,0.29279327450628084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500691223209771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23871449532814834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14448804513100974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14929698216855528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33862510802411594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22808964754771166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.453720537873291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680381118819407
anxiety,aavery_,2019/04/02,I was getting better but now I feel like it all reset Today I cried and had a panic attack after a presentation for the first time in over a year and I feel like I’m just going backwards and it’s not gonna end well. My anxiety has been really bad for a long time but I started getting help and it improved but after today it feels like all of that time was for nothing,2.5624472573839654,3.685180962025317,4.631075949367091,85.31133966244727,74.82278481012659,6.785654008438819,23.29324894514768,7.1686216300943375,0.8497578059071724,292,8,61,3,6,101,51,79,0.224,0.574,0.202,-0.4697,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,2,3,8,1,1,5,0,5,0,0,0,2,14,14,7,0,0,5,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,4,3,6,5,8,9,2,18,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,17,43,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242789671580067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21180767819098484,0.0,0.0,0.1554532941632033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646618968160769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045110018493325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649010366074954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824160067758523,0.3990230663931807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15836539823829004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945436961676118,0.0,0.10581090924568873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479314835458542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728757842706337,0.0,0.0,0.16476425833798594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17864561722220176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21844319855769948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927226689336333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177981577127112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256907807898474,0.0,0.3529554914263266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167399009466016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989441041619055
anxiety,carolayers16,2019/04/02,"burnout induced anxiety? hi friends, I’m currently working a 6 day week, 50+ hours a week with no end in sight. I work 10am to 8pm so there’s very little I can get done during the day and my sundays are always slammed with all the errands and chores I can’t do during their week. My boss and the rest of my coworkers work ~33 hours a week and no one seems to care about my schedule or help me out. The last few weeks the burnout has really started to kick in and it’s triggering my anxiety and OCD terribly. I come home from work and cry, shake, try not to puke and hyperventilate. can anyone provide any help for me? I feel so lost and terrible and I just feel like no one cares :( ",1.2325974025974027,3.2183474895104887,2.8341308691308704,92.93603146853148,81.0979020979021,6.603196803196802,23.500999000999,7.7094869923839395,0.9841572427572424,533,19,122,9,14,175,94,143,0.17800000000000002,0.6940000000000001,0.127,-0.7218,1,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,7,5,8,0,1,8,0,7,0,0,3,1,24,17,13,0,0,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,14,0,0,4,0,0,2,5,4,0,2,2,3,14,4,13,15,3,21,0,1,1,0,5,4,0,2,16,67,15,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214083323111508,0.0,0.0,0.09164936321246893,0.0,0.20619993104040324,0.0,0.0,0.09423549152837644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748174175281724,0.0,0.0,0.11609386792641535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14804036095008158,0.17383316709631585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379182193064046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936770520737593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362892206388629,0.09628091437964796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412426485102122,0.0,0.07041263976212403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806692310873368,0.0,0.13518698261067644,0.0,0.2654459121818834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985690609102156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658426347607487,0.13507662811112922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14711920796394126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18264955516726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633818856961216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269107485742382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953920880358638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150112337036144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111200749576308,0.0,0.0,0.5405285578078307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39246154963134494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,00mikeb00,2019/04/02,"Anybody over analyse the way that others talk/look at you? I’m a manager suffering from anxiety. I have a habit of people pleasing, so find it hard to challenge people. When I try, I end up feeling massively anxious and over analyse how they are looking at me, or what they are responding, leading me to believe ‘oh I must be wrong’ or ‘‘ there must be something I’m missing’. In the end, I just back down, and then find it really hard talking to the person outside the bounds of my anxiety after that. Anybody had a similar experience?",5.203655462184873,6.322201970588236,6.635994397759102,73.43911764705884,68.50980392156863,10.142296918767508,37.12044817927171,10.290406445055957,4.232421288515408,419,23,73,11,7,143,69,102,0.12,0.8190000000000001,0.061,-0.6108,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,2,2,6,4,0,0,7,0,8,0,0,2,2,13,13,8,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,4,11,1,14,8,0,15,0,2,1,0,6,7,0,2,6,57,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842910794371405,0.2099144762403855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287782613967984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20934630039806476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291482552114913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817596221350479,0.0,0.0,0.09395204318346016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396572887859744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33290180118847923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120702749844905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576370510851844,0.16224372098534545,0.0,0.20396558873844128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903581490671301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14304702302616906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986970176033597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615403410379408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748878012141625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20315606452836385,0.0,0.0
anxiety,redpanda6969,2019/04/02,"I got emailed about my attendance at uni They told me it wasn’t high enough and I’d be kicked off the course if I didn’t reply to my email. They said I wasn’t engaged with or attending my course. 

It isn’t true though. I’ve been to every single session apart from 1 week when I had the flu. 

I dragged myself out of bed, I breathed my way through panic attacks in crowded lectures, I powered myself on overpriced coffee cuz I was so tired from overthinking the night before just to suffer heart palpitations from the caffeine but never let it showed in case somebody thought I was weird, I spent everyday contributing and finding myself enjoying it then coming home and thinking of all the stupid mistakes I made bearing myself up about it, I stayed up late perfecting work that wouldn’t even be marked but if I didn’t do it I was scared something would  happen. 

It is probably just a glitch or they have the wrong person. But you spend a lot of anxiety dealing with things outside of rationality. Reality is that I’ve felt invisible and insignificant for a while and being told I wasn’t even at uni just confirms it. My boyfriend  even had a go at me for being upset about it cuz it’s silly and just a mistake but it has really upset me and will really play on my mind. 

I go to every session and sometimes it’s just me who goes. I am in a constant battle with my mind but I put in the effort where other ppl haven’t and for absolutely nothing. A fear of failure cripples me like you wouldn’t believe and now I have this irrational feeling that I have failed when I haven’t. 

I complained to the uni. I just needed to vent to ppl who might understand what it’s like to get hung up on the irrational and overthink it. ",3.986923076923076,5.469274619883045,4.790292397660821,84.14700404858303,71.80701754385964,7.600719748088169,28.358524516419248,8.139509932561175,1.85593126405758,1368,52,269,20,26,442,176,342,0.17600000000000002,0.732,0.092,-0.9819,2,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,3,5,18,23,3,5,16,0,32,4,2,3,4,54,49,28,0,8,15,0,2,2,0,5,2,1,2,1,23,16,0,0,6,2,2,6,11,15,0,0,19,3,44,8,41,20,4,37,0,2,0,0,16,18,0,6,13,200,67,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868867752512962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467621170594566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977398205742303,0.14534476123533574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112661615963446,0.0,0.139408865605896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13299876752517048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13329692794716605,0.0,0.2556202900840408,0.0,0.2173850058226006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14516679299385998,0.06522894007731031,0.0,0.12386528877076484,0.0,0.11790847855101455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06739992844920775,0.0,0.1466333343674249,0.0,0.1031772983108429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407893314886353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15287186465807664,0.0,0.13630114936252855,0.1294028030479429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455235622746097,0.0,0.0,0.1319166277171296,0.0,0.12605091605069846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967566625733258,0.0,0.12206790455061516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13685420365777945,0.2605170924291364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565577219157298,0.09949681621715953,0.0,0.0,0.1210627057074142,0.0,0.12378403470002053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513598871928513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264242474650132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390894989865562,0.0,0.0,0.12968592663317782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16528815711738995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271355253322493,0.0,0.12915677921476887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931455854548417,0.1275895094943113,0.0,0.0,0.13750245183814458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570536829967901,0.08266136723930684,0.12674702159543735,0.10241577339477108,0.0,0.14827257903803004,0.0,0.24654012546568355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342990344306231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023983776683753,0.10348024514938957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09391737212800358,0.0,0.0,0.0916416416098952,0.14104700984082194,0.0,0.0
anxiety,maggotbrain13,2019/04/02,"Things are piling up I keep fucking up at work, I got shouted at in front of everyone and now don't feel like going back. I went to my doc for a medical issue and they've given me an urgent referral for suspected cancer in an extremely sensitive part of the body. Finally I feel very lonely and in need of someone close to me, but can't find anyone around me. I was doing so well earlier this year and now I'm worse than before that.",5.468,4.8988920222222285,7.032222222222224,76.705,67.66666666666667,10.755555555555556,30.222222222222214,10.355215969177356,2.9328222222222213,342,11,69,8,5,119,68,90,0.131,0.813,0.056,-0.6946,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,1,0,4,0,5,4,1,0,0,13,15,6,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,6,0,1,4,0,0,3,2,2,1,0,4,3,9,2,16,11,1,17,0,1,0,1,0,9,1,0,6,48,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154523616446871,0.0,0.0,0.19673084285886794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16993016561911195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880489760264358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24547367773088316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21116851768663605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22348165127892414,0.1578776196044433,0.0,0.2420872997036085,0.20198382386050945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043046955434348,0.0,0.0,0.1255955548952942,0.0,0.1767484875093506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23065953371470455,0.0,0.1964289517000419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796613754126444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22262744638917736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386369223841912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23931415054964456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18724686078515207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468180933829334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18234257281885924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986994690121098,0.20486295373453547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16088571561999318,0.0,0.2252109983762965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231240533148656
anxiety,daisyorion,2019/04/02,"Is it reasonable to be very very anxious about asking for a week off to go on vacation? Right now, I work this job 3 days a week. I am nearly 100% sure I have collected enough hours to take this trip, but I am so scared about asking my boss to officially give me the days off. Is this like a neurotypical thing that everyone would worry about or is it just my anxiety and it shouldn’t be a big deal? 
Note: I actually had given my 2 weeks recently because my friend needed me to work for her and would pay me but my boss asked for me to stay at reduced hours because she really likes me. This is my main reason for being so worried because I’m already there 4 hours less than I used to be.",6.504425574425576,4.872265076923078,7.312807192807195,79.01888111888115,66.06293706293707,10.96863136863137,31.617382617382606,9.957137785484203,2.646671128871129,538,16,118,10,7,181,88,143,0.123,0.784,0.092,-0.5654,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,8,5,0,1,5,0,15,0,0,5,1,16,25,7,0,4,4,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,19,4,20,16,3,20,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,1,12,81,28,6,0.0,0.0,0.12504068131589224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14139948594945212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802245785327887,0.1447553890245503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35936507415220903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23432860506273526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165272162887987,0.1321009300277067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239707765204928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243790100160384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989963120876407,0.0,0.0,0.1229181828991716,0.07282172686049368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.378559691187416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715361090293512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519998155614714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950100268157281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208617148892235,0.2634869879431965,0.12651725216422532,0.0,0.0,0.10942606919400284,0.0,0.0,0.12828487790629453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657421122696653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207651464409392,0.0,0.0963411149771198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512679531870132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066697272081563,0.0,0.21144858261782576,0.0,0.0,0.3083450368322184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865667244099763,0.2602533862634256,0.0,0.18204598901477567,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,roliepolieolie_,2019/04/02,"Beta Blockers for anxiety I saw my physiatrist yesterday and talked about how bad my anxiety has gotten. More panic attack’s, extreme anxiety in any social situation, hard to make it to class etc. I feel like it’s completely taken over my life and I need help. Well he prescribed me a beta blocker for anxiety and I was wondering if anyone else had experience with it and if it has helpful? Not that I want to strongly rely on meds for this but I was hoping he’d prescribe me an actual daily anxiety med. I’ve been seeing him for about 2 years and every appointment I talk about how debilitating my anxiety is so I feel a bit unheard. Any thoughts?",3.1833333333333336,5.5540805873015895,5.4557936507936535,74.6489285714286,76.46031746031746,8.961904761904762,28.75396825396825,9.516144504307137,3.215996825396825,518,23,90,15,12,181,85,126,0.135,0.7659999999999999,0.099,-0.1072,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,7,7,1,1,3,0,8,1,0,3,0,22,20,11,0,5,4,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,8,5,16,4,14,11,3,5,0,0,2,0,8,3,0,4,3,61,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.13115259390374834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18278984660822584,0.0,0.6168824164897333,0.0,0.0,0.09397387192745488,0.13770614313610904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289658295693428,0.0,0.0,0.11221631666025493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467272848198524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14091324426784907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227188369593803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988876284749714,0.0,0.0,0.11323570837726354,0.0,0.0,0.13146656488474276,0.0,0.0,0.13591085012330495,0.09601361621005357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039378089616375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18016765136011006,0.0,0.0,0.13348706381642733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492894403895596,0.06565984032151619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971138921189263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985706972574605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996540592438671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576865339109172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709742412589483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15106844519599674,0.0,0.13700134808536424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21604727378039174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669661971834586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927114029757096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083951231763575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574837904709198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654759744706952
anxiety,littletomato93,2019/04/02,"Problem of speaking in meetings Hello, I just got registered and this is my first post, so forgive me if I messed the format :(

Today I had a meeting, actually I've never been a talker even in my regular life but I've never thought that I wouldn't able to speak at all. My profession is quite important and it seems in future I will have to handle lots of meetings. Thankfully my supervisor was with me, so he handled most of the meeting even though I was the one who followed the case and wrote all opinions.

I'm dealing with anxiety problem for years. I'm feeling nauseous usually and threw up. Thankfully for this meeting I didn't feel sick. Since I recently graduated and landed this job, I didn't have many chance to speak up in public so this wasn't a problem for me. All I did was studying. But now I realize it's a very important issue and can affect my career. 

Now we will have another meeting next week. It will be conducted in English which is not my first language and I've learned it by myself so I'm feeling super unconfident and anxious right now. Also supervisor I'm attending with is not the kind that has lots of experience, so probably she will rely on me during the meeting.

Do you guys have any suggestions or know how about how to speak properly in public? Thanks a lot even for reading this. And excuse my bad English :(

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anxiety,lunadelsiglo,2019/04/02,"Today is a bad day I'm having a bad day of anxiety today and I don't even know why. It makes it worse because I don't know what to do. I'm not willing to take a pill but maybe I should.  


Any advice?",-2.3812056737588634,-0.6873184468085078,1.2735106382978714,99.88416666666667,95.17021276595743,3.9843971631205686,14.21631205673759,5.46131890053228,-1.1086709219858153,151,3,40,1,6,55,31,47,0.193,0.807,0.0,-0.7096,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,1,0,7,13,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,11,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447741407847944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703405452762861,0.0,0.19162276451352486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41829431827848573,0.1526952635484484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230882946959923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654450739436999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275323494915497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16720279861714407,0.0,0.25164903476816863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18833593028103726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4748669928918441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22602661257661474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25526884513935083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shelfsauce,2019/04/02,"Why do I such anxiety interacting with men? I have trouble talking to most people because of social anxiety. But I’ve noticed I particularly have a hard time talking to older men in particular. Guys my age (22) are alright talking to. I think the issue is the lack of common ground. And I mean talking to in a general sense. I’m trying to learn to woodwork from this big biker looking fellow and I find myself sweating profusely and thinking “oh god this guy knows I’m dumb”, “I’m going to screw this up. I don’t know how you break a table saw but you bet I’ll manage it”. I interact well with overly friendly people. When people are gruff or stoic looking i can’t read them well and it freaks me out I guess. Like, are you mad at me or is that just your face?",1.0455050505050494,3.4585486298701333,3.3778354978354983,86.08357864357866,85.42857142857143,5.500144300144299,22.841269841269842,6.937597516519254,0.9504239538239538,595,22,116,8,18,204,100,154,0.113,0.7829999999999999,0.105,0.5378,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,4,1,0,6,10,3,0,5,1,10,3,2,1,0,25,23,10,0,1,5,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,6,7,0,0,7,1,1,1,2,5,2,0,1,4,19,5,18,22,2,15,0,0,3,1,18,8,2,5,6,74,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376785814213681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469750037813383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419834606275931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001996041639967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.088286730999765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17113117017585844,0.3076339940023058,0.0,0.0,0.13915953327791816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16214089919486752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707482351317134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589422531821137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609030871068545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692173721361096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17686248918895436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230921399894863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15538807271418967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158355718344355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.499445030490008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19907893181349426,0.0,0.0,0.09058352161001547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546975981707664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279349481517766,0.0,0.14017563303887945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MilanCM,2019/04/02,"Hi guys, I'm writing a play about anxiety. In my country (India) anxiety attacks and anxiety isn't a common knowledge. In fact I only found out I had anxiety and what I was experiencing was called anxiety attacks from reading a thread about anxiety. So to do my very small part I want write and produce a play spreading awareness about Anxiety, and since I'm part of one of the best drama troupes in South India, I have a good platform to perform it on. 

So, I would really appreciate if you could give me a few of your worst experiences so I could have a bit of material along with my own experiences to base it on. 
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anxiety,Abu792,2019/04/02,"I don’t know if this is the right place to post, if not please delete this. I have few reoccurring symptoms and don’t know if that can be categorised under anxiety attacks. Kindly help This has been happening for couple of weeks now, so here it goes, I have this unknown fear which is resulting in severe headache and restlessness. Usually after I wake up I have a cup of tea and while I drink I find my heart beat real fast and it almost feels like my heart would just explode. A unknown fear follows it with restlessness. This just doesn’t happen only in the morning but throughout the day with no specific time. This happens when I’m at the gym as well and no I don’t take caffeine or any pre workout supplement which might give rise to such reactions. 
I’ve been checking my blood pressure and it has been low every time I have this anxiety issue. 


So the question is am I prone to anxiety attack with those symptoms mentioned?",4.9610769230769245,6.365721022222225,5.215555555555556,82.33115384615384,69.33333333333333,8.427350427350428,30.512820512820515,8.841846274778883,2.474076923076923,744,30,139,13,13,235,114,180,0.177,0.784,0.039,-0.9641,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,9,11,2,5,7,0,21,8,4,1,0,27,31,16,0,4,8,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,15,9,2,0,5,3,1,2,7,8,1,0,3,1,13,3,16,25,1,21,0,1,0,0,4,8,0,7,11,97,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101113533894987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897145930545604,0.0,0.3002624589570489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29768463316570193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14476509301576598,0.0,0.08437696679022984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816729895158244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023310546789213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944487609340745,0.06615349208554668,0.0934676811202929,0.0,0.0,0.11957970792410005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12550768689858613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34708764816260085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31007732692803985,0.08769512726547833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655647835720658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624325233735965,0.1438056516960103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06391877797993213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879396887054274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995049879968716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366934572735397,0.14361620570597378,0.0,0.0,0.1253025988566073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656378031021755,0.0,0.0,0.1489174888568238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173133630042044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14780493507196754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27197279296901805,0.09837072277522683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15258046266773376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14409492853856296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494696940326012,0.0,0.11763528393021648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294056603957453,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ivamethylamine,2019/04/02,"Closer my birthday gets, more anxious I get. My anxiety is basically ancureable and neverending, but its even worse in april, because of my birthday(3rd of april). Theres nothing special about this day, but the sooner it is, more anxious, lonely, miserable and depressed I get.

Wish i could switch off myself for 24 hours, without anyone noticing.

Not asking for advices, there's basically nothing that can help me. Just wanted to share.",6.737200000000001,9.193120253333337,6.277000000000001,72.32350000000002,66.46666666666667,8.200000000000001,36.5,8.841846274778883,3.6958,349,18,50,6,6,108,59,75,0.305,0.628,0.068,-0.9695,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,10,10,4,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,8,2,9,9,2,7,0,3,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,37,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20329926772838186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15915393505533162,0.4700634994932826,0.0,0.1454699739514049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19449408814180208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682236434560595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661070866970071,0.0,0.0,0.13417188088723794,0.0,0.17918894315596995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374118290199371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32608494016168404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394482477558954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048825198676755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3992497764400072,0.2368607297281059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271039255558025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392416021705761,0.20054805607332185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21201573468631524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,justhereforthetea_,2019/04/02,"Existential Anxiety? Hey everyone, first time posting here. I’ve suffered with anxiety since I was about 18 but I feel like I used to manage it a lot better. Over the last seven months my anxiety has ticked up and I am always “uneasy” in my own skin, if that makes any sense. 

Lately I’ve been having a lot of anxiety about what happens after death, what my purpose in life is, if I am truly “happy,” etc. The increase in anxiety has made me feel sad time to time because I used to be able to relax and not overthink literally everything. Then I get anxious that I might be depressed even though I don’t have any of the classic depression symptoms, i.e. I still enjoy things and I definitely want to be alive. 

I am just wondering if anyone else has experienced these types of anxious thoughts because I sort of feel like I am in the midst of a quarter life crisis. ",6.062321428571429,6.272444398809526,6.835809523809528,75.97585714285717,66.32142857142857,9.815238095238096,33.46666666666667,9.642632912329526,3.1209838095238096,681,28,127,13,10,226,105,168,0.229,0.585,0.18600000000000005,-0.7876,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,7,10,0,0,7,0,17,4,1,4,0,24,29,9,1,4,6,0,4,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,4,0,3,4,5,18,6,20,21,5,18,0,4,0,0,1,6,0,8,12,90,25,2,0.12383361963083454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303949163729206,0.0,0.0,0.16842221556945056,0.0,0.4736619003503315,0.27979348468878035,0.0,0.08658734612094961,0.12688217729191775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15097565028970858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952077333111483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21331543026571487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034470992185548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13810721982740234,0.08179093786348432,0.0,0.0,0.11832833033044685,0.1112936724863058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878419966079049,0.17693352521479072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533281359755396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06469795521294516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095056608727378,0.1318231907738238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009409278521734,0.13968971675639222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17493469548094528,0.12099770294777898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105578301559823,0.0,0.1171743650663563,0.08265990268739748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136790116367494,0.0,0.0,0.09884281374768726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185983768322082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243644981994247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889368859959206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12871054584254893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226955439485753,0.0,0.1216659025496664,0.09831006163734178,0.21662513835098748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139049754635648,0.0,0.0,0.07304027727671845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13429227810108926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SewforVictory9,2019/04/02,"Hydroxyzine for daily anxiety? Hi! I suffer from panic attacks but they are slowly getting better I’m doing cognitive therapy and mindfulness, breathing exercises and acupuncture. I had a Tiny amount of lorazepam which I tried to keep for emergencies. They’re a miracle but I already know my script will not get refilled. My other option is hydroxyzine since doctors don’t seem to mind it as much. But what I need is not something to relax my body so much as something that will relax my mind! What’s been everyone’s experience with it? I don’t need anything to sleep but I’d like to manage my anxiety. SSRI were not good for me and benzos are not safe. ",3.3187468982630293,6.03925233870968,4.688064516129033,78.4405583126551,78.03225806451613,7.6863523573201,28.08684863523573,8.617729084823388,2.6774920595533493,526,23,88,12,13,174,81,124,0.175,0.732,0.093,-0.7802,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,1,9,1,1,2,0,12,5,3,0,0,22,20,10,0,2,8,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,7,4,0,2,2,3,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,13,6,13,15,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,61,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18611340455017467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580390336068322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13878751507459589,0.0,0.0,0.19186777959645795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14916037414731667,0.0,0.18733609223788456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17262407185122872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16115571035054407,0.0,0.1649755501907721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17622905523052165,0.0,0.0,0.1414586099273642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990703913359107,0.0,0.0,0.0926875895168448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823956136069811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5108760735345651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479595539188289,0.25010896522494835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978786219327808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15353587282330278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395119730872514,0.0,0.16877536616201902,0.0,0.0,0.259675510431684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19287005168057075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450470099236472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,avocadoramen,2019/04/02,"Going back to my parents’ Im at the airport waiting for the flight that would take me back to my hometown after experiencing yesterday the worst panic attack of my life which made me realize and decide that I needed professional help. Been neglecting my anxiety and trying to act tough while it all built up on the inside. Yesterday I felt like a failure for having to go back home but now it just feels like the right thing to do. Reach out. We are all fragile living creatures, sometimes we need the help of others to heal whats inside. Hope all of you are also brave enough to ask for help cause its one of the hardest things to do. Lots of love you are not alone. ",4.903502968617474,5.955192259541987,5.39964376590331,82.27485156912641,69.15267175572518,7.959626802374894,26.769296013570823,8.167268648758528,1.6306736217133166,530,16,102,7,9,170,89,131,0.087,0.7090000000000001,0.205,0.9687,1,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,2,2,0,0,6,10,1,1,8,0,8,3,0,2,3,24,20,5,0,4,3,1,3,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,10,5,0,2,4,0,0,3,1,5,0,1,3,4,12,5,21,16,6,16,0,1,0,1,10,5,0,2,10,77,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17019746810986192,0.0,0.13141552761222328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257128477454481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15362740281262716,0.18695035883926106,0.0,0.3790814352513581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16881331489489138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16979796292934513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309074574890145,0.11739817631490455,0.1577836341379697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18678631125688766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304430330122549,0.0,0.16483749995796582,0.16321786921758433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775057958860057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160719213542769,0.16056775726496803,0.0,0.14510737895651102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397084313960719,0.14831524078980787,0.15549406764995782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436988685440729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135501163197033,0.0,0.0,0.1928071479993026,0.18247024804162876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14033786825218236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16252766764343868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355654187812475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21834857222160253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157003528329812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167361041585966,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dora-Lange,2019/04/02,"Hypochondria ruling my life Just as the title says. The last two years my health anxiety has been surmountable for no real reason. I have made countless trips to the doctor because minor symptoms I believe are cancer, usually stage 4 and fatal. I obsess over symptoms and conceived illnesses until months have gone by and i finally get the courage to go to the doctor. 

Last night i noticed a horizontal dent/groove above my thigh muscle. It’s not congruent with my other leg so i started to panic. Let me preface this with the fact my lower thigh was a little achy so i started compulsively feeling for lumps as i usually do and that’s when i discovered the “dent”. After googling i found three things-ALS, MS and a dozen other people who are perfectly healthy who have the same thing and attributed it to constant pressure. Sure enough the dent lines up perfectly with my bathroom counter and  every morning and evening i lean against it to put on contacts, floss, and do my make up and have for years. This is a simple explanation but now that I’ve researched ALS and MS I’m beginning to have tingling sensations, pain, and so forth and now I am in a vicious cycle of worry and compulsive research and symptom checking. 

My husband who is the sweetest human alive told me he is no longer going to acknowledge my symptoms or new illness’ because he feels he’s just adding fuel to the fire and i don’t blame him. Deep down i know for being a 30 year old relatively healthy woman I am most likely always fine but it doesn’t stop me from
Obsessively worrying and checking and researching. It has taken over my life in a very negative way. 

Has anybody else experienced this to a severe level? What has helped? ",4.800927390366642,6.8424577975077865,5.325934579439252,78.86813982746226,70.71339563862928,7.929115744069017,31.34926911095136,8.617729084823388,2.7169716271267674,1367,61,234,24,26,438,191,321,0.163,0.777,0.06,-0.9863,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,2,9,13,1,4,19,0,24,18,3,4,4,44,40,28,1,0,6,1,3,1,0,0,15,1,0,2,17,21,0,1,6,0,2,5,6,7,0,3,7,5,29,6,33,31,3,40,0,0,0,0,14,11,0,2,23,162,46,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435253070127153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674576763663425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824733073458445,0.0,0.0,0.12775571830022814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253816106975887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321262394450365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947257740685869,0.0,0.0,0.11716586571380196,0.0,0.07489538091875828,0.0,0.0955389699997448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114670388154497,0.0,0.0,0.12421710894573483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433019230331585,0.0,0.0,0.05924345810077336,0.0,0.12888835345455532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053205816146913,0.0,0.0,0.07600531707219936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06231813838892838,0.18486178149466115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159526039088391,0.16018645825800829,0.055398368629139334,0.11365014271486013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729573391377352,0.07569108583658919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050966256275117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951621266615613,0.0,0.1064121802228375,0.0,0.0,0.12909932648598746,0.11898747269140858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065874909054165,0.13304291772067706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861282109966676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399185336735987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906670314639254,0.0,0.11658747154457633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901751149868833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281024534119474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052109933074624,0.0,0.0,0.09480209862396538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687209402002763,0.4714373308802816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533364667738109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835241171058924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076903727602376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24977398570651704,0.0935615675048492,0.0,0.09000653467392315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303133411044045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21906521629635914
anxiety,jackmagger,2019/04/02,"I am so confused about my anxiety. I can't seem to pinpoint the causes of the feelings I have. The pressure in my chest, the severe nausea, and the overall lack of quality living. What do I do? I would love to start working toward fixing this. thanks in advance, everyone! First of all, for anyone who actually reads through all of this, THANK YOU.

To give some back story I'll start by saying that anxiety is something that runs in my family so of course I'm starting to realize that it very much is running through me. This whole thing started out as what my doctor thought was **functional dyspepsia** (really gnarly acid reflux) I've experienced what I believe is social anxiety for as long as I can remember whenever I'm placed in a situation where I have to perform in front of people or interact. Back in primary school class presentations were my nightmare. By the time I went through college it had only gotten worse. But then by my senior year of college it all seemed to go away. I was able to speak in groups confidently, shares thoughts in a group setting without feeling any kind of strain on my mind or body. So now fast forward about three years and here we are. After working in retail for those three years I'd like to think that retail was the cause of my anxiety's resurgence due to the insane amount of pressure that environment puts on you physically and mentally. So far my worst symptom by FAR is the nausea and subsequent clamminess I experience. This started when I would get up in the morning and I'd have a cup of coffee and then start my day. Shortly after having my coffee though I would start to feel sick. Initially I thought nothing of it but soon I realized that I had a serious problem. It quickly progressed to feeling nauseous on my short drive to work and then into the first hour or so of my shifts. If I managed to put up with it long enough to stay at work I would but most of the time it would get so bad that I felt like I had no control over it and would have to leave shortly after it started. So after going to the doctor a handful of times thinking this was all some kind of stomach problem related to my inherent acid reflux (and trying a slimmed down diet with extra caution toward just about anything that could make my stomach upset) I realized that this might not be the right angle to approach this at. After doing a good chunk of reading I'm starting to wonder if this is all caused by an underlying anxiety/stress problem that I'm not aware of. I'm completely stuck right now. I feel like I've lost all confidence due to this constant worry that I'm going to start feeling nauseous. I would LOVE to hear what people's experiences are with this type of symptom, how you went about getting diagnosed and whatnot, and how I can start to work toward reducing the anxiety or stress that I'm experiencing. A side note to add too is that I am by no means living what anyone would consider a stressful life. In fact I find that I'm in a very comfortable position and feel that I have every avenue available to succeed as long as I can ditch this feeling I'm having.          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anxiety,jessiethough,2019/04/02,"Sudden onset of panic attacks after a trip abroad? I traveled to Israel for 10 days last month, and when i came home, i began to wake up in the middle of the night with panic attacks. I would wake up sweaty with chills, and I would throw up and/or have diarrhea. I now have anxiety about sleep, which i’m sure is just cycling the panic attacks. 

Has anyone ever had this? i have GAD, but i’ve never been one to have panic attacks before. ",4.281034482758621,5.205006471264369,5.120172413793107,84.17956896551726,70.49425287356323,6.719540229885059,23.69540229885057,6.42735559955562,0.7437678160919536,341,8,65,2,6,111,59,87,0.245,0.737,0.018000000000000002,-0.9563,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,5,9,4,4,4,0,10,3,3,0,3,12,13,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,8,0,1,4,0,7,1,14,7,0,20,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,11,46,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294240506085517,0.0,0.0,0.0940914780240359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6123517177773987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450551379838693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539073313501797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678375501849182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172239491542927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498038580950072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968901947244948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740907135071796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378537654113572,0.0,0.0,0.12628080952368972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118521231963414,0.0,0.0,0.631535499638417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13466289859244526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682659560286474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19118324872973133,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThisIsZane,2019/04/02,"Felt like sharing/talking. Today was the day. Today I went to the doctor and broke down crying. I get daily anxiety driven breakdowns whenever I get into a relationship involving unrealistic expectations of myself and fear of losing something good.

""I can't believe I told her that she must think 'x'"", ""am I too young for her?"", ""im still in school and she has a full time job, does she think less of me?"", ""am I scaring her off""? Etc.

I get nauseous randomly in the morning and very nauseous at night. My stomach gets in a knot. I always feel like I have to use the bathroom. Yet mid day I have this clarity and feel amazing and question why I worry. 

After losing sleep and repeatedly getting in this slump I went in to the doctor. Now with Prozac and emergency Ativan I'm looking forward to working through this. I'm constantly working on being mindful of my thoughts even though it isn't as easy as just ""making them go away"". Breathing exercises help but kind of feel like band-aids for the situation. I'm tired and hope to keep my lunch down. I look forward to tonight (when usually I panic) to try once again to beat this. It will get better.",2.970275802628745,5.279618253393668,4.318810601163545,82.84292609351435,76.87330316742081,6.743460461107521,27.718379659556128,7.793537801064563,1.8695130790777847,898,38,167,14,21,296,139,221,0.1,0.795,0.105,0.6123,1,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,1,7,9,14,0,3,9,0,11,9,3,2,1,29,38,14,0,3,2,0,4,3,0,2,5,0,0,0,7,11,1,1,8,1,0,6,2,6,0,0,7,6,27,8,32,28,3,37,0,3,2,0,12,16,0,3,22,108,34,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242562349174824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849742089533396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436124462857473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514663709359958,0.0,0.09823928281846428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003563501929584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201374172559905,0.1432719767589914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273856593993108,0.09720492672907333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388110323944786,0.07336583583523247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499340056315393,0.16849281162541205,0.15870799753297155,0.10665210228795084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482013791516108,0.0,0.06312807054735184,0.09316678418918506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445310440402818,0.0,0.0,0.11032531338322224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998307937935045,0.0,0.11022757170821364,0.09873104769352962,0.0,0.1156704301244675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628009992816729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18655474387138912,0.2485352794598936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741452905313531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215690798142977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423898576023563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182942262257149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13032585909568212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443255147177712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925598186131765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120825022649124,0.11241665845125268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248560952803984,0.11115801380871454,0.0,0.0,0.0855131131715058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870687037539722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928012387099662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234833150688478,0.1091333693728104,0.08818336152441746,0.06477035538488618,0.12766758486575006,0.21057752288187845,0.10613959302154526,0.0,0.07541453129986647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593555058870172,0.12233649796863764,0.09165081367960004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059404571550993,0.10023043271951748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16173191502178955,0.11280489241692065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Rosieposey95,2019/04/02,"I don't know what to do, suggestions would be appreciated My partner booked tickets for us to go to a gig at a big nightclub, I know maybe one of their songs but he likes their music. I have severe anxiety and depression, including agoraphobia where I can only leave the house with him or a family member. The gig is tonight its from 7-11 and there's going to be lots of people, it'll be loud, people close together; basically I don't think I'll cope and will have a massive panic attack.

He paid for the tickets and he likes this band so I don't want to let him down, I told him how I felt today and he said we won't go but I've pushed for us to go because I will hate myself more if he can't do something because of my anxiety and I'm scared that he'll realise I'm not worth the effort and there's better people out there for him (which he has said wouldn't happen multiple times but I cant help but think it for reasons such as whenever I do something my mum says he'll leave me). I also said we should go because we don't know when they'll tour again, he replied saying he doesn't think they will so now I feel even more pressure.

I don't know what to do, I don't know how to cope...

(I'll probably delete this tomorrow as I don't want him to see it) ",2.8383317148961003,3.51792207380074,4.472262575257332,88.40291318702664,73.64944649446494,7.771683822101378,24.595261215770048,8.032893268588372,1.1104273062730623,986,28,227,14,19,333,135,271,0.16699999999999998,0.7829999999999999,0.05,-0.9815,0,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,5,0,4,2,15,9,2,3,8,0,32,0,0,3,0,39,61,21,0,6,7,1,2,2,1,11,0,7,0,1,10,13,0,0,11,5,2,6,13,6,0,1,6,10,35,3,24,40,3,19,0,1,1,0,35,6,0,3,9,139,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085551720501713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17382581813210174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925011109893186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207770557782548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048062770438623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785389419835684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503968906617016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710333172726977,0.0,0.05744566732055523,0.0,0.10908538699013716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32284173766242524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046676266985724,0.0,0.0,0.1121683805045002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615176384055265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13109305454790826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31219106375601025,0.0,0.0,0.2405975182738458,0.0,0.11617602096410208,0.0,0.1110102200084414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658890408937587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141385770677659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698646696490022,0.08640708535555898,0.0,0.13329926433040146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23629287599187465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224930081202368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681211186048955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242132360050052,0.18069772814059012,0.11374548416963876,0.0,0.09053409630861567,0.0,0.0,0.12834928075301996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749282169395919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21839404704706653,0.0,0.0,0.06624810136018534,0.0,0.10769094130453602,0.10856118474318152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733226205507821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402266410735875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070674228942136,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,killebrew,2019/04/02,"I feel like a giant waste I've been out of work since January.  I've landed two jobs which I thought I would enjoy. The first one I worked for three days before quitting. The second one I was supposed to start yesterday but I got sick on Sunday and felt like crap yesterday.  I sent an email explaining this to my supervisors and got no response.  Now I've skipped day two because the lack of response is giving me even more anxiety about this job.  Oh and during my second interview the GM made me feel like I wouldn't be able to physically do the job so that's been in the back of my mind for the last three weeks. 

I can't remember a job that I've gotten on my own it's always because I know someone that already works there. 

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anxiety,hotawatbaabhabhiat,2019/04/02,"I went to the doctor today for anxiety medication and I left with nothing feeling really confused on what to do I had a psych evaluation from a psychiatrist last year. Was diagnosed with anxiety and other things & he recommended me to get a betablocker or something. Then I went to the doctor today since my anxiety has gotten so bad I can't get a job. (I fail the interviews due to having to monitor my panic symptoms and being unable to present myself professionally & recall relevant info for their questions.)

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I disclosed everything to the doctor and she wants to put me on SSRIs (she said zoloft and some other big names). I don't want to go on that and risk my sex drive and mood fucking up even worse, I'm finally not as depressed as I used to be and not suicidal, I think I just need something to take before big situations like job interviews. She doesn't want to prescribe me a betablocker since she said they are addictive and make your panic worse afterwards and that since I have ""generalized anxiety"" more than a ""panic issue"" (this is in her opinion after talking to me for 10 minutes) it wouldn't help me that much. 

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But my anxiety isn't that bad to live with, like it IS bad and I am getting worse in crowds and more agoraphobic but the panic during interviews is the thing that is my biggest problem. I literally can't breath, sweating, it's fight or flight. Day to day in a job I think I could be ok I just need to get HIRED. 

​

Then my doc starts talking about all this other stuff like how ""barbiturates"" but says that's like a 3rd or 4th tier option and not that effective. She really seems to want to put me on a 24/7 med instead of something for certain situations. I DON'T WANT TO BE ON A BUNCH OF MEDICATION. I am already on hormonal birth control that I know isn't doing my mood any favors. I don't want to be on another 24/7 fucking medication.

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It was almost like my doctor thought I was pillseeking or something, she kept mentioning xanax and how it's bad and addictive and she doesn't want to put me on stuff like that and wants to put me on an ssri instead and shit on the betablockers. I DON'T WANT AN SSRI THOUGH. My ex was on one and could never get it up or cum EVER. If that happens to me I will be really distraught, my life sucks enough right now being unemployed with low confidence, I don't want my sex drive taken away. I don't know what to do. Am I just being stupid and should just take the ssri? I feel so hopeless and confused ",5.632678992918963,6.212888313008128,6.42894571203777,77.23816286388674,67.29268292682927,9.519118804091267,31.521374246000534,9.536714749202195,2.8366542617361663,1998,77,377,39,31,660,214,492,0.18,0.746,0.075,-0.993,5,0,4,0,1,1,63.0,0,1,2,3,15,34,6,8,20,1,44,21,3,6,4,87,87,39,1,18,16,1,2,6,0,3,14,3,0,0,27,25,0,2,11,0,0,9,17,23,0,1,13,5,60,9,58,61,7,50,0,4,0,4,27,23,4,14,24,267,87,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707615712165954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05377017715091899,0.0,0.05925640253200935,0.0,0.0,0.3490865824471575,0.2609928138232779,0.0365160649577842,0.056306392903099786,0.20539177284588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05045046329865978,0.0,0.17934030295552514,0.0,0.0,0.04569252188303924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06022618622096543,0.08574598927032856,0.0,0.0,0.06926074550884405,0.0,0.04624948129166771,0.05450171813451714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21984620641493316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05548375564969252,0.0,0.03546661810477724,0.048572361354773004,0.0,0.0,0.048259749584216464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054302025234556274,0.0,0.0,0.058822863453178185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992847392119139,0.14027334382247886,0.0,0.030517462853182107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04748442255261832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03599222704343103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05604612167794597,0.159859114772659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059021359879009874,0.043770537822298484,0.0,0.0,0.0583423687884167,0.0,0.03792805291127566,0.15740298744954415,0.0,0.0474157770687776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03584342321743718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059645692459669226,0.16228340638992791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03947375841676798,0.07963186507739352,0.04141473568770726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0515240916681232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03638673956487811,0.0,0.0,0.2520092585930216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05138114798186177,0.0,0.2159228235888888,0.06015336338243154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319976456911538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04585727564789965,0.1021570244493232,0.04270231790747382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048884084975557365,0.0,0.0,0.05511959676132407,0.13325710185046313,0.120716227081734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653554896922702,0.0,0.0,0.03800728735125965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294132372309145,0.05873622664060452,0.0,0.0,0.05581214612154637,0.08074750556741929,0.08631985232993727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134831666174782,0.06881423558978138,0.052757410720785165,0.04262972773057497,0.0,0.0,0.10179768962592516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046377302141592115,0.0,0.0,0.3167211048202127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955603262868494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16416667650713634,0.0,0.0,0.2609928138232779,0.03457935710281542
anxiety,PureIntel,2019/04/02,Anybody get this intense stream of anxiousness as soon as you get called on in class? It's that and just the slow anticipation of knowing youre about to give an answer. I fuckin' hate it so much and there's no way for me to combat it since one moment im fine then as soon as i'm called on it just instantly jumps to 100.,2.740000000000002,3.6146438695652208,3.9862028985507263,91.06278260869568,74.07246376811594,7.259130434782609,22.495652173913044,7.554174236665415,0.5580121739130437,253,6,60,3,5,83,50,69,0.145,0.79,0.065,-0.7734,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,7,3,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,6,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,4,1,14,6,1,10,0,0,0,1,5,3,1,0,5,38,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32321849463379765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5842927029523628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989572929201456,0.27445907408016434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28247057466523845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090437208623642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723644896696054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103209283403719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19387292093558656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366699506477825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270977320860346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cyberv123,2019/04/02,Freaking out over contamination I’ve been doing pretty good lately but I was caught off guard by my reaction just now. I went to the bathroom and a fly just flew up in my face (not sure there was actual contact). My contamination ocd just went nuts. I tried to discreetly wash my face where I thought it touched me but I’m already feeling embarrassed about not having been able to resist that compulsion :(,4.140018796992479,6.618151460526318,4.791654135338348,80.04657894736842,73.86842105263158,8.027067669172935,27.962406015037594,8.841846274778883,2.4025511278195486,325,13,59,7,7,104,57,76,0.14400000000000002,0.75,0.106,-0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,2,0,6,3,2,0,1,13,13,3,0,0,7,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,9,2,9,2,10,4,0,12,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,40,11,0,0.290452128355702,0.0,0.2834393790519419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205211461902255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468613232066244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436174648568709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276426519894487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954942339627698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737476936155031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305865460968577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19719792937508404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5385040658021792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ElsaWinchester,2019/04/02,"Masters dissertation questionnaire  Hi hope this is okay to post, please delete if not:  
Dear any women who have a diagnosis of anxiety, social anxiety/phobia, OCD or specific phobia I would be grateful if you could complete this questionnaire for my Masters Dissertation. It is of course anonymous and confidential and takes around 20 minutes. Thank you 

 [http://nclpsych.eu.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV\_882JeCAsJ7wOzid](http://nclpsych.eu.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV_882JeCAsJ7wOzid) ",12.632241758241761,17.739327476923087,8.182197802197804,52.93923076923078,58.84615384615386,11.0989010989011,36.97802197802198,10.608840637214634,5.678340659340657,406,18,43,12,7,111,52,65,0.097,0.716,0.188,0.7283,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,0,2,1,4,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,0,0,10,9,5,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,5,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,4,0,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21899818799459986,0.0,0.24635965641011726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28668380414817496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3376527277824264,0.0,0.0,0.25712267052481746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198583032806325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535031240556402,0.0,0.0,0.30842522214231505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.328279141760186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421339405655079,0.0,0.0,0.2964910897915454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228767918529702,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ex_professo,2019/04/02,"Cracked my phone screen, now my OCD is playing games with me I've had 3 smartphones in my life, and this is the first one I've cracked - by accident too! I'm likely getting it repaired in a week, but in the meantime I find myself constantly checking the epicenter of the crack, worried it's going to destroy the phone eventually.

I took preventative measures (put a screen protector on, which I should've had in the first place) to ""hold"" everything in place.

I mean, I don't know why I'm dwelling on this so much. This is barely noticeable, and I see people with literal spiderwebs of cracks all over their phone.",7.802146892655365,6.911771474576273,7.48,76.46316384180791,63.067796610169495,11.256497175141243,38.31073446327685,10.504223727775694,3.866317514124294,486,22,94,10,6,154,77,118,0.09,0.8859999999999999,0.023,-0.8534,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,2,3,4,1,1,8,0,6,1,0,0,1,11,14,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,3,2,1,3,1,2,0,3,3,3,12,2,15,11,2,18,0,0,3,0,5,10,0,0,6,58,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23559856393407466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959393214616605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992632828732796,0.3708897291800988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390470959560806,0.0,0.12390389539318232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981625791754953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15399161860192995,0.10651193048250142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374840628759665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602673347118364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482134190641216,0.0,0.0,0.14773373508917118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15114530523551833,0.0,0.4555620266427222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191669657768469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17373105596198432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422245376222432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17487981877467548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967261305979113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22140650694181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SpiritualButter,2019/04/02,"Physical anxiety symptoms Hi all, my first time posting here. I have (what I call) travel anxiety. For the most part I am ok going around my daily life. I can sometimes get an anxiety attack while I am out shopping if there are too many people or whatever, but it's way worse when I am going somewhere new. 

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Last weekend it was my birthday and I was catching the train to Liverpool, I have been to Liverpool on the train loads of times in the past few years. I felt fine mentally, but I was not fine physically. I got a bad stomach and felt sick and was shaking. It's common for me to be like this when flying or going somewhere new, but then I am usually mentally panicking as well. Have you ever experienced this? It's so strange, my head is clear and I don't feel any anxiety but my body does. I've had a similar anxiety on a train once, it was like a wave of just dread and horribleness came over me. Thankfully I was with my boyfriend and he knows how to calm me down, but mentally I wasn't anxious. 

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I hope I'm not alone in this ",3.0170892018779365,4.831797399061031,4.4813380281690165,84.01008215962445,75.0093896713615,8.301408450704226,28.734741784037556,8.998388855275968,2.427195305164319,838,36,169,19,18,279,126,213,0.189,0.684,0.126,-0.9399,0,1,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,0,1,11,13,1,2,9,1,21,6,3,1,3,31,34,21,0,2,11,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,9,10,0,0,4,3,1,7,4,4,1,1,13,4,26,9,18,20,4,33,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,5,18,116,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236426052101734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32126620592649585,0.36028957551144425,0.06721185077990569,0.0,0.3780462435888724,0.11165651679921956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798497029527011,0.0,0.11244018756123272,0.0,0.0,0.08252390896311723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978448488077984,0.0,0.0,0.10092257882207216,0.11304202275695305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649202590032114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940279592499553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04997443757057464,0.0,0.1897960670064297,0.0,0.0,0.08406982803081663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05163771651898686,0.0,0.16851228316966935,0.0,0.07904815634018485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014342223410398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981664220497651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05431766590405143,0.08056450934868363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981077056337108,0.0965725278905854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002041635684131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988102425449487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190912796962952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525708544681006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070297271203865,0.09435011962558196,0.06852041897684953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465754122084201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977513043953576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272841942757056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099488478476522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526410119389607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885386067261184,0.0,0.0,0.07845139482645654,0.0,0.0,0.08886540933115496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072230014549226,0.0,0.0,0.36028957551144425,0.06364712606208847
anxiety,jklenderpsu,2019/04/02,"At a loss I have dealt with anxiety for all of my life. I grew up in an abusive household and finally left with my Mom about 8 years ago. However, my anxiety doesn’t seem to get any better. Therapy and meds for around 8-9 years, counseling, etc. Can’t hold a job because my mind doesn’t stop running and I have constant anxiety and panic attacks. The last 3 jobs I’ve had have been roles that require a lot of responsibility and my mind doesn’t handle it well. I worked retail and at a vineyard and didn’t have anxiety issues with those roles. I am at a loss because those three jobs I have quit on the first day. I find myself emotionally and mentally exhausted anytime I go to work or leave the house in general. I just wait to come home and don’t want to leave when I am here. 

I am confused on what to do. I am going to see my therapist next week. My heart beats thru my chest all day and I cry and cry because I don’t know what else to do. I feel like I am bound to spend my life in my house and I don’t want that for myself.  I feel this is what my life will always be. ",2.125696263949539,3.3388658515283858,3.9026710334788968,89.74203178068899,76.07423580786028,7.534303736050463,24.07593401261523,8.167268648758528,1.137483066472586,836,26,194,14,18,282,121,229,0.17,0.785,0.046,-0.9729,4,0,0,0,0,1,19.0,0,0,0,9,6,9,1,2,9,0,25,6,2,0,2,38,37,14,0,2,2,1,2,1,0,1,4,0,1,0,9,17,0,5,5,0,2,5,8,6,1,2,3,3,31,3,28,32,4,29,0,2,1,0,3,11,0,4,14,125,40,6,0.0,0.1256380518576487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399655935583773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823236427259855,0.0,0.0,0.07210968357662026,0.0,0.32447605219850484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943965728345498,0.0,0.12063388007104812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19391989946259933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378226361969244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134261044402774,0.0,0.11458973685647646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329561976318604,0.13677186872948938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858139725033146,0.11927882070674176,0.0,0.0,0.1182607399828924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723230615786228,0.07575378624605124,0.0,0.1161597799648784,0.09691708968139563,0.09019612802353444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055400637768430516,0.0,0.12052802471724805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256559019241242,0.0,0.0,0.1063650657030172,0.0,0.0,0.2447079338813879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067644075465786,0.3156799670616684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058275879261053425,0.08643537128092446,0.0,0.2245585084458684,0.11521092859559035,0.0,0.22469397214113385,0.051804959598482136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014997490557694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778465217836386,0.0,0.1068616709173721,0.0,0.21413691975990468,0.1241907811780459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277294029611433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441310363349835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278478983072696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449880022211075,0.09653329030921838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865277102189906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126404304394392,0.12311864495235422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508827923833865,0.0,0.08505753210153605,0.0,0.0953411708414409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543942978321538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657038357499313
anxiety,yung_suicide,2019/04/02,"MY ANXIETY AND DEPRESSION HAS MADE ME MISS A MONTH AND A HALF OF COLLEGE English isn't my first language so if its a bit bad i'm sorry 

A little backstory i moved from Asia to Europe for my college degree(comp.sci) , i have never really lived alone and I've always had people i know around me and never felt alone before, I don't really have anyone to talk to or get closure so i thought i might as well post here and get some advice and maybe how knows i might even feel a bit better

As i said i moved from Asia to Europe I've been here for nearly a year (still a first year) and my semester was a decent semester i got good grades 8/10s in most of my classes except for calculus which i failed even though i tried my best (not really good at math) i guess that's when it happened i had my first real panic attack mind you i have failed in classes many times in high-school failing wasn't the issue facing my parents was, for nearly a week i didn't attend any calls from my mom or my dad or my sister, they were really upset obviously i lied to them and that i was on a trip with friends and i haven't used my phone because i was having ""fun"" with my friends and i dodged the question for a couple more days and eventually told them and clearly they were upset but was understanding that was pretty bad in math they told me it was alright and told me to do better when i retake the class i felt a bit better i guess, but that was just the starting of the problems i started to have like a pit in my stomach even if i  just wanted to go outside to get food or do anything normal i felt like this for nearly a month but i still was stubborn about it and the second semester started, the nail in the coffin for my anxiety to just go out of control i was just about to go to enter my class when i heard the supposed people i called my friends were talking about me they were calling all kinds of bad things talking about how ugly i looked (i already had issues with how i looked because i was bullied through out middle school right untill i finished highschool so that really hit me hard) and how they were trying to get rid of me but i was bit clingy, i just froze i didn't know what to do they hadn't seen me so i just turned back and just bolted home trying not to cry and just shut myself off from everything i couldn't even sleep without crying i couldn't even try to go to class just the thought of it makes me feel like i want to die

And that leaves me here right now i can't even talk to my parents or my sister and i'm really down right now and i don't really know what to do coupled with the fact that i have missed almost every test and assignment given untill now i'm most likely gonna get fucked by the end of the semester so yeah i just wanna get this off my chest so i can feel a bit better i guess  

 

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anxiety,cameron16000,2019/04/02,I have constant butterflies in my stomach and I don’t know what to do. Everyday I get onto my bus before school ( I am a 16 year old male sophomore) and get butterflies the whole way that upset my stomach and make the long hour + ride hell. I just don’t know what to do. If I think about breathing it gets worst almost and I can’t find anything to stop it.,2.2783999999999978,3.626861306666669,3.6023333333333305,91.4995,75.93333333333334,6.6000000000000005,24.5,7.1686216300943375,0.8421999999999996,278,9,62,3,6,91,50,75,0.18600000000000005,0.8140000000000001,0.0,-0.926,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,3,0,7,3,3,1,0,13,14,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,10,0,6,14,2,11,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,7,39,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519453182866173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070488646670572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21409669037967444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718948167535194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299617318452559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3943585176290814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24777951040322604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27655023822386604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226618490906778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16794779466046073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640163423456098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25463693964490536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103524241606514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612178479499525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19971174724789575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809071665872467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16202489173436793
anxiety,JackelSR,2019/04/02,"Recent Persistent Anxiety that Doesn't Go Away. So about a month ago I transferred to a new division. I've been working for the same company in mostly the same sort of job position for a decade and a half. The first week in the new position I had to take most the week off the attend a funeral for my great aunt, her sister passed about 6 months prior. The week after that I found myself hospitalized after only working two days.

While in the hospital I learned that A) I've been misdiagnosed twice for conditions I didn't have. B) I had a condition called an Ileus, to which no one could figure out what caused it. At the end of a week in the hospital and a couple days rest at home I was able to return to work.

It's normal to be anxious about a new job, and in effect I started the same new job pretty much three times in a row due to family and health. But, the anxiety stayed and continued getting worse to the point I started to feel dread going to work. I started trying to pinpoint why, thinking it was something with my coworkers, something in the environment, I wasn't sure. I honed in on thinking one of my coworkers was the issue.

Ultimately talked to HR about it, and finally my coworkers, only to start to realize that the problem was something with myself. At this point I already feel like I fucked things up. I sought medical attention, got prescribed anti-anxiety medication (Buspirone). I took off a few days from work to allow the meds time to do their thing. The first few days I seemed ok. I'd wake up at night with my heart pounding but wasn't sure why and didn't feel anxious, just a little annoyed that I was awake.

Again, for the first few days these seemed to work pretty well. When negative thoughts entered my mind, they'd just sort of get forgotten about. Unfortunately, the day before returning to work, all of the anxiety came rushing back worse than before, despite the medication. My wife was talking to me about what my plan was and I found that I wasn't able to answer and eventually just broke down. The frustrating part is that I generally hold it together really well even in pretty intense situations. On rare occasions something will set me off, but it's usually me getting pissed off for a moment, then I'm ok and back to normal.

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Has anyone had similar experiences with developing severe anxiety out of the blue like this, and do you have any suggestions about overcoming it?",5.448025107991363,6.67694831317495,6.134453968682504,76.852026525378,68.02807775377971,9.847975161987042,30.883436825054,10.05249126169394,3.1301793196544274,1931,76,355,47,32,631,225,463,0.129,0.8079999999999999,0.063,-0.9813,3,0,4,0,0,0,53.0,0,1,2,13,18,16,4,1,39,2,28,8,3,3,3,59,53,18,1,4,6,3,3,2,0,1,4,0,1,0,22,18,0,1,16,0,0,8,8,7,2,9,23,4,38,9,73,26,12,83,0,1,1,1,11,28,2,6,47,249,60,12,0.12923211702153167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057278237159917825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130542734671186,0.0,0.0,0.07001147240011069,0.07851558367062826,0.043941135566381455,0.0,0.24715553949403116,0.14599550777468828,0.0,0.04518105050892073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0607089140014412,0.09937152096703762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996701319014802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06598022024793458,0.07390355702191573,0.0,0.06637849140305291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05159066486431218,0.07149643972508728,0.0,0.25003207311777953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057230648778272775,0.0,0.0,0.042678297237799145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632069040730515,0.06091426928201042,0.0,0.0980154620351031,0.046161725110990086,0.0,0.0707837336905562,0.0,0.1648871590803859,0.0,0.14169634596049302,0.0,0.05973650488390776,0.1012776709272323,0.0,0.0734455902586419,0.0,0.051679364780340784,0.07123943262284489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868384861382662,0.0,0.07657034044944927,0.0,0.0,0.0648151751576776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06744237730619848,0.19236440295163126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06313628461034802,0.06476226587544152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177387435779327,0.1952816429863943,0.0,0.0,0.06524379912816651,0.0,0.10315184286027232,0.0,0.04750023782439464,0.0,0.0,0.24962636783137554,0.0,0.060637793700506426,0.12662003610460096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875710270472662,0.0982868484170983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699728945782248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216612209705885,0.0,0.0,0.1972132841934201,0.0,0.061828841405486834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04139470167073661,0.0,0.06380056243999907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764806571752905,0.0,0.07299775388734414,0.0,0.0,0.07263115707282435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19897839478633494,0.0,0.0,0.1829423151637921,0.06887212093232277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217997408935103,0.0,0.04858323443239397,0.10387188043631856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585607618157806,0.08280672242321968,0.0,0.051297932773772564,0.07535628669241065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717908185385879,0.04387006221933285,0.0,0.06312050008449803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116545956162328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20732441822708186,0.0,0.11619519335568396,0.0,0.116611884841978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329288821185661,0.0,0.13169856785357364,0.0,0.0,0.07851558367062826,0.0
anxiety,AnxMonk,2019/04/02,"""What should I do today?"" - The question that triggers instant despair in me. Hi all

I have GAD and have made some progress with anxiety about social situations and have come out of a depressive episode but still live in isolation and my mother describes it as ""things are only getting worse with you wtf are you doing in therapy"". 

The one question which freaks me out the most is ""what should I do today?"" Because I really don't know what to do. There are a few things I probably should be doing like studying, but I'm just so unmotivated because I'm not even interested in the courses I'm taking this semester, and if I think about things I would like to do I find nothing but emptiness. I keep wasting days and days just thinking about what I should do. Sometimes I decide to go for a walk or attend a lecture but it's a chore just so I don't think about what I should be doing. I guess it's actually an important question because having an answer would allow me to do something very now but I really can't find anything and just thinking about how it usually goes when I think about it is freaking me out so I don't even want to try it anymore.

I have a list full of things which should be done but I don't have the energy because there is no positive to it other than things be done.

This is mostly a rant I guess but really I don't know how to overcome this.  
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anxiety,DeliciousWinter101,2019/04/02,"anxiety whenever job hunting. how to this feeling i graduated couple months back and have not started applying for jobs. i save jobs ads but never actually apply to them. i started writing my resume but could not send it.... every time (even few minutes back) when I start like writing my resume, i feel super anxious. i start having difficulty to breathe, i feel dizzy, shaky  and just overall i feel kind of paralyze.

 i want to get a job and i want to move out from my family home. i definitely have a dream. but i don't know why i just feel scared. maybe is rejection, .... i feel my resume is not that great and sometimes I feel I cant finish like the ending of a cover letter, my brain just stops working...

 i know that is no harm to just try  and at least trying to apply for  it, and i tell that to my self constantly. but i cant bring my self to it. i told my self the first thing tomorrow is im gonna sit down and at least send a one job application by tomorrow evening. and im really hoping that im not gonna feel anxious and pass out

and sometimes i feel im not gonna be good in a job. that im gonna be fired. or i just look stupid.

i have always had anxiety, even in uni. whenever im doing my assignment, i'll get scared that im gonna fail the whole thing. and I cant believe im still having this even after uni. 

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anxiety,freddiegk,2019/04/02,"Guilt from years ago About 6 years ago when I was about 14 I was at a music festival and was grinding up against this girl for a while, I thought it was all fine and mutual as she didn’t walk away or tell me to stop and seemed to be enjoying herself. Then a few weeks later my friend told me that it looked like she wasn’t enjoying it and he said it looked like I was being a creep. 
For some reason my anxiety has mad me remember this event and I have been worrying about it for a few weeks now. I feel like I may have affected the girl for what I’ve done all those years ago and I feel terrible and can’t let it go.",2.2119402985074608,3.1411018358208938,3.5494328358208977,93.48176119402989,75.41791044776119,8.046567164179105,22.35522388059701,8.548686976883017,0.922644179104478,482,12,119,9,10,158,79,134,0.117,0.722,0.161,0.802,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,11,1,1,6,0,17,0,0,2,2,20,26,12,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,1,0,1,0,2,11,7,0,1,6,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,12,5,16,8,15,10,5,20,0,0,2,0,10,3,0,4,18,82,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4666760482647184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424711396730712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487586144068092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17958418135229218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17746305193512266,0.12536798456124126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558086057243313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973333539309727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17944739963523046,0.0,0.2572023273150962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947298512116351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18042991613339526,0.0,0.0,0.19879262004371848,0.0,0.16692837198133625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15975682073267658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467150327336152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15338341780048645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931711669230495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676853979144572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815302547832321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782156190083485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390237225359481
anxiety,stardreamos,2019/04/02,"Regarding finding a stable job. This is a problem i've been having for years now. I have a hard time applying for jobs not only because they never really get back to me, but because i feel i've somehow managed to convince myself that ""i'll just screw everything up"" even at retail jobs. I try my hardest to get things done, but usually i take longer than they'd prefer me taking or don't have proper accommodations to keep my stress levels low.

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For instance, When I was working as I was a cashier. I was actually pretty confident with the position until.... they started expecting me to do the membership card things, something that i personally knew that i couldn't make myself comfortable doing. not only that, but they expected me to not only scan items but bag them as well, and that made me what I felt was ""too slow"".

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I'd request help on busier days but nobody really cared. Eventually got to the point i started to have stress-fueled anxiety attacks and had to often step away. At a point they had me in a back room where I could work on organizing gift cards and managing inventory while i was actually allowed to listen to music, which helped me stay completely focused! it was a really nice position for me and there were a few that liked me there! I was glad.

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But then a few of the supervisors got all weird about it and made me go back to positions that they kept expecting nearly too much of me for. I made it through the seasonal period but i'm scared to really try applying for them again after that, also considering the fact i can't convince myself they'll even look at the application in the first place like most of the other places i tried to apply for. I really need something stable too... but most of the things i feel i can actually function in environment wise are always not hiring (game based jobs, jobs that keep me occupied without needing me to talk to people, so on. i'm willing to get out of my comfort zone but if I can't handle it there will be problems that may make the job too stressful on me)

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Doesn't help I need money for my medication which is getting pricier and i lose my health benefits from my mom next year... so any advice or suggestions on what i should do to have more success either convincing myself to look for a job i can handle would be really immensely appreciated. 

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I'm glad I found this reddit, because i really was starting to lose hope in all this due to anxiety just taking over and being super exhausting to fight against. I hope my post made sense because when i get anxious i tend to get all my thoughts jumbled when i try to write them. haha.",6.923456389452332,6.935457368627452,7.4878363759296835,72.70147058823531,64.52941176470588,10.720757268424613,33.664638269100735,10.401786478921641,3.4847275185936435,2118,82,382,47,29,701,246,510,0.094,0.726,0.18,0.9953,8,0,2,0,1,0,67.0,0,0,10,7,27,32,3,3,21,1,42,4,0,7,5,72,85,30,0,16,20,1,4,2,0,6,3,1,1,1,25,9,0,3,8,1,2,2,11,13,1,1,24,8,67,19,66,49,11,56,0,3,3,1,22,25,1,10,29,283,92,13,0.0,0.0,0.1592826288864574,0.0,0.0,0.053166717777903945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04350993508334902,0.04527168669974256,0.2947543940409884,0.3305574428623782,0.0369992012546824,0.0,0.08324370710114824,0.061465379817903426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06189677981514623,0.05111796265936835,0.12550882638282113,0.0,0.13266607260185448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05547242546489168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057045591764085926,0.0,0.0,0.043440238117968814,0.0,0.0,0.03508855985843005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05567811683508613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187173878667798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04889826407722956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05502048379289838,0.0,0.05224006480280957,0.0,0.04972778589896189,0.04627928632622441,0.0,0.059655395265392736,0.0,0.0,0.1705551247569065,0.0,0.03092123292015565,0.0,0.08702984998343477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0487387435554513,0.0,0.0,0.05783299646341801,0.0,0.0,0.10940529765655238,0.0,0.0,0.10807853566672598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3779397457616529,0.09672038748254416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0531618509777066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137777596545263,0.12173692619499404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20592807903976384,0.07263531986876973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054810181219854176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06372181209061002,0.0,0.0,0.039996027327401686,0.12102818604730822,0.04196268525621386,0.0,0.05786336185575841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241388566225947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03771955008472351,0.0475068328399336,0.11368923866918927,0.0,0.10286600197541072,0.0,0.05210767710253854,0.05535233972994105,0.0,0.10412192206774293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439854170303757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05447174573974903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837716365216767,0.0,0.0,0.11553046108441895,0.057991525033809686,0.0,0.0,0.18697201256831272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227237879857724,0.04373096597787975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084384666202134,0.0,0.0,0.04319375260065173,0.03172565275339844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477574250357228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05992255609154014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04891918800435907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052447222350073465,0.0,0.07921912030022216,0.0,0.0,0.03864977302234093,0.0,0.3305574428623782,0.07007373845915264
anxiety,sio_later,2019/04/02,"Anyone else feel this way? I just did a presentation in front of 30 other medical students and 1 doctor. 


Leading up to the day of my presentation, my anxiety was absolutely crazy. And in my mind it feels that nothing else matters except for this presentation. As if after this presentation the world just ends, if you know what I mean...


I would also get this feeling during high school when I played top rugby. Every Tuesday I would begin getting nervous for my game on Saturday. I would always wish I could skip time to after the game.


Anyway, the presentation went fine. Fuck anxiety:) ",4.432710280373833,7.0416050280373845,5.566177570093463,74.21375233644861,73.48598130841121,8.018317757009347,27.522429906542047,8.841846274778883,2.5817035514018687,466,18,76,10,10,154,75,107,0.101,0.804,0.094,-0.1882,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,2,5,4,1,1,5,0,6,3,0,1,0,20,17,7,0,7,5,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,5,3,0,3,0,2,0,0,3,3,12,2,14,10,0,25,0,0,0,1,3,7,1,2,14,54,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570513094023935,0.1516048467053643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787647285588675,0.0,0.0,0.1273983511244337,0.18668524788239704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547173124779192,0.0,0.0,0.11750381146014464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18648923715028234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30440914196955515,0.0,0.1613749615382218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535112073152322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763771118050073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684407984857261,0.19038377279142504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925041142365689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013225662520404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19846901865902236,0.0,0.18354715115521605,0.0,0.0,0.183969879770304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17482564210208434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18439594592675965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624218077419104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446217371203726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16890105934864985,0.0,0.0,0.2095208021902913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3882885755800065,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yaboisoncrack,2019/04/02,"I'm curious about the links between Anxiety and Insomnia. I made this little 1-10 insomnia scale for how long it takes you to fall asleep. Where do you guys land on the scale?  

**10/10 - Around one minute to fall asleep:** Head hits the pillow and its lights out, barely time for a single thought.

  
**9/10 - Around 3-4 minutes to fall asleep:** You find a comfy position, briefly think about everything you need to do the next day and you just drift off.  


**8/10 - Around 5-10 minutes to fall asleep:** Your mind wanders a bit, but sleep overcomes you fairly quickly.

  
**7/10 -  Around 10 - 15 minutes to fall asleep:** It’s a little bit annoying, you wonder why you haven’t fallen asleep yet, but you doze off before you can think too deeply about it.  


**6/10 - Around 15 - 25 minutes to fall asleep:** You toss and turn for a bit, you have a little bit of a hard time dozing off, but you get there eventually.  


**5/10 - Around 25 - 45 minutes to fall asleep:** Ok now it’s starting to grate you, You feel restless, you’re having a hard time finding a comfortable position, your mind won’t shut off. Eventually, instinct takes over and you fall asleep.  


**4/10 - Around 45 - 60 minutes to fall asleep:** You’ve spent the equivalent of an entire episode of Game Of Thrones just tossing and turning, unable to find the off switch for your brain. This insomnia thing is really starting to waste your time.   


**3/10 - Around 60 - 90 minutes to fall asleep:** Sleep has completely stood you up. The process to sleep is long and tiresome. You desperately try to grasp at a sense of relaxation, but it seems to do nothing. You’re just laying around with your eyes closed. Somehow, after much deliberation, you finally doze off.  


**2/10 - Around 1.5 - 3 hours to fall asleep:** Tossing, turning, getting up to for water, getting up again to go to the bathroom. This really sucks. You’re starting to stress out, you know that you’re edging closer and closer to your alarm. Eventually, you get tired enough to pass out.  


**1/10 - 3 - 5 hours to fall asleep:** You’re desperate and angry. You wonder why God hates you. The anger just makes you more awake. It’s ok to cry at this point. After what amounts to almost a whole school day you finally drift longingly into a fitful sleep.  


**0/10 - No sleep.** ",1.003237410071943,3.4123728345323734,1.4345151079136684,94.68080863309356,101.23021582733813,4.526158273381294,18.749448441247,6.360717304075467,0.2206272038369308,1740,55,339,24,75,525,196,417,0.131,0.82,0.049,-0.9886,0,0,0,0,0,0,134.0,0,31,0,0,26,11,4,3,22,2,11,26,21,3,0,54,41,14,0,1,8,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,14,25,1,0,13,2,1,17,3,7,0,1,4,5,32,4,70,35,10,78,0,0,1,0,33,38,1,5,23,182,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634648907013323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05068617488079659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5898248781593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05637955023267156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893405142775606,0.0,0.0,0.07396436149123899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946886295728426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277984611024738,0.08546014795514327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684608566092357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059547227068450524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03350136557667089,0.0,0.0,0.1451618973177783,0.1816722013194551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13846551178922528,0.0,0.03765519518289775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06560452492618654,0.0,0.0,0.1187059329935981,0.06541474921781909,0.06799846341108942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304989566035037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03641293571645041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19921978325223108,0.0,0.17590521670529094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06269366772910091,0.04422684493036325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338007078161271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04870627957956087,0.04912848483986552,0.0,0.0,0.07046472533108344,0.0,0.0,0.06357506643716263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04489723759070245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06263397374985617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848914449709119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06705529218758365,0.0,0.060317588324680635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315226229645929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069044636536018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589679714236941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963354743155692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04401799066315845,0.08490920378805135,0.0,0.052600398860523534,0.15453919962620194,0.07615230094895786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044983932996861535,0.2162047083459988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195726869076012,0.07397321126841044,0.0,0.0,0.14370507503216828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,grumpyoldskier1996,2019/04/02,Unwanted thoughts or images while being intimate I am going to be honest I used to have a porn and masterbation addiction. I have been over a year “clean” if that is the right term. I have suffered from anxiety and depression since I was a kid. I have been feeling extremely disturbed while being intimate with my Significant other. My mind tells me to think of this “porn actress”. I do not have any images that come to my mind but the name does and it causes me extreme stress and makes me not be able to function even suicidal for days after. Has anyone else gone through anything like this?,4.019285714285715,6.336846642857148,4.686928571428575,81.40807142857145,73.64285714285714,8.051428571428572,28.164285714285718,8.841846274778883,2.44389,472,19,85,10,10,151,77,112,0.161,0.7559999999999999,0.083,-0.8819,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,2,5,0,16,3,0,3,0,21,24,9,1,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,6,6,0,0,3,1,0,3,2,4,0,0,5,1,13,2,12,15,1,11,0,2,0,2,3,2,0,2,7,64,19,0,0.21065164374370413,0.0,0.0,0.22964138503107184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14325034129837838,0.0,0.1611479308850297,0.0,0.0,0.14729252720027403,0.21583750267497886,0.17334835411779978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21639726479062066,0.0,0.1814577387139476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585288343900576,0.0,0.18143395208557508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18434267299649226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17597241811932465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913342398974846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065118004505182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971818360858212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291375270765113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14061160793574354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4253962202953761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17989535277609645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17425321651881467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413007461908013,0.0,0.0,0.23041870811032936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18411882147903605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349770675703903,0.0,0.1672338751155614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819353856435964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356527520855137
anxiety,smudgiepie,2019/04/02,"Any one had experience with anxiety blankets? I'm debating about getting one but since they are quite a big investment I need to make sure some things.

Is it worth the money?
Are homemade ones just as good?
Are homemade ones cheaper?
Do they work?
With the 10% of your body weight thing,  should I put off buying one until I've lost some weight(im like 10kgs overweight 😢)",2.7942857142857136,5.597164642857145,2.6567857142857183,91.5994642857143,81.14285714285714,5.7857142857142865,24.464285714285715,7.1686216300943375,1.069142857142857,295,11,57,4,8,88,57,70,0.096,0.735,0.16899999999999998,0.7789,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,2,3,2,4,0,0,3,0,7,3,1,1,1,10,12,3,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,5,2,1,5,3,8,9,2,4,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,2,2,35,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169093995996084,0.0,0.13689491420586278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19877115424050154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17504571671774222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349306986291453,0.0,0.0,0.15009329401840074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932948074492887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742507130028597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19534314343016893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944934011250295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268785291125765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6062997950145231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17989240757265254,0.0,0.19033348098254232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480278337700629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686565989381363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23777051906240995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4358214960681781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027645037222574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Chanpere,2019/04/02,"I can’t help it but secretly worry. I don’t know why I get anxious sometimes. Lies, most of the time. I feel like when I do something it’s bad. Or if I forget something that I was supposed to do (at work) that one certain look for my boss I feel like I’m doing bad. I have to remind myself that it will pass, that it’s not a big deal, and to not worry about it. But the little things get to me. I just haven’t been feeling myself. ",0.15925146198830475,1.7590429368421068,2.4382456140350897,96.38216374269008,82.78947368421053,4.643274853801169,18.976608187134506,5.033348758259628,-0.5334795321637431,329,8,79,1,9,112,59,95,0.246,0.632,0.122,-0.9432,0,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,1,1,17,18,6,0,1,7,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,2,4,14,3,8,15,1,6,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,3,4,56,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23042585356662454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406096250821541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21028211635987368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30939714305485505,0.29142964938958005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21312978850155398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367154929160013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209551299360676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992969851485672,0.2044295830839876,0.0,0.0,0.17128180193662573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821403797035675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31404915917493154,0.20172962938701172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13550731758509074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893541758495435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18404945131732556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14849117883965965,0.4142789368842332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spacecunt,2019/04/02,"Anxiety/trouble breathing when working out A large portion of the advice you get from the internet when you google how to get rid of anxiety, is to exercise and work out. But for me it's become increasingly hard to work out after I started developing anxiety. Generally I struggle to properly breathe, as if something is always stuck in my chest. It started out happening only in relation to exercise and has escalated over time. Whenever I run out of breath it's like I'm never able to catch it again and it has made me avoid working out. I still do work out and push through it, but over time I find myself dreading it more and more because it never seems to get better. I have not been able to analyse whether there is something concrete that triggers my anxiety whenever I work out and I do not think there is anything I am exceptionally afraid of in those situations, which is why I am thinking the anxiety is more or less internalised and that my body reacts more than my head. If that makes sense?

I guess my question is two-folded:

1. Why does this happen? Does anyone out here have any good articles on that? Either in relation to exercise/anxiety or the internalisation of anxiety?
2. Does anyone have any tips for how to improve this issue?

Thank you! ",5.518235294117648,6.988717210084037,6.528823529411768,73.18970588235295,68.07563025210084,10.13781512605042,34.16806722689076,10.328600350310266,3.8448756302521008,1008,48,177,27,17,336,126,238,0.085,0.846,0.068,0.6599,0,1,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,3,0,7,10,8,0,4,5,0,17,8,6,6,2,43,33,19,0,2,11,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,16,16,0,1,5,2,0,4,4,4,0,0,3,1,22,4,39,30,8,31,0,0,0,0,4,16,0,7,12,132,38,6,0.2061629671828288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073003274527212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577205203353726,0.0,0.0,0.1401978873137052,0.0,0.4731423168060243,0.0,0.0,0.1441539401819815,0.0,0.08482727788411445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06283751562958667,0.11384539992586172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911671954086952,0.0,0.11450029021303453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27062190283411897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421460852402072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16156746193553034,0.0,0.0,0.08645985776861502,0.0,0.0,0.11355587568516212,0.0,0.1823092310161206,0.0,0.09234076203109903,0.0,0.10579134117352727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759028745921692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05036040603590913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753819218019903,0.06880769073810727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15900558983517574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839811330082064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154748529281595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384151119185448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115867906501607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15871432434861513,0.0,0.0,0.1459232092869749,0.0,0.0823210059518842,0.0,0.0,0.10776314803935218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490358065688133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321009048749971,0.0,0.0,0.12021528408297187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069563114342517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18603001128426136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4502672864945637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cactuar_Tamer,2019/04/02,"I never know what I'm supposed to do. I don't know why but one of my triggers has always been changes in ""my"" environment. Even as child I'd have crying meltdowns when my parents re-arranged the furniture in my room, which they nonetheless insisted on doing periodically. When I was older, I got the same about my desk in the classroom. Had to be a certain way and once it was god help anyone who interfered with that whether another student or an unwary substitute teacher because there was going to be a drag-out fight about it.

​

I can't *tell* you how it makes me feel when someone fucking *changes* something about my personal space without telling me or asking me, but a lot of you can maybe imagine. Even when I had to choose myself between a job transfer between one of two towns a a few years after college I was mired in anxiety for a week after choosing. I think it would have been the same even if I'd made the opposite choice. And despite the fact that I've gotten better about it over the years to a point that I'm personally proud of, even moved several times on my own, dealt with previous office-rearrangements with very minimal trouble, it stills goddamn *matters* to me, I can't help it. 

​

So, yesterday, my team got told to move desks again. I looked at the new seating chart, and I was okay with it, I was *okay.*  I was going to handle it like I handled the previous ones. I was fine, basically, until I got to work today and saw that my team had just moved desks without me (we have flex time and I usually arrive at the start of core time) and had taken *my* space in the new desk area without apparently feeling the need to even consult me about it. When confronted they basically shrugged and said that it wasn't set in stone and we could decide among ourselves. Except they didn't! They decided among *themselves* and to hell with me. I didn't get a decision about what my space would be, and they didn't seem to care at all that they had done that. 

​

My anxiety was already spiking at this point so I took one of my in-case-of-emergency pills and left to cool my head and talk to a friend on the phone. When I came back the person on my team who I'm most friendly with voluntarily offered to switch with me so I could be in my space.

​

I tried to talk to everyone afterwards, which was hard to do without my voice revealing how shaken up I felt, and they were  baffled and basically just laughed in my face and said it was nothing to be upset about. I said it might not matter to them but it mattered to me and they would have known that if they had thought to ask before disregarding my opinions entirely. And they still looked incredulous and like it was funny and then the three of them I have the worst relationship with left to the break area to stand around the water dispenser and probably talk about how ridiculous I am. 

​

I don't know what to do or how to convey how what they did affected me.  I clearly didn't succeed in communicating any of that. I probably just made things worse. How am I supposed to talk to people. How am I supposed to make people understand. All I asked was to be consulted next time about where my space would be but they laughed at me. I don't know what I'm supposed to do. ",5.040570002531737,5.932011867807156,5.455235270715036,82.58504756049044,68.73561430793157,8.594148070454628,30.97215089153315,8.775028230273154,2.3477115917393028,2593,103,515,42,43,829,278,643,0.08800000000000001,0.818,0.094,0.7677,3,0,1,0,1,0,87.0,2,2,14,7,40,23,5,1,29,3,63,5,2,13,6,106,106,49,0,9,19,1,4,2,2,5,1,4,1,4,35,32,1,1,19,3,0,7,16,8,0,6,45,12,83,15,91,47,9,80,1,0,3,1,51,37,2,10,34,379,118,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06388924778906697,0.0,0.0481737873170154,0.3136493584491756,0.3517475294022839,0.03937100165858533,0.06070859746086445,0.08857996981573572,0.0,0.0,0.04048195822877846,0.0,0.0,0.05153936948960359,0.1623737463759561,0.0,0.0,0.04451815214127803,0.0,0.035292627863044726,0.0,0.04926490181573074,0.0,0.0,0.05120396420258226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621715685270828,0.05902843523433107,0.0,0.12249176216326495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244987075365298,0.0,0.06359561149367883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05924731226417121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911975293397452,0.0,0.0,0.055321738571674266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05854752224934116,0.0,0.05558886700927715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946001282398,0.05352356061234356,0.030248067849998925,0.0,0.06580682129892652,0.0,0.13891322995563093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051863096723370326,0.0,0.059417601058239976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776124170148858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057452461723632636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727165757728254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580750423081366,0.0,0.0,0.05656974345498526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723546582342443,0.0,0.0,0.04922077917257239,0.0,0.10956445634617293,0.07729154149410992,0.0,0.05816392420940699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614180954348883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18460162025524848,0.0,0.04292886289449393,0.044652665322390116,0.11183188617267972,0.0615726404446658,0.0,0.0,0.055552401412035234,0.0,0.0,0.06165693754326983,0.15692626085702505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642862259254744,0.0,0.0,0.08027505560049362,0.15165664644977614,0.0,0.0,0.10946013419339423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248425242984709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06215822073390586,0.0,0.0,0.16521595564912026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05270599098988681,0.0,0.06540556251737996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04905476438535629,0.04457087083765009,0.0,0.0,0.04097881234121821,0.0,0.09247102146741727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18613720033523687,0.10120663392667202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03846327221832994,0.03709717061068515,0.0,0.04596264912787997,0.13503758836044352,0.0,0.054878270861549776,0.055321738571674266,0.06432415547122154,0.03930732035339229,0.0,0.0565556006117153,0.0602713741559555,0.0,0.0,0.06376383746846781,0.04776994342944998,0.0,0.045954842189142385,0.04644036794151895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052241784973769134,0.0,0.0,0.22323721681657807,0.0,0.04214869525510369,0.0,0.0590005750484449,0.16450952735894062,0.0,0.3517475294022839,0.07456575222010843
anxiety,eviefleisher,2019/04/02,"My personal 4 step solution to panic attacks. my method: the BRAD method!

B- Breathe! The first thing everyone knows to do in a panic attack is to breathe, not just breathe and do something else, close your eyes and inhale through your nose and exhale through your mouth.

R- Rationalize! This is super super important, when you’re in a state of panic all of reality goes out the window, but you really have to work hard and tell  whats really happening instead of “what if”

A- Analyze! Analyze your rationalizations, where you are right now/your surroundings, your breathing, all of it! Really dig deep into the things that will help you get out of this!

D- Distract! After you’ve calmed down some, watch something you like or do a hobby or something like that to keep you down in a calmer state and ignore the remaining “what if” feelings",4.862297702297703,7.130014999999998,5.044285714285717,79.99686813186814,71.07792207792208,8.634565434565435,28.07992007992008,9.265573868473778,2.5903522477522483,666,25,118,15,13,209,95,154,0.105,0.745,0.15,0.8663,0,0,5,0,0,0,23.0,0,10,0,4,4,12,2,4,10,0,8,7,7,0,2,23,13,11,0,2,7,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,10,9,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,7,0,1,0,6,12,5,21,12,3,19,0,0,2,0,13,13,0,5,5,80,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686708294364999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535740199059346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482904302203185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192852461995817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782480224797874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465531849497489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328484675709632,0.0,0.14514933624934853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860700118338633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402197328803387,0.0,0.0,0.08904885066558575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583218363932944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5703308483775509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414805707122883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114065972955325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383749103535201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3742217141012982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162358851074605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152944496255985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796162448004313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,a120800,2019/04/02,"I need some Quick tips to do when having anxiety/panic attacks with these symptoms! Please -heart racing
-shaking 
-pain in chest 
-looping thoughts

By tips I mean ways besides talking my self out if it. Such as physical things I can do. If anyone wants to help that would be amazing.",2.8452472527472565,5.884104019230772,2.5109890109890105,90.29115384615385,85.73076923076924,4.509890109890111,26.659340659340657,6.18269132825596,1.1530186813186811,227,10,39,2,7,67,46,52,0.134,0.7120000000000001,0.154,0.2942,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,1,0,0,6,4,2,0,0,10,10,4,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,1,7,7,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,2,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933426207148844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145706933312802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276663584571683,0.1853392074176757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30120107410783603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050290850414196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942267434159403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035255728325657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28846083068651845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874003576929211,0.0,0.22224872325816905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18370133702364413,0.0,0.0,0.2195185071621759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630930991544252,0.21948122107075824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19642517644769775,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rootbeer_surge,2019/04/02,"Is anyone else plagued with constant anxiety/guilt that you're a bad person? I have this recurring problem where I get overwhelmed with stomach-churning guilt that I do nothing but make the world a worse place.

It's never around anything in particular, so there's not even any behavioral change I could make to alleviate the guilt, or feel like I'm working towards self-improvement.

It's so frustrating! I don't know what to do.",7.058499999999999,7.927342850000002,6.580000000000003,76.385,64.25,9.9,37.25,9.888512548439397,3.756074999999999,348,17,61,7,5,108,61,80,0.228,0.716,0.056,-0.9261,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,1,3,4,0,6,0,0,2,1,13,12,4,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,1,5,1,7,11,0,9,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,1,4,37,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15797503730928644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16243271931461553,0.2380234296740833,0.19116682348576589,0.20680027113919716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939645679457199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457473760208788,0.0,0.0,0.25103865468954023,0.0,0.18547625366755546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19406061490563686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534349422593529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746014353293804,0.16595839303363302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136952187741487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12766848700305825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11349225262763063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101301373306998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17916756427570973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22290244890868893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20283934344082005,0.24270877628955065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22228404891963247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423442744849321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16912045477539414,0.0,0.23673814868550505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PlayerTP,2019/04/02,"How changing my diet completely cured me. I'm not joking. I don't want to get anybody's hopes up with this. A disclaimer right away: my anxiety came about completely out of nowhere about 3 years ago. I never struggled with it period from childhood all the way into full adulthood. Nobody in my family has any type of anxiety disorder or depression (or any type of mental illness that I know of.) It hit me like a ton of bricks, I mean I went from completely happy and carefree to full-blown panic disorder in about a two-week span. 

A few months ago, a coworker saw me drinking a diet coke and mentioned something about aspartame giving people headaches or something. That was interesting to me, so I did a bit of research on it. I saw in there somewhere a possible link between aspartame and serotonin levels in the brain. I didn't believe it and went about my life as normal. 

One night exactly two months ago (yes, I kept track) I was having the worst night of my life. Panicking for about 6 hours straight. I was set on calling into work and checking into a hospital when the sun finally came up. I thought a ton that night, obviously. What is making me this way? Genetics? Brain tumor? Am I being punished for something? 

Then I thought about the aspartame thing. It hit me: I drank a shit load of diet soda that evening. I had a diet coke with my McDonald's and I just discovered Fresca (lol) that day and fell in love, I drank 3 cans of that in about 2 hours. That's on top of the normal amount I consumed daily, which was a whole lot. 

I set out the next day to test this theory out. The next day, I drank only water and some coffee because I am addicted to caffeine. I didn't feel much better, but I felt a little better. I also cut down on nicotine a lot (I have heard forever about that contributing to anxiety). Every day I felt a little better, not a lot, but a little. Slowly I came back to how I was before. And now I'm really better. 

I'm writing this post now at 2 AM because I can't sleep. It's not the kind of sleepless nights I used to have, where my heart is beating out of my chest and my mind is running wild. I can't sleep because I'm so happy right now. I'm really better. ",2.714242896535186,4.568189785876999,4.371107181393118,84.30042291092197,75.97038724373576,7.445653998321544,25.90342884546217,8.288913261614885,1.7815202733485194,1712,63,336,31,38,575,207,439,0.113,0.825,0.062,-0.9573,1,0,4,0,2,0,58.0,0,0,0,8,23,20,3,2,27,2,24,24,7,4,4,59,57,23,0,4,9,0,3,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,21,23,12,1,8,2,1,7,9,7,0,2,25,6,47,13,60,29,14,73,0,1,2,1,6,33,1,8,29,227,68,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852071718486962,0.0,0.0,0.1915443681978032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0576004468061565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796247774941858,0.0,0.1653027537380283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767230250653374,0.0553847794679385,0.0,0.13172207180807566,0.0,0.061290183696639834,0.08115044155725425,0.0,0.3185128008283525,0.07863548572916493,0.0,0.0,0.16081324821125306,0.07354823418452114,0.2471411628435926,0.0,0.0,0.0761956517481011,0.0,0.2265587090147435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858073767987401,0.0,0.06203726753135989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16509974273598818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07055962816481262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047573551407484316,0.0,0.06068636069334135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790121229509732,0.0,0.03641931944842953,0.0,0.13831558553512738,0.07890271663788168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037631448894979616,0.06909543847635734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15334944204807674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535305444271986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715396602251074,0.141865357021128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500566293841011,0.039584486037667885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175044993744778,0.03518904778290593,0.21657173675816727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18370587290293325,0.06500772239688525,0.0,0.04807898322917007,0.0,0.0,0.0784591735251099,0.0,0.0,0.07258688112523405,0.0,0.07272734463956959,0.0,0.1149834884870625,0.0,0.05294857462132201,0.0,0.055552126550265334,0.0,0.15320434242033598,0.270372098471868,0.1411435129024934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04880776678866108,0.0547802365426748,0.0,0.08450887101371418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049934869680803934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120029821762474,0.06898253186053997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228545164103263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302235606437364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393529775909052,0.0,0.0,0.14415923771819658,0.0,0.0,0.1663510994933013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529888783837865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04785193784924096,0.0,0.0,0.11436373987991805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072100107013727,0.0,0.0,0.062208721481574775,0.0,0.0,0.04248374546872871,0.11434431474390035,0.05777619719453856,0.0,0.0,0.13354061619841825,0.0,0.08041624469440871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05243695165417187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04638341377541612
anxiety,McKenzieLove5,2019/04/02,"Something Left Unsaid Does anyone with anxiety hang out with a close friend/ family member/ boyfriend, girlfriend and expect a certain outcome from the hangout? It seems like when I begin to feel insecure and angry at myself for a hang out or conversation not going as well and thought out as I’d hoped, I struggle to leave that person with my mind at peace and happy. I struggle to go with the flow of real life where our perfect scenario just don’t work out most of the time. Instead I put up expectations for my persona around certain people. When I have to leave or go home from this persons house, I feel like horrible guilt and anger like I’ve forgotten to say/ do something. It’s horrible. I feel so much frustration and then begin to worry that I didn’t have a fulfilling hang out. It’s a cycle. I don’t say/do something I’d hoped because of anxiety, I’m disappointed in myself, I plan to finally say/do what I should’ve, I don’t because of anxiety, I feel more and more disappointed in myself. Maybe it’s perfectionism but it’s driving me crazy. I just always feel like I said/ did something wrong no matter how good a situation was in reality. There’s no real problem when I hang out with most people. It’s like I’m trying to pick out the bad parts of everything. Maybe that’s also selfish and pessimistic on my part even though I don’t want to admit it.",4.3693333333333335,5.78827634074074,5.452037037037037,80.01916666666669,70.77777777777777,8.214814814814815,29.796296296296298,8.697196308434329,2.3747185185185185,1092,44,205,19,20,361,137,270,0.221,0.655,0.125,-0.9743,0,0,4,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,0,3,15,26,2,4,10,0,10,1,0,2,3,53,29,21,0,6,6,0,5,5,2,0,1,2,1,2,12,22,0,0,8,1,0,10,8,12,1,0,5,7,25,14,40,24,7,36,0,2,0,0,9,18,0,7,13,133,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095909619320972,0.08423719390369631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23233780782841265,0.0,0.0,0.07078718022476248,0.0,0.0,0.09012228647915586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845285659584253,0.123426124548037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859307572864346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06686600431438787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909851797647106,0.0,0.09543712041564896,0.0,0.2559420412517962,0.1446472943019516,0.0,0.1109000533917573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821536219780494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17260575537058498,0.0849126916176972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077685410299485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154884478129124,0.2011021287138685,0.0,0.11681376695547248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21439047649496176,0.1099941661083387,0.0,0.07150660212680629,0.2472961289685029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20341210582366412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222038919882667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442075511127426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21925935070408006,0.0,0.1403698110706844,0.17679227709051676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687002162099577,0.0,0.10177102600406038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23045946555214045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629945569371023,0.24152289048254955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921622531706862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379449454438688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31174838419910594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21166953528205745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946472038721922,0.08037077428506939,0.05903203873171702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06873319601496003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05971213465800802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910241129928566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737016542134712,0.10281096558313307,0.0,0.0,0.11068663562012833,0.0,0.0
anxiety,livinson,2019/04/02,"Dad My Dad has open heart surgery tomorrow.. aortic valve replacement and bypass.  He's not young bu any arguments but he's the only parent I have left and im not even 30 yet.. he's in pretty good health otherwise and the doctors really like him. I just hope to god everything goes smoothly tomorrow.  

 P.s. i hope this post is ok here.. didnt know where else. And if any medical professionals out there want to chime in, please feel free.. i want to know everything about this. ",1.0028881987577627,3.5996563695652206,2.3641614906832302,89.8171739130435,94.0,6.976397515527951,19.614906832298136,7.957251820313856,1.3529819875776403,374,12,75,10,14,120,68,92,0.018000000000000002,0.688,0.295,0.9817,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,2,1,4,4,1,0,0,18,11,6,0,5,5,3,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,6,7,7,10,0,11,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,3,5,35,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653008475360613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19965659277943465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629512057244762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288381408746154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506224583994062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986303790832022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16361069330906072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073442460511644,0.0,0.2311521533925223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3874857583474198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21070293424263464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21440449315574825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21193794984101733,0.0,0.0,0.09529857160893736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965067763373969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14835520208229724,0.0,0.0,0.2165958383637412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21412204200730492,0.0,0.0,0.18681769375615068,0.1984505360314894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249631955933223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301079747735745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,UpNorth676,2019/04/02,"Trying to find the name of the specific anxiety diagnosis of my SO. Pretty much the title. I would ask her, but she has a very hard time talking about it, due to a variety of factors, but mainly because it is the same disorder her dad suffers from, who she has a terrible relationship with. When she initially told me, I remember there being an active subreddit that gave me a lot of information while I tried to help her through her struggles.  
Some of the major symptoms she suffers from are:  
Major Anxiety  
Panic Attacks  
Trouble Sleeping  
Occasional Depression  
Trouble Focusing  

The only thing I can remember about the sub was everyone posting kept referring to someone as ""My Person."" I assumed this person was their confidant, who they were able to tell everything too. I believe I am that for my girlfriend, so I am trying to help her out by being more informed. Thanks
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anxiety,georgex7,2019/04/02,"Has anyone tried psychedelic therapy? I read Michael Pollan's book and have been thinking about psychedelic therapy as a treatment for my generalized anxiety. Has anyone tried this? If so, let me know if you can recommend places to go (obviously this is hard with legality issues, but outside of the country it is legal). Also, I'd love to hear about your experience.

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Thanks!",5.218550106609809,8.401027358208957,6.4592750533049035,65.8005970149254,73.92537313432835,9.798720682302774,33.45202558635395,9.957137785484203,4.465641364605545,311,16,46,10,7,104,56,67,0.035,0.799,0.166,0.91,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,8,1,0,0,1,9,14,7,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,2,8,12,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,2,0,32,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16210422306466704,0.0,0.21963228375027669,0.2463104454226384,0.0,0.0,0.15506982989982065,0.0,0.0,0.2834740354780818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982857410998689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520271011945675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18158510561023689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22846482845069865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115728014496776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140212811447267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20728101271642185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18295042689190227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21178502875237887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027612404967345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866248050949111,0.4636248351859247,0.0,0.0,0.12988606675595518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752486592035614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463104454226384,0.0
anxiety,midnightmoon0290,2019/04/02,"Any connection between panic attacks and ensuing lactic acid buildup? Struggling with some workload recently and have had two separate panic attacks (second more severe) within two days. After the second one, I have been experiencing what feels like overworked muscles, where the lactic acid really makes them burn, but all the time, not just after intense activity.

I googled a little and didn't find much. I almost passed out from the pain today and am worried this is more serious than just lactic acid ",9.67941860465116,10.579223453488376,8.680790697674421,63.46072093023258,58.65116279069768,10.600930232558143,38.13023255813954,10.355215969177356,4.4242120930232565,411,18,55,8,5,128,66,86,0.22,0.7609999999999999,0.019,-0.9415,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,3,8,2,3,5,0,7,1,0,1,1,16,9,5,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,7,0,5,3,5,4,1,8,6,5,11,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,7,45,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18982342807411834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891169412755624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.431318432637841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225468503252993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585049861802976,0.13542631775909592,0.0,0.0,0.17326031125161934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261259757094813,0.1899953950195534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265370848592989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13935316077924464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12845514012830936,0.0,0.2017120801470421,0.4448307956869613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214411291719578,0.0,0.18717401096761216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214156143209088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981760245386167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053772797934602,0.0,0.17968683979394298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3703577750182971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19251394312452064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,meadmoons,2019/04/03,"Ideas to remember to take medication? Hello guys! I’m hoping someone can give me advice on how to remember to take my medication. I finally found one that works for me but after the first month or so I always have a really hard time remembering to take them... I’ve tried setting phone reminders but I end up ignoring them. And I don’t have a set routine each day because I’m working multiple jobs and in school so each day is different— different time to get up, different time I’m at home vs. at work or school, different time I go to bed. So unless I have my meds on me at all times, notifications haven’t been super helpful bc I’ll get it while I’m at work and don’t have them on me. And it especially gets harder when I start having a rough time, I don’t feel as motivated to take them. And conversely, when I am doing better, I don’t associate that with the meds even though I should, so I forget to take them. So... does anyone have any ideas LOL ",2.37237104072398,4.17429747692308,4.4958371040724,83.26004524886878,76.7948717948718,8.28054298642534,23.778280542986426,9.007467420416297,1.7925746606334845,748,24,157,18,17,258,105,195,0.046,0.83,0.124,0.9521,5,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,5,8,10,4,0,0,5,1,17,2,0,2,1,28,35,21,0,2,6,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,4,8,0,1,8,0,0,1,5,1,0,2,2,3,23,3,24,32,3,30,0,0,0,0,11,10,0,3,17,98,27,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857956727777076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394092152610169,0.0,0.0,0.06860241522800166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053821316856654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06149600998581582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922088505663636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011956320846108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161969485956969,0.0,0.0,0.08828148318895662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935046126251749,0.0,0.0,0.06663082850711771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051008372440584336,0.0,0.0,0.11051000451938736,0.0,0.08580917180220027,0.0,0.11061060935927944,0.0,0.0,0.15811819027250187,0.09677407247376496,0.057332893365686276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988786975157864,0.0,0.0,0.09036939743824914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761828547157331,0.0,0.10119168523820704,0.1001974141280252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22776432732923765,0.0,0.0,0.10010864517022144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241116925063225,0.2032536207948866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052210604279482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835945273152444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462683487014358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3428349019491652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041935460922404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547598926892327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140396183366049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3792490998116579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911489096116312,0.0,0.35294649556132146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684914530691265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937697464020298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,justanotherhurthuman,2019/04/03,"A little confused I don’t want to sound dumb but, I don’t know if I have anxiety. It says that it is self diagnosed?? And I know there’s different types of anxiety. I’m just seeing if you can find out if you have anxiety without a seeing a doctor because maybe it can help explain a lot of how I act or think or am. Sorry, I’m not sure...
I don’t mean to offend anybody with anxiety either",0.17023809523809774,2.168594595238094,3.2214285714285715,88.59023809523813,85.1904761904762,6.590476190476192,22.42857142857143,7.793537801064563,1.1968428571428578,302,11,66,6,9,108,54,84,0.208,0.7340000000000001,0.058,-0.8358,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,3,4,2,1,4,0,9,2,0,1,1,24,19,8,0,4,10,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,4,3,0,0,6,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,0,4,8,1,7,19,2,3,0,0,2,0,6,2,1,7,0,45,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5844715011722491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643453497634253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19386548797192368,0.0,0.1995589886193169,0.0,0.19550113989165555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17457459960920904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12802625124127828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20994209220101934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19143662950577808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623851461662536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918896346852332,0.2080598321593723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15189439859918225,0.0,0.0,0.3044116216185807,0.0,0.19925928947950167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21381383500410245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18001942609741747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223879339831208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126593686192262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841214660347541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxious_birb,2019/04/03,"What hobbies do you have that calm your anxiety? As much as I love Reddit, I do spend an awful lot of time on it. Sometimes something as simple as browsing the popular page can lead to a racing heart and tense jaw. Where do you put your energy during your free time? Have any of you found any particular hobbies that allow you to escape unnecessary fight or flight for a while?",5.161643835616438,6.255895301369865,5.783452054794522,79.60230136986304,68.58904109589041,8.579726027397259,26.928767123287678,8.841846274778883,1.9820104109589043,299,9,56,5,5,97,54,73,0.112,0.67,0.218,0.8458,0,0,1,0,1,0,6.0,0,7,0,1,1,5,1,0,4,1,6,3,2,2,0,6,8,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,9,5,10,7,3,7,0,0,0,1,9,2,0,2,3,39,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4089498490804239,0.0,0.23002186737478125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296836696917609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563111053824959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556301512061608,0.27137837745662885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22103678977782606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022697209494627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23148066006171056,0.297383428041588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506616485089198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JumboDaddyRein,2019/04/03,"Asking new friends to hang out Hi there, this is my first time posting here because I just need help. I started University in February and have become friends with a few people in my class, I really want to hang out with them outside of school but I'm too nervous to even ask. I asked one of them if they wanted to hang out this weekend and she said if she's not busy she can and to make a group chat with the other people, but just doing that has me feeling nervous that I'm gonna be annoying or that they don't want to hang out with me. I just need help getting over this hurdle.",6.418469945355191,4.817622868852459,6.654754098360659,83.56715846994537,66.21311475409837,9.444808743169398,31.80874316939891,7.793537801064563,1.940389071038251,458,14,101,4,6,148,76,122,0.07200000000000001,0.8109999999999999,0.117,0.379,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,4,1,7,5,1,2,3,0,7,0,0,1,0,27,23,8,0,7,9,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,7,11,0,0,1,2,0,4,2,3,0,2,1,2,16,2,19,20,1,17,0,0,0,0,18,7,0,3,5,71,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5251806626995611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415026199252268,0.2068108851531647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12368162637902293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468287583613758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15928089391233385,0.0,0.0,0.2893489241248801,0.0,0.0978341676126778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510291319337825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124995647045556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27769770873756705,0.0,0.18085418795204533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689033712543007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596411540625396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17934065210259054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11996176880217024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17812449572450234,0.0,0.0,0.1895143017326466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13254162265968847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919118965864698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313474764100653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,melancholy-angel,2019/04/03,"Is this a normal thing to be worried about?if not what should I do to make it better? I honestly don’t know what’s normal to panic about and what’s not. At my high school we have 3 lunches, I go to 2nd lunch normally and I have friends in that lunch, but when I have a test in my 4th hour I go to 3rd lunch. I recently had a fall out with the people I semi knew in that lunch, so when I had to go to 3rd lunch I had a panic attack and hid outside of the cafeteria that whole lunch. ",0.8453790238837016,2.097693205607481,2.9419937694704075,95.14534787123571,79.56074766355141,6.250882658359295,20.30010384215992,6.937597516519254,0.11553250259605408,371,9,92,4,9,126,61,107,0.141,0.8,0.059,-0.8523,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,1,4,6,1,2,6,0,11,8,0,1,0,16,17,7,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,9,6,8,0,2,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,4,0,13,3,15,11,1,14,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,4,64,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21592493229087914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16786270084524466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663903082650565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236031895960438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20053415034446465,0.0,0.0,0.18691479529244115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430913169851988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669299252263047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5578911872846423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4453788763544636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13158344137465705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18740463002066526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19208776129295915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609470494062094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119049531310692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19275114156373446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chopsuey888,2019/04/03,Thinking my dreams are real? I’m not sure if this is part of my anxiety or not. I’ve always had very vivid dreams but especially taking anxiety/sleep meds my dreams only got more realistic. Some dreams actually make me mad at people. I’ve been mad at my boyfriend because of things that happened in my dreams! Is this normal? Sometimes in the middle of the night I’ll be confused after waking up and literally think I’m at work or something... I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I can’t even tell if some memories I had have actually happened or if it was just a dream. Not to mention my derealization for the longest time made my whole life feel like a dream. It is strange though that I can actually get mad at someone like they offended me over a dream but kinda think it’s real? Has anyone experienced this? ,3.6608170090778778,5.402606596273293,5.071055900621122,80.76399426660295,73.09937888198758,7.9352126134734835,27.291447682752032,8.617729084823388,1.9919188724319168,646,24,127,12,13,216,100,161,0.151,0.6859999999999999,0.163,-0.34700000000000003,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,3,9,4,1,6,0,14,2,1,2,1,29,28,10,0,4,12,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,2,0,0,5,8,0,0,5,6,0,0,6,3,15,3,15,21,5,12,0,0,1,0,3,9,0,10,5,80,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.44065302032066495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524344693904382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514623789565205,0.0,0.0,0.10524603253736292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175467845235034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941604741664407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610667444510716,0.10753044403101727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863970204065422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038339184052582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26620601885958795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272102932103502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631566549449133,0.14707146889107656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242424084799202,0.1004722652617278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16719211773310658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14125141263674984,0.14747616854455065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447609927151164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16299686387458526,0.0,0.10435057348167104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426460035988137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062719923706194,0.0,0.1275338337003582,0.11587649233487855,0.14886664186457013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418619017124196,0.0,0.11317117716934218,0.0,0.13155980038128842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999780090939417,0.2893385248118284,0.14788365866466613,0.0,0.0877685457928693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124193523249816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16804852610499166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957925817611544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16456834721963032,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Curls0805,2019/04/03,"Freaking out about job/life transition For the past year or so, I have been working from home in an industry that isn't ultimately what I want to be in. However, it is really convenient because I get to spend a lot of time with my dog and have a lot of flexibility with my schedule. The downside is that I don't get a lot of socialization with other people throughout the day and I am not making any progress towards what I was hoping to do with my life. 

Background: I graduated college in August of 2017 and was hoping to gain some patient experience to pursue Physician Assistant school. Ultimately, I ended up taking a different job so that I could save some money and pay off my student loans. Now, I am about a year and a half out from graduation and am looking to transition into the healthcare industry. 

Here is where I am freaking out/can't process what I want/need: I have been away from the healthcare industry/school for a while and am not sure that this is what I want to do anymore however, I have no other passion in life at the moment. I figure that I give a new job a try and see if I still want to pursue it. The big thing that really stresses me out about this is the money. Healthcare support jobs pay so little and I can't live off of that wage for too long (more than 2 years with my savings) in the area that I live in. If I do like it, I have to take two more classes to fulfill prerequisites (Expensive and time consuming if I end up not going down this path). My fear is that I will not get into any schools the first time that I apply. I can't stop reading those stupid forums on GPA requirements and it is stressing me out. I feel so stuck. 

This might sound kind of stupid but, I am used to being around my dog 24/7 and she has become my best friend. I am scared of being away from her for 8+ hours a day. I know that's really stupid and that most of society leaves their dogs at home during the work day with no problem. I have just been in this comfort zone for a while and can't imagine my life any differently at the moment. 

I am in the midst of finding a therapist but wanted to see if there is anyone out there that has gone through something similar to what I am going through and/or that might be able to offer a little advice/support. I am just so stressed out every night thinking about the future and find myself making excuses for myself to not make progress in moving forward. TIA",6.100141275295916,5.707770948453611,6.621741122565865,79.58197403589156,66.31958762886596,9.576937762504773,31.777395952653684,9.049649993220411,2.4881187476135933,1910,67,384,29,27,625,217,485,0.103,0.816,0.081,-0.3043,9,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,1,8,19,23,3,5,28,0,47,5,0,4,1,76,74,29,0,12,14,0,1,1,1,3,4,1,2,0,32,30,0,2,7,1,8,5,12,11,0,3,7,5,50,12,77,59,9,67,0,0,3,1,8,36,0,15,29,291,82,18,0.07871708695162889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16059095535311224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.078066198343775,0.05504081746001405,0.0,0.0,0.0700748963785265,0.0,0.0,0.14791458879820704,0.0,0.0,0.047985205580127054,0.08693683805064509,0.0,0.0,0.08260872629740386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06284918866321416,0.0,0.0,0.15229802694502834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16448520357307747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943994913978972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06632254079686879,0.0,0.0,0.07700041566343276,0.0,0.08857860747344075,0.03980172434656624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438919827870369,0.06695671394841303,0.0,0.0,0.0608166261126516,0.0,0.12337928701282702,0.07551260258268477,0.08947346910118273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579193128228921,0.15636765756475546,0.07752047429768252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31245825021487145,0.0,0.0,0.0819717327484216,0.04326085235894482,0.0,0.0,0.08335002923168225,0.0,0.0,0.1668006193642927,0.03845719253092098,0.15779040169255346,0.13901725988435087,0.0696621448699239,0.06610252763442014,0.0,0.0,0.20076735712982086,0.0,0.0,0.15763280036522986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16701277939515405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366380586853475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602545309509931,0.0,0.07387065366239291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514436651937655,0.054572516686683184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753216212379045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873838891329203,0.0,0.15128454470226824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880953634542821,0.23899768349925365,0.12545465352968846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024215707067553,0.0,0.0606002593042789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06286356732257732,0.06581100940939093,0.27051047143744783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17865443486604912,0.07418992287345169,0.0,0.11837090585056174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139660506978788,0.052296134814420255,0.050438730861941616,0.0,0.0,0.13770169928261833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05344373491486218,0.0,0.07689515591165143,0.0,0.0,0.06798628919653585,0.0,0.0,0.2321468868673407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461395363353324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207366946732812
anxiety,JAntaresN,2019/04/03,"How to deal with appetite loss Source of my anxiety
  
https://www.reddit.com/r/hypochondria/comments/b9237f/just_a_rant/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=ios_app


While I still get hungry but I have a hard time eating. And it’s really upsetting cuz it’s affecting my strength in the gym as well.   
  
Any strategies I can use to keep myself well fed? 
",10.721088435374153,15.615375836734692,5.6562244897959175,69.056037414966,66.14285714285714,7.348299319727893,22.452380952380953,8.344100000000001,1.7151605442176878,292,7,39,5,6,75,42,49,0.16699999999999998,0.653,0.181,0.4158,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,4,5,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,4,0,8,6,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,6,3,6,5,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31861003295174417,0.0,0.19996846475006744,0.0,0.22495237389772388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30315928058353325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008931522873931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15363235464701913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634168142048044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613708774654737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883800870229971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23483385509291085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17146667655394204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539703530275168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5287841137280556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SoCloseToGraduation,2019/04/03,"I need advice on how to temporary cope with my social anxiety so I can finally graduate college. Alright so here's my situation: I'm currently a 23 year old university student. I'm currently a senior and only need roughly 9 more classes to graduate. My plan is to graduate next year, during the spring. I originally attended community college for 2 years and transferred to my local university where I've been currently enrolled for 4 years. This next year will be my 5th year. So in total, I've been enrolled at school for about 7 years trying to getting my bachelors degree.

The problem: I have really bad social anxiety. Ever since I was a kid, I've struggled with it. As a result, I don't have much friends, I find it hard to socialize with people, and I'm pretty awkward. Because of this, I've been putting off/failed/dropped most classes that involve doing presentations or any 'social' related assignments/projects. As a result, I have about a total of 7 F's in my transcript and will probably get another 3 more after this semester is over. Although I calculated that I might still avoid being on academic suspension if I get at least an A and C or B and B for the 2 remaining classes I'm enrolled this semester. Overall I'm just tired of this shit I've put myself into.

7 classes that I need are group/presentation based. I'm taking 2 presentation/group biased classes this summer. One of them is a speech class which obviously requires me to talk in front of others in order to pass. The other is a group/presentation based class. I've took this speech class twice, dropped it the first time and failed the second time, and the other class once (failed it). At this point, if I can't pass these 2 classes during the summer, I'd rather just dropout out completely since I'll end up in academic suspension.

So yeah, overall I need some sort of advice/help. I'm planning to drink a bit of alcohol to ease my nerves for the presentation. I'm not sure if that's a good idea since I've never tried it. Illegal drugs isn't an option since I don't want to get caught and go to jail or end up expelled.

Going to a therapist or something like that isn't an option since I can't afford it at this moment and I'm not sure what my parents will think about this. They don't 'approve' mental health.

Any advice/tips will be appreciated. I'm also willing to provide more info about myself/situation since I'm not sure what else to add.

Thanks.",4.786008403361342,6.074622726890758,6.082605042016809,76.3888655462185,69.63025210084034,9.213445378151262,31.01680672268908,9.5536054971066,2.975253781512605,1942,81,356,43,34,654,221,476,0.098,0.846,0.057,-0.8942,5,1,4,0,0,0,55.0,0,0,2,8,17,16,1,3,24,2,30,6,1,4,8,59,57,26,0,10,13,1,2,1,1,6,4,2,0,1,28,16,2,2,4,1,0,10,11,8,0,4,6,4,29,8,53,42,10,62,0,2,0,0,11,19,1,13,32,212,57,27,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805517575233517,0.0,0.08809491507464479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592097250260008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211339772655664,0.08643731230885686,0.12612076107025313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882741451227968,0.05024988262601218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999457434637173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642855657842563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075213936620276,0.09559514082399984,0.0,0.06886149632419444,0.0,0.14602086190818378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745646124983799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030040741472699,0.07534150535000819,0.0701167573683305,0.0,0.0,0.06368688613343061,0.0,0.1722696156290098,0.0,0.09369619794519707,0.0691401889652204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384302843880225,0.0,0.0,0.08762153660548509,0.0,0.0,0.05525254254873535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305588051425327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04027219196920684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307223398473047,0.08744750033045848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06059712598081739,0.24448962316861475,0.06357676736614462,0.0,0.17533508512455573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649869049823697,0.08778756534230442,0.055858168309290836,0.06269337595536884,0.0,0.0,0.09153116395186173,0.0,0.0,0.057148083976275015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792504027739297,0.0,0.0,0.08386314661932061,0.08887581589386401,0.07887644911900002,0.0,0.16573418731761366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052808155642364865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342575173975465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461543270576888,0.40913243190144105,0.09265720713958477,0.0,0.3361168448243045,0.0,0.06346030782469048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583043338508003,0.0,0.0,0.08617599671361548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330740196704169,0.0,0.0619787292084549,0.06625585168577221,0.0,0.07589246234539485,0.0,0.09571009692776797,0.0,0.052819202814195255,0.0,0.0,0.09613371653060344,0.0947436473113335,0.0,0.0,0.09158516829603376,0.11193205797912613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0486206266120872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715852809352483
anxiety,dimimis1991,2019/04/03,"My life and how I overcame anxiety. Hi. My name is Dimitris. I am 28 years old living in cold Canada. 

I was a happy teenager when I lived back in Greece. Thats when it happened. My mom suddenly passed away when I was 15. I was in shock. My world crumbled and I went into hardcore anxiety. I developed panic attacks and major health anxiety due to my mom's passing. For years and years I would be scared that everything that I would do, somehow, they would cause my death. Either by stroke, heart attack, sleep apnea, you name it - I had it. 

I moved to Canada when I was 24. I still had the panic attacks and health anxiety for all those years. Nothing helped. I didn't want meds so I just let it ruin my life. I was a husk inside my own body. My girlfriend helped me by being there when i had major panic attacks but that would not solve the problem. 

Thats when I decided it was about time for me to take control of what I lost all those years. I found a personal trainer that was very sympathetic with my problem and we worked slowly for months and months to force my brain to desensitize my normal body feelings. After a whole year it was done. 

Now we are here. 2019. I am still alive. I am still going strong. Sometimes I have panic attacks and health anxiety but its not part of my lifestyle anymore. I can run. I can go to the gym. I can go hiking. I can go to the club.  I can finally be free.

Sorry for the long post. Just felt a bit stressed and I wanted to vent my life to someone. I hope you have a wonderful night.",0.7769673569673579,3.17158177922078,2.406486486486486,92.63581081081085,86.72727272727272,5.147911547911548,20.66198666198666,6.643151254067905,0.3741971568971572,1180,38,247,14,37,385,158,308,0.147,0.741,0.111,0.155,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,2,2,1,4,19,20,5,6,11,0,34,12,5,3,2,43,49,19,1,10,7,2,3,0,1,4,7,0,0,1,16,13,0,1,5,2,1,9,3,16,0,0,17,4,52,5,26,24,9,43,0,2,0,0,14,6,0,3,27,176,68,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28412594204656794,0.0,0.07366734530040221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4225299782302663,0.06978996876458894,0.05711793283120345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109622237689988,0.16502013030327015,0.0,0.08292278490532995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763076216706763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331308337624625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601582364862994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06675947445974838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03755898754129258,0.0,0.0713219444042145,0.08137181573018462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144589407746973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16886368449699932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06568693625534675,0.07907409955180053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368734671786546,0.0,0.08802400366005801,0.09957872482791544,0.0,0.0,0.07377834753084547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759579255932209,0.15740178314972514,0.0,0.0,0.13118395290005627,0.06573684116012214,0.0,0.0,0.08108709512169389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251006515163507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739953254812144,0.11858166151773515,0.07894954034936208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970821003669192,0.0727801551885893,0.07127515810618254,0.0,0.07794599942166926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34861361295093224,0.0,0.0804396884264188,0.0,0.0,0.06485979110898475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711411990656669,0.0,0.0,0.14215483776689575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436879789325881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433520306560072,0.0,0.06293852288211473,0.0,0.07346636005148577,0.08315212245084498,0.0,0.0,0.17796404406837596,0.0,0.08508927350350518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05585048702137853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04331417371717356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061290064589715525,0.08762637473371206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885974828765243,0.0,0.08293270655075559,0.0,0.0,0.08055518080899192,0.05407785877688416,0.0,0.0,0.2110699497131294,0.0,0.0,0.287009326889868
anxiety,Randomwax,2019/04/03,"Maybe need to drop out of university/college Hi guys.
Am in the second year off my degree.
Today had a small presentation like 3 minutes and while waiting for my turn I was having a panic attack. By the time I spoke my voice and face was shaking. I'm mortified and so embarrassed. I'm training in a social field so feel like if I can't even speak in front of my class should I quit now before I get even more invested. Today was the first time my illness impacted my studies in front of others. 
I'm definitely in a depression at moment. Feeling stuck. ",2.281545454545455,4.599512427272729,4.1863636363636365,82.85954545454547,79.27272727272728,6.90909090909091,24.54545454545455,8.00094639256281,1.6234545454545453,437,16,83,8,11,148,75,110,0.192,0.728,0.081,-0.9125,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,5,7,1,3,7,0,8,2,1,0,0,10,19,7,0,3,1,0,2,2,0,1,1,3,0,1,1,4,0,1,2,0,1,3,1,5,0,2,6,5,11,2,14,12,1,23,0,1,0,0,5,9,0,1,12,54,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504847845270861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18735565276149765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896393851812654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908515928830718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226576902481728,0.15729553599517426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18728368580904756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503415794895686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21801129205409756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151361480674863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211988573159827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16325953840302895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583319830020295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341868947765237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22444421249589747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567756615982006,0.0,0.4174068710476907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23949093891375875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14178770956557205
anxiety,x-x-throwaway-x-x,2019/04/03,"Pretty bad dating anxiety due to past abusive relationship I’m currently 24F in the US and have been (very) single for the past 3 years. I tend to be a little bit of a perfectionist and I’m very hard on myself when things don’t go right, whether or not it’s my fault. I’m also a very extroverted person (personality type: ENFJ), I don’t know if that’s relevant at all to this situation but I’ll throw it out there anyways. 

Long story short, I had a boyfriend from ages 19-21. We were friends, I didn’t really like him ~like that~ but he asked me out and I said yes because he seemed like a nice guy. Very soon after that he became an extremely aggressive and abusive drunk, and for some reason I still stayed with him. He had sex with me against my will, he used to hit me, and accused me of cheating all the time. He also used to grope and flirt with other girls at parties when drunk. 
I haven’t had sex, kissed, or even dated anyone since 2016. 

So ok whatever, it did take a toll on me but I feel fine and I’m over it, I’ve moved on. However, I can’t get myself to go on a date. Every single time I plan on going on a date I end up freaking out and bailing last minute. The most recent time I even changed and put on makeup before bailing. 

I think I’m just scared that I’ll end up dating someone like my ex again. I even have recurring dreams of being trapped with a guy who is an abusive drunk. How can I just get over this fear and move on?",1.2662171389552768,3.179134627062705,3.0498440878570605,91.8062376237624,80.61716171617161,6.0274951633094345,20.6792989643792,7.0983637204850245,0.3733708660521224,1124,31,252,14,29,374,170,303,0.168,0.7,0.132,-0.9326,2,1,0,0,1,0,36.0,2,0,0,1,16,17,2,2,15,2,18,6,0,4,2,41,39,24,0,1,10,1,2,4,1,1,0,1,0,5,13,19,3,0,5,4,0,7,6,7,0,0,8,3,29,10,36,27,7,55,0,0,0,3,21,21,0,6,30,152,42,1,0.0,0.3717821258038192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16728836257516627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001450375047278,0.0,0.0,0.07313490409312967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778173527193396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733203589788795,0.063759834427263,0.0,0.08900221301274826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419010074873966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064710885997016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18527935771480813,0.0,0.0,0.20725103601087655,0.0,0.08812537466245765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769788788074105,0.05288612028594975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080944875587548,0.0,0.10929261517984147,0.0,0.17833038870693754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071299922749996,0.0,0.0,0.09369612466375124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05748240004896293,0.08525847491882063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20439835142224727,0.10483116373575707,0.0,0.0925628382551695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223347944534669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19969456458476756,0.0,0.1826557603843915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064102056276088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514635845972968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700591293368212,0.10754056288069523,0.10327444719807434,0.11229534614612842,0.0,0.08932312875717342,0.09949331833840144,0.0,0.1047173379362349,0.0,0.0,0.09521890157572653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652164858774428,0.11756859672054874,0.0,0.0,0.08862257770138413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148381682894552,0.08352930024029331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864204463430136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948793605532015,0.06701993019720566,0.0,0.0,0.18296967660066987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581430124798446,0.18067212550571585,0.0,0.3452056554678654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735542666230175
anxiety,jennyyk25,2019/04/03,Seeing my doctor without guardian I'm 17 and have been dealing with social/general anxiety and depression. My parents won't let me see a doctor for mental health but I would really like to get some medication if possible before a big trip with my school. I have some money saved up and I also do not have health insurance right now. Can anybody help me?? How much would it cost and what kind of doctor do I call? Is it possible to go alone?,2.9016379310344824,5.065515068965524,4.5202155172413825,82.02446120689656,76.47126436781609,8.02816091954023,24.66810344827586,8.841846274778883,2.0308862068965516,349,12,66,8,8,117,64,87,0.069,0.799,0.132,0.8271,1,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,12,6,0,1,0,16,17,8,0,3,4,1,0,1,0,3,6,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,1,0,0,1,2,9,3,8,12,3,6,0,1,2,0,4,3,0,3,2,47,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16212635457888092,0.0,0.12518353335948054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975128628554738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332024694394722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15984299320721276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613839995117589,0.134826112993154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4806704092574786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178474298929853,0.0,0.08896426035482448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327855501594446,0.0,0.0,0.10492424854734846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16301043532177678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16007090425905685,0.0,0.07647665220105432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15769575698127344,0.15775367655360234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150735805878638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738171340774445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529465760893834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028237240049642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368275827940607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15842500466056392,0.249481339473222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15957097058560196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15089722832487293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22240047663643428,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,joeygmosh,2019/04/03,"Zoloft/cymbalta: wide awake after only a few hours sleep? I was prescribed cymbalta for anxiety/pain and the first night I took it I woke up after 4 hours sleep wide awake and couldn't go back to sleep. This happened every night for the next week until I quit taking it. Weird thing was this waking up in the middle of the night continued after I quit it. 
 A few days later my doctor gave me Zoloft instead. Same thing.  After a week now I have given up on Zoloft too. It's been 4 days no Zoloft and still the same thing every night. It feels like I got a full night sleep and it's morning and I look at the clock and it's 4am. I'm wide awake and can't go back to sleep and I'm sluggish the rest of the day. 

This is causing me more anxiety and I'm becoming terrible depressed and scared. Has anyone else experienced this? ",1.1902222222222214,3.409858976470592,2.600392156862746,93.24065359477129,82.76470588235293,5.660130718954249,18.26797385620916,6.937597516519254,0.06616993464052268,646,15,140,8,18,209,87,170,0.116,0.868,0.016,-0.9294,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,6,5,0,1,12,0,8,10,6,1,0,15,22,11,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,14,10,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,4,0,1,8,3,11,1,17,13,7,40,0,1,1,0,1,11,0,0,27,87,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096873893480236,0.0,0.0,0.07400709470129578,0.10844750106595108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16277172575629484,0.0,0.0,0.11689402707943833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10872875340569922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047777453728669,0.0,0.0911614453852791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833363628916197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841729896361401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17835267658043855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053516828399780184,0.07561345128948914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002903842530446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030474485294824,0.0,0.08465141027755291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359561388122846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20846583853176984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0517089901807775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888051174366228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125640268349913,0.4966271136153596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049750965020061,0.11262320942544775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22515170883634814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596617362957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5295915261494905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452545210621358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957991217631212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109499012001888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759420921874733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16979992364933189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,deyannabanana,2019/04/03,"I've been having serious anxiety since my house went down in Hurricane Florence. I'm not homeless. Thankfully, we will always have a roof over our heads, food on our table, and a bed on our table, which is truly a blessing. Last year was a hard year for me... I got married in June, which was awesome, but it was such a crazy time. My dog almost died, my mother and my step-father were drunk assholes on my wedding day, and my mother in law pretty much had a mental break down over shit that wasn't even an issue. The icing on the cake was in September when our home was knocked down by a tree during Hurricane Florence, and it's just been stressful. 

I'm not a weak person. I come from an abusive and toxic household, and I used to be able to handle anything without a second thought. It's weird, 'cause I think about the shit I went through when I was younger, and it seemed so easy then. I guess I didn't have ""anxiety"" back then because I had legitimate things that I constantly had to worry about. Now I live a very comfortable and safe lifestyle and I guess 'cause my body and my brain is so used to being on edge 24/7, I don't now how to act. I used to try and ignore it, but lately it's been worse.... I sit by the window with the blinds open so I can watch to make sure nobody even approaches my house. If the doorbell rings, I'm in panic mode. A couple months ago, I had a small disagreement with my neighbor over where my dog could pee on our walks, and I had a 6 hour panic attack. 

We didn't really spend a lot of time at home 'cause my husband travels for work and we stay at the company house during most weeks. But our house was my safe space... the place I could be naked and not have to worry about literally anything. It was like I was a low battery, and my house was the outlet that charged me... now I'm just on low battery constantly.

I just wanted to vent about this because it's been really frustrating. Anxiety has been holding me back from being a whole person... I'm still too scared to drive most of the time... I eat like a dumb idiot trashcan cause my stomach is always confused... I wake up in the morning gagging. 

I'm thankful that it could be worse, but I wish I could have like a 10 minute vacation from feeling like this. My husband has anxiety too, so it's not something I feel like I should vent to him. If he knew how anxious I felt all the time he'd feel worse, and I don't need that. I know one of these days I'll grab ahold of the reigns again, like I always do, but I just wanted to share because I feel like that's one of the few ways I can truly express the bullshit I've been feeling. ",4.123948486457781,4.580647842007437,4.858760488582052,87.60586245353161,70.57992565055761,7.709909718534255,26.895592140201806,7.554174236665415,1.2707348274030807,2041,62,440,21,35,659,242,538,0.193,0.679,0.128,-0.991,0,0,1,0,0,0,72.0,9,0,0,1,29,32,6,5,35,0,52,13,8,10,2,83,85,33,1,11,16,4,8,7,1,2,2,1,5,2,22,23,3,4,11,2,1,8,10,17,0,3,31,11,64,15,54,42,7,69,1,2,2,0,22,29,3,10,35,290,86,1,0.0674030004933709,0.07986153376443936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059748693073040225,0.0,0.06749436865086197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16825408785682636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062524435492138,0.07614620505619121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093385259640354,0.0,0.0,0.07668064367429804,0.0,0.10365749368096004,0.0,0.12326473046618044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486953862937103,0.0,0.07524404006123363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769657940707572,0.0,0.058061716655499515,0.0,0.14567739635744112,0.0,0.21526324504755695,0.0745801380203561,0.0,0.08693871841423825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06995367295073628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06897009668223872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903809226606793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17040491141504965,0.14445815106066145,0.06471745067562068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150397574530421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053908336875825316,0.0,0.1485040082498317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06037984914352563,0.0,0.06917492427231167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522141039918056,0.0,0.06637837818546101,0.3888700643463718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035122066577942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03704292633040918,0.054942441560734565,0.07603352042457368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23050790968798446,0.0,0.05951808431586071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05730362066535654,0.0,0.0,0.04499202622220157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06792637114241096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05380043193167408,0.0,0.049548960851263785,0.04997847080551642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134803507534342,0.0,0.0,0.1581657965824379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770740035177005,0.07042178951820914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06857308331784454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636017613704282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06748216204237102,0.0,0.0,0.0613611601695075,0.0,0.0,0.13837642279860266,0.055756458531504655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051890122792459255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07184263027134975,0.0538281232620112,0.0,0.07720990933418932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06352653028325682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411125395116494,0.0,0.0,0.044779558507593104,0.04318912110227807,0.0,0.05351045340352065,0.15721292651302432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04576221288584534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17464365343216265,0.0,0.05561453442029452,0.07951207208503082,0.05350136444021092,0.0540666213094673,0.0,0.0,0.12496651347824066,0.0,0.07525304295093074,0.07751012412786898,0.06497408719392782,0.0,0.04907018712503545,0.13690203764104394,0.206068247706528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681064484710696
anxiety,ZorroNegro,2019/04/03,"Please, I need help My friend asked me to be his best man for his wedding.
This week at been a disaster for me, Im struggling to sleep, thinking of organising a stag party and doing a speech has fliiped my life upside down several times. The thought of organising the stag party on a budget, the thought of writing a speech and the thought of standing up in front of a room full of people (including people I went to school with and was heavily bullied by my class) 
I'm thinking of backing out of being best man but my friend doesn't have many friends.

Can anyone help me with advice on how I am meant to tell with this, the wedding is in February 2020.",6.5507912087912095,5.9445202769230825,6.720549450549452,79.95730769230772,65.46153846153845,9.582417582417582,34.72527472527473,8.841846274778883,2.7763736263736263,516,21,103,7,7,166,80,130,0.075,0.755,0.17,0.877,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,2,6,0,1,11,0,11,2,1,1,0,17,21,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,1,2,2,7,0,0,6,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,7,2,12,5,26,12,3,16,0,0,0,0,14,10,0,0,3,71,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16477386160875265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11790327443836306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15763727199457986,0.0,0.0,0.12965864644538186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35391332386086755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3908270092927566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260453422588021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18213892127581266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910154505296182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17095457628424446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250298583525095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23380024892895224,0.0,0.0,0.1850945165655568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17065280379248654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19049300786541654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687421328991628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17627860884809615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14738162451781447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21609023272441474,0.0,0.4015971858436065,0.09832388634696547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525707959786826,0.0,0.0,0.15631276054635532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ketchuptiles,2019/04/03,"Rolling anxiety attacks? Hey everyone,

I could really use your collective wisdom and experience on something I've had difficulty in finding any information on.

In short, I get rolling anxiety attacks. Instead of 10-15 minutes of intense panic, my anxiety attacks last an hour minimum. However, more frequently than not they become somewhat permanent, lasting up to a month. And when I say they last, I mean my SUDS never dips below a 90, and I have constant racing thoughts, with pacing, lack of appetite, trouble sleeping, shaking and chest pain that starts as soon I wake up until I get exhausted enough where I can sleep again. I can't work because of it and my OCD.

I say rolling anxiety attacks, but it actually feels like one long anxiety attack. I'm just trying to better articulate what happens since even my OCD specialist doesnt believe I experience them as I do because he says its physically impossible. But its like, I know what an anxiety attack feels like, but for me they just keep going. I know something is misfiring in my brain.

This leads me to my question: is there another person alive out there who has some experience with this? It's been really difficult to find any information online whatsoever and I'd like even a nudge in the right direction.",7.124492753623192,8.345451739130436,7.833478260869569,66.2107971014493,64.21739130434783,11.52463768115942,39.2463768115942,11.34169021259432,5.09508115942029,1020,55,162,31,15,340,147,230,0.171,0.732,0.097,-0.8381,1,0,2,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,4,3,11,18,6,2,6,0,11,7,5,2,1,34,25,13,0,2,6,0,2,4,0,0,2,3,0,1,11,9,0,1,11,0,0,3,4,12,0,1,3,5,27,6,25,21,5,30,0,0,0,0,15,13,0,3,18,108,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.08269478808089795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525328762998313,0.0888581081254269,0.3889588393492899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5784293005381003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331439940468118,0.09358954599398686,0.0,0.09547385281558857,0.0,0.07494634331647357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459874829938864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157469043204583,0.0,0.06765862625063569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755988981943337,0.0,0.1119409865881862,0.0,0.0,0.0809734573567998,0.0,0.24867826245615815,0.0,0.0,0.08569498028448959,0.12107767614871587,0.0,0.0,0.15490309566317878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854713157664773,0.0,0.04816014441892028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493600168484123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345260947415835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532150870958558,0.0,0.0,0.09314264522084256,0.20722516478094805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656002803817423,0.0,0.0,0.0749929334621705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923075640923539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763929095993552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06535732217933772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05742255313978192,0.0,0.09017017637137603,0.09942505990041224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399239016001014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492907984254724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857424134629914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236817256028218,0.0,0.20216783492197926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009845806252198,0.0,0.16960397971715285,0.0,0.0,0.13047520205649474,0.0,0.0,0.05997996807972536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727472247351868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05753343460675611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318883550852204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06169230515888681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ManIGotBanned,2019/04/03,I always think I hit someone with my car. It is putting some serious stress on my commute. Every bump in the road I look in the rear view. I can't fucking drive like a normal human anymore. I always second guess myself and I check the local news every couple hours when I get home. What do I do,1.4123497267759542,3.4589017377049203,3.2700819672131125,89.72566939890713,80.80327868852459,4.722404371584699,20.002732240437158,5.46131890053228,-0.048084153005464085,230,6,46,1,6,77,47,61,0.118,0.882,0.0,-0.6615,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,7,10,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,3,0,1,0,2,11,1,4,9,1,10,0,0,2,1,1,5,1,2,3,29,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3979351251090277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23714346238997175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645824859158826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4029389746842661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22106321689420716,0.1249306867341131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26341838936050826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398575402388089,0.0,0.2354857040701681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682228652175147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008011483654522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342874977280782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403823304685297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20260617744689735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27391193273742603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532188774261037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FreshAirFortCollins,2019/04/03,"Parents of elementary school aged kids with severe anxiety, what coping plans do you have in place in school? Last month my 10 year old was diagnosed with significant, but classic GAD. The severity of his anxiety is also spilling over and causing depression, so he's dealing with a lot being so young (and without trauma being a trigger). Having anxiety and depression myself for my whole life and our family being very aware of mental health, we were able to catch this pretty quickly and get him the treatment he needs. He's currently seeing a counselor every week for CBT/coping cat and a psychiatrist has prescribed a couple of different meds until he gets farther along in CBT and has the coping skills he needs to overcome this. 

He's a month into his diagnosis and only a few weeks into his treatment. We're noticing school is pretty difficult for him. We are VERY fortunate that his teacher and school counselor are incredibly helpful, communicative, and supportive of him during this. When he has the first signs of an anxiety attack, his teacher has him go to the school counselor's office or the school psychiatrist's office for a break and to work on calming techniques. Some of these techniques are playing games while talking about how he's feeling or taking a walk and talking things out. We're now frequently getting calls at the end of the school day to let us know what happened during his bad days and make sure we're all on the same page and have actions in place to move forward. His school counselor is pretty awesome and we're very thankful for that! 

We're at the point where he needs to have an informal plan in place with a list of different coping mechanisms for him. He can't get on a 504 plan just yet because he's not at the therapeutic dose on his meds. He's still working up carefully.  But, because he's so new in this, I have no idea how to help him at school yet. He's so new to CBT, he doesn't have any of those tools yet either, like working on thought-stopping techniques. I feel like we're in limbo where he's really struggling while all of this is getting started and it's a slow process to getting back on track to stable mental health.

I know we'll send him with some clay because he uses that for his anxiety tension in therapy sessions. I've just downloaded the What's Up app on his iPad and will have that for him to use when he goes to the counselors office (unfortunately, his iPad is kind of old and other mental health apps aren't downloadable). And the walking will continue. Beyond that, I'm lost as to how to help him. I know I'm scrambling for anything because I know how utterly terrible it feels to deal with anxiety and depression. I just want him to feel better and it's hard that it's a slow process. 

Even though everyone has different coping techniques, I would love to hear what you have in place for your kids dealing with anxiety in school. Thank you for the help!! ",7.350615207373274,7.214703978571428,7.1533755760368685,75.95130184331799,63.67857142857143,10.154377880184336,35.2073732718894,9.698958519613793,3.2979763824884802,2348,96,426,41,31,745,244,560,0.1,0.753,0.147,0.9871,5,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,5,4,0,10,27,23,1,2,30,0,35,7,0,9,3,76,70,41,0,5,10,1,5,2,0,4,6,1,0,2,23,34,0,0,10,2,0,8,6,11,0,1,3,7,40,12,81,59,10,79,0,4,1,1,66,37,0,5,37,272,63,14,0.05476955756418368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04379919539638155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037245177271800815,0.0,0.293289931380104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04507067920658032,0.0,0.0,0.0623082785193097,0.0,0.04211440904382816,0.045730292840145584,0.1335480557538885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04843922286463477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05592584187667037,0.0,0.055841214136350514,0.05626342258739683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606014737111353,0.0,0.07064366731290073,0.16939502677641316,0.1415188190262376,0.055589948037516816,0.0,0.17166759164540674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048509571535920025,0.0,0.0,0.03617477622714375,0.0,0.046145714439472914,0.05233465935040337,0.0,0.0,0.051631864505715636,0.0,0.1107725357821017,0.03912738286732787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04658695768505319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17168899978296612,0.0,0.03112680172867495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04843253887476607,0.0,0.049062765740054776,0.0,0.0,0.17465243565225638,0.061729271905032926,0.0,0.1468435197701912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06182816391650407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057034066036505626,0.12039966595841363,0.04464449941028073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05600558336043284,0.03868535823582954,0.05351527861729609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597874419269117,0.046563119263155976,0.04943166404797021,0.0,0.03655910496667703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167326308176747,0.0,0.16558449626183666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743307663134581,0.05821137200327485,0.0,0.1218327988538946,0.0,0.10579355997240762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06235550429700646,0.11494287486471727,0.0,0.0,0.041654716538347535,0.0,0.0,0.060815112134877926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288901221938757,0.0,0.051774934983639984,0.0,0.0,0.16716099016243166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03508678103028956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5542971626208051,0.04364424634013217,0.0,0.0,0.12374802102554375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03876617474129493,0.0,0.04373903941947877,0.045789802542103394,0.0,0.057257033311951026,0.0,0.0,0.06215184487521425,0.051619659833153635,0.0,0.04117989113272664,0.08804339147224667,0.0,0.1008489001659486,0.0626337622889159,0.0,0.03638646038645655,0.0,0.053810812226577964,0.04348091088701506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588103415195623,0.0946066254208066,0.0,0.13557186276761524,0.03230450408166115,0.0,0.08786567085840709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06114825508675011,0.0,0.0527958990356536,0.0,0.11961867062702415,0.0,0.0,0.03890672227822151,0.0,0.0,0.035269799380853555
anxiety,JustA_Mcchicken,2019/04/03,"Anxiety about school, careers, and my future This just might become a rant and I don’t even know where to start so it also might be a jumbled mess. I have so much anxiety and fear over my future. I remember I used to LOVE school and it was my whole life and I excelled and it was something I was good at, I am a first gen student and my family really drilled it in me that an education is of the upmost importance in life. My whole family is rooting for me and I feel like if I don’t succeed and graduate, not just graduate but graduate at the top of my class with honors and be the best of the best, all their struggle and sacrifice will have been in vain and I will have failed them and myself. When I graduated high school I took a semester off because I was burnt out but taking a year off in my mind would have delayed me and been catastrophic. I feel like that was a mistake I should’ve just started on time and I wouldn’t be behind, I feel so behind. I am getting my BS in biochemistry to go to PA school in the future, my coursework is rigorous and I’m SO tired I feel like I’m running on fumes and I don’t graduate until fall of 2020 the thought of making it that far seems impossible. 
I would graduate PA school at 26, i know it sounds so stupid but I feel like I’m so behind and I’m wasting all of my 20s. 

I can’t work during school I’ve tried but it just leaves me crippled with anxiety and panic attacks and meltdowns because my coursework is so hard and I need to keep my grades up for PA school and employers are so not accommodating, so I have no money, I won’t have any money until I’m 26 it scares the hell out of me like what am I even doing? I have $400 to my name I live with my mom, I’m going to live with my mom until I’m what 28? Oh my god I will be almost 30 living with my mom, she’s a wonderful woman and my best friend and loves me unconditionally and would give me the world but I don’t want to live with her until I’m almost 30 years old. I want to live with my boyfriend of 3.5 years 

I graduate then he graduates then I get into PA school and 2 years later I graduate and then I have to work and save money and then we’re 28 and we’re still dating but living with our parents. How miserable. Moving out isn’t feasible the city I’m in is $1200 without utilities for an “efficiency” aka a room in somebody’s house, it’s insanity but I can’t work so I have no money so I can’t move to another city 
I could just not go to PA school but then what? What can I even do with a biochemistry degree I have absolutely no idea I only chose it because I wanted to get into healthcare and it fulfilled pre requisites while still being cool and fun but what do I do with that

If someone can offer some solace or advice or stories like mine that end well, please let me know I’m feeling at a loss here. I’ve suffered with anxiety for most of my life but it has really flared up as of recently and it’s become a lot to handle thanks for reading if you did ",0.5183984821469352,2.6436906624605707,2.9202921409957483,90.4911025008001,84.8044164037855,6.199021624834272,20.38714396744845,7.47871067723058,0.6628945092122707,2336,71,518,40,69,802,253,634,0.14400000000000002,0.708,0.14800000000000002,0.4295,2,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,1,1,2,13,28,36,4,5,22,1,59,6,0,4,2,115,102,73,0,13,24,9,7,6,1,10,4,1,1,1,24,49,0,2,14,1,4,8,17,15,1,1,10,9,82,21,74,75,11,68,2,4,0,2,23,30,1,14,36,360,106,30,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05774883472616814,0.0,0.0,0.1183540750422814,0.0,0.0,0.047259792499714584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040187938010062416,0.06196828245803685,0.1808359546835009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723128786243122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807481758313027,0.13053582939417205,0.0,0.0,0.18605574191942476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0471840887756015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05234233789662355,0.0,0.0,0.11709889207414485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142264970077914,0.06650047466869309,0.1792870967726212,0.16887543057647764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0502678173300528,0.0,0.0,0.045658140487841975,0.0,0.09262711827004083,0.056691158942892526,0.10075843934328063,0.04956769992673415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05293924026121842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062439149777731615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818992117020048,0.0,0.06671323915630016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052528065534465915,0.0,0.0,0.09743437942297782,0.0,0.0,0.06257511452997568,0.0,0.06043061349611435,0.125225725252944,0.17323064545793698,0.0,0.3131020242857956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050242095422100216,0.10667457083084557,0.0,0.039447658776927685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538500459996055,0.05967105130778126,0.2076408258025999,0.0,0.1256213652831505,0.0434430423461902,0.043819623788265614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06201228545714306,0.0,0.0,0.04494587725689977,0.0,0.06933751264003045,0.0656201456289457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648706811960553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05911292112999265,0.0,0.0757180115281934,0.0,0.0583510875469381,0.0,0.06694529991608389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059166335133028713,0.5382832215617269,0.0,0.053799624328292696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05007263587836674,0.04549570289856683,0.0,0.0,0.08365822055409868,0.0,0.09438976713586733,0.0,0.0,0.06178094115618395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04443353565016125,0.0,0.0,0.054408511989022884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04691636016648555,0.03445989434761074,0.06792322598734657,0.0,0.0,0.06565886220127105,0.04012293533708775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051040771936816456,0.0,0.0,0.10457069902007493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05313523612277901,0.0,0.0,0.13195922075583022,0.0,0.05696733035116449,0.06408809822753057,0.12906980372045598,0.0,0.0,0.12594228764289192,0.0,0.0,0.1522259379571531
anxiety,_shaunaa,2019/04/03,"I want to talk to my cousin but I don’t know how to start the conversation. Please help I want to tell him about my anxiety and about other stuff I’ve been going through but I don’t know how to start the conversation. I’ve had people tell me to “just open up and say what you’re feeling” but it’s difficult for me to start a conversation like that. People have also told me to say, “hey, I’ve been feeling anxious and I really need to talk about it,” and I think that’s the easiest way to start it but I still don’t like that as a conversation starter because I feel like if I say stuff like that, then I’m asking for attention and I’m not being genuine, even though I am. Have any of you guys talked to your family members and if so, how did you start the conversation? ",3.523451178451179,4.148885969135804,4.867216610549947,86.3979292929293,72.0246913580247,8.60695847362514,25.221099887766556,8.841846274778883,1.4767827160493825,605,17,138,11,11,202,80,162,0.048,0.7709999999999999,0.181,0.9612,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,0,12,5,0,0,6,0,11,0,0,3,0,28,30,20,0,5,8,1,3,4,0,0,0,3,0,1,11,7,0,0,7,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,5,6,19,4,20,24,0,12,0,0,0,0,23,2,0,2,12,90,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640048099216727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047894009225424,0.0,0.1017833106182092,0.15030925613800722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438430868743533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110638357158284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878786369365611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542822232721673,0.0,0.20182307542306008,0.095051343280893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756156967201377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174096791138934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918098262269647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14624221122484155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600071226779001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865530086691414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18448100481577687,0.0,0.0,0.14604955537186304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523559267022701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174214254644457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4708693391934946,0.0,0.10625434531960333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046221074714346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32082298941966336,0.2325840995207002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085253423481147,0.13072149503367586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713550733181225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15695332945710416,0.10560933779224084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MrsJones42,2019/04/03,"Why am I like this?! Everytime I sit down to write a paper for school I am immediately so anxious I can barely string together sentences, much less write about the revenue cycles. Once I get started I'm fine and can often get entire papers written in one sitting but my brain just can't seem to get past the first paragraph or two. This has caused my progress (self-paced program) to fall further behind than I'd like. My goal is to get this paper finished by the thirteenth of this month, but I just can't seem to get anywhere. I am just so frustrated. And so damn anxious. ",4.555862831858409,5.727993469026552,4.955918141592921,84.68927544247789,70.06194690265487,7.065929203539826,30.054203539823014,7.1686216300943375,1.6911247787610626,454,18,88,4,8,144,74,113,0.141,0.773,0.086,-0.8174,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,8,5,2,0,4,0,9,1,1,1,0,14,19,8,0,0,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,3,1,0,10,3,13,18,2,11,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,4,7,57,14,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4325268672744787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21370118776598584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19665318048879046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628317826529559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.500076045702894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870478058544635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15279902829201333,0.0,0.1407243919633813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20386860853189848,0.12971913509563998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18274330436981048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937391913831259,0.0,0.3485446236074333,0.19970510653500967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549640614944652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870010425559116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727374150289355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shael119,2019/04/03,"How to deal with the physical side effects of anxiety? I’ve always had anxiety but was able to regulate it fairly well. I’m going through a big transition in life and can’t handle busy/crowded places like restaurants anymore. It’s also impacting my body. I am getting cold sores, rashes, skin irritation, and no matter how much sleep I get I don’t feel rested. The corners of my lips keep cracking and bleeding even though I haven’t changed my skincare regime or anything. My bones ache and I have constant headaches now. 

I’m trying to let go of what is causing the stress but it’s starting to take a toll. I recently had an anxiety attack at a family gathering and feel terrible. I’m not sure what to do anymore. I feel like my life is balancing on rope and I have no control. 

Does anyone have any tips for dealing with this? ",2.792314814814816,5.195648648148151,4.092083333333335,83.75812500000002,77.95061728395062,7.2598765432098755,29.260802469135804,8.278499904357787,2.3899987654321,659,31,122,13,16,216,107,162,0.195,0.7440000000000001,0.061,-0.9709,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,7,7,1,1,7,0,14,10,6,5,1,23,27,13,0,0,4,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,8,0,2,4,0,0,2,6,3,1,0,3,5,13,4,15,23,2,13,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,6,76,19,0,0.14788810135613514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826606122400192,0.12305474739709665,0.0,0.0,0.10056898022125547,0.0,0.33940197824972845,0.0,0.2933305156540335,0.1034067990378378,0.0,0.12169930653322325,0.0,0.0,0.16824406511210996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16427034162071855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15192181774514255,0.1564460019723405,0.0,0.0,0.1598144993554551,0.1658690808514066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049322775068724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12941787409708225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767869617982518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941574025459852,0.0,0.22433000275776102,0.10565128915826284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15453085820458862,0.0,0.16809643216664955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13144973953313585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15122560336206758,0.20891547911718206,0.14450131241213465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871477071979244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545115895393055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460216587356991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14799490437427845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046759593157528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16940532044171538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938278534436846,0.0,0.1111934473185124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529930871349975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004063131908873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296916376614076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wasteoflife2,2019/04/03,"threw away my future because of anxiety, is there any hope for me? i am 25 years old. i dropped out of high school my senior year due to the crippling anxiety and depression and have done nothing but exist since. i've slowly gotten a little better over time, i can leave the house now but i still don't drive and the thought of public transportation gives me a panic attack. i've been living off a small inheritance sum the past 8 years but now that's out so i have to get some form of income or i die now.

but i have no skills, no work experience, no high school diploma, no form of transportation besides my feet, and i can't find a job online that i would be able to do (besides filling out surveys for maybe 3 bucks a day)

and the worst part was, i deluded myself for 8 years thinking i was fine and i could function at any time, that i just ""wasn't quite ready"" yet, and i would be good to go when my money eventually ran out. been on meds for most of the past 8 years and saw a psychologist once who couldn't help me but beyond that i never sought out any help, because in that little sheltered life i never was forced to confront that i needed it. now reality has hit and i am so, so scared. i don't want to die

i need advice from anyone who has been in a hole similar to this and managed to crawl their way out. my last week has been hopelessness and despair and i just want to go back to not having to worry constantly",4.647482993197278,4.747163272108847,5.46979591836735,84.93829931972789,69.34013605442178,8.438095238095237,26.877551020408163,8.167268648758528,1.4644367346938771,1118,31,241,14,18,366,158,294,0.226,0.718,0.056,-0.9946,2,0,0,0,0,2,24.0,0,0,1,4,15,12,2,2,13,0,30,2,1,0,2,43,46,22,2,9,9,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,10,18,0,0,3,0,3,8,12,8,0,0,14,1,31,4,36,25,6,56,0,3,1,0,7,19,0,4,27,165,41,6,0.1074161595890531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496582796250994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191400159328616,0.0,0.16434613614933544,0.0,0.0,0.07510787633477674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220138863283687,0.10092101785766472,0.08259639632014858,0.0,0.13095978776947842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500086407489804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607870822596117,0.0,0.08576306289940294,0.0,0.0,0.06927453661777284,0.0,0.09251738085561093,0.0,0.22296202965788545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992402535364082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507361562311426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817642385658558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05612050994678893,0.1030433681443361,0.122094157801656,0.09009557833812464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399757507415084,0.2269821403244668,0.0,0.10668848346651508,0.0,0.1239438261961154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659396380680723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755850670891901,0.0,0.11373820333575435,0.0,0.0,0.07587121019098725,0.0,0.2153184222917612,0.09485043687240577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791397002035018,0.0,0.11931513806365708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15929544254013367,0.1656919285425314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306870215554098,0.0,0.11271519014576738,0.11439470427813593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602971917325687,0.0,0.11632123320660745,0.2050817574391101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425030783939158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754231464919096,0.21742177635837595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885575722002997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578268380292772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882793779023991,0.0,0.0852764322122495,0.12527045294850012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671366796470673,0.08526194767111289,0.08616276397947327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782002435011169,0.10908632416715053,0.0,0.15261071570376847,0.0,0.0,0.3458624249911009
anxiety,PlatinumDonut,2019/04/03,"Very anxious Hi im 17yrs old dude and I have often this feeling about that someone is in my and my mums apartment (someone Who shouldnt be here). This mostly happens at evenging/night, and it sucks. And sry about bad english, I speak 1 other language beside english",1.2439705882352925,3.8844964117647054,1.935465686274508,92.54084558823529,94.68627450980392,2.5500000000000003,25.98284313725491,3.1291,0.3616843137254904,211,10,37,0,8,65,41,51,0.163,0.805,0.032,-0.7696,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,7,4,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,4,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,2,1,25,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625051631591726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26792294745322576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16224750838220373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283754766524888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34660746929552283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011258857764025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33671153091181816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5437643124779502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26476113759277997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DebbieHarryDevotee,2019/04/03,"Too anxious to function normally in society So I’ve basically had 2 weeks off work as I’ve been moving house (from my own apartment where I lived with my parter to my partner’s parents). I’m back in tomorrow and Friday for my weekly 2 days. I have been reluctant to speak out about this as I’m only working 2x a week but it’s really affecting me. I basically work in an office based civil service enquiry centre. Whilst it might seem like an easy job (I can’t really go into details), but the decisions I have to make for the callers can genuinely change their lives and mistakes aren’t acceptable. It’s a high pressured environment as it is, but working there with chronic anxiety is like hell. I’ve started getting chest pains from worrying so much about it and recently had a break down and ended up on a lot of medication. Also, my family and my partner’s family alongside many of my colleagues constantly harass me about not working there full time. The reason for this is that I used to go to uni Mon-Wed until I recently dropped out due to my mental ill health. I have thought about going full time but I can’t handle leaving the house and being around the general public for more than an hour or two so talking to people for 40hrs a week coupled with the stressful decision making, the likelihood of being abused on the phone due to the line of work and the pressure to interact with and banter with colleagues is too much for me. I’m actually getting weak knees just thinking about it. I feel so weak and other people are not supportive and tell me I’m just lazy and work shy. This makes me feel guilty so I feel like I can’t win. I feel like I don’t contribute to society and have been having suicidal thoughts at the thought of my family and others thinking badly of me. I can’t believe my life has turned out this way sometimes..
Anyway, I guess I just need to reassurance. I’m starting a new course for film and media in August which is more in line with what I want to do, so I know I’m taking steps to better myself and try to achieve my goals; however work and the pressure from everyone is cropping at the moment. I have tried to look for new jobs but everything in my area that’s part time is either cleaning jobs which would be fine but always state I need experience for, or more customer facing jobs which I don’t feel comfortable with. 

Am I being stupid not working full time? Any advice re literally everyone bar a couple telling me I’m lazy etc? 

TL;DR - I dropped out of uni, can’t work full time due to chronic anxiety, family and friends etc not supportive/understanding. Advice needed",5.7814982876712335,6.349051628180039,6.502000366927593,76.8885582803327,66.96477495107632,9.753449119373776,32.2114114481409,9.751328689232952,3.053429011741684,2086,83,387,43,32,687,241,511,0.158,0.7609999999999999,0.081,-0.9918,7,0,0,0,1,0,40.0,0,0,1,14,23,24,3,4,23,0,37,13,3,6,0,78,76,36,1,7,16,1,5,4,3,2,9,1,1,2,18,30,1,0,16,2,0,5,12,12,0,1,8,7,45,12,72,62,15,65,1,0,1,0,14,27,1,6,32,257,63,17,0.0,0.07802174414284598,0.06426031682387065,0.0,0.0,0.12869614795203466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05266039805448816,0.05479265913956447,0.0,0.0,0.04478040847538131,0.0,0.10075047786396912,0.07439200636775478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05862065787205532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050634755364952336,0.05498218408617904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419064940735377,0.0,0.05823916933671495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06966080253820695,0.0,0.0,0.07116069533250857,0.0,0.0,0.145724034399985,0.0,0.04246794498231265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05832375054874316,0.0,0.1468808065814838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12584541649666764,0.05918193271370392,0.06441415194151237,0.2483109118841036,0.0,0.16647925193028845,0.09408682227957413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05087571750409232,0.0,0.06880804535581997,0.0,0.11227259457811208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07254144260509242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699957057764698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695743740622435,0.0,0.0,0.0648492033057996,0.15196462795085744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613847345018677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03618955940638848,0.0,0.0,0.06972587616574077,0.0,0.0,0.046511958613457915,0.12868436730307925,0.0,0.11629390339688568,0.0,0.055297600955466535,0.0,0.0,0.055983503186886684,0.0,0.0,0.1318666018385405,0.06676178863488451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06633717000374774,0.06636153477163799,0.06985667840519641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998836378723959,0.09681497872265,0.14648131377017287,0.0,0.12719710783108598,0.0,0.0,0.06451923539124063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05008206050144638,0.07006927807857077,0.0,0.07311887772750231,0.07130937243722528,0.0,0.09130450404454396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437067570690386,0.06770499467058336,0.13003829829141142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059947568164352975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512755249308122,0.0,0.0932182509039921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07543120583099591,0.0,0.0,0.07202945400359062,0.07472605058904745,0.0,0.0,0.04951117113601192,0.05292791339014725,0.11511199148438438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438832558201582,0.0,0.15683316013182552,0.1919889675004124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894159552638023,0.07162613123311543,0.06432609764224465,0.06855240253933652,0.0,0.056873448338084324,0.0,0.0,0.03884016654866803,0.052268840465295535,0.211284301497037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4793974526214094,0.06687409601329226,0.0,0.0467781077625876,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gotracts,2019/04/03,"How do I combat anxiety that is effecting my walk? I cannot function in public when people are looking at me. My body becomes an anxious and tense, that I end up looking stressed out and scared or mad. I also feel horribly awkward and can't achive a natural gait. My movements feel forced (example: arm swings are manual, my head and neck don't move by themself, steps feel heavy etc). Anyone know a video, tip, or article that could fix this",4.936627450980389,6.183483858823532,5.483235294117649,80.98289215686276,69.23529411764707,8.960784313725489,31.81372549019608,9.2995712137729,2.8754313725490195,348,15,65,7,6,112,66,85,0.294,0.706,0.0,-0.9723,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,3,3,0,8,4,4,2,0,14,14,9,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,5,1,0,4,3,4,0,0,0,5,9,0,5,13,1,10,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,2,2,39,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18587128223708396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17780553507398758,0.2625756379102306,0.0,0.16251792044372768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25669666225811844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581732976862692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855735418635707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20586077393782215,0.0,0.2592168390663228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525652653457218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23853650821850506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277354531862915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3903592215004598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24703244562164856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16113517812019273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23269934112621185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662436188573715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jimlahey55,2019/04/03,"Extreme Anxiety About My Dog Hey everyone thank you for taking your time to look at my post. I'm coming here to vent about my extreme anxiety because no one else understands and I feel so alone. 

Basically, my anxiety goes from one thing to another. Sometimes it is bearable and other times like now it is absolutely crippling. 

So a few weeks ago I noticed what appeared to be a little bit of blood in my dogs stool so I took her to the vet because I was freaking out. They said she was fine but I still could not settle down. 

That was two weeks ago. Since then, only two times have a seen a little bit of red and it didn't appear to be much and even though they told me she is fine I am still losing my mind. I've had her since I was 6 and am now 20. 

This morning was one of the times her stool had a little bit of red on the outside but nothing ridiculous and she is still acting normal and eating and drinking normally. I feel like I overanalyze everything to find something wrong. I worry about a worste case scenario when there's a good chance nothing is wrong with her at all. 

It impact my daily life and my studies at college are suffering. I don't spend much time out because I feel like I need to be with her every second in case something is wrong although I have no confirmation that anything is.

Thank you so much if you took the time to read this. It was more to vent to people who understand how I feel. 

Love you all",2.9157011494252885,4.6009110241379325,3.974224137931035,88.09110632183912,74.9655172413793,6.764367816091952,25.186781609195403,7.492282038375204,1.1517126436781608,1127,38,233,14,24,365,151,290,0.118,0.779,0.104,-0.5176,0,1,3,0,0,0,18.0,0,5,2,1,18,17,1,0,11,0,26,5,1,1,2,35,47,21,0,5,4,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,13,14,2,0,7,2,1,6,5,8,0,6,14,9,39,9,31,29,11,36,0,2,4,1,20,12,0,3,20,166,52,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15231843861323185,0.0,0.0,0.0889829122442928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009026240612844,0.19717617582347294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070142603863491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15712051858387294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813935765039414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400889935247883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859681712280047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416482686739006,0.0,0.08791336594425443,0.07177167021758096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056746610233336825,0.0,0.07238781118625845,0.08209627883263577,0.0772156282711684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737665458692902,0.12275660427481835,0.0,0.0,0.07852553261723154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720621407619562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606849073996043,0.1259224371488491,0.2583307650948068,0.0,0.0,0.07214767757451092,0.09611786243680392,0.0,0.0,0.0775424111901105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675051909027642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894741114055792,0.06370551593544585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16835858742262605,0.16487715512542067,0.09781576742941396,0.0,0.0,0.17465641536360207,0.06534287728387071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05956323425505836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228363728554781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593910247230246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172565018600347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214096190757167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228444132717992,0.08497297490847748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058375321798383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06459802866193405,0.0,0.0,0.1581995475035905,0.0,0.0,0.05707867471953209,0.0,0.08441188878646443,0.0,0.30058934678713994,0.0,0.0,0.08209627883263577,0.19091134659108736,0.0,0.0,0.16785460751025155,0.17888286471412285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783302889794752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725171858973624,0.0,0.0,0.2818064919825006,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PrecautionaryCramp,2019/04/03,"Im starting to think my job is hurting me. Long story short, Ive been at my place of employment for over 10 years. I worked from the ground up. I started as a janitor, moved to customer service, and now work in IT. 

I never knew IT work could be so stressful. Project deadlines,  daily meetings, constant off the clock emails, and etc... One year into the job, I had my first panic attack. I could have sworn that i was having a heart attack. After a hospital stay, doc told me it was most likely stress related and prescribed me alprazolam. 

Fast forward two years... im still on the pills. Im so anxious when i get home from work, that its hard to relax. Im taking a xanax daily just to calm down. My weight is going up. I feel like crap all the time and I feel like im always waiting for another panic attack.

Im not sure what else to do. Anyone else in similar situations?",1.5228093434343428,3.7237890965909095,3.308560606060606,88.75714646464647,81.32954545454545,5.729292929292932,22.277777777777786,6.937597516519254,0.7152421717171715,675,22,137,8,18,225,115,176,0.187,0.758,0.055,-0.9729,3,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,5,6,15,4,4,9,0,13,5,2,0,3,18,24,8,0,2,2,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,7,5,1,1,4,1,0,3,2,9,0,3,6,4,17,6,22,15,3,33,0,1,0,0,3,14,1,1,20,85,24,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644948372272363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634162460327148,0.0,0.10379548226389708,0.0,0.06424292087124024,0.09413940998202236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135719390588073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928699400522566,0.0,0.1467134988336885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535038110574227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246775761813227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929121021719185,0.13127468353130686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815099910373073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0480022290031898,0.0,0.0522161303265387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230424032620955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887534192253118,0.0,0.0,0.09216067625714276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983568200606134,0.0,0.595461136910773,0.0,0.1823485875614305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346601935094176,0.0,0.0,0.08130874262270184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765129785915266,0.0,0.0,0.07086163245326885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06225860729046104,0.0,0.0,0.21559702314531531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599248707844646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032742183738024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300628089064516,0.09792924612091744,0.07337353199963152,0.0,0.21049085161841172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659350577532933,0.0,0.06908048507400136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058871425700817916,0.0,0.0,0.05357453964218012,0.0,0.0,0.08779293860821594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975101832749274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188210682060333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26755180950458196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774983941923854
anxiety,imhisgardener,2019/04/03,"Made it through a crazy day without a panic attack. Yay! Hello, I’m a longtime lurker, first-time poster. 

I’m in my last couple months of school, and I’ve been suffering pretty badly with my anxiety so I was recently put on medication to help me get to the end and then my plan is I’m going to come off them and do CBT over the summer. 

I try not to take the meds unless I need to, though I do end up using them most days. 

I’ve been taking them daily at the moment as this week I’ve been doing my first real exam spread over the week (because it’s so long) and I really struggle to stay calm in exams without them. 

Today, I slept in, and forgot to take one.

Because I’m in sixth form I get free periods, so I slept in my car through the first two hours of the day (my frees) and forgot to take it again. 

So I went to my exam and realised I hadn’t taken it because I started shaking. They take about an hour to kick in so taking one then would have been pointless anyway. So I did my best and got that part of the exam done, without getting too stressed. To be honest, I’m not sure how I managed to pull it off, but I did and I’m pretty proud.

But that wasn’t even the spectacle of today.

I had work tonight, and an hour before my shift started, I was leaving school, when I tried to turn my car on and it wouldn’t. Basically, I’d been listening to music without the car running and had the AC running, and killed the battery. 

Luckily, I’d had the window down so my boyfriend could talk to his friend in the car next to us, and he heard my car sputtering when I tried to turn it on and stayed to help. 

My boyfriend and his friend ended up pushing my car up and down the car park twice with me trying to bump-start it (which didn’t work) and then a teacher came out who luckily had cables and after about six attempts, we managed to jump-start it. 

I didn’t even get a single tear-prick, god knows how. I usually can’t deal with anything if it’s going to make me late for work. I have a huge fear of disappointing people and usually even the prospect of it sends me spiralling into a panic attack. But somehow, I managed to stay chill, and it actually really helped us all be productive and work as a team to fix it. I doubt if I’d lost it I would have gotten to work on time. 

So we managed to get it going again, and I was able to get to work *early*, med-free, and without a single tear. 

I’m gobsmacked, and so so happy. I’m riding the high from today, something I haven’t felt in years. To a lot of people out there, yeah, sitting an exam and having your car battery die is stressful, but for my anxious self without her meds it usually would have been the death of me. So today has been an enormous achievement for me, and I couldn’t have done it without all the help from my friends. 

I just needed to share my little achievement with you guys, so thanks so much for reading!",3.1012932406724403,4.004428210350589,4.400720580812983,88.32285902861359,73.24040066777964,6.907652288698218,25.115541406219677,7.025160622230231,0.9142016616842024,2234,67,483,20,43,739,250,599,0.083,0.777,0.139,0.9884,0,0,1,0,0,0,72.0,4,2,5,16,31,29,3,8,33,2,44,3,2,5,3,80,92,57,3,10,17,0,1,0,3,4,1,2,1,2,22,38,0,2,2,2,2,22,17,15,0,7,35,3,65,16,87,49,10,98,0,3,0,0,33,29,0,6,43,334,87,21,0.05715297429346922,0.0,0.05577305849476828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04372186889993412,0.06456659300426472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047032028094515725,0.0,0.0,0.13003951826016566,0.0,0.0,0.04772034625371572,0.10451976796371096,0.0,0.04863297160828041,0.0,0.059978520462691726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06536777686564939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04923222668362995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0456319993934906,0.06323867898877905,0.0,0.11057682081507934,0.05892220691788708,0.0,0.0,0.059315764025674116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697467158212475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186171396750628,0.0,0.0,0.11324700149489494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06431298555282858,0.0,0.0,0.05487581810495792,0.0,0.0,0.14584287221224346,0.0,0.0,0.13246873849515514,0.0,0.1791604209978898,0.0,0.09744405714536404,0.0,0.045710454566050704,0.0,0.0,0.05659043012835276,0.0,0.060840403890636614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532337357436779,0.06038525525708208,0.0,0.0,0.16885250126731133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06323129813809962,0.0,0.031409779992286384,0.04658730215504174,0.06447104441136876,0.06051674753875873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05728229486713798,0.0,0.05057858375050429,0.0,0.0,0.062389222836366685,0.04858941493460574,0.0,0.05407952617758677,0.03815005414100935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19045221067284027,0.0575756088028194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04561895880986666,0.0,0.042014012211205765,0.08475641251179941,0.0,0.0,0.06078283654746128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07745666902371053,0.0,0.0,0.13411340207430686,0.0,0.06189110164314038,0.0,0.07924535228902757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629024344321708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05745452492235965,0.0,0.0,0.05716844069999519,0.06505259712440584,0.07322731763588645,0.0,0.05643166712860723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156837224733275,0.0,0.0,0.05962301678862724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043999151852803065,0.0,0.0,0.1618126774786473,0.18275239845490976,0.0,0.0,0.13093707790685102,0.059748697972653086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05386600189392689,0.0,0.2578315433596656,0.04593739582090196,0.0,0.05261877998516395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056152507061833314,0.0,0.03332635892256622,0.0,0.21669734763332624,0.0,0.0,0.1552124717020106,0.1243320482831654,0.05583015123274936,0.0,0.1374959820298502,0.049361819513794564,0.18883778001860235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168933712791108,0.0,0.0,0.052981379761193284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38565399397182376,0.0,0.24964827584570504,0.0,0.0,0.1217994994174178,0.0,0.0,0.03680464161112645
anxiety,Padfoot2004,2019/04/03,I’ve been talking to a girl. Doesn’t sound like much and I’m not even sure if she likes me or if in want anything to come of it but I’m online schooled so I don’t get a chance to talk to many people other than my already existing friends (who are all boy). Any advice for keeping up a conversation?,0.9426666666666712,2.6355260615384637,2.7950000000000017,94.31916666666667,80.69230769230771,5.564102564102565,23.14102564102564,6.42735559955562,0.3611025641025636,234,8,55,2,6,78,54,65,0.023,0.79,0.187,0.8543,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,2,11,10,6,0,3,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,4,4,9,9,2,3,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,3,2,33,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611768826696462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29494330551177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817553621672108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21994357987702234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302327290746217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17653183676643072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206495089600548,0.0,0.13963953913618726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23756525086630104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611529749364393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709737022371117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964770099252228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18529401322050285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704953739518893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25190241140365044,0.0,0.0,0.4296491432082257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764502330453184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,josephina_ali,2019/04/03,"Excessive worrying Does anyone else find that if they have an issue in which they cannot create a solid answer to (like hurting someone’s feelings, or regretting something) that they cannot stop rewinding this thought in their mind to a point where it is unenjoyable to live and focus??? Should I seek therapy for this even if the issues I torture myself over are commonly what people would consider not that big of a deal? I fear anxiety, paranoia, guilt, and insecurity will ruin my happiness and my relationship.",11.367391304347828,9.49994486956522,10.69521739130435,59.34869565217392,56.82608695652174,13.982608695652175,43.65217391304348,12.602617957971056,5.687991304347825,416,19,64,11,4,135,73,92,0.297,0.6509999999999999,0.052000000000000005,-0.972,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,4,0,2,9,1,3,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,16,10,6,0,5,4,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,1,1,10,2,8,6,0,8,0,3,0,0,6,6,0,3,3,48,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15573563763048662,0.0,0.0,0.1423455797152368,0.2085884126408124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098786647467954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17815136417791871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17006223158238204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13446050707418195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290804136463875,0.10293450910124942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18606543880889528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216711209561742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179330948936188,0.0,0.0,0.4249624206116704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945730491759712,0.0,0.17976197812684705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20555445933886876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14113446861374734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924458072088732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218565216495518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17248989870415649,0.1567233089847908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17019925790219653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23280772725311655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616171801369283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20674204637826346,0.0,0.14461506474222885,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Spirit_Kindred,2019/04/03,"Can’t make decisions on whether to have kids, anxiety is clouding my judgment Hi redditverse,

I’m struggling with whether or not I want to have children. I’m late 20s female. I didn’t want them till someone I respect told me I’d regret it when I’m older and that for women, family is usually the centre-place of your life. All of a sudden I started questioning whether I want them or not, when all my life I was so sure I didn’t want them. I notice babies, children all the time in my life and in the media. It’s something I’m noticing a great deal now. 

I’m so anxious about it. But I can’t separate whether I want them or not from all my fears. Fears of not having them and regretting it. Or fears of having them, not being able to afford them, being a bad parent, being stuck with the massive responsibility it is to raise them. Fears of not being able to find a partner that wants to be the co-parent, and becoming infertile before I get the chance. 

And to top it off my boyfriend doesn’t want kids, so the anxiety of do I/don’t I want them is heightened by the fears of having to leave the love of my life because our life goals would be incompatible. 

I also am in an entry level job so I don’t make enough to support a child AND save for their education + retirement. Wondering if I should just not worry about that and whether having kids is worth the financial sacrifice/burden. 

I’m an anxious wreck. I’m talk to two counsellors about it so far (am currently in therapy) and nothing helps! Any advice is welcome. My mind is all jumbled up. ",3.7699163879598663,5.009807474358976,5.093383500557415,82.70668896321071,72.01282051282051,8.118394648829431,28.30880713489409,8.587818076936951,2.0504440914158306,1220,46,244,21,23,407,150,312,0.165,0.737,0.098,-0.8901,5,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,1,1,10,2,13,16,0,6,17,0,31,6,0,2,6,55,55,28,0,13,19,1,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,8,10,10,0,0,4,0,1,0,13,9,0,1,5,0,35,7,35,42,6,21,0,2,0,1,29,10,0,7,11,171,45,2,0.18454040473648434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016537385905496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378844749757732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06274690169046535,0.0,0.1411729045141106,0.2084781300143883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770417648485545,0.05624705894262525,0.10190518921409512,0.07851514619384864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512652707066777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953397844262218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698413495506296,0.5191481515375321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433329334891487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04820737242524619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017282238534166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06184677167504182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156393832469063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408480727850204,0.09770082154249583,0.0,0.0,0.3258658634337954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327746010655862,0.0,0.12318215314133055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931666011139607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853574771344773,0.21010047391805456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024551402876786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10336374368026384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781802430384874,0.07103410969729818,0.0,0.0,0.06530932414836707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646084952407534,0.0,0.0,0.10470713219611323,0.08696357375907712,0.0,0.0,0.07416329353044729,0.0,0.0,0.10551901783595836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053803497018233684,0.0,0.0,0.08816813251550885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013458032898906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016225920726174,0.0,0.4353868479623905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000630984850447,0.0,0.09370486940715783,0.0,0.06554610440096224,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Furious_tomato4466,2019/04/03,"Need help, im 19 and i have never kissed a girl Hey
As the title says, I'm 19 years old and never kissed a girl. This is my biggest psychological problem, and it feels like I must puke every time someone speaks about this or asks who the last person i ""hooked up"" with.

So a little back story. Im playing football, talking to girls every day at school (I have no problem talking to girls), good looking ( get a lot of compliments about my smile, and I'm well trained (got abs etc.)). We started to party with alcohol when I was 15 and goes to a party at least once a week, but I haven't hooked up with a single girl in my entire life and this kills me. I am almost considering to go to a therapist.
All of my friends have done it, most of them have had sex as well. It feels like I'm the only person in the entire school.

I can use hours to  get to sleep because I think of this, and it's becoming a serious problem for my mental health. I will really appreciate every advice
(Sorry for any typos, English is my second language)",2.5547563025210067,4.035471876190479,4.28669467787115,86.33105042016805,75.47619047619048,6.655462184873952,23.78151260504201,7.285733465282438,0.9326974789915964,794,24,165,9,17,268,122,210,0.1,0.7609999999999999,0.139,0.7556,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,1,0,1,0,7,15,1,0,13,0,14,7,1,1,4,28,29,13,1,5,2,0,2,2,1,2,3,2,0,7,9,11,1,0,3,1,0,1,4,5,2,1,4,5,19,10,27,23,6,21,0,0,1,3,18,8,0,4,14,106,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155594566047478,0.0,0.12638086155620065,0.11841739027026685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041887426004961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055441266286878,0.0,0.0,0.09093240020624448,0.0,0.07208842251556011,0.1306056614282225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762660378476198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210180578217344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318879116766524,0.0,0.0,0.2989100881491415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958867266920335,0.16896577293591286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136513194382083,0.0,0.1235688939861185,0.0,0.06720822768726685,0.0991884337725869,0.09458099533706947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257017533610924,0.0,0.0,0.0792652325569878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645940946207692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554758936121189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308339453442708,0.0,0.0,0.09639530933838496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352847771320945,0.11554887846846792,0.11852466826591665,0.0,0.0,0.09930616913789098,0.0,0.0,0.10053794631861028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191753291718678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768613146235263,0.18241431137956968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240909196562321,0.1259399379916643,0.0,0.08993984341085713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20651505368183168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33946818341466833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757585179759925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404278194772336,0.0,0.2393649706548948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834249069463805,0.0,0.10019884592146483,0.0,0.0,0.1323791268679842,0.08370297473180947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19010113380761448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13730559248635002,0.0,0.07577436623570763,0.0,0.0,0.06895665833517589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213615387519943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485870190617968,0.0,0.21265464635015124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615368671458866
anxiety,readyrf,2019/04/03,"Anyone else wake up with this feeling of dread every morning? When I wake up in the morning, I get this uneasy feeling in my stomach. The thought of getting up and starting a day just makes my skin crawl, because I know It’ll be another day of worrying about the past and feeling guilty.

The worst thing about it is that it sets a bad tone for the rest of the day and becomes a self fulfilled prophecy in a way.

Was wondering if anyone can relate or offer any advice to avoid this.",6.813749999999999,5.9326020416666685,6.770916666666667,80.71575000000003,65.04166666666666,8.93,35.86666666666667,7.554174236665415,2.5809691666666668,380,16,74,3,5,121,64,96,0.199,0.7290000000000001,0.073,-0.9363,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,10,0,5,4,4,1,0,15,15,6,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,5,0,15,11,2,14,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,3,6,51,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20152752462889087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024483274010113,0.21625223484575654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884044205946065,0.21130905649043788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17219510659646725,0.12571711369024866,0.22776704238212306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3990077386722324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17228037380107242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17375935563437953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128312889932162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154954173186133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333971436810768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137661462147513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19687178068088967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21514495466849648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597207184412395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370113777057123,0.0,0.0,0.16372517253001734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636973631583646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236498079175085,0.0,0.20943860784980875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jesusworemink,2019/04/03,"Anxiety when I have something to do Hi guys, I’ve noticed that any time I have something to do at any point during the day I start to get anxious and can’t stop thinking about that activity all day. I’ll constantly count down how many hours I have left or how the even will go and I can never just relax and enjoy my day. It happens constantly, even if I’m just going to work or school. 
I was curious on if any of y’all feel this way and what y’all do to chill out a little so my day isn’t consumed with these feelings of “got work at 4, only two hours till 4, can’t play games cuz I gotta leave soon, when should I shower, how will tonight go, what should eat, should I eat now or an hour before”  
Thanks! ",3.1817763157894703,3.489757835526316,4.311684210526316,91.22278947368423,72.61842105263158,7.395789473684211,24.410526315789475,7.1686216300943375,0.7008478947368421,549,14,130,5,10,180,94,152,0.066,0.858,0.077,0.5553,1,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,2,13,4,0,0,4,0,16,2,0,4,2,26,29,17,0,5,7,0,2,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,7,6,2,1,3,3,0,3,4,0,0,1,2,2,13,4,15,21,1,31,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,5,19,80,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703743365197767,0.0,0.101384900726162,0.14972090138566213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112773061229576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864351687396281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418829152861553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712220533196868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17506930807514418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402205359428215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924132763896185,0.0,0.2259591437559083,0.0,0.10599615283906064,0.0,0.0,0.13122529491465762,0.1171956257018331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3915453412462956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140329876006204,0.14399396786406896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282963250640628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436437139658292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221511816466762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15088600580979372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079485159279117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528345699095306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412718867798512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040557622475505,0.0,0.0,0.09380524354959496,0.0,0.0,0.11080081045433557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201559355427385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491971644175639,0.0,0.0,0.07727916660337249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946231445901055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051959517015996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19296648183850815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,toenailthrow,2019/04/03,"How do I stop overthinking every decision I make no matter the size? I’m only 17 I haven’t made a single choice yet that will actually change how my life plays out, yet I think about any decision I make as if it ruined my life.
Our school won a national event the other week and I felt too anxious to go to the after party and since it I’ve spent every waking moment wondering what if I had gone.
It sounds so stupid to write but it’s taking a huge toll on me when this is how I feel about the most meaningless things.
I cannot imagine what I will be like when I make decisions that alter a lot more.",1.4036351706036747,3.302520118110234,3.3107283464566954,90.17638123359579,80.1023622047244,6.753018372703411,18.457349081364832,7.793537801064563,0.4568955380577426,473,10,104,8,12,159,88,127,0.113,0.7809999999999999,0.106,-0.1956,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,1,11,5,1,0,8,0,8,3,1,7,0,26,22,12,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,11,3,0,1,8,1,1,2,3,2,0,0,6,3,15,3,9,13,4,15,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,5,10,70,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.20694929116249455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442145674032007,0.0,0.0,0.23957823034329864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22434146639216773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35735548776344706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722873737042472,0.0,0.20362002668095225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052401343635799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995819921653045,0.10360647096581746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18029394926692485,0.0,0.20066533754653204,0.4246742177336357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16128845036881978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21462570828117306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175426124720595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17729964115614846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944991057710522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088958701075913,0.13588560580439454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701094026209816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22998038265270035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,willowtree273,2019/04/03,"I think I’m gonna get fired I started a new job 3 weeks ago. This past week my anxiety has been hell and I’ve been in the hospital (causing me to miss 3 days of work). I’m pretty sure I’m about to get fired. If I get fired I’d have to move home to my parents cause I can’t afford an apartment. 

I could use a hug. ",-1.5929729729729734,-0.009099283783779557,1.4120945945945955,101.41381756756759,89.13513513513512,4.781081081081081,17.35810810810811,5.985473137389443,-0.6702918918918916,239,6,66,2,8,84,52,74,0.245,0.642,0.113,-0.8779,3,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,4,0,6,1,0,3,1,8,17,2,0,2,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,3,8,2,7,13,0,10,1,1,0,1,1,2,1,1,7,28,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18905693479840785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16315609918206989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4381878613396089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17028409823834692,0.0,0.0,0.13754583383610608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342848344924838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21393392938264827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21164422527427626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22667938983037575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20598397527187207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368185465620784,0.0,0.20359675220331586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21697908816012634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15095835287854226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010107748976015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665910386110566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18420259982098414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421554237907301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552679847993109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway1948467,2019/04/03,"Need help because I’m feeling irrational Hey everyone. A background is I’ve been experiencing extreme anxiety and symptoms of OCD for almost a year now. 

I am on a new lexapro prescription and have been for only 7 days now. In the last few days I’ve been having some pretty bad anxiety and paranoia. 

It’s going to sound a little crazy but here’s what I’m obsessing over right now. My boyfriend found a painting on the side of the road with a beautiful frame. He picked it up and put it in the car, it was in good condition and we thought we could salvage the frame. But ME, of course, decided it must have bed bugs and that’s why it was dumped. I made him throw it away but now I’m obsessed with the idea that we have bed bugs. I’m afraid his car has them and they were brought inside on our clothes. I feel itchy now but have no bites and he has no itchiness or anything most likely because we probably do not have bed bugs. I am able to think rationally but I also can not kick this idea. I checked the mattress 3 times today and my body feels pretty itchy and it’s really stressing me out. 

I have had this happen to me before, at the start of my anxiety and obsession over things I was convinced I had an STD despite negative tests and would check myself in the bathroom every 10-30 minutes at work or home. I was able to kick this after a few months but now this new problem has manifested and I don’t see my psychiatrist until April 30th. 

What can I do? Anyone have any rational words or ideas for me?",3.006666666666668,4.648021784313727,4.1071294117647055,87.41728235294121,74.62091503267975,7.5103790849673215,26.29228758169935,8.238735603445708,1.5872469542483665,1190,43,250,20,25,387,169,306,0.131,0.7859999999999999,0.083,-0.8445,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,5,0,2,1,8,11,1,5,17,0,32,3,1,2,1,52,49,24,0,5,11,0,3,1,0,2,2,1,5,0,17,20,0,0,10,0,2,6,6,8,0,0,14,6,30,3,29,32,4,43,0,0,1,1,13,18,0,6,20,164,47,2,0.24825479276022897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429565730942628,0.0,0.0,0.09926463403918444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441088604826963,0.0,0.2848713554374894,0.0,0.0,0.08679276165469581,0.0,0.10214627088122916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662177492314305,0.0,0.10364119117258504,0.1513338174489563,0.0,0.1056232719047428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378775548598647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910562567135177,0.0,0.0,0.16010380372376234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458268502095394,0.11860904660390985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18828762366222374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13609928325883194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054445987979117,0.1041121708992076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976544668191343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319997730037064,0.0,0.1245098992985334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4203741650236013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118039511269697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06064237595435089,0.12440826060995246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745234372974962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907730354616884,0.0,0.0,0.09203889160332633,0.0,0.2397660258213587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440447834177863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525643734461893,0.13383032750753754,0.11877315456471875,0.0,0.12478231757894408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951918858473889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600411828804654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891346408676603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785801003804802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218751317072592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290158923701591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246472661324927,0.079535823555785,0.0,0.09854328756108872,0.07237968303532433,0.0,0.11765825793284633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200566845160326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036622291487917,0.0,0.0,0.08817654099944731,0.0,0.0,0.07993397359224365
anxiety,Caitlyn-Misery,2019/04/03,"Hello. Uhm, Hello. I just wanted to say that this subreddit is amazing and all that I need right now. I've been dealing with general anxiety forever ,but, as of this year it got unmanageable as I had to take another month off school because of [it](https://it.It).  It ranges from a fear of death, health anxiety, and loads of feeling like I'm just a burden. I guess, I'm trying to reach out to others and feel like I'm not just some problem that can't be solved and that there are others out there in similar situations as I am. This in itself is pretty hard for fear of judgement.",3.676019323671497,5.24968632173913,4.887246376811596,82.78207729468602,72.73913043478261,8.241545893719808,26.690821256038646,8.841846274778883,2.0211835748792266,457,16,90,9,9,151,74,115,0.16,0.703,0.136,-0.4508,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,2,2,0,8,1,0,0,1,21,18,8,1,3,5,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,12,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,5,5,3,20,14,2,9,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,2,5,61,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20439054388517885,0.2982264286313352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188213812502433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009538907910738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4386782285070076,0.1971147484240044,0.2785016764644368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15589527574344786,0.0,0.21472628035661626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17460997272573714,0.0,0.0,0.2071907726475566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19045606579303825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15558322992646614,0.0,0.0,0.14453065961594933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19830364563162256,0.0,0.1865120502307907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16646055674169788,0.0,0.15500815328885845,0.0,0.19726937727066707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21909817017992686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14655553063662646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13233783881892386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496882598308696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255220453849242
anxiety,edredd4991,2019/04/03,"Walk me through seeking help and medication Sorry if this type of post has previously been made but I’d find any new perspectives helpful! 

I’m 24 and would say I’ve struggled with social and general anxiety for most of my life. I’ve never been diagnosed or medicated so I would say that I’m able to manage and function OK without. I keep thinking about all the missed opportunities and things that my anxiety has prevented me from doing and I wonder if it’s worth a shot to seek help and try medication. My life is good for the most part, I’m active and exercise frequently, I eat well, meditate, and have a supportive boyfriend, friends, family, etc. I just don’t feel like I’m able to be my best self a lot of the time. I’m extremely self-conscious and find that I just feel “off” some days. 

I can provide my background info if needed but mostly  I’m hoping people who have similar situations can walk me through the process of seeing a doctor to get a diagnosis and medication. Or for those of you that feel like being medicated hasn’t worked, would it be best for me to continue managing this on my own? ",5.485576036866362,6.216184539170508,6.71398617511521,74.53383640552998,67.66359447004608,10.623963133640553,32.55069124423963,10.608840637214634,3.521484792626728,883,37,169,24,14,299,124,217,0.046,0.7070000000000001,0.247,0.9943,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,4,5,13,0,1,9,1,18,11,0,1,2,46,37,19,0,8,10,0,3,2,1,3,10,2,0,1,11,12,1,2,8,1,1,2,4,2,1,0,3,6,18,11,22,28,11,11,0,1,1,0,10,2,0,12,8,112,29,5,0.21124244837786613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182605435458135,0.0,0.16159989481306025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22168591694918535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06811695177599618,0.0,0.0,0.10720331924246422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810779851185312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807688071280416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779558468036698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995702901170969,0.0,0.16021579353786528,0.15091164732938453,0.0,0.0,0.1930717708377448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160269580359482,0.0,0.055182730283452816,0.0,0.0,0.08859007168463719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21238704052196805,0.0,0.0,0.10490570761145013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388099706122993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492067884706726,0.1032023900092079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979538775471076,0.0,0.0999413561419298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5320113572699737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783167994144217,0.08146159943643567,0.10200963648917824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437749308345528,0.0,0.07322445790023205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115593636995757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16798847360112382,0.0,0.0,0.08416644085258512,0.0,0.22037194392424533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872268134417766,0.0,0.10766753686621304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823431314252256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041823634868217,0.0,0.0,0.11985771354146665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07017004812236957,0.06767781566215787,0.0,0.0,0.061588585207951935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170987806504138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496616514494102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181509101595676,0.11454171213312295,0.07689350915225207,0.0,0.0,0.2250908617285544,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ReStrickulous,2019/04/03,"Driving over tall high way interchanges Google High five interchange. That’s what I’m trying to describe.

Some of them reach 80 to 100 feet high. Anyone else struggle with driving over them?

I recently noticed they trigger my anxiety when I use them. Started to panic, can’t breathe. Sucks.

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anxiety,ThisIsPointlessName,2019/04/03,Scared of sudden death By sudden death I mean heart attack... I feel like my heart can explode even right now.,1.3585714285714303,4.0518315238095255,1.187619047619048,99.01571428571432,90.90476190476193,2.8000000000000003,11.761904761904766,3.1291,-1.7341238095238096,86,1,17,0,3,25,17,21,0.379,0.532,0.08900000000000001,-0.8481,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.338873593738605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19674233848368994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15061356283654107,0.2128005645626785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7059619906847898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14552572479871784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244710730676981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25438195490772497,0.0,0.0,0.2982228847958153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,foxes_r_sly,2019/04/03,"Tension in foot while walking I do things like clench my jaw, squeeze the muscles in my legs when I'm sitting, etc., but the worst is when I tense my foot (like I'm flexing it or just not moving it right) as I walk and *can't stop* doing it. Sometimes even when I'm sitting at my desk, I'll be swirling my foot around. It's always the righthand one. In either situation, by the end of the day my ankle is all swollen and painful. The shoes I wear don't make a difference. Has anyone else experienced this?? Psychologically my anxiety has improved significantly with a change of diet and lifestyle - but these tense habits persist even when I'm in a good mood! ",3.8375384615384647,5.352196138461544,4.638461538461538,84.96153846153848,72.23076923076924,7.046153846153848,29.153846153846153,7.554174236665415,1.6205230769230776,518,21,106,6,10,167,83,130,0.14800000000000002,0.7809999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.8834,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,8,7,0,1,9,0,9,10,7,1,1,14,14,12,0,0,6,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,5,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,3,0,1,0,2,11,3,11,13,4,20,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,1,10,67,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18774356970243092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17260755966622784,0.0,0.0,0.15776686388390107,0.2311862424579349,0.0,0.2008599644556703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386883196076819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455137187008441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23573700319659865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18848625293124016,0.0,0.1998426303524388,0.0,0.25163888175367066,0.29805509324238016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892490846213793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22046440948267265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15061084789136306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23981068744226594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528938144279272,0.0,0.24008793512713855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19268815719471188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25361937676451424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22315542598304924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18863812426289608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14989961202728608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bigtuna26,2019/04/03,"Am I overreacting or should I be concerned? Today is the second time I feel this way. I was selling an old iPad and had communication issues with the buyer. It’s resolved (with me lowering the price) but I am still sitting here and feeling weird. My chest feels like it’s constricting and taking in my throat, and my arms feel tingly. The more I think about it the more intense it feels.  Which is why I probably should try to distract myself, but this time the feeling is worse than the first time (when my bf and I were mad at each other a few weeks ago). As I read other posts on this page, I really don’t want to let this feeling get to the point where some people are at (I don’t mean to offend). Just trying to stomp out the fire before it spreads I guess.

My question is: is this something concerning? What are some things I can do to calm myself down?",3.5324776386404286,4.867018848837212,4.18279069767442,88.6394901610018,72.72093023255813,6.920214669051878,23.695885509839,7.321109707123232,0.8013706618962426,670,18,141,7,13,213,107,172,0.105,0.8009999999999999,0.094,-0.708,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,6,7,2,1,11,0,20,3,3,0,0,31,33,10,0,3,4,0,8,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,15,9,0,1,11,1,2,0,2,4,0,2,3,8,21,3,17,26,7,21,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,5,11,105,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14110863515053845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545541825527538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5634239768334998,0.11372239003131175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540338719295614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316802695275563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753611404763383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661486506020635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16277829816633613,0.0,0.07777015662134022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734000377354007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16703875251519393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035941239162562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15048206444116366,0.0,0.15245602381820855,0.0,0.17162925045649885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17832456298397814,0.0,0.15922890972801002,0.0,0.10197852002520914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225490304212473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271260108891761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968793457825044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575599328885243,0.10199985336321392,0.0,0.0,0.2784676159504734,0.0,0.15088955541780685,0.0,0.0,0.21615346109398814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389192794722853,0.12635430377733567,0.12768927231351315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436404534102712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622239622111043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HumbleAssist,2019/04/03,"Do you know of any free online CBT (Or any type of therapy) courses? I want to try everything I can to alleviate my crippling anxiety & low self esteem. 

I've just started a 8 week meditation course, (MBSR) but I'd like to combine it with something else. I just want to smash this from all angles. :) 

Are there any supplements that help at all? I've heard people rave about L-theanine & Ashwagandha. 

Thank you. Hope you're all doing well. ",1.5506951871657757,4.2355314705882385,3.2495187165775405,85.52828877005348,87.23529411764706,6.385026737967914,23.02139037433156,7.686295010490155,1.4551176470588238,345,13,66,7,11,114,66,85,0.031,0.695,0.274,0.9711,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,3,12,11,2,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,6,6,10,10,3,4,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,2,3,33,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4723434071847372,0.0,0.4446836706356337,0.0,0.16674737100516682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820869677300043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19589845924778496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14610150039010145,0.0,0.0,0.2164945833396952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979127080664055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648971792582212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15111378460074865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22739149883218965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780487848549128,0.0,0.0,0.15428113689870232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006785951466636,0.24926906300825874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14798813645614267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571301218099482,0.0,0.1748433484199556,0.0,0.19598228564046855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,streetnugget,2019/04/03,"Internal Itch? Hey everyone,

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Does anyone ever get a sort of internal itch all over your body? I just started getting this after I quit cigarettes/juuling, but I still get these internal itches on a daily basis 3 months after quitting. It feels like my muscles/organs/insides are itching. I'm hoping these are allergies or something. They come randomly, not necessarily as a response to stress.

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Thanks!",6.150773809523809,9.333611736111118,6.613095238095242,65.97000000000003,70.5277777777778,9.114285714285714,36.67460317460318,9.606745405546679,4.6878269841269855,343,19,44,9,7,111,59,72,0.051,0.79,0.159,0.8295,0,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,1,2,3,4,0,1,3,0,2,5,5,0,2,11,11,3,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,3,7,11,1,9,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,4,7,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664413420648083,0.410952017818458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182392272067158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18783289326178432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566538577372856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14798126972652698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15296137557616502,0.0,0.16158308299909802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550245700205332,0.12080566171374525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650446018595257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16795527250310874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261412048793397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497466357426816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3597190805088472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018207503676668,0.0,0.0,0.11969043285139708,0.0,0.1350441356558478,0.0,0.1937044213737352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556853183735935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.410952017818458,0.0
anxiety,emmystars33,2019/04/03,"Went to my first yoga class today! Yoga classes are something I've always wanted to do but have been intimidated by. At one point, I let a $150 gift certificate go to waste becuase I kept talking (worrying?) myself out of going. I still feel bad about that sometimes that since it was a thoughtful gift from my dad. But I went to a class today! I did better than I expected and will definitely be going back. (: ",1.9133194444444468,4.4635291375,3.954166666666669,82.5452777777778,82.625,6.055555555555558,22.63888888888889,7.3871296695380915,1.192347222222223,321,11,59,5,9,109,60,80,0.127,0.631,0.242,0.9018,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,0,0,9,18,3,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,2,0,5,0,1,0,2,7,1,9,1,11,8,0,13,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,42,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17892227095593793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653448757819796,0.17954115374760368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19017665139723486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10872568073961046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18290449531131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.366619687810078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198828485089512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570996245527482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20327295070390147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17787512282149845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16554067830036273,0.21267026964657687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17172331759684695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17283305116846018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707098822642609,0.0,0.0,0.4076467886599161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683032567361865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3986701185649468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21837350686606585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,miksnow1995,2019/04/03,"How i broke the axniety // OCD cycle and you can too ! hi guys I just wanted to share some YouTube links some videos that I've watched and since I watched them and I got into the subject I really understood OCD // anxiety and I am so much better now than I was before. I recommend watching all those videos and trying to understand how OCD // anxiety works . i'm not here to give you any reassurance but I wanted to say that ocd and anxiety is totally curable and you can be free of this shit you just have to do this every day and you have to be consistent with ignoring your thoughts and seeing them as just OCD // anxiety

so go on watch those videos I posted and let the people who made them feel some love ! :) 

anxiety and OCD are totally curable don't let anyone ever tell you that they aren't! 

[Ali Greymond - YouHaveOCD](https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLn8jpF6vTPAr-xPdCVcuLI-9QPC4wI5oS)

[WonderBro](https://youtu.be/8J6vhtf_a-0) 

[Clair Weekes <- goddess ](https://youtu.be/-gRoXLEB-OM) 

make sure to watch more videos with those people in them!!

wishing you guys a good recovery have a nice day ❤️",5.724012665515254,8.645496015544044,4.610319516407603,81.10634858952218,70.70984455958549,8.22671272308578,27.30253310305123,8.998388855275968,2.414750374208405,893,32,151,19,18,262,114,193,0.09,0.743,0.16699999999999998,0.9599,0,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,0,8,5,2,11,11,1,0,5,0,16,2,1,4,5,40,31,17,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,9,14,0,1,5,4,1,1,3,3,0,0,5,8,23,9,15,22,8,10,0,1,6,1,23,3,1,3,5,100,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826489901972413,0.0,0.5527102069052517,0.0,0.0,0.10103770211302622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295878687871188,0.0,0.0,0.12779843437585295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18638098522734026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070844816368582,0.12174741273203732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306350002949458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13861748785020114,0.08212263312251729,0.12119967505476288,0.11556978435097527,0.0,0.0,0.2861552731580161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29552191164467423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041681720571022,0.13672931580926545,0.09645481699779583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622406574303736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20035609712929725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13839097750753035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257034728839868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491213420551145,0.0,0.0,0.11514772578763167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483270888038229,0.11953182498474985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618946216636166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629929699492382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471679370507595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810595876520628,0.0,0.0,0.15042951019061745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17045959042166292,0.0,0.11590911772540782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661677738474658,0.0,0.0,0.10519766093257962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ICThestrals,2019/04/03,"Children I am feeling so anxious about my relationship right now. I have been with my partner for a long time, and I know he wants children; however, I am not so sure. I can't imagine putting my body through such a horrible process, and I have extreme paranoia about having a child that isn't healthy. I can hardly remember to feed and water myself, let alone another human being. I feel like I am pretty sure I won't change my mind in the future as well. Please don't comment saying I will change my mind! I don't know what to do at this point. I don't want to waste my partners time. I think that he thinks that I will change my mind as well. I think I would be okay with adoption... but I don't feel comfortable having my own children. This is just weighing heavily on my mind and I needed to let it out.",2.9283356643356626,4.354052612121215,3.9490909090909128,89.35594405594408,74.39393939393939,6.773892773892776,27.237762237762237,7.321109707123232,1.2989720279720274,631,24,134,7,13,204,93,165,0.115,0.7979999999999999,0.087,-0.6311,1,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,0,4,1,25,4,1,0,2,30,36,9,0,4,3,0,4,1,2,4,0,1,0,7,7,7,3,0,10,0,0,1,8,0,2,0,1,5,29,7,16,27,1,12,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,0,6,95,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301529202488158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177261164422918,0.0,0.141967730263099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395875008769462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39881647938487946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19062275117789665,0.08977639708134309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257278192930367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381263890840163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570056631483493,0.0,0.06139445767885561,0.0,0.0,0.11121117594832472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5075506345174398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318035031481617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794442481333866,0.1187957584005266,0.0,0.0,0.1278483279448111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126329857547746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491912881936344,0.14235600306047333,0.107318772584354,0.0,0.09993529444540536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236878970111478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415666607583617,0.0,0.0,0.1465546597404511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482430857072625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22597911565397266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892700991586073,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwjaway2019,2019/04/03,"Anxiety at work Hi all,

Made a throwaway for this, because you never know, right?

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So, where do I start... I'm sorry if this is all over the place, but I need to vent and kinda write down how I feel and what issues I have.

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I've always felt like I was different than others. Social cues, etc, were never really obvious to me. I tend to overthink things, I don't get all jokes (I rarely make jokes because of this reason. Or maybe I'm just not funny?). Although I can joke around with my best friends...

But in general I'm doing fine I guess? I think most people like me, although I've heard – when having those drunken conversations with friends and they become completely honest – that I'm definitely kinda... ""weird"" is how they described me. As in, I'm not super ""normal"", and that's fine, but not everyone can handle that or can get along with me because of that.

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I definitely feel that: eye contact is not super easy for me with some people, especially not with strangers. Heck, I've been working at my new job for 10 months and I still have issues in keeping eye contact with my boss. It's super weird and kind of annoying... I get super self conscious about it and I start noticing my facial features. It's weird. We get along fine and I don't think he really notices it, but I find it annoying.  


Which brings me to the next topic, and is actually the reason why I made this thread.

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Now, I work together with my boss – face to face – (it's retail, but we're focusing on the online at the moment). The others are all doing the retail jobs: sales, administration, etc, typical retail job. I don't come into contact with the others a lot. I do get along with most of them, but to be fair: I'm the youngest of them all, and they really don't have anything interesting to say. That might sound arrogant, but seriously: you won't have any intelligent conversations with them (except with my boss). They've all been in retail for years and they sound miserable – plus they only complain and complain. I'm just there to work and build my career with the online stuff, I don't give a rats ass about making friends with them.   


Anyway,  there's this one guy (he's around 50 years old, I'm 27ish) that keeps making jokes. Teasingly. Like, at my previous job there was also this one guy. Making jokes about you, trying to get under your skin. I know he's joking, and I know that the right thing is to ""joke back"", but it's SUPER exhausting for me. Like, I'm busy with other stuff, I don't have time to make jokes or to think of a great comeback. And because I'm more of an introverted, serious guy, he probably feeds on it. He probably thinks my hesitance or lack of ""making a joke"" is some sign of weakness or something? It's just exhausting and I don't know what to do. There are a million things I'd like to say, but frankly, I don't think it's worth it? I just don't want to be offensive.

There's also this new woman (40-ish) that joined, and she's also seeing my friendliness and kindness as a weakness, and I don't know what to do to make this obvious. I've tried ignoring her requests but it doesn't really help? I'm starting to think she's just too dumb to understand it.  


The thing is, I don't know if I'm overreacting or if I would be in the right to just tell her to fuck off and stop talking to me like I'm a kid or her employee or something. I really want to tell that guy to just stop joking because he's not funny and to me, he seems like a miserable piece of shit trying to sound superior.  


But again, I'm not sure if I would be overreacting.  


This post is all over the place, typed on mobile, but I hope you can kind of grasp what I'm trying to say. Not sure if this fits in anxiety either. I do have other questions concerning anxiety, but this thread would get too big.

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Thanks for reading!

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anxiety,Gwupppy,2019/04/03,"Anxiety = hell I don't wanna bitch but I hate my appearance and how socially weird I am. If it isnt my friend, the other person usually has to start a conversation with me or I won't say anything. The meds I take for anxiety seem to literally do nothing at all. I've had anxiety for about 5 years now. If I had a wish id just wanna get rid of it because its so bad.",-0.8659259259259251,1.1622192592592633,3.010975308641978,87.90238888888894,90.97530864197529,7.190617283950617,21.680246913580245,8.238735603445708,1.4873446913580244,284,11,66,8,10,106,61,81,0.289,0.647,0.064,-0.9609,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,3,0,4,0,8,0,0,1,1,14,15,7,0,5,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,2,1,9,1,10,12,1,6,1,0,0,0,5,1,2,5,4,45,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5366124696126741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924130370886988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195229020002062,0.142533834952419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18064790686848,0.0,0.12216072793706025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23084776213251545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597200940188744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243555465691088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20416165002308512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18594217896375592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21285995052305265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383489292973758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549822522298996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758027182930288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575184914235341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688802027425272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057170949818593
anxiety,Superaussmo,2019/04/03,"How do you guys/girls/attack helicopters deal with panic attacks I've been having panic attacks my whole life and how i deal with them has continued to evolve. I used to wear a blanket as a cape and sucked my thumb(being a kid was fun). Then i would just hate myself for a while (teenage years), then I'd come up with crazy schemes and plans of world domination (haha college years right). Now I'm an adult with a stable relationship and a boring office job.  I now have anxiety about the future. Its totally unfounded, and often a fantasy, but I can't keep telling myself I'll have power to ensure nothing can hurt me. So I'm curious how other's deal with adult anxiety?",4.2476335877862565,5.819103877862599,5.282358778625955,80.5232328244275,71.29007633587787,8.5987786259542,27.603816793893127,9.120678840339163,2.3250909923664125,532,19,100,11,10,175,91,131,0.155,0.75,0.095,-0.1701,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,2,9,10,4,2,9,1,10,2,1,4,1,21,17,14,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,11,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,8,0,0,2,0,12,2,13,14,2,13,0,1,0,0,10,3,1,1,9,65,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363079741208692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5271282293429105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304517901207016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4776941504729755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15248760536420064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16534214304369585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15326800027602433,0.1372824422296194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909275018208782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14819914098565584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624280839774988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658217229825447,0.0,0.13189963449982955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13499629024797752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333953907016353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17243814250299566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971699701027404,0.0,0.0,0.19892174136643645
anxiety,vrtlgoth,2019/04/03,"hands stopped working i just had the most horrible, intense panic attack of my life and i dont rly kno how to deal with it cos its realllyyyy shaken me up. I’ve been dealing with panic attacks since i was like 8 but theyre usually just me getting rly panicky and then crying , and then more recently ive been getting ones where i forget how to breathe while im trying to sleep and get rly panicky n thinking im gonna did, but today was the worst one ive ever had. and i cant figure out the trigger which makes it so much more scary, cos i dont know how to avoid another one. basically i was all chill and fine but when i got on the bus it was freezing cold and i was really hungry and i guess i just became really hyper aware of breathing, but it escalated really far first to a point where i was getting tingles all over my body and i started shaking, and then i got really freaked out cos i couldnt stop shaking and started hyperventilating and then the tingles got worse and my hands went completely numb, they just curled up into balls and they were paralysed, and then i started freakin out cos i thiught i was dying and my neck started going numb and my legs started getting tingles. and i know it wouldve gotten worse if i didnt start talking to a man on the bus, in my panic i just went to him , ‘im sorry im having a really really bad anxiety attack can i just talk to u for a bit’ and literally just in saying that my whole body started loosening up again and within like 30 seconds i could move my hands, like it just went from absolutely terrifying to fine that quick. im fine now but i havent stopped shaking its been 2 hours and ive cried since it really really scared me. does anyone else have this symptom? please help me figure out how to avoid it",2.2093388429752068,4.154158694214878,4.043250688705236,85.66669421487606,77.7603305785124,6.824242424242425,24.774104683195592,7.793537801064563,1.3560732782369151,1398,50,285,22,33,472,170,363,0.261,0.6759999999999999,0.063,-0.9976,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,2,20,23,3,9,10,0,27,17,10,10,3,70,53,39,1,3,14,0,4,3,0,1,7,1,0,1,14,28,0,5,5,1,0,8,6,17,0,5,22,6,42,6,30,28,9,52,0,0,0,0,10,18,0,3,29,186,56,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482219449901845,0.054586566050572265,0.0,0.0,0.04989324542125029,0.0731118794467426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243530672337196,0.0,0.0,0.059578647900354435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790144517150424,0.1585191795157711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481461533039546,0.0,0.0,0.056971355790241665,0.0,0.15676076903379324,0.0,0.14712824591876378,0.0,0.0,0.07405547732275683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062443454533966124,0.0,0.1672556281598253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05960814992779895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06454490300626871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060694733759278925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18640084852488206,0.0,0.040552829323429386,0.0,0.17120792021142325,0.0,0.07860584549312184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04782791568500869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07027054153248784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3853795385778972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784299515698638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05040031878405587,0.10458170319970886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04763017918944112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583933145809747,0.05245431428984475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450564792665963,0.0,0.0,0.25116001207603245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832662990170658,0.06745376926049465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36569596967466994,0.0,0.07045469470003071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056744553705126925,0.07143904687233166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805158975097432,0.0,0.07140677550939825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987635327689273,0.353539260813426,0.0,0.0,0.1789685361923465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416541954126994,0.0,0.11470528384356075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045721558904161706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676364275886901,0.0,0.0,0.048445526527156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858771983894162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984410771006077,0.0,0.0796655812432568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051947467181896544,0.0,0.14543417856670146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Troysweather,2019/04/03,"I had what I honestly think is the first anxiety I've ever had last night... And it was bad, like really bad. I didn't think I would ever feel that was or even come close.

If y'all could check out my Twitter feed, that would mean the world to me.

I feel like I'm the most social anxious person in the world right now and I'm just now relaxing that, as a 21 y/o dude.

I'm at Twitter as @troysweather

Thanks for you time and understanding,


Troysweather",2.9217325227963538,4.014053361702132,3.957781155015198,90.60500000000002,73.8936170212766,7.499088145896658,23.003039513677805,7.957251820313856,0.8583422492401218,352,9,80,5,7,114,65,94,0.113,0.742,0.145,0.4804,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,1,6,7,0,0,5,0,9,1,0,0,2,21,20,7,0,4,3,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,6,1,0,6,1,1,1,1,2,0,1,5,2,9,5,7,12,1,16,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,3,10,48,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437930017772775,0.22798077240640505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369953684161285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17383604344556045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16112385653505748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328945962199645,0.3650860523783623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20407605761878664,0.14416862418338386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716541486333844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16449697336415847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19718221679192344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219823421463236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893791289276704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17620723206326494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12928063615479812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17233928176597635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20571348777786871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18579376030121345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586153618866539,0.0,0.0,0.11767337713107907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21008479868082947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867111578280353,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mr_Phantoms,2019/04/03,"Talk to me Ever since I started using reddit a few days ago I've found that talking to people online in an anonymous way is a great way for me to talk about my problems (I have depression, a lot of anxiety, have trouble socializing, have lack of confidence, suicidal thoughts, and the list goes on and on) without fearing what the other person thinks of me.

I've found that even though anonymity is seen as something bad since people who don't know anything about you can say horrific things about you without ever showing their faces, it can also help people with social anxiety talk to others without feeling as anxious or worried about what the other may say or think about you.

The reason why I'm writing this post is so that anyone who is going through hard times, or just wants someone to talk to, can talk to me in an anonymous fashion by sending me a private message through this app/site. 

If your life is going great I am very happy for you. I hope that everyone that reads this has a great day and an even better month :)",12.242705627705623,7.533775348484852,10.817186147186149,67.88863636363637,58.141414141414145,12.93044733044733,45.45743145743146,9.23628265651192,4.435634054834053,821,34,147,8,7,258,118,198,0.139,0.706,0.155,0.7691,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,5,1,1,13,11,0,1,12,0,15,2,1,2,2,30,30,12,1,5,8,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,17,4,0,0,8,2,0,3,4,5,0,0,4,5,16,6,30,25,3,18,0,1,1,0,23,4,0,7,8,108,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721294313750602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867896935731282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505295070575003,0.11114778098299524,0.0,0.06879353458323062,0.0,0.08096300756476384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214790880309193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701411286138606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269012109811292,0.0,0.08473941682323173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12996558884358994,0.1779909075725041,0.0,0.0940117055140234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071120993043844,0.049746741176162346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157495756816443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118296652364483,0.0,0.0,0.32541158184414753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473335469484646,0.08813421815884992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594582781578516,0.0,0.0,0.0977191505757936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05407018064397665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949269473258309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364396196167137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785304877730877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20462466695956905,0.08590655532158094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422625711065104,0.0,0.0,0.0941417804933426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841227530222504,0.0,0.0,0.10115683507580034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15648043677114695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16277125397579506,0.0,0.0,0.20058356188059168,0.08336184260516359,0.0757420806337092,0.0,0.0,0.06963786998750572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761793328087983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4744719557335346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06536305463738278,0.12608310472154666,0.09666340232854627,0.07810721690997398,0.057369464147526174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497361327209861,0.0,0.0811784656458799,0.05803040589540566,0.15618790017713366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877774689090502,0.0,0.0,0.2845207692624289,0.0,0.0,0.0999154040875956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TurnofEden,2019/04/03,"Afraid of going to a Party. Need Help!! Hey,
a Friend of mine invited me to a party on Friday. 60 People will be there. Some of my year some of a year above and maybe 70% are unknown to me. I am very afraid of going there because of my social anxiety. I mean my social anxiety is very low but it is still there so what do you think I should do besides not going to the party which I will definitely not do?:)",0.38045219638242855,2.366034848837213,2.9552713178294603,90.89425064599483,84.23255813953489,5.682687338501292,17.695090439276484,6.937597516519254,0.05478191214470307,311,7,69,4,9,108,52,86,0.05,0.778,0.173,0.8987,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,2,5,0,11,0,0,0,0,10,17,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,11,1,11,13,2,8,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,2,3,52,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466652361714538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381206970233151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17505467961909987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38631087752807797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15187139333119942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276294580440317,0.2468113867268451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16800575146784485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570816244705816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4619383216666294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809465986650355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14518292835048274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739034627199758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29181940519349786
anxiety,Achoshengelia,2019/04/03,"Can reducing alcohol consumption increase anxiety? I’ve been drinking alcohol almost every week (sometimes more than one time during a week) for the last 2 years.

It’s been 2 months since I’ve not gotten drunk like I did before, I was really anxious 3 years ago then it seemed to almost go away, but now I have a feeling that it’s coming back (I almost had a panic attack in a situation where I wouldn’t normally be anxious at all) 

can this be related to me reducing the alcohol consumption?",5.971192982456143,6.6545408736842155,7.4776315789473715,69.65258771929828,66.57894736842104,11.385964912280702,33.7280701754386,11.20814326018867,4.231280701754386,393,17,67,12,6,136,67,95,0.173,0.773,0.054000000000000006,-0.8938,0,0,4,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,1,6,0,11,5,0,0,1,11,16,2,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,1,5,0,2,2,0,3,2,2,0,1,6,1,6,1,7,7,3,18,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,12,44,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165272999412242,0.4761634751220469,0.4461596112865512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361628122986048,0.33556736586973923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896128698726348,0.13953806296366128,0.11420159442453633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12637834379715945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279355767078834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549163354687908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513328061573398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509543937562935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440651234240781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106243755274795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255865964791627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185460865229172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14551664167477474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10064001050672584,0.0,0.0,0.17425451370390488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09514478364669968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352057063749799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122856076056814,0.16694106846501555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14688863967190532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660235856750531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382652383123524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912821485936192
anxiety,throwawayyyeeayyy,2019/04/03,"(Warning: suicide attempt) What can happen if you tell your therapist about old past suicide attempts? (old as in almost 2 years ago) Hello! Okay, so I’m interested in getting back into counseling. Almost two years ago, after seeing my therapist for almost a year, I ended my therapy sessions abruptly. 

I had attempted suicide but quickly realized I didn’t want to die. This attempt happened about a month before I stopped going to therapy and I didn’t want to tell her because I didn’t want to be hospitalized. (Stupid, I know).

Today, I am feeling a hell of a lot better than I did  when I quit therapy and haven’t thought about nor attempted suicide since. 

I want to get back into therapy because I haven’t had a job in a while and need guidance getting back to working since I don’t have any current job references. 

Not only the “having no job” thing but I just want to better myself in general and I really enjoyed working with her when I would go see her every week.

I was very open and honest about everything whenever I would go and see her but this is the one thing I never told her about.

I called her today to see if I could make an appointment and still have yet to hear back.

My question is, if I tell her about this past attempt (which again was almost 2 years ago), can she have me hospitalized? Not sure if this is a stupid question. 

Again I want to reiterate that I haven’t attempted nor thought about suicide since two years ago. Honestly, I’m not even depressed nor do I have intense anxiety like I used to, I just want to get back into counseling while things are already going well for me mentally.

I think it’s better for myself to get into counseling now while things are going well rather than wait until I fall back into a depression.

Any answers would be appreciated, thanks in advance




TLDR: I attempted suicide two years ago but haven’t thought about suicide nor have I attempted it since. Can a therapist have me hospitalized even though this happened almost 2 years ago?",4.77014661960358,6.454241322834648,5.607808851479773,78.25748031496066,70.1548556430446,8.614752466286541,31.248167254955202,9.130062681391069,2.8754415965245728,1588,69,282,32,29,519,159,381,0.16,0.6940000000000001,0.147,-0.9471,4,0,0,0,0,8,39.0,0,2,0,16,31,18,3,0,12,1,36,0,0,2,2,64,75,28,8,17,14,0,1,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,14,14,0,2,11,0,0,7,17,5,2,4,12,6,49,13,41,57,1,63,1,2,4,0,19,11,1,12,46,207,63,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846692919297954,0.0,0.2679776067737817,0.0,0.05906392642889158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279490762113452,0.0,0.04094492423469536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469351529857209,0.0,0.06525420936140168,0.0,0.045544103852617625,0.0,0.0,0.14201014783491234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05465293483954944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042733734967284366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219850830160847,0.0,0.05554839088678469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04740546343662735,0.0,0.0,0.07070283152240235,0.0,0.04509540920182425,0.0,0.048102992708326256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02706282094716363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981770923386766,0.0,0.15209168155146674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199055226063914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06032427518137975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15933986186251686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0294148236196407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02614861875160696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045503313631421766,0.0,0.0,0.03572699693895079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05393856328883074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042721522641464525,0.0,0.0,0.03968660279187474,0.041280212723163186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232670335307762,0.0,0.03626854849121605,0.04070662921356722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021874589449725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991594755861533,0.056928265037199374,0.0,0.0,0.03428818401351389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17060350430547686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17709900980621626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04274351160611582,0.044747598081189666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40981808117631774,0.0,0.050444764184728534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14034430018873167,0.04927675815381005,0.2448327152002992,0.18643287436332034,0.1422331274281572,0.0342953569105019,0.05258604458325032,0.12747377472006885,0.0,0.0,0.10146703130432004,0.051143489867083634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685248845160538,0.0,0.0,0.04622665981421647,0.0,0.04416205420894266,0.22098463396307655,0.0,0.0429328966978058,0.0,0.09624715266596634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779307167253024,0.0,0.0,0.11406354304944885,0.0,0.0,0.2412692572660067
anxiety,nice_chianti,2019/04/03,"Decided to take a leave of absence from my dream school in favor of a partial hospitalization program I am having very mixed feelings right now. I'm relieved that I no longer have to worry about studying all the time but bummed that I stepped out when I started to feel more confident about my school performance. I'm going to start the school year over again in August, but it sucks knowing my classmates are going to move ahead without me. But I think partial hospitalization is the right thing for me since I've been dealing with anxiety my entire life and never truly addressed it before. Any advice and encouragement would be appreciated.",11.364358974358973,9.268473982905984,10.076170940170943,64.49938461538464,57.034188034188034,12.095042735042734,42.2034188034188,10.355215969177356,4.423719316239317,524,22,85,8,5,164,84,117,0.104,0.753,0.14300000000000002,0.7894,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,5,4,1,0,5,0,8,1,0,0,2,16,20,6,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,5,1,0,4,3,1,0,0,1,2,11,3,18,17,2,20,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,10,59,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17873022205905365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12437998305408482,0.0,0.13991992431579445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15563656993383987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885644630456948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849620156576267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078954299659993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051843962468604,0.0,0.0,0.19366735568510704,0.0,0.0,0.1291894563073194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943964291130968,0.0,0.0,0.14106569612529807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123954990542529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5553213334755829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129885151607167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589186848115556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375199297315614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151230461969476,0.11719654714208524,0.0,0.0,0.10665192809663936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15091373101892966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17631149878702834,0.0,0.0,0.1857463835655578,0.0,0.12992869982442148,0.0,0.0,0.11778322377949657
anxiety,eternity0128,2019/04/03,"Fear of Impending Doom I understand that a symptom of anxiety is the fear of impending doom and can come on suddenly, but how do I cope when I always feel it? 2 years ago my uncle died in front of me. Since then, I have been diagnosed with a couple anxiety disorders including PTSD. I am living in a constant state of worry. Every day I imagine the people around me dying. Every where I go I think of every possible horrible scenario that could end in mine or someone else’s death. I feel terrified every day and I just have to pretend that everything is okay. I get racing thoughts that don’t go away and get even worse as I’m trying to fall asleep. I have nightmares of situations that haunt me when I wake up. I’m tired of crying as soon as I get home and away from everyone. I’m tired of feeling so hopeless and helpless. I want to be ignorant to death and ignorant to the fact that one day I and every one I know will die. I just want to know if anyone else maybe feels the same way or can tell me anything to feel better. Thanks for reading. ",3.9656761006289294,4.987252014150949,5.284264150943397,82.35004402515723,71.31132075471697,8.860880503144655,28.28427672955975,9.21078282632365,2.3146499371069176,825,30,166,17,15,276,122,212,0.32,0.622,0.059,-0.9968,0,0,0,0,0,1,16.0,0,0,0,1,10,11,0,2,7,1,14,6,2,1,1,35,36,19,5,4,6,0,5,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,7,10,0,2,11,2,0,5,1,8,0,2,2,5,24,3,30,31,1,28,2,4,0,0,1,9,0,3,12,106,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941781168011205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393440128751138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543351093328619,0.0,0.0,0.07053273400570732,0.1033562900576134,0.08300986875385209,0.08979833975639596,0.0,0.0,0.18954697311403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921395468885826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689314156844881,0.0,0.1090078571058851,0.0,0.08053886753548717,0.11161403527987887,0.11080423343318348,0.19516418396059532,0.0,0.0,0.10238395275733962,0.31407068669742216,0.0,0.11560917590505425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685328644361579,0.0,0.08934352082971075,0.0,0.0,0.0666256528562976,0.0,0.4249491872106204,0.09638845654050572,0.09065813135131603,0.0,0.0,0.2270202968572902,0.2550220514388528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15810590820188242,0.0,0.1146568798922047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118382502034057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087430503772362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907269065133817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134046806248126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13670828561438364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993262420711996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371913008000065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791511717929362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009002790573333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344317260337983,0.11338545750132095,0.0,0.0,0.08546934979161418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484565124516997,0.0,0.0,0.08816743189671475,0.0928702885569505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06463533340607258,0.0,0.08008187960704383,0.0,0.2318773061993133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848613289146717,0.0,0.0,0.10501233110997034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899499591235176,0.08006827738132477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024414090986542,0.10279818586239643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06495889276840312
anxiety,kriskag,2019/04/03,"All the small things so hey. i guess were gonna talk about some anxiety boiz.

i basicly feel like no one likes me, every one hates me and doesnt have the hearth to tell me most of all I feel like I will end up alone.

im 14 and male. my gf recently broke up after just 5 days. and while this sound stupid, wich i know it is. This f-ing destroyed me.

i didnt even have any perticular feeling for her when she confessed. but the reality that someone liked me enough to ask me out was insanely comforting. 

having a gf makes all my insecureties and anxiety go away. but when that diseapered i wasnt even able to go to school for that day.

i always feel like im a pest. and i fear i will never be able to seek the comfort I was able to seak in my x, even though we didnt talk that much.

the only person in my life I feel i can kinda trust in my bud T-dog. but at times i feel like even he hates me (he told me when i comfronted him about it I was his best friend. and i can trust that)

just nothing makes sense. anf for those wanting to ssy im love sick,nope. I was able to dig through that mountsin in s chat with t-dog.

im just insanely insecure and have tons of anxiety. 

what do?",0.02657516339869304,1.957189905882356,1.883137254901964,98.38300653594773,85.23529411764707,5.660130718954249,18.464052287581694,6.937597516519254,-0.11357516339869278,906,23,226,12,27,298,141,255,0.106,0.718,0.17600000000000002,0.9751,0,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,0,1,14,20,4,2,7,0,20,2,0,2,4,35,39,16,0,1,6,0,6,6,4,3,1,1,0,2,13,10,0,0,8,1,0,2,6,7,0,2,9,7,36,13,27,26,9,23,1,1,0,1,22,10,0,4,17,139,49,1,0.38461473523711376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958621799263133,0.0,0.0,0.08000756764033064,0.0,0.0,0.065387802240623,0.0,0.22067191478967574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989071456847116,0.0,0.09033955112453466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090735894696913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240223429223854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516362392963123,0.09935245887483732,0.0,0.25403440523615456,0.0,0.08101362568369445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819962660078042,0.2917091497734543,0.27476884370305193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428809759152301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929270874265176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059241231780858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898637120060343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41544991427601613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05284354998550643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791619047675357,0.28185499799424696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678245372833235,0.0,0.12836666117656914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07068402118447688,0.0,0.07415964864029526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226205289419567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031244925212646,0.07312920938789197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395768788178336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494016269481506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973126614151707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147070426110382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15456937761817954,0.0840425577944788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06388023497977156,0.0,0.09447050614369792,0.0,0.056067986276632405,0.0,0.0,0.09187896545536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05671393396675665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Diabeerus,2019/04/03,"I feel burnt out. Sorry if this is the wrong subreddit for this.

All of my energy to get things done is gone. I once was an ""A"" student, and I failed my most recent math test. I've just been going through the hoops, not knowing what I want to do or what I enjoy. I'm not even sure if there *is* anything I enjoy. I don't feel like I'm good enough at anything to make a meaningful contribution either. With college quickly approaching, and no semblance of motivation or what I want to do, everything seems hopeless. Like I'll be stuck in a job I hate with a degree that I don't care about, and I won't be able to support myself, or anyone else, for that matter. I feel like I'm just going to amount to nothing because I'm lazy and a procrastinator, and no matter how hard I try, I can't find anything that I enjoy enough to stick with it. Anything the I might enjoy doing can't be made into a career, at least not a career that I'm likely to obtain. I've heard that not knowing what to do is normal at my age, that I have plenty of time left. But when college is this expensive, we don't have the money for me to get this wrong and figure out what I really want. I need to get it right in the first shot. And I think I'm too much of a procrastinator to do well in college anyway.

Sorry for the lack of structure in this. ",4.1124777824799,4.0692086438848944,5.601316123571731,84.03028988573848,70.47482014388491,8.123910283537874,26.06517139229793,7.724431198458867,1.2497153618281844,1025,27,224,11,17,349,132,278,0.149,0.7290000000000001,0.122,-0.505,1,0,0,0,0,1,32.0,1,0,0,4,11,18,1,0,15,0,25,0,0,4,2,53,55,15,0,8,13,0,4,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,19,14,0,0,11,0,2,4,12,5,1,1,7,5,26,13,37,43,9,22,0,2,0,0,2,12,0,8,10,160,45,13,0.12087337414092113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845174736452662,0.12384905596187412,0.3978739513561462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368328697020833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323846072476467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369542808529907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097419396213686,0.0,0.0,0.2497890139543435,0.0,0.07983572363613664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863319471770268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833516294125296,0.17270392527583234,0.0,0.0,0.11047607415899546,0.1028148302960757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894540473722768,0.0,0.1373902481045713,0.10138285143101164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827880128000444,0.11933743247221773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994817276726655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285769063205105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132927467483033,0.0,0.0,0.23621050022117254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437330920805865,0.08068391583619731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12822754850259255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885583786225802,0.08962607534453053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843024281075865,0.11598126246114185,0.0,0.0,0.12872619857990442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774345786143101,0.0,0.11934787469165005,0.0,0.0,0.10322520107545084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003858013144864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706156926037296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716567256082846,0.11392172465019353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030289882845652,0.07745077749656913,0.0,0.0,0.070482236499497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206508670502409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21388274336835464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867967966135077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26431211920586906,0.0,0.0
anxiety,doomofdoctors69,2019/04/03,"I think I just had my first panic attack I’ve been dealing with anxiety for a long time, alongside depression and autism spectrum disorder. Today, I was getting bullied pretty badly, and my stomach hurt. I went to the nurse office, and texted my tiger mom, who strictly refused to pick me up unless I went to the doctor. So I decided to rough it out, but suddenly my body started jittering, I felt like my legs were jelly, and I was sweating, breathing a lot. My heart was pumping, I felt a slight wave of fear.
Is this a panic attack?",6.267702265372173,6.337584718446603,6.9147087378640775,76.06326051779938,65.89320388349515,9.196763754045307,34.642394822006466,8.841846274778883,3.0397326860841427,418,18,74,6,6,138,73,103,0.279,0.6729999999999999,0.048,-0.9709,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,2,9,2,3,6,0,7,7,6,1,0,16,14,7,0,0,3,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,8,0,1,10,3,16,1,10,4,1,10,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,1,7,51,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282052824708293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3813138273908557,0.0,0.0,0.1399299852681417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18615382554047355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17277711067204052,0.1443443359724263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920717472154776,0.17153465182071995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18858444725255505,0.0,0.0,0.3218238349813349,0.0,0.0,0.14255129144579254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755844218445477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985940138405493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17940770921599838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187561989505622,0.0,0.0,0.1483111719571912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14247834833045864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19627845042276054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3932596439418518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170498470037515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862050128158196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738439507046547,0.0,0.0,0.09772261266256807,0.0,0.15885496985269507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31071374252203104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,koneko0115,2019/04/03,Anxiety from sickness Does anyone else get major anxiety when your kids/spouse or anyone near you gets sick? For me I panic when I hear about someone or have someone in my life that gets the stomach flu. My daughter (1 yr) just got sick two nights ago throwing up for like 8 hours and I did really well taking care of her (surprisingly) but ever since I've been having non stop anxiety and feeling super depressed. I feel like I want to run away and I don't want to be a parent anymore. I feel like it took me into this dark place in my head. I've been here before and last time it took me months to get out of it. I just feel like a failure as a mother and like I need to be better at it or just not do it at all.  I do know that the anxiety comes from childhood trauma but I just don't understand why it has such a huge grip on me. I don't even know what the point in this post is? I guess to see if anyone else struggles with this or something similar and if you have any advice or comforting words... ,3.0593522906793065,3.887510132701422,4.380360189573462,88.71183570300155,73.26540284360189,7.332827804107424,24.01927330173775,7.554174236665415,0.9120651500789894,782,21,173,9,15,259,124,211,0.145,0.6859999999999999,0.16899999999999998,0.7709999999999999,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,0,2,12,15,0,2,7,0,15,7,2,0,2,39,38,18,0,5,14,3,5,5,0,0,5,1,0,0,12,10,0,1,7,0,0,5,4,4,1,1,6,7,24,11,25,30,2,31,0,1,1,0,8,14,0,8,16,112,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734394550944516,0.09737521276036612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470162555391438,0.0,0.3361391612097426,0.0,0.10894147626691864,0.23042858636307845,0.22510818695691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103207495734137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347408227767474,0.0,0.0,0.09715321428463693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199918417485667,0.0,0.0,0.09462586914913544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461346499156227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961302933520308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18353081140359495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255475167956094,0.09936542599506452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22217342205851845,0.23543014032633566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295679300064023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785691373071362,0.0,0.12101193059919366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273757838458802,0.0,0.12380869936298675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817991768616306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207411458617407,0.08954224203716599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759015682118807,0.2683352985212791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768105604489314,0.0,0.0,0.08145222895797267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308658847898232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888506259710228,0.12197519430679594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476965243270736,0.0,0.10384356014743523,0.0,0.10520573556721027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037258969905147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753606202196268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086888320105536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18615074478052035,0.08456773675200556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09183934496339956,0.0,0.11483885367450587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825933727016241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06405429717588712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24409432189466015,0.0,0.0,0.1073072851056564,0.11435750766163864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958450700892424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876815554878224,0.0,0.09912235134936208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tinygnocchi,2019/04/03,"I've been having an anxiety attack for 3 days I reacted really badly to an April Fools' prank on Monday and I've been having chest pain, shortness of breath, depersonalization and nausea ever since. I'm so restless and unfocused that I forgot to do an assignment that's due today and I'm going to have to accept a failing grade. The past few years have been fine but the anxiety is back out of nowhere. I've never had an attack for this long before. I don't know what I'm asking for really I just need to vent. ",2.7801816239316253,4.649329048076922,4.914743589743591,80.40803418803421,75.82692307692307,7.699145299145299,21.170940170940174,8.515128840125781,1.3401658119658122,407,10,78,8,9,141,68,104,0.214,0.755,0.031,-0.9418,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,9,2,1,7,0,11,3,2,1,2,14,19,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,5,0,4,2,12,14,1,15,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,11,49,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3432011429971697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20970450191273046,0.510382017335922,0.0,0.1724846004214188,0.18729388508047765,0.0,0.0,0.19087577753722107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14466479532086685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20290600864936292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748354020544034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123277808861672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19851195970235969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663269342223441,0.1730057687803818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386872681439869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141343119165736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28740421834176105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18555591359983806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21262465232909067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14445168272025566
anxiety,bot7000,2019/04/03,Me and my strange body. Every single small pain I feel I always go to the worst thing possible. How can I calm down about it?,-0.6080769230769221,1.5836739615384623,1.0142307692307675,99.36826923076923,97.84615384615385,4.138461538461539,14.192307692307693,5.985473137389443,-0.8132000000000001,97,2,22,1,4,31,24,26,0.302,0.623,0.075,-0.7845,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,1,3,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,16,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380306079167668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4512495829320325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34228118598116475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20541102994174307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308799146552584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4322761668649421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4579832116873405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698929026457885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,emfilice,2019/04/03,"Posted to social media for the first time!! I've always had FB and Instagram accounts but been too anxious to ever post anything, even tho I've wanted to and had really cool things I could've posted for years. Well just a few days ago I got a job offer and I was so excited about it that I finally worked up the courage to post the email I got to my Instagram story. Not a huge deal for a lot of people but it was a big step for me!",1.449919354838709,2.960610483870969,3.662029569892475,89.51304435483874,78.56989247311827,6.800537634408602,20.227150537634405,7.6454224807358475,0.587624731182796,337,8,75,5,8,116,62,93,0.052000000000000005,0.784,0.163,0.909,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,8,4,0,0,8,1,5,0,0,0,1,10,8,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,7,1,7,4,12,1,2,15,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,7,52,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155538873394201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600069013073316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19822517177414045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443925010462576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009428866061874,0.0,0.0,0.1131602184164581,0.18089640546525568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589278231829653,0.15871787054926767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922130068725051,0.0,0.14925018780943697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28067030600889703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741216443324386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917381688671452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216451328689219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6721867350370484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240718258104752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17886416920429704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657095282145122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231488010519624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349362870770913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15776384159576992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277403944775906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299351670870003
anxiety,Bunnynynyny,2019/04/03,"MY nervous Doctors visit,, Ok, So I get there fill out paper work nervous as all heck,, than I get  up they called my name trying to walk normally into hallway,, I fumble to grab my pocketbook, the girl says I need to pee in a cup-- Im like what?I didnt know this and I had literally no pee in me,, I go into the bathroom and the lock isnt really working ,,Im so nervous I try and pee and of course get it on my hand,, only a small amount though,, so They go to weigh me Im like can I please take my boots off,, I do that and I say Don't let me know my weight,, next they say ok tests now They do a put this thing on my finger thing and they keep changing hands cause now im getting shaky,, they take blood  I warned them Im nervous about needles I try and look away and just think about my Dogs...and Im like not feeling good after the blood,,but trying to maintain my cool, which is now I explain to them Im very nervous,, than Ok EKG --Im like WHATT?? Im waiting to run  out of office--but my pocketbook is way to far away for me to grab,, they try but I cant stay still cause im so nervous,, than Doc comes In says I hear we have  nervous one,,I laughed and kind of felt better,, in the end I must go back for blood results and urine results and retake tests because i was so Darn nervous-- and they gave me Beta Blockers and Lexapro to start and see how they are working,, I didn't pick up prescription because at that point I just wanted to get the heck out of there ,,Like a bat out of Hell,,, 

It was a huge step but, I will try meds later this week I just want to calm myself down now and feel like OK It wasn't that bad,, 

So If I can do you can do it,,

 Just know what tests they are going to take so you will be calmer and make sure you ask If they need aurine sample cause its hard to pee under pressure<< ",0.5368097165991905,2.3330310102564127,2.058272604588396,98.58558704453444,82.48717948717949,4.720647773279351,18.981106612685558,5.399115186594226,-0.5478205128205134,1394,34,336,6,38,451,185,390,0.044,0.8490000000000001,0.107,0.9746,0,0,0,0,0,0,65.0,1,3,13,4,23,28,1,9,11,5,26,13,10,8,3,62,60,30,0,8,9,0,10,6,0,3,1,5,0,1,15,24,2,3,8,0,0,11,8,11,0,0,8,19,55,17,48,47,2,49,1,0,2,0,29,24,4,3,18,199,70,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06165694245810045,0.0,0.12392960790479103,0.050713613613872825,0.05506781299319378,0.08040840002454201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058329870652034335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06734515811470594,0.0,0.0,0.20325500500708849,0.06976929183309866,0.056812476544877526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06750546075035299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05841458359030916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06669541026725714,0.047116676251842834,0.06332500760128165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17228801643012412,0.0,0.1499299296125335,0.05531805928249054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059080732724509935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433357169513245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7124031548115982,0.0,0.0,0.05862185753071281,0.0,0.06867966697083057,0.10873776239445704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06744118175336887,0.0,0.19332716928868074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05538372109072585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044023990017753485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325866599061462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978062952301051,0.0,0.0,0.07014152534425158,0.0,0.06461971724185825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04469130779348941,0.050160057986869365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723963426465846,0.062346691008086215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630075601748045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04225103703278568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20979317805549472,0.0,0.0,0.05255582342515412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046681714210258386,0.07029688376991465,0.05266997199587845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062159710728310565,0.0,0.14876483856580422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763218740146007,0.042259875714243784,0.06479826742118949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686656333271737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05441794721734247,0.07780131195858392,0.05235024362805379,0.0529033385841847,0.08031271321531383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404321895793132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,parislh43,2019/04/03,"Anyone else have to retreat to the bathroom to hide super often? I'm currently hiding so I don't have to go through the stress of taking a test I know I'll fail in my college algebra class. I've been in here for around an hour and I usually do this at least once a month, have since freshmen year when it was almost every day in here. These girls have been in here the whole time too and are  talking/doing makeup and stuff and have been making fun of me periodically throughout their conversation for sitting here silently lmao. Does anyone else have to put up with this kind of thing? I'm too anxious to leave now because they'll look at me weird and I feel like I just have to wait it out. ",3.9923404255319137,5.036396354609932,4.638078014184399,86.92350000000002,71.2695035460993,7.058439716312058,25.44751773049645,7.1686216300943375,0.9734419858156024,550,16,115,5,10,176,93,141,0.104,0.7879999999999999,0.108,0.5661,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,2,12,7,0,1,6,0,15,0,0,1,0,15,24,7,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,8,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,4,2,10,4,23,19,2,22,0,1,1,0,4,9,0,2,11,78,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18117864221186347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20440321640805012,0.0,0.2530256495006786,0.37077525478725976,0.0,0.16106906645009786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029530781547492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166870605117517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15833601830392752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022932407718528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244417448790826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148535231469944,0.12925884133630186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282860828171952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17818293099499666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18841427032250446,0.0994362526867182,0.0,0.0,0.19158232249701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839490915244888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15193846821485268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077443473048816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444192960484564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926881424552492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18188801894117426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14966995992710974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072585730941696,0.0,0.20712542978387952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360393827570817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020409659982505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550370769124696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992725537007898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20200565494120745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651516324491372
anxiety,patsfantwelve,2019/04/03,"How long does shortness of breath last? In general over the past 2 months or so I’ve been anxious. 

How long does shortness of breath last? I haven’t felt like I’ve had normal full breaths in a while. Usually at rest I’m ok, but it’s been tough to workout as I quickly run out of breath. 

I feel my anxiety has come down in the past few days, but I still don’t feel like my respiration is 100%. Obviously some times are worse than others... But even at the best these days.. It’s not perfect.. 

Can anyone offer any insight? Specifically I feel like on inhales, I can’t get a full breath. I can exhale just fine it seems like. 

I’m a male, 22 years old, 6’00” 200lbs 

I’m not on any anxiety medications or in therapy right now. ",0.4109023117076802,2.7236625771812086,2.210145413870247,93.96057233407906,87.65771812080538,5.727218493661447,20.358314690529454,7.1686216300943375,0.4575008202833706,560,18,127,9,18,184,94,149,0.078,0.777,0.145,0.9002,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,2,8,9,0,0,6,1,11,6,5,2,2,23,21,10,0,1,8,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,6,1,0,2,5,1,0,0,4,5,9,8,17,17,6,35,0,0,0,0,2,16,0,4,21,70,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20992057111983287,0.0,0.2361478889303543,0.17436657005992565,0.0,0.1079220166294817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619761614130366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329550484825843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19908025782913094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27013771029401595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194379839190124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23412528492692214,0.2205290230730777,0.14819595919459258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063919396064698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516244920831879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016218118388516,0.0,0.0,0.2731819585549946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15548693153743726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319716756397656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15122589546040133,0.0,0.0,0.16195972005767215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946806369294048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318102800114916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405104171082367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326057771406505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765076194311447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000014756129451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16998984803900874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15729132977071872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939349160940007
anxiety,Comm402,2019/04/03,"Time to find a new doctor? I’m gonna start off by saying that I know group therapy helps some people and it does have a place. 

That said, my doc keeps trying to push me into an intensive outpatient program for my anxiety issues even though I keep telling him over and over that I’m not interested in the least. I’ve outlined and carefully explained my reasons as well as repeatedly explaining that I don’t have transportation to get to the center yet he keeps bringing it up. 

Yesterday things came to a head and he made me extremely uncomfortable. He stared going on about group therapy, (did I mention he runs the center he’s recommending), and said that when the meds and individual therapy, (I have a therapist), are proving ineffective the next steps are an intensive outpatient therapy program and that I “could just white knuckle my way through” and then hospitalization. WTF?!?! Hospitalization for social and generalized anxiety?!?! I haven’t had a panic attack since I can’t remember when and I’m not depressed so what the hell?!?! He really freaked me out saying that. Thinking maybe it’s time to start looking for a new doctor. Anyone have any thoughts on this or similar experiences? 

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anxiety,asivoria,2019/04/03,"Mind trip after a trip to Fedex Hi guys, longtime lurker here. i had a moment yesterday that made me question some of my actions over the past few years. I had to ship a package last night- super simple right? Nothing big, pretty straight forward- but damn I was anxious about it. Part of me wanted to put it off until the next day (and then the next, and then the next), but there was a deadline involved and I needed to get it done as quick as possible. My anxiety was high as I went in but I got the job done. Afterwards I felt strangely proud of myself-which got me introspecting. I tend to procrastinate about things that I know I want/need to do- like apply to grad school, paint more, do my damn taxes. Why? Because I'm terrified of looking incompetent. I'm terrified of not knowing the right moves or the right words. That fact alone makes me freeze like a deer in the headlights. I don't have a solution yet for this problem except for to do what I procrastinate on which I guess while deeply uncomfortable may help me.  ",3.5514029411764696,5.527073005000003,4.161235294117649,86.18282352941179,73.95,7.105882352941178,25.764705882352942,7.928766900206844,1.4528588235294122,811,28,160,12,17,257,125,200,0.209,0.708,0.083,-0.9813,1,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,2,6,7,2,0,14,0,13,0,0,2,1,24,29,14,0,3,6,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,10,3,0,0,4,0,1,7,2,3,0,0,12,3,21,4,28,16,4,36,0,0,1,0,5,12,2,5,21,105,31,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960044523714862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311298817892076,0.15227286730215614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216594174089929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692756206787777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758712797864627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12941829171382147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704215336523645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21560567651440826,0.0,0.14848495158345595,0.13346200653544504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034602579839364,0.14241166418926798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375698860322818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14815269129778702,0.1098707822255939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170190281826588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318856236775905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12754032898807635,0.08997250530781888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13609816518826162,0.0,0.0,0.14325905903095504,0.0,0.09994411471086584,0.0,0.0,0.4300479415057044,0.12649006609028796,0.0,0.12933339494302407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14596302931870173,0.12867106782063992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15195400925095287,0.0,0.13712856745588853,0.0,0.12897458430451844,0.0,0.1354998745068216,0.15099419420341711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453264453791561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641336255760722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954762440812476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590037375150706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495047724337024,0.121625838610052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867995049356917
anxiety,purely_pointless,2019/04/03,"My anxiety is so bad that I cried in front my professor today. I’m a freshman (soon-to-be sophomore) at a university, and I’ve personally gone through a lot in my childhood. I’m an emotional abuse victim that suffers from diagnosed depression, diagnosed anxiety, diagnosed PTSD, and suicidal thoughts. I have a lot of social anxiety—it’s hard for me to speak in front of groups or make friends and I’ve even developed a slight stutter sometimes.

Anyway, I’m taking an Arabic class, and I’ve rarely spoken at all because of my anxiety, unless I’ve been called on. There was one time I was so afraid of speaking that after the assistant had me speak a conversation with another student, tears welled up in my eyes and I got really red in the face and the assistant felt really bad and apologized to me. 

Today, my professor called me to his desk to speak to me privately, and handed me my last quiz. He told me I’ve gotten 100’s on all his tests, and I’m his best student, but my grade is a C because I don’t speak up. I immediately cried in front of him, and I felt so embarrassed. He apologized and I apologized for crying. He told me to come to his office hours so we can talk about speaking up more, and I went back to my seat, and cried silently at my desk the entire time. I couldn’t stop. I knew people probably saw me cry, and it made me want to cry more. I’m so terrified of speaking up, but I don’t want my grade to suffer. 

I’ve thought about getting an emotional support animal, but I don’t see a therapist anymore that could write me a letter. I don’t know what to do to handle my depression and anxiety anymore. I still can’t stop crying. 

Please help me.",4.615905020352784,5.266552719402983,6.05848710990502,78.7476763907734,69.56716417910448,10.150610583446406,31.048168249660787,10.230975488527342,3.1196567164179108,1311,53,263,34,22,446,154,335,0.223,0.693,0.084,-0.9942,0,0,0,0,1,0,40.0,1,0,0,1,13,14,1,2,16,0,16,6,3,2,2,42,43,25,1,4,5,0,4,0,1,0,3,7,0,1,6,18,0,2,6,0,0,6,6,10,1,1,17,15,45,4,42,24,7,33,0,4,4,0,32,15,0,3,12,163,51,11,0.0,0.09700382834798324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584895364324809,0.25052457281140844,0.0,0.16238820079749128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06295379796779811,0.1367178446441323,0.09981568674242897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591863519813311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16719902905530107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052467603054248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653673861743471,0.0,0.6295206695539387,0.0,0.0,0.14103086241967625,0.24929223303256304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18418786471627785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054075068505981004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721812944324814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06325338432337486,0.0,0.04277425411328889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547977243027002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334039613203265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05487645135227025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062651066172119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04499419805611127,0.06673584789764914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13920770916161265,0.0,0.07746838443989594,0.054649573868186536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05547795475923999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05675909027052169,0.07148665897583016,0.0,0.08986984763660825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827085890194182,0.0,0.09570289769788548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489740563722456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06524064159832127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345724392416078,0.0,0.0,0.08097258004379539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06538234094781757,0.13689575818200375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955366057147968,0.09290631815653054,0.0,0.0,0.061556854424994326,0.06580486352515792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950586205756054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999296637824378,0.09547935669840672,0.0,0.15520839974113654,0.15646262864712626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657935464749644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736119227738236,0.07589530059894094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ZoZoberman,2019/04/03,"Just be logical! Then you won't be anxious! In my opinion, it feels like people generally don't take anxiety as seriously as other mental health issues. It's so frustrating! I think that people are finally learning that telling someone with depression to ""Just be happy!"" or ""Just go outside!"" isn't helpful. But people don't seem to be at that same point with anxiety. I still hear a lot of ""You shouldn't feel anxious because I just explained it logically!"" 

I think this might be related to what I see as an overuse of the word *anxious,* but maybe it's more than that or not that at all. What do you all think causes this?",2.0039079102715505,4.6354350165289295,3.5790613931523048,84.79638429752067,83.13223140495867,6.762927981109799,26.824675324675326,7.957251820313856,2.014135301062573,491,22,93,10,14,162,75,121,0.077,0.862,0.061,-0.5989,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,3,0,0,6,5,1,0,3,0,13,1,0,1,2,31,24,9,0,1,9,0,2,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,14,2,0,0,10,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,0,4,9,2,14,16,5,8,0,1,1,0,7,4,0,6,4,70,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380788648468197,0.5273770846117165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485698399506888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15985192882825178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402464778782575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15735981470430452,0.11116614193934407,0.0,0.1704605832542364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843541799922103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16564724541231382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16540366387059638,0.1753811397423498,0.0,0.10430053306272134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16241396677271738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602204163342452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229206621608386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15632880751278064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15681591991311578,0.16507513462252574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32363627159679426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14709953361326622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399915680366518,0.14165936759294134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318458636245678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426847665440098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699759317482965,0.0,0.13600795174322433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991213121790348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Diabeto67,2019/04/03,Please help me out One thing I hate about my anxiety is that I’ll be completely fine for months or years then one thing will pop into my head and I become completely OBSESSED! It’s as if I can’t function as all I do is worry about things that don’t normally concern me. Can anybody please recommend something to help me relax and actually listen to myself when I say “you’re just creating issues and problems that don’t actually exist” ,6.4481395348837225,6.545372186046518,7.308697674418608,73.29793023255816,65.51162790697674,10.600930232558143,33.47906976744186,10.355215969177356,3.478746976744186,352,14,64,8,5,118,60,86,0.14300000000000002,0.648,0.209,0.6439,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,1,0,0,9,1,1,0,1,11,11,9,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,7,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,2,0,2,11,2,9,9,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,4,47,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.3520256931974733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379807887784396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19920194228165855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782241816010071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17807575174188486,0.18510928550536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417933205665359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882570068397584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396776894974025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767220400221828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444436287136439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.395979119337956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17258751966172606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343562611833974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885585934413833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35948483505187745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18317214394194148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615087845018128
anxiety,bigbarrelldarryll,2019/04/03,"Why did my anxiety just now get bad I’m in college and I have never experienced anxiety like I’ve experienced this week. 
I always feel like I need to go to class and whenever I’m not doing anything I always feel extremely anxious. I keep feeling the tightness in my chest and it gives me more anxiety and it just kills me. 
What do I do?? ",0.6289855072463766,3.0924524782608738,3.4753623188405776,83.80115942028986,89.43478260869566,7.12463768115942,25.057971014492754,8.167268648758528,2.1138231884057976,267,12,53,7,9,94,44,69,0.264,0.711,0.025,-0.935,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,0,5,1,1,0,1,14,15,4,1,1,3,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,6,10,2,4,14,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,34,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36678634703377183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5058236858450159,0.2489929553760179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18137310840929566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840275209270332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343275411231167,0.15745613732689795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151516097179688,0.2114308961880787,0.12526025530907375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19590454981112432,0.24384355845797226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21535580561633505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16342622907939328,0.16998858623200055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17679420553008476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19887966610302754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,paint_the_town_pink,2019/04/03,"I'm getting my wisdom teeth pulled this Friday and I'm having mental breakdowns thinking about recovery. I'm getting all four wisdom teeth extracted this Friday. I'm so anxious about it. Nothing is helping with the anxiety and obsessing. I can't stop thinking about waking up from the procedure and feeling pain. Or being nauseous and sick to my stomach all weekend combined with pain. I can't shut off the thoughts of what it'll be like after I wake up.

Every time these thoughts comes back, I break down sobbing just absolutely terrified.

I just keep telling myself to try to make it to Thursday night when I take the first Valium they gave me. And then hopefully the weekend will be filled with me just sleeping through everything. But then thinking about that is quickly pushed away by again, placing myself in my mind of me feeling horrible pain and feeling sick and not being able to hold anything down.

What can I do? ",5.252406015037593,7.462510485380116,5.044916457811193,80.64802631578948,69.87719298245614,7.458813700918964,33.85171261487051,8.192908349453996,2.847111612364244,747,37,124,11,14,230,105,171,0.18600000000000005,0.718,0.096,-0.959,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,13,9,0,1,5,0,13,11,6,1,2,33,33,13,0,1,6,0,3,1,0,2,5,0,0,0,9,11,0,3,8,2,0,4,3,5,0,2,3,3,16,4,25,24,2,28,0,1,0,0,4,9,1,2,15,91,25,0,0.15918445545660714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177567271728973,0.17983312461214654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099524344616367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955903593332429,0.1224030203760971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371233132209079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411976929145886,0.0,0.14306472429145756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414653309097469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354022164919733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16633461575993871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669798502825376,0.0,0.0,0.15810608207444432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414904580937539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776948421867229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625686010483963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604204905167616,0.0,0.16073092162387226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14938382799528013,0.0,0.15274177823911955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5081504518332998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663138752678887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15929941656658395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308533256980193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968689975345358,0.0,0.13913423040796274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059969144099938,0.0,0.2527493531126507,0.09282173610422832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807579611295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,damngg,2019/04/03,"Tired of life (and also broke) Hi. 

So my situation is probably like that of many others. 

I am just now graduating from an expensive school (expensive for me with the 60% scholarship I am getting) and I have no job prospects because even though this school was expensive and put me and my parents in debt - it is still not that great of a school. 

I am super stressed about this situation that  I can't breathe, eat or sleep. I am completely broke, I can't find ANY job (i've worked in a minimum wage job, i am referring to something related to my major). 

2 months ago, I got a job offer for a place which is pretty far away from where I live, it was great pay BUT ...and get this... I COULD NOT AFFORD TO START WORKING since I can't afford to move there. 

Has anyone else felt stressed and anxious about money ALL the time? If so, what do you do about it? (please don't respond with get a job because OBV what I'm trying to do). 

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Thanks for reading my vent. ",2.112199194012664,4.1365947305699535,3.3263816925734027,90.31152993667244,78.37823834196891,6.775935521013242,24.1937248128958,7.793537801064563,1.1572374208405298,745,26,160,12,18,241,114,193,0.11,0.8270000000000001,0.063,-0.6957,10,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,0,3,13,9,0,2,8,0,20,5,2,0,1,19,28,13,0,2,6,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,13,8,1,0,3,1,8,2,7,4,0,0,4,1,19,5,21,23,2,14,0,2,0,0,5,6,0,2,7,104,32,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318356505658523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406535309939885,0.0,0.11389873216399103,0.12773371461312355,0.07148599307060123,0.0,0.0,0.11875698844143147,0.0,0.07350315875938036,0.10770905032932074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876478952335224,0.0,0.0,0.12816176599920298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102175354944915,0.0,0.0,0.08393069190090659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756518947271003,0.0878152397284193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943153428516663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093279811084556,0.0,0.0960788351543035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16476440102858647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407499407928347,0.2317928984396353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5215826506371082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425018360361063,0.05135688855082677,0.0,0.09282390955581996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657635609460926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390670642534345,0.11172715611711988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672460713331755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098292375525142,0.11539146560107845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694601072976856,0.11333838930880692,0.0,0.0,0.10567579973844872,0.0,0.0,0.10514960656164027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191646760357781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695730925099701,0.2363211748760565,0.1051970765270616,0.0,0.0,0.08092740417124053,0.0,0.0,0.074405297596156,0.0,0.08394989359395348,0.0,0.2408318655827425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678143999463618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328100526628488,0.0,0.06129699333989605,0.1208213086485946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137036681904599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305891188999982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773371461312355,0.0
anxiety,catchaway5,2019/04/03,"Waking up with anxiety I've been having a really tough time, my self-esteem is at all an time low and I feel very unloved and invisible in my work and personal life. I'm very demotivated at work and I have lost interest in connecting with people for dating. I feel I'm a burden and pain to other people. I've been given an antidepressant but I am scared of the side effects. 
Just feeling so anxious in my half asleep waking up state right now, it is difficult to get out of bed to go to work and I'm sweating in some sort of panic, feel like throwing up. ",2.366315789473685,4.19482703508772,4.589333333333332,82.46400000000001,76.89473684210526,7.717894736842107,23.68070175438596,8.548686976883017,1.598623859649123,438,14,89,9,10,152,72,114,0.225,0.718,0.057,-0.9556,0,0,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,0,0,5,3,11,0,2,5,0,7,6,4,1,1,19,18,8,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,9,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,9,0,1,4,4,7,2,20,14,2,20,0,2,0,0,1,13,0,2,5,54,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492695507118678,0.220434912121452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3946428231859587,0.13939683450972468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194439007517812,0.0,0.11089363283257682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782205925283808,0.09532787386332142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21300121647043985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076260059354748,0.22893631694803915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705492338230001,0.17037500708958406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125001619079468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16663508080162046,0.0,0.0,0.19535345784597524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20355719350638168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22755708977670905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32199595498072203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4261584295123417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chrysocollacal,2019/04/03,"It’s my birthday! A year ago when my depression was really bad, I gave myself two weeks to kill myself. The deadline ended up making me so anxious that I put it off and put it off, and then one day things were better. This year has been one of the worst of my life, and I’ve lost so many friends and made a lot of bad choices. But I’m here!!!!! And in the end that’s all that matters.",2.113534136546185,2.8169389277108468,3.5953614457831335,93.9242871485944,75.3855421686747,6.497188755020081,22.26706827309237,6.42735559955562,0.20082489959839345,293,7,71,2,6,97,57,83,0.266,0.66,0.075,-0.9674,0,0,0,0,0,1,13.0,0,0,0,2,4,8,1,0,5,0,4,1,0,2,1,11,9,10,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,0,3,6,0,8,2,8,3,3,15,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,1,9,50,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17213638819850086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21937773094671345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32427857175118946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17174394730194906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523551740402933,0.0,0.1672542701259367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439867448240076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500295530565432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148408033460153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716108007715505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21197968646830986,0.16509211808152996,0.0,0.18374585356747491,0.12962233135634238,0.1968766594661087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631743058827626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3904261545674597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440212530041612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901021043585995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18969394737993095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15576630107926534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501020539963323
anxiety,Iamnotofmybody,2019/04/03,"Just a thank you to a kind stranger Had a horrible panic attack this morning on the subway. I felt it coming, my chest tightened, my vision started blackening and eventually fully went out. I was getting wobbly to a point I felt i might fall over and started moaning/making noises without meaning to trying to calm myself as a sweat broke out over my whole body. A sweet woman noticed I wasn't feeling well and helped me off at the next stop. Walked me out of the station to a bench outside and sat with me until I could speak and tell her I was okay. 

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It's been a long time since I've had such a bad attack and my first time in such a crowded place as the NYC subway during morning rush hour, so your kindness was beyond helpful and appreciated. 

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Still feeling very foggy and strange but I don't think I should leave work. Anxiety is a bitch.",4.7861045364891535,6.035232260355032,5.193624260355033,82.91083086785014,69.59171597633136,6.816765285996056,29.46794871794872,6.816661863887847,1.5902658777120315,688,26,127,5,12,219,112,169,0.162,0.73,0.108,-0.8337,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,2,7,13,3,1,15,1,12,3,3,0,0,26,25,13,0,2,3,0,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,3,13,0,1,6,0,0,5,3,6,1,1,11,6,20,7,21,11,1,28,0,1,0,0,9,12,1,1,11,88,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767320788618512,0.310346003981345,0.0,0.0,0.09769236940987043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905609704111444,0.0,0.0,0.10662658783536004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418491339925744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000474126701623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196037483810726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914084715795832,0.0,0.2452296221027497,0.0,0.0,0.10862402200116136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671949481319378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17119312480199586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257616332865378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26596583901647425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13521893287707085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301304844244155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910589612600338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547259679941556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13581348353073966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539059872597493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498318387103234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13342235093521154,0.0,0.12072051827878848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563715900987466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807775406355977,0.0,0.1019837013683222,0.10676534304703214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161796384511273,0.11757167343354526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182686227820862,0.0,0.0,0.14892917658211888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867018868591567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536826711289793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482024412838353,0.11838186824358107,0.0,0.1425757279704664,0.0,0.12310103907600516,0.0,0.09296923256061378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310346003981345,0.0
anxiety,macnfly23,2019/04/03,"My situation and my first experience with alcohol So I'm 17 and I'm very socially anxious in general. For example, in school, I can't raise my hand to ask a question. Before it was worse, but now I just can't get myself to do it I feel like it's a too huge change and I just can't. I feel anxious whenever someone I don't know wants to talk to me.

This changed for a while, when I went to a party and got drunk for the first time. I finally felt like a ""usual"" person and I was able to talk to anyone I wanted. I loved the feeling so much because it ended my anxiety. 

But anyway, I'd like to know if you have any tips or anything for how I can work on my anxiety.",1.2428390804597704,2.5125501517241418,4.0149137931034495,87.79938218390807,78.51724137931033,7.591954022988506,24.49712643678161,8.344100000000001,1.4062298850574708,512,18,119,10,12,183,85,145,0.108,0.731,0.161,0.894,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,3,9,4,0,0,7,0,9,4,1,1,0,23,24,14,0,3,6,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,6,2,0,7,1,0,1,4,0,0,2,5,5,20,4,16,19,1,14,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,3,12,79,25,2,0.1450120359641057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154973765469405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861315713019077,0.0,0.22186762119428816,0.3276446492088897,0.0,0.1013957872438796,0.0,0.11933254977223605,0.0,0.1355666784405035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839799117066283,0.0,0.12339456196433073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068070122804701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843762201158174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184959680098705,0.0,0.0,0.21996732752284284,0.10359662746753193,0.13923429544952287,0.1588535972663579,0.0,0.2466943274232708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576280364018037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597937226208713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593896451470085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21253666779358826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087902410549052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066005317323254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661891642888362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244666784329034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467599222187873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16299960418978798,0.0,0.1478215088691037,0.12286822749054342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331103630993073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845576843265722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597102704683358,0.11965011655936465,0.17106371188785655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13442761015214594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557048926688173,0.0,0.14777965337224716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Acousticdemo,2019/04/03,"Panic attack after 3 days in a new job Hey reddit,

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I got my first ever job as a gardener and been at it for 3 days this week. Today we were cutting some bushes and I was asked to use a brushcutter. It's like a long chainsaw, but there's a round saw at the end of it and you have to use straps to wear it because it's heavy. You also need a protection headwear/mask for your eyes and ears, because it's really loud.

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I'm a 19 year old girl and I've never used a brushcutter before. I'm not normally skittish, but the thought of having to wave that heavy thing around made me anxious and then it escalated into a panic attack. I could work with no issue around the trimmer, I even got it waved in front of my face couple times by my coworker who was inexperienced as well and I didn't bat an eye, but it was the thought of using it that got me. I spent the car trip back hyperventilating and secretly crying so my coworkers wouldn't notice. Later I told them that I was feeling sick and they said I shouldn't use the trimmer if I wasn't feeling well, so I didn't.

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I like my job and I'm not overly girly for this profession, but somehow the brushcutter made me panic. I'm so ashamed to tell my coworkers that I'm afraid to use it, if my manager found out she'd probably have to reevaluate my capability for this work. I struggle with anxiety sometimes in certain situations but this panic attack was pretty bad. I dread going to work tomorrow, for we have more bushes to cut with the trimmer.",4.3610281385281375,5.224024821428575,5.722857142857144,80.15547619047622,70.26623376623378,8.723809523809527,28.62770562770563,8.976282227363876,2.2221043290043285,1207,43,240,22,21,407,158,308,0.193,0.743,0.064,-0.9926,3,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,2,3,2,4,13,19,5,8,18,0,18,6,5,8,3,52,46,24,0,7,9,0,3,2,0,2,1,3,1,1,21,19,0,1,6,1,1,4,9,14,2,1,22,9,33,5,35,20,2,32,0,0,4,0,16,10,0,4,20,160,54,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062067549926722775,0.0,0.25228283655051315,0.28292697586251503,0.0,0.0,0.05937417438900387,0.08768125080638599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818507810922367,0.07255821794759196,0.2648899473732044,0.0,0.059680050336682174,0.06480409533399507,0.09462503298412216,0.0,0.06604343798601588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06196812620039014,0.08587794732662173,0.08525487048721597,0.10010867341897556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874259278010361,0.0,0.0,0.05126303598151853,0.07020592435627965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848751367397593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601806941618024,0.0,0.08509928173738257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04410958472797289,0.0,0.1862240043089345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100841032300493,0.23105849924441196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583614715661909,0.0,0.0,0.06868557377600583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687968739358145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057549484316182925,0.05986037573280915,0.07495967683981274,0.0,0.0,0.07604482707738484,0.0,0.08836357246142844,0.08144239363100579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642512419076617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896091095442274,0.08368056372428442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04972124518856801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382828558166267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724091304903063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676181277222717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113856297093404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783768773670124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05156301220272393,0.0,0.0,0.123233022109906,0.04525710122199199,0.0,0.07356859640116559,0.07416309940701662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40219926828996855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622569303327855,0.0,0.13956785446904812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16951082649167554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28292697586251503,0.04998059928191
anxiety,wherewallflowersgo,2019/04/03,"Anxiety in classrooms..? Female Age: 16 Weight: 135-140 lbs
Whenever I’m in class, I feel like my heart starts racing, and not in a loving way. It doesn’t matter what class it is, I start to struggle to breathe, and my stomach makes noises- when that happens my anxiety only gets worse, and I can’t focus in class anymore- I’m too busy focusing on my anxiety and how to calm it down but it never does unless I go to the bathroom or when class ends. I don’t know what to do anymore and I don’t remember when it started, but I drink a lot of water now, hoping my stomach calms down but it doesn’t and it’s frustrating and depressing. Any advice?",2.0536363636363646,3.9597834545454593,3.80757575757576,87.35636363636365,78.0909090909091,6.824242424242425,25.393939393939394,7.793537801064563,1.4522303030303032,504,19,103,8,12,169,79,132,0.135,0.78,0.086,-0.6523,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,6,8,1,1,3,0,7,8,4,2,1,22,20,16,0,1,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,7,3,0,3,1,0,1,7,3,0,0,0,2,12,5,14,20,1,19,0,1,0,1,1,7,0,3,11,66,22,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723720123654387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995524724368087,0.0,0.4048270960525836,0.0,0.3498746278622326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15192951293212506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15436522326181404,0.0,0.0,0.17280080774564774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15623439257146435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919105700976186,0.12601725188732182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921595668064248,0.0,0.1002498436245919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598629409022668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090299670628856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752009101277068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694256247394004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617811684725858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14996546916364867,0.15920416861675846,0.0,0.11774561960819968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13604737708441386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13415701541058414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19982214567031328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37456173521594816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18440727338341573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400148389580238,0.0,0.21480266046170007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797624715984902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sanchezac,2019/04/03,"PewDiePie's Visiting my Hometown episode This episode really made me have this significant feels personally. I'm 21 and currently employed but is laid off a month ago and will sooner be unemployed. I was laid off because I got pregnant with my 4-month-old baby now. To be honest, I've always been on the verge of dying from my own hands almost everyday– from the most cliche to the most complicated things. Yet everyday, I'm still here living and fighting what life has brought me. Anyways, about the episode, yes, the episode was really personal and has given me hope that someday, I could figure everything out. Thanks for hearing me out! 🌻",5.192307692307693,7.60201921367522,5.31146153846154,77.82103846153849,70.53846153846155,8.782564102564104,33.06752136752137,9.3871,3.4056844444444447,516,25,87,12,10,162,84,117,0.027000000000000003,0.83,0.14400000000000002,0.9354,4,0,0,0,2,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,0,6,1,11,2,1,1,0,16,21,5,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,5,7,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,7,3,10,3,13,10,3,15,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,4,7,58,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935828048082665,0.0,0.2186784098561734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18171163570035007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331238728430316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17436056173435432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266464339209795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962680031630361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042069376983277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746603401385523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24613281555884434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21690297989505972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15424993442553345,0.0,0.0,0.1928356438624432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20663868969100754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34862146693310925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22915557356974214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3813661443427744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27980269124728513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744004520046485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010571563361816,0.0,0.0,0.14508355058710345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,finniruse,2019/04/03,"What's the difference between being neurotic and having anxiety? In the past year, I've realised that anxiety explains a lot of what's going on in my head. It was quite a relief to realise why I feel the way I feel. But just reading online (I know I shouldn't), I just stumbled across the term neuroticism - definition below. This is actually a much better explination of my personality, with anxiety being a symptom. Does anyone in here equate their anxiety to neuroticism. Any discussion welcome! Thanks. 

""Neuroticism, one of the Big 5 personality traits, is typically defined as a tendency towards anxiety, self-doubt, depression, shyness, and other similar negative feelings. Since all personality traits, including emotional instability, exist on a spectrum, everyone is a little neurotic to some degree.""",7.613371777476258,10.423693186567164,8.974341926729984,52.418215739484395,64.8955223880597,12.932428765264588,42.032564450474894,12.079253325248375,6.955680597014928,653,40,81,27,11,225,93,134,0.192,0.71,0.098,-0.8519,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,2,3,8,0,3,12,0,8,2,1,0,1,15,15,4,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,6,3,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,4,0,1,1,3,8,4,17,11,5,15,0,1,0,0,7,10,0,2,3,63,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.14667572904491555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022123665847815,0.0,0.5749135128303582,0.0,0.0,0.10509655787859357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13293231411924464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294572386593428,0.0,0.0,0.15703644599799668,0.0,0.0,0.13153267698182622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16907258419631713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362260508458186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279957540326649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542163850330105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542560098830705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260354558000732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15064482005754473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778370151724303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049126652716468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185037099506722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348286652703154,0.0,0.3937208627904671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598675754986042,0.15034539873439756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568006075218105,0.0,0.0,0.12433362101595223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15622415903394893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383803959128743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930489391443087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562663513331824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967913144131264
anxiety,little_zabka,2019/04/03,"Fatigue. Non stop. I know I’m an anxious creature, but when I’m home, comfortable and in peace, my forehead feels heavy and hot full of rushing thoughts that are too fast for me to draw one out. If I really *really* focus on the “now”, it’s lighted and my eyes feel wide and I’m “awake”. By doing this, I look at an object in the room and say “I’m okay”, but why do I feel fatigued when I sleep well and my head feels is like an engine about to take off? 

Does anyone else feel tired and heavy when they feel okay? ",0.12194444444444485,2.1989587870370357,1.6866666666666674,99.00000000000004,86.12962962962963,4.711111111111111,17.333333333333336,5.985473137389443,-0.5676999999999999,391,9,93,3,12,126,74,108,0.097,0.733,0.17,0.8912,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,7,7,0,0,5,2,4,7,4,0,0,20,18,13,0,1,3,0,7,1,0,0,3,1,2,0,3,8,0,1,8,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,1,11,10,5,12,17,1,16,0,2,2,0,2,9,0,1,7,52,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22210698810632126,0.0,0.13747035372489402,0.201444420866532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17204981776816924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16423773170648334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5964544907522297,0.14045420830368194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20177281417068835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19721022320868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804862555947656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605096916179977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650981630608034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322421600027906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518996002489609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15634769404041635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967463652594978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437006498084428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782202598857164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15608191674016034,0.0,0.22596781305411906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17677094879173375,0.0,0.17740487302954766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Havenexen,2019/04/03,"Anxiety fucks me up. I have Anxiety,i was very quiet in the group class because i have anxiety, i am scared to talk to my classmates but they actually nice, then my classmate in front of me says im ego and selfish because i didnt talk to anyone at the group, then i felt very shame because of that, it fucking sucks, how do i stop this.",4.948857142857143,4.5159366,6.069285714285716,82.71821428571431,68.71428571428571,9.285714285714286,33.214285714285715,8.841846274778883,2.532142857142856,262,11,57,4,4,88,47,70,0.282,0.67,0.048,-0.9453,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,1,7,3,2,2,0,6,2,0,1,0,5,10,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,3,3,11,1,9,7,0,8,0,0,0,2,6,4,3,0,3,36,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.2167235993921284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33978989339569104,0.0,0.0,0.15528747977245178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40614413001665206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21323709224965312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4106292876924248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23989065772876456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766114563461261,0.22234652110695347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18567358306205686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35700813395201103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664879096070209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Zalakar,2019/04/03,"Anxiety preventing me from letting loose and just dance be it in concerts, hangout with friends or even alone sometimes Hey guys, the title sums up the gist of my problem. My anxiety gets me through thoughts of “looking *absurdly* silly” to “everybody’s looking” to “stop it you’re embarrassing yourself, they’re only smiling for pity.” 

Deep down I’m a very “gooey” emotional person who loves listening to the same few songs he has and dance to them on occasion. Well, really, by dance I mean sway like a fool but it’s basically anything that gets my body or hips moving. However, my anxiety REALLY hinders showing this side of myself to others (even to people closest to me) because I get waaaay too embarrassed and my thoughts attack me and I stop having fun with it. At the end, this forced me to be tagged “uptight” and “like a dad” - the last one makes me laugh but I’ve heard it way too many times that whenever I try to combat my anxiety and show my “fun” side I get “what are you doing?” looks from everybody.

In the end, if somebody has a really good book recommendation on “letting loose” and/or how to change the prefixed personality people perceive I have I’d be very grateful.

Thank you!",3.7315922619047583,6.178511236607143,4.636964285714285,80.81636904761906,75.02678571428572,8.016666666666666,29.416666666666664,8.841846274778883,2.6727077380952395,943,42,170,21,21,305,138,224,0.171,0.669,0.16,0.5758,1,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,1,0,7,18,1,3,11,0,11,3,2,2,0,26,27,12,0,2,6,1,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,3,12,8,0,4,4,9,0,4,0,7,1,1,3,7,23,11,27,19,2,22,0,1,3,1,14,11,0,3,8,105,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614961618567186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37271124344715617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023225284049417,0.0,0.0,0.13856678524808136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424906128730935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13529400359423835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884983219929255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701028868325518,0.2157599452666997,0.0,0.0,0.1608974784084457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941035334731537,0.0,0.25454501742772834,0.0,0.0,0.10216131580051414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060263039430336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928447566362007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24910056341208614,0.0,0.11901211678245965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068477398129629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993060536037223,0.0,0.08130344421583811,0.12348759918766974,0.0,0.13267753620150025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945571399271144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253584576626331,0.09263552610188296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16888364182606982,0.21270473596872772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654758177943116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23408747124495835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046479375085495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20366300871038687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121384527376204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19339356452946435,0.07102343167228266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269522035266041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20099798015315828,0.0,0.09668035793172296,0.0,0.0,0.10951417244894886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,just_another_wizard,2019/04/03,"Recovered from anxiety and it is weird? First thing first - no idea what flair to use for this.


I recovered from anxiety a year ago exactly. I am living amazing life right now, insanely proud of it, workout regularly, got social life, I am more open, I don't worry so much, I can relax, responsibility is cool for me, colors are more colorful, sounds are clearer, food tastes better, I don't have urge to drink and so on.


But. I still feel weird about not being anxious and depressed. I know it might seem I am arrogant or humblebragging but is is a problem for me. I am so used to having problems and being overburdened after 21 years of severe anxiety that I feel weird about feeling good. 


What I mean is. It is still unnatural for me to feel so light hearted, laugh at everything attitude, it is weird to feel happy after such a long time. Like I am missing something because or lost something along the way. I had anxiety so long it was like half of me being who I am.  Like I am more shallow or something. I can't grasp it or understand it. Like I am somehow missing anxiety like a toxic relationship. And I feel bad for it. I know what hell it is to have anxiety yet I miss and dread that dark days at the same time.


Does anyone else feel this way?  I lurked here literally dreaming about getting rid of that awful anxiety yet I miss it. Any tips? It seems like a therapy material for sure. I am not used to feel good and it makes me confused sometimes, like I left something big behind, I feel too light sometimes.


And of course guys. If you want support you can pm me. I ve been through it, been there and tried literally everything back in the day to get better. Work it out guys ;) You are amazing, understanding, and empathetic people who deserve more light in life ;) 


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anxiety,ASingleOlive,2019/04/03,"So anxious and stressed for my driving exam - it is ruining my life I am in a complete emotional turmoil now. I am going to have my driving exam at the end of this week; and it is going to be the 4th time. 

You guessed it, I am driving really good with my instructor; however for the past 3 exams, I am a nervous ball and fuck it up; the 3rd one being the closest, yet still shaking to the point of me have a short mental block and making mistake. All after which, I feel like a complete failure and curling up crying for the rest of the day. 

Yet, this is the worst week leading to the exam that I have ever experience. I am basically shaking when I am home and close to tears all the time since Sunday. Yes, writing this also makes me shake and cry. I am doing close to nothing at work because I can't function. My back and shoulder pain flare up due to the uncontrollable stress. I broke down and cry during the driving lesson today, making my instructor grow bigger concern. 

What to do....",5.264268707482991,5.517143760204085,6.372857142857143,78.46380952380957,68.03061224489795,8.370068027210884,32.65986394557823,8.07648339933343,2.4428721088435377,771,32,145,9,12,259,112,196,0.253,0.7020000000000001,0.046,-0.9909,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,3,9,16,1,8,17,1,18,4,1,4,3,25,26,12,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,10,12,0,1,2,1,0,11,1,14,0,1,0,1,20,2,23,24,4,42,0,2,0,1,2,13,1,1,19,111,30,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238252843868403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587599425774265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805960541543183,0.0,0.08566634636701713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29468799833637843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.463099860637842,0.09063081957278243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580783735536716,0.1244686860876511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711826550022629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13746620857158065,0.0,0.0,0.07105665720622831,0.10039531954922687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991857393011627,0.0,0.0,0.1597339242796723,0.1178706708602243,0.0,0.0,0.1548106554020844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409639740704783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09926114698577232,0.06865631054045841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28141644724938336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162211726906426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484321086404985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522739046824708,0.0,0.14953481035587998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13415266751394314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132847145947586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002770784424399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624863180312385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222817672688083,0.0,0.32195539523627403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638894227704363,0.0,0.13320688325878965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254508596485489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023081857393337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MrLionHardt,2019/04/03,"How to avoid becoming upset over not looking like models/friends that have a good body? Title is a mouthful, sorry. It's just, I am really insecure about my body and all of my friends have this perfect skinny body. Instagram doesn't help with my self esteem either. How do I get my mind off of this subject?",2.6454999999999984,5.05386455,3.846666666666668,85.295,78.5,6.666666666666668,25.0,7.793537801064563,1.5799999999999996,243,9,45,4,6,79,48,60,0.206,0.6509999999999999,0.14300000000000002,-0.3007,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,3,2,0,6,5,5,2,2,11,8,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,6,4,7,8,2,2,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24185432765182646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7297367497530758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383781731274668,0.0,0.11441185415272714,0.0,0.0,0.18367620284278824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678260740459276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698615973960787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18389422407789452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22111480137368933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028890653451545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284515697039929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451384141673489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SociallyGone,2019/04/03,"I went to the doctor for my anxiety today and it went terribly Hey guys, I've been a lurker on this sub for a while now, but because of what happened today I've decided to post this just to vent because it didn't go the way I hoped it would. Sorry about this long wall of text!

Just to preface this i'm 17 and have had social anxiety and general anxiety for years at this point and have wanted to get help for it, but... well, I've been too anxious to :P. I always just said i'd sort it out later and just tried to avoid or deal with the anxiety. This sub has been pretty helpful, especially seeing people who go through the same things that I do but recently its been getting pretty bad. About 3 days ago I started developing a ""tic"" which involves my head jerking back or to the side every couple of minutes/seconds depending on how anxious I am. I think this happened because I've realised how close exams are and how unprepared/unrevised I am for them and other anxiety causing things (like other people existing xD).  

Anyways, my parents decided I needed to get this sorted out if its getting too bad, so they decided to make an appointment. I was already anxious because I only had one days warning which made me double anxious. Anyways, onward to my appointment, I was already anxious because I was in public and looked crazy because of my tic and also  I was at my normal doctor but I wasn't seeing my regular GP, instead I was seeing another doctor that I didn't know.

I waited in the waiting room for a while and then got called into the room (I was there with my dad so he came as well). When I went in there was a man in what I would say was his mid 50's, with a blank expression and judging eyes (lol). He was the most monotone and slow (as in the way he acted and moved) person I have ever met. Imagine the sloth from Zootopia mixed with a ""SHHHHH"" librarian and a sprinkle of judgement and dissmisiveness. I honestly think he may have been on some sedative/drug by the way he acted TBH.  I thought this appointment would be the ""Hi, what are your symptoms, does this happen ? oh you probably have this, do this and this to make it easier/ to help"" type , I guess not. 

When I went in and sat down he just glared at me for a solid 5 seconds (why tho ?). For the next part ill be paraphrasing because I don't remember the exact things he said but ill try my best. The first thing he said to me was ""why are you here then"" in a bored voice, me being the anxious person I am just said ""well, i'm anxious, I think i have social anxiety and general anxiety"", he then said ""OK"" in the slowest and most untrusting tone I've heard for a while. He asked me a couple of questions like ""what is your default state of mind"", again being anxious I said ""anxious most of the time"", ""What is your social life, do you have any friends?"", ""Non existent and pretty much no because I'm too anxious to talk to people"". He asked about school and I said I'm doing OK, but that it's hard because I cant ask the teacher questions in class etc because I'm too anxious and don't want to be looked at or else my face goes red and my eyes start to water and also all the other things that come with general and social anxiety. At this point my face started to go red and I just blinked a lot so I was obviously visibly anxious (as well as the tics lol).   He then preceded to tell me that he ""cant do anything"" and that I should talk to a school councillor (my school doesn't have one) and maybe I should come back when I'm 18 because I could then get adult counselling and also he wouldn't want to treat it medically. Probably the funniest part was when he said that I should ""look online"" to get some help. Wow thank you! I had never thought of that!!! \\s

 The whole time I explained he had the blankest look I've ever seen on a human face. The only thing he did was print of a sheet with some websites on like the Samaritans and 2 other websites and said I should have a look. The way he went to print off that sheet literally looked like he was doing it in slow motion though with how slow/tranquillised he was. He did talk about a place in my city where I could go to look for help which is in the town centre. I'm pretty sure he didn't understand I would be too anxious to go there (my dad says hes gonna make me go there anyways :P). My dad asked about the tics and he said ""Its a physical manifestation of the anxiety"" which was probably the longest sentence he managed to say about my anxiety during this whole thing. I'm sure I didn't do this conversation justice but just imagine the most ""whatever"" doctor and then imagine them being sedated with horse tranquilliser.

That appointment was full of loooong pauses which made it even worse. Anyways, in the aftermath I'm pretty sure I don't want to go to the doctors again. My dad said hes going to get me an appointment with his doctor who's much nicer once I'm 18 (in 1-2 months) but I'm not sure if I want to. My dad agrees he was terrible so at least It wasn't just me. The only upside to this is that my mum contacted my school to tell them why I was off and apparently I might be able to get concessions (I think that's what it's called) where exams are marked more leniently. Although my head of year is going to tell all of my  teachers whats wrong with me (I think they just assumed i was awkward) because I never told them but I haven't in the first place because I never got a diagnosis ( technically still don't but I am not going to try to go back and go through that again, but he did say it was anxiety at one point sooo) and also I'm too anxious to.

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Because of this, it has really put me off trying to get help if it will just make it worse than I started. I wish I was just a normal, non anxious human :P

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Sorry if I over exaggerated at all, this  just happened to me so it's probably gonna be on my mind for a while ;P. ATM i just feel defeated and sad. I really hope this doesn't come off as a pity post because I just wanted to vent. Anybody else gone though the same ? ",4.175749469130166,4.835501017087066,5.28128133124293,83.89333004227113,70.56224572823433,8.3710373295759,28.657455000099226,8.519232481742142,1.9404565004266807,4726,168,982,73,82,1565,389,1229,0.107,0.794,0.1,0.9473,3,1,1,0,0,0,153.0,0,7,6,4,75,34,1,2,62,4,105,19,7,12,14,184,221,91,0,27,36,7,2,4,1,14,11,17,2,7,78,55,1,3,21,0,1,27,23,12,4,6,69,34,116,22,131,127,25,138,0,3,15,0,111,53,0,26,55,663,194,15,0.02893533493204277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02564942855904872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06386172324038572,0.09255830756442412,0.02407651662481226,0.06270284661962619,0.07031919814533208,0.01967701998870304,0.030341221594575987,0.2434899722587004,0.4903303853635413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02381131519875361,0.0,0.10820252871345036,0.0,0.0,0.06674845947332138,0.04831959207701633,0.2645806740975644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030365848842877782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05909242426001107,0.03309431470107643,0.0,0.02972455958004693,0.0,0.07477568680291065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046205020907207635,0.06403279548687807,0.0,0.03732179454126747,0.029831059768642868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776992483884141,0.025321506590811782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03355580216031865,0.0,0.048343518869278346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03227054715958652,0.01911151582697113,0.0523473340504415,0.024379267651008497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.014630574751177369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049224762223145764,0.0,0.0,0.022355367991294527,0.0,0.13605766416076365,0.0,0.19733541188322107,0.0,0.04628446127661067,0.0,0.03187553362615018,0.028650530789599886,0.10234968447997728,0.0,0.025920376620117355,0.0,0.059392002969211766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636847044559075,0.0,0.0,0.05747863290413015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01590210335426822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02043788278201825,0.05654537227029465,0.0,0.0,0.02560686087296861,0.17008875654815958,0.0,0.0,0.024599787021853625,0.0,0.054758627079656855,0.07725824301478636,0.0,0.02906943311258984,0.0,0.0,0.029149305792405926,0.0,0.030695817749834518,0.05843287948917152,0.0,0.02309590828355873,0.030753681802059674,0.04254160103471949,0.021455184213812074,0.06695014231922197,0.0,0.030773056964445232,0.0,0.05670096936017141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030815187355452425,0.05882199540691836,0.06601987827584263,0.0,0.0,0.032129265176010544,0.06266829600719505,0.0,0.060180353830318986,0.050530436749525516,0.06046253286375897,0.0,0.08205973271268786,0.0,0.0554241047991151,0.14718819033285108,0.12478874006628075,0.0,0.0,0.02908800359983789,0.06482839457275663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03707343297812543,0.0,0.02857015246057603,0.0,0.03277809387156603,0.0,0.3027654260993935,0.0920421588690591,0.0,0.1171364149401306,0.0691731470111865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798372020226465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06478147697131849,0.08192231597700576,0.0,0.023107795854025236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908484295130913,0.03007489213626162,0.0,0.06977137850210749,0.07587227432135514,0.026639768820573274,0.0,0.0,0.13456345560722502,0.09270297133418264,0.05685763931602439,0.04594284765553183,0.03374485298134748,0.0,0.05485462839133541,0.027648952524103813,0.0,0.07858077221435318,0.0,0.0,0.03012270412365093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240086138957732,0.09187008816030616,0.0,0.0,0.10406536439173276,0.1341167268635971,0.07832891751817199,0.0646105362224857,0.03327420716952618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05897515662114546,0.08221932696162643,0.031636246403212866,0.07031919814533208,0.037266814028029775
anxiety,VladiRais,2019/04/03,"Lustral tablets? So I was at my psychiatrist and he suggested for me to use lustral is it worth the try what do you guys think? Any one uses it also?
It's an SSRI's ",-1.0833333333333321,0.9959884444444498,2.2957777777777792,91.42700000000002,95.11111111111113,5.102222222222223,21.088888888888885,6.742157984588678,0.5710622222222219,128,5,29,2,5,46,32,36,0.0,0.929,0.071,0.3485,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,0,4,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,20,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161870019567233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688734537778814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39149053923774585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26792121083790305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533449484973209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684385597760265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6829665473607957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nereaes24,2019/04/03,"Flight anxiety - leaving in about a month and it gets worse everyday. Please help. I woke up this morning realizing that something needs to change. I had the worse nightmares of plane crashes and I woke up super anxious. I want to get over this fear but everyday I feel anxious about the flight (2 flights actually) that I have to get on in about a month and I just want to get back to a point where I don't feel this anxiety. I was thinking of just cancelling everything but I've told everyone at work (sigh). I bought this dream trip to Italy and the flights were to cheap to pass up. Although i worry about the age of the plane that I'm getting on, the feeling of being in turbulence engines failing mid-flight over the Atlantic. It's always been a dream of mine to visit Italy and I've studied Italian enough to speak it. I just want to get over this stupid fear I don't feel excited about the trip anymore because I dread having to get on a plane again. I watch youtubers who calmly get on planes and travel the world and envy them so much as i sit anxiety riddled for something that it is a month away. I tell myself ""why can't I be normal"". I know I'm going to break down and cry again the weekend of my flight. Any tips to help rid myself of this anxiety before then?? Thank you so much in advance :) ",3.600458015267176,5.01118541984733,4.201442748091605,88.27285114503815,72.66412213740458,7.07206106870229,27.603816793893127,7.554174236665415,1.4367703816793886,1028,38,212,12,20,326,133,262,0.187,0.7020000000000001,0.111,-0.9737,0,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,1,4,14,10,1,3,16,0,12,0,0,0,0,25,38,15,0,5,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,15,8,0,0,7,4,2,7,3,5,1,0,8,6,25,4,45,28,3,40,0,1,1,0,9,20,0,0,11,137,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.10784283169645596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195403648545857,0.0,0.0,0.07515129543704935,0.0,0.33816256640631603,0.2496920344874273,0.10959725451187988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382875801860936,0.08497616679638496,0.0,0.06736650304926013,0.0,0.0940367538305664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690602498208162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139118606394625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418744373490446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055980326724684,0.09932019517750207,0.0,0.0,0.2487112833347983,0.22351080522778627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4618996495151632,0.0,0.06280596963336743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14814643862120974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06073397638124136,0.0,0.0,0.11701523272659435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646265686269379,0.0,0.16247665701212793,0.08194253440989592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827735354234877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130793390162847,0.1044686512510032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701535922938042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09659151819870057,0.10174371618054934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081101092164589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055980326724684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955468203954317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971902291864623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045335185704472,0.11222932344048336,0.2252403779244262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Happy_teddy24,2019/04/03,"ADHD making anxiety worse. And vice versa. Its school work mostly. In class and on homework I can't get it dont because I cant focus. And then the work piles up. And that makes my anxiety worse. And when my anxiety gets bad, my focus issues get worse. Making it harder to work, my anxiety gets worse and so on and so forth.
Does anyone else have this issue? Because it is extremely hard for me to deal with.",0.8781707317073142,3.321634621951219,2.8616585365853666,89.15102439024393,86.92682926829269,5.719024390243902,17.956097560975607,7.1686216300943375,0.4289668292682927,317,8,63,5,10,106,52,82,0.267,0.733,0.0,-0.9657,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,3,0,12,12,11,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,7,0,8,12,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,39,13,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297463894927902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4149594423467154,0.0,0.0,0.09482036879590808,0.13894657110337927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322713763308435,0.16533093438012875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980604408999225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186716024947012,0.0,0.15893173726629553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328320520493496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833986372587683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147826274648615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830793448409919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715584715983074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724268362129788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961730363266472,0.0,0.5527851447944158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bipolar_Pigeon,2019/04/03,"I'm Just so Exshausted from Being in a Constantly Anxious State I have been diagnosed as having depression and anxiety since I was around 13. I am 28 now, and have never received help for it. I was originally in the US, and my doctor would refuse to talk to me about options, or to refer me to someone that could help. I probably should have tried a different office, because I saw several different doctors there that would simply tell me I have these things, and then do nothing. I felt helpless.

In 2017 I moved to a different country, which has caused my depression and anxiety to be on a whole new crazy level. I constantly feel like I am in ""fight or flight"" mode, and it is completely exshausting. The muscles in my body are always tight and hurting, and I am always fatigued. It has gotten to the point where I cannot leave my apartment by myself anymore. If I am with my husband, I am fine and can go outside no problem, but on my own it is a paralyzing fear. After *hours* of trying to fight through it, I have managed to go outside, and I am usually ok once I get out there, but I shouldn't have to psyche myself up for several hours just to go to the grocery store down the road. 

In mid-February I started taking a French class. It was just for 8 weeks monday-wednesday in the evening. For the first half I went to every single class, and I was so proud of myself. I thought I was *finally* overcoming my fears. Starting last week though it's like the door was shut in my face. I am right back to not being able to leave the house. I have missed several classes, and I am supposed to have a class tonight too. I want to go so badly, since there is just one more week left after this. By missing class I feel like I'm being judged by the people there, and I will just sit in my chair in a paralyzed state for hours just trying to force myself to ""suck it up"" and go. 

I am tired of living like this; it isn't sustainable. I am letting myself down, and even though my husband tries not to show it, I know I'm letting him down too. He doesn't understand the anxiety very well, so it seems silly to him at times, which makes me feel even worse. My family back in the US doesn't really know this is happening, since I'm keeping quiet about it. I have no friends either, so I feel very alone most of the time. I want to be able to have a job, to go out and meet people, to go to the grocery store without fear, to just *be normal.* 

A few weeks ago I made an appointment with my GP to find out who I should see for my anxiety and depression. None of the Psychiatres she is associated with know English, so it's up to me to find one. She did give me a paper, which I guess is sort of a referal, to give to whoever I end up seeing. I'm scared though. I'm afraid of not being taken seriously, or that my problems aren't severe enough to receive help. I know it's silly, but I still feel that way all the same. 

I'm sorry this is so long, but I have been holding this in for so long that it feels nice to get it out. ",4.972071197411005,4.720149977346281,5.902734627831715,83.31860032362462,68.64401294498381,9.132038834951457,29.62621359223301,8.761943790366164,2.0509300970873787,2338,77,502,35,36,775,262,618,0.141,0.784,0.07400000000000001,-0.9904,4,1,0,0,2,0,78.0,2,0,0,2,36,32,3,5,29,1,64,7,2,4,2,89,115,38,0,12,20,2,8,4,1,6,5,1,1,0,32,25,0,4,18,1,2,11,14,20,1,4,16,12,74,12,89,83,11,82,0,8,3,0,24,35,1,9,36,368,106,11,0.12417770226759245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05503802030320189,0.0,0.0,0.0643053247568411,0.0,0.0,0.10332579595495996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18999120469078096,0.07014272889234895,0.06157545655273713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05527224110993978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548498801166172,0.0518415972436754,0.03784878736328117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896671668010107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06378235327559409,0.0,0.0,0.06509897912395879,0.1341919812143342,0.0,0.0495728954145378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043110950556164,0.06301887694075428,0.0,0.19460890348946608,0.0,0.12710114013066315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054992293157168005,0.06415438061730437,0.0,0.1230273017999134,0.0,0.052312534950414616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058531843082700215,0.209601657760925,0.18836393216691866,0.08871257531184615,0.05961503392052413,0.06801530153800665,0.11349617020382168,0.05281274505630276,0.0,0.0,0.04796969236791646,0.0,0.06487772418916404,0.11912256720990898,0.24700567456230585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839786948284801,0.0,0.05490496600603622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485054441451675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18343503456045332,0.07164219799967582,0.06646739929089207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616136042833968,0.05518742369810385,0.0,0.0,0.13648963527759608,0.05061070056261442,0.0,0.1314862568566225,0.06745971842639616,0.12698011386534586,0.0,0.12133390573984815,0.0,0.054825593071626696,0.1098933588624153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058749972188413366,0.041444790259639416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659906227354465,0.0,0.0,0.047886749650642206,0.059965799325140685,0.0,0.0,0.06083389139980285,0.059575927208452686,0.0,0.0,0.06612260009660277,0.084146024800715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608918332148639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05869403321167972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694228288134682,0.11882129050507664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03977570791220656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053023539620543,0.0,0.0,0.062161771472585475,0.0,0.09895355136596076,0.05652335817804247,0.0,0.2805709155693958,0.0,0.15408161779908072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052607682079728026,0.0,0.0,0.06950338555517252,0.08789361680412787,0.0,0.049584236718888286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04668308899975149,0.04990466665746512,0.05426839256782935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041249073804785735,0.0,0.1830059429899171,0.04929161240826202,0.07240901680286195,0.07136200073932282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686170172024782,0.0,0.0,0.06463668371122304,0.14937048623070512,0.0,0.06838209767706012,0.10245960931180384,0.07324322613075197,0.04928324003187273,0.1992157249510579,0.0,0.05582533374054157,0.0575569870426104,0.0,0.06931998497018008,0.0,0.05985143684715996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06327384370428832,0.08821227685856523,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,believealpha,2019/04/03,"My anxiety is through the roof. Friend might be pregnant. So I stupidly had unprotected sex with a friend. She always said she has problems with her uterus that keep her getting pregnant or carrying a baby to full term. We had sex last Monday and her period was due Saturday but never came. She blames a cortisone shot she received Tuesday for always messing up her cycle. I tried to get her to take plan b but because of a family history of ovarian cancer she refused. She assures me that there’s nothing to worry about but I’m terrified. 
I fucked up. I can’t sleep well and it’s on my mind all the time. Playing all the what if scenarios in my head. I’m stupid I know. I just trusted that everything would be okay. 
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anxiety,LetYourPowerShine,2019/04/03,"Don't know what to bring up during therapy Hey dudes. Sorry for formating and my train of thought. 

Been going to therapy for my anxiety for a bit over a month now. And already my therapist said we should take a three week pause because I didn't know spesifically what to work on next. We usually met weekly.
I had a really good week and got to do a bunch of stuff I had been putting off. I was feeling confident since there wasn't too much to do in the near future. So I didn't know what my next 'thing' should be. We agreed that during these three weeks I would get back to working out and figure out what to work on next.

The appointment is coming up next week, I have not started working out yet even though I want to. And I have no clue of what to take up next time. She wants to work on specific 'projects'/more tangible situations and I am just back to being completely apathetic.

Was good to get it on text, thank you.",3.597050691244238,4.922582591397852,4.690353302611367,85.09838709677422,72.54838709677419,8.755145929339479,25.651305683563752,9.23628265651192,1.8897047619047624,726,23,155,16,14,238,106,186,0.043,0.863,0.094,0.8516,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,3,1,0,5,10,3,0,0,7,0,21,0,0,0,0,26,40,8,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,10,13,0,0,6,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,13,2,19,3,32,22,3,37,0,0,0,0,8,14,0,0,19,111,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195731645780882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761224349694529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15602415179008733,0.0,0.06184558502450765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076179303554737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873938754542227,0.10637287820548064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700959250268126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05129833033823717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601134374598524,0.0,0.05765880310228948,0.17019006659512306,0.08114225259345507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672698505999009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097983522460596,0.0,0.07458056638618775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5394888678424835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198956930412023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06499420713227036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650624933299642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392402556029678,0.11403885706427913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135697558705331,0.0718098587809016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614087337121826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525619789204522,0.0,0.0,0.09340546658852658,0.2320436130156788,0.11779623409878386,0.06740171294499597,0.0,0.09967831112209187,0.08054336264278059,0.05915880424701383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173755173312852,0.0,0.11968072122525117,0.0,0.4069025031576168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692996064485597,0.0,0.0,0.07207020685099244,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,exodusTay,2019/04/03,"Just started my first job. Hello everyone, I started working in a job I really wanted after being unemployed for 2 years.(yay)

However I am quite shy with people( although I learned how to deal with this when I have to work with partners etc.) and it is quite quite anxiety inducing, I dont want to seem like a cold person, but just don't know how to initiate conversations unless they do first. 

I only did 40 days of internship as required by my school so I don't really know how to be a part of office space, and I wasn't good at making friends in school aswell. Anyone have any tips or similar experiences?",5.124558823529412,6.075412747899161,6.275115546218487,76.56712710084034,68.57983193277312,9.983613445378152,30.841386554621852,10.125756701596842,3.161091596638656,483,19,90,12,8,162,82,119,0.069,0.877,0.054000000000000006,0.1022,5,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,8,7,3,0,0,3,0,12,0,0,5,0,22,20,12,0,2,5,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,1,5,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,1,12,3,18,16,2,11,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,2,8,63,14,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039617754571747,0.0,0.11695068126338498,0.0,0.0,0.10689533093271608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985931819448693,0.15760973659109556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17917100372557604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17049855006556974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608076810346451,0.0,0.14954328976452735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26007462919250723,0.0,0.0,0.11811258761274755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12822618787810128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034141715249841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16803468199578575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468810442945274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204675450259146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162700409744235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16555116886409174,0.0,0.10598583924179747,0.1334865218951631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4878113346416754,0.0,0.0,0.1958741677810601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30943988660009913,0.0,0.13917371084572427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164146152065416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803419312564683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225929240979043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Rep_Rangers,2019/04/03,"Advice for my weird anxiety sleeping problem... Hi everyone. So I haven't experienced any anxiety symptoms in over a year now. It was bad, shakes/panic attacks but I somehow snapped out of it (still don't know how I did without meds) but managed not to experience any symptoms.. until now.

Now I'm experiencing anxiety symptoms again and I'm very upset about it. I'm fine while I'm at work (distractions are key, I guess)..it's not until nighttime when I feel it. Dry mouth, shakes, mainly having anxiety about having anxiety. Although when I start to experience the shakes I do prevent myself from having a full blown fight/flight situation. I can somehow control that but I don't know if that's good or bad? I had 2 crying spells last night while talking to my friend about it. (I avoid talking about it so I won't have think about it)
Also, the worst part is - I cannot sleep. I'm experiencing a weird situation where I'm about to drift off into a nice sleep but my anxiety will wake me right back up. It's like my brain doesn't want me to sleep. It's the kind of sensation you get when you are sleeping sitting up and your head falls to the side and you jerk it back up. Has anyone ever experienced this? The past 2 sleepless nights haven't been fun. I've tried the mediation apps, they aren't really working for me. My body/brain is still waking me up once I drift. I even went back to gym tonight (after months) and did cardio for over an hour to tire myself out and came home and took Melatonin with no luck :(
I took 200mg L-Theanine yesterday morning and I feel great (could have just been exhaustion and coffee, though) Because when I took another 200mg pill around 5pm, I felt nothing. I also took a 250mg of Magnesium Cirate and still did not help me fall asleep with ease. (P.S. I tried magnesium glycinate yesterday and it made me super sick) 

I hope I'm not alone on this strange sleeping problem. I don't know how long I go on with this, I'm thinking of just going to a psychiatrist. I'm just really disappointed that I let myself get like this again. Should I just go see a doctor? I really don't want to be on medication but it's truly a struggle. Any advice or suggestions would be so greatly appreciated. Thank you!
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anxiety,ayooowithdalocs,2019/04/03,Waking up with an anxiety attack When I wake up with and anxiety attack I just lay there and cry myself to sleep.. but I don’t know why I’m crying.. this been going on for 3 months now and idk what to do.. ,0.6276666666666664,2.083362377777778,3.2197222222222237,92.01625,80.7777777777778,6.277777777777778,15.694444444444445,7.1686216300943375,-0.2462222222222228,157,2,37,2,4,55,34,45,0.241,0.759,0.0,-0.7543,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,1,0,3,3,3,0,0,8,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,8,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,26,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3896002754740085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5793831943989045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5594237118936976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14471869746322782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13994437160932086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032525068843555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548255131436372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297744496794658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Scotianangler,2019/04/03,"Just need to vent.. Work is getting the best of me, I work away far from my family and friends from anywhere from 14-90 days, I’ve always had issues with anxiety, but today was the worst attack I’ve ever had in my life. It woke me up from a mere 5 hours of sleep, I felt like I was having heart attack, palms and fingers so sweaty I couldn’t even use my phones, body was shaking, felt nauseous and like I was shit my pants at the same time. I just needed to let this out, I am not in a good place mentally, I Hope writing this and your reading this I just want you to know your not alone in your struggles. Anxiety sucks.",4.085769230769234,4.0886593846153865,4.72596153846154,90.12278846153843,70.53846153846155,7.730769230769233,25.48076923076923,7.1686216300943375,0.8676923076923071,480,12,110,4,8,154,85,130,0.227,0.649,0.124,-0.9542,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,4,0,3,6,13,4,2,5,0,11,7,6,1,1,24,22,6,0,5,6,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,7,0,0,9,3,19,6,17,11,3,15,0,0,0,0,7,9,2,1,7,72,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627858675318931,0.0,0.0,0.13078216614684107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404768438380992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35761843800641635,0.14767105829179425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16494543419401606,0.0,0.0,0.17458595921953066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136485295310796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381258539805116,0.1421737588915526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14817057359537464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018252392439196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143299200924383,0.0,0.08211743471915528,0.0,0.0,0.13183090780323187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18625309633548587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15611020970148026,0.1547856850609637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16404983344430088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637925308592524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16072205585642318,0.11101732959713044,0.15357550235210404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15839540191245988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330864975434321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16421439076651778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572175038782605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16133784814178126,0.0,0.0,0.15728847998284873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643134050923553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164998903245047,0.0,0.1489834936671366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574870952967313,0.0,0.0,0.09270586962754328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22885050035410234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,erickdvile0,2019/04/03,"Being alone I feel better. I got a lot to tell about how I feel in this moment, probably many of you are feeling like this right now. I will be brief. 

So... When I was a child (I  do not remember how old I was ) but i was entering 6 grade, a normal day, but something in a way that I do not remember changed in me, that first day of school I started to feel afraid, drowned, desperate, I just wanted to go out crying and be with my mom. From that day on, every time I knew I had to go to school, I felt that I just wanted to stay at my house with my mom, I began to have those symptoms that continued throughout middle school.

During my middle school years, this anxiety, fear and depression that I felt for having to go to school was decreasing, and it only happened to me when I had to return to school after the holidays, and when I returned to my school routine disappeared, and then anxiety returned every Sunday. (maybe sounds funny but it was real).

During my high school was totally different because the anxiety, the fear and the desperation never manifested. I think high school was my best years. 

On university the problem came back, worst than ever. I'm about a month away from graduating. 

Now im 23 old, today I woke up from bed because I start feeling anxiety (its 2:30am where I live) desperate And I started having suicidal thoughts. 

This week has been harder to me, I feel sad, desperate, anxious.  I have not been able to pay attention to my family, I do not feel the strength to speak to them, just be alone, I can not study for my exams, I am afraid of the future, the past makes me nostalgic, I just wish I could escape from this world.

Sorry if my English is not good.",5.110142857142859,5.639778057575757,5.985844155844159,80.13590909090912,68.42424242424242,9.437229437229435,29.350649350649352,9.48565724429506,2.4890649350649343,1309,45,258,26,21,432,165,330,0.227,0.7040000000000001,0.069,-0.9958,1,2,1,0,0,0,52.0,0,1,1,4,17,13,0,4,13,0,29,1,0,3,3,54,57,18,2,7,14,2,9,1,0,1,1,2,1,1,15,11,0,0,15,1,1,7,7,8,0,1,19,11,47,5,42,32,4,59,0,2,0,0,7,16,0,2,35,185,62,13,0.07104319481252436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471586486384898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21739139831122334,0.08025858849671627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06674742012533283,0.054627831576123415,0.0,0.08661454431724126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455544993893506,0.06283193254768851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125448874248015,0.0,0.0,0.07515428012018678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05672221022042567,0.0,0.07803761357012896,0.1374509501916323,0.0,0.06118939959141411,0.0,0.0,0.0742250178058581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06426263700758998,0.11971391139483835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06697320138682572,0.15988669069587713,0.2514510173446263,0.05075327256916893,0.13642521616141534,0.0,0.0,0.06042930521510032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112645440907355,0.05958766118719756,0.05681973281093195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628232625489614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15012207172297942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197430837173265,0.0,0.0,0.07673884147096374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0347081164550188,0.0,0.06273244259112475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06039838370092007,0.0,0.0,0.047421884196808636,0.07202664886955465,0.0713724380435768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16640986226707405,0.05670600030774279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05479289151345506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960724701777711,0.0,0.0,0.1490957644081058,0.0,0.0,0.0540315509838903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06781876815360646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659657985434946,0.06797874284255248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086270903136396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16095618135887793,0.060670500196474186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6470955536888615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054692522223147265,0.0,0.07952704020059409,0.15085421683686515,0.07572259307230148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770972434779097,0.0,0.0,0.0738410813636727,0.0,0.0,0.06209488362171155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0455216106373872,0.0,0.0564003610792773,0.041425858209421726,0.0,0.06734064181954068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380623393226959,0.056390781253656326,0.05698656561915572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169616794582776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149897643325892
anxiety,sushicary,2019/04/03,"My anxiety cost my team the game. Devastated and depressed I’ve been dealing with major anxiety now for about 15 years (32 now). It comes out a lot in social situations and also at work when talking to people especially of higher ranking in meetings.

Unfortunately, it also comes out pretty hard on sports when playing in something group oriented rather than 1-on-1. I played sports throughout my childhood and high school and never had issues but my anxiety has crippled my sport playing ability to the point I look like someone who’s never played in his life. I either overthink everything (throwing, catching, batting) so it doesn’t come out right, or my heart just races uncontrollably, my stomach feels like it’s sinking, and my legs shake and my mind just won’t turn off (pleas god don’t fuck up) thoughts. I noticed though if I’m randomly having a good game, the anxiety subsides a bit. But as soon as one bad play happens, it dominos badly and it just gets worse from there.

Tonight was probably the worst of all. 1 for 3 batting, already had a dropped flyball and with 2 outs, ahead by 1, bases loaded......I drop the easiest flyball hit directly at me. As the ball came to me I literally just panicked, made contact, and it just bounced off my glove. We lost. One of the most embarrassing moments of my life and the team wouldn’t even look at me after. 

I think I’m gonna drop out of this league as I’m embarrassed to even show my face after this. Sad part is, playing catch with one friend or going to batting cages, I do amazing. But as soon as I’m in social setting, anxiety comes and I can’t play whatsoever. Wish I could just turn it off but I can’t. :(

Probably gonna cry myself to sleep tonight. Feel so unbelievably emasculated. ",4.076282271944926,6.144227746987956,4.779466437177284,81.91506024096388,72.73493975903614,7.634423407917385,30.531841652323585,8.418075326091056,2.4069721170395875,1380,62,256,24,28,443,190,332,0.196,0.672,0.132,-0.9742,0,0,1,0,0,0,51.0,1,0,0,6,22,23,1,4,12,0,15,8,5,1,3,55,42,31,0,5,15,0,3,2,1,4,2,0,0,0,11,25,0,0,4,16,1,10,8,11,0,3,8,5,28,12,47,28,8,51,0,3,2,1,15,21,1,6,18,163,39,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200934505500797,0.16234130373630226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38824155657655096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16949889815842242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081326605131107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160905884345974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497379558980545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104062758513837,0.0,0.11149454780399956,0.0,0.10464351093079906,0.08742302750854962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408146615334116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122293477952514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026443392070179,0.07251263737822257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841974817193999,0.09383643064626183,0.05303030457086716,0.0,0.057685598194709566,0.08513457850417383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975737377173634,0.0,0.0909253387313057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027967580475195,0.0,0.10724182696278672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059411154537926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338691463791828,0.09917693717794916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704712642565209,0.0,0.11080079418850644,0.08629288071161878,0.0,0.09604310131463874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248750314212124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15656831065640645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556004363891717,0.0,0.0,0.206339974746908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991615063466127,0.0,0.0703683069782856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595165356394644,0.0,0.0,0.10326343833195266,0.2188714042752992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668166125261455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272485969528647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409185299118205,0.10157472682270137,0.2069358381900305,0.08600182692355549,0.0781407548816196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158299957121458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06503801386448309,0.09972463344262388,0.08058079260541802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22080880425438432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672162801664995,0.0,0.0,0.07389424533583526,0.0,0.10343862226808144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06536358901331121
anxiety,Throwaway555confused,2019/04/03,"I think I'm remembering a repressed trauma, but I'm afraid to believe it. So, I'm in my 30s. I used drugs and drank heavily in my 20s but been clean for years. My memory is pretty bad because of this. I feel like I am remembering a really traumatic event from my childhood, but it seems weird that I wouldn't think of it until now. I also heard that repressed memories are just something made up for movies and tv and it doesn't really happen. I also heard that many people think they are remembering a repressed memory, but it's a false memory.

Anyway, here it is. I don't know what to make of it, but I feel like I have to confess it. I think when I was a kid my grandfather forced me to perform a sex act on him. I remember him telling me to close my eyes and open my mouth and then I felt like I was drowning. Maybe I blacked out. I don't remember the act clearly happening just being confused and terrified. I think I bit him. I remember trying to get away from him. I don't remember much before or after that. I feel like it happened because when I sit with the Idea I get this feeling of genuine sadness. It feels like I could cry even though I haven't been able to physically cry in a long time probably due to depression.

I feel like my whole life was thrown off track from this. I still made my own mistakes, but I feel like I was cheated out of a better life. I'm also afraid that this memory is manufactured to excuse me of guilt for failing to be successful and thrive. I wish there was some way to know, but he's been dead for years now. ",3.155175026123299,4.3682375203761765,4.648922413793105,85.40602729885059,73.48275862068967,8.326071055381401,25.83085161964472,8.841846274778883,1.7642945663531877,1215,40,260,24,24,407,152,319,0.202,0.657,0.141,-0.9776,0,0,2,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,4,16,24,1,7,10,0,24,7,2,4,1,61,57,24,2,4,10,0,8,7,0,1,3,2,1,1,20,12,1,3,25,1,0,2,6,15,0,0,14,12,48,9,36,39,5,30,1,3,2,1,12,11,0,4,22,174,68,2,0.07604049674127382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824286733139657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07144254978851307,0.0,0.06349063856529287,0.09270716206221352,0.0,0.06470486207960102,0.08567160044176422,0.0,0.0672516400022337,0.08301652812548188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06071214917637329,0.0,0.16705383016727893,0.0,0.0,0.06549356842002778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818283495992706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050224030942606586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691385193957136,0.3259400763934541,0.07301080161389964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945604218310423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20172708042213447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584046513982363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357973675642986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074193032660278,0.26004682027754683,0.0,0.0,0.06729344676114161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439027131977738,0.05075762203893434,0.07709312866775386,0.07639289951403759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05589851443652847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05271690604896012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773605222379156,0.08198451654908652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742697868131983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6029734171924497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06922441235192657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058539689393981235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060726038923095235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646274577243719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436183996556096,0.07470940196961195,0.0,0.044339825151313114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05162650585802688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567457463558371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0603574069194394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489649904894035,0.08744281853951914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793517363152904
anxiety,Entropy125,2019/04/03,"Working for a big company and I have to contact contractors that aren't doing their job well enough, it scares the hell out of me. Hi everyone,

My boss gave me a project where I have to arrange a meeting with contractors that work for us, and discuss the errors they are making. 

My boss thought I was the right person, because I seem calm an wellspoken (on the surface). 
But I  actually have quite a social anxiety, and feel easely intimidated (especially by the construction worker type of person (no offense to construction workers) ). 

I send out the emails, and are awaiting response, but even having my work phone near me makes me feel nervous. 

One side of me tells me  ""go to your boss and tell him you are not fit for this role"", 
But the other side sees this as a great, opportunity for facing my anxiety, and tells me to pull through it. 

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anxiety,Throwaway9873213,2019/04/03,"Why am I always apologising to people!?!? Hello everyone,

So basically I suffer with pretty bad GAD and have some trust issues because in the end people seem to always end up blocking me. It happened quite a few years ago pretty badly to me as someone who I saw as a close friend blocked me because I kept messaging too much. Then last week it happened again to me but this time I didnt do anything wrong but still got blocked. All I am trying to do is make some friends but the fear of being rejected/blocked in the end is so strong.

Moving on I am now speaking to am American guy and we get on pretty well so far but am constantly worrying and thinking he will block me.  We got into a conversation about how his mates are into dugs and because I am against it I tried pointing out to him that drugs are bad and what made it even worse he says he occasionally also does it. We didnt have an argument or anything but because we had different point of views I was so worried he was gonna block me so I apologised so much when i didnt even do anything wrong tbh. This is not the first time either as I seem to apologise all the time and even he pointed out to me to stop saying sorry all the time. But I just feel if i dont keep saying sorry he will block me, even when i do nothing wrong.

I hope this post kinda makes sense and hopefully someone could give me some advice. Thank you for reading.

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anxiety,cvthvrticbvrebxne,2019/04/03,"Waking up? I just woke up in the middle of the night in an EXTREME panic for, what seems to be no specific reason?! It was about 10 minutes ago and it's better but its still super intense. I have really irregular sleep habits so I was surprised I fell asleep that early. I'm debating whether I'm awake for a while nor or if I should try to sleep again. ",1.59195694716243,3.5927290958904123,3.510019569471627,88.47191780821919,79.95890410958904,6.36320939334638,21.38747553816047,7.447530270364453,0.7522187866927591,276,8,58,4,7,93,58,73,0.051,0.785,0.165,0.8562,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,1,4,0,5,4,4,1,0,9,9,8,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,5,3,10,4,0,12,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,3,6,41,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645675271944713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639643594467494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280085280716319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35017948959490197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19120165708667125,0.3068674528346937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717075399789065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5973527711233537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23835121293013525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20263531935927945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,txrixox,2019/04/03,"‘Please offer me a seat’ public transport badges Would you offer a seat to someone wearing a ‘please offer me a seat’ badge on a train? 

Does anyone else wear this badge? 

I’ve recently got this badge for my train journey everyday to and from work, which is of course really busy and there are never seats available (public transport in the UK is horrific!). 

I suffer from anxiety, and at its worst I feel very faint and nauseous. Due to an experience a few months ago, I’m now terrified of being sick on the train and have crippling anxiety whenever I’m on the train, ESPECIALLY when I have to stand up. I experience many physical symptoms that make it really difficult to stand for a length of time and is a horrible start to my day at work. I often have to spend 10 minutes calming myself down before going to work. 

So it’s day 2 of wearing the badge, and I’m currently stood on the train. I’ve noticed that people seem to glance and glance away. Everyone is just looking down on phones/reading books (me included) so no one seems to notice at all. Yesterday I asked someone if I could sit down and of course he offered his seat no questions asked, but that just spiked my anxiety worrying about what judgements everyone was making about me. 

Does anyone have any suggestions how to make this easier? ",6.501430499325237,6.993029534412957,6.788275303643726,75.72295276653175,65.39676113360323,10.473306342780027,32.660998650472344,10.355215969177356,3.3831254520917664,1033,40,187,24,15,334,138,247,0.108,0.866,0.026,-0.9315,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,3,11,4,0,0,14,0,13,6,3,4,2,26,29,15,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,11,9,0,0,4,1,1,4,3,3,0,1,3,4,17,1,36,23,3,35,0,1,3,0,13,14,0,5,14,118,28,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807839049336597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291259375190102,0.0,0.27981489202038945,0.0,0.0,0.17050438218516684,0.1249256861345988,0.0,0.0,0.2279652180893587,0.0,0.11455173970450715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374845999337838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734650190874533,0.0,0.0,0.15726196297348935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133932669027535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018519710516906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330074746697169,0.0,0.23853040173744716,0.0,0.0,0.061648506806296424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929229649497687,0.0,0.09751386991161357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238556725081974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441559235372628,0.12361193762396397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731868250097203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940354104251652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776228749426297,0.0,0.0,0.0826189502890519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452684454325553,0.0,0.0,0.2676721774115858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365829364884739,0.0,0.12195713086628293,0.0,0.1562154477287925,0.0,0.12038537572018555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22199030937191871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20661185033332036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629853132888002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12672586170353642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109494445974045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060018151084034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662866703644334,0.12381987891700473,0.0,0.08661140836922765,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cockwombles,2019/04/03,"If I can get over anxiety, you can too! I just wanted to reach out to you guys if you’re struggling and think there’s no way through feeling like you feel right now - there absolutely is. 

Not long ago I couldn’t speak in public, I felt sick every morning, I had panic attacks. I was being crushed by OCD and paranoia. I felt like I’d never achieve anything and was a failure.

It took a lot of effort to not give in and stop pushing myself to face things, a little at a time. 

You just have to believe that the only one making yourself anxious is you, and you can control that. 

It’s not really worth worrying about what might happen, it doesn’t help.

So if you’re going through something awful, know that it won’t always be that way, talk to someone, give yourself a break. In the end no one cares. Look after yourselves.",4.462472283813746,5.2321488170731705,4.974545454545453,85.95227272727274,69.97560975609754,6.939246119733925,28.933481152993345,6.574015621080383,1.356519512195122,642,23,128,4,11,205,106,164,0.206,0.705,0.08900000000000001,-0.9603,0,1,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,6,0,3,9,6,1,2,7,1,15,2,1,2,1,28,31,9,0,5,8,0,4,2,0,2,1,1,0,1,10,6,0,2,6,0,1,3,9,3,0,2,6,6,14,3,18,20,1,22,0,0,1,0,13,8,0,5,10,88,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405492067377475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583420791654978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568937133470915,0.17084513406742025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444815145720138,0.0,0.0,0.17204422517503207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703827072748821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418751163128602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16961559670208515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339435440490262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274165147000014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15293132423325648,0.10803765452210454,0.2904061083285486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901063775333009,0.29014427135657234,0.08594662880835534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14973996880357007,0.1337308431878189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136526068926666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311121625165968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477651904936736,0.15157066357240312,0.0,0.13383244367910802,0.12699383321026184,0.0,0.0,0.12856904356424564,0.0,0.0,0.10094618302021256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16042951615852008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166367247654853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20495266031611048,0.11501607173282236,0.0,0.1774340343163947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688083509435172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914829346180398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813539820615288,0.11642307031204835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643377872865633,0.0,0.15809683987534354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155172175821267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046948066635927,0.09690110202508127,0.0,0.0,0.08818254136049455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16802040288751036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919847420709365,0.2400762526204072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535798596767067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RunaFS91,2019/04/03,"Worrying my way to a panic attack I got into a tiff with my husband like 5 hours ago and can't stop worrying about it. He's been under an extreme amount of stress at work and there's nothing I can do to help him with it. I've been cleaning, cooking every day, packing him lunches etc, just to try to be more helpful and put less stress on him.

But he's withdrawing really hard and it scares me. He's always been a bit introverted and quiet when it comes to conversation, but he said maybe three sentences to me today. I asked him if everything is okay, and I can see it written all over his face that it's not. I've been with him for 13 years and I can tell when something isn't right. And tonight was the first time he wouldn't talk to me. I didn't try to push him into talking, but I did express my feelings about him hardly speaking to me, and now I feel like an asshole because I just added to his stress. 

And of course with the anxiety, my mind is jumping to the worst possible scenarios. His job in the military has one of the highest rates for suicide, so I'm worried about that. His withdrawal from me makes me think he wants to leave me. Just a constant onslaught of horrible things running through my mind, and I can feel the pressure building up in my chest and head. I just want a hole to open up and swallow me. I haven't felt this lost and upset in a long time, and there's nothing I can really do about it. ",5.095834333733492,4.807801292517006,5.7240936374549864,84.82636854741897,68.38775510204081,8.822408963585435,31.579831932773107,8.313332769828598,2.110351980792317,1116,42,241,14,17,363,157,294,0.162,0.777,0.06,-0.9867,1,0,1,0,0,1,26.0,0,0,0,3,15,13,1,7,14,1,22,6,3,1,1,45,38,22,1,4,9,1,6,2,0,1,0,3,1,0,11,23,3,1,5,1,0,5,6,10,0,3,12,10,38,3,40,24,7,34,0,1,1,0,28,13,0,1,17,163,49,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840916997044012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237437829746142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492709518031137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378516830189648,0.12629696330867007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767444992187513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120094608323123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563063306073832,0.0,0.11996908151166975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159626995506155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381241761998282,0.0,0.0,0.09353594324722557,0.0,0.09977420929591428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16839939113722407,0.07931000110728051,0.10659296925215007,0.0,0.0,0.09443032972879048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878980298283032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988974329494033,0.0,0.1139346574842136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488236480709728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932860227134683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101664562608458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755013469323085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847382307131634,0.0,0.0,0.09824585051694576,0.0,0.0,0.121187305103002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410418082957143,0.0,0.11153070243009308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22418944563517373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21304609121131898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522745559644241,0.0,0.0,0.1302536001947665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251540939177606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160195182388837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422396510289887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948072349660589,0.1056018361706144,0.0,0.11114659104396313,0.0,0.08846554438100851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546570060415712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281452078280512,0.3815060732014045,0.0,0.0,0.1214337127851278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17846124538483568,0.09703305894378976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737542355778054,0.0711347033856006,0.0,0.0,0.1294688871927094,0.0,0.10523038430662926,0.0,0.0,0.15074543574037275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096047150273735,0.08811949845347931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808211215493153,0.3382270439383745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149079807954171
anxiety,fireswan7,2019/04/03,"Afraid of sex drive 😖 Just a note that I'm straight so it's not a fear-of-being-gay scenario.
However, I'm scared of looking at the wrong thing online and getting into trouble with the law, that I have done so already, or that I'll do something impulsive in real life.
I'm 27, male, a virgin until recently (girlfriend).

My sex drive feels like this raw, unthinking desire which is the scariest part of me. To clarify, I'm only on mainstream sites such as Pornhub and Tumblr formally. ",4.294872180451127,5.662270968421055,5.3533834586466185,80.85368421052634,70.89473684210526,7.954887218045112,31.46616541353384,8.418075326091056,2.5277218045112786,382,17,70,6,7,126,74,95,0.096,0.826,0.078,-0.3818,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,6,0,4,4,0,0,0,11,11,7,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,1,2,3,1,11,10,1,10,0,0,1,3,2,6,0,1,3,40,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30297460277992594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28096168792407145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30894696658623305,0.13882157726920752,0.19613977293950385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14344191955382402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939239689551248,0.1341320812636756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305542611116357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20880892216568656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973127113749343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124999154895797,0.0,0.0,0.271086658921566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748741246501079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21136329437115803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18239993465627966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001791590052114,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Whomeveritis,2019/04/03,"Stress from job becoming too much I work at a shitty gas station, it's been about 10 months and I'm just now getting paid more than the bare minimum. I'm always on edge from the store duties and people. Whenever I have even a little confrontation with a customer I shake so much I can barely speak straight. Today I had a customer threathen to beat me up for being rude to ""his girl"" . Wasn't even being rude just confused as to what she was talking about. She wasn't explaining it clearly at all so I was trying to figure it out.
     He started just talking shit basically and I just kept saying ""okay"" until they left. Afterwards I called my mother and had a breakdown from all the stres that's been building up. I'm trying to stay there until a full year, but I don't know if I can pull through. ",2.0273125000000007,4.282134106250002,3.281250000000004,89.34875000000002,79.8125,5.75,23.125,6.9077264865688965,0.7911874999999995,627,21,125,7,16,203,102,160,0.116,0.875,0.009000000000000001,-0.8839,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,13,8,4,3,9,1,14,1,1,0,3,21,23,11,0,1,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,6,0,2,3,0,2,2,3,7,0,0,10,2,16,1,23,11,6,21,0,0,0,0,13,10,1,2,8,90,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749122938307871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321614042220855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21464881395443944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776846106079915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982650993943872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20860186474806472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552640349820525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283947388372101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106865285827952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677883208329035,0.0,0.3090583715315585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457337578637592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16716813096141134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157784500106613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878834453881834,0.2240568312306077,0.0,0.0,0.2407958556038537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379190893133016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19925533723752933,0.0,0.0,0.2854387811408385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15303602601411054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13536891625531966
anxiety,sloth26,2019/04/03,"Having a bad day/night I work as a cleaner, and yesterday, for the first time, I went to an office to clean by myself. I was anxious all day about it (I work at night, after the office closes, so around 6pm) and I couldn't sleep tonight because I can't stop thinking about if I did something wrong, or if I didn't set the alarm when I locked up. I'm so tired! I have my brain for doing this to me. I just want to sleep. But I can't because my brain won't let me, it's so frustrating",1.5444158878504697,2.3192579626168244,3.301016355140188,95.21825350467293,76.85046728971963,6.097663551401869,21.786214953271028,5.985473137389443,0.002328037383177773,370,9,92,2,8,124,67,107,0.162,0.743,0.095,-0.8674,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,8,4,1,1,6,0,11,5,4,0,1,14,15,11,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,4,0,17,0,14,8,1,15,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,9,64,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21317588150305825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679818978720434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755557796885894,0.2300580184832064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42130043266288103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433901718545923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16050706409287807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929572611022015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3541619963938962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.377670060760438,0.0,0.0,0.14526952012147634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15776060804639405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091054249553672,0.0,0.0,0.11003176116379733,0.21688145947065385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129941435921237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17492563581749868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274749881183972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20631246550586446,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PeaPod117,2019/04/03,"Anytime I lose something no matter how small I flip the f out So I’m just calming down from some crazy meltdown/ fit of rage because I lost a little orb figure (devil May cry if anyone gets it) that my bf gave me. I had it with my jolly ranchers and last night I constantly sifted through them to make sure it was still there (it was every time I checked) and when I got home from work tonight I looked in the pockets and realized it wasn’t there. I ran through all my sweaters and pants and anywhere else I could get to (except the van because my parents are asleep). I’m almost certain I lost it. And it’s not even just for this, this monster fit happens whenever I lose something as minor as a pencil or eraser. I just completely flip out and get super shaky and tense and angry. I lash out at people even if they try to help me find it. It’s just super irritating all around, because I get in this uncontrollable mood and then I lost something. Anyone know what this is or any tips to help? Also, we have more dmc figures coming in, and with one of them comes another orb so I’d have a replacement, but the fact that I lost the first one is enough to make my arms and hands shake...",3.4204195481788844,4.654841390041497,4.124612724757957,89.3382238358691,72.85892116182572,6.6833563854310745,25.83702166897188,6.937597516519254,0.9610496081143384,929,30,196,8,18,296,141,241,0.115,0.7979999999999999,0.086,-0.593,1,0,3,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,3,10,15,17,1,3,8,0,11,3,3,3,5,51,31,25,0,3,11,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,16,21,0,0,5,0,1,4,3,11,0,3,11,2,28,5,26,18,5,26,1,6,1,0,9,13,0,8,9,131,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809254577784348,0.0,0.0,0.09431072326373444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019826790881487,0.12366269991693545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649225467849925,0.0,0.0,0.10498509024540643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21567200518120627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20317712630362345,0.12365017341378595,0.1274433329921848,0.0,0.09415965038344393,0.0,0.12954351358959612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851762309941067,0.0,0.0,0.1218559859975468,0.0,0.15578684854870764,0.0,0.0993633710601904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778833490445752,0.10031347914435287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464598356114457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943215392271768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042874812982405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809558178851085,0.0,0.11829609578476925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064812717873512,0.09613087617309944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819952948676762,0.0,0.0,0.0990337508551161,0.26387301050576584,0.5149498148709273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15744196212184045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067183316749073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598284750192011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095028707489195,0.0,0.0,0.08175967265541399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723710210396118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418119226118987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115015719888888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687674953192964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006854983816626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585639713686823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ninetales7700,2019/04/03,"My long-distance boyfriend is in college, and I don't know how to cope. I've been trying to go for walks everyday, eat whenever I feel like it, and take long baths. But I still feel trapped in my room either stressing over my own schooling, other obligations, or boredom. How can I make myself happier other than positive thoughts? We have this plan that were going to be living together, and save up for a house in 3 more years. Yet I constantly feel hopeless, and being on my computer a lot gives me headaches or tiredness. I want it all to stop.",4.346037735849055,5.873889783018871,4.828443396226415,84.04474056603777,70.98113207547169,8.318867924528304,31.174528301886788,8.841846274778883,2.5651169811320758,431,19,83,8,8,137,80,106,0.12,0.754,0.126,0.1531,0,1,0,0,0,1,15.0,1,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,2,0,8,1,0,3,1,22,19,9,0,1,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,5,1,1,5,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,3,3,13,2,13,14,5,17,0,1,0,0,2,7,0,3,8,58,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239944957687312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272010256073509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33680831987581616,0.15862449407863458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129997566928567,0.25237942405904784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562028522434843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220266645781556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847689487601923,0.0,0.1960642430450686,0.3929945307274768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18876936545655693,0.0,0.0,0.1482125586822537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22471502192743645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17732039535906988,0.1856342982823621,0.2543445845610344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16694547190367998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762739285404699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074970460935272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096418009326058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14298564516857784
anxiety,WastingMyLifeHere2,2019/04/03,When you get a bout of anxiety do you also get fever and chills? Or did that chicken salad go bad?,0.8657142857142865,2.6608205714285766,3.1145238095238104,91.43464285714286,81.38095238095238,6.104761904761905,20.02380952380953,7.1686216300943375,0.3901238095238093,76,2,17,1,2,26,19,21,0.236,0.764,0.0,-0.6767,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4377899344439387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4187923632254364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.457092001882834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5720326996839441,0.0,0.31112444794755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nfwitt,2019/04/03,"I almost died I was driving home after hanging out with my 3 friends, and dropped off one of them after having a really good and deep convo, and I was in a daydream like state as I was driving home along dark backroads (favorite kind of road tbh) and I saw two deer at the last second not even a foot away from my car as I was going about 60 to 70, I swerved really hard to the right then the left and thankfully missed the deer, but almost flipped and wrecked my car at 60+ mph. If I had even left just a second sooner I probably wouldn't be here typing this 15 minutes later. I'd either be dead or severely injured on the side of a backroad hours away from a hospital. Holy crap. I think I'm still in shock, sorry for the kind of long post and I'm on mobile.",4.94476388888889,4.363858337500002,5.798333333333336,85.15555555555557,68.75,8.611111111111112,29.027777777777786,7.793537801064563,1.6253194444444443,594,18,130,6,9,196,103,160,0.168,0.7829999999999999,0.049,-0.9641,0,0,0,0,0,1,13.0,0,0,1,0,6,9,1,0,12,0,9,3,2,0,0,20,16,13,2,2,6,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,2,0,1,10,0,0,1,0,0,6,2,3,0,4,6,2,14,6,26,7,1,33,0,1,1,0,2,16,1,4,9,84,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214354583724704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015903732284997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16657382963364184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21201768808447355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240020279056818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121594144134018,0.1346199219648917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377662073043118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219895000297735,0.0,0.15806033039907813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342724429638271,0.0,0.13082905463218847,0.0,0.0,0.3487677937419613,0.0,0.0,0.07841227253481922,0.0,0.0,0.14203759373512745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875906432192592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15371478994717566,0.0,0.17304632196213027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20564102870071904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706626236532146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18131949979539785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17966679229563312,0.0,0.0,0.1281756376117568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14776698634422036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284202382888423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567853378039458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,roawr123,2019/04/03,"Has anyone had a hard time keeping a job because of their anxiety? My anxiety has gotten worse over the last few years. It comes in waves and at different levels.

But in the last year I’ve had about 5 different jobs. Two of those being jobs I would love and would be excellent for me. Prior to starting and in the first week  I end up quitting I get so worked up, stressed, overwhelmed with failing and having to learn new information I end up quitting after 2-3 days. Lasted one day the last job, most recent job offer I got hired on the spot and accepted and didn’t even make it in to the first day. 

I get headaches, chest hurts, I get kind of depressed, sometimes angry, cry, and sometimes get super obsessive of what I’ll have to do. I’ll have stomach issues, and I don’t even feel like eating. All this doesn’t happen at once it just depends.

It’s put a lot of pressure on my husband financially. I’m going to try to get back into dog sitting. It’s not a fast paced environment and no people. I just really can’t handle jobs with lots of responsibility. I need a slow simple job, that pays decent, but I guess that’s one of the problems. 

I’m so afraid I’m going to actually  just burst out in tears one day at a job in front of customers...",3.3790805075930948,4.63673119762846,4.761260661535264,84.64358435614733,72.99209486166008,7.381651757853131,25.56875390056168,7.85451343220497,1.3369731225296446,975,31,201,13,19,325,147,253,0.121,0.83,0.049,-0.9048,10,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,8,9,15,0,5,13,0,16,4,2,2,1,36,37,13,0,4,6,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,14,1,1,4,0,1,5,6,9,0,6,5,2,15,6,37,28,5,48,0,4,0,1,5,18,0,5,25,123,25,14,0.0,0.0,0.07962735324940702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484367160699605,0.0,0.0,0.05705484331993925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06274341228651772,0.0,0.049741056045146254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028898918570184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963098151284911,0.21049445281457632,0.0,0.07027977526032017,0.0,0.0,0.17050396326558934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349457541186064,0.0,0.0,0.14454226550124658,0.0,0.0,0.10778870940965167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041258128989572034,0.058293243824988676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388135205775238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21315653286328887,0.0,0.09274743720091004,0.0,0.06526094517953172,0.0,0.08988880480264881,0.0,0.07215636699400825,0.0,0.0730952994150164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735177171120764,0.0,0.0,0.08516655161813097,0.6477831301463854,0.07252757423393026,0.0,0.08497120109131337,0.0,0.2660512918425907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039864398743177286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387424900695663,0.07364489607684416,0.0,0.05446694012405846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060503484848895166,0.0,0.07880733816897738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689863497309107,0.16587765793188347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056569406720666175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807775205109305,0.0,0.08202798762055946,0.0,0.17357789172406882,0.0,0.0,0.05227342417886427,0.0,0.08056765065742387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16140395456965653,0.0,0.057755104245507935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346961810344297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047580136827042284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055399321134992636,0.0,0.07970886471278896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06545256288368158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0594039248380592,0.0,0.08315478579744875,0.11592899304743985,0.0,0.0,0.10509218170496773
anxiety,Weebwithalaser,2019/04/03,"After 5 years of improving my anxiety issues, I'm back to square one over a girl. I've always had some issues with social and performance anxiety. I've been working hard on that for a while now and it's been getting better, to the point where I can at least fake my way through most situations or relationships. Girls have always been a source of stress, but frankly Tinder has made casual relationships fairly simple. 

I met a girl a couple weeks ago at a club event that I forced myself to go to and we immediately hit it off. Great chemistry, shared interests, this is easily the most interested I've been in a girl in at least 5 years. We've hung out twice now, and so begins the issue. 

I can't eat without being sick. I can't sleep. Can't go to the gym because I'm tired, hungry, and nauseous pretty much constantly. I have the ""shakes"" even when not consciously thinking about her. I've lost 6 pounds in two weeks. Only time I've felt ok is on the motorcycle, and that's because it requires all your focus. Only time I've slept more than five hours in the last two weeks was from taking a benzo that may or may not have been prescribed. I can talk to her casually fine, but I can't escalate anything. It's like all this crap I thought I was over came back and is smashing me in the face at the most inopportune time. I feel like I'm back in middle school with a crush, and it sucks. 

Guess I just wanted to vent to some people who might understand. ",3.707630759651309,5.066555373287674,4.7808841843088405,84.42619551681197,72.32191780821918,7.9118306351183065,24.231631382316323,8.438071523408619,1.3817684931506844,1147,32,236,19,22,376,164,292,0.091,0.755,0.154,0.9665,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,1,0,5,11,17,2,2,18,1,25,7,4,1,2,41,47,15,0,1,8,0,3,2,0,3,2,0,0,4,12,13,1,1,6,4,0,4,7,6,0,5,15,4,20,11,35,27,11,46,0,1,1,0,15,19,2,11,24,151,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983870256271414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874324939845774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17232156307728885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268396799883967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598139594624742,0.0,0.13731503433826114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996110877605545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881742898681442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217118023591032,0.0,0.0,0.12462170859198715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524745754625915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439031009127249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056948543611473224,0.08046209121748264,0.10814138312149764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05884393890427531,0.0,0.1280191710492587,0.0,0.0,0.1241737329399844,0.1240734043412556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10089334995248736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109167550853742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526658526097813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180756597212657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004955900665234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294772237373636,0.0,0.0,0.10657216532451287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948143839500296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827951827946013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632024095009657,0.17131867025768166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808268102805313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647069229134408,0.0,0.0,0.114584057274847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24184252438223386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139864350539755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265995751149595,0.11271021480531085,0.11481095496336916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901599644174472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468289759840356,0.0905268238838925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216803571593125,0.0,0.08941474644172047,0.197024409261472,0.12945032410039195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200440916486828,0.11725063154769035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664314289296516,0.08939955899145485,0.27103227095970395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857021688672623,0.0,0.08199516282446873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450586063794335
anxiety,-eccedentesiast-,2019/04/03,"Do I have Anxiety or am I Overreacting?            So, I have been looking up articles and essays on social anxiety because I think I may have it. I'm not completely sure if I really do have it or if I'm just being dramatic. I have had what i think are anxiety attacks twice now, and the most difficult one happened in an overcrowded Cosco.        There were too many people, and the building just seemed really small, and there was so much noise that it just all mashed together until I felt like I couldn t breathe- I don't know if I was overreacting or have a real attack, but it got better (not by much, but still better) once i was out in the parking lot and could see the sky. I'm kind of afraid/nervous to go back into a grocery store. This happened a month ago and I still haven't gone into a grocery store yet. Would anyone be able to tell me if I am overreacting or if I have anxiety. I would really like to know if I should see a doctor or something else. Thank you.",4.783656462585036,4.9171589642857185,6.13204081632653,80.19034013605444,69.05102040816327,9.798639455782316,29.08843537414966,9.725611199111238,2.487208843537415,751,25,156,16,12,255,109,196,0.076,0.857,0.067,0.5445,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,2,13,10,2,0,10,0,27,2,1,0,2,43,45,22,0,10,18,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,6,0,2,2,4,3,0,2,9,4,20,7,13,29,5,19,0,0,3,0,3,9,0,15,10,118,27,1,0.13054482474821655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157201105152898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3994657344619493,0.0,0.0,0.09127997678231443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970271684277969,0.0,0.10038091218024606,0.0,0.07957891349325652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309125777542804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13687376502927742,0.0,0.0,0.10422942003238234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336181597876624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905344993109604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534350392058827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419163231107835,0.0,0.10440862184784444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308807147878869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13594234619639853,0.14348804327902173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755521459635558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962477423424204,0.0,0.0,0.1109845416738232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235196247423991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419963364374996,0.0,0.1919309337399791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13902597783467222,0.08846055177601088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050334435406543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14858859046277656,0.2508910725749699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20805464725778328,0.1188431055300487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307400893337348,0.0,0.10049978393426644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085065313511008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303695239065295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141019308260076,0.1201881353778138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729570505932898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854705959742642,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Inhanihilist,2019/04/03,"Just cancelled a flight last minute. I had a doctor's appointment across the country for a rare medical condition I have. It could have been life-changing, but I cancelled everything last second. Hundreds upon hundreds of dollars just pissed down the drain.

I started shaking and sweating profusely about a week before I was scheduled to leave; sleep was scant. I feel like I am falling out of my body, for lack of a better description. How will I ever travel like this? I am so angry that my brain is cripplingly dysfunctional.",5.528973684210527,7.9503389894736864,5.437039473684212,77.2324013157895,69.63157894736842,8.118421052631579,32.92763157894737,8.841846274778883,3.16428947368421,424,20,67,8,8,132,70,95,0.233,0.665,0.101,-0.9102,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,1,1,7,0,11,7,5,1,1,10,13,4,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,2,0,1,4,1,11,3,11,7,1,13,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,8,52,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20297157670734045,0.0,0.0,0.21096052087422967,0.0,0.264953207733408,0.0,0.2662785178326721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523332553562469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19044690379619356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441457010371865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21576416363738707,0.0,0.0,0.21437550524532994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060800352049382,0.17040597643781247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888677931965033,0.0,0.252568972426323,0.0,0.0,0.16848088885412602,0.2330675511327577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24029401683946355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387023990776097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16883285759102873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913344867552196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,francmateo1001,2019/04/03,"How can I stop being afraid or ashamed of something that I know inevitably happens to me?    
They say that sometimes we are afraid of unreal things, that they are simply things that we think that happen, but in truth they do not happen. But what happens when in reality these things happen? how can we combat those fears of reality? ",6.5020491803278695,7.60987949180328,5.832909836065571,80.40543032786887,65.55737704918033,8.067213114754097,28.364754098360656,8.07648339933343,1.8079147540983609,263,8,47,3,4,80,38,61,0.162,0.795,0.043,-0.7929,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,3,0,3,0,3,5,0,4,0,0,6,0,0,2,1,13,13,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,11,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,9,1,6,12,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,2,39,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21114386758673884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8296341972726112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312042537929153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921652758687032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444521819797319,0.18557785801097965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15687299058807727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739731910280372,0.1202302566514176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,meggiekarp,2019/04/03,I Want To Cry I feel very scared and it makes me want to cry. I don't know why I'm scared. :( Does anyone else feel like this?,-3.2631034482758636,-1.8432317931034448,-1.1211034482758606,113.43075862068966,108.3103448275862,2.32,5.8,3.1291,-3.062481379310345,94,0,28,0,5,30,21,29,0.412,0.452,0.136,-0.9079,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,8,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,4,1,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16838194556565012,0.2467412252152365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5290432212901368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107369499317278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20116823773778544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24352442756546286,0.17203674986088566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234444587091007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764899574853825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16074444890976702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4821913507592963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19869582318015613,0.2840753191656665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217296143234794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wanderingale,2019/04/04,"Deep breathing Hi I found somewhere on a m Reddit a very simple beep breathing clip, just breath out well this moves one way and in when it moves the other, anyone remember it or know why I can find something similar? Thanks!",2.4767441860465134,5.235403651162795,2.857023255813953,89.8966976744186,82.25581395348838,5.300465116279072,22.55348837209302,6.742157984588678,0.7631525581395349,179,6,33,2,5,55,38,43,0.0,0.872,0.128,0.6476,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,1,3,3,0,0,8,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,2,3,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19056410332635312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490937447975153,0.0,0.0,0.2988225905377149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497791260986472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5793270842239898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18467802384691315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30873112480084913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20981218318666756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25091531632791786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22487144480852447,0.0,0.21632706712918895,0.0,0.0,0.24504335980729586,0.0,0.2459221180317607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nonydesune,2019/04/04,"addictive/obsessive personality & job trouble Hello! I'd like to start off by saying I'm not lookin for a diagnosis of any type, just looking to see if anyone might share the same anxiety induced tendencies as me.
So, I'm turning 18 in 9 days (woohoo, adulthood....) and I've never had a real job before because of my anxiety. I'm someone who believes in making their own money, and I absolutely hate asking for money, even if I had to have it for a school function or even lunch. In fact, I hated it so much I'd physically cringe at the thought of asking for cash. My mom has her own business so I've worked for her multiple times, and I'm an artist so I've done commissions on and off  for a few years. I've been wanting to get my own job since I was legally able, but the idea of having a 1 on 1 with an authoritative figure scares me shitless. It makes me feel sick to my stomach just thinking about it. The thing is, I'm not super awful at interaction. I can talk the talk and pretend to be comfortable, but on the inside I am freaking the fuck out. I guess what I'm trying to say is: I know if I applied for a job I could get it, but I just can't handle even imagining looking an authoritative figure in the face!
Now, as for the obsessive/addictive thing. I won't be talking about anything triggering or nsfw, so no tw needed. For me, I get obsessed with movies and games. About a month ago, my moms boyfriend let me use his ps4 to play fo4. It's the first console game I've ever played (I was never allowed video games growing up) and all I ever want to do is play it. At first I only played to kill enemies and get cool weapons, but now that I've gotten good enough weapons that any quest is a breeze, I'm putting a ton of effort into settlements, which can take hoooouuuurrrrssss of work. You're probably thinking ""Okay, but what does this have to do with anxiety?"" Well, I don't exactly like spending time with my mom and her boyfriend. They're super nice and all, but spending time with them makes me cringe. I just get hella uncomfortable around them, and the moment my moms bf put a tv and the ps4 in my room, I was all set for letting my obsessive anxiety tendencies. God only knows how many hours I've put into this game. All I know is I've been playing for nearly a month straight, with maybe about one week in total of no gameplay. I lock myself in my room all day and don't even really come out to eat. I mean, I get food, but I take it back to my room. And of course I do sometimes go out with friends, but mostly I'm just sitting on my bed playing fo4 until my back feels like it's about to snap in half.
I'm sure there are a lot of other people who do/feel these things aswell, I just don't know anyone like me personally. I'd love to hear anyones personal input :)",4.251855445638284,4.709854700525393,5.452466512046198,83.45794622994275,70.29597197898424,8.414654233918682,28.39215222227481,8.441846121484758,1.8305391300231928,2178,74,461,32,37,727,268,571,0.12,0.7509999999999999,0.129,0.4178,5,0,0,0,0,0,73.0,0,0,3,9,30,33,6,3,27,3,35,8,2,8,13,94,85,36,1,7,21,4,2,4,2,2,1,3,4,3,23,28,3,0,15,14,5,6,11,11,1,4,10,9,54,22,76,68,16,61,0,0,3,2,34,29,1,9,28,292,77,9,0.07045310591453621,0.0,0.0,0.07680428471585778,0.0,0.0,0.062452427496072986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633591082340324,0.0,0.09582105592365928,0.0,0.21558573274395695,0.0,0.0,0.14778734931524726,0.0,0.0579769031739962,0.0627182011897903,0.1317282871197645,0.0,0.0,0.10834817927516883,0.0,0.04294755944341418,0.0,0.05995040401682707,0.07937652433187313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06068911240104233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05625107225135278,0.0,0.0,0.09087284974968987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616539877609132,0.07209798814648248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209111598774401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279689171204771,0.0,0.1861344479899372,0.12745773563226545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686962168809444,0.050331712942540865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985475179983733,0.08519217532763182,0.0,0.05443189486308511,0.06513276115176468,0.22085303997380185,0.0,0.040040123683693855,0.05909272261614323,0.0,0.0,0.07761203911825518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13911571227807035,0.0,0.0,0.07940577074145494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938211762835937,0.0,0.0,0.07953298099598573,0.0,0.0,0.2796553461103843,0.0,0.0779459231983697,0.0,0.1548767380109349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408614828315794,0.0,0.13767931530401334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183257298001419,0.0,0.0,0.059896711221629234,0.06358667876077309,0.0,0.14108398582585846,0.0714283913451095,0.07077961443220906,0.07674408637666644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473961176331598,0.0,0.3300553045922052,0.11246999395829024,0.0,0.05179113928544805,0.05224008532756503,0.10867555715499988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047740847908402065,0.10716552357309236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04884331276781482,0.18455080374478824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596036421800048,0.0,0.0,0.21247449216760567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019105867855293,0.04513406370373287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205427520770342,0.07053584966415033,0.07130230449732232,0.05614200381951307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05827953725481232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05969468801241633,0.0,0.06967992323072987,0.0,0.049867070986454806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640121854619017,0.0,0.10594393530103377,0.16988261345365194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404177390583039,0.09028701099660358,0.0,0.05593189640784423,0.12324531788290688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047833034252638434,0.07663274811636551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06084886292150465,0.0,0.0,0.08311013449085043,0.0,0.056513231898803265,0.0,0.06334580329504373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258140039644807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04536949031314957
anxiety,whatttdafudge,2019/04/04,"Calming the inner Hulk I'm having one of those days, weeks, months where I  feel like I need to get something out.

I've tried drawing and meditating but I feel like I just need to smash stuff. Wtf is this feeling. I need ideas on fixing it asap",1.5622000000000007,3.701498820000001,2.7059999999999995,93.473,80.8,4.800000000000002,20.0,5.6839178017228535,-0.2003999999999997,191,5,41,1,5,61,39,50,0.1,0.7340000000000001,0.166,0.1027,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,11,10,2,0,3,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,5,3,5,10,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,5,22,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15967781815082968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37557329972075065,0.3537627851925586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935778453862853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795037882371185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24192410310451395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19762738036899813,0.0,0.0,0.5507640313754255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16777628195181052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19061016178314294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834361973503643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681002536188488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19860518496138765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,talkativetinkerbell,2019/04/04,"How do I date with anxiety? I’m currently struggling with dating. I don’t have social anxiety so in person interactions are generally good and pleasant. But texting is hard for me. I send a text, I worry they won’t like it, if I don’t hear from the person right away, I worry they’ve ghosted me, when I’m not texting with the person I’m worried they’ve lost interest in me. I front know why I can’t just relax, I don’t even know this person that well, why do I care so much if they text me back ? Why am I thinking about this so much ? Why can’t I just trust that if they like me they’ll let me know? ",0.9064358974359016,2.5902964384615395,3.158076923076924,91.71608974358976,80.76923076923076,6.17948717948718,20.833333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.4097948717948716,467,13,108,6,12,160,68,130,0.135,0.664,0.201,0.8948,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,4,1,11,11,0,1,3,0,14,0,0,1,0,17,24,10,1,3,7,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,4,5,4,0,0,4,1,0,2,7,2,1,0,1,2,22,9,9,20,2,11,0,1,0,0,12,4,0,3,7,70,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20681776985891648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270018287880418,0.10394161302212898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782042778769538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928214065287761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133787932142729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109069380603107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15235260895655395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22286675340770967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13822610372308686,0.0,0.13207983934955822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475600226488464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19873908702836698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4721201187773568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543913553466426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779439576140878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14131477882338073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661500009243278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153900539385093,0.0,0.4878994420160492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4118318352040209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JaredD07,2019/04/04,"Life was so much easier when I didnt overthink everything Just thinking of the past :,) ",2.8818750000000013,5.857643437500003,3.7550000000000026,82.39000000000001,83.375,8.200000000000001,26.75,8.841846274778883,2.8607250000000013,69,3,12,2,2,22,16,16,0.0,0.82,0.18,0.4728,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,9,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5048693285779134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3967842927607312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4129546895709193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5362588778982695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3599500330828265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fear-and-euphoria,2019/04/04,"Feeling like a failure I think it's because of the emotional abuse I went through and what specifically occurred, but when I need and am receiving help, I feel like a complete failure in life. Even if it's needed help. Idk what to do.",5.281449275362321,6.04464047826087,5.78130434782609,80.92384057971016,68.1304347826087,8.742028985507247,37.072463768115945,8.841846274778883,3.21112463768116,186,10,36,3,3,60,35,46,0.202,0.524,0.274,0.431,0,0,0,0,1,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,9,8,5,0,3,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,2,4,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,23,8,0,0.0,0.31266321245034084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16086320406793292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766807365033545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968376117588431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742950244386286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668586214609835,0.37704217492647935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35375609107147954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18639135227246134,0.2578439389887031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3913380697520851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16908827955365358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446261029000151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MayuhBeee,2019/04/04,What to do while waiting up to a year for therapy? I went for an appointment to discuss my situation about anxiety/low mood after being referred by my GP. I was told the waiting list for 1-2-1 therapy could be up to 12 months long and group therapy could be less but that also varies. I don't know what to do now. I've already tried to reach out for help at school last year but I was pretty much ignored. I feel like I've been trying for so long to cope and manage but nothing is working and I don't know whether I should keep trying or if there's just no point anymore. ,3.6490289256198345,4.110226661157029,4.936849173553722,86.60709194214876,71.64462809917356,8.033471074380165,28.348140495867767,8.07648339933343,1.6529909090909087,450,16,99,6,8,150,80,121,0.049,0.846,0.105,0.7579,0,0,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,3,0,14,0,0,0,0,22,22,12,0,4,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,4,4,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,5,1,9,1,19,11,2,15,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,10,66,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17708168232814794,0.12832711039802633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591422639591793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562430958355754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113801691864789,0.11463918310280748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075590795803801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263234153803944,0.0,0.0,0.17637928146286533,0.13080376369107966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783971144327259,0.0,0.0,0.2840202720781275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280849337044756,0.0,0.11796327906474302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15397446424616051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15169520210056425,0.0,0.0,0.1632548014081399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16240333306860075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803740326996132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5505313274698287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333513657780912,0.0,0.32684403042140475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14875649710831101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682344247270075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20667372530030328
anxiety,Jonny_Vill,2019/04/04,"Different types of anxiety? So I have anxiety.
It’s strange, sometimes I do something that scares me. (Rollercoasters, being in high places, public speaking) and I feel a rush of anxiety come in but normally, for the most part, can control it.

BUT for some reason whenever I hang out with someone I like/on a date, I get anxiety + nausea and I can’t control it. I always end up puking and just in bad shape.

So why in the world can I control my anxiety when I’m doing something that scares me to death but whenever I’m on a date, I totally lose it? ",2.9644747474747497,4.6029310636363645,4.945757575757575,81.37308080808081,74.72727272727272,8.888888888888891,30.40404040404041,9.444778638647367,2.9646464646464645,427,20,84,11,9,147,68,110,0.287,0.713,0.0,-0.9814,1,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,4,4,4,0,2,5,0,7,0,0,4,1,19,12,9,1,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,3,2,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,0,2,13,0,13,11,4,18,0,1,0,0,2,11,0,2,4,58,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232948884630293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5623360251017956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275262016000554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664168004137966,0.0,0.0,0.4946744511322462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536009310407066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021296473408833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743359497858054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681004307028409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15533098319169067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182482618063311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16447383608570532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404493613024344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15920452150309256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536009310407066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15115742729875406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29437828800609595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456658666355075,0.2263609382058493,0.14540305820887955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326595065113843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MsCourtneyOlivia,2019/04/04,First day of school Does anyone else absolutely hate it when on the first day of school the teacher forces everyone to say their name and one thing about themselves? Idk if it’s just me but it’s so embarrassing and I’m afraid the one fact I share about myself is too boring for everyone ,1.811954887218043,4.497695508771933,2.4909774436090224,91.70684210526319,85.14035087719299,6.064160401002509,18.669172932330827,7.447530270364453,0.4559593984962405,232,6,48,4,7,72,43,57,0.181,0.774,0.045,-0.8124,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,2,6,5,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,3,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,0,1,4,1,7,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,5,31,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595973773751218,0.2338686152032999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29440412650714715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19974270051430768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19067319270050745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4362044117517361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3882978646378639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253491547225561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093355752768529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815131863080368,0.0,0.4620014169535262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516388445593254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hooblegod,2019/04/04,I'm freaking out and about to cry so that's good My girlfriend started dming a guy on Instagram and only using pictures so I couldn't see (I have her account) I playfully asked what's wrong now she's pissed at me and won't tell me anything and I'm freaking out and crying Jesus Christ I've been ok for so long,0.2618283582089553,2.5183700149253743,2.1180410447761204,94.79407649253734,87.65671641791046,4.544029850746268,21.807835820895523,5.985473137389443,0.20962835820895576,249,9,54,2,8,82,49,67,0.258,0.634,0.108,-0.9026,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,1,0,1,1,4,1,1,1,0,9,10,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,8,3,7,7,0,7,2,0,1,0,6,4,1,0,3,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22594969987997554,0.0,0.2566881405435585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6032098030150602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23029831207329535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718698559603693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429879442114312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20882469193077852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187986632471432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19434376633515285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23998839023976198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371424060697045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002018292760692,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PointySeaPancake,2019/04/04,"Feeling anxious about Mom’s reaction to failing at job seeking My anxiety has ratcheted up so many notches in the last few months, especially since I got into a grad school (I’m excited but didn’t expect to get in so I didn’t prepare as well as I should have).  

I’ve not worked in months, but I really liked having a break from working since I worked constantly from the ages of 16-23. Now I’m having trouble even trying to apply, and those jobs I’ve applied to generally send back rejections.

My mom has sent me a potential job to apply for, despite me not moving there for months yet. I didn’t apply for it in time, but now my mom is going to ask if I applied for it and I’m afraid of her disappointment. 

I don’t even know why I’m anxious about it, she is understanding and provides the push I need to do things. Yet I’m still very anxious about it. I think I will try to find another job to apply to, but so many of them want you to start right away or within the month. 

I’m not even going to be moving to that state until mid to late summer! ",4.6502002107481575,4.485602534246581,5.958995433789957,82.34437302423605,69.31963470319634,8.930242360379347,28.718299964875307,8.617729084823388,1.9138230417983848,821,26,176,12,13,278,120,219,0.106,0.841,0.053,-0.9053,4,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,4,18,8,0,1,7,0,15,0,0,0,0,23,34,15,0,5,9,3,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,5,0,0,7,7,5,1,0,5,1,20,3,38,26,1,38,0,3,0,0,10,11,0,2,19,114,27,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965600457128946,0.07999958804270396,0.3544199485262552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977635075292113,0.0,0.0982516540106221,0.08041171924382373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300842302940478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20721240181653644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052876261649349665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557965460041024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05463612083231492,0.0,0.1188647637894938,0.0,0.08363817985224099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4150982015000276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057471684608126676,0.08524258166900843,0.11796515390036642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051090062251029696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120452706932472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36743092498674257,0.3338830661680075,0.22229334845723536,0.0,0.07754103673426972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06699342219051363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893064778048699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583548203638933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17301103973301193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740187225756846,0.0,0.08351372933034422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06947498263188966,0.0670074368410433,0.0,0.0,0.06097852291882715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419991197502242,0.0,0.0,0.10886626205166236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628532620024419,0.06168104388742882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402548310293424,0.0,0.09436267104653312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22839553438277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,liminalspacing,2019/04/04,"How do you help when someone is having a panic attack? I have a couple of close friends that have panic attacks and 1 young nephew that I can see panic attacks starting to manifest. Once they are in that overwhelmed state, it’s like they are not themselves. How can I help or support them? ",4.914642857142855,6.235206892857143,4.830714285714286,85.36428571428574,69.35714285714286,6.314285714285715,30.07142857142857,5.985473137389443,1.4433000000000002,230,9,42,1,4,71,42,56,0.27,0.521,0.21,-0.7399,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,3,0,3,10,3,4,2,0,9,0,0,2,0,6,12,5,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,1,7,3,3,12,0,6,0,1,1,0,8,2,0,1,4,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6017283065915074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19508173991064068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13621532687818022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23635142494981745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613531177663869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18776254634098974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6205792777542073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049485914658774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14938541935670924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479189622119947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20007252785149945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,virhruchwh,2019/04/04,"Pains, throbs, weird body sensations Anyone else experience this? I will be fine and then get weird pains and throbs in specific places like like left leg or jaw. It will throb and keep feeling weird. Then I start obsessing over having a heart attacks or a clot. It's every fucking day. I also get throbbing pains in my left shoulder blade area, chest, and arm. It's been happening for years. I have tachycardia attacks too which don't help. My main anxiety was driving but then I suddenly started having these pains, along with rapid heartbeat/irregular heartbeat and my anxiety focused on that. Doctors think I'm just an anxious ball of overthinking. I've been tested and do have SVT. The irregular heartbeat hasn't been found (very random and not daily so holter didn't find it). So I bought a personal EKG. Every fucking day I feel like I'm going to die and in pain. It sucks so much.",3.449908418457205,6.115068742514971,3.8567453328636847,84.90842902430434,77.1437125748503,7.043184219795703,26.589996477632972,8.124751697461798,1.9224641775272984,708,28,129,13,17,221,108,167,0.22,0.7070000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.9688,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,6,18,5,1,5,0,15,19,7,0,0,22,32,18,1,0,5,0,2,3,0,2,10,0,0,1,9,10,0,1,5,1,1,2,4,14,0,0,7,2,10,4,10,22,2,20,0,0,0,2,2,9,3,3,12,72,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093342954480685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17858481167257745,0.13186322019304106,0.0,0.0816150976508831,0.11959601204743517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655774268437021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296524029103068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15055273419204215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211395442859948,0.0,0.0,0.11947044185833175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750668524508822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966875091389583,0.0,0.0,0.11417701868427245,0.0,0.0,0.11803682318411934,0.08338658929417342,0.0,0.0,0.10668226571012314,0.0,0.0,0.1279802149582113,0.0,0.2158161718023784,0.12196539492366808,0.0,0.06633609614502295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321733608706388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831674435523095,0.07823664257782749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374833597019496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536387119660731,0.0,0.0,0.1710741774177018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580448008203574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6210049368991674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191759943573117,0.12195018689079873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16523359625761153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747910756898654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630830049619776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516547389411378
anxiety,weathero,2019/04/04,Another light losing sleep over stuff with a very small chance of ever happening. My head is a constantly swirling vortex of fear. I hate this. My health insurance is bad but I am seeing my primary care doctor later this month for the first time. I am finally going to try to get some sort of treatment for the anxiety that I feel all the time. Several nights a month I stay up worrying that something I did is going to spiral out of control and the worst possible outcome is going to happen. I feel like I'm trapped in hell.,4.995783633841885,5.993243640776701,5.958280166435507,78.55242718446603,68.90291262135922,9.769209431345352,30.248266296809987,9.957137785484203,3.002315950069349,417,16,78,10,7,138,71,103,0.254,0.67,0.077,-0.9687,0,1,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,1,8,2,1,7,0,7,4,2,1,2,11,19,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,6,0,1,1,4,10,2,15,18,3,19,1,1,1,0,0,5,1,2,11,51,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710583422991072,0.12479569147806947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620857841038742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16632415674244608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17628796147390868,0.18296664102929094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669727258803657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475624202956761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835690857921316,0.16496909038540294,0.11654168093581604,0.0,0.1787033584073444,0.0,0.13876017153284792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522984487505668,0.0,0.2781353770516096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885145429528682,0.0,0.0,0.16105928057702226,0.1674207075359352,0.17340190712869982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969815598139629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825032114975263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604211417502081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15308852494366154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839070517909232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129995247801331,0.0,0.0,0.18429295963518247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16325001865218464,0.0,0.0,0.12558714250038416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738772267234175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18674734743106025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19024740299673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075605995025234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346011549687263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16566867435046104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,a_happy_nerd,2019/04/04,"Motivation Help for Showers? Whenever I start getting really anxious I find myself struggling to keep up with showering. I currently have gone over a week. I hate showers. I try to be in and out but they always take longer than I'd like. To me showers are a time when I have to face my body, which I find disgusting. 

I don't enjoy them in the best of times, but don't have a problem getting a couple in a week. Part of it is that I haven't been working out either also due to mental health issues. Post run showers I do enjoy, but I just. can't. run. right now and I hate it too. 

I cannot expect anyone in this sub to correct my mental health issues, all I ask are what are some tips for making showers more enjoyable and motivating myself to take them? 

Any help is much appreciated. Thank you. ",0.9739849624060142,3.386954701863356,3.1060411899313505,87.8863844393593,85.83229813664596,5.625498528931023,20.89604445897352,7.0608816371341465,0.6958372670807456,621,20,125,9,19,210,97,161,0.126,0.67,0.203,0.9398,7,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,3,4,5,11,3,1,6,0,16,4,2,3,2,22,28,8,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,6,0,6,6,0,1,4,0,0,3,5,5,0,0,2,0,23,6,21,25,7,22,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,1,10,90,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683587745770928,0.12156665436118134,0.0,0.0,0.0993528061015085,0.0,0.0,0.1650510755885817,0.0,0.10215630736019507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365834976679936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533226217143771,0.0,0.0,0.1622838310915118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161656539399711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670649583091546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526621266132247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884864136468712,0.0,0.3105942987443294,0.0,0.0,0.19585509877592586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049802582095311,0.0,0.129860126404754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137693373200782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752268435970148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944682695509477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740009008673083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582117379941021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13992312709489502,0.0,0.0,0.1397976818864929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359520903845324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476834568720364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341011976563076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273512828456556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21969758442195225,0.0,0.0,0.13450897482133836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17038382016710596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919210619293108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343847337889768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063623217774733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,patrickdontdie,2019/04/04,"Feeling defeated and confused I have been dealing with a lot lately, I was abused in many ways under several cateories a lot growing up, and I have had GAD since I was 15 at least. I have this issue with surpressing my feelings any time something gets bad for me and pretending it's happening to somebody else until I suffocate on my own feelings and have many full-blown, out or proportion and control panic attacks that terrify my and make everybody think I'm crazy. I hate to be seen as weak, and there's this girl at work who has a lot of the same thoughts and feelings I do about herself or things, but she's very open and embraces the whole ""I'm a dainty flower with fragile feelings, everybody fawn over me"" and I feel that it exacerbates my feelings. It makes me hate her for being like that and still having friends and it makes me hate myself for hating her and for not being strong enough to allow myself to have those feelings. I'm so ashamed of feelings, I won't admit them to myself sometimes. I want to get better, I just started therapy online and was hoping to get some advice or maybe just a ""what to expect"" from therapy. Sorry for coming across so venty and mean.",12.235521739130435,7.251897747826089,11.116413043478264,66.57027173913045,58.47826086956522,13.76086956521739,44.83695652173913,10.411451182825502,4.6667826086956525,942,37,172,13,8,302,137,230,0.19,0.7190000000000001,0.091,-0.9742,1,0,1,0,1,0,20.0,0,0,1,5,7,16,5,3,7,0,17,1,0,5,0,55,49,23,0,3,7,0,10,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,13,21,0,1,13,1,0,2,2,11,0,0,7,11,28,5,31,38,9,18,0,1,1,0,10,10,0,9,6,131,41,1,0.0,0.12576126038867794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372102002733616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218039884206011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075218119826354,0.0,0.0,0.0886243808769585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387423237252117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143218672037702,0.0,0.0,0.11904760677776095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094280431294058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886682657083373,0.0,0.0,0.10967336203066133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4830185918860507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200527207875348,0.0,0.16636490129571185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386127893559544,0.0,0.0,0.4191741575224725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542324626133427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078497699414347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197331294511208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05185576278173582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707151448267901,0.0,0.0,0.21255241385048448,0.21522325030708628,0.10663419955785816,0.11562007348052092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453511090369103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991057860130187,0.0,0.08780200140425272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171352259964643,0.104977441577877,0.11881760673242335,0.07512806111749169,0.0,0.08476537209709782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427659242967617,0.0,0.07051622291871205,0.06801169535414404,0.0,0.08426512423172243,0.061892424474303924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757850763617689,0.06260547431397738,0.08425081146526807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850407929188116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727285326819766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xVANILLAxxBEARx,2019/04/04,"Thank you. I’ll try and keep this short.

I don’t know when I started getting anxiety, but I know it’s been occupying more and more of my daily thoughts. I started realizing being stuck in my own head wasn’t just standard and, lo and behold, this stressed me out. 

It felt like I was sinking deeper into some lonely place where I alone was stuck. And then I found this sub.

I would’ve never had the initiative to find out what was going on in my brain, and I was lucky to never have to. After stumbling across this sub by chance, I realized how strongly I identify with it.

Thousands of people saying all the things I’d been burying inside myself for years. Posts putting feelings I couldn’t understand into words, and comments from people relating. 

Finding this subreddit has done more for my peace of mind than any of the countless methods I’ve tried. The acceptance instead of advise is amazing. 

So thank you. To everyone involved in this sub. It’s existence in of itself has genuinely changed my life. I love you all. ",3.9182171945701363,6.10409472820513,4.4958371040724,83.26004524886878,73.51282051282051,7.254901960784314,28.906485671191554,8.124751697461798,2.1292413273001496,812,34,147,13,17,258,122,195,0.075,0.746,0.179,0.9775,0,3,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,3,0,1,6,10,0,1,4,0,16,4,2,1,4,38,33,12,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,13,12,0,1,12,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,14,3,23,8,27,17,7,24,0,1,0,1,8,13,0,2,9,108,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16808982737866127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036692237985804,0.0,0.12415608241112187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811761369325874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716877681202848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16608527186021182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550808912560992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206179131102945,0.0,0.155829720147831,0.0,0.2966714145342993,0.0,0.0,0.1779493112155258,0.0,0.0,0.08479302064730515,0.0,0.092236621274532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665626346227883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425624251124625,0.0,0.0,0.17838739886269553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463454445371644,0.07928968303989524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647857867010672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16387280895977954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250345535550547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22503137988023475,0.0,0.1695648953778377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543481370270845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631524203020308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906438334422782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22974804858162745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18590964938485255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988409118174978,0.0,0.0,0.1078223260918758,0.0,0.0,0.12884498526755672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203768149981552,0.0,0.0,0.16895597757155814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529050234877695,0.0,0.0,0.1045133758449586
anxiety,Kitttypotpie,2019/04/04,I just wish I could find a way without medication to rid this constant anxious feeling my my chest. My thoughts are scrambled and my chest is tight. I’m in constant worry/panic about pretty much everything. I’m trying to stay positive but I don’t know how to go about getting better. I want to concur this without medication so bad.,3.5528645833333314,5.955391890625003,4.795000000000002,79.68333333333338,75.40625,6.7666666666666675,30.979166666666664,7.793537801064563,2.4020604166666675,267,13,46,4,6,88,46,64,0.115,0.696,0.19,0.2647,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,1,0,4,4,2,1,0,14,13,4,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,2,8,1,9,11,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271258538040832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678658247615104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17780970975633584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.434520709249048,0.0,0.160519648641665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18068805579630307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165539036119166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18375329109734964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503874551234504,0.0,0.11425962791528442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104901585573091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40506734827301466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14779265795509747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20453704928631425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21428932312345975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596088394392028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649769763301886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858271365406732,0.1595817292430953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311940970401825,0.3876042152900944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,YeahIGuess_,2019/04/04,"A little help? Hey Everybody.  

So, here's my deal.  I've been struggling with anxiety for 20 years or so.  I have anxiety attacks for about 6 months and then they go away for a couple years.  Then they come back for a while, they go away.  Repeat.

Anyway, SSRI's help me, but I don't like the side effects and I take them until I'm better and then I stop taking them again.  Now I've started a new anxiety cycle and I'm going back on Lexapro tomorrow.  My doctor also said I should consider Buspar.  Does anyone have any experience with that?

If not, do you think I should just stay on the Lexapro on a semi-permanent basis?  

My side effects aren't so terrible like some people have them.  More annoying than anything really.  Anxiety symptoms are \*definitely\* worse than the Lexapro side effects.  

I guess I'm just really disappointed and tired of this cycle.  

And advice / encouragement would be appreciated.

Thank you!",2.250137420718815,5.096476593023258,3.855602536997889,81.34489429175477,85.3953488372093,7.08076109936575,22.93446088794926,8.150884317080207,1.871793023255813,722,26,128,17,22,239,104,172,0.196,0.682,0.121,-0.9038,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,6,4,13,10,2,1,8,0,12,3,0,3,0,25,26,18,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,3,3,1,0,0,2,9,0,1,4,0,0,4,3,5,0,0,2,1,19,5,16,20,2,31,0,1,0,0,14,9,0,4,19,85,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632172478244853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156132339242453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486752504980546,0.0,0.42688080828001307,0.0,0.0,0.09754446228310187,0.0,0.1147999312082552,0.0,0.0,0.1587059750072997,0.2621372591100966,0.214539977928796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337997896933252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017037039423335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15435855717349584,0.0,0.0,0.14382253062144212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427882872804412,0.12208091785147315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646171129128734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378500674999706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15367941824985842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870132230615996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13630924609982895,0.13981968834053402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135078680086938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347338626897776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671453007589027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17873970925240784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270027982428906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874167134490634,0.14869273571480468,0.0,0.11663161670538096,0.0,0.14583990303924865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14499810361248985,0.2097793400242457,0.0,0.0,0.12843656902100545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938855030168252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16033936205447508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421665260106667,0.09909966123666517,0.0,0.0,0.17967204461652755
anxiety,AnonAni16,2019/04/04,"Any good books on anxiety?? Hey all, just wondering if anyone knows of any good books about dealing with anxiety? Or characters dealing with anxiety? something along those lines.

 Thanks!",5.120000000000001,8.667237666666669,4.056666666666668,76.66500000000002,89.0,9.066666666666668,32.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,4.522866666666667,150,8,21,5,5,44,23,30,0.131,0.615,0.255,0.7815,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,3,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,0,11,1,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242897880250717,0.0,0.5472094642888307,0.0,0.0,0.16672023951399365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4916348133249049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39997819490281467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13103838205350946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18355995081576174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21952015571515512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25857405005367656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,uniqueUsername_1024,2019/04/04,"DAE trigger their anxiety on purpose? [TW: Self-harm, suicide, eating disorders, transphobia] I was scrolling through r/lgbt innocently, checking the comments, when I came upon a link to the subreddit GenderCritical, renowned for its blatant transphobia and bigotry. Despite having been on there before, and *knowing it would trigger me,* I clicked the link. Not only that, but I searched the sub for the keyword ""trans."" I couldn't even last a minute before closing the tab.

This isn't the first time I've done this, either. From checking out library books about suicide, eating disorders (which I've never had, but my cousin does) or self-harm, to listening to music that brings up bad emotions, I do this a lot. I asked my friends about it, and they do it to.

How common is this, and what might cause it?",5.173252873563218,7.419184434482763,4.828706896551727,81.96489942528737,70.17241379310343,7.316091954022987,33.46264367816092,8.07648339933343,2.6611264367816085,633,31,109,9,12,193,97,145,0.108,0.851,0.041,-0.8912,0,0,0,0,0,2,37.0,0,0,2,1,6,2,0,0,10,0,12,2,0,4,2,25,17,9,2,2,5,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,13,7,2,0,3,1,2,2,4,1,0,1,5,2,12,1,15,9,2,14,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,3,6,78,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809688568016814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565408166974151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398116753122023,0.0,0.0,0.28497099328716696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19151534120121866,0.0,0.17201471677077748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3838187034305599,0.0,0.14653444309908886,0.17135693773091695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426812090280734,0.0,0.1883559092464474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059750013061354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243076519133938,0.0,0.0,0.12936952969726595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920247715421242,0.13649206835050975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14235788374896816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17763534501044578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914584136832513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12735137568961016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493685406248057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3663207929419696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763998878480352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118949905736213,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,buttchina,2019/04/04,"Hair Twirling When I am anxious, I twirl my hair for comfort. It's getting to the point where I am damaging my hair. Does anyone else do this/ what have you done to stop? I tried one of those fidget cubes, but it did not work for me. I also put my hair up, but then I subconsciously take parts of my hair down to play with. ",1.4835784313725495,3.119184514705882,2.538823529411765,97.04637254901962,78.85294117647058,5.7098039215686285,20.15686274509804,6.42735559955562,-0.15183137254901924,249,6,60,2,6,79,49,68,0.079,0.847,0.073,0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,6,5,5,0,0,5,8,5,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,5,12,2,10,6,1,8,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,43,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230568210163322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257178523588808,0.0,0.2015990075776179,0.29541638781268903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523094731056325,0.2950499401880975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408531208487777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063452279749662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953720857131894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31222085244605285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27255418695400185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28983973902378113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24104718637678274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167796396090336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19574934416453252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20989931085101945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,riddzyrooster415,2019/04/04,"I like a guy a lot, but I’m afraid I’m going to mess it up with my overthinking. Like I’m head over heels for him, but I terrible with allowing my mind to overthink. I’m on medication that has really helped in my everyday life. Add something like a guy I like and boom everything’s worse. I can’t send a text without panicking about him not replying in 10 mins. He works for himself and supports his parents as well so he’s busy. I’ve had a few moments where my anxiety has shown itself, but I did hang out with him today and we had a fantastic time. I’m meeting up with him again tomorrow. I’m doing the best I can to live in the moment and not think about why he hasn’t talked to me. He’s let me know that there is no one else. His reputation in the industry was burnt by a girl in 2017 and he’s fought to regain clients over the last year and has told me he’s not quite where he wants to be yet so give him time. I’m awful at giving people time. We had that talk in the middle of January and I’ve done my best. I’ll say something like, “when will we have a horse in the race?” And his reply was “soon. And not to the second degree” (meaning we will be the owners). I’m taking that as a good sign (I think). Why can’t I just settle, go about my life, and just calmly let this manifest as it will? We text every day. I’m the only one he shares a bunch of stuff with, talks to everyday, and hangs out with. GAHHHHHH. 😐",1.3244193061840122,2.7451025882352984,3.4607843137254903,91.2127601809955,78.67320261437908,7.060633484162897,20.91955756661639,7.882392219407189,0.6501029663147313,1096,28,259,18,26,375,156,306,0.07200000000000001,0.762,0.165,0.9848,1,0,2,0,0,0,33.0,5,0,0,4,15,16,1,1,19,1,24,5,2,1,0,44,46,20,0,1,10,1,0,5,0,3,3,2,0,3,9,25,0,0,4,0,0,5,9,4,1,3,9,2,31,12,41,30,5,40,0,0,0,0,39,18,0,1,22,163,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920309849396181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25249983371186024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758507727101263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311109416811225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049719455152008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135993661412818,0.0,0.10812001439092343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308099936880023,0.13674122022131882,0.10090392153336497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23823652345642485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346494042646905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063614377248803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06611503721496181,0.09806248934190792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460346512522469,0.16994624555316828,0.2938683101142219,0.0,0.10622919810403916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022767742226658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310445504466476,0.0,0.12119198286671592,0.0,0.0,0.12147110089581402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16304000079934436,0.09149537458227748,0.0,0.0,0.13358154676004913,0.0,0.0,0.08340251693880837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795638043549218,0.0,0.0,0.07706877972143424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566927442557342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18522928609428171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137717433313487,0.0,0.13651770556648035,0.0,0.0,0.09045241157691236,0.290083467792824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15416980416120735,0.0,0.0,0.21044784085839616,0.0,0.11403258162488958,0.1149540714433344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095745565631814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816627974093228,0.0,0.2171083569407866,0.0,0.0,0.1159671931563421,0.0,0.08758155926934896,0.0,0.1225983943098534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747078299817882
anxiety,shonuph,2019/04/04,"An anxiety poem Anxiety robs you 
of the potential 
of the present moment
of what might 
catch you up in its
serendipitous flow

of seeing a thing
through the eyes of an
unhindered mind
that’s anguished in worry from every connection
every direction

Fear of loss 
and watching 
the losing
crumbling 
the unknown
possibility 

slaughtering 
the person 
you might 
have been
over and over 
and over again",34.9425,11.693381191176474,28.28294117647059,13.403235294117653,45.911764705882355,32.49411764705882,90.05882352941177,20.267338824336647,13.65651176470588,323,15,47,9,1,100,47,68,0.258,0.742,0.0,-0.9531,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,3,0,2,1,4,0,2,9,0,4,1,1,0,0,6,5,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,3,3,0,14,2,0,11,0,2,3,0,4,6,0,2,3,38,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36720680632031294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4044296454865021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700726961584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685045478873129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5092154066395964,0.24233694254945715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20956337689704294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705699225193074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19125315632524464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594488616478701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24373703969677235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yeetsandcrossaints,2019/04/04,Tetris Helping Anxiety I don’t know why it does. But whenever I get overwhelmed or am having an attack(if I can move during the attack) I’ll just whip out my phone and play Tetris and it goes away. Like magic. Just thought I’d share it. If anyone could explain why it helps that’d be great.,0.20879472693032144,2.6073351525423725,1.5666666666666664,95.50653483992468,95.77966101694916,4.656120527306968,18.419962335216574,6.42735559955562,0.08346177024482149,230,7,48,3,9,73,47,59,0.027000000000000003,0.7,0.273,0.926,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,1,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,12,11,5,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,4,2,7,0,3,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,2,1,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18349871881836105,0.0,0.0,0.16772160762058974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.54577001388276,0.22536431841511595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191515450654452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099105097572855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532137251235884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26445582895694497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215575511315638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182543500467395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718761554634362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25494221683974233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904287672711662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4328879601748515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MusculoskeletalCoven,2019/04/04,"I failed to get an MRI. I found out a few months ago that I have a moderate mitral valve prolapse. I’ve been getting tests since then to see if it is caused by other things, and/or if surgery will be necessary in the future.

Today I was supposed to get an MRI of my chest to get a look at my aorta, but I couldn’t do it. I walked into the room and immediately started crying once I saw the machine. I had been worried about it for over a week and I even called ahead to ask questions. I couldn’t get anyone to tell me how big it was, but they kept reassuring me that I would have plenty of room since I’m small. It was so small. 

I knew when I saw it I couldn’t handle it, but I still managed to try. They put me in once without anything hooked up to me just so I could feel it out. I was super uncomfortable, but I kept trying to tell myself I could do it. Once they put the EKG on me, the headphones and the chest piece, they put me in for real. 

I was supposed to be in there for 45 minutes. I lasted 20 seconds. They started the machine and it started making loud buzzing noises that immediately made me start to panic. I had to tell them to take me out, which took a few seconds. I was laying there for there few seconds trying so hard to control myself enough not to move and freak myself out more because I wouldn’t be able to move. 

They pulled me out and I cried super hard. I then went out and cried more in the changing room. My boyfriend was there and he held me. I started to hold it together, but when we got to the elevator I started to struggle with my breathing and hyperventilate a little. I kept it together on the long walk to the car because people could see me.

I feel so embarrassed.",3.3527840909090902,4.247492664772729,4.483586363636364,87.99550454545454,72.63636363636364,6.8820000000000014,25.72772727272727,6.918507183188421,0.9098294090909084,1326,41,289,11,25,435,158,352,0.113,0.846,0.041,-0.9728,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,0,7,5,15,8,0,3,19,0,28,5,3,5,0,52,60,25,0,10,10,0,4,0,0,3,2,1,3,0,18,18,0,6,5,0,0,11,6,5,0,3,23,10,56,3,48,25,7,54,0,1,5,0,16,24,0,3,19,212,74,3,0.0923217260460563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183763976563076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06455349743845239,0.0,0.07597291421504315,0.0,0.08630835133613288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255693459679048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427080448079897,0.0,0.0,0.0948398438391615,0.09766414473270953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354666603635752,0.22113415788166804,0.0,0.30423324290193704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539302215855104,0.0,0.0609776293464848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336127729275176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122600739653817,0.0,0.0,0.24117145710171345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738381180692088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654042654044465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525452874416863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253062328582302,0.0,0.0817018223554666,0.07752699805782788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735704943072763,0.06162546902569412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07369032092931847,0.19624676838236246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29495887555158834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831965368794096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06400426045094577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784265023243689,0.10342146199116324,0.0,0.0,0.10508233603846116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14713692544908302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273897162338146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.392074757236289,0.0,0.07372824967721578,0.0,0.0,0.09651471325911648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941444840606459,0.0,0.242079773427142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06133445251310366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751020139557728,0.0,0.10257283459400994,0.1880411754840425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405491987347695,0.0,0.0,0.08558316497648806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899484939992153,0.0,0.0,0.09375719420299693,0.0,0.06558270534339486,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,imnotrandi,2019/04/04,"April 4th Strikes Again April 4th 2016 I attempted suicide 
April 4th 2017 My emotional support pup was hit by a car and passed away
April 4th 2019 I have cancer in my cervix

Remind me to lock myself indoors next year.",2.395,5.176279928571429,2.295523809523811,93.56614285714286,83.04761904761905,5.2647619047619045,22.685714285714287,6.742157984588678,0.6566228571428572,175,6,34,2,5,52,34,42,0.229,0.684,0.087,-0.8442,0,0,0,0,0,1,1.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,1,4,2,0,11,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,7,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3779961394445587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4525597473440988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4278755697387273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4400765714331696,0.4565519008144957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590831210401637
anxiety,iloverepartee,2019/04/04,"All my friends are graduating, but I’m a year younger! The past few weeks I’ve been very stressed about this issue. This year, I’ve made a super good group of friends who are loads of fun. But, I am a year younger than all of them, so they will be gone next school year.
I’m anxious about if we are still going to stay friends, I don’t know who my friends are going to be next year, and I am always having doubts if they actually like me.
I always get pretty sad and nervous when they start talking about their grad plans, everything from prom to college. I’m happy for them, but at the same time, I know I will probably not see them as much as I want too.
Everyone always says they never go back and never see their high school again..",4.8631272994849155,4.786937417218546,4.9414128035320095,89.51813833701254,68.86754966887418,8.03561442236939,27.373804267844005,7.3871296695380915,1.130045768947756,574,16,130,5,9,179,90,151,0.08800000000000001,0.672,0.24,0.9832,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,9,2,9,13,0,3,5,0,13,0,0,1,4,20,28,12,0,3,6,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,4,4,4,0,0,3,3,20,9,15,21,5,24,0,1,2,0,19,2,0,3,18,79,24,6,0.0,0.0,0.12167678324406207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112493762408896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086111742508148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958768094786108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191440240428106,0.11206087294133996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3853322832564711,0.0,0.06514394912769586,0.0,0.2125879365358932,0.10458176123941204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273191100639742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173894015051296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13014110877734994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13704971880728434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06091589896044379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798210394484746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165948569085193,0.0,0.19233300934148195,0.0,0.2652126394767631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190281020815659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685177329988853,0.13443395942185793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915631685944692,0.0,0.25238033567002044,0.19871921207944107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825428717324862,0.13290003318368254,0.09957541004159899,0.0,0.14282883956038794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021889967932973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270614630745563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288005105096684,0.07354377880300167,0.0,0.1000166021068316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4014725497000043
anxiety,intpb,2019/04/04,Anyone’s eyes feel out of focus and blurry when u walk in public? I wonder if this has to do with anxiety or I’m just losing my vision lol.,0.29763440860214985,2.010225645161292,3.6658064516129047,87.18537634408602,82.87096774193549,5.423655913978496,13.559139784946234,6.42735559955562,-0.5308150537634404,109,1,23,1,3,40,30,31,0.175,0.677,0.14800000000000002,0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,8,5,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,5,5,0,4,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,3,1,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3946520051496158,0.0,0.0,0.3607200594130777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26084787678646965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5771453926868962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5594572498812509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Issue_Child,2019/04/04,"I am confused So, a while ago I posted a story about my uncle on the r/entitledparents page, and someone suggested posting it here, but I’m not sure cause I don’t see any stories about anxiety here and I am very confused. Sorry for bugging you with his, thanks. ",2.428846153846152,4.647521115384619,4.350615384615383,82.39438461538461,78.23076923076924,6.467692307692308,27.707692307692305,7.554174236665415,1.7725338461538451,206,9,39,3,5,70,42,52,0.212,0.7140000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.6262,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,9,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,7,2,5,6,1,5,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,2,2,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604878775142573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19983389340869465,0.0,0.22480098931446846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018736817947914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5628705290261135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341672213664051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489853990096362,0.0,0.0,0.3289505924010991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769582092632833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705454751775954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24246408222480276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gustafsr93,2019/04/04,"Send me all the coping strategies! So noise gives me really bad anxiety/panic attacks. I like in an apartment and our fire alarm goes off all the time for no reason and it gives me the worst anxiety. Well now, on top of that. There is construction and I get home from work everyday to the sound of constant hammering and my anxiety is getting so bad that it is making me sick. It is also hard because it makes me really angry as well and I have been snapping at my boyfriend for the smallest things (music to loud, foot tapping, talking to li loud, chewing, etc). 

What can I do to get through this? Nothing is helping. ",3.567,5.4489883666666685,4.430000000000003,84.67500000000003,73.66666666666666,7.466666666666668,29.5,8.238735603445708,2.1841500000000003,484,21,92,8,10,156,81,120,0.251,0.688,0.062,-0.9775,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,2,7,8,1,1,6,0,9,3,1,3,2,10,16,9,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,9,5,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,2,0,1,5,12,3,15,15,4,11,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,5,68,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14831276932499105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837536922406141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21098819865159266,0.0,0.0,0.3097036971471455,0.11305505619210443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004170150961631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20683758563928664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906865159280205,0.3558214005748925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661362632760138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431032623686833,0.0,0.1860320964468744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060667782935314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475927720854368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17795444101288754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376216099043553,0.19068437816094624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14906619963950274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321177722582753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081435632915997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33350269230040513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13501752062728212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zodiacstuckxx,2019/04/04,"Upcoming speech and I feel like throwing up So I have this speech that I have to completely memorize in Chinese for a competition. It’s about 3 minutes long and I have to deliver this out to a board of judges and an audience. I’m worried that I’m going to forget most (if not all) of my speech and, of course, the whole performance aspect.
Is there any advice on how to get over the anxiety of performance and any tips for memorizing these things too also?",3.943238095238094,5.548030466666668,5.2887301587301625,80.04500000000002,72.1111111111111,9.587301587301589,28.41269841269841,9.957137785484203,2.8626031746031737,362,14,71,10,7,121,62,90,0.069,0.902,0.03,-0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,1,1,15,9,9,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,7,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,17,9,3,8,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,2,53,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.305494178259447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500066285817206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4251923404702872,0.0,0.23915777538090066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277820581682776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15807292782266025,0.2233398350668095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633340050041696,0.0,0.17767236791205065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273310689432154,0.0,0.0,0.27666387270342424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076945981521812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34903538659882344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174865345004461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,doubtfulofyourpost,2019/04/04,"How the hell do people relax? This is my first time here but I’ve been really struggling with this lately. Every time I hear someone mention relaxing or see a picture of someone on the beach it just blows my mind. Maybe it’s just part of being a student but I feel like every second of every day not spent studying is wasted potential. And it’s not like I do study every waking moment but I am thinking about it every waking moment. Like people go to the park? You should be studying right now. Go see a movie? You’ve got an assignment due on Sunday and you’re gonna be thinking about that the entire time. Anything not school related brings this oppressive feeling of guilt. I have this weird urge to drink despite being 20 and having only drunk like 5 times.

Has anyone else had a similar experience? What do you do?",2.469132352941177,5.0159403250000025,3.715588235294121,85.18705882352944,80.125,5.764705882352942,21.911764705882355,7.048011613610866,0.8962095588235295,652,20,117,8,17,212,101,160,0.138,0.742,0.12,-0.6354,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,1,7,10,1,2,9,0,17,4,2,1,0,20,30,8,0,1,9,0,2,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,10,4,2,0,4,5,1,3,3,4,0,2,4,5,9,6,11,20,1,18,1,0,2,0,4,3,1,1,16,74,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428623769761857,0.13816387340277494,0.11096533158548064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696338845772171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209603319841087,0.0,0.0,0.1126450713990635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5680604989948108,0.0,0.0,0.13190355501773102,0.0,0.0,0.13636261290057078,0.09633276201684557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469845358633801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327019409610512,0.0,0.10784726819884527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15197927446525367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15211019193969222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635123650761688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13546917746523005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13615425678691095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025551314989301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602318662976366,0.0,0.1869680545284748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638468201128849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515625615874713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646958406193396,0.21490682422305668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22850619769427802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096849213077614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17280550641058826,0.0,0.0,0.3145150756371931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FutureTones,2019/04/04,Does it ever end? I hate sounding like an attention / karma whore but can I just get some nice comments? I'm having a really rough time right now and I think my bodies going to collapse.,0.8554054054054028,3.4024891351351343,2.923027027027029,87.28616216216219,90.08108108108108,5.122162162162162,18.210810810810813,6.742157984588678,0.42417189189189175,146,4,27,2,5,49,34,37,0.229,0.6409999999999999,0.129,-0.6381,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,2,0,2,2,1,0,1,7,7,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,2,1,7,1,6,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,5,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4110596981370668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.323847090929638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277684731593553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347457188094191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933441158632997,0.0,0.21031693238904772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36536338005065255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18079546579895348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370736389180215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31603418634061137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371232334019365,0.0,0.0,0.2157883543118861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,not-bill-cosby,2019/04/04,"Doing the hard things hey r/anxiety, i suffer from generalized anxiety disorder, and have never posted here before but i think today is a good day tio start. i decided to break up with my girlfriend today, as the relationship was causing me more anxiety. i talked to my social worker at my PHP program, the group at PHP, my therapist and my brother and mom about it. they all told me the same thing: ""take care of yourself."" this really sucks and hurts but i haven't made myself priority in years. it was a big first step twowards getting my anxiety to a consistently manageable level, i'd say an earth shattering first step haha, but that just means it'll get easier from here on out. thanks for listening",5.825881370091896,6.998526007518798,6.764310776942358,72.88668337510445,67.1203007518797,10.72314118629908,30.567251461988306,10.746095033038511,3.53749857978279,561,21,99,16,9,187,96,133,0.129,0.736,0.134,0.6922,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,3,4,7,1,0,8,1,7,0,0,2,2,19,19,8,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,7,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,3,0,2,4,3,15,4,16,14,3,20,0,2,0,0,12,8,1,0,8,68,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.485310269072704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495580776200136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16170193919746007,0.1629245473791705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022830374767961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18176784436245247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698079372195916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657225440215111,0.0,0.0,0.1330250603695527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14207327840662276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16978318278957108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006991959010546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727604732240465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185748874289788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232109057782115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15189370870196225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016023849148577,0.0,0.0,0.17027564409992355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261240476344131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16167139634398506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225697234355776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192464804909662,0.12747562311074284,0.0,0.14601636958453418,0.0,0.18414530842830887,0.21073185087469226,0.10162363956749383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30066603605155273,0.15154784929165552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021323594623784
anxiety,CarpRoast,2019/04/04,"I need help before worst comes to worst Im currently not doing very well right now. Im a student and im living with a family that want me to be improving constantly. Ive had rough grades this year and they keep critizicing me. Im trying to improve as much as possible but little things hapoen that keep setting me back. Recently my dad was in the hospital and he is not very happy and im tryingnto do my best but nothing works and i cant make him happy. i just want a secure future. that doesnt seem to be happening anymore because i might be failing my history class and i got a letter telling me i gotta meet with my history teacher. i dont know if its from me cutting class (which i have done 3 times due to unexpected work or talking to someone in hopes of them helping me) or if its my grades. We had an unexpected exam that i thankfully studied for but at the end everyone (including the high groups) got an F. today i had a project that failed miserably because my classmates are incompetent and the teacher told me to deal with it. i cant deal with the pressure anymore and ive been feeling like giving up on life. but i still want to hold on in hoped of a better future and friends. please if there is any advice on how to deal with this constant feeling of letting people around you down please let me know. i just made this account just to post this since reddit is a place i know people will respond and im not using my normal email for this. sorry for my bad grammar, i just cant type this down without shaking. sorry for the inconvenience ive caused to anyone. im sorry.",2.8811099644536178,4.608224318885451,4.346143790849673,85.21023965141616,75.1609907120743,7.1381263616557735,27.133241600733857,7.921354282810032,1.6899442495126702,1257,49,251,19,27,418,172,323,0.14,0.6970000000000001,0.163,0.6224,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,1,2,6,11,20,1,3,15,0,28,1,0,5,0,57,53,22,0,10,17,1,3,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,16,18,0,4,6,0,1,2,9,9,1,0,10,3,39,11,38,35,4,33,0,3,0,0,22,15,0,9,15,169,55,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07537191526475971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0524519996416009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15298725380437092,0.05393207104356629,0.0,0.0,0.0686633023319976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05930928860810071,0.06440150052602084,0.09403717589287727,0.0,0.06563314377394637,0.0,0.08094464982695354,0.06821645878589755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923519869037503,0.0,0.06644187483061466,0.0,0.16670329249581628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385572719637051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893220570293684,0.09039743099684254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06831553009529456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737023618778426,0.0,0.0,0.07271262313468485,0.0,0.07799991076349484,0.05510269040087811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595915313670688,0.0,0.0,0.07399147096847829,0.0,0.0,0.12337805966992316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682070457917899,0.16421562753690472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339910842885183,0.08149356309207557,0.0,0.15321777556855865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5832060646480742,0.0,0.0,0.13711587162784694,0.0,0.0,0.12716820736844026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15774417272397845,0.0544801916638273,0.037682507917338036,0.07730592991517574,0.06810844280984282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07298359938663743,0.051485811078720536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818242306272663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05670045676396429,0.0571919587081503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755723993334766,0.07400966234545225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694640751331796,0.0,0.08058590055610353,0.16933423884519494,0.0,0.08695406875892372,0.07387056390470363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615795620896712,0.0,0.0,0.06586979754333258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702175333125903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06380389440996143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06535318827476277,0.0,0.0,0.2590268756777794,0.0,0.0,0.06159723883745506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06199530081769865,0.0674162467656173,0.0710122338357771,0.0,0.0,0.05124267749410191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0449759419236169,0.0,0.07311155221609658,0.0737023618778426,0.0,0.05236716025076884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661676821205915,0.0,0.1272829722428168,0.1364823013847982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06935039526960929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743519209772365,0.0,0.1123051614274871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04967009529807023
anxiety,Cierra801,2019/04/04,"Anxiety is killing me, and I don't know how to get help. I've had anxiety for as long as I can remember. My mother had gone through it and understood, she tried to get me help and my father never let her, because his beliefs were different. My mother passed away last year, so I have no help and nobody to understand it, and my anxiety is to the point I feel like it's killing me. My dad believes that any mental illness is a feeling that someone had and exaggerated it- and that they're made up. I'm sixteen, and cannot see a therapist without his consent in my state. About a week ago, I started having panic attacks at work and he told me he'd get me in to see a therapist, I had three before I quit, because all I was doing was getting worse since I started working there. In December, I went to the emergency room for what I thought was asthma or maybe a heart attack or some shit, honestly. They diagnosed me with an anxiety disorder and said that I was having an anxiety attack. They gave me a prescription for Lorazepam, which is like Xanax, I believe. Which consisted of ten pills. I've only taken five pills, only when my anxiety was so bad I didn't have a choice anymore. Lorazepam makes me depressed and unable to focus, but it calms me down a lot. It happens when I'm alone, but worsens so much whenever I leave my house. It gets really bad around people. At work, they put me at a cash register in the front of the store and that started my first panic attack there. All I could think about was the fact there were so many people around me, and I couldn't breathe. I do that in Walmart, I do it if people talk to me. I don't know if I have anxiety, or social anxiety, and I don't know how to get help. I worry that because I am sixteen and it's like a trend for people to make up mental shit these days, that no doctor nor therapist will take me seriously, and I won't be able to get help. I do not know what to do.",5.114576774903688,4.894254648101267,6.253648871766652,80.81563015960377,68.34177215189875,9.603742432581178,31.60429279031371,9.318704503766252,2.599592184920198,1506,57,313,27,23,507,183,395,0.199,0.738,0.063,-0.9928,1,1,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,3,5,15,19,8,2,17,0,40,11,4,5,4,53,75,34,2,4,9,4,2,3,0,2,7,1,1,0,22,19,0,0,12,0,2,5,13,14,0,4,22,5,56,5,39,46,5,35,1,1,2,0,23,16,2,7,16,221,78,4,0.07025244342651994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062274552307728284,0.0,0.0,0.07276034436148468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04777407058896867,0.0,0.4299434154551535,0.0,0.06967154648443262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250791380650757,0.0,0.3196891854787723,0.0660044831682378,0.0,0.11731571162924367,0.12847571235960406,0.0,0.05977965501901584,0.15830089284589374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05609085958272705,0.0,0.0,0.0453070141704679,0.0,0.060508326581347874,0.0713047512756011,0.0,0.07339885091033671,0.08051538655305683,0.07190635269795861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104349249238129,0.050188359621007775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059756692490120514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25692801489378736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06212400370981424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324948371275319,0.2354436598542244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106188744059692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15544783977200144,0.0,0.15443562258838964,0.057265117861333176,0.0,0.07438719393663197,0.0,0.07183788315228283,0.0,0.10296538581063708,0.0,0.0,0.06217120171700024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05972611515007629,0.0,0.06647456060319243,0.09378810301273108,0.07122495107748389,0.07057802199212519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159587884578964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05164362926823431,0.0,0.054183015296291805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068602978444236,0.0,0.16485221125298422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948167946575514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641126663452407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07062310949872777,0.0,0.07472212112829363,0.0,0.0,0.04500551417565298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958232350686614,0.0,0.0668261613462897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196420359284803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422624724516714,0.058113547171136336,0.0,0.0,0.07161351897452183,0.059524667337494536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917512313389822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052821094432283416,0.05646625291097645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447055045743811,0.0,0.04501492907837711,0.0,0.05577259280657673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712922029636273,0.0,0.04769679759510703,0.0,0.0,0.07313527119249376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0563522725546913,0.0,0.0,0.06512471888549665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06772084849887533,0.0,0.15343384655120848,0.0713447664343863,0.07159324168577505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045240270249845185
anxiety,Randomness9295,2019/04/04,"Social anxiety.. Help! I am so fucking weird! I can appear to be a really, bubbly, friendly person, but internally I'm freaking the fuck out when I'm interacting with other adults. My wife says I have no boundaries; I agree(I say some pretty weird stuff). So my question is, what do y'all do to be successful in a social situation. How do you learn boundaries as an adult when you should have learned them as a child? How do you become a ""normal"" human being?",4.016850649350648,5.7659652954545475,5.403766233766234,78.71136363636366,72.18181818181819,7.755844155844157,27.34415584415585,8.418075326091056,2.0469428571428576,358,13,65,6,7,120,63,88,0.17,0.6920000000000001,0.138,-0.4849,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,4,1,1,6,7,2,0,6,0,13,2,0,2,0,12,18,9,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,5,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,2,11,2,7,14,1,5,0,0,0,2,19,2,2,3,2,49,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17126153380020714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24724913136942414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17296301908763256,0.4139322740338045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15005674090384918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193471127281295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19547647123093706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22775839596045785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507879729887411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14341819151303214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3560641383209481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516416056755237,0.0,0.4564187996663908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25627997870250113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
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anxiety,auttersage,2019/04/04,"Interviewing is the worst... I recently graduated college and it feels like there is a lot of pressure on me to find a job. I have been applying and that’s fine but then when I get an interview my anxiety takes over. I don’t know what to say or how to answer questions well and I get extremely nervous to the point that my mind goes completely blank every single time. People keep telling me that it will get easier and that I will learn from each interview but it seems like the opposite is actually happening. I get more anxiety with each interview and less confidence in myself and my abilities. After every interview I feel worse about myself and feel like I haven’t learned anything except maybe that I’m not good enough for the job. I’m at the point that I want to give up on jobs all together if I have to keep interviewing... 

Does anyone else feel like this? Or have any advice on how to deal with this type of anxiety? ",3.8076427255985266,5.721410574585633,4.9579889502762455,81.00832780847145,73.08839779005524,9.46755064456722,26.983793738489872,9.888512548439397,2.7207787108655617,738,27,144,21,15,243,106,181,0.094,0.762,0.14400000000000002,0.8581,3,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,2,8,0,11,0,0,2,1,37,29,16,0,2,7,0,4,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,12,11,0,2,11,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,5,18,7,23,26,9,14,0,0,0,0,11,9,0,6,9,100,30,14,0.0,0.0,0.1218072642747106,0.0,0.0,0.1219736104608463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488254212067718,0.0,0.28646310871644715,0.0,0.0,0.08727772674618944,0.12789383778060193,0.10271702556928408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087241566062674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868494257616325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092316748668026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427190649395038,0.0,0.0,0.12897343214262275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21033410693754032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524529381541549,0.2675163847445882,0.0,0.0,0.11408410825091693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608552269623807,0.11973965137587328,0.0,0.104693910292253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103787744396442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715966673504289,0.22189323244853232,0.0,0.0,0.06859834256157624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439248903654246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611832783831053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539944473402212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603360054824486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086535146442772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359923308981825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13982805668991438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324565259481952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09926264789544398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363232612182038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938498377411418,0.0,0.10909903234960484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278411330043283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362264403760238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222904537064383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720323552148485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Shanshan6033,2019/04/04,"Anyone else hate days off?! I had today off from work and it wasn’t planned and I absolutely hate having unplanned days off. I feel like I don’t know what to do with myself and my anxiety gets really bad. I just try to sleep as much as I can and get things done. I don’t mind when I have planned days off because I can somehow like prepare even though that sounds weird, but like I’ll stay up late the night before so I sleep in and I’ll make plans with friends or just have stuff to do. Unscheduled time just really makes me anxious. Wondering if anyone else suffers from this. ",1.7279378531073455,3.9622853813559296,2.5450000000000017,94.33043785310736,80.77966101694916,5.967231638418079,20.850282485875713,7.1686216300943375,0.4107435028248587,457,13,100,6,12,143,75,118,0.14300000000000002,0.7659999999999999,0.091,-0.6409999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,4,8,9,2,0,1,0,12,2,2,2,0,20,21,13,0,1,6,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,2,13,4,15,18,1,15,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,4,11,64,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399749411668834,0.1683466418826705,0.0,0.20839211413672876,0.3053707771017661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442285812975587,0.09083929799364644,0.0,0.12680237680325626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883106508818086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15249599080501464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24896893914907475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984242341530399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753474045774658,0.10645767838198428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513006051813834,0.0,0.15571032340355975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294246606955075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189577206939884,0.0,0.16809751483411173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21840633983417745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19893982951390296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046455407169174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954454213352753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984223345294233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19092803947798334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29824896709870885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15883215113970614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17058865885462512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900018384604888,0.0,0.14640831360775358,0.0,0.08689293254826101,0.0,0.14125056426836147,0.0,0.0,0.10117266984962572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16160243383965134,0.10848605275808568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_bittersweet,2019/04/04,"My anxiety is so selective. I'm at Starbucks right now staring at the wrong drink which I physically can't drink because it has too many calories. But I couldn't say that even though I watched her make it wrong. And now it's been like 15 minutes and it's way too late to bring it back, if I could even summon the courage to. 

I also almost forgot my debit card at the store today and since then I've been wishing I would die every so often because obviously I'm too stupid to live for making this minor mistake. It's been like 5 hours and my brain won't stop bringing it up every 20 minutes or so, even though I just went to the gym which usually clears it up a little bit. I know it doesn't make any sense at all. Like I can recognize what I'm feeling is disordered but it feels so real. 

Regarding the 'selective' part. I feel like those two examples are a kind of social anxiety, but I'm going out with a bunch of strangers next week for a work function where I'll be the only one on my team there, and I'm not even anxious about it. I think that's something people would normally feel a little nervous about. But no.

Anxiety is weird. ",4.96106990881459,4.905086544680857,5.819407294832827,83.23750000000003,68.65957446808511,8.927051671732523,29.97720364741641,8.634040054169528,2.0830182370820665,898,31,189,13,14,296,137,235,0.095,0.823,0.081,-0.469,0,0,3,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,23,12,1,1,11,0,17,3,1,3,3,39,37,19,1,8,8,0,4,4,0,3,0,1,0,0,18,7,2,2,6,4,2,4,6,6,0,2,5,7,16,6,19,26,4,28,0,0,2,0,4,12,0,4,15,121,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151372900787376,0.0,0.0,0.08905676787045644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757305031878004,0.0,0.25557664539542,0.12580823326963073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563109701616818,0.0,0.13577142334682465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157930341287435,0.0,0.0,0.12431768250548478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889141111081503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557697456044295,0.0,0.12763138377894884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21818623899382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942162402821307,0.0,0.1876558754954672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252334527219068,0.079557585975243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06329002921202838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966989728055077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596718920870827,0.06120206664700947,0.0,0.12562205650074273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176248993714196,0.2232295055242781,0.09833536720373352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230065435063668,0.11290437088837488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843557052247974,0.0,0.10911187119154983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546229583602082,0.08469640567351037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059502895437467,0.0,0.07720492364877866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675521400489542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510319810340913,0.0,0.08856014540879609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212043510301886,0.0,0.0,0.11352032096343725,0.0,0.08573250193947397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310426319299536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713567671341744,0.21882671450987332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555888576218916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878524578963852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265035923004501,0.0,0.0,0.08839458424448837,0.0893284977338368,0.0,0.0,0.10323440457053124,0.0,0.0,0.128061690925254,0.0,0.0,0.08107342373602566,0.0,0.0,0.1582178349704634,0.2435154165075853,0.0,0.0
anxiety,starchan786,2019/04/04,"A friendly reminder to go outside Hey all I'm a lurker here most of the time however figured I would send you all a friendly reminder to get outside. I know it can be hard with anxiety. A lot of us I think forget to get some fresh air as we hide in our houses. At my worst I was terrified to leave my house. I would have panic attacks and unless I had someone with me it was impossible. I would only go outside for work but even then some days I called in sick because I couldn't brave being outside. 

However after some therapy and doing small steps like ""just walk to the store"" (I have one 5 min away) ""go get coffee"" (again I have a Tim Hortons 10min away) and things like that I would try. Now I know not everyone had stores or things near them. 

I just had foot surgery and couldn't walk to the store or timmies and have spent the last month stuck inside only going out for appointments. It's really gotten me down and I was getting anxious again leaving. My therapist suggested I go sit outside at my patio. Something I can get to based on my mobility. Now I was able to do a 5k walk yesterday with my air cast on. I wasn't planning it I just went to get coffee with a friend and it turned into a 5k and I felt amazing! (Probably because I haven't walked that far in 5weeks). 

I know we all have our issues but sun and fresh air really help and today I decided for the first time to just make coffee and instead of going to my room I went outside and figured I would try it for 30min. Well over an hour later and I was shocked how fast time flew by. I could have just made coffee gone to my room and read Reddit. This time I just sat outside and read Reddit instead. 

So yeah GO OUTSIDE! even if it's just a few minutes. You might feel a bit better! ",1.3328648648648669,3.501714911111115,2.9218168168168184,91.44432432432436,81.83333333333333,5.66966966966967,22.22972972972973,6.885778809224403,0.6079774774774775,1368,45,289,16,37,449,177,360,0.08800000000000001,0.805,0.107,0.9125,2,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,5,2,1,4,19,13,1,1,16,1,31,2,1,3,3,67,62,25,0,9,14,0,3,2,3,6,1,0,3,0,12,23,0,0,9,2,4,17,5,4,1,2,19,3,47,9,41,32,11,59,0,0,0,0,16,21,0,9,22,200,59,3,0.09308272535953864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120803012142388,0.10515698471188467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589503795501384,0.17490856914246736,0.0,0.0,0.11348473083310764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232410629307017,0.10162222787811308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504786986468844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431898198929396,0.0,0.0,0.06003065731516435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296052443176884,0.0,0.0,0.08894453305360046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0470654227647435,0.0,0.08937401366576783,0.0,0.0,0.07917611863949127,0.0,0.0,0.21574644813328755,0.0,0.2917912929152931,0.0,0.3703074053985145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338383861160499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06239138870885828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166773439198056,0.21480993507794616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097154181624082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346749460209347,0.07587484475388212,0.0,0.19712233214244093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095103564120254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791356044309209,0.0,0.08807712538133823,0.062133441976700114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987460618653562,0.0,0.0,0.07429774332098314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06307526370349016,0.14158721420835446,0.0,0.10921252241585064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035892142628487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18621582973394926,0.0,0.1192623547694489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886869113227614,0.07165962959227995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644820868858673,0.10807621849285468,0.12368005328467907,0.05964365189467475,0.0,0.0,0.21710914283438187,0.0,0.08823153976344437,0.0,0.0,0.12639412081712362,0.10124727581372113,0.0,0.0,0.11196705763384104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369254888414139,0.17257723792842414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677653326716526,0.0,0.0,0.3306164871077788,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jhidoh,2019/04/04,"Do you think like this too? This is long and is just venting, you can read it all or not. I just want to know if this is your thought process too.

 

I just want a fix. I want to feel better, I’m scared. Scared what people will think of me, scared of everything.

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Growing up so sheltered. Growing up and never letting myself get out, and have fun. It might have made things easier in the short term but definitely not in the long term. I was thinking in such a close-minded way. I should have hung out with friends but I was too busy worrying about what I’d have to say to my mom or dad. Or how I was going to get transportation. Or if we were going to crash. I *really* wanted to go skiing man, I really did. But I didn’t go... Why? You ask.

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It’s because I couldn’t stop worrying about how I was going to get one of you guys to the hospital if you broke an arm or leg. I’m really scared of driving, not because I might get in a crash, it’s really not even that. It’s that I know I won’t be able to pay for a crash. My parents will have to. I don’t want them to deal with that, it will be terrible. It’s not my place to put them in that sort of position. Or say, it was someone else’s car, for example, my friend who invited me skiing. What if they got hurt, or died. What if I got in a crash, totaled their car, they’re now dead, and I need to explain to his parents why their son is dead. I can’t do it. I do this with everything. It’s debilitating. This way of thinking drains me so much. But it seems *extremely* irresponsible to not think like this. What if these situations actually happened. What if? What would I do? At least I worked them out beforehand right? Right? 

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I don’t know. I can’t seem to stop it. Like I said, it feels so irresponsible. When we go camping there are a few moments where I just let go. Enjoy it, but I *know* that no one else is considering the possibility that we might get caught drinking or something dumb. We’re kids (well I’m an adult now), but internally, it’s my job to prepare us for a situation like that. They never asked me to. It’s not like they said, “Hey Jhidoh, you need to make sure we don’t get caught tonight.” But I do it anyways. I’m being responsible. I’m being caring. I’m being a *good* friend. But am I? Because the amount of effort it takes just to leave my house is ridiculous. It’s seriously dumb. My mom asks me to run an errand, the first thing I think about is me dying. But not really, because I don’t mind if I die. But I do know that that is the only other car we have and two people depend on it for jobs. I’ve messed it up for them now. It’s my fault. I did that. They have a funeral to deal with, a car that doesn’t work, no way to pay the bills for my funeral nothing that I can do to help them. NOTHING.

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I’m assuming these are obsessive thoughts. Thoughts that are not rational. But I promise you they seem rational to me. Obviously not every drive I have will end up with me dead. Not every skiing trip I have my buddies will fuck up their bodies. But I need to be prepared. Right? When no one else is, I need to be the person people can look to. It’s me. No one else. 

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If  there was a pill to prevent this, I’d take it in a heartbeat. Writing this right now, I can feel my heart rate rising. I can feel the pressure building. It sucks. Literally I never did anything in my childhood. When I was really young sure. Yes I did. But it’s not as if I had a choice. I have a sort of independence but, yet again, not really. I’m *completely* dependent on my parents. For the food I eat, for the clothes I wear, for the room I sleep in, among many other things. I’m eternally grateful for that. I don’t have to worry about these things. But I want to. I want to be my own person. I want to pursue my life without looking back. But I can’t. I’m too scared. I’m too dependent. I don’t want to ruin someone else’s life so I choose not to live mine. It’s not that this is rational to anyone else but it is to me. It is to me.

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The way I see it there are two ways out, one: take something that helps me focus. Maybe it’s these thoughts that I should be having, be prepared and all. Maybe it *is* responsible. In that case, I need something that can help me work through these things. This would be preferable. That way I would be able to manage all of these thoughts and find solutions, and then go on and have fun. Do my thing. Work, play, whatever. I’d be able to run these scenarios in my head and be fine. Two: I need  something to stop these thoughts, and the *idea* that I need them. I’d prefer scenario one, I’d rather have all the information than none of it. I don’t like the whole, “Ignorance is bliss mentality” but if some pill or technique can help me stop these thoughts AND stop the notion of me *needing* to think these things. Then I’d take that too, or do that too.

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I just need a fix. Something to help me. Because I don’t really see a way out. I’ve tried meditation but I couldn’t focus or stick to it long enough. I’ve started and stopped projects over, and over, and over, and over again. It seems like nothing I ever do is easy. I can’t work through things in my head. I think in abstract feelings and images. And I need to parse it into something useful. But I also have this voice that just freaks me the fuck out. It’s not like it’s *someone speaking to me*. It’s just me, but in my head. It’s not all the time, but whenever I try to do something, *anything* out of my comfort zone, it pops right back up. Like it was waiting for me the whole time.

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I’m stuck, just, please if I could find a solution that would be great. If you think therapy is the best option, that’s good but honestly, I can’t afford it and I won’t get much out of it because I’m too anxious to let any of this stuff out. If we’re talking about someone else, or something else it’ll be okay. I can jump off of other things, but can’t come up with anything unique. I need to *feel* the situation before I can say anything. It’s kind of dumb really. But I suck at the small talk, I worry about the way I’m positioned, I worry about everything. I put everyone up on a pedestal and I promise you there would be no way I could open up to someone about this stuff. For now, I’ll keep writing. No one’s reading but at least I can get it out. Put it somewhere. Get these feelings *somewhere* other than my head.

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I’m not emotional really, I don’t feel anger really. Mainly sadness, emptiness more often, anxiety the most often, and lack of focus *very frequently.* I don’t know what stems off of the other. I don’t know if my depression, sadness, emptiness, and anxiety stem from my lack of focus and inability to commit to something long term. Or if it’s the other way around. I just really don’t know.

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TL;DR: My mind uses slippery slope thinking for *any* activity I am trying to do. Hanging out with friends, going hiking, working on something, anything.andrewandrewandrewThat’s what I get I guess.That’s what I get I guess.",0.3572795813065497,2.6696974762560224,2.213314824967629,93.81541949055335,88.00206469373708,5.348309556304704,20.32190947231716,6.847781081116105,0.3420111509015045,5455,176,1211,75,177,1798,408,1453,0.168,0.726,0.107,-0.9982,8,0,11,0,0,0,286.0,6,10,14,10,60,61,9,7,49,2,135,19,10,10,14,263,261,91,8,52,85,7,8,9,4,18,4,7,1,6,127,50,3,10,46,7,3,30,53,28,1,11,30,19,172,33,159,189,27,145,0,6,4,2,72,62,7,48,52,833,299,14,0.07777236957611466,0.0,0.025298204635700712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02073151195054523,0.0,0.2808877664758915,0.31500647215011124,0.035258585493299036,0.0,0.03966376656892743,0.02928688019870941,0.0,0.01812674970176048,0.02656232778138606,0.08533337803439227,0.023077965874201373,0.0727066670554911,0.0,0.0,0.03986810106810336,0.0,0.09481862927312648,0.0,0.022059519434529662,0.0,0.027205767898743998,0.022927780261832443,0.0,0.028795856691124163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026431371346523555,0.0,0.0,0.022331336651198838,0.027180949939768155,0.0,0.0,0.041396605807479024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05345326537312396,0.02232840931831269,0.0,0.08071544094637728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02539577131142135,0.0,0.026526849989905014,0.17325022732893158,0.02916114929945485,0.022961078460720725,0.026786549212321046,0.0,0.01712263887211242,0.023449853611261052,0.043684383775114514,0.024771610663885297,0.06989679098367244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048641249491338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047388357884864514,0.022051045943803242,0.031347552666738734,0.0,0.08011565308240279,0.04793286831056707,0.1489871282802512,0.0,0.13259948968519852,0.043487849143575265,0.04146777906079239,0.02858143733941671,0.05711668881504362,0.025668957744960027,0.022924616522987787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642251801901276,0.0,0.0,0.030720210802351888,0.08688196659279686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02991295752420592,0.027752310052545918,0.02926517958869098,0.0,0.0,0.05145138422053493,0.02304255183459342,0.0,0.026995984992950015,0.11397776105561595,0.0,0.0,0.02744990331247776,0.0,0.07952751713082787,0.03662194975588436,0.11398695402228776,0.0,0.02289147573052391,0.09176813296148788,0.04353946864809275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0245300321833822,0.017304553534801186,0.02628299196469748,0.05208853237077713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026125418758726617,0.08250419385460532,0.07852792286146848,0.060724039525052585,0.0,0.0,0.038114426827985916,0.2114464974987653,0.059982845931601275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462468614068872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296799757554674,0.01971646387327629,0.0,0.0,0.08635701267485814,0.0,0.0,0.05391756860951247,0.04527188886248412,0.02708519106732333,0.02845690239677104,0.0,0.02922555372793735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781827122966099,0.0,0.0,0.051862277255892784,0.0,0.1992918857031896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069529779499013,0.0493195554402101,0.06184770984127125,0.12977284907543304,0.0,0.04131633955302021,0.09440139244822793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874194019381016,0.02594284528377,0.0,0.10982712726827236,0.1995765657129768,0.0,0.0,0.018349227826054453,0.0,0.0,0.1300423667636344,0.0,0.0,0.059353837525501614,0.0,0.0,0.04886635861820029,0.0,0.07796685737389629,0.04167365646685391,0.0,0.0,0.02964649417983472,0.0,0.15500551970458482,0.16611131371242607,0.0,0.1440660064327234,0.030233129419107475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05280233382976523,0.0,0.07597230430857761,0.0,0.03118352824692288,0.044780237804876284,0.0,0.02139011662724662,0.13761647576582,0.20577362321230347,0.0,0.0,0.02330890011167713,0.0,0.04678497788278952,0.057886715480197075,0.0,0.0249899296526314,0.0,0.11323842263172527,0.1316360274420027,0.0,0.0920787665809644,0.0,0.31500647215011124,0.0
anxiety,curiousdan,2019/04/04,"Goodbye gaming and betting, hello benzo Don't know about you guys, but sometimes my brain needs just a bit of adrenaline/dopamine from games. I used to chill out playing platformers and shooters, but  lately some other part of my system freaks out and sends me in total anxiety/PA mode. It's been so horrible I finally, finally, gave up gaming. Tried a bit of betting for the last couple of weeks, and today I've just experienced the longest, most horrible panic attacks ever, coming in waves. My colleagues at work noticed I was hyperventilating and shaking. So I'm done with betting, too. Took a Oxazepam pill for the first time ever today, felt some peace. Guess it's over microdosing dopamine through gaming :) but I'm okay with that. Also noticed that moderate to hard exercise helps alleviating the symptoms - don't know if it's useful to you. Take care!",5.812115384615384,7.817210596153848,6.272307692307695,73.24769230769235,68.03846153846153,8.533333333333335,32.871794871794876,9.075114841892004,3.1827025641025646,687,31,110,13,12,222,105,156,0.152,0.71,0.139,-0.5071,0,0,0,1,0,0,25.0,0,2,0,2,9,7,1,2,7,1,5,4,1,2,3,32,19,12,0,2,6,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,6,10,0,0,3,6,3,4,2,4,0,1,6,3,9,3,21,13,7,24,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,8,11,71,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142382448088428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16251413549241844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119135481577709,0.0,0.0,0.15946945064060492,0.0,0.0,0.14564656344025986,0.0,0.0,0.12305386646926365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806240107692174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461866198907769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25843461142295643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13715978431916842,0.3129735395871155,0.0,0.12150936173051208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736696616938844,0.14144538448771773,0.0,0.0,0.1279668311914772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575030892853524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570148308682909,0.11644298957649872,0.16114264628149455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059225325584218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252746220835265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676053855601644,0.0,0.15469418854790434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412837266783871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14847734280665906,0.10740650465945696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329782333667646,0.0,0.2708129235273993,0.0,0.15871320582002502,0.09698675061925592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467555565245262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458680835316402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399754953738448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AnxietyBoatAllAboard,2019/04/04,"constant work anxiety I have constant anxiety about work, whether I’m getting promoted fast enough, getting the right projects, hiring people under me, big enough team. Even though I don’t know if i would enjoy having a huge team, I’m obsessed with getting more responsibility. I know I need to be patient but it consumes me and triggers my anxiety about not being good enough. Anyone else have tips to deal???",5.677072072072072,7.941727067567572,5.644324324324322,76.56261261261263,68.86486486486487,7.636036036036036,33.954954954954964,8.344100000000001,2.956863063063063,329,16,53,5,6,103,53,74,0.135,0.787,0.078,-0.4765,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,5,4,3,0,1,2,0,7,0,0,1,0,11,15,5,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,8,2,6,12,4,7,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,3,35,9,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3995030437874575,0.0,0.0,0.12171800287368295,0.17836145709632964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762286788257638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17946473624175854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454181804159923,0.0,0.0,0.5396011961843371,0.0,0.11497557155756405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728426121594234,0.0,0.0,0.14600670925891093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191335259712281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907516547560116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206823962547325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14865997265693182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17102880893801342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534588362148756,0.0,0.0,0.12365861237901372,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IDontLikeDrWho,2019/04/04,"I think I found a solution to my anxiety For the past couple of weeks my anxiety has been flaring like crazy and it's been taking a hit on my everyday life. I work mostly closing shifts and get home around 1:30am, sometimes 8-9 days in a row. Working this load has made me feel closed and unable to have time for myself and time to relax.

Well the other night I was driving I had experienced a slight panic attack and was in a car full of friends from a night out. They were having fun and blasting music and I didn't want my anxiousness to show and ruin the fun for everyone (this is a problem I have with my anxiety, I just throw it on others and its a slight fear of mine because it has ruined a lot of relationships). 

Anyways, I had remembered some meditating methods I researched before and forced myself to just try them. So I started making random ass things. 74mph. Tree. Casino. Billboard for a car dealership, and other things I saw.

For some details, I have the type of anxiety where I literally cannot stop thinking about the absolute worse scenarios no matter the size of the situation and it EATS at me. But at my most relaxed I'm still thinking like crazy, but just not shit that stresses me out but more in a A.D.D. type state lol. So obviously when pointing out random things, I start to over think about them. ""How much does that casino make in a day?"" ""How many bathrooms does it have?"" ""How much are toilet paper expenses?"". Literally just random shit like that. 

AND IT WORKED lmaoo I calmed down in an instant and joined my friends in singing and having a good time in the car ride home! So it's a little different from the other ways people practice mindfulness, but it's a method I found for myself and I'm really proud of it.

It's been a couple days and I haven't had a panic attack and I've been in my most relaxed state of mind I haven't felt in a long time.",3.5048039215686297,5.1723519759358325,4.542588235294122,84.69898039215691,73.35828877005348,7.4465597147950096,25.300891265597148,8.131152278815165,1.4934640998217468,1485,48,294,23,30,484,186,374,0.102,0.74,0.158,0.979,1,0,2,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,3,4,18,25,4,4,28,1,25,5,3,6,1,65,45,29,0,2,9,0,2,3,2,0,1,0,2,0,23,25,1,1,9,7,3,6,6,11,1,0,16,4,37,14,44,28,10,52,0,2,1,1,6,25,3,9,21,206,60,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28705248419751145,0.10597671934188396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350930846296123,0.0,0.21344105192450066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057184691544936675,0.0,0.07982398548661405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207594281281116,0.0,0.18149585040770894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800974609065796,0.0,0.0,0.1641846157646458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598934804016114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963788608281595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556045940848338,0.04743231381835752,0.0,0.09007071464311697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057119991774038,0.14495217694747306,0.0,0.049010984292380204,0.0,0.0,0.07868198237916027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881948213743911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06625960267360538,0.1374900450656235,0.09402059802029122,0.0,0.08301742627930081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975249350962246,0.0,0.0887637166713385,0.1252355867782083,0.09510692992934358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894393572622709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791984285865427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17606553906924413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201277426962156,0.0,0.0,0.0895506723124231,0.06503488931287026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867920001036468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976190942772483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06009602278956196,0.0,0.0,0.1007150471606691,0.10626655899205778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19258581976133612,0.0,0.1054445012165982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277884397771476,0.0,0.13279604753173765,0.0,0.0749154591148555,0.07842797020120594,0.10745713310182092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053219484134585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18696627234583965,0.24043437817032046,0.0,0.0,0.218801582793158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06368970309010114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055330587659810304,0.07446069150135645,0.07524738951926882,0.0,0.08434496090205164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20488075978964848,0.0,0.09559870968554557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SexAndAnxiety,2019/04/04,"Anxiety meds make life good, but cause sex-related anxiety TL;DR: my wife's anxiety meds are working great and she's happy in life, but sexy times bring panic attacks.

I'm posting this with my wife's consent because she's looking for help/advice. She has suffered from anxiety & depression all her life and also has Hashimoto's (hypothyroidism) and some related autoimmune conditions. I mention the thyroid thing because her thyroid meds have definitely affected her libido in the past. Here's her current medication list:

   * Lamotrigine (generic for Lamictal) 100mg
   * Desvenlafaxine (Pristiq) 50mg
   * Levothyroxine (Synthroid) 25mcg
   * Armour 30mg

This is an awesome combination and her anxiety is basically gone but it's affected her sex life and not in the usual way. She doesn't have a lack of desire, inability to reach orgasm, or any other ""typical"" sexual side effects. Instead, the start of any sexy times brings her a massive panic attack. We'll be lying in bed together naked, totally willingly on her part, and before we get too far she'll start getting scared, angry, withdrawn and irrational in the way that's typical of an anxiety attack.

Before the meds, she had these kinds of panic attacks about many other things in life, but not usually about sex. Oddly now it's the reverse. Sex is basically the only thing that causes her such anxiety these days. Which is definitely better, but still not ideal!

With patience we can usually work through this to the point where a switch flips, all of a sudden she's into it and then we have great sex just like always. It's like she needs to get to a certain point and then the anxiety just disappears. But it can take a long time to get there (usually 30-60 minutes) and it's very difficult for her in the meantime, and embarrassing after.

Does this sound familiar to anyone? Any advise/suggestions, medication changes she should discuss with her doctor, etc?",6.0138635136594285,8.200929457725946,6.6000129575639805,70.3704783500702,67.83381924198251,10.096058740956703,33.986502537522945,10.338469443840273,4.166260425440017,1536,73,238,43,27,501,184,343,0.218,0.634,0.14800000000000002,-0.9788,1,0,0,0,0,0,58.0,4,0,0,5,13,22,4,5,19,0,19,15,1,6,4,46,33,21,0,5,12,2,0,2,0,4,10,1,1,0,20,18,0,0,1,0,0,4,4,12,0,0,2,2,27,10,31,26,7,40,0,2,1,5,28,14,0,2,21,155,47,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092123023202179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05803965812440968,0.0603897296958733,0.07863695603330566,0.0,0.14806418264594012,0.0,0.44416855983847214,0.0,0.0,0.050747401255953936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302664490389243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848431379832658,0.0,0.12351505953092827,0.0,0.0,0.06418830093640833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14911277626581604,0.07677665405806698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04680604589181589,0.0,0.06251031021703504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428545239442319,0.06351246579148039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094234105680385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167357544576315,0.0,0.0,0.06087399469175304,0.0,0.1600324043746704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07725937630303288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048646713758758856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557759142025848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25631577773382513,0.07091473821085299,0.0,0.0,0.06422820338074825,0.06094625132218823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04844559207988647,0.07358150586202321,0.0,0.0,0.32246595072066336,0.14622702486884134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0538147937028404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055197943370316235,0.0,0.2554597882871749,0.0,0.07859362538506326,0.06928278858964278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13721711089296673,0.0,0.06950853314064934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266205969093015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274049595722773,0.0,0.05795994359308141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054568737651772434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14465044634325291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269603852122721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197324622830537,0.05988347879538011,0.0,0.11521620584888492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567358122538187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,medsauce,2019/04/04,"Accept or Mask your symptoms? I've heard two seemingly contradictory coping mechanisms

1) preaches acceptance of your anxious state (letting the symptoms of anxiety ride out)

2) consciously addressing (actively try to reduce symptoms of anxiety)

  
Me personally, in social situations (i.e. sitting in class) where my anxiety takes the wheel even though my rational brain knows it to be non-threatening, I tend to gravitate towards #2.  

I've done some thinking, here are some possible reasons I think I do this: 

* Avoid evoking discomfort in others (it often does if you're breathing heavily for no apparent reason) 
* Avoid negative judgement from others (weak, incompetent, mentally ill etc....) 
* Preserve my self-concept 
   * part of me is embarrassed that I'd exhibit high levels of anxiety under these non-threatening situations
   * I dont want to face the reality of not being in control and hostage to a broken fight-flight system  

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I'm curious to know how you guys cope and why. Im especially interested if theres anyone out there that has practiced #1 - what are your reasons for doing so and what has your experience been like?

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Any other comments or anecdotes are more than welcome and greatly appreciated ",7.138815004262575,9.833539130434787,7.685393577720947,61.64979539641948,65.90821256038647,11.247399829497015,40.19579425973288,11.088447113337141,5.762983177038933,988,58,134,33,17,325,146,207,0.162,0.748,0.09,-0.9004,1,2,0,0,1,0,48.0,0,5,0,1,9,11,0,4,4,0,14,8,3,5,0,30,24,11,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,1,2,11,6,0,3,11,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,3,1,14,6,24,18,5,15,1,0,0,0,11,11,0,8,1,93,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24134898723019504,0.2706650203326364,0.07573864827526539,0.0,0.3408055114414225,0.12582176439672824,0.0,0.07787581383809795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433105331849707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491625098223955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974647930724451,0.11397503634130594,0.13053037592540606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421228531421474,0.07356197107372768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894587530459472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279105355846046,0.0,0.11027851146255783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767353683182626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030384052957177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241729829794455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388822635027256,0.0,0.05441207642763685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223955100452186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060799938263447,0.0,0.0,0.09724813458453248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555829472346805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435353731076276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139138821508406,0.11618815275734498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503797677715411,0.0,0.11353253048145676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34728302538686423,0.08373995021569411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272888362125313,0.10942512505426673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561614349325474,0.0,0.10879694603332578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656917123656775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049838740990052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706650203326364,0.0
anxiety,FearfulGamer,2019/04/04,"I don't know how to cope with the paranoia. Constantly all day I worry about someone breaking into my house, and raping me day or night. I worry about suddenly dying any second, and other shit like that. My mom is usually the person that helps me calm down, but for financial reasons my mom needs about 3 or 4 jobs,(I would work if I could) and one of them might require her to work a job that requires her to go in at 5 pm leave at 11 pm. I can cope without her, but barely. She then expects me to go to bed right when she gets home while I have been freaking out all day, and she won't have enough energy to help me calm down even if I am having a panic attack. I am not trying to make my mom look bad she is amazing, but pragmatically this will lead to disaster mainly because she won't let me sleep by myself because I could have a psychotic break again, so then the pressure is on me to go to sleep within an hour while I have been freaking out for the past 3 hours or so. I also have insomnia, and pressure to sleep quickly just makes it 5 times worse. I won't be able to sleep, and then she will say we will be homeless because of that. She has a ridiculous plan, and after having an argument with me I think she realizes this now, and she has told me she is trying to find another job.

The problem is still there that I have to cope without here while she works. My paranoia is, so painful that it makes me feel suicidal sometimes. I don't feel truly suicidal anymore, but still. I already tried to kill myself once because of my paranoia.

Constantly reasoning myself out of my paranoia is exhausting, and very painful. It is maddening. Does anybody know how to decrease the pain?",6.408711374095991,5.655857786982249,6.745167652859963,80.14833662064433,65.80473372781066,9.641288625904009,33.5706771860618,8.841846274778883,2.640324917817226,1324,50,266,18,18,430,168,338,0.279,0.679,0.042,-0.9984,3,0,0,0,0,1,34.0,1,0,1,7,19,20,5,3,12,0,38,11,5,8,2,55,53,31,4,8,13,3,2,1,0,8,5,1,2,1,12,16,0,2,9,0,0,4,8,16,0,2,3,4,51,4,42,37,4,43,0,0,1,1,24,12,1,6,26,202,63,8,0.08500050310617441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380016884907083,0.06797487162417175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057803256903649375,0.08913043883721893,0.0,0.0,0.0842976587647971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967003433543238,0.0,0.0,0.07097186962026898,0.2072620709895112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18371069375165147,0.0,0.1357319703527858,0.0,0.0,0.1644548777619271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882171023754672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743845130764955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782824177540006,0.0,0.05614203064279083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595761669967117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768891992509153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04440925460658778,0.0,0.1449232342578051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394809099672301,0.0,0.08526243513289335,0.0,0.16741674702422216,0.09807916819852226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869976708017276,0.0,0.09404046281470843,0.0,0.09342810710390877,0.0,0.0,0.09000325968567527,0.0,0.0869187733863436,0.0,0.041526952276422543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137901468544168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17021548758928542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017210127752863,0.0,0.2986546857554225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06302679601576426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976721407315024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052276169175703,0.0575985407350546,0.0,0.2713395848581115,0.09972977601359377,0.0,0.0,0.08114259822224787,0.0,0.07421916069006719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133400190391714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17478934801389692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258996521781448,0.0,0.06759581174041146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725179494843653,0.0,0.0,0.3402475578118434,0.0,0.07202065044480317,0.0,0.08406767102924308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13576302316043382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859535085164805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054464890220550094,0.0,0.0,0.04956447691714913,0.0,0.0,0.08122162333448539,0.0,0.17312928608858927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361604539082548,0.07013431703542063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16387490348865053,0.0,0.18564413583720296,0.17264427385385667,0.0866227744613305,0.06038191862305075,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kaetrik,2019/04/04,"I've Convinced Myself I have a Brain Tumor I have been feeling a bit off these past few weeks. Blurred vision (hard to read), difficulty focusing and remembering faces, feeling like I'm in a dream. 

I've convinced myself that I have a brain tumor and because of it, I'm doing constant research. The more I read about brain tumor symptoms the more I feel like I have one and the worse the symptoms become. 

What do I do?",4.35821138211382,5.6970880731707325,5.137560975609755,82.5706504065041,70.70731707317074,6.930081300813008,29.52032520325203,7.1686216300943375,1.7017739837398371,330,13,62,3,6,107,47,82,0.157,0.638,0.205,0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,8,0,8,6,4,0,0,8,13,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,9,4,5,12,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,41,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465866175842567,0.18961454927386398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874374869033973,0.0,0.0,0.5749776483095481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18553240606896013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604299693267049,0.2453061263011223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537976236504441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677549676660844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633939898002944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16389444920622914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.343466462758782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19448764264194612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35689658448176703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771677130955806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17496348675168014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,broccoli-and-mustard,2019/04/04,"I let myself and others down again I’ve struggled with low-moderate anxiety for a few years now. Today was the last day of term and I was excited to see my S.O and my friends before I go away to America for 3 weeks. But yet again as per usual for the past few days I just couldn’t bring myself to walk out the driveway to school, my S.O is going to be devastated and I’m going to have to come up with a reason why I’m absent. (Haven’t fully told her about my anxiety yet) and my friends are probably going to be disappointed that I didn’t go. I’m also a bit behind on work in a few subjects. And I hate the way my anxiety controls me. I don’t usually turn to social media for help but can anybody tell me how, why or what to do to help? Please I’m begging for anything .",3.922469879518072,3.704724018072291,5.882795180722892,82.45226506024099,70.86746987951805,9.049638554216868,28.045783132530122,8.841846274778883,1.9307609638554213,601,19,133,10,10,211,98,166,0.08,0.83,0.09,0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,9,6,1,1,8,0,14,0,0,3,0,18,29,12,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,10,0,1,1,0,0,8,4,3,0,0,4,1,18,3,28,21,5,30,0,1,1,0,8,6,0,1,15,91,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286559358064867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239036232469684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614206415659276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260096084103282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009547403109527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15408284597501104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157528947234192,0.0,0.0,0.15829488251504592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18204077430708046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180810729535071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4010513117398837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393415748000539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18919960597841895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504384682072345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443200805996534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472930943754005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549238274632294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15216738065309593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511026680738826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14283613594517072,0.11246630731408423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438693399208182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475449261781236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233581944604036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337794598226564,0.1348605228696121,0.0,0.0,0.15351433175925291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31088048507475824,0.0,0.0,0.11202637888881316,0.11320996889380425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25470473702038343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274794731931347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908863006857724
anxiety,Airkoryo_,2019/04/04,"I thought I wanted to forget, but I don't. I've been dwelling on my own mortality for a while. I've pondered the concept of death and the unknown since I was a child. Today I've come to the realization that it's not the unknown that scares me but the possibility that everything I've known will melt away into nothingness. My life is just a slight riffle in the forever flowing river of time that will eventually dissipate. It makes everything feel meaningless. It makes me not want to do anything or have any personality or like anything or anyone. I don't want to lose my mother, my favorite foods, the sports teams I root for. I'm scared. It's a problem that has no solution. I don't feel like a person anymore. I thought I just wanted to suppress these feelings but I just don't want to lose anything. This anxiety has completely manifested to where it's all I think about. I feel like I'll never feel anything else ever again. ",3.4633401639344257,5.549428322404374,4.797400956284154,81.03905225409841,74.51912568306011,7.853688524590162,28.923838797814213,8.660442795831766,2.354016666666667,745,32,142,15,16,247,99,183,0.166,0.7140000000000001,0.12,-0.6844,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,7,9,0,3,12,0,13,2,0,3,3,38,30,8,2,6,11,1,5,3,0,2,1,0,0,3,12,3,1,1,10,2,0,2,9,6,0,0,4,5,18,3,16,24,2,13,0,2,0,0,5,5,0,3,9,92,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530528684619304,0.0,0.09596326503812362,0.0,0.12440537690428155,0.08771240032823782,0.0,0.41291436902152096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785747583128015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080577142864376,0.13152420602945658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479121703046956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347003635129035,0.0,0.0,0.2254794861476136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.317137802520502,0.17923247322360458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516857204989413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860383606104437,0.1838547911769004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806764215625751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16746785299280573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674908595938464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190633238090137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14141771197680855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003165105951705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511799032285391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376743597453153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037856917050479,0.0,0.19917486489499736,0.07314660362212186,0.0,0.11890494120681695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699465526771107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AXxi0S,2019/04/04,"Got hired to play in a pit orchestra, but. I am expected to be at rehearsals starting monday with my parts learned, as the show starts on Thursday, but I won't even have the music in my hands until tomorrow. There is crunch mode and then there is whatever I'm about to be doing starting tomorrow. Does anybody have any tips for actually doing the task at hand instead of just worrying about whether or not it will be good enough?",4.89413654618474,6.288176265060244,5.301385542168674,81.69296184738957,69.48192771084337,8.90682730923695,31.90562248995984,9.2995712137729,2.8529935742971886,342,15,65,7,6,109,64,83,0.036000000000000004,0.851,0.113,0.775,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,4,0,12,2,2,0,0,10,17,8,0,1,6,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,4,2,15,11,2,14,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,9,50,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.2848012457289081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19846643696130087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25539788008833314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015566793890957,0.0,0.1927626466449749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447879956011355,0.23341725834288016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31604260772527465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6197138909591762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963854956361704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rsg5166,2019/04/04,"Anyone else on anxiety medication spend a lot of time during the day worrying whether physical symptoms are related to side-effects or diseases? I just started taking Lexapro and have been feeling lightheaded, dizzy, tired, having headaches, and stomach problems/slight weight loss. While, in the right state of mind, this is probably from the meds initial stages, I have moments where I just throw all of that out the window and think the worst and it creates more anxiety. Anyone else experience this?",11.803000000000004,11.030138211764708,9.49514705882353,64.83566176470592,55.11764705882353,12.735294117647054,47.13235294117647,11.698219412168324,5.7755294117647065,408,22,60,9,4,121,68,85,0.191,0.77,0.04,-0.9146,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,6,0,6,5,1,0,1,14,10,7,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,4,5,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,8,9,4,13,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,2,5,41,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028007773656673,0.0,0.0,0.27676614581056297,0.4055637775534063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276353921728194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306563398537421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19359367513447304,0.0,0.0,0.10006909737501901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682557606082085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21983307550558054,0.1993732146113903,0.0,0.0,0.19983239233421446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21338014386607868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16901381347532188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14008151344208733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20570397000190085,0.14880347394987906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268125527966342,0.0,0.0,0.11540274515272947,0.22746810130926856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24100071315224345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20098692023864734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thesockbunny,2019/04/04,"Need reassurance about new apartment I suffer from pretty gross panic attacks. I have just recently moved into a new apartment and am for the first time living with my SO. I cannot help but panic for everything that feels wrong. I can hear the downstsirs neighbor sometimes, and the next door neighbor's tv sometimes. And sometimes we smell the downstairs cooking. Is this all normal apartment life or did I screw up by choosing this place? My nerves are all shot and I feel like a failure. I panic almost every day. Is all this okay? ",3.8824242424242392,6.6305437575757615,3.8851414141414153,84.8410454545455,76.07070707070706,5.576161616161617,27.07171717171717,6.742157984588678,1.4110880808080801,428,17,72,4,10,131,70,99,0.276,0.638,0.086,-0.9674,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,1,3,11,2,3,6,1,8,3,0,0,3,19,12,7,0,2,3,0,2,1,2,0,1,1,3,0,4,7,1,0,3,2,0,1,1,8,0,1,1,4,10,3,8,11,3,14,0,1,0,1,6,6,1,2,8,48,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260714924368465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17337764123460625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828575510296957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840404698586047,0.0,0.13696779883373505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541166071658112,0.10887499238352907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12963184070681366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717665102030944,0.0,0.10215088465513056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764502439535832,0.07445521684413205,0.0,0.13457248889715726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16197767954430406,0.0,0.1130030861188176,0.0,0.2943788260839773,0.16207972728818734,0.0,0.1493201936598392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5364276710808401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15922615112683836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15504616117114056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15047716984186135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4521841598968414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886599363391158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666260909788388,0.0,0.0
anxiety,katiekarma7,2019/04/04,"anxiety over not getting a text response that I was expecting... but now feeling stupid for ever worrying about it Texted the guy I have a thing with asking if he wanted to come over and nap. He didn't reply for 2 hours, and when he did it was a 4 word reply to something else I had said in the text, nothing about wanting to come over. I decided I wasn't even gonna answer because I felt like he was purposefully being ""short"" with me. Bro when I tell you my anxiety got so much worse and I just wanted to cry, oh boy did I. I kept trying to calm myself down and practice mindfulness and guided meditation for anxiety and nothing was working. After being on the brink of tears and trying my hardest not to freak out too much, about 30 minutes later I get a text basically saying ""also so sorry but i just woke up"". Now I feel stupid for ever freaking out and worrying. He literally was sleeping and obviously he's not gonna wanna come nap if he just woke up lmao. So now I feel SO stupid for ever stressing out about this, and THAT makes me wanna cry too. I really let my anxiety get the best of me when it truly was nothing to worry about and god I feel so DUMB for letting it control me like that! :/",3.512163023679417,4.692510553278691,5.220437158469945,81.77857012750457,72.5655737704918,7.881238615664843,26.67030965391621,8.344100000000001,1.7759151183970845,941,32,187,15,18,321,123,244,0.213,0.665,0.122,-0.9778,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,3,26,11,4,1,8,0,16,1,1,2,4,51,39,24,0,8,10,1,5,2,0,2,0,2,0,2,9,19,0,2,7,2,0,3,5,7,0,0,17,7,25,4,36,16,3,28,0,0,0,0,15,13,1,2,14,136,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732837735652092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33415530739629995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208863479748713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06656820349414892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146002072112717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28220219518047884,0.0,0.0,0.12247873594889948,0.0,0.0,0.23990537761450925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122381706514937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07212654206457632,0.2963369487962777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22086218063990445,0.0,0.10485053777923756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17115978530337533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873383925542024,0.0,0.0,0.10812662547950372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754145252944873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233318066009964,0.0,0.10670064605380122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07289283023245648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026235643962493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16055129296415455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31434527143760066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06995725894754412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387560634296257,0.08684139321401661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928033556102128,0.0,0.0,0.08406862791135193,0.0,0.1222421069600133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508991672358216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544689939684363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07254860539194039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14828126203853506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19322957172347774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949997188201886,0.3326981854171873,0.11128562886668117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,darkwolf4999,2019/04/04,"I just called in to HR before my second day of work to quit. I guess my depression and anxiety is a lot worse then I thought it was. I just cried for like 30 mins over feeling like I can't do it, guilt from giving up, anxiety from not knowing when I'll be able to find another job since this was my first one in 8+ months.  And I barely held it together while talking to HR on the phone, it took me an hour to get up the courage to even call.

It was a factory job that had good benefits and pay after you get hired on permanently, their temps are through a staffing agency. One of the guys I worked with yesterday had only been there three years and was already an operator and making $18/hr. Temps start out at 12/hr.

New hires start as feeders, loading carboard cut outs into the machine. But I couldn't even use my right hand to drive home last night from the pain, and that was only after 3.5 hours of actual work after my training. I sure as hell can't do it for 12hrs three to four times a week....and they all laugh and joke that it takes a month or longer for people to not be sore.

I just feel shitty. I'm not even getting call backs from retail or fast food jobs which I know I probably couldn't do for very long with my anxiety. The last time I applied at Walmart I failed their test... I just don't know what I will be able to do that won't give me heaps of stress.

I thought my anxiety wasn't bad until I told my ex that I get anxious whenever someone turns behind me on the road to my house, or that whenever people leave me short texts or vague messages I always assume the worse. Or when my brother called me and his voice was gravelly from being tired, I thought he was hurt or something. 

I sat outside my house in my car for an hour because my brother's girlfriends car was sitting outside and I didn't know who it belonged to, so I was afraid to come in. I regularly think something about my body, a pain or feeling, is going to kill me, a few times a month. I guess I never thought about how irrational this is until I shared it with someone else. I get scared enough to give myself hot flashes and have had my heart race up to 130 bpm before.

I dunno. I just feel lost and helpless and like a failure. I never reach out for help because I feel like I'm seeking attention or upsetting the people around me. ",5.317638888888889,4.829346541666666,5.749166666666667,85.50805555555556,67.95833333333334,8.861111111111112,30.06944444444445,8.167268648758528,1.8268611111111104,1820,59,398,21,27,586,242,480,0.161,0.7440000000000001,0.095,-0.9837,3,0,2,0,0,1,46.0,0,1,3,7,17,27,3,5,21,0,35,9,3,3,4,69,74,31,1,2,17,3,7,4,1,2,4,1,1,1,20,21,2,1,17,1,2,6,13,16,0,7,24,8,61,11,63,42,4,62,1,5,0,0,25,21,1,13,38,253,81,11,0.14255328012243298,0.0,0.06955571892080907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865554471348654,0.0,0.05930787438351889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473977182891818,0.21810573821635032,0.08052231518019018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345132117971397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054807336562652416,0.05951301722387145,0.08689915643092579,0.0,0.12130234183899202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917227893971669,0.0,0.0,0.2911256748344233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0613985141477106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829404221407289,0.045967536270173616,0.0,0.06139046564204197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05954248675245795,0.0,0.0,0.07364782263012225,0.0,0.14123264560329335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18019805419179413,0.10184009180295832,0.0,0.0,0.06514555773074222,0.0606278736243823,0.0861879960867249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18619551298577836,0.20512514383360325,0.040508157117604124,0.05978346398606571,0.0,0.0,0.15703850965376834,0.07057507975799136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446316165618313,0.04777522938594349,0.0,0.07149628152340443,0.0,0.21057939862355507,0.16448734569152865,0.07630311736406592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21219320128431846,0.0,0.0788570417149365,0.0,0.1566871093298826,0.11619994963262947,0.0,0.07547167029045597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928866404701915,0.0,0.0,0.06307758350911814,0.0,0.0,0.07780687242929503,0.06059685050327704,0.0,0.0,0.047577710713042703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706770022341538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994587776137904,0.06883942312397981,0.0,0.0668882982854361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09659779191884772,0.10841819322993293,0.1516867408038252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824274295751075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684827331605612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758114803201491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060869861163334114,0.0,0.0,0.07136035101167076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05896077321111332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078493164485846,0.10974447956138683,0.0,0.0,0.1008999453883642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816471503714945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717738973331004,0.0,0.05359116283873135,0.05728946337006655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045671192926643116,0.0,0.2263427621226061,0.12468594603375326,0.08192201253304113,0.0,0.06810788407179783,0.07919096971571674,0.0,0.07752851678417035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06156013200967395,0.0,0.058810692744120936,0.0,0.0,0.05717382131645622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556707285957549,0.0,0.1452739711121945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04589981930298407
anxiety,Eloise623,2019/04/04,"Who’s been on Buspar? I was prescribed it today but have heard and read nothing but terrible things. Was looking for anyone who has had experience. I’m at a point where my anxiety has incapacitated me and I feel like my psychiatrist just blew me off. I literally can’t keep living like this 😭 Anyone had any good experiences on it?

I was prescribed buspar, Effexor and trazodone but I don’t want to take everything. Have been on Effexor and it was absolute hell to get off of. Trazodone kept me up for hours. My psych’s solution? More trazodone. ",2.030054945054946,4.866437500000004,4.099450549450552,78.90269230769233,87.46153846153847,7.586813186813187,25.6978021978022,8.418075326091056,2.485326373626373,436,19,79,12,14,148,66,104,0.108,0.7290000000000001,0.163,0.6509,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,0,14,0,0,0,0,12,23,7,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,10,3,11,3,12,13,1,11,1,0,1,0,3,9,1,0,4,55,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15747438534922958,0.0,0.17714911627025529,0.0,0.0,0.32383588028017346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20811865713537644,0.4530364652818265,0.0,0.0,0.11708789072584933,0.16543244035037769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098487953104133,0.0,0.0,0.19422850401488886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22804813039126845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058285456584744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22626514959379615,0.0,0.2044790521211443,0.0,0.19445905069259006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22219603003486946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189068937313939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316309664559628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17411054315974733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15384368941451115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194996725735224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365849835308168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Doffman20,2019/04/04,Dealing with Horror Movies? I for one have never been the biggest consumer of anything in the horror genre or anything that is at all suspenseful. I have found that this is mainly because without knowing exactly what is going to happen I feel almost in danger of a jump scare or anything along those lines constantly. I found it out that upon rewatching some movies with the knowledge of where the jump scares were I can actually thoroughly enjoy the movie. Just wondering if anyone has similar experiences with this or any tips. Thanks!,6.1735000000000015,8.754950178947372,5.933881578947371,73.67029605263161,68.26315789473685,8.539473684210527,31.875,9.188382445141503,3.300289473684211,437,19,65,9,8,136,68,95,0.157,0.782,0.061,-0.8756,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,2,6,0,9,0,0,0,3,22,17,4,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,6,0,0,3,2,3,0,1,4,1,5,2,15,13,3,12,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,7,2,54,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.18763690396386776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925399891931758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075654805107728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444618865033905,0.0,0.4746885526974134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721170396020887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20778566331543488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19823156160295227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18808609479612476,0.0,0.0,0.0972222141140029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4216487541896959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927678276868766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17003198965598104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567169940109522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482976844091187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029346031226152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3850103352349624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17702498721131169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18535042694996096,0.20851874742346968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tossxthexsalad,2019/04/04,"I opened up to my boss about my social anxiety and he blatantly said I didn't have it My boss and I had a sit down and he told me I need to work on my communication skills. I told him I have severe social anxiety, but I will work on it. He replied with, ""I've seen how you interact with customers, you don't have social anxiety.""


I brought it up so he could understand me a bit better. Now I definitely won't be mentioning my mental illness in any circumstance.",1.218,3.428179273684215,3.765526315789476,84.98618421052633,82.57894736842105,8.010526315789475,24.23684210526316,8.841846274778883,2.011189473684211,361,14,77,10,10,126,57,95,0.09,0.8270000000000001,0.083,0.3291,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,4,4,1,0,0,2,0,10,1,0,3,1,14,17,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,7,2,19,1,11,6,1,10,0,0,1,0,15,7,0,0,1,52,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784133590921082,0.0,0.43144120795712027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662640753788923,0.205239103306486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500967016825138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18945220794168974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13939404511692707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17882390248250704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123779974059137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5749039900930991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3592697501147132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19570680614119013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737215352034446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,uri59,2019/04/04,"I feel like everyone thinks I am an idiot. I feel like people think I’m an idiot in my class. Today, I was partnered with someone who was very reluctant to work with me. When it was time for us to converse about the reading, he didn’t even talk with me. He just read to himself and pointed out the answers to me and that was it. \[we had answer questions about the reading that were projected on the board.\] This happened 3 times during the class \[we had to talk about 3 different readings\]. Afterwards, on the last reading he asked me if I even could comprehend the reading. He didn’t even give me a chance to answer or talk, he had his head down and wasn’t even facing me the entire time. 

He was my partner for an oral quiz we had to do at the beginning of the semester. He didn’t even show up to practice with me and missed his lines while I was able to memorize and say everything. While we were writing the script for the quiz, he made a big point to tell me properly memorize everything because he didn’t want a bad grade. And in the end he was the one that messed up.

During today's incident, the teacher watched us while we talk with our partners. I don’t know what she thinks. Maybe she saw him being shitty or maybe she just saw me unable to be assertive. I don’t really want to bring it up because I don’t wish to make it a big deal and I don’t want to be blamed, 

The teachers in this class are the kind that when you ask for help, they ask in return “are you studying?” “If you read the text then you will understand.” So their likely response to my complaint, if I complained to them about this, will be “you should’ve spoken up to them,” or “try harder.”

Since the beginning of the semester, I’ve been feeling like everyone thinks I’m stupid. I know that this only me projecting my own insecurities on to others and I’ve working on it. I remind myself that I am trying my best in the class and that I alway come prepared and that no one cares whether I do well or not.

But things like this happen and it makes me feel really really shitty. It’s not only this person that does it. Other males in the class do it too. I don’t know if this is an elitist/arrogance thing but it sucks. 

When its time to find partners for the oral quizzes, guys ignore me when I ask them or say “can you look for someone else?” In the end the teacher has to assign one for me. Is it because they believed I messed up on my first oral quiz at the beginning of the semester? I didn’t mess up though, it was my partner who clearly messed up and forgot his lines, not me. Is it a sexist thing? And all everyone else remembers or saw is that I messed up because I am the girl. (My class is basically all male except for me.)

I don’t know what to do to stop feeling shitty, to stop feeling like I’m an idiot all the time. I do try my best, I always come prepared to class, I do all my work. I may make a mistake or not know something from time to time and my grades may not be perfect but I am trying. ",3.72050174216028,4.435988468292685,4.683641114982581,87.56371951219515,71.63414634146342,7.743321718931473,26.675377468060397,7.8761006319780495,1.3718548199767708,2328,74,503,29,42,759,226,615,0.109,0.8190000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.9808,1,1,1,0,0,0,65.0,8,6,6,7,19,28,5,1,40,0,56,2,2,4,6,97,104,39,0,10,23,0,6,6,5,4,0,2,0,10,40,27,0,4,24,8,0,3,18,16,1,4,26,13,83,12,71,68,7,59,0,1,5,0,68,28,1,14,34,355,123,25,0.06169351723581752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266789700964687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307004424113304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051511509951971145,0.1504311819537197,0.0,0.0,0.06950746753348355,0.1294870803028962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06290065247930335,0.0,0.0,0.1062870047626294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04925725346561387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06360330731687662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445659471563196,0.0,0.0,0.053988412678340036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307403462259963,0.0,0.10928428932975301,0.0,0.0,0.20373993144419503,0.0,0.0,0.17685239860926774,0.11089231054119457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18716457598328315,0.1762954441608626,0.0,0.0,0.05638675708123575,0.0524764742446385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05918204330679822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06108628150442205,0.10911074709132784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06331534726410222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041351864159638055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06424430454689138,0.16952571823972276,0.0502884506712493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18084201756897694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05180701656873006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058375897695372166,0.12354270543876182,0.0,0.12395886047138947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541537175929632,0.0938413997483947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0427705169130647,0.05386839962042489,0.0,0.0,0.1166406297897628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911085852881788,0.0,0.4319714866442369,0.0,0.11856734068217525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988672859574675,0.0,0.0,0.09812232220477826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05103351498068448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454543390175534,0.047494683640680366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315708572396028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19834764898100696,0.05392285331594907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295929458832612,0.15812285907866994,0.0606135674490948,0.0,0.2518179021843002,0.0,0.11695648141185355,0.0,0.0,0.16754339413716252,0.0,0.0,0.06422512718122847,0.14841941022452634,0.0,0.0,0.05090361278735435,0.10916530466880013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055469881088566236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094450015327343,0.0,0.0,0.13474084594175756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RemarkablyUncool,2019/04/04,"I can't tell guys I'm not interested in a direct way I never ever want to lead anyone on in any way, shape, or form, but I have a long history of befriending lonely guys craving friendship and then getting stuck in an endless cycle of courtship. They begin flirting, and I'm not equipped with the mental fortitude to tell them to stop. The thought of telling them to stop makes me feel panicky, but being around them also makes me so tired and anxious after it goes on for weeks or months. I avoid the university cafeterias and dread going to my favorite activities because of them. However, it's also not fair to them that I'm not firmly telling them no, even if I say it in roundabout ways (""I don't want to date, I'm in a bad place right now, etc."").

​

It feels impossible, and I just don't know what to do. I don't want to get stuck in a relationship, but I'm terrified of confrontation or possibly hurting someone. Please offer advice if you've been in a similar situation!",8.309169530355097,6.497536778350519,8.57027491408935,72.01075028636886,62.659793814432994,11.715005727376866,38.565864833906076,10.504223727775694,3.903109507445591,781,33,150,15,9,259,116,194,0.271,0.669,0.059,-0.9921,1,3,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,7,1,8,8,1,2,9,0,8,2,0,3,2,35,28,17,0,5,13,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,6,7,1,3,4,0,0,2,10,6,0,0,4,3,18,2,27,23,2,30,0,2,0,0,16,13,0,5,12,97,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478345116989036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042375413339736,0.0,0.13835900380222546,0.1551651117624721,0.08683793576227464,0.0,0.0,0.14426059274875352,0.0,0.08928829697263188,0.0,0.0,0.11367687557906925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662116609253458,0.0778425445669259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14241524899941602,0.08434227259285328,0.1155087110296266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291342806113233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13343220452804266,0.0,0.07257281095145245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528790389693896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13670164494010842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07017860582322936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300730196122133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17047668671058824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286879438974654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192605389690687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984873414322827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13341556668290988,0.1401723085456033,0.0,0.14395851233032927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370981522389378,0.0,0.10905203398966867,0.0,0.10154930832871577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353611191275345,0.0,0.0,0.1081967513925362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21351982849757872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4464491532043069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137668345454597,0.0,0.1467682351251468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259559483208061,0.30407839266512626,0.1024303552917766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551651117624721,0.0
anxiety,Flashycats,2019/04/04,"I'm really proud of myself today. So I have horrendous anxiety and I've had all kinds of awful times with it. But today I had surgery. I've been freaking out about it for weeks, but you know what? I fucking crushed it today. Not even a little wobble, I was calm all day and I'm so fucking proud of myself right now. I honestly thought I'd be a wreck, but I'm home now and totally chill (although the morphine probably helps). I just wanted to share, I'm so pleased with myself. I feel like I could conquer the world right now lol.",1.4139032527105933,3.5459687889908302,3.1057381150959134,90.44516263552963,81.29357798165137,6.165471226021682,23.67055879899917,7.348242739294969,1.0218000000000005,414,15,87,6,11,137,67,109,0.131,0.643,0.226,0.9256,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,3,9,10,2,0,4,2,7,2,0,0,3,19,17,10,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,5,1,12,7,9,10,3,14,0,0,0,2,3,5,2,0,10,55,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14977614767103942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15631960050304547,0.0,0.0,0.12626610481281253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931514629457638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899554443777897,0.13986992505058848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620029555137691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13123157364028368,0.0,0.19638983746053265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038815263700552,0.10759914808780358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565140140656883,0.1962295224523078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149147992908022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21109097681845715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542585456363195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344012271798817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543262291576435,0.11416469105536935,0.0,0.5567481689769535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547995888248765,0.0,0.15704813223972705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jebbinara,2019/04/04,"Anxiety/dissociation after I exercise Sex: Male

Age: 18

Type of anxiety: GAD + dissociation/depersonalization

Ever since I started my gym membership last week, I've been noticing how I get anxious and dissociated after I'm finished with my workout and come home. It's been getting worse apparently because today I noticed it DURING the workout (fyi, currently writing this from inside the sauna at the gym). Does anyone know why this happens? 

The only thing I can think of is that it's just putting a ton of subconscious stress on my body. A very strict low-calorie diet (keto + OMAD for you fitness nerds), plus strenuous exercise (I almost never exercised until I got this membership last week, now I do 2.5 mile speedwalks + resistance training 3+ times a week). On top of that I've been having a lot of arguments with my mother.

I feel like I should be able to handle this and feel normal, but I suppose it's a subconscious thing that I can't control.

Any ideas?",6.886333500753387,7.479775513812162,7.842742340532397,68.14137117026623,64.58011049723757,10.559718734304367,36.34404821697639,10.436869588844218,4.04962541436464,772,36,129,18,11,261,120,181,0.057,0.913,0.03,-0.5122,2,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,0,2,4,3,0,1,9,0,10,6,1,2,2,23,21,7,0,2,2,1,2,1,0,1,3,0,1,1,13,7,1,1,5,7,0,2,2,2,0,0,4,2,17,1,17,15,2,25,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,2,18,77,30,1,0.15282176978171588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530289273774798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392404393334956,0.0,0.1169082355914344,0.17264510086599286,0.0,0.1068565347145085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315873241854944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697505350256079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164242290268124,0.0,0.0,0.17140260950903669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373536058371274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13823603997899844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15454255716408713,0.10917590286729127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596861344500108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222552982879165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13513978631632614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15329269541654067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17251717655380713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398684803747886,0.24914027844400616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466099738958792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12992360371021125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786557001892566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14973288725205888,0.0,0.3479771955847074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622784233168312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536280882866671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264157471800297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816803522083088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750568209540925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20305598656093388,0.09792201940351486,0.0,0.0,0.08911160291983641,0.0,0.14485716877254784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260939648603841,0.0,0.0,0.3677532169555234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13789787732227246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15573843933661793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,grannytoes,2019/04/04,"Need advice for major dentist anxiety with an operation coming up tomorrow hi all, looking for some advice for dealing with major dental anxiety. i’ve hated going to the dentist since i was a kid (i’m 24 now). i cry and shake and sweat and try to force the dentists hands out of my mouth and get really lightheaded to the point of passing out sometimes. it’s humiliating and often disruptive of what the dentist is doing. the worst part is it’s not just the actual sensations that freak me out, literally as soon as the dentist tries to do anything i panic because i’m thinking about panicking. 

i’ve managed to put off the dentist for years but i had some bad pain so i sucked it up and found a dentist in my area and basically i need to get one of my wisdom teeth removed. i have the appointment tomorrow and i’m absolutely terrified, i literally get lightheaded thinking about it. the worst part is i wanted to be sedated so i wouldn’t freak out during the procedure but for varying reasons i can only get local anesthesia so i’ll be aware the whole time and i’m so so scared i’m gonna freak out so bad that they can’t do anything and it’ll be a waste of everyone’s time or even if i don’t i feel like it’s gonna be awful. 

i’m so so worried i’m gonna panic and make things difficult. the one saving grace i have is my boyfriend will be able to come with me and be there for the whole procedure but i’m still really worried.

TLDR if you have any tips or tricks or success stories for getting through a dental surgery with severe dentist anxiety i would appreciate hearing them, i’m getting a wisdom tooth removed tomorrow with local anesthesia and i’m terrified. ",3.335904051172712,5.175426137313434,5.208608742004267,79.0291604477612,74.19402985074628,8.487206823027718,29.87473347547975,9.140100540675403,2.7889509594882727,1336,60,251,31,28,458,156,335,0.262,0.672,0.065,-0.9971,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,2,1,17,22,3,4,20,1,25,14,5,2,1,51,59,31,0,7,10,0,2,1,0,7,9,1,0,1,10,25,0,0,5,0,0,8,4,16,0,2,3,4,24,6,39,43,11,30,0,0,1,0,7,13,1,8,10,165,34,2,0.11145489606268877,0.0,0.10876390099513984,0.0,0.0,0.21782486900393466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757931512738677,0.0,0.2557880712674734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18343576577398515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861203654764529,0.06794187015287083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920170481341237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242796980613352,0.0,0.11490510387256893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361490769324648,0.0,0.0,0.10649992948253914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056354944294220125,0.07962340001692607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222045407555946,0.0,0.0,0.3493834983693773,0.0,0.06334238591151371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003863528350252,0.0,0.0,0.12561776815776332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0544512324119727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359404205979516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439700858329634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16528478638124725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15104944409491933,0.08476647080564169,0.11859586756515388,0.2615366124613657,0.0,0.2413895824711172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536090218533556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204295459185724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280172076695974,0.11459419593917032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158579442257464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259123081759641,0.0,0.09219664176617252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023174210031213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900802396782173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404568049886348,0.1428315940910287,0.0,0.0,0.12998049238137074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15134111667008518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06573898539455751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488708223403773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263757142021225,0.0,0.07917436036574466,0.0,0.0,0.07177329887206489
anxiety,Budiie,2019/04/04,"PLEASE READ if you suffer from depression, anxiety, ect or need a place to chill, hangout, be yourself, and have a good time, try considering joining and participating in a discord server that would be perfect for you! we support all the issues above and more, and can offer you a place to talk to people, listen to music, share your art, and MANY other things. message me for more info or click this link to check us out. and remember, share it w your other friends!

https://discord.gg/k4eqHY",8.297386363636363,8.64334760227273,7.63309090909091,71.68463636363639,61.61363636363637,9.76727272727273,33.50909090909091,9.3871,3.0351063636363644,391,14,65,6,5,122,66,88,0.112,0.6920000000000001,0.196,0.8324,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,2,5,0,1,0,8,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,0,2,18,8,9,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,8,6,10,5,3,5,0,2,1,0,14,4,0,3,1,46,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17663143985803734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988665943149654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178386275223262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19366091712975028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409908399267447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340878396626405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17120319368579714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16007116151534698,0.0,0.4824651525454701,0.2534496382488782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309540797167111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26155516996830724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620130482809009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18558191978812527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15339411760260904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13463474709168918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567602383568988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777341624646775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16401876602701754,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,maya_man,2019/04/04,"I have an appointment with my doctor tomorrow I'm 22 and have probably had at least some general anxiety since I was 13.  

I always just looked past it and kept truckin along in life, but these past 2 years have gotten so bad, I needed to finally reach out.  

  

I haven't been to a doctor for anything but a school physical, and I don't think I've been in a doctor's office in the last 5 years at all. This is anxiety inducing in itself.  

  

What do I need to bring with me? What should I be prepared to say? I don't know how this works. Do I ask for meds? Therapy doesn't seem like my thing, I've given it a go. I don't konw, I'm basically going there with the intention of saying my anxiety is ruining my life please help",2.1939912280701748,3.448600592105265,4.4105263157894745,86.00201754385971,75.97368421052632,8.750877192982456,23.85087719298245,9.2995712137729,1.7865508771929823,558,17,125,14,12,194,93,152,0.122,0.8079999999999999,0.07,-0.8122,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,7,0,18,5,0,3,1,24,33,7,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,5,2,0,0,9,8,0,1,4,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,7,3,16,1,18,24,3,17,0,1,1,0,4,7,0,2,8,80,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638561515516222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34858897127753563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249934849772482,0.0,0.1419977333712426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268227763979506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4664011237621216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638934441099126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17264649624782585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180944466287234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834754107501973,0.12381157028450042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21457044041100906,0.07420634980055557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755032194294189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16871684040345292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252507451460378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899946033759252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16673088463912702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637643634613351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241579898166974,0.0,0.15372196578492986,0.0,0.1382760099342752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564593942657554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17370078205045414,0.0,0.1009097393195214,0.09732572399370833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057857549684924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19562585772692934
anxiety,Star0net,2019/04/04,"I'm hoping I can get some advice here? I have general and social anxiety and lately ite gotten bad. To make a long story short I had a bad run in with a guy and my anxiety is spiralling over it, he's done nothing yet I have a plan if he shows up and tries to talk to me, grab me anything.

I've gotten to the point where its constant anxiety when I leave my dorm, socializing is hard and can only talk to a few people. I am doing better today but the week has just been one long anxiety attack, from the time I've left my room to when I fall aslesp. My anxiety has just progressed beyond this dude and just going outside.

I am now anxious to contact my therapist and ask for a session this weekend, I'm scared that my parents will get tired of me coming down earlier than I was supposed to. Even though they've always said I'm welcomed. I'm scared I'm taking up my therapists time and feel like I'm waiting a session for someone who actually needs it. 

I feel like I'm being stupid, I'm just overreacting and being an idiot. I want to go home but I'm just worried. That's all I have been this week is worried and scared. God I hate anxiety. Should I set up an appointment? Or just deal with it?",3.2106425702811237,4.186542775100404,4.9696586345381535,84.07127510040162,73.05622489959839,7.7823293172690775,26.68473895582329,8.167268648758528,1.6318690763052204,937,32,195,14,18,320,136,249,0.226,0.708,0.067,-0.9904,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,3,15,14,4,3,12,0,22,1,0,1,1,34,49,17,0,5,10,1,4,2,0,2,1,1,3,1,10,13,0,1,2,2,0,5,0,9,0,1,8,5,24,5,23,37,3,32,0,0,0,0,14,12,0,4,16,123,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.10031526993846278,0.0,0.0,0.10045226556565136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553553209668895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4718376075418986,0.1161316123059173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459336320057254,0.0,0.09610153549137436,0.11694669190645013,0.0,0.0,0.17166279007085292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091579814362484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855071324272455,0.0,0.11108728861164874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059794325766132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519725896711044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06789660235773473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395473861303198,0.14687672643284586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741462204000543,0.0,0.1168440720334906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178542162596188,0.0,0.0,0.092086128608133,0.10149098461094984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311400546060544,0.10210084636118663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595975544263452,0.10884742614066688,0.11168949355512067,0.0,0.0,0.10044307031858116,0.0,0.0,0.1819446312958765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686179507204417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622284512991533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863671674302728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06965806494525087,0.07818192730121687,0.0,0.0,0.11414416111479787,0.0,0.0,0.0712666574219529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971766114214146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778370814203473,0.0,0.30875388763313816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20957766531408006,0.0870997612449939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07729072533351533,0.16524904268881224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387110193372311,0.0,0.0,0.10099775869665883,0.0,0.11988378552691087,0.11815029631870505,0.09743975635129072,0.0,0.0,0.06979257286949643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06063247093013317,0.0,0.16491547805878187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20879115837076295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nicod27,2019/04/04,"Tension Headache and Clenching First time post here. I have been dealing with some anxiety lately, mostly related to fearing that I have some sort of terminal disease (I don't). Google makes it worse. Every time I feel an ache or pain, I google it, which just exacerbates it with me thinking I have something catastrophic. I am a pretty healthy person- 33 years old, good shape, no history or any major health issues, same with my parents and grandparents.

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It all started with my stomach in late Jan/early Feb. Acid reflux, pain, etc. I convinced myself I had stomach cancer. Ended up getting an endoscopy, which showed everything was fine. Stomach issues went away a few days later (surprise). All blood work has been normal, as well as BP. Lately I have been dealing with tension headaches (which I have convinced myself at times is a brain tumor, even though I have no other symptoms of one). They start in the afternoon, and usually affect my temples, forehead near nose, and top of head (sometimes back). One thing I have realized in that I am clenching my jaw a lot during the day, and am unknowingly tensing my throat and chest at times. All of this I think is contributing to the tension headaches. My question here is what are some things I can do during the day to prevent the jaw clenching and cheat/throat tensing? 

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P.S.- According to google every symptom anyone has ever had means you probably have MS, lol.",7.061142270861829,8.34433412015504,6.290839033287733,76.99134746922027,64.3875968992248,8.396169630642955,35.71910624715002,8.4952907291091,3.1071182854537165,1145,53,185,15,17,349,156,258,0.156,0.758,0.086,-0.9607,3,0,1,0,0,0,55.0,0,1,1,3,8,12,0,4,11,1,26,18,12,2,4,37,35,12,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,14,12,0,1,6,1,0,1,3,6,1,3,7,3,27,6,23,28,12,33,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,10,21,134,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204528044597521,0.2472306326463854,0.06918113728129244,0.0,0.07782457638919195,0.0,0.0,0.07113326538975588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558040909951256,0.07822550265554716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356637415410087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968258552280253,0.2097621125847064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010421143636292,0.0,0.11345788917587657,0.06719291848249173,0.0920222702759974,0.17142691964028015,0.0,0.09143001484432306,0.0,0.0,0.11447659907741613,0.051438673180517855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653304806707382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05315068568920466,0.0,0.0,0.08532783773307058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440621377583886,0.1081361848917721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21236321286910528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442738277382591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648876933735251,0.0,0.0,0.06790679075370598,0.0,0.0,0.11081579354294332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967559995213802,0.0,0.0,0.10675044915872872,0.0,0.13787225036249998,0.0,0.21649969310215775,0.0,0.11296116516447878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882831555945894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743097798857933,0.10349785086815004,0.10968412598352388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396293918587623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831813782400522,0.10061538747006854,0.0,0.1440126348212398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114766608758135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351722233891276,0.1303713060196271,0.09995101273644026,0.0,0.2372826076285857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120432452224939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09146913842067396,0.09430643154496966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406198851521577,0.0,0.1036734324795009,0.0,0.0,0.2472306326463854,0.0655119672285157
anxiety,bwl931_,2019/04/04,Anybody had these unusual symptoms? I’m really struggling I was sitting in class and all of a sudden realized I couldn’t read the words on my paper... like you know how a light gets in your eyes and then u can’t see straight for a minute bc a light covers everything you see? That’s how I felt. Every word I looked was covered by a light. Anybody experienced that? Also my face and hand went numb and felt so uneasy. Is this normal? Anybody had similar experiences? I’ve had severe anxiety my whole life ,1.0884415584415557,3.712717505050507,2.9011904761904788,86.85750000000002,91.12121212121212,6.060894660894661,22.222943722943725,7.447530270364453,1.3258277056277057,399,15,76,8,14,132,71,99,0.14400000000000002,0.778,0.078,-0.7593,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,0,4,3,0,1,6,0,8,6,3,2,1,15,17,9,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,8,11,10,1,6,8,2,8,0,0,4,0,3,4,0,0,3,45,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17939862793780473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17161375683271887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890098158363682,0.0,0.20161559577579155,0.2194402417187904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4307887810475069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720447797549713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328728120250955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584526867670182,0.10959753336525224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18838280959058276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21979823040472304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22439321848864213,0.0,0.14371315086094388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35752793355862034,0.0,0.0,0.2534318836349585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23452104822915976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23316737423563655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079584851189437,0.0,0.2504592370721982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JcDonovan154,2019/04/04,"Strange thing going on in my mind Hi there, new to this sub.

I've been dealing with something these past few days and maybe someone here has had it or something similar and can offer advice on how to overcome it.

It's very hard to explain as its happening in my own mind so nobody would know exactly what's going on but I'm gonna do the best I can 

Basically during the day I sometimes get this thought that tells me I cant be happy. It could be at a low moment or a moment when I'm actually in fact happy but its just a thought ""you cant be happy"" and it makes me unhappy instantly. So weird. Now generally I am able to distract the thought right away and I could brush it off, I've known about this for a few years now and it's never been that big of an issue.

 But during one of these thoughts 3 days ago, I wasn't able to brush off this thought, tried to argue with it and it weighed on my mind, I kept trying to deny and suppress the thought and it only got worse and it felt like it got more powerful.

 Now, I've tried a few different techniques that have worked temporarily like telling the thought it has no power over my mind and that I just have to believe I have dominance over my mind and I can be happy and these often work for about 5 minutes to 30 minutes but then I get the thought again and it takes control. I try to distract myself by thinking of other things about my life but the thought always comes up and sometimes even stays and I cant distract myself from it even when thinking other things. I've tried ignoring it altogether when it comes up but that usually just feels worse because then it starts actually working and controlling my mind. Lately, the thought has been coming back again and again nonstop. 

When I keep trying to think positive, smile or drown it out with different thoughts, it gets exhausting and I start to feel trapped in my mind, like everything around me is harder to process.

Music, Youtube videos, Netflix, reading and meditation helps me a lot with this during my down time and it only really happens during the day. In the morning and at night I'm pretty good.

 But I cant have this all the time during the day when I'm out and about. When I'm walking from place to place and stuck with nothing but my own thoughts is when it's the worst. Also I dont want to just distract myself, I'd rather conquer this altogether rather than keep suppressing it

Advice on how to deal with this? It's only been going on for a few days and I definitely wanna confront it right now before it gets any worse. I'm also open to doing therapy if its needed



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anxiety,KingBlueJay1,2019/04/04,"I did a thing... but it didn’t go the any way I expected it to... For the past 3-5 weeks I’ve been overthinking asking this girl I like for her number. Today I finally overcame my anxiety and asked her! But she responded in an unexpected way. Instead of “yes” or “no”, she gave this “I don’t want wake up and go to school” groan and told me to ask her again on Monday.",0.1715384615384643,2.0456125000000043,2.886858974358976,91.7310576923077,84.25641025641026,6.976923076923077,20.006410256410245,8.07648339933343,0.8069948717948714,277,8,66,6,8,97,57,78,0.063,0.807,0.13,0.63,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,1,4,1,1,0,0,8,12,6,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,5,0,12,1,9,7,0,13,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,1,7,43,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15461702959815615,0.0,0.17393476464697485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6376710089086618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490689078930874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25843526473545897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111079796419559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21704706937038531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301070556697371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15105221224989138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21551687467025846,0.21725845240954847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410666372447785,0.3609459193623439,0.1823797069434556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,R7a1s2,2019/04/04,"Tough day, don't trust my own reactions... One of those days. Woke up with 'the feeling' and can't shake it. The world has no idea as I go about as Lord Business and do my thing. 

At least I know I'm off and I am staying the hell away from responding too quickly to anything  that triggers me...but it is not noon yet and I am exhausted. 

Just started therapy again...this time around she sees some low level depression too. Never taken meds and they scare me to death (therapist brought it up) but going on like this is not tenable..l

Some moments I just don't think I can handle my life...but I will soldier on and fake it until I feel better.

I hate that I know how good I have it yet cannot stop feeling otherwise. At least now I know I am sick and this is not normal.

Hope your day is manageable, Reddit. ",0.5583608116677219,2.8090101626506083,2.1764045656309463,95.0201173113507,85.92771084337349,5.422447685478756,20.78503487634749,6.8360192770164,0.3625469879518075,621,20,138,8,19,202,106,166,0.196,0.705,0.1,-0.9425,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,1,1,11,14,2,2,3,0,16,2,0,2,1,31,33,12,1,2,6,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,11,9,0,1,8,0,0,4,9,9,0,1,3,4,20,5,18,29,5,31,2,2,1,0,4,12,1,3,15,96,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510593046833134,0.16341279620066418,0.0,0.0,0.17246644521470436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16234934671815354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35515495170332634,0.0,0.1581052602862777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27844969048317586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20864975229672167,0.1539665815445317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812335742061049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18232261108155445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072238452024356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026494742915775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12965820394550676,0.08968115102958417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20390061613491506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14157753520085456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17985585707726245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438917733138985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837817444911804,0.0,0.14627845911416956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12992906929161308,0.1956570969349404,0.0,0.1534695250961844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20992389614759133,0.21313445427053931,0.1219531966818588,0.11762178002290087,0.0,0.0,0.10703890115800514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,omdpowfpw,2019/04/04,"Need advice with anxiety. For the past 4-5 years I've been having really bad anxiety. What causes alot of my anxiety is that I constantly think about my breathing, literally from the moment I wake up until I fall asleep its on my mind. If I feel like I don't get a good enough breath, I keep on trying and trying until I get one that feels satisfying which a lot of the time causes me to freak out and have constant panic attacks. I'm not really sure how to get over, or what to do about this since it's all I can think about, and it's really taken over my life. I'm afraid to go out places, get in cars or buses, do any sort of activity that I used to do etc just because I don't want to have an anxiety attack in a public place. I've tried finding stuff to take my mind off of the thought, but honestly everything I do it's still on my mind. Any help will be very appreciated!",7.591612903225808,4.644138994623661,8.576424731182799,74.98463709677421,64.96774193548387,12.310752688172045,32.38978494623656,10.686352973137794,2.9644430107526882,687,17,153,14,8,238,112,186,0.113,0.7979999999999999,0.08900000000000001,0.6348,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,6,10,2,2,9,0,14,5,4,4,2,33,32,10,0,3,6,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,12,6,0,1,6,0,0,3,3,6,0,1,3,2,18,4,30,27,5,25,0,0,0,0,2,13,0,6,10,99,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324707628451365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15761933563243108,0.0,0.35462435306500506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636848629540493,0.0,0.0,0.09676391554185984,0.07064591097700328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381033985666253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504734079774678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974609961406076,0.12924879394108715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415511194929784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719566649447695,0.08279235788808204,0.0,0.0,0.10592202412578038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421924847137781,0.0,0.0658633703503774,0.0972036426616779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767911083896621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300900222258576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185704714648588,0.05661835490999944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852615104599073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35104978991207203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593150496350598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853055528678737,0.0,0.0,0.13597279703664394,0.0,0.0,0.11063081137970036,0.0,0.0,0.2421622853996977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22272770009052892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586600621879512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925504835725222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266715478110738,0.0,0.0,0.10922563784699596,0.0,0.08713540325488672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851619565599955,0.0,0.09200429141054382,0.06757681436248608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23604658728215785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000923779771072,0.0,0.0956219860983246,0.0683553528840594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462982798726353
anxiety,JintyPug_,2019/04/04,"Anywhere that I can go to where I can be isolated in a room like I am at home? Recently I graduated college and had to stay at home with my Dad. The problem is that I have no place to set up my computer station unless it's in his office. He's in there frequently and wants to talk/sing to himself all the time, and as an introvert, I can't be on my computer without my energy draining to the point where I can't function properly.

I know there are public places like libraries and coffee shops that I can go to, which have helped me before, but I think at this point I need a place where I can be isolated for at least an hour, maybe more, a day. Is there a place like that I can go to?",6.19329745596869,4.2461112260273985,7.17305283757339,80.78417808219181,66.87671232876714,11.082583170254404,33.18590998043053,9.957137785484203,2.8042320939334635,533,18,122,10,7,181,82,146,0.07400000000000001,0.875,0.051,-0.2656,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,9,0,17,0,0,0,1,14,24,7,0,3,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,7,5,0,0,2,1,1,3,4,1,0,0,1,0,20,3,22,20,3,29,0,0,0,0,6,19,0,0,8,90,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13414126612130575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166569618157296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26877381268740824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566374336898827,0.0,0.3162544623992392,0.0,0.15524507728476986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663562018570081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310469542675353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15837202853294255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688914033269432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6588070667071988,0.0,0.29804425563315506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084158109494716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15565191736460912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680248146113902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670622900374426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101027814585907,0.0,0.0,0.09192199927846803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298101364742667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196073576467786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dogzzie34,2019/04/04,"Heart rate spikes when moving in bed? Hey guys!

I am diagnosed with GAD and panic disorder, already being treated and doing way better than before. A lot of symptoms I had were caused by anxiety. (Headaches, palpitations, fatigue)

However, I've noticed some weird ones so I wanted to know if anyone else suffers from these too or maybe know something about it:

- When I'm in bed and I do slight movements (change sides for example) my heart rate spikes for a couple of seconds (It's in 60-70 and it goes up to 85-90 for 2 or 3 seconds)

I have been tested for A LOT of things in the last months including dysautonomia and every single test came back normal. 

Thank you guys!",3.223139534883721,5.5132577674418615,4.06141472868217,85.09119186046513,75.97674418604652,6.78062015503876,25.47868217054264,7.793537801064563,1.548524031007752,528,19,98,8,12,169,96,129,0.104,0.853,0.043,-0.7707,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,1,6,7,0,1,4,0,8,5,2,1,0,18,14,11,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,2,5,7,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,4,0,3,4,0,7,3,19,9,4,15,0,2,0,0,4,6,0,6,5,63,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17668798813517128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248552923560027,0.0,0.0,0.1119542959533624,0.16405405020618238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231165338384829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624383896702832,0.0,0.0,0.1416063849956264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18312590348478355,0.0,0.16447951492424528,0.16937766344670285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177161298430052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16251069109192298,0.0,0.0,0.1835026541456832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375334480460366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349015821966265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170728497359357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3794678724539526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17598714887207226,0.1305129561862738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27224363245471106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085440205112778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780017079763914,0.17017411650172476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15687613320191646,0.0,0.18228900105920207,0.0,0.0,0.10849628957890002,0.0,0.0,0.1878573748557565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123262329269192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16641806438376505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740996385504754,0.0,0.0,0.10637154796045517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944384276119411,0.12708975128767028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GalacticWolf87,2019/04/04,"When anxiety hits you at work, what are some techniques that help? I am having a really bad fall out with a guy(A) I was dating that was also a good friend but it's gone pretty bad. I have a lot of anxiety over anticipation. We have no talked in a week but months back us plus a mutual friend (B) planned a big weekend trip that has already been paid for. Our mutual friend told me today that ""A"" is supposed to text me today and tell me it's not going to work out between us (which we talked about already so idk why we have to go into it again) but somehow convince me to still go? I am already anticipating him coming at me from a jerking stand point. I already have anxiety in general which was exacerbated by a previous relationship where I was gaslit and have association with my work and anxiety -- me and my ex would have crazy situations and conversations that amplified my anxiety and it was while I was working so this current anxiety brings me back to that past anxiety. It almost borderlines panic attacks, which I suffered through my last relationship multiple times.

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Anyways just wanted to know if anyone had techniques they used to help them get through anxiety caused by personal issues that happen while they are at work? ",7.015091575091574,7.506330094017095,7.519169719169723,70.92384615384617,64.2991452991453,10.959218559218561,35.09035409035409,10.7630783206399,3.910825152625153,998,43,176,25,14,329,134,234,0.168,0.731,0.101,-0.9367,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,6,1,3,6,13,11,2,1,10,0,22,0,0,2,0,32,36,17,0,3,6,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,17,16,0,0,1,1,1,8,2,6,0,0,11,0,30,5,28,23,2,38,0,1,0,0,25,12,0,5,17,135,47,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787110230323142,0.0,0.3873467178207103,0.07017536253125807,0.0,0.09507941770027363,0.10662846701948014,0.0,0.0,0.5370412355778951,0.0,0.0,0.061358343514398686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983073876631966,0.0,0.1349519732357683,0.14653875943040418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901456303383631,0.0,0.07559070698961899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20339127988702696,0.0,0.045846876460330685,0.0,0.14961470702693408,0.0736023399218308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688842472508332,0.07759893630664152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763683261736875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159044571936983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0482262866407134,0.07152971425136759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460373975609895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004292880611744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295824059234307,0.0,0.0,0.08376935639477706,0.0,0.07662179249102223,0.0,0.0,0.08295414560993092,0.0,0.0,0.08927548386502873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05621627421628056,0.0,0.0,0.18842593722768627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863709310262027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007898022447434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410637081145289,0.07669924680167974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05116898426177047,0.0,0.16635755493692642,0.08385093971767027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21111006326521087,0.07578968262636762,0.0,0.0,0.05175849156147655,0.0,0.07038948148177987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791826662660583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194230510701749,0.0,0.0,0.062336609521432676,0.0,0.10662846701948014,0.0
anxiety,SaeInsanity45,2019/04/04,"Anxiety over starting new job after being unemployed for 3 months.. Hello everyone, I'm 26 years old, female, I'm the U.S., and have Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Major Depressive Disorder, and Borderline Personality Disorder. 

I was laid off from a job i very much enjoyed in early January (great way to start the year, eh?) And finally, today was offered a job at a pretty big company.

I. Am. Terrified. 

The position isn't entirely new territory, it's about the same field as my previous job.
However, I'm closing in on 15 weeks pregnant and did NOT disclose this at my interview for obvious reasons...

I'm worried for the strain of going from not working, to 40 hours a week.  I'm worried about keeping my OB appointments, counseling appointments, my husband's appointments. I'm worried that I won't be able to physically or mentally handle the job, and that they'll fire me when i tell them that I'm pregnant, or if I'm placed on restrictions later.

WHEN and HOW do I tell them? What if the job IS too much? What if I mess up? Or what if i do tell them about my pregnancy and they find ""another"" reason to let me go?

I'm excited to finally be getting an income again, but starting is always difficult..",4.844595427690726,6.39515534497817,6.770952992550732,70.51082455689703,69.78602620087337,11.327099922938604,35.30464937066529,11.20814326018867,4.725972309273054,950,50,165,34,17,332,134,229,0.106,0.866,0.028,-0.868,10,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,5,1,8,7,0,1,12,0,16,0,0,3,1,27,32,19,0,4,10,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,2,3,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,3,1,20,3,25,23,4,36,0,1,0,0,13,12,0,7,21,105,28,9,0.09592175882520526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981458747445865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058232770045082,0.14675976590376505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261727032061922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298039376554282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165735119415123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101551963489645,0.08767074979705616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0501151599615746,0.0,0.10902909211632747,0.0,0.0,0.10575407773834514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446361047592038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5711252679829321,0.08525966658243546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808649729676593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666657185735432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656383274731904,0.0,0.14102705927110482,0.0,0.0,0.18528366479939126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065375011043774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375517993145433,0.10021782206668052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758691322001167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19724708763736729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036817438091905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515195354076741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909226115294264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914549677004706,0.0,0.0761382273650867,0.15388529803656106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698321828473833,0.292239606719917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354093553006898
anxiety,gennh1998,2019/04/04,"Techniques for anxiety? I've been having panic attacks lately, this isn't something new, it's happened before. I had stopped having them for a bit and they started again recently. I used to do guided meditations which helped as well as other things like essential oils. When i was on the verge of having a panic attack i knew how to control it but for some reason it feels like an impossible task to do now. What are some things that help you overcome panic attacks or prevent them? ",6.183772893772893,7.253906516483518,6.404120879120878,76.16171245421246,66.25274725274726,8.264468864468865,31.650183150183143,8.344100000000001,2.5262512820512817,387,15,65,5,6,124,69,91,0.198,0.69,0.112,-0.8181,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,3,1,5,9,3,3,4,0,10,0,0,4,0,13,15,7,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,4,2,8,3,10,11,3,10,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,3,10,52,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882761998534686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5301335526482887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217505139711935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16958097922065193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17421667553358294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853990850753786,0.11096833881583387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735849396801547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20822989247735765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17521988327868782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177354410756227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15001943328740086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5467416001738586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15970591005411364,0.15337040399725074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958122165382387,0.0,0.0,0.10994392412782454,0.0,0.0,0.12986348563182787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20638973366372654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341559196473254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13966102386839846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SaxoBeatZzZ,2019/04/04,"How someone can say their partner / date / crush they have anxiety? How someone can say their partner / date / crush they have anxiety? I used to have social anxiety ( at such levels I' couldn't even buy myself something to eat and can't eat in front of people ) but somehow by forcing myself ( with 0 drugs I'm proud of it ) into situations I overcomed my social anxiety. But lately I started to develope some sort of gad ( generalized anxiety disorder ) towards lots of thing. There is that one girl I really find cute but I feel almost physical pain to do something about it. I think my bad experiences with exes gave me relationship anxiety. Whenever I think about a relationship I see only pain and misery at its end. So I avoid relationships all together. I thought I might tell her about my anxiety to feel some sort of a relief but I feel like If I tell her about it she will think I'm a loser. So is it even possible to tell your crush that you have anxiety?

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Tl;dr: I have a crush but I feel hardship to talk with her so I'm planning to tell her I have anxiety to relief the symptoms but I am afraid of seen as a loser.",4.13749732620321,5.753029327272731,5.708877005347596,77.18243315508023,71.63636363636364,9.176470588235297,29.759358288770052,9.627879704456738,2.9377192513368984,892,37,166,22,17,303,113,220,0.246,0.675,0.079,-0.9871,0,1,3,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,4,4,14,12,0,2,6,0,16,6,0,3,1,37,32,15,0,2,7,0,4,1,2,2,4,2,0,3,8,6,2,1,9,0,1,1,2,7,0,1,3,8,35,5,29,26,4,12,0,2,2,0,27,6,0,9,6,118,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898335010000217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720279752021396,0.1090097682577153,0.0,0.0,0.6176641665733519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749056825667535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281760052639613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403731310013233,0.1835953242655114,0.0,0.0,0.07945810842761443,0.0,0.0,0.11850771716970028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775544475597544,0.0,0.0,0.18144411258010304,0.06409019358290559,0.0,0.0,0.08199504403644571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119892177121473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043828698917268864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626984246604146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09517014037830428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060791099793375714,0.06822993645232965,0.19091955653156195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06219493014460532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113667879076726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057471735230980675,0.0,0.0,0.2889509948667885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268499460871611,0.0,0.0,0.07148876290048982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083992540910253,0.0,0.1828999524546734,0.1520251899614279,0.13812919480381286,0.0,0.0,0.06349853891487768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324500587660052,0.0,0.07210702057795447,0.31364859134155754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05960059475155963,0.17245127399300467,0.0,0.07122122134667001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748227063901011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090097682577153,0.0
anxiety,vegan_to_fi,2019/04/04,"Valid to turn down a role change over anxiety concerns? I really need advice. My job just asked me to take on a major role change that would involve becoming a decision maker and having tons more responsibility. There is no way to do a good job at this role - you are constantly having to decide between multiple bad choices, putting out fires, making decisions with imperfect information. It also involves going to meetings all the time with no solo work, working tons of overtime, basically managing a large team. I don't want to climb the career ladder and I'm already suffering from anxiety in my current role. I just have no desire to take this on and increase my anxiety 10 fold. But I also have anxiety about saying no to people. That they will judge me if I say it's for my mental health. Does anyone have any experience handling a situation like this?",6.207272727272727,7.631631591194974,7.264882790165808,68.72212692967413,66.42138364779873,10.310120068610637,33.322469982847345,10.436869588844218,3.896705660377359,689,30,111,18,11,232,110,159,0.158,0.78,0.063,-0.8929,3,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,4,6,4,0,0,8,0,11,1,0,2,1,21,20,7,0,5,4,0,1,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,7,6,0,0,4,1,0,4,5,2,0,0,0,3,13,2,22,18,6,15,0,1,0,0,14,7,0,1,4,79,20,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431019738437418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16160300543949066,0.2342201231322948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958596188511296,0.0,0.4481126273773996,0.0,0.0,0.10239604224869303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369040244218498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227341989916644,0.0,0.16173430106609046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098336197745988,0.0,0.0,0.15825238166367556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815287028594555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324892287742147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322668107970628,0.12282907061319012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15566159231015694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906432868043609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154443725373591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775154531273653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475796558675689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085853019705957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152483160931763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472152195541078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381485320514832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329140014651628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16460757207785512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22021315881246892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853918338434516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592874522098337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637561552511402,0.11623928703592848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21322385422554768,0.0,0.0,0.10402859230870576,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sreddit101,2019/04/04,"My anxiety is the worst it has ever been, and it all started when I began my new job I began a career job after working student/retail jobs my whole life. I lucked into a career opportunity and since then, my anxiety has devoured me whole and I haven’t smiled since I began employment. My past jobs involved a lot of socializing and moving around, but now I have my own separate office and the workplace has less people to talk to and they are all too busy to have casual conversations. The position has a long list of tasks to do and I don’t know how to complete many of them due to experience and I don’t have anyone to ask for help.

It has been affecting my sleep and my mood is always low. I only have an appetite when I’m outside of work, and even then it is lower then normal. 

I feel so alone and overwhelmed. Focusing on breathing and ignoring the clock hasn’t worked. What should I do?",3.5660415003990416,5.108876094972072,5.085814046288906,81.3725837988827,72.96648044692738,8.019313647246609,25.63487629688747,8.634040054169528,1.8136094173982444,707,23,138,13,14,238,102,179,0.1,0.823,0.077,-0.6284,6,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,4,9,8,0,1,9,0,22,3,2,2,3,27,30,20,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,14,0,1,2,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,5,1,22,3,16,24,8,22,0,2,0,0,8,4,0,2,17,106,27,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640980800640924,0.0,0.0,0.1176256399067927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21628516695053615,0.0,0.0,0.09884454817730803,0.0,0.0,0.12584336117716813,0.13215565895375814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482167934147333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933691660536797,0.12787125232958887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828049158692454,0.0,0.0,0.07147756231222761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475288039958894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5611252883225862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768960568748133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984912178273476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12510212515888108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018207347463038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14332025918833244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024687988831367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652961398364918,0.0,0.0,0.1385060785215979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751320536074578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349473227223379,0.0980035545204714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23387446440952675,0.0,0.14146545093293836,0.14410214321735984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005771380473638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136225140230867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156542861378375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087426291393229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sir_Caro,2019/04/04,"I think I'm losing it So for the past few years I've been struggling with something. I dont exactly know what to call it. Whether its anxiety or depression. I dont know. All I know is that any time a new situation happens, something new and not done everyday. I freak out. For example, they wanted me to do something new at my job, something I'd never done before. So at first I was fine. You know whatever, I'll figure it out. But after a while I started getting really hot, wondering what if I screw something up, feeling really sick. So I left early. So this kind of thing happens every now and then. I'll go for a long period of time without having any kind of problems and then something will come up, like going to the bank or going to the dmv, and I freak out. And I feel like I'm putting a burden on my fiancee because of all of this. I just dont know what to do. Dont know who to talk to. And honestly don't know what I'm doing with my life anymore.",1.6107960199004945,3.343066422885573,3.7938557213930366,87.75157960199007,78.80099502487562,6.854726368159205,25.09701492537313,7.793537801064563,1.3673402985074627,745,28,159,12,18,256,108,201,0.111,0.807,0.08199999999999999,-0.7632,1,0,6,0,0,1,25.0,0,1,1,2,6,14,1,1,7,0,15,3,0,0,4,38,38,18,0,3,8,0,3,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,13,12,0,0,12,0,1,5,8,8,0,1,4,3,18,6,27,33,3,33,0,2,0,1,6,9,1,4,21,106,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292901768031871,0.0,0.07272179698405061,0.0,0.09427547676043888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05794861578365665,0.0,0.08089034565569073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706843293207114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188707582820394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187634155225054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19456186419067026,0.44564553938820856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009342437881177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613191415153137,0.06791196363284513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085927409967589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049665716841475985,0.0,0.16207694500081327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681251633855621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433388307517226,0.0,0.0,0.19798387393493336,0.3657032489618327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328461164273348,0.0,0.06714475768909664,0.09288450667867493,0.0,0.0,0.08412644728575444,0.0,0.10634951686447172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331729891365939,0.27543300385551805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074697026078872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096102927034462,0.0,0.09556307638133033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179767838816123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685312314220216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4390979803493413,0.0,0.0,0.0672850279340734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937893309119687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640684300365397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06315464499304382,0.060911578891816025,0.0,0.0,0.11086226498374208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05606974312107101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163590591862997,0.1030901554185584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06121649743383024
anxiety,AbbieForPresident,2019/04/04,"Never posted here before, anxiety is holding me back I don't know what I'm expecting to get out of posting this but lately, as in the past 6 months, I have been fighting anxiety like it's a bad cold that won't go away. Every day I wake up pissed off that I even woke up, like I'm sick and tired of dealing with this shit and there's nothing I can do expect lie down and let it happen because all the fighting I do in my head is futile, the most relief I get is after a jog or something and even then I'm looking in the mirror squeezing my sides and turning side to side and overanalyzing every little part of my body. There is no relief, there is no end in sight, and I am so tired and pissed off and scared of the future and scared that this feeling will never go away. I'm projecting my anger onto other people and starting to hate my sister, my mom, my boyfriend just for not understanding what I'm feeling or for not even asking. Sometimes I feel depressed but lately I'm feeling straight up pissed off. Like why can't I just live my life and enjoy it even a little bit? Why must every second of every God damn minute of every day be filled with senseless, baseless, intrusive, nagging anxiety? Why the hell am I like this? I would love it for someone to just say, You're trying. You're doing good. You're going to be alright. Some acknowledgment. But of course I feel like I don't even deserve that, because what exactly have I done? Ignored the bad thoughts in my head? Well woop de fucking doo? I can't even do that, they are taking over my life and I truly feel like I am going God damn crazy. Thank you for reading. ",3.651271399798589,4.756159317220547,4.61896148036254,86.51138280463245,72.14199395770393,6.725125881168179,25.876258811681772,6.816661863887847,1.0143503524672708,1278,40,260,10,24,416,165,331,0.265,0.575,0.16,-0.9948,0,0,1,0,4,0,32.0,0,1,1,0,16,33,13,2,10,1,29,15,8,0,5,48,61,21,0,4,10,2,7,6,0,4,5,1,0,0,17,16,0,2,10,2,0,6,11,19,1,1,4,11,31,14,37,50,5,45,1,1,2,2,10,23,8,4,20,170,48,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19089139554115228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775961869239945,0.0,0.15629576607571555,0.06395826811892677,0.13889926972895278,0.101408313099912,0.0,0.07077782090289278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080815213572196,0.09239131403921297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728505320354044,0.08575222262847161,0.07164055230071302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851193344928637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07367046702233884,0.0,0.0,0.3296272353725793,0.0,0.35040263459327403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25234188385708856,0.11884386845443345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689614405962228,0.08691349216338706,0.0,0.18908647903148185,0.06976523689174409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355347913843263,0.0,0.0,0.08212043880164623,0.17072796945418056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04571211072191187,0.0,0.1876554067690724,0.0,0.0,0.08505450267616685,0.11750128141411102,0.2438175875650113,0.16673116500751456,0.07344714712696017,0.0,0.06984804730963824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507082954564495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974163378028274,0.06639138818059469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830304060469225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981093583771545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007299292472357,0.07940221736642296,0.057664719697536074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15932186823323444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319988524972173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06614598810566985,0.1665501281146104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538038145057561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047592099314226,0.06403400793190786,0.0822645519714537,0.0,0.05887337503581248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06253903540316035,0.0,0.0,0.07657855283686904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603354575562825,0.0,0.19120031627301365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05647197858124393,0.09047310039735873,0.0,0.08659058210523674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478645046842458,0.0,0.2251639340123602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05908682162699815,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GnaiusSwaggitusNerva,2019/04/04,"My life with anxiety, story time TL,DR : I realised not so long ago that my anxiety is not normal and actually pretty damaging, after having lived most of my life thinking it was normal and a part of my personality. And now I want to scream. Here is said scream. Maybe some of you will recognize themselves in it. Sorry if it’s too long, it felt good writing it.

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Bonjour !

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I am 20(M) and I live in France. It has been 6 months or so that I realised the extent of my anxiety disorder. It hit me like a bullet, from nowhere.

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It’s funny because I always knew I had anxiety. Since eight years more precisely. Since my first panic attack back in 7th grade, on this warm summer night, alone in my bed, dreading something that didn’t exist, so terrified that I began to seek something, anything, that could have caused such an atrocious experience. Around me nobody understood what I was going through. Nobody but my mother who vaguely told me that she experienced the same thing at my age and that I just had to take magnesium pills and that I would be ok.

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I didn’t get better. My innocence and serenity had been violently ripped away from me. For about ten months I lived with the most absurd fears. Fear of throwing up, fear of getting sick, fear of eating too much, fear of playing Half-Life 2, fear of getting yet another panic attack. During this school year I ate barely enough and my grades went dreadfully down. My mother said I was lazy. Time passing I just couldn’t fight anymore. By the end of the year I was just like “*Well, I guess it’s my life now*”. As the panic attacks were less and less frequent I accepted the least absurd reason I could accept, that all of this was just a normal expression of the death of my childhood.

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Since then, I lived my teenage years thinking the anxiety was gone, just because the panic attacks were gone, or at least extremely rare. I had some good times, but I honestly can’t recognise them, because all this time my anxiety became an inherent part of my personality. My grades were still mediocre and I had to wait for my last year of highschool to have some semblance of social life, the same year I developed a good old depression. I knew I wasn’t well. I knew it, but it was my life. I wasn’t responsible. I waited for something to free me from this pain. I waited for my independence, I waited for the end of highschool, for a girlfriend, for a beard or an adult body. I thought that having all this would make the fear go away. During this period I was just thinking about the absurdity of life and all sorts of metaphysical questions. I was such a prophet, such a tortured artist : when I told I finally acquired a social life, that was only by showing to the world my depressed ass as something cool. I used my complete lack of guidance and optimism as a sign of coolness.

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I got out of highschool and went to the university. I thought it was the beginning of a new era. I felt more confident in myself and my choices. But (oh what a surprise) I still felt like shit. I was still seeking something. I was  still seeking for an elusive truth, talking about the end of our civilization and watching Syria civil war footages while smoking alone in front of my pc. I became increasingly interested in politic.

And then I meet her. I knew she was into me. I found her pretty and very nice, so I dated her. We kissed. I had a girlfriend.

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I was still a anxious mess though. I found her too good for me. I was anxious about her previous relationships, about her sexual past and all sorts of things. One month in, after a weekend with friends during which I experienced a bad trip after having taken ecstasy, she told me that I scared her because of my unhappiness. It hurt me a lot and for the first time in my life a decided once and for all that it was enough. I said myself that it was a fucking disgrace to ruin a relationship just because I couldn’t just enjoy life. So I just decided to enjoy life. Not to treat my anxiety disorder mind you ! I didn’t know I had that. I just had to be happy. So I quitted smoking, drinking, started running every morning and working more efficiently for my finals. And it worked.

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For the first time since eight years I felt good. I felt a nice and reassuring serenity. No more sad or depressing thoughts. No more absurd fears. For the first time in my young adult life I took decisions with a clear mind. I knew what I wanted, I knew where I was going. Of course I had some downtime but it never lasted more than a few hours at the most. I was deeply in love with my girlfriend. I started to love her plainly, without doubts or fears. I loved her in her entirety with her qualities and faults. I wanted our relationship to be serious and durable.

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And you know what ? It came back. It wasn’t planned. In my head It was forever over. I killed my depression quick and clean. I knew it wouldn't be complete bliss for the rest of my life but so soon ? And for what reason ? None ! I spent a week away from her with my family. I didn’t want to go initially but I went anyway to please my mother. I missed my girlfriend very much and those seven days past horribly slowly. When I finally saw her I felt an unparalleled rush of happiness. The day after, as I was alone in her house waiting for her to finish her job and I had a panic attack. The next morning, here I was in her bed, holding her in my arms, starting to ask myself  “what if you don’t love her anymore”. I felt fear, anxiety, then guilt. Oh the guilt. I knew I loved her still, but the more I asked myself this question the more I was anxious, the more I was anxious the more I was unable to feel anything, and the less I feeled the more I started to take those fucking thoughts seriously.

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Back in hell I was. I felt just like in 7th grade, like something had been stolen from me. In my head I almost started to reengage in my old justification process. But this time it was different. This time I wasn’t a 12 year old boy. This time I chose my happiness. I chose my life and enjoyed it. How could have I been so wrong ? Exactly, there is no way I could have been so wrong ! It didn't make any sense at all. So I didn’t give up. I looked on the internet. Found this subreddit. Found all kinds of informations about Anxiety Disorder, OCD, Relationship OCD.

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**And then I realised. I realised the lie. I realised the hell I have been putting myself into during eight years. I realised all the choices I made that were guided by fear. I realised how everybody around me maintained, if not increased, my anxiety when I was the most vulnerable. I realised that what I was feeling was far from normal, that it was a serious and known disorder and that I built my personality around this disorder, at a crucial time of my individual development. Fuck me.**

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I fought and I still fight. I see a therapist since last month. I managed to control my thoughts and my anxiety for the most part of this year. But it always come back. I’ll still fight though, and I’ll fight until the end, but it is so hard, sometime I just ask myself why I has to be me.

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# Fuck anxiety. Fuck my mother for having maintained this anxiety, this feeling she always had and passed on to me like it was normal. Fuck my brother for telling me that the solution was to pray god, creating even more guilt in the process. Fuck all the therapists I saw in my childhood, chosen by my mother, who never even once guessed I could have an anxiety disorder. Fuck them all.

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Thanks for reading. I hope you guys have a nice day, don't forget you are not alone :)",2.9952497299448524,5.381905652439027,3.888977580684898,85.56459406447216,77.16395663956641,6.865798699945043,26.581840923304334,7.930165200862937,1.7249716072545347,6037,240,1155,101,143,1933,474,1476,0.229,0.643,0.128,-0.9995,3,4,7,0,5,0,254.0,3,6,2,12,71,115,25,23,78,3,104,39,6,12,17,215,214,86,3,24,37,6,14,6,5,4,16,5,3,7,78,55,3,7,47,6,3,22,28,68,2,10,114,28,231,48,157,83,54,174,3,9,5,15,90,46,12,27,111,844,309,14,0.0,0.0,0.02129530840566126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.019344053718780552,0.0,0.02185176990066367,0.09040482558400426,0.0,0.0,0.05447342772716585,0.3310206546616507,0.371228871737768,0.014839836716467847,0.022882467695828856,0.23371480610780104,0.0986114477374487,0.04328349503680422,0.0,0.0,0.0359156040657296,0.05827912388370542,0.06120240232025971,0.1241294507156,0.061507994233864036,0.0671196648156782,0.018220616156331883,0.0665130188106911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.019299952655293683,0.0,0.02423953232544197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024958770519587524,0.0,0.02241739912293961,0.0,0.018797883405007647,0.04576029959923441,0.0,0.024475440346816202,0.08711621044975358,0.0,0.0,0.04222051946452863,0.0,0.0751816770381088,0.0,0.0,0.022799542707111792,0.1500607138827165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0213774372554949,0.0,0.02232954708448199,0.0,0.0,0.07731192852438405,0.045096308992205264,0.0,0.028826699819308993,0.0,0.018386135269250137,0.0,0.0,0.02134628802163142,0.020572017500148296,0.2701163229485202,0.04413581741548255,0.0,0.1676217875937598,0.07171542359638887,0.0,0.0742477706703378,0.0,0.09570761475643932,0.01685976895474146,0.1613940954530824,0.034203578951977856,0.02093383198135735,0.049608211209576716,0.09151708320285476,0.017453197899095437,0.0,0.048079202494475635,0.02160739781744873,0.0,0.06969037736191032,0.0195483948734478,0.0,0.04479172287435225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.021674357384217642,0.021490460248484784,0.02517987600212827,0.02336110447555201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02165515519089951,0.0,0.024143018709785403,0.02272445157346046,0.023985808558533703,0.05336398938597225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20037754524641654,0.06396731507449953,0.0,0.07707757013780897,0.038623900813672986,0.018325142555201592,0.0,0.0,0.018552444571067108,0.09847688705331596,0.02064868270567894,0.029132960986949508,0.0,0.021923321777321158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044068379815144144,0.0,0.069673051700573,0.0,0.032083639360777426,0.0,0.033661234635866025,0.02107600595088361,0.023208145383859576,0.020478645937653927,0.1069055588007576,0.0,0.0,0.06869614885704615,0.046479837801132406,0.014787279911230534,0.01659675794771543,0.023220347489648845,0.1280181836707376,0.0,0.07089391182556906,0.0416634969332356,0.0,0.057162880685587274,0.0,0.02395421025070917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04440202250921983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.021937327099197358,0.04889169145545344,0.023210583962842254,0.021828094220282958,0.0,0.0,0.044873689187232335,0.0,0.09371545629204836,0.0,0.0,0.06227369641365215,0.0,0.02184781792651614,0.02208522012304133,0.017389459166065758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022400163236680624,0.0902577005060092,0.0,0.0,0.04448994675027619,0.0,0.10079872256396212,0.021582702740906252,0.02442815378187135,0.07722928784640762,0.0,0.13941782548295706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032815140384592316,0.01753984876857355,0.019073554885892047,0.02009093956751201,0.0,0.050674486344247205,0.028995385194961268,0.04194833237514069,0.04288037944861787,0.08662190182876724,0.1399716317326256,0.0,0.0,0.06255610977800047,0.024245254728221168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0188473646305312,0.0,0.036011182372006525,0.051485169452129886,0.017321437750853128,0.017504443582134464,0.0,0.03924153698831587,0.06068816300676276,0.019691131191184784,0.0,0.0,0.021035811301706817,0.0,0.03177362673278638,0.0,0.0,0.03100371366571042,0.047718275553428106,0.371228871737768,0.14052774135424032
anxiety,Tommy_Genesis,2019/04/04,"Fairly new colleague has been dismissed from work, just found out they have really bad anxiety Hey! I don’t have anxiety, but this ex-colleague of mines does. They started in January, and probation period lasts for 6 months but since then they had been taking a lot of days off and was always late. She was such a sweet girl, has a degree and is hopefully going to university for a second degree! But because of the absences, like she never had a full week straight in work, she was dismissed. It was done pretty poorly and our manager was pissed at the agency who employed the girl. They basically sent her back to our office, BY HERSELF, and she was crying and pretty shook up about it all.

Anyways, she has added me on facebook. Do you guys have any tips on how I can talk to her???? ",5.33430463576159,6.22645041059603,5.771847682119205,80.57604966887419,68.0728476821192,8.689006622516558,28.345033112582783,8.841846274778883,2.13700476821192,616,20,116,10,10,198,101,151,0.1,0.762,0.138,0.8544,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,2,1,4,2,6,6,1,1,8,0,21,1,1,1,2,17,27,11,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,7,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,3,0,1,13,1,19,3,19,14,3,24,0,0,0,0,22,10,1,2,12,91,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16055956087993414,0.0,0.0,0.13122054730940472,0.0,0.2952302870185357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837560750522574,0.16111492801637334,0.117627638339905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119593252679428,0.12444430887110842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16886205103479332,0.19746677540322205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211572502952156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966455949507596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910623830780613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19165446984875106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15728950903415,0.21766915990617505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942713213355226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640491049231886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15402015789567478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14882392968404465,0.18636357588100752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926227630819334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236161819427212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15961988107515876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365792577525511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14508315568333507,0.15509527490840408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15478220623851954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809567766506627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,223s1fgd,2019/04/04,Moclobemide for social anxiety/panic disorder? Anyone here has tried this medication? How does it compare to SSRI/SNRI's?,5.453333333333332,9.160359,7.070000000000004,56.24833333333334,84.0,10.666666666666668,31.66666666666667,9.725611199111238,5.553666666666667,100,5,11,4,3,34,20,20,0.168,0.8320000000000001,0.0,-0.5007,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31013373343177697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5083356805579701,0.0,0.3881451591190365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4468202511736933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4521335419668621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011347905529488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HailKyrie,2019/04/04,The girl I’ve been talking to has really bad anxiety that flares up sometimes because of her past. How can I help her work through this? I care for her a lot and know she cares about me too but I don’t know how to help her with this. I don’t want to abandon her even though she’s taken it out on me a few times (by going dark and ghosting for awhile) and apologizes a ton a bit after. Everyone ik says it’s sorta abusive of her to do that to me but I want to help her through it and not cut her off like everyone else says I should. Any advice welcome. ,1.4475000000000016,2.8030554166666697,3.0533333333333346,94.54500000000002,78.16666666666666,6.466666666666668,22.833333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.5359833333333337,430,13,103,5,10,142,74,120,0.099,0.682,0.219,0.9161,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,1,0,5,0,7,0,0,2,0,19,15,9,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,7,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,2,19,4,20,12,4,8,0,1,0,0,19,4,0,2,4,73,26,1,0.0,0.21686369989167487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17885733722887898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446844365401386,0.0,0.1400194371163519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15282457473936473,0.11157497339455047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19982419288582493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732278659639741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529002500854333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089130530018545,0.0,0.0,0.34979098372768924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402164389827093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36804867848577816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011798591928452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942048245060896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15560777021054126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17472532614556716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725536962273565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911097379472244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810239203661012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14711466978126914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798285990350637,0.0,0.10672778028210647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21591473799231506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324991184993332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThrowawayDeath002,2019/04/04,"Being an adult is hard My husband put me in charge of finding us a place to live. I've been doing so good while in the process. I did all the paperwork, gave her everything she needs... she said she would call me back Tuesday or Wednesday. Its Thursday morning and she still hasn't called me. I called yesterday evening and all she said was ,""I've been working on an apartment all day let me call you back in a few hours."" That was at 2:43. I have really bad anxiety surrounding phone calls and driving. Anytime I know I'm waiting on a phone call or have to call someone I get heart palpitations, I get nauseous, I get headaches. I know its just my anxiety but the bodily reactions are killing me. My friend is helping me by pushing me to call again at a certain time but now I am worried I messed this up. This is the first big thing my husband has trusted me with because he knows I get very anxious about things like this. I know he is basically trying to help via making me face it head on but if I messed up the first thing he trusted me with I'm going to straight bawl my eyes out. I don't know what this means and my stupid brain is like HEY LETS PANIC ABOUT IT. Please talk me down I feel like I've royally fucked up because she is waiting a day longer to get back to us. We need a new place to live because our upstairs neighbors house keeps flooding which floods us and our current landlord just keeps patching things.",3.5552708267342434,4.979377933797913,3.887971175166296,90.42313192904658,72.79790940766551,6.890655685777638,29.073329109914475,7.348242739294969,1.4823672473867595,1125,46,238,12,22,350,157,287,0.13,0.746,0.124,-0.4297,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,6,1,0,3,13,15,3,1,13,0,23,6,5,1,4,37,49,13,1,4,8,2,2,3,2,1,0,2,2,1,15,9,0,4,8,0,0,4,2,7,0,2,8,5,46,8,27,37,4,42,0,0,1,1,39,19,1,3,22,152,61,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776468097082833,0.08695493145458849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17755704800648087,0.06426728195503513,0.14076179082786158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592470683289688,0.628765157664666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927940985215516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050838391776254106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917626172132384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038918675935816965,0.05498785139398128,0.0,0.0,0.07034978433458214,0.1309423998415433,0.0,0.0,0.05946733720827421,0.0711581303656722,0.20106995225608534,0.0,0.04374419709158503,0.06455933366288892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895058840607023,0.0,0.07899409818304716,0.0,0.0,0.09121059691112927,0.10318361530429476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580059073100474,0.0888138017253188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368301097092731,0.08515662573399116,0.0,0.2115052954747485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15741541955407706,0.0,0.11281192245441178,0.0,0.13593299726952815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051378509976532184,0.0,0.0,0.08384360814154247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141455309530355,0.0,0.07433873834506582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030847952394468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608359044537164,0.0844906654628984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773767678286779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049309372613259184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643343823502344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652169863001511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061468864602291264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06186609698524729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20454353241746484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044882207979463136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052258022336930984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777586628714616,0.0,0.0,0.06350885148940676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05603555364016608,0.07816743651430706,0.0,0.05467774499807354,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Iforgotmypassword70,2019/04/04,"Advice for panic attacks Hey everyone, ever since the 8th grade I have been getting panic attacks whenever I was in socially awkward situations or something really stressful happened. It went on for a while and I got magnesium supplements to help, and it even got better. I have not had one for the past 4 years, but today during a family emergency of sorts I got one and it was tough. It was worse than any of the ones I had in the past and I am afraid it may get worse. What can I do to minimize them or what advice do you guys have ? I am worried they may never truly go away and that they will progressively get worse over time.",3.5846400000000003,5.257539984000001,5.049800000000001,81.12190000000002,73.16,8.520000000000001,26.1,9.120678840339163,2.1703600000000005,498,17,96,11,10,167,79,125,0.258,0.715,0.028,-0.9826,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,3,2,2,9,2,5,6,0,17,0,0,0,2,14,26,9,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,8,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,8,0,3,10,0,13,1,13,13,0,15,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,5,8,73,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588630515553785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900725730513232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013687881078709,0.12444394121313825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117143903173942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748394860780137,0.11981130966496499,0.0,0.1265645050647762,0.0,0.0,0.124864887970024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20760365647082496,0.0,0.07527608479616102,0.0,0.3178042601373687,0.0,0.0,0.13114928119130895,0.11712773882167354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878044508347738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215590891145716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692607153601552,0.0,0.0,0.3108100829110685,0.0,0.0,0.2528827265955029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485277501630571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956647943774672,0.1488827067602987,0.0,0.1350191398759389,0.0,0.10196878032971997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15172444890262746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723440177968034,0.0,0.12554994419425333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278524578174148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451243754754916,0.4049427280671389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529538087720973
anxiety,TheLiberalSkeptic,2019/04/04,"University and anxiety I know I am capable, but my anxiety inhibits me from succeeding in university. Every time I am confronted by a mildly challenging topic in a course, my instincts are to panic. Medication might not be worth the risks, considering my anxiety is not completely handicapping. However, I cannot merely sit here and accept mediocrity when I know that in the right frame of mind, I can excel. ",7.2920833333333315,9.012176263888893,8.873222222222221,57.093999999999994,64.1388888888889,13.537777777777775,38.01111111111111,12.688352899677879,6.177541111111113,329,17,48,14,5,115,52,72,0.242,0.5770000000000001,0.181,-0.2844,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,4,2,7,1,2,4,0,8,1,0,0,0,10,10,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,10,4,7,8,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,2,37,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6157868029093236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813259507996481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22606919235464426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29492072637307315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27030180366862505,0.0,0.2846426244917731,0.2709243374775208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148129497073203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291418068186281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15645817931909572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Milkman543,2019/04/04,"Is this a symptom of anxiety or some other problem I have? I have two versions of me. Sometimes during my day I'll feel like an absolute badass who can accomplish mostly anything and chat anybody up, and other times I'll be a anxiety ridden wreck who thinks of himself as a loser and couldn't hold an interesting conversation to save his life. Is this anxiety related or something else?

Cheers",6.210270270270272,7.467523270270274,7.084702702702702,70.62921621621625,66.29729729729729,10.244324324324324,36.421621621621625,10.355215969177356,4.197938378378378,318,16,52,8,5,106,55,74,0.218,0.643,0.138,-0.5744,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,5,0,7,2,0,0,0,13,9,6,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,1,6,4,6,7,3,4,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,4,3,38,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6170507637968828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22125578182288166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17339787326601214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246050454208281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13594794021538578,0.1920796366816214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899097003250187,0.13135551780424987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572707446495338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20698802788542334,0.2659177197772162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27945721256067857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17228001249525618,0.0,0.0,0.15677932458928298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626453559575948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lovelovehard,2019/04/04,"DAE have waiting anxiety? I am waiting for an important result, but I am currently having panic attacks everyday because I have not heard from them. My mind is going crazy too with scary scenarios. One moment I’m positive that I will get an email from them, then later I just want to punch my laptop for not receiving any updates from them. 

Help me. ",5.009090909090908,6.724380515151516,6.006484848484849,75.5097272727273,69.6060606060606,9.522424242424243,31.381818181818186,9.888512548439397,3.4138581818181812,278,12,47,7,5,92,50,66,0.215,0.643,0.142,-0.775,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,3,0,2,2,1,1,2,0,7,0,0,1,0,10,14,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,1,1,11,0,7,12,0,8,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,6,35,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577307249232392,0.0,0.28993140728628003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4311634141062133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310328460135871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19801011216608366,0.0,0.2153925356705772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540334720685134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826785864613306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25681794510144834,0.0,0.0,0.4446709207278772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235420493368404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Vaaaaare,2019/04/04,"Stressed out about the world I have to write some papers for my current studies regarding the future of labor and new technologies. The paper wants proposals to ""guarantee full employment""

However, it's not writing the paper that's stressing me out. It's the topic. With the advances in automation the only way to achieve employment is improving your education and certifications, and with the current income situation for middle and low classes there's no way they can finance that sort of thing. Classical economic theory says that lowering wages would solve everything, but the more I read, the more every option seems hopeless besides an UBI. The future is bleak and my stomach is all twisted up in knots and I can't even look away because *I have to write this paper*",7.771476074614759,9.208399708029198,7.7452068126520714,66.64575831305761,62.86861313868613,11.052392538523925,37.849959448499604,10.980518767755715,4.762418329278184,628,31,94,17,9,202,93,137,0.08800000000000001,0.877,0.035,-0.743,8,0,0,0,0,1,13.0,0,1,1,2,3,4,0,2,12,0,8,1,1,0,1,22,11,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,10,0,0,1,1,2,1,3,4,0,0,0,2,9,0,17,10,5,18,0,2,1,0,6,10,0,4,5,69,16,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201545694068313,0.0,0.0,0.14284138377727354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547684109648441,0.0,0.197427590202362,0.0,0.2105947833719284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19677265949625292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263110221391999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17821352224408998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343868342918119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18634339105946848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133192437685043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633893452699216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5368333788052705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15567407022193405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821002602289706,0.3719900527122169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166456636664212,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lmee98,2019/04/04,"Does anybody else experience panic attacks/intense anxiety after eating? I quite often have panic attacks immediately after eating and it makes eating in public quite a chore. It happens even when I’m alone in my own home. My chest tightens and I get nauseous, as well as getting all sweaty and lightheaded. I’m not allergic to any foods and I don’t think I have an ED so I don’t really understand it.

Just wondering if this is something anyone else experiences? ",3.830801033591733,6.673367558139539,5.562248062015506,72.20355297157623,76.90697674418605,8.00826873385013,29.32299741602067,8.841846274778883,3.106177260981912,374,17,58,9,9,127,61,86,0.159,0.795,0.047,-0.8615,0,1,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,6,4,1,2,2,0,5,6,1,1,1,13,14,9,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,4,4,4,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,7,1,7,14,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,3,39,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607740190790483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556340000529817,0.0,0.11875241157442955,0.0,0.0,0.10854214953838856,0.1590540059068001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17659934012330164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358449770604133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4765246995340318,0.2593536126400857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252957973861963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036942769801755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18770771402471628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16220511296747991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727155699108534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15571082024603286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361887643249257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642637042168855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33021767099459903,0.0,0.0,0.09944589265260544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950553627312502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946669617907963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616024716380745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13957262957359126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683429875670086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lolobaggins2,2019/04/04,"Feeling like I'm pushing everyone away When I get anxious I talk a lot. It feels like I'm always talking about my anxiety and I don't really know how to stop it, and it works me up even more because then I feel like I'm pushing everyone away because they're annoyed with me talking about it so much.


When people DO reach out, I'm afraid they think that I was just fishing for compliments or trying to get attention and they're only giving me kind words to get me to shut up. 


I also have a friend that I really like and enjoy talking to; he's like my #1 person and he's been really busy lately with school work so he never has much time to talk. He always texts me back, I know he's not ignoring me, it just takes awhile and I completely understand that. Doesn't stop my brain from convincing me he hates me, though!


I don't know, I just feel really alone and like I don't have anyone to talk to. Anyone else deal with this?",2.012688204815607,3.7719823626943034,3.6946418774763816,88.7946662602865,77.70466321243524,7.235476988722953,21.715635476988727,8.124751697461798,1.027512282840597,728,20,156,13,17,243,96,193,0.08,0.728,0.192,0.9644,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,2,16,15,2,1,2,0,10,1,1,1,1,33,29,16,0,0,5,0,4,6,1,0,0,0,0,1,9,11,0,3,10,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,2,4,24,11,20,27,4,17,0,0,0,0,17,6,0,2,15,92,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606947222145753,0.0,0.08190001772843772,0.17043242818921728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834602688219126,0.11569807417841757,0.0,0.1432197637562168,0.10493470622854784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924416591302181,0.07874963948760473,0.0,0.12486060571269607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432730655538567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737857842945432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558379418117173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555331566954402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764313333870292,0.0,0.0,0.1957209254562648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071333174565036,0.21949261771824224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791243955509187,0.0,0.16052043877459374,0.09824433576378097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111210231910303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664787280317478,0.16885130001680398,0.0,0.1155268588846543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002043001817969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870682727988854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505713736831043,0.0,0.07898758432604484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789006149746654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100060744125955,0.08942349475721185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262434774192398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036479027402798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124449917587986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700218653112692,0.4938964237031052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562241852111507,0.10062071769707576,0.0,0.05971811996437468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06953202588530816,0.0,0.0,0.10661603768147272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14911645684119554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Macko_,2019/04/04,"How do you deal with your anxiety when you're under pressure? I'm coming to the end of my college year so I'm under a lot of pressure to get assignments done, studying for exams and sorting out what to next etc.

Just wondering what others do when they're in situations when you have a lot going on. Thanks! ",3.3061290322580628,4.953183806451618,4.852451612903226,82.35867741935486,73.83870967741936,7.540645161290323,26.916129032258066,8.238735603445708,1.8505380645161291,244,9,47,4,5,82,46,62,0.104,0.848,0.047,-0.3595,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,0,6,3,0,2,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,10,11,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,12,10,3,13,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,4,6,36,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060377953648172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23200516588190326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27766886267319024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756195475251155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385476919860472,0.0,0.3003757223892817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407145481495087,0.0,0.15306724995054913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4579518754838761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864370154652248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027397951248809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479641812142638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292078430775227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734406009519903
anxiety,lesanxi,2019/04/04,"I can't get over my relationship anxiety So me and my girlfriend have been dating for around 6 months, and it's truly been wonderful and I love her very much.

However, my last 2 relationships resulted in them essentially ghosting me for the latter part (due to mental health issues on their part) and so now I'm terrified everytime she doesn't reply for a bit that she doesn't like me anymore or I've done something to upset her. I'm hesitant to tell her about this because I'm aware it's just my anxiety going off rather than anything she's done, and I don't want her to feel bad. My anxiety in general has been getting worse lately which is coincidental, but I don't want that to affect her in anyway.

Does anyone have any tips to get over this? 

Sorry if that doesn't make sense 😂",7.135949367088608,6.034438639240509,7.870727848101268,73.8102689873418,64.50632911392404,11.444303797468354,33.041139240506325,10.686352973137794,3.2992886075949355,627,21,124,14,8,211,98,158,0.133,0.82,0.046,-0.7134,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,8,4,0,1,2,0,15,2,0,3,0,19,28,10,1,4,5,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,5,1,22,2,19,23,4,15,0,0,0,1,15,8,0,3,7,83,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374229837115176,0.0,0.3501113486273644,0.0,0.1512930816708875,0.10666966072230076,0.0,0.12553936355082485,0.13580585766696016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737664395584564,0.09299581356400696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16655001405625214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350148007468832,0.3122324598138915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07713614419508069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391103056450548,0.0,0.08670024386541866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621583107566785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15922727392399086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435228713379452,0.17208813250823807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453042794260296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376864017379696,0.0,0.101831320279601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15373906525287026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176755472532473,0.0,0.1121451182715718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304033368123142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275729044191393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744391522467824,0.0,0.17077228454158294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133339366178803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587344785906346,0.17996120553890665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16543885896050314,0.0,0.0,0.15546607916719274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AyyWatt,2019/04/04,"My body rejects even the smallest form of confrontation Even something as simple as disagreeing with a stranger on twitter, I feel hot and like my heart rate speeds up. I told someone to shush at the movie theater (after 20 mins of deliberation) and they weren't even confrontational back to me and afterwards my heart was pounding out of my chest, I was literally shaking.  It feels almost involuntary like my body's betraying me because I feel (mostly) confident in what I'm saying/doing. Does anyone else feel this ever?",9.114893617021274,9.022182404255318,8.563276595744682,67.15300000000002,60.06382978723404,11.349787234042553,39.01276595744682,10.793553405168565,4.37708340425532,422,19,68,9,5,134,70,94,0.132,0.764,0.104,-0.4051,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,5,6,2,1,3,0,3,5,5,0,1,12,9,5,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,4,5,12,2,14,5,2,12,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,2,8,45,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19083437860170646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325520051168993,0.1952676774823049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14654121365548695,0.0,0.11617338706533195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4233740433795439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16677437966427106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15920182990093965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3776210374832393,0.1723869417491259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3854438944236815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.451667057534447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18621165666906986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16147446295168033,0.1467147487502092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18210357622431134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,torontomammasboy,2019/04/04,"having a panic attack My/our day didn't start great.  I'm seeing a client that is somewhat sketchy at times.  My wife woke up with a headache that is leaning to a migraine.  
now none of that matters as someone smashed her car window.  we cleaned it up as best we could be I asked her to stay home, almost begged.  She is going to work, of course she'll have the car fixed.   I'm having a panic attack.   It will get better once I know she got to work ok, I have NEVER loved anyone like this before and if somehting happens to her that could have been prevented I'll be so inconsoloble.   Thinking of all the times I could have lost her.   I have to pull it together and go to work.   But I am waiting for my meds to kick in.  It's all going to work out but I'm going to be tired all day from the meds and worry.
I haven't had a panic attack like this in years.   I just can't leave the house till this feeling passes and I stop crying.",0.4828571428571422,2.572327205128204,2.130915750915751,96.32384615384615,84.64102564102564,4.5347985347985365,18.003663003663004,5.622346879071545,-0.4946336996337002,715,17,161,4,21,233,108,195,0.213,0.736,0.052000000000000005,-0.9854,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,2,0,0,7,3,14,3,3,10,1,24,3,0,0,4,28,44,11,0,4,4,1,1,2,0,2,2,0,3,0,11,8,0,3,3,0,0,8,5,7,0,0,6,2,20,7,25,30,6,25,0,1,1,1,12,6,0,3,12,106,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482976179400105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018294735303197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072050046228764,0.3913757646750518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757939589579542,0.0,0.12034361874108818,0.10142011270105684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746743281615128,0.0,0.12596435032770878,0.1479108928009095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05798277923759231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05991259657550881,0.0,0.26068822352230503,0.0,0.0917155253971359,0.1264288371145687,0.0,0.0,0.10140611802967926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150276879091042,0.0,0.0,0.13231876303251106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06302200452717759,0.0,0.0,0.12142354191256133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204815576339967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518056111842196,0.0,0.10349804646445207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25475462496463075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844390116910117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212440290170133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4036368020449915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913805821150072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716317496049892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116707037679351,0.12222756187835272,0.0,0.09587286210922742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347867070097437,0.0,0.0,0.13373503051648905,0.13180125581008914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339370683146862,0.11645733329808453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384649910974173
anxiety,_sadflower,2019/04/04,My anxiety is back I mean it was always there I knew that but I didn’t wake up anxious until recently. I feel like my chest was about to pop out this morning. I haven’t felt that in long time. I’m just so stressed I can’t find a job. I’m applying everywhere. I feel myself feeling hopeless and sad. I have things I need to pay for. Bills mostly and I just wanna help my dad he recently lost his mom the end of last year and he took care of her he lived with her and we miss her so much but I know it’s a lot harder for him and he’s not working either cause his work is a joke since they won’t pay for his medical bills since he got hurt. So it doesn’t help that he’s just home. Everyone grieves different. I just want him to be ok. I want me to be ok. I can’t have medical bills and by that I mean going to see a doctor. I’m just so stressed. I’m sad ,-1.7328819444444434,0.18922411458333604,0.9499999999999992,100.91722222222224,96.91666666666666,4.719444444444443,15.965277777777775,6.42735559955562,-0.5088868055555551,658,17,169,9,27,224,105,192,0.2,0.665,0.134,-0.9393,2,0,0,0,0,1,14.0,1,0,1,3,12,14,0,2,5,2,14,5,2,1,0,34,36,13,1,4,9,2,4,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,9,9,0,0,9,1,5,2,7,9,0,0,8,5,30,5,18,25,4,14,0,7,1,0,20,3,0,2,10,100,39,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327961521214287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414693814913707,0.15379976056160302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046834684458861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388040841779138,0.13985356453549633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14223761194963908,0.0,0.13934534076371685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057987554613778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008786743351042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20650984159866467,0.09725864004168633,0.1307160141562238,0.0,0.12442974544657867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737165593832837,0.0,0.10888381499324694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18250391394959428,0.0,0.13655979655748635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574098067642668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509821667570493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481913505622315,0.1109724949585493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06651126191366459,0.0,0.12021435749962438,0.12047985976058442,0.0,0.0,0.14861319278878318,0.11574159383440187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29659334188595105,0.0,0.27429400982880586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594458453054683,0.0,0.0,0.1000787670163873,0.10094628927930416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688441960039181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848617345756784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252332855085896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31189645130229343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044554973474866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938448947340575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15125685536566344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16059812356256564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982234840193099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766987390790422
anxiety,SamPan22,2019/04/04,"Work Anxiety and mistakes I feel silly posting this but i just need some help and my therapist can no longer see me. My issue: my anxiety makes me want to kill myself-

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I made a work mistake (I made several small ones - e.g inverted numbers, copied wrong info to the wrong cell- i'm a statistician btw) so i essentially did an analysis however I did it wrong. it makes me feel stupid and inadequate then it makes me think my boss thinks that then i start to spiral and feel like i'm so dumb what an idiot i don't deserve my job everyone thinks i'm dumb here i am dumb 

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I feel like I should feel bad i deserve to feel bad I shouldn't make these mistakes. I am a waste of time a waste of space. Then i worry all day and night about all the mistakes I have made and will make and how bad I am at my job and after years of education and training why aren't i smarter I should just die their is no point if you can't do this and are so sensitive. 

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anyway that is my right i guess their is no help to be had.... i am just very sad. maybe i should have posted this in r/depressed

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I just hate feeling this way, I also though think i deserve it to a point cause I feel dumb and i deserve what i get for being so stupid 

no I am paralyzed with fear for next steps - I guess I should fix my analyses but now i am embarrassed and scared at what else i did wrong. 

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anxiety,ChariZelda,2019/04/04,"Feeling really ill after reducing anti-anxiety dose So I've been on sertraline/Zoloft for my anxiety for around 4 years now. Just under a year ago, I decided to begin the process of coming off it, since I'm doing much better (yay!). Since then, I've dropped from 150mg to 100mg; 100mg to 50mg; and, most recently, 50mg every day to 50mg every other day.

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Overall, the reduction process has been pretty smooth; I've noticed a brief dip in my mood each time I reduce the dose, but no physical symptoms. Until now, that is! Since dropping down to 50mg every other day, I've been feeling woozy, lightheaded, exhausted, and nauseous - usually on my ""off pill"" days. 

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At first, I panicked that I might be pregnant and maybe it was morning sickness, but I've checked multiple times and I'm not. This only really started when I reduced my dose again, so I'm fairly sure that this is linked.

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Has anyone else been through these kind of symptoms when you've reduced a medication dose? I kind of expected that this might happen when I stopped taking the tablets altogether, but not when I started taking one every other day! Should I be worried? How long can I expect this to last? Does anyone have any tips for reducing symptoms? I'm at work trying not to throw up/pass out right now and it's not fun!",3.9431932773109244,5.858456450980395,4.879047619047622,81.71000000000005,72.72549019607844,7.680672268907562,29.397759103641448,8.418075326091056,2.3226582633053217,1045,44,190,18,21,340,141,255,0.1,0.857,0.043,-0.9421,0,0,0,0,0,0,54.0,0,0,0,3,13,8,0,0,7,1,17,12,0,1,1,30,30,17,0,3,8,0,3,0,0,3,12,0,0,0,15,9,0,1,4,0,1,3,5,1,0,2,5,3,14,6,28,20,3,47,0,0,0,0,0,12,0,3,30,112,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113865459683238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975285357174072,0.3336685523054742,0.06224571142716932,0.0,0.14004528732063182,0.0,0.0,0.1280042764350542,0.09378657520042996,0.0,0.08148394974067298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095367263753701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788477426150672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951566922091846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010131580176966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646423916422919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30848265842726763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256386734355726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785808893247241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094250207170743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19063547423168414,0.0,0.07461177072197092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100399721957778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919573973049022,0.0,0.0,0.09221006421186276,0.0,0.19420451011119996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06728743029120275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104211149219197,0.0,0.0,0.062025261849802636,0.06961511946379183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931221661227758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727701715482185,0.0,0.09037798744485924,0.0,0.0,0.07816884842644686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271516144194131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957533312152195,0.0,0.0,0.07652584962995458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626895306458476,0.28541411121070503,0.13764314243125714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674748422449802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06214503102841479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081088261277904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663725613668206,0.09295640267963766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336685523054742,0.11788875313083548
anxiety,maxwarmann,2019/04/04,"I’m to scared to to give a shop my CV I’m in college and getting to the stage where I wanna start earning money. I live with my boyfriend who pays for the house and food and I want to start contributing to that. I also owe various people money 

Money has always been a huge anxiety for me for some reason. Its a more apparent problem now though and I feel ready to get a job so i figured, it made sense to get a job right ?

The only problem is, every time I get to shop I want to apply to, I get to anxious and don’t even make it through the door, I just turn around and walk away.

I don’t get it, i have a strong drive to get a job and earn money but then at the same time, I’m to scared to do  the steps needed to get a job. It so frustrating. 

Anyone else get this or have advice ? ",0.12572755417956927,1.8888266432748533,2.341128310973513,96.19371517027865,83.73684210526315,5.19312005503956,18.245958032335746,6.2272716619740125,-0.31918809769521905,600,14,144,5,17,203,92,171,0.113,0.838,0.049,-0.9052,6,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,9,6,1,2,14,0,8,1,0,3,0,25,31,14,0,6,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,9,1,0,3,2,8,3,2,5,0,0,2,1,15,1,26,29,4,17,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,2,6,93,23,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586216413582427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481787574746894,0.09865712638163117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070332398284787,0.13394680399271147,0.0,0.0829047058905799,0.12148576047646965,0.0,0.10554964374929758,0.0,0.0,0.11139746870720156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904739803398273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831229332996327,0.0,0.09989769397365687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05995096735776505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337151872147472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5575166199276825,0.11374013681206192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681023827569316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4706372567225771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469671033500924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121908305189568,0.07914430027304649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791582493049868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901754404683738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219933232105521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22690494596911226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190648018869815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125545128780064,0.0,0.0,0.2374122236406561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16784446867388986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649133874252787,0.0,0.1382745800478237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896669722295462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986761292658825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,little_cotton_socks,2019/04/04,"The issue is gone but the feeling hasn't I got into a minor arguement with someone over what's app last night. It was over and done with before I went to sleep. I feel like normal people can say screw it who cares what they think it's done and go to sleep. Oh no not me, I get to lie awake for hours shaking with knots in my stomach running through every inch of it in my head. 

Today I feel panicked, like something horrible is going to happen when I know it's not. I have convinced myself that all my friends secretly hate me and just put up with me. I am supposed to be working on my thesis but I'm just staring at the screen thinking about how useless I am

Don't need advice just needed to say how I feel to people who won't think I'm crazy or say ""don't worry about it"" and expect that to make it all go away",6.715,4.3983149540229896,7.1338793103448275,82.65530172413796,66.1264367816092,9.389655172413798,32.0948275862069,6.6274283507984215,1.7871172413793095,638,18,141,3,8,210,106,174,0.14300000000000002,0.74,0.117,-0.6979,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,8,9,2,1,4,0,14,5,4,3,2,35,37,10,0,4,8,0,4,2,1,1,0,3,0,0,13,9,0,0,9,0,0,8,7,4,0,0,6,9,19,5,26,29,2,23,0,1,2,1,8,10,1,1,7,94,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13854386182850648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320513756780353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064267135108354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455216289642972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901763226345896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945411527656236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867489520862957,0.10128626157981664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953736360376684,0.0,0.0740731753060649,0.0,0.2417271857453753,0.0,0.1133928519099942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253738543688907,0.0,0.0,0.1399764641404615,0.14550517412479924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13962281242226388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14797944082410386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791750410279387,0.11556802714616307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853117973485335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946379440029158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21025324345627489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304908817002226,0.13891237889507646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965820856950928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425260916332882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33824276881201026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837608649427593,0.0,0.1201280749545242,0.10914766343005763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27253693382644045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438900620627356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142966540766146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321610319163944,0.14398248378692616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WillPlay4Food,2019/04/04,"Does anyone else get super anxious before car rides? If so, how do you cope? Like every single time, I get super nauseous and panic and I hate it",1.7560919540229882,4.049586448275863,3.642068965517243,86.16816091954023,81.06896551724137,3.866666666666666,16.563218390804597,3.1291,-0.6194229885057476,113,2,20,0,3,38,25,29,0.221,0.516,0.262,0.3939,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,2,2,5,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,4,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620860869736734,0.0,0.2241086733898985,0.3284012930710867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727311689867373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804812482999809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26774572972267546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700442566034137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349074330920997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164381579761437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565854360114806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760504829843291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868924831538676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LagoonPatrol,2019/04/04,"Anyone else spend too much time typing up a sentence, only to delete it all at the end? My timid personality isn't just reflected outside the house but also here on reddit! My worst fear when writing essays is that I won't have time finishing it all because of how slow I type my sentences. I always fear that my grammar and use of vocabulary will be judged negatively, which is why I tend to spend a lot of time thinking of what I should say, only to lose confidence at the end and delete everything. 

​

I spend 2 minutes writing this short paragraph. I have no regrets, but does anyone else suffer from this? It's come to the point that it's affecting my studies, and I'm deathly sick of this! ",6.385054744525548,6.505899065693432,6.678531021897813,77.68232208029198,65.64233576642336,9.185766423357665,33.183394160583944,8.841846274778883,2.6947963503649626,560,22,105,8,8,181,87,137,0.233,0.722,0.045,-0.9856,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,3,6,0,9,1,0,3,2,19,14,8,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,12,4,0,0,2,0,3,1,4,7,0,0,0,1,12,0,14,10,5,15,0,3,0,0,4,6,0,1,8,71,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842625141123673,0.1336263317050291,0.17400256672946074,0.19513820547687052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245808718650284,0.32909323679407265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789606880054508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833674369516505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405361120839165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683098717676272,0.0,0.28447565639245137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14433073145077102,0.0,0.0,0.3614237907972082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853028863799913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17966261107491965,0.0,0.1365305185828938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805441334628206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442765923074273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14022370859357525,0.0,0.0,0.15181239647974698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771008617592935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290157991357594,0.0,0.0,0.2809294003005391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870088424575228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14491030239804234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19513820547687052,0.0
anxiety,blindlyfloating,2019/04/04,"I haven't been able to breathe properly for a year because of Anxiety. Hi.
Last year I got a tattoo from the streets without checking for safety. I got an HIV scare, started staying anxious all the time and soon developed a breathing problem. I couldn't breathe deeply. I couldn't yawn properly. That made me develop health anxiety. I consulted a lot of doctors and they all say that I'm physically ok. I have quit nicotine, THC, caffeine and have started eating properly. I started doing yoga and took up boxing. But a year later, the breathing problem persists. I tend to stay anxious but not all the time, the breathing problem although is persistent. Has anyone gone through something like this before?",4.445639006662631,7.375267070866144,4.758582677165354,78.34600242277409,75.14173228346456,7.057298606904907,37.32828588734101,8.139509932561175,3.6163681405208976,566,35,87,10,13,178,80,127,0.14,0.82,0.041,-0.7824,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,3,1,6,0,1,11,1,9,10,5,1,3,18,19,7,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,1,1,2,5,4,0,0,6,1,11,2,10,11,4,17,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,12,57,14,2,0.14705388540537112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22499163966184893,0.3322580665674764,0.0,0.1028234958485766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964268363829693,0.0,0.12513202544953014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15051588291905774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15047283681243245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23522485157352674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563114036362137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986854362600935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718431004303993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501995467494012,0.0,0.13914594198476116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4221321248157434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15640990834915744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694315198512575,0.14722659304850225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132092653878727,0.0,0.0,0.3122564909163483,0.31347975140016376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17149660631178465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16338227749952208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14175469790063966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28409364255011976
anxiety,blitz_main00,2019/04/04,"Hypochondria relapse... I’ve had hypochondria for a few years now. My biggest fear has always been ALS, and I was doing really good for about 6 months. But I found a dent in my thigh that I’m 100% sure is benign, but I still had a huge panic attack and it has been driving me crazy for the past 2 weeks. It has really impacted my life in a major way, I have been avoiding going to the gym and stuff and even went to my doctor to get a Paxil prescription. I really can’t do much until the meds start to work (about a month) Jesus I wish I could  medical marijuana  for anxiety where I’m from. I’m only 18 so I know that I have a better chance at winning the powerball than actually having als. Any advice until my meds kick in?",3.0977818181818217,4.137701893333337,4.989515151515153,83.57809090909093,73.4,7.854545454545455,22.96969696969697,8.296473431620573,1.2259333333333329,564,14,117,9,11,194,96,150,0.122,0.73,0.14800000000000002,0.4398,1,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,7,9,1,3,11,0,17,4,1,0,1,12,27,9,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,2,1,0,3,1,4,0,0,8,0,15,5,18,18,3,21,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,10,79,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.1632100004505151,0.0,0.0,0.16343288831583092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916380069155376,0.0,0.0,0.11373442971769347,0.0,0.12794432357560195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902688359453809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479173356666674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13353398294031368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17118549699363608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046577961851757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882005879601481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18337888738163996,0.0,0.0,0.08738021899505162,0.0,0.0950509382117217,0.14027975464113915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191517096327996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813226515927963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715498274449914,0.16848484541202452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669916439532818,0.0,0.12294658275844884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271997014799567,0.0,0.19622958650385805,0.0,0.0,0.15965721706654634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214302084257436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837905198737834,0.0,0.13356453289163275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19145903807747824,0.0,0.0,0.15762933628966974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13275374130617212,0.13415632168852215,0.0,0.0,0.1550406459330968,0.0,0.0,0.19232703828664907,0.0,0.0,0.12175859430131447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770228020571013
anxiety,Chris21400,2019/04/04,"Headaches and anxiety for whatever reason 18 year old male.
I went to a ENT today as I thought I had sinus problems, he basically told me that my sinus is fine and asked me if i am a anxious person, I replied with yes. He went on to saying that my face muscles could be very tense causing my eye, gum, neck, and head pain.. I said to him that I am a very tense person even when I drive I am very tense about that, I’m never relaxed. But I don’t know why I am, I am not anxious about anything that I know of.. this stops me from doing so much in my life, I want to do so much like go to the gym but I have 0 motivation. Small things feel sooooooo big for me!! I just have no clue why I feel like this.",3.4994444444444426,3.0267960789473736,4.815087719298249,90.62172514619888,71.76315789473685,7.808187134502925,26.757309941520468,6.937597516519254,0.8982301169590645,532,15,132,4,9,178,92,152,0.127,0.7829999999999999,0.09,-0.3084,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,4,1,14,8,4,3,1,22,27,10,0,4,5,0,2,2,0,0,4,2,0,3,8,4,0,1,7,2,0,4,4,2,0,0,6,5,26,4,15,19,2,14,0,0,1,0,10,4,0,1,8,83,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577981213331515,0.34195738637024525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454543948005932,0.0,0.14148873528178546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15547475245894588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083802568315773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996306873149208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305087913217208,0.10812211354925433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601381805536433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15532537891457293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16635237779879802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069006508830575,0.14788070673929096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225144790545558,0.0,0.11672790616281575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15881290361204048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16104356077015122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643002034771442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448183531917294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15560961555003444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396537084905905,0.12035697137426972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265326190264907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054802323221616,0.0,0.0,0.12015237513052487,0.0,0.0,0.14345897619447373,0.14461825877883705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3746306362975277,0.0892682056020235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28059981650619825,0.2731337146469674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746231345057246
anxiety,tip_witch,2019/04/04,"An endless moment you know you’ll get through, a horizon you can stand on. Feeling physically ill with anxiety atm, placing my hand at the nape of my neck to simulate the weird calm my SO brings, feeling trapped in a small hell made of this body. Pausing to write.

Knowing it’ll end. Feeling like it’s infinite. 

Anxiety’s return.",2.657619047619047,5.364434126984129,3.653333333333337,84.90000000000002,80.74603174603175,6.774603174603175,32.8095238095238,7.957251820313856,2.7621809523809526,262,15,48,5,7,84,49,63,0.203,0.617,0.181,-0.5645,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,0,1,4,1,0,5,0,3,4,3,1,0,8,11,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,1,4,6,2,9,8,0,11,1,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,5,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4639077058328728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33679655188210794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268552942738075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.459934341568256,0.21661238139115527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15841404994108862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.333271183130024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14813247261399745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28690343703046595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31678859415057226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,orestis_prs,2019/04/04,"IWTL How to stop waking up too early Waking  up too early is cool and really productive when you are busy. I am  currently on vacation, training really hard for an upcoming brazilian  jiu jitsu tournament and having fun with friends and I really need to  sleep more.

The problem is I always  wake up the same exact time in the morning (09.00), whatever time I  sleep at night ( usually 02.00 or 03.00) and I really need to sleep  more.

Any suggestions?",3.970975609756096,6.6246735975609745,5.387987804878048,74.68978658536588,75.21951219512195,9.953658536585364,26.103658536585364,10.125756701596842,3.4138,353,13,58,12,8,118,57,82,0.079,0.82,0.1,0.4270000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,1,5,6,6,1,1,13,7,7,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,3,11,7,3,15,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,9,38,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16509695268344168,0.0,0.0,0.1349288224974435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15329473067030344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17774062830909504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29424402110659376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861987861122088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18985610316375634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5084382351136767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5956740777994692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16588360136694094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313944530592852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185257967817696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NightmaresAlive,2019/04/04,"I bought something I didn't want So I wanted to buy a drink and I went into a local shop, only to realize that they didn't sell what I wanted. I started walking out and my anxiety kicked in. I didn't want to walk out empty handed because then I look like a thief or something. So I bought a drink I don't even like.
I've done this many times before but I have no idea how to overcome this. Any help?",0.24022988505747025,2.1572206091954023,2.421379310344829,94.91988505747128,84.28735632183907,4.786206896551724,18.86206896551724,5.82211442006289,-0.2898827586206898,311,8,71,2,9,105,55,87,0.119,0.7859999999999999,0.095,0.3134,0,0,4,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,6,3,1,1,0,14,15,8,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,2,3,5,3,5,1,0,0,7,2,13,2,8,8,0,11,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,1,5,45,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467954679145928,0.0,0.1627557002343521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969244340247782,0.0,0.18103739725076048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177205030576903,0.0,0.41683449660273897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405215550897164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14260405940998985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401725911816383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078810418934734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17865919756605658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21569846393858824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16180847969967085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275757852853972,0.0,0.0,0.15058788823796312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405816629471175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5019496592270187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19722445035802524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tattooedprofessional,2019/04/04,"Death. Do you ever throw yourself into a spiral panic attack randomly thinking about death? I'm having the worst anxiety attack over something completely out of my control and I feel like I'm drowning.

I'm an Atheist so I believe that this is it. Once it's done, it's done. The idea that one day I will just cease to exist gives me so much anxiety to the point where I get sick. Help.",1.260256410256407,3.70162143589744,3.069487179487183,88.49217948717953,84.64102564102564,5.51794871794872,22.76923076923077,6.937597516519254,0.9220153846153843,304,11,59,4,9,101,58,78,0.311,0.631,0.058,-0.9716,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,6,5,2,1,5,0,6,1,0,1,1,10,13,3,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,2,1,7,1,7,10,2,8,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,3,40,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30065681175763725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4471134005282579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22139770039761547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20603534299328707,0.0,0.2204009060662873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673167622609482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4021926863964788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777531191016113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936056318608738,0.14038565679647572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266754053458506,0.18850878557250367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171545384944627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22183409070240614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600408955040053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444563015990677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20927505736411053,0.13315919323653638,0.0,0.0,0.23056029451712184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18576397705716302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15128178471030362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591466292254666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bingusborne,2019/04/04,Worry Always been a worrier/overthinker. i can get to a point where i go sleepless or get sick because of stress and worry about seemingly pointless things. i am currently awake late at night due to this and wish it could all just stop. i am currently worried about my future and education which has always been a subject associated with anxiety and i just feel constant dread and fear but also helplessness. is there anything i can possibly do to stop my mind racing and fearing at all times?,5.669780219780217,7.63952279120879,6.0778021978022005,74.64219780219783,68.34065934065934,9.156043956043957,32.78021978021978,9.606745405546679,3.406182417582418,398,18,66,9,7,128,64,91,0.29100000000000004,0.691,0.019,-0.9711,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,4,3,0,10,1,0,0,2,20,16,9,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,7,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,1,8,0,9,13,2,15,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,2,10,49,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347059991701016,0.2803207028152256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12886053171767156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13861649331346165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026829609810492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820300058591709,0.0,0.13449021858245694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790965813312207,0.08517122847858632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17601189590338515,0.0,0.09573159711918368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900141341683387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700821811266652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15807491821607414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15923567284330656,0.1898972648793109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15334667730846552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28165636594069826,0.1929540285577824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190786630354133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822206687469212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937042904655176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5131944832289437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,insfirasi,2019/04/04,"anxious about being in groups i hate that i can't join a new group of people without thinking they hate me. all i wait for is a move that might indicate that someone might not like me to be in their group and i  just full on want to go home and never show up again. also i'm an introvert, don't talk much and likes to assume things so what else could go wrong? ",2.2362770562770566,3.4276934285714304,3.207207792207793,94.9260497835498,75.75324675324677,6.172294372294372,20.62554112554113,6.42735559955562,-0.018877056277055715,282,6,66,2,6,90,59,77,0.205,0.7440000000000001,0.051,-0.9081,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,5,5,2,0,3,0,8,0,0,0,2,15,16,5,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,1,2,1,0,3,5,3,0,0,0,0,8,2,11,11,3,11,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,3,5,47,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16577450526317336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341854316860472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655089571778426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731691759306936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23562214375391344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4093236901033917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20793475094497507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20254867142002456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.439816512209712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22032280061771764,0.15238638324766793,0.0,0.15987942465410068,0.20020773105234504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14371291848783954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17564119520857818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16661664136653725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771822551199686,0.13282688168129006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222685287582238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998259092056971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22664559168721185,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pickledpears4every1,2019/04/04,"Can’t Sleep Hey guys. I’m feeling incredibly anxious and sad right now, (That’s a blunt way of putting it) but i was wondering if you guys have any tips that you guys use to distract yourself or help you sleep. Thanks in advance :) ",1.7028260869565202,4.1191227608695655,2.363217391304349,94.50569565217394,82.26086956521739,5.419130434782609,26.591304347826085,6.742157984588678,0.9878052173913048,181,8,39,2,5,56,39,46,0.122,0.645,0.233,0.7918,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,1,1,3,0,1,1,0,3,2,2,1,0,7,8,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,1,4,1,3,7,0,6,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,3,1,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15051540319083298,0.0,0.0,0.25004557157564605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191363625444133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6574694027709184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483561980580602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22250282778386202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18901889733618246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4429897300952309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037755486979844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19116239219135173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17568543621651933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400283871751571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,laurenhumbug1101,2019/04/04,"Inability to Function Around my Partner Obligatory long time lurker, first time poster.

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I do not know how or where to start on the issue I'm facing. Some background info on my mental health background. My father was diagnosed with Bipolar I in his early 20s and my mother has a history of abusive relationships before my father. So I realized very early that I was very susceptible to emotional instability.   

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1. Background of emotional instability 
2. I have low self esteem and am currently working on improving it 
3. I do put my partner on a pedestal and he is teaching me why that is unhealthy 
4. I had a previous unhealthy relationship where we shared everything. Our room in a crowded apartment, our food, car, etc   

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My problem: I'm in a relationship with a healthy, strong, supportive individual, but I cannot not seem to function normally when he is home. When he is home I become consumed with the fact that he is home. I continuously find things to go talk to him in his office about whether it has significance or not, I just want to be around him for the rest of the day without thinking about anything else and would not care if everything else went to shit.     


While going to make conversation with your loved one isn't abnormal, it is when it becomes the only thing you do and realize you CAN'T do anything else when he's home.  When he is not home, I do chores, take care of the puppy, read, listen to music, dance like no one is watching because no one is, etc. I stay busy in myself and if I happen to think of something that relates to him, I properly text him and don't expect a whole day and a half of conversation from it. While a lot of this is sounding very healthy, my attachment is unhealthy when he is home. I also have this weird thing where I can't seem to make or keep eye contact with him for very long when I get this way.     


I'm very tuned in to what my depression and manic symptoms look like in order to stay away from those triggers and behaviors. I'm not diagnosed with BPD, but I understand that I have to be careful. I have never come across this issue in any relationship I've ever had in any context that I'm aware of.   

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I'm trying to find a way to deal with this anxiety I feel when my partner is home. I want to be able to function normally. My partner suggests that I try to think about the things I do when he's not home and motivate myself to focus on that. I am task oriented, so this seems like a good idea on the surface, but my mind always drifts back to feeling anxious that he's home.

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For some context, the relationship is definitely not abusive towards either of us, and he is trying his best to help me through this. 

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What can I do to alleviate this feeling?",7.128469585432004,6.750435651685398,7.501491669895389,74.07758426966295,64.2059925093633,10.436678290068448,36.391321193335926,9.921728534948242,3.516595195660596,2194,96,409,41,29,720,232,534,0.1,0.7959999999999999,0.105,0.4326,1,0,1,0,0,0,74.0,4,3,0,5,24,17,1,0,20,0,44,10,3,5,3,80,81,36,0,9,20,3,3,3,4,1,5,2,11,5,29,23,1,1,18,2,0,8,17,5,0,5,5,8,58,12,71,72,9,66,0,2,3,1,49,27,1,11,29,289,87,4,0.04818851295054928,0.11419101600490045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03853633639652406,0.04009670307614346,0.31327340189383257,0.3513259063830041,0.06553968252178735,0.0,0.03686408050941006,0.05443930331923925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931008046180188,0.08579598616803609,0.0,0.0,0.04527469418588588,0.03705399195958415,0.0,0.029375270225048294,0.10644085314939684,0.04100487526923178,0.0,0.05057087134661114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06069174514235001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14739420164735612,0.0,0.0,0.041510137004358384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06215520863378642,0.04968024090151325,0.04150469559298837,0.09782065256915748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076595746577445,0.10841118214569002,0.0,0.0,0.10748585999597153,0.0,0.04358926880820357,0.0,0.0,0.08661745645340294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07309668015181846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808685565656414,0.04098912449862397,0.058269741138751274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02517650910913662,0.0,0.054773284829027775,0.04041823837440936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04261294285716278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051222135869978855,0.0,0.0,0.032299744460495376,0.0,0.43503306786527857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054398965595214364,0.0,0.10059257550331996,0.0,0.042832164438874006,0.0,0.0,0.026483146479135238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706274199954895,0.0,0.0,0.0852906351143347,0.040466214291348106,0.0,0.0,0.04096815047302648,0.043492014343028726,0.0,0.0643324131688543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04856268699494787,0.0,0.0486566610791783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03716595191505508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944290226029335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796135051142894,0.03664953555645065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046109898892847966,0.0,0.048442765271888115,0.0,0.0,0.048201553446523264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25868214430677444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160703706861773,0.05027112853158879,0.0,0.04946481605620035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03709787154706772,0.0,0.0,0.034108077491313775,0.10272508623923793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054683753436568984,0.0,0.05008631600768898,0.036231764604381184,0.03873210136122336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280572270829549,0.0926317599955208,0.0,0.0,0.05619821884644224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815051134907124,0.0,0.0,0.050165941440707545,0.05796484778440515,0.0,0.0,0.19880284946771087,0.05684566691910624,0.07649959717899271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04467123428521147,0.0434826376941528,0.053800753798279616,0.0,0.04645200687323474,0.0,0.03508181135041916,0.0,0.0,0.03423173700408996,0.0,0.3513259063830041,0.0
anxiety,DizzyTan,2019/04/05,Bad news before bedtime I got some bad news right before I got in bed. I admit I'm not ok. I keep cycling through feelings and it's making me nauseous. Does anyone have any night time relaxation techniques they can share with me? I admit talking about it isn't going to help.,1.907696969696968,4.383990345454547,3.003181818181819,89.85810606060606,81.9090909090909,4.393939393939394,23.71212121212121,5.46131890053228,0.4583939393939391,219,8,41,1,6,70,43,55,0.188,0.657,0.155,-0.449,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,11,12,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,1,8,3,5,10,1,5,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,2,21,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17664532937242985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816298428720359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4337765709688947,0.0,0.0,0.4420723091175153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273172398314427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313421797260688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762727811836926,0.0,0.4155067135026713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17411127974179033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308861289501601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17339144585812982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437666414984161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218331457759867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20878480148161244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15146782065924108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,theornamentalhermit,2019/04/05,"social anxiety persists even in online situations I’m trying to get over some mental barrier I have of posting, even anonymously, on here. I hate being consumed by anxiety and paranoia when it’s utterly irrational. it’s pathetic how something like this freaks me out. well, we’ll see if this works, I hope it does. ",3.9486781609195374,6.7867584655172415,5.4731034482758645,73.0405747126437,76.41379310344827,9.383908045977012,32.08045977011494,9.725611199111238,4.062128735632183,253,13,40,8,6,85,49,58,0.28300000000000003,0.604,0.113,-0.8503,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,2,6,5,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,8,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,5,3,7,6,1,6,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,3,2,28,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4005958081771716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22912767686497826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3458701959220013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679446054649347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585012026578025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600545425578491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279160635574036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638613058452693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507590993726731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086432261217816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29430593712359243,0.0,0.2669009407169505,0.0,0.20156818817516625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777642033182192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354150522172853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19061409339442026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Janeshou27191,2019/04/05,"Crush Anxiety Okay so quick backstory I used to always make eye contact with this guy I found cute , have never spoken to him nor do we have any classes together . Gathered enough courage to go up to him and give him my # , he took the note but didn’t even look @ me . Waited and waited it’s since then been three months and i never received anything . 

I admit I was devastated I felt like a total fool I thought it was my brain all along just making up these moments . I never knew I had such low self esteem but when he did that I felt like complete garbage for the following weeks . I cried so much I spent so much time wondering what the hell I could’ve done wrong ,wondering why I was not good enough . Even after this he still continued on to look at me and be around me . 

Before I did the deed I was never nervous around him , heck I looked forward to seeing him every day and enjoyed it . Then after this I started feeling so anxious at the thought of him . I wanted to avoid him completely.  I decided to completely cut him off . I avoided seeing him for almost a straight week . Until a few days ago when I finally bumped into him . I pretended like I didn’t notice and then turned around when someone called me and saw he was full on staring at me from across the street . 

These past days I’ve seen him so many times and it makes me feel anxious . I’ve noticed I can’t even get proper sleep , my alarm rings at around 6 am but I randomly wake up at around 5 am just feeling worried and my first thought is always him . This used to happen back when I first did what I did but then it stopped when I started avoiding him daily . 
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anxiety,tripper74,2019/04/05,"Calming Down Tips? (Content Warning regarding stomach sickness) // Hi, hope everyone's doing well! I'm doing not-so-well lately, as my regular trigger reactions from my phobia that I can mostly hide from the outside (often including my stomach getting upset and feeling twisted and upside down) have manifested into a rarer more intense form in which I actually throw up due to intense disgust. It doesn't happen often, but it is happening recently due to a major trigger and it's physically and psychologically exhausting me.

Does anyone have any tips for combating a trigger episode in the moment? Even if you don't have the exact problem as I do, just wondering does anyone have tips of how to calm yourself down from a panic or put it out of your head, given there's no current physical contact or immediate rational threat? I just don't want to throw up again.",6.616363636363637,8.22974419745223,7.789102489866824,64.63990156340476,65.62420382165604,10.040301100173712,38.47654892877823,10.230975488527342,4.642228025477706,697,38,101,17,11,237,104,157,0.181,0.745,0.07400000000000001,-0.9627,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,0,9,10,2,2,7,0,12,5,3,4,1,25,21,11,0,4,6,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,2,0,0,3,4,6,1,0,1,1,10,4,21,20,4,19,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,8,7,77,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.2111381923669002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14713364275588586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025708124849269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3786798516149576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429051220064534,0.0,0.0,0.20674325205704475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093991752810585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130402636867394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826565689596375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220499281000247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21489637772051728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24406586521159546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538542985660417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20702930286410828,0.0,0.2175036632883232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136314649285804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761596832446426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19453550583961568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346354606984963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,stephenjacks1989,2019/04/05,"I don’t feel relief from anxiety unless I breathe big and heavy through the mouth...? Hi everyone,

I have generalized anxiety and I’ve learnt many skills and techniques.

I really struggle with breathing techniques that suggest breathing through the nose. Physically it just doesn’t feel like enough oxygen and the tightness in my chest seems to get worse when I breathe, pause and exhale.

The only thing that seems to offer relief is the odd time I’m able to gasp enough in a big breathe through my mouth... yet I know this is probably not ever really helping, let alone probably making it worse.

But for that split second I’m successful in getting a big breathe in I feel some relief.

Does anyone struggle with this? Tips?",5.265454545454546,7.5692982727272735,4.823333333333334,81.85500000000002,70.06060606060606,7.830303030303033,30.93939393939393,8.575989854853784,2.5764757575757584,580,25,100,10,11,176,78,132,0.155,0.7340000000000001,0.11,-0.5259,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,4,7,0,2,7,0,6,10,10,1,1,22,17,8,0,0,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,1,6,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,5,9,5,15,16,3,11,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,3,5,60,17,1,0.16100917787071697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667569504466591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463431607391977,0.0,0.0,0.11258136081705812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14090021657636712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33273104241333645,0.0,0.0,0.14564201933345913,0.0,0.15385116935220347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24423323434779065,0.11502498884199515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16824130005740295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792105799893392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848643340397441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16464279307835966,0.0,0.07866095141991705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074748764854597,0.16323803497116027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245473512210688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.347190251863036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20629320443921656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29315341690337543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366435031018822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696734341122298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938857464179247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281642152983035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxietycripple,2019/04/05,"Does anybody else salivate from anxiety? From the moment I developed panic disorder when I was 10, every time I'm anxious I salivate a lot. I haven't been able to find anything on it; everyone else seems to get dry mouth. My psychiatrist and psychologist don't know why. Does this happen to anyone else, and does anyone have an idea why this may be happening? ",4.115637254901961,6.404983602941176,5.31529411764706,77.14049019607846,73.26470588235293,8.650980392156864,28.98039215686275,9.2995712137729,2.8962568627450977,287,12,50,7,6,95,50,68,0.152,0.848,0.0,-0.8426,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,7,3,3,0,0,8,13,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,5,0,6,9,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,28,8,0,0.16905202046859238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12932433294274526,0.19098066438497646,0.0,0.23641020673379504,0.1732137726135874,0.13911540867999966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937482614372072,0.0,0.44381568700058294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4236638124601135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243361839864566,0.16153645012292087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15451048407271598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832270333000496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29898428679501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19083915402638724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290656935726148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437219824449366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19834612172729035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15389861028475085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857559261557268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050863082263474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,soprano-rabbit,2019/04/05,"Is it normal to feel like you can’t genuinely experience something because you’ve already overthought and imagined how something would happen? Title worded extremely weirdly. To try and make more sense through personal experience: I overthink just about everything, and do so kinda far in advance. Like imagining doing something, talking to someone (making this post... lol), etc, etc. And I just end up feeling like the overthinking ruins my ability to genuinely go through something? Or start friendships, or get something done....
Overthinking like this has been a part of my entire life cause yay anxiety for almost all of life and I’m just curious if it makes sense/is a common thing?",6.762307692307693,9.561969547008546,6.320008547008553,70.59026923076927,67.2051282051282,9.124444444444443,38.19572649572649,9.642632912329526,4.515684444444443,555,31,77,13,10,172,84,117,0.056,0.765,0.179,0.9267,0,0,5,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,1,6,7,0,0,3,2,8,2,0,5,1,26,18,10,0,3,6,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,2,5,5,12,15,5,9,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,5,7,51,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907414901393933,0.0,0.15326402464020508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624731974689763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466354470595135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267405891153775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421284776540405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301166812840933,0.0,0.30978894298874826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248216755212235,0.27171408583472884,0.0,0.0,0.14044975020321834,0.19844020400983986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256214115380702,0.0,0.07893204748904697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281632696482266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19619841190354625,0.2714105066129331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781222145346616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607867630551482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15039987610814107,0.0,0.0,0.12126979527170093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13301428355790132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767755729882412,0.5346056873959606,0.0,0.0,0.09830414227330392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116312112204912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226960881548868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429439731506237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986605458947186,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spriteguy113,2019/04/05,How do you deal with anxiety when nothing’s going on? There are days when I can just be doing nothing sitting on my couch or watching TV where I get anxiety attacks out of nowhere. Is there a way to deal with that or help myself calm down?,4.903809523809521,5.067155163265305,5.46979591836735,84.93829931972793,68.79591836734693,8.165986394557821,32.65986394557823,7.793537801064563,2.1606272108843534,189,8,39,2,3,61,40,49,0.129,0.774,0.097,-0.168,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,7,2,1,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,7,8,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,8,7,0,11,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,2,3,30,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4139573959359093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078026037206944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17448969263811925,0.5578737586526661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135714231248134,0.0,0.1537662545854927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813515747781763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5192218393018073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147590120298693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hurtsmyhands,2019/04/05,"I get anxious having people in my space, especially overnight I’ve been thinking about this a lot lately. I’m 27F and currently living alone in my own apartment. I’ve always been an introvert and I really value my space. I have a few friends staying with me for the weekend and it’s making me feel very anxious and suffocated even though they’re not even here yet. These are some of my best friends and they’re very aware and supportive of my anxiety and depression. 

Even growing up, I never had many sleepovers at my own house that I can remember, but I went to plenty of sleepovers at other people’s houses and never had issues. I think this might contribute a little to these feelings. 

In my adult life, I never have this problem staying at other people’s houses. Never feel uncomfortable, suffocated, etc. but when people come over to my house I get uncomfortable. It feels like I suddenly don’t know how to act normally. The anxiety has definitely gotten worse now that I don’t have roommates.

My boyfriend and I always stay at his house, even though he has roommates. We’ve been together for a year and have maybe stayed at mine twice in our whole relationship.

I really like to host/cook, etc but always find myself at a point where I can’t wait for everyone to leave. It feels different than the “wanting to leave a party” feeling that I also get sometimes when I’m out, like more panicy almost.

Does anyone else experience this? Any coping strategies you could recommend?",5.299731072285027,7.0698803776978485,5.872137718396711,76.54077937649882,68.96402877697841,8.892360397396367,29.065433367591638,9.362217197678863,2.7199922576224727,1187,44,205,25,21,384,153,278,0.076,0.7829999999999999,0.141,0.9596,2,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,1,0,1,15,9,0,0,10,0,19,1,0,2,4,43,40,19,0,4,4,0,6,3,2,1,1,0,0,1,14,13,0,1,11,1,0,4,8,2,0,1,7,6,31,7,29,31,10,40,0,1,0,0,8,19,0,4,16,146,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935850663903109,0.08208021574365416,0.0,0.0633770582974519,0.19782973624510747,0.0,0.0,0.053893450550666085,0.0,0.1212537152201929,0.17906232002102296,0.0,0.055414196288832616,0.08120209468237345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316911676575993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06826778616915256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06327553691780388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825883719584933,0.0,0.0,0.08280050858645788,0.0,0.0,0.06935315226105174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620410623972675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767718016840565,0.20937835785306436,0.0,0.0,0.07572780108425957,0.0,0.07752276119436245,0.0,0.0,0.2404303570356965,0.05661698582742058,0.0,0.0,0.07243404937020491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122458372260889,0.0,0.12421625157496832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4572255167358748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271753516428955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0435543197733634,0.0,0.08939866771130063,0.16783089691136274,0.0,0.0,0.05597737999480535,0.11615422048413772,0.0794303999775903,0.06998015365926863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737643231446301,0.0,0.0,0.05290070983740426,0.08034815395768967,0.07961835973580865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407286961962396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24449326754509035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764922966337462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197708748674303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491788474899745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583257837881098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154053957851017,0.0,0.0,0.08508599868730166,0.08977602209209176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838134240560643,0.0,0.0,0.33788441704500943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993318393871816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156178129344663,0.1557275631505694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078087808628466,0.046744339020959584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07346654311872637,0.0,0.08848099816328099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076361890429187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05103509576535409
anxiety,memegoddess21,2019/04/05,"Does anyone else get nocturnal panic attacks? If so, what happened and how did you deal with them? I experienced my first nocturnal panic attack last year. It was my first night on an exchange program in Europe and I was extremely nervous being in a house with people I did not know, but I fell asleep because I was jet lagged. At around 12:00 AM, I woke up, violently shaking and extremely nauseous. I have had one other since my first nocturnal panic attack.

I know these panic attacks are related to traveling/being away from home. They are preventing me from traveling, something I used to love. I would like to find out ways to deal with them because they are such a nuisance :(",4.557748917748917,6.908871888888893,5.1725108225108265,78.38006493506495,72.17460317460316,8.073881673881674,29.708513708513703,8.841846274778883,2.73535873015873,542,23,91,11,11,174,83,126,0.28300000000000003,0.6559999999999999,0.061,-0.9838,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,4,3,4,13,5,6,3,0,13,2,1,2,0,18,20,7,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,8,0,1,3,1,1,3,1,11,0,4,7,1,19,2,17,11,0,18,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,1,7,69,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228610762449327,0.12057928743639705,0.0,0.10476207896744368,0.0,0.5355218178228915,0.11056627004063052,0.0,0.0,0.14347591380227154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426502941642261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029844576524308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830835013524122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755936892214199,0.300301174168287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06148407526315191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406595189415584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804480902169365,0.0,0.0,0.13578942075669806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935008298964815,0.0959266731810657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057493562588058524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621275060895696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043674200462683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974448220251099,0.0,0.0,0.5522986691596015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815859972407234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734790488647843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059748181986432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163960798511447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341062675061408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835980351852706,0.0,0.0,0.07578345738130916
anxiety,Frozt21,2019/04/05,"My psychiatrist is terrible I'm sure a lot of people think the same thing. I had a session today and I went in told him what the problems I've been dealing with are, just like I did since I started seeing him. The problems don't change and he always tries to explain my anxiety to me, stuff like fight or flight. Which is basic stuff I've done my own research to try and understand human behavior. It's like he's talking down to me. I also told him how my anxiety just happen without any thoughts in my head, I'm not thinking I'm just feeling. He could not understand it. He also told me that if I'm anxious about doing something tomorrow I should lay in bed and tell myself I can do it. I've tried that why would you think I didn't try that!?! I know how my mind works and no matter what books you read you will NEVER know what it feels like. For me I cannot make plans because I get anxious and want to cancel, so now I just decide on the day. Everytime I went to a session, I would say the same things ""I can't sleep at night"" and he would rant about nothing and that would be it. Even if I wanted to change meds I would have to tell him "" maybe these would work better for me"" at that point I'm doing his job for him! I can only hope my new one is better, although it wouldn't be hard. ",3.492344322344324,3.8939916593406636,4.5887362637362665,89.17709706959705,71.96703296703296,7.3853479853479875,25.42307692307693,7.1686216300943375,0.9220021978021968,1005,28,226,9,18,330,140,273,0.094,0.805,0.101,0.2434,1,0,1,0,1,0,26.0,0,3,0,5,13,12,1,0,8,0,30,2,2,3,2,55,59,17,0,16,10,0,3,4,0,9,0,1,1,1,20,9,0,0,12,2,0,2,10,4,0,1,11,5,40,8,23,36,4,18,0,0,1,0,25,8,0,5,12,153,60,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14807541530733948,0.07703555287874436,0.0,0.0,0.06295886308876138,0.0,0.14164979190513968,0.20918237699330655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056437063627196464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637623243516965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958787371074273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739191093717536,0.0,0.0,0.05970766290067224,0.09544786806360492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474342191148304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061149468215195964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362437535745766,0.06614052399290771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04837021874581576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186986362838909,0.0,0.08293519261412632,0.0,0.09501573372524627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091954711171151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187324475860087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176117608047378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18092334881564434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870981601943554,0.0,0.0,0.061799133548153626,0.0,0.09301095696676588,0.0,0.10283761379393024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348132140316352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140486459956777,0.08941617070807181,0.0,0.08688183640196095,0.0,0.08883482480536699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627358878115707,0.07041270273465895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641846285601435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751981549924047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17717673932682793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260694856422114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362483854209206,0.0,0.0,0.07377578336889734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658469991867682,0.0,0.09264875612575056,0.0,0.0,0.07127406559651417,0.0,0.0,0.06552994150628133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119682385597028,0.0,0.0,0.08725733998813694,0.0,0.0,0.07441381993056342,0.1618413131654291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301459386474782,0.17796821927815318,0.0,0.07349968280545267,0.0,0.0,0.08775681075329853,0.2653979033683117,0.0,0.2514281167622425,0.0,0.0,0.1927620346854371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092144002851889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17164868764408,0.08354075967378435,0.0,0.0,0.08924564259089827,0.0,0.1348014438112393,0.0,0.0,0.3946051296689518,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,altaccount2837472,2019/04/05,"Hello kinda need some help I’ve posted this multiple times to different places and nobody would help me so I’m really hoping posting here would at least get me some advice. So I recently have been getting anxiety attacks in class or at home because of recent issues or I think about multiple things at a time, some are good and some are really bad. When I start getting these feelings I start to shake violently or I’ll get up and walk out of class because my teachers have been noticing I haven’t been okay the past couple of days. I have scabs on my legs from some bumps I’ve picked at and that results them to bleed and I’ve tried to stop picking at them but today during lunch I couldn’t help it. I just needed to distract myself and started picking at them. I didn’t really wanna see myself bleed but I just couldn’t help doing it. Is there anyway to distract myself or to do something when I start to get anxiety. ",3.568931159420292,5.338549190217397,4.521173913043482,84.49628985507249,73.40217391304348,7.080579710144929,24.766666666666666,7.793537801064563,1.3608236231884057,737,23,140,10,15,239,102,184,0.103,0.812,0.085,-0.3341,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,0,10,9,2,3,2,1,17,5,1,4,0,36,33,16,0,8,8,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,6,7,1,1,2,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,4,2,21,3,24,25,6,29,0,0,1,0,8,11,0,11,14,97,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126310408406284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977655774261272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470507841041524,0.0,0.0,0.10792587404532283,0.1575901852922187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14302263581761293,0.0,0.08336136800132883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350481538816456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653572391625104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3376624883042713,0.0,0.0,0.10841632478289416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465583584712308,0.0,0.12965732598260507,0.1283833622854449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491282370461688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916878358896994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147162239400387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339235083280838,0.0,0.0,0.1350481538816456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475888018296959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24841989466596204,0.0,0.2552553565436638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300269560428103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950990078151216,0.0,0.0,0.3659607697657292,0.0,0.0,0.1080663200429119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587394256037607,0.08282395424111344,0.0,0.0,0.15074393619623164,0.0,0.12252242744785652,0.0,0.0,0.08775838288196669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836437839046352,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sardineclub,2019/04/05,"Does your anxiety just suddenly go away? For the last eight to ten days, I have been suffering pretty strong anxiety symptoms.  Elevated heart rate, including pretty strong palpitations, shakes, light headedness, hot flashes.  My Fitbit would go nuts with a simple walk across a parking lot.  

I've been worried about a ton of pretty big stuff lately, but I didn't think it would be enough to cause this level of anxiety--and for this long.

I made an appointment with my Dr., who knows I have had anxiety concerns before.  EKG, blood pressure, all good.  Recent bloodwork was fine.  Appointment made for a cardio workup later.

Yesterday was a tough day.  The palpitations were regular, and unbearable.   My heart rate was way higher than normal.  Concentration was garbage, and I was shaky as hell.  This was day 8 or 9 of feeling terrible and I thought my life was never going to be the same. 

But then, I got a text from my trainer asking if I was up for a workout.  I went, deciding that I would either feel better or die.  I let him know what was going on, and he said we would take it easy and maybe talk a little while. 

So, I unloaded everything on this guy I barely know.  I couldn't believe how much I was holding in, or how easy he was to talk to.  I had a modest workout and noticed afterward that my chest felt better than it had in days.  My heart rate was down to where I would expect it to be after a workout (90 or so, not 115+ like it could have been all week prior).

Today, I woke up feeling sort of hung over.  I made it an easy day at work, and had a nice lunch.  My heart rate slowly returned to normal through the day,  without a single palpitation.  Tonight, my heart rate is way down, and I'm calm and perfect.  It's like I passed a kidney stone.  How can something so awful and persistent just completely disappear like that???

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anxiety,ThreeQueensReading,2019/04/05,"Learning to drive is crushing. When does this stop being so hard? Late 20's. Cannot drive. Have started learning after giving in to a LOT of societal pressure that's built up in the last decade.

I can drive for about 20 minutes in a carpark before caving to my anxiety. It was 5 minutes but I've built up to 20 minutes after considerable time.

I tried driving on a quiet road today with parked cars. Five minutes. I got five minutes in before pulling over and having a panic attack.

I've got professional lessons booked in starting next week, but am tempted to cancel them and give up on this whole thing. It just feels overwhelming and paying someone for an hour lesson feels so out of reach. I don't want to have a panic attack on a professional instructor.

Does anyone have any advice? When does this get easier? Is it just worth quitting?",2.9351698940445736,5.5805392360248485,3.7880014614541473,84.77266350018269,79.0,5.775812933869201,24.998538545853123,7.048011613610866,1.2669916697113632,671,25,119,8,17,214,100,161,0.177,0.767,0.055,-0.9612,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,3,7,6,2,4,8,0,12,0,0,0,0,19,22,9,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,8,5,0,1,7,1,2,6,2,6,0,2,3,4,6,0,27,18,2,34,0,1,0,0,4,14,0,1,14,76,14,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568285658526536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013820215999004,0.0,0.11404861490511704,0.0,0.0,0.10424278252167164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392084399329717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537184795708776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3913924257238467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076238640753528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789007490123462,0.2860293204907723,0.0,0.0,0.23847169213524724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354970335381053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468174041757426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152310540770801,0.16817289611821634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674562208273174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15855219579263066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.349835177032215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15856885554919126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631812686964575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110444064361114,0.0,0.0,0.12464064049155335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904457927326428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693189862602585,0.0,0.14131390636432026,0.0,0.0,0.10121803950174152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793342307597743,0.0,0.11958594364915555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16644661596750612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pf9877,2019/04/05,"I have an irrational fear of my heartbeat and it's started to affect my daily life. What can I do? Starting off with saying this has been a thing as long as I can remember. I can recall having to take my pulse in elementary school gym class and getting freaked out by it. 

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I can't deal with my heartbeat. If I hear/feel it, I freak out. Over the years it's been a small issue (mainly while taking a blodd pressure cuff) but it hasn't affected much. But now, it's gotten worse. Over the past week or so I've been noticing it much more. When I put a seatbelt on, I feel my beat through it and it freaks me out so much I need to move it away. Sometimes I work myself up and need to take my shirt off to stop it from touching my shirt. I even have sleep issues because I feel my heartbeat against my bed. I know for a fact my heart is normally beating, and I'm just overreacting to it, but still, I can't do much. Is there anything someone would reccomend? I try to think happy thoughts to get my mind off things, but it doesn't work when I keep feeling it and freaking out. ",2.1692904135338367,3.7915005625000013,3.17843045112782,93.27314849624064,76.85714285714286,5.787218045112783,24.735902255639097,6.339386263674448,0.5637892857142854,842,29,187,6,19,269,128,224,0.12,0.84,0.04,-0.9336,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,4,9,7,0,2,8,0,19,5,4,2,1,36,37,19,0,5,7,0,4,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,18,12,0,2,7,1,0,2,4,6,0,0,5,5,30,1,31,31,6,28,0,0,0,0,2,14,0,2,12,134,48,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356783085530248,0.1521587994408113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304728237261902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765047189314025,0.0,0.0,0.0763343511449457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909869168481394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270814743125818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14090990014656168,0.2532646273545111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308469656426862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330146569022144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14113463175246302,0.1483890271317035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613990925774458,0.0,0.11130333288941473,0.0,0.0,0.06881890063559466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884482129843615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081779402052047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643882503560874,0.0,0.0,0.13309148638796747,0.368211191848614,0.18570149591342014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226912657215307,0.0,0.1425664172782768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195388535092612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12588299703685218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185245403816593,0.0,0.0,0.09958179814928772,0.0,0.12673165179766865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531273295794604,0.0,0.10610044750579016,0.0,0.123848055549127,0.0,0.1772659753700484,0.0,0.10000268966676884,0.10469144897318727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824547540216509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638426240693854,0.08023739288751562,0.0,0.0994125178690176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501772115316386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044577489397973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18232664999555656,0.0,0.1276122206308604,0.08895432834328378,0.0,0.1521587994408113,0.08063905492451086
anxiety,tryingtofindpurpose,2019/04/05,"Went from 10 mg Buspar to 15 mg Buspar - more agitation and nervousness - go back to 10 mg? I didn't feel that 10 mg twice a day was effective anymore. The doc ok'd a refill with an upped dose to 15 mg twice a day, but my agitation and nervousness has increased noticeably. Is it advisable to go back to 10 mg (and figure out what to do about the ineffectiveness) or try to wait out the 15 mg for a few days? It doesn't make sense how increasing a dose for an anti-anxiety med would make me more nervous. Luckily I can split this pill into 3 parts. ",4.484821428571427,4.714424267857143,6.1374999999999975,79.5575,69.71428571428572,10.32857142857143,28.5,10.290406445055957,2.635825,426,14,92,11,7,147,71,112,0.112,0.805,0.083,-0.339,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,3,10,0,8,3,0,4,0,17,15,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,3,0,0,5,2,4,0,2,3,1,4,0,16,11,6,14,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,5,57,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18813218298667705,0.0,0.2438918175927505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37820275451861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4758044249041434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434722197515248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27953003307937224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283140975988253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731675707529354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27998758643368576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663131369389349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166967137171606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22797521887575264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746982786770264,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lemmyk80,2019/04/05,"Being ignored I'm experiencing a situation where a mutual friend is constantly ignoring me in social situations. We have 2 close friends in common. Everytime I come across him I make the effort to start small talk but this goes the way of one word answers, zero eye contact or breaking off the conversation altogether. My friends don't seem to be aware of this behaviour. He is very wittty and quite funny. I can't think of any way that I have offended him. I'll meet him again at the end of the month at a friend's birthday party. I'm feeling very anxious about this already. I think some of anxiety comes from my struggles with people pleasing. Do I continue to be friendly or ignore him completely? ",4.0848997493734345,6.463771969924814,5.412199248120302,76.00045426065164,73.66165413533834,8.643859649122808,30.632205513784466,9.2995712137729,3.140990476190476,564,26,98,14,12,188,93,133,0.12,0.6970000000000001,0.183,0.9062,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,2,3,10,1,1,8,0,10,1,1,1,0,20,20,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,3,5,0,0,2,2,5,0,2,0,3,14,5,17,17,1,21,0,0,1,0,16,9,0,4,7,62,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16423795431357058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120971830863812,0.0,0.11385478417061455,0.16813589391517406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564082773374724,0.1560457544326591,0.16083269837097405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318194845629154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525307948613491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5749296637356308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934539143930383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879493809546075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085127370072894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318020144611373,0.0,0.0,0.16337099377177094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15829936066960953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548952976919856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33458302126334205,0.0,0.15171376424799085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534286350250464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555897605319864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196241701954503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19072891363617103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456011945055468,0.0,0.2362691542985824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,netflix_and_nachos,2019/04/05,"Was just prescribed .5mg of clonazopam for my anxiety. Anyone have good experience with this drug? Hi! Ive struggled with depression/anxiety for most of my life. Started when I was about 12-13 and has continued into my adult life. It’s caused problems with relationships, University, work, etc.
I’ve been on antidepressants for a few months now and my primary just put me on .5mg of clonazopam for anxiety.

Anyone else on this medication? Has it helped? 
TIA",2.6482142857142854,5.661790726190477,4.27809523809524,76.85857142857147,88.16666666666666,8.99047619047619,27.23809523809524,9.075114841892004,3.4234952380952386,367,17,64,13,12,122,57,84,0.109,0.809,0.081,0.3105,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,1,0,7,4,0,1,0,11,8,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,7,1,15,5,3,10,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,5,42,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4726747442998536,0.0,0.0,0.2880229664313421,0.21102957145630571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115768644796097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23884732041392695,0.0,0.1720525095204221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22969898560414295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014676485495517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17274883142501224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805013121031715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909501918086549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074822573806771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16439469334388987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970751688155768,0.0,0.20704591363420907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22112313617213494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457790038793179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21531330694874554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994077324494975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Thrown531,2019/04/05,Performance anxiety I've recently become single and trying to get back out there a couple times with my ex I had performance anxiety and didn't get hard or lost erection mid sex or get too excited getting it up that I cum quickly. I usually have no problems getting an erection when watching porn or morning wood. I was recently with a girl and tried having her suck it to get me hard but I couldn't looking for tips to get past it if anyone has advice,5.1193333333333335,6.0074413777777815,6.255555555555558,76.93000000000002,68.55555555555556,9.555555555555557,33.888888888888886,9.725611199111238,3.4048888888888893,364,17,66,8,6,122,64,90,0.115,0.838,0.047,-0.5795,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,3,5,4,1,0,3,0,7,2,0,0,0,13,17,9,0,3,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,4,8,1,8,12,1,11,0,1,2,2,3,3,1,4,8,45,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16654819130365653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607663108530182,0.0,0.0,0.11917288892041675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105484596600328,0.0,0.0,0.18823328980585136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18858431075835186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6233208202778553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053545497949368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312340453261718,0.0,0.18605114425987787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627005494733882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630843365945933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33657018838997105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938266466022744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314298580004936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877112929375828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NathanF93,2019/04/05,"Reading AD reviews I’ve been taking Mirtazapine for a year pretty much side effect free, I’ve noticed more since I started my taper but today I made the mistake of reading others reviews online. It’s made me anxious to take my dose now, I’m feeling effects that I’ve read that I’ve never felt before. Anyone else do this? Anyone tapered/ got off mirtazapine?",5.265652173913047,6.7676074492753635,6.3804057971014485,73.8975652173913,68.71014492753623,6.679420289855073,32.64057971014493,6.742157984588678,2.3042440579710157,290,13,45,2,5,97,53,69,0.084,0.821,0.095,-0.2406,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,4,1,9,11,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,5,2,5,2,4,6,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,23,10,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21223668598525086,0.0,0.2627225063429809,0.1924923509136274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598613190427202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569391048355166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499140146945463,0.0,0.18038216411010596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15025472060043782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3555293498241581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381041542034159,0.0,0.14489491938723628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138882783782694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911286838317164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5637547142828131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15540585341407584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13297351161226656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28250580658382424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17807632702740414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209804451646441
anxiety,hiyyori,2019/04/05,"How long does Buspar insomnia take to go away? I’ve been on 1/2 a 5mg pill in the mornings for about 2 weeks now (my dose is super low bc I’m very prone to side effects) and since Monday I haven’t been able to sleep more than 1-3 hours per night. I don’t even feel sleepy until 6am and I have to get up at 9. 
I done even feel appropriately tired despite the lack of sleep, I feel pretty alert. I tried taking melatonin 3mg yesterday and the day before yesterday and it did NOTHING. 
I called my psych since I was honestly worried for my health about how I physically cannot sleep and she said to try Benadryl, which I’m planning to tonight. 

In anyone else’s experience, how long does the insomnia take to go away? ",2.543568232662192,3.9940208456375856,3.9035067114093964,89.19181487695751,75.44295302013423,7.114317673378077,23.826062639821032,7.793537801064563,0.9765029082774044,562,17,125,8,12,185,99,149,0.051,0.845,0.104,0.8137,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,8,3,0,0,5,0,10,9,3,4,0,13,22,9,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,6,4,13,2,21,16,2,23,0,1,0,0,3,9,0,0,12,64,15,1,0.14008254109356774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979489698139348,0.14353111753918804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632243171853585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191999249039559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303993662355624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903416502658692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24517435142113425,0.14335307515817244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11702098808460652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18504639448478305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13702760492169627,0.0,0.0,0.212489825358966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318734602772199,0.0,0.15922427261380173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489011906275235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795308549808147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24793728145462715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145797536473414,0.0,0.13441297622630394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251430487474134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325057515911562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317554511312733,0.0,0.4205511210883181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159739122450663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610042740127956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19021370028607248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558276703270436,0.0,0.0,0.11236576481663754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226062024887762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kumadoki,2019/04/05,college roommate selection opens tomorrow i feel like vomiting i’m a college freshman starting in august and i don’t know what to do and how this works. i have no social media and i’m really afraid no one will want to room with me and i’ll end up with the shitty dorms (because the nice ones will fill up as people find their roommates) and with randomly assigned roommates.  i have so much anxiety about meeting up with people and this makes me want to pull my hair out :(,3.4757258064516137,5.489578655913982,4.296438172043016,84.96465725806455,74.26881720430106,7.230645161290322,27.75403225806452,8.07648339933343,1.9125709677419347,377,15,71,6,8,121,63,93,0.133,0.785,0.08199999999999999,-0.7165,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,3,3,0,1,3,0,6,2,1,2,0,20,14,9,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,3,12,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,0,2,8,2,14,12,1,13,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,5,47,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21636808011332168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17241365398443345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25050795189831765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430099266327766,0.20205745453714674,0.0,0.0,0.25850616071605204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543877617095794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381789450743746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887946279149542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079163445826521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38331277208185616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3921644971746978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811914097838234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28831476987310595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001921420844375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33364694423637503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20590732398303896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Flurzzlenaut,2019/04/05,I can’t put in applications anywhere without having a panic attack.   I’m graduating from college this month and have decided it’s time to start looking for job. I had thought I was ready to start working. But every time I go to put in an application somewhere I have a break down in the car and end up not being able to do it. I wanted to know what other people who have experienced this have done to get through that first hurdle. I also want to know if anyone has any advice on how to get it across to my boyfriend that I’m trying to enter the working world. He just thinks I’m being lazy. ,4.349690082644631,4.9849152396694265,5.619493801652894,81.71287706611571,70.15702479338843,7.702892561983472,27.521694214876035,7.6454224807358475,1.5210074380165284,468,15,94,5,8,157,82,121,0.022,0.898,0.08,0.6763,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,3,2,1,1,5,0,13,0,0,1,0,15,28,6,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,0,5,0,0,5,3,2,0,1,4,2,8,0,21,22,0,21,0,0,1,0,2,8,0,1,7,66,18,5,0.18810663344094816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183815625134132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042880680167145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279189611911592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13152853179898774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139984514943924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19249839523827164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666066442218624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584879516465741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600034063105523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19655590431582606,0.0,0.1069053347035596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18666680836044533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20675697265137727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15796219622416696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15014492017060016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207026045046343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304094547939762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3781982440178653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662856866580641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053113529600144,0.0,0.1493356552372614,0.21937298134578356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277120564626935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22190033215658012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18132808203620596,0.0,0.2738877389684037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,oat_cat,2019/04/05,"I am terrified of turning 18 and becoming an “adult” a lot of people my age (16/17) are looking forward to becoming adults... but i’m not. i’m terrified. i still feel like a kid... it’s weird because i’ve been a kid my whole life,you know? now next year i’ll be an adult. being a kid is all i’ve ever known. i’m scared to have responsibilities, do things on my own etc. in fact i’m still highly dependent on my mum because of mental illness (i have a doctor and am working on it). 

i’m just having a hard time accepting one day, i won’t be a “kid” or “teenager”, i’ll be an adult and people might be more assertive or treat me like a grown up and that makes me scared... that probably sounds selfish and arrogant ...

did anyone else deal with this anxiety of turning 18? and once you turned 18, was it as scary as you thought it would be? what major changes did you notice?",1.6481666666666683,3.357330094444446,3.5474999999999994,89.66625000000002,78.6111111111111,6.722222222222222,24.027777777777786,7.6454224807358475,1.0496111111111106,667,23,148,10,16,225,107,180,0.182,0.746,0.07200000000000001,-0.9691,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,3,0,1,5,8,0,2,11,0,21,2,0,2,3,25,34,11,0,1,5,1,2,2,0,3,2,1,0,8,9,7,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,4,0,1,5,4,13,4,14,20,7,17,0,0,1,0,13,7,0,5,12,90,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106320138645531,0.0,0.0,0.09717879607499554,0.14240253091230182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694431413950411,0.3069873467074191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470235445239474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963129295737089,0.1432833812101719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225301495077985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610085087337607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15500063177065676,0.0,0.12571633522671274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07027300523866815,0.09928810464788072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449974064533427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684113174056065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638036176469451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981664403643798,0.1357982618370166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670909607572225,0.0,0.0,0.11815673626340115,0.0,0.0,0.09277094386998494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14006023052668864,0.14743695297177134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14780794535076405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582308701045858,0.0,0.1480103043994212,0.09417717033631104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927039500911192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14984510064614606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782885943451379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22198092511345974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233284778760847,0.0,0.0,0.11033544576629532,0.08104097995690455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.453514486370764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15516740208960408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011798746956626,0.0,0.0,0.09872816503379653,0.0,0.0,0.08949925283042831
anxiety,NitroVinyl,2019/04/05,"Too broke to afford therapy. Hello. In about 1-2 months (late may/early june) I am going to most likely be looking into therapists due to my severe anxiety. I'm pretty sure I have GAD (generalized anxiety disorder) and it eats away at me every second it can. I really really need this due to my life changing very fast because of my age (17) and the transition to becoming an adult. Problem is, nobody in my house can afford it. We aren't exactly broke but it's hard to keep up with the bills and I am afraid of becoming a huge financial burden to my parents. What do I do?",2.1048379446640304,4.223833539130439,4.9046640316205545,78.51928853754941,78.82608695652173,8.703557312252967,24.367588932806324,9.339509955726095,2.476391304347826,447,16,84,13,11,160,83,115,0.135,0.807,0.058,-0.7096,3,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,4,0,10,2,0,0,2,14,15,4,0,2,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,6,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,5,0,1,0,2,12,2,17,14,1,15,0,2,1,0,4,7,0,1,8,56,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786918546998224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17113797929139946,0.0,0.0,0.11103828480460033,0.4023455674211737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19269286529303775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087621915231784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18638716547969306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15347107686493613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352128770109176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163172584573908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21017917190216528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16190523652462313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054756051549532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865947920572274,0.08899035953702891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15296196402698148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453921408219549,0.0,0.0,0.13506354139777066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20225845156745112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18531426288557434,0.0,0.1742950463553381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333827153334353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20578012798572556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17167628409755892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083069048414141,0.2114927328375492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15029463388792005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NoCar8,2019/04/05,"Should I accept therapy? \[Not sure if this violates rule 5 (do not ask for medical diagnoses) and will take down if so. I'm not asking for a medical diagnosis, only if I should go and get a medical diagnosis, but I can see that it might overlap.\] 

I've spent a significant part of my life in a nervous state which I've always chalked up to having a timid personality, but as I'm reaching adulthood I'm worrying that maybe it goes beyond that. My nervousness in social contexts is quite debilitating and often stops me from doing normal things. I struggle to eat in public and skip lunch more than I eat it, can't answer the phone, struggle to walk properly in public, struggle to buy anything unless I've planned out every possible money-exchanging scenario; I speak in short, jerky sentences, shake profusely, sweat profusely (it's disgusting!), have eye twitches, rituals in adjusting my clothes, eyes welling up in tears when I talk, huge dips in energy after the slightest interaction, etc. Any situation where I might be seen is a nightmare. I've only recently been able to have my hair tied back in public, though I feel 100x calmer when it's obscuring my face. And this is my biggest achievement. 

When I get the slightest thing wrong, like not producing the right amount of change or being in the wrong room for a lesson, my brain completely clouds over with a foreboding sensation and I can't focus on anything. I hear phrases like ""you're over"" or ""this is it"". Does this happen to anyone else?

Recently my mum suggested that I talk to someone about this after having a meltdown in a restaurant. I knew she wanted to talk about something difficult with me and I was prepared for it; I held out for a bit, but as the conversation progressed my panic was increasing and mind went blank, throat tensed up and I literally couldn't respond to her anymore. Like I didn't have the mental capacity or the voice to produce sound. I was so frustrated by my social ineptitude that I just cried - not a panic attack but enough to make my mum worried about some sort of issue and suggesting that I talk to someone about it. A friend who had come over to visit me last summer suggested the same; that my social inabilities were quite obvious and that i probably needed professional help. I was was shocked by this because I thought I  put on quite a convincing front, and knowing that I actually don't makes me just feel ashamed and like I'm not in control. 

My confidence is sub zero. I'm certainly anxious but I don't know if I should label it anxiety, or if it's bad enough to get therapy for. The idea of therapy also makes me ashamed. I'm sorry if this seems like everyday teenage self conscious angst but I'm really starting to worry that it'll interfere when I actually need to be independent. I hope it eases up with age and experience, and I'm sure it will, but right now I feel completely helpless and worthless.

TLDR: friends and family think I need professional help but I'm not sure if it's necessary. ",6.828912436679418,7.2630174991212675,7.423583686550192,71.64656750749509,64.69420035149385,11.05264137289362,35.54021503153106,10.843485225782073,4.0281323891243686,2403,107,425,62,34,795,284,569,0.16,0.708,0.133,-0.9629,0,0,1,0,0,0,66.0,0,0,0,10,20,37,4,11,24,0,38,16,7,7,5,100,80,47,0,17,29,2,4,5,2,8,6,4,1,2,35,23,3,4,15,0,2,9,13,22,1,1,15,12,52,15,67,53,10,59,1,2,4,0,33,33,0,19,21,281,87,6,0.06972242517424007,0.0,0.13607805877862575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055756998221821376,0.0580146430919958,0.0,0.0,0.047413640002318035,0.0,0.05333746441962383,0.07876649474758596,0.06914591079832387,0.0487515408089606,0.07143886400602001,0.11475123036553275,0.0,0.13036211140470985,0.07931932409180546,0.0,0.053612241250527125,0.05821531271284534,0.042502143246063086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611883034047028,0.0,0.0,0.07783328508488058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737570809706863,0.06005969564217153,0.14620527254108073,0.0,0.07819962845105796,0.0,0.0,0.07658681014103799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076679390633359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06101456412110943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268689435154852,0.0582441396468875,0.0,0.0,0.14408380636809615,0.07775893436002516,0.0,0.0,0.05874415031283727,0.0,0.0,0.06820191050487012,0.06572809731733892,0.0,0.105761259277714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077347454713285,0.0,0.1092812683996929,0.0,0.0396248609804393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616553103197353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858224044288252,0.0,0.09346694381729387,0.0,0.0,0.06925010011440885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870813137895677,0.0,0.07277209742715639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663524295363833,0.056833082245131276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049247010837643566,0.1703142756220222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13962078062192865,0.0,0.07004554741841497,0.0,0.0,0.21071402457568694,0.07026380568622008,0.14792894993276334,0.07039977379676952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15509488445117245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06831317319820521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605409231563158,0.0,0.1636084868125074,0.0,0.07550259206296868,0.0,0.0,0.060878932342839476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786015583970706,0.0,0.0,0.07517256679672993,0.0,0.0,0.07009029476316292,0.0,0.22247514442727326,0.0,0.0,0.04466597091134949,0.0,0.13768496696703098,0.0,0.0,0.1190851402838842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055559745871051405,0.063472677287472,0.07273569535264839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837092715094568,0.0,0.21321969633928464,0.11815116918462408,0.05367572922862968,0.0,0.07804854672353775,0.04934989139768006,0.0,0.0,0.05829106940920047,0.0,0.21866705146083334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19713768178713728,0.0,0.05242258666815431,0.2241609772661138,0.0,0.0,0.23920100866904825,0.0,0.09264096240606463,0.0446753147835152,0.06850192873360278,0.055351817517879785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04112409281351336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06268883355828826,0.06463338665560757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124195215144936,0.0,0.0,0.15246105343672334,0.0,0.0
anxiety,morioh_jojo,2019/04/05,"Anyone else just have the craziest thoughts that you know make no sense but can't control anyways? I'll try and make this as short as possible, So recently my phone got sticky and I washed it using water just because I could not get the stickyness off no matter how much I tried.


I got the message that there was moisture in the charging area. Makes sense to me, I let my phone air dry out.


Now my phone is charging but I have an irrational fear that now my phone is going to electrocute me, because water + charging, even if/after I unplug the phone.

How can I get over these thoughts",3.81384099616858,5.372346801724142,4.1866666666666665,88.00277777777781,72.36206896551724,7.224521072796936,27.54406130268199,7.793537801064563,1.5600222222222224,463,17,93,6,9,145,75,116,0.115,0.875,0.01,-0.8945,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,10,1,0,1,6,0,9,3,0,7,0,20,21,9,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,3,2,1,3,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,5,0,15,0,8,14,1,11,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,3,62,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112272819890426,0.20679648726316813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460647729141152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22636709995277865,0.16114311848082355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686012739736004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330539403666128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271124471542072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21089344708146152,0.0,0.1147034205128977,0.0,0.3228403442256426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091931026532277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20638265489845886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4041649791508889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483666952487485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22753058011330135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992806570617361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204575432600625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740557289798093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743144643246797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,stupidbitchie,2019/04/05,"Eyes going Blurry when stressed For the past couple of months I have been experiencing, during moment of heightened social anxiety, my eyes going blurry and nearly blacking out.   It's happening at really inconvenient times, like when trying to speak in class and at work.  
Anxiety has really only been a problem for me for the past few years, and I'm hesitant to say whether or not I've ever had a panic attack.  I have heard of people blacking out/losing vision when having panic attacks, is this like that?  
 I'm honestly not sure if I'm just contorting my face in a weird way or crossing my eyes or something when this happens.  Is this some kind of a precursor to a neurological disorder or the beginning of losing my vision?
I've already googled this, but it's honestly freaking me out too much for me to coolly and rationally think it through.  Can someone with experience with this specific symptom help me out?",9.558823529411764,8.228562147058824,9.842205882352946,62.347426470588246,59.88235294117647,12.735294117647054,40.07352941176471,11.698219412168324,4.898470588235294,735,32,118,18,8,247,100,170,0.175,0.7340000000000001,0.091,-0.7805,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,7,15,2,3,8,0,10,6,4,0,2,24,20,15,0,2,10,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,9,9,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,9,0,0,4,9,10,6,24,16,3,24,0,1,5,0,5,8,0,6,14,84,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16598056444208947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301256298527752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422249185397605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16642519178053905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723822566162273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13605395551299893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14712930004150482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17096230932937476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660131537088441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081628153125656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15662829295857986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14696491622506505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682696974494627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200553852509744,0.0,0.11056824955120438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439316181488632,0.0,0.352946156015015,0.0,0.0,0.2871656718421739,0.10427497192626306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392152711439254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19271228583521274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961162889426773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533234892553391,0.12744143596958213,0.1157925402993176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17229351284913508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14175912335610827,0.15633300571992234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637630008565697,0.0,0.0,0.08770495784738473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021181410759784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938801769248993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949986846044683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685875221448843
anxiety,FizzleDizzle11,2019/04/05,"How can I be quieter going to the bathroom? So,  it's embarrassing but it's affected me for a long while. 

One of my minor day to day anxieties is the idea of people hearing when I'm on the toilet. 
If there is someone else in the house, I wait for if there's a moment when they are in a room further away. If I'm at a public bathroom and others are nearby, I wait until external sounds can be a cover up. Sometimes I even just avoid going until I can be in a bathroom that no one else is nearby. 

And if I can't avoid people being nearby, I'm racing with thoughts afterwards and anxious about it. 

My only idea as a solution is if I were able to be quieter with going to the bathroom,  then I probably wouldn't be so anxious about it. I don't know if I'm exactly loud,  but I'm uncomfortable with it myself. I am female. 


I hope this is an okay place to post this,  I wasn't sure. If it's inappropriate for the subreddit I'll remove it as soon as I'm notified. ",2.5707352941176467,3.4966459754901997,5.100274509803921,82.71923529411767,74.5392156862745,7.792941176470588,25.85490196078432,8.238735603445708,1.593969019607843,745,25,158,12,15,266,102,204,0.131,0.821,0.048,-0.9158,0,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,0,12,6,0,3,14,1,22,0,0,2,2,30,37,24,0,9,10,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,11,6,0,4,4,0,0,4,5,3,0,2,3,3,17,3,27,27,0,27,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,8,12,118,28,0,0.1669786586640384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773821683730227,0.37727671140960944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568819464161861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21537484207706425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789784861606176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028782923436124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284693459230416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881970839536348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16584748451530604,0.0,0.19267095311444374,0.0,0.376997161839024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176710393257416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777085840571896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262981211048094,0.12699479426053456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23152395468756984,0.0,0.17445715870806516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599193978356686,0.0,0.18003123587112954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14148047561981142,0.0,0.16514616305198046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573754096796017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256240328207905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Teaberg,2019/04/05,"I'm too stressed out this week and don't know how to recover I have intense anxiety, and this past week has been much, much worse.

First off, it was college admission week, so I was worried wether or not I was accepted, and then I was concerned to know if I got accepted into the dorms, and then I was worried about how to pay for it all(I live in a different city) and... yeah, the list just kept going up, and all of the small things that happened to me felt so much bigger than necessary.

To add to all of that, today we fell into some problems regarding the paying problem, so my mother was SUPER angry about it and basically made it seem like it was all my fault.

All of that combined: I feel sick, gross, stuck, have no motivation and I just want to give up

Do you guys have any tricks as to how to recover from such a bad week of anxiety?",4.383955342902713,4.818156964912284,5.3779904306220105,84.19320574162681,69.99415204678363,9.025199362041466,28.410951621477928,9.095868883498916,2.073556725146199,655,22,140,12,11,216,102,171,0.236,0.69,0.07400000000000001,-0.9789,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,1,0,3,12,11,1,1,6,1,14,1,0,5,4,39,28,19,0,4,5,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,11,13,0,1,8,0,2,2,3,7,0,1,13,2,13,4,26,15,8,20,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,4,10,103,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495042820982993,0.0,0.2361257110904126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288600073161135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16124313331860046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780344323466431,0.0,0.14818204136421134,0.0,0.0,0.13127393977371069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480484369533559,0.08770991063855825,0.0,0.12343266493682505,0.0,0.0,0.1528120353861376,0.13647446640143668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696326534633384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753983712531008,0.0,0.13627717315715954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460318016521762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403533091816389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732648099185996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953480058074827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049722106589696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176785733357012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025307134593748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462878205710764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102847092752232,0.0,0.4951803404901842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134614109917648,0.15727655774818794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hrk_rin,2019/04/05,"I have to wait until three more weeks later to talk to my school therapist and I already feel like dying Context:

Current college freshman still struggling to transition from high school, even though it’s past the middle of my second semester at college. 

I’m still in the process of finding a therapist I can see off campus on a more regular basis, while the only one currently accessible to me is the one on campus. I enjoy talking to her and I usually feel a lot better after our sessions. 

The problem is that the mental health care services at my college is really crappy and there are only two therapists with around 5000k students, so I only get to see her once a month (sometimes twice if I’m lucky). It was manageable before midterm season started, but right now I’m constantly stressed and anxious that I don’t do well on tests and start missing homework. And I couldn’t talk to anyone else. I have zero friends after graduating from high school,  and my family expect me to excel (not in an abusive way, but I don’t want to let them down). 

At this moment I’m so tired and upset. I pulled two (nonconsecutive) all nighters and slept 15 hours straight the next day since this week started, I haven’t eaten anything in 20 hours because I couldn’t afford dining on campus (I commute and wasn’t required to buy a meal plan, which is expensive, and so are the restaurants near campus) and also I have been overweight for a while. I have an assignment due in 6 hours by midnight that I haven’t started, so I can’t even go to sleep after I get home. Before college started, I never knew that I can be worrying about so many things at the same time and thinking myself as a complete failure, and I feel like dying. ",8.322934290030211,6.998955166163143,8.199575151057402,73.12238387462236,62.29305135951662,10.45022658610272,37.60592900302115,9.188382445141503,3.4299016616314213,1364,56,243,18,16,441,184,331,0.121,0.805,0.07400000000000001,-0.961,3,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,1,0,1,4,16,14,0,3,18,0,25,8,2,0,2,38,50,28,2,6,4,0,3,2,1,0,3,0,2,0,10,16,4,2,6,0,2,2,10,5,1,8,6,5,33,9,41,40,5,57,0,1,2,0,8,21,0,3,35,175,43,22,0.0,0.1049306835146034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772961973905968,0.07082245626157536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000490845462212,0.0,0.06192413466899568,0.09074153887041353,0.07287842111938056,0.07883835161809175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05398615917399697,0.0,0.15071832233270965,0.0,0.0,0.07832529140383965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902941688762546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285485992769922,0.09570332581829673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05711472543213119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18382533795879225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07398161960269226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698783431673825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348773151119866,0.0,0.13433779432612275,0.12653645057507948,0.0,0.0,0.08094344280375633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842225677788534,0.0,0.09253926978703728,0.0,0.05033143951712711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941365427151311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18713979559559246,0.08883422562886413,0.0,0.26164518505751594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055995074913988,0.0,0.08653317589282902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529166797638982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978727906018304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924898153926471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07068880135238767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830395024684345,0.0,0.0941859693958828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094314916341993,0.120022885942116,0.20206462562340766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454180164280313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474122355489254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05673464985803017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563088408746345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26888635419227674,0.14114381323766476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325883974782306,0.0,0.08862527874443313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758941079579598,0.0,0.31342079348685564,0.0,0.14145037040864325,0.0,0.101446693779184,0.09258352124290904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135467050901266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30847955799759913,0.058836206371185064,0.0567465184305659,0.08701104805298564,0.0,0.051640818360065975,0.1017882103833402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730230839513155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753778303151267,0.0,0.05223576156297022,0.07029585427490241,0.1420770992468417,0.0,0.07962726320215482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993832015916799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheHumbleOn3,2019/04/05,"Cannibis w/ Buspar And Klonopin I was talking to my therapist, and I informed her I have a medical license for Marijuana now and she thought it was great to give it a chance for treatment. But I haven't tried it yet since I've been taking Buspar (Buspirone), and Klonopin (Clonzapam) due to me be worried if it's safe to take together. My question is; can I vape cannibis with these medications safely? ",4.734912280701753,6.620625473684214,5.3421052631578965,79.32307017543863,70.57894736842105,8.224561403508767,36.35087719298246,8.841846274778883,3.389840350877193,320,18,57,6,6,103,54,76,0.029,0.809,0.162,0.875,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,8,2,0,0,0,12,12,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,10,3,7,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,3,40,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518156650568101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894091831338793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5288859338801145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29406211463270465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21714421802620576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39473739959495496,0.21098901942977355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30478484521020444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20839712324931348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17822150462857744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665833402327862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,samwise3791,2019/04/05,"Anxiety about dying and death I go through periods of panic attacks and depression. It’s usually triggered my a major event(which just happened) but the thoughts always go to the same place. Thoughts with no answer so I’m in a constant state of panic. What happens, nothing makes sense. Inevitably. I can’t work, eat, or sleep. Just a constant feeling of panic and fear. 

I want to not think about this but am scared I always will. Right now it’s hard to have a positive outlook on life. Just feel trapped and helpless. 

Starting therapy this week and hopefully starting meds. Still afraid I will always have this fear though.

Just looking for some positive or helpful words to help me cope with this.",3.406119791666665,6.4103484140625016,3.3176875000000017,86.47522916666668,80.484375,5.913333333333334,30.40833333333333,7.3011,2.1713827083333337,559,28,95,8,15,169,86,128,0.275,0.579,0.147,-0.9628,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,10,11,1,7,6,0,6,3,1,2,0,29,22,11,2,2,9,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,7,1,0,6,0,0,2,3,10,0,0,2,4,7,1,15,18,3,16,0,2,1,0,2,4,0,4,9,62,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32135305615454435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848178715616478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464544458117518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782332193434507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087911432720292,0.0,0.13360642156334118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13172786251096485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897249323484756,0.13018438901423435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632593309900588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276795574752327,0.0,0.11532111522266995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725764763531829,0.0,0.0,0.1278627264010165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092921255562672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081048285427606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593149392835554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14299536705403715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352453457038788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4531277316198258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450049012066495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099388353618912,0.0,0.0,0.12888601569481745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12882779364998864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18223834048691928,0.0,0.1028077958618764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14721948933776774,0.0,0.0,0.08248807643030877,0.1264813098773287,0.2044021391274511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14178321990609666,0.0,0.07593113395095566,0.0,0.10326330976595537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372048429589312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BigBadWolfos,2019/04/05,"Does anyone else get anxiety only on the highway? So over the past year this has been getting worse for me. I live in a small town in canada, so theres a lot of empty space and a LOT of driving. So normal driving is perfectly fine, but any time I get over 100km/h, I get terrible anxiety. It's not really an idea or thought about driving itself or anything that I'm worried about, but it seems that its caused by the rapid movement of the land, trees and everything coming at me so fast, it becomes so visually overwhelming. 

I was prescribed ativan but I dont feel comfortable taking it on the highway for a 1, 2, 3+ hour drives because it makes me sleep. Sunglasses also dont help at all, and make me feel blocked in. 

Does anyone else get this kind of visual overstimulation anxiety, or have any advice? I'll try anything twice. 

Thanks reddit. ",5.0405750273822605,5.864259475903619,5.862924424972622,79.90688389923329,68.6987951807229,8.927929901423877,30.753559693318728,9.095868883498916,2.5766939759036145,667,26,127,12,11,219,107,166,0.15,0.804,0.046,-0.9377,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,9,7,0,1,10,0,7,1,1,3,2,25,22,15,0,1,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,1,5,0,0,6,3,2,0,1,3,2,9,5,18,19,3,24,0,1,0,0,1,13,0,6,5,76,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259269687885484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305458877714957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17526744009523834,0.0,0.29574783278212635,0.0,0.0,0.18021307281759705,0.2640781601462121,0.21209249482809836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855589493798,0.14232305631665432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13238151581246138,0.0,0.11100718176866306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22554409367242856,0.0,0.30206143579388944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153030489951936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581700792570992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303176693032319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366374486652371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637657842543657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690766166047554,0.0,0.0,0.14547472732313976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419475331655195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379158565659744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21911558257722424,0.0,0.0,0.17203893789851696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626192579442028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980088708169004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230177695419092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255525604676074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173153301837036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895968508258362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968916599532221,0.0,0.0,0.11864306913830035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230570106517096,0.07514316194508243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749197537675843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087030708280195,0.1313260942985556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298587767543117
anxiety,OchLukasz,2019/04/05,"My parents humiliated me in front of the family member. (owing to my anxiety) For the context: I’m the finalist of the second biggest English competition for middle-schoolers in my country. I’m generally seen as a person who is fluent in English. 

Last summer my family and I went on a holiday to Crete. In our hotel there was a place where you could have your calloused skin removed thanks to fish. My parents wanted to know how much does it cost so they tried to make me ask for the price. I have big problems with talking to strangers anywhere, in the shop, at the gym, at school. (However I’m not that kid who spends his days in standing  the corner.) It usually ends up with me stuttering. I did everything in my power so as to avoid asking for it. Then my younger brother, who barely knows English, stood up and went to find out what the price was. He came back and explained how he asked for the price, that he understood the answers etc. So obviously my parents laughed that I, English competition finalist, couldn’t  do the most simple task in a foreign language. I kinda managed to overcome this anger and embarrassment long ago but this  thing  happened today. Our aunt from Ireland came to visit us, she believes I’m a pretty strong speaker. My parents, who know I suffer from anxiety, that I stress about lots of this and sometimes have problems talking to strangers even in my mother tongue, told this whole story with a smile on their face to my aunt.  I felt so bad, so embarrassed that my aunt is gonna hear this. It obviously isn’t good for my reputation. My mom nodded when she saw my troubled face (it meant something like “take it easy, we’ve done it only to tell that your brother is good at something). But I can’t understand how they could do it to me. They know how anxious I am and humiliating me in front of the family member is the worst thing imaginable. For a person who isn’t familiar with my troubles, it is indeed weird that i couldn’t ask for this price. What did they expect to happen? Because the only thing that happened was that after a long time of me finding more and more courage to talk to random people I feel like I’m heading down. That my parents don’t understand me. I just wanted to share it here because it is the only place where I can do so...",5.4200529306452845,6.246283216704294,5.9766155522690125,79.42119638826186,67.84875846501129,8.54826807815054,31.75441737370593,8.641336200584522,2.5007945668249394,1807,73,338,27,29,586,210,443,0.119,0.789,0.092,-0.9048,7,1,2,0,0,0,51.0,3,3,5,2,19,23,1,4,24,0,28,4,4,5,2,55,67,23,0,9,4,12,3,2,0,1,0,2,0,3,37,14,0,1,15,4,8,8,7,14,0,1,17,7,52,9,60,45,8,49,0,1,2,0,50,26,0,4,16,239,89,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703855877683674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148549801856565,0.08970230349070184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969227389993093,0.0,0.0,0.0610556753970431,0.06629782962296682,0.09680613983601148,0.0,0.0,0.08945950612504718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816307748661187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12679298281115894,0.0,0.0,0.051208089086854564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948572442742079,0.08125639748632749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032710942861542,0.0,0.08855485509960839,0.052444648875082336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713619103537453,0.0,0.224561030130404,0.0,0.04014832536638965,0.05672521214763419,0.0762389195543638,0.0,0.14514502166404986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319821761714146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21064629227837264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148994485598067,0.0,0.08949246762568157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745503045054984,0.06472369258276572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758417022163555,0.0,0.0,0.14053755227313727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06750522587759515,0.0,0.0,0.05300183230230979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299533077097233,0.0,0.0,0.05837002540900215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18116769838140967,0.0,0.0,0.4408357887531652,0.0,0.0,0.05504774458819912,0.13866252351859695,0.16591757215107875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078095981974799,0.0,0.15195507261203592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160719280658825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225595588024668,0.07853117242813393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095537610146336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059700851156874915,0.1914623350759828,0.06940134632547737,0.07310321873771285,0.0,0.0,0.15825461864305318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04630027732940216,0.0,0.07526435242506456,0.0758725587242053,0.0,0.05390913316905268,0.0,0.0,0.16532175210334812,0.09551151559119007,0.0,0.08745071336720628,0.0,0.0936673865241572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14721395649235433,0.0,0.08865013420434874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheWhitefish,2019/04/05,"Strange bodily sensations and anxiety. Lately my hands are feeling odd.  It's not painful, it's not a sensation like pins and needles [which also occurs while I am anxious].  It's extremely uncomfortable, sort of like my fingers are not responding to brain signals the way they should.  Like I'm sending brain messages to my hands and they won't move--even though they do move, and they can open and close as quickly as ever.  If I do it slowly it feels like they're refusing to move and it takes a second or two for my full grip force to apply.  It reminds me of the feeling when you're trying to force yourself out of sleep paralysis.  Not really painful but deeply uncomfortable, like being mildly electrocuted.

Anyway, I googled ""why does it feel so uncomfortable to move my hands"" because I'm bored as hell with nothing better to do.  I wasn't really expecting to find anything, but instead I found [this](https://www.calmclinic.com/anxiety/symptoms/finger) site which not only describes the sensation precisely but offers up an explanation for it, which is hypersensitivity.

And the explanation in that article also includes the fact that I never notice this sensation when I'm typing or generally using my hands to accomplish things--because my brain is focusing on what I am doing the hypersensitivity fades to the background like tinnitus when you're paying attention to what you're hearing.  Just, slowly opening and closing my fists.  I can barely do it without grinding my teeth it's so awful.  ",8.329255617977527,9.160778898876405,8.37505383895131,64.73988412921348,61.50936329588015,11.169382022471911,37.661282771535575,10.9516,4.519382209737827,1214,56,187,30,16,395,147,267,0.159,0.799,0.042,-0.9848,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,4,2,13,11,1,0,10,1,17,12,10,1,4,44,28,26,0,3,13,0,10,6,0,2,2,1,0,0,19,14,0,1,7,0,1,4,9,4,0,2,2,11,22,7,25,23,1,24,1,0,0,0,10,10,1,4,15,130,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18709721506529592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948913472578565,0.13215374103443964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626430901684067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261945386673502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034590203756242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39176402989352027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236970595212926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726397513078538,0.10581481743400846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365937634583154,0.08357030649786099,0.0,0.0,0.10691730791181547,0.0,0.0,0.12826218076852294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184460076170965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195817389338044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.342902175558001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4973235461691805,0.0,0.0,0.09022194049542187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224515755974927,0.13318214058934316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896831766118474,0.2489492536036585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988035640753722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706416095077812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795416077736605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149319412934474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942152371764437,0.0,0.11427214918152835,0.0,0.0,0.10103288418182264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285302473055997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055559658364808,0.0,0.0,0.11276423672905407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kaybb14,2019/04/05,"I think my anxiety is the root of this? Okay I'm on mobile so sorry if this is formatted weird. and idk tw for demons? just to be safe I guess?


To start this off I'm 13 and I've had anxiety for awhile but lately I've been suuuuper paranoid of like...demons.

Like actual demons, when I go to bed I have to cover my face because im scared I'll see something in my room! 
When I'm home alone I feel so paranoid that somthing will just walk down the hallway or jump out of my closet! 

And mirrors I cannot look in a mirror if its night time!  I'm afraid I'll  see something looking at me.

My ma just blows me off n says I'm fine but I wanna know if anyone else is paranoid as hell like me 😂",-0.7847514619883036,1.1975511973684192,1.7546491228070202,97.5230994152047,89.65789473684212,4.693567251461988,17.654970760233926,6.139981653823899,-0.4286809941520464,530,14,130,5,18,181,93,152,0.183,0.738,0.079,-0.9334,0,1,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,7,9,1,2,3,1,9,1,1,1,0,20,24,14,0,4,9,1,1,2,0,1,0,1,4,0,5,4,0,1,3,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,2,6,15,5,19,20,0,18,3,0,4,0,2,9,1,5,8,67,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.18638239561110312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19781197395891195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922194653150933,0.0,0.0,0.1335473043525481,0.19569571660099605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164280464890316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15955081039706395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657220296425714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854617682790234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21040120127138948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19158235202470628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063060764846004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049651964331341,0.0,0.2154493231901188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27992976662469793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207733745190046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17923474109991425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15188593405833006,0.1912181108838389,0.0,0.3043946578290609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940727135468603,0.0,0.21380191991073594,0.1351863932275926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238111373381225,0.0,0.0,0.1113700195151752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hunter_S_Cocaine,2019/04/05,"Went to the bank Finally had the courage to got the bank and open an account and make a debit card to deposit some money so I can buy some books online and I did not stutter but was sweating like shit. Next week after receiving my card I went back to deposit some money, my hands were shaking like hell, thank god there was a lady who guided me on how to use the machine ATM thingy, I could barely put the cash in it cause my hands were shaking so hard, I hope they don't think I'm a loony, I feel bad for not saying thanks , just did the thing and walked out.

pretty drunk so I though I would share this little win today

next battle is to go and get my heart checked, wish me luck.

maybe I'm gonna delete this tomorrow when I'm sober, sorry if that happens, hope you all had a good Friday.",1.6825454545454548,3.496522466666672,2.6454545454545446,95.68818181818185,78.87878787878788,5.127272727272729,19.484848484848484,5.6839178017228535,-0.318406060606061,617,14,138,3,15,195,112,165,0.16399999999999998,0.606,0.23,0.9253,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,1,9,18,3,2,11,0,13,6,5,4,1,28,32,13,0,6,5,0,4,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,6,7,1,0,2,2,12,8,3,7,0,0,11,5,16,11,11,18,4,22,1,0,0,0,6,5,2,7,11,79,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123138507736507,0.13371100643555722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645088713069773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785951996514014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097207739636926,0.0,0.0,0.1754265860852556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366703822614129,0.0,0.0910117938848502,0.13431863331194635,0.12807934905077406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416121156234784,0.0,0.14345483875527745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897678000309381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181121993704442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15647356094156026,0.1605033051709466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689532946061063,0.0,0.16088311142197506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406234399707939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16292092063579466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609858887192659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12735051319625387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438238668764696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17926468564574305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948725473122314,0.0,0.0,0.10639053320536647,0.10261185629964097,0.15733767297492826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179489839573282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831036622383844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12845541272479225,0.0,0.0,0.29690453512424,0.0,0.0,0.1841541924398343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375953814935495,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bobinti,2019/04/05,"Shortness of breath and difficulty sleeping because of it. Hey all.

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So my anxiety mostly stems from health-related issues, but anything can trigger it really.

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So recently I started getting shortness of breath along with my anxiety. It's terrifying but it usually goes away the less I think about it, but last night was the worst it's been. I know it's all in my mind because when I'm distracted I can breathe normally. But when I'm lying in bed, ready to go to sleep, my breathing is all I can think about. And the for a moment I'll not be breathing or my breath will be too short and my anxiety goes through the roof. Rinse and repeat. It took me hours to eventually sleep last night.

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If anyone has any advice on how to handle this I'd really appreciate it.",3.9998380566801615,6.116506473684211,4.962105263157898,80.31204453441299,73.07894736842105,8.361133603238867,30.113360323886642,9.057496981413335,2.755874898785426,632,28,116,14,13,206,90,152,0.16399999999999998,0.7909999999999999,0.045,-0.96,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,5,0,10,9,9,2,3,24,19,15,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,10,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,3,0,12,0,18,13,6,21,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,3,12,78,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122172830463112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732771776894017,0.4186181845985839,0.07809302535899021,0.0,0.2635497271229724,0.0,0.0,0.08029662587596892,0.0,0.0945009784365086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789304144107076,0.0,0.0,0.14000700853863862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0599975370236821,0.0,0.06526445287138093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206624754723673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309120775560315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985988102849708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06311135330548619,0.18721479020727488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595252589992065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21553329016785006,0.11251577323866536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471349088107727,0.0,0.11338757809337573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447594813492753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812821441297067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471656886136291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758801383744695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647661391987325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4186181845985839,0.0
anxiety,thesilentcomic,2019/04/05,"i dont know what to do So,a little back story- I am a 14 yo indian and i think i have generalized anxiety disorder.

I have nthing to be scared in the future abt my life.My classes are starting from tomm. and it should be fun but i am very anxious not just abt that but abt every step i'll have to take. I cant even say 'present mam' during attendences.I dont want to talk abt it because i think its a phase.I dont want to be an edgy teenager who fakes anxiety. I have a no. of friends but i am that""funny"" kid and probably thats why i get attention in my circle .Help me please",-0.8093602362204741,1.2594843385826806,2.093026574803151,94.19418553149606,91.44094488188976,6.009645669291339,19.748523622047244,7.413659706084162,0.6002602362204721,449,15,107,9,16,157,79,127,0.158,0.737,0.105,-0.3623,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,5,0,17,0,0,0,0,16,25,6,0,3,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,7,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,0,1,14,2,9,21,0,8,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,4,63,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267271961301591,0.19734792200108148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13432442866116565,0.0,0.10648829400218954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20020779019220408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6141997428761707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537989631054095,0.0,0.14718232709362655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13496365563946666,0.0,0.0912673648079823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708980574319702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600405602289457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338742868675845,0.0,0.17508345002401182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19175516533296832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883434053573498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891905334273855,0.17489334421032154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364519393075685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313437722223753,0.1404077431621236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22386626612049745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441360445054821,0.2060712308433708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15762891273140686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FitLotus,2019/04/05,"Any tips for remaining calm in stressful work situations? I work as a medical assistant. I have no anxiety surrounding that part of my job because I know my stuff and I get along with my patients without issues. Some days, our receptionist is out and I have to fill in for her. A big part of this job is collecting payment. I have huge anxiety surrounding money, whether it's mine or someone else's. I hate asking people for money. I work in a specialist office and sometimes we have to collect pretty hefty sums of money for procedures that aren't covered by insurance, and of course I'm the face that the patients take it out on. Whenever I can sense them getting upset, my heart rate shoots up and I feel my face turning red and burning up. I feel like I can't even focus on the task at hand because my fight or flight kicks in. Usually I only have to work this position for 4 hours on Friday but it's honestly so stressful for me. I feel like I take things way too personally and get too emotionally invested in other people when it comes to finances. Does anyone have any tips on remaining calm in these situations? I hate that burning sensation in my face and I want it to stop.",4.193679653679651,5.87126787012987,5.45482683982684,78.8117640692641,71.59740259740259,9.116017316017318,30.58225108225109,9.586721724236666,3.0079627705627714,942,41,176,23,18,314,128,231,0.109,0.8009999999999999,0.09,-0.6322,2,0,0,1,1,0,18.0,2,0,1,4,5,11,3,3,6,0,11,6,5,0,0,26,27,15,0,1,5,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,15,14,0,1,4,0,5,2,4,6,0,0,0,5,30,5,36,27,3,28,0,0,1,0,7,20,0,3,7,119,45,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623063356304065,0.0,0.18258476677477392,0.0,0.0,0.08344311831628799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156386962753148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549330374908725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279815173736684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696241243112266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044325042551003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969064680089754,0.13423792302913673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882088100736483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18102093030807026,0.17050857590660834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870457765542778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356409170282631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14141477246927506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752278413116855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455669369577227,0.23684687060217566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06558442603933624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660393920570553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021934754479632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076107161102516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25846041450811913,0.0,0.16546632760360688,0.10420035695608514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140850512278464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682792969534852,0.0,0.0,0.1011137476466002,0.0,0.11802722165364245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977097176384757,0.27339997618250056,0.0,0.13661217175314005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17945295796651656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792821176388666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980425248042116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143270896415002,0.0,0.07038798128934799,0.09472405737697094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503648977498244,0.0,0.3475146676623513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,arose033,2019/04/05,"SIMPLE treatment for anxiety Hi all. I’m a partner of Dr. Jenny Cohen. She is a well known medical doctor and practicing clinician who believes that pills are often not the right way to solve issues like anxiety and insomnia (https://simplele.com/the-founder). We wanted to get some feedback from people on here about treatments they have used in the past, what has worked and what has not worked, how they live their everyday lives, and what their most persistent issues are. Would anyone here be willing to discuss? 

Thank You

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anxiety,saguenay12,2019/04/05,"Is this just OCD or something else? Hi everyone. Over 1 year ago, I suddenly became fixated with my eye movements. It's like a hyper-awareness of each and every little movement my eyes make that never goes away, except for brief moments when I am totally distracted. This problem has been destroying my life. Every time I read anything, I am fixated on the movements of my eyes as they follow the words. It's like my mind is trying to take over a normally subconscious process. As a result, I no longer read properly! It seems like because I am trying to actively take over the movement of my eyes when reading, my eyes no longer freely and rapidly move through a body of text. As a result, I often skip words, lose my place when reading, and on top of that my eyes get extremely tired, as I am so fixated on their movement. This is so unfortunate, because I am college student with an inordinate amount of reading material. 

I just want to get this issue fixed so badly, and it shocked me upon realizing that I haven't been able to read normally since 2017!  I've been so depressed lately, because it seems like such a silly problem. But the fact of the matter is that it's affecting my daily life to a large extent. Even in the grocery store, for instance, I will become fixated on my eye movements. This will cause my eyes to become so strained, because I am trying to control every little motion rather than letting the process be spontaneous as it should be. 

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Sorry for the long-winded post. This has been such a huge burden on my life ever since it started. I am just looking for any suggestions about how to disengage with this eye movement obsession. It seems so simple, doesn't it? I thought so to, and I never thought this problem would last so long. But here I am, still unable to read properly. Thank you for any help, I really appreciate it. ",5.5914187913125595,6.739721932011332,6.124720254957509,77.3485345845137,67.64022662889519,8.94282341831917,33.12193106704438,9.188382445141503,3.0440067044381487,1474,65,260,27,24,478,170,353,0.138,0.778,0.084,-0.9748,0,0,1,0,0,0,48.0,0,1,2,3,24,18,1,3,17,0,27,14,10,7,5,48,42,25,0,9,8,0,0,4,0,4,4,0,0,0,23,9,0,1,6,7,1,11,6,12,0,0,6,10,35,6,45,29,4,44,0,2,10,0,6,16,0,5,20,184,58,9,0.08116297010644871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194607590597513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794004420080644,0.09862189240911108,0.1103872057384442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066790208864371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625528213660672,0.0,0.06776768985935848,0.19790477299775414,0.17927624766372707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901537629063989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337672766839417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103117240181097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990554722341916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780124691908608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0536073762891077,0.07341655312901403,0.20514990853463988,0.07755469609938367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480860400512928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05440182802036925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471305398949418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06615865331407281,0.09155536549021524,0.0,0.0,0.08299463589330862,0.17198341818111545,0.1586085099761428,0.16269323664793262,0.0,0.1436533489889703,0.06815645347305528,0.09080060286539254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05417691278684614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195146284554397,0.0,0.0,0.08626339258301402,0.0,0.0,0.12519577216897462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15904495634816432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479802910363264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777316898448233,0.0,0.0,0.2329860032799953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5682945377118085,0.0,0.05199507694681791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22166315915081067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427769517409033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0624832196518986,0.0,0.09085530012393613,0.05744756798485895,0.0,0.06481685276949249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204890532758204,0.0,0.0,0.07472395828508382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12886866454556736,0.04732678056438617,0.0932848945821346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16531298707499376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047872022628828274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057655845284246277,0.0,0.09862189240911108,0.05226629171605079
anxiety,Papiimoist,2019/04/05,"Suggestions for dismissing negative thoughts? TLDR; I got a diagnosis that has made me really anxious and insecure and I’m struggling to process and dismiss these negative thoughts due to my anxiety. Would love any suggestions for what helps you!

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Hi all, I’ve been dealing with my anxiety fairly well for the past two years (take a low dosage of medication to help as well) but in the past 6 months I’ve basically rebuilt my life from the ground up, which obviously led to a fair amount of anxiety due to all the change and the need to sort of pick up the pieces. One amazing consistent factor has been my supportive and loving boyfriend. I’m super fortunate to have him, and I’ve never doubted him or his commitment for a second. 

Until I received a recent diagnosis that was a big hit to my ego. Immediately upon receiving it I had a discussion with my boyfriend, asking him if he was comfortable staying in the relationship, if it changed anything, etc etc. As always, he was supportive and positive and assured me it didn’t affect his opinion of me or how much he loved me. 

But — I’m really struggling to quiet all these negative thoughts like maybe he’s lying to me and it is a big deal, maybe he will change his mind, even worse (and completely untrue and unfair) maybe he will seek out another person who could be perceived as “better” than me. 

It’s been a long time since I’ve felt so insecure about myself, and it’s completely unfair to feel insecure about someone so consistently supportive and loving. I’ve had a couple discussions with my boyfriend, but at some point it just becomes a loop of the same insecurities and him trying to honestly assure me we’re fine, and me not believing him. 

So, my question is, does anyone have any tips or tricks or suggestions for ways they combat their own negative thoughts? Any process or inner dialogue that has helped you? 

Thanks!",8.015560053981108,7.825683994301992,8.121289548657973,69.74062078272604,62.33333333333334,12.175798470535312,37.562003298845404,11.622719091009314,4.545452421652421,1506,67,264,42,19,491,187,351,0.142,0.655,0.204,0.9839,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,2,2,2,10,28,1,7,19,0,21,6,0,5,8,61,44,33,0,5,12,0,2,1,0,3,2,1,0,1,15,19,0,0,8,0,0,3,7,9,2,3,16,3,32,19,40,22,11,29,0,1,0,4,40,13,0,12,12,179,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363940704309728,0.0,0.0,0.1805498827247269,0.09280036651503012,0.20310764888176835,0.09998024048648722,0.0,0.061881524495744585,0.0,0.07282827327045605,0.0,0.08273591004866056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774171826793578,0.0,0.09970962381263386,0.0,0.07827139554797506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808650067517394,0.0,0.18558193246878826,0.0,0.0,0.07066035330281534,0.0979239888486648,0.0,0.0,0.1824800146185752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774472802624453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19740263883017486,0.05845366732754668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04474845203587722,0.0,0.08497424497315556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078183976593798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17795982067634986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251043673540074,0.043236816084147325,0.0,0.0,0.07832005270136122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195001984326297,0.08374120084473521,0.0,0.0,0.26673158549239906,0.0,0.0,0.0891548236699058,0.0,0.0,0.08936015671322023,0.0,0.07064016018705467,0.0,0.06505796340223664,0.06562191151345018,0.06825695010434152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05997014892640621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896725637711202,0.0,0.07727511952516107,0.0,0.0,0.08366146638850981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914068156715687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339122116808507,0.0,0.08738344998626273,0.09501628941019637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320843013175794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498608606802573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432963135077893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850396285170499,0.0,0.0,0.3012875525186831,0.0,0.0,0.06654127289530579,0.0,0.0,0.08147926090315415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810376693560501,0.05160528416602495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060085949735043775,0.0,0.08645201313748332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07024748349757144,0.0,0.0,0.15914494291158293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018944956886613,0.06286813183242118,0.0,0.0,0.05699134410044441
anxiety,Feebleprincess,2019/04/05,"Has anyone been on topamax? What are your experiences and side effects ? My dr is taking me off Nortriptyline because it’s been staring to give me bad anxiety, but it does prevent migraines for me to an extent. Since she’s taking me off the Nortriptyline she is prescribing me topamax , and I’ve heard there’s terrible side erects and I’m a little worried :( 

Also I hear it lowers the effectiveness of birth control 😭😭😭 ",3.4108750000000008,6.009340337500002,4.830000000000002,78.24500000000002,76.875,7.5,30.0,8.472884824447931,2.7542500000000003,337,16,57,7,8,112,56,80,0.191,0.795,0.014,-0.926,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,4,0,6,2,0,3,0,8,12,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,10,0,7,9,1,7,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,0,1,37,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22235352795397845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127046606533716,0.0,0.0,0.19441643986892945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321570488990073,0.16949444550027595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118525714316161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433201933671051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719826371144984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667273495715838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133783911301808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786754408656879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300027749896239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41811243294569655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823695172585445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PrinceJunhong,2019/04/05,"Anyone else with parents who HATE the idea of pills? I've had anxiety for years now, but it's become a more apparent issue since I've hit adulthood and life become much more stressful. The first time I brought it up to my mom as an apparent issue and vented off the things in life currently giving me anxiety, she told me that I didnt need pills to make myself better, that I could just overcome the anxiety myself. Since then, I've brought it up countless times, and she has ranted to me about how a pill isn't going to fix me, and a whole bunch of bullshit. It's clearly because her mom and a couple other family members have become pill addicts, and she claims one of them took anxiety medicine and it made them ""like a zombie."" At one point of me bringing it up, she told me I would have to make my own appointment for it. Make the person with the anxiety call to make their appointment. Long story short, I ended up panicking on the phone and went into my mother's room, and she immediately began to yell at me. Later found out that she thought my anxiety attack on the phone was me trying to prove to her that I have anxiety, and thus being dramatic to do so. Fast forward and now she has accepted that I want to at least try medication, but she still won't make any attempt to make the appointment. (she's lazy and procrastinates everything) so I guess at this point its either suck it up and try to make the appointment myself or play the waiting game. Granted, I just turned 19 this month, I should be old enough to do at least this much for myself, but I wish it was that easy.

TL;DR my mom's hatred for pills makes it really difficult to treat my anxiety. ",7.058791443850268,6.123135866666669,7.356345811051693,76.89569518716577,64.57575757575758,10.795008912655973,32.13903743315508,10.056822442137396,2.9208288770053463,1316,42,259,25,17,430,167,330,0.146,0.758,0.096,-0.9538,4,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,3,3,9,10,3,1,17,0,18,9,0,11,2,49,48,22,0,6,7,5,0,1,0,3,9,1,1,1,23,17,0,1,5,2,0,7,3,5,0,3,14,1,43,5,43,27,11,43,0,0,0,0,28,21,1,2,18,184,66,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833619658760798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055104136863062834,0.0,0.4959104492570498,0.0,0.0,0.05665904530617815,0.08302625445624934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218492590796228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04939599487173018,0.2684784750589412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071665696387869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274212853021684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646969865684237,0.0896597129102681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06769134456701748,0.0,0.07176977705265812,0.08372710664558186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282580554997377,0.0,0.07638920087439571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892527517259325,0.0,0.08884675760151163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773271125611421,0.04605201715243155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926523266871546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000174048677414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147459767969562,0.0,0.16915147692698215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114469761240081,0.03958785342424875,0.0,0.0,0.07171024713028593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667387853351762,0.4327127582663153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163061971630789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847090209137128,0.06467849764672891,0.0,0.1191348185414692,0.06008376309110273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502883288428824,0.0,0.10981795981038447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997579036790007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07075350088567256,0.0,0.0,0.15320174650234564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051910795587519855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340600379008016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471178796763784,0.0,0.09282120533005406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053833667603880114,0.0,0.0,0.06432988751708175,0.09450013254932252,0.0,0.0,0.1548579678104973,0.09002887702538795,0.1650450231815168,0.08813890432935992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04779442452961531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511692804053294,0.0,0.09046867444470184,0.09318212142550814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05756238810911784,0.0,0.0,0.05218157073148906
anxiety,Peppy-Octopus,2019/04/05,"Should i call out or deal with it? Usually I work the morning shift and I don't have any problems with any of the people I work with but for the past week I've been working at night to train to close the store on Saturdays. Tonight i have to work with a girl whose mean already but now shes mad at me specifically for a misunderstanding because she thinks i complained about her to the manager which i didnt but now im really anxious to go to work because im afraid she'll be targeting me and the closer it gets the more nervous i get. Id call out but I'm afraid my manager will know in lying. 

What should i do?",3.2855640373197623,3.935396114503821,4.679033078880408,87.44126378286688,72.58778625954199,8.264970313825277,27.53265479219677,8.515128840125781,1.6527346904156068,485,17,111,8,9,162,79,131,0.17600000000000002,0.8109999999999999,0.013,-0.9716,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,5,3,6,1,3,9,0,12,0,0,0,0,20,19,7,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,5,9,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,6,0,0,2,0,16,0,20,12,1,17,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,1,8,70,21,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796074777357031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22136201469057748,0.0,0.0,0.1838701897448496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984315074133957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323881892343547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16779633030136154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17006865351907938,0.0,0.09249911057277252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35161309478158426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944752910602251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772911539344872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527373383382168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15537090798919018,0.11283588992235137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557374055436803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426692939588338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428874145637387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17925492026876896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305546338349844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5924487379796184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,adagioforaliens,2019/04/05,"Obsession over intelligence, feeling like a fraud, being ashamed of oneself Hello everyone.

Long story short; I am sick of myself. I am incredibly tired of myself. I think I just want to get it of my chest again and again. I do not hide my feelings, I am willing to share them. So what I will put here will be a short story of me and my recent experiences. I am open for advice, or chat.

I was diagnosed with general anxiety and social phobia few years ago when I was 20 and started treatment. Medication did help me, but at the end, unfortunately, I am still suffering, and new things came up.

My problems can be categorized under the topics as (huh I sound like a textbook):

\-**Problems with my own existence;** low self-esteem is the winner here. Everything else might be the loyal followers of the holy great low self-esteem. Main problem is my obsession over my success, my intelligence, my learning capability. Uh plus I feel like a fraud and a total pathetic loser.

\-**Problems with parents**

**-Problems with financial status**

Along with anxiety, I am quite a bit depressed. I had some major changes in short time. I graduated from college and moved to Europe for master's degree (I am originally from a non-European country, with a lot of chaos). I had lost some loved ones one after another, my parents got divorced and they are crazy. So I feel like a fish out of water in many aspects of my life.

**So I want to cover only the problems about my feelings about myself.** Because it is long and boring itself.

What do I think of myself? Realistically, I think I am a mediocre person, with mediocre level of intelligence, mediocre level of learning ability. How do I feel about myself? I feel that I am incredibly stupid, with no real talent, very incompetitive, a freak, a coward, did I say stupid? I can't concentrate, I lost my motivation for everything, I am surprised to see myself writing this, I was able to get out of the bed for this. Incredible. I hate myself, I just really really hate myself. I can't follow which experiences made me like this anymore, I am tired of it, sick of it. I want to feel healthy, I started to become jealous of those who do not have a clue of what living with constant fear, anger and anxiety is.

I am obsessed over my intelligence since my teenage years. I felt like I had to be the smartest, I had to be smart enough to do anything or learn anything quickly. I had to know everything. I could not make simple mistakes. Well, making mistakes is the best way to learn something, I experienced this myself like A LOT. Maybe it shouldn't be a lot. I used to have the need to show my intelligence to people around me, but back then I was feeling like a fraud too. I was feeling like I was deceiving myself. From the inside, I knew that I was utterly stupid, I was just acting. People seemed to believe me. The weird thing is, currently I act like an idiot, I act like a child, people are like 'DO YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT I AM SAYING' and I say 'yea sure' with blank eyes lol. It is kinda funny though. I don't know why, but I act even stupider than I actually am. It's weird, maybe it is a coping mechanism.

Feeling like a fraud has extended to every aspect of my life but especially my academic life. In academy it is a very common problem. I don't know for sure if I suffer from imposter syndrome, I haven't seen a professional for these feelings. I graduated with honors, accepted into a prestigious grad school, even got a job in a more prestigious institute. Well guess what? I think it was all luck. But dude, it was luck. I mean I did not have a high GPA, it's just other people's GPA was not that high either so I was lucky enough to have a place in the top. I did not try for it. 

My current university is prestigious without a doubt, though it was not that selective during the admission process, it really was not, I am not the only one who thinks that. How I got the job? I don't know. Well now I think they regret that they hired me, and will fire me soon. I am in a constant fear of getting fired, even though there is no indication for that. If I get fired, I will have to leave grad school, because I do not have any additional financial resources, my parents can't support me, I support them. And yet, I am not even trying to improve my performance, I do not have the motivation for it. I want to quit everything.

I did some stupid mistakes during work, asked some stupid questions, struggled with some very easy tasks. I constantly remember them, which leaves me with a short breath, nausea, headaches.  I am ashamed of myself. I put a lot of pressure on myself, such as coming up with some novel idea immediately. I can't, then I feel like a failure.

You see, I define myself with my academic success. Because I have not concentrated on anything else for a long time. I was quite passionate about my field, I was in love with it and was feeling lucky to have the chance studying it. Now my motivation is drained, I feel lost. I know my passion has not come to an end, I need to clear the path first. 

Europeans have some healthy life style, at least the people around me are like that. They have their hobbies, they are hardworking, they know how to enjoy their life. There is a cultural difference between me and people I work&study with. And as I am too afraid to try something new in front of others, I cannot engage in activities with them which further worsens the isolation process. It's amazing how vicious cycles dominate our lives.

Learning something new used to be one of the most enjoyable activities for me. Now it is scary as hell. Let's say that I am learning to play the piano. What I am doing during the learning process is focusing on how idiot and talentless I am. So I can't really concentrate on the learning itself. I have no faith in myself. That cannot go on like this. I am sick of it. I stopped studying for exams in the expense of failing, I don't go to classes as well, instead, I cry :)

I am sorry this post has turned out to be too long, I was not expecting to write this long and it's actually not over but I will stop here. Sharing this is hard for me. I am aware that there might be some contradictory statements but yes I do have clashing feelings. 

Hope you all have a great day.",2.8131723140437828,5.1865452642916345,4.2466275118307095,82.8350243284232,77.71582435791218,7.206686981309594,26.30172159577605,8.227898612235593,1.910029789504725,4902,194,929,94,118,1621,431,1207,0.201,0.599,0.2,-0.8444,8,1,3,0,1,0,197.0,1,3,12,23,53,102,14,11,62,4,134,20,3,14,6,198,210,51,0,23,33,3,21,16,0,9,12,5,1,2,60,49,1,2,50,4,1,15,33,50,5,5,39,31,178,52,138,150,27,105,2,11,4,4,41,45,1,29,59,699,238,34,0.04033442999578765,0.0,0.07872117072882613,0.0,0.0,0.039414338178733514,0.035754038551019114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04370233804888906,0.0,0.027428795523675185,0.04229416667432052,0.09256718563976343,0.0,0.04000091637117053,0.0,0.0,0.09957539751111066,0.07181238818399295,0.03770724729824095,0.0,0.0,0.03101468697098048,0.0,0.07376248246436397,0.044546209015122996,0.0,0.045443090441699065,0.0423284958440001,0.0,0.044034751029619484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04613184270042581,0.0,0.0,0.042668478780983725,0.06948907997372691,0.0,0.13076156927002916,0.0,0.03220376030919683,0.0,0.04430547739145027,0.026012370563143292,0.0,0.03473998545275266,0.040938597412643066,0.0,0.04214089459978351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06738848132093446,0.0,0.07144866616635713,0.08335249651682733,0.0,0.10656204243659458,0.0,0.0339834968811523,0.03854127635499917,0.14499993960461666,0.07890962421238358,0.0,0.09077489476858536,0.3263087955182504,0.20170447393733612,0.03872737807923535,0.0,0.0,0.03430844554956386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842922997223724,0.0,0.04584597214782026,0.0,0.09677738486380127,0.08893770292680493,0.044432921984206085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036131726786781164,0.07964379831601218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027035318212881902,0.0852310796088475,0.0,0.04006118990103465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045532661941551436,0.0,0.0,0.08005139613234406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330004873352741,0.0,0.0,0.08541667506720596,0.0,0.04124468741193303,0.1424470036841615,0.31528584200299603,0.0,0.07123208129458784,0.1784735064789018,0.0,0.0,0.13208938495818112,0.13716356003820995,0.07280679566496931,0.038165412907731885,0.05384709044834021,0.040892781276611084,0.08104271249326855,0.04393601870874609,0.0,0.040632694823505226,0.0,0.08557691245682422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04286911586374137,0.0,0.05981493753233962,0.0,0.11686573148902075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093266145135946,0.0613523031016436,0.0,0.0,0.13435983375704508,0.0,0.0,0.16777689108431326,0.03521846850083145,0.04214089459978351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038629234469712864,0.0,0.0,0.2701622155554929,0.0,0.08109448518016872,0.04518379256323251,0.1287018934909331,0.0,0.045909411665708326,0.10335707470963483,0.0,0.03982538363894895,0.0,0.045691046458009664,0.0,0.0,0.1283022305525163,0.0,0.08164119301636652,0.06428263718077416,0.03671895021291712,0.0841552141958553,0.0,0.0,0.033365057297014424,0.0,0.0,0.04111587194616309,0.0,0.09315424431814942,0.0,0.04515109215186313,0.05709783430238075,0.0,0.03221112789674326,0.06744277906539763,0.0,0.04216630377524926,0.0,0.0,0.0915420663491988,0.07602944586531604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05359280609605584,0.15506804465039414,0.11888511804532408,0.0,0.0470386609828752,0.09271698769162186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215329103685796,0.043872277512276944,0.0,0.04198956409568843,0.0,0.06967199444146364,0.0,0.09984038672926623,0.0951611673622486,0.03201559311747619,0.0,0.0,0.14506198614609053,0.0,0.036395549451936585,0.0,0.0,0.038880951178448364,0.0,0.05872789083535233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05194810100210878
anxiety,imfinnaflameya,2019/04/05,"Unsure if this is anxiety or something else. This past few weeks, I’ve had a difficult time sleeping and I was terrified of sporadic fatal insomnia. Lately, I’ve come to accept that there is really no possibility that I have this incredibly rare disease considering insomnia is my only symptom. I don’t have dementia or ataxia. That being said, the past few nights, I’ve been able to sleep for a good 7-8 hours but I’m still extremely tired and sleepy throughout the day. I don’t snore so I don’t think it’s sleep apnea but I know anxiety can cause someone to be tired for no reason. 

What do you guys think? I went to my doctor and he gave me some trazodone which helped me sleep but I’m still tired. I’m having a sleep study done soon. ",2.1523873873873893,4.481516851351357,3.8052972972972983,85.35411711711713,79.81081081081079,7.189909909909911,22.704504504504506,8.238735603445708,1.4236255855855855,586,19,117,12,15,195,94,148,0.199,0.775,0.026,-0.9736,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,5,0,17,12,5,2,0,17,27,10,1,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,9,4,0,0,5,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,7,1,12,2,7,18,3,13,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,4,11,69,21,1,0.1220564039418364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18674562986487195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253855488321198,0.0,0.105140784383287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787162830681215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492990140714536,0.0,0.12490607831080924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196246355773314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237512069955064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085502958290956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181183472363984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020097149244025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06707900755570644,0.0,0.13768494004913562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145416667718539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282939526997472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23303329706493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760025613273225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819245779798578,0.12549431171757802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610359078394715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6107227580851962,0.0,0.10341799497191624,0.0939649828907958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949488037092701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686333825794616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15641763044869186,0.0,0.0,0.07117207069008435,0.420857643326337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790628491334998,0.0,0.0,0.11314750928486644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,clutchaeiou77,2019/04/05,"Anybody try psychedelics to overcome anxiety? Pardon me if this question has been asked before, I’m new here. 

I’ve had acute anxiety for about 3.5 years and I’m having a hard time. I don’t think it’s a chemical imbalance, I think it has more to do with incorrect thoughts and fears that I can’t seem to let go. I know these thoughts and fears are harmless and meaningless yet I can’t sleep and I haven’t relaxed fully in over 3 years and I’m exhausted. I’ve done all the usual stuff including therapy and they are helpful but not completely restorative. I’m looking to take a next step.

So I’m thinking about pursuing a psychedelic trip with psilocybin. My intention is to reframe my thoughts and fears more objectively, from a new perspective. And finally be able to rest peacefully and sleep soundly. 

I don’t think I have any monsters buried in my psyche, but I am concerned that a trip plus my exhaustion may be too intense for my body and make a bad trip more likely. I do have past experience with psychedelics recreationally.

I am thinking about a mid-level trip with medicinal intent, not a deep dive to experience God. 

Has anybody else ever tried this and had a positive experience?",3.852206838682612,6.276572114537443,4.688269351793583,80.70298091042586,74.55066079295155,8.729095867421861,31.073840990140553,9.362217197678863,3.156361191525068,958,46,176,25,21,309,127,227,0.109,0.8009999999999999,0.091,-0.4234,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,0,8,9,0,3,11,0,26,5,3,3,2,39,46,17,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,8,17,0,0,11,1,0,6,7,6,0,0,7,3,18,3,21,35,5,21,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,4,12,111,26,1,0.11740069226940708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983649658447584,0.0,0.17962241649254151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097537993433783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802467421476277,0.0,0.0,0.099899342151699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040570301976015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309239220283115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014166884134687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807321386329187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061956474741568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445212133983334,0.0,0.3963252544151786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286067198806329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06672151891671907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516796042736172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869120932780059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452035017791821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200501619857261,0.0,0.057356048104808176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858701338639853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836587372114502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267726403276233,0.12485696811032952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207224493637473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151564375236674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106877180980432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23497095529063936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343957047789346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882707098901682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425792318185228,0.0,0.0,0.3761281158702557,0.0,0.2796091076319826,0.06845728777364933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15941472733418185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293002762898799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15120439337721087
anxiety,throwawayyyyy193z,2019/04/05,"How do you calm down before a phone call? I’m not sure what it is about the phone, but when I have to make a call or am expecting a call, I become incredibly anxious. I would much rather talk to someone face to face than on the phone, even strangers. 

If you also get anxious with phone calls, how do you cope with it?",2.654090909090911,3.7844550151515186,3.3246666666666687,94.73700000000001,74.6060606060606,6.492121212121212,22.29090909090909,6.742157984588678,0.22385818181818173,245,6,58,2,5,77,45,66,0.12,0.8540000000000001,0.026,-0.7244,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,0,7,2,0,0,5,0,6,2,2,3,1,13,9,7,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,9,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,2,1,40,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489554871367862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4208512642128571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20571427663727826,0.15849719360614944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7607866715252516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302580826458726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731540487313793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433286137594593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692568657426651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15782113028807898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755518910038658,0.0,0.0,0.14971218246404958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231680895962114,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,VFDJamesDB,2019/04/05,"Going out I’ll be going out in like 1 hour with and old female friend, she’s really really pretty and I feel like everyone feels ashamed when they go out with me cause honestly I’m not that good looking, I haven’t seen her in like 2 years and I know I’m gonna be nervous, any tips to make that not so obvious? ",-0.2794117647058805,1.816628411764708,2.301470588235297,93.70161764705885,88.41176470588232,6.341176470588236,17.323529411764707,7.6454224807358475,0.3723764705882351,244,6,57,5,8,84,49,68,0.104,0.657,0.239,0.871,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,2,8,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,16,15,5,0,0,2,0,2,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,1,4,7,6,8,11,0,12,0,0,2,0,4,5,0,0,7,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16525219894491974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496337776803672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322023459728671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457419518654909,0.17360331005005525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877455895712485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4143171928743,0.20382163940543094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239311650138276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335495694292587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3561609092684002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20406357300856956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16220818183017893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549935886441128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472241439526049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113513288897229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15648769400394405
anxiety,Zoopydoop_,2019/04/05,"Anxiety is keeping me from enjoying anything and holding down a job. I have had anxiety for as long as I can remember at this point. It has probably impacted my life in more ways than I can imagine but as of late there is a new pattern I cant seem to break because my anxiety flares up and becomes full blown attacks. I cant hold a job for long because my anxiety and stress get to the point where right before I have to go in I just get so overwhelmed and end up crying for hours. Its just jobs, I was going to school last year and had to drop out within a month for the same reason. I feel like i cant do anything at this point and its killing me. Its like there is this invisible force that is stopping me from doing things that might be remotely stressful. I've called a therapy center and am waiting to hear back from them but I have almost lost all hope. Every night I stay up later and later because I have so much anxiety over the next day. When I do wake up that anxiety is still there but much worse. It keeps from enjoying anything. I had to muster up the courage just to post this rant. Thanks for reading this I just needed to type into the void so to speak.",4.664249999999999,4.938418591666668,5.350833333333334,85.1975,69.33333333333334,8.733333333333333,29.75,8.648137234880735,2.041825,922,33,196,14,15,299,130,240,0.181,0.7190000000000001,0.101,-0.9593,3,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,14,13,2,3,10,0,25,2,1,1,1,34,39,18,1,2,7,0,1,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,14,10,0,6,5,1,0,2,3,6,0,0,5,3,23,7,38,32,6,46,0,2,0,0,4,21,0,4,20,141,37,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880933171173724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4529192550069958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436047641832193,0.0,0.0,0.11225770843011622,0.0,0.0758754239965654,0.0,0.18045513847228434,0.10897941673970823,0.08396564398170063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075879161313088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839048240570574,0.06363758072041821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739726833989743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313842526142615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049893334077742525,0.07049384836066049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031078273829566,0.0,0.11215920310610893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121454117803994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800710780644173,0.09717556175007792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29376083798984426,0.17541476454331525,0.10916990042739794,0.0,0.0,0.08043376124176882,0.11131034323330767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969747469441817,0.09641580037739443,0.0,0.0,0.17464955218037248,0.0,0.0,0.10771604324670588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046791883318696,0.0,0.0,0.07876190015896434,0.0,0.14507579836919862,0.0731666863322023,0.0,0.09530148233421393,0.10494259028319518,0.09260033986534937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798409309405234,0.0,0.09450392153867812,0.0,0.10638895605872356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870227502173576,0.0,0.0,0.10145492242017366,0.0,0.0,0.11178018743481298,0.08426839934285851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986494691205987,0.0,0.08983053476311723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517503056063973,0.07880243927207131,0.08249719660046524,0.2260650686962945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908472092261263,0.11284411625545625,0.0,0.06555566544180727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783240760921738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055883796872744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635438331690955
anxiety,sloopyjaloopy,2019/04/05,"I forget how to breathe This may sound dumb to some people... but for the past 2 weeks while awake I haven’t taken a subconscious breath. As soon as I’m awake I immediately think of my breathing and there’s nothing I can do about it. It’s absolutely terrible and causes me to be dizzy and out of it all the time. I have a terrible time studying because whenever I try to think over it it comes back even worse and I really zone in on my breathing. I had this problem for over 2 years in high school, it went away for about a year now I’m on university and just recently it came back and I have absolutely no idea what to do about it. I don’t even stress or worry about it it’s just there. All the time. Because I need to breathe.... ",1.6429131652661084,3.474051241830068,3.3257376283846867,90.68367647058822,79.06535947712419,6.9858076563958935,22.693277310924373,7.957251820313856,0.9430414565826328,572,18,131,10,14,190,83,153,0.222,0.778,0.0,-0.9875,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,15,5,1,1,6,0,10,5,5,2,2,25,19,12,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,13,9,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,5,0,0,4,1,14,0,25,13,3,25,0,0,0,0,0,9,1,3,13,92,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719077754527047,0.28138762476281004,0.0,0.2230754927676301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20927068610349453,0.0,0.1879621630974064,0.0,0.15761377165482493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24170193978713544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933194672377616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065525859546684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356710710421593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17556611776692235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17466702900782846,0.1268494206107279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750790433276899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721624734673655,0.0,0.18066231198652727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18517695670419365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095932693739256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344815366647369,0.0,0.0,0.3200765116147781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422565827677665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467687246620724,0.0,0.0,0.16961644138705814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858164703247019,0.18646362072526507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356553326751153
anxiety,Guitarhero93,2019/04/05,"Dating with anxiety I am having a really hard time I keep thinking things will go wrong. To the extent I think I have messed it all up with a girl I was really serious about. I’m going to the doctors to get some tablets because this can’t carry on. She’s on holiday now for 2 weeks and I’ve got so much relief and I hate that. I should and want to be happy when I am seeing her. When I am with her I have no anxiety at all I just keep doubting myself in every little detail that went on good or bad. 

I really do think I messed up on the second date I feel like crap.",2.171792114695343,2.9157195483871017,4.533333333333335,87.10055555555556,75.29032258064517,7.769175627240144,21.035842293906807,8.167268648758528,0.8252573476702514,440,9,100,7,9,155,82,124,0.222,0.652,0.126,-0.8593,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,12,2,1,5,0,12,2,1,0,2,20,27,7,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,5,6,0,2,4,1,0,3,2,8,0,1,3,3,18,4,17,21,5,19,0,0,1,0,4,9,1,3,8,72,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28635965018580894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15627398832418515,0.1140933394990171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19157012076043894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576936072710794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463566100464443,0.13370988449032756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778538134908674,0.0,0.21273904660614412,0.15698414882568476,0.14969202036315882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992393876753092,0.16766203766101104,0.1847855430702872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327196407973907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143879807460054,0.1875873371005272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375869575387858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3597058449785726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491453480697624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434333857140098,0.35978109343649617,0.0,0.0,0.109136740070221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039408191246636,0.0,0.15013154267152615,0.0,0.0,0.17350275453115033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046342772578312,0.0,0.0
anxiety,peach_creep,2019/04/05,"No idea what i’m even doing anymore. For as long as i can remember, i’ve suffered debilitating emetophobia and general anxiety and depression. I’ve developed agoraphobia and haven’t been anywhere in over a year other than a few feet up and down the road. I don’t even know how to approach going somewhere at this point. 

Every day i backslide more and more. I’m struggling a lot to eat or even just do basic things. Right now i’m sitting on the couch, paralyzed even though i need to shower and do something- anything else at all. But i just.. can’t. 

I wake up, i struggle to eat, i shake and shiver and feel like my bodies constricting itself from the tension.. suffer through until lunchtime, try to eat again, suffer through until dinner time. Try to eat some toast. Get worse and more intense until its time to go to sleep. Where i’ve only gotta push through my anxiety and panic once to slip off to sleep and get some relief. 

I had a doctor coming to visit me, but instead of helping me she more so just wanted to bully me into her way or the highway. Each medication she put me on made things substantially more difficult, until eventually the final one she put me on (Prozac) gave me a seizure in the middle of the night. 

I told her i wanted what i had taken briefly before years ago that helped incredibly, (Ativan). And she told me if that’s what i wanted that she was terminating our relationship and “recommended” i find help elsewhere. Knowing full well shes the only doctor in the area who does home visits. 

I feel just.. completely fucking hopeless and aimless. I make tiny progressions and then suddenly backslide for no reason until i’m a complete mess again. I don’t wanna keep living like this. I just don’t know what else is left to do. ",4.981193293885603,6.278776384615388,5.787115384615388,78.6558012820513,69.17751479289942,8.236883629191325,29.17209072978304,8.59863814320734,2.2388753451676533,1390,51,254,22,24,455,189,338,0.125,0.8170000000000001,0.058,-0.9599,1,0,1,0,0,1,41.0,1,0,0,1,19,17,1,5,15,0,16,15,5,4,1,52,43,31,0,6,10,0,2,2,0,1,4,0,3,0,15,18,5,2,9,0,0,10,7,13,1,1,9,2,36,4,44,33,12,53,0,5,0,1,19,22,1,6,21,179,51,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438665275916506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456513309273559,0.0,0.0944101303422171,0.0,0.0,0.07833925745325737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100588126630869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057427273067238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200403506766375,0.19962509247412216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06139437588350793,0.0,0.08199328545995331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948769181451876,0.08330778906432652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38964237041136496,0.15905023890049727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515076460403941,0.0,0.08020782174746041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962692192812269,0.06800896223166411,0.0,0.1042839768141836,0.08700859743612373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800835962549593,0.09947330868362222,0.0,0.10820562624062474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19142620828764828,0.0,0.0954906427075391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074661517461678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461572445064627,0.0,0.0,0.15695382111235096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343213296405873,0.0,0.0,0.09301717353909048,0.0,0.08406095021883432,0.08424660501752691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093333075953593,0.0,0.09007797655806712,0.06354492957867443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590125333247217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07058758349983403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933620681795901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138200580518587,0.06450814670298861,0.14480365596814165,0.0,0.11169350715556814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899922085202758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19139913808106304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787866810432926,0.0,0.10220626171811438,0.107839970753319,0.0812979645955813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905320785436318,0.0,0.0,0.07328752393570784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19904175187046155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648969743554248,0.0,0.09353085302897582,0.0,0.11102060946076912,0.0,0.0,0.18193017832228248,0.0,0.12926542053624612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684494824597788,0.07556317688218668,0.0,0.0,0.08559379548129423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701417034981602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260786580815605
anxiety,fortheloveofcoffee1,2019/04/05,"Anxiety and heart palpitations Hey everyone. Lately my anxiety has been very up and down. (I’m not on any meds & have not be clinically diagnosed)
I do deal with anxiety like everyone else. Lately it’s been very up and down, I have my moments. This week has been crazy.
 The last three days i have been having heart palpitations, nothing super strong and I am not dizzy or don’t feel like I’m gonna pass out. I feel fine, but they do come and go. At least a couple times a day. 

How normal is this when it comes to anxiety and restlessness?? 

Does anyone else experience constant heart palpitations? ",2.36551170568562,5.038629765217394,3.86695652173913,83.09441471571908,81.78260869565217,8.060200668896321,22.759197324414714,8.841846274778883,1.9799899665551841,473,16,92,13,13,156,74,115,0.129,0.815,0.056,-0.7295,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,2,2,6,0,1,3,0,16,5,3,1,0,19,24,10,0,1,5,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,10,0,0,2,0,0,4,4,1,0,1,4,2,8,5,9,18,1,21,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,12,55,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424593424076902,0.0,0.08941142162615012,0.0,0.4023296688007597,0.0,0.0,0.09193440052232507,0.13471757050973465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265180555442657,0.0,0.14208398606017314,0.0,0.0,0.14548095388593613,0.0,0.1695884188504991,0.13555088443576951,0.0,0.1334501980185601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505969416610018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21967059803742647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512709905334602,0.0,0.12861340693441314,0.0,0.0,0.13296123990944314,0.09392987717975504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472354267308796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4674159808847668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717436329892972,0.2966320356139231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12846971045335034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604547787009894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12882322325698525,0.12615932985574674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666748520253393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21697078423690594,0.0,0.0,0.10546593034386864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Andric771,2019/04/05,"It is Driving me mad! This needs to stop! I've had anxiety most of my life but not as severe as it is getting now. It runs in my family, my brother and sister have it pretty bad too. I am also schizophrenic, had it since I was 23. I am 30 years old now. I am worried about health issues that may just be legit but probably are not. 

About a month ago I had the horrible experience of almost passing out while I was doing some dishes one morning. I didn't fully faint but I felt like my head got heavy and my legs gave way and I almost fell into the sink. I was experiencing anxiety at that time , but I assumed the worst. My aunt and my mother are nurses and know their stuff. My aunt immediately came to check me out and did three blood pressure tests and It was all fine. She said since I didn't fully faint that it was probably just from the jitters and nothing to worry about.

I accepted this and felt much better afterwards. About a week later I was at a friends house having a good time watching music videos. All of a sudden I felt dread and I almost fell forward again! I called my grandmother to pick me up and take me to her house so my aunt could come and check me out. Once again, Blood pressure was good, Oxygen was great and they also did a sugar test and that was perfect. So I'm sitting there like...WTF?!!! I did go see a doctor after this episode and had a physical, I was fine, no heart problems and no nerve problems. Said it was anxiety.

This past week I got nervous at my friends house again and when I came home afterwards I laid down to calm myself. I felt this horrible electric jolt shock like sensation come from the top of my head down through my body, It was so terrifying. It was like 1 second and I didn't experience it again since that day.

These horrible little things keep happening when I start to feel 100% better and it's getting worst, Every little strange feeling in my body panics me now.  This is torture. My family are actually starting to get mad at me, my mom dismisses it all as anxiety and she starts to fume when I call her panicking. I can't take it anymore! They just tell me to get over it and that it's life. I'm trying so hard I am a strong person but this is starting to break me.

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How can I recover when I keep getting assaulted by my own mind and body? Even if a doctor gives me a clean bill?

I don't know what to do! I am beyond frustrated and I am not living my life as a consequence.

Thank you all! Sorry about the long post! 

  


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anxiety,Ttrebble0cS,2019/04/05,"Turns out i might have Anxiety So about 8 or so months ago I had to drop out of college due to a cancerous sarcoma growing on the median nerve in my left upper arm. Now 1 surgery latter and after 6 weeks of Radiotherapy I'm still at home even though I will be able to rejoin the course next year once the next opperation happens. While I was having the radiotherapy in February I spoke to a psychologist who told me I might have anxiety due to all the uncertainty I was facing, basically if I don't recover sufficient use back in my hand I am fucked, definitely not idea when I'm 20 but oh well . Sorry for long text.",4.070985663082439,5.286627209677422,6.246236559139785,74.81991039426524,71.25806451612901,10.349820788530467,28.293906810035843,10.504223727775694,3.0413863799283165,490,18,99,15,9,173,91,124,0.08900000000000001,0.851,0.06,-0.3071,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,10,2,1,0,7,0,12,5,3,1,1,12,20,9,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,5,2,12,1,17,11,1,26,0,0,0,1,3,9,1,4,15,65,13,1,0.18443759462569576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16349279930801178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28218851012152196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418211256138725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181929177788928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17050958424365045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309755581299254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850059455318443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20820759451123408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20039198621793705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16322146733111098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39131828293293774,0.0,0.0,0.14721632839293786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3923029485666369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964200188844525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20646278705518986,0.0,0.0,0.14729210131583415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18120900027892972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17623802556432872,0.0,0.0,0.20061514036421055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15929486382850105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479447133045253,0.0,0.16583154763315802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187717639148769
anxiety,-H-B-,2019/04/05,"Panic attacks on the bus For a few months now i‘ve been having panic attack on the bus occasionally. It only happens on the bus drive to school and it always happens the same way:

I sit down (alone) listening to music on my earphones, then someone will eventually sit down next to me. Suddenly i‘m scared that either my breath or my music is too loud and get embarassed because i feel like people notice. My breath starts to shorten rapidly and i barely get any air. 

I turn down my music completely so i can hear myself breathe but it doesn‘t help. I then start sweating andy heads getting dizzy. I continue overthinking how to breathe normally because i‘m scared whoever sits next to me probably can hear me and thinks to themself „wtf is wrong with this guy“. I desperately try to think about anything else but most of the times it‘s worthless. The entire drive (20-30 minutes) i feel like i‘m actually dying. As soon as the bus stops at school it‘s gone and i feel perfectly fine.

Does anyone know any tips what to do in this situation?

I tried not listening to music at all but then i feel bored and sad. Only thing that seems to actually help me is doing literally anything on my phone, but most of the time i don‘t know what to do on my phone. I feel embarassed when i play phone games or browse reddit and get anxious about the person next to me looking at my phone.

So another question i guess would be if anyone knows what i could be doing on my phone without feeling anxious/embarassed ? 

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anxiety,jeezuzkriest,2019/04/05,"Can't visit the store by myself I've always avoided doing this before. Usually I just ask a friend to go with me. But today I have to go to the store and buy stuff all by myself. I know it might sound silly, but for me it's terrifying. There are so many things that could go wrong. Like what if my card declines and the line behind me is huge? Or I meet someone from my school?
This has been on my mind all day and I can't bring myself to do it. It makes me think about how difficult things will get when I move out and have to do this all the time. Am I the only one that has problems with this? ",0.7768604651162789,2.459381666666665,2.4149031007751947,96.89584302325585,81.1705426356589,5.230232558139536,16.176356589147286,5.985473137389443,-0.737522480620155,461,7,111,3,12,151,83,129,0.135,0.797,0.069,-0.8977,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,1,6,0,16,0,0,2,3,24,25,11,0,3,5,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,14,7,0,1,2,0,3,6,2,4,0,1,1,1,17,3,15,21,3,14,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,6,85,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17260972009565387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19393179343500916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17651925220231973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656268606063178,0.0,0.0,0.13378398149582638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160270435783722,0.0,0.10838073599371167,0.0,0.35368499045061674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400559523148207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134648039390347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384702354339045,0.21031528365871205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22006491190032995,0.20945893316258785,0.0,0.0,0.22047975172179696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140569173978051,0.15777023018629455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19849554030462926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20994403084650928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17576631652799002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374733286106809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756326633768265,0.13292150341663855,0.0,0.0,0.12096205025308138,0.0,0.19663230774051696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284698536411209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268070469508082,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SilentNyxx,2019/04/05,"I think I just had an anxiety attack  I don’t know much about anxiety attacks, but I think I had one just a few moments ago. I was just sitting on my chair texting my boyfriend and suddenly I started to feel this extreme dread and anxiety. I had trouble breathing, I couldn’t calm down at all, I was shaking (still shaking slightly), and it was just horrible. I haven't had one before, and don’t even know if this is the right sub to ask something like this, but was my episode an anxiety attack and does anyone know why it happens?   ",10.393396226415096,6.269277113207552,9.773301886792456,72.19221698113208,60.88679245283019,12.864150943396226,46.31132075471698,10.125756701596842,4.660139622641508,418,21,83,6,4,135,63,106,0.276,0.669,0.055,-0.9688,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,7,9,3,3,4,0,13,1,1,0,1,20,22,8,0,2,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,6,0,0,2,4,7,0,2,8,1,14,2,6,13,3,12,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,6,61,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14697563303701872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5073597746986699,0.0,0.0,0.11593432041712767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550047705473655,0.5658794644397677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410873673685821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509658381151982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951226965932302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838357073257724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466203197563722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733653541325155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100367485388403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188534196954605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22470676079012736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159608682617122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764435929112558,0.0,0.0,0.11735723685675802,0.0,0.132411640903298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124815820342692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961271893230724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,monday_red,2019/04/05,"Lack of motivation causing anxiety? Is it possible for lack of motivation to cause anciety?

Lost motivation after having an injury and didn’t out or got to the gym for a few months. Im almost fully recovered but not I have anxiety like never before experienced. Can’t think of anything that could have cause it. ",4.834137931034483,7.195507241379312,7.040896551724138,65.24375862068968,71.41379310344827,10.846896551724136,30.565517241379307,10.793553405168565,4.271761379310344,252,11,40,9,5,89,45,58,0.21600000000000005,0.701,0.083,-0.7331,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,6,1,17,10,3,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,1,1,1,9,6,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,31,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183568608911612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33363254612770266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794458434363332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18555407798969129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6720269695427319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741041785907166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744035161949487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355435888056108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653372078325604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23803963313490695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17405442359136594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681822928353575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458313152206357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972485552572406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NeedyRabbit13,2019/04/05,"I need to stop thinking about some impossible future that can never happen and I need to do stuff thay can help me distract myself from over thinking stuff I can't do physical activities since I have a ligament tear so can't distract myself doing any physical activities at all ....
U guys have any suggestions ",8.810526315789474,8.533946192982455,9.20947368421053,62.876315789473715,60.75438596491228,12.512280701754387,38.29824561403509,11.855464076750405,4.886361403508773,251,11,40,7,3,84,40,57,0.119,0.8320000000000001,0.049,-0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,9,0,0,0,2,9,14,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,7,0,6,14,2,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34973767936425604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546160484835003,0.22739432313837404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17236027452401625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38134261903373934,0.1983276890273897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21271473078067066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149864821793671,0.0,0.0,0.5887437940888803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32953894525900906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Shaundogg83,2019/04/05,"Legal hemp flower has been the best thing I've ever used for my agoraphobia, panic attacks and chronic pain. I've been on every medication for anxiety and depression and chronic pain imaginable. Other than ketamine hemp flower has been the best thing I've found to relieve panic attacks and help me relax. Im always so tense and anxious and it's helping me relax, sleep and even get out of the house for short walks. I usually can't leave without my heart and thoughts racing leading to terrifying panic attacks. I highly recommend it for anyone suffering panic attacks.",7.0577060439560455,8.497462875,7.5639010989010975,67.29538461538462,64.48076923076923,9.404395604395603,36.01098901098901,9.606745405546679,3.9206527472527473,465,22,67,9,7,153,65,104,0.335,0.479,0.185,-0.9717,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,3,17,4,4,3,0,6,7,2,2,1,16,10,9,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,3,2,0,2,2,12,0,0,5,0,6,5,11,5,2,8,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,44,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664325471648537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885181197552466,0.1312125699531522,0.0,0.08121238578939997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5285339861516054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24377732959760445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000368748649037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07671371738969382,0.10506122661349096,0.09785849880666277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734872455898033,0.0,0.0,0.06068179166964632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13763425061085233,0.15570120192900788,0.1227152333875738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13401755342392194,0.0,0.0,0.1254582318631813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298245269410675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170054550831925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471762895061927,0.5450919223867948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623045467746618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15432524703793105,0.0,0.0,0.09220740685964716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003133492817382,0.12791904330903864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196115360948368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,klex02,2019/04/05,"Need advice on what to do in this situation (TW: up chucking)a few times I’ve had mornings where I wake up from being anxious, so the anxiety waking me up. Sometimes it gets so bad I end up feeling like thr*wing up, which makes me even more anxious (SEVERE fear of p*king) and then the feeling becomes more and more dominant. This turns into a loop that I can never seem to get out of and I end up having to deal with it, which sucks. 

Does anyone have any tips of getting yourself out of bad anxiety like that when nothing else it helping?

I hope what I said makes sense haha",2.9447368421052644,4.916914000000002,3.86477192982456,87.65873684210527,75.66666666666667,5.963508771929827,26.31228070175439,6.742157984588678,1.119939649122807,452,17,88,4,10,145,77,114,0.191,0.7020000000000001,0.107,-0.8977,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,1,1,3,1,6,2,2,2,1,15,19,7,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,11,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,3,8,4,20,16,4,18,0,0,0,0,3,12,1,2,8,62,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15908738851797902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071035698398554,0.0,0.2490848509512658,0.3678378943888777,0.0,0.11383434147252765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718643011613689,0.0,0.17980106702427673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16784082539394446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246837354693825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599946117228648,0.0,0.28838697384576695,0.0,0.0,0.10752861667690587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831965424135993,0.16463429467609078,0.1163051659944886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551706267563774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912217154925066,0.0,0.0,0.16169826455990555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15907282590124822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173420484665136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207149814774808,0.1255622745135378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621208332409675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15486116396004726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14820804226129408,0.0,0.18391894719443885,0.0,0.0,0.18299530096451005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16101448895818454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493065317009244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770808893482851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,atkarigais,2019/04/05,"Please share Hey, everyone!

Long story short - I’ve had GAD since I can remember myself because of a rough, lonely childhood, but I’ve only recently come to realise that I have anxiety. Why? Because I was an alcoholic for the last ~6 years (Self medicating).

Now I quit and the anxiety is debilitating at times.

I’m digging through the posts here, but I just wanted to ask you, those who have managed or are current managing anxiety - what has helped you? 

I’m totally against any drugs because I don’t want to end up changing one addiction for another.

Thanks in advance! ",3.070817610062897,5.922264792452832,4.55311320754717,78.15218553459121,80.32075471698113,8.438993710691824,32.41823899371069,9.075114841892004,3.6277823899371056,452,25,78,13,12,150,83,106,0.076,0.8320000000000001,0.092,0.3806,1,2,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,2,3,3,0,0,5,0,9,4,0,0,1,10,16,4,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,2,1,9,2,11,14,1,16,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,1,9,47,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18884814033348474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18513202120823655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178035072061396,0.18164855851199965,0.3975653656083257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16194826983882174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168013384704814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18325618575602445,0.1492237842957258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008937930576064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15343188242320846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16553032826034966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611356762503483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120696941817004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15330461732047065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745127289061617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738629399127752,0.13175052609053314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901564035913774,0.0,0.0,0.16590809819893731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842532534128991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17104542065832473,0.0,0.19623776465234266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18071846015619927,0.0,0.0,0.14329906555063518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15948848962017784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101280665569698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20435310867783305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15631467916379502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155554543882527
anxiety,EndofDays666,2019/04/05,Intrusive thoughts Does anyone else suffer from constant intrusive thoughts? Or fears of becoming violent? I’ve had constant fears of becoming violent during an episode of anxiety for years. Does anyone have days where they struggle to sleep and feel their brain is overactive?,8.26833333333333,11.621787333333335,6.628611111111113,67.57625000000003,64.55555555555556,11.611111111111116,42.361111111111114,11.20814326018867,6.301111111111113,230,14,30,8,4,68,35,45,0.3670000000000001,0.633,0.0,-0.9659,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,1,6,2,3,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,5,6,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,3,1,2,0,6,3,0,5,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,15,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226552573980902,0.0,0.0,0.26006724013902605,0.19054688213360016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4107755767739094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076025424744978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4019321376185829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993440920757488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254848777281317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15535296321807687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4185329187327437,0.09403134874500753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861029772383449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19441483502918971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952767067396593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975772811669645
anxiety,The_GodKing,2019/04/05,"For those who have lessened their anxiety do you find that there are some activities that you didn't enjoy purely because of anxiety? I feel like I don't like parties, clubs, dancing. But I'm not sure if that's because I'm too anxious to let go/try to enjoy myself or if it's because I don't enjoy these things.",4.737923076923078,4.9027926000000015,5.996730769230767,81.01201923076924,69.15384615384616,8.346153846153845,31.634615384615394,8.07648339933343,2.215076923076923,249,10,50,3,4,84,44,65,0.263,0.662,0.075,-0.8592,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,1,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,10,10,4,0,2,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,1,7,6,4,8,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,2,34,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4297177614527962,0.31729443992807244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5136331296784896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420124112253046,0.20064807388196376,0.0,0.0,0.2567030419793867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15962051012053635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28720071735976155,0.0,0.2744302529567681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26470938153681284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18659242343604976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906870565219708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gabfrog85,2019/04/05,"Always suffer before my own party I suffer serious turmoil before any major life milestone which requires a social gathering in honour of me. The problem is I want to celebrate these events but fear them. It happened before my 30th, our engagement party, so badly before our wedding that we cancelled and eloped. Now we are having a baby shower and I feel sick about it. I feel a sense of extreme worry that no one will come, that I don’t have many people who care about me. To the point that I am crippled with fear and worry. I know it sounds silly, but it’s my truth. Comes from a deep seated fear of rejection and maybe putting too much weight on what others think. Does anyone else experience this and if so, how have you managed it?",3.4354117009750813,5.713831176056344,4.292535211267609,83.74244312026002,75.26760563380282,6.059371614301193,22.89490790899241,7.010146845296331,0.9497891657638138,585,17,103,6,13,188,100,142,0.276,0.591,0.133,-0.9804,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,4,1,1,2,7,15,0,4,6,0,8,3,0,1,1,22,17,11,0,3,3,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,15,10,1,1,4,0,0,3,2,10,0,1,0,4,18,5,11,16,3,9,0,3,0,0,10,4,0,1,2,75,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868841178361055,0.0,0.0,0.09700050416291199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973762902314108,0.14615215843100976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909894880189545,0.0,0.0,0.4855066025601289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14543160540670003,0.0,0.0,0.2457445054577908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482575648565655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915792396464238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952988430170665,0.0,0.4815310182115639,0.14424675361128372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613661775477955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839154727191099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075127915794424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446151872411303,0.14330166200319644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048572586355654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665696691903154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888903681544617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348414792005162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648779693189073,0.0,0.14339320770608469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14540413575335745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139834143562707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413312574099265,0.0,0.0,0.17369783180883178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897169208402625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CheetahGirl0716,2019/04/05,"I need some words of support today. Been at a miserable, low paying job for a year today. I’m miserable, I’ve been miserable, I’m starting to make other people in my life miserable. My boss belittles me. Daily. I try really hard but my job is not easy- especially for someone who deals with anxiety on a daily basis. They call my position “the hot seat” bc there’s always something going on- checking in, checking out, scheduling, billing, being yelled at by upset parents over appointments and bills and service. It’s non-stop bs. I took the job originally at a low point in my life where I needed a job really bad needed money had failed at a self venture I had tried. It was originally 10 min down the street from my apartment- I had to move now I’m spending 2.5 + hours daily on my commute. I just want to leave.


I’ve been teetering back and forth about giving my two weeks the last few weeks- I had a mental breakdown last night. Completely lost it. I have been given a way out and have some future plans but for whatever reason I’m having a really hard time quitting and I don’t have an immediate back up job but I know I’m headed somewhere. Please help. I know this is something I ultimately have to do for myself but my anxiety is worse than ever this morning and I’m so confused and sick over this. About to go in now- my stomach is in knots. I just keep second guessing my decision... ",2.6664966555183938,4.867481039855075,4.4971014492753625,81.72777591973247,77.36956521739131,7.579487179487178,25.108138238573023,8.502166056373571,1.939602452619844,1101,40,207,23,26,373,158,276,0.187,0.767,0.046,-0.989,6,0,2,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,1,4,12,12,0,6,14,0,21,5,2,5,1,36,44,12,0,4,7,1,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,8,10,0,1,4,0,7,4,2,11,0,2,12,4,28,1,34,31,3,50,0,8,0,0,8,24,0,4,21,132,36,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743765205137144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607767421004411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16160501026350474,0.08774009432370082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730171045578232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017775054007632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083361793992323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505378314989334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080539411190607,0.11944242426855975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576100735780097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18826783851403564,0.0,0.10784569402585767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07043506325499724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348579834423098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5213943762224587,0.0934027888452918,0.0,0.0,0.11550197245248665,0.17131368928622712,0.0,0.11126795076011922,0.0,0.0,0.14844676339260615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471074135424933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701438612995357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589916383101083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168682623863807,0.0,0.2337536149293365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861347776469236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11668247333715626,0.0,0.0,0.07285146934587458,0.0,0.0,0.1153498130257578,0.099337603083969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176893298969197,0.0,0.0,0.20195699300727524,0.10804304553037763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962470995252717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089036666176209,0.16179638400788768,0.0,0.0,0.07437843969772966,0.0,0.0,0.08785427218127997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924718590378396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061274867114020325,0.0,0.19921319954340644,0.0,0.11675131721695503,0.1426892088643298,0.0,0.1026510308459149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061980802202890616,0.08341016401653477,0.1685828314260003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070887725303382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676701444985596
anxiety,madreee,2019/04/05,"Stressing out because I'm a failure. So many questions to ask but can't find any answers. I know that education doesn't define me in life and that it doesn't mean that if I have good grades then I will have a job but it's hard to think that way when your parents constantly discourage you indirectly. They till me to get good grades to get a job and when they bring up my gpa (2.4) they'll me I'll be lucky to be hired at a low paying job.

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I'm graduating next month and I have this fear that I won't get a job because of my grades, tho, my friends tell me that work places usually don't ask for your gpa. My parents say otherwise.

I'm worried that even if I do get a job, I'll be very bad at it. What if I get fired just a month in? What if I never get a job again? Or what if I keep getting fired from every job?

I don't even know what kind of job I can get or apply for it. I'm bilingual (arabic + english) with a linguistics degree and a TEFL certificate. I know that automatically means I'm a teacher but I don't want to teach. I just want to work.

This fear of failure I am experiencing is because I've always failed school since elementary. I mostly got Cs & Ds (except for Eng I got As) and then the occasional Bs & As in high school. As for college, it's a mess. 

Like I'm supposed to be studying for my midterms but my brain is shutting down and is refusing to study. What if that happens to me when I get a job? What then?",1.3670406097415757,2.9000828649517736,3.3202286530903926,91.77392878408959,78.87138263665595,6.408050494224128,23.41562462784328,7.2427474758485975,0.6681631773252357,1125,37,266,14,27,380,144,311,0.187,0.753,0.059,-0.9908,11,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,3,3,3,10,14,0,3,14,0,22,2,1,0,1,41,52,30,0,8,15,2,3,1,1,3,1,1,0,0,22,8,0,3,9,0,1,1,8,8,0,0,2,5,35,6,33,43,1,28,0,3,0,0,15,12,0,12,15,158,57,26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06182250177201926,0.24150795399473945,0.09028109879206134,0.05052568949554751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891858044428407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620363425771913,0.13587546278502627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294196341864582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802905404186796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814723113735396,0.0,0.06259989104909636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16721347253873162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790770028620666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057403020494735925,0.0,0.3493622152553059,0.0,0.0,0.12463651232265616,0.11884697582628535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06570212843422847,0.0,0.06655707528211037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850069573725693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6635702947763548,0.06604013195032978,0.0,0.07737070198913579,0.12249792959479823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05247939576132507,0.03629861029997564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532725845026639,0.0,0.16186621370468604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860908727263512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05730376693973986,0.0,0.0790175505186768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16499991126046684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762636728891133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323159036679505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059085338407287726,0.0,0.1503885784860848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614606836649101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510895308574291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649403716599817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047607631111160766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818295628065086,0.061304239853139285,0.08764664110074942,0.058974879719860436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818073197979924,0.07545397475149461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028109879206134,0.0
anxiety,HanPotter,2019/04/05,"Struggling with Panic Attacks Looking for some advice - had a really bad patch and my panic attacks are so awful - I have constant breathlessness, feel faint and depersonalisation and I am struggling to even leave the house.

I am terrified and the doctors seem to be at a loss of what to do :( I have had anxiety for about 8 years and seems to always relapse. 

I am on paroxetine 30mg 

Just would really appreciate some advice or support as I cannot cope anymore :( ",4.812508305647839,6.882851313953491,6.078172757475084,73.36732558139536,70.74418604651162,8.635215946843855,30.890365448504987,9.23628265651192,3.0347528239202672,367,16,62,8,7,123,61,86,0.375,0.5710000000000001,0.053,-0.9854,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,9,2,4,4,1,12,2,0,0,0,14,17,8,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,2,2,7,1,12,13,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,5,2,47,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.330059774196218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14052365195852834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919454273929176,0.0,0.16748592054545802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38425612908063933,0.0,0.0,0.14100971593231154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18250183402418085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17285825107061348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115452056590906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539199529257953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19486756824285864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17882203398562574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181864784139644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3962941221898904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21638072790633803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074883145579948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3531050208083212,0.0,0.0,0.19164570017424698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11996918269224638,0.0,0.0,0.10875470246973264
anxiety,awab256,2019/04/05,"Xanax and inderal for public speech Hey everyone,i have ADHD/anxiety ,the medictions i take for adhd make on my edge and im so used to the termors now ,i take inderal 10or 20 mg for my heart beat gets over its normal range .  

I have a PUBLIC SPEECH in two week ,i can't mess that up,should i consdier xanax,or xanax and inderal ,any suggestions?
I Also can not afford for other ""ways"" because other wise I'll shiver and it will be embarrassing.
  
For now i decided not to drink coffee/energy drinks take my ritalin on the event day
",2.94341719077568,4.762710113207547,5.03352201257862,79.95225366876309,75.22641509433963,9.239412997903564,24.041928721174003,9.725611199111238,2.376697274633124,416,13,81,12,9,144,71,106,0.027000000000000003,0.919,0.054000000000000006,0.3839,1,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,4,0,6,6,1,2,0,10,12,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,5,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,3,10,1,11,10,0,10,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,5,47,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4865799352670066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16188881778986014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13766412059258362,0.0,0.1548637719779952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340373303933715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305551355695737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3966224368270953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576499161247216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398888523380102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186667281177575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13512828783607522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19834530554414295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4566223533464509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19775156066163754,0.0,0.0,0.17484059473987293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16068508979780333,0.16238277268394335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dandelionmonster1999,2019/04/05,"first anxiety attack? hey guys! let’s just cut right to chase here, today i think i has my first anxiety attack? (ive never gotten diagnosed with anxiety or anything this is more of a self assessment) also, warning that this is gonna be rambly. 

i’m usually pretty good about controlling my emotions in public but oh man, today was a different story. so i’m a sophomore in college in an upper level spanish class and always feel like my spanish isn’t good enough compared to the native speakers there. i got called on to read and  ended up messing up a lot and quickly apologized out of instinct when i finished. i was so embarrassed about it that i just started shedding tears on the spot. i tried to hold it back but i couldn’t control it; it wasn’t a full on cry but definitely noticeable from the professor as i was in the front row 

i am so ashamed that this was even something i’d cry about, i have always loved participating in my classes since elementary school. i just think it looked silly to the professor that i, an adult college student, would cry for something as silly as stumbling words, but i know it had more to do with feelings of inadequacy and just like a culmination of all the stress of everything going on in life 

i’m dreading going back bc a) im embarrassed and b) i don’t want him to fear encouraging me to participate or be scared to interact with me bc i’m so emotional 

sorry that was a lot but i guess my point is 1) was this a panic attack 2) have you guys ever experienced anything like this 3) HOW DO U STOP YOURSELF FROM CRYING ",2.82739028213166,5.066417652597401,4.642978056426333,80.69136363636366,77.01948051948051,7.495029108822213,27.5038065382893,8.433251757073789,2.208636453201971,1239,52,231,25,29,420,166,308,0.23,0.6559999999999999,0.114,-0.9923,1,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,4,21,22,4,8,17,0,25,3,0,3,3,40,44,22,0,3,11,0,2,3,0,2,2,1,0,5,16,9,0,4,5,1,0,3,5,13,0,2,10,5,26,9,39,28,7,36,0,0,1,1,14,18,0,5,18,162,42,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756843070812999,0.15749764883390788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21720012723853105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15576282142002054,0.0,0.0,0.3230031174649515,0.0,0.1455460465780104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663895768103138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122956716495952,0.0,0.0,0.4158344130386139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605853851489954,0.0,0.09887961490628608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21291658646879644,0.08382376149334854,0.09778936630718536,0.0,0.0625094330568146,0.0856081276638164,0.0,0.0,0.08505715366097667,0.0,0.0,0.10649734329468266,0.09570658248895007,0.06761148996958707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16100303119770915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757322819160263,0.1587606218368957,0.0756929868864188,0.0,0.10425763991687834,0.1874187743818051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222843075430783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05201217287450057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09677674968587484,0.06684767849668083,0.13871031455342794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947453430265171,0.0,0.0,0.16092064637639572,0.08541712256329045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729929095688913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774931120798256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104072450028786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894662571527484,0.0,0.0,0.09628383654823047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094666528112709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082282595458877,0.0,0.0,0.09475206809488827,0.09578166057715308,0.0,0.0,0.0987311167818082,0.0,0.0,0.07828794448212557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457184031891597,0.0,0.10594275814442246,0.06698732812178299,0.0,0.0,0.07912404429865272,0.10841085059248368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212841562803504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17941704636769532,0.0,0.0,0.06425497020693917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423359923752526,0.0,0.05582166487075551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723019201113081,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tinkerbellfell,2019/04/05,"Not sure whether to take this diazepam.. Hi guys

I’m going on a 13 hour flight Tuesday and I’m dreading it because my anxiety is at its peak right now, and with my claustrophobia/agoraphobia I know it’s going to be a rough journey, everything from check in queues to the airport itself will be hard for me

Anyway my GP gave me 7 diazepam tablets (2mg each). I have been given them in the past when I flew and took 2 tablets (so 4mg) and it honestly did nothing to me. I’m not sure why, no sleepiness, no relaxed feeling, nothing. The GP only gave me these 7 tablets and said take up to 3.5 on the way there and 3.5 on the way back.

The thing is, I’m not sure whether its a good idea to use them or not because if they’re not going to have much of an affect, I’d  rather leave it because taking tablets and feeling a bit weird always causes me anxiety. I’d rather take a nytol and try and sleep. My question is, has anyone got experience taking a low dose like this? I read on other posts that the usual dosage is around 10mg.. maybe more.. Has anyone got experience of the effects of taking 7mg?  

Thanks in advance for anyone who can help me, I really appreciate it! ",3.909125000000003,4.496646329166668,5.108333333333333,85.15500000000003,71.125,7.666666666666668,28.75,7.6454224807358475,1.5930000000000004,909,33,193,10,16,302,133,240,0.08,0.804,0.116,0.8894,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,2,2,9,11,0,1,15,0,14,2,1,4,3,35,40,15,0,3,11,0,4,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,15,12,0,0,6,2,1,7,7,3,0,0,10,5,17,8,24,27,4,29,0,1,0,0,10,12,0,3,8,116,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192239515341463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690231024290591,0.0,0.0,0.2317358942365389,0.0,0.0,0.0983444016349492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494692654536183,0.0,0.20202996682077365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060791600625748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348621372671665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928601915441064,0.2161276061874612,0.0,0.0,0.11171694764294286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883530744040172,0.09265952046486088,0.17671071796768692,0.0,0.0,0.1093856496617359,0.0,0.0,0.09896211895305004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404773075765657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879366296999944,0.0,0.0,0.12471058285975299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06071307785425468,0.0,0.0,0.11697496785107166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05397153308060288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098498836444848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121037444308643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21200366750133212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401970314645632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545898950269399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580260719937618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375505551615243,0.0,0.11050290679774027,0.0,0.0707718398183245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434334797782552,0.10508513174662563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055279351949013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123585170752439,0.0,0.4983717354633577,0.0,0.0,0.1017087062252489,0.0,0.0,0.07339335984691954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273958030795808,0.07500392298759874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954132118055159,0.12167041436254968,0.0,0.0,0.17537666844105926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996847096591542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cooliojulio-,2019/04/05,"In need of advice Hi everyone. This is my first post on this sub and I just need help with dealing with my acne and anxiety. I have been dealing with acne for as long as I can remember. It got so bad that I actually did one round of accutane; suffering through monthly derm appointments and pregnancy tests. I thought that after that, my face would be clear! And it was, for about a year or so after finishing my round of accutane.  Once I began to notice a few white heads and just bumps on my face, I immediately freaked out and started again on my hunt for clear skin, this time without accutane or a dermatologist. I am subscribed to several skin care youtubers and follow skin care centered instagram accounts and more. I have become more cautious about ingredients only sticking with drunk elephant (which is pricey), farmacy, youth to the people and other “clean beauty” brands with the hopes of finding my way back to clear skin again. The only downfall of my journey to clear skin is myself. I have been battling anxiety and depression for so long and I have issues with mindlessly touching my face and fixating on every bump or scab I have. Once I feel a pimple or a blackhead, I sit myself in front of a mirror and scour my entire face, picking at ever discolored spot or pimple I see until my face is red and irritated and completely picked at. I hate to look at myself once I’ve done that. I look at myself with such disappointment and oftentimes disgust. Please help in any way you can. I’ve talked to my therapist and psychiatrist about this issue, have been prescribed new medications to help with this compulsive touching and picking, but I just can’t stop and it’s ruining my self-esteem and mental stability. I’ve tried cutting my nails, I’ve tried rubber bands, I’ve tried stress balls etc. Please, I will take any and all suggestions.",5.9251541425818886,7.297706867052027,6.300130057803467,75.57144749518305,67.03468208092485,9.58169556840077,31.75770712909441,9.827888789773867,3.1823452793834286,1480,60,259,33,24,477,178,346,0.101,0.8190000000000001,0.08,-0.7154,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,0,1,14,14,4,1,9,0,23,14,11,3,6,58,39,33,0,4,10,0,10,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,14,30,1,1,4,3,1,3,2,11,0,2,9,15,38,3,48,27,5,39,0,4,7,0,10,13,0,6,19,177,52,1,0.0,0.0,0.1037043478790826,0.0,0.0,0.10384597180322287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453470783303993,0.0,0.1625927652057213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171519445712827,0.08873114586803281,0.0,0.11736704405253524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21669902418078632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142224236180746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21911974020894096,0.0915303343014765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875127133230478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185193212183804,0.0,0.09612744507505326,0.08953719438067836,0.1015456933330162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05373338666893971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712900228056713,0.0903933450054672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499395604193709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491978321088137,0.10906384454686764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136919473386656,0.0,0.0,0.10555024869378844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22183687731035492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18809149743816295,0.17848034151721365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705600743049873,0.10709532769050008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482382895934829,0.0,0.0,0.1575959562793418,0.0,0.10263638409909093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098928311684115,0.0,0.3395227608497948,0.0720114116634228,0.16164649293524658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736743492590841,0.0,0.0,0.2333054497907933,0.0,0.0,0.1017774388429624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038337674532745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468355979795858,0.0,0.11086295500950848,0.12005503379215796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521856721406772,0.0,0.0,0.08884661339988177,0.12173211084341334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990193589401136,0.0854159302975433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338784816660772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436663766569459,0.061966985718977005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164513915181932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16870461531355951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244064333771276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549127362432442,0.0,0.0,0.0684344997426176
anxiety,Deckard_Didnt_Die,2019/04/05,"A technique I find helpful. My anxiety got the worst this winter that it's ever been. I could barely leave my house and spent a lot of days just watching shows in my room on my laptop actively panicking at nothing.

My path to recovery has been long, but along the way the only thing that made a difference was acceptance. This sounds so exceptionally cliche, but it's genuinely true.

When I felt adrenaline in my body my first reaction was to run from it or to fix it in some way. There was something poisonous INSIDE of me and I had to get it out. I had to stop feeling this way. I had to escape.

But I couldn't escape my reality and this torment followed me everywhere. The thought of spending the rest of my life broken like this filled me with a dread I can't properly describe, feeding back into the cycle I felt utterly trapped in. Anxiety grew to frame every single challenge I faced. No longer was the question ""Can I do this?"". The question was ""Can I do this with my anxiety, and will this give me a panic attack if I try?""

So what changed? I accepted it. I learned to sit with my anxiety. I learned that not only can I not run from it, I shouldn't even try to run from it. When I feel anxiety now I center myself on that feeling. I sit and breathe and I feel it. I completely let myself feel that anxiety. 

Before I viewed this feeling in my chest as a monster inside me I couldn't run from. Now I see it as a scared child that needs my help.

Think of your anxiety as a scared version of your younger self. Lost inside you looking for someone to hold them and tell them it will be ok. Be strong and brave and calm for that younger version of you. Hold them tight. Hold your anxiety. Tell your anxiety it will be ok. Realize your anxiety is even more scared than you are. Don't be afraid of it. Hold it until it stops feeling scared. Soon you won't feel scared either.

It gets better everyone, I promise. Keep at it.",1.9405769230769248,4.223654291666668,3.307291666666668,88.88802884615384,80.30208333333334,6.750961538461539,25.210737179487186,7.882392219407189,1.5017977564102565,1504,59,308,27,39,490,179,384,0.189,0.675,0.13699999999999998,-0.9768,1,1,1,0,0,0,46.0,0,9,3,5,13,24,2,8,16,2,33,7,4,1,2,63,57,22,0,6,10,0,11,1,0,5,2,1,1,2,35,15,1,8,20,1,2,7,9,12,0,1,17,16,59,12,45,27,9,39,0,1,4,0,21,13,0,6,15,226,94,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6044057186716789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988251242145869,0.0,0.060751941539055276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06722961962883149,0.0,0.0,0.06987577179599111,0.0,0.08775959503452782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357952897890543,0.0,0.08283792994785542,0.0,0.0,0.06308111268292528,0.0,0.0,0.05095334404706276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254609074484567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436750463494457,0.07146686686968959,0.06656728206698273,0.07549511527072042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195887949401668,0.0,0.15171930712903905,0.0,0.07221148413703661,0.06720379542354196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825563848140332,0.07579125671812112,0.0,0.0,0.06318956814502646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059142123920546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116412360179936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022555499067147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365760478251455,0.0,0.0807905893356547,0.05580538051750125,0.03859910600455976,0.0,0.0,0.06991920983772337,0.06634645701916038,0.0,0.08624609152020618,0.06716940742080457,0.0,0.07475886943350096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058583109214145015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580989058637977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017762857980635,0.0,0.0926983557699056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17701311168368195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39550178358983545,0.0,0.06295880109376505,0.0,0.08242212242569102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694285442697041,0.060823884398449934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13210772608623006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811219046481374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052489116300092384,0.05062485821631868,0.0,0.06272318230854836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728190247375577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18813758557979146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Throwitawayayaya9,2019/04/05,"I hate how... I hate how inferior I always feel. I hate how I struggle to be a team player at work because I am so insecure. I hate working so hard and still feeling like I’m coming up short compared to everyone else. I hate chasing this feeling of security and comfort that I know I’ll never catch. I hate how ugly and fat I feel and that I’ve never felt comfortable in my own skin. I hate how deficient I feel compared to everyone else, like there’s something inherently wrong with me. I hate that I am so anxious about being disliked that I can’t connect with people. I hate that anytime I’ve ever had a friend, I’ve pushed them away. I hate how I need to be the best and can’t be satisfied with being my best. I hate how I struggle with every day tasks like parking and cooking, where others excel. I hate how I can’t do math. I hate how I’m not comfortable around people and how people are not comfortable around me. I hate how I can’t seem to connect with other people, but people who have bullied me and done me wrong have no problem making friends and finding success. I hate how hard I hold on to grudges. I hate how I’m probably going to be on my third job in two years. I hate how therapy and medication don’t work. I hate how I don’t even know who I am without my constant anxiety because I’ve never lived without it. I hate how I’m to blame for everything bad in my life. I hate how I haven’t done anything of value in my 24 years on Earth. I hate how I feel like I’ve fallen behind my peers even though they have active social lives and I do nothing except for work. I hate how I can’t stop comparing myself to others. I hate how I constantly need approval and validation. I hate how I come home depressed every night. I hate how I can’t think of three good things about myself. I hate how much of a struggle every day is and how things have no reason to get better. I hate how I’m just getting older and older and more alone. I hate how I can’t even picture myself getting married, having kids or even being in a relationship. I hate how much I want to give up, but can’t. ",2.7134726166328598,4.040824204597701,4.4548782961460445,85.91103955375256,74.77011494252874,6.956727518593644,25.89756592292089,7.5105763829236425,1.2899695740365118,1639,57,341,20,34,555,171,435,0.344,0.545,0.111,-0.999,2,1,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,2,11,45,56,29,4,5,0,33,5,2,29,4,84,89,49,0,4,9,0,10,4,2,0,3,0,1,1,14,24,2,3,13,2,0,6,20,39,0,3,4,10,69,17,42,78,6,37,0,2,0,0,11,16,0,2,19,237,83,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03321828283820849,0.0,0.0,0.02668756846725772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024535999149584087,0.03623371806612248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026393606457476747,0.05710410281681401,0.0,0.0,0.030133936414310225,0.0,0.02677987937292386,0.03910319179541755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673179332948475,0.028366241820658437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055256643983189635,0.0,0.06931972124319444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04136927125556592,0.0,0.02762470029635919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06564427630096607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05358628035263351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473649159359632,0.029012150788246812,0.0810694567769058,0.061294856314434334,0.02882542855419021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973033943751627,0.04582636708791794,0.030795413376256832,0.0,0.029314430003581582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04955952916075677,0.0,0.05027095190400215,0.030767647507847225,0.018228004759835246,0.02690157596984006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057462783053392134,0.9183070297501562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03217215130610753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031827817393140403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035253311652490835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022654331794359092,0.06267760895340196,0.0,0.056642651734126276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0214091876562441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032310491846904835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04715515570681899,0.047563915213021515,0.07421075626843578,0.0,0.0,0.03009863460301305,0.0,0.030775211972603658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117799543416833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03458045962751123,0.030689832063857725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032976710917499645,0.0,0.0344347385586001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029198342532650558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03269470683806059,0.0,0.02469160581661283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02561379179520414,0.026814728540531862,0.0,0.10058998205229844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036678632359359635,0.0,0.042616172319874315,0.020551285994998208,0.03151187037931566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03133096954988476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.018917672920509956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06183506466937245,0.0,0.0933990249115294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07013427275129028,0.0,0.04130832821159237
anxiety,stellarpup,2019/04/05,"My catastrophic thinking is in full force tonight. Who needs sleep anyways?! My anxiety has been bad this week. Thinking about death and disaster a lot. Not fun. 

Could use some support and maybe some distraction? What’s something cool that happened to you today? ",3.868952380952383,7.166698244444442,2.912698412698415,85.63000000000002,88.77777777777777,6.126984126984127,30.87301587301588,7.447530270364453,2.6196349206349203,211,11,34,4,7,61,41,45,0.366,0.5529999999999999,0.081,-0.9554,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,1,1,1,4,1,1,1,0,11,10,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,3,3,3,8,4,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,3,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227398861506429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24311002157636305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232470994618156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574756215098171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24753746861623155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29251366609015217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21589463291954086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29137456700632924,0.0,0.0,0.2241524967024676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304097876967806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731326427644418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759897035249225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251472462987687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335544319919225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lillablomst95,2019/04/05,"Therapy without parents knowing? Over 18 I've been thinking about going to therapy for a long time, but my mental health has really declined the last year or so (especially my anxiety) and I really need to see someone. I'm 23 and have 3 more years on my parents' very good insurance, so I really want to take advantage of it as a poor college grad, but I'm terrified my parents will find out. My dad ""doesn't believe"" in mental illness and it's ""all in your head"" and my mom has a very stereotypical view on people who go to therapy; neither of them know I have anxiety.

From what I've read, HIPAA prevents my parents from knowing anything about my treatments etc because I'm over 18. However my dad pays for our insurance and his name is on all of our cards, so I'm just afraid something will get sent to him.

So, is there any precaution I can take so I can guarantee my dad won't find out?",6.959751707014277,5.738246452513972,7.8560521415270035,74.16286157666045,64.92178770949721,11.754438237119805,38.32464307883302,10.980518767755715,4.139975294847921,701,33,139,17,9,238,105,179,0.086,0.8390000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.6305,5,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,2,1,1,1,9,3,0,1,4,0,13,3,1,0,2,24,30,14,0,2,5,8,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,6,1,2,3,4,1,0,0,2,2,21,2,25,25,5,17,0,0,2,0,17,9,0,1,5,87,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803682456307196,0.0,0.1808187872344972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725424021435128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204303841815626,0.0,0.0,0.13315136100982244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318048801215004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160335778218361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0617455498822261,0.0,0.13433183194554854,0.09912598855069713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128948097502686,0.12562261637321973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948502592091674,0.09633462256018084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458791451408443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382006019391554,0.0,0.0,0.13841407577642215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876309276474766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.524911328459821,0.0,0.0,0.081932959725871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821461862848202,0.0,0.2271324699830521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417626031510584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013576458295904,0.0909827676348748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17771726961852896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4054564344540958,0.0,0.0,0.07572666160994455,0.0,0.0,0.06891324587601365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19502610477609905,0.06970718114904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392384444910775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15221148656649086
anxiety,testymctester99,2019/04/05,"Stress and anxiety help I’m in a very stressful career, as a tech company founder, and experiencing personal relationship challenges as well. 

Over the last 1-2 years, I’ve started experiencing symptoms of anxiety and panic attacks. For example, I used to have no issues with flights, but now every flight tends to induce some level of anxiety. It was extremely troubling the first time it occurred, I genuinely thought I was having a heart attack on the flight, but after multiple tests and ECGs no heart problems were detected. 

I always believed in enduring stress, pain and hardship and just powering through, but I never thought stress would actually have a physiological reaction on my body and cause so much problems.  Now that it seems to be affecting my productivity, I am looking for some possible solutions. 

Is going to a psychologist or therapist the best way forwards? Is medication effective and are there side effects?",10.902216981132078,10.667555220125788,10.714709119496856,53.64300707547171,56.54716981132076,14.490880503144655,48.176886792452834,13.427899808715575,7.0824396226415125,756,45,107,26,8,250,110,159,0.261,0.65,0.08800000000000001,-0.9842,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,7,6,14,2,5,9,0,12,6,3,7,1,30,21,15,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,9,0,0,6,0,0,2,3,11,1,1,5,3,8,3,18,14,4,19,0,0,1,0,3,8,0,4,10,77,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.11669074649090587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949836249239348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27443021725567085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272074167503651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134723304986465,0.12548959148202524,0.0,0.0,0.1328240506201974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228394061362819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007495082382184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171287050372103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795885609932162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834006904842274,0.08015052201771075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480822329040528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747191945693913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004152897710682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046211830931935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790348925303282,0.0,0.09222582088598713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723927875235755,0.14029885956455015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441077899578537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480607538095465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288397340706977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283818757650367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108859196859955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463782799560271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5479041593432279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428718681877535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883911721093958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18986293495845602,0.06972681444147273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327688175383758,0.0,0.09866426146456896,0.0,0.09491534299195538,0.0,0.0,0.1075148609587578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494468412301229,0.0,0.0,0.07700422425884114
anxiety,LeDestrier,2019/04/05,"Crippling “Performance” Anxiety Heh, well not the kind you might think. Long time listener, first time caller so to speak. It’s good to know you’re not alone, and we all experience anxiety in different ways.

I’ve always lived with anxiety, but perhaps only recently really taken it for what it is and realised its held me back for too long and that I need to take steps to do something about it. I work in the music industry. My day job can be a high pressure environment with unique and acute demands. But I'm about to embark on an international tour with a reasonably well known band working as a live tech. This terrifies me. No one amongst the group really knows that doing this work is an enormous trigger for my anxiety. The thing is I'm not in the band; I'm not onstage in front of thousands of people performing (well briefly on and off stage).

But I go next level with the anxiety. The ""catastrophising"" thought, the future thought. It all centres on what could go wrong, not what could go right. Every perceivable permutation goes through my mind and creates a ball of stress in my stomach. A certain level of preparedness is necessary but this is beyond useful and has made me purposefully say no to this work previously. Thing is I've done it before, with the same people and same setup. 120 shows over a six months. I only ever had one tech glitch and guess what? No--one noticed or cared.  But I was completely unprepared back then. It was basically having a 2 hour panic attack every day, then stressing in between. I was a nervous and emotional wreck by the end. I was in a position where I didnt have control but I was responsible for the things I couldn't control. I didn't want to say no to it this time because I don't want the fear to beat me. Things are a bit better in check this time as I've been taking various steps to improve my automatic response to these situations. But I find that rational reassurances dont help a great deal.

I'm writing because i find it helpful to release these thoughts but also because I'm curious as to some of the things people do to help deal managing such a type of anxiety. I know such a question and answer is as long as they come, but what has helped you?",5.2845206252014165,6.332063025700936,6.04623590074122,78.00079439252339,68.27570093457943,9.548308088946179,31.814695456010323,9.753983421225431,3.039113341927168,1757,73,331,39,29,576,217,428,0.145,0.7490000000000001,0.106,-0.9562,2,1,1,0,0,0,44.0,1,2,1,11,15,19,1,6,28,1,33,1,1,6,4,70,61,30,0,6,15,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,31,18,0,3,14,4,1,7,13,8,3,5,16,4,28,11,53,40,7,50,0,0,0,0,21,20,0,5,21,227,59,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07904812707066387,0.0,0.061035874629132826,0.06350726537195696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35032360727890505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868289986070352,0.0,0.11737611922850405,0.0,0.1395782898668075,0.0,0.06494567621487256,0.0,0.0,0.06750193256159047,0.08332549336845214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781689399359208,0.0,0.0,0.06574593630194367,0.08002373665664039,0.0,0.17120658824547552,0.12187620701106035,0.0,0.0,0.09844468562563126,0.15737235236940628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974181189654032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810543849864439,0.08945057247901833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858536635884939,0.06759996615882975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903897450908328,0.12861167953930588,0.0,0.0,0.07465902741897297,0.0,0.08588515564643427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395165908613337,0.06492072931669733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13012921018687718,0.06401652987369533,0.0,0.08414692716722838,0.08407893900990929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20463213037777464,0.08063996721539328,0.0,0.0,0.07516327238309939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573929591510865,0.0,0.0,0.07947917930203419,0.12583619716620947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347900959753539,0.2026316847421128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07221914024240443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080967171207773,0.07706497667403607,0.0,0.060920688786797475,0.0,0.0,0.056592907466796384,0.0,0.0,0.08117090712920398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689480955677245,0.0,0.0,0.10343755647125516,0.11609492061841338,0.0,0.08954918133883827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587393126853597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549978640861823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778957575469584,0.07847326870191842,0.07536024759334217,0.0,0.0,0.06517985117888954,0.0,0.12139101971838374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579081078080614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058757558410735086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17485662062262314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147715454437818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535297069097697,0.048905016394453306,0.0,0.18177699852538373,0.17801938433366027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591899778079863,0.0,0.0,0.09003515444703686,0.0605820409930992,0.0,0.0,0.20587197523553846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22225766531768298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344776476639193,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kmarble18,2019/04/05,"Relationship I have been dating this girl for 6 weeks and because of my anxiety I'm always thinking that she doesn't want to be with me anymore, if I ask what's wrong she says nothing and when I ask her how she thinks out relationship is going she says great, but I always have that feeling that she's just trying to spare my feelings. Sometimes when I'm moving over to sit closer to her she is Snapchating a friend about not being sure, and then when she sees me looking at he screen she deleted that message.  Guys am I just over thinking this? It's causing me a lot of stress and I love this girl but I don't know want to do.",3.1129230769230785,4.44760367692308,3.9123076923076923,90.16769230769232,73.76923076923076,6.123076923076923,25.30769230769231,6.2581,0.6751384615384617,498,16,106,3,10,159,78,130,0.093,0.7959999999999999,0.111,0.7516,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,2,0,11,1,0,2,1,24,27,12,0,3,6,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,9,6,0,0,6,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,7,22,4,14,24,1,14,0,0,3,1,23,5,0,2,6,74,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760793263925744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691081478435648,0.0,0.1645253289392043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31018275719334354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112932229029538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042200319206868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16776510011745732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817167517360575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428313564328733,0.0,0.0,0.18290212020837296,0.0,0.16426419495067068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117269849881576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931176787774285,0.0,0.0,0.14103976784156375,0.14972859489816218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17632234530252386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15918272587120702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35622276482124143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638560388144012,0.0,0.0,0.13219849676829928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640764575423179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19003454862226013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15635603787157076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31890045739618084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263322991452525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957007961672164,0.0,0.13307263361240118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18138241782840575,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Aditya_Yaligar,2019/04/05,"Anxiety due to uncertainty of life We don't know what happens the next second of our lives. This fact makes me anxious all the time. Suddenly an earthquake might occur or a terrorist might appear from nowhere and start shooting at me. I also have OCD which makes things worse. You can't really know what's going to happen next, that's a fact. Then how can I ever be anxiety free? Help me I'm losing my mind!! ",1.91,4.431124444444446,3.361975308641977,86.98888888888894,82.33333333333334,6.562962962962962,21.34567901234568,7.793537801064563,1.1210345679012352,324,10,63,6,9,106,64,81,0.214,0.718,0.068,-0.8953,0,0,0,1,0,0,9.0,2,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,5,0,7,1,0,3,4,16,17,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,1,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,9,2,6,14,1,11,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,4,8,41,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531320930623124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929740777191647,0.21632581718072025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732109637764645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882648084995146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33866266186375915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283497067214626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104725062339648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525293841373506,0.0,0.0,0.16908653841853835,0.0,0.0,0.21422498419614736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556381327723907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4062749152598497,0.19334729372847675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072972159402372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226714821896285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553549156394476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272154610987975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165761568224508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951416228259745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,freoted,2019/04/05,"DAE experience procrastination and trouble making decisions? I’ve been on a high dose of Zoloft for a couple of years now. Under the guidance of my psych, I’ve reduced the dose recently as I was really struggling with fatigue.

The fatigue has got so much better. I have noticed an upswing in anxiety symptoms like waking with a start, things like that. 

I’ve also noticed a much greater tendency to procrastinate, stay up later scrolling and scrolling etc - I’m actually less productive than when I was really tired! Anyone else? What helps? ",5.294583333333332,8.129711791666669,5.901250000000001,71.75208333333337,71.70833333333334,8.85,33.583333333333336,9.444778638647367,3.8157583333333336,436,22,67,11,9,141,71,96,0.155,0.716,0.129,-0.4151,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,1,8,0,5,8,1,1,0,6,9,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,7,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,0,4,3,13,5,5,12,0,2,0,0,1,5,0,0,8,44,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.18384062036102355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15065472324592266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14411717267865468,0.0,0.0,0.13172606350088298,0.19302693166896373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16661488068162106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20844899472743295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737494877843994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21010368401293708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18428072313141727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15067200098404887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627326615949075,0.19904346447419707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18407483097699207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575121051946053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27697538120446497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42896455780562304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24137380780037165,0.0,0.18601154343907986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13334279943040592,0.2007977520040261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19694522763327268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19580844424087046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251573703537306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21652559759240916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213164263994832
anxiety,rach_f,2019/04/05,"Terrified of Death I almost lost my father to a heart attack about two years ago. Ever since then I have been TERRIFIED of dying. I’ve always had anxiety, but that is what really made me go off the deep end. Lately I’ve been having at least one panic attack a day. I constantly think something is wrong with me health wise (I do have heart issues, which is mostly what I freak out about), my husband keeps telling me to stop being a hypochondriac and that I’m over reacting. How do I make this feeling go away? ",3.629232673267328,5.2586203762376265,4.638700495049509,84.29191212871288,72.96039603960395,7.822277227722773,22.525990099009906,8.472884824447931,1.3358009900990098,402,10,78,7,8,131,73,101,0.279,0.6679999999999999,0.053,-0.9751,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,2,1,4,0,12,3,2,4,1,15,21,4,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,2,5,1,11,1,12,15,2,17,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,2,9,54,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14913613089630434,0.0,0.1684697769970182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13999058601320433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870445292098592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38279848224439456,0.15806863119431255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18180952699030029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850198910236217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17460834018753912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14901222437497855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521842649446681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506806715621727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19123128967792535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17883307771387946,0.0,0.3987344891275645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17560064186007487,0.0,0.14954096820941448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18978398474229696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18365570812395346,0.0,0.0,0.15919438043333348,0.11230265244064168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400494149271788,0.0,0.0,0.1973954050643509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777995191340314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13917128677113896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952069320648218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14065760868321522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705067611338096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780249887862424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643477109213358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18394590638912364,0.0,0.10834214965408584
anxiety,charlieewe,2019/04/05,"Finally articulated my overthinking! Thought I might share this paragraph for those who struggle to explain their thought process. I find that articulating my thoughts and writing them down/saying them to a friend help me feel better about the situation. This is the best description of my overthinking and worrying.  

When I’m overthinking it starts off with a thought and that’s like the base thought or the starting point. And then it’ feels as if I cross a bridge and start questioning myself/things in general and make assumptions based on my assumed answer to those questions that I’m asking myself. And then I end up attaching emotion to those assumptions. And then I just keep creating more in my mind and I don’t know how to stop that bridge from initially forming because I have a massive urge to answer all these questions in my head so that they go away and leave my head alone. It’s like a chain reaction because I need an answer that provides me with enough comfort and relief to stop the circular loop of questions. A small part of me always thinks that I’m right, which is why it can be really hard to rationalise my assumptions/accept that I’m just being paranoid or anxious. When I’m thinking these things in my head it feels like reality. ",7.469883507050888,8.1110689527897,6.80286020846107,75.93219957081544,63.33476394849785,10.433966891477622,36.38534641324341,10.290406445055957,3.7691449417535257,1018,46,180,22,14,314,131,233,0.08199999999999999,0.7879999999999999,0.13,0.9371,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,4,2,7,10,0,1,12,0,8,3,3,2,1,50,33,22,0,2,5,0,4,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,23,13,0,3,21,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,5,4,25,9,25,25,6,25,0,0,0,0,15,11,0,9,15,122,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100632784095011,0.0,0.0,0.08842483799029577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005442360602425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934775055631392,0.0,0.09984380737849424,0.0,0.0,0.12956194955173286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115234112231223,0.09398684411667624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953902044470907,0.0941233419630678,0.10980492644693916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611993406983796,0.07591903867908557,0.0,0.11641317569875735,0.09712850861721538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210364579095654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060395474760177474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519670718974696,0.0,0.32718987067212424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123028707930266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445732219152367,0.0,0.0,0.05840300466708692,0.0,0.0,0.11252418481794572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15575390722060348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093579740431671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273527453350728,0.1073020234333163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787975776447303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507964395176147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045914149071082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4761851871345341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807904058381188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075367592933556,0.0,0.08450986819544831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194515068459976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256545547350241,0.0,0.0,0.17769232366442947,0.0,0.11109608177472677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07060081434122926,0.1361865646793173,0.0,0.42183104433871976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589180402674644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792195886424827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sawingthisdoorinhalf,2019/04/05,"Trigger dealing with alcohol I have many random triggers and things that make my anxiety flare up. A huge one is alcohol, specifically when other people drink it. My anxiety is actually really bad at this moment because my mom and her friend are drinking. Every time my parents come home drunk or tipsy, I go and hide in my bathroom with a pillow for an hour or so before they go to sleep (where I am currently). It’s even worse if someone that’s not my family is over. I don’t mind if someone drinks one or two beers or such, but when it gets to the point where they are starting to act out and become tipsy, I instantly want to start crying for some reason. Nothing has ever happened to me to make me afraid of alcohol so I don’t know why I’m reacting like this. Does anyone deal with this specific trigger?",5.4394375,5.906144068749999,6.506249999999998,76.91375,67.6875,9.65,31.0,9.642632912329526,2.8653875,641,24,120,13,10,215,108,160,0.09,0.856,0.053,-0.5989,2,0,7,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,0,9,4,0,1,4,0,10,9,1,7,1,30,22,15,0,3,8,2,0,1,1,0,3,0,2,0,10,9,8,0,2,5,0,4,3,2,0,3,0,0,17,2,17,22,1,22,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,8,10,83,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.12310574926682613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4044530372988459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19301123429611527,0.0,0.0,0.08820812132487646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533130402714272,0.07690083525169186,0.1393245142833037,0.10734570723732577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866842015721656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385715923785587,0.0,0.2601134894462305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039610205694378,0.0,0.0,0.37074158034395616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332193205529018,0.1141113308466888,0.1062881511422737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892448702986395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746440155275,0.0,0.06590899638987921,0.0,0.143389705713733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155542989538733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265403254152471,0.0,0.12423389981407085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06932961190606557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06163129221410995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16841432499311426,0.12789790680331548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273771389635326,0.14774721154896905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104584802811068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709671574990082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14007640598575294,0.0,0.0,0.0874576249962107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925402351589162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081593557587742,0.12970483978274588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624269005496533,0.0,0.21377565699826592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785814821662392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380950751473995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356000363298232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323176789439548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440747324242787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383218373854305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285592424333606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thatpinkgajah,2019/04/05,"Anxiety: do you learn to overcome it or just not trigger it? When it comes to anxiety, do you learn to overcome/fight it? Or do you just avoid it? Like for example, if there's something you have to do at your job that gives you anxiety, do you overcome or just avoid it?",3.343,4.390827618181824,4.361590909090912,88.28238636363638,72.81818181818181,8.40909090909091,30.113636363636363,8.841846274778883,2.218727272727272,209,9,46,4,4,68,28,55,0.174,0.784,0.042,-0.7149,1,2,1,0,1,0,9.0,0,7,0,0,5,3,0,2,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,14,8,5,0,1,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,6,8,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,4,2,36,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7760548752613511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29128756004801504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32438571454700466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355631685819396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652037335748652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603255316836328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,joshstw,2019/04/05,Interview I got a call today to set up and interview with Walmart. (I'm currently a college student so I am just looking for a better job than fast food.) I didn't answer at first because I get so anxious every time the phone rings. Finally an hour and a half later I called back only because I told my girlfriend and I didn't want to let her down by not calling back. I now have an interview set up for tomorrow morning and I am already freaking out about it. I'm slowly starting to back out of it but I really don't wanna disappoint anyone including myself. ,2.2129123089300085,4.4221496637168185,4.4977795655671775,81.11260659694287,78.91150442477877,7.2949316170555125,28.85679806918745,8.296473431620573,2.4501221238938062,444,21,81,9,11,154,77,113,0.049,0.899,0.053,0.3428,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,8,3,0,0,7,0,7,1,0,0,0,13,15,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,7,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,4,2,13,1,17,10,0,22,0,1,1,0,10,6,0,0,14,61,15,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930968012409698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197679661954536,0.0,0.12235136446989675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4036506801905401,0.0,0.21333459959464596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547572093980378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5360280394829587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742973916589094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19168404235318487,0.0,0.14883945569958856,0.21158872410506874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914207843679468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399489548071436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17232185571308908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736424667086338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17893077714708125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469406673848171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308156713735014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209784133370124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385304030919116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203331257626183,0.0,0.16586231529891576,0.16720263779827302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320881729742623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,newyorkgyal,2019/04/06,Being around my family gives me intense anxiety. I mean even my immediate family. I love them but always end up feeling shitty after being around them. Has anyone been through this? How did u overcome it?,3.0194594594594584,6.104042297297301,4.836540540540541,73.56724324324324,85.48648648648648,7.284324324324325,23.616216216216216,8.238735603445708,2.4363340540540546,163,6,24,4,5,55,31,37,0.161,0.705,0.134,-0.4784,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,6,9,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,7,1,5,5,0,5,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,22,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231769343464565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21308394659944704,0.0,0.0,0.1947631150339296,0.0,0.0,0.4959230525337538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24670562782218555,0.0,0.0,0.18397443221769552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5251694107040523,0.0,0.14083925666784705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672029664895004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25139512321232793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034140078783544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SquareFlaneur,2019/04/06,"I knew reading something would trigger my anxiety; like an idiot I read it anyway Today my co-worker asked me if I had read a ""terrifying"" article about a drug-resistant pathogen. I told him ""nope, and I don't plan to!"" because I knew it would make me wildly anxious and there wouldn't be anything I could do about it.

Cue me, five hours later: I read the article, and now all I can think is that I HAVE THE THING FOR SURE.

Why oh why did I do this? Just when I think I have my health anxiety under wraps and have thrown out my last rubber glove, my stupid brain decides to try to test its strength again a known trigger. Anxiety is the worst.",4.7741538461538475,4.948022223076926,5.361346153846156,85.56740384615388,69.07692307692308,8.653846153846155,29.32692307692308,8.472884824447931,1.8885384615384613,499,17,107,7,8,161,83,130,0.14300000000000002,0.7879999999999999,0.069,-0.8156,0,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,8,6,2,0,7,0,16,2,1,3,2,22,23,6,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,3,0,1,5,0,22,3,8,13,2,9,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,8,75,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508238906229032,0.1726939243597903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579485960650505,0.0,0.14290812786865506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318507741630264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17064788131294004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220502536214812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772748538460361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16248833321037148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505412201832838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460536726721926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468211128581018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203856603854268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6116254189444392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768293553077848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407344144702972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155670507897922,0.19589942288781745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14489813392618156,0.1460690462498528,0.0,0.10378529205510602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27587374882016125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128753136729856,0.0,0.0,0.21718180213372928,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ldf13,2019/04/06,First anxiety attack So I had my first anxiety attack Sunday night and every morning I’ve woken up since then including Monday I’ve had tons of mucus build up I cough up and I have it while eating and going to sleep is this part of anxiety? Is there anyway to get rid of it? Thank you,0.8259806295399521,3.2116598305084736,3.297142857142859,86.43593220338984,86.28813559322035,6.083292978208232,16.90314769975787,7.447530270364453,0.506630024213075,226,5,44,4,7,78,40,59,0.188,0.772,0.04,-0.7998,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,2,3,3,2,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,0,3,9,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,3,0,5,1,8,6,2,11,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,7,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5096515142456495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5052760327999006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22723424819859664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18710453953135692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3777872494427135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160230212678664,0.0,0.12620816418752356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20839875059543728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404814376603301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836995675820972,0.0,0.2222315482778169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204453298177272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,macbeth1026,2019/04/06,"I didn’t take Ativan today Hey everyone,

Maybe this will serve as an example that feeling better is possible. Small backstory; had a major panic attack at my previous employer last summer, and ended up leaving because the anxiety was just too much to handle while I was there. It was retail, bright lights, and just wasn’t working. As a result I lost my insurance so I hadn’t had the funds to see a psychiatrist out of pocket. A week or two ago they shuffled around my Seroquel and changed when I take it and how much. Today marks the first day in many months I didn’t feel the need to take any Ativan to quell my anxiety. A couple weeks ago things really seemed bleak but now I feel as though I can function and overcome. So no matter how dire things may seem, there’s a very good chance there’s an effective treatment for your anxiety out there that you may not have come across yet. 

Just like bipolar disorder I know I’ll have to manage this for the rest of my life, but this feels like an important step. I wish for good days for everyone on here. Thanks for reading.",4.656714285714287,5.9132150523809575,5.097619047619048,83.4507142857143,69.9047619047619,8.647619047619049,26.857142857142854,9.029198982220553,2.0228,851,27,166,16,15,271,132,210,0.095,0.7340000000000001,0.171,0.9588,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,1,5,18,10,1,1,14,0,16,2,0,4,0,32,32,18,0,2,7,0,4,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,9,9,0,0,8,1,2,2,6,3,0,2,10,7,18,7,23,19,4,28,0,1,2,0,4,9,0,5,19,113,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21627035776443002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295615909917321,0.0,0.27996191712708524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859536092900757,0.0,0.13877918819725718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743628744176546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788864956326363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904734045721267,0.10508203265761322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497762295875987,0.0,0.15734459423274227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398090456702489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804533711303599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23312990542591036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24672359685924464,0.08714839439719431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376310053419337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046358288037903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06704152440895705,0.09943666448290006,0.0,0.1291678900096319,0.0,0.0,0.08616387322311758,0.11919454523778532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316453049551186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367688791373165,0.12255354314806102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736981734077588,0.0,0.1793507261666584,0.09045270453376096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431268687800578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752336634587767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220212116592974,0.0,0.07814876455509005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720880147069998,0.22210695130146427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751598341629748,0.0,0.0,0.11231034485473088,0.0,0.0,0.1620870790785584,0.0,0.11985278705341232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312610996365401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916474574305587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065304057174823,0.0,0.0,0.19570315152196294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028040960667856,0.0,0.0,0.08880886241415946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Spill_le_tea,2019/04/06,"Anxiety out of nowhere Alt account for separation because everyone keeps finding my original

 I'm having a great time at a party when all of a sudden I start to feel a panic attack bubbling so I excuse myself from the party and then drive a block or two before absolutely breaking down. Ever since a few months ago when i developed feelings for someone I met this year, I've been having panic attacks a lot more often. It's annoying because there's no real reason for them and this time I was in a pleasant environment. This is annoying and I wish i knew what was causing it.",7.332083333333338,6.868548517857146,8.441785714285713,67.78654761904764,63.82142857142857,10.680952380952384,37.41666666666667,10.125756701596842,3.984727380952382,462,21,77,9,6,159,80,112,0.208,0.633,0.159,-0.7126,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,6,8,4,2,9,0,6,0,0,3,2,20,14,8,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,5,0,1,1,1,6,0,1,5,2,10,2,11,9,4,18,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,12,59,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16029343599934304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138333205126966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41143674336671465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204625871877846,0.0,0.15387162092314646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18576054346333645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16356960976798227,0.0,0.1727892530497639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828645103817808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16527385064464664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19936391201910875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607285603622266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15373381038517794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443354766276564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42432625196971663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058222690033699,0.0,0.18592167728537207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14958309307693451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15321528779679042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799124825283395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21088494892665452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17664303830253444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20794369687724298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644753908550548
anxiety,billyjohn24,2019/04/06,"Anxiety strikes with just a look from a person. Anyone else spiral into anxiety with just a look? Like I attend a small private college on the outskirts of a small town and one of the things I do almost every night is go on a run. However tonight's run was cut short. I was running on the side of the road when a car passed me and I saw the people in the car looked at me. This triggered my anxiety and anger. I lost all motivation to run and I started to feel paranoid like everyone at my school was plotting against me. Everyone I ran into on campus on the way back I thought was staring at me and judging me out of hatred which made me hate them in return. I ran back to my room and am currently isolating myself writing this.

Anyone else ever have this experience? I hate how this happens to me and I hate how it cripples me almost. Any tips on how to get over this?
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anxiety,IntrovertedAtArms,2019/04/06,"A Question to People With and Without Anxiety -To people with anxiety, do you view socity in two halves? Do you have black and white thinking about people? Either they're like me or not. Us and them.
-To people without anxiety, do you have the opposite views or do you not have anxiety and still have that ""us and them"" belief?",2.598248847926272,5.326463709677423,3.8513824884792633,83.22564516129033,81.25806451612901,7.413824884792628,23.37327188940092,8.418075326091056,1.935107834101383,258,9,46,6,7,84,36,62,0.087,0.851,0.062,-0.1586,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,4,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,17,9,7,0,0,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,9,1,9,9,1,2,1,0,4,0,9,1,0,3,2,41,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5581698009123591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911586475931252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5058379664834382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20433992071687612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456721303642332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688037587533452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17818717030264902,0.0,0.4388313379941453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35167169599950376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lonnie-loves,2019/04/06,"How do I ask for help? I’m trying to seek help for anxiety,right? But I’m afraid to ask my parents if I can get it officially diagnosed so I can get therapy,medicine,etc.(though I don’t exactly want them,I feel like I really need it.) but I don’t know how exactly to ask. That has to be super awkward though,right? I’m also concerned on what they’re response may be..so can anybody help me out? Thanks in advanced,",0.5148275862068985,2.7633198505747174,2.8581724137931066,90.06656896551728,86.12643678160921,6.698390804597702,24.791954022988506,7.908726449838941,1.5550422988505752,325,14,71,7,10,111,55,87,0.022,0.708,0.269,0.9634,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,4,5,0,2,0,0,9,1,0,2,2,13,22,7,0,3,3,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,8,3,9,20,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,1,37,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515372015912059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5314501368204783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19233104822975325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113343918686941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581317609642777,0.13537358509997655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19800417439672305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3810387814729591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414020330018024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257653583185133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050639692701375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104091598937487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139384210269635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32365137086331663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17445937050205831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723511277487594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286530688987664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176767296805283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DepressedNobody13,2019/04/06,"I’m scared about making my first post, here it goes I guess Did anyone else feel like this, and if so did the anxiety ever go away?",0.3945238095238111,2.448587500000002,1.957142857142859,97.65452380952385,84.71428571428572,5.161904761904762,12.904761904761903,6.42735559955562,-0.9630380952380948,102,1,24,1,3,33,26,28,0.16,0.757,0.08199999999999999,-0.3321,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,6,7,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,1,2,1,2,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400873642130408,0.0,0.0,0.2194447947893357,0.3215670026351841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948637764033241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621737294945846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838869846072497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15868734576551666,0.2242079407184843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26695283664440683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17836296744923014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457310401005396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15332676934264006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20949118081531826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005727468530803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142094054712968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dialys1s,2019/04/06,"about my relationship so i’ve only been dating my boyfriend for a short amount of time but everything is going so smoothly and i’m scared i’m going to fuck it all up. i’m too scared to ask him anything because of rejection and i’ve been hurting myself continuously because i feel so pathetic. i want to make him happy and although i do i keep telling myself that i can’t or i don’t no matter how hard i try. i get info from his friends all the time about how i could change mysekf to make him happy, ive already dyed my hair because i know he prefers brunettes. i’m just constantly nervous and fidgety around him and he knows and he cares about me, obviously. why can’t i just trust that he is different from everyone i’ve been with before (he is and i know but i cant let myself believe it no matter how hard i try). whenever he doesn’t message me i convince myself he’s gotten bored of me and he’s ghosting me or worse. it’s even worse if he says no to something. FUCK why am i like this???? ",-0.007187286397812188,2.3199576985645933,2.226334586466169,92.39559210526319,91.63157894736841,4.89958988380041,21.81835269993165,6.5431188927421005,0.5320716336295286,785,30,168,10,28,264,107,209,0.256,0.61,0.134,-0.9859,1,0,1,0,0,1,16.0,0,0,0,0,14,15,2,3,2,0,16,3,1,5,3,36,36,20,1,4,7,0,5,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,6,10,0,1,6,0,0,2,8,8,0,0,4,6,33,7,17,30,3,10,0,2,0,2,20,3,2,3,6,102,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732819426266672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109864810820923,0.11884945437781567,0.12481093807946154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441537182131187,0.0,0.11360454655847775,0.1504165685285349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13611919179165802,0.0,0.14123260764586798,0.0,0.0,0.14427353974555607,0.0,0.10659440351310112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13948630471235854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818005445332,0.0,0.0,0.12757157314083814,0.11998740149590373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06750510477151687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314710694032778,0.24684997267644704,0.06975184981028318,0.0,0.15175010643646875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28424117498317136,0.2391919345912764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292190765201887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866707525013764,0.0,0.0,0.22011571751772369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651986012030282,0.0,0.06522473218530753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17823379730029984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153802056785008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14333645701293893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617005284348843,0.2673274133386519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278014132996628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669092327591077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15569790488387894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18128485557034368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874583414481279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409384399282602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721098927645797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,s6n6nd6,2019/04/06,does anybody pretend to be confused while trying to do any task to try to look normal and not look anxious it's second nature to me now and i fucking hate it,4.803636363636365,4.8563676969696985,5.863181818181817,82.41477272727273,69.0,6.6000000000000005,31.65151515151515,3.1291,1.4707696969696973,126,5,24,0,2,42,26,33,0.211,0.741,0.048,-0.7143,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,6,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,2,0,5,5,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,2,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21549407160459214,0.0,0.0,0.3579921866017707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773100071834712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29295698654428204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31286037263937394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5322106512900896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31048204347928626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4302910340088573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kovacz,2019/04/06,"Social anxiety I am 29, and all my life whenever i am outside my comfort zone i get anxiety attacks. I sweat a lot and i cant think straight, cant think of anything to say ans I just want to escape.

Exanple:, I go to a shop to buy some clothes, the shop asssstant makes me nervous, and i will not be able, to properly look through the items.

Tonigh wad the wors. I was in a pub, I got approached by a girl. She stood next to me and we started talking. Then, just as we got past the generic introduction i panicked. Started sweating and got obssessed with what to say. IT was so weird but I couldnt stop thinking all the ways im gonna fick it up. The first chance i got i bailed.

 I feel like i am inceapable to tak to people and I will be alone forwver. This thinng eats me alive and i need help. ",1.0775523952095796,2.947412664670658,2.683020209580839,94.41698540419162,81.03592814371255,5.851646706586827,26.0063622754491,6.9077264865688965,0.9396110778443112,613,26,141,7,16,201,104,167,0.081,0.795,0.124,0.8634,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,0,1,3,5,1,1,11,0,12,4,2,1,2,27,30,11,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,3,1,2,0,1,4,10,1,1,4,3,3,2,4,3,0,1,7,4,26,2,16,17,5,13,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,2,8,88,30,0,0.16086631045739322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16660898289301315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461245743789029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323792668084773,0.0,0.0,0.18300865155988946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16460639591634552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133884005906825,0.11492292433337037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368328014964659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404600770187483,0.0,0.09142403139851583,0.0,0.5146379355596286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078252969832988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737632200914543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362463245805085,0.07859115361827884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350871855686347,0.0,0.0,0.13676278451717522,0.0,0.0,0.1073795113776824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928033087453856,0.0,0.0,0.17108314615994005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15356509573402133,0.11152444471371012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558546935532822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16398294513914413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277240050321978,0.0,0.0,0.13449143865894084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929824683811408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092299087325195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488311781015724,0.12768818953066585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nofapsiamsolonely,2019/04/06,"Is it safe to take Xnanx 0.25mg? I have been taking xnanx 0.25mg when I have panic attacks, is this pill safe to take?? ",1.7361538461538473,2.7288780000000017,2.6415384615384627,99.27846153846157,76.69230769230771,5.2,16.846153846153847,3.1291,-1.095246153846154,92,1,23,0,2,29,17,26,0.221,0.589,0.19,-0.2359,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,2,8,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4084251897295146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4212203522461718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8097915035662087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ellaphante4,2019/04/06,Just got my first speeding ticket!!! I'm panicking so much and I don't want to have to go to court and also my insurance was expired so I have a ticket for that too and I'd rather just pay the fee but I can't figure out how to do that ,-1.6984126984126997,0.18108344444444668,1.4037566137566166,98.73833333333332,94.1851851851852,4.567195767195766,15.121693121693122,6.18269132825596,-0.6933195767195772,182,4,46,2,7,64,37,54,0.107,0.893,0.0,-0.4831,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,11,10,8,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,2,2,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,5,0,6,8,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,35,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44607201060133306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4744639186702439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31701027621722405,0.0,0.4461231680773057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4100467695900473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290045617681836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JessicaRoyy,2019/04/06,I always think I'm dying or something is going to kill me! I took 5mg valium and I swear I feel like i'm dying. I had a few beers last night and I somehow think that will be fatal. The worst part is I know how ridiculous I sound! Just wish I could actually relax and stop worrying about dying every five minutes.,1.5540909090909096,3.3361628939393992,3.8969696969696974,86.71545454545458,79.15151515151516,6.218181818181819,20.090909090909093,7.1686216300943375,0.4960181818181826,245,6,51,3,6,85,49,66,0.293,0.595,0.112,-0.9199,0,0,2,0,0,1,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,2,0,6,1,0,1,0,14,15,5,5,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,1,4,2,0,2,0,4,0,1,2,2,10,2,2,10,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.1960370772613155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16715436966388622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16039220426703238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6254680662459523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16925625831071706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157468119092962,0.14351396445061554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416891162635252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222520911166217,0.0,0.11040243503386786,0.16375000400634046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814341300425344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885191714255583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175414259510684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15465289808356852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167950821462057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25744100744815185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231932397425629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310105407754799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040108573207117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NostalgicStarfish,2019/04/06,"Bf going to a strip club–first time experiencing, how to deal? I’ve been dating my boyfriend for 4 years. So my boyfriend informed me that him and his work buds were planning a guys night. And originally it was planned months ago that they were gonna visit a strip club and my bf wanted me to give him an out because he didn’t want to drink or go there. But at the time I said he should try to spend some time with them even if he doesn’t drink, however he was worried about being pressured. He also said he didn’t have a use for going to a strip club because he isn’t single (he hasn’t even been before). Anyway the outing got cancelled due to their busy season starting so I didn’t have to give it much thought for a while. 

Now most of the people we’ve been around who are in relationships who haven’t been to a strip club before decided to go together once with some other people just to test the waters. I had never thought of this before but the girls said it made them feel more at ease because now that they’d seen it, it wasn’t so foreign to them and since they trusted their guy it wasn’t as big of a deal anymore if they went occasionally. I then liked this idea and me and another couple were planning on trying it together because they’ve never been either. My bf also thought it was a good idea for us to go so I was under the impression that we’d try this out together and it would maybe make me feel better about it when he’s invited to bachelor parties and such in the future. 

We got busy and never got the chance to go yet but of course they replanned the outing but this time my bf seemed kind of excited to go. I do trust him not to do anything but I don’t exactly trust his friends not to try talking him into doing something and just tell him not to tell me. I really hope he wouldn’t give, but I’m trying to be supportive of him going out even though we never got the chance to go once like planned. I tried to be supportive the whole time leading up to it etc. Told him to have fun, text if they need a ride after they get back etc. And I was actually feeling fine about it after chatting through what their plan for the night was. 

But now it’s the night of and I’m sitting here by myself, and for some reason this insane anxiety hit me like a brick wall and I can’t focus on anything else right now. The night has barely started and I feel terrified and almost distraught  that he’s gonna be there. And I know I shouldn’t at all because I went over this earlier and made myself feel fine about it. He’s going so that he doesn’t blow off his friends and can have a good time with them. It just scares me how he changed his mind from wanting to avoid that kind of outing into all of a sudden seeming super keen to go..

He said he would likely be radio silent most of the night because they don’t let you have your phones out in there..that just makes it feel even longer so I’m worried how rough I’m going to feel by the end of the night. I don’t want to tell him this because I don’t want to ruin his night or make him feel pressured by me having anxiety..

I don’t know how to shut off my brain. Like I know everything should be fine but I still just have this awful feeling in the pit of my stomach and like a flutter in my chest that usually starts before a panic attack. (I have these occasionally but I’m pretty good at stopping them). Has anyone experienced this with their bf? How do you make yourself feel more at ease? 
Any insight into this is greatly appreciated! 

TLDR: how do you deal with unexpected anxiety from bf being at a strip club with colleagues? ",5.016851306588151,4.946047708502026,5.580653600785179,85.04755014722122,68.54116059379217,8.355796834744202,27.772083179977926,7.84624498591911,1.4588971659919023,2836,81,608,30,44,917,272,741,0.07400000000000001,0.779,0.147,0.9958,1,1,3,0,1,0,46.0,4,4,17,9,42,37,1,6,35,1,65,6,3,16,7,127,138,53,0,16,23,0,11,6,9,8,0,4,0,3,39,36,3,2,24,8,1,17,25,8,0,0,37,18,78,29,93,82,15,92,0,1,1,0,89,30,0,14,50,403,117,3,0.0,0.0,0.049590534125363565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045046633642978014,0.0,0.050886369913777485,0.0,0.0,0.0812774476021958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03455763190108025,0.053286563102362065,0.11662570909089945,0.0,0.05039728931836037,0.03553276655840358,0.0,0.08363691922776377,0.04523833492174058,0.0,0.0578122245934522,0.0,0.03907550861813285,0.0,0.21684506712896065,0.0,0.17296774487520686,0.0,0.0,0.04494393518695427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056729118782773126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05375816018678453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0562285797672389,0.0,0.0,0.1571717846445863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956357630863057,0.0,0.0,0.04245148734022211,0.0,0.0450092076239537,0.0,0.11334985588546402,0.13425787632462932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0456714781205949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569484693529305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04322532614954658,0.0,0.0,0.07852292455868658,0.0,0.026550038110377164,0.14624628431821388,0.3465689687169901,0.12786988432865515,0.16257353770593394,0.05602645579568522,0.0,0.10063459785739833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05047322814172668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473350840318836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058371796986304,0.08378388106815501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051964320643479785,0.0,0.1489611355084458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616946464016043,0.13568426138521034,0.0,0.05105299327106935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051311172664008385,0.0,0.04056203110748277,0.0,0.037356698064150096,0.03768052067114132,0.1567743066325364,0.0,0.0,0.33382136553596026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823792446253827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596233685378612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046089013271725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051699650705534186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03255498167158881,0.052248837457052624,0.0,0.05455896018027792,0.0,0.043397853894130235,0.1933562584638137,0.0,0.050877166923846924,0.0,0.0,0.0925246581941094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04203674811143086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03912178209929365,0.0,0.0,0.10790663074144513,0.0,0.040582908571886185,0.04248569229582428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153341578425972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04084516891431483,0.13325016333776646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04992792026881172,0.12103021839781578,0.17779250240457886,0.0,0.0,0.04855828394375696,0.0,0.20701041638256035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061127176570308236,0.04388999027762636,0.05596827946984969,0.0,0.14986734425428788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421663405110764,0.0,0.0567359063768284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03699573377298265,0.10321524400633213,0.0,0.07219856558375451,0.0,0.0,0.03272479374534479
anxiety,Anna1299,2019/04/06,"I never seem to get any better I'm currently stuck in such a bad place with my anxiety. Not a day goes pass where I have a panic attack, I'm constantly anxious and on edge. It's exhausting! I've been missing so much university because all I want to do is stay in bed. I have so much building up and I'm generally struggling to cope. I'm questioning everything in my life. I'm over thinking stuff 24/7. 

I can't turn to anyone because they either just push it away and ignore it. Or I have experienced when people try and one up you and make you feel what's going on so small, it's irrelevant. 

I don't even know what to do anymore, I've tried help several times but it doesn't work out because I end up back to square 1 as soon as I end up getting discharged from the service. I've exercised and have tried a lot of the things they recommend to help. I just can't seem to get any better. All I want to do is stay in bed and sleep. I have no idea what to do anymore!! 



Ps- Sorry if my English is bad ",1.7345539906103298,3.2307112112676117,3.8719483568075113,88.37909624413147,77.73239436619718,7.1746478873239425,24.509389671361504,7.984000788550335,1.2419840375586864,780,27,175,13,18,268,116,213,0.14,0.777,0.083,-0.7799,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,2,3,12,10,1,2,6,0,17,4,1,1,3,32,37,16,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,10,9,0,1,7,1,0,3,7,8,0,1,2,3,19,2,28,35,6,31,0,1,1,0,7,16,0,6,10,111,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17018948922571187,0.0,0.09572641781696747,0.14136469493310355,0.2481966632437005,0.08749591709092379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14235687507068742,0.11756659144305068,0.09621956840085226,0.2089616898265954,0.22883978269835045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213399747747803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352243403300377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070044592133299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216614285927169,0.0,0.0,0.08264917957060304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246148977708664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06327101475251369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19613051486842592,0.0,0.07111597897325649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16774805126727094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412599483676004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876983529597389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838515266853478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638361882831313,0.0,0.0,0.08352726254223992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18397433542019134,0.0,0.09651029925126488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479337283870601,0.0,0.0,0.1468166375870474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675148037054367,0.0,0.13073737272315245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401776204678692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278328035311184,0.0,0.14136469493310355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252233895981335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14007617112964324,0.0,0.26675029974262265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308162018243142,0.14324737011884384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313281828022326,0.08018018658378291,0.0,0.0,0.07296607027117734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548713199547144,0.13610879293876207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761339459405426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910983289071598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tulipsandmothballs,2019/04/06,"New(ish) anxiety I have always been an anxious person and have been dealing with eating disorder issues for almost 15 years. My general anxiety about pretty much everything (especially relating food and my own appearance) has started to interfere with my life. 

Recently I had a panic attack or a series of panic attacks that last from 7:30pm until 2:30 pm the next day and resulted in me having to take myself to the ER because I couldn’t breathe and was pretty sure I was going to die from a heart attack or hypoxia or something. 

I guess I’m posting because I don’t know where to go from here. I feel so silly after my visit to the ER and I am nervous about telling my doctor. I feel embarrassed that a hamburger sent me into a panic attack.  It’s like my anxiety is giving me anxiety and my anxiety around food and eating has made it hard for me to do normal things. ",6.426785714285713,6.727432869047616,7.678666666666667,69.93300000000002,65.54761904761905,10.767619047619046,34.061904761904756,10.577609850970193,3.87300761904762,694,29,116,17,10,238,103,168,0.243,0.6759999999999999,0.081,-0.9779,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,6,12,4,5,9,0,15,8,2,2,1,27,28,12,1,2,3,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,11,4,1,3,0,0,5,2,9,2,0,7,3,21,3,22,20,2,18,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,6,9,87,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349712996753804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600132399472966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39533920352966107,0.11676401807685885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200966460849347,0.0,0.4703341450843806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12601096540329804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665673017458988,0.10655655368456796,0.0,0.0,0.10726827327684824,0.0,0.11845610430598998,0.105790294005976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115200779822144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289062896146932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452083405690152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24995944814945945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914947572403933,0.11748035757182998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138594148649532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258759240424427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247857146657774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787788039451693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056802317547826026,0.08424976970093617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300412290917786,0.05049502131891279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779891548204532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759793052885192,0.0,0.0,0.09982285814884752,0.10992136792662642,0.0,0.1012679390617073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36380159558176783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902473669719451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898745878036078,0.2103025025134784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205259243393484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795692868906342,0.0,0.0,0.0731566337909983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974127722436145,0.0,0.07771161934997327,0.0,0.09033859490293206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866581433961083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655853497039912
anxiety,Angeledge444555,2019/04/06,"working for a friend, haven't gotten paid but i don't know if i should ask again? we tried to do payment on an app, it rejected due to my ""protection""? i emailed customer support and stuff but didn't want to do another transaction on that app. 

i asked if she could do it over a different app but she said she wanted to wait until tomorrow \[which was yesterday\] coz she didn't want to put her information on apps like that too frequently. which i totally understand, i'm similar in that way.

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but we also hung out and we brought it up but in the convo i totally forgot about it. but she didn't initiate the payment. 

i mean i'm gonna be working for her this upcoming week \[i think\] and i don't want to come off as pushy because i know i'll be seeing her again? should i just bring it up when i go do work for her again? 

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;\_; idk why im so anxious about this!! 

ugh this is why i don't like working 4 friends because i'm scared money will make it weird if you know what i mean.

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anxiety,genericname1111,2019/04/06,"wow is anxiety even real? Or is this a simulation?

Have legitimately had anxiety since 9 am and it's just starting to go away. 

I was legit afraid I was gonna get a smart reply to one of my stupid comments and be sent into a hypomanic frenzy. 


Fuck anxiety.",1.109294871794873,3.5131646730769246,4.809230769230768,76.01910256410257,84.96153846153845,8.082051282051282,24.051282051282055,8.841846274778883,2.34964358974359,201,8,39,6,6,75,43,52,0.256,0.63,0.114,-0.7319,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,1,3,0,8,1,0,0,0,6,14,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,4,0,3,2,5,8,0,5,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,1,1,27,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6927043066041767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835820597301544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19935786425340316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27903976499492045,0.15769529619947575,0.0,0.1715386620418559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045298670814575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435520584827997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496793947012784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21363896636628865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lostlittlefish,2019/04/06,"I drank too much tea Finally got the courage to get my blood tested after 2 months of anxiety, at the worst point it was unbearable heart palpitations. Low vit D (no surprise) but the interesting thing is that I had low iron. I remembered reading a study about people who drank excess tea and developed low iron, anaemia. (Anaemia has all the anxiety symptoms) Oh no. 

So I'm stupid, drank minimum 4, but often 6+ tea cups a day, which reduced my iron absorption. I really enjoyed the low dose of caffeine and the taste and that's why I drank it so much, it doesn't help that I got obsessed with it like I do with every hobby.

I stopped drinking tea a week ago, started eating more iron rich foods, (which I was already mostly eating just not absorbing...) and vit c which helps to absorb it. I feel A LOT better, I no longer have a foggy anxious head.  

I'm upset I had to ask for the blood test myself, which took a lot of courage. I have aspergers which makes me anxious in new situations like the GP. I trusted that they knew what they were doing prescribing me beta blockers (which helped with the symptoms but didn't solve the problem) without checking my blood first. They even wanted me to take more medication, the stuff with all the side effects.

Seeing the doctor soon, still haven't been told what supplements to take so I haven't taken any yet. Feeling a lot better with just diet changes. So yea, don't be like me. I even remember limiting my tea intake when I first read those articles like a year ago. Though projects and a new environment I forgot. ",4.983510520487268,6.162265269102992,5.406644518272426,81.82885935769659,69.06644518272425,8.524031007751939,29.947951273532677,8.841846274778883,2.3437592469545967,1230,47,235,21,21,393,171,301,0.134,0.711,0.154,0.9262,0,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,3,6,16,22,1,2,22,1,18,25,5,2,2,37,41,14,0,2,7,0,2,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,21,10,15,4,6,3,2,1,10,9,0,2,18,4,30,13,19,22,11,27,0,4,1,0,9,8,0,5,22,150,51,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18600042573763795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577555893404565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134533400463633,0.0,0.16051833243735025,0.2370466336634863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808072507472454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18557637725724746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098543745646508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766105585926803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738425022287362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027760904851425,0.0,0.2147070787034656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13858983533004193,0.0,0.08839483795555526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060956631544642,0.0,0.0,0.11492850735773175,0.0,0.1784801308391932,0.12686280994803126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05481340105256083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678191286536422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767235819945058,0.0,0.0,0.12432397214591474,0.21096556786332127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20502334567718147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675832045489648,0.0,0.0,0.07003112203557563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569013798616143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837416078032634,0.0,0.15424819086714248,0.0,0.0,0.20265380445606349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273437825792617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991779419525776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038883347769174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098854189012172,0.0,0.06721079868906504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376949412710681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836031282599075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792808933386845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425889437486508,0.0,0.08378470999485152,0.08771306772235846,0.0,0.0,0.12010179374662172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21809229505757333,0.1577650209957983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970041115856641,0.0,0.10307778489948766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002501269929614,0.11656366775874795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061881183078842536,0.0,0.08415593768271241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466885374858594,0.0,0.0,0.1011336588166986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756138113507347
anxiety,CrowNoises,2019/04/06,Please share your work related anxiety stories As soon as I woke up I had this horrible feeling which wouldnt let me go to work. So now im sitting in a dark room feeling like shit about giving up so easily to anxiety. I feel like im the only one among my colleagues who does this. Can you please share your work related anxiety stories? Just knowing that im not alone in this might bring me some peace.,3.7838211382113833,4.9800330731707385,4.849756097560974,84.63406504065041,71.92682926829268,8.881300813008131,29.52032520325203,9.2995712137729,2.486164227642276,320,13,66,7,6,105,56,82,0.132,0.5870000000000001,0.281,0.8887,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,3,6,5,1,0,2,0,5,1,1,0,0,9,13,4,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,2,3,9,4,10,8,1,11,0,0,0,0,7,6,1,2,4,40,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673511603291266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3708314437127729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14140229040841565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451035177218133,0.2308697214478041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15500504755511574,0.09183128947094568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5236118005144442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880173968087686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16522946952250284,0.0,0.1578824925432655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714139291127681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949275927562296,0.12289108163461862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547390179077634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658625315630771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35290284123088983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gimmecookiedough,2019/04/06,"Does anyone have constant anxiety about the suffering of animals specifically lost pets, abused animals and feral cats? A situation yesterday brought on a bad anxiety attack for me and I'm trying to get back to my normal self. It's just so hard to get over it when I know there's innocent animals suffering constantly and I can't help them all. I try to help as many as possible. I know this is something in the world that can't be fixed and it breaks my heart. I'm just wondering if anyone else out there has these same worries and how they deal with it. Thanks guys.",3.3043750000000003,5.444369258928571,4.686928571428575,81.40807142857145,75.16071428571428,9.48,27.271428571428572,9.888512548439397,2.902372142857143,455,18,89,14,10,151,79,112,0.253,0.703,0.043,-0.9708,0,0,1,0,1,0,8.0,0,0,2,1,9,6,1,0,4,0,6,1,1,1,1,17,16,11,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,7,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,2,1,9,1,14,13,2,12,0,3,0,0,7,5,0,2,5,56,16,0,0.0,0.19717603554332175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546159410118001,0.0,0.0,0.23272421315704195,0.17051310726550545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893225012082176,0.0,0.1279638187181272,0.1389506118163337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35967367677608525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17156783937148234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14563197583690699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13901941708311472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738912369339756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16477824463966098,0.0,0.0,0.14907626637801266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19720404939175212,0.22309059975469647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18291603014530924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816629878955189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687199504885043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16305258476969955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876093096478435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736084356359885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18705882986409492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811535433632182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15321371796203773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22597141049495695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18047131685088708,0.0,0.16900377295210062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alexsayss,2019/04/06,"Feeling Jealous & Hurt by Others’ Successes. I am an independent videographer and i considerate myself talented at what I do. (judging off of feedback and the jobs I get hired for). 

But a common feeling that keeps popping up is jealousy, anxiousness, and even sadness when other creators receive much praise and admiration for the work they do, when I KNOW that I can do it just as good or better then them but do not receive the same recognition.

It is as if because they are getting attention that there is a limited amount of it and there will be none left for me. Like they have won or been chosen in this game and I have lost. It mostly occurs on social media which makes things like Instagram a blessing and a curse in my life. 

I don’t want to feel this way anymore. I want to expel this feeling out of my heart and psyche.

Can anyone relate? Have any suggestions? Any help would be greatly appreciated. Thank You! ",4.571699507389162,6.520742902298857,5.261740558292281,79.47517241379313,71.1264367816092,7.9599343185550095,29.66995073891625,8.634040054169528,2.441850246305419,731,30,130,13,14,236,117,174,0.113,0.6409999999999999,0.246,0.9761,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,4,7,6,16,1,0,8,0,20,2,1,2,0,32,34,18,0,4,7,0,4,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,15,9,0,2,7,1,0,2,3,4,0,0,3,4,18,12,18,27,5,15,2,3,0,0,12,8,0,4,6,104,33,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19869394331239934,0.0,0.2494116235525779,0.0,0.0,0.2071690692338804,0.18186532265175745,0.1282247149054382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178775296461707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16218616883105486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211218516241859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3708930929880118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916186887297966,0.0,0.0,0.1538118292035576,0.0,0.20217891871030924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21730814055340367,0.12291685580789168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963138512421464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18197799334448567,0.1629980381644244,0.0,0.0,0.10078176008780768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19924470145187886,0.0,0.12952788403851276,0.17918202439210762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001827357435682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224086766835136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480661437411556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18693450040525855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16883318704811826,0.0,0.0,0.12183062110418165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163264991939833,0.1455598196343723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350402671182604,0.0,0.0,0.1302690640952787,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,416416416,2019/04/06,"I attended a therapy appointment today I took the first step. I’ve been struggling so much for the past few months. It’s gotten to the point that I’m barely sleeping and when I do, I have insane nightmares.

A couple weeks ago I booked a therapy appointment and it was today. I stood outside the building and came very close to just leaving because the idea of opening up about what I’m struggling with just seemed so overwhelming. I even started walking away, deciding I couldn’t do it. 

But 5 minutes after the appointment was set to begin, I went back, and I’m so glad I did. It was just the first appointment so it was a lot of sharing what I’m struggling with, but even just talking about it in a judgement-free zone has made me feel like a small piece of the weight has been lifted. And I’m so excited to continue on this process.

What I’m trying to say is; if you’re wondering if you should start looking for a therapist, do it. If you’ve found a therapist that seems interesting but you’re not sure if you should reach out, do it. If you’ve made an appointment but you’re not sure if you should attend, attend it. And if you’re standing outside wondering if you should go in, GO IN. It WILL help, I promise.",2.4054953670705643,4.544071081967214,3.5875552387740552,88.23684604419105,77.93442622950819,7.030363506771204,26.182466143977187,8.04050195162591,1.6535280114041342,960,38,195,17,23,311,120,244,0.054000000000000006,0.846,0.1,0.9104,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,4,0,2,15,12,0,4,17,0,21,2,1,2,2,48,46,24,0,13,18,0,2,1,0,5,0,1,0,0,16,12,1,0,8,1,0,10,3,4,0,2,15,4,16,8,22,25,4,38,0,1,1,0,8,11,0,13,16,131,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639925890961938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277203662757465,0.09229557954179957,0.0,0.07316910935196924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728222249512947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13281079479081634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15855722601756134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606907209399754,0.08574938031151445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20419473316871367,0.0,0.13160658347694099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643150978758706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045350787804584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549914032369406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270943268787105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058640543301747415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007948807231441,0.0,0.0,0.1020451236343946,0.0,0.2271503759536305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580671630005028,0.0,0.08823578296300892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458211556183898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346704699289482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545258941699156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185414151197884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011657823073248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16991555363595126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764439197190938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22625350934371796,0.0,0.0,0.09647548220728744,0.0,0.0,0.2745292891714447,0.27872791665269553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275486097151912,0.0,0.13335762879179494,0.08149241910891597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903723316071793,0.0,0.0,0.096280740936743,0.14616407474370993,0.0,0.11126891433716847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603345999874383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HopBender,2019/04/06,"None of my co workers like me and It's becoming incredibly depressing (M28) I drove my boyfriend to work this morning and decided to stick around the area because I was feeling couped up at home. Decided to stay in the area playing Pokemon Go and walked to a brewery. Walked into seeing a majority of my coworkers out together and felt really awkward and depressed to hi. But I walked up and said hi to them and ordered a beer.

After grabbing a beer they told me that they were heading out and I should come with. With the way my brain works, if they wanted me there they would have invited me in the first place. Plus the fact they that were leaving as I just settled in stung a bit more. 

I feel like my social anxiety holds me back so much and it gets to me, cause now I'm just moping at home. My boyfriend thinks I'm so funny and fun.... And it's because my brain allows me to be myself around him. Around my coworkers and strangers, not so much. I just shut down, I'm quiet and awkward even though I don't want to be. 

I mean, they're all alcoholics. All they want to do in their free time is get drunk and do coke. Do I want to be around that, no. I never drink more than 2 drinks cause I think it's stupid to get shit faced, but it would nice to be wanted I'm not gonna lie. Being an adult I've lost touch with nearly every friend except 2 and my social anxiety won't allow me to make new friends. Growing up really sucks like that. I just wanna feel like people want to be around me. ",2.568110749185667,4.0834453941368105,3.651317263843648,90.75646775244302,75.51465798045602,6.8663973941368095,23.35491856677525,7.554174236665415,0.8439488990228017,1164,34,255,15,25,376,160,307,0.101,0.797,0.102,0.8498,0,0,5,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,8,5,17,18,3,2,11,0,19,12,5,5,4,67,49,24,0,11,10,0,6,4,2,5,1,2,2,1,10,28,7,1,9,6,1,7,7,8,0,1,8,9,41,11,45,30,9,40,0,3,1,0,18,23,2,1,11,168,51,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039856328684894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887064873873135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4330944900671806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481879033948681,0.0,0.1186280920301859,0.10746178015080192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622795606543717,0.0,0.0,0.2172411412903552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19991073430319445,0.0,0.0838165626224559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16761115083433348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19063670838127336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642666740331042,0.0,0.08198064776641391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475955733124958,0.13902431598823306,0.09342462761657032,0.0,0.0,0.08276454303241251,0.0,0.0,0.15034968032824128,0.0,0.1525079369508623,0.0,0.05529864256323457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985933427658444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19520252699153026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302816064738957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19014624693699572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621600027222508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494945724287582,0.0,0.0,0.10598977752692512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14305548713652094,0.0,0.07504485797732552,0.0939743233082773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06745655721966763,0.0,0.10165928035094204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466756975555528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925559376859812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753663866086725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987851526839027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19837310017950588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371037347773934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469364951630466,0.0955981567683388,0.0,0.056737243829365624,0.0,0.0,0.09297568206053516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443454113851956,0.07723334274797107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167319359378938,0.0,0.0,0.13824028227020765,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mettzz,2019/04/06,Does anyone else hate meeting new groups? I can’t standing meeting new groups of people! I don’t mind being introduced to a maximum of 2 people I don’t know but if I know I won’t know anyone and there’s more than 2 people I won’t go! ,0.5267307692307703,2.2729659038461563,3.216000000000001,90.529,82.26923076923076,5.6984615384615385,20.015384615384615,6.742157984588678,0.2769569230769231,185,5,41,2,5,65,31,52,0.075,0.925,0.0,-0.4468,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,11,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,4,8,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337069351763758,0.24450144512713615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088239966995618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993421439715318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561715891594892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355946476184809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39342928902651897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409451307692008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4609346684611255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4963015120988545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AlessiaMorningstar,2019/04/06,"I dislike kids who scream Not because they’re playing but that high pitch scream when they’re not getting their way. 

Best way to have a panic attack at work. Talking to a million and one people I can get over but high pitch screams out of nowhere are the worst. Especially when everyone says all kids do that and I’m reminded my son did it a few times. He quickly realized stressing people out got him nowhere and I’m so grateful. ",2.999558823529412,5.2797884117647085,3.4078676470588256,89.5541544117647,76.64705882352942,6.132352941176473,29.448529411764717,7.1686216300943375,1.6375000000000006,345,16,68,4,8,107,62,85,0.223,0.627,0.15,-0.5582,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,2,4,9,1,2,4,0,5,0,0,0,1,11,10,8,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,4,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,7,0,2,2,4,5,2,7,8,4,12,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,4,42,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568624752563011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376361415440946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23694691328269896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21574677493736133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359261749617227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18058049832876275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47710746215734007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15299742721849893,0.0,0.0,0.2649094743101837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130611004078521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17955290455361836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586353931786556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181477036446387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165676340024565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35843446901863346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643738122460651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kxtyaz,2019/04/06,thought i was doing well i had a really good couple of weeks where i felt like my anxiety was really subsiding and my medication was starting to work and counselling was going well but this week i’ve just taken a complete step back and i feel so so so anxious tonight that it’s hurting my chest but i’m scared to just let it happen and cry because i won’t stop and i’ll feel so ashamed of myself i hate it ,1.7444186046511625,3.6672580348837234,3.5583139534883728,88.69816860465116,79.11627906976744,6.625581395348838,24.703488372093023,7.6454224807358475,1.2335627906976745,325,12,69,5,8,109,56,86,0.311,0.619,0.07,-0.9813,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,10,8,1,2,2,0,8,2,1,0,0,14,18,11,0,0,4,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,4,2,0,8,3,10,4,4,8,0,9,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,46,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15197234607630405,0.22442628514964455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15275525692694475,0.0,0.12109969029571847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20828847526372704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198106039494005,0.21821579526288448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20089427286317224,0.0,0.1907422310641333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290156275087565,0.16662437866753105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17567205826727256,0.0,0.0,0.1961330270040059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126668257989625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20314062264682525,0.0,0.09705395754449156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20012640279768906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545299992429452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19889068575196586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14061071061257527,0.0,0.0,0.1660864585485174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15771176337892712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31870192249560525,0.0,0.35723367101548464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446249330474575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,illkilllyou,2019/04/06,What to do about Social Anxiety? I think I have Social Anxiety Disorder. I get nervous and scared in public. I think everybody's staring at me or I'm embarrassing myself. I can't control it. It ruined my life. Nobody wants to be around me because they think there's something wrong with me. It prevents me from working and going outside. I haven't left the house in 9 years and it's only made it worse. I don't know what to do. I want to go get help for it but I'm afraid they'll only suggest medication or behavioral therapy and I don't want to take medication and I'm afraid behavioral therapy won't work. Is there any way I can make it go away on my own? ,0.7630018248175183,3.1043484890510946,3.253024635036496,86.99077782846717,86.00729927007298,6.6366788321167896,23.161040145985407,7.8658589789855275,1.4259200729927008,521,20,108,11,16,180,78,137,0.133,0.821,0.046,-0.8299,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,3,4,7,0,5,1,0,12,3,0,3,0,21,30,8,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,9,7,0,2,4,0,0,3,5,7,0,0,1,1,19,0,15,26,1,12,0,1,1,0,7,7,0,2,1,66,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954396489596157,0.0,0.22396182556610533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030994821322606,0.0,0.0,0.13752958193586048,0.0,0.0,0.08923237817392611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16417851633050695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16776508080249158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15295585468419845,0.0,0.2495747491809128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981159659311818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689037919169986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804470605293909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15904316955661926,0.0,0.10339308936866606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13850905408689618,0.0977103219263242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949265157230913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226583920159719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14655271902803851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984335867131296,0.0,0.11269109281292533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006014570480416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33479840834643393,0.0,0.0,0.28138472175784324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25901756864943304,0.11619026707383533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131339343239549,0.0,0.1491745427864478,0.0,0.1600444276221413,0.0,0.09426443713327344
anxiety,kfreud,2019/04/06,"My experience with SSRI's and Alcohol Just wanted to leave this here as a warning regarding alcohol and antidepressants and hopefully help some people avoid the ordeal I've been through.

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So, I've been on 10mg of Lexapro for GAD about a year now and it's been working pretty well for me.  My anxiety is still there but it's been far more manageable than it was prior.  I'd talked to friends about drinking while on it and everyone seemed to agree that (at least for them) all it did was bring down their alcohol tolerance.  I've done some casual/social drinking every few weeks or so on the Lexapro and all I've noticed unto this point is gnarlier hangovers.  Fast forward to a few weeks ago: I go out on a date, followed by a friend's birthday the next day, and have maybe 5 or so mixed drinks each respective night.  That Sunday, I notice I feel really off - not necessarily anxious but certainly very out of it.  My anxiety mounts more and more throughout the following week.  At my worst, I was far more anxious than I was even before I was on SSRI's.  I'm talking staying indoors, avoiding social situations, constant rumination, panic attacks, the works.  I've never had a problem with panic attacks in the past (I had maybe two in my life before this) and during that week I could barely go to the grocery store without feeling crippling dread.  I felt very out of control of my own emotions and had to do a lot of hard work to pull myself back together.  Now, tbf I did have some potential sources of stress leading into the weekend I went out drinking **but** I can't help but feel that the alcohol + meds definitely compounded all of that and threw off my emotional chemistry.

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The good news is I've been feeling a lot better with each passing week since and way more like my usual self.  I would've never guessed that the alcohol and medication could've had such a volatile reaction and wanted to put my account out there for everyone.  That being said, everyone has their own personal chemistry/limits but if you're like me and thought that drinking on SSRI's couldn't be *that* bad - apparently it can.",5.568617397454034,6.8468774529703005,5.9846676096181035,77.85435643564355,67.7871287128713,9.03875530410184,33.487977369165485,9.330973305703688,3.1294373408769456,1697,77,304,33,28,546,210,404,0.096,0.758,0.147,0.9708,2,2,10,0,0,0,51.0,0,0,3,6,16,21,2,6,20,0,30,12,0,2,6,67,50,28,0,7,11,0,6,2,2,0,7,1,0,2,19,26,10,3,7,6,2,12,6,11,1,1,22,7,28,10,50,24,21,61,0,0,0,0,13,23,0,11,28,210,47,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06266663536199127,0.3777559704421384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15319547631343855,0.17180373196137091,0.0,0.0,0.10816258906799713,0.1597299027318438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085098064273046,0.0,0.05435990332961525,0.05902716800414458,0.0,0.0,0.12031206020175253,0.0,0.0,0.06252376637988516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639591603163677,0.07929017970256085,0.11288801972407578,0.0,0.0,0.04559226893083475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234527967376267,0.0,0.3462697335676129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15904416959222442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04669321933572712,0.0,0.05956338063286665,0.20265560559918566,0.0,0.06915303623691275,0.0,0.0,0.14298157028452604,0.0,0.0678780517941865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092371856213816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035491753760418,0.059295406907377564,0.0,0.0,0.07787824349069744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06332861515253273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477040899447044,0.0,0.0,0.07021584362038644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485553866358569,0.0,0.0,0.04993379657263439,0.06907577331231643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020430628559163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204476804250682,0.0,0.07852593647984506,0.0712175288015707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904830742442884,0.0,0.07518467459519095,0.06634223913658484,0.0,0.0,0.16097289562473058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658901273213436,0.0,0.0,0.06748614349860038,0.04901084223323121,0.06172793376614157,0.0,0.0,0.06682939460645823,0.0,0.0,0.0719219816686804,0.0,0.06764533357397746,0.0,0.071067755400588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04528887068007985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06724690151180468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06435785038897099,0.07375004804417566,0.0,0.0,0.05847943237182509,0.07946386728862671,0.0,0.07206440053377096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535120323313789,0.05645692314235477,0.0,0.08098060368723392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364353336317777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0561237392656265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905850387151569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786028561363602,0.11666115424760945,0.0833951969817614,0.05611420642532064,0.28353534350227194,0.0,0.06356307538329943,0.06553474670171389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06814722165023115,0.0,0.1543998721419802,0.0,0.0,0.050219526046662084,0.0,0.17180373196137091,0.04552510478783738
anxiety,michaelscarn150,2019/04/06,"My (22M) anxiety has been so bad lately to the point of being debilitating. I cant handle it right now. So in a nutshell, my estranged grandfather died, my ex came back into my life and has been fucking with my head. On top of that I have been having financial issues too. There has been a giant knot in my stomach for two straight weeks and I feel like im losing my mind. When it gets this bad it completely fucks my life up and makes me a person that I don't recognize. I've ruined every significant relationship I've ever had in my life because of this anxiety. I haven't gotten help for it and I don't even know where to start. I've been so overwhelmed I feel like I'm drowning. ",2.869475032010243,4.184405563380285,4.7346862996158805,84.10973751600514,74.35211267605635,7.698847631241997,24.8809218950064,8.296473431620573,1.460371830985916,538,17,113,9,11,184,86,142,0.166,0.733,0.101,-0.9111,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,11,9,2,1,4,0,16,7,2,1,1,13,27,8,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,8,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,7,0,1,8,2,17,2,14,18,0,20,0,3,0,2,4,12,2,0,9,75,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25008571743540664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256870378293166,0.2729566994594894,0.09964083502930296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18694932062508585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17137977439560673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16964079732662507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796068546032216,0.14785467875160668,0.13771814179747696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16529582405875765,0.23354500097532266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30222358583503495,0.08539864898393802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16775229682118287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095606435147805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17655977535001766,0.17060486838266228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898307593144887,0.0,0.18438470039247812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.346359941484678,0.15971200832994306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18286467281462696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091076834099869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16504325926278832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272286503798493,0.0,0.0,0.15451809391714186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17548982302752775,0.0,0.13958993489777735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156945041336412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15967207917764026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111398388121656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CaptainHarleyStorm,2019/04/06,"DAE have high anxiety when texting?  I hate texting. I hate phones. I feel like I don't exist.

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For some reason a good majority of the people I know will take days (or weeks) to respond to my messages. Whether I am in a crisis and asking for help or just having a simple question, people don't respond right away. And I don't mean like 20 minutes later. I mean there's one guy who never replies to my messages within the same week. It's frustrating because it brings me back to when I was younger and would speak in class and no one would listen. I feel like I am directly saying ""Hey Name,......."" and trying to start a conversation and am being directly ignored. I feel like I am invisible. Now sending text messages is nothing short of anxiety inducing. I can't shake the thought of them getting my message, checking their phone and not seeing me as a person worth reply to. 

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A lot of people on this page say the best way to help with anxiety sometimes is to get out with other people. But how can I hang out and make friends when the people won't reply until after the event is already over.",4.816973886328725,5.8901650138248876,5.549695852534561,81.04073425499234,69.36866359447005,7.6299846390168975,30.595698924731174,7.793537801064563,2.086269062980032,876,35,162,10,15,285,130,217,0.108,0.7609999999999999,0.131,0.6147,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,2,1,8,12,3,1,12,0,20,0,0,4,1,38,38,18,0,2,6,0,3,4,1,4,0,4,0,2,5,12,0,1,10,0,2,4,8,5,0,2,2,8,22,7,27,31,6,30,0,0,1,0,26,11,0,5,18,115,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196669679282216,0.0,0.0,0.23499082563728466,0.26353454940514964,0.0,0.0,0.2488704306400464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013773812880494,0.0,0.10188357233234696,0.08338417603698332,0.0,0.06610442152227616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380178533284227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993525642241273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644925721403082,0.2324100934775324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378098706694641,0.0,0.11331154116094985,0.0,0.0,0.09095488300943456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737330517123914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21412540791561654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14537098086387934,0.1145735140350766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05959615229684447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21191452114400636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219237362275284,0.0,0.0,0.07238498446276304,0.0,0.0,0.2362473444792249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363612429255221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405174060051016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14696439913545895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758955081023957,0.09468620399019437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147836012777948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149506210713482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260773350640908,0.0,0.17247273506804678,0.0,0.0,0.08641316837759057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725058831230846,0.0,0.07675485925837328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153388280532696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608977330960746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362409179715937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607515061925099,0.17396911728810693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15406627105193485,0.0,0.26353454940514964,0.0
anxiety,am-i-rite-ladies,2019/04/06,"Viibyrd for anxiety? Hey guys!!


So I very recently started having very bad panic attacks and anxiety, and my doctor prescribed Viibyrd for me. I started taking it today, and wanted to ask y'all what you all thought about it. Did it help anyone? Any side effects to worry about?


Thanks in advance!",2.837142857142858,5.8431621851851885,4.025978835978837,79.93833333333333,84.55555555555554,5.307936507936508,29.936507936507937,6.868970318607317,2.2526063492063493,234,12,35,3,7,76,41,54,0.273,0.643,0.084,-0.9127,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,2,3,4,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,7,9,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,6,1,7,7,1,7,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,4,24,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519292904776221,0.0,0.3418224428562196,0.0,0.0,0.1562163758031256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20886208156465097,0.2541658609177316,0.0,0.0,0.18654149217320326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286738603504529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22121514422256205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974980255237708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26212838031763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22059453081131464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162673857071796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16797964461502962,0.0,0.0,0.2056897425383136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773658879960946,0.0,0.0,0.2117705012164937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686801608111924,0.13177546044529595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268879249776731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Turniphead92,2019/04/06,"Had to bail out of a gig and feel stupid :( I was photographing an event at my local town and had to bail out as I was feeling really socially anxious/awkward. Felt real dizzy and had to bail out, had dinner and tried to go back but just not feeling up to it. Decided to retreat to PJ's and relax, is this the wrong thing to do? Am I stupid? ",2.909166666666668,3.5406482500000003,4.612111111111112,87.64399999999998,73.44444444444444,7.982222222222222,25.511111111111113,8.238735603445708,1.3692077777777776,262,8,59,4,5,89,49,72,0.18,0.7090000000000001,0.111,-0.7691,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,3,0,9,1,0,0,0,17,14,7,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,8,1,0,5,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,7,4,4,1,15,7,0,10,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,2,43,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3527578657508001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24010386474932705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4736546449284113,0.0,0.2998125745113337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17746100591280053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3554131363511205,0.2000377523573609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31830338207344155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207447521209296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119998040313636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414004647077781,0.0,0.0
anxiety,armadilloinaditch,2019/04/06,"The problem with googling ""anxiety"" is that all I see are listicles about worrying. GAD is my constant normal, so most of those basic lists sound silly to me. I feel like my anxiety eeks out in ways I'm not super conscious of. Like I have had stomach issues since I was little, or I've had problems clenching my teeth for a good 10-15 years. Or I have muscle tension, but I live with this stuff for so long that I barely realize it's not normal.   


Do anyone else have that feeling? Do you feel like your anxiety shows up in atypical ways?",4.744726301735652,5.39832040186916,5.7004005340453965,81.41906542056077,69.2803738317757,8.731108144192259,30.238985313751673,8.841846274778883,2.3801172229639525,421,16,82,7,7,139,76,107,0.115,0.7759999999999999,0.109,0.2586,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,1,3,9,0,1,2,0,11,2,2,0,1,19,16,5,0,4,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,5,13,6,12,13,2,10,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,3,6,54,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958028590685472,0.0,0.0,0.12059065453115295,0.17670947884922136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863720302742467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440713217689947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616085413652061,0.2464162556079721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446543996761443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18000733340376074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25277121049865003,0.1728539718061239,0.15228863899741385,0.1526249796709683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379556884715913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300490081574517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743126902243766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14266378501056426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19742971668662712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737873729895276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17514529598839462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106099184992388
anxiety,gracey001,2019/04/06,"Fear of panel interview Hello. I am graduating soon from SysAdmin program. I live in Alberta, Canada now. I was born and raised from the Philippines. English is not my first language.... I’m scared to apply for jobs, get called for an interview and fail.... I do not know what to do... ",0.5043396226415062,2.690797264150949,2.2845471698113218,88.12342452830191,104.66037735849056,5.138867924528302,22.281132075471696,6.742157984588678,1.2060656603773592,217,9,40,4,10,71,42,53,0.117,0.883,0.0,-0.7269,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,2,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,8,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,5,0,8,7,0,5,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,28,6,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.404444153037109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4457025287015749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33690726882677285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20693657223238174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.393050410834789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21767638756286065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34974778917244365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3965473226194939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Applescause27,2019/04/06,"Staying Inside Until Next Winter Just encountered the first bee I’ve seen this year except it was actually a giant wasp that clung to my pants, and even after my instinctive freak-out dance to get it off, it wouldn’t move. I stared at it for a few seconds and then used the cord from my earbuds (since my phone went flying in the chaos) to kinda push it off and then it just flew away. And on that note, I’m staying inside until next winter.",4.4032958801498125,5.195425977528092,4.911853932584272,86.26680711610489,70.12359550561797,7.281647940074906,22.698501872659172,7.1686216300943375,0.6688411985018727,348,7,71,3,6,111,62,89,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,10,8,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,2,4,2,5,0,15,3,1,25,0,0,2,0,1,7,0,1,11,48,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.2426769604368332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336441560882682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642515750022003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115280859315774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12992565338821455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26430874028192475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5289505154697736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057116431241109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5301221027561026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21478069599433736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305299466659517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16014252754298886
anxiety,WedApostrophe,2019/04/06,"Bowel movement This started probably a few months ago I started to get this anxiety when ever I left the house, thoughts would come rushing into my head. “What if I board the train, and all of a sudden I need to go to the toilet for a number two, and the train breaks down or what if I can’t get to a wash room in time?” This has caused me to get off at various train stations to visit the washroom more times than I would have liked and it seems to be getting worse. 
I haven’t seen a western doctor for this. But I’ve seen a Chinese doctor, which uses herbs and stuff to help the human body. He says is because of the fear of this happening, that my body releases a gas that triggers the bowel movement. 
Any thoughts on this...? ",5.896216216216217,5.165798216216217,6.135810810810809,84.02236486486487,66.83783783783784,8.751351351351351,31.33783783783784,7.6454224807358475,1.9077270270270272,568,19,119,5,8,182,92,148,0.061,0.8909999999999999,0.048,-0.4088,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,15,0,8,8,5,3,2,21,24,9,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,1,1,13,6,0,0,3,0,0,6,2,1,0,1,4,3,10,1,20,17,4,24,0,0,2,0,5,8,0,4,10,81,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894540397032465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659229639242676,0.0,0.11990985750005916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555058523193424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482177686200712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16102077787743044,0.0,0.13502234544355382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208712661402982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417852538052388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763822344990074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275721599897108,0.0,0.08908206427368147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860950375138822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608660759471888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050631862242617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808632303187664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17030441460000462,0.0,0.0,0.07657792038778925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511274078223178,0.0,0.0,0.11622478181074974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689981304996788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465029110610065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269519129761596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22189050452732206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17943606508969578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24887679319440184,0.18279909116175774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531175507123808,0.0,0.0,0.1353777615817256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15973702770948073,0.22269497296112628,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,grassmoon17,2019/04/06,"travelling with anxiety I’m supposed to travel to Iceland next Saturday with a friend. I have major anxiety when I’m away from home; sometimes when I’m at work I will drive 40 min round trip just to go home and get back to work.  I’ve been diagnosed with GAD and currently take anti anxiety medication as needed. 

On the surface I seem confident and have a lot of aspirations to do daring things. Now however the thought of being away from home for a week and flying is paralyzing me. I’m going with a great friend who I’ve known since I was three. I don’t want to bail on her this is a great opportunity. 

Has anyone else travelled with anxiety? How did you cope?",3.974318181818184,5.4325950681818185,5.5595151515151535,78.71427272727273,71.80303030303031,9.522424242424243,28.35151515151515,9.888512548439397,2.7731006060606056,527,20,104,14,10,179,85,132,0.067,0.7509999999999999,0.182,0.9563,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,3,6,5,0,0,7,0,12,2,0,1,0,17,24,8,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,1,2,0,3,0,3,9,0,0,3,3,0,7,1,0,0,1,4,1,8,5,22,18,2,22,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,2,9,64,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4547406632534738,0.0,0.0,0.10391058256764006,0.1522670638436836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27924532740525715,0.11427083387844846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508345922863565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414340924270155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296292584591408,0.0,0.07764185551687268,0.0,0.16891537458370565,0.0,0.0,0.3276829937438648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4471996025321364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263417102836503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970752161886713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101913876577757,0.0,0.0,0.15804692309288318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13528768044305114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293056264921952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14697769700291746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173516631477012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872894490620568,0.0,0.0,0.11797862198856768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765319764072868,0.0,0.11920484824837985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21637764920720867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,seectv,2019/04/06,"I was supposed to start driving classes but I was too anxious to get out of my bed. I promised myself that I would get my license this month, so I made a plan to go to the driving school and pay for the lessons.

But when I woke up at 7:30 am, I just became too anxious and ended up not going. I just don’t like being around other people. My mom yelled at me but I ignored her and went back to sleep.

I’m a failure. :( ",0.8893333333333331,2.410020766666665,2.695277777777779,95.77625000000003,80.22222222222223,4.5,23.472222222222214,3.1291,-0.09744444444444468,319,11,74,0,8,106,61,90,0.189,0.742,0.069,-0.8847,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,8,3,0,0,4,0,6,1,1,1,0,15,15,8,0,1,6,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,1,5,2,1,0,0,5,1,15,2,13,8,0,16,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,6,55,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5452544961588479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21482938042105407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18556313623375176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137412927293594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521634913077497,0.0,0.2742997981374053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789863804468845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283464515196089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28263556370047904,0.192622386003255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16730356452457598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24423260883073025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24149812028719106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17081025539961964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237096165627162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17142953137509118,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ADHD_Monkey,2019/04/06,"Another ""am I going crazy?"" post. So, I am pretty GAD/OCD and bad ADHD. I ALSO have hypothyroidism. Recently a med cut made me go further hypo, which has caused fatigue, brain fog, depression. I don't regularly take my ADHD meds. However, over the last week my hypothyroid symptoms have gotten so bad that I have been taking my adderall and overkilling caffeine to just be able to get up. However, it has seemed to mix with the brain fog and sleep disturbances of hypo in a nasty way and I feel extreme depersonalization and confusion. That feeling like I'm sincerely about to lose my grip. Venting here. Anyone feel me? Just had to bust out a clonazepam, been a while. That might help, but it'll undo the energy I got from caffeine and adderall. Back to sluggish brain fog.

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anxiety,SurprisinglyOrganic,2019/04/06,"I left my vacation early due to intense anxiety (23/F) I’ve been dealing with anxiety for years now. For the most part it’s manageable, but it really comes out hard and strong whenever new things/changes are happening and if I’m away from my family.

A month ago I planned a trip to go all the way across the country to explore LA and visit Disneyland with a good friend of mine for 6 days. I was feeling excited for this trip and even the day we flew out (which was also the first time I’ve flown without my family) it was all fine. I was a little nervous, of course, but still doing good. We met up with a friend of his who would be joining us on this trip and she and I hit it off right away. 
It wasn’t until the middle of the night that I was hit with a train of anxiety. It was so strong I struggled to go back to bed and tried not to let it boil over. When we woke up that day to start at Disneyland, it was still there, but as the day went on it subsided a bit since I was distracted. That night, having dinner at the park, it hit me even stronger. My appetite disappeared and I excused myself to call my parents sobbing that it was too much for me to handle and I don’t think I’d be able to do the rest of the trip. My dad immediately bought me a plane ticket for 7am and told me to come home. 

I felt so bad abandoning my friend to continue the trip without me, but I was completely miserable and my anxiety was through the roof. We all went back to the hotel so I could pack up then started my way home alone, which did not help my anxiety as I’ve never traveled alone. This was the start of a long and sucky journey home.

I took an Uber at 10pm, finally got checked in and seated at my gate at 12am, and had to wait until 6:50am to start boarding, where I couldn’t sleep or even eat because I was so incredibly anxious. Then we had to do an emergency landing halfway through the flight due to a medical emergency with a guy on the flight, stuck at that airport for 2 hours, finally got on the next flight, then realizing I had gotten my period on that flight when I finally got off. I almost had to laugh because it was too much. 

I cried when I saw my dad when he picked me up I was so happy, as well when I was reunited with my mom and brother when I finally got home. The anxious feelings are still lingering into today though. Before this trip, I didn’t want to put myself on medication for anxiety as I thought I didn’t need it. I was horribly wrong. I couldn’t believe how terrible this all went and how these feelings are too much to handle. I feel like I failed myself for not completing this trip and wasting money for it, just to come home super early. But I felt like this was the best possible choice for me, as I honestly think i couldn’t have made it.",5.328436411149827,4.757948627177704,6.227576219512197,82.36258384146345,67.95470383275261,10.101829268292683,31.003702090592327,9.673873057562805,2.5343764808362383,2168,75,474,42,32,721,251,574,0.15,0.726,0.124,-0.8737,1,2,0,0,1,0,51.0,6,0,0,7,31,27,0,4,33,0,44,6,1,4,5,78,87,49,0,8,13,5,7,2,3,1,2,0,7,1,32,34,3,2,11,3,3,23,13,10,1,1,47,8,67,17,83,29,12,105,0,4,1,0,26,32,1,4,50,333,99,2,0.06630763743586704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05877771981298807,0.0,0.06639752077363771,0.1373494300928161,0.0,0.0530261937011733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30435096687872115,0.1498175131678208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459641616989385,0.10197296052397202,0.05536410758708298,0.08084104067132956,0.0,0.05642291566966023,0.07470600093488823,0.06958577463280585,0.0,0.07239076655243712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06770751146032486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014468832818338,0.17135447511460028,0.1390445925918235,0.0,0.0,0.052941252990975615,0.0,0.0728358261565144,0.17105176260861585,0.06836026263778958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678492668167252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138670749250309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501787869185366,0.0,0.1341085352366345,0.04737018943307584,0.12733146072910242,0.2905471028771197,0.0,0.056401242529676224,0.0,0.0,0.15368734859923344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753683168298152,0.11123140067331068,0.2121290999016795,0.0,0.0,0.06565498593341554,0.05863562480020172,0.07058571303598851,0.05939861899523306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04444461166825173,0.0,0.3325598337123461,0.0,0.06529966621790513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204344208759822,0.0678040517580573,0.0,0.06478912464605313,0.0664576723521217,0.0,0.058680172551077575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06274188979341813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359593759875088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07765870356813168,0.05292612358954764,0.0,0.14623122890972914,0.04916627297767221,0.05114053772672498,0.0640403294246021,0.07051892465679033,0.1244504518620298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362678439268833,0.07180470971094652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475189830334089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066657489915396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04247837044551035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05662636007145476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05485036289116795,0.0,0.06635552401862224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18773154824257446,0.0,0.15886009472805146,0.0,0.0,0.06931913957955663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849745133677027,0.0651469171184756,0.05264085748910342,0.03866451662074921,0.0,0.06285188714065981,0.06335978912134704,0.07367022496563587,0.04501853327131969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975992359128706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039109962531321416,0.10526383246023588,0.0,0.0,0.05961852928197,0.18440353263252413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12783639258923193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047103043175381436,0.07249699238881062,0.0,0.042699944527409515
anxiety,SJRE2017,2019/04/06,"Brain Zaps and Venlaxafine withdrawal I haven’t had my Venlaxafine for 2 days now and I’m getting these brain zaps people talk about and they are very uncomfortable. I’ll probably not get any until Monday. I have some emergency diazepam here for when my anxiety really gets bad, would it help the brain zaps as well to get me threw to Monday? ",4.058512820512823,6.525273646153848,4.610384615384618,81.30378205128206,74.07692307692308,9.256410256410255,24.679487179487186,9.725611199111238,2.5480256410256423,277,9,51,8,6,88,49,65,0.159,0.755,0.086,-0.7245,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,5,3,3,0,0,6,11,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,0,6,1,7,8,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,6,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214803446131755,0.0,0.15990790266322766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17453189160919405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7000421285905649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480749980576665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4368396240883872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14010886266151648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14491555826844016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22537043380438299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13391041000109474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16801094748129627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724722074309714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18794369030826788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14848940196530686,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ObligatoryEccentric,2019/04/06,"I'm scared I'm Anxious I was out shooting pictures for my journalism course when a bunch of people ran over and threated to stab me for taking a picture of them. They were in the edge of the photo, but easily cropped out. Apparently they thought I was a cop or somthing. Anyway, I deleted all my pictures in front of them, but even they were still extremely hostile. I left quickly. Now all I feel is scared. I was already super anxious about the end of the semester. Now, I'm just... I don't know. What should i have done differently? ",1.7401428571428568,4.281197990476191,2.9939285714285724,89.18232142857143,83.38095238095238,5.7857142857142865,26.845238095238088,7.1686216300943375,1.4558095238095237,419,19,83,6,12,135,68,105,0.151,0.77,0.079,-0.6798,2,0,0,1,0,0,16.0,0,0,5,1,9,5,2,2,7,0,10,0,0,0,2,13,18,5,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,8,1,16,1,14,9,3,14,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,6,63,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26197375666636885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5363826156202519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480295874926511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24293979821885506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21026349065964933,0.0,0.0,0.1567986375166957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003517710684655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304673141666807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25793279495932897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16458135453162814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4753521013593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18958574184951693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17849317939532747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18846689036194025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wiresarescaredsnakes,2019/04/06,"Dealing with it is hard Hey people,
i am seeking advice from you guys. I have a major test coming up in 10 days and although i try every time to get myself to study and i want to, i cannot overcome my fear of failing. This is not the first time this happened, because i tend to seclude myself from most of my social contacts during these times for weeks. It is hard to cope with it lately and honestly, again, I am more running away from that than actually facing it. 
To my background: I have been suffering from depression and have been off and on therapy for 5 years now. In times of stress (as of right now, where I feel extremely pressured) I feel very anxious and step back and rather stay alone.
Do you have any tips to get my back on track at least until the test? Maybe this is too far fetched, but any help is welcome.
Thank you in advance",3.5476923076923086,4.990359153846157,4.072899408284023,89.0163313609468,72.84615384615384,6.6201183431952675,26.01775147928994,7.010146845296331,1.0425053254437873,663,22,136,6,13,209,106,169,0.081,0.8270000000000001,0.092,0.6973,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,0,3,8,9,0,3,3,0,15,1,1,0,0,17,24,11,0,2,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,10,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,6,0,1,2,4,19,3,31,22,4,32,0,3,0,0,10,12,0,1,15,99,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.15420749198426298,0.0,0.0,0.15441808556682046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16366399996439884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21492189339639928,0.0,0.0,0.178520824245102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14846765536495887,0.24301961204042766,0.0,0.09632925355870456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612268013588386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191165573300442,0.16291460422306728,0.1361048363137994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331410540361425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17781962244462776,0.15980218695746984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441414280541364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16512081836980405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564674510583375,0.1397390711956752,0.0,0.2831148427933559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105919375385467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17825664097685806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15875517756511645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955313692404567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349506377486359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610843800940122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684313166035407,0.0,0.0,0.181014623697368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548619551759046,0.18071288375724429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3685775437184155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728713213787007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038538844308864,0.09320596236924056,0.0,0.1267563865223658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176152481872304
anxiety,2chocolatedonuts,2019/04/06,"How do you deal with self doubt? I have been having a lot of self doubt around my profession and skills. I keep questioning myself whether I'm good enough or I can't do this for a living. Those are just some of the examples. 

I would like to pursue other opportunities within my field, but my self doubt is keeping me from doing so. I'm not sure what to do. I want to move forward, but I feel stuck at the moment.",1.725088235294116,3.688769905882353,3.130220588235293,91.54474264705885,79.35294117647058,6.132352941176473,18.86029411764705,7.1686216300943375,0.14879411764705885,322,7,71,4,8,105,63,85,0.158,0.76,0.083,-0.746,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,2,4,7,0,3,4,0,11,0,0,1,1,22,18,7,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,3,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,2,1,12,4,11,15,3,6,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,7,3,54,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868297174402756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163678228912887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21685288243417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611710180970617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176029867880647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37308603988989736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253238728013266,0.0,0.18531996995912486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17842484989764726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22305969781192986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23510359176024204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6568237857117576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978009678742857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378737470771528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14908636260530897,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,UnfoundBody,2019/04/06,"My panic attacks and anxiety force me to do certain things that really disrupt my day. Does anyone know of a way to deal with panic attacks when you feel them coming on? I'm sorry if this post doesn't fit here I'm not very good with putting things in the right places. Posting on Reddit is one of my triggers. 
I've been having a lot of trouble getting on the underground commuting to and from work. I've tried my best to do anything to calm myself down whenever I'm on there but things only seem to work for a certain amount of time. I'm currently doing breathing exercises and it worked for a while but its use is slowly wearing off. Does anyone else have any techniques that have helped them in similar situations? The route cause of my attacks is the feeling I'm going to spontaneously go to toilet. It's sounds silly I know but for some reason I'm fixated on it.

Sorry again if I've broken any of the rules of posting I'm pretty sure I haven't but I'm sorry if I have. 

Thank you in advance. ",2.334469795177597,4.42798109359606,3.9807829919626654,85.55210267046928,77.9655172413793,6.44117189525538,24.477313974591645,7.475848149327749,1.2520896551724143,794,28,155,11,19,265,114,203,0.13,0.765,0.105,-0.324,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,2,5,4,14,3,2,9,0,13,3,2,4,3,28,32,12,0,3,8,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,10,6,0,0,6,1,0,5,3,6,0,1,1,3,14,8,31,31,4,28,0,0,0,0,6,13,0,6,6,97,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15358959692160656,0.0,0.08638948265340994,0.0,0.0,0.15792353216900112,0.1157079094400435,0.09292998395208074,0.0,0.0,0.3854151362801634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11851079296147625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600799123019548,0.0,0.09727732825896206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282910958157379,0.11642363651205008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976478141996809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433671334845692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419941027934477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05900013148034386,0.0,0.1283589790989012,0.09471850795345672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569314561005426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412436668713105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600720472950287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652282179805034,0.08588670522790673,0.0,0.2649929592123539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798554934557727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244609417758964,0.11488820379215035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352366239192435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234446108810648,0.11610861976338716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643975180275416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028052573019222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269356150561089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3792403883460311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643314554723793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396877569839574,0.0,0.0,0.22507270176390493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584912718693701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667058539047225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753338907784276,0.0,0.0931772884510452,0.0,0.08963685696433502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466384207521689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,eggallergygirl,2019/04/06,"Spent my entire weekend in bed this weekend This weekend was my first weekend where I'm home (studying abroad right now and have been travelling the last 3 weekends). I literally spent my entire time in my room isolated. All my  good friends were out of town this weekend and I did even try to make plans with a friend but they didn't answer me after a whole day. Tried not to let this get to me but in the end, I'm feeling really shitty about myself. I've barely been outside or moved. I know it's because I had built up anxiety about being home for the first time in a while and my friends being out of town, but fuck I don't know how to cope with this pain I feel about myself. ",3.6025714285714305,4.597248400000002,4.282857142857143,89.29214285714286,72.14285714285714,7.028571428571429,25.42857142857143,7.1686216300943375,0.9530857142857148,536,16,115,5,10,171,85,140,0.132,0.7859999999999999,0.083,-0.8779,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,3,7,6,1,0,6,0,12,2,0,2,1,20,23,9,0,0,5,0,2,0,3,0,1,0,4,0,6,7,0,0,5,7,2,2,3,2,0,2,9,2,17,4,20,11,2,30,0,0,0,1,4,12,1,1,16,78,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216946851805412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328823336318634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985342988330512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646018320367641,0.0,0.0,0.12274761973724595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879357181663688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31615610450406856,0.0,0.0,0.4307457714174173,0.17180895819404465,0.09709535324696973,0.0,0.0,0.1558763812557048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728315789698959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20426902326579613,0.15148693671423233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19003716861503955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405171731280824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975218121647941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19775016923143954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190558534119798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15870899832584448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21673322092003666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523505417820968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207487192618832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PleaseKillMeNowOkay,2019/04/06,"Do anxiety medications and antidepressants affect TSH levels? I've been taking Propanolol, Paroxetine and Dosulepin for about 2 months now, and I did a blood test that revealed a high TSH of 11.73 uIU/ml although T3 and T4 are normal. Could the medications have caused the high TSH or do I ought to worry about it? 
Thanks. 

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anxiety,lilmacky8abug,2019/04/06,"Just having one of those days One of those days when I wake up and immediately can't seem to function. The weight of everything I need to get done is leaving me on edge and desperately searching for a distraction. Right now, I can barely work up the courage to get dressed.

On days like this I usually spend my time daydreaming about picking a direction and running until my feet cant carry me any longer. I like the idea of ending up somewhere isolated, like in the middle of a forest, where my problems are far away and I have only the trees and the birds to answer for. It's a relaxing thought.

But alas, my life is here, stuck living in a major city working towards a degree that I no longer care for, struggling to complete even the smallest assignments because burn-out has my mental stability hanging by a thread. Why can't I just get things done? Why does it take days of mental preparation for me to start an assignment? Why do I feel like I'm being forced to jump into freezing water every time I try to do even the simplest tasks?

I'm trying not to be too hard on myself, but man it's hard. ",7.340696413678068,6.252635646788992,7.511567973311092,76.50670141784822,64.09174311926606,10.31259382819016,34.497080900750625,9.339509955726095,2.9613522935779817,873,32,169,13,11,284,134,218,0.097,0.8390000000000001,0.064,-0.4386,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,10,10,0,2,16,0,16,5,2,1,0,19,29,9,0,2,5,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,6,2,0,5,1,1,3,5,3,0,2,4,5,19,7,33,23,1,30,0,0,0,0,1,15,0,1,16,112,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670262586072375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978803436078947,0.0,0.0,0.07772125118345975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999212922361972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336786317542244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32890118426673426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157386196860347,0.26094827828053196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292488154506053,0.0,0.0,0.16842170281155433,0.0,0.10742208541320683,0.0,0.1145864708360525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644665325088331,0.09108419092486694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19983643793601755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22842531212077266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439290817328673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13500137135490706,0.0,0.0,0.09005520679716779,0.2491552206035974,0.0,0.11258256835292828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569748475613808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453773034387546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17279111922012838,0.09696754232106324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199782355837295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888211032838473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606887366093575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024333862389003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332879986290117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958622016432009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847036285600273,0.0,0.0,0.10121871943873446,0.14868955585991372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17312477440840607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404204086909993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15525752421705713,0.0,0.0,0.3451398043785385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185639298025024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SecondWind15215,2019/04/06,"Benefits to weaning off Sertraline? Hi everyone! I've been taking sertraline since I was little for anxiety, and I was wondering if there are any benefits to being off of them. Any advice is appreciated, thank you!",4.638947368421054,7.698807894736844,7.057105263157897,61.38723684210528,75.3157894736842,12.221052631578946,33.1842105263158,11.20814326018867,5.707610526315793,172,9,25,8,4,61,30,38,0.033,0.698,0.269,0.8796,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,9,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,3,6,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,0,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33359177621804503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4642990871378565,0.0,0.2611541324297029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262024286357774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421516141921459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823923790589837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25667465242321885,0.0,0.0,0.31429607613492505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3702111501216272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,restlessthrowaway111,2019/04/06,"Trauma release exercises (TRE’s) Has anyone ever tried these for anxiety?  They help me a little if I am feeling panic, and I also believe that I saved myself from developing PTSD by doing them directly after a potentially traumatic experience I had last year.",7.738840579710146,9.112388826086958,9.885652173913043,51.49775362318843,62.91304347826088,12.220289855072465,37.072463768115945,11.855464076750405,5.5335159420289886,210,10,27,7,3,76,42,46,0.229,0.637,0.134,-0.6969,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,0,1,5,5,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,8,1,4,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,24,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438983809893501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333145906863414,0.0,0.0,0.21325434032042676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436164545562121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758786403937808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.298336282135222,0.0,0.0,0.15421083590026105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20442668185227714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486055058250461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056775823350211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.357837099577493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35651404815587234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207066481921502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19640194046852366
anxiety,readerintherye,2019/04/06,"Insomnia I don't know if it's my hormone or what. I haven't been able to sleep for 6 days since last sunday until now it's saturday this week. The longest I have been awake. It's always been like this every month. A phase of a few days now being able to sleep good.

I hope I can sleep today. I did cry a few times this week because i'm so tired during classes and my mind is tense so, I'm not able to sleep. Even if I already closed my eyes and I did not fall asleep. My anxiety is better than years ago. I started to have friends since college. My anxiety is not that really bad anymore. I try to not isolate myself too and be more open to people.

But I think it's still there but I'm trying to not to get to me and try to ignore it. It is often about career, me feel like a burden, and I think people always thinking bad about me. ",0.447499999999998,2.309934083333335,2.5355555555555576,94.69500000000002,83.16666666666666,5.1111111111111125,18.333333333333336,6.139981653823899,-0.27333333333333343,645,15,148,5,18,217,98,180,0.091,0.792,0.117,0.5282,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,11,10,0,0,5,0,16,8,6,0,0,26,27,13,0,3,10,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,11,7,0,1,5,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,5,2,21,6,16,20,3,20,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,5,19,96,32,3,0.36492281711082586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782735306196699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13423380102083032,0.0,0.20243001146238665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18610997083473835,0.0,0.1206351256292831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20313020630085715,0.07415118740654282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758152553211524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361685971362067,0.15689668515003724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034269301088147,0.0,0.1024877374693052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0615053136783493,0.08690031115300019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397948775654563,0.0,0.06355237010219035,0.0,0.0,0.10202664844892408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12081689908616615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06685067890932236,0.0991536005149705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188552369845769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282267249348705,0.0,0.09709263701703527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16866102221126364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779263003413235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20124528354827692,0.0,0.4869151466734367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609808273282478,0.0,0.09714261104490844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338278062670815,0.0,0.0,0.07092980976296014,0.13980836531795932,0.11530138710534475,0.0,0.0,0.2477586386554176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951460480542008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833277658494675
anxiety,withsuspiciousminds,2019/04/06,"Overweight but too anxious to exercise:( Hello.

Does anybody else have this? 

I love aerobics and have found two classes in my life which were perfect for me at the time. The first, the instructor got really ill and could no longer continue, the second, the instructor was moving in a different direction and stopped the class. 

Since then I’ve had to go on a shit ton of cortisone and consequently picked up 20kg which I just cannot shake.

I’ve been looking for an exercise class because I don’t seem to be able to do it on my own, but the whole affair has left me feeling overwhelmed and stressed and unhappy 🙁 ",6.437300242130752,6.710861059322037,6.5842857142857145,77.88093220338986,65.52542372881356,10.810653753026635,35.501210653753034,10.608840637214634,3.752243099273608,487,22,93,12,7,156,86,118,0.185,0.691,0.124,-0.8107,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,2,6,1,3,10,0,12,7,1,1,1,16,19,9,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,6,1,1,3,2,0,3,3,4,0,3,6,2,7,2,13,11,3,15,0,1,1,1,3,7,1,1,5,64,11,3,0.21904147877764826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474545233406124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335256523933523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17488679723660638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288517247203839,0.0,0.0,0.1916846741727973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18298104873006724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075395313001718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18631656995087628,0.0,0.24016767558953184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448632020219677,0.0,0.17518748039837986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379892075986319,0.0,0.15471547428676902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18393967516710968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19769348654713176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23280642700702375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14032358018258004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19940713565656387,0.0,0.0,0.22484293025462576,0.18119337475705624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18312848428627496,0.25091127387589063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277248477601579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21397169679406453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445519886330714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jiyadhadakdhadakjaye,2019/04/06,I can't stop crying once I start crying. Very small things trigger my crying and the crying session extend to 30 minutes. Most of the things that trigger my crying are my own harmful thoughts. What can I do about it?,2.0585714285714296,4.756290571428573,2.5764761904761926,91.55185714285713,83.76190476190476,3.3600000000000003,22.685714285714287,3.1291,-0.03123428571428555,172,6,31,0,5,53,31,42,0.0,0.655,0.345,0.924,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,6,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,3,5,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,23,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9208210811944658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17855008091989685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866905089781647,0.0,0.0,0.14016942462681384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22276877965945835,0.0,0.0,0.1331015624205551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833524019712212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ImAK93,2019/04/06,"Weird habit. Does anyone know what it is? I don't know the correct place to post this. But, this may be related to anxiety.  

Hey! I have this weird habit since I was a child. I am 26 years old. I do repetitive finger movements when I am reading or watching something. I tend to rub my index finger and middle finger with my thumb in a repetitive pattern. I know this is a bit weird, but when I do this, there is this sense of pleasure on my finger tips.

I generally do this when I'm alone, but sometimes I am tempted to do this at work and I stop myself. I just don't know anything about this and would like to know the cause or if anyone else does it.

Thanks!",0.4824999999999982,2.7677807794117655,2.127941176470589,94.94573529411768,86.79411764705883,4.870588235294118,19.529411764705888,6.322622252153567,-0.004829411764706304,510,15,112,5,16,166,75,136,0.109,0.799,0.092,0.7058,0,1,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,5,0,17,4,4,1,1,22,25,12,0,2,7,0,5,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,12,4,0,1,5,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,6,17,3,11,21,1,15,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,4,9,76,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940047157191848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329757992264536,0.0,0.0,0.261953877689539,0.19192918965827813,0.15414656267834256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20450248794201584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19242694694292534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278460824385664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564799591974013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5147247329589962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151399973162168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965584874320708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19570719916098175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793986424730337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18736845899725293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549511935011915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442063694391883,0.1852620624022105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15660604170692755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17245703397567905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636956615626453,0.0,0.0,0.13306516808366906,0.0,0.0,0.12062650123363458
anxiety,Prisoner8612,2019/04/06,"What's the process like for being assessed for Agoraphobia in the UK? / What are your experiences with the condition? Hi there, 

So I'm in the UK & I'm wondering what the process is for assessing Agoraphobia in adults? I'm currently under the care of a Psychiatrist for Bipolar (and I also have Autism) but I wondered if I should go straight to the psych or make an appointment with GP first?

When assessing the condition what sort of questions do they ask?  Are there any psychometric tests to help aid in diagnosis? 

A bit about me: I'm quite isolated socially as all my friends have moved away & I struggle to make new ones due to my autism, I've been applying for work since I lost my job 14 months ago to no avail however - All this has got me down and made me insular and not want to leave the house. I'm supposed to be seeing my sister today for her birthday but I'm even scared of doing that. 

I have plans to do things but due to my anxiety I keep cancelling. I spend most of days inside, I think the longest I stayed inside was 7 days :( I just don't know what to do? 

Medication wise I take Aripiprazole, 20mg (Bipolar) & Diazepam, 2mg for unspecified anxiety. I used to take Buspirone but that was only a short course. Ideally I'd like to get off the benzo and onto something non-habit forming if that was what was needed.

I've got a referral appointment with MIND on Monday, I'll ask if there is any therapeutic support available. 

Any support, advice or sharing experiences with the UK process would be much appreciated. Thank you.",3.802500000000002,5.742980916666671,4.980666666666668,80.72700000000002,73.16666666666666,8.666666666666666,29.33333333333333,9.281916038205594,2.6558333333333333,1225,52,238,29,25,404,170,300,0.086,0.769,0.14400000000000002,0.965,3,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,2,1,6,9,13,0,2,17,0,23,3,0,4,2,39,54,17,0,8,11,1,0,2,1,2,3,0,0,1,11,8,0,1,5,0,1,2,3,3,0,2,9,1,25,10,39,40,6,27,0,1,1,0,14,12,0,10,14,145,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026577811945704,0.10002570292727588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023797308560667,0.0,0.3667857333096402,0.0,0.2302048661263129,0.0,0.17264432563619794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109800217996168,0.0,0.10601673686275877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319187156103036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504772936353737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14554471359482404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452964498595616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22075801642122134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598150367098823,0.0,0.0,0.08717977448812571,0.0,0.058954155060384074,0.0,0.06412947706489684,0.0,0.1804966439367321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563416099826904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302020162552206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119761220403352,0.10029722758445764,0.0,0.0,0.062013820790238414,0.0,0.0,0.11948108957141107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025568455842598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317800650519813,0.0,0.0,0.10677177763172713,0.1506429284903904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367425964345355,0.0,0.0,0.1139360635562236,0.0,0.09006767755033898,0.11993088394819505,0.0829502602241865,0.08366930582801019,0.0,0.10898141314040352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646319065311523,0.08581977718674065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12640643673324928,0.12001905133161565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297235715413845,0.0,0.08991873688409814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334227529515199,0.0,0.0,0.11502599872778853,0.0,0.08686961572453847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027224736533462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796469282612372,0.0,0.0,0.2560986088586333,0.0,0.0,0.1696830215292126,0.0,0.0,0.10388775702988977,0.0,0.0,0.07496577056538394,0.07230320823562729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695896696151047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974573852462608,0.0,0.0,0.06655585664264597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24473996930894465,0.0821487417968201,0.0,0.0,0.08015817930028399,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pospa_josifek,2019/04/06,"I got a chill because my crush doesn't love me back... Why? A few weeks ago, I was chatting with my crush about boys and she said that she likes a boy, who is far away from her, so I made a confession and I telled her about my feelings. Unfortunately, she wrote that she is sorry but she does not have the same feelings as I have to her. 

I got an instant chill (ague). I felt cold, I was shaking, it was about 9pm, so I went out (for a walk) to calm myself down, a little bit. It did not not help much. I was not able to fall asleep, after an hour I finally felt asleep. I woke up for about 4 times in that night, got a few nightmares, it really wasn't a nice night for me. At 8am I woke up, needed to put a smile on my face, because the school was starting (fortunately, on that day she was not in class, she was ill - maybe because of me? *She didn't expect that I, one of her classmates, would ever love her and she is very sensitive...*) 

I would like to ask, why my body reflected to that with chill (or maybe a fever)? I read it is a one of the symptoms of anxiety... Is there some of psychological answer to that? Thanks for any responses. 

P.S: Sorry for my english, I am not a native english speaker... ",0.4354888139748709,2.4049148366533863,2.3255976095617537,95.5837565124119,83.9003984063745,5.455163959546431,19.21559914189396,6.67199483983844,-0.06382513024823755,908,24,216,10,26,301,127,251,0.094,0.831,0.07400000000000001,0.2847,0,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,1,17,0,21,9,4,1,1,30,40,8,0,4,8,0,4,2,0,2,3,2,0,2,12,6,0,0,7,2,0,5,9,1,0,2,21,7,41,7,36,17,6,29,1,0,0,2,26,12,0,2,14,150,53,3,0.1259958425081281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168771222933388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856814934870667,0.0,0.0963864746529316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778910455658785,0.0,0.11837724156589725,0.09688302562953424,0.0,0.2304176884254758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375548273817678,0.13995297729705974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125689504175841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025981084986228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397045294671775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741456744717902,0.0,0.2419515351888529,0.13802228683952725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023111555790288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445235735482412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408052494076807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311040870727785,0.12628093448863226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274323341394179,0.11922031263321348,0.0,0.0,0.2531595175833591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926214415109196,0.0934243207322535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23647712600286294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17075608736308245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666062200588116,0.0,0.0,0.12602993877249408,0.0,0.08071616301864187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985089898284497,0.0,0.0,0.12751451921522228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820840605125817,0.0891805058242955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095792331241013,0.0,0.0,0.11012591984366188,0.11600004370617907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734691889982148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039597654212954,0.0,0.0,0.10106626490795796,0.0,0.0,0.11679940830336495,0.2273833009278624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790076630408997,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,snooZygal,2019/04/06,"My anxiety is getting worse and worse Hi everyone

I never really post much but I’m so lost and need some outlet. I have always suffered slightly with anxiety, starting from when I was young. I used to hate sleeping, absolutely hated it. I dreaded going to bed because I was so worried everyone and everything would disappear and I would be alone. This caused me to have frequent panic attacks where everything would feel like it was 2x the speed. It’s so hard to describe but my movements and my mind would just race and it would last a good few minutes. 

This was about 10 years ago and since then I have learned to control or at least calm that down and I hadn’t had one in a long time. But I’ve been having them constantly and I have no control whatsoever.  And right now my life is just shit and has been the last 3 years. I failed one year of Uni which meant I couldn’t return so I took a year out and applied to a different one and it was even worse than the original course I applied for. I just felt like I had to go uni as that was what everyone else was doing but I regret it. I’ve lost friends since then and my anxiety has sky rocketed. I was told, well to be honestly, forced to quit my course as I missed a few lectures and I told my supervisor that I have a lot of anxiety and sometimes I can’t even get out of bed. I was told to focus on my anxiety and quit the course, I didn’t want to but I felt I had no other option and that they didn’t want me. I rely on the fund I get to pay rent but now I have no money and I haven’t paid rent in 2 months. A friend is helping me and will help me by the end of the month to pay rent but I’m panicking so much because my parents can’t pay it ( they are split up) my single mum doesn’t work and my dad is going through a really hard time and I feel like such a burden. I live hours away from them so I have no way of getting home and I’m so worried I will get kicked out. I’m looking for a job and I just hope I can put aside my thoughts to do this because I really need it. I feel as though there is no way out and I don’t know how much more I can handle. I think about commuting suicide everyday. My landlords are constantly on my back asking why my parents can’t pay and I’ve told them I will be able to pay soon and they are still all over me and I understand but I’m almost ready to just end it.  I know this is not right but I’m so worried, I feel like I can’t breath sometimes 

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anxiety,BraverPlanet,2019/04/06,"Shoulder tension, shallow breath I carry tension in my shoulders and neck. Whenever things start to get busy at work, my shoulders automatically start rising up and getting tight. 

My normal breathing is also shallow. I can usually breath deep when I want to. But often I cannot do it. I'll feel tension around my breath. My breathing becomes restricted.

​

I'm working on learning to relax and relieve this issue. I could use suggestions. Anyone else experience this?",4.411297117516629,7.836788134146349,4.8733702882483385,73.40034368070954,82.29268292682926,5.9086474501108635,34.28381374722838,7.348242739294969,3.193351219512195,385,22,52,6,11,122,58,82,0.114,0.805,0.081,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,4,5,0,3,0,0,5,9,9,1,0,14,13,6,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,2,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,2,10,2,8,12,0,11,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,4,34,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750150652159405,0.0,0.23712496650223885,0.265927918804519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15302570737602214,0.22423871158245207,0.0,0.1948237886440492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417037346765316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17473471501734786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18282192771914568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21407827170635055,0.0,0.0,0.11065764107416268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22868122897342716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22842358418301714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21442751302405336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30980772770455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539487951504773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890169964086877,0.24103345689155475,0.0,0.1290839897275288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31865226824938864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265927918804519,0.0
anxiety,pickle133hp,2019/04/06,"Anyone know about treating Gastro induced anxiety? I’ve been diagnosed at the Cleveland Clinic as having chronic neurogenic stomach pain, which involuntarily induces anxiety.  The anxiety is the sympathetic nervous system alarming from the stomach issue.  They don’t know what causes it or how to treat it.  They told me to try things because there’s not enough research on effective treatments. 
Anyone find anything that works with this sort of anxiety?
What I know:
1.  They suggested Xanax.  It knocks me right out even at a low dose.  Can’t live life on that stuff. 
2.  Same with tricyclics.  I’m a permanent zombie on them. 
3.  Don’t know about SSRIs yet.  
4.  I’m on 1800mg daily of gabapentin.  Which takes away a little of the stomach pain.  But it doesn’t turn off the alarm in my head.  
5.  Oddly enough codeine helps turn the alarm down.  But it makes me stoned and dumber. ",2.343478260869567,5.281365583850935,2.971055900621121,86.22937888198759,88.81366459627328,5.5329192546583865,24.39130434782609,7.079830092131019,1.4155242236024843,693,28,121,11,23,216,111,161,0.157,0.774,0.069,-0.8767,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,4,2,6,9,0,4,10,0,7,12,4,6,0,21,18,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,14,4,0,0,8,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,2,0,9,2,22,16,3,16,0,1,0,0,7,14,0,2,1,74,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4549272963186593,0.0,0.0,0.2079064583676515,0.0,0.1223423993516292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396799671456718,0.0,0.0,0.09062759790455097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272461467746865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15089649728973356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072308422774548,0.0,0.09819485744494592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588130549880226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15257788334877018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965008767440912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551724190970072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268196591174604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500972316515916,0.0,0.1490059790815264,0.13127796555496238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923810110051133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163898366251254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696301157771125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17019110366567236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178102426912398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876946489286917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206015766551222,0.0,0.1009368879392163,0.3234196295489708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823322708085392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gloriusElizabeth,2019/04/06,"I might die from the amount of anxiety I have right now. I mistakenly told my friends wife that said friend had previously been engaged because it was common knowledge to our friends and had been the last 6 years. My friend and his wife have been together for 2-4years so the previous engagement is history. Well his wife did not know about it and now he has banned a friend from ever hanging out at our house again(we are roommates) and he had personally attacked my husband and I. I don’t know how to deal with the anxiety from this, and with the anxiety comes the self deprecation, so advice to deal with that would be awesome ",8.391250000000003,7.464204958333332,7.648333333333337,75.85000000000005,61.91666666666666,11.666666666666664,38.33333333333333,10.864195022040775,3.9500833333333336,505,22,98,11,6,157,78,120,0.122,0.68,0.198,0.9147,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,0,0,8,9,1,0,7,0,17,0,0,1,1,20,22,9,1,1,1,4,0,0,5,2,0,1,0,2,5,11,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,1,1,0,10,1,12,8,14,9,1,11,0,0,0,0,21,3,0,1,6,69,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15420998087799911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36217236130429936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17953151201803846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619943347148717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593923162409055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32539009805447483,0.0,0.0,0.16378173257654272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14274806436367532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6096175797262102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18209140478056932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734563575631605,0.12863610860204078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167411336119879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779349356158965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476876876371854,0.15011332674132544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16463011395849056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150794095863443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418900274835974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210360556038028,0.0,0.0,0.10162438382012401
anxiety,kitmythie,2019/04/06,"Med reaction and stepping back dosing = addiction The title is sarcasm and faulty logic thrust upon me by my own spouse. 

For the past three years, I hadn’t been addressing my GAD despite confirmation in diagnosis that confirmed ADHD-C and dysthymia (nka persistent depressive disorder not otherwise specified). My anxiety was left unchecked despite my med regimen addressing the ADHD (Adderall XR 20mg morning, up to 20mg IR afternoon) and dysthymia (fluoxetine 40mg).

I was prescribed lamotrigine (lamictal) to see if my anxiety would be brought under control rather than tapering off the fluox and starting something else. I started off at 25mg daily for two weeks, 50mg for the next two weeks, met with prescriber who approved the next stage of 100mg for weeks 5 and 6, and 150mg for weeks 7 and 8.

Day 3/Monday at 150mg was dizziness so bad sitting up was a problem. I attributed it to taking Claritin the day before when I mowed the lawn. Days 4 and 5 (Tues & Wed) were tolerable; one of my work friends suggested I call my prescriber because the dizziness at be a reaction. Prescriber sets an appointment for this coming Monday and says to keep dosing as normal in case it is a one-time thing and to call the pharmacy and them back if it happens again. Day 6 (Thu) I noticed the dizziness progressively getting worse and call the pharmacy, who recommended stepping back down to 100mg until I see my prescriber and to take dramamine (which tastes like nasty fruit-flavored metallic shit) to help alleviate the vertigo. If it gets really bad, I’ve been told to go to the ER.

I left work early on day 6, drove myself home because I was terrified of asking for a favor or calling a taxi/ridesharing service. Day 7, I go to my therapy appointment and the dizziness goes from barely there to progressively worse. Therapist recommended staying home from work until after my appt on Monday. 

Spouse comes home from work on days 1, 6, and 7 asking if I went to work. On day 7, when I tell him no because the dizziness is still here and interfering with my ability to exist without the feeling like someone keeps randomly jerking the rug enough to get me to stutter, he says by me going back down to my previous dose and experiencing a side effect is *addiction*. 

Keep in mind I have made dinner every day this week and pulled the garbage cans to the curb for the weekly pickup on Friday—unassisted. The earliest appointment I could get with my prescriber for re-evaluating the lamotrigine is this coming Monday. Me having side effects is more likely I’m not tolerating the lamotrigine as well as I thought I was or that it’s badly interacting with the fluox, not drug addiction. 

If I could live my life without having to take meds to address the unruly disruptive trifecta, **I would**. However, I lived for over 3 decades and that clearly was not working out, hence why I decided I would try to go figure out why I was a sad wrecking ball with a temper instead of lying to myself and telling myself I’m just defective, get over it. 

But for my spouse, supposed to be my ride or die, to be dismissive of what I’m experiencing and to tell me I’m a drug addict (later telling me I’m a liar and he never said that) really fucking hurts. Like, my conditions left untreated was wreaking havoc in my work and home life, but trying to do something to fix myself is addiction. ",5.4139892849783635,6.971115988941553,6.367576413215192,73.91985009272615,68.41548183254345,9.485390480115392,33.82406071845594,9.814636969101091,3.5827052270073496,2683,127,459,63,46,890,304,633,0.085,0.88,0.035,-0.9724,2,0,4,0,0,0,77.0,0,0,1,14,15,21,5,0,37,0,34,17,1,5,2,77,74,42,1,13,18,3,1,4,1,3,13,3,9,0,18,34,2,5,7,1,0,14,9,14,2,4,21,9,53,7,86,44,3,86,0,3,2,1,29,29,2,9,43,290,71,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301153450755516,0.13279960364366075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05986338664849704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453224659234948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330264353087508,0.0,0.0,0.16993545707773453,0.13839440691191987,0.10103972018562177,0.0,0.04701370792175909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256658402087173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277903132992534,0.0,0.0,0.0619676089553936,0.0882253097199672,0.0,0.0,0.3206852995899409,0.0,0.04758677165040511,0.0,0.05734081041809549,0.0,0.06332132337345936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814499291934076,0.0,0.046154312252781965,0.0,0.0,0.05708805237745373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04655053492077703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027936076284783205,0.03947063393965222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04268603771215121,0.05107776434779776,0.14432930693909551,0.0,0.12559946581763978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048857420880304855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03703293186585116,0.0,0.22168114785416104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05914630202334285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473263012286469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18008796446188186,0.0,0.07804946315618562,0.10796949950085154,0.0,0.09757358106435413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052278916220437135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841109911552624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05578678236197372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0426122307773399,0.0,0.1175180717771241,0.0,0.05413330072147144,0.0,0.06290252768949472,0.0,0.0,0.07487770320522782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05274240726804383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0528668189969307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078917058486471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0525554326144476,0.08787408612827223,0.0,0.0,0.08805424460432404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056713363940280336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04681317286716777,0.08506834789674286,0.0,0.0,0.07821251411792886,0.0588891829200719,0.044122746968590365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246234444623554,0.0,0.1931638530396359,0.0,0.06318322674306244,0.0641495456118366,0.03670566628857601,0.0,0.0,0.043862353963292716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052793773316769765,0.0,0.07502229011613794,0.0,0.10794250634839728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659094585043225,0.0,0.049676414079652925,0.05121733324147601,0.09970912067397546,0.0,0.0,0.1065181185982775,0.0,0.281558769525805,0.0,0.11260900561290488,0.11774411271327652,0.0,0.0,0.035579209200038056
anxiety,Alex-vdv,2019/04/06,"How to stop ruminating about my ex?   

I have been ruminating about my ex for the last couple of weeks. We have had a relationship for four years (we broke up 11 months ago). The first few months after the break up it went pretty well with me, but since the last couple of months I have been ruminating a lot more about her. I keep getting visions of her smile and appearance during the day and during the night in my dreams which makes me really anxious. One reason for me why I can’t accept the fact that is that we have never seen each other again after the break-up. She keeps telling me that I hurt her feelings too much and that she can’t see me again. Me on the other hand have never experienced this intens feelings of ‘’hurt and pain’’ in the same way as she did. In the mean time she tells me that she has moved on with her life and that she has a new boyfriend now. While I keep asking myself questions like:  What is the reason we can never see and speak to each other again? I keep having a hard time because I can not get an answer for the questions, and the more I think about it, the more I ruminate.  
 

Does somebody else have the same experience? What would you do in my position? How did you get over your ex? And how do you stop ruminating?  
 

Much love from the Netherlands,   
 Alex",3.7795899632802974,5.0155190193798465,4.249975520195839,88.77794981640149,71.98449612403103,7.137005303957569,22.10607915136679,7.475848149327749,0.5886945736434104,1009,22,216,11,19,318,129,258,0.057,0.831,0.112,0.9522,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,4,4,0,1,13,6,0,0,22,0,23,3,1,6,4,47,42,14,0,1,2,3,4,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,15,16,0,6,10,1,0,3,6,2,1,3,7,9,40,4,29,34,11,40,0,2,3,1,29,9,0,4,27,166,55,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961549636281778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254386164817373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014078168346585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06612426741074502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24004710697070056,0.0,0.06995625240523866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492564482069976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061545538591892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610762243302796,0.0,0.0,0.10969463743179562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226726455670843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700183393767099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717069779540116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322456485922509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3856639238977351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17684030221238445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661784242162514,0.05299453554564499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222005164371518,0.09790131510681824,0.0,0.07240671590364682,0.0,0.0,0.11815913536251428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597468652199499,0.1152898649691896,0.15948059391501762,0.0,0.2509837006616288,0.10476411072343872,0.0,0.10179476773152686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735042604148481,0.0,0.11542315280757952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035626041625553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24302966079209065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949072162322567,0.22305707037358705,0.0,0.1164596420967764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17287822272777936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973016758004937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18137693616800385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18962074888495697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06950525869487782,0.0,0.0,0.1265032124824856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610099212576132,0.08701067317330294,0.0,0.09753045087343702,0.10055576063857324,0.09788020809970177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705626243610217,0.0,0.0,0.06985319651768823
anxiety,levidevos,2019/04/06,"I thought I fixed myself..? I don’t know where the right place to post this is, but it involves sexual issues/anxiety. Maybe someone can relate.

I’ve always had good fortune in terms of dating/hooking up.. never really been an issue until recently. I’m told and genuinely think I’m a pretty decent looking guy. I’ve always been proud of the women I’ve dated due to beauty, ambition, intelligence, or all three.. never really been about one night stands but I’ve had my share. My sex life was absolutely fucking peachy, I would say maybe at this point at its prime, up until about a year ago. I got out of a long term mentally and at times physically abusive relationship, then shortly after ended up making a strong connection with a girl who I knew who had interest in me almost a year prior to the breakup. Things were great, the sex was insane. Fast forward 9/10 months to the “breakup” (we weren’t actually officially together at this point but I was still very much under assumption it was exclusive) at Christmas involving lying and cheating at a music festival. Okay. That’s done with. Right after gets fired from my very well paying job I’ve worked at for 10 years. Drug addiction + alcoholism explode harder than ever. (Always suffered from addiction) Depression + Anxiety explode, family urges me to get help.

FAST FORWARD 13 MONTHS

Overcome depression.
Obtain new job, learning new trade/skills
No girlfriend since above ^
Developed and set long term goals/plans
Started pushing out art again


I wake up happy for the most part. Im 900x better than I was a year ago. The one thing that I’ve seemed to have lost, is my ability so perform or even attempt to perform. If I get a women to the bed, to put in example.. this last year, 1/5 attempts at engaging in sex with different women have I walked away somewhat content with myself. The other 4 times were pure embarrassment and I’ve developed an uncomfortable anxiety when it comes to women now. When I was in high school this was a mild issue but this is the worst it has ever been and I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m trying to get sober, I don’t know if that has anything to do with my situation but it’s getting so stressful I’m willing to do anything at this point. Can anyone give some advice?

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anxiety,baroness_,2019/04/06,"Fear of flying Hey, so I know this is really common (even people who dont have anxiety get nervous about it), but I’m going away in June to visit my boyfriend and its an international flight. I’m literally so scared about it but I have to do it, I wanna see my BF and also I would eventually love to travel one day. I’ve only ever been on one flight before but it was so short and I was too young to remember what it felt like. There are three main things I’m worried about 

1. the obvious plane crash,terrorism or stuff like that. Theres literally no way to know if this is gonna happen or not, you dont control it and it makes me so scared. 

2. I used to be a massive hypochondriac, its gone away but sometimes I still get myself anxious about possible diseases. One disorder in particular I’m scared of is altitude sickness and the likes- there is a thing called HACE, which happens at high altitudes and it affects the brain and causes death almost always. Airplanes are high altitude. This fear scares me more than the other two. 

3. (my mom planted this one in my head by accident, since she watches all of those investigation shows) I’m a little afraid of being kidnapped by someone while in either airport

if any of you have ever flown, do you have any advice or anything that debunks these fears? im really terribly scared and its not even time to go yet :(",2.61809551043752,4.902579263940523,4.105223048327137,84.05781741492709,77.92193308550186,7.112439233628826,24.100800686302552,8.139509932561175,1.5368843580211613,1078,37,209,20,26,357,161,269,0.212,0.732,0.056,-0.9943,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,3,0,1,19,15,0,10,8,0,20,4,2,5,4,36,40,23,1,4,12,1,1,3,1,2,1,0,0,0,26,8,0,1,4,2,0,5,5,11,0,6,5,3,18,4,28,31,4,28,0,0,2,1,11,12,0,6,13,146,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364920672531493,0.0,0.0,0.09596527179271014,0.0,0.0,0.07663950447810068,0.07974269851034285,0.0,0.0,0.13034266517807547,0.0,0.07331378972332281,0.1082666807656331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886433733824065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18008095487337586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154883457223785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069839588041785,0.09785861977963926,0.0,0.0,0.09844931598209916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748750768500197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06180588031788128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983562779755758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246366613644705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659670569580894,0.17337714346529193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235242786686741,0.0,0.0,0.0920169766450276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014004251772407,0.0,0.1089308896606268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694937884765377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835473005713864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20251064365245192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351863654070224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533721744057403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14046095132980124,0.09605220971615544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649515599269113,0.0,0.0639708484014862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122412178670412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25976208649589005,0.07288711141343111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644017330966794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803997128382717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227891739817288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856278331601832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4797395805755965,0.0,0.07636837577852455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927600189658908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120099134276917,0.0,0.09478362365921826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653424399969459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097085612395122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273375124128628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055882370350748764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361722338692767,0.0,0.0,0.0827709827426979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606964969691746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09732546221121538,0.0,0.06807869161259332,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ConfusedInsominac,2019/04/06,"I’m so anxious...I just want to leave my body My anxiety is getting bad again. I can’t share my emotions. I feel alone. I’m fidgeting again. I’m becoming distant. I’m scared and I feel so alone.  I just want to leave my body. I hate being so messed up, I’m not normal. It makes me so sad, but I am so so sad. ",-2.9703333333333326,-1.4694008428571408,0.5078571428571443,101.81130952380954,107.42857142857143,4.047619047619048,15.833333333333332,5.985473137389443,-0.6229523809523809,231,7,61,3,12,82,38,70,0.327,0.613,0.059,-0.941,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,10,7,1,1,0,0,4,2,2,1,0,11,16,8,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,2,11,1,3,15,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,32,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4157436610381775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535402381176762,0.22674168130852315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16758188776474078,0.0,0.2216650152692027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4458802656045625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22576826128918406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20296689028148374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048610775088214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19815652285722785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4250392794724432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397342209728005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19665015938716895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20094263224976475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367642733551896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sierrapacifica,2019/04/06,anxiety over overeating Does anyone else become anxious or get panic attacks after eating too much? ,11.003125000000004,12.851718062500002,9.825,53.12000000000001,55.875,8.9,41.0,8.841846274778883,4.82145,83,4,7,1,1,26,16,16,0.452,0.5479999999999999,0.0,-0.836,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,6,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348024500068823,0.3467462532467689,0.0,0.21461427437752176,0.3144885209082138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491799213236241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33898272729088497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685986163314425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140684764655809,0.2564026399912736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603595136446405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22563063405153405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3601190454355532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lav3ndersunshine,2019/04/06,"My shyness and anxiety ruins everything. I had been talking to my coworkers best friend for a few days. We actually started to like each-other a lot.

Yesterday my friend demanded we go see him at her work, in the mall. He and I had that planned that I would come in and meet him. I told my friend as we were walking closer to the store I really didn’t feel comfortable doing that because I already am nervous on top of being in the mall. I knew I would freeze up when I saw him.  

She kept reassuring me it would be fine yada yada. I know myself and she wasn’t listening to me. 
So we go in, I see him and immediately freeze up. I smiled at him and said hi and how are you. He made small talk with me but like I said I froze up and kind of was focusing on my friend and what she was doing. 
He smiled at me a lot but we didn’t really talk. 

  We had plans later that night for him to come out with us and chill. I knew in that kind of a setting, outside of the mall I would be more myself and more talkative to him. It was just kind of awkward in the middle of the store? 

 After we left he messaged me that he didn’t realize we had plans to hang out today and he thought it was the next day. I said no, but okay that’s fine. He then proceeded to tell me “I’m going to be honest with you, I wasn’t feeling it when we met. I’m sorry” and asked what I did because I had already told him MULTIPLE times that I was going to be shy when I first saw him but I knew I’d be fine afterwards. And he told me “you were really quiet. I just wasn’t into it” 

Fuck me right? I put myself out there, this happens. I’m honest about shit, this happens.
I have no idea if I dodged a bullet or if I just fucked up by not going with my gut instinct and not go in there. 
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anxiety,tarek122,2019/04/06,"Sometimes I refuse to open a email because I'm afraid of it's content Especially when it's something important. For example, yesterday I had to write the customer support about an issue with my recently bought phone. I told them, that it might be a faulty one because of several issues and want to get a replacement within my warranty. They answered it's not possible to get a replacement, so I showed them a clause of our EU law where it's obvious that the seller has to exchange a faulty device within the warranty.

Now I'm afraid to go and see their answer and what they might think of me :/ ",5.252804347826089,6.478420660869568,6.02320652173913,77.48263586956524,68.47826086956522,9.923913043478262,32.63586956521739,10.125756701596842,3.442239130434782,476,21,87,12,8,156,73,115,0.085,0.861,0.054000000000000006,-0.5267,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,5,0,5,3,0,2,10,0,5,0,0,0,1,16,16,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,3,1,3,1,1,2,0,1,3,1,13,1,15,10,0,9,0,0,1,0,11,4,0,2,4,60,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26663987379981985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285276411127607,0.0,0.12429453110153935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4565403387256837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4640207943521237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14819949988269646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465559147232582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21594382901868192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17427878332676136,0.0,0.0,0.24707328401722306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16836903476580356,0.21630386193541928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481827231463918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14013670118797042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089810575792198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899729378874303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Piki64,2019/04/06,"Getting over selective mutism when speaking in english When I was about 9 I moved with my family from my home country to America. Before that I had some social anxiety issues, but after we moved it got severe. I developed selective mutism and could only talk to my family and maybe some family friends, but only in my native language. I could barely muster the courage to speak in english, which was quite troublesome in school.

Anyway after 5 years we returned to my home country. Although at the begining my social anxiety pretty much remained, I eventually managed to make friends and get around.
My problem is that speaking english now causes me anxiety. When I come face to face with someone who doesn’t speak my native language and I have to speak english it feels like my throat clogs up and I am unable to speak. I guess its a type of selective mutism. Even writing in english gives me sometimes a bit of anxiety (it was even a bit hard for me to muster the courage to make this post).

I am not sure how I will be able to function in potential future situations because of this.

Anyways, it may have been a bit of a vent but any advice on overcoming this will be deeply appritiated.",5.603772421524663,7.125034430493276,6.0375532511210785,76.60054512331841,67.9237668161435,8.983071748878926,33.22001121076234,9.354420925462401,3.214767040358745,950,43,163,19,16,306,121,223,0.099,0.8,0.101,0.6459,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,0,1,11,7,0,0,8,0,18,3,3,4,1,29,28,13,0,3,4,0,2,1,2,3,0,6,2,0,12,11,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,6,8,26,6,33,15,6,25,0,0,0,0,16,11,0,4,11,119,38,3,0.11382041562523915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111223992840997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740178569352417,0.0,0.3482892256525217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132430123590094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938386892224277,0.0,0.09685279042734712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727872439007063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169249201235797,0.0,0.09804620971278252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18175268045048198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503546221091294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32189927428168624,0.0,0.0575510220609558,0.08131332766506526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17587474153662236,0.0,0.11893293879955208,0.10918691409637887,0.0,0.0,0.09103258406835034,0.0,0.12538602003832294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019607357921883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22834231444310066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879894244039566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055606905783226426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15195202251971834,0.0,0.11434790599921625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419461777745295,0.08367110182942396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17313111005471046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900849530008767,0.11579628186891835,0.0,0.1089107659704591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210620224493329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519233719472015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858467196327222,0.0,0.0,0.12793891605124022,0.0,0.2320511599740041,0.09643966879805567,0.0,0.11257130143385308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727439471749878,0.0,0.0,0.09148453863885177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329661591374202
anxiety,shutyoureyesandsee,2019/04/06,"How do I stop feeling so guilty for saying no to extra work? My manager called me this morning because she really needs extra help for this weekend. She’s working by herself and trying to cover 4 different shifts. I said no because it’s my weekend off, I’m working next weekend and the weekend after I’ve said I’ll work part of Sunday to help cover holidays. Also, it’s the same people every week who go off sick and I’m tired of being the idiot that picks up their slack.

I feel SO guilty because I have no plans at all today/tomorrow. I don’t want to work this weekend but there’s no reason for me not to. I understand having time to yourself is not inherently selfish but now I’m sat feeling too guilty to do anything other than feel guilty.",3.9617158338350373,5.173841125827816,5.392775436484048,80.84883804936786,71.51655629139073,7.34521372667068,28.95906080674293,7.686295010490155,1.91066357615894,594,23,110,7,11,200,90,151,0.179,0.735,0.085,-0.9271,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,6,7,2,1,0,3,0,7,2,0,3,1,20,21,9,0,2,4,0,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,8,3,0,1,6,6,0,1,7,2,0,0,3,7,14,0,19,17,5,17,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,0,12,74,22,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367061336527417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272607519801102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28281290020320243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15791119232360495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615724989283007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302962019567116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127753220172409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788907255137683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20731234894095346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466829337778185,0.0,0.0,0.16446812523094312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16746690404579667,0.0,0.10721229268450748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907039825182401,0.1590021824396376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942081449121233,0.1229809678064566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929125558147928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017551802618053,0.17774320569972898,0.14658663749569484,0.0,0.0,0.10499470608515353,0.0,0.0,0.1609922823016027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121441154533383,0.0,0.12404795693699233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5629218464138319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,drakal30,2019/04/06,"Nausea and Vomiting after the last few stressful weeks I am hoping it's just the result of the last few weeks of stress.  The night before I vomited, this morning I am really nauseous .  My anxiety of course is ratchet it up because of this.",5.691014492753624,6.555931869565223,6.807391304347828,73.56731884057974,67.26086956521739,9.611594202898553,32.72463768115942,9.725611199111238,3.352211594202899,190,8,32,4,3,64,32,46,0.165,0.778,0.057,-0.6444,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,4,0,3,2,0,1,0,4,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,6,4,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013249451351085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16042647977825494,0.0,0.2239389712091904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26138798980861755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4290386612622881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469679723719749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685939562553583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6029225348550445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42219949035113136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,basicsofhumanity,2019/04/06,"Panick attack inducing suicide ideation? I've heard a lot about panick attacks but have often had trouble identifying to the symptoms.
One I have heard the most about is thinking you might die. I have never experienced that, however I almost always convince myself I desperately WANT to die during my ""attacks""

Does anyone know if that could be a sign of panick attack? Or has ever experienced one this way?
I know I suffer from anxiety, but labelling these thoughts as a side effect of an anxiety attack could really help me stop taking them so seriously",6.11901515151515,8.475507707070713,6.9958459595959575,66.94710227272729,67.8888888888889,8.990404040404039,31.566919191919194,9.516144504307137,3.5238979797979786,449,19,64,10,8,149,71,99,0.374,0.5589999999999999,0.067,-0.9909,1,0,0,0,0,2,9.0,0,1,1,1,5,9,5,0,6,0,10,1,0,2,2,22,18,6,3,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,1,8,0,2,4,4,11,1,8,10,2,5,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,7,3,51,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236542193187995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998953826867644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022442187443461,0.0,0.0,0.09242769028090296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7519046371453818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110799080478669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743768886470113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567706664511533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957001902573025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860164818687688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529219759591122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238001153593197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14022870806835694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195017487322837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791456301775716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468188814108682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051361290525466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14459028840743313,0.0,0.0,0.13739211328181314,0.09938759932275587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469960312010545,0.0,0.10494110670420732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796686731492783,0.10492328203990622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,diamonddusty,2019/04/06,"How to break through the mental block? Hey guys. Im a 23 year old woman who has struggled with anxiety since my early teens. Although I've come a long way since then and I am pretty confident in myself, at work/Uni I find myself shutting off due to this instinctive fear, kind of like a 'fight or flight' response as if something bad is going to happen. Which I know isn't the case. I find myself sweating and nervous in some social situations and I honestly don't know why? 

So do you guys have any tips to helping overcome this?",2.5702857142857134,4.7887666476190525,3.6764285714285694,87.40607142857144,77.76190476190476,6.104761904761905,24.785714285714285,7.1686216300943375,1.1323142857142858,418,15,81,5,10,135,80,105,0.168,0.708,0.125,-0.5913,0,0,1,0,1,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,2,8,1,3,5,0,7,1,1,1,0,14,12,10,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,5,0,1,4,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,0,0,10,3,12,12,1,15,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,3,7,48,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255934850908029,0.0,0.14128504038162334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542059206780942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15909148693971709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20782420764515486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3376011224625837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496187144730154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3657383093205241,0.16331809363364475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379179508498295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19949363958811897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19232307770077628,0.2029982773492454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022873348276814,0.0,0.0,0.163442172702871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861210451558648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19379792630958664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878930630626416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30554997010855905,0.20759591269945696,0.0,0.1882651261813004,0.0,0.1421810664248578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930749398003988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465959346775644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16665128053172729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344543269440625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893236513197199
anxiety,ZypherGhost,2019/04/06,"I [19M] got complimented by a stranger [30s?M] for the first time in about a year and almost broke down crying. I am writing this on mobile so I apologize for the formatting.

I was walking back to the train after a bad date with a girl and this caught me so off guard. I was waiting at a crosswalk and this bicyclist pulled up next to me and said ""Hey man, I like your J's."" J's referring to the Jordan shoe brand by Nike. It's such a simple thing to say but it made me so happy. On the train I thought about it more and almost broke down crying. I honestly cant remember the last time a person other than my family or friends complimented me. Even on the date I had beforehand, she didn't compliment me. I'm not saying I expect compliments on dates but like I complimented her a lot and thought if I get complimented at all, it would be from her. 

I dont know why this affected me so much. But even writing this 12+ hours later I feel emotional. I talked with my younger sister later about this. She said she gets complimented at least 5 times a day and it doesn't phase her. I know girls compliment each other often but even a guy would compliment her. I realize this is more of a rant so I'll ask does this happen to anybody else?

Thank you to anyone who reads this or comments on this post. I love you all and hope you have a great day.

P.S. To the hippie looking guy on the bicycle who happened to look to his right at a stoplight and say something nice to this teenager, I love you bro and I hope you win the lottery or something. ",2.6154065934065933,4.212502263492066,4.006746031746033,87.9150274725275,75.57142857142857,7.512820512820514,24.496336996337,8.263242389622931,1.3578351648351652,1203,39,259,21,26,397,165,315,0.09,0.687,0.222,0.9945,0,0,2,0,0,0,33.0,0,6,0,2,14,25,0,0,23,0,13,3,1,2,2,47,37,23,0,6,9,2,1,2,1,2,0,5,0,6,21,13,0,2,8,1,0,3,5,3,0,1,11,8,42,22,38,23,8,37,0,2,2,2,39,16,0,10,19,176,63,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252864844081549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865615166499652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516367109502077,0.0,0.0,0.08649844720654995,0.09392508195607917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471316251356123,0.14509446211587104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984414180485049,0.0,0.13183832745584712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397159157728156,0.1265369589011737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22289724890376306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604627270147783,0.0,0.05687870586235836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568457901524084,0.0,0.0,0.08691007852027803,0.0,0.1175435535473311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996913326109081,0.12402145487530054,0.0,0.2227670670902324,0.19895040685853224,0.1197485008027168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22345740409558412,0.11078073446003328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236439544806614,0.0916949795326392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991460185051256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889278059080355,0.0,0.0,0.09563561747156067,0.20305459722991767,0.1064414726031092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269364851756382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119635194470089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822258858085793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077350482864559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252119692300436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12743009702332736,0.096066490410237,0.214008936879545,0.2683714910530963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17320175850361585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041580805778636,0.0,0.1035663738955079,0.0,0.0,0.07473385936617763,0.0,0.0,0.17861018878071386,0.19678279217364306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150540986492476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598204101337538,0.0,0.0,0.0724403582763192
anxiety,Uneekusername101,2019/04/06,"Heart palpitations! I’ve had my heart skipping a beat hundreds of times a day for the past 5 or 6 days and now it’s 3am and I have to get up in a few hours for work and it’s keeping me awake. When I’m dozing off my heart jumps and pounds and I feel like I’m falling and jerk awake. I’ve been trying to sleep for 5 hours and I did initially fall asleep for about an hour and 20 minutes then woke with intense anxiety that has not relented at all. Even took a melatonin 3 hours ago and nothing is helping me. 
I’m trying not to dwell on it but it is an intense feeling in my chest and I hear the one pound after the skipped beat in my ears so it’s hard to ignore. I know it’s not my heart it’s just my vagus nerve. Went to the gym and worked out hard with weights and cardio and had no issues. I’m exasperated and venting thanks for reading. Please share something if you can relate and I’d love some input on coping with this",-0.024763140817650964,2.0805106119402983,1.8491066407094967,97.3707527579494,87.1592039800995,4.490677049534933,19.18689162881246,5.7926816847441245,-0.35933977936404915,727,21,171,5,23,239,120,201,0.104,0.787,0.109,0.6159,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,4,6,7,1,1,10,0,9,11,8,0,1,33,24,21,0,1,7,0,5,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,9,19,1,2,3,2,0,5,4,3,0,1,7,7,14,4,25,17,3,27,0,0,0,1,5,9,0,3,14,99,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10891129895165223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399043051634984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15847390569885186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115034644372922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424720471971955,0.08777388573692352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06419123703526286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22012356965489596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847637285600722,0.5823765292382629,0.08235298006782239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4839841689353773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823783134767214,0.0,0.10920694399333283,0.0,0.0,0.06752270244109528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06002502092283388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088932900634962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789107934436713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325565501972336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728734927626434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348674994234964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228969961379913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295247819206476,0.0,0.0,0.09458651537664356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311643139888986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164283918977479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650614417497173,0.16683283907839458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961494472368578,0.0,0.11389592481743813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17889254290650602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mousehead2000,2019/04/06,Being self conscious is not actually being conscious of your self... It’s actually being conscious of how others are seeing you. As such your state becomes unconscious of what is happening to you. Once you realise this and actually become self conscious you should find your focus shifting from how others are seeing you to a more relaxed conscious state of yourself and the world around you.,7.5347058823529425,9.693547764705887,7.066941176470588,68.61923529411766,64.0,8.381176470588235,35.65882352941176,8.841846274778883,3.5668611764705886,320,15,44,5,5,100,40,68,0.0,0.949,0.051,0.5413,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,9,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,2,0,13,11,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,9,1,9,7,1,4,0,0,2,0,12,2,0,0,0,40,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.5405837572908003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438022226682936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4078692228025778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16876939771113278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632879422723805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19664930320304286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29428889513046314,0.0,0.5778997119125534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alienHiggs,2019/04/06,"How do you calm down when you feel like your anxiety is protecting you? Background is that I had an abusive boyfriend who threatened to kill me if I ever left him or kill himself or my family etc, he was terrible. I ended up leaving him and he broke into my home. 

Present- I cannot fall asleep. I thought I heard something weird and I have been laying in bed replaying my escape plan and thinking of the closest hospital and prepping myself to fight for my life. Not that I think it’s my ex, but just literally anyone. I’m terrified of someone breaking in and trying to harm me. Right now it feels like me being on alert and planning these escape plans is the only way to save myself and protect myself. It’s so frustrating because I just want to relax and not be scared of every noise but I also want to live. Idk what to do. ",2.3949772727272745,4.635717660606062,3.8791477272727306,85.61872159090913,78.45454545454545,6.5492424242424265,25.46401515151515,7.6454224807358475,1.5098560606060611,654,25,125,10,16,216,110,165,0.18600000000000005,0.6559999999999999,0.158,-0.7433,0,0,1,0,1,1,13.0,0,4,0,3,8,14,4,1,3,0,12,2,1,1,1,28,21,17,2,3,9,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,8,9,0,2,5,1,0,1,3,9,0,0,5,3,28,5,17,14,1,17,0,1,0,0,13,9,0,3,7,92,36,0,0.0,0.2170040015226228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14646579905565835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011002376317955,0.0,0.0,0.1280634468766009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164715767780324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16221743556145607,0.0,0.20426179346040013,0.0,0.16567057699914833,0.1543126278280903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17265847518714655,0.0,0.18521331065464508,0.2616862407976245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18371539942312656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4052589199689577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19393047802077368,0.198994111694022,0.0,0.12936497701583966,0.1789566674326626,0.0,0.16172570010486947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929459861105234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15640996452090308,0.0,0.0,0.18336611512854734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15518325910534422,0.1409985978816489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347115478418907,0.0,0.14540144628457408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243475155892942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160544256850969,0.14537674927069352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rejected_perspektive,2019/04/06,"Has anyone else been constantly afraid that their family could die? Since I was a little kid (I’m a young adult now) I’ve been afraid that my mom could die in a car crash or get cancer or anything to the point where I worry worry about it and it makes me sad, I also feel very guilty anytime I have an argument or yell or fight with a family member I’m afraid they could die and the last time I saw them we where fighting or anytime I say something mean to a family member or someone I love very much I feel extremely bad and anxious because what if they die, does anyone have a similar worry?",1.7598087431693976,3.8926612377049215,3.2700819672131125,89.72566939890713,80.0655737704918,6.361748633879781,20.002732240437158,7.492282038375204,0.6109322404371578,469,12,97,7,12,154,75,122,0.359,0.612,0.029,-0.9929,0,0,1,0,3,0,6.0,1,0,4,0,5,8,2,3,9,0,9,2,0,1,0,19,18,11,4,4,7,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,5,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,4,5,15,1,5,11,1,11,0,1,1,1,12,5,0,7,5,58,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038873336485006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418166130077755,0.0,0.17555125230830548,0.12862344278392995,0.1033030026349726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481485180445012,0.07652378108285314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356566287706533,0.0,0.3006837730309043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.52113394005683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098548165121525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486675379859572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3550241573220245,0.0,0.12694656212447705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06558583654679763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232618903031583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581709310314107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329847722048544,0.0,0.08379428451465368,0.0,0.0,0.1367422908635651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470227889615354,0.0,0.0,0.09228123451189328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118669306502477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982891852900136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038422347694341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636374444722624,0.09664147356462142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731993299687909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20715582344964792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824547121774902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,slapshot91,2019/04/06,"How should I get help for my anxiety? Hey guys I'm ryan

I am currently a student in college for civil engineering, and live in Ontario, Canada. I dropped out of high school at the age of 15 because I could not handle the stress and anxiety. After a long time I finaly mananged to change my mind set, but I still have anxiety.

I wanted to ask how to talk to my doctor about my anxiety. My family doctor when I was 15 just told me to not worry and that everyone deals with stress. I tried going to a walk in clinic, so I could be referred to a psychiatrist, but sadly the walkin clinic doctor never got back to me.

So how should I go about asking for help?
Any advice is welcome, thanks.
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anxiety,prone2wand3r,2019/04/06,Really rough night. I may or may not want to go into detail soon. But tonight was absolute madness and I'm very depressed and anxious right now. I just need someone to talk to or vent to. Anything really helps. Doesn't even have to be about my shitty night. We can talk about anything. Comment about anything. Just help me make it through the night in one piece with distraction. ,1.8604166666666693,4.6708953194444485,2.1318888888888883,92.60200000000002,88.86111111111109,5.102222222222223,23.86666666666667,6.742157984588678,0.9767566666666668,301,12,57,4,10,91,54,72,0.198,0.7340000000000001,0.068,-0.862,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,8,3,1,1,1,0,7,0,0,1,0,16,12,5,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,1,1,5,0,12,8,1,10,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,4,6,39,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21842244155264026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4773141928163048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16652595449574376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770116048194682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988122436153927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25918733769300395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905788555846953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14336130881837908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.544317636301664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101415124673016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477208222110244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16511377824288576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16381880981440775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108033949726515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15952813912301994,0.11403865041538196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whataboutit34,2019/04/06,"Terrified to go on vacation after having a severe depersonalization attack. I’ve been diagnosed with depersonalization and derealization, also anxiety and depression. Last year was really hard for me, for some odd reason I had a bad episode that lasted 2 months of being panicked about the world, everyone around me, it felt like the room was closing in and nothing felt real. Everything felt like a simulation.

Ever since this has happened I feel like a freak in public, I get really bad panic attacks unless I’m at my home or car where I know I’m safe. My body is constantly on flight or fight mode. Whenever I leave my house and go into public I have major anxiety attacks to where I’m shaking, I can’t make eye contact with people, stomach aches, and I can’t talk to anyone. I just act super awkward. I’m supposed to go on vacation this year but I’m absolutely terrified to because I’m going to be so far away from home. 

I’m going to be with the best people in my life that support me but I know I’m going to have multiple panic attacks. I have no idea how I’m going to react though. I’m scared to go even though it’s going to be a lot of fun. I don’t want this trip to be ruined because of anxiety, I want this trip to be smooth sailing and relaxing. I just know it won’t. ",4.229806201550389,5.221358879844964,6.282170542635658,75.55178294573646,70.66666666666667,9.144186046511628,28.67441860465117,9.444778638647367,2.598083720930232,1013,37,192,22,18,356,136,258,0.23,0.66,0.11,-0.9766,0,0,0,0,1,0,23.0,0,0,0,2,13,24,5,5,8,0,20,5,3,4,1,38,52,16,0,2,7,0,6,3,0,1,2,0,3,0,9,12,0,1,9,1,0,14,5,15,0,0,7,7,21,9,35,38,4,38,0,2,1,0,5,16,0,4,11,118,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296618406822522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20939961102774488,0.0,0.0,0.0637985188177516,0.0,0.0,0.0812247128870363,0.0,0.4152037294995418,0.08572485032328944,0.0,0.15236649599017835,0.11124053683982596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575283621149304,0.0,0.0,0.1013492785639082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986001736766626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858658973629908,0.09260869621325574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06026447191389943,0.08253360097680723,0.0,0.08718562870277917,0.0820024146310721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0461346901605905,0.06518329376984926,0.26281984862785185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04767017235240635,0.0,0.4666943151470664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068498780504105,0.0,0.08173489863196905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183046304828902,0.0,0.0,0.10528100265638417,0.0,0.10300109735131667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15043262967337892,0.14874879468098345,0.0,0.09661208996869916,0.0,0.0,0.06444691378997269,0.13372867816566938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07757067453405429,0.0,0.0,0.06090473485246955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282848355315989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754914737147004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141056252058622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651141074700642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385335666057424,0.11690390656030758,0.09381195900495004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134914631681773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307747435212464,0.0,0.0754763145452274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354032562249577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733368529948554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17928957800487666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763377590493152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751369633083925
anxiety,victoriaatx24,2019/04/06,setback went through an anxiety attack after reading a book . i am so frustrated & discouraged after having no anxiety for 3 months & then this flair up today. i cant sleep and just keep crying over all this. currently on a jenna marbles youtube binge rn to make me smile. any pick me up tips or ways to keep your mind off the negative feelings?,4.812985074626862,6.3881837313432825,5.4867462686567166,79.59220895522391,69.8955223880597,8.942089552238807,31.310447761194034,9.3871,2.9810023880597005,278,12,50,6,5,90,57,67,0.295,0.672,0.032,-0.9603,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,4,0,3,1,1,2,1,11,8,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,1,2,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,1,5,0,11,7,1,13,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,1,6,33,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4856745846442818,0.0,0.15241139797087494,0.0,0.34290712613582225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25497238917632004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461887085478969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332337682355045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3984218298937925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496039139744922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22630044731166896,0.0,0.17889292539852292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22418375745748445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22428496558904595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124424989936532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177898489916901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20776436517617367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AntisocialServices,2019/04/06,"Anxiety Attack at Night (TW: Death, Sudden Dead) Now I'm like 70% positive this is a nocturnal anxiety attack. But, every time i go to bed I get hit with this sudden wave of fear that I'm going to die. Like, immediately.",0.32734848484848555,2.7485400681818177,3.897272727272728,80.18257575757578,91.5,7.4787878787878785,18.69696969696969,8.344100000000001,1.571360606060606,169,5,33,5,6,62,34,44,0.354,0.498,0.14800000000000002,-0.9001,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,5,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40443525059545815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6014446143099569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743408103492657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22271592220691055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297453414996168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13810554379721124,0.0,0.3004584255140935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582841066431867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24806303493161516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413744496066775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,musical_nerd,2019/04/06,"My anxiety just pops up out of nowhere I can't seem to have even one day where I don't get a random burst of anxiety. Just a few minutes ago, it hit me, and I'm still going through it. My chest is tight and I can't seem to fix that, my breathing is speeding up in random bursts and is shaky, and it feels like every muscle in my body is tensing up, and even my typing is getting more aggressive. The only reason I'm not making spelling mistakes is because I'm going back and fixing them. I don't know what to do.",4.863939393939397,3.9666207272727263,6.041818181818183,84.39939393939395,69.0,8.424242424242424,30.15151515151515,7.1686216300943375,1.6348787878787872,400,13,88,3,6,135,67,110,0.08900000000000001,0.867,0.044,-0.3783,0,0,0,0,1,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,7,4,1,1,3,0,12,3,3,2,0,21,25,6,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,5,0,0,2,5,3,0,1,0,2,11,1,12,24,2,14,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,5,6,60,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206777124005708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35689723827197656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17936792691671616,0.0,0.1421974001784283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591070545173325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15043791950781446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081413115300394,0.0,0.19653751110421974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794680581808578,0.1666459938517824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437447630922591,0.0,0.2651420273669156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281974446201485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139624750992628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557075361304276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806775851449534,0.1774100675142157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398373300797181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4247150380341783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862873302540184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,eisify,2019/04/06,"Does anybody wake up in the night feeling like they're about to be sick? Almost every night since I started my new job 2 months ago I've woken up feeling like I'm going to vomit, like it's about to happen, but I never do. I usually wake up between 2-4am, sometimes 5-6am. I feel panicked, like I'll pass out or throw up, I feel very warm/feverish, usually I'm shaking and my heart is racing. It lasts anywhere from a few minutes to half an hour. However, I never actually throw up or pass out, but sometimes it feels really bad. If I woke up in the morning without waking up at night I'm shocked and grateful. I have no diarrhea, no constipation, no vomiting, no chest pain, but occasionally I do taste stomach acid. When the feeling passes I'll often feel tired and hungry, which is weird after feeling sick. Every time I'll think ""this time I'm really going to be sick"", but I never am. I also have a severe phobia of vomiting so I think this adds to the anxiety. I recently went to the doctor, had all my bloodwork done and general check up, but he found nothing out of the ordinary. He thought I might have anxiety-induced IBS since I feel nauseous but the pain is usually below my navel. However it only seems to happen at night. I don't eat right before bed and I try to keep healthy. I have a normal BMI and I'm in good health. I'm 27 and I exercise regularly. I take 10mg of Lexapro daily. My only issue is that my vitamin D levels are pretty low, so I've recently started taking vitamins. Because I expect to wake up at night, I don't feel a sense of doom or terror, and I don't think I'm experiencing a heart attack, but the first time it happened I was terrified that something was seriously wrong. So I'm not sure if these are nightly panic/anxiety attacks? If it happens so frequently, could I be developing a panic disorder?

I know that any advice or comments given are not professional advice. I'm just curious if anyone else has had something similar happen. Thank you!

TL;DR Waking up every night feeling like I'm about to throw up, heart beating fast but I don't. Could this be anxiety/panic attacks? Has anyone else experienced this? ",3.2081902159770976,5.0588803466042185,5.312648321623733,78.0994851027843,74.57377049180326,8.02313296903461,28.488745771532656,8.761943790366164,2.469184803538901,1696,71,311,35,36,589,205,427,0.227,0.6779999999999999,0.095,-0.9969,3,0,2,0,0,0,59.0,0,1,0,2,11,23,3,3,15,0,32,26,10,0,5,64,77,30,0,8,20,0,11,5,0,1,14,0,1,0,15,12,2,1,18,1,1,10,14,15,0,2,11,15,34,8,43,59,2,64,1,2,0,0,4,24,0,12,35,184,49,3,0.0,0.0,0.06251154213375401,0.0,0.0,0.1251938221407429,0.0567837105734371,0.0,0.06414501301513402,0.0,0.0,0.05122730254794768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04356175832198303,0.0,0.09800866309532144,0.0,0.0,0.0895819362715205,0.1312703487213853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21862627882069469,0.0,0.0,0.05348590369589115,0.03904927131012903,0.0,0.054508792162901686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229048683070527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341622279586918,0.06556626051385768,0.05605774406341638,0.06555375757162345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06554750918883889,0.10702477746258247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16191533566920527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35628714000760353,0.13728952748430495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054487854275008366,0.0,0.07023648681671292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281147861618227,0.05372896126803833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832321803687575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680908487087052,0.0,0.2277277513858447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06308440271002531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06686009596712265,0.06356785825036572,0.056937852729860336,0.0,0.0,0.03520469987465247,0.05221596556043272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15647795261168335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795560481625877,0.0,0.0,0.051130627272457534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14821684996034545,0.061867788383832986,0.0,0.4207998305502319,0.06276341451368203,0.06146555034342555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743826329902018,0.1363248376411123,0.15031694174088625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06517019730437662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820746194538873,0.0,0.12649944731715998,0.0,0.0,0.054705334799568135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058316160242303634,0.0,0.07236750875689643,0.0,0.1059791751422056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863023148188804,0.12671035385331908,0.0,0.09068141750672368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06037407554554217,0.0,0.09632755683553096,0.0,0.0,0.05897616467237232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313768351024255,0.0,0.05085503870359885,0.11205851783158133,0.07362545334297517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04349129860519696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21165310206512594,0.05285470633370909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059382573640944014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061749798568531786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003756264021054,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Elexios,2019/04/06,"Tricks for not panic attack vomiting I've been having panic attacks about the most mundane bullshit ever this week, but they've gotten so bad that multiple times a day I'll get so nauseous I vomit.

Any tips that don't involve deep breaths because when I breathe deeply my throat kinda tickles and that makes me feel much worse.",5.053387096774191,7.13441885483871,4.662129032258068,83.72319354838713,70.12903225806451,6.250322580645161,30.14193548387097,6.742157984588678,1.7502154838709676,267,11,45,2,5,81,54,62,0.235,0.685,0.08,-0.9126,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,3,2,2,0,3,5,3,1,1,8,7,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,1,4,0,2,5,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,5,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16500421845983534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5520783926267159,0.0,0.0,0.20259512191235135,0.14791171757413574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564833888296084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194826998297508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268659348937025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12676992164919393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16196476925308936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17836907303021673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5693739290755621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14148593375485746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19463199548814492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24727193529318306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Yuh_Digg,2019/04/06,Do the pressures of a group chat give anyone else a lot of anxiety? The pressure to add to the conversation. I usually don't say anything at all but that looks weird also. Now I haven't said anything in so long that its weird if i do say something,1.7711764705882374,3.895556705882356,3.427215686274512,88.6584705882353,79.98039215686275,6.432941176470589,25.88627450980392,7.554174236665415,1.3743615686274513,196,8,41,3,5,65,37,51,0.182,0.818,0.0,-0.6908,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,5,0,4,0,0,0,1,5,7,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,4,3,0,6,6,2,5,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,2,3,28,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097109173783954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20061066683642295,0.0,0.0,0.1833622804797298,0.26869290286344066,0.4315975851949182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190654509174032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25156172552450823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320715849785145,0.2202131213135972,0.0,0.0,0.2229446081898296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494475376599119,0.4170829411608093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20188293445619745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28881712155034506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nicholl257,2019/04/06,"Why So here goes . First proper Reddit post .. not sure if this is the right place for this ....
 I was just mainly wondering what people's opinions are on ways to manage the overthinking and not being able to let go of things .
Bit of back story I'm F27, my partner M32  suffers with PTSD after we had two stillbirths and last January he had an episode and said some horrible things and walked out but came back the following morning and says he has no recollection but my anxiety has taken over and is ruling my life and our relationship I can't seem to let it go or stop thinking about if he wants me or not or if he meant what he said. How do you guys stop this kind of thinking. 
( Been in relationship 9 years ) ....
Thank you ",4.362377622377622,5.40285240559441,4.9226643356643365,85.23938111888114,70.39860139860141,8.237482517482517,26.18811188811189,8.548686976883017,1.6002257342657342,566,17,117,9,10,181,101,143,0.107,0.871,0.021,-0.8744,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,2,2,0,1,7,4,0,0,4,0,14,1,0,1,1,36,29,17,0,4,12,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,2,8,11,0,2,6,0,0,5,5,1,0,2,9,3,10,3,14,17,3,21,0,1,0,0,16,6,0,10,8,79,18,1,0.15352015194148866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744249603210452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360950412191217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16760424454935433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755861555859313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058416281562424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744980804432756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15200908682597902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986761392958754,0.0,0.12513941389404304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31396951333738626,0.10843582344654984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064315433664007,0.0,0.16039588368013796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14702986867034068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794568422093402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32964637974431144,0.0,0.13110537093817215,0.2920656405148193,0.12208538667158103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13975898051386135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566994424008818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446909263684832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413407298248202,0.0,0.0,0.20398393471028306,0.19673902898412315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14996688109628914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905501631850726,0.1218571508362738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385280585950712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664860560493085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988619444944235
anxiety,kazaam1316,2019/04/06,"Advice So recently I have been struggling quite a bit with anxiety. It started out with me feeling like I was literally having a heart attack. Chest pain down to my arm and up to my jaw. I couldn't take deep breaths dizzy to the point I almost passed out. I went to the hospital did a bunch of tests on my heart and everything looked great  and the doctor diagnosis me with the flu (which came out NEGATIVE). long story short I get diagnosed with general anxiety disorder and depression. My doctor puts me on 20 mg of Prozac that she says will take atleast 2 weeks to start to work. I still continuously have chest pressure and have atleast 2 panic attacks a day. My doctor will not give me anything to stop them in the mean time. I have tried mindful meditation and breathing exercises, pretty much anything I can. Does anyone have anything that really helps when they are having a panic attack because at this point it's disturbing my life. ",5.415149934810952,7.0404003107344675,5.853333333333335,77.34758800521514,68.49152542372882,9.287961755758364,30.564537157757503,9.661875296680813,2.9642041720990866,753,30,135,17,13,242,114,177,0.226,0.7020000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.9801,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,2,3,12,3,5,10,0,15,17,8,0,0,22,26,8,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,2,9,1,0,0,6,14,0,1,2,1,0,4,3,10,0,0,5,3,22,2,22,18,3,28,0,1,1,0,6,13,0,1,12,88,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990379554030327,0.0,0.0,0.1126218574494837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17207756558302578,0.0,0.0,0.07864121918908645,0.0,0.2776581983764057,0.0,0.0,0.3838505356955209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06856030204496136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278745495817348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12863503086246536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725334583299647,0.0,0.09686972900467268,0.11415407305186133,0.0,0.0,0.128899675743228,0.3453515884397064,0.0984227294390008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108024422100152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0568679077253137,0.0803481614904674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058760619246602676,0.10789089634356193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399791002409627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665535599035789,0.07538586774593625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944046299719433,0.054946867557302506,0.0,0.0,0.09953187937074984,0.09444596945580597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251214761298145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356203209471225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267794954312553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196753707729315,0.2639172149047707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126398717404457,0.0,0.0,0.11442181279215845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306281077549993,0.0,0.11962505052293733,0.0,0.0,0.07205077727691381,0.0,0.1110499636178295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944018069049373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15921283971600128,0.0,0.08981820774035854,0.0940294540461504,0.0,0.1175774361043508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16912598290109712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06558181131582398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763593395896856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021616824639014,0.0,0.0,0.10426026013894467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187906235559188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whatdoudesire,2019/04/07,"Need some serious help Hello community, 
Been wanting to post this on here but didint know what kind of response I would get . I never used to have this paranoia or anxiety? I can’t be in a mall for to long without me starting to sweat and panic . I feel like all eyes are on me I start to think is something in my face or my shirt? Do I look stupid ? Going to public places in general puts me in this corner . I start to sweat and I start thinking I’m sweating already do I look stupid and it becomes ridiculous . Has anyone ever had this problem ? Should I consult someone ? ",1.1095864661654105,3.620875622807024,2.5944862155388466,90.96473684210527,86.63157894736842,4.660651629072682,23.932330827067666,6.18269132825596,0.6891172932330831,447,18,88,4,14,145,79,114,0.226,0.733,0.041,-0.9751,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,8,3,1,1,0,12,6,6,1,3,22,28,6,0,5,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,1,0,2,3,6,0,0,2,4,15,2,16,23,2,18,0,0,3,0,4,8,0,3,8,61,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19717524205354514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13668792162945329,0.0,0.0,0.1249355750581684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973354386221979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616241738952368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034479408227317,0.12764735674483554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335170324225063,0.0,0.10154663239446256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11976386982826208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860652883086001,0.09819656968027002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729287982439217,0.0,0.0,0.15812410735781898,0.3000884683009808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13248722164097507,0.1378072273185358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20963973697176333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18668012617991636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17112380820402934,0.0,0.0,0.17097039066521064,0.0,0.17962040044122635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513930023639664,0.1375547928653942,0.0,0.0,0.5058758725175783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289788610068821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15432013056511715,0.0,0.0,0.10538871385696667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17223888911046506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269274838866714,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fishus,2019/04/07,"I feel less alone in my own anxiety when I talk to other people about theirs. Need to chat? I tend to waste my time when I'm stressed out and just fall into an anxiety spiral. I feel a lot better when I distract myself with other peoples' problems... it also makes me feel more like a human being when I communicate with other people. Hit me up if you want to talk for a couple minutes.

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anxiety,zemechabee,2019/04/07,"I feel like my anxiety doesn't allow me to be in my comfort zone. As most people here, I have horrible anxiety. However, I feel like the odd one out because I don't have a comfort zone that I am sitting in. Even when I try to relax, I can't. I can't stop studying, working on certificates, reading parenting blogs or seeing how I should reinvest my retirement fund. I cannot relax. I want to find a comfort zone so I could stick in it.

The one thing I do have issues with getting out of  a comfort zone with is my social anxiety. I really can't stand being around people I don't know really well unless I'm drinking. I hate it. 

Anyways, I wanted to get this off my chest. This weekend my husband had me take off work Friday and get out of the house/ away from the kids yesterday to relax... I just feel worse and like I wasted time. ",1.7621710526315797,3.712336163742692,3.897423245614039,86.15560855263159,79.17543859649123,6.848099415204677,24.722587719298247,7.8658589789855275,1.4719499999999992,648,24,131,11,16,222,98,171,0.161,0.703,0.136,-0.2905,2,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,9,12,1,0,7,0,18,2,1,2,0,24,31,8,0,4,3,2,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,8,1,1,5,7,1,0,7,1,1,2,1,4,27,11,23,26,1,18,0,0,1,0,4,11,0,2,8,95,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3628658703041461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407532515810339,0.0,0.0,0.14855148138327506,0.0,0.0,0.09638364182093816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623961105546572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15488962103401116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443152182627237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398386188136237,0.22591056885920616,0.0,0.0,0.1445115547821484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24782107034448103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156102921302672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18244008414294607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16502790770738734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689425101389729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317366921029245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21428164229420116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17556472693575975,0.0,0.0,0.2192299829918752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815484341114233,0.0,0.20258126358381814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125994837829591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16117532961539466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13218875864139484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888058885638655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504262440130263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219641138231062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073477073054483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18651717439288606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216172687748266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23021491981001604,0.0,0.1611296929989531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,stress_pimples,2019/04/07,"Having major anxiety around finances I'm a 21F college sophomore. I make a bit less than $100 per week, but I live at home with my family and don't pay for rent or groceries. I am, however, responsible for all of my other expenses. I drive 20 miles to therapy twice a week and 7 miles to school 4 days a week, so my gas costs are increasing. I'm responsible for my textbook costs, too, which can really add up. I'm only doing 2 classes this semester but I'll be taking 2 over summer then going back to being a full-time student in fall. I'm lucky to be going to school in California where I qualify for a tuition fee waiver.

I feel like breaking down sometimes because I just never have enough money. Right now, I can't even afford a badly-needed haircut since I have to save up to take my cat to the vet. He likely has asthma. My mom can't help too much with finances since she's going through a bankruptcy. 

I came to the realisation recently that I can choose between having money (by picking up a second job) or having manageable mental health and good grades. I decided that my mental health is non-negotiable, but it's a vicious cycle, since being poor is contributing to my mental health. 

I don't really need advice, just support. Have any of you ever been through a financial crisis? How did you get out of it? What tips do you have for someone in my situation?",4.429365325077403,5.478904676470592,6.0880108359133125,76.91256191950465,70.25,8.961609907120744,28.654024767801857,9.276330184999452,2.5269088235294124,1080,39,201,22,19,371,167,272,0.067,0.831,0.102,0.8499,5,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,3,0,0,12,7,1,0,13,0,26,4,0,3,3,28,41,11,0,1,7,1,1,2,0,0,4,0,2,0,8,9,0,0,3,0,12,7,5,1,0,2,3,1,26,6,36,34,7,34,0,0,0,0,7,15,0,3,13,136,34,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600644735615287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072993917925912,0.0,0.09081627688491356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105681084781996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128413206004056,0.0,0.07236726475915121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960550051592915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577777603168764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656103935217685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266382547557912,0.0,0.0784098156743562,0.1073840728045896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119134767661326,0.0,0.06002562433225461,0.08480967122458906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06202343285538496,0.0,0.2024045791536614,0.09957210044812648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3785639253324569,0.0,0.0,0.07957183512247175,0.0,0.11908033511031167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780583539296804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599582830302185,0.0,0.10482708920923116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924285871616914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3589089189908962,0.0,0.0,0.13903700188165816,0.0,0.0,0.08726882592214058,0.1760506131167492,0.09155995031389544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028773599679216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15210311272787794,0.0,0.11721625895631815,0.0,0.0,0.10138154476013128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402908483912279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946056137217753,0.1334400856379867,0.0,0.0,0.10058642093041928,0.0,0.11741168807227327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471582159587864,0.0,0.0,0.1785170779181954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357603907548236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856768627752474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jstuud,2019/04/07,"Does anyone else get bad food anxiety? Personally, I have a big fear of eating raw chicken that I’ve cooked. It’s totally unfounded because I’ve never done this and I even check my meat with a thermometer if I’m not sure but I always get so anxious whenever I have chicken that still has juice in (normally a sign it was cooked well. The real doozie is that my anxiety symptoms tend be physical so I get a stomach ache and then I’m worried it’s from the chicken and then my stomach feels worse. 

On the upside the chicken tenders I made were very good. ",2.7902702702702733,4.841192756756758,4.366027027027027,83.53066216216217,76.38738738738739,7.683243243243242,29.11801801801802,8.548686976883017,2.382721801801801,440,20,85,9,10,147,74,111,0.203,0.72,0.077,-0.9111,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,8,0,8,8,2,1,3,15,16,9,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,7,4,4,0,1,2,1,0,2,2,1,0,4,1,9,4,5,11,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,52,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580148139367086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29055111147569873,0.21453675052779436,0.0,0.13278484947050553,0.1945784409267274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585613789263614,0.11576332972157145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16618571593620068,0.19433707717571053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19431855356253552,0.1586398950108578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254293826846662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21369408381720686,0.0960208481617272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296319048150913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29765001338648994,0.0,0.0,0.15928193408454436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796911572437456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14646518357097146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18606497906439493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16581629488894464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21615160644362846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15165707395555253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17898167570160908,0.19738231070272266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15669016581773898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17074593314164332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19285608701359255,0.19352775456676372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HannahSailor7,2019/04/07,"Presentation Anxiety I have a presentation tomorrow for one of my classes. Every single day for this past week I have been waking up, immediately thinking of it, and feeling my anxiety skyrocket. Throughout the day, when I think about it, my anxiety spikes and I start to feel physically sick. I am so worried about having a panic attack during my presentation tomorrow. Does anyone have any tips/tricks? I am seriously considering just not even doing it and getting a 0. I have tried meditation, distracting myself, and every single tip found online. During presentations, I can feel a wave of anxiety come over me and my heartbeat is felt all over my body. This worries me more, I feed into it, and eventually I start blacking out. Nothing seems to work *during* a presentation to stop this from happening. I saw my school counselor on Friday and he was literally no help at all. I feel hopeless, disappointed in myself, and so fed up with my anxiety. Any help at all would be greatly appreciated. ",5.989839486356343,8.166271707865171,7.466324237560194,64.1783146067416,67.87640449438203,10.478972712680578,33.500802568218305,10.608840637214634,4.296221829855538,796,37,123,24,14,273,108,178,0.201,0.743,0.056,-0.9698,0,0,0,0,0,1,27.0,0,0,0,1,7,7,1,2,6,0,14,5,2,0,3,28,30,11,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,12,2,1,9,0,0,1,2,6,0,1,6,7,24,1,22,22,6,26,0,2,2,0,3,10,0,1,15,95,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879632149348074,0.0,0.5286179930655637,0.0,0.0,0.09663354620136416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15722390394433725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15351046347262992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190481629374657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782567810862747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094086880367112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912806400353645,0.0,0.2328810728489657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795148724912769,0.0,0.13269489875130885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153056690474975,0.0,0.0,0.0722044631726075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15236739575941075,0.0,0.0,0.1222109328131533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18526680559824835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260785256752686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364876195610013,0.0,0.0,0.16214942140275695,0.0,0.0,0.13192875667403942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986707051375882,0.0,0.1258132520819904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19563915032336773,0.0,0.0,0.1155424557954806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771075959264782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382959529662978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085672821762946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100612175607795,0.28070021043751464,0.0,0.09817422197540557,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Blue_sins,2019/04/07,"Some random anxieties that I’m wondering if other people have 1. Afraid of questions/every time someone asks you a question you shut down and panic
2. Afraid of people going through anything you own ( even if you have nothing to hide)
3. Afraid of leaving the house whatsoever 
4. Afraid of talking to anyone who is a parental figure about anything 


Mainly curious about #1 and #2 cause I’ve never heard anything like it ",5.478225108225106,7.474863597402602,5.659155844155843,77.34682900432901,68.87012987012987,7.2112554112554115,32.31385281385281,7.793537801064563,2.5517722943722947,335,15,53,4,6,106,56,77,0.091,0.88,0.03,-0.5733,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,0,0,3,6,0,5,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,11,8,4,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,1,4,1,10,7,3,5,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,6,3,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15800536736134574,0.0,0.0,0.14442015942770206,0.0,0.5099036063964518,0.0,0.19309048083398872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21217727792996924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642016778624572,0.0,0.1740219778256836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738354614309432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238323702024767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186999587840079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090682029736013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15929923666951015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981842534192032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423345329922832,0.22934233923896905,0.0,0.0,0.28638279458648513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313762169625353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17500380918295536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660120046313048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043729412454444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22398783519912216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,millennial_unicorn,2019/04/07,"Anxiety comfort foods? I’m not always hungry after an attack (usually I’m the opposite), but today I was.  Is there anything you like to eat after an anxiety attack? I just had an anxiety attack but I was hungry after. I found comfort in a frozen fruit pop, a smuckers uncrustable (pb&j sandwich without the crust), and a juice box. 

So I’m curious if any of you have any sort of comfort foods that you like to eat on after an attack. ",2.8333235294117634,5.07226425882353,4.934926470588239,78.60591911764706,77.0,7.0735294117647065,28.27205882352941,8.07648339933343,2.3249117647058823,342,15,58,6,8,118,50,85,0.202,0.617,0.18,-0.2943,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,0,0,3,9,4,0,9,0,5,6,0,0,0,9,9,5,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,1,7,5,11,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,8,41,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321701841215688,0.16044799849623956,0.0,0.2014031989781916,0.0,0.3398495441071132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185979014251908,0.0,0.0,0.6738637072410614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030520012095692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581253926603729,0.1623654975691947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14469186478933782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036548271940694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309263549654296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142746843183385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lolatlifeimsadandmad,2019/04/07,"(Lexapro 20mg) I have a girl waiting for me to text her and asked her on a date tonight but my libido is so low that I don’t even care. Like at this point it would be a hassle for me to go and hangout with her, i just feel like sitting her on the toilet all night. What should I do in the short term (tonight) and what should I do in the long term?",4.321923076923079,2.658316448717952,4.722692307692308,95.93480769230771,70.41025641025641,7.8000000000000025,27.19230769230769,3.1291,0.3646307692307693,265,6,72,0,4,84,53,78,0.046,0.816,0.138,0.8013,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,6,0,9,0,0,0,1,12,14,5,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,12,3,10,10,3,17,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,0,9,50,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423801362170584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734008264380864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418946569901911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18517933862738944,0.2616382420221943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20813969878021865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35784768601144845,0.0,0.0,0.32410630760751963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436865867936951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462103002356541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601627216989175,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,negativevictory,2019/04/07,"How can I deal with this smoldering self-hatred? [x-post] Medication, meditation, psychedelics etc. appear ineffective. How do I cope when I despise every aspect of my behavior, language, and thinking? I feel like I'm teetering on the precipice. I need advice. I can't go on, the weight of self-loathing is too heavy. The weight of being a person. How do I renounce my self once and for all?

Cross-posted for input from two communities; I hope that's okay",2.6020000000000003,5.413713729411764,3.8285294117647086,82.7533823529412,82.29411764705883,6.6941176470588255,24.970588235294123,7.908726449838941,1.7753764705882351,357,14,65,7,10,116,63,85,0.051,0.845,0.104,0.6046,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,1,0,4,1,6,3,0,3,1,12,13,6,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,3,2,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,3,10,3,9,12,2,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,2,41,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17692113966229187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866558398323353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20191994949684075,0.0,0.0,0.15254344676951775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915449279573151,0.12934301523235764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289557069988438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17982469580937396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845247228560042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18239003895296785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424717255255414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928136217764819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580869265411028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34679400961506107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5666276699815979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116010300026441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176860717061017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4409431783021416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rotded,2019/04/07,"Truly believe I can’t achieve my goals I have very low confidence and social anxiety, and I’m in my last year of college. I don’t have all A’s and there are people that do. Why would I be hired a job if I’m not the best qualified person? It doesn’t make sense and I truly believe I can’t do. This has made me feel extremely anxious to were I can’t focus and I’m getting worst grades now (before A’s and B’s but now B’s and C’s) because idk were I will be after college. Anyone have any tips or experience with this?",-0.41953177257525104,1.5618483043478302,2.430434782608696,93.39354515050172,87.69565217391305,5.2775919732441485,20.150501672240807,6.67199483983844,0.23868561872909666,405,13,94,5,13,142,72,115,0.112,0.8270000000000001,0.061,-0.4935,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,4,0,18,0,0,2,1,17,25,10,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,1,11,1,5,18,3,7,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,2,5,59,15,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549565514681713,0.0,0.17431670612332492,0.25742348397475984,0.0,0.15932905894057126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13890487098426066,0.0,0.1938970047036895,0.513453430853269,0.23913108904689614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22289646723725154,0.0,0.0,0.1152157903351896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905047078193932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261216369157297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857410321920432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21561212064293203,0.15210218464145486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15797344823275147,0.198963619170545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23228047771492846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880131412923563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056134337723088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161869319862995,0.0,0.0,0.14673809828176612
anxiety,42kg0318,2019/04/07,"Giggling in uncomfortable situations As the title states I now realise I suffer from this. I find it particularly plays up in situations where I am receiving unwanted male attention eg in the back of an uber or if a co-worker is crossing boundaries with me. 

I dont giggle like a girl I tend to smirk and laugh/giggle with my mouth closed. I know this is an anxiety response, and having read up about it now know it is a nervous response that calms down/relaxes the nervous system to let it know everything is ok and under control. 

Well, unfortunately men like this (clearly not most men) have not been socialised and are unable to overall body signals of uncomfortability so I must do something about this. 

I have stopped being friendly with them - former nice girl/people pleaser here. But I need a strategy to deal with controlling this uncontrollable response 

So for eg with Uber drivers  I get in the cab with my sunglasses on, listen to music on my earphones and look out of the window. It works!

But how to deal with this in work situations by deluded creepers who cross personal space boundaries?",6.9979436405178985,8.084905633663372,7.352178217821784,70.02682787509521,64.44554455445545,9.977760853008377,35.835491241431825,10.035473477838034,3.795951561309977,886,41,147,19,13,289,125,202,0.133,0.7709999999999999,0.096,-0.7028,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,4,11,14,0,3,11,1,15,2,2,3,2,34,23,13,0,4,6,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,5,13,14,0,3,5,2,0,3,3,4,1,0,1,2,16,10,33,19,1,24,0,1,1,0,12,14,0,3,7,109,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179873840785272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185952157375016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17131745656992298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459695618173584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180137186855556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18075925513161825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13861415992545947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096564361571193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915959008215687,0.0,0.08058007710942304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542863241450448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15771310560770038,0.0,0.15070034596154058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129516393785504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143613899377805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692534482415256,0.13466980575069362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427416393106205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5200911282321949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873565699278557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12894521457981092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867347394480414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33684913005621425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Seraster,2019/04/07,How do I even explain to my loved ones my anxiety??? I’ve had anxiety for a few years but have only seeked help a few months ago. My parents know I want to go to therapy and I have gone while in college since this is my first year but now I have to go off campus for it. My parents have let me go but don’t want me to go almost at all anymore and I recognize that I’m already so lucky to have that one session but I don’t even think they take it seriously. My school therapist tells me to seek long term help. The school psychiatrist has prescribed me medicine. My dad has seen me have panic attacks and he just tells me to grow up. My dad sees my anxiety as me being immature and people tell me to just not be shy and I just... I don’t know what to do anymore... They all just tell me to grow up and stop being shy but... that’s not what’s happening... and I don’t know how to tell them they make me feel like shit...,0.3744923857868017,2.267364558375636,2.3875406091370586,95.48902664974621,83.61928934010152,5.9704568527918775,20.50989847715736,7.1686216300943375,0.3149149238578679,706,21,170,10,20,236,98,197,0.087,0.789,0.124,0.8169,2,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,4,1,10,7,2,1,3,0,20,2,1,3,2,34,40,17,0,2,11,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,1,6,0,0,7,6,4,0,3,3,3,32,3,20,33,5,22,0,0,2,1,18,5,1,2,11,115,40,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352315906679534,0.0,0.11694365018854085,0.0,0.12887552870962102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680214004266005,0.0,0.23163935578361294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286018595811747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427123363846876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590501778126533,0.08343147150497192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993375520612552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26548720421936145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032728920496657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15655750573630392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925465089310649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942092442265075,0.0,0.057055418939964624,0.0,0.0,0.10335135245804254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540333056380632,0.0,0.07795512249355045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321694561446564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158273540041849,0.08882051497542864,0.0,0.1370224357754053,0.25935260287442025,0.0,0.0,0.08096425134682997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363860015135367,0.09306279715230513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987847509034184,0.09660604154976256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763777503247792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780804290610512,0.0,0.5103776812055735,0.0,0.13355421627293074,0.1355967830401155,0.0,0.07483133142946781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377660407755979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15041186230152373
anxiety,hip_hat,2019/04/07,"Crushed The last week has been good. Friday, Saturday, and today I have been having episodes of crushing anxiety. Hits me at random times. I've been using grounding techniques and writing and occupying myself with tasks. But it's not enough right now.

I've been trying to focus on the small victories. Yesterday and today are the first days in 8 straight weeks where I haven't sobbed uncontrollably. I completed all my goals for today, and then some. Right now those things are not enough.

I keep thinking, ""What if you're alone forever?"" ""What if you can't fix things with him?"" ""How can anyone actually love you after the wrongs you have done?"" ""Everyone will turn you away when they know what you have done."" I keep having elaborate daydreams where I keep convincing myself things will be okay.  Time passes. I further myself in my career. I get the education I always wanted. I move and do all the things I want. It's still not enough. I am always alone at the end of it all. I envision myself picking up the phone, to no answers. I go about my day surrounded by people with families and loved ones. I go home alone. I'm always by myself in these fantasies.

I think I just need some reminders that everything is okay.",2.936113537117905,5.669653039301312,3.5439720524017484,85.96904104803494,79.74235807860263,6.6334323144104825,22.69711790393013,7.839951260653429,1.3213118253275111,962,31,177,17,25,302,137,229,0.067,0.82,0.113,0.8899,0,3,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,5,1,2,9,9,0,1,8,2,23,2,0,3,3,37,41,13,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,13,10,0,3,4,1,0,4,6,3,0,2,6,0,33,6,20,31,8,41,0,1,0,2,11,17,1,5,20,130,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.10525497639102027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351286678225217,0.0,0.0,0.26924237208213153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251195833675733,0.0,0.0,0.0754176290127826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013372266106476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308827189098113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13912046399460073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22075472688805148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553119701960952,0.3343420189938308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306404478661436,0.09693685369820512,0.0,0.1016800120968489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174494212672127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056351956754971726,0.0,0.12259768678148447,0.0904671418548766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819152674360913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876105183270229,0.0,0.0,0.059276570816810474,0.08791960707893072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19469419694532167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463721223571025,0.0,0.07997619673980988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308815483180359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477595732948819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18422225804224035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613646049494934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866273195961653,0.1382235826996938,0.0,0.0,0.1257870812992053,0.0,0.3067136018452617,0.0,0.0,0.07322928617102598,0.1173197880829804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315567924304556,0.0,0.0,0.1272362482839407,0.0,0.17303621632318866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792705395759953,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sockpuppets_,2019/04/07,"Chest discomfort for days So, I've been experiencing anxiety for almost a year now and I just started a new job in January.

It's not what I want to be doing and I've been feeling very lost and left behind career-wise. That plus some mild family drama seems to have caught up with me and I've been experiencing some chest heaviness for the past few days.

It feels like I can't catch a deep breath, and almost like I have an elevated heart rate (but I don't think I do). It just kind of feels like someone is sitting on my chest/throat. I googled heart attack symptoms (lol) and I don't have any arm pains or nausea or anything ... 

Has anyone else experienced this kind of thing? Any suggestions with how to cope?

Coming to this sub has often calmed me down when experiencing bad bouts of anxiety so anything that anyone can share would be awesome. Thank you. ",2.5193907563025206,4.934643726190476,3.7164985994397775,86.01869747899158,79.0,6.810084033613446,21.787114845938376,7.928766900206844,1.0563770308123248,678,20,136,12,17,220,107,168,0.112,0.768,0.12,0.3281,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,1,8,13,1,1,5,1,18,8,6,1,0,29,29,14,0,2,6,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,9,10,0,0,5,1,0,3,4,5,0,0,5,7,12,8,18,21,3,18,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,8,11,83,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847874531657087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19340306634610388,0.0,0.2175666995695149,0.0,0.0,0.19886044355778698,0.14570169422102053,0.2340385574551665,0.0,0.0,0.16177412764666002,0.0,0.0,0.11873186688905515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249354089289301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18341571818203392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879066028096555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340544152025344,0.0,0.21570324324324391,0.20317679707672215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33701765881122664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411125168066396,0.0,0.0,0.2961608472729128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450176565601806,0.0,0.0,0.20841662744858352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552291523983295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373385790932012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131185375970413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574691244155376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945441877056504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204864170498533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065057565388268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14780125147305676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309195442096463,0.0,0.0,0.09447200319207236,0.09111663720278428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733068945708293,0.08387381405905993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101548631614944,0.0,0.0,0.09157275987559264
anxiety,callmeannaa,2019/04/07,How do I stop thinking about how I got cyber bullied yesterday I don’t know if anyone will see this but Yesterday I got these suicide threats from people online (not off reddit and they weren’t anyone at my school and I blocked them all) but it’s a really long story but I had an awful anxiety attack which led me to self harm on my wrist which I really regret doing and I’m gonna be telling my therapist this week when I see her but right now I can’t stop thinking about it and it’s making me more depressed and I don’t know how I’m gonna sleep on a school night because I’m just gonna keep thinking about what the cyber bullies said to me. any help?,1.0642857142857132,3.0799145714285707,2.8914285714285732,92.14357142857143,81.85714285714286,5.7142857142857135,20.714285714285715,6.868970318607317,0.3765714285714292,520,15,113,6,14,173,83,140,0.29,0.6859999999999999,0.024,-0.9912,1,0,0,0,0,1,4.0,0,0,2,0,9,5,2,0,4,1,9,2,2,5,1,28,27,14,1,2,7,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,9,5,0,4,5,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,5,3,19,0,10,17,2,15,0,2,2,0,7,5,0,1,9,70,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421062990572466,0.0,0.12848001985592314,0.0,0.0,0.2348667676387561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910654817427754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023797487861908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14465365852648873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686472585932079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125722316216833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14928020071391612,0.0,0.0,0.1846000300817522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862899523856027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210682061097373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15760813928365516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643423179011493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21518401341413976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342696409270692,0.15975733043990753,0.0,0.0,0.33994537137461245,0.2676661641259576,0.0,0.17520674604292616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16806962956408125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28082466373717024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18370822405602133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467942511551867,0.0,0.0,0.19500096652354074,0.0,0.32284354306560403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471802728437576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hiccuphobbs,2019/04/07,I just found this sub And holy crap I am so relieved to find it. My anxiety has just progressively gotten worse over the years and no one is very understanding of it or often brushes it aside and tells me to “grow up.” So this is very refreshing that I’m not going absolutely crazy by myself,4.578793103448277,5.576721189655178,5.73051724137931,79.80370689655173,69.86206896551724,9.248275862068963,26.568965517241374,9.516144504307137,2.133020689655173,231,7,47,5,4,77,46,58,0.151,0.769,0.081,-0.5353,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,1,0,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,11,9,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,2,1,5,1,6,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,1,34,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491295596627822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976479985198208,0.0,0.0,0.3570701707437898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850804922050965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22067613224616686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846418236261935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390242948824439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5374084004070527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318760959672139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20971482667201952
anxiety,DonnieTheDarkr,2019/04/07,"Help Dentist Anxiety! SO, i understand that a lot of people may be fearful when it comes to going to the dentist, and i get that. But my anxiety is not centered around the actual procedure or anything, what terrifies me is the constant ""need"" for taking X rays. I understand that it is helpful and in some cases necessary for the doctor to do this as it allows them to evaluate your root structure and whatnot, but it seems every time i go in (about once every 6 months) that they want to take more and leave me no option to opt out of taking them, making my only choice to comply with them or have to leave. I understand that after some point it cant be considered malpractice if you go without them for too long because the doctor could miss something, which i get. I am genuinely thankful for the technology and i understand that the dosage is extremely low and practically negligible, however i am still brought extreme dread knowing that i will be forced to take them, and unable to ""know"" if its safe or not. I realize i have almost nothing to worry about but my mind still makes me think irrationally.  I am 18 with a very healthy mouth, no previous record of cavities or anything. Only thing I've had done was my wisdom tooth removal. I just wish i could have a way to avoid them, and if that's not possible, then i would like some alternative to make it less terrifying for me. Any thoughts on what i can say to my current dentist? (this is my third dentist I've switched to: they all have said the same thing about them so far.)

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Oh yeah and if you couldn't tell by now i am a major hypochondriac lol",6.068183958298303,6.448560089456872,6.517803934757023,77.67459391289727,66.31629392971246,10.039952917437365,33.087102740877754,9.93914555978268,3.1646396166134174,1280,52,243,27,19,416,175,313,0.12,0.765,0.115,0.4696,2,1,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,3,9,0,12,9,0,3,12,2,28,8,2,5,1,64,57,25,0,11,16,0,0,1,0,3,6,2,0,0,22,14,0,2,10,0,0,6,8,5,0,1,6,2,40,4,37,42,9,27,0,2,0,0,17,9,0,16,12,182,62,2,0.0,0.0,0.10005536557428284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026698831595589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109218446445963,0.12458626287165984,0.06972452614652565,0.0,0.15687171169872746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16874838467530465,0.09127423647271346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06250188337994347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832128937896834,0.0,0.1107994752893819,0.0,0.16372515707129232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20988943613056035,0.0,0.10492470597769923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727734063127238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537576482855876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071363241391768,0.0,0.1748120154040911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744859849836755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269659956090836,0.0,0.0,0.21713083204590866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050091417419770745,0.0,0.0,0.0907366177141047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871681024051879,0.0,0.0,0.20532051048171046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352697807133912,0.0,0.0818391840796667,0.0,0.0,0.07602536123627054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838116130101313,0.0,0.0,0.10919205945355892,0.0,0.15595873533957275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108201439307163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692483893034584,0.11558818123532118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753036273901282,0.0815366848782596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334027817530904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893329400257924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16376261416998808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308361898781324,0.0,0.08961652353443894,0.09439667483866236,0.0,0.0,0.13623394460339175,0.06569765901911727,0.0,0.08139807970015467,0.059786590788631626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4269531204378252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459872823526267,0.06047537975333207,0.08138425391261561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11790547192250213,0.09883612624198343,0.0,0.0,0.10412510324838788,0.0,0.07283500773715887,0.0,0.12458626287165984,0.0
anxiety,kappakai,2019/04/07,"After effects of beta blockers Hi everyone. I apologize if this is not the right sub for this question, but I know beta blockers are discussed here with more frequency than other groups. 

My father has heart disease. Had a triple bypass in the 90s and was healthy for 20 years after, before more issues cropped up. Long story short, he was prescribed metoprolol. He took it for about a year, low dose, before his heart issues worsened, and his dose was increased to, I believe, 20mg per day. He started getting weakness, sleep issues, withdrawn and depressed, so doctors backed his dosage down, but he never really went back to normal. He had a procedure done, and shortly after was off the metoprolol. That was a little over a year ago. 

For that least year or so, he has had lightheadness/ dizziness as well as weakness and is slightly depressed/anxious. We’ve seen several ENTs, cardiovascular doctors, physical therapists and chiropractors in an attempt to address the dizziness, but nothing has worked so far. His most recent diagnosis is calling for treating his conditions with SSRIs or SNRIs. As a family, there is some reluctance to go down his path; one reason is we don’t really know the cause of his condition. 

That said, I’ve had a theory that the BB may have somehow, for lack of a better term, fucked up his system. I know side effects of BBs can be an issue, and I’ve read where the recovery of cessation of BBs can be long and arduous, with many of the same side effects still lingering. 

I wanted to ask if anyone in the group experienced with BBs can lend some insight as to whether or not it’s possible my father’s condition is BB related or something else. Whether anyone here has experienced something similar. We are at a bit of a loss, and fishing for answers. I’d appreciate any insight, thank you. ",6.969985742800118,7.865217167664674,7.146988879384093,72.1503493013972,64.44910179640719,10.074479612204165,36.56344453949245,10.07000556051586,3.929545651554035,1450,69,238,31,21,468,185,334,0.096,0.84,0.064,-0.9347,0,0,2,0,0,0,47.0,2,1,0,7,13,10,1,0,21,0,30,10,3,5,1,52,44,27,0,5,13,2,0,0,0,1,6,1,1,0,9,15,0,2,11,1,0,4,4,6,1,1,14,4,18,4,44,27,12,42,0,3,1,1,28,19,1,12,18,167,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551846535138347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327721737279587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15068985435171325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073654726901936,0.0,0.0,0.16571416393112126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18338344299724174,0.12140318788383404,0.0,0.09530069993541276,0.11764074803682892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003008636654127,0.0,0.0,0.11069425222458634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949317663226967,0.0,0.09280937849975382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205839850854119,0.0,0.11027096077421936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900156259124546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296469208254384,0.0,0.0,0.10158199358639104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996179274169282,0.0562976340346199,0.0,0.06123975192135664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25538081385935074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44987364830739096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17765828639362746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799899849971784,0.0,0.1907198865987573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924683951207366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310743758763324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055771976508364,0.10339400122838496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301769858459245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214777747547132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071046235061485,0.0,0.10778433992057117,0.0,0.13806145486733007,0.1107902714739155,0.1063952404088369,0.0,0.0,0.0920223348178441,0.10249985171437977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173268192507175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783299934076587,0.0,0.0,0.16591040376302418,0.0,0.0,0.07626967090261104,0.0,0.08605342581212706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992064922303738,0.0,0.1251120690223473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971996962790968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635567969092338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688484755174097,0.09989013126331094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784470542804813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775632116947899
anxiety,Jimi56,2019/04/07,"Does anyone else randomly get a sense of dread. I’ll just be sitting here doing nothing huge or hanging out with friends, then suddenly get this uneasy feeling.

It feels like something isn’t right, but I don’t even know what it is. I walk around and worry about every little thing I did and get nervous about every little thing I do.

Anyone else just get that sense of dread.",5.161643835616438,6.255895301369865,4.9752328767123295,85.39682191780824,68.58904109589041,6.935890410958903,26.928767123287678,6.742157984588678,1.1868049315068494,299,9,56,2,5,92,51,73,0.207,0.727,0.066,-0.8986,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,3,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,13,14,5,0,0,4,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,2,4,2,7,12,0,11,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,2,3,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558490978499793,0.3749126407920246,0.0,0.1628663948659694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601028493362647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056664535403858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083831299925442,0.0,0.30829051989143536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850124278103323,0.13070120760598125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14134854498214272,0.0,0.3823402428998905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005458363358976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938128528002955,0.3667326702746915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17554773047719244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624032186163214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14084567043120558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430908465890888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18579700950093986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,T0astyAF,2019/04/07,"Whenever I get (or think I get) low blood sugar or haven’t eaten I feel my anxiety heighten a lot. Is anxiety attacks/panic attacks or just anxiety in general linked to blood sugar levels? I’m not diabetic whatsoever but once worked out and didn’t eat for a while after and passed out after my vision got blurry. Now whenever I think I need to eat or haven’t eaten I get anxiety or feel like I m gonna have an attack. I don’t know if anybody else had dealt with similar issues. I’ve been working on it, trying to breathe through it and keep a granola bar or juice with me whenever I think I won’t eat for a while. I eat pretty healthy so my metabolism I think is a bit faster than other people cause I get hungry often and pretty quickly sometimes too",4.528896103896102,5.071911889610392,6.353662337662339,76.93906493506495,69.71428571428571,9.276883116883116,30.33506493506493,9.3871,2.7028670129870136,597,23,115,12,10,208,91,154,0.105,0.773,0.122,0.8201,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,6,4,2,0,6,0,10,13,3,1,0,32,28,15,0,2,10,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,8,9,1,8,1,0,1,6,3,0,0,6,4,17,1,15,20,2,14,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,9,8,73,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3938822002296671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928754697468868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14052904791993776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223103503609687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5268513276987377,0.1075291548081141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016953454340227,0.09195768932761952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26900382879420104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294924983182396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343503771778012,0.0,0.1144123692809596,0.0,0.0,0.070741219230625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06288615548421414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10943325470668293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095444348228019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370827415581942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923833342135654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619093036570024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730750372312613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329914657068133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739252145904525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18741958095520586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,snoopingsam,2019/04/07,"An ex is going to be at my cousin’s wedding, and I don’t know if I should go/what to do/how to deal. TLDR: My cousin is getting married next weekend and I’ve just found out that an ex of mine (who, as far as I know, really does not like me) has been invited. The anxiety is really getting to me. I’m considering not even going. Any advice? 

This has gotten really long. Sorry in advance. This is also my first time posting here, so I’m really sorry if I break any rules. 

*TW mention of eating disorder.* 


My cousin, A, is getting married next Sunday. She has a brother, B, who is the same age as me and we had the same friendship group at school. One of those friends and I dated for just over a year. The break up was messy, and then we became friends again for about a year, but the friendship ended badly, too. 

The initial break up was his idea and it really messed with my already declining mental health. When we became friends again, I still wasn’t in a good place. I used him as an emotional crutch. Eventually, we got into a fight and he stopped talking to me (again, one sided, as I didn’t want that to happen). I was hurt, and wrongly tried to push him into talking to me again a couple times - of course this backfired, and it seemed that he absolutely loathed me. I was very hurt/unstable/mentally ill for a long time afterwards. 

However, this was 3 years ago and I am very different now. Since a few months before the end of the friendship, I’ve been with my current SO who I’m very happy with. My mental health is still rocky but I’m finally on track to getting better because of proper diagnoses, some stints in hospital, therapy, and lifestyle changes. In hindsight I realise how toxic I was to ex, so I don’t hold any resentment towards him for not wanting me in his life, and actually think it was good for him and I hope he’s doing well now. I’m still angry with myself for allowing whatever issues I had to be taken out on him. It wasn’t fair, and I regret it a lot, but I haven’t felt comfortable enough to reach out and apologise because I don’t want to seem like I’m explaining away or making excuses for my behaviour. Plus I haven’t yet forgiven myself for this period of my life, so how could I expect him to have forgiven me? The thought of speaking to him and him still being angry absolutely terrifies me. 

My issue at the moment is that B has invited some of our old school friends to A’s wedding, including ex. I’m really worried about bumping into him. Not because I’m upset he won’t talk to me, as I understand that I wasn’t a good person to him by the end, and he has every right to ignore me if he wants. It’s mostly because:

1) I’m scared that he’s still angry at the person that I used to be 3 years ago (highly emotional, confrontational, selfish) and I’m ashamed. I don’t like thinking about how I was back then, but since I’ve been in treatment for my mental health, I think I am on my way to being a very well-adjusted person. I’m nowhere near “normal” yet, but I generally have better control of my emotions and know that I no longer hurt those close to me with my behaviour. I feel like I want my ex to know that I’m sorry for how I was, and that I’m no longer who he remembers me to be, but I’m too scared to see/talk to him. 

2) To be quite honest, I don’t want him to see how I look now. When the ex and I were dating, I had a pretty severe eating disorder. I was very thin. I have since gained a lot of weight (which I’m trying to lose) and I’m embarrassed of how I look. I’m scared that he’ll see how bad I look now and laugh about me to people. I’m already entertaining the idea of not eating until after the wedding.

I really don’t know how to deal with the prospect  of seeing him. I feel like I’m going to have to stay sat in a corner by myself. I know I’m definitely going to be on edge the whole time, and will probably have to leave early, which is an issue as I am ethnically South Asian and weddings are *long* and leaving early is considered really rude. I really don’t want to go anymore, but A and I are fairly close and she’ll be upset if I just don’t show up. So I’m anxious about going and bumping into ex, and I’m also anxious about not going and upsetting A. 

Just as a disclaimer: I have a therapy session tomorrow and will probably bring this up, but I really wanted some more insight because I don’t think I’ll be able to sleep. I also take Propranolol whenever I leave the house, but honestly, it’s not noticeably helping much yet. I don’t know how much use it will be on the day of the wedding. Is it worth getting an appointment with my GP and asking for something else? 

If anybody else has been in a similar situation, what did you do? Does anybody have any advice? ",3.2408623874393925,4.264968139344262,5.053093973678134,83.31838951743248,73.03688524590164,8.285476795197415,26.65631493881321,8.71985187062288,1.8762083987531744,3688,126,767,68,71,1264,336,976,0.138,0.74,0.122,-0.9578,3,0,1,0,1,0,122.0,5,1,0,8,52,44,4,8,46,0,84,12,1,15,0,145,166,79,0,19,26,11,5,5,4,7,7,1,0,3,35,54,4,4,24,3,1,10,26,22,1,3,30,12,111,22,121,117,14,117,0,4,6,0,72,42,0,15,64,517,146,3,0.04530324173463315,0.0,0.04420942886181593,0.0,0.0,0.0885396070061347,0.08031718071312144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998650758127532,0.10868695814272714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232310315756195,0.0,0.03465685592656882,0.10235953621010838,0.044928642456562265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04235241553378108,0.0,0.04256388690121218,0.03483539649170808,0.07565262906149449,0.1380821783597252,0.0,0.0385497219747536,0.0,0.0,0.08013407157078706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04792482275975754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05081143781822543,0.036170952166773976,0.05012717529794234,0.0,0.02921684307515955,0.09341130593947533,0.0,0.04598183673490583,0.0,0.047332245309207766,0.10384287983337563,0.0,0.07929034427027222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906957878368265,0.07569009056855243,0.15288014790548413,0.12037567638700825,0.04681035903174235,0.0,0.02992236390067652,0.0,0.038169935074222686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04581336046227792,0.06472928989447528,0.04349821656226112,0.049627486915328985,0.0,0.0385349142763072,0.0,0.049672666221918266,0.14000468873851005,0.0,0.11834536991999135,0.0,0.2059750103312599,0.11399462930779368,0.036233140945079234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04006150704968266,0.04822614323687402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444656824664741,0.0,0.0,0.03036580798337378,0.04786536221320882,0.0,0.044996341102456566,0.0,0.052273858432099536,0.14549417178257065,0.10228369117772898,0.0,0.14185444265771732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742823381266013,0.0,0.0,0.14390877517578804,0.0,0.0,0.06399803882639922,0.11066437778205852,0.0,0.0,0.1202758299758154,0.11412993943230905,0.050682739380609035,0.0,0.07703039212705934,0.0,0.0,0.030240265643304964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13696503669701046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036160615334446713,0.0,0.06660619066551637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636102307770844,0.0,0.04438755811095299,0.0,0.05157804098274432,0.04753813137496712,0.0,0.0613972981129978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03140756360869056,0.11867112976556445,0.047332245309207766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043387982609100734,0.046089683653519016,0.0976891138509435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04818557407103291,0.0,0.0,0.2902241671100928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051319741546161486,0.038688720908669316,0.0,0.0,0.1360693445723633,0.09169859852018644,0.14440327292808985,0.08248473960888852,0.0,0.05117976810505419,0.0,0.11242592914101347,0.05092274184114845,0.045335959194013335,0.0,0.0,0.034876648803457644,0.0,0.1521398102726759,0.0,0.04828722790100319,0.18089613684930533,0.037875538635035316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0340623997264455,0.1456521186000046,0.0,0.0,0.10361641028043968,0.0,0.0,0.11611395215530693,0.0,0.035965713516091014,0.10566673829793576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06151585470985354,0.0,0.0,0.04716227235038428,0.0,0.11738236563570932,0.0,0.1868995948518252,0.21376820593285012,0.03595960459662268,0.0,0.055167143668401024,0.08146611004009073,0.0,0.0,0.05057945152468461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04600764105320533,0.0,0.0,0.04953198301478892,0.0,0.11669520940791545
anxiety,17luckynumber,2019/04/07,"Having anxiety about having my credit ruined over something stupid I posted this in another subreddit, but I'm hoping people here who also have anxiety might be able to give me some support regarding this. Last fall, I had a health issue, and I went to Urgent Care, and shortly thereafter, somehow some random RX company obtained my information and contacted me asking if they could send me medications. I don't know what I was thinking at the time, but for some reason, I agreed. Anyway, they sent me some prescriptions and ointments, and it wasn't anything I could use, and it seemed like a really sketchy company, so I called them and told them I didn't want them and sent them back. Now, about six months later, I received a bill from the company for $23 for one of the medications that they sent me that I sent back and never used. I get pretty paranoid about stuff ruining my credit, and I don't want such a stupid thing to turn into a long-term issue, but at the same time, I don't feel as if I should have to pay for something I never wanted or asked for in the first place. Does anyone else freak out about stuff like this, and what would you do in a situation like this? I just tend to envision catastrophic scenarios where I don't pay it, and eventually it goes to collections, ruins my credit, and then I can never buy anything because my credit is bad.",14.373863636363636,7.401091992424245,13.058030303030307,60.21954545454546,57.10606060606061,16.381818181818186,46.25757575757576,12.38480682065935,5.3992666666666675,1082,35,202,21,8,353,146,264,0.153,0.715,0.132,-0.4512,0,0,2,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,7,2,15,17,2,0,11,0,21,4,0,3,3,49,46,23,0,10,7,0,1,3,0,3,4,0,0,0,16,15,0,0,6,0,8,8,9,7,0,3,10,1,37,10,26,30,5,33,0,3,0,0,22,11,0,12,16,153,53,6,0.116010255694544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277335956557588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121646868216261,0.17749505614458558,0.0,0.0,0.08111706815442339,0.1188662164168111,0.19093311144442807,0.0,0.216907857682044,0.0,0.0,0.17840945148675466,0.09686371775332664,0.07071877510313035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184594417882964,0.0,0.11828018735882888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18524949866334545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152135653761278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691168252191816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05865827099732835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867826422991256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06061057045367206,0.11128760823124527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12331347691917495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11522436004009674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24216913306887697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06375620259943135,0.0945638420736215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17003025308398298,0.0,0.0,0.1026654256598225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337362554286998,0.0,0.12306854834322195,0.0,0.0,0.09259827929298582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684227829911187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861155162763869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042690424516376,0.0,0.12120602567653185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110575675877653,0.11802413648111715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431914041029622,0.11927786433479284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561137974382227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040038803984108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17862072516390518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26560797511950474,0.0,0.1316470633784406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707205902303396,0.07433468756024708,0.0,0.0,0.13529302605050386,0.0,0.0,0.11085277082642517,0.0,0.0,0.12618584501213434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20039122632319745,0.0,0.0,0.20527756359217225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754266928585918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241035714856175,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WeeGeesUnicorns,2019/04/07,"Does anyone struggle with needing to be every type of person? Okay so let me expand a bit on what I'm meaning. Basically I go through stages, where i am gripped by my anxiety, where i feel like i need to embody how other people are. By that, I mean i feel like i need to keep changing who i am in order for people to like me.

For example, I recently watched a short video on FB taken from a British reality TV show. In it this girl didn't drink alcohol due to personal reasons, so this lead me down a mini anxiety trip of feeling like if I didn't drink people would think I was different and like me.

I know this sounds absolutely absurd and it's so wrong to be thinking like that, but I have this constant need to be liked by everyone & I'm also worried that I'll never find who i really am as a person. This then leads me down a whole other path of anxiety riddled thoughts and I end up putting myself in such a hole that I become so unproductive and I hate myself for it.

I'm so tired, I want to achieve something in life but I'm literally doing nothing with my life and when I see other people doing stuff, it's like, I should be more like them. I should be motivated and I should be who they are so people like me and make people proud of me.

Sorry for this vent, I feel like I've gone off on a bit of a tangent at the end there, but I have no one to talk to about these feelings & I wanted to know if it's a common thing or not. ",3.9383813632441766,4.005472567213115,5.604296807592753,83.47403796376189,70.86885245901641,8.519413287316652,27.855910267471966,8.371475516178862,1.7175245901639349,1123,36,246,16,19,386,155,305,0.08800000000000001,0.773,0.139,0.9041,1,0,4,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,2,5,14,16,1,1,11,1,23,6,0,6,1,47,52,24,0,12,7,0,6,11,0,4,4,1,0,4,25,9,3,1,15,5,0,6,5,3,0,1,6,9,38,13,41,35,4,32,0,0,2,0,10,15,0,3,20,171,63,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029225387870177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756522984433654,0.0,0.1830859856982772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938998596277885,0.0,0.0,0.059076154833849225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331064367233097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844785921571776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937737481142631,0.0,0.0,0.09130179249782504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827224778428874,0.0,0.0,0.07393624442072952,0.0,0.0,0.1655326567424104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14966303927790855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118500178411234,0.08073215171727069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21359901057611694,0.24143371518251835,0.0,0.0,0.07722073768846227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04801662437138652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341466366816358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509704620764034,0.0,0.0,0.09286507468963244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639496863055184,0.11935311126880913,0.4540436501130381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05639656864977082,0.0,0.0,0.1840649643035108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25058789269668524,0.06516255353611553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106876274766034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057251430572448136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514411225230185,0.2213156655272714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493403566472887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05412534187797593,0.08686800129756457,0.08342196258690057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732620333928531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06504318916105863,0.0,0.0945776883004518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832547221281616,0.09671884241053763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790846187083943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056130244790658576,0.10827332919565076,0.0,0.06707423986525997,0.0,0.09710682448788996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996667278260122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943281234307266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580192772365929,0.0,0.06001803479328245,0.09237464754451577,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SadButterscotch2,2019/04/07,"I hate everything life is frickin garbage everything sucks oh my god why why can't I stop worrying about everything I'm so stupid I'm awful I suck everyone sucks I need help everything is awful Just thought I should let you guys know. :)

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Also idk if I should tag this with ""venting"" or ""needs a hug/support""",1.1549180327868849,3.735745229508201,2.0709672131147556,91.07956557377052,96.70491803278688,6.374426229508197,25.772131147540986,7.554174236665415,1.972952786885247,253,12,49,6,10,79,45,61,0.329,0.513,0.158,-0.9287,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,4,5,5,0,1,2,6,1,0,0,0,11,16,4,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,8,0,2,12,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,2,1,23,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145983519160776,0.0,0.19166155004904706,0.21494217952334432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16902712982550838,0.6359136472412483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751501067941594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17464344607792226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856644806860392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972147818553813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808832450066239,0.12494349156059732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623251788201881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14788897061787887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20073404667220265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043186027490995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192336032475606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17964160830762682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21494217952334432,0.0
anxiety,sadthespian,2019/04/07,"Hypersensitive to Taste/Smell Recently Has anyone experienced hypersensitivity to smells and tastes? I read that it could be connected to my anxiety disorder. I'm diagnosed with GAD and Bipolar II. I also have BPD tendencies. 

Recently I haven't been able to eat anything from my family's refrigerator because I can smell/taste something that really turns me off. At first it was like ammonia and my Dad could also smell it, but then he got a new filter and the rest of my family claims the smell is gone. But I can taste it in food that has been stored in there and it's awful because I often get meals I can save for another meal but now everything in there is tainted. 

I feel like I'm crazy... or crazier than usual. It also didn't help that I ran out of my Xanax and was withdrawing until I couldn't take it anymore and I had to call my doctor to get an early refill. However, I experienced the fridge taste thing before the withdrawals so I don't think they're connected. ",3.843289473684212,5.8459712631579,5.437039473684212,77.2324013157895,73.21052631578948,9.171052631578947,26.08552631578948,9.673873057562805,2.5623421052631583,780,27,147,21,16,264,113,190,0.063,0.884,0.052000000000000005,0.0163,1,0,1,0,0,1,17.0,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,0,6,1,20,11,0,0,0,20,31,17,0,3,4,1,1,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,12,9,7,0,2,1,1,2,4,0,0,1,9,9,20,3,19,18,1,17,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,2,11,99,32,2,0.15159009307645474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636796279957462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589554299743647,0.11596600628315705,0.0,0.15033663885872428,0.1059953177242801,0.0,0.12474573028890926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18481582746206426,0.0,0.12899200407014036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19092241556701614,0.0,0.1547904338195271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24206470864682197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15386075352621045,0.0,0.0,0.17373537981537548,0.155158883685989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15511450972543758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362394010714897,0.0,0.28581129715938003,0.0,0.07664850583211934,0.10829599278295207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289424557309975,0.1833033422680777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15839913396417551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121240445451786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160764400712613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14811852473158166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640665651089965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516311155085121,0.0,0.09711249531095344,0.0,0.2993538578958117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670145967212825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139768843736386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070972200645882,0.09713281070370916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16488649107615194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16695507103667953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,conditionerinmyear,2019/04/07,"Just when I THOUGHT it was getting better! Hi all, how you doin'. 

I've received SSRIs for Generalized Anxiety Disorder (GAD) since high school (currently 21F).   
Last year I developed a regular yoga practice that continues to ground me daily. I've been diagnosed with trichotillomania, a body focused repetitive behavior (BFRB) in which you pull out your own hair. (In my case, scalp hair.) This semester I finally stopped pulling my hair (as close as I've ever been to that, anyways).   
Since I stopped pulling my hair, I thought SSRIs and yoga had gotten my BFRB and most of my anxiety under control. Ha!

Turns out I'd simply swapped an outwardly visible BFRB for another: teeth clenching. (IDK if teeth clenching is formally considered a BFRB, but I will be referring to it as so.) The best part is that just like when I pulled out my hair, I didn't notice when I was doing it. Heck, I didn't know I was clenching my teeth at *all.* That was until two nights ago, when I was watching TV. I was eating nothing, biting no object.  


When my front tooth *chipped* because I was clenching! I instantly realized what I'd been doing, and that I'd been anxious while watching a silly, benign TV show. 

I'm anxious all the time (anxiety amirite), so I don't notice it. But there I was, staring at a sizeable , cracked portion of my own enamel. 

Hope your weekend's been better than mine!  
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anxiety,acegunner49,2019/04/07,"Please help, I need some reassurance. (Health anxiety??) Hello, so I have barely used Reddit or anything, but I felt this was the best way to get some of these feelings off my chest.  I am a 21-year-old, pretty healthy guy. Back in January, I was hospitalized for having chest pains, my fingers were tingly, and I was extremely dizzy. They didn't find anything wrong with me after they did a blood test, EKG, and a chest X-ray. That weekend, I stayed home from work because I legitimately thought I was dying. I eventually got so scared again, I had my Dad start to drive me to the ER again. On the way, he told me to call my older sister and tell her what I was feeling. All weekend, I was under the assumption that something was horribly wrong or that I was having a heart attack. While on the phone, my sister told me that what I was going through was a severe panic attack. Ever since that day, my life has felt like Hell. Even though I know it is anxiety, I can't help but think it is something wrong with me mere weeks after a green check mark from the doctor. I have had at least 3 EKG's, a chest x-ray, an echocardiogram, pulmonary function test, an ultrasound of my heart,  and plenty of different medications. I started off with propranolol and buspirone, which didn't help much, if at all. Btw, I have asthma, so these beta-blockers make that flare up. I got off of those, and am now on metoprolol and hydroxyzine. But now these new meds are freaking me out. I am weaning off of the metoprolol because it affected my asthma MORE than the propranolol. But, the metoprolol has some scary side effect s when trying to wean off of it, from what I have read (yes, most of my anxiety comes from googling my symptoms, because I'm an idiot).  And the hydroxyzine helps some, but I feel like it is making my heart palpitate. My symptoms have gone all over the damn place. It started with chest pain, dizziness, and left arm pain. Within the past few months, more and more symptoms pop up. Last month, I got shortness of breath, disassociation, and what seems to be chronic mucus build up? And just the other day, I started getting heart palpitations about three to five times a day, virtually out of nowhere. I want to quit taking my medications and feel like myself again. I fight the urge to go to the emergency room almost every day, even after every single test coming back green. Even though those tests were only a couple months ago, I still feel like I should go get them again or something? I have tried getting back into the things I love, but I always seem to just not enjoy it as much anymore (I'm an inspiring musician and avid gamer, and neither of these things tend to help much anymore, it breaks my heart). If anyone has any advice or anything that could possibly help me out, I would appreciate it, I honestly don't know what else to do.",6.145935271836009,6.539870711397064,6.131370320855616,80.46501114082,66.15073529411765,9.093939393939396,30.08778966131907,8.927757054556999,2.2702004901960784,2233,74,430,34,33,705,263,544,0.128,0.736,0.13699999999999998,0.5068,1,0,3,0,1,0,89.0,0,0,3,4,23,25,6,2,29,1,42,29,14,5,4,75,84,35,1,7,15,3,8,4,0,2,14,0,2,1,32,25,0,0,16,3,1,7,6,15,1,2,26,10,61,10,60,54,19,73,1,0,2,1,24,26,2,14,40,296,93,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061649718026549075,0.055924480705095564,0.0,0.06317439467175401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05249499755249765,0.0,0.0,0.042902598089413935,0.0,0.14478844899853682,0.0,0.12513442209296408,0.04411320796007736,0.0,0.1557503046506505,0.0,0.0,0.1435454051647722,0.0,0.14553435080695842,0.0,0.11537517702935668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620788154394458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442079465315143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10869095827203458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05037133272296779,0.06980663969677255,0.0,0.1627484194353578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654762913123742,0.06591444610035206,0.0,0.06457413638494731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05270265928142085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250088198631839,0.05706749891771627,0.10631019558306684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594981528522253,0.13521211370782318,0.12115042640906955,0.0,0.057662088368180375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184533217654046,0.0,0.10756458383555287,0.0,0.15137380871764472,0.0,0.0,0.062467904602438826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706052345555746,0.0,0.3738031003897928,0.2537228564423536,0.0,0.0632832851050008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693439910490693,0.05142585310105418,0.0,0.0,0.06854624677131951,0.0,0.04456153783951493,0.12328814941091305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05694017241654167,0.0,0.08422462728250048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007751723304123,0.12711080760348872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15107081323823932,0.0,0.13913274563327813,0.04677960106703074,0.0,0.06093162815177356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620116112719376,0.0,0.0,0.04798193197287422,0.20139303178574047,0.07402120100240157,0.0,0.0,0.06022546939288655,0.0,0.0,0.06591444610035206,0.06925263899939363,0.0,0.0711232267538677,0.0,0.06418406625580393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710278382466156,0.06310594727443594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06316296934668132,0.0,0.0,0.11486748383757707,0.0,0.07127247068359234,0.0,0.052187768952833606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570669356789667,0.0,0.0,0.1786185204331397,0.06724434600606027,0.05038285669408494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19672049080276727,0.04743498213850143,0.0,0.055142457093057234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382688982599908,0.04042480338108399,0.12396899781007123,0.05008551928036063,0.03678763008515236,0.0,0.0,0.12056824645357275,0.0,0.08566640908541334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05448853146012088,0.0,0.0,0.03721145277358291,0.10015402411146383,0.05060608968491968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045929452041984856,0.0,0.0,0.04481652635716607,0.20693334132007,0.0,0.040627166746677636
anxiety,hateswasabi,2019/04/07,"Big presentation Hi everyone, 

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lol I have to present something in front of my 20 person class. It's two weeks away and I just can't stop thinking about it. It is in the back of my mind all the time, and I am beyond scared. Every single time I try presenting something to more than 4 people I feel like I'm jumping out of a cliff, or going downhill in a roller coaster. My hands get cold and I can't remember what I needed to say. 

My mind goes blank and I can't function. I hyper focus, it's an excruciating memory to think of. I am almost crying as I write this because it brings me so much pain. I always went to really small schools. For example, in my country I used to go to a small private school. I was around the same people for 12 years straight. We all knew each other since age 7. It was very comforting to present in front of people I knew! 

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Then I moved to NYC. Still, I went to a smaller public school. When I was there I didn't care about what people thought of me because no one cared about academics. Even though I graduated with 80 people, I still knew everyone by name. I didn't have much trouble presenting in classes I enjoyed like English and Math. --- I graduated class as salutatorian and gave up my chance of giving a speech because of the size of the audience. More than 500 people including parents and students. 

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Now, I'm studying in the second largest university in the US. My classes are about 300-500 people. When I try presenting, it's usually in smaller recitations where I don't know anyone (50ish). I can't do it no matter how much I practice. My mind goes blank and I am in fight or flight mode. 

I have an irrational fear of talking in front of people because English isn't my first language, I think everyone is judging me and I can't stand being the center of attention. I don't know what to do. Should I beg my professor for a written assignment? Can I get a doctor's note? Please help. ",2.8168660022148373,4.890813669250647,4.120218530823184,85.21665116279074,76.39018087855297,6.903477297895902,27.07781469176818,7.859703344183488,1.7083020893318572,1538,62,301,24,35,505,193,387,0.079,0.8290000000000001,0.093,0.3133,1,0,2,0,1,0,58.0,2,0,0,1,19,11,1,2,17,1,27,3,1,2,2,44,53,19,0,2,3,1,2,2,0,1,2,2,0,1,13,14,0,1,12,1,0,10,12,5,0,4,13,5,50,6,52,38,10,54,0,0,0,0,14,22,0,3,23,200,63,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789703863801573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562073544647154,0.2563456525222691,0.2874832915124093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05514318095450012,0.0,0.0,0.07020521986571426,0.0,0.0,0.07409483827012119,0.06064115044566451,0.0,0.19229778891755284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608131537112121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662783289013433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072011654374082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05208858671732815,0.0,0.06644588574980476,0.22607231277216566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874334368587579,0.039875746568231916,0.05634008798588301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708123832024021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240582975507997,0.07565303897579824,0.08963986955422182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05286053025870525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668261555556475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770574284539009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23888890901993445,0.0,0.0,0.083819401659548,0.17392120237765718,0.058476273340926165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053439937058185234,0.0,0.08391630616078344,0.0,0.08756856496557082,0.0,0.0,0.4373920739796337,0.06886055141627308,0.0,0.08656842203306264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050521966600495134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933695267898482,0.0,0.0,0.0627154069999913,0.07895610429102612,0.2394421652345555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06523668805909939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142592421099654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12596095873149468,0.06593340302942928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633874803093964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15159760654296064,0.07748297159861323,0.0626087963354771,0.09197186223720792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708625639274176,0.0,0.07703816354183217,0.0,0.0948630597990124,0.06811272834588811,0.08685698473394117,0.06507063269591938,0.0,0.0,0.06325952906033665,0.0,0.0,0.14621447761081866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874832915124093,0.05078549738681862
anxiety,RomanianChic2,2019/04/07,"Picking apart everything I did wrong Despite getting a job yesterday, and to the lady who interviewed me really loving me, I am still sitting here picking apart everything I did wrong yesterday. To be fair, I literally was surviving on like 2 hours of sleep a night for the past two weeks. I was exhausted and the interview really didn't go that well in all honesty. And now here I am, the next day, despite having a job, picking apart every single thing that I said and did wrong. Screw anxiety.",7.824193548387097,7.518818516129035,8.285505376344089,68.78825806451616,62.76344086021506,12.601290322580645,37.95483870967742,11.979248473330829,4.851049032258064,394,18,68,12,5,131,59,93,0.16699999999999998,0.6890000000000001,0.14400000000000002,-0.0826,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,5,8,1,0,7,0,10,4,1,3,1,8,14,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,1,7,1,9,3,6,6,2,17,0,0,0,2,5,5,1,0,11,48,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478238183050725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136258784576953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14844493610499576,0.0,0.3166905813888349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205030525692068,0.0,0.10013099049157996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173508459050045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496763274697642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860759467209617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15901542104823832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873766078717093,0.1653393300557312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168190189226675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22573948768321656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16759394601371125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17631399038870538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14070296647882133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705064820784684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17210885422875255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14132638376968873,0.0,0.15841304780985532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5778976599897043,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fuckimdeadinside,2019/04/07,"Im a teen with anxiety and I really need a job Okay, so I've been suffering with anxiety for as long as I can remember. I'm on medication and seeing a therapist but neither seem to be much of a help. I can over come some anxieties, like driving a car and going into semi-crowded stores by myself; however, I also have a tendency to develop new anxieties on things that once were very easy to do, like responding to texts, talking mindlessly, or attending certain classes. These anxieties will develop out of nowhere and they get worse as time passes. One of the things that has affected me the most is anxiety about getting a job.

I had a job in the past and that place sucked fucking dicks. The owner was a racist drunk who barely paid attention to his workers, the shifts were long (which is fine but I didn't get any breaks) and the pay was horrible. I worked there a full year and got a .25 cent raise once. I ended with making $7.50 per hour and a total of 1.3k after that full year. I quit thinking I'd find another job shortly after. I also was started my female to male transition and didn't want to come out to my boss knowing that would be an issue with him. Well, the job I planned on going to next said they didn't want to hire me because the owner had a relative that wanted the position (not completely fair, but whatever) and I figured I would just take a break for a month or two and then job search. It's been over a year...

I don't spend much money. I get a small allowance and clothing budget from my parents and money for the major holidays/birthday. In the end, I only spend money on gifts and gas. I do have an issue though. I'm 17 and will want to move out after I graduate next year. I plan on doing community college for two years and save money for a proper college for another two years. I want to move to an apartment once I start community college to have some freedom, but obviously that means I need money. My anxiety over money is getting stronger and my anxiety over getting a job is increasing at a similar rate. I'm a hard worker. Give me a task, I'll do it and then some. It seems that my anxiety is over how often I'll need to socialize, if I mess up while in training and end up embarrassing myself, if I don't understand a direction and do it completely wrong, if I don't get accepted cause I'm trans, if my bosses would like me, if they people think I am doing my best, ect. I just want some help. If you guys have any tips, any business that works good with anxiety, ect, please help me. 


Thanks and sorry for the long rambling post. I'm on my phone too so sorry if there's bad formatting or spelling errors.",4.77988632601258,5.2465556791744845,6.065286944045912,79.49899210903875,69.13133208255161,9.72274583379318,30.31061692969871,9.773937934552695,2.7680758635912155,2079,78,415,46,34,702,250,533,0.141,0.7390000000000001,0.121,0.4221,9,0,0,0,0,0,62.0,0,1,3,8,14,19,2,1,38,1,41,4,1,7,3,90,85,47,0,19,17,1,1,3,0,5,1,1,0,2,18,32,1,0,12,1,13,11,8,7,1,4,15,3,49,12,61,63,14,68,0,1,1,2,21,27,3,18,30,275,67,20,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477311953256076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12088720828020315,0.12426900606172747,0.4533025496543301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049475823361314265,0.03612157066117589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06218493612992272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060871667001294524,0.0,0.10208664195909076,0.12425641814235595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15744821497429384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054158405293685284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05478070616330993,0.21670967860863144,0.0568432244276845,0.0673524724415769,0.049700657806938615,0.04739199426280797,0.0,0.0,0.058672208916614225,0.0,0.0,0.053081241789939164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915303174363799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05835467945127003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06400605132776571,0.12369458378410092,0.4116132169877941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032565244150865744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684765527052868,0.0,0.0,0.1573176184976156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039553471172858144,0.0,0.0,0.0645465533969296,0.0,0.059693629126310425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047297132673849586,0.12595832565171966,0.0871191435120763,0.13181148996312944,0.0,0.05722928020881205,0.12603768080109728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18931535233336905,0.04015302460713484,0.04506643779476699,0.0,0.0,0.06579616177402466,0.0,0.056566029304313176,0.04108026617421876,0.0,0.061909330508771024,0.06504468701581285,0.0,0.0,0.056750338757605524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06302546205933145,0.0,0.0,0.03796055683789039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712487058770374,0.0,0.05636549970617146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04721891963845976,0.10788786741505348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060403466268236124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266324378771172,0.08388262111500812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04455272190892992,0.0476272839520051,0.0,0.05455445461758611,0.0,0.06880014138330984,0.07873337234540445,0.07593699594961006,0.0582181760776703,0.0,0.03455232781761844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736518854624963,0.06168701035436858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048891949722850415,0.20970238830170165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05327776338084205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627734267007066,0.0,0.06038636309352322,0.1262801088372958,0.06478652950403896,0.0,0.2289513916198941
anxiety,cusingeorge,2019/04/07,"Anxiety from Remembering the Distant Past It usually happens when I’m working and focusing, I’ll start thinking about something and it leads to a painful memory or experience, to which I start talking to myself. I’ve always done this but I think it’s gotten worse over the last few years. I don’t know if this is common, normal or if I’m a complete freak.  ",4.813714285714287,6.109210085714286,6.052857142857146,76.60214285714288,69.57142857142857,9.028571428571428,32.57142857142857,9.3871,3.1039428571428576,286,13,52,6,5,96,52,70,0.17,0.83,0.0,-0.8834,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,4,0,3,1,0,1,0,13,12,8,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,6,10,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,8,32,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934684292332665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17787087725742776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24378418030849802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23794027994127426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22744113887180886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056094014494512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778239499499527,0.1895281357331597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278121799980581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24740892995976976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22195880572478574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26339052419473025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789989297244485,0.0,0.0,0.32914607287685715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868841634442996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979683237200132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25607887948956193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16927134691683926,0.0,0.2369493704816168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149729964780306
anxiety,allysunwunderland,2019/04/07,"The Self One thing I have struggled with all my life is loving myself . With my anxiety i always had difficulties believing I was good enough for anyone: I have always been too critical of myself and set the bar way too high. I had taken people’s opinions way too seriously and judged myself based on their comments, whereas only just recently I have had a realization.

Why the fuck should anyone care? You are a human being. It is no way to live if you are constantly judging yourself or defining yourself solely based on how others treat you or view you. I believe it is our right to love ourselves and tell ourselves we are good enough..... just putting jt out there for anyone who may be struggling with self confidence. 
Be yourself and just... do not focus on the negative thoughts. It truly helps to remind yourself things like that and to give yourself the attention you need to feel good. ",6.4229090909090925,7.63479407878788,6.279393939393941,76.75909090909094,65.78787878787878,8.666666666666668,31.96969696969697,8.841846274778883,2.7457878787878784,713,28,120,11,11,224,103,165,0.117,0.696,0.187,0.9371,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,5,1,0,8,12,1,2,7,0,20,5,0,1,1,26,29,9,0,3,7,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,3,8,10,1,0,3,1,0,1,3,4,0,1,7,2,20,8,15,17,3,13,0,0,1,3,18,6,1,5,3,93,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22010420217849355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117962833701216,0.0,0.0,0.2774407913976033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980266691440544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348493378525409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292761401425524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27332281607939274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687535064150538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227355645516222,0.0,0.12687721093685114,0.0,0.3328038253157244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865204542560524,0.13974145748276515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342015612253822,0.0646162516176287,0.0,0.11678926167917768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387422003232854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807017097953097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962376473405742,0.10059077386669724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916934190346503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329592632746015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059220134386956,0.0,0.0,0.11295053453976445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27595502346030004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765367175099206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156023153681594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17573722798828995,0.0,0.0,0.10500079794150616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149488894152332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934536438211958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ComedianInACubicle,2019/04/07,"Major Funk needing advice Hi Redditors,

Pretty new to reddit, and a little nervous to share this, but I have read a lot of stories on here that are very similar and I think it feels like therapy to talk this out and hopefully get some good advice from some of you all that have more experience with this stuff.

I recently fell into a very bad anxiety/depression spell and wasn’t sure why. I’ve dealt with it in the past briefly an was put on Paxil which I took for about s month and then had to get off of it for various reasons that I wasn’t comfortable with.

With a little bit of money saved, and the desperate need to start finding the source or my anxiety, depression, and childhood ptsd I decided to quit my job abruptly because it was a very negative job and I believe it was a source of my anxiety. I immediately have gotten worse since not having a job and it’s now been a month of me basically sitting on my couch self medicating and was just recently was put back on anxiety meds. I absolutely despised taking these meds but I had no option and felt like the end was near for me. (Very dark I know, but I have to be honest.)

I left my apartment and moved into a new place with my last bit of savings to try a fresh start and it made things even worse. As as it sounds I am not a functioning person right now, and I’m aware but I can not get out of this dark hole.

So now I’m unemployed, have until the end of April to come up with my rent, and I can’t even feel the will to open my blinds or even talk to my family. 

The days when I feel a little bit better, I will go out and try to apply for jobs, but I feel like my visibly anxious vibe throws off my interviews with prospective jobs. I’m typically extremely outgoing and I have just completely lost my spark. It’s gotten to the point where I’m afraid to see people I know in public, because I don’t want to have to talk to anyone. 

I know this all sounds like me me me
victim mentality, and I know people have it way worse and respect people who deal with it better than I do. 

I just honestly feel like this is a very bad spiral and I could be homeless by April. It blows my mind I’m even in this spot, but it’s where I’m at and I have found that talking about it really helps, and I really value this anxiety community and hope there is some kind of advice/help someone could tell me to make me feel better. 

If you read all of that I really appreciate, and pray that you all are feeling better each day! 

Thank you & nothing but love!",4.5798881322957214,4.801286859922179,5.780211575875487,82.2303951848249,69.50583657587549,9.46001945525292,27.346546692607014,9.435801123606538,2.0767589494163423,1962,58,419,39,32,658,230,514,0.116,0.7170000000000001,0.16699999999999998,0.9797,8,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,4,0,6,19,31,2,2,22,0,36,3,0,3,5,95,78,40,0,8,16,0,8,5,0,2,2,2,2,2,33,40,0,0,17,2,2,8,9,8,0,0,18,12,54,23,66,54,15,63,1,2,2,1,19,28,0,10,30,279,87,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385167294216118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686629273628044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939159086226167,0.07159168777611166,0.0,0.04431078340332571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04872872468027334,0.10582500858728287,0.07726128168680449,0.0,0.0,0.07139791044243804,0.0,0.2241875508442497,0.2075555940281872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05458888315547922,0.06644374779228805,0.0,0.0,0.10119387445339464,0.0,0.0,0.08173867075548204,0.06533317067645478,0.1091634545986436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225657010985822,0.0,0.0,0.16742495038299154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06198942708122247,0.05974095249941318,0.0,0.2242975245628529,0.1358177054236319,0.06084651912745884,0.0,0.057920346907851285,0.0,0.0,0.06948351160691169,0.0,0.0,0.0993268834943052,0.0,0.036015449012606754,0.05315295614994667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495307910550576,0.0,0.0,0.12588427507768912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31443187271681605,0.0,0.0,0.06599160155368962,0.13930914162843294,0.05165618061951671,0.0,0.0,0.06885325357756021,0.0,0.0,0.15480041968631764,0.19054448957635567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917741132167833,0.05387613100465848,0.0571951976192886,0.059963587561916463,0.04230092742425631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078276467067755,0.06384005748388695,0.06386350509527296,0.0,0.06398708792765821,0.0,0.1011649555543856,0.06735381034687102,0.0,0.09397823764941844,0.0,0.12240906079143775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06080660457658835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06049520887365405,0.13180132917364812,0.05533349592867553,0.06620966552571175,0.0,0.05990649303736529,0.0,0.0,0.0644715356085531,0.0,0.0,0.07407782061711465,0.1274115984188514,0.0,0.06740332560954727,0.12677717583676362,0.0,0.12179209906253533,0.06515639348908177,0.1251433010718054,0.0,0.0,0.05411886240018055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050498831921707774,0.0,0.06611023136870989,0.0,0.0,0.05242150896086772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05369441436841008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970926097574022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07254513583572182,0.0,0.0,0.059726831011243466,0.0,0.047647435234861465,0.2037422478612396,0.0553894306392075,0.058343906540166225,0.07247076303718307,0.0,0.04210116799730222,0.04060585909694744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07040800014118173,0.08605009414322785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614403686364547,0.037378116446791836,0.05030129834800109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05718286663638136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937427300479328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Better_Comfortable,2019/04/07,"How to deal with anxiety caused by parents? Made an account just to post. I'm in my 20s now and I'm reaching a whole new level of anxiety. Whenever my father makes contact I feel a deep panic setting in my whole body; I swear I feel it in my bones. I'm not sure how to keep this short.

I grew up with my mother. My father had two children with a new wife. I spent every other weekend at his house until I was 12, at which point there was an altercation in which I refused to remove my beanie during breakfast. My father was yelling and I ran up the stairs, and then my stepmother was *sobbing* and yelling 'YOU'RE SO PROVOCATIVE' at me, after which I did my best to avoid going there in the weekends. This was of course very problematic. My father is a Christian (my mother is not), and he has *many* strict rules (for example the rule of 'not wasting a trip' - if you're sitting by the kitchen table and your going to the bathroom you are obligated to bring something from the table to the counter, and something from the counter to the table on your way back. If you don't, he will shout and the rest of the room will be silent. These rules are only for the kids in the family. Another rule is only 1 hour screen time a day - in this day and age, and with my siblings now being 16 an 17. My siblings are also not allowed to get driver's licences because it is easier for him to predict their movements if they are bound to public transport). I reckon the fundaments of his beliefs center around the authority of the father and his God.

His house has a 'regime' vibe about it. I remember having thought this my whole life. My two siblings sit with their backs straight and never speak unless spoken to, and they laugh at his jokes as if on command, just like I do when I'm there. It is a house with an overwhelmingly intense silence. Every word is weighted. I have learned to tune my ears to his language and make sure I'm sharp so I can predict where he's going with what he's saying. It is just like a game of chess where neither of us are present in the actual conversation - we're several sentences ahead - I'm trying to save myself by predicting every possible verbal road he can take to his destination, and he's trying to trick me into taking a wrong turn. My father is very intelligent. 

In my teenage years I spent so many afternoons on the phone with him, crying, trying to get out of seeing him, waiting for the day I turned 18 and could decide for myself. When I turned 18 I literally moved to the other side of the world. I've since moved back to Europe. But even timezones away I haven't been able to escape. It's been 7 years since I moved away and his authority has followed me too far into my adult life. Even now, the times I have managed to not visit him when he demands it I have been harassed by phone, email, instagram, facebook, snapchat, even letters, for weeks and months afterwards, by him and his wife, who still cries, and writes to me about crying ('*what have I done to deserve this treatment from you*' she writes). 

It is problematic because I still want to go to my hometown to visit my mother. My mother is a great woman and has given me all the freedom anyone could ask for. But there is only so much she can do when up against a giant like my father.

I think that what he wants is for me to submit to him and proclaim how I've been so wrong to doubt his authority, and give him the power to decide for me what to do with my life. Admit to him that I made the wrong choice to favour my mother. He has a god-like confidence in himself. 

I work at a call center, and whenever men with my father's accent call in, my heart beats like crazy and it takes me literally hours to come back down. Every time he calls and manipulates me (I am aware it is happening but unable to stop it) into agreeing to come to his regime for a day, I am left totally shattered, exhausted, feeling stupid, having become a helpless child again. My partner is good at comforting me when I'm crying or having panic attacks at night, but she works a lot, and I am often by myself when he calls. I have blocked every social media and email but he manages to get through somehow every time, calling through his brothers, etc. I also find that the more I dodge his calls, the more intense it gets, more guilt-tripping ('your grandmother is getting old', 'your siblings don't even know you anymore', 'i don't deserve this as a father'). So from my experience it doesn't help me to just ignore him.

I feel like I have tried explaining this to him in every possible way, every possible language or mode of communication. But he is just purely ignorant to the fact that anything he does or has done is wrong.

I am female in Europe and I live a very healthy life outside of this. I truly don't think it's a problem for him that I am gay, if anyone wonders. This goes much, much deeper and further back than that.

It's okay if this gets buried, I think I just need to type it out. But if there is another redditor out there with some experience with this, it will be very much appreciated. I'm feeling anxious now that he or any of my siblings are going to see this.

Thank you for reading.",5.2018417682926845,5.601586422439027,5.794630335365857,82.04353086890248,68.19024390243902,8.279420731707317,29.47903963414634,8.07648339933343,1.8933978658536588,4053,138,803,48,64,1315,398,1025,0.085,0.8320000000000001,0.083,-0.8332,4,1,2,0,2,0,117.0,1,9,4,6,53,36,4,5,52,1,77,13,4,11,7,143,138,70,0,13,30,18,7,5,1,3,5,6,2,7,47,51,3,9,20,6,3,20,13,19,0,2,20,16,129,17,140,110,18,128,2,3,3,1,112,54,1,17,53,570,176,7,0.049095616309807535,0.0,0.047910239390576856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852349325039094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0333867026510889,0.10296206885295492,0.0751160241927831,0.055464071918495186,0.04868965899368816,0.0686575929075101,0.0,0.04040150900535523,0.04370550739083806,0.04589777382863231,0.05585335122570195,0.09225389530385128,0.1887574922535248,0.0,0.0598564640268463,0.054222250967507706,0.0,0.0,0.051522820358322764,0.0,0.0,0.054534161905766,0.0,0.0,0.3007926808277367,0.0,0.0,0.0504347219601018,0.0,0.08458305245587756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839770935344598,0.0,0.21571691665514192,0.12665044376330487,0.05061542463413368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0429639046822325,0.10048372223767156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05475459002550272,0.12970876616337101,0.0,0.33092139374065066,0.0,0.0,0.09604986692230134,0.046282977658929865,0.0,0.12412109382226735,0.03507391810149449,0.0,0.0,0.04487250386508117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15390259905023151,0.04709698880539885,0.13951085078892736,0.041179073634927815,0.0,0.05412809030431413,0.0,0.0,0.04341509136200001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05817854171329806,0.03290775672128801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669858501273117,0.16994924855368113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043638439583464486,0.0,0.0,0.026981666762581298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05334253077244047,0.0,0.13871074291794294,0.11992819106801456,0.0,0.043352328674947614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04173933731074475,0.0,0.09291091846936067,0.06554341024101011,0.09955049815292047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039187652538987,0.1565426111790895,0.14436370800689044,0.03640377740542687,0.03786556594686332,0.09483370433232297,0.0,0.046072910078495656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05151759054554352,0.0,0.0,0.11201828561042823,0.0,0.11520625499617268,0.054514871837570034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046411226518366114,0.1660437919122154,0.047020029142959975,0.0,0.0,0.04697787430067353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04910890228083314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055615762660593114,0.0,0.0,0.03904280464330755,0.0,0.0,0.07824569953609002,0.0,0.0,0.055464071918495186,0.0,0.08122480230314587,0.0,0.0,0.05004679807109751,0.0,0.07559240806017037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841564520881056,0.041046133591173636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254407469848136,0.0,0.11074138032041232,0.0,0.0,0.045200647293993666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437546561167397,0.0,0.038976435316428734,0.11451219474694638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333308030138604,0.1602057971518448,0.09591856652523516,0.0,0.05905598143690205,0.0,0.0,0.1620361006579167,0.05791573304616255,0.07793963002777929,0.039381542001803535,0.05978523422930448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16444050691308884,0.0,0.0,0.053242101609209135,0.07148438679901607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21471339710323029,0.0,0.06323193448101327
anxiety,jakeleia,2019/04/07,Insecurities threatening friendship I've had a shit day. Last night when I was drunk I upset a close friend of mine. I was only joking with her by saying that she couldn't talk to my other friend and I threw food at her in a joking manner but she took it the wrong way and called me rude and a bully and said I always blame everything on my insecurities and depression. I always feel like I need my friends to reassure me that I am loved and that I am wanted. This particular friend just isn't like that so I always feel like I need to try really hard to make her like me. I asked her this morning if I had ruined our friendship and she just hasn't replied. All day long I have felt so alone and emotionally drained even though I spent a lovely day with my husband and children. ,4.892658227848102,5.324987886075952,5.583392405063293,83.17394936708862,68.87341772151899,8.59848101265823,25.92658227848101,8.548686976883017,1.4918865822784808,618,16,130,9,10,201,92,158,0.236,0.522,0.241,0.2349,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,0,7,21,2,3,6,0,10,5,1,1,1,25,24,15,0,5,4,1,4,4,4,0,0,2,0,1,8,12,2,0,3,3,1,2,3,8,0,0,9,6,31,13,11,14,1,14,0,2,0,2,22,4,1,1,11,85,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209517306360786,0.0,0.0,0.34247778656758393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12826108773769676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009392761454612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26544299959178763,0.0,0.11816795553701642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15432865569156806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061761633224437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233042140976972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13874229773562954,0.1960277595909984,0.13173105950652308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16589969114725045,0.0,0.4239936126348213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290195947902086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111834226520255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26811095970327137,0.0,0.0,0.12141541859202595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24765209544004085,0.0,0.09158035771993953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034603292619072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875050506747066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434483680007016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878921943226984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13050618499689373,0.10910491237719026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14083120237034666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027410672737126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347957899243513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15243140592651758,0.09314805706780346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092260580395379,0.10890094324139586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500038649322057,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wu-Tangbang,2019/04/07,"I just wanted to tell you all that I love you all. I’ve had anxiety my whole life but only have had it diagnosed as GAD for two years now. Two years ago I had terrible panic attacks and manic episodes of hypochondria after my best friend past away. Fast forward two years later and my anxiety and depression has seemed to resurface and is back at full force. Things I once loved are starting to feel like chores and I have no motivation to do anything except sit in a car and drive aimlessly. I just want everyone struggling here to know that although I don’t know you, I see you and understand your struggle. We all battle this, and it is absolutely been so helpful to have this community to lurk into and just read from people that feel like I do. Keep working hard everybody and feel free to PM me if you ever want to talk. You all are so strong and we all are warriors. I feel somewhat solace in that I know these feelings very well and aren’t as foreign but I’m still going through a tough time. ",4.5527922077922085,5.715658752525255,5.0034920634920645,84.38000000000002,70.06060606060606,8.08138528138528,28.78932178932179,8.418075326091056,1.9526655122655123,795,29,158,12,14,253,120,198,0.161,0.636,0.203,0.9334,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,7,0,4,11,17,2,3,2,0,17,4,0,1,6,44,37,20,0,4,7,0,6,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,10,15,0,1,11,1,1,4,3,8,1,3,4,7,24,10,22,33,9,25,0,1,1,2,15,7,0,3,17,115,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041772652616552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905809544597932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250486804380546,0.0,0.0,0.14170857817305826,0.11703119013939382,0.09578138199324453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13072135254587955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728606805553932,0.1264289863933473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267451051100245,0.0,0.11902543838406104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31491438455969234,0.17797589423189028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623718920567256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07079211496235199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158412556858463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349206114767052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071746083909108,0.0,0.0,0.20536996705249744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879826443931667,0.1217105370844406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248462321678582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326557011761003,0.0,0.09473589698071476,0.0,0.14614803081536348,0.0,0.0,0.1189096318015124,0.08635641188115012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245968695725126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992607120798264,0.11339762352027236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816644648744006,0.0,0.0994763012890627,0.0,0.0,0.2604409229033505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011915045285273,0.10887369306814568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275422927175087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263378089656508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650403257208891,0.12967464356941774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277765314453316,0.22041173905547384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199724118413533,0.0,0.0,0.13907032086308452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068346475690092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24064377518442506
anxiety,TalouseLee,2019/04/07,"Medication question Hey y’all. I’m on 100MG of Cymbalta, to target depression + anxiety. Depression is ha does fairly well but anxiety has not been. Discussed this with my psychiatrist; she has prescribed Buspar. Eventually she is hoping for 15mg twice per day but  is starting me off slow with 5mg twice per day because of the known dizziness side effect. 

Anyone has experience with Buspar? ",4.899571428571427,7.867793242857143,6.009999999999998,69.785,73.71428571428572,9.142857142857146,31.42857142857143,9.606745405546679,3.821857142857143,317,15,48,9,7,105,54,70,0.111,0.794,0.095,-0.0387,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,1,7,1,0,1,0,10,10,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,1,0,5,3,9,9,0,7,0,2,0,0,6,3,0,2,4,29,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4071562694418209,0.0,0.0,0.18607460723249244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622219417031577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3432458171206876,0.0,0.4584109189335634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328800457566341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603126690791022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26431339329547915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680840352987854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29811100378819705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18835838839993485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23927038794387345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nachoaveragejoe,2019/04/07,What video games do you recommend for anxiety? Just started taking medication about a week and a half ago and am looking for some relaxing game recommendations,8.346666666666668,10.753483851851854,8.467592592592595,58.3991666666667,62.33333333333334,12.807407407407407,39.425925925925924,12.161744961471696,6.027014814814817,132,7,19,5,2,43,24,27,0.058,0.748,0.194,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,3,5,1,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,3,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40457087941259984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491445928603687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38326087937407416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4597747763288895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230421229661434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431558451099917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660963847912027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tonyutter,2019/04/07,"I can barely breathe from the pressure. I can't... I feel myself about to get unnecessarily stressed out. I have been trying to get some studying done, but I cannot concentrate, I feel myself moving around in my chair a lot, and my thoughts keep racing with no ability to slow them down. THIS IS SO FRUSTRATING! I hate this!

In the past few months, I have been shouting and getting randomly angry in my car, I have lost interest in doing any of my school work, my job is pointless and I feel like I am taking up space, I find the only chance for me to calm down is to isolate myself from everyone.

I can't take it. I can't take the heavy breathing like there is a weight on my chest, the constant disturbing dreams that cause me to not have a full night sleep, the feeling of being tired when I wake up, the constant feeling of doom, and feeling hopeless. I can't take it!",4.2539655172413795,5.171214224137934,4.848908045977012,86.12439655172415,70.55172413793103,7.639080459770115,28.29310344827586,7.793537801064563,1.5781931034482763,681,24,141,8,12,218,101,174,0.226,0.636,0.138,-0.971,1,0,0,0,0,1,23.0,0,0,1,2,5,12,2,3,10,0,20,7,5,1,0,22,37,7,0,0,2,0,7,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,7,1,1,8,1,0,2,7,8,0,0,5,8,28,4,25,31,4,22,1,3,0,0,1,13,0,3,9,102,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097635435582685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278115510855205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749033765110506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103055877203921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14692633909034164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371913798250802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4355728274331207,0.10256949622184826,0.0,0.0,0.13122429328641788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22503491064408232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174987985402884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14247532166764704,0.1276154192705603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028628458386772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15672828974096778,0.12206172085503225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459962264294225,0.15259674077880028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347347382904579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919471167006732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705789857041425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530483911994546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367797029273788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16446385570344535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4317999700901318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139819430313149,0.0,0.16501751729076666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974775134646522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748347971464206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452378774001868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Matthew-Todd,2019/04/07,"1 year later... Exactly 1 year ago today I had a party at my house for my 16th birthday. We drank and laughed and danced. Some of us even smoke, which at the time was really exiting for me aha. I did do any at the time but I just thought it was cool people were smoking at my party. 

Today was one of the worst days of my life. My tinnitus kept me up all night, unable to sleep or even relax. I stayed up all night knowing I would have to get up for work in the morning. 

Today my anxiety was the worst it’s ever been. I went in and had to deal with my manager lecture me about procedure because last week I called in the night before a shift saying I was going away for a few days. Obviously you can’t do this on such short notice but I was having a panic attack and wasnt thinking straight.

I then had to come clean to her and explain my conditions, she didn’t say much and didn’t seem to sympathise. I did not mean to be untruthful but talking about these things is excruciating and saying it out loud makes it real. 

I then went back to my post only to have a full blown panic attack in work. This has never happened before. I held on for 10 minutes but I was on the verge of screaming so I asked the supervisor if I could go to the toilet so I could try to recuperate. 

When I came back out I felt almost the same, I didn’t have enough time to purge my emotions but it was something. 

Later my boss called me in the talk about my absence aswell. Essentially, I’m going to be fired.
Fired from a job I spent all last summer working at, getting paid almost double the minimum wage for my age and barley even thinking about the money because I just enjoyed going. 

I guess it’s just one more thing I have to let go now.

I wish I could feel how I felt on my 16th birthday party again. I’d do anything ",2.2896679062527032,3.840872734584455,3.9079425754561967,88.47534117443571,76.34584450402143,6.5287209201764265,22.75611865432846,7.233258080335977,0.7276782668857567,1402,40,300,16,31,468,190,373,0.133,0.792,0.075,-0.9806,2,0,2,0,0,0,30.0,2,1,0,3,20,11,2,2,19,1,37,3,1,3,7,58,69,21,0,6,11,0,5,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,12,14,1,2,10,2,4,10,7,7,0,2,30,11,50,4,50,32,13,67,0,0,0,0,15,25,0,7,30,218,62,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829914996892058,0.0,0.17689932352465254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06006737871333099,0.0,0.06757215170034883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268800298658946,0.0,0.08257655724421623,0.2009760853321948,0.08298887321859692,0.1358405217869135,0.0,0.1076902062092132,0.0,0.1503245226170299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180389460861084,0.10102590410280628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608841007291015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21157277556896606,0.0,0.0,0.11393098996995055,0.09106427525976153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935927798460564,0.0,0.09126842574359993,0.0,0.17502324939806502,0.07989947514528012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044662264655787175,0.0,0.16962116208507053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229748141275522,0.0,0.2509996628458365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730537200809547,0.0,0.07810986194020167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192087532177062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765382212758759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04854381735993346,0.14400135802681624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032333397750243,0.06239003903390732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058960911567910786,0.0,0.0,0.09621718433302286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06493265905840957,0.0,0.06812548437905312,0.0,0.0,0.2486749560475073,0.0,0.0,0.10056420631684987,0.0,0.0,0.1197092878498102,0.06717888910142908,0.0,0.2072722730758793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06123684898599824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459565256139244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053879378881378,0.05658641247960474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21073050762594528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041224728557488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839371692081786,0.0,0.0,0.06800069252503459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414794855682518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419924974494233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173649560114028,0.1131965000834142,0.0,0.07012409477853047,0.15451767072605474,0.0,0.25117932539986426,0.0,0.0,0.05997022169636808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625002532683904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085293874206927,0.0,0.0,0.16376545287717734,0.0,0.0,0.10157505580546504,0.0,0.0,0.1929157146253866,0.0,0.0,0.06274704519529131,0.0,0.0,0.11376315280190387
anxiety,someaccount6667,2019/04/07,"Was i that ugly in high school?(21F) [what I looked like in high school ](https://imgur.com/a/vZXqTpw)



Can I talk to you about something? Am I ugly I in high school guys would say they would sleep with but not want to be seen with me? They would say I'm good enough to fuck but not date. that they wanted me for sex and nothing more. They called me a pig and said I looked 40

They would call me a gross whore and say I smell every day. They said I had a big nose and wrinkles. I just so ugly I'm scared I'm scared to date again that guys would treat me this way. 

I had an older guy date me in high school, but he told me not to say to people I talk to him. He would never want to hang out with me just sex. He would call me annoying and weird. He would imply I'm not attractive enough to date.

I'm so anxious now that everyone is going to treat me this way. I haven't dated since high school I feel like ugly trash. I barely leave the house because of anxiety 

Was I that ugly in high school? What could I change? Will, I will always be treated this way?",0.5649358974358982,2.696316796380092,1.509847285067874,100.63876791101058,84.65610859728505,4.588310708898946,14.638197586727,5.7366,-1.0786245852187029,816,12,195,5,24,253,101,221,0.237,0.6940000000000001,0.069,-0.9921,0,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,6,0,7,14,2,2,5,0,21,6,2,0,1,32,38,10,0,12,9,0,1,2,0,10,0,6,0,3,10,9,0,0,1,0,0,2,6,7,0,0,8,12,35,7,22,17,3,28,0,0,3,4,27,13,1,0,12,115,45,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061720093127717465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05674417863702571,0.08379738514388282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04521679526865048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272249336545531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846801537881785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05922323062344624,0.0,0.0,0.0478371657884818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532865751347153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0624961946636052,0.0708780240623713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03750544359162421,0.052991107973013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06857420455198583,0.0,0.0,0.042155738267792495,0.06221502630252571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203367026943953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4702239585218771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558875528705004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854131626281614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247696369140466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457774943966267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05720884355557585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117354851209946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05142406465668479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411160818191379,0.2359498554379766,0.1485255560361428,0.4504183818248784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06135887437037206,0.0,0.07422923108307172,0.0,0.0,0.05710404873879577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923917527619445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708780240623713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125218236116995,0.17663156443887953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4215380983925371,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ardress,2019/04/07,"I feel miserable and desperate, so I decided to post here. I get anxiety when I need to do my work. I get it in some social situations but really not generally. It's really centered around my work. Sometimes I feel like I'm just an asshole who needs to stop procrastinating but then when I actually approach my work, I feel genuinely ANXIOUS. That's really the best word for it. The knot in my stomach feels like I swallowed a cannon ball and the tension in my chest is is so bad, I lie face down on my floor cause that makes it feel better. I'm just paralyzed. I feel so much dread and I never know how to deal with it so I avoid my work. My university offers counseling services but that didn't help. I always felt like I was wasting their time and didn't deserve to be there. And they talked about how to deal with intrusive and unhelpful thoughts but my problem isn't thoughts, it's feeling the way I do.
I'm not really sure why I'm posting. I guess its just really bad right now and I have no idea how to deal with it, and I have no one to talk to about it. I feel like I want to pound my head against the wall and scream, I'm so frustrated with myself and afraid of what will happen if I can't deal with it. I keep fucking things up for myself because I can't do the same shit that everyone around me can do. I can't stand it",1.637952407304926,3.5555084676259057,3.4785611510791377,89.16719977863865,79.431654676259,7.298505810736026,23.282235749861652,8.263242389622931,1.2784372993912556,1046,35,232,21,26,351,140,278,0.225,0.6940000000000001,0.081,-0.9923,1,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,6,20,19,3,5,8,0,18,7,5,5,2,60,45,26,0,5,10,0,9,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,18,17,1,3,14,1,0,1,11,12,0,1,6,10,40,7,29,37,4,24,0,1,0,1,12,12,2,3,11,155,58,6,0.0,0.0,0.09474102361135044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807825555466577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426981280163407,0.10967849491157644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17285259102570244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16212395637543145,0.059182157549130913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018847912718069,0.08586385486331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997331101834089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40036177663551015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276894485573177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3927130276972047,0.2080727801779568,0.09321689215343416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897535827890856,0.1014458840527383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695015005119793,0.0,0.08585200675547397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963729084345936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06507407594254948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10959722677276017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629367098826594,0.0,0.0,0.05335541546741008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18972344494485752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06480503808997144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136869718706194,0.14397469846031452,0.07487799107375179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578735600021181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185961320498671,0.0,0.0,0.09289730034633367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109759091743262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829101192996192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965642918513837,0.0,0.109127686363166,0.0,0.09896600263406133,0.0,0.0,0.09601961666962124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116746568544342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150152950210333,0.0,0.0,0.15606660346662798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449900656629456,0.0,0.0,0.15414940211408476,0.05661108504313706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057263289661983574,0.07706160961255895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760417504084078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282716348893908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Fucking_Nibba,2019/04/07,"I'm a Bit Scared Right Now I'm about to go eat with a few immediate family members, and feel anxious. We're going to Baskin-Robin's. It's not formal or anything, just going out. I'm still scared 'cause I just don't like going and doing things outside in general. I'm really just hoping we don't stay too long, as it's Sunday, and it STRESSES me the fuck out to waste time on Sundays (although, it's more like fearing being anxious on Sundays because that's time wasted feeling shit, and it's not like I'm doing anything on Sundays,) or just the last days of a break. I hate the thought of losing time, so Sundays make me feel horrible since it's the day before the week starts up again. Do you guys feel the same way?",4.771066368381806,4.787048328859065,5.67606263982103,83.85527218493664,69.06711409395972,7.9645041014168525,29.307233407904548,7.3871296695380915,1.628592244593587,567,19,117,5,9,187,87,149,0.29,0.682,0.028,-0.9907,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,1,0,1,10,12,3,4,9,0,6,3,1,2,0,26,25,9,0,1,8,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,8,1,0,5,0,0,4,4,8,0,0,1,4,6,4,15,23,4,32,0,1,0,1,3,8,2,3,20,65,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187382455648716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23217743762960394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599505801552887,0.0,0.12004031284417957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15401207401015646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14491791025312709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18195716095479686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434998826739914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13298838859328466,0.1587431458617735,0.28531723917161456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304170864781582,0.0,0.0,0.3206936835295503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13968163391927155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392775736650013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011449593124667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499100590236933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20675925816063725,0.0,0.0,0.12484264925304965,0.0,0.15782142073638694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416542486845328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037315453961757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047314282731612,0.0,0.0,0.28247167301951925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14480648837923732,0.11669469120705278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985018283040696,0.15036201681067168,0.11265880918111568,0.0,0.1615953876049491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937207435705245,0.0,0.0,0.11199394654423572,0.2467774280735783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197492392704024,0.11315797029597825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WiseBreadfruit222,2019/04/07,"I want to go travelling, but I'm afraid of distancing myself from my friends **TL;DR: I'm afraid of going travelling this summer out of fear of missing out on a lot, and drifting away from my friends**  

Hi reddit, I'm in a bit of a predicament with my anxiety possibly preventing me from doing the thing I want. I don't know if this is a call for help, or just wanting to vent, but all advice is appreciated if you got some. Here's a bit of background first:     

I am a 20 year old from a European country, currently on a gap year before I start university next year, and all is going pretty well. I've moved out, I've gotten a job and I have saved up a lot of money. I am also a part of a very nice group of friends, and we've all travelled together a few times during this year. Last time was with my best friend of the group for a month through Mexico, so it didn't feel like I was leaving too much at home.  

Now, my contract ends this July, and I really want to go backpacking through Europe for a month or two, but all of my friends are either broke, have other plans, or would just rather spend the summer in our home country. This is where my anxiety kicks in and keeps telling me that I should just stay home, because I am afraid of being driven away from my friends by staying away for too long. I have friends who have left for months at a time, but are still welcomed back home, yet I feel like summer is a time where a lot of shit goes down, and people don't have work to get in the way of making plans all the time. Plans that I would then miss out on. I have a hard time speaking with my friends about this out of fear of seeming silly, but I feel like I needed to say it somewhere, so there it is.  

Again, if anyone's been in a similar situation, has any advice, or if someone can tell me that I'm acting like a dumbass, it'd be appreciated.",5.36077085664553,4.637872258485643,6.095703095859758,83.84343777197566,67.92950391644908,9.279572298893447,29.726345890836754,8.563005593585519,1.9093181399975143,1437,44,318,19,21,473,183,383,0.108,0.721,0.171,0.9838,2,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,1,1,0,7,20,27,1,5,26,0,32,1,1,1,5,59,59,24,0,13,18,0,4,4,8,3,0,2,4,0,16,15,0,2,5,3,2,11,3,9,1,2,7,6,32,18,58,46,16,67,0,3,0,0,21,23,1,13,34,219,48,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803920622454908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06057526702633501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05151091334588554,0.0,0.1158932960082446,0.0,0.0,0.0529644295178771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135018748248005,0.05824516981188532,0.0,0.04617498714832556,0.0,0.06445556327039224,0.0,0.07949235246585906,0.0,0.16539335404185093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734669038307884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708982259898356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17047404558360846,0.11490067123595052,0.1623421373689783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443080463413732,0.0,0.0,0.4681787888922531,0.0,0.039574954567151516,0.0,0.17219625240385508,0.0,0.060582214061104714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06785490255832118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050771968187234666,0.0,0.30392376783269953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516772885326138,0.06732787910878604,0.0,0.0,0.04162885784378456,0.061744341387107535,0.0,0.08020569010919089,0.08229990571350408,0.0,0.0,0.14802565494156264,0.0,0.0,0.06703417449618465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931935066901556,0.0,0.0,0.050562060000381374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18138285130399912,0.08050762967574991,0.05568314525656758,0.0561658287429798,0.0,0.0,0.08055835037996617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948428361174963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202718620538693,0.0,0.05251379516237776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539395126054693,0.0,0.07706246293520114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04852580306029832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060237470821221085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895770034585998,0.0,0.0,0.07775374415932147,0.0,0.08514338990028407,0.0,0.0,0.0641806306928416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05361448687108771,0.1614735626453168,0.060492069964582215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13241334816506373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05032328868385693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26501393993447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739943237308851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06249963965536224,0.17871140720193393,0.06012485824862336,0.0,0.0,0.06810612036995589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055145099120289816,0.0,0.0,0.10761773451744412,0.0,0.0,0.1951156861330812
anxiety,Dewey_Darl,2019/04/07,"I wrote a little program to help me with anxiety. Every morning before I wake up, it sends me a text that reads ""Pretend the fear isn't there"". Would you guys find it helpful to have a specific message texted to you every morning? If so, I would love to turn this into a free service. This particular message helps me get through the day, but I could set something up where you could set your own message and your own time/times to receive it. The service would be totally free. I really just want us all to be as anxiety-free as we can be.

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 If y'all think something like this would be helpful, please let me know! I'm also open to suggestions. ",3.2006131078224094,5.104493162790696,4.0766596194503215,86.72251585623683,74.73643410852712,6.8614517265680055,28.7815362931642,7.686295010490155,1.7875054263565893,514,22,101,7,11,165,80,129,0.035,0.764,0.201,0.9689,0,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,2,6,0,0,5,5,0,1,7,0,14,2,1,0,2,22,22,8,0,9,4,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,3,2,2,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,17,6,14,10,4,11,0,0,0,1,21,6,0,2,2,72,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249689900196975,0.0,0.16596898693624335,0.18612880766240564,0.0,0.0,0.11718123644387225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13034373617561942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24460135144604095,0.0,0.0,0.09878754736978647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581192129174521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723685504781499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14000249725005653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002951452962348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167093127944786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4106896404738274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418297178352466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15663553237364072,0.0,0.07483534366919861,0.1535252336590721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382496985066478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16814414245915602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15322008723199204,0.0,0.0981301558915552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358487935816908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815068417323236,0.0,0.0,0.08931969385060913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16661436843842806,0.0,0.0,0.18425503741843208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034872759618974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4352548293438945,0.0,0.18612880766240564,0.0
anxiety,Anarchious,2019/04/07,"Buying groceries I have to go buy food on my own for the first time in my life and I'm shaking just thinking about being in there, any tips on how to make it quicker/easier? Been mustering my strenght for 3 days and I'm running low on food to power my overthinking brain.",1.319702380952382,3.603558232142859,2.8000000000000007,91.61166666666668,82.75,5.8761904761904775,23.619047619047624,7.1686216300943375,0.9473190476190476,215,8,45,3,6,70,42,56,0.07200000000000001,0.928,0.0,-0.4215,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,1,0,3,4,1,2,0,6,8,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,2,3,0,2,0,1,1,0,5,0,11,6,1,12,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,3,28,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20774870175538532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410361222835919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19702054395383575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25985592462545737,0.7388173153981163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17362120743147813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21578184181500626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039218806434959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19575039263669064,0.0,0.0,0.17813798537141604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nellzim,2019/04/07,"My boyfriend has anxiety, how can I help him? I don't suffer from anxiety myself so I struggle to empathise. It's a struggle because my boyfriend is (admirably but sometimes frustratingly stoic), he keeps his struggles to himself and sometimes i mistake it for lethargy or being difficult. The situation is exacerbated by our having a baby, so I am often on my own. I don't want to keep putting my foot in it by putting pressure on him to do something at the weekend, or help more with our daughter. Or complain about my minor issues. I want to help him, because if he has more energy and less anxiety our family life and relationship could be drastically improved, and we are all really struggling at the minute. Any advice from other anxiety sufferers, on small things I could do in my attitude, actions or around the home, would be hugely appreciated. Thank you. ",6.350615650172614,7.854366639240509,7.1890333716916,69.1040103567319,66.15189873417722,9.796087456846953,37.78135788262371,10.018931242160765,4.246789873417721,691,37,110,16,11,230,98,158,0.233,0.628,0.139,-0.9166,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,4,1,0,0,6,13,1,5,6,0,18,2,1,1,1,24,23,13,0,7,6,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,5,7,0,2,0,1,0,3,2,11,0,0,0,0,25,2,20,17,5,14,0,2,0,0,18,10,0,6,1,93,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793423112358665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903059211738402,0.0,0.4006160285594484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654721469387475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596161349042121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090591142625529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342042126750087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632602353789682,0.0,0.13132417603915825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664723744574214,0.0,0.2327367368857444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924731898810612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632230068875242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387117794670225,0.0,0.0,0.14055987817866306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716039622133922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078918124243666,0.2589679174008766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5474671301948466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053422689652875,0.0,0.0,0.08697792172181901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15444088803552528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930023368260155,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Beethovahms,2019/04/07,Fuck dude Ahhhhhh I don’t even have anything to say just fuck why is everything so stressful ,2.956666666666667,5.737758000000002,4.964444444444447,75.50000000000003,80.1111111111111,8.044444444444443,31.222222222222214,8.841846274778883,3.1186888888888893,76,4,14,2,2,26,17,18,0.464,0.536,0.0,-0.905,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28916708352496817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320922320878685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158100095112728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6497156472004071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794423829526727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4025203087937932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170781684440961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dizzocizzo,2019/04/07,"Avoidance Does anyone else actively avoid situations?

I’m 34(m) and since Xmas I became overmedicated on some thyroid pills along with a series of stressful events (work, relationship breakdown and home improvements).

I developed an irrational anxiety about going to the hairdressers or conferences etc, essentially a place where I couldn’t leave of my own accord.

I have another conference in may and I find my mind is worrying about it already, the “what if I freak out” talk, it’s 5 hours away and I’m the designated driver so couldn’t bum it off and just come home and that’s making me feel a little trapped.

I tend to sit down and get a rush go through my body, my temperature goes up my heart starts beating much faster and I feel like I need to escape the situation.

My job means I have to travel and attend meetings but this is getting a little debilitating now and I find myself avoiding the situations that trigger the stress/anxiety response but I don’t think that’s healthy.

I’ve seen a counsellor for 8 weeks and the doctor prescribed some pills but I was intolerant to them so had to resort to natural supplements like 5-HTP and Magnesium which have been good.

Just curious to see what coping techniques people use for when their anxiety triggers.

Dan

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anxiety,EllaLoves93,2019/04/07,"I created a personal anxiety blog Hi Everyone, ive been going through a really rough time lately and made this blog. Please feel free to check it out, there's only 3 posts so far but id love to have people check it out if you would like to <3 

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 [https://ellaloves-myanxietythoughts.blogspot.com](https://ellaloves-myanxietythoughts.blogspot.com/) ",9.402142857142856,13.056676357142859,6.267285714285716,70.07771428571431,62.214285714285715,10.194285714285718,27.271428571428572,10.355215969177356,3.335497142857143,300,9,43,8,5,83,47,56,0.024,0.723,0.253,0.9186,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,1,0,8,8,4,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,4,6,5,0,7,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,3,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833353127811236,0.3177513155326064,0.0,0.0,0.20004690570689365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498746080544084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13222233747821388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14861656650641766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949835692454921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775576869515112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360141029439708,0.2474377730439947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19888265439826255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18129128415524529,0.2283318521126329,0.0,0.2870486473131274,0.0,0.0,0.25044486678784644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16752369780671708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15248284551136249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18576220998899812,0.0,0.3177513155326064,0.0
anxiety,oceanrainfairy,2019/04/07,"What is the value of going to a therapist for anxiety? Anxiety is treated with CBT and exposure therapy. Assuming someone is perfectly capable of doing those on their own (which I am), what added benefit does going to a therapist have? Is it really mostly helpful for people (as far as treating anxiety goes) who can't do it on their own?

I'm trying to figure out if it would really be useful, and I'm having trouble seeing what the benefit would be, for me personally. Is it anything more than guidance for CBT/exposure therapy?",5.670822510822513,7.111380959595963,8.042886002886004,62.58909090909094,67.68686868686868,12.525829725829727,36.36507936507937,12.031772070788634,5.5806958152958135,421,22,64,17,7,152,63,99,0.07,0.728,0.202,0.9487,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,1,0,6,0,0,4,0,15,0,0,1,1,12,21,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,10,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,5,16,17,4,6,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,3,0,56,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44550138119716665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15974335043915347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16987479554237775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206445380511512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301138359311859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457763352178756,0.16949717388868665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487151317251538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15468766525148306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16447635083069367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4439838588977888,0.4507741100831036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13179402028865864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16765644077818964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757930557399434,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,burning_sagey,2019/04/07,"When was your November? My November was February 2019, every morning was November.",6.094615384615384,9.95115423076923,7.821923076923079,50.56057692307695,83.61538461538461,14.907692307692313,44.96153846153846,11.20814326018867,9.393338461538463,67,5,7,4,2,23,9,13,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SpeedLimitsSuck89,2019/04/07,"Is this just ADHD mood swings, or something else... Hey guys. In retrospect, I've been dealing with these weird feelings since around December/January, but I've only really started considering that I might have a real issue in the past month or so. If anyone else has experienced these same feelings and it led to dysthymia, major depression, any type of anxiety, etc. please lmk your thoughts.

\-**Lack of social interest:** Decreased desire to socialize, this has led me to be far less outgoing and motivated to meet with new ppl than I used to be.  Almost feels like I just don’t have the energy to socialize with new people.  
\-**Decreasing social skills:** Due to less frequent and less enthusiastic socializing, I feel that my social skills have decreased because It's harder for me to genuinely be interested in conversations.  Harder for me to be as clever, enthusiastic and charismatic as I once felt.  Ofc, this leads to a negative spiral of not wanting to socialize, and even worse social skills.  
\-**Decreased libido:** Additionally, decreased libido/interest in talking w girls.  Libido's Still there, and can get intense at times. It's just consistently far less than what It used to be…no idea why.  
\-**Always feeling discontent:** Persistent feeling or mild discontent and inability to just enjoy stuff as much as I felt like I used to.  For example, watching TV shows, listening to music, movies all feel more “bland” now and harder to really enjoy.  
Because of this, I often find myself not looking forward to things I believe I used to.  For example, seeing friends, parties, the weekend, going home after school, etc. because I know I’ll feel discontent and sorta uneasy/unsatisfied that whole time  
\-**Exhaustion/sleep craving:** I find myself just craving sleep far more often than I have in the past, and getting up earlier seems to have gotten even more difficult. I literally fantasize so often about being able to sleep in.  
\-**Sleep difficulties:** Unfortunately…sometimes, I have trouble sleeping.  I’ll frequently have random (not really disturbing thoughts, just random and racing) when I go to bed at like 11:30 on weeknights.  Then before I know it, it’s 12:45 and I’m still wide awake cuz of these random thoughts.  
\-**Adderall not as effective:** Adderall doesn’t seem to provide the motivational boost, slight wellbeing and focus enhancement that it did last year.  It can actually amplify bad moods and anxious thoughts, with less effectiveness at blocking out negative distractions  
\-**IBS:** In October, I was diagnosed w/ IBS, which I know is potentially linked to anxiety/depression\\

All input is greatly appreciated. Thanks so much guys.",5.060776053215079,8.543098758314855,5.478066518847008,70.3927095343681,78.04656319290466,8.867583148558758,31.481596452328162,9.243218698107313,3.9854856762749447,2144,105,308,63,55,683,249,451,0.102,0.752,0.146,0.9623,0,1,1,0,0,0,125.0,0,1,0,9,21,20,0,2,7,0,25,5,4,12,2,88,60,30,0,4,15,0,10,3,1,1,1,1,2,3,23,21,0,1,27,3,0,6,8,7,0,0,10,15,26,11,60,44,18,44,0,1,3,0,19,19,0,15,24,204,49,5,0.06681900415140757,0.0,0.06520570929454607,0.0,0.08030345808957425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06690958067248252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05559876421279041,0.0,0.0,0.045439214144242714,0.0,0.05111635528416978,0.07548645541772253,0.0,0.04672140132189484,0.06846396605770562,0.0,0.059483080146289974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055791077434757336,0.12219673421737212,0.0,0.05685805108064695,0.07528213611036015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888745926747472,0.11510222072952285,0.067819882684691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116374078823186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14904170486976126,0.0882666441139357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27028556948309235,0.04773550991683389,0.1283134452089596,0.0,0.1221427185321208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05162419685567112,0.0,0.06982034363283562,0.0,0.07594955980759972,0.0,0.0,0.0736681879687337,0.0,0.1323226387575223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06702490925244982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07543052244980042,0.0,0.0697416802117827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016593164106972,0.054466406597081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793317081032744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05611113469095992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088440408497604,0.0,0.0,0.053334291623169036,0.0,0.09823931268888084,0.0,0.0,0.12906842116999767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116005868486465,0.0,0.050818863636789634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757260038086846,0.04632388418134655,0.0,0.0,0.0733472011878889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605465526598522,0.12841789517333616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06762439949760263,0.05324609522304094,0.12165902366630553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055273370722580914,0.0,0.3343363001854455,0.5449084801339861,0.0,0.05144053387693606,0.06608570366325417,0.0,0.04729483505389323,0.0,0.10672348605788093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649177344668083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053706584478009335,0.0,0.061517961606285664,0.0,0.0,0.04439157728759178,0.0,0.0,0.2121873021641047,0.07792539732976618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308406632401745,0.0,0.0,0.03941157986920196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06029375821539289,0.07460103189084039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809427373751206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04302924792640128
anxiety,zigallthezags,2019/04/07,"My anxiety has come back to haunt me (22M) This is my first time posting here or talking about anything related to this issue to anyone other than my parents.

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When I was around 14 years old, I had semi-frequent panic attacks whenever my parents couldn't answer their phones. They were busy most of the time, whether they were at work when I came home from school or when they were out doing errands or something on the weekends. These attacks used to hit me hard man, I would have a crazy fast heart rate, breathe in and out extremely quickly and just freak out and shout non-sense. Usually this would stem from me going into these crazy thoughts that something might have happened to them. Now realistically there isn't anything going on but my brain would refuse to calm down after having that initial thought that something may have happened. These attacks lasted about a year and afterwards I'd just not think anything when they couldn't answer their phones. When I turned eighteen I went abroad to university, one day at the back of my mind i thought what if this all starts again and I think these awful thoughts and feel these awful feelings, luckily none of those thoughts entered my mind but i was having such an  awful time in university that I don't think i had the time or willpower to even fathom any thoughts like that to have these anxious breakdowns. Eventually (2 years ago) I left my university to go back home and continue my studies there, being around my family was great and I was finally happy and somewhat content with my life, Even though i always had those looming regrets of graduating from a good university i was still happy to be on the right track and raised my GPA to a pretty respectable level. I have one year of university left, last Wednesday i was on spring break and my parents were out of the house, i gave my dad a call and noted his phone was off. I thought that was kinda weird as he's not really the type to switch it off or anything, i then called my mum and experienced the same thing with her. Not 10 minutes went by before i experienced the same exact panic attack and anxious thoughts that i had when i was fourteen. I went crazy man, left my house went onto the street just calling and calling random family members asking when the last time they heard from them was or if they knew their whereabouts or anything. Needless to say they were fine.. just watching a movie and had no cell service so the message they sent to me didn't even go through. Since then I've been having constant anxious attacks, i would be sitting in class and all of a sudden i'd just feel so scared it's unreal. Had a long talk to my dad about it and he assured me he understands and will help me through it no matter what. I honestly wish i wasn't like this and that i could somehow control or prevent these thoughts when they pop up but they're so fast and so brutal that I can't even react. 

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I'm really sorry for the long post, I read an article or something that said writing down what's going on is a good way to help cope with the feeling. Believe it or not writing all that actually calmed me down a lot. If you've read this far thank you for reading and I hope you're not having any issues in your life.

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Stay safe and happy everyone :).",6.056132075471697,6.726799361635223,5.732069182389939,82.28612264150945,66.38993710691824,8.183899371069183,31.780503144654087,7.993328176185818,2.1598793710691817,2638,101,499,29,40,815,284,636,0.121,0.754,0.125,0.8951,4,0,4,0,1,0,57.0,0,2,14,3,39,29,6,3,26,3,53,5,3,3,5,118,97,56,0,13,27,6,5,2,0,7,2,4,2,2,36,35,0,4,20,4,0,13,15,12,0,3,43,12,73,17,67,40,9,99,0,1,1,0,51,32,0,22,50,350,109,10,0.0,0.0,0.04977161623960194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0452111234957949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04243862057070785,0.16578533916641836,0.18592285267612546,0.06936764136405164,0.0,0.0390171910756846,0.17285677577866435,0.0,0.035662516088361636,0.0,0.2098558082044214,0.0908070495611726,0.047680963700215566,0.2901166429412687,0.0,0.11765458390057468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04339983613604129,0.05746296802411632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05693626776693401,0.2083192523946313,0.0583338979858567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04393460855923069,0.0,0.055116174250127416,0.05720425368026874,0.04072178258381881,0.0,0.0,0.03289274570397111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474812512970488,0.0,0.0,0.04873559674902125,0.0,0.0,0.09616226642855816,0.0,0.10315469139862524,0.0,0.0,0.05587134458140481,0.0,0.043383165414354975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14493103384685999,0.08555787139160274,0.0,0.056231038973658616,0.0,0.0,0.09020365140157167,0.16288107462805895,0.045688711767273134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06043885583471888,0.06837253412514864,0.0,0.1023204286219183,0.050657533453729066,0.0,0.117701336037521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646785936262253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472287088487123,0.0,0.0,0.16624487821139425,0.0,0.0720499203577327,0.049835024646701184,0.0,0.0,0.09027218260260213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0433609663644111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054106172537032586,0.10299707553788147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05351911780941874,0.0,0.06912196874065299,0.0,0.0,0.11968217201600985,0.16989854245964872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769364026757896,0.05188843435588725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305054635672385,0.0,0.06534771536638352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04355632315192632,0.04851557693176827,0.040559669797990035,0.0510629472368748,0.0516178061191603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042190247228913264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570585483377144,0.0,0.057093735028982226,0.03610021892077685,0.05436246154355344,0.04073109892748032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198863385120245,0.0,0.046956752867754095,0.0,0.0,0.033884157889429625,0.09804207861632708,0.05011023436405712,0.3644164974063264,0.14870143324781018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055476668847323884,0.0,0.053095970267970034,0.0,0.04405025659404237,0.056172650214295884,0.0,0.0,0.0404838444238932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891213408399385,0.0,0.0,0.05865098655523052,0.0,0.0,0.03713082539495381,0.0,0.0,0.1449244039275819,0.0,0.18592285267612546,0.13137715933415434
anxiety,lil_nash,2019/04/07,"My (23F) anxiety is pushing him (25M) away. :( I've been seeing this guy for about 2.5 months now, and things started off really great. I was in a good place in my life and things seemed to be going really well - he would always make effort to see me and chat with me, always super affectionate and kind. After about a month, I started having random panic attacks in front of him on a few occasions we hung out. I've always had mild anxiety but I've never experienced this kind of panic/anxiety with a partner before. The first couple of times it happened he was super understanding, told me not to worry about it and that we were fine. But after it started happening throughout the month he became super distant and rarely would initiate communication like before. I tried to talk to him about it and let him know that it has nothing to do with him and that I am just trying to figure out how to manage this anxiety that has come up. I have been going to see someone (a psychologist) to talk about it because I feel like I have had severe anxiety about my own anxiety (feedback loop :( ) in front of him and I don't know how to make sense of it or why it is happening.   
What do I do? I don't want to lose him because of my panic attacks and I feel like he hasn't had the chance to get to know me as a whole outside of the anxiety. The last time we hung out, he told me that the fact that I still seem uncomfortable/anxious with him makes him uncomfortable and that he wishes that I was more comfortable with him by now.   
If anyone has any words of advice, let me know. I have been in my own head about this for far too long and it is taking up way too much mental energy. :(  


Thanks everyone. <3 ",4.656049879324215,5.226106657817109,5.804796192008585,80.89034794851169,69.44247787610621,8.877500670421027,26.32354518637705,8.97023862654752,1.8543498525073745,1323,37,267,23,22,442,156,339,0.113,0.73,0.156,0.9652,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,3,0,0,6,17,20,2,2,12,0,32,2,1,5,2,53,63,19,0,5,6,0,2,3,1,2,1,0,0,2,24,24,0,0,10,1,0,6,5,5,1,1,12,6,38,15,53,46,6,39,0,1,3,0,26,15,0,5,20,193,62,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794677993598665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030015091602884,0.0,0.0,0.05530236254313947,0.0,0.4354825860290713,0.0,0.0,0.0568628644462224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18503308404026125,0.07640554410880132,0.0,0.0,0.09914737339463137,0.0,0.1383996010308063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005247988704512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998224509349204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770751858278843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223860620852515,0.11619419593051478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917321952529239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04248786020168095,0.0,0.09243535942630098,0.0682097924778187,0.0,0.08965878736393704,0.0,0.08052245927937729,0.21574072295515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346075986740553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693705777928058,0.17877176226910574,0.06628901975487758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16631635569009193,0.057440771207950575,0.1191907874982065,0.0,0.0,0.07196820984080236,0.0,0.09097952657114412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16285100718132053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195435860925407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19473349529965853,0.0,0.05978169064569629,0.0,0.06272123598963117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07803151846812258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862447130951363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496512466389168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419506777205917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19441147371191267,0.1480666327564751,0.0,0.0918717324502048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689046315872863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17268230737435272,0.0,0.06494457517580585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061144702099009574,0.13072853752832522,0.0,0.07487120276477757,0.0,0.0,0.10805464606967673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484007713621394,0.0,0.0,0.15541503716557686,0.0,0.11042582556741247,0.0,0.0,0.08466000975667387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047966355038749284,0.06455033492404245,0.0,0.0,0.07311905604964085,0.0,0.07338127075286423,0.09079411669891947,0.09351732474130378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825873552382846,0.0,0.11553891367430802,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shady5ever,2019/04/07,"I refused to believe I had anxiety Hi. I'm 16f. I've had mental health issues for years, but I couldn't convince myself that I did. Earlier this year, some of my friends were worried for me. They reported me to the school around september. The counsellor called my parents without my permission and got me to see a therapist. I've been seeing her for a couple months now, and am now on Zoloft. All of this time, I knew in the back of my head that my brain function is not normal but refused to believe it. I thought everyone was supposed to feel overwhelmed all the time and I was just weak and couldn't handle it. I thought other people were just better at keeping it in. Until I was in bed like two weeks ago I thought about how I didn't feel the need to cry when talking to my teacher alone anymore, probably due to the medicine. I felt like it was working. Well, a couple minutes after that, I had the worst panic attack of my life. My parents were about to take me to the hospital because I couldn't breathe. That is when I realized I wasn't normal. Normal people don't do that. After years of struggling with horrible anxiety, two weeks ago I finally realized that I couldn't help it, and my anxiety is real. ",3.6348438523695137,5.239606531120335,4.682153308582659,84.08583751910898,72.90041493775934,7.729285870277352,30.11159641843197,8.371475516178862,2.280613278008299,958,42,185,16,19,313,122,241,0.198,0.731,0.07200000000000001,-0.9854,2,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,2,12,12,1,3,11,0,24,7,3,1,2,38,38,11,0,8,6,2,3,2,1,0,4,0,1,0,14,7,0,3,9,0,0,0,9,6,1,2,20,5,34,6,31,14,4,26,0,1,2,0,11,6,0,1,22,137,48,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18874308019049213,0.0,0.0,0.11026182446600467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443278640716805,0.0,0.10558102626034413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477314934885724,0.0,0.1211151251491312,0.0,0.08186218658479251,0.0,0.06489783488819519,0.0,0.0,0.2398909105359489,0.0,0.09415638946851604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188460463040835,0.10870891475302624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23559485985385725,0.11694276522412853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172835725026344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076600882993268,0.0,0.10221956627286066,0.1166231765027862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225175472730596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514684611972746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926003237543112,0.11316340890971742,0.0,0.0,0.07135878127652796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111796259198553,0.0,0.09462771625119576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519678147935736,0.10402325053990673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728797448262617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497641300663834,0.0,0.0,0.07893972267738314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31292848051725897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490942517880055,0.2364254026017277,0.0,0.0,0.14761375447070718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147833133932109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117629390529536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774454344750027,0.16967178304842634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112964909325142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004566626924428,0.08556957943726899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360980250998795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25355519790425723,0.12415690816682765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079944879562259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17079370470860256,0.0,0.095721515643242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262491712208714,0.0,0.07750511172002575,0.10811664213783673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20567280628719356
anxiety,heyimlost,2019/04/07,"DAE dream about falling teeth and/or wake up to clenched jaws? So, this is pretty weird, but I get dreams about my teeth not just falling off, but slowly rotting, which fills me with dread. I can even feel my gums and stuff.

Typically, I'm in the process of ""fixing"" them in the dream, but I'm always too late. I also end up waking up (tbh I'm not sure if I actually wake up or it's just another part of my dreams) with my jaws clenched and it usually makes me panic even more cause it feels like my teeth will break and I can't get them unstuck.

I searched online and turns out jaw clenching and dreams about falling teeth are related to anxiety, so I just wanted to know if someone's experienced the same!

(Bit of a tangent but to be honest, sometimes it feels like I don't *actually* have anxiety as I've never had a full blown hyperventilating anxiety attack, typically I'm just filled with dread and find it hard to move and I don't know if that's anxiety, so I guess I'm looking for validation.)
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anxiety,misspennyfoolish,2019/04/07,"What is the best thing to do during a strong anxiety attack? I don’t know if this is a true “panic attack” or what but I really don’t feel well. I feel scared, ashamed and paranoid - like something terrible is about to happen to me and it’s all my fault. ",-0.13730458221024475,2.1467372641509432,2.057196765498656,93.7990566037736,91.45283018867924,5.292722371967655,17.005390835579515,6.868970318607317,0.0567919137466304,197,5,43,3,7,66,39,53,0.37,0.444,0.18600000000000005,-0.9162,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,2,12,2,3,3,0,6,0,0,0,2,10,10,5,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,7,1,0,0,2,5,5,4,10,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20562792802673546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6115876876771154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820844396445972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718223028586437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376950957613966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772305352206005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313199717707082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153737669845783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17219736918022788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691113263097156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20693201498619435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17857587867406274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416795604228427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LiberalTearFarmee,2019/04/07,"I got rid of Facebook and Instagram today after 8 years. I couldn't feel better, it's like a weight has been lifted off me and alot of stressful ties cut. Now I can live in the real world without being too sucked into my phone, and the only people that can contact me are the people I want to be able to. For years I lived a very bad life, and now I feel safer it won't come back to bite me.",5.984764705882353,3.766792858823532,6.718676470588237,84.7415441176471,67.47058823529412,8.970588235294116,27.132352941176467,5.985473137389443,0.9756470588235286,303,5,70,1,4,101,62,85,0.135,0.759,0.106,-0.5452,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,2,1,6,0,9,2,0,0,0,13,15,4,0,2,1,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,2,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,3,10,2,11,9,1,12,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,8,47,13,0,0.221197136837022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170086944543256,0.18469036984833528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956308921376864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905417472520685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22368783723022825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769115570715725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15623807932448733,0.10806574795961506,0.0,0.3906422486929987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16823039008928606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067004867317473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517707679366588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25338057289969496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20966902181915756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18251080352873966,0.13046780232667454,0.0,0.0,0.2693585218118778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21322614647265373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848874077800763
anxiety,Gay-boiii,2019/04/07,"I was wondering about everyone's experiences on medication So a few weeks back my dad took me to a doctor's appointment to get a check-up. I decided to tell the doctor I struggle with anxiety (Just so everyone knows I'm not a random kid pretending to have anxiety because it's cool, it's a genuine struggle that I have to deal with in my day-to-day life). After the check-up was finished the doctor asked me if I wanted to try therapy or medication for my anxiety. I wasn't going to yes right away but I was considering medication. Before I could answer my dad said I'd try therapy first. I took an anxiety screening and the doctor said my results were high so it was very likely I had anxiety.

Right now I want to try therapy first to see if it'll make my anxiety any better. Just in case my anxiety doesn't get better after therapy or anything else (group therapy, online therapy, etc.) I'll probably start to consider medication. My father doesn't want me on medication because he doesn't want me to be ""some pill junkie who needs to pop a pill everyday just to feel normal"".

I haven't even started therapy and I've heard to only start thinking about medication if all other options have been exhausted. I was just wondering about everyone's experiences with therapy or medication and how it affected their anxiety. 
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anxiety,tulips-and-chimneys,2019/04/07,"Anyone have experience tapering off of Buspirone? I was put on Buspirone in October 2017 after having medication-induced panic attacks when my lung collapsed spontaneously. I was taking 15 mg a day (fairly low dose) and was told I could just stop taking it cold-turkey. It's been a pretty good medication for me but my partner and I are trying for a baby in a few months so I wanted to try to take myself off slowly to prepare. 

I stopped taking it a few weeks ago (tapered down about 2.5 mg a day, which is fast but better to me than stopping cold-turkey as my doctor advised) and I felt very foggy/depressed. I put myself back up to 10 mg a day and I've been doing 2.5 mg a week. I'm down to 5 mg per day now so we'll see how this week goes. 

Side effects have been: intermittent headaches, fatigue during the day but insomnia at night, depression (which I didn't have before starting it), mild anxiety intermittently, \*\*moodiness\*\*, fogginess. 

Has anyone else experienced side effects from stopping the medication? How long did they last for you? It's hard to find information online (either people have \*horrible\* experiences or I assume, don't need to google it because they are getting off of it just fine). 

TL;DR Have you taken yourself off of Buspirone in the past? If so, any side effects and how long did they last?",5.320469234174414,6.768088087649403,6.302516600265605,74.71326139884906,68.5219123505976,8.446303674192121,30.279105799026127,8.841846274778883,2.5916903939796367,1054,41,182,18,18,350,148,251,0.11,0.857,0.033,-0.9275,0,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,1,2,3,4,12,9,1,1,11,0,23,7,1,6,0,30,36,18,0,4,8,0,2,0,1,1,6,0,0,1,10,5,0,4,7,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,12,4,23,3,31,22,3,44,0,3,1,0,10,16,0,3,26,121,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764206331560196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749063405906367,0.0,0.08426508228142744,0.0,0.0,0.15404004079736516,0.11286254078745045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125312469271488,0.0,0.08469918788650335,0.0,0.06714692265065457,0.0,0.09373024203382688,0.0,0.0,0.09741945646721988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794647347667077,0.0,0.0,0.3551908590537309,0.0,0.18974549430663298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274404042655416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201688293885604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21549729305576024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576206928523801,0.0,0.10067586166862168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05754926156639016,0.0,0.0,0.09238928884773252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867350647907043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17957525367220656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949600338983101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22193074245187014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792134038241571,0.0,0.0,0.08167544359244151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033690906948253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292382638845827,0.0,0.0,0.10515142959809852,0.07636471517650148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120629924889222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214640129452589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777594901262019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796532333237499,0.0,0.0,0.3683640993051404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312788582707388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525383701057953,0.0,0.14957036407807078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908859694135199,0.06496981253958532,0.0,0.26506905120281604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Toby95,2019/04/07,"What are the best books you've read for anxiety and/or depression? Wondering if anyone has any good recommendations. There's a million and one books out there for this topic, but I'm looking for one that hopefully stands out from the rest.",4.943863636363638,7.5678738409090975,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,71.95454545454545,8.945454545454545,26.90909090909091,9.516144504307137,2.6253363636363645,195,7,35,5,4,60,37,44,0.079,0.748,0.173,0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,6,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,3,6,6,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,24,3,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21735974237835068,0.0,0.2445165046344698,0.0,0.0,0.2234931203397432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354325545929832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752973342092348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680909501668059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174652677965034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26840917059586283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4331798810717181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197170580095411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34662570935504544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MurphyGallagher,2019/04/07,"New here, have some questions So I been dealing with Agoraphobia since I was about 12, now 26. I was on the right medication when I was in high school (Zoloft) and was able to do almost about everything. Was able to go like a 2 hour distance from my house. About late into high school I discovered drinking and I feel that was my down fall. When I was around 19 it just seemed like my medication just stopped working. Was able to get sober at age 23 and find again the right medication for me (Paxil). Everything was kind of manageable during 23 till now but I just wasn’t making any progress. I was comfortable but wanted to improve. So I switch back to Zoloft about two months ago and it seems I am even worse than I was before I was taking any medication whatsoever. 

So now I’m just looking for tips or other personal information from anyone else on here that helped them with a similar problem. I’m willing to try anything at this point 

Also I should probably say I’m not suicidal. Just looking for some hope though. 

Thanks for reading this and hopefully we can talk more ",3.19934782608696,5.626862690821255,3.8948091787439623,85.57322826086958,76.68115942028986,7.425024154589372,25.32584541062802,8.395991825355821,1.7489016425120774,855,31,167,17,20,271,125,207,0.043,0.81,0.147,0.9735,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,1,2,25,8,0,0,4,0,20,7,0,1,0,35,36,16,1,5,9,0,1,2,0,2,6,1,0,1,7,10,1,1,6,2,0,2,2,1,0,1,14,4,20,7,29,20,3,30,0,0,2,0,9,13,0,9,17,113,27,5,0.3214307779658117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497633021444224,0.0,0.10728883118436022,0.0,0.0,0.08568269233650604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572263423185994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749172911971791,0.10978127231931448,0.0881700475295448,0.09538051322395603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238680917262255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911713058511524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046033936821813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495993081042768,0.0,0.0,0.08950472329795614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076733245351759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925875048396416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05417501975125634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792730261707468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05597810497367288,0.0,0.06089217283105194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181609166682536,0.2264061764634581,0.0,0.21283552600049954,0.1055148563322489,0.1236293205500674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157356405021088,0.0,0.0,0.12086263936155076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468989467890992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17994726605414654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151918008102509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4317435900901764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552099344793745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347994944044538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355365238555853,0.0,0.0,0.10128532692891257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551891454710482,0.10252194811283752,0.0,0.0,0.12002534473701044,0.0,0.10717258723308816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830000854099136,0.0,0.08520488530838954,0.0,0.2168700717810919,0.0,0.1950790054428845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863028703577608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957684103230207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719770025608772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055864749213468,0.08611796124914999,0.0,0.09864342492131556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526803578607023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274346632279388,0.0,0.10466372145128036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319606694284267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800181152706669,0.0,0.10918847444892353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,obeseelise,2019/04/07,"Does anyone else feel extreme shame and guilt by almost everything you do? It’s recently gotten worse for me. I’m so embarrassed by literally everything I do. I’m embarrassed by texts I send especially because sometimes I won’t get a text back (they’re not weird texts, just normal convo texts). I have no idea what to do about this since this has only lately been a more severe problem for me. Any tips would be nice. ",2.4914814814814825,5.157031975308644,3.7990123456790137,83.85555555555558,81.09876543209877,7.05679012345679,22.58024691358025,8.167268648758528,1.5604172839506163,334,11,62,7,9,109,63,81,0.262,0.688,0.05,-0.9554,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,4,2,0,9,0,0,0,0,9,14,2,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,2,1,7,1,7,9,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259089875675577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15341789262494945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15774698278310412,0.23115710936321515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173474912939697,0.0,0.1375255991426927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19742685536130145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18846250070532206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.405515166454975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140717419358262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786834548344248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546785196837208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544902036074278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210432076102876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17158137770608395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21587176638942632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22275591451304896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548673679776114,0.0,0.1866212744704868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22312730489723864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299089051908525,0.16026201989346345,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ZeldaVII,2019/04/07,"I [25F] am having the worst bout of anxiety in 5 years So, context: My husband is 41 (this is just for context, I don't need relationship advice), my step-son is 10, and our daughter is almost 4.

For the last year or so I have been working and recently got a full team position. My husband may lose his social security so he's been looking for a job and found one. It would make him unable to drive me to work (I've never driven; a combination of anxiety and my parents never giving me the opportunity to learn) and would leave a 3-2 hr gap where our youngest would need a sitter 3 days a week.

My husband accepted the job offer and he will start Thursday (I have Thursday and Friday off and he'll have Saturday and Sunday off, so I may need a sitter next Monday, the 15th). This also means I have to learn to drive and pass the tests this Wednesday.

I'm shaking and my hands are sweaty just thinking about it. We only have one car, so I don't know how we'll coordinate picking up our youngest. I guess I'll drive to his work, pick him up, pick upila, and he'll drive me back, at least until we can get a 2nd car (still waiting on our tax return).

I spent as much time as possible driving during the day and when my husband pickede up I drove us home. He said I'm a good driver but in order to pass the test I'll need to tighten up, so to say. I don't know if I can do this.

I'm having multiple attacks (at home and at work) and am just so terrified. My husband says if it doesn't work out then no harm, but I know we need him to work and I'm just worrying about everything at once and can't stop.",4.2696587537092014,4.008543881305638,5.722746290801188,84.04500964391694,70.12759643916914,8.757804154302674,28.71943620178041,8.395991825355821,1.7797977448071216,1236,40,276,17,20,421,168,337,0.102,0.8690000000000001,0.029,-0.9729,3,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,9,0,0,10,19,9,1,1,17,0,31,1,1,5,2,60,60,36,0,10,9,7,1,0,0,9,0,3,2,0,7,21,0,3,9,1,2,12,8,5,0,2,8,5,38,4,34,43,4,54,0,1,1,0,34,16,0,7,25,175,45,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202084977821813,0.0,0.0,0.10454395632209272,0.0,0.0,0.08349058840798304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15973515184113454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877284021284625,0.0,0.08027902703925427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13466186531223692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383017538675206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447187964949446,0.0,0.0,0.0545459624898427,0.10015232753510653,0.0,0.0875678079402986,0.08350016347135603,0.0,0.11501105101401543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094483066537013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20720661152090744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17213054139499706,0.08510191776838273,0.0,0.1105471026313996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767174977569812,0.1167996180588294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06968943510750537,0.0,0.0,0.11372485678210613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674780137340316,0.38706540807609774,0.16104318595322628,0.0,0.11103317252362717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118518442737124,0.14149158188923566,0.07940275528535608,0.0,0.0,0.11592654728670887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769805709855324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030848079489349,0.1120891421363005,0.0,0.0,0.09931062224371406,0.16605001116663648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642513331819044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389657983865143,0.0,0.08337591831273547,0.08728510929772483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689686384744734,0.0,0.0,0.060877898597974676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558327285454352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374533475375934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4560372904044734,0.10602573910710998,0.0,0.22249348007221995,0.0,0.0,0.13446348850427758
anxiety,terminally-happy,2019/04/07,"My Mom Saved My Life I have severe anxiety and depression, and had a terrible anxiety attack Friday night in which I was contemplating suicide and having a self-harm episode. It was late, so none of y friends or family were picking up their phones and i found myself spiraling downward really quickly. I texted my mom, saying that I need help, and fast. Ended up crying myself to sleep, around 4:00 am. 

I wake up on Saturday, my phone was dead and I had no idea what time it is, and even for a moment completely forgot what had happened the night before. I charge my phone, and am flooded with supportive text messages and missed calls from my loved ones. I get a call from my mom; she left work and was sitting in my driveway waiting for me to wake up. I let her inside, where I sit down with her and just start bawling. She told me to pack a bag of some clothes and whatever I needed, and that she’s taking me home. 
We have never had a great relationship, and it was pretty intense when I was growing up. I was so surprised she left work (she works harder than anyone I know. She took me to the grocery store with her, bought TONS of food, made me one of the best home cooked meals I’ve ever had. She is watching my brothers’ two dogs, so I got plenty of puppy cuddles too. I think the most powerful moment was when she left me alone for about 30 minutes to go pick up some dog food, I took a shower in my bathroom, and I almost felt like I was being baptized. I felt so healed just by being home and in a safe space. This morning I woke up, and she made me bacon eggs and toast. 
This is a long winded post, I know. But I am so grateful for my mom. She literally came and saved me. I know that most moms would do ANYTHING for their children, but to see what she was willing to do to make sure i’m safe, even though these are basic adult needs, made me remember that i’m okay and everything is going to be okay. She’s so amazing! Just had to share this for anyone who feels like i do. It’s going to be okay- there is so much love around you! And don’t be afraid to reach out to people, especially family. You never know how much they might be able to help heal you. 
Not sure if this is the right place to post this but I have to share this awesome experience! I feel motivated and inspired, I’m even thinking about writing a small book to document my experiences in the hope someone can relate. Obviously not the best writer but I refuse to let my anxiety stand in my way any more! I am sending big big virtual hugs to this online community, I hope you all have support and love that may heal you. ❤️",3.313422053231939,4.6302349334600805,4.367017110266161,87.17482224334603,73.23954372623575,7.313231939163496,24.746958174904947,7.822599999999999,1.1665126996197714,2029,61,427,27,40,661,263,526,0.057,0.748,0.196,0.9978,2,1,0,0,0,1,58.0,1,5,3,7,26,33,1,1,17,3,50,17,3,8,7,92,96,40,2,7,11,6,4,2,1,4,4,1,5,2,22,31,5,5,15,2,2,8,7,5,0,3,31,7,80,28,57,53,12,60,1,2,2,5,53,29,0,11,19,297,102,5,0.06915295102065783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924669132410989,0.07162160181857173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0470263780497813,0.0,0.15870545475255818,0.0,0.0,0.09670670247968463,0.0,0.056906986476710726,0.12312157537078774,0.0,0.07867146503014756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05884406796306934,0.0,0.14514351139629122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14122578951105255,0.07909255341127676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250555345520858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596126952377408,0.0,0.0,0.059561335383280824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061248988920996665,0.0,0.0,0.13702461585639145,0.0625528032793473,0.0,0.0,0.0621502133693447,0.13528971101828796,0.1303824955344867,0.0,0.06993161969947273,0.049402882026570914,0.13279535522141012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16724004573826742,0.07582264144430577,0.053427398417248334,0.0,0.036129562725496486,0.0,0.11790364708626447,0.0,0.05530793217351968,0.07624137263163837,0.0,0.0,0.06115172620643981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270353077500146,0.0,0.20809814478211108,0.13736896757161782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806526437619464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201861350018442,0.0,0.07800754084183315,0.0,0.2254046508682459,0.14142715534879846,0.0488447744016169,0.06756927763642949,0.0,0.0,0.061198185536820514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872397146228351,0.19630258291245453,0.04616013178775413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07336035288268519,0.0,0.4049555022503247,0.0,0.0,0.10167075168141602,0.1538281108438712,0.10667003794266833,0.0,0.0,0.1297907199670256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937196586080739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047941949069167655,0.0,0.0722501153612404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324588228730909,0.07035341212266613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044301151186345616,0.0,0.0,0.07424438962672412,0.07833681294425943,0.059056242326336786,0.0,0.054993202247843286,0.0,0.0,0.055105948700713565,0.0,0.0721416096127641,0.07812315104841132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920289245485567,0.0,0.05859307098999528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048946814660707175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07564210443847103,0.15694789863739422,0.1303516758908219,0.0,0.05199441297659333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862083748051641,0.06794242326908642,0.0,0.04032364185344645,0.0,0.0,0.06607860818484956,0.15366294610200493,0.0,0.0,0.06755238483039727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05489039371527895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15103251585213154,0.0,0.0,0.04912427230998191,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SuperDeadeyes90,2019/04/07,"Getting a diciplanary So I have been giving a disciplinary, for the last 2 mounths I've been suffering from anxiety and depression. 

Letter is as follows

We wrote to you on 29th March 2019 regarding your unauthorised absence since 28th March 2019 and requested that you contact us within 2 days to make arrangements for your return to work. You were notified within this letter that should you fail to make contact within the time specified, you would be invited to attend a disciplinary meeting. To date, you have failed to make contact with us to notify us of the reason for your absence or to provide a sick note in respect of sickness absence as per the Sickness Absence Policy. You are therefore taking unauthorised leave which is unpaid. I am writing to invite you to attend a disciplinary meeting at... The meeting will be held by... in the presence of a note taker. Please note if you fail to attend the meeting and fail to let us know the reason why you are unable to attend, then the meeting will be held in your absence and the outcome will be communicated to you in writing based upon the information and evidence available. The purpose of this meeting will be to address allegations that:  You have not attended work since 28th March 2019 without good reason and are therefore taking unauthorised absence;  You have failed to follow Company reporting procedures in connection with your absence. The allegations above, when considered either on their own or in combination, may amount to gross misconduct, which if proved, will result in a sanction being imposed which will be in accordance with the Company’s disciplinary procedure. This may result in your dismissal or first/final written warning. You are entitled to bring a fellow employee or a trade union representative to the meeting. If you wish to bring a companion, please let me know their name as soon as possible.

They have also attached the Sickness absence policy and the diciplinary procedures granted I haven't followed there procedures on reporting sickness but i believe I've had good reason as my sick note doesn t run out until the 16th of April any advice would be great.

Also I work in a coffee shop there holding it in the coffee so my anxiety is going to be sky high",10.066022443890276,9.527430483790525,9.355684538653367,63.69821508728181,58.376558603491276,12.508778054862844,42.49389027431421,11.698219412168324,5.3335694763092265,1828,90,273,45,20,582,183,401,0.08800000000000001,0.865,0.047,-0.9105,2,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,5,21,3,8,8,12,0,0,30,0,40,6,0,11,1,51,60,27,0,7,11,0,0,0,2,11,6,0,1,0,10,12,0,3,8,1,2,12,3,8,0,0,8,0,37,4,62,30,3,47,0,7,0,0,50,22,0,9,13,206,47,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037781558137781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698574225096797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222016015420732,0.0,0.16248658497496682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965189163223933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.068490705923972,0.0,0.09147056096528364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033431417331914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05548551503529986,0.10187744833183997,0.06035634062172021,0.1781523215392693,0.0,0.1170867153750347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220693621332956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673032315801453,0.08656779571448113,0.0,0.11245127311312107,0.0,0.21719494957982804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21266950052512648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331530910652145,0.0,0.1197254025535519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4367682854914062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757007360724106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15969951282739833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619265185503765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5109857636447793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958296695183151,0.0,0.12212563549597973,0.10237374508959897,0.0,0.231946259433104,0.0,0.0,0.15088394900114085,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ennuiduffie,2019/04/07,"No promotion, Just needed to throw this out there. I have been busting my butt for 6 months as interim director of my department. I was just notified that despite meeting the required qualifications and doing an excellent job and having the full support of all of my coworkers, I am not being considered for the director position because I am not “as qualified” as other candidates that have applied. So now all of the extra extra extra hard work and planning to keep the department running and look forward on long term projects was for nothing. But I am not supposed to be bitter or let my job performance wane. Life truly does suck. ",9.082115942028985,8.782501921739133,9.225869565217394,63.05561594202898,60.21739130434783,12.884057971014494,43.51449275362319,12.161744961471696,5.793579710144929,511,28,78,15,6,169,78,115,0.077,0.846,0.077,0.25,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,6,5,4,2,0,6,0,13,2,1,0,2,17,18,10,0,1,7,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,0,3,3,9,2,15,12,7,12,0,0,1,1,1,4,2,1,5,68,13,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651336516995458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370599929947808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24266661535126724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5376383328760921,0.24078184370047134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770060992251415,0.19133949758311247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397314803285429,0.22748160902665104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162239373977552,0.0,0.0,0.20086347552770026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259928814069811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074057812723789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19721308339112528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ClearSpread,2019/04/07,"How can I concentrate better on schoolwork? Looking for advice Lately I've been having a lot of anxiety over family problems, I keep thinking about the past, the future, the what ifs of my life and relationships and I'm a bit scared.

I also have a lot of uni work to turn in which is crucial to the semester, and to my opportunities next semester, but because of the anxiety my concentration ability has suffered a lot. I can't seem to put the family troubles completely away from my mind. 

If I want to be happy in the future, I have to focus hard now and get my work done - does anyone have any tips to be more focused and get the work done? Anything I can do to turn off the anxiety for a few days, to put it aside in my mind? I need to only worry about my uni work, and finish it efficiently and asap, so I need full concentration for it. 

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TL;DR: anxiety is stopping me from focusing on uni homework and I'm looking for tips to concentrate on it rather than on the anxiety. ",6.1770209790209805,5.928961620512817,7.541072261072262,72.57104895104895,66.12820512820512,10.988344988344991,33.624708624708624,10.637119530657019,3.571205128205128,776,31,147,19,11,268,102,195,0.142,0.759,0.099,-0.7141,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,6,7,7,0,1,15,0,16,1,0,1,0,26,30,14,0,7,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,6,8,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,3,3,17,3,34,25,7,22,0,1,2,0,1,11,0,6,9,110,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746162724530296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794314602842343,0.0,0.11915268854347773,0.1336258553948216,0.07478352134156092,0.0,0.4206345904400797,0.0,0.0,0.07689373548081609,0.0,0.09049612183953444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332064265820327,0.0,0.0,0.06703682603463149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725972386789213,0.12005899932979015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530168448140762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092169495646768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623568150165113,0.225075433922652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073402745805256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149098032718255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706534517688708,0.09851171769224844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977465852799931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405119929016188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767521932095797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18469457791854316,0.0,0.0,0.28047824804815386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22207714851314445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16308305093575226,0.0,0.0,0.1169545776528606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363730854304961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497901936525776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052266497252014,0.0,0.2211008922327428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180668621824068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009937571355197,0.0,0.0,0.1001127590351976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194002892358047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046447723462325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23923204347856364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06486328559505984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32023852260224683,0.11168009753991086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336258553948216,0.0
anxiety,NelsonTheGiraffe,2019/04/07,"I need help I need help but I can’t bring my self to tell someone that I need to see a counselor, I think I have a hard time admitting Ive got a problem. I’ve been referred so many time but even though I know I should I always say no I don’t need to I’m fine. Idk if my anxiety is doing this to me or what. Just needed to vent I think.",-1.1700949367088604,0.3311386202531672,1.7042879746835449,100.432128164557,86.84810126582278,4.9626582278481015,17.469936708860754,5.985473137389443,-0.6464316455696202,257,6,70,2,8,90,51,79,0.16699999999999998,0.748,0.085,-0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,17,21,6,0,8,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,3,15,1,5,18,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,2,2,42,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551868069589071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426755445420941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318456043910353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14916480380571664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16707153055118024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25002026719724163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024980765255802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890864390925696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6914541631461208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17845975926725388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14831598111843886,0.0,0.0,0.14862005689674535,0.0,0.194565022072344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15802478225323385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16301328208620788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23900929426192816,0.183239868835134,0.0,0.2175047191036052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EveryNameIsStolen,2019/04/07,"Performing is difficult for me. I’m a drummer, and my music teacher knows this, so he occasionally invites me and some other people to perform at some places on school days. The thing is, I get anxious on stage, so all I’m thinking about is if I’m gonna mess up the bridge or at the end or I’ll get the timing off and then I mess up because of those thoughts and then I start thinking if I’m even good at all. At the same time, however, my teacher gives me simple songs instead of more complicated songs or songs that I like. Otherwise, I just look like a pathetic person. I don’t know what to do.",3.235340501792116,4.243427838709682,4.723655913978495,85.73603942652329,73.03225806451613,7.769175627240144,28.293906810035843,8.167268648758528,1.7402573476702508,468,18,101,7,9,157,76,124,0.108,0.8270000000000001,0.065,-0.6486,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,6,6,0,0,7,0,5,0,0,0,2,20,20,13,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,0,1,6,4,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,11,3,15,18,6,18,0,0,1,0,3,10,0,7,9,66,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756062873687729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487162522948531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15733454735574634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21607687625331987,0.0,0.0,0.1611338216115998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549189200231007,0.2340294497306141,0.0,0.20462276225383366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681489745067461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23837386868876026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20486564677924834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691317159491967,0.21301717914137516,0.254887133832295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469013755903718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726767249672945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16207672938110568,0.3126404871506166,0.0,0.19367764141471086,0.2845110335482925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,reachfortheskyyyyy,2019/04/07,I am trapped in my room :( It’s 6pm and i am trapped in my room because some relatives just came to our house and i feel so damn shy to go and say hi to them 😔,-2.0626923076923056,-0.7435475897435886,0.9201923076923072,105.8310576923077,89.0,4.925641025641027,20.006410256410245,5.985473137389443,-0.5206974358974357,120,4,37,1,4,42,28,39,0.348,0.652,0.0,-0.9379,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,5,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,7,0,5,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,1,0,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966670365304468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5566161796507829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460729190996263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27658346573114856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5615471472597479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3870162843622785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fluend123,2019/04/07,Fear of flight Any tips for how to handle my fear of flying? I'm gonna fly tommorow morning a 3h flight and the idea of it drives me crazy,0.29763440860214985,2.010225645161292,1.7625806451612895,100.83053763440859,82.87096774193549,4.133333333333334,16.78494623655914,3.1291,-1.158556989247312,109,2,27,0,3,35,27,31,0.26,0.74,0.0,-0.8316,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607464454627739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8629336686598532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4328472879339498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Yusifff,2019/04/07,"Dealing with Anxiety while revising? So, i have really bad stress anxiety. Whenever I sit down to revise, as it is nearing exam season, I get panicky- i feel the onset of a panic attack coming. So every 5 minutes I force myself to stop so I don’t have one. I just dont know what to do anymore. I’ve tried coping mechanisms, but I need to focus on my work while revising, so its counter-intuitive really. I’m trying to get a* a b, which in turn is gonna require a lot of work. However, I genuinely cannot do it. And just the thought of this is making me panic more. How am I gonna come out with qualifications at this rate? I know that panicking does nothing, but my body just thinks that a pile of books are some massive threat. Just wondering if anyone has overcome this & has any tips? Thanks!",2.133064182194616,4.158563217391304,4.42705590062112,82.44004554865427,78.3167701863354,8.020041407867495,25.019047619047623,8.841846274778883,2.0770667494824018,622,23,123,15,15,216,107,161,0.182,0.7929999999999999,0.024,-0.9676,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,3,9,7,2,3,7,0,14,1,1,2,0,26,31,12,0,2,7,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,2,6,1,0,2,3,6,0,1,1,1,15,1,18,28,3,13,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,4,4,83,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17444193507719494,0.0,0.10948458095386117,0.0,0.2463270038258399,0.0,0.15966736719765534,0.11257397694130136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831591702157914,0.0,0.0,0.13442712091187792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788331697897719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773721068147525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16598250548378513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408909753513033,0.0,0.18868918095822693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13564827927527148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140573860607113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16823026561220025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17696125968531906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368752674535144,0.0,0.0,0.10746782752878352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937843506210424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544825158963432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090968300703696,0.0,0.0,0.3777943776998972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20627967428307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460205348728208,0.1844233726852067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482258963858706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316141342060783,0.0,0.12781491878040546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186149864628548,0.17512026420471669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17459613321823625,0.23441782242544226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bell1986,2019/04/07,"Partner has no clue how bad anxiety is? My partner has invited me over to a Friend's house for a meal this evening. I have met him before and was actually quite cool with the idea. My partner has just showed me a message saying he has invited more guests over this evening (Which i have never met before). I turned around and says Sorry i will have to sit this out i would honestly feel so uncomfortable in an unknown crowd.. So my partner has now went off in a mood saying... Your coming ?

I'm not going btw.. Absolutely zero clue how strong anxiety is and how i would feel 👎",2.8621052631578934,4.8137587192982485,4.175298245614034,85.4324210526316,75.84210526315789,7.3670175438596495,25.43508771929825,8.238735603445708,1.5990624561403508,450,16,91,8,10,148,73,114,0.119,0.8029999999999999,0.078,-0.4137,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,2,10,6,0,0,6,1,14,1,0,3,1,18,23,8,0,2,2,0,2,0,6,3,0,3,0,4,4,7,1,0,3,1,0,3,3,1,0,1,4,6,13,4,11,16,1,13,0,0,0,0,16,7,0,0,2,65,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.18627026154665627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920436560266204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699226803346328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15937589972065874,0.0,0.0,0.3248477521495529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644252617371566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521474125935721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19302820360591336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747255653649075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848087171178357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202486105992211,0.0,0.2154790323935708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14721756689701793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030231947361648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4553836627575453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21367328931669555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20762141952919036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17694664290547968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711897730438243,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Thenoodler72,2019/04/07,"Anyone use an item or accessory as a coping mechanism for social anxiety? Hello I am new here. Apologies for formatting on mobile etc. 
I have been using hats as a kind of safety blanket to reduce anxiety in social situations. I never leave my house without a hat of some kind because of this. Anyone else use an item as a way to cope?",3.116512820512824,5.349303446153846,5.699615384615388,73.49455128205129,76.07692307692308,8.025641025641027,26.21794871794872,8.841846274778883,2.5043333333333333,264,10,44,6,6,94,47,65,0.055,0.879,0.065,0.1568,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,0,3,0,0,3,1,7,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,13,5,4,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,2,34,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280885889028178,0.0,0.0,0.2567354865969269,0.18810576248644587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191244673116764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533627172140022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047471476687178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118338320957881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3823535635103537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19439128359793947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159299921469576,0.17730870102267174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063585866546822,0.0,0.3742860333804653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4756786102824235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457221844881893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17697055056616653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chattynatters,2019/04/07,"I don’t know why I’m struggling. Hi guys. 

For a while now, I’ve been suffering from anxiety, especially in relations to work. 
No matter what job I have, and for how long I have it, I get debilitating anxiety. Vomiting, sore stomach, panic attacks, constant sobbing. 
I’ve been at my current job for 2 months and I’ve already had 2 weeks off. I made up excuses as to why I couldn’t make it to work. 
I have no real reason to be anxious. I’ve got a great family, great boyfriend, I’ve made some great friends at the job I’m in. Every other job I’ve had has been fine, it’s just happens. Certain mornings I wake up, I literally cannot drag myself out of bed to go to work, and some days I can. This whole week I just couldn’t and now I’m dreading tomorrow. I worry if I’m right for the job, I worry about what people think of me, I worry if I’ve made mistakes. I worry about everything. 
Usually, once I’m there, I’m ok, but sometimes I’m not. 
I feel like there’s two versions of me:
The rational me, who is determined, hardworking and positive. 
And there’s the irrational me, who bullies the other me into a corner and takes over my body. She is negative and miserable. Constantly puts me down and says that I’m no good. 
I feel like I’m trapped. 😔
Sorry for the rant, guys. Just needed to vent. ",0.9479157782515985,3.0696699216417933,3.421215351812368,87.58194029850748,82.99253731343283,6.962899786780382,24.12366737739872,8.07648339933343,1.5178801705756926,1001,39,214,21,28,347,139,268,0.218,0.677,0.105,-0.9744,6,1,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,0,3,11,18,1,4,9,1,17,5,3,6,1,37,40,15,0,6,7,0,2,2,1,0,2,1,1,2,11,11,0,0,5,0,0,2,9,8,0,1,9,3,27,10,30,28,4,28,0,3,0,0,9,13,1,4,15,125,38,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291265825385264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268441838414264,0.10535513464605176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609457862135092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358875163068706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20155780182083508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060143774582910266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857399120920708,0.0,0.08381438805189248,0.0,0.08791545904242827,0.0,0.09430821863404933,0.13324724407460348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07205099485233725,0.0,0.0487235204234003,0.0,0.05300074069949915,0.07822048936080361,0.074587040626728,0.30845223105101865,0.0,0.18468040850341244,0.08246785059048091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4627214878728424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05125222574577566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112241695052886,0.0,0.0,0.08253050460458733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647292739292286,0.06225052157413236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443774441542449,0.0,0.0,0.06914971687995933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099316857874409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941831430106123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06465344051786077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375017214893654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614816130478567,0.0,0.09588488304062406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964192788544207,0.0,0.07416260288641936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223466871099884,0.10439483406412467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749363915514893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011850272906787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05975603991843556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910996356900422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027106475883344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496120828007798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16830190210806584,0.10411936440916304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036790737443872,0.3788326049432799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alicesmithy,2019/04/07,"How do I tell what’s about to happen in the future? (I’m tired and I tried.) Physically tired and restless. It’s bugging me so much and I just need an answer.

(Will I pass that exam or not?)

Today I just took an admission test for a dream career path I wanted to pursue. This has been my third time retaking the test. At times I feel like pure shit knowing that I’ve failed the exam the second time, it burdens me so much seeing others pass it easily on their first take and how good must it feel to be there. 

This test, makes me seriously doubt who I am. I’m I that really stupid? Where did I go wrong? Haven’t I tried my best? Maybe it wasn’t after all. In an instant, there the sudden realization that all my efforts become wasted. The littlest hope inside me wavers eventually. 

I know this shouldn’t as worrying as others may say, (things could be worse etc. and I know it will.) but I just take it too harshly on myself sometimes. I try so hard everyday yet It still hurts enduring the same mistake again.  

The exam results are getting released by the end of the month and time will only tell if I delivered well. 

In case you asked, I think I did well. 

But even so thinking that to myself, I can’t really know what’s in store for me. Fate decides what is about to happen in that very test again and from that point I still don’t know what would it be.

All is so uncertain at this point. Just please, for once, I hope there is still something out there that would make me think otherwise.


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anxiety,frankly2657,2019/04/07,"I’m sick of being me 26F I’m sick of being fucking miserable, I’m sick of having no friends, being scared to do anything outgoing, I’m sick of crying when I try and fail, I’m sick of my anxiety destroying my relationships.... I’m tired, I’m over life and I don’t see the point of anything if my anxiety just fucks me over every step of the way.
I just want to be okay but I feel like I’ve been trying for 15 years with no luck.... I’m exhausted, it kills me to hear my anxiety is affecting others which just makes it worse. I don’t even know the point of this... I’m just so fucking tired.",0.7360761154855666,2.4691554094488204,3.217814960629924,90.84252296587928,81.51968503937006,7.067979002624672,21.606955380577435,8.07648339933343,0.9662656167979012,455,14,106,9,12,158,67,127,0.35200000000000004,0.583,0.066,-0.9884,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,7,13,5,2,3,1,10,12,0,2,0,15,28,6,1,2,6,0,1,1,1,0,9,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,9,0,0,1,3,12,4,15,23,0,8,0,2,1,3,3,4,3,2,3,58,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3661502725559086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625808752606492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17525068425144594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537676124808323,0.0,0.13442200450881706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066982213421796,0.11397767485231795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326265989363085,0.4424852784921784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798167515041535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17651088292007255,0.0,0.08768075560705743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269006152288925,0.07794473561591847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649630702142204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30163973527566684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17128966071113522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597305489608607,0.0,0.12713525296075534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667428158177384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21663868390376254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410269720747123,0.12663794480716525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16258812370247444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274057274845656
anxiety,lutzker,2019/04/07,"Im scared shitless of math Taking everything into account, I'm a relatively stable person. I'm usually very calm and I don't tend to stress out easily. The one thing I cannot deal with is math.

I'm very pressured by my parents to work hard school in general but specifically in math class.
I was always told I have mathematical thinking but I don't see it. I just despise anything that has to do with it.

Everyone always tell me it's in my head or call me lazy, They refuse to acknowledge that I have a real problem. The only way I can deal with sitting in a math lesson is to completely tune out like I'm doing right now.

I would do many things to avoid dealing with math including hurting myself but it doesn't really help.

The whole feeling gets worse if I haven't practiced in a while which is the case right now and I'm right before the finals.

 What can I do to not get panic attacks when I do math?




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anxiety,Biem89,2019/04/07,"Gabapentin for anxiety experience I take 3x 300mg. The first few days I noticed a buzz 
Definitely my mood was lifted. Did Nothing for my GAD though. After 3 days. I felt nothing anymore. 
It only helps with sleep now. Should I keep taking it? 
Some people say it start to work  for anxiety few weeks in. But I’m skeptical about That. ",0.6134659090909089,3.0007769374999995,2.3509659090909096,88.57017045454548,99.9375,5.452272727272729,21.44318181818182,6.980632752743323,1.0813937500000002,260,10,50,5,11,85,51,64,0.092,0.823,0.085,0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,1,0,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,6,9,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,6,0,8,5,3,8,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,7,30,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33071749836100633,0.0,0.21436867022030293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788054771124037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114420461400231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075436588234755,0.0,0.0,0.1838621840945205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488481115035615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19212938552740744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4148150255899279,0.24609503990086054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16439637918309327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14985535456950322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17189592792469324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163121063579579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529963301126042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250448237304361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21237217357623334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17338730573664576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736414319111755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bhoylegendrl,2019/04/07,"Anxiety and overeating Over the last 18 months, but particularly the last 10 months, I’ve put on close to 4 stone (56 pounds/25.4 kg). 

I tend to put this down to my anxiety because I have issues with going out, being seen, as a consequence I get nowhere near enough exercise. I also tend to comfort eat a lot, then feel bad afterwards, I’m not sure if it’s to the extent it meets the threshold for a disorder. I don’t think the mirtazipine 30mg dose I am on helps either as I tend to sleep early and wake feeling lethargic. 

Has anyone got any tips for things that worked for them in breaking bad habits/routine? I know this is an age old question but I hate what I’m doing to myself. I feel like it should be easier to stop this destructive behaviour. ",4.0083818181818165,5.274473086666667,4.989515151515153,83.57809090909093,71.46666666666667,8.387878787878789,27.63636363636364,8.841846274778883,2.0456000000000003,593,21,119,11,11,194,106,150,0.219,0.6890000000000001,0.093,-0.9713,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,1,1,7,2,0,9,0,9,5,2,0,1,20,24,9,0,2,5,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,9,5,1,1,6,1,0,3,2,4,0,0,2,4,13,3,22,19,4,23,0,0,1,0,4,9,0,3,11,73,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731059996570244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676373482975942,0.0,0.2627042155666684,0.0,0.0,0.120058531327301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867291916968143,0.1046683819980313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967861881831673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756947441172158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774148046765053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604541569253213,0.1226644546316116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089707582351532,0.0,0.09758261040409248,0.0,0.13732634734180224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695208843454101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508871120944272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792130257574505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436332230994436,0.279921260823003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388527400756456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459755090119009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741029395733867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801731169559439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34521730841443604,0.19234633795356787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17182671766678198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355115893034634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618277778294841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407165499449735,0.11002016737300424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12500162223111955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,monkeyinspacesuit,2019/04/07,"Dread in silence (sounds like a shity break up song) Does any one else feel pure dread in silence? I constantly need some thing to distract me no matter what I'm doing if I'm not distracted my mind just races bringing up every failure in my life and every thing I may fuck up in the future. Is there any one else with the same almost fear of silence?

P.s. sorry about my ramblings ",1.9740789473684224,4.372050092105269,2.8649999999999984,91.4425,80.97368421052632,4.852631578947369,21.34210526315789,5.985473137389443,0.21997894736842127,301,9,59,2,8,95,56,76,0.249,0.6859999999999999,0.064,-0.9445,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,1,5,3,0,3,2,0,0,1,14,9,2,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,6,0,2,0,3,6,1,11,8,2,11,0,0,0,1,0,7,1,4,3,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22415788766454575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044573933161517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419071257401691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19589653046808864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3740033233467487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772140438056271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518984821620813,0.11318753180151052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069498242176384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15811501234147174,0.1093639728944548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22602917239810397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16598523207796026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30337912620113544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505867202602504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974378884121858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GiovanniCorti,2019/04/07,"Something that really helped me Something that really helped me when i was suffering, were positive affirmations. I would repeat to myself positive affirmations in the morning everyday, and i strongly suggest you do the same. Start your day with a simple sentence that’s going to put you in the right mood for the rest of your day. Say something like: I love myself, I accept myself, I am healing. Repeat it until your sick of hearing it and then say it a couple more times. It will change your self-image and shift your paradigm. I love helping you guys, i had suffered a lot in my past and now that i have overcome my demons, all i really want to do is to share my knowledge and help those who suffer to get where i am now. I'm surrounded with loved ones and I'm living the life that i dreamed of. I love you all and i will do anything to help you as well. Don't hesitate to ask for help. It's a noble and decent act. Peace and love. ",3.7611382734912127,5.094749823529412,4.889873949579833,83.79514705882355,72.15508021390373,7.909702062643241,26.191367456073337,8.418075326091056,1.7115763177998469,735,24,146,12,14,242,101,187,0.062,0.6509999999999999,0.287,0.9922,0,0,3,0,0,0,20.0,0,10,0,1,5,14,0,0,9,0,14,8,0,0,2,19,27,13,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,3,0,1,12,11,0,0,2,1,0,3,1,3,1,1,3,3,32,10,19,21,6,22,1,3,0,5,29,6,0,1,14,108,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172545926351977,0.0,0.11556430036491724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307693679933441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367787850956395,0.0,0.15944422467045785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06458427319368591,0.0,0.07025383812702089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239930379268678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13932424904804547,0.0,0.4971433119532466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731365718444717,0.06039254778042994,0.0,0.10915521853447482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509392747502756,0.5578414632262335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376542059408006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800548731691066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426825232263157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23757478102506516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556741351051707,0.0,0.1966088560083189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895847811008812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854969758333886,0.0,0.0,0.08749606171615745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208150072044761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07291193680319433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114565593933128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781328042672272,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,taytaylc26,2019/04/07,Hi I’m new I’m Taylor 26 years old Does anyone on here use beta blockers for tremors? ,-2.1981578947368448,-0.9860277894736812,0.5467105263157919,99.60322368421056,116.36842105263158,1.9,15.276315789473689,3.1291,-1.2971157894736842,68,2,15,0,4,23,17,19,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314919598240646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4148758603871671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4578752207180706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4974735155181324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4094580946821487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052958456148429
anxiety,Mr_Mc9b,2019/04/07,"The Silent Treatment Silence can be devastating when you're the target.

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[https://medium.com/@mpmcg9b/the-silent-treatment-bad41241354a](https://medium.com/@mpmcg9b/the-silent-treatment-bad41241354a)",39.86274509803921,51.957238411764706,15.772941176470592,-7.9284313725489985,17.823529411764696,6.972549019607843,40.96078431372549,7.793537801064563,5.195407843137256,211,6,9,2,3,42,15,17,0.223,0.777,0.0,-0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.533352051341659,0.5981369363823156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5981369363823156,0.0
anxiety,imliterallyonfire,2019/04/07,"Students of r/Anxiety: thoughts on how much I should tell my professor? I am in my last semester of college and have been struggling heavily with my anxiety and depression this semester. So much so that it has and continues to significantly affect my ability to focus and get work done. I'm turning in a rough draft on a paper a few days late this weekend, and I'm thinking about just coming out to my professor about whats been going on with me. The class and this paper have been very intense, and is the biggest source of my productivity struggles. I don't expect any special treatment from him, but I figured him knowing might at least help.

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Anxious students of reddit, do any of you have experience in talking to their professors about this? Is this the right move?

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Thanks ahead of time.",7.358491537895514,7.902090264900664,7.363929359823397,72.14992641648273,63.569536423841065,10.419720382634287,38.632082413539365,10.25414643259724,4.155012656364975,654,33,111,14,9,210,95,151,0.079,0.852,0.068,0.3416,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,1,2,7,5,0,2,6,0,15,0,0,2,0,22,25,11,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,11,0,0,4,1,0,3,1,3,0,0,5,1,15,2,25,18,4,20,0,1,0,0,7,10,0,1,7,85,23,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240734336764538,0.3634377899072892,0.20339744608224053,0.0,0.2288097695710237,0.16894825906348826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288235696046235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644699371726692,0.0,0.12880668259612488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304096281662188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628801346977274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781333912071108,0.0,0.08499237270531378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023981318783158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218844142687627,0.12190272441724027,0.16869824171435122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15864828463117728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15894734923672538,0.21987203874568706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771437395917715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31268301559982137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202021461677422,0.1307127708216212,0.13768499867959552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582521959337972,0.0,0.11872552200797652,0.0872034601627596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626668074452287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339392044556324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887374729412434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634377899072892,0.0
anxiety,agonytunnel,2019/04/07,"Does your anxiety like to fixate on seemingly random things over time? Like “phases”? (emetophobia ment)
I’ve got general anxiety, but it seems to manifest out of nowhere and fixate on the strangest things. The biggest one is school (can’t go more than a few months lately without having a total breakdown—thus why i’m mostly homeschooled), but I also seem to get random phobias/anxieties. Last year, I had the worst emetophobia for NO reason. Couldn’t enter a room without looking for the nearest trash can/purse/corner in case I would suddenly vomit. I made myself sick worrying about it so much! Now I’ve always got anxiety about being attacked/murdered which is definitely worse :/ these phases are so inconvenient! Does it happen to anyone else?",5.4306140350877214,8.143729398496241,5.855808270676692,72.8200031328321,70.80451127819549,8.34310776942356,29.880325814536338,9.075114841892004,3.094674686716792,602,25,90,13,12,193,98,133,0.236,0.715,0.048,-0.9824,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,7,0,9,2,0,2,1,18,20,6,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,7,2,0,0,4,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,4,1,6,2,17,13,6,17,0,0,1,0,1,8,0,6,9,61,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891298420549774,0.1237278648007664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4550113719436054,0.0,0.0,0.10397244089694896,0.15235770895359832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602515964282773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124217312243731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776880759820846,0.0,0.08450796524530158,0.0,0.2378532433262009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314923180237921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212079492600828,0.16773675912272254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529174390945715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486807908697307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14070075238801694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186885736873632,0.0,0.10930944752629804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076097535801301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528853419141638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15048936207016578,0.0,0.4061046530018483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197575437177375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670645078065681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417596722568992,0.0,0.0,0.2866773168468019,0.0,0.0,0.15100908114589934,0.15153500646985735,0.10563012424972673,0.0,0.0,0.0957560306473804
anxiety,BasementTenant,2019/04/07,"Those who have “cold-turkeyed” ADD/ADHD medication, more specifically adderall, what symptoms do you face now? I feel like a completely different person. Unfortunately, in a bad way. It’s terrible, I wouldn’t wish this feeling on anyone. It has taken a toll on my heart. Now I feel like I’m going to die from heart complications. ",4.058499999999999,6.817819850000002,5.4200000000000035,74.015,75.5,8.666666666666666,28.33333333333333,9.2995712137729,2.979833333333333,261,11,45,7,6,87,49,60,0.207,0.6459999999999999,0.147,-0.7040000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,4,5,3,0,0,5,11,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,3,5,2,5,9,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,26,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565437767338083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14925988288132006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782345873224509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22381427842073628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215432525703585,0.22302577754103511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238033693136329,0.3049992687666996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131723451173225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5059147549219131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20857670063783884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21504380584854504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18638964349947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218721540583341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16943879849430682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454745302439417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Weirdo-that-writes,2019/04/07,"Shadow People I don’t know about any of the people who are reading this, but do you ever go into an episode, and suddenly, every shadow is a person after you? It’s almost 2am for me when I post this, and I can’t sleep and haven’t slept for two days, as in the past 48 hours. I’ll tell myself, “Okay, sleepy time, lights out.” Turn out the lights, and there’s suddenly twenty shadow faces in front of me. With my light on, I can’t sleep, but it’s the only way I can even stay calm right now. I have all my stack supplies next to bed, tissues, flashlight, my comfort lamb, etc, that and my weighted blanket is normally enough to convince my brain it’s okay to go to sleep and I’ll survive, but I just can’t. I don’t think it’s worth going another day without sleep. Does anyone have distraction tips? Currently my only options are phone or computer, and that makes the no sleep problem even worse. Help a girl out?",3.13145912910619,4.308673486631019,4.132654698242934,89.22402406417112,73.49197860962568,6.840183346065698,24.052330022918266,7.1686216300943375,0.8293303284950344,710,20,151,7,14,230,114,187,0.075,0.818,0.107,0.6046,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,0,1,8,7,0,1,8,2,14,9,8,1,2,27,22,13,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,9,12,1,0,2,1,1,4,8,2,0,1,1,4,19,5,20,21,3,28,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,3,13,93,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263034980554338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577443824376102,0.13226094395382906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819479006889047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14080560582346646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16269008024915296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037941744021834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303286095587902,0.14067110040145756,0.16661867853834975,0.11409408473216365,0.10627208737705716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150520519570828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454396878089936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421512383408527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931913383681472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419443592192619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13414336498534635,0.0,0.12358308823027155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19185892902085847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040776165526235,0.17488881433164005,0.11013405050385702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080008703138954,0.0,0.0,0.1206917861921554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616665233243193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771648211917777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6311180523912642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444048287514113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024538119300392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082062521949092,0.0,0.0,0.07354888620723928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13719596089597902,0.12321314337072654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011812266134792,0.0,0.1535954279427176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215872473450723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853981274656415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,depreshsesh94,2019/04/07,I get anxious whenever I take a nap in the middle of the day. I would wake up disoriented and panicked and I would always check my phone for time. I would later feel guilty that I spent my whole day doing nothing when I should have spent the day hanging out with friends or going out or doing something productive. I dont know I just feel like I am wasting my life on bed but at the same time I really do feel tired.,3.700387596899226,4.560445395348836,4.68139534883721,87.02852713178301,71.79069767441861,7.593798449612403,25.96124031007752,7.793537801064563,1.2680449612403095,328,10,70,4,6,107,58,86,0.161,0.792,0.046,-0.8149,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,0,10,3,1,0,0,18,19,6,0,4,4,0,3,1,1,4,2,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,4,1,3,2,1,0,0,0,2,3,14,2,9,13,2,16,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,2,8,48,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731714880295692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23511497055464284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4026581667124076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439136475262012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31569330894547354,0.1486800903075954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16079204483058235,0.0,0.10873346712670738,0.0,0.11827869264086212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437663278169932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700044149611735,0.10167631815083236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996955720510723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333262127414693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021999630083866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15647941374538646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24271145594611335,0.23920190969896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323571734730433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4435248072823808,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rainingonsunday13,2019/04/07,"Is feeling like you've done something wrong a part of anxiety? I consistently/constantly have episodes of feeling like I've done something wrong and I haven't, at least not that I can trace it back to. These feelings leave me wondering if I did something that had upset someone that I'm anticipating, or that I've shared too much about something, even to a moral standpoint like I've done something morally wrong that I can't come back from.. idk . It's throwing me so off lately and it sucks so bad..my sister mentioned it might be part of anxiety but I figure I'd reach out ",4.8893141592920335,6.144266106194693,5.060342920353981,83.94060287610621,69.35398230088495,7.773893805309735,31.82411504424779,8.07648339933343,2.20528407079646,462,20,90,6,8,145,70,113,0.142,0.755,0.103,-0.4767,0,0,5,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,7,9,1,1,2,0,12,0,0,0,0,14,19,7,0,1,4,1,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,5,3,8,4,10,12,4,8,2,0,0,0,3,3,1,4,6,58,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19966866563538144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20069729201968686,0.10896443930547707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241666076394354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4006492147224125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619591005836365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19795850576775215,0.1864625424784636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14721291351016352,0.13818368854854027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19127132038691835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13844291420352414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593461998845064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28264376593947993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057465212798198,0.502337397770235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152478779561864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4280531812720799,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cameltoeannie6,2019/04/07,"How do you handle work? I've been at my job for coming up to a year. My boss loves me but I am stretched super thin. Nothing I do is life or death I just end up helping out a lot doing other people's jins. I work at a school but get suckered into taking on more responsibility. 

All I do is worry about work. About all of the things I'm probably doing wrong. All of the things I know I did wrong and of course future things I'll probably mess up. 

I'm developing rituals to avoid the worry I forgot something. I keep my laptop open on my bed at all times. From the moment my eyes open to the moment I get to go back to my bed I just worry. The voice, the bitch in my head, sounds so real no matter how unrealistic some of the made up shit I worry about is. 

How do you deal with stress and responsibility?

Everyone except me went on spring break last week, no way I could do that but I see people who don't carry their work with them, they look so free and happy. I'm just so afraid of fucking up and ruining everything. 

Any suggestions?


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anxiety,mindnightmutterings,2019/04/07,"Scared of messing up My colleague-turned-friend from my former job is getting married in two days, she first asked me to be a bridesmaid but because of my anxiety (just imagining all the worst things that can happen as I walk down the aisle is enough to make me nauseous)  I respectfully declined and offered to do something else so I can help her on the day, she understands where I'm coming from so she took no offense and asked me if I can do the bridesmaids' makeup instead. I didn't want to do it at first but I said no already and didn't want to do it again, so I said sure. She offered to pay but I told her that I'd do it for free so it's like a gift. Now I'm no expert MUA, I mess around with makeup and on several occasions did my friends' (the bride, and 2 of the bridesmaids who belong in same circle of friends)   makeup. I've been practicing on myself for the past month but I'm incredibly worried for the day when I actually have to do it. They trust me enough to do
 their make-up on such an important day and that just has me worried sick. I really wanna do a great job but I'm scared that I might panic and just be all over the place and do a terrible job. God, now I'm rambling. 


TL;DR my friends trust me to do a good job, but I can't say the same for myself so I'm overthinking a shit ton and its making me nauseous. Wish me luck lol",1.9427631578947384,3.4733998070175467,3.4910745614035084,91.18398026315792,77.24561403508774,6.574561403508773,24.155701754385966,7.333567415737692,0.8666754385964914,1055,35,237,13,24,349,141,285,0.171,0.634,0.196,0.9262,4,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,2,2,16,21,2,3,17,1,25,2,1,2,3,37,46,23,0,5,10,0,0,1,3,1,1,3,0,0,12,12,0,0,2,0,2,3,6,9,0,3,8,3,36,13,33,35,8,29,0,0,0,0,21,13,1,3,14,168,48,5,0.0,0.0,0.10600645999701357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987505820630708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310106477252449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670304677682956,0.203107335183712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621937126735117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357446425484583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802274706028586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074578392660114,0.0,0.0,0.22448606914395733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18479993765528652,0.0,0.0,0.3357066991872371,0.0,0.05675428995686883,0.0,0.0,0.09111304551013412,0.0,0.11976411123271424,0.0,0.0,0.0960604706691934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281188407405012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4311910020261436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05307075544050048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175325666546778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11523844809513725,0.0,0.0,0.08670681620655903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745299769948068,0.0,0.0,0.10369889312837104,0.0,0.0,0.11349442637276512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959066731462611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20666255001610365,0.08638632495345093,0.21751362252481568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272011152287945,0.11150634509920934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362808955912307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238176512237084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721684345259478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379988590957248,0.12069107319344187,0.0,0.0,0.10611497473886654,0.11308686101569125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814467045980305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491825521843145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206365151700012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wikiwiki12,2019/04/07,"create a positive waves why can't we create a positive waves..i was read a more and more things today and there is 
a people who can't even wanna live in world and have lots of depressed people in this ****world ..this is a world want us to live..no one gona consider us if we couldn't have proper interact with them",0.4580384615384645,2.810659169230771,2.4649038461538453,91.86197115384616,88.07692307692307,5.711538461538463,15.817307692307693,7.1686216300943375,0.0559615384615384,246,5,52,4,8,82,42,65,0.051,0.754,0.195,0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,4,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,11,9,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,5,0,6,7,3,6,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,2,1,38,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108165390000052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16166558997129993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4322656054279417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20809124289575384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16585973045159638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393797573757394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448321696337529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16261160949296885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320094842771849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5888465591172676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443692886529397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208631831724859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ispookyourfruit,2019/04/07,"My Hypochondria has made me distrust my body I've always been an anxious person, but over the last two years I've developed fairly bad hypochondria. I stayed up last night afraid to sleep because if my headache was an aneurysm I would die in my sleep ( or so my anxiety told me). The worst part of this terrible anxiety is that I no longer believe my own body. a few months ago I lost sight in one of my eyes due to an inter-cranial migraine. I almost slept it off because I assumed that me freaking out was probably another false flag. My sister had to take me to the hospital. 
Turns out I had severe dehydration because I forgot to drink water for a few day ( I lived on diet soda). 

I can't read a single medical description because whatever is described I will begin to believe I have. If a disease description read : only affects people who eat uranium, I could convince my self I ate some accidentally in a salad. I hate not being able to believe the possible warning signs my body gives me. I hate staying up waiting to die. ",4.9431730078966245,6.16892863316583,6.0229181622397725,77.19845477386936,69.20100502512562,8.700789662598707,33.81227566403446,9.04235418022936,3.1193672648959074,814,39,145,15,14,271,126,199,0.28600000000000003,0.703,0.011,-0.9963,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,1,10,3,1,12,0,14,16,7,2,0,17,27,5,2,4,5,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,5,2,7,2,1,3,0,0,3,9,0,2,11,2,31,1,21,12,7,21,0,1,2,0,6,10,0,6,9,99,36,2,0.10979582564265793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973273747311798,0.0,0.1099446594069674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913589224948991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513049646072053,0.16798701218448595,0.1240380308369493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167492823691843,0.26772206489501976,0.0,0.0,0.37110689071258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658752317757044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766303260801729,0.0,0.0,0.07080922435748717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279014649835343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755810942242347,0.0,0.11234854019036013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532616066047416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168012934442641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17899650430480846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695172559524197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198551137049992,0.0,0.0,0.10389146497508467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106077432282749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763798051469138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030359445924266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440049299376683,0.08350467299063187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188981796458974,0.0,0.07611860091690192,0.09586947992874986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377829628614925,0.0,0.0,0.11837847029128065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21965107590477745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454099172510475,0.1240380308369493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21975023774968505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340554826712453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825527966241821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049146165982988,0.0,0.0,0.11942632963419413,0.10725456769543187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799580434041056,0.0,0.0,0.07070491191632543
anxiety,FatherFondle420,2019/04/07,How to forget I’m already high so that won’t work,-2.729999999999997,-1.132513999999997,0.5166666666666693,102.04500000000002,105.66666666666666,2.4000000000000004,14.333333333333336,3.1291,-1.5159666666666665,40,1,10,0,2,14,12,12,0.174,0.826,0.0,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6520633622304033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6243092147958178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4301759825441344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,angel9273,2019/04/07,"Im constantly anxious about my bf My bf and I have had some issues w him not being able to be loyal to me, and I feel like that has triggered my anxiety so bad. I used to barely even have it, but after the first time it got really bad and eventually it calmed down. However, the second time happened extremely recently and it just made everything worse.
Now I’m always afraid he’s doing something behind my back, and I definitely don’t know if I should even be with him anymore, but I just can’t help it but try because I really love him.
Every time I see or hear the girls names he had cheated on me with drives my anxiety through the roof, and I just can’t bring myself to really do anything about it or he will take it as me being controlling and probably start doing it a lot. 
In addition, he has a hard time expressing his feelings to me sometimes and pushes me away, which makes it even worse. I just wish I knew how to suppress this anxiety ",7.5860416666666675,5.71921177083334,8.278958333333332,73.7035416666667,64.10416666666666,12.075,34.875,10.980518767755715,3.606881249999999,748,26,150,17,9,253,113,192,0.145,0.74,0.115,-0.6361,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,14,8,1,1,6,0,18,1,0,6,0,38,35,17,0,3,11,0,3,1,2,2,0,1,0,1,12,11,0,2,4,0,0,3,4,4,0,2,5,5,26,4,18,24,2,18,0,0,1,1,16,4,0,5,12,110,38,0,0.134228494982293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168886064580803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30805329378572105,0.15163999270790404,0.13311859874989004,0.0,0.0,0.11045861436144272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12611208956772266,0.10321342721085716,0.2241503731644672,0.08182444467735855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14505331752939868,0.15054867080323725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26596996499015496,0.0,0.11309329625009973,0.0,0.12063591618676472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357399203561133,0.09589286363547156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417468926127995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735478944371543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869781481642945,0.0,0.1202423663408046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15128526927491182,0.0,0.08997053077139061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449898083062606,0.14009967510368465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07376847046386008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655772625051769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411626637754085,0.12114645735185532,0.1270102474614775,0.08959856270202593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14472102024369846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579706330081196,0.0,0.13253444534872152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069627318790576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033356532483032,0.13275541375121724,0.0,0.09500761961873913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092312328437113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130788594445512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113233710315967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593032252183835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15435614485141222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27358060769620074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mrbig2288,2019/04/07,"Extreme anxiety over sex/intimacy? I’ve dealt with this since I was a teen, in my 30s now. I’m a decent looking, in shape man with lots of good friends and a good job. I’ve never been in a relationship, haven’t had sex as much as I’d like to have. At some point wires were crossed in my head, and when women indicate they’re interested in me, instead of arousal, I experience an intense fight/flight response that can be very intense. I’ve tried therapy, medication, meditation...everything I can think of and it never goes away. I’m pretty terrified of becoming elderly and alone. Has anyone else dealt with something similar and overcome it?",4.970894308943088,6.461946739837401,6.1448780487804875,75.34869918699188,69.40650406504065,10.019512195121953,33.991869918699194,10.25414643259724,3.723074796747968,511,25,95,14,9,171,86,123,0.063,0.7709999999999999,0.166,0.89,1,1,1,0,1,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,5,0,10,4,2,0,2,13,14,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,4,8,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,1,6,5,18,9,3,15,0,0,1,2,4,10,0,2,5,56,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20299955913817566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994143540289162,0.0,0.0,0.13704955956452936,0.2008278032930564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18415087369196176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21646944784985184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16373500310689074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17615447845302215,0.19172813086625354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15143110527009654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287953256703736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011551913915015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945023146020727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575695895650464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16459280069706106,0.0,0.0,0.1666343823809522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19745197644337464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408444690232125,0.0,0.3023385420849272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18528578949047086,0.0,0.0,0.19940508564644127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21043341645564576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16213535764875991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15089236007770546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22414602931181465,0.0,0.0,0.12559053750691093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307288426241792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617226535937304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ChiefSach,2019/04/07,"Feeling Odd After Buying My First Car Hey guys, I’m not sure if this is the correct forum to ask this but I recently bought a new car, just placed the order and signed the lease agreement today. Everything worked out well, I’m getting the colour and the trim I wanted and I got a excellent insurance rate. 

Everything is supposed to be fine, I’m decently under budget, credit is fine, car will be great but I’m feeling as if I have a monumentally important thing coming up. It’s the feeling you get when you’re about to go into an interview or on stage. I just want to know if this is normal, because everything is supposed to be fine but idk why I’m feeling nerves, anxiety and sorta scared. 

This year has been the first year where my life is going exactly in the direction I want so I’m super confused about why I’m feeling how I’m feeling. 

Any help would be appreciated. Apologies if this isn’t the right place to ask this. ",4.423546777546775,5.512361924324328,5.650810810810814,79.89563409563412,70.29729729729729,8.71933471933472,29.365904365904363,9.057496981413335,2.4217900207900205,736,28,142,14,13,246,107,185,0.07200000000000001,0.6579999999999999,0.27,0.9908,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,5,9,12,0,2,13,0,16,1,0,1,3,37,43,16,0,9,11,0,6,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,8,7,0,0,7,0,4,6,2,2,1,2,3,7,9,10,16,34,0,27,0,0,1,0,8,10,0,7,9,84,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378418108114088,0.0,0.10550150592307096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257856259538425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.084069240377463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879807944524493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718364313763649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4183915468622825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234613982028886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441055677068525,0.0,0.15675595197174774,0.0,0.11029999207453207,0.15204731883010847,0.0,0.1365535314384637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243880857526816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757922562158259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741058863813598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319526328557452,0.0,0.0,0.13512345825240574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881751979707653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361704340096609,0.0,0.0,0.11777520519317695,0.0,0.0,0.13807292841533905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997944646123855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09162191294948843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13072346333807786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440303697647949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399851430745612,0.0,0.2488863790903121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004008204418262,0.0,0.0,0.0979679881984882,0.0,0.0,0.1776202716228634
anxiety,rmac5522,2019/04/07,"I feel like I'm drowning I don't understand, my life is good. I have a good family, great friends and a job I truly enjoy, yet I still feel like I'm drowning whenever I have any downtime. How do you guys deal with having nothing to do yet being unable to relax?",5.206484848484847,4.394246254545454,6.792727272727273,79.01575757575759,68.27272727272727,9.515151515151514,31.06060606060606,8.841846274778883,2.399424242424242,204,7,42,3,3,71,37,55,0.0,0.565,0.435,0.9776,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,4,8,0,0,2,0,8,1,0,1,0,6,13,2,2,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,8,8,3,12,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,26,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691356610503532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25641565728442245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344676592813072,0.0,0.251516940421637,0.3553660501138911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19215765117900496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41722298326202206,0.0,0.2742106769479015,0.0,0.24626831030941476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468126205388974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756757281738236,0.2430205113316291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23865006578287715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986252150697123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589225135464079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,harry-_-P_Ness,2019/04/08,Anxiety with driving road test? Ok so I’m 18 and I’m finally going to take my road test for California. I take on Thursday and I’m already nervous. If I watch videos or think about I started getting butterflies in my stomach and I start to feel weird. I believe I have Depersonalization and I’m afraid of getting an episode while taking the test. How can I overcome this fear? Any advice will help!!,1.0223076923076917,3.6190070000000034,2.8296153846153835,86.35288461538461,94.3846153846154,5.164102564102564,27.012820512820515,6.816661863887847,1.5973128205128209,318,16,60,5,12,105,55,78,0.134,0.802,0.064,-0.6479,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,3,2,1,3,1,1,1,0,10,17,9,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,2,9,1,8,16,0,11,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,2,5,32,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399997670449109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710282927444846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16701801527537574,0.0,0.18788512012051845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767097361967944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27637091734476554,0.1241839241248202,0.0,0.0,0.2690453617639858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566341746664745,0.0,0.13958147141185734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646220734102705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476772049095112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5539871889495376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737206438021986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,looking_for_advice57,2019/04/08,"Repeated rabies exposures and vaccinations I'm extremely frustrated and scared and not sure how to resolve this. A few years ago I was bitten by a wild animal and received the rabies post-exposure prophylaxis. Then last fall I was bitten by a different wild animal and received booster doses.

Now I've been scratched by a third wild animal. I don't want receive more doses of the vaccine. It is very expensive and could potentially harm me (cause Multiple sclerosis or GBS or some systemic inflammatory response). I can't imagine that many people have received this vaccine on three separate occasions within only a few years.

I've contacted a number of health authorities. While the potential for rabies exposure is very low, it can't be ruled out. To be certain that I won't develop rabies, I would need another two doses of the vaccine.

Is it safe to receive multiple rabies vaccinations? Has anyone else had this experience? Looking for advice and support.",6.279722689075626,8.77532371176471,7.470420168067232,63.13117647058826,67.76470588235293,11.210084033613446,36.26050420168068,11.062562989136584,5.221462184873951,781,41,111,27,14,264,104,170,0.098,0.833,0.07,-0.6902,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,2,9,1,1,10,0,17,4,0,2,2,23,22,12,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,8,8,0,1,2,0,1,6,5,4,0,3,4,2,7,5,14,13,4,19,0,1,1,0,6,4,0,3,8,77,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19848360441069265,0.18005098580278034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129859090617738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202414541886474,0.20811739366163026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20865713411977166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16217241534696702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21221405812591249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967820958565058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19868742391846028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21590389762033935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655674836825104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170567143268279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20592878117992186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15060869911327127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15447964904662564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081576915919836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19452996161968664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20335557440526328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304947910300747,0.1914353906979704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19841581773629186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33518563276675106,0.11980368294106918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14428850566204382,0.0,0.0,0.2616014071435712
anxiety,DaftRaptor7,2019/04/08,Overthinking trouble Hello all! I am in a happy healthy relationship with my best friend! We have been having the best month of our life (starting last march). But although at times I always overthink little things and spiral into an anxiety attack and depressive episode where I imagine the end. Then for like weeks upon end I'm constantly living in fear if I'll get broken up with. Does anyone else have this? Is this normal?,4.1569230769230785,7.0208710384615385,4.399679487179489,80.88490384615386,75.7948717948718,6.464102564102564,25.134615384615394,7.6454224807358475,1.6852000000000005,343,12,55,5,8,107,66,78,0.168,0.613,0.219,0.7932,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,0,2,1,9,1,1,4,0,6,1,0,0,1,11,9,6,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,5,10,8,3,18,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,1,11,39,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16269019894906425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495740081363089,0.0,0.0,0.13671372347678046,0.20033568041441707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224348186808297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4103771377304478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112901228522415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168403052253968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711028638047981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633337750909402,0.0,0.3463494099113381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200169221120279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15106002760943868,0.0,0.10215232080378613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20813710153565995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15937675325670705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13810316781778773,0.09552230922415328,0.19596468893251384,0.17264975434036747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15606401757010022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915703199420571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20991775529235085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13839167530293742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298963141148314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401061313380825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15683617835471353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,randomrainbowshiz,2019/04/08,Anxiety or? For a long time I have felt like people don’t like me and my friends don’t think that I’m interesting enough to be around. But it has gotten worst after I started this new job last year. I don’t know how to socialize and I constantly feel like people are judging me. What can I do...,1.2852150537634408,3.243097629032264,3.0948387096774184,91.2789247311828,80.7741935483871,6.713978494623658,21.623655913978496,7.793537801064563,0.8228946236559138,231,7,52,4,6,77,46,62,0.09,0.7020000000000001,0.207,0.7579,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,1,0,10,16,5,0,0,2,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,2,8,5,5,13,2,9,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,11,34,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892422836141461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220217459963803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673260271078164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25560596895270704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508095039390169,0.1767257633281411,0.237520156266522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911224078556112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454829252809959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595161055814675,0.20164479856568104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625668689148521,0.0,0.0,0.21892034653919376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389176871951882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429993230002499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521691065609001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17509430277250038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15850882082243656,0.0,0.0,0.14424717940317985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15930230343150525
anxiety,babybumbles,2019/04/08,Don’t underestimate caffeine. That’s all. Having a rough night anxiety-wise and I’m almost certain that it is due to my extra helping of green tea this morning.,2.1966129032258053,5.038922129032258,4.180887096774196,78.89133064516129,85.7741935483871,5.680645161290323,27.10483870967742,7.1686216300943375,1.858864516129032,130,6,22,2,4,44,30,31,0.075,0.787,0.13699999999999998,0.204,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,4,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,2,4,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6556382398436981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4388655875277614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.614439170739114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheAnxiousAntisocial,2019/04/08,"A very anxiety filled experience with my cat Alright reddit, I’m just gonna get right into this. I have depression, anxiety, and an eating disorder. I got an ESA cat at college that comes home back and forth over thanksgiving break. She’s almost three years old. Yesterday, I was playing video games with my brother. I was sitting in the recliner, didn’t even think to check under it or anything since our pets are usually well behaved (2 other cats and a dog). This time, I heard kicking and and felt it. I lifted up my chair and saw that I had essentially closed the recliner on my cats head. I began freaking out and screaming for my parents, I heard her shrieking and choking essentially and I’m trying not to burst into tears at this horrific sight. My dad was able to get her free and she seemed a bit disoriented, but she didn’t black out or have any noticeable problems besides her mouth open a bit, shedding, and her eye rolled a bit (like a lazy eye) for a couple minutes after so I got concerned. I called the emergency vet and they told me she was in distress and recommended getting her there immediately. It was an hour away. She calmed down and went back to being mostly normal by the time we arrived. They looked her over and told her she was neurologically fine, but they wanted to run xrays to make sure. They said she’s very healthy, no broken bones or problems. We headed back to school and she’s been normal ever since. Ever since I keep replaying the incident in my head and hear the mortifying shrieks and remember so vividly seeing her stuck and my heart races. I’m so afraid of losing her... I don’t know what I’d do if something happened to my beloved cat. I have kept her close to me and shown her tons of affection since the accident, even more than before. She seems totally fine right now, but I just can’t get this out of my head... what should I do? I keep having these terrible thoughts about the what if’s and the thoughts of losing her... I just needed to vent to someone to be completely honest. Thanks for reading - would love some encouragement / advice or such... this has just been a rough 24 hours or so.",3.743365617433412,5.7522066295399545,4.412000000000003,84.4478305084746,73.5036319612591,7.528716707021793,26.569975786924942,8.329178653251315,1.7753449878934626,1690,61,328,29,35,539,225,413,0.135,0.75,0.114,-0.6543,1,0,1,0,0,0,54.0,3,0,4,2,20,23,0,2,20,1,25,13,9,2,4,77,64,35,0,10,15,3,2,1,0,3,2,5,2,0,15,34,1,3,8,4,2,4,6,10,1,1,26,15,58,14,42,33,8,44,0,3,8,1,41,22,0,12,17,218,73,3,0.08670215508661433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472434249760576,0.0,0.0,0.0868196842188901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05896043860248131,0.0,0.1326538226540512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713484861338995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145952876429173,0.20000581637089535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377714806324367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839688930798757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853259422550923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468622947364603,0.09090556003078433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593428550199293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467643913018852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936818125170856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871794987035282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453191145441867,0.15685412613579755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481134451389355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324766559672417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811931901330887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386872676307323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667042940482867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3559256987648574,0.0,0.09771963010330954,0.10274247123223863,0.0,0.0,0.0869693308134964,0.0,0.17076831588231142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15412971832874495,0.0,0.0,0.047649236978360286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042358293480303885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280797377700861,0.19399506797910615,0.0,0.0,0.07825208004380946,0.0,0.05787436177358296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642885493977065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169899406748629,0.0,0.09871097822412506,0.09097932689106757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627248271540087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16592450607215675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672561792111809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821664013810973,0.14808633342288335,0.08247360408110622,0.0,0.0,0.08774720975479841,0.06909039223817105,0.15786077137128215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868836745719853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734624546457605,0.06674755486972332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171575509127574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982369560184784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055555240099920494,0.0,0.13766365282813747,0.10111344774253274,0.0,0.0,0.16569524944897854,0.0,0.05886507202487884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549017463969904,0.14307671626139135,0.0511391774454641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795564993309775,0.08037376639701307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0615907233671748,0.0,0.0,0.055833345233964125
anxiety,pessimisticloser,2019/04/08,"Am I the only one who overanalyses things to the point where I break down? I keep on overanalysing everything. If I say ""Hi"" to someone and they don't say hi back, I immediately feel nauseous and then start to think: ""Did I upset them? Oh my god.. What have I done?"". Then it goes on to: ""I'm such a freaking loser, I have nothing in life, everyone thinks I'm a weirdo and loner so that's why they don't say hi back!"" and then I go into a spiral of negative emotions (not helped by my depression).

Another example is if my boyfriend sends a slightly shorter voice message or deletes a past nice comment towards me. I start to panic and wonder if I have done something awful and now I'm in tears even thinking about this.. I'm just a loser with nobody. I don't deserve anyone. This hurts too much.",2.066270833333334,4.099563918750004,3.6887500000000015,87.61458333333336,78.5625,6.266666666666668,25.666666666666664,7.3011,1.2463416666666671,617,24,126,8,15,205,103,160,0.21,0.772,0.018000000000000002,-0.9823,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,3,2,10,8,0,2,8,1,11,1,0,0,0,20,24,14,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,7,8,0,1,5,0,0,2,5,7,0,1,3,5,19,1,16,21,1,21,0,4,0,0,14,9,0,5,9,87,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733669647831546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560527701411727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542630611574721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240180876318054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383878767886421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859783357899017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920145324404196,0.0,0.0,0.15798358558491016,0.14859140987790234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359776582291972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396304105013242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108197992551978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769933134286424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14695632872845454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116780192698168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215394084482691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15864229486488354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120345003732384,0.125743848473153,0.0,0.19398365801336934,0.0,0.0,0.1578298744169972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15629393548499332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3944403572911092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14008684050268805,0.12728208059569598,0.0,0.0,0.2340483098986197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984046805592508,0.3178177790203433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918808990102475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17929751524024462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,icefroglen,2019/04/08,"[TW End of the World Anxiety] How to cope with everything sucking so much So, I have really really bad existential anxiety associated specifically with the world ending.

Seeing ANY mention or image related to Yellowstone Volcano or even volcanoes in general triggers me into a anxiety fit that lasts at least a few minutes. Worse if I actually read into it.

I see any new, hopeless update about climate change and in rolls the anxiety attack. Nuclear weapons developments, alien invasion, asteroids, all of it scares me and keeps me up at night.

At two different points in my life I've had anxiety fits that lasted months, rendering me unable to go about my daily life or sleep well. My anxiety attacks make my body run cold and feel hollow, and I get into shaking fits.

I also have very intense paranoia, which causes me to actively seek out information regarding these triggering events because I believe if I don't look into them they are more likely to get worse.

How do I deal with this? How do I learn to navigate life and find a will to be part of society that everything is telling me will die out in a mere handful of years? How do I find hope?",7.757274143302183,7.84543623831776,8.513598130841125,65.78743769470408,62.785046728971956,12.740809968847351,38.39408099688474,12.161744961471696,5.132901557632398,921,44,154,30,12,311,136,214,0.185,0.7659999999999999,0.049,-0.9825,1,0,0,0,0,1,21.0,0,0,2,0,11,11,4,2,7,0,12,6,3,8,1,36,23,17,1,3,5,0,2,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,8,14,0,1,5,1,0,3,1,8,1,1,1,6,22,3,30,19,6,33,0,1,3,0,6,20,1,6,11,105,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.1085526810753812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895734845160315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129192135721456,0.0,0.5105826596717173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530995920587019,0.0,0.0,0.09287945950054513,0.06780992677615633,0.0,0.0,0.12532764078903888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356084128091732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11427253041731328,0.11767553064064712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468195771288027,0.0,0.0,0.11544794904201933,0.11622050458267535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19704849914732966,0.0,0.0,0.07347194725551169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999478927221513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05624550277269582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20333985649330807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623499808448008,0.0,0.06321937475112742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11048488051092642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887384565360392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18134836745498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23571302130660296,0.05434548790634552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341228206523006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425252930258401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878946968889878,0.0,0.08177306017183912,0.0,0.0,0.10743478839315088,0.0,0.10438975003220992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204604014804394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515629090253248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126855292444733,0.0,0.14252439926850466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136909437477853,0.0,0.17728528546930758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131878529841924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722730852545856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866380228596287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178337126445643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001672594861284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22672296828173966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163391484584053
anxiety,agzig,2019/04/08,"Anyone else feel following this actually makes anxiety worse? I had to delete reddit a few times because I would go into deep spirals after reading about other people’s anxiety. 
I would convince myself that I also get anxious about those things, or that I’m feeling the same thing other people posted.
After just unfollowing the sub, I have felt so much better. Not sure what the point was of this, but if anyone else feels the same I seriously suggest just unfollowing it.",8.091162790697672,8.596483000000003,8.269162790697674,66.41188372093025,62.023255813953504,10.135813953488373,33.47906976744186,9.888512548439397,3.4818865116279074,382,14,58,7,5,125,64,86,0.118,0.823,0.059,-0.4482,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,1,1,17,14,5,0,3,6,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,11,1,0,0,4,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,4,7,3,7,9,4,9,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,3,47,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.17555601280750371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14386560745787982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752453311229053,0.20323528840464875,0.0,0.2515799005206785,0.36865670298242975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966509768030604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15910653515758466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30056598448234506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27288785796836285,0.0,0.17273178280082882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399009130980827,0.0,0.1022410616996576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008434850339512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224687088905002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24943939702881215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700632261644004,0.0,0.17229404284826494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17994823627351922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695531995841021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390345383911833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490087600962948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833330136534565,0.2555909616190705,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aileenlau23,2019/04/08,"Anxiety attack or panic? Hey guys, so i been experiencing health anxiety since i was 14 and so far it’s been 4 years now. some days it’d be terrible where i would constantly think i have a brain tumor from my headaches or i have a heart disease. months would go sometimes and i would have no anxious thoughts. recently though, my anxiety hasn’t been great. i would always have a nagging thought about whether or not somethings wrong with me and i would always feel physical symptoms like pins and needles, headaches, everything. there’s always something wrong with me according to my brain. 
Last week i believe i experienced my first anxiety attack or panic. That day i felt pretty anxious & while i was in the shower, my heart started racing so fast. i felt like i was choking and couldn’t breathe. it felt like i was drowning cus i was in the shower. i don’t know why i felt like that and why my heart was beating so fast, but all i felt was anxiety. my legs were trembling when i got out as well. 
today, i all of a sudden had the same racing heartbeat. i been stressed all day.  it freaked me out so bad but i recognized it was my anxiety. i felt pins and needle on my feet and tried to deep breathe. i’m so scared i have a heart disease or something.i called my boyfriend asap and it automatically slowed down my heartbeat. was i experiencing an anxiety attack or panic? 

Also, should i go to my doctor? i never really discussed my issue with anyone but i feel like i should get help, but i feel embarrassed for some reason.",2.7570495495495533,5.236362587837841,3.7654324324324335,85.63992792792796,78.52702702702703,6.649369369369371,26.42072072072072,7.793537801064563,1.6772742342342344,1210,49,231,20,30,389,145,296,0.22,0.7020000000000001,0.077,-0.9903,3,0,3,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,2,14,23,4,7,9,0,32,13,10,1,4,55,51,31,1,8,12,0,9,5,0,7,3,0,2,1,8,14,0,0,14,0,0,2,6,16,1,1,24,12,47,7,17,17,6,31,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,8,25,156,55,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057308640983963426,0.17888733928313086,0.07764651321212908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.383752423521968,0.16191692210891004,0.0,0.05010823105147605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445800247020236,0.0,0.0,0.059835367082654835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073933066084685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15999856282744435,0.0731756363291731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744192774160702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386495527321962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334981733486227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06440582031144891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087044538130516,0.05119585227748325,0.4128446222263717,0.0,0.0,0.060956262057918424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037440806695239914,0.0,0.08145513583544117,0.0,0.057315213387867915,0.07900838757914139,0.0,0.07095734683257163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617410655749801,0.0,0.3396826118661081,0.04803400199006085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07479724766586761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03938394968535131,0.058414670987858276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17505389435126273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05720048911221681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05527069758814066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522422385984362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290673633800789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04590896520245031,0.0736811983149627,0.07075827781663427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174687147634178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05928013186246293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033890611105736,0.07087624974137695,0.0,0.05072323293760784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820893888702302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448499184662746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045918569102093805,0.07040824588305551,0.11378436928480715,0.0,0.0,0.06792786703883218,0.0,0.0,0.048654274063302916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057483501014901635,0.0,0.06443338003603923,0.0,0.12932889348945625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545356551332416,0.15670384084670014,0.0,0.046148433823986125
anxiety,pxuline,2019/04/08,"Cold turkey with my meds One of the first things my psychiatrist told me when I first started taking meds was to never stop my meds without tapering down. But here I am, not taking my meds at all. Idk what's been up with me. At first it was because I forgot to take it and then it turned into a habit of not taking it. It's been about 3 weeks without my meds and I still don't want to take them despite the withdrawal symptoms (vivid nightmares, insomnia, dizziness, etc). I should probably talk to my psychiatrist but I don't see him til May.. I was just wondering how cutting off my meds like this may affect me in the long term? Should I take it again until I see my psychiatrist?",3.2247179827471806,4.8279555328467145,4.254134041141345,86.74546118115464,73.96350364963504,7.317584605175848,24.863304578633052,8.00094639256281,1.2973270072992702,536,17,111,8,11,174,81,137,0.043,0.92,0.037000000000000005,0.4508,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,3,7,2,1,0,4,0,12,2,0,2,2,24,26,9,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,9,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,1,0,4,7,4,22,1,20,15,3,22,0,0,3,0,4,7,0,3,16,87,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06402209452137185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713032485578975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680019195971363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051309773199364916,0.0,0.0,0.09294357228451326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6999527268985656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100153864979484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116746834821251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323441147453607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16738220852282956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433703739103477,0.0,0.08387287707575164,0.08780536863428319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916089735022316,0.4737931138144564,0.08441489168821834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697737572594214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035562071678496,0.0,0.0,0.11423673677668722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06194630096580595,0.0,0.08424449540841622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20248016457120166,0.11389482880954828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aholo17,2019/04/08,Symptoms when stressed Anyone else get canker sores when they get really stressed? Book a dentist appointment today for tomorrow and felt myself stressing and being anxious all day then all of a sudden I feel two canker sores in my mouth on either side.  Ugh anyone get this?,6.130306122448977,8.543229734693881,5.0813775510204096,80.45022959183675,67.9795918367347,7.348979591836735,28.5765306122449,8.07648339933343,2.139730612244898,223,8,35,3,4,66,39,49,0.233,0.767,0.0,-0.8875,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,3,2,0,1,5,1,0,2,7,6,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,2,4,0,4,4,3,10,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,7,21,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22972964696563655,0.0,0.2843766069561345,0.2083579453461979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311450851306998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16987433148796793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282077777008536,0.0,0.19524961336228144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187287601139297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027236722573834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6988163835808893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21136037738729266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19275372469670848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986451558918471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,idkijustmadethisacc,2019/04/08,"I get anxiety about things that used to make me happy. i feel like nobody understands me, but hobbies and things that used to bring me so much joy, like listening to music, now brings me this overwhelming anxiety and it sucks. it makes me so sad because my hobbies used to be a distraction for me. but now they don’t work anymore and they just make me anxious so i’m left with nothing. it’s so depressing.",3.1831607142857163,5.203211137500002,4.059642857142858,86.31250000000004,75.125,8.071428571428571,27.67857142857143,8.841846274778883,2.220607142857143,321,13,64,7,7,103,51,80,0.229,0.639,0.132,-0.8631,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,1,8,9,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,6,0,15,16,9,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,0,2,12,4,7,15,1,5,0,3,0,0,3,1,1,0,4,43,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30247800445911893,0.22334331420452536,0.19606403624888288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051532271165523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702776432392728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996242792160344,0.1412360261330486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328943689012612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21045399501843245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148002697724932,0.0,0.0,0.193171245696096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958963513084379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14533132837999208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896972820941212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26268452901417777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20581137043313535,0.0,0.5122447314812614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392704420468772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ColinZap07,2019/04/08,"im 13, and i have horrible anxiety. im seeing a movie by myself for the first time. im proud of myself. today i got really uncomfortable when i was home around 4:30 because my parent are constantly fighting and i knew it was only going to get worse, so i told them that i wanted to go to the mall with ""friends"". i came alone. its now 6:50 and ive been at the mall for a while, it was really calming just being by myself, listening to music and spending money senselessly i came in with around $68. i now have $1. i bought a beanie, 2 books about psychology, some incense and fragrance oils, and a stuffed animal for my lovely girlfriend who helps me through my manic and depressive episodes (im bipolar 2 as well). today was a great day. im proud of myself for overcoming my anxiety of being seen alone. my parents may not be the best in the past, but they're becoming more and more accepting of my horrible mental health (my horrible mental health is caused by them). i have a psychiatrist, and im lucky enough that i get therapy through my school. im on latuda to keep me somewhat stable, still working up on the doses, im currently on 60mg for a week and a half, then i go up to 80mg. at the end of that i report back to my psych about how latuda is working out for me, its working decent now, maybe the 80mg will give me the somewhat mental stability i need to make it through those days where i have horrible mood swings and im all over the place. its also somewhat helping with my anxiety too, not a whole lot, but it keeps my thoughts a bit more at ease. anyways the movie is starting now, if you're wondering, im seeing shazam. kinda one of the only ones i can get into considering im 13. i hope this post encourages you to stay strong and try your hardest to not let anxiety get the best of you. you're an amazing and beautiful person. i dont know who's reading this far down, but if you are; i appreciate you. have a good day!",2.3517100206916908,4.053484304020103,4.2737865799586165,85.27111735146322,76.56281407035175,7.596925805498079,25.273721548921074,8.405096225971981,1.66383156961277,1515,54,315,29,34,516,200,398,0.099,0.755,0.146,0.975,3,2,0,0,2,0,51.0,0,5,2,9,19,19,1,0,25,0,24,5,0,3,1,53,53,25,0,5,9,2,0,0,2,2,4,1,1,1,15,22,0,2,5,4,3,5,4,2,1,4,13,5,47,16,51,34,14,48,0,1,3,1,22,19,0,12,22,216,62,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290383376142502,0.0,0.04981754842802593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906230106708152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091209221024716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04790125921427156,0.0,0.03797465155911109,0.06880029152133887,0.0,0.0,0.1307501993149774,0.0,0.06801035991365452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249851093404342,0.0,0.0639944582111134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06731911487321364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052599205228308,0.0,0.05365487163644008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300965626305878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05517516719983245,0.06436772271061532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052988371123850984,0.0,0.0,0.048129213112825565,0.0,0.13018694344864395,0.059759351590371865,0.1062116053841436,0.05225036253768673,0.04982326172089379,0.06868081508939504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13243403358497574,0.0,0.0,0.0835104856526387,0.0,0.062487289638571475,0.06187331323631131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.740186043295409,0.0,0.0,0.1107418932746934,0.0,0.0,0.0342358811350273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370118985173652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05296125711578385,0.05622396245642237,0.0,0.04158261277816031,0.0,0.06258402643560544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883371049810612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046191193712561945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442584807859632,0.09475680270493084,0.0,0.0,0.13834317121658368,0.0,0.05946793601703897,0.0,0.05439387443653612,0.0650853551297897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05966170077144236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062312182414539175,0.0,0.07981595996644253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630461940966628,0.09928261631189016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044092951253239775,0.06639852716977489,0.04974912654800123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07124013255995362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04945552913027952,0.03632490463213782,0.0,0.11809736708872462,0.05952585208604885,0.0,0.042294436105321305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03674339635619127,0.0,0.04996955164970115,0.0,0.05601097801682312,0.0,0.0,0.06955050501510175,0.0,0.0,0.06755662198748265,0.13605521432364412,0.0,0.06348425761738069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,heavyheavylowlowz,2019/04/08,"Trouble swallowing for 2 weeks now aka Dysphagia, anxiety or something more ? Hello, so I’m new to this community.  I believe I had my first panic attack 2 weeks ago.. lots of stress at home and with work (potential lay-off).  Had been feeling anxious but didn’t realize what was going on.

Anyway, cracked my neck 2 weeks ago and immediately after felt severe panic attack symptoms, most prominently, basically couldn’t swallow, even my own spit.

Is this common?  Over that week it was on and off, but the last 5 days, it’s been 24/7.

This isn’t just Globus Histerica/Sensation, this is literally having issues swallowing naturally, to the point I spit out food and have started eating less.

I worry maybe it was a stroke, or TIA from cracking my neck, as the feelings resulted immediately after and have not gone away. 

Has anyone else suffered prolong Dysphagia (trouble swallowing) as a result of anxiety?

Thank you",6.282418699186993,8.099222323170729,7.080243902439027,68.64260162601627,66.62195121951221,10.100813008130082,33.78861788617886,10.317481424215053,3.968664227642277,727,33,115,19,12,241,113,164,0.189,0.754,0.057,-0.964,0,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,0,2,5,9,2,3,5,0,16,12,4,2,0,22,24,12,0,1,6,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,9,7,6,0,4,0,0,2,4,8,0,1,10,4,9,1,18,13,5,25,0,1,0,0,2,8,0,4,15,78,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24592652601759715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122345457108664,0.15670946689997478,0.0,0.0969933725654172,0.14213081755382168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156186912500412,0.1303281408346412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15628530113994607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946027057821553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419409814991767,0.11587932284356432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09162053422432366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027783948147596,0.0,0.13318900379891388,0.0,0.0,0.11799166148781312,0.1677357995693918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883543453507008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13914334352894553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447833451208925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307196098363775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793128546957395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393587518377303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397266677342942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255064076529237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113134889473965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15670946689997478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679026583373193,0.0,0.0,0.09818381784393312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15889857836286775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14417891857507878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771095045788547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4450780650847704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098681686594543,0.14087271532715687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway_234582245,2019/04/08,"OCD in realtionships Hi! I have had OCD for a while now, probably since I was in third grade. I am now in my mid twenties and have gone through several OCD episodes.

I just need some advice about my latest one. I have been dating my new boyfriend fro about 4 months now and he is the best thing in my life. I am so happy. Naturally my OCD focuses around this. 

My latest obsession is because he has been feeling sick with a sore throat. Before we started dating I go tested for chlamydia, gonorrhea, and hpv and all of these were negative. But now I am worrying that I could have given him syphillis because I wasnt test for that. There was a situation with a guy who tried to take advantage of me about 2 months before I met my boyfriend. in this situation I made it very clear I did not want sex, but he said he thought I changed my mind (i neer once said this) and put his unprotected penis in me. I tried to forget about the incident but now I am so concerned what if I have HIV or syphillis from this event and thats what made my boyfriend sick now and he thinks I cheated on him?

I have been crying all day worrying about this thinking about how I should have been tested for HIV and syphillis",3.3725394736842063,4.935284841666668,3.987982456140352,88.96894736842106,73.5,7.552631578947369,26.798245614035093,8.20500826718156,1.5315416666666666,942,34,202,15,19,298,128,240,0.138,0.8190000000000001,0.043,-0.9707,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,2,18,5,1,1,6,0,26,10,1,3,3,36,42,17,0,5,7,0,1,0,0,1,7,2,0,1,14,12,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,2,0,2,18,3,36,3,26,22,4,29,0,0,0,5,15,9,0,3,17,141,50,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416189187306823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901387205801734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17668972751529452,0.0,0.2466408030500863,0.0,0.15208972394106793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533113102507039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157107267251104,0.0,0.15919317923266205,0.0934645604365836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327837553691931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236415101388757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14349841959307985,0.0,0.15427523321362585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023647310615565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742628575617855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463328187625194,0.0,0.2313553184822991,0.0,0.0,0.10745996468163248,0.0,0.1399693554419522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434027095153285,0.09820485165634013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562535360516178,0.0,0.0,0.1456895363072904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757135030966741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163723866979049,0.0,0.11988336113531248,0.3258032820428237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257857837290538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896547616926436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628165284228586,0.1857240269051723,0.0,0.11505416912847567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967889653768079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957820654109808,0.0854804510853275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943565077650657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sarahjessica23433,2019/04/08,"Boyfriends anxiety Me and my boyfriend have been together nearly 5 months. I haven’t got a good home life, I have a very verbally abusive relationship with my parents and it’s toxic. My boyfriend suffers with very bad anxiety and depression, he is often disconnected from everything and overthinks himself into panic attacks. Medication isn’t working for him and he wants to start therapy but his family will make his home life harder and be pissy with him over it. I love him with all my heart and owe him everything, I want him in my life forever. Our relationship is incredibly intimate and serious for our age. We are each other’s worlds and it’s not fake love. It’s so strong. His anxiety is causing me anxiety though, and I feel so hopeless. It obviously doesn’t make home life better either. I don’t know how to help his anxiety and make it better. What are the best tips to beat anxiety or control it (not how to support him bc I know everything like that thank you ❤️)

I’m not leaving him, that’s not a discussion. I just need to know some solutions to help his anxiety and also know If there’s any hope for us. He’s only 18, we’re so young but madly in love",3.1114513457556967,5.298362960869564,4.790993788819879,80.22094202898552,75.91304347826087,8.902691511387165,28.34368530020704,9.48565724429506,2.8685859213250517,931,40,178,26,21,314,125,230,0.13699999999999998,0.624,0.239,0.9898,2,0,0,0,0,1,21.0,4,1,0,7,10,21,2,1,4,0,14,9,1,7,2,49,35,23,0,5,10,1,1,1,0,1,5,0,3,0,11,19,0,1,5,0,1,0,8,9,0,0,2,1,33,12,19,31,5,10,0,3,0,3,30,6,0,5,5,116,44,1,0.0,0.11298191219872357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625659403933688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484572005113802,0.0,0.5106324678038551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848183527886154,0.0,0.0,0.07961873145959826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000708102299496,0.16867022876290466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795743818310487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695047278362088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213045189335251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571009402212998,0.0,0.08989366346742708,0.0,0.04821513395050577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998054521291988,0.07626533947681023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129979641401017,0.12783096325267093,0.0,0.28695116654353364,0.0947105644137994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096218518713022,0.0,0.0,0.10096881203416587,0.0,0.0,0.26941258911798954,0.04658639090843087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25818901264380506,0.0,0.1909537013629054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606168638262176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611268391973232,0.0,0.0,0.07070566935304295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252294888391582,0.0,0.11188035904135896,0.10588215777838844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204754484813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749385286536898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820947646532802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779149445178729,0.10904851883230654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368732064032717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147021818723286,0.0,0.0,0.15735827121428228,0.1124875208826713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.069420699954104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LeGrosChien,2019/04/08,"Does anybody feel like anxiety has robbed them of some of their best years of their life? I am a long time sufferer of anxiety and depression and one of my biggest problems is worrying about what others think and feeling inferior to them. This has made my head space a pretty shitty place to be.

Today I listened to Ghost Town by Kanye West and some of the lyrics made me cry. In particular when he says ""Someday I'm not going to please everybody"" and the chorus ""I've been trying, to make you love me, but everything I try just takes you further from me"". As I listened to this I thought about my whole school life from Middle School through High School through University. I thought about always feeling socially anxious, never good enough, and so worried that I wasn't fitting it with kids at school. These feelings made it hard for me to be myself, which only made things worse.

I hope that someday I will stop being anxious about pleasing people and I will be able to sink into myself and embrace who I am. I know the old saying ""no one will love you until you love yourself"" seems like bullshit, but I hope that I can love myself someday so I can actually enjoy the next stage of my life.

The anxiety of trying to fit in with my peers ruined my life for years. Anyone else feel the same?",6.832495697074009,6.716246216867473,6.60586632243259,79.3800903614458,64.7429718875502,9.202639127940332,32.6451520367183,8.634040054169528,2.5017031554790585,1024,37,193,13,14,322,142,249,0.17600000000000002,0.636,0.187,0.9241,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,4,4,1,8,16,0,0,8,0,16,9,1,5,1,38,42,15,1,3,4,0,6,2,0,3,4,4,0,1,13,11,0,1,10,1,0,1,4,5,0,2,8,10,36,11,36,27,6,27,0,4,0,4,20,14,0,5,13,134,49,4,0.08905846470944558,0.0,0.08690821471843754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410377696311826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20438844521696534,0.20122143127506525,0.0,0.06227174923728885,0.09125092153727364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346136424192653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782654161999296,0.0,0.0,0.07670592515559878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793566262163877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743969195321509,0.0,0.0,0.09202120087309157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004000555789505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22515317832276566,0.06362338498315058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05061397784750253,0.07469801484804409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797788915144688,0.0,0.09139967815958187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409515761453943,0.0,0.17691030057408996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04894420312424808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516185095839369,0.08701893468044572,0.0,0.0,0.07881393876141175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32151496589953804,0.3370770906066733,0.05944721674386691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868737826412125,0.0,0.09471468756474916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345187746628657,0.0,0.12069664107660576,0.06773297553965142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06174192592306076,0.0,0.0930471404934006,0.19551890099190009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060447570551038,0.0,0.08521692311856233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416457313639705,0.0,0.3605276835618823,0.0,0.08107548146946633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078388937435987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744568642711689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696088199881751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05916648668252171,0.05706506816261825,0.0,0.1414049461045156,0.051930706961279306,0.0,0.0844170112116032,0.0,0.0,0.1813945547596662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943059538696636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18088638782638786,0.09075818401642244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470146275284372
anxiety,gamemurray,2019/04/08,"TW?: Does anyone else feel really spacey / numb on anti-anxiety medication? So I've been taking Sertraline (Zoloft) 100mg for about 7 months now for anxiety, and while it certainly helps with the emotion swings (e.g. feeling really low and stressed and anxious vs feeling really happy) it also means I don't really feel... anything? I feel like I'm just sort of floating along in life not really reacting to anything, and although I appreciate not being constantly stressed, I have toyed with the idea of weaning myself off them (with doctors' support) just so I can feel something - has anyone else found this? I also feel a bit like everything is in slow motion and I don't really feel like I'm living in the moment - not sure if this is just how my anxiety works lol or if it's the meds. 

I'm going to continue taking my meds for the time being as I'm away from home for 5 months in an area with less-than-adequate medical care but I'm just trying to gauge if this is a common side effect of this medication or if it's a cause for concern

TIA!",4.869282229965158,5.870098468292683,6.18022648083624,76.83396341463416,69.19512195121952,9.7595818815331,28.789198606271768,9.957137785484203,2.8393832752613233,826,29,154,20,14,279,118,205,0.065,0.813,0.121,0.9005,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,2,11,12,0,2,9,1,11,7,0,4,2,43,31,20,0,4,15,0,8,3,0,0,7,0,1,0,8,10,0,0,12,1,0,2,5,4,0,0,2,8,11,8,26,27,1,22,0,1,0,0,2,10,0,7,13,92,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588422507170401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279241126534682,0.11219620590964598,0.0,0.1388848882648111,0.2035172320834111,0.16345341647783707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330848489350006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842483202850096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012569301321332,0.10202252114389744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732282157751244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016517742796726,0.08691008304427683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16592769567297885,0.11171453870008807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892567445493128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40172790257961055,0.1418994459388441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889233956816416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05644226109019175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572127419033896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06656787576923252,0.0,0.09961973281100282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211307223021433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014819925758048,0.1455589633506669,0.0,0.08769581147638604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818172777433403,0.2206302511391701,0.3001442956818709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15854248638076315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817373734035014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645653381154566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22752700228544004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270000324036733,0.0936019814398634,0.0,0.14934307657042878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05791061373871832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742747922936572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723015521869097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,acanestrari,2019/04/08,"I'm not great at employment reviews. Please excuse the wall of text.

I have my dream job. Well, not 100% my dream job...but I have finally found a place that I want to work for a long time. In my 8 years as a college graduate professional, my anxiety and eagerness to please everybody around me has proven to be toxic in all of my working environments. 

I'm self aware enough of myself to admit that. 

I have finally found an office that is supportive, or at least tolerant of me. I'm in a service position to outside customers as well as my coworkers. I can give them 100% of myself and be there for them selflessly. I am so satisfied by that. 

I work hard these days to keep put on a mask of positivity and friendliness...and my coworkers see me as that: friendly and kind. I am proud of my progress in that area at least. I am just now starting to feel comfortable. But doubt is starting to creep in. I feel like my anxious personality will eventually poison the pool. 

My husband and I have endured some hardships over the last couple of years (house builder/contractor fraud) and my coworkers have been there for me to offer advice and support through the nightmare. We have spent the last two and a half years paying out of pocket to recoup the loss we suffered from the jerk that stole from us and left us to rot with an unfinished house. We persevered and have finished the house ourselves. We are finally closing on our house a week from Friday. We will be home.

I previously worked in a pretty dysfunctional arts environment and review time was an opportunity for my boss' boss to flex his authority over us. I left every review battered. He was eventually fired after driving over half of the organization away, but the damage was done. Those revirews left a bad taste in my mouth when it comes to any kind of employment evaluation. 

Out of the blue, my boss scheduled a quarterly review this week - a week before we close. I am terrified.

I am so distracted by our upcoming closing. Between today and April 19, I have to finish construction on the house, make it through 3 final enspections, an appraisal inspection, and make sure our budget works for cash to close. I dont want to set any goals for next quarter as an office manager. My only goal is to get in this stupid house. Unfortunately, she doesn't want to reschedule. 

She hired me in the midst of all of this, with the understanding that I would have to put out fires with the house build during the day until it is completed. She has been supportive of me building our house and doing everything that I can to get through this season. She is very generous. But she also doesn't allow for any excuses. I do everything that is expected of me as an office manager, but I haven't exactly been able to thrive. I hit all of our annual goals from last year (getting licensed in our field, improving on processes, etc) but I've been slipping over the last month as the pressures of this catastrophic house build have finally started to get to me.

I just want it to be over. I don't feel strong enough to handle any criticism, as constructive as it may be. It will hurt. I feel fragile and unable to grow at the moment. It will all be better after we close on the 19th. The timing of this review was not great. 

Okay vent over. Thanks for listening. Mods, this took a while to write on mobile. If you remove it, will you please let me know?",4.409839324618737,6.197543609567906,5.2443064633260725,80.09408496732026,71.23765432098766,8.909513435003632,28.292302106027595,9.427869160810424,2.56389883805374,2681,101,507,62,51,872,289,648,0.104,0.787,0.109,-0.8905,4,0,0,0,0,0,79.0,16,2,2,14,12,31,3,3,39,1,56,3,1,6,6,79,93,37,0,7,12,1,8,1,1,7,1,1,1,2,27,35,1,1,9,4,4,7,8,11,2,5,13,12,77,20,110,65,10,91,0,4,2,0,38,42,0,5,42,361,104,27,0.055610250598634337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05434169327613153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04447149731229773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126750945527925,0.0,0.04254168949600588,0.06282375434794266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04950491309056953,0.0,0.0,0.05224766101492552,0.0,0.046432236408140384,0.0,0.0,0.047320227370945066,0.0,0.0,0.04918274753541159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04790330682262112,0.058306289723374864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0615316845635179,0.0,0.07172802222974314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056908593829019874,0.06517479953806428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492050885079196,0.062020129323347065,0.0,0.0,0.046854034579790864,0.0,0.09995781493678838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247285441497212,0.039727974139117835,0.0,0.30459155661614595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219475388840212,0.042964341665313883,0.0,0.1162162428373444,0.053346419635149966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262099521285015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049815861569982064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05578161553311542,0.0,0.0,0.5775008653409153,0.05953192342439793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103691858334211,0.04942894586873835,0.0,0.1158190369251127,0.03056193939531525,0.18131910575665053,0.0,0.0,0.1812620999664404,0.05686524894685437,0.0,0.027168359460235214,0.0,0.0,0.04921332182725895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424054819052249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044387571475092036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05914213239618565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04229410147412629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04855672583536906,0.058100875837078625,0.18313006713739072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05657561710478174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180732301181384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04431416984369526,0.0,0.0580136195193785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808366479430725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18931756010413706,0.052412003068930006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05119844727842515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728035298955803,0.0,0.05271201523157499,0.0,0.06178503458156288,0.0,0.0,0.05432313434941597,0.057892232074000176,0.20067685308179167,0.0,0.0,0.04588428072045732,0.1312014664599424,0.0,0.13382156601485326,0.0,0.10000058762157038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024246237534693,0.0,0.0,0.03950392648923374,0.0,0.0,0.1432447125273438
anxiety,shoshana20,2019/04/08,"New survival strategy For the past 2 weeks, I have been driving myself crazy. A campus organization I'm active in hosted a charity event that happened Friday, and it's over- for everyone except me. I'm the one who has to make sure that contracts go through and everyone who participated gets paid. My anxiety that I've messed something up which will prevent people from getting their money (and therefore make them hate me) has been so debilitating that I didn't go to class today because I made myself physically ill.

The worst part? I don't even KNOW that I messed something up. So, new rule: I cannot think about things that haven't happened yet. If something bad happens, I can torture myself over it as much as I want. Until the bad thing actually happens, I have to force myself to think of something else when it comes into my head.",6.426415094339621,7.189051798742138,6.715402515723272,75.23612264150947,65.60377358490567,8.875723270440252,32.8811320754717,8.841846274778883,2.755555471698114,672,27,119,10,10,217,102,159,0.185,0.753,0.062,-0.969,0,0,4,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,1,6,8,2,0,6,0,12,2,1,4,1,17,32,10,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,14,5,0,1,3,0,2,4,4,7,0,1,5,0,19,1,20,26,3,19,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,9,84,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.13392653150202113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498829382117413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22917948659513146,0.08366028553666245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822018615813056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114646485601575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064578563284986,0.0,0.0,0.2622775761131198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434045661367726,0.0,0.15599341260425362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4854438362167417,0.0,0.0,0.13549617676359316,0.14084792693039805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542356476654566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985989224378544,0.18321765259471906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008872577869862,0.0,0.0,0.26509466978815044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299743732916016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14861764438976136,0.13101119571083464,0.09514499882340824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4226165073754664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934716141148395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823524362621521,0.17587581734835747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008755901804012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094776132338738,0.0,0.11008572264700607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,maddasahatter0123,2019/04/08,"Anxiety or dying So I just had an anxiety attack. I’m not new to the experience at all. I’ve been getting them for about 10 years now. Can’t help but laugh though because even after all this time, I still think I’m dying when I get an onset haha. Anyone else struggle with distinguishing their anxiety from dying? How do you figure out which one it is?",2.149738430583497,4.387470211267605,4.154446680080483,83.34281690140848,79.28169014084506,6.874044265593561,21.410462776659962,7.957251820313856,1.1579279678068408,279,8,54,5,7,95,59,71,0.127,0.7290000000000001,0.145,0.6553,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,2,0,9,4,1,1,3,1,5,0,0,1,2,12,10,6,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,6,2,8,8,2,9,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,7,39,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4412556345055629,0.0,0.0,0.13443891210338535,0.1970022485341789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187336741102177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720536018448753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5986344076744284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606160265007664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699182038588885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880759151300899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009051692609263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887381645705498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18569453867027452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028640852082554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15354622245436145,0.0,0.0,0.20100124032624173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319817215434845,0.1889032556328251,0.0,0.11211356408233837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381489245146697
anxiety,notyouurs,2019/04/08,"Anxiety and medications. Any help? Hey beautiful people! I’m an 18 years old guy, i’ve been suffering with anxiety since forever when i was a little kid i used to bite my nails and shaking and all of this stuffs that everyone noticed on me, but in these last years i’ve been struggling too much with it, specially i have depression and ocd which that makes my mental health much worse but now i’m getting better cause it’s been 8months now using medications after my last extasy trip, and now i’m focusing on my studies and priorities and try to enjoy the small things in my life and overcome my fears, but i don’t know if i do stop medications would be much worse! Any help?",6.005808270676693,6.292589233082707,6.6862312030075195,76.73656484962409,66.44360902255639,10.860526315789475,31.66259398496241,10.686352973137794,3.2857526315789487,540,20,106,14,8,178,86,133,0.202,0.693,0.106,-0.9273,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,5,8,0,3,3,0,9,5,0,4,1,22,17,13,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,9,10,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,4,0,12,3,10,11,4,19,0,2,0,0,5,6,0,1,11,64,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924980400411396,0.0,0.2165485999606788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251766825341157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453959863721788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190435239747173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524327294316366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15926683066351466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739464774943882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014243585417582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15044565951954478,0.0,0.0,0.1897365767802761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777842307927144,0.23074070965970545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997073694054784,0.0,0.14185579285738395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447607136336432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4277464959241391,0.14263453385742558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31213471948866683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16113914930992398,0.14851773940209134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812292179718304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707966049752044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833004819525067,0.0,0.14796367608465805,0.1620243301415302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402992308658688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609334038428284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444825250194196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28847361204103794,0.1005427860945238,0.0,0.0,0.18228849345815554
anxiety,RestlessHeadSyndroM,2019/04/08,"Worrying is Absolutely Exhausting Modern life is so stressful. It's the constant solving of one problem after another, the rumination of what disaster is to surface the next day, the growing list of ""to-do"" items swirling around in your head.

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I just want to stop worrying, even for a brief time. I'm so exhausted.

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My mental health and physical health are in shambles. I'm beginning to question my relationship. And I'm terrified I'm going to be attending a graduate program I might not be interested in, let alone be able to handle the workload.

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Years of relentless anxiety has really taken its toll. I'm drained. Sleep and alcohol are often the only temporary outlets for relief.",5.903463203463204,8.588829317460316,6.951875901875905,65.62292207792208,69.31746031746032,10.931024531024532,39.232323232323225,10.832165505486646,5.560358730158732,578,35,83,20,11,193,86,126,0.255,0.677,0.068,-0.9795,0,1,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,1,8,0,11,8,2,0,0,12,20,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,3,4,1,1,1,0,0,4,1,4,0,1,1,0,5,2,16,14,1,18,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,3,9,54,8,2,0.12075516780242072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905055038923235,0.0,0.12506593599015314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3925145215888399,0.4401922385751233,0.0,0.1266223222778778,0.09237737284742292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749770092643283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304934373351277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787709340677837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975764946438765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862794466604974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392964003203807,0.2567141932155093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348034049090333,0.08529294617342745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169280722626075,0.1281021502574364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842449089538474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182682687122649,0.09183974655000296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554638724528313,0.0,0.0,0.13527342405713258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735885260702048,0.0,0.0,0.12964585885980734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084237574044568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095672734130877,0.13832463672854875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041330943292723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07122452662838337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452654689973849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4401922385751233,0.07776236895106578
anxiety,ImpossibleSouffle,2019/04/08,"Looking for help with anxiety research... I'm doing a project about people with anxiety and their lives and perspective. I wanted to get more general ideas and better understanding instead of being confined to the people around me. It would be amazing if you guys could help in my research by filling out this form, you would need to sign into google (trying not to get spam/troll answers), if this isn't within rule 9 I'll gladly take it down.

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anxiety,Prime_Idealist,2019/04/08,"Has anyone else experienced dampening of feelings of attraction while on SSRI's (to treat anxiety)? I recently went on Lexapro to help with my 

The problem is, I felt feelings of slight attraction to a friend of mine. The feelings were so flighty though and subtle -- I've never felt so unusure of my feelings before. I'm begining to worry that my feelings are being dampened and after a thorough Google search, it seems like it's very possible that potential for ""romantic sparks"" is significantly decreased with use of SSRI's. After reading this, I literally went home and cried for the first time since starting my medication (which is when I went through my last )",8.324369747899159,8.992213033613446,8.095462184873949,67.30100840336137,61.52100840336134,11.169747899159665,40.52941176470589,10.914260884657429,4.824794957983193,537,28,84,13,7,172,77,119,0.065,0.78,0.156,0.8909999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,5,0,7,1,0,1,1,16,22,8,0,1,0,0,7,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,6,5,0,0,8,1,0,3,1,1,0,1,6,8,10,5,19,15,0,16,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,12,57,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443695494157404,0.0,0.0,0.11373793923253997,0.16666774092327655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841446051963158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786779620354972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588428808370415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4112371794231435,0.0,0.3123644929514416,0.0,0.0,0.1383612928315912,0.0,0.0,0.12567323750513038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902975987774988,0.0,0.16316452075355845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259227395755627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946905640188986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386612966448302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254559403057366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18337839428668432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556467795100765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16270728718726085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16061035350140268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808253016122522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13455673636818902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151338984529103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15981583511678976,0.0,0.0948502597888798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048883694176711,0.0,0.13421423173788502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4523714378158226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16519244471674233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BasedJabroni,2019/04/08,"Fluctuating heart Anytime I’m trying to sleep, my mind wanders on to things it shouldn’t and makes my heart race and then it feels like I’m having trouble breathing. Also I’ll feel like my heart slows down like crazy and then i start worrying and it starts racing with me trembling some. I just wanted to know if anyone else has dealt with or is dealing with it now cus every time it happens, i get freaked out even tho I know I should be ok",1.0822424242424231,3.5797234666666715,1.892020202020202,96.07045454545455,86.55555555555556,4.161616161616162,19.292929292929294,5.565023196281405,-0.3245555555555555,352,10,74,2,11,109,62,90,0.13,0.767,0.103,-0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,0,1,6,5,5,1,0,21,18,10,0,4,3,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,9,4,9,15,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,10,44,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407306653766133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304889063226232,0.18031169514039472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18142703774952074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700821041666012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623273629169488,0.0,0.1482702373542397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177960947969352,0.2514394420048849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919419750318753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15561800530901113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6256093212648349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193427355777971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579239424195832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746761831974102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17768903141749515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17610649369215292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491182550764029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691289610559502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261500535315177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947846336577313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379721163666122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17871562646891234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vvovx,2019/04/08,"Ever have an absolutely amazing day? Yall ever have such a good day, where good things happened, and you did an amazing job at school/work, and had lots of fun? 
Then once you leave, your whole world crashes down, you feel so empty, sad, and feel horrible?
I hate anxiety.",4.339117647058823,6.089776196078433,4.42171568627451,86.0702205882353,71.35294117647058,7.452941176470588,26.47549019607843,8.07648339933343,1.5464078431372543,210,7,41,3,4,65,40,51,0.224,0.524,0.252,0.61,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,5,0,0,5,7,1,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,2,8,8,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,6,5,3,6,2,9,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,1,5,28,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787290836451632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013487202008165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4226699791882368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23626436141459725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39192159996319204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20660144300466884,0.0,0.0,0.2306648353732551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318453225573249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24738427484750844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19862695316141388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24881218565324134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23644970160859655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521579905427688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608435987798745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17008806156639014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Wolfie4000,2019/04/08,"List your diagnoses and meds (out of curiosity) The diagnoses:

>Major Depressive Disorder *with* Psychotic Features  
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>Panic Disorder *with* Agoraphobia  
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>Generalized Anxiety Disorder  
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>Personality Disorder NOS

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The meds:

>Zoloft/Sertraline- 50 mg once per day ^((A.M.))  
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>Abilify/Aripiprazole- 5 mg once per day ^((A.M.))  
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>Klonopin/Clonazepam- 1 mg twice per day ^((1 mg A.M., 1 mg P.M.))  
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anxiety,isleeptoolate,2019/04/08,"No longer have my distraction from my anxiety because he was a temporary fling. He’s left a void and now I’m stuck with my own thoughts. A little background: I’m in a demanding grad school program and I recently failed a very large qualifying exam and luckily was able to retake it. Since then, my confidence went down to an all time low, and my already existing anxiety shot up. 

There was a guy who was pursuing me and would text me a lot the past couple of months but stopped cold yesterday. Now I’m back again with no one to text (I’m not a big texter besides who I’m dating) or, honestly, give me a cheap boost my ego during this demanding period of studying. It’s shallow but I didn’t realize how much it helped me until it was gone. I’m trapped because I don’t have much room to do my own hobbies or busy myself and am alone a lot in order to study effectively. 

When I’m idle my mind races with thoughts about my workload, overthinking my social interactions, overthinking over this guy, and always seems to default to that no matter how much I try. 

TLDR: Idle mind is anxiety’s workshop. How do I stop defaulting to unnecessary thoughts during this period of high stress and not much time to myself?",5.05473101265823,6.0188604725738415,5.969997362869201,78.64335047468356,68.74683544303798,9.975632911392406,31.268196202531644,10.125756701596842,3.1429158227848104,960,39,185,24,16,317,134,237,0.152,0.778,0.07,-0.93,0,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,10,5,0,2,12,0,14,0,0,4,1,35,29,18,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,10,11,0,2,6,0,1,2,7,4,0,1,12,1,21,1,23,16,9,32,0,2,0,0,10,11,0,5,18,117,31,6,0.1324941309294186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13722396150367866,0.14621056815589126,0.0,0.11024573081680904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040729425258637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187980831010067,0.0,0.1615343848970229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466022357947553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710044338352328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623800406354305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880802310557408,0.1399873237594989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395526092740826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279392664838768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252835441624649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267562604815325,0.0,0.10575555124011964,0.0,0.3895937248128676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978145209283385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648063999553874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308219700817464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13409113402462952,0.0,0.12061768066659492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960051426138556,0.0,0.0,0.1350610811031931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22154205230290488,0.15177157932870847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31555662065975393,0.15451678646904093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995481775790437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932153392467832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282338677346705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412002916993144,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,acoodledoodledo,2019/04/08,"I have job burnout, ideas needed Hello I'm reaching out because my anxiety has gotten so bad that I'm experiencing physical symptoms, specifically endless fidgeting. I bounce my knee, shake my foot, trace patterns with my fingers, and it's starting to be exhausting and wear on my joints. I can't relax. 

I think this is because my job has lost all meaning for me and also, I don't have a plan or hopes for the future, nothing to keep me going. I've always just fought for survival. I don't know why I'm here and have nothing to look forward to. Possibly part of this is because I have major depression and we get something called anhedonia, where nothing is enjoyable. 

I know the the answer lies somewhere outside my job but I don't know where to begin. Take up a hobby? But I hate wasting time. Socializing has become incredibly difficult, so I have no one to talk to. I don't really understand what keeps other people going. 

I don't need or want to change jobs. My job is actually fantastic. It's low stress and slow paced. It is monotonous and easy though and I can't think of a way to make it challenging or any more interesting. 

I am a pet sitter. All day I travel to different houses and visit with cats. Now doesn't that sound nice. Problem is many of these cats want nothing to do with me. I take care of all their basic needs and wind up having twenty minutes left over just sitting there. That leaves plenty of time for my anxiety to run amuck. There is only so much time I can spend staring out windows. Plus I assume I'm on camera in peoples' homes, it messes a bit with my introversion and social anxiety and I feel on edge and like I have to keep a ""mask"" on all day. 

Then in between jobs I drive, fidget, get annoyed at other drivers. I don't want to go to work. I got back into bed on my break today after an exhausting client meeting (full mask time). There's a message from a potential client and I need the work but I don't want to make a phone call. 

I really don't know where to start with fixing this. I've been doing this job eight years. I took a break in February and worked in an office but hated it because there was even less to do at work (luckily my cubicle had a window to start out of). 

I'm going to try and make a therapy appointment but there will be a wait of several months. In the meantime I'd really like to start fixing this before I develop more physical symptoms (like chest pains and shortness of breath which I've had before). 

Any tips for making life worth living, the boredom more bearable, some kind of life improvements to take the job out of focus? It's getting harder and harder to get out of the house. 

Thanks for listening.",3.1680790960451968,5.034032738229757,4.634222222222224,82.85461016949155,74.7250470809793,7.582523540489642,25.735969868173257,8.378751543991594,1.7838168738229758,2108,74,407,38,45,703,257,531,0.141,0.79,0.069,-0.9841,9,0,1,0,0,0,58.0,1,0,1,9,19,28,4,2,23,0,40,13,6,4,4,76,98,33,0,10,10,0,2,3,0,1,7,2,5,0,20,31,0,4,12,2,2,11,12,16,0,2,9,7,46,12,70,86,14,63,0,3,2,0,14,29,0,6,24,260,66,14,0.0,0.0,0.0629008872412622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0515463652192094,0.053633518235415734,0.0,0.0,0.08766615427209651,0.0,0.14792864618909027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049563575082104926,0.05381903377417481,0.15716993871476434,0.0711878658394981,0.1096965863411239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037052126047445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13163592821637835,0.0,0.06571836747471851,0.0,0.06818712546346978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313906780205238,0.0,0.05551685493230391,0.0,0.0,0.06734401012906338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04257334433320606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03259147533423569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470481678703272,0.0,0.14652995110907907,0.0,0.051552276780297085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727619599556764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06465578405412431,0.06402050084839607,0.0,0.14874981014482785,0.0,0.0727642845771673,0.0,0.0,0.5117102598965652,0.17187744848739,0.0,0.0671222101513103,0.14169587129620925,0.0,0.0,0.06825082245580029,0.07003288975301522,0.0,0.09105599252285626,0.09447153325935703,0.0,0.05691685060052847,0.0,0.05412777798692782,0.0,0.07036260116644669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17210261144253186,0.0653494403156742,0.0,0.07021274030968758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05144908781418854,0.0,0.047383426980214166,0.19117666092773772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24739352250190644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04367783779332456,0.0490225725006284,0.06858695968737598,0.0,0.0,0.0698008198000805,0.0,0.08937295359539585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266575972787483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616767941844608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387871601197152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281824048603483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141190869839314,0.0,0.04962226860239245,0.0,0.0,0.18249243012638208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383545564290482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399133279571138,0.14539128096792667,0.05180822125720127,0.0,0.059343490135654826,0.07371237660371105,0.0,0.0,0.08260308716594297,0.06332882955202958,0.0,0.15034194654731414,0.0,0.06109784812250809,0.0,0.0716142731884593,0.04376217856997019,0.0,0.0,0.06710217371108028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207400506323585,0.05116309104653809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0581625585840467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877023121049174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04150829584061077
anxiety,sooverwhelmed49,2019/04/08,"It feels like I have a lot of ""noise"" in my head I googled what I'm feeling right now, but I didn't find an exact answer which makes me think I'm crazy. It's probably easier to just explain it. 

Lately I've just had days where I feel like I have a lot of noise in my head. Not actual noise, but just thoughts about a bunch of different insignificant things that are going on in my life all at once. 

I've also been feeling very angry at everyone. I'm miserable around others (like I can't bring myself to be happy in front of them, even if they're my family), but I'm happy as can be when I'm alone. 

I guess this is sort of a symptom of anxiety, so I figured I'd post this here. How do you guys deal with having a bunch of thoughts all hitting you at once? It's exhausting and I don't even feel like doing anything when it happens.

tl;dr: Having a lot of thoughts hit me at once. They aren't ""bad"" or about anything specific, but the fact that they're happening all at once is wearing me out. I also can't bring myself to be happy around people, but I'm happy when I'm alone.",2.5410146416645247,3.5194203580786048,4.246062162856409,88.61300796301056,74.67685589519651,7.48430516311328,23.51425635756486,7.928766900206844,1.009378422810172,838,23,188,12,17,283,117,229,0.108,0.743,0.14800000000000002,0.8875,1,2,0,0,1,0,27.0,0,2,2,0,19,11,0,1,8,0,20,6,3,2,5,41,46,16,0,1,11,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,13,5,0,0,13,0,0,4,6,3,0,0,6,5,23,8,28,35,8,26,0,1,0,0,7,15,0,7,10,124,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.09608355306648846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203951421857738,0.0,0.15747815762686265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532225457936711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620497239780342,0.1753020019144943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221066847266767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06349908072375056,0.10150877767839253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028705961829634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130064880444933,0.0,0.0,0.09408352893181064,0.0,0.0,0.09282009433752783,0.0,0.2489237343967031,0.21102127941886956,0.0,0.0,0.08999140186293322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05595755064319439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846568916194443,0.09749168761836932,0.17413714846048678,0.4192534771146486,0.0,0.0,0.20209840589080816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106808886108983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695457860239244,0.19241192458609088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25112359377476595,0.0,0.0,0.06572335909982281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4194302216068991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06826033229511334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429824444237726,0.0,0.10615741252905447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408499870292141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233848757765078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06541299095068975,0.06308971508400453,0.0,0.2345006686694961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124048467661157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bananafoxx,2019/04/08,"Drug that changes your life? I’m suffering really bad lately. I’m constantly terrified about what everyone thinks about me. My mind goes a million miles an hour at work. I end up making myself look so stupid because I’m so distracted by my own anxiety I can’t think properly. Then I continue to have anxiety about making myself look dumb. 

I was prescribed lexapro but I’m not depressed and it made me gain a ton of weight so I stopped taking it. I have horrible ADHD so I take adderall, and they told me because of that they’re hesitant to put me on a stronger anti anxiety med. I can’t even function in life anymore and I have zero friends because I won’t interact with anyone due to being terrified of saying something wrong. 

Do you have a drug that changed your life and greatly decreased your anxiety? I have tried so many different ones that either had awful side effects or simply didn’t work..",3.578362068965518,5.910321247126441,4.655847701149425,81.05204741379312,75.0344827586207,8.258045977011495,30.98994252873563,9.017664075816787,3.018414942528735,723,35,129,17,16,236,109,174,0.249,0.669,0.081,-0.9806,1,0,3,0,0,1,13.0,0,4,1,4,9,9,2,1,5,1,13,6,0,4,0,17,27,12,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,1,5,1,0,0,7,5,1,1,3,0,0,1,5,7,0,3,5,4,24,2,15,20,3,15,0,2,2,0,9,6,1,1,8,84,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15199695809981442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38700851481024295,0.0,0.12542804825108705,0.08843343796187837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056003596972778,0.2312918065129185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675850705859769,0.0,0.0,0.13667327241207686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089317187430828,0.0,0.0,0.13213822683860052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933389646512221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201826808458452,0.0,0.0,0.08353476753162976,0.0,0.0,0.12085115814490167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771336220235263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394378367552096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455123980598205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426679815712695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679966051607276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21241231676577468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967258968006428,0.1688445183671533,0.12822460604378982,0.0,0.0,0.14048390627947765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770250796755528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570193588253709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271411247894072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102236979697429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100577060629925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736572818076243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573777945870794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19018515062265806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16207863845030385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085115814490167,0.0,0.08586742410717334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540110446160208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841488994159659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827927165966586,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mm252525,2019/04/08,"Panicked, Missed Class, Missed Assignment- Need help fixing this Hi everyone, 

So I have super bad anxiety, especially around social situations and health related stuff.  I see a counselor for it but I haven't told her about this because I feel like an idiot for even getting myself in this situation.  I'm currently enrolled in a masters degree program that is online hybrid. I had my 2nd and last in person class this past week. I drove the two hours to school, worked myself up about how I was going to be put on the spot speaking or screw up or look like I didn't read and ended up skipping the class. (so dumb of me, I know) 

Class was on Saturday and then yesterday I had an assignment due that depended on the class (basically a lesson plan with collaboration from a classmate) So now I have two options. 

1. Pass the lesson plan in late without collaboration. Let my professor think I just skipped class. Take the bad grade on this one assignment. I have an A in the class now so it won't kill me. 
2.  Email my professor and try to explain, see if there are any other options I can use for the collaboration aspect. 

I'm leaning towards option 1 because I really don't like to use being anxious as an excuse.

​

Has anyone had experience reaching out to professors in situations like this?",4.205313588850178,6.364046418699187,5.5273519163763085,76.2986585365854,72.6178861788618,8.42555168408827,29.193960511033676,9.107695989026183,2.727327758420442,1033,43,183,23,21,345,145,246,0.103,0.792,0.105,0.3642,1,0,0,0,0,1,31.0,0,0,0,7,13,13,4,0,17,0,19,2,0,4,0,28,38,16,1,2,6,0,1,4,0,1,1,1,0,1,12,8,0,0,6,1,0,4,5,8,0,3,8,5,23,5,31,26,0,33,0,2,3,1,10,16,2,7,17,125,35,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795641011778909,0.1547136160713805,0.08658525683609969,0.0,0.09740315351307502,0.14384082676347146,0.0,0.08902848804464449,0.0,0.0,0.11334610135464647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21262184480200805,0.1552320804251754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277201554969815,0.0,0.0,0.08409685548703609,0.0,0.0,0.12166434027729267,0.0,0.1245481244951486,0.0,0.0,0.06437926440171013,0.09096089059178712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652197336251449,0.0,0.0723616403405928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534035013127685,0.0,0.0,0.08534315584829633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253893190129345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086606987162925,0.0,0.06997440181257195,0.10378673779826413,0.14362796453923524,0.0,0.0,0.13019827464185954,0.0,0.24881794010105285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692079737909206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944097549672305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627860625989033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154596615780333,0.0,0.11117513847396203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279966307899941,0.0,0.0,0.12735929514699104,0.0,0.08156755235421446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885953485682844,0.20292282413913906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4293553620128808,0.0,0.12979163920726586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575647872573896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573243333464644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158461583154444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166434027729267,0.0,0.08644520802013071,0.0,0.2487557338240807,0.0,0.0,0.21993556107086165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213230592020127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273660142721153,0.0,0.09269399939622416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547136160713805,0.0
anxiety,BlakeIsaCookie,2019/04/08,"DAE get really anxious and worried about their expensive possessions breaking out of nowhere? I wouldn't personally prescribe myself with anxiety but I recently noticed that I am getting overly paranoid of things like my computer, my controller, and other things just breaking while I'm at school one day and it's really getting the best of me. My controller (an Xbox Elite I got for my birthday 7 months ago) has started showing signs of wear and tear (common faults most people experience) but because it only happened 7 months down the line and most people encounter these problems a year in, I get extremely anxious and scared it will just become faulty. I'm in high school and have no immediate, or even long term way of making back the $200AUSD needed to replace it if it were to break. It makes my gaming sessions less enjoyable especially if I'm playing a single player game because it becomes hard to take my mind off the controller and onto the game (even though the controller works fine). It's the same with my computer, it's had some back light issues not to far in the past but I've managed to keep it in working shape. It's not even too big a deal if it were to break, because even though I don't have money to get a new computer, my school does long term loans.  These issues have made it hard to focus on things in and out of school, which makes it harder for me to just enjoy having the controller and computer while I do.",12.046195652173916,7.690483692028987,10.693565217391306,67.55360869565217,58.094202898550726,13.358840579710145,44.26666666666666,10.355215969177356,4.546930144927536,1153,46,209,16,10,363,150,276,0.109,0.8220000000000001,0.069,-0.7439,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,9,13,9,0,1,14,0,13,1,1,9,0,45,31,21,0,6,12,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,22,14,0,6,0,6,3,0,5,3,0,1,5,3,19,6,33,24,9,40,0,0,0,0,6,17,0,7,19,143,41,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751035918777201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689142540453634,0.1975648135926934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344720554455233,0.0,0.15990799199470074,0.1931414073008172,0.0,0.0,0.0917629741900316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4903574504445194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056391620845785376,0.09014688776774676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651940730418161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23101340491248146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553318120058392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284191763023296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993382347882744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732297805909087,0.0,0.15665828168314844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238525020070856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825294614038428,0.0,0.07772076484442401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04271880857878429,0.0,0.0,0.1547634466292931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273792228552625,0.17510080641288836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828955910566796,0.0,0.13958768264214844,0.0,0.0,0.06483571480058213,0.0,0.08445017860504529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955111589520743,0.0,0.0,0.0592516643094733,0.066502124558876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347145482692825,0.12123988989193644,0.07634930917377084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836683519453124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203271448496037,0.0,0.08633653471735614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875427787563063,0.3539761353776591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061890541949634864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06574406158564101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742739206002577,0.0,0.17181887837415766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694058691748658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731484602761536,0.08879965037999497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056308547663091076
anxiety,sammye59,2019/04/08,"I have IBS-D and anxiety and was wondering if certain antidepressants have helped anybody else in similar cases. TMI: I have bowel movement about 6 times a day. I feel the need to use the restroom a couple times every single time I have meetings, interviews, or other similar stuff. 

Ive been seeing a psychologist every two weeks for like 4 months but it hasn’t helped my anxiety much which means that it also hasn’t helped my IBS. I have a follow up appointment with my primary doctor in about two weeks and was thinking of asking him if any type of medication would help. I’ve researched online and it seems that some antidepressants help with IBS as well so I was hoping to see if any of you have any experiences on the issue.",5.251071428571429,6.655196250000002,6.137142857142859,75.99785714285714,68.64285714285714,9.314285714285717,28.285714285714285,9.642632912329526,2.6629428571428577,585,20,105,13,10,193,89,140,0.036000000000000004,0.838,0.126,0.9224,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,7,0,14,3,1,1,1,22,26,12,0,6,5,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,4,3,12,4,15,21,3,13,0,0,2,0,10,4,0,8,8,72,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230568725161016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865015116690846,0.0,0.2148645296173724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128761392993316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15538847442279047,0.0,0.0905688510456617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14374100491890726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731528489750145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366448117112991,0.0,0.0,0.13737221650007336,0.0,0.0,0.07100807244874792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.470652550149333,0.0,0.0,0.13948347891059482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14657748219844818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860936701217751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529747057967095,0.0,0.14147332232257662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209374590951046,0.0,0.10323576276851316,0.10413065111696997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238167635477637,0.12784659992114533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607642879646933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998497211030093,0.0,0.0,0.245666045868674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27436885670524325,0.0,0.0,0.12129060808405975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252967083589944,0.0,0.12626778270516775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15229558860494333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976087790243238,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,caroline_not_carolyn,2019/04/08,"I want to be strong, but I feel so weak--feel like my life is falling apart I have a good job. Good friends. A place to live. Family who loves me. But I'm sad and afraid nearly all the time. I self-medicate with food and alcohol but that, no surprise, just makes things worse. I never used to consider myself suicidal but over the last six months I've found myself thinking things like ""What is the point, the people in my life wouldn't miss me if I was gone"". 

I just want to be happy and to feel like I'm in control of my life. I want to feel healthy. I don't want to feel like I'm letting food/drugs/booze take over. The worst part is that I feel like I \*know\* what I should be doing, but just can't seem to do it. 

Note: I'm not actively suicidal--if I was I would call a helpline, I promise. I just wanted to get this all down in the hopes that someone might read them who's been there before.",0.9400581733566042,2.713781612565448,2.2635165794066343,97.73383216986622,81.04188481675394,5.710413030831879,19.511634671320536,6.691623216298621,-0.09637196044211782,692,17,167,7,18,222,104,191,0.124,0.593,0.28300000000000003,0.985,1,0,2,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,1,2,6,18,0,1,9,0,19,6,0,3,3,40,45,10,1,10,11,0,5,5,1,4,4,0,0,0,11,4,2,1,9,1,0,2,6,4,0,1,5,5,24,14,18,32,4,16,0,2,0,1,6,10,0,4,9,104,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186590942400942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970331363260911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164397853576864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12789698395151872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749955689394104,0.0,0.34594911378638904,0.32585895248401914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757767557383632,0.12503059286259935,0.08810111560306935,0.0,0.05957719965155003,0.0,0.0,0.1912898604614137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138956369775747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325985964903636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315951814033035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06266920081529886,0.09295159007526667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660581023888322,0.24163327676311314,0.2785522464416468,0.0,0.10069265977700532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029186536755555,0.0,0.07611748330184356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666424108780716,0.0,0.0,0.12097030964384135,0.0,0.0,0.09101953886154156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794878304552517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348592949414358,0.0,0.07905567784142048,0.0,0.11913954177714145,0.0,0.10779743521246987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406321506885254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381077441405548,0.11896061714720807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966192454387205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473288958501386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857381404310665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15151606109634147,0.07306732948830258,0.0,0.0,0.06649318397880953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848734312937636,0.0,0.0,0.33629619109267817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620871312008732,0.08100531416295143,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jon17s,2019/04/08,"I’m getting sick of people self labelling them self with anxiety and depression This is a bit controversial I know but the people on Twitter the people on snapchat dropping on their story that “no one understands them” and “here comes anxiety to ruin another day” like all honesty we all have the self deprecation joke here and there but they have no clue what we’re going through. I just feel it’s really insensitive for people to post it so nonchalantly all the time, it kind of almost light heartens the topic of anxiety and depression as a whole and doesn’t make it seem as bad. I don’t know barely anyone with bad anxiety or depression constantly mentioning it to everyone for response, it’s just something really annoying me",7.731499999999998,8.317220103703704,8.123101851851853,66.88020833333337,62.77777777777778,12.379629629629633,36.875,11.93303328291395,4.914277777777778,594,27,97,19,8,196,85,135,0.305,0.633,0.062,-0.99,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,4,0,6,10,1,0,7,0,5,1,0,1,3,24,15,11,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,9,9,0,0,5,1,0,2,4,7,0,1,0,2,9,3,16,15,5,10,0,4,0,0,9,3,0,3,4,67,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592354186532926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14233474313408245,0.4153615065370345,0.0,0.0,0.09491224253323066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22667369226344025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14819242154686232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692759458823213,0.0,0.14668622048344718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754077390680852,0.0,0.35073680093819354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970494754727604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863398998691256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091830725470677,0.0,0.07714390875272083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135184284171368,0.14919780267687197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06631548281952038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060719704563537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198062533266198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764188235887388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000095753278387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17391645038390374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357217927837764,0.4248178320262362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449892959607432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791508174156063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413096483468644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154834897331282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ggkk15,2019/04/08,"What are some tips for when you realize that you’re being hit on? I can’t ever bring myself to talk to strangers but occasionally I do ok with people who engage with me. Sometimes it’s a classmate asking for some help or a random person just making small talk. I suck at small talk though. But I’m an attractive guy according to my friends and every time I realize someone’s flirting or mirin me I get a mini panic attack. 

My cheeks flush, I can no longer speak, I get weak knees and start sweating from everywhere. It’s seriously hurt me in class a few times and has affected friendships as well. Like most times when my anxiety acts up I just wish that I wasn’t the way I am  and I don’t even care why it’s happening. Just how to stop it.",2.1568609022556373,4.142424723684211,3.704812030075189,87.83868421052631,78.07894736842105,6.974436090225563,22.69924812030075,7.957251820313856,1.1031432330827071,586,18,123,10,14,194,103,152,0.185,0.608,0.207,0.597,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,10,14,2,1,6,1,9,4,3,3,1,25,21,13,0,1,7,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,2,8,6,0,1,2,0,0,2,4,6,1,0,1,1,19,8,14,18,4,17,0,1,0,0,11,6,1,6,9,79,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870471317110564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16950411373621055,0.20627084952002367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18486170621075584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975618651151215,0.16400889277129166,0.1527648644022264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14008274607505314,0.0,0.1894581623291061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17952936543374734,0.160335370764794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153095178243782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19410038625477252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858086152443999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102850244580525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127329118717742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257002975393094,0.1583163905644889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536267632039382,0.0,0.17932418147506496,0.0,0.1283349819085514,0.0,0.0,0.1515866221016958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4371999737075756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781400837113303,0.0,0.31717695320651057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439186131566301,0.0,0.0,0.16302306028882804,0.0,0.1636076827618422,0.0,0.20850215105349898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hx7918,2019/04/08,New Job I start a new job tomorrow and am a little bit more anxious than I usually am. Is this normal?,0.9831818181818156,2.623453681818184,4.2545454545454575,84.1518181818182,80.36363636363637,8.036363636363637,24.63636363636364,8.841846274778883,1.9651090909090918,79,3,17,2,2,29,17,22,0.107,0.893,0.0,-0.2568,2,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,11,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039244814591203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29370833518285017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5339365327915379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696362151729675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5196568412143148,0.0,0.0,0.2635898145223469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904190379572972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962957658730953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sk1n1m1n,2019/04/08,Do I trust him/her I don’t know if I can trust her again. My friend has told me that she’s going out with Graham my current chap and I am wondering whether she’s lying or whether she’s telling the truth.. I am literally confused 🤷‍♂️,-1.676933962264151,0.2571996792452857,1.0201650943396243,99.54836084905662,99.37735849056602,4.159433962264152,19.83254716981132,5.985473137389443,-0.16220566037735873,185,7,46,2,8,63,39,53,0.113,0.693,0.194,0.6249,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,6,0,0,0,1,11,10,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,12,4,2,9,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,4,2,28,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38272771335222017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815346593820868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722467219792482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4329820928490578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4733547835247055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5372161683686337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ShowPan69,2019/04/08,"My grandmother is awful Don’t get me wrong, I love my grandma, but she has the most awful behavior. 

For example, when we’re driving, she won’t keep her eyes on the road, sometimes even turning her entire body to look behind her at some plants. I’ve almost been in multiple accidents. Another thing is she will go through my belongings. I know she goes in my room and goes through my backpack. She also tells me to do a bunch of things that I’ve already said I’ll do, which also makes me frustrated. 

It gives me so much anxiety. I just want her to shut up and keep her eyes on the road.",2.687142857142856,4.392295235294121,3.924949579831935,88.11784453781515,75.63865546218487,7.785210084033612,26.185714285714287,8.548686976883017,1.7655203361344545,459,17,97,9,10,150,80,119,0.147,0.82,0.033,-0.9327,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,4,2,9,4,3,1,0,12,21,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,5,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,4,22,1,14,17,4,13,0,0,3,1,14,10,0,3,1,67,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209911841229782,0.0,0.23132935800518575,0.3352783605028732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21981290063678366,0.16036460170297562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328490957077032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845710583529425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952181092723648,0.20109397248724264,0.1191362416231773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726534282369006,0.0,0.0,0.11520589089110707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17603445542613774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18919716594042127,0.0,0.13992810442920334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410046513826214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19940392828282502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073271360468196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18322383235297127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785346322567778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280147201332809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364383714515133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291949605744743,0.0,0.0
anxiety,massyglass,2019/04/08,You all are some of the bravest humans... 39yo make. I have been experiencing mild panic attacks the past 3 days. It’s the first time that I have had to deal with them in over 5 years. There was a time 8-9 years ago when I thought I might never live a normal life because of panic. But luckily I made it through. I’m slightly horrified that they started again. Out of the blue like they always do. But it also made me realize how hard it is to make it through the day when you battle these attacks. And how lucky I was to go so many years without having to force myself out of the house and teach myself how to breathe everyday. And at least this time I know that recovery is possible. I have a rediscovered respect for what everyone here goes through just to get out of bed and fight their brain some days. Good luck with whatever you’re going through! You guys are the bravest humans I know.,3.5289967897271275,5.094214724719102,4.019133226324239,88.89292134831463,73.10112359550561,7.3329052969502415,26.759229534510432,7.957251820313856,1.4406600321027274,703,25,148,10,14,221,110,178,0.116,0.755,0.128,0.5081,0,0,0,0,1,0,17.0,0,3,4,1,11,11,4,2,10,0,14,3,2,7,2,32,26,13,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,3,11,9,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,6,0,1,7,3,19,5,25,18,4,26,0,0,1,0,12,6,0,5,19,102,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265356187692636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415383673107635,0.11877601568843962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247881148828285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701656967847822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15935162223897315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27617787010264017,0.14716474473020802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639981522025862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141958118747713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457883595188022,0.0,0.16225155783520606,0.11972848007332168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413408736644508,0.0,0.0,0.12787227936903972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647095917320213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15689881613017415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082564366698203,0.06973843152380797,0.0,0.12604723617405525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701392253058722,0.19056798014810625,0.14472192769632325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15143083143790353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100944304412112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986066446449594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.334963091397271,0.0,0.0,0.13626710412357732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609245431106398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103627571368018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332429185959103,0.24970882932787236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760194414631413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757710193273822
anxiety,rpj6587,2019/04/08,"Anxiety affecting my ability to communicate to boss/professors etc It's something that only started very recently, maybe about a few months now. Whenever I'm in serious conversation with my boss ( updating him on work stuff ) or talking to my University advisor or something my throat immediately becomes dry and shaky and my heart rate goes up so high I would struggling to breathe. 

No matter how prepared I am, it significantly affects my ability to communicate as a student and an (ex)employee.

This also only happens with very few people too and it's really fuking annoying.

Anyone else been through something similar? And if so how did you manage this issue, especially at work place?",6.68470588235294,9.382757008403363,7.891336134453784,59.68086974789918,67.15126050420167,11.818823529411766,39.63109243697479,11.407655852321104,5.9827472268907576,560,33,78,21,10,190,86,119,0.14300000000000002,0.7959999999999999,0.061,-0.8859,1,0,3,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,2,8,4,1,2,3,0,4,3,3,5,0,18,7,14,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,10,0,14,4,3,11,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,4,5,57,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14256121130587054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363748727181202,0.0,0.0,0.12464944190688125,0.18265708900784652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968834920018112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14892041114722193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988164396533172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764219744492694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21124896601860224,0.0,0.1883504000842969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18606594130499707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17909461421909806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422921722643496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27116237148046324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235888938857211,0.0,0.18625258284198656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420333088847473,0.0,0.17601858327576514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41171927581807705,0.0,0.0,0.12617932313137015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18636488526468847,0.20407471952533615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328542364955615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941802743213741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595631027017352,0.0,0.0,0.12663678877495055,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aidybug,2019/04/08,"Medication experiences I've recently started medication for terrible anxiety, it's been pretty successful so far.
But, I don't feel like myself at all, I guess I felt like my anxiety was part of my personality in a strange way? I don't know myself at all without it. Even though it's for the best, it's strange to feel it leaving!

Has anyone else experienced this? Curious to hear other people's experiences. 

Other symptoms I'm feeling: can't cry as easily, can't orgasm as easily, sweating more than normal, foggy.",3.522474226804121,6.244407484536088,6.197123711340207,67.90908762886602,77.24742268041238,9.65319587628866,30.318556701030932,9.888512548439397,3.955190515463917,414,20,67,14,10,148,65,97,0.183,0.645,0.172,0.6296,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,2,0,7,5,2,0,2,11,16,5,0,1,2,0,4,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,8,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,6,8,4,12,13,5,7,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,4,46,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26515542610020176,0.0,0.0,0.1211787597788895,0.17757126844842427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18187271667804508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19036720715515226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14477393923723972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446619922505305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390507373671327,0.0,0.0,0.2628843728683002,0.1238089981351658,0.1663998051583656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19091479794117625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19532712770720773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524379683573908,0.0,0.0,0.18350478128648892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693359623105346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34917274739628323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16980192763871482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876722317789864,0.0,0.12014774117243518,0.15132308426674929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17631330628874886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711176022378717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266604368932266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801300653547843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17027110586982974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375612995508715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670596622169645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,elErnestoo,2019/04/08,"I am always afraid to tell anybody about my plans, because I think that then they won't come true I never ever tell anybody about my goals that I currently working on or my plans, not even my brother or my parents, because I am afraid that they will think negatively about it or some jealously and my plans won't come true. I keep everything in secret. All the time. I must have failed my tasks many times before, and don't want them to think that this time it will be a failure again, don't want to give expectations, no expectations - no disappointment. 

I know that this is a form of anxiety, have ever you dealt with it? If so, how to overcome it?",5.373203125,5.8234586640625,5.6765624999999975,82.8621875,67.828125,8.9,29.28125,8.841846274778883,2.04973125,511,17,105,8,8,163,74,128,0.204,0.7959999999999999,0.0,-0.9701,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,3,6,9,7,1,2,3,0,13,0,0,1,7,29,23,9,0,6,5,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,1,5,0,0,2,9,5,0,0,0,0,19,2,11,17,3,13,0,2,0,0,10,2,0,5,9,78,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584592143084933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456841282594548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321778043008384,0.0,0.1620482438578883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280900019663755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12578213989083625,0.3445231531636433,0.0,0.0,0.17115290088741228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18268495521409772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16926955593399762,0.0,0.0,0.10465944233697662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193073684304448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687710179819868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114582518491528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329014509341535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660738859508976,0.0,0.0,0.33313682625102137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22464988454881848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13864073194620558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SkepticalFurry,2019/04/08,"Anxiety when I get messages? When I get text messages from certain people, I get massive anxiety attacks. Just wondering if this was a normal thing, or I’m just really strange lol.",3.247727272727275,6.270390666666671,4.791136363636369,75.40670454545456,81.72727272727273,8.148484848484847,35.52272727272727,8.841846274778883,4.2071272727272735,144,9,22,4,4,48,24,33,0.236,0.618,0.146,-0.2992,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,7,6,4,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4948300004773632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679363239825437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5069199546959667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168824005237225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22421832996637656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20719078651265246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148655169983597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507346062018015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JuanTheSecond,2019/04/08,Does anyone find it hard to talk to people? I always keep thinking that I’m such an annoying person that every time I get to talk to someone I end up fucking everything up.,5.756285714285713,5.5239110571428585,7.080714285714286,75.46678571428573,67.0,9.285714285714286,31.785714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.6738571428571425,137,5,25,2,2,47,26,35,0.124,0.8759999999999999,0.0,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,6,5,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,2,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22989201469855036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19318553625260249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24177966672160706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447073153407977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23278280012440294,0.0,0.24830796604801514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25252032164455496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25542187708927605,0.1443479876932691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24749791241823565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24557561648032175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915418663327442,0.24124220477921124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340961598244324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4441363070939305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17703285886957815,0.0,0.0,0.16110453930020796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bakedbeansnbentleys,2019/04/08,"First time at a nightclub Anybody here have any tips on dealing with nightclubs and anxiety at the same time?

I'm about to finish school exams, and all my friends pressured me into going to a nightclub. Some of them know I get a bit off if there's more than a few people in one room but I don't think they know how much it scares me even thinking of hundreds of people squashed into one big room. If two people at once try to talk to me, I begin to panic, so I have no idea how I'll be able to deal with all the loud noise at a disco. I've been to parties before and I physically cannot handle it. 

I've voiced my concerns to my friends, and they just shrugged it off and said ""drink something and you'll be grand"". I've literally avoided clubs until now and I've no idea if drinking will help me or make it worse. I'm just worried at the mere thought of being overwhelmed and having to bail out halfway through, just to sit outside and wait to sober up before I get a bus or call a parent.

I felt like I had to rant somewhere lol. My friends think I'm more confident than I am and they're no use to try and talk about anything serious, so I've nobody to talk to. Anything you have to say would mean the world to me",3.6126367589837516,4.068433719844362,4.447516594186316,90.1022613870451,71.72373540856032,6.82526894026093,27.56900892652781,6.2272716619740125,0.9339157244220648,954,32,213,5,17,308,142,257,0.128,0.76,0.112,-0.2876,1,1,3,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,3,1,13,11,0,5,11,1,15,2,0,4,2,46,34,22,0,4,9,1,1,1,3,3,0,4,2,0,4,16,2,2,10,3,0,1,5,6,0,4,5,5,23,5,42,23,9,26,0,1,0,0,18,17,0,6,8,137,27,2,0.1215425030932645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265306997344389,0.0,0.09297968218988696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200038247906667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20684743620804014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269293414553293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410848492473014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506099675515085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23813076263441305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080277676998454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166998633792784,0.0,0.0,0.10338399104111433,0.0,0.0,0.2817103091719241,0.0,0.1270018827688253,0.0,0.06907540545598516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146737781740708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27441338357594475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359316217799916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05937952766239923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113056460775799,0.0,0.0,0.13239541727430376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934772463319443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943879907614353,0.16472069128139946,0.0,0.0,0.1426039395847094,0.1349585660995799,0.0,0.0,0.2527868040495813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561475339484507,0.09665547681862947,0.12168524885745582,0.12300750197493597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356935691064132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29307378011452817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336385849329636,0.0,0.09649117102671184,0.14174482194520188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16503876268177453,0.0,0.11872936470568354,0.0,0.0,0.10497369865893574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234323117047088,0.12386219431857268,0.08634030697268062,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zomboy678,2019/04/08,"Anyone ever feel anxious about deleting people from social media? :/ Recently I’ve felt anxious about deleting people I no longer talk too off of my instagram. Has anyone else felt like this? It’s so weird.  I’ve also felt anxiety about seeing people that I’ve blocked on Instagram when I come across my blocked list. It makes me anxious because I feel like I’m being to fearful but two of these people I’ve blocked are exes that were actually leaning towards bully behavior at the time I blocked them. 
Just wondering again if anyone has felt like this?",5.402257281553396,7.361480524271848,5.699211165048543,77.13386529126214,69.0,7.868446601941748,32.29247572815534,8.472884824447931,2.8253699029126222,446,20,72,7,8,142,66,103,0.228,0.711,0.061,-0.9054,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,10,5,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,1,1,17,16,5,0,1,3,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,4,7,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,5,7,8,3,12,10,0,11,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,2,8,44,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.13117723435350614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749784187457458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028330523347204,0.45557840992648996,0.0,0.28197458214164545,0.1377320148417329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819428738939483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579331511879094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229297690978217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159309275168262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512629897933321,0.13593638453611614,0.0960316548825332,0.5162677641262713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19701652872661535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972824384597024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727672976592824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272627006070942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071175451819854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13702708737677866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804393195961247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838299911317588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131151545036818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577576169736442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,doughee,2019/04/08,"Please help me process this -- bug phobia I have anxiety --.with depression & OCD (just to get that out of the way). A couple of days ago, I saw a few tiny ants on the floor in the den. I immediately felt ill, cleaned the area, but they came back. I'm talking about 5-6 visible ants each time. I'm still mopping that area daily + cleaning furniture. The den is next to the backyard, so between that, and the doggy door, I think I understand how they're getting inside. It's also crane fly season, and even though they're harmless, those that make it into the house are unnerving me. But all that is stuff I've been trying to deal with already... 

What brings me to post today is this: I saw (and eliminated) 3-4 ants I saw on the kitchen counter today. I got rid of them, turned around, went to my bedroom, and now I'm sort of stuck here. I feel like I don't want to deal with anything at all. The intelligent part of my mind knows a few ants is ""no big deal"". The intelligent part of my mind knows I can go back to the kitchen, give it a good cleaning, and move on. But I can't even bring myself to go back in there right now. For some reason I feel like it's a huge chore, and I can't/don't know where to start. Physically, I feel sick to my stomach, and itchy (of course -- b/c it's bugs).

Anyone have any advice? Tips or tricks to help me process this and get un-stuck? I really don't want to spend the rest of the day essentially hiding in my bedroom.",2.64433913043478,3.8430825933333352,3.7356231884057998,91.51186956521742,74.73333333333333,6.95072463768116,23.71014492753623,7.423996415210882,0.7156362318840577,1118,32,258,13,23,362,169,300,0.092,0.804,0.104,0.8296,0,0,0,0,0,0,61.0,0,0,2,0,18,6,1,0,19,0,12,5,1,3,2,41,44,16,0,2,5,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,13,0,16,16,2,0,10,0,1,7,4,2,0,0,9,7,28,4,36,35,9,41,0,1,3,0,9,17,0,3,17,149,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119201498074224,0.10086592275528848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556754682770327,0.09099597559903386,0.0,0.12328891595210033,0.0,0.07737953201045496,0.0,0.08704727237168472,0.0,0.0,0.07956299943226333,0.0,0.09363757457637424,0.10129516962263503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26248713267708906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13014280542715476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12590391611485027,0.0,0.1467672948978887,0.35193033989883793,0.09800517175694877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15031139385440076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17260342693254085,0.1625798987596729,0.10925402791298562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783481168259543,0.10915552191388804,0.1293363343753328,0.09543971681764307,0.0910064114128143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525389818346808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129571829882825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18760421795194804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111818366334026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595416749927549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297862619182829,0.0,0.0,0.12093830807754725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101450055988865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464419622337865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490471521314025,0.0,0.0,0.10897715441454446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728953087285398,0.11699269793977635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717406662002573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053951354362514,0.0,0.09087099723454924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302596830386392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914582360424664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07291055802083866,0.11179582894206334,0.0,0.06635051783647608,0.0,0.21571485295872408,0.0,0.0,0.07725437315276615,0.12376833314472592,0.0,0.11845699955154365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422985689808262,0.09031937294983014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054823297982856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,VerryUniqueUsername,2019/04/08,"Having anxiety with the idea of being a functioning person. Tldr: I am dealing with anxiety and i have no clue how to even start heloing myself. I got diagnosed by my new doctor with adhd but I have a mom with a limited view who threw away my medicine right away. I want to learn how to help myself before I trap myself in a wrong way of thinking.

   So I have had anxiety for most of my life but things completely changed and I'm confused as to what is causing my fears now. I am 16 years old and i have spent most of my life not doing things because of fear. I used to be super self concious whenever I did anything. Every day at school I would be more focused on how I am being percieved by others than what I'm doing. It was a horrible way of living and I felt nothing but dread most of the time. Even making and keeping friends has been a challenge.
   However recently things have taken a complete turn. I started thinking instead of soaking in my fears and it gave me the ability to be happy with myself. I started to question wether I was happy or not and why. I really started to think about why I cared about what anyone thought of me and why I was uncomfortable in my own skin. Eventually I came to the conclusion that we exist because we can. Wether there is or isn't a God or heaven or hell or whatever the only thing we know is that we exist. We can do what we want with reality, and what's important isn't  materialism but the meaning we give anything in life. I started to break things down to a level anyone could understand and I kept building up until I realized that this is possible with anything in life. I was finally happy because I understood that we exist and we are just trying to give meaning to life while it should just be lived. 
   My thought process is a lot more clear and I really understand myself a lot more than I thought I ever could. Unfortunately I still have anxiety, or what I think is anxiety and I don't understand why. Whenever I think about school and getting a job I know that I'm capable of doing these things but I don't get why I can't. When I think about school and work it just scares me thinking about how you have to show up every day and interact with people and pay attention to things and all of the daily things we do to survive. I believe that I might have adhd because I went to a new general doctor and when I started telling him about myself he instantly thought I have adhd. He prescribed me adderall (which I am aware is not to be used as a pleasurable substance for instant focus, and it needs to be used as a tool to permanently be able to focus more) but my mother threw it away because she doesn't really understand it and made an impulsive decision. When I started reading about adhd I was positive I had it. I have moments where I can be a total machine and I feel like I'm on morphine mixed with other feel good juice while other times I feel like paying attention to a tv show is too much to ask from me.
   I want to know what I should do. And what any of you would do in this position. I have a hard time completing any task because I start something and want to finish but don't feel motivation or I start learning something and I keep repeating every lesson. The only reason I made it in school up till now is because the curriculum used to be easy and require minimal thinking but I cannot keep up anymore and I don't want to fall in a pit of despair that becomes harder to get out of by the day. Any similar experiences, advice, or anything you might want to contribute would be greatly appreciated.",4.117235306828004,5.384308664325843,5.477808988764046,80.17691443388075,71.20505617977528,8.566810717372515,30.265341400172854,9.004326427715196,2.5693678910976665,2827,118,542,55,52,949,276,712,0.096,0.7809999999999999,0.124,0.9759,2,0,2,0,0,0,40.0,10,3,0,9,28,22,1,6,30,0,76,9,1,14,4,154,150,58,0,14,22,2,7,2,1,7,8,0,0,2,40,48,0,6,39,4,3,5,13,9,0,0,26,8,94,13,92,103,13,66,2,1,1,0,32,23,1,17,37,415,134,16,0.04788695977872327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302032792296157,0.0467945828729233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769432429005932,0.0,0.18316696579175246,0.0,0.04749099649055075,0.06696735140911363,0.0,0.15762755065793416,0.0,0.044767843128707005,0.0,0.13497412516329582,0.0,0.0,0.2043401234729296,0.05288738478824606,0.04074827573044842,0.05395220521102671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054769924755212605,0.048823946992976715,0.04919309876291384,0.050658053861618084,0.0,0.15062569872136514,0.0,0.0,0.07646768157185849,0.0,0.0,0.09264938240381072,0.049369352822515984,0.0,0.04860425616281973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802866495550178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06325777060234562,0.043316496700042034,0.12104048688364233,0.0,0.0,0.04684263545074537,0.0,0.1616584293550842,0.09685234282508763,0.06842090726837377,0.04597899106568338,0.05245782374148945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03699734633630181,0.0,0.07505688006901713,0.09187507065361274,0.0,0.04016530988097503,0.038299576292073284,0.052795542211861335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292967741654928,0.04289731000425954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03209761972588845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05405854876940102,0.0,0.0,0.04752041850127235,0.1276923903726712,0.0,0.0,0.07895226222658921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16911987938680376,0.0467902993682294,0.0,0.08457012562877207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142356149996695,0.0,0.09062359840175216,0.03196491750063453,0.0,0.0,0.10432587548467577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160099362344388,0.0,0.05608462852913117,0.0,0.0,0.03520242538157279,0.035507573902459184,0.0,0.09249904831364948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04594882942613223,0.0,0.0502493088340833,0.0,0.0,0.07284038156154123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03319878838002178,0.041813046192636885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0539853520025885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05364435439776041,0.0,0.04789991867012632,0.0,0.09203283794980513,0.049235770214416184,0.047282595655615885,0.0,0.0,0.040895202001126715,0.0,0.0,0.047943200686179056,0.1938566394353421,0.0,0.0,0.0499565428070712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373144236568206,0.0,0.0,0.3050517294378869,0.0,0.038242587937396086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041855313549795374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25451174594199194,0.2454722418841405,0.0,0.1520675881559698,0.08376981403110903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03251210230715728,0.05208726115258853,0.0,0.19940805581597149,0.0,0.16543583215978194,0.0,0.0,0.16946981751502116,0.0760208794356913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0443916914737968,0.2160526643008764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03486227704984888,0.0,0.0,0.10205256684842376,0.05235687309714786,0.0,0.03083763206184933
anxiety,dinosaursgorawr648,2019/04/08,"Anxiety makes keeping a job almost impossible. I want to keep working but don't know what to do. I've struggled with Anxiety and depression for years. The past 5 years it has only gotten worse, ironically AFTER I finally started taking medications to help. The hardest part is that it's made keeping a job almost impossible. My job lets me work from home, choose my hours, and I only have to work 10 hours a week. Sounds like a dream, right? 

And still, I struggle. I'm terrified of losing my job. I'm an answering service and I HATE talking to people that might yell at me. The anxiety for that possibility makes me go almost catatonic and not ever leave my bed. I've struggled with agoraphobia for years, so working outside the home is almost impossible. I can't even go to the mailbox or take my dog outside without having a panic attack. 

I don't know what to do. I need this job to keep my home, pay for meds and other necessities. I want to just be a normal human being. Anyone else have any experience with this?",3.000657226823406,5.372402776649751,4.9856639059577885,77.78516430670585,77.07106598984771,7.599145070798824,26.612075874966607,8.532816995589336,2.228346192893401,805,32,145,17,19,276,110,197,0.191,0.7170000000000001,0.091,-0.976,5,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,5,5,9,2,4,12,0,15,1,0,3,1,35,36,9,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,5,1,10,9,0,4,4,1,1,2,5,8,0,0,2,2,18,1,21,30,1,16,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,6,13,91,28,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34712347031953983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058934077690420784,0.0,0.1988917707074896,0.0,0.0,0.06059705800741174,0.08879688547937584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859211838934087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464305167426785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239614277228174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05724035240981944,0.07839199872710177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477342579335047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493550876115472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850560452136399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556215662960237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05808864419759049,0.0,0.2607913418047811,0.0,0.17069196623728847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43000021590613424,0.308121615432035,0.0,0.0,0.09525586649397064,0.0,0.0,0.09176401785712912,0.0,0.0886191889160392,0.0,0.04233935530284229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695416688570868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200299599192475,0.1156969728818916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626349053165864,0.0873042489755947,0.0,0.09193616254282122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06425980631442317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.084911722794229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182282810623525,0.0,0.10168081666108207,0.0,0.09384800716101104,0.08273001287113707,0.06008148337687391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769995193228433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401006238839683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06134079419978122,0.0,0.06920949599570278,0.0,0.0,0.27179817872025763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13032016927123838,0.06965675093030155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022326267589319,0.0,0.06951614480045583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354041632817229,0.0,0.25236792319938195,0.0,0.08831739928380307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674251472883064
anxiety,therealkendoll,2019/04/08,Drs apt 45 min I am about to go to my drs apt and I’m freaking out. I feel like telling my dr that the second medication isn’t working is going to make her think that I just want the narcotics. I just want to not be so anxious that I am able to leave my fucking house.,-0.10200000000000033,1.6239514666666683,2.0766666666666684,97.985,84.33333333333334,4.666666666666667,21.666666666666664,5.46131890053228,-0.20133333333333334,208,7,52,1,6,70,40,60,0.113,0.8,0.087,-0.3646,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,2,0,5,5,0,1,0,10,14,2,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,0,1,9,1,7,13,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,32,12,1,0.2835616073262349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203439036760722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337726873713422,0.2025764689321504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621481367222378,0.0,0.0,0.3223091922466089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32719202314430645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002507990945847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853387808956225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892795747822285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28565848718707115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478453432868973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18169482825877836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33450396565785306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064362273359426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BlueBird5012,2019/04/08,"Made an appointment It doesn’t feel like much progress to me but I finally got in touch with a therapist I wanted to originally see two years ago. I’m really nervous about it. It’s a consultation so I hope they’re what I’m looking. I just want to be to work and function better in life. If anyone has any tips, please let me know :)",1.3146583850931677,3.438763405797104,3.4745755693581764,87.70826086956524,81.6086956521739,7.421118012422363,22.900621118012424,8.418075326091056,1.4461577639751564,261,9,57,6,7,89,55,69,0.041,0.679,0.28,0.9511,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,3,4,0,1,3,0,4,1,0,2,0,12,15,4,0,4,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,4,6,3,8,11,1,6,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,2,5,32,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21357403911267225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16384383094591473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16846711643032872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130871276103064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182380347988225,0.17212376939669707,0.0,0.2639321434694362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19269745757186627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23930248121802425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13241138826697502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463720138897441,0.17017927579236736,0.11770850489996665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20232443363358496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279782010492597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771146975533604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26447390559255785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434891281657565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919937302735981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797437105438077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353581538520477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842190099900355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754033021525169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15515402182360166
anxiety,nordlyst,2019/04/08,"Any way to gain back flexibility in muscles on my own, after almost three decades of built up tension from anxiety? I am pushing 40, been struggling with anxiety since 11. My neck and jaw are constantly in various degrees of pain and uncomfortableness. Oh and my calves are perhaps even worse, they’re just two big knots of tension and pain! My husband tries to massage them for me and I’ll cry out even when he’s barely putting any weight on them! ALL my muscles are pretty much fucked up. 

I don’t have any flexibility at all, just bending down to tie my shoelaces is painful. And I am sick of it. Sick of feeling like a ninety year old little lady, sick of not being able to play with my kids the way I’d like cause I just feel heavy (not overweight, well, slightly on the chubby side) and stiff all the time, sick of looking at whatever I dropped on the floor and wonder if I should just leave it there cause I bend like the ninety year old little lady I feel like!

I can’t afford physical therapy right now. I’ve tried yoga, even though I hate it, but even the most basic stuff I can find is too hard and when I can’t even halfway do what’s supposed to be the simplest exercises, it’s really hard to stick with it. I’m willing to give it another try if anyone knows of any “yoga for  ents” routines though. And anything else you can throw my way. 

Sorry if this has been asked and answered before, I tried searching, but couldn’t find anything specific. I mean there are a lot of relaxation techniques and ways to relieve muscle pain from anxiety, but I’d love to hear from someone who have been in a similar situation, with muscle tension built up for decades, who have managed to work their way back to a functioning body.",6.469990684676289,6.233762802359884,6.5448222325725816,79.91818351187705,65.51917404129793,9.378730010867876,33.47632355224344,8.841846274778883,2.6256926253687314,1366,53,269,19,19,436,183,339,0.141,0.7659999999999999,0.093,-0.8713,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,3,2,21,19,2,4,11,0,26,17,3,2,3,49,40,22,0,5,12,1,6,4,0,2,11,1,0,1,11,17,2,1,9,5,0,3,6,10,1,2,3,8,27,9,45,32,8,43,0,0,1,2,13,22,1,7,16,170,38,2,0.08487448504477492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498953667837851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308702412022171,0.08899829791212438,0.1947862462427141,0.0,0.0,0.05934621337337841,0.0,0.13968893883409134,0.0,0.07934618630357278,0.0,0.0,0.13052648002025916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222193547189765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427641930173004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17437895178779647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171916612018938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323063642290172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090174139886288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802939845087056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874526949471876,0.1212686981494224,0.0,0.0,0.15514748339996415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846509377466301,0.0,0.08141933990182405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520617351045655,0.08379598236280272,0.0,0.0,0.09565971313514393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04664479732106625,0.0,0.0,0.08986982475422485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16586154486816362,0.17013306268425787,0.0,0.0,0.0712731912523259,0.0,0.0,0.07215725204476019,0.07660253647404681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924531960216586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06239251229132349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17812298925870074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612497447350967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634786421869912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532229996006846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054372768455081266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07248234648193029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07020905109776572,0.09540247729184907,0.0,0.0,0.07191387575032346,0.0,0.0,0.09501003723118877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872923999519985,0.09716097933362962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706137053341768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16677750125038662,0.0,0.049490994772136684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23049681615152925,0.0,0.08291003914371918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33684707823224674,0.0,0.10335425746513784,0.07631235507113604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204275852792372,0.0617896359628343,0.0,0.08649435129074025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931277129907137
anxiety,TheSamuraiCop,2019/04/08,"What are some natural/ otc remedies to relieve anxiety? Long time anxiety sufferer here. I'm not sure I ever remember life where I didn't have this burden on my shoulders. I've been on meds on and off since I was 16 (I'm 33). I've tried many, to varying degrees of success.

I'm currently on Lexapro, and I no longer feel like it's working for me. I've noticed it has made me gain weight, feel lazy and apathetic, zero sex drive, etc. In many ways I feel like it was doing the bare minimum. I'm currently going through a relationship crisis (really long and complicated story), and I swear I've never felt so much anxiety in my life. Just 3 weeks of my nerves electrifying my body, going numb, and overall just torturing me.

This was on the Lexapro.

Now I'm in a unique situation where I have to wait a month to get a refill. Perhaps I shouldn't? I'm wondering what natural/OTC remedies there are for anxiety that work well? Sam E, L Theanine and St John's Wort come to mind. Who has taken them, and how did they work for anxiety specifically? Is there anything new that I should seek out?

Also, I'm wondering if there are new meds being offered to patients as of... maybe 2015? I feel like I've been through so many, trying to find that magical fit, but have yet to find it. Maybe something new would be worth trying in a month or two. Haha.

Anyway, I think I have a mountain to climb. I hate how anxiety comes in these waves over time. To anyone else suffering the same thing: Nothing you are worried about is rooted in reality! Breathe.",2.853708576998052,4.858682986842113,4.366242690058482,83.81277290448344,76.03947368421052,7.924756335282653,27.377680311890842,8.735056554316923,2.1714626218323594,1204,49,240,26,27,401,171,304,0.128,0.7929999999999999,0.079,-0.8654,2,0,1,0,0,0,49.0,0,1,2,6,19,14,2,0,9,1,25,8,3,4,3,42,49,17,0,4,6,0,6,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,14,11,1,1,11,0,1,6,5,6,1,2,10,6,23,8,34,34,4,40,0,2,0,1,6,17,0,5,19,143,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417128157398117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42571604118693424,0.0,0.0,0.06485220467072574,0.09503223391682022,0.07632446230822823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030231465942458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597899721574213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747982530546016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343956811241953,0.0,0.08389671236804029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18758657248842844,0.19877955101512892,0.08905351268646318,0.0,0.16954167377620705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048457485085481804,0.0,0.10542270261456753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915703612728686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102261685551847,0.13593731903901973,0.0,0.0,0.1641597594435473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776127512709518,0.0,0.2820985563817971,0.1863575223295152,0.0,0.2060462931884916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364997420146627,0.0,0.14806261363967385,0.0,0.06818113148315495,0.0,0.07153368851911003,0.26873246829354674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899509470276762,0.10559526550761593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05941733613529409,0.0,0.0,0.09957763481257978,0.10506645136371394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672286895345927,0.10425367739133057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140265353717266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741476389208441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06161826431695919,0.05942976591084687,0.0,0.0,0.10816528772028416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18891129501762505,0.0,0.0906022224868408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361977932042083,0.07439759286610173,0.11294320357980465,0.08339242200410463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011645048675929,0.2025669654496735,0.09419103517362433,0.0,0.06588617501080989,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chillzy15,2019/04/08,"Afraid it will destroy my relationship We’ve been together for about 2.5 years. A few months ago my boyfriend said he was feeling less romantic and more platonic for the past couple weeks (I felt that same, it was just a bit of a rut). We solved this pretty easily through having more one on one dinner dates. However, I now can’t get past that he felt this way and it happened. Also because we broke up for a week when a similar thing happened but he grew distant and never talked about it. Our relationship has evolved tremendously and we have fantastic, positive, productive communication. Now, I keep playing it over in my head, worried it will happen again and again and that he won’t want to be with me anymore. I’ve found myself feeling more insecure and self conscious over it, watching what I say, requiring more assurance. He went about bringing it up in a way that made me anxious (texted if we could talk about why we hadn’t been having sex, was in meetings and couldn’t respond when I begged him to say everything was okay) and has profusely apologized for the way made me feel (I know him and know it wasn’t malicious at all). He just moved to Australia a couple of days for 2 years for work and we are doing long distance. I still keep playing these worst case scenarios in my head and torturing myself and am convinced he hates me and doesn’t miss me or care unless he explicitly says otherwise. I’ve been trying to work through this in therapy hit it hasn’t been that helpful. Does anyone have any advice? I know he loves me and wants to eventually get married but I’m worried that my anxiety and insecurity will ruin everything for me. Also he was my only friend in my city since we graduated college (I’m almost 24) and my friends live across the country and I’m terrified of flying.",6.008723068838672,6.754992468208092,6.33380977404099,77.66430373095116,66.51445086705202,9.874724119810825,33.06831318970048,9.910423181423305,3.195120231213872,1438,60,269,31,22,463,183,346,0.126,0.727,0.146,0.5829,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,8,0,0,3,15,19,3,3,10,1,30,5,2,2,4,58,61,27,0,5,7,0,5,0,2,4,0,4,0,1,22,26,1,3,10,2,0,4,8,10,0,2,18,10,35,9,36,35,10,39,0,3,1,2,36,13,0,3,19,178,57,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586146228759113,0.08695907572125393,0.0,0.09823223927414833,0.0,0.0,0.15689988682586814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671086130543079,0.0,0.07504566599626007,0.11082424185032523,0.09728810664777383,0.06859328406706633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05980039885427585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070989852988817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001873435026944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832427733276967,0.2170899323767824,0.0,0.06326590766136597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584732419817688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17633058024567835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14880580142799302,0.0,0.18838134875713872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756077603612116,0.151582491084049,0.0,0.10250562973210596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26024655702127514,0.0,0.0,0.09685271047923302,0.2013562864196679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06575386666508988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17439026076107414,0.0,0.0,0.16173836464163735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662344454095275,0.08681475879705433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853841291547565,0.185647785004236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830189404249271,0.10426398928833837,0.0,0.0,0.07566019755025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294919588272686,0.0746089083541736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872936891770512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980221554614964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21064378693386496,0.0,0.0,0.09331486151770496,0.23403740879302776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233892365967616,0.0,0.0,0.08114872225678556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783421963883309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15769693978102553,0.0,0.0,0.11218505415080186,0.0,0.06517278987618817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660295867304868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157229713584457,0.23359988121544226,0.15737861950201468,0.0,0.0,0.09093899756845747,0.08851932450068317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428348604260084,0.1992491223710667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634541527865992
anxiety,kind_of_an_ahole_,2019/04/08,"They want me to go above and beyond at the office but they dont know how much i do anyway. Why isnt doing a good job enough? I keep getting told at the office that I should do more. I should come in early and leave late. I should do overtime. I should come in on weekends.

 I am already at my office from 8-5. I spend all my free time with my family since I can only catch a few hours with them per day. 

I just don't see how people with a family can go above and beyond. I do well at my job and have been here for a few years I am just being told that to move up I have to do more.",-0.15863636363636147,1.198035257575761,2.198484848484849,98.8927272727273,82.78787878787878,5.006060606060606,14.030303030303033,5.46131890053228,-1.1984515151515156,442,4,115,2,12,151,74,132,0.037000000000000005,0.893,0.07,0.5915,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,0,9,3,0,0,6,0,21,0,0,2,1,22,32,7,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,1,1,1,2,6,3,0,1,0,3,1,21,4,18,24,7,23,0,0,1,0,5,10,0,0,7,87,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960395633511548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060569460874399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456860125447806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082027466531964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18355841336760706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33494243555503084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281402143139073,0.0,0.2019234997970451,0.14900315315518084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17494801121898176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35257749619889084,0.15790217027108855,0.0,0.0,0.09763098268429518,0.0,0.2003952724950809,0.1881041361167566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18881226644079885,0.13059210537919505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510970738006248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315911825935948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415628731121008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14695269452722048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358828274819844,0.0,0.0,0.3395015546034853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478170195956443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15972735748565495,0.0,0.1603001611281325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439982479087765
anxiety,PhillysportsFanatic,2019/04/08,"My doctor prescribed me Prozacand Hydroxyzine Not sure if this post belongs here. But I been reading up on these two, and wondering if they mix? Based on what I read, they do not. But it would be weird for my doctor to prescribe me 2 meds, if they don't mix. 

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I take prozac for depression/Anxiety and Hydroxyzine for Anxiety.",2.956666666666667,5.737758000000002,3.4660317460317493,86.24285714285719,80.1111111111111,7.4095238095238125,28.04761904761905,8.418075326091056,2.399800000000001,266,12,49,6,7,83,44,63,0.09,0.91,0.0,-0.5207,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,12,7,7,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,10,1,7,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,4,0,37,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370032055013937,0.2657913678119182,0.0,0.0,0.3346688941649459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4477764966421826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429692979007309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20949113489408855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4375956314674029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20615856252835704,0.0,0.16446422135359706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21367584968622047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372127047464747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15538564111994693,0.0,0.2657913678119182,0.0
anxiety,lilsandro,2019/04/08,"Shortness of breath Hey, i've had shortness of breath on and off, sometimes for weeks the last half an year, but my doctor listened to my lungs and said it was fine, i've suffered with mental issues about 2 years now, has any1 any idea if its my anxiety or should i get it checked out further?",4.3858474576271185,5.214390254237292,4.162500000000001,91.4908686440678,70.1864406779661,6.5779661016949165,28.309322033898304,5.985473137389443,0.962047457627118,231,8,49,1,4,70,49,59,0.105,0.8590000000000001,0.036000000000000004,-0.631,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,4,4,3,0,0,9,7,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,4,1,9,3,0,11,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,2,5,29,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20889774377141346,0.0,0.2349972703045522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144189862042759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049256714634602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3467768148727712,0.0,0.3206234948698989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503984644925525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095723187657978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922052518875746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30381587029601365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464069410025311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3956368074268246
anxiety,modernjaneausten,2019/04/08,"I have to do a physical because of the process of switching to my husband’s life insurance They’ve been asking for my health records for months and since I haven’t been to my old primary doctor in several years, they’re insisting that I do a physical with full blood work. I hate needles and blood draws legit make me pass out. I can’t get out of this and I’m having a panic attack at work after my husband texted me to tell me all this. How do I get through this? I have to do this for the life insurance policy",4.128464619492656,4.6289941028037385,5.259279038718294,84.58168224299068,70.58878504672897,9.104939919893187,29.304405874499327,9.23628265651192,2.286939652870495,407,15,87,8,7,135,63,107,0.103,0.897,0.0,-0.8779,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,1,3,2,1,5,0,11,6,2,2,1,9,17,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,14,0,18,15,2,10,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,4,59,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228455479190048,0.27118244783453066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530929726961705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24398373952227834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24907895779840364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23534290018182266,0.0,0.25337818208626306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33673824381127193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591150937099082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190266175747774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501312097500195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796780636265088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26929239624222656,0.0,0.1971836982926363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083475465751188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470751632390337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15350368776066525
anxiety,jayescee,2019/04/08,"Just recently started 20 mg of propranolol after being diagnosed with SAD/GAD I'm currently using it twice daily and have two questions.

1) Did it work immediately for you after taking it the first time? My doctor told me it will take a few weeks for the effects to kick in. Is that true? Because I'm still sweating, getting hot all of a sudden, and my heart is still racing, etc., after taking the medication

2) How long should I wait til I ask for a higher dosage in case the 20 mg isn't working for me?

If formatting looks weird, it's cause I'm on mobile",2.5894642857142856,4.551891874999999,4.476214285714288,82.91878571428573,76.67857142857143,6.98,23.7,7.908726449838941,1.3465685714285716,438,14,85,7,10,149,81,112,0.016,0.952,0.032,0.3899,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,4,4,2,0,0,7,0,8,5,2,4,2,14,21,5,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,2,2,7,1,15,16,3,17,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,2,14,56,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18121882812904502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816606081368032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19913212446313125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19674850804375796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984084841346688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21618832050886805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164884385440439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127596729066424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22970715727749716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17154664958901367,0.1627809072807601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19527835806736904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21715066798622645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19139846766742505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13720442835754978,0.0,0.3096095986001563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4372417547305695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303252863639472,0.0,0.0,0.18522712306226724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18935831491981234,0.0,0.0,0.1674197679590944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15549069804839952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28224281320502304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ContestedWit,2019/04/08,"Ways to make it more difficult to access Youtube/social media/video games __CONTEXT__

I've recently started with getting help for an anxiety disorder that I didn't know I had and that I've been struggling with for probably my whole life.

There's lots of good news about this, including the fact that many of the tactics I've used to make it this far (junior year at college) are effective.  However, it hasn't been enough and they need adjusting. Despite being able to work hard at school, I often undercut myself with a spiral of anxiety, which occasionally becomes extremely unhealthy.  This can be started when I unnecessarily spend time on the computer needlessly.

Sometimes I need the rest, but there are many cases where I'm good to work, get started on my MatLab code, then when I hit a snag, go from looking up help on youtube, to looking up music from youtube, to looking up videos on the S method of cleaning a window, throwing away hours of productivity, and starting an escalating spiral of anxiety that ultimately isn't good for me.

__ACTUAL QUESTION__

My therapist wants me to make it more difficult for me to access these distractions when I don't nee time off (but not to straight up take away all access, which has been my past methods).  She says I make the choice because it is the easier of the two, and that making it more difficult, through time outs, lock outs, I should be able to start taking steps towards overcoming this problem.  We ran short on time (there was a LOT of other stuff to talk about) so she ended saying that I should look up ways to do it, and if I can't figure something out to come back on it.

So here I am for help.  Im also googling stuff right after I post this.  Any suggestions are greatly appreciated! Thank you for your time.",5.3272554890219554,6.789663317365272,5.771032934131736,78.47425399201597,68.52095808383234,9.039720558882237,31.281936127744512,9.408791572840183,2.8680942115768464,1404,58,257,29,24,451,185,334,0.087,0.816,0.097,0.8527,1,0,3,0,0,1,39.0,1,2,1,3,15,11,0,2,14,0,23,1,0,7,2,40,52,15,0,7,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,2,0,25,13,0,0,5,2,1,5,6,6,0,1,7,7,27,5,57,39,9,54,0,0,4,0,15,25,0,5,21,179,52,6,0.18098666291365456,0.0,0.0883084376818654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236748447168463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06153856853920338,0.0,0.2076814526199974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004292752400282,0.06958378607030745,0.0,0.05516389492734625,0.09994277489409488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795199222288714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037131978240899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015023182694782,0.09350380178719568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455806142334848,0.0,0.051429445686556725,0.2277045389968684,0.0,0.0997692174006763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106425028357121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819673176738552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891177029914911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977483267070164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0497327683636018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06391811621371098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039664283832792,0.0,0.0,0.15386838866487584,0.0,0.0,0.3020250071983355,0.1834920692144341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341993172767961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638612440942903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666759686839005,0.0,0.09756711684363918,0.0865898968128196,0.0,0.0,0.10137324160346747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935124761676543,0.0,0.0,0.07728081061696779,0.0,0.1439278586216748,0.0,0.09158408264270047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06966618765963256,0.08950021871929599,0.0,0.3202582288588161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460327824742784,0.2071864283564068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360794464429571,0.07273511199852586,0.0,0.08331410144293078,0.0,0.10506973259428916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638369465028515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839883563797825,0.0,0.0,0.0781571834151127,0.0,0.0,0.05337531149460845,0.14365878878512786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103257286837238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317604461418924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058274738517781435
anxiety,Dannyhavok,2019/04/08,"Feel like I’ve failed. Back on meds. So I (M 31) have had anxiety for like 10 years. About 2 years ok I was on the up. Emotionally and in life. But recently I’ve been feeling a lot of weight on my shoulders (work, relationship) and made the decision to go back on my meds. 

Downside is I feel like I’ve failed taking that step back :/.",0.2207608695652148,2.4134556231884083,2.3099818840579713,93.86323369565218,86.97101449275362,6.348550724637683,20.219202898550726,7.6454224807358475,0.6295637681159425,254,8,60,5,8,85,48,69,0.138,0.711,0.15,-0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,5,6,0,0,3,1,5,3,1,1,0,9,11,4,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,4,4,5,4,10,7,1,14,0,2,0,0,1,6,0,1,9,32,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14613899283816711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4406755565943039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214885340312802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897746280277788,0.272946664646994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856791446770138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13493158406412092,0.2799858258302245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16240861472300372,0.0,0.1807591415372853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42438707755503774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18862109982599096,0.20509692639456745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363232487738922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23262556853225705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907360516913325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460367496700408
anxiety,let_gu,2019/04/08,"Online friends I want to make some online friends here. I got ocd and am anxious, i thought people here would understand. If somebody wants to make friends with me?",4.1370000000000005,6.915817366666667,2.8633333333333333,92.345,75.33333333333334,5.333333333333334,33.33333333333333,6.42735559955562,1.8523333333333336,131,7,24,1,3,37,22,30,0.058,0.636,0.306,0.8225,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,11,9,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,3,3,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31140192695497104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6388910814290725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204595747047648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679921711886545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19109847877058306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21883241968255748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869575817408691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251667295197396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958112653201816,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ema140,2019/04/08,"Im anxious about doing a big choice in my life Hi everyone.. just to give some background, I have a master degree on editorial design, but I don't want any job in design because it requires me to move to a bigger city, I made my decision to not do that, so I work as a part-time at a copy center. The part-time gives me time to do what I actually love, wich is illustration.. I'm still learning but I plan on doing this as my life goal, get a patreon, etc etc. you get the point. 

​

So today I got a call from a journal that is interested in me, I sent my resume months ago, and totally forgot about it (before I even got the part-time job)... it's in my city so it woulndt be that bad... but I like my life now, I have time for illustrations... at the part-time they actually pay well, and at the journal as a designer I doubt they'll pay me much more, maybe just like 200 euros for 8 hours? that seems so little.. 

​

I'm so anxious since I recevied that call, I don't know what to do :( I'm going for a interview this wednesday anyway to see what they want... but do I really want to work 8 hours a day and lose my time for everything else I like? :( Or would they like me and I would love it? but what if I dont like it, what do I do D:

I'm so confused.. >.< anyway, thanks for reading this..",1.0625992779783395,2.692082090252711,3.427950902527076,90.22056895306862,80.08303249097473,6.59806498194946,21.549314079422373,7.554174236665415,0.6563124620938625,997,29,231,15,25,345,129,277,0.087,0.7609999999999999,0.152,0.9749,2,0,0,0,0,0,67.0,0,1,4,7,16,14,0,2,16,0,19,5,0,1,1,30,42,20,0,6,10,0,0,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,19,4,0,2,4,1,3,3,4,4,1,0,5,1,36,10,28,33,6,29,0,1,1,2,14,14,0,6,17,149,55,11,0.0,0.0,0.1811215367414952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082262831549886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011005312377202,0.2255276891816669,0.06310812644453126,0.0,0.0,0.20967830817799016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748528304324574,0.05657086505075326,0.0,0.07896714642987993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18952118685937605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059849218286085824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876253612045153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775236520399828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069961581327467,0.06129444184371392,0.0,0.0,0.08867570358477816,0.08340390407518197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696979046324236,0.17804709592013848,0.05274116766774877,0.0,0.1484434958310922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827813484238061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002414243294909,0.0,0.18418211710465685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0510012161288306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966450953863868,0.2266903540993235,0.09301137103130812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382101600517643,0.0,0.0,0.1675137525772911,0.08781091759971561,0.0,0.0,0.0932314680573276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407318288780126,0.09863318942164603,0.06821969837895246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4019794410694254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772730814947081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282650182856164,0.0,0.05945094575956179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739506915622786,0.08448289867293202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676626751297047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411130869651361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543905022950739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16233970769112588,0.0,0.08796486527369596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420998993527766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343959321965609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351210321087205,0.0,0.0,0.1318468875128835,0.0,0.2255276891816669,0.0
anxiety,TTaun7ed,2019/04/08,Is it sad that I go to a bar to drink alone occasionally? Long time anxiety sufferer and don't have many friends to go with a bar too sometimes after work il go to my local bar and browse reddit for a few hours and what not and get moderately drunk,9.413653846153846,5.336813057692306,9.753846153846156,71.44115384615388,62.653846153846146,13.476923076923079,37.53846153846154,11.20814326018867,3.6902769230769232,197,6,44,4,2,67,40,52,0.261,0.7390000000000001,0.0,-0.9098,0,1,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,0,3,5,0,0,0,6,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,5,0,0,5,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,7,7,1,8,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,25,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119432192383469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304104218519979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29505268345873553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326995520153889,0.0,0.15735995593640456,0.0,0.5135216512637993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966126336518126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26654470890305104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053605741449067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978857701177321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17562699425575445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192707600700616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SquareStructure,2019/04/08,"I was so overwhelmed this morning that I crouched under my bed I am currently dealing with multiple issues that involve work and family. The anxiety stems from the fact that I don't have any control over the outcomes of these issues, yet I will be severely impacted by them. I barely slept last night, but this morning I just felt too overwhelmed as I woke up. I tried to meditate, but my limbs were shaking and I couldn't even hold my phone to open the app. I crouched under my bed and lay in fetal position. I don't even know what prompted me to do so. But the darkness, the narrow space, and the proximity of my own body somehow helped me calm down in some time and I am able to come to work today.",4.95227777777778,5.522568021428577,5.563809523809528,82.87896825396827,68.78571428571428,8.793650793650794,31.26984126984127,8.841846274778883,2.41531746031746,553,22,111,9,9,179,88,140,0.063,0.892,0.045,-0.3312,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,3,8,4,0,3,7,0,11,2,2,1,1,20,16,11,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,7,8,0,2,2,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,5,1,21,1,18,8,2,18,0,2,0,0,5,10,0,2,6,82,28,2,0.21491899664849995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615228760740592,0.0,0.16441244417693995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23872655525688466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18513368538417996,0.0,0.0,0.24104992967451014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22157204848312906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28390394067400465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20260650273933056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063559405819201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440556731554731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4486391895854418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811385994068364,0.17518766712489678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20168691934250746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427972919525604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532099527852844,0.0,0.20371807900410274,0.0,0.0,0.14591589107087635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31292717846600826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,treemooo,2019/04/08,"anxiety whenever i see a certain person hello whoever’s reading this. i’ll get right to the point. i’m 18 years old and a senior in high school. i used to be best friends with this guy. around 2 months ago i found out that he was lying about multiple things and realized how selfish and manipulative he really was. i stopped talking to him and we would give each other dirty looks whenever we’d pass each other at school.  eventually things escalated, and at a party he said things to me that i didn’t think were possible to come out of a former friend’s mouth. spring break was shortly after that so i didn’t have to deal with him for a few weeks. now i’m back at school and i’m extremely stressed and anxious at the thought of even seeing his face. i go throughout my day worrying about running into him and i’m scared of what he’s gonna do or say. 
how do i navigate this?",2.824096834264431,4.549404072625698,4.226011173184356,86.01875605214153,75.31284916201119,7.901824953445066,25.89981378026071,8.648137234880735,1.7779628305400368,695,25,146,14,15,230,114,179,0.134,0.797,0.069,-0.8568,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,0,0,1,9,7,0,2,7,0,12,2,2,4,1,30,29,12,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,2,12,18,0,1,4,1,0,4,2,3,0,0,9,5,16,4,24,16,4,31,0,0,3,0,20,13,0,1,13,89,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281992734393541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063594887245948,0.16338245510130733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874484061424085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120590838864466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151772572635067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457962688451375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326965964618733,0.14909962533714233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552191144149544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857129602670744,0.22347023656730094,0.0,0.07555937747787934,0.13873524594826794,0.08219239780542074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319918365521564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15280179419052728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144662103417332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543643767960815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15175716699278294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627893956680536,0.0,0.0,0.13671517201219013,0.16304033367050094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14466180978856624,0.0,0.09264898749608907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235069723999677,0.13756928012908756,0.1150097541709191,0.1447925251414796,0.43909759784836666,0.2304910917848178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091103026833334,0.1656647831084989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624222621880882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28824263278482337,0.0926683691478876,0.0,0.11481424772514608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490755490070045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600758464659952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687134441998514,0.0,0.10273579735789763,0.0,0.0,0.093132259667974
anxiety,Brvisatha123,2019/04/08,My doctor gave me sertraline even though i mostly overcome my anxiety she insisted for me to take the medicine but i don't want  any help in my battle.. i have come so far and i am kinda afraid that the medicine will make it easier and make me go back to zero after dropping off the medicine..so what do you guys think about this sitution?.,5.632941176470588,5.632298176470589,5.790000000000003,83.83000000000003,67.23529411764707,9.15294117647059,30.235294117647058,8.841846274778883,2.1774000000000004,268,9,55,4,4,85,52,68,0.083,0.862,0.055,0.0335,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,5,2,1,1,3,0,5,1,0,2,0,10,13,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,1,0,12,0,7,11,1,8,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,2,40,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21847119015011465,0.0,0.24576681585246174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24703292453490386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767413171896814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288283007834032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21219247684295006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825822809112774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181028206318837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153371314083856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4288937123110497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24155126878213276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058536149219592,0.3156411930675827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18949039770776502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,4r22rlegion,2019/04/08,"Is depersonalization a common anxiety symptome? Hi,
Ive been experiencing anxiety/panic attacks since a year now [28M]. The major symptom that kills me every time is depersonalization or when I feel weird and almost see myself in third person. Is it common? Obviously I am sacred shitless that Im heading towards something more serious.",5.6540229885057425,8.915670034482762,7.914482758620692,55.53712643678165,72.79310344827587,8.694252873563219,33.804597701149426,9.2995712137729,4.234025287356322,274,14,35,7,6,97,47,58,0.207,0.7929999999999999,0.0,-0.8675,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,3,0,6,3,1,0,1,5,8,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,3,5,0,2,7,2,8,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,2,6,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581868577524432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972448641574729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933272039792452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172390846580756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037030941476396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646155033395259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785085790721581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852588218562845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251336255046532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054629826559074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132857172443488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984957859443936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5359834538427212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15034703007754235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16603879746233927
anxiety,snarkymillennial,2019/04/08,"Running into a wall of apathy Does anyone else ever feel like they get up some steam, start doing good things like going to the gym and eating healthier meals and just in general care about what’s happening next in life and then suddenly run into a wall where you go from that level to suddenly not even getting out of bed on time to get to work on time, when previously you were working out at the gym before work?

It just feels like I’ve hit a wall of apathy and it’s sucking me back in when I don’t want it to.

Aside from the obvious “having the self discipline to do it anyways” (which I wish I had but isn’t a practical option), does anyone have anything that helped them get back on track and to care again? I know my anxiety is better when I’m working out and eating healthy stuff, and this weekend I had three boxes of Girl Scout cookies, Chipotle, and half a frozen pizza- none of which qualify as healthy food- and straight up did not work out or do anything remotely productive.

I have a follow up appointment with my psychiatrist tomorrow. I’ve been on the same meds for over a year so maybe it’s time to mix things up again? I also want to talk with her about a therapist for some guidance on the life stuff. I know being somewhat accountable to someone has helped me in the past too. Idk. I’m just generally feeling down today. And all week last week. But the three weeks before that I was doing great!",5.6579443165166445,5.907697469750893,6.099886958342058,80.77010257483776,67.18505338078292,9.601088549298725,29.696671551182753,9.478462496947786,2.4475432698346253,1123,37,223,21,17,363,156,281,0.024,0.836,0.14,0.9845,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,2,6,19,9,1,0,16,0,18,7,0,0,3,45,41,20,0,3,8,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,1,2,16,18,5,1,5,3,1,5,5,1,0,3,6,3,18,8,46,33,6,58,0,0,0,0,10,28,1,5,28,156,34,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427465534076042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080617618847255,0.0,0.0,0.14737232742196793,0.10797721961449816,0.17344227087889974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620658678739854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793461472335018,0.0,0.0,0.09320259824290346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148897500313132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18444254626537007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21566600115883064,0.0880338782735894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960440188413901,0.09532485308329564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15985425970341974,0.15057110870134605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12742940327110416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22023283230913285,0.0,0.1197830445881196,0.08839016437461047,0.0,0.11618500313285332,0.0,0.0,0.09318973748285096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412718533486961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583135557584068,0.08590111682674928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488700969300327,0.1544542640608639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587127275678118,0.0,0.1170566287531477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207589411269696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059988838878607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993733257354604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929057677682853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745905486535998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412763821830945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470277141173486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235765227675124,0.14002341277676492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18434882374323489,0.0,0.0998906532146258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431511231190767,0.0,0.2535953820908101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12118511734874005,0.0,0.0,0.3835999781952321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06786312305190789
anxiety,theMightyQwinn,2019/04/08,"Lab work came back normal So I’ve been having asthma issues and a lot of anxiety around my health in general lately. 

I went to the doctor for the first time in years though and I just got my lab results back. My cholesterol and my comprehensive metabolic panel all came back normal. My doctor also says I’m healthy (considering the asthma). 

Does this mean I can put my hypochondria to rest because it appears I truly am healthy? The numbers don’t lie right?",2.734482758620686,5.5342841149425315,3.6719655172413823,84.23208620689657,81.41379310344827,5.778850574712644,23.64252873563219,7.1686216300943375,1.2242377011494252,366,13,64,5,10,117,62,87,0.02,0.857,0.123,0.8385,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,0,5,0,5,5,0,1,1,15,12,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,5,1,10,0,7,7,3,16,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,7,43,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717773991010065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122501309182555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15270392279623946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3957031218038626,0.0,0.10456710615293642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3923842960423541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511499135926377,0.15011281587354244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590892610440634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13719347204923207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823353616107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790396214276125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19350073223741546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14583426489637982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868536217368129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33613885267408616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724416401864428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649130084111334,0.0,0.1364127722551072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685338175088624,0.0,0.10002435842634393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15901612688830066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488067219169005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046393255315062
anxiety,xayawarriorprincess,2019/04/08,"My [21f] anxiety makes me feel like I don't deserve my boyfriend [31m]  

My anxiety makes me feel like I'm a horrible girlfriend. My boyfriend is the most supportive, understanding, loyal person I've ever had in my life and I constantly feel like I'm not good enough for him.

Even though he has said he wouldn't have a problem with it, I make an active effort not to have male friends for fear of not being loyal enough. The only men I talk to are at my workplace and guys I know through him.

Even then, I feel majorly guilty about it sometimes.

When I drink I get really chatty with everybody. We were at a party with a bunch of his friends and I had way too much to drink. The next day he told me that he heard me complaining about him going to a wedding without me. I remember telling a guy that he was doing that, but now I feel so horrible because I didn't consider how badly that might have been perceived.

I apologized to my boyfriend over and over again and he said that he wasn't mad, he was just checking in to make sure that I was really fine with him going without me (for context, he's going as a male friend's plus one - hence why I'm not going).

Even though he said it's fine, I've been obsessing about it for two days straight. I also have a vague recollection of talking to someone about our sex life (all good things) and I'm absolutely mortified that I did that while I was drunk. Even though I know I didn't say anything bad about him, just the thought of bringing up sex with someone else makes me feel like a horrible cheater.

These are just examples. Whenever I interact with people, usually men, I get severe anxiety about it afterwards, especially if I was drinking. I feel like constantly asking my bf to reassure me that I did nothing wrong is driving him away. In fact, he told me he worries that I'm hiding something I really did do wrong because he doesn't understand why I feel so guilty about the small things.

I can't help but feel anxious and guilty. It can be months since an incident and I'll still get these horrible intrusive thoughts that make me want to hole up in my room and never leave the house again.

How do I deal with anxiety that I'm not being a good enough girlfriend without simultaneously driving my boyfriend away from me? How do I stop intrusive thoughts from ruining my day?",5.107384057971019,5.827341636956523,5.601739130434784,82.211231884058,68.5,9.437681159420292,31.63768115942029,9.558583805096642,2.7574507246376814,1843,75,372,38,30,593,199,460,0.159,0.71,0.13,-0.9604,0,0,4,0,0,0,43.0,2,0,0,1,30,28,1,2,18,0,38,8,0,9,5,71,83,26,0,4,14,0,9,5,6,2,2,5,1,7,22,18,4,1,19,4,1,7,16,10,0,2,25,14,60,18,51,53,8,42,0,1,0,2,53,15,0,3,24,241,82,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053575219965789164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205001451285478,0.07568435203860306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05513050024429323,0.0,0.06263051290823142,0.0,0.1258864711442294,0.0,0.11187468061174287,0.08167805821849809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14479381266403946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961710761670844,0.06906805584383588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19688636855661085,0.0,0.0,0.055965039238409085,0.0,0.0,0.20766868373101854,0.0,0.17699609100513655,0.06060006951667726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538707577326198,0.3048684242534153,0.23930327085140046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15527860727783413,0.0,0.10500507881291636,0.0,0.15229734102220852,0.1685746140414635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266953811756246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04490478535644883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730228663541795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736364963916945,0.0,0.0,0.07093716133747607,0.0,0.0,0.0946399383907927,0.16364985689263334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26831480431769444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107023588703802,0.0,0.0,0.053474113741334144,0.0,0.049248429300536786,0.0,0.05167004015635023,0.0,0.07124906836665627,0.0,0.0,0.0642827206621919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045396988855683135,0.05095209126464759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04644532769190509,0.05849673216937173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641043806127728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875455778883135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589134397281963,0.0,0.19118041445510905,0.053276459318399534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568435203860306,0.0,0.05541827636466126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352789927998795,0.05157539128644354,0.06625895510778285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05350163711419436,0.056010132633301984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602419931084621,0.06314121994918863,0.0,0.0,0.10769476521135794,0.058555864485630535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901591005673737,0.0,0.19746431929762315,0.1595576820991437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803161615905587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06544357729993207,0.13948660401040242,0.0,0.0,0.07378462223321469,0.0,0.03951490196104635,0.05317686019743794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090365078747227,0.0,0.0,0.1937399907825989,0.0,0.0,0.06803583976365482,0.0,0.0,0.1464952335058034,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mayalysol,2019/04/08,"sleeping: my favourite elixir to pacify anxiety (also, ranting) I’m at the end of my rope with my anxiety. I just slept 12 hours, having dreams about all my old friends. I love how I don’t feel anxious in my dreams, I just go with the story and progress it through whatever means necessary. It’s very relieving! When I came to my senses this morning and was fully awake, my brain instantly went into turbo-mode. And off I went! Beginning to wonder about my stepdad, and how he (probably) doesn’t feel comfortable around me. I go off imagining what I wish I could be for him. I feel like we don’t truly like one another, we are sadly indifferent. At this point, my heart was hurting so I told myself, “hey, calm down, stop thinking so much..” but then I don’t have any thoughts, and my brain shakes it head and goes, “you’re so dumb, at this rate you will have dementia at 40 years old. you don’t do anything productive with your brain! Don’t you know your grandma has it? Youll be like her, too.” SO I START THINKING AGAIN. But not about anything real, I just drift off. I go to a place I create. Like a dark lush forest, dancing with a bandit crew of tigers while they eat stars that fall off my hair. I start imagining what their fur feels like when they playfully bounce into my shoulder, or what dance moves we do. I imagine what I want to do, and do it. But then I snap out of this. I scold myself, “you’re not really DOING anything. You’re wasting away your good health by sitting around dreaming. I mean look, you get winded from just going up the stairs!?” (I’m 115lb and 5ft. Nothing crazy. But in my head I’m somehow extremely overweight and very unhealthy) I feel like I’m only fulfilling %30 of my true potential and maybe it’s true. I need some serious lifestyle changes. I go for walks, and skateboard almost everyday. I read a lot, and play guitar. Yet I don’t ever get really good at my hobbies because I criticize everything I do. It’s like I want to be everything, all the time, all at once, or else I feel like I’m being incompetent. It’s laughably counter-productive. I feel like I’m never doing the right things. I’m never the right person. I go mute most the time when people talk to me if I sense any amount of disinterest or boredom coming from the person I’m talking to. I try to keep the whole “people aren’t thinking as much about you as they are about themselves, so don’t worryyyy” in mind, but that just gets processed oddly cynical to me and then I don’t even WANT to be around people. (Maybe it’s a self reflection honestly haha.) Im probably the most cynical and nihilistic person I know. Essentially I just pull personalities from a hat instead of working on whatever my real one is. It feels like walking through thick mud. Ah.. The only time I seem to live without anxiety, is when I’m asleep in a dream. I want to work on remembering my dreams better so I can get the most out of them. I like to work on things, like my reading comprehension, my eye for visual composition, and picking apart music by ear. It feels fruitless in the short term but it’s something to do. Oh yeah, I’m currently trying some drugs to ease the anxiety, but the funny thing is that when I do that, and I’m totally in the moment and free of my brains plaguing toxicity, I miss it. I want it back. It’s the only way I’ve KNOWN how to BE for years, and yet it’s killing me. Im always so tense, until I get scared about it. See, I like how much I overthink, until I realize it renders me quite useless when I’m actually around people because then my anxiety just gets worse. I don’t want to be like this, I just want people to feel comfortable around me. But I want that to be real. I don’t want to second guess people, or make accusations about them in my head. But if I don’t, I just feel like I’ll be caught eventually like a deer in headlights if they do turn out to be ill-intentioned. I keep my guard up. I’m scared of people’s capability for darkness. I don’t know what to do around it? I start to shake, shiver, cry, I feel like my hands and feet set on fire, and I have no idea what is happening. I swear, for every panic attack I have, I probably cut another year off my total life span. And if I do try to accept the situation and understand it, whatever was making me anxious just makes me depressed INSTEAD. Anyways, I just needed to rant here because I think everyone in my real life has had it up to their necks with me complaining about things like this. If not, I know at least I sure have. I’m currently looking into means of therapy, and have been talking to people so there’s that. I haven’t totally given up, despite how much I feel like I have. Anywho. Going back to sleep now dudes. 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anxiety,gska83ks,2019/04/08,"Anxious and scared because a guy stared at me in a bathroom stall. Throaway account for obvious reasons. Will respond tho.

I'm a guy, 17 years. Today, I went to the city to a shopping centre with my brother. I told him at one point I'd go to the toilets of that shopping centre to do the #2.

I had gone in the second stall from the left. No one was in the left and right ones. So I just do my business, and at some point, I notice something flash in my right eye. I looked up and saw a small, circular mirror. And through it, I could barely see an older guy wearing a pair of glasses and gray hair, looking at me. I couldn't really see anything else, because as soon as I looked at the mirror, the guy took it away and pretended he flushed the toilet and left the stall.

I quickly texted my older brother to come and help, because I was starting to panic and my heart was racing, and I waited for him in the stall. Something like that has never ever happened to me. He did come and I told him about it once we left the hall of the toilet area. As I was telling my brother about the incident in front of the hall, an older guy in his sixties came out, which to some degree fitted the description. I stared at him and he walked away.
Not even 10 seconds later from a distance of about 10 metres, I see him look at me and look away, three times, then he walked off.
So we decided to follow the guy and he seemed to be hiding from us.

What gave it away that it was him, was when he was looking at a real estate sign and went behind it (it was in the middle of the shopping centre) and then once he wanted to come back around, he was us looking at him and went right back around. He was walking in a nonsense pattern too. He tried to look innocent, but it didn't work.
After that, we follow him for 10 minutes and he disappeared in a crowd of people.

Yes, I did try and go to the security, but my brother refused to go, as he ""didn't want to stay in the SC for any longer"" and made me go home with him. I feel utterly disgusting and really embarrassed that this happened to me and I don't know how to react at this point.

I'm not looking for pity here. I just genuinely don't know what to do about it and how to get my mind off it.

Man. Can a guy seriously not take a s**t in peace?",3.222417195207896,3.9637586131078235,4.469344608879492,88.54882311486965,72.80549682875264,7.086398872445384,26.17265680056378,7.106945922332613,1.0569244538407323,1756,56,384,16,33,580,197,473,0.07200000000000001,0.8859999999999999,0.041,-0.8166,0,0,2,0,0,0,59.0,5,0,0,1,22,8,1,3,35,1,26,4,4,5,3,67,72,38,0,4,7,4,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,8,20,36,0,3,6,4,4,20,10,6,0,6,26,19,49,2,79,42,2,87,0,1,17,0,47,48,0,3,19,266,69,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04364070482485336,0.0,0.0,0.0724986596093383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05280995692828196,0.11425741362942307,0.0,0.0,0.2411753599013762,0.09869210612383672,0.0,0.11736011964496244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07339826966073416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16584135594287192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05123793338613501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05360936865389553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042386500671300786,0.05804930205322946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032448439575741284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03352840783709366,0.0,0.1458868681407846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4447983234186367,0.11349819159283095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07604681997452813,0.043014661032271036,0.0,0.06437202613833835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053700194199697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27890213231042826,0.0,0.0,0.031352307182135816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4850120234906021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06072324677134808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479771955604044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04949515391748893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306283273595386,0.0,0.13668700812154755,0.13045844036525794,0.0,0.0,0.07529467975329962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044490359130803375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18199628680444396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304436979219585,0.08222336239792563,0.06598183866972951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16441343005624015,0.0,0.0,0.06424964043844075,0.0,0.1534157556507291,0.0584218459879966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880897798232156,0.0,0.0,0.04542287922883444,0.06840123409483874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04825106511181945,0.0,0.05609114134066946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03742053342331651,0.0,0.060829705089430995,0.12264253189899108,0.07129997622032612,0.08714023482937114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15438749258731035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570329532078399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17847057610827294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04671963350923722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041326126407699726
anxiety,itsmybootyduty,2019/04/08,"Having difficulty swallowing food and drink, aka my newest ridiculous anxiety symptom. DAE have any experience with anxiety over awareness of bodily functions? So, here's a new one for the books. Lately, I've had a few ""choking"" episodes in which a liquid or something has gone down the wrong tube and I've had to cough my lungs out just to breath again. Well, I actually think it's triggered a new anxiety symptom. I've recently noticed that I'm overthinking one of my most basic human functions - eating/drinking - and I'm having trouble swallowing. It doesn't happen all the time but it comes and goes and it's making it really difficult to eat or drink properly because I'm afraid of choking on my food and dying.  
  
Has anyone else experienced this, or another strange ""awareness"" of your normally unconscious functions that makes it difficult to do them (walking, eating, talking, etc.)? What was your approach, and is there anything I can do to ease my mind while eating so that this doesn't continue to happen? Thanks, y'all.",6.027983193277315,7.924624636363639,6.404312452253631,72.93739304812836,67.34224598930481,9.620932009167305,34.747517188693664,9.957137785484203,3.8939292589763177,825,40,132,20,14,266,116,187,0.136,0.818,0.046,-0.9164,0,0,4,0,0,0,30.0,0,3,1,0,7,8,1,1,7,0,14,14,2,3,1,23,25,14,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,13,10,9,0,1,3,0,4,2,6,1,2,4,1,11,2,17,21,4,18,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,4,9,87,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.1214433635957444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462895449686825,0.13049465128261092,0.2856072967057154,0.0,0.0,0.08701698347926955,0.1275117533894856,0.10241015720992458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586238784060026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720099214801043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915744791376346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36573518954167,0.0,0.3820243295638011,0.1039603929089751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879249341239794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173409129596355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009661982867469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22009803302526754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403828425256916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16614010496406725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565707363841602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24038544125134986,0.0,0.0,0.12193268489499948,0.0,0.14168495151118615,0.0,0.0,0.16865846473246726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972461974297337,0.0,0.12287745471330615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958062035788402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25869838822740016,0.0,0.1000266439367448,0.0,0.11457506190560032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797412976890728,0.0,0.0,0.07256666987942105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111893759736792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606442738007726,0.0,0.0
anxiety,madbutt19,2019/04/08,"I (F 23) need to be screened for anxiety and depression but I’m not sure how to navigate this. I have this fear I won't be taken seriously in a doctors appointment. I need to feel better and start working again. I’ve been unemployed for nearly a year (since graduating in May 2018) due to these issues. I have three months until my emergency fund goes dry and I’m homeless. I think I should’ve looked for help ten years ago, but the a mental health stigma in my family prevented this. For the past year, I haven’t been able to get myself going. The last two jobs I had I started having panic attacks (I think) and couldn’t show up for my shifts or even pick up the phone to call out. When I’ve tried to donate plasma at Biotest I’ve consistently tested for high blood pressure and a high pulse (social anxiety I think). I haven’t been able to find the motivation to do anything in public for months, and I’m very socially isolated. The only person I have to talk to is my boyfriend, who I live with. It’s too much for him to deal with the weight of my emotional and financial issues. 

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I have to feel better and make money within the next three months. Moving back in with my parents isn’t an option - it’s an extremely stressful environment over there.

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I requested an appointment with a primary care provider through my insurance, and I’m considering trying to find affordable therapy at nearby college with a student training program. 

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I don’t know how to even bring this up in a doctors appointment. It’s very hard for me to talk about my emotions while also including the full context of what’s happening. **I keep having this thought that I’m going to mischaracterize what’s happening or the doctor won’t take me seriously.** Any advice would be greatly appreciated. I need to stop being a deadweight who doesn't do anything in their own life. I'm sorry for the jumbled nature of this post.",4.540364398881637,6.337194835135138,5.4593755824790335,78.64608108108112,70.91891891891892,8.671015843429638,29.24510717614166,9.223106411051027,2.6477548928238592,1539,61,280,33,29,504,196,370,0.115,0.8079999999999999,0.077,-0.9185,5,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,0,0,1,4,11,13,1,4,22,0,27,7,1,5,1,45,57,19,0,5,5,1,4,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,15,15,1,3,10,1,3,4,9,8,0,4,6,6,33,5,55,42,3,43,0,1,2,0,16,19,0,4,19,184,48,12,0.16074646777097767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785397939480473,0.07124602239605111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427444610017582,0.0,0.2612530960060342,0.2929868293791236,0.05465655515776044,0.0,0.12297060786236742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228064648881596,0.0,0.0,0.09143615660151992,0.0,0.061802055714290975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421671878202851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207005806334906,0.0,0.08194586854149731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286127495908213,0.06922534857351824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24679623176197474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18081814035928984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061715259266868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576873187260344,0.09044223321028833,0.08127824399594673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14691935937486994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04199169742227359,0.0,0.09135592203805007,0.0,0.0,0.08861177410119275,0.0,0.0,0.1421475705765133,0.0,0.07199863064939377,0.0,0.0,0.0854329891984179,0.0,0.0,0.053872484478384934,0.1698374687935353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677775491094475,0.07975803283790972,0.0714394232044485,0.0,0.0,0.04417102740181016,0.06551491288930121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05676999201223312,0.0,0.0,0.07097103802679218,0.0,0.06749327394759873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05364975772695317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099731577021492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924594454460543,0.08542402796172999,0.059083574768651816,0.17878720356162392,0.0,0.0,0.08547784605167574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06112746612654231,0.0,0.09430067258396893,0.08924496469887865,0.0,0.07672534616467754,0.0,0.07017880768865868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697534084839841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648556962415822,0.0,0.0,0.16386078061248885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997125508122826,0.11377717724582705,0.0,0.0,0.06719562240344858,0.09206726786301613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575082175892081,0.0,0.06043066930951457,0.12920192182633355,0.0,0.0,0.09191379754484566,0.0,0.0,0.15449976883463049,0.0,0.06380736992773345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913629994122638,0.0,0.07851297081847107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263267064303816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787294619724997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058512671509231465,0.0,0.0,0.05709483933151549,0.0,0.2929868293791236,0.15527318244681515
anxiety,rantingpacifist,2019/04/08,"Effexor absorption and puking Sorry about this, guys, but I have a problem. I took my meds including my Effexor and then puked about 45 minutes later. Do you think I need to retake it?

Or will I have withdrawal?",2.116500000000002,4.902167650000003,4.050000000000004,80.27500000000002,85.0,8.200000000000001,25.5,8.841846274778883,2.7803500000000003,166,7,29,5,5,56,32,40,0.255,0.718,0.028,-0.8594,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,7,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,0,3,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,22,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38607101033061614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4331007747387309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28911243240431395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3730900603250893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4364709758554484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24983781324309526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.433203019990156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kismekate,2019/04/08,Cherry Angiomas Has anyone experienced a flair or outbreak of cherry angiomas when under extreme stress and anxiety? I had a breakdown last November and have been plagued with their onset lately (thousands) and I see it can be due to stress and hormones. Just hope I’m not alone! Doctor not concerned and says it comes with age. ,4.6417514124293815,7.599820322033898,4.445000000000004,80.7084039548023,74.59322033898304,5.967231638418079,30.17231638418079,7.1686216300943375,2.118624858757061,265,12,41,3,6,81,46,59,0.124,0.8,0.076,-0.4501,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,6,1,0,0,0,13,10,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,2,3,3,1,5,7,0,7,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,5,29,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28318543045991784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20916907459608694,0.0,0.0,0.1911848414074944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23553108672660544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798616694336736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27157232752309063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22287754674899207,0.3084348642239662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21743822052980974,0.0,0.0,0.21788400995615884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6264139229449326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kyutekyu,2019/04/08,"How do I deal with these overwhelming feelings? I feel my anxiety has gotten progressively worse, and I don't know what to do.
I've become someone I barely recognise. I'm forcing myself to go to this cooking course and that's about as much as I can do - at least I thought so until today.
I want to quit that too. Going out is becoming extremely difficult, social interactions are exhausting and so is faking that I'm okay so my ex can work on his issues with my support. I don't want to talk to anyone anymore and because I'm quiet in class I got put in a group with the worst of the worst.

There's so much going on in my life right now, I've lost my independence, job and partner because I had to move back to my home country (a small village in a small island) after 6 years in a big city/country. 

I spent yesterday crying all day and today I almost lost it in class, the way back trying to keep it together as more and more things went wrong. I just want something positive, you know? I want my ex to tell me the things he only seems to do when he's struggling, I'd like my family to be supportive and I'd like to stop being a pathetic imbecile who can't do anything right. 

I'll mention I've tried therapy. 3 times. Unfortunately it didn't really work for me. I've tried a lot of other things but I'm also struggling with motivation and I just...don't know what's wrong with me anymore.",2.836901793858317,4.352375216783219,4.690334448160535,83.58292642140471,74.80419580419581,7.771115840681058,25.72149589540894,8.456263369488248,1.7194103374885985,1096,38,224,20,23,374,154,286,0.146,0.784,0.069,-0.964,1,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,7,14,17,0,3,10,1,18,3,0,3,1,36,45,21,0,4,2,2,2,2,1,0,2,1,1,1,15,15,1,2,8,1,1,6,4,12,0,0,9,3,29,5,37,34,9,35,0,3,0,0,15,15,0,3,15,141,44,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480626816321023,0.0,0.0,0.08370007512277512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800679721139232,0.0,0.2075979020688162,0.07318377527834828,0.0,0.08612987524736421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16096091121394945,0.0,0.1276048817557102,0.2311871920845175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496891810272912,0.06749987308587196,0.10790439061948022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866827229922977,0.0,0.10584292111526074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784495550279257,0.0,0.0837096742109946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498691730130752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924243082926728,0.10386325740984564,0.09303051915252067,0.0,0.0,0.172562435124815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392755417506831,0.1022674686132242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22850709175787665,0.0889819218139991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124168299394002,0.153880739445057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960198519458712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521662076776253,0.0,0.1113234624972172,0.0,0.0,0.06705068852233337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787656349094204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528253002554704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669216523131092,0.08868179826731087,0.08057576110594432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750411686667017,0.0,0.21883589167089865,0.0,0.0,0.2375438196065249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412527232063892,0.09148129040731832,0.0,0.11969285192022965,0.0,0.2086031106441216,0.0,0.0,0.08309183478631926,0.06103064768291844,0.0,0.1984192078702797,0.0,0.0,0.21318075202387576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469350766806473,0.08307772130774313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702493841206296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239384539615786,0.0,0.1066619554626472,0.0,0.2288681606420655,0.0,0.0674004358076983
anxiety,anightowlll,2019/04/08,Chamomile Supplements? Just wondering if anyone has tried these and if they helped at all with anxiety?,6.370000000000001,10.117594529411768,4.383823529411767,78.77220588235295,74.29411764705883,10.458823529411768,32.029411764705884,10.125756701596842,4.512082352941177,85,4,13,3,2,24,16,17,0.114,0.8859999999999999,0.0,-0.264,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,2,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4303168448124664,0.0,0.0,0.3933184572782149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3770370488677011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38190579896765386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.610015597121042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Calder34,2019/04/08,"Anxiety at home & work Hey all, so since I'm quite an anxious person.. there are good days and bad days but I have been on medication for the last 2 years or so and it has really helped, things are definately better nowadays than what they used to be.

Anyway without jumping into too much detail my downstairs neighbor became progressively more and more aggressive to me over the last year or so (banging on his roof- we live above him, parking us in with his car, shouting at me, illegally painting numbers on our complexes parking areas etc).  A couple of my neighbors tried to get him evicted but he threatened to sue the real estate agents as they did not give him enough time to find a new place to live.. anyway we are stuck with this guy here for the next 6 months or so.. hopefully not longer..

Anyway so today I got to work only to find out the other company that works in the same building as me has hired one of my good friends wife. She is a terrible person, she cheated on him, emotionally abused him, tried to hookup with me while she was in her marriage and is just bat shit crazy.. my friend is still with her.. I guess it's better to be with someone than be alone but if it were me I would have dumped her ages ago..

Basically what I'm asking is there any advice I can use.. I feel if I go to work, I have to be around this terrible person and feel trapped at home waiting for my neighbor to throw his next tantrum downstairs.. it's an anxiety nightmare..",6.4249524221453305,6.060204391003463,6.479980536332183,80.77561094290658,65.64359861591694,9.301124567474046,31.90333044982699,8.660442795831766,2.330793944636678,1155,40,231,15,16,368,169,289,0.162,0.76,0.078,-0.9787,1,2,0,0,1,0,37.0,4,0,2,8,15,15,5,0,11,0,22,2,1,2,1,41,37,21,0,4,12,1,2,0,5,1,1,1,5,4,11,15,0,1,5,0,0,4,3,8,0,1,6,3,38,7,42,26,7,36,0,0,0,0,36,16,1,7,16,162,49,6,0.0,0.12581975185205668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037692605922429,0.09413249885869372,0.0,0.0,0.1099825334547711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150586186407756,0.0,0.07221396988883942,0.0,0.16247265763005966,0.119966348917179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945330908440427,0.0992748667594916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866560000685991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18783578640845533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749905137674282,0.0,0.13696967064869994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945132386748772,0.0,0.10972437102515624,0.11843177077711327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738738743412496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941145058147344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16408682533270882,0.0,0.05548075916018951,0.10186871602719218,0.060351167249571964,0.1781370514243335,0.08493117084978433,0.0,0.116982085030713,0.10514643827811676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711780309009593,0.0,0.2130377855212915,0.10547227853032476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17312075131709756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875383616202441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697692496027797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476116944038534,0.0,0.07806308826001104,0.0,0.0,0.10256056641277983,0.2258720690728395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195821670075687,0.08076354218632856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27816738306881106,0.11094768237602033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294790120804095,0.0,0.12086935675976695,0.06802909623244019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900421240374414,0.08784283804610765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997584844163495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480479640504829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054901995857718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06192121059228947,0.0,0.10065727648774092,0.0,0.0,0.14419433231726567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277354912765311,0.18343099697354487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236497024546323,0.0,0.3092351712461148,0.0,0.0,0.0754355080812072,0.0,0.0,0.13676789410277487
anxiety,SOCIALIST_DESTROYER,2019/04/08,"I need help. Please. I can’t make it go away. It’s always school. I’ve been taking meds for this for a decade, but I’m a Sophomore now. This has been the worst year for my disorder that I could possibly think of. My problem isn’t recognizing it, I know damn well when I’m starting to panic. But I don’t know how to get it out of my head. How am I supposed to be an adult in 2 years with this? How am I supposed to find a wife and raise a kid with this?",-0.8165775401069482,0.9537878235294102,1.5616577540106962,100.38200534759359,87.43137254901958,4.885561497326204,17.115864527629235,6.11248444174946,-0.6555803921568626,346,8,91,3,11,117,65,102,0.206,0.733,0.06,-0.9581,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,1,6,0,10,1,1,4,0,17,21,7,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,9,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,2,0,10,1,14,17,1,9,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,5,59,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18778678812745173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21203711907372744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801899462188903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586528942632959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20627067103971505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791033723865516,0.0,0.1282611591993076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316164263261925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127092265056274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480595478077877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506455183924472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506835411884469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16734148859567402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647910131946687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477327603271273,0.0,0.25442428680966384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159486728254536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284037956689167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15973997435980936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16968593877472068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460890259164005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202916609978965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906656066207977
anxiety,stynru,2019/04/08,"Daily Mood Log Hi everyone, 

I know there's a lot of these out there, but I've just started getting into *When Panic Attacks* by David Burns, taking CBT and the work of therapeutic exercises seriously, and will be speaking to a therapist tonight for the first time. I've been struggling with anxiety for a few years now and specifically what I'm sure is some kind of panic disorder for the last two. Its really taking a toll on my life and I'm finally fed up enough to commit to making an effort.

In the spirit of taking steps, I figured I'd share my cleaned up photocopy of the daily mood log found in this book. All rights reserved to David Burns.

Any discussion on whether doing this kind of exercise has been helpful for you is greatly appreciated, as are any other resources you recommend. 

Enough blabbering, link here: [https://imgur.com/a/Pp9KxIJ](https://imgur.com/a/Pp9KxIJ)

Wishing you all well.",6.272096153846152,8.695547825000002,6.320000000000004,71.67269230769233,67.625,9.173076923076923,31.05769230769231,9.661875296680813,3.2590336538461537,732,30,118,17,13,232,109,160,0.114,0.7340000000000001,0.151,0.6956,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,3,0,3,7,13,1,3,10,0,9,4,0,1,4,22,21,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,6,7,1,0,4,3,0,1,0,5,1,2,4,1,7,6,25,15,7,19,1,0,0,0,8,9,0,2,9,79,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093772278954963,0.0,0.11776833040670913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751358912337751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17643554580532225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181349075973553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14710207737336892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16864040663938362,0.0,0.13094645764468393,0.0,0.16879393157301367,0.0,0.0,0.0804304733030156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16972609750703774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318681288428984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206223064851273,0.08460473994374926,0.12548660272297776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873666956197796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087945269183035,0.0,0.0,0.10276020431320128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612451124539784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862180134473976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13146911181553966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896382831274803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16093786888018147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509235923220018,0.0,0.3472448816992199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17874326514678887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976719768836942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503829516547696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841601477754978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17703039539461896,0.0,0.0,0.11207458027679204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913622868408964
anxiety,Kayteal93,2019/04/08,"I need to learn to be able to tell the difference between my anxiety and just being excited. My wedding is coming up in September, and I am over the moon. It’s going to be fun, exactly what we want, and the perfect way for my fiancé and I to be married. We’ve been together for a little over 6 years now, and we are still so in love. Through all my own personal therapy with my anxiety, he’s learned so much and we even make jokes together about new couples just “going through the limerence stage”. He’s absolutely my person. 

In addition to all these positive feelings, I have this creeping anxiety that keeps popping up and saying “this is too much for you! What if you pass out during the ceremony? What if you have to leave because you don’t feel well and can’t come back out? You’re going to ruin his wedding with your anxiety!!!”

I am on medication. I take 40mg (20/20) of propranolol, .5mg of ambien as needed for sleep, and .5mg or more of Xanax as needed. This seems to be a pretty good setup for me as it allows me to deal with my anxiety at a healthy level but also offers support when it’s just too much. 

One of the things I’ve always noticed about my anxiety is that I can’t really tell the difference between just being really really excited and having anxiety. For example, last summer we went to an amusement park. While we were climbing height in a big roller coaster, I started to drift away from excitement and almost started feeling anxiety, too. This is immediately dispelled once the ride gets moving. I love roller coasters because they match my energy levels so well and it feels like a dispelling of anxiety when I’m on them. 

Anyway, is what I’m feeling about my wedding just a lot of excitement and normal amounts of nervousness? Is it normal to get knots in your stomach when you think about it? Or is this just my anxiety in disguise? I’m probably going to premed anyway, but I just want to know my anxiety better. Anxiety is so taboo that we forget that nervousness and excitement can often feel like anxiety, too! ",5.746287878787875,6.370399962121216,6.887094949494947,73.89830909090912,67.05555555555556,10.578424242424244,33.51676767676768,10.53366545652748,3.7071853737373726,1619,70,292,42,25,547,192,396,0.087,0.746,0.16699999999999998,0.9899,0,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,6,7,2,3,32,21,0,2,15,0,26,6,2,2,4,71,60,32,0,9,13,0,6,2,0,0,2,1,0,2,21,28,0,2,11,4,0,12,3,3,2,1,3,7,40,18,59,51,9,48,0,1,0,2,30,21,0,8,15,219,61,2,0.07240088458761898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249902762838978,0.0,0.0,0.05789896124699976,0.06024333589083701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7200242210147075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802301436144864,0.055671811207982785,0.0,0.08826981448779482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403269882227043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473390251958565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011020170936684,0.0,0.0,0.07464213289766124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15128702930258733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047820101441117306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21964837590405795,0.10344641283155154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565294792143865,0.0,0.16458836476073574,0.060726426955391835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643532328411783,0.0,0.0,0.039789632722647066,0.059016384156250865,0.0,0.07666208291582137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074283019914107,0.07256470675164002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06155264299625971,0.13068925011917387,0.0,0.048328152664318176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07293627426265298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695068234131852,0.15966894217335126,0.16105301560032587,0.0,0.0699252254931904,0.0,0.0,0.14187498946507174,0.0,0.08242888697283624,0.0,0.07710457917655975,0.04906071314619121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643531957921245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365772821346027,0.07806039906391485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13914558179229922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05757608938279861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591104614151183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245317164059546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024914375128492,0.0,0.05781943995570779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821596658407305,0.0,0.0,0.05443645480862839,0.0,0.1265631286554869,0.0,0.08279672132560073,0.0,0.0480999306212138,0.046391563424157484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540783514402944,0.05746845220186921,0.0,0.0,0.13019418048191994,0.06711634536614637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0466237959181826
anxiety,NotesFromTheUnder,2019/04/08,"Can’t go to class because my anxiety, then get anxiety because people yell at me for not going. Sigh.",2.41,4.759872000000001,4.830000000000002,78.24500000000002,79.0,8.0,30.0,8.841846274778883,3.0370000000000004,80,4,14,2,2,28,18,20,0.219,0.7809999999999999,0.0,-0.3557,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,3,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6313434512020986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5030882156179685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21558959196237054,0.0,0.4690304789889813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860755696444863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Infinitechemistry88,2019/04/08,"Advice. Im currently in a waiting room (have to be for a few hours) and this woman has... In a waiting room and this woman has the volume on so that everytime she hits a button on her phone it makes an extremely loud noise. She must be texting a dozen people or texting a book. This is NOT ok. 😡 #patienceisrunningthin

Im trying to think of a way to ask her to turn it down. I need to I can’t handle this for any longer.#likenailsonachalkboard",1.3837078651685388,3.7995948426966315,3.26077528089888,87.53633146067419,83.71910112359551,5.807191011235956,19.0123595505618,7.1686216300943375,0.3663384269662924,347,9,72,5,10,116,59,89,0.025,0.975,0.0,-0.2235,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,9,1,8,0,0,1,1,10,16,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,7,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,6,1,13,12,1,10,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,1,2,50,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810506882318373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19558572376228986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688779843629797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832394521578712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6213396794683408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19198294997572246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132603277996813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993936423796432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18428987472412486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19526937026246488,0.3128387880879496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282926695106133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Stayhydrated00,2019/04/08,"Parties and drinking I've always been a quiet introvert child and being in crowds or speaking to a group of people makes me very anxious. My bf and I lately have been invited to many parties. He's like a soul of a party but i'm completely opposite. Mostly i'm sitting alone in a corner and trying to not go crazy. It's difficult for me to socialize with others, even though i know everyone in this big group of friends (these people are his friends and i don't feel like i belong there). I don't drink much because of a huge fear of getting drunk (I don't even know why do i have it). My bf gets drunk and has lots of fun, he's always excited for these parties. Sadly i can't be so happy about them. He suggest me to drink more so i ""loosen up a bit"" but i'm not sure how alcohol will affect my anxiety and i don't know what drunk me looks like.
There is probably a party soon and i'm already feeling awful, maybe someone experiences something similar and has advices? I would really appreciate that",1.9097058823529385,4.0684935000000015,3.947803921568628,84.92611764705883,79.68627450980392,7.021176470588236,25.39607843137255,8.07648339933343,1.7235772549019608,790,31,156,15,20,269,117,204,0.14300000000000002,0.623,0.235,0.9699,0,1,5,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,0,10,12,0,1,8,1,18,7,0,3,1,27,32,16,0,1,5,0,2,3,4,2,1,2,0,1,8,10,7,0,5,6,0,1,7,3,0,0,2,5,20,9,19,26,5,11,1,1,1,0,16,7,0,3,5,100,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497138735075925,0.0,0.14761059561891202,0.0,0.14305291412909446,0.15242125079307028,0.0,0.22985742272443385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105663083083264,0.15603873879744415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419799369715195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15079363786754812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14481846885503324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40592143301051853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824567831302326,0.0,0.0,0.13198165389239086,0.0,0.13510998722057835,0.0,0.15542584310277566,0.13967743995894705,0.0986745068642723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134256940324868,0.0,0.14432626757454028,0.0,0.07849801304762646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470336198534588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277249996253249,0.0,0.15580782554593695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024385484139508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598783703937572,0.0,0.0,0.11742653085010675,0.0,0.0,0.09219762196255443,0.14003420269310488,0.13876228607825694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153568853824983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191513044925915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14891906200368096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848459983531141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407981596327825,0.11703046762517777,0.10633319560186698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017851195948832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357043321406831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937758878202541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396525674977442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463377618177468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981180276617588,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,9941,2019/04/08,Asking for Directions Today I had to ask for directions multiple in my new school since I'm a dumdum and didn't know where my Orientation programme was held at (ironic I know). Incredibly nerve wracking but I pushed through and did it and went to Orientation and beat the shit out of GAD!! HELL YEAH!!,5.526578947368424,6.880163017543862,6.114868421052632,76.60282894736844,67.94736842105263,9.910526315789477,30.03947368421053,10.125756701596842,3.0107578947368423,240,9,45,6,4,78,44,57,0.114,0.727,0.16,0.471,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,2,0,2,1,4,1,1,0,0,9,11,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,6,0,5,0,9,5,0,8,1,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,2,27,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5866780284127465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448871206403917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030476537516551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31755894150314184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220874452374856,0.2595594671505483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974237812793563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29087429962706624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ziadxk,2019/04/08,"Anxiety after playing some sports? Hello everyone!
I'm getting anxiety after I play sport (things which are tiring) especially lifting but running is fine for me
I went to doctor and made sure no heart or breathing issues.
I think some practices can solve the problem...
Did anyone faced similar issue and overcame it ? Please share your advice

Thanks in advance",5.181152073732719,8.550898129032259,5.183640552995391,73.67403225806453,75.7741935483871,6.768663594470048,31.43778801843318,7.957251820313856,3.0381723502304143,292,14,39,5,7,91,55,62,0.075,0.642,0.28300000000000003,0.9349,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,0,7,0,0,1,0,4,5,3,1,1,10,10,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,4,0,3,1,1,0,0,3,0,5,6,5,7,2,6,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,2,25,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22092591779434712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34590610744017275,0.0,0.0,0.15808265256356954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314057679952116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160322168313867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811915751771546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26790971855677803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4719443120363878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139254206528916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481714972975693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163311198880112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21308077064520567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081470648541554,0.0,0.0,0.15019965348973,0.14486500627263166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25984941708282844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20958142116417552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,StopMyOCDPls,2019/04/08,"OCD and anxiety Hi, this is my first time posting on this subreddit. 

For the last 6 months I've been suffering from OCD. I did not yet visit a therapist nor am I diagnosed with OCD but the evidence suggests that I have OCD. I made a somewhat interesting discovery on month ago. 

My OCD caused much anxiety. I was overwhelmed by the anxiety and I couldnt function properly. My brain went into, what I assume, a self-defense mode. I did not feel anxiety as intense as before. I became less anxious. This caused me to ruminate why Im not anxious anymore and whether I have OCD or not.

Has anyone else made this experience?",2.174537815126051,4.880080193277311,4.08634453781513,80.90497899159666,83.2016806722689,8.105882352941178,29.508403361344534,8.841846274778883,3.1018302521008394,489,25,89,14,14,165,79,119,0.124,0.823,0.053,-0.7013,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,6,0,10,2,1,4,0,20,14,9,0,1,7,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,6,2,0,1,7,1,14,1,10,6,3,13,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,3,7,62,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760085084432158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4749980336205558,0.3507284282014153,0.15394513040454086,0.10853949598187462,0.15905011747456216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13208816585544175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732865339955316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318925209563334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755383348693805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967363607939825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184342624590266,0.0,0.0,0.07848828013726787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203742822030115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16767360201089188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653208492744036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293762243469924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24780408838534854,0.0,0.11411093399568073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14866615761216656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16193735792688174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18023245123377735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905150863529056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143898533149784,0.14006973126649247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawaybkahbbbb,2019/04/08,"My heart feels like it’s pounding, but it isn’t. Blood pressure is normal Me and my girlfriend recently broke up for the third and last time. After the second breakup she started using tinder right away (to allegedly feel better about herself) and when we got back together couple of days later, she continued to use tinder, and delete and reinstall the app when I wasn’t home. I considered that cheating, how about you? 

I confronted her and broke up with her and tore the pictures of us in the apartment. We live together. Now, I’m an athlete and my resting pulse can be as low as 45, but now it’s about 60 at all times, and I can feel it beating so hard in my chest. So I checked my BP, and it’s 118/80, so that’s fine. But I can’t sleep because of it. It’s driving me crazy. I don’t know what to do. I got drunk last night and passed out at around 1240 and woke up 6 hours later with the anxiety at 100! I can’t go back to sleep. Any advice would be highly appreciated


Tl;dr
Broke up with girlfriend and the anxiety isn’t allowing me to sleep. Heart beating very Hard",1.9091000436872,4.005351779816515,3.1815072083879445,90.74237003058107,79.36697247706422,6.354215814766272,23.683704674530357,7.447530270364453,0.9811998252512018,840,29,178,12,21,272,121,218,0.198,0.747,0.055,-0.986,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,3,1,0,3,14,10,2,1,8,0,13,8,7,4,1,34,25,24,0,2,3,0,5,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,10,20,1,0,4,1,1,3,6,7,0,2,4,5,26,3,30,18,2,38,0,4,0,0,11,16,0,0,20,117,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522872347007925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410689552031454,0.0,0.21172908012169644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319244762428755,0.0,0.0,0.1300177465476426,0.2128198377397977,0.0,0.08435852538744454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223907420802836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15312094001573684,0.0,0.0892472087120445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099156229401104,0.09886263943941044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864767716865613,0.0,0.2213590759206796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24793247919014466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32797500272816155,0.0,0.1462118943011959,0.13881195463143894,0.0,0.1362818564602777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605305985217943,0.2256053292967396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760817241956579,0.0,0.12219694492779057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986543116837046,0.13558842249846986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663900093360132,0.0,0.0,0.1181804735321903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4154563655567103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794997965718928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16138741311881727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16646073537156916,0.2390413059128101,0.0,0.11418254263150784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830509925500094,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ButFirstPanic,2019/04/08,"How do you know if it’s anxiety or something serious? I struggle with anxiety but have been pretty good lately. Until now. I have convinced myself I have ovarian cancer (also went through breast, cervical and skin). I’m so fixated on it that I don’t know whether I’m manifesting symptoms myself to try and fit my theory or whether it’s real. I get lower back pain sometimes (near my butt) but it goes away if I stretch or if I’m active. If I’m busy and distracted then I don’t notice it. That makes me think it’s just tight from stress but then there’s the part of me that is telling myself that its something more serious. Every little ache in my side I’m convinced it’s a sign. Or is it because that’s where I think the problem is? I check constantly for new signs or if my stomach is bloated (it’s not). I also went to the gym the other day so my whole core is tender from the workout which isn’t helping. I guess what I’m trying to ask is whether this happens to anyone else? Can you manifest symptoms if you’re that obsessed with it? 

FYI: I had a pelvic ultrasound about 11 months ago which was clear but clearly that’s not recent enough to keep me happy. ",2.1462337662337667,4.143662630252102,3.6517799847211614,88.14950343773876,78.15966386554622,6.5121466768525575,25.524064171122994,7.520522993642371,1.3287999999999998,918,35,187,13,22,303,132,238,0.138,0.703,0.159,0.8872,1,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,0,0,11,13,0,4,7,0,17,9,4,2,2,41,35,29,0,7,21,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,23,5,0,2,4,2,1,2,5,8,0,0,5,2,25,5,18,30,4,23,0,0,0,2,5,9,1,12,12,129,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330879540550185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224855299264488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128309344976332,0.0,0.0,0.09726592838141293,0.1425302116560362,0.0,0.0,0.13004503633257186,0.0,0.1306943688751028,0.10696368425102873,0.0,0.08479753362519958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503238258340357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971165803286042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620494904419322,0.0,0.0,0.14373335651111088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720253806019565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267697833556341,0.0,0.0,0.11667524762726415,0.0,0.0,0.15324059346193564,0.0,0.12301069665455402,0.1480805869128474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323960753350677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364352315467166,0.0,0.0,0.15289769162025565,0.0,0.15691727018250473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942043939892426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285412401456784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103282954960313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434913609857768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583727428300722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801825509127406,0.0,0.0,0.15063789965091606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152048967544506,0.0,0.13310535262708034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15833272211181945,0.0,0.0,0.1373500807768414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21418070273637027,0.13757907806016698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15934509064036428,0.14542346364059194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28916813586979656,0.0,0.0,0.12158449884765615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17826661049251513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18888725613280075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579047247810065,0.0,0.15530652805299253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ooofben,2019/04/08,"completely terrified of walking out of the supermarket without buying anything I just can't do it, I think it might be because I'm scared of some kind of confrontation or that they'll think I'm stealing from them. How do you deal with this?",9.86148936170213,7.335289297872343,9.14095744680851,71.38250000000002,60.276595744680854,12.804255319148936,42.64893617021277,11.20814326018867,4.610370212765957,195,9,37,4,2,62,37,47,0.267,0.733,0.0,-0.9258,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,2,0,2,4,1,1,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,10,10,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,8,7,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,0,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743868193489029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20325756619166627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3495979919064669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34375461999484136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472189958035346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537195543122105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338244435259746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4273006045446891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214173619319181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ItsBobsonDugnutt,2019/04/08,"Journal/Logging Software for iOS/iPhone? Hi there everyone - I’ve had mild to moderate anxiety for awhile. For awhile I’ve been using an app called Worry Watch as a sort of logging/journaling app. You can enter something you are worried about and set a reminder for a later date to check on if it worked out or ended up actually being bad. (95%+ of the things I worried about ended up being non-issues or worked out alright.)

Unfortunately I don’t think that the dev kept updating that software - it kept crashing on my phone when I tried to put in status updates. Really was a kick in the teeth because I think that really helped me.

Does anyone know of any good similar apps for iOS (iPhone)? I don’t mind paying for a decent little app, but I don’t like apps that force you to sign up for an account with them (e-mail/password) because it’s another account to keep track of. 

Thanks! ",4.32660554561717,5.8583890755814005,5.211860465116279,81.26158318425762,71.03488372093024,7.850447227191412,28.34704830053667,8.384062270229773,2.0637543828264757,699,26,130,11,13,228,109,172,0.069,0.8740000000000001,0.057,0.5027,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,3,1,2,4,5,0,0,10,1,10,1,1,1,0,18,18,7,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,3,3,0,4,2,3,1,0,0,5,1,12,4,29,11,0,20,0,0,1,0,8,10,0,4,8,76,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.16261221656108052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331785837052362,0.17473185743658207,0.12747570611854062,0.0,0.0,0.11651542038249993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391336872821288,0.2031589158126489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17015348276596926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14582385438614467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29517919685586114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15922736715308078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13976595660727584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169226725996972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17392417517771872,0.0,0.1481132943228342,0.0,0.0,0.091578516296012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140969123008097,0.16701255390045486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16825435878850914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675147087363899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135019443968772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282841537238454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15341558589493448,0.0,0.0,0.11070522592998766,0.21354660781367688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131345704474656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439195751722864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24262526622198305,0.5076793355864887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tterentte,2019/04/08,"Health anxiety Hi redditors.Let me tell you my story.I was diagnosed with panic attacks and they gave me Lexapro, I took 10 mg for 6 weeks and 5mg for 2 weeks, and due the side effects i decided to quit it.I am in withdrawal and I think i developed some sort of health anxiety.For example I am somewhere outside with my friends.I start to think that i don’t see well, i am dizzy, i have vertigo, and i start to get some sort of panic because of it.My symptoms are vertigo, derealization, diziness, muscle weakness, fatigue etc.I stress too much and pay too much attention to my symptoms and it’s driving me crazy.What can I do about it? i got hormones test and cortisol is higher than normal.",2.417304925290537,4.528433453237412,4.285035971223022,83.38518539014945,77.77697841726619,8.017930271167682,30.11676812396237,8.841846274778883,2.7010991698948534,546,27,108,13,13,185,86,139,0.171,0.804,0.025,-0.9509,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,2,4,7,1,3,1,0,10,9,0,1,0,20,19,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,0,3,10,0,0,5,0,1,2,1,6,1,0,4,1,19,1,14,15,4,9,0,1,1,0,5,2,0,4,5,62,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739835871740735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18945691951851112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151782336185462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16902890854412134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857298752551328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700734955044155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319277136275967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540365553492968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17029270510204336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448438885854117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16316835153167378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907844686460824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17712983149748218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270635399990988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357478082379035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907645903559632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.346186009004194,0.0,0.0,0.1455584042350963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134170358690441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850258438778832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26716769790233075,0.0,0.149734423863919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,strawbpj,2019/04/08,"Just found this place I've only gotten Reddit for a few months now and I think it has taken me a while before being comfortable posting. I didn't even think about subreddits like this but I'm sure glad to have found it. I'm F19, been suffering from GAD and depression for quite a few years now but never found it in myself to admit it. The last year has been terrible on my mental healths and I'm slowly recovering. Reading a lot of the posts here makes me feel like I'm among people who understand me the most. Thanks for this subreddit and let better days come.",3.604414945919373,5.258022814159297,4.448259587020647,85.53358898721733,73.07079646017701,7.854080629301867,22.29006882989184,8.515128840125781,1.2523419862340217,450,11,90,8,9,145,77,113,0.104,0.7040000000000001,0.191,0.8438,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,6,10,0,0,7,0,8,1,0,1,2,21,25,7,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,8,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,8,1,7,7,11,15,4,16,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,2,11,58,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14044130316117595,0.0,0.0,0.14596906102698565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14217181974128368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644049569068814,0.0,0.14215318295971022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901079345335013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345180867619124,0.11790831891642653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5428906060799872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17543532238656698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453386065151582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16876989208180587,0.0,0.1612654891717395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14031552108761672,0.0,0.0,0.11016894798015027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16632673558444766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173749849624328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272930276193894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255243065612235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144215557562454,0.0,0.1724370986935525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161353445374877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17554587865866148,0.16508985665668685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15555314125154998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519514392702544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21150859099016847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17181786663125734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21256738625309785
anxiety,Gooof0g00ber,2019/04/08,"College catapulting me back into depression, feel like a worthless burden to those around me I am trying desperately to graduate college so I have a chance of moving on with life and crawl out of my crippling debt, but it is rough. I notice college is what catapults me back into depression everytime. 

A Professor was rude to me and I am up past 4am still thinking of it. I am behind on assignments again in another class and I am wondering when this vicious stress cycle will end. I am pretty sure I am on the verge of being fired from my job. I have limited time for myself between work/school/managing panic attacks. Fuck anxiety. 

To top it off I feel like a drain, a leech, a burden on my friends, my SO, my family. My friends have their own troubles to worry about but I come crying to them all the time. Why can't I be stronger and keep things to myself? I often end up feeling extremely embarrassed after I've opened up to them.

My SO goes out of his way to comfort me and make life more pleasant. When can I be useful to him? 

I can't tell my parents everything that goes on because then they themselves get emotionally stressed and worry about me. I feel horrible. If I wasn't such a failure they would live more peaceful lives. If I go even a few hours without texting them back in the morning they panic that something bad has happened to me. When can I repay them for all they've done? 

Living like this is miserable and pathetic. If this is the way the rest of life will feel like, I am not sure how I will be able to cope. ",4.1719493293591645,5.372375340983609,5.214850968703432,82.36734351713865,71.0,8.430700447093889,29.60134128166915,8.841846274778883,2.338967213114754,1209,48,237,22,22,398,162,305,0.267,0.586,0.147,-0.9939,3,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,8,2,18,27,4,6,13,0,30,4,0,3,4,40,45,20,0,4,7,1,7,4,2,4,3,0,0,0,11,15,0,2,7,0,1,3,5,17,0,0,3,7,48,10,44,34,7,40,0,4,0,1,14,19,1,5,20,182,59,8,0.10274235487853747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10773431736109487,0.0785976202638893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914624784860681,0.0,0.11688426104226984,0.0,0.23700758698352864,0.0857855747725485,0.0626307859138958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850344129803417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285765242475965,0.0,0.0,0.1769836794140739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514110042444752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557132049545105,0.1819984617516265,0.0,0.0,0.06786035641104744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923382036995432,0.0,0.09685634834406326,0.0,0.2597481084447074,0.22019747656236108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15875697703145455,0.0949836515169578,0.05367863988972005,0.0,0.05839084797597016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090854725107253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118052368400338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195593381151816,0.09132212574209564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21770989110937092,0.2007788995074017,0.0,0.27217014505484616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858131968888431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919886349854553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697285200095794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410920327458957,0.11408322635466606,0.0,0.09807920327134152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452591145479366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398074828962142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909608432280504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205017732371027,0.0,0.23538204076636526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936669071343923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980134671644395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825745527372848,0.06583315245170428,0.0,0.0,0.11981978672361307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697553147772274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873640682102023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16310419807921553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270899472685623,0.0,0.0,0.09903996373342633,0.1114197011703418,0.07479765800711607,0.20867969722348476,0.0,0.07298522108354215,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,liverquivers,2019/04/08,"Massive anxiety when it comes to driving and new therapy group is across the city Hi there, this is my first time posting in this sub so I hope I did everything right?

I'm 22 years old, male, been diagnosed with GAD and BPD several years ago. I recently got accepted into a new DBT group which starts on Thursday and it will go on once a week for 12 weeks. However, the location of the group is across the city and it starts at 6 pm, meaning I have to battle rush hour traffic on our busiest highway and I'm panicking about the logistics of getting there. At this point, I don't have anyone to give me a ride, nor do I have the funds to take an uber/cab. And to be frank, I'm not sure what freaks me out more - transit or driving. 

The anxiety gets to the point where I feel like I'm going to pass out, or I need to scream and my hands and my feet go numb. I don't want to shy away from driving because I know avoiding things that make you anxious can only make the anxiety worse. I'm looking for any tips anyone has to help with intense anxiety while driving. I'll try anything, I'm desperate.

Thanks, guys.",4.6456891126494675,4.805931885462557,5.3406198867212105,85.6523898678414,69.352422907489,9.128886091881688,31.192259282567647,9.04235418022936,2.349112271869101,866,34,188,15,14,281,140,227,0.132,0.7879999999999999,0.08,-0.8445,1,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,1,0,1,6,10,1,1,13,0,15,4,2,2,1,28,42,14,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,0,2,10,14,0,1,4,0,1,11,4,5,0,1,3,4,17,5,30,37,1,45,0,0,1,0,10,16,0,3,18,105,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291408561490032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662230874015706,0.0,0.3897793386163067,0.14390237969647085,0.0,0.17813317093164294,0.0,0.1048223307106362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967706851745205,0.0,0.0,0.07764925397414887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16042980018866887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972600919274912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12928733313885624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448032346967127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06440681383004307,0.0909998149342714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834878841923666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13310087941460685,0.12219385507061813,0.2171778168560106,0.0,0.10187688219243088,0.0,0.0,0.12612555788686158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537967622760788,0.0,0.0,0.12651641072281813,0.12544297610407973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000434553413805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06223110381344162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696655134773507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17005337655272695,0.0,0.0,0.1387534270003693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445015516133913,0.0,0.24604749086772504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336631736419625,0.135654823470336,0.0,0.0968777162781915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24082926873595606,0.0,0.12199418205378905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577171587030012,0.0,0.0,0.10878124720577467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390237969647085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803194831164226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005350594786207,0.0,0.09577339953449043,0.0,0.0,0.11727376812479455,0.14566935887980953,0.0,0.0846251632139094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427590852221716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648219999394725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513162592403515,0.0,0.20435202155744653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981041407105615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16405621747354773
anxiety,darkbatz,2019/04/08,"M.a.d Apps just starting looking for ideas if you have seen this title already skip my boring bit, go to the replies as posting in a few places.
Hello not usually a contributor on reddit, but I am looking for useful suggestions of what may of helped you with any type of mental health issue outside of local authorities help, drs, hospitals, medicine.
After years of hidden mental health issues, which have for the last 2 years kept me mainly housebound and retired from work at 47, lucky to have an amazingly tolerant wife supports our family now.
Starting at home computer science university degree in October and starting to learn coding now, looking too build a website combined with an app, which hopefully may be of help to some people.
The website will combine news, peoples stories, advice, links and a moderated forum for, not sure if anything else so hoping for suggestions. Want it open too any age, for any country, any mental health issue, but will only be in English.
The app will be a combination of tools a mood diary with reminders too fill in even if just too quick add a easy add 1-10 mood at that time with option to fill in notes for any change,a medicine reminder, forum access, quick links too emergency service for your country.
Any suggestions for anything else haven’t thought of yet appreciated?
Have a fund page but not necessary as will try to do this anyway.
https://www.justgiving.com/crowdfunding/madapps?utm_term=dAErvNBdm",13.187380952380956,10.511067738095242,11.188793650793652,59.728428571428594,54.158730158730144,13.254603174603176,45.04126984126986,11.20814326018867,5.137805079365078,1178,50,178,20,10,362,153,252,0.028,0.826,0.147,0.9877,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,1,3,0,1,15,9,0,0,14,0,16,4,0,1,1,38,31,12,0,6,11,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,0,7,10,0,1,5,0,1,3,4,1,0,0,3,4,7,6,40,19,5,31,0,0,4,0,12,12,0,10,15,114,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261949995469982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588672863090918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4284830461800794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17283689088038676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114649245429356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17545321259744498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693614558451164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899885123344668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596824779273458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348782899905311,0.0,0.0,0.2111681406554023,0.0,0.1053386662720702,0.20860729699896974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185492187858054,0.0,0.3288253125153124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560128900672984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645586017474019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31749143806681834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986868429465217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14560843813530533,0.0,0.10971838501672013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057539738301817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22299059715411276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119169844118344,0.09897545001455044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337022630515004,0.06123512523173375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712983314820196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906992932116178,0.11565925073292588,0.0,0.061940602462586127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645221345071063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525250948673775
anxiety,Basilthymedill,2019/04/08,"Anyone ever get sleepless nights I:e 0 hours Am on holiday at the mo and really panicking as last night I was wakeful for the whole night. 

As I don’t have a normal brain, I’m now convinced my brain is broken or my heart will stop from the impact of having no sleep. I get completely sleepless nights a couple times a year and they trigger me so badly. Does anyone relate, feeling so sad and lonely :(",3.782291666666669,5.132063312500005,5.0975,82.26416666666668,72.125,7.333333333333335,24.583333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.3693333333333335,315,9,59,4,6,105,61,80,0.267,0.6579999999999999,0.076,-0.9548,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,6,0,7,5,5,1,1,9,11,8,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,7,1,7,9,1,13,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,11,37,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360646951160865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094508418203228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3768843078303008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769887808368041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18677946899725106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772235131328654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15269374362027996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535285590364375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17638724081743018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000346812383798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16623887484621105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375985662204799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.633648050285856,0.16539301256795028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081407749405296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16892686121666325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112849870731012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843152517896858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18846470086936234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087048547927464
anxiety,NinjaBadger4k,2019/04/08,"Help with Nightmares Hey everyone.

I'm very new to this sub so I'm hoping this is the right place to post this. To clear something up, I'm not the one that this post is about, it's my girlfriend.

We have been together for 2 years and it's been no secret that she suffers from anxiety, sometimes her panic attacks scare the hell out of me but I've learned to manage it in terms of helping her through it to make her as comfortable as possible.

Lately however, her anxiety is triggering really bad nightmares and id say in the past 2 weeks she's maybe had two or three nights decent sleep, the rest of the nights she has been restless and snapping awake from really bad dreams.

Last night was the worst.

She went to bed first and fell asleep and I joined her about 10minutes later after getting washed, she was restless and I could see that she was about to snap out of the dream she was having and move into a panic. Literally 1 minute later and she jumps awake and I manage to help her calm down. Not as bad as I thought it would be.

So she falls asleep again and I'm just starting to settle and literally out of nowhere she starts screaming which scares the hell out of me, she jumps up and I jump up and she starts going into a panic. I turn the light on and she is convinced that there is a man in our living room hiding behind the door. I go out and check to give her peace of mind and show her nobody is there.

Her anxiety is getting worse and worse and it's understandable as there's a lot going on in our lives but at night when she sleeps everything plays on her and it's giving her these really bad nightmares or night terrors and it's just weighing her down and adding more stress to her. It's like a vicious circle that we can't break away from.

Has anyone ever went through anything similar or have any tips to try and help in this situation?

Thanks",2.4682636778115485,4.573517353723408,3.1614164133738605,91.53100000000002,77.59042553191489,6.212036474164134,21.913069908814588,7.2259226712905225,0.6003014589665656,1479,42,310,18,35,464,183,376,0.203,0.6779999999999999,0.119,-0.9907,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,4,0,0,1,13,27,4,9,16,0,24,6,4,2,2,54,47,35,0,3,9,0,0,1,1,1,1,2,3,1,21,32,1,0,4,4,1,11,4,20,0,4,11,4,41,7,58,33,5,61,2,1,1,0,42,25,2,5,23,208,62,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059712074262453986,0.0,0.2015173673381669,0.0,0.0,0.061397007803058186,0.0,0.07225804630228416,0.0,0.0,0.09989364601380504,0.08249798587409407,0.0,0.2932621984518763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07010710059992359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942686189412865,0.0,0.08390377746966816,0.07891567052451172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746889686321312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175153273556733,0.16846580643052625,0.1497089850971828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23542192036004864,0.0,0.0,0.08721260634095576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157478791798146,0.09905062360635312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04289828274480107,0.0,0.15507116688591924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465075048624245,0.0,0.0,0.05861215197898612,0.0,0.08821438153658218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886604892770761,0.0,0.0,0.09332541882168953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848049784199127,0.0,0.41200669872152973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595005978212176,0.0,0.0,0.3090693558026301,0.0,0.0,0.08382214273793688,0.0,0.0,0.09174009211073654,0.0,0.0,0.09898970194908116,0.1681905219181988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16875509485874005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498707903293651,0.0,0.06982800531814808,0.17582114297160795,0.0,0.06997116591961929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869924818735393,0.17574171878883094,0.0,0.0,0.06759846174296284,0.08684380923270757,0.0,0.18645168646648375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005831326161999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084129888885304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697093038633577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05961549193879885,0.0955092866041045,0.08577511573033662,0.09141064788519992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245033881302163,0.0,0.0,0.07043383664319268,0.0,0.0,0.1627967641220905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789665779586275,0.062375890253710375,0.0,0.0,0.056545116283978784
anxiety,DynamicRecompilation,2019/04/08,"It's hard to fall asleep and sleep without wake up or have nightmares I felt asleep late and within 1h I woke up 2 two times, scared, feeling threatened. I have so many things to do this Monday but I can't have a proper rest. I wish I could feel safe and in peace. ",1.496071428571426,3.1869264642857162,2.053000000000001,100.29200000000004,79.0,4.48,18.34285714285714,3.1291,-0.9371814285714288,206,4,49,0,5,63,44,56,0.08900000000000001,0.6779999999999999,0.233,0.882,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,6,4,4,0,0,12,11,6,0,2,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,2,4,6,1,7,8,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,3,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233660777964057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959497830581541,0.0,0.28099418215822586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26216091875994346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301269853072584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967056950637599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29299817491896385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928658180237419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944266235596258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17064917286238915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858808893821138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365381934999132,0.2821084622761976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mary-goore,2019/04/08,"Flying on my own for the first time next Tuesday I have really really bad anxiety and I'm flying on my own for the first time on the 16th. I don't mind flying at all, I actually like it, I'm just worried about having to go through the airport on my own, especially since I have to stop over in London. I've flown a lot of times before but my parents always did everything for me so I have no clue how it works. I was always kind of lost in my head as a kid so I never paid attention to what they did and just followed them around the airport. I have no clue where to go and I really really don't want to do this but I have no choice. I'm having trouble eating and sleeping because I'm so anxious and I still have 8 days left. My flight leaves at like 7 in the morning so no one can come with me to help me. I looked up guides and videos on how to go through and airport but they don't make much sense to me. They tell you what to do but not how to get to the places you need to be, and they also don't tell you how to know where you need to be. It doesn't exactly help than I am less intelligent than average (I barely even passed high school on my second try and was almost 20 when I graduated, and I dropped out of uni and now work in manual labour). I'm freaking the fuck out, I'm too dumb for this. I can't do it. I feel so sick all the time. I really really don't know where to go or what to do. ",1.2731067961165046,2.432453229773465,3.474412944983821,92.16726990291264,78.19093851132686,7.0151974110032365,20.45061488673139,7.699297019823105,0.4385175663430414,1084,25,265,16,25,373,143,309,0.161,0.79,0.049,-0.9881,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,4,5,5,22,9,2,0,11,0,27,5,2,5,4,44,51,28,0,3,8,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,9,16,1,1,4,1,1,7,13,6,0,4,6,2,39,3,47,43,8,45,0,1,1,1,15,23,2,3,16,187,48,5,0.0,0.0,0.1128086799117567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11575645063557755,0.0,0.0,0.09244507779874073,0.19237650394194888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843349185053419,0.13059481261717076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290828550115087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09652096211145718,0.07046853425222244,0.0,0.098366872382132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099578948172936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455227500901754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182874031050977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763525442055636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389360081056027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0584507066606193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966581755041638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687010553445496,0.060396097837280976,0.0,0.26279200623590065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11863869337261215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15496815051672996,0.12213748206627192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037934999049925,0.1270611981080761,0.0,0.0,0.1224034432868838,0.1255994659207403,0.0,0.0,0.11295239673754225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707467492217592,0.0,0.12619078205207532,0.09827877302033984,0.0,0.0,0.07716373034505558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672279307010924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497911685777702,0.17143149878375905,0.08915765320549336,0.0,0.122941644895705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833338191186233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835984135709474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077713392952084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44433695724745664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169931179291364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562530724604858,0.0,0.11568323411721725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231810916576677,0.09664656667970284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20207855241297276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26962857392321377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848464164909992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818372725919118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16831598864197025,0.11739715682119428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,snowtato,2019/04/08,"I just had my second attack. Hey ya’ll I just had my second anxiety attack about an hour ago. My stomachs feeling upset right now I’m lying down in bed. 
I had my first attack 2 days ago after work. I had palpitations which i had never experienced before which scared the crap out of me. My chest has been feeling tight and out of breath since. 
Tonight I had my second attack, this time it hit my straight in the tummy. A warm sensation took over my lower abdomen and went down my legs causing my lower half to begin shaking uncontrollably for probably 20 minutes. I tried walking around and probably looked like a baby foal learning to walk. 
I was scared of a burst appendix or something, but I never felt in actually pain. Just warm, tingly, tremors. 
Just writing this my chest is feeling a little tighter. 
For all of you there going through this, know you’re not alone, it is real. 
If you’ve never experienced one before, I hope you never have to. 
Take care of yourselves. 
That is all. ",3.64090112640801,5.9188769574468125,4.4144305381727165,83.11029411764707,74.63829787234044,6.551188986232791,25.952440550688358,7.5105763829236425,1.482492740926157,780,28,141,10,17,250,115,188,0.153,0.738,0.109,-0.6694,2,1,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,0,2,8,16,5,5,7,0,13,9,8,1,6,31,28,6,0,2,8,0,7,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,8,6,0,1,6,0,0,6,5,11,0,6,11,10,24,5,22,16,2,32,0,0,1,0,4,12,1,3,15,99,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.11816917030990355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21468304049269502,0.0,0.0,0.12541569048646978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263571178884217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077983247849204,0.0,0.5510424708641278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060822217664349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346224829583187,0.12439573094698625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809488143485688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836845759257864,0.0,0.11626814219177782,0.0,0.0,0.10300153078719132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881986688715562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027253986199307,0.11925208166819945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654947283648176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05915985816619495,0.12136686494487114,0.0,0.0,0.10168751023972952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735771365931304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205566056915513,0.0,0.12885134814154628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611171831275617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783019321804887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341264675503614,0.0,0.0,0.2424701693234841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016927089949493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322320505827934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104676577070386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061022453518688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345386307917712,0.08221410793033908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225430086179347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815704936566633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Spac3man87,2019/04/08,"Dealing with anxiety Hey everyone, my gf of 2 years is starting to feel anxiety. She told me this a while ago, and I kinda calmed her down. But recently its came back, and it gets really bad at night, where she loses sleep over it. Any advice on what I can do? ",1.6435849056603793,3.596060150943398,3.6836226415094337,87.53260377358494,79.56603773584905,8.013584905660379,21.92075471698113,8.841846274778883,1.5380747169811315,200,6,43,5,5,68,48,53,0.17,0.789,0.041,-0.7340000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,7,8,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,7,1,7,6,0,13,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,1,7,29,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443516372493474,0.22165938239530608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004652123282116,0.0,0.3825840106557094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19227747795151745,0.20878615117540444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859972237022252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577965536071217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389390362541975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643572764081146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306438367128777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797484824407614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346604324421133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601921508365532,0.0,0.2468999391067092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502363909195848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17699078482442498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389390362541975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16102773912246907
anxiety,anxthekitten,2019/04/08,"Either I’m imagining bugs or there is really some. Hey guys. ): Bad night for me sadly. 17F here.

I have the same bedtime routine, I close off my apartment so my cats can only access the bedroom and bathroom (for litter box) and they cannot access the kitchen or living room. It works out great but that’s not the issue. I walked over to the hallway to close off that door that the bathroom has and I turned on the light to check my AC. Then I turned off the light and turned around to get the cats and I ready for bed, but when I did I noticed some dark/black circle? or shape that I’m gonna call a bug on the doorway/whatever you call it. I’m scared as hell right now and just got off the phone with a friend that was trying to calm me down, and I told him my cat went to the hallway and did not react like he would if there was a bug. I never went back over there to check for myself, I just couldn’t. I was shaking and it felt like I was going to die. I wanted to call my parents but it’s midnight here and what would that do? They’d ignore me anyways...

I’m really nervous for when I get up in the morning and have to go grocery shopping and head to class. What if I get up tomorrow and a bug IS there? what do i do? 😕 This ruined my whole day, I’m really scared and just need some reassurance. ",0.5880531201650356,2.5202305270758103,2.1981781846312534,96.92299187725635,83.07942238267148,4.9679731820526065,18.196106240330067,5.985473137389443,-0.4291814337287261,1004,23,235,7,28,327,139,277,0.155,0.7879999999999999,0.057,-0.9818,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,2,1,16,15,1,4,17,0,20,2,1,1,1,47,41,27,1,7,14,1,1,2,1,3,0,0,5,1,14,19,1,1,2,1,3,6,5,9,0,0,11,3,31,6,32,25,6,35,1,2,0,0,15,20,1,8,11,160,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678423285744573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087469632508683,0.10953565555927028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4018697479641383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460475463472827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13615138211712566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12596008164986452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013547417491517,0.0,0.2056193605547305,0.0,0.14911317733004853,0.0,0.1049222187153502,0.14463411774857926,0.0,0.12989574362125553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346356974587366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692513235178091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818267196042446,0.0,0.11584051413961907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727348957164164,0.10117949281020024,0.0,0.0,0.1231101016837782,0.0,0.0,0.14935725569868785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977361612602678,0.0,0.0,0.14566762559098412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521252318491671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203297122790104,0.0,0.0,0.26268212211790504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535478923032586,0.0,0.08906735372614058,0.42808131598572413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737748464614058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24322330494930497,0.0,0.14646558749680064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550568992316567,0.0,0.0,0.18638294512149867,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,VeryOddAnon,2019/04/08,"I've had constant crushing dread and severe anxiety for my entire life, i feel like a paralyzed failure I've struggled with severe anxiety from day one, i don't remember a time in my life that was anxiety free, i constantly procrastinate to escape my problems, i'm failing out of high school because i can't get anything done without being slammed by a wave of dread, sometimes it feels like my anxiety borders on paranoia, its hell, sometimes i don't even feel like leaving my house because i can't stop thinking of everything that could go wrong, sometimes it feels like someone or somethings stalking me, and whenever i get rid of one phobia/rumination another one just takes its place, sometimes its related to my health, sometimes its related to my appearance, other times its related to someone stalking me, or a crippling fear that any bug i see is a parasite trying to lay its eggs under my skin, honestly sometimes it feels like everyones just staring at me, sometimes start to worry all my friends are faking it and are really just there out of pity. I can't get a fucking break, and I've been struggling with this anxiety for my entire life, i feel like a freak, I just don't know what i'm going to do, i can't get anything done, i'm failing at life in general. ",15.716895943562612,8.051940489711939,14.167501469723694,55.318518518518545,55.62551440329218,17.507113462669018,57.34803057025279,13.25671669890799,7.248282069370957,1021,55,176,22,7,334,122,243,0.239,0.6559999999999999,0.105,-0.9858,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,2,6,23,2,5,7,0,18,8,1,0,1,30,40,6,0,2,7,0,7,6,1,0,5,0,0,0,16,8,1,1,9,0,1,3,8,14,0,3,5,9,25,10,27,33,1,21,1,3,2,1,1,10,2,3,13,109,41,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05254324599125808,0.08101970068813033,0.29553979755754417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271659827130112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420076448989788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16699329224835216,0.0,0.061690280869574225,0.0,0.0,0.04982990901424257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15813903489744674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051033188863907564,0.0,0.0,0.07383057570245209,0.06944132388885607,0.0,0.0,0.0869452619882535,0.23440680202163214,0.3311912876111397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596951977619609,0.07143078644454864,0.16147231239733373,0.0,0.08782362281245804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08212970162982551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163533061673656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915410890882818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042463143748465465,0.0,0.0,0.08181309612989902,0.0,0.0,0.2182998651569423,0.2264883661172608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15707147607395808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807260890962893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393272798822452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04949831096955802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752684351629618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819689501086688,0.06157066604402691,0.0,0.0,0.1745762320374141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093375548299907,0.05948282064996839,0.5349234608553625,0.0,0.05468897733275495,0.0,0.0,0.06459748711365294,0.0,0.1615495270211686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058094102597231814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04950866574033052,0.0,0.0,0.09010836560392428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052458259012445135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448126478539498,0.0,0.0,0.07846695009942081,0.0,0.0,0.0844777856585199,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CornedApus,2019/04/08,"Does anyone else disassociate? It’s strange because I don’t have any conscious thoughts of worry, but my heart rate goes up, I start flushing, and I feel like I’m leaving my body - like I’m viewing my arms through a POV cam or something. I also can’t look at a single point in space because for whatever reason my focus keeps shifting around.

Anyone else get weird shit like this?",7.105540540540536,6.675489689189192,6.773648648648647,79.4493918918919,64.27027027027027,8.481081081081081,36.06756756756757,7.1686216300943375,2.5009027027027027,303,13,57,2,4,95,58,74,0.14,0.733,0.128,0.2047,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,2,0,3,4,4,1,0,9,11,4,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,8,3,7,10,1,7,0,0,2,0,0,6,1,1,4,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15307022163978307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016512035010028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26767614451625904,0.3922435961703604,0.0,0.1703951626772909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333630824585724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21261296216757036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16750386769598027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197963896656957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678246626630907,0.13674308656778034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000363786006307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22682134750008875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701336846478601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026751736223986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28053924797923346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16073589162093574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809439808564581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19680099131843254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19647924699392647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735649392416192,0.0,0.0,0.13548072986443047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15195787516966358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943857828063331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MichellePancakes,2019/04/08,"I finally did something good for myself I’m so sorry if this is long but it’s hard to understand if I don’t tell the full story so...sorry again.

Hi, so I’ve been unemployed for about 5 or 6 months now, I live with my parents and I had money saved so that’s why it was so easy for me.

Mainly the thing keeping me from getting a job was anxiety, I’m terrified of even look for one and the thought of the whole process just gave me so much anxiety that I had to take my mind away from it so I wouldn’t have a panic attack.  

So that takes me to this month, I ran out of money and I have a small debt to pay, so it’s finally time.

Anyway, I’m the country where I live there’s this new “scholarship” for unemployed youth, they take you and train you for the kind of job you want while someone is always there for you and all that thing (I suck at explaining but I hope you kind of get the idea) they pay more than an “average” job for someone like me (I never went to college because of money reasons).

Literally everyone was pushing me to get it but I was to anxious to even register myself but this month i had a small moment of “fuck it, just do it and don’t even think about it” and I did it!

They gave me so many options but at the end I chose one that basically teaches me how to job, from filling the cv, interviews and all that stuff. After I made my choice i had to go to an interview to see if they’ll accept me, which I totally bombed because i was to nervious and sweating like a pig, but they still accepted me! After that they told me about the program, apparently they’re going to teach me and after months I’ll think if I want to go to college, get a job or stay there until a year passed and if I decide to leave they will still check on me to make sure I don’t go back to how I’m currently doing.

I start the 22 of this month, I’m absolutely terrified but exited at the same time, I’m fucking scared of meting my “classmates” since I suck at talking to people outside my social circle and whenever I think about the date my anxiety hates it, but honestly I’m so happy i did this for myself. I’m ready!",3.6101180282342034,3.91804113422819,5.151580652626709,85.58194630872484,71.662192393736,8.581624623929647,27.04690272313508,8.641336200584522,1.6950273702075136,1645,52,367,27,29,558,192,447,0.131,0.7709999999999999,0.098,-0.9335,13,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,5,7,0,32,20,6,2,22,0,25,3,1,5,5,60,69,41,0,9,17,1,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,27,14,0,1,11,0,8,9,5,8,0,2,20,3,61,12,58,46,9,51,0,0,2,2,23,12,4,9,31,259,88,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06947605112776196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19162453861002401,0.09432765116834604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498969781272537,0.07844802007983277,0.06420390811142355,0.0,0.10179778482892528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07395340796959765,0.0,0.0,0.16544660567990682,0.0,0.0,0.0797847989859986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829333913550312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543829472726386,0.17449458931955428,0.0,0.1898126900852923,0.07003317929810754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888392786588861,0.07479675899022048,0.08243583295730972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293119184620308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425775749725272,0.0,0.0,0.41428859867916495,0.07421581871249784,0.0,0.17389819865300024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841108669466033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158466683757576,0.0,0.1474584607706131,0.07389206681993295,0.07011630776011121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900671916035437,0.05573478220895056,0.08465268000159598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430799575774782,0.0,0.3332318644253089,0.0,0.061379777120646274,0.0,0.06439790250482266,0.08064175845587761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315922548132605,0.0,0.0,0.09796553929235327,0.0927133482326718,0.0,0.0,0.057886188504156874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584864734082133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359489270044748,0.0,0.06653616292461856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906944038591321,0.0,0.0,0.08511450290704188,0.14149318574724346,0.06427993881294243,0.0,0.18693572979543724,0.059099485839425335,0.08899651088654405,0.13336135216085576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558389360050244,0.0,0.0,0.0786947738770759,0.0,0.18833767394711692,0.06711158893408029,0.07297990945663711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110943167062883,0.16050419111222272,0.0,0.06628715612002692,0.09737534575972696,0.0,0.0,0.0797847989859986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692314442382659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849718700721193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740239767957728,0.07534290173114833,0.09322122855096644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0537692207956678
anxiety,Future_Sprinkles,2019/04/08,"Am I a bad person for not wanting to move up in my career? So, a little backstory, I work for a company that does emergency water/fire damage and mold remediation. Basically, if your house is flooding, call us. If your house was in a fire, call us. If your house has mold in the walls, floor, or ceiling, call us. You get the point. Anyway, recently my anxiety has been flaring up because my dad who works with me as my supervisor wants to train me in the computer/digital side of the job, meaning I'd had so many more responsibilities, and that means more stress and anxiety. I kinda just want to stay where I am, I'm not very good at taking charge in any situation. I'm not a leader. Me learning the digital side of the work would mean that I'd have to put everything about the job, the water levels, what kind of water was at the scene, what rooms are affected, talking to the client, talking to the insurance, talking to the abatement company, talking and more talking on top of tons of paperworks (done digitally). 

Another thing, I don't drive. I have a chronic feae of driving. I have nightmares almost every night that I crash and hurt someone else or myself, so I never learned to drive. I don't want to, but everyone says I should because then I could move up in life. Am I wrong for feeling comfortable where I am? I don't make an amazing amount of money but I make a little more than double minimum wage in the US (7.25$).

In case you were wondering how I got to work, my dad, who's also my supervisor, drives me there and I ride with someone to all my jobs. Everyone rides with a partner.",5.10557142857143,5.616048215873018,6.323293650793652,77.78017857142858,68.42857142857143,9.728571428571428,31.62301587301588,9.766711354998122,2.921987301587301,1248,50,246,27,20,421,166,315,0.095,0.872,0.033,-0.9395,4,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,4,5,0,5,11,9,0,1,22,0,23,4,0,4,2,42,39,20,0,10,11,2,2,0,1,2,2,1,1,2,9,9,2,0,7,0,2,9,7,5,0,0,7,3,39,4,41,29,8,40,0,2,0,0,24,26,0,8,4,169,48,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369443581445232,0.0,0.0,0.06683980536468488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056838039536818014,0.08764211011514733,0.12787868264609042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978675852474432,0.1019005711479284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560370585849809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673273713781673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314241656341483,0.08553252228945618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698213153825754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042071306642111,0.1597307171125356,0.07511733693309422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04226113439083831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04366769459612393,0.0,0.0,0.07010389255302006,0.06684747084392521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28932423214999914,0.08947533623006075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488241462017725,0.0,0.0,0.08703689276793332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059035829118440235,0.0,0.16754051441212633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158211643685373,0.08473815472372019,0.0,0.2731330837662114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776670434010574,0.0,0.0,0.06446292576010386,0.0,0.0,0.07843523548835357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729798252842939,0.0,0.0,0.07901119063391764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402212833060521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252628985788676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646707514472683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09394870032599813,0.0,0.0,0.1416360529398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908637162146595,0.0,0.0,0.09574191047607444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06284261350786717,0.3358967611387841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05552759378638028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4021512687700836,0.0,0.0,0.06896319166222091,0.19719328135413947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064017815454477,0.2433922538328385,0.0,0.0,0.05937364193381998,0.09138285293681044,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mackcasey,2019/04/08,"Class Presentation So I have to sit and lead a discussion for an hour in my English class in a few weeks. I’m scared to death, literally. I’ve dreaded it for so long. I feel so stupid in class and never participate. Every time I do, when the professor calls on me against my will, my face gets red and i stutter. He smiles like he thinks I’m saying something stupid and it makes me so uncomfortable. I’m scared I’m going to fuck up. What do I do to calm myself down and be able to respond questions? I’m so scared. Please help. ",0.5652434721242088,2.8951957431192703,2.4029357798165165,92.76865208186312,86.9816513761468,5.555681016231475,20.31122088920254,7.010146845296331,0.378926040931546,412,13,92,6,13,136,67,109,0.264,0.631,0.105,-0.97,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,6,10,3,4,4,0,6,2,1,2,1,11,17,11,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,8,0,0,0,3,11,2,14,15,1,16,0,0,1,1,8,6,1,1,8,51,14,5,0.2130057227817112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21750265842764466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794665083050845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770209354429544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969203583832025,0.11128669866644753,0.0,0.12105606097565424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277324601264682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20976773020456954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406383681649617,0.0,0.0,0.18850336176261875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421829739733366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16428314479553566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338163191962619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386151581652543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693907001797138,0.6397676629598184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639822119154263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364854663643998,0.0,0.0,0.12420534990066305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17086034250835466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jackson1023,2019/04/08,"I don't even know what marks I've gotten on most of my schoolwork. I just don't look. I graduated about half a year ago, and I never really thought about this being unusual until I thought more about it. Whenever I got a test, or paper back, I just wouldn't look at the mark. The joy I would get from a good mark is outweighed by the immense anxiety I would get from a bad mark. I wasn't even a bad student. I got exclusively A's and B's, but I didn't care. The moment I got my work back, I'd hide it in my binder. The only reason I know my marks is because I would look at my report cards to see if there was anywhere I needed to try harder. ",2.221914893617022,2.8262395957446813,4.303326241134752,89.32350000000002,75.02836879432624,7.342127659574468,23.31985815602837,7.554174236665415,0.7651441134751775,497,13,118,6,10,172,79,141,0.095,0.8690000000000001,0.036000000000000004,-0.7177,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,10,5,0,0,11,0,12,0,0,1,1,19,28,6,0,6,5,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,9,4,21,3,14,14,2,11,0,0,4,0,0,4,0,3,7,78,25,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455689650719292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562598948529533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525463453843477,0.27422961861143025,0.1001055048010116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16743075436822266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21692830883021924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17159380214642733,0.0,0.0,0.13773790418403598,0.39401937034018747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18049936063242505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4137041917899141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176524534424366,0.12665471157757138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489485984277725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520197863015086,0.1688430095601653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086013980136646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607408102787423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149294865831356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955234480100152,0.0,0.0,0.3499663444887604,0.0,0.0,0.105750729243333
anxiety,mreh0,2019/04/08,"Nothing is wrong but everything is wrong Sorry, I don’t know if this fits here, but I’d like reassurance/to know if people relate/whatever would help. 

My brain is mush. I can’t concentrate on shit other than mindlessly scrolling. My boyfriend just almost broke up with me for the third time in our 1.5 year relationship because I’m not trad enough for him. I don’t know where my morals lie at all; I have constant anxiety about my moral framework and being a philosophy major honestly does not help because I keep trying to Rationalize It but I also feel like that broke my brain because I can no longer follow my gut. I grew up religious and my boyfriend is very very religious (recently converted, while we were dating so he’s changed a lot lately) but I consider myself pretty leftist and am also bisexual and am scared of following religion at the same time because what if my friends think I’m a hateful freak, but what if I’m not religious enough for my boyfriend. I don’t know the middle ground. I just had an interview yesterday for a position I really wanted and I can’t stop ruminating and thinking I fucked it up. I keep imagining the rejection email I’ll get. My biochem test grade is up but I refuse to check it. I think I really fucked up and I’ll never get into med school. I feel fat and gross and hate myself when I eat anything, even though I’m at a healthy/“desirable” weight. I also feel guilty for feeling that way because I don’t want to be a fatphobic Bad Feminist. I ran out of one of my medications because my psych can’t refill it without another appointment, but she’s five hours away from me and a phone appointment is $90 which I can’t afford, and all the psychs around me that I’ve called are no longer taking patients, and I stopped calling more because I got overwhelmed. I’m panicking right now and only have one Xanax left and am scared to take it, because what if I have a worse panic attack later?

Nothing is Actually wrong but everything feels wrong. I feel like I’m making a mountain out of a molehill. No matter what is going wrong, or right, I feel like this all the time. I texted my boyfriend asking for reassurance because I’m panicking, but I feel pathetic for having done so. I want to take my meds but I’m scared of not having any left. 

Sorry, I needed to unload. Anything is appreciated.",5.121077151125856,6.136169809628007,5.9615430225171195,78.57828121691257,68.62800875273523,9.485395637749699,30.93449565892568,9.698958519613793,2.8930244794240143,1861,74,354,41,31,612,223,457,0.22,0.6579999999999999,0.123,-0.9955,1,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,2,0,0,0,15,29,6,5,17,0,33,11,5,1,4,78,78,38,0,10,23,0,9,4,1,1,3,0,0,0,16,20,3,5,16,0,1,5,17,22,0,4,5,9,56,7,38,70,9,46,2,4,0,2,17,23,3,8,21,224,72,6,0.0,0.0,0.06612357839029621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678514343379561,0.0,0.0,0.16256194168933807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046078839889432816,0.07105183064859101,0.05183589538748782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152072633255523,0.060320394571314925,0.06334606306088661,0.07708630754326487,0.06366235856394185,0.0,0.056576421331020275,0.3717505148618832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15128420772248027,0.13838022005968187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168065401842226,0.0,0.0,0.07322403699041849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059296867545345175,0.06934157884460766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693349694183359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002752465263066,0.0,0.04475456539358879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121795887742345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274090248152181,0.14522237850653388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05235088559810467,0.12528528489854782,0.07080317069458487,0.0,0.03850933243407234,0.0,0.05419352833300065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337971194404848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083564010063634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06672953994441587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045566114182076,0.0,0.0,0.14895557859619474,0.0,0.07643576081522052,0.0,0.1472419699811392,0.0,0.0,0.13241563797908298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0576067742038643,0.0,0.0,0.04523004769092423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053124240636806,0.06826065101664414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05024287207890853,0.052260367512853734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300342943944622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09183129389472136,0.05153421609469551,0.0,0.07950127081592273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046975962996916205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893585573279527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681704766938432,0.0,0.06690441345302207,0.07274843362754782,0.0,0.11573262698420693,0.0,0.0,0.20351748945840867,0.0685763153204507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955423802842498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15170261080570846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330009061354693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528403204786872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302528139678137,0.06657344608173299,0.0,0.11853347294300705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046004308875683485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181750436023734,0.11989907260396455,0.05378440288973159,0.0,0.08251291733101143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653178198274935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905280375179165,0.048134463514505794,0.3704223336544913,0.0,0.04363494974779559
anxiety,Asgarnian_Seed,2019/04/08,"How safe is taking benzos really temporarily? I want to try benzos to maybe break this cycle of constant anxiety and physical anxiety I've had from months, possibly due to SSRI withdrawal. 

I am really scared of drugs after my experience on SSRI's as life became a living hell. 

What are possible bad effects of taking for example 0.25mg of Xanax once a day for a week? or even more spread out. ",5.852,6.9220848666666726,7.724,66.40200000000003,67.0,11.866666666666667,29.666666666666664,11.602472056035307,4.106066666666667,315,11,52,11,5,111,60,75,0.189,0.741,0.07,-0.8879,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,1,3,0,4,3,0,2,0,7,7,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,14,6,1,9,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,6,31,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200008689907361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746328857153549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260186237045275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13488550711332026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425495047396033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814268770891214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045904400018419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772999086777064,0.0,0.0,0.1846847326896741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21012093738166013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16694284609631505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22273967392624824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4715741039582412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679757964026514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20939728153843448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145120127303919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420002365878917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233630580303537,0.0,0.16776883225913702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,april_mccarver,2019/04/09,just need to vent my anxiety is bad right now. just feel so fucking numb. im home for spring break and cant stand to be home. ahhh im about to go insane. anyone else feel anxious right now?,-1.1262601626016249,0.950767146341466,0.8896341463414643,100.8552642276423,97.04878048780488,3.7089430894308943,14.150406504065039,5.46131890053228,-1.1029544715447153,147,3,35,1,6,48,32,41,0.281,0.7190000000000001,0.0,-0.8973,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,6,8,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,5,7,0,8,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,3,15,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747938781228585,0.2581281512513904,0.0,0.15976520397410973,0.2341145426423664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907792278080126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908736974580129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310623607060367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21123490445609613,0.0,0.0,0.12985587515670968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4583872912666976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4936158397274541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16942210398902355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3902576495437307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cataclysm2100,2019/04/09,"Everything's pissing me off today Work, my neighbours with their toddler that runs around above my head all evening, myself for eating complete crap for the last week, myself for not getting enough sleep.

But my anxiety's not bad, and stress is basically my main trigger. It's not gone, but not bad.

I guess that's progress.",6.48,7.706064999999999,5.403333333333336,83.04000000000002,65.66666666666666,8.0,33.33333333333333,8.07648339933343,2.416833333333334,260,11,47,3,4,77,45,60,0.057,0.769,0.174,0.8134,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,2,2,5,2,1,1,0,1,5,4,1,1,12,4,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,1,0,9,0,6,3,3,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,1,3,31,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899828506904181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210792430566448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4147145419590417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603844667680205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541184066400441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566062388791201,0.0,0.16402918964407615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22319600908491488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974974297178254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735794479886921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548730882097258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024339007476422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24852383565065805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844777676218503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354015328956688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19920696534431065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18079774229102988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThunderousOath,2019/04/09,"How Anxiety Motivated Me Recently, I suffered an extreme anxiety attack. The kind that caused me physical harm through severe psychosomatic symptoms. 

I was just trying to sell a washer dryer set. I live alone. I made the mistake of impulsively posting the sale without thinking about it. I gave out my address to hopefully sell and the buyer never arrived. I was convinced I would be robbed and possibly worse. It was one of the worse nights in recent memory. The next day was the worst, though. 

Chest pain. It started as the occasional crippling feeling of lightning bolts in my chest a few times a day, and turned into long term pain almost like a broken solar plexus. It scared me. 

For once in my life, though, the rampant paranoia caused by my anxiety has done something good for me.

It's made me get active again. I've been doing some light jogging, taking the stairs, and walking my dog farther than ever. Today we walked a solid forty minutes at a quickened pace. It's also shown me that I can't self-manage this, and I HAVE to see a doctor. I'm not going to let myself die because I can't force myself to make a doctor's appointment. 

That night was the worst night of my life in recent memory, but maybe it's leading to a better life. I just really hope I can keep it up.",3.8223867595818817,5.886009752032522,4.903774680603952,80.76939024390248,73.4308943089431,7.124738675958188,26.75493612078978,7.957251820313856,1.8215960511033682,1013,37,180,15,21,332,152,246,0.156,0.754,0.09,-0.8499,0,1,1,0,0,0,30.0,1,0,0,3,9,16,1,1,21,0,16,10,2,8,2,32,32,11,1,4,5,0,1,1,0,1,8,0,1,0,12,8,0,1,3,1,3,5,5,9,0,1,10,3,27,7,26,19,5,34,0,1,1,0,2,10,0,4,18,123,39,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565346029044743,0.10927699098660112,0.0,0.08437665721978058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24214558328996585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003335246228625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06431818222193257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331540606290456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21677656307177914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13609100458729614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950317419077264,0.0,0.0,0.21598880336838047,0.0,0.10797380804722978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544022957570014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05334924646711911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055124847812048745,0.0,0.0599640120335511,0.08849714746242797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20959133906538668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937825230622112,0.0,0.10987288228153462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789156893935746,0.22357542291007493,0.0515470692902921,0.0,0.0931676476649135,0.0933734152755206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996730505777695,0.07042903505688894,0.0,0.1059994141144857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137615243742549,0.0,0.11221154523753554,0.297043188978986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236517041302074,0.07149660178590278,0.0,0.2245410850087246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894716289110772,0.10104983151497464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759268678672628,0.0,0.3125364788078028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563435246780596,0.0,0.08407815668141765,0.0,0.11007039528915873,0.11919675986286632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122708808906713,0.0,0.0,0.07468082936835381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966574180008386,0.07933071662638376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760682680006944,0.20732693451875814,0.0,0.061523983483756615,0.0,0.10001155592592427,0.0,0.0,0.07163465987730097,0.11476505583535968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170829475807022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21504829574554132,0.07495158619936439,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cross28,2019/04/09,"Doctor's Appt So I'm going to a doctor's appointment on Monday and I'm thinking I'll *finally* bring up my anxiety. How have you all done with your PCPs? I've never talked to anyone professional about my anxiety and panic attacks, but I feel like it's the right thing to do to get some relief. Any advice?",0.6746428571428567,3.121506365079369,3.4018849206349238,84.69901785714289,88.5238095238095,6.324603174603175,18.98611111111111,7.6454224807358475,0.9790015873015868,243,7,47,5,8,85,49,63,0.109,0.767,0.124,0.6072,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,3,4,1,1,2,0,3,2,0,1,2,10,10,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,1,5,2,8,9,2,8,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,4,28,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317554189966431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612806986720499,0.0,0.36286197501697703,0.0,0.0,0.1658316586244742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698100379362503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4854979556531007,0.0,0.2427026876092435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991802209878573,0.16943110781833362,0.0,0.2598032544466927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390920501926313,0.0,0.1347866407935703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586710222965753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829166837870861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27826265880986994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20253807370099552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19062467586711773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575622451869414,0.15196610050033765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tinypupperoni,2019/04/09,"I feel so stupid and useless I have an exam tomorrow that while it isn’t required for my job, it would help me a lot if I want to keep growing and stay in the industry. I’m a fucking idiot who felt soo much anxiety about this exam and studying for it that I chose to not fucking study at all. It’s open book (6 textbooks I get to flip through for help over a 5 hour exam time yay) and I barely remember anything and I just feel so fucking dumb like I know I should have studied more than the couple hours I spread out over the past month and now I’m gonna stumble through a 5 hour exam tomorrow just to tell my manager and coworkers that I failed (and probably lie and say I ran out of time, not that I didn’t fucking study)

I just need some support or someone to call me out like the fucking moron I am",6.637675438596489,4.511989807017546,7.237478070175438,81.24463815789474,66.13450292397661,10.421345029239768,35.994883040935676,8.841846274778883,2.8231690058479524,631,25,140,8,8,210,101,171,0.134,0.765,0.101,-0.8191,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,7,15,9,0,9,1,7,5,0,0,1,34,25,14,0,5,7,0,3,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,10,13,0,2,5,1,0,2,4,11,0,0,3,4,19,4,20,19,5,22,0,2,0,5,6,8,6,4,13,90,29,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485467821051284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11279316954005315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13995912809639907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15166029043731796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860879876676033,0.0,0.13160430680818105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6335739034866085,0.07161102961536507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18374413602002174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4049455142447221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360162889864329,0.12183005129211012,0.0,0.0,0.07532757534431828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339264905771063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652812644092735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940431794566807,0.0,0.10075886144805617,0.1016322790380034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13084446149427348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477797152057606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526841202996006,0.0,0.0,0.10899993074189493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613509340811097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609351044322094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15554022481235694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980122656651895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15984790809155006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084474141357427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736734833883963,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,eddienotlea,2019/04/09,"Does anyone have any tips regarding taking big tests that determine my academic future and making sure I don’t vomit in the process? I’m trying to take college classes during my high school career, and I have to take a test to determine whether or not I’m eligible to do so. I don’t usually get anxious about tests in general since I can retake them or they get buried amongst other grades that bring up my overall grade anyways. But, uh, the test I’m taking tomorrow- I don’t have an option to retake and most of my classes are flopped if I don’t pass. I’d really appreciate any tips on how to calm myself down so I don’t let my anxiety affect my score. Thank you so much!",4.6429359286293606,5.302805248175186,6.0225790754257895,78.99612327656125,69.51094890510949,9.300567721005676,29.820762368207625,9.444778638647367,2.6110314679643136,537,20,105,11,9,182,86,137,0.029,0.89,0.081,0.7707,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,2,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,12,1,0,3,1,16,24,12,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,17,3,13,23,2,12,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,5,3,65,20,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27890639428434355,0.0,0.15687637440217056,0.2316683452208252,0.0,0.14338823661470068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17945629229286694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21427901711186773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166654845830463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20969581109600532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688440882034386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074849441745644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137174126986256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20753965253061116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16963427755638366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932740592585336,0.0,0.6167421284659268,0.0,0.0,0.18879896118874406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922763616497424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22585330884241334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FMC1994,2019/04/09,"Just prescribed Zoloft and have questions Hi everyone, I have very bad anxiety and finally went to a psychiatrist after trying everything to fix it. I am going to a behavioral therapist too now to fix my mindset, but she also prescribed me Zoloft. 

Sex drive question: I am a lesbian, but wondering how common is sex drive problems. I am only prescribed 50mg now but dose may increase?

Alcohol: I am not a frequent driver but do enjoy going out once a week (24 yrs old), what are the effects here?

Anything else!! Sorry new to this. I have the pills, nervous to start taking them",3.322146464646469,5.957271231481485,4.737239057239059,78.58621212121214,77.42592592592592,7.2606060606060625,30.188552188552194,8.296473431620573,2.7503037037037044,455,22,75,9,11,151,76,108,0.115,0.8190000000000001,0.067,-0.4989,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,7,4,0,1,7,0,11,8,0,2,0,16,17,8,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,4,0,0,6,1,3,0,0,1,0,10,1,8,15,1,17,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,4,10,53,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21031133564772875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737489232462287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505457249780995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16194346090017855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431351869733074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643948831140966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880436685098552,0.17686441106550724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21557656621649093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22368342733824734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19006342420929093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065006262285346,0.20957759145074872,0.0,0.14966956517600102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18830384649682808,0.0,0.0,0.4409052794473151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22029309375379813,0.13929074542435135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14796346997479196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284912619848351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13360919069757074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16237442348895015,0.0,0.0,0.15785507433676452,0.0,0.0,0.1824286204403506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21341307323574024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AccountDeLaThrowAway,2019/04/09,"Quitting Zoloft after 4 days Quitting because of side effects. Nausea, diarrhea, dry mouth, dry eye/blurry vision, tremors and it's almost impossible to orgasm. I've been on 50mg for the past 4 days. What are the consequences of just never taking the pill again (besides increased anxiety of course)?",5.287169811320755,8.144624132075469,5.464754716981133,74.76279245283024,71.83018867924528,7.258867924528303,31.35471698113208,8.238735603445708,2.8901501886792462,241,11,35,4,5,76,45,53,0.034,0.884,0.08199999999999999,0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,0,2,4,2,1,1,5,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,2,1,9,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,6,18,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31323222615671803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23929741597174706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906849746742361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4034708206394359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24125696701244564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986108208441876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6654200477241604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351928361189381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SadimirLenin,2019/04/09,What do you do to calm yourself down and not worry about the future? I have terrible anxiety because I always feel like something bad may happen in the future and I’m having a hard time controlling the feeling something awful will happen even when everything seems to be going pretty well. What do you do to distract yourself?,6.872500000000002,8.196052583333334,6.97666666666667,71.76000000000003,64.83333333333334,8.666666666666668,33.33333333333333,8.841846274778883,3.1753333333333327,265,11,39,4,4,85,44,60,0.208,0.601,0.191,-0.308,0,0,2,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,1,4,6,0,1,4,1,9,0,0,1,0,8,16,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,3,4,3,6,13,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,5,31,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20012363014944454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18398953149975766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20081584733539606,0.14661269538530286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26975247433906313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15885462106301892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21615492658896246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432182176520523,0.17182042922806465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366874051262872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4253644894310585,0.0,0.21544976563232904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750106279100644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24468518784134724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21895131844438812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3703127766249775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024334547064538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21624742087312532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24424963247456155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,becmo39,2019/04/09,"Any 20-somethings struggling with work/career anxiety? I'm 26 and have been part of the corporate workforce for 3.5 years now in the technology industry. I accepted a position this past August (within the same company) on a high expectation/high visibility consulting team as my first job out of college wasn't really exposing me to the skills I thought I needed to further my career.

On this new team, we are expected to juggle multiple work sets with tight deadlines and this stresses me out to no end. I've been struggling so badly with constant anxiety during the work week - before, during, and after work. I constantly feel behind and like I'm going to let multiple people down. Sometimes during the day I get so worked up that I don't know what to do. I feel like I just want to walk out of work and disappear. Ive started to lose interest and don't really feel excited about anything anymore. It's as if work has completely consumed my life. I've started looking at job openings to see if I can just get out of my current situation. When I do that, I start to picture myself in whatever role I'm reading about and doubt that I could handle what's expected of me just based off the job description so it's no use.

I feel so anxious about my current job and just my career in general. I can't picture myself doing any job well (literally ANY job in any industry) because I can't handle the stress and anxiety with my current job. This makes me feel so useless and like my entire life is going down hill even though everything else is fine. I get angry at myself for feeling how I feel because I'm lucky to even have a job and am fortunate in a million other ways. The fact that I'm only 26 and already feel this way about work only stresses me out more.

I have my first appointment with a therapist on Friday to help me find better coping mechanisms to deal with my stress and anxiety. I don't mean to come off as a whiny millennial in this post. I just wanted to see if anyone else can relate and if so, how you cope.",6.310691500983175,6.319025706030152,7.316987109460348,73.42435328818003,65.80904522613065,10.740834607821718,34.13851868035832,10.472087959537523,3.617206554511689,1613,67,296,38,23,545,184,398,0.116,0.792,0.093,-0.8852,11,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,1,1,0,14,23,20,0,7,15,0,24,2,0,4,1,66,57,31,0,10,9,0,9,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,15,28,0,1,13,3,0,5,8,10,1,3,4,12,42,10,59,51,3,54,0,2,3,0,8,25,0,6,23,199,57,22,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263324202981883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17903754333534555,0.0,0.2014063589498504,0.07435708224497603,0.0652750664176575,0.046022389864089866,0.06743965823801101,0.05416368153328047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0549563721119976,0.08024567732924598,0.0,0.056007382478050746,0.0,0.0,0.058211828335984386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05669750498336154,0.0690102911766266,0.14225457636648814,0.0,0.05255136091322582,0.0,0.0,0.0424480079514791,0.06785681545190766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996717058160607,0.0,0.05829636984045827,0.0,0.0,0.08694606309898398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05915414912262615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662417543447933,0.04702132610744561,0.0,0.0,0.060157654225910115,0.11197173790490507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316361402486184,0.0,0.07481325800545585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04411729410379833,0.13908342325692008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.52252404928713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036172569830791215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06730470085254871,0.09298024615437434,0.09646796628822957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055271640905463416,0.07363496866161974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043934898550802425,0.0,0.0,0.07169652096790004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04880418218375493,0.0,0.0635686968944201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011709788534652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07127589548990433,0.06283197618852962,0.045630820084452316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06303670201643395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658371186886971,0.0,0.08433106699111324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048989321279998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07398365884444147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05067091820706675,0.06509697766722823,0.0,0.13976173289914218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015831753796726,0.13761726126355614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642128850705768,0.0,0.0,0.06466713499320846,0.0522531777093208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056846748489678675,0.0,0.0,0.07764386523441574,0.10448860459857527,0.052796277955668915,0.0,0.05917946161845821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3833379154892981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04238547576909679
anxiety,nicolascomics5,2019/04/09,"I felt so empty in my interior I've been suffering from chronic depression for years now. I take lots of medications but none of them work. In addition, I am allergic to most forms of Zoloft. All the medications cost too much.

I also sit alone for hours at a time, usually late at night, thinking dark bleak thoughts. I don't want to give in to these dark thoughts. I hope I'm not going crazy.

Yesterday, I went to see a therapist. The therapist was very friendly and had salt-and-pepper hair. I asked him what I would do and he told me to have a seat. After about an hour of back-and-forth, he said,

""Have you tried the Nicolas Comics method?""

I asked him what he meant by that, and he told me to go to tinyurl.com/nicolascomics, where I found some of the best comics I've ever read. Since yesterday, I have ordered lots of Nicolas Sequeira's comics and I'll never be sad again. Thanks, comics! I don't feel empty inside anymore!",3.0257991803278683,5.003212655737709,3.765706967213117,88.43577356557378,75.44808743169398,7.416530054644808,24.005806010928964,8.278499904357787,1.3081150273224047,728,23,153,13,16,231,117,183,0.083,0.782,0.135,0.9381,0,1,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,1,2,8,7,0,0,8,0,12,6,1,0,3,24,34,7,0,3,2,0,3,0,1,1,5,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,7,5,1,3,5,3,0,0,12,5,20,4,24,20,9,26,0,3,1,0,15,7,0,5,14,91,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403747429892594,0.0,0.11121646456401428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792284346897665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600285812706792,0.0,0.0,0.10693839552687917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14594831909343126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978319524619235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579930587839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07031938423173581,0.0,0.13353169350479938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524861423230406,0.10744729705818172,0.0,0.0,0.1334112981918654,0.1580765495858525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381306661235287,0.2739173795838532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568801712588118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236469435415637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802024211577339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022345068416712,0.0,0.10726151369494004,0.0,0.0,0.13051039781856666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13911043088411573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229007616554486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082301244537077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504245383303692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456543462648224,0.0,0.0,0.1280395453628886,0.0,0.3229484699415086,0.0,0.0891122320419762,0.0,0.2208165305829467,0.0810944656308821,0.0,0.0,0.2657800324612698,0.0,0.09442129937723286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15316903652863287,0.11474962142506645,0.08202873822090663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289218750270232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124665169902486,0.0,0.0,0.09879332395031268,0.0,0.0,0.08955832082122342
anxiety,Thiscannabiswife,2019/04/09,"Does anyone else get anxious when things go well? Hi,

Wondering if other anxious friends can help- I have this illogical mindset where I get nervous when things start going well because I'm afraid it means something bad is around the corner. The thought centers on the fact that because I've lived a good life up to this point, that my finite amount of luck will 'run out' and bad things will happen.

I didnt have anxiety til I turned 24, I lived a very full fear free life of international travel, much in the 3rd and developing world and explored, hiked, camped and took risks without a second thought. My personality is not reckless and I've never been into drugs or drinking, but I wasn't afraid to live to the fullest. Then a switch flipped and I felt like because I'd been incredibly lucky up to that point, that my luck has now logically run out. I'm 31 now and years of exercise, meditation and clean eating has helped but not much. 

I'm now afraid to fly on a plane, introduce myself to strangers, etc. I do this mental bargaining thing when I get scared or anxious where I tell myself 'if I survive x (plane ride, fast car ride, etc) I will go home and live a safe boring life'. It makes no sense because thats not what I want, but what *my anxiety wants*.

I am living in a tropical f'ing paradise- the most beautiful place on earth and all I can think about is 'what if I get arrested because I have no rights here?' and 'what if I get in a car accident and no one alerts my family?', 'what if theres a fire?'. 

I realize it doesnt make any sense! No matter where I go or how calm things are, I'm just anxiety ridden about the good in my life being taken away. 

Any and all tips or feedback would be great.",3.671402714932128,5.110169705882356,4.398823529411768,86.81662895927604,72.52941176470588,7.701357466063348,26.018099547511312,8.263242389622931,1.482520361990951,1340,44,281,21,26,429,180,340,0.117,0.706,0.177,0.9748,0,0,3,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,0,1,18,23,0,7,16,0,24,8,0,3,4,59,52,31,0,8,17,0,2,1,1,4,6,0,2,1,22,17,2,1,9,3,2,14,12,10,2,2,9,2,28,14,27,37,9,51,0,0,0,0,6,25,0,14,13,176,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167913925499803,0.0,0.19707483155738548,0.29103171389292803,0.0,0.06004348474149355,0.08798569788191576,0.0,0.07644401310940709,0.0,0.0,0.08067928280681434,0.0,0.14339855449050895,0.2617329367574271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751468976984898,0.0,0.0,0.08412156797683885,0.09958390205135847,0.0878681803861428,0.0717347811400152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19153927491468392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095219028719727,0.09662952898761194,0.0,0.0,0.0824502922809612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634425741726951,0.0,0.22432207826348968,0.0,0.1952114494174516,0.14405020477769587,0.0,0.09467384528471476,0.0,0.0,0.07593605500433011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511597216833425,0.0,0.08613631017341766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426148667080261,0.04195257191825952,0.0,0.3791313932035183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146400444889778,0.0,0.0,0.0935394484177644,0.0,0.0,0.08653846985333405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625115055539612,0.0,0.06622954388224148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05818888192154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497985057600139,0.08971764289398887,0.0,0.16235301316453196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333395709064222,0.0,0.0,0.08597254567446411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610822500066288,0.0,0.0,0.060780426668818985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505564510456515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28524668761050864,0.055023113875251634,0.0,0.13634506542356847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540661115548736,0.0,0.09340374389709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085314038413154,0.10129869942088496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15441793054168546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277724823678913,0.09312418860603287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06100078731359905,0.0,0.0,0.05529855522753905
anxiety,Angelina881,2019/04/09,"Change of face shape due to cortisol/adrenaline rushes So my anxiety and panic attacks have (lately) been manifesting as sudden cortisol/adrenaline surges that I (believe) I can actually feel as a sudden tingly rush through my body (mainly feet and arms). 

That being said, I’ve noticed my face has been looking a tad...rounder? This is alarming mainly because I haven’t changed anything lifestyle wise, and I have continued to workout and stay active, etc. I read online that cortisol can cause a rounding of the face when released in excessive amounts. This really worries me as I feel there is not much I can do to prevent this issue. Has anyone else in this sub experienced anything similar?",7.586524390243902,8.901462398373988,7.482672764227643,68.80010670731707,63.22764227642278,10.377642276422764,39.76524390243903,10.411451182825502,4.671065853658537,557,30,84,13,8,178,82,123,0.109,0.833,0.057,-0.7377,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,2,4,0,14,6,6,1,0,9,18,9,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,1,2,2,0,2,2,3,0,0,3,6,11,1,11,14,5,12,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,6,59,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.18054876730370376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153660830412818,0.0,0.0,0.12936737452337338,0.18957058837599772,0.3045045376901652,0.0,0.0,0.2104822234631686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278393650993893,0.0,0.0,0.208449490416816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055108852151386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19006222876424206,0.39144444501051584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15455699045527665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063415641222736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18709913180192028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931084643991393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20870592198824567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15536670500281272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360079278228486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21064175582276204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21707621992519432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18506590414128413,0.0,0.11852588228917242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17599242845341087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19720226427917328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18789256257237014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ConventionalizedSoy,2019/04/09,"Feeling overwhelmed.. need help I’ve been feeling extremely overwhelmed and anxious lately. I have a bunch of different things coming up that have me so nervous that I feel like I can’t function. I have an out of state work trip next week for a training which I’ll be going to alone. The week following all of my coworkers will be out of the office, which will leave me handling everything by myself. And to top all of that off our boss just told everyone today that she will be leaving for another job and starting beginning of May. I also have to travel out of state in a few weeks to visit a family member and I’m absolutely dreading it. I have anxiety, depression, and more recently bouts of anger that come on randomly and I don’t know why. All of this is making every day unbearable and I don’t know what to do.",5.664782608695653,6.136526440993791,6.52005590062112,76.9928788819876,67.19875776397515,10.166708074534164,32.24906832298137,10.125756701596842,3.23636099378882,651,26,122,15,10,216,101,161,0.13,0.799,0.071,-0.8886,2,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,2,3,7,1,4,7,0,18,0,0,2,3,26,33,9,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,11,12,0,0,5,1,0,7,3,6,0,0,2,3,14,1,24,24,6,27,0,3,0,0,5,8,0,2,11,90,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680728998777642,0.0,0.12977507280246628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701644874442496,0.12414357926188813,0.1833299481008024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795793038731548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465702606630864,0.0,0.1397713274246304,0.0,0.0,0.1695478193300876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367277046235228,0.15506527382126215,0.14584659270073644,0.0,0.1529829238760373,0.0,0.24616058181328496,0.11593269954445196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222733257744832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087727085867958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16103763075591745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17836943434395358,0.0,0.18305864807145808,0.3436616884764909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928169816536881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832300606680732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032839262536317,0.0,0.0,0.17258637557242024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602316945118349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486245589206195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781146783501333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15382224633013855,0.15506527382126215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39051312687228107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643225070328514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11814160472331996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AmandaAn,2019/04/09,"Does anyone else struggle with horrible gift giving anxiety? I like to plan and buy friends' gifts in advance so I don't get too overwhelmed. Trouble is, this means I usually spend the whole week prior to the gift giving date feeling HORRIBLE about my choice of said gift. I constantly ridicule it, wondering why I ever thought this person would like such a gift. 

I get so anxious that on many occasions I have not given them the gift and just dealt with looking like the bad friend that forgot a birthday. When in reality, I spent weeks planning, researching, etc... all to just throw the gift away :( 

I find the anxiety is worse the more I care about someone. How do I deal with this?",4.877109375000003,6.739247492187502,4.7973125,83.46643750000003,70.171875,8.245000000000001,30.76875,8.841846274778883,2.5527381249999994,541,23,100,10,10,167,86,128,0.199,0.545,0.256,0.8511,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,3,11,11,1,2,9,0,6,0,0,1,2,18,20,6,0,1,3,0,1,3,2,1,0,1,0,1,6,5,0,1,5,0,3,2,2,5,0,0,5,3,13,6,13,14,4,14,0,1,1,0,8,4,0,1,11,63,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433602018079604,0.1796919882305624,0.0,0.11121811787281567,0.16297527967077555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14944165921971622,0.0,0.13280805906569454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16217178602473448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17188683909068891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639833855149889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13919406180353494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328738226763418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17739341534264416,0.0,0.14387844627127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042527480871088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14537752381846394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457779881825948,0.0,0.166204073259211,0.3051687791892027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23312534784219635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356994044423331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16126139249862834,0.0,0.1732624521157382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888464161183192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15130203209711188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477061897058293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16628355056901106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627549535924892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751815945146067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25517591251823385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352648076615213,0.17758427879989525,0.0,0.0,0.17249326933282946,0.0,0.0,0.1620952443362041,0.11299132258874392,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,1net2o,2019/04/09,"I can’t approach her I’m 15, the girl I like is also 15. I had a girl I dated before, that relationship ended badly because of my anxiety (she actually approached me first). I want to approach this new girl, I often have clear opportunities to do so but my brain completely clocks out whenever I do. I see her alone and my mind for some reason is like “nope lol you can’t do it just gonna walk away yup”. It makes me feel awful later when I think about how she was right there! I could’ve totally done it then! What’s worse is that I think this girl is kind of into me, I want to reciprocate so she doesn’t lose interest but I just can’t because of my anxiety, I don’t know what to do anymore, please help.",0.33825898144492683,2.527614053691277,2.8752151598894606,90.0596288985393,86.31543624161074,6.190446111330439,19.502960915909988,7.5105763829236425,0.5824722463482042,550,16,123,10,17,190,91,149,0.154,0.7040000000000001,0.142,-0.603,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,3,10,7,0,0,2,3,17,1,1,3,2,21,27,9,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,4,9,3,0,0,5,0,0,4,6,2,0,1,3,2,27,5,12,23,2,16,0,1,1,0,12,4,0,2,10,84,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.17565324845052488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18642488038834729,0.0,0.14394529065770925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753977819352261,0.0,0.17851083352908004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16911516826529668,0.0,0.15029180867739728,0.21945167631839185,0.0,0.15316605679062628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009386301575095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887257306059471,0.0,0.0,0.14371470998871042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842016701644656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15942585956717875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101300101373226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15310722272736985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064966572575155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18744146185146665,0.09892284980711503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17587702845864106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20137305642201053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201508599185086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181747874250644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738443435104758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19758506260868933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18506915057405565,0.0,0.19325177187085585,0.0,0.15371832844176592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434360532907416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23067243132973955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21233637684458614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18343455676317127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,blastinmypants,2019/04/09,"I work In an office with female co-worker. She seems uncomfortable around me. How do I ease up the sitch? it's making me really anxious. So I work in an office with an attractive female co-worker. She's around a 7 - 7.5. I'm around a 6 - 6.5.  so she's out of my league.
I've already asked her out and she said no, but she would if I wasn't working in safe office. Reasoning: she doesn't want to jeopardize anything.

I've moved past that rejection and am trying to keep things professional but I'm noticing that I can't help but to flirt with her every once in awhile.  it seems like this makes her uncomfortable so I stop- then she asks me for help with stuff etc.. 
 Like setting up printer even though she can pretty much handle it on her own.
I help and keep things cool.

I joke around with her here and there but doesn't seem like she's into whatever it is that i'm saying or doing. 
I get a very hot and cold vibe from her. some days she can be very into conversing with me and other days she acts completely cold.

I'm sorry if i'm not making sense here, or maybe i'm just in denial about the whole matter.  it's more likely she's not into me than she is into me.... so I need to know how to keep things cool in the office.
I tried just forgetting about her and ignoring her but that made me nuts and i found myself at a breaking point and even more into her.  I got the opposite outcome of what I intended by ignoring her.

I found that keeping things simple and talking to her only when I need to (work related) is best.
but still when  I say bye at the end of the day I feel so uncomfortable because she appears to look so uncomfortable every-time that I say bye to her or talk to her etc...
she seems fine talking to the other guys in the office, she even responds to them in group chat but to me it's just cold turkey.  

it's just such a lousy feeling. i hate feeling this way.
What do you guys recommend that I do?
Should I stop saying bye at the end of the day or like what?
maybe I'm missreading her. anyway,   this is causing me a lot of anxiety.
Any advice would be much appreciated.",1.5374624007210045,3.477623819861435,3.2719675547794758,90.41445502168648,79.85450346420323,6.349101560299668,19.7988508984397,7.407850130929222,0.42827780093505297,1626,40,356,23,41,541,188,433,0.142,0.748,0.11,-0.9426,0,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,0,1,1,5,30,17,1,0,19,2,20,0,0,9,0,85,56,35,0,8,19,0,4,5,0,3,0,5,0,2,27,27,0,9,11,2,0,3,7,4,0,0,6,15,65,13,55,45,11,45,0,1,1,0,54,26,0,13,21,248,92,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377533999058628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331343271908602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051340928423434726,0.0,0.05775542529368183,0.08529075111725129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06212805750001325,0.2688353324511045,0.141160050787702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046022610669250716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923002938727944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755678891892506,0.0,0.0,0.07915775325722105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947587168460916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337368552122742,0.0,0.16839946829922495,0.14959627525395502,0.0,0.06360994887461538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114521501455783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16555835123627866,0.0,0.0,0.03944435805573033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060382294038527635,0.0,0.0,0.1495089044384525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453820830709539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15181326530444425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26842279413800796,0.0,0.0,0.041491483495075664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18442146677141602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06339893425052301,0.0,0.0,0.06418532407070912,0.0,0.07143761492025402,0.15118561882158946,0.0,0.15169488932776853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024195620389284,0.11099878411445427,0.11196096539672593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595447028100549,0.0,0.08040243539312951,0.0,0.05741929497843847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207096192458554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136959536330657,0.0,0.0,0.07680815844057982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04836566893853116,0.07762406381805231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181546651134603,0.2401547537761201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749205655841274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451333520671157,0.0,0.0,0.060292447415613376,0.1262386782418272,0.0,0.0,0.08642664138163156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18204623219052696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20062889159049335,0.0,0.0741759675023302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251577230778768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458678433791424,0.04453041583633008,0.05992644749053545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429032743532366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297787287707827,0.0,0.0,0.10726259827411168,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sddd00,2019/04/09,I literally feel so stupid for not taking all the opportunities made for me I’m in university and need to apply to some part time jobs for the summer and I have an opportunity waiting for me to go and introduce myself and I’m so filled with anxiety. Like overwhelmed crying and such stress for such a little thing. I should be studying for exams but I am so consumed with the thought of this job. I’m being pushed/told this job is great and to do it but I really don’t want to. I feel so dumb for making a big deal and I think it bc I’m scared for interview and my first real job.,0.982717528373268,3.168187549180331,3.3519672131147544,87.74568095838589,83.34426229508195,6.376796973518286,19.22068095838588,7.61054688173877,0.5583699873896593,459,12,100,8,13,158,75,122,0.14,0.7490000000000001,0.111,-0.6965,4,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,6,9,2,3,6,0,8,0,0,2,1,26,23,14,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,1,4,0,0,2,2,5,0,1,2,2,11,4,17,18,3,8,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,1,4,68,16,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13144572804299715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18874179954035647,0.0,0.17714412903867108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17375986248780825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615433877948908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765216170006168,0.0,0.0,0.18943777480467994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.68203957845863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394506262662076,0.17221388614510794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16258506027961508,0.11469458574430445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740613140787832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186069834605766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955745764133654,0.11007555625440572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17202689610721514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19682506679528752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919108820548725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141529587370942,0.11009858344726026,0.0,0.13640993308005747,0.10019259518903026,0.0,0.0,0.16418624251701394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134689338534128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nilype87,2019/04/09,"Strange question... do you feel anxiety in your teeth? If so how?? 

For me, I get a tingly feeling. It’s caused by screeching sounds, eating certain textures, and going to the dentist. It’s like a painful tingle. When I’m upset or anxious I feel like my teeth are constantly a trigger for sensory issues, and all the things I listed before are much worse. I was eating peanut butter mnms, and the texture of the shell against my teeth gave me goosebumps and shivers down my spine... just thinking about it makes me feel shivery.  When I’m mad my teeth hurt. 

I know all of these things are exponentially worse when I’m under a lot of stress.",3.457339791356187,5.67743592622951,3.82397913561848,87.40067809239945,74.98360655737704,5.747839046199702,27.484351713859912,6.574015621080383,1.2205475409836068,501,20,94,4,11,156,79,122,0.209,0.725,0.066,-0.9555,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,0,7,8,1,2,8,0,5,11,6,4,3,22,18,11,0,1,3,0,4,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,4,2,0,7,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,6,14,3,12,16,4,8,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,4,6,61,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14102890648554509,0.2082654798615532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15687011963636993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18938046211500725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992192049162228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772765897138105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728559879818751,0.13170122804482964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631640067296834,0.0,0.10477158737334123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19735281228810386,0.0,0.0,0.19241577068735724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131513214592656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18013031786351213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15672962358226608,0.0,0.0,0.12305650589147155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552005777194978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19616370810656744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20651662288385855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21117478941577966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24495078208271398,0.11812542758404132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3757412244962125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EcoloCantSwim,2019/04/09,"A small thing that changed my life without me even realizing I’m a bit of a lurker, and this is my first post here

Two and a half years ago, I was a nervous wreck. I had, like, two friends who weren’t online, I could barely talk to anyone and I broke down in class several times a week. Then, I began therapy, got some meds (some over the counter and some prescription, no actual prescription anti depressants though), and, since then, I’ve slowly been improving. 

Quite frankly, I didn’t realize how much I’ve changed since the beginning of freshman year until I made a phone call. More on that later. I have wonderful friends, I can drive (taking the test soon!) without crying when I do something stupid, and I’m having a party for my birthday this Sunday. I went to junior prom a few weeks ago. I can wear shorts and not be repulsed by the way I look or worry about how other people will see me. 

I didn’t realize this change until just a few minutes ago, when I made a phone call to my pharmacist to get a refill on my pills. See, when I first started my meds, my parents forced me to make the call to get a refill. They wouldn’t do it for me. I needed the pills. I was so worried about not getting them that I made the call (after hours, of course) and left a message on the refill line. After the call, I almost started crying, and my mom was there to hug me and tell me that I did great. 

I’ve been on these pills for almost two years and I’ve made every call, although they’ve all been voice mail calls. I just made the call to get my refill, like I said, and noticed that I didn’t stutter or mess up or get exceptionally nervous. I was making a call to another human being, a man who has been getting me my medicine since I was a baby. A man known in our community for being a caring person, someone who has, without a doubt, given his fair share of antidepressant prescriptions in his 20 something years of being a pharmacist. 

I think these phone calls have helped me tremendously. Granted, I’m still a nervous wreck a lot, I still fidget in class when I’m anxious, and I know that will never go away. But, I can cope, I can wake up and only dread going to school 50% of the time. I can look forward to seeing my amazing friends and my wonderful teachers. 

I began my treatment two and a half years ago, going to therapy every Wednesday. Now I go every other, and I might possibly cut it down to once a month in the upcoming months. I feel better. I can manage myself. 

So, yeah, I guess the moral of the story is that it takes time to heal. I’ve been a nervous wreck since I was 8, and at 16 (almost 17) I can say that I’m less of a nervous wreck than ever. 

Make that phone call. The person on the other side is a human, too. 

Sorry for rambling.",3.597589928057552,4.638244262589931,4.708338129496403,86.06355035971225,72.20143884892087,7.286618705035972,25.41079136690648,7.554174236665415,1.1895116546762583,2134,64,440,24,40,701,244,556,0.104,0.779,0.116,0.8924,2,0,2,0,0,0,79.0,1,0,2,4,22,24,2,7,44,1,43,8,2,10,3,65,90,36,0,3,12,2,1,2,3,4,5,3,0,6,24,18,0,0,9,0,0,7,12,13,0,8,28,9,67,11,56,53,11,73,1,2,5,1,42,22,0,15,46,301,91,7,0.0,0.0,0.051932396959726436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18869566148512226,0.0,0.15986828184918644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055802967168204334,0.0,0.060120388386968315,0.0,0.03721076553286225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04999939441904512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04706636708450687,0.058099495963302016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5977488184929473,0.0,0.054258572445118516,0.0,0.16889050484435705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04248967459424955,0.0,0.11691338520911708,0.0,0.0,0.045835972666672664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03514951719734775,0.04813808426029252,0.134513582593256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0269082601024166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053319694589756,0.0,0.0,0.12334663541770635,0.0,0.16682302089649415,0.0,0.12097844595257418,0.0,0.04256272716254858,0.05867224852373496,0.05862484313179511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03567042675725311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05240830943659102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02924683004662728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057820739744741376,0.0,0.03758894474032831,0.05199855817402595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937823856707403,0.0,0.0,0.045243435675336084,0.0,0.25177742593332936,0.10656886008170766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822482124826353,0.0,0.0,0.056455133316102614,0.0,0.06232744518879575,0.08495506403062457,0.0,0.039120830359837634,0.03945994516203535,0.04104445368820206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060588235760594085,0.0,0.05667467550435677,0.0,0.04047414602157712,0.0,0.0,0.05909150111727736,0.0,0.0,0.036894167214024914,0.0929345673884428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05999449681995255,0.05096745183432285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0566031370414405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050621828068062896,0.04232052385770568,0.0,0.053858737169911686,0.12722186677798974,0.0,0.0,0.060120388386968315,0.0,0.17608756415489435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04509083591009808,0.08193853740781998,0.0,0.05957239759233216,0.0753349415177362,0.0,0.08499879079372699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002555606514497,0.04277404071879868,0.04651425585853202,0.0,0.12171721482865233,0.0,0.03535520184212485,0.03409948969675737,0.05228571582267652,0.0,0.0930942867846154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20794223263998865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04224140660725797,0.08537539774956973,0.0,0.0,0.04933295966708374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15389870135898825,0.11542375871673753,0.0,0.10808947954626548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17135094521387745
anxiety,burnneerr55,2019/04/09,"How can I be comfortable enough to try dating sites? Hello, I hope you're well. I've been thinking about this quite a bit recently. I seem to always find myself feeling that I'm gonna die alone, I don't want that. I want to experience love and romance! I am a very shy person and I only come out of my shell when I'm comfortable with someone, that's why I think dating sites would be good for me since I can talk to them and get to know them a little more. I'm only eighteen, but I'm afraid that if I don't find someone before I'm mid to late twenties then that's it over. Another thing that is a problem in my mind is the fact that I'm on disability for anxiety depression and PTSD. I accept myself completely, but I don't know if someone else would. I have no intention of going back to school because that's where I got my PTSD and it's where my anxiety and depression got really bad. Am I overreacting? I'm sorry, this sort of came out as a rant.",3.2252758132956174,3.921506039603962,5.0500141442715725,84.55534653465348,72.76237623762377,8.543705799151343,25.814710042432807,8.841846274778883,1.7004769448373414,748,23,164,14,14,257,113,202,0.195,0.716,0.08900000000000001,-0.9721,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,1,7,13,0,1,6,0,15,1,0,2,1,35,39,14,1,8,4,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,13,11,0,0,9,0,0,3,4,5,1,0,4,1,24,8,20,30,3,21,0,2,0,1,6,11,0,5,7,98,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988049158353146,0.0,0.0,0.10434598707521638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314967927333462,0.1918670899734537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642776262072207,0.10470691439541638,0.07644497756868171,0.0,0.10670937649758627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369084435164463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342851118682504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802424855534627,0.13148347267006574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21602017610687305,0.0,0.13014932023154335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475876294134663,0.0,0.0,0.12957562259921618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266895550423733,0.0,0.0,0.06340791683777243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22923355779106466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551829683134414,0.0,0.07126985552881256,0.10518273711956208,0.2005937101871035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455424469365567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783727080878466,0.0,0.141460920930318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568752777143555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131818034488957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662206462336018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19075044430580151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949773968833296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999447697173135,0.29318060543535224,0.0,0.0,0.13338235146457364,0.0,0.0,0.08033686971110053,0.0,0.12382109944907672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691531576025233,0.0,0.11416288734837905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373529895283633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31876263600667,0.0,0.0,0.1403792596765508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079480450947097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331269616301863,0.16070735147296172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514093182181161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347124810576394,0.1479327917399842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275305453246914,0.0,0.11315740204909586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17816648816277336,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,theWforce,2019/04/09,"Anxious about a doctor's appointment It's taking a lot of bravery to write this, but I feel like I need to get this off my chest. I have an appointment with a urologist in a few weeks, basically as a second opinion about a lump I found near my testicles a while ago. I already had an ultrasound and it came back normal, so I'm not really concerned about that issue as much. However, given that they they will do a blood test, I've been concerned that they will find markers for a tumor somewhere else in my body. Basically, I'm (perhaps irrationally) paranoid that I have some form of bad cancer and that I will be dead before the end of the year. I have no other symptoms and I know cancer like that is pretty rare, but it doesn't make me any less scared. It's been on my mind so much that I've been losing sleep over it. I'm wondering if anybody reading this has any experience with hypochondria and how to deal with it, because it's been honestly fucking up my life and making doing normal things like being at work excruciating.",6.728181818181818,6.130989853658536,7.334767184035478,75.66933481152995,65.09756097560975,10.186252771618628,32.78270509977827,9.573946990214177,2.876951219512195,820,29,158,14,11,272,124,205,0.203,0.708,0.08900000000000001,-0.983,1,0,0,0,0,1,18.0,0,0,3,2,7,8,1,1,13,0,18,11,4,3,0,29,33,14,1,4,4,0,1,3,0,3,6,0,0,0,19,9,0,0,5,1,0,1,3,4,0,1,8,1,18,4,23,20,7,15,0,1,0,1,5,8,1,5,9,114,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13486219769472654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678893610620508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20691971001618087,0.0,0.0,0.1718739612837646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169856333782246,0.12702985495792274,0.09274262801919024,0.0,0.12945923101074733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899232436103612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17400668406756875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15684880739936166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557208906960761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709275732981792,0.0,0.13475015036136562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14882130483471953,0.0,0.0,0.07692613735773363,0.10868825589842754,0.0,0.0,0.1390524482830251,0.0,0.0,0.16681275095977308,0.0,0.14065021429959676,0.07948643880523053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15879377006448234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361171093492904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746039748467667,0.22298254587668326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17020481937661772,0.0,0.1293432847032766,0.0,0.0,0.20310815929136186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15361719516282762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236795956598616,0.11280926935111472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981281755158788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547802344001554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15218034445266698,0.0,0.0974642502465088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15231785349849386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522490465232234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15813085424459528,0.11438972446686528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010745065963383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203686803340948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16498844376400676,0.11075913022706432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797263961125767
anxiety,beatrice6868,2019/04/09,i recently got diagnosed i recently just got diagnosed with social anxiety and honestly i feel relieved that i know what’s wrong with me. is this weird?,4.095238095238095,7.0684704285714295,5.75,70.46166666666669,76.85714285714286,12.304761904761904,34.333333333333336,11.20814326018867,5.7387476190476185,124,7,20,6,3,42,21,28,0.22,0.595,0.185,-0.0194,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,5,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,5,2,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,13,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047724777896852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5433738514236678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534573588570528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42817213801202064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14710849827965736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5285982779087033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728633991638575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926632154187769,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TypeOfPlant,2019/04/09,"Fighting anxiety, just need some support. I'm going through a rough patch which has made me realize that I'm not equipped to deal with it as effectively as I was hoping. I'm trying to learn how to be still and calm as opposed to nervous for no reason when things outside of my control go south. I believe I can learn to be calm, if I prioritize it. 

So... I know I'm preaching to the choir, but that's what I'm up to rn. All I need is positive reinforcement. I'll post updates on what I end up trying and if any methods work for me. 

I'm gonna start with meditation since I can't find a good yoga place near me. I think I'll eventually have to find an additional activity that suits my interests and calms me down, but I eventually want to learn just how to be calm in general. Sounds easy, right? Well... lets see how this goes. Wish me luck.",3.0195490716180373,4.1563662068965535,4.820804597701152,84.3392705570292,73.71264367816093,8.34235190097259,27.75243147656941,8.841846274778883,1.9471030946065435,656,25,145,13,13,224,110,174,0.053,0.7490000000000001,0.198,0.9771,0,0,1,0,2,0,23.0,0,0,0,3,9,12,1,1,4,0,10,0,0,7,1,38,30,15,0,7,7,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,10,6,0,2,10,2,0,2,3,2,1,0,2,4,17,10,25,23,2,17,1,0,1,0,2,9,0,5,5,86,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253459505805013,0.0,0.14100657909632244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20766888446901952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067339011044218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900289040551384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16325545484855014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369357381994938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20951000032777709,0.15460137476697294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18307431418914655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129909215493507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18848274054112288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17441086525610575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733463158246556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19257828829425824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17653046815795592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18951472764473887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574108221617877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146881554756765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247387802564344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046475756732218,0.0,0.14720057400998116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091675391786614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245600100427792,0.11810672622369975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502864152247875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871847226280414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657284999161066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119623362618588,0.0,0.0,0.13418932843753995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,taarotqueen,2019/04/09,"anyone else get physical symptoms like chest pains, muscle/bone aches, stomach aches, etc. and then wonder if it’s more than anxiety and get even more anxious? The past couple of days I’ve been getting more back and chest pain, shortness of breath, feelings of doom and panic. Sometimes uncontrollably crying. I get stomach aches a lot too, and have since I was in fourth grade.

Doesn’t help that I occasionally abuse my adderall meds (take several times over my prescribed dose) but Id need to taper off it and the withdrawals are horrible and I’m gonna wait till summer because I’m about to graduate high school. And it helps with my depression. Today I took 3x my dose because I have a lot of homework (that I’m too physically uncomfortable to do, but am trying to work on it) and I was just on spring break and ate more than I should have so I’m trying to suppress my appetite for a few days till I get used to eating healthy again. I feel crazy sometimes. I ate lunch in the bathroom today again. 

So obviously, those meds would be a contributor, but it’s not even that high a dose and i get this even when I take my prescribed dose or miss a day (which I try not to do because I’m so dependent on it and get awful withdrawals) 

But does anyone else ever get these physical symptoms and how do you know you’re just anxious and don’t have a heart problem. I’ve literally almost cried because I complained to my mom one time about my right arm aching and she said that was a sign of a heart attack but then said she was joking because I’m only 18 and don’t have any problems with my heart. I’m scared I’m going to have a stroke sometimes, one time I was getting in the shower and my vision got grainy and blurry and I saw flashes of color like a film grain. I was compketeky sober tho 

This probably doesn’t belong here but honestly my chest hurts so bad I’m scared I need to walk around and leave the house I need to step away I wanna go buy my prom dress but I have to catch up on homework",4.232433534207728,5.196021657568242,4.809814781992203,86.2138430521092,70.63771712158808,7.444487770294223,27.047943991492378,7.5804360353943165,1.343892662176533,1580,51,326,17,28,505,196,403,0.212,0.735,0.053,-0.9962,1,0,0,0,1,0,30.0,0,1,0,1,22,19,1,4,16,1,26,23,10,3,2,59,66,40,0,9,13,1,3,2,0,3,9,2,3,0,15,23,4,2,4,2,1,6,6,15,0,2,14,7,36,4,40,48,8,43,1,4,2,0,9,16,0,7,22,195,51,7,0.0,0.09137507770239227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722495285574632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05244452490694573,0.0,0.058996904289388814,0.1742482287974779,0.0,0.1078487707791478,0.1580379520536477,0.0,0.06865351738635234,0.0,0.08773560240748059,0.07245716596496232,0.0593008366673175,0.06439232291351578,0.2350594375329289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533226930960408,0.16942630313930013,0.14920885768133216,0.0,0.06642369807202167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06748859247211393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789134348717866,0.12884841713251627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600964552779589,0.15281191486909787,0.06975982811413356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798879529334943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36263009139375,0.0,0.08765861505344508,0.0,0.06168023876632165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741641795375077,0.10338437341580434,0.16296389950969148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898660136078207,0.08255899636431174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04238336170388343,0.0,0.0,0.08165938127257487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535427585336946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113003329913253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17132678493202902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032249475598576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17155142549995575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451757447572428,0.05865354870095125,0.16412311207136754,0.0904841872634832,0.0,0.0,0.07362015985663779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314884812677117,0.14758763838313246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065860410689413,0.14671834490780505,0.0,0.15442197286956566,0.07804997446723286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712411439873895,0.0,0.0637948019600274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22882217906048674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16031527442869062,0.1159699045283226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490859772040215,0.0,0.14620226673461148,0.0,0.08568361564641842,0.15707909281875626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660727491019512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363379735708147,0.05614457862337701,0.0,0.0,0.05478412817523829,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sasha1695,2019/04/09,I couldnt even take care of my pet Yup...came home to my dead snake. Dont even know what happened becuase im so distracted with my depression and anxiety and didnt even take care of myself and an animal sufferred for it...i feel useless,2.669897959183672,4.223339204081636,4.1181122448979615,87.35635204081633,75.3265306122449,8.16530612244898,26.535714285714285,8.841846274778883,1.9362612244897963,187,7,40,4,4,62,36,49,0.374,0.626,0.0,-0.9632,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,10,4,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,5,2,5,8,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18799462362900785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5011078007080563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21166022640517654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880118785692511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4869377261038937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242563011996036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173119210748201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465027586304633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654472942743866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505529192803367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3695400431038421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawaysexdrive1,2019/04/09,"I feel so defeated I think I need to finally seek treatment. Today was the last straw.

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I don't really know where to start. I've always been a person to just say ""I'll get past it"" and ""I've been through worse.""

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After a break up about 8 months ago to the women I thought I was going to marry my anxiety has seemingly only getting worse and worse. I thought I would get better. I'm always worried about something, something is going to go wrong, meeting people isn't hard but being with them is tough. Not normally after I get comfortable but I still am just constantly worried. Today I had a smoke show of a girl come over, fairly young, all she wanted was to get fucked. I'm never a hookup person but I felt like I could this time just because. I couldn't.

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We were supposed to meet up on Saturday and she messages me that she can come over today for an hour or so. I immediately started being aware of my heart pumping blood. Shaking. So nervous... But hey! I'm a guy! I got this! Except I didn't. I let so much stuff get to me and it effects my dating life. I don't seem to  have any issues if I get comfortable with the person but on things like this I just get so worked up that I can't do anything.

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I don't know if I am asking for help, venting, or what. I want to scream. I want to cry. A 32 year old dude. I have a good life, a awesome dog, I built a house, tattoos, nerdy, ride a motorcycle. Why is something like this getting me so worked up that when something just literally falls in my lap this happens?

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I just don't know what to do. I'm over my ex but like not the bad shit that came with it? It's hard to describe. I just don't know. I feel like anxiety is just killing me but I don't really want to be on pills, but at this point it would be so much better then what it is now...",0.8386690441316951,3.000732033942562,2.626016684709932,92.8735190727887,83.75195822454306,5.303165000318411,21.351907278863923,6.584502450881947,0.33866813984588884,1431,46,312,15,41,473,178,383,0.106,0.74,0.154,0.967,0,0,5,0,0,0,72.0,1,0,1,6,21,20,3,2,16,0,38,7,3,1,2,59,80,25,1,12,23,1,5,5,0,2,3,2,0,6,21,11,0,0,13,1,0,9,13,10,0,0,13,7,46,10,40,58,3,49,0,1,0,1,19,14,2,6,30,203,67,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05577488325352193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470914787118264,0.3408695774471133,0.38227411753131785,0.04278783404942385,0.0,0.09626742752053366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05177789135792544,0.0,0.0588218114960645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052535665672805563,0.03835551651103941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129545252476324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071963846467709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840021099710977,0.0,0.06799428871674802,0.0,0.05023658988919058,0.0,0.06911478896219009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636285987268878,0.04495014086516516,0.06041317508795908,0.06892590761508037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0581686300255924,0.29585845613844475,0.0,0.10727684960148408,0.052774405050234265,0.05032296174185917,0.0,0.0,0.06230080355445685,0.05564004759173917,0.0,0.11272812386803388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456063613352637,0.04217402503758064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619636364150489,0.07260136188483436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567225017926151,0.0,0.0,0.06961178197197254,0.0,0.13831699307107587,0.051288289435340674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06434007788927107,0.08888467230308626,0.15369794348644486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0502222334187282,0.0,0.0925070445786722,0.04665446608111712,0.048527869578910345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06164835093976016,0.0,0.0,0.06602407365367627,0.0,0.0,0.04785358076327475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06006436683766549,0.04362088355190722,0.1648182455975221,0.0,0.0,0.059479843788446125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061647032026137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05003659880283007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456021441577607,0.0,0.0,0.06458659118449013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937559060729472,0.0,0.0,0.0890703587987672,0.0,0.0502480830337951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202847518430054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04180132684830582,0.0403166674182654,0.0,0.09990308198962336,0.03668922352615018,0.0,0.17892272847708615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14844764997175386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056775614836710175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161318239318153,0.12779685669884328,0.1923629098303323,0.08939328515469153,0.06879326553637233,0.38227411753131785,0.04051848946378951
anxiety,beeeepitybop109,2019/04/09,"I'm My cat is currently in an animal control shelter because the pet sitter lost him. I'm out of state for training on a new job and even when I get back later this week I won't be able to afford to get him out. I'm just freaking out and stressed as hell. Everyone keeps telling me to focus on getting him out, but I'm like ""ok how""? I hate that I have almost no friends, but I love my cat. 

Seriously I've been so distracted in training class, but I feel like I'm going to just start crying because I'm so worried. Idk what to do. If I don't spend anything else until I get back Thursday I will have about $100, but I need $220 more to get him out. I will not let them euthanize him or give him away, but idk what to do. 

Hell some people in the legal advice thing told me I shouldn't have a cat and insulted me. Sorry I'm not perfect, but I'm trying to make my life better.

I just wish someone cared enough to give me a hug or tell me it will be ok.",2.03257142857143,2.63729806666667,4.0861904761904775,90.70214285714287,75.47619047619048,6.933333333333334,24.47619047619048,7.03164865440522,0.7289904761904764,734,22,176,7,15,253,117,210,0.203,0.636,0.161,-0.8029,3,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,4,11,19,4,2,6,2,16,3,0,3,1,33,43,18,0,4,14,0,1,2,1,5,1,0,1,0,6,8,0,2,1,0,1,1,6,9,0,0,3,1,28,10,25,32,3,23,2,1,0,2,15,11,2,5,12,109,34,3,0.14245459154666693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392049781519179,0.0,0.0,0.14264769591087165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722799092507055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13384077807649206,0.21907757540444592,0.0,0.17367799358226607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598950977343654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452419501826651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15977493757937106,0.0,0.0,0.15647967966172527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190025318633048,0.0,0.0,0.14719367358035895,0.0,0.09408991419532288,0.0,0.0,0.13612146698024516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202932176755042,0.10176958866471213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006006405506176,0.0,0.3721332224334716,0.2733108496291871,0.08096022724332128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14064441668715189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136420100599484,0.1266201863597851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566947145033374,0.10061989089218824,0.1391922355406856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15550601462020808,0.0,0.12857083066945552,0.0,0.0950895460354322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562827459627824,0.0,0.1375835322065173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987600770726215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070131313486837,0.0,0.0,0.15946625230730446,0.10083009310648967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16318125331288286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490231839041481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464050072172424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612146698024516,0.0,0.09671731669520947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426848061023602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638157499301975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14466955262606887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mcr0414,2019/04/09,"Afraid to drive, drive or go in somewhere new, or even get gas. I am 28 and I gradually have been more and more scared to drive. This is strange because I remember like 3-4 years ago being fine driving and never worrying about anything, more than I believe the typical person worries about. But I google maps now everything to find exactly where I have to go, which lanes, and I even look up the parking of somewhere I’m going to make sure I won’t have a hard time trying to park. I remember being in college and finding all these places by myself and doing things fine and never having this much of an issue. I even go down to 1-2 miles left in gas because thinking of having to stop for gas gives me so much anxiety. Nothing has happened, I haven’t been in a car accident ( knock on wood) or anything like traumatic , I’m wondering if it’s from age. But I barely leave my apartment now because of my anxiety getting that bad. Any suggestions? No I am not on medications and for my 4-20 crew trust me, I have tried, I am not a fan. Lol",4.288352699931648,5.0052122200956966,5.476161995898838,82.39063397129188,70.33971291866028,8.650854408749144,30.718045112781954,8.841846274778883,2.399191114149009,810,33,164,14,14,270,126,209,0.153,0.765,0.08199999999999999,-0.9334,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,0,9,9,0,2,6,1,18,1,0,1,5,29,32,15,0,1,8,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,7,8,0,1,6,0,0,9,7,3,0,0,2,2,21,6,27,27,6,33,0,0,1,0,3,14,0,5,12,111,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474255072289907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802502008695799,0.0,0.1980455993969354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21303952528081224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807868939541912,0.2367199826541831,0.0,0.0,0.14583684309036807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25648572276602644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163341513236258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23661534326134145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352562377344146,0.12417259137434634,0.2942595576779644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446516085027415,0.0,0.11595463510009553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351038506531523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706042126534698,0.1406391458241266,0.0,0.0,0.12647767631416829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10869870554087394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864035610723072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039922861137146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903095736937024,0.0,0.19966734887896853,0.12501592050003033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420312016894874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302378897905767,0.13523937244807216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932651766490349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12959405474479707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821933425453682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199758268127557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859955339462471,0.08294122706077482,0.0,0.0,0.07547868943620313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757652850022091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037436139173926,0.0,0.26290933224083696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335642427759889
anxiety,HiGhRiGhTnOw2,2019/04/09,"Skipping class cause of anxiety I think the root source of my panic is not liking being in a situation where I can't make noise or leave. This manifests itself as a panic attack type thing where breathing becomes very difficult while in class. It feels like my breathing is irregular and could actually be disruptive/noisy to others. I wouldn't mind sitting through class I think but this is so unbearable I don't think I can handle it. Any tips or advice would be great, thanks.",4.448,6.8525748555555595,4.924166666666668,79.79625000000003,72.66666666666667,8.055555555555555,26.805555555555557,8.841846274778883,2.272888888888889,387,14,68,8,8,123,65,90,0.135,0.743,0.123,0.6026,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,8,1,2,3,0,12,2,2,3,0,16,18,7,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,1,8,4,7,12,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,3,46,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.19278169627817004,0.0,0.0,0.19304496875312133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434174514848524,0.0,0.1511263014520123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247432684343677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181800310434835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20293973427105494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15772874009530494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988793759049712,0.14113077940615795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178011464333451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091784377371745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19302729771132507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186711198737108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19947062637363933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.463568071095588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220560817909807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18187881273499226,0.0,0.0,0.13124439044605607,0.3797489342380335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630006170939599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403348661954431,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OpenRoadDesign,2019/04/09,"Something I've been doing that is helping. I have social anxiety and a lot of negative self talk issues. This is something I've started doing for the past month or so and I think it's really starting to help. Not my idea, found it online but thought I'd share. It might work for you.

1. Keep a notepad by your bed.
2. Before going to sleep, write down 3  things you like about yourself or 3 things that you did that day, that made you like yourself.
3. The next morning, read your list before starting your day.

It helps me fall asleep with less anxiety and get a positive start to my day. Hope this helps someone.",1.4196838407494177,3.889578860655739,2.3167681498829045,93.97360655737705,84.1639344262295,5.125058548009368,21.82903981264637,6.5431188927421005,0.42252037470725945,479,16,99,5,14,150,81,122,0.043,0.743,0.213,0.9741,0,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,7,0,1,2,4,0,0,5,0,8,2,2,1,0,18,20,7,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,12,4,0,1,4,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,0,12,4,10,14,2,13,0,0,0,0,16,1,0,5,12,58,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22057961347321184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453564394504724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27893355211221954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15807518054479452,0.0,0.0,0.07532297796605243,0.0,0.08193524583612646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3865369785399052,0.0,0.0,0.1431935364984984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16275060490484694,0.0,0.1504762299518988,0.0,0.12814509606086838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086855269353155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225683466287164,0.0,0.13641732708599413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294179688105794,0.0,0.0,0.11507527645216835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15332664097833915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13762676703643584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14420921234327855,0.0,0.09235912042536386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15040095869920642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427431583293698,0.14696336091700649,0.12215494078006756,0.22197852363202789,0.0,0.0,0.40817763228505655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587854395395895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915605466220643,0.09237844143858676,0.0,0.11445503311778718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495762108647033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MarqWilliams,2019/04/09,"I need help with work anxiety I was going to make a throwaway account, but screw it--I don't feel like taking the time.

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I've been working in the trades for about 2 1/2 months (apprentice). Some days are good, and most of the time I'm able to get the job done. However, I know that I'm considered the village idiot by everyone.

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Why?

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For instance, I'll interpret a direction that's simple on the surface, yet it ends up being difficult for me to complete. If you told me to screw in a pipe, I'd imagine five different ways how to do it and none of them end up being right. And the right way ends up being the obvious thing on the planet. 

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I know new hires mess up sometimes, however, during my moments of stress/anxiety the journeyman above me repeats what he wants me to do 5-6 times, and no matter how hard I try to listen and understand it just doesn't register. 

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I've tried writing things down, but sometimes the job moves so fast that I either don't have time to write it down or I just don't catch it. I've even been going to therapy because it gets that stressful.

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It also doesn't help that I have impediments with talking (slight stutters, cluttering words).

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I wouldn't post any of this here if I didn't have this same problem at my previous job working in a kitchen. 

1. Boss/coworker asks for me to do something 
2. I think they want me to do something else
3. I end up looking like a moron
4. I end up feeling like crap

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The anxiety gets to a point where I'll even think that I'm not a good fit for any job.

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Sorry for the long post, but I had a painful day at work and it's been bumming me out. Thanks again for listening.

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tl;dr: Following directions is hard for me. I've tried writing things down and going to therapy, which helps, but I'll still mess up. The more I mess up, the more anxious I get. The more anxious I get, the more likely I'll mess up even more. I know it's not the job, I know it's me. Advice would be appreciated.",3.6723169295973612,5.029157391727495,4.596216937446041,85.7240499175889,72.40632603406327,7.833639431755749,29.07314967427989,8.360895534625662,2.0074174868534653,1612,65,328,26,31,523,192,411,0.174,0.757,0.069,-0.9907,9,0,2,0,0,0,95.0,0,1,2,4,15,21,5,1,26,0,27,5,1,3,1,51,59,18,0,8,12,0,4,4,0,2,1,2,1,0,23,10,1,0,11,0,2,6,11,14,0,1,8,7,33,7,49,45,10,56,0,0,1,2,15,26,3,5,24,200,56,12,0.04147716990482477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04053101039226989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03316927778759962,0.0,0.4494049626289909,0.503993013368425,0.05641179569608326,0.0,0.0951897643475536,0.09371479197083793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03877555485464207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025284097796808656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04348802350902816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05349868653591655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04333481458493586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04244554537844298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03464885322128533,0.0,0.18368230729705326,0.0,0.0,0.0821858386248927,0.0,0.0,0.039633213309127086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041944206706784566,0.05926259693507446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835054684107297,0.0,0.0707172944960024,0.06957816449033946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431079457657104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340381805795806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20579845549115391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117907143195488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105460049088163,0.0,0.0,0.0367059901553504,0.034830376427877764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0276863329869732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03310668130274813,0.04408366754000777,0.0,0.030754795929116025,0.0,0.04005890915468474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04413463313664785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03920933216615987,0.0,0.07944732684016728,0.0,0.0,0.039688049984766056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07084255294262852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06386230356782789,0.08204396320871997,0.04643029592253586,0.0,0.0,0.03312372146423763,0.0,0.0950239159784956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03118566987094389,0.03333777804222622,0.0,0.038186605414840605,0.09486551711473523,0.0,0.08266676599946687,0.053153791400589685,0.0,0.0,0.09674268528827223,0.0,0.0,0.039633213309127086,0.0,0.08448082719731352,0.0,0.0,0.04317919664188349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04892861889256474,0.06584529373421072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03742669447801991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078349472568728,0.0,0.0,0.02946419146224624,0.0,0.503993013368425,0.0
anxiety,shiny_boson,2019/04/09,"Cleanliness anxiety when on holiday I get very anxious when I feel like I'm in an unclean environment. I usually stay in Air BnB apartments when I go on holiday, but even the 5-star rated apartments tagged as ""sparkling clean"" that I've stayed in have often not been as clean as I would have liked. It makes me anxious and leads to an unhealthy amount of handwashing and can really put a damper on my holiday. Can anyone who suffers from a similar problem offer any tips on finding a very clean place to stay on holiday? I've stayed in a few hotels with very mixed experiences. Do more expensive hotels tend to be cleaner? I'm not sure where I'll go yet (likely Germany, Portugal or France), but if anyone has had a good experience I'd really appreciate a recommendation.",7.6318493150684965,7.4666595479452065,8.33845890410959,67.78522260273975,63.10958904109589,12.231506849315071,37.42808219178082,11.698219412168324,4.630509589041095,618,28,108,18,8,208,95,146,0.122,0.643,0.236,0.96,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,0,9,0,10,0,0,2,1,17,18,12,0,3,6,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,3,0,3,3,0,0,2,6,2,4,2,2,0,0,2,1,7,5,18,14,3,27,0,1,0,0,2,14,0,3,8,64,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578408933065928,0.0,0.10775128120073334,0.31824500159856217,0.0,0.19697377968130972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303131979669092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755602770848528,0.0,0.0,0.0712189284622478,0.10062459116489617,0.0,0.0,0.12873604092086366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358927918950603,0.0,0.16009870677213542,0.1181398507310538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20643930045871287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401970489823444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716020648210806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477619984234765,0.0,0.14159501473581898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18046660613292564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6005173329039499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327512035342226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15512841550510895,0.348652587133445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005711437657322,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AnyUserName26,2019/04/09,Anyone here in military? I have been looking into the Air National Guard to get money to help with school. I have pretty mild anxiety and have not had a panic attack in years. Everyone who I talked to said that if you have anxiety or depression then the military is not for you and you should not join but it really is my last option. Is there anyone here in the military and gotten through basic training?,4.634615384615382,6.347247846153843,5.818461538461541,76.50153846153849,70.53846153846153,9.815384615384616,27.102564102564106,10.125756701596842,2.970779487179488,324,11,57,9,6,108,54,78,0.081,0.821,0.099,0.3493,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,0,3,3,1,1,4,0,10,0,0,0,0,14,14,7,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,4,2,7,0,10,9,0,9,0,1,1,0,7,6,0,3,3,47,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3930906879555928,0.0,0.0,0.35929298334696946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922869320344825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22128734961761226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455008769959612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342316307537429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17221002932007165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20942648513074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21575055982589905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014437100465173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613829929264898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645914126664694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24439254834718596,0.0,0.0,0.26001972923653266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206504925114877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16544994821685832
anxiety,Boner_Sandwich,2019/04/09,"Tapering off Zoloft I've been tapering off Zoloft for about 2.5 weeks now. The first week or so was rough. Mostly back to normal besides what I'm guessing are referred to as ""brain zaps"". It feels like my brain and/or body forget how to function for a split second, combined with a lightheadedness type of feeling. Should I be worried or is this normal when coming down off of Zoloft?",5.852916666666665,7.215555125000002,5.103777777777778,84.119,67.19444444444444,7.426666666666668,28.288888888888888,7.554174236665415,1.5969855555555563,307,10,56,3,5,92,57,72,0.058,0.8859999999999999,0.056,-0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,3,0,6,6,3,1,0,14,11,6,0,3,2,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,3,2,1,14,7,1,11,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,7,38,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17778910094405756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568263516380436,0.0,0.5162220215379407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991701716273691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233817237296358,0.16517914842486914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19667029671305045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547080117004229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295935866318603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.453080765222632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709314455654698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348087854074893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jbmaddox13,2019/04/09,I CANT TAKE IT Long story short this is my first month on my own financially and I have DUI court tomorrow morning with no idea how it’s going to go and I’ve got work from 6-3am tonight.  Part of me just wants to jump in my car and run away from it all. Help,-1.0457635467980282,0.9036656551724144,1.0690147783251265,102.15603448275864,90.72413793103449,4.693596059113301,15.182266009852214,6.18269132825596,-0.9160078817733988,200,4,53,2,7,66,48,58,0.039,0.912,0.048,0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,9,8,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,1,0,6,0,9,7,3,14,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,5,32,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30812341280775124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27895735477888794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727674312479917,0.0,0.2622946318472652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198205349576644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3702199481147289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902288137394209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261769613098016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3551420320410902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24658046095492514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19343566212213145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387542894577665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FakeNewsMediaCorrupt,2019/04/09,"Gabapentin? Does anyone here like Gabapentin for their anxiety disorder? If so, what daily dosage worked best for you?",5.534561403508771,9.236241052631575,2.406315789473684,89.09087719298245,85.84210526315789,6.7438596491228076,27.385964912280702,7.793537801064563,2.369722807017544,96,4,15,2,3,25,17,19,0.165,0.563,0.272,0.5913,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,9,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413172794196782,0.0,0.0,0.3119710218228856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4682257630568553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5113471531712224,0.0,0.3904446013210287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179751356168866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32481559940666144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rosydreams,2019/04/09,"Salons The salons in my country have bad workers that judge you based on how you look and to say the least they never like me or welcome me like they welcome other girls. Today I was in uniform and overcame my anxiety. I went to get a manicure. I’m so happy that I did but I also wish I didn’t have to wear my labcoat to earn respect from them. Anyway, it’s a win for me.",1.2991607142857156,2.851270737500002,3.6171428571428565,89.48500000000001,79.125,5.571428571428572,23.92857142857143,6.18269132825596,0.6066071428571425,289,10,62,2,7,100,56,80,0.078,0.6940000000000001,0.229,0.9438,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,3,3,4,8,0,0,4,0,5,1,1,1,1,7,10,7,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,2,16,7,9,6,1,6,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,1,4,48,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622963567850768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509141998958204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738609487715799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713631142292105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491552773852411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204822026208896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275432009734641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529688780858681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26083366882203923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31089957365159904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040533455370307,0.0,0.0,0.3771764434825597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,UnaeratedKieslowski,2019/04/09,"Wanting to make some more active steps towards tackling my anxiety, but can't think of any rewarding activities to challenge myself. Long story short, I've been waiting over 8 months for CBT, counselling is just going over the same ground - looks like I need to tackle this beast myself.

My plan is very similar to CBT: 'force' myself to test my comfort zone a little each day in a way that is rewarding and empowering, hopefully creating a sort of feedback loop where the more I do the more confident and happy I feel. 

My main anxieties are around social interaction, how I look/dress, spending money, and feeling like what I am doing is worthwhile or has a purpose. 

The two big issues I'm having is a.) I can't think of anything to do. Nothing really appeals to me that much (yay depression) , so I can't think of anything that would help me push forwards and give me that accomplished feeling. And b.) I really struggle with motivation, so I thought maybe coming here and having a sense of accountability or community might help with that.

If any of you friendly people have any ideas for how to work on myself, I'm all ears. 

Thanks, and stay strong, fellow anxious people.",7.134156669019058,7.6264721192660545,7.2967889908256875,72.61606563161612,64.04587155963304,10.01044460127029,34.200423429781225,9.851270322608157,3.4023474947071275,934,38,159,18,13,302,139,218,0.036000000000000004,0.677,0.287,0.9965,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,0,8,9,14,0,1,10,1,20,1,1,4,1,39,39,15,0,5,5,0,3,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,7,12,0,1,9,0,3,5,3,2,0,1,2,5,21,12,24,35,9,21,0,1,1,0,8,12,0,7,6,110,28,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869220335542432,0.0,0.21517990399889667,0.15888425670905448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314710588747627,0.1252002749832327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211497367104929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070178641398312,0.0,0.1211338556365581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21333689054974966,0.10047393230737388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086588593970396,0.0,0.0,0.13491562737363974,0.07992950053512017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971492067738454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885373462773374,0.0,0.0,0.13968821031029405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587665287274628,0.0,0.14679262605153573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13742014127130056,0.14095919296768455,0.0,0.12446282683778492,0.23620597573804544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387893512058301,0.0,0.14129275109953754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14919783679048626,0.0,0.0,0.11225827514033282,0.0,0.1033872904073109,0.1042834922571629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13494879742695956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19500547125442524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801964048591997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14336575078511124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990455403868785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14702847130391009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948330332882574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27035115141413824,0.0,0.11165321513933547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738578524630488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604352386396663,0.08295368405624642,0.11163425039672413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238829633311533,0.0,0.0,0.09990730516627544,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BwianWilson,2019/04/09,"I might have to take a plane with my younger brother over the summer, which terrifies me My grandparents want my brother and I to visit them over the summer, which would involve taking a plane. They would pay for flights, but not for the whole family, only the two of us. My parents wouldn't be coming.

When my parents asked whether or not I think I could navigate the airport by myself, I panicked and couldn't give them a clear answer. They basically guilted me into it, so it seems as though I have no choice.

I couldn't handle navigating the airport by myself, especially not with my 10 year old brother. I'm 18- legally an adult, perhaps, but mentally I might as well be 12.

Planes terrify me, too, for the same reason most people with a fear of flying have. I think about the panic I'd experience in my last moments, and the thought becomes ten times worse when my brother involved.
I've been conjuring up some horrible imagery revolving around me and my brother plummeting into the ocean. My greatest fear is crashing in water and managing to survive the initial impact but getting trapped in the plane and drowning.

With the recent Boeing debacle I see no reason to trust those who oversee aviation safety, considering they allowed those planes to take off despite their known problems. There are too many crashes caused due to lack of improper maintenance. Plus pilots are often undertrained to deal with specific situations.

Thinking about it makes me want to vomit. The initial flight would likely be around 5 hours, and then I'd have to board another plane that'd take around two. I've been on about a dozen planes before, but it doesn't lessen my fear any.",7.6171139971139965,8.051239181818186,7.1742424242424265,74.10358585858587,63.02597402597402,9.961327561327565,36.266955266955264,9.725611199111238,3.5788673881673887,1340,59,226,24,18,420,174,308,0.16,0.769,0.07,-0.9865,4,1,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,0,6,1,15,9,0,5,20,0,23,2,0,5,1,58,41,21,1,11,9,7,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,1,10,19,1,0,9,0,1,2,9,6,1,4,3,1,35,3,41,25,6,28,0,0,1,0,22,13,0,7,14,166,45,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07375828288855528,0.11373248626275265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28966411073387066,0.10139788350428124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978841299517293,0.0922936783806514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142096087220196,0.0,0.09343092032502123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659855519031928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182017127309872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609722873654504,0.10224888018346108,0.366151716090177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056667228450509276,0.10404720285830417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681380642510699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841148997334901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0529893445037096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239962335542861,0.10996404588370193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930478352595,0.2301233429033133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113813246456401,0.0,0.0,0.08249068983232331,0.0,0.12725748384531754,0.24086974869305836,0.0,0.0,0.07519430558588004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378405374090027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230352209773357,0.10709372600963732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643064428238162,0.09874027150909427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191649944520605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.326201487760104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20849535107049375,0.10656394737247983,0.08610718381208164,0.06324541047526244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119043871438516,0.0,0.1304671452765409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279480955744392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752089734767727,0.0,0.0,0.12109461216727305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053264894675786,0.2311461433346078,0.0,0.0,0.06984635409764038
anxiety,GlorifiedD,2019/04/09,"Mom hasn’t ever had anxiety but is suddenly having really bad attacks. Hi, I don’t know where else to post this but I’m scared and need help/advice. I’m 18 and live with my mom, older sister is in college and my dad lives in Mexico. I dropped out earlier this year so I’ve been at home a lot lately, and my mom recently just got out of a on and off again relationship with a guy who couldn’t commit. My dad is gay and came out when I was around 10 years old. The anxiety just started this past week but it’s been getting increasingly worse. She had to take the day off yesterday and today. I’ve dealt with a lot of anxiety myself so I’ve been trying to support her as much as possible but she doesn’t really know what the anxiety is about. It’s just a constant dread she’s been dealing with and will sometimes result in pretty scary panic attacks. She’s on a walk right now and going to the doctor later, my grandmother (her mom) is driving her there. I’m scared to leave her alone and don’t know what to do. It’s just me and my mom in the house together and I know it’ll be ok but I’m scared, really fucking scared. She said she might need to be hospitalized because she can’t work and can’t control how bad it gets. I’d live alone if she were, I have no job right now and I know it’s super selfish to be worried about myself but I don’t know what to do. Sorry I know this is an incoherent rant but I just want some help.",1.5367677875243648,3.214645700657897,3.551111111111112,89.65685185185188,78.83552631578948,7.003703703703704,21.45662768031189,7.921354282810032,0.8396205165692017,1119,31,251,19,27,380,147,304,0.235,0.6940000000000001,0.071,-0.995,2,2,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,3,18,15,3,6,12,1,32,3,0,3,2,56,56,28,0,5,13,8,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,1,14,23,0,1,7,0,0,5,9,12,0,0,11,1,30,3,32,38,5,43,0,0,0,2,27,16,1,5,20,161,44,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998177022933879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16954149369119906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504566515546487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286284886106859,0.0,0.18622981549440212,0.0,0.0,0.13668077822894795,0.04989431254904442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361330453881082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844955305990884,0.09180046946262273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052785751115930465,0.08438259284295135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377578851008974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837422976219387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403699046983818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756679630741332,0.08552531464469693,0.0,0.04651660004589543,0.0,0.06546201980670142,0.0,0.0,0.08104325133277811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972314692050276,0.0,0.08210109195383834,0.0,0.0,0.0944426088050624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122237576285822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148739958176668,0.0,0.09232909246433654,0.08666613718082837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168221599926041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916996770395526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682871849857726,0.0,0.4793020470549351,0.0,0.0,0.06016833841708544,0.12137980265707375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588662248074577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09603201572023774,0.0,0.0,0.07813400951585119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922723049235564,0.07838859405633451,0.08326972781036295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573034493852609,0.0,0.08081588657054639,0.0878750572166217,0.0,0.1397969785869866,0.0778570202747446,0.0,0.3277799972491988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095062706992966,0.09162311090238023,0.057933052726354566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288112975357553,0.0,0.0,0.06154016536783796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758316011895472,0.0,0.0,0.055570011243939565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048276585212521185,0.0,0.06565422790160208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595869534780271,0.08312150234089928,0.0834109928981213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054159798233775
anxiety,agileexam,2019/04/09,Can you develop anxiety at any age? At what age you realized you have anxiety? Can you develop anxiety at any age? At what age you realized you have anxiety?,1.7880000000000005,4.557609466666668,5.428333333333337,69.5025,87.66666666666666,13.66666666666667,34.16666666666667,11.20814326018867,6.599666666666668,124,8,22,8,4,46,10,30,0.23,0.77,0.0,-0.6966,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,4,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,16,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40615678201107935,0.0,0.9138034079748252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Krombofuquilous,2019/04/09,"27 and haven’t gone to college or anything Thinking about going back to college or doing something, I’m lost as hell so any insight would be amazing. Tried looking into getting certifications but I don’t know what right path to choose",4.622727272727271,7.166974909090911,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,72.63636363636364,5.3090909090909095,33.72727272727273,5.985473137389443,2.047836363636364,192,10,31,1,4,60,38,44,0.101,0.8440000000000001,0.055,-0.2617,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,10,13,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,1,1,1,6,9,0,5,1,1,1,0,0,2,1,2,1,19,2,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530156283626777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061761832133769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860935145934886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943875840444996,0.0,0.21145200198211828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20447611857783227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124392503116137,0.0,0.4061507635456412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177398064788057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864323084653008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384029752134385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526063838738507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643029112982509,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jjanzen94,2019/04/09,"Irrational fears Lately I have been having the worst anxiety from irrational fears. I’ve had it since I was young but having a child now makes me so nervous of the most irrational things. Yesterday he fell with a spoon in his mouth and jammed his mouth, cried for a little, is totally fine. But I googled it, found something scary ( damn internet) and now I’m just anxious even though I know it’s irrational. Anyone get like this too?",5.219796747967479,6.7726705731707355,4.993658536585368,83.60235772357726,68.87804878048779,9.369105691056909,28.300813008130078,9.725611199111238,2.5639691056910565,345,12,66,8,6,106,62,82,0.35700000000000004,0.5870000000000001,0.057,-0.978,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,7,7,1,3,5,0,7,2,2,1,1,11,12,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,4,0,7,2,5,8,3,8,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,1,6,43,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18844182068024767,0.2782828512818335,0.0,0.17223970451111148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27058200272752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16269868058566986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5543795997693843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700881949803356,0.0,0.0,0.12869728877918155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537655818096514,0.0,0.27787103561013937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034442407518454,0.2468874320585722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644272269750266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037667700717918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189636913794904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636507454500058,0.0,0.24201803199927435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lilimolnvr,2019/04/09,When should I go to the ER for panic/anxiety attacks? I get panic and anxiety attacks semi often. They used to be worse but it still happens once in a while and it’s always with no warning. During these attacks it’s pretty common that my heart rate reaches 140 for a couple of minutes. Even though this usually doesn’t last for too long is there a good rule of thumb for when you should be going to the ER for rapid heart rate brought on by panic attacks?,4.76949275362319,5.405526239130435,5.3965217391304385,83.68253623188406,69.21739130434783,7.4376811594202925,28.3768115942029,7.1686216300943375,1.5234072463768118,362,12,70,3,6,117,65,92,0.26,0.652,0.08800000000000001,-0.9469,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,0,8,7,4,2,5,0,6,2,2,1,0,8,12,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,6,2,0,1,0,5,1,14,7,0,13,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,8,49,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253002305132953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20691555720241375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6154174113809711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14963983504062325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893243549334114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07065701000461515,0.0,0.15371934676780807,0.11343240084675495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959176376410262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205187043695403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023816943907216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968262225017008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440255580770559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4760229265707072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375870995721198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800236764479017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287203382823853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680342865257955,0.14894710380459372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378205127728899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JoshBuhGawsh,2019/04/09,"How can I stop being so paranoid? I am always terrified that my friends are secretly mad at me and hate me or my fiancé is cheating on me. It’s gotten to the point at times where I convince myself that they don’t like me and secretly hate me. Any way I can work on this? 

A little background: when I was in love with my high school sweetheart, I was very far into the relationship and she was secretly talking to other men and having relationships. And when all of that came to a head and I found out, it really hurt deeply and made me feel really horrible. I was in a slump and made some pretty bad decisions after. I’ve moved on and forgiven the person but I always have that gut wrenching fear that it’s going to happen again.

One of my friends recommended therapy, but I don’t think I want to pursue that. It’s not something that happens often, but it does happen sometimes. 

What advice can you give me?",3.666108918705607,5.170198187845305,5.033358326756119,82.00310773480665,72.646408839779,8.044356748224152,25.63575374901341,8.634040054169528,1.813342225730072,716,23,139,13,14,239,110,181,0.142,0.7440000000000001,0.114,-0.7375,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,1,7,13,4,1,6,0,15,3,2,3,1,33,31,17,0,1,5,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,15,13,0,1,7,0,0,3,3,7,0,1,9,1,26,6,18,21,2,24,0,1,0,1,16,14,0,3,7,104,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561108343664427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23094683060942736,0.0,0.0,0.0943729832899935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587283181806968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15872368936310316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144451343466105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15616248295978352,0.07016972017655962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521615988892837,0.2144372238372821,0.0,0.0,0.13312735264666675,0.0788700539125975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36815959944812976,0.0,0.0,0.27402671915144783,0.1424250345578397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662530924427775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14856343532813554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06779933490252442,0.1390908122083488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525148077970494,0.2626279284840052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474977766185038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403875168103433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117454944236612,0.0,0.0,0.13118893322467756,0.0,0.0,0.14118589740460086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17780794413768014,0.0,0.0,0.297988696224977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404495311808051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10683716114864904,0.13725380434005502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602361934332354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154353557736403,0.0,0.0,0.15870336604241614,0.0,0.0,0.0889225702842843,0.0,0.0,0.08092186846281438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450539440487795,0.08185415259651224,0.11015456481444408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103116368484727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kylekissa,2019/04/09,"Anxiety questions Does anyone else feel pressure on their joints when they feel anxious? I've noticed this recently then whenever I get anxious that not only do I feel a pressure on my chest but my joints as well, and want to know if anyone else feels this way too?",10.991176470588236,7.595935274509808,9.625588235294119,71.47014705882357,59.0,12.55294117647059,43.147058823529406,10.125756701596842,4.315070588235295,213,9,39,3,2,66,39,51,0.152,0.769,0.079,-0.2047,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,11,8,6,0,2,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,6,1,4,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,3,23,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501471407878498,0.4434617995031654,0.0,0.27447515704456643,0.4022066398675496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17175849000109095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.327919263909024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3969630192576548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254374462944156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786566945276024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223456374617659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14927330070253705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21986897029760485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193794402719707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576600088945024,0.15579116078747726,0.0,0.0,0.17647162684845105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lacquerqueen,2019/04/09,Tips for starting a new job? This is going to be a high anxiety couple of weeks because i am starting a new job. How do you all deal with new situations?,1.4186458333333327,3.2910844062500004,4.057500000000001,84.97083333333336,79.9375,6.7666666666666675,26.291666666666664,7.793537801064563,1.5897166666666669,119,5,25,2,3,42,26,32,0.071,0.929,0.0,-0.264,2,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,1,3,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,6,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,16,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16722229411510886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325166420548373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418679082889913,0.0,0.0,0.2253587704058337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423088028727955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309544666978067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43383769364435454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6333525942687712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457065849063403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094411083709231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753413301649374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pennigans,2019/04/09,"Never got my W-2 from my job I had last year and finally contacted them I put off everything I can when it comes to contacting people. Literally all I had to do was send a short email to their email address that I already have memorised. I've had months to file and I only had one job this past year to file for. 

**I finally did it!**",-0.6140711462450561,1.5531283043478297,2.076653491436101,91.34644268774704,99.28985507246378,6.567061923583663,19.31620553359684,7.686295010490155,1.1272782608695664,259,9,57,7,11,89,47,69,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,0,2,5,11,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,7,0,11,0,8,4,1,14,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,9,39,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522284082002781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968894824357365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20542049968685785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5007660465571749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828052141384152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4536332315441365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18631190233029568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824393043818668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17628429017274388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15488232508022404,0.17383484151020875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21819223395816986,0.1584589754378529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297720911192485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943781878733082
anxiety,sensitive__milk,2019/04/09,"Do i have social anxiety? I am not sure if I have social anxiety or if i am just over reacting. I have some symptoms of anxiety but I am not sure if I have enough to be considered social anxiety.I will list off some of the things I do that are to do with social anxiety. 

•I won't order from a fast food place or go up to a counter to pay for my items, I always have to get my mum to do it for me . I think it's because I'm  scared that I will do one little thing wrong and I will be judged forever. 

•I always spend time after hanging out with friends analysing things I said or did. Sometimes even before I do them. For example I will think of things that I could do wrong and people will judge me for and play out those things in my mind. 

•In school i am be terrified of being chosen and saying the wrong answerand embarrasing myself. And when I do get chosen to say an answer or worse come demonstrate something my heart beat will speed up and my voice will become shaky.

•Today my parents were going out without me and I had a jacket on. I didn't come downstairs until they had left because I was scared that if I came down with a jacket on they would think i thought I was coming with them and laugh at me about it(It's stupid I know).  

•another thing I do is avoid situations where all eyes will be on me and I am the centre of attention 

•if I am walking down the street and a groip if people are laughing I will automatically assume it's about me.sometimes even if they are talking out of range and happen to glance over to me. 

Again, I am sure that I am over reacting but I just want to be sure. Another thing this could be is fear of judgement.",5.0095747800586485,4.827997017595308,5.7662448680351925,84.08936730205279,68.56011730205279,8.931436950146628,27.900439882697945,8.548686976883017,1.7194256891495605,1297,37,280,18,20,425,157,341,0.16899999999999998,0.779,0.051,-0.9893,1,1,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,5,1,9,17,1,5,10,0,54,4,2,2,5,64,71,25,0,10,17,2,0,0,1,11,1,5,0,0,17,23,1,1,8,1,2,8,5,9,0,1,10,7,50,8,48,41,5,38,0,0,2,0,16,22,0,14,7,217,67,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218396614961684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17918020664564696,0.2614420026171808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416548261792484,0.0943605178235629,0.07270218434391126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977193045515842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22079406018066994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643196877247554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882811905559056,0.0,0.112863133889125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614248064111604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331301910141992,0.0,0.06600985797216075,0.0,0.08927656501187077,0.0,0.09711375597695217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07555330937349898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124547071231432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04695496778593094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282958076976676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563219197495794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626890144431128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057895588566793714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948697526179946,0.0,0.0,0.11846510751841732,0.0,0.08926543299417007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127192938213608,0.1358888352176444,0.1710784248826111,0.08646869642871807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960368681013358,0.0,0.34837666803836226,0.0,0.06577501524569783,0.16900245150535434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221004902686197,0.08880369847706206,0.0,0.06867252624723012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39733251523012497,0.16423733146552427,0.0,0.06782891808712878,0.04982009138605115,0.0,0.08098605736746876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05039405836952406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823600204772874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706950639246265,0.06069332092203832,0.2802419713236089,0.0,0.0
anxiety,realme_tbh,2019/04/09,"Anxiety Is Getting Terrible Again TL;DR: anxious sweaty venting mess, feel free to read and comment

I created this account as an alias (though, who doesn’t on the interwebz) separate from my other reddit. Mainly to talk more openly about how I’ve been feeling lately. 

I 100% acknowledge the fact that me drinking more regularly = sweaty, anxious, and stupid, stupid thoughts. But lately I have been so stressed out about life that it’s been my go-to comfort. 
I used to smoke weed to take the edge off. Now, approaching my 30s, it affects me negatively so I very rarely smoke anymore. There’s way too much THC in all that legal shit nowadays. 

Anyways, I have been averaging 2 beers every other night. Not that excessive, and I don’t get drunk at all. More like a nice, mild buzz.  I also work out every other day, typically some form of cardio for ~30 min to an hour. 

But I’ve been a nervous wreck, especially socially. Around people that I know, I tend to be fine. In unfamiliar situations, especially meeting new people or having to be in a room full of new people, I start to turn red and typically start noticeably sweating for no reason. If I have to speak, I feel as if someone threw a hot ass spotlight on top of me. I try to calm myself down (breathing, calm thoughts, etc.) and sometimes it works, but sometimes it doesn’t at all. 

Then when I’m alone afterwards, I beat myself up for it. Like, why can’t I just be a “normal” adult like everyone else around me? I know we have all got our own shit going on and everyone is probably just better at hiding it. But mine is, quite literally, seeping out of my pores. 

Anyways, not sure what exactly I’m trying to accomplish by venting, but I do feel a little better getting this out there. 

Thanks for reading",4.362163461538465,6.041592574404763,5.358928571428574,79.65914835164838,71.17261904761905,8.264468864468865,29.292124542124554,8.841846274778883,2.4146967948717957,1379,55,256,26,26,453,195,336,0.11,0.773,0.117,0.6931,0,1,4,0,0,0,57.0,2,0,0,8,19,21,4,2,11,0,21,10,5,4,7,48,44,23,0,3,12,0,5,3,0,0,2,1,1,1,18,14,3,0,10,5,2,3,8,8,0,0,9,7,31,14,43,32,14,42,0,0,1,1,9,23,3,4,18,172,49,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080409476860992,0.0,0.08342226415923186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980221655218331,0.23569702606975165,0.10345442940095256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857284861816104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184519811787013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672758326085662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219094236458312,0.0,0.0,0.08714346464670775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634102569717727,0.0,0.0,0.17578313687946054,0.19935872051994125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21098323058158008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16350397494187946,0.0,0.1185715058343779,0.0,0.08343183138688318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027312281820299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465978595460495,0.0,0.2353482308469769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368217942447643,0.1528920452407142,0.10455303523405082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668499506227118,0.0,0.0,0.2015000099086944,0.0,0.09789443429106906,0.10220850766434736,0.0,0.118765591563281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169608112566032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247136547587716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095396607399463,0.2086904516882873,0.0,0.0,0.1072552460477919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21415979501364127,0.0,0.11725667442103085,0.0,0.1063380406599536,0.08838745234481016,0.0,0.2063443532082837,0.0,0.1476722136305919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194947666778303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831753436198486,0.0,0.07843339871961526,0.08384605007469165,0.0,0.0960410746552984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249091910394473,0.1656320852962635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164878572221942,0.11346693646808664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009639133370982,0.0,0.08607244681100144,0.0,0.08280197601394704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412986358477443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15188803126199524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cooks_roots,2019/04/09,How do you guys control your anger/irritability? I’m been having a lot of problems with this lately....,3.399473684210527,6.151478684210532,4.883421052631579,76.97144736842105,77.94736842105263,5.905263157894738,25.28947368421053,7.1686216300943375,1.3702421052631577,81,3,14,1,2,27,19,19,0.153,0.847,0.0,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,5,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4942670230071803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4363486026330666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4971132058086374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37465563102074656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4216771581469584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mtadr,2019/04/09,"I'm stuck in a loop of anxiety and procrastination and I don't know how to get out of it. I’m a university student and next week I have a huge exam to face.

Needless to say, I’m very late with my schedule and I’ll never finish to study everything required to pass the exam.

​

If I fail this exam, I’ll have to wait months to try it again and other exams will expire, so all my previous work will be vain and I'll undergo again the same agony that those exams had brought me.

My colleagues and my friends will think I’m stupid and mock me or cut me out because I’m not at their level.

I’m really, really scared of what people may think of me or say behind my back and I’m terrified by the idea of being humiliated.

Also, I don’t want to disappoint my family and the very few people who believe in me.

​

Every morning, before opening the book, I’m full of good intentions, I want to study a lot and be focused.

However, as soon as I start reading, my mind goes blind and all I can think is “I’ll never pass the exam, *I can’t do it*. The professor will scream at me and I’ll be humiliated in front of everyone”. 

My brain refuses to learn a single word as my ears constantly hear this voice telling me “you can’t, you’ll fail, you’re not smart enough”.

These thoughts freeze me, I start feeling a pain on my chest and throat, I can’t breathe properly and my veins feel electric.

To relieve from this situation, I try to distract and move to something else, procrastinating and keeping my mind busy to the next day.

As the days pass by, the undone work accumulates, drowning me and making me more paralyzed and helpless. 

At this point I’m so stuck that I can do nothing and it’s getting worse and worse.

​

Sorry for the long post, I just wish I could find someone who can understand me or give me an advice. 

I’ve tried to talk with my family and friends about the situation, but they seem to minimise it to “you’re just finding excuses not to take university seriously”.

In particular, my father often makes jokes saying that I’m living my best life because he sees me “always on vacation” and even if I try to tell him that I’m not studying because I’m struggling with anxiety, he answers that I’m making a big deal out of nothing and I’m just finding a way to avoid my duties. According to him, I’m a young student and I can’t be so worried about my life, once I’ll be working I’ll have worse problems to face.

Even though I know that he’s not completely serious in everything he says, for example when he jokes saying that he should feel worse because his problem is me, part of me believes that I’m the only issue, which hurts me more.

​

P.s. My story might seem foolish and I’m perfectly aware that it is nothing compared to what some people have to face, but it’s what I have to cope with everyday and I’m exhausted.

I really want to get out of this situation, but it’s a battle I can’t win alone and it seems I’ve no one by my side.",3.521551155115514,4.74530679867987,5.044838283828383,82.87920462046205,72.5973597359736,8.224950495049505,28.15313531353135,8.713453558529999,2.058986402640264,2344,89,481,43,45,790,265,606,0.146,0.784,0.07,-0.9887,1,2,1,0,0,0,72.0,0,2,2,9,19,31,4,4,24,0,36,14,9,5,5,105,88,47,1,10,16,1,4,0,2,8,5,9,0,0,32,37,0,6,19,4,0,6,15,21,0,1,5,15,62,10,67,68,13,51,0,5,2,0,31,21,0,13,22,295,94,21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05963014087150944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06320054634564633,0.0,0.04879939305579263,0.0507753190007607,0.2644699055914295,0.296594376449569,0.0,0.0,0.09336355879337553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04692226835774212,0.0,0.14879415033978724,0.0,0.051925357015709515,0.13750213804870393,0.06403898395073679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06812090307605831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06398056557113217,0.06594326799545774,0.0,0.04872122310215171,0.0,0.0,0.07870847984549267,0.06291115942921048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05097617795917442,0.0,0.0,0.06305219545678188,0.0,0.0806091120093759,0.0,0.05141379507985761,0.058309281459821886,0.10968555130590653,0.0,0.11505250849544152,0.0,0.0925639009660475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16731942476327122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429112681255447,0.0,0.0956446677609177,0.058538008774781075,0.0,0.05118248607652882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877640046763192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06532547600440672,0.06888658217517668,0.0,0.0636912728284646,0.0,0.05423929266071822,0.0,0.0,0.06707235794765487,0.0,0.06883564560274577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620350145566151,0.0,0.0,0.05388367835716849,0.05400268442874124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05187885161502804,0.0,0.0,0.12219828128515635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06473486021772941,0.12322995649370964,0.0,0.04870729968892045,0.064856890566064,0.0,0.0,0.09412809132313124,0.0,0.1297955022603251,0.0,0.0,0.17565720239467902,0.0,0.0,0.06498660052961483,0.04135018958638983,0.04641009650032018,0.06493187230665806,0.0,0.0,0.06608104425123082,0.0,0.1269152307590893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05768565791766779,0.0,0.058442353712548425,0.0,0.0,0.11677991683910592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0610386656461939,0.0,0.11727705975400746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24263632333751345,0.06109381973788516,0.0,0.04862675472691223,0.16665682655290076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20577436735228305,0.0,0.0,0.051703871522135,0.04697783402477137,0.0,0.06830930341412662,0.086383586791929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379360279365642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04588106414271472,0.04904729444840597,0.10667210134016004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117301593461256,0.059953954695550635,0.04844477259449008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657201429378702,0.0,0.0,0.06352621248655534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006993326190858,0.10797733916479728,0.04843654405721085,0.04894828968347379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07017246347791661,0.0,0.0,0.13327456068340918,0.06197095762980714,0.2487471453800336,0.0,0.0,0.296594376449569,0.0
anxiety,Jarlle,2019/04/09,"Night “terrors”? Am i the only one who gets so fucking scared the second i’m about to fall asleep? It’s like out of nowhere. Whenever i fall asleep, i just suddenly jump up from the bed being extremely terrified, it annoys me as i can’t fall asleep most days. 

I have anxiety, im afraid of dying from a heartsttack even though i know it won’t happen. I’m feeling better than i once did and can go about my Day normally (finally), but honestly these Night things are turning me so fucking anxious again. It’s like i’m afraid to go to sleep now. 

Have anyone Else experienced this? And if yes, what helped you?",2.140261707988984,4.395573818181816,3.555723140495868,87.52934228650145,79.41322314049587,7.339118457300277,24.13292011019284,8.344100000000001,1.610933333333333,476,17,97,10,12,156,84,121,0.114,0.7509999999999999,0.135,0.5657,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,9,11,3,4,4,1,9,6,4,0,0,10,21,8,1,2,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,0,2,0,0,6,2,7,0,2,1,2,11,4,13,18,1,16,0,0,0,2,3,2,2,2,10,60,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108837655278353,0.20835330272283364,0.0,0.12895768147261952,0.1889702379942179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631132680997103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378840692419272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914091291368144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15406752450477526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181421633609885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932533041333246,0.0,0.0,0.2020339518424252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34100496036875233,0.0963570160543602,0.0,0.2096315363953833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630907605662085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12361948124103593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19921595142747145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135785542777803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18020627649059065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461499543348761,0.18070215389087424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19641183530073789,0.1249744802852888,0.14026725749346206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846465142423044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18456310334957302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12252703733091418,0.0,0.1812014504424515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20060678199623505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fusionlightcat,2019/04/09,"I have my driving test tomorrow and it's driving me insane Pun not intended

It's 7 am tomorrow.
My mom paid nearly 200 euro only for that test and I really doubt my abilities to pass it, I'm mediocre at best
I'm German so that doesn't help either, considering how strict the test is here

It's less than 12 hours now and I feel so bad, my hands are shaking and I can't even eat anything",0.08457831325301157,2.311986433734944,2.859048192771088,89.34784939759041,88.27710843373495,6.211566265060243,20.34819277108434,7.554174236665415,0.8739648192771092,306,10,66,6,10,107,59,83,0.168,0.7559999999999999,0.076,-0.7745,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,6,4,0,2,1,0,6,2,1,2,0,10,10,7,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,0,1,0,2,4,3,3,0,0,1,2,9,1,5,9,3,10,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,4,41,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910493439037532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953088784539029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711664101302032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619039800479227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336029780806608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17883175064970314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237064932446104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3483045611074354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41422693604908106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689903532053457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265771179474367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,capecod-chips,2019/04/09,"Fire alarm Today I woke up actually feeling normal.  I was leaving my apartment to drive to class (I’m in university) and as soon as I opened one of the doors in the buildings hallway, the fire alarm went off.  Obviously this would be surprising to anyone, but my heart immediately started pounding  and my first thought was that I had opened a door that I somehow wasn’t supposed to be using for some reason and that it was all my fault.  Now my heart won’t stop racing, I’m shaking, chest is tight, and feel so anxious and don’t want to see people.  I got an email that the building was testing the alarms, which I assumed anyways, but either way now I’m sitting in my car taking deep breaths trying to compose myself knowing that I’m going to be anxious for the rest of the day.  I only really feel comfortable telling anyone on here about this, but ugh.  One thing is all it takes to set off anxiety.",6.339830508474578,6.1466607514124325,6.713000000000001,78.45933050847461,65.77966101694915,8.887909604519775,34.08418079096045,8.238735603445708,2.571502146892655,711,29,136,8,10,231,108,177,0.159,0.792,0.05,-0.9511,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,4,9,0,14,4,4,2,3,29,33,11,0,3,4,0,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,11,7,0,2,7,0,0,5,3,6,0,3,10,7,15,2,22,18,5,27,0,0,1,0,2,11,0,3,8,94,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.16322452982289315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795571350707527,0.3779190910384014,0.0,0.23390831403994386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078707777193456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537195485300897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227379603060936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505939988975827,0.0,0.13377547611512502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39641484733647103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192335348728237,0.0,0.0,0.17710733336152246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16388219638151305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22668343326067636,0.12721102512326338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159590823698452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715294098879664,0.17197418979519127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328693072606132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838959039386902,0.0,0.0,0.13983933166872686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515218731898423,0.0,0.14619520736657782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112208438885647,0.0,0.0,0.1327881139735605,0.0,0.0,0.15854573711712244,0.0,0.0,0.11356057655770417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446150164236393,0.0,0.0,0.09865603278187103,0.13276555938433338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15505444804860616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881881420660388,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jaanegreeen,2019/04/09,"Anxiety getting worse I’ve had problems with anxiety and depression most of my life, and have been in and out of treatment for a few years. I was abused as a child verbally and physically. 
But I’ve noticed lately that my anxiety levels have been through the roof. I used to just get a little nervous and shakey when I would go somewhere new or experience something for the first time. Now I completely panic when I have to go somewhere. I’ve ruined 3 weekend dates in a row with my boyfriend cause I freak out and cry and have a panic attack when it’s time to leave. 
I have no problems going to work everyday, going to the grocery store and stuff like that, but every time it’s unfamiliar, I lose my shit.
Has anyone else experienced this? What can I do to try to calm my nerves.",4.471168831168832,5.6815845584415605,5.347922077922082,81.65616883116886,70.29870129870129,8.457142857142857,29.584415584415584,8.841846274778883,2.299955844155844,618,24,121,11,11,202,93,154,0.261,0.71,0.03,-0.9787,0,0,1,0,1,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,5,13,2,3,8,0,13,2,1,2,0,22,20,15,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,7,12,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,11,0,1,4,1,14,2,19,15,2,24,0,3,0,0,1,6,1,2,15,81,21,1,0.0,0.16848795600045874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32635598449883146,0.0,0.0,0.0994320300603415,0.14570434401567942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617770697416142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608221982898156,0.0,0.0,0.14909771889315498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15620392467205213,0.0,0.0,0.12247971109362503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879282065980552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981262587503,0.0,0.0,0.13910236072469992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095826881381118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14859097352608966,0.0,0.3232702230752649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16041180077560566,0.15057302915451387,0.0,0.0,0.10044257434198904,0.06947347260147142,0.1425253174675808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15908940059558704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13734107679259508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618996866412238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336904579614467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721391887960912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14596990276170607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947524188180928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16278904530962682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24876010448748004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654687742332348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281821133910348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103525879601109,0.0,0.14491756842987658,0.1010173234279108,0.0,0.0,0.09157442525780604
anxiety,bearsbeetscats,2019/04/09,"My anxiety is killing my chances of a new relationship I got out a long relationship and honestly that was really scary. I didn’t know how to move forward in life because for 9 years I was used to having someone along side me. He didn’t do everything for me,in fact I did everything for him, but it’s really fucking weird to just have that person vanish. Anyway, fast forward some months and I finally managed to click with a guy. We have a ton in common and when we hang out it feels like I’m with an old friend. We’ve been talking for about a month now and I think I would be interested in dating. He doesn’t know. 

There’s been some mixed messages and honestly it’s driven my anxiety through the roof. That,mixed with other stressors, is causing muscle spams, stress rashes,etc. Everything he says I overthink and I’m constantly thinking “what if I lose him before I even have him?” You know,just the usual,circular thinking about how everything bad is going to happen and nothing good ever will blah blah. I know that if I chill out and stop reading into everything it would be fine. But I’m trying to fucking Nancy Drew every sentence 🙄🙄

because I’m so anxious I’m getting clingy. I can feel myself being clingy. It’s so gross. And then I’m constantly trying to get in his head and figure out why we aren’t together and shit. I’m just beating a dead horse. He’s been open and honest with me so I know exactly why he’s hesitating. His logic is sound,has nothing to do with me really, and he’s been trying to be considerate of my feelings the whole time. But since I’m constantly thinking about it I’m constantly bringing it up. 

I just don’t know how to quiet my head and chill out. I’m going to be a cat lady for literally the rest of my life.",2.6979754656974118,4.588344329577467,4.398945933666519,83.92090867787371,76.1267605633803,7.510222626079055,25.817810086324396,8.360895534625662,1.7870899591094958,1387,51,275,26,31,467,170,355,0.16899999999999998,0.748,0.083,-0.9852,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,3,1,0,3,18,17,4,1,12,0,31,7,3,5,3,66,64,27,2,4,8,0,3,3,1,3,2,2,0,2,12,30,0,1,15,1,0,8,5,9,0,0,11,6,34,8,40,45,5,41,0,1,1,2,23,15,3,4,23,169,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347490907631423,0.099495857792708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353612082900013,0.10737527965023992,0.0,0.0749424586620927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047381034935742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3806965166785664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822313281796373,0.05817047192109815,0.07966581910860775,0.07420413520253358,0.0,0.3957654490504916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335949663215863,0.06291838025862098,0.0,0.0964781507138058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804391225672393,0.16284158014328007,0.092027568955101,0.0,0.10010625827135572,0.07387029319515184,0.07043891702390767,0.0,0.0,0.0872047467040248,0.07788143940384848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807737739035141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974381945037914,0.0,0.2904111421712789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441517431289033,0.04302734303883986,0.0,0.0,0.07794060894407656,0.0,0.0985296107556996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14059584770403158,0.09360619010724594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506011579955884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690141822254509,0.0,0.0924163460316208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690073824366406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880954496970574,0.0,0.1692627977496128,0.0,0.0,0.18911191197675492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003808419128417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040424847484883,0.07285375108295766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746227946597549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736318147850604,0.1008857388708142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078862906181076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257309421113385,0.0,0.0,0.05135526769841143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17938453881751895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606559903833586,0.09699844265377566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15894187003456048,0.0983288143432642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251270985957911,0.0,0.0,0.056715233334525585
anxiety,haiyleel,2019/04/09,"Anxiety or Obsession? Hey everyone, I'm not sure if this is the right place to post this but I'm just looking for some insight.

So, recently I've been having this problem where my mind is repeating things constantly and I feel like a broken record. I have... complicated feelings for someone and I'm not sure if they feel the same for me as I'm constantly getting mixed signals, but that's besides the point. My problem is, almost all day his name repeats in my head, constantly. It's like my brain wants me to think about him all the time even when I consciously am doing something else, like working or school. And it's just getting annoying. I'm not sure if it's just anxiety, OCD, or I'm just some obsessive freak but it's really making it hard to stay focused on real life stuff.

This is the main thing that my mind has on repeat, but there are other things that I feel hinder me from doing my day by day activities. For example, I'm super self-conscious about everything I do and say (I'm assuming this is just general anxiety), and when I catch myself doing something stupid, in my head all I hear is ""stupid, stupid, stupid, you're stupid, you're worthless, you're dumb"" etc. and I literally hurt my own feelings and make myself upset. The other night this thought pattern triggered a panic attack and I don't know how to live inside my own mind sometimes. 

It's like my mind is stuck on a loop of negative thoughts about myself or this person that I can't seem to stop thinking about.  I also obsess over things that people have done to wrong me and want to know why (even though logically I know that these people aren't worth my time), that's another mindset I get caught up in. I feel like I'm on the edge of, like, exploding or something. Does anyone have some tips on how to stop thinking like this or what exactly is going on in my head?",4.717131147540981,5.681545762295084,5.401567213114756,82.41146557377051,69.51912568306011,8.69753005464481,28.847650273224048,8.954980946260402,2.217015650273224,1463,52,288,26,25,474,174,366,0.227,0.6829999999999999,0.09,-0.9956,0,0,3,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,1,2,20,30,8,5,10,0,24,5,4,5,7,79,60,30,0,7,21,0,7,7,0,0,1,2,0,1,30,9,0,2,19,0,1,3,7,19,0,0,6,10,36,11,33,54,11,38,0,2,1,0,8,16,1,15,24,186,66,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121536639963145,0.0,0.0,0.06485997820461509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504610869017197,0.18613628190581025,0.0,0.0,0.05671079819847762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226912846584813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054047626658693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26293845007681577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569188662283288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097590303041915,0.0829990078698075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06775317446277468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045398691910744,0.10713873514869222,0.0,0.0,0.07749970825020101,0.07289232530954409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24605603566945736,0.11588346210525023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271227094826418,0.0,0.04609408148780792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265452910171462,0.0,0.2497126915656008,0.0,0.09141170731821166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682503376645953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372025968570858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05728715948560373,0.27736809333179424,0.0,0.07161757523981302,0.0,0.06810812916810799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827700051836132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32757343039900433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611194611491744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515973982792576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245657763894527,0.07081812778313193,0.08473790558475043,0.0,0.07667084119224897,0.0,0.07767657650349291,0.0,0.0,0.1552138743254733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231572865565643,0.05195821138492172,0.0,0.08008182148774452,0.0,0.0,0.06926358887343588,0.0,0.06449828843291723,0.0,0.08208301901690991,0.0,0.07383533182822623,0.08461064558213567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06872036248864417,0.18731675335365736,0.08021533811518831,0.0,0.0,0.08644759047651908,0.0,0.13561553211179828,0.0,0.0,0.09284630608340784,0.0,0.0,0.2293227065982532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21553135908096013,0.15590724225945204,0.07968566720467242,0.12877729405420058,0.0945864498382158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567616079178208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318502994426611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059045714573216265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886760489115469,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DracoLord-X,2019/04/09,"Where can I find some credible information? I'm planning on making a large school project on the topic of anxiety. I don't know where I can find legitimate, citable, and well formatted information on the different anxiety and panic disorders. Any help?",6.01431818181818,8.904203613636367,7.204545454545452,63.00181818181821,69.68181818181819,12.581818181818182,38.27272727272727,11.698219412168324,6.155563636363637,205,12,31,9,4,69,32,44,0.157,0.736,0.107,-0.3094,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,4,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,0,19,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18892747227514392,0.0,0.4250638563026293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902632997237638,0.31840637134733896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5078458222414434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862172302719313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526828855337259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18544734636624788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259625063034293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811691861714415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24979400154608644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Louqou,2019/04/09,"Trouble swallowing in public places For the past few years I've had issues with swallowing and I'm convinced its related to anxiety. It began a few years ago when I was eating out with some old friends from University. We were all sat down eating, when suddenly I realised everyone was talking to someone else. In that moment, I felt an intense feeling of isolation and loneliness, then my throat just seized up. I couldn't swallow anything. I stupidly didn't tell anyone and just panicked alone. For the next few weeks I didn't tell anyone and it just got worse and worse. At one point I couldn't even swallow my own saliva alone. 

It now happens in two main situations. The first is in quiet crowds of people, like at a lecture, a wedding, or at a meeting at work. The second is when eating at public places. When I'm eating out with people I have to swallow water with everything I eat and I have to eat very slowly. Most of the time I can't even finish my meal, every bite of food is a chore. The strange thing is, if I leave the situation, for example go to the toilet, my swallowing returns to normal almost instantly. Its like all the muscles in my throat seize up and I just can't physically swallow anymore.

I've been to the doctors about a year ago and they gave me some exercises to loosen my muscles. While this has helped somewhat, when I'm in situations that trigger it, my throat just tightens again. Sometimes it gets so bad I can't even swallow my own saliva. It really sucks as I can't enjoy a lot of social events or eating out anymore.

Is anyone else suffering from this? Anyone know what I can do to help it? I've tried all the advice I've seen online and nothing seems to help. I'm not worried about choking or anything, its like the physical mechanism just doesn't work anymore.

TL;DR: I lose the ability to swallow when in some social situations. How can I help this?",3.53116847826087,5.609150866847831,4.639021739130435,82.28586956521742,74.29891304347827,7.208695652173913,27.80434782608696,8.07648339933343,1.971930434782609,1501,60,276,24,32,491,179,368,0.114,0.7959999999999999,0.09,-0.8751,0,3,0,0,0,0,40.0,1,0,1,4,21,12,2,0,21,0,25,24,3,2,3,47,42,24,0,4,11,0,2,3,1,0,2,1,1,0,17,17,19,0,4,1,0,1,10,6,0,4,13,4,29,6,46,27,15,49,0,2,1,0,18,21,1,12,30,192,46,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748057525327333,0.13571750197934107,0.0,0.07665579479512485,0.1585696213615632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05856208934439632,0.0,0.22775711500533646,0.21410782230442366,0.07843659577944795,0.1259915873048756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06391774302355678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783542410420613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5483228273362426,0.12789878734968846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168567095582267,0.0,0.06449838245057854,0.07314874014206765,0.06880002367499327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03870700380674397,0.0,0.07350194864872826,0.0,0.0,0.06511511308207629,0.09256701210196566,0.0,0.05914390436852559,0.0,0.039995273324473904,0.0,0.04350627976499778,0.0,0.06122564729327167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06769470260330543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20524483396935492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990042492046723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042070990753070914,0.0,0.0,0.08105754089122216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219835739248303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564213436195088,0.0,0.0650817938525179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141394670582412,0.0,0.0750047306478377,0.07345373229534452,0.0,0.08032847245996834,0.0,0.05187363310186297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307756959458976,0.10614307022189502,0.0,0.15996114503530134,0.0,0.07236640711910049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04904118723353261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969008817129642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441907325559533,0.0,0.15607029746508655,0.06486228208655853,0.0,0.07571190983394167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06152961769474161,0.13381968746633066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05085776364144872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04463810120316433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05197379974756424,0.0,0.07478020466340023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06316343753360021,0.0,0.0,0.06140541664747196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146157138746883,0.07774229698133711,0.15602610633285605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147890982102267
anxiety,JacqSkellyHeart,2019/04/09,"People coping with social anxiety, what helped you? I've suffered from social anxiety and depression since middle school. I've been hospitalized for my depression 4 times before the age of 17. I got pregnant at 17, married at 18, and became a shut in SAHM/housewife. Tolerated the very few social events I had to go to over the years. Now I am divorced at 30. I have a bf of a year and a half, and he is a social butterfly. Hes helped me become more social, hes made me want to be social and enjoy it. But I still have anxiety attacks if we're meeting friends of his I've never met before, and at big events like weddings. We went to two where we only knew the bride and groom. He would wander off and socialize and I would then get bad anxiety and take it out on him because he ""abandoned"" me. In hindsight I always see me as being unreasonable. And moreso no after a brief breakup where I found that my anxiety was a bigger issue for him than he ever let on. We've talked it out and he feels like a bit of a dick for being insensitive and not very understanding that this is a disorder. That I cant control it, but I have made strides in my progress. And I know that it's not ok for me to take my anxiety out on him. Either way, now I am looking to step my game up with addressing my anxiety. I really dont want to do meds, and I've put off getting them for a while now. Due to past experiences with anti depressants and anti psychotic meds from my youth, I dont like the thought of that kind of treatment. But not entirely closed to it as I truly want this anxiety to be more manageable. I've also heard about CBD oil helping. So the question is, if you are currently treating anxiety, what has and has not worked for you? Is there a noticeable change with your current treatment? And how has it changed your life? I'm ready to take this next step. For me, and for my kids. Thank you.",3.531205357142859,4.642467447916669,5.000238095238097,83.64000000000003,72.4375,8.402380952380952,27.51636904761905,8.841846274778883,2.013315029761905,1476,53,306,28,28,496,192,384,0.119,0.7979999999999999,0.083,-0.7777,2,0,0,0,1,0,43.0,2,6,1,3,12,16,1,0,18,1,29,2,1,4,2,58,54,31,0,7,10,0,1,3,2,2,1,1,1,1,17,29,0,2,7,1,0,6,9,7,0,2,12,5,44,9,53,35,5,52,0,5,2,1,41,24,1,3,24,208,61,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05892899467992881,0.06131507619052937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.507346329884616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838317731673049,0.0,0.0,0.06152716183711353,0.044920075561969655,0.08138361161822402,0.12540766987957155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044920442687073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559061918949434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264837842653627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19040445053919716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445387493336927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17272570735692094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665583783756637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720818937438699,0.0,0.0,0.03725932698483416,0.052643372006299205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079608630739403,0.056931869049567464,0.0,0.07699882812343897,0.0,0.04187910569754033,0.0,0.05893575291303418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14817636917197524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769120770288138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673566017876236,0.040497497788022786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535190302070968,0.05204865635177111,0.10800203772216152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061880125348573685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13945245667381195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16370353400207452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05683343014605612,0.0,0.07836899173553817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838953124076371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056043736581631726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034440264031479,0.051086611874137725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740777075333405,0.08254844366568058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04720700263915297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457711095277239,0.058720520710744115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060956227807357787,0.0,0.0,0.5258159469580513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0588480586898772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16621466879829774,0.05922835454757626,0.0,0.0678428478830781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058500763385051835,0.04296859599401595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719833576232784,0.07671275405774494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160213610439755,0.13039088494236714,0.058490826797746386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06831035779977576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05364640408883259,0.0,0.0,0.10469297480913063,0.0,0.0,0.0949064840697134
anxiety,theflamelurker,2019/04/09,"Physical symptoms of mild anxiety? Recently I've had a lot of anxiety due to the nausea and acid-reflux like symptoms that have been happening. Most recently I've been feeling dizzy and lightheaded. 

The wierd thing is that these symptoms, although they are probably caused by anxiety, (although my doctors think it's possible that it's a gastrointestinal problem) they usually appear before I get anxious, and not after. Is there subconscious anxiety that I'm avoiding? What could it be?",7.886428571428571,9.945112880952383,7.850952380952383,63.710714285714296,63.04761904761904,12.266666666666667,42.57142857142857,11.855464076750405,6.2554428571428575,398,24,55,14,6,128,59,84,0.163,0.789,0.048,-0.7677,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,1,4,0,9,4,0,1,0,13,15,5,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,10,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,1,4,1,5,10,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,6,41,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5142094475654598,0.18984065042995496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429921346763281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726263523390337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416858536592405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17199903321287724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496754157510472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779548181956733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14859978536645482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209727490147642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428640680264366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18944312576973335,0.0,0.0,0.1811786727454673,0.1607943647946015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318441904417628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5239827603660531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116402387587733,0.10767510784686074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18507551824368546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Freyja1998,2019/04/09,"Getting really bad Telephobia Uni lectures ended last week and the same thing happens as always, multiple calls a day each one I dread to answer. Some from friends who want to go out, sone from my mom wants to know when I'm coming home... I know they're trying to be nice but please just leave me aloooooone every call makes my me feel sick and makes me not want to move from my bed even more. I just wish time stopped until I was ready for it to start again y'know?",3.6733282674772014,4.952327457446813,3.581185410334349,93.30500000000002,72.29787234042553,6.648024316109423,21.939209726443767,6.868970318607317,0.3086613981762918,367,8,80,3,7,111,74,94,0.12,0.72,0.16,0.4975,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,2,0,22,17,6,0,4,4,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,3,5,0,1,4,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,1,1,10,2,13,15,4,14,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,10,44,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119591716516773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517188959469801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3710891165334948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15652566806072124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718686394404625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16093967869433412,0.0,0.0,0.1200166622482936,0.0,0.15309713567579156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918772097570845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14038743310256432,0.0,0.0949351216867986,0.0,0.10326905207327514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16068410827096094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18226830705357652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995864982012473,0.14811657087590682,0.0,0.19240292335824535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24258349106763946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21281464254613347,0.0,0.19312723674803592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231302916949495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994612202648517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640703239878993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861411695736366,0.0,0.0,0.15191633063891907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071896448485853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059556096844296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12336805310794102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215289071415056,0.0,0.14575549101421226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089556537325523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SchnickFitzel147,2019/04/09,"Hospitals I got into mental hospital today (voluntarily) because of depression and severe social anxiety. Now I had conversations with doctors and nurses but I'm to afraid to go out of my room to eat. Seriously, I feel like I'm trapped inside my room and I don't know what to do...

I hope it gets better soon and I will get used to the situation  won't I?",1.5158098591549276,3.9707479577464784,4.823362676056341,76.28884683098593,83.50704225352112,8.057042253521129,24.367957746478872,8.841846274778883,2.3576323943661968,279,11,53,8,8,102,50,71,0.16,0.696,0.14400000000000002,0.2023,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,1,1,0,5,2,0,1,0,12,15,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,2,7,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,1,9,3,10,11,0,8,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,4,34,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964624546746187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15655178741458278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271316307114744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22119402583878026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26286061002301153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627854343961793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985317064512122,0.18346839091460293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683500421748636,0.0,0.1459536470108889,0.0,0.2053980841690984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550748297276447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14113857969332155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254666340776461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25880869835305503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29012738180581354,0.0,0.0,0.28867035376986705,0.0,0.2617901280935326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434301981404242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218053453085622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nerdygamer917,2019/04/09,"I feel dropping out of school I'm a sophomore in highschool and have been thinking about dropping out because of my social anxiety. My parents are going to go off on me if I tell them because they can't leave me home alone (due to past suicidal intensions.) I feel like I'm stuck in a position I really don't want to be in, but my parents don't realize that.",5.896216216216217,5.165798216216217,7.092567567567568,77.16290540540544,66.83783783783784,10.643243243243244,37.41891891891892,10.125756701596842,3.72211891891892,284,14,57,6,4,97,51,74,0.124,0.8340000000000001,0.042,-0.5463,2,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,10,16,3,1,2,2,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,2,11,1,13,13,0,13,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,1,3,37,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23531881567239035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738133873246981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770075993128684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297662368319829,0.16231733714563434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582549202225082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279080041512004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405803124212078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100228133351042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5045748699021374,0.0,0.21689560688304613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14555517002401294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299464795002125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316097954057685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24852851625014424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985896800271953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14558561935431993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13401307974329166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DachshundWarLord,2019/04/09,"Constantly comparing myself to others all day every day. Suggestions? Hi everyone. I realize that one driver to my anxiety (one of many) is that I am constantly feeling that I should be better, that person X did this already and I should be there. THAT person figured it out, why can't I? He already accomplished that, I haven't even started. - Does anyone have any suggestions on getting about from these destructive thought patterns? Thank you <3",4.422180028129393,7.6227509367088615,4.861181434599157,75.84454289732774,77.60759493670886,8.574402250351618,31.562587904360058,9.150863307647796,3.76201153305204,360,18,54,10,9,114,58,79,0.07,0.802,0.128,0.5632,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,2,3,3,1,0,0,0,10,0,0,0,1,9,15,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,10,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,1,9,2,7,9,1,7,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,5,42,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4363288753783001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444128292857616,0.0,0.15123827540726542,0.0,0.0,0.1382348980331623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17484763781525287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4272821754116672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549974509455916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730066765042462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305775319617969,0.0,0.16656892261848802,0.18890871946595092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996194752355723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328894050318643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20043453868034156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679302906458097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3452441857277013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399315199500744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18201357213718106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569499696536351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783915140198315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ItOnlyTakes3Inches,2019/04/09,"Dr states that I have ""anxiety"" First post here, 

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So for starters, around a month ago I was in the middle of a workout and randomly had what I assume to be a panic attack. I suddenly got light headed, struggle to breathe, and my blood pressure and heart rate sky rocketed. Off to the hospital I went, everything with my vitals checked out fine at the hospital and they sent me on my way. From then I still continued to have bad tension headaches daily and the dizziness never went away, around a week later it happened again. Back to the hospital I went where they couldn't find anything and referred me to an ENT. 

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The ENT didn't really look me over but said that I seemed fine and recommended I see a cardiologist since I began having chest pain and pins and needles poking all over my body. I go to see a cardiologist this Friday for confirmation. 

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However, what is your experience with the physical symptoms? 

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Right now my main concern is that my blood pressure randomly spikes on me out of no where. One second it's 120/80 and the next its 170/100 and this happen at least once a day. I feel like I have pins and needles poking the back of my head and my body, the tension on the left side of my head is ALWAYS there, and the dizziness is there 75% of the time. 

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The worst part is I can't even do anything physically active at the moment because I suddenly become fatigued immediately and my heart begins to race. Yesterday, I finally tried to workout again for the first time in a month. As soon as I picked up the weight it felt as though my blood pressure spiked, I had head pain, tingling all over, and was extremely lightheaded. I had to go ahead and cut my workout short. It's so frustrating because I thought exercise is supposed to help anxiety? 

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Does this happen to any of you?",7.201160458452718,7.35402300573066,7.0051848137535835,75.91923853868197,63.928366762177646,10.18916905444126,35.5015759312321,9.888512548439397,3.4159351289398288,1475,63,269,28,20,467,180,349,0.141,0.81,0.049,-0.9861,1,0,0,0,0,0,59.0,0,2,2,3,18,19,3,7,26,0,20,21,13,1,3,38,40,25,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,7,1,0,0,13,23,1,0,7,4,1,6,5,15,0,4,15,8,40,4,46,23,6,65,0,1,3,0,7,26,0,4,31,192,53,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05580701176550715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0523847322157714,0.4092791179705778,0.4589931868310347,0.04281248151363869,0.0,0.0963228813201377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361543489281738,0.11208901021277863,0.0,0.07162194457520484,0.05914956964353705,0.09681910468509547,0.05256592826890188,0.07675522157434607,0.0695303498951128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986063989917488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04060164190947576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05509353212219123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041582079934337934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05658111407446877,0.061583397362907376,0.0,0.0,0.03183262564292267,0.04497603390259133,0.06044797543726785,0.06896561163093347,0.05754096959712227,0.10710128992609692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155909683891057,0.0,0.05035194973403668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16701629529934475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584455400906416,0.0,0.0,0.14920717194633146,0.04219831892382198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840226590963834,0.0,0.0,0.030757295901433043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052867483778224325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005023267749119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04855582352786432,0.0,0.06695479971890295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06704646535664655,0.04266085671508943,0.0,0.1339800048524357,0.07386572004166339,0.0,0.06817559940071287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06029478710405298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04033145427850264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053764384749869526,0.059885912211258926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033613082187154,0.05731310278768295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05207814894740697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05027702789291112,0.0,0.0,0.06581565345507552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06543576031063666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06185430094404444,0.04998031503412678,0.07342071590483852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04274323372754009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04997182567885767,0.050499791984573536,0.07666388208441954,0.0,0.17508352055790974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4589931868310347,0.0
anxiety,Freshman_Bal,2019/04/09,"My brain :) Somewhere deep down my brain has stored every little embarrassing/humiliating thing I’ve said or done, any mistakes I’ve made, any regrets I have. At any moment when I’m enjoying my day my brain can decide to bring forward any one of these memories. When this happens I completely get taken out of whatever I’m doing and all my attention gets put on this embarrassing/regrettable memory. I hate myself for the decision I made at that time and wish I could go back and change. I begin to get stressed and deeply over analyse what happened. The thought suddenly consumes me, taking over anything I am doing at the time.

“What must other people have been thinking? How stupid of me.” My brain ticks away. 

Eventually this passes and I can go back to my day.

At a later point, a different the same will occur with a different memory that I regret. 

It’s a relentless cycle. But it feels good to get this on paper.",4.517561576354684,6.4531584080459785,5.668637110016422,76.55793103448278,71.24137931034483,9.109359605911333,27.94581280788177,9.606745405546679,2.793057142857143,729,27,129,18,14,242,107,174,0.099,0.825,0.076,-0.6249,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,2,1,8,0,13,4,4,3,2,26,35,10,0,6,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,13,7,0,0,6,0,1,6,0,6,0,1,7,2,19,2,20,25,2,32,0,2,0,0,1,15,0,1,13,88,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323069883108325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053181891821757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147785333458417,0.18787549770156275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5455085193971735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923492819138488,0.0,0.12808822996640762,0.0,0.0,0.09753923200342583,0.0,0.0,0.15757331584615789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25527394662829744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501774830844894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292972481327854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061770560730379134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553057810573377,0.0,0.13885896773588194,0.10246664730611367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21606114279265795,0.0,0.0,0.1206131651551426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224419513279412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23119194953458194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278252224900315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469419382065571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548590968466807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281009621612304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620739107840955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399401975538775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918532720452716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811613472670294,0.07827873638694761,0.0,0.09698578181298753,0.14247140155955246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048432612362213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sacabi,2019/04/09,"Meds for Travel? I’m going on a two week vacation out of the country and I have very bad anxiety. I want to be able to enjoy my trip without feeling anxious every second of it. 

I have the anxiety (and IBS) all the time but for various reasons I’ve never been to the doctor for it or been given a prescription. 

I am going to my general practitioner to renew a different prescription and I was wondering if she would be able to prescribe me something for anxiety just for my trip. Is this possible? I don’t want to take medication all the time, just for my travels. Will a doctor be willing to do that?",2.5897954545454525,4.663441358333333,5.184545454545455,77.32227272727275,77.08333333333334,8.696969696969697,29.24242424242424,9.339509955726095,3.0523333333333333,473,22,87,13,11,168,71,120,0.084,0.858,0.058,-0.4534,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,9,0,15,3,0,1,3,20,24,6,0,4,6,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,2,0,6,3,1,0,2,4,1,12,1,19,14,3,12,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,4,73,16,2,0.3494838148571034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40103124267962603,0.19740861708779747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590219372849125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825681013437097,0.0,0.3577114934034658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472275935652237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835475880272638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19861970584096572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19409886640994012,0.1760340879532216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347717315057868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969952451716409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17966378406013606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452485745568368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138416748756893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037868229175676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17069745256547247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14418037408154988,0.2061346088161353,0.0,0.1401674178698125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16844496308161566,0.1895001446155476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413163744699103,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TracerT3,2019/04/09,"31 male looking for Anxiety girl text buddy I have major anxiety for along time. It's been hell, I'm sick of texting my mom and feel like I'll end up bringing her to my level. I'm looking for a text buddy preferably female. I'm upstate Ny, and way too honest. I'm also kinda schizzo sometimes. My entire life past 17 has been a nightmare.",0.9102857142857133,3.2452242428571445,3.3310714285714305,86.76517857142859,85.14285714285714,4.642857142857143,24.464285714285715,5.985473137389443,0.8432857142857144,267,11,50,2,8,92,51,70,0.157,0.763,0.08,-0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,6,12,3,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,3,5,2,7,10,1,7,1,0,2,0,4,2,1,1,4,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227831967552935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4358907348154798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25233411317623355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14405244519713886,0.20353041975279693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20123112314267136,0.1391862465871845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4784833268295906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336678346412422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27196635114729834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817703430774033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612568772767738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22613791776881195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,R8iojak87,2019/04/09,"I am constantly in fear of losing my job I don’t know what to do. I am constantly in fear of losing my job. The person that had the job before me was fired all of the sudden. I am worried the same thing will happen to me. I am afraid that I’ll be found out as some kind of “fraud” or “fake” for my position. 

For some context, I do have experience doing what I’m doing but I reached for a higher level management job and now I’m constantly worried. I would be screwed financially if I lost my job.",1.6284761904761886,3.1665985142857167,4.019047619047623,87.02761904761904,78.14285714285714,7.333333333333332,23.095238095238088,8.167268648758528,1.2008095238095238,384,12,85,7,9,134,60,105,0.237,0.748,0.015,-0.9609,5,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,1,9,1,3,5,0,16,1,0,0,1,12,22,5,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,4,1,15,1,13,14,4,9,0,3,0,1,1,4,1,4,5,63,20,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243490095161576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4283644002631708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925079608415724,0.0,0.29737126568279865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14487630573111931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684420396218223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6556048632233853,0.0,0.0,0.13759551325594674,0.07261648600850598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956446111827896,0.14423807260958785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537287462795735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778286452936909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683736379848533,0.0,0.09386303297316972,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Vikkit516,2019/04/09,I wanna rip my skin off I've always struggled with this feeling but now being pregnant I feel it x100. I feel like my skin on my face is oily and dry and no one is aloud to touch my face ever or I freak out and my skin is always crawling and my brain emphasizes small things like itchy skin i wanna explode or oily skin or hairy skin or anything i just always want to RIP my skin off. It interferes with my daily life and sometimes i get so overwhelmed i wanna give up. I'm like overly anxiously clean and even if i see someone else looking sweaty or dirty i freak out inside. Maybe it's because i dont feel I have the nicest skin in the world or idk but its driving me insane,1.3868511066398383,3.4350999788732395,2.6586720321931594,94.06676056338031,80.90140845070422,4.902213279678068,20.706237424547282,5.773587663045528,-0.048480482897384825,535,15,115,3,14,172,83,142,0.166,0.6920000000000001,0.141,-0.6092,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,2,2,0,6,12,11,0,1,30,16,16,0,5,10,0,13,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,6,10,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,0,15,21,3,15,15,0,13,0,1,2,0,1,10,0,7,5,72,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4721126660134441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21366249304133209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15563745751305866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529158323796013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111310625936162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22165835673633053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15799342248098294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491824612384556,0.17107845390295662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825182166077393,0.13511414728628776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988123538391216,0.1814302429451747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358775383015134,0.2771973503191478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588211402841119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19000599602437013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815903887936433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15071171890527124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602488053114023,0.0,0.18705390418645235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19771921005600254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564923098875574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155347489762056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AntMarktica,2019/04/09,"Everyone I just made this account recently for the sole purpose of helping people who need it. I want everyone out there to know that sometimes people just need somone to have a difficult conversation with. Talking out your feelings with someone who will actually hear you and not just wait for their turn to talk can do so much for your mental health. I know that not everyone has that relationship with someone, or can afford therapy -I know I didn't and couldn't- so I want to tell you that if you feel like you need someone to listen I will do it. Send me a message here and I will respond as soon as I can. I promise. 
Everyone deserves to be heard, and no one should feel shame for who they are and what they feel",4.177350649350649,5.897872371428572,4.713636363636365,83.9368181818182,71.71428571428572,7.948051948051948,29.870129870129876,8.575989854853784,2.265928571428572,572,24,111,10,11,182,82,140,0.057,0.873,0.07,-0.0516,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,6,3,0,8,4,0,1,3,0,15,1,0,1,0,33,33,11,0,8,7,0,4,1,0,4,1,3,0,0,11,10,0,1,7,0,1,1,5,2,0,1,3,7,20,2,18,24,1,5,0,0,0,0,24,2,0,2,3,87,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.13462008431692812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5272716169798645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790082842983981,0.09855208139654778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663525297078794,0.15548058120734454,0.0,0.0924655155317814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274424612020009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673957942974845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13053238553394308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13902196328792638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140971320221777,0.3068663178963658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347903446839316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912754346773768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620977568785358,0.14810753602987314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506558037468726,0.0,0.1364368717945212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22175926031705845,0.120575082457117,0.0,0.15775876603348238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500508603517427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627339158627658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,StalinsThighs,2019/04/09,"Life is really crazy right now. Don't know what to do or how to cope. Been awhile since I've posted here. Life's just going straight down the toilet lately. So much to worry about. My family is very, very low income. Living in the city. We're struggling to pay our bills. Just yesterday we got an imminent shutdown notice from the electric company, got until the 19th to figure that one out. And today I woke up to my mom complaining about an eviction notice. So we're kinda screwed. She thinks we can make it through though, for awhile. She can at least pay off the rent. My middle brother has a good job, and he should be making about $2k this month, which will help. I have a younger brother who should be getting a job very soon. And I'm trying to get one. We also have my mom's boyfriend, who she might be able to borrow from. It should work out. But I'm still sitting here with a sickening knot of fear in my stomach, at all the uncertainty. What if I don't get my job? What if the eviction goes through despite my mom paying the rent off? What if what if what if. I'm so scared. I don't know what to do. I know if I can have the time to get my job, and if my youngest brother can get his, we should be perfectly fine, cuz between the two of us that's about $1k extra a month, which will handle the rent. My mum gets $1200 or so, and with my other brother's $2k, we're set. I'm just, so unsure. Goddamn.",0.5551689189189197,2.672589516891893,2.0897972972972987,96.5550337837838,84.57432432432431,4.916216216216217,19.047297297297305,6.158741222570753,-0.22012297297297329,1091,29,249,9,32,353,149,296,0.146,0.809,0.045,-0.9812,12,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,6,0,0,2,20,10,1,4,18,0,27,4,1,4,2,43,47,25,0,11,13,8,0,0,0,7,2,0,3,0,17,13,0,0,5,0,8,1,3,7,0,3,4,0,27,3,35,32,4,28,0,1,0,1,23,14,1,11,10,163,44,8,0.10899222604541367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716104379071063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027481706559045,0.12264655594363867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416636377229594,0.0,0.06194279378844346,0.09141750810575333,0.1743420795957037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305519166071885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4326318662948055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17969783112480173,0.0,0.12294797834643495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15396886507787447,0.0,0.0,0.09624213242824818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550631444763829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156235279355238,0.0,0.382951133579967,0.17399310996591674,0.0,0.080121826949639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481767434966274,0.0,0.0,0.14771190621870614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438442431748593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982321091014368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307876551937776,0.0,0.0,0.1091202321190242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901594956793528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704133251086531,0.0,0.0,0.11394233941204852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983781753670149,0.10708430870586146,0.0,0.0635542434993446,0.0,0.10331188616456616,0.0,0.0,0.07399856704721833,0.0,0.10646956765651264,0.0,0.1311042280737959,0.0,0.0,0.2697900032303458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934763865220829,0.11068689615767104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cheeese_danish,2019/04/09,"Anxiety about pulling a potential all-nighter I am a graphic designer and last week I made the mistake of going on vacation. While I was away, a client let me know that they need new designs for something by Wednesday. I was an idiot and told her that even though I was on vacation I would be back on Sunday and could of course get her new work by Wednesday. 

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Well today is Tuesday and I have horrible anxiety about having to potentially pull an all-nighter to get the work done. I hate pulling all-nighters. I freak out about what it means to my body to lose sleep, about being exhausted for work the next day... staying up late causes me to severely panic. It's so stupid and sounds weird, but I don't know how to calm myself down and just do what needs to be done. The thought of disrupting my routine to get all my work done tonight makes me want to cry.",5.23781499202552,5.88409486549708,5.17097288676236,85.67741626794259,68.18128654970761,8.791281233386497,31.919723551302496,8.841846274778883,2.396363742690059,686,28,141,11,11,213,105,171,0.168,0.797,0.035,-0.9497,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,5,11,11,3,1,9,0,18,3,2,4,1,24,33,11,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,6,7,0,0,4,0,0,4,1,9,1,0,9,1,20,2,27,18,1,27,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,0,15,96,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078124384195028,0.146666901029284,0.0,0.0,0.184674355612647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134040895473285,0.09281286815584153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407340600157447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399484502242432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637122446202516,0.0,0.13258616588849914,0.0778432076956599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37056207753042414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972294548981686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891864193568685,0.0,0.06859808342436909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191688531219244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267001219198205,0.0983887494025556,0.13615781852319006,0.0,0.0,0.1234266119943244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13503536292543838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421174231527605,0.0805699395101694,0.0,0.0,0.13148054389595934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17899893415443452,0.0,0.2331506948901412,0.12836861111085962,0.3398137110442175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161852369449934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13635960970077146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078979506933847,0.0,0.0,0.0929227777810254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865293833683394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858971629749228,0.0958244016971155,0.0,0.0,0.11441197518553063,0.11533653085847362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07119353556761959,0.0,0.09682036516669372,0.0,0.1085261557467847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35149179446965045,0.0,0.0,0.08574368172723322,0.0,0.146666901029284,0.0
anxiety,RunnersTrots123,2019/04/09,"Vicious cycles of overthinking ruining my life... I really wish this was a joke... I have to get to studying instead of doing this right now... 

But i've again gone down the rabbit hole.

At first, I was overthinking.

Then, I started to overthink about whether i'm overthinking, or not.

Next, I began overthinking about whether i'm overthinking about whether i'm overthinking, or not.

And currently, i'm overthinking about whether i'm overthinking about whether i'm overthinking about whether i'm overthinking, or not...

And now, i've begun to question my intelligence, because I can't even imagine overthinking past the 3rd power, yet i'm somehow doing it.

Sometimes, I can go on about thinking about this kind of stuff for HOURS, until finally, I somehow reach completion or my brain gets satisfied...

And if that doesn't want to happen, I have to punch myself in the face HARD to make it stop, else I will miss lectures, appointments, don't have time to study, etc...

Does anyone have any advice? :/",6.715500000000002,8.000057550000001,6.255555555555558,76.93000000000002,65.16666666666666,10.222222222222225,35.555555555555564,10.317481424215053,3.8708888888888886,789,37,136,19,12,244,98,180,0.084,0.8740000000000001,0.043,-0.5943,2,0,0,1,0,0,44.0,0,0,0,2,16,5,1,0,4,0,13,3,2,1,0,27,33,17,0,3,15,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,3,1,0,2,6,3,0,1,4,1,14,2,25,28,1,24,0,2,0,0,1,5,0,8,17,92,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915133980815296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332759112230075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370366422936987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947009066953974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187830757701883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20548560416968667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715070100232321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16371957066488718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21857408188984684,0.1294456522458609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146910061785743,0.0,0.16670397864595668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047872106685344,0.0,0.1113822826932261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17330809581796053,0.0,0.1755632618797466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930048643352157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040872853496542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13842936851242355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308209111846677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20843131787275693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18708900322171493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195470494203198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555243540844818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16736935387874047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19383329004271085,0.0,0.13871855745436787,0.0,0.0,0.16385148643502073,0.0,0.0,0.22435491016214928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557870027816026,0.0,0.0,0.11427990703769013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559650224434508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253720473571583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tomisurf,2019/04/09,"I feel overwhelmed I feel overwhelmed by the daily occurrences of anxiety, its debilitating, i'm not sure i can cope. Some days all i want to do is cry.

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I have a doctors appointment on Thursday to discuss all of this and want to tell them about the procrastination, the trouble concentrating, the worry about getting things wrong, the worry about not being a good enough Dad, husband...person. I don't know what i want out of this appointment but i'm just sick of feeling like this. Its like a heavy coat i want to take off but can't.

I have been in counselling before for depression, on medication for that too. I feel like i don't have the energy to discuss all these things all over again with someone and nor do i want to go back on the medication i was on before, i didn't like it.

I find it difficult to see a way out of this. There are times when i have thought about doing something drastic but i'm not sure i have the balls to do that anyway.

I have 3 young boys and i know that they love me and need me. I have a wife who is there for me and tells me she loves me. I just don't know how to make this all go away.

I'm sorry for unloading like this.",2.5268750000000004,4.1505212708333366,3.7416666666666663,89.61,75.875,6.966666666666668,23.666666666666664,7.7348632917899725,0.9404416666666666,915,28,202,13,20,298,116,240,0.136,0.711,0.153,0.6312,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,2,0,14,16,0,2,13,0,23,6,0,2,7,41,49,11,0,6,8,2,4,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,18,8,0,0,9,1,0,2,9,6,0,0,4,5,29,10,34,44,7,20,0,3,1,2,13,10,0,1,12,146,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13108980029290915,0.14701293702898305,0.0,0.0,0.09255503191933308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136716475118118,0.0930318445805962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059027371331419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289898075086765,0.07802686571260656,0.0,0.10420627267322333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383573335327115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501232897520068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24469946430814904,0.17286684934700194,0.0,0.0,0.110580294209235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06321092434731151,0.0,0.13751985823661922,0.10147849318828807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19947453731350054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29554166828212963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21839170922641496,0.0,0.08076003079435441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437641594286019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971062608681829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564153334843072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641129567143876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251223370083974,0.09314201351914092,0.0,0.13543549195407262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280583904622052,0.0,0.09096746977308312,0.0,0.2114966454158209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607573086915691,0.0,0.0,0.09605048333110464,0.07054872747761053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35680752398195736,0.09603416877453948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24573716064925355,0.0,0.0,0.13228073194738674,0.14701293702898305,0.0
anxiety,lookinyoureyes,2019/04/09,"There's this guy I've been chatting with... We haven't met in person yet since we are in different countries. So it's all online.  

He suffers from GAD. We've been mulling over visiting soon. But every time it is brought up, he disengages and withdraws. We've known each other for four months and he's done this twice. The first ""silence"" lasted almost a month and according to him was because he had a health scare and was dealing with that. I'm already on chatting terms with his sisters and they don't seem to be any the wiser about his issues. 

It's been a few days now since we spoke. He is online a lot so I texted ""Is everything okay?"" But I'm not receiving any response. 

He doesn't want to seek therapy (according to him therapists arent very good where he lives) and ignores messages I send about online resources. 

Not sure if I'm down for a relationship where I'd basically be by myself whenever my partner wants to withdraw and distance himself. 

I'm almost done at this point. I feel like I'm waiting for someone who can't really step up to the plate for a committed relationship at this point. He insists that he is, though. 

Please help me sort through this? I'm here because you or your loved ones go through this and I might be able to empathise better, or get some reassurance. 

Thank you for reading.",3.219509605662285,5.331665585271316,3.9235422986181336,86.9121385237614,75.31782945736434,6.96757667677789,27.88405797101449,7.893859768569023,1.7639586788001351,1043,43,205,16,23,331,155,258,0.056,0.8490000000000001,0.095,0.8675,2,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,3,3,1,2,12,11,0,1,9,1,22,2,0,0,3,38,40,16,0,3,7,1,1,1,1,1,1,1,0,3,13,15,0,2,3,3,0,6,7,3,0,4,11,2,19,8,30,25,6,29,0,1,0,1,40,13,0,10,11,127,32,1,0.13241347366696005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651859335816357,0.0,0.14612156086109834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18009140549004407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16143604905990075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710895699162514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853957362218258,0.13651247709451828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13834389721072854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271009913074828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156406251070426,0.0,0.11900469206179347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695223086573572,0.09459621204513932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263083305766185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918057482640459,0.0,0.07525362855463151,0.11106213939713952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111015694696454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074933057480005,0.0,0.0,0.08875396024273025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13820526440781894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793465402947937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06469053477077309,0.0,0.11692352317522164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257320016102122,0.11950832975160397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404697704329137,0.0,0.0,0.21138234276548085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972679664436559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561833778021735,0.0,0.1453502310664586,0.25034706486466257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324493066334603,0.0,0.08482746187182727,0.0,0.0,0.2843250327182997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256898685787494,0.0,0.0,0.1205442533241276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190675874807814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219350654005186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479813188201712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190853624129283,0.1514263470868265,0.15374224869493186,0.0,0.0,0.1300955655778614,0.0,0.07721136133615238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925498323603818,0.15620179496715628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KaworuAssman,2019/04/09,You ever see yourself in the mirror and get really upset and anxiety attacks? Because fuck I do. Sometimes I have pretty okay days where I dont mind being in public that much until I see myself somewhere. I instantly feel the anxiety building up and get super anxious being in public. Anyone else ever experienced that?,5.321379310344831,7.803767689655174,7.040896551724138,65.24375862068968,70.3793103448276,8.088275862068969,30.565517241379307,8.841846274778883,3.331933793103448,258,11,33,5,5,89,41,58,0.231,0.636,0.133,-0.6788,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,3,5,2,1,2,1,5,1,0,0,2,7,11,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,7,2,5,9,1,9,0,0,2,1,3,5,1,0,4,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314530032137397,0.2447378359731441,0.0,0.1514774351223382,0.2219699256294368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464555492952909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205973676492522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971276566755986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25389662818601805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180972185457494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3919206407625456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095380373273736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20027716135552795,0.2263674948445079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21874133598598766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925291936095468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203974315572389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13878303328736244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34526284342786984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142592603375849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lgbt-jb95,2019/04/09,"I’m job hunting with very little experience, and I feel terribly anxious about my future... I graduated last year with a BA and I’m really lost on what to do now in terms of a job. I work part time in something leading me nowhere, and I can’t even apply to jobs online because I get overwhelmed with fear and horror about change and because of the lack of self confidence. Any help will be really appreciated since I’m too anxious to actually ask for any help IRL. Thank you kind internet people",5.833230240549831,6.312778113402064,7.0160309278350494,73.55573024054983,66.83505154639175,10.178006872852237,32.66151202749141,10.125756701596842,3.2681697594501724,395,16,74,9,6,134,69,97,0.175,0.65,0.175,-0.0,3,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,3,5,6,0,2,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,11,12,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,8,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,1,8,2,15,9,3,11,0,2,0,0,5,4,0,0,6,41,9,6,0.0,0.0,0.1590331281107364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22164747358578185,0.0,0.0,0.3682146016031811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15235295498694856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986873961166095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17239839269264404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763873802727286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15941384332007627,0.0,0.18338415619732126,0.08240144931926087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514398335534341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21846784975667932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4851613797924606,0.0,0.0,0.1697059535126344,0.0,0.13284056122995874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16333661419943574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17789867609637902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17647831698976013,0.0,0.11298139821347195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088027750510744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17001102545207902,0.0,0.0,0.13480870221852906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546062457784965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003891492155105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502787279442483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13446555622702125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864254685775301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494596212544198
anxiety,_rat_in_a_cage_,2019/04/09,"Depersonalisation during Therapy Saw my therapist today again to discover and possibly mend the scars of my past. Went back to my childhood during EFT. Found it was working very well until I depersonalised and felt like I was floating in my own mind. I came back to reality to feel like the room I was in was floating in time and space as well. It genuinely felt like I was tripping on acid. I had a severe panic attack and started crying. The therapist even had to cancel the next patient because of the severity of the episode.

My addiction to pornography (which I'm working hard at ending), definitely exacerbates my anxiety, but this was on another level. I'm hoping that after my anxiety comes down with my porn withdrawal, then this all ends. The only time I had an attack that bad was when I was on acne medication and has psychotic episodes. How do you guys deal with depersonalisation? I don't want it to get to the point where I get diagnosed with borderline depersonalisation disorder.

The problem didn't stem from my lack of trust for other people. It seemed to stem from when I felt like I was floating in my own mind. When I injected compassion into the situation with EFT, I was able to get through it alright, but when I came back to my ""safe place"", thats when the episode began. Any thoughts on this?",6.330086032388665,7.301734141700404,7.294592611336032,70.25986462550608,65.88259109311741,10.709412955465588,33.65612348178138,10.686352973137794,3.78695971659919,1051,45,187,28,16,353,131,247,0.13,0.745,0.125,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,2,14,15,2,1,13,1,17,4,0,1,1,31,38,16,0,4,2,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,1,1,13,13,0,1,7,0,0,5,2,5,2,0,24,7,27,10,37,14,4,44,0,0,1,1,3,17,0,2,26,133,40,2,0.10576115056684657,0.0,0.0,0.11529526505000867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192120908984248,0.11089978785393187,0.16181398140527722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240637153890434,0.0,0.243971389619046,0.08830614307710645,0.06447101574604047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419251623129596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911038664810746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161736577366422,0.0,0.10903510227788138,0.0,0.10734534157061933,0.0,0.0,0.12121144126598705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873459756592474,0.0,0.0,0.06985424249223539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05347601549361206,0.07555578709703227,0.30464187032207635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596164270374705,0.0,0.0,0.16576750812199306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472016680558356,0.0,0.0,0.09474121730085212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504468607720112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20667822385959253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654323255874104,0.0,0.0,0.2135772259150546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247818346193482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043612078605533,0.0,0.12408792267731185,0.0,0.0,0.10096098533968466,0.0733214652323032,0.0,0.11049789222891636,0.0,0.09997847231057973,0.11922980635924176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119913773709792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628097936503477,0.0,0.238959992851768,0.0,0.0,0.11887996445563785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485828672086857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094709284885645,0.2455936946961533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396253991491923,0.12334035480834285,0.0,0.10024920441062384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726402542136565,0.06238066678125076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19018395152633535,0.09804164615109327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15399075444377644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AishiSmiles,2019/04/09,"Can't shake the feeling that there's something very wrong with me. I've been applying for jobs since January. So far, only one employer wanted me, but they were looking for a lot of people and the working conditions weren't exactly great, so I had to decline that one. I'm starting to get extremely frustrated. I have no idea what I am doing wrong - maybe I'm shit at writing applications, maybe I come off as weird in the interviews (if I am even invited, that is), I don't know. I also can't just apply for any job because I'm still recovering from a very bad flare of my autoimmune disease which really limits my options, and I live in the middle of nowhere. 

I've started to feel progressively worse with every rejection, like I am just a failure and worthless. My partner is providing for me at the moment and I feel shitty for putting that on him. I want to work and at least support us a bit financially as well. At the moment, I feel like I'll never succeed in life, am taking away my partner's money and don't really have a purpose other than breathing. I mean, it can't be that hard to get a job... It has to be me, right? The only productive thing I am doing at the moment is working on my bachelor's thesis, but I'm not even good at that because there is so much other stuff on my mind. I'm not that good at handling these emotions and I kinda felt like I needed to vent a bit... Sorry if I come off as whiny, I know many people on here have bigger problems.",5.4952547708046415,5.151452658862875,6.779110761361406,77.78628565807597,67.56187290969899,9.710879401927995,32.3039543576628,9.325443323948027,2.7642479244540636,1151,44,229,20,17,393,155,299,0.218,0.72,0.063,-0.995,4,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,1,0,1,6,13,19,2,1,15,0,26,3,2,0,2,40,51,18,0,6,8,0,6,3,2,0,1,0,0,2,16,11,0,1,9,0,1,4,10,10,1,2,5,7,31,9,39,44,5,32,0,2,1,0,7,21,1,5,10,160,47,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458402102025858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192704863070433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937415029027433,0.0,0.08831331296951199,0.1289525007579795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309463188797007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822225270613508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897671868814748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971982841733485,0.0,0.08911556581849185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21392142961225946,0.07556192174231544,0.10155553509597197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052064492025893,0.0,0.0,0.1774292755328568,0.0,0.1166115092075012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474890968000883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940115951969335,0.0,0.0,0.3148804323688031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625656343791994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470829371596098,0.1550212536042725,0.0,0.09339661617513867,0.0,0.08881994087373621,0.0,0.0,0.08992164862574092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723391280483964,0.21251983586505174,0.11521425180977404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679728350793707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775292722701492,0.0784269202965473,0.08157614220703377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433446232074275,0.1608853033662613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14665483692996464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120735445797176,0.0,0.10632780017994717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13551760471126842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032677807456277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085711157908166,0.08749382001470538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142671151861396,0.0,0.11840056185235395,0.14972872946719015,0.0,0.08446784915068903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108104447148164,0.0,0.12002624490693907,0.0,0.0,0.07952567953954398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026871389594316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272279713614512,0.0,0.0,0.17454222140100376,0.12477146338254398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509969662166172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310048862579671,0.0,0.1077883988715745,0.0,0.2312852083133774,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheNinjaPhoenix,2019/04/09,"Anxiety regarding job/education Hey all,

24, UK here, feel anxious that my degree/MA really haven't made an impact on any kind of standing. I studied English and Creative Writing as I'm really passionate about writing. I'm not interested in trying to become a full-time author as it really is a long-term aim.

My issue is that every time I think about looking for a job that isn't my crappy office job, I get really anxious as I feel like my degree and post-grad are seen as a waste of time and it makes me feel like I wasted an opportunity and put myself into a ton of student loan debt for nothing important. 

My only real aim is to lecture but I need a PhD for that, or published works... 

It drives me crazy worrying about this. Does anyone else feel similarly or have anything they use to overcome this?",4.6965180102915935,5.745641647798742,6.44853058890795,74.57495711835338,69.62893081761007,9.05225843339051,29.54888507718697,9.339509955726095,2.7165169811320764,638,24,115,13,11,221,99,159,0.126,0.7979999999999999,0.076,-0.6774,4,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,2,4,6,0,0,8,0,7,1,0,3,1,22,21,11,0,1,4,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,5,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,2,6,15,6,19,19,2,8,0,0,2,1,4,3,0,2,4,69,24,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678790903760236,0.0,0.10888051738467064,0.32158021735801834,0.0,0.0995190349660973,0.1458318380707802,0.11712380283425974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15719007502185958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245521770071688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889676662329132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199174641873554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878612186190361,0.2033582789098249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436049671828737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14855343622448725,0.4237156845168079,0.0,0.0,0.14821269221788316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390685264063549,0.0,0.0,0.12595578610655184,0.119519659455937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467417880991725,0.0950050338111817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055343959229428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136567538243365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082468445747784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363108645736776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307893411313896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620004041531838,0.3647158015653328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119802451956276,0.0,0.0,0.1659851828539613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663135776598704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292567959552116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361646670259446,0.1445409754461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ACaulfield910,2019/04/09,"Convince me otherwise: I don't want to take real anxiety medication because I think thinking is my best asset I think a lot, way too much. And most of the time, it's what I appreciate the most about myself, it's what makes me able to analyze situations so well, it's what makes me able to read people so well. In short it is what makes me ""smart"" or ""observant,"" and it is essentially part of who I am.

My pdoc knows about my anxiety, and panic attacks, and the occasional anxiety attacks (in fact, he has seen it first hand). But all I'm taking is propranolol, to control the physical implications of anxiety, such as shivering. 

I sometimes wish I could take a *real* medication, something that would just shut off my mind when things get too much and I get too far in my head. But then I remember why I don't want to ask for any real medication to begin with, for all the reasons stated above. 

I guess what I'm asking for more than anything is to be convinced that I'm wrong, that I won't lose my insight, that I won't be ""dull.""",4.8529312920089644,5.252039266990291,6.342427184466022,77.81426064227034,68.95145631067962,10.027781926811056,30.89469753547424,10.035473477838034,2.9076808065720687,803,31,164,19,13,275,112,206,0.103,0.779,0.118,0.7267,0,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,4,12,12,2,1,7,0,15,5,2,5,3,37,38,13,0,5,4,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,17,6,0,1,7,1,0,0,4,6,2,1,1,2,24,6,22,31,10,14,0,2,1,0,4,7,0,5,5,115,41,1,0.21229907912032372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218532692372298,0.0,0.3248164288778296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735202653108322,0.0,0.19847098070841454,0.24152085098953746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06470777407146917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139739286222916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190557346952757,0.08475176987214307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029074412335628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091750651901412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693568523042586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089400517316306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0583370108919803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11875418276715727,0.0,0.09024454259059304,0.0,0.0,0.2125669257632737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208034808267352,0.0,0.0,0.1071807751235194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15606425059855966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245436134778839,0.0,0.11494960714653897,0.0,0.07359072525753316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617826513309446,0.3624642453334637,0.0,0.10913940584869496,0.0,0.0,0.12024673570560468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931652995698515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171910155070226,0.10498460886169854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394337298281411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052103737957227,0.20404901645880474,0.0,0.0,0.06189665014951513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252194973446399,0.08425656364848849,0.0,0.0,0.19088236822360224,0.0,0.09578344894834624,0.0,0.12206673185466688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540558732446391,0.11605785787514965,0.0,0.0
anxiety,refs0n1c,2019/04/09,"[Advice] Teaching my anxious girlfriend how to skateboard... Hi Reddit!  


My girlfriend has quite bad anxiety which stops her trying new things because she is super scared of A. being bad at whatever it is and B. people looking at her. Recently she has agreed to let me teach her how to skateboard. I am absolutely intent on teaching her this skill so i can facilitate her proving to herself that she CAN do things. I think this will be really good for her and will teach her the valuable lesson in self confidence ( and lets be honest what girl doesn't look amazing on a skateboard haha). I am wondering if any of you have any advice for someone learning a new skill with anxiety or have any experience of teaching an anxious person a new skill. Any tips would be super helpful! Thanks!",5.495115987460814,7.3393797655172435,5.826771159874608,76.76579937304076,68.58620689655173,8.031347962382446,32.492163009404386,8.575989854853784,2.8452068965517237,626,28,103,10,11,200,92,145,0.135,0.6940000000000001,0.171,0.8502,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,7,3,11,0,1,6,1,21,0,0,3,1,16,26,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,8,4,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,19,8,15,17,0,10,0,0,2,0,19,5,0,3,5,77,27,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716369664874201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37806925878943,0.0,0.21265247340057528,0.31403611160422884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321000889877289,0.08472642995357273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595795298219385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657741413919435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316142508935714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842514244814696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334315799906165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4027094485775155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635750137036714,0.1213598704171622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14783195466638294,0.0,0.0,0.0890399393230437,0.0,0.13723491121206793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13915227787645099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14499588318975898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177649642501385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620106262935205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279624361069188,0.0,0.0,0.1846762871859657,0.08905856598207969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436443603769157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15072768717344945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873382764639342,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Acosta89,2019/04/09,"Anxiety and heart palpitations 10 years ago i was diagnosed with generalized anxiety/panic disorder. Usually my symptoms were dizziness and a feeling of impending doom and nervousness. Lately with my Celexa 40mg that has been better but for the past month or so i have been getting heart palpitations like my heart is beating in my throat and a feeling of shortness of breath. It's scary because it happens like 10 times a day. 

I have checked my heart rat and blood oxygen levels and they are perfect. Same with my blood pressure. 

So does anyone else get this ? Does it come on for no obvious reason ? Multiple times a day ?

Thank you.",4.509882445141066,7.193886336206901,4.9003134796238275,78.71239811912227,73.56896551724137,8.356112852664577,31.235109717868337,9.095868883498916,3.149062068965517,509,24,86,12,11,161,79,116,0.16,0.69,0.15,0.1877,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,3,2,8,0,2,5,0,9,10,8,1,2,19,16,10,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,10,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,4,2,11,5,10,12,1,15,1,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,12,52,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836613633346888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107799515187048,0.0,0.0,0.10125515687790737,0.1483758925785482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827538803114936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280734839654437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474177848281845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18678211700758987,0.0,0.0,0.14698002770438218,0.0,0.0,0.16596585128608,0.0,0.253450010375243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097093546795892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644149664566994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131544961814206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805581147157102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6864065130909652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633530165555768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414945941030469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558668859414735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382384014543032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888973603297825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15051398495253307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13332243205501768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688808149617961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15948876112957538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325347968714204
anxiety,bamislife,2019/04/09,"DAE have to wear certain colored clothing to not get anxious? Like, for some reason, if i wear red/green clothing, I feel a huge surge of anxiety for no apparent reason. I typically only wear grey/dark blue/black. I don't know if this is a common thing for people with anxiety, but it's something that I've lived with for quite a while. BTW I'm not gothic/emo, just a gal with anxiety with a really weird(?) symptom,.  Anyone else feel this?",3.3535960591133005,5.0000917816092,4.7192118226601,83.3648275862069,73.71264367816093,7.730049261083742,26.221674876847292,8.418075326091056,1.8082295566502464,343,12,67,6,7,114,61,87,0.113,0.8270000000000001,0.061,-0.4357,1,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,5,0,3,4,3,2,1,17,8,4,0,2,6,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,3,4,2,11,8,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,3,37,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5088748622154532,0.2504949044604691,0.0,0.15504070095255218,0.2271914152241855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852292683962105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242294910061939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584621513171554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185852578240328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832742611413462,0.0,0.19579408892891986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16863775522434366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537215766461847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358400833024537,0.0,0.0,0.14204768349699212,0.4559564125119646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17070071110894114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23046523702828015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14730939279067193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,futureinallitsglory,2019/04/09,"We expose more than we mean to in conversation If I were to ask you "" do you think Person A is cool,"" and you respond with ""he has a cool hat""

Then I can obviously see you're uncomfortable with the question as you've used innuendo to answer, thus a semi-derogative answer has been inferred as this is logic

If I ask again, you can think I'm selfish because I can obviously see you're uncomfortable answering

On that same note, I could think ""why hasn't she answered me straight

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Is this correct that we expose more than we may be aware of? This gives me anxiety",6.995654761904768,6.448559160714287,7.598928571428572,73.8294047619048,64.53571428571429,10.680952380952384,34.73809523809524,10.125756701596842,3.316155952380953,454,18,88,9,6,151,69,112,0.123,0.838,0.039,-0.7906,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,4,4,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,2,15,0,0,3,3,28,26,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,11,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,16,2,12,21,3,5,0,0,2,0,17,3,0,4,2,60,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356737698673674,0.2643004490927464,0.0,0.0,0.16639580839916526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4066880409078457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259307620037158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736653445745438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086569839034081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369339404786512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899227732681243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436628154395236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466572297450425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4181180264066977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878602188952612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962704223315608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643004490927464,0.0
anxiety,Yaya_NZ,2019/04/09,"Keeping it secret Who do you tell about your anxiety? I am at the point where my best friend knows but my husband doesn't know that it is this bad..he works in health and I feel the judgment. He's always dealing with it at work and I feel like a complete failure for being this way. I'm so depressed too, all triggered by work and low self esteem.",0.9287500000000009,3.2061554861111112,2.0144444444444467,96.65000000000002,84.41666666666667,4.155555555555557,21.5,5.148860815047168,-0.1597833333333334,273,9,59,1,8,86,58,72,0.181,0.7190000000000001,0.1,-0.8106,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,4,4,5,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,1,1,13,11,5,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,7,4,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,7,3,7,10,2,7,0,2,0,0,10,6,0,0,1,38,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18783915724971686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17269544088260005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18848888308542056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369070054735516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23669089143608665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23273471051178296,0.1944351142109617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22828840850739746,0.16127333189180545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17441117205320827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23995795405113715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006538456815491,0.0,0.0,0.2481287255221398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028832824053177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21340339326056895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235502814269638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973123755016868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17918704982747544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.493038382707606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tendernecromancer,2019/04/09,"i fucking hate it its like someone is hitting my chest with a hammer. as if my heart was trying to squeeze through my ribs. as if someone was choking me 24/7. even if im at home. i cant relax. its so painful. i wanna make it stop. my heart is going to eventually give up, i feel like it. sometimes it stops for a bit. sometimes it goes too fast. i cant handle it anymore",-0.90693901035673,1.2171403544303807,1.5501495972382069,96.74039125431531,94.82278481012659,3.3790563866513232,22.371691599539695,4.851557810540192,-0.1082506329113926,284,12,64,1,11,96,52,79,0.199,0.74,0.061,-0.8858,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,2,0,6,6,4,1,0,9,13,6,0,4,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,8,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,2,10,3,10,10,1,6,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,3,5,42,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19151978143942155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21083331728395802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275516971150188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764555863471623,0.1379625421055669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17853319065676407,0.0,0.18525504570968904,0.10975261771698516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906626676368023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4576882164995053,0.0,0.0,0.19371170185409475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20859907374724826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886940382535754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128906834260021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20548968480403554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272541476104157,0.0,0.381994523159058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229082600612976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111349915013468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ohshitidroppedit,2019/04/09,"Does anyone else stay awake as late as possible just so you can put off having to start a new day? So I have severe depression and even worse anxiety (surprise!) and what I like to do is stay awake as much as possible cause it feels like time is going by more slowly than it would if I were asleep. I know the logic behind this is ridiculous but I do it almost every night. especially if I have the day off of work in the morning. Like right now it's 4 am and I'm going to try to stay awake longer then get up at like 10 or 11. It's so bad because all I do is obsess over everything while I'm awake so I'm basically physically and emotionally torturing myself by not sleeping. 


I'm basically delirious right now because a couple of the meds I'm on also make me tired as shit (depakote and seroquel). I honestly don't even know what's up right now or if any of this is gonna make sense. But I'm always tired anyway (even before I started doing this) so who cares about sleep, I guess.",2.001615176151759,3.7439468878048814,3.932642276422765,87.15235094850952,77.6829268292683,6.897018970189703,22.12059620596206,7.793537801064563,0.9218563685636854,772,22,165,12,18,262,118,205,0.16699999999999998,0.748,0.084,-0.96,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,15,13,3,1,6,0,17,6,4,3,1,25,36,25,0,4,9,0,1,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,11,5,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,6,0,0,1,1,13,7,25,33,3,30,0,1,0,0,2,11,1,7,17,104,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462192311214392,0.0,0.0,0.0915390247486276,0.09524551211766298,0.0,0.0,0.0778413204442578,0.0,0.08756675630407526,0.0,0.0,0.08003781844372386,0.11728472028290778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557496137022432,0.13955574606053436,0.0,0.09740277989744668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670648824848275,0.11758889144104462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665529016328034,0.0,0.14764317819006498,0.0,0.09859005064668032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001706310101016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562228797518636,0.128759695568225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268126416271665,0.0,0.09644318024314637,0.0,0.10287534092974136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05787783201642875,0.08177507454708295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05980415643852385,0.0,0.13010819253644074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609803866385236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258158728961975,0.0,0.12912348846661606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22369070342251424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15281489918003374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714676308195766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414623759737408,0.0,0.0,0.11055270783992184,0.0,0.10741929787734476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580881406407644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150707073834684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29326195682932266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931485449372862,0.11749848181113692,0.0,0.0,0.2290988483759269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16204032046425154,0.3660190001509853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06674648691147092,0.2631253983901809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777154146589078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333316287228501,0.0,0.11665140522885302,0.08131390043316479,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Midnight_Moon29,2019/04/09,"Has anyone been so anxious that you were afraid of going crazy? I missed a day of Citalopram and haven't taken it at the same time like I usually do, so maybe that's why I feel so terrible. Have you ever felt so anxious you though you were going to go crazy? I'm afraid I'll have a breakdown or hear voices, neither has ever happened to me before, and I don't have a history of it in the family that I know of. I hope I'm not the odd one out.",3.3568384879725097,3.221310061855672,5.191288659793816,86.63820446735397,72.09278350515464,8.116151202749142,25.445017182130584,7.793537801064563,1.1662109965635739,344,9,79,4,6,119,58,97,0.171,0.753,0.076,-0.8490000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,0,0,7,6,0,2,6,0,11,0,0,0,2,12,24,8,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,3,4,4,0,1,5,4,11,2,9,19,2,11,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,2,6,56,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.467474601742351,0.0,0.14466879094358392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17605605295470897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13343292268043888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743044975587317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19504623263463933,0.0,0.10461449528562426,0.0,0.1986557600476649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3527568955293887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18296035471289446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331905315374215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20549767433057808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137064363279869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108053992066462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078581412577844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020031032827035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20327749734163011,0.0,0.12064463710993902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22787033226887415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866944238758957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MintyTwister,2019/04/09,"Brain randomly without a trigger suddenly thinks about a loved one being hurt, or perhaps me accidentally hurting them in another reality or something. Makes me shutdown and go into full anxiety, how can I cope? It happens so much it's ridiculous. The people in my life I would die for any moment of the day, I love them all so much.

But I have an issue where my morbid mind will suddenly without rhyme or reason think of awful moments that could happen. Like imagining being on the beach with my SO soon, and rough-housing perhaps, having a good time.. but then my brain will suddenly in a snap think of the roughhouse going to far and they get paralyzed or something, like it autopiloted to that thought. Then I go on full shut-down and feel nearly like crying for even having the audacity to think that, and the thought of my loved ones being fragile puts me into a full state of anxiety to where I can't even breath and almost pass out. And it just goes downhill as I'd think about how much *I* caused them to suffer and how I failed to protect them. I start going through a phase of coping by trying to think about how it didn't happen, or how I would actually prevent it from happening, or try thinking through it again and not think of that happening again, effectively ""erasing"" it from any form of reality it could happen. I get so worried of string theory causing that future to happen and I start feeling sick to my stomach that a version of someone I love could be hurt.

I'm told it's OCD by my psychiatrist but it hasn't been help, he put me in therapy and they told me that it's actually normal and brains do that to train themselves and keep themselves from doing accidents and be wary of possibilities.. but it hasn't helped with the amount of anxiety attacks it gives me. The meds he pumps me with infact make it worse. It's driving me insane and I can barely even live my life at this point without a full blown anxiety attack. I need help.",6.492574162679428,6.562690726315793,6.890047846889953,76.42897129186605,65.42105263157895,9.645933014354068,33.0622009569378,9.339509955726095,2.880710526315789,1556,60,291,26,22,507,184,380,0.16699999999999998,0.7490000000000001,0.084,-0.9868,0,0,2,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,6,2,21,16,3,0,17,1,24,12,5,12,1,74,63,37,1,7,15,0,3,3,0,4,3,0,0,0,25,21,0,3,15,1,0,8,8,8,0,2,6,3,37,8,52,45,11,43,0,5,0,4,18,19,0,8,18,212,62,1,0.0,0.0,0.13587477607176196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971264011454799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468562053111852,0.07300082522668512,0.21303114107592794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584016629259917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23315103720818736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303427909646887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667535688367956,0.0,0.07647239952837,0.04489802416097136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225277196578662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379466303641994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07040217725232148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274534438013165,0.06678418735731137,0.15826266661698069,0.058392501061984826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4309424378158036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13999097476045375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033013535493977,0.2235833906890607,0.0,0.0,0.07266338549312437,0.0,0.061879916297084475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834688457239367,0.102035909108375,0.0,0.061474207036173685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513328235820497,0.0,0.09294147036999026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733020259824201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029460580195496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535323143953818,0.05162106437002597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06821112231001038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435028168527353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048264542001087936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658117668645914,0.07848413801572418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399711781785712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157917548881479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05898733344548297,0.10719108950978293,0.0,0.0,0.09855233831243912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796145579499591,0.0,0.0,0.35686860595334,0.0,0.1105382583777464,0.040594972537821405,0.0,0.0,0.1330464790035903,0.0,0.09453246964228099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20132858108883306,0.0,0.0,0.07070073157056278,0.0709469638161546,0.09890964177352612,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Firyali,2019/04/09,"It's getting warm again in my state. *arachnophobia* I hate spring. I love warm weather, and one day I want to live somewhere warm all the time, but spring is a time of dread for me. I have severe arachnophobia and every spring the first spider shakes me up really bad. I get so used to only seeing little ones. All winter this year I only saw one, and he was a little cellar spider that was far out of reach and easily managed. But today I saw the first ""monster"" of the season. Came out from right under my feet too. A big and fat wolf spider. 


The worst part is that this is on top of my regular anxiety and PTSD. So they occasionally compound each other (which they did tonight) and now, two hours later, I'm still wound up from the panic attacks; even though I took an anti anxiety med. 

I just really want the anxiety to stop...",2.560752032520327,4.618066091463415,3.9276585365853687,86.37669105691059,77.10975609756099,6.812357723577236,20.07967479674797,7.793537801064563,0.7670167479674794,645,15,128,10,15,212,104,164,0.206,0.7070000000000001,0.087,-0.9817,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,2,3,9,11,2,3,11,0,7,4,2,1,2,20,20,12,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,11,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,7,0,6,7,6,16,4,17,13,5,36,0,0,3,1,4,13,0,0,19,87,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33529114514821123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16620629480928692,0.0,0.0,0.1219847942219872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16709591265977314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942204027686179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649561286475497,0.0,0.12309292441670194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485398668451451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526591821159894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424042470757534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387600005701268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29285491411902465,0.1290062236606088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185814024896267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16228070101398315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969970853231873,0.2222265246832107,0.0,0.17141321300839374,0.0,0.15820868645777508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17077943720531716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871868076092631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247659391961041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164202999395836,0.0,0.0,0.16504789213734505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667315889935855,0.1221435353604468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353944505281258,0.0,0.17038053385963367,0.0,0.13848276172893167,0.0,0.16231901179993502,0.0,0.0,0.1427154252674574,0.0,0.0,0.12618079851724145,0.0,0.0,0.17234345280139413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408160220542544
anxiety,talksalotkid,2019/04/09,"Had a shitty day Hey guys, just want to share some love and positivity to anyone having a shitty day like me today. So I had a crappy day, basically leading me having a bad panic attack where I just had to lay on the floor and dig my nails into my skin to regain control. I knew I couldn’t be alone today (my anxiety has gotten a lot worse), so I’m currently staying at a friend’s right now. Honestly, being reflective, I’m so thankful, that I have friends who care and support me during these times. I really don't know how I ended up with people who care and love me, who would listen to my concern and worries.

Today, my friend and I just did nothing, we ordered food, just relaxed and watched a movie. I hope everyone finds friends that give you that unconditional love. If it was my friends who had a shitty day, I would have done the same exact thing. <3 

Tomorrow, I will be going to the psychiatrist (my first time) so I’m quite nervous and this that same friend is also going with me as a supporter. I hope everything goes well.",4.025161812297736,5.250213781553403,5.4038640776699065,80.78013268608413,71.37864077669903,8.017605177993529,26.84012944983819,8.447377352677275,1.8342230420711976,813,27,158,13,15,273,121,206,0.136,0.59,0.273,0.986,1,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,1,0,4,13,25,1,2,12,0,21,5,1,3,1,35,42,16,0,7,5,0,1,1,6,3,0,1,0,1,12,12,1,1,4,1,0,3,2,4,1,1,9,3,26,21,13,26,4,26,0,0,1,3,20,7,0,5,15,111,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104309407654896,0.0,0.08526766294809582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815675356220777,0.0,0.0,0.07455440720393572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130088791766935,0.0,0.0,0.08902709652820227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21742179428182573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119588567786663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27505621321762785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911399639609387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944377575443564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188438517211368,0.09582732523266416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974529628477989,0.0906948397046237,0.12893090293710413,0.0,0.4942674601007985,0.0,0.0,0.10228404267557208,0.12119444726932725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557512845408283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21180459436449264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05859809776810121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05209139915033716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064843139723014,0.28869862317293005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230919000072156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12510100753161696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392008002349021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134083985528564,0.0,0.0,0.06830645612890722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105683526448324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364764854179915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419926901606929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981656164024726,0.0,0.0,0.07083665377932802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434733633148345,0.0,0.3032029920097559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06288995815589872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586833045049804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828246822061413,0.10865958787292744,0.15148612898531166,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hotaruxmiyu,2019/04/09,"Long distance relationships + anxiety I have generalized anxiety. Pair this with a long distance relationship... and you have a me that seems to constantly be worrying about whether or not I've done or said something to make my SO feel smothered.   


We went from being proximal (lived 20 minutes from each other) to having a 15 hour time difference. It's been a challenge. We've been fighting more and I've had a few anxiety attacks since the move. Mental healthcare is not nearly as accessible as it was back home... and it's stigmatized as well. I feel like there are days where I'm at a loss. I just sit here feeling anxious for no particular reason besides the fact that I'm alone with my thoughts. My SO doesn't quite understand generalized anxiety, and he gets really frustrated when I can't pinpoint a particular trigger or what I'm anxious about. There have been times where I'll send a text to my SO just saying good morning or letting him know that I'm heading out to the gym... and I'll immediately think, ""Why did you even send that? You're smothering him. He's not going to answer."" He always answers. He has defied my anxiety so many times... and yet I still feel this knot in my stomach every time I try to initiate a conversation. When he's tired or frustrated with work stuff, I'll immediately think ""He doesn't want to talk to you. You're annoying him."" These thoughts have started fights on more than one occasion. I know it's extremely frustrating to be with a partner who is always questioning their feelings and ruminating about things like I do... and I wish I could find a way to just step away from that cycle. 

​

I'm trying to look for good ways to channel my anxiety. I've started going to the gym every day for the last month to keep myself occupied, and it helps for the time being, but the moment I'm home and I'm left with my thoughts, it starts again. I try to pack in as much activity as possible... but it's getting to the point where the anxiety will make me feel so awful, I want to just stop doing whatever task is at hand and retreat to my bed and cry. I don't have energy to even get up to meet friends, because I'm lying in bed paralyzed by anxiety some mornings. I live alone here in my new city, and I have a couple of good friends here... but they have their own lives and SOs they spend a lot of time with.   


I try not to vocalize every single attack/incident/feeling to my SO. I fear that I'm leaning on him too much and that he's becoming a crutch. It stresses him out, and I know he always wants to find ways for me to feel happier. I can't stand the extra guilt and anxiety I feel when I realize he's stressed out by my thoughts.   


I guess I'm just at a loss and trying to figure out ways I can be a healthier person living with GAD and a healthy partner for my SO. I want this to work. I want it to work badly.   


TL;DR: My anxiety has worsened since a move has taken my proximal relationship long distance. I fear that it will destroy me and my relationship.... any experienced LDR couples with anxiety have advice for how I, the person living with GAD, can make this easier/better?",4.20013082437276,5.447848930645166,5.4849462365591375,80.27797491039426,70.98387096774194,9.059498207885305,29.745519713261647,9.444778638647367,2.6476605734767023,2467,99,487,55,45,825,266,620,0.177,0.755,0.069,-0.9946,0,2,1,0,3,0,85.0,1,3,4,7,35,27,10,5,29,1,41,4,3,6,1,100,93,45,0,7,18,0,9,2,4,2,1,2,4,4,28,35,0,2,27,3,1,8,10,18,1,1,14,13,61,9,76,70,11,63,0,2,1,0,44,21,0,10,30,313,89,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05349856987610554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340368462876045,0.0,0.0,0.13666278052555866,0.05931883405616033,0.06652413838639973,0.03723014014053652,0.0,0.4606981034329008,0.12369805978566888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456624514153215,0.05143702698895824,0.04209740603986098,0.0457118299822251,0.033373534477562285,0.060464251991348236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059162538930028326,0.0,0.04371138019271648,0.12115401371424425,0.06013749786618593,0.07061514608743781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057199427887502825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0560256443987176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232034250559456,0.0,0.13838125158562492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232121932062171,0.2491375796599717,0.03911158582633352,0.0,0.0,0.10007634625153687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459548078794409,0.0,0.08580984157844118,0.0,0.06222846958296846,0.13775867880464376,0.0,0.0,0.0603104832254722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05618667346580917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03669605852509298,0.0,0.10983230284107448,0.0,0.053915205539145215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048662044832203,0.0,0.0,0.09026329242160684,0.04462647492370191,0.0,0.0,0.05948325945401705,0.05598297202199354,0.0,0.053493672698673625,0.0,0.2417149858814013,0.14534929873637034,0.045974065514371235,0.0,0.0,0.04654432016518617,0.0,0.0,0.10963303447766036,0.05550531653314634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05517254807640814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04369888847821137,0.1163757402274832,0.08049134316246606,0.0,0.0,0.05287542377628952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03709828577706143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560671497144473,0.0,0.0,0.051754031700300296,0.061719518565637135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061329668222510424,0.05823064702062208,0.0,0.0,0.03507261531621216,0.05628949189210434,0.0,0.23511307016036634,0.0,0.0,0.052077357472464426,0.04353736586510505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04984001798621875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057530491214492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04214725807235379,0.0,0.0,0.11625157059652423,0.0,0.04372138049756452,0.0457713156581139,0.1254260271253017,0.0,0.06267272660081694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044003922696343435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03637176994809237,0.07015990462371323,0.0,0.1738534247210988,0.1915420535587172,0.06292413464142092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18584960804351827,0.0,0.0,0.056994021278593036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614573083320201,0.1738238950255336,0.0,0.0,0.04922452818445782,0.05075143023881122,0.04940105391860345,0.0,0.06295686016977804,0.0,0.0,0.11957037654484667,0.05559868815657035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652413838639973,0.0
anxiety,justkeepswimmn444,2019/04/09,"Everyday tips for dealing with anxiety Hi everyone, 

I’d like to add some more tools to my tool belt for dealing with my anxiety. Currently, I do physical exercise, meditation, and therapy. I’d love to hear what others suffering from anxiety do that helps them personally. Any suggestions/resources would be greatly appreciated!",5.363480519480519,8.97754612727273,7.212467532467536,57.34727272727275,78.63636363636363,13.324675324675324,40.58441558441558,11.20814326018867,7.468532467532468,267,18,36,14,7,92,43,55,0.127,0.6679999999999999,0.205,0.7897,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,6,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,3,8,4,2,2,0,1,0,1,8,0,0,1,3,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16275869295414996,0.0,0.5492809238439847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4934958952289466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286986229092659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638720367836934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697523907311695,0.0,0.1604238528130089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169289212569124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21601274635596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20898153898498945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27370494736947154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17001952276725638,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Radbabe13,2019/04/09,"Suppressing my anxiety I have been suppressing my anxiety since some time so that I don't worry my parents. I am actually waiting for something and that waiting period has caused my anxiety to come back full force. I am trying not to express it and in the process, can't sleep and eat much. I am also getting very irritable and cranky. Can anyone suggest how do I deal with this? I feel like I'll get a nervous breakdown soon.",4.7806425702811275,6.146493108433738,6.01222891566265,76.5965763052209,69.72289156626506,9.388755020080325,34.315261044176715,9.725611199111238,3.516848995983935,340,17,62,8,6,114,60,83,0.131,0.805,0.064,-0.5304,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,2,0,10,2,1,2,0,15,16,7,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,4,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,1,11,1,5,15,3,7,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,5,45,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.21549047500058716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765913202946783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5067848107008863,0.0,0.0,0.15440391757827696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16979853235144504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268450821776205,0.0,0.1902186503612164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276578459115597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22595609399598096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165426767044502,0.15775532261918296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23074082280403035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078825035647415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16232962101087678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451967632869858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18266628859274986,0.0,0.22098153341589866,0.0,0.0,0.1699996089200108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287631180373137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14992368249008114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182201324508958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22425551922872086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gummy_Sama,2019/04/09,"Aftaid of failure? I know I have severe a anxiety, I know why I have it and so much more. I lived most of my life trying to make sure I don't make mistakes, to the point I am always afraid.

My grandfather was a big influence in my youth; but he was the type of guy that it was literally his way or the highway, if I did something he didn't want me to or disagreed, he guilt tripped me to the point I was crying, or at least close to it and believed I wasn't worth living for a long time, even now. Eventually I moved out of state, and he got worse, saying that I abandoned the family.

Years of this brought me to what I am now, every time I make a mistake, I call myself a fuck up, a burden, and that I shouldn't do it again. Without realizing it I became more and more terrified about screwing up and what happens if it do to the point I focus entirely on it, now I have been getting memory issues, forgetting promises and making those mistakes and then mentally beating  myself for it but it's second nature to me. I don't notice when I do it.

Having said this, and thank you if you have read this far into this, is there anything to help calm myself of this fear? I tried to relax with yoga, tea, and other things without going on pills.. I don't want to take pills yet. But I am terrified... I don't know what to do anymore..",5.3092484848484816,4.522533912727276,6.449454545454548,81.47684848484852,68.05454545454545,9.224242424242425,29.60606060606061,8.447377352677275,1.9630242424242408,1026,31,219,13,15,347,140,275,0.2,0.722,0.079,-0.9884,0,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,2,0,1,10,15,2,3,12,0,26,6,0,5,1,44,44,22,0,9,11,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,24,14,1,1,4,3,1,4,9,10,0,1,11,2,38,5,32,32,6,32,0,1,0,2,12,14,2,7,12,168,62,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076173426235805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894116169977156,0.0,0.1282658786955361,0.0,0.0,0.10643194387270788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457166098911219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206581681118046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206877002286242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542475553492453,0.0,0.10897058077773376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192582410236395,0.14553818633738858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956841431103445,0.0675723637855825,0.0,0.0735042398482328,0.0,0.1034412661302431,0.0,0.0,0.1280622955712081,0.11437079160722405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669073513745743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13499246612335666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21323791956036944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135335763589453,0.0,0.0,0.22841090473485096,0.11445768351891344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453293073321789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13033957717502345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13746297120149273,0.0950763377786751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14724911295600002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667910316328672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293703146214445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302750171975488,0.10285263334789818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146112091719115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995686439681802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189700343562515,0.0,0.09724406063715776,0.0,0.0,0.11907458098079275,0.0,0.0,0.08592463609939208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15083292411716726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756203777066011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525706390842692,0.10266035270460667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167050046489442,0.0,0.0,0.2493492559593571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13180373505186452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328770220877019
anxiety,lilithfairy,2019/04/09,"How can I ease the physical symptoms? I'm feeling stressed about something that's happening next week, and I keep getting lost in very detailed worst-case-scenario thoughts. But even when I'm thinking more clearly, or thinking about something else, my whole body feels all agitated. My stomach is constantly in knots and it's seriously interfering with my appetite. There is nothing I can do right now to prepare for the event, so I'm kind of just waiting for it to happen. I really don't want to continue feeling this badly for a whole week. Does anyone have any advice on how to deal?",5.655181818181816,7.277299927272729,5.756136363636365,78.28420454545454,67.9090909090909,8.40909090909091,36.47727272727273,8.841846274778883,3.3413636363636368,472,25,82,8,8,149,80,110,0.135,0.7879999999999999,0.077,-0.7501,0,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,10,5,0,1,3,0,7,3,2,2,2,19,23,8,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,6,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,3,7,1,14,21,4,12,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,8,51,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16388940153185444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405212140642315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727040258503528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14003522853157274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18629383438891667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18124060364234204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17290705870954276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676874575249965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14010457087653913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077434106434324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544056094965144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762429609116942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966200839080635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907302051877913,0.0,0.17464962447158147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18308100765546206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17836707138431987,0.0,0.0,0.16092730597018434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744268393795417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432279073774391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258230787016676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19211725257038054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17432036208629573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21493032069718926,0.0,0.1331471747646198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838264606116607,0.098922799980481,0.0,0.2690621147288026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744961750108355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,itsalwayssomething3,2019/04/09,"Told my friend about my anxiety, now i’m scared she’s going to tell everyone I have major health anxiety. It’s torn up my life and its been a complete secret until now. I just confessed to a friend (who i’m not that close with anymore) because i’m having an episode and I wanted to ask her something, and I ended up spilling everything.

Its so absurd and she seemed nonchalant but now i’m so scared she’s going to tell the rest of our friends and then everyones going to know, it’s really freaking me out and now I regret telling her even though I thought talking to her would make me feel better. ugh mess",1.7961350844277642,4.161256105691058,3.0658536585365863,89.93397748592872,81.4390243902439,6.061038148843028,24.09568480300188,7.321109707123232,1.1274570356472802,483,18,97,7,13,156,77,123,0.189,0.718,0.093,-0.8907,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,1,10,10,0,2,4,0,4,2,0,1,0,22,19,12,0,3,3,0,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,6,0,0,3,1,6,0,0,3,1,18,4,13,15,2,14,1,1,0,0,19,4,0,1,7,64,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426201846508081,0.0,0.15726463404553384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482470149482923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966663672019343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024745408613792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16626376322356548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045113658685995,0.0,0.0,0.10473785432459394,0.0,0.0,0.3030520433769435,0.14251775026196267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018071516919306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675459284198461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27036693229927033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855871476043946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714914084540956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120068135309918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585061221095196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158775101176498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31752418218403644,0.0,0.0,0.14436149947635832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207943776875135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274572626567353,0.4158068510678229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15579996892548587,0.12589151296443035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15152602168847176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353214574951436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264773511345501,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,badvent031,2019/04/09,Perpetually afriad to offend anyone (making then not like me) so I am never genuine and always too kind.  Ive been fake for so long that I dont even know what part of me is real.,2.008070175438597,3.2165012105263173,4.876315789473686,82.66254385964915,76.36842105263158,6.119298245614036,17.929824561403507,6.42735559955562,-0.060817543859648986,138,2,29,1,3,50,34,38,0.182,0.735,0.083,-0.4606,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,6,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,5,2,3,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787886275374282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23427490764551875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926763684092529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22129751369723588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489032504491933,0.1841348413551638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16368861590823378,0.0,0.0,0.2965089057343009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236486269139996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25841138873298186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36282674329952896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3813605079114061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iaskanonquestions,2019/04/09,"Why do i feel like this? what should I do do to fix it? A few years ago i was diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder...last month since i was feeling okay i asked my doctor if i could try and he said if i want i could try going off pills...

So Its day 3 of no pills, and havent slept for 3 days straight....not sure why (ive been on youtube and i cant sleep due to racing mind)

I think lack of sleep is starting to make me feel insane and anxious. I also have had a pounding headache since i went off thats lasted for 3 days... i feel very overwhelmed and like im going insane or becoming mentally ill, classic anxiety and depression symptoms....

Now is all this because i went off the pills? And if so do i wait it out? Or should i go to the doctor and get back on them?

Or am i feeling this way because of my pretty stressful life. i lost my little brother last year and ever since my dad has been an abusive Narcissist not to mention my poor sleep schedule and obesity, debt from school aswell as not having dated anyone for a year since he died so im also super lonely.

Whats the cause? Should i wait this out or go back and get back on some pills?

**tl;dr - should i go back on pills if i feel shitty after 3 days of being off them or should i wait it out**",0.9776255442670558,2.9075189962264147,2.7676415094339646,93.37358127721336,81.67924528301887,5.586357039187226,20.758345428156744,6.67199483983844,0.2397198838896953,974,28,218,10,26,323,134,265,0.177,0.74,0.083,-0.9788,1,2,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,2,2,11,10,0,2,7,1,26,16,4,2,3,53,52,26,1,13,11,2,6,2,0,5,12,1,0,0,11,15,1,3,7,0,2,7,5,5,0,0,10,7,31,5,27,34,4,42,0,4,0,0,9,12,0,10,24,139,42,3,0.0,0.10937268452840172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182756641936383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476411266328172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412343488672447,0.1042844342084776,0.0,0.06454555158695544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629772769264528,0.0,0.0,0.2839238822738637,0.0,0.11254308003084522,0.10194954261501024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482817005935028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740462574004615,0.0,0.0,0.2381301879443257,0.0,0.07950677971626861,0.09369307453530068,0.09580358205755753,0.0,0.0,0.1889671345139871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350000749583934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800493565264445,0.06594654121435213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645670858036193,0.0,0.2623105307133995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994220634702773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257357971273326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652015387776263,0.09019636040824904,0.0925192337465924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076766484747593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06161788358346808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930271334887153,0.0,0.09320715111581022,0.0,0.07368125043166765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09391282455186224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780829333133618,0.0,0.0,0.09342301478153464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30544034214893,0.0,0.2771310829784369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533774949804542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574120803869426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700142394395677,0.0959458113528601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05914875278142685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534535307193914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616571635459013,0.05444704331629025,0.07327166883644083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17114526119151385,0.1665914878901251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178334540266447
anxiety,mustardyellow123,2019/04/09,"I’ve landed a really great job that I’m going to lose because of my anxiety. I got this new job working in Human Resources. I’ve never done anything like this but I’m learning quickly and according to my manager doing slightly above average performance wise. It’s really good money and all the benefits. 

But like I said, I’ve never had a job like this before. I have always worked in restaurants where I was known for my anxiety but it made me fast and pretty efficient. Here I am struggling immensely because I don’t know what I’m doing, and I’m constantly asking for help or guidance. I feel annoying. I’ve heard some people talking about me. 

I’ve been having panic attacks at my desk pretty frequently the last two weeks and I had a full meltdown in one of the bathroom stalls a few weeks back where I just cried and cried until I could calm myself down.

My anxiety is out of control. I think a big part is obviously the new job, not knowing people, I’m always paranoid people are talking bad about me or don’t like me....I’m constantly worrying if I will get the daily amount of casework done that I’m supposed to....

I don’t want to lose this job, I am barely keeping my head about water getting back on my feet after leaving a job I had for 8 years to come to this place. But I’m terrified I will totally embarrass myself and have a full blown meltdown at my desk and everyone will see.

Does anyone have any suggestions for easing anxiety while sitting in a workspace? ALWAYS cry when I’m anxious and I HATE it. My eyes tear up and then I know it’s all downhill at that point.",3.6256645569620254,5.247584313291141,5.097827848101268,81.0269189873418,72.95569620253164,8.093974683544303,28.779240506329113,8.726425361277474,2.3694839493670883,1257,51,235,24,25,422,165,316,0.22,0.6729999999999999,0.107,-0.9894,6,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,6,11,18,3,3,13,0,25,4,3,2,6,40,51,21,0,3,9,0,1,4,0,3,0,2,0,1,13,12,1,2,7,0,1,2,6,9,0,2,11,5,32,9,30,36,9,42,0,2,2,0,8,19,0,4,24,153,45,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20990215154171954,0.0,0.0,0.05718225904409175,0.0,0.25730626942363805,0.09499473371863774,0.0,0.05879580718123108,0.0,0.06919669719588435,0.0,0.0786102904513809,0.09566146233864643,0.0,0.12931591276147975,0.07020939737417295,0.10251769595865894,0.0,0.07155211345237802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07243377800464289,0.0,0.1817370342433683,0.09431107611694664,0.06713688038560993,0.0,0.2770979078993766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358537777030094,0.17210103958923587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034903488631913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04251707402168044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786430512390737,0.0,0.047788760050036815,0.07052845201265696,0.06725230893587746,0.09270656385836094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301881689683813,0.08629784644429747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05636195610755439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5006621234822156,0.07474067093775216,0.0,0.0,0.13863657106692118,0.0685423863482404,0.0,0.08903632746399823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16432326270751085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881443980640706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956545250158438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970664539428894,0.16242410949991892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05697974220317024,0.0,0.0,0.09865834888723243,0.0,0.09105837007312627,0.0,0.17488667410340022,0.0,0.0878533492028348,0.0,0.07948969399769924,0.0,0.0,0.17109406267160945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10773697691144507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998629427880831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670067048357191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879063210532511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13517240048413298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05387975744326765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214109035420207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04959687820004171,0.0,0.13489954727406803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243313651748333,0.08539475211964287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05414947524376761
anxiety,Neurogenesis67,2019/04/09,"A quick tip My psychologist told me that anxiety is signalling that you are currently having feelings that you don't give your attention. Feelings are like your kids, one is angry, one is sad and so on. To handle your feelings/kids, decide to take a moment to listen to your kids. Take a moment to let your angry kid sit on your lap and just listen / observe your angry kid.

Maybe it helps, maybe not. It helped me.",3.418660714285714,5.497203687500001,4.207142857142859,85.25500000000002,74.625,6.571428571428572,22.67857142857143,7.447530270364453,0.9691071428571428,325,9,61,4,7,104,46,80,0.16699999999999998,0.774,0.058,-0.8625,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,9,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,8,16,3,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,5,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,4,12,1,7,14,0,7,0,1,0,0,19,2,0,0,5,43,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19642392299224928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596554057449827,0.18343240772496366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24631163328176503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34420728421305224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625588078987954,0.0,0.12544202662529472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5159083342927956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479801567122027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3861094725369653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453492124597568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ChocolateDinosaurr,2019/04/09,"Relationships I'm currently in a relationship (first) I'm 22 and I like to overanalyze things like, am I good enough for her or am I moving too fast , and I might be too different/boring.  I know I'm thinking too much but i like my girl and want things to be awesome.",1.882363636363636,3.745970690909093,4.147272727272728,84.92090909090909,78.45454545454545,8.036363636363637,23.72727272727273,8.841846274778883,1.6391090909090913,208,7,46,5,5,72,35,55,0.0,0.706,0.294,0.93,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,11,5,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,4,4,8,2,5,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,6,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679082974569744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205456973618869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21747399285686966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249496860500052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800172310657433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750579271888256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755764332079032,0.19060258787155174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5567450840587832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445117551875,0.16613785856584884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15293163010955144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,odysseyredalert,2019/04/09,"The unanswered text I've recently learned something about myself.  When people don't answer my texts or emails I go I to a spiral of self doubt and depression, questioning whether anyone even cares about me.  Anyone else?",5.062692307692308,8.15161161538462,4.2483974358974415,81.96951923076925,73.87179487179488,6.976923076923077,27.698717948717945,8.07648339933343,2.223917948717949,179,7,28,3,4,53,35,39,0.187,0.7390000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.5574,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,4,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,17,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42881475386529205,0.3141853403690469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126363574485957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641055761118013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25615545675414986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025305224123017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17426859465691374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21258314638777184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435030674396295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027665599959169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198887541020446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360637657372703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,andrec11,2019/04/09,"How can I stop worrying so much about the cleanliness of my apartment? I moved in with my partner almost two months ago, the first time that I’ve lived outside of the family home, and I’ve noticed that I’ve become somewhat compulsive with the cleaning and cleanliness/general upkeep of our apartment. I’ll get home from work and all that’s on my mind is ‘the dishes in the dishwasher need to be put away. The clothes need to be washed. The towels need to be folded. The bench needs to be wiped down. The bathroom needs to be cleaned. The laundry needs to be vacuumed’ and so on. It’s honestly draining me. 

My partner is less organised and not as tidy as me, so  I find myself getting irritated by him and snapping at him a lot, making sarcastic remarks like ‘did you forget where x goes’ etc. I know it’s shitty, but my mind is just in a completely different place. I know if I keep going the way I am, I’m going to burn out and/or ruin my relationship.",4.01047619047619,5.340287693121692,5.158597883597885,82.12297619047622,71.53968253968253,8.574603174603174,29.37301587301588,9.04235418022936,2.4333111111111108,750,30,147,15,14,248,114,189,0.087,0.8909999999999999,0.021,-0.8711,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,1,0,2,7,3,0,0,14,0,12,2,0,2,1,34,27,14,0,7,4,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,5,2,5,9,1,3,3,0,0,4,1,1,0,2,1,0,20,2,26,20,6,23,0,1,0,0,7,13,0,4,6,100,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922388698546645,0.0,0.13467978237362846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636479509155013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14854188238544067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14101803239264726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405212238629148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15000022548870387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267922393701528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292824573921395,0.1144034744218186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053874783270806,0.0,0.15287601690899805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698238458829431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195475260511688,0.0,0.0,0.14783257792865198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06570866732551844,0.0,0.11876372508083333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143449344693235,0.0,0.0,0.08977810180727283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716081960428183,0.0,0.1073545928201306,0.14294951932807284,0.0988711117338886,0.598368993384256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15312625454378895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405212238629148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352071000660349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439994238264225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124459025489522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842655303075033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138447937092754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067578268162342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791575586430197,0.13658870365451306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bagelbabey,2019/04/10,"School trip has me anxious as hell! Tomorrow I leave for a school trip to NYC with our symphony band to play in front of judges at a competition. I’m not worried about that part, or being away from home, but mostly the fact that I’ll be traveling and exploring the city with a friend group that makes me worried about disagreements/enjoying myself, and that my girlfriend will be there with me. 

That sounds terrible. I love my girlfriend very very much, but spending three days together nonstop makes me terrified of being clingy or smothering. She’s a very chill, go-with-the-flow person, while I’m very Type A, need to know what’s happening all the time, and usually an anxious mess. I’m so so worried about being too clingy while we’re on the trip, but at the same time I’m worried about if she tells me she needs some space because she told me that she definitely wants to spend time with friends (of course she does, I have absolutely nothing against that at all). What do I do then? I’m a big girl, I know for sure I’m not reliant on my girlfriend, but it’s the matter of my ego taking a hit and feeling unwanted (plus I don’t have a ton of other friends going I can hang out with). 

The friend group I’ll be hanging out with is made up of me and my girlfriend, a mutual friend and her boyfriend, and two other friends. One of my friends in this group is very bold and assertive, which is by no means a bad thing, but I find it super hard to disagree with her. What if I can’t say no to something I don’t want to do? What if everyone else wants to do something that I don’t want to do? What if I want to do something that no one else wants to do? What if there’s a disagreement of some kind and things get awkward for three whole days? There are so many things that could go wrong!!!

This turned into an anxious rant. Guess I just needed to get that off my chest. I guess what I need is advice on how to get through a trip that’s already making me anxious, not suffocate my girlfriend, learn how to give her space, and navigate group dynamics. 

If you read all that, thanks a ton for reading my stream of consciousness. I would give you a cookie if I could.",5.589542334096109,5.326301940503433,5.565415102974828,86.29508832951946,67.35240274599542,9.097263157894737,30.52347826086957,8.608573733854374,1.996649135011442,1696,57,369,23,25,531,194,437,0.131,0.7,0.16899999999999998,0.9692,0,0,3,0,0,0,51.0,1,2,0,1,14,22,2,1,23,0,30,2,1,6,5,79,70,34,0,21,18,0,2,0,12,2,0,2,1,2,30,21,0,0,8,5,2,11,10,7,0,5,2,4,47,15,58,57,12,38,1,0,0,1,37,17,1,14,10,248,77,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07226477497406207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081607573323683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341776229099514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694800849686267,0.0,0.061746605843261686,0.045080288402014085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808887829142388,0.0,0.0,0.09538549635227538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471565754645969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355436279096735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066404744327108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037392216845763916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759054175505833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3999444637477732,0.0,0.1159101805260701,0.14188247653663966,0.1260854176609115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16293233665718174,0.0,0.06539527088405825,0.0,0.06624622475786887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741796151567619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700934711931444,0.08128387394742595,0.0,0.0,0.07830420461169547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06674432387336597,0.06997491529763986,0.1480900626801661,0.0749754473516012,0.0,0.08055511400054012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054363030773216726,0.21933708394446005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095867972192857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022321268816506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008251738254456,0.0,0.0,0.06457179845574304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794348539755714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05880938414786386,0.0,0.14968619833695435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17079496484256787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969863063467839,0.0,0.055602497786952816,0.0,0.06463707184565873,0.06808481754141171,0.0,0.0,0.1473907308248172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936554594399247,0.0,0.0,0.07066404744327108,0.0,0.0,0.08043824680367047,0.07224009490647486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144738311503268,0.3050896117886474,0.2617118793616742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825644659229075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004062873300932,0.0,0.05253318743363953,0.08085460795719993,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SimilarBeautiful,2019/04/10,"Advice on How To Get Over Being Suddenly Ghosted When You Have GAD? Hello! This is my first post and I am just looking for advice or support or help with a possible explanation or even with just how to begin moving on. I would definitely like to hear everyone's thoughts on the situation, because I am at a complete loss, and my anxiety just has lead to a ton of overthinking and worrying. I matched with this guy on a dating app, and we hit it off immediately. We moved the conversation to snapchat (identities were confirmed) the second day that we had been talking, and spoke basically nonstop for an entire week. About two days ago he asked me what I was looking for out of what was going on between us. He told me that I was cute and awesome to talk to, but that he wasn't looking for a serious relationship. He even went as far as to say that he wanted to make sure that we were on the same page so that neither of us got hurt. I reassured him that I also wasn't looking for a serious relationship, and that I was fine with just enjoying conversation with him. Along with this, we discussed the fact that we didn't know when we would meet in person since he's an hour away. He said that distance wasn't an issue and to not worry about when we would meet in person, and that he wouldn't get tired of talking to me, and that he wouldn't just ghost me or stop speaking to me. I told him that I would rather him tell me now if he felt as though he would want to stop talking suddenly, or if he felt that it would get tiring or boring.  **He literally said that he would not just stop speaking to me , and would not ghost me.** Exactly a day after we discussed this, I wake up and see that I have been blocked on Twitter and Snapchat, and that he has unmatched with me on the app. His twitter is also private now. I am at a complete loss, and 100% shocked. Although we had only been talking for a week, I felt that we really connected. I've been ghosted before- but it was the fact that he made an effort to say that he ***wouldn't do that*** to me and then did that exact thing the day after that is so confusing and mind blowing that I just can't understand it. He also has said multiple times that he ""can't leave people on read,"" which also baffles me considering the fact that I have definitely been left on read at this point. I should want to move on and forget about him, but I can't stop feeling extremely anxious over the situation. I also can't get over the fact that I do not have closure on what could have possibly happened. We were literally in the middle of a conversation the night before (we were discussing going out and eating adjust random things) and he was completely normal. Nothing felt off at all. And so to wake up and be completely iced out is absolutely nerve wracking. So basically, I would just like thoughts on this and how I can just ... move on? But also I would like to know what you all think about the situation.",4.148849816849818,5.312956259829062,5.1720573870573885,82.78980769230772,71.01709401709401,8.306471306471307,28.458485958485962,8.704169506293173,2.039874236874237,2312,85,469,40,42,760,219,585,0.073,0.8370000000000001,0.09,0.8027,0,0,0,0,0,0,66.0,15,2,0,5,35,17,0,1,28,0,61,5,2,6,9,129,102,57,4,22,26,0,5,3,0,14,2,9,0,3,44,47,1,5,12,2,0,8,16,8,0,3,37,19,60,9,80,47,6,72,0,3,5,0,77,36,0,10,30,353,104,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485729402581595,0.052095408780459145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819865669226612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04495832798187653,0.06639254309100319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05494133087048805,0.0,0.055215660403319516,0.0,0.0,0.03582519935623665,0.0,0.10001663438964543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24647383099685466,0.0,0.0,0.04692247716804331,0.0,0.0,0.15160526002141445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06013563135007315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763309245882095,0.0,0.0,0.05615655260228209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029715506940085887,0.0,0.2257108482057787,0.0,0.0,0.04998910802695069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281806444930425,0.0,0.06679985693280976,0.0,0.047003151061190566,0.0,0.0,0.058190813484411325,0.05196946824039871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06623723451844417,0.0,0.03939180050388268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05787588929398399,0.0,0.06291371523825648,0.0,0.0,0.0613398454474609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06459610379253126,0.0,0.0,0.0622281675669183,0.06385297996325877,0.0,0.0,0.08613508512332012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19740552962724006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0556089009040528,0.03922894171160258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059340205888013677,0.0,0.0,0.2498497182959285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05515097543161828,0.05758140323216562,0.05639069618241091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044696675385942575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04074320962129345,0.10263011326983328,0.0,0.0,0.05555595270853912,0.13250703537388153,0.05628471194112237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757034051244393,0.0,0.03764909696612027,0.0,0.0,0.12619239678396846,0.0,0.0,0.1677090912847162,0.09347135902620343,0.0,0.0,0.046831496484512784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04861454451896775,0.19817735350387045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196534953090044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06669066712931503,0.055389338131042166,0.0,0.0,0.2361825511937925,0.05136692924463763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808737850080806,0.03765697294736568,0.0577405059072016,0.09331246595390257,0.03426883188162908,0.13509325297044425,0.0,0.11231310520456418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0574090338211388,0.06118087899236292,0.1413843829602975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399090804849913,0.0,0.09428232129033456,0.0,0.0,0.054479698790727414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936608563252528,0.0,0.4174800071919235,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yeetskeetr,2019/04/10,"mental disorders are NOT adjectives It really hurts to see people in general just throwing around mental disorders as adjectives.  I see people on a regular basis just say shit like: “ugh [uncomfortable situation] this makes me SO anxious!!” Or, “Omg, this makes me sooo OCD!” Or “omg I’m so depressed! I can’t believe [T.V character] died!” There are HUNDREDS of words other then anxious, depressed, ocd, bipolar, etc. yes, you could make the argument that when people use the word anxious or depressed to describe theirselves, they’re just expressing feelings. But can’t these people just use a different word?? Like nervous? Or sad?? There are so many different people who have to face actual disorders that limit themselves from living their best lives. I have panic attacks  ON THE REG; It limits my abilities and puts such a strain on me. (I have diagnosed anxiety, I’m not self diagnosing myself lol) Please stop glorying mental disorders. If you have a different opinion, I’d love to hear it:)",4.787816091954023,7.834318126436781,5.473103448275862,73.04057471264369,74.63218390804599,9.154022988505748,31.50574712643678,9.586721724236666,3.895174712643679,790,38,119,23,18,255,110,174,0.265,0.639,0.096,-0.9881,3,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,2,1,3,13,16,2,3,7,2,10,6,2,5,0,29,22,13,1,2,12,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,0,1,10,2,0,3,1,0,0,2,4,11,0,0,0,5,12,5,12,21,2,10,0,5,2,1,9,5,1,6,5,75,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.09300420851413456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290828083560387,0.3230035275569038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484190799917044,0.0,0.10842351843122013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737641780062684,0.10001701491778024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609351362552877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24625890247153265,0.19346571270680804,0.0989118372652358,0.29872120894883514,0.4369124459363028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629058365421984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04818921482207865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741598081652932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202627688581044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312269469483277,0.0,0.16831262239324732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601673911324678,0.0,0.19085104991088747,0.09662459847488468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28813592846744635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182021524091984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303634168079612,0.0,0.0,0.10461658138541513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580813317707723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06105500489073585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579058652620682,0.0,0.0,0.1518919430909823,0.0,0.09942419575522103,0.0,0.09782950369768104,0.0,0.10712713152456407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967948429753345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16462632957913415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheDaisyTrain,2019/04/10,"How does one dedicate themselves? I just don't understand how one devotes most their day to their job. How does one enjoy life after work, get enough sleep, and wake up early enough to get ready for work? After work, I just want to do nothing, but binge some show (lately GoT). 
I want to go back to school more than anything, but I don't know how I could possibly balance a full time job, a social life, down time, and school. Any advice is appreciated.
Thank you",3.8385714285714263,5.417367111111113,4.108730158730161,88.50500000000002,72.33333333333333,6.920634920634923,22.857142857142854,7.447530270364453,0.7430476190476187,360,9,74,4,7,112,58,90,0.0,0.8190000000000001,0.181,0.9233,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,2,3,7,3,0,0,2,0,5,4,2,4,0,17,14,8,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,0,8,3,11,12,6,12,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,8,46,8,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14980323421676442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424942977563104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615304721462026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787843285366345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239777885861156,0.0,0.0,0.09886598177376868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26830817112220706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31680028475017125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601861112156572,0.0,0.08712406729260805,0.0,0.12260821756366412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042536954397711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424981058449799,0.0,0.17292936407630005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21656100639932585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14709572847783434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116406591524845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17282300287364488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31029608320978314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15341096585422814,0.1562703036455115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14113827756915595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17878122211532352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15959097109183976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18084092365147653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348132326605344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ubui,2019/04/10,"Anyone else have incredible amount of anxiety and panic attacks at work? So obviously, one of my biggest stressors is work (I’m a waitress). Lately I’ve been having more and more panic attacks and anxiety at work. The noise overwhelms me, I get terribly anxious that I can’t do my job right, that everyone there hates me and just wishes I would quit already, etc. My hypochondriac symptoms worsen a lot too. I don’t really get breaks (it’s legal here, trust me, I’ve checked) and running around for 8 hours only makes it worse. I can’t quit my job because I’m a broke ass college student. I’ve recently been having panic attacks right before my shift that make me unable to do my job. Does anyone have any tips on how to make it more bearable? Any help would be greatly appreciated!",3.333122043519392,5.637378456953645,4.6362961210974465,81.03319536423842,75.6887417218543,6.963292336802273,28.0042573320719,7.957251820313856,2.0392985808893096,621,26,111,10,14,205,92,151,0.282,0.643,0.075,-0.987,3,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,5,7,12,4,4,4,0,15,2,1,4,1,16,24,7,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,10,0,1,2,0,15,2,9,19,6,12,0,2,0,1,1,7,1,1,3,66,21,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423429318644474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15311586009731368,0.0,0.1722460401610443,0.12718280635633053,0.0,0.1574364276117241,0.11535101614347687,0.0,0.10021963571954312,0.0,0.3842263491073645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862742682044683,0.0,0.0957968745567898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851909137760384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404573807479476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555591718125547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075745501338231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763629905322825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241193116460666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114896268455626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754596751723374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086814389212103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351533890783194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269945954314161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957110769370652,0.0,0.0,0.2254430994049369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628679227970321,0.08562179343831194,0.0,0.3962634092682876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23948434169007501,0.0,0.0,0.07212131944350307,0.0,0.1111586883995644,0.0,0.0,0.1922845796956819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701322099132445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946088515291526,0.0,0.0,0.24587768106316915,0.0,0.11472814272187545,0.15994651338946805,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Feverdreams6616,2019/04/10,Panic Attack Feelings Anyone else feel like someone else takes over when you have a panic attack? Definitely don't feel like I am in control when this happens and then after the fact realize just how out of control I was. Also any tips for helping to control them? I already go to a counselor regularly which has helped. Thanks ya'll!,4.171989247311828,6.846877274193552,4.807741935483873,78.99827956989247,74.64516129032258,6.068817204301076,29.68817204301075,7.1686216300943375,2.0314430107526884,269,12,43,3,6,86,50,62,0.175,0.642,0.184,-0.3923,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,3,5,7,2,2,3,0,5,0,0,4,1,12,12,6,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,3,5,3,8,11,0,8,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,6,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17673974496467348,0.1280793160851708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089138005680647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198709048268414,0.16410210620362334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.364408598239082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.53889674388207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675850497641387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24294402834790094,0.22883563921651395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102220808505444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162831986317634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21470277494251788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15649146573082726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.375824807019016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570243580569527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041984436036356,0.0,0.0,0.14745314433633944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,greydawn,2019/04/10,"Transit anxiety - what strategies have worked for you? Hello all!  In the midst of an anxiety flare up (up and down over last 2 months - bad last 2 weeks) and one of the persistent issues is anxiety on transit (this seems to pop up about once/year for me).  I've been making some positive lifestyle changes overall to help my state of mind (8 hrs sleep, yoga, meditation, doing art), but dreading my work commute (30-40 mins) has been a very stubborn feature of the anxiety.  I daily fight the urge to get off the bus at one of the stops - each time the door opens at a stop my brain thinks ""you could just get off here!"".  My go-to has been standing (makes me less fidgety), listening to music, and reading.  But this feeling of fear/dread/intense tightness in my stomach endures throughout the commute.  Anyone have strategies that have been successful for them?",6.307924528301887,7.0411310188679295,5.899050314465409,81.0889528301887,65.85534591194968,8.624150943396227,34.76792452830189,8.548686976883017,2.8168762264150944,668,30,122,9,10,206,108,159,0.151,0.7709999999999999,0.079,-0.8859,0,0,0,0,1,0,35.0,0,2,1,4,3,5,2,1,11,0,12,3,3,2,1,21,20,5,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,5,0,4,3,3,0,0,0,4,0,2,4,3,11,1,26,15,4,23,0,0,0,0,7,13,0,2,8,77,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5086064028768373,0.0,0.0,0.11621918137350624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877994161050194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18554738016635036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17583008513521758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327066274357971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870345267899987,0.08404169912942096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17367764987011233,0.0,0.09446201758487208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140829105787796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734819751227771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709696630654301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218953843284201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678265741713079,0.0,0.1326687029114385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22525888532540825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16625681674912432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131301434843847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16633187366659855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779210771889425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650183410796972,0.0,0.0,0.09691945906625196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714217302073692,0.0,0.0,0.13332511027124336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24200839449645115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703497385855344
anxiety,hurrichicky12,2019/04/10,"Having a hard time You know how you feel like things are going good and then randomly everything just hits you at once? That’s been this week and I just need to vent and throw this out into the reddit universe. 

I have insomnia and have struggled with it for the last 3 years. Sometimes it’s one day a week and other times, like this last week, I’m running on 2 hours of sleep a night. I’m on day 5 of 2 hours a night of sleep and I had to call out of work this AM. Which of course only increased my anxiety. And then my car broke down...and then my crown fell off my tooth. 

So I need to pay $1100 to get my car fixed and go to the dentist tomorrow and pay out of pocket to get my crown back on...and I will have to miss work to do this. Ah. The guilt of missing work really gets to me. 

My anxiety is off the charts and I’m exhausted. But my mind still lets me feel incredibly guilty for missing work and makes me feel like a failure.  I worry my coworkers hate me and that I’m a bad worker. Sometimes I even think I’ll never be able to hold down a career because I’m either sleep deprived or sick from missing sleep.  I’ve tried many different things to help my insomnia, including therapy. It helps for a little while but I usually end up back in this cycle. 

Does it get better? 

Phew that’s all for now. Just needed to get that out of my head.",0.61755868544601,2.6884426338028216,2.3949577464788767,94.75309389671364,83.92957746478874,5.899342723004695,18.9737089201878,7.1686216300943375,0.19951680751173706,1044,27,240,15,30,344,148,284,0.127,0.8140000000000001,0.059,-0.8631,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,3,0,8,10,16,1,2,13,1,13,11,6,2,2,40,40,21,0,3,7,0,4,3,0,1,5,0,0,0,18,18,0,1,5,0,2,8,1,11,1,1,2,4,26,5,39,34,3,48,0,6,0,0,6,14,0,2,29,142,44,8,0.09949481286622787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522265190267717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15301073929169726,0.08307401284219046,0.06065111444578705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799507661997259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015953281233796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833184659642918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395090305376252,0.0,0.0,0.08706858122294811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812287257444443,0.0,0.0,0.06571538554021512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941952234159711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092270060939475,0.14215822838327366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25990966612820915,0.0,0.11309039002147915,0.08345152853276852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912780955525842,0.09823052923066954,0.10211038225495664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333785516071766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19596469793880114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054679747137132334,0.16220310376350608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174018713552928,0.0,0.1458244196679576,0.0997199407171575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641356017809065,0.10087212391797566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046139821198063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22132242913833536,0.0767365333430875,0.0,0.0,0.18673828382297944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595872854311697,0.06742026014415177,0.0756702885927435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06373892483239389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39826666732071786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968058280009537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945668607765878,0.0,0.0,0.10401358104768273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137809895714532,0.0,0.13219986532746306,0.06375225866021543,0.0,0.0,0.1160324509967755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06755044692512556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957947985086557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394262123400745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289733634976464,0.10104181205880132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06407139742027469
anxiety,Odd_Sell,2019/04/10,"Has anyone tried chlorpromazine for anxiety/sleep help - what are your experiences? I've just been prescribed this, and I'm kinda worried about it... it's a very old anti psychotic. The list of side effects are quite frightening to me also, since I've always had trouble with side effects of almost every drug i've tried. I've been prescribed 25mg tablets, but i take half a tablet 'as needed' thoughout the day, and 1 full tablet at night before sleep. Can anyone else share their experience with this drug?",6.746524822695032,7.706598404255325,6.211489361702127,78.43333333333334,64.95744680851064,8.819858156028369,30.56028368794326,8.841846274778883,2.441381560283688,406,14,71,6,6,125,69,94,0.087,0.86,0.053,-0.2615,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,3,3,2,0,0,4,0,7,3,1,2,0,11,10,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,4,1,9,7,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,3,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18276643762350356,0.0,0.0,0.14596039747534004,0.15187044918396764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25524309058755146,0.18701230909207334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15531024618270825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177096709972728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4233282435519829,0.0,0.15247122414387398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378014962177705,0.0,0.0,0.3570772560698023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233865438830505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13533554353616215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17128173975803973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19152301258482066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19413144863478815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509816226746135,0.0,0.3653016739245333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723159120454018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478368727376051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15059730966099105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853569284608224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,blamphs,2019/04/10,I get the most anxious when I'm waiting to be picked up and I don't know why My family is always late and I've cried in public and have literally started shaking on occasions. Right now I know I'll get out of work at 9:10 but my brother gets out of work at 10. I'm so anxious right now.,0.4619270833333324,2.096739671875003,3.135625000000001,91.58020833333336,81.96875,6.141666666666668,23.166666666666664,7.1686216300943375,0.7287791666666665,225,8,53,3,6,79,45,64,0.13,0.87,0.0,-0.6943,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,11,13,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,10,12,1,15,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,1,5,29,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899824845661772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5158785291149959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25080137875742536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152419901016054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3578670104751771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25095998330244945,0.0,0.2575575542544708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899720763630017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16160773351539953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20602540635170352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324427781894125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Meganthepirate,2019/04/10,"Not really sure what I'm doing here. But I've been thinking about posting here anyway. Long story short, I have some trauma issues from long ago, as well as OCD. I've been pretty upset lately from things I've had going on in my life. I'm not sure how to best explain it, but I've been having a lot of trouble lately with anxiety about anything other than staying at home. I have a steady job and a gym routine that I stick to, but other than that I just never want to go out (and even then I don't really *want* to go to as much as I make myself do it). 

I feel like I'm constantly afraid my car's going to break down, or I'm going to get into a wreck, or I'm going to look stupid in public. I've wondered if this isn't some manifestation of agoraphobia. I guess it's mostly just wanting to stay home because I feel like that's where things are the least likely to go wrong. I've had a few stints in therapy and I've been on medication, but not for a while. I guess I'm mostly just wondering if anyone else has ever dealt with the same thing.",3.217010463378177,3.6981617623318432,5.024143497757848,85.52111808669656,72.6322869955157,7.561016442451423,22.48998505231689,7.554174236665415,0.7555945590433479,815,17,179,9,15,280,120,223,0.124,0.816,0.06,-0.9129,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,13,13,1,2,8,0,15,2,0,2,4,44,42,18,0,5,14,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,13,7,0,0,6,1,0,8,6,6,1,0,6,3,13,7,34,36,10,33,0,0,1,0,2,11,0,13,13,121,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988534160071594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531047942646715,0.0,0.0,0.07797553491615226,0.11426271954152888,0.09176928997077376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06797995098619647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170305950935714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051065491388845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931584493399718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365616821527568,0.10087384164994342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277306151070203,0.15933605649435412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05826322080207594,0.0,0.4436452214146253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24569790151402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22372202047874612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639515653646575,0.1106637779188578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25159289144052177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876801326412633,0.16344525557694653,0.0,0.0,0.19737871856954145,0.0936465007146413,0.0,0.0,0.09480807631096036,0.0,0.0,0.07443870746614151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234201359234776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197809504828392,0.0,0.0860090671569856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680280997134473,0.11345325200378588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288175990210428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23772534768519615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21020759459643384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275298263668689,0.0,0.22226154739602544,0.0714558249849571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973274945898206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026750434683096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24187165190197596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192673296413538,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mushroomface91,2019/04/10,"Amitriptyline question So I've been taking amitriptyline for a little while now, I aim to always take it at roughly the same time (for me this is at 10pm, before I go to bed). I just wondered whether it matters if you take it a few hours out, for example tonight I took it at 11.55pm. Has anyone ever noticed a difference from taking it at a different time to their routine? Does it matter? Whenever I take it late, even by a little bit, I worry!",3.3437720706260023,4.8629846292134875,4.615762439807384,84.61539325842698,73.49438202247191,6.8834670947030485,29.56821829855538,7.447530270364453,1.8447611556982344,348,15,67,4,7,115,60,89,0.042,0.93,0.028,-0.472,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,6,0,3,0,0,0,1,10,11,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,9,0,13,9,3,17,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,3,8,49,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13578191751851507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410184291793228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885731655020989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17815434504192545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409844861779894,0.0,0.0,0.14280316263918638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778130018182497,0.1476090064255013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274106188668343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16070308162962227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840783305256188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271058908411163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857857332530452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18280309942477874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6134692001634154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19030746497048426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18130310401309466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769657704900416,0.0,0.1657209767073605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dylan08,2019/04/10,"Work Life Balance Hello,

I have never been diagnosed with anxiety but I have also never told many people about my anxieties and have never sought professional help. Im just looking to vent a little to outside ears not in my life. I work at a Tv station as a camera person/editor/audio person. I like the work. I get to be creative. It can be challenging. I am a casual employee. When I started I thought I would be working maybe three days a week and would have to get another part time job. I will have been here four years this summer. I have basically working full time with no benefits and an unsteady schedule. For example I woke up to a text saying that there were two audio shifts added to my schedule for next week. They didn’t even ask me if that was cool and now I’m working seven days in a row. It makes it very stressful to try and have a life outside work. I mostly work in the evening until midnight these days. That is getting old. I hate waiting around to go to work and getting home late. I want my evenings. Im also in a band. That is very fun. We all ways have to book practice around my schedule which can be difficult because it is so fluid. We have some songs Im proud of and we want to start playing them live. Music is my biggest passion and dream. Even if it is playing bars a couple times a month and having a day job. That is what I want to do with my life. It is hard when the bars are doing music late at night and Im stuck at work. I have been toying with the idea of quitting and getting a chiller job like working at home depot or something so I can have my evenings free and work on music more. That is where I want to be in life. My head gets cloudy though because It is kind of a career job. I like that I get to be creative. It is a cool job. The money is all right. But I have done everything I can at the station. It is not like you get so good at camera that they promote you. If I stay I keep doing exactly what I’m doing. This is also my first real job other than odd jobs on farms. I kind of want to see what else the world has to offer. I feel like “been there done that” at my current job. I went to school for two years of television production so it feels like a bit of a sunken fallacy too (if I’m using that right lol).  I have grown as a person and an artist in this job and i can still be creative and make my own videos for my band and stuff. I want to focus my creative energy on what I want to do not what some producer tells me to do. My heart wants to leave and focus on music but my head says “have you thought of it from this angle?” I also feel like quitting a job for music is hippie shit but damn it I’m a fuckin hippie. It all seems so clear yet so blurry. Anyone ever go through something like this?",0.9148621781713686,2.9589044273356437,2.664241979942528,93.41012579907336,82.58131487889274,5.3027271127793085,20.523253768107445,6.455189473607208,0.15913508885109362,2141,62,471,20,59,707,242,578,0.067,0.7609999999999999,0.172,0.996,12,0,2,0,0,0,49.0,3,3,3,19,31,28,4,1,29,3,62,15,5,4,9,75,105,42,0,14,13,0,4,8,0,3,6,5,2,2,37,26,2,2,7,14,2,4,8,6,0,6,15,13,60,23,64,80,11,68,0,0,2,2,21,27,3,9,43,329,97,29,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15731271876129035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051568143208099285,0.07524312469533911,0.0,0.0,0.03438688269205512,0.0,0.0,0.08755891909406584,0.045975435421914325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05995774450249439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05369039103463779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054415283797811236,0.0,0.126864743378124,0.0,0.0,0.049915333960125055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065374630021152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0410824840467211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624103007878375,0.04448493958064551,0.0,0.0,0.044198634461076934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459866818154652,0.10539979538154584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04183136759664291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055506811090592,0.0,0.055898764371890966,0.04124875092429496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044054445513592375,0.04855377372514545,0.1009430455852076,0.0,0.0,0.05827698305080493,0.03296343848110177,0.0,0.0986604693652266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05551675363954005,0.212485692171105,0.0,0.4880226026852347,0.043712278257188535,0.0,0.10242407319376123,0.0,0.0,0.11095140614839262,0.0520731306298533,0.0,0.0,0.1736818115394988,0.1922097860101397,0.049289965913713964,0.04342568323305651,0.0,0.041297712648698665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06565431334684392,0.049859471574129066,0.04940660299571716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039253960232787634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378890978923074,0.0,0.05230209349175299,0.046150868012080716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051604761182157725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053255727575654215,0.0,0.03409431066096517,0.12882280253013076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461517819231046,0.0,0.055976114474771486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399666310764464,0.0,0.07821773449277951,0.0,0.04977145862178997,0.03918904781194281,0.044770431289297835,0.0,0.0,0.05048121736819982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572031463080046,0.0,0.0,0.06961785815170687,0.052417938861010115,0.039274164427081586,0.0,0.056334021898383276,0.0,0.056297832813195975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04298434167668536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04831781208254572,0.07808477123781615,0.08602946682556115,0.0,0.0,0.04699234468436204,0.0,0.0333891015422827,0.0,0.09608086608968656,0.0,0.0,0.04247459720175485,0.0,0.0811551373889243,0.2320549187869856,0.03903575411444785,0.07889635553477901,0.0,0.0,0.0455891372464706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42963205421127615,0.0,0.0,0.06987025907995484,0.0,0.0,0.06333892644093783
anxiety,DoncicToSac,2019/04/10,"Anxiety and feeling of a dark cloud looming above my head because of an upcoming presentation. I have a presentation in 3 weeks. I have had a panic attack in front of my class before, and I’m almost sure it’s going to happen again in this class. No one close to me knows I suffer with anxiety, and only a few people in my class know I do. What can I do about this? I’ve basically had an empty feeling in my stomach for months since the teacher announced we’d be having it. Thanks.",3.7371428571428567,4.765244142857141,5.643469387755103,79.5372448979592,71.85714285714286,8.048979591836735,27.26530612244898,8.418075326091056,1.9018204081632653,378,13,74,6,7,131,66,98,0.19,0.7290000000000001,0.08,-0.8718,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,2,5,1,1,7,0,10,2,2,0,1,11,18,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,2,2,11,2,13,14,1,13,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,1,5,52,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449036162782656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3741939535187147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782360559815513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14908887390240938,0.0,0.20811283203739345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24732599102008304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389959529313955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21627428839190094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510015198112078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26882084527005146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19521510610102405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16572837539669125,0.18600809263359053,0.0,0.2869526475234085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16955549029069092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023125573019232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305062971469347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22516911796523847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19618097544004467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jane_Meki_Jane,2019/04/10,"Help! I have a parent meeting coming up at my school. So I'm supposed to have this SPC meeting with my role teacher, a parent and myself. SPC stands for 'success planning conference' which is supposed to be about how they can help me ""learn better"" but also just a conversation where I tell my parents about how I'm doing at school and it's the same for everyone else. I got a planning sheet so I can think about what I want to say in advance, but the thing is when ever I ask my parents for help on a topic they tell me long stories about how it exists and when I ask for help from teachers at school they just tend to say my exact thoughts out loud and it doesn't add anything new or helpful. I just tend to not ask for help in fear that when I do it just goes really badly. I do want help but I don't want to be an inconvenience to the teachers as they have to teach an entire class of students and my parents are always busy with something, but also by opening up about this problem I don't want them to worry about me so I just don't say anything about this sort of stuff. Unfortunately I still have to talk at this meeting but I don't know what I should say.",5.040791027154661,4.743500115702481,5.6332467532467545,85.46272727272729,68.50413223140495,7.906021251475797,29.269185360094447,6.868970318607317,1.3872375442739078,916,29,197,6,14,297,113,242,0.095,0.777,0.128,0.3128,5,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,5,5,26,5,0,1,10,0,20,0,0,3,2,40,36,23,0,6,12,5,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,14,11,0,0,4,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,2,5,31,2,39,31,1,22,0,0,0,0,32,12,0,2,7,146,45,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523425091293932,0.07925548878832872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15676498840578384,0.0,0.26713719954654835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952962938521528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424073415839478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204929446950783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956901069700162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615892430755681,0.0,0.09101529431898167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718253967561897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617999021506827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.446907672450117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052346815519243625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429310213132554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091992879264507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5288183202777575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114122345154599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06101948005042005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30298595116465143,0.0,0.289193739038182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332797254891603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606663720383458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090382669226333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655820528070457,0.1665050992917614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06327975461014987,0.061032244985550224,0.0,0.07561772543779037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22472327007119214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673082580845216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,isthisjustanxietyorw,2019/04/10,"I'm scared shitless I'll get cancer am I being nuts or I've gotten 12 hours of sleep over the last 3 days (immune system suppression) and got an X-ray today (carcinogenic radiation exposure) and ate a few donuts (carcinogenic food exposure). I'm going to bed now but I'm having trouble sleeping because I'm scared my body won't be able to handle all this and I'll get cancer oh god whywhyhwyhywhwhwywy please someone tell me if I'm screwed. 

If you think I'm alright please tell me why empty reassurances aren't 2 useful

If you think I'm fucked also tell me why please",3.1926315789473665,5.226379842105263,4.899859649122806,80.23768421052634,75.14035087719299,7.3670175438596495,24.55789473684211,8.238735603445708,1.6000273684210526,458,15,87,8,10,155,77,114,0.256,0.614,0.13,-0.9566,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,2,7,2,2,3,1,6,10,3,1,1,13,23,9,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,3,2,1,2,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,3,0,7,2,4,17,2,8,0,0,0,2,6,1,2,4,5,33,8,0,0.15309919763781452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243337303774368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933278498646349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17005869483210026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873631689577997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851281574938968,0.0,0.0,0.14153774120855567,0.15997602365880886,0.0,0.08700980218996407,0.0,0.12244741422883068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15077187018837498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479627995252618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5041708325403976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30655801041284764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30641952809474143,0.0,0.12972045333284535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4014463405672273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19619956794331397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14512013794134154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13222855074347578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762964256225176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ribbons_and_bows420,2019/04/10,Oh baby So my husband and I have a five month old daughter and I think I may be pregnant again 😳😳  I’m super nervous to take a test because I feel if I am it’s going to have to be a big secret and we won’t be able to enjoy our pregnancy and I’m scared that if I am pregnant our parents will start with all the negative comments and they won’t make it out to what it should be a blessing 😰 I already told my husband that if I am pregnant I don’t wanna tell anyone and he said so what ur just going to hide for 9 months sooo now I’m having a mental break down because I don’t wanna tell them or deal with there shit so now I’m trying to push of finding out.... ughhhh I’m sick of all the anxiety all the stress and most importantly I’m sick of all the bullshit 🥴🥴,1.0021552436003276,2.0954337283236986,3.6211932287365833,91.10984104046246,78.76878612716763,6.0989265070189935,23.33980181668043,6.5431188927421005,0.5096691990090839,597,19,141,5,14,211,95,173,0.16899999999999998,0.755,0.075,-0.9326,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,3,0,2,1,10,7,1,3,9,0,17,3,1,1,4,31,32,14,0,6,5,4,1,0,0,5,2,1,0,0,7,12,0,0,4,0,0,3,5,4,0,1,2,2,17,3,18,21,5,15,1,0,0,0,18,4,1,6,7,95,24,1,0.20101762125896566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218279436790756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377793005368393,0.0,0.0,0.14055619467676475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450769522827212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20724034086386414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164054921224754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18372646408943144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22848589322873994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13418082311777002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20257848237993525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32090069493786594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109341787077188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223206279576464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912137903893605,0.0,0.20125370668778486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20634169952149034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14228130695911445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23026500598449764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15114023423510672,0.0,0.3513965223812895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288039749669481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19208095153385,0.0,0.13647776969162878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fashcatastrophe,2019/04/10,"So I seem to have an issue where I start a new job and it’s fine but then after a few months I get anxious and have to switch I’ve done this a few times but I’m not sure why it happens. I have medicine and it works well enough day to day for my anxiety but it never fails to creep up past it and get me anxious at work again.

I tried to push through it and I stayed at one job for a year, but was continuously looking for another job. Does anyone else get this too? How do you deal with it? Do you just force it, give in, or is there a middle ground?",-0.016092896174864542,1.6756682377049188,1.819262295081966,100.12730874316942,83.8360655737705,5.050273224043716,17.543715846994537,5.985473137389443,-0.6908710382513661,423,9,110,3,12,139,78,122,0.085,0.855,0.06,-0.4561,3,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,3,9,4,0,0,6,0,8,0,0,1,2,17,17,13,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,1,1,2,1,10,3,15,15,3,22,0,1,1,0,4,7,0,2,13,74,20,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16317100439552876,0.11904148052075099,0.3515907721602458,0.0,0.1088063645078577,0.1594411776137668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007115857929345,0.1604274227871783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361756529924747,0.15924339968671528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999246759603947,0.0,0.0,0.16078707354912114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438999327215629,0.1492756129124994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760570552595067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624167611376328,0.4632577399181767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306734901222453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242066849651495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001628359621876,0.15028943142695655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544559037367897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14854767264601695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166180487080982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014179619225964,0.1658599127329272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14666089937423274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073763785322088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564920308518852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399123794147207,0.0,0.14041412389868393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265723547037911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020795399783868
anxiety,LostinMD,2019/04/10,"Anybody out there?? I am having a really bad panic attack right now. Heart pounding, trouble breathing, chest pressure, nausea, hot flashes, shaking so hard I can barely type this. And I am utterly and completely alone. No matter how many times I have panic attacks, I always feel like the one I’m having is “different this time” or “worse than the others” and that this time something really really bad is gonna happen. Please help me remember that I am ok. That I’m not gonna get sick. That this will pass.",4.096875000000002,6.110471604166667,5.069166666666664,80.0925,72.54166666666666,7.716666666666668,25.541666666666664,8.472884824447931,1.9483791666666668,398,13,69,7,8,130,68,96,0.322,0.561,0.117,-0.9756,1,1,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,4,11,2,4,3,1,10,4,3,1,0,10,17,6,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,9,0,1,0,3,7,2,2,14,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,5,42,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17448517075739753,0.0,0.0,0.14018138637055258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3833202179502349,0.0,0.0,0.2813325329310811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766386614409844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17601636092951464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518401079267579,0.1203557318942646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801915569436054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14897836851330354,0.0,0.150916944775571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19963897241770176,0.11292257493810655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230643162807104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708031738992236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416032468094332,0.0,0.0,0.3953288907939493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18493059143485005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32378055223114593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19084482664593375,0.1438733324158794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969722360935845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29471042349129584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17168636446463334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,icedlattepls,2019/04/10,I can’t find the motivation to finish my senior year All of these social events are coming up because I graduate in two months. Finals and group projects are going to determine my grades. I have to figure out how I’m going to find groups for these things when I work every day and i hardly talk to anyone from my school. I’ve kind of failed socially the last two years and I just can’t fake it around people anymore. Ever since my older friends graduated I feel alone. I drifted away from most of my close friends and my social anxiety at school has gotten worse. Just thinking about prom is making me feel sick because I don’t want to go but my friends want me too. I have my two best friends however they have dates now and it’s just a reminder that I’m not getting asked. Someone may go with me but it’s like a pity date just because he knows I’m not getting asked and wants to be a good friend. At this point he’s making it seem like he doesn’t even want to go with me and it’s making me feel like shit. I have to push through all these social events when I’d really rather focus on working and being by myself because apparently that’s the only thing I’m good at. I know i’m supposed to feel motivated because I’m finally almost done however I just want to give up already. I never want to see all of these people besides the few people I love again.,2.8240993788819893,4.448237571428575,3.9921118012422383,88.12419254658386,75.07142857142857,6.583850931677017,23.959627329192553,7.255503002510835,0.9023711180124228,1080,33,224,12,23,352,146,280,0.065,0.738,0.198,0.9908,3,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,6,17,17,1,0,7,0,16,3,1,6,5,55,53,13,0,7,10,0,5,3,5,1,1,0,0,0,14,14,0,0,13,0,0,8,7,4,0,3,2,6,30,13,34,48,6,40,0,2,1,1,20,12,1,4,23,137,44,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548435878812778,0.0884161624153659,0.09420641409312218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06530677387506716,0.0,0.08466274897068964,0.059691736124233875,0.0,0.0,0.07599618640473164,0.15961630392485282,0.0,0.08020664491294495,0.0,0.0,0.2601996446943148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958911802656268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353752198362028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05505570869139347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736175532212412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056385179810003065,0.07722081989025105,0.0719267588496753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726597922504126,0.06098737154906544,0.0,0.18703433876600467,0.1560507758293461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297779870838481,0.0,0.08920317906392647,0.08189337577869997,0.2425848195108833,0.14320632536988542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647353091719386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889829887464308,0.09383274096158074,0.06958683340485759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512041215424968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704852818304593,0.0,0.17095268490082005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681404318335636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584155590015459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06492669552955191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17755159258290626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070095583654867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0546893350472921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17279523713596354,0.06802775121837222,0.0777164011818483,0.0,0.0,0.08762967941461249,0.07061781895490983,0.0,0.0,0.3480903000310103,0.07233256935791049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861607696027881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134302586231588,0.05470077575136912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25017826230022794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021158046502053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429876938906745,0.0,0.08699793466182087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994920700905103
anxiety,IronLadyDragon,2019/04/10,"Extended shortness of breath, help please :( Hey there! First time posting. I’ve searched a lot of posts on here but hoping for some fresh info. Suffering from constant shortness of breath, like only a good full breath 10 times a day, if I try it just does not happen. It keeps me up at night, stresses me out during the day. Best way to describe it is exactly like during end of pregnancy when I felt as though there was literally just no room to expand my chest for a full breath. Ugh! 

I’m diagnosed Bipolar II disorder and GAD for 13 yrs. I see my psychiatrist every 3 months and finally on an “as needed” basis with my psychologist. I’m prescribed 1mg Xanax twice per day, however I only take half/maybe one in emergencies which lately has been about once a week. 

Mentioned it to Pdoc today and he said it could be some sort of ptsd reaction rooting in my anxiety that started during pregnancy. I thought the ptsd comment was a little extreme for this type of thing. 

Anyway, any insight? I try breathing exercises. I exercise (cardio & yoga) 5 times per week. Hope this post isn’t beating a dead horse- just looking for some relief or an end to this shit. Thanks!!",4.2380767314399606,6.121400403587447,4.957361733931244,81.58673517688094,71.86995515695068,8.004882909815647,28.53238664673643,8.680891452615391,2.2725208769307432,922,36,170,17,18,297,153,223,0.146,0.6920000000000001,0.162,0.5012,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,3,10,12,1,1,11,0,8,13,7,1,1,28,23,10,1,5,7,0,1,2,0,0,6,1,1,0,11,5,0,1,4,3,0,0,3,4,0,3,6,4,13,8,27,15,7,36,0,1,2,0,6,13,1,9,21,97,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064922781842786,0.0,0.0819990672157827,0.0,0.09224396882100444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265420923372022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030498913157845,0.0,0.09627394334233463,0.0,0.0,0.23329388857865915,0.0,0.0,0.12238695636713808,0.0,0.0,0.13819602375254414,0.0,0.10552105563428443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135975666301561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159451014098236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577646110888175,0.13209035364840835,0.0,0.10256595227666633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113743972149887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662918803261563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082275699728354,0.0,0.0,0.23952784952614806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717774013180877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13602037516170434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781935944048814,0.1208536221041507,0.0,0.0,0.1012574885312102,0.0,0.0,0.10251346955265613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113960351173415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624643044731253,0.0,0.0,0.08940912259505902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315689631992035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284145983831584,0.08170865910094685,0.18341423784111785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236148981809104,0.0,0.0,0.3464491750330924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28190496484252303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469993719296848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608727226910688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377444078281405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534769871311516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812487933208173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066174222474846,0.0,0.0,0.11101458429097638,0.0,0.0,0.08010851416278422,0.0,0.11847000690862022,0.09572767256305284,0.2109348724598161,0.0,0.11429648298218688,0.0,0.0,0.16373287282251645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957114128371804,0.19344526133141432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jtrain95,2019/04/10,"Job Anxiety I have pretty bad OCD and anxiety. For the past couple of years after college I have struggled with anxiety about work. I’m not lazy, I’m just afraid of the change. I finally started my first real job a couple of weeks ago and at first really enjoyed it. The people I work with are great. I am working in the environmental sector. While I really want to grow in this area, panic sets in a few days into the job. I’m only working 3 8 hour days per week, so no more than 25 hours in a week. The job is mostly data entry, so I’m basically sitting at my desk all day with the exception of a few breaks. On the positive side, it opens up other opportunities. Can anyone here relate or have any advice? I really want to stick this out and work somewhere for more than a week, but anxiety sucks!",2.5270105820105826,4.326880907407412,4.801869488536156,81.24555555555557,76.34567901234568,7.838447971781306,22.682539682539684,8.634040054169528,1.5506687830687826,625,18,124,13,14,218,99,162,0.107,0.7979999999999999,0.095,-0.1976,4,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,8,5,8,1,3,13,0,7,0,0,0,1,19,15,8,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,2,0,0,9,3,26,15,6,36,0,0,0,0,0,14,1,2,18,80,14,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676413788603699,0.09684925025338444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429813216850187,0.0,0.33432353903123524,0.0,0.0,0.07639464977304382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122457162028033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557883659754932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24178036638343114,0.0,0.21138411394495416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968509992592505,0.0,0.18586696012496276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045562119406755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21519118928471634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4336806700082958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309445306764111,0.0,0.1281889027766058,0.0,0.0,0.10429764359578148,0.07574466535751352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115308746213848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435775872012925,0.20997743750808792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733227723892931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421856305161207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888456920914632,0.0,0.3505557339073108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3976999820768752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035757131270869
anxiety,coraline4ever,2019/04/10,"I feel alone I feel like no one understands me. I feel like I am constantly letting people down and that I am never going to escape this feeling. I have never personally met someone else who is just always anxious. It is in my throat always. It just stays there. I am extroverted, so I think people think I am just over exaggerating and maybe seeking attention? I don’t know. I have missed work doing to anxiety related issues and I am at a new job. I am on medication and I am in therapy. I am just tired. I am always tired. I just want to be okay again.",0.7371428571428567,3.180211285714286,3.649642857142858,83.14535714285716,87.92857142857143,6.771428571428572,21.392857142857142,7.957251820313856,1.4164392857142856,432,15,86,10,14,153,66,112,0.177,0.732,0.091,-0.807,1,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,0,1,1,17,4,1,0,2,21,29,5,0,1,5,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,9,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,1,4,19,3,9,26,0,13,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,7,67,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590697029844473,0.0,0.0,0.38338979863650907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749355366020728,0.17350947364957614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597286986244325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830214224574954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106325938644941,0.21944501577747705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728697137261353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603048143937948,0.15241129362492706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440734039583944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15705300512725456,0.0,0.1500695970431849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542986786832747,0.0,0.0,0.15472263772336955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369113622432293,0.1483351794574418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407445435494596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21295562805886653,0.1341061518733887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301336770285467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637031938070232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17563999872287606,0.0,0.0,0.19682456044432325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35305108262507795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15988937337183876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058952948528544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181308817252543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mintyfresh2807,2019/04/10,"Free writing about a bad day I cried in the shower and screamed silently as the water coasted on my skin. I let my thoughts overcome me as I latched onto my head, willing the pieces of my brain to squeeze back together. I stood there waiting for death to overcome me and take me naked, a full cycle. And yet nothing came.

So like a toy I reassemble myself. I put on a brave face, an acceptable outfit and open the door ready to be broken all over again.",4.648333333333333,5.4194562777777815,4.813333333333336,87.27000000000002,69.55555555555556,7.333333333333332,31.66666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.823666666666668,355,15,72,3,6,111,66,90,0.179,0.705,0.116,-0.7373,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,9,0,3,5,4,0,1,11,8,7,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,6,1,1,2,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,3,3,14,5,13,2,3,13,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,5,51,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23258802085166475,0.25255770046749026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33766709452941923,0.0,0.3459559015369664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322594649756616,0.19507421734104752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104311740081374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30930572424487074,0.0,0.1477761771032902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29023718363193435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040753857630152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22742689722845705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24013489059086085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MeatloafMonday,2019/04/10,"Helping someone with anxiety/depression Hi. I met some random person in a game a couple weeks ago and she invited me to her discord where I talked to her and her friends for a bit and then didn’t talk to her afterwards for a while. 

I remembered her today and asked her how she was doing and she said that she is having trouble in college because her family took away financial aid and student loans so she can’t pay her internet bill and she’s in an online class. She talked about how she is depressed and hates life and herself.

I really want to help this person but I’m only 17 and I don’t know what to do. I understand it’s possible they might be attempting to get money from me or something. 

Advice would be appreciated.",1.9087672413793118,4.413245993103453,3.731961206896553,84.44759698275863,82.17241379310346,7.211206896551722,24.23491379310345,8.278499904357787,1.8396982758620688,579,22,111,13,16,194,95,145,0.066,0.852,0.08199999999999999,0.5017,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,5,4,1,0,5,0,13,1,0,2,0,23,23,17,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,4,11,0,0,3,1,4,1,3,3,0,0,5,1,26,1,15,14,2,12,0,1,0,0,31,5,0,4,6,82,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16507082188600847,0.14974115517548445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15792137050110458,0.0,0.1587098933691763,0.0,0.0,0.10297465480311407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18442152982609367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18691146945529227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909884177168811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592467488741383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051045639020833,0.0,0.08825594844911892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16677772421967474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22645272779224884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283634996024187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931619334423332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17920193420039418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847450402011595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294996278493166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904367103575392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821719999892453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191358245252104,0.0,0.16068564486002576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312896870792466,0.13004614041753154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4073247398490588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601204370524411,0.0,0.18768105709936905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17585610151511727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963589923091748,0.0,0.13550084386646058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999894041149553,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hillahhree09,2019/04/10,"Repetitive thoughts about leaving and not loving my fiance of 7 years... help needed For the last 5 days I have been having terrible panic attacks. Been having thoughts of whether I want to be with my SO or if I even love him. After day 4, I confronted him with these thoughts, I told him that I was questioning whether I love him or not. He asked me if I want to leave him... I said yes. As soon as the words left my mouth, I IMMEDIATELY regretted it. I then told him 'no, I want to make it work!' As soon as I said that the thoughts immediately came back with force 'do you really want to stay, do you really love him???' I cant quiet the negative thoughts. He is an amazing man, I love him dearly why do I keep having these negative thoughts? Why is this happening? Is my head trying to tell my heart something? Am I just unwilling to believe what my gut is telling me? Or am I just fight or flight and running from the only good thing in my life? Help... please.",2.3055379457482488,4.137568953367879,3.572362084730265,89.67135019811035,77.08290155440416,7.235476988722953,24.824443767144164,8.124751697461798,1.3290666869856749,740,26,162,13,17,241,106,193,0.111,0.674,0.215,0.9732,0,0,1,0,1,0,31.0,0,2,0,1,8,14,3,1,6,1,18,10,4,1,0,34,43,16,0,8,12,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,9,6,0,1,7,0,0,2,6,6,0,0,14,3,37,8,20,28,0,15,0,1,0,5,29,2,0,7,10,113,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661558114738976,0.1175722379880242,0.0,0.07946753530177325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643678355600795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820154244220135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330065062036942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682597802541309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668263836072547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138949305401732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606393308190018,0.0,0.0,0.12246680283285198,0.1385427559844204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185964479374213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424167436908164,0.0,0.21885929874496154,0.11228691896243607,0.0,0.07299710814102127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4663739319800743,0.0,0.06898498709829112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766305599726369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786001212447643,0.0,0.12125554629107024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134440735931494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157723962826495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13241358829223515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966135034280985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956164129367774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015425039761301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180659829024758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686592164277576,0.0,0.0,0.4922762872827491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19750515245774025,0.0,0.07016589228340864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438271723907189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18650935368816784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523791458098195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655213954130479
anxiety,butchwherewolf,2019/04/10,"Anxiety causing dissociation-like feelings? I'm a college senior who just got finished a week long spring break and am currently being hit with exams and projects(some of which I forgot about). On top of this, I'm coming down from a cold and traveling because of the break. Recently, however, I noticed that I started to feel these spacey feelings, like something's pushing me(not too forecfully) out of my body, like a movie. On top of that, these odd thoughts of 'what if this is all a dream/movie/game/etc' have been suddenly occupying my mind as the day goes on, which then results in those dissociative states. 

I've never really experienced these feelings before and to have them happening so suddenly for the past week(with the dissociative feelings happening more towards nighttime), I'm just really confused and taken aback. These feelings dont happen after waking up and starting my day, but often take place around 6pm-10pm, up until I go to sleep. These past 3 days have felt like a weird cycle of these feelings.

I'm guessing it's the stress of things happening in my life, but I never thought my anxiety would result in something so sudden and strange. Does this sound normal?

Ps I have undiagnosed anxiety(for personal reasons), and adhd, along with respective adhd meds and other daily meds",8.870792440318304,9.228715237068966,8.357931034482759,66.92632625994698,60.42241379310346,11.276392572944298,38.96684350132625,10.891193690592663,4.552497612732094,1053,49,163,24,13,334,144,232,0.059,0.872,0.069,0.306,2,0,2,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,1,2,9,7,0,2,11,0,10,4,3,4,3,44,38,17,0,3,5,0,8,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,19,15,0,1,11,1,0,4,3,3,0,0,7,11,12,4,32,28,2,44,0,0,0,0,3,15,0,4,25,107,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602505953103989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16565988824496425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638754909969413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06600332783839456,0.0,0.09213390054399516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202689208318077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112280700870618,0.0,0.09326917370717852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094849126947668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475202827507673,0.0,0.12689728752871185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075505009748763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3832290307343113,0.07735155601545861,0.1039608109550872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0615350777654019,0.0,0.08659726797554491,0.0,0.11927692582573594,0.0,0.3829882776924091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647771037238325,0.15869282973837262,0.0,0.0,0.09581981217309916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405378416636154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932670672054652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16701643864938134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608633875657128,0.0,0.12327160494880965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20672114242815576,0.0,0.09454140010334837,0.11312414612739642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872724978663628,0.11132455238473722,0.10690832648757362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835301894481557,0.0,0.0,0.16671049893797082,0.0,0.0,0.1532749556582401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402844525479448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140919280147929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193298203283263,0.0,0.0,0.1719162319383515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17370306581162048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691532852800971,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rahhumilovedogs,2019/04/10,"people randomly come to my door So I don't answer my phone like 99% of the time because it gives me massive anxiety. Why do people then seem to come ring my dang door bell / knock on my door? Ive been ignoring people all week because the phone is just so awkward I tell people to just text me(not ignoring it completely just ignoring phone calls). However, they come to my door? I just blocked a family member from my phone due to repeated calls and now banging on my door. I was watching youtube and petting my dog and now, they could have took 1 half sec to text me. Now i'm just pissed the F off and feel like i'm going to throw up(happens with my anxiety will repeatedly vomit and faint). They know I won't answer the phone. Stalkers. Anyone else have this issue?... Grumpy as hell now. Turned off phone completely. Giving me more anxiety not having phone off. Thanks asshole.",2.742470588235296,5.1749203058823525,3.6500000000000017,86.70500000000001,78.29411764705883,7.294117647058822,24.117647058823533,8.313332769828598,1.6440588235294111,692,24,134,14,17,221,97,170,0.14800000000000002,0.7929999999999999,0.059,-0.9344,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,3,0,11,9,2,1,5,0,12,3,1,0,1,27,26,9,0,1,6,0,1,2,0,2,2,1,6,0,3,9,0,4,5,0,0,6,3,6,0,1,3,3,21,3,16,20,2,21,1,0,1,0,15,5,3,2,12,77,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312326208170219,0.0,0.0,0.10091781206531464,0.14788155886539672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759625740358513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29475098042239783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729785547456559,0.3026512797836937,0.0,0.0,0.11523452780437925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205679049575839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606002317905694,0.0,0.07297680381292078,0.10310827762718383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27690601221678257,0.08202518745424345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762917676915905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506414100947287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793191447659179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14102318633674288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4002367142834608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313912055186186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614943186115699,0.13287825091656724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841590832074959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16035422487270065,0.0,0.156987914898439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115771581445745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023398246064782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LilithintheWoods,2019/04/10,"My name is Julia, I'm a few weeks away from being 20, and I have recently started cutting and I want to stop (Possible Trigger for Cutting/Self-Harm, so please be careful) Hi, everyone. I have never done something like this before, but I really need help. I have had depression and anxiety for a very long time, but recently, I feel as if my anxiety is out of of control. I don't know 100% where my anxiety is coming from, but I know there are some things that really exacerbate it. Some things within my relationship make me feel anxious (cheating problems in the past on his part and I get anxious when he goes back to his home state because he cheated there, issues with my family, fearing going home again, agoraphobia, and even stuff that seems as trivial as body image and having trouble loving myself). I have never, ever cut before in all my years of dealing with anxiety and depression, but I cut myself last week for the first time on my hips with a small razor Korean razor I normally use to shave my face. I don't even know why I started cutting. I literally just was sitting in my dorm room with the razor in my hand after shaping my eyebrows and I just... I just cut myself. It made me feel better, but I KNOW I should not be doing this.

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I do see a therapist and I aim to get onto medications as soon as the semester is over (13 more school days, thank goodness), but I don't want to cut myself. I know it's bad for me. I also want to make it clear that I have no intention on committing suicide. I love life, I love the people in my life, and I love where my life is going. Still, I feel so much anxiety and depression and I feel the need to cut myself. I want to stop. I feel very embarrassed and ashamed to talk about this. The only people I have told are my boyfriend (who encouraged me to come here to ask for help) and a close friend who used to struggle with self-harm. Now, I have told you lovely people. 

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If anyone can or if anyone is comfortable doing so, could you please help me a little? I would really like to find ways to cope, alternatives to cutting, and even possibly a path to stop cutting. I don't want to keep hurting myself. Please help me. 

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Thank you, 

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Julia",3.7866559226430283,5.3413245981735145,5.0327477840451245,81.92516518936345,72.42465753424658,8.075315605694335,26.809293580445875,8.671277953709913,1.99792484555466,1746,61,335,32,34,579,200,438,0.183,0.627,0.19,0.7981,0,0,1,0,0,6,78.0,0,3,0,3,23,37,11,4,14,0,33,13,4,8,6,84,79,35,1,15,14,0,7,2,1,2,4,0,4,0,15,24,0,5,13,0,0,4,8,22,0,1,6,8,67,15,52,67,7,54,0,4,1,5,28,20,0,7,29,240,82,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04796916740829983,0.0,0.25997047056032224,0.2915484067599657,0.0,0.0,0.2294379038932768,0.1355296480517202,0.0,0.0838843875050058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056076924378118766,0.0,0.05635692408368721,0.04612397829326122,0.05008411805347331,0.036565677665624886,0.0,0.10208389848515292,0.0,0.0,0.05305095606650281,0.0,0.06662867974014879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0611576656819274,0.0,0.0,0.10334177544096453,0.0,0.0,0.0672771344955146,0.04789232736260063,0.0,0.0,0.038684704970045315,0.06184084984540225,0.15499234312088095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06138443788354984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885655988153168,0.0542589443674957,0.0,0.057317263774284824,0.0,0.0,0.05654755822939026,0.06749865442454504,0.1819782166687646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05482427133163598,0.05102234303651885,0.0,0.0,0.046343474415935934,0.0,0.06267830796295899,0.0,0.06818055672004966,0.050311716790636375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16082399046221338,0.0,0.12033764615672125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06421409157486009,0.0,0.0,0.06260769115024173,0.0,0.05331651782584861,0.0,0.0,0.164828134398208,0.04889494993436394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710537775891648,0.058610285774952,0.060119706660263776,0.0,0.05308393501735119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27068942095039195,0.05675829255206333,0.08007954532374892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06042754956029834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04409512739699061,0.08895472273945022,0.09252668707048692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05877156493073923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045620520032163527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06495680531473925,0.05726149656578845,0.12475601784606816,0.0,0.0,0.1975331926945818,0.0,0.13524585015506482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05739656817429874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528182135505845,0.0,0.11845388813386502,0.06440034650989239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06070699049850501,0.04779946618087503,0.05460716286308489,0.125152747034534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046178598619805715,0.0,0.0,0.08491394004457943,0.0,0.04790328418600444,0.15044788041357127,0.0,0.06270828017243635,0.06866730645062616,0.06561273870075107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048212851246527584,0.0,0.11045037999494768,0.0,0.0696460244425493,0.07970138235998746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06995428263223319,0.0,0.0,0.11463452754856965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361379956125648,0.0,0.09898613162639744,0.17690052868680434,0.04761249157143023,0.09623106170570678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05412621234781945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04261089861085488,0.0,0.2915484067599657,0.0386277166885373
anxiety,MatGreenGER,2019/04/10,"Scared of people, depressed and addicted to gaming since 13 years Before you start reading: my english is a bit rusty. Please excuse. 

I'm writing here because I don't know where else to go tbh. So, I'm addicted to computer games (and nothing but computer games, no console, no smartphone games or something like that) since 13 years and I've got anxiety since that time. Don't know what was first and I'm not even sure if it's really anxiety (I don't want a diagnosis btw). 

I got bullied in school for several years, was never part of the class and never met with anyone. Besides gaming, I had one hobby: archery. I was in an archery club but, surprise, rarely talked to somebody there. 

In general, I'm not good at talking. I have no idea how to do smalltalk and getting close to someone is impossible unless the other person does it himself. Obviously, because I always hid from others, I never had a girlfriend (I'm 26 now).   
I got a depression once and was in therapy, but I'm not sure if it's healed. Sometimes, I think it never has. Then, I'm feeling totally down, powerless, only sadness. Sometimes.   


Now comes the point that bugs me: normally, I'd count my life so far as a total failure. BUT somehow I managed to finish school (after a school change and 2 yrs of repeating) and an apprenticeship. I'm working in a truck workshop for three years now and I'm integrated in the team. There, I can make jokes. I like everyone (nearly). I can talk to customers, colleagues and suppliers totally free. No one there know's I've got huge problems and they couldn't imagine.  I still can't believe it and have no explanation for it.

But those issues try to catch up. I'm gaming all day, besides my work I have no routine. Especially my sleep rythm is a problem and I'm starting to be late for 30 minutes, 1 hour or more. Sometimes I even pretend to be sick, so I don't have to admit I'd be late again. Outside of my job, I'm as communicative and social like a stone, hiding at home, playing games.

I'm somehow close to my supervisor and totally trust him (huge achievement of mine I think) and he's the only one who's aware of my situation. No one else is. (Well, now you are.) 

This is totally fucked up. It's like I'm living two different lives, and the one is trying to destroy the other. 

My biggest fear: I don't think the german healthcare system is suitable for me. They'd have to deal with different issues simultanously, while even I'm not sure what exact the problem is. I've already had an inpatient therapy and yeah... They were kind and all, but not very helpful. 

I mean, I'm not suicidal or something. Never was. But I'm confused of myself and I really don't want to live like this anymore. I'd like to live healthier and if necessary, I'd try to achieve that myself. But I have really no idea how. Fighting an addiction is getting more and more difficult, although there are moments like this right now where my addiction seems to be beatable. As I've said, I don't want a diagnosis. A remote diagnosis would be impossible anyway. But, right now I'd be thankful for anythink you want to write. Anything you have to say. Thank you. :)",2.57329268292683,4.879839764227643,4.19839430894309,83.21856707317076,78.1869918699187,7.091869918699187,27.97357723577236,8.131152278815165,2.101791869918699,2465,109,467,46,60,823,269,615,0.184,0.7120000000000001,0.103,-0.994,5,0,2,0,2,0,104.0,0,5,3,6,27,33,3,3,24,1,48,9,1,3,17,99,95,50,1,13,22,0,1,7,1,1,7,2,1,1,21,28,0,0,13,13,1,3,28,13,1,8,15,3,48,21,54,71,12,58,0,3,0,1,36,23,1,10,38,300,69,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27487990021087644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956324163394001,0.0,0.05245209363897123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644674272207647,0.0,0.0625160751604456,0.04407715444359135,0.0,0.05187433688746168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685392096144937,0.0,0.05364010984124398,0.07102146438884327,0.0,0.0,0.0688204184997936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668511795335652,0.05430106283263388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04065385148023403,0.06498870101176042,0.10858788941157048,0.0,0.0,0.1317211490698352,0.0,0.0,0.05516437678581517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531917129388864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490665074522014,0.0,0.0,0.060234853297640265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093450174212049,0.031873559153065716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05361950563113629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0582769794422659,0.06586878780467847,0.0,0.03582555726976409,0.052872706763717435,0.20166678882510908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042252581658384435,0.0,0.06323156397501888,0.0,0.062079054705931565,0.0,0.0,0.14232290529447664,0.0,0.13158915284545386,0.06255480563084137,0.0,0.0,0.06564366030693125,0.10393097479912283,0.0,0.14221766795005922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04452511790513625,0.21557792653036836,0.0,0.22265240659620994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04207789544623928,0.0,0.0,0.06866611310500684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24309130682490385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061763181955382634,0.06048600126784294,0.0,0.0,0.06713268027339632,0.21357857113039885,0.09588543313305486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06826326626868917,0.0,0.04370213520396698,0.05504174962903074,0.0,0.06919603914467158,0.059590635573906335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809545834592675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06305437108182528,0.0,0.12114994924656727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766704053105014,0.05996291938692901,0.050129800865354616,0.06311134655020034,0.19139137631649694,0.0,0.05738680159282095,0.0,0.07121422002997596,0.0,0.15643534840737128,0.07085658017366214,0.06308283708291451,0.0642586014035951,0.05341131013939534,0.0970584054503504,0.18703654114374474,0.0,0.08923626818006945,0.0,0.05034167902330488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895258827531943,0.0,0.17823576245176062,0.0,0.0,0.15200101142293804,0.0,0.11607257565301153,0.1441773207194113,0.0,0.0,0.12117529314071185,0.0,0.0,0.036757563728859334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283945915009018,0.0,0.06157829442747944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05201238444054942,0.14872416011603462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05667811422545632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178382823558036,0.0,0.0,0.044779898021876416,0.0,0.0,0.16237584942083266
anxiety,delasrio,2019/04/10,"Seeking validation for literally everything I wrote a whole long vent post and then accidentally deleted the whole thing wow :/

Does anybody else enter into those periods of anxiety where they can't make a single decision without telling someone else about it? Every time I skip a lecture I have to tell someone, or ask their opinion. Every time I go to the supermarket I have to announce it to someone, normally over text or something. I hate being this needy but I just end up splurging all the stupid minutia of my day at people and need constant support and reassurance that I'm not doing anything wrong.",7.493688311688312,8.615339018181821,7.7022077922077905,67.83045454545457,63.36363636363636,9.922077922077923,40.259740259740255,9.957137785484203,4.4357922077922085,492,27,76,10,7,160,84,110,0.117,0.774,0.109,0.2803,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,3,6,2,0,6,0,5,0,0,1,1,17,13,7,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,0,10,3,13,11,4,16,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,3,8,54,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250025908698509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13446646983763638,0.0,0.15275943330048344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17658023015382338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538120045197034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14299477260353646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730039171553737,0.0,0.14472626001205474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753475841964071,0.0,0.14685577832964006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286549968787408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16132630155184494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460621584614616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109072547204368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116100504597528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600999172576853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132828330508242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15649458364732236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.415351641376851,0.125795354042715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18542740693923865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856422615714904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855746938332066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19056281510352488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3648664782955439,0.0,0.15751433726324046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17865516193647002,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shygurrrl,2019/04/10,Anyone else's anxiety making them feel suicidal all the time? My anxiety is giving me massive anxiety at this point.,5.127142857142856,7.980685761904766,7.0478571428571435,63.23464285714289,72.33333333333333,11.81904761904762,34.3095238095238,11.20814326018867,5.630123809523813,95,5,13,4,2,33,19,21,0.35600000000000004,0.556,0.08900000000000001,-0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,8,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6751381045552982,0.0,0.0,0.2056967100208477,0.3014210227990201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245748702596032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14874567873547814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28220318362194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19636668399203056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780941247305503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217839430584541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17153806825447948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,steelburgh0730,2019/04/10,"HIV worry So I had unprotected sex with a female (I’m a male) and my anxiety has caused extreme over the past month. In short, this led to me getting a test today (a month and 5 days a part and it was negative. Should I still worry since there’s a chance it didn’t show up - sometimes take three months - or do you think I’m fine? Thanks in advance!",1.1403131115459892,3.0289077671232896,2.7018003913894333,94.2664383561644,80.91780821917807,5.815264187866927,20.01761252446184,6.868970318607317,0.13030097847358135,269,7,62,3,7,88,58,73,0.193,0.7170000000000001,0.091,-0.821,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,7,0,6,2,0,2,0,9,12,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,0,5,2,6,8,1,14,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,1,7,37,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17415607620619936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23386523383024996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468191678980678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894076777251042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5451381013781811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465290639546433,0.2173232362737929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18831924362018126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251574232813562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818062288240221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17116884160219256,0.0,0.0,0.2095948889546956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14587265462718993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157910945806328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4623910638810661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,creeestole,2019/04/10,"mental health VS behavioral health i finally scheduled an appointment (next week)with my GP for my self-diagnosed anxiety (and to see if anything else could be causing these feelings). i was then contacted by the Dr office to notify me that my GP wants send a referral to Behavioral Helath dept. 

my question is... and i’ve googled and still am confused...

what is the difference between MH and BH?",5.449483568075117,7.868340169014091,5.6447183098591545,75.66923708920191,69.84507042253522,10.367136150234742,37.18544600938967,10.504223727775694,4.7221248826291085,316,18,52,10,6,100,56,71,0.025,0.975,0.0,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,6,3,0,1,0,12,9,6,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,7,0,6,6,0,6,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,5,33,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778395517321756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913036886077935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388115835870652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18560904464890127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23595300306767714,0.0,0.24288254266636397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19419955182604764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754423865250364,0.0,0.0,0.2546604355950965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.494211251494872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342759229783836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472353693148488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604205375631451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18524915662144,0.0,0.2425177798981376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18565150835105065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711732102242255,0.0,0.18647408063419496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,eastsidelovers,2019/04/10,"Can't eat when anxious Hey guys. I've never posted anything on this subreddit. I don't deal with anxiety on a day to day basis but when it happens, it's intense. The biggest issue is that I won't physically be able to eat. I'm currently going through a hard time and haven't eaten since Monday. I mean I was able to have some small snacks, but really really not much. I feel really sick and nauseous, I had to skip work today. How do I get my appetite back? What are some foods that are super easy to digest? 

Thanks!",1.8657547169811328,3.8734116132075513,3.9062641509433966,85.9363773584906,79.09433962264151,6.881509433962264,21.92075471698113,7.908726449838941,1.1138294339622643,405,12,82,7,10,138,75,106,0.061,0.772,0.16699999999999998,0.8831,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,3,0,12,7,0,1,1,12,20,7,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,6,3,6,0,2,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,3,2,8,2,9,15,3,16,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,10,51,14,1,0.3636620957275109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910025392230888,0.20541732793597775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496314593825188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981685204647004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23453196672969556,0.1874598261730131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3721171122709706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193924121160238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21987082483499112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949992177090726,0.0,0.1033387747991146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18004132482173948,0.16079259511966162,0.0,0.1628849036283262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18978437278042332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19806731672189729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366674192837427,0.0,0.14023931364106107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17414388110941809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494568759348044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15041252178310102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16740559910121866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602714625590834,0.0,0.1723545724284669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237516844214206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Needapurpose44,2019/04/10,Maybe I'm just a looser I think I was born in the wrong generation. Already dropped out of college once and in my current program dropped two courses. Barely can hold down a job for more than 4 months. I'm a failure to my parents. I really hate myself. I don't need mental help I've done that for years now. I just want a purpose.,0.08289855072463936,2.4107306231884067,2.1072463768115948,93.6098550724638,90.59420289855072,4.22608695652174,23.608695652173914,5.82211442006289,0.4288956521739133,259,11,55,2,9,86,53,69,0.198,0.782,0.02,-0.9072,3,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,10,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,8,0,9,8,1,11,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,33,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950782794618763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27363907966754725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26399831988185457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792299899447964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653493998274917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686353537785709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26947240751214635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134330404229362,0.0,0.0,0.19827084275563736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847681523379871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969117589522254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17130080840055265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17133664357491288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26120716552392675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15771716588621576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923556923809573,0.0,0.17219434124919678
anxiety,comosedicewaterbed,2019/04/10,"Turning in my notice tomorrow And I am so fucking anxious and uncomfortable right now.

​

I've been at this job for almost two years. I am close friends with a lot of my co-workers. I have grown tremendously during my time with this company, but it's time for me to move on. I've got a summer of adventure planned, and then a fresh start when I return. I've been saving my money diligently to make this happen. At the end of the day I'll be fine.

​

But I am dreading this. I'm sure my boss has no idea. Furthremore, I'm giving them six weeks notice. I am staying through Memorial Day to ensure completion of a project. I also have a replacement lined up. I feel like I'm doing everything right, but I still feel guilty. I feel like people will be mad at me. But I have to do this. It's the right thing to do for myself and my health.",1.715578093306288,3.8141213218390817,3.2534888438133898,89.96686612576069,80.0344827586207,6.392968221771468,23.453684922244765,7.5105763829236425,1.031800946585531,666,23,140,10,17,219,100,174,0.107,0.746,0.146,0.7169,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,1,5,10,2,1,8,0,16,2,0,2,1,21,29,12,0,0,4,0,3,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,4,0,1,2,1,3,0,2,3,3,21,7,21,23,1,28,0,0,0,1,3,10,1,2,17,92,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129840198762305,0.0,0.0,0.10369259950595028,0.0,0.2809827160197981,0.3151129549679055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14648390076265774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595069009048028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672456636706476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484420040042465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653403076293638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966866985539582,0.18526459240449855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017841859590904,0.11987267809399615,0.0,0.12438593842385208,0.0,0.0,0.10370449142371622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466182908493301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782722794282454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463753610348731,0.0,0.0,0.12867194131169934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669498384372302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023606332962717,0.0,0.0,0.0865520152892768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781277096990086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952476307176739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989299094534098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33219814962350397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177715242136324,0.13820503221967265,0.1035501829714816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222071927411431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614328711170043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121674618549116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410376680486006,0.12666330918532512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040089861947002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439725086659856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151129549679055,0.08349964305865308
anxiety,aresetbuttonplease,2019/04/10,my girlfriend said that I’m “too nice” what does that mean. I don’t understand. I thought girls liked niceness? am I supposed to be a dickhead? am I overreacting? probably? I hate my life.,-0.07833333333333314,1.4703072777777777,1.5705555555555577,91.81750000000002,115.11111111111113,5.133333333333334,26.722222222222214,6.6274283507984215,1.737955555555556,146,8,29,3,8,47,28,36,0.195,0.5760000000000001,0.229,-0.3736,0,0,0,0,0,1,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,3,10,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,7,3,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,17,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32070042475738164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618133200970913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25884864574816363,0.1790387633543096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3991933367563502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3951167143300668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485969540043015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909362976656197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38150826344595024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NEETtopia,2019/04/10,"Fear of going to hell Im a saved Christian but Im always afraid Ill mess up and God will send me to hell. Its horrible and no matter how much I pray it never goes away. I am diagnosed with Severe Anxiety and OCD/OCPD so those are of course the main reason for this. Anyway this anxiety is all I ever think about, its horrible.",-0.607326203208558,1.548928,1.9179679144385064,92.3222192513369,99.88235294117644,5.413903743315508,15.005347593582888,6.980632752743323,0.12904117647058833,256,6,54,5,11,87,54,68,0.401,0.505,0.095,-0.9832,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,2,2,2,0,4,2,0,2,3,13,6,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,0,0,4,1,9,5,3,6,4,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,38,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20867388758654049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3837009231204698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356215279625237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545423225831676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268501268543055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822037637701593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425273576664527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5417834291575835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18435642934580307,0.0,0.19342148049532126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578495854882676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833165868913413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16069342355938382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CrystalDragon2,2019/04/10,"Any advice on how to stop worrying about safety of myself and loved ones? I sometimes have anxiety/panic whenever my family talks about going somewhere, or the possibility of us traveling somewhere like another country. The fact that recently there's been those plane crashes with the Boeng flights certainly hasn't helped. So I basically try to stop my family from going anywhere because I'm worried something will happen (I mean, day travel I'm okay with, it's just the ""flying to another country"" prospect.)

The whole ""everybody dies eventually"" thing never helps, because I'm hoping that in the future within my lifetime there will be a point where people won't die, or at least be able to live for hundreds of years. Not to mention though I was raised Catholic I consider myself agnostic nowadays and feel terrified there's nothing after death, or my consciousness will just be lost and I'd never see where humanity goes beyond that. 

There's also the matter that I'm slightly solipsistic, meaning that as far as I know I might be the only person that actually exists. After all, I can't prove otherwise, and the fact that I've tried to have Murphy's Law work for me and have it succeed, as far as I know I'm the only one that exists. Ergo my thoughts might effect others, and if something happens to those I care about it might in part be my fault. And I feel like if I don't worry about it, then something bad will happen because I'll be ""too comfortable"" or ""off-giard"" or the like. I'm not really sure how to explain it. 

I'm not sure if anyone will really be able to give sufficient advice on this, but I wanted to vent it out here.",7.470294117647061,7.146651098726117,7.923083551892095,71.1561427500937,63.49044585987261,10.827725739977515,34.39415511427501,10.328600350310266,3.578441588609966,1311,50,227,27,17,434,170,314,0.065,0.843,0.093,0.7490000000000001,0,0,3,0,0,0,37.0,1,0,0,4,20,15,0,0,12,1,24,1,0,3,9,54,51,26,3,5,14,0,2,3,0,9,0,0,0,2,19,10,0,2,11,2,0,4,9,3,0,2,4,3,23,12,36,31,4,28,1,1,1,1,10,13,0,12,14,157,42,2,0.19205659791497912,0.0,0.09370976753385096,0.0,0.0,0.1876754847029842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679379598223557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06530253624177679,0.20138808863711236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06714521940023936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017961852477667,0.17561387922611704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790725073779558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061930308604618865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993244268094096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18105386791474826,0.0,0.09710958656090267,0.06860263596259193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211909455343607,0.10915019054111842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547525228893416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873148920307625,0.0,0.0,0.0953777683435983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554928350012084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074372888167186,0.0,0.08479474729945673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482623199088087,0.0,0.08666928900424142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20920593845039828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056125499029388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481258882257295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921417427472561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301425212110112,0.14606769711609746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398928988154144,0.0,0.06657393140667991,0.0838482066655205,0.0,0.0,0.09077778160408022,0.10825747855751833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303637451458893,0.0,0.09481636028021476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652212144334124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22178182816706468,0.09497444310620352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16056791558210418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18101107063839306,0.0,0.0,0.07718390921471564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379693485565915,0.0,0.09434731616342902,0.07623574290716434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303938230580828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551021999326473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05663997873256209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072121664177769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699097453325731,0.2925641967476644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06183907611717013
anxiety,EmiDree,2019/04/10,"Do other people not want to listen to music or watch movies while they’re anxious because they’re worried that they’ll always be reminded of being anxious whenever they listen to it again? Sorry for lengthy title, basically I listen to music when I’m anxious because it cheers me up/takes my mind off my anxiety on bad days. Although, I’ve been scared of doing that now because I keep thinking, “What if the next time I listen to <song title>, all I’ll be thinking of is when I was anxious? I don’t want to be reminded of that.” I tend to put memories to songs I listen to, and I don’t want them to be ruined due to anxiety. Is this normal? Do other people worry about this?",4.723129084967318,5.457978845588241,6.181274509803924,77.66045751633989,69.36764705882354,8.103267973856209,30.552287581699343,8.167268648758528,2.3179748366013064,537,21,97,7,9,183,77,136,0.231,0.746,0.022,-0.9675,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,3,0,5,4,0,1,1,0,15,0,0,0,1,13,28,7,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,10,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,7,14,1,19,20,1,12,0,1,1,0,8,2,0,2,9,69,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236644359869657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22500236091263195,0.6645477985076013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227897027369579,0.2689408658136167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484210980149954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13071447854619167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484895793636613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15640092784512702,0.0,0.14408845094419756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20390701272620254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14783681573895455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14723360865685273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16462262941894562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884613640746596,0.0,0.0,0.08575238921466204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602209743408712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29869495025531606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,weezerluva369,2019/04/10,"Hi, my name is Kate, and I have a panic disorder. FML So frustrated, guys. 

Official diagnoses: PTSD, OCD, ADHD, PD, Depression

It's been literally years since I've had a severe panic attack. I have grown so much and my anxiety was manageable. I had a somewhat normal life. 

Until fucking Sunday. 

I need to write this all out to process it, feel free to skip the background or anything else. If you read all of it, bless you <3 

**Background (feel free to skip this part)**

I flew to NYC for my bachelorette party (flying used to be a major phobia, was super proud of myself).   
I had a fun night and felt toally in-control and awesome. I even had 2 drinks, which is more than I've drunk in 5 years. Didn't take a xanax, nothing. 

The next day, in the Uber to my brother's house to visit my nieces (he lives a few miles from the airport and my flight didn't leave for 2 more hours), the panic started. I was in a cramped car with my SIL and sister, driving through NYC traffic for a 1/2 hour, and I felt the panic mounting. Also felt a little ""off"" physically, since I'm not used to drinking and was probably dehydrated and over-caffeinated. Took 1/2 of a .5 mg xanax. Waited 15 mins, it was getting worse. Took another 1/2. Kept getting worse. 

Took a full pill once I got to the house, and then went to the bathroom, where it just... peaked. I was lying on the floor, feeling trapped and scared of nothing in particular. I had a flight in a few hours, which didn't help, but I just felt... ungrounded. There were children running around, everyone was talking about my wedding (30 days away), and I just couldn't deal. It was awful, top 3 worst experiences of my life. My worst panic attack for sure. 

I eventually called my parents from the floor of the bathroom. They told me to tell my SIL and sister. I told them, and they whisked me into their bedroom and turned the lights off. I was just completely panicking, in that place where you're not exactly suicidal, but think ""death would be better than this"". More than anything, the fact that the xanac (my safety net and backup plan) wasn't working made me panic even more. 

After this attack, which in total last 45 mins-ish, I was shaking uncontrollably. I tried taking a short walk, and was too weak, and decided to cancel the flight. There was just no way I could be on a plane in my condition. Lost $200 but didn't even think about it, which shows how bad it was, because I'm really really cheap. 

I scheduled a 1:30 flight for the next day (Monday). I loaded up on xanax (took 4) and just... bulled through it. The flight was only 90 mins. I landed and had to drive an additional 90 mins home, which was just...awful. By this point the xanax had worn off but left me with a ""xanax hangover"" (those of you who take it will understand what I mean). I was void of energy, a total zombie, and tbh probably too tired and delirious to drive. I took a 45 min nap at a rest stop halfway through. 

​

**Now**

Despite \*not\* having panic attacks, or anything beyond a mild anxiety episode, for literally years, I have now had 2 more attacks in 2 days. Every time I think about that panic attack, I just feel panicky. I think about my wedding coming up so soon and feel completely overwhelmed and filled with dread (not about my man), because it's also in NY and I will have to fly there, I will be similarly ungrounded, and I fear that I will have a similarly severe attack. 

I tried getting groceries yesterday and broke down crying in the store because I just couldn't wrap my head around how to pick out a meal. I feel weak, traumatized, and distrustful of my body: as if it could/might betray me at any time. 

Last night, while in bed going to sleep, I felt the anxiety creep up again. It got worse and worse, so I got out of bed and started watching youtube videos about panic attacks. But I just couldn't think or concentrate and it kept escalating. Another 3 xanax and 30 mins later, I was lying on the guest bedroom floor, violently shaking, vaguely paying attention to some belly breathing video. Also (sorry if TMI), running/crawling to the bathroom with diarrhea.   
I finally was able to go to bed and sleep. 

Today, while wedding planning a little at work (figuring out guest list etc) I felt YET ANOTHER attack coming on. So here I am, 2 xanax in, feeling weak and emotional and weepy. I closed the door to my office and am drinking tea. 

  
And you know what's frustrating? This feeling isn't sustainable. I hear people say ""panic attacks can't hurt you"" but the trauma of going through one is what hurts me. It feels like I'm dying. I'm scared of that feeling. I'm scared of feeling so incredibly fucked up that I'd rather die than feel the way I do. 

That I can be so utterly and randomly debilitated by something terrifies me. I feel weak and incapable of completing even basic tasks. 

Up until this point (I moved a year ago and stopped seeing a psych), my GP has been taking care of my psych meds. But I feel like I need a real psychiatrist to talk to. It's so frustrating how hard it is to just get an appointment with a psych doc during a crisis. 

Currently waiting for a callback, after stressing that I need to be seen in the next day or 2 or else probably go to the hospital. 

​

And now I wonder, can I even do this wedding? How the fuck will I be able to function on the biggest day of my life, while literally hundreds of miles from home, and THEN jet off on vacation for an additional week? Facing my social, flight, and panic attack anxieties bundled into one. I feel fucking trapped and sick and miserable. 

  
I'd be surprised if anyone reads this but I needed to say it. I'll update about psych appt in the comments, if nothing else, as a diary for myself.",3.615805116292925,5.440436674796751,4.525198090076142,84.28606629143215,73.3992773261066,7.467560082194227,26.618313032947178,8.210583126925718,1.7428719120084972,4457,160,863,72,91,1442,445,1107,0.253,0.693,0.053,-0.9998,2,2,4,0,0,0,218.0,0,5,4,9,55,67,20,22,65,1,71,35,6,8,7,166,156,87,4,16,33,4,22,2,2,6,19,3,8,3,45,63,6,6,33,10,5,25,15,55,0,2,58,29,99,14,132,80,21,148,1,7,3,4,41,64,4,14,59,552,144,10,0.06932742128883503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04165904401471797,0.0,0.030727287997656325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316167063606092,0.0,0.07511623200176208,0.08424040513033619,0.02357251190749111,0.10904376898584082,0.1060705750569243,0.0,0.0,0.0242376724539938,0.0,0.08557584096238542,0.061716103213916476,0.0,0.4337847258114965,0.03256769721000804,0.0,0.028942750483927717,0.06339202881572054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030657235148420874,0.0,0.038503568151759066,0.0,0.0,0.0353955242031403,0.0,0.035341963217194766,0.0,0.0,0.05971943477092938,0.1090327233179349,0.0,0.03887829900285704,0.05535230467552204,0.0,0.038076458460437036,0.13413135425049974,0.035736763595967766,0.02985580318480403,0.03518293663870697,0.07195091790956762,0.0,0.039727615521555126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018717194571814,0.0,0.0,0.08687124687963466,0.038992008867069695,0.0,0.0,0.038659200306618485,0.11447526979698308,0.0,0.029205671251502818,0.033122661001425975,0.0,0.033907760454820475,0.0,0.039006311560177115,0.2629052044467882,0.04952752362101751,0.19969558928624054,0.03797240066216887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818416770868868,0.07244143247924863,0.0,0.078800742338991,0.0,0.08317120797771492,0.0,0.0,0.03432252335879744,0.0,0.0,0.031051876090747606,0.0,0.0355749676019354,0.0,0.039068521178011545,0.0,0.023234354565292242,0.0,0.06954105616512157,0.0,0.10241031753591588,0.07999453608955809,0.07421643835353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.019050268835822292,0.056511101358059874,0.0,0.0367038645277382,0.037662223039808124,0.0,0.07345201186759391,0.033869876178412466,0.06948428909847885,0.03060869156763945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03783953494047679,0.0,0.0,0.032799641145207684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03775894290676087,0.038503568151759066,0.0,0.0,0.03677271913295667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03684203862650175,0.0254818157813123,0.1028108088822114,0.0,0.0,0.110595748564684,0.06505908851125701,0.033963076628887104,0.09978229574629363,0.0,0.0,0.03691572053517287,0.046978054873079836,0.02636331395170424,0.0,0.4473743530028985,0.038489948497042105,0.03753742067396131,0.0,0.024031452392633133,0.0,0.03621619982869096,0.0,0.06553682172083385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212002869929122,0.0,0.04052002276467484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693461822736185,0.0394548915653886,0.044412921307706466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05513194800782159,0.1041132644648291,0.0,0.027622489457854515,0.0,0.0,0.07832025279046413,0.0,0.05734835929992836,0.0,0.06937748872337397,0.03533528769796835,0.0,0.02668581796975054,0.0,0.03880318610663561,0.049070305614516536,0.0,0.0,0.0579608284738987,0.039707163426727164,0.0,0.0,0.03791647329709324,0.0,0.03267013705419857,0.0,0.1042511858103396,0.05572275515592113,0.03029761096811388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105553060826373,0.0,0.0,0.0404253768698733,0.03984083614792682,0.03285714456960774,0.06624532200285195,0.19256328984635251,0.0470687682836668,0.03770416324604009,0.0,0.03608614526225297,0.0,0.05987663283181596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055028880093235484,0.027805137796157838,0.0,0.0,0.03213360704823125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03759131553897253,0.050471188383874384,0.0,0.14130113020124402,0.024624105491349225,0.0,0.08424040513033619,0.0892891726424364
anxiety,aleciaxo,2019/04/10,"How do I stop feeling so spaced out? Hey guys, so basically I need some advice/tips on how to stop feeling so spaced out and in a world of my own?

I often feel like I’m in a world of my own, very much ‘out of body’ if that’s what you want to call it.
Often when people are taking to me I just go into a daze.

Are there any tips on how to stop feeling like this? Like breathing exercises etc.

Any help is very much appreciated!",-0.14021739130434696,1.818311500000004,2.363217391304349,94.50569565217394,86.17391304347827,4.984347826086957,16.808695652173913,6.2581,-0.526868695652174,326,7,79,3,10,112,57,92,0.085,0.706,0.209,0.8782,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,11,4,0,0,3,0,4,3,2,3,0,22,13,9,0,3,2,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,5,0,3,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,8,3,15,13,6,17,0,0,0,0,5,12,0,4,7,53,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546654668177445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079865140379983,0.0,0.0,0.19119764855409688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20882719948392509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787059372770475,0.2675351267775799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641540829472756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854015700115812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12550609317326894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27443472704197225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752926178074989,0.13883948145115682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981181356267446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4696345524728906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078461920437346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089927721121446,0.11044170299198304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,heatedfloors,2019/04/10,"On Prozac 20mg for GAD, adding 150mg Wellbutrin XL? I am on 20mg of prozac for GAD right now but I am having a few side effects that I know are super common alongside it (muted motivation, lethargy, and lower libido). None of my symptoms are HORRIBLE but I have read that pairing it alongside Wellbutrin XL is a good way to counteract those specifically. My general practitioner doctor prescribed me 150 mg Wellbutrin XL and I just wanted to check with you all if you think that it is a good idea. Thank you!",4.111734693877551,6.023293591836738,4.960969387755104,81.3134948979592,72.26530612244899,7.348979591836735,28.5765306122449,8.07648339933343,2.0062612244897964,404,16,74,6,8,131,63,98,0.106,0.715,0.17800000000000002,0.8378,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,3,2,4,0,0,3,0,8,4,0,2,1,15,12,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,5,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,11,4,9,12,3,7,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,48,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161075164231037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5180752531355078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34863911694991456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697286097541753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089203415053238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26374491061497984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209996512457811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28433540050379075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978901293005217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821599262068475,0.2451402495956146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,oniegillie,2019/04/10,"Rock and a hard place I keep finding myself stuck in a situation where I wanna apologise for/talk about acting strange due to my anxiety acting up, and refusing to do it because I always convince myself that it'll make me look stranger than I already think I am and that people will not want to be around me because I'm strange, even though it isn't true.",32.976338028169025,7.384692549295777,27.390140845070423,25.14746478873241,53.08450704225352,30.65352112676057,87.90140845070421,14.554592549557764,11.745354929577465,285,12,55,4,1,92,53,71,0.215,0.7190000000000001,0.066,-0.7472,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,1,13,13,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,10,2,9,9,0,8,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,1,38,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949866578311696,0.0,0.2224259168402316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044937931731389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23796533655645255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32590317462401963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17655778434492692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443193346068601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394600358688167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376001694572347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22447568314317584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17843357288570466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18532124870981165,0.0,0.2792852993701926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004711292893073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148561476503192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17128344364873474,0.2626337678184901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576681947997797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kristymiss,2019/04/10,"Can I have panic attacks and not realize it? Been having issues with my breathing over the past few months. It’s like I forget to breathe or my breathing gets really shallow. These episodes last days, go away, and come back. Of course, the more I pay attention to it, the more I notice it. 

I went to the doctor and she said that she believes it’s anxiety, but I find myself having these episodes when I’m relaxed or focused on work, not just wine my mind is wandering. 

I don’t have any huge changes going on, just the same stressful stuff that runs in the background (special needs child, oldest going off to college soon, spouse who can only come home a couple times a month, and a big move coming in the next few years).  Been through a lot worse in my life without this issue, so I’m worried as to why it’s happening now. 

I’m actually hoping it’s anxiety, then I’ll know I don’t have some wild, fatal condition.",3.217875457875458,4.957019175824176,4.118923076923078,87.14274358974359,74.27472527472527,6.831355311355313,26.419047619047607,7.554174236665415,1.3941328937728945,718,26,143,9,15,231,118,182,0.14300000000000002,0.7709999999999999,0.086,-0.83,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,7,8,1,2,11,0,12,6,3,0,0,27,28,11,1,2,8,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,1,14,8,1,0,4,2,1,9,5,4,0,0,4,1,15,4,18,24,7,33,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,5,15,94,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.13495243171470442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404287615783437,0.0,0.21158504433502046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15732640168787082,0.1299292976279426,0.10633752996438928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15580702123610246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629393632613946,0.3573773192109584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530167743761418,0.0,0.08918649531401675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154708063116425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639580997191224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225153486057972,0.0,0.2357825233691827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229060482570502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871752315762406,0.1373545374001783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886805293056318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760013222151074,0.11272592686377997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976792868280439,0.067562179699555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757038035909248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396348647432568,0.0,0.22076570981890606,0.14698184434274045,0.0,0.10254130112798876,0.0,0.0,0.1470744445432692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574456452594877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051768211550818,0.0,0.16225513020016055,0.0,0.0,0.13201476395109485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885929949837243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315467645548235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584123010467929,0.0,0.1583105366766288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063881196723731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819748866818828,0.1247864546895786,0.0,0.0,0.1333079490646074,0.0,0.10067776691238092,0.1404416025593571,0.14093072410597351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905511043966904
anxiety,thehiddenkey,2019/04/10,"Hypnic jerks (sleep starts) and insomnia I figured to put this in the anxiety forum. For 5 months ive been having this issue when i try to fall asleep im suddenly jerked out of falling asleep, and some nights it only happens once or even none but lately it happens every night ALL NIGHT. It's driving me insane. Doctors want to wait for a sleep study but i can't get in until may 23rd so i really am going insane and can't wait that long. 

Its not blood pressure or blood sugar as ive been monitoring it consistently and everything is normal. 

I have a whole bedtime routine to minimize anxiety, all the typical methods we know about, i'm also on trazadone but that isn't really helping anymore. Ive been doing keto diet and i thought it helped at first but now not at all. 

Thanks in advance",2.7033333333333367,4.966692369426756,4.350598726114652,82.51324416135881,77.53503184713375,6.989214437367304,25.753290870488318,8.021203637495839,1.7973833545647566,630,24,116,11,15,211,104,157,0.135,0.84,0.025,-0.9292,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,2,6,4,2,1,4,0,15,10,6,0,3,27,27,16,0,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,10,7,2,2,3,0,0,6,6,3,0,1,4,1,11,1,17,22,6,25,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,4,12,79,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683820195932202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24266830352451516,0.0,0.15729582434849693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16234129417589993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475862698863192,0.0,0.13363349245713801,0.0,0.14254601581470608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349112899004381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828657689240905,0.0,0.09014018472895544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28051182637513944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21262226221817684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17132310311133472,0.16554481562561424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716642513899812,0.0,0.17891594489667512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403624710267815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659883510791275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44652662520416997,0.155401480261271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16891160005209585,0.0,0.12062800015010602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944414595617848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20321579783130167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31744369222580743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226306457293857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602429394948266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591648103467495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768394667659804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355069598479401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17707938828470132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,darth_fish_bowl,2019/04/10,"What do you do when the things you are paranoid about actually happen? TRIGGER WARNING.

For the longest time I’ve been terrified of losing the people I love. Naturally, these people have told me that it’s all in my head but I’m experiencing quite the opposite.

Two years ago, a good friend passed away
One year ago my dog passed away 
Six months after that I began to lose contact with old friends 
A few months ago my SO left me for the person they kept telling me not to worry about 
Yesterday my best friend since high school told me that he is afraid to talk to me because I get hurt too easily 

People die. People leave you. People make promises and forget about them the moment it’s most convenient. Friends will forget about you and find people that make them forget you were even there to begin with. I’ve been trying to tell myself that I’m just paranoid, that I’m imagining being abandoned but I don’t know for how long I can keep it up. 

I’m scared of the future",3.9571875000000034,5.590839093750002,4.397833333333335,86.33050000000004,72.125,6.995000000000001,23.21666666666667,7.554174236665415,0.9174516666666658,774,20,153,9,15,244,117,192,0.174,0.662,0.16399999999999998,0.3633,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,5,3,4,11,14,0,2,9,0,12,2,1,4,1,23,28,7,1,0,4,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,12,4,0,3,3,0,0,2,2,6,0,3,7,1,23,8,22,19,4,25,0,4,0,1,21,6,0,1,17,97,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.1090779564049444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972499587286246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21003581902617235,0.0,0.0,0.0681380520816038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173027733610171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160065898685718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382747049939628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021618986387012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34543367168213,0.0,0.05839872368045604,0.0,0.0,0.0937530109613708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884378586161548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471516406149065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809824345658387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965929241382535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935228608774492,0.0,0.0,0.06142956303909512,0.0,0.0,0.11835540900847227,0.12144573519434483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891888130680247,0.0,0.2500991204351944,0.0,0.0,0.1008828553996486,0.0,0.14922365940643667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17843822571675386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729086656828143,0.0,0.07574279943633568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4649514289997837,0.0975991219697625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888830240933028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190799804045803,0.1131240098468956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924628592689244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984189488512713,0.19539556306942746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425948716008618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065177905314843,0.0,0.0,0.2136148953639528,0.0,0.07588905682572393,0.0,0.1091896153197074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135146866697098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396108807748584
anxiety,Burnsy112,2019/04/10,"Dry mouth as a symptom of anxiety Does anyone here experience this? I’ve been having particularly bad anxiety for nearly two months now and it seems like every time I am anxious, my mouth is as dry as the Sahara. Unfortunately I have been anxious a lot lately so my mouth is pretty much always dry. Is this normal?",2.5592142857142868,5.3447233500000015,4.862857142857145,75.46500000000002,82.16666666666666,6.761904761904763,21.904761904761905,7.957251820313856,1.5564761904761908,251,8,43,5,7,87,44,60,0.209,0.705,0.086,-0.7394,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,8,4,3,0,0,4,9,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,4,1,6,7,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18437630676535435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.339023535362421,0.5006555112433763,0.0,0.15493724626079378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850140547820675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19391035421366146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18669475328107488,0.0,0.0,0.21675245598406698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24995730917717965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825514199513384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18838347544135375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17686687559800265,0.0,0.16289032597397005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21710605989136605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254314056800044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20172248237769308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23031145347395346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920788048360834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21645615485999772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pill_Boi,2019/04/10,"Does anyone got an idea why I get Anxiety when closing my eyes? It is worst when I sit without anything to lean on. But I still get Anxiety when I do have something to lean on or even when lying down. Its all not very Bad but it still makes me very uncomfortable. Espacially in Therapy when I get told to close my eyes. Also sometimes I don't get it at all and sometimes worse then normally, wich to me doesnt seem like its situation based. Cause in therapy sometimes its okay and sometimes when I just lay down to relax its worse.

Sorry for phrasing if anything is wrong or hard to understand.",2.8489510489510512,5.087655324786329,3.988951048951048,85.4083216783217,76.94871794871796,7.331468531468532,26.875679875679875,8.296473431620573,1.8988700854700853,471,19,93,9,11,153,70,117,0.224,0.7140000000000001,0.063,-0.9597,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,0,1,1,6,2,2,2,2,20,15,15,0,2,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,3,11,3,15,13,3,19,0,0,2,0,1,9,0,4,10,63,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588131489010433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20257334669224394,0.0,0.0,0.09257810514180703,0.0,0.217910065890254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054960011032884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13601266210162674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586531704752545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744984555359432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766969710237966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058934578192586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860560683110928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494650126212406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468461367189532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837893185126641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972521536696746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053321995664022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14882466919912385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019290307882515,0.5237932980610285,0.14821247584873964,0.0,0.0,0.2114717845317824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028249741871981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651516760064022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378344788094904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21848996634188966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947162819458335,0.0,0.0,0.12763018042020965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698565820059061,0.0,0.14476009579271965,0.0,0.0
anxiety,brooke1001,2019/04/10,"When your apple watch can tell when you are having an anxiety attack... Hi all! I have had anxiety all of my life and I have learned how to best deal with it since it will stay with me for the rest of my life. I have never posted on here, but this year has been so hard on me. I started college and am going to school out of state. I have transitioned well except for one thing. my roommate. We live in a shoebox of a dorm together and we do not get along at all. It is hard for me because I do not have a safe space anymore. I do not have anywhere to go to be alone. It is so hard to sleep and live in the same space as someone who brings so much anxiety to you. I am moving out in 20 days. Yes, I have been counting the days down since I came back from Christmas break. I have just reached my breaking points in many aspects. Today me and my roommate are fighting and it is over text and I am just so done. My apple watch notified me that my heart rate was over 120 for over 10 minutes of inactivity. I guess I am having an anxiety attack. Sorry for ranting, but living with her is physically hurting me. I usually only get anxiety attacks for speeches in school or tests or a new social environment.  I am going home for Easter so maybe these 20 days will go by fast...

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anxiety,SavingEngine,2019/04/10,"Need some advice on dealing with anxiety I have anxiety... it causes me to procrastinate through escape type of behaviors, occasionally eat more, and the worst symptom is insomnia.  The insomnia can be so bad at times.  I've always had anxiety caused insomina even as a stress free kid.

My doc prescribed a low hydroxyzine since he also suspected that I had allergies (I ended up with a GERD/acid reflux diagnosis from my allergist).  Hydroxyzine was awesome and helped me fall asleep, but it made me gain weight. I stopped taking it because I don't have allergies and the weight gain wasn't something I care for.

I tried natural methods like exercise, but found that fitting exercise after work didn't work since it affected my sleep.  Fitting it in before work, didn't work because well I'm too sleep deprived from prior night's insomnia!  Seems like a cycle that I can't get out of.  I tried  doing relaxing things like a bath, etc, but can't ever seem to take the time to do so.  I feel like I shouldn't relax until I have everything that I want to be done, done.  And of course, I can't ever seem to have everything done since anxiety saps my productivity.  I've also tried relaxing activities like music, and that didn't work since I happen to be driven/perfectionist, and stay up super late trying to improve on something. LOL  I did enjoy it tremendously though!

I would like some tips.  I'm also open to trying medications to take when I'm feeling anxious.  I'm a little hesitant becoming dependent on medication though.  I also would like to avoid stuff that makes you feel tired.

For the record, I don't do any caffeine, stimulants, etc.  Anyone with anxiety can probably understand that it makes us feel worse, not better.  Not sure what else to try!",5.217522935779815,7.038920758409791,6.182759633027526,74.03219449541288,69.24464831804282,10.002642201834863,30.511192660550453,10.264317810270406,3.4605998532110096,1396,57,242,39,25,462,172,327,0.141,0.6559999999999999,0.202,0.9841,0,1,3,0,0,0,43.0,1,1,0,9,14,23,0,2,11,1,32,15,3,8,3,46,56,20,0,5,5,0,6,7,0,3,9,0,1,1,17,11,3,2,10,6,1,1,12,6,1,0,13,6,28,18,33,37,6,27,0,2,0,0,6,13,0,6,19,152,45,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278448236990731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23825793544140644,0.0619762968294953,0.0,0.0,0.050651381615685886,0.0,0.28489863513952457,0.08414523297082534,0.0,0.05208064383469868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06219066960373975,0.0908089856393915,0.08226125096924335,0.06338003192722266,0.0,0.0,0.06587466464662217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759409634826734,0.15303028726011744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678928990311289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22866765615107335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621528675085902,0.06222146504650492,0.0,0.06597033494963678,0.0,0.1661377383430653,0.049195695382832236,0.13474930630120613,0.0,0.0,0.1338820596191597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15064452349068305,0.05321107714894897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166738979641053,0.0,0.0,0.038914591025482864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658655747899923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04992476679189965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840207110124074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547223692631859,0.07465210447731796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704781546838675,0.09943672243424076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500687210127485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05522862323017159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989778460362428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030588597850015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20342113362103245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24645431452818845,0.0,0.1490747218903228,0.0,0.0,0.11468218194285985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938957505444423,0.0,0.0622715995078104,0.08532067755428377,0.0,0.08526586738514974,0.0,0.0,0.07019988306138461,0.07741694827361839,0.16800712468902848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04948357413441134,0.0,0.14635945831311828,0.0,0.08686393706489834,0.08560790651145482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034167279930813,0.0,0.0,0.07754002296787853,0.08959456355154102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043932339271870166,0.0,0.0,0.1814018440561936,0.06696967436897562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27112462955383904,0.0,0.07590512093745594,0.10582198189840553,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,theveganalmond,2019/04/10,"Tips on how to talk to GP about anxiety? I had an appointment with a GP today after experiencing symptoms of anxiety that have been so bad I've had to leave work. I wrote down my symptoms and gave him a good idea of what I'm suffering with, but he didn't have much to say and decided I needed a bunch of blood work done to rule out any physical issues. Is this usually the first step when going to the doctor for mental health/ anxiety? Any tips on what to say while at an appointment would be helpful! I get anxiety (of course :/ ) going to the doctors, and sometimes I feel like I don't get my point across.",7.085609756097561,5.558263048780487,7.754593495934959,75.97871951219513,64.85365853658536,11.777235772357724,34.321138211382106,10.864195022040775,3.4437382113821142,477,17,99,11,6,160,80,123,0.131,0.7979999999999999,0.071,-0.5496,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,4,4,0,0,8,0,11,6,1,1,0,14,20,8,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,5,2,0,0,4,6,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,7,4,9,2,23,11,2,16,0,1,0,0,8,7,0,0,7,66,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20683562708994774,0.0,0.4653550286407589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697823569979114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31131522536552386,0.0,0.15562793006666584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768948780121046,0.10864408984676234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935691695977444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15890827813494393,0.0,0.17285812624469396,0.1275552666472386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16165111251540826,0.0,0.0,0.1019342426340065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716768182114747,0.0,0.1587292433702705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16102795633346698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429731191051546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15325820070052676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179435113241644,0.11276342870368422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14376225231434733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24187602669667835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15040838861648234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161331938595151,0.0,0.1222340140402251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14415154668519178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16749171665506893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22142824532917213,0.0,0.0,0.10803138674444138,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawaymybros,2019/04/10,"DAE take nominal mistakes and use them to measure capability? Like if I misspell a word like “genealogy” or “disappear” in a paper or a text message, suddenly I think to myself- “how do I expect to make it through college if I can’t spell a simple word?” Or if someone talks about how “some idiot didn’t know this simple fact” and I didn’t know it either- I’ll mull over it for hours thinking about how I’m an idiot. 

I don’t know, it’s probably just something weird I do, but it couldn’t hurt to ask, I guess.",2.2116190476190454,3.89458006666667,4.243809523809528,85.4161904761905,76.90476190476191,6.9523809523809526,27.857142857142854,7.793537801064563,1.6964285714285707,397,17,83,6,9,136,65,105,0.146,0.816,0.037000000000000005,-0.8523,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,6,7,2,0,5,0,7,0,0,5,1,29,18,12,0,6,9,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,2,0,10,2,10,15,2,5,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,8,4,53,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464052056662327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29035541081198807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595663442921902,0.0,0.2821603826644194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43455853693523533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25753694020653073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759370458881318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841763083217082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22332457513104775,0.20291139745052755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19817411838967475,0.21185001957403446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377739132579908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276424739220667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,slongtime,2019/04/10,"Can you have anxiety without feeling anxious? I've had depressive symptoms since I was 11 or 12 (I'm about to turn 25), but I've been on medication for 5 or 6 years and it has helped significantly. I do have depersonalization though that happened after a traumatic event that I won't get into that happened when I was 18. Treating my depression didn't help my depersonalization. I feel totally fine talking about my trauma and am currently in therapy to address that. My mother and sister have hard core anxiety (stressed if one thing goes wrong, concerned about being late when we're several minutes early, etc.), and I'll have times when I'm anxious that makes sense (like when it's finals week). I know that depersonalization is a trauma and anxiety based disorder, but I really don't feel anxious.

However, I started thinking about it and I notice small things I do such as avoiding reading an email/text if it's not going to be good, beating myself up for saying something stupid (but I don't ruminate and this only lasts for a little while), and other small things that don't really affect my life very much. Other than those kinds of small behaviors, I don't notice anxiety in my day to day life.

Something that has been suggested is that I might have anxiety but have hidden it from even myself, hence the reason I have depersonalization. I've been trying to pay attention to how I handle problems and found some interesting behaviors. When I'm stressed I will logically work through it as much as I can, but there's still a level of stress below the surface. If I'm feeling depressed I talk myself through that as well, but this doesn't work all the time and when it does I notice my depersonalization is stronger than normal. I felt jealous of my friend talking to the guy I'm seeing and I reminded myself that I have nothing to worry about and I don't always think about that when I'm with the two of them, but even now when I think about it I can feel something in my stomach that I'm repressing. Recently I had a random panic attack for the first time in several years and was clearly clenching my jaw in my sleep which isn't normal for me, and this was around the time a stressful event was happening, but I didn't feel anxious other than the day I had a panic attack.

I clearly get upset about things and I guess I'm good and shoving those feelings down. When I have negative feelings I try to accept them and experience them, which is really good to do, but the negative feelings still get shut out very quickly. My depressive episodes were horrible and I don't want to get back to that point again.

tl;dr Depressed for over a decade but on medication, depersonalization from trauma, possibly shoving away anxiety symptoms

Is it possible to have anxiety and feel like you're able to cope with things even though you're actually not? How do you force yourself to face your negative feelings without ruminating or letting them take over your life? How do you let yourself experience stress and anxiety when you've been so good at pushing it away for your whole life that you don't feel it even when you look?",8.06109970674487,7.5108124663299645,8.132734875638102,70.88326001955038,62.38383838383839,11.16619963071576,36.501357662647976,10.527976200630613,3.7944411426088838,2511,103,450,52,31,818,243,594,0.224,0.691,0.085,-0.9983,2,1,3,0,0,0,51.0,0,8,4,4,40,37,4,10,18,0,57,12,4,6,4,86,99,58,0,7,20,2,14,2,1,3,8,1,1,1,41,25,0,2,22,1,1,2,19,24,1,3,17,17,62,13,68,75,7,67,0,5,2,0,23,26,0,10,41,328,103,4,0.0539106561829492,0.0,0.05260902372891108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04485798463683723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299320353600098,0.24361478571414094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04799191372566869,0.0,0.12266230840625235,0.10130167222832476,0.0414539668984771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430373996207763,0.0,0.23216584587157899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06178628258587416,0.0,0.04717757852319987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06012463228236412,0.1424299198613209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054699327815916,0.0,0.0,0.32710617120089186,0.03851378354895736,0.05176268425548057,0.05905648871636484,0.0,0.04585637660894512,0.0,0.059110251890276015,0.041651239235781776,0.0,0.11266437110125282,0.0,0.0306386682803293,0.18087080252999835,0.0,0.0,0.05938866572663865,0.053380025442410765,0.1430190456597174,0.0,0.048293358807893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227035290314082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05613965241925545,0.02962788675268858,0.043944380148534364,0.060813568357265875,0.0,0.0,0.11025459701154323,0.15231476315812836,0.052676046957122864,0.05403264033286656,0.0,0.0,0.045271373447964974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035985781625224485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861862883127194,0.0,0.057190686779756264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926107066814057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564199348634724,0.051728728585977435,0.1841329181451329,0.0,0.0,0.03653125584831466,0.04100148333434018,0.0,0.12650507866184246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05096299555691265,0.12155232924267433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0515852171739311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053925245172147314,0.0,0.1036096404361318,0.05542913336317987,0.05323026915064008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0428719176119791,0.0,0.0,0.042959813141625,0.0,0.0,0.12180739285707047,0.0,0.04459545189188484,0.0,0.05394958981410427,0.0,0.0,0.12450917089798168,0.0,0.0,0.038158239922916025,0.0,0.08610623933387355,0.0,0.3087723725623712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120676275913298,0.040534104185634086,0.1299940300214794,0.0,0.0,0.06165153370547667,0.0,0.1790792223681894,0.1036313149954354,0.10593389196079117,0.0,0.12574294863316174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320359351962001,0.0586393130924202,0.05266287756601912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889638746631811,0.031797901793641614,0.0,0.04324387654930991,0.0,0.04847215431800049,0.0,0.0,0.060189322367738475,0.0,0.10393589750822166,0.0,0.07849519954800656,0.054748888239310366,0.0,0.0,0.05894283949946541,0.0,0.06943339010305298
anxiety,irockface18,2019/04/10,"Just submitted a reference check to my boss... I love my job and my boss but I live 2 hours away from my office which I make the commute daily and it SUCKS. I have an interview for a job 5 minutes from my home that seems to be a great fit and they asked me to submit 5 reference checks to 2 previous/current managers and 3 peers. I know my boss will be supportive but it gives me horrible anxiety knowing he now knows I am looking for another job. Like, what if this job offer falls through and he knows I am looking to leave? The thoughts of being laid off or being treated differently is making my stomach swirl in to a pit of despair. Oh god...I hope this all works out!!!

Oh and yeah, moving closer to my current job isn't an option. I took the job thinking I was moving here aaaaand that didn't happen because life.",2.65760757314974,4.37318828915663,4.104165232358007,86.75662650602413,75.74698795180723,7.152495697074013,27.5197934595525,7.957251820313856,1.7240805507745267,640,26,131,10,14,212,104,166,0.08900000000000001,0.765,0.145,0.8928,9,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,1,3,8,1,0,9,1,12,3,1,5,1,29,31,10,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,8,7,0,0,9,0,2,4,2,2,0,0,4,2,20,6,18,22,1,13,0,1,2,1,8,6,1,5,4,81,28,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663517904539795,0.09238675250801877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290124356135113,0.0,0.11346497481633815,0.0,0.0,0.07361870369844037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261762591013992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158511221911917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331465166431642,0.0,0.0,0.1067942384831246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113957790132515,0.11994930636544372,0.11893159066191795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7190582304255553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654824821985644,0.0,0.0,0.127875269701977,0.0,0.0,0.08530160650724802,0.059000865533027275,0.0,0.10663985222805428,0.0,0.20282844834374286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899731960380582,0.0,0.16122639305101882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25671332903782834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994213150900238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13704544708945646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738289202596406,0.0,0.09587584864667707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341770570518162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792012652904349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HowdyThrowAwayYeeHaw,2019/04/10,"How can I stop worrying so much? Hi everyone I'm not sure if this is the subreddit to post this on, also I'm on mobile so sorry if the format is wrong. 

To sum up my question, I'm having a lot of anxiety right now. Enough to where I'm at the point of tears. My girlfriend is driving half an hour to go to her friend's house, then 2 more hours to go shopping at a mall in a large city. I'm terrified of something happening to her while she's driving and can't stop worrying about her, and I know it's going to get worse when I'm at work because I'll be alone with my thoughts. 
I keep telling myself that she's a great driver with a perfect driving record, but my anxiety filled brain just keeps telling me something is going to happen and when she walked out the door this morning it would be the last time I saw her :c
Any advice on how to stop worrying?",4.207617382617382,4.088866005494509,5.25613386613387,86.84795704295708,70.26373626373626,8.596203796203799,29.182817182817182,8.296473431620573,1.774312087912088,671,23,151,9,11,222,108,182,0.179,0.7929999999999999,0.027000000000000003,-0.9596,0,1,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,11,5,0,0,11,0,10,1,1,2,2,25,28,15,0,3,5,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,5,3,2,1,9,2,1,0,1,2,1,17,4,25,23,4,34,0,0,1,0,13,12,0,4,12,93,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488583135101534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236347687358105,0.0,0.1022025553206338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690918305915986,0.0,0.19553510166820706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790641147986407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14266838026371634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205277956821296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211950171778745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873887256432876,0.0,0.06677084034483018,0.0,0.29052941697573903,0.0,0.0,0.14090124916085253,0.0,0.0,0.22602831804878146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517168321250523,0.14746539969994915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271911170030867,0.0,0.0,0.07023618475944184,0.10417501690266602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865199073467728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09394857031397152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208134215480324,0.0,0.12239820035355485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431665672594185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914150712803147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19677518018598905,0.0,0.14306295476081798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32054252036443864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045109714883093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223407724065778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014598592532326,0.07452189423866283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304077918555477,0.3893648975218884,0.13024031803780234,0.09078628956533237,0.1397305248223585,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ImpossibleMirror,2019/04/10,"Does anyone else have these symptoms? Does anyone also feel your arms going numb, dull chest pains, headaches and idk how to explain it but your face feeling numb or really sensitive?",5.687083333333334,8.619699375000003,4.42625,82.32708333333336,70.875,6.7666666666666675,26.291666666666664,7.793537801064563,1.7940916666666669,148,5,23,2,3,43,28,32,0.267,0.687,0.046,-0.7476,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,7,3,1,0,7,5,5,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371137503210603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4146442973545449,0.3038028857965709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5189444404953286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24769063662562996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29984216780883954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16850977801286104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155006403542208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899477413110906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081806767033544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Llewor19,2019/04/10,Having anxiety attack right now What's your tips to help?,4.194545454545455,6.632443000000002,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,73.54545454545455,8.036363636363637,20.090909090909093,8.841846274778883,1.5242,47,1,8,1,1,15,11,11,0.331,0.483,0.18600000000000005,-0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4374602366328376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6505568021338399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.383295979707446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4883529261739328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,phybroeolhc,2019/04/10,"i just realized the extent of the lies i’ve been telling my psychologist i have pretty bad contamination ocd. but i also have an inclination to downplay my problems. i’ve spent a couple of nights sleeping rough or just wandering around the streets if i can’t sleep. i have a perfectly fine bed and a house. the exact reasons behind why i do this are complicated so there’s not much point in explaining my reasoning behind it but to put it very simply, it’s because of my ocd. 
yesterday my psychologist asked me to be a guest at a group session and talk about how i overcame such bad ocd
how do i admit to her that things are actually much worse?",4.0937795275590565,5.805575267716534,5.529929133858269,78.03583858267717,71.91338582677164,8.859527559055119,29.23543307086614,9.3871,2.672377007874016,517,21,99,12,10,174,84,127,0.129,0.7759999999999999,0.095,-0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,10,5,0,0,10,0,10,2,2,4,2,20,14,10,0,2,7,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,0,5,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,2,1,15,2,13,11,3,8,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,2,2,71,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.1828251642746858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14982257170424934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16677993410339864,0.17514560867989526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31285643565338456,0.11420594018950313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20729761262280733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21617507851079049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27544548897467663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17581392747894542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771049408298056,0.0,0.0,0.1906008334027773,0.0,0.1792672651096258,0.0,0.1883370437402094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3852510346873369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749677116663607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505836718295712,0.16375089474583107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446605516328932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15458217855951553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16905293063638818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19092418312620596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,snhaller,2019/04/10,"Done Lists vs. To Do Lists I go back and forth - some days, my to-do list terrifies me and is overwhelming. It eventually becomes a root fear - i have anxiety over the size of the list and what I can’t seem to do. The longer it gets, the more stressed out I am and begin spiraling down into the “I’m useless and a piece of shit” mentality. 

So I created a Done List. 

No matter how small of a deed - taking my medication for one, taking a shower - it goes on the done list. As it gets longer, I become more motivated and generally start to attempt bigger tasks. It eventually becomes a game - can I beat yesterday’s score and accomplish more today? 

What are some ways you’ve found that work for you?",3.2731620553359697,4.848902231884062,4.950553359683795,81.91440711462455,73.78260869565217,8.786297760210804,25.58893280632411,9.339509955726095,2.083252173913043,540,18,112,13,11,183,86,138,0.145,0.7859999999999999,0.068,-0.8926,1,0,0,0,1,0,19.0,0,1,0,5,3,5,1,3,12,0,11,2,1,3,0,19,21,10,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,8,9,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,5,0,1,4,0,11,0,14,17,6,15,0,2,0,0,2,7,1,3,6,74,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268256986403595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747906234875267,0.0,0.0,0.5492922396817513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691813887918697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5089693608677808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18655513887232586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18177559471269314,0.0,0.0,0.17323249694382384,0.0,0.09421990212797553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16701177225003316,0.16707311347193907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234076230558827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509251841862206,0.0,0.0,0.17017676197954018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173440567983562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18990709685203536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493006089084861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15714557267673698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159306734173432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069405157007687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Flooptastic,2019/04/10,"Anyone else have literally no friends? Ever since my anxiety has been getting worse I've found it harder to talk to people. I never go outside anymore and when I do, I surely don't make friends. The only thing close to a friend I have is my sisters, and lately I don't even want to be around them.",2.737868852459016,4.329503114754103,4.2565245901639335,86.27495081967214,75.22950819672131,6.191475409836067,25.31475409836065,6.742157984588678,0.980741639344263,234,8,47,2,5,78,46,61,0.127,0.682,0.191,0.7251,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,1,3,10,14,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,8,4,5,11,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,4,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16920345302964274,0.0,0.21935288820462784,0.15465544032042033,0.2266268672847964,0.0,0.19689867365618294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18476899219394102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608847685235626,0.20007157904027084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24251440072191166,0.512653473783569,0.0,0.11555834887596772,0.0,0.12570270028140135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495026770195426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14764055280208593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705890208642456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16821870727254867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333959390599353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18296385051037875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20846120604344606,0.0,0.0,0.177777533112218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14694334368590906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304587419457059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22540312555306416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thatgirltag,2019/04/10,"tips please-relates to OCD I joined a sorority which really gets me out of my comfort zone and deal with my OCD triggers. This coming Saturday is a beach clean up and I signed up for that. However, when I signed up for that, I did not realize how much of a trigger it is for me. I feel like I will become 'mentally contaminated' by going to he beach and become a beach bum and that the sand will physically contaminate me. 

I really do not think I'm prepared enough to handle this and I really do not want to flood myself. There's no way to get out of this, unless I wanna be fined. I don't know what to do, like the girl in my sorority isn't going to understand this and I do not want to not go because then I'll feel guilty and the ocd would have 'won'.",3.2503624856156534,3.9840849683544315,5.1725776754890695,83.56097238204836,72.73417721518987,9.036593785960877,24.490218642117377,9.339509955726095,1.7415999999999996,587,16,130,13,11,203,87,158,0.065,0.866,0.069,0.3742,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,7,0,14,0,0,3,0,32,29,11,0,4,6,0,3,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,10,11,0,0,6,3,0,4,8,0,0,0,2,3,18,5,24,23,2,14,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,5,92,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396345031680313,0.4491797117090758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17517250962327136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096502952156731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21012029521383985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20564501157840376,0.14527700473720462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124894111401058,0.0,0.3467143614632124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175870681861964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986981703212673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20493422495958613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948947984160202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3908236697993147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030180931091778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21169994834900552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23988834665573114,0.1614139026041576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444577087071681,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,celance1s,2019/04/10,"Music and anxiety. Hi guys! I'm conducting a research project for anxious people, like me, in my research and analysis class. My hypothesis is does listening to different types of music increases or decreases anxiety. Please take my survey to help me back up my hypothesis! It's very short. Thank you so much!!

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anxiety,bunoverload,2019/04/10,"I always think I have cancer or Im dying and I just want to stop Hey,
Im writing here first day before my psychologist appointment because I just cant anymore. My head and cheek have been hurting for the past 3 weeks, I have a slight cough so I went to the doc and she gave me some antibiotics. Guess what my immidiate thoughts are? Its cancer. Not only is it cancer, its brain cancer cause my head hurts. Its also lymphoma, because my lymph nodes are swollen up. Its also an ear tumour possibly, because my jaw and ear also hurt sometimes.

I fucking hate it. I fucking hate my mindset. Everytime I feel sick Im convinced Im gonna die. Everytime I feel sick Im like thats it I have cancer, Im gonna die. Its so insulting to people who actually have cancer. Even as Im typing this and feel like shit Im convinced me feeling like this is a consequence of some deathly illness. I despise it so incredibly much. I am so afraid of getting cancer I can start crying thinking I possibly have it. I honestly have to block webmd and all these websites from my browser, cause I can honestly convince myself I have any illness in the world, especially if it can kill me. 

My life is so wonderful and Im just scared an untreatable deadly illness is gonna come and take it from me. Im just so afraid of getting sick and dying I have no idea what to do. I just really need to get rid of this.",1.013874689960101,3.4278724946619232,3.184289873827244,87.39923864984361,85.61921708185055,5.968338186131781,24.17351450447536,7.348242739294969,1.3055304863582444,1085,44,216,18,33,368,139,281,0.304,0.61,0.085,-0.9975,0,0,0,0,0,1,27.0,0,0,0,1,16,22,8,3,7,0,22,27,8,2,1,38,48,21,7,3,8,0,4,3,0,3,17,2,0,0,20,10,0,2,9,0,0,2,3,14,0,1,4,6,35,8,16,41,4,11,0,3,0,2,6,3,3,6,9,134,55,1,0.0,0.0,0.06713880063798032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16505782143219785,0.05724704763717418,0.0,0.0,0.046786307097681945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682310368282448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581938400781453,0.0,0.058543667379245115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680346790975376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135294609182175,0.0,0.059265041966205675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557348515564895,0.0443702588564434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856138331364977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045441700475795294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13914923371875762,0.09830135791274054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058521179617256426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272088409376008,0.10783536094512616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579087209301798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585136114425747,0.14121714017972764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22095522255739974,0.07766673905653593,0.7431572329612426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611692158092405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048595420486176905,0.10083650192621707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05057585985022522,0.0510142713704136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05232544191716208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656773116687518,0.04769720410185697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15512315229718432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04407499259226582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888072547253216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07062213259169828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804488335868743,0.0,0.04869693982694074,0.0,0.0,0.05751981654008875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051728980069684696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816842567012208,0.0,0.0546194540786104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040579977310169504,0.0,0.05518714852832425,0.0,0.0,0.06377821818119497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746105820166461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jhb808,2019/04/10,"GP recommended Anxiety medication - I’m skeptical and hoping some people can share their experiences 
I’ll try to keep a long story short here (sorry I didn’t do a good job)- 

A couple months ago I had some chest pain and left arm tingling that made me think I may be having a heart attack which sent me to Urgent Care. My EKG was totally normal. My left shoulder had been very achey from my dog pulling my arm when on her leash and the posture I was using @ work. A couple weeks later I was back in urgent care convinced I was having a heart attack again. I had the arm tingling, chest pain in my top left peck, fast heart rate, blood pressure was 130/90 (I normally have normal or lower than normal blood pressure) ... they gave me muscle relaxers which helped a bit. A week later I was back @ urgent care convinced I was dying of a heart attack again. They sent me to an electrophysiologist and did bloodwork since this kept happening. Everything came back normal for bloodwork. I had a heart monitor on for two weeks and nothing abnormal except a little elevated heart rate sometimes. My doc found a narrowing disc in my back which may have been causing the arm tingling or the trigger point in my shoulder is causing the tingling. I also found out my blood test was very positive for celiac disease which can cause allll sorts of body pains etc. 

I am now realizing I think what was going on was panic attacks. I had just stopped my ADHD medication Strattera cold turkey (was making me nauseous/sick every day) and I don’t think my brain was able to produce the proper amounts of norepinephrine so I was constantly in “fight or flight mode”. I have had several episodes of sweaty hands, chest or throat tightness, light headedness, racing thoughts, hyper focused on my racing thoughts and unable to do anything else despite me knowing I’m getting behind @ work... 

I went to my GP two weeks ago because I had dizziness that started just @ work and had progressed to almost 24/7. I have no other current symptoms other than acid reflux (which seems to be getting better with Zantac) and feeling extremely emotionally exhausted and overwhelmed so she’s thinking anxiety is causing it. It has now been 3 weeks since the dizziness started at work. She prescribed me meclizine to help but I haven’t taken it yet since it can make you groggy and it’s been month close/forecast (very busy times) at work that I need to be sharp for. She recommended I consider starting an SSRI like Lexapro during this transition of my life (I’m moving out of state, very concerned with every bodily sensation I have that I’m dying, in a too high stress job, and my best friend’s maid of honor - Money and time are huge stressors here). 

I get a lot of anxiety around my health... I haven’t been able to accept my doctor telling me I’m ok and keep constructing theories for how this could be something more and they could have missed something like a heart condition (no family cardiac issues and no longer have any other heart related issues except some minor chest pains from time to time + saw a cardiologist). The idea of going on a medication scares me due to potential side effects & withdrawal issues when I stop... wondering if anyone else has experienced anything like this that medication helped resolve?

I try to get to yoga 1-2x a week, flow dance with hula hoops (helps my anxiety greatly), am eating healthy since I’m GF now, get good sleep most nights .. I feel like I’m doing everything right that I can but the dizziness is still coming back. I have started to have some days of relief I will say but it always comes back at work it seems. I am also seeing a therapist in 2 weeks. Any input is much appreciated ! Thanks!",5.891122350674372,7.255222394508671,6.095505780346818,77.03849951830445,67.10693641618496,8.5990366088632,30.601637764932562,8.901047299222334,2.585394412331406,2955,112,512,49,48,942,329,692,0.078,0.79,0.132,0.9887,4,0,2,0,1,0,83.0,0,1,4,14,26,42,6,6,30,1,68,44,26,12,1,93,125,31,2,10,12,0,5,4,2,3,17,1,1,0,26,25,1,6,19,3,1,13,7,18,0,2,41,12,70,24,59,75,13,90,0,2,2,0,22,30,0,19,50,318,96,11,0.09030817441518196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05426643805453031,0.0,0.08005274773561404,0.0,0.045215295844018885,0.0,0.0,0.07221941445237624,0.03757181777522408,0.04892443462424645,0.0,0.06141265540157904,0.0,0.1381710124865418,0.0,0.0,0.03157278766036885,0.04626569840733051,0.07431593278855138,0.04019671083716863,0.0,0.2054771714172573,0.0,0.20832423520303286,0.0,0.027525512456662397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047386428738567535,0.039935120727138784,0.049296568424634965,0.050156011627334164,0.0,0.05040689467690039,0.0,0.051644246579397306,0.1381128038108946,0.18554274331185944,0.0,0.07779249582643459,0.0,0.048795526988042855,0.0,0.07210372882749025,0.09992427730146923,0.0,0.058241301488927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372562722098704,0.0,0.0,0.046217121599470834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0462039039435949,0.0754408916320467,0.05079227053455608,0.0,0.0,0.05035874318036712,0.0,0.0,0.0760885319044153,0.0,0.0811631640596639,0.04416936167904585,0.04256725480846695,0.0,0.04566252644134868,0.032258088923316226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901825196334237,0.03488593576702853,0.0,0.11795573449872407,0.0,0.05132421667284399,0.07574621205714037,0.0,0.049782540554300266,0.0,0.0,0.03992961019400965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04799668320135899,0.0,0.4280624859955897,0.1210633313917596,0.047707772266236965,0.0,0.044848197002414505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0509734682829853,0.0,0.14138740693370933,0.08961692832715804,0.08027005483018325,0.0,0.0,0.024815505447894248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147180143610371,0.0,0.03189366715972631,0.08824002475434027,0.04525625778634668,0.0,0.03995994626245871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03838839021845477,0.0,0.042725889095976334,0.06028140767660084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18195196964296725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208312322795768,0.04799164873349784,0.033193449593442344,0.0334811835190672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042374052022569365,0.2212070917147816,0.04332656448814996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921885295549458,0.052978592346522434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0313041586399459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042685207501976616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03856134375754178,0.0,0.035908342499830784,0.045207118489000934,0.0,0.035981961385071565,0.08221317024975466,0.0,0.05101126594464473,0.0,0.14940771019032606,0.0,0.04518669694935554,0.0,0.0,0.06952364472301939,0.04465854683532774,0.05054630380932923,0.1278411813293772,0.0,0.036060112371894416,0.07550167754346089,0.05172385433655969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04693238579988945,0.0,0.0,0.03946666246639124,0.04157181685780842,0.0,0.0524273754989806,0.0,0.11573166336197575,0.0,0.07169460296468375,0.10531884548118683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06131332244365085,0.0,0.08821796411266118,0.0,0.0,0.03899863359002712,0.0,0.14902740345931798,0.0,0.0,0.2535391957376307,0.0,0.0,0.04185829122087849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04896768143222996,0.197236279618256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,emrwriter,2019/04/10,"Has anyone who takes/has taken Lexapro experienced this? TW: medication and a near miss with car accident

Hi everyone, I’m a 23F with social anxiety. I recently (on Sunday) began taking Lexapro to try to get my anxiety under control. I’ve only taken two doses. Something happened last night that really freaked me out and I’m wondering if anyone else had this reaction. Before you tell me to contact my doctor, I’m waiting for her to call me back to talk about it. I’m just curious how common this is. 

I was driving home from work last night when my brain just sort of...stopped connecting? It’s hard to describe because I was alert and aware but things weren’t processing correctly. I turned onto a road and ended up driving on the wrong side of the road, completely convinced that I was on the correct side. I saw someone driving towards me in the same lane and thought Ha! That person is on the wrong side of the road! Before I realized that I was the one in the wrong and swerved back onto the right side.

Immediately after that, I ran a red light because I didn’t register that it was red. I saw cars going from the intersecting street and again thought, that’s weird that they’re going when it’s not their turn. I was halfway through the intersection before I realized what that meant. 

I was extremely lucky, I could’ve hurt someone else or myself. However, my psychiatrist recommended Lexapro specifically because it has relatively mild side effects- I’ve been sensitive to drugs in the past, my reactions have been entirely limited to vomiting and feverish chills. This is entirely new and it’s really freaked me out. 

Has anyone else experienced a “brain disconnect” while on Lexapro?",5.2200000000000015,7.272940133757963,5.956170700636942,74.730549044586,69.63694267515925,9.737375796178343,33.26063694267516,10.078955797065145,3.7635351847133753,1358,65,233,37,25,443,168,314,0.114,0.8320000000000001,0.054000000000000006,-0.9514,2,0,2,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,1,4,9,11,0,0,17,1,19,7,2,3,2,35,42,16,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,1,1,22,13,0,3,7,0,0,8,3,8,0,2,21,8,29,3,34,21,1,54,0,2,4,0,11,28,0,5,18,146,51,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16056479152502046,0.0,0.0,0.22013928872575828,0.2150564604209168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613919677893961,0.0,0.19191991531453098,0.0,0.26790058878993445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343059485363041,0.1071602555477054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003250417346606,0.0,0.1177043863652296,0.08378979048510801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741533062484236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217025153270406,0.0,0.2630034509997043,0.0,0.09294984050061073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027914255378982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05482926578630391,0.0,0.11928496436346014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928022371856176,0.0,0.09400982333311447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526807438905816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234545438797604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17108784794532614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057207280584106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013562294417056,0.0,0.19696695295583586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111323364560779,0.07981516092078021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018157530297583,0.0,0.09163364987685316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344605032444105,0.0,0.10362021450468947,0.0,0.0,0.08962218644749992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697788900750442,0.1778385798330792,0.0807915446237213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773845466129096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890534159398158,0.0843505615012329,0.09172627915311388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06972058466438033,0.0,0.0,0.16662871280059294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712505514630289,0.2282993604202417,0.10251570688816407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380803280131488,0.0764009795980436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34422161130721873,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NoctoniC,2019/04/10,"Medication ? Hello All,
I took Lexapro in the past, but that stopped working. I was on Prozac 30mgs, but that was not helping my anxiety.  However, when my psych upped to dose to 40mg, I had an adverse reaction with terrible mood swings and depression. She has said that we will talk about changing meds when we meet again, and I am back on 30mgs. What medication do you think she would suggest for those who have been in a similar situation? Thanks!",3.6132142857142853,6.090733654761905,4.097857142857143,84.38464285714288,75.54761904761905,8.485714285714286,29.54761904761905,9.188382445141503,2.738219047619048,353,16,69,9,8,111,67,84,0.188,0.752,0.06,-0.921,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,1,0,1,5,5,0,0,3,0,10,4,0,0,1,12,14,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,6,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,6,1,11,1,10,6,1,12,0,1,0,0,12,5,0,0,6,50,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870207521696913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18798422072136528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586194321585237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21056375965740792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386472740988856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715537753272083,0.4925605394213791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333766125033397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325492799347197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747972724892668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20438991174978768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964976917799336,0.0,0.225077382524508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15664807214114038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716178830029577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17797885246468612,0.0,0.0,0.1736662115021626,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vicuna76,2019/04/10,"I got my first concussion!! Last week at work I hit my head on a cabinet and ended up getting a concussion! 

I was told it was just a mild and small concussion and nothing to worry about but for somebody as anxious and obsessive as me this is SOMETHING TO WORRY ABOUT!!!!

being sick or having injuries are very hard for me because my mind always jumps to the worst possible outcome. I am unable to ever tell if my symptoms are psychosomatic or if they are actually symptoms of being sick or injured. 

It's very stressful and scary for me because I have convinced myself I've done long term damage to my brain. It also scares me because I am unable to differentiate between concussion symptoms and anxiety. 

I really hope this goes away soon because I cannot bare to continue to live with this much anxiety.  I  am trying to work on not catastrophizing but this is very difficult for me. 


I have two friends who had extremely bad TBIs and I think that's what my brain is comparing this too. I am not sure how to just trust the doctors when they say I will be fine. How am I supposed to know I'm fine if my brain keeps telling me I'm not.",4.095549986810866,5.621269713004488,5.347407016618308,80.08830123977845,71.60089686098655,8.475758375098918,30.60643629649169,9.007467420416297,2.640961171194936,898,39,171,18,17,299,123,223,0.242,0.672,0.086,-0.9923,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,3,11,14,0,3,5,0,23,11,4,2,2,30,33,21,0,4,13,0,1,0,1,1,7,1,0,0,11,8,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,7,0,2,6,2,30,7,27,22,3,17,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,7,10,127,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.1135498605947372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305246462353696,0.09682023236775164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17802904314435594,0.13145285255244013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932336264984446,0.0,0.09715512849542396,0.28372611919276264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3896862764068253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909864141788155,0.0,0.1190759302944752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305977423553424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525361964888444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897513396478423,0.0,0.0,0.08989888185706811,0.0,0.06079291500666378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930631362844124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423504888714227,0.0,0.11941817867330545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557100806317265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034254638320352,0.0,0.0,0.06394801066486326,0.09484833372883987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274736549251584,0.1029742906153826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748969043611665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553745048885042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164985592486518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311775914298738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454272666489521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925335602757829,0.1164959263607375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957904934765434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332891484192125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966723308575584,0.362825498029114,0.0,0.0,0.20340625804351747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455832058784435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111186267092719,0.0,0.07900030498587919,0.0,0.11366609722607295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288025746819375,0.0,0.0,0.09333638615026628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16942186595137396,0.23633696984474398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tissue19,2019/04/10,Anxious about applying for a job I only half want but also anxious about not getting it I DON’T UNDERSTAND.,9.0585,8.297183850000003,9.320000000000004,63.86500000000004,60.5,12.0,45.0,11.20814326018867,5.520999999999999,87,5,13,2,1,29,17,20,0.209,0.731,0.06,-0.431,1,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,12,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663840228304985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7526278818542131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17403366288668354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305554062231161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533414338078415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34677414979334303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19647401453242416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PM_SEROTONIN,2019/04/10,"I asked to change the tv at the doctors I was sitting at the doctors waiting for my husband to finish when the 700 club came on the tv talking about how Jesus healed mental and physical disabilities. I thought about just going to the car, but i finally asked about changing the tv. Unfortunately they just gave me the remote and some older people had just sat down looking directly at the tv. I wanted to change it to CNN but was afraid of them labeling me as a young liberal listening to fake news. So i changed it to local news. So now listening to a million commercials, but none of them claiming I can be cured by allowing Jesus into my heart.

But I did it!! I'm really proud of myself.",6.0568333333333335,6.2266064148148175,7.074212962962968,74.40020833333338,66.33333333333334,10.305555555555557,33.91203703703704,10.125756701596842,3.4297592592592587,546,23,101,12,8,184,83,135,0.059,0.907,0.034,-0.5014,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,1,11,3,0,1,11,0,6,4,1,2,0,19,19,11,0,1,7,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,5,0,3,1,2,0,1,8,3,16,1,23,10,2,17,2,0,1,0,10,7,0,1,6,76,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203587643075301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19596683902496376,0.0,0.0,0.7250182453809451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35074664957137125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18769413956096428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737623426596764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20303823233425924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438820978143298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17267000144927552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878529407094697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097645250876094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771626761245076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360244910973666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106052606117376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MaslerB,2019/04/10,"I fear I've done it again. So I've always been quite socially awkward. Meeting new people has never come easy to me. And when I finally do open up a bit, my anxiety plays a role in the fact that I try to hard. I try to hard to make the people like me as a person and I feel like I make it worse when I feel I might lose them as a friend. So much that I probably come off as overbearing. The worst part is knowing that I do it and yet I cannot seem to stop myself. It has gotten better as I've gotten older but I fear an old trait has resurfaced. 

The current scenario is my wife and I met another couple that we really click with. Like we have never clicked like this with another couple. They are those people you meet once or twice a lifetime that you barley have met and feel like you've known them all along. It has been an amazing time feeling getting to know them and I've never felt more comfortable opening up to anyone outside my wife. 

We do live a couple of hours apart so hanging out regularly is not possible as we'd like but we do text regularly throughout the day and have gotten to know them quite well. But the last few days they are not talking as much. And of course this gets my anxiety got going. Did I overdo it again? Was I wrong to feel so comfortable? Why aren't they talking to me? I've seen this time and time again, someone goes from talking a lot, to short sentences, to shorter words and finally to silence. 

I know everyone has their own lives and priorities. They deal with their own stresses and anxieties that I do, maybe worse at times (that's another area we are quite similar in actually). I think I just need to wait for them to come to me at this point, I don't want to be that person who is annoying and constantly tries to get someone to talk when they don't want to. I just want to make sure we didn't do something wrong and that they are also ok. 

Sorry for rambling. Just had to get it out there. 

Help me get out of my own head",2.6102343633378133,4.126166448275863,3.88552171965965,89.11836020301537,75.4039408866995,7.187221973428872,24.12569040155247,7.898369717300924,1.1215494252873563,1542,48,334,23,33,505,184,406,0.135,0.762,0.103,-0.8862,1,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,7,2,13,5,17,24,1,4,15,1,36,1,1,3,6,72,72,32,0,4,9,2,8,6,1,1,0,0,0,2,22,32,0,2,13,1,0,5,10,9,1,1,15,11,54,15,48,54,12,47,0,1,3,0,40,16,0,4,32,226,76,0,0.0,0.0,0.07288088454566652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059724828330014135,0.06214313377330347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349382954908929,0.17139934040280955,0.0,0.0,0.05222084219912901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06605199579233853,0.08153566762471151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19300115462695813,0.0,0.08070695379440428,0.0,0.0,0.24790952764231164,0.0,0.09633010069436557,0.07699600264814638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642773916678597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136383481763313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16808069707356985,0.1888125633185986,0.10670863716126408,0.07170842466944131,0.163625508733573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05770073160013341,0.0,0.19509673532793986,0.0,0.04244468129798298,0.0,0.05973167783277971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380452470423934,0.0,0.07664740799291066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05005916164828824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354877057270873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16417765932182782,0.06087748962116131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189212016014525,0.0,0.1318948141831275,0.0,0.0,0.0835523772270816,0.0,0.06349373040610043,0.0,0.0,0.14955660132154894,0.0,0.0750301922317159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922800205836601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098027777534323,0.055377295790195694,0.17280288984983344,0.07213034566720716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836837420100963,0.07953610316310537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087557603965621,0.0,0.1553296034006917,0.13042250835044536,0.0,0.0,0.07060059153394872,0.08419507382840724,0.0,0.0,0.08052206521591604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23830712255621045,0.0,0.0,0.0478445312687174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06798957755148709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613100995728561,0.12655914991098702,0.057495450183930465,0.0,0.08360270823629191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062439231390956175,0.08555035634787095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038885746845308,0.0,0.0,0.2401129241614599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04785454007799394,0.0,0.0,0.1741955404644576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15211675496363822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215180848204675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06714995322349135,0.0,0.06739076192654693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15221890709192007,0.0,0.1633106252832268,0.0,0.0
anxiety,amadofuentes,2019/04/10,"So anxious I am calm Has anyone else experienced being so anxious that they almost always appear to be calm. I have nerve wracking anxiety, but sometimes I feel like my brain is so fried from it I can't even express anxiety anymore.",4.087499999999999,6.498810022727278,5.327272727272729,76.46090909090911,73.77272727272728,7.127272727272729,31.45454545454545,8.07648339933343,2.706927272727273,187,9,30,3,4,62,36,44,0.147,0.703,0.15,0.278,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,7,1,1,0,0,4,9,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,3,2,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25013232695032844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078483847654328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821830226387134,0.5643916030289062,0.2477282476732013,0.17466157631790322,0.2559431843712797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788524021465861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20867059939438135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16498639553868305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263032097877594,0.17845268276458812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203659353517962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24705237529963886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,namu_renee,2019/04/10,"Ex steals my Boyfriend Nightmare This is a long story and I hope I feel better just from typing it out
This nightmare took place two nights ago.

Here's some background information needed for this to make sense to anyone who reads:
F 25

-I was in an Abusive Relationship for 2.5 years
- I lived with My Ex for 1.5 years
- My Ex for a majority of our relationship slowly applied methods of training that pressured me into behaving in a manner that  he preferred
- I was punished or neglected when I acted out or made mistakes (sleeping on the floor, withholding affection/sex/comfort etc)
- I've been extremely insecure my whole life and should NOT have been dating
- my ex fed off my insecurities and convinced me over time that I was disabled intellectually and should always listen to him. 
- the relationship ended with him dumping me but still wanting me to stay in his house so I could continue to be a pathetic benefactor to his life (via bills, recreation, leisure) and maybe slowly he'll love me again 
- I left in a hurry and proceeded to be homeless for almost three months, staying with a family member, then becoming a roommate in a nice household

Alright, I hope that covers the basics, so let's get up-to-date on my dating.

I recently started a new relationship almost 1 year since the previous. And when I say that my partner truly represents  what a MAN should be, I truly mean so. He is eager to enter our new partnership yes, but he shows emotional restraint as well as being patient and understanding about my past trauma regarding trust and boundaries. We met at work, and he'll be leaving soon for the Army (basic training). He's 5 years older than me ( my ex was three) but he lacks the superiority complex that I'm keeping an eye out for (time will tell). We took our time becoming physical, binged each other, now we space or intimate times respectfully to one another. 

Alright we've covered the past, the present, now let's enter the sub-conscious...

Coincidentally, I live in the same general area that me and my ex lived in, and have always been scared of running into him. Like this deep dark fear that once I see him I revert back to his little halfway project of twisted mental games and torment. I'm truly embarrassed of what I became with him, but I'm proud that I mustered the courage to leave. It was as if a parasite convinced it's host that it was actually the parasite that needed a host ( the real parasyte). That's confusing to say but I hope it comes across. Anyway, in my nightmare me and my Boyfriend ( N.N Marcus) were at a grocery store, I think a Safeway. And we run into my ex (N.N Tyrese). I saw Tyrese very early on and Marcus immediately picked up on my erratic fidgeting, he asked if I needed to go to the car and I insisted I was fine. We get to the produce section and Tyrese sees me I think for the first time and immediately approaches and I feel so wrong where I am. I remember becoming part-Lucid at this point due to how scared I was but ALL I could do was squirm intensely and cry. At this point  it starts feeling like I'm in a glass box that's slowly filling with water. Marcus is being protective and extremely hostile towards Tyrese almost immediately. Tyrese throws his hands up and begins talking as though he has something very important to say. Marcus looks at me and though I'm wigging out in my little glass box I fucking shrug and say "" listen"". Just as Tyrese starts talking  the water in my glass box passes my ears and I can't hear a damned thing that comes out of his smug little mouth. But I turn to see Marcus nodding and shrugging then makes this  exclaimed faced like ""Oh my god I know right!"" Then he starts laughing with Tyrese and then goes to stand by his side. I'm not in the box anymore but Now the whole store is flooding,but now it's an open street and houses are being washed away and every-fucking thing is flying by in the strong nasty brown water. They look like they are sitting on a rooftop and I'm fighting the current to get to them but I'm only managing to stay in the same place. Marcus then starts screaming  that I can't make it. That I'll never make it because I can't, I'm stupid and he hates himself for not noticing right away.

A literal cut to black

I wake up in my bed
I work graveyard so it's like 2:30 in the afternoon
Marcus works day so he doesn't get off till 4:30
I haven't told him about the nightmare
But it's  almost likes it had woken something up
And I'm itchy and constantly uncomfortable  and nervous
My anxiety is high and my appetite is gone
I don't know what to do",3.9933759719087054,5.8517645270880365,4.871469149736647,82.05411619011791,72.46501128668172,7.585879107098067,28.10690995736143,8.300459065403729,2.0033805367444195,3625,140,682,59,72,1176,390,886,0.094,0.774,0.132,0.9901,1,0,3,0,2,0,97.0,8,0,3,8,27,51,9,9,45,3,50,16,7,8,2,129,118,73,0,17,20,7,4,6,1,6,3,9,1,2,42,59,4,4,13,3,3,16,10,25,1,5,23,22,96,26,102,78,11,141,0,1,9,2,67,65,2,14,61,435,138,8,0.0,0.06966891559050145,0.05738075504213948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05212304920947995,0.0,0.2355206192879259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785336604586677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06165739648386434,0.04498218166692417,0.0,0.058314244122763176,0.04111464032032814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054970481269568966,0.0,0.11048991270861054,0.04521391486721868,0.0,0.035844207247779175,0.194821424825436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05200421776206285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130275856316706,0.0,0.06354239489193109,0.0,0.09389474595611633,0.0,0.06458953091491368,0.037921424428270616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06614258951553971,0.052079743903987424,0.0,0.06557804255730973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055431829134007835,0.06616685133704256,0.08919381957726652,0.04200705169813356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05001563090918884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10872013309254333,0.12288322842579187,0.0,0.033417649574150984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05805326876475433,0.0,0.0,0.06627237822154779,0.0,0.0,0.062125901529834826,0.0,0.17520633672940136,0.0,0.13569564425612773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052264539772942036,0.0,0.0,0.06463037675561373,0.0,0.0,0.12452236833288402,0.06388685864473488,0.12025488357261545,0.08306499051487869,0.17236157218636144,0.1768004885547654,0.15576561819639467,0.052036546011516714,0.09875513385781902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0530696999139637,0.055638405497919034,0.1569990221508085,0.0,0.0590729531900106,0.06405092565855976,0.0,0.0,0.059257021427215825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04693395649069442,0.0,0.0,0.13079936108523502,0.045350530320169655,0.11357967789870785,0.0,0.05518023706249001,0.0,0.0,0.06694469961226987,0.0,0.06262055792899741,0.03984470523565172,0.04472039024512868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367515496763235,0.11226336177828583,0.0,0.0,0.12286790594700055,0.0,0.11117085841902108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05881636009356043,0.06692778271789891,0.0,0.0,0.05805834852018937,0.25251870218168715,0.06660944496004606,0.10043052237987524,0.0,0.18704190485312971,0.11773901225242744,0.0,0.140569032067839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04864033809461313,0.0,0.058842912837513986,0.0,0.0,0.0905349149810178,0.0,0.0,0.20809629818817316,0.18802036130201316,0.046958113614467376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452314533262457,0.0513941831619221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812880957301574,0.07535390545785818,0.11554228294721565,0.0,0.1714350700313101,0.0,0.0,0.0561863477654758,0.1306589222370206,0.0,0.06395800229507757,0.05743949351733148,0.06121333992861061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703305512666764,0.03468202761330204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05286866427360596,0.0,0.0,0.131297200295226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284222790501852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428905908300102,0.0,0.1514622422867401
anxiety,Helladiabetic,2019/04/10,"ready to go on meds Finally decided to schedule an appointment with my doctor to get an anti-anxiety scrip. I’m not seeking benzos, I’m thinking that a once-per-day med would help with my overall anxiety. Any tips for which medication has worked best for you?",4.413599999999999,6.29239376,5.805,75.70750000000002,71.4,9.8,32.5,10.125756701596842,3.7112,208,10,37,6,4,70,41,50,0.033,0.7829999999999999,0.184,0.8271,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,8,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,20,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17553275992410627,0.0,0.39492738108580827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708845779436489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16646823566043772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642002322503237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827615620826673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13485882015714812,0.0,0.14669747374733275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730146705580806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.57343380384136,0.2600321643495978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653950488518759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18791690568317312,0.0,0.0,0.18336345377707816,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,generally_unnendo,2019/04/10,"Going out for a walk I'm sorry if it's not how it works here, I'm new to reddit and this sub. 

​

I suffered from anxiety for years. I guess I grew up with it so there were times I was extremely sad because I couldn't remember myself not suffering from it. 

But a couple of years ago I met someone. They became my best friend and really helped me with my depression and anxiety and for the first time in forever it felt like life's worth living. Sadly, they live in another city and we can't be together until fall come (I'm moving to their city). 

Here's the problem. I don't have many friends, and the ones I have are lovely but we're all busy and rarely hang out. I REALLY want to go for a walk right now but when I think about doing it alone I'm struggling. The weather is nice but it's so hard for me to go all by myself. What should I do to make it easier?",0.4819729729729758,2.5812134540540552,2.6239864864864906,92.72516891891895,84.72972972972974,6.294594594594598,18.43918918918919,7.554174236665415,0.4141945945945942,679,17,153,12,20,229,113,185,0.133,0.746,0.121,0.2366,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,3,3,9,13,0,1,7,0,13,2,0,2,2,32,28,17,0,5,7,0,2,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,10,13,0,0,3,0,1,10,5,7,0,2,4,2,21,6,23,21,3,26,0,5,0,1,9,6,0,2,11,101,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421786722700546,0.0,0.0,0.15681747803892304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640551625345918,0.18398251599352014,0.0,0.15876899721609175,0.2316599883590158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229953201518948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15889786623690158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304282884901488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16753482875936904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041119112494648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14537955150637644,0.0,0.0,0.12879122404495633,0.0,0.0,0.2339615329798753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581532961870292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16679771754662606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13563567935495227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148847227869306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694698446489533,0.07397240108297247,0.0,0.26739966775663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665551123463274,0.0,0.10106888521198787,0.15350830592452666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16092731155190718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462349417301762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260089227560422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488112131300648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19399719154179354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715206185229467,0.12930527590727822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282911494563091,0.0,0.0,0.169493672244763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582890098830156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701888733650353,0.0,0.0,0.17657945815901996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930689681368227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022995686786152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18398251599352014,0.19500911241248767
anxiety,__TheChicChug__,2019/04/10,"A constant cycle of procrastination and unease For the past few months, but especially in the last few weeks, I feel like I have been living in a cycle of procrastinating on the very important task of figuring out what I am going to do after I graduate, and getting worked up over possible scenarios and what other people in my situation are doing. I am waiting for replies from unis, but having already got like 4 rejects, I don't really think I'm gonna get in anywhere this year. And I have to figure out a good internship or two to gain some experience, but every time I go to actually contacting them, I spend hours agonizing over details, being very inefficient and slow.I also don't want to stop working on the hobbies I have, whivh make me feel calmer (but also vaguely makes me feel like I'm wasting time)

Also seeing everyone getting jobs or admits is making me feel like I'm falling behind. I don't want to let my parents down either. But most of all, I have high hopes from myself, and I have a lot of regret over choices I could have made in the past. All this and the coursework is hanging over my head right now, and I feel like I am running out of time. 

I do track my activities everyday obsessively as well as my moods and I feel like that has helped me understand where my time goes everyday, but I still know I can be doing so much more with my time. 

I haven't ever been to a therapist about this, and I don't have a diagnosis of anxiety, but while talking to a friend about all this she pointed out that these things are similar to anxiety symptoms (something she has dealt with) and I then took the Burns test and scored a 43.

I have good days where I get work done, but when some bad days roll around, I feel like I spend the whole day zoning out of doing the work I'm supposed to be doing and worry about things. 

I don't know how to minimize these bad days now.",8.26839799749687,6.1306708085106365,8.633222778473094,72.56058823529416,62.98936170212766,11.825782227784732,35.68147684605757,10.46071229359064,3.4490014392991237,1488,51,296,28,17,497,186,376,0.107,0.75,0.14400000000000002,0.949,2,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,1,5,17,19,0,2,17,0,39,2,1,5,4,66,73,33,0,5,11,1,7,7,1,1,1,0,0,0,13,21,0,2,14,0,2,6,6,6,1,1,6,8,43,12,51,61,13,58,0,2,1,0,9,24,0,7,35,215,56,9,0.0,0.0,0.08207258160986425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280996175045876,0.20177187246590608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867742061383386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486967019498111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404453016585579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088567040681778,0.0,0.06714955384049524,0.0,0.0,0.21695839999776315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606676358453208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607615053969563,0.07086056508927455,0.08036420240472125,0.0,0.08226905815824043,0.0,0.0,0.2976756999033521,0.3605000153260068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06497791612605233,0.0,0.17576178260555975,0.0,0.09559556230552137,0.14108353139166102,0.06726500418025487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631413692215897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05637259557581498,0.08885963803803662,0.0,0.08353344461471436,0.08282470105520608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345943894416152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244182769738618,0.06855532512103008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600121015094794,0.0,0.28761999362842905,0.0,0.07426465779363445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150152475446657,0.0,0.07958047210283659,0.16841859760312958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06713036403106751,0.0,0.06182552183838853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338663978206403,0.0,0.1605720230516252,0.058306562509511176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950469929798935,0.09481371022055428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05387865723112978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718236649037677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670193537173155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945355095769051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474674473057139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06716491633890766,0.07031403290365458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741541716025747,0.0,0.06759895851523495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765028608180508,0.11174884497518098,0.053889928345926034,0.0,0.0,0.2452062327448398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344173887638467,0.0,0.0,0.08215659615960823,0.08755438706259197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13878787983687976,0.09921248124385663,0.0,0.06746250615689944,0.0,0.07561886838215183,0.0,0.0,0.09389820836675106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24491249653606495,0.0854108721200393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05415969706115955
anxiety,Betty1289,2019/04/10,"Anxiety So over the last few months I’ve been struggling with what appears to be some minor anxiety. It comes and goes, sometimes I’ll feel great and then I’ll just get a random wave of anxiety and I’ll start to feel down and won’t be excited for anything really and I’ll just wanna lay in my bed in my room. I’m 21, a fairly heavy drinker(go out 2-3 times a week and drink pretty heavily), don’t exercise, and eat a pretty bad diet(fast and frozen food), but otherwise no other health issues. I’m kinda hoping these feelings will just pass with time as they’re not fun to deal with. Any insight or advice?",4.590241935483872,5.098470927419357,5.6808064516129075,81.94120967741938,69.56451612903226,9.103225806451613,27.596774193548388,9.188382445141503,2.132003225806452,481,15,97,9,8,160,90,124,0.118,0.787,0.095,-0.2126,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,5,0,6,5,0,0,0,29,16,13,0,2,6,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,4,13,3,0,4,2,0,3,4,2,0,0,1,3,2,4,15,11,2,16,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,6,7,51,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17528725793044728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198399308082562,0.0,0.4116737434877865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761378044631274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14977412202089194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15451927962697995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18493205731868945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17572330532224045,0.0,0.1835496824590228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720985083474151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21690601560445552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937182175683359,0.0,0.10194532137651256,0.0,0.0,0.19776617841427988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19067167942021976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17816399949022138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18722525898870912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462179725288577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317874951971876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649862266023989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491489550964737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17741059501622775,0.0,0.12696550635006698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18752606557310486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091948839282288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438871576287144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KindaGreenHorny,2019/04/10,"So things have been rough. Haven't been getting much sleep. We got a new neighbor. When the work crew came to fix up that house, a dog came with them and never left. He was a sweet dog but never stopped barking. It took about a month and a half of trying to track down his owner and trying to find a home for him before we had to bring him to a shelter.

 Well, right after that, new neighbor moves in. With 2 dogs who bark all the time. After the issues with the stray, the loud barking from their bigger dog stung. I was wearing earplugs most of the time because it's so loud, even inside my house. I've stopped going outside for the most part because hearing our door sets him off. I finally confronted our neighbor a day or two ago. 

she yelled at me. And turned it around on our very quiet, shy, and well trained dog. So now he's on the other side of the yard. and I accidentally gave her permission to trap all the stray cats that live in the woods around us. Which I genuinely love because I spent years getting a few trusting enough to pet. 

so ever since that I've been going into random crying fits throughout the day. I'm waking up every hour listening for 10-15 mins to make sure our dog isn't barking. on top of my already existing insomnia, I'm not getting any sleep whatsofuckingever and the doubling down of existing anxiety issues,  I'm a fucking mess. and there's absolutely nothing I can do to change any of it.",3.9397216633132146,5.240956359154929,4.475835010060365,87.06044600938971,71.67605633802816,7.099664654594232,26.904091213950373,7.447530270364453,1.3139978537894033,1122,38,228,12,21,356,165,284,0.08,0.838,0.08199999999999999,0.1663,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,7,0,2,2,14,9,2,0,23,0,11,7,4,1,6,34,32,15,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,0,1,6,7,0,12,18,0,2,1,1,1,7,5,3,2,2,12,8,24,6,39,20,9,49,0,0,0,2,26,20,1,4,21,144,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989237546762652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12314975026620563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517791863191995,0.0,0.08537118168467947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19868947283516206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20408496537264806,0.0,0.09496058516022453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25527382500016377,0.0,0.0,0.11805452749949982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225837514839765,0.1439412982935962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530923849789622,0.0,0.0737085779048237,0.10094561794312418,0.09402504569422723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222487467120351,0.10199737596017172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316936496936158,0.17491403314346382,0.0,0.1268459700062775,0.0,0.0892540877101775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577760864782042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194060439911868,0.0,0.10990028503886703,0.2575352521891508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329559538920721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212501576070408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854194408011482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007203925068362,0.0,0.0744916739677012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907543338864236,0.11860964726660968,0.08203642616454104,0.0,0.17214053298382428,0.2155616059126772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708005802739873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084836755570308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530298503822957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231395603323556,0.0,0.22335461805317391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18659970177720764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051785833958404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413989884099073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301458841559962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398805677785865,0.1515336884583688,0.12138518034880308,0.10901377512664742,0.0,0.13423710786070095,0.0,0.0,0.09207897740461794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006776984072841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124373778588552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186462575545863
anxiety,Dubec314159,2019/04/10,"DARE book has really helped my anxiety Hey Guys,

I have struggled with panic attacks and general anxiety for 2.5 years now and have read so many books and tried so many different things. The DARE book has helped me a lot and thought it might help someone else, i’ve listened to it 5 times now on audible on nights i am feeling anxious. I kept trying the technique he talks about and it was helping a little bit but not in a massive way. That is until a panic attack i had a couple of nights ago, i used the technique again and it finally clicked, my panic went from a 10/10 to a 6/10 in an instant when i realised i had nothing to fear because i was already a 10/10 in anxiety and realised it couldn’t get any worse so why worry. Anyway i hope the book helps someone else as it’s helped me.",4.9684375,5.3181589687500015,5.62125,83.25875,68.6875,8.4,32.25,8.238735603445708,2.3206375,625,26,125,8,10,203,100,160,0.2,0.7090000000000001,0.09,-0.957,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,9,8,2,5,13,0,12,0,0,1,0,19,20,14,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,8,8,0,1,2,5,0,1,2,7,0,0,7,4,13,1,15,11,2,19,0,0,1,0,11,6,0,3,11,79,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873704184323603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291731227561087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574635596664614,0.0,0.2556301456346505,0.12583456889418151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534354990419605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06789992229038491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160475378924968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324658213675505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163747493160217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18609755903358174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534031044201707,0.05632015029387341,0.0,0.0,0.12201800931324178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05819463102660645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028973417053638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4479584607184639,0.0,0.0,0.11063151307799712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116381172443091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946964644814504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22585601065645003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816303176503065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20905658661150767,0.0,0.10687795064620748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3920627064487763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141622556050487,0.0,0.07135677691233014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887541331670892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644491836329125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952791420886591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399996409429213,0.0,0.0,0.08842810788003584,0.06495012068480809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15124767743539444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620181256800184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841308801425356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325601478195252,0.1005086148244644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311797399872588,0.11351193445904595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172898545436719
anxiety,spanish_gay_silence,2019/04/10,"How do you manage with the constant fear of breaking up with your SO? So I'm already guessing I'm not alone. I started dating this person around 2 months and a half ago, we clicked in ways I've never ever felt before. I know I'm in the in love and crazy state but I just love them so much. The thing is that they just left to their country, all across the damn ocean. And things are actually good, even if I miss them so much, but I'm having constant negative thoughts and fears. I think it's too perfect to be true, too good to last, like there's no reason to, but I'm always thinking it will just end so soon. That they will actually see myself as I am and dump me, or something bad will definitely happen. I'm really concerned that this thinking might led me to actually mess my relationship and harm it myself.

I've started to seriously treating my anxiety (since I started seeing this person actually) and I think I'm managing a little better, but this is really worrying me. It's a non stop cicle of negative thoughts that I get to silence for a couple hours and they would just come back.",4.4436060606060614,5.3271131181818205,5.630909090909093,80.814696969697,70.0909090909091,8.412121212121212,28.75757575757576,8.648137234880735,2.0796757575757567,866,31,172,14,15,289,126,220,0.202,0.6559999999999999,0.142,-0.9233,0,1,1,0,0,0,22.0,1,2,6,2,18,18,2,2,8,0,12,2,0,3,5,44,39,21,0,2,11,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,2,14,13,0,1,9,0,0,2,5,9,0,1,3,4,25,9,19,30,3,29,0,1,3,2,14,8,1,4,17,118,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.42587729199194796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671371103166257,0.0,0.0,0.11299837025512595,0.12039847658274187,0.0,0.09078289078216692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346391443494869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712528767078693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389389269043511,0.0910969040605731,0.0,0.0,0.0928390822066831,0.0,0.0,0.09649322066432464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398304461250236,0.0,0.2358043480203882,0.0,0.0,0.12072099900804095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663335854144832,0.0,0.0,0.07206186347627867,0.09869040409569413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24554364478438226,0.0,0.0,0.1047565143508062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05700209995796021,0.0,0.0,0.18302175682542465,0.0,0.0,0.12018985690080675,0.0,0.09647990584069256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744501605635598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059960455846403776,0.08893395224533422,0.0,0.0,0.11854132249353895,0.0,0.0,0.05330248178178015,0.10935041611259916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969404207873027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157416213349034,0.0,0.0,0.08708540989939012,0.0,0.16040732056951254,0.0,0.08414738107301341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19053001694937413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978905127433028,0.11217661696124097,0.0,0.11713637806730792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17388280173673965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025158110107652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399324040464798,0.0,0.0,0.2316721552744761,0.0,0.0,0.0912154501986631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14496709664710394,0.2796365887294654,0.0,0.17323205785655887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660131685131334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107999474722904,0.0,0.0775040290924851,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,confusedaf7768,2019/04/10,"What is going on right now! Hi all. 

I’ve been in a funk past couple weeks. I had a dating/friend situation that ended abruptly and caught me off guard and he won’t talk to me and  I can’t seem to get over the hurt for some reason. At all. 
Also my dog is dying and I am just beside myself about the thought of not having him anymore. I can’t sleep, can’t concentrate on work and I have no appetite. I don’t want to be around anyone or even have anyone look at me right now. I don’t even want to go to the store. 

I don’t feel like I will feel better any time soon. I feel like I want to jump out of my skin and my insides feel hot. I can’t even explain it. 

I just want to feel better.",-0.5177696078431389,1.242630274509807,1.7903553921568616,99.25847426470592,86.12418300653593,4.347875816993463,14.79125816993464,5.148860815047168,-1.1662153594771243,524,8,132,2,16,177,89,153,0.04,0.8440000000000001,0.116,0.7712,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,11,5,0,0,5,0,18,2,2,1,2,29,35,8,1,4,4,0,7,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,1,9,0,1,4,10,1,0,0,4,8,21,4,20,28,3,23,0,1,1,0,5,11,0,3,10,88,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959729996942385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170101524189028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14831616656453545,0.2091415548198932,0.0,0.0,0.13313367659460076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645345520528033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654773007683738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521216889625394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245936885061935,0.0,0.0,0.2963345918533872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3780918824652724,0.2136810643872652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554410282278554,0.0,0.07813515226579602,0.0,0.16998857671895345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16009933853915084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461278631220886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558666499667254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276504578838714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15376516046588978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25543450506018617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361472293614491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16810358488210836,0.14966078001762886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020485541957708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872819797798705,0.08720542565291085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3528404054049896,0.0,0.11996221505402052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887620121370092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AnxiousWanker,2019/04/10,"State of this subreddit Does anyone wish this and other types of mental illness subs were more about fixing the problem and less about just complaining about it? I mean I get it, it feels good to share how fucked up it is to have to deal with anxiety, but I feel like at a certain point you’ve got to start trying to do something about the issue. I know I’m gonna get downvoted to hell but I really felt like i needed to say this",5.4632584269662905,4.99934139325843,5.936269662921351,84.20620224719102,67.65168539325842,9.367191011235958,26.788764044943814,8.841846274778883,1.6719465168539325,340,8,73,5,5,110,63,89,0.159,0.691,0.15,-0.2187,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,6,9,2,0,3,0,4,2,0,1,1,16,18,5,0,3,3,0,3,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,8,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,4,6,5,16,14,2,5,1,0,0,1,4,3,2,0,3,45,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17335090083484914,0.0,0.0,0.158446293018963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336180475672323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19830207096512328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291548697676053,0.1618854395993431,0.2175746998445008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094910952744569,0.2367817384096453,0.0,0.0,0.1900640931644292,0.1812353560350041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365149671418883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453524503147373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22141384803623973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468374198573307,0.0,0.0,0.22836282422359935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16802347235061407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21421335892753446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168287503722936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14516787362124495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18020403579045266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17445028772921975,0.0,0.0,0.16039097889217108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15384876302936135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605826066381802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BuoyantArmiger,2019/04/10,"Does anyone feel perpetually feel only slightly anxious? I've had my fair share of nervous breakdowns and awkward social interactions, and although I would say it comes in up and downs, I almost always have that feeling in the back of my head/look over my shoulder kinda thing going on.

I've been in CBT for a few years now and It's definitely helped me desensitize a lot of my triggers. But whenever I talk to my psychologist I feel like I'm making my situation sound worse than it is. I don't have panic attacks that often but whenever I step outside, engage in a (semi)social event or just interact with the world I feel like I'm constantly worrying about pretty much everything.

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 I think it's hardwired into my brain because it's an incredibly hard feeling to shake- no matter what I tell myself in my head it keeps dominating my thoughts and my behaviour. Maybe I'm downplaying things but I feel like it's really not a severe problem, but it's CONSTANTLY just sitting there in my head. It's not REALLY stopping me from functioning, but it's definitely getting in the way of my therapy, in my opinion. does anyone else have this?",5.4067338709677415,7.054430304147465,6.5565178571428575,72.21191964285714,68.53917050691244,9.664631336405533,32.917338709677416,9.978442167317967,3.5880417050691236,924,42,157,23,16,310,128,217,0.085,0.7290000000000001,0.18600000000000005,0.9666,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,7,11,1,4,8,0,8,4,4,2,0,39,25,12,0,2,10,0,8,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,16,8,0,2,9,0,0,4,4,6,0,0,3,10,26,5,24,21,3,27,0,0,0,0,8,14,0,6,10,106,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338184154399206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421506173941603,0.12268287513437755,0.1375848445597215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791581176968514,0.0,0.1583437967522924,0.11601583021458825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288135997766614,0.0,0.08706561568253053,0.0,0.06902295414686113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12640029083735455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753620174832077,0.0,0.24471925288732616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981737926598395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458776130172858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176234430012193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4007616082765652,0.2426710779090873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059157142062175226,0.0,0.06435028338910764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014303655976777,0.0,0.3486148752601477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589457948036417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10064256428709513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659529643306203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508330075367616,0.0,0.0,0.09626269817835398,0.0,0.0,0.07558080607075424,0.0,0.11375310133568095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832358690095801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611526610092621,0.0,0.13284907796200435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151939431739172,0.0,0.10834424373341107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507396694281668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004373240127259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791581176968514,0.0,0.0,0.12727341489273672,0.0,0.11542204854965216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466397465439406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910086625854316,0.0989665728489648,0.0,0.12948649167847925,0.0,0.15044777538053172,0.07255215780406055,0.0,0.08989066599214221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987539770504832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149888905484876,0.11538936692417558,0.08043417457947231,0.0,0.1375848445597215,0.07291534816261111
anxiety,bipolarquickquestion,2019/04/10,"Does anyone else feel like this? Is this anxiety? Answers would be very appreciated! So I've been diagnosed with depression about two years ago. I got to a much better point but then last November new psychiatrist decided to try and entirely stop antidepressants. A month later, I feel about as bad as I did when my depression first started. Now after some months taking antidepressants and anxiolytics again, I feel better. I'm far from feeling good but I don't suffer much most of the time.

But one of the hard things to deal with right now is that there are a number of things I really really don't want to do, for instance I can barely go out of my house and often (but not always, depends on whether I'm in a bad or good phase) I don't want to talk to people, not even by messages or phone. 

When I say I don't want to do them, I mean that just thinking about doing them gives me a strong painful feeling of distress that I'm not sure how to describe. I feel it in my chest, but it's not a physical symptom like feeling pressure on your chest. It's just a strong ""No, that makes me feel really bad, I really don't want to do that"" sort of feeling. If I check my phone and have messages I don't want to answer, I'll get that feeling but it only lasts a few seconds. 

But if I have to go to my appointments or to make a phone call, sometimes I'll have that bad painful feeling for hours before, I feel so bad and I wish I didn't have to do it. Sometimes I'm not sure I can, it's hard to get out of bed, hard to get dressed, and the whole way in the car I just feel horrible, my Mom will try to make conversation and I'll only give one word answers in a tiny voice. It often makes me feel like I want to die. It actually usually stops when the appointment starts and I'm relieved after but often need some rest. 

For a long time I thought that was part of depression, ""no motivation to do stuff"" or something. But I'm starting to realize that I might be wrong. The reason maybe why it's not obvious to me that is anxiety is that the feeling doesn't come with anxious thoughts. I know my appointments with my doctors go well. I'm not thinking ""what if X happens"" or anything like that. I'm not thinking anything much. Just feeling. 

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So, sorry about the wall of text, this is very distressing to me and if I feel I haven't been clear, I'll doubt any possible answer. 

My question is: does anyone else feel like that? Is it anxiety? 

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TL;DR : There are some things, like going to appointments or answering text messages, that make my body react like ""NO I don't want to do this"" and this gives me a strong painful feeling of distress. It can last for hours before an appointment, it feels horrible and sometimes make me feel like I want to die. Is it anxiety? Do you feel similarly?",3.0443431925245186,4.69542728596803,4.210969572939998,86.67125241331377,74.54174067495559,7.595474554019615,26.626341802455787,8.321376580360154,1.6891090740597732,2194,81,457,38,46,717,210,563,0.221,0.6409999999999999,0.138,-0.9959,0,0,1,0,0,2,75.0,0,2,2,7,25,37,0,5,21,0,44,9,3,11,4,126,114,41,2,15,32,1,25,8,0,3,6,2,1,0,37,18,0,2,39,0,1,6,21,18,1,5,8,27,50,19,61,101,11,49,0,4,0,0,20,12,0,22,38,293,87,2,0.0,0.0,0.04855308844162053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044104247430280234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04139962198515966,0.10781767927220713,0.1209140120592087,0.0338346780815968,0.0,0.15224782895709896,0.056208276632421866,0.0,0.06957882538325967,0.10195846452794967,0.08188721512828669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20771410557830128,0.0,0.0,0.08467460940472381,0.0,0.0,0.08800739490041351,0.0,0.055265889291738514,0.0,0.0,0.05080477513989657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042858984621982336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051294571265586855,0.12856009918539962,0.05049963872359183,0.10327436272805443,0.0,0.0,0.05092570646720163,0.08708076980488126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312678440194265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03286229246238275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5534607027415007,0.14217812887079487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042321042119677736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779838151314984,0.1431867775170603,0.11310622135196904,0.08346321076967514,0.039793115227136466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04399762550580822,0.0,0.1337104296075716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799606535103493,0.057409863392979085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027343700830758245,0.12166935772416465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19445977783911106,0.0,0.0,0.04403105220274954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19926857189674732,0.0,0.04998495259666686,0.05419709545445815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05278152446931938,0.0,0.0582717173817081,0.07942692767755849,0.0,0.10972556135877053,0.03689223528117872,0.0,0.04805308105598186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742969819118526,0.07568088154716475,0.15882647442809925,0.0,0.0,0.053879134710007,0.0,0.0344934158365858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04703396214449977,0.05609057699317528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05573628176866362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749569507117292,0.051155779439904014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04248996054310564,0.0,0.03956667240590468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038303345179928235,0.14762503388443707,0.0556959443105035,0.10564919854628133,0.0,0.0,0.08319376316165092,0.0,0.0,0.05695685057939754,0.0,0.0,0.0937858107314542,0.05171384154477498,0.037409094598830496,0.039990678335834896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916377882056507,0.09564177484498164,0.0,0.07899882510000042,0.0580243470906775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06755990319678411,0.0,0.048602790373545784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054797409847519456,0.08210513270286993,0.234771334438766,0.039492703417698234,0.0,0.0,0.0447351543279906,0.0,0.044895580567735835,0.055548977818344,0.05721507060762428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03534407727172744,0.05439859355620519,0.1209140120592087,0.03204018333286841
anxiety,pinkdrink96,2019/04/10,"I can’t do anything without thinking about death It’s the worst aspect of my anxiety that I have yet to experience. It doesn’t matter what I’m doing, something in the back of my head will say “but you are gonna die one day” and that ruins my mood and I feel like I am being taken over by this indescribable feeling of like dread, doom, sadness, fear, and absolute panic. Me and my girlfriend could be having the best time and suddenly I think “she will be dead one day and so will you.” It’s gotten to the point where I can’t even order myself something online because the first thing I think is “what’s the point, you could be dead before it arrives.” I’m so scared of night because of the possibility of someone I love dying in their sleep, as I type this I have to stop every few sentences and check to see if my girlfriend is still breathing. Death anxiety is real and it’s ruining my life.",4.457246777163906,5.139790447513813,5.41736187845304,83.0878476058932,69.93922651933701,7.801289134438306,27.79051565377533,7.793537801064563,1.5848891344383054,705,23,142,8,12,232,107,181,0.281,0.611,0.108,-0.9921,0,0,2,0,0,2,13.0,0,3,1,2,8,14,0,4,7,0,22,5,3,0,0,21,34,13,6,3,3,0,2,2,2,4,1,1,0,0,12,8,0,1,5,0,1,0,4,9,0,3,2,4,23,4,17,22,3,17,1,4,1,1,9,6,0,1,12,104,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21799581196686926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172500788607416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095594268488735,0.0,0.17371071774924576,0.0,0.12124120492622355,0.0,0.14952547315350084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275196602922584,0.0,0.0,0.183777473720438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957464643335849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410764248662634,0.0,0.12004675217593602,0.0,0.0,0.13937418116871336,0.0,0.16033122392011384,0.14408578686517198,0.20357752789928316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119463381987415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14622705578652773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063884955265588,0.13921846194890322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859505580727962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13370917257896056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19309821241536945,0.0,0.0,0.16717126186748954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26938201583415444,0.1606264070768846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621750635036308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330695402405773,0.14264877016301986,0.0,0.11353925468358607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258433103014392,0.0,0.1207240555090991,0.2193783357238838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378585615985624,0.1191208575861789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465833275377837,0.2738890466695499,0.0,0.0,0.08308206917974505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13734701660653806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ragsis,2019/04/10,"Bad day after two weeks of improvements Two weeks ago I changed meds and started a new therapy to help me with anxiety. The first two week I felt good, for the first time in 3 years I've seen improvements. I've not had anymore fear of fear even if the anxiety was not disappeared completely. I was feeling finally confident and relieved. 

But a single hour was enough to ruin everything, I had an anxiety attack on the bus and I had to get off again. That was not the worst, but this throw me down so much and I feel like all the progress I've done were disappeared. I'm afraid that even this meds aren't helping. 

Fuck I don't need this right now.",4.342376068376069,5.308412861538464,4.8387179487179495,86.09850427350429,70.38461538461539,9.47008547008547,29.05982905982906,9.725611199111238,2.480111111111111,512,19,109,12,9,163,82,130,0.095,0.67,0.235,0.9445,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,5,11,2,3,9,0,11,1,0,0,1,16,20,8,0,2,6,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,0,0,3,5,8,0,5,11,4,9,3,12,9,5,24,0,1,1,1,2,5,1,1,17,71,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699132550429335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028904757359008,0.0,0.13088759808131492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15014504389262387,0.0,0.0,0.11019686290286984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13961616902985682,0.0,0.13837735831943052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511546765125512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506022964407904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636947666318486,0.0,0.17434162822351454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861411899092345,0.0,0.0,0.2970258939094545,0.13346498765767192,0.09428574753831166,0.12672043434563324,0.1445764262171814,0.0,0.22452235794890046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201235990992725,0.06895352437077658,0.0,0.0,0.11069763376219187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17692533998038465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997262449321068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06447822061421428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931975952490677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701967204978612,0.09786067686982254,0.0,0.1274660372834038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270925351171937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341533976543794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509293662336546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695795386136596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867726035681934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175965213900568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499008000166723
anxiety,earthdragon051288,2019/04/10,"Globus Pharyngeus / GERD It's been a stressful week for me. I started feeling different things:
- heavy feeling
- dry mouth
- burping
- gagging
- difficulty breathing because of a feeling of something stuck in my throat. coughing also because of this feeling.

Are these symptoms of globus pharyngeus or GERD?

I've been diagnosed with GERD once when I had an episode of a really painful muscle on my shoulder. I have also been diagnosed with syncope when I fainted. 

Any help to relieve this is much appreciated. Thanks.",5.762298850574712,9.050839022988503,5.405287356321839,73.52678160919542,72.5632183908046,7.544827586206896,40.70114942528736,8.515128840125781,4.3657494252873565,413,27,58,8,9,127,61,87,0.116,0.7,0.185,0.5434,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,4,0,7,11,4,0,0,7,14,5,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,4,7,2,11,9,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342627431523181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421221898187545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547999972086326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4242463441291962,0.0,0.2183528699345552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4226919163853248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14008338877094084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15363366762145167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22257038459819944,0.0,0.0,0.22238294777995396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338860630820883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608927763765537,0.0,0.0,0.14792609536861348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394004100981809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21722341754098465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924123817132334,0.0,0.0,0.13884545083886327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16764132254171646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,habitrabbit0809,2019/04/10,"I need some advice on how to deal with anxiety/panic attacks I often get a short anxiety/panic attacks, nothing extreme,  it lasts for 5 minutes or less. Tho when I do have them my whole body goes numb, my limbs become weak and my heard starts racing making me want to throw up. I get horrible chest pains and it feels like something is stuck in my throat that won't let the air in. 

I tend to overthink things or remember past traumatic events but it happens so suddenly that I've no time to react and concentrate on something else. Loud noises, crying, screaming,  yelling or even loud knocking makes my heart race, I don't know what to do about it. 

I take ""afobazol"" and some other russian light medicine like ""пустырник"",""валерьянка"" and ""глицин "" but I got used to them and it doesn't help much. I tried meditation but either I was doing it wrong or it doesn't really help. 

If anyone has some advices it'll be really appreciated.",5.0426075619295965,6.5753273502824925,4.986666666666668,83.56114732724903,69.28248587570621,7.932029552368538,28.304650152107786,8.384062270229773,1.9412663189917423,739,26,139,11,13,229,120,177,0.193,0.748,0.059,-0.9674,0,0,2,0,1,0,26.0,0,0,2,0,7,9,2,0,2,0,14,7,4,5,0,30,30,18,0,3,9,0,1,2,0,2,3,5,0,0,13,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,4,7,18,2,14,22,7,15,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,9,9,88,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024074262226175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819320922023697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520632203319055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708909122760129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17187395417923024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16996740278569572,0.0,0.15952336792783026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292599224989039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219996857534257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782378694263154,0.11054159048192792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16168365744107474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375445597362494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683025763435308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18335985487270454,0.20742910767123726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503744432424902,0.1261283942198651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582254116387632,0.0,0.15118987215419188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20657152681616206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374687199738832,0.1147328747903557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14847089547131026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646472748268645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477105636096234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19825238979722354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17528280822738826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382427019174139,0.0,0.0,0.10952111536142048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116340279571454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279801275656496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022630505860388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505383931398267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13363999937849871,0.0,0.0,0.09126578368466864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17275434432718598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16917671091726075,0.0,0.0
anxiety,UsernameIsBad23,2019/04/10,"Severe anxiety when I have to introduce myself to a group/class So I've been anxious for the longest time of my life and been somewhat socially isolated, and the friends I did have turned about to be pretty terrible people. However, things have been looking up lately, and in my first semester I was effortlessly able to talk to all kinds of people, no matter who they were. Basically no anxiety in most situations.

However, something that genuinely makes me extremely anxious, is the situation in which I have to introduce myself to the class. Some classes (not all) last semester had these ice-breaker ""games"" and whenever these happen I feel like fainting. In one class, it was relatively simple. The lecturer just wanted to state or name, what we study and what we like to read (literature class). So people start introducing themselfes like that one after another, and I'm not able to listen to any of them because my pulse is hammering in my neck and it keeps getting worse, the closer it get's to my time to speak. However, once I have to talk, I'm fine. I don't stutter or say something I didn't want to. 

These things always feel incredibly forced and make me anxious as hell. In another class, we had to introduce ourselfes and say something interesting about ourselfes. I don't feel like there's anything particularly interesting about me. I don't know why, but that stuff makes me incediby anxious and I'd rather have that shit banned. People get to know each other through class sooner or later, nobody cares that everyone likes to watch Netflix.

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Anyone feel the same, or know how to deal with extreme anxiety in situations like this ?",6.53264673311185,8.096169750830565,6.857142857142858,71.42952380952383,65.77740863787375,10.38449612403101,34.26688815060909,10.504223727775694,3.956018383167221,1329,60,221,35,21,430,160,301,0.121,0.784,0.094,-0.7572,3,0,3,0,0,0,44.0,3,0,2,1,10,16,2,0,8,0,22,4,2,4,2,47,46,20,0,3,9,0,4,6,1,0,2,4,0,0,20,15,0,2,7,3,0,0,8,4,0,3,10,10,26,12,38,35,7,19,1,0,2,0,17,9,2,7,15,150,46,8,0.18092576361705995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752723644950646,0.09801649464454942,0.10992230305320133,0.06151786173419827,0.18971643836042312,0.20761157092718813,0.4087892288322559,0.0,0.0632537503272927,0.0,0.0744432437913526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05514533310436764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092232937038822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326325893278396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644116026968279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18296300459145,0.12925340167870455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694768105335101,0.0,0.0,0.06989139808238946,0.0,0.14178936608160536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999602762502796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040756586976633,0.0,0.09420317060027364,0.1491481020996741,0.07373932259394922,0.10204607096580412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06389660872661551,0.2651735675699262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596603706018995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811540281889497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634001673701033,0.12259997982248536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508622876278474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203327279234023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048736234909427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143879429056704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219730720806396,0.09285884818991333,0.0,0.30505220819686657,0.0,0.09221551574446073,0.0,0.20892823809821426,0.0,0.0,0.06403009335397493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355835661591753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14542127544927336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019903799709787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549926773155713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839763833723753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671470300623903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162868023103083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218940502309893,0.0,0.0,0.10992230305320133,0.0
anxiety,daKoabi,2019/04/10,Any tips to continue positively after an attack So I had a pretty big attack yesterday and I am still a bit stressed and down now but my question is about the way I should continue now because I am sitting in school and I am having the starting symptoms but I have a long day to come and my appointment at the psychologist which is stressing me out a bit because it will be a hard day. More importantly though is tomorrow when I have a 90 minute driving lesson for the first time and I would normally have stressed about it anyway but just a few hours before but now I am stressing right now even though the lesson is in like 30 hours. Do you have any tips for me? Maybe something practical I could do or your experiences after 'setbacks',5.067916666666665,6.235579958333332,5.677388888888893,80.0065,68.8611111111111,8.815555555555557,31.06666666666667,9.120678840339163,2.6291383333333345,590,24,112,11,10,191,85,144,0.118,0.805,0.077,-0.6022,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,3,14,7,2,4,13,0,21,1,0,0,0,20,23,14,0,4,6,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,6,0,1,1,1,16,1,13,17,4,31,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,2,21,91,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17555016113201152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936817364057669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736522433075026,0.0,0.10983288572261096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818318300555812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118624563529936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305547880249546,0.0,0.0,0.1664847382687235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525248449277276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625962041783365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097906967736908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562539182448504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25422474866155753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06305927688122254,0.0,0.0,0.1142268634914096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967267578782746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646559683877498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131516126169415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445929708831786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102289107324496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306302766435917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993678497844026,0.0,0.0,0.09135958962744113,0.0,0.10307905587097838,0.0,0.5914175769653026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13415781870374033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536300656614765,0.0,0.07526437414878656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245332365503733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916908156352288,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,downward_spiral99,2019/04/10,"Self soothing feels impossible I apologize beforehand if this text is hard to follow. Experiencing some severe anxiety and have it hard to concentrate. 

For a couple of days I've been experiencing this menacing anxiety almost all the time. I am on meds and go to therapy (its on a break right now) but the thing I am struggling hard with is self soothing. Does anybody have any good tips on how to calm down or give oneself some relief? My anxiety spikes pretty much from everything, social contact is the hardest. I am working and its been really tough as i feel nervous all the time. The tricky part is that I can be nervous of something then do it and still feel nervous, like me accomplishing the thing doesn't affect my feelings. And this puts me on a loop of being incredibly scared of doing something and then being able to do it but the anxiety won't stop. And I haven't been able to pinpoint exactly why I get anxious, my best guess is that I am afraid to show myself as incompetent and weird. 

Anybody with severe physical anxiety have any tips or tricks on how to cope with this? Hardest part is that I was doing really well until last week, had the feeling that I got the hang of how to cope with insecurity and inferiority complex but this has me back in anguish.",6.4016049382716025,7.005282905349798,7.1411687242798365,72.71792592592594,65.62551440329219,10.266008230452675,33.48395061728395,10.203070172399654,3.43080049382716,1018,42,184,23,15,338,129,243,0.211,0.659,0.13,-0.9461,0,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,7,18,1,8,12,0,30,0,0,4,3,37,41,23,0,1,6,0,8,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,16,13,0,1,6,1,0,4,3,12,1,0,6,10,19,6,30,31,8,25,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,7,13,139,35,2,0.2226814866824866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149167131920144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15143104701764235,0.0,0.4258768195151755,0.12578334809301106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561415897548515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684524095865224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319641477230155,0.0,0.07180556846522239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743503480995087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006588082253456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281486126241759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058170942976087464,0.10680818649138328,0.06327751028926576,0.09338733298884684,0.08904936362046473,0.0,0.12265438145677628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992183094490041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075756627416974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054395463158351136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367446587826532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818482573859372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24114234992466935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327356369781673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192819957761133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265546245414884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508438645793578,0.0,0.0,0.11147150763430448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323053556375194,0.2515666961860221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11349786636596235,0.0,0.17143108768129758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891686145701831,0.09308584694174228,0.0,0.11639751960742308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732784345271111,0.0,0.1479396850061138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984736564163732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931082833823763,0.0,0.10010869974950452,0.0,0.10046770292067612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105738721427826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dvhrmk,2019/04/10,"Anyone who feels Anxious right after smoking a cigarette? I usually stick to smoking marijuana which helps me calm down at times. One of my friends told me that smoking tobacco helps him with anxiety so I tried one. After completing the cigarette I felt uneasy and started to feel anxious. I thought this must be because it was my first cigarette. So I smoked for a few days and I still feel anxious the moment I complete a cigarette. Marijuana on the other hand, relaxes me. Tobacco doesn't which I find strange. Anyone else here who goes through the same problem?",4.4805825242718464,7.243657689320386,5.153213592233012,76.46205339805826,74.04854368932037,8.780194174757282,35.54271844660194,9.3871,4.026189126213591,454,26,74,12,10,146,69,103,0.119,0.7140000000000001,0.16699999999999998,0.7393,0,0,7,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,7,0,4,1,1,0,1,12,11,4,0,2,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,1,0,3,4,5,14,3,11,5,2,13,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,9,55,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694883146984465,0.5624178750894706,0.0,0.23206769220829196,0.17003208543525558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115961601778957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479840803416891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702194381071596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386272397571719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251723032322198,0.0,0.15933493145775954,0.0,0.15167234932930446,0.14115424516675587,0.0,0.0,0.1282100695552969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224612554753828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22489966393274147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587886555897012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171764227040698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745798406934108,0.0,0.13252531181181504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317432058326644,0.09676490115386598,0.0,0.0,0.1585692585166512,0.0,0.11266696968748667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18276693192589236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,awkwardawkward123,2019/04/10,"Not a full night’s rest in 6+ years 23F, I have anxiety and depression, on medication.

My adult life has been relatively structured. I’ve had a few ups and downs here and there, but overall, I’m doing well.

But for the past 6+ years, I’ve woken up at least once (usually twice) in the middle of the night, every night. It doesn’t matter how tired I am, it doesn’t matter how great my day was. I wake up every night, feeling wide awake. I can usually fall back asleep no problem. But I never feel well rested. I miss being able to sleep through the night. My doctor says anxiety, which is why I’m on this anti-anxiety medication. It took a few tries to find one that actually helped me feel better during the day, but nights are still the same. DAE struggle with this? Could it just be habitual now?",2.5163975155279488,4.342335142857145,4.066428571428574,86.39107142857145,76.4534161490683,7.3329192546583855,22.05900621118013,8.192908349453996,1.0786695652173908,622,17,131,11,14,207,108,161,0.127,0.76,0.113,-0.3204,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,1,10,8,0,1,9,0,15,8,3,2,1,22,23,9,0,2,6,0,3,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,8,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,5,4,2,2,5,4,10,4,15,15,7,31,0,2,0,0,3,12,0,0,17,86,18,1,0.11356276088304053,0.0,0.11082087299664732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26062560372174154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873227533081698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043703342117397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067062387915258,0.0,0.0,0.14647717191351362,0.0,0.0978114395434192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623629782999505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19136304793135275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17226223224492412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379430608421872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252033447853167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611872481964063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021273646152652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288050683625472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758660211513901,0.0,0.0,0.6394257488180057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094063405286748,0.07695306580170035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840850515709956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866422517920801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903096655296592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364477455080535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069136753619464,0.0,0.0,0.11872045479384173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305236878780621,0.0,0.0,0.1261724058569289,0.07710166018418074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501466741733185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042131207463184,0.0,0.10247272813942836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626138941461728
anxiety,JRochester91,2019/04/10,"I’ve been on 75mg of sertraline (Zoloft) for nearly 5 weeks for social anxiety. My mood is definitely a lot better but still have anxiety when talking to other people I just spoke to my doctor and I’m upping my dose slightly to 100mg but she also explained how I should get out my resources from previous CBT I’ve had and that it’s a really good time for me to try and apply this again. 

I’m interested what other people’s experience with social anxiety who have been on this medication?",4.41,5.605222857142858,6.486326530612246,73.49438775510204,70.42857142857143,9.681632653061223,27.26530612244898,9.957137785484203,2.758351020408163,392,13,72,10,7,138,68,98,0.057,0.82,0.122,0.8014,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,2,0,7,4,0,1,0,12,12,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,8,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,8,3,15,7,1,10,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,5,52,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17608850212554464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.505341814463947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947430796654232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253771725156157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153912987769649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504191089057125,0.0,0.0,0.18468769269267946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18720046912139404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22182158382321573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053086180222901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14106146608668266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.448918678664377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17584665348492814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769830334335511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839648373640114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14949679655132922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17662578307307494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,frs_igib,2019/04/10,"Here it comes. I got an internship at an institution which I think is too good for me. I'm in the process of filling forms and I just contacted my guide. I reread and edited the email at least 5 times. I sent it although, I'm feeling nervous as heck. My hands are sweating and I'm getting these intrusive thoughts that I can't seem to stop. I have a practical exam tomorrow and I have prepared but I need to revise. I am not able to because of this anxiety.",0.8309187620889773,3.1928814148936167,2.806557059961317,90.16136363636365,85.91489361702128,6.396905222437137,26.63056092843327,7.686295010490155,1.6965659574468086,359,17,76,7,11,120,68,94,0.047,0.879,0.07400000000000001,0.0597,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,5,0,6,2,2,0,0,14,18,7,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,4,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,3,2,13,1,10,15,2,9,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,1,3,52,19,2,0.35291367717817546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699779970740914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21513290198149174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30400388377643395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784437590508186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18438283035073316,0.0,0.0,0.29600724854105,0.28225730691734496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616810198746508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212793571922615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950516365493509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261328343060565,0.0,0.2801740388391936,0.20578680321920687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Eddsworld_Starboy,2019/04/10,"I keep having anxiety attacks when thinking about my uncle for some reason It's so weird. I just start crying a ton. I don't know why him out of any family member. Why not my dad? He's dead so it'd make sense. But nope, it's my uncle. He's always a good person to be around. I just don't get it.",-1.7500165837479251,0.14607147761194028,1.5790049751243806,97.00127694859043,95.41791044776122,4.171807628524046,11.922056384742953,5.82211442006289,-1.15625903814262,227,3,55,2,9,81,48,67,0.219,0.737,0.045,-0.8845,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,1,0,2,0,5,0,0,2,0,12,11,4,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,8,1,6,9,2,4,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,2,34,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21908868869326031,0.0,0.0,0.17905466035204068,0.0,0.2014256145536999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23439495847083536,0.0,0.2995444904444651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892253215863483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24821806847494976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756463607793434,0.0,0.0,0.22084555999342426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23403527025617898,0.0,0.0,0.14470411254429075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757563959170398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299054987701652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707187191368021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863667932305913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16871354560189286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4751789220797124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rawr-burrito,2019/04/10,"my teacher makes me anxious there’s this specific teacher, and for some reason, being in that class makes me so stressed and anxious. every time she talks to me i feel myself panicking. i feel like she’s always looking over my shoulder while i’m working. once, she asked me about my plans for next school year in front of the whole class (1, talking in front of people makes me anxious and 2, thinking about the future does too) and i ran to the bathroom and had a panic attack. it’s only this one teacher that makes me feel this way. like being around her is so mentally draining. how do i control/change that?",4.298169934640523,5.826780142857142,4.4406162464986,86.77578898225958,71.10084033613445,6.2972922502334265,28.348272642390288,6.42735559955562,1.2848311858076564,483,18,91,3,9,150,74,119,0.149,0.81,0.041,-0.9084,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,8,5,1,2,4,0,5,1,1,6,0,17,17,9,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,5,0,0,3,0,3,0,1,2,4,18,2,13,13,2,14,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,1,7,61,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226231037033287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4979867037538258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080396497294905,0.13736508643016668,0.1671606219329707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543853491174855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480093188485134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858446037246885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379970219933173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228853823415685,0.10497092537526988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14357076570188207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338901883793127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39232300225714506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480766710050593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15626783144176173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564817726452013,0.09956746333799614,0.11175125502518728,0.0,0.17239743733467094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018667444417088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15107441766883362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870681816487666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16831439911370202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23620277153103755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415049220061576,0.0,0.0,0.08567941436251951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166307548496208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640485115834064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697097214035962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946218021113754
anxiety,starryknight2010,2019/04/10,"Recent victory: I asked about compensation at a job interview Ever since entering the professional world, I have been so incredibly opposed to asking about expected compensation in an interview if it wasn’t brought up first by the people interviewing me. I know that I shouldn’t feel that way, that I should be my own advocate, but I’ve just never felt brave enough to do it.

Well, on Wednesday morning I did. I asked. I said to the woman, “I hate to ask this question but I’m just curious about how much I could expect to make.”

Her response was the best. Her face lit up and she was very understanding. She said, “Oh don’t be sorry, dear, I’d want to know too!” 

She then whipped out a book with the pay scale and explained the compensation plan to me.

I felt better about myself. It’s another thing I know I can do now.",2.776666666666668,4.962021118012423,4.280472049689443,83.4909772256729,76.9503105590062,8.020041407867495,25.019047619047623,8.841846274778883,1.934892836438924,644,23,130,15,15,214,103,161,0.073,0.8,0.127,0.8634,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,4,12,6,1,0,9,0,15,1,1,2,2,29,34,8,0,7,5,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,8,4,0,1,9,1,1,2,4,1,1,1,10,6,22,5,19,19,4,17,0,0,1,0,17,7,0,2,7,93,30,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16051621421467224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.572431146959564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606465014099853,0.13538554389895915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222077167553146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15817106989302945,0.0,0.0,0.13846831874939708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774011179320343,0.0,0.2939588413507388,0.0,0.0,0.1302085424123015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113338311882638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15190684744670366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523839147861357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021811254941988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253035286398766,0.0,0.11806362017777343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612539705904184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17148301755085152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15114660753565334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912255247509974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266281642481001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17135891187271646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016985913201953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15936017647692588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630584123587135,0.09028969906688897,0.1215066333526988,0.0,0.0,0.13763600676857274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alanaperi,2019/04/10,how can i stop being so anxious about my parents dying? as a child i have always feared this but it’s getting to the point where it keeps me up at night every night and throughout the day i’m constantly thinking and worrying about it. i want to live my life to the fullest but i worry so much i feel like i’m ruining my youth,1.9313043478260887,3.6119188695652227,3.431231884057972,90.9451086956522,77.69565217391305,6.339130434782609,24.54347826086957,7.1686216300943375,0.9269304347826076,258,9,56,3,6,85,49,69,0.206,0.723,0.071,-0.8272,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,4,0,3,1,0,1,0,10,10,8,1,1,2,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,9,1,8,9,1,10,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,7,37,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17852218094736225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24237960760389565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23185154230481814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13836653080267544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22266827070027595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180767014546958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24142757851726795,0.10848255807909928,0.15327404232173902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120931390860002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907012503198376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515424953305882,0.10481793667953633,0.0,0.189450937327322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15771840079814506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4026799143923481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23823157564024336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028184098792416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793727977294111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747450996149352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654671902244374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4357703990517126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xangretin,2019/04/10,"18 year old stuck I just need some advice. I've recently moved out of my parents house into an apartment with my girlfriend. To afford said apartment I've taken on a full time job, and I'm already losing before I've started. The night before I'm supposed to start I vomited, bad. I wake up that morning and just can't bring myself to get out of bed. I dread going in, doing this new scary thing. And it's not the first time this has happened. I've never been able to keep a job. I won't be able to see anybody for at least a month therapy wise and don't have high hopes for it as I've done therapy before. It just keeps getting worse and worse, I vomit more and more and it gets harder to get up and do every single day. How do you deal? Any advice would help, any at all.",1.3545325203252077,3.1122505914634147,3.064243902439024,92.5669349593496,79.67073170731706,5.348943089430894,20.07967479674797,6.079149491110277,-0.020666178861788783,603,15,132,4,15,200,104,164,0.14,0.8240000000000001,0.036000000000000004,-0.9435,4,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,2,4,5,0,1,6,0,12,3,1,1,2,25,31,10,0,3,4,1,0,0,1,2,2,1,1,0,8,12,0,2,0,0,0,3,5,3,0,1,5,2,10,2,21,23,7,29,0,1,1,0,6,13,0,2,13,79,18,2,0.25107983653984234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453523103779076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853642155868345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17074289874155538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482058794949486,0.0,0.0,0.32047567198744564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809628616257861,0.12942614329697588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847092291878184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577279563468564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678419034829796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623577033079548,0.0,0.07134722862134803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110145351241443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414676094842449,0.13263981627197052,0.0,0.12468946521611728,0.0,0.1448562103714176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491579955114551,0.22317129513824407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14044705667659207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020476504236762,0.1334290655006138,0.0,0.09308625868661813,0.09682412426023307,0.12124723535383565,0.0,0.1178107089890292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173302613697546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13939722259106513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239555240429591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941721062671018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000390611531164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777156006037269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871316749080396,0.0,0.08340314339209988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640667181694147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25587180378463703,0.0891799560227331,0.0,0.0,0.08084359137792985
anxiety,lil_cretin,2019/04/10,"Really scary anxiety My anxiety is terrible and creepy, and I keep letting it ruin my life but I don't know how to think.

I can't stop obsessing from afar about this girl who my current boyfriend used to date. I always sort of liked him, and I when they dated I got sad because I saw how in love he was with her. She was from another country but they talked sporadically over facebook for the next 5 years, and then recently again a few months ago. I freak out everyday because she's gorgeous, outgoing, and popular (for lack of a less childish word). I'm very shy, pretty much unemployed, have very few friends, and I do very little. I don't know what he ever saw in me. And every day I just imagine that they're going to get back together (bf is attractive, has a great job) and everyday I feel like I'm bracing myself for him to break up with me for her, or break up with me and then shortly get back with her. He's sort of materialistic, and her family is extremely wealthy. 

Even me talking about this is giving me a deep fear that I'm speaking (or typing, I guess) this into existence. How do I make it go away? I know it's not making me a better person, or making it any easier for me to get a job.",4.216768292682925,4.694739731707318,5.755843495934958,81.18059451219513,70.3821138211382,9.402032520325204,28.789634146341466,9.516144504307137,2.3900902439024403,938,33,197,20,16,320,140,246,0.12,0.6709999999999999,0.21,0.985,5,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,2,1,12,15,0,2,7,0,14,2,0,7,1,44,38,21,0,1,7,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,0,2,11,16,0,2,6,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,5,4,36,9,29,32,5,34,0,2,2,1,23,11,0,6,21,130,47,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763722700638547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104233041759858,0.0,0.0,0.09024567786730033,0.13915542656848012,0.2030418095736432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468310220092185,0.20408781327071784,0.0,0.1617945691521065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736903467751535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558538461450213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765207850918741,0.12004156748939412,0.1118118259948276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125104857948918,0.14933287727951589,0.0671009195887511,0.094806293020623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252951613128383,0.0,0.20800263688775034,0.1273051647139299,0.15084150634300406,0.0,0.10613834272233867,0.146310531238279,0.1461923167799483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633835124824027,0.11795655900606106,0.0,0.0,0.2187977799807678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570245075843831,0.09373526005942903,0.1296684013565394,0.13300781850123786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977373600783615,0.0,0.26574994012211595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059258922442217,0.0,0.0975553113515833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14113597421763127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587510507205225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13501127729987014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501584823056789,0.0,0.13103268569412815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094944560649564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21333058739835126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503363307217589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461670566812755,0.0,0.3284928560256655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545930470785275
anxiety,Hellfire12345677,2019/04/10,"My depression is cleared... but my anxiety... oh boy. [Vent/Advice needed] Long story short about two months about a month and a half ago I was hospitalized, you can guess why. When I got out my life had changed, it took a few weeks for my depression... but it’s finally cleared up, I’ve started playing hockey, talking with more people, everything that can go right, is going right other than grades (in my opinion)... but I can not get over not having a girlfriend, and I don’t know why. Like I’ve stayed up nights before making plans with a loved one I didn’t have, it’s really terrible, anyone who has had a similar situation... what can I do to cause the feeling to go away, because you can’t force a relationship.",6.0636151079136695,5.973433877697843,6.6366097122302135,78.42815197841728,66.33812949640287,10.115467625899283,31.76348920863309,9.827888789773867,2.839812230215826,555,20,110,11,8,182,96,139,0.053,0.84,0.107,0.736,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,2,0,1,3,6,0,0,8,0,16,2,0,2,2,19,29,6,0,1,5,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,2,2,0,4,5,3,0,3,6,1,13,3,14,23,2,23,0,2,0,1,8,9,0,2,10,71,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578013541318034,0.14131326883603654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219533244339316,0.0,0.0,0.1114678498054325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14977721924432552,0.0,0.0,0.09717892893531596,0.0,0.13565185372804914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16376484447978454,0.1686417103398802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27461070707521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14327343341450452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060586372437824,0.0,0.0,0.17463318153987575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328863601295093,0.0,0.2718005202935197,0.0,0.12750008258966422,0.0,0.17561544664569886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761123863585546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260071612768367,0.07788293776867547,0.0,0.0,0.14107874591663042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387977842297384,0.0,0.10641187229390324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25448974730749513,0.0,0.0,0.11820544881743596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496017557052219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802486861482796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051945400256608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212640778822334,0.0,0.0,0.17115385510215742,0.0,0.2722819486514169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791910284642418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128359471506166,0.16991697061913058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813308939327692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17711779801774102,0.0,0.0,0.15572693294666573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12787444543466345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876975174033973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KEC112992,2019/04/10,"Anxiety related health problems without feeling anxious? I'll try to keep this novel short.

Basically, I was an anxious child and anxiety runs in my family. When my parents divorced at 14, it went into full blown OCD. I was late to things and going sleepless because I was performing rituals for hours. Finally at 16 I got some therapy and paxil and things got better throughout the years. Unfortunately, there have been plenty of times where I am not consistent in taking my paxil and sometimes decide to go without for months at a time. Sort of the whole, ""I've been doing good so I'll take a break"" thing.

The last four years have been some of the happiest in my life. I am in a great relationship, more confident and social, and my career is going well. Nothing in particular to be stressed about, and aside from a few small OCD episodes, I have considered my anxiety under control for years.

But also in the last 4 years, I have had many health issues. I think it was all triggered by the fact that I was getting frequent UTI's which later caused reactive arthritis. In two years I had an ulcer, shingles, hives, and random parts of my body ache. All sounds like side effects of bad anxiety, right? But I was never feeling stressed or anxious when any of this occurred. Unfortunately it sort of turned me into a hypochondriac, so AFTER my health is bad, THEN I start freaking out.

Recently, my chest has felt tight and pressured. Another symptom of anxiety that I don't FEEL LIKE I have?

I've had CAT cans, MRIs, blood tests, x-rays, ekg tests, everything you can think of to make sure I'm healthy and don't have an autoimmune disorder. All the doctors I've been to shrug at me and say it must be my anxiety.

Can I have anxiety when I don't even FEEL it on a conscious level?",5.13056862745098,6.425595370588237,5.760882352941178,78.99230392156866,68.82352941176471,9.07843137254902,31.81372549019608,9.408791572840183,2.9323431372549016,1406,60,260,29,24,456,189,340,0.134,0.7659999999999999,0.099,-0.759,1,0,0,0,1,0,46.0,0,1,0,4,11,14,0,3,16,0,35,10,3,5,7,50,56,22,0,2,6,1,6,2,0,1,7,2,0,1,13,15,0,3,10,1,0,5,7,7,1,2,17,8,30,7,40,36,10,52,1,0,0,0,7,23,0,6,25,174,43,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06821298952028146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05800574334596716,0.08944266528308259,0.4567705601570914,0.2890882715416852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244097217009424,0.051997028970231694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07543938128847186,0.0,0.09474714026574024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762481183949633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566925419479064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775919845683748,0.08730638583067456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05633869776257446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666057806499668,0.0,0.0804116103176621,0.0,0.17251745731986098,0.06093709560942241,0.08189970833343264,0.09344007697117893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044564821480375896,0.0,0.14543090444260046,0.07154413544382768,0.1364416249644921,0.09404163528251198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27200419220082817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400160630992605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902922462609868,0.0,0.07581701472440487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13905893671568587,0.09622015517187947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602486852109384,0.08334484472740199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05693725241740021,0.08647904985060194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808425915139843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657872783340559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184598315537102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947136258825861,0.09236970578394108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161891721089444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422174353305405,0.09157841169496092,0.0,0.0728442499171944,0.0,0.06783260177903701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695083652128327,0.0,0.0,0.08436216245641348,0.0,0.06037454906278514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195417742476156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039260272644869,0.08865755462032354,0.1282673554553506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754599672355137,0.0,0.17000512579460866,0.10931136454008514,0.0,0.0,0.09947620536073123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05791192095666154,0.09278001533766217,0.08332400791598392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669338169063468,0.07907234369144697,0.0,0.09523246364842074,0.0,0.16444896190629116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746464214440057
anxiety,confusedteen03,2019/04/10,"I get anxious any time something happens to my friends I don't know what to do about this but literally every time my friends take too long to respond or don't answer their phones my heart starts racing. I get worried and start jumping to conclusions and there is literally nothing I can do about it.

If one of my friends alludes they are not doing great or something is wrong I literally chuck all my issues off a skyscraper and get super worried about them and when they don't want to talk I get EXTREMELY worried.

Help. I can't keep throwing myself into these things because it puts a strain on me and I refuse to admit it to any of them because while I don't want to push myself too far, I don't want them not to reach out to me.",6.374781879194633,5.69593824832215,6.483145973154361,81.75478607382553,65.84563758389261,8.792281879194631,34.06124161073827,7.6454224807358475,2.2788986577181207,585,23,119,5,8,187,82,149,0.16899999999999998,0.691,0.14,0.2984,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,6,2,8,7,0,1,2,0,13,1,1,0,1,23,27,11,0,4,6,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,2,4,0,0,4,8,2,0,1,0,0,25,5,19,27,1,16,0,0,0,0,15,5,0,3,7,84,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20215517089672905,0.0,0.0,0.16791638656994146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812142672649702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523225115277134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34450744365767805,0.0,0.3106247272313927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16387172851622298,0.0,0.0,0.13143833497879084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17613439047103174,0.09962758606835634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15513738020515813,0.0,0.13211451732527002,0.0,0.0,0.08168646530432855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153819376297066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426202627324417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007196088025452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14942024610804605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22885452824735025,0.0,0.0,0.2104106693505348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175578342256802,0.11946799661815034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987471621368864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17334170837976906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630081136024032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4528412569828478,0.0,0.0,0.16251014640032554,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ikilllolicons,2019/04/10,"I always second guess myself after a convo Hello, I have anxiety and whenever I met someone and talk to them I usually go over the things I say. I feel like such a pathetic loser after every conversation, anyone else do this?",5.3434108527131805,6.611556209302329,7.837209302325583,64.40294573643413,68.30232558139535,10.38449612403101,28.286821705426355,10.504223727775694,3.52804496124031,179,6,27,5,3,65,35,43,0.208,0.733,0.059,-0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,2,8,1,4,5,0,5,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,1,4,23,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25781857370202577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370330707670461,0.0,0.0,0.2166531076854364,0.3174761584884456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588384623249357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610605226507495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15666859012744885,0.2213556588163481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760939065835157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413327909327117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15137620876968452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464037727079334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625334251570123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24904429450146565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20584941594865985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412540832985657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WhatIsMyPlace,2019/04/11,"We are anxious about anxiety  Don't you think that the main and most powerful kind of anxiety is about anxiety itself ? 

Aren't all those daily anxious thoughts only loopholes to the root fear of anxiety itself ? 

""-What do you worry about ?
- I worry about x, y, z...""
No ! You worry about anxiety. Anxiety is a sufficient cause to worry about. Like some kind of fractal way of thinking. We are worrying about something we created ourselves.

To some extent I think anxiety is caused by the too fast evolution of human civilization: our genetic doesn't allow everyone to manage the modern life. Internet, addiction, drugs, lying, etc are not natural thing. Human specie is not made for this.
So our brain is trying to figure out what's happening, but because nothing rational is happening, our brain creates irrational things too like pathological anxiety.",4.649243697478994,7.936849530612246,5.763305322128854,69.14394957983194,77.50340136054422,9.989435774309724,32.456582633053216,9.916854025145753,4.682556942777111,679,35,96,24,17,224,91,147,0.223,0.7070000000000001,0.069,-0.9157,1,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,6,3,0,1,10,5,0,1,5,0,13,6,2,5,1,22,20,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,2,9,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,0,11,4,20,18,7,4,0,0,0,0,11,1,0,3,4,72,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743381211094337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6031225260700132,0.22266641186811928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0600750342111405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200283047925009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20247555190186609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142864630781793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990906069973404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416854279624576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089590656137498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17429449876505568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052488715916784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960862758707789,0.09629289398798813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325018937189317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09456117658026708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749515522924032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586843917610035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309441962415114,0.18944016882690373,0.0,0.07823752114767643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06690883501624811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822423219357633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5004104517827008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bleuhill,2019/04/11,"Drunken Anxiety When I drink, I tend not to get anxiety attacks. I have an insane startle reflex, but when I'm drunk, everything slows down enough and I don't Get the typical anxiety response to triggers that I normally would.

Has anyone gotten an anxiety attack while inebriated or high or under another influence? Does alcohol or another substance affect your anxiety?",5.366741071428573,8.708634156250003,7.150714285714287,60.08000000000001,74.625,11.782142857142858,38.83035714285714,10.914260884657429,6.493060714285715,302,19,38,13,7,104,48,64,0.212,0.691,0.097,-0.8325,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,2,1,3,0,4,3,0,3,0,11,9,8,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,6,0,4,7,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,4,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857261465749431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644630095123254,0.6647353861692699,0.0,0.0,0.12151636624881725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3954170833171648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15208274440609934,0.0,0.0,0.17024573619782313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17956909971070234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15618913470486595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18159374951217405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18361619474279556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17027499923543388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345376096306042,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,abdane,2019/04/11,"Anxiety symptoms, anyone share this? okay so I have been diagnosed with anxiety since 2015 when I had a panic attack out of nowhere, i thought i was done for and this will be my life forever. I went to see a doctor and was saved by benzos (ativan at the time). Then i went on cipralex for about a year and stopped it because it made me very tired most of the time. I thought the panic attacks would reoccur, but they didnt thank god. Now, my daily life is as follow:

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waking up fine, one hour later my anxiety starts to rise (not sure if its anxiety or what at this point), what I feel is a weird feeling that I cannot explain, ill try my best. i dont get any physical symptoms that the rest get (heavy breathing, sweating, etc...) all what i feel is this feeling in my brain of un-focusness and it is very uncomfortable to bare. I came across brain-fog but im not sure if that is what im experiencing or not. its like my brain is not mentally clear and I cannot focus, but i can if i want to but its hard. as i said, hard to explain. But during the evening (8pm or so for some weird reason) the effects subside and i fell a bit more normal.

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then the cycle goes again on the next day. some days i do not experience this (which is rare, maybe once a month).

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Anyone else with same experience? any advice?",2.7532274417032774,4.337062438661711,3.8738036498817188,89.06744085839813,75.17100371747212,6.972693477526192,25.238425143629602,7.686295010490155,1.165347955390334,1032,35,222,14,22,335,150,269,0.149,0.753,0.098,-0.8291,0,0,0,0,0,0,55.0,0,0,1,2,7,15,2,2,14,1,22,13,5,3,4,50,42,24,0,6,16,0,6,1,0,2,8,1,0,0,19,10,0,1,10,0,0,6,9,6,0,1,13,9,26,9,25,26,10,31,0,0,1,0,5,9,0,9,17,146,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222157969853948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27350010962543897,0.30672145585654337,0.11443748652878025,0.0,0.2574704395486861,0.0,0.0,0.11766664179991145,0.08621236459508899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914449951909232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05129155286250794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830075437964854,0.0,0.09186014426701054,0.0,0.0,0.2817874406907887,0.0,0.09623485149067214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852792654828504,0.0,0.0,0.08540131093019951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861218456660718,0.0,0.08610542294418666,0.09861258734293099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028898167167948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383942050096383,0.05557431552768715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16461202333878125,0.0,0.0,0.17017680542657507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792036553002094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074755994498049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286190414932766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18177336727647267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188625074775951,0.04110702663031409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07961621795831404,0.0,0.0,0.08453091123887567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479430514388399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06716051756279955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948487356926765,0.0,0.08244028339973096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960738439804422,0.05701609721085684,0.0,0.0,0.1974425925185777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954041111793447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651092832042377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003732824686241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06704945738557568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960227786275514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059555409917300975,0.0,0.0,0.07034561647173097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15860373233474262,0.1749093646128277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774656982430375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335970592267581,0.09812654966772626,0.0967076645854789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05712619382193041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885022040063338,0.049628522690144235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559990398195313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597713292395036,0.0,0.30672145585654337,0.05418402444516085
anxiety,kittylazermewmew,2019/04/11,"Talking to your GP For years now I’ve been in a state of near constant worry. I can’t focus on anything. I’ll zone out in the middle of a conversation and start imagining the worst things possible happening. I toss and turn all night . I feel tired every minute of every day. Sometimes my heart will palpitate and race. It’s like I can feel it trying to burst out of my chest. I rip the skin off of my lips and around my finger tips until they bleed and sometimes I don’t stop there.  

All of this has led me to believe I may have an anxiety disorder. My mother has anxiety and described very similar symptoms. I want to talk to my GP (general practitioner) about it, but I’m so nervous. Any tips or advice on approaching this appointment?",3.4288127853881254,5.2062228630137,4.7536301369863025,82.65158675799087,73.7945205479452,8.428310502283106,27.235159817351605,9.075114841892004,2.2833077625570777,582,22,114,13,12,193,99,146,0.116,0.862,0.022,-0.8801,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,0,5,3,0,1,6,0,9,8,5,1,2,21,16,10,0,1,2,1,4,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,6,9,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,4,17,1,23,13,3,21,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,2,9,75,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714329195708856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930172404806745,0.0,0.26841438292029385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14436794579129242,0.15617422410992346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19765501664436685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18958276457649595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131409744945439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010635541362948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956228802394279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774102778400067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15513647164620592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20789115958932508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570861343154255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16463373642251086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19777645059896104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470191344827585,0.0,0.12417370033265293,0.0,0.0,0.14667140250744706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823439974384135,0.0,0.2820157980998673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655112887320375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20163656968834764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191087574183372,0.19082275561871231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475213656570227,0.10347602867708583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17816262111427347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129743011359238
anxiety,Tlevan,2019/04/11,"Left Arm Hurts When Anxiety is Bad When my anxiety is really bad, it feels like I'm having a heart attack. Chest pain, dizziness, the whole deal. I've heard these symptoms from lots of people. However, I've noticed that recently I've had frequent anxiety at night where my chest feels tight and my left arm begins to hurt or feel sore. It's only ever my left arm that feels this way. Has anyone else experienced this?",3.660899470899469,5.7424005925925945,4.5105114638448,83.33444444444446,73.93827160493828,8.085361552028218,23.917107583774253,8.841846274778883,1.789866313932981,332,10,63,7,7,107,58,81,0.295,0.679,0.027000000000000003,-0.9729,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,0,2,0,5,9,6,0,1,9,12,4,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,7,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,7,4,1,4,10,2,13,0,2,0,0,2,5,0,2,8,30,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446035574718946,0.0,0.0,0.10499158254463917,0.15385112475880355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17082252631570374,0.0,0.0,0.2507456260307271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15480279189704352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254348948567736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358234256882416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036906950146461,0.10727047108912456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17793391541841588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32148719429863465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4894302132274748,0.0,0.0,0.07335794943413691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765606520820044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14090991357924496,0.0,0.0,0.17095199910559772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419933403937485,0.15977507341099625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409828841188748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619287706725067,0.0,0.1482595455918181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15606811507211646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918572663308635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16764224051670146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Savings_Cauliflower,2019/04/11,"Acne picking due to anxiety--how do I stop? I literally cannot stop picking my acne when I have episodes of super bad anxiety (like weeks). I only do it in private, but when I have particularly worse days I will even go to touch it in public. I am not always aware of it when I do it, and even when I become aware it's like I cant stop. 

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I have hormonal acne, but it gets pretty irritated. What are some ways you all have stopped touching your face/picking acne due to anxiety?",2.8362878787878785,4.377429737373742,5.088775252525256,80.61982954545458,74.85858585858584,7.77828282828283,27.52651515151515,8.472884824447931,2.0171303030303025,380,15,76,7,8,133,57,99,0.221,0.6829999999999999,0.096,-0.8735,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,1,6,4,0,0,0,0,12,0,0,2,1,12,14,7,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,2,14,3,7,13,2,16,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,14,52,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575364855354063,0.2051373594330855,0.23005486038763415,0.0,0.0,0.2896715809735495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15808139601209803,0.0,0.20909846241850985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221012249721908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500993880096891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989163312397953,0.0,0.10759975423426693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849926914172722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399286188453028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19261515757190334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6331484413867117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15028015721850113,0.15186790908370107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19294192454777184,0.0,0.0,0.23005486038763415,0.0
anxiety,bricrim8,2019/04/11,"My Battle With Anxiety I started having anxiety/panic attacks a little over a year ago. My journey with anxiety has been overwhelmingly exhausting. There have been many days where I feel so worthless and I feel like there is no hope. I don’t even feel like the person I used to be. I wanted to share my story mainly to let others know that you are not alone. 

My first anxiety attack happened March 26, 2019 during a spring break softball tournament. The week before this I had gotten little sleep and was trying to survive off of caffeine energy drinks. I have always been the type to be a complete perfectionist. I work hard and I care too much about everything. I don’t drink soda, I eat hardly any sweets, I run everyday, My room has to be clean, I precisely plan my whole day, week, and month in my planner. I am a 3 sport athlete, I am a high school junior taking college classes and trying to maintain a high gpa. I constantly stress about what people think of me and I do everything in my power to please them. I have a boyfriend, friends, family that I have to please. My best friend and former coach just passed away unexpectedly at age 26 with two little boys.  I still miss her and wish she was still here. I play year round travel ball on top of 2 other sports. Saying all of this, my life has been go go go for as long as I can remember. All of this had began to catch up with me and I didn’t even know it. That day in the batting cage I had a complete meltdown. I felt like a heavy weight had landed on my chest and I couldn’t breath. My legs were weak and shaky and I felt as if my head was about to explode. This would be the start of the lowest point of my life. After this I constantly had panic attacks on and off the field. My legs would shake at the plate and I didn’t know why. Nobody understood how a girl that just broke the school record with 17 homeruns could be “nervous” as they would say. I went to my family doctor and he recommended me to a therapist. He put me on  a medicine called lexapro. This medicine did not personally agree with me. I started to be depressed and after a while started cutting and feeling suicidal. This was one of the scariest moments of my life. I tried to hurt myself several times by choking myself, cutting, and having terrible thoughts of running off the rode while driving. I told my parents and they quickly got me off the medicine and help to get back to having better thoughts. I am now seeing a psychiatrist and on the medicine Zoloft. It has somewhat began to help me but I am having unwanted side effects of nightmares and restlessness. My thoughts have changed and I’m beginning to feel a touch of hope. I am happier and more motivated than I once was. My anxiety is still a constant battle but I am learning to make it. 

For anyone that has just read my story that deal with anxiety, you are not alone. If you have any questions please ask and we can encourage and work through life together! There is no judgement, only love and encouragement. 

—Crim",3.64853527100789,5.559313221465079,4.3396217362583895,85.28661718179606,73.51448040885859,7.313131453603589,26.800716197893124,8.093282712189389,1.7018719118311718,2379,87,461,37,49,759,283,587,0.107,0.7659999999999999,0.126,0.9644,3,2,2,0,0,2,56.0,1,3,3,12,22,38,7,7,30,0,61,20,6,5,3,83,105,39,1,12,10,1,12,3,2,3,8,2,2,4,19,35,5,0,20,9,0,14,10,22,0,3,30,16,78,16,70,63,8,81,0,6,2,1,31,28,0,7,41,326,97,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0593334345019534,0.0,0.0,0.1386480020018055,0.0,0.0,0.05569490247725317,0.0,0.0,0.09103557016918117,0.0,0.25602371409268937,0.0,0.0,0.046802189348390616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06257476297752015,0.22844311975768636,0.06288720727442168,0.051468532578924746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569563668333264,0.0,0.0702436742115836,0.059198164635569366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834765297638751,0.0,0.06824422838350766,0.0,0.0708078721635021,0.0,0.14035919143591485,0.21699738882881453,0.0,0.053441786731190793,0.0,0.0,0.1295017302322183,0.06900657559804417,0.057650624516680286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851034186478157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311407414038638,0.0,0.06849074856058235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841926984393553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031290405196053,0.0,0.1261998617935016,0.0,0.16922058258071207,0.09563610296605846,0.1285353176211307,0.0,0.0,0.056934488784368666,0.0,0.0,0.10342692504239816,0.0,0.03497053652736142,0.0,0.1141213312894498,0.0,0.05353366928412828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059189996050087006,0.0,0.11992040796660434,0.0,0.06869415258123479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972962761308957,0.14144004102602806,0.0,0.13296220977507478,0.0,0.0,0.07165481353826779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103564243906992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844510601557534,0.18911139117408168,0.09810251135608138,0.20125799174599365,0.0,0.059234964978232066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06041103910150356,0.0,0.04467932775871397,0.06786112164689581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053426514288647316,0.0,0.049204591298999616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712831046668733,0.04535657917570952,0.0509067367652878,0.0,0.07853326532599794,0.07432288974890973,0.0,0.0,0.04640398484350018,0.11688932376528025,0.0,0.22042208716210154,0.0632747790715517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06728770398959624,0.07498200777444736,0.0,0.06695265726357133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07582379004468445,0.0,0.0,0.10645807161167904,0.0,0.13548266363212966,0.05333816538425118,0.0,0.0,0.0756169823622879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06698288315246521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18950645851933465,0.0,0.16036203948554942,0.0,0.07667329380379331,0.0,0.0,0.07321552702893078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05032644684995104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771616436081903,0.0,0.042888952984901786,0.0,0.1594156534088388,0.03903007077794105,0.0,0.0,0.06395882504204124,0.0,0.13633248467581546,0.0,0.06538532334781585,0.0,0.0,0.05780995499171681,0.0,0.0,0.03947972816246004,0.0,0.10738170725460404,0.08150824210825848,0.0,0.06204899271465675,0.06039801480013603,0.07473002781070773,0.07697142207875883,0.0,0.0,0.0974582901829401,0.0,0.0,0.1426451384630754,0.0,0.0,0.08620730337668743
anxiety,ihazchanges,2019/04/11,"Moody boss.  Hey there good people!

I have a very moody boss, most of the time he's good and very kind but sometimes he can get really intense and vocal about things. He also gets upset on little stuff that are easily fixable.

How do you guys deal with this? I pretty much try to avoid this person as much as I can. I literally just talk to him when necessary. According to the 1 guy that I work with, pretty much everyone tries to avoid him. He's also known to threaten someone to be fired, he did it to me once in the past.

I like my job and he just causes anxiety for me. Also, don't get me wrong he's one of the very compassionate and kind person that I know but I guess nobody is perfect. He'll pretty much shout at you then the next day sometimes he'll feel bad and apologize.

Thanks in advance!",1.3719440459110501,3.576043353658541,2.994304160688668,90.7773816355811,81.92682926829268,6.053945480631278,18.793400286944046,7.285733465282438,0.334268723098996,626,15,133,9,17,206,100,164,0.135,0.603,0.263,0.9823,1,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,3,9,15,0,3,6,0,9,0,0,4,1,23,18,15,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,4,8,7,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,7,0,1,1,3,16,8,19,14,5,12,0,0,0,0,22,5,0,2,7,80,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28379346979058845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049282051410164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876862167744133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151815251299215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628835523888926,0.121953540163585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303278087604965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059811833685156884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854075801025212,0.0,0.0,0.19843491768514124,0.0,0.0,0.13031163493556502,0.2342547455206588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173862514892482,0.0,0.0,0.24636518776632854,0.06501002026548038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057791345511289276,0.11855935161215338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34783201741055003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580455631062193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12597679123528271,0.08015751183492269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292280488900908,0.08200856484063213,0.2065754852629931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36103553183647497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757806868539804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002281666638593,0.0,0.2339870159717355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13541568617000896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507838112822277,0.0,0.1089070968984956,0.0,0.0,0.07858774385402978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06897683681524554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16062458783985434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928091029420567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611776054017356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293333953363204,0.0,0.0
anxiety,amsutherland97,2019/04/11,Scared for nothing? Hi everyone I am getting my wisdom teeth out tomorrow and I’m getting extremely nervous about it. I think I have some mild anxiety in general but this is something I’ve never wanted to do. I’ve never wanted to be put to sleep. It has always scared me. It may sound crazy but it’s been a fear of mine and has made me push off getting this done for awhile. And now that it’s coming up I’m nervous. I’ve never been put to sleep so I just have concerns as far as what if I don’t wake up? Please tell me something that’ll calm my mind.,0.7699717514124309,2.7663834830508485,2.745000000000001,92.89653954802263,82.81355932203391,5.628248587570622,21.69774011299436,6.816661863887847,0.4675231638418085,433,14,96,5,12,145,73,118,0.163,0.77,0.067,-0.8909,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,5,1,0,14,4,4,1,3,20,24,9,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,10,5,0,0,1,0,0,4,4,5,0,0,4,1,11,2,15,17,1,15,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,3,5,63,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14250954822074766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102033473906702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475330991637584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17526767510509494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636548922083806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927252678627624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684429888491233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620588918221708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17293289114459173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3962796896206524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16433724788357046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880019574632507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.344345348312088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429403427202641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.342785425308163,0.0,0.0,0.2637025245733713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14969667615004312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097422751756416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20203781581655397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IMakeInfantsCry,2019/04/11,"I may or may not have to spend a year in military service, and it's ruining my mood My country (Morocco) has started notifying the selected ones of their duty and a friend of mine who's in my engineering school got it too. I was aware that it was happening but this was a wake up call that this is a thing that will almost surely happen to me. And I've been in a terrible mood for 4 hours because nothing really feels important or exciting when I have that pending over me.

Plus we are apparently still eligible until the age of 40 so I have 18 years of this fear of this happening ahead of me. It's like it made me forget how to be careless and happy. I just wanna know how to get rid of this feeling.",4.5885210727969366,4.787279331034483,6.3995402298850586,77.87670498084293,69.48275862068965,10.306513409961687,30.59386973180077,10.25414643259724,2.9720191570881225,553,21,115,14,9,193,94,145,0.119,0.753,0.128,0.3561,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,1,1,7,11,0,1,7,0,14,1,1,3,1,24,24,13,0,1,5,0,2,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,16,6,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,4,0,1,6,2,15,5,21,14,0,14,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,5,10,89,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055429640776107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251274665461685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20959822646570048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309798740953899,0.20757601729302005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585870115040883,0.0,0.10724234286759207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16416894581634092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5445447351745673,0.21850810858451655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20214439923841004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128081205625684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002819726141858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942264387240525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19695703239265908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909268482217174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149783408816007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077388525978639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14528742348757304,0.0,0.16392466848962028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934595669681836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636875741958554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643674963116385
anxiety,pinkvixen010,2019/04/11,"Are these symtoms of anxiety? I have never been diagnosed, but I have suffered from the following symptoms since I was 16 to now 22. I know it's a silly question as I already pretty much know the answer, but I would really appreciate hearing if these are things anyone here deals with, also my anxiety makes me fear that these symptoms are perhaps indicative of something more severe like schizophrenia. My symtoms are, feeling like I can't breath, chest tightness, tingling in hands, sudden urge to flee of find somewhere safe, sudden urge to call my dad or my boyfriend to tell me I'm going to be ok, finding it strange that I am perceiving things through first person, and the most disturbing of all I will get this sense that I'm not in reality or that any second I will snap out of reality and loose my mind or wake up out of some weird simulation or something. The symtoms are mainly present at work, out shopping, or in some type of enclosed place that isn't home, lately after having a panic attack in the car I have started to have them on the road too, but no matter where I have them, they normally always fade the moment I am inside my house... There have been plenty more that come and go, but those pretty much sum it up. Again, I would really love to hear back from someone about whether these sound standard for anxiety, or if it sounds like something else. Thanks guys.",14.725028517110268,7.914092239543727,12.710337452471485,62.48968868821296,56.26235741444867,15.431368821292775,48.844581749049425,10.9516,5.309874904942967,1101,42,200,15,8,345,159,263,0.13699999999999998,0.716,0.147,0.6127,0,0,3,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,3,2,9,14,1,3,9,1,24,9,4,1,2,45,40,18,0,5,14,1,3,3,0,4,4,4,1,2,18,8,0,3,8,1,1,6,5,6,0,2,3,7,25,8,33,32,9,34,0,1,0,1,13,15,0,12,16,147,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101719486675167,0.09494521290208488,0.09878961951815192,0.0,0.0,0.08073781387178558,0.0,0.272475406306753,0.0,0.0,0.0830160440667324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506806953962894,0.0,0.0912930362470104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212326143358212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10227201555747807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240138763804492,0.0,0.12050448424616285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918041529194524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359986135247834,0.0600314794504441,0.08481794386904974,0.0,0.0,0.21702699442238815,0.10098835322973113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06202948284709976,0.0,0.1349495482893816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175574971996075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26762586893540197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909195064024362,0.0,0.0,0.1369939697327314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304975104486266,0.0,0.13392820315475956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17401071443837526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715493343347124,0.0,0.07925058835344684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198795079462682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17455467688302806,0.0,0.09156888140518313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632636225352225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929948803199774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366704408201724,0.12404349661111085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24157423679076034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330003948165652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152117949419906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341266899557313,0.0,0.09821145020905628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005962324965522,0.2742034382309559,0.0,0.0,0.08403493901889686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468037380564318,0.0,0.0,0.1037718374988277,0.10930703418798574,0.0,0.0,0.15775268001524995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864340090189986,0.0,0.0,0.1686792187206803,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,drinkojeveryday,2019/04/11,"Question for you guys about my gf My gf and i (about a year of dating) txt everyday and see each other once a week when everything is going ok in life. When she gets stressed about an upcoming situation, however, she suddenly stops texting me. Its lasted over a week before. I get so anxious about it bc i dont know whats wrong. 

Do any of you guys have any insight on why she does this?",0.465696202531646,2.8569472784810164,2.5770759493670923,90.65700632911395,88.87341772151899,6.197974683544303,21.8240506329114,7.554174236665415,1.072335696202532,301,11,64,6,10,101,60,79,0.086,0.853,0.061,-0.2173,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,7,3,0,1,4,1,4,1,0,0,0,7,9,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,5,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,11,1,10,9,1,14,0,0,1,0,10,3,0,1,10,40,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725824147021988,0.0,0.0,0.22641545064748625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705410750461605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17538726429062435,0.0,0.23488856661673946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801229005616736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20942041165545788,0.0,0.11390224719889695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3968909351930574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101445679691072,0.16336753297773765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415612588522411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134387774081722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22451418385576466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15970730879374895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252783857578797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16755853858042244,0.2295783014196406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32152668461249073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18084619766586232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191257731519413,0.0,0.12906271073884915
anxiety,hydraowo,2019/04/11,"I wish there was some dating website or something for people with severe anxiety I can't talk to people.  Like, literally, I can't talk.  I can't be around more than a couple people at once.  I'm also really lonely and fantasize about having a SO often.  I wish there was a dating website where people with mental illnesses can meet and not have to worry about acting normal.",3.9987499999999976,5.987974708333336,5.806666666666668,74.80500000000002,72.75,7.5777777777777775,21.722222222222214,8.344100000000001,1.5561222222222215,297,7,48,5,6,102,48,72,0.142,0.716,0.142,0.0034,0,2,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,3,0,9,1,0,0,0,12,12,5,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,0,5,1,10,9,2,6,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,3,3,39,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584749877677052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15159808259104268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17641165624301686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21926927465591045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681494200418546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19970687271106105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941626994317244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110425986696357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5495393387123203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695158311156227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238735887819633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255951367914006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185600845020149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4557671558979576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012493626940899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alt_jam,2019/04/11,"Need help/encouragement Need some words of encouragement here.

I’ve always had anxiety. It’s been something that has been a normal part of my life. It’s been getting harder as I age, where I had expected it to get easier.

Anyways, I’ve totally fallen off the deep end this time. It started about a week ago. Me becoming more health conscious, which led to me becoming worried about any sign/symptom I have and what it could mean for my health, which led to me diagnosing myself with 20 different conditions over the past few days, which leads up to today and almost going to the hospital because I think I’m having a heart attack (I’m only 21).

Even as I type this, the pain in my arms feels so real, the tightness in my chest, the shortness of breath. The only full-fledged panic attacks I’ve ever previously received were in the early days of college as I tried marijuana. Just 2 hours ago, I experienced the same sensation, the same feeling, after I took my blood pressure and it was high. I was able to catch myself, sit down, regain my composure. 
 
I feel embarrassed, immature, and whiney, but I really needed to get this out. Anxiety sucks.",4.994337557603688,6.539604640552994,6.012739055299541,76.11053715437787,69.4147465437788,9.295967741935485,29.69153225806452,9.673873057562805,2.931037096774193,905,35,161,21,16,300,138,217,0.114,0.861,0.025,-0.9245,1,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,1,9,8,3,3,13,0,12,10,5,3,2,32,29,9,0,6,2,0,4,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,14,6,0,1,6,0,0,8,0,7,0,0,9,5,22,1,27,19,7,36,0,0,0,0,2,12,1,2,15,107,36,3,0.12652155335387422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22430744634902086,0.0,0.12669305968338826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527606782074214,0.0,0.0,0.08603899488956711,0.0,0.19357728402198698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878730643690346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712636459392044,0.2794662307714933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010171652005729,0.0,0.0,0.163191870092583,0.0,0.0,0.12841671339640678,0.0,0.13218809451486785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206054268492174,0.0,0.0,0.08356629273704531,0.11444598850420905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919192967691268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983068689285806,0.0,0.07190511446134792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689729896012096,0.0,0.14992864990186924,0.08480473025321872,0.13367696763367287,0.0,0.0,0.12459824422744235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936591482069964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781906266670876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814423859893489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396425921745592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19245068521033604,0.13462785320129825,0.14844578226922595,0.0,0.1370105128468777,0.12077913888844236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400922680981254,0.08105294684802239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740247305564548,0.0,0.0,0.08955260666673348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150433817222806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106990267274866,0.0,0.0,0.07377573522002398,0.0,0.11992763880254345,0.0,0.14057010110783674,0.08589982963439838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014879584380261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284887789332091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Heffsthetic,2019/04/11,"Anxiety when not distracted by something Hey, I’m new to this sub here and I have been suffering with anxiety for pretty much as long as I can remember, as of now I am 18M and in the past year or so my anxiety has greatly increased as I have gotten older. 

For the past 6 months I’ve been helping out my dad and grandpa build a house which I’m going to be moving into soon. This has been a good way of distracting me and keeping my mind off my anxiety, I still feel the anxiety but much less then when I’m not working. However, yesterday I hurt my back lifting heavy buckets of soil all day and I had to take the day off and stayed home. Despite being in the comfort of my bedroom and playing guitar and bass like I usually do to pass the time/practice I suddenly felt an overwhelming amount of anxiety as my mind began to wonder with millions of thoughts racing through my head, I was in the verge of a panic attack. This always happens whenever I’m not being distracted by something and the anxiety and negative thoughts just creep up on me and consume my mind, as opposed to working and being distracted, my anxiety stays at bay and I don’t think about it. 

Has anyone else had similar experiences? Just want to know I’m not alone in this. 

TLDR: Anxiety mostly ceases when working/distracted but becomes overwhelming and creeps up on me when not doing anything.",5.16183520599251,6.142368273408245,6.281891385767789,76.44433520599252,68.51310861423221,9.828464419475658,34.30898876404495,9.994966539143718,3.6026988764044936,1087,52,197,26,18,364,146,267,0.133,0.773,0.094,-0.8914,1,1,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,13,15,1,7,12,0,20,1,1,0,1,44,39,29,0,1,10,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,18,0,2,8,2,0,4,7,10,0,1,11,2,24,5,41,24,7,43,0,4,0,0,4,14,0,3,23,145,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997630520910196,0.0,0.0,0.08014963615516231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6631912780887934,0.0,0.0,0.06735227607357014,0.09869575424847532,0.07926679258864214,0.0,0.0,0.10958293677598667,0.0,0.07406753537858762,0.0,0.0,0.10638275715298234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424256796589797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804666951663548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422376870239624,0.0,0.0,0.048704522390888606,0.0,0.09248655157111912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054743389272341736,0.08079235576026586,0.0,0.1061980161880252,0.0,0.0,0.08517936896249219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988566473856714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456423016868194,0.0,0.09662124987808272,0.0,0.0,0.11114545114238683,0.10311728683255623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561757282125201,0.0,0.0,0.0529373836675729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04705924744374914,0.0,0.0,0.08524408302192674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29178062405396216,0.0,0.07688523528742255,0.10237761738035224,0.14161906797086066,0.0,0.0,0.09303072777215396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301595589517935,0.0,0.0,0.1839051217894211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799656723894362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911679370421626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14831049330823975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20533803665721448,0.07692480847246863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242397822050424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061720800718157186,0.0,0.15294166431568007,0.05616754555302151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608774309819473,0.0,0.05681464024500697,0.07645784328289057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445972759782772,0.14025065402811568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062029770160573976
anxiety,Dr_Ice_Cone_PhD,2019/04/11,IDK if i have anxiety or what I get these moments where my heart drops and i feel like ive just fucked up my life. Maybe i just need to talk to some one but i dont wan to worry about the future so much,0.07819148936169995,1.1972308085106431,2.0478191489361706,101.30875,81.34042553191489,5.5510638297872354,16.00531914893617,5.985473137389443,-0.9384851063829784,156,2,43,1,4,52,38,47,0.124,0.77,0.107,0.0625,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,1,0,3,3,1,0,0,9,7,5,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,8,1,5,7,2,5,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,3,3,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391748832808376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664211566828357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15808423540330496,0.223355811447022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890380610619263,0.1633456889304374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37048941482886144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22083254607599914,0.15274403249649213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.314096963746518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298322720324054,0.2318245489026053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118583930557501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512946395049097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175092455657875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WhatsUpDudeee,2019/04/11,"Was just in class and I felt a surge of panic and anxiety, I haven’t felt like this in a while. I’ve had these episodes where I feel a sudden surge of panic and anxiety ever since I was 15. I’m not sure if it’s due to the fact what I went through a school shooting the previous year, but I am guessing that’s what’s causing it. The first time I had this happen I remember feeling in a stage of panic. I felt that something horrible was going to happen to me, like if I was going to die. I remember feeling an out of body experience, feeling disoriented, scared, and like I was about to pass out. I’ve had multiple occurrences when this happens, usually out of no where. I haven’t had one of this episodes happen to me in a little over a year. But recently (about 10 minutes ago) I felt a surge of panic. I was in class, and I felt as if I needed to run away or as if I was going to faint. It felt like I was on the verge of dying or that something bad was going to happen to me. I had to pack my bag really fast and leave. I feel really bad too because I’m missing out on material that I need for an upcoming exam. Right now I feel fine, but for about 10 minutes straight I felt really anxious. I kept looking at my watch and time seemed to go by slowly. Finally I couldn’t take it, since there was one hour left of class.",1.8989208074534147,3.293266839285714,4.034254658385095,87.82204968944097,77.03571428571429,7.440993788819876,24.31677018633541,8.18289091462,1.316621118012422,1025,34,228,18,23,353,124,280,0.19,0.735,0.075,-0.9882,0,0,2,1,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,1,11,14,0,5,14,0,19,2,1,1,3,47,53,20,2,7,11,0,13,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,15,11,0,1,16,0,0,8,5,8,0,3,24,15,31,6,44,28,0,47,0,1,2,0,0,21,0,8,21,153,46,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967599960878272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202607491219746,0.08879797499871077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384923974535446,0.0,0.13125890391296868,0.047915097218049096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730918913778946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074598609098217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16315309468577152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07110007964549081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688791488415672,0.0,0.0,0.2384614343261084,0.0,0.5282922496246929,0.08610473445894805,0.0,0.06685888743108766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233568616925331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658905064307411,0.0,0.3475377901387064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774072136913183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083228251405414,0.08540138778234226,0.0,0.0,0.15360401995363768,0.07877993170779386,0.0,0.0,0.06600594911848727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165648898139331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065256046419634,0.0,0.0,0.36889041128745137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15106351175037072,0.0,0.07761006944397156,0.0,0.17808166373095846,0.06712574517587254,0.0,0.0,0.07869439236631001,0.07954949934609233,0.0,0.07155637976446724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004090242038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102343965807888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740815283399186,0.0,0.05909898054044334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166700761827806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656908414849722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286491382812925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123432238109416
anxiety,ohkay-,2019/04/11,My bad anxiety doesn’t come super often but when it does it hits like 10 trains all at once I get really bad anxiety only like once every week and it’s just mild on every other day. But g-damn it sucks when you are sitting for an hour with a heart rate of 130 bpm and you feel like u are gonna die. God this sucks.,-0.5700000000000003,1.3972710714285732,1.8139285714285731,97.64232142857144,88.28571428571428,5.214285714285714,13.035714285714285,6.6274283507984215,-0.8297142857142852,245,3,60,3,8,83,54,70,0.253,0.579,0.16899999999999998,-0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,1,4,8,2,0,2,0,3,1,1,0,1,10,10,6,1,0,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,1,4,4,5,8,1,9,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,1,8,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32112738682159403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.350495312214352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18079986857956867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13536035247660536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178305362756319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18367434361073293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35367927002686345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612564479261163,0.14994398048305732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965778160997842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487182098660313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20669733421186276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30762192502418795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4470475949332546,0.0,0.15962923011824273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344595836593028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683594387209201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CJNICKOLAS666,2019/04/11,"I've never been diagnosed professionally but i suffer from occasional anxiety and it's recently increased tenfold I am doing terrible in college and decided to go back to my moms house, take a semester off to work somewhere, and possibly see a therapist to try to recover. I just can't be responsible and every single thing I do results in anxiety and thousands of ""what-ifs"" and whether or not i'm doing the right thing. I can't even apply for a job or make a phone call without sweating and feeling like my heart's gonna explode. And every single time i wake up it's at its worse. Does anybody have any helpful words or strategies to combat anxiety? I hate it so much.",5.191136556403733,6.314267129770997,6.840865139949107,71.9420271416455,68.54198473282443,10.097031382527566,35.92960135708227,10.25414643259724,4.052429346904156,538,28,94,14,9,186,92,131,0.226,0.705,0.069,-0.9672,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,0,5,0,9,4,3,2,1,22,17,14,0,0,8,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,3,0,1,1,2,9,1,15,14,4,12,0,1,1,0,4,6,0,3,5,67,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938238082652472,0.0,0.40289377630699336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349897835648357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179259722788852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781830785315169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15362802622862498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595141245663833,0.0,0.295822743144584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876511014669754,0.12541543534951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977108366988133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733227084803305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20803170937044527,0.1176697916563888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20256513622652844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17420973244190752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576655878564862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718330563869275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20560610445596367,0.0,0.0,0.12905200123323432,0.0,0.13539766000021233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979101620896148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17333787449921542,0.0,0.0,0.1499217057312594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13989338806045087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199436291377606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038311115722765,0.2332598520922643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236664118517892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918928373709806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16922728219970692,0.0,0.12780501832085533,0.0,0.17890398574305647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,threwawaytoomuchtime,2019/04/11,"I (25F) want to get a job but haven’t worked in almost 2 years. Need advice please! Hello! 

So basically I haven’t worked in almost two years due to anxiety.

I just got back into counseling today. I spent so much time catching up on the time between when I had last seen her and now that we didn’t get to talk about getting back to work.

I won’t be seeing her until next Thursday and I was hoping I could get some advice before I see her next. I definitely want to get back to work as I basically do nothing all day.

I’ve worked at Dunkin’ Donuts at two separate locations, each for about two years at a time.

I was thinking about going back to working at a Dunkin Donuts but I don’t really know how to explain my not working situation without over-sharing. 

The first location I worked at, I left in 2012 and the second one I left in 2014. Between that time and now I had worked my family’s company on and off but it wasn’t always consistent.

I know people say you shouldn’t use family as references and the people that aren’t my family I don’t think I could use as a reference as I wasn’t always consistent in working there due to anxiety. 

I do have a friend that I have kept in touch with from the second Dunkin donuts location that I could use as a reference but other than that I don’t know who else I could use.

Also, I’m not sure how to explain my non working gaps. I haven’t been volunteering or anything so I wouldn’t really know what to say.

Sorry if I’m rambling, just a little eager/excited to get back to work since my anxiety has really calmed down due to some personal changes in my life.

Any advice would be super appreciated!",2.7511607142857137,4.430514175595238,4.5775000000000015,83.6175,75.39880952380952,8.133333333333335,23.904761904761905,8.841846274778883,1.6991976190476192,1297,40,266,28,28,441,151,336,0.033,0.865,0.102,0.9766,2,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,1,0,14,20,5,0,0,12,0,30,1,0,6,2,56,61,25,0,12,11,0,1,0,1,4,1,2,0,1,10,10,0,1,11,0,1,2,16,0,0,7,12,6,39,5,48,39,5,49,0,0,3,0,14,21,0,7,26,182,49,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19767977790159605,0.0,0.0,0.13504576833481588,0.0,0.0,0.05392492812087716,0.11221678205301423,0.0,0.0,0.04585571696134658,0.0,0.15475468694721112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055490360372573086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592532191503764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0573792207112429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133356200286584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21535419104421696,0.0,0.0,0.043487724461235736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056330346756212825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19070518695744829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05735718023588129,0.0,0.0,0.05209739217442943,0.0,0.21138098288459914,0.0,0.03832286256998823,0.0,0.0539311124658912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066974672061373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06691533647981257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823430599187334,0.05496565404694218,0.0,0.0,0.1465289950113221,0.0,0.0476288466789925,0.0,0.06758405524757986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04956989466013159,0.049999586076904,0.0,0.0,0.1434282824337372,0.0,0.0,0.06470232121000424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0456933142320308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349699203982262,0.058878565119356636,0.0,0.0740195129013896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12959499332772892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724843467237503,0.0,0.0,0.10746831422277303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05578001492958023,0.07579580587477316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548401826191803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355336943830946,0.0,0.0,0.05419886728160515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641473591868415,0.0,0.0,0.15727934698478854,0.0,0.06391715602710835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976122657522675,0.0,0.0,0.2329565842205958,0.0,0.0,0.0795456649291816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06500153792345492,0.0,0.5890910238967593,0.0,0.0,0.0479013868470596,0.0,0.0,0.13027098186881844
anxiety,JusChilin,2019/04/11,Disastrous Effects of Continual Stress and Burnout - Loss Of consciousnesses | Syncope | Fainting | Head Injury [Zurich : Burnout —> Aftermath of Passing out in apartment](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pHaXJR4K5tQ&feature=youtu.be),13.591774193548384,19.26436809677419,7.606693548387097,54.33004032258065,61.58064516129033,10.841935483870973,52.911290322580655,10.125756701596842,7.913703225806454,205,14,20,6,4,53,25,31,0.383,0.617,0.0,-0.8957,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,6,0,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5759221819431491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5455122659342885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6088760202710239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,trusty_rusty_,2019/04/11,"A drop dead gorgeous girl wanted to get with me and it has fucked me up for a week (so far). So I was out drinking with some friends and was drunk enough to dance along with them. It took me many years to have the confidence to dance with them but its more because I found I draw more attention to myself being the only one not than just joining in. But I still need to be drunk to do this. So my friends girlfriend was at the same club. Her and her friend were dancing with us too. Her friend - my god. She was stunning. She kept making eye contact with me and smiling at me etc. Sounds good right? How could a girl like that be interested in someone like me? But anyway, this just made me uncomfortable and I kept looking away when we made eye contact. By the end of the night everyone was going home, we all talked together as a group and headed home. Found out off of my friends gf that she was into me and would have came home with me. And everyone was then asking me why I didn't take her home etc but I just played it off as ""oh I had no idea and we barely even spoke"". Friends convinced me to add her on snapchat and maybe I could talk to her then and see her next time we are all out. I've been staring at my phone for a week. I don't know what to say. I'm just not going to text her. I have exams coming up and I cant focus on revision atm because I just always have that anxiety feeling now (not that I didn't before but now its worse). 

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Long story short:

* I was anxious about talking to her at the time.
* I'm anxious about talking to her now.
* I'm anxious that if we did get together I'd be shit because I'm not exactly the most experienced.
* I'm anxious that my friends will find out I haven't text her and will ask me why.

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I feel like I'll be like this forever. I just think I'll never be able to form and keep a meaningful romantic relationship. And that's not even the biggest source of my anxiety and depression. Maybe love just isn't for everyone.

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Bear with me on this but I've been thinking about this a lot recently. I'm not sure if any of you have ever watched it, but there is a show called misfits - a show were people get super powers. In it, a character who had depression split into two versions of himself - a happy (for the most part) and a sad. I'm not going to pretend I'm the sad version or anything, because I do have happy moments in my life too. But I imagine if I split into two versions of myself, a happy and a sad, the ""happy"" would kick the fuck out of the sad. Maybe not what you were expecting me to say but honestly, I'm always so mad at myself. How can I be such a fucking loser? I hate myself because I can't do what billions of other people never bat an eye at. I hate that part of me and that just feeds into the depression.

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 I really don't think there's anything that can be said that would help me. But it was nice writing down my thoughts. I usually just keep everything to myself. Even if this went unread, it was nice to do something good for me for once",2.1632791615144527,3.8417608696343417,3.4917284931990835,90.77524568686334,77.02861685214626,6.43986339280457,24.36674910204323,7.2427474758485975,0.9061951716422304,2373,80,515,28,54,775,250,629,0.136,0.695,0.16899999999999998,0.9752,1,0,2,0,0,0,83.0,6,2,2,3,33,42,7,0,30,0,56,14,5,5,7,121,106,45,1,12,32,0,2,4,9,5,1,5,4,2,31,45,4,4,14,11,1,10,19,15,0,4,32,15,82,27,77,59,18,65,0,8,7,4,56,32,4,9,26,372,113,1,0.05551863096793644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923918969402419,0.2406176538332805,0.2698448537720988,0.037754572873174234,0.0,0.08494320145859187,0.2508810009749803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913742055853569,0.0,0.10380485098147606,0.0,0.05216158135595102,0.0,0.0,0.16921821066375922,0.0,0.04724226581332582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056690729573329275,0.0634985234952697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0478243846233314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865421847155887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345434650131034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054387122185020606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04917302823487942,0.057365586855413986,0.12383589843312655,0.11000859643692876,0.050219780212106574,0.0,0.15915129326557387,0.0498965656519908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05614377593120056,0.03966252105664079,0.0,0.0,0.050743022899889315,0.0,0.0,0.12174662649184892,0.30025489596136307,0.15397823914366918,0.08701857970127175,0.0,0.09465755221929303,0.09313278718459987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23640246012046526,0.0,0.10962630804633218,0.05697813249852481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0372129680552936,0.0,0.2227588542932694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06267377661181286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986950202626126,0.0,0.0,0.030511587642344018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03921445093363248,0.10849439494625007,0.0,0.0,0.04913224133719294,0.04662166728855621,0.0,0.0,0.04719995468390816,0.05010773204063537,0.10506614201239847,0.0370591172803323,0.05628717780778884,0.1673277810554498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04116636138870623,0.08563878163501178,0.0,0.05904469387953638,0.052100474228204005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059125530048751526,0.03762086117733653,0.042224420616441855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024253417436555,0.0,0.07697925653121038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035566656633854304,0.0,0.054817950263291504,0.059606232391940135,0.0,0.04741260749797183,0.052810931689073366,0.08830128740076609,0.0,0.0,0.044241160860062606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05698907686442192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04704075585436535,0.042740954514017326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04433725040733329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05232565265127101,0.0,0.041743101109013386,0.17849509025465432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067222909405665,0.0,0.044075591497283614,0.06474672037281436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616832418007341,0.0,0.0,0.10846727056615428,0.0,0.06678207722569524,0.0,0.061145928398078926,0.0,0.0327463269830172,0.0,0.08906739386056564,0.0,0.0,0.05146632712463927,0.1001938581558423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05657822804566505,0.1183165275968447,0.0,0.2698448537720988,0.035752178093534086
anxiety,AndreKross,2019/04/11,"It this Anxiety or something else, I dont know anymore. Ive had bad anxiety most of my life, recently had a couple of panic attacks, had to call a support line twice in the same night. Now Im on medication and my anxiety has gone a lot. But now I feel like my head's full. Like somethings occupying my drive, my emotions, and when I look at something I have to do, I cant think and it feels dull and I walk away from what I have to do. I already fucked up my emotions to the point I never show any more and now I cant find anything interesting any more. I just distract my self with music and my laptop. I dont even know Im posting this.",3.198994322789943,3.5002231897810248,5.07513381995134,85.78882400648827,72.57664233576642,8.132684509326845,29.09083536090835,8.167268648758528,1.7604475263584751,495,19,113,7,9,171,81,137,0.197,0.746,0.057,-0.9512,0,0,3,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,6,10,2,2,5,0,13,4,1,0,1,20,22,9,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,6,1,0,3,5,6,0,1,4,3,21,4,13,18,6,18,0,1,1,1,2,7,1,3,9,78,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492989602029258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840074758488653,0.0,0.3104958466241092,0.0,0.13417409537264316,0.0,0.0,0.11133444009509204,0.0,0.0,0.153915082362983,0.12711203161847365,0.0,0.11296383010795336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381490672383007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14969890100040076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171242891521397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301976729574678,0.30437236209968715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893596131168638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368162014231777,0.09665319761332188,0.0,0.0,0.1236551608213808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507600609360478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388494365285912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922788633659882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870676050472095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955613000488201,0.13219444850344367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361187089111915,0.0,0.0,0.11502109361350805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629325438218598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434614170027694,0.0,0.0,0.12696312027506004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587369409116766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12789541890288972,0.0,0.12957309632153755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335853102224336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14113988828213292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31246500318972903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15352865703094898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669015820833653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,elliotsnotreal,2019/04/11,"Advice So I have constant anxiety and voices in my head telling me how awful I am and I do see a therapist. Recently I've had an event that might have triggered an anxiety attack. I've been bullied by own of my coworkers for the last couple of months and it's been getting worse so I decided to speak to my manager about it. We are a small four person team so I didn't want to say anything. I decided to say something because she was actually making me uncomfortable at work. My boss has been entirely supportive and didn't make me feel bad about it but now I am anxious about the retaliation and if I've done something wrong. How should I prepare for the upcoming days? I have a shift with her tomorrow.

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Thanks",2.3742890442890427,4.861746195804199,4.21890909090909,81.79503030303032,80.04895104895104,8.009137529137531,28.414452214452208,8.841846274778883,2.6821901165501174,578,27,110,15,15,195,93,143,0.161,0.799,0.04,-0.8994,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,2,9,5,1,0,8,1,18,1,1,6,0,21,26,12,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,1,4,7,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,8,6,19,2,15,16,1,11,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,2,8,79,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.16049544455971065,0.0,0.0,0.1607146252896419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17819923429789158,0.19984463132839173,0.0,0.0,0.2516326332268311,0.18580017534626367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534180231988122,0.0,0.0,0.1871042296833483,0.0,0.0,0.1373225423391808,0.10025716763221286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777297093612611,0.0,0.0,0.18197890113243453,0.0,0.10606719739890401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16830618962343907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315913418775549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859268859421869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16878993575419166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406203590058385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21956514720858192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744728194670518,0.0,0.0,0.1312754808888143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360568336119295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16239069090860433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615805042008634,0.0,0.0,0.13105839682362633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253228480827468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18663447835703026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375084936226956,0.1514185291936369,0.0,0.19095812229450526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700652136663708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973347017592785,0.0,0.16760527342943468,0.0,0.17981814826720754,0.19984463132839173,0.0
anxiety,AnotherStarLight,2019/04/11,"Taking a shower Venting. No need to respond, I have a hard time talking to people about this stuff, even online. Just need a place to just put this out here. 

Man idk. I've always had anxiety. I know it's normal too. But I also know when it's not normal. What does anxiety have to do with personal hygiene? Alot actually. 

I have alot of things I'm anxious about. Talking to people, strangers and friends alike. Driving, I zone out alot. The future, will I even amount to anything. All this everyone is anxious about. But I'm also anxious about being alone. There was a time I enjoyed alone time. Quiet time. I revered in it. It was peaceful. Now. Anytime I am not doing something, something that occupies my mind, o get extremely anxious and worried. I can't be alone, no bad phrasing, I can be alone, but I don't want to be doing something that gives me time to think. Because when I think, I start to suffocate under my own negativity. 

I enjoy showers. Long hot showers. But I can't stop myself from thinking when I'm in there. Thinking of everything that can go wrong. Thinking of just the most life draining things. I am scared of those thoughts. Very scared. When I go to the washroom, I always have my phone e and would need to do something so I don't think. I eat food and I have to be watching tv so I don't need to think. I am in my room on my computer and I have to be playing games or listening to podcasts so I don't need to think. Thinking scares me now. Cuz all I can think about is just the void and meaninglessness, the helplessness, the soul crushing __________ I feel. Idk HOW to describe it. 

So I neglect taking showers. I feel my chest tighten, my stomach drop, my throat becoming heavy when I am about to shower. So I'd avoid it. I enjoy showers. I like feeling clean. It feels good. But given time to just think haunts me to the very core of my being. Not taking a shower makes me feel weak and disgusting bit it's better than the thoughts in my head. 

Tbh, this is more of symptoms of depression. But not the depression I'm familiar with. I used to be so void of energy and meaning. Now I'm full of terror and dread. Passive to aggressive. Where did my passive depression and high functioning barely able to control anxiety go? When did it turn to active depressive thoughts and uncontrollable anxiety. Haha. Sometimes I feel like I'm just putting on a show. Like it's all a facade. That I don't actually feel anything that I'm so excited psychotic maniac. But then what are all these feelings? What is all this guilt and self loathing? Do pay hopaths not feel emotions? How. That doesn't make sense to me. The smallest things I do makes me feel like a worthless piece of shit. I'm trying to change though. But I feel like it's getting to some arbitrary breaking point. I'm not clinically diagnosed with either depression or anxiety. But I know it's there for sure. Because normal.people don't feel this way. And I know I am not normal. I want to be normal.",1.132676447264075,3.743191596219938,2.587010309278352,89.80483743061062,89.22336769759451,5.5275707110758665,24.30002643404705,7.063681054816773,1.230232461009781,2327,98,455,37,78,753,236,582,0.219,0.6659999999999999,0.115,-0.9961,7,5,4,0,0,0,86.0,0,0,0,2,41,38,4,8,21,1,50,12,5,8,6,109,114,44,0,12,25,0,14,5,1,2,5,2,9,3,33,18,2,4,31,4,1,6,19,23,0,0,9,17,60,15,59,94,17,44,1,8,1,0,11,15,1,7,25,306,93,2,0.05469099994736682,0.0,0.10674105335408274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22657352801153516,0.0,0.0874727457971904,0.09101458632173663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20919232631942947,0.2471410510652218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900120659629656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04566470051145735,0.06667825188881203,0.060401912588225935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04836974503647727,0.05970840709772625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057855826176512526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06134060691108958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355263905757989,0.05551021371007255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047860462610085565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055962546569261175,0.0,0.0615200137334423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07224577932426149,0.0,0.0,0.05225959418102216,0.0491527442566591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318409542488465,0.11721378387053208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613257422620256,0.0,0.042254130892444425,0.0,0.057147580369440565,0.05246459064742722,0.09324646687403083,0.04587221595893395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04899239354567534,0.0,0.05612874429986517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057784044188653585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202269731114401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03862987066784705,0.1335963001258491,0.0,0.0,0.048399813928018204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952000144232564,0.0,0.0,0.059574532158716234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055222319295288674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027634173691422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679278397481691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137475593732183,0.04775407162383279,0.057140454559031724,0.0,0.05170067264368232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995912140529901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16426569560818693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05705464060898883,0.0,0.056139525515184564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684152148799582,0.054090797393193384,0.0,0.038710571255778134,0.0,0.0,0.04572412485686727,0.0,0.0,0.0626081102326379,0.0,0.0,0.05154562020899496,0.05684488975518578,0.12336247674448922,0.08791710819887116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900281058954107,0.3854816288453212,0.053733629766914204,0.13025563474270027,0.19134457129608404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03713159895273958,0.059488103026753725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047235464152201666,0.0,0.09025160532289066,0.06451633752780979,0.043411170101713865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05554136521086419,0.0,0.03885091720116295,0.05979602290543967,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AuroraNAZ,2019/04/11,"My therapist makes my anxiety worse... So I have dealt with the most horrific shit this year. Normally my anxiety is tolerable but after all of the loss and change (I don’t want to go into it) it’s been... too much.. I guess for longer than I realized.... 

So I got up the courage to see a therapist, finally! He diagnosed me with severe anxiety, ptsd, depression. He told me to see him every week, once or twice a week. He saw me pretty consistently for the first few sessions and I became a little more comfortable with him, and felt like “okay, maybe he’s here for me, and can help.”

After a few sessions, he began strongly suggesting I try seeing the nurse at the place and trying medication. He really thought it would help. So, with my newfound trust, I went and was prescribed two different things. I felt like, after a few days on klonopin, maybe they may have been helping a little bit. Then things started to get rough again. I got into a major funk for about two weeks. I missed one session. He didn’t call, but we have weekly appointments saved.

Now. he’s skipping out on sessions. Rescheduling without giving me a heads up. I’ll show up at my next appointment that was made and be told “no it’s not until next week” only to be told oh, “I don’t see you on here.... I’m sorry..“

I stopped taking the medication and now I can’t sleep. I can’t get ahold of the therapist. I feel like I’m losing my mind a little more. *cue days long anxiety attacks where I physically CANT breathe, topped with depression so I literally can’t move/talk*  im in a state of constant disrest. I’m constantly shaking. I haven’t slept in days and have to force myself to eat. I, even moreso (didn’t think it was possible) can’t be around people. People I’ve known for years. No one seems to be able to understand and that’s okay..... I’m just not sure what my next step is... 

Anyways. Thanks to the events of this past year, I have isolated myself so badly, I have no friends to talk to. And I’ve never really cried out for help before, so I don’t know if people don’t know how to respond or if they just don’t care about me.  Never had a family (spell that correctly? Lol) so I guess I’ll cry for help on reddit before I eventually just off myself.",1.5527301784180914,3.8491971591928262,3.3238555481347203,88.13379114588305,81.89237668161434,6.845072035111152,21.821200267150086,7.987972078202968,1.1613746398244444,1727,55,358,34,47,575,216,446,0.142,0.7120000000000001,0.146,0.7682,1,0,0,0,0,0,83.0,1,1,2,5,23,23,2,1,20,3,34,9,5,3,5,63,74,27,0,5,12,0,4,3,1,2,3,0,0,0,13,22,1,1,11,1,0,4,21,9,0,6,21,9,47,14,54,47,10,62,0,5,5,0,28,23,1,9,37,227,60,4,0.07029896374175361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21511405938286493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06258098197597539,0.0,0.07997521994416211,0.0,0.0,0.058696698334687075,0.0,0.0,0.11963848076179308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674826113401523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07178310187566865,0.0,0.07167447871505027,0.0,0.07436698232882967,0.0,0.0,0.15193641128086013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15444022137057226,0.13601104777579187,0.0,0.12109678892138348,0.07135196841631831,0.0,0.07344745473841152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193339006335177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04643180254611085,0.0,0.05922990892187195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627160656817217,0.0,0.03554526831535186,0.0502215937435059,0.13499605908350135,0.07700907859289012,0.0,0.05979626264649334,0.0,0.0,0.05431280500275945,0.0,0.07345661414467658,0.0674371717320741,0.03995252113469374,0.0,0.1124490064736688,0.0,0.15488446827358585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07214701805056971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355995677876992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593494420383838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726894399147696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303356823921092,0.2113740896089908,0.0,0.062212370732073065,0.0,0.07864655864850402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06651857925028068,0.04692510417802018,0.0,0.14124951580306552,0.0,0.0,0.14163762028746393,0.0,0.0,0.07098191339728735,0.0,0.0,0.07471667312667915,0.051677827052627134,0.0,0.10843778926257294,0.0,0.2242912363911312,0.0,0.06887805858363996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486610207498849,0.09527279436578756,0.053465529718232686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710831538505482,0.14620934998055074,0.0,0.07344745473841152,0.0,0.0,0.07925151900543052,0.0,0.07151931905903076,0.0,0.0,0.08217572666611363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007063256162483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240766898586389,0.06399753634606206,0.0,0.07941781922369746,0.07216087605765605,0.0,0.0,0.07034973281263296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869393444796143,0.04975796836319387,0.0,0.0,0.05877308146732992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06625594137254025,0.0,0.05285607191981447,0.1130072883564061,0.0,0.06472184084976018,0.0,0.2448675455889989,0.0934070156181437,0.04504473741797085,0.0,0.05580952474050262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20152101735345845,0.0,0.095456763670954,0.0,0.13734374547349318,0.07318370048127902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04146415019823205,0.0,0.28194794172754795,0.0,0.0,0.06516784368378535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06776569242267924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164064986133986,0.04993836686633706,0.0,0.0,0.13581068342288166
anxiety,mitronaguay,2019/04/11,"Mild social anxiety, terrible muscular face tension I can more or less deal with my social anxiety as long as my face doesn't start cramping from the tension built up during the social interactions. When this happens my smile turns into a weird face and my anxiety sky rockets as I feel I am on the edge of people to notice. 

I have other psychosomatic symptoms going on but this is the one that constraints my life the most.

I've tried some facial massage and I'm trying to be mindful during the day to try to notice when I'm tensing up my face, but so far have not made too much progress.

Anyone having the same problem?",6.597815820543094,6.687252512396697,7.1448170011806384,74.62553719008267,65.19834710743802,9.228335301062572,32.98819362455726,8.841846274778883,2.7930226682408494,498,19,88,7,7,164,81,121,0.136,0.8190000000000001,0.044,-0.7469,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,2,8,0,8,9,6,1,0,15,16,11,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,1,1,10,0,15,14,6,13,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,3,5,62,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3844366989969923,0.0,0.0,0.11712768641172035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803082975103076,0.17269663363028828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469866733532988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520044318623576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14812955104426018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831807459603222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824209079052802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15850309429525342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16913850294570554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313996460262328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814250944200008,0.0,0.0,0.11350988610500873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613113533097175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16028554152170474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5122695470794172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856524959345513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741082170398098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3411872122898603,0.18220402216759926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NoxiousToxic,2019/04/11,"I'm 23, dropped out of HS, don't have my license, and have a dead end job. What are my options? I was abused my entire childhood up until age 14, when my parents divorced and I lived with my mother and sister. I was diagnosed with severe general/social anxiety, and depression. I haven't talk to my dad for years, besides hi/hello and then me ignoring him. I'm not sure what I should do, everyday is a real struggle for me. I know others have it worse, I'm not asking for symphony. Everytime I try and better my life, I end up not doing it. Even if I go ahead and do it, I just never stick with it because of my anxiety/depression. I'm not sure what I should do, If I don't act somehow I will be stuck working a hard job I don't even like, for the rest of my life. I really like programming, good money and fun/interesting. I keep trying over and over to learn, but I'm so distracted from my anxiety/depression I just can't learn anything. To give a better understanding, If I walk to town by myself, I (slightly) Shake and my lips move like I'm frowning or crying. If you talk to me and I don't know you, you'll assume I'm mentally retarded because of my anxiety... What do I do? The Psychiatrist is trying different meds until I find one that works. Been a bout a year. I'm already 23. My life is so fucked up, I want to fix it, but don't have the motivation no matter WHAT I try. 

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I'm not asking for money. I just want some support, possibly ideas that are do able? Man. I wish I was born into a different family. NO one should have to go through what I went through. 

  
My heart goes out to all of you, you're all very strong and unique in your own ways! :)",1.635852003346656,3.3639295936599467,3.9080487124663,86.98075299804779,78.71181556195965,7.4745375104583065,23.873663660871987,8.360895534625662,1.4618350655387196,1287,44,279,26,31,445,164,347,0.183,0.735,0.08199999999999999,-0.9836,5,0,0,0,2,0,61.0,0,5,0,7,9,16,1,3,10,0,34,7,2,1,5,60,59,25,1,10,15,4,1,3,0,5,4,0,0,1,14,18,0,2,9,0,2,7,15,6,0,2,6,1,52,10,37,47,5,33,0,1,0,1,17,10,1,9,17,190,66,8,0.10135407880665176,0.12008800984426715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184674629196847,0.0,0.0,0.10981710204172036,0.12315629950683606,0.0,0.0,0.15507118573755094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340577093068123,0.0,0.1895047637785857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356901141197385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17927889250526705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133269634821544,0.0,0.0,0.26188835868174803,0.10287225650215336,0.0,0.21178688047384453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17953926067658316,0.0,0.0,0.1338868263174208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554760521689576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263579184532396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370021265888206,0.0,0.0972280678750706,0.11520371738296575,0.08501099259132104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079334664082972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010507138674525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144164181118365,0.0,0.0,0.2011565680493673,0.0900881621819712,0.0,0.0,0.1114031021479686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21476814977204914,0.14854944993798028,0.0,0.08949750847907696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258153291269644,0.0,0.1021410727033569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772334573908438,0.0,0.0,0.07817051385645188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13736029372712752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254171006823346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426149512432195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153631309136926,0.06493001820305477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450125975996735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059572894985292,0.0,0.0,0.1150154075296144,0.19105003959803268,0.0,0.0,0.16292913864103414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27525106581300696,0.0,0.0,0.10551317048129402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362772967331261,0.11956252334759165,0.08045015011267705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395624647683012,0.0,0.0,0.11655218865133506,0.0,0.0,0.14757395298499015,0.0,0.10328846522517546,0.0,0.0,0.12315629950683606,0.13053740745495868
anxiety,Satans_edgy_cousin,2019/04/11,"Shame and frustration as a result of struggling with anxiety? Does anyone else just feel a deep shame coupled with a good dose of frustration about how easily their anxiety can overwhelm them?

Everything feels so big and unnerving. Minor things like buying eggs or making an appointment becomes this huge thing that needs to be prepared for and recovered from.

I hate how logically, most of these things are tiny. They shouldn't be such a big deal. Because really a phone call isn't that important, and going outside today shouldn't be terrifying enough to stop me from buying food for myself. 

I know I don't function adequately, even though I try so hard and know I should be able to. So when people sometimes manage to catch me failing to function this shame just bubbles up. And I just want to get better at everything, but it's not happening.

Sorry for the rant, thank you to anyone who has read it. I wanted to see if anyone here felt similarly, and maybe just vent about this blend of feelings together in a safe little place.",6.359033427305678,7.705802486910998,6.264607329842935,76.31707209021346,66.01570680628272,9.64655658477648,29.87555376560612,9.851270322608157,2.9261611759967785,829,29,143,18,13,261,128,191,0.14400000000000002,0.7440000000000001,0.112,-0.5097,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,3,2,16,14,3,5,8,0,12,3,0,4,0,37,28,18,0,7,8,0,5,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,12,9,2,2,7,1,2,2,5,9,0,0,1,6,14,5,25,20,2,14,0,2,1,0,8,9,0,3,4,98,26,3,0.14160556761286627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21665574326471965,0.0,0.0,0.29704171610507624,0.14509163819115653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863214396814434,0.15639222404399053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523861709918802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14459511698433325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15668386718269472,0.0,0.0,0.1459891223292569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391998648109985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118293281310986,0.0,0.0,0.1463164048983395,0.0,0.09352914189438297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545319067814696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148000892689178,0.0,0.13596355162675966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712300144450422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07398306452345406,0.0,0.08047770737597812,0.11877203168302232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252213357804889,0.0,0.12685077441306325,0.13980618132649167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15564543330901348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918132756214321,0.14192597986550518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452281596684138,0.0,0.14226182574904536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499873410730824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817147077900698,0.0,0.14794767894673413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416438880905337,0.0,0.09071615263059238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284130365281128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005152721411296,0.15851583952402787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838859520194228,0.0,0.14803688513397364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037138134991327,0.0,0.0,0.2822293408382429,0.0,0.13912675120890414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422552059257462,0.0,0.0,0.09614088517555357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670452653036312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kim-long-vix,2019/04/11,"DAE get hives / rashes from anxiety and proceed to worry about them more? I think I’m getting hives / rashes from anxiety. They randomly pop up throughout the day and go away like 10 minutes later. In random spots. Problem is they make me more anxious because I always start to think that it’s the beginning of anaphylaxis. Then I panic about that for hours. 

I’ve always had somewhat sensitive skin and dermatographica. It could also be my dust mite allergy. But it always makes me think I am going to die!",3.0355996131528045,5.945152095744683,4.312940038684719,79.36136363636366,81.23404255319149,6.822437137330756,25.56673114119923,8.00094639256281,2.0775234042553192,403,16,67,8,11,132,69,94,0.187,0.7879999999999999,0.025,-0.9358,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,5,3,3,2,0,14,17,6,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,10,1,12,14,3,12,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,3,8,43,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15457075032514753,0.4824883260519165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957265333037794,0.2183581717433862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18159856658520349,0.0,0.0,0.11782535612542645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15432314912294925,0.0,0.0,0.12465348465256587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006003598076301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20196792261332724,0.0,0.21969778462281375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19034778283661627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442977998653096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580398217261291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22677948394533534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849486052837931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680883091045948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715496070804001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19629132289115986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ABarnt,2019/04/11,Hit a car driving into a parking spot at school Me and the driver exchanged information and my mom is incredibly mad at me now. I feel stupid and worthless. I never want to go back to school. I hate myself even more now,2.5888636363636373,4.627948340909093,4.2545454545454575,84.1518181818182,76.95454545454545,6.218181818181819,24.63636363636364,7.1686216300943375,1.0855636363636372,173,6,34,2,4,58,34,44,0.302,0.698,0.0,-0.9289,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,6,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,1,3,1,4,0,0,0,1,7,0,5,5,1,10,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,25,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25642186590530963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22025724281724496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16861509493549368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18952165684255626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292377477658672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3905621562893895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25719665369929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6749894676538282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966923293437308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rbowthrowaway,2019/04/11,"2mg diazepam before driving test? Currently 8:44am, test is at 1:35pm. I have a provisional 1 driving test this afternoon that I'm not doing too well even thinking about. I'm a good driver but the pressure of being watched and the possibility of failing is debilitating. I'd rather not go at all than sit it whilst anxious because I know it'll make me physically ill - I absolutely need my license though. I'm under a lot of pressure to pass it as my mother has terminal cancer and is at a point where I need to transport her wherever she needs to go.

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My GP prescribed me 10 tablets of 2mg diazepam (I took only one a little over one over a week ago to see how I'd feel on it) for the upcoming test and I felt great. No drowsiness, etc etc. I'm wondering if anyone else has done the same for a driving test and/or if I take one, how early should I take it to be anxiety-free for this test.",4.494508196721314,5.10371349180328,5.897390710382518,79.94313524590166,69.81967213114754,8.722950819672132,31.643442622950825,8.841846274778883,2.496767213114754,711,30,144,12,12,241,112,183,0.146,0.812,0.042,-0.9581,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,9,6,0,2,11,0,12,2,0,3,1,24,31,10,0,7,6,1,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,5,0,0,8,3,3,1,3,3,4,15,3,22,24,5,25,0,1,2,0,3,10,0,4,6,92,23,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549356031501394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16561444850166446,0.18573120436725496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17267859591385507,0.0,0.10687726605716867,0.15661434179306866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093176806236952,0.0,0.13006529943250292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642007039887834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768774701305693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409394730100843,0.10095692059773104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728627005971364,0.0,0.1467613324333583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17373796762978755,0.1282045181746098,0.0,0.1685192289340466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400314240946337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15319727723170198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299488103178872,0.0,0.0,0.1020295090167127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400121709906465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107282317876463,0.11625039181106188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14449399679144168,0.1723170084455614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12180279111173475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298504888160381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794101735196653,0.1501757429858464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16982355051473685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260818837439667,0.0,0.13743178229540734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16576084357620444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18573120436725496,0.0
anxiety,xxemilyxxxx,2019/04/11,"Hey im new here and i need help or some advice. Shortness of breath. Is it because of anxiety? 23 Years old female from Germany. I'm feeling shortness of breath all the time I used to get it during the night or when I was alone, but now it's since I wake up till I sleep. the feeling of suffocation is always there and I'm waking up tired and feeling anxious all the time.  my breathing is always fast, shallow, sometimes I find myself holding my breath. Breathing exercises make it feel worse. last night I was taken to the er and they said my oxygen level in blood was good and nothing is wrong with me? It's making me scared all the time. Can't go outside anymore because it gets worse outside. This is making me crazy and making me wanna kill myself. I was able to take 3 Deep breaths that filled my lungs in an hour of walking this is crazy.. anyone going through the same? Need some advice and support since my family is blaming me for all this and saying that I'm doing this for attention and that I'm making myself sick.. any advice?",2.6980930587337895,4.804023782608702,3.6512178998220186,88.28988558352405,76.8743961352657,5.324078311721333,23.93821510297483,6.05967700443912,0.6097884057971013,821,27,158,5,19,263,113,207,0.16,0.763,0.076,-0.9717,0,1,0,0,0,1,21.0,0,0,1,0,4,5,1,1,8,0,13,14,11,6,4,36,37,14,1,3,3,0,4,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,13,10,0,1,6,1,0,4,1,3,1,0,6,6,22,2,19,31,7,26,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,4,14,98,35,0,0.11792360563430472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457007478879579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213329153845427,0.0,0.0,0.19624377310165814,0.0,0.0,0.08019209560406958,0.0,0.09021123553914064,0.13322010874691434,0.11694852977114947,0.08245492691990605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437702709346728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116788045988328,0.0,0.2385028728664181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778003918351034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322043365318107,0.0,0.13403740526506727,0.09890872555848068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07904170713375082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161309976483448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273777298773736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304649977986263,0.0,0.0,0.09612347764594112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3935746122635152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174877718746511,0.0,0.11389135315010925,0.0,0.22132663104734135,0.0,0.11315088002334685,0.0,0.12374098722758398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217235319219486,0.09377758430735646,0.11806210117927098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19509525033922706,0.0,0.11800876865199572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662946127111574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381831021585844,0.0,0.0,0.08866387566320003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062866082856371,0.13553583741346226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184813318458534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403484572736665,0.0,0.1289309508033674,0.0,0.07593893575121141
anxiety,mrthrowaway10001,2019/04/11,"Met a girl I just really need some advice. I’ve met this girl and we’ve really hit it off, but it’s hard for me to see her as she lives a ways away. 

I can’t help but constantly think that I’m not good enough and that since she lives a bit of a commute away and I won’t be able to see her a lot she’s going to lose interest or something. Ive not felt like this about someone for a long time and I really don’t want to mess it up. 

Any advice would be lovely, but I mainly needed to get it off my chest. Thank you all for reading. 

Sorry for any formatting issues as I’m on mobile.",1.955258693808311,2.2746748396946583,4.1385750636132315,91.31607294317223,75.41221374045801,7.654283290924512,19.899067005937237,7.793537801064563,0.3422766751484305,448,7,112,6,9,156,80,131,0.118,0.747,0.135,0.6421,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,2,7,0,0,6,0,7,2,1,0,1,20,23,10,0,4,7,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,8,4,0,0,2,1,0,1,5,2,0,0,3,4,14,5,19,15,6,11,0,1,2,1,12,6,0,3,4,69,22,1,0.1563992193473249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056630140993272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21271366462787306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938844298485749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17074744048460694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16901199427387076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16160220173241396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15016777724623034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171213696925042,0.0,0.08888528057650896,0.13118024487783367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140102980597806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048310999744593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16324015120575275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640875854338705,0.0,0.2762067521004314,0.13840838752596776,0.0,0.1749707210786946,0.0,0.1329650234000849,0.141156401694168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23193607883745765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15644154319724998,0.0,0.30058003423436663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249259857489256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937505042904526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13251655101833829,0.12040376002809587,0.0,0.17507612146664786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399138827720925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002143046340748,0.0,0.0,0.09119764253063034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224831173509916,0.12414242053346967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110151811151868,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rubyyy95,2019/04/11,"Does anyone else here have separation anxiety? I've (23F) been highly aware that there was something 'wrong' with me since my early teenage years, but I have only recently been diagnosed with separation anxiety. 

I also have GAD, which I've known about for years, and have managed to get to the point with it where I am mostly functional. Which is great, but since I've got to such a good point with my GAD, I feel like my separation anxiety is so much more apparent (I guess before it was hard to separate the two, but now it's very obvious to me that they're separate issues).

These days my separation anxiety is solely directed towards my partner. We've been together 4.5 years and he is really understanding of it. I get anxious if I have to do something away from him when he's home, if I have to go to work when he's home and I also constantly manage to convince myself that he's sick/been in an accident and will die.

My most immediate problem is that I can't go away without him, otherwise I get the absolutely worst separation anxiety (the only way I can describe it is my reaction is similar to someones reaction to someone dying). Which is a massive problem because (it's a long story) but in June I have to go away for three weeks (to another country) and he cant come with me. 

Does anyone else have experience with separation anxiety? Have you managed to improve it? Do you have any tips? 

I don know what to do because the anxiety is triggered purely by the face my partners not there and I won't see him soon. Most the time I don't have any anxious thinking that goes with it, so I can't 'think myself out of it'. It's literally like my body just knows I'm not going to be near him for ages and freaks out.

I will really appreciate any advice! Thanks so much if you read this! 😊",4.430394366197183,5.53561096901409,6.0358873239436655,77.08002816901408,70.29577464788733,9.849014084507044,30.819718309859155,10.078955797065145,3.1384794366197184,1414,59,275,37,25,484,169,355,0.127,0.7909999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.9141,1,0,2,0,0,0,38.0,0,3,0,1,16,11,0,0,11,0,38,3,2,1,2,44,57,21,2,5,11,0,2,2,2,3,1,0,2,2,21,17,0,0,7,1,0,5,8,5,0,2,6,3,39,6,41,47,7,35,0,0,1,0,14,13,0,7,18,190,60,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844573576618437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382343805584789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17632392429919394,0.09062827709105273,0.4628253055958749,0.19528019723870185,0.0,0.1208662456717515,0.1771133208137581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24360849620067984,0.0,0.0,0.10537255647539318,0.0,0.07354466021880611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600306581217752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445087691590535,0.0,0.0933989772468268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05573951475022335,0.0,0.0,0.08772355248424282,0.17939918399493138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126909168912633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14440057431388076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454408551585009,0.0,0.0,0.04370106781686396,0.06174485038584007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13546665822806336,0.0,0.196478228277474,0.07249249237734205,0.06912511693887505,0.09528820897168913,0.09521121899760074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742335183539167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131691799297403,0.17339054306226667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020935605036977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499816773223227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844496265642301,0.0,0.0,0.0764868901337282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270704277497121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13146620356622354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16340656491854805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654016418551364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645232663110086,0.0,0.11073718130250773,0.0,0.0853381491466903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688726733809847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429898208496268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464619169374917,0.1330744376055811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957215377063466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076034690363468,0.0,0.0,0.050397408635272416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442851354939636,0.08997557226034897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713129252004047,0.0,0.0686032678366194,0.06932808053632952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331441175086639,0.0,0.06292129603337213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449647556918886,0.0,0.1669722066482379
anxiety,purpleelephant97,2019/04/11,"Parroxetine vs Therapy I’ve just began taking Parroxetine  20mg about 4 days ago for general anxiety/social anxiety. This is my first time taking an SSRI before and I’m definitely feeling the side effects like slight nausea, headache, a foggy feeling that makes it harder to concentrate. Has anyone taken an SSRI before have experience with how long these side effects last? I’m considering stopping the medication and just facing anxiety without it. I do have my first therapy appointment in a couple days and I’m starting to think therapy alone would be better. 
I would love to hear anyone’s experience with beginning anxiety treatments and what works best for you. I do workout out very frequently already. I have interest in trying yoga because my gym offers many yoga classes (Lifetime fitness) but that almost makes me more anxious the thought of going. Has yoga helped anyone here with anxiety? I could always try an intro class with a friend because I’m definitely scared of going to yoga. 
Would love to hear any anxiety tips!",6.802599531615923,9.02155924043716,7.691463700234195,63.200286885245895,65.88524590163935,10.255893832943014,35.475800156128024,10.451354775682146,4.593439032006248,843,41,115,23,14,282,113,183,0.092,0.755,0.153,0.9302,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,7,5,8,0,1,9,0,13,4,1,5,0,30,35,6,0,4,5,0,2,1,1,3,1,2,0,0,7,9,0,1,6,6,0,2,1,1,0,2,3,4,10,7,18,27,2,21,0,0,0,2,8,6,0,1,14,70,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959193634777976,0.0,0.10835411699151794,0.1120702704226885,0.11940959678129096,0.0,0.09003725537580766,0.0,0.0,0.07358476732186095,0.0,0.4138919632266341,0.12224360307448087,0.0,0.2269834663717565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192449773057094,0.0,0.1841531169910869,0.0,0.11355702860071352,0.09570068408412696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639483302122458,0.11972947020370438,0.0,0.13956968935998335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116952722955628,0.0,0.0,0.10942586219545138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18408238019495246,0.0,0.0,0.08360079691835556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229935594594366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439152901290573,0.0,0.07252916368311703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820350289468837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05286468764104628,0.0,0.0,0.09576017609691198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19532287204637686,0.0,0.14445860804132765,0.10970535664921499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900760814185373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833452074503193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765897804024297,0.0,0.0,0.0904662620125508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16271705113539614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3712339015778123,0.0,0.0,0.06933495600032269,0.0,0.08590461758886601,0.06309662632777882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14693149274344114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928246740372217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430810726811697,0.0,0.07877630242080744,0.0,0.0,0.23060237452005294,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LapineLoyale,2019/04/11,"I'm selling stuff at an Anime Con... A large convention with a lot of people.  
And I'm going to be entirely alone at my table. This makes me nervous for many reasons.  


I mean, the largest is, of course, I am sitting at a table entirely alone for the duration of a convention with no help. At big conventions like that, there are a lot of creeps, and it's not unheard of for said creeps to take advantage of young girls at a table, unable to leave.  
This happened to me during my first convention, but my sister was with me.  
Not really going to have that.  


I have 'friends' (Acquaintances? Something?) that said they could come sit with me for an hour or so or bring me food.  
I've often overheard them mention that they disliked drama during conventions... And so I really don't want to cause drama for them by having them come help me... Especially not if it's something like that. They didn't ask for me to be there, you know? They shouldn't have to be burdened with me, and I feel like a burden to them enough already.  


I feel like I should just tell them not to come to me at all, pull on my ""big girl pants"" and just deal with it.  
I'm sure they have actual convention stuff they want to do.  


There's also the fact that I am more than a little nervous about actually talking to people, interacting with customers, and the string of thefts that have been going on in the artist alley scene.   


Anyone got any tips for handling things alone? I was thinking maybe the more I practiced talking to people the better I would get at it, but even that's a little... daunting.  


(Ps- Do you go to therapy? Are there any tricks or tips your therapist gives you that you find worked?  
I'm still waiting for my doctor to get his act together and process my therapist request.... I'm starting to think he doesn't know what he's doing.)",3.6002941176470564,5.167446627450985,4.355609243697483,86.54417016806723,72.92156862745098,7.452941176470588,25.355042016806717,8.07648339933343,1.4194050420168058,1414,45,285,21,28,453,167,357,0.087,0.8420000000000001,0.071,-0.4376,0,3,2,0,0,0,57.0,0,5,11,4,13,13,1,2,18,0,27,2,0,3,3,53,61,16,0,7,12,1,2,4,1,3,1,2,0,2,19,17,1,1,9,3,1,10,9,5,0,1,7,4,43,8,52,47,6,31,6,0,0,0,36,14,0,7,9,196,62,2,0.0,0.0,0.1937379978137184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30842796863452265,0.10954216264436696,0.07938274029299626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13500815290219834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06940888186851013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280002478358564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779244033728392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197321258598753,0.0,0.25652581953594045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925557999980372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023385726291833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160264490762302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256799815371508,0.0,0.06556405523910258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038343581436747,0.14183086444361134,0.0,0.0,0.09072704672624776,0.08443534931372068,0.12003247221432388,0.0,0.0766924295875693,0.0,0.10372445701792853,0.09522469967043946,0.22565992780617386,0.0,0.07939184425050237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778032610945243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307140562894418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977567138574498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910765971433634,0.0,0.0,0.10510803799165123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939848175628867,0.1989806085096688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16878428794170455,0.0,0.0,0.06626062211074027,0.10063983419220013,0.09972573267440783,0.10812944240705487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20645500223856905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271842919048147,0.10206166696485017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18884881480017973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528391631286176,0.0,0.0,0.07026076971942187,0.0,0.0792737121191148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272709429451756,0.0,0.0,0.09355674261739008,0.0,0.07463544874509642,0.15957201077564456,0.08676259259528778,0.0,0.1135189731308406,0.2305102452041293,0.06594771682217032,0.12721089814981054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709895739410787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722666080860091,0.0,0.0,0.0705155015363352,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jonnygb4d,2019/04/11,"How can I calm myself down after a misunderstanding with a work security guard got out of hand? Tl;dr - misunderstanding with security at work got out of hand about 8 hours ago and I still can’t calm down. Please help me relax!

Well that escalated quickly, and now I’m having trouble turning my red alert mode off!

In hindsight, I was at fault. I still need to calm down though.

One of my team had some bad news, terrible news in fact. I needed to get him out of the building to get some air. His pass happened to malfunction and he couldn’t get through the turnstile, so I used my pass to swipe him out.

Normally I’d never do that, I’m particularly security conscious, but I was worried my guy was going to have a panic attack and or throw up if he didn’t get some space, and the security guards were just sat there not offering any help or advice.

It was like that scene from Monsters Inc where the guy shouts “23-19” and all hell breaks loose.

Three security guards fly at my guy, I stand between him and them and say, very calmly, my friend here just had some bad personal news. He needs some air, and we’ll be right back to sort out this problem with his pass.

“You can’t do that, you can’t do that.”

“My friend here is pretty upset, I want to get him outside”

“You need to come back in”.

A couple more exchanges and I explain what the terrible news is, they back off and go to make a new pass while we walk around the building for a few minutes and agree some next steps for dealing with the bad news.

I get told off by the head of security, who backs down when I explain what happened. I ask him to please be very gentle with my guy when he gives him his new pass and not to have a go.

That was 8 hours ago. I’m still wired. I’ve been in bed for an hour and it’s not getting any better.

Any ideas for how to lower the adrenaline that is apparently still coursing through my body?

Thanks.

PS - This doesn’t sound like anxiety, certainly not chronic anyway, but you seemed like a sub with relevant experience and knowledge, so sorry for being slightly off topic.",4.097324037738996,5.100039569007264,4.792709359605912,86.06668280871672,70.98547215496367,7.827302329464808,26.10578609000585,8.104835398774808,1.352042397929365,1614,49,344,22,29,519,206,413,0.138,0.688,0.174,0.9043,2,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,2,4,2,4,27,32,2,2,18,0,29,5,4,4,4,77,63,28,0,9,11,0,2,3,2,1,1,3,1,5,14,29,0,9,6,2,1,12,11,12,1,2,14,6,41,20,58,44,9,64,1,0,1,0,40,27,1,11,26,221,55,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262621962931316,0.1499059062493872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172501007589888,0.0,0.06468438445297661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527192428411288,0.07904756088388022,0.09619358006483916,0.0,0.2600704673286969,0.21179981329497752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478207348424515,0.0,0.0939216028122093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728366915322966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355855838117484,0.0,0.0,0.08717254730847493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271106711817024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13065404909737444,0.0,0.3092356788306411,0.08111291201055465,0.1441637563452382,0.0,0.13525280099246625,0.0,0.0,0.3348911865738837,0.14954350903947458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677787897466697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335093996890905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24980908599353,0.0,0.0,0.09545236327017248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392798422692028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0564411547595725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507860029641401,0.06521406987543328,0.16332759503853644,0.08992525860175084,0.0,0.08284599964466491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05729669252066449,0.0,0.0,0.0992071368212278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738302112333287,0.0,0.18563211456731252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602288745052518,0.0,0.0809077667436059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722095536465487,0.0,0.06724157229590977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697574499645687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946524597146763,0.0,0.0,0.2701030996420731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784693288836207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307491070656367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079597710004079,0.0,0.0,0.09197161756031937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302841783905402,0.0,0.13953354883797087,0.04987276127154061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760251477065167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231141719169182,0.08586976117988318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xmaslites20,2019/04/11,i broke. i had my first panic attack in a month. (give or take a couple few days. i’ve lost count) i haven’t really been able to eat today. i feel so guilty and upset about it. just looking at food makes me sick. i hate anxiety. i thought it was over.,-1.8577777777777769,-0.043652703703701334,0.7351851851851876,100.47833333333334,103.8148148148148,3.8814814814814818,11.555555555555555,5.82211442006289,-1.220133333333334,190,3,46,2,9,64,46,54,0.433,0.5670000000000001,0.0,-0.9768,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,3,6,2,2,2,0,4,3,0,1,0,6,12,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,5,2,8,0,5,7,1,7,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,1,4,27,10,0,0.2442398027299075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18684278057464127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27785803520801466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702466962053498,0.0,0.1575144673060429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24991829272629146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234949828451996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20775025143209827,0.2953357389437593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234297074150496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411362400732433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20509992092695128,0.0,0.2666165963608941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16303196487536326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949498803553743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865627840982585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564662717463584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18363793563440173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19389912151684055,0.0,0.0,0.23151077477740986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,unnownturtle,2019/04/11,"Wat r this? So yeah. I don't know if this is normal for people who have anxiety, so that's why I'm asking.

Backround: I am 15. I prefer to be called Zyler. My birth name is Tia. Im in 11th grade. I'm unathleatic and very fat. I have a lot of issues in school

Questions: 
When I walk in the halls at school I get really anxious and if anyone accidentally touches me I spas out. Normal?

On some days I'm just really shaky and fidgety for no reason. Why?

If I am having a bad day like /\ there, I'm able to get very emotional, usually angry, very quickly. Normal?

Just being around certain people makes me incredibly anxious. Why?

That's about it",-0.3576717557251925,1.8998116106870242,2.3675534351145053,89.75468893129774,97.01526717557249,5.062748091603054,17.237022900763353,6.742157984588678,0.24183938931297755,495,14,102,8,20,171,87,131,0.17600000000000002,0.733,0.091,-0.888,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,3,1,10,1,1,2,1,23,19,9,0,7,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,5,1,0,4,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,11,2,13,17,2,15,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,7,7,59,17,3,0.13887183936195313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10623657700295454,0.31377130036297834,0.0,0.09710241901297248,0.0,0.0,0.12362537957183475,0.12982642348310444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595218518662552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14180367479100914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17912169561566607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621212764362855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14510960868564912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500054170381896,0.14494612025730666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632033110097501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678457660246947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806387172156152,0.0,0.0,0.0926980311316091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4081947518740983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925524956366224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556824239887224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17792971262388982,0.14278337993627244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810914308959149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294771139150665,0.3437514339275389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759307046739382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,downvoternazigoddes,2019/04/11,"Have ever have those days where you’re unmotivated? I’m an anxious person. I’ve been anxious about this guy I’ve been seeing and I think I’m starting to get attached. He has kids and in a middle of a divorce. We’ve been hooking up for half a year. This past 2 weeks he’s been cold and that’s when the anxiety started kicking in. 

He told me he’s been sick, and having personal problems, and he’s actually been trying to be sober(alcohol). I’m not quite sure if I’m overreacting. I’m so used to seeing him twice a week. And it’s been 3 weeks. He tried to hangout with me last week but I was having anxiety. 

I tried hanging out with him last weekend and he basically told me he can’t because he has his kids which I understand, but I do admit I’m bitter about it. 

Now I feel like he’s trying to avoid me and that’s giving me anxiety. I’m unmotivated at work, I’m not focused, I’m not jolly like I used to.",1.5135112189205593,3.1255385257732016,4.066773802304424,86.23144026682839,78.69072164948454,6.832747119466344,24.29836264402668,7.724431198458867,1.1721192237719835,710,25,156,11,17,250,100,194,0.168,0.769,0.064,-0.9212,0,1,1,0,1,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,7,6,1,1,6,0,17,1,0,2,2,27,40,13,0,2,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,5,8,11,0,1,4,2,0,1,4,3,0,2,10,5,15,3,17,29,0,23,0,0,2,0,23,7,0,1,17,84,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.12725122523506865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13935754382673166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992660723961669,0.29462892266585683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949040207836137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840969714952809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179539278216182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659339693030503,0.09315751933160793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681284228768829,0.1250912040224134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911613178050707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21258619984706453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741334168020754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448119865975538,0.0,0.2277198484799669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477483184681233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13869605414626995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20782323908197475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18459505380771227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229001048984915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355481544916991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24920486282865315,0.0,0.3541311473477285,0.0,0.0,0.13575061012923215,0.0,0.2252468192524135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41839485964759904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493248125098586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397308424089305
anxiety,DistantSavage,2019/04/11,How do I get prescribed Zoloft in California? I wanna try it out. I have anthem blue cross. Please no lectures. Thank you.,0.32434782608695656,2.0535196956521773,1.5953043478260869,91.81817391304348,112.91304347826087,3.5791304347826087,17.643478260869568,5.6839178017228535,-0.1319669565217394,95,3,18,1,5,30,21,23,0.092,0.708,0.2,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,3,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,3,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,12,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129850861412343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6575900056502633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5515356559637857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4067236660469212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Graham_Cracker145,2019/04/11,"I'm only 14 and I don't think I can live with this anxiety much longer I just feel like I don't do anything, I'm scared to talk to my parents about doing almost anything. I can't walk into places alone very much. I hate school because I feel like everyone is looking at me and judging me. I'm so scared to talk to this girl I like I have a panic attack and get sweaty and hot and shaky. I need help, I just don't know how to deal with it . Can anyone help me? I feel like I'm drowning",-0.1231313131313101,1.656269111111115,2.0057575757575776,98.16954545454549,84.74074074074073,4.668013468013468,18.151515151515152,5.565023196281405,-0.5797888888888889,376,9,92,2,11,126,60,108,0.199,0.662,0.14,-0.7617,1,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,10,2,4,1,0,10,0,0,1,0,19,23,7,1,1,2,1,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,8,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,0,5,16,4,10,23,2,4,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,2,4,51,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15687402151816335,0.16225423179085546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198457401493892,0.0,0.0,0.10954147436981296,0.0,0.257838393441713,0.0,0.0,0.17822525325058836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549949309899568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16151129119094626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14969692853283226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376385254752701,0.3357573609613264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184925073045321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15467095426185762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100140151612397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609715059803195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061478927358771,0.0,0.1383351148594965,0.0,0.131556337111201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303286898197994,0.11616263491768143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914825093149932,0.0,0.1838087019145258,0.17395423239533964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636780896695746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136913005316896,0.15854996243165345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25183741414584176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038246521271528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292622754129651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nleXisXme,2019/04/11,"Career change anxiety I’m going through the process of trying to get my career started after working the same retail job for 10 years and I’m terrified! I know this is stressful for anyone but add an anxiety disorder to it and it’s so much harder. I finally start feeling some hope and confidence and then my anxiety reminds me what could go wrong and I feel panicky and sick for most of the day. 

Yesterday I had an anxiety breakdown because I realized my voicemail has been full for weeks so no one could leave a message. I lost sleep all night thinking that I must have missed a call about a job interview and I’ve ruined everything. 

I keep getting stuck in the what if/hopeless/negative thinking spirals and it’s making me miserable. I am on medication, I have a great therapist, I exercise. I try my best to feel better but this situation has spiked my anxiety to the max. Just looking for some support and empathy from people who understand what it’s like living with anxiety. Any words of wisdom would be greatly appreciated :)",4.377140271493212,6.677003287179486,5.64558069381599,75.01696832579185,72.53846153846155,9.306184012066367,33.521870286576174,9.773937934552695,3.837549019607843,831,43,140,23,17,277,127,195,0.217,0.591,0.192,0.5267,2,0,0,0,0,1,15.0,0,0,0,4,4,14,0,2,11,0,13,4,1,1,2,35,36,14,0,5,3,0,3,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,11,11,0,1,8,1,1,2,1,6,0,1,4,4,19,8,19,27,8,15,0,4,1,0,4,3,0,4,11,98,30,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002055381290178,0.0,0.5401095686758802,0.0,0.0,0.08227854462501896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173136339287546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348882314501848,0.10407074751203717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015560583228115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244806867097486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187901997561327,0.0,0.0,0.07588828669682125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13486156283118098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575542279995137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17849451210535222,0.0,0.0,0.12890321330695872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295684839907195,0.0,0.1337506810385777,0.0,0.0,0.259466159821249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687420249706562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335413177905323,0.104591703454303,0.0,0.0,0.06466909714627063,0.0,0.0,0.12459697032330108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05748827829650334,0.0,0.10390595878551384,0.0,0.09881429856572116,0.0,0.12845217997312158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854654053566422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185415064938241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650198243535323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042659165184142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973715280640284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157849858910339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226752877742884,0.11775633185762613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665767757993628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347921350179216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335320546634557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662550804723927,0.0,0.1507981007392736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159782246377961,0.0,0.0,0.122500026309909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438885995792072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566614499809531,0.0,0.0,0.08359035160520574,0.12865514997697453,0.0,0.07577649204700326
anxiety,ReynoldsXWrap,2019/04/11,"Vaping related question.... I hope this appropriate for this sub. I quit vaping 2 months ago, only to see if I could, and my instincts were right. But I want to go back. I'm not really interested in the nicotine (as much). I'm more interested in the security it brings me. It's the most convenient tool I have for my anxiety. And my mom, dad and girlfriend do it. I didn't start because I was a smoker. But my dilemma is introduced next. I'm obsessive. And I don't want to throw away all my work. That's it. I actually waited till today to make a decision as I quit on a Thursday. So do I do what makes me comfortable or do I follow my pride. Any insight or advice is welcome, thank you.",0.38790988735920007,2.69180180851064,3.62910304547351,83.81647058823529,87.65248226950355,7.5729662077597,23.187734668335423,8.4952907291091,1.9277339173967465,529,21,111,15,17,191,89,141,0.076,0.782,0.142,0.8338,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,4,2,9,0,1,6,0,12,0,0,2,1,22,27,13,0,5,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,2,3,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,3,1,21,8,13,23,4,17,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,6,8,76,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.194019784096042,0.0,0.0,0.19428474736659426,0.17624206489830824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520451833344574,0.0,0.15209686886790327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867980736117188,0.1528804212184432,0.0,0.12119891671346328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158741709871017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299407180355946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19747326782026847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654279850327831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328557541483397,0.15869634511449315,0.0,0.14615568516815802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21144748274455274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121168157649073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22272406765791614,0.4229394008697731,0.0,0.0,0.12736927775782367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16979131988143303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15843391646068306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072592393043398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830468797596297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884582526792338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345385488428712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14474343553072425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,62smith52,2019/04/11,"I’m spiraling and need help but don’t know what to do Normally I can handle my anxiety but these past couple weeks have been killing me. I haven’t gone to class in a week and outside of walking my dog haven’t left the house since Saturday. I have been feeling absolutely nothing, not hunger not tired not thirst just literally nothing outside of sporadic panic attacks and giant balls in my chest and stomach that spiral me further and leave me paranoid and crying. I’ve been losing weight just from not eating but I have been having so much trouble forcing myself to eat and it’s killing me to have the weight I spent the better part of a decade in the gym to achieve just slipping through my fingers and I know it’s my fault but I can’t seem to force myself to do anything and it’s making it so much worse since it’s all my fault. I was a sergeant in the Marines for fucks sake, I was in charge of my last deployment and I can’t even fucking eat, it’s just all so bland and useless and taxing and even thinking about food makes me spiral about how I’m not eating and wasting all those years of work like I waste everything and I can’t handle it. I know this isn’t good or rational but I have no idea what to do, i just looked up to try to find psychiatrists but I would never be able to afford those even if me missing class and failing wouldn’t mean I’ll have to pay back the GI bill money I get which would ruin me but I can’t seem to do anything. I’ve been smoking just massive amounts of weed to stop the panic attacks and to feel something but that isn’t helping the overall picture yeah it makes me feel human again but that’s it it doesn’t make me productive or any less useless. 

I’m sitting in a parking lot in my car crying while I type this because I was able to get out of the apartment and drive here to get food but I can’t seem to force myself to get out of the car. I’m sick of having to psych myself up for hours to do even the most basic human thing. I couldn’t even order food yesterday in case the delivery person would have had to call me if they couldn’t find my apartment number and I couldn’t let that happen so I just didn’t eat. I hate that I have to do it and I hate myself because of it. I’ve been lying to all the people I care about and pretending nothings happening and I’m also terrified that they won’t understand why I’m acting the way I’m acting and of what will happen if they find out I’ve been lying and pretending everything’s not good but not as bad as it is. I hate how everything’s extremes with me I can’t seem to see any grey anywhere and whenever I try my brain just yells at me and tells me that’s not how it is until I just give up. 

My best friend and roommate is schizophrenic and had a really bad month or so in February and March, in and out of hospitals that I had to bring him to since he didn’t even know what was real life and what wasn’t and ever since that added stress I’ve just been slowing breaking down. He’s on meds and somewhat better now but I’m moving in with my girlfriend in September and I’m just hoping that that will fix things to have a stable environment but I feel like I’m putting all my eggs in the basket there and don’t know if I can keep going through the motions until then. 

I’m not really expecting anything from this but it feels somewhat relieving to actually put this out there instead of just keeping it to myself. Sorry if I broke rule 5 somehow I don’t think I did but I keep checking it to make sure.",3.339909773276439,4.340530865122616,4.376254691275514,88.35368438640688,72.77384196185288,7.22899593851216,26.11063698524497,7.498158380483773,1.1840091306359568,2781,90,598,31,53,906,280,734,0.183,0.7240000000000001,0.093,-0.9977,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,3,7,39,36,9,3,22,1,67,23,5,8,8,145,127,73,2,16,44,0,8,2,2,7,4,1,0,3,43,42,13,4,22,4,6,13,33,24,0,0,21,12,75,12,83,94,15,67,0,7,3,2,16,29,2,18,23,411,118,9,0.12042741916777346,0.0,0.058759894621842126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04815288179962013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189477466625285,0.0,0.046063323019502604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14865225734094345,0.0,0.0,0.1370035747700516,0.0,0.04630062589953071,0.10055186474843167,0.07341143695778192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319057331762365,0.10650826582348186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672184137649934,0.061484929781473414,0.0,0.06139188995414984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662532437151038,0.13228386511984222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080682863669664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386235237468224,0.05446674761855717,0.0,0.0,0.16234859871477034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15222930392576345,0.04301668615799674,0.0,0.0,0.16510271908904106,0.0,0.2184319699213938,0.0,0.04652096265794612,0.11133320847902707,0.1258367121134707,0.0577624769655319,0.03422083878200472,0.10100880555772576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15974035357860394,0.0,0.0,0.17834571639386645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071996056711077,0.0,0.0,0.05980580002091908,0.059298374811991426,0.06947853641240401,0.0,0.06797394888228743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16056213519298326,0.1332350965025718,0.0,0.16545940031378414,0.0490822099276294,0.0,0.06375762427602295,0.06542237164582937,0.06157259765316354,0.042530723810048715,0.05883475398146897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05056435084018892,0.06736373895395642,0.0,0.051191542625588934,0.0,0.0,0.20096559357181032,0.0,0.0,0.06559038199069482,0.06688385713855446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04806200851755993,0.06399764402290782,0.08852800964475761,0.04464770269130824,0.04644052488854226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05899665081114005,0.1733300349554018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129562885639907,0.0,0.06520557969618586,0.057480799121076336,0.04174460461237579,0.05257628865760089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106281853997801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853638396513256,0.07714888843918198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04798253064309738,0.2192651989455849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19923761119638794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04635545541336336,0.0,0.06740431811014869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05034135740356562,0.06897460088745366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05675070868283107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05262943620299905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800066261600939,0.07716502755664867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920680137216721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176231255151008,0.0,0.0,0.06268459522734869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04779483995020936,0.09659961158644352,0.14664815321073196,0.0,0.0,0.05433350725605319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043836297718889486,0.0,0.0613629142671062,0.1283222750179988,0.0,0.0,0.03877565478800701
anxiety,jimjam555,2019/04/11,"FUCK A few months ago I got put on a higher medication dose for my anxiety. After many years of battling daily anxiety, I finally felt like things were looking up. For a second there I actually felt like I might be free of anxiety. lol.

anyway two nights ago, I woke up at 4am and had a panic attack. First one in two fucking months, it came out of nowhere. Then I had another one yesterday. Now, here I am in bed at 4pm feeling like absolute shit.

Fuck anxiety, it’s always gonna fucking be here waiting for me to let my guard down. FUCK FUCK FUCK ANXIETY.",1.7960981496379738,3.9018088672566407,4.184505229283992,83.35862429605794,79.79646017699116,8.002896218825423,26.201930812550287,8.841846274778883,2.245697345132744,434,18,88,11,11,151,74,113,0.31,0.578,0.112,-0.9791,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,5,15,10,1,4,1,8,10,1,0,0,9,24,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,3,3,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,11,0,6,8,4,10,5,17,11,1,23,0,0,1,7,0,9,8,1,15,56,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.10148516998120397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18437249579856704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653306739432798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090489547962238,0.3977835730150917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831055146585442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894380773695815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05258354149356756,0.07429481851299381,0.1997050862384276,0.11392261956345168,0.0,0.08845901035649621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6729988848544387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317516336295068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634303514718736,0.0,0.15242169119868246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733051298050358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543569970921222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047651070933026,0.0,0.11032340381552813,0.0,0.0,0.16601735368768192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759327380368908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094086704580636,0.0,0.0,0.12201698968638505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045447817512453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675047904339842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06909037284472602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031781129042216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06697006423545569
anxiety,smolfmeaf,2019/04/11,"Medication Trial and Error (mostly error) Hi guys,

Long time lurker, but figured some community would help with this. 

I've suffered from severe anxiety as a result of CPTSD for more than half my life. About 2 months ago at the encouragement of my wonderful fiance, I finally decided to take the medication plunge and try to fix this for good outside of just breathing exercises and other coping mechanisms. I really really want this to work, but so far I've been on 3 different medications that have all made me suicidal or exacerbated my eating disorder or just made my anxiety 10x worse. I'm just getting really frustrated and feel like I'm running out of options, even though logically I know that's absolutely not the case and my doctors are doing their best to help me.

I'm going to keep trying and keep plugging away until I can find something that works, but I guess I'm just looking for someone who's made it to the other side of the trial and error process to tell me that SOMETHING will work and I'm not going to be playing around with meds my entire life just to be able to function and go to work. 

Thanks for listening!",10.41305555555556,7.73798715740741,10.5412962962963,62.233333333333356,59.37037037037037,13.85925925925926,40.66666666666667,12.261556223090626,4.967938888888888,910,36,158,23,9,307,131,216,0.14300000000000002,0.7090000000000001,0.14800000000000002,0.2981,1,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,5,10,8,1,0,6,0,9,9,1,4,1,45,32,18,1,2,12,0,1,1,0,2,7,1,0,1,11,13,1,2,7,2,0,4,2,2,0,1,4,3,15,6,32,24,5,17,0,1,1,0,9,7,0,7,7,103,26,5,0.11555439171015965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243199609802567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17679758674398668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028679075757584,0.0,0.0,0.10856715482966382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126720496038425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072974483855332,0.13243534406284682,0.11827481637417556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824099090500916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632258590513671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05842777246964345,0.08255208052659724,0.0,0.12658418786443573,0.10561462057877094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06037240033692332,0.0,0.19701667128265704,0.09692154132550106,0.0,0.0,0.1272961901860552,0.11441701522864273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15490734596256506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054201055111496,0.0,0.0,0.06350567167548682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16323896842848354,0.0564540389118034,0.0,0.0,0.10226200037884534,0.09703658591930876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.328021078273372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835487931710318,0.3492266781282185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922344130098463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22208130680650545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054357138256248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979088611078437,0.17791883243054854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639774929420988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868825216445538,0.0,0.10099963162066407,0.1063869586645665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353160315353948,0.0,0.06738069506999635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15690769356342718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815697414170559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531380858933536,0.33649989364463684,0.0,0.11775979724052127,0.08208652445343176,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xfangirlalwayz,2019/04/11,"Can’t stop regretting My mind goes blank when talking to ppl and I often have so little to say, and I think it makes me appear very distant and hard to get close to. 

Long story short, I had a short convo w/ someone the other day bc I needed help on something. I wanted to say more after he helped me resolve the problem but can never think of anything to say in the moment. Of course, looking back now I can think of loads to say/ask and to catch up a bit. 

Now I can’t stop beating myself up for not saying/asking these things. I just regret it SO much now bc honestly I don’t even know when the next time I might be able to talk to him is (if ever) - bc we rly are just coworkers and our current project has wrapped. And if it weren’t for work-related things we don’t usu talk. 

I hate to think about it now bc I know there’s nothing I could do about it. But I regret it so much and don’t know how to get over it. What can I do?",0.338168316831684,2.1403225693069317,2.251970297029704,96.90627227722773,83.20792079207921,4.832079207920792,18.515841584158405,5.6839178017228535,-0.4635572277227721,717,17,170,4,20,238,115,202,0.132,0.8290000000000001,0.039,-0.9534,2,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,3,0,0,2,19,7,1,0,6,0,19,0,0,2,2,42,34,17,0,9,7,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,12,10,0,2,8,0,0,2,8,5,0,0,2,5,23,2,25,29,4,29,0,3,1,0,13,9,0,5,18,118,35,1,0.13099277869854706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077958955608149,0.0,0.24492113071565455,0.0,0.0,0.10072536111750303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301018750657865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458707481137658,0.0,0.0,0.08447950549836174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865194949080712,0.11849046781094758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13687664068486244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734380011001724,0.12932824944607685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756033967047354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21597061624681396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128917729367134,0.0,0.11592448704586165,0.1100009427324344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743869695687681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13896263758199176,0.13226536464189356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925895291314492,0.0971294856015006,0.10102970638097182,0.0,0.1393123062265785,0.0,0.0,0.12569110405603412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534239825332408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.416682861144956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098975630364498,0.1008446407702808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21903165692068224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31586110079887364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17405156313124925,0.3357395333337941,0.0,0.0,0.07638294267514448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808276109988396,0.07726293478227078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536430300900688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThereWillBeAnAnswer_,2019/04/11,"Anxiety sucks - but feels good knowing I'm not alone Hi all, been lurking for a while in this sub and just wanted to say its been nice knowing I'm not alone in my anxiety. Its interesting how some peoples anxiety is very similar to mine, and other things I don't relate to as much. I find it really helpful reading other people's stories here and wanted to share mine in case someone else finds it a little helpful.

My massage therapist was telling me about his girlfriends anxiety and the way he described it was so similar to mine. I try very, very hard to manage and hide my anxiety from most people, so hearing of someone think/behave similar to me in real life was a weird kind of relief. 

I don't have anxiety over things like making phone calls, mine is more like my mind will spiral irrational thoughts about a situations and I can't pull myself out of it. The situations will be things from the past I can't change, or worry about things in the future/money problems/relationships that don't need to be stressed over to the point of an anxiety attack. When I'm clear headed I know that my thoughts are anxiety driven and irrational, but in the moment I just can't make it stop and down the rabbit hole I go. It is impossible to talk me out of ""spiralling"", I have resorted to isolating myself when I'm like this because there is just no point talking to me.

Medication has greatly helped my situation (had to try a couple to find the right one), I can now sleep at night and my hair isn't falling out in chunks, less anxiety attacks. I was diagnosed and medicated about a year ago around the time of a bad breakup and things have been great since.  I can confidently say that being aware of my anxiety (what triggers it and then coping mechanisms) and then also medication has helped me turn my life around. 

Not sure what I'm getting at here, there's alot of people who post here when they are at their lowest, but I also wanted to share some positivity and hope. :)",6.569558509375737,6.587096937336817,7.035576786138147,75.62848029907433,65.26631853785901,10.30567291716117,32.813790647994296,10.018931242160765,3.1232934725848573,1569,59,296,32,22,514,189,383,0.138,0.688,0.174,0.9766,1,2,0,0,0,1,37.0,0,0,2,1,23,20,3,1,18,0,33,9,3,4,3,57,57,30,0,5,10,0,3,3,1,2,6,3,0,0,24,19,0,1,9,1,0,4,11,6,0,1,11,6,37,14,49,41,8,42,0,0,0,0,21,22,1,6,17,211,61,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062425095006631875,0.0,0.0,0.1458724708942552,0.0,0.11263333079839424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5387284525274098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538150476741353,0.0,0.16023100156135925,0.0,0.0,0.058799655500030974,0.04292876331711337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719090132965559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449742601498216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792090440935817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147712360593331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05882877178768476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035607616627454014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930940421411811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03679273049803911,0.0,0.04002260000524478,0.05906686051147076,0.0,0.1552816067744367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06308452328259265,0.0,0.07227356779999765,0.0,0.07937101857124522,0.0,0.1888102576793327,0.0,0.0,0.06994520582849033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333395931741145,0.11610671681166175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948266656036668,0.10321429465862024,0.07058161704299545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401482666837163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21282909043519735,0.0,0.0,0.07110641949049894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05176847274029652,0.052217222299851526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06608653164688437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047719953985240336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06722602697904692,0.19528774539059832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13314361887934248,0.0,0.06744506997060758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07044132917145225,0.08015596282475701,0.04511431064738138,0.0,0.0,0.07560716522593709,0.0,0.0601402354257234,0.0,0.11200523432303744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05825403104311624,0.23747275259470474,0.07047313002710302,0.0,0.11933712491161876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05887617261279605,0.08066847453463391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06637215785667727,0.0,0.0,0.11320550921724624,0.061552169631851,0.0,0.0,0.08176568547730749,0.23392714136644904,0.04512374830972102,0.0,0.11181483529620423,0.04106379306844815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562419996770148,0.07659920956770197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17431724861458112,0.12461064164234904,0.05589792155088325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151723549748941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045349634221646784
anxiety,Kingtutsaxe,2019/04/11,I have become super paranoid with regards to internet trolls/russia how do I stop? I keep on hunting for them on reddit im constantly searching for misinformation on the web but slowly this positive habbit has devolved into sheer paranoia and insanity I have in away become the conspiratard,5.834705882352942,8.968369333333337,6.897803921568631,63.77611764705881,71.35294117647058,8.785882352941178,33.729411764705894,9.3871,4.171028235294118,240,12,31,6,5,80,41,51,0.21,0.648,0.142,-0.2441,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,7,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,10,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034655229919685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7134477603774235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490441005034721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488912772517088,0.0,0.0,0.28709382616598594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700392510477272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway_account524,2019/04/11,"Started my first job. Hi, Reddit.

I'm not sure If i can post this here because of rule 5 (If you're a mod and reading this, please read the last paragraph before making a decision).  I just want to know if other people here can relate to my experience.  I recently started my first real job.

 I've always been introverted and have been happy to keep to myself, but now I started a office job I cannot avoid people anymore. I always thought anxiety was binary ie you have panic attacks or you don't. Panic attacks being something that I've never experienced. But now that I'm in an office it's like something in my brain changes.  I stop being able to focus, even on little thing. I love what I do, I even do it at home (non work related for fun). Everything becomes a blur at work. I cannot remember thing that happened two seconds ago. I constantly feel dizzy  and that my legs are not going to support me. The image of walking through the office makes me feel fuzzy. As soon as this happens any social interaction because impossible. 

All of my communication skills disappear. It takes me too long to understand what the person said and then my response is normally delayed by two seconds and only slightly coherent. This makes all the other symptoms 10 times worse, knowing that I just embarrassed myself. 

My situation is quite unique. I have just landed my dream job, that requires extensive vetting and security clearance working for a three letter agency.  **If I would go to the doctor about this situation, I'm positive my security clearance would get revoked. This would then lose me my dream job, I would have to get a new job and find somewhere cheaper to live.**  If this something that people have dealt with I'd love to hear what other people found helpful, or resources to educate my self.",3.977561022303057,6.410179379821957,5.141665549918637,77.56179860246962,74.19287833827894,7.434440509237103,29.565329759739647,8.360895534625662,2.5313795156504257,1429,63,240,26,31,471,183,337,0.109,0.7659999999999999,0.125,0.768,7,1,3,0,0,0,42.0,0,2,0,9,12,16,2,4,13,0,24,6,2,3,4,52,54,20,0,11,14,0,2,1,0,4,2,2,1,2,25,8,0,7,10,4,0,4,6,7,0,7,6,5,36,9,28,42,2,32,0,1,0,2,13,7,0,8,21,167,61,13,0.07900772180287031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003557832509429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148150743324094,0.0,0.0,0.0537279601161753,0.0,0.060440690925551474,0.0,0.0783544300202923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797653789516331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632474777573732,0.08725782140982066,0.06722975206056724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819874695439789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357969361738109,0.0,0.0,0.08537927926151563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086775110906362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436771022245006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100704590910902,0.07728471231640242,0.0,0.0,0.07989735611990817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07221162638225885,0.1344078556088162,0.0,0.08662788895011801,0.0,0.0,0.08255654743707641,0.0,0.08980381806846928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13973253492654,0.0841051890017727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904744457815253,0.0,0.052957210513165084,0.0,0.07925118686415851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4704178367872904,0.07022569332392686,0.0,0.0,0.08684115534485821,0.06440183828949725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03859918203870416,0.07918649331973562,0.06976526584049893,0.06991934756752717,0.0,0.08838943130485373,0.0,0.0,0.14261510718899625,0.0,0.1582148034252906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609356257259243,0.07630615004548867,0.0,0.0,0.07741079243911886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06008893265537986,0.0,0.18539707674206052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21909602519277385,0.06898649520837254,0.0,0.08672675296597954,0.0,0.0,0.07566755773565316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840344373900597,0.15805820482890354,0.08992808440323916,0.0,0.0,0.07801059371775601,0.0,0.08950034716775364,0.0,0.0751544360207732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242228478425853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17761597920040853,0.0,0.08053842270100631,0.0,0.18247201263569607,0.0,0.0,0.16776621642775208,0.0,0.0,0.06605399315879594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965702641803452,0.07446384278122456,0.08211927446956079,0.059403974163460924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497843939072793,0.0,0.0,0.06272330586331411,0.04607003794652188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15435812786083744,0.0822498247537503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046600801338819685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17255568734974427,0.0,0.08051561833563363,0.2244992749059157,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WorstThingIsMe,2019/04/11,My anxiety is so bad I literally get a panic attack if I can't get away from a new person in 15 minutes I'm not able to meet any new people or make a single friend. I've tried to socialize and meet new people but I'm so scared that it's actually debilitating. I fucking hate this so much...,1.9157142857142841,3.1304599365079397,5.2446349206349225,79.90314285714291,76.61904761904762,8.214603174603175,23.711111111111112,8.841846274778883,1.6133073015873012,228,7,50,5,5,85,47,63,0.28300000000000003,0.685,0.032,-0.9473,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,3,2,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,6,9,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,4,1,5,9,2,5,0,0,0,1,5,2,1,2,3,27,7,0,0.19866470840657,0.0,0.19386809767609636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509881421959966,0.0,0.15197795816180695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260097859809781,0.18665203319026935,0.0,0.16587673328907213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534878609057993,0.18366232168141147,0.2075882211179529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19614026986986868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326102355181282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604141933314968,0.0,0.0,0.5756148400116603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330902306124581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754581891790457,0.17346636052559444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19889803045357102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20251365178383385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13488029631410814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bevarge,2019/04/11,"Does someone else have these kinds of thoughts ?  

This often happens when I'm alone, depressed, and/or trying to study.  
I'm trying to focus on one sentence for exemple, and then without even noticing i'm thinking about another life I could live and it's like I am actually living it (i.e : I'm a teacher and I'm in this class with the student telling them things, there's this one doing this, so I have to do this..., or when I'm depressed it's more like I'm in hopeless situations and killing myself again and again).

It's not always bad situations, sometimes it can make me smile or laugh and feel great, but I just hoped I could focus on the moment and get things done instead of living in an imaginary world for 15 minutes without noticing. And if I notice, it usually starts all over again.

I don't really know if I have a problem and what to expect by posting here, but I felt like talking about this to see if I'm not alone. I don't know if it's actually anxiety because it's not always unpleasant and I don't feel bad or overthink in social situations. 

Sori4bad egnlish, and have a nice day",4.58095890410959,5.530982164383564,5.5140456621004565,81.53380821917811,69.82191780821917,8.214429223744293,31.49497716894977,8.447377352677275,2.3676725114155253,870,37,170,13,15,286,115,219,0.07400000000000001,0.7829999999999999,0.14300000000000002,0.9406,0,2,0,0,0,2,26.0,0,0,1,0,14,15,1,0,6,0,14,1,0,1,1,42,35,24,1,9,15,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,18,12,0,0,7,0,0,0,8,7,0,2,3,4,14,8,22,30,2,19,0,3,1,0,4,8,0,9,13,114,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.21119545734712689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241466538296905,0.0,0.0,0.1800794219232192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346802634158346,0.0827806502601868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18070230723965275,0.06596404785350543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727943785345047,0.0,0.0,0.0697867479218561,0.0,0.18640289640001487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469563932681076,0.11073679626666956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09039589351083888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147194039379133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094288465666703,0.0,0.1038989416642936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05653546125486145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930233424584613,0.0,0.0,0.09569008830467554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747733099859698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971876107691988,0.1126844667284496,0.11893919805860767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643219685956253,0.15859838825855208,0.0,0.28665526403222225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223127393026067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3695947301807813,0.0,0.0,0.14665231816704175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363563912055733,0.0,0.0,0.10354272671488654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06932234512414746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622966879925788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36489902819576703,0.0,0.11030686281087147,0.0916863101811234,0.0,0.1070228401796946,0.0,0.07659186923528613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697541054379729,0.09458064824951316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14378034636910916,0.06933684697237445,0.0,0.08590696046524972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469355000056121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917845399371425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20862190412564155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThatPrimitive,2019/04/11,"Does fluoxetine cause chest pain? I should probably start out with saying that I have social anxiety, and i was prescribed fluoxetine. I have been using it for about 2 or 3 weeks now, and I recently, for the past few days now, noticed that after an hour of taking it, i get chest pain for a few hours. Is this normal, or do you think something else may be going on? Thank you...",4.555405405405402,5.401629675675673,5.49010810810811,82.06164864864867,69.81081081081078,8.622702702702702,25.610810810810808,8.841846274778883,1.7019924324324325,292,8,59,5,5,96,56,74,0.12,0.845,0.035,-0.7319,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,9,4,2,2,0,12,16,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,8,1,9,11,2,13,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,10,42,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15678528195355504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105388880132832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217503021732352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17935208850088924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712084358723233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707729651020667,0.0,0.11647713420180635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4036665965392635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20080632323950615,0.0,0.2333355834477799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4361599767164808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19564683367064054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209694856822156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20236222889093336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298352315741071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089195063442544,0.0,0.15777961012479516,0.0,0.0,0.14506382561215042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15409600214286331,0.0,0.0,0.1886893324461352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132292471931228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770099720101955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16439757649238734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,antgonz34,2019/04/11,"Did I have an anxiety attack? Im gonna give a bit of background on my situation as I feel it’s related to the events that transpired today.

So I’ve been dealing with bouts of anxiety since about 1.5-2 years ago (I’m 20) and it comes and goes but I feel like it gradually gets worse over time depending on the season and some life situations. I actually went to a therapist about ~10 months ago to address some of these issues along side with some depression I’ve been having but it was kind of unpleasant. The first session he had me fill out paperwork to see what my symptoms were and kind of asked me general questions which I expected but the second session was horse shit  in my opinion. He wanted to refer me to a psychiatrist, so he was trying to figure out how the sessions were being paid for  (I went through a program through my moms work that gives you 8 free sessions)  and then spent the rest of the session leaving and returning to the room sending faxes of my info and making phone calls. He referred me to someone that was too expensive for me and my family ($350 each visit I think). So I decided to try a clinic that my mom has gone to before go her anxiety. I call that place and through a big headache of setting up an appointment. Only for my mom to strongly suggest that I should cancel my appointment because she didn’t think I needed medication. I disagreed with her but cancelled the appointment anyway. 

Things were okay for a while after that but I would always go through phases where I would feel super stressed out, anxious, and would have really bad stints of intense anger. I even played around with the idea that I don’t belong on this earth (just want to clarify that I never seriously considered suicide, I’ve just played around with what the consequences of doing that would be. I know people love me and would devastated if I weren’t here anymore and that prevents me from going to the extreme). But I would also go through phases were I feel really good and am super positive about most things and want to be a social butterfly and do a whole bunch of shit with people. And these feeling lead up today.


Today was probably the worst anxiety I’ve ever felt in my life. I’ve been clean off marijuana for 2 days (heavy stoner for about a year or so). I woke up this morning completely drenched in sweat which is a recent thing for me. I get up and get some breakfast and start talking my mom about the current stats of the world and we get in a heated discussion (not against each other but agreeing with certain problems the world ) and it works me up a bit because i am passionate about my fellow humans. I’m a little worked up at this point so i decide to do my workout to dispel the energy and anxiety that I can feel in my chest. I took some pre workout (TERRIBLE idea) before and I started and then went after it. I got about halfway though before I had to stop because I felt anxious, uneasy, and frankly unlike myself. I think this is where the attack started to come on. I ask my mom if I can have one of her anxiety meds and she agrees and gives me one, so I go take a shower and put on some music. This is where I start to feel like urge to cry. I start to make my cry face but nothing comes out. I then stick my under the shower and that’s when the flood gates open. I begin sobbing, my heart is pounding so hard and it’s a little hard to breathe. I start to overthink that I’m having an anxiety attack or something but that just makes it worse. I feel like I needed to leave or just like walk somewhere that wasn’t the shower but I stayed in. I continue sobbing for a good 5-10 minutes and finally get my self together. I turn off the water and squat down and just try to breathe for a second and let my heart rate come down. I get out the shower and almost start to cry again but I get ahold of myself by controlling my breathing. I go to my bed where I am still lying down. I feel fine for now as I think the medication has kicked in. (Thank God). I’ve cried in the shower before but never as bad as what happened a couple hours ago. Any advice to what just happened or what I should do would be appreciated, I feel lost about what I should do about this because a good number days/weeks I’m fine but then other days/weeks I’m quite the opposite. That’s part of the reason why I’m hesitant about seeing someone again about the issues I’ve been having along with my past experiences with mental health professionals.

This kind of turned into a really long thing but I didn’t want to leave out details I felt we’re important and added context to the situation. If there is any confusion about timeline or any general questions feel free to ask. Thank you",4.2248600340457685,5.505466346195076,5.076999401046597,83.10088589937584,70.96141479099678,8.017710106550659,27.43977365865961,8.450384577883757,1.867078065695732,3723,128,729,59,68,1211,374,933,0.145,0.738,0.117,-0.9843,7,0,1,0,0,1,74.0,1,2,0,11,45,43,6,2,53,1,59,21,10,8,4,165,145,77,1,21,29,5,16,4,1,11,7,0,10,2,48,63,2,3,30,4,5,21,8,18,0,5,33,18,99,27,131,96,16,119,0,4,2,2,39,50,4,21,50,505,147,12,0.0,0.0,0.04328690833915224,0.0,0.0,0.043346023139527234,0.11796179669460245,0.0,0.04441802592005722,0.0,0.0,0.035472993853045184,0.03690932337500847,0.0,0.0,0.09049467227386457,0.0,0.23753568618902035,0.10022359427927467,0.04399111406525122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897586471736348,0.12440593622343155,0.15139053315293774,0.0,0.0,0.07407398159421243,0.10816064811170474,0.0,0.1509812114367513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685466889828873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058874379602873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15284160067976627,0.046508410598965835,0.0,0.049751152820654496,0.0,0.04908116884307377,0.1949002659396489,0.028607173644040543,0.04573104360476109,0.038205391308951404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029297972328659914,0.04012425697611486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04339053444879238,0.041816677125165284,0.0,0.2467155383709563,0.09506787049698634,0.1277716108343669,0.04859190748473477,0.0,0.037730804153778934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16222619103591449,0.12765640894733374,0.15125768905939252,0.11161589726539198,0.03547706205007972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784510828677864,0.0,0.07947192507806394,0.0,0.0,0.04715036977462905,0.0,0.10512864199732633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04368359289387195,0.0,0.0,0.1001493319092529,0.04791414013817425,0.09259623893082664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13857576987094242,0.024377939890217373,0.0,0.0,0.1409058230474984,0.0,0.04535895457214205,0.06266258831849696,0.08668411062145565,0.08891653118154477,0.0,0.03925534259408756,0.0,0.0,0.048421884027071566,0.0,0.040034733493398963,0.0,0.08882772119573508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04927162330630463,0.0893718281937977,0.0447023266439652,0.0,0.0,0.2597571616993922,0.03540604983525324,0.0,0.0,0.0657816364848951,0.06842308880946135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04256259808850167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060116117401019374,0.03373617917732833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048035279329124096,0.04234463146723135,0.06150436058945447,0.0,0.04634456080828425,0.0,0.04193254998853715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04782531493695827,0.042444516343231466,0.0,0.044591937776139935,0.09938199185768536,0.04718008311307907,0.0,0.0,0.08525041315576966,0.045607305461022186,0.043798071476584176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069500104434345,0.0,0.04627496020995765,0.0,0.09106548675768124,0.03669331041636968,0.14958040276968845,0.0,0.0452172894213872,0.0751686036171149,0.03414887590271535,0.0,0.0,0.21977723245855488,0.04727961572712847,0.03542427349232658,0.037085187739370605,0.050811820639905934,0.0,0.0,0.04852033925880673,0.0,0.0,0.046104838861192,0.033351617804855,0.035653197007750013,0.0,0.08167758296237124,0.0,0.05150293679085455,0.11787766181015084,0.11369099608940353,0.04358140815295584,0.0,0.025865446200949032,0.0,0.12613829791880288,0.0,0.04928325521695202,0.09034830010651687,0.09649730753348014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465374665847037,0.0,0.0711624579868758,0.0,0.0,0.1233606435418842,0.04002610221603737,0.049524007397540586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687923098725272,0.0,0.09040897239172792,0.2205740391824766,0.0,0.0,0.057130062107876814
anxiety,666abriela,2019/04/11,"Studying abroad This is my first post here. I'm glad there's a community with people like me.

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I'm studying abroad in Korea in 3 months. I accepted the offer without really thinking because I knew thinking would stop me from living something exciting and new. I just did. Now I'm really really scared. I'll be completely on my own, living with a Korean family. That's what scares me the most, the possibility of being a burden for other people. Still, I don't want to back down. I know anxiety will be too much, but I really wanna do this. I really wanna visit new places and enjoy my own company but I'm so not used to being on my own on the street that I'm terrified. I'm really sad I feel this way. I should be happy, but I just wish things were different. I don't know what to think to help me believe I'll be able to overcome all of this or how to deal with situations during my stay. 

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Anyways, I just wanted to share this with someone. Thank you for reading.",2.003181818181819,4.284542601010102,4.3023131313131335,81.85013636363641,80.06060606060606,7.5963636363636375,22.021212121212123,8.548686976883017,1.650734545454546,777,24,149,18,20,269,112,198,0.099,0.753,0.14800000000000002,0.8971,1,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,0,1,12,12,0,2,7,0,15,0,0,2,1,35,33,8,0,7,9,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,1,8,1,0,1,4,4,0,1,3,1,22,8,25,21,6,20,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,2,9,106,33,1,0.11392718396749943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24688011246102184,0.2768679969444098,0.0,0.0,0.08715398390272172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760297216562414,0.0,0.06944895391269673,0.0,0.0,0.12835692298970994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945048483454195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745392414463113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902965908098698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740040978483924,0.0,0.057605007342832325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969064044830261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212776058007809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636298993144447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522280171055925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05565906740217751,0.0,0.20119958137214056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093559131412234,0.0,0.08374958884590815,0.0,0.0,0.22006316840205808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15796552918564355,0.0,0.11902965908098698,0.0,0.0,0.1284357820494131,0.10911074985847724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395801428146615,0.0,0.4379080279311086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22812197181880445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280589281413589,0.0,0.0,0.09653013326797642,0.08770671219679689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214312196151874,0.09098239628218803,0.09524822711843718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488884439737994,0.0,0.0,0.07568815872788494,0.2189998179249202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983965080074788,0.0,0.0,0.13439440971117145,0.09043009575948494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101063908464916,0.10982173984362882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093060275991687,0.0,0.2768679969444098,0.0
anxiety,kayllle,2019/04/11,"Not graduating this year - upset and anxious at families response - they’ll be arseholes only just told my mum - beware long post. Never really posted anything before but I’m just really depressed and anxious. Haven’t been able to graduate this year I’m cancelling my studies and redoing it all next October. My mum was positive about it an hour ago and my mums an alcoholic so her personality can change. Just talked to her now and she called me lazy and I’ve been putting off doing my work for months, which I have. However my mum has many health problems that I worry about when I’m far away at uni and I can’t have my own independent life. She has COPD, Agrophobia - can’t leave house cause of her panic attacks and anxiety. I got my own anxiety from her. I have difficulty leaving the house too as my counsellor said it’s a learned behaviour but I try. My mum told me to stop blaming others for my failings but I can’t help not too, even if I’m not at home, but at uni I can’t help stressing over my mums health she’s the only parent I’ve got and then there’s the family arguments. It’s been the worst year of my life. I’m majorly depressed too as I have friends but they’re fake and only meet with them when we go out drinking and never have close friends which makes my anxiety worse when I’m always alone. And then my friends will be graduating this year and travelling, where I’ll be stuck at home. My mum asked me to be her carer today as well. And I just can’t, I’m too young, and I don’t want to be stuck at home doing nothing. I want to break free and be independent, battle my anxiety, travel and have my own life but I feel stuck. I thinking of starting to go to the gym tho I’m anxious to do that as I don’t like people staring, and even then my mum will moan to take my brother with me. I just can’t do anything. It’s like I can’t breathe. Am I just cruel? 

I’m sorry for the rant. Thanks if you read it all. If you have any advice that would be great.",1.5091014669926643,3.559876068459662,3.2847915647921764,89.72410666259171,80.49144254278728,6.730586797066015,22.93893643031785,7.822599999999999,1.0746444498777512,1548,52,336,27,40,516,180,409,0.23,0.6629999999999999,0.107,-0.9945,2,1,2,0,0,0,37.0,1,2,2,2,23,21,3,3,9,0,40,8,1,4,4,57,68,39,0,7,18,10,1,2,3,4,6,1,3,1,15,23,2,1,3,5,1,5,15,12,1,0,12,3,55,10,35,45,7,43,0,3,1,0,36,13,0,3,24,215,70,7,0.08547001491061837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352030937787702,0.07576401125265861,0.0913414528481164,0.0,0.0885211590395765,0.0,0.0,0.07111789926577419,0.0,0.0,0.058122541030917074,0.0,0.26153730985961865,0.28967036632945226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066907950840346,0.0,0.0799029263375138,0.09723448081280364,0.08030189250936917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727286875248832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727444134428704,0.0,0.0,0.0878012491123709,0.09041594285589123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472303972041518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372807583789223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290427752310955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161147046842401,0.0,0.0432162076254137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19810176450721434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714915826194193,0.0,0.13671635751695002,0.09423099317461572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18170125818380992,0.0,0.0,0.1145774987279924,0.0,0.25720018126320965,0.0,0.08417074806353751,0.19724184356597807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810008097888572,0.0,0.0,0.1811099975400127,0.08351266405623313,0.0,0.0,0.07563827361137944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0570518986383804,0.08665318007006961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822135047014913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318394891167055,0.0,0.09089833049362103,0.0,0.0,0.08201078444578774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950113932977072,0.0,0.1002806469541392,0.09490433686391632,0.0,0.0,0.05925414666052072,0.0746291202877931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16371329638013676,0.0,0.0,0.08178326129181576,0.0,0.08592097196169378,0.0,0.0,0.08549314431049175,0.0,0.1095085602731086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130155661647287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567668415925226,0.06049611646548818,0.0,0.0,0.07145675955920383,0.09790561330707642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642628143381871,0.06869756043853201,0.0,0.07868930647104418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054765734426782016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101558038873674,0.16334052396823584,0.0,0.05802852972518292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082485849202104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684780794079098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06222318879789479,0.0867989489549865,0.0871012471015745,0.060715446337975966,0.0,0.0,0.22015954943170093
anxiety,michigan14,2019/04/11,"Ringxiety Does anyone else get this annoying af symptom, like seriously it's not even just my phone, specially when i wear headphones I always think someone is calling out to me. And when I'm walking on the street i always feel my damn phone vibrating and sounding off, its really annoying, and i don't know what to do anymore i've tried breathing in and out, but it just doesn't work...",7.350200000000001,6.846193853333336,7.613166666666667,73.87575000000002,63.8,11.233333333333334,37.41666666666667,10.686352973137794,4.0018666666666665,309,14,57,7,4,101,55,75,0.105,0.87,0.025,-0.5537,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,3,0,1,0,4,3,2,0,0,13,9,7,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,2,7,2,7,9,0,9,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,3,35,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4630931844409754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759734294313475,0.19457593011324226,0.28512500691362497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841492745124115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435198019861731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324625531293095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837976161943064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14070389743884493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538688822266482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529323322886416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595081525967712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17826970574208895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357809953961475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892336501192029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783069987709314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18893005063631935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025870768398564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,daltonpammett,2019/04/11,"I think I’m being affected by anxiety subconsciously All my life I have had high anxiety disorder but I’ve never understood what affect it actually had on my life. I always thought it was just something that affected me as a kid. But I’m in grade 12 and for the past 4 years every single morning I wake up for school I get a stomach ache. I thought maybe it’s something like physically wrong but the doctor has never said anything about it. I thought maybe it’s only when I don’t get enough sleep but I can sleep for 2 hours and wake up fine on the weekend. It’s only when I have school. The thing is, I have no problem with school. I’m not afraid or worried about going there cause I do it all the time. But not that long ago, for the first time ever, I had an anxiety attack, in class. Never in my whole life have I felt that way before and certainly not at school. I wasn’t afraid, there was nothing going on in my mind but my body was exhibiting the exact symptoms of an anxiety attack. My heart was racing, I felt sick to my stomach, I had to sit down and put my head down I couldn’t do anything. That hasn’t happened since then. But I don’t understand how this is possible. I don’t worry about anything too much ever, not even super important things. I never put stress on myself. In my mind I’m always perfectly calm no matter how much pressure there is in a given situation. But I always feel it in my body. My heart races and I get this feeling in my chest. But absolutely nothing abnormal  going on in my head. I really don’t know how to explain this other than that. Is this just what anxiety is? Nobody ever really told me what it would do to me. I’m so confused because when people talk about anxiety they talk about being overwhelmed and not being able to deal with things but for me it’s only in my body and never my head. My mind is always perfectly clear. Is this normal? I don’t really know and google is never helpful so my first thought was “there has to be a subreddit for this.” I never suspected anxiety was the cause of all these things until I started learning about the symptoms of it. I swear it’s like it affects me but I don’t know it’s anxiety cause nothing weird goes on in my head. Someone help me out here what is going on??",1.6585518038852882,3.8902678847826135,3.51571692876966,87.28878353376507,81.02173913043478,6.523589269195187,22.613320999074933,7.69321558396912,1.1349037927844594,1777,59,359,30,47,596,179,460,0.149,0.754,0.097,-0.967,0,0,2,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,1,5,26,19,2,6,15,0,43,23,16,10,18,84,75,31,0,4,19,0,4,2,0,1,7,1,0,1,35,11,0,0,17,1,0,6,23,11,0,2,21,5,55,8,51,48,8,59,0,1,0,0,10,25,0,2,28,264,90,8,0.05945196561605039,0.0,0.05801654239212226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052700580392288206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19787519196088332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638447277527419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14677170619873284,0.0,0.0,0.1352703873053645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03624136642634982,0.0,0.05058924389508506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19811319393952026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18322063645597125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061292366023098024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06813710327274324,0.060851606003512276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06142977299354305,0.0,0.039267462584559626,0.16133311976695208,0.050090845173773935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06012140029433866,0.0,0.11416642060923822,0.0,0.0,0.1011396231639235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318359473498808,0.0,0.1351516885227468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05257317685114174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440594744582527,0.0,0.0,0.14090173101014722,0.0796987987175768,0.06281426581277147,0.0,0.0,0.05854821044531006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801973649807927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12597804455436132,0.058090454730447376,0.0,0.0,0.05261311872595072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945498069724665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800886122657258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740807071726964,0.0,0.3209711468636459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058250303456218774,0.17113729331093966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13564769657753986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056753628310649985,0.04121650725758834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06702315841011695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05688750193122341,0.0,0.11953129237443562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425935458467792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05655243366400098,0.0,0.0,0.2406742527696193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04917928031725781,0.0668265002921536,0.11898980222921438,0.0,0.050373457537558924,0.09153805538295964,0.0,0.0,0.04208040726062817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810202574596137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358671205228867,0.0,0.09557047592349836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579889769421866,0.03809441900160816,0.0,0.1887928794005696,0.06933383850152354,0.0,0.0,0.056808900904150764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06189159289248719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04719020304480405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06637599645822756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075271390037097,0.0,0.042232970613417485,0.06500139147523343,0.0,0.03828511664747741
anxiety,luffygearsecond,2019/04/11,Fatigue also numbness and tingling in arms and legs. Been like this for 3 days Scared it might be diabetes should i go see a doctor?,0.8411538461538477,3.3928588846153858,1.9219230769230795,92.86057692307695,94.76923076923076,4.138461538461539,21.884615384615387,5.985473137389443,0.43603076923076944,105,4,20,1,4,33,25,26,0.246,0.667,0.08800000000000001,-0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,4,7,2,0,0,4,6,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,1,2,2,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,13,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.343263400422563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27682455397513894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4393457476296512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24394721658623406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097051823268373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4553562422141516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4297445315365496,0.0,0.3420490324539491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mithandr,2019/04/11,"Weird trigger I had an attack yesterday when I went to pick up my daughter from school. I had pulled up and texted her where I parked, and another car pulled up between me and the school. The irrational thought that triggered it was she wouldn't be able to find me. As I'm typing this out, to me it sounds so dumb that this triggered it but I wasn't having a good day to start with. Anyways, does anyone else have something so minor trigger an attack?",4.753,5.550119633333335,4.682222222222221,88.21000000000002,69.33333333333334,7.333333333333332,28.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,1.355,357,12,73,3,6,110,61,90,0.166,0.8340000000000001,0.0,-0.9182,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,3,0,5,0,8,0,0,5,0,14,12,8,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,4,0,0,6,1,11,1,12,4,0,13,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,4,52,18,3,0.22993704777174045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24110904316919374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16077733010465536,0.2355976781453103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5231731732607053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482903735954207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20121946002347116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19208289853575453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21015829600252192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19286028638159547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4654171361962137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770167730824482,0.0,0.0,0.1627506258923278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18254433171328807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21315394692510836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jennypolinski,2019/04/11,"27 and seeking guidance I'm 27 years old and I've always known that I have anxiety issues. Stemming all the way back to when I was probably 9 when I had my first anxiety attack. When it comes to talking about myself, especially to strangers, I have a hard time verbally communicating. I'm worried that when I go in to talk to someone for the first time it will be of no use because I won't know where to start or how to explain to them how I'm feeling when I have anxiety. As I get older this issue feels more debilitating everyday. I guess I'm just hoping that someone could give me some tips or guidance on how to prepare myself before going in for the first time to talk to someone.",3.987266187050359,5.1247067553956835,5.536035971223022,80.12937769784178,71.37410071942446,8.149928057553957,30.446762589928056,8.548686976883017,2.330878561151079,545,23,107,9,10,185,84,139,0.107,0.861,0.033,-0.7717,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,3,12,2,1,0,4,0,9,0,0,4,1,20,26,13,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,5,0,0,3,2,1,0,3,2,3,14,1,19,20,3,25,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,5,17,74,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896108941288623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281111044922517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16264709567362362,0.0,0.10993380783047713,0.0,0.08715215665321904,0.0,0.12165550429430713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231545424156001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414856453532896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457814959353973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36482632214252253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746950427706938,0.13714823329430428,0.16250437402820406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15749571521804315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12807152665696342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199979371584048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984435489870184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857164590954653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500211946902793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15414402232762767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36340976310035206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119370783280088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447375434657279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500979191858125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234787192155207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134815922742846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451912617524121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206690620588104
anxiety,sippindirty4,2019/04/11,Guy I have chronic anxiety I’m getting to the point of suicide if I don’t get help now,-1.8471666666666664,0.046589950000001316,1.7600000000000016,94.31833333333331,99.5,4.666666666666667,26.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,1.185166666666667,69,4,16,1,3,25,18,20,0.28300000000000003,0.594,0.123,-0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,1,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33557432945143617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4583643506350242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4343431816044566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940251035426391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4146762660906581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.479823743578535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cklit,2019/04/11,"had really bad anxiety at school today I didn't have a reason for it, it just happened. I started off alright in my first class (took long deep breaths because I could feel myself getting anxious). My second class I did a few math problems and then felt myself feeling trapped, so I left class and tried taking more breaths outside. I got home and had to throw up from the anxiety, I just really need some support",6.025443037974683,6.739129265822786,5.9568101265822815,80.4967341772152,66.46835443037975,8.345316455696205,34.787341772151905,8.238735603445708,2.7670131645569627,328,15,59,4,5,103,59,79,0.17,0.75,0.079,-0.8119,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,3,1,6,2,2,1,0,13,17,5,0,3,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,2,0,2,7,3,11,2,7,9,3,13,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,1,5,41,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204773403828477,0.23663364037509976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17489290867850402,0.12768673929555704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16723921197704822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21182163705299986,0.0,0.2011173890789048,0.0,0.0,0.1781691747416197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109435805368332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16752674663274744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18522749522077173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21010853118550654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275822312875336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853682197093496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15531420742980825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004278630892455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26837480407149583,0.21536291522070436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119878028812678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14825903438983182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376962021205108,0.0,0.0,0.15749015569268698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19854649224992996,0.0,0.2327211706063129,0.142211670546245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kowalski1998,2019/04/11,"Chronic pain? So I’ve got really bad anxiety and social anxiety as well. For 2 years now I’ve had chronic pain and it’s all on the right side from my neck, to my back, arms and legs. It always feels like there is some kinds of tension however I’m not sure if it’s a really bad condition I have or if this is caused by anxiety. I would like to add that this has caused some kind of muscle wasting on the right side of my body, it could maybe be because the right side of my body might always be tight. 

I’ve had an mri done of my neck and it all seems fine however my back hasn’t been scanned. 

Could this be due to anxiety and always been tense or is this some kind of health condition?",3.1615068493150718,3.7589722739726033,4.3286575342465765,90.03243835616442,72.83561643835617,8.579726027397259,24.189041095890413,8.841846274778883,1.3131063013698625,536,14,126,10,10,176,78,146,0.199,0.745,0.056,-0.9679,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,13,0,1,5,0,18,12,6,2,3,26,22,11,0,5,5,0,2,2,0,2,6,0,0,0,10,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,6,3,8,8,15,9,5,13,0,0,1,0,1,8,0,9,7,77,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061628291491393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753063740697012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886199136800596,0.20481455359127712,0.07476604599337776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724720695447759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25198980949098104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19585142017965715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12551310406571936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062015313201941175,0.08762088494796999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809407392628723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037076891528704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831619933726122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984077970622747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321798902227445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011182295435814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26101560257467143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15714492401773933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31422621527741834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116555718596034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502580188254106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559577829752732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027670265838496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712674313030233,0.0,0.0,0.07898230873673569
anxiety,SpiritualElevation1,2019/04/11,"What we focus on expands Here's a concept that has truly changed my life. And learning it and applying it every day will open up more opportunities for growth and healing than you could ever imagine. 

I'm far from perfect, but I have made HUGE progress with my anxiety over just the past year by using this concept of what I consciously choose to focus my attention and energy on. I promise you, if you learn how to change your mindset from focusing on negatives and all the internal battles to finding solutions, developing a more postive mindset, and things like that, everything will change.

My journey towards healing my anxiety continues to improve day by day. I think the biggest thing for me was changing my mental habits, daily rituals and routines, and really just diving deep into how I can truly heal my mind from all anxiety. Focusing on this every day has allowed me to find many opportunities that has allowed me to do just that. 

Remember, what we focus on expands. So focus on healing and finding ways to grow and improve, and that's what will happen.",10.154324169530357,8.800983561855674,9.847594501718213,62.85301832760595,58.742268041237104,12.745933562428407,45.26689576174113,11.645159339076185,5.55749095074456,857,46,133,20,9,280,110,194,0.044,0.743,0.214,0.9876,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,2,4,0,4,8,6,1,0,5,0,11,5,0,6,4,44,16,16,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,0,15,16,0,0,11,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,2,0,21,5,27,10,4,27,1,0,0,0,6,15,0,1,9,105,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108792643980193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5731942785010706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081536750478096,0.0,0.0,0.3494416113022638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225311978081462,0.2282615473089803,0.0,0.12174258688566207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714235715530316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978670606733292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567930452886404,0.06617884483009599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817539399302713,0.0,0.1373350358941996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651167750611967,0.0,0.13677584245814822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931176314400056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677905440786099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15344961407512087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17998702262598146,0.08679720810237393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699382578938945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752173104150048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872317080550428
anxiety,baelea,2019/04/11,"Breaking out of my shell After being a long time lurker, I’m trying to force myself to post a little more, or comment, or PM people. So far it’s been going pretty good. Has anyone else gone through this? 

Has it backfired?",2.5888636363636373,4.627948340909093,3.986363636363638,86.07454545454546,76.95454545454545,4.4,20.090909090909093,3.1291,-0.1605727272727271,173,4,31,0,4,57,39,44,0.0,0.855,0.145,0.755,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,7,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,6,4,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,3,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429286909622834,0.3559795122131859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902302648461558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19745048972424076,0.2914048695720659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482126310844865,0.0,0.3074615248069253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24086179408298936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33273855505232064,0.3534576585377758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20258718949387208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358797918005965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,laideemadonna,2019/04/11,"Here’s your daily reminder that this feeling doesn’t last forever! Please take this, as someone who is suffering form an anxiety spike right now, this feeling does not last forever. You will feel relief at some point, even if for a second. You will be fine. This is simply a feeling. You are completely capable of dealing with this feeling. Love to you.",3.574549450549452,6.431921707692307,4.0068131868131855,82.8746153846154,78.07692307692307,7.406593406593408,29.285714285714285,8.418075326091056,2.6429560439560444,281,13,48,6,7,88,49,65,0.063,0.659,0.278,0.9229,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,5,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,0,0,9,14,2,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,5,5,3,6,11,2,6,0,1,0,1,8,3,0,2,3,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806910836217317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24764946566281495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24351011713941065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20669875907514404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15600677595200174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5971448884328701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3850663441983018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131782236784053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592748483256041,0.2232837773813628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20171209182212502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20013008701712529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17759175645848507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mudrustGF,2019/04/11,"Am I the only one who lose my focus and just forget my points and meanings while I'm talking because of my insecurity? I have just started my journey with Yoga Teacher Training in India, and it's my first time travelling alone. I'm a nervewreck and I cried my eyes out this evening after the opening-seremony where we introduced ourselfes in front of everybody. I was SUPER nervous and I just couldn't express what I wanted, and started to think ""Aahh, what impression do they have of me now, do they think I'm awkward and shy, and do they cringe while I'm speaking?"" This lead to serious focus-problems, and I forgot everything I planed to say.

I know that people are mostly concerned with their own, and how themselves appear to others. And I'm sure we will look back at yesterday laughing, thinking about how stupid and unnessesary it is to be nervous. BUT it's so hard for me to forget these kind of situations when my social anxiety is taking over. And maybe the worst problem is my attention in conversations. I can talk to somebody or to a group, and then I suddenly just forget my point, and starts ""uuummmhhh"" ""hmmm""... It's very frustrating, because I have so much to give in discussions, and my brain just stops working. Any advice for this?

Life is not that fucking complicated. And I have realized how my overanalizing is killing me and how much it affects my mindset. I really need to do this for myself, to become more confident, find inner peace, learn to love myself for who I am, be more present, improve my English and most importantly - worry less about the future and others opinion about me.

So - what's your best advice?",7.073087224031853,7.401133986970687,7.281862106406081,73.23305736518276,64.17915309446254,9.949258052841117,35.622330799855234,9.725611199111238,3.5009234165761853,1302,57,225,24,18,422,172,307,0.156,0.733,0.11,-0.7549,0,1,0,0,0,0,45.0,2,1,4,6,20,19,4,4,6,0,22,5,2,6,1,62,44,33,1,4,8,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,19,25,0,2,9,2,0,5,2,12,0,2,2,5,41,7,33,38,10,33,0,1,2,2,20,11,1,5,17,176,60,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25902046613282503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726476858048164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012734616761464,0.0,0.10138778881383596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191010489326903,0.0,0.16158242130391998,0.14637287287717402,0.0,0.0,0.13908576460799213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479512525902823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14558186102390042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753714758201074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911259227322292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113324671563196,0.11273295416305562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225251142265534,0.0,0.12713823997165566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187240119579836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662871609452185,0.13801327821603887,0.07283696284427997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936123527589861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129478701142,0.14827112094979414,0.0,0.0,0.11961668660564367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13314774607836294,0.14436786930625578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19485479026712296,0.09827193425825437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980815091839528,0.1007977228721079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188206319298108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505740517234296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536333811435793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490437397430338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539598373088112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14897324230885592,0.0,0.13510124499184112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28142374716107743,0.0,0.0,0.11080396676708676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491128493995772,0.0,0.09964872166346084,0.2130508646282601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547664064883548,0.0,0.0,0.07728136800621377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093540434964922,0.07817171068602677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096485989376439,0.13459423453785205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,twixbite576,2019/04/11,"Strong fear/phobia of impregnation Hello,

Lately I've had fear that somehow my sperm was maybe accidently left on some clothing or another object, and perhaps made someone pregnant. This may sound silly, but I really am serious about this :(

In the past, I had this perception that sperm would die almost instantly outside but have found out lately that's not true. 

I am always constantly washing my hands, clothes, etc., I am scared to come into contact with people or many types of objects fearing they may contain some amount of sperm (even my shower towels). I am scared to use restrooms now in case I've had some leakage, and I'm even scared to use the shower in case some leaks out and survives in there. I can't even sit on a chair or the ground sometimes without worrying. If I touch the front part of my pants or clothes, same thing.

There have been times in the past that I washed something that did have sperm on it, but I've also had to switch the washer they were in and so I am scared maybe some sperm trasnfered from the fabrics and onto the machine, and not just the washer, anywhere in general.

This is probably all in my head making me insane, but I just cant stop worrying I've ruined someone elses life. Should I be concerned about the possibility of this?",6.902645502645497,7.030253588477367,6.475582010582013,79.55083333333333,64.55555555555556,9.082774838330394,32.58348030570253,8.634040054169528,2.507278894767784,1014,37,188,13,14,315,136,243,0.17,0.789,0.041,-0.9896,3,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,2,2,13,11,0,6,11,0,24,5,2,4,2,48,31,17,1,3,14,0,2,0,0,4,3,1,2,0,12,11,0,2,2,0,0,2,5,8,0,0,10,3,19,3,29,16,10,28,0,1,0,0,4,17,0,14,8,132,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135548710472256,0.0,0.0,0.09068685875169986,0.09435884124685648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118910993491801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768504957356312,0.0,0.1225463567444862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769249005486032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947321095776706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647225858422384,0.2247011703568663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3828234637236623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243385078338086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163822962190732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558428734030032,0.0,0.12321068137386837,0.0,0.08009858597497009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730291013485528,0.07569614825562551,0.1149709671711569,0.2278533948204284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228023946798832,0.2165084587260988,0.07861807893204735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278427578841381,0.0,0.0,0.12226561982366127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264768054640025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4541373368998279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921688529315556,0.08730174561381218,0.11215663709326247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480843923783623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533868518994566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06612512256204146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19588436725530492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093146619517781,0.0,0.0,0.230328745066832,0.0,0.08055692338193451,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bagsofwine,2019/04/11,"my excessive spiral of night anxiety I have been having the worst anxiety every night, making it impossible to fall asleep despite exhausting myself mentally going in circles with my thoughts. I try to listen to meditations or soundscapes to distract or calm me down, but I end up back in a spiral of anxious thinking within a few minutes. I then decide to reach for my phone and scroll through social media, which has lately been the only thing to drown out my thoughts and allow me to focus on a post for a minute at a time and move onto the next post. I think there is something about how social media serves a short attention span and gives you something new to distract yourself every couple seconds if you want. I'll scroll and scroll, watch a video here and there, and then come out of the social media stupor to think that I can handle going to bed. The anxiety, which was just temporarily held at bay, floods back in. This cycle continues until late and my body finally gives in and I fall asleep. I usually end up having nightmares when this happens and end up sleeping in late (I am currently unemployed so I have no structure day to day, which I know is probably not the best thing in the world for me).

At the end of the day, I know facing my anxious thoughts and working through them is best. But I think my mind ends up taking the thoughts too seriously and indulging them instead of working through them like I have learned in therapy. By the way, I'm also on 20mg of Lexapro for depression/anxiety and 600mg of Gabapentin taken 3 x a day for anxiety.

Does anyone else use social media to ignore anxiety in this way? It doesn't always necessarily work, because many times I get anxious from what I see on social media and end up comparing myself to people's lives even though I know it's all one-sided. Anyone have any other suggestions on things to try at night when I'm trying to fall asleep?",9.610275885558584,7.3419107002724875,9.174698569482294,70.13872360354225,60.525885558583106,11.899795640326975,38.74131471389646,10.270032843473604,3.8955723433242495,1525,58,273,25,16,492,188,367,0.127,0.8420000000000001,0.031,-0.9872,3,0,2,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,3,5,16,10,0,2,19,0,16,7,6,4,1,48,44,28,1,2,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,15,18,0,2,14,1,0,7,3,6,0,1,9,3,34,4,61,35,5,71,0,0,2,0,15,29,0,3,32,189,49,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05664928816534447,0.058943062559667386,0.0,0.0,0.04817240958298271,0.0,0.3251462045960955,0.24008103024009936,0.0,0.0990634421460124,0.07258211385737835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894041647322626,0.0,0.043182313201514486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14868065475705874,0.0,0.0,0.07868527811935845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06102084247829358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.078381128156301,0.0,0.18273913164148467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06199099190075993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059176231791972386,0.0,0.376449750527986,0.0,0.0,0.04678796731908957,0.0,0.11936848844914452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759979270456173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03701003917044758,0.1359089250932559,0.08051797047116188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06264199208377554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679247718189012,0.0,0.2397257473677487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0346079695323622,0.0,0.06255143417816822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04728505292349415,0.07181882292074808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138825085376742,0.0,0.07152639488808525,0.0,0.0,0.07528980286669865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841598128318231,0.07533723628185549,0.19943057433755032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0480018020489082,0.053875648154521484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04911029304280391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568684072516976,0.0,0.07637556781042669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0564488791473481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088936503112032,0.3610531534354903,0.0,0.109069424450028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05326151538363805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100966277288307,0.0,0.1411852702608933,0.18156104968063708,0.06959817824613493,0.2249504931073389,0.08261265578163147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442834768665495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06118146620402117,0.0780182765414595,0.0,0.041782209563414836,0.11245614218575334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15471317408870802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lemonborg,2019/04/11,"Just need to tell someone about this I had a really uncomfortable experience yesterday, and I need to tell someone. It's probably going to be really long. 

TW: Creep on the bus

I was riding a pretty packed bus yesterday, which is fairly anxiety inducing in and of itself. I usually play pokemon go or read when riding the bus as a distraction from having so many people in my (admittedly large) personal bubble. I got a seat near the back of the bus next to another young woman on her phone, and settled in to catch some pokemon on the way to my destination, my boyfriend's place. 

One of the passengers facing me got off the bus, and a a few seconds later I heard someone behind me moving around. I didn't really look up, thinking the person was also getting off the bus. Next thing I feel something hard against my shoulder and look up to see this old man had just pushed by, facing me, and moved to sit in the just-vacated seat. By the time I looked up I saw him move a bag in front of his crotch but given the feeling of having something hard pushed against my shoulder, the fact that he had plenty of room to maneuver without touching me, and what happened after I'm fairly sure he pressed his erection against me on the way by. 

So obviously I was freaking out inside, but I've always been the type to doubt myself and freeze up in uncomfortable situations. I told myself it was just whatever was in his bag (it wasn't, I felt cloth not plastic) and not him being wildly inappropriate and a class A creep. I controlled my breathing and did my best to ignore him and go back to Pokemon. 

I've always been sensitive to people staring at me, and I could feel his eyes on me intensely. I glanced up a few times and each time he was staring at me, unblinking, with these intense blue eyes and a look that completely unnerved me. The other person facing me got off, and he slid over to be right in front of me and started tapping his feet right next to my toes, touching my feet a few times, still drilling holes in my head with his creepy stare, still covering his crotch with a plastic bag. The young woman beside me was completely ignoring everything, on her phone with earbuds in. 

I was internally freaking the fuck out - heart pounding, desperately trying to control my breathing, clenching my hands, just all my threat response instincts in full alert mode. I messaged my boyfriend to meet me at the bus stop NOW, and prayed to whatever might be listening that the creep wouldn't follow me off the bus. 

Thankfully he didn't follow me off the bus, my boyfriend was waiting for me, and nothing really came of it. Boyfriend asked me if I reported him to the driver, which I didn't because I had frozen up and had no proof or witnesses of any wrongdoing... Just my instincts on high alert and something that could be easily explained away as an accident. I wanted him to grab me in a big hug and tell me everything was ok, but he just turned and started walking back to the house. When I grabbed his arm for comfort and support, cause I was feeling woozy and still having to breathe manually, he said ""you're fine"" in this really snippy tone, then took my hand and walked me back to the house. I can't help feeling that he was annoyed with me for being anxious and didn't believe anything had actually happened. 

Boyfriend isn't the most affectionate, has a lot of family stuff going on, and had a migraine, so I couldn't really rely on him for support last night. We had a planned outing that I went to and did my best to cope through, but everyone could tell something was up and a number of people asked me if I was ok. 

I've been doing pretty well with medication and therapy, and I haven't panicked like that in almost a year. I spent most of yesterday evening coming in and out of dissociating, which I also haven't had to deal with in a long while. I hate the feeling of being disconnected from my body, of everything around me being unreal, of my body continuing to do its thing while my mind is elsewhere. I also hate that I automatically lie about being ok when I'm very much not. It's like I can't stop myself from minimizing the issue and pretending everything is fine. I also don't understand how I can talk to people when I'm somewhere else. It's like my brain and body are on auto and ""I"" am underwater.

Today I haven't yet left my bed. It's a problem. I've got exam reviews and work to go to, a major report to finish before tomorrow, and the everyday stuff like feeding myself to deal with and I just can't face it. 

I just want to go back to sleep, but I can't even do that without feeling like a useless POS for missing more class and wasting time that I should be spending on this report. 

Thanks for letting me vent.",7.921341991341998,6.583107844155848,8.087480519480518,73.65145887445891,63.09090909090909,11.113766233766237,36.55064935064935,10.099794991653747,3.518963376623377,3744,148,712,67,45,1227,365,924,0.106,0.7959999999999999,0.098,-0.9245,0,0,4,0,0,0,93.0,1,0,0,6,39,36,5,2,53,3,73,31,26,5,5,125,137,66,0,13,22,0,18,5,0,3,2,3,2,6,34,57,1,7,13,3,2,25,22,14,1,2,47,34,111,22,132,72,15,134,1,2,13,2,51,58,1,11,53,508,145,10,0.0,0.0,0.0527923114968975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05417181199628387,0.0,0.0,0.17305013576344205,0.09002853617941375,0.0,0.0,0.03678882069116201,0.056726971941610624,0.04138518819813965,0.0611158825097298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044518438552718365,0.09631823132826543,0.1011495498163543,0.0,0.05082730163357305,0.2079919544376402,0.0,0.03297793054473467,0.0,0.04603382090664702,0.060950460054613465,0.1135460317524628,0.0,0.0,0.1802736429105187,0.0,0.0603917937676115,0.0,0.06187424773333456,0.0,0.055574039826250435,0.0,0.04660104926847188,0.1134424514834408,0.0,0.12135208809367147,0.12957969983482445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154631234668733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04519233726150506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146307004804626,0.0,0.0,0.05169341482052085,0.19448089777544886,0.05291869293805914,0.050999231159232015,0.0,0.1914767144654552,0.038647964054943834,0.05194302341005338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05001317190746832,0.028264222333928238,0.0,0.18447247316810111,0.0,0.17306998190476447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567821225705514,0.0,0.09692322193831733,0.10682209551935336,0.05552064664714785,0.0,0.0,0.06410695783682026,0.036261069984051306,0.057158013051240124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248447622392001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056464756627766635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044097480639326114,0.0,0.0,0.0587781554922765,0.05531935984396162,0.0,0.13214892057849584,0.0,0.0,0.0957509026936011,0.18171638852472655,0.0,0.0,0.04599259208494599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05484736639819385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054498525929451695,0.0,0.05738993688147809,0.054624041832289166,0.0,0.0,0.17249436439947408,0.039768606559320886,0.08022667308270674,0.0,0.0,0.17260303777205896,0.05076775761030496,0.0,0.05190894944033419,0.0,0.05676725314348732,0.0,0.03665852930582417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500202942291987,0.1417101150040753,0.05652139605832996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007520336149827,0.05832731004504381,0.05176493804017688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054113118603835636,0.0,0.2079412246906956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239961059035974,0.05146004175359062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04310948343971713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06080895679419051,0.054137548061566974,0.0,0.1375123965605185,0.16659060793163152,0.0,0.0,0.07658236345780707,0.0,0.12960934512387168,0.09045750127120858,0.0,0.0,0.12385963052732395,0.0,0.12278062526341252,0.050987176027712536,0.0,0.0,0.043482308035174735,0.1891378197878542,0.09961322181476076,0.0618663252223093,0.0,0.07188125093215306,0.03466412080598763,0.0,0.0,0.15772629014621464,0.0,0.051279032321148166,0.05169341482052085,0.06010540047373095,0.036729315979078685,0.05884361015119759,0.0,0.05631842430277286,0.0,0.0,0.05958183140855727,0.04463691065044989,0.0638173688638578,0.08588170876868433,0.0,0.0,0.048641029395786,0.050149831825176065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429800608423537,0.0,0.0393843368668349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034837646650640895
anxiety,thatsnotmyunicorn,2019/04/11,"Can a brain that's been anxious forever actually become calm? Description of symptoms: daily events provoke anxiety, self conscious of the way I walk, can't public speak without severe anxiety, overthink situations, ongoing negative thoughts, OCD related to doors being locked, stove turned off, car doors locked etc, light trichotillimania, constantly engaged in soothing behaviours to settle anxiety, get very anxious even watching tv shows. 

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I'm wondering, has anyone had life long anxiety that they've learned to manage naturally? Ie, therapy, exercise etc.

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I'm currently on low dose sertraline which has helped tremendously but I suffer from pretty significant side effects. 

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Any success stories?",10.276686507936507,13.635840517857151,9.070476190476187,52.19674603174607,59.0,12.834920634920636,48.158730158730144,12.06081838636515,7.770175396825397,606,40,64,22,9,188,94,112,0.159,0.695,0.146,0.5445,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,2,0,7,5,1,2,0,8,13,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,3,1,3,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,3,2,0,0,3,3,2,3,10,9,2,12,0,2,1,0,4,5,0,1,4,29,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.111321186347298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3708021163337343,0.4158424839841152,0.0775752197154477,0.0,0.34906963660372026,0.257745582746269,0.0,0.07976420898156811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598737516037298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734593233802546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327503842574945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544485687039897,0.07534576070074228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05959971579538804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646237140202157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057486592196797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095318597957947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160557463594126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900557619836205,0.1288727913731345,0.0,0.0,0.1282255885171593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118568074166126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045522204686896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056316716853977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408133505149108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941241955048406,0.0,0.09054778465444666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996466570361403,0.12370996242457268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4158424839841152,0.0
anxiety,Fuzzy_Blumpkin,2019/04/11,"I think im having an anxiety attack Im in the bathroom at work right now, for maybe the 4th or 5th time today. I have only been here for 3hours or so, feel like i have been here for 20. The Simple problems that i deal with daily are making absolutely no sense right now, and i can barely think straight. I also feel like my mind is going a million miles an hour. I have weird moments where it feels like my heart is racing or im short of breath, and if im sitting at my desk i keep getting this feeling of either everything moving in slow motion or what i can only describe as it feels like im playing a videogame with lag. Am i having an anxiety attack or is it something else. I already know that i have issues with depression and a problem with worrying/stressing out over everything but i havent had the chance to actually see someone who can tell me what is wrong",4.165149812734081,4.8981301404494415,5.309606741573036,83.41512172284645,70.62921348314606,7.7310861423220985,28.316479400749067,7.793537801064563,1.6883917602996257,687,24,138,8,12,228,106,178,0.139,0.7929999999999999,0.068,-0.8841,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,7,12,2,0,10,0,19,2,2,1,0,29,32,13,0,3,8,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,1,8,1,0,3,2,7,0,1,3,6,17,5,17,29,1,23,0,1,1,0,3,12,0,6,11,92,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.1029310777176535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639733024750801,0.08435052599640447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613803943035444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399923569129511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087429383154522,0.09084783951867832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811313327660897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18959321760991826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666636217462268,0.3014133292498312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05510777579522308,0.0,0.05994544134060585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249916526146401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387434602435112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5696704005395761,0.11009137671690312,0.0,0.09375347886752916,0.0,0.0,0.0579678180242473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20612442120733515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07040722337451286,0.0,0.10596658638156492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650246855400784,0.0,0.0,0.11210616549029706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604411779003145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018559411165808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801548602264966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405211790285394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937096315842216,0.08120193227876386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082441689491327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219221074017224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351717782959713,0.0,0.0,0.061504929671856785,0.0,0.09998058261654937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678906499740343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153233716079116,0.0,0.0
anxiety,italy124,2019/04/11,"Unsupportive friends Does anyone else feel like their friends are unsupportive? I told my friends that I have anxiety and they didn’t believe me. Then they became more understanding. Recently, I  was having anxiety and then my friend said something that triggered a panic attack. I value my friendship, they are like a sister to me but I’m at the point where I want to never say anything about my anxiety or therapy and how I’m doing. 

How do you get your friends to understand you have a mental illness and need support ? 

Note: my therapist says I’m improving , but I’m still struggling everyday. Like yesterday I had a big anxiety attack and now I’m back to being down In the dumps.",4.51607244318182,6.783714882812504,5.449744318181821,76.71627840909092,72.046875,9.029545454545453,31.94886363636364,9.573946990214177,3.4201312500000007,547,26,94,14,11,179,79,128,0.177,0.606,0.217,0.6007,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,4,0,7,14,3,2,6,0,11,1,0,3,1,17,25,12,0,2,3,1,1,3,5,0,1,3,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,5,4,20,9,8,19,1,15,0,0,0,0,17,6,0,1,12,65,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39873742904134624,0.0,0.0,0.09111355524437546,0.13351473151822016,0.10723140636970706,0.0,0.0,0.2964856288709091,0.0,0.1001978978284283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14681115876957834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403237244428575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885462381944656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588704124365201,0.09309121509349208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5033736124211076,0.0,0.06807993292990602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19098398413623915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131862162384786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662085264776278,0.10050064934279654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528869719221279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123182059616827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866226006301734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395162158589282,0.2072504197783633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031655285561747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406319125374963,0.0,0.0,0.13622497629681316,0.0,0.0,0.1478706301250516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14901719997789148,0.15129625629605173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451374647143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27130798109016185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685833596771523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lamb_-_Sauce,2019/04/11,"Panic Attacks Affecting Productivity I'm a college student and I have this semester and one more left, but I don't actually want the degree, I want to be a bartender. My parents wouldn't let me drop out, so I'm finishing it. When I graduate I can escape from college, where my panic attacks started in the first place.
I'm taking a history class because history wasn't too bad in high school but it's been awful in college. I cry or have a panic attack every time I sit down to write the 15 page paper that is 50% of our grade. I only need a 36/100 to pass the class, but I have to write the whole paper to get that grade, and I'm very behind. Also I have 4 other classes.
But when I have a panic attack, it makes me dizzy and sore and makes my head hurt even the next day, and I worry that if I work too much it will happen again. But I need to work so I can't really afford time to calm down after a panic attack.
I wonder if telling the professor would help or hurt. I want her to know I'm not just lazy and there is actually a valid reason I'm behind, but I don't want to push it to the point that she thinks I'm exaggerating so I can get out of doing work.",3.0122041105598885,3.5497236907630523,5.144842901015828,84.26462083628634,73.13654618473895,7.786534372785258,23.88400661469407,7.928766900206844,1.0911769903141977,905,23,199,12,17,317,125,249,0.268,0.6679999999999999,0.064,-0.9951,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,0,4,14,14,5,5,16,1,20,2,1,4,0,38,43,23,0,10,12,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,11,9,0,0,4,0,0,2,6,13,0,2,2,0,27,1,23,36,4,27,0,2,0,0,8,12,0,5,11,133,38,17,0.0,0.0,0.17939441177968954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350555988513241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5228412139300398,0.0,0.0,0.0767464047799304,0.05603142090237713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096591528899987,0.05927851266649967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0607099549713476,0.0,0.07744358190774255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818409395410289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604511331737008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128142205421046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943328058999502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061609665648693274,0.0971147865956356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967969430675824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05051488261464303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986750277691242,0.0939908079211467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270990163882915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756917417251697,0.13630978090019258,0.0,0.0,0.09775419802157413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06228497213948775,0.06990660977440408,0.0,0.5392208067437729,0.10206235129425732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09603313732007032,0.0,0.086890764762843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05888403795681475,0.09450542958546776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930243647456332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06505894350742282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910973880515488,0.0,0.08033903745654576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058896356169360974,0.0,0.0,0.1071944540433153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584070580306577,0.2168588384187734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262144510813988,0.0,0.0,0.0996794800192245,0.20074883288566195,0.09334562690131808,0.0,0.06529481600002844,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,charles-1990,2019/04/11,"Is this anxiety?? Hi everyone.

3 weeks ago, someone made me eat a weed edible without my knowledge or consent and I had a pretty intense bad trip with multiple panic attacks. I woke up the next day feeling dazed, groggy, hungover. 

It’s been 3 weeks and I still have the same cognitive impairments : 

-difficulty thinking and concentrating. The best way to put it is I feel I’m thinking the same way as when I’m drunk. I have to double check everything to make sure I don’t make any stupid mistake. 

-memory feels fuzzy. I remember stuff but once again it feels like I’m accessing my memories as if I was tipsy. It doesn’t « click » like usually. 

-my perception of time is weird...

Something is just off. I really feel like I’m stuck in a « I just woke up from a nap » state where I’m still dizzy and groggy/slow and can’t think straight. 

I would also say that I feel a bit « tipsy » in the sense that I can say stuff that I wouldn’t say if I was 100% sober.

So my question is: Do those cognitive impairments/brain fog/tipsy feelings are from the panic attacks of that night?

And will my brain functions get back to normal?

Thanks for your help!",2.1534045031055875,4.523124348214289,3.485046583850931,87.42299689440996,80.07142857142857,7.109937888198759,24.471273291925467,8.18289091462,1.605971894409938,890,33,179,18,23,290,133,224,0.131,0.731,0.138,0.5349,0,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,0,1,10,15,3,2,11,0,20,3,1,3,1,38,43,15,0,6,7,0,7,3,0,3,0,3,0,0,12,7,2,0,14,2,1,2,5,9,0,0,8,11,22,6,18,32,5,25,0,0,1,0,7,7,0,4,16,107,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763501708811287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808122098992405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490093506049679,0.0,0.0842590013884293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506068524817905,0.0,0.08469307566677221,0.0919647037607356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558815682166534,0.0,0.1202474977228873,0.0,0.0,0.2459117600505997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710330454225689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270366298903438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052462414881736,0.09898931809388956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38984084529841295,0.1573721903292861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05754510858994686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382645045623966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614307422625679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421985578227992,0.14704245475841513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713820195487865,0.1033616311829752,0.10791663642034408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729857205577375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584578751070503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205490559162233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072401562440856,0.12338523248840688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07056034901520881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477041146934655,0.0,0.0,0.2627701159107425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09332370442331196,0.08479336977886211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17592049178658606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25217449128433017,0.0,0.0,0.10380836049705916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014047653355016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117253295408491,0.0,0.0,0.06422519881651334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130682096558547,0.0,0.0,0.1748525821300129,0.17669994853254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617380543719547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824234148522156,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Inside_Beautiful,2019/04/11,"How to I find motivation to get a job or go to school? Ok, I'm 22 and when I graduated high school I took a year off to ""figure out what I want to do"". I never figured it out. I've never had a job. Never been to university or college. No idea what I want in life but I know that doing absolutely nothing is not it. 

I have so much anxiety over the idea of going to apply for a job, doing an interview and then going to work every day and interacting with people. Its terrifying to me because I've barely interacted with anyone outside my family in the last 4 years. Anyone have any advice?",1.7586512667660197,3.5568339262295083,5.081356184798807,78.38592399403876,78.59016393442623,7.7150521609538,22.566318926974677,8.575989854853784,1.5879245901639345,457,14,92,10,11,169,80,122,0.083,0.868,0.049,-0.7831,3,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,7,1,8,1,0,2,3,24,17,10,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,7,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,3,0,10,1,19,14,1,20,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,2,9,66,16,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488321075656056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357361392857976,0.0,0.11651402312620154,0.0,0.0,0.2129924328072607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284460285035523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822506510534376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283247593892138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14358097322781702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13920534291454026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957383784006693,0.0,0.25967780914696803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16092013458088586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438709034820128,0.0,0.0,0.4534219734675539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370364589825831,0.1241500909556968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075785551876065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196277088714106,0.0,0.35240438831772625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14614215372396927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055901204770053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082845325397944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16921807839261432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17966858954603254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088091504000436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961607301666288
anxiety,grumpy510,2019/04/11,"I used to get crippling anxiety in the mornings, but not anymore. What could have changed? So for most of my life (the 8th grade all the way to my junior year of college) i used to get awful anxiety in the mornings. If i would wake up before 11am, no matter how much sleep i got, i would always get horribly anxious for no reason and i would often end up throwing up my breakfast. It basically made it incredibly hard to function as a normal person and as a result i always made sure to plan everything i had to do after 12pm because i knew that i wouldn't be as anxious. The anxiety never really persisted throughout the day, it was mainly just in the morning for a few hours.

Fast forward to now, and i can actually function in the mornings! I dont really know what changed, though. I dont think i did anything differently. My senior year of college i had to wake up extra early for stuff and i would notice that the anxiety never manifested itself. It has been 2 or 3 years now and while i still get anxious every once in a while, the morning anxiety is pretty much gone. I can now even go with 5 hours of sleep and still not feel the slightest bit anxious. God forbid i got less than 10 hours back then. And best of all, i can actually have a decent breakfast without throwing up now! 

What do you guys think is the reason for this? I know it may be a hard question to answer, but i can't figure it out myself. I never did anything different. The anxiety just vanished.",3.771410018552878,5.1045959863945605,5.395287569573284,80.1831539888683,72.12925170068027,7.79443413729128,29.00989486703773,8.296473431620573,2.1375972789115645,1156,46,219,18,22,393,148,294,0.149,0.794,0.057,-0.9679,2,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,3,14,3,0,0,19,1,28,7,4,8,6,53,46,20,0,8,9,0,3,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,14,9,2,1,11,0,0,5,12,1,0,0,12,3,29,2,37,25,11,42,0,0,0,0,4,12,0,6,26,172,43,5,0.0,0.0,0.16090875693605927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372016060165678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3784209669765382,0.3725573063520357,0.08176323687766746,0.0,0.0,0.1356903383302932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06339507760183791,0.0,0.05025767635301217,0.0,0.07015458017538273,0.0,0.08652088867800774,0.0,0.09000853245149121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744316507855648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06582558404612457,0.0,0.0,0.05317017231227274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17227485067728165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932497349924001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302175482864186,0.0,0.0,0.0544541119824874,0.0,0.06946342627859703,0.0,0.07409620506646919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04168664396282106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17229633454424784,0.0,0.04685536508497095,0.0,0.13187751616482318,0.0,0.0,0.08163346257301207,0.0,0.0,0.14770896289745686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24357500572625104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061917690362993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05823330644063066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560228104353078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121304911825274,0.0,0.1907598842551972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077854637508615,0.0,0.0938641221273358,0.0,0.08780118114163603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198775037507693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387615374363523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235721252230056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563269231198556,0.1695342797743442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650089817087257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316812872925288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437974308002473,0.0,0.0,0.07770338977088942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565479008246596,0.08100174487481661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424119320767007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06544096389076362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947398983898504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342661083520507,0.0,0.0,0.15927553439656825
anxiety,spaceage-crystal,2019/04/11,"Anxiety keeping me from going to class Hello. I have been a reddit lurker for about 2 years but I’ve always been too anxious to post. (This sub seemed like a good place to start) I’m on mobile and obviously posting for the first time ever so I apologize if my formatting is bad or I mess something else up. 

I (22F) have been struggling with anxiety for almost as long as I can remember. In most situations I can just swallow my anxiety and power through, but school has always been major stressor for me. I have a huge fear of disappointing authority figures and anytime I miss an assignment or class I’m terrified that my professors are disappointed in me and are going to call me out on it. This then turns into me having crippling anxiety about going to class and facing my professors. 

Every semester I try so hard to keep this from happening but I always end up in the same cycle. I become so anxious about what I’ve missed that I don’t go class so then I miss more and it just continues on like this until I’ve missed more classes than I’ve gone to. 

I usually keep up on my assignments and exams so my grades are okay (thankfully), but I still hate that I do this every semester. I’m supposed to go to class in 30 minutes but I honestly don’t know if I can. 

Thanks for taking the time to read my first post. Sorry it was kinda long. I would appreciate any advice you can give me on how to move past this or at least handle it better.",3.441911231884056,5.069900854166669,5.149728260869567,80.4441847826087,73.44444444444444,8.480917874396138,26.410628019323678,9.085049710711278,2.2017945048309184,1138,40,220,25,23,387,149,288,0.199,0.6940000000000001,0.106,-0.9819,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,4,14,19,1,2,7,1,22,2,1,1,2,37,48,28,0,3,12,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,14,10,1,3,4,1,0,7,2,11,0,2,6,1,33,8,43,41,6,44,0,6,0,0,5,17,0,9,19,156,47,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307510108252876,0.0,0.0,0.10562428061413652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633066631409707,0.0,0.0,0.07173089798829342,0.0,0.32277160910246233,0.2383276795183121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807247571284453,0.0,0.11649580353869078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328963394586977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770819613207083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811608725300457,0.0,0.09342511922834673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541387061880084,0.1777450815121174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869578288487327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794446719855775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118727011952104,0.2997372550018559,0.0884727060659011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09327676117600946,0.0,0.09449052205177612,0.1041409413598744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812698658063831,0.0,0.0,0.05796976138455898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306566574509858,0.0,0.0,0.18669525427466946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121099238286326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069383192865854,0.0,0.0,0.11020550315683242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030657698462693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055098401491476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194897453527963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067527023351204,0.0,0.09602620974320744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856539553676157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120465455843212,0.0,0.11807767433352367,0.07466020380226622,0.0,0.08423749877222372,0.0,0.0,0.11027195240983467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793088068410695,0.0,0.0,0.1942260099138328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301398322635645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161487561105813,0.11473335969240445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617274461177965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493088585487709,0.0,0.0,0.06792649590558003
anxiety,arestirase,2019/04/11,"how do i explain my anxiety to my ethnic mom ? i’ve been dealing with this since primary school, i’ve never been the social and open type of person, i’ve always had 1 or 2 friends- kept my circle small and it was all good until they left or weren’t in which meant i was on my own.

I’ve never been the first choice for anyone and if i was i can assure you that it wouldn’t last long, and the only reason why is because i let people walk all over me, i am shy, i am awkward and i can’t keep a conversation going unless it’s my first time talking to you on text.
it’s so easy for me to have conversations with strangers, mostly people online that i’ve never seen nor met, but when i find myself sitting next to someone i’ve literally been to school with for 4 years it’s totally different.

ive had this one friend who i’d vent to 24/7 it honestly felt so good and i was able to talk about my problems without the urge to cry but the thing is she didn’t care, she listened and retained but wouldn’t really give me any advice and often sounded like she was fed up of me. She could’ve gotten rid of me easily i mean looking at the type of person i am it wouldn’t take much thought. Again for her i was just an acquaintance just someone else she could use, sometime after our friendship started it quickly ended because of some rumours going around. 


this ‘story’ is not finished i’m going to upload it now so i know if it’s worth writing the rest so please do tell me if you would want me to finish it also if you have any advice on explaining my anxiety to my mom please and thankyou",5.039076164732073,4.670180072507557,6.070071553506125,82.5719669263794,68.5166163141994,8.539418031483544,28.59930036571793,7.85451343220497,1.669129305135952,1248,37,261,13,19,417,180,331,0.042,0.815,0.14300000000000002,0.987,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,4,1,2,15,10,0,1,9,0,33,1,0,3,7,60,58,28,0,11,14,2,1,1,2,4,0,2,0,2,19,14,1,3,9,0,1,4,12,2,0,3,22,5,43,8,36,30,8,36,0,0,2,0,33,11,0,9,21,186,62,4,0.10715190365910904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094152002523036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568933864327298,0.08915896760441228,0.0,0.0,0.14573393776707322,0.0,0.16394182602312155,0.0,0.0,0.07492310244430342,0.0,0.0,0.09538791177940742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063761184516032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924850708048783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17110415208408666,0.0,0.11770133470375835,0.0,0.11046890764824063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195093320362398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951166607521846,0.0,0.0949047822719806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288263117513982,0.0,0.09793489872401652,0.1822867090277256,0.0,0.0,0.16557058993047638,0.0,0.0,0.10278986977707252,0.1826906884981815,0.17974786600325046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524153530479566,0.0,0.0,0.05888788398667581,0.08734310285624547,0.0,0.0,0.11642085684786073,0.10957008125502364,0.0,0.052349007676125416,0.0,0.0,0.09482606286454458,0.0899806121771178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671983574172334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509900290467178,0.0,0.0,0.0787689782454974,0.0,0.2479264614216945,0.0,0.1139572651533058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07260890303247534,0.08149385118245545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857127662866576,0.1871218184670798,0.0,0.2352412262098761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252990062108536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864425326532902,0.11017000308591758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168868941402676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886371619840348,0.0,0.0,0.1092278718230464,0.18157892049858573,0.0,0.10597597258594092,0.0,0.07584266891773883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056489633270403,0.17224928263844025,0.09365548670939344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118696354734175,0.0,0.0,0.08506664252154772,0.06248113671640978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254484118046737,0.0,0.0,0.0632009689882373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668792663988388,0.0,0.0,0.10329061140278213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.076117638021125,0.0,0.0,0.06900231284330717
anxiety,MrBrujah,2019/04/11,"What to do, when every little decision takes a place of massive importance. Iv'e had this problem for a long time, that i would get massive anxiety whenever I had to make a decision. Not just important decisions, but small insignificant decision, that most people would make without a thought. For example, every-time i have to choose a album to Liston to a album, or a book to read, or a movie to watch etc etc. Ill get very nervous, and get scared i'm constantly making the ""wrong decision"". I know its stupid, and I constantly tell myself that, but it just won't go away. Does anyone have any ideas of how to fix this?",6.437300242130752,6.710861059322037,6.984285714285715,75.01313559322035,65.52542372881356,11.149636803874094,32.958837772397096,10.914260884657429,3.6696159806295414,487,19,90,13,7,160,75,118,0.225,0.7609999999999999,0.014,-0.9762,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,2,9,0,8,1,0,4,0,27,19,8,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,9,2,0,1,3,5,0,0,3,1,6,0,14,13,3,10,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,3,5,59,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444197570609192,0.0,0.12874026982608186,0.0,0.0,0.11767125765119175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581126197979206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637202448007464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14727043240140208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753724066123813,0.0,0.0,0.1417903502588719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637714434647315,0.0,0.0956422535257576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18997727360105846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248697855619137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16866932459658965,0.0,0.14893005910529167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370017147643413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667008173303063,0.0,0.17582570229373354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610294016041795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16833407780665186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16848618324774925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653203571027466,0.0,0.14709159855227966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13360229999973716,0.09813039899624444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885566724570186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622241438328215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23909469584611304,0.18399709632795166,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Draculalia,2019/04/11,"Endocrinologist for anxiety? Every morning I have all-consuming panic, like way too much adrenaline is surging. I’m thinking of seeing if an endocrinologist can help. Has anyone tried that? Did it help?",4.6888235294117635,8.209759647058824,6.150235294117651,63.080058823529434,84.88235294117645,8.60235294117647,30.329411764705892,8.841846274778883,4.043430588235297,164,8,22,5,5,55,31,34,0.127,0.659,0.214,0.5329999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,8,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,2,7,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726340281428959,0.0,0.0,0.2491931158247856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002702603862086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4777555451574704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17411201495355527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619844410997514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4181417441137928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839932022311757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283575186881281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24196244604149436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828823212462036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Zalusei,2019/04/11,"This is becoming too much for me. I cant handle myself like this. What happened to me? The me that enjoyed life. I dont know what to do. I've dealt with depression since I was 12, and now in the past year extreme anxiety and insomnia. Its detrimental. I cant live like this. I was up for 60 hours not being able to sleep and currently have been up for another 24 hours. I dropped out of college and haven't worked for 4 months. I stay in my apartment for weeks at a time. I just want to sleep. I want to enjoy life again. This is torture. Please help me. I want to enjoy my life again. This just isnt fair.",-0.4811534926470564,1.7219042578125006,1.451158088235296,98.06920955882352,92.359375,5.199264705882354,18.466911764705888,6.794906146795322,0.050558272058823565,467,14,110,7,17,153,75,128,0.119,0.738,0.14300000000000002,0.2773,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,1,0,3,0,13,6,2,0,0,13,18,4,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,0,17,5,19,14,1,20,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,0,13,73,26,2,0.17723112363393598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858422861965231,0.13558132447704327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19573785171147667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264890708659962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077135569504398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567248973147153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879428630007854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34907391257647713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740159055490738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3755507519089961,0.1731723494353902,0.0,0.15649832919347229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146419200105886,0.0,0.13028526834539156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16918716162823955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945465522425041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14660741692588894,0.0,0.35471823566368543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18890479644242256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334489344588983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31360652585811394,0.0,0.14216411696256484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290263688180003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413103286961605
anxiety,Chokolla,2019/04/11,"Is protecting your child against anxiety’s « issues » a good thing, or do you need to push him/her through it even if it will be difficult for her ? I might get downvoted a bit but i wanted to know the opinion on this sub.

So i have been struggling with anxiety ever since i was a kid. I couldn’t answer the phone ( still can’t actually unless it’s someone i know, and even now it’s difficult), couldn’t go grocery shopping, couldn’t even go to school without throwing up, worrying, etc... the « usual » stuff.

Now, when i was young i never told my parents about my anxiety and i only recently opened up about it (i’m 29) and my family was very surprised and just thought i was a little stressed out but that’s it.

As a consequence, they never took me to treat my disease (except homeopathy for a bit) or sent me to a shrink. To be honest, i thank them now because it made me push through anxiety, depression ( that’s another subject) because i didn’t have the choice : i had to go to school, live my life etc... Today, I am still not cured. Checking emails freak me out and asking my way to a stranger too. But i learnt to live with it. I went to school, lived in england and south korea for a while (i’m french), etc.  The thing is : i’m scared to death when i do these things but i do it anyway, because i know i have to for my sake.

So now, My niece is struggling with anxiety as well. But her parents ( my sister ) found out and go all their way to help her. She has a special schedule at school, so she doesn’t do things that stresses her out. They tell her it’s okay whenever she doesn’t want to do something or go somewhere. When she throws up too much before school, they don’t send her.  And i keep thinking. Does it make any good ? My niece is now scared of anything and know that when something is too scary or too difficult, she can stay in bed and not face these problems. So what is it gonna bring for the future ? I feel like i wouldn’t have done anything if my parents treated me like this. I keep telling my sister about my story, but since they don’t believe in my anxiety because I kept it private, they won’t listen.

Now i know anxiety is different for everybody and there’s not a « good » way of treating it. My anxiety might be way more little than my niece’s. But what do you think ? Is it good to treat anxiety like this ? Will she be okay in the future ?

TLDR : I have been struggling with anxiety but my parents forced me to do stuff i didn’t like anyway so i could do stuff i never thought i could do.

My niece has anxiety too and her parents protect her too much in my opinion. 

So, is protecting your child against anxiety and struggle really the good remedy to this ?",2.434006764462972,4.2352180332717175,3.534638769811618,90.2226817949424,76.61552680221811,6.8963070751563285,25.743540331144057,7.7686606220802235,1.3267136587092458,2080,77,443,31,47,671,208,541,0.139,0.735,0.126,-0.7892,6,0,2,0,0,0,74.0,0,4,7,0,38,34,0,8,19,2,57,2,1,2,5,79,94,41,1,12,21,7,1,4,0,7,1,1,1,3,34,22,0,6,12,1,2,14,19,14,1,0,19,2,81,20,57,59,9,61,0,1,0,0,45,18,0,10,28,322,115,5,0.0,0.0,0.05307616092477234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03698662384486537,0.0570319769333251,0.4992924567439418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951560338033428,0.0,0.0508467012647912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262097445088508,0.0,0.046281331829293636,0.06127817355539904,0.0,0.0,0.11875816938655022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685094231851068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046845468413222256,0.0,0.0,0.05682529572627285,0.0,0.0,0.04759648767940117,0.055659189764513575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819755109886872,0.10777096034915866,0.04919828192777096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05127343969786469,0.0,0.027500890138174312,0.0388557633002216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059635116169395916,0.0,0.0,0.0284161911170963,0.0,0.1545536081934375,0.2280960361273372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036456035570464534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0567683517614032,0.0,0.09668750861192593,0.0,0.0,0.14945482482717598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03841680717293335,0.10628755855968007,0.10902483681412843,0.14408038046670907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05146451909941933,0.036305314205906936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539701289885244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799648623690409,0.040329014682820685,0.12584526171864108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0413655523968959,0.0,0.0,0.30196468930744874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05204326356959691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03484321103975595,0.0,0.05370292264054519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890645751949972,0.2752246351590613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998286656385422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04608392069506888,0.08374315941493259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0579718115494227,0.08687081210746943,0.0,0.12460563586727776,0.22743823589589424,0.18678838344682352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507738035500392,0.05007440706196392,0.0,0.0,0.1445354724493588,0.06970100009060874,0.0,0.08635813886313554,0.0,0.0,0.0515547452720234,0.051971355789681935,0.06042857032655431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059902186177604434,0.04487691077908559,0.06416049692790457,0.17268694117964514,0.0,0.0,0.04890255854603071,0.05041947338221287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05242939358115704,0.0,0.0,0.055235026173753324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Smldcknick,2019/04/11,"Tips for overcoming anxiety? So, a trip to a therapist is longgggg overdo, but unfortunately I’m out of the country for another 4 weeks but will be seeing a therapist almost immediately upon my return.

Lately I’ve been feeling more and more anxious, and I don’t know why. I haven’t had a full blown panic attack but I feel like ones coming. I just cope with my anxiety by not having too much coffee, focusing on breathing, counting things I can see/hear/feel/etc., and meditating. 

Are there any other ways to deal with anxiety or anyone know what may be triggering this? I really have not too much going on in my life. Maybe I need to be more social, or maybe I just really want to go home (I’ve been away from home for the past two months), and I also stopped taking my birth control (ran out) so maybe my hormones are all out of whack? IDK!",3.2250774526678114,5.08160407228916,4.886092943201376,81.15060240963857,74.5421686746988,8.11635111876076,24.507745266781413,8.841846274778883,1.8587793459552493,660,21,128,14,14,223,108,166,0.16,0.799,0.042,-0.9611,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,8,3,1,1,6,0,16,2,1,2,1,31,29,12,0,2,9,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,4,10,0,2,4,0,0,5,4,2,0,2,4,3,14,1,21,20,7,22,0,0,1,0,2,9,0,4,8,89,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903353952822055,0.0,0.0,0.10304838766943866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762844686043196,0.13511975521229005,0.295730036736476,0.14557383906896587,0.0,0.09010111442473784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14659556144274816,0.12106714530609275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100050212926997,0.0,0.0,0.14452617402701076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13284783149215015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14371169661637775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954647415397011,0.09205679879991717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464669249020607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145233305869074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585118959192096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416349243481596,0.0,0.1453584122539784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101682705674118,0.06295393245567177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3883681486676214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285391654230028,0.0,0.18945218471947728,0.095547215525532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731810171965414,0.0,0.0,0.1511881137143717,0.0,0.0,0.12301036718895883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16510057689236404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053676637525618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313553851405839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077317809371343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688582968766296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29923014778652346,0.08560810402768303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587638703834747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600429710978204,0.1022821690357648,0.10336280874009457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627508281770578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,uselessrng,2019/04/11,"I hate human being I started hating human since I work as cashier, where people show their ego even though they just purchase a 1 dollar thing.  
I hate people who ride motorcycles in my country, where they couldn’t’ care less if you really bang them up.  
I couldn’t accept that people nowadays care so much about their self-image but still doing shameless thing, cutting queue, judging things base on false news.  
I hate my country Malay people, where they do their work with really little effort but still monopolies most of the public sector.  
I hate my own races, Chinese where everyone loves to play with each other mind, show their egos even though they just achieve a small thing.  
Indian in my country are the worst, where they are born to be asshole, but worth nothing when comes to problem solving.  
I hate that you cant basically defend yourself while being bullied, because everyone is capturing video mostly on the wrong angle.  
What should I do? I couldn’t make new friends, nor I want to. I just hate everything in this world. But the world is beautiful, we mankind dont deserve to live here.",7.482161716171618,8.027620103960395,6.5136138613861405,78.34520627062706,63.30693069306931,8.91155115511551,31.684818481848183,8.59863814320734,2.458889768976898,879,30,152,11,12,266,126,202,0.218,0.66,0.122,-0.9779,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,2,10,4,18,17,8,0,6,0,16,1,0,1,0,25,30,12,0,7,8,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,10,5,0,0,1,4,3,2,6,11,0,0,0,0,29,6,16,23,7,24,0,0,0,1,19,15,0,3,7,108,39,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06179087477781884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20669578156940766,0.0,0.0,0.08731656451144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879847062454163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390062807571634,0.0,0.0,0.19371629870344534,0.0910999007716634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831398205143071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7005353933823641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159388538875244,0.0895067343530039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914854430790439,0.0,0.06766160882635835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234927640892312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451459043683642,0.0,0.0,0.09789849173995732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726199739443432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810935999235405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699216268234928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298734230617203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574530835758232,0.0,0.0,0.08384978413886462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174633387306807,0.0,0.16189968426956458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26936835040007084,0.0,0.1991802660826614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059787424240695934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758916568429625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108261977150475,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TsundereMan,2019/04/11,"Irritated one of the staff at a shoe shop today. So I have borderline zero social skills, almost as awkward as they come, and I had the audacity to try a few pairs of shoes on and not make a purchase. The problem with having said lack of social skills and copious amounts of anxiety, I get confused as to the best course of action in any given scenario. In one instance I don’t want to be a dick, but then I also want to have the strength to not be an absolute doormat in every situation. I clearly irritated the guy, and now I feel like fucking shit and my classic irrationally is telling me I’m a terrible person and I should be ashamed of myself. This sort of dread is pretty typical across the spectrum of potentially negative social encounters, this just happened to be todays. Idk exactly why I’m typing this, just in the off chance someone can relate maybe.",7.313186077643909,6.964569301204822,8.094899598393578,69.87774431057568,63.81927710843375,10.992235609103082,37.72155287817938,10.504223727775694,4.074091834002679,688,32,121,15,9,232,108,166,0.226,0.655,0.119,-0.963,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,4,5,11,2,4,14,0,13,5,4,1,2,25,25,13,0,5,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,3,8,0,0,1,1,2,2,4,8,0,3,3,2,12,3,26,17,4,14,0,0,0,2,8,8,3,3,5,90,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16816069981606252,0.0,0.0,0.13429600589713192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420023818398076,0.0,0.12846832980030318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17623538383893111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14465945975162536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14149084435014064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491200000367123,0.11997141026759847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15525140618441646,0.0877380916805257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16628012992558033,0.148502648678245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820436095655857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209662030924747,0.0,0.16871132860753216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227591572632568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663266886066578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17084829312091995,0.0,0.16068925675531034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15974279454490506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723808708858794,0.0,0.18876379343370048,0.0,0.5135598132999682,0.142289135172286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678089473632389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318361806380274,0.0,0.0,0.11401552304048565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19810253733624975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153346462699854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Altazaar,2019/04/11,"How to control nervousness around something that will happen in 4 months? So I'm in a situation where I'm nervous about something that is going to happen in 4 months. I'm starting my education (details not important) and I'm afraid I'll do bad. It's not really something I can prepare for, but I'm really nervous that I will fail hard and not pass the tests.  So now I'm stuck in a spot where I'm nervous about what's happening in FOUR MONTHS and this is stopping me from being calm and happy. I really don't want to feel like shit for 4 months straight, is there some way I can regain control and be happy again?",5.811904761904764,5.328214476190481,6.695079365079366,79.12214285714286,66.93650793650794,9.739682539682539,32.285714285714285,9.23628265651192,2.6467428571428573,488,18,99,8,7,163,70,126,0.206,0.657,0.136,-0.6814,0,0,3,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,11,12,1,5,3,0,11,1,1,3,0,17,26,9,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,3,1,0,0,2,4,8,0,1,1,2,6,4,14,21,1,20,0,1,0,0,0,9,1,1,9,59,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13429821606248854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12596257882518874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384067319694527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627982133688546,0.10777508173580803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573774565646886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4002174784037959,0.32118854000284675,0.13514176518651275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370303230668791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4816630344180235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899361329282874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548565813136316,0.0,0.16957401118066806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34842035328286897,0.0,0.0,0.10678014590176982,0.0,0.0,0.1261264963305922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898168782821904,0.11974638779156856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tartuffenoob,2019/04/11,"I want to be in control of my own death so much that I often consider suicide TW: death, suicide
I get so much anxiety about dying, specifically dying by the hands of someone else or an unforeseen event, that I consider shooting myself almost daily.  
Sometimes I even get anxiety about shooting myself because a small percentage of people fail during their attempts and are left paralyzed or mentally impaired. I hate flying because I never trust the planes or pilots but my gf lives 700 miles away, so i fly twice a year. She wants me to go to Japan next summer but i know i will not be able to handle it. I also go to a large college and am terrified of a school shooter incident.  I'm not on any anxiety medication but I have taken ativan once and it kind of maybe? helped. 
Anyway, I'm posting this two hours before my alarm goes off, because i just had a nightmare involving my mom driving her and I off a bridge. My heartrate was through the roof when i woke up. Drowning is one of my biggest fears. Its to the point of me resenting my parents for having me. Like we all have to die, why would you want to put someone else through that. I wish humans could ask to be born.  

I don't think anyone understands how often i think about dying.",4.346313131313131,5.785159177685952,5.305399449035813,80.97153351698806,70.85950413223141,8.022405876951332,29.973370064279145,8.515128840125781,2.3503078053259867,979,40,181,16,18,321,153,242,0.172,0.79,0.038,-0.9853,1,0,0,3,0,2,22.0,1,1,1,3,14,8,2,2,11,0,15,2,1,2,2,31,33,16,9,6,9,2,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,7,5,0,1,4,0,0,4,4,5,0,3,4,1,35,3,29,23,4,24,0,1,0,0,12,11,0,6,9,128,42,3,0.11136822341018457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115191886387584,0.0,0.0,0.08906112802489373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573421089803296,0.0,0.2555891582416768,0.0,0.0,0.07787125124857265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411425528344252,0.0,0.1046341119116034,0.0,0.0,0.20366710592511228,0.0,0.09476615546482647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490893238677095,0.0889184642782165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4623305324994719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18606772040181707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355766122369671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532021354559364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637060035582253,0.0,0.12658625569144705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995306398304933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464777261044986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096752666387781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115972866877758,0.06120506305557945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210019005941894,0.0,0.0,0.05440888853196395,0.0,0.09834018163163057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188434932215828,0.0,0.0,0.1121917685544229,0.11223297511177033,0.0,0.0,0.1304331172572096,0.0,0.0,0.1637369167970126,0.0,0.08589403952712868,0.0,0.11844136904167933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860352326623096,0.07546599041501695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366123255634265,0.0,0.0,0.07720870354556221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527896851364206,0.0,0.1066599730066019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195582463694327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271058775679067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18872386858380888,0.0,0.11014602063077153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436375212332918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142720521418956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879057183597372,0.11593824818134944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19706359085549868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049249940864433,0.0,0.1280679607322915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911279060016559,0.0,0.0,0.07171748452552673
anxiety,fox0206,2019/04/11,"Next day anxiety Last night i had a couple of drinks as i was feeling anxious, bad idea i know. Then had a panic attack, threw up and today skipped work because im so anxious i cant get out of bed.

I came off a 7 month course on AntiDs a month ago and thought i was fine but now i realise ive been prehaps using alcohol as a crutch.

Dont want to go back onto AntiDs as i gained almost 10kgs from them.

Should i go back on or maybe ask my doc for tranquilizers for bad days?",2.7551040221914,3.196032970873788,4.468959778085992,89.23009708737865,73.66019417475728,7.050762829403608,25.393897364771146,6.868970318607317,0.835422746185853,368,11,85,3,7,125,74,103,0.191,0.746,0.063,-0.8567,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,2,4,6,1,1,5,0,9,2,0,1,0,14,20,9,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,4,1,0,4,2,4,0,0,8,1,12,2,15,11,0,23,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,2,13,49,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14347803800010547,0.1729778060327687,0.16207818266825144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382151981547487,0.36570868886656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131610525665168,0.18413772320549374,0.0,0.24891881399265745,0.2702906324877932,0.09866760689520736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18512331888163508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790936558872798,0.0,0.20877103921034496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18969727878883846,0.15855997917907574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184065993050192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456452944067562,0.0,0.18397614369046547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18271885540912314,0.17483525205924327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895334974394142,0.13193650459321304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260889474273635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25838825989644504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17213864341497964,0.15189349568341884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18990639799125286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12849778751558133,0.0,0.0,0.15342319300983254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13979401308402026,0.0,0.0,0.09546849908613983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178351158977054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,icantthinkofone35,2019/04/11,"Coping methods until I can get in to the dr I’ve been on mild anxiety medication for two years. I have a lot on my plate (full time student, full time job, parent, and a spouse that works a job that takes him out of the house a lot). My husband and I have also been fighting for the last couple days. A huge part of this fight is that I got stuck on a very minor problem he had and I couldn’t move past it. It finally clicked for me yesterday that the issue was larger and that minor thing wasn’t the actual problem. I’ve apologized, I’ve explained I don’t know why I got so hung up on the small thing, and we are working through it. I also had my debit card stolen and that’s been a huge mess as well.

I’m barely sleeping or eating. I’ve never felt so on edge, and I’ve never experienced this level of intensity for more than a few hours (typically at airports). I have to be able to function and work, so taking my airport level anxiety meds are not an option. I’m trying to get in to see my doctor sooner rather than later (he’s about 3 weeks out). No therapist, I’m rural and my insurance doesn’t cover much. I could really use some tips or suggestions to try out and see if they can help until I can get in to the dr.",3.5377701778385733,3.94584093023256,5.330373917008664,83.87739398084817,71.86821705426357,8.241130870953032,25.253989968080248,8.313332769828598,1.4086299133606932,952,26,206,14,17,328,143,258,0.101,0.851,0.048,-0.9013,3,0,1,0,3,0,27.0,1,0,1,3,8,6,2,0,16,0,21,6,1,1,2,33,38,21,0,6,5,3,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,13,14,1,0,3,0,1,1,8,5,1,1,11,5,21,1,34,24,9,36,0,0,3,0,14,20,0,7,15,139,34,7,0.12343136396624944,0.0,0.12045120604275016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19741603433857227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18884931117536166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854990042555352,0.1365744565265912,0.0,0.07960301853626313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633723125417692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630110001126854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11851346603028402,0.13521302594762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934633796920692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19743867486699204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273344144509047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215550301518816,0.14242322180490033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288302755056398,0.2449731659291996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783464962681272,0.10061303579718817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098738633935192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13710441975733625,0.1243441135579056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118800597012,0.0907362547099559,0.0,0.19039575438598366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705592256741594,0.13366413887683756,0.11782920345573693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362142910917613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907329239748838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196717632737072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352050462113814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18561004895968136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14331332703636215,0.1640046272106918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439476418749104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16760358777111994,0.0,0.12057450731637046,0.0,0.0,0.10660506799100572,0.0,0.1018438020503258,0.0,0.0,0.09900919490862396,0.0,0.11097961971654907,0.0,0.11137760745900653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695785090836381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948575153803362
anxiety,n3xtup,2019/04/11,"Anyone’s tongue twitch but you don’t feel it? I think I developed some hyper awareness of my tongue. About 5 months ago, I randomly checked my mouth and saw my tongue twitch (not normal movements), I’ve had anxiety before this. When I saw that I searched it up and everything says ALS, that made me even more anxious. I’m only 18, and I feel like I have a slurred speech now because my anxiety. When I say the letter Z, S, it comes out so sharp. Annoying :(",2.579917582417582,4.4713829670329694,3.498997252747256,90.23662774725277,76.47252747252746,7.187362637362638,25.660714285714285,8.07648339933343,1.460526373626374,354,13,75,6,8,113,67,91,0.16899999999999998,0.7959999999999999,0.036000000000000004,-0.9001,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,6,2,1,0,2,0,3,3,1,1,0,14,11,7,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,4,8,14,1,4,7,2,9,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,2,6,41,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22331739276225732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38544573592554576,0.28460491949340605,0.0,0.17615266988301487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357188479196265,0.0,0.21437065710413925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21701213057424487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16639489165960966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264150413175129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547629316984221,0.1799761411723084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307842530587915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23837867971439985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20108510446876973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468342055936184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19160124175997847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4006836818124046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16142414878370098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bunbunn-,2019/04/11,I just don’t want to sleep For awhile now I have been going to sleep later and later. Now it’s around 1:00-1:30 that I even feel tired enough to try to go to bed. I just don’t want to sleep. I will do anything else until I Force myself to got to bed. I don’t know why I’m doing this and it is starting to scare me because I don’t know how to stop.,-1.3462962962962948,0.3660422716049396,1.0311111111111124,103.70000000000003,89.24691358024691,3.6,12.703703703703706,3.1291,-1.7964962962962965,268,3,72,0,9,90,47,81,0.115,0.848,0.036000000000000004,-0.7717,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,0,0,10,4,3,1,0,12,20,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,4,3,0,1,3,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,2,1,10,0,13,17,1,10,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,46,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729427103960425,0.1870858067802348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811079806640255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17556063395802804,0.0,0.0,0.2171501248230772,0.0,0.13880784489662548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626255756981304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23887607427630364,0.0,0.1680831175343208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309954601104185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104055296709481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6309314477557104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487514155426199,0.0,0.0,0.1757020905727727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415465198020892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268396787754534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479141025710045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18963554630657004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iRaptorJesus,2019/04/11,"I need help dealing with same-day plans. For some reason, my anxiety goes nuts when I have to plan an unexpected trip or if someone wants to make plans for later in the day. It's gotten to the point where I will sometimes miss out on important or fun things because I am too anxious about it happening within a few hours. I feel legitimately scared sometimes, it's especially bad if I'm asked to make plans in person and I'm put on the spot. Is there any way to get around this? Or will I have to plan everything a couple days ahead for the rest of my life?",4.891804511278195,5.076594947368424,5.666691729323308,83.44184210526316,68.82456140350878,8.970426065162908,27.68922305764411,8.841846274778883,1.7901644110275692,440,13,95,7,7,144,78,114,0.128,0.804,0.068,-0.7053,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,6,6,4,0,1,7,0,6,1,0,3,0,16,18,7,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,8,1,20,15,3,18,0,1,0,0,4,9,0,6,6,59,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798078381568534,0.0,0.14397060640842926,0.2126096569619476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16753571478431858,0.1759392992884199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713708862472758,0.11472347632900065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20823700339342616,0.0,0.3641155409870227,0.1940234046331887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691398179315622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095158333192966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832544942398587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16642246705237698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614484703145634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853366718050755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292949132935247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512466446375443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13954609459003628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643268367228873,0.0,0.0,0.1779075103564949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891905127137142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19349841998296494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18841857335229764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15945916871440974,0.0,0.3722643673803939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250300860848054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100378776497906,0.14938245093416544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mikomiji,2019/04/11,"Help with Social Anxiety (I can't say other people's names?) I've always had pretty bad social anxiety, which causes me to freeze up, stutter, and have to avoid eye contact. I've been fighting this all of my life, but going against it causes panic attacks and I end up looking much worse. I actually work in customer service in order to fight this, and I'm 28 now and have gotten a little better thanks to all the practice, however there is one thing I just cannot do which may seem small and ridiculous - I can't say other people's names.

It's like I know it's going to come out wrong, no matter how simple their name is is and no matter how much I practice before hand. I've tried not thinking too much, but when I see them it comes back, like ""got to say it this time, got to say it, oh no they said my name first that would be too weird now.""

How do people with social anxiety overcome this hurdle? I feel like people think I'm not remembering their names or not caring enough to learn them, but I know saying it wrong would be even worse.",5.576823899371071,5.211793915094344,6.0500000000000025,83.15333333333334,67.39622641509433,8.19874213836478,26.62893081761007,7.1686216300943375,1.213017610062893,818,19,167,6,12,265,118,212,0.236,0.65,0.115,-0.9826,1,1,0,0,3,0,25.0,0,0,5,3,12,17,4,2,2,0,17,3,2,5,2,45,37,14,0,2,8,0,3,3,0,3,1,6,0,0,17,11,0,1,8,0,0,4,9,11,0,2,6,12,18,6,17,26,6,19,0,0,3,0,23,7,0,3,10,107,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.10155961828121396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659654701172778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388452293557711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839734266334186,0.0,0.08002522677754613,0.08689607994564873,0.0,0.0,0.08855791964289328,0.0,0.0,0.0920435519025423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610871495654643,0.21382197941572112,0.0,0.17929825919776926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217722749008868,0.10753457615862658,0.0,0.06873881735325947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05262211614711968,0.07434932029821888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852390282248734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829344985487678,0.0,0.1664723593246855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975751433549295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143909031495107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350939111056003,0.15253350591798082,0.10430785325363112,0.0,0.0,0.08739457759439351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295154949965263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052212978530015,0.0,0.0,0.12210649988236907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28860270339267524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587901266908674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789370493814227,0.0,0.0989966540399947,0.4138126198741356,0.0,0.0,0.08293220278288599,0.09474357489313144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182660182635623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581585363868317,0.0,0.0,0.06914105671120918,0.13337074196180565,0.0,0.0,0.06068543454894164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07065830619643435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576592320056984,0.0,0.21211726772816972,0.14786004810113634,0.2275735931091559,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TotalSpeed,2019/04/11,"Has anyone here used online ""therapy assistance""? I can't use my school's mental health services at the moment because I'm not currently enrolled in classes. It kind of sucks, because I was just starting to go weekly and it was actually helpful. They gave me a link to a service called ""TAO"", though, which stands for ""therapy assistance online"". I'm going to try it out because might as well, but I'm skeptical it'll actually do much. I know that anxiety is more of a mental issue with the person than something that just happens because of specific events, so, theoretically, I *should* still be able to make progress without hashing out specific events, but, I feel like context is important. Has anyone tried something like this? Does it actually work?

I actually did in the past use a computer program through my school that was supposed to help with anxiety, which didn't really do shit, but might as well try this out anyway because it might be better.",5.863283516483516,7.67103328,6.517142857142857,72.31439560439559,67.62857142857143,9.4989010989011,35.17582417582417,9.851270322608157,3.846683516483516,764,38,125,18,13,250,105,175,0.049,0.784,0.16699999999999998,0.9709,1,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,3,9,9,3,0,7,0,19,2,1,4,0,24,34,8,0,1,7,0,1,2,0,5,1,0,0,1,13,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,3,2,0,6,1,10,6,22,21,2,17,0,0,0,0,6,6,2,3,10,86,23,8,0.10545188326688557,0.0,0.41162330580576906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16134080412934054,0.0,0.0,0.14746881731723568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214124463524977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326362129316304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767816304285027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228165367455267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05331964065430915,0.07533484647614562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198614708003492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325075211271433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209042076032756,0.0,0.0,0.14136434904698872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110064368871239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098119090494624,0.057953597238483937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303692716766384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038995092793943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125413915707549,0.33560335116970663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775192676503598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066575470754746,0.0,0.09207651699989372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06755517667056064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21344587134689308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824484278917657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16236402330347105,0.0,0.0,0.07463938573416612,0.0,0.08421401019468558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411868374768772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036059399012597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147847200844036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732297081765982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458713999715176,0.0,0.1896278146379863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165185241004786,0.0,0.07677022694416084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,msophiac,2019/04/11,"A little rant I thought I was making so much progress this year in staying mentally healthy. The past few days have been some of the best days for me emotionally in recent times. But then the anxiety kicked in today seemingly out of nowhere. It's like all the happiness and carefreeness I was feeling disappeared in an instant. Now, many hours later, I still feel really anxious.

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It's like I hadn't made any progress at all.  


I just wish my anxiety could go away as easily as my calmness or happiness does. It always lingers for a long time, sometimes up to a few days at a time.",3.768584070796457,5.984835991150447,4.376292035398233,83.81328761061947,74.04424778761063,8.413805309734514,30.76902654867257,9.120678840339163,2.847634336283186,469,22,89,11,10,149,81,113,0.11,0.6559999999999999,0.234,0.9561,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,4,6,0,0,9,0,6,0,0,2,2,16,14,7,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,2,9,6,16,7,7,29,0,0,0,0,0,10,0,3,18,59,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268709699461252,0.16520601989443987,0.18527316500049587,0.10368786525552942,0.0,0.2332850978555187,0.17225274612197608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14325477968773695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16001254483645092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217384539098404,0.0,0.0,0.29500024945682063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13343143245077058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17151325142257354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154191342416888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665475263886101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246238080005274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150156635082881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489826443270415,0.15281947112156835,0.0,0.1349351040623943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442750261338603,0.10177788984555636,0.15458517641699773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15365839905936987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208627623428127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14555413036632572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767904706613917,0.0,0.15055014023276386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388070270426261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080114534992575,0.0,0.0,0.16251749307445784,0.1217663052759025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104769421124342,0.2667272613693344,0.0,0.1445279651224723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753381107230256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18527316500049587,0.09818855684599828
anxiety,996135487,2019/04/11,"About Diagnosis I am planning on seeing a GP sometime soon and just had a few questions for those who have been officially diagnosed:

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1. What was your personal experience like? Was it relatively painless?
2. What kind of questions do they ask you?
3. How do they narrow it down to a certain mental illness when there are so many?

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Thanks to anyone who can answer these questions.",4.302007042253521,7.44896967605634,4.823362676056341,76.28884683098593,77.59154929577466,6.930281690140845,31.41021126760563,8.07648339933343,2.8641112676056344,321,16,50,6,8,102,59,71,0.036000000000000004,0.82,0.14400000000000002,0.8033,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,2,1,7,4,0,0,3,0,10,2,0,1,1,8,13,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,8,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,5,4,7,9,1,5,0,0,1,0,11,3,0,3,3,41,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35273449040341065,0.39558023057292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381645236709602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15217317029332844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16521376133268598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159225726397877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16950569134600693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952391377631061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16502886354326546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16403947363129626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14212933556932594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5470376216412883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971104224665228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609891854765486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14986186091985754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39558023057292,0.0
anxiety,mielipuolikuu,2019/04/11,"Anxious because I overanalyze but have sometimes been right about people? I'm very sensitive to people's facial expressions, tone of voice and the general mood of the group and it's one of the main reasons of my anxiety. I know therapists usually tell you to just ignore all of that because I'm probably reading people wrong and overanalyzing. I got pretty far in my recovery by just ignoring it but then things happened and I found out I had read the situation right, my worst case scenario was true and some acquaintances actually hated me and thought I was annoying. It's a long story but I found it out through our mutual friend. There have also been situations where I've guessed something was off before my friends did. I've sometimes been told I'm very good at analyzing other people so that makes me feel terrible because I can't just shake the feeling off and think I'm being irrational. There has been some incidents where people have actually liked me even though I got the feeling that they didn't, but I'm always afraid that maybe this time I'm right.",7.237835820895523,7.765880606965176,7.439017412935325,71.56210820895524,63.82587064676618,11.07810945273632,35.655472636815915,10.864195022040775,4.038983084577115,866,38,151,22,12,281,117,201,0.163,0.705,0.132,-0.8415,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,1,1,1,0,12,15,2,2,7,0,16,1,1,2,2,34,37,15,0,0,7,0,3,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,11,9,0,2,9,2,0,1,2,9,0,1,16,4,19,5,16,20,5,17,0,0,0,0,9,12,0,3,5,98,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.22268628401517965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912440907321986,0.09493863599010056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872846207316968,0.128898208702226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20865915696689746,0.0,0.09708895316436324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536062099805545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17307405788051555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502050296252336,0.17630358886409764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569994852450184,0.1825091100018008,0.0,0.12569175728703982,0.0,0.1008964418521026,0.0,0.0,0.11264810550735847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06270525032146752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05574249587834728,0.0,0.0,0.1009730967793964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761612687283072,0.0,0.11462672826477704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731572493331053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39550576709839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607863580773405,0.12301688979175868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282576564026565,0.0,0.0,0.11731169730911703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29231708192999944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565017563993896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783817752113601,0.2256915833676749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972663883491156,0.0,0.0,0.13247651599375804,0.07580160920489593,0.0731093603601,0.1121006582139363,0.0905810287652272,0.06653143317322775,0.0,0.0,0.10902548238594843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566277413303142,0.18828551887239184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474819876030024,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WhosThatCatMan,2019/04/11,"I finally sought help and my doctor thinks I'm a drug addict I lost 12 lbs after a traumatic incident that sent me spiraling with anxiety and what I only assume is ptsd. I am 5'7"" and was 114 pounds one year ago. Most of the weight that left me was muscle.

I could hardly eat for months. I still struggle to eat a lot of the time, sometimes I do alright. Certain thoughts or memories will trigger me and  I will feel like I'm going to vomit for 3 days straight. I had very few if any health issues before this. I pretty much only contacted my doctor about acne medication. 

I told my doctor what was going on. 

My heart was palpating. 

I was losing my hair. 

I had severe diarrhea. 

I couldn't sleep. 

I was so disoriented and exhausted that I literally just sat on the floor while I was grocery shopping and couldn't get up. 

I fainted in class. 

Aaaaaaaaaaaaand my doctor thinks I want drugs.

He said so. Very straightforward. 

I get it, I look like a skinny, withered little addict. But, I've been going to this same hospital since I was 4 years old. I just want help.

He dismissed me. Sent me to a nutritionist. Told me to eat more. 

I really just want help. This is a nightmare. I want to be the old me again.",1.038605299860528,3.561881514644355,2.921184100418412,88.30866596931662,87.41004184100419,6.031854951185496,20.518967921896788,7.42949916751922,0.90288440725244,938,30,187,17,30,312,136,239,0.092,0.785,0.122,0.4301,0,0,2,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,2,8,8,0,1,10,1,21,21,4,1,1,30,44,12,0,8,6,0,4,2,0,2,13,1,0,0,9,7,5,0,5,1,1,5,2,4,0,1,19,6,38,4,17,19,6,26,0,2,1,0,11,8,0,5,15,119,47,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22043673305052766,0.0,0.0,0.08962266323578459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875423878826323,0.0,0.07734434152045748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603212213627996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807233778919447,0.0,0.0,0.06520376498499295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4139372243427875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344972598276387,0.310364131684124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05112125873884861,0.07222877220286053,0.0,0.11075457349374332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564541374267596,0.0,0.17237932926058813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905693933656836,0.0,0.0,0.10746890510733426,0.0,0.11980881703448384,0.20330379318195868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552638783659836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984987456313043,0.0,0.0,0.09878868928514332,0.10133284529578157,0.0,0.0,0.08490196025345356,0.11310959979035423,0.11036704239006448,0.08595507002645594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018517200324946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070030899350067,0.0,0.07432312915409402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21218344076567544,0.0,0.06851073859306063,0.15378841167193574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285919301568187,0.0,0.0,0.11818525457963508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476986009929639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617312901879302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421882791798402,0.0,0.08363433657168635,0.0,0.10117709230430036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999451653653824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074184581457089,0.0,0.0,0.10569593244003596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956681918605956,0.0,0.08026534302792658,0.05895459986030448,0.0,0.0,0.19321855496197884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16684290259778184,0.23853521451740586,0.0,0.0,0.12311752715357728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021542042606027
anxiety,goodgirlgoneweird,2019/04/11,"Weird reaction to... ...the pictures of the black hole. I’ve never been a huge fan of astronomy photos, not sure why, and for some  reason, I’m getting spikes of anxiety every time I see the new pics. Is anyone else else having an issue like this?",3.1156249999999983,4.885502645833334,4.823333333333334,81.855,74.625,7.3000000000000025,22.416666666666664,8.07648339933343,1.239316666666666,189,5,36,3,4,64,41,48,0.187,0.763,0.05,-0.584,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,0,3,0,0,1,2,6,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,1,2,5,5,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,4,19,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164730183513736,0.0,0.0,0.19786079640323287,0.2899385392097257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47277405657858096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23841634894117744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784133614873318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295349540013396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382459616834067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182456656934732,0.2732963896701024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909426310333423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254922692409942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26669802343505794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16500341106507482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25533846762106865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mattC107,2019/04/11,"SUPER HELPFUL BODY/MIND HACK TO HELP ANYONE RELAX DURING A PANIC ATTACK the tip is a super simple breathing technique:

SLOW INHALE FOR 5 SECONDS
HOLD FOR 2 SECONDS
SLOW EXHALE FOR 5 SECONDS
KEEP GOING and COUNT IN YOUR HEAD

this tip has helped me calm down so many times and i even use it to fall asleep when my insomnia gets bad.  hope it works for yall as well. 

PS really sorry if my caps lock gave you anxiety",3.0548364888123922,4.869079337349401,4.246333907056801,85.73734939759039,74.90361445783131,6.1886402753872645,21.49569707401033,6.868970318607317,0.6143817555938038,327,8,62,3,7,107,69,83,0.142,0.601,0.256,0.9148,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,3,4,9,1,1,3,0,2,4,3,1,0,7,8,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,3,1,3,1,1,7,6,9,7,0,8,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,4,34,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779406323961022,0.0,0.0,0.16264140217807554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26461945358119426,0.0,0.0,0.19421376085229367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15363206537125185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152544944834405,0.0,0.1321936259660828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387177491651015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4677265953289626,0.0,0.0,0.2310272290206143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20674820372100605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358228991355427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348626880982893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729094635971845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14901141621623953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26037997705180355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13563266007025265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008942801738308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091380010076317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693377296010642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,runningbree,2019/04/11,"Anxiety Trigger? As I sit trying to do my taxes, I can feel my anxiety building up. Trying to bring myself back down to reality, and it has me thinking about how things like this tend to trigger my anxiety.

By ""things"", I mean government, or financial forms, or pretty much anything that can be associated with breaking the law. For example:

1) Thinking I filled out my FAFSA forms incorrectly, and facing some sort of legal reprecussion.

2) Fear of screwing up my tax returns

3) Worrying if I ran a red light 

Anyone else have anxiety over stuff like this?, Or is it just me?",5.9772496662216295,6.936973000000003,7.244325767690253,70.3499065420561,66.66355140186916,10.60026702269693,34.91188251001335,10.608840637214634,4.043201335113485,449,21,77,12,7,153,78,107,0.13,0.7879999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.5319,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,1,2,0,7,2,1,3,0,19,14,8,0,1,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,4,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,1,3,13,2,16,12,4,12,0,0,1,1,0,5,1,6,4,59,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6035987839908391,0.0,0.0,0.1379254294807736,0.20211127353410435,0.16232423087542955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167708091282894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164781417002077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22196695184367013,0.0997381612030678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927378640517277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148687514050822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14500527607420205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20067946344246468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22581002294200045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620951936152988,0.252786347937234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26784667929556216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20032224109452787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cheezephobia,2019/04/11,"Something I learned recently at my last counseling appointment was a good way to pull yourself out of your head and this has helped me from spiraling into anxiety. What you do is focus on what your five senses are doing. So, What do you see, feel, taste, smell and hear? I hope this helps someone! This helps pull me out of my own head.",4.127384615384617,5.714033123076924,4.366153846153846,86.91384615384617,71.61538461538461,8.276923076923078,26.84615384615385,8.841846274778883,1.9166000000000003,263,9,53,5,5,82,49,65,0.024,0.805,0.171,0.8858,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,7,3,2,0,0,8,11,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,5,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,5,10,2,9,10,1,10,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,1,2,38,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896400430622547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534385215585156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20792371218554853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5088263835167309,0.0,0.27939722339020395,0.0,0.4984791302871037,0.0,0.0,0.2462170279494993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020686262761677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244767757042518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197541310112177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100417882236656,0.19084273527202375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19676859835912774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AverageStockPhoto,2019/04/11,Problems with going out to eat I have a very bad issue that whenever I go out to eat (whether it be with my family or by myself) I get really anxious to the point where I feel nauseated and want to throw up. It’s really affecting how I go to different places. I think it may be from the anticipation of getting the food and thinking that it will taste terrible. Can I get some helpful tips so that I don’t have this problem?,3.902068965517241,4.731915011494259,5.933965517241383,78.34508620689657,71.29885057471266,9.937931034482759,29.44252873563219,10.125756701596842,2.89572183908046,334,13,69,9,6,117,60,87,0.17,0.768,0.062,-0.8888,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,8,4,0,2,0,18,18,6,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,6,4,0,3,0,0,4,1,4,0,0,0,2,10,0,13,14,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,3,0,51,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185413536105293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152113004261104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20211214982582887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39589151623413693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18236570516445488,0.0,0.09781320021147756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339182782763025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30320603191595497,0.0,0.32982313544781616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12966422134899386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20190961560207665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20211214982582887,0.0,0.1828710355228424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3702075193650165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478556846937513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479075347215481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15961498834592708,0.11410073456068948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,findthelightwithme,2019/04/11,"Scared of the dark and going to sleep So, I hope this belongs here.


At night, I have a lot of trouble falling asleep. I have a very irrational fear of a home invasion and as such, every creak and groan has me awake. I get so scared I can hardly move. 

I’ve started sleeping in my moms bedroom because I feel at least a little better with her near me. The dogs sleep here too. 

I try and dismiss my fears by telling myself that the dogs would be up in arms if there really was someone trying to get in, but it doesn’t help. 

The only way I can really get to sleep is by waking my mom up and having her stay awake until I fall asleep, which I feel incredibly bad about. I’m just so terrified.

I really don’t know what to do at this point. I want to sleep and not be worried but I can’t.

What do I do?",1.2480784313725517,2.8251919647058834,3.128823529411765,92.81637254901965,79.35294117647058,6.180392156862745,20.15686274509804,7.03164865440522,0.22969803921568666,614,15,142,7,15,206,102,170,0.152,0.782,0.066,-0.9391,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,10,8,0,4,8,0,17,9,9,0,0,19,28,14,0,4,5,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,7,7,0,0,3,0,0,4,4,6,0,0,1,3,22,2,23,24,2,20,0,0,0,0,6,11,0,3,3,98,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023371949977144,0.07471488030387942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083993538629632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326684312757073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27584085448217105,0.12394574679797905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19210647427045885,0.0,0.06965688125587917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979474463936503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215316906783744,0.0,0.12294333651995196,0.12173534193617365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735887377714977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284297663239235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420092940127026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870948069675305,0.0,0.13026788497960265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501955612420665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321669694660588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586415236692553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235556074265066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454191871709519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6132708081664799,0.0,0.1038494742757506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675259521479899,0.13063867095979595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712777706909883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16642805668461685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112949421915148,0.0722923936889203,0.09728690498393593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447136318341487,0.0,0.08706711847278863,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,angelina_G226,2019/04/11,"What my mental state has lead up to.. So for years now I’ve had huge anxiety especially academically and I’m always getting emotional, upset, or just straight up depressed for months and it would go off and on but all of this has lead up to me now having issues with my heart. Not being able to get upset or my nose bleeds or I lose balance and trip. What commonly happens is that I start to get light headed and then all of a sudden all I hear is my heart beat and I in a way black out so I go to the er and all they say is go to a cardiologist so I’m doing that now. I want to say for people who are going through this that getting help sooner is much better and that’s easier said then done and I’ve had every mental illness in the book but take it from someone who has physical problems because of my mental health.. please, please in any way talk to someone about it.",3.2971978021978003,4.216027291208793,4.782087912087913,85.71291208791209,72.7912087912088,7.358241758241759,24.43956043956044,7.61054688173877,1.029206593406593,685,19,147,8,13,230,103,182,0.1,0.784,0.116,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,5,8,6,0,2,5,0,15,7,4,2,4,27,31,19,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,13,11,0,0,0,1,0,7,1,5,1,0,4,7,13,1,27,25,5,31,0,2,1,0,9,11,0,3,10,102,26,4,0.1311080775056969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909242333384787,0.0,0.0,0.08915798859142135,0.0,0.1002973204332692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992226714629347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595444016888172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292319504110886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341690830405751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474789405291177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104642099435653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739942368415369,0.0,0.2980469673332773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593843994721252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13455471220212115,0.1393617554984538,0.14776833199375364,0.31072740621006384,0.08787898071240569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368427699680304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466764025814528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3963783155304411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464921662102604,0.0,0.09637952245543052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089383289596617,0.0,0.0,0.2878345961690035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12545272364032245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471380515556775,0.2085248110508796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22217489721756856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279897206810382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857695768271732,0.10537970641337037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733094100601685,0.20813497869067665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313541658553504,0.0,0.0,0.08442930336649783
anxiety,hulabooper,2019/04/12,"I take four showers a day to cope with my anxiety My skin is so dry. It seems like showering is the one thing that really helps me calm down. I am overcome with guilt and anxiety that I use a shower to drown out all my negative emotions. I can't deal with how I'm feeling. I feel like it's either this or suicide. Can't afford therapy or a psychiatrist visit until another couple of months. 

Today I'm on my third shower, and I feel like having another one even though I just had one. I can't handle my guilt.",2.2324737945492683,3.8751854339622653,4.588238993710693,83.14470649895179,76.73584905660377,8.107337526205452,24.041928721174003,8.841846274778883,1.7982067085953883,400,13,82,9,9,140,69,106,0.177,0.691,0.131,-0.7222,5,0,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,2,4,0,8,1,1,2,1,17,16,8,2,0,4,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,6,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,2,0,5,1,4,14,4,10,15,2,8,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,3,7,59,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3815375513586119,0.2783508942427997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013013543353647,0.0,0.11732937364764826,0.1875611610277924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20464602045661315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016261323963055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275966821975186,0.2599407136643341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194340168199523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26664445772339296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521426346405522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698400874141992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654859375751232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16562163832868862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19900116961023612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367882222784554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080520555651329,0.0,0.1208657695385042,0.0,0.17874465282361224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17244774186068154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15712853714651134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwtheway1005,2019/04/12,"Overthinking about my crush So we went to eat out last Monday, we interchanged photos and cool stuff. I chatted hi Wednesday, and today, she just left me. Now I’m (16M) thinking... why does she even share memes about crushes, are those indirects to other person?

Well, as you heard me, I’m af anxious what will happen. Two years ago somebody friend zoned me, and since then i haven’t been in a date. Probably she doesn’t like me, or idk. Most do you will say I’m not ready even of thinking about a girlfriend, please I need advice",2.0014073426573407,4.419565067307693,2.506888111888113,93.92902097902099,81.01923076923076,5.320279720279721,20.993006993007,6.574015621080383,0.27397307692307704,413,12,85,4,11,127,79,104,0.094,0.769,0.13699999999999998,0.6798,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,2,2,0,0,9,5,0,0,2,1,7,1,0,0,0,14,16,7,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,0,1,4,6,1,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,1,1,3,3,15,5,9,11,1,13,0,0,0,0,15,3,0,3,10,51,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049385879889883,0.18590651306440786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23692694746944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18352974160800672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21459867187782256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27703972106731545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16203123207854336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185457084463996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709519858001713,0.0,0.0,0.22786431917189606,0.0,0.0,0.10245991411172016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555067191911063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18312176581438624,0.0,0.2302125379541062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261165339611314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16677990282390193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17348477854973193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400823073352465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26876366639938626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987925903729227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20486859679058472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885658873481892,0.19441503718044356,0.18924210981139344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505453801867712
anxiety,wellthenscrewme,2019/04/12,Oh dear. My parents forced me to go to therapy and the first session is tomorrow. My anxiety stomachaches are on the brink of crippling. I'm legitimately terrified. Can anyone tell me what to expect? It would be very much appreciated. I'm so freaking scared.,2.671185410334349,5.688944872340429,4.6030395136778095,74.02000000000002,89.63829787234043,7.792097264437691,30.11854103343465,8.418075326091056,3.3878413373860186,207,11,34,6,7,70,40,47,0.253,0.642,0.104,-0.8313,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,8,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,1,5,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,22,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679092308340665,0.0,0.0,0.24487455379110346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978879349556812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19903207140965126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574442030718905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38886609188840177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506207018289723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060984498753234,0.0,0.4004949675590494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889594301689933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24877870827508555,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sounkawaii,2019/04/12,"Close to giving up completely. So this is my first post, ever. I truly believe I have a terrible case of anxiety and other mental problems I haven’t yet understood since I haven’t seen a psychiatrist yet. I worked at a retail store for over a year and left to a new rerail store because of some trauma I went through with an associate I unfortunately worked with. I now work in customer service (again) & it is so different, at least the way I feel is making it different. I get the worst anxiety even before i fully wakeup. Knowing I have to go into an environment full of people who may either yell, scream, flirt, or just make me uncomfortable kills me. I’ve been job searching like crazy but I know deep down I’ll feel this way no matter where I go unless I do a “work from home” job or have my own office space. Ive been contemplating quitting literally every 5 minutes here. I just feel like I am drained completely and every day I am here, I am becoming lifeless. I don’t want to disappoint my girlfriend for quitting but I complain about how I am feeling about work all the time and I am sure it is an annyance. I already have a list of reasons why this place is shit like a manager who likes to  single me out over my mistakes, coworkers treating me like a inconvenience when i ask questions, & just customers constantly going off at me, & only me. I DO NOT have the emotional stability to stay here. Ive been trying to look for anything to get money like my dad letting me sell his collectibles and just saving more. I do not have a car so things are tough in the sense of doing side jobs like postmates or uber. I dont know what to do right now. The only thing that is keeping me here is my girlfriend saying we need the money. Work is an everyday realization that this is some repetitive cycle until the day we die. If this is how I’ll feel for the rest of my life, life isn’t worth it. Advice?",4.568955465587045,5.508527652631582,5.6673684210526325,80.46196356275307,69.84210526315789,8.582995951417004,29.089068825910932,8.841846274778883,2.231323886639676,1508,55,295,26,26,501,200,380,0.146,0.764,0.091,-0.9599,5,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,2,0,0,9,24,22,2,0,23,0,39,3,1,5,3,54,63,19,2,5,14,1,5,7,2,1,2,3,1,0,17,12,0,1,11,0,7,5,8,11,0,1,6,10,48,11,39,55,11,47,0,1,2,0,13,21,1,8,24,212,65,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506896855275509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606716538217723,0.0,0.0,0.28297160319962594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319340740920035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163870434737099,0.0,0.08138451088735472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05306781399093174,0.0961452159025881,0.07407724513980607,0.09808097789678834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18255065780529167,0.0940753402454522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228632196658914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034916533121376,0.18190752924671547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020276078657076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792496212917882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0574988916206591,0.07874607421115787,0.14669489130507524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200876789633547,0.062191985176687725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404879062829263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096510718770512,0.08351092173894271,0.14842579159496347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732308861808577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25916544644129824,0.07737832938581687,0.09631326685961046,0.0,0.14352916727053222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945853233016835,0.08901945785574743,0.1229787964155688,0.2977141351422491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310412862514915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162195448578861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773078921841633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06455005050254929,0.0,0.08407809354260462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324182362145786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0603528552088836,0.0,0.09095376462335772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337445924930152,0.0,0.0,0.08329971158868893,0.0,0.0,0.0975213286907294,0.18518704674445333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950686021531773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743443458496008,0.0,0.06922949185792376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936052800385015,0.07201265176874258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278886163399262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204814336943145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567071647289985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05076236918872068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0591045125086877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051347191960148704,0.13820013781573026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070069598105414,0.0785534400640423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3802617014133576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056060453818658235
anxiety,aldotoday,2019/04/12,"When I know a guy likes me, it makes me uncomfortable So I never step in his vicinity or if I do, I leave asap.  This doesn't happen often, so I have been single my whole life. Dae relate?",-0.5917500000000011,1.5212533250000035,2.575000000000003,90.85000000000002,90.75,5.2,13.0,6.742157984588678,-0.5374000000000003,143,2,32,2,5,51,34,40,0.104,0.82,0.077,-0.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,1,6,7,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,9,1,1,6,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,3,26,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3973337081135505,0.3548536321833464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22053489127154,0.0,0.0,0.42490123591584894,0.0,0.0,0.2834383701790679,0.1960468255004628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678598208601597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094945372540036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44801864455865503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,G-FV,2019/04/12,"Why am i experiencing panic just by laying in bed at night? Hello you lovely people. I have a big problem and i don't know what to do. 

I've been through problems with anxiety in my past. 2016, i was diagnosed with a generalized anxiety disorder. It took some time, but i got ""over it"". Since 2017, i live a pretty normal Life again. No panic attacks, no anxiety. Everything is pretty much fine again. Except, that i sometimes, experience anxiety attacks when i try to sleep. Usually, i could point my finger on things which scared me. I knew what triggered me and had strategies to deal with those situations. But this is very different. 

At some nights, when i lay in bed, i experience this strong feeling of anxiety/panic. I exactly know this feeling from my early childhood. Back then, i hit my head against the wall because i couldn't stand this feeling. It wasn't hard and didn't really hurt but it definitly helped. I can't associate anything with this feeling. There is nothing except this anxiety. 

I am laying in my bed right now at 4AM and can't sleep because i experience this shit again. It just doesn't make any sense. There was no situation which scared me today and no thoughts about anything which might could spark a tiny bit of anxiety. This stuff feels like a really bad fever dream and i just feel sick right now. 

Is there anything i can do? I usually have to wait until i calm down which can take up to 2 hours. 

Thank you all and wish you only the best!",2.8232391782832025,5.364004124113479,3.893903154805578,84.46500000000002,78.68085106382979,7.29391049156273,25.32697481046711,8.326086129247049,1.85871274150159,1161,44,221,24,29,375,152,282,0.202,0.629,0.16899999999999998,-0.8697,1,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,3,0,2,15,18,3,4,7,0,26,10,5,2,2,45,45,14,0,7,8,0,8,1,0,1,4,0,3,0,23,11,0,1,10,1,0,1,11,11,0,0,10,9,33,7,30,30,6,38,0,1,0,1,7,16,1,3,21,153,56,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05939627969196171,0.0,0.4009032364407983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156277024962023,0.0,0.0,0.1987306926236375,0.0,0.06716142603844702,0.07292781140781696,0.10648704413445434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166115865059313,0.0,0.09535600591953107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13947266133556102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004686535579039,0.0,0.08865137297112191,0.0,0.09125491347068973,0.10010272016293384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849831539849715,0.2563148337699041,0.0,0.0,0.2649796698302879,0.062397903477340866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985622845724772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824223080188847,0.0,0.08963918372422308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05854421572203108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601532564111705,0.0,0.09350255813820647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600292921010076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06169299023577899,0.04267140995664926,0.0,0.07712552707540461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883052675534674,0.0,0.05830217448132832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926571898330844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06420720299752553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639311004649737,0.08557765954538919,0.08380802704596299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06642833717626842,0.0,0.20495653660464,0.0,0.0,0.08337883913660286,0.060552684131354416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256742871377733,0.0,0.0,0.1777185961163412,0.0,0.16715103557587288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119084086703251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149181001482111,0.0,0.0,0.1748912914631151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965640162839747,0.07225108639718572,0.1963545304072139,0.17481228732479304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638452518044011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998691340371428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656711153112389,0.0,0.0,0.0804137598429235,0.0,0.0,0.058026851700629926,0.0,0.0,0.0693406377276598,0.05093044391363535,0.0,0.08279101338009913,0.0,0.09704135958869543,0.059300208155677325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923920939249981,0.07206717638046374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881353130960217,0.0,0.10044021486506208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,julie1423,2019/04/12,"Have any of you deleted your social media accounts? Social media is a breeding ground of my self loathing behavior.  I get jealous of friends and exes being normal and happy.  It makes my anxiety sky rocket.  

I just need advice on whether I should delete my accounts all together.",4.576599999999999,7.464603460000002,5.065999999999999,76.55300000000003,74.4,6.4,32.0,7.554174236665415,2.718600000000001,223,11,32,3,5,71,40,50,0.149,0.73,0.121,-0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,9,7,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,2,4,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,23,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.291915491767658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031466391133873,0.0,0.2285276269686681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307980515434652,0.0,0.15607409170553924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180036323873488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19940458998961533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221504504599622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29269196673589376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31164053326729074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6090352157731409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thisiscory_,2019/04/12,"I Expect The Worst I always have the feeling that everything is just going to go wrong. Even if things are going perfectly fine, I begin to obsess over the worst case scenario from every point I can possibly think of. I always think ahead to problems that aren't even existent yet to try and figure out how I will handle it if it does happen. This is so unhealthy. 

I know that it is unproductive to think this way, but my mind just wanders and wants me to prepare in case something comes up. Does anyone have any ways to try and keep these thoughts at bay?",6.7093883792048965,6.359660321100918,6.542706422018348,80.51142966360858,65.05504587155963,9.101529051987768,30.093272171253822,8.344100000000001,2.0469620795107035,441,13,85,5,6,139,73,109,0.119,0.833,0.048,-0.7866,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,7,7,0,1,3,0,9,0,0,1,1,24,23,8,0,5,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,1,7,0,0,4,1,5,0,0,1,1,9,2,15,21,2,15,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,2,3,61,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29797210822344466,0.0,0.0,0.1217618649108553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251976968207144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15423790594882916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133801629128677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365250235758605,0.0,0.15085948461972065,0.0,0.16092087458762255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053434246871694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052790485760504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583355668499918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15915012156221495,0.0,0.0,0.09840259152719856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18079201989929355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16926252205058914,0.20185483196099072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17132909602293986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13784339044647342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895454925151695,0.34418890702681976,0.0,0.14214771375606028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431298381677719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560982522109,0.2842471388031781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957658407139951,0.0,0.0
anxiety,komque,2019/04/12,"Outside Hey guys, this seems like a good place to talk to some people who have the same isues.

I've been struggling with this issue for about 7/8 months.
Oke well it's about going outside and leaving my house it's not that i don't want to go outside actually i would rly like to go do things with my friends i used to live the party lifestyle and go outside every day but now im terrified just of the thought i could get in an embarrassing situation, sometimes i try to go outside but certain places i rly can't  go anymore cause I'm afraid i will run into someone i know, sometimes i have these flashbacks of moments where i felt rly anxious and when im having these flashbacks it feels like I'm having a hearth attack.
I've been trying to go to the doctor for these problems but somehow every time i want to make an appointment i convince myself i feel fine and don't go. Do you guys have any advice for where i should start looking for help (some kind of doctor,...) or other things.
 
English is not my first language, sorry if i made any mistakes.",3.0478883622959434,4.9159007109004715,3.801571879936808,88.68575961032124,75.0663507109005,5.636756187467087,26.4141653501843,6.139981653823899,0.8919223802001053,834,31,165,5,18,265,121,211,0.119,0.753,0.127,-0.6509999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,9,16,1,3,8,0,17,2,0,4,1,37,41,10,0,8,8,0,3,3,1,3,2,0,0,2,13,7,0,0,6,0,0,9,5,6,1,1,5,4,20,10,22,32,3,23,0,0,1,0,8,6,0,6,11,102,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.10556181545828686,0.0,0.0,0.10570597603448573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471234954717478,0.0,0.0,0.12220536150309655,0.10727912994794037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306307022907655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111240703441238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863678060513781,0.0,0.0,0.06976301382706969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214404974314832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822818229547415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939163040895952,0.07727923126923975,0.103863606197273,0.0,0.0,0.09201239677289408,0.0,0.0,0.08357464400922385,0.0,0.05651623385086035,0.0,0.4918203331142078,0.09073087146060944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142177138259188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250647432252327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481779428433093,0.0,0.0,0.2336920705669183,0.1129051191362907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264614335196435,0.05944937374094605,0.0,0.0,0.1145402082695792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585444498061669,0.0,0.09551925804344674,0.0,0.09083856781077322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235646235835368,0.07220670846542594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634312410423138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499394402985766,0.0,0.2260367470556696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350751239463983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847716974510444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159164267123472,0.0,0.0,0.09165512816388864,0.0,0.21397288458343527,0.12109147293790895,0.07656582075561869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308651882259176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694583067800034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14373144745247002,0.0,0.0,0.08587774397353444,0.0630768877559506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14688552803831928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342724646684436,0.0,0.0,0.12760716710492742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726104470877016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684341166036432,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,I_am_Me21,2019/04/12,Anxiety sucks That is all,0.8520000000000003,2.9771142000000026,2.8800000000000026,83.32000000000005,107.0,10.0,25.0,8.841846274778883,3.809000000000001,21,1,4,1,1,7,5,5,0.583,0.417,0.0,-0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Throwaawwaayy101,2019/04/12,"Sleeping Because of Panic Attack So basically, whenever I have a pain attack and its like during the evening/night time, I make myself fall asleep immediately. But, then when I wake up I feel exhausted and weak and doing small tasks make me wanna fall to the floor out of exhaustion (even like sitting up for five minutes). I also have this weird tingling feeling and I’m sweaty and dehydrated. I also usually have nightmares and a weird feeling in my chest. It usually goes away in two hours but I don’t know what to do and sleeping is the only way to stop the panic attack, but the results aren’t so great either.",5.503474576271188,6.6096091355932245,6.262500000000002,76.43493644067799,67.8135593220339,8.611864406779661,30.85169491525424,8.841846274778883,2.5805220338983044,490,19,87,8,8,161,77,118,0.217,0.68,0.103,-0.8948,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,6,14,3,2,7,0,8,10,5,3,0,21,15,16,0,1,4,0,3,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,4,0,0,2,2,11,0,2,0,3,10,3,13,15,1,19,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,9,62,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439037920599627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5204624857849602,0.1432760691450777,0.0,0.0,0.09296083217347104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007229130452231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313213857769683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681286190374699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501789502425147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380843193650292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14900478501692166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20358603063350814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14310822168277412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598093559642365,0.16226769319692658,0.35784503846501553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30521451385845544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749442514437834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892230012879014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489675327475588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.335908077836817,0.0,0.0,0.12104511992932293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gazzax,2019/04/12,"Scared to go back on my meds after 2 weeks off... advice needed! Hi i’ve had severe agoraphobia anxiety ocd and been on clomipramine for 14 years but the last 3 weeks they had a manufacturing issue and i couldn’t get them. i stopped for 2 and a half weeks now. i take 40mg propranolol 2x a day also! anyway, i’ve been a complete mess. so emotional and anxious non stop and now i have managed to get some clomipramine but i’m terrified to retake them after a short time off? i won’t take other meds either, i’m just so anxious of them. has anyone had an experience like this before and was it ok? is my body gonna freak out and something awful will happen is all i can think :-( but i know that i need them, the last few weeks have proven that. i’m in such a pickle over this. just need some advice if anyone has had a similar experience thank you",1.3229885057471265,3.508910494252873,3.0995402298850583,90.05781609195402,81.98850574712644,5.935632183908046,19.4367816091954,7.1686216300943375,0.3406919540229887,662,17,142,9,18,220,106,174,0.204,0.73,0.066,-0.9746,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,5,0,10,6,0,1,10,2,17,1,1,0,1,26,33,14,0,5,7,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,7,0,16,3,15,22,5,25,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,3,17,91,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569179806086114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512671390325673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005648177123794,0.2970196754692276,0.0,0.18383662845611234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010828941191238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186086157001886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14601992344737671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783094811189595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477937249155157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14787227322382154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571818054041141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13736249564386066,0.0,0.07471046786225083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624765276661972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13720773553714255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07224574060499463,0.21431122076029888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06422361568219971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29203984689475343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924227642365439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13161213914072262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485098377346138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012025971648963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21980912790594345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976797333603557,0.0,0.0,0.12102863282369394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423281714521108,0.0,0.0,0.07665407024881891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4217899054379705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846544799597522
anxiety,Y2K_Casper,2019/04/12,"I quit my job today and it felt amazing I studied commercial real estate in college and hated almost every second inside the classroom. Graduated with my degree and worked in commercial for 6 months. Discovered it wasn’t what I wanted to do so merged into residential real estate. After 6 months of working real estate on the side while working a call center job I started working more full time and my anxiety went though the roof. Today I quit. It felt amazing, my anxiety essentially gone and I feel free. Has anyone else let go of something they really wanted to be great at, and then been in this “now what?” place? I would love to hear your story and anything encouraging to be honest..",4.700056818181821,7.013396562500002,6.002869318181819,72.75065340909094,71.65625,7.779545454545455,27.26136363636364,8.575989854853784,2.437396875,552,20,85,10,11,185,85,128,0.055,0.779,0.166,0.9542,2,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,6,3,8,1,0,4,0,8,1,0,0,0,19,20,11,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,9,0,0,3,0,1,3,1,1,0,1,6,4,13,8,15,10,2,23,0,0,0,1,6,10,0,1,10,61,19,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036548901964362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991884745516936,0.0,0.0,0.09103118372279374,0.13339402706805098,0.1071344634496297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13293753650712986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108756213424076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968985699800514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658274758384255,0.0,0.2500037343581909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07398941530967039,0.0,0.0,0.14353384452885512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285346955113749,0.0,0.0,0.14673247754643234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583850103759465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312708459533182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175006655863408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20783125343453876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13601980745489206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769440775280659,0.0,0.4445507904691541,0.08340241429745089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022586133253523,0.0,0.0,0.09214845225356297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791004256358118,0.0,0.0759142594217672,0.0,0.2468079201581508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357770385185782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12068651775189745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3791166029824901,0.0,0.0,0.09248253829847876,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bijufuy,2019/04/12,"How to deal with fear of growing old, being ill or death? I have anxiety over these three things and has caused me in the past to have panic attacks, today I woke up ill and so panicked, went to the hospital and found out it was a stomach bug, something so common but I freaked out and kept on collapsing on the floor, fearing for my life and I just couldn't handle it.

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My mum suggested I go back to live with her but I know this will make me worse, I will feel like I have taken a step backwards in life. I understand since I keep isolating myself but I would love it if people contacted me and asked me to come round rather than me reaching out to do so, it would make me feel like I am wanted rather than a burden.

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I want to get rid of this fear and anxiety of growing old, being ill and death since these will happen regardless of how I feel.",4.794488636363635,5.101005380681818,5.198863636363637,86.28704545454546,69.05681818181819,8.445454545454545,27.93181818181818,8.296473431620573,1.6617909090909095,681,21,144,9,11,217,100,176,0.247,0.6579999999999999,0.095,-0.9835,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,9,10,1,4,6,0,15,7,1,5,0,41,36,18,2,9,8,1,4,2,0,5,5,0,0,0,9,14,0,2,6,0,0,6,1,7,0,1,6,4,24,3,25,22,0,23,0,0,1,1,7,11,0,2,8,102,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26194038630902977,0.29375760304579457,0.0,0.0,0.18494116828024554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300369001885055,0.13751505273412268,0.0,0.09294696175458717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12417398952388554,0.0,0.10412484357367124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461889277862985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080607365259011,0.1833571492612428,0.17270912457263027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253540572377248,0.0,0.0,0.06315325031195906,0.0,0.06869719213694525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689114345129704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744104317582112,0.0,0.0,0.0664308451737716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707580181721722,0.11810880570000172,0.0,0.10673661710631788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909622364523272,0.0,0.16137268969313248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25368018301989803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182313042488673,0.0,0.0,0.1153907864900794,0.08380090102423822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19998142863262755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305703017431614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030531636820888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457727460787435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258372335579422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259278824282082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205420212662967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318400312580954,0.17173512390150272,0.0,0.29375760304579457,0.0
anxiety,hahaokthrowaway,2019/04/12,"Intrusive thoughts that my boyfriend is trying to harm me? 24M Hi, I know this sounds crazy, I KNOW it does. I can't stop having intrusive thoughts about potentially being in imminent danger every time I spend time with my boyfriend. 

Once again, I recognize these thoughts are intrusive and I am trying my best to not attach any meaning to them. One day out of no where I developed this crazy fear that my boyfriend and his family were plotting to kidnap and torture me. Some combination of a couple of horror movies and some crappy life experiences I think have conditioned me with the fear that at some point in my life someone or some group is going to kidnap me, torture me, and take me far away or kill me. 

This is not the first time I've had these thoughts. It's happened with new roommates, and before first dates with people I had only talked to online before. 

So, this is a pretty common theme. But I feel like this is starting to interfere with my relationship with my boyfriend. Often times I tense up around him because the thought will pass by in my mind and I try to confront it, take a deep breath, and just tell myself that it is an intrusive thought and it will go away. 

Evidence against: we've been dating for over 6 months, I've been to his house multiple times, I've been to several events with his family and friends (as he has with me), and all my friends and family who've met him like him a lot. 

Evidence for: ???? literally nothing except the confirmation biases I've fallen for that have helped validate these thoughts. 

**TL;DR: I have been having intrusive thoughts about my boyfriend potentially being in a position to harm me and I want to know how to make them stop or deal with them better. Has anyone been in a similar situation?**",4.469496562430691,6.41828323952096,4.814683965402531,82.57667886449326,71.39520958083833,8.421202040363719,27.939232645819484,9.049649993220411,2.3080265247283207,1398,52,264,29,27,441,167,334,0.14300000000000002,0.775,0.08199999999999999,-0.9745,0,0,0,0,0,1,41.0,0,0,3,4,9,15,5,2,11,0,28,3,1,2,1,60,51,20,1,1,8,0,1,2,2,2,2,1,0,0,18,24,0,3,14,0,1,4,4,9,0,3,17,2,43,6,46,30,7,38,0,0,0,0,20,16,0,9,20,182,61,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061824220541356265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635687538555731,0.0,0.0,0.08093218896280914,0.0,0.0,0.17083223907043935,0.0,0.0,0.055419956733894604,0.0,0.15472119207004392,0.0,0.09540799048155586,0.08040550258039597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059393323615884,0.0,0.05863161337548125,0.09372770974353817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955891739747825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659844939721724,0.0,0.0,0.08893073715050749,0.2571151498247479,0.2046056710345648,0.045968539981302715,0.06494854165796274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15466176064906134,0.0,0.0,0.14047891416184582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333634557715847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039440765498529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06093732676508722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490184204197303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058219249754216,0.0,0.14989085929833226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842962737643365,0.08883137710483692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07729131031948075,0.0,0.0,0.06068539160815625,0.0,0.0,0.09903133034092176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917966041219422,0.0,0.07256619793776951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878047154381699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723384653208806,0.0,0.0,0.09681978979441364,0.06160526371723332,0.06914372733578784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630278953079712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594253628016556,0.0,0.0,0.09249159827499974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760695398191148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270624955827598,0.0,0.0,0.10219045582608187,0.0,0.0,0.0770306175662971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06434896306870742,0.0,0.0,0.15201532430624295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13671110504748776,0.07307273652997652,0.07946230718728056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05825362730630939,0.0,0.5774005916311007,0.26506163459358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18517266567089816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05362307098846563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jcjsjsnbaebthrowawy,2019/04/12,"How to push away anxiety I dont know why but i just get anxiety at random times and when i do its usually intense. i noticed that when im around people for to long, even friends, i get to the point where i just cant do it anymore and just get anxiety. also if i have certain things on my mind like problems at home, sometimes i just have anxiety for days at a time. whats best to do when i start having these anxiety feelings? usually i just try to breath and tell myself its all in my head but evem that doesnt help sometimes",3.0745270270270275,3.9970345045045046,4.4915202702702715,87.57349662162164,73.32432432432431,8.072522522522524,28.289414414414416,8.472884824447931,1.853909009009009,414,16,91,7,8,138,68,111,0.13699999999999998,0.7140000000000001,0.149,0.65,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,14,5,0,0,2,0,9,2,2,1,2,20,15,11,0,2,8,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,8,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,13,4,14,15,2,20,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,2,11,66,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630693559824815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5562994096765416,0.0,0.14423568790608687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12947089903873207,0.0,0.0,0.13664404645853095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15262849629338726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379565526521526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17045257458435514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606060866768884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735379615348363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236525012857967,0.0,0.2279564870994729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926162861357534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748420971189048,0.0,0.14588644766818373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15709829382832532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992907214359858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07105379456557749,0.0,0.0,0.12870829628567618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14685119748623082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16558243951365756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008285871742826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13748617923796813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916478685960226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876843447194087,0.0,0.10294195928080256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271194623928533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096622727118988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16961245492705887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098743041588503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32035942406580703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312354212890864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gammaablue,2019/04/12,"Does anyone have great fear of opening texts/emails? I struggle with some social anxiety and anxiety in general. When faced with difficult situations in real life, I somehow handle them-though I do get stressed out. 
However, whenever I receive an email/text, either something work or school related(and I’m expecting it to be negative), I get this weird anxiety and I refuse to even read the preview, thinking it could be something bad. 

I keep telling myself that I have to open it and reply soon. But sometimes I avoid doing so for days, only making the situation worse. I don’t know why I do this. It’s like I’m deliberately trying to avoid confrontation because it’s easier to say “I didn’t check my email”.

It has gotten to the point where I sometimes take a shot or two before opening up messages-but only if I’m expecting the message to be negative in some way. Like sometimes I sit for hours holding my phone, scrolling through insta and when I’m about to open my messages I chicken out and tell myself I’ll do it later. I don’t know what’s wrong with me",5.374745644599301,6.501106868292687,6.18022648083624,76.83396341463416,68.12195121951221,9.369337979094077,33.1794425087108,9.606745405546679,3.2359686411149813,848,38,153,18,14,279,121,205,0.194,0.748,0.058,-0.9712,1,2,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,8,13,1,5,6,0,14,2,1,1,0,36,27,12,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,11,14,0,5,3,1,1,1,5,10,0,1,2,1,22,3,22,21,3,21,0,0,0,0,10,12,0,6,8,97,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075121375604418,0.0,0.0,0.09369080868176696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187830446429564,0.08168070393992641,0.0,0.11401791545406027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698226484603472,0.0,0.0,0.0864142041221396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725791142218757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850091213750619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15077903543348556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001130685979024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477274206173394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195581500257306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190988649920465,0.0,0.0,0.1472777632605688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464300397435868,0.13092412628028127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944116519659301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20381496683354025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266664081939508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402895654565955,0.15251302303177952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655637010646224,0.0,0.13560776210237846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012268092483493,0.0,0.13658867969725527,0.0,0.2063082476806373,0.3975666082352076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534881808049249,0.14007825902162716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074583195997468,0.0,0.2342310449253081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585710934926402,0.1316471437171966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097224522119483,0.0,0.13089139430581662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635716541209553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090756710706445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754827869282097,0.0,0.13655000476356366,0.0,0.14649997878974974,0.0,0.0
anxiety,life180degrees,2019/04/12,"Anybody else get anxiety because of Youtube? I have a love-hate relationship with Youtube but I'm aware it's a huge reason why I have anxiety. I see all these videos of crazy things going on in the world. I watch religious videos since I'm a religious person that makes me feel so insecure and inadequate. At the end of it all, I feel this terrible sense of impending doom. It really makes me feel so sad, depressed, and as if humanity has no  hope. It's akin to watching the news to me. I felt this way with Facebook and other social media sites in the past and I got rid of them. Sadly, Youtube took their place and I'm suffering similar effects. I'm thinking of changing my relationship with Youtube so that I won't go on it unless I need to check something very specific (i.e a tutorial that explains a concept that'll be on my exam, etc.). Am I crazy or are there others out there?",3.5619074675324685,5.198025142045456,5.001493506493507,81.59545454545456,73.14772727272727,8.664935064935065,29.61688311688312,9.23628265651192,2.6142724025974022,699,30,139,16,14,234,109,176,0.252,0.713,0.035,-0.992,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,1,5,8,0,1,9,0,8,0,0,4,2,28,28,13,0,3,4,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,15,9,0,0,8,2,1,3,2,7,0,0,3,7,17,1,21,22,3,17,1,5,3,0,8,11,0,3,2,86,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26687983830630485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633206171877417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845258118059282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502379320973657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571546229644342,0.0,0.1544948812737336,0.0,0.19453766742274067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645940155033204,0.0,0.16748196990727718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113346362251527,0.0,0.19826732684875592,0.0,0.1395091178674854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732502259183996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15743159187871397,0.0,0.2328692834204233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12933903693790633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16651497731345927,0.0,0.15230719904581527,0.1822442001311449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117455359410497,0.17934503551051126,0.0,0.3745491431839594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899963333230908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14429186274216993,0.0,0.0,0.17781134612081936,0.0,0.13428619164205408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588479756442352,0.11176891248434694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938002490524628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392457803804967,0.0,0.1384559159180406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15739765045794232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cleaningproductstoxi,2019/04/12,"Did I Experience Permanent Brain Damage? As I was cleaning my home with a variety of hazardous chemicals, I began feeling lightheaded, suffocated, and sluggish. I left about 10 minutes after these symptoms began and feel much better now, though a trace of my lightheadedness and headache lingers. Unfortunately, I'm EXTREMELY anxious about the possibility that I sustained brain damage that changed my personality and decreased my intelligence. I'm not sure where else to turn, so I hope someone here can tell me the naked truth. Will I ever be the same?",9.00131205673759,10.521420691489359,8.722127659574468,60.43333333333334,60.170212765957444,11.373049645390072,42.26241134751773,11.20814326018867,5.402977304964539,451,25,65,12,6,145,70,94,0.165,0.703,0.132,-0.5117,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,8,6,0,0,5,0,5,3,2,0,3,13,13,7,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,2,12,4,8,7,2,7,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,1,5,46,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355432384862688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18439941630968085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4655051386929885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22056309308675756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17417321056672802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18859825369411515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20395091749033467,0.0,0.0,0.21084556825411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091403563355528,0.20708542253552686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265335380651036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532699192812511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820522917208823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23505001300671696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17665956260887392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19650676828441266,0.21670911192811654,0.0,0.0,0.1822363220639536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048480916686076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267858031343977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SomethingSomeone1,2019/04/12,"What is your resting heart rate? Just curious, as i checked mine throughout the day and i'm quite shocked by it. Also maybe include your rough weight/age for context. 

Sat in a coffee shop in town i got 130. Sat at home with family i got 110 and then sat alone i got 80. I'm 25 and about 95kg (6ft2)

Really goes to show my anxiety in numbers.",-0.8872727272727268,1.2383707777777817,1.2210606060606075,97.96636363636364,98.16666666666669,4.8404040404040405,19.045454545454547,6.574015621080383,0.14523333333333355,264,9,61,4,11,87,57,72,0.093,0.873,0.034,-0.4576,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,9,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,6,1,8,0,10,3,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26053107350646,0.0,0.20116532204891527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924359013116128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16222964779497007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23713998755639984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6035651776858113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980892620956745,0.0,0.0,0.25232626134278824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527168885322702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675555565751151,0.0,0.0,0.1611500746016235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30632146889231765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pheok,2019/04/12,"Question about buspirone (buspar?) So I told my doctor that I've been leaving halfway through exams at uni due to anxiety and she, despite being against meds, prescribed me buspirone to take as an SOS or whenever I had an exam.

She told me to try it out beforehand to see how I felt, so I decided to take it today (5mg, twice a day) and I felt some dizziness/vertigo for about 30mins to an hour. I wasn't really feeling anxious today since I didn't leave my house, so I don't know if it helped or not, though the vertigo made me more nervous.

I have a test tomorrow, and I was wondering if I should try taking it again? I've read that it only starts working after a few weeks so I'm not sure if it's actually going to do anything or if I should just stick to valerian (which is very mild and doesn't help that much either).",5.857032679738557,4.907069670588236,6.977843137254904,78.67807189542486,67.0,10.143790849673204,33.594771241830074,9.444778638647367,2.8651045751633983,644,25,134,11,9,219,107,170,0.069,0.91,0.02,-0.7528,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,10,2,0,1,7,0,13,2,0,2,1,29,28,18,0,6,11,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,10,5,0,0,7,1,0,1,6,1,0,1,10,4,19,1,17,15,5,13,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,10,10,93,29,6,0.0,0.0,0.1456312390533169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416390123595893,0.16859238482580835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280718883719152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962438368421626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15274772358511074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545739247358059,0.0,0.2865768383650363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481334395406903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20005733416263727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14696581492010136,0.17219645151623966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201531890344205,0.0,0.0,0.3160353462908225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120918983485575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16576576677746532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097044490843733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11349947970470495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16717667268385955,0.0,0.14927477672158385,0.0,0.09560337273654526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892048880343878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344823102255655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562887060407776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406516481321665,0.0,0.3366170704984672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466220322152854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829135077679925,0.2851997132821874,0.0,0.20264071202596867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313400230484775,0.0,0.0,0.11970682740276405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161838331967858,0.10864441458577667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxiety-guru,2019/04/12,"After conquering my driving phobia... I need help with getting my first job I'm 18 and need my own car now that I have my license. My dad says my mom and him are willing to buy me my first car (which I know is a huge privilege and I'm so so thankful for that) but he wants me to have some sort of job so I can help pay for the car, which I 100% understand.

The thing is... I've never had or applied to a serious part or full time job before. And I'm as terrified of trying to get a job as I was to try and drive. I have that ""FLEE, THIS IS TOO SCARY"" feeling about it. 
I want to try babysitting because I enjoy watching kids and caring for them. But those jobs are hard for me to find, which means getting a job at a store might be my only option. 

I guess I just need tips from people here about how to go about getting a first job and what I can expect. I'm so scared because it's a whole new realm I've never had to step foot in until now. 

Anything you guys might think could be helpful for me right now, please tell me! I need all I can get!",2.2421200440528644,2.80978837444934,3.718455396475772,93.67257296255508,74.94713656387665,6.5560572687224665,22.998072687224674,6.322622252153567,0.2714671806167401,799,20,194,5,16,265,123,227,0.09,0.778,0.132,0.7796,7,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,1,4,14,6,0,1,9,0,20,1,1,1,3,37,44,19,0,8,5,2,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,12,8,0,0,6,0,3,8,2,2,0,3,3,4,30,4,27,35,6,25,0,0,1,0,13,5,0,8,12,131,42,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826551672355332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595351761947675,0.0,0.08092963044406337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969686180858348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593574328717638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04808930054075331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692669625816968,0.24269563139399036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484491861877324,0.0,0.054051886151532835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477183176426264,0.09417155574713842,0.0,0.0,0.08519779999169409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19124601883037606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6606578774784926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05226869350241939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360014500465428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20178843691662796,0.0,0.11138896503204776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820845576780107,0.14670581163036364,0.09185558974287468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723336761557153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299234897878408,0.0,0.0659356899555431,0.0,0.0,0.104399672050361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122143883534788,0.0,0.07563344426912813,0.09521937908500892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312830413028281,0.08756237338151356,0.0,0.0,0.06318531635244018,0.060941160895290135,0.0,0.0,0.05545805288999208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937156145268528,0.0,0.0,0.09901044875806173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121939473270778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618432793463246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,VeryFairEnuf,2019/04/12,"Does anyone else get really awful dreams as a result of their anxiety? How do you deal with this? I almost always have a dream that either disturbs my sleep so badly to where I feel exhausted all the time, or just makes me incredibly upset the next day. These aren’t nightmares, but more of things that I’m always slightly worried could actually happen. I used to take Prozac and YIKES that just made it ten times worse. The only thing that helps is smoking before bed, but I find that if I smoke to much it negatively effects my mood.",5.407337031900141,6.507017029126214,5.729153952843276,80.19514563106799,68.02912621359225,8.215811373092926,25.393897364771146,8.418075326091056,1.5895004160887654,426,11,79,6,7,136,83,103,0.171,0.767,0.062,-0.8674,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,1,5,5,0,2,5,1,5,3,1,6,1,20,13,8,0,2,7,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,11,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,1,10,0,7,11,4,5,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,4,54,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.19155020382391186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19655554635088526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266571204435438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15016090430346998,0.0,0.0,0.1372501586589795,0.20112175444188896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638935051823335,0.0,0.0,0.16702787825420176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15672116646670306,0.0,0.0,0.1265904670162296,0.2023658205141233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717742345610448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16397466161770533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992498519019232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17940501593770225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025531444916271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17357812662193686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156869152672646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857338389105742,0.13102474283867896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14429534294361313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20875607405955476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492869841159881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257480582667718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19643122401127308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475852499865159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608119985043815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22891593240938055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16953107547210156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19934148094843465,0.20003573544061828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Rasamastal,2019/04/12,"I BLACKED OUT AND JUMPED IN BED NAKED WITH MY BOYFRIENDS BROTHER Fucking kill me please.

So my boyfriend had been out of town for like three weeks and I was really missing him. Said boyfriend lives with his brother.

I went to a wedding and got super blackout drunk. The next day I woke up at my house and my roommate informed me the cops drove me home.

Had no idea what happened. I have zero memory of this. At all. I found this all out, to my horror, days later. 

Somehow, my blackout self managed to successfully tell my lyft driver my boyfriend’s address.

I then proceeded to go into my boyfriend’s brothers room, throw off my clothes, and jump in bed with him. He pushed me out. Then I puked all over his carpet.

He called the cops which I definitely don’t blame him for doing lol

ANYWAY my boyfriend somehow forgave me for this, since I clearly was out of my mind intoxicated. 

I seriously considered breaking up with him out of pure shame. He’s great though and I won’t. 

I seriously won’t go to his house anymore if I know his brother is there. His brothers nice and all and probably wouldn’t be mean to me or anything, but goddd damnnn it’s awkward. There have been a few times I’ve unfortunately bumped into him and he just won’t look at me and I won’t look at him and it is PAINFULLYYYY AWKWARD.

I am so humiliated. Omfg. I’ve done some embarrassing stuff while drunk, but nothing like this.",2.4234779220779217,4.834364603636367,3.258538961038962,89.19352272727276,79.32727272727273,5.81948051948052,26.185064935064936,7.021680442328713,1.1406701298701298,1106,45,224,13,28,350,146,275,0.13,0.7859999999999999,0.083,-0.9022,0,0,0,0,0,1,30.0,0,0,0,2,10,15,2,4,5,1,20,4,0,0,6,44,35,21,1,2,5,5,0,2,0,5,1,1,6,1,9,23,2,0,5,2,0,8,7,9,0,2,13,4,46,6,35,16,6,39,0,1,3,1,26,20,1,5,12,151,55,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15743111560068024,0.0,0.0,0.13063255660690773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16209508783432033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047531351119448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244994130721094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740542965600918,0.0,0.1467560121758679,0.0,0.0,0.1804354298800744,0.0,0.12696185526227385,0.17501551290484926,0.0,0.0,0.1403765482915202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15923289541473593,0.0,0.0,0.3663378815718236,0.0,0.179202338746754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756264075356075,0.0,0.0872413975984022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15510832732886148,0.0,0.14017361403309714,0.0,0.2666094901582044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291844957220534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16028590554236535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16882574827642916,0.0,0.0,0.15231888171773064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742529359006602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17115258034409633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169529258889648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15100163069307124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16560432180519086,0.0,0.0,0.13131444648941398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18172358153364912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387490091363239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15596489997483395,0.0,0.0925647403447164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733463777642587,0.0,0.0,0.14715701982609605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HumanWallE,2019/04/12,"I completely f'd up my interview. I was sweating bullets waiting (15min)  for the manager to come around. Once she greeted me I knew it was game over. You can tell if a person is a hardass or not . When asked an intricate question i literally stood quiet for close to a minute . Ugh.

 Truth is I'm overqualified for the job but couldn't think of a straight answer. Sucks man . ):",0.9443939393939402,3.5249795000000006,2.204393939393942,90.91636363636364,94.27777777777777,5.951515151515152,24.601010101010104,7.348242739294969,1.5395388888888897,292,13,58,6,11,93,59,72,0.152,0.785,0.063,-0.81,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,7,0,6,1,1,0,1,14,14,4,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,3,0,1,4,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,1,8,1,9,9,0,7,0,0,0,0,9,5,1,3,1,36,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997746689707164,0.3148113539314577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900762176691805,0.353070990524878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341677025798477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586227038635045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940329657173454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772317507052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29433019343716005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21577276070114887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kuroshiromagia,2019/04/12,"I dont know what to do about anything anymore Theres so much going on... I dont know how to deal with it... I'm afraid I'm going to mess something up constantly and based on everyone needing me and me having to be selfish and say no... I'm worried...
(I'm 22, in university, in a 4 year relationship with my bf and have been working at my current job for 1 year now)

I have a final today and in 2 days but I also work and have a boyfriend and I feel like I've upset everyone around me... I tried asking for time off but reluctantly I wasnt able to get it and my boss (who is very lovely) was a bit frustrated when I tried to get this Saturday off... I got a phone call from them trying to see if I could cover someone's shift today since they were throwing up, I told them I couldn't because of the final and was really sorry but I cant help but worry about the disappointed and exhausted my boss said... I felt really bad and I really like this job but I am on the verge of having a meltdown..... I'd originally been working Saturdays and sundays but cut back to just Saturdays when I saw my grades failing...(we had a discussion last week where my boss was a little upset and said stuff like ""if I'd known it would be like this I'd have hired someone else"")

It's worth mentioning that I was pushed into school by my parents... I didnt choose that, if I didnt they would have charged me a rent I couldn't afford and i wasnt allowed to get a roommate (I live in their house but they live elsewhere)

On top of finals and work and being on academic probation, I'm also financially in trouble, my parents owe me a lot  of money right now but wont be able to pay me back right away, they have also decided they're coming to stay with me next week (it's a surprise but mom let me know in advance), I also take care of my younger sibling when they aren't here (they aren't normally where I am), am expected to get good grades, I'm planning to secretly move out with my boyfriend and to top it all of I constantly feel like I'm bringing my bf down..

I feel worthless and useless..
I'm not sure what to do anymore...
I'm scared my boss will fire me or replace me... 
I'm scared my parents will be mad that I am failing...
I'm scared my bf will decide I'm not worth it... 
I'm scared...
I constantly feel like I cant manage and am messing things up...
Any help?",2.892398268398267,3.642862793939397,4.657835497835499,86.85818181818182,73.58585858585859,7.838961038961037,26.66810966810967,8.146662555663855,1.4942109668109669,1813,62,405,27,35,618,215,495,0.147,0.767,0.086,-0.9831,10,0,1,0,0,0,79.0,0,0,9,9,22,31,3,7,15,0,49,2,0,7,2,74,90,41,0,11,16,4,6,6,3,6,1,3,1,0,18,27,0,0,13,0,6,8,16,20,0,0,18,11,63,11,53,57,4,68,0,4,2,1,32,30,0,5,35,254,81,18,0.14520966817898665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23224823835985495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04937377690670361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400897183174974,0.0,0.0,0.05974759212286351,0.0646336954583667,0.06787571894151463,0.0,0.06821463163206665,0.11165727157174543,0.060622003758780976,0.04425923296724918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926567433856292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741376533124713,0.0,0.07402546721277364,0.0,0.0,0.06254263569673453,0.0,0.23538009693266415,0.0,0.057969052111340916,0.0,0.0,0.04682411153966172,0.0748523958787011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701846496405952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060652022432948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387540607686419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684474258728344,0.1556067239419975,0.06971202668433928,0.2386051405463604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517321166309736,0.0,0.08252600078423447,0.060897490121245464,0.058068718399186925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733097969193782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083776230427652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14409818944827385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970515410541085,0.05918263022105585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424336198451671,0.0,0.21282632714579444,0.07276911773197473,0.12822279736649236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06172603356945008,0.06552869744774871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503390418068836,0.0,0.07716744838529425,0.0533729070750585,0.05383556450484702,0.0,0.0,0.07721606473806031,0.0,0.07113732194179331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418572281606793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395375476122777,0.0,0.0,0.07795042021147756,0.0,0.12400826321270728,0.13812764711763764,0.0577382782126227,0.29076041975719,0.07347996828566361,0.05785665258976795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06005946903648227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303568062487127,0.055894748433350114,0.0,0.08127516751787013,0.0,0.07738709275883297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311516447810424,0.0,0.0,0.06842919688643029,0.0,0.054589799452209216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0482354256078602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042336462630192716,0.0,0.1376417865128388,0.06937703038432096,0.0,0.14788174932086212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059906591917180674,0.0,0.0,0.11647843690102225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21142873574620674,0.14746746668079178,0.0,0.10315278200543808,0.0,0.0,0.09351026542128517
anxiety,basicange,2019/04/12,"is it normal to have panic attacks every time you see someone who had a big impact in your life Every time i see my ex pass by my work or after school i always get a panic attack, even when i think i saw him but didnt. I have to sit down because i cant even stop shaking. It doesnt make sense because i still love him and miss him so much and i do want to see him, but every time i do see him i start panicking.",3.9245161290322583,2.6505547849462374,5.6209892473118295,87.89148387096779,71.04301075268819,7.870107526881722,25.05161290322581,5.6839178017228535,0.5723393548387095,317,6,77,1,5,110,59,93,0.15,0.728,0.122,-0.1756,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,1,5,7,2,3,2,0,9,2,0,1,0,10,21,7,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,6,0,0,3,5,19,1,7,18,1,14,0,1,5,1,10,3,0,1,8,51,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274600781374695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34853432539508844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867572119874179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20235114062312745,0.0,0.38718848845386783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003151311930534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819730183376564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13825315103816174,0.0,0.10225048171295692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260673369980655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500862873508403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3594532242490427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550288278166622,0.4882663529476548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297910014927189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084233338064227,0.0,0.12233171064718823,0.12806739584404042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815313530574027,0.0,0.0,0.26796577333621097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09035098388920622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151865547242062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_helgg,2019/04/12,"How do you do interviews with anxiety? I really need an internship for university and every company that replied is interested in an interview. When i see the interview word in their e-mails i freak out and ignore them. (i mean i don't respond). This way i know i'll miss the opportunity but i am unable. 1. i shake like an idiot, can't say  word, i am about to cry and all. 2. in these stressful cases i can't even think of a proper response so i give (talking in general, never had an interview) the most cliche and common response so then i start to freak out because of that.

How did you win against your fears of interviews? I feel like i'll be unemployed for the rest of my life because i am unable to talk.",0.9911274509803896,3.4090112500000025,3.4468627450980414,85.43735294117648,85.80555555555554,7.277124183006535,23.74836601307189,8.313332769828598,1.8153101307189543,556,22,114,14,17,192,89,144,0.191,0.7090000000000001,0.1,-0.9171,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,2,2,7,13,1,3,9,0,12,1,0,2,2,22,21,11,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,7,0,1,4,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,2,3,20,5,18,18,3,13,0,1,1,0,15,6,0,1,7,79,24,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774775847288394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828472560962294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548385498602123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15323227489883984,0.0,0.19546804535827209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261061881154718,0.11730499414581168,0.16573918384323713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222553307659924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274998537380366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386681732407704,0.2266846886041122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25271347818788303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17202333479045326,0.17893090750896146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862364987110901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18449386115938435,0.0,0.0,0.1848721084258068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642091469325335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657525504175648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729418830510535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486547411102976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18414895410982865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Narwhalguy215,2019/04/12,"Social Exhaustion So I've suffered with really bad exhaustion and anxiety spikes whenever I'm in social gatherings for even a short amount of time (maybe 2 hours or so generally), and I feel it really hinders my ability to enjoy time with my friends or family.

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We're having a LAN party on our campus tomorrow with a good amount of people, about 30 or so, and it's going to last pretty much the entire day. Since I'm a leader of the club, I have to be there for the entire thing (since I have no other obligations). 

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Do any of you have some tips or tricks for recovering your energy and managing anxious feelings in these scenarios?",10.79758064516129,7.758436500000002,10.925548387096775,60.90332258064518,59.0,15.081290322580646,40.12258064516129,13.348371206891418,5.408656774193549,522,19,89,16,5,177,83,124,0.147,0.7070000000000001,0.146,0.2057,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,2,0,0,6,8,1,0,7,0,6,2,0,0,0,15,11,11,0,0,4,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,2,8,3,17,10,4,11,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,5,6,59,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472110738602469,0.3893858990030297,0.10895963435428242,0.0,0.12257296888116233,0.18101053761419464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13378258211564698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333295105145124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582820862398848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15104745069456396,0.0,0.16203084371480145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237907327219945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091060512619509,0.13439053425551348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15779100104124902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060612643014996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609692323661064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778504306673535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108100299109537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630081324219162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20529062347213672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650823248986225,0.0,0.0,0.326661837523601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064474841996958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18685892702744508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893858990030297,0.0
anxiety,softarget,2019/04/12,"I got the highest position that almost no one expected me to get Five of us were running for the highest position in our organization and I was the underdog. Now, I won the position and almost no one expected me to win. My dilemma is that no one would respect me because they wanted someone else (that person got a lower position) and I'm afraid that I would be overpowered because of that. Almost everyone of the main officers I'm supposed to lead is expecting someone else to lead them and I'm scared that they won't follow me. How can I earn their respect?",5.671035386631715,6.411878908256885,7.046159895150722,72.27954128440369,67.25688073394495,10.632241153342072,36.672346002621225,10.608840637214634,4.225607077326343,447,23,79,12,7,153,60,109,0.109,0.772,0.119,0.6345,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,2,0,4,5,2,6,0,2,6,0,9,0,0,3,0,16,18,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,4,5,0,16,4,9,9,1,6,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,3,1,60,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5518861908129775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239795174961357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069373283027508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755456743036361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959824764044739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29386418735031306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.373466113719531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16041113283260278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839287933784908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31131891058255823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22098415672475175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835870573056597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610089329729077,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,freezerbreezer,2019/04/12,How to avoid things that trigger? A lot of news feed on reddit or in general is filled with all kinds of horrible news that's happening around the world. I have tried to avoid news in all but that's just stopping yourself from awareness. I tried following only subs like r/upliftingnews but good news doesn't make up as much for the harm a single bad news can do. Also I have this bad habit of checking the controversial comment section which is filled with negativity. It makes me anxious for things I won't face in my entire life. Help.,3.9123931623931654,6.062754769230772,4.120512820512822,86.10226495726496,73.42307692307692,7.314529914529915,25.97863247863248,8.167268648758528,1.5890119658119657,432,15,84,7,9,134,74,104,0.25,0.662,0.08800000000000001,-0.9552,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,2,5,0,8,3,1,4,2,23,12,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,3,1,3,0,0,1,3,3,5,0,0,0,0,6,3,17,11,6,12,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,2,2,57,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929046927600988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272511558255416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21473821721786093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4028196413346177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023250932650449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133113164905341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16168564176078692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511950022383342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17038183184099248,0.11784860756247414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050778361136973,0.0,0.0,0.3220343591865921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17732550849448592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834597695943697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201671919106984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205136029533906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275470375322095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nottobeboTherEd2,2019/04/12,"Does social anxiety ever go away? So yesterday the CEO of the company I work for came into town for a q&a. It was a cool opportunity to be with a high profile person like that in a small setting. At first I didn’t want to go cause I knew their would be a lot of people. I did end up going and it went great I learned a lot, I was anxious most of the time but it’s a small win for me. While I’m there I’m thinking I want to be like that guy, not necessarily the millionaire CEO part but the confident speaking in front of 50 people part. Does social anxiety ever go away? Or you just learn to deal with it?",0.3862417582417592,2.4517148769230768,3.008351648351649,90.03307692307693,84.84615384615384,6.175824175824177,20.824175824175825,7.447530270364453,0.6734175824175828,474,15,107,8,14,165,78,130,0.038,0.777,0.185,0.9574,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,4,5,6,0,0,12,1,8,0,0,1,2,23,20,6,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,2,6,5,0,0,4,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,7,2,10,6,20,9,5,26,0,0,0,0,8,11,0,4,9,73,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723277422243495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220261897478829,0.16393940824611924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27268190887134475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659736739866558,0.0,0.1490737731147268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14960788985777465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25398341181651074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12852941624383565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26253087378406864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343531979874033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298903312524035,0.0,0.0,0.15999054499680013,0.0,0.14368733420737753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15332267900496188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14179237834978814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24674431655014745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142922711875681,0.0,0.2012098758201525,0.12670941083418613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958543134894792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298426561051268,0.0,0.0,0.08461811761389375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17118597094134344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452368542257198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564594038361172,0.0,0.0,0.1030860125960501,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,QwertyTy101,2019/04/12,"Hi all, Suffer from anxiety have a slight problem no idea what to do Hi all
 I have 2 fillings in my canines
And they just fell out, Not painful but quite a bit of a suprise, I keep my teeth in good health but the problem is my anxiety is off the scales, i can usually deal with my anxiety by breathing and what not. 
Now im stuck on what to do, Like I cannot keep calm, im scared to death of dentists and now my anxiety is just off the scales

What should I do because i cant exactly keep calm rn...",0.7166666666666686,2.3657699259259246,2.6071851851851875,95.60633333333335,81.22222222222223,6.542222222222222,24.68888888888889,7.554174236665415,0.9610377777777784,384,15,94,6,10,128,61,108,0.258,0.6509999999999999,0.091,-0.9511,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,4,9,0,1,6,0,12,5,2,0,3,21,16,5,1,3,6,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,5,0,3,1,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,1,0,12,4,14,14,3,11,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,4,62,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5153580324712144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266620825268352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838691202568774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736318311070059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126124615580085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17902073506341173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901237158923756,0.3638412435985931,0.0,0.0,0.44909366421197494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228065482808387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17920890328682368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223070593717764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17913355079987225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16861605932325235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18548891972373568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Swordy13245,2019/04/12,Going into the ant with Anxiety So all my life I’ve suffered from stomach issues. Every time I get in a place where I know a bathroom isn’t close by my stomach will immediately start hurting and making it feel like I have to use the restroom. I didn’t really think much about it until recently when I went to a doctor and found out that all those problems came from me having anxiety. I’m in a weird spot right now since I can’t take medicine for it because I ship out for Basic training in about a month and ten days. Do any of y’all know how I could possibly control this without the use of medication? Any suggestions will be greatly appreciated!,6.695714285714287,6.125438769230772,7.446703296703298,74.75115384615388,65.15384615384616,10.197802197802199,34.72527472527473,9.606745405546679,3.149527472527473,520,21,100,9,7,174,92,130,0.114,0.8370000000000001,0.05,-0.7095,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,7,6,0,0,8,0,10,5,2,5,2,24,25,7,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,6,9,0,1,5,0,0,3,4,4,0,1,4,1,12,2,20,17,3,21,0,2,0,0,2,10,0,0,9,68,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360283909864789,0.0,0.26551760011774883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578930960958352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19848528522560346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19464158919396732,0.13855879531664364,0.0,0.0,0.11191993400627652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17762711571121967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621622889034647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774781495649155,0.1239781080150675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19027933685961845,0.0,0.0,0.09066828991291684,0.0,0.09862765419211383,0.0,0.0,0.19133015612851206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18577980359153096,0.0,0.0,0.181132276108766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19074777939766727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257751913093386,0.08478362858267849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584032287213428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748248400546526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13851919837631282,0.0,0.1275729969271048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18131396871824754,0.0,0.0,0.195642006778886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660558126843262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117515176581333,0.0,0.17135133062271754,0.0,0.0,0.1482035235547732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435553519327634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283359241541505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048163758391867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119840898792016,0.0,0.0,0.1011934652431548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997683352636361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087474253805634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16728784788876105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kthurlz,2019/04/12,"Starting to learn to drive has been the biggest challenge of my life so far. I have severe anxiety about driving. This is due to a number of factors including witnessing a horrific high speed crash happen right in front of a car I was in. 

I have started to learn how to drive but I am having a lot of problems. I finished my 10 hours of in-car lessons but I still panic every time I even think about driving. I imagine every horrible scenario that could possibly happen while on the road. 

Just looking for others who have gone through this. I’m in therapy and trying a new medication but so far nothing has helped significantly.

It makes me crazy to think I am failing at this skill that the majority of the world seems to excel at without a second thought.",4.138538812785388,6.092227808219178,5.076917808219182,80.33377853881281,72.28767123287672,7.606392694063928,31.34474885844749,8.344100000000001,2.5307050228310506,604,28,109,10,12,197,94,146,0.177,0.7809999999999999,0.042,-0.9644,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,5,8,5,0,1,10,0,12,2,0,2,0,19,24,8,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,8,0,0,7,1,3,0,1,4,1,12,2,24,19,2,30,0,1,1,0,2,13,0,2,10,79,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024915454088538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637639003022798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108964090182747,0.0,0.3089317238922554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32424132790674515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228841677283874,0.19370125773727112,0.0,0.0,0.18054596125227906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949343784524134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15395344908665642,0.0,0.0,0.15586306202535166,0.0,0.0,0.12237612374739147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18468859314438746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17706404189409228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759128468199087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151016382279087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20668028056334306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754248104475812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15656528131709116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16689937219323836,0.0,0.20711397541488025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595279179661445,0.0,0.14640987807193254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20965713060042016,0.0,0.0,0.2349446189620768,0.0,0.14554583150240347,0.10690287904923128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447099402491968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17672635803395564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,elayyou,2019/04/12,"does anyone have experience working with horses to reduce anxiety? I've come across a facebook event for a session with horses as a way to relax, improve focus and leadership.   
  
I used to ride horses when I was younger and still really love horses and miss being around them.  
  
This event/session is kind of pricey, and I'm really tempted to do it, and I'm curious if anyone here has used horses as a way to reduce anxiety?  
  
How was your experience? What did you do with the horses and for how long?  

(This session is supposed to be sort of a promo for a program they offer.)",5.59316602316602,6.170565279279286,6.8591505791505805,74.1291891891892,67.37837837837839,9.225740025740027,30.27155727155727,9.23628265651192,2.7131611325611336,450,16,79,8,7,153,65,111,0.045,0.8320000000000001,0.123,0.8898,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,2,1,6,4,0,0,7,0,11,1,0,4,0,17,18,12,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,11,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,6,3,18,13,0,10,0,1,0,1,6,2,0,2,4,58,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305846193121698,0.0,0.0,0.3021611494768093,0.0,0.0,0.1923473543483093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18612444213384005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18908357073169985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4227141815972769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22500277189617304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912143999696952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950108453273296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768388627132467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17255310366894666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732287462338647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430112708832672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573009158210152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Toffeeman92,2019/04/12,"When SSRI's did work but poop out? Has anyone got any experience of SSRI's working well but eventually losing their efficacy?  If so, have you any suggestions for the next alternative potential medication treatment(s)?  The condition originally was social anxiety, but more recently GAD and PTSD have been added to the mix due to some pretty awful recent traumatic events.

Appreciate advice from experiences.

Thanks",8.12512437810945,11.475397656716414,9.018731343283584,50.291878109452746,64.97014925373135,13.42189054726368,35.04726368159204,12.161744961471696,6.371618905472637,341,16,42,15,6,115,58,67,0.174,0.66,0.166,-0.1754,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,3,3,3,0,0,3,1,6,2,1,1,0,8,8,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,0,2,2,6,4,2,8,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,2,7,27,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20438214696302745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844627806417601,0.0,0.1600016729410077,0.0,0.0,0.14624482383560064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40918404717181217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16727897012364576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339890008289449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21069990741091116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224368669132596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21278405939390005,0.0,0.0,0.2444889707244954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41302722754565663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21320541130252574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19256022300898784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18805390082165527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045321314570732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,valonxhar,2019/04/12,Media request Can we start a thread linking what art / music recommendations are helping us individually ? For example I’ve found that whenever I’m anxious looking at Fanelli Francesco paintings really helps me out. Is this a dumb idea?,6.295749999999997,9.610749075,7.190000000000001,61.32500000000002,70.75,9.0,40.0,9.516144504307137,4.981249999999998,193,12,26,5,4,64,38,40,0.14400000000000002,0.7390000000000001,0.118,-0.2828,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,3,6,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,2,1,0,1,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38493005144383774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735949315930441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4567708085421928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846448310013024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28612897298781337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21828157436473536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411717862440361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.409858511758359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,panickboyfriend,2019/04/12,"Boyfriend Has Severe Anxiety  My boyfriend has very severe anxiety, so severe he hasn't left his house in six months. I want to help but I don't know how, he listens to me but doesn't know what to do himself and has given up, he's severely depressed. I just want tips on how to help him with anything.",1.7410215053763451,3.81211546774194,2.9045161290322596,92.64344086021508,79.80645161290323,6.068817204301076,24.849462365591396,7.1686216300943375,0.9819268817204301,237,9,51,3,6,76,40,62,0.246,0.638,0.116,-0.8394,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,2,0,11,13,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,1,8,0,8,12,0,5,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,0,1,32,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268765200601209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455663474078148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512992821575214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23548796496027816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026928535795397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19308085479574305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19085962200071474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14021345523693501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7938019923459391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449413276526515,0.2072225437566949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Banglophile,2019/04/12,"DAE get nervous around armoured cars? Today I was in a convenience store and the armored truck guys came in to fill the atm and I actually thought ""I better get out of here in case someone tries to rob them."" Then I realized that was not something normal people worry about. I usually try to avoid them ever since I saw *The Town*.",1.7043749999999989,4.387680687500001,3.017500000000002,87.67750000000002,85.875,5.7,23.625,7.1686216300943375,1.1949437500000006,260,10,49,4,8,84,49,64,0.162,0.795,0.043,-0.7845,0,1,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,1,4,3,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,11,7,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,1,2,0,2,3,1,2,0,0,5,1,8,1,10,2,0,13,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,0,4,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.2456748032688602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22411371904189886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22265524318150196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28793858818227763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22772517874648626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630613081544353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492752444262561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24666467962249874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17453396728641482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082528451141722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21330966583407546,0.193811909677646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998639163629065,0.0,0.0,0.23863259289292454,0.0,0.0,0.3418477888732056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772705777536553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556675907291122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,readingrainbow11,2019/04/12,"How do you deal with anxiety due to embarrassment? Has anyone been in a situation where they have done or said something stupid. 
But can’t seem to stop thinking about it and anxiety has taken over? 

It’s literally just been a repeat of events over and over and I just feel so anxious.",3.5094545454545454,5.777191945454548,4.576363636363637,81.84454545454548,75.0,8.036363636363637,25.54545454545455,8.841846274778883,1.9938363636363632,227,8,44,5,5,74,44,55,0.253,0.747,0.0,-0.9166,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,0,6,2,1,1,2,0,8,0,0,1,0,13,13,7,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,2,3,0,9,8,0,9,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,4,34,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4577642357382379,0.33800335901084544,0.0,0.20920296889164308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30845523872170905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061787069308204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15128116340854805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846014203391872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723744175404537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363058964436876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23033368229439316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501390638720526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19171103792400027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HiImGaby,2019/04/12,"Has anybody else experienced hypersensitive gag reflex because of anxiety? I need help managing it. I'm going through a very painful breakup right now and my anxiety is at the worse it has ever been. I'm getting very intense physical symptoms and I don't know what to do to get rid of them. The worse one is my heightened gag reflex, I keep vomiting everything I eat. I don't have an appetite but I've tried forcing myself to eat but I end up vomiting almost immediately.  This morning when I was brushing my teeth I vomited too. I cant take it anymore. 

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Then there is the difficulty breathing and not sleeping at all that I have experienced before. I don't have access to anxiety meds or anti depressants so I'm looking for other ways to combat these symptoms.   


Has this ever happened to anyone else?",3.3235389610389627,6.019107506493512,5.097516233766235,75.65913149350652,77.83116883116884,7.746103896103896,32.35227272727273,8.660442795831766,3.2522870129870123,652,35,109,15,16,221,98,154,0.177,0.802,0.021,-0.9607,0,0,0,0,0,1,16.0,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,0,5,0,16,11,3,0,3,14,28,9,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,9,3,2,1,1,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,2,4,16,0,13,26,1,12,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,2,6,76,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14304327719881113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15477752236529801,0.17357794502813334,0.0,0.0,0.3278387446828004,0.0,0.14166845538893647,0.09988378784076364,0.14636633463389814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707981303407797,0.0,0.12155451999504185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303618331285683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923416828796511,0.2386650838485183,0.0,0.12652237865583904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584313505224473,0.0,0.0,0.12838404303457462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926607920732912,0.0,0.08118474086592332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632146252290288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957491007612955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697132120342558,0.0,0.0,0.0785064248359065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995771775684945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15867374392828615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059211960391435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679861123259942,0.0,0.15200208576760085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199280976281275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295280162985716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969509386705995,0.10740514941557612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969855268507261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23573182244333546,0.0,0.11338739300938655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911519688507791,0.0,0.0,0.17357794502813334,0.0
anxiety,KrisKrisKrisKrisKris,2019/04/12,"Anyone else have a fear of speaking For context, I'm 16(M) still in high school, and I guess I have this fear of talking. Even if someone confronts me or even if someone just says “hi” to me I can barely respond, like it just happens consciously. I can sort of speak to my family but I try to keep it short most of the time. I mean, even if I could suddenly speak I'd have no idea how to start/hold a conversation.

  


I really envy the people I see at school who are talking and laughing about stuff with their friends, but I also have a fear that if I say anything I'll fuck everything up like I did in middle school. But not saying anything isn't helping either. There's rare instances of people pulling shit (like most recently, a girl pinching my ass and then laughing with her group about it) on me because they know that I won't say anything (and they're right, I'm very fearful of confrontation). 

  


Anyone else feel the same way, and do you have any advice? I did try counseling and it helped a little but I'm still very much stuck.",3.8904487179487184,5.019531634615388,4.454538461538462,87.82379487179487,71.59615384615384,7.277435897435898,27.328205128205127,7.554174236665415,1.3855739743589743,812,28,168,9,15,258,122,208,0.183,0.738,0.078,-0.972,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,2,0,12,14,4,4,8,0,14,3,2,1,0,34,26,18,0,5,13,0,1,3,1,1,0,7,0,1,9,8,0,1,5,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,3,9,23,6,20,21,5,18,0,0,1,2,22,10,3,9,9,107,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857529094011276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067085366343711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859943928582855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14107030650468444,0.20671967028011096,0.2490381478847533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061493342316332376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054162998879356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16853864505094482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19988381427449145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066124089162082,0.0,0.09509733108602043,0.454056167138664,0.051006159720139686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793688831497933,0.09325864448224344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112677300454392,0.0,0.0892047038936648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13523070444102014,0.10658149873635687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387722350715515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966361602158801,0.0,0.0,0.055439053992646564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784940126265247,0.10110469537646702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988401751984082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415579134896066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987004574042233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462403138687313,0.0,0.09960331596102286,0.0,0.0,0.08614792969227109,0.0,0.3208839800284607,0.0,0.30627703240093435,0.08038546320069327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354821736293802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17094456271726916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140086436164524,0.0,0.16112011266214182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547939081349147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16216132477349324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058821864149962086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369769638808847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664672574192143,0.0,0.08007102369356331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thatsgood2know,2019/04/12,"Does anyone else have a weak heart or very light heartbeat due to your chronic anxiety/stress? I've been told by a couple of doctors that my heart has an irregular and very light heartbeat. They were confused, I wasn't.😂",5.124341085271318,6.338074767441863,5.093023255813954,84.0773643410853,68.76744186046511,7.593798449612403,30.6124031007752,7.793537801064563,1.9473472868217048,177,7,34,2,3,55,37,43,0.133,0.867,0.0,-0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,4,5,2,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,4,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,17,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17568803874712366,0.25744732780288365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780163172660719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571770202141694,0.2198808268943588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20989692824630585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5954927027253243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878194546070664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24009134377370844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4146344712254973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,healbot900,2019/04/12,Anxiety and Depression When I get anxiety I cannot complete any tasks and I feel completely useless. I’m too anxious to work or try to meet people. I end up feeling so worthless because of my anxiety that I spiral into depression. I feel stupid for being so nervous about such minor things.,4.108909090909093,6.525536618181821,5.6490909090909085,74.15363636363638,73.72727272727272,8.763636363636364,34.63636363636364,9.3871,3.940927272727273,234,13,37,6,5,79,42,55,0.423,0.5539999999999999,0.023,-0.9749,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,7,6,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,3,7,0,7,6,0,4,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,26,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520100550852469,0.0,0.5130062301146691,0.25252858048584714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13626359705264648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4687400404532675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3850571635765383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979838245237702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390748916958157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678672795712247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549695856054168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14850534358686332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15176418380175152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627346325363928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Throwawayaxxount1992,2019/04/12,"Panic attacks evolving? Stopped breathing? I have been getting more panic attacks lately. About 3-7 a day, and most of them last more than an hour. They beginning to be hard to identify. My symptoms feel worse and real. It’s almost like they are evolving. It feels like the winds getting knocked out me. Everything got tight. I stopped breathing, I couldn’t even talk. Is this a panic attack I’m feeling or something more?",2.048846153846153,4.900512987179488,2.3757692307692326,89.60673076923081,92.20512820512822,4.138461538461539,28.294871794871803,5.985473137389443,1.3932102564102564,335,17,57,3,12,102,60,78,0.313,0.621,0.066,-0.9695,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,3,0,2,8,3,3,4,0,6,3,2,0,0,14,14,3,0,1,1,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,5,8,2,6,10,4,8,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,9,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207732853138345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5183271289065644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794452712619528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003096664211964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649227473738662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23037231888794185,0.10849700074747327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15869313826370554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214654795876912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13604699678538365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14956279506678294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379550920418095,0.1713176209532241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839344721392916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5345653042638289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172862969383144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691806900607067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25394268037209666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15785259657867656,0.0,0.122068526059673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547699915947083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,piggythepea,2019/04/12,"Advice for doctors appointment? I have anxiety about doctors appointments and really struggled to actually get one. The appointment is in 45 minutes does anyone have any advice on what to say? 

I always end up just being really cheerful and try to have the appointment as short as possible and hate talking about anything. 

I really struggle at explaining myself but basically I worry about everything and every little thing I’ve said or done in that day and I can’t sleep because I can’t switch off from worrying and also feeling depressed at the same time and not wanting to do anything.",7.4697304582210275,8.871059396226418,8.015714285714285,64.56500000000001,63.52830188679246,11.340161725067384,37.78436657681941,11.20814326018867,5.020564959568733,480,24,69,14,7,159,73,106,0.172,0.7909999999999999,0.037000000000000005,-0.932,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,2,3,0,9,3,1,0,0,15,15,12,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,3,7,1,18,12,1,12,0,1,0,0,4,9,0,1,3,54,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.1516876847104751,0.0,0.0,0.3037896742324997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430585860183707,0.1293391009383162,0.0,0.0,0.10570499520937128,0.0,0.11891169757649288,0.0,0.0,0.1086877402243048,0.0,0.2558288765735995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475519803991984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024638170451562,0.0,0.1338808331079356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182002527210299,0.13602718980884893,0.15906978728560428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767430852572105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096548012541254,0.0,0.13970006364329254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859548015255577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812113416596209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534654941771605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15579240080789106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533063011681837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17523601548848095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987378468079198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478596857643802,0.12361267061653484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155552941110445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325000704804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493733357576063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326788332266676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063871269079764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055340208430412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091682942580018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157151191509269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PacJoe,2019/04/12,"Is using medication a bad move? Hi I am due to present with a group for one of my classes this upcoming Tuesday. I already hate presentations as is, they make me feel as if I’m going to have a panic attack. This one is worse due to the fact that afterwards the class grills you with questions to basically make you look worse, best presenters get bonus points. I hate to use anxiety medicine but i feel like I have no other option, especially since the worse I perform the worse our overall group grade will be. Is this a viable option? Also if it is what would be a good option? Thanks",3.921758454106282,5.5564611565217445,4.887246376811596,82.78207729468602,72.21739130434783,7.893719806763285,26.690821256038646,8.515128840125781,1.8244879227053143,463,16,91,8,9,151,75,115,0.21600000000000005,0.664,0.121,-0.857,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,2,1,3,1,10,3,1,9,0,12,1,0,4,1,17,25,6,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,3,0,1,2,1,5,0,2,0,3,12,5,11,21,1,10,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,6,8,59,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661061357084192,0.1203733787402334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514986477723213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124191303012945,0.0,0.0,0.12568061605084638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15796485133387814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15221814331338804,0.10753383102996644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786421790376626,0.0,0.08554582474744467,0.12625175018699125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972210684504522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353805067753692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12640160935265388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009508598836648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15163632605196026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15998238017216432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039968827633654,0.0,0.0,0.17660658730091786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14229311295868088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16862047499293592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451437762148315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13858157376350594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600074967143111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6135841547690811,0.10692738928086212,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,crynaldo10227,2019/04/12,"Constant chest pain with anxiety? Hey all,
I’ve been having chest tightness ever since Jan 1 that pretty much hasn’t gone away since then. It’ll dip in and out throughout the day but it never really like fully stops. I’ve taken countless antibiotics, tested for allergies, checked for asthma and my EKG was fine and acid reflux didn’t help. Nothing has been working. 
I am a very anxious person and was wondering if that has anything to do with it? I do still get it when I’m just sitting at my desk, minding my own business though. It’s not when I’m really like stressed out over anything (which is a lot, but not always lol) 
There’s no rhyme or reason it seems for when the chest pain hits. Just trying to see if anxiety could be a possible cause. I’m growing even more anxious trying to find out what’s causing this. 

Has this happened to anyone here?",3.5782142857142856,5.462988011904763,4.1911904761904735,86.38714285714286,73.64285714285714,6.704761904761906,26.285714285714285,7.447530270364453,1.394792857142857,678,24,129,8,14,215,111,168,0.177,0.767,0.056,-0.9664,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,11,6,0,1,5,1,17,6,3,3,3,32,28,14,0,3,9,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,12,9,0,2,4,0,1,2,6,3,0,0,7,3,5,3,16,17,5,20,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,6,12,84,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844654262979837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21779460896195585,0.32162979829507643,0.0,0.0995343787178034,0.0,0.2342837217452113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374244223411594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924651741208817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15382970028519535,0.0,0.1136548335434086,0.0,0.0,0.09180392656130927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402078421039256,0.12876365860525024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13010525433770442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437196155010349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258795702760695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541415542087077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908996786165073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102081740367485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437328468077345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464357529414968,0.0,0.10978903925152876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365885940986457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029407173626216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429446551223593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604781541564238,0.0,0.14482105142150198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18238601655320427,0.1463594332421967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343446166480348,0.129590027197724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355066611382961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368083553597612,0.119010912930463,0.16306136036071148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985808046947273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193292512596648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745359781668825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437242352617106,0.10363244219249236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,themegs28,2019/04/12,Anxiety Medication Hi everyone! I was just wondering if anyone has been on hydroxyzine for their anxiety? This is only for immediate use when I start getting bad (I’m on Effexor and abilify at the moment so this is an add on) but how do you feel when you use it?,1.6527564102564083,4.191609019230771,5.036153846153848,74.39217948717952,83.80769230769229,10.389743589743588,27.89743589743589,10.125756701596842,3.964835897435897,207,10,39,9,6,76,41,52,0.109,0.8909999999999999,0.0,-0.5577,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,1,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,3,0,10,13,7,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,5,0,6,11,0,8,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,4,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4567104551168333,0.0,0.0,0.20872138029789286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492389003972817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28523396941184626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509329117411228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15595635066161176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30071201393685193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270262248848778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21128311596218652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5156243230850104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237155416387814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,recyclepanda,2019/04/12,"Does anyone else’s chest become flushed red from anxiety? For as long as I can remember, my chest would become flushed red if I’m in a situation or start to think about something that makes me anxious—from when I’d have to speak in class or do a presentation in school, to even when I start to have really anxious thoughts. It’s a tell-tale sign of when I’m dealing with anxiety. It also happens when I work out and am having sex (at least according to my boyfriend,) so it might just be linked to an elevated heart rate since I’m not anxious in either of those situations. I doubt it’s rosacea or hives, which someone has suggested before, because I don’t have it for long and it doesn’t leave bumps/marks.

Does anyone else deal with this? It doesn’t seem as common as I thought it’d be when I’ve asked others, but maybe I’m wrong!",9.026445378151259,5.84314041764706,8.59672268907563,76.68382352941178,62.470588235294116,12.067226890756302,37.81512605042017,9.957137785484203,3.3471596638655465,661,23,142,10,7,212,101,170,0.09,0.91,0.0,-0.8640000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,10,2,0,1,4,0,16,4,3,1,0,24,29,18,0,2,8,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,13,5,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,3,9,0,24,22,2,17,0,0,2,1,5,6,0,7,11,84,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987675113870845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18896313619558144,0.4185790617324664,0.0,0.1727161976270982,0.2530924920356831,0.0,0.0,0.11546121323986568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528796475611105,0.27280481640263804,0.1050943048505548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546580302011221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161614451565365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063464285835072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157438945179406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092157353925744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14635491986657198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077476666713705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185974216175504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244105361798952,0.0,0.1240781358913851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102009355702351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912095219063225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13990794969769565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499442244434895,0.0,0.11243500505207693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021652406727296,0.2776512971162077,0.0,0.0,0.10464602937746266,0.09508076773982344,0.0,0.0,0.17483602475085067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794947768871754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913750385284431,0.0,0.1960995549022736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991366398661108,0.0,0.0,0.0877349481165547,0.13503415994070864,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Red-handed-anxiety,2019/04/12,"New GF. Ensue Anxiety around intercourse So here is the deal. I have had two relationships end because the first was tampering with condoms to try to get pregnant. (I believe she may have gotten pregnant and then had an abortion when she saw how upset I was.) And then the next relationship ended with a faked pregnancy scare to get back at me since she knew I was likely going to end things with her. 

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So ever since then, I can get pretty bad anxiety after sex for fear of pregnancy. I normally try to avoid intercourse when starting to date someone new. Well last night, I got intimate with a girl I have been dating, and we didn't use protection. But she does have an IUD. 

  
So my anxiety is through the roof today, and in the past intercourse can cause pretty bad anxiety for up to 9 months. I am in a better place now than I was before, but still. It just sucks.... That is all...   


Any tips? My mind goes from ""What if the IUD failed"" to ""What if she is lying and it is an elaborate scheme to get pregnant?"" I know it isn't rationally but still it doesn't help my anxiety right now.",2.9535415641908505,4.981788205607479,4.131603541564194,85.50196015740286,75.82242990654207,7.869749139203148,24.81455976389573,8.6894789155246,1.7804429906542056,852,29,171,18,19,278,123,214,0.146,0.8190000000000001,0.035,-0.9645,0,1,0,0,0,0,36.0,1,0,0,3,16,12,1,4,12,0,23,2,0,3,2,28,36,19,0,3,6,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,8,11,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,9,1,2,12,1,22,3,25,23,1,35,0,1,1,2,13,7,1,3,28,121,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216568623637252,0.13643420468914566,0.07635521005978167,0.0,0.4294748620457532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999542612060835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633747466466521,0.187500577077308,0.06844570624371846,0.0,0.09554321120235887,0.1265027009095829,0.0,0.09930378394955452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534393886736992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11575720491458225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825821978539427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29834401089073603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015649648622041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634780393888054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550651119552064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23464961289198605,0.0,0.06381211363656471,0.0,0.08980170181532598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525986328476758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061706927304267085,0.09152433630827947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05485502606702746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337221770255668,0.0,0.08962195136890821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168841736398782,0.11941255485082812,0.10536849846698568,0.11001194359142633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718531210764776,0.0,0.0,0.11731017705448454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284611226219471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410964314414242,0.0,0.0958877118581278,0.0,0.0,0.11241328048278312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18576068762270134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513567552986564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947336091287342,0.0,0.17933616040087633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745947805769561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642964930605202,0.0,0.0,0.1524634160185724,0.0,0.1096826238309072,0.0,0.0,0.09697508894019956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095447332269313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643420468914566,0.0
anxiety,notsoteenagebitch,2019/04/12,"Making Decisions When faced with making a decision that affects other people in some context I get so anxious that I’m essentially unable to make the decision.  I typically go to visit my boyfriend Friday night to Monday morning.  This weekend he is going out with a friend Saturday night & asked me it I still wanted to come down.  I’ve known since Wednesday morning & have spent the past 48 hours in a state of constant anxiety not knowing what to do.  I kinda want to stay home, but I still want to see him.  Last night I had pretty much decided not to go & was trying to be okay with that.  When I talked to him about it, I was pretty much talked out of that decision.  He told me to sleep on it.  I didn’t do laundry so I have limited clothes to pack & everything is just overwhelming me right now",5.389622641509434,5.8947449748427685,6.121691823899372,79.49272641509438,67.80503144654088,9.378867924528302,30.99433962264151,9.3871,2.6719705660377366,637,24,123,12,10,209,98,159,0.038,0.865,0.097,0.8457,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,1,5,1,11,2,2,4,0,27,28,5,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,10,6,0,1,7,1,1,5,3,1,0,0,6,1,16,2,24,21,3,30,0,1,1,0,10,7,0,2,16,80,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5400155292351502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531854201016438,0.14076236132118922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648403732416494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733173547859452,0.0,0.1346481698415839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111982308356501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962655328098517,0.0,0.0650982774567223,0.0,0.2124388935868484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12498380592259507,0.0,0.12270575069580185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847681741548979,0.10156550553154096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495140964801249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18319044856636532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507855477209517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894465285277843,0.08638184541653175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535256779709898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064075886475725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928994616653394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307028112576216,0.0,0.1246898316501006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328068585040812,0.19901119774143414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002972747305773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906049354247382,0.0,0.08459511725293517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22047665432512986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheBlitz84,2019/04/12,"I’m not a huge fan of my new therapist Warning; pretty long 

So I started therapy at my uni last semester and my counselor was pretty great. I was a huge mess when I started with her and after a few months and the current semester starting I felt like I was making really big progress; she convinced me at our last appointment a month or so ago to try fluoxetine. 

This was also the appointment where she told me she wasn’t going to be working at my school anymore. 

I was honestly really upset. I’d spent the first couple appointments with her crying and talking about how horrible leaving my room every day was because of how scared everything made me. By then I was up to ordering my own food in restaurants again and my grades improved drastically. I don’t know where she went or really why. I just wish she’d stayed so I could talk about how much I’ve improved since then. 

The fluoxetine has really improved my confidence in just existing around other people. I know that usually people will only talk about bad experiences when prompted about medication but I’m really grateful to my first counselor for suggesting it even if I can’t say it to her directly. I’m gonna call my first therapist “L” from now on and my new one “P” so I don’t have to type as much. 

P’s counseling style is just so different from L’s. 

L would lead the conversation; ask about my week, if I’d had a panic attack, if any good things had happened for me, etc. P just kind of sits and waits for me to start. That wouldn’t be too bad if I wasn’t horrible at talking to people anyways or if I didn’t have class right after that I needed to cross campus for.",4.114979550102252,5.4321772208589,5.489095092024543,79.90190439672803,71.26993865030677,9.237014314928425,28.6140081799591,9.621722640351123,2.647881799591002,1298,49,253,31,24,436,171,326,0.112,0.7859999999999999,0.102,-0.6539,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,0,6,28,13,1,3,10,0,26,2,0,6,0,39,48,30,0,10,14,0,1,1,0,4,1,1,1,0,8,10,1,1,3,0,1,4,8,7,0,4,17,2,42,6,38,23,5,50,0,0,0,0,19,16,0,8,28,173,50,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852075793394873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686983471355001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06536719669961623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532856688301466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557019027394921,0.08986238746858861,0.10935422506553323,0.0,0.0,0.160518019575978,0.05859592213516709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815272135412204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674669975141894,0.10635869507222433,0.10558702269727947,0.061991629991795714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042847649012444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720298119308727,0.06348858795725566,0.0,0.0809880960049328,0.0,0.08638949863279904,0.09402711327465067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092293521907687,0.0,0.0,0.2452875016069158,0.11623277636068105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0546291337635476,0.08062373317703223,0.0,0.10597636918125826,0.0,0.0,0.08500159019744062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009771160385474,0.10565379498449064,0.15670677323999327,0.0,0.10178078355146693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04696102958892458,0.0,0.0,0.08506616919147486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095426922806084,0.06416310461027233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683419575135832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534495345935956,0.0,0.1413234933109603,0.07127427057226844,0.0,0.1856731247055936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06513569206169534,0.07310616431111619,0.0,0.11278007909408433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199919552276587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19558407512665624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30789550287625844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820888439334913,0.0,0.0764411723282454,0.0962362753139445,0.0972819954504715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951425578806014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27214650112829475,0.10245473673072933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090413368941067,0.0,0.0,0.10992546577772308,0.22321331290933816,0.06386010451573555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185001180153657,0.0,0.06526146740070889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105866326243564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710437982656339,0.0,0.0,0.08910733912589068,0.08673640218586516,0.0,0.11053714669817544,0.0,0.0,0.06997896769973977,0.0,0.0,0.06828329341912888,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lichprince,2019/04/12,"Drowsiness on Vistaril? I just started Vistaril for anxiety (10mg 4x day as needed) and Wellbutrin for depression (50mg fast release 2x day) three days ago, and I'm a bit worried about the side effects I'm feeling. I told my psychiatrist that I've been struggling with productivity, focus, etc., and if anything, I've been less focused since I started this regimen.

I'm just so drowsy. All the time. It doesn't matter how much sleep I get the night before, within an hour of taking my morning meds, I'm struggling to keep my eyes open. Last night, it was ~5 hours of sleep, and now I'm at work ready to take a nap. The night before, though, it was ~14 hours, and I felt the exact same way. I understand that Vistaril is a sedative, but I figured that, because it's such a low dose, I'd be spared the drowsiness. Especially since it's being paired with a stimulant. Right now, I'm taking my Wellbutrin, as prescribed, and 1 Vistaril in the morning, and that's it. I haven't touched my other 3 per day because they just make me so, so sleepy.

Is this something that will get less drastic as time goes on? It's only been 3 days, am I making hasty judgments? I see my psychiatrist again in 3 weeks, re: these medications, and I'm sort of stressed about just sticking it out for that long.",5.143523622047244,5.600195114173231,5.746131889763781,82.1407726377953,68.33070866141732,8.55472440944882,32.01673228346456,8.472884824447931,2.3388669291338577,1005,41,202,14,16,326,142,254,0.07400000000000001,0.905,0.02,-0.8809999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,1,2,15,5,0,3,13,0,13,5,3,5,2,34,36,18,0,2,6,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,18,12,0,1,5,1,0,0,2,5,0,1,7,5,18,0,22,26,7,35,0,2,2,0,2,11,0,2,23,114,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201788901048182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804141903330882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470698754741136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14031221933990645,0.0,0.1958615191861608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564545223985266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711087251337426,0.0,0.09912446604003723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835268789147314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05819156351530536,0.0,0.1105017927671778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025665947141162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34001322891574903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022948215541113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381145623145083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184858054171976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536432447779964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278359724591798,0.1159382805046224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460235912657645,0.08533572577592351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32400471877167153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752902751712385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828386904455476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170962513579277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19040269855379252,0.0,0.2303406973289333,0.0,0.0,0.08859977541784947,0.0,0.0,0.16291867320910325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183203775412544,0.2406283302730861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595938316461954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307262311490872,0.0,0.1342165833519767,0.0,0.0,0.1099707840806851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980986940537815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913508895114825,0.0923160371922814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378487706376732,0.11687667263532805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ReefJames,2019/04/12,"Fun Every few weeks I get hit with a wave of anxiety. Something super small will trigger it, and my heart will just start racing, I feel nauseous, and have a panic attack, hyperventilating uncontrollably. It fucking sucks, I dont know why it happens but I've had enough of it, I don't know what to do.",1.704116222760291,4.307903237288136,3.4971428571428578,85.00203389830509,84.42372881355931,5.405326876513318,21.987893462469735,6.868970318607317,0.7273079903147699,237,8,46,3,7,79,45,59,0.162,0.757,0.081,-0.3811,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,1,7,3,2,2,0,7,2,1,1,0,9,16,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,1,5,2,4,12,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064088819483184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069552177036417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162229253993464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787925682529705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273320361028555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642732813602765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24944100402988206,0.1409679835972587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23859783751908115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197338484690247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965681812590706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165715244217828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20771792169719086,0.0,0.0,0.19097750555833254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21643051908953365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434674215819065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Manne_91,2019/04/12,"Anxiety fucks you up Well.. at least that's my experience.. i'm in the process of being diagnosed as to what kind of anxiety i have, the constant state of dread, doubt, horrible chaos thinking along with all the physical signs of anxiety and stress makes it pretty clear - it's anxiety alright (cue the fireworks..). 
Right now i'm starting my exam period, sitting in the study room at my dorm, and having a terrifying sense of my chest imploding with the anxiety of even fucking starting on an essay 😒. How do you guys handle periods like these?",5.8833946251768054,7.2398377920792125,6.744073550212164,72.40980198019803,67.11881188118812,10.919943422913725,35.220650636492216,10.914260884657429,4.3289422913719955,431,21,74,13,7,143,73,101,0.264,0.6509999999999999,0.085,-0.9621,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,0,4,9,2,3,8,1,4,4,1,2,2,12,12,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,7,4,17,11,2,16,0,0,0,2,3,8,2,1,7,49,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.690462500185861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950712002799132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18321762379363304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922760814834082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17657705388529632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337640467128105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787369609585678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18797725890021344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818988442207218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049430835042353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18364734686615167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15415772869987246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555370771303958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20677785385960812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156659015484329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16230351113753333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Christian01022002,2019/04/12,Breathing anxiety So a week ago I started to focus on my breathing for some reason. Then it felt like I had manually breath and I couldn't get enough oxygen. It first got worse and then these past few days that feeling went way down. But I wake up feeling weird and a I feel lightheaded most of the day. Any advice?,1.1232142857142868,3.681492174603172,2.278075396825397,92.75616071428574,87.57142857142857,5.0547619047619055,20.573412698412696,6.6274283507984215,0.36296984126984144,249,8,51,3,8,79,52,63,0.107,0.8029999999999999,0.09,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,2,4,4,1,0,12,10,7,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,4,4,6,1,6,5,4,14,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,10,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24235024416625198,0.2198438531043095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16865373362873196,0.0,0.18972520389110425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31988888554887673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562582402261317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37620041932217785,0.0,0.23812627503372755,0.0,0.0,0.21095521427244568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957378179493426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983544054886477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116402989739937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367514025953478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549932107650353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755411193484464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19685696037728195,0.1989368091863444,0.0,0.0,0.2299056131527709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527410238238775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DannyDevitosDoritos,2019/04/12,"My experiences with anxiety Hi, first time on here but just wanted to get everything off my chest really.
Im a 21 year old uni student and as of the last 8 months of so i started getting really shitty thoughts about others around me.
I would feel that they dont like me, that people are constsntly talking behind my back about me etc. 
It mostly all goes back to some idea that i am the centre of the universe (im not) and that everything is one big horrible joke on me.
I have a girlfriend whos lovely but shes unfortunately a big part of it. I get worries thst she would cheat all the time and that she has done loads but im too stupid to tell kind of thing. I also worry that she doesnt really love me and thst shes only with me because she wants to punish me for something. 
Its the same with everyone i meet, ill somehow add them into the story that my heads been building for a while.
Its small things too like someone will make me a coffee, my heads like 'theyve probably spat in that because they hate you'. Or if someone asks to go for a pint ill think that its to get me out the house so that my girlfriend can cheat on me. The hardest part is that i know none of the thoughts are true but they somehow build such a detailed image in my head that they may as well be. Its quite hard to enjoy your life when youre not really living in the real version of it, just some made up version that you tell yourself.
Im not the brightest bulb, i think of myself as very naive and stupid. Which brings me into a place where i feel others feel they can take advantage of me and use me. 
I dont know if anyone else feels similar things to me but if anyone can give advice i would really appreciate it.
Im not suicidal but i do occasionally think about it when i feel really trapped in the shit thoughts.
Thanks for reading this all if you did.",3.0745619142935148,4.36867733509235,4.264680192885091,87.7641952506597,73.80211081794195,7.338404148849058,23.886907469747968,7.873277556716777,1.0510281321080883,1446,41,311,20,29,474,187,379,0.203,0.7140000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.995,0,1,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,5,6,3,21,19,7,0,20,0,25,11,6,3,4,65,58,26,1,9,17,0,6,3,2,5,3,0,0,0,29,14,0,0,14,2,0,2,8,7,1,2,7,6,53,12,44,45,13,33,0,0,0,2,29,18,1,11,16,221,82,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769942519706367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06358671529170057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0608274166937576,0.0,0.0,0.11119502284245587,0.08147071849602383,0.0,0.07078364805495199,0.07433415290524098,0.0,0.0,0.12228155852239038,0.0,0.09694107531121697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136965859380349,0.18637786775281528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06642311536217603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867828933089641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597831544360192,0.14292275960333886,0.07777921344277049,0.0,0.0,0.20102143518765767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763392769700763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16616956010441875,0.07627635231957529,0.045189210932993135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07122825175902661,0.07850287021949763,0.24481059449656545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174761195236372,0.0,0.08976077803228627,0.4294397591636016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280081143433385,0.08739680274065012,0.0648139091974402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05616255818942186,0.11653846906540995,0.0,0.07021165428532171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352762053126422,0.07523735732646139,0.053075710131139535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346671554717792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343577767453872,0.0,0.0538802343193386,0.06047340772153127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17221019704803506,0.0,0.055124474159149714,0.0,0.08307442009669275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572872921948821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457212618642819,0.07953476490562869,0.09050348331069018,0.3056293343771672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161920591407476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347426331388114,0.06121318258484601,0.0,0.0,0.056279885827004966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697458723353885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059784066567949774,0.06390973642547776,0.13899616599184392,0.0732051153485697,0.0,0.0,0.1584752055005215,0.15284663516523608,0.0,0.18937391037723336,0.09272962808191926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867391627744808,0.0,0.06560675648151319,0.0937979469755222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149195865210024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149912498523725,0.0,0.16945178901457073,0.0,0.0,0.05120392444037936
anxiety,linguist67,2019/04/12,first day job tomorrow. hope everything will be fine. Tomorrow will be the first day of my job. I work as an english teaching instructor. I'm still inexperienced in teaching. Hope everything will be okay tomorrow.,3.548468468468468,6.734620108108107,4.674459459459463,72.53259009009011,91.16216216216215,10.034234234234237,33.193693693693696,9.2995712137729,4.936066666666669,172,10,27,7,6,56,24,37,0.0,0.765,0.235,0.8176,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,2,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,9,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,3,3,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,8,16,2,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143003144810848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4379985909669653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4145395053253492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4840483320740509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4836194940013441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19459909667136246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17739823551986567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yourmumsjawline,2019/04/12,"I found this channel on youtube that adds a drive around somewhere I think in Europe, to some pretty chilled music. _ Should help people relax and focus less on anxiety. (Read Below)(Link Below) ## [Pink Sweat$ - Honestly (Drive Music)](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h4NjlHEGKw4)

I  found this channel on youtube that creates videos that are a cool drive  through areas. The idea is to give an alternative to music videos that  are usually full of stuff like cars, girls, money etc. that may cause  anxiety and depression, in the long term I guess. In fact on the About  page, it actually says, ""Think of this as a Vegetarian Music Video"" lol.  Which i think sums it up quite well.

Needless to say I do feel relaxed after watching a couple videos.",5.203233173076924,8.296676078125003,4.475000000000001,80.51615384615386,73.375,7.063461538461539,27.81490384615385,8.139509932561175,2.1354956730769232,590,23,97,10,13,176,88,128,0.048,0.754,0.198,0.9615,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,8,2,6,1,1,1,1,17,14,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,2,0,1,12,4,0,0,7,9,1,4,0,1,1,0,2,6,6,6,20,10,6,20,0,1,2,0,5,12,0,3,5,59,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.17387561558029244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726107218957697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15861582197240384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18303745585454914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19715010319346027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346408850182114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19871510073070825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900919380465075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907250393958459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17092417037948487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962826922035576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942867600043452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20114079988390104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704856545335199,0.0,0.0,0.15768155131071493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352589926930682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812706547783116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18951378856031845,0.17822579730694765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833879261589081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20397070039973225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34250699615861285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19623743154669265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16020304261821194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,3and202,2019/04/12,"Disloyal customer I don't know if anyone else feels this way or if it is just me, but if I keep going to a certain shop to buy something (eg, I always used to go to a certain vape shop for my oils) well I stopped going there for a while and went to my corner shop to buy them because it was easier than walking into town, but then I really fancied getting some of their speciality liquids but since I hadn't been there for ages I Simply cannot go in because I feel that the person who works there is judging me because i stopped going for a long time and that they resent me or that they will question why I stopped going and I feel bad for it, so now I have to go to another store whenever I need to stock up.

Does anyone else experience this?",9.263118279569897,5.245577645161294,9.406290322580649,73.63610215053765,62.8709677419355,12.13978494623656,39.381720430107535,9.2995712137729,3.4805268817204293,585,21,123,7,6,196,92,155,0.091,0.8320000000000001,0.077,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,4,1,7,6,1,0,5,0,9,0,0,1,2,27,25,14,0,4,9,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,9,4,0,4,5,3,6,9,3,2,1,0,4,4,22,4,19,20,1,24,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,7,9,85,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533169226757906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453409762923023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19383374274089454,0.28403743056464564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573061856835055,0.25347966535592525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129546193876585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315758516170728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558373085111486,0.0,0.0,0.21025079805294605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07241616337963816,0.0,0.5514127848457796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319980520188152,0.0,0.0,0.07617449480094796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266237031549633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277494630354936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102582927915732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552709756477212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887948582879609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465670996518315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670603757430187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476436630863736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082255129150792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197114931986879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001936971833863,0.0,0.0,0.124623868651456,0.12848959267327525,0.1250707864933768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090716593761792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jaylow6188,2019/04/12,"I started watching The Sopranos recently, and I'm absolutely impressed with how well they're portraying anxiety, depression, therapy, and medication. I know this conversation is almost 20 years late, but I did not expect to find a character like Tony Soprano so relatable. Before I started watching, I always assumed the therapy sessions were just a narrative device to let us know what's going on in Tony's head, but this guy is actually going through a lot and you can tell it's all drawn on from real-life situations. Panic attacks, anxiety episodes, bouts of depression, and then later on in the first season it tackles the stigma surrounding mental illness (along with the stigma against seeking therapy). Realistic conversations about those subjects from all sorts of different angles.

Such a realistic, non-romanticized, portrayal of these issues that you never really see portrayed correctly in media. I'm only just finishing up the first season but I'm realizing why this show is so well received as much more than just a mob show. I'd recommend it for anyone who's struggling with accepting treatment.",10.419843749999998,10.43436296354167,10.519875,53.837625,57.38541666666666,14.346666666666668,45.24166666666667,13.348371206891418,6.843000416666667,907,50,123,32,10,303,129,192,0.132,0.7859999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.9012,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,2,0,2,10,10,1,2,11,0,7,3,1,1,4,30,17,12,0,1,7,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,11,8,0,0,6,2,0,3,2,5,2,2,2,3,8,5,24,14,5,24,0,2,3,0,10,8,0,4,14,87,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.13107648092779153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450160223372873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117646052131229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055081385048014,0.0,0.0,0.0939193352168822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15280785109432982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142960229816437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313784207460753,0.0,0.0,0.14033531554850046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276561277651228,0.2285042393096859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526737633145826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132997447793012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13785058420431562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019468716854344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14763699675861425,0.0,0.15151827515384114,0.0,0.0,0.1373508151078174,0.0,0.0656217353500553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419365715017812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353127906703675,0.13536248927428865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987403061429506,0.0,0.10359549849442534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215605170660792,0.0,0.15759502225257296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15288502614717353,0.08604852739422535,0.0,0.13262432686563566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703527130508583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15098077427318238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19014410277853375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041993180286996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740118553818055,0.0,0.460818249938789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16156985068224472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24153876885195974,0.0,0.12120247957253412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649737049381198
anxiety,TheEpicDudeguyman,2019/04/12,"Has anybody ever been put on Lexapro and Remeron? I’ve been taking 7.5 mg of Remeron and 10 mg lexapro for over a month now, and just today got my lexa dosage upped to 20mg. I’m just wondering what others experiences are with this combo, as it makes me feel very “out of it” and messes with my vision, as if colors are more vibrant and patterns pop out more as if artistically painted. Also, if I am in the wrong sub Reddit, can somebody point me in the right direction?",8.809255319148935,6.021705563829787,8.88989361702128,73.18250000000003,62.510638297872326,11.102127659574473,37.32978723404256,8.841846274778883,3.131859574468084,369,13,73,4,4,122,68,94,0.033,0.904,0.064,0.4503,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,1,1,18,13,12,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,2,5,0,16,10,2,14,0,0,1,0,0,9,0,4,4,51,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23538735661050894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26625163990091755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28792560470454,0.0,0.0,0.14882952841267294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354143518551194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19647737818633945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349431376800681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782508896381877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29589773005203546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513687723243027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213105887338255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790043663212168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24286521033723546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192042798762641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218197311461322,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spicyasice,2019/04/12,"Im too anxious to introduce myself to other people So basically, im 14, depressed, suffer from anxiety, and i suffer from aspergers syndrome (a form of autism). I have had no friends for (probably) 8 months or so. I have had terrible issues with anxiety and i really need to get myself out there, yet im too anxious to introduce myself to other people. I especially need to gain self confidence. I honestly feel so worthless sometimes. Any tips?",3.344092140921412,6.192147609756103,5.807235772357725,69.65551490514908,79.0,9.498102981029811,31.062330623306238,9.725611199111238,4.173743631436315,352,18,54,12,9,124,51,82,0.271,0.595,0.134,-0.8858,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,8,6,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,1,9,2,12,6,1,3,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464750289530024,0.0,0.28044173576835685,0.4141444057710975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578724969372795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267991848889158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161396380245558,0.0,0.09576454664794663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5939731029880067,0.1913133061352192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14630504498634844,0.0,0.0,0.2718231864322676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25414860694053404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19762399041677556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742405219725037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19121760735133744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812843398337499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yomamadeadbaby,2019/04/12,"How do I keep my mind off a panic attack on a long flight? Hey guys, I'm gonna be traveling on a nonstop 15 hour flight soon and just wanted to ask for any suggestions that might help me not succumb to an anxiety attack. No serious history with anxiety really, until only a few months ago, have had minor attacks only.",7.708697916666665,5.872332890625002,9.139375,67.53479166666668,63.84375,12.908333333333333,35.39583333333333,11.855464076750405,4.281933333333335,251,9,46,7,3,89,54,64,0.276,0.6859999999999999,0.039,-0.9274,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,3,1,5,0,5,0,0,1,0,9,10,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,5,0,0,1,0,3,0,8,6,1,10,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,6,29,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696102882958878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011693517477907,0.0,0.29274729381401554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17887593525897486,0.6530264719470703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894554795194421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282503544240114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884301610896582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700707037094893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16932880375943835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20298021400522592,0.19319762842476407,0.0,0.15272479281211182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910435362941639,0.0,0.2244948381055108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257652526375308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285657288653456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,montedelmonte,2019/04/12,Does anyone use any support group apps or websites? Wondering if anyone here is part of an anxiety support group or uses a support group app of some kind. Would love to hear what you think of it if so,3.958916666666667,5.352557725000004,4.655000000000001,85.4366666666667,71.75,7.333333333333335,28.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.733083333333333,159,6,31,2,3,51,31,40,0.034,0.655,0.312,0.9325,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,2,0,10,11,5,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,4,10,2,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,6,0,19,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662086910460752,0.0,0.15369017743604646,0.0,0.0,0.2809519739544701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758114917533696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264321824894476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209209466600566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18132272144221534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175582753568195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6839467296402503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873047361365558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470312221558588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21787063762550787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271566417504158,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,natgeo726,2019/04/12,"Anxiety sucks You know that feeling when something minor goes wrong and then suddenly you’re feeling endlessly anxious, but not even about what went wrong? It’s like it just triggers you and you realize ANYTHING could go wrong so then you just feel icky and wrong inside because anxiety. 

I didn’t do anything wrong, something just didn’t work out, which happens. But now I’m laying in bed at 2am with this awful ball of dread and panicky butterflies in my stomach and I don’t know why! I’m not anxious about what went wrong, because I know that’s just whatever. What do you do when you don’t know what the actual trigger is? Or you at least don’t know what you’re anxious about?",3.344825870646765,5.507787686567166,3.735149253731347,88.17247512437812,75.11940298507463,6.854726368159205,28.33084577114428,7.793537801064563,1.78676815920398,546,23,106,8,12,170,71,134,0.307,0.6559999999999999,0.037000000000000005,-0.9915,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,7,0,1,12,9,1,1,1,1,10,1,1,2,0,28,25,13,0,1,9,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,11,7,0,0,9,1,0,3,7,8,0,0,4,3,11,1,10,20,1,14,0,0,0,0,7,5,1,1,7,65,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.10814148171156082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695495213511019,0.375575262949052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18238602448233254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351061232883554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847841881104679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731936342956583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16809733161433116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06297989870667364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799517531638316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045108373354323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05413962629305123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17062479999587685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205457081434248,0.09999517560522184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067615196688396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7269664648335993,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yamyamyamsss,2019/04/12,"Unhealthy? Is it unhealthy to create improbable scenarios in my head and always thinking about them? Like a second life? I can still distinguish real and not real. elsewhere with different friends, better grades, thin, pretty, etc it clams me for some reason...",4.936589147286821,8.512808279069766,4.7677906976744175,73.64455426356591,82.48837209302326,6.587596899224807,28.096899224806204,7.793537801064563,2.784662015503877,208,9,27,4,6,64,39,43,0.123,0.617,0.26,0.7608,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,1,0,10,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,3,5,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,21,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183617004202826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320968583590255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741821355137701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926773694496257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20275176198327213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26932755601278097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18536115115060672,0.12820940662066924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26698433185922865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5974026251805944,0.0,0.2698204101676725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095758981367618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16815371401096674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nate19981,2019/04/12,"Very anxious this night, slightly depressed, and also kinda panicking... So suffice to say I had a sort of emotional fallout this past week that I'm still very much recovering from, I'm in college, I have a speech due tomorrow morning and I haven't written a good chunk of it yet. I will probably be staying up most of the night trying to get that done. I'm kinda panicking atm and I know I am very anxious. Sweating, second-guessing everything I'm doing, can't sleep, or for that matter even rest. I'm overthinking like everything and my mind feels like mush atm >.<. I wouldn't have put off finishing this speech up if I hadn't felt like utter crap the last few days. But here I am and I've gotta yet through tonight and tomorrow somehow. Thank goodness my exams were moved a week out and there's a break after this Friday... I'd this isn't the right subreddit to post this kind of thing I'll gladly listen to where I should post it. Thanks.",2.8691409897292246,4.932868973544977,3.7924431995020242,87.67439775910366,76.19576719576719,6.986741363211952,26.46156240273887,7.928766900206844,1.6073097416744475,752,29,150,12,17,241,117,189,0.085,0.799,0.116,0.5425,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,0,10,11,1,0,8,0,16,3,3,0,0,23,30,12,0,3,3,0,2,3,0,4,0,4,0,0,12,8,0,0,3,0,2,2,5,2,0,0,6,6,12,9,17,19,4,29,0,1,0,0,2,7,1,7,19,89,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967597032292338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098729133877946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844811747788707,0.0,0.11812404052319705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14034843945281145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427130219825744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058393991078624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24651678056991966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06934536831717943,0.0979774546845954,0.13168210400693453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165336210158113,0.0,0.0,0.2300638787685281,0.0,0.0,0.15108228194754567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14281692796877765,0.07537210484713483,0.11179266532389852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20100849078400312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384788232493695,0.0,0.0,0.14576497697067894,0.1008184245228549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574053144755961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092180951443744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626967857592401,0.0,0.14786707441272304,0.0,0.0,0.1378700671400401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117122323010611,0.0,0.1090643654817732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724550029068772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461798728590431,0.10952533593163316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25253205867370376,0.0,0.0,0.09111401050602236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311344025316202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394805649501225,0.0,0.0,0.2200212269257016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,faisalrishu,2019/04/12,"Constant chest pain, anyone? I have been experiencing severe panic attacks for the last 10 days almost daily. Sometimes twice a day. But the problematic part is i have actual physical pain in my chest cavity. This is also a precursor to the next panic attack. I was wondering is it normal to feel physical (like actual debilitating) pain in the chest and elsewhere almost all the time? Even when you are not having a panic attack? 

Please help.",4.613069620253164,7.550702506329117,6.33466772151899,67.23465981012663,74.56962025316456,9.013291139240506,23.799050632911392,9.516144504307137,2.879011392405064,354,11,52,10,8,121,56,79,0.35,0.6,0.05,-0.9833,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,3,10,3,3,8,0,9,6,3,0,1,9,11,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,9,0,1,2,2,5,1,5,9,2,9,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,8,38,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.26013321619017943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669306814169563,0.0,0.0,0.10658769975656604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319573793665617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4548916497023146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403337439116548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171915167233238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803326527724993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673927322086809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933790252774579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864479257804628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06511615565112155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174975505186138,0.0,0.13059067429169674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4254728477139667,0.4691425155445171,0.0,0.14433430547379464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14630653933511906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057373532973126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131821943385802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771936096393785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14454153542647472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iRavenska,2019/04/12,"Steps to changing anxious thoughts. Hey reddit, 

I’m currently in a relationship of about 5 months and things have been near perfect. He’s a really good guy, treats me well, and we spend nearly every free moment together. I don’t think I’d change anything. 

In the past I’ve had pretty terrible luck, quite a few long distance relationships, and in the most recent few a lot of obsessive compulsive driven anxiety and panic attacks. This, as you could imagine has made a bit of a dent into my self esteem and somewhat ruined the way my mind works. 

As of recently I’ve been finding myself looking harder and harder to, what I can only describe as, attempting to find what my current bf is going to do to hurt me before it happens. I’m making myself crazy, without any evidence of anything fishy. When we aren’t together I’m checking when he’s active online, checking his Snapchat counter, all obsessively. It’s like I’m worried that I’m going to be oblivious to something that’s going to end up hurting me. 

Now, I think I know where this roots from, at least partially.  

I have a fear of abandonment from my fathers sudden death when I was a preteen. Then, my first boyfriend ever cheated on me after three years. Add a few more mentally abusive relationships and a shady long distance relationship and here I am. 

Anyway, I really don’t want to mess this up. I feel good about him and us, overall. 

I know that I can’t force somebody to be loyal, if they are going to cheat, they’re going to cheat. I know I’m just hurting the relationship by doing what I’m doing, which is why I’m desperately trying to stop. 

He and I spoke about it today and he said he really didn’t know what to do, his only comment was something to the effect of “Well, if you keep thinking this way you’re going to make it happen.” (That whole phrase in itself threw me into a whirlwind of overthinking.)

So, what advice is there to stop this thinking? How can I avoid assuming the worst, always? How can I avoid thinking every girl is going to steal him away from me? Basically, how can I trust and enjoy the ride of the relationship?

I’ve deleted Snapchat in an attempt to stop checking his numbers. I attempted to delete Instagram but I use it so much to look at art and inspiration to keep me going throughout the day that I’ve already reinstalled it. 

Thank you all for any input. (Feel free to link other threads if they sound similar or the same, I’ve browsed some looking for advice but figured I’d ask as well.)

TL;DR: Looking for advice to keep from thinking a loving and seemingly loyal boyfriend is out to hurt me.",4.465621723631788,6.041142247011955,5.4756510798909614,79.33428391696377,70.75298804780876,7.993373872929336,29.744390857622147,8.532816995589336,2.372126693227092,2056,83,371,34,38,677,247,502,0.119,0.784,0.097,0.3918,3,2,2,0,0,0,60.0,3,3,2,9,21,38,4,6,23,0,31,1,0,9,4,80,82,33,1,5,8,1,2,1,1,0,0,3,0,3,25,20,0,9,22,1,6,12,6,20,3,2,12,9,46,20,67,67,16,56,0,6,4,1,35,17,0,11,26,248,71,1,0.0,0.07947124760616972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19663063583527046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401738508316033,0.0,0.05581060804675764,0.0,0.0,0.091224695601188,0.0,0.051311120128949166,0.07577407584157016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039171490994727,0.0,0.0627047613842842,0.07630590263912633,0.06301785478090048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0570746930816585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322699888669579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419099495346504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05355281147661689,0.0,0.0,0.04325692290133227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05940730077366061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060671910901992074,0.11302480109894572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07547644715520227,0.06782885461888248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260810984344553,0.05705276958128596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30495577905457105,0.11251630616965634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641340893067789,0.11862592527887883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28721470261527604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788542915924588,0.0,0.0,0.14744758492338822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03276877276116371,0.0,0.0,0.118716049980112,0.22529972308813084,0.0,0.0,0.05702357583137688,0.060536542394851664,0.06346666174233433,0.08954429717702185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759441254872096,0.0,0.06772521509304931,0.0,0.053537507305735935,0.0,0.049306813315831616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202498994256493,0.0,0.07869641735222335,0.0,0.0,0.06402934038347177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823796421873272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134102945979298,0.0,0.0,0.12890719632325745,0.0,0.1324541756318747,0.4320716664564862,0.0,0.0,0.06380235294853444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06106128599553829,0.06997239262332207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327306783056822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682295979446651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061752358917611626,0.0,0.0,0.04456071921118678,0.2578683259805098,0.0,0.05324894591297172,0.0,0.0,0.06357792973972698,0.0,0.0,0.04553857132251378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068128180120074,0.05793005456039954,0.0,0.0,0.03956174687921396,0.10647980273549842,0.0,0.0,0.18092166385038566,0.0,0.0605234910356361,0.07488527865131121,0.0,0.064656556516984,0.0,0.048830379373845836,0.0681164962549536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043193199067807365
anxiety,Psychological_Art,2019/04/12,"Am I the only one who wants to die cuz life is so boring? I have a good life. Middle class, attends school, drives, declared major, has hobbies, attends dance class, even got an nice little tutoring gig. Yet the days feel uninspiring and monotonous. My closest friends are too far away to hang out with, and I'm still searching for meaning in life and just...the answer to what I can most look forward to each time I get up. But nothing inspires me anymore, because I don't know how to take it to the next level. I don't know the point to life if it's this monotonous and lonely.",3.4712367149758454,4.99404062608696,4.271594202898552,87.19599033816428,73.17391304347827,6.502415458937199,27.560386473429947,6.937597516519254,1.2642270531400968,452,17,91,4,9,145,86,115,0.101,0.821,0.078,-0.4085,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,6,0,8,4,0,2,0,19,18,9,1,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,6,1,0,6,2,2,0,1,1,2,8,4,13,17,3,21,0,1,1,0,2,11,0,2,6,56,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19592818743121396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18561578437729165,0.0,0.0,0.1204318200743812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741099648654353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050379242095518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048768451850792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998931659707415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15263573188822793,0.0,0.1032178697218291,0.0,0.0,0.16570543774877952,0.15800819348531608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21714956201894492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5581748773527614,0.0,0.19800879288065368,0.0,0.0,0.16590212792226236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21520268257535985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101091815636999,0.0,0.0,0.18956584467203946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387296693956233,0.15025462704273193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18675972837233792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999430565414131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577730831304763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14854186267506894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519985567391156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652704941880665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shotputhrowaway,2019/04/12,"[Vent] This Fucking Sucks Title basically. 

It’s taken me forever to post this, and even then I switched to a throwaway Incase someone I know sees this.

I’m sick of not sleeping at night and crashing from exhaustion the next day. I’m sick of forcing myself to eat as much as I can and still losing weight. I’m sick of the chest pain. I’m sick of causing relationship problems. I’m trying to eat my second meal at 10pm but I can’t finish it. I’m 19 and I feel like I’m throwing away what was once a promising future.

I start therapy tomorrow, and I guess I’m gonna have to revisit with my doctor about medication.

It just sucks, man.",1.5136523781561948,3.615464381679388,3.6529770992366433,86.82066353493838,80.7557251908397,6.4735173223722855,24.580739870816213,7.61054688173877,1.3016172636523784,498,19,103,8,13,170,85,131,0.16899999999999998,0.777,0.054000000000000006,-0.8589,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,4,9,3,0,4,0,4,15,2,1,0,14,22,9,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,1,8,0,0,1,7,6,4,0,2,0,0,1,2,7,0,1,2,3,11,2,17,19,1,14,0,1,1,1,2,3,3,1,10,56,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17687378828060907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933919495666006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141028680715665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926891688661804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3852681232041967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434207124239095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518847089358982,0.1344909446700876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17404070046795833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073864736275156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346120559363572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197293363483547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21061159511801614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18964927169149612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13839066546357767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20021361340784996,0.17666658119649467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200487719351487,0.0,0.0,0.2003188793673158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18029830940337066,0.0,0.0,0.18013666665376066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20211772446760756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150016573804627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883931057939138,0.0,0.15950967120354748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324937882712276,0.0,0.15034240215948372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21528845634886407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781424646560502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292464903850879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hiworld1122,2019/04/12,"Crippling social anxiety f/25 I’m getting into the dating world since moving to a new city. I’ve successfully gone on 10 dates with ten different men in almost 1.5 months. They’ve been simple coffee dates and only a few have lead to second dates and I’m okay with that. 

Dating is difficult for me because I struggle with finding something to talk about. And I struggle with feeling less than equal to my date. I don’t have an opinion on politics and it is a struggle for me to find interesting things to talk about. It’s just I feel stuck and I don’t know how to get better at this. 

I don’t know many people in this city so going out with a stranger for coffee is easy for me. It’s opening up and letting them in that I struggle with. One date brought me out to a political event and I didn’t say a word. I froze. I felt unintelligent and kept my head down and just wanted to leave. A lot of the time I don’t feel smart. A lot of the time I want to stay in and keep to myself. How can I work on this? 

TL;DR dating has always been a struggle. Communication has been especially even with friends and finding common ground. How can I work on this? Should I read more to feel smart?",1.6926170798898106,3.836745004132233,3.21440082644628,89.97644972451793,80.36363636363636,5.686225895316805,21.653581267217632,6.816661863887847,0.4492391184573004,929,28,197,10,24,305,126,242,0.093,0.797,0.11,0.7007,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,5,9,13,0,5,13,1,19,1,1,4,0,48,38,15,0,3,2,0,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,10,22,0,2,10,1,0,5,5,6,0,3,9,7,23,7,42,27,6,37,0,0,0,0,7,17,0,4,14,134,33,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706830048497935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727833846869884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943569485804886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126714318968351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339723816729253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221458824017371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721783571258159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364524777093213,0.0,0.11225176431394963,0.0,0.3205603815953502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032423950432747,0.0,0.12216111483919195,0.0,0.06644254679146913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998320723062653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391482266557718,0.0,0.0,0.1285011629021561,0.0,0.0,0.12379062247007835,0.0,0.11954821524696012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987851021358819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852821114335227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933163056043856,0.12425664036533995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291223589199148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922112194449102,0.08891518880768598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105055118367475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694146079750345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297138393585933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670901397877016,0.0,0.0,0.11917484209285673,0.0,0.09000289370352553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461031633237205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6110976559897211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18793537506891836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766969179412679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13634211630568874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791288566879348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17022348756008254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nuetraz,2019/04/12,"I just remembered why I don’t like being home at my parents I don’t know where to post this really. But it does have to do with/contributes to my anxiety so here goes. I don’t want to misconstrue my mother as being a bad parent or what have you. But she can be a bit of a powder keg. I wish I knew what was normal in families growing up. Because this could be perfectly normal family behavior. But I learned growing up that when she’s upset you avoid at all costs. The yelling gets scary at some point for a child. When she’s upset it gets put on anyone in her path. So I remember that whatever part of the house she was in during those times was off limits. I’d say there was a fair amount of fighting in my household but it was mostly my mother yelling at my father. About what? I was never sure. Just shut my door and put on music for a while. Or left entirely. Something happened in my family that no one talks about. Because of this event that happened before I was born we literally do not acknowledge my fathers side of the family. And that’s what many of the fights were likely about. (I don’t even want to attempt to bring this up with them)

I’m home for a bit from university and gradually I’ve stayed around for less and less time each time I come home. Just trying to avoid the yelling. She also tends to whisper to herself about past or future arguments or something (again I just avoid). I absolutely hate it. I try to just leave or move to another place in my parents house. Because it’s usually the precursor to an outburst. I have intense anxiety and I think growing up like this has changed how I deal with conflicts. And by deal with I mean I don’t. I avoid. roommate is angry with me? Leave apartment for days at a time until the situation has resolved. I wish I knew if this was normal? I’m sure it sounds like a frequent occurrence and I don’t want to tell someone they’re not allowed to be upset ever. Because we’re all human.",2.1160379374832985,4.268065279187816,3.637948169917177,87.4476008549292,78.9492385786802,6.7869623296820745,24.32781191557575,7.85451343220497,1.3565949238578687,1536,55,312,26,38,507,189,394,0.139,0.784,0.077,-0.9794,4,4,2,0,6,0,37.0,1,2,1,4,22,19,3,7,17,0,30,0,0,2,7,68,50,26,0,10,17,7,0,4,0,0,0,6,4,2,22,15,0,6,10,1,1,8,10,11,0,1,11,6,46,8,56,33,11,54,0,0,0,0,27,26,0,8,22,219,68,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802671238140846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919841380108069,0.1301494867708763,0.0,0.0,0.059479655478722165,0.0,0.0,0.07572617716533543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102599602574365,0.2074201385584497,0.0,0.07238432910366546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18573861375320105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998783817815847,0.07327624821032679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679177428918265,0.0,0.0,0.054860099533467925,0.17539723673115756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444124212051473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05618484713235215,0.07694645961205135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207680839485321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888624628518806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15044597792804595,0.0,0.0,0.0839844006572521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559823805387512,0.0,0.0,0.1963079357483068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04674967983342967,0.0,0.0,0.18014380060555935,0.09242372819513277,0.0,0.0,0.16623449054548134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624289145772229,0.0,0.09266108037386266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904109818629476,0.0,0.0,0.06560762536665933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500378822328848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05764246802606801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833649411274955,0.09211746109223384,0.08120448129220427,0.0,0.0,0.08887516293686629,0.0,0.08041423087395744,0.0,0.08146907037041827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710283004695826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05449502758980256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19272486914563025,0.0,0.0,0.06764736340918145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561699320956632,0.0,0.0,0.07207557669867506,0.13097489142338098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066832176322727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603461306043164,0.0,0.0,0.06837228874370005,0.07435084642027273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05450642764584247,0.0,0.0,0.1984091082492836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550754828601507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368744128414026,0.0,0.15052120395586646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675822780787044,0.0,0.19564185909646195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BlastingMolasses,2019/04/12,"Does anyone else just get overwhelming anxiety in waves? I could be totally fine, and just be walking down the street when I suddenly feel like I need to sit down and get away. I will have to constantly talk myself out of a panic attack but it’s exhausting. 
Should I look into medication?
What helps calm you down?
I was in therapy for a while but it didn’t seem to get me anywhere because it would be hard to talk about the feelings I was experiencing. Overall, having someone to talk to might be good.",2.646428571428572,5.119479153061229,4.0054693877551015,83.8002448979592,78.89795918367345,7.593469387755103,25.106122448979587,8.548686976883017,1.9565191836734697,399,15,77,9,10,131,69,98,0.103,0.759,0.138,0.6845,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,4,8,1,2,4,0,14,2,0,0,1,17,22,6,0,4,4,0,3,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,3,5,10,4,17,10,1,15,0,1,1,0,5,9,0,2,5,58,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438984042814906,0.0,0.0,0.13197528743871742,0.1933921360236685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21472532811797287,0.17733267122353966,0.0,0.0,0.11505754440954477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039669024238266,0.0,0.15069797510081806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16517251566234448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157672700061737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19087085743269536,0.13483986918336718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295835302216053,0.0,0.0,0.1583108247546862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16907895262494912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265121734782028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221154903888484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15849873761987784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19014129946318825,0.0,0.20022921700451912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13995244468906426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22145225275142053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17182687337708505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15992350452537155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4551196062166559,0.0,0.0,0.21584700265122306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407943383633886,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Colorfulunicornlove,2019/04/13,"For anyone with anxiety, I have found something that might help. (F/28)

 I  suffer from anxiety, extreme anxiety actually. Sometimes if feels like a constant overwhelming feeling that I can't control or stop. Sometimes I just wish I could shut my brain off so I can relax sometimes. If you are like me and look for more natural ways to help your anxiety(besides medication) then I suggest trying guided meditation. Yes, I know some of you probably just rolled your eyes and said ""girl, really?"" lol.. That was my exact reaction at first as well. One day my best friend told me that he thought my anxiety was getting out of hand and that it was making me look like I was going crazy. He suggested guided meditation to me and at first I was sceptical about this. But I tried it, and it has helped me alot, within the first day of trying it I felt better. Now I do it anytime I feel like my anxiety is getting overwhelming and it helps me. If you're wanting to give it a go to see if it works, pull up YouTube on your phone, tablet, or computer, and search ""guided meditation"". You will find a variety of videos for different things, choose a video you want to start with (majority of the videos are about 30 min) and plug in your headphones and try to relax :)
If anyone tries it, please let me know your input or if it helped you in any way :) also if anyone has any way for naturally relieving severe anxiety please let me know!",4.7411623616236165,6.229336649446495,5.543946494464944,79.44927767527676,69.95940959409593,9.257638376383763,28.679151291512927,9.642632912329526,2.6511873062730618,1116,41,212,26,20,364,148,271,0.068,0.7140000000000001,0.217,0.9919,1,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,10,0,7,8,15,1,2,7,2,19,4,3,2,1,47,43,24,0,11,13,0,5,4,1,2,1,1,0,1,17,12,0,2,11,5,0,3,1,4,1,4,10,10,37,11,30,28,5,27,0,3,4,0,25,10,0,13,15,144,54,2,0.0,0.0,0.08678957443291321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112279805814918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096026868845637,0.0,0.4082188602505477,0.0,0.0,0.18656022217255894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333377811010828,0.07865745100376248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992829813985184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610918167718127,0.09975028355041902,0.07100886906274831,0.0,0.0,0.11471387177120608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292011982738964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490749010660585,0.12707306264565535,0.08539336067492168,0.0,0.08128670538339294,0.2269490172313517,0.0,0.09751470836285646,0.0687124198788431,0.0,0.09293170760984897,0.08531636801414506,0.10108976722104313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29806261017599545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663216499868015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18188798946758644,0.0,0.17380028649740822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493691749836884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059366064061223876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959455910386054,0.0,0.09434798472440346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06026593773936064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952519939070608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588900870391767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569752484981481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459934784928948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087118589182531,0.0,0.0,0.10047336977133672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846796227020807,0.26388257220506195,0.0,0.06294998784018356,0.0,0.0,0.07435522159371895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05908571723056338,0.0,0.0,0.07060595557554547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498300881409054,0.0,0.3019115485427812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491456289895476,0.21178188861962047,0.0,0.0,0.07996494416591668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10227303326245532,0.0,0.0,0.06474711447700059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pixeltune,2019/04/13,"Tips for agoraphobia? Hey all, 
I am a first time poster here. A bit of backstory, I am 24 now and have been anxious for as long as I can remember. It got very bad when I was 12 due to bullying at school as well as physical health problems. Since then I have had a very hard time traveling, or going anywhere unfamiliar. I have improved over the years, but today I realized I’m still far from where I want to be.

My boyfriend and I went to a different movie theater than we usually go to and I was incredibly anxious going into it. We also travelled last weekend to see my favorite band in concert. I ended up having a great time but I was physically sick for a bit because of my nerves. 

Today at the new movie theater I just felt panicky. Eventually I settled down but, like most times I travel, I kept thinking about going home.

I really don’t want to let my anxiety stop me from going new places, but sometimes I question if it’s worth it. Does anyone else deal with this and have any tips? Thank you in advance!",3.0480576587070485,4.850175133663367,4.641147350029122,82.95163948747819,74.89108910891089,7.7232382061735585,28.21898660454281,8.4952907291091,2.125937332556786,795,33,157,15,17,267,131,202,0.13,0.7490000000000001,0.121,0.3525,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,1,0,2,9,6,0,0,8,0,16,2,0,0,1,27,31,17,0,4,7,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,5,8,0,2,5,6,1,10,1,2,1,1,9,4,26,4,28,20,4,42,0,0,1,0,7,11,0,4,22,105,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977984596369325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316410685451846,0.0,0.09355456763340274,0.2763147982489364,0.0,0.0855108013002292,0.12530464481258133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021103734449323,0.07454928122558895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670267264764461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607973380152382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777119062396994,0.0,0.0,0.10702029479284304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216093624126801,0.0,0.10831617638009168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742140867968084,0.0,0.0,0.1040232054387364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475124639778324,0.0,0.09780967558913332,0.13482955573488442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955139407198854,0.0,0.0,0.12999279266851754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267084323445307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996859242292863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250538904687425,0.0,0.0597466662166722,0.0,0.0,0.10822633280196786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362245952505253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777119062396994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701883228686938,0.0,0.0,0.13699725711898758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834466152463039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853525090625415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376804686671365,0.09745247659121113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116285229735987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095188318091254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766413840509697,0.10224325162071286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259187529645096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836105079116182,0.0,0.0,0.2852424361760047,0.0,0.23184080615972424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13468955244438008,0.2018106988616468,0.14426432768591296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099569839474827,0.11336775396138248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875332000815882
anxiety,desttinghim,2019/04/13,"Partial Avoidance? DO I have anxiety? I find myself avoiding eye contact with people all the time. I also tend to be lost in my thoughts, thinking about possible conversations, trying to solve problems, or planning things out when I am supposed to be working. Upon researching this, it appears that these things could be partial avoidance or safety behaviors and is related to anxiety. Do I have anxiety? I have been diagnosed with ADHD PI, if that helps.",5.9742495479204365,8.743938468354436,6.2873779385171815,70.08632911392408,69.37974683544303,9.071247739602173,39.13381555153707,9.606745405546679,4.7172878842676305,365,22,51,9,7,117,58,79,0.21,0.7070000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.8496,0,3,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,3,5,0,3,1,0,12,2,1,0,1,17,17,6,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,4,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,3,1,8,0,10,10,1,6,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,4,2,45,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809431794423924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18694383343651774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5364946311162425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18664437498267014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372691528376516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136593149691916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15668946799544695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25518490657258586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16206499216399614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635377999076344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22368398411574889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106095592976188,0.1497888134577673,0.0,0.1855853307113889,0.13631174426334278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15871282847223678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17018556798605414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jangrumoo,2019/04/13,"Tips for Prom for someone with Social Anxiety? First of all, I'm not sure if ""social anxiety"" belongs on this sub. If it doesn't, I'll gladly move the post :) Also I feel as if my issue is much more trivial than other people's issues on this sub, so sorry once again.

So my prom is in about a month and a half. It costs $100, I hate dressing up in suits, I hate dancing, I don't like any of the girls enough to want to go to prom with them, and I'm VERY socially anxious. 

If I go to prom, I'm just gonna be hanging with my friends. I personally don't care too much about prom and wouldn't mind skipping it, but it'd be fun to hang out with my friends and go to a post-prom afterwards.

 My main concern is what the fuck I'm gonna do during prom. The dinner is gonna be easy but standing around while everyone is dancing is gonna be awkward. The slow dance... dont even get me fucking started. Last time I was at a slow dance was my 8th grade graduation. I didn't ask anyone to dance so the dance teacher AND principal asked me to dance with them. Me, being the pushover that I was, accepted with regret. So yeah... fuck slow dancing.

Any advice for what I should do in this situation?",1.22454260869565,2.9739014960000034,2.99793043478261,92.92879130434784,80.03999999999998,5.947826086956522,22.469565217391306,6.8959733430537185,0.4871913043478262,914,29,209,10,23,304,131,250,0.135,0.784,0.081,-0.8168,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,2,1,12,15,5,1,11,1,24,4,0,0,2,30,47,18,0,8,8,0,1,1,2,6,0,0,0,2,11,13,1,0,2,8,1,14,7,7,0,2,4,1,21,8,32,31,6,36,0,1,0,3,11,9,3,4,12,128,32,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991566244764908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981351286413698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669007948552752,0.0,0.18775325426955108,0.13863300287315256,0.0,0.08580517031635951,0.0,0.0,0.10924235315052996,0.2294438901062468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511610506008886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382104771351506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267973826067411,0.0,0.0810520898042981,0.0,0.0,0.11725942637243965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06204838325526274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438130299102352,0.0,0.0,0.18961858498753106,0.3403440768595481,0.06411351444369777,0.0,0.20922526070583605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423112825490666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561651225951884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002909078826154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059952342775467585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239071520741496,0.0,0.0979499297313201,0.1304266078002874,0.18041926651462115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068745333876722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507511888418139,0.10714999098849694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350540668867841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379367839549781,0.0,0.3752774180181822,0.10397600800650283,0.0,0.0,0.1373693781454101,0.08685829752674158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565742046870525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155609421668988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125271383371263,0.07238047719961943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FuSocy,2019/04/13,"What supplements and medications do you take for your anxiety and how much do you think they help? I am currently on Pristiq and Abilify along with Clonazepam as needed. I also take vitamins B, C and D, a daily multivitamin, magnesium, and LS 100. The only thing I am sure that helps is the clonazepam. What do you take and how much d you feel it helps day to day?",4.576338028169012,5.717803535211271,6.069126760563383,76.84171830985915,69.98591549295774,10.187042253521126,29.69295774647888,10.355215969177356,3.1098033802816896,285,11,56,8,5,97,48,71,0.024,0.83,0.146,0.8343,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,5,1,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,6,2,0,2,1,14,12,10,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,1,6,12,2,4,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,3,40,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18683617606093111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787285580422151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013478340004706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181318333065221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4697977005895554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353606055423236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434941830717643,0.17323586312990266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17768837720635014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201962790756936,0.0,0.5269886800577883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521534259873024,0.1497025529470424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kriszpsz,2019/04/13,"Just ranting/ fear of loud noises I have struggled with anxiety a lot in the past year and the fire alarm at my uni accommodation is just not helping.

 It has a tendency to go off at night  (or basically any time of day) for no reason, with an incredibly loud wail. The first time was a couple of months ago and ever since any alarm (eg. ambulance, elevator door signals, those oven things at starbucks) at any volume would make my heart race and my stomach drop.  I was dealing with it well when it happened again. Last night  it went off at 3:30 in the morning. I woke up breathing extremely loud and fast and basically ran out of the building. Turns out it was a false alarm and we were allowed back inside after 15 minutes. I as afraid to go back to sleep, I was so terrified of it happening again. This is probably the worst thing I ever woken up to. I forced myself back to sleep and woke up extra tired the next morning hoping to get a good nights sleep tonight.  

Well guess what. 

It went off tonight at 2:30. It stopped as soon as I stepped outside, security never came to check it out. For the past hour and a half I've been up, trying not to break down. i'M scared to turn the lights on or even to just lay down in my bed. I cannot even think of sleeping and I know tomorrow I will just be a mess. Gonna be a long a night.",2.8506478968792415,4.4780229589552265,3.822849389416554,89.35179782903664,75.00746268656717,6.962279511533242,24.86838534599729,7.686295010490155,1.0849343283582091,1035,34,224,14,22,333,153,268,0.162,0.794,0.044,-0.9837,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,0,0,1,18,14,0,7,19,0,15,8,7,3,3,38,36,16,0,2,8,0,1,0,0,3,1,3,3,0,14,17,0,2,3,0,1,7,5,9,2,2,13,5,17,5,47,18,3,64,0,0,0,0,3,22,0,5,33,150,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110431460104433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096726734478553,0.0,0.07862300637007717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370841376443539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754783741445875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371917957920445,0.0,0.06628172053688193,0.10595706831395356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357645490147942,0.18593271888604826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565105518182328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742082135309366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05369597745856355,0.0,0.11681941506511805,0.08620324633805276,0.0,0.0,0.11321884372072953,0.0,0.1817681402280585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178950909294545,0.06888827767781025,0.0,0.0,0.10207930057545936,0.10121320380217697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05648274866905281,0.08377578192011084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095311825545896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737608835215155,0.0,0.0,0.0686034706478864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203445505299156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079266831934719,0.0,0.1093029521679392,0.3857915262706446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962217633990537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080941440365592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567037179632106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289624432707267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501698828599688,0.0,0.4113990508610301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592495296405585,0.0,0.10744330879494493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365590032566732,0.06585441578503687,0.0,0.0,0.1198584871043493,0.11812536370493325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977784492282416,0.22358054836459168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18481510562292933,0.19054790946807196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300879445085723,0.0,0.0,0.0661840777772508
anxiety,OopsieWhoopise,2019/04/13,"I feel pathetic for letting my anxiety overwhelm me I feel so stupid. I have amazing support but I feel like I’m exhausting them, I know I can’t pass on my problems. My anxiety attacks get so bad I’m shaking and hyperventilating and they try to comfort me. 

“Look at yourself...”

I know, good god, I know. If I could stop it I would I swear, if I could calm down right now I would. I’m a snivelling crying mess and trust me I hate it as much as you must. I realize I’m pathetic, I am self aware! I know being alone would make it so much worse, but if I do it alone you don’t get dragged down.

If I actually looked at my self in the mirror I’d just break down all over again.",-1.247064393939393,0.7892154930555577,1.5488383838383832,95.61636363636364,98.93055555555556,5.118181818181818,19.73989898989899,6.7829847944221076,0.34696944444444394,517,19,123,9,22,178,81,144,0.348,0.51,0.142,-0.9873,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,2,0,6,16,3,2,2,0,13,1,0,1,2,28,31,14,0,11,7,0,3,1,0,4,1,0,0,2,4,3,0,1,8,0,0,2,2,9,0,0,0,5,30,7,12,23,3,15,0,1,2,0,6,9,0,4,4,79,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.14631357876421386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105720123131385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293976081519436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17057113067596902,0.0,0.0,0.1251883046884284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394195806225808,0.0,0.1646950342832311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274328202271923,0.10711260356845424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566682497282769,0.0,0.0,0.12575720159950607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14802840265336553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329598371894854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15331727829706854,0.0,0.07324999020284945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518129474850099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008185138247697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22043691526945847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14346621931133235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128042486856157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128269167408549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253512146161355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17014288800608274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017950817852794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15279516152305306,0.3195256120501952,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mrjake450,2019/04/13,"Butterfly's in the stomach and a warm buzzing feeling throughout the body Whenever i get an anxiety attack it always starts with the butterfly's. if it gets to a really bad point my entire body will feel warm and buzzing. this started roughly 3 months ago after a pretty intense and shitty acid trip. im currently taking 150mg zoloft, which is helping for the most part. im just wondering if anyone is experiencing the same thing and what i can do to help make this feeling go away.",7.570967741935487,7.20269749462366,7.7779784946236585,72.42696774193551,63.301075268817215,10.880860215053763,36.879569892473114,10.355215969177356,3.8441673118279582,389,17,69,8,5,127,69,93,0.124,0.711,0.165,0.0018,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,9,0,5,4,3,1,0,15,16,6,0,2,3,0,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,8,3,2,7,15,3,11,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,4,6,41,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636993537058189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15366074148185024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412725114672295,0.0,0.0,0.12912598457614433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21008947921059626,0.17350411742721175,0.0,0.15419224596225745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41025483422368186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801250280019377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19296554383974948,0.0,0.10495256360905887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24756163488299296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3989518976705136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232690664126503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740231933680376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19998027501091545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17457341761583808,0.0,0.0,0.18787640102895453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183047217641446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26142161702835803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884931645708126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268694777915586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002673994252494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CarelessEstimate,2019/04/13,"What type of anxiety is this? Everytime I look online for resources to help with anxiety, it's usually focused on social anxiety. I'm happy that social anxiety is being addressed, but I'm hoping to look for resources that are more specific to me. Hence, what type of anxiety is this? Is there a common word or phrase that people use for this?

I often have anxiety that something unreasonable will cause me to die - somehow missing deadlines for work, driving, being near intoxicated people, being in a tall building, etc, will lead me to death. There is no correlation to activity, but it's always the same ending, I die in a horrible and painful way.

Any resources for this? I'm not talking about the ""I feel like I'm about to die"" feeling but it's a different feeling, where I fully *believe* that I'm about to die.",4.250609390609391,6.366397987012991,5.810519480519487,74.50336163836165,72.37662337662337,8.634565434565435,31.97602397602397,9.265573868473778,3.2867808191808194,646,31,109,15,13,219,83,154,0.28,0.631,0.08900000000000001,-0.9898,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,2,8,5,0,0,6,0,12,2,0,3,0,18,25,5,5,1,5,0,3,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,14,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,5,8,3,23,20,3,12,0,1,2,0,4,6,0,4,4,78,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327856113651833,0.0,0.0,0.08440649216645582,0.0,0.5697130537744192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984178977440095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750639104828962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5152717379239714,0.12967995940083735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993430746656208,0.0,0.13842765254071476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882778226329477,0.0886720208467233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212904344937498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319564645059185,0.0,0.0,0.1232800947690868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606392193066088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20846064968064773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207342613901285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720996562511215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530513248637037,0.0,0.09555435985179868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976370602801374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720063606090112,0.13670167435559166,0.0,0.0,0.09852142094034637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036151903695494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,andsoenzo,2019/04/13,Does anyone else feel like they compensate or over-compensate for their anxiety by being emotionally detached? That feeling nothing is better than feeling anything at all.. and being like this for so long it feels like you have to try so hard to express emotions just so you're not perceived as out of step by other people (but fail anyhow),9.7944623655914,8.847537693548391,8.837741935483873,68.50994623655916,59.161290322580655,10.847311827956991,40.021505376344095,9.725611199111238,4.071273118279572,275,12,43,4,3,86,51,62,0.154,0.7,0.147,-0.121,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,2,2,4,5,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,13,8,7,0,0,4,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,5,3,4,11,6,1,4,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,2,4,31,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637078028387013,0.0,0.0,0.1496323028790222,0.21926613105769374,0.17610203260119206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892637465032677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18727099876448014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787677804630386,0.4814376538616446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4328150596134864,0.3057602758422817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19170007916362453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136456840331693,0.0,0.0,0.18938140168342105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20533675043005706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14835919454983665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452905225395028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lazykid,2019/04/13,I cured my anxiety by not giving a f*** about anything. Lifes better but some things went to hell. Not big things at all though.,-0.4667999999999992,1.3307559200000014,0.5199999999999996,100.24000000000002,109.8,3.6,13.0,5.6839178017228535,-0.9742000000000002,98,2,21,1,5,30,23,25,0.307,0.629,0.065,-0.8083,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,4,1,2,3,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880357119272422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098427408624865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33300011985255396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611909668002837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659462346262263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5002844782857397,0.0,0.3699276301539576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490365307423051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anojn,2019/04/13,"fear of showing physical anxiety in obscure situations!!!!! Okay Hi I've never posted here before but anyway im looking to see if any of u guys relate!!! or if anyone can give me any advice (besides therapy) i guess?? This is really long but its kind of a funny story and if anyone can understand me and maybe help me it would make me feel so so so much better.

Basically I have the fear that people will think I like them. obviously not platonically, but otherwise? and blushing is also terrifying?

I couldn't even pinpoint this was exactly what my fear was for a long time?? but I was thinking about it and it was hard for me to even realize what it was because theres like no reason for me to have this fear?? Right? But im pretty sure it stems all the way back to elementary school where I acted like I really liked this boy and gave him a huge card forever ago in kindergarten (im 20 years old!!!) because my friends were talking about which boys were cute ? And honestly i didnt even really like him but whatever, i was all over him because like.. Thats what i was supposed to do right..or thats what i picked up from the convos with my friends. I left that school after kindergarten because a different one closer to my house opened. And then!! I went back to the original school in the 5th grade. (which i really didnt want to do) and i heard him and his friends making fun of me and whispering that i would pick him in popcorn reading and it just really embarrassed me !!!! and i was mad!!! and then i very implusively called another boys name who sat next to me. and that boy...i kind of maybe did like him? the drama!!!! But whatever them making fun of me made me feel so terrible and embarrassed. On top of it all, around our school we had this stupid dare game in which we would usually ask eachother out ..but just as a dare. except some kids were serious !! and the thought someone would pick me as the subject of that dare !!!! humiliating as hell !!! and i saw it happen to others... Anyway one time a boy did ask me out, and i honestly to this day am not 100% sure if someone told him to do it or it was a dare but i was freaked the fuck out and ran away. literally i ran out of the building and sprinted away. lmao.. and then with me actually maybe liking this other boy!!! i felt awkward and i probably made it obvious and my friends would ask me who i liked? And i would play it off a lot and keep it a mystery but idk it was a very confusing time for me and i had a LOT of terrible shit happening at home and i was already feeling very self conscious and isolated and i was a fragile mess so yeah. It didnt become an immediate fear but in about the 9th grade when i was fourteen i got pretty neurotic and depressed and so my anxiety got worse. 
In a quiet classroom when a teacher would like call a boys name, or some boy would come in the room i would blush? And because blushing is an obvious thing that people can observe and make assumptions about it really got to me. and this kind of fear came and went but it also spread to me fearing that people would think im a lesbian!!? because obviously if youre a lesbian you like girls. and that would just be another way to be ridiculed right.. honestly i am like 97% sure im not gay.. but obviously i am very afraid of judgement ....ugh basically ive had periods of time where im so paranoid that people think im into them or that my friends/peers will see my weird behavior and blushing and gather from that That i do in fact like someone when.. i dont.... truthfully if i do really like someone i would probably not want to even hide it so much? 

But this fear is lurking everywhere and i guess i feel out of control of my physical reactions with anxiety. i am a super jumpy person and still to this day i feel very alert and panicked all the time in social situations because at any time i could make myself seem a certain way that i dont really want. an example of this is that about a year ago a friend was like hey you know (this guy's name)?? And girl... i did not like him at all but i blushed probably before she even finished the sentence. and she kind of looked at this other girl and laughed and was like hehehe she blushed... that was pretty embarrassing.

With coworkers or friends or anyone (mostly just guys) if they come into a room suddenly i am afraid of blushing, especially if they talk to me. sometimes i even have a mini panic attack. if literally any male name comes up in conversation i am afraid. if homosexuality comes up in conversation i feel afraid as well. its like anxiety is lurking around every corner and it is pretty much a fixation of social anxiety that i am really struggling with and want to get rid of for good. It is so ridiculous. Yesterday my mom joked that i have a crush on bill nye and i was red and sweaty before the word crush even left her mouth. I dont  like bill nye like that!!!! hahaha what the fuck!!! 

ive worked through a lot of my social fears and let go of a lot of them and this one is pretty much the biggest thing stopping me from getting a healthy social life. Help seriously.. i just want to be confident :-((",2.6126603102779526,4.57743380686275,4.167703081232496,85.14631221719459,76.61764705882355,7.699202758026288,25.52251669898729,8.551994628687353,1.7855706744236155,3993,146,819,82,91,1330,353,1020,0.159,0.657,0.184,0.9902,1,0,0,0,0,0,147.0,3,3,6,5,43,87,9,20,48,2,83,8,2,13,18,200,145,103,0,29,42,1,9,20,6,14,1,3,3,17,71,73,0,3,18,6,2,11,14,38,1,3,47,18,114,49,102,78,16,97,1,1,6,5,78,48,4,28,54,563,185,9,0.0,0.0,0.033653416017969534,0.0,0.0,0.033699374831989065,0.061139615813125214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03805622038608608,0.05515697310540639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938068027275464,0.07232327329720728,0.1319086923761433,0.0,0.0,0.07234035666381834,0.0,0.0,0.061399802681411986,0.09671942135551746,0.03923286730990565,0.06480156971516507,0.05303529678931999,0.0,0.1471566577017977,0.03808713946019625,0.08803528100635294,0.0,0.0,0.03050011408442645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042823797040706,0.03944286091529045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188267346844962,0.0,0.0,0.0386790442534953,0.02753430958900926,0.0,0.0,0.04448130636626773,0.0,0.029702789531090824,0.0,0.0,0.0360305885749895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125220250714992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594440033633188,0.0,0.0290559895819233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492576066153923,0.10462311673177133,0.0,0.03311202193054925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986304808337712,0.0637636062091796,0.03603508183891408,0.033082167353425486,0.01959922037686198,0.028925267623342195,0.08274494812003715,0.0,0.07598055743248319,0.10243985209761833,0.06099181092177591,0.0,0.03089273245673165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04623055285244337,0.0,0.03459232602547602,0.0,0.0,0.0397922784792934,0.0,0.0,0.2607560084923809,0.0,0.0,0.030652791143560964,0.0,0.1436476820178027,0.01895263450923109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493840157640116,0.035264328798825316,0.024358521252229915,0.3369629004265209,0.0,0.0,0.061038148758332925,0.05791920307055505,0.0,0.0,0.11727524643586952,0.0,0.06526308011886135,0.11509855096398215,0.0,0.10393763558810834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04038965202977965,0.0,0.0,0.1014048768123692,0.0,0.02659777241305721,0.0,0.03667631183030489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036187314630984464,0.0,0.0701059322288813,0.0,0.0,0.04046195632265029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095633156224465,0.03011189394164414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033028108856335885,0.17542358474892705,0.11154540355390442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034495388452760394,0.0,0.1988338550646711,0.035457409249765176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883527102789912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960691932530164,0.05496184347229534,0.03139481020969916,0.035976477575140935,0.0,0.03539944094324714,0.0,0.07752754378765526,0.0,0.1406167647899687,0.11687969347205915,0.0,0.0341075912259997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027540608897986846,0.028831887029656705,0.0,0.03605231349459386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750809906530956,0.0,0.0,0.055437171066670655,0.0,0.0,0.039437810567012815,0.0,0.045822006518012964,0.08838908888841604,0.0,0.027378076362925538,0.12065457962544734,0.0,0.0,0.032952904410080565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03590120054980212,0.0,0.0,0.03798151857060739,0.14227303950924808,0.1017038467653494,0.08212027826333639,0.0,0.0,0.03100710598540228,0.06393783889318967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025106259521319545,0.0,0.035144237327108786,0.2939748570582191,0.0,0.0,0.044415778835141216
anxiety,kaleistafiej,2019/04/13,"Moving anxiety. Hi guys! This is my second post ever so I’m still new at all this. I’m Kalei. I’m 21 & I’ve been diagnosed with severe generalized anxiety since I was eh 11 or so. I also have bipolar disorder, depression, ptsd & pmdd so life is great. I have MAJOR moving anxiety. I HATE change, I HATE moving etc. I moved into my boyfriends moms house when I was 18 & we’ve lived there since. We had a baby and we were saving for our own place. An opportunity was opened to my SO and he took it. I’m not happy with the place we live but that’s another story. I’m happy for us. But it’s hard to be happy when my anxiety makes me nit pick everything. I can for sure find something I hate in every room. I’m trying so hard to stay positive for him but I’ve done nothing but have panic attacks and breakdowns all day. Can anyone else relate? Maybe give some word of advice?",0.33368107302533545,2.61940323497268,2.8715772478887267,89.29040611028319,87.68852459016394,5.9502235469448586,18.15424739195231,7.348242739294969,0.4694065573770492,684,18,145,12,22,236,114,183,0.204,0.715,0.081,-0.9601,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,5,0,0,1,11,13,4,1,3,0,15,3,0,2,4,27,27,16,0,0,6,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,5,10,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,6,0,1,8,2,20,7,13,18,6,20,0,1,0,0,11,7,0,2,6,82,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417192245958278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706727825492188,0.0,0.3132514749870677,0.0,0.0,0.10105264146477072,0.29489200229078383,0.0,0.0,0.06738434063349427,0.09874274057337548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096351061880356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019469782039676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062150858211897975,0.0,0.08300358111984872,0.09781380582022954,0.0,0.0,0.11044869023386174,0.0,0.0,0.09862025568688464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805050031392916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747833675136656,0.0,0.08717243573972479,0.08119611748102634,0.0,0.08661139384840556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808069020408871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244715411884817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624857413279556,0.0,0.0954217287076662,0.0,0.30776386579937903,0.17265768400655254,0.2854371002777225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119836442440503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.068069178910038,0.0,0.0,0.17019344599646333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06432791035815608,0.0,0.09681689950268224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286770743021048,0.0,0.40970542615472577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307501713428597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246988296865663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306975967289025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20137286287199468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229608922160353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265170043181613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887098591152876,0.0,0.15943698328185105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419054992059645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271789621488614,0.07696143025089561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908278485890798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107070927219951,0.06542909434158546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592158131585854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NoMiddleNameAli,2019/04/13,Has anyone used Valerian Root for anxiety How was your experience using Valerian Root for anxiety? Did it work for you etc?,3.645757575757578,6.8911623636363615,7.115454545454547,57.1098484848485,84.45454545454545,12.024242424242425,30.06060606060606,10.504223727775694,5.4670424242424245,100,5,15,5,3,37,17,22,0.158,0.8420000000000001,0.0,-0.4137,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,0,5,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,11,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5234235259292335,0.0,0.0,0.2392099405396617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3815409678553223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33464737084910073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5909431199138818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490587740054073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,briggitethecat,2019/04/13,"Cognitve symptoms in depression/anxiety. Taking ritalin to improve concentration. Need guidance... I had burnout 5 years ago, suffering from anxiety and depression. My level of fatigue was so high that some doctors thought that I may had developed chronic fatigue syndrome. I got better and my doctor said I no longer needed any medication (I was taking luvox and bup back then). After two and half years, I thought some symptoms (anhedonia, feeling a little bit melancholic, like a soft background melancholy, poor concentration and poor productivity)  were back again, but I decided that I needed to get back to therapy and not taking any drugs yet. After 6 months in therapy, my symptoms were still there, untouched.  I decided to go back to the doctor and he prescribed vortioxetine (initially a 10mg dose, now 20mg). I got better. That soft melancholy, the feeling of dissatisfaction and sadness as a background, vanished. However, my cognitive symptoms didn’t improve. Poor concentration, procrastination, poor productivity, high level of distraction were still there.
This week, my doctor decided to prescribe me ritalin (up to 30 mg a day)
I took the first pill today (10mg) and got few side effects: dry mouth, headache, heavy head and drowsiness. Although I worked for 5 hours straight, the quality of my work was poor. Not that much concentrated and focused. I need to be productive, because I have to publish some articles and write my doctoral dissertation. I’m feeling anxious about that, as well.
Besides that, I’m treating my migraines crisis, and I’m taking nortriptyline (20 mg) and Cyclobenzaprine hydrochloride (10mg) at night. I’m also meditating daily and exercising 3x a week. 

That said, I’d like to ask: is there anyone suffering from those cognitive symptoms of depression/anxiety? Have you taken ritalin to improve poor concentration levels? How are you dealing with those cognitive symptoms?",7.868434579439253,10.214011174454829,7.8225116822429905,62.801431074766356,63.42367601246106,10.957476635514018,41.41238317757009,10.9516,5.55073925233645,1541,90,212,45,24,495,168,321,0.179,0.726,0.095,-0.9837,1,0,1,0,0,0,67.0,0,2,0,7,17,14,0,1,10,0,15,25,2,2,0,38,42,23,0,4,3,0,5,2,0,1,23,2,0,0,11,16,0,0,9,1,6,2,4,8,1,3,18,7,25,6,29,22,6,37,0,7,0,0,8,12,0,4,25,135,36,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076988780283193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06384490229942615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858257474927864,0.0,0.1832231996002938,0.0901920713454006,0.0,0.05582325912725401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463597872565607,0.0,0.0,0.24555613923660435,0.0,0.048667347052394304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14121708964125074,0.08716034652546915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051487681415694715,0.08230751605269784,0.06876271807043859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4085781691050286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258453257751056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211025966424301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790854797472932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04171106842575791,0.0,0.04537269685609429,0.0,0.19155667293051806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193487384797439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16870245112661403,0.0,0.0,0.07862247917249704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800777397682755,0.08001674836929885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042647405223574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06372441530886751,0.0,0.05868872137344014,0.23678983352085795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492077392003077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518848314605695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12751442911839758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4978816749696302,0.24010725332065266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18259908191426186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267618951603331,0.0,0.0,0.07567529014893623,0.0,0.08870084739278003,0.0,0.0,0.07798827147153385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12807941152023958,0.0,0.07178224404891857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624326687974612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282366491951524
anxiety,Attheedgeofaledge,2019/04/13,"Anxiety is going to ruin my life Hey guys. So... I don’t even know where to begin. I’ve suffered from anxiety and depression since I hit puberty, and when I was 13 I had my first big “holy fuck my life will end one day” existential crisis that was so debilitating I couldn’t get out of bed for days and I spent a lot of time just crying (unable to eat or sleep or whatever) 

Anyway that was when I was 13 and I’m now 18 and I’m about to go through my a level exams (for non uk Redditors these are the things you need to pass to get to uni) And suddenly my anxiety has made my life a living hell. 

Two months ago I was totally on top of my life, I was getting A’s and my attitude was one of “Whatever happens will happen and I’m ok with that. The finality of life is super reassuring cause no matter how much you suffer it’ll be over one day” Then it all changed when I read an article about a climate change paper so depressing it’s sent people to therapy. Yeah I know my mistake was in reading something like that to begin with but it’s sent me on a downward existential spiral of “Shit, not only is my life meaningless but it’s going to be over in less than 10 years. I shouldn’t go to uni, exams won’t matter in the apocalypse. I should do what I want to do and do whatever it takes to ensure I survive. I should become a prepper, oh shit water supplies will run out so being a prepper won’t help me etc etc” 

For the last few weeks I’ve just been so crippled by this existential dread that seems to rotate between angst over the futility of life and anxiety about the end of the world that my work has taken a nosedive. I don’t want to be that student who was set to do well and then fucked it up at the last minute but I physically can’t bring myself to work anymore. 

I feel so hopeless about the future and everything is frightening me rn. The world and existence in general are so fucked up. I thought I could handle this on my own like the adult I’m supposed to be but 3 consecutive sleepless nights spent hunched over the toilet (I swear my anxiety never used to make me vomit but here we are) have made me pretty desperate. 

I just have no idea what to do. Either all of my fears will come true or they won’t but anxiety will have screwed up my a levels and I won’t get to uni. No matter what happens I feel pretty fucked.",1.8336935332708533,3.676571892783503,3.8663894095595133,86.97517924086227,78.52577319587628,7.213214620431116,23.39386129334583,8.150884317080207,1.2928041237113401,1828,60,391,34,44,623,225,485,0.184,0.735,0.081,-0.9951,0,0,1,0,0,1,30.0,1,2,1,6,24,24,8,2,23,2,51,18,3,6,5,66,94,36,0,9,14,0,2,2,0,13,8,0,1,2,22,20,2,0,7,2,2,10,14,17,1,5,19,2,50,7,61,54,11,62,1,6,0,5,12,25,8,5,28,272,72,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109247481945437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681167544087165,0.0,0.07953686506811368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857461621267725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238750811149577,0.1696819646817239,0.06908521202730569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640331865058098,0.0,0.08809595121180526,0.15516712580167005,0.0,0.13815231180129914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206463789397657,0.0,0.0,0.14206681835584034,0.0,0.17888843457633793,0.052971353906098084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720786026762688,0.0,0.0,0.0902473144588352,0.08110307523598086,0.0,0.0,0.08785519692188186,0.0,0.06821809228198276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965744883107725,0.16760479202749684,0.0,0.1823180682563435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941062445249167,0.21276182673780047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053756379899368316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053605561014896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815166230210962,0.13074743370205455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3965334996017689,0.07836335310605624,0.0,0.07081808308936434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818318526625028,0.0,0.15177438779372082,0.05353413316284511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401488728301802,0.0,0.0589562393832184,0.05946729534171581,0.061855196189273966,0.0,0.0,0.07526228172359327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630368184487732,0.060995725799551787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05560059267933106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16318449654142875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160443437686025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301108208192059,0.0,0.0,0.16464832697494958,0.06634228165170562,0.0,0.08025793507190809,0.0,0.0,0.06174189021158445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060300430700922315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917157073161679,0.0,0.053281326701751744,0.0,0.0,0.06366985394169072,0.0467652740360234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834376170341943,0.0,0.0,0.06926706340296401,0.0,0.0,0.0946080941994413,0.0,0.06433161490775179,0.0,0.07210944564091093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677313303934295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05164618057259472
anxiety,DemonicAlex6669,2019/04/13,"Normally i can manage, but i need help right now. I've been having a situation at work where at first this guy seemed to be flirting with me (an FTM gay guy in a relationship with a guy and had referred to him as my partner more then once). As per what you expect with anxiety I am not good at handling things and expecially not having to confront anything. So what I was going to do is when I get a moment casually call my partner my fiance since I suspect he doesn't understand English all the time. I never did find a moment for that though. Recently his behavior has changed and now it's causing me even more anxiety. Now he asks me things or tells me to do things like as if I don't know how to do my job, when everyone else is super nice and say in doing really well and always nicely ask me even when it's a manager. He's also doing things wrong and doesn't seem to listen to me (although that might be him not understanding). So things I'm doing to try to meet standards and not get everyone yelled at are getting reversed by him doing the opposite. I can't just tell him everything he's doing wrong or anything because he doesn't either understand it doesn't listen. At this point I feel like maybe this behavior is him being angry I didn't react to his flirting, as he quit really speaking to be although he's still nice to others. But the problem is I feel like I can't tell my manager because I'm scared I'll just be told that that's not how it is and I'm just seeing it wrong, or that I need to handle it myself. I just need advice on either how to handle the extreme stress and anxiety this causes or how to handle the situation. I'm sorry if this post doesn't belong here I'm just a little desperate and at this point the entire thing is all tied into my anxiety.",6.3492026387494604,5.289635487738419,7.472858167216407,75.88941918829775,66.05722070844685,10.45111142980066,31.84984941918829,9.682069395223575,2.7857444141689363,1412,46,282,25,19,483,165,367,0.121,0.772,0.108,-0.5931,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,4,25,19,1,2,14,0,39,1,0,7,3,63,65,36,0,8,20,0,2,3,2,1,0,5,0,5,26,14,0,0,11,1,0,1,15,7,1,1,6,8,36,12,35,53,6,31,0,0,1,1,34,15,0,9,17,209,62,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346379350308555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830408926688628,0.07106977575760863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26136033482244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405738926473424,0.0,0.15969771649081085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413294398538546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721538515261043,0.0,0.0,0.17548367288900416,0.09035476089735137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135091630806298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282787833278747,0.0,0.0,0.1632299959700792,0.07676295972698531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637392883483319,0.12203695652228315,0.0,0.0,0.07806518489583228,0.07265155644058731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338730159445687,0.0,0.048541710061727056,0.07163968399925429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25371445923222746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05724998365766521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475840906075006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04694030025495728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518423003222787,0.08560544266839126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580801471021235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090608825112556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18999614703512352,0.0658751384971744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368580140686863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096118385430174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16148423499130946,0.0,0.08180125806861865,0.0,0.0,0.08172792082924284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084636672972056,0.0,0.0,0.10943445887038288,0.0,0.08433422327552591,0.09170071640786906,0.0,0.07294153480026057,0.0,0.067923193510569,0.08551249217916705,0.0,0.0680624488880141,0.15551208112760306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07065383769298425,0.19201373728013327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561194240311316,0.0,0.0,0.06821027705917061,0.0,0.09783936329645912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22396202931953504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3404643417556307,0.0,0.0839170329177208,0.0,0.04980452886374581,0.0,0.0,0.0816149979850396,0.0,0.05798926343001819,0.0,0.0,0.2667512739456376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767958071624901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062181084093381335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801544308994893,0.0,0.0
anxiety,19375739263839w6,2019/04/13,"How do you tell when something is actually worth worrying about? How do you know if something is ""real?"" I often worry about stuff that doesn't matter but I realize it doesn't matter. The worst stuff, however, is stuff that seems like it could be a real issue but also seems like something I'd worry about for no reason.",4.0658064516129,5.901546870967742,5.233096774193552,79.62964516129036,72.2258064516129,7.540645161290323,23.690322580645162,8.238735603445708,1.5376348387096783,254,7,45,4,5,84,39,62,0.18,0.6459999999999999,0.174,0.5111,1,0,3,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,8,3,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,3,0,16,12,7,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,5,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,4,10,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,3,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.15184104878408144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443153823683642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423221593042327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16240372172758258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551250486923538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520344923521851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35420881838225393,0.0,0.1599804966240562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833008634887178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35936046237627617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5343669087794051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599937238498322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4740514851324394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,storyofara,2019/04/13,"I don't want to goto a psychiatrist Alright so long story short , me and my parents had a talk and they asked if I wanted to see a psychologist because I told them about my anxiety. I said yeah but they decided that instead of a psychologist they would take me to a psychiatrist. 

My issue with this is that I'm aware of WHY I have this behavior. (Things that happened when I was younger) 

I feel like anxiety medication is mainly for people who have very extreme anxiety or people who have bad anxiety but don't know the root of their issues . Taking benzodiazepines or mood stabilizers isn't going to make my problems go away , it's only going to numb my awareness towards them temporarily. 

I think I rather have someone to listen to my problems and guide me in the right direction to overcoming / dealing with them  . Not someone who's going to simply prescribe me medication. My appointment with the psychiatrist is may 2nd so it's still a few weeks away. But out of curiosity could I simply ask my psychiatrist to tell my parents that it'd be more beneficial to be referred to a therapist ?",5.013567961165048,6.876250101941746,6.443871359223305,71.79503033980583,69.8252427184466,9.616019417475727,32.29247572815534,9.978442167317967,3.559641747572816,875,40,151,23,16,297,115,206,0.117,0.831,0.053,-0.8984,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,7,0,7,7,0,0,10,2,18,3,0,2,0,29,38,12,0,8,8,2,1,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,13,7,0,0,5,0,0,4,4,4,0,0,4,4,30,2,26,28,3,15,0,0,1,0,20,7,0,4,5,115,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3832348338284406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341660905956363,0.0,0.2353353137145575,0.0,0.10457066124411456,0.07634550114771113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999442009699994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911754886703547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06332540530033942,0.08947190243217104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847084535898306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074984001457028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614372746090136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882895287185384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061186226067209484,0.0,0.0,0.11083398094935727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835990662518189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25233343664494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952511121583557,0.0,0.0,0.2781297076670509,0.0,0.0,0.17365211151922813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396766608017802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695477945174876,0.11913248077924912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980053517790068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21223189076291266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001729685540164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883306744071209,0.10066364211366773,0.10946579575469068,0.0,0.0,0.14541397776447573,0.08320428290816143,0.08024911299961676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967275069476115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333660290391697,0.14774028956214968,0.0,0.10046044680316668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130101524361038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896732172034336,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,QueenElleXoXo,2019/04/13,"Preventing Xanax Addiction Hi everyone. I have really bad anxiety. Anxiety to the point of having panic attacks that can last for hours. I can't hold a job everything is just bleh.

It's got so bad that my psychiatrist is thinking of prescribing Xanax however I heard it's highly addictive. 
Does anyone have any tips on how to prevent getting addicted to this medication? Like how many times max you should take it a week?
These might be really stupid questions so I apologize haha.",3.3903409090909093,6.492400079545457,4.961818181818185,73.73772727272727,82.29545454545455,10.01818181818182,28.45454545454545,9.800150414767053,4.072827272727272,389,18,63,15,11,130,69,88,0.232,0.6809999999999999,0.087,-0.9361,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,5,7,2,1,3,1,10,6,0,2,0,10,15,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,6,1,0,0,7,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,1,6,2,7,10,0,7,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,5,38,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5470656796371338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375322630405545,0.0,0.2559309371865711,0.0,0.0,0.11696307336964565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903002811692741,0.0,0.0,0.2793364795894977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14638411056338513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15983911971173295,0.15033663189549593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873946600911801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13378567488832988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767359831479965,0.0,0.0,0.16473288990514307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16599534187234333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13635203848241448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172246778224998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16959132597512264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685126904538059,0.0,0.17745310545446666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19626201684512454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581296244904943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18738709019448052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143222202269513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577052435575453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718352762044138,0.0,0.0,0.09753981802092257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417849334659335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xSabanna,2019/04/13,"Overwhelmed When school is in session my time is usually occupied with assignments. If I do anything besides work on what needs to be done for school I'll usually feel pretty guilty about it. BUT after finishing my assignments or when the semester ends I find myself in a bad loophole. I lose my sense of purpose once I no longer have to work on school assignments and I have no idea what to start on in order to stay productive.  I could work on my portfolio, I could learn a new skill and the list goes on and on but I get so overwhelmed I ultimately give up and just flop down in bed and feel bad about doing nothing at all. IDK how to resolve this without getting anxious and overwhelmed :(.",5.416832504145937,6.433466388059699,5.627114427860699,81.23770315091214,67.95522388059702,9.239137645107792,32.79933665008292,9.444778638647367,2.9635266998341634,552,24,105,11,9,175,84,134,0.121,0.774,0.105,-0.4996,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,6,7,7,0,3,4,0,10,0,0,1,1,24,17,14,0,4,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,0,6,0,1,0,3,6,0,0,1,2,14,1,25,13,1,25,0,4,0,0,1,13,0,2,10,75,18,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17465451910574195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12722300910120532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581698596347403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468717811818626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15820995085940692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693012330084608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15634127969733772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413020233195841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615447231362194,0.1483068524651989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745251058810709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17295837400653946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463428515887815,0.0,0.14931409155748265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14834331485506227,0.0,0.0,0.1646444486016162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572842518105547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4693917700351615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942700417992847,0.16478352443269922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014877385247344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405411387275399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490293304152961,0.0,0.3376529373365669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,madkidinamadworld,2019/04/13,"I think I'm developing anxiety and I don't know how to deal with it Hello, this is my first visit to this sub.

I've been suffering from depression and social anxiety for basically all of my adolescence (12/13y.o. - currently) and now that I'm finally getting a grasp of adulthood (turning 20 this year) I think I might be developing anxiety as well.

I can't stop thinking about how I'm already late for making friends as when I'm done with my degree (2-3 years from now) I'll basically never have a chance again and having friends won't be the same. I find myself thinking about death and generally obscure themes up until really late at night. I have discussed moving out and even having children in the following years with my girlfriend and it makes me sick to my stomach just by the thought of it. 

It's absolutely true that I'm at an age when I should have matured long ago and should be acting like an adult about all of this but I am definitely not prepared to be an adult. I like playing videogames, smoking pot, studying somewhat irregularly and generally doing teenager stuff. I don't wanna grow old and the pain when I face reality is starting to be physical. I don't know what to do honestly.",5.803319027181686,6.596137257510732,6.724652360515022,74.51673533619456,66.98283261802575,9.990157367668099,34.84663805436337,10.047579312681364,3.5560359942775386,963,45,178,22,15,321,134,233,0.091,0.804,0.104,0.6151,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,14,11,0,0,9,0,25,4,2,4,4,44,43,19,1,3,3,0,0,2,3,4,2,0,0,3,12,14,0,1,9,1,0,5,7,3,1,1,3,0,20,8,30,31,4,33,0,2,0,0,11,5,0,3,25,125,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270974977992435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582231200651328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32905535010664283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14781822700516353,0.12349276902877675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14672726517081566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470097297359664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706550835075686,0.13104649443453542,0.12195874254901115,0.0,0.0,0.22154967916994506,0.0,0.07491000186713198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15759552236569646,0.0,0.3234772075438559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400962074288746,0.0,0.0,0.1268865673149471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914141936717947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521032571904699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15238998389993294,0.0,0.0,0.11058330268433267,0.0,0.0,0.13455218305486266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15045292910344776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525661635801826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185273963316816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615759942012174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148492539147803,0.0,0.0,0.11987189155719748,0.0,0.0,0.16413551104369958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36748781885740667,0.0,0.11382750624145872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15595599603685845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891561493569456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769955753404901
anxiety,redgingerberry,2019/04/13,"Rollercoaster of emotions Hi, new to this sub, but I could use some help.

I didn’t have anxiety until about four or five years ago; I’ve struggled with depression since I was a pre-teen, but this was completely new. I started having panic attacks when I moved back home with my parents after an emotionally unsuccessful (but academically very successful!) year at college. I dropped out of my online school due to them and since then, it had been coming around on-and-off for about three years. About a year ago, it got significantly worse. I was super depressed due to unemployment and familial issues, and my anxiety just seemed to feed off of it. When things finally got better, my depression went away, but the anxiety remained and only seemed to grow stronger. In February of this year, after a few bad panic attacks all in close succession, I finally decided to seek help.

It’s helped for the most part; I love my therapist and our conversations. She gives insanely good insight and advice. I had a good week last week, and I thought I’d finally found ways to cope and manage my anxiety. But this week, things took a really bad turn. I write as a hobby, and I have since I was a kid. But lately, I don’t feel like myself. I was trying to write today and nothing I write seems to work; I don’t feel a connection to any of it like I normally would. It doesn’t flow anymore, and with it, I get the feeling that I’ve lost a part of myself. I’ve lost all semblance of control over my emotions and feel utterly devoid of anything that makes me, me.

I could use literally any advice as to how to push through this haze. I feel like I’m constantly on the brink of a breakdown.",5.458637566137569,6.218302756172843,6.1968959435626125,78.11388888888891,67.73456790123457,9.875132275132275,31.16931216931217,9.957137785484203,2.9743793650793653,1319,51,254,30,21,433,169,324,0.191,0.679,0.13,-0.9722,3,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,1,0,1,8,10,22,2,3,15,0,18,2,0,5,2,55,44,26,0,4,8,1,5,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,16,19,1,1,12,0,0,7,4,12,0,3,17,5,36,10,44,24,7,49,0,5,0,1,15,11,0,6,32,164,52,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516092152769001,0.13752969041669244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550622838007444,0.0,0.237376193938951,0.0,0.0769327587576017,0.0,0.0,0.06383695449900348,0.0690574821424361,0.0,0.1765036964505156,0.07288351180258107,0.05964976923380299,0.12954242867661345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686080733730171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06682330195014465,0.08133506979392502,0.08383014837352504,0.08700605836412181,0.1238733682981658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004436269869138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617815917543086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313004913999306,0.0,0.19611922459748615,0.11083804387851437,0.0,0.25493622352117523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505610315273501,0.0,0.0,0.04052931625048025,0.07441623853732311,0.0,0.13013111216195214,0.12408634398659947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559890474538478,0.0,0.07781324474818985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096730740849277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06323332436198972,0.08750707327187733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369650290055043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693627998107845,0.0,0.07001374162072951,0.0,0.05178137896669007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244909487308281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149843285992907,0.0,0.0,0.07600624263888038,0.07443453434669815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058998672554709364,0.0,0.18203321210642,0.08613696564038441,0.16801059191181508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04969601709086464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850922899778467,0.0,0.2118619067886176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19251053251980704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054907416010255165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109739401817795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006962191413631,0.10307369921910962,0.0,0.0,0.06158524740990269,0.0,0.0,0.07353126837909234,0.0,0.08618778735112792,0.052667787756289074,0.0843784505004776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399839870641544,0.0,0.06400683687040187,0.0,0.061574786910719326,0.18667602523483684,0.0,0.0,0.0719120579344973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05647493942457795,0.0,0.0790547342381309,0.055106483938177984,0.0,0.0,0.24977619795175046
anxiety,Jackieunknown,2019/04/13,"Panicking. I suffer from very bad anxiety and panic disorder.

I was at a house party with friends and they were doing mdma, I got home and I feel my muscles thigh, my heart beating a bit more fast my pupils are huge, feel thirsty and I'm hot (it's rainy outside and it's very cold, I'm just with a t shirt and can't wrap my head around this fact). 

I startet to panic after seeing my pupils really dilated, I'm home alone and I'm scared.

I know they didn't lace my water as I'm very experienced with drugs and I would have known, but I'm panicking anyway, think I need someone to talk through this..",0.4085866666666647,2.709923352000004,2.1976000000000013,94.14946666666668,87.47999999999998,5.573333333333334,19.533333333333328,7.03164865440522,0.33393333333333297,469,14,104,7,15,154,78,125,0.209,0.7440000000000001,0.047,-0.9341,0,1,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,1,3,6,0,3,3,0,8,6,4,0,1,22,21,10,0,2,2,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,4,12,1,0,5,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,4,6,16,1,11,16,2,5,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,0,2,54,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17792741688799768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142241490069295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529336353325227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14344133273246254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18755523179838648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968915193412329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992272192658861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737290445338036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272809808844435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13739985221189485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17631084397350236,0.0,0.0,0.2035774531340792,0.0,0.0,0.3446480244331771,0.0,0.0,0.19822792713452084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944138309259686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738353472621994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4031279452278759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005603331406084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17199638551117824,0.0,0.13689807067311424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14556102494319828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380820089564157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007905642282506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42524566252804574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203796978401588,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ang_2k6,2019/04/13,"I've recently started seeing a psychologist and I've been diagnosed with anxiety... My psychologist recommended this subreddit, and I'm glad he did. I have so many questions... I may not know what they all are right now, but I'm sure they'll come up. 

To be honest, I thought how I felt was completely normal. That I was just feeling the ever-stressful thing known as ""life."" I didn't know that... Other people found it difficult to drive in city traffic because they were afraid of getting in an accident. Or that others found it difficult to leave the house. 

I wouldn't say that I have panic attacks, but I show irritability quite suddenly... And then suddenly feel bad for snapping. If you have any tips on managing the irritability, please let me know. 

Does anyone have any issues staying asleep? 

I hope to learn a lot from everyone and appreciate any advice that you have.",4.5040476190476175,6.794966512345681,5.457425044091713,76.54555555555558,72.14814814814815,9.073015873015876,29.47266313932981,9.606745405546679,3.0487552028218685,693,29,123,18,14,227,112,162,0.174,0.698,0.128,-0.8834,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,3,1,4,10,1,2,6,0,17,3,1,1,2,32,33,12,0,4,6,0,3,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,12,6,0,0,12,1,0,2,3,6,0,0,10,5,17,4,13,18,2,14,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,6,6,80,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14442425772403905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015184537013472,0.0,0.11306331395613405,0.0,0.0,0.10334219716490356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16813895711324095,0.0,0.0,0.12340324479101615,0.0900948932973688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273129178222114,0.15496099047101028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15000953502688566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12933702218854592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368968156203467,0.0,0.1412251349766714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494599039309014,0.0,0.14190705949008306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241007359690417,0.0,0.0,0.07721715866476485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467944885630606,0.0,0.17053640642214238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542603231740011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436739718072521,0.0,0.0,0.15649431734582347,0.0,0.15113112739623455,0.10439248112606284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565062779611588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14984165293767746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448084162359758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17340642184299954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246293640746304,0.0,0.0,0.16223530785024945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16556502033624906,0.1571989305923494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14593043385753765,0.0,0.0,0.12621672917838736,0.0,0.11753308103168755,0.0,0.0,0.11777404604990052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461056455364907,0.15753056248986272,0.0,0.0,0.1692994869657023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139295708004466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818890278801493,0.0,0.0,0.1173332851526432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,boddhitree,2019/04/13,"Numbness / Dizziness Lately, I'm not really sure what's been going on. I've been getting a lot of numbness in my legs, usually below the knee and it feels like it's becoming constant. My legs and feet are always freezing now and when I try to warm them up in bed I usually still have cold legs but just end up sweating from like the torso up. I get numb in my left arm on occasion too, and have a ton of tension in my neck that I feel like is contributing to why I'm frequently dizzy/light headed. 
It pretty much feels like my entire body is numb at this point and it's a daily thing. I think it gets worse when I have anxiety attacks over it because I have no idea what's going on. 

tldr; my arms and legs are numb every day, I'm lightheaded often, have a lot of neck tension, it's hard to breathe and I get anxiety from it sometimes. 

I just want to know if anyone has had similar experiences or where I should go to get this checked.",3.2946023564064784,4.280169520618561,4.716347569955818,85.929793814433,72.86597938144331,8.017083946980852,26.743740795287188,8.418075326091056,1.6807287187039766,733,25,156,12,14,245,110,194,0.184,0.7240000000000001,0.092,-0.9422,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,9,14,1,2,6,0,14,19,14,0,1,25,31,12,0,3,6,0,6,4,0,1,5,0,1,0,14,7,0,0,6,0,1,3,2,8,0,0,3,7,17,6,23,27,4,30,0,0,0,0,1,16,0,5,15,99,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256045391232722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20697151221236354,0.0,0.0,0.09458811206819356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538959588122404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246298315474193,0.1494016942310637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15026112042222114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14618527907071854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724181740763838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981436817866505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397584939756747,0.0,0.0,0.1323258680044394,0.0,0.0,0.2051988035462252,0.2899235661107989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35338058691143936,0.0,0.23064137433880774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211807091285006,0.0,0.13883218484536256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15271011803964338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743441420372466,0.0,0.15259720011364325,0.0,0.14697775045803427,0.0,0.0,0.26435604737051605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23001360508046595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994434119612287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12787952822800858,0.0,0.0,0.13762430647734047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866612581282941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337914053805568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803157411741053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749601228547766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987135164104952,0.08667938718048189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184351215608784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979747654636867,0.0,0.0797892791735607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206553309045425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378577827987292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_wuut_,2019/04/13,"How do you talk about your non-existent past past with others after curing social anxiety and getting friends? Hope someone who has anxiety and got cured can help me.

im in my late teen years and my whole life only had few friends, no gf. And thing that's making me depressed and stopping me from even trying or thinking about getting better, is the fact i basically had no childhood. Topic of what you did in past often comes op, and people remember all the fun moments they dad, but me - nothing. no first kiss, first gf, fun nights of getting drunk and staying up late, ect...

I always fell awkward, anxious and depressed when i hear people talking about this. And even when the ask me... i want to die.

How to deal with this, and how did you (redditors who overcame severe anxiety) deal with this?

ps. i live in society where people are extremely social, and not very tolerant towards people with mental issues, especially non social people or less social.",5.4683702737940045,7.106839305084747,5.720000000000002,78.30352020860495,68.37853107344634,7.932029552368538,30.564537157757503,8.384062270229773,2.456068578878748,755,30,127,11,13,240,111,177,0.189,0.723,0.08900000000000001,-0.9599,0,0,0,0,0,1,31.0,0,4,1,3,12,10,0,1,3,0,9,3,0,4,2,32,20,19,1,2,4,1,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,9,16,1,1,2,1,0,2,4,3,0,2,5,1,17,7,18,15,4,24,0,2,0,1,23,6,0,4,15,89,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686035095627358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23957283704700466,0.1179303191872042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975900061132686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232394936525648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992223279790802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21524179442399696,0.17982089044549018,0.0,0.10833972583807533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378964405778142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17758715635945524,0.0,0.0,0.16130199727309005,0.0,0.16361747345565733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348974673033305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765445101464014,0.0,0.06997002058520428,0.0,0.0,0.10368223743368213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127584753013353,0.10895542203583836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355116010306736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373332691406842,0.0,0.0,0.09217776086938022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06968074127066276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519997187176572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796238904753972,0.0,0.10016445357221956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939284970069692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989545091077089,0.3618523626037612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825285117980006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179303191872042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4256474266436955,0.0884488077001238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126522080642688,0.0,0.08727422038037523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780850590738405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06935168501129615,0.06688851838706765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087355657918944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613219517365593,0.061571578211311435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654704746563177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06722335701504509
anxiety,bulk_barn,2019/04/13,"Nervous for new job I got offered a job that comes with a 15k pay bump compared to what I'm doing now. I can't believe anyone wants to pay me so much and I don't feel like I deserve it. I feel like they made a mistake, got me confused with someone else, or I've scammed them somehow into hiring me. I'm so overwhelmed and I'm convinced I'm going to not make through my probationary period. 

I haven't even started yet and on top of it all I'm so sad to leave my current job where it's all supportive and I'm gonna bomb out at this new job. 

Anyone faced this before and what did you do?",2.5320155038759715,3.1018777054263573,4.269767441860466,89.97968992248066,74.27131782945736,6.663565891472868,27.511627906976752,6.42735559955562,0.9937813953488376,460,17,106,3,9,156,80,129,0.18,0.753,0.067,-0.9034,5,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,2,1,8,9,0,3,3,0,6,1,1,2,2,22,24,9,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,0,2,0,2,2,4,5,0,0,4,2,14,4,13,19,3,15,0,2,0,0,4,6,0,3,9,62,22,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22664977747756584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791179481594,0.1826002529321926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13961114281506465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353908109496403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704738450203484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16389749249139055,0.2315693107295214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210955976744567,0.0,0.2592484325997136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6433279532383248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17161141903309735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15836091344169004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533569566346784,0.10818467934244164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914196562234462,0.0,0.0,0.3130613392352581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13732353767723005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471577839618127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18391799838904485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559458358120647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OldDisneyRules,2019/04/13,"What really triggers your anxiety? For me, when im in a public place where i have to interact with bunch of people, i get super anxious. Or when I need something done but it requires time.. I cant stand it.. I feel like if i am asked to do even a small task that im not excellent at, my anxiety hits so bad that I either mess it up, get extremely frustrated or become hopeless. Which is so weird. 

When it comes to people, I get more anxious when im around them in person than online but that can get hard too at times.. If I send a message to someone and they dont reply.. I get so anxious.. Im like ""Omg did i do something wrong.. Am I stupid for even messaging them.. Omg how do I take this back why the fuck did i do this!"" 

Things have also gone so wrong in my life lately that I feel like I dont allow myself to get excited about anything anymore because ive faced soo many disappointments over the months that further makes me doubt myself and causes me panic attacks. I have created a whatsapp support group for ppl struggling with anxiety or depression (which u r welcome to join btw) that has helped me out a little but yes theres a lot more that I need to work on. What about u? What really really triggers ur anxiety?",2.8122000000000007,4.2932444200000015,4.388999999999999,85.85950000000003,74.8,7.56,25.7,8.238735603445708,1.5886800000000003,955,33,197,16,20,320,140,250,0.275,0.619,0.106,-0.9944,0,0,2,0,0,1,32.0,0,1,3,4,19,23,4,3,8,1,19,3,1,6,0,30,37,20,0,4,10,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,19,7,0,1,2,0,0,3,4,15,0,0,4,3,31,8,26,32,5,28,0,3,0,1,15,15,1,7,12,134,50,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758342475152752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968669970915077,0.3288003988600285,0.09621351109963598,0.0,0.0,0.07983565946996464,0.08636454654588442,0.09069658861817373,0.11036937081039276,0.0,0.0745990892169865,0.0810040618627862,0.059139873692466226,0.10714622474529636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996618539009353,0.0,0.0835704400533965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355948511141077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928075000587128,0.2274033689555593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281559171999683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810811153732488,0.13861607899136552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968945657627145,0.30412021213584256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690701642911529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06502758248888556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4191744402904488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10943794167147963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852506199059813,0.14219091997309938,0.09723522399418268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08247928362281992,0.0,0.0,0.06475873685569368,0.09835869830441774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743701066005154,0.0,0.0,0.14387183290479666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382702737000755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451694975199074,0.08471037209685231,0.1013607636560806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864522357911864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220109256305692,0.14937485992432695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142187990559402,0.0,0.0,0.11009227307502456,0.0,0.0,0.07294373688964925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064452923982259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314127627960245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875415845146745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07062858915924425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121428886789926,0.0,0.0
anxiety,StaccatoSmithereens,2019/04/13,"Intrusive thoughts when very anxious Does anyone else deal with intrusive thoughts when your anxiety spikes? I have horrible ones about ending my life in a violent manner. I think it's me trying to calm myself down by showing myself that there's always a way out of this stressful situation by ending my life. I don't actually want to die though, and the thoughts are kind of gory and mostly just make me uneasy.",6.70038961038961,7.782752285714286,6.6601558441558435,74.74166233766236,65.1038961038961,9.796363636363637,32.28311688311688,9.888512548439397,3.2280618181818186,334,13,57,7,5,106,60,77,0.27,0.703,0.027000000000000003,-0.9622,0,0,0,0,0,1,5.0,0,1,0,0,6,4,1,1,3,0,3,2,0,1,0,12,9,5,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,10,2,11,6,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,4,39,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.18603874346843685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15862911920521927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14584033531168936,0.2153707929372052,0.0,0.13330106963098234,0.19533489254301548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19654316319086584,0.0,0.0,0.1978559273065838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16683178675897628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925663037176002,0.0,0.3377038210438491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985239347654637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693116612051725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725477725615453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291837113413227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21428919463552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183793582837526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215546725138232,0.18730444659702356,0.4540445096945216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943316175130054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15729932132656488,0.11244538057015724,0.1513224628096387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Shafandraniqua,2019/04/13,"How long do you allow yourself to recover from severe attacks? I'm on day 3 of a nightmare existence. Mind bending panic attacks, existential suffering and severe stomach issues. Even leaving bed to go to the bathroom is making my heart feel like it will explode. Help :(",4.663125000000001,7.699014062500002,5.853999999999999,70.19100000000002,75.04166666666666,7.173333333333334,36.68333333333333,8.238735603445708,3.8797033333333335,217,13,29,4,5,72,44,48,0.32,0.568,0.112,-0.9217,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,2,5,2,1,2,0,3,2,2,3,0,6,7,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,1,6,6,0,5,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5068631331338215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366738819137614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14713663139660196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263855278535395,0.15914601031156952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266045911037491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639819929049241,0.1493171699649253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325126552008709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23587989770306506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883353879728007,0.0,0.0,0.19714329745487127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14869984316959964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22493289199768504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613710819607144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5033304654427164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throawaysdegjn,2019/04/13,"reluctant to try anything new... anxiety issue? i've been diagnosed with anxiety so I don't know if its BECAUSE of anxiety that im feeling like this or some other reason?

im really bad at trying anything new... trying new food, getting into any videogame that isn't already something i'm familiar with (a lot of my game library from when i was a kid are just liscened games from animated movies and shit), getting into shows or movies, going out anywhere i've never been (that's more directly linked to anxiety cos i can feel anxiety when im doing that...)

is this some kind of subconcious anxiewty? i know i CAN enjoy stuff... for example i played the two most recent resident evil games and even tho i've never properly played a survival horror before then i really freakin enjoyed them. its like that with a lot of things ill commit myself to watching something or playing something i have no drive to get involved in and then i get into it and love it after

it almost feels the same as getting into doing homework. like the starting point about thinking about doing homework is the same as thinking about getting into anything im not familiar with like it's a chore... difference is i usually end up having a real good time with a game or something.

idk if this is normal... maybe it's a patience issue? i also got OCD idk if thats got anything to do with it.

everything that has the potential to let me down i get real pessimetic about it all. maybe its a depression thing idk for sure. if anyone has got any ideas pls let me know",3.825757575757578,5.822012558922559,5.134109090909089,79.41316363636366,73.24242424242425,7.984323232323232,29.72511784511785,8.726425361277474,2.6333225319865314,1218,53,214,24,25,405,153,297,0.116,0.758,0.126,0.6348,0,0,4,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,1,1,11,17,2,0,14,0,22,5,1,2,5,54,44,21,0,5,10,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,3,1,24,16,1,0,11,8,0,2,6,4,0,1,6,4,17,13,37,36,9,28,0,1,1,1,8,11,1,14,19,149,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164825557951468,0.0,0.0899789094069111,0.06520569089442901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089690093685577,0.0,0.3118806902231569,0.0,0.0,0.05701307462732316,0.0,0.2683944077191005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808059628630983,0.049704641627728634,0.0,0.06938260021550242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022832486348855,0.08275907663982228,0.0,0.08518957038760443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07221822452139638,0.0,0.0,0.05385489974176889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328085152474037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12368377425256065,0.0582505685245016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859574325115457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982006794095377,0.0,0.046339769342425764,0.06838997695112516,0.1956395068989692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204616907740544,0.3522989488020268,0.17020840582904054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490899539985787,0.13443300723725302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667557005973794,0.0,0.15934085930432132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386409195089741,0.07359098214337266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638312125529285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577384354517335,0.23624893474933395,0.0,0.0,0.07988966044869428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707950742175725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856155686153592,0.10447031173228294,0.08383436353692278,0.08050866871585162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369730512839607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25108690354462665,0.0,0.0,0.0577128229060831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334118978679302,0.0,0.0,0.07684834282216656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834008557598676,0.10449216633922467,0.0,0.0,0.047545304374718884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16607629324968615,0.0,0.07965051147097395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980228682539097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,raisedglazed,2019/04/13,"[23F] Admitted to ER while traveling abroad- diagnosed with anxiety, possibly panic attack due to rapid heart rate. Never had anything similar happen before. Any tips or advice? I am usually a very relaxed person and I am worried this will impact the rest of my trip. Sorry this is a little long, but I just want to include all the details. I’d also like to note that I have NEVER experienced anything like this before and would consider myself a generally happy, go-with-the-flow person. I am from the USA and am currently in Portugal.

Age: 23   
Height: 5’5”   
Weight: ~105lbs   
Gender: Female   
Smoking Status: Smoked marijuana almost daily for about 1.5 years, have not smoked in 2 weeks
Current medical issue: Episodes of rapid heart rate, shortness of breath, exhaustion    
Duration: 3 days, on and off   
Location of complaint: Chest/heart

No prior history of any illness or disorders except occasional migraine headaches w/o aura. (I have only ever been to the hospital for wellness check-ups). 

Here is what happened:

While traveling I have been under a lot of stress, a bit dehydrated, not eating as I usually do, and not getting much sleep for a few nights in a row (probably 3-4 hrs per night). There was plenty of time to sleep, I just felt wide awake and could not get myself to rest.

I was out trying to do some necessary  shopping Thursday morning when I started to feel *weird*. I felt like I couldn’t get enough air no matter how much I tried to control my breathing and also was feeling a little faint. I thought I would be ok if I just tried to calm down and breath deeply, I also drank some water to see if it would help. That didn’t work. 

Eventually everything became too much and I just needed to sit down, I guess I looked pretty bad because some other customers alerted the shop girls who called an ambulance. 

I could feel my heart beating very fast and I felt like I couldn’t catch my breath. Before the ambulance arrived my lips and fingers started tingling, and eventually my hands went numb, and I could not move my fingers much or make a fist. My toes were also tingling and my lips were numb, I was shivering, teeth chattering, and felt very cold. I could still walk unassisted throughout the ordeal, if a little shaky. I was also a bit of an emotional mess, but mostly due to be frightened about my hands and lips.

In the ambulance they measured my blood pressure, heart rate, and pricked my finger (I assume to test my blood sugar). They asked me numerous times if I had taken any drugs (I hadn’t). At the hospital they measured my blood pressure again, placed 3 little sticky patches on my chest and stomach and connected some wires to them to measure something else I guess (probably heart rate?).

They took 2 or 3 vials of blood and gave me an EKG. Also before those 2 tests the doctor gave me a pill which she said was a tranquilizer. I was pretty much falling asleep on the gurney any time I was left alone, but was able to wake when I was wheeled around, given tests, etc. I was given a blanket but still felt very cold.

The doctor said all the tests came back normal, except my heart was beating too fast but the rhythm was “normal fast”, she said I had tachycardia. They moved me from the bed to a chair and while I felt very tired and weak, my chest felt ok. They then moved me to a different chair and monitored my pulse/blood pressure again. At that point I could feel the fast heart rate coming back and they decided to take more blood to run another test and make sure my heart wasn’t damaged? All in all I was at the hospital for 6-7 hours.

Anywho, I left with a prescription for valium and the advice that “you are very skinny, make sure you are drinking and eating”. I asked what I should drink and if gatorade would be good and she said NO NO NOT THAT, just water tea or coffee.

Since leaving the hospital 2 days ago, I’ve been pretty much sleeping all day and night, and only leave my room to go get food. When I’m laying down I feel normal, but still at even the slightest provocation of stress I can feel my heartbeat getting faster and faster and like I can’t get enough oxygen. I used to backpack and it feels almost exactly like hiking at very high elevation where the air is thin and difficult to catch your breath.

I have never felt this way before. Never felt I had, or been diagnosed with, a mental illness. I thought once I left the hospital I would be fine, but I keep having these “episodes” with my heart rate rising rapidly almost at random when I leave the hotel, 1-2 times daily.

The valium does help, and makes me feel normal when I am having a episode. I have been sleeping almost around the clock for 2 days, drinking plenty of water, and eating as often as I can. 

Why do I keep getting these episodes??? I am a fairly experienced traveler, I’ve been abroad several times (with a group and solo) and I truly enjoy everything about travel. I am not the type stress out about little things. 

Is this really all anxiety that will go away once I’ve rested enough? Is there anything else I can do? Is tingling/numbness of the hands/lips/toes normal during an episode?

I really want to enjoy my trip, and I was supposed to leave to volunteer at a rural farm the day this all went down, we postponed until tomorrow so that I could have a few extra days to rest. What should I do? I don’t want to have to go all the way home and waste this amazing opportunity because my body has decided to pull this crap. But I am also worried that I will not be able to perform the work I promised to my volunteer hosts:(

I know this was a long one, and I’m happy to answer any other questions if relevant.

Thank you so much for reading and any help explaining what’s going on in my body is appreciated ❤️",4.730767225747961,6.105728467815053,5.224477674524028,82.16271832502271,69.85222121486854,8.126060743427018,27.56809836808704,8.548686976883017,1.963733281958296,4512,152,849,72,80,1443,430,1103,0.108,0.7829999999999999,0.109,0.8386,3,1,7,0,0,0,145.0,1,4,8,7,43,44,3,8,58,2,92,75,43,8,16,184,165,86,0,30,35,0,24,6,0,10,18,4,3,3,31,55,15,3,27,12,2,25,23,20,2,1,56,35,121,24,99,86,35,137,0,1,2,0,36,47,2,29,68,555,152,11,0.06931877854709792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06773750813082989,0.03072345736311795,0.0,0.13882548727620614,0.035896674562499176,0.0,0.19401970755975265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14141743936268622,0.036343391661137335,0.0530286758546895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556517260232495,0.0617084093414028,0.0648037005942664,0.039430058890556084,0.032563637139826206,0.05330186190987416,0.028939142319756264,0.04225608400866978,0.0,0.14746293743573854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756781527671909,0.07699753616581488,0.0,0.0,0.03539111160032528,0.03964110796228356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029855994907101762,0.0,0.0,0.038873452217974336,0.16603621244853375,0.0,0.0,0.13411463269022705,0.0,0.0,0.07035710107647906,0.0,0.03621168491589023,0.03972266285615375,0.07095070713110174,0.030330665118785363,0.0,0.0,0.10185901956231708,0.04019388792948637,0.10639562385857536,0.05790694468471415,0.0389871479064832,0.0,0.1074372424749982,0.03865438083579726,0.02289219973469376,0.03135140188540871,0.0,0.0,0.062299248457488424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401986289186566,0.0,0.2995060411859235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041910271086169515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267567026732394,0.0,0.0984886482504856,0.02907065131906672,0.0,0.0,0.07636244963782372,0.0,0.06129836694041696,0.07379112874083522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4107154316760848,0.06969437412446892,0.03661954770002199,0.03476619339523659,0.0,0.03413251683214031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03617539760955303,0.0,0.06161371537814483,0.0,0.0,0.019047893923406552,0.0,0.0,0.14679715527978038,0.11297258357314588,0.0,0.0,0.10159696131408442,0.17368906700182138,0.0,0.06134493767943206,0.029105157799535236,0.0,0.0,0.029466173328881868,0.0,0.0,0.0925416458986495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03491568834041445,0.03492851241238035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051233707947213,0.17835047353550426,0.025699497978809712,0.106925830765335,0.0,0.0,0.09757646682541816,0.16979421301474915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738222368324643,0.023486099163801438,0.05272005470886056,0.0,0.04066532552991335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060526483677395174,0.03621168491589023,0.0,0.03276432576815563,0.03907325373699401,0.0,0.1057831774996914,0.07473736746215015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03882644816024208,0.0,0.03466876859651637,0.0,0.04440738454603963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318760644777066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027619045884762054,0.0,0.0,0.03915524447617992,0.0,0.028670604967325906,0.0,0.1387376794799043,0.0,0.0,0.02668249116733285,0.0,0.03879834868574412,0.04906418823743107,0.0,0.0830370991356435,0.0,0.11910663993299285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533212842659257,0.0,0.02605954731949299,0.0,0.0,0.031909709007277666,0.0,0.0,0.02302615815990229,0.0,0.0,0.05503136718369471,0.10105084304415826,0.03983586936781275,0.0,0.0,0.038507856767231695,0.07059435064402768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029934584138952967,0.07634484128636074,0.20018338182894785,0.06132901736205215,0.05502201988713109,0.027801671453108155,0.04220579884134855,0.031162953382238175,0.06425920218828428,0.03127470789623436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05046489636495522,0.07039658442816148,0.0,0.12310517856735195,0.0,0.0,0.02231951033945146
anxiety,insertnameordie,2019/04/13,Stop stress eating I stress eat and I'm worried it'll get out if hand soon. I've had anxiety a while now and I'm prone to eating to vent some of the stress of my anxiety. It's not a proper problem now but I'm worried it might become one,-1.262301587301586,0.7255140925925971,1.6222751322751314,97.17166666666668,93.25925925925928,4.567195767195766,16.973544973544975,6.18269132825596,-0.3925788359788358,187,5,45,2,7,65,36,54,0.271,0.659,0.07,-0.7698,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,3,0,3,4,1,0,0,10,7,5,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,1,2,0,5,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,5,26,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688304211973354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19405434090138116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5393757229358516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179954381827142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18639713356468168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906346573292342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16812766478153013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14689874098657982,0.6038145902101429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568775410220404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,calmsex,2019/04/13,"I fixed a lot without medication during the 5 years through therapy but not enough for me to be functional. Can I be helped with medication given that my symptoms COMPLETELY disappear during and after sex? I was severely agoraphobic once, pushed through got help. Been tough, been years and I'm A LOT better. Just not enough to be functional, I still have the background worry about many things that prevents me from enjoying life, being social, enjoying things that normal people do.

I was wondering ""what is next"" and this came to mind: When I'm having sex with my wife (we have a good sex life) I'm completely fine, no worries - I am my old healthy self. It's like I am ready to conquer the world. This extends to 10-15 minutes after sex (out of the bed doing normal things) where I'm not worried about things I normally obsess and worry about. Then the feeling fades away and I gradually become my broken self.

I honestly don't know much about the chemical side of this disease - but I wondered if this drastic decrease of my symptoms during sex (which presumably has the body flush with stuff body makes when making love) means anything about the manageability of anxiety through medication. Conversely, I'm mostly afraid of the sexual side effects of medication.

So if you know anything about the chemistry of all, what do you think?",6.84950819672131,8.043638991803281,6.800122950819674,73.4710040983607,64.81967213114754,10.034426229508195,34.10245901639344,10.125756701596842,3.610947540983607,1070,46,180,24,16,340,138,244,0.121,0.716,0.163,0.8867,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,1,2,0,3,13,11,0,2,13,0,20,16,2,3,1,40,38,13,0,5,9,1,1,1,0,0,8,0,1,2,16,11,0,1,9,0,0,3,6,3,0,0,7,1,21,8,31,27,7,20,0,0,0,6,11,6,0,7,12,128,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247113368916093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591576853729408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900556774347497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046260911974898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378438924419561,0.0,0.21045589569309636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835028363119346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19865327247326992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19577077589582048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04790027949803368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945825628187006,0.07576731158108314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699620153687408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041264896602601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382663555687618,0.04628217247325693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610786580812986,0.08550099561170313,0.0,0.1264711570417788,0.09604525183530704,0.0,0.10319293160760996,0.0,0.3817375375543696,0.0,0.0,0.09565417992826954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696402777919889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007505210611919,0.0,0.27845716860266434,0.0,0.0,0.09940723652219716,0.100888455321392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567652143515106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976561262982152,0.10702228223992416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656922694461284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565457262041185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084475899887206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19692948003757912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833641022912224,0.0,0.2517478340853532,0.060701623999401814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132004796323864,0.20546963208330185,0.0,0.384827280645925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201098304769036
anxiety,unoikno,2019/04/13,Ask for help with anxiety I can help😄 💊,-4.3290000000000015,-3.4907218999999987,0.5200000000000031,100.24000000000002,118.0,6.0,15.0,7.1686216300943375,0.2499999999999996,31,1,9,1,2,12,9,10,0.181,0.532,0.287,0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42393417528683225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5180688169971653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7428893025740989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ReiraXIII,2019/04/13,"New to anxiety Hello,

I'm new to this sub Reddit but I wanted to hear from other people what they think. I am new to this and I don't know what is happening to me.

Three weeks ago, my boyfriend had to stay home from work. He was overworked and it hurt me seeing him like that. He was home two weeks and at the end I started panicking and already had bad days of sleep cause of it. I panicked all weekend and had high anxiety. Went to to pharacist begging for help because my doctor wasn't in. They gave me xanax and that helped a bit. But from tuesday on wednesday i didn't sleep one bit and had severe palpitations. So on Thursday my doc gave me tamesta. Which is helping a lot. Not even taking the full dose the perscribed (I asked if that was ok) 

My boyfriend is doing better and I'm still in this anxious state. Actually worrying about myself and what is going on. What I should do. Because I don't want to stay on these highly addictive meds. 

Honestly feeling a lot better already compared to last week. But maybe it's the meds doing their job. 

I'm usually a very calm person and only panick in certain situations. (I have emetophobia) 

Is this going to go away? Or is this the beginning of something that will need good treatment???",1.7285362997658067,4.275142860655741,3.0421779859484768,88.77278688524592,83.50819672131145,5.6168618266978925,23.878220140515214,7.021680442328713,1.0334220140515216,974,37,190,13,28,315,140,244,0.116,0.757,0.127,0.6107,1,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,3,3,4,10,0,0,9,1,24,6,2,1,2,28,46,16,0,5,6,0,1,1,0,2,4,1,2,1,19,10,0,0,3,1,0,4,5,2,0,3,12,3,23,8,28,32,6,37,0,1,1,0,15,12,0,4,19,129,42,3,0.0,0.0,0.09974186098074196,0.11142359012986794,0.0,0.0,0.0906026754846006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255817502255745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15638018381382196,0.11546779605130696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955522125285265,0.0,0.09602931771343284,0.0,0.08534077689925257,0.12461209106249475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18079223442168585,0.2231729012591825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499745128253844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591675973483763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461589360901558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052740021579328,0.0,0.0,0.0675085007256042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051680263101474604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17426427496537736,0.08572859351269572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038364370908393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151976883291689,0.0,0.20552689390621304,0.21598018461560514,0.20504919747767725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941752946567596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142729268916742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05617174302392245,0.0833144952137038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04993446542256463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737899552343052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268331743757808,0.0,0.22706372853465695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578715012348937,0.0,0.2961441105530277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06925989467225448,0.07773503404684097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085929232412047,0.08924551189069826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814478468980953,0.0,0.0,0.11546779605130696,0.0,0.0,0.11488791346646254,0.20456690148573567,0.0,0.0,0.07868597143160977,0.0,0.0,0.07234450654840284,0.21788374545625985,0.08162474747173452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684892625066223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06549180781094709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984396289317793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256947416821428,0.08433365409598742,0.12057178314212876,0.0,0.24595921482644745,0.0,0.0,0.0947493567204054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440983243973727,0.1037988469003757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mad1080,2019/04/13,After work anxiety After work I get this feeling as though I’ve done something really wrong and it keeps me up worrying. Like I’ll have done a task and I’ll think oh no what if this happened and I didn’t realise when I was doing this task. Does anyone else experience this? I feel as though it’s affecting my mood and my sleep,0.048088235294116544,2.416377044117649,2.159058823529413,91.69476470588238,94.73529411764706,5.661176470588236,18.564705882352946,7.1686216300943375,0.5657835294117657,261,8,55,5,10,87,47,68,0.147,0.79,0.063,-0.6776,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,0,6,1,1,1,0,10,12,10,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,2,7,1,5,8,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,35,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16140912699196291,0.0,0.0,0.1475312658205825,0.21618734219894464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18464146422678546,0.4318383476116864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762576424488457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20639171647096285,0.0,0.0,0.2133688795213368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102351747244482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18658048186980586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875403420815036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308056013365713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13516756841550995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111454544622746,0.0,0.0,0.1624327794679072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351958447174565,0.4145992553064997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30721094708560304,0.21427371233824088,0.0,0.0,0.2306878083094869,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tyler1349,2019/04/13,"Gabapentin? Has anyone had any success with this drug for anxiety? My doctor prescribed me this, 100mg 3 times a day.",2.1471212121212133,5.020300681818182,2.2881818181818185,91.71893939393942,87.63636363636363,4.751515151515153,25.51515151515152,6.42735559955562,1.0620424242424251,93,4,17,1,3,28,21,22,0.075,0.747,0.17800000000000002,0.5204,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,9,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141776264061437,0.0,0.3534307420619951,0.0,0.0,0.32304297611937555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979534713316631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4728792613996793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5357763665908614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693974448161048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BladesNFoxes,2019/04/13,"Trying to find/land a job, pressure and worries. Rant + Advice please Hi. So I've been trying to get a job for the past 8 months or so to no success. It wasn't until the last 5 I really started searching. I've applied to a decent amount of jobs but I never get the job. I had 2 total interviews. 1 in person and I didn't dress for the occasion (it was for a Starbucks so honestly probably wouldn't have been best setting for someone with anxiety tbh) flubbed the interview. I couldn't even answer any of her original questions but it felt like she didn't' even read my resume because she was asking me questions as if I HAD a job before. I haven't so she had to adjust some questions. I'm 23 years old, I turn 24 in 3 months. Never had a job. 

I believe my social anxiety has gotten better over time but its still not fast enough.. my parents are fed up with me. Frustrated. I got yelled at by my mom a few days ago because I 'don't do anything.' Etc. Everyone wants me to go call a therapist because they can't anymore etc. But I don't want to. The last attempt the lady did nothing. It only gave me more anxiety going and I never went back. They want me to get a job and move out. So they can move on in their lives. They think all I do is game. Which isn't true. I mostly watch youtube or Twitch. I do game often when I have friends to play with but most of the time I'm not motivated to even play by myself so I don't play at all.

Back to the whole job thing, it's hard finding jobs that I think that will be suitable for me but most jobs are retail or customer service. I've attempted to apply to jobs that are more in areas of interest even if they're retail because well I need a job. Probably worth a shot I guess, but I can't help but get super anxious at the thought of starting a job. 

Anyone else with similar experiences? Advice? I'm going out to dinner with my parents again later and I just know I'll get lectured more about things since my mom can't go a single meal without lecturing me. It's getting really tiring and making me want to avoid her. Because I understand she's frustrated. I'm trying though. I really am. Just because she doesn't SEE me try doesn't mean I'm not. She rarely even sees me during the day anyway.

Considering taking up a job at Best Buy or Target but I've heard bad things about working at Target. There is a grocery store but I missed the email for contacting them the first time and now its the weekend so I don't think they're doing phone interviews at the time.

One more question..how do you make it through an interview? I always mess up. I blank out or I stumble over words trying to come up with an answer. Even if I try to mentally prepare myself. Thanks for reading.",0.8897658588939734,3.1777793469750937,2.838513811218437,90.60048438117836,84.71174377224199,5.6323109077557465,21.732022820990792,7.005009785671833,0.6932383437835385,2131,72,444,29,63,712,260,562,0.104,0.7929999999999999,0.103,0.86,16,1,0,0,0,0,56.0,0,1,6,10,28,22,2,2,32,0,42,5,0,4,7,82,89,36,0,10,24,4,2,1,1,2,2,2,0,1,16,17,3,1,16,8,5,8,24,7,1,2,20,7,64,15,63,65,20,61,0,1,3,0,40,21,0,17,32,296,80,26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642284457686102,0.043734162001737686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04105223147888026,0.0,0.0,0.03355076616682666,0.0,0.1132277207520925,0.05573662445928298,0.04892892181392106,0.03449748945396258,0.050551457795109736,0.040600043544024716,0.0,0.0461233172198907,0.0,0.0,0.07587402147517022,0.04119422900376085,0.1804518028442345,0.0,0.04198204595820403,0.05558576205037505,0.10355201088066264,0.043634455751795295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050378464567215835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0424993483825068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06363640440977908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0412146274739755,0.0,0.0,0.05097817943998802,0.1100473122910319,0.1955192398968272,0.0,0.0,0.04714349741101434,0.0,0.048260929795051935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04737113611384042,0.0,0.09018601808215776,0.041965919837317366,0.0,0.0,0.038117546482134834,0.0,0.15465888222516005,0.0,0.11215712989618487,0.0,0.03945920516268843,0.0,0.05435012902094813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044196148371903915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03306946667866715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6854292852386593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027114255690448643,0.08043227446166147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02410350454420952,0.0,0.04356536365273985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586549303037571,0.0,0.0,0.05374231940757671,0.0,0.0,0.049719964855144266,0.0,0.0,0.11556550112864734,0.07876044428241989,0.104874578315444,0.0,0.036582666940272096,0.1141549162971622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04734006124465608,0.0,0.05177074992805488,0.0,0.03343194268401598,0.03752291589659479,0.0,0.0,0.10956551994673742,0.0,0.04709762883536631,0.0,0.04307905538197045,0.0,0.05415707208831317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638698950909233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22107436070401584,0.0,0.09870045055677494,0.0,0.09481939451944864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863020185401606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040811972022201035,0.0,0.0,0.05029272992393037,0.0418029732525988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984178673313868,0.0,0.03940049132309025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037095189213008375,0.0,0.0,0.045422764979174336,0.0,0.0572839133759876,0.09833168051441624,0.09483923020829953,0.048473228227264735,0.03916796698925567,0.11507491198983705,0.05670547893816785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009789934110502,0.05366435149330631,0.0,0.05136142581271686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640066628435265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04435977486399312,0.04573577650115805,0.0,0.05508285792153589,0.0,0.04755898596443862,0.0,0.035917831885601874,0.050103990435758944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03177132929566779
anxiety,deedeedeethrowaway,2019/04/13,"I feel like my parents screwed me by not having my Anxiety treated when I was a kid. I’ve always been extremely shy and introverted. I’ve known this, my parents have known this, pretty much anyone who knows me knows this. This has made talking to people an extremely uncomfortable thing to do, which was especially stressful when it came to talking to girls and dating. 

Another issue I’ve had for as long as I can remember is a general lack of focus in school. Which caused me to get mediocre grades and drop out of college, even though my ig is 130.

The reason I say my parents screwed me is because I was recently tested for adhd, and it turns out I have an anxiety disorder. I started treatment with Lexapro about 6 months ago and my “shyness” is virtually gone, and I can focus 100%. Im just thinking about this now because I’m 20 and my younger brother is attending UCLA, even though I’ve always been the smart one in the family. My parents didn’t even try to find out about my chronic shyness that they knew he me suffering in multiple aspects of my life.",8.144417475728153,6.8246406262135935,8.310990291262138,72.16774757281556,62.64077669902913,11.540970873786412,40.017475728155354,10.577609850970193,4.208300582524272,843,40,156,17,10,277,120,206,0.14800000000000002,0.8029999999999999,0.049,-0.9596,4,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,1,12,7,2,1,7,0,19,4,0,3,0,28,31,13,0,1,2,5,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,12,12,0,0,10,0,0,3,2,4,0,1,11,2,24,3,24,20,2,19,0,1,0,2,13,6,2,0,10,106,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14875951393639714,0.0,0.1097235074693538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20598976274554368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979412958840778,0.18938273262880845,0.0,0.0,0.08654985870371587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509102863832246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14157135227933434,0.0,0.12715616363912835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186261145960716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24526658105818394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166887741655576,0.0,0.06258689055376315,0.08842846150925858,0.0,0.0,0.1131326836475766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466994466232903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13370364797722306,0.12919416792537095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13605250909614786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742947933237412,0.06047265889738765,0.0,0.0,0.10954141078790874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712363520213105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988000204070259,0.0,0.09099254722469403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083876535982532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.549772196196731,0.0,0.0,0.08581347128010841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592876651585114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726646240473574,0.12221782367165746,0.0,0.14021861810559347,0.0,0.0,0.09843482948279776,0.0,0.12527197506591764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761212582491086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417895794504109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19897936134259644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223393633691489,0.07931323026710523,0.24322645620815356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403849940710867,0.13463710295123213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ralphcatpee,2019/04/13,Panic attacks are the worst I went to an autism awareness walk this afternoon and was excited to participate but they moved it indoors and with all the people and cameras situated in a circle I couldn’t make it more than 2 laps before I had to leave. I hate how I feel like everybody is looking and laughing or whatever my crazy brain is telling me to think. It genuinely is ruining my life.,7.5297368421052635,6.935039342105262,7.967368421052632,71.78157894736844,63.47368421052632,11.810526315789476,38.73684210526316,11.20814326018867,4.402984210526316,314,15,58,8,4,104,60,76,0.217,0.6759999999999999,0.108,-0.81,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,1,8,2,1,4,0,7,2,1,2,1,13,13,7,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,5,0,0,3,2,9,3,7,9,3,5,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,2,41,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30085271029272354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22502946048550826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29521626711884325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371504721364996,0.18892480200120734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26109193250978385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800168403994037,0.0,0.0,0.18679050602059855,0.12919805358684572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22207335859660154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17652398808759145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28107098211060044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31027783738716536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833379524411756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972555062903199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23114299826739165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16945037908094954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24514996532535985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Staffinfectious,2019/04/13,"I feel that I'm unreasonably paranoid of an economic collapse. When I was a kid, I played the first Deus Ex and I realize the majority of it was fiction but many of the economic issues in the game are unsettling in their accuracy. I'm 21 and persuing a degree in computer science. I've always wanted a pretty modest living and don't have much desire for great wealth as I grew up in a working class family of 7. That being said, I'm deeply terrified at the prospect of an economic collapse and when it may occur. This has made it so that I have a hard time enjoying anything. I can't draw, watch movies, play video games or do many things that I enjoy without getting anxious about whether or not the economy will tank at some point. I even stay up hours into the morning trying to find information on what the economy will look like in 2060 and a lot of the doom and gloom makes me even more anxious. My fiancee and I want a small family once we have started our careers and it's something I've wanted since I was young; it's one if my major life goals. That being said, the prospect of having to support my family in the event of a major economic collapse is daunting as I fear it will be impossible to provide for them at some point. Worrying about the economic future has sapped all the joy out of everything I enjoy and honestly jumping off a bridge seems like a preferable option. I put as much money into savings as I can and am thinking of opening up an IRA account. Which IRA account is best? What are some things besides stocks that I should invest in to make sure I'm alright? Would I be better off living in a different country? Am I overreacting?",6.680581039755353,6.323697929663607,7.40876146788991,74.30225535168196,65.11620795107035,10.447094801223242,35.29204892966361,9.994966539143718,3.472160856269114,1321,56,245,26,18,441,181,327,0.104,0.684,0.212,0.9912,3,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,2,0,2,5,7,20,0,1,27,1,29,1,0,3,2,48,48,22,0,8,7,1,2,2,1,6,1,2,0,1,18,15,0,0,7,5,5,3,4,3,0,2,6,6,26,17,43,32,12,37,1,2,2,0,12,24,0,11,11,175,44,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072862327282922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27351855163082145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09961910336373447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704122428166095,0.10706454915608422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647817352195825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15991322232417826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879768747292076,0.0,0.3423636034071303,0.1362221068277656,0.06120975369242409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064335740857044,0.10297051286397432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324697311305949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334651094886651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084427574114663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192161700474266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635143122211162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550571610191188,0.1182840854844966,0.0,0.2137900399094375,0.0,0.101656888021199,0.0,0.0,0.1029178231273914,0.0,0.11454649366428248,0.16161217539536382,0.2454643801570017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17798076735208265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892111623033514,0.08203095029388442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288748556969973,0.0,0.0,0.12315788039676895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169511902511845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23030471800947794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020520092606988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013910588418186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319513178408194,0.0,0.0,0.08568434371421282,0.12903001641820158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737336929164354,0.11409422531553436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16084898750536805,0.07756805372891505,0.0,0.0,0.07058896094321665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218934994016505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21420660535033614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669405067332958,0.0,0.08813050171567158,0.12293865145102847,0.0,0.08599499400515767,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_tomiswaiting,2019/04/13,"Motivation to live life how you want I’m about to turn 16 but I feel like I’m wasting my life. I’ve laid in bed every day for the past 3-4 years, I don’t have any hobbies or friends. There are things I want to do, bigger aspirations but I literally long to do such basic things. Redo my room like I want and get rid of all my stuff, eat three healthy meals a day, have the clothes I want. I’m not a materialistic person either, so these aren’t lavish things I’m dreaming about. I’m sure other people have been in my position,
I’m just curious when you found the motivation to live life the way you wanted",1.8666974431818204,3.4762986953125043,3.8825568181818175,87.95221590909092,77.671875,6.842045454545455,21.79261363636364,7.686295010490155,0.68700625,475,13,108,7,11,162,78,128,0.027000000000000003,0.741,0.232,0.9714,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,2,8,4,0,0,6,0,9,5,0,3,2,19,24,7,0,5,6,0,1,2,1,0,3,0,2,1,6,1,2,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,13,4,11,22,2,11,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,8,59,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144270634139196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21703608336764105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17217874758720966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177187435335534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508065275108817,0.12020969823575665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844956503257392,0.13000236378526828,0.0,0.08791235762897116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3565550439782428,0.16441313019581816,0.0,0.2971649949545121,0.14891065286434804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16062951691154898,0.11665487910885505,0.14692391158799956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19262500850128625,0.0,0.0,0.1585892865008678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353665721334739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18302575031693336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.496240024598591,0.13356220110815975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835817858772184
anxiety,LookimaGhost,2019/04/13,"Useless group member Usually, I'm the one doing the work since I tend to have bad luck with team members or just because my anxiety makes me want to finish homework as fast as I can, but this time I feel like I'm as bad as my past groups.
Context: we are 8 people, they always want to meet up in person to do work so even though I know one of them(we arent that friendly, but he recognizes me cuz we were in a group last year when we first started this major and invited me to be with him after seeing me alone, which Im thankful for), Im always kind of intimidated. Because I'm nervous, is difficult for me to speak up and discuss hw, but also because Im scared to sound like a dictator who wants things to be done her way or make myself look dumb, so I end up listening to them most of the time, speaking only to agree with smh or make a small addition; sooner or later one of them always looks back at me and ask me what I think ""since Im being so quiet"", bringing everyone's attention to me, followed by me stuttering what few words I manage to say and failing to make a coherent, finished sentence before I give up and apologize.
To compensate for not being able to talk I always go to the meet ups so at least they can see I do care, or bring my computer so Im the one to submit the hw and feel like I did smh.

Tbh at first I tried to reassure myself by thinking that maybe I should just take it easy for once in my life(since Im already doing a lot for my groups in other subjects), but Im scared there will come a time when they just get annoyed and kick me out for being useless.",7.270793172690762,4.876441762048196,7.9341686746988,77.60038955823299,65.1144578313253,10.90152610441767,34.783935742971885,9.21078282632365,2.857048755020081,1243,42,264,17,15,419,177,332,0.162,0.737,0.101,-0.975,3,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,3,0,5,6,15,21,2,3,12,0,20,0,0,5,0,48,53,30,0,4,13,0,2,3,1,2,0,6,1,1,11,16,0,0,6,1,0,5,2,12,0,6,3,12,40,9,51,43,5,39,0,3,4,0,31,14,1,8,22,177,51,7,0.08119262478664742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409107286450898,0.08959808043458,0.06492971270779456,0.2702350721122071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062112135727798515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590414397682417,0.0,0.0,0.062432116739300075,0.13558490055729516,0.14848281140172864,0.0,0.06908894357405285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278129217476937,0.0,0.0,0.06994025696737714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830882446339632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191256631316352,0.0,0.0,0.05362696292569901,0.0,0.0,0.07758303241713692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210686131508199,0.11600805474126888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381248103325014,0.0,0.0,0.06272922050314983,0.0,0.04241979534901668,0.07788736404748624,0.04614363975102419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6139137724576115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454962445756779,0.044621343212163586,0.0661828258363922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05734875203798925,0.11899984581859507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636271187140026,0.0,0.0,0.06902706611786898,0.0,0.0,0.21678683006460456,0.0,0.08156890462869179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646749555716504,0.22007289534831045,0.061750649830041526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750754749584644,0.0562887429222028,0.07089426821816995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456763406367905,0.16257596315869755,0.0,0.12940001982078006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20149013473484567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0574685577201354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061046749292729977,0.06525955628154237,0.0,0.07475126033037886,0.0,0.0,0.05394077215266272,0.10404991109756956,0.07977134161540862,0.0,0.14203221734066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055124462606268514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942220539486331,0.0,0.14366854118260725,0.06444692635003617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821839568834687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052285388357831884
anxiety,Bananadiu,2019/04/13,"All my relationships were fucked up and I'm strating to fear on building a new relationship with anyone Friends, dates, family... most of these relationships I had with the people I used to be very close with were fucked up except for couple people (My mom, granddad, 2 of my friends). 

I'm now seeing a guy for about 2 months and I'm fear everyday and every moves I do or words I say will upset him and he will leave me all of the sudden like the past failed relationships. It also stressed me the fuck out cuz he still won't admit me as his gf and I started self harm last night.

To be honest I'm always the same goofy, talkative and loyal friend with my family and friends. I also care a lot about my dates(they never became my bf so I'll just call them that). I don't know what did I do wrong to deserve these outcomes but I'm starting to fear starting new relationships to anyone or give a damn about other relationships that I have now cuz I don't wanna get hurt again.",4.556567746973837,5.228894629441626,5.3545177664974615,83.66399843811014,69.71065989847716,8.091995314330338,25.81374463100352,8.139509932561175,1.3843068332682549,770,21,159,10,13,251,113,197,0.153,0.757,0.09,-0.8567,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,1,11,21,4,5,9,0,14,3,0,3,3,31,32,16,0,1,5,2,0,1,6,3,0,1,0,2,7,13,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,13,0,0,4,2,22,8,25,23,5,23,0,2,1,3,25,5,4,4,18,103,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119888424955075,0.07866052321135097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322018546700826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653059623519866,0.0,0.09638452483140778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460095358006424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964964279598505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17823798438162933,0.3191337828673061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29214939522693145,0.2621876864815853,0.04939052907664914,0.09068639032885148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936043106779954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120145422346244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0519538515267871,0.07705847604761977,0.0,0.10009869910852136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04618492613854889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037010287578909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107180104038686,0.0754567721708485,0.10047552720863252,0.0,0.0,0.07291106248148242,0.18260458992287165,0.0,0.0887145019871329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024415951931523,0.13107704886895594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6089699528052719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517786404659081,0.0,0.0,0.07533199286904814,0.0,0.09862040939402296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20073664531259225,0.0,0.07549561011934322,0.0,0.1082892893008881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164771108685077,0.0,0.07800110710020827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335895899307022,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PM_ME_ADORABLE_BL,2019/04/13,"I (Finally!) left a negative review for my town's mental health centre. After months of feeling horrible over the whole experience I did it! 
  
  
All the counselor did was very condescendingly tell me that my anxiety isn't that bad and that I'm making everything up, that my abuser loves me. She was not interested in helping at all. She made my anxiety worse.
  
  
I finally mustered up the courage to write a negative review! It's the only review so the place is sitting at a nice single star rating. Hopefully it will help anyone seeking mental help know to avoid that place because they are grossly unqualified there and just make it worse.",5.600769230769231,7.553371128205129,6.5244444444444465,71.44000000000003,68.48717948717949,9.644444444444446,31.803418803418804,9.994966539143718,3.5676598290598296,510,22,83,13,9,169,78,117,0.233,0.611,0.156,-0.8771,0,1,0,0,1,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,1,8,0,8,2,0,3,2,14,16,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,5,1,12,5,11,10,4,15,0,0,0,1,9,10,0,1,4,60,21,3,0.0,0.1879347955580069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24268260941552786,0.0,0.0,0.11090845117295504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324382790860261,0.0966912388969154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14255441925156584,0.15515752190833998,0.0,0.0,0.0802013452016312,0.0,0.0,0.3475135785215293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16860208393899942,0.0,0.0,0.31895219523216584,0.0,0.0,0.15754212522959868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717156381331155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17233745661857972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14315772133268764,0.15008691141233307,0.21175569391768986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31969655657504065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660629841940044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206351114662448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314412832333245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13863794525206372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087534966659753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770898275484725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32328783899020264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,b1tchlasagna,2019/04/13,"After struggling with weight Today, my dad very randomly said to me ""u/b1tchlasagna You're too fat""  THat got me down quite a bit.. Yeah I've struggled with it for a long time, and I've done better when I'm not around family.

Like I know I have some extra weight. Do you think I'm somehow unaware? There is literally no need to say it, especially...randomly too. Honestly, because of family making me doubt myself a lot, I've actually considered surgery.",2.7305747126436763,5.266107344827585,4.455862068965517,80.33367816091955,79.0,8.004597701149425,25.75862068965517,8.841846274778883,2.3494275862068967,357,14,66,9,9,120,66,87,0.158,0.746,0.096,-0.5317,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,2,6,6,0,3,3,1,4,3,1,1,0,14,12,2,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,4,3,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,4,8,3,9,9,4,7,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,5,6,38,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.185496806506758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16921710579790014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587484290415002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16811588332465066,0.20752500542585334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19452427934086086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3583928888922941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520293771726726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446645815910424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286656354142313,0.0,0.0,0.16822039200581454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16160457295428052,0.0,0.0,0.12688407991612966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409465813443152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20218017603913235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18081559866073427,0.15116425362352115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3974389415241983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179962436865553,0.0,0.0,0.11084084895960868,0.0,0.18017958423526914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568411032442205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.462947802676841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sharks_are_badass,2019/04/13,"I think I'm going to cancel my attempt at a birthday party Hi so I live with my best friend and her birthday is the day after mine, this week its Saturday is my birthday and Sunday is mine. So she wanted to have a birthday party on my birthday of board game night with friends and such. So she invited a bunch of people to our house, I invited a couple people too, turns out I dont really have any friends, and the person that I'm somwhat romantic with is on an extended hiking trip. So I have one friend that would come and my sister is offering to invite some of her friends so that I'm not too lonely. Then my work friends wanted to go drinking after but now one of them is only a maybe and it's only one other friend. So like I'm really feeling like I dont have a lot of people that care about me or are excited about my existence.  I'm really tempted to just cancel everything and go to the beach alone. I feel like on the night of I'm just gonna have this big house full of people that dont care about me on my birthday and I'm just gonna feel so sad and alone. But also if I cancel I'm ruining her birthday too kinda",3.438125000000003,3.9086612291666647,5.1575000000000015,84.80250000000002,72.125,8.166666666666668,25.833333333333336,8.278499904357787,1.4974583333333331,885,26,190,13,16,303,107,240,0.076,0.7190000000000001,0.205,0.9821,0,4,1,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,1,3,19,17,0,0,11,0,16,1,0,0,0,32,39,22,0,4,8,1,3,3,7,3,0,0,0,1,10,14,1,0,4,3,0,5,4,3,0,3,0,3,27,14,28,36,5,23,0,3,0,0,19,8,0,5,13,131,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20670046859366373,0.0,0.07980039726676798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678592361266629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472130983240502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034809558308723,0.0,0.0,0.08595849354907932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104134821047356,0.0,0.0643549803247824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508522453199209,0.09775421321811092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968298600177774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15136737584435064,0.14257708017529694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5396715240739974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17013539548701778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302838210305071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146254073443144,0.0,0.08811459876520693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483615695567591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025042037808532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872884852830577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028567170258108,0.1517864836425447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767216338722242,0.08713099953494201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19178017128099029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394009687464065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854064796794904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771505096805772,0.0,0.08004388410741482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726468249029966,0.0,0.0,0.07088650524402983,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,odd_blood_paradis,2019/04/13,"Do you ever feel like anxiety can make you feel like good things happening in your life will come to an end? Hi there, quite new to Reddit but yeah been experiencing a lot of anxiety for quite a few years now. 

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When my anxiety started to get worse in my early 20s, I developed this complex where I felt like all the good things that were happening in my life were never going to last long. I would end up in this spiral where I would get these anxiety attacks thinking about good things that were going on and then start to kind of disassociate. It then seeped into when people who would visit me and I would feel as though I couldn't enjoy my time with them because I was only thinking about how they would be leaving in a few days. Or like now, I am currently out of work doing an intensive physio programme and its really great but I just think about how it will be over soon and then I have to face the reality of being back at my job. Its really a crazy thought process but it can ruin a lot of good things that do happen in my life and I just want to be able to enjoy things.

I have loads of other weird thoughts but I thought this could be a good start and also I don't want to write a whole novel here! 

Anyway much love to all suffering from this crazy thing we call anxiety! And I appreciate any feedback on anyone who has experienced something similar or just wants to help a sister out x",5.059609929078012,5.600694322695039,5.625673758865252,82.63333333333334,68.53900709219859,8.961702127659576,27.01418439716312,8.998388855275968,1.864537588652481,1117,32,229,19,18,361,152,282,0.133,0.696,0.172,0.9282,2,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,1,3,2,3,22,18,1,0,12,1,29,5,1,3,4,53,55,23,0,10,9,1,4,4,0,7,3,0,0,0,22,13,0,0,11,1,0,4,3,4,0,0,9,6,28,14,38,32,8,44,0,2,0,1,15,16,0,4,28,173,50,3,0.08410485820020554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06725862471645604,0.0,0.0911275787212841,0.1021966084487238,0.05719418765461804,0.0,0.3216999315901854,0.0,0.0,0.058808072388940036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568141797428743,0.0,0.06467144447288567,0.0,0.05126954092577463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858804637092851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244888818638821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06715088559826604,0.0,0.0,0.054240675717813484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14898388144180694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607765933608904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757783012277812,0.1201690550063442,0.08075385327522915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788263421919859,0.0,0.09559745822478924,0.3527158236518125,0.0,0.09272590308195902,0.0,0.0,0.22312094503764626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0563737135972749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346109417118841,0.0,0.0,0.08758226741123683,0.0,0.06855668475905799,0.0,0.08905490105116956,0.0,0.0,0.17821724586887802,0.16435754166455127,0.0,0.0,0.07443015288164047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430058856472474,0.07590791819858474,0.0,0.05614064593356425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06182674800616528,0.0,0.06486685154404075,0.08122899614030232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06396553457131607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05830771888678056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17891173873509295,0.0,0.0,0.10775945158205692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474802883412083,0.0,0.0,0.17858955455830486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33525318377356184,0.16167299138808444,0.08263259615801281,0.20030958842141308,0.04904221916989313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14882167334465488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390007062288687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612293384537763,0.0,0.08571003578506323,0.2987283908957909,0.0,0.1021966084487238,0.054160771194840265
anxiety,Aquaticbeagle,2019/04/13,"I didn't get invited to my friend's wedding. I was out with some friends yesterday (4 other women) and it dawned on me that I wasn't invited to my friend's upcoming wedding. That topic came up, and I'm pretty sure the rest of them had been invited. I understand that weddings are expensive, and although I'm not super close with my friend who's getting married, we've still been friends for 10-ish years, and it makes me feel really alone that pretty much all of our mutual friends were invited except for me. 

I know catastrophic thinking is bad and I should try to stop it but I feel like whenever anyone gets too close to me, I just end up not being good enough, like I feel like I have a lot of acquaintances who like me, but that people don't really want to develop a closer relationship with me. I feel like I'm always going to worry that people just tolerate me, instead of actually liking me. Has anyone else ever experienced this- how did you get over it?",6.21988995215311,6.222278300000003,7.169521531100483,74.42528708133973,66.0,10.90909090909091,31.483253588516746,10.637119530657019,3.2955789473684223,767,27,145,19,11,258,109,190,0.092,0.737,0.171,0.9394,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,1,1,1,7,16,0,0,3,0,15,0,0,2,3,36,33,9,0,2,7,0,4,6,6,1,0,0,0,1,14,12,0,1,7,0,1,2,5,1,0,0,9,5,25,15,21,22,6,16,0,0,0,0,16,8,0,2,12,101,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.1149282270666125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197600199903405,0.0,0.0,0.09799552013469297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16469747444161867,0.120671062734977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833448152137594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13469949300269632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838317457962456,0.0,0.10431080296125232,0.12168968725394112,0.0,0.0,0.10653127916874353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381957165902627,0.2524084585023273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5459409136914021,0.0,0.2461234880723739,0.0,0.06693239249762424,0.09878134581056948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06472426695775435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34522393250567923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012531970363517,0.0,0.0,0.07861354932386873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657577808543215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329618793814907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23963239357453184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150895181578137,0.0,0.0,0.12644277128102582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405266173545407,0.09846244605700596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099846886497217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754633740045491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995927905321948,0.0,0.0,0.12260453222782805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946482216458967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196029162532093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584113768093989
anxiety,uwuenergyy,2019/04/13,"What can I do about friends who never invite me to hang out with them? Almost every day, they go out without me. I watch their insta story, see them together, having fun without me and the fact that they didn't care enough to invite me or let me know makes me feel like shit. I don't know what to do at this point.  I have talked to them about it and they told me it's because I never talk to them. I have explained many times that I don't text first because I feel like a burden. So I just wait for them to text me and call me but they never do. It's like I don't exist to them.. Is the problem in me?

I don't know why this is happening. It's not like we've fought or anything. Everything is fine...so why? What should I do? :(",0.11174050632911303,1.9313512341772168,2.003022151898737,98.29035601265824,84.12658227848101,4.9626582278481015,16.837025316455694,5.985473137389443,-0.6457354430379749,557,11,136,4,16,184,81,158,0.102,0.785,0.113,0.4009,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,11,1,4,11,2,0,3,0,18,1,1,1,4,28,32,7,0,2,7,0,2,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,1,6,0,0,2,11,4,0,1,3,4,33,7,17,27,1,13,0,0,2,0,19,5,1,3,10,97,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536769611763148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629184996738846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18710646608409745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567089326347926,0.0,0.15647179855845514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897476131360797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857442572603106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930418949126907,0.0,0.13792797524948364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15519700075274062,0.2192764632655317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054059033436555,0.0,0.0,0.11856971178434153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721992752460071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571206471232047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25302752505098125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569323750075456,0.0,0.2999086615544858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244170002921724,0.15559340339541447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3550940911284511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507774092009898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468490360640016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229486459398585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575336474672439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467050193645545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948896510586264,0.0,0.0,0.14664613587208924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769636708918044,0.0,0.0,0.2958771368562233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,esserci4,2019/04/13,"My therapist thinks I want to change my life just because of anxiety. She discourages me from doing any drastical choice, but I know I can't do anything different. I'm (24m) a university student. I have three exams left, but I can't study anymore because I feel like a liar. Three years ago I was orribile with a girl that had been my girlfriend for a semester when I was 18. I was struggling with dissociation and can't figure out anything about my life (even gender and sexual orientation). In that period I was like a big dunk gorilla that couldn't understand human beings, just psychological violence worked with me. I had only one friend that made me do things that I regret (not too bad things, but things that not fit with my personality at all). The girl was so disgusted by me and called me hipocritical (because in a discussion jumped out that I coudn't really understand what I read, and I'm studying literature). I remember that I couldn't even understand the meaning of that word, because my vocabulary was like reduced to minimal. 

Now, 3.5 years later, I feel better, but I can't stop thinking about that orribile moment of my life. I think that if I had chosen another subject of study I wouldn't ever had this experience, and I can't stop questioning about my real self, if I like or not the subject that I study. I can't go out or say anithing.

I can't open a university book without being hit by intrusive thought, but I spent the last two years closed in my room reading a lot trying to be the right person to study literature when I feel good, and just avoiding all watching videogames videos on YouTube (and I've never been really into playing games, it's just relaxing) when I'm in bad mood.

Now I just want to start a new life and be an authentic person, changing university and town. My parents always want me to study Biology and maybe I will. I feel just unsure because I can't really know what I like or what I do not like.

English is not my first language. I'm sorry for my grammar mistakes. 

Does anyone feel the same way?",6.542028985507244,6.653463646464652,7.394479578392622,72.71389328063243,65.31313131313131,10.927360562143171,34.389108476065005,10.662846686107436,3.6834195432586734,1628,68,303,40,23,546,191,396,0.124,0.765,0.111,-0.8761,2,1,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,0,3,19,21,2,2,16,0,34,4,0,1,4,81,61,24,0,10,22,1,5,6,2,2,4,1,1,7,20,20,0,4,18,7,1,2,18,9,0,5,15,7,53,11,33,37,4,41,0,2,1,0,16,18,0,7,26,207,73,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950715057227357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746314962977792,0.0,0.0,0.06099409924294515,0.09405059720192613,0.06861465599389839,0.0,0.08895103909488088,0.06271520849702443,0.0,0.1476188694397473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497792854922245,0.27337913130709884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793258881571654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158625624943788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897659288076612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370976225285177,0.0,0.0,0.07849067017605152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848234069006787,0.08113216559238455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773665336998246,0.0,0.0,0.2267565741324073,0.06407646972144798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629254922678022,0.0,0.0,0.06929634338209831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05097441797361811,0.07522996596189514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985855043821336,0.07311150670086765,0.0,0.0,0.0974513610944438,0.0,0.25341037442413394,0.2629158823310439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625351053298149,0.0,0.08486938409427715,0.0,0.0,0.090108354274347,0.0977016246720732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917652549848133,0.08662575088757933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06077808237862349,0.0682153261329846,0.0,0.0,0.09959310860453403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349485701335409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047633062835937,0.0,0.17943390760881495,0.1020899079912729,0.1723782858107599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160432381248233,0.07659706009157037,0.0,0.07132722048127002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935690282506714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040361390499368,0.06348494174654176,0.0,0.0,0.14997419613209848,0.0,0.0937662652724139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104140116506011,0.17876349679167866,0.17241434638738892,0.0,0.07120597049283481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06089544328588956,0.0,0.08761671715566102,0.28011973446772004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587092025556922,0.07119387587557634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864605444592496,0.0,0.06529734050568273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17327743895663836
anxiety,_AnxietyAnimal_,2019/04/13,"I am 26 and still embarrassed to buy tampons I wish I wasn't, but I am super embarrassed to buy tampons. I grew up in a southern baptist town and household that made periods a thing of shame and to be kept secret. I am 26 and have been dealing with this for 16 years, and am still so humiliated, to the point where I do everything I can to make one box last me a long time to avoid going and being seen buying them. I have one left and am extremely anxious over the thought of going and buying more. It's so shameful and embarrassing when people realize what you have. I wish I was not so ashamed. Anyone else deal with this?",5.850956130483687,5.3007383700787445,6.630596175478065,79.8388976377953,66.8740157480315,9.776827896512936,32.316085489313835,9.23628265651192,2.589351856017997,491,18,102,8,7,163,80,127,0.234,0.6970000000000001,0.068,-0.9764,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,1,7,8,0,7,5,0,15,0,0,2,0,22,24,14,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,11,0,2,3,0,4,3,2,7,0,2,7,1,14,1,14,15,1,18,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,0,8,75,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21858702987076525,0.0,0.1352917194195785,0.19825192361877975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39895647592125133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16163488718890098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17389506649342507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199280467796026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15771902363022075,0.0,0.0,0.21022591677856034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123131146725099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18308358012937415,0.12915513481625568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26222574922696434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13414062429139512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829092565042272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090404723039788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854522015740405,0.0,0.0,0.15360832582375075,0.11282475153690792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4450046540211043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246003067670416
anxiety,iVixil,2019/04/13,"Really bad arachnophobia preventing me from showering Arachnophobia sufferers, how do you deal with it? My house is quite shitty and the shower room is on the basement floor where spiders frequently are.. if I see one I will avoid this room for days and there have been times I went to the local swimming pool just to shower and I'm seriously considering that rn because when I see a spider, especially moving, I get a really bad anxiety attack, cry, and feel like something is crawling on me for the next hour :( please help.",8.776249999999997,8.382539958333336,8.614666666666668,67.49700000000003,60.875,12.68,35.86666666666667,11.979248473330829,4.4972191666666665,420,16,71,12,5,136,72,96,0.276,0.6579999999999999,0.066,-0.9719,3,1,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,5,7,1,1,6,0,8,0,0,1,0,11,14,7,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,5,0,3,5,0,2,1,2,0,3,0,6,0,1,2,3,9,1,8,11,0,16,0,1,2,0,3,7,0,1,7,45,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16027082183614158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383422871336144,0.0,0.0,0.3498560013476361,0.12771235944500092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301315058125755,0.13511345232917096,0.21599055037519627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593206937066232,0.14967047948951812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094577634957266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042684689936946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063203139000988,0.2417407473202422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023536053743334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226707569227173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22281104198197166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196607228218008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299736776695483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22283445369002064,0.0,0.0,0.2684286530665068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33389686700158977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16128725521045975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216410386185406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194213319100638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,russc058,2019/04/13,"17 year old unsure and at crossroads - depressive anxiety I'm 17 and am in my first year of 'further study' doing A-levels after graduating secondary/high school. I have always been 'anxious', blowing things out of proportion in my head which anyone who suffers similarly would understand becomes a 'life-altering' thought when it keeps circulating and you can't do anything about it. My parents split when I was 10, but my Dad is my role model, he is incredible and I honestly don't know how I'd carry on without him. I don't get on as well with my mum due to the fact that we are different people but she is irrational and unfair with her comments and requests 3/4 of the time and in a house where I am the oldest amongst my sisters and her I get the anger and blame pointed at me for anything and everything that happens.

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Recently I have begun to feel very isolated and have realised that I have fallen out of love with life generally. I don't wake up and get excited or feel happy about anything other than my girlfriend. We haven't known each other very well but she is also incredible and supportive and we have serious chemistry to the point where I am wanting to consider a futue with her, as is she. I haven't been diagnosed but my anxiety becomes very depressive and I have serious emptiness and blank feelings which were terrifying but also comforting at the same time. I talked to a counsellor on and off for 3/4 months a couple months back but to be honest they don't really come up with any kind of solutions or support even though I was very forthcoming and open.

I thought that going into 6th form would make me feel free and happy after GCSE's (which I managed to pass all of btw) but it hasn't 3/4 of the people in my 6th form are toxic and I can't stand being around them. To sum it up the main words I'd use are: self-obsessed, fake, boring and selfish. I've looked at other options but it's only a ten minute walk from my house and makes the most sense, I'm not sure I could handle a transition now anyway. I'm starting to struggle with my studies as I simply can't focus. It's not that I don't care, it's that I physically can't in class and I had a near panic attack in class recently which I have never experienced before, even though I have a year left out of two of these studies until my final exams.

The only things at the minute keeping me going are my dad, girlfriend and interests like football and my rediscovery of pokemon which I grew up with and was absolutely obsessed with until I was about 9/10. Watching videos online of the games and cards make me really happy and idk why. I have gone for a couple of jobs and had an interview at a coffee place about a month ago which went well and which the manager and my friends and parents told me I'd get, only to find out 2 weeks later than promised that the position had been filled, and I'm not socially awkward but doing that took a lot out of me and has really affected me. My family have never been rich and I've moved house about 5/6+ times in a richer area of the country and feel like my future is constantly uncertain, all I want to do right now is see my girlfriend (but shes away for a week) or lie in my bed and watch youtube. Money has always been an issue and I'm by no means spoilt as I don't ever take or get hand outs from family or friends, and so I'm trying to sell my pet lizard which I saved up over £200 for (half from family for birthday/christmas) in order to get money which I'm upset about, I only have £20/$25 to my name and I save my money which I feel says something.

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I think that's everything, I would be extremely grateful for any form of constructive response, I just don't know where to go from here, I just know that I can't lose my girlfriend as a fault of my own or my dad because that would be the absolute end of the road for me.",6.864932778489116,5.819286810499362,7.375326184379003,76.96129913572345,65.0179257362356,10.575685019206146,33.22538412291934,9.766711354998122,2.9461997183098587,3073,107,611,54,40,1016,336,781,0.114,0.7559999999999999,0.13,0.9619,4,0,1,1,0,1,67.0,3,1,2,2,31,44,2,6,35,0,69,6,3,6,7,132,121,71,0,7,22,7,7,2,6,4,2,1,2,0,35,62,0,2,16,2,6,13,22,18,3,4,19,13,86,27,106,93,11,99,0,4,4,1,40,47,0,10,39,431,121,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055492355643271804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001246189418976,0.10417874379691676,0.13565716118982685,0.15213508336246498,0.08514218464548702,0.0,0.09577978497149102,0.07072175263646575,0.0,0.04377234788454955,0.0,0.15454683151728088,0.05572850992780004,0.0,0.071218119273795,0.058816067210292124,0.0481366052425801,0.0,0.0381612266840125,0.1382766352225834,0.05326917261733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06382628991304376,0.0,0.0,0.053925554923303885,0.0,0.06764986372145973,0.0,0.0499821164979332,0.13853449607309745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078369720408153,0.06353909374230292,0.0,0.06540512918337624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055446251022569865,0.0,0.0,0.08269525620898535,0.0566265418236668,0.0,0.0,0.11252418667768888,0.0,0.17704505911956386,0.0,0.18991886438843575,0.044722445975669545,0.0,0.06857676350527929,0.05721653691760219,0.053248710891429005,0.0,0.0,0.09673135822524853,0.0,0.1962398569678428,0.0,0.10673343883690564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055358202991386656,0.1999210331868712,0.0,0.0,0.06424708728980721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06614180625728737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21670079929632333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533958746765067,0.0621222206489713,0.11128598470730032,0.0,0.06518971498143003,0.1032122613702212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06801659409059031,0.0,0.08843442709254035,0.061167754688581766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052569401567553485,0.07003494330135357,0.0,0.05322146366819769,0.056500199166624465,0.0,0.1253607430633685,0.0,0.0,0.06819126662449962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990349825046884,0.06653537110860319,0.0,0.0,0.09656410341703968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06568962878063975,0.0,0.0,0.19044471400857585,0.0,0.07344924368324282,0.13902287184290316,0.0,0.0,0.08679984402776242,0.0,0.06540512918337624,0.0,0.1183570974092996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031216151675378,0.0,0.12362264192162432,0.0,0.0,0.05346124555132497,0.0,0.04978313846620238,0.0,0.06335594944806698,0.04988520330413487,0.0,0.06530690328490191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06381423417004932,0.0,0.048193608935548124,0.0,0.0,0.04430958649674002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06544456570743591,0.0,0.0,0.14207863245772914,0.05900106981339514,0.0,0.04706845491588315,0.050316626491267065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317916454555221,0.04011244338345825,0.12301109690214156,0.09939702303683537,0.1095101229132591,0.0,0.0,0.05981831147229311,0.06955244839575342,0.04250223497575207,0.0,0.06115246230938925,0.06517025540426631,0.0,0.05406750189079768,0.0,0.20661081367676046,0.07384784428141603,0.0,0.10043011901422977,0.0,0.16885850490815627,0.05803211629212453,0.05648801802171756,0.0,0.0,0.060345506633170135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17788092713260176,0.0,0.15213508336246498,0.12093972929889305
anxiety,jbwalton7,2019/04/13,"Any tips for keeping off weight with medication that is associated with increased appetite? I start tapering off Duloxetine starting today in order to start Mirtazapine (Remeron) next week.

However, I'm worried about this meditation being notorious for gaining weight.

This is something I really don't want, as I am self conscious about my weight enough already.

Any tips from your own experience?

Thanks in advance...",7.855931372549019,11.074277044117649,7.918235294117648,58.478725490196105,65.32352941176471,10.415686274509804,40.74509803921568,10.504223727775694,5.564345098039217,341,20,44,10,6,110,53,68,0.092,0.794,0.114,0.3735,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,5,12,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,3,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,13,11,3,13,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,6,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19586605922524994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24140033603392985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18339595563958824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736205458305536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15776241951076733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788038081346273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18876400736171592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370546942561628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851621316031889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664147144180402,0.0,0.0,0.3768877594945933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16341013905674415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16824099551516394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468896528285213,0.0,0.14237281189640982,0.6484097479008128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18025102717016445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Devvyfromthebrock,2019/04/13,"Advice for finding my first therapist? I’ve found lists online but I don’t know how to pick or what to look for or what to say when I call or email?

Any advice or stories very appreciated.",1.4396153846153832,3.62864930769231,3.3407051282051263,88.47721153846153,81.56410256410257,5.951282051282053,20.006410256410245,7.1686216300943375,0.3946871794871796,149,4,32,2,4,50,29,39,0.0,0.866,0.134,0.7391,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,10,4,7,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,5,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,4,2,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5700460463160779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19835010767629224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29783444651567137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665871519676233,0.2480999890457599,0.0,0.31980836539991403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16029784562954694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24493490517817415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319529600127169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386590437234482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406637632714537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,meerkatmoo,2019/04/13,"Work screw up I screwed up at work. I didn’t fess up to it, my boss had to email me about it. 
I know the email is in my inbox, haven’t read the whole thing. 
It’s not a fireable offense or anything, but I’m so anxious about it. I have my response crafted in my head, it’s just sitting down and reading the email that is holding me up. 
does anyone else get anxiety about reading messages?",1.6588501742160275,3.185102585365853,2.9371080139372836,94.86939024390249,78.02439024390246,5.173519163763067,27.567944250871076,5.288315135182226,0.66411637630662,300,13,68,1,7,97,53,82,0.114,0.8690000000000001,0.018000000000000002,-0.7509999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,5,3,3,0,4,0,6,3,1,1,0,8,9,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,10,0,13,7,1,9,0,0,0,2,4,8,2,1,0,47,17,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711352735836244,0.2527252799608487,0.0,0.15642116408696624,0.2292142993523237,0.1840918331640619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19576753857856705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18687852678361752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168776954350694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22958796292066885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294353895264258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6713027360702069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862101731798025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24976092155407315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257227794807223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,showmethememez,2019/04/13,"DAE get anxious about getting anxious? I’m due to start a job soon which will have me going up some pretty tall buildings. Problem is I have a bad fear of heights. I don’t know whether it’ll be fine. But it’s consuming all my thoughts recently. Chances are I won’t get away with not doing it. Only way is if I was to quit the job before I started. But I don’t think I could do that because of the expectations from others of me. I worry I’ll get there and physically not be able to go to the top floor. 

It’s a postman job and I would find it extremely humiliating if I was unable to deliver the post because of this. Like I said I might be absolutely fine as it’s more of a danger of falling usually so I’m unsure if it will be bad or not.

Has anyone got any advice? If I really can’t do it on the day what would the most sensible thing to do?",0.913500482160078,2.624540530054645,3.5677981356477027,88.65636451301832,80.85792349726776,6.71025393764063,23.8794599807136,7.724431198458867,1.1086293153326898,659,24,150,11,17,232,108,183,0.16699999999999998,0.76,0.073,-0.9525,3,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,4,8,1,1,10,0,27,0,0,0,1,27,42,12,0,9,11,0,0,1,0,7,0,1,0,0,14,3,0,0,4,0,0,3,7,5,0,0,5,1,16,3,19,25,4,19,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,8,8,105,30,3,0.14267852975449402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942380797684314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702629288831728,0.0,0.0,0.3223722535874379,0.0,0.09976414544539727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405117539434064,0.0,0.2382612253176665,0.1739510148882103,0.0,0.12140892005080467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391719615133257,0.0,0.0,0.09201584819138307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605530129662584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040559135609986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981745718303012,0.0,0.1621749929749749,0.0,0.1141130541764116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4247592753690928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841238858716121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970552266713133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15135937276842495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851345121907993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664659151637587,0.14515535861767356,0.0,0.13652408381871284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15175617904127708,0.0,0.0,0.09140351965328497,0.0,0.1408778352664794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357199548510782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20197719544518666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478927531641704,0.09142264076015247,0.0,0.11327081527863984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15714024305372268,0.0,0.0,0.113251575780212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448969727463366,0.0,0.20270946778117546,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Caitgrace121,2019/04/13,"Why am I naturally like this? I learned about 4 years ago that I struggle with general anxiety disorder after going through all of my adolescence and young adulthood thinking it was just who I was. Now I understand it more and I do yoga, meditation and lift weights on a pretty regular basis, which I love.

However after I take a week or so off these things (went home to see family and got caught up socialising so I didn't make time for it), I come back to the new country I'm living in, back to my shitty jobs and I'm so unbelievably anxious and full of self hate. I miss home already, wonder what I'm doing here, let myself and my home get really messy before I do any work.  I'm questioning my abilities in every sense and I feel like I just need a break from everything.

I know I haven't worked out in a while, bar some very light yoga, which has a direct relation as to why I'm feeling this way. It just makes me sad to think that I rely on exercise to make me feel good and that I'm not naturally this way inclined. I know it's better than drugs or alcohol but still. DAE feel this way too?",5.989533333333334,5.147570231111118,7.193611111111113,76.88375,66.6888888888889,11.055555555555555,31.63888888888889,10.504223727775694,3.035688888888889,862,29,180,20,12,295,140,225,0.087,0.841,0.07200000000000001,-0.3054,2,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,3,13,9,1,1,6,0,10,6,0,3,1,38,41,17,0,1,7,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,3,1,18,12,3,0,12,4,0,4,3,4,0,0,6,7,25,5,25,34,4,30,0,2,1,1,4,9,0,5,15,114,43,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630746469978353,0.12816478580966548,0.0,0.0,0.1323416986350288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155402382670328,0.0,0.0917433220465941,0.13548262881897424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844319060985275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020484825695102,0.0,0.0,0.1060651022499056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330592313070112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744597586960566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390764806092544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101043114050268,0.0,0.10778206173124157,0.0,0.1130558804268152,0.0,0.24255344407657506,0.08567540144464758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06265656300904966,0.0,0.06815690287374185,0.1005885243439858,0.09591604978614528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840243258051215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3608876924326934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900838777085493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181676052504426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263280817469226,0.0,0.1171799042758754,0.0,0.10589715560258953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823820432220048,0.0,0.2401552901018988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889238617221565,0.0,0.11582560673209452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200820234269505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343449475242922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682788446044098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556576627214827,0.0,0.12510932785484746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577333024735032,0.0,0.0,0.12537304964056686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016968285883678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967373159942526,0.1536879128513289,0.0,0.0,0.06993001342808529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484754964091918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895179041745558,0.0,0.2855758403618203,0.0961976763117891,0.14603797409333902,0.0,0.11117291891224217,0.21642973747259064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005500029753855,0.17461560805119192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722863118836487
anxiety,9ari,2019/04/13,"The trifecta of celibacy Sorry for the format i'm using the mobile version of Reddit and this is literally my second post on Reddit. 
I don't know if this count as anxiety or being introverted but since i was diagnosed with general anxiety and social phobias, here we go. 
I'm 29 years old and in all these years i was always alone. Never been in a relationship, never hooked up. I couldn't even talk to a girl until i was 20 years old. If someone asks me how i reached this point, i always point to one or all of these reasons:
1. I'm extremely awkward around girls. When i talk to one, it's always in a professional manner. I can't manage to come up with a pickup line without thinking it over multiple times and fumbling 
2. I live in relatively conservative country (Tunisia) and was raised in a conservative household with an overprotective mother and a strict father.
3. I had Crohn's disease since i was 15. This illness literally destroyed my self esteem and my body image.

I know posting this won't change much but i had to reach up to someone to vent. I'm seriously considering settling up for an arranged marriage but the mere thought of it causes anxiety.

Does anyone have the same problem ?",4.556584541062804,6.3489628130434825,5.96463768115942,75.05772946859905,70.86956521739131,8.415458937198068,31.038647342995173,8.998388855275968,2.8540531400966187,957,42,167,19,18,323,135,230,0.132,0.855,0.013,-0.9754,0,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,0,0,5,4,1,1,13,0,15,3,1,4,4,39,27,18,0,4,8,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,10,13,0,2,5,0,0,2,7,4,0,3,9,0,19,0,31,15,5,28,0,0,0,0,12,14,0,4,10,115,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227088605850798,0.0,0.0,0.3187992899968022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29309748161756394,0.0,0.0,0.08929904456191262,0.0,0.0,0.1136905588098046,0.11939327252375305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418589946993865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13119517574261358,0.13510212705210164,0.11001238829644143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129624766267569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176143748414974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843524248315628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725815465057356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037410637638992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277183968339692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388285146987807,0.0,0.1969983926122245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680240549677434,0.0,0.17308161183818127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414578204406145,0.0,0.2446251608847373,0.0,0.0,0.12220292360820292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13130897805878855,0.0,0.13711465467745854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13323123726469005,0.0,0.0,0.21128900484968116,0.0,0.0,0.13018607445654054,0.21641954996672788,0.0,0.0,0.14296287945378508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052997788969304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183255050961033,0.0,0.10138888611708244,0.07446976473064955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030197131376296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231095965005056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467265933381549
anxiety,ScaredEddie,2019/04/13,"I managed to call! A while ago, I  had to call Norwegian because I misspelled by e-mail and never got my ticket. I waited until the week before my travel to call, and my first attempt I started crying because I couldn't do it, but managed to push through it the next day. 

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A few days ago I called (the people you call for childcare) which I have postponed since like, August without crying or any need of help with a ""manuscript"". I feel like this is a sign that I'm getting better at handling my anxiety :D",7.4714705882352925,6.095306343137256,7.63658823529412,76.64664705882356,64.0,9.336470588235292,37.066666666666656,7.554174236665415,2.862252549019608,405,17,75,3,5,132,72,102,0.097,0.718,0.184,0.906,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,3,1,3,0,0,7,0,5,0,0,0,1,12,12,6,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,1,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,1,14,3,12,9,1,15,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,14,51,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24309378980830365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14856737043325216,0.16661346210965836,0.0932449888732525,0.0,0.10489494744744708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16717180431094436,0.0,0.11667737746387705,0.0,0.0,0.12126978921541005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7000643956480312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012355203730341,0.17685962197163374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933101560429641,0.0979571758641028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166325594124749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163853169317312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966584572307776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190735130053708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339779247875093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167131071875044,0.105753907844491,0.0,0.14582662191190834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506040424343007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342548358458443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705287495429428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998784408708087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217692540988826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16661346210965836,0.0
anxiety,SukiBahn,2019/04/13,"I am a college F A I L U R E. I started university just after I graduated high school. I wanted to wait, but I got anxious that I would ruin my life that way. I was VERY wrong. I had duel enrollment credits, and pretty great scores on my SATs. Things seemed okay.
Background, I come from a messed up family, and had no support. I worked two full time jobs in order to get out of their house and pay for my tuition. I also got married and had a baby. It’s been 6 years, and I STILL don’t have my Bachelor’s. I’ve changed my major 8 times because people keep telling me whatever I’m doing is stupid, and I listen to them because of my anxiety, which actually makes me stupid. I want my degree so badly so I don’t have work entry level jobs forever, but at this point it doesn’t feel worth it. Oh, yeah, by the way, I’m going to school to become a T E A C H E R. Kill me, right? I’ve tried to do something lucrative. I’ve tried to do something medical. Teacher seems the best fit for my family and my happiness, but I honestly don’t think that any of that matters anymore, and want to give up. I want to set an example for my daughter about not giving up, etc. and I want to rise my crappy family of dropouts. I know I can finish. The question is whether or not I should.",1.5840720311486045,3.1170573358208955,3.9685269305645687,87.36401362751461,78.25373134328359,7.04892926670993,24.338741077222586,7.893859768569023,1.2627957170668398,978,34,214,16,23,341,161,268,0.17800000000000002,0.652,0.17,-0.8166,2,0,2,0,0,1,36.0,0,0,2,4,6,14,3,0,10,2,20,2,0,1,0,36,46,17,1,7,8,1,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,10,11,0,2,6,0,4,3,7,7,0,1,8,2,38,7,28,36,4,27,0,1,0,0,8,13,0,4,7,132,48,11,0.0,0.0,0.10970973588662368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990553809557726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645226524784644,0.0,0.0860041535992025,0.12700726940161391,0.11149453011620576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386945462932578,0.13706541530627556,0.12416362156590492,0.0,0.0,0.11798219097935275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892982521489835,0.09684343538517054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538262564932542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179503997222604,0.0,0.05684501932953433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05873696906562442,0.21569494407126014,0.06389322528153246,0.0,0.17983169770649562,0.1239480029085724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967757950199867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878226843740808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972235448428793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22312720823952406,0.09992773449067564,0.12438064552529415,0.0,0.0617853630446668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07940848951987281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750439813922548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325548581599487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.077940737916383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627714384799496,0.0,0.0,0.1143757598979737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594075780565184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096009594829836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227558448137119,0.0,0.20469341563885515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17309917939893055,0.0,0.0,0.07957437958577733,0.0,0.08978205739178433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757757320812824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826364704790756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468959808124791,0.07203684458087073,0.0,0.0,0.13111083143487753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15265721242752855,0.0,0.1098220415297782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927616832716914,0.3315533306135184,0.17847408683853533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636922147644246,0.0,0.0,0.07986287808035092,0.12291814018856816,0.0,0.07239745532221953
anxiety,thrqwqwqy4,2019/04/13,"cant stop Clearing throat I need to clear my throat constantly, not an actual need, but a panic if I can’t situation. It’s worse the more I think about it and also at night when I lay down and try to sleep. 

I’d appreciated any tips to help stop or stop thinking about it, it’s driving my partner insane.",2.55890625,3.8452583281250017,4.52075,85.44925000000002,75.09375,7.620000000000001,23.7375,8.238735603445708,1.1851599999999998,239,7,53,4,5,82,46,64,0.166,0.616,0.218,0.1921,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,0,2,3,3,0,2,15,6,7,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,3,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,7,6,1,9,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,6,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.21916770893346255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17960476019376015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272908718383704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427022979809615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053812584712298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33306168334614505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21076275706915748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635082947141524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524488768407095,0.22475246943157898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5633025742002696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28781675678995633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15248205288948127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22887667549361115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PsychiatryHelp_,2019/04/13,"Any of you on Gabapentin or Zoloft? Do any of you take Gabapentin or Zoloft for anxiety, or have you been on it in the past? Which one and how well did it work?",1.2757843137254916,2.8597793235294127,1.3241176470588236,105.75519607843138,79.29411764705881,5.7098039215686285,20.15686274509804,6.42735559955562,-0.4403607843137252,123,3,33,1,3,36,24,34,0.047,0.8809999999999999,0.073,0.2359,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,0,5,5,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,3,1,6,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,3,1,24,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5692105847147032,0.0,0.32016366290385484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835973334959623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3995209634670252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146720142998774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37629622618144737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046846976255145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sgt_Pepper42,2019/04/13,"Waking up early because of anxiety, and unable to decrease that anxiety because of resulting tiredness I have mild anxiety that becomes MUCH more severe when I don't get enough sleep. Recently, I've been waking up extra early for no good reason, and I presume it's because of the anxiety/rumination that I experience during the day. However, I'm experiencing this anxiety and rumination primarily *because* I'm tired as a result of not getting enough sleep. If I'm not getting enough sleep because I'm anxious, and I'm anxious because I'm not getting enough sleep, how do I break out of this cycle? It's been going on for about a week and I've been tired and miserable most of the time, with no end in sight. I hate my brain. My anxiety normally isn't even that bad, it's JUST when I get less than 7.5 hours of sleep that it becomes a major problem. What should I do?",4.308638009049774,5.9056789588235326,6.029999999999998,75.12192307692307,71.17647058823529,8.995475113122172,32.48868778280543,9.466822959209583,3.26516742081448,693,33,124,16,13,238,86,170,0.21,0.7559999999999999,0.034,-0.9745,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,1,6,0,9,10,8,4,0,22,22,11,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,12,8,0,0,2,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,3,2,10,1,19,18,10,17,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,2,10,82,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707567530867987,0.21900711001101847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093268233203124,0.3545265632839357,0.21410361828710467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082061788056516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251197106248943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585140175907656,0.4006193005437892,0.0,0.06402149409053337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481635157669316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532101884103954,0.0,0.05508767602090324,0.08130046711111676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569852166206567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545673853929157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712548623537876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497103232640433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927491268597301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996604066760526,0.09570689543835567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950355500550926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.485001093707467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05652078896542565,0.2228140506268216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775157325508653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,friedbeecollector,2019/04/13,"I cant reconnect with friends and everything stresses me out After having a bad mental health episode not talking to my frjend group for 6 weeks, im struggling to reconnect with all of them and feel really goddam alone all the time. Im too scared to hang out with them as a group because being with lots of people makes me anxious and scared to participate in conversation even. But i feel annoying when i ask individual people to hang out because i feel like im boring and annoying and theyd rather be with literally anyone else. Im at the point where if someone initiates a conversation with me ill almost cry lol

One person i know kind of guilted me into redownloading instagram and got mad at me when i made a fresh account with less social obligations attached and i never gain anything from being around her but i cant cut her out because we have mutual friends and its stupid, i regret getting it just to appeal to her pressuring me

I also have heaps of annoying irrational thoughts and fears that refuse to leave my head, the other night i had a panic attack cos fucking webmd said i was gonna have a heart attack! Another example is being afraid even the smallest things that happen will go wrong and somehow trigger a worse event and getting really freaked out over what i know is nothing but still get anxious about anyway

The school holidays are now too and i really wanna see a few certain people i really like but i feel like i annoy them like i said up there, but i dont want to fall into a pit of social seclusion like last holiday

I saw 2 friends ive never seen outside of school before today and it was really fun while i was there, but on the way there and as soon as i got home my mind just broke down and i almost had a sensory related panic attack which is always great and now im even more scared to go anywhere in case i get that 'somethings wrong and i feel overwhelmed' feeling so strongly again

Just needed to get that off my chest thank u reddit",6.257514567458539,6.4799595206185625,6.864388166741371,75.89486553115198,65.90721649484536,9.737516808606006,31.56028686687584,9.54385415503706,2.8531686239354555,1586,57,290,29,23,522,209,388,0.257,0.632,0.112,-0.9957,0,1,1,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,4,2,26,45,12,12,16,1,23,6,3,4,5,73,55,32,0,6,12,0,6,5,3,2,2,2,1,1,11,33,0,1,9,2,1,5,6,31,0,1,13,11,44,14,49,35,6,42,0,3,3,1,23,19,2,5,22,200,55,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751722834871955,0.0762882672669496,0.0,0.058904888567655314,0.06128999400274161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723763858975248,0.0,0.16642687891887,0.0,0.05150392184723887,0.07547211036959277,0.060614888294306085,0.06557191831598333,0.06886100301875127,0.2513924401902771,0.0,0.0,0.061501992891348015,0.13470510025498755,0.0,0.06267818465178669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091069571504361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632752518425589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06153244731665164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595276077577055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06619974934697799,0.0,0.0,0.0828865901194807,0.2234645117638522,0.1052436743134484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17072573970731622,0.06809634225659536,0.19241832543921047,0.0,0.08372394838315109,0.0,0.11782328807233405,0.08120904956656992,0.0,0.0,0.06513620352264328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07559514448286983,0.07829582383162287,0.0,0.08728599237740729,0.0,0.0,0.07388574807876612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3978205360036008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670426988524562,0.08096186291414373,0.06004172540435749,0.0,0.0779939977205517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179929762127507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06262204880104354,0.0,0.06969770539505324,0.04916779828273365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423071141348428,0.0,0.07437435591831948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05461704167109815,0.1136203625347543,0.0,0.0,0.0691237621206537,0.0,0.07067757257646477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04991308615361121,0.0,0.0,0.1728453824948153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531971415475423,0.06431599333066901,0.0,0.0,0.0696313424986083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359384582390839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14013270833029956,0.0,0.2212358239610544,0.14909320731605707,0.058696499879017726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15017167176429808,0.06241083341027755,0.05670611671778746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058823985686128184,0.0,0.08437586759980811,0.07700413526851314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05920412597601734,0.0,0.0678150953765759,0.0,0.0,0.04893561114624261,0.0,0.0,0.058476832449560666,0.042951018809730165,0.0,0.06981989748597578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043445848626726666,0.05846689992701979,0.05908461906659064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506457541070764,0.0,0.16106859497473436,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Legoblock234,2019/04/13,"Going on a train to meet a guy I like? I have been talking for this guy for a while and we really get on. We have arranged to meet 2 times before, but I cancelled and blamed it on work because of my anxiety. We rearranged it for today and I stupidly said that I will catch a train to meet him so we can go for a drink and now I am shitting myself. I am not worried about meeting him, I am worried about catching a train! I have only caught a train once and that was when I was drunk. I felt obliged to say that I will meet him because I have already cancelled twice. 

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I know I shouldn't worry because  I know what to do because I remember doing it when I was drunk, but I am still worried! I really don't want to cancel again, but if I don't meet him he will probably think that I am leading him on. I would think that if I was in his position.",2.6760989010989,3.4406623241758254,4.263406593406597,89.43159340659342,74.10989010989009,7.138461538461539,27.186813186813183,7.321109707123232,1.2432725274725271,661,24,149,7,13,222,86,182,0.158,0.7609999999999999,0.081,-0.9379,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,4,0,0,2,8,3,2,0,7,0,24,4,1,1,0,26,35,14,0,5,6,0,1,1,0,5,0,2,0,2,10,9,3,0,7,3,0,6,4,2,0,1,8,3,36,1,18,22,0,19,0,0,0,0,22,5,1,2,9,114,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324680332495108,0.0,0.0,0.15046588654776158,0.1687425860336192,0.0,0.0,0.10623538140329383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386161263820187,0.0,0.118168377006158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13604000248494966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333372431892262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255398780202567,0.0,0.1578463567818454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750068137398887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526389443649386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784500247999921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14789231221672286,0.0,0.10561710299811357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14972564578411035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779277101807573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573129521104455,0.0,0.13209743390674908,0.11043521770244516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14254834318823792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090198218376593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161866792283782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17796493166603444,0.0,0.0,0.08097637498124473,0.0,0.13163278442875104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190928707328414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109921521516947,0.5641180267603121,0.0,0.09864946002921317,0.0,0.1687425860336192,0.0
anxiety,lostintranslatlon,2019/04/13,"Anxiety when excited? Anyone gets anxious when positively excited? The other day, I was about to succeed in a personal project after days of struggle and was happy and... anxious? Had to pause because I almost had a panic attack. How ironic",4.189285714285713,7.4162231666666685,6.228857142857144,65.36614285714289,79.23809523809524,8.121904761904762,34.590476190476195,8.841846274778883,4.3613847619047625,191,11,24,5,5,66,33,42,0.279,0.456,0.265,0.5077,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,1,2,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,2,4,6,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,21,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257270430634058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965447489616428,0.5804978210046686,0.0,0.17964594781646773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29228604717278833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15661736390220718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313870767634558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342312243844695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734984164738701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30144279746383656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243345199209342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685908251245365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,theanxiousmusiclover,2019/04/13,"Is there anyone else here that makes themselves physically sick (such as vomiting, heartburn, etc) because of their anxiety? Hi,

I’m new here and I guess I just hope I’m not the only one that deals with this. I’m diagnosed with Generalized Anxiety Disorder and Social Anxiety.  I’ve been making myself physically sick the past week over going to a bridal shower on the weekend. The reason I have the anxiety is just the fear of being judged by others or saying something stupid.  I’ve even been in group therapy (iOP) for weeks to try and find ways to lessen my anxiety, but I just feel  like I took a step back. Yesterday, I was so stressed out about this that I caused myself to vomit even; I’ve had a migraine, some random nausea, and heartburn the last week due to the stress and anxiety too. Is there anyone else who has this happen?",4.7242916666666686,6.308033512500002,5.466249999999999,79.62041666666667,70.125,8.833333333333334,27.083333333333336,9.2995712137729,2.3374583333333336,662,22,122,14,12,215,101,160,0.17,0.7979999999999999,0.032,-0.9458,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,0,14,6,1,3,11,0,10,8,0,4,0,25,21,9,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,0,8,1,1,0,8,8,0,0,3,1,0,3,1,4,0,1,5,2,11,2,17,15,2,18,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,5,11,81,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5559569185113982,0.0,0.0,0.16938535727656653,0.2482115909015048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313683719457837,0.0,0.07383603265961776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442765667395946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487346879328255,0.0,0.12293825456833833,0.0,0.0,0.1388185346930014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20236702757794564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508521637942833,0.1600024466928402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629811262205113,0.06124390597545476,0.08653097053247875,0.0,0.0,0.1107050914138512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883752926402212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13343168108691628,0.0,0.10710950457371404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030340738647137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873218139856876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05917504133578772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16170234770324532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169822608828579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207671986593316,0.09212021825073996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562651099298014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453558865732367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632262264852062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234706084619194,0.0,0.09324713046608553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27749413959783664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13851578720042804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457315965832714,0.08223520789207528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614254971073072,0.29147496786249555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bison_malik,2019/04/13,"Finally went for a road trip. I've been delaying this road trip for several months. Even today i spent 4 hours in my room thinking about what could go wrong and having that butterfly in stomach. I decided to go out and make it happen. But after being 70km away from home. I was so terrified that i want to turn back to go home. Luckily i called my friend and he calmed my anxiety thoughts. Now, ive arrived at my destination. Im so proud of myself. At last i win against my anxiety.

Its always impossible until you did it.",1.7341558441558431,4.0589943809523845,3.866060606060607,84.34636363636366,81.38095238095238,8.008658008658008,24.78354978354978,8.841846274778883,2.1396666666666664,410,16,83,11,11,140,77,105,0.103,0.7340000000000001,0.163,0.7807,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,2,6,5,0,0,1,0,7,1,1,1,0,12,18,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,7,4,0,1,3,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,6,0,14,4,17,10,0,25,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,0,10,54,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16067282319129614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954385490772292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18142172238337814,0.14848027498291244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971744248353836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15417286625099166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753926372472224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211529181407564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918686721234262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292257579966846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17075573072299205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38738563873526266,0.0,0.1901624184785272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085787400805228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15740046457767892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288942687746649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541288071656653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21814553032599995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372926162528765,0.0,0.15329806951090624,0.0,0.0,0.1830341188073342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100349371652417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389407469163099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790035782845985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111221113913664,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Beatroon,2019/04/13,"Good Apps for Anxiety Management Hey there (I hope this isn't against sub rules) - does anyone know of an app that helps you track self-help actions (like avoiding caffeine and alcohol, regular meals, exercising, sunshine, nature walks, mindfulness meditation) whilst also allowing you to record mood scores? I have a great app which allows me to track my mood daily, but not to check off the things I've been doing that week to help? I feel it would be great to be able to see over time how these self-care actions translate to feeling better?",7.420303030303033,8.122951585858589,6.459141414141418,78.14204545454548,63.444444444444436,9.832323232323233,32.66161616161617,9.725611199111238,3.0002646464646467,433,16,77,8,6,131,80,99,0.028,0.738,0.234,0.9707,0,1,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,1,3,10,0,1,3,0,7,3,0,3,0,13,12,4,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,1,2,1,3,1,1,3,2,1,0,0,1,4,7,7,12,8,0,8,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,1,4,42,14,1,0.19803014189314028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21163399687193532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15836463292562464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514925165159181,0.0,0.0,0.13846727964182454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17514156775569786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17329751167226376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20025997976234988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16609828754352168,0.0,0.436657861090004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3982062894442043,0.0,0.0,0.19668861370641536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883218704884708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967475244401496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19995399126434926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15780438403993088,0.0,0.4131772535274029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156242689882894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547296825410602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588478348326572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067493103854584,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NoCheese264,2019/04/13,"Get caught up in what-ifs I've never dealt with big time depression or anxiety, and I've never been diagnosed with any form of mental or emotional illness. I consider myself a pretty lucky and optimistic person. However, I occasionally suffer from what I guess could be described best as cringe attacks, only I beat myself up over real *and* hypothetical situations. I'll sometimes think back to something dangerous or wrong I did that didn't result in anything bad but could have. For example, I once crossed a crosswalk thinking the walk sign was on when it wasn't. Another time, my windshield was slightly dirty, and I couldn't see an old man crossing the street, so I turned the corner and made him run. Again, nothing bad ever happened during any of these instances, but what if I got hit while crossing that street? What if I hit that man? What if he had a kid or dog with him? Sure, lessons were learned in the process, but thoughts like these make me anxious that one day, I'll make that one mistake that will ruin or end my life in a snap. Can anyone else relate? Any coping techniques? Could it be an illness?",4.620384722609423,6.588787369668246,4.853431837189851,82.37260384722613,71.03791469194312,7.429160858656258,29.94730972957903,8.124751697461798,2.1716688597713967,889,37,161,13,17,279,135,211,0.177,0.753,0.071,-0.9741,1,0,1,0,0,1,28.0,0,0,0,3,5,13,2,0,10,0,17,4,0,4,4,41,32,20,0,8,11,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,4,14,8,0,0,5,0,0,6,5,9,0,2,12,1,17,4,17,11,2,30,0,3,1,0,7,12,0,10,13,103,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742000358989539,0.1409353661483849,0.10281946051744473,0.15183939815889075,0.0,0.0939791041796747,0.1377138103020811,0.11060386660934107,0.0,0.0,0.15290509589217013,0.0,0.10334915209209286,0.22444512922091076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14104976003479522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219343782427932,0.0,0.0,0.08668010881817348,0.0,0.11576283338255228,0.13641825030815236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227813473998513,0.15118753958115025,0.1190429404190529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157702135186375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022106746032024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749596018516913,0.0,0.14806226534991335,0.0,0.1188539015510167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949342294674265,0.06566349611262311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271772649825333,0.1794327682774695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544863208573693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073228504667461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896522668760985,0.0,0.1410354428092938,0.14313694322868478,0.182152618881033,0.102221062401577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735726563833007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673820899147238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15298232005814744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710338706775972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510768563446651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347153885585976,0.13292998612277482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667512607114478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17224259962376562,0.0,0.10670256034432964,0.15674527789612178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619404946712172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14695077310909566,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BBCofUBC,2019/04/13,"Just diagnosed with severe anxiety and moderate depression, need some tips and advice pls! I was just diagnosed with having severe anxiety that I’ve had to deal with most of my (18M) life. I need advice on how to cope, focus, stay calm, and more advice in general pls. :)",4.4314705882352925,6.205067392156862,6.041323529411766,74.45845588235295,71.15686274509805,10.590196078431372,26.47549019607843,10.686352973137794,3.3205254901960783,211,7,37,7,4,72,36,51,0.212,0.6559999999999999,0.133,-0.69,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,14,5,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,8,3,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,24,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5771557378341885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30121966774223546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20297082486416693,0.1695692723581057,0.3996506091843087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13905955601027314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919625699699509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4448283703632365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098439450963463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dln6,2019/04/13,"Describe Anxiety Can you guys, if possible, describe your anxiety attacks. Ill go first, so basically it happens out of the blue or in situations where responsibility or talking to people. i feel like the whole world stops to watch me fail. i feel like i cant breathe and start to hypervenalate. i cant stop twitching or like moving my hands. i get very light headed. i feel like i almost cant see. i cant speak i just sit there in silence trying to calm down. Also my hands get very tingly, almost as if they have fallen asleep like pins and  needles. idk if this is normal or if this is even anxiety. can you guys describe your attacks?",2.1044585253456205,4.710027717741936,3.5658986175115217,85.27241935483872,82.30645161290323,6.123502304147466,24.17972350230415,7.447530270364453,1.2836562211981573,503,19,97,8,14,165,76,124,0.17,0.705,0.125,-0.6139,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,4,1,2,6,9,2,0,2,0,9,7,5,0,0,20,18,13,0,5,9,0,5,5,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,3,0,2,3,0,0,3,4,3,0,1,0,10,17,6,10,18,1,14,0,1,3,0,9,6,0,10,9,59,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28209924510775186,0.0,0.0,0.11264463672548415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232695174606208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204941705106197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930358306780433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136671451280769,0.30188841068116085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981432254830555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718569473928206,0.0,0.08005323480080254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789444809621597,0.12456086688048225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456164497625687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34408218373381383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971048653424884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13801160076557534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765367400808682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15879699901473135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224613214122847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15833105978260245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997004997797418,0.0,0.0,0.2355283299799161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321687257855605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563379854944637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232446328346888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572636875702346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ekshaustio,2019/04/13,"My therapist asked: ""What would it mean if you didn't have chronic anxiety?"" First of all, English isn't my native language. I try to explain this question I have for you fellow sufferers of anxiety as best as I can. So...

I have GAD and my therapist have asked me multiple times that question. First time I thought that is a silly question. It would mean that I have control over my life. I would feel better. Be better. Anyhow, apparently she seems to think that I have anxiety because it's somehow safer option for me than confronting something much more serious. Can't figure it out what is it. Past traumas? Responsibilities of life? :D

Anyhow, I don't know the answer to that question. And I'm not suggesting that you know what would it be for me without anxiety. 

Guess I'm just wondering that if someone asked you that question what would come to your mind? Maybe I could gain new insights from your thoughts.",3.255742894056848,5.955478773255818,3.9157364341085286,84.00820413436693,78.12790697674419,6.84547803617571,28.741602067183464,7.984000788550335,2.1830958656330752,727,33,131,13,18,230,95,172,0.084,0.79,0.126,0.8859999999999999,1,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,6,0,7,3,8,1,0,2,0,21,3,0,1,1,42,39,7,0,8,5,0,1,0,1,5,3,0,0,0,19,4,0,1,19,0,0,1,6,4,0,2,3,1,24,4,17,28,4,9,0,1,0,0,18,2,0,14,6,97,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066541261553513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810600376646555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0610896006150219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051685417580886,0.17726249998612434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632559536112064,0.0,0.0,0.11239866287827116,0.08001282453615259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050671272837641286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17048416753253756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039715723308048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101501248529764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156840073395455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067855853476076,0.21832512240851998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118769869401588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736689128636892,0.0,0.0,0.09678742666633797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566572204160144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5613137769515967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123117587292504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491110314013567,0.077149729657475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327126468994257,0.0,0.06421316500852292,0.0,0.15911764288715324,0.1168713246994176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06803881283518277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660284061769843,0.10867794401460804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35594619656556425,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,butterscotchbabie,2019/04/13,"Been jobless for 6 months. I'm 20 years old, dropped out of high school but have a years worth of experience working in a B&B as a housekeeper and 2 years of experience as a cashier/gas bar attendant.
I've changed my resume plenty of times. Even applied to a few places in person (but mostly online).
I finally managed to get into upgrading classes starting the beginning of May...!
But I'm still stressed all the time. I feel pressure to get a job (bills to pay) and I feel I've fallen deeper into a slump these past months. I slowly stopped trying to apply to jobs.
It's been 6 months wasted, all I do is stay at home in this bedroom all the time! I'm suffocated and lonely. I moved away from all my friends and family. I'm so discouraged after applying to jobs almost 2 times a day. I tried to start EI but I didn't qualify.
I've been completely isolated. I never leave the room. I never go out with friends anymore. I wasted 6 months mindlessly browsing the internet. I've lost interest in video games, reading, drawing- all things I used to do & love.
I mean, I've had depression my whole life, but I at least had structure; a job, cats to take of (which I had to leave behind!!)
It's just... so discouraging. I really thought I had a good resume because I had 2 years experience as a cashier. But nothing has turned up. I've been applying to fast food places, grocery stores, restaurants. Nothing.
I just wanted to vent I guess. I didn't think job hunting could be so... disheartening. Tiring. 
I really think it's my education listed on my resume.
It almost feels personal at this point, like I'm worthless. It's getting harder to fight the negative thoughts. It's like theres a disconnect between what I know logically, and what I feel. Anyone else know what I'm trying to say? Or can relate to what it feels like to job hunt?",2.2617815315315326,4.661352191666668,3.9051501501501527,84.39432432432436,79.8611111111111,7.1141141141141135,26.118618618618626,8.186683628785799,1.9110330330330327,1439,59,278,29,37,479,186,360,0.168,0.73,0.102,-0.9807,7,2,0,0,1,0,67.0,0,0,0,2,8,18,1,2,18,0,20,5,0,1,7,50,52,18,0,2,9,0,5,3,2,1,2,1,3,2,16,10,2,3,13,4,4,4,5,10,0,0,14,6,29,8,46,35,9,50,0,7,0,1,8,19,0,6,28,161,45,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15960535925898062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726982389252307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790356777361502,0.05572435193971277,0.08165658631476617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487574661474768,0.0,0.0,0.048581118650518416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430637206241856,0.0,0.08355832377120828,0.0,0.0,0.06362969283184511,0.0,0.0,0.051396455968784886,0.0,0.06864088485685757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657465348279593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05263756439211666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338699783147553,0.0751290229285611,0.0,0.2014800467768093,0.05693387354331648,0.0,0.08730159310927625,0.0,0.0,0.0963670865428444,0.0,0.12314377706142657,0.0,0.12491149530197855,0.0,0.04529230588811143,0.06684409093325673,0.0,0.0,0.0877926413043435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420177276143627,0.07994023137659069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4745078553953915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759619036592624,0.0,0.0,0.16877025369275545,0.0,0.0,0.056290687809221,0.11680434067480075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699612416417242,0.0,0.07192753268179522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681083661814888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25444603567333346,0.08470280017590505,0.0,0.0,0.12293085346361506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15293833118872113,0.0,0.08362612859187102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607756060771699,0.0,0.13917258799593935,0.16652789322106715,0.0,0.07533720338687458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971621602745617,0.0,0.10210886636573888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06337638401008203,0.0,0.08065524001203726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128165662376552,0.08494389268150042,0.06364425005522494,0.06662829549181104,0.09128995176902976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05992045832014814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05294558394962972,0.10213022697147163,0.0,0.126537299485811,0.18588236409813808,0.09159727607069312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16232230719676533,0.08668489378684208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883058938968542,0.0,0.0,0.04700596910611755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897623013295204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0580186540117867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20528296560559547
anxiety,redhair-redeyes,2019/04/13,"DAE find themselves shutting down thoughts? Sometimes, I’ll think of something, like a “what if” scenario that’s just too much for me to handle. I can picture the vague idea of the thought, but I can’t physically bring myself to picture it. It’s like my brain knows that it will fuck me up, and just takes over and forces the thought away.

I’m not sure if this makes sense, hopefully someone will understand",3.706043956043956,5.967923743589743,3.1275091575091603,92.48653846153849,74.38461538461539,5.995604395604397,29.091575091575088,6.868970318607317,1.3352652014652016,324,14,65,3,7,95,59,78,0.104,0.7909999999999999,0.106,0.0405,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,4,0,4,2,1,1,1,19,16,5,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,8,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,6,4,9,11,1,6,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,3,2,40,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21424220855151754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545575086483558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084157920839612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21081056955117156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226485788689876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25741873560064776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531962706999475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228084174646418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15221216318056052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676286921880871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932095454966909,0.17554905838065296,0.22552804522327685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21491609526575253,0.0,0.17145059526390344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461127693244677,0.0,0.5430923576389163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373878450552583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nothing-tosee,2019/04/13,Binge watching just gave me horrible anxiety I’m the past two days I’ve binge watched a lot of Game of Thrones. I know it sounds dumb but it’s giving me really bad anxiety and I feel kind of depressed. Is this normal and will it fade,-0.05122448979592065,2.291876122448979,1.8297959183673491,94.41163265306123,93.89795918367346,6.06530612244898,21.285714285714285,7.447530270364453,0.9917265306122448,186,7,41,4,7,61,38,49,0.314,0.632,0.054000000000000006,-0.9297,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,7,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,4,4,1,3,5,1,3,0,1,2,0,3,0,1,1,3,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4673657352472229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550537668479391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970021656661077,0.0,0.2630999105901693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544542509999003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29303359752472435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180988460343862,0.16787771531045598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25969872980633985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29929465870056843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916046236226343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956911953226774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29839872284024066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WritingNerdy,2019/04/13,"Anxiety-inducing low blood pressure episodes It’s a long back-story, but starting 3 or so weeks ago, I started having episodes of extremely low blood pressure. Now, I’ve gotten to the point to where it wakes me up in a severe panic every time I try to sleep. I fall asleep and wake up 10-30 mins later with a panic attack, and the moment I sit up my BP plummets to the point of me nearly fainting.

Stupid me: I saw my GP this morning, but had been led to believe it was all anxiety and “in my head” by my friends and that is what I told her about these episodes. I already see a psychiatrist and am on Valium, plus he added Seroquel a few days ago to “help me sleep,” when I’m fact it can drastically desecrate your BP (learned that tonight). 

Sorry if I’m rambling; I’m still a bit woozy. Oh, and I know it’s nothing more serious than my heart or anything, as I was just in the ER because of these symptoms. Unfortunately, they were unable to properly diagnose me as I suffer from White Coat Hypertension (meaning my BP always skyrockets at the doctors office).

I’m so tired. I have to sleep sitting up I’ve concluded. I will call my GP again first thing Monday. In the meantime, what should I do to keep myself from falling asleep again?",3.936991869918696,5.171247739837399,5.041626016260164,83.25845528455288,71.60162601626016,7.90569105691057,29.92682926829269,8.344100000000001,2.1334,968,40,193,15,18,319,153,246,0.187,0.7759999999999999,0.037000000000000005,-0.9891,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,1,2,10,11,2,4,12,0,13,16,11,2,2,23,26,17,0,2,6,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,13,8,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,10,1,1,8,3,29,1,32,16,4,40,0,3,3,0,8,16,0,3,19,123,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444707963957035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521703135007205,0.0,0.11473949955945037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548912566044873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347565066541795,0.0,0.0,0.15687521402580645,0.0,0.1060325704596933,0.0,0.084059375122316,0.0,0.0,0.1553601909209707,0.0,0.0,0.1505453801804266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14080598312882533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893072231039667,0.0,0.0,0.13996029425474046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14114114560883584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618229553272948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729322541608993,0.0,0.0,0.10653716132445262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14151982208875466,0.0,0.0,0.16340597265331303,0.09242796117819424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256721215786237,0.0,0.0,0.0757833622381668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203253683404455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15020783552684192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323137559311484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32357961542188696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607102683542643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988428260750972,0.0,0.0,0.15578184588774965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4139830837356399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15436191132298194,0.19520526337821312,0.0,0.11012294567065396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143325470490315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161116141249057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040755239063219,0.15848975905223556,0.0,0.13176436713811426,0.0,0.09362150076953203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061087105112326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cierra01,2019/04/13,"Are there any other teenagers who have been to a therapist for anxiety? I've known I've had anxiety since I was twelve. My mother tried to get me help, my father wouldn't let her- he doesn't believe in mental illness of any kind, he says it's something made up that you just have to get over and stop being a pussy, basically. My mother passed away last year- and this past December, I ended up in the emergency room over what I could only assume was a heart attack or some shit. Dramatic? maybe, but I thought I was having heart problems. It turned out to be a prolonged anxiety attack, they diagnosed me with an anxiety disorder, and gave me a prescription for Ativan. (lorazepam, close to Xanax). It made me depressed, and I only had ten pills in the first place. I could never finish them, I couldn't deal with how disoriented they made me feel. I got a job in February, my first panic attack there was when they put me on front cash register. There were maybe seven people, and suddenly I couldn't breathe. I felt like the room was spinning, and I thought I was going to pass out. They moved me back after that, and I knew either I was going to have to see a therapist, or I was going to lose my job. skip to my third panic attack, and that was it for me. I told them I needed to go home, and then I quit. It happens when I'm alone, sometimes for no reason. I could be cleaning, or painting my nails, or watching a show, or trying to sleep- and suddenly, I feel like I have to panic. I can't stay still, I feel like I can't breathe. It happens more when there are people- I feel like someone's staring at me, or judging me, and I have to panic. the room starts to spin, and I need to leave. I'm sixteen, and because of my age, I'm scared to see a therapist. I'm worried they won't take me seriously, and won't help me. But I need help, I can't deal with this anymore. it's killing me. Has any teenager here seen a therapist for anxiety? how was your experience doing so?",2.3163769148557165,4.1097611720698275,3.797487709298185,88.24290773067335,76.93017456359101,6.877121482009263,24.424723904524413,7.760100539840176,1.2065943854649088,1534,52,322,23,35,507,186,401,0.235,0.7340000000000001,0.031,-0.9978,2,1,1,0,0,0,63.0,0,2,7,4,14,20,6,5,15,0,40,10,6,6,1,59,75,29,1,10,10,3,5,4,0,3,4,1,5,0,15,20,0,1,11,1,1,9,11,15,0,5,25,11,61,5,41,38,3,48,0,2,5,0,24,18,1,8,24,219,76,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301414994978396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382215412689714,0.0,0.26965197596169915,0.0,0.06991457760252835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32080433827945504,0.06623472268713941,0.054208226604866835,0.0,0.042974622185795036,0.0,0.0,0.07942654222478532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16885955399161368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14535965568897527,0.06071939418362151,0.07155347940498055,0.0,0.0,0.08079624359449299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0624398609888489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896008324398298,0.0,0.0,0.14258261857652466,0.15109028608618189,0.06768865630324868,0.0,0.0,0.11993027642366035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366406903721306,0.0,0.1602614174010403,0.0,0.05638329150134577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468141436533342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16707975588588947,0.14175896639451932,0.0,0.07071474137035673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991578330738455,0.0,0.07799503962003586,0.07341229869060517,0.0,0.05746487237122959,0.0,0.07464667436769233,0.0,0.0720884709739272,0.0,0.13776607180169406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886867089207486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20011931959588333,0.0,0.0,0.1416484302298051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104489967058596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492768665588498,0.0,0.1568190108355549,0.05437201869084395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723305227540174,0.0,0.33085451086320955,0.0,0.0,0.06729784152260714,0.09774818125649452,0.0,0.07365488376311208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674565874207917,0.0,0.07086945989757687,0.0,0.07498276986598673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07248317221899031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05606244224073818,0.0705802967422338,0.0,0.11235476167514848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236467154921512,0.05831626120660944,0.0,0.07054841330492832,0.0,0.05973230369964332,0.054272420352850376,0.06972383095996873,0.0,0.04989849395234353,0.07514095591825667,0.05629939524647753,0.05893906738216979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05300534711916451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274121283385824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119342820599191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06736338316899487,0.0,0.09572635100328374,0.07668103706100142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715936341462678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04539807919792458
anxiety,ColorNumberF3B6EE,2019/04/13,"The most irritating type of Anxiety Symptom I’ve been suffering from anxiety my entire life but it has gone over the top when I experienced a serious trauma when I was 19 in the Army. Since then I feel like the small symptoms have become this massive explosion of an attack on my body. 
After my trauma happened I lost a lot of weight. Then I gained a lot more weight. Now I’m just... weight. It probably has something to do with something but I digress. I recently got hired for a job and start in a few weeks. I’m very excited. On the outside. I need money and it pays pretty well with great benefits. Inside though every time a friend asks me what it is or what I’ll be doing it’ll be not 10-15 minutes later my body attacks itself. This is extremely embarrassing to say but I need to... I get horrible stomach aches and everything comes out in every way. I vomit and have the worst diarrhea until I cry. I had been managing this symptom with Imodium but I don’t want to be dependent on it. My doctor can’t really RX anything else for me because of what I’m already on and tells me to just do what I learned in therapy. How can I do breathing exercises when I’m vomiting Sharon?! (Not her real name) being mindful during a horrible bathroom session at an impromptu stop at a gas station isn’t really an easy thing to do either.  This is THE WORST symptom of anxiety I have ever had the misfortune to experience and it just makes me feel depressed because having to stop to use the toilet is so inconvenient toward the people I’m with. I’m just a burden on them and an embarrassment. 
I don’t know what I’m going to do when I actually start my job. I’m actually feeling sick right now just thinking about it but I can’t help it. I’m at my wits end with this and I know that right now my only saving grace with this whole ordeal is the fact that I have a family that needs me. I’m scared to think of when that won’t be enough any more though. 


I’m so tired of spending more time with a toilet than with people.",2.3612324060001297,4.3231919070904645,4.4447974624991735,82.88408379039187,77.36185819070904,7.746804995704753,25.23498314940857,8.605353355243054,1.8946070309918723,1586,58,316,34,37,545,198,409,0.211,0.685,0.103,-0.9944,2,0,2,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,1,3,21,22,2,3,26,0,36,19,4,4,2,59,70,27,0,4,14,0,6,1,1,2,12,1,0,0,26,18,3,2,8,1,3,3,8,14,1,0,8,8,37,8,48,55,12,46,0,3,0,0,8,19,0,5,24,222,63,9,0.0,0.0,0.17207541879043406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729383871491924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0599561900941761,0.0,0.2023412137769622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725534527722414,0.0,0.08242370267371188,0.20060406554558333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107490864643435,0.0973728858556802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19586603756702775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594756548420127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968466742333673,0.0,0.0,0.07593760979683975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024206851515744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365173204102866,0.0,0.07808928042333976,0.09109948195999812,0.0,0.0,0.07975157602760756,0.1485680256949322,0.0,0.07923829479747409,0.08624367820770695,0.08311545574425867,0.0,0.1337387757097758,0.06298610926084315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06811715867955774,0.0,0.04606331639013821,0.0,0.05010700923367978,0.0,0.07051474156910464,0.09720379115109598,0.0,0.0,0.07796527551280055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05909609398010124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17498313842006866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690791920251372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06227455101965074,0.04307366017224847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624406422488516,0.14991187769339834,0.0,0.0,0.05885177109130305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902295246979038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19612285355720746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06705453661467921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224699120283165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969694724384797,0.0950583145380009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003526899518838,0.11296333471004898,0.0,0.08705370492733817,0.0,0.0,0.15058728475398903,0.0,0.07011347725671803,0.0882699688529277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07293217509592033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574963765354905,0.0,0.0,0.12480929410277697,0.0,0.0,0.14742215270204825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665546817594905,0.0,0.0,0.07706133863597099,0.0,0.10082598696478456,0.0,0.058573852927700565,0.1129869660100612,0.17324612329991096,0.0,0.10282109898812222,0.1013343319104196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614748047115599,0.0,0.07274653141621527,0.05200283981691774,0.06998240171619466,0.07072178535081852,0.322088848282247,0.07927220144707603,0.0,0.0,0.09843466119529352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxietyythrowawayyy,2019/04/13,"Terrified of upcoming dentist appointment I have a dentist appointment on Tuesday, and I know that I have cavities to fill, but another appointment will likely be required for the cavities. I have been seeing this dentist since I was a toddler. My mom, who is obsessed with teeth, has to drive me there because I can’t get there by public transport and she won’t let me drive her car. 

I am crying about my appt because I just want to get it over with and I am so terrified of the guilt and the shame. I constantly think about how my cavities are getting worse by the day. I have been putting off this appointment. Between my mom and the dentist I just feel like such an awful, useless person. I have been addicted to sugar for over 10 years but it is only in the last couple of years that I have gotten any cavities. I am very diligent about brushing and using prescription fluoride toothpaste, but the cavities keep coming. I know everyone at this office and I had such good teeth for so many years. I feel such shame that I have continued eating so much sugar. I know that I am in for a lecture from the hygienist, the dentist, and my mother, and I am absolutely dreading it and I know what they will say. 

I hate the procedures, and I am now known for crying and having panic attacks and needing Xanax to get through getting the cavities filled, which I feel judged for. I feel worried about how I will get through work after these appointments, especially if I am out of it because of the high doses of Xanax which are necessary for these appointments. I have so much to do at work, so I have to go. I also feel so much anxiety about how bad it will be and the uncertainty of when they will be able to fill the cavities. 

Does anybody else have a similar experience? Any wisdom? It helped me just to write this out.",5.165320512820512,6.248344623931626,5.847083333333334,79.19062500000005,68.57264957264958,9.496723646723646,32.00391737891738,9.725611199111238,3.073063532763533,1437,61,270,32,24,468,158,351,0.198,0.768,0.035,-0.9966,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,2,3,25,14,2,6,19,1,40,14,2,4,0,46,65,29,0,3,7,3,5,2,0,6,9,1,0,1,20,19,3,2,11,0,0,10,2,10,0,0,6,10,44,4,47,49,3,32,0,1,1,0,13,11,0,1,13,211,64,4,0.11128084536122804,0.0,0.0,0.12131254711343645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899125183071199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513495816568431,0.1166876691168958,0.08512954211227143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659802662283887,0.0,0.0,0.09291485767260943,0.20350731138222175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958585947992558,0.0,0.12025506059090868,0.0,0.0,0.12313013879669248,0.2444735665667405,0.0717669392233488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738261768399416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386808609803653,0.09296086705311173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633361657851448,0.0,0.1088540198833594,0.0,0.0,0.2813346951496158,0.07949905816102558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488378925223647,0.0,0.0632434688868736,0.09333709340505043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098667962496381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458920494608452,0.1175743228665089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891152840305063,0.0,0.0,0.24462816946002536,0.09070874142598044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137922038897994,0.0,0.10873240006175904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282131097695745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606615622846526,0.0,0.0,0.2454126764360283,0.08251333680087895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463409740415584,0.0,0.13056409523383733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716614186712452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118679855637629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849499471733134,0.0,0.0,0.08867642617328089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205266522733392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130427238387763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611092111948233,0.0,0.0918183516959332,0.06563632578133781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620275615428913,0.11301110016510582,0.11340468841168125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149836477804018
anxiety,niceoneeunice,2019/04/13,Alone at the mall I've been waiting for more than an hour at the mall. My peer wouldn't get me if I tell her I am literally dying waiting for her to arrive.,3.7377142857142864,3.003974914285717,5.395,87.55250000000002,71.28571428571429,8.142857142857144,26.07142857142857,7.1686216300943375,0.9127142857142854,122,3,30,1,2,42,27,35,0.062,0.938,0.0,-0.25,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,6,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5080047290126605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5090562050489695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562633096116054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.483038615001565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4287141098286725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,loosepunani,2019/04/13,Tension headaches Has anyone experienced tension headaches because of anxiety? How do you deal with them?,7.1416666666666675,10.990761500000005,4.927499999999998,69.23416666666668,90.25,7.133333333333333,49.08333333333334,7.793537801064563,6.066108333333332,88,7,10,2,3,25,14,16,0.339,0.6609999999999999,0.0,-0.6868,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4829962023646418,0.0,0.0,0.4414684748585373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3848771966118007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6509145855914216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hannahfisher720,2019/04/13,Tips on how to shut your mind off? I’m exhausted but can’t fall asleep. I have a ton on my mind that’s making my stomach feel sick but I just want to sleep and deal with it in the morning. Anyone got any tips on how to shut it off?,-0.3115094339622644,1.1553672830188688,1.679849056603775,101.898641509434,83.71698113207547,4.994716981132076,16.260377358490565,5.6839178017228535,-0.964944150943396,178,3,48,1,5,59,39,53,0.126,0.846,0.028,-0.7278,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,2,5,3,3,0,12,7,5,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,10,6,1,9,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,0,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294669896691687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359420055203291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34788008995678793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17061699115058435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26987714612529345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22524010828253235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6814251833753046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3376781301593097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990275747723872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nbb111978,2019/04/13,"Concerts and Anxiety I was diagnosed with social anxiety in August 2017 but I think it’s gotten worse and just became overall anxiety. Anyway, last year I bought tickets to the final cross country Warped Tour. When the time came though, my anxiety got the best of me and I couldn’t go. 

I’ve been to 3 other concerts and usually before I go, my nerves are all over the place but when I get there and the adrenaline kicks in, all those nerves go away and I’m just being my greatest self. Although, after the concert, when the adrenaline dies, I get incredibly sick on the way home and end up throwing up on the side of the interstate or into a bag, in a car, while my mom drives. 

I have another concert coming up in a month and I’m scared that I’m not going to be able to go again. It’s for The 1975 and I’ve been wanting to see them for 5 years. 


*I’ve been on medication but the one I was on, Lexapro, made me feel awful and I’m supposed to be prescribed with buspar soon*

*also, I’m heavily depending on my parents because my anxiety, mixed with my fear of driving, I can’t drive and I have no job*",1.8739612305099056,3.824589716814163,3.74873577749684,87.35414454277289,78.82300884955751,6.959629161399072,24.921196797302994,7.957251820313856,1.4551869363674668,860,32,179,15,21,290,127,226,0.156,0.7929999999999999,0.05,-0.9609,2,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,1,11,3,0,2,15,1,13,3,0,2,2,32,35,22,1,2,7,2,1,0,0,0,3,4,1,1,5,17,0,0,2,5,1,13,4,2,0,1,10,6,21,1,30,21,4,47,0,0,1,0,5,17,0,2,16,119,26,1,0.1317085436039736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532727473511154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13810789184823566,0.5037833767745146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374451229606474,0.0,0.0,0.08028830570647814,0.0,0.1120742698143698,0.0,0.1382199907409708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506394863265759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345524804336456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336813993149707,0.13669267416361244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166546764662372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14820872870923127,0.06659579704511133,0.0,0.0,0.14428027165540247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13762455592681916,0.0,0.3742650027735832,0.0,0.10533935412453402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13211440809302605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070040656527085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736004194238327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246258085374364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326825012394497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15425545443425262,0.10512850293188976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924911778995256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14624675101693968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760739533162347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186322888878174,0.0,0.10495465688974187,0.0,0.13740073554496873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13426027375624666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843935165835257,0.12940297537010265,0.0,0.0768003109475276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14505835313689408,0.0,0.0776851114683206,0.1045441113847541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342222581081238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16963196769346733
anxiety,Nuves_57,2019/04/13,"Should I be worried about this? Have you ever been told “I’ve never known anyone like you”? A group of girls who I consider my friends told me this. I have ocd and worry that deep down im like sick and twisted and whatever 😂 and what they told me should be a compliment but of course I take what they said differently. You know, serial killers are often unique and stand out from the crowd lol",1.441167369901546,3.9013262531645583,2.3219409282700454,94.04960618846698,83.9367088607595,6.042756680731365,18.904360056258792,7.3871296695380915,0.3574545710267225,310,8,67,5,9,97,56,79,0.18,0.727,0.093,-0.7446,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,2,0,3,4,0,0,3,1,8,1,0,0,2,14,14,6,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,2,1,1,0,1,6,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,12,4,6,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,14,3,0,1,4,44,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703146668255524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346381645169377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031453496436764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735098502868753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425847974465842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234232231524864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21943676080069574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732098404734651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21362688442031108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16885611275450368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6437870691613307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4561435182276544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,almondmilkicedchai,2019/04/13,"Sometimes I just lie and tell myself really happy, positive things You'll have to forgive me as this is going to just be a ramble because I have no one in my life I can talk to. 

Most of the time when my anxiety is in overdrive I just tell myself that my life is going to be great and that I deserve tons of good things. I tell myself that the way my anxiety disorder makes me feel doesn't define me as a person. That I'll pass my classes and get my degree and somehow my relationship will end up with a happy marriage with a loving husband. I tell myself I'll be good at my job as a teacher. I'll tell myself be a good mom and that I deserve to experience motherhood. I tell myself that maybe my relationship really will last forever and everything will be okay. I tell myself I'll find somewhere to live one day even if it's a one bedroom apartment.

But deep down, I just know it's all lies because it never goes away. My anxiety, bitterness, and anger towards the future just eats away at me every single day. When nights like this one happen I just get into bed and wait until all the lights are off and I just cry until I'm numb. I just want to wake up and not have this because I'm tired of just lying to myself every single day.",6.368045248868783,5.1495498588235336,7.376862745098041,77.1112669683258,66.09803921568627,10.042232277526397,30.987933634992466,9.057496981413335,2.4286530920060336,974,29,196,14,13,331,120,255,0.116,0.748,0.136,0.8108,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,13,13,2,0,11,1,18,7,1,1,3,37,31,19,0,2,12,2,1,1,0,4,4,0,2,1,14,13,1,1,4,0,0,3,4,3,0,4,0,3,37,10,30,22,6,31,0,0,0,1,17,14,0,3,14,147,51,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21929794037403985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17955413596522266,0.0,0.0,0.1747483232801523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496268058796804,0.18487520980522934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951430850228107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777662033664997,0.0,0.0,0.08463336777748938,0.0,0.0,0.0631131763023965,0.0,0.16101841751453191,0.0,0.08587867258220194,0.09347112557147744,0.0,0.0,0.04831547910884835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733553887945596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984708723048286,0.0,0.10861221713695253,0.2404410012828718,0.0,0.10534972484389976,0.0,0.0,0.08449897092886963,0.2034401486858892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482359312622557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05251452902341135,0.0778900785597412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349866448007081,0.04668334633278196,0.0,0.08437681565285192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624211822047001,0.0,0.06378370449983263,0.0,0.09599784096960194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111912861123886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736979067824724,0.0,0.0,0.08967189443113231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590021639439267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343494027588408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242995965717365,0.0,0.0,0.20518061908903465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945063383396126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680348944466099,0.5846349723281768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696499212439888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05571888893566022,0.10982641579698048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0563608147474185,0.07584711128454005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Wahoo1721,2019/04/13,Alcohol/caffeine and anxiety I’ve had anxiety since November following a series of panic attacks. Ever since then I haven’t drank alcohol or caffeine. This has been pretty tough as I’m in college and was an every day coffee drinker and enjoy going out at night as well. Now they just worsen my anxiety. I Was wondering if I’ll be able to return to that lifestyle or if I’ll have to continue to take it easy.,4.334444444444447,5.74472188888889,6.282407407407407,74.06583333333336,70.85185185185185,9.844444444444443,32.01851851851852,10.125756701596842,3.6329407407407417,327,15,57,9,6,114,60,81,0.182,0.6890000000000001,0.129,-0.4019,0,0,3,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,4,5,1,1,2,0,8,2,0,0,1,11,14,10,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,1,0,5,0,4,2,10,8,0,12,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,5,7,39,7,1,0.20862402033481972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4459112622438537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4787904135812474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373399410723143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454523408137475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18871237034341665,0.17577473501230154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856583849871336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957795105055089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244775337306629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21224563036967886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451518909642067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568592997121041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18757804901861705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22624385074822434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BurntChickenNugg,2019/04/13,"I feel like I'm dying I think I'm having an anxiety attack but I've never had one this bad. Im also actually dumb and can't talk to a therapist and last time they tried to make me go to one I was told that I might have depression. Any tips on how to stop this attack, I can't figure out what caused it and why it is so bad and Ive already tried ""relaxation exercises"".",-0.7875609756097575,1.2421751219512205,2.573853658536585,91.21443902439024,90.46341463414636,6.206829268292682,16.736585365853657,7.554174236665415,0.30738146341463457,288,7,68,6,10,104,58,82,0.32299999999999995,0.611,0.066,-0.9796,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,3,8,3,0,2,0,9,1,0,3,1,15,16,8,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,3,2,0,1,3,6,0,2,3,1,8,2,6,12,0,7,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,1,5,41,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.18160914337333856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053686787889139,0.1488260602042666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655604617407076,0.0,0.1423678631205652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4234368018050436,0.0,0.0,0.3107755406825811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19117847808642127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160289765522158,0.0,0.19314495894551392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409898931983757,0.13295162583578887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576630977154336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010225788773517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15169833365415422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092025555797983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422482896191005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19742528750436925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353368053320656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522156698877792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555899794094289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14958209804145062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21607928564716436,0.0,0.11924693401112585,0.0,0.0,0.10851783386144052,0.0,0.0,0.17782886404110473,0.0,0.2527026918319787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16792851268274706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thakhaleesiii,2019/04/13,"Driving with anxiety Anyone know any tips for driving with anxiety besides meds? 

I feel useless not being able to drive... and in order to get a job I need a car... in order to get a car I need my licence. I hate this. 
My parents constantly poke and prod me about it but just thinking about it makes my skin crawl. I have a new puppy that is like a child to me and I need money to fend for him. Soooo yeah it's pathetic lol.",0.713882646691637,2.6785898764044944,2.8509363295880163,92.2359800249688,82.82022471910112,5.7533083645443215,22.24843945068665,6.937597516519254,0.6057255930087395,325,11,72,4,9,110,58,89,0.132,0.76,0.107,-0.0644,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,5,2,3,1,1,1,0,15,13,4,0,3,3,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,3,0,1,5,1,2,0,0,0,2,12,1,13,12,0,11,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,44,17,1,0.23242192150904664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580548767134457,0.0,0.35560426757529223,0.0,0.0,0.162514811597972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511655277509601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751950701233238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24286172225486155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294685290311494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306428938069085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277330097030104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135496107645921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155143437393087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581683590249908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5170137293744524,0.0,0.22447454010610127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580770385558097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489265825171334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ennuihunny,2019/04/13,"Felt physically exhausted for 3 years I’ve had a pretty serious anxiety disorder since I was young, but due to various life events and the worsening of my mental state, the past 2-3 years I’ve fallen into a depression that I can’t seem to get out of. The most notable symptom is that I’ve remained physically exhausted for at least 2 years, if not almost 3 because anxiety overwhelms my body so much. Even when I’m fully rested, I feel as if I need more sleep and feel as if I could sleep for days at a time. Everything seems just overwhelmingly exhausting, and I feel it in my body as a constant state of exhaustion. I have lock jaw, weight loss, and nights sweats that I believe are due to my depression and anxiety and contributing to the exhaustion. My question is, how do I stop this extreme exhaustion? Is depression causing the exhaustion? Or is just a regular busy school & work schedule, some isolation, etc. causing it? Has anyone else struggled with intense physical manifestations of anxiety and depression? How do you manage it? 

I appreciate the help!",7.172394247038916,7.856381497461933,7.823667512690357,68.21066201353639,63.974619289340104,12.454991539763114,38.24407783417936,12.00992498983062,5.142506260575296,853,43,145,29,12,284,117,197,0.331,0.623,0.046,-0.9963,0,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,2,7,16,0,3,11,0,13,16,6,4,0,35,22,19,0,5,8,0,5,0,0,0,9,0,0,0,7,10,1,1,7,0,0,1,2,16,0,0,3,5,16,0,20,18,8,23,0,7,0,0,3,5,0,10,15,95,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876846638634166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12851138006894686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629382257872677,0.0,0.0,0.08293325300578905,0.12152759245649225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230214554503205,0.0,0.0,0.13363024789949812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634928056905322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436855345178419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817277425046,0.0,0.09469858743289054,0.0,0.0,0.07649214639717361,0.0,0.4086265104731048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593468579211482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908150366710053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227892431156169,0.07833925910996295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659694183671324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17991483198983044,0.0,0.11388198036102397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061967621471357134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950023292241015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377611746840306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119528652375513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871902976347987,0.0879460975568356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11130528020113248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132244586490487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066665862410747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286775486826924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003731211441715,0.0,0.2159519685773372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811350492328652,0.0,0.23738668950672184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916133781771032,0.0,0.12399450767374852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327880159258835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916109651550192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444322105212319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634780925618507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22913838651860455
anxiety,StrikingBear,2019/04/13,"I got a promotion last week and I've cried every day when I get home. Anxiety is a dear old friend of nearly a decade. Especially in recent years, I've gotten good at recognizing it. I know how to talk myself down from a lot of spiraling, anxious thoughts. I freak out for a bit, but catch myself, and can usually fight through the anxiety. But right now, I just can't. Nothing is helping because I feel like all my fears and concerns are valid, not just normal anxious spiraling. But at the same time, changes are a BIG trigger for my anxiety, and this is a very large change for me. I can't figure out if I actually hate the job, or if it's just my anxiety convincing me that I hate the job because it's new and scary and if I hate it then I can quit

The background: I got promoted to manager at my work very recently (like, last week) but it's at a different location. I was *mostly* trained at my location, and feel like I've been thrown into the lion's den at this new place because it is so different and just so much worse. I feel like I got the gist of the role and all the stupid paperwork, but if something doesn't go right, I literally have no idea how to fix it. I tend to like paperwork, but every manager so far does things differently-- all generally the same, but just different orders or different shortcuts, which just makes it all just very confusing. Also, I don't know all the little side tasks the managers do because that wasn't covered in my training.

I've come home and cried every night after work since I got this promotion. I wake up, and I cry. I try to collect my thoughts and figure out how to make the situation less sucky, and I cry. I talk about my day with my family, and I cry.

I feel like this is the anxiety. I feel like I just don't have confidence in myself, and I'm looking for a quick escape route because this seems hard.

But I also feel like a lot of my issues with the job are valid. It is 100% not what I want to be doing. It was an easy part time job, I like *some* of the responsibility of the manager position but I feel 100% uncomfortable now doing all the behind-the-scenes, paperwork stuff. I don't like delegating----- or maybe I just don't like it because I'm not good at it??

It could be that I don't like the position, AND my anxiety is freaking out because change is scary. And oh right, there's the imposter syndrome too. I feel like I'm a fraud. I know I wouldn't have gotten the promotion if the higher ups didn't think I was capable. I know that, but I'm also good at hiding shit, hiding mistakes, and I feel like everything is just gonna come crumbling down. They may have thought I was capable, but I do not feel ready for it at all.

I' went off on, like, twelve different rants about everything, so I edited it down to this, and I hope it makes sense?  I also have chronic insomnia thanks to my anxiety, so I'm also running off of about 12 hours of sleep over the past three days, so yeah.",3.6174441860465114,4.637802603333334,5.014860465116282,83.96120930232559,72.13333333333333,8.848062015503878,27.62015503875969,9.22739947703685,2.1403399224806194,2302,82,490,49,43,771,230,600,0.197,0.674,0.129,-0.9922,10,0,1,0,1,0,85.0,0,0,1,7,33,34,6,2,35,1,43,5,3,7,7,112,90,54,0,11,33,0,11,15,1,3,2,0,3,0,30,28,0,0,22,0,0,6,16,11,0,1,17,12,65,23,57,67,17,67,0,0,1,0,7,35,1,16,40,321,95,15,0.0,0.0,0.04839619951229556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19829991949986772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26557277710905697,0.11205330319680057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211622587195785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0541433664304831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15739035836374918,0.08544098994459906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03959645402985168,0.0,0.2723812036168001,0.09595130742388686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108885384395227,0.0,0.0,0.04339969345336928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535424053977956,0.0,0.08914305950236819,0.0,0.04675243224197377,0.05580658769749983,0.25076014216235704,0.2834374212626791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03831589223887258,0.0,0.025910609032776647,0.0,0.028185185692221736,0.12479027586070347,0.15865812911686206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04442612430956894,0.14689023743675073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033241544605990415,0.0,0.09949284857319632,0.04925763479379961,0.048839706003986884,0.0,0.0,0.05598513770177743,0.0,0.05176283344462387,0.1968559818198984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902138201989356,0.08085080613057972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634339174196173,0.0497058157779208,0.0,0.0,0.04164613342519257,0.0,0.0,0.08432541025453986,0.0,0.0,0.09931233904554597,0.0,0.049823436904319514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036457002218665636,0.0,0.0,0.0957956155873403,0.0,0.046540233917292506,0.04859119815629881,0.04758639662398024,0.0,0.05204014052422491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05370503580036147,0.047342702710629576,0.0,0.0,0.05181475640658712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052748898060756715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979353937142863,0.0,0.0,0.12705798994761575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04514815071813105,0.0,0.0,0.050907117589439804,0.04102433830024828,0.05574528414652112,0.049629415776728414,0.0,0.0,0.03817957610554548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056772806688639314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972291400989627,0.0,0.04565912365186955,0.0,0.0,0.0329477840869906,0.031777576296190074,0.0,0.1181153359185452,0.057836853813071014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03367079890370213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05462034372800584,0.12275974126906555,0.02925159013037843,0.0,0.07956198875499643,0.0,0.0,0.04597376393837053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220946272749637,0.0,0.0505401151693498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03193665232753363
anxiety,hippie_grandma,2019/04/14,"Getting Older/Running out of Time Does anyone else ever get really panicked that they're running out of time for certain things? I'm turning 26 this year and I've been thinking about entering my late 20's with years of schooling left, no SO in sight, and student debt piling up. All I've wanted my whole life is to find a loving husband and start a family. I won't be finished my undergrad degree until I'm 28 and then I want to go to grad school, which will take me into my mid 30's.  It feels like I'm really pushing it if I ever want to have a family. I've been having so much anxiety and panic attacks lately relating to getting older and feeling behind in life. I know 26 is young but I still have to meet someone, date, get married, get out of debt, buy a house... It feels like if I continue with school I'll never get the family I've always wanted. Can anyone else relate?",2.636648250460404,4.259569165745859,4.6320220994475125,83.3453443830571,75.5745856353591,7.036611418047882,24.221362799263353,7.793537801064563,1.3671875506445677,693,22,134,10,15,238,111,181,0.086,0.841,0.073,-0.4846,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,1,1,5,0,11,3,0,0,5,30,34,13,0,6,3,1,3,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,7,12,0,0,6,0,3,4,3,2,0,0,2,4,11,4,23,29,3,31,0,0,1,1,3,9,0,2,20,77,18,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408682586809196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650148410181417,0.0,0.0,0.15812827542937002,0.23171584274991625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12863827192673186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895202941742108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18891803630003207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20456424740392176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31978899036564196,0.0,0.17152119973354266,0.16156051929789167,0.0,0.0,0.10334780684696672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3544597405955501,0.0,0.06426269638860048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304724913213562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062142645156880186,0.0,0.2551053357733193,0.0,0.12285549261022015,0.0,0.159735359428409,0.11048472412655608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205391631262956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831225768884394,0.0,0.08720982469339708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266825743339106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14487650715014774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433115028751768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580743661180018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003452906156698,0.0,0.0903012341275528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501775621682818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07512150065570629,0.07245340725398207,0.0,0.0,0.13186899732532056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299230303405935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667764656169791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624335084553498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14563220655019254
anxiety,MaoDFW,2019/04/14,"Feel self-conscious & critical on my resume I have found my dream job at a consulting group as an immigration specialist; however! My anxiety on my resume is getting the best of me! My work experience & the job description is a match made in Heaven.

I am feeling self critical & self conscious about it again!",4.915344827586207,7.296883982758622,6.227103448275868,71.07824137931038,71.24137931034483,10.846896551724136,34.01379310344828,10.793553405168565,4.606244137931035,253,13,42,9,5,85,41,58,0.098,0.7170000000000001,0.185,0.7633,3,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,9,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,8,2,7,7,1,5,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,27,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5850724104779927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769542076224345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888932888644111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17606931386678007,0.0,0.0,0.1820214147166648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973548521049201,0.0,0.0,0.0940397798399475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572338490211113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17031529756169209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5633210512533721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310382548064514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jdkendnckeje,2019/04/14,"How to beat the instant fear of everything I’m doing being heightened soon as I leave the house? So..

I’ve been on a great roll! For few months little anxiety but my room mate just had to leave the house.. now I’m by myself for a few months.. 
Being more alone I think has contributed to it but basically when I leave the house, in a store, walking the street I feel like everything is on me, what I do is so heightened and it’s like I’m not even important none of us are so how can I just be walking freely not a care in the world and chat to the women behind the cash register about exactly what I want not preparing for it minutes before  Barely breathing it’s a joke",2.1512350119904085,3.8529687697841735,3.6987230215827367,89.17575839328539,77.12949640287768,7.223261390887291,23.09412470023981,8.07648339933343,1.1256901678657076,525,16,114,9,12,174,83,139,0.11,0.768,0.122,0.6978,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,1,12,6,0,1,13,0,12,1,1,2,1,15,19,11,0,1,7,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,6,2,0,0,2,2,2,2,4,1,0,0,2,1,11,5,17,14,4,15,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,7,81,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16558414986420109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230531542044493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13604338245461509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16300505419290998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559711944879524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873739202513377,0.0,0.0,0.17990584990023312,0.08083851451616926,0.11421601881975747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17626473788828428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5534290898165662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.507859344683123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621545888778438,0.16023855608200682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552242750264243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244259875419157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19231210689657866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094299479693412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SavingsWerewolf,2019/04/14,"Dealing with intrusive thoughts about partner's ex-partners I'm going to start off by saying I have a strong, happy relationship with my partner. We have our minor conflicts like any other couple, but overall, I can tell he makes an effort to make me feel loved, appreciated and beautiful. 

We had a pretty rough patch a few months ago, which stemmed from a conversation about ex-partners, and me learning that he worked full time with a woman that he briefly had a crush on and had thought about dating. I have no idea why, but every time this woman and/or any of his former partners  came up in conversation (which was not often), I immediately began to spiral and wonder if he liked them better than he liked me, or secretly harboured feelings for them (especially his coworker). I want to reinforce that my partner has done *nothing* to give me the impression that he would ever be unfaithful, or that he is interested in anyone other than me - it's just like my brain goes into overdrive, and I can't help but wonder if he's more interested in them than me. I had a particular fixation on his coworker, and could tell she was somewhat flirty by nature with my partner, but he did nothing to encourage her. The conflict stemmed from me being worried about her and their friendship escalating into something else,  and him feeling like he couldn't be trusted, since he was in the driver's seat and maintained he was with me for a reason. 

I know that I can be rational and logical and tell myself these feelings and thoughts are absurd. I know my partner loves and wants to be with me.  I am a fairly confident person, but do have my moments of insecurity, and for some reason they completely manifest themselves into these relationship worries and intrusive thoughts about him being unfaithful. Lately I've been trying to block out these  thoughts, or remind myself that he is with me for a reason, and that everything else is just background noise. I do not want to be the type of partner that gets jealous of relationships that happened before he even met me, and I want to be able to convey that I trust him completely. 

Has this happened to anyone here? Any tips? 

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TL/DR - I tend to spiral whenever my partner brings up old flames. I trust him completely, but still get intrusive thoughts. Any tips on dealing with this?",9.748916083916086,8.354013745920746,9.196479020979023,67.33318006993011,59.559440559440574,11.843403263403266,40.33111888111888,10.686352973137794,4.360810629370628,1863,81,312,35,20,597,205,429,0.078,0.747,0.175,0.9931,0,0,1,0,0,0,54.0,3,0,5,4,12,19,1,1,15,0,38,3,1,5,1,84,73,28,0,9,15,0,5,5,8,1,0,1,0,11,22,32,0,3,21,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,20,6,54,17,55,42,5,31,0,0,0,2,61,15,0,10,18,227,76,3,0.08272088314398097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332707181465369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962804232608346,0.10051492727179227,0.22501214863143384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568072970120992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038937887459701,0.0,0.0,0.07315989889958546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234386302726222,0.0,0.0946106532219984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601938164374053,0.0,0.0,0.06604589413094601,0.09152908382247174,0.0,0.0,0.17056319651930898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465218353348394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13820536670981926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05463636315736998,0.07482577466366662,0.06969591177123924,0.0,0.07434419589647387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16730465600813846,0.059095815446474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643649452837178,0.079353408720251,0.04701218419422452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629960754862106,0.08805791829533959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05544606429002971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338180824905233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092246807589052,0.0,0.09331275925446716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20206622555473414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493176533526966,0.0,0.11043366367358384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06602701972226613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15874583674241086,0.0,0.08680165170930045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222868446812081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415687685173262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25515253504693514,0.0,0.2664338132109702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578296644922968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842756935072099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06368257722093551,0.0,0.0,0.05855026685135869,0.0,0.06606100413370407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21690509381505887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.394026847224056,0.09647042436995204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05616204971338474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19516368040999912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464273062713543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17941453826603834,0.06022178812978145,0.1680141443998693,0.0,0.05876254200740049,0.0,0.10051492727179227,0.0
anxiety,buck0128,2019/04/14,"Looking to hear from daily (1-3 times a day) Valium users Hello

I have had social anxiety / depression for nearly 10 years now. I started taking Valium last year. I’ve been on SSRIs for short stints each lasting from a few months to a couple years before coming off of them (too many side effects). 

I actually feel a LOT better in the past two months of being off of sertraline. I’m more energetic, sharper, and I feel like my mood is getting better for the most part. I’m also sleeping and exercising a lot more (which could be the reason for the improvement).

Anyways, the reason for my post is that I take Valium about 3-4 times a week. My anxiety decreases dramatically when I take it. I feel so much lighter and I’m free to goof around and have fun. I feel so much more friendly and warmer to everyone around me after I take it. I limit myself to 3-4 times a week because I am scared of building a dependency. 

However, I want to hear from people who take Valium a few times a day. It’s a very effective medication, and I feel like even if I am “addicted” / completely dependent on it everyday, my life would feel a LOT better. 

Yes, it would suck to heavily rely on it and then go without it. BUT, it feels great and I really don’t think I have anything to lose. So I need to hear from someone who takes it a few times daily. Do I need to worry?",2.4301506765067638,4.31723706273063,4.706738929889298,81.4293088868389,76.89667896678965,8.206703567035671,24.206795817958174,8.959647251330699,1.9512323493234929,1048,35,209,25,24,365,144,271,0.064,0.8170000000000001,0.119,0.8848,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,1,7,12,14,1,1,18,1,16,5,1,6,0,40,45,16,0,7,3,0,7,2,1,2,4,3,0,0,13,12,0,1,12,1,1,2,2,4,0,1,2,11,25,10,35,38,14,37,0,2,1,0,9,11,1,7,25,142,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.08611663565867336,0.09620258355564336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057133448826204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350178869866029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262000932015998,0.15711761427744103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053794735425912336,0.0,0.07509195317631273,0.0,0.0,0.23414269838943355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601723560448237,0.09252561581055532,0.0,0.0,0.07045828886207939,0.097643959735924,0.0,0.11382441687109368,0.0,0.07600727078432071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05828650983334498,0.0,0.0,0.08432407757544537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31234340738632904,0.12608777850784947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817964561522387,0.0,0.046105572343610665,0.0,0.05015297464860756,0.0,0.0,0.0972929605639415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983833645277545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14386665656439096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06233167826832985,0.08622634715901073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410550693879668,0.09872615669987024,0.0,0.2250740979096952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946891194996456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889987137004159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14087630698344533,0.0,0.12974383976058446,0.13086851058561766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556322702324456,0.08424203390996379,0.06117956693514984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451652026520451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05653348053077557,0.1814658453770086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835094286846043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831103184686026,0.0899570098207353,0.07477165151121876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06246189364301325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3981059256935056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056545307019809275,0.0,0.0,0.2572885535257157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620478995123264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281326508386461,0.052050544362572414,0.0,0.14157332325553315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506724876415042,0.0,0.0,0.08961941748847023,0.0,0.12537670095944825,0.0,0.0,0.1704851050514328
anxiety,DeathCrash25,2019/04/14,"Getting sick of these attacks! Really had enough of these attacks now!
They would flare up now n again and I could control them... to a extent.
But since my doctor upped my meds on Friday.
(I know my body has to get used to it and it gets worse before it gets better)
It just seems to have gotten worse super fast.
I cant sleep, I haven't eaten in 24hrs, i keep getting the shakes. my brains over thinking everything to the point last night (sunday) I was in a panic over my bf. All because I hadn't heard from him since he went out with friends the night before. I was stressed to the max that he wasnt ok and was so worried about him, then was it me. Have I done something. 
I'm telling myself hes hung over that's all, hes resting etc and theres no way I could have annoyed him. 
But know matter how much I told myself I'm over thinking and I'm being stupid. My panic attack was getting worse. 
It calmed Down after he messaged. But I'm getting sick of all of this. I want to be normal and my brain to shut off and stop.
I just hope these tablets start to work, I dont want to push my bf away with these stupid attacks of over thinking. I want to sleep, I want to eat something with out the thought of food making me feel sick! 
Rant over... sorry 😓",0.9743394010569588,2.9421990000000022,2.0766412213740466,98.1221902524956,81.90076335877863,4.336112742219613,19.237228420434526,4.713530739802397,-0.6126193775689961,966,24,221,2,26,305,135,262,0.224,0.708,0.068,-0.9923,0,0,2,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,2,4,10,17,7,4,7,1,23,12,5,4,3,44,56,13,0,9,5,0,1,0,3,1,4,1,0,0,13,12,3,3,8,0,0,3,6,11,0,0,15,2,35,6,40,36,8,34,0,0,0,0,17,18,0,2,12,143,48,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4241998206302848,0.08758222421202387,0.0,0.0,0.056825375618793465,0.0,0.15864483434702015,0.0,0.0,0.0824445408336893,0.0,0.10354518211972387,0.0,0.20812624130443869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455292181984427,0.1488554111604206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954134931745367,0.0,0.09539529861251383,0.10925185539857596,0.0,0.0,0.09538620582571322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632004167473338,0.1039637137154214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377913565390895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047134276261306673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272066272248082,0.0,0.07202069014684838,0.0,0.3409211909048976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258740030727376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285724060265869,0.0,0.0,0.10246133803808524,0.07598584446567917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062224338955464864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354518211972387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852661668699639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17495924382617445,0.09133472879768906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21874458574284544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812199058909283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05971841372142199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486298461490302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15422327314117126,0.0,0.18657244119705446,0.0,0.0,0.14352892546481466,0.0,0.10435092551425168,0.0659808165245783,0.0,0.0,0.07793517365046762,0.10678193387877652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147742653670323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17919271944218312,0.0,0.07400539317338505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907465282606125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051119868747762,0.0,0.0,0.21993168745216007,0.0739928230630516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641485331589294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06786446872156196,0.094668316912415,0.28499406605791794,0.06622003128612802,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,magicweasel7,2019/04/14,"Moving out on my own in a week. And holy crap, the anxiety is going though the roof I am 24 years old and I about a week I will move out on my own. I've lived with my parents for about 2 years after i graduated from college and have been working about a 50 minute one way commute away. The big catalyst for this decision has been the rocky relationship with my father and a long commute to work. About a month ago I signed a lease on a 1 bedroom apartment in an exciting downtown area thats only 10 minutes from work. This happened after a large shouting match with my father that resulted in us not talking for about 3 weeks despite living in the same house. 

Fast forward to this weekend and our relationship has been repaired a bit. I was actually able to have a great time hanging out with my Dad this weekend/ He doesn't think that I'm making a good decision to live on my own but there has been no fighting or shouting so far. The combination of that and my rapidly approaching movie in date has left me feeling very conflicted. I am being emotionally torn apart. Part of me feels like I'm making a huge mistake. That I've screwed up my budgeting somewhere and I won't be able to support myself or that I'll be lonely, or that something is going to go horribly wrong, or that I'm going to regret the whole decision and be to scared to go out and make friends. The other part of me recognizes that I am terrified of the unknown and that living on my own is a huge unknown. I've never done it before and its a big life step, if not an entire stair case. 

Its getting to the point where its starting to kill my appetite and dominate my mind. What have other peoples experiences been with moving out from their parents house?",4.833493427704752,5.6720103372093025,5.644787664307383,81.23145601617799,69.17441860465118,8.424469160768451,31.235591506572298,8.587818076936951,2.3803234580384225,1372,56,267,21,23,449,180,344,0.145,0.785,0.07,-0.9838,2,2,1,0,2,0,21.0,2,0,1,3,9,15,4,1,26,0,27,3,1,4,1,47,45,20,1,3,8,5,2,1,1,2,1,2,1,0,21,22,0,1,6,2,1,12,6,9,0,1,7,4,28,6,50,32,9,60,0,2,0,1,14,30,2,5,20,187,49,5,0.1955193281190586,0.0,0.0953993301210232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665804370816996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478587542557256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184842243528242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318627377517586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067282336219996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004207776330014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099664639759162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562771005902344,0.0,0.0,0.09886044699548646,0.06983952353743222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552887394906056,0.0,0.05107538958976779,0.0,0.2777953497868641,0.0819961680372873,0.0,0.10778037474756284,0.0,0.0,0.0864485480715932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256030537219049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081565839826276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621616104159516,0.0,0.06905054182198428,0.0477604338281179,0.0,0.3452942976185477,0.08651422637546041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19576600462790414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987093925525383,0.0,0.07803083117071775,0.3117091551168124,0.0,0.0,0.07539827961483067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258232248492287,0.0,0.06624447840672874,0.07435062973644946,0.0,0.0,0.21710107572372106,0.21172837913350592,0.0,0.06777424196923751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241448125216484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20991458733395665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978744780348722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526016549808415,0.0,0.0,0.06919479338756436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093650827032167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857551490079072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06264044536712103,0.09604837358556227,0.0,0.05700444627550474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759283903365618,0.0,0.0,0.08066196106937164,0.0,0.07759707099264616,0.2352507172095615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091451737235919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21351059924195065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688484607992887,0.0,0.12590803695569816
anxiety,blownxawayx94,2019/04/14,"How do you stop thinking about stuff? Hi. This is my first post. 

How do you all stop thinking about stuff that has happened to you, especially at night time. It takes me forever to fall asleep at night because I always think about the stuff that happened during the day, even stuff that happened forever ago. I tell myself not to think about it, that the past is the past but it doesn't help.",3.148439849624061,5.380288092105262,2.928496240601504,93.40447368421052,75.97368421052632,5.9218045112781965,22.69924812030075,6.868970318607317,0.4863669172932328,309,9,64,3,7,92,45,76,0.08,0.92,0.0,-0.6233,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,1,7,0,0,0,4,0,6,1,1,2,1,11,14,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,12,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,8,0,9,14,1,14,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,10,46,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412700356153053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651510512046115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536020260104263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030693438806248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248764305448036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191083501474802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714807803823109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385829338716344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628149191677013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26734649869156624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341087977448795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341405451388236,0.0,0.0,0.6411974906406441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528416397633927,0.0,0.12239126553673672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3588989759041811,0.0,0.0,0.08165186753685694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwinggawy77,2019/04/14,"How to stop feeling bad for cutting someone out? *(I apologize in advance for the long-ish backstory)*

I had this situation in my life recently and I keep freaking myself out by dwelling on it too much. Basically a person I called a friend was meant to take a class with me this semester but she somehow scheduled wrong and didn't end up in the class. She said she really needed me in the class with her though, and there were two lectures for the given class ,one evening and one was an 8 am. However, mine was full in seats, so I switched to the morning one to be with her. (she didn't force me so i don't want to make it seem like that, but she said she wanted me with her in it) A few weeks go by and she had expressed wanting to drop because she didn't do amazingly on the first exam. We still had two more exams to go so i just recommended she wait for the second because she hadn't even failed the first just because dropping at this point in the semester may have been a bad choice, and the class was required so I told her it was worth sticking it out. She had read the messages but didn't reply for days. She also missed out on a few lectures and I was getting worried about if she was having personal issues or something. Same day tho, I saw her in school. I didn't really know if she was avoiding me on purpose, but it did upset me. Last message I had sent was asking if she dropped the class, and she told me she had. 

Now this is the part where I keep worrying about me being extreme, but I sent a reply saying how I felt disrespected that she didn't tell me. Not the very fact she dropped because I said in the message I understood her grades mattered, but more so the fact she chose to avoid me for a week. The reason I felt hurt was that I felt we had a friendship somewhat outside of class (we've known each other a few months so we weren't extremely close). I think the reason I was hurt was I sort of felt someone used me. I'm not one to be confrontational, but the situation in particular had just really upset me. And the next day I did see her in school and she kind of gave me an angry look. It's been a week since this happened and now I keep beating myself up over it and thinking I was in the wrong and being extreme. My friends irl have reassured me that my feelings were justified and I had to look after myself but part of me thinks they're only saying that because they don't want to upset me. Ultimately, it is a situation I want to move on from but it's been hanging on me and it's freaking me out. If anyone here has stop communicating with someone over feeling hurt, do you have any advice on how to move on?",4.112224272242724,4.722792020295207,5.064323493234934,85.5694782697827,70.6789667896679,7.9410414104141065,28.339688396883968,7.984000788550335,1.6267907339073382,2073,72,442,26,36,679,217,542,0.157,0.7829999999999999,0.06,-0.9954,1,3,1,0,0,0,45.0,3,1,1,6,27,25,2,6,35,0,54,1,0,7,2,94,101,41,0,10,19,0,7,1,2,1,1,5,0,2,22,30,0,9,17,1,1,8,12,19,0,9,53,16,85,6,64,43,12,66,0,5,4,0,56,34,0,10,21,337,107,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720907955669923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05899679284942463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05016863867609002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05158427903084065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896844097811664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319589842769045,0.22485878192086844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533118538520414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273377977146096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534159171689839,0.0,0.0,0.09745365229350336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190658220656552,0.0,0.2833372447656292,0.0,0.0,0.12550372522400527,0.0,0.0,0.11399473902757434,0.0,0.0385437078735217,0.0,0.08385457573056057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652378299945286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23692878134052295,0.0,0.0,0.07700056484475225,0.0,0.1967203348048937,0.0,0.07682394502603375,0.04054409040739637,0.0601354033958393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05210853864985771,0.03604209824279893,0.0,0.0,0.06528739369591627,0.12390263762397663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049244510611663066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0588854551268027,0.15681951343981648,0.054232150301177125,0.054702255990473035,0.0,0.0,0.0784591557407747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19996384516697155,0.05610821524400461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15977943309689402,0.0,0.0,0.12883268019686844,0.0,0.0,0.06973998235306822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379365372058318,0.0,0.1417839437549207,0.15170327961891927,0.07284261826934889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105270181938128,0.11733559791879493,0.0,0.1493258247518634,0.058788079029660864,0.06716079618615163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0610263583209896,0.2487741540253233,0.0,0.0,0.1875246231577409,0.05679459044306901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05891576374202049,0.12335621559914366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055468633264437586,0.0,0.06448145634089211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418136041657114,0.07248227537652391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409878436623532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14413234983467524,0.0,0.0,0.0637167810004513,0.0,0.060871020053581464,0.2175681674242133,0.0,0.17753041129965913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149841525520048,0.0,0.0,0.16131989658817758,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tessahockey27,2019/04/14,"My GAD V.S. My Relationship Last year, I have been diagnosed with a General Anxiety Disorder, a Panick Anxiety Disorder and an Obsessive Compulsive Disorder. This diagnosis was pretty hard for my boyfriend, that was at the time, only in my life since a few months. 

With that type of disorder, some days are great and some are horrible. I have a lot of mood swings on bad days actually.. 

Today was a pretty bad day. I learned yesterday a few horrible news and I passed all my anxiety from those things by screaming at my boyfriend for no good reasons, I was just upset and not in control anymore... The problem is, that in my life, the only support I get around me is my boyfriend. Everytime I call him crying ( trust me, it happens a lot ), he’s here listening to me and he helps me get through it. He’s the best thing that ever happened to me...

Today, I think I crossed the line by only getting upset at him for everything and now, I am scared that he might dump me... I am in love with that guy more than I even love me so, I really don’t want to loose him. It would probably kill the only few sane thoughts that are in my head... I cannot loose him, I am in love with him and I am getting freaked out over that thought that he might dump me... 

I need advices to be a better person for him... i need advices to be the one for him... I need advices to keep him in my life before I become really crazy... 

I am so anxious right now that my heart is skipping beats, I can feel my body being against my thoughts and I can’t stop vomiting... I really need help... I love him and my anxiety’s ruining everything as usual...",2.5017701863354027,4.324074736024849,4.1030745341614905,86.12833850931679,76.48447204968943,8.078260869565218,27.338509316770182,8.841846274778883,2.144290683229814,1243,51,260,28,28,415,152,322,0.207,0.662,0.131,-0.9563,0,0,0,0,0,0,61.0,0,0,0,4,9,24,3,4,16,0,28,12,3,2,2,44,51,12,1,7,2,0,2,0,0,3,5,2,0,2,17,15,0,3,7,0,0,2,5,13,0,1,8,4,56,10,38,37,10,32,0,1,0,4,25,15,0,6,15,185,73,2,0.0,0.0,0.07773501817855938,0.0,0.0,0.2335235312015861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437535516583356,0.0899912146898842,0.07899963713657901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091278304483238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330227204185945,0.0,0.08797634322550754,0.0677833533622988,0.0,0.08359648017022038,0.07045130044257758,0.0,0.08848242298557588,0.0,0.0,0.08134003923985329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934356638771225,0.0,0.0,0.08750091134437313,0.15411905690977665,0.0,0.0,0.08085150626224652,0.0,0.0,0.3651812909319653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052613561442626036,0.07205550049917384,0.0,0.0,0.14318350243903905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0402776342065798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664727135169958,0.0,0.0,0.06681360974825233,0.0,0.08782356626262522,0.0,0.07887424920712648,0.1408831581381189,0.0,0.07135819786696042,0.0,0.0817524058717347,0.0,0.0,0.09439547902937012,0.1067865700311264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07080396461078366,0.08813011591752952,0.0,0.0,0.06493215322326128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16879505706052494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354452904382659,0.287578933704379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16900975389229742,0.0,0.0,0.06358250180424625,0.0,0.0,0.2362625054163825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05397853136540465,0.24233493240752105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955456235689997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16208227470429196,0.08588512944587412,0.07622224307798361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15309345644349245,0.08190200813859058,0.0,0.08552321196411612,0.0,0.06802776015363085,0.0,0.0,0.07975186324270804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06589417589955518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06659791271043036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09039530441271892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584288108386547,0.0510418275804344,0.0,0.1897193969221086,0.0464494002406895,0.0,0.15101352438025553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773237269461577,0.0,0.0469845341876284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05658697680016087,0.0,0.0,0.051297338928698887
anxiety,pizzacurls,2019/04/14,"Does anyone else constantly diagnose themselves with random illnesses??? If I have a headache I have a brain tumor, if i pee a lot , i have diabetes, (even though i KNOW it’s really because i drink a lot of water), a part of my arm hurts , i have a blood clot and i’m going to have a heart attack. They don’t even have to medically make sense. I’ve banned myself from webmd. All of my “diagnoses “ are just products of my anxiety. It’s so scary lol. The other day i woke up and my first thought before i even opened my eyes was “ i have cancer”. I’m also too scare to even GO to the doctor. Does anyone else have similar anxiety? :( i’m trying to have a nice cozy sunday and i’m sitting here uncomfortable and scared im dying. it’s horrible.",0.12447019867549255,2.475815006622522,2.827347682119207,88.23929966887418,90.98675496688742,6.1988079470198665,18.80827814569536,7.554174236665415,0.8299427814569538,570,17,118,12,20,198,90,151,0.271,0.691,0.038,-0.9877,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,1,10,5,1,2,10,1,12,15,6,1,1,17,22,9,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,4,6,2,1,2,1,0,2,1,4,0,1,3,1,17,1,12,19,4,9,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,5,4,76,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044266019529267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21130016487399766,0.0,0.0,0.19313270180509,0.28301014881632397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571145764113805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841876340871505,0.0,0.1175173337473411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15417105171828605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14924263363404575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906641404458954,0.0,0.0,0.2803476952404773,0.14333136978816302,0.0,0.0,0.1413565007337699,0.24171354223134356,0.0,0.0,0.1352904963244085,0.0,0.0,0.23073830832129896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36486866777696586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747219305238366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569767095114401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16365529976132198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784444839717176,0.0,0.14917729018735584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758989935473242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348241656895127,0.0,0.0,0.09218627808885088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13912643648193715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955444849989727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847371280694914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765347497510641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568763525878896,0.10964008408412756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376434975880277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,killdeechumas,2019/04/14,"Ever hear bad things about yourself? Delusions? Hi everyone

Do any of you get the effect( of anxiety or what,idk) where you could be with your best friends, get hit with a bout of anxiety and then all you hear is your friends talking badly about you? 

This has been happening to me way too much as of late and is scary because it makes me completely rethink my relationship with that person/s. I’ve been convinced after some occasions that it was real and would text the 1 person who I heard say nothing and basically ask them for the truth of what happened to which they say “ofc nothing was said,wtf why would we talk bad about you”. 

I lack any self esteem/worth so that for sure plays into it ,thinking my own friends would straight up do that to me while I’m present. I feel like I don’t truly belong with that group.

Best way to describe it, out chatting or whatever with friends. Anxiety kicks in and quickly rises to a level where I can’t really do anything, I just sit and listen, unable to talk. Extreme tightness in chest and knot in stomach. Then the paranoia kicks in as I can’t focus on 1 conversation, I can hear just little bits of each conversation and somehow relate myself to what they are talking about. During this period I basically just shutdown until I decide I need to gtfo here.

Anyone experience something similar? I don’t know what this is, if it’s part of anxiety or I’ve developed some new bullshit to go along with the rest of my problems 😰",5.331560544718438,6.246425538461541,5.8763305115936735,79.74259293338241,68.0909090909091,8.678395288921605,31.486198012513803,8.841846274778883,2.554772027972028,1168,47,219,19,19,378,165,286,0.102,0.769,0.128,0.8665,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,1,7,3,3,15,15,0,0,7,0,22,2,2,2,4,49,40,19,0,8,7,0,2,1,4,3,0,7,0,2,19,19,0,1,6,2,0,2,4,4,0,0,5,9,30,11,42,29,12,29,0,0,0,0,36,13,0,7,12,157,49,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372146829713183,0.0,0.3087163639186887,0.0,0.0,0.07054327843356653,0.0,0.08302227847516823,0.0,0.09431671870686592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527119520114475,0.061500425940984337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117515926965871,0.0,0.11014363348610824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057792131097654,0.0,0.0,0.08055090784968398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125902766588674,0.0,0.09640286631974902,0.0,0.09868788314403254,0.0,0.0,0.051012035291002886,0.07207445136397117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117834645077089,0.0,0.10541969636750316,0.0,0.05733701037241309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17842995936627354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3411245332256353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055445440203490716,0.0,0.11380612785715145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0492888108439322,0.10111634196592888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06734356452527619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741643336036487,0.07480721932690129,0.0,0.09743831856461443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19360963213862326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925193924075982,0.0,0.0,0.17618312790679344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653624971891503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483270130605153,0.06463147564611481,0.0,0.0,0.10831602185315826,0.0,0.0,0.09596764971330084,0.16046047186597012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524825111533412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766855876284409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508580409491237,0.0,0.0,0.32436000936235804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06702554521275159,0.06464499619059189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16016049468746768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103578345800567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21500395301788164,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,firstofsept,2019/04/14,"dizzy/jerking sensations? hello! this is my first post on reddit and i thought i might as well join because people who go through similar anxiety issues on this website have been the only thing helping keep me sane lately. so i’m a 16 year old female, not super active but pretty healthy. except my brain over the past several months has been convincing me i have 14 different incurable diseases at once. i never had health anxiety scares until after we went through hurricane michael and since that my anxiety flared worse than it’s ever been and i was having all new symptoms during panic attacks that scared tf  out of me. long story short my new worst enemy is google. anyway, it’s gotten a little better over time, and i’ve always felt lightheaded and dizzy sometimes when i’m overly anxious or stressed. but recently i’ve started to have this very frequent feeling like i’m being jerked when standing or sitting still that comes out of nowhere and makes my heart race. it doesn’t affect my day to day activities, it’s just extremely annoying. could this just be anxiety and/or stress lingering? has anyone else with anxiety experienced this too? i’ve somehow kept myself from googling and i really don’t want to go through that chaos again when 99.99% of the time it’s never actually anything serious ://",6.058791666666673,7.97399129583334,6.0808333333333335,75.21416666666669,67.29166666666666,9.166666666666668,32.5,9.586721724236666,3.364750000000001,1061,46,171,23,18,335,164,240,0.236,0.6629999999999999,0.101,-0.9907,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,0,3,13,15,3,5,5,0,19,4,2,2,4,35,35,17,0,2,8,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,16,12,0,2,3,0,0,4,5,10,1,1,10,3,17,5,24,21,2,43,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,4,27,111,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.1096446005099775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934903455067504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4297654618970347,0.12693186436793644,0.0,0.07856289638787765,0.11512341923644508,0.09246055480498604,0.0,0.0,0.127822746456367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849201934330369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937097685744667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542800104746035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967859388139816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970822972600903,0.0,0.0,0.14492243711863173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738955380739498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386017820873584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163368777544697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05681127007551811,0.08026813865835973,0.1078807100804899,0.0,0.0,0.0955711347169478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771058292451454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943064672883885,0.0,0.1331440428089838,0.0753107871152657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727191910716794,0.0,0.09986840675124714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674402479843622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05489214316939101,0.11261161762522365,0.0,0.09943275049555846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499942729727398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119193430335633,0.0,0.0,0.08968259316203972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17331388463671996,0.21703092613734648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179001755460588,0.11965694861969915,0.0,0.08545285469799918,0.0,0.13182718314480393,0.0,0.0,0.10725783797239727,0.0778944639984008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760731686849692,0.1143078542728262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197901823294439,0.0,0.11093936329506784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22497868759963632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12693186436793644,0.0,0.09294319036299747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112432724022718,0.0,0.07952713576421656,0.0,0.08972875320618016,0.0,0.257410010971286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167823444193632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746452543859208,0.0,0.0,0.08919921365313285,0.13103299008999694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270661006301573,0.06627129705323452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102278315296824,0.1041564220281798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450177479460448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235447248680818
anxiety,RyanJ7786,2019/04/14,"Hi everyone! I’m brand new to this sub. I’ve been thinking of getting a weighted blanket for at least a year now... I found one on amazon that is 25 lbs. has over 1,500+ 5-star ratings, fits my queen size bed, and costs $109. Here are my stats: Male, 32 y/o, weighs (currently) 257 lbs, I’ve suffered from extreme generalized anxiety disorder and social anxiety disorder all my life. Do you guys think I’m making the right decision by purchasing this particular blanket? I’ve done A LOT of research and looking around, and for the price, quality, weight, and size this one seems to be the perfect compromise and most bang for my buck (I’m a broke/struggling graduate student). Should I get it???

Thanks for reading this!!! ♥️♥️♥️🙏🙂",1.6813879310344824,4.129391117241383,3.4878232758620697,86.19794181034483,82.65517241379311,7.211206896551722,27.68318965517241,8.278499904357787,2.2192844827586207,572,27,114,13,16,191,103,145,0.104,0.836,0.061,-0.703,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,0,2,3,3,0,0,7,0,8,4,0,1,2,19,20,6,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,6,7,3,0,5,1,4,0,0,1,0,2,3,3,7,2,14,15,4,10,0,1,1,0,5,6,0,3,4,56,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692467248165217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15665851391743416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40337408779798856,0.0,0.0,0.18008749398417645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16815536235295814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19295175998499564,0.0,0.0,0.18388340428613173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742467597038167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429908807364333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777793875650586,0.0,0.0,0.1496109516937106,0.0,0.0,0.11746726966942653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16996150001339885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384956884798538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17602650353956434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15028500297417208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602045640990407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17938830779453646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18397133569480872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16201771025926898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255203226567896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4285897365205701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332462976961855
anxiety,bethneed,2019/04/14,"I’ve recently tapered off my meds! As stated in the title, I’m off my meds. However, I’m experiencing some withdrawal (???) symptoms, mostly dizziness. I was on meds for a little over 4 years, and I’m just wondering if anyone knows any tricks to make the dizziness chill out. 

More info: I was on Venlafaxine (Effexor) at 75mg for two years, and then 37.5 for the last two weeks. I’m very hydrated and I’ve eaten recently. I’m not anxious right now, and I haven’t been for a long time (even when I have it’s been easy to manage). Any and all advice would be greatly appreciated!",1.7101884057971013,4.017681982608696,3.949239130434784,83.81748188405798,81.34782608695652,7.3115942028985526,23.49637681159421,8.344100000000001,1.655333333333334,448,16,90,10,12,154,76,115,0.014,0.887,0.099,0.8384,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,5,0,8,2,0,1,1,17,17,9,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,5,1,6,1,15,10,4,22,0,0,0,0,0,10,0,4,11,53,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16504370606842467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297108248116134,0.0,0.0,0.1908049716822311,0.0,0.11809636055696067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155454602714734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18620898863871432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928210999390576,0.13767319065227965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16927866473139672,0.0,0.14946808854549418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273972593799506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5628178129493272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335298378758745,0.0,0.0,0.14423668904180498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17554813388173832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984849079782188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329974679762824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13935730161935325,0.0,0.0,0.13547858544354394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18316105072083644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199792284518574,0.0,0.0,0.21752761834349227
anxiety,VOTV8,2019/04/14,Where do i even start? Where do i even start to try and get better? Is it even possible? How do i find the root cause of this? When i say is it possible to get better i mean be normal again.,-1.7814285714285705,0.13193085714285854,0.9066666666666664,101.03000000000004,97.57142857142857,4.704761904761905,11.761904761904766,6.42735559955562,-1.0462666666666665,144,2,37,2,6,49,26,42,0.0,0.838,0.162,0.7757,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,8,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,3,0,7,11,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,3,10,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3919630964836197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22763768731128234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4390814860165349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20253255310486973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315470397999828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413804133026089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21711469767446967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4996270203583668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762201398112117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31369020788970536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15044752139925388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,malone12post,2019/04/14,"I don’t know what’s going on with me mentally. Help, please. So I’m a 16 y/o girl, I have a 17 y/o boyfriend with anxiety and depression. We’ve been together 5 months and we’re very serious about each other. He’s witnessed my borderline abusive home life and I’ve witnessed some shit on his end. I used to self harm when I was younger as I was very down and lonely. I sent nudes to boys because I had no respect for myself. As I’ve gotten older, I’ve found myself to be very panicky, shaking, and breaking down when I’m scared or overthinking. My home life is very explosive and aggressive so this doesn’t help with my nerves but I don’t know what’s going on in my head. I am very depressed all the time, I don’t see the point in life, I’m constantly saying sorry for everything, doing bad things online for money so I can leave my home ASAP (even though I have a boyfriend) and I’m self harming still. I am ashamed of who I am and what I’ve become. I don’t know whether I have anxiety or depression or what but I’m scared I’m a bad person.",1.4536486486486488,3.172586391891894,3.3029639639639647,91.1522837837838,79.22522522522524,6.782342342342344,23.71261261261261,7.7348632917899725,1.0543434234234228,817,28,183,13,20,274,116,222,0.277,0.6890000000000001,0.034,-0.9938,0,2,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,0,9,16,2,4,6,0,19,6,3,1,1,25,35,22,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,5,8,12,0,0,4,0,1,4,6,15,0,0,7,2,25,1,20,27,3,21,0,4,1,1,12,8,1,4,8,104,33,0,0.0,0.134738057774604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739889803334928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899007200457921,0.06932186077681117,0.12559336384752115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288950964026467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293837235277008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072100998768442,0.0,0.0,0.0751101253281208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220303015262612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468667909041245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925790966745887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670818858361075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524464879106219,0.0,0.34220736845228805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18749046178234685,0.0,0.0,0.12041167798048892,0.0,0.0,0.2409686313367829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460169731276405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076917715217188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929477785810577,0.0,0.12482897767310575,0.10750092360097384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043367034196,0.22770450351828414,0.0,0.09061907644915752,0.0,0.2372667993493665,0.0,0.11673060590518727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729876840511306,0.0,0.0,0.09081589646610122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554964770791736,0.0,0.11172804013956908,0.0,0.0663102853681311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821644020143848,0.0,0.4691491634716134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,qdf3433,2019/04/14,"Killing time This is probably a 6 million dollar question, but to those of you that struggle with what to do when you have free time, what sort of activities have worked for you? Lately I've been getting so I can't distract myself with TV, movies, walking, playing with my dog, reading, eating, cycling.  Usually I drive myself nuts with rumination until something comes up that I need to do, or I fall asleep.  

Thanks for any suggestions",6.999624999999997,7.853844712499999,6.580000000000003,76.385,64.375,8.9,36.0,8.841846274778883,3.1919500000000003,347,16,59,5,5,108,61,80,0.099,0.748,0.153,0.6858,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,1,2,6,1,2,1,0,7,2,1,0,0,10,11,5,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,0,1,3,2,4,1,3,0,1,1,0,10,4,13,10,0,11,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,3,6,42,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17782139211515408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252494996920982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26756838526782384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366171371641377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892986815732362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29497082452938383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19389067690013612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819292185963871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929273685277664,0.0,0.2615596233052982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20130690016131134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733649325284202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24074381080163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30495251503070353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879930371996226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903670049112292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Flowing93,2019/04/14,"What is this feeling of anxiety? *heart rate increase* Let's just say you get into a situation? Or bad thought process of events that give you a, imagine a small ball. But that ball is your heart rate going up and it happens as in you twitch every so often because the feeling builds to a point in which you have to make an action and it makes you really uncomfortable about everything. What do you do when that happens to you more often then not?",3.1723275862068974,5.403437540229888,3.84205459770115,86.88653017241379,75.89655172413794,6.648850574712642,25.81752873563219,7.6454224807358475,1.3999666666666664,354,13,69,5,8,112,61,87,0.096,0.868,0.036000000000000004,-0.7494,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,8,0,0,6,1,0,0,6,0,6,3,2,2,0,15,16,8,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,9,3,0,0,4,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,3,8,0,11,14,2,12,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,3,3,52,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664872795778997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18171296946340093,0.13266596532593766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833636803533766,0.0,0.1955928981492318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200817572098064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370332456219576,0.2087716869145743,0.12368483166700055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849011196298007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5157880622008187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225426566702452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905410445387344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057318375926191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942012556562813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17306907286448678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446265978582625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17277487069395886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FirstElevator1,2019/04/14,"How to move on from mistakes Hi there. I was almost in a really bad car accident today and I think it was my fault. Nothing ended up happening, not even scrapes on either car, but I can't move on from the fact that I was so so close to hitting someone's car.

 I was wondering if anyone has any suggestions on how to move on from mistakes instead of dwelling for so long?",2.8757017543859646,4.299631657894739,4.4105263157894745,86.00201754385971,74.52631578947368,7.698245614035088,28.456140350877188,8.344100000000001,1.9822087719298245,290,12,60,5,6,97,53,76,0.152,0.833,0.015,-0.846,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,2,0,6,1,0,2,1,14,10,8,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,6,2,5,0,0,4,0,6,0,15,5,1,17,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,3,3,44,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22314196490347069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153876957393428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15581483532296084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860620036435738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973700038924969,0.0,0.0,0.14718364847800655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19705658251707728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19720629402055875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7105306244789145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21382088852751815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275694237776568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18881151922826767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14278680633444518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21122616373390887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416603595661398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thedemolitionlovers,2019/04/14,"Since September I’ve had anxiety since third grade, but it’s gotten so much worse recently. I can’t leave the house often. I very rarely go outside because I’ll start crying and feeling like I’ll throw up. One time it was so bad I couldn’t do anything but scream. It’s nothing I’m really scared about, I just get feelings of dread and nausea. I take lots of pills throughout the day, but they haven’t worked as much lately.",2.456395348837209,4.556072720930231,3.1466860465116286,91.64933139534887,77.6046511627907,6.16046511627907,22.377906976744185,7.1686216300943375,0.6689116279069771,338,10,70,4,8,106,64,86,0.263,0.649,0.08800000000000001,-0.9566,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,5,5,0,2,2,0,6,1,0,0,0,11,14,8,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,4,0,2,3,3,6,1,5,10,3,8,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,6,36,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15919815119239586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17125095765261325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17375723154103245,0.12685759812755906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22859126718611786,0.13420915651145304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21044616109893985,0.14866875548420982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10872517768698864,0.0,0.11826967550824816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401228096315425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347491389085662,0.22035092659000854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166856672220227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769216463004645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059591566639906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996803479949435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410159128183404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333160484412529,0.0,0.20547651099133385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20834730974807086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442897436755188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14729630584324646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15646748433026025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134647625858333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17170668927418872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515013918776979,0.0,0.2120746368855063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fujitive45,2019/04/14,"Vicious cycle I feel so lonely, yet when I imagine talking to people about my issues I get anxious and I think I'd rather be by myself. How am I supposed to solve this?",2.1667619047619056,3.838581485714286,4.131428571428572,86.22190476190477,77.0,4.666666666666667,25.952380952380953,3.1291,0.5928095238095237,132,5,25,0,3,45,29,35,0.224,0.7240000000000001,0.052000000000000005,-0.7133,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,5,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,0,4,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,20,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5366524734280546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401911352711321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481853194643513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4958114005959082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293283131012908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3818138133523986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043821901251377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Rosesngold,2019/04/14,How does caffeine effect your anxiety Hi all this is my first time posting here ive dealt with anxiety since as long as i can remember. Late 20s female found medication that works for me now. Ive recently been super busy if its not one time its another. I started drinking coffee for the past few years. Now just recently tho ive ended into 5 big mugs of coffee to help keep my energy throughout the day as well as some pepsi. I must have pushed it today. Its warm where i am went n got a XL ice coffee chugged it after mayb 2 big mugs of regular coffee and bam back into the worst ive felt in years. I was sweating heart was racing scarred of some impending doom idk nauseous shaking if u have anxiety or panic attack you get it. Took an anti anxiety pill an hour nap im better now. Obviously goin forward i must limit the caffeine i put in my body. Im just curious if it affects others with anxiety. If you know having anxiety do u all together avoid caffeine. Im looking just for a little insight. Thanks.                                Edit: typos sorry,0.9733099604458816,3.5266829077669932,3.481672060409924,83.68995505213955,88.85436893203884,6.3528227256382594,23.163610212153905,7.662118739084242,1.6312080546565992,813,32,150,17,27,281,137,206,0.15,0.754,0.096,-0.7769,0,1,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,0,6,13,11,1,3,8,0,16,6,3,3,5,32,27,12,0,6,9,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,10,5,1,3,6,2,0,6,1,6,1,2,8,3,18,5,18,17,6,35,1,1,1,0,5,9,0,7,21,93,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234780348010706,0.5355533742782893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273887977575274,0.0,0.08971872777969846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031928394277018,0.0,0.1296037462752967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07524811698544492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210632760899452,0.0,0.0,0.1143007182184452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334270721480852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120298616833834,0.0,0.0,0.09924685326297256,0.0,0.12793218587068214,0.0,0.0,0.060959811554702925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331862520436077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826483612063745,0.07820728151951406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490502869399676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3780990950630413,0.0,0.0,0.10370940074953652,0.0,0.0,0.06412356898827587,0.0,0.13161866988797308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694272254125095,0.0,0.1032569889140018,0.0979807322309666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721944940981074,0.0,0.0,0.11754152763936085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906451527141706,0.0,0.0,0.13689732930756193,0.0,0.0,0.111383033570517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174595361768848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172943329578338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304123047747117,0.0,0.13217423612791435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965178367199314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061226603768056,0.08258579326270206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742208220771313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360725911498918,0.0,0.11059777658387317,0.0,0.1296343427747639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490817510427417,0.10816233545874067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494349235029941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027453080024222
anxiety,k_jacobs,2019/04/14,"anxiety issues i recently got diagnosed with GAD after a recent hospital stay thinking i was having a heart attack, when it was actually just another panic attack. they ran about every test they could on me in the hospital and it turns out i’m very healthy. it doesn’t matter how many times i hear it, i still worry something is wrong. i started therapy, starting taking zoloft and didn’t like it. the doctor then changed me to 10mg of prozac and i felt like it was making me itchy and tingly. i just feel so misunderstood and crazy!",3.772416396979505,5.9325067378640775,4.912168284789646,80.22859762675297,73.85436893203884,8.072923408845739,26.00755124056095,8.841846274778883,2.173559654800432,426,15,77,9,9,140,75,103,0.228,0.691,0.08199999999999999,-0.9458,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,7,6,2,1,4,0,8,5,1,2,0,16,20,9,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,6,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,7,3,12,2,8,12,0,14,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,11,50,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.16102125357471228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17302231848803354,0.12622851120056486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3754344267576383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17455360172696613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174320978200632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16747678455346968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16888979378492752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390239809188129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343157695119721,0.0,0.15843084924286666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13196971610201086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859728302768809,0.19553193298521626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17222253841884433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16122639260715085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014223905803376,0.16728935411793328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19359802659199696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325845418113894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270290491282104,0.0,0.0,0.2335830316203341,0.17587356743671764,0.1317733500396159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240633603491864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18869780388272106,0.0,0.0,0.10572865684377956,0.0,0.0,0.09621584750091808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794782536082803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361465543909791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675707700173673,0.0,0.0,0.1804072615824121,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gidge98,2019/04/14,"I don’t understand how I get anxious about not be anxious For example: I’ll be doing fine and then I’ll just  notice that I’m doing fine and I’ll be like why am I doing good normally I’d be anxious and then bam I’m anxious. It’s like I can’t help but think oh shit I’m not having an anxiety attack because of this that’s not right and I can’t help but go down that path.  It’s just annoying cause i understand I shouldn’t get anxious and there is nothing to worry about yet it doesn’t matter I feel broken, like I’ve noticed but i can’t do anything about it I can’t prevent the anxiety happening and I should be able to like a normal person.",-0.5361893583724537,1.6078778380281695,2.361314553990613,92.18411580594679,91.04225352112677,5.40907668231612,20.56494522691706,6.937597516519254,0.5760644757433493,511,18,113,8,18,179,70,142,0.17600000000000002,0.621,0.203,-0.2817,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,8,10,3,0,3,0,20,1,1,2,0,26,31,12,0,4,8,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,6,0,1,4,0,0,1,10,3,0,0,0,1,11,7,8,24,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,7,69,19,0,0.12262827232604205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18762058536216145,0.6926752148922227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091261951837516,0.0,0.0,0.13950736296306013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074753056615482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259730151910954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06200453905536432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813642199013292,0.0,0.06969247313253442,0.10285477676811064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843977623183043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16439029209420944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396399186608479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402993408640247,0.1176651345996312,0.27922620163583073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707427740213826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472387453694336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587615932705748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857524539391163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553207124194208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065294216663334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453496306508717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lazybearcat,2019/04/14,"I act differently being alone Growing up Asian makes me very co-dependent on my parents. They did a lot of things for me. Recently, Costco called and said my new glasses are ready. My parents and grandparents told me to go get them by myself. I got really scared, and started crying. My grandparents got so disppointed at me because I'm an adult, and couldn't do even the simplest things. Eventually, my parents went with me. 

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But I'm very different at college. I become more independent. I found a job in school and went to the interviews perfectly fine. I asked my professors questions when I don't understand something. I still have trouble going into the cafeteria though, because there's too many people in there. I usually find a quiet place to eat. But compared to me being with my parents and me alone at school I act very differently. 

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I don't know why. Does anyone know?",3.1489156626506016,6.137431662650608,4.138566265060246,80.17435542168678,81.77108433734941,7.4163855421686735,28.179518072289163,8.395991825355821,2.689205783132531,720,33,121,17,20,232,103,166,0.081,0.855,0.064,-0.4201,10,2,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,2,1,8,4,0,1,7,0,9,2,0,2,1,22,27,11,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,9,2,0,6,0,0,7,3,2,0,0,8,2,27,2,17,16,2,22,0,0,0,0,13,9,0,2,6,80,29,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20853343782801093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21815799784944984,0.24465708185189006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039280264976566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094115531825733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273847891028232,0.11118526152594928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279824329856818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058440661309836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155451265509751,0.0,0.0,0.08809949592709698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301346611951998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06649347283979737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201316781468437,0.0,0.0,0.11038259187245457,0.0,0.0,0.05259741286892647,0.0,0.11442940972679105,0.0,0.16103456139557912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999022768859006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106543392011269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558846326014632,0.0,0.0,0.06719991404742906,0.10206647616680227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723047300251662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4471411772223172,0.0,0.0,0.06979388342147183,0.0,0.10518170885032503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277664034602194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449361032184846,0.0,0.0994023014116541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576294123319053,0.0,0.10079109277244093,0.20377261269827832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750288405199934,0.0,0.0,0.07125676662317422,0.0,0.08039747395854377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376514620304786,0.0,0.09891057124468386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619722947961018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480399496520068,0.0,0.0,0.11087692946431432,0.2491969519915101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18664949480316465,0.09084159513597198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24465708185189006,0.0
anxiety,DoIReallyHaveToNow,2019/04/14,"Driving manual Anyone here drive manual? I recently inherited a manual car(my daily is a DSG). I can drive it but my anxiety is too high to take it anywhere. Even planned at 3am in the morning. All I can think of is anything and everything that could go wrong.

How did/do you deal with it?",0.5477586206896561,3.0293354137931066,3.3099137931034512,84.2452155172414,91.41379310344827,7.727586206896553,22.767241379310345,8.472884824447931,2.1480620689655177,226,9,45,7,8,79,47,58,0.118,0.882,0.0,-0.7622,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,1,1,7,9,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,5,8,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25110716554971585,0.0,0.0,0.22951712013170603,0.0,0.2701183540872436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620775898736352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384070429593822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21680327844990144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950061913464504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18654967262446068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3468097469324969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241031624778278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468000174410501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103266772689405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.358885291996876,0.0,0.0
anxiety,d1no22,2019/04/14,"Fear of having a heart attack It’s half past midnight, I cannot sleep. I’m scared shitless. Haven’t been able to sleep well in maybe 10 days. But, this fear of having a heart attack in the middle of the night is not new to me. I’ve been experiencing it in ~10-15 day intervals, and they stop for maybe a month. Slightest muscle contraction and I start sweating uncontrollably.
Anyone has/had anything like this? Hoš do you cope/d with it?
Worst thing: very conservative parents. When I say I want to talk to someone about it they take my phone away (I’m 17), and when I want to talk to them about it they just say I’m not tired enough to sleep.",0.5438572070049403,2.9813421374045816,1.7374315222272116,96.33108666367313,89.45801526717554,4.6090704984283795,16.866187696452627,6.2272716619740125,-0.4556604400538835,504,12,112,5,17,159,84,131,0.166,0.7440000000000001,0.08900000000000001,-0.9231,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,4,0,6,9,2,4,5,0,8,7,6,0,0,12,15,6,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,8,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,1,2,3,12,2,18,13,2,15,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,0,11,64,20,0,0.1376659458059304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625923020017964,0.0,0.11328734349950448,0.0,0.0,0.31322977491092513,0.12934168777049165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17756629245056638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224572244448389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30982492488566715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262696172314268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06725662734525831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766078922456342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988364453255932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295862831017366,0.0,0.1291901643919408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15286174115119436,0.0,0.1314177224982205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21895497122269145,0.13782762777015742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4132960995167591,0.0,0.1166439091384851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097440665004172,0.0,0.0,0.11509489496675678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350765850771312,0.22130134509092367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145913727277012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582267532251843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358882283407112,0.16239788327600688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377821829497725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,-tahlthar-,2019/04/14,"Xanax XR: Does it Work? I was prescribed Xanax extended release about a week ago and I haven't noticed any changes. It's only 0.5mg which I know is the lowest starting dose, but I was wondering if anyone has tried it and if it worked for them?
Should I continue with extended release or ask for regular Xanax? 

I'm also currently taking 80mg Prozac, 5mg Abilify, and 20mg Doxipen. All of which have helped very slowly with minimal side effects. 
I've been taking all these for about a year now and I feel like I have plateaued. Which is why my psychiatrist added the Xanax XR, but I'm not certain it's going to work.

Sorry for the long post, I'm just wondering how any of you have dealt with Xanax XR and if it actually worked for you?",2.257267497603067,4.3466558053691315,3.607694151486097,88.15330536912752,78.19463087248323,7.210162991371044,24.73681687440077,8.192908349453996,1.5054924256951097,581,21,121,11,14,190,88,149,0.048,0.928,0.024,-0.2917,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,1,5,6,2,0,0,5,0,11,7,0,2,3,26,23,13,0,4,8,0,1,1,0,1,7,0,0,0,10,8,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,11,2,13,19,2,11,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,6,9,68,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.16899903857863127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15351392984842746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384922621338621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355371511858659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109172632076627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16190024822676913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18320184582718554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15155129002150916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756518769312167,0.12372007557749864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984223830000434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607913712013293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09517539048285577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460717060393222,0.0,0.0,0.1532591587622152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19716697460847926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171145884604854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16585890240119258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938612216712351,0.12257794202863513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26042013903609923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757808878059532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289192443277693,0.0,0.0,0.1389148294958801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15626832804878518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756134011566584,0.5043094251285585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152246649867537
anxiety,SpooxyXerneas,2019/04/14,"Moving out for the first time (POSSIBLE TRIGGER WARNING) (Triggers Ahead!!!!)

Context: I have GAD and I am 18 (still in school)

____________________

The final straw broke on the camel's back.

So yesterday my dad got really upset at our dog for going on the floor. He started to yell (which is one of my triggers), and he started to hurt the dog. I can't stand it when any animal gets hurt. I stiod up to the dog and yelled to him that he was abusing her (my mom agreed with me).

He started to yell at me and my mom, screaming to tell me to go to my room. At this point i was about to have an anxiety attack, so i was on heightened alert. I ran to my room and called my sister. She and her bf took me to my grandma's house, where i feel safe. During a game of yahtzee i decided i want to move there this week.

Cutting to the chase, i need to get my things over the course of the week. Knowing my dad, he probably is already acting like nothing happened. What should i do when i go and get my things? I don't want to bring the police, or my sister.

Any advice is appreciated! Sorry for the long post.",-1.0769246031746036,0.9685519821428556,1.1125595238095265,98.1685515873016,100.60714285714286,3.9174603174603178,16.936507936507937,5.82211442006289,-0.4837962301587298,820,24,187,8,36,271,126,224,0.116,0.8170000000000001,0.067,-0.9054,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,1,0,0,2,9,9,2,1,13,0,13,0,0,3,0,21,32,12,0,4,1,6,1,1,1,1,0,4,2,0,8,9,0,1,3,1,0,9,2,7,0,2,6,5,35,2,34,25,0,41,0,3,0,0,20,15,0,1,16,121,43,1,0.0,0.15662501134206194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291757564132547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458763279470617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17978916166031067,0.0,0.10112594195069173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503866269414348,0.0,0.1016469090824007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349820428129151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668398662661537,0.0,0.0,0.14480904937227346,0.0,0.11244180696706756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071934113242057,0.0,0.2253819956524507,0.0,0.10572541593694637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689628294462916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15253095042850112,0.2830269274093551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264885212143203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06458196593083641,0.0,0.0,0.11698509356971708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096415810813418,0.0,0.2809967501346582,0.0,0.09801813448589826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268410664871785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957620994327505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496345617843868,0.14902576862599434,0.12660267336373865,0.0,0.14252452209508726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846850976269987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13378459907846346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479772780949154,0.28069693453136585,0.0,0.10556810042369212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554097623631635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17564398098918815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708177904161885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14686933910095934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15593964459638407,0.0,0.21207168900111928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hagan-Addiction,2019/04/14,"It seems like everyone disappears when I need them the most. I’m currently having a minor panic attack and I’ve reached out to five people to try and strike up conversation and distract myself or something, I think it’s mostly keeping my hands busy to distract my mind, but it seems like every time I go through one of these episodes people are suddenly offline or just doesn’t open my message and I know it’s not because they know I’m having an episode it’s like the universe playing a trick on me or something by making no one available when I’m freaking out. I just wish I could forget everything up until this point and move on with my life.",4.852282986111111,6.051671398437502,5.259791666666668,82.68381944444445,69.390625,7.563888888888887,31.409722222222214,7.793537801064563,2.161158680555556,521,22,97,6,9,166,84,128,0.168,0.7170000000000001,0.115,-0.4678,1,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,4,10,2,3,5,0,5,2,1,1,0,30,18,12,0,3,7,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,9,0,1,5,1,0,3,3,6,0,3,0,1,14,4,14,17,2,17,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,7,9,65,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21855244677601046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710825206856786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15338391363118076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16186065541593164,0.1835689915373767,0.1726557550989581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918033429547287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707558729271828,0.0,0.0,0.21115686560069927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13569271849208367,0.2815651955001137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823467494663796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19397596981479065,0.0,0.0,0.20418214214603247,0.0,0.14244686217116598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603569247370418,0.0,0.0,0.2253992675530642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26636926789814525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18160570298594644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497787981285699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29579076951856115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309609881603162,0.0,0.0,0.11202067467045533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042983361703936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220916602500248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,loveyourcritic1,2019/04/14,"I come off as fake sometimes and my voice is a little high pitched, so I sound like an airhead when I talk...at least that’s what my friend said And it’s taken a blow on my confidence. I feel like my friends all think I’m fake and that I’m not capable of emotions even though I am the most sensitive person out there :(",1.4835784313725495,3.119184514705882,2.712352941176473,95.8022549019608,78.85294117647058,6.298039215686276,23.098039215686285,7.1686216300943375,0.5622862745098041,249,8,59,3,6,80,51,68,0.152,0.645,0.204,0.5957,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,10,9,7,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,1,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,4,9,4,5,7,3,7,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,3,36,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358470522661502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079784793177762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18083664081920145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13843716088303853,0.19559663444345293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4230611206796672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289275651581636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675213014972,0.2744109154004005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23906409422573546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26043832376299064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27078670038049585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200631603109177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17543447711639892,0.2689986653049575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ganjaninjagoddess,2019/04/14,"I'll never get a job I don't know how to word this intelligently and I'm also on a mobile phone having these thoughts...so I guess I'll just ramble off why I'm having such problems....


I've worked in several different fields of work- medical, customer service, restaurant, warehouse. I can't stay at any one job longer than a year, typically 6 months, because the requirements for my jobs stress me out to no end. I get massive anxiety just doing a task that i have done many times. It comes with asking for help from a supervisor, answering a phone, taking a message, meeting goals, listening to complaints, answering a customer question, getting along with co-workers.... I would rather shut down and not do the work or make mistakes than accomplish these simple tasks. I can't bring myself to go in to work without tears and anxiety welling up in my chest and weighing me down all day. 


I'm in the process of quitting one of my jobs due to the constant threat of firing, on no fault of mine (this company just gets off on forcing unrealistic timed goals). I haven't quit yet becuase i need the income to keep my apartment. So I'm looking for other work.


Spent the last several days browsing online and nothing represents what I'm capable of doing. I think I've worked in enough different areas that I can't find anything I would imagine myself being stable in. I would get excited for working at a pizza place, but then finding the demand to be too much to handle. Or once I was excited about housecleaning, but it was a dead end job with no benefit or advancement and tacked on extra duties that I was not confident in performing. 


I feel dumb and uneducated and I can't get a job that I need. People/customers terrify me. When you look at a cashier or talk to a phone rep- people oriented positions- you expect knowledge, confidence, clear communication, and charm. Even through training in similar positions myself, I cannot communicate and my brain totally blanks out. I once saw a girl working at goodwill having an anxiety attack about giving a man the wrong change. I thought, that's totally what I look like too. I'm not well versed in computer programs like what's needed for office or data entry jobs. I don't have 2+ years experience in excel or quickbooks, etc. I'm not a self-starter, I NEED direction and supervision. I thought working on a line assembly would be great for the monotonous mind numbing work and it was just that, completely brainless and tiresome and I continued to fall behind on quotas despite my best efforts. I also can't afford to live on a full time minimum wage job not with all my expenses so my opportunities are limited with the lack of motivation and experience and mental problems I have. 


You know that feeling that you would rather die than go to work the next day. I've felt that with every job and my body is tired of it. I feel like I have nothing to offer any employer and I will live the rest of my life barely surviving.",5.570580894032227,6.8210419292035445,6.412920353982301,74.88838892670753,67.76106194690266,9.617880644429318,33.42523258452462,9.851270322608157,3.4163183571590654,2370,107,421,54,39,783,285,565,0.129,0.754,0.116,-0.6775,15,0,0,0,0,0,68.0,0,4,0,26,21,23,3,1,31,0,35,9,3,3,6,94,77,33,2,16,20,0,5,3,0,6,4,1,0,2,21,28,2,4,17,0,3,6,19,10,2,2,10,10,52,13,73,58,12,60,0,0,4,0,19,33,1,8,23,281,73,34,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091044048850494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730679619131989,0.0,0.13044817349125842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04677477819746457,0.0,0.053138069429711256,0.0646641221945696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034649359608933686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596504574630843,0.0,0.0,0.06313683300761648,0.0,0.06345264681918104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06012957058336756,0.048962942415885606,0.059596042435663674,0.06142424285753464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099720015690592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05899132608822325,0.11877216946451055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0581674290866181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068738652225248,0.058731292581752026,0.06339203328758132,0.03754252574300058,0.0,0.047890459954611664,0.0,0.0,0.11120156973817796,0.0,0.0,0.08622059090506287,0.04060676890796292,0.05457566522765207,0.0,0.1039021297534126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781804717648963,0.05452645852532393,0.06460737989689133,0.0,0.0,0.06266670430307521,0.06261607151238091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038098899261667235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5076476347879461,0.05052232905779462,0.0,0.0,0.06247595742279605,0.04633248476423752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04014803155454109,0.08330799529422493,0.0,0.10038216928211632,0.0,0.1431947757672878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03794138575272407,0.057627209789772316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0572606889484721,0.057281720044543676,0.0,0.057392566406584765,0.0,0.04536943794221801,0.0,0.04178420922898439,0.16858564500281514,0.04383879444332717,0.0,0.0604503742004647,0.0,0.0,0.10907972855605803,0.0,0.0,0.1210662696817394,0.07703300623604098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0394059529928227,0.0,0.059386084732255276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877710782095354,0.0,0.0,0.06367421857481298,0.12091345195906228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059296898278493465,0.12842686948014534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04023190369013754,0.0605842674244919,0.0,0.0,0.06511044733823909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04273688144570505,0.04568613320637093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03642101149145498,0.0,0.09024980312552804,0.0994322237348234,0.06532963929060029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022126307772454,0.0,0.05128958946307697,0.0,0.0,0.054792084579188716,0.0,0.4965655619441152,0.0,0.0,0.2018888262824832,0.06214601739378413,0.0,0.07320666438359938
anxiety,criticalmilk,2019/04/14,"Anxiety Manifesting Does anyone else’s anxiety manifest in a physical sickness?
Sometimes I work myself up so much I end up with flu like symptoms and a stuffy nose. Not really sure if you can stress yourself out so much it makes you ~*actually*~ sick because I know that I don’t have the flu.... but at the same time I have all the symptoms and I’m so weak and tired that it’s just easier to drink Nyquil and sleep it away. 

Ugh",2.565930232558141,4.692813441860466,3.9699418604651164,85.7470058139535,77.37209302325581,8.020930232558143,24.703488372093023,8.841846274778883,1.8705395348837208,340,12,70,8,8,112,62,86,0.25,0.691,0.059,-0.9408,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,1,4,5,0,1,5,0,4,11,2,1,2,15,7,9,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,8,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,8,2,8,7,4,8,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,3,45,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.20111269167867765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153143462811111,0.0,0.0,0.14410190273985596,0.2111620691781121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19362697242178256,0.0,0.0,0.12562966443009105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803494748842641,0.0,0.0,0.20188831576168584,0.0,0.0,0.1721605349757419,0.0,0.18253328090185045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326087486983233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006844533470938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375657043571562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30299758743942723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202559938096334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20623738008110076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038268410693932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360737324532567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942360150801587,0.4284098171270605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017188814193708,0.2368684660856155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003491555270185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nothingontheoriginal,2019/04/14,"Does anyone else get panic attacks when they’re excited? I’m not really sure how to explain this but I just wondered if anyone else experienced the same thing..

I am more often than not quite an anxious person, and also an introvert so social interaction can get very tiring. I do enjoy seeing friends but arranging it makes me anxious, and then if I haven’t seen them in a while I get really awkward and don’t know what to say, and then I internalise everything until I get home and just flop on my bed

However, sometimes I’ll just get overwhelmed with excitement and happiness and it’s almost like my brain doesn’t really know what to do with that emotion and I can feel my heart racing and I get that nervous feeling in my stomach, and I start finding it hard to breathe as if I’m about to have an anxiety attack.. yet I’m feeling anything but anxious in that moment? I’m normally fine once I’ve taken a step back and calmed myself down a bit, but I don’t really want to have to do that when I’m actually feeling good about stuff haha! 

Like today I’ve arranged to meet some old friends which I’m super looking forward to, I’ve got a holiday coming up and I’ve had a really great weekend so just really happy right now, but it’s like the happiness is trying to burst out of my chest? Idk

I was just wondering if anyone experiences this or has idea what might trigger it? Thanks!!",5.0194263939029256,5.689826371841158,6.301197352587247,77.29542218210993,68.67509025270758,9.476855194544727,30.55134376253509,9.586721724236666,2.815820056157241,1103,42,208,23,18,373,153,277,0.06,0.647,0.293,0.9976,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,2,17,25,2,4,10,1,17,6,5,3,1,55,48,33,0,6,17,0,5,3,2,1,1,1,2,1,17,16,0,0,11,2,0,3,6,6,0,0,5,10,20,19,25,42,4,25,0,1,3,0,9,9,0,11,18,134,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.09015947139600383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251540225579404,0.0,0.0,0.0738843797659605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067822161542757,0.3131237582560485,0.0,0.1938040499046419,0.18932927978909286,0.07602923178547402,0.0,0.0,0.210214295994316,0.0,0.07104233224499516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086612887303864,0.0,0.0,0.10313797688256778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958594441903669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085125402275173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15436025145012544,0.10392649770998162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303432092135793,0.0903753074449722,0.0,0.0,0.1868609691866485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444293495821217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427608211031255,0.0,0.2896202806193685,0.0,0.0,0.07749248508727828,0.07389285314759575,0.10186048059012554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29505313868417576,0.082763438540381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948278769178896,0.0,0.0,0.09267486626468524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429724796762904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015504344641583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354115001266031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758446764706935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616711510523486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801136237401102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052274319923301,0.0,0.0,0.09694793410060734,0.09839250803261536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839994940633804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806715264525163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826831060714286,0.0,0.0,0.35512502423108616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890069417128108,0.0,0.07347236568286472,0.0,0.0,0.07362299791150634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941801359489798,0.0,0.0,0.0913762333632081,0.0,0.06539423271907972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576463218800466,0.0,0.0,0.0870766349926488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506044884395247,0.0,0.0,0.061379918813625825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618890093113674,0.08757507138222231,0.0,0.0,0.06272685585296149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623156014359636,0.054494111732419116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20038638078868606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,YunngMa,2019/04/14,"I'm anxious to talk to my professor tomorrow because of past encounter,I also don't wanna cry in front of him or the class. I'm in tears right now just thinking about tomorrow, and I thought if I wrote this down I might get over it idk. Bear with me.

I'm emotional because my doctor told me I might need a neurosurgery, and I can't afford it and scared if something would go bad and be permanently paralyzed. I been skipping classes and professor told us that attendance is must and if you skipped twice you pretty much gonna fail. With my back problem I skipped more than twice. I went to talk to him and told him I can't wake up some morning because of my back problem, he brushed it off and said that's no excuse and that **my back pain can't be worse than his neck pain** and it just crushed me because he did not believe. I left the class crying that day.

Now I want to show him prove that I had a a sick note for 2 of the classes, and my MRI results. And I'm terrified he might pull the same shit and brush me off or some shit for something I'm not responsible for. I don't know what to expect from tomorrow, and It driving me crazy and super emotional. I hope I can stop myself from crying even talking to him about the surgery because it makes me emotional. 

the thing is he taught me 2 other semesters and I'm a great student always had higher grades,I don't know why he believes I would leave until the last semester before I fucking graduate and starts skipping for fun and fuck up my life.

 I hope for the best tomorrow. **but any tips how to keep it together?** I feel like rehearsing what I wanna say over and over again would make it less emotional, but I'm still fucking crying Jesus christ.",3.057675474814203,4.6614958699422,3.9622336911643257,88.66475433526014,74.40462427745666,7.254995871180843,27.386044591246904,7.957251820313856,1.5937154417836503,1345,52,282,20,28,432,172,346,0.135,0.7809999999999999,0.084,-0.9328,1,0,2,0,0,0,32.0,1,2,0,3,14,19,5,1,12,0,22,13,4,4,2,64,55,29,0,16,11,0,1,1,0,8,6,2,0,0,18,21,0,2,6,1,0,6,9,12,0,2,12,5,44,7,38,33,7,35,2,1,0,3,24,12,5,12,18,184,62,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06617384663847653,0.0688532779236528,0.0,0.0,0.056271733453136345,0.0,0.0,0.09348211184075564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19088518088850026,0.06909143781637637,0.25221321077780084,0.0,0.07041277353341646,0.18645816732381426,0.0868393157676146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3635808232459479,0.05336585711720236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469646950161817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723231428845386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054654522133846806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04184006537255668,0.05911545656935549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294986215254554,0.0432326113083881,0.0,0.047027809193722535,0.0,0.0,0.09123037700856383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643756174404879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355055892203892,0.0,0.0,0.09095268712532194,0.06745097097083981,0.0,0.08761858258934846,0.0899063529786639,0.0,0.058447625347560574,0.04042667688284586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047036747641792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633488519404493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06082957773762958,0.061356872532564284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17610021317508534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899268836128494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418484728495333,0.0,0.15835804143157733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066666123879611,0.0787126550577627,0.06580483011787992,0.08284556025668949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698800383109952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740748560576667,0.0,0.0,0.05856972665536145,0.0,0.06608296021113633,0.06918134782169083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995300312741748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054974344335313945,0.053021818306082866,0.0,0.06569296770634983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23720885900223276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953610816138307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0488071362837978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670857385933741,0.07466753893265386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432766485086055,0.17634621708992815,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gauriman2,2019/04/14,"Nausea solution trintellix hello i have been prescribed 5mg trintellix but it is giving me some nausea is there any way  to limit this, even at night makes it kind of hard sleep when taken before bed.",4.858859649122807,6.775358394736844,5.4973684210526335,78.20991228070176,70.3157894736842,8.224561403508767,23.192982456140356,8.841846274778883,1.8123403508771927,161,4,27,3,3,52,34,38,0.051,0.8290000000000001,0.119,0.404,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,1,0,4,7,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,1,3,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501955172013958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130694437634388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430050683272632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529385814448136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295804973643616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831279294488949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455868073551425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3452642714235412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681817351794906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920346200263308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lashmo29,2019/04/14,"Anxious about going to college I just visited the university that I will attend in the Fall. At first, I felt indifferent on campus, but as the two days went on I started getting really excited. I left feeling good about coming back in a few short months to start college. 

I just got back home after a 7-hour car drive from the University and I started having doubts. I'm scared to leave home. I'm scared that I don't know what I even want to study. I am an 'A' student, and I love academics, but I am afraid of being in the honors program and not being ""good enough"". 

I know a lot of my anxiety is about leaving my boyfriend behind (I have already consulted another subreddit about this). But when I was at the university I was feeling good about long distance!

Why am I all of a sudden feeling so anxious and scared about this? I hate this feeling!",3.879735866543101,5.507786222891571,5.028554216867472,81.75374884151995,72.31325301204821,7.7582947173308625,29.636700648748842,8.384062270229773,2.228208155699721,667,28,127,11,13,220,94,166,0.156,0.65,0.193,0.8352,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,13,12,1,5,12,0,12,1,0,0,1,22,32,10,0,1,6,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,6,5,0,0,7,0,0,8,2,6,0,2,5,5,20,6,24,24,4,29,0,0,0,1,3,9,0,2,12,95,26,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360099133349885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13645198651623974,0.0995486088662934,0.2940182876226679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20012290020785076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209492643057524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392267578338529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445842092586596,0.0,0.08594921901209664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26318926974639384,0.0,0.1249445984399937,0.0,0.0,0.11068797230528347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06798722288175206,0.0,0.07395551757184228,0.3274390149488427,0.10407634159259632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847580823145754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610607285428764,0.0,0.12815121301749152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430313928338574,0.0,0.0,0.27557641894878804,0.14138593699196553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516039404247885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063133356530397,0.11744683347076044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386801849309348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08336420405937489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39084659007232003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763187052364397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711748211713222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675367164561701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206312260602275,0.11742151255298555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway239423489,2019/04/14,"I'm too afraid to call a psychiatrist and get the help I need My anxiety is really bad right now so I need to vent a little.    
     
A year ago, I made an appointment with my doctor/GP who referred me to a psychiatrist after hearing about my mental health problems. He gave me the psychiatrist's phone number for me to set up an appointment.    
      
A normal person would go home, call the number and get it over with. Unfortunately, I have been too afraid to call and set up an appointment ever since :( At first it was ""I'll do it tomorrow, I'm too anxious right now."" then it became ""I'll do it next month, maybe it will get better until then..."" and now it has been over a year. The thought of having to tell a professional and a stranger about all my problems makes me feel extremely anxious which is ironic because it's the only way I could get some help for my anxiety. Then there's also the fact that phone calls are really hard for me because of my social anxiety.    
   
I know I just have to get it over with but I can't for some reason. I'm panicking every time I even consider it.",5.1050017724211285,5.133207511520737,6.363317972350233,79.17157036511877,68.35483870967742,9.81056362991847,28.21304501949664,9.661875296680813,2.3191335696561506,838,25,173,17,13,284,112,217,0.114,0.847,0.039,-0.8832,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,2,14,6,0,2,17,0,16,1,0,3,3,29,34,12,0,7,2,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,1,1,13,8,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,5,0,1,6,3,20,1,26,25,3,30,0,0,0,0,15,9,0,2,17,117,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018846866889156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919150512939087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26377939636453085,0.2596921152807804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596756684792206,0.14012901702567052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165240740033783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4694539777024176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176781595247048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176428564170504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591478296284593,0.1039670672672296,0.09683935221441588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05811558418039665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977653257439194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30024910805695865,0.0,0.06532132728956125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296094685772972,0.0,0.0,0.1221726216376223,0.12954231560964885,0.0,0.15407965294460954,0.0,0.11529114967679713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06316635141459309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519703634665905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875613760131513,0.07672131823109067,0.0,0.11546963231879692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582942966299417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917415908057791,0.0,0.0,0.17044860991306884,0.0,0.0,0.122236768747683,0.0,0.11261382461054567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741474295602579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035852659694522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21995831042596692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14726312887490345,0.11817434519886047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963110842873846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507704714848604,0.0,0.0,0.11716376389757513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045997554826126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912471135215428,0.06702066998204538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123161483644177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164792392912379,0.0,0.0,0.14803127728162996
anxiety,ragindaisysfavorit,2019/04/14,"Uncontrollable shaking, headache and slight stutter - anxiety manifesting itself physically? I'd say I've had anxiety for most of my teen years. However it's always been mostly in my head. Last summer I started having panic attacks, where I'd shake and feel unable to breathe. They would come in bursts and weren't constant.

For the past few days I've been shaking basically nonstop. I'm used to only shaking during panic attacks or when I'm cold, so this is really freaking me out. Its not severe, just a slight tremor but its definitely impacting me a bit. Harder to grab things, definitely harder to write and I have to put more effort into speaking correctly as I've developed a slight stutter. Also I've had a headache all weekend and despite taking headache medicine all day long (2 every 6 hours) it doesnt seem to be helping much.

I'm a bit of a hypochondriac like my father and have fears of disease, pain and death. I'm getting bloodwork done soon to determine if theres something physically wrong with me but I cant stop thinking the worst, like I may have a brain tumor or parkinsons. I'm young though, only 18. I know I'm likely fine and it's just a mix of anxiety + stress, but these symptoms are definitely making it harder to get through the day.

Anyone else here have these symptoms (tremor, stutter, headache and slight dissociation) and how do you deal with it? Any easy home remedies I could use to try to make the shaking stop, at least, it's definitely the worst part of all this.",5.158230103230103,6.717965828671327,5.72982017982018,78.23963869463874,69.03496503496504,8.244821844821846,31.800865800865804,8.704169506293173,2.6552166500166505,1201,52,215,20,21,388,169,286,0.212,0.675,0.113,-0.9783,1,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,1,1,11,24,2,10,13,0,20,6,3,5,4,45,39,22,1,3,9,1,2,3,0,2,3,2,1,0,14,15,0,2,4,1,0,7,4,20,0,0,6,5,14,4,26,29,14,30,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,7,20,127,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260622183551168,0.0963559208569944,0.0,0.0,0.07874882443663092,0.0,0.2657629294821484,0.0,0.0,0.08097093005287916,0.11865207057056537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634812904907718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25284995653193176,0.0,0.0,0.1292724984239946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997525274923339,0.0,0.12514001757284288,0.0,0.09245787933339353,0.0,0.0,0.22404668854920465,0.11938600915322548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850488926577935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673708931208654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756755185719794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030860661042912,0.058552593997919324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100275249905622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188454963568545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761914028259245,0.0,0.11615810068473745,0.0,0.11404090984992547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364134131781041,0.09439347866343192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16972393162838653,0.0,0.0,0.10248046667718773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15459647393118775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512724673399938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17614414535862702,0.12322069998187656,0.2717356440828229,0.0,0.12540147448258765,0.11054540114213628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641224585891702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07418524925353888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208980594761516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542111341777796,0.0,0.13082245670366602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914946368443441,0.0,0.0,0.08196472435891261,0.0,0.0,0.19363006893814416,0.13264994642230954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407236870368381,0.08706813216286971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693320828984067,0.07420076839420599,0.11377414514366235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862145079330761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20003020743965932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226188909596466,0.12661049362509771,0.0,0.07457221156686253
anxiety,NekoUchuujin,2019/04/14,"Does anyone else with anxiety have a strong feeling that they're being watched? I get it all the time and I'm so tired of this. I realize it's stupid and there's ~~probably~~ no hidden cameras or peep-holes in my apartment, but I still do stuff like turning the lights off in my bathroom before I take a shower...",1.6857142857142868,4.151131539682538,2.7168253968254,91.61428571428574,82.80952380952381,5.504761904761906,23.285714285714285,6.868970318607317,0.8088476190476189,249,9,50,3,7,79,52,63,0.127,0.7609999999999999,0.112,0.0334,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,4,0,3,1,0,0,1,8,8,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,6,2,5,7,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,1,3,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22461898426037186,0.0,0.0,0.2053063769864527,0.3008490419323953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249849536606426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25694939883438844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452823663246681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148463416796879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15340466451815393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434482122895389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165727089177877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344858206515273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361253821864108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22076617810444424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17121255514982536,0.33747372983802953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31937493866391203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,unlovablepimp,2019/04/14,experiences with vistaril? i got prescribed vistaril for social anxiety and i’m terrified to take it so what’re u guys experiences with taking it? does it work?,2.7462068965517226,5.658647068965517,5.3892413793103495,66.75489655172416,95.55172413793105,10.595862068965518,29.93793103448276,9.3871,4.9737255172413795,131,7,20,6,5,46,23,29,0.213,0.787,0.0,-0.7383,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346469469337345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684207310057929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6000798969036718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453193076312697,0.0,0.0,0.3037100652233283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126717234408794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4612442697041973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22330246170604467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hokie23aa,2019/04/14,"Question for those with Anxiety  

Hello,

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I would like to preface this by saying that I know this can be a touchy topic, so if you feel uncomfortable it is perfectly fine if you choose not to respond. 

​

I am doing a paper on alcohol consumption as a coping method for anxiety and was wondering if you guys would be able to answer a few questions and share their thoughts/experiences, such as:

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* How did your anxiety start?
* Did you get diagnosed?
* Are you on medication?
* Have you skipped class due to your anxiety?
* Have you missed deadlines because of this?
* Have you ever turned to alcohol to deal with your anxiety?

Of course, all responses will remain anonymous.

Thanks!",3.8576524390243883,7.120497463414638,4.196742886178864,78.66633384146346,82.4959349593496,7.953048780487803,29.638719512195124,8.660442795831766,3.2510817073170735,560,27,89,15,16,175,82,123,0.101,0.785,0.113,0.6759,0,0,3,0,0,0,33.0,0,11,1,1,4,6,0,0,4,0,16,4,0,1,3,21,24,9,0,5,4,0,1,1,0,3,4,1,0,1,6,4,2,0,7,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,15,5,17,16,2,5,0,1,0,0,20,2,0,6,4,70,21,2,0.11468959309359512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451365913691165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727983786003133,0.4180812270307456,0.0,0.0,0.43868612398689705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991371143953899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182399344763634,0.0,0.1164075227930304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374330305627788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121884292530219,0.0,0.0,0.057990504304817385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05992057875301497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356072863479905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06303040097226065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05603154199041538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553769908464627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569571844225265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120576773122543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117788429574269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559076828779232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474934334011452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243759713795103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629443926570176,0.0,0.4180812270307456,0.0
anxiety,turtleneckthug,2019/04/14,"I can't find a ringtone that won't give me a jolt of anxiety. Every time I hear a phone ring I panic. I'm trying to work on that reaction itself, and trying to dissociate my feelings towards phone calls from feelings of dread and terror, but while I'm coaching myself through that I need the least intimidating ringtone I can find.

I've tried funny ringtones so that I laugh instead of panic, my favorite songs to remind me of something happy, ambient ringtones to keep me calm, but none of these have worked. Every time I hear a phone ring I panic. I can't control other people's phones but I can control mine.

I have to have my ringer on because I lose my phone about 2-3 times a day (lol adhd) so I need to be able to call it from my partner's phone to find it.

Does anyone have any suggestions as to what other types of ringtones I should try next?",5.542716763005779,5.362588618497113,6.29919653179191,80.71365028901737,67.4393063583815,8.307283236994222,30.59479768786128,7.554174236665415,1.8990628901734103,673,23,133,6,10,222,95,173,0.114,0.748,0.138,0.7979,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,5,4,9,0,5,6,1,11,0,0,2,0,16,21,9,0,3,3,0,2,0,1,2,0,5,0,1,11,2,0,3,5,2,0,0,4,6,0,0,0,7,24,3,23,18,2,9,0,1,0,0,13,3,0,0,6,86,35,3,0.12437799542110267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14947818018855308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458130198954886,0.0,0.09514882605959936,0.0,0.0,0.08696798633087266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581967157388833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540076792370011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790009958807669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021351751177715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088440219615272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20958765104246896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257785032510471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410377035525409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931470665366588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324026889251909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803660807138974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105528771539621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13914716221711845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844494152337803,0.0,0.0,0.13227740916793626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4377923366714282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622804137487043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575225743423252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21757742805416594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377779780195386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18109732400267747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whythefuckarewe,2019/04/14,"Am I destined to live with anxiety for the rest of my life? Over the course of few years my anxiety has only gotten worse. I keep asking myself when did thing get so complicated? The smallest task requires me to mentally prepare myself 3-4 days in advance. I am tired of being anxious all the time and I want to change. But it's like I am in a dream where I want to move but I can't. You know the dreams where you want to run but you just keep moving and you are still where you were originally. 


2 months back I had a really bad anxiety attack. It was 2 Am and I had to wake my brother up because I just couldn't breathe. The occasional fast heart-rate, nausea etc., I have learnt to cope with. But that was out of my control. I have had minor anxiety attacks where I would sit on the floor of my washroom and rock back and forth. I had to deal with them and so I did. But this one felt too real. 

 I thought I had moved past that. Took control of the situation because I hadn't felt that way for a long time. But it's still with me. It's a part of me. 


I have a very important exam in 20 days and I just can't make myself study for it. I am not going out, not enjoying myself but I am also not studying. With anxiety comes the self hate. The growing feeling that you are letting yourself and others down again and again. I want to leave but I have nowhere to go.",0.15018305224187856,2.371487206293711,2.172406417112299,94.4697860962567,87.77622377622379,5.18288770053476,19.95022624434389,6.661559191721324,0.18634216371863488,1055,33,238,13,34,351,143,286,0.138,0.7979999999999999,0.064,-0.9731,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,6,1,4,18,6,3,0,15,0,30,4,2,4,1,51,50,21,0,6,14,1,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,12,17,0,5,5,3,0,10,7,4,0,1,16,3,43,2,34,30,5,43,0,0,0,0,11,14,0,0,18,178,55,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446332558119078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4039905094089821,0.11931919405501272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873933147568743,0.24031329193845194,0.0,0.16242869351988928,0.08818729609356052,0.12876849462407688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173069825533057,0.09098125417638822,0.0,0.0,0.2369209566093494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623079187869744,0.10888835718682884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779289415058294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05340404470073165,0.0,0.2028212450039161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05518146987305801,0.0,0.12005120938488488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427671025291707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515880043440927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877577055131807,0.0,0.0,0.05804533675607335,0.0,0.0,0.1118350714692104,0.0,0.10800239088701524,0.0746016902440133,0.051600016398865634,0.0,0.09326334578363048,0.09346932475057984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050137697306823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643892041386983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430392786038099,0.3367682457321997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715700402643559,0.08032786568634825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143748806251649,0.10082510681362368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202173306489449,0.0676621153182674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101834552409726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871996963888695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869463896138964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07016844539163111,0.0,0.0,0.08384953877760276,0.12317435696710935,0.1213932869283905,0.0,0.0,0.11734638605173707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714658097376532,0.2491868465888457,0.08383529659999046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763459242005688,0.07502857350100724,0.0,0.0,0.06801505190514122
anxiety,vistanex_,2019/04/14,Dark thoughts Does anyone else get dark thoughts of harming others while being anxious. I know I wouldn't do anything to anyone and straight after being anxious these thoughts go away I just want to know if I'm the only one ?,3.880348837209304,6.333702093023256,3.4211046511627927,89.68188953488372,74.58139534883722,4.3,29.3546511627907,3.1291,0.90193488372093,182,8,32,0,4,54,32,43,0.174,0.753,0.073,-0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,10,13,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,0,3,0,5,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5052746175842212,0.0,0.3127334308556885,0.2291345121232479,0.18402775261889015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101069668073016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19569939383589469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18681347621797664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683701146602435,0.0,0.12709361095018776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24580148704700516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515369132831505,0.1700800610391031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.532609744509333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190227860484308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fohr,2019/04/14,. I feel so certain I'm going to kill myself. Like I'm destined to. Nothing's changed.,-1.6483333333333334,-0.489643055555554,1.2427777777777784,94.16750000000002,118.44444444444444,1.8,26.722222222222214,3.1291,0.3979555555555554,67,4,13,0,4,23,14,18,0.228,0.534,0.238,-0.204,0,0,0,0,0,1,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5236503272730718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502897227164666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813231102353906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5476503948279338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418347499521936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4749712579274389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jsjeffwoods41,2019/04/14,IBS Any good anti anxiety meds that might help with IBS?,0.5881818181818161,2.873626454545456,1.5731818181818191,93.57977272727274,102.63636363636364,5.836363636363638,14.590909090909092,7.1686216300943375,0.3073272727272731,45,1,9,1,2,14,10,11,0.241,0.422,0.337,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184673532938417,0.0,0.358256424191258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39279681880115097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138988086181795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5201876443962251,0.0,0.0,0.4968036746210705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Vitebs47,2019/04/14,"Can workouts increase anxiety? Hello! My question may sound a bit counterintuitive, given that there are lots of sources and personal stories claiming that exercise is an extremely helpful tool in dealing with stress and anxiety. Yet, can such activities as weightlifting actually exacerbate anxiety by releasing more cortisol into the bloodstream? The stress physical activity produces, albeit it a 'good' kind of stress, is stress nonetheless. Especially when we look at strenuous muscle-building types of activity.

What do you think or maybe some of you have had related experience? Thanks.",8.664589371980675,12.493563043478265,8.533623188405802,52.087705314009675,65.30434782608697,12.784541062801932,45.00483091787439,11.645159339076185,7.5615468599033795,488,32,56,20,9,157,76,92,0.16399999999999998,0.757,0.079,-0.7807,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,2,0,1,4,7,0,4,5,0,9,1,0,1,0,12,13,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,4,5,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,3,4,3,10,10,5,6,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,5,2,42,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.1575283880496086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3704711046626034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17623526895343056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16642301008059154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15790550100680026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539638235166435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820037504660768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16810022928463242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13555709607533872,0.0,0.0,0.13723852371553216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16217400915199576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095086546979818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180833947019732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7396512716091079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14861927632994015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343519574900673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Skhuko,2019/04/14,"Do you also feel anxious about going to public bathrooms ? Hello,

I don’t know if it’s right for me to post something like this but I’m feeling sad, stressed and humiliated right now.

Today we are celebrating my little brother’s 9th birthday at a restaurant with all our family (8 people). Everything is going fine, we are all having a nice dinner, we enjoy our drinks and nothing wrong happens even if it’s a first for my family. But at one point I have to go to the bathroom and so I went. Except that since I’ve always feel anxious around my parents especially around the whole family together, I wasn’t really feeling well when I was in the bathroom. But it’s fine, I can take a few minutes to get myself together, at least I thought.    
I think it was maybe after 2 minutes or 3, some lady started knocking *strongly* at my door. I was thinking she could wait a bit but no, she knocked again and again and again, always so strongly. While I know I shouldn’t take too long because there are other people too but so are the toilets, there are three of them ! And no waiting line like it could have been. Anyways, I was then more anxious than I was before going to the bathroom but also pissed at how the lady was rude (imo). I went out, came back at my table as if nothing had happened but my appetite was honestly cut.

I want to go to the bathroom again because of my anxiety (I think it’s relevant in the story even though it’s humiliating but I have incontinence since I was a little kid because of said anxiety) and I went around 10 mins later, accompanied by my little brother to make it look less weird (like people would think I’m the one accompanying my brother) but instead, my brother got upset for waiting and when we came back at our table he told the whole family who blatantly laughed at me. It was so embarrassing, some of them were mocking me and looking at me as if I was a pathetic fragile and weak little girl inside of a 19 yo young adult (my relationship with my family isn’t that great in general). I thought it was upsetting but I tolerable except it was not. I felt my eyes starting to get teary and so told my family I was going out but will come back and I seriously started to cry and sat somewhere in the parking lot ashamed of myself. 

I am not specifically looking for any compliments, comfort or anything but I felt the need to share what happened because I was overwhelmed and don’t have any friend to talk to. Although I would appreciate it if you would tell me if I did something wrong. And if you, too, are anxious about going to the public bathroom.",4.3967706441619505,5.741027383399214,5.577900865292173,79.42968326033547,70.6205533596838,7.999914539044973,30.67172310650572,8.441846121484758,2.377482063882064,2040,86,381,32,37,679,223,506,0.14,0.721,0.139,-0.2525,1,0,3,0,0,0,51.0,7,3,2,3,34,33,4,6,21,0,44,5,2,2,3,88,97,52,0,15,25,5,7,3,1,5,1,1,1,3,18,29,2,3,14,1,0,13,9,16,1,4,33,12,65,17,54,57,12,61,0,2,4,0,35,25,1,12,25,289,83,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522283230282534,0.10948338784113848,0.0,0.0,0.08947751223949353,0.0,0.10065676512491166,0.2972912435111314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054138717355527416,0.17569839615635607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15176297282109724,0.0,0.16041738378738235,0.0,0.055981568533871096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182451688071594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504901123454313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05667137295997445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505427971624552,0.0,0.0722660951726493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06444814522638599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690598943868827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05912688482574448,0.0,0.3721199194094749,0.0,0.1330595214235573,0.0,0.12633545804434831,0.0,0.0,0.05596006492391123,0.0,0.0,0.05082839561599905,0.0,0.06874404376956257,0.0,0.2617257173499549,0.0,0.05261744985716798,0.07253257252325153,0.0,0.0,0.17453090872671373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231179560381244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642350395868103,0.2637513283548649,0.0,0.0582211688683424,0.16573849819930395,0.0,0.0,0.05593143030805866,0.0,0.0,0.043914648844985985,0.0,0.0660938637715522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04878168821280175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262525835736445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891606184438447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305086643411764,0.0,0.0,0.13682936617234046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06219184224698464,0.0,0.06300764824110784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04214609929456738,0.0,0.0,0.07063273376599997,0.0,0.11236684313598486,0.06258037671968543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884263292160028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129512770552204,0.0,0.0,0.1396973163631092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536104373292253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893023695283393,0.05287868265852647,0.057502460214376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16861966409454218,0.06463732974720135,0.10445818817522057,0.0,0.0,0.06236025178223774,0.12572836177963045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03880403949031662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05915218565498322,0.1829611050303553,0.0,0.14690207279778136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020379175979494,0.14385982361050054,0.0,0.0
anxiety,user884849,2019/04/14,"Irritated with myself - letting the past back in I’m 18 now and I’ve changed a lot since I was 15, when I left school. I’ve bettered myself and I’ve been the happiest I’ve ever been. 

I cut out a lot of people who I once considered ‘friends’ and it was one of the best decisions I’ve ever made. I made new friends, looked after myself, and have self improved, etc etc - leaving the past where it belongs. 

So it’s been 3 years since I’ve seen any of them, until the other day when one of my old ‘friends’ knocked on my door, without any warning of them coming. 

I wasn’t expecting this, but I opened the door anyway because it could be the post. 

I was caught off guard and didn’t know quite what to do, which was stupid. ‘Hey man, wanna go to a gig?’. This is the first thing they had to say to me in over three years. 

This person was ok, but wasn’t someone I wanted to associate with or know. So I let them in and talked for a bit - mainly them complaining about their life to me. 

I offered them a lift to town because I was heading there anyway. They decided to follow me and so we talked for a bit, mainly them just bringing up the past and blatantly not getting over the fact that we’re not in school anymore. Their life seems like a downward spiral tbh and the complete opposite of what I want in a friend. They also don’t look after themselves and I noticed some kids pointing and laughing at them, which made me think how much I want to distant myself from this person. 

Now I may sound callous, but I really don’t like this person. I only invited them in because I wasn’t expecting them and I was in a good mood. 

Also, they associate with people who I hate with a passion. 

So now I’m not sure why they came over? Like if they had an ulterior motive or whatever. They came over when I was younger and recorded our conversation, but that was years ago so I though they had matured, but now I’m not too sure. Maybe they did? They haven’t changed at all. 

Now I’m pissed off because I wish I just told them to fuck off. Instead, they know what I’m up to and like I’m their buddy again. How I haven’t heard back from them? So what the fuck. 

I didn’t want these people to know anything about how my life’s changed since school, even if it’s for the better. I don’t want to associate with them, and the fact that they just nonchalantly knocked on my door without an invite has seriously annoyed me. 

What can I do? I wanted to be a different person.",2.888885483706204,4.225275852589647,3.8861752988047797,90.12670191030749,74.33864541832668,6.822024721626315,25.02318929410563,7.321109707123232,0.9593752579425878,1906,61,415,21,39,615,206,502,0.085,0.8009999999999999,0.114,0.8892,1,0,0,0,0,0,54.0,2,0,27,6,37,27,7,0,27,1,38,8,2,7,8,83,76,40,0,13,18,0,0,4,4,1,3,3,3,7,25,26,0,1,9,0,0,7,16,9,0,4,30,6,72,17,59,40,12,62,0,0,3,3,51,27,3,9,31,298,97,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453320032157732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164369761636256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901359554575193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721984775382481,0.0,0.0,0.05990856170942994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119580941522618,0.0,0.1775138977301705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639957365135336,0.12877215179482454,0.15895845753202162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665286253994498,0.0,0.0,0.23103964756269826,0.06271113557854023,0.0763298795522304,0.0,0.0,0.058125230026139924,0.0,0.0,0.046950263198801065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606096830313988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16238347607177578,0.048084006100628116,0.13170433745924182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619240197498983,0.0,0.0,0.22498176714129373,0.13460567319560404,0.038035226816323146,0.0,0.04137416952676539,0.061061557717268275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187536568441746,0.07471425759619353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600368786279857,0.0,0.0,0.07708515773748817,0.07909789448939464,0.1488867709955102,0.15426331787679587,0.14226647691493144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226807396509184,0.0,0.0,0.1237846667885606,0.0,0.20665661863757545,0.0,0.0,0.07313783018482294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05351670223868708,0.0,0.0,0.07031112163872072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288378703985523,0.0763918187290911,0.07753009600109784,0.0986629287320686,0.0553680175261718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20848878157422293,0.1514119825404568,0.2542661556445109,0.0,0.0,0.06881994995576331,0.0,0.0697227006327123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743223246948848,0.0,0.0,0.04663782804123942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05789383438556154,0.0,0.22103380528187494,0.0,0.0662747892467287,0.07594673938801218,0.0,0.0,0.18066383660827864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061683579231272566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13722711221457554,0.0,0.0,0.117028477138026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048365379573234835,0.04664758441492642,0.07152606576294569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956394322049361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576375253718616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06569107655472815,0.0,0.08371691680652145,0.1403540586058219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14064329558929212
anxiety,DevilsHand130,2019/04/14,Started meds a few months ago I started taking Zoloft about 3 months ago. I am 32 and the first time I was diagnosed with anxiety I was 9. My battle is in my head I am never enough. As a kid my dad verbally abused me and now that he no longer does it I do. My therapist is always telling me to think positive but Im finding a hard time not beating myself to be the best mom and wife to my 3 kids and my husband. The Zoloft is helping some what but I am having a hard time with being confident enough or having the sex drive to be intimate with my husband. I'm not sure on how to get past all my insecurities about my looks and calm my mind. Any tips other than staying positive?,1.9849766899766903,3.508802083916084,3.9106468531468543,88.25007284382286,77.11188811188809,7.284149184149183,24.50407925407925,8.07648339933343,1.2924317016317013,530,18,117,9,12,180,88,143,0.105,0.733,0.162,0.9291,0,0,0,0,1,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,4,5,1,1,8,0,14,5,1,1,3,21,21,10,0,0,5,5,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,8,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,2,3,20,3,14,16,6,17,0,0,1,1,10,2,0,2,13,81,24,0,0.0,0.18798165941092387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812783061400529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320146723422984,0.0,0.0,0.10789166003376302,0.0,0.12137156265462094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649989896200487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16103270850852697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884111426461104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278685427289945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14500889717892382,0.13495288702434566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289131888110426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842495930634191,0.0,0.16282703876799792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634390996174604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17137592706960836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332312537133256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17623127740562292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019753936975795,0.1858162299097027,0.25327573851440033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236544623228215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15145530010953887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22459535716394327,0.1691064047766552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495315957052451,0.0,0.11928972124085947,0.0,0.13867251632899344,0.0,0.0,0.1842120825686691,0.0,0.10166048998323512,0.0,0.0,0.2775411272522291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,geeky_senpai,2019/04/14,"Struggling to belong Hi. It’s currently the spring term of my first year of college. I’m a first generation student and I’ve recently changed majors and now I want to switch back. I just started counseling.

However, recently I’ve had a few panic attacks and thoughts regarding my identity and placement in my university’s community especially within the Filipino community and identity.

Being multiethnic is difficult. You don’t feel you belong in any community. You just exist in a void.

Any advice for me academically or for identity purposes, please?",5.158948863636365,8.554533739583334,7.234469696969698,58.73931818181822,76.1875,11.407575757575758,37.89393939393939,10.637119530657019,6.084929166666668,453,28,62,19,11,158,65,96,0.122,0.84,0.038,-0.836,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,2,4,4,1,2,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,11,9,6,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,2,1,9,0,10,6,3,15,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,11,42,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276415584693437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168356516165159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26502067478029673,0.0,0.17912851017557566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464361817563155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778937276769427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3963039023081875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733232542718648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557153410360743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4600311874880834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16488720331769324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24353581843139166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849407593529892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13740327406913466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15001579651061522
anxiety,bennettosborne,2019/04/14,"Anxiety at prom I went to prom last night and the entire night I was freaking out.  My heart was racing, I was sweating, and my mind was in a million places to where I couldn’t focus on anything. I only went because my girlfriend wanted me to go with her.  I ended up having 2 panic attacks and having to hide in the bathroom and calm down.  My anxiety was getting better before this event, but I guess this triggered my mind back to its former state and now I feel stuck living in those moments, can anybody relate?",3.769133663366336,5.433269415841585,4.638700495049509,84.29191212871288,72.66336633663366,5.8420792079207935,26.48638613861386,5.985473137389443,1.0534247524752476,405,14,73,2,8,131,68,101,0.129,0.8340000000000001,0.037000000000000005,-0.7140000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,1,3,0,9,2,2,1,0,15,17,6,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,3,0,1,8,1,15,2,14,8,0,23,0,0,0,0,2,10,0,1,9,55,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29492810334291525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15862847576384287,0.0,0.0,0.21929705571297547,0.0,0.1482237372926499,0.0,0.11750724028567056,0.0,0.1640280989496037,0.0,0.0,0.1704842311113931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17073182672553605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746734915548527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071131542882092,0.0,0.10955231206948768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21235145018533025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22842645290601266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15712851497606584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17021428129351654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3892736932206409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36179220428561815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14660582687398896,0.0,0.22616720363193765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20139751519272206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136972935174357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35738860754607393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,louanie1,2019/04/14,Making small decisions Does anyone have any strategy or thought process to help make decisions? Today my anxiety was such that I couldn’t order a takeaway for my partner and myself as I was so scared of making a bad choice. The decisions are so minor but they just feel paralysing!,5.721538461538457,7.7041365384615395,5.5915384615384625,78.12846153846156,68.23076923076923,9.046153846153846,32.230769230769226,9.516144504307137,3.2637923076923068,228,10,38,5,4,71,44,52,0.123,0.841,0.036000000000000004,-0.5287,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,3,0,5,0,0,3,0,13,10,6,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,6,0,4,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21245186414409967,0.0,0.2389954397956932,0.0,0.0,0.2184467533868832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608521874079069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27339512188550924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579656310341587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20940415510035826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6256152262288431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127803718229873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480213882516228,0.0,0.0,0.29613142806588183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,joohs,2019/04/14,first day of school tomorrow help I’ve been home for eight months now because my anxiety got really bad. I have no idea how I’m going to do this. I’m freaking out :),1.7630476190476188,3.3345942571428613,3.794285714285717,88.63904761904762,77.85714285714286,8.095238095238095,23.095238095238088,8.841846274778883,1.5070952380952378,129,4,29,3,3,44,31,35,0.253,0.612,0.134,-0.6195,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,2,0,2,0,4,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,15,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615066446392687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854220998282189,0.2083824754550247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22045850367169928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907689074626518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19427553506798745,0.0,0.2734006550786229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291281290581449,0.0,0.3428933660942705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3858957220164551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27285340609772546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21899144081331195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34596030389983884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HeisMike,2019/04/14,"(Triggers) Realisation - birthday anxiety is the worst but made a breakthrough Sorry there may be triggers in this one but overall I'm hoping this will help some of you. 

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First post in this community (which I think is a community of beautifully minded people btw)  but literally just made a breakthrough in my own anxiety today. I was mindlessly scrolling online and the anxiety was building up on me in a big way. It's the usual suspects: toxic Instagram feed, low vibrational posts on Reddit. But the thing that I realised was that it was ***how I was comparing myself to all of these people***, when my story and theirs do not match in the slightest. 

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Context is so important when looking at anything. When you read about at unusually successful people, we tend to normalise their story while the simple fact is that we wouldn't be reading about them unless it was uncommon. Our brain doesn't help us out there and it's important to call it out so we can help stop beating ourselves up. 

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Another contextual point that really helped me was just learning and accepting my story, my roots are different to yours and therefore my challenges, family circumstance, financial burdens are all major variables to consider and be aware of and **accept.** Acceptance is half the battle. For a while, I didn't want to accept my reality because of my ego but once I did that - and it was hard - I was able to actually start looking at ways I could start focussing on the specific things that I was unhappy about - I did a wheel of life to see which areas were my biggest pain points and started working a plan of action. 

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Just that simple action made me feel so much better and the feeling on my brain is that I've released it from underneath a boulder, I feel like I have mindspace now and it's awesome and I wanted to post this here so this might help some of you guys. 

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So much love to yall, hope you understand that everyone is rooting for you :)",4.208571428571428,6.849165633879782,4.898668227946917,78.56690163934428,74.3551912568306,7.898704137392661,30.129274004683843,8.759644201051973,2.8369588758782203,1586,72,267,34,35,509,191,366,0.102,0.7240000000000001,0.174,0.9899,1,0,0,0,0,0,62.0,5,7,3,7,19,16,1,0,17,0,35,6,2,9,3,62,56,29,0,6,10,0,4,1,0,4,2,0,0,1,27,17,1,1,11,2,0,2,4,5,0,3,17,7,41,11,42,31,9,43,0,1,3,1,23,23,0,6,14,209,68,6,0.07040085053261982,0.0,0.06870107467505704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3813964606946445,0.4277236957711021,0.0,0.07382143014668885,0.16156937388555745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05793390144712611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04291570504761488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06226383123166718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15718126430713875,0.0718871396807692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05620935058095168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355390474936871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727102964608797,0.0,0.0,0.06636765636690868,0.0,0.10679035601450804,0.050294381687258666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05988292749875526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970791043324713,0.0,0.0,0.06306533394093558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23594103062888044,0.0,0.0,0.13984785914545875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04972620273168864,0.03439429948592028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823796708023085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06353951623840723,0.1998449609859536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468417706095222,0.07108479001140305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350545113431643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497460818203587,0.047705438309235605,0.0,0.07491146859573282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14642125639668058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13310311863840876,0.0,0.20227366265315733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14083980400520285,0.0,0.045100587568001706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05610036304565282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880798836874173,0.14949025307453226,0.0,0.0,0.058858263386682576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354239373126476,0.04511002235954962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673177454953644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328976822380144,0.0846835549626449,0.0,0.07753659070443449,0.0,0.08304849133456135,0.11176183652586652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05125265765783031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4277236957711021,0.0
anxiety,Nikki1190,2019/04/14,"Started looking for a job So, I've met with my support worker at the local mental health association and we've come to the conclusion that I should start looking for work. I wanted to wait until after June when all the classes at the association I wanted to take were over, but the pressure started kicking in and the need for funds is looming over my head. I'm tripping over the fact that I'm not sure how to apply for a job. I know the entire process, but I get anxious just opening a job site. How does one deal with anxiety that presents itself so highly that it becomes nauseating? I want to find a job-- need to find a job, but it's so difficult just looking at the vacancies online.",7.195714285714287,6.206841167883213,7.7187695516162655,74.5816788321168,64.32846715328465,9.872367049009386,36.35974973931178,8.841846274778883,3.0811384775808137,548,23,104,7,7,182,80,137,0.12,0.855,0.025,-0.9119,5,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,8,4,0,1,14,0,3,2,1,2,3,28,23,12,0,6,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,4,0,1,2,1,2,0,1,2,3,8,2,21,20,1,21,0,0,3,0,2,11,0,0,8,69,15,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000886651087809,0.1478066758584637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14449733666954542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270304708097348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13488547457045186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449487412883334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23916223257066835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835605700756084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427478889993638,0.13907183177776838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13823470366207166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6491693565818086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190367269028555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32960616251310265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185123427069226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940254705747028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865740190680102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778177482002589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14847037574168664,0.12331074494206558,0.0,0.09837188134564764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315101925992449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952496744565547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bisoubisou-12,2019/04/14,"Stressful 2019 This year has been a fucking wild ride!

I’ve had anxiety since I was 13, 14. So I’ve worked so hard on getting it under control, and I’ve made a lot of progress so I can’t complain.

This year, I worked so hard to get into animation school and I got in!!! Now I’m trying to finance it with loans and that’s been stressing me out and triggering my anxiety because money is fucking awful lmao.

I’ve been diagnosed with gastritis which was triggered with stress, so I’m on a strict diet of boiled potatoes, boiled chicken, toast etc. I can’t drink coffee or soda or eat anything acidic. I get flare ups every two weeks even on medication and I’m up until 4-5am shaking on the bathroom floor with pain.

And last night my dad just had a heart attack. So now I’m trying to figure out how to financially fly there to see him and help him. He’s stable but he’s sedated and asleep right now. 

I just desperately needed to vent to people I don’t know because I just can’t talk to them about it right now. I feel like I complain a lot about things to them and I just can’t anymore.

So thanks for listening.",1.7507026597856274,3.7977532663755484,3.361248511314013,89.50383386264393,79.65502183406113,6.085033743549028,23.50952759031361,7.1686216300943375,0.8665790393013101,874,30,184,11,22,289,130,229,0.133,0.797,0.07,-0.8275,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,4,20,12,3,4,6,1,14,13,2,5,0,34,31,21,0,1,7,1,3,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,8,16,6,1,3,1,3,2,5,10,0,1,9,6,19,2,30,22,3,26,0,0,1,2,12,14,2,4,11,111,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19575662403722635,0.0,0.1268880158735013,0.0,0.0,0.10528862641345436,0.0,0.0,0.14555700457532156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598934382667812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14350227774337554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986245990299858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533833487815738,0.0,0.13092066259874016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269357050136056,0.08450710232948883,0.0,0.10779999267218164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06469332358724415,0.09140462202426287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365679634734522,0.2005394557578482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233007524834543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292289046339135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15161658300730965,0.08575948247559945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07031575556747605,0.10429303712686117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06250793505820704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21755016587492532,0.0,0.12106556444655033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889209781863786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487031087800428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006861962488605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614352622631098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870162132275701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21853030781114408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294881459623066,0.10195636784040396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583822332068138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4396850073645253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283811910628447,0.0,0.11779545328251954,0.0,0.0,0.08500161305708127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17373382150245248,0.0,0.12498461524854072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263053448978958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862923707893889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647860114850899
anxiety,MondayMorningFever,2019/04/14,"I am just so, so tired of feeling worried. I've had this fear of losing time my entire life. This isn't just losing time as in procrastinating, but fear of losing years of my life and missing the opportunity to do stuff. I am constantly worrying about time frames and about making the wrong choices.

This came from a professional choice I recently made. I got accepted to some great schools in a foreign country, but I didn't leave because I could get the same degree (PhD) in my home country while working in a great job at the same time. My job is amazing, I am getting a great degree, I am living in a city I like, but I'm still nervous I screwed up and let go of a great opportunity for nothing. My anxiety got triggered when I heard someone mention one of the schools I turned down in a movie. The guy they mentioned in the movie got a PhD in the same field as me in a school I could have gone to, and he was cited as a genius. I am never going to do something as impressive as what I could have done. I am just sick of being so goddamn emotional all the fucking time. I get scared that I made choices for the wrong reasons. I feel a weight in my chest ever since I was a kid, and all the time it was because I worried about things I won't be able to do or things I could have done but wasted stupidly.

I don't want to stop being myself or anything, but it sure would be a lot easier to just change a bit. I am afraid I will never be able to enjoy something.",6.447328918322295,4.964032562913907,7.070609271523177,80.22946799117001,66.08609271523179,9.642737306843268,33.70949227373068,8.238735603445708,2.379008565121413,1142,41,244,12,15,379,143,302,0.19,0.623,0.187,0.2779,2,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,6,13,26,3,5,25,0,36,8,1,5,6,43,57,22,0,6,11,0,3,1,0,3,4,1,1,2,10,6,1,1,4,0,0,4,6,14,0,1,15,4,35,12,39,29,8,33,0,4,0,2,7,13,2,4,17,178,45,10,0.16428884958497725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06284026012707586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759786244562299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014895783303084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968043665390349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395133843814826,0.0,0.0,0.08689790946842335,0.0,0.0,0.08876894085914094,0.0,0.2623425561764894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168124532995685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924014215542411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430433508187835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848706308020932,0.08306937867776924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594119706302915,0.12875121470391654,0.0,0.093369139257167,0.0,0.1970952016277033,0.3622580733160529,0.0,0.08133589527263224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239755571387485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16303133302773332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697908513663527,0.0,0.08399823980537385,0.11604207306037033,0.04013161667844372,0.0,0.07253503204739467,0.0,0.0,0.2756957988380555,0.0,0.06983625244614487,0.0,0.15545408181550455,0.05483204141089832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670968888624695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788197910357808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05566318815381338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445814982130806,0.08110770950533584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224089942804935,0.24940363011460745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795071704541028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960070455794165,0.12647758283749952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06560064374956068,0.06867641731037925,0.0,0.0,0.09403571350595456,0.0,0.0,0.07742014822758474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914621156752796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873944481067934,0.09441293236592073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934954580884856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04845091003126871,0.0,0.0,0.10002977956036724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0598021195843092,0.2502649522861197,0.0,0.058353042533898426,0.1796240665254945,0.0,0.05289831635560464
anxiety,brittybat,2019/04/14,"Anxiety and dizziness I was diagnosed with anxiety over a year ago. They suggested medication, but I didn't want to be on anything.

Well all last month, I was dizzy every single day. Went to the doctor and they said it was probably because of anxiety. Blood tests came back normal, physical normal. Now I know some people get dizzy when they're anxious, but most of the time I was just at home, chill and relaxed, but still dizzy. I'd wake up dizzy. So would anxiety make you dizzy constantly? Or just when you're anxious?",3.7187878787878788,6.03851865656566,4.433333333333334,82.87000000000003,74.55555555555556,8.44040404040404,27.161616161616163,9.150863307647796,2.471573737373737,413,16,77,10,9,132,69,99,0.235,0.7,0.065,-0.9061,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,2,0,9,2,0,0,3,0,7,5,2,1,1,20,14,10,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,8,1,8,2,9,4,4,18,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,3,12,48,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530300892782827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5015858775317791,0.3703603256919577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489016868125295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260424701787912,0.0,0.09992261091255812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18747799754682767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17713662788934853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571325269387376,0.0,0.0,0.1663728525898927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16777654789727686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13810759709493434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564014916545665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16442265756714314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008479313046258,0.1336146728240039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094162307425512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16512967647771407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13083741650604244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32120877228085365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363978304306538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767308321333584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15592311721054966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13090475912748326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558163572200136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668281200659813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473815541005025,0.15195320173288965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644231734093174,0.0,0.0,0.10555752146603294
anxiety,bmmoore2021,2019/04/14,Is it even real? I feel like anxiety is so...idk...common? Mainstream? these days. What if I don't actually have a disorder? What if I'm just exaggerating everything to get attention? What if I'm just a little nervous and not willing to face it so I call it a disorder so I have an excuse not to? How can you tell the difference between real anxiety and just jumping on the bandwagon?,0.08518218623481744,2.34815205263158,3.613684210526319,79.56694331983806,100.84210526315788,7.601619433198381,25.582995951417004,8.139509932561175,2.7989242914979755,300,15,56,10,13,109,48,76,0.095,0.773,0.132,0.5622,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,1,6,0,7,1,1,1,0,15,11,8,0,3,8,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,5,10,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,2,44,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.21516499238487366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33734623285144805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22514343385662924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14219685663495205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303635777188445,0.5053978986792513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14563058982169405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19816086709575606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148562205816516,0.15751704473219666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519615282618265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771955492652498,0.22098742424233325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5019284200167007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19271668733778052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zoejaxdunk,2019/04/14,"Panic about my 15 hour flight from Dallas to shanghai My husband has been in China the past week for a business trip and we thought it would be an awesome opportunity for me to meet him over there after his business to be able to explore another part of the world. I’ve been so excited about this opportunity up until now. The fact that my flight is in two days and I’m terrified of planes..the panic is starting to kick in. I am prescribed Valium for my flight anxiety but I also can’t shake the feeling of the unknown once I get there. I am over thinking every single thing and psyching myself out.

I’m trying to not let the anxiety get the best of me for this experience. Not many people get to see other parts of the world and I feel so lucky. But I am absolutely terrified and hoping I’ll even get the courage to hop on this plane.

Any advice for me? I don’t want to have to take the Valium but I think that may be my only option.",3.0985937499999987,4.518991255208338,4.828041666666668,83.24612500000002,73.94791666666666,7.620000000000001,25.3,8.238735603445708,1.5240662500000002,739,24,151,12,15,251,112,192,0.086,0.7659999999999999,0.14800000000000002,0.9322,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,3,9,10,0,3,12,0,17,0,0,0,1,25,33,12,0,3,5,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,6,0,0,3,4,3,0,1,3,3,20,7,33,24,4,21,0,0,1,0,5,10,0,4,8,112,28,1,0.15778802728437488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418863409228986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261830284120705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730126933538396,0.16545450439920775,0.241414817975448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16558879988727138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176022412061292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042175038870024,0.0,0.13294321832889994,0.0,0.0,0.1543469678327384,0.0,0.0,0.15956473518945952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297509271817013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567191138144046,0.15538942289742974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16134894836419558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997229385618547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680390994137349,0.0,0.12000490495058914,0.0,0.3702605053770432,0.0,0.3417381144359362,0.15062652613037406,0.1093903507535372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257366288608871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116831778424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186369595555652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482735409194838,0.2022083933650596,0.0,0.1252660685701134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712771304795693,0.0,0.15413597515974706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306746663914414,0.0,0.12656803786043952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208808742315264,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Superdudeo,2019/04/14,Has anyone here read The Dare Response and want to split the cost of his audios that are available? He has an iPhone app but it’s pretty costly on a subscription. The same audios are available to buy and are fully downloadable. I’ve found them extremely useful for my anxiety.,3.968653846153845,6.569780096153848,4.350615384615383,82.39438461538461,74.96153846153845,7.236923076923077,23.861538461538462,8.238735603445708,1.7086876923076924,223,7,38,4,5,70,43,52,0.064,0.767,0.17,0.7958,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,1,0,7,8,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,5,7,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,25,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290278674179367,0.0,0.0,0.3007382461887181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4715860974402834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43756970784124105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4302197184246289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37147117941514596,0.0,0.0,0.2536860854778336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EmpiricalMonarch,2019/04/14,"My anxiety has taken away two good things in my life this year. I am speaking out because I don’t have any friends that would sincerely want to hear all of this. I’m hoping somebody can relate and say to themselves, “Hey, this happens to other people too.”

I’m a freshman in college with a whole lot of ambition and big dreams. My anxiety amplified this semester, making me vulnerable to everything I once considered normal. I don’t really leave my dorm anymore unless it’s for the library. I would say I have 2 close friends, but even they are busy and I don’t like to chase down people to get their attention.

The first thing that I lost this year was a fraternity I was dying to be apart of. I rushed this semester, received a bid, and began pledging. But the process of pledging was not what I was ready to do. Being yelled at in front of dozens of people, being treated like a slave essentially, having no voice, and not knowing what would happen to me come the next day really got to my anxiety. I was having panic attacks like it was normal. I cried a lot. What made it difficult was that everybody wanted me to be apart of the fraternity (I perceived), and this was just the process. While walking to class once, a brother ran into me and told me something about how my “sh*t will be rocked” come [next event]. All I was trying to do was go to class... I love learning... and I fake smiled, stopped and walked the other way back to my dorm to calm down. All I wanted to do was go to class,  but I guess the pledge “game” is more important to them than a lot of things. I wrote a formal letter declaring that I would no longer be able to pledge because my panic attacks had gotten out of hand. In what felt like an instant I lost dozens of people, dozens of potential friends. I still see them all around campus to this day and it’s very hard.

Next, is my relationship. I had a significant other who comforted me in the exact way that I needed it. I always tried not to put my problems on him, but he was always there to help and reassure me. My anxiety became so bad that I would cry in front of him when getting too overwhelmed. He would lay with me and help me forget about the world. It was what I needed. But my anxiety continued. I made mistakes and there would be times that I would think he was angry with me (when he really wasn’t). He stopped reassuring me and told me two days ago that we can no longer be together. 

I used to be the kid who had it all. I’m the hard worker, the great student, the responsible one, the one people look up to. I’m sure I’m still seen this way, but to me I’m handicapped. I can’t even imagine what this year would have looked like without my anxiety. I think about it all of the time, and I can’t seem to get over what has happened to my life. 

I hope this tells you that you’re not alone in what you’re going through. I am determined to improve my life as soon as possible. I just hope other people in my situation (anxiety has taken away things you loved) realize you can get through it. The truth it: I still have a whole lot of fight in me.",3.5684057971014482,4.788417619967795,4.610265700483094,86.05423913043482,72.47826086956522,7.912077294685991,26.060386473429947,8.389252357687651,1.5725864734299515,2406,78,504,39,46,786,252,621,0.135,0.711,0.154,0.943,0,1,1,0,1,0,75.0,1,3,4,4,21,36,3,3,29,0,62,6,1,5,9,94,116,29,1,21,14,1,4,5,3,10,3,6,2,1,48,26,0,2,10,3,0,13,14,13,0,8,33,14,78,23,78,64,13,68,0,3,4,2,42,26,0,9,31,362,126,16,0.05858310055325343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051930383938436735,0.0,0.0,0.060674424434454914,0.0,0.0,0.09749166530928956,0.0,0.0,0.03983851727632954,0.0,0.3137113810196893,0.0,0.0580986940001209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0521513798309718,0.0,0.13329346842063525,0.11008150281505284,0.045046788206462365,0.04891444194422175,0.07142342869716548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092830764880174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870157021454354,0.11334376019358106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06080000929551254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773871708100876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05265071331713416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056248963588097,0.0,0.0,0.049830755403406576,0.0,0.0,0.13578347449733827,0.0,0.1224290084430704,0.0,0.09988237827748787,0.04913672528768912,0.04685425718052026,0.0645880751764749,0.06453588997656487,0.0,0.15541452703674394,0.0,0.10495790240416143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06602741201357676,0.0,0.07853403484417015,0.0,0.0,0.1745587119862902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032195739983630976,0.0,0.0,0.062031044753939675,0.0,0.0,0.124136929286623,0.14310371891805318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839009986767083,0.0,0.1279007491751781,0.19922102855550095,0.10574707097252932,0.11086549244720184,0.039104674524527705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687725351293131,0.0,0.0,0.18691137614751133,0.0,0.11479800034439612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477818028729253,0.0793948501548871,0.0,0.0,0.13746929213018766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24368487374015346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604364360118797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056056115408916564,0.0,0.058892196816966225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258950296131033,0.0,0.0,0.06289632588084351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317526582685982,0.0,0.0,0.04668314636134553,0.0533318545162999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584985955755075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04510013291723239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035361933011253,0.09795619048023413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05521387896892442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05120421203822322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15568003558171722,0.07507537070520286,0.0,0.0,0.06832055409083422,0.0,0.0,0.111957326204508,0.0,0.07954815955988585,0.0,0.1144543535661709,0.0,0.0,0.05059698942734833,0.0,0.048337193275051885,0.103661491626319,0.13950161520088664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13081187928914995,0.0,0.05647201839051792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745417842158672,0.0,0.0,0.1131767881016887
anxiety,Ipaidmybuck_o_five,2019/04/14,"Fear of a bathroom being unavailable I (35M) have this constant anxiety that I will have to use the restroom and one will not be available.  It only really occurs when I am with people.  It is the worst when I am driving and there are finite wait times between available restrooms.  I also get really worried in meetings, particularly long meetings.  Because of it I hate going places especially if they are a semi long drive.  I don’t mind if I am by myself, but if I’m with my wife and kids i will worry for hours beforehand.  I will complain that I don’t want to go anywhere.  Recently it’s just broken into panic attacks.  I refuse to ride in the car with people, because I would hate to ask to use the restroom. I have to drive so I can at least control the situation.  I basically have no friends outside my family.  There are other reasons, but I can’t really do things with others because of this fear.

I cannot control it even after years of trying.  Every time I start to make some progress it falls apart and gets worse.

I have struggled with this on and off (mostly on) for the better part of a decade.   I’ve only talked about it with my wife occasionally.  She knows it is there but doesn’t know that it is perpetually on my mind.  

Lately it’s started to turn into something else.  I’m so tired of being constantly anxious that I just lay in bed and and just stare in the distance.  Nothing makes me happy.  I should be excited for things in my life.  I’m successful in my job, i have a perfect family, we are getting ready to move into our dream house.  But nothing.  I just feel terrible all the Time.

I don’t know what else to do.  Im not even sure what the point of this post is other than to get this out there.  I’m starting to think it’s time for therapy, but it could affect my work.  I look at others, even those worth off, with such envy that they don’t have to carry this weight.  I’ve basically self limited in my career.  I would have to travel with others and I don’t want to be put in that position where I would have to ask to use the bathroom.",3.2872836538461563,4.665271237980769,4.797307692307693,83.82269230769231,73.39903846153847,7.411538461538463,25.740384615384606,7.972316293177498,1.466172115384616,1609,53,325,23,32,540,192,416,0.161,0.75,0.09,-0.9838,1,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,2,0,2,8,19,17,3,4,14,0,45,3,0,9,3,66,77,21,0,10,14,2,2,0,1,8,2,0,1,2,34,21,1,5,6,2,1,11,11,10,0,1,0,4,44,7,60,63,6,53,0,0,2,0,17,23,0,5,18,241,78,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06963291158455512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661124275916404,0.09836864500423266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628045566819533,0.09905905370762512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592381984607419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700972797405152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18819175659313944,0.19532141211097295,0.06952136918352109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547802628165638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172534333461103,0.0,0.07336345849484276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16417091791459024,0.1959645367873344,0.04402714547782136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672730262140761,0.0,0.1819699324570341,0.0,0.09897213010729704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269171275363508,0.0,0.1719347632929724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575018433110237,0.10047151078437402,0.0,0.0,0.09405467995493304,0.0,0.08640734204234585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14356050183032829,0.0,0.0982230745911459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061502822261317265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15411520163195164,0.073120088347715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624491731943573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17583949569381954,0.0,0.0,0.09254570279742072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16709937941993966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05900348170686705,0.1324471450922629,0.0,0.10216238014979376,0.0,0.0942924742219684,0.0,0.12073206227622732,0.0,0.09097362118791856,0.0,0.08231291550871134,0.0,0.0833926611383565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753325060222909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673451783183197,0.0895264008990471,0.08597490393219805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083699634228004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787463484656624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703368952439273,0.0,0.0,0.18489391828793827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102847443024936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206605570393083,0.0,0.0,0.0699866474544623,0.0,0.0,0.09957651486977856,0.0,0.11569596911702018,0.05579339533230456,0.0,0.0,0.20309380548674905,0.10007856022100023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05911741590607125,0.09471132478221343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22561150006140504,0.0,0.0,0.10271680363731288,0.0,0.0,0.1060324689294271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633907863698772,0.1768554050872296,0.08873567321500891,0.1855642548630967,0.0,0.0,0.05607269265258852
anxiety,strawberrysnax,2019/04/14,"Do you put effort into speaking? I've noticed I put a lot of effort into speaking and pronouncing words correctly, my voice is very high pitched and I notice the more tense I feel the more I focus on my pronunciation and the higher my voice gets. It gets pretty annoying for myself and others, but the more I focus on it the more high pitched it gets. Does this happen to anyone else?",3.974,5.7436076666666676,5.175666666666668,80.21950000000002,72.33333333333334,7.133333333333333,24.5,7.793537801064563,1.4054000000000002,305,9,55,4,6,101,45,75,0.057,0.913,0.03,-0.2398,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,6,0,2,0,0,0,1,11,7,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,5,10,0,7,7,5,8,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,0,40,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699277742691505,0.21539825946462093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839675237916996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756143029219598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629504208095282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294984506388057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18589946402987245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4442241860744833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17872403792338942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4786804531597828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21387232082581945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42266426566008414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17345595345310316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,misssmiles24,2019/04/14,"Does anyone else say things repeatedly when they they think of an awkward or anxiety inducing situation? Sometimes I’ll think of a particular situation and can’t help but say a word of phase several times after the thought occurs, for the most part it can be related to what I thought about but other times it can be completely random.

For example I can be analyzing a situation such as a text I sent or something I said to someone and repeating say out loud “text text text” or “I love you I love you I love you” and right after I feel very foolish for doing so, it always feels like it comes from a place of embarrassment, hard to explain but wondering if anyone else goes through this?",5.492651515151515,6.636716295454544,6.578484848484853,74.02106060606063,67.86363636363636,10.412121212121212,32.84848484848485,10.504223727775694,3.60749393939394,549,24,102,15,9,184,81,132,0.079,0.759,0.162,0.9491,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,2,0,4,6,0,2,8,0,8,3,0,1,0,24,22,13,0,1,7,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,8,5,0,0,9,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,4,8,13,4,17,15,2,12,0,0,0,3,15,3,0,7,8,69,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165726287074404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265538092024508,0.0,0.0,0.1876582640981875,0.27498809239793603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559325140759258,0.14069620770846858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174310288216618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22419792192533905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570151832169536,0.09586573468887943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202083487026728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994507730559942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555871011259297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633365518149331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14531525697795036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020053297166649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459797133968425,0.1276459143569638,0.3201410638481467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15159709240117167,0.0,0.0,0.45250730236024106,0.0,0.0,0.1136991925918912,0.10330641867013172,0.13271785606034292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915021915734088,0.17196773437719987,0.0,0.21306456817003372,0.1564951433211035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072123301666802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14552389534516588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hacksawdecap,2019/04/14,"Thanks for posting here Just wanted to give out shout out to everyone who posts here, I'm a lurker. I read this subbreddit when I feel alone in the fight against GAD. Just reading your guys experiences has helped me feel like I'm not the only one. It's amazing that we can all relate.",4.369736842105265,5.4359890877193,4.665745614035089,86.99230263157897,70.40350877192985,7.805263157894737,26.530701754385966,8.07648339933343,1.4225122807017545,226,7,47,3,4,71,47,57,0.077,0.769,0.154,0.6808,0,1,0,0,1,0,5.0,1,1,0,0,5,4,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,10,9,1,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,5,3,7,9,1,6,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,2,29,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25142724732303223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23196859803470435,0.0,0.23746690082848934,0.0,0.0,0.2454945741987065,0.17342855119646827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23287853129498445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403716182166303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627176226728898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860079255675032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645011783146981,0.1846307268809808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4649959840746619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4856535131757022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22350176990935794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14318676408794784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,publicbigguns,2019/04/14,"Long time anxiety, first time poster I've had anxiety for a fairly long time. Probably around 10 years. It's always been manageable with therapy, after which my anxiety calms down to  ""normal"" which in able to live my life. 

Last week I was experiencing anxiety, a little more then usual but nothing I couldn't handle. This lasted for 3 days straight.

On the 3rd day it kept getting worse and worse to the point where I knew this was way out of control. (Foind out later that I was having a panic attack). My wife took me to the hospital where I was given something to help calm down, and it worked wonders!!.

The next day I could feel another one coming on and I decided that I should go to the crisis center near where I live. 

Long story short, they helped get me to the ER where I was about to get a short supply of PRN's to help me manage while I was waiting to get into my therapist. They also set me up for a physic evaluation but that wont be for months.

Since my initial attack I've had 3 more in the span of a week. While the PRN's help, it's not how I want to live my live.

As far as I can tell NOTHING has changed in my life. 

I'm looking for tips and tricks you use to find what your triggers are.

So far I can't see any crossover between my attacks.

The only thing that i can think of that changed was we switched to a diffrent sented laundry soap and it's quite potent. 

Has that effected anyone else?

I'm quite at a loss here, any help would be grateful.",3.3276864995469637,4.4035456179402,4.368500453035338,88.11140969495622,72.88704318936877,7.333192389006343,24.97749924494111,7.686295010490155,1.1051581395348835,1145,34,246,14,22,373,165,301,0.127,0.792,0.08199999999999999,-0.9133,1,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,1,2,2,7,10,8,4,1,17,0,24,2,0,5,0,34,45,15,0,6,3,1,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,17,12,0,3,7,0,0,4,4,6,1,2,15,4,32,2,42,23,2,56,0,1,2,0,13,27,0,1,23,155,49,3,0.09054403630796408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240803312281957,0.07533989153974519,0.0,0.0,0.12314609915343967,0.09494331674885938,0.2770637597826674,0.0,0.0,0.06331049544023314,0.09277306519668528,0.0,0.0806033887645385,0.0,0.3090207379853901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19156716940611085,0.07799566996242714,0.0,0.0,0.10155283583506053,0.0722920453566199,0.0,0.0,0.17518023869221178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563792397832914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04578178530119626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827556088419556,0.07701671102911188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18922208761451068,0.0,0.051458262421951534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034487947542817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761094868506955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790786109917898,0.0,0.0907489111524036,0.3198081716143049,0.2403858686336661,0.07603418640043164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227138594052265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629460981321594,0.0,0.08871393126261758,0.17375888964730962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061354982300354174,0.0688628196827448,0.0,0.10623391780494096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559338072993343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762178524909802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19260945579849573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721518741615483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489896249020196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970522273125257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913947862310781,0.0,0.10354499650916653,0.10512860483453504,0.060153434441911464,0.05801696245819685,0.0,0.0,0.15839086712107736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059775588530126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820097612653726,0.0997214640281252,0.0,0.053405218529526316,0.07186964154327978,0.1452579287883428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981911450259874,0.06591713680646565,0.0,0.18454421678249025,0.06431988555786444,0.0,0.0,0.0583073907794897
anxiety,jadedrecluse,2019/04/14,"Just need to clear my thoughts and make sense of my emotions Why is it so hard to be happy with whatever I do?

Why do I always have to second guess and question myself?

Why must I be so riddled with unreasonable amounts of insecurity that I stop myself from even trying to pursue so many things?

Does it ever get better? It feels like it only gets worse because I don't know how to help myself.

Most of the time I feel like I've been thrown into this dark and murky swamp. I occasionally get tangled in tight vines or I have to fend off wild predators out to get me. The icing on the cake is that I can barely swim, so I'm struggling to make my way to shore...which I can't even see - I'm essentially operating on ""hope"" and this ""promise"" of this concept called solid ground.

Except sometimes I'm afraid of finding land?

Sometimes I'm worried that when I reach shore I'll be living endlessly on edge because I've gotten so used to dealing with troubled waters and I'm expecting something terrible or worse to hit me. Essentially the calm before the storm, maybe.

Who even thinks that?

It scares me sometimes to think that if I manage to find my footing I'm only going to terribly screw myself over. How? By throwing myself back into turbulence because it is a familiar thing to me. 

Am I even making sense?",3.657335556790812,5.461113918287939,4.747837687604228,82.82033722438395,73.24124513618678,6.918584398740041,26.245877339262552,7.62386473244151,1.4729604965721697,1035,36,196,13,21,339,146,257,0.124,0.7929999999999999,0.083,-0.898,0,0,1,0,1,0,26.0,0,0,0,1,15,15,1,4,6,0,16,3,1,6,3,41,43,16,0,5,5,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,17,11,1,2,9,1,0,3,2,8,0,1,3,5,26,7,35,35,2,20,0,0,1,1,5,11,1,7,7,125,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945141608223652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734201783443989,0.0,0.20772623192822007,0.0,0.09665486382602484,0.0,0.0,0.10045919112687528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598585827275318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710404891251935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940146174310738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277710025784741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30009472027494544,0.10274668105366096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486682367758805,0.16229431445454112,0.0,0.0,0.20763440889518947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23737977921705444,0.0,0.06455457249526388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512978344782294,0.0,0.0,0.12091634047236785,0.10175237068660258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613551759263941,0.0,0.0,0.11281832913803015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06242489215779149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098653704347504,0.0,0.1003001210464817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274622441944452,0.11516021538129688,0.1141142266978468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422392503273997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17277730246646147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12724434780135152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137212176623166,0.0,0.09051478172811153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744544884173157,0.3370237583078016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496449887509416,0.0,0.11874664605824335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092539319255968,0.1455649698488453,0.0,0.09017603666714427,0.06623396796360725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771186698054056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810340157166733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016071990870636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074860048369648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535393909887245,0.2315113736872882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,britinnit,2019/04/14,Terrible unending health anxiety. Ive had issues with my back tooth recently and it got infected. Swelling etc under my jaw. Antibiotics got rid of the swelling but now its really playing with my head cause there is still a litttle bump. Ny fiance says its just remaining infection but with my anxiety my thoughts are spiralling and i cant stop worrying if it'll turn to cancer or give me serious blood infection. Ive spent a whole week now convincing myself im sick and frankly the anxiety is knockong me sick. How can I get out of this cycle of constant worry and panic. Its really getting me depressed I just can't think positive anymore its non stop. Any advice would be hugely appeciated. Thanks in advance.,4.509862155388472,6.994284842105267,5.500921052631584,75.36436403508773,72.75939849624059,9.8468671679198,32.88784461152882,10.125756701596842,4.064674686716792,576,29,96,18,12,189,95,133,0.263,0.629,0.108,-0.9786,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,8,7,0,1,4,0,12,11,4,2,0,21,22,9,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,0,0,7,8,0,2,2,1,1,1,2,4,0,0,5,1,14,3,10,14,2,14,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,2,9,62,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562180760322826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871357639346026,0.0,0.366888505872957,0.0,0.1585429689747816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292619770447605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16422523230258645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727571040915242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769135648576536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17829156020101747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16704556635268422,0.15335692607639645,0.0,0.0,0.2557170404722765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16406745166851866,0.1699288542963569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17268146521845798,0.1668573636736753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18756695044759675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20482702617312945,0.0,0.15784724790028334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713094100853733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12766827148131782,0.2673083368821206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718207047826468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243493742269348,0.0,0.1269148296134341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17388704468518135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823393551760934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784833900021007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247010196292203,0.0,0.11356339892668385,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hrkhrk17,2019/04/14,sending support to anyone who is struggling this weekend I've had a really tough week and I've had to really sleep off this weekend. Feels like a waste but I'm slowing feeling slightly stronger.,3.4352702702702693,6.268038945945951,3.9634459459459457,83.12192567567571,78.45945945945945,5.8621621621621625,33.57432432432432,7.1686216300943375,2.5745729729729727,159,9,26,2,4,50,28,37,0.135,0.649,0.21600000000000005,0.4791,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,4,7,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,2,3,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483370483395585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35916046305931737,0.2537273133581063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17351387790512288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4550508637588066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3554178067938773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3712917187013757,0.0,0.0,0.4030328497540744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848889827222145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,theadvicerabbit,2019/04/14,"Medication I’m interested in hearing about people’s experience with different types of medication for anxiety and/or stress. 

If anybody is opening to sharing there experience it would be greatly appreciated!",9.808333333333334,13.764569000000005,11.063750000000002,34.73958333333337,62.125,14.266666666666666,51.29166666666666,12.45797560212912,9.175654166666668,176,13,18,8,3,61,30,32,0.116,0.643,0.241,0.7082,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,6,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,12,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201967613726356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758351957161406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5165066343565891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910729462004022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975594688689489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.531926407142451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18303191404454627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024235907398336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18754576652629187,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Game0vary,2019/04/14,"I have the worst anxiety about my upcoming trip I’m flying to Bali in two weeks, it’s a 14 hour flight at its longest and then a layover in Taiwan and another 3 hour flight to Bali....I am so excited for my trip but I have been riddled with anxiety for the last month, and the closer it gets...the worse it becomes. I’m having nightmares about flying on the plane every single night...about forgetting things, the plane crashing, having to make emergency landings...getting kidnapped . These nightmares happen every night for the last month or so ....I don’t know how much more I can handle of this anxiety, it is crippling and lasts all day ! I hate flying, I have motion sickness , and I’m praying that Dramimine works for me, I’ve never used it before but I’m hoping to god it knocks me out for this plane ride...😢😪",4.017791666666668,5.426055862500004,4.728750000000002,84.9079166666667,71.625,7.333333333333335,27.083333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.5913958333333338,638,22,123,8,12,205,97,160,0.13,0.797,0.073,-0.8494,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,1,0,8,0,10,1,0,3,2,18,20,12,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,12,7,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,1,0,10,2,18,19,5,21,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,2,12,77,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17297515438634892,0.3785823078261452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18218558225893364,0.14036898155813538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638568313125217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27797216882745285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618489678690429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458737613705957,0.0,0.0,0.16286404713574806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638427010843485,0.3249051394918357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065781264601262,0.4033937434288457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101122154182623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633393180026545,0.0,0.12126472864458672,0.0,0.1272274768476,0.0,0.0,0.3096079487383937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10959222792881583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16114214718155082,0.0,0.0,0.1424726498067435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323211233733665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009299133676475,0.0,0.16810853824233285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zerodynamic,2019/04/14,"I feel so unloveable God. I dont know if this shouls be in r/offmychest or r/depression. I dont care. I just feel like absolute fucking shit. I've been anxious and lonely at least for 2 years now but this weekend was just a fucking punch in the face. I was with friends and we were getting drunk and all that stuff. It was really fun. I was actually getting along with people and getting some physical contact, like hugging which I DESPERATELY crave. But god dammit it feels bad now. Am I really only loveable or likeable when others are drunk? Am I that fucking awful? God fucking dammit. Ive been super anxious all day and Ive just wanted to cry. I actually hugged people and it felt so good. And I can never have that again. Not unless Im drunk I guess and Im not about to become a fucking alcoholic. I just want to cry or scream or vomit or anything. I just feel so fucking bad and disgusting. Ill never have an actual relationship and Ill never have people who like me.

Im overreacting. I know that. But I really do feel fucking awful.",1.0385507246376804,3.603743869565221,3.1333333333333364,86.25333333333334,88.56521739130434,5.771980676328503,22.642512077294693,7.2427474758485975,1.1777845410628025,819,31,157,14,27,276,106,207,0.257,0.5579999999999999,0.18600000000000005,-0.9614,0,2,1,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,0,1,13,24,9,0,4,2,20,18,2,0,5,48,42,24,0,3,17,0,6,3,1,0,4,1,0,0,13,14,4,0,8,4,0,0,7,14,0,0,8,7,20,10,12,33,4,13,0,1,0,9,5,3,8,8,13,107,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.26744289647359704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762888359259114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064064276973709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517597301215947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255236090992885,0.0,0.10089253039661453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314076647568266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006945966125136,0.05891531391232323,0.0,0.07868245392284401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21413074860249334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309548387953942,0.06526280788866436,0.08771348351357898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057932444144961,0.5911825051952831,0.1431849690461788,0.0,0.0,0.0766228045550162,0.0,0.0,0.10063594705399052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960316851505159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041075703870518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133891807663884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21137186460047025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06947829279348376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18999860434618415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755697684337201,0.0,0.0,0.09807924433262794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377283833883698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045776597801361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077650734253674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05882852295716491
anxiety,thebigdeeper,2019/04/14,"Can I complain weird for a second .. I'm actually a halfway descent looking guy but I have what my doctor calls ""crippling anxiety"" and often hot chicks will talk to me or even hit on me but I always fuck it up. I can think of countless experiences in life where good looking girls showed interest or came over to ""chill"" and I would just freeze and get a panic attack.. I tell myself that it brought me where I am today and that would've formed me into a shitty person if I was a hoe. But I know deep down that I just missed out on real situations with real people and it makes me depressed because I can't go back and I'm missing out.. medications only made it worse and I'm just tired of being irrationally afraid and always looking over my shoulder. Fuck. It doesn't help that all the my exes keep fucking all my friends leaving me 100% alone feeling. People are just trash and I was trash to a lot of people I got over my anxiety for a short while when I was 18 renting a house selling drugs always high but that lifestyle isn't sustainable. I just don't see the point most days. Why are we all trying what's the fucking point",3.371491228070173,4.918563342105269,4.462280701754388,85.63096491228073,73.47368421052632,6.64561403508772,25.824561403508767,7.1686216300943375,1.160366666666667,894,30,178,9,18,292,134,228,0.21600000000000005,0.72,0.063,-0.9894,2,1,1,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,0,11,15,5,2,11,0,16,10,1,2,3,42,41,18,0,2,12,0,3,0,1,2,5,0,1,4,12,15,0,1,3,1,2,3,4,12,0,1,7,7,28,3,20,30,6,26,0,3,4,4,11,18,4,6,5,122,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.11000142271662013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674706988564465,0.0,0.0,0.28138378820784016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17246562812306393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823872676216902,0.0,0.08667705676458372,0.0,0.06871491653446328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510282302445575,0.1289251235113545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269703292483946,0.0,0.0970881857974742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537680390768135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13072293465260798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445250221184717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026475913699213,0.0,0.0,0.05699615398823455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708953805064534,0.4168425218293938,0.058893133877907414,0.0,0.0640630991053094,0.094546734552227,0.0901549093951996,0.0,0.0,0.11161352800560896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07555587498204139,0.11909807653830533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13006724914703965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019341377489553,0.0,0.0,0.06194963266523449,0.0,0.0,0.1193574192828321,0.0,0.0,0.07961961399661746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839768808449609,0.0,0.0,0.09583309425779818,0.0,0.1066612622639884,0.07524350188937129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355659978159145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573094843025257,0.0,0.1322561953001351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23444388018339984,0.09842540717127113,0.0,0.0,0.2131194087937589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25660698653515657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982566545179865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267054154593618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060250652507684,0.098524901999254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.072228369960719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295585477407425,0.10684825784128324,0.0,0.0,0.07653154216110397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171500711180616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487440395971316,0.16015042129280505,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ibadlyneedhelp,2019/04/14,"Daily panic/anxiety attacks are eroding me to the point where I don't know who or what I am anymore  

Hi,  
I recently had a secret workplace affair with a coworker.  
It ended well, and we agreed tos tay friends. After that, we had a series of miscommunications, and she ended up blanking me daily at work. My mental health started to erode rapidly- I woke up constantly with sweaty palms, just being at work made me feel miserable to the point of tears. I couldn't really talk to anyone and started coming apart at the seams. Every day was worse than the day before.

A week ago her, myself, and a mutual friend went to the same gig. Mutual friend is the only person in the workplace who knew about our secret affair. I'd tried to find solace with mutual friend (MF), but she wasn't very sympathetic- I was too whingy and was taking things too hard, I gave a biased, truncated version of events- I didn't know how to process my feelings, they were overwhelming me.

I ended up doing some cocaine that night, because I wanted to be self-destructive and I was so unhappy. I got mega-drunk, did a bunch of lines, and then made a complete heel turn. I had a massive attack of fear, anxiety, paranoia, and drunkenness- I picked a fight with MF, got right up in her face and screamed at her to go fuck herself. I then texted a bunch of slanderous shit about my now-ex and MF to another mutual friend in confidence.

I woke up feeling incredibly guilty, and begged mutual friend #2 (the one I'd texted) not to say anything. He of course told MF, who told my ex. All of them justifiably hate me- I hate myself. There is no redemption or forgiveness for me in this story. I am the villain, and what I did was completely out of character for me, and I've never been like it before or since. I know I won't commit suicide, but I think about it daily. Every day I see or think about her, my heart physically hurts for hours at a time. I cannot live with the consequences of my actions- I can go into greater detail, but I was just worn down by a series of horrible circumstances and having daily anxiety attacks to the point that i became someone that I wasn't.

I hate myself. I want to die, daily. I am unable to find joy in anything. I have gotten over worse traumas- sure, it's really bad, but I've hauled myself through some shit. What's making it unsustainable is the guilt, of shouldering that blame. I cannot excuse myself or give myself a break. I always thought of myself as a good person- someone who'd battled their demons in a way few others have (I had a difficult upbringing and I'm a high-functioning autistic who was never diagnosed until adulthood- I had some seriously problematic behaviors in the past that I conquered). I'm empathetic, I feel for others, and I try to do the right thing. I put myself out there to support people.

Literally the week before the fateful disaster week (culminating in the gig), I'd lent MF a small amount of money to pay for her electricity cause she was stuck. But I can't see any good in myself. I can't find solace or comfort in the presence of my friends. I cannot know peace, or happiness. All I feel is guilt, shame, anxiety, and pain.

I don't know how to work through this anymore. I don't know what to do. I can't even stay in my workplace where I've been for two years, because we have a small team (15), and my ex will be my manager in a few months. She's not petty enough to destroy me the way I deserve, but I won't be able to live with it.",3.7527721335268502,5.246375888243834,5.047779390420904,82.0269375907112,72.41074020319303,8.218867924528302,26.64296081277213,8.787695798879287,1.9893547169811316,2733,94,535,52,53,909,302,689,0.228,0.6729999999999999,0.099,-0.9985,1,0,1,0,1,3,103.0,4,0,3,5,17,43,13,6,40,0,55,11,7,7,6,89,103,38,2,3,17,2,6,1,7,3,3,2,0,2,27,31,0,0,21,1,2,6,20,26,1,2,36,10,93,17,86,58,14,74,1,3,2,1,49,37,3,10,28,365,120,6,0.06540822798265955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05798044759998072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05442488542546951,0.0,0.0,0.04447983797191786,0.06858623008827612,0.2001484615061669,0.0,0.12973477288728588,0.04573495382252647,0.0,0.1076507969750388,0.0,0.0,0.22323390590596248,0.0,0.0,0.05461313826201269,0.07974449736201246,0.0,0.1669727534088511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719226766381163,0.0,0.05634339676675075,0.1371585651924093,0.07068305775055887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265486878833682,0.0,0.0,0.06638797457001681,0.0678834140185817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17379682740604305,0.06758418422754274,0.0,0.04320151770285672,0.0,0.11021850621826312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360244105030914,0.16536182682693293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17934580621856994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35373964281094594,0.06046885279582469,0.0,0.06274553234327998,0.07434600659150159,0.10972263671899476,0.1046258701461453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06962827494859831,0.05859292478717967,0.19373125087683365,0.0,0.06952588771893513,0.0,0.07750906508779064,0.0,0.06910738402459032,0.0,0.0,0.06441392907873346,0.0,0.0700208608605852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156799091579812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031955156295115666,0.0,0.11551332728595208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378169364396477,0.04366050008163935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659161096271156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052208223544864124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008937154191547,0.0,0.0,0.06138119108684696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044322308059295365,0.04974590478844786,0.06959896619651246,0.07674246254764668,0.0,0.0,0.062439554704713365,0.04534582961922225,0.11422388352298884,0.0,0.0,0.18549575175381144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06575333499636457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838043714381807,0.0,0.06458273422545696,0.0,0.0,0.11171653862541064,0.0,0.05201524818584991,0.0,0.0,0.10424377854071017,0.0,0.06823504679038367,0.0,0.13428121216541472,0.05410636209723388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084035862396983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925925608408566,0.06971646818785937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154598522804431,0.07422448199215237,0.061646480799074366,0.0,0.04917884728855086,0.05257265603282117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690864057648458,0.08382190284559599,0.0,0.051926826848267486,0.0381400637357247,0.0,0.0,0.12500072969092388,0.0,0.08881578658275775,0.07114536959964993,0.06389433455181197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053968638189480216,0.07715893506584845,0.10383601374045183,0.15739960537259295,0.0,0.05880985216880345,0.060634082636920314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14285390693883496,0.0,0.13331314459115573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04212075432784114
anxiety,lohas12345,2019/04/14,"What is anxiety attack Can someone describe anxiety attack


(sorry im new here)",1.8514285714285703,2.6250062857142886,5.160714285714288,64.2967857142857,129.0,7.114285714285713,32.07142857142857,7.1686216300943375,4.545200000000001,64,4,7,2,4,23,12,14,0.516,0.484,0.0,-0.8225,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4494469668705024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6683825340254476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173082266199337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28371257150050033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488995549378581,0.0,0.0,0.32883717828775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thefrienddude1,2019/04/14,"Don't just fucking throw pills at me [rant] I've tried the anti-depressants, they make me foggy and sick to my stomach. IF THEY WORK FOR SOME PEOPLE, THAT'S WONDERFUL. Don't just fucking throw pills at me and then leave. I know you aren't a doctor. Sometimes I just want to talk. I'll never send nonsense for the sake of it. You know what fucking helps reverse a chemical imbalance...not feeling lonely or like friends/ family will leave you the second you vent to them. I'm fucking trying to not have anxiety attacks. I hate this too. I hate that I get mad. I hate that you have to wait for 30 seconds because I have to sit down and take deep breaths.",2.0170111567821465,4.243845404580153,3.1125190839694667,90.69547269524372,79.68702290076334,5.862830299471521,24.580739870816213,7.010146845296331,0.9812355842630648,512,19,104,6,13,164,83,131,0.163,0.701,0.136,-0.69,0,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,5,3,1,4,12,9,0,5,0,7,10,2,1,1,18,24,6,0,2,6,0,1,1,1,1,4,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,4,0,0,3,5,10,0,2,0,1,19,2,13,23,1,10,0,1,0,4,12,4,4,4,3,65,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173572160130586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17452451391796905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351650402247158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321306664632316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15702027872392402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14462004519585453,0.0,0.07756803518829712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852316128978592,0.5672953899295629,0.08014970066109395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4543779170030161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282660072992583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16861879092652207,0.0,0.0,0.32487527143765543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494772933723283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240148139557367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831822703709337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635425887099206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15172510162486766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534423119885645,0.12330408146022988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20830883980672035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048441083901446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16636516340388238,0.11168334204699792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,streetsmarts856,2019/04/14,Dreading work I try not to think about work when I'm not at work but last week was another absolutely terrible week so I'm having a lot of anxiety thinking about going back in tomorrow. Hopefully my boss is in a good mood and doesnt find something to bitch about as soon as I walk in the door.,6.804535519125688,5.299577868852463,7.621967213114754,76.63273224043718,65.39344262295083,12.06775956284153,35.087431693989075,11.20814326018867,3.6612907103825134,234,9,50,6,3,79,46,61,0.202,0.691,0.107,-0.7677,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,3,7,6,1,1,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,10,10,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,0,3,2,12,9,1,13,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,2,7,31,3,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25774445779939864,0.18803758649474486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890062934377904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22465825148335375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969473999236925,0.20616675878713905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24413649639561805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20036114829823015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20897176958299568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18923011596673392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31499953959920324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668831828731248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3943345079848905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5368395775811797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xxlala143,2019/04/14,"Anxiety I had an anxiety attack the other day and due to it my bf and I broke up. I just got off work and wasn't mindfully aware at how exhausted I was emotionally from my coworkers fighting and just coming off a 13 hours shift. I finished in the morning and my bf and I were supposed to go out of town and enjoyed our weekend.

My anxiety started taking over me and I started panicking as I just wanted to make sure everything will be okay. I kept going over stuff with him to make sure he was comfortable and wasn't bored. I just kept going over and over it and he told me it was fine. And I kept getting more and more anxious I cracked and told him I felt like it was going to be more stressful going out of town. I felt exhausted emotionally, mentally and physically - I told him I no longer wanted to go. He told me to just stop and that everything will be okay. I didn't listen. 

I slept around 11 and woke up around 2pm and for some reason I was hoping we would still go. He said everything was fine up until the point I ruined his day. My anxiety was still off the rail - a part of me still wanted to go, a part of me didn't and the most unsettling part was I making the situation and I just felt helpless. I wasn't aware. I was making things worst. He said something about me not doing anything for him. He was probably right and I was really hurt from that. I said I didn't wanna be with someone who didn't appreciate me. He said simply having someone's presence wasn't sufficient. He said I offered nothing in the relationship - not money, no time and no effort. He always went out of his way and I guess I didn't put as much effort. His statement cut me like a knife. I felt like I did and or so I thought, I tried. He was over it and said then we shouldn't be in a relationship. He said he was going to pick up his keys and I told him not too because Ik my anxiety was really bad. At that given moment, my anxiety just took over me. I told him I was having suicidal ideation. I took some pills of Tylenol 2  hoping it would sedate me enough so I would stop and stop acting stupid. 

He told me was going to pick up the keys right away. He said he was done. He came looking for the keys, picked up the keys, cuddled with me and hugged me for a bit. He said he had to go cause he made other plans and that just triggered me more. I didn't want him to leave. BTW, I have separation anxiety also. My whole persona just went on autopilot. I tried stopping him from leaving. In the midst of it, in the small percentage of my brain that I have control of - a voice is telling me to stop it mae let him go. I slapped myself. I punched myself in the leg. My whole thoughts went black - I just wanted to kill myself. The pain was too much. I put myself in the bed and told him to just leave. I thought he had left already. My whole being was in a sense of danger - I wanted to go kill myself. I ran to my car. He was talking to my cousin telling her about my personal state. I got more upset. His car was right behind me. He ran outside to get in the car. And as soon as he backed. I drove, stepped down on the pedal, adrenaline were running. I wanted it all to end. I drove for a bit and I came back in the house.

I wanted to contact him. We talked for a bit. I was still really on the edge and it's probably not the smartest idea. But I told him I was gonna come over because I just felt so ashamed and embarrassed but Ik I wasn't in the right state of mind too. He gave me a chance. I was a mess. I wasnt listening again. I slept over and was just balling my eyes out. I was begging him, pleading and telling him I was sorry. He wanted me to leave. He told me he was scared. I was resistant on leaving because anxiety. I was terrified. He told me I have to leave or else he'll call the cops and that just terrified me even more. I told him I'll leave when he leaves to go to work. He left right away. I asked if I can message him and he said yeah but he wouldn't be able to respond right away at work. I tried giving him some space for few hours, which was probably not enough. As soon as I tried contacting him just to say hey - he blocked me everywhere.

I was devastated. I wanted to go to his work place and just ask for an explanation. I told my sister to come with me just to stop me from being crazy. I went and he wouldn't open the door on me - all I got was I don't wanna talk to you. We're done. He told me he'll unblock me when he wants to talk.

I'm devastated and I'm a mess. I'm miserable. I lost my significant one because I couldn't control my anxiety. I'm so ashamed of myself. I'm so embarrassed at how poorly I acted.

It's been 24 hours since I last saw him. What is wrong with me?",0.5130316500372025,2.5974242588473224,2.4855784382929222,93.86030844000992,84.47017189079878,5.875654844802259,20.452534483087547,7.1686216300943375,0.41032605070873984,3628,110,833,53,106,1210,318,989,0.154,0.807,0.039,-0.9983,0,0,1,0,2,2,106.0,4,1,0,10,44,43,7,8,38,3,82,12,5,15,4,158,195,65,3,23,28,2,5,3,2,11,5,14,2,1,24,61,0,12,11,2,2,39,25,29,0,1,112,23,167,14,121,62,27,137,0,6,4,2,123,62,0,11,36,553,191,4,0.034028210212194925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0375509761342072,0.02721234741263855,0.028314196839631264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23428338905719776,0.03844219179482688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028002317613222024,0.0605846429767288,0.06362356615535485,0.03871200158829805,0.0959118709036198,0.05233118643422832,0.02841213416789265,0.08297312442770287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144997696762153,0.0,0.0,0.037986736401598206,0.034746607208633165,0.07783841452823016,0.0,0.03495634538982479,0.0,0.08793687010247643,0.0,0.0,0.07633106246084168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04389076100654418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06964534677863378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02842620322772395,0.07655431283367801,0.03013889414011368,0.07032047492631134,0.0,0.022475311917460918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174708356118008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16336209069831878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03555667074657783,0.032642959919648794,0.29008524066003666,0.0,0.0816464047285618,0.0,0.03748590992307382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759538148650844,0.10053279779413923,0.03926398586991548,0.036427902820338164,0.0384137074015855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752943458020203,0.0,0.0,0.027737533007655732,0.0,0.2882476906322647,0.07394349992149822,0.034796150423747174,0.0,0.04987339403516707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028575126354506524,0.0,0.0371458111479939,0.0,0.0,0.03219831527048105,0.09085637820009128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034292432373435065,0.0,0.06871758392398908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05002929968402359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03265098544450554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023058395896785443,0.0,0.036208414832981636,0.0,0.0,0.11054770690478788,0.0,0.0,0.029712120628034563,0.03555223713639047,0.0,0.03216765754007394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006449784657556,0.0,0.0,0.06841549983596391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06539802841215857,0.034986667488544176,0.0,0.07306712613145226,0.0,0.174359433565396,0.32368620293528283,0.027060598553087758,0.034068174691674794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028148487125349394,0.03824913400462567,0.0,0.0,0.057663984174153714,0.026196578689283583,0.0,0.03809179540194914,0.0481706846608567,0.0,0.10869989052595977,0.17069464451871355,0.03897919982874802,0.0,0.03895415951499801,0.037221338970135666,0.0,0.06414237083533494,0.0,0.02558497921655814,0.10940234561147433,0.08922646673860785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02260683083767944,0.0,0.0,0.0810437937615527,0.01984212302234856,0.0,0.0,0.45521578346530395,0.07561318721195569,0.0924116842547929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22077792026046367,0.02701000938362973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617796712301813,0.0,0.1139738444534136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909176923402213,0.0,0.0,0.07251799265308936,0.037204506029103794,0.0,0.0
anxiety,laidbackgm,2019/04/14,"Added reason for anxiety I have had anxiety and depression for over a decade now, starting when I was only 11. 

It was due to all different reasons but since last 9 months an added reason is having a relationship. This is the first time in life that I have a boyfriend and he lives in another city. However, he does visit me every month and when he leaves I cannot stop crying and I feel blue a lot of times because I miss him to the point it's emotionally deeply distressing and I can't move on from the thought. 

We love each other a lot but not being able to successfully distract myself from him has increased my anxiety of losing myself in the process and not performing career wise when I know  relationships are transient. 

Should I put an end to the relationship?",6.364181681681683,6.833134141891893,6.769279279279277,75.81956456456459,65.68918918918922,10.361561561561563,31.984984984984983,10.25414643259724,3.1796462462462447,615,23,115,14,9,200,99,148,0.14400000000000002,0.7390000000000001,0.117,-0.0277,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,4,4,8,0,2,12,0,14,2,0,3,1,23,20,11,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,6,0,0,4,4,5,0,1,4,2,16,3,15,14,5,24,0,3,1,1,11,6,0,2,14,81,21,2,0.13667911346162506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14331996773595287,0.3136774430728748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331831895654103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501355881808648,0.0,0.0,0.1177215201466308,0.0,0.0,0.14280058290100342,0.0,0.0,0.11960881325455998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15374560613859706,0.12105712601681945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515804801324532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910906651405346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162591840879008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511526629089102,0.11141171978949073,0.0,0.14472344624982494,0.0,0.0,0.0965404999195444,0.0,0.0,0.12069016126405467,0.0,0.0,0.15290896680032756,0.0,0.2323993891474457,0.12335823620798593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21819192874052912,0.1452682671293924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395062478430103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920594081491854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13740026005338254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42158667753825657,0.0,0.4402266513824731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306237505844295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674217999167448,0.0,0.0,0.1142698589394902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085079488834048,0.15939738040757614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Zombienomnomnoms,2019/04/14,"Intensifying anxiety over finding a new psychiatrist I originally posted a vent post in r/bipolar but my GAD is taking over with this situation so I thought I would take my issue here and post here for the first time. This subreddit seems so supportive and I could definitely benefit from people who understand just how consuming anxiety is.

I’ve been seeing my current psychiatrist for 3 years now. I began seeing him during my last hospitalization and I liked him so much I continued seeing him at his practice once I got out. He’s been with me through all my highs and my lows. When I had my worst manic episode of my life last year he brought me back from that. He is kind, understanding, and patient. He listens, provides more than enough feedback, answers all of my questions and concerns. If I feel something isn’t right or is off, he gives thorough advice or he tweeks my meds and tells me why. He explains everything in detail. I have him to thank for finding the perfect med cocktail that works for me which took a lot of trial and error. He and I have such a report that I haven’t had with any other psychiatrist. He is my favorite doctor and I look forward to my appointments.

My last therapy session at the same practice the therapist let me know my psychiatrist is resigning the practice and it will be closed as of June 30th. He gave he an information packet explaining it in detail and it provided information as to where else I should go to continue treatment.

When I got home I broke down and had a panic attack. The thought of starting over is terrifying. I fear I won’t find a doctor that compares. I also have to find a new therapist. Lot’s of phone calls and appointments in new places are in my future. There’s a chance the new therapist and psychiatrist won’t be a good fit for me so that means more phone calls and more new places. I have a deadline as to not have a gap in having my medications so that is weighing on me as well. Starting over fresh with new faces and the introductions are making me nauseous. I also have pretty bad driving anxiety as well and the thought of driving some place new is keeping me up at night. I’m scared and I can’t procrastinate as I normally would. 

This is all just so overwhelming and my anxiety is at an all time high. I’m trying to tell myself everything will be okay, that I can do this, and to not let my fear get in the way of my treatment. It’s not helping. I’m terrified. Thank you for reading my rambling. I could really use some support and words of encouragement.",4.776226521837521,6.2318574887983695,5.734869314324509,78.23877828694275,69.83503054989816,9.040076940484273,31.154163837972387,9.444778638647367,2.880412038922833,2021,86,380,44,36,666,230,491,0.109,0.7559999999999999,0.135,0.9387,1,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,0,3,22,24,1,5,23,1,44,6,1,4,5,78,83,43,0,7,9,0,1,1,0,7,4,1,1,0,18,28,2,1,19,2,0,6,8,11,2,1,14,6,62,13,57,55,15,69,0,4,4,0,34,31,0,9,31,271,80,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06554469555920486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727934948898064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04561314829142565,0.0,0.20524808253000595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630724179789382,0.0,0.05157636305241329,0.05600463688240157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369816929707446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710750264312756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13730775243861612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05603236913871405,0.0,0.0,0.0693061746149391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056496869730107,0.0,0.0,0.1509555435142656,0.03391502250327428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24522052319997675,0.057053770850047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035043802449721086,0.06434423779163488,0.03812014137365407,0.056259140408171975,0.10729165275081597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044958808989102525,0.14173636862329705,0.06728147003701426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000864036721663,0.0,0.059619143487416676,0.0,0.06984805825466567,0.0368625431523802,0.16402468624087235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371770073921148,0.047376898465021036,0.03276934784890692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056325919267316324,0.0,0.0,0.11404915317558267,0.0,0.0,0.044772934333954566,0.0,0.0,0.07306409554029017,0.14900991211692424,0.06757078096502768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049307678644057405,0.0,0.0,0.4534686615744707,0.0,0.0629451342227532,0.06571903990487207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143244816945278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869779846421629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04650120470594248,0.0,0.21023659673872303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19271728487644216,0.06823916178621962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513910075915682,0.0,0.0670929281508941,0.0,0.042969819542652346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057281492865855425,0.0,0.0,0.06715355282988887,0.0,0.1603497386401651,0.06106235761324631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539485940539123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051637440129806485,0.0,0.0,0.09495174445067203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15223132359878602,0.0,0.0,0.10086376913469343,0.0,0.11725262266388566,0.12350688532712092,0.07670585285406244,0.2336369568319077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597496412753512,0.07822368346397217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452254498558701,0.04553937051857773,0.0,0.0,0.1396544162601516,0.0,0.057931071225399006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05324083572116396,0.0,0.0,0.12061655933486255,0.0,0.06052455321511181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048831236340717295,0.0,0.0,0.0952959938871584,0.0,0.0,0.08638791420578039
anxiety,nuvially,2019/04/14,"I´m Stuck  

\*warning: triggering, talk of self harm, sexual, physical and psychological abuse\*   
Hello.. I’m new to reddit and a bit hesitant posting this as it is very private, having said that, I’m desperate to figure out what to do from this point forward.. this could be a long one so I’m sorry in advance..   
Growing up my mum made all the decisions around the house, she decided what I would wear, she bleached my hair so I’d be “blonde”, she put me on diets, she took me to a modelling agency, to modelling shows, photoshoots and did all my homework for me because she knew how to do it “better”. Those were her projects so it didn’t seem as bad, but little by little things went out of control.   
My parents had money when I was very young, we would go on expensive vacations, have over the top christmas mornings, my brother and I went to an overpriced private school, my dad remodelled her childhood home so it would be bigger and better.. the whole thing. However, by the time I was eight my dad had lost his job and the money went quickly, we moved to her childhood home and started going to a public school, the vacations stopped, they sold her minivan and, well, it affected her because she never had money before my dad and the only reason she married him was so she would never be in that situation again (as she said gracefully multiple times).   
If she strived for perfection before now she felt like she had something to prove so she would get upset even if we got a 90% on a test. She never hit my brother but If she was styling my hair and I moved she would hit me with the wooden brush in the head. She would chase me around the house and when I felt she could grab me I would grab my knees and cover my stomach while she kicked me and screamed at me. She told me I was a slut, a whore, stupid a moron.. the worst things, and when she decided she wasn’t upset anymore she’d say I love you and move on. I was nine years old and I wanted to die. I started cutting, I don’t know why, I had never seen that before.. but I liked it and it made me feel better. In the middle of tests when I would get frustrated I would ask to go to the bathroom and I would sit on the back of the toilet and hit my head until it bled. I found a way to  distance myself from my friends and everyone in general. I would only talk with my close friends or at home and most of what I said was made up, I realised that by making my mum laugh and saying what she wanted to hear nothing bad would happen so I lied every single day to everyone who would listen so they could tell my mum how smart, happy and friendly I was. I still do that to this day.  
My dad never knew this was happening, in front of him my mom would give us time outs and talk to us about the things that we weren’t meant to do (by the way, we weren’t misbehaved children, we never fought, got good grades and honestly we were walking on eggshells our whole lives so I don’t know what she got mad about most times).  
I remember vividly her telling me she was going to kill herself so I could ask for whatever I wanted for christmas since they wouldn’t have someone to charge for it.  
One time I got an 80% in history and she stopped speaking to me for a month and a half. She would always bring up our financial situation so my dad would feel guilty and give her everything she wanted. My dad was forty-five at that time and no one would hire him and by the time I was ten we couldn’t afford food, so my Nan (my dad’s mum) paid for everything, food, clothes, gas, etc.   
Part of my mums family is a bunch of scary people and she convinced us that they were trying to kill us so we wouldn’t try to go out to the store a block away when she wasn’t home. Whenever I wanted to go to a friends house she’d get upset saying we didn’t had gas money which my dad felt embarrassed about so I stopped asking him at all, going to the cinema was out of the question and we became isolated apart from the few occasions I would convince them to let me go after school and then they just had to pick me up. She successfully convinced me that I was less-than for not having any money.   
By that time my mum started going to the casino every week, which turned into every other day, which became every day from the moment she woke up to the moment she went to sleep.. there were times where I wouldn’t see her at all for weeks. She told us it was her attempt at getting money but I think it was her way of getting out of the situation (a family friend went with her and gave her money to play and she’d get mad at my dad if she wasn’t there to make sure she didn’t spend it all in one sitting so my dad would go and sit beside her for hours while my brother and I were home alone).  
When I was twelve I started talking through msn with this boy that used to go to my primary school and was two years older than me (let’s call him Carlos). One day I got a message from an unknown address saying that he was Carlos and that his e-mail got hacked by very “rude” people and to block and delete him so they couldn’t contact me, so I did. We talked for roughly a month and the messages we exchanged were quite flirty, I told him I had never kissed anyone before and I would like to because some of my friends already had.   
Anyways, I overheard my parents talking about my older brother going to a friends house that Friday and them dropping me off at my grandmas so I wouldn’t be alone but then decided against it and so I would have the house to myself for around 6 hours. I was thrilled and devised a plan for Carlos to go to my house and play ssb melee. Now, obviously, I wanted to have my first kiss that day as I had a crush on him and thought it was the coolest story for a first kiss.   
Friday came, I was dropped off at home after school and I took out all the games my brother and I owned so he would be impressed, took off my school vest and shoes so I wouldn’t look lame, and waited for a little bit, then, the bell rang, the intercom turned on and.. nothing? I saw the wall of the entrance on the screen, pressed the button and said his name, he responded “yes, hi -my name-” I ran downstairs and opened the garage door as I didn’t had keys. When I peeped my head out it wasn’t only that he was clearly not Carlos, he wasn’t fourteen, this person must have been at least twenty, but he still looked familiar so I got confused, he stood confident, asked me if he could come in and I still don’t understand why but I said yes. Walking inside he told me that he was Carlos’ brother and that he couldn’t make it so he came instead, my blood went cold at that moment as I knew that Carlos didn’t had any siblings.  
I felt lightheaded and not sure of what to do, we were already inside and even if I tried to get out through the back door I wouldn’t be able to make it outside. I knew I shouldn’t go upstairs so I turned right to the living room and the next thing I remember was him pushing me against the couch and raping me.   
Afterward, he said sorry, pulled up his pants and left. I saw blood on his jeans, shaking, I went outside to make sure he was actually getting out and close the door after as it only closed when you locked it from the inside. I was terrified, the only thing that went through my mind at that moment was that my parents were going to kill me for putting myself in that situation. I turned on the shower and it wouldn’t warm up so I started crying because I had something running down my legs and thought he had peed inside me. At that time I knew about sex but didn’t know how it actually worked? So, for months I genuinely thought he had ripped a hole somewhere and that was why I bled, but I was too afraid to touch and find out where. I got in the shower, got out, phoned my best friend and before I could ask for help he started talking about Michael Jackson as he had died a few days prior, I ended up not telling anyone anything..  
A few (maybe three) months later I had what I know now was a miscarriage and buried it under a tree in my garden because I was afraid of my parents finding something weird in the trash.  
When I was fifteen I had to quit school due to financial reasons and my mum not wanting me to go to a public middle school. My brother had a scholarship and my Nan could afford his school payment, so he continued going. I spent most of my days sleeping and pretending to read the school books I had when my parents got home and at my nan’s with my cousins.   
By December things at home were at a breaking point, one day my mum woke up, made us breakfast (which she hadn’t done for years) and at 10:30 am started screaming at my dad about how she was taking us to a different state to spend christmas with my uncle and she didn’t had the money to come back so we would stay there. My dad ignored her and she said “if you don’t want to pay attention then your daughter will hear me” hearing that, I got up, thought about closing the door but realised that it would make her angrier so I just stood in the furthest corner from the door, my mum ran inside but my dad ran past her and stood on the corridor in front of my room, my mum kept running towards my brothers room and my dad told me to grab my things and that we were going to my nan’s house, then went to tell my brother the same thing.. I took my laptop, a pair of socks and my shoes and went downstairs. I put my backpack in the car and went back inside for a pijama so I could shower there and come back home and sleep, but as I walked through the kitchen my mum grabbed a knife and walked towards me, I took a few steps back and my brother and dad entered the kitchen, she turned the knife to herself and my dad walked up to her, squeezed her hand, she dropped the knife, he put it back in the drawer, slammed it shut and screamed “what are you doing? These are your children”. My brother told her that in a month when he turned 18 she would never see him again. The dogs got into the car as they were scared with all the yelling and I did as well. My dad was getting inside to drive off when my mum started hitting my door and told me that whatever happened to her and everything that happened from that point onward would be my fault. And that day at 11 am was the last time I saw my mum and the last time I saw my house.   
She sold it along with all my things a couple months later.   
We lived with my grandma, I had no clothes so at the beginning Id wear my grandmas and then my cousins, my brother and I had no beds to sleep on so Id sleep in my dads bed, my grandmas, the couch or the hallway. Over time I got clothes, my dad started getting a little bit of money fixing computers and doing little jobs,   
I finished middle school and got to start high school... it didn’t last long, I went for a little over a semester and dropped out. I couldn’t concentrate, the letters in my books kept moving, I had panic attacks almost every day (I didn’t knew what they were) and I felt like the room was caving in, my dad couldn’t afford the school and they weren’t letting me take the tests so I decided not to go back. At that school I had a boyfriend and he was great but it didn’t work out, a little bit after that i went on vacation with a childhood friend and that was the first time I voluntarily had sex and it was followed by a panic attack on the bathroom floor of the hotel at five am and the weirdest next day which I didn’t know how to explain so i didn’t.  
I spent the next two years helping my nan by taking care of my great grandma, bathing her, dressing her, feeding her.. and she died being 100 when I was 18. Which made me get depressed as I didn’t have a clear purpose anymore. Being all that time with my nan put a strain on our relationship so, after my great grandma passed i would go to my cousin’s or my friends houses and not return for weeks.   
My uncle lived at my nans and when I was 19 he got drunk and sent me facebook messages asking me for revealing pictures while being on the room beside me, he typed the most evil things I hadn’t heard in a long time and tried to open my door twice, the whole time i was shaking trying to FaceTime a friend.   
I didn’t talk to him for years and even though i reached out for help through my cousin and she told my dad and everyone... nothing really happened and my nan not knowing the full story made me feel like i was breaking the family apart so i caved in and started speaking to him again which made me feel like whatever happens to me doesn’t really matter even though i know thats not true and it was a difficult situation for my family to handle.  
By that time i avoided going outside at all costs because i felt too aware of my surroundings and my heart was beating out of my chest, I wanted to cry and I felt too embarrassed to ask for help.  
Because of everything that was happening and me not understanding any of it I ended up looking for help in a psychiatric hospital and trying to make fun of the situation only making the people around me believe i was “faking it” and even getting mad because there’s people who are actually going through stuff like that   
I took pills and i would sleep for days and when i was awake i didn’t have strength to get out of bed, i would even pee in a bin because i didn’t have the strength to make it to the bathroom and i was afraid of my nan because i would hear her complain about me with her friends saying i was being lazy and looking for ways to get out of my responsibilities. She took me locking myself in my room and hiding from her as me being ungrateful and rude instead of afraid.. My dad came in from work (he had been working for a year now) as i was crying and i told him everything, I don’t even think he caught half of what i said because i was having a lot of trouble breathing but it was enough for him to find an apartment he could afford and we moved when i turned 20.   
Then the earthquake here in Mexico happened and every bit of strength I had gained crumbled, I felt unsafe in my own house again..   
I told my cousins about everything that happened and they tell me to look for help but i cant go get therapy and the psychologist my dad found has offer to come here but i don’t trust anyone i don’t know to come into my house and be alone with me and i cant talk about all of this with someone i know in front of me. I regret telling my family and I want my secrets back.   
I have gone out to a friends house and to my Nan’s house to visit her (she’s apologised since then) not more than ten times in two years and I’m wasting my life being here dreaming of going to uni which is literally 5 minutes away or getting a job but I cant go out and i know nothing will happen but i still cant go out, , I depend on my brother and dad 100% I cant get a job because i only finished high-school online a little over a year ago, im twenty two and i had such high hopes.. I thought I would be able to get myself out of this situation but at this point im the one pushing me in  
I know it seems like im pitying myself, I’m not, I don’t. But I’m hoping someone knows someone or is someone who knew what to do next.",4.928806459104536,4.86360032567174,5.339661333342718,86.68118313405212,68.72806733570735,8.152575759708363,28.86314869030361,7.56618260131244,1.497182624178362,11782,373,2547,111,184,3765,744,3089,0.101,0.809,0.09,-0.9892,22,4,3,1,3,1,254.0,28,6,12,26,126,117,17,17,153,2,251,44,25,29,29,472,527,257,6,75,46,62,24,8,13,43,2,26,37,5,125,216,8,11,64,15,23,97,76,55,2,23,241,67,487,62,372,203,42,454,0,5,15,9,343,175,0,26,176,1760,612,38,0.03101645732026408,0.018374715037939433,0.04540138225022988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01374710899423366,0.0,0.015529250844133563,0.04818554356453433,0.034227431925981565,0.0,0.012904088583525477,0.0,0.0,0.031638381866131604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03075999129099965,0.03253114219032298,0.0,0.012761950800570136,0.05522244577170597,0.10148670238167154,0.03528569788296227,0.029140982651728226,0.10732383516433816,0.025897446304132727,0.11344406698850612,0.0,0.06598180177379713,0.017472463046249314,0.01627492919713401,0.04114730396115709,0.08465484550428044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.015835635385905805,0.053211846443807116,0.01581167268826428,0.0,0.0,0.06679482899146612,0.0,0.0,0.017393797133786974,0.11143852802157857,0.017159560041212732,0.05110518291851494,0.13001981878649996,0.0,0.013357214620541662,0.0,0.04828527874702585,0.016202798191624818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.015870302261300952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027471375013481656,0.016024145816747826,0.017295774371156068,0.07170127137900513,0.0,0.07839810906347268,0.04445633122588488,0.08362677566022032,0.0,0.07309888891883437,0.0,0.031365705522786544,0.02215816330697787,0.11912265222994653,0.0,0.042522720120329136,0.03957387412777809,0.037505223308043865,0.03400794452812962,0.15576104690891562,0.0,0.14584336913494386,0.029753812111811637,0.2291557771053917,0.013007566417193604,0.18605020744735615,0.05129363053995667,0.0,0.0,0.13713875387443095,0.01650879778305072,0.0,0.0,0.04774775018811672,0.0,0.06991560321478624,0.0183773256314662,0.062369032628738025,0.049155885120799984,0.1400041602880916,0.03080634056051375,0.030544962670915294,0.23262737808902095,0.0,0.0,0.05025464453502562,0.0,0.06155809594497076,0.0,0.051472671831604866,0.0,0.10227500275669373,0.03792382864114248,0.0,0.0,0.01684973581569811,0.04757464355886973,0.010953920535459936,0.06061229737962536,0.12434655420243887,0.054776200123266935,0.041172883046163164,0.06511503113658294,0.0,0.01692906354630202,0.013184541427339255,0.013996781847441169,0.10271982652049176,0.09316676748606524,0.0,0.01558010013670958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.015658890047692223,0.018163049973675325,0.07427112095631375,0.08241396386933275,0.0,0.0,0.0956872159573169,0.014977943877845009,0.06597270846827465,0.0,0.0,0.059522254634546426,0.0,0.01627327721395249,0.0,0.07356143967352466,0.08256294706504702,0.0,0.03639112979627098,0.08610026325975076,0.01679390037307248,0.01480435904874586,0.04300581233937245,0.01354118708576251,0.0,0.0,0.058641155145268964,0.0,0.014852596186055582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795026602465234,0.0173727653242097,0.03298982025129725,0.01551242540705414,0.0,0.01986993678114164,0.03189008390890344,0.0,0.01665003378842386,0.035135599846856984,0.013243942540230973,0.11801501443531785,0.061663829426286725,0.015526442321156,0.235427330233007,0.024716100769983963,0.0282362178476995,0.016178464711513373,0.0,0.0,0.02565713401054856,0.12202329148308545,0.09311657110440566,0.0,0.06570035908812848,0.03581697625821267,0.0,0.03472038461527355,0.12074484472661945,0.016529708316219437,0.0495395657631083,0.03889672071714601,0.0,0.0,0.017753211504651756,0.0,0.0,0.0438489659394811,0.0,0.0349807737886473,0.11218434080177916,0.08132925241081848,0.0,0.017735011028390448,0.0,0.11333275823146713,0.019874093461169758,0.030473511838004126,0.061559006350967636,0.17181648406629074,0.0,0.0,0.14818777075294962,0.12061148864198808,0.06317441564018758,0.11807949637581368,0.06059714386876039,0.0322892259245123,0.13058142720215224,0.013394130289166205,0.0,0.038387738393109216,0.0914715506809548,0.04923884024714599,0.03731929676767657,0.0,0.0278875200576954,0.18689168339707826,0.041981292645319836,0.051943150404790216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0451607006667521,0.0,0.0,0.352531221994891,0.0,0.0,0.0798943263990068
anxiety,iRazor8,2019/04/14,"Does anyone get panic attacks of the ""never-ending end""? I'd be doing something completely unrelated in the day and my brain would make these connections that virtually lead to my death, and they tell me, it's either never-ending nothing or never ending life, which would also mean I could never truly be set free. And it would often turn my head cold and my heart racing. How do I make it stop???",5.5677631578947375,6.468366565789478,6.485368421052634,75.63857894736844,67.55263157894737,8.185263157894736,24.410526315789475,8.238735603445708,1.5560452631578947,313,7,54,4,5,104,56,76,0.189,0.7709999999999999,0.04,-0.9075,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,3,3,1,1,2,0,8,4,3,4,2,19,13,7,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,8,2,3,7,1,9,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,6,38,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930202308666413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431259989934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697178136522366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665381686647765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15641610341624887,0.0,0.0,0.11911091756198493,0.0,0.0,0.09621104169172216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305515212357779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5285293458866259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794224235728721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15310535155289626,0.0,0.0,0.17678321326067034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537274622510742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991623428371293,0.0,0.0,0.16250460977765865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4602381718681166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143145630188948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750347408698998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484877758575875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247241194860652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039298954227574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16226885245227046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31792711971916343,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,I_Know_This_Sucks,2019/04/14,"How do I stop living in 3rd person? I’ve lost all sense of self. I don’t do much for me anymore. Instead, most of what I do is for how others will perceive me. It’s like I’m just “floating”.  Just looking in on my own life, while I live it for others.",-0.8670833333333334,0.8736274107142847,1.74642857142857,99.16523809523814,87.39285714285714,3.733333333333334,18.261904761904766,3.1291,-0.900895238095238,189,5,47,0,6,65,39,56,0.087,0.865,0.048,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,1,8,9,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,7,1,8,7,4,5,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,1,3,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163632807599846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22531984518449785,0.1558477786291574,0.0,0.5633674670003141,0.0,0.2678805033756361,0.0,0.34822728218843474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345024448294908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785393748203068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327876217761875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666991257239995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nixon1185,2019/04/14,"Do any of you guys wake up with strange chest discomfort when getting up to use the restroom room in the middle of the night? Sometimes when I wake up in the middle of the night to use the bathroom I’ll get a strange chest pains (not indigestion I’ve had that before) it goes always shortly after, I just had a doctors appointment early this week and my heart and blood work came back fine they also done an ekg and chest X-ray which was also all good and he prescribed be busbar. I just went in for the chest pain. 

I realize you guys are not doctors but do any of you guys get these strange chest pains upon waking up?

Edit: I described it as chest pains but it hard to describe it doesn’t actually put me in pain more like a feeling of general discomfort and a warm sensation through my chest. I would really call it painful",4.7958181818181815,5.603572824242423,5.135151515151517,84.96272727272729,69.24242424242425,8.181818181818182,29.54545454545455,8.296473431620573,1.9391818181818183,656,24,133,9,11,208,98,165,0.182,0.753,0.065,-0.9625,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,1,1,7,12,0,2,12,0,10,20,12,2,1,20,18,12,0,1,6,0,3,1,0,1,8,0,1,3,9,7,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,8,0,0,6,3,13,4,22,10,2,24,0,0,0,0,9,13,0,0,9,84,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.10786712447158836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17679108950663636,0.09197475013601576,0.0,0.0,0.15033644817350827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499530860561906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405793663594206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128695450621137,0.12642365891157695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22627642008422014,0.0,0.11311663552354592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055890288369168616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17325138654512154,0.0,0.0,0.09271229528185372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283438528547803,0.0,0.0,0.09901848345494654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13098561143483062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05400227290924501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074609682364833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7057081490137855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111914172391116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708121483681197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093228629817693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909351100097197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866525709381308,0.0,0.0,0.10246791622362277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047147485283931,0.0,0.0,0.07852155454512245,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bosmertrash,2019/04/14,"hearing people call my name (I'm not sure if this is the right place to post this) Sometimes when I'm by myself and no one is around, ill hear the voice of my brother, mum, or friend call my name, most of the time it sounds like it's coming from another room, but sometimes it sounds really close to my ear. does anyone else have experience with this?",8.646291079812206,5.723100014084507,7.932957746478872,80.34009389671363,62.94366197183098,11.156807511737087,32.11737089201878,8.841846274778883,2.23234835680751,275,6,60,3,3,86,53,71,0.069,0.877,0.054000000000000006,-0.0338,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,3,2,1,0,1,13,8,5,0,1,4,2,0,1,1,0,1,6,1,0,6,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,6,5,3,8,8,1,9,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,3,3,34,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20600146178558615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13736674737787058,0.20129259961919602,0.0,0.17488767486697587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4012075037938641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16922962642759326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17192015015153767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16411395177165047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921718668897672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15178157776563092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.442840845322389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959785790807876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312380981101096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13619799740293176,0.0,0.2052549221587704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881507402591908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585487639477694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16777252688214436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886004230846938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851576496069457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145551938347132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MichaelRabbit,2019/04/14,"Morita Therapy: A Japanese Therapy for Neurosis Akihisa Kondo Morita Therapy: A Japanese Therapy for Neurosis

Akihisa Kondo
Morita therapy, as it is called in Japanese psychiatry, was originated by the late Prof. Morita about thirty years ago and has been developed by his successor, Prof. Kora, of Jikei Medical School in Tokyo. It is now acknowledged by Japanese psychiatrists as one of the most effective therapies for neurosis.

According to Morita therapy, all neurotic symptoms are understood as the expression of the total process constituting the inner conflicts, or the sufferings from them due to the unsuccessful efforts of the patient to stop, deny or to escape from his anxiety. This anxiety is caused by his reaction to his unfavorable environment in a specific way. He feels his psychological as well as physiological reactions are special to him and abnormally different from those of others. In contrast, normal people usually show the same or similar reactions but never think or feel they are of special or abnormal nature.

For example, Morita says when we first meet a stranger or give a performance or speech before the public, we usually feel strained or upset to a certain degree. However, as we go on, we feel relaxed or have concentrated and become aware of the initial bewilderment. In the case of a neurotic, when he feels strained or upset, he cannot allow himself to feel that way, because he has a notion that to be a man, he should not be a sissy—that is, be afraid or upset. He is so sensitive about it, due to his ideal of manliness, that he feels it more strongly than another person and takes his reaction as a sign of weakness peculiar to himself.",13.795843711083442,10.49035055821918,13.715466998754675,44.0098567870486,53.69178082191781,18.56338729763388,52.91531755915317,16.24694786949722,8.721721917808221,1361,77,188,58,11,469,153,292,0.117,0.794,0.08900000000000001,-0.7822,2,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,4,0,2,6,7,16,0,6,23,0,18,3,0,4,4,47,30,26,0,3,13,0,7,0,0,1,3,2,0,2,10,8,0,2,11,2,0,1,3,9,1,2,3,9,16,7,48,23,5,24,0,1,0,0,31,7,0,12,14,145,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575204211458158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014378041988795,0.14800799244132812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05897034068598416,0.10683907458618827,0.0823165692055828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877990151187067,0.0,0.0,0.09937615877396797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107019835843907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34239404653193495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228494980934599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927995169875952,0.0549782051724582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912422197415236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745295074183573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460999778244932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947823048244032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555189869416285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706566872432146,0.08446753755620934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692961916759844,0.0,0.09790361180925387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087696194777909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054740249370504,0.07273463311165937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7743951031980011,0.0,0.0,0.061985545476733274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130855902004728,0.0,0.0,0.15357160201164874,0.0,0.0,0.08697871659640699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06229584021045361
anxiety,ADStephenW,2019/04/14,"Is this just Health Anxiety? (Slightly triggering)    Hello, I'm 18 years old and 1 month ago I had a panic attack from searching symptoms of a heart attack on the internet which turned out to be a pulled muscle. I ended up in hospital with everybody telling me that I'm fine. Since then it seems like hell on earth for me even though I did blood tests (coming up perfect), went to my GP (told me I have no record of anything), went to hearth specialist (told me I'm healthy), had an ecograph on my abdominals (everything normal), had my tyrhoid gland checked (perfect) and went to a psychologist which in the end told me this is just anxiety.

   I would like to ask if I feel dizzy all the time almost like fainting, tired, detached from everything around me, have a slightly headache and a feeling of an empty stomach are from anxiety? (I'm also hyper aware of every minor pain in my body recently) . My panic attacks reduced considerably from the first week (which I had all day long) to this week (one all week). I'm in a continous fear of having a life threatening illness, also I never had any of these symptoms before that panic attack, I had social anxiety before but it was manageable.

Thank you for your help and support!",7.06942057942058,7.0207631948051965,7.175497835497836,75.26676323676324,64.23809523809524,10.224575424575427,35.08524808524808,9.851270322608157,3.400733999334,962,40,173,18,13,310,134,231,0.166,0.757,0.077,-0.9022,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,2,0,3,7,18,5,4,14,0,16,13,4,1,6,26,35,10,0,3,4,0,2,3,0,1,9,0,0,0,11,8,0,0,4,0,1,5,2,10,0,2,14,2,22,8,30,19,3,32,1,0,0,0,10,11,1,3,19,113,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304245684726039,0.0,0.09380787943379017,0.0,0.0,0.1498331482137942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637062178415703,0.0,0.28666249857783005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709139056711786,0.08339585384680928,0.08757898641645609,0.4263021476007012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15943107540075147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040583502504966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806977918989457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06041642420065025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16594692564442926,0.0,0.0,0.06187534450108019,0.0,0.07893019048030478,0.0,0.16838868720088304,0.0,0.0,0.1054170463971264,0.0947357458376316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968491741096008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957840564633827,0.0,0.11101230603170596,0.06279232604287738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06616958327425843,0.13730325295137016,0.0,0.0,0.0829046399276258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477519284963134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225247782372855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178738213309537,0.0,0.0,0.0983023355215995,0.0,0.06348059573079667,0.0,0.09968307224640574,0.3297430201867344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249857739969188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528356409813065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749380050703995,0.0,0.0,0.095495870122605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630796411522736,0.0,0.194740629535814,0.0,0.0,0.08188122725268117,0.08624877734061674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920409990512702,0.0,0.05462608048108157,0.10767240235537004,0.0,0.2685483157921859,0.0,0.0,0.10189790747429976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22543547830309804,0.0,0.0,0.2605293715006444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654821661526794,0.0,0.0,0.06032742188842584
anxiety,ToiletPaperPringles,2019/04/14,"How do I stop regretting everything I do? Every time I make a decision, I regret it and always beat myself up for it. Whether it’s socialising or getting a wrong answer. It’s torturous. 

Any advice will help tremendously",2.8885365853658564,5.831327121951222,5.164097560975613,72.64370731707318,82.65853658536584,9.133658536585367,27.71219512195122,9.3871,3.6253082926829263,176,8,28,6,5,61,32,41,0.328,0.611,0.061,-0.8957,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,0,10,5,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,4,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,20,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3685668596042838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31383625119788155,0.0,0.0,0.2564890214075349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177825964515725,0.0,0.3389767204801104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970561325717034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528095812985325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25176438248658545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153316081371009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199312783057613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4123769699693511,0.0,0.0
anxiety,marcon125,2019/04/14,"Anyone ever expierenced what I'm going through? Hello everyone.  


So lately I've been having insane amounts of anxiety over my health, specially my heart.  
I've had shortness of breath for almost 2 months now, I had an echo scan and ecg scan for my heart and they said there's nothing wrong with me. I still didn't believe them and tried to get my lungs checked. I had a lung function test and x ray test and they said everything is fine except for a prominent hilum ( whatever that is ).   
2 months later and here I am still with random shortness of breath attacks that usually happens at night.  
Then there's this weird random pain in my heart area, so it's not in the middle of my chest, it's a little bit to the left where my heart is. I've been so anxious about it but I said to myself that I should be fine since I got my heart checked, but I still don't know what it is. Sometimes I get palpitations and that makes me more anxious and my heart starts hurting even more, the pain is not sharp, but it's like aching. Also sometimes I feel like my heart is hot, like burning pain.  
I've had this so many times at night and I always tell myself that if it was a heart attack I would've died last night.  
I honestly feel like i'm the only person who experience this and I just don't know what to do anymore. I've reached to the point where I'm accepting death everynight.",3.46994689962316,4.7856217158273395,4.004511819116137,89.93070743405278,72.84892086330936,7.021856800274065,24.74888660500171,7.447530270364453,0.9612152792052068,1079,32,230,12,21,340,139,278,0.156,0.745,0.099,-0.9612,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,3,0,18,17,2,0,10,0,21,17,13,1,1,31,38,20,2,2,8,0,4,4,0,1,4,3,0,1,18,12,0,0,5,0,2,1,5,8,0,0,12,9,31,9,22,24,4,32,0,1,2,0,10,14,0,4,21,138,49,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503501613409701,0.0,0.0,0.05992424496483659,0.062350624945080785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05732387656468041,0.16930691668507364,0.07431383735026591,0.05239520359806686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17049521168312806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442432669396932,0.0,0.0,0.08180790898413205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777690803457987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04949283046333303,0.06778158657906322,0.0,0.0716021132051192,0.06734534421405143,0.07329928300487683,0.0,0.0,0.07577719761184447,0.10706492914106866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829925936350422,0.0,0.042586400843224466,0.0,0.05993111733756814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06626339359741353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965074276680896,0.0,0.7103718983479695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021779742336264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236291798607476,0.061080754903894474,0.08452818428900466,0.0,0.08141540190676991,0.0,0.0,0.14643477516891856,0.0751029926881829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05001865312574482,0.07597074697969347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962231394138675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109598721735103,0.0,0.0719006567294942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05699025781626538,0.2392033903586303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06542898956641241,0.0,0.0,0.07083632151047341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138365833234557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06198571598073808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822217657821254,0.0,0.0530382745738506,0.0,0.17952582614675325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06549512946107068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0436942915134696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050874887058855886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252859773911256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05323056589235022,0.0819279534865965,0.0,0.0
anxiety,floraefauna,2019/04/14,"Do you ever just cry out of frustration When you realize how badly your anxiety has impacted your life, and how much you wish you could just be “normal.” 

If only I could find the right medication to help me instead of thinking I’m finally making progress, then the medicine decides to give me side effects.",13.064736842105267,8.434089596491232,11.879385964912286,60.65486842105264,56.54385964912281,15.610526315789475,49.55263157894736,13.023866798666859,6.248094736842103,245,12,42,6,2,79,45,57,0.16399999999999998,0.7140000000000001,0.122,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,6,0,2,7,2,1,0,2,0,5,2,0,4,1,18,10,6,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,0,5,7,1,7,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,4,32,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926855832409757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21030717537265156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022073456059348,0.0,0.27667558518515445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278376014617375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759194683246844,0.2302114541242402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416238307174375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16882816589759625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17790851345072106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16813017416202589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537400628508409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18515892963628225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467864523364006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19156417403122095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151019921982961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16139291920237336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896466721587268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sophiebbyg,2019/04/14,"uncomfortable anxiety side effects? Hi all- thank you in advance.
I’ve been having a hard time with heartburn, possibly ibs, other things that make me uncomfortable and anxious; recently i’ve been dealing with the most uncomfortable feeling that my throat is super tight- I get this almost every day numerous times a day. 

I’ve read that it can be from chronic stress, anxiety, other issues- whatever. 
I really hate it and it’s been bugging me a lot, I do not have money to talk to a doctor about my increasingly difficult anxiety/other worries- also can’t find a job and semi scared to get one :( 

Anyways! A visual, (even though I am positive others also deal with this) my throat feels like it is swollen, being squeezed, closing up. This small thing may seem stupid but it’s insanely uncomfortable, makes me feel like I can’t breathe, (although I can). It’s really triggering and I can’t really find a direct answer if it can be helped at all. 
Anyone else that’s dealing/dealt with this could you give me some advice please? On how to make the feeling stop or go away temporarily? 

I am also trying to find some help/tips with derealization. It’s also been super bad lately! Some days I just always feel in a dream state one tick away from having a massive panic attack. Makes me feel like I can’t have fun or live life like I want and need to..

Any other help with anxiety would be greatly appreciated as well:) Thank you! 

TL;DR- trying to find some tips/help with anxiety that makes my throat feel super tight and swollen, also trying to find help with dealing with derealization.",3.6883664228491817,6.2748222323232365,4.773161500058055,79.08242424242425,75.83501683501683,7.463555091141298,25.05619412515964,8.433251757073789,1.976415859746894,1261,44,219,25,29,412,154,297,0.14400000000000002,0.6759999999999999,0.18,0.9616,1,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,3,0,5,12,20,3,3,11,0,27,10,4,8,2,61,49,19,0,5,6,0,11,4,0,2,6,0,0,0,23,16,0,3,15,2,1,3,5,8,1,2,4,11,23,12,28,38,9,22,0,0,0,0,12,10,0,12,12,145,46,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774404718229049,0.0,0.0,0.07935567407461976,0.0,0.0,0.3168739808157618,0.06594089168513285,0.0,0.0,0.05389152691731537,0.0,0.24249877455778365,0.08952796435086148,0.0,0.05541221837509737,0.0811991963142808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015632398499272,0.14891267741986924,0.0,0.06616897778594627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632732784071341,0.0,0.0,0.15332569385084527,0.2451043950888152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111394097623334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620174319884857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05234272111382859,0.0,0.06677006780462995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28049207117240305,0.1698448949465895,0.0,0.0,0.3621573198114982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280787859404297,0.0760221417028097,0.0450386062326753,0.0,0.0,0.08737147438915126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099086523934965,0.07824123915758269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655921544076048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271458270517429,0.07864165901326554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893954767807337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05597538197920339,0.1548667660806223,0.0,0.06997765583891953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737402742943657,0.0,0.0,0.2644941081910673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058761572546983276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740132908411623,0.0,0.0,0.09298074531428524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699077969480447,0.0,0.08934049357719788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792696947885332,0.0,0.15230537289729285,0.0,0.07824808539326092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934132230477099,0.0,0.0,0.07214462961258902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06625508473830409,0.09077860157710536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06369674074568989,0.0,0.14592228084224368,0.0,0.0,0.10529803067025333,0.0,0.077861002362495,0.0,0.09242058268016244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16141307741484276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04674267056275957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712536932611887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048044374925244,0.0,0.056295682407955135,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,evanorra,2019/04/14,"Moving anxiety? So, I realize my particular situation is extra stressful (I've lived in one house my entire life, and the reason I'm moving is a difficult divorce between my parents and messy financial stuff, with a tight timeline) but I wanted to know if anyone has tips for how to deal with moving anxiety. As stated, I've never moved before, and I'm really just terrified about not knowing where I'm going to end up or how I'll like it. I'm worried I'll be on edge and disrupted from what little in my life feels consistent. I'm also scared that my new home might be an apartment or condo where I'll constantly have to worry about other people being nearby, while my current home is very secluded and the only place I don't feel the pressure of social anxiety. Although I'm an adult, I don't have the money or resources to live on my own, so I'm pretty much stuck with whatever my parents settle on. Sorry this is a little rambly, but the constant reminder that my life is about to be uprooted is just exacerbating the problem of my usual anxiety, and if anyone has advice I'd really appreciate it.",9.747721454173067,6.843726926267284,10.616098310291864,61.89494111623146,60.84331797235024,13.331080389144905,39.77931387608807,11.645159339076185,4.711585151049667,881,34,150,20,9,309,124,217,0.162,0.775,0.063,-0.957,3,0,0,0,1,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,3,11,0,17,3,0,3,1,32,31,21,0,4,10,2,3,1,0,1,3,0,3,1,8,9,0,1,6,0,1,5,4,5,0,1,1,3,14,1,24,25,3,26,0,0,0,0,6,12,0,6,9,104,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480291894878108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576734450780925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32818213547662245,0.0,0.0,0.1499826148894878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126138062343593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317971036103228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056947118136992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499117726238393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845708639675188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06095233264285237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151598810822088,0.0,0.0,0.12375146295871395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788298318527468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272603697757323,0.05239666272477029,0.21498424389776294,0.18940645428616346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377471542752762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4559567591773232,0.07884068427502178,0.0,0.08271738571772284,0.1035821848180649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267500133996325,0.08156803775474704,0.0,0.0,0.2381756389152317,0.0,0.0,0.07435326300990279,0.0,0.11205284587407352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911124509463954,0.0,0.1026232370111824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741348483965632,0.11027029451624892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073754068778363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055287269250713,0.0,0.10932730559984896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005697596094228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285387988241968,0.0,0.12277495831114126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812011445768535,0.08849202635136465,0.06325850293940923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178340401257758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Vinegar_Doppio-,2019/04/14,"Health Anxiety attack, desperately need support (Possibly Triggering) As of today, I've suddenly begun experiencing a sweet taste in my mouth. I'm a long time sufferer of health anxiety, and intrusive thoughts compelled me to start self-diagnosing what the issue could be. While my family has no history of Diabetes, and I eat well, I saw that it could be an early symptom for type 2 diabetes. Since I've seen that, I've convinced myself that that's exactly what it is, and that my life is over. I'll just have to live with a future of crippling health issues from here on out. I can't get it out of my mind, and the fear of that is overwhelming me. I'm hyperventilating, and I don't know what I can do to put my mind at ease. I know it's probably nothing in reality, but this idea claws at the back of my mind, going ""What's wrong with looking out for your health? It's better to catch these things early"" and it compels me to look further into it, which further perpetuates the cycle. I'm so tired, and scared, and I don't know what to do.",5.138269230769228,5.530172826923078,6.5346153846153845,76.71038461538461,68.32692307692308,10.246153846153844,30.42307692307693,10.214889679676881,2.937459615384615,820,30,165,20,13,280,117,208,0.126,0.8059999999999999,0.068,-0.9154,0,0,0,1,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,1,5,11,1,3,8,0,15,12,1,3,1,31,31,12,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,0,22,14,2,0,5,0,0,3,4,6,1,0,3,7,18,5,29,24,0,26,0,2,4,0,1,12,0,0,11,108,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18410122908199156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368905066462212,0.0,0.09252482861212752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642036527191374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19214428351718907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213041881640956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312561587736245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343455892600325,0.13540248832119284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06286642996293985,0.0,0.06838519311032308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5116122816333759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583570088383853,0.0,0.251182404806719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19838741734746326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499124698256776,0.0,0.0,0.10625185609052946,0.10648652113894788,0.20209048169344013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.364491029638568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922171048837571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154579912330816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356517755963725,0.0,0.0,0.1297339692757717,0.0,0.0,0.12096290621447182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046935065907467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255283791445959,0.0,0.0,0.09953659087156283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516879983174662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654682389160772,0.0,0.12506689723144992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994059723253412,0.0,0.0,0.0955270160275426,0.07016424266439901,0.1382993709339516,0.11405690402155665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818935089414457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131559812742566,0.0,0.0
anxiety,b33blissard,2019/04/14,I don’t understand the club Here now. The music is loud. The people are awkward and I’m really hot. I don’t like this,-2.163846153846152,-0.6850389230769203,1.4149230769230776,94.18007692307695,111.30769230769228,5.156923076923079,12.892307692307696,6.742157984588678,-0.1605599999999998,92,2,21,2,5,33,20,26,0.068,0.813,0.118,0.2878,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283766117427125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4659814444186757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4305939750059031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6997277492042716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,boythatscool,2019/04/14,"Is there anyone else who gets so anxious they lose control of their bladder and bowels? Just wondering if I’m the odd one out or if this is relatively normal, basically I get extreme anxiety attacks to the point where I’m in a ball nearly crying, it also normally triggers the need to pee or have a bowel motion the bowel motion I’ll get about a 30 second warning but sometimes when I’m having a really bad episode my bladder will just void on the spot. 

This has made my anxiety even worse and it’s basically a never ending cycle, I’ve been to the doctors I know it’s not anything wrong with me physically but I feel so out of place :(",3.044197443181816,4.946261445312505,5.1731818181818205,78.69909090909094,75.171875,7.467045454545455,27.26136363636364,8.296473431620573,2.08185,507,20,93,9,11,176,88,128,0.204,0.7709999999999999,0.025,-0.9623,3,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,2,10,4,1,0,11,0,7,7,6,3,1,24,18,12,0,5,9,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,3,1,0,2,2,4,0,2,2,1,8,0,12,15,0,13,0,1,0,0,3,8,0,5,3,65,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14297784491791055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27354685364388803,0.2019811688201725,0.0,0.12501372856483484,0.1831909023927144,0.14712846945301908,0.0,0.0,0.20339879083650536,0.0,0.0,0.14928170845551966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20052755180313495,0.0,0.0,0.19639179676672852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829985605590556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14935562945263905,0.0,0.15835437005927416,0.0,0.0,0.11808873424583445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040130930992787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802302983299564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982579965897756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000196428809661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691748843843845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257009908364836,0.1378934326932172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3503513673575337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115234685910205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18679690401904744,0.0,0.1690138039690416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453708889894068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17682732080004124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938895133641355,0.0,0.0,0.1822017065625045,0.0,0.19547817807169807,0.0,0.0
anxiety,2012lurk,2019/04/14,"Reducing paroxetine dose bringing back anxiety? it's been a long time since I've posted here, so I'm going to dump this;

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i started taking paroxetine in 2016 for panic disorder and generalized anxiety disorder, initially starting at 10mg and then staying at 20mg until about one month ago where i decided to start reducing my dose by going 20mg one day, 10 the next, then 20, and so forth.

first few weeks were fine, and then all of a sudden I've been getting panic attacks again, and yesterday I had a panic attack on a 12 hour flight, freaked out and cabin crew had to help me gain my bearings again.

i'm deffo going to talk to my GP and see if I can do a lower reduction (like 20/15/20, etc) or stay on 20mg for a bit to stabilize again. but does anyone else weaning themselves off SSRIs/paxil also experience heightened anxiety? how do you deal with panic attacks??",10.037443609022553,7.023201198830414,10.222522974101924,65.28210526315793,60.40350877192983,13.514118629908106,41.972431077694246,11.765960540728905,4.9241939849624075,699,30,124,16,7,236,113,171,0.193,0.775,0.032,-0.9709,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,2,11,11,4,4,7,0,8,2,0,1,1,16,20,18,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,9,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,9,0,3,5,1,9,2,20,15,4,37,0,0,1,0,4,8,0,2,23,75,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810304784343092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885034539307146,0.0,0.11991184029077333,0.13447721932833312,0.0,0.0,0.2539887355267905,0.0,0.0,0.07738364480942554,0.11339538373758674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37771227125497175,0.0,0.08509906693257753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082392541105533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137355491284393,0.11409680636612035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536768078272199,0.0,0.0968488232331321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245131004837703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342727342413842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082573459270655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413658460931186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0578209612649549,0.0,0.18869041573981926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741803506285344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089885129861684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054068196377033285,0.0,0.0,0.09794023642895876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833643174986537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769972468281613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14998688999681964,0.0,0.0,0.519393677460123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599210021910477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881903539630721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154808645286654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23500023202958245,0.23592084218787146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321072030556544,0.0889530523397651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453307368773313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877349552351375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447721932833312,0.0
anxiety,doomsyyu,2019/04/14,"Office and my birthday So I do enjoy celebrating my birthday privately with friends, I've had severe anxiety regarding huge birthday parties being thrown for me by  my mother when I was a child - in all my childhood pictures during my birthday parties I am in tears lol.

So anyway, recently the office busybody out of the blue asked me when's my birthday and without thinking I told her. When I tried to tell her that I wouldn't want the whole office knowing because I don't want to have it celebrated, she responded by adding a reminder on her phone. Why do people do this?

Anyway, I won't even be in the office on my birthday so should I even care?",4.233333333333333,6.023719952380954,5.2446349206349225,79.90314285714291,71.69841269841271,7.262222222222222,31.647619047619052,7.908726449838941,2.4155295238095227,518,24,91,7,10,170,77,126,0.065,0.721,0.214,0.9717,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,0,6,1,13,0,0,0,1,12,20,8,0,4,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,1,22,3,14,12,2,12,0,0,1,0,12,7,0,0,5,72,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963720562729472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23997649827545406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15647975313513465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617191048868682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390911247213643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983230148869211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14107363750352964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17796097434313815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25345674354217235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899938852980975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22436398266996785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16448069896349132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452844267730656,0.0,0.17428001703843213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028123948530999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231628589623786,0.2865923822433572,0.0,0.2474461855999283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,themightysquiddly,2019/04/14,"any advice for learning to drive? i (20f) want to learn how to drive but i'm still extremely nervous and scared to. i know i should have learned in high school but my anxiety was way worse than now. i want to have some kind of freedom away from home and since i live in a semi-rural community, i cant go anywhere without a car or a ride somewhere.

i'm more scared of interacting with over drivers than the car itself. i'm always afraid of not paying attention and expecting the worst outcome. i can do basic driving skills but the rules of the road and my comfort around other drivers is what i struggle to wrap my mind around.

tl;dr: i want to get over my fear of driving around people and get some freedom. thanks in advance!",3.377291666666668,5.212161034722224,4.085833333333333,87.14250000000001,74.06944444444444,6.466666666666668,27.277777777777786,7.1686216300943375,1.3531361111111109,575,22,113,6,12,183,90,144,0.188,0.679,0.133,-0.9022,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,6,10,0,6,7,0,8,0,0,1,0,29,19,10,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,9,0,0,5,0,1,9,3,7,0,0,1,0,13,3,27,17,4,23,0,0,0,0,1,11,0,3,2,75,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16958101784268356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439895917720294,0.0,0.0,0.11801296883410314,0.0,0.13275742014187095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4634614626813484,0.0,0.0,0.16304629099038828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952804456542297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18133469498332425,0.0,0.09862662903990567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183354255072812,0.17407450097197935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18071492608371426,0.0953728983667937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15323876293712185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17522565891587094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031059962467505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474870923874691,0.175631473841118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355385979460766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13858905431368845,0.0,0.0,0.181421407621878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597720696210588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30707469095146345,0.13774776181902856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672861090711032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768518130365617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,neonma,2019/04/14,"I really need advise right now My SO and I are three hours away from each other. Today he went to meet up with coworkers at one of their houses, and as of 6:15pm today it is already 11, I haven’t heard anything from him. He always keeps communication with me, no matter what, and he’s never gone this long without talking to me. 

He has responsibilities to attend to early in the morning tomorrow. His phone is going straight to voicemail; he had a charger and did get to text me once he was at the location.

I have no idea where this place is or have met any of their coworkers. I know nothing more than the host’s first name. 

I’m posting on here because I have anxiety and as some of you may know, any change immediately sends my mind on a frenzy of thinking the worst case scenarios. I’m very afraid right now and have nobody to share this with. 

I’m completely lost at what to do right now, I’m so damn scared 

I don’t know if I should relax and wait or if I should be calling the police..",3.9480975954738367,4.823859410891089,5.108429985855729,84.13653465346535,71.22772277227722,7.949646393210751,25.814710042432807,8.192908349453996,1.4131007072135788,779,23,164,11,14,258,123,202,0.108,0.851,0.04,-0.9282,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,2,2,7,7,1,2,7,0,19,0,0,0,1,32,37,15,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,7,11,0,2,5,1,0,5,6,5,0,3,8,1,19,2,30,25,4,31,0,1,0,0,21,14,1,6,11,110,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17089034127310504,0.0,0.12885477979334595,0.0,0.0,0.2106183479233568,0.0,0.1184664227206852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12743545191098726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454947739332815,0.0,0.0,0.09440037922895206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812796830484352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16381988960282026,0.0,0.16236631989645314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13172266560575852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090723895833557,0.0,0.08800972416360345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15250454975106276,0.17868605921378114,0.0,0.1748165358993734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764545943746775,0.0,0.0,0.25531874787737124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13704500822950527,0.0,0.0,0.16904648021025426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15636306398885122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482570674062305,0.11943651678119765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485910253190956,0.0,0.0,0.16491937944567525,0.10493621071071052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16179430104682674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483117539472759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992063992690839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3967452537010445,0.0,0.0,0.15504049691822966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446949521900726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922715269487713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935757349020776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777458207377101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435554949739154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492781864195442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,virgogrl56,2019/04/14,"Just need a place to release everything I’ve had building up TW: mention a couple of my triggers (flying, spaces being reorganized)

I’ve had anxiety and depression since puberty and it went/has gone untreated for so long it feels like just another personality trait. It hits me like waves so hard it knocks me down until I can’t bear it, which is how I feel right now. I’m living on my own in a new city and I haven’t had a single other person in my apartment since October. The only friends I know here live together and hang out all the time, but I haven’t been invited once. I’ve reached out four times and it just feels embarrassing to try again. I’m not making friends at school and all I can do is come home and do more work. I’m so lonely and I keep taking on the burden to uproot myself to see people. I’ve been out of town 5 times already this year and it’s so much added stress, especially because flying is already very triggering for me. My social anxiety has skyrocketed since a traumatic incident three years ago and isn’t getting better. I’ve had three different therapists and three psychiatrists and after being threatened by one and dismissed by another, it’s even more anxiety inducing to think about starting all over again. None of then worked before anyway. This week, my parents decided to move out of my childhood home to a new state I hate. My mom made me pull up the listing so I could see the new pictures and instead I started crying because my childhood bedroom was completely changed. That’s always been one of my biggest anxiety/OCD triggers and it just destroyed my entire day. I’m supposed to see my family next weekend to tour potential new homes in this new shitty state they want to move to and I know it’s going to make everything so much worse. I feel so trapped in my own head all the time and I hate hate hate change and new things. I don’t want to keep having to deal with things like this and constantly feeling like I’m the bad guy in every situation. It feels so stupid at the same time and there’s no one I can turn to for help. If you read this, thanks for the time. I needed to get everything out and didn’t know where else to go",3.8211574514332254,5.449666706697464,4.801245075397365,83.32299517728569,72.46420323325634,8.142616492324413,27.51589457954082,8.757208317658263,2.0708769732373318,1736,64,341,33,34,566,218,433,0.19,0.737,0.07200000000000001,-0.9965,2,3,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,1,3,23,20,6,2,15,0,26,1,1,8,4,66,69,34,0,6,7,2,7,4,2,0,0,0,4,3,21,28,0,2,12,2,0,8,9,12,0,7,11,10,35,8,50,54,13,66,0,2,3,0,13,25,0,1,35,215,56,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06147450293693056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305868058076308,0.0,0.057704673168670874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454388359360002,0.15915745342599447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057904270619742675,0.08455011198096919,0.0,0.05901165792209356,0.0,0.0,0.061334351808513585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14672599965976033,0.05973879908466617,0.07271205180165555,0.07494260601878155,0.0,0.05537025292633692,0.07673434644276443,0.0761776098701775,0.04472494899558413,0.07149670282663018,0.0597309681449481,0.0,0.0,0.0724558862110818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05793294353262642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04580495558135371,0.0,0.05843028266153785,0.0,0.18698165803757893,0.0,0.06537691471584567,0.0,0.2103923621782845,0.09908716631716302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715912302476403,0.0,0.07246492196188442,0.0,0.07882629385841174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866730520390198,0.0,0.0,0.06212388962161144,0.2738746788841532,0.07117300591230809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04648377683284926,0.0,0.2086908155603948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328275695677038,0.0,0.0,0.1143386758622888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552343459416946,0.0,0.122474466331944,0.061372480104845785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562055317296897,0.0925831949078464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812217659304711,0.0,0.1474159393383587,0.10196031353018123,0.10284414578110146,0.0,0.4018713994167001,0.07375440651178705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385538126994759,0.1409798631994486,0.052743724765910965,0.0,0.0,0.07700485809565086,0.0,0.0,0.04807848941313378,0.12110731727265807,0.0724558862110818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693686681064993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059224436565351785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07018580226535115,0.16578867709689146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721008643431448,0.07795219441408541,0.0,0.07069349066965247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817243379388904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944007733060278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052142494879185534,0.0,0.0,0.06384807142308595,0.0,0.0805205802487105,0.0921459854401938,0.04443661635911906,0.0,0.0,0.24263090995564926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04708403055799585,0.07543277800435856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05722093126584363,0.08180873685282679,0.0,0.05562830749144013,0.0,0.0,0.06428805304950228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100975107818546,0.0,0.07067347388590338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931812508579054
anxiety,kyuubinokitsune_,2019/04/14,"Is this anxiety, sporadic fatal insomnia, MS, CJD or something else? I'm experiencing a lot of apparently worsening symptoms since July 2018... My first symptom was a progressive sleep deterioration. I slept like a baby almost all my life, averaging 10 hours of sleep per night, but my sleep deteriorated progressively. I could sleep just 6 hours in August, 4 in September and now I can just sleep in intermittent periods of 90 minutes... It seems like a organic sleep deterioration. I average 5h of sleep now.

My second symptom is severe memory loss, dementia-like, and terrible difficulty in following plots or remembering recent events. I can't remember in details any conversation that I had this week, giving you some example. It feels terrible and I feel spaced out most of the time, like if I'm living in a body that is not mine and like if I'm living in some kind of movie... It is annoying.

The third and most bizarre thing is a severe, complete apathy to everything. I don't have any kind of feelings left, a total lack of emotions. No songs or art can touch me, I don't feel empathy or anything, just emptiness.

My vision doesn't feel the same anymore... Fluorescent lights have halos and flashes around them and artifict lights in general look blurry. When I'm reading subtitles using a computer, the text appears to be slight doubled.

I'm just worried... It doesn't feel like anxiety anymore. Antidepressants don't seem to be working with me and docs say that I have nothing serious... What worries me the most is that I have all the symptoms of early prion diseases, mainly the disease called Fatal Insomnia. Let me explain.

Last year, I read a case of a man with FFI that got progressive Insomnia and memory loss in the first ten months of the disease, before the dementia. He also got apathy and his clinical situation was almost the same as mine. There is also another case of a 31 years old woman and a 13 years old teenager with the same symptoms as mine. I also read a lot about sFI/thalamus deterioration and everything matches with me.

I'm 23 years old and it seems like I have a severe thalamic neuronal loss. This is just terrifying...",4.98,7.212943666666668,6.521818181818182,69.67772727272727,70.66666666666666,10.052525252525252,32.20202020202019,10.300263719432786,3.9391020202020197,1716,80,285,52,33,585,200,396,0.161,0.775,0.064,-0.9899,1,0,1,0,0,0,62.0,0,1,1,9,14,17,1,0,26,0,28,20,10,1,3,64,52,26,2,4,13,0,7,6,0,0,10,2,0,2,15,19,0,0,12,5,0,2,8,9,0,5,6,13,30,8,33,42,16,39,0,3,1,0,11,13,0,19,30,187,45,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738090386459756,0.0,0.0,0.16457210301575187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329725649589037,0.07193042277573011,0.10495374534743132,0.0,0.13606050442610573,0.0,0.0,0.05644986849833032,0.061066287017610875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058371389948429324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761963189998447,0.0,0.0,0.07004568103192761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192313653122752,0.0,0.0,0.05476949367145842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05730437945444025,0.07716291472961269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330195601829964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20810963540615826,0.04900604242995313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166979367231092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06580493873087018,0.0,0.0,0.10972731790629936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510936948468305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428674066760358,0.0,0.05591608924580368,0.0,0.0,0.07453134602158723,0.07014555519294527,0.048452417928162586,0.20107953732524295,0.0,0.12114563604407975,0.0,0.05760459356669169,0.0,0.0,0.11663822270037892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05475384180058367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06437407362486733,0.0,0.06582111738540337,0.0,0.2159444993449091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20584808420024092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06773172065107877,0.0,0.15541511027267269,0.0,0.0,0.05455145716533946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18734566634455715,0.0,0.23248682858103026,0.0,0.05674453159915021,0.07710642435241255,0.4805290342101678,0.0,0.0,0.05280967963230194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35649515619412403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045573107396954686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039999733265306286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05924618463810071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05502474838176495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049939771234205135,0.13932811024073175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17669807263263895
anxiety,yuh5,2019/04/14,Constant Adrenaline I don’t know if this classified as anxiety but whenever I think about working or basically anything I have to do (even if I’m not nervous about it) I feel adrenaline rushing through my legs and into my feet. I really hate this as it makes me super fidgety and I can’t get anything done. What should I do? I’m 16 btw.,1.9208193277310917,4.240508602941176,4.163277310924372,82.51617647058826,80.61764705882355,8.003361344537815,30.302521008403357,8.841846274778883,2.9108462184873964,267,14,52,7,7,92,47,68,0.14300000000000002,0.748,0.109,-0.3332,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,1,1,0,0,7,2,2,1,0,13,15,8,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,1,10,1,7,13,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,37,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475835741678451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5326559869914552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497396670312425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33119589814075795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21376104681212627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16364201576628098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16908844664437572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195273159343676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17786397951363994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21603209095533715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20733195404467447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20737532673388132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356136413114037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,madlatina99,2019/04/14,having a panic attack over a necklace i have a necklace that i’ve worn every single day since last august that my boyfriends mom had given me (they live in the uk) and i lost it wednesday night. it has to be in my room or it somehow got thrown out but i started fully looking for it tonight and i’m getting way too worked up and now i’ve given myself a panic attack over never seeing it again. there’s a big sentimental value that it holds to me but it also helps me so much with my anxiety during school days in class. i’m constantly playing with it and holding onto the pendant part and not having it now is really getting me on edge. i just don’t know what to do. i want to believe it’s still in my room and i’m just looking past it but my room is so small and i’ve torn the whole place apart. this is probably such a stupid post but i feel like i’m suffocating from this and have nobody to vent to about such a thing,2.165255102040817,3.5933551683673457,3.8170918367346935,89.51451530612246,76.39795918367345,6.124489795918367,22.45408163265306,6.6274283507984215,0.4696795918367345,727,20,157,6,16,243,113,196,0.126,0.792,0.08199999999999999,-0.8338,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,2,15,8,3,2,10,0,12,0,0,0,1,26,30,16,0,1,8,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,18,11,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,6,4,17,2,21,23,4,34,0,1,3,0,3,17,0,2,16,111,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429616155071715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890242132175215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.353644845878745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17511475957221934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16796305401943318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20047712304744394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309552635598379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858934895007336,0.11103819277775896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16241001278962314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431041637448302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418048602748703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541947058150581,0.12669501941374908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593454236144033,0.0,0.13724626415685467,0.0,0.2610416858078406,0.0,0.169668631425715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18203604842770685,0.0,0.0,0.11425787385226695,0.0,0.1198760856736904,0.0,0.0,0.14585917251458622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36472384734580304,0.0,0.16831398173949405,0.1483741455672127,0.0,0.0,0.16238976166171626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14885759399003007,0.0,0.16757827366487654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957151412867743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573019984698431,0.12385643719611646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857210920053685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100131332263104,0.0,0.1241254470671363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325982743572072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167579042974107,0.1233719546103834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17353043415576222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315384125349286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PanicPicnic,2019/04/14,Online chat I just want to chat to people who understand me. I found a discord link through here and have been talking to some people but I don’t really know how it all works. Another issue I have is Timezone. Everyone is asleep when I’m awake.,1.3010884353741474,3.855673836734695,3.0072448979591826,88.04787414965988,86.14285714285714,6.531972789115647,22.452380952380953,7.793537801064563,1.3869972789115643,194,7,38,4,6,64,39,49,0.043,0.93,0.027000000000000003,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,6,1,1,1,1,11,11,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,4,9,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,26,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393713144200333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092578633063221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548614101815131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378026011135678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778675159983005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4487511204956249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20733607644358365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601345978259358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33692716229186603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908949447931753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23561832603751076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,narcolepticnosebleed,2019/04/15,"I'm going off meds... Any suggestions? I've been taking Lexapro for about 8 or 9 months now. It's low-dose, and it was prescribed after a head injury, as I hadn't wanted to take meds for OCD/anxiety/depression before, but with bruising my brain, I felt like I wanted to die and it was time to give meds a try. 

Now, I feel like I want to see how I'm doing and cut down on the side effects as well. I've gained a lot of weight and had some other SEs, and I've been feeling a lot better recently, so I want to explore what it's like to go without for a while. I'm cutting them in half for the next week or so, and then plan to be done. 

I've heard some bad horror stories and such though, so just curious if there's any advice to help with the next few weeks? Thanks!",2.827442497261778,3.1014379216867525,4.227984665936475,91.62857064622126,73.39759036144578,7.241182913472071,23.52464403066813,6.980632752743323,0.5473566265060241,589,14,141,5,11,196,103,166,0.12,0.679,0.2,0.9056,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,4,12,9,2,0,8,0,9,3,2,2,0,29,27,20,1,5,6,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,9,1,0,5,0,0,3,2,3,1,1,9,6,8,6,24,17,5,20,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,7,15,85,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13243913879247013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18433119646952947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316256508340175,0.0,0.0,0.11532673685058893,0.0,0.0,0.11986598750132088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129720650163744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673248791243168,0.0,0.14065958304953402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13869507374950188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370568993917646,0.09682323762379548,0.13013083150719354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300135024913588,0.1540505650716978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909371152646585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090843444963041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986405232737692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23044689578184255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4516325294656655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817939936797072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882771076381399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382032414965214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080005082024203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20380460395143807,0.0,0.0,0.124778560554067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331583325317156,0.0,0.0790291051225148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201652339942314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197583324827324,0.0,0.21742928110843895,0.16504001416173594,0.12185847463423526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306468642491168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,al_oof,2019/04/15,I think I had my first anxiety attack. I was randomly cooking dinner and suddenly my heart is racing and I’m feeling shaky. I started crying and I still don’t feel “right.” Could use any encouragement anyone has for how to deal with this.,2.5219565217391278,5.14170554347826,4.158869565217394,81.63178260869569,80.52173913043478,7.1582608695652175,24.417391304347824,8.238735603445708,1.902587826086956,189,7,34,4,5,63,38,46,0.208,0.701,0.091,-0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,1,0,0,6,3,1,2,0,12,12,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,2,7,1,3,9,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,4,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19702671129038035,0.0,0.2216430799797776,0.0,0.0,0.20258633919392552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32961033084193103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313262709413559,0.0,0.3182554077175205,0.0,0.2986994780661338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29299294600173376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464446603308203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433321002446305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474283091589277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20507277661337472,0.0,0.23137919384652555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18564763952373564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502341730972941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway202838,2019/04/15,"Does anybody have any knowledge on strattera and lexapro? I’m a seventeen year old girl. I weigh about 93 pounds and am 5 feet tall. I have been taking strattera and lexapro for over a year now but stopped abruptly today. I am now going off of them cold turkey until I’m weened off. This obviously was not a doctors suggestion and I’d rather not give details to what’s going on in my personal life. I would just like to know what withdrawal symptoms I can expect within the next couple of weeks, and if any of these are so severe that I will need to go to the emergency room.",5.501416149068318,5.764247713043478,5.798012422360253,82.75478260869566,67.52173913043478,8.6583850931677,31.211180124223603,8.418075326091056,2.2111614906832298,457,17,91,6,7,146,82,115,0.093,0.867,0.04,-0.7845,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,5,0,10,5,1,0,1,18,19,9,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,2,5,5,1,1,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,1,8,1,17,15,0,23,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,1,12,59,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994783180405776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436399655900145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22537742018773702,0.19269285207880565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112297093189696,0.3754231920951496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101261188375638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15552921030174596,0.10757544200168756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632707210058261,0.0,0.0,0.23417832949221856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23105608132852465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19226450723091854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24875602636504796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18409166035976632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22886540028394525,0.1655581398300966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087177308455441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17662597717118114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156419174264146,0.0,0.0,0.2835948428738926
anxiety,thesadviolist,2019/04/15,"I'm not intelligent and I can't but be upset with my bad luck. I don't know if this is the right place to post this, but mayhe you guys can offer some support.

I have never been intelligent, and I don't know how to accept that  Not in language/verbal skills, mathematical/conceptual comprehension skills, nor am I creative. Despite this, my grades aren't bad, though this is likely due to the fact that I'm still in my early years of high school (grade 10). This doesn't stop me from being constantly faced with the fact that I am simply unintellgient. My friends understand the lesson instantly without even trying. It takes me twice as long to finish the math homework sometimes. I could go on forever about how stupid I feel.

So many aspects of my life are great, but I constantly find myself wishing that I was born smarter. My life would be so much easier. I am very envious of people who are born with high intelligence and are praised for it by society. It feels unfair. Why were others born with such a privilege? Why was I dealt such a bad hand?

My intelligence is becoming a greater contributer to my anxiety about the future as I grow closer to finishing high school and choosing a career path. I don't know what I want to do with my life career-wise, and I don't think have an aptitude for anything. As the job market becomes more competitive, I fear that I will simply not stand a chane against all of the other bright students out there. 

Can anyone help me change my negative thought patterns? Anyone feel the same way when they were my age?.",5.555436241610738,6.6010424295301995,5.861939597315438,79.57391610738254,67.65771812080537,9.04724832214765,29.329530201342287,9.255337874911486,2.413528322147652,1236,43,234,23,20,395,172,298,0.136,0.662,0.202,0.9758,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,1,4,13,16,2,2,15,0,32,5,2,2,4,46,48,19,0,5,8,0,4,1,1,2,3,0,1,1,17,11,0,1,13,0,0,2,14,7,0,1,6,5,35,9,31,36,6,32,1,0,1,0,8,10,0,3,18,163,52,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908026338447889,0.0,0.0,0.1628423901629484,0.0,0.09582448224604563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916806476965992,0.0,0.2572091613948313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318358719957705,0.0,0.0,0.25167179817851804,0.0,0.09297202125636146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691095992683666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13103322973681916,0.17663458386797026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106428808126576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996527681502244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06617849369330382,0.0,0.0,0.12838125000951311,0.0,0.11529906080666667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.078050766600779,0.3690922582804757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555389854103845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919857187005304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24674607674272234,0.05688924546988607,0.0,0.0,0.10305034243665727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805716144878502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560062430493587,0.0,0.08980972100152801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072844358573418,0.0,0.12166045551439125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152231831788484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944356914127224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356975290970808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115167285608378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929932914279004,0.09735340576152456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214063911720286,0.0,0.0,0.08755230265458111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461338575059516,0.11440682305267283,0.09244448600912923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07905865078306337,0.0,0.0,0.12122356545222528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607948955975193,0.06868239911921485,0.09242878394554947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21014737190899155,0.0,0.13390623943084026,0.11224902262106072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271933291959233,0.0,0.0,0.07498689445307394
anxiety,heygayboy,2019/04/15,"Haven't talked to someone in 2 days and the anxiety makes it so hard to breathe The past two days feels like some of the shittiest days I've had in forever. For context, I've been to ralking to this guy for almost 2 years now. Every single day. Used to date him but we've cut it off for 2 months now. Still kept talking tho. 

And we've had a major fight. And I feel like that's the last time I'll talk to him. The feeling is just so so heavy. There are times when I just find it hard to breathe. Still functioning on the outside. But yeah. 

I'm so tired. I wish this goes away. Idk how.",-0.5963095238095235,1.5348799047619082,0.9669642857142868,102.15616071428572,91.22222222222223,4.419841269841268,17.398809523809526,5.985473137389443,-0.6154428571428574,452,12,112,4,16,144,81,126,0.15,0.747,0.103,-0.6375,0,0,0,0,1,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,14,4,2,0,7,1,6,3,2,3,0,18,14,12,0,1,4,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,5,5,2,16,10,3,21,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,2,18,62,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16240282176028992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406953163980534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152376243355491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4183784061669345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366461509784579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24601375500321426,0.23172709889208434,0.0,0.0,0.14823230057431247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16058664320569416,0.0,0.0,0.2905681784829601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322007705564213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15846881840316804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825839490396023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945290299436987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548220006232343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741710805846266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590390660006471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3910695947578933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891403934377137,0.18640547120099069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584292000573002,0.0,0.0,0.1400740174666761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18650241679378227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444051825218822
anxiety,chickensalami,2019/04/15,Has Anyone Truly Cured Their Anxiety? Just looking for positive testimonies.,8.723636363636363,13.029732727272728,8.009545454545453,47.43431818181818,85.36363636363637,13.10909090909091,41.86363636363637,10.125756701596842,8.551872727272729,64,4,5,3,2,20,11,11,0.105,0.494,0.401,0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5735007104197668,0.0,0.0,0.5241914588971447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6295397124624511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whoreyinthehouse,2019/04/15,"Does anyone else lose their appetite when anxious? I’ve been anxious since I was a kid. It’s been pretty consistent my whole life but in times of stress it gets considerably worse. 
I just graduated college, which was a massive accomplishment for me, but I have been very high stress the last couple of months due to the anxiety of starting my “adult life”. Something that correlates with that is my loss of appetite to the point where all I can eat all day is one bagel, sometimes even less. Anything more and I either feel extremely nauseous or I start gagging when trying to eat. 
These last few months I have dropped quite a bit of weight and people keep commenting on it, telling me I look good. Which only makes me feel more anxious, mostly due to the fact that I know it’s an unhealthy consequence of my anxiety that I have no idea how to deal with. 
My question is, does anyone else ever feel this way? And if so what do you do about it?",6.148551448551447,6.511881527472529,5.7748151848151865,83.12927572427573,66.14285714285714,8.815984015984018,31.380619380619386,8.575989854853784,2.2375538461538462,746,27,147,10,11,230,113,182,0.179,0.7909999999999999,0.031,-0.9785,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,4,9,5,0,2,8,0,14,5,0,2,4,26,24,11,0,1,6,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,14,5,3,1,7,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,5,5,20,1,17,19,10,20,0,2,1,0,8,5,0,4,13,99,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776178540996001,0.3934477179665015,0.0,0.16234637616839556,0.23789690533909194,0.09553260318330738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674077638260944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128451947968964,0.0,0.07486877894477799,0.1196842245641458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031831858888792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375791599640981,0.1939574595554154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667669099710632,0.1050105181045739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760965591839008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06065250319402912,0.0,0.0,0.09737121701321376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226560040533363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310520620715541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318658473160637,0.0,0.0,0.0638003116099512,0.18925853000489326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639963294277589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748679536614384,0.1298755926929279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749132094305161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853246847386886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866593814403004,0.08829206872014737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804825466928126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974306146936152,0.0,0.0,0.11810579015033502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004794657571495,0.12347655371837905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09603127455017196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937215095017473,0.1148164888329238,0.0,0.16433892959634747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659625878883929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146822795318856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676933135032134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881784003876252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578683375088397,0.0,0.0921472480979694,0.0,0.1413669736220045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961091537536168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830615377885982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dj_dick_cheese,2019/04/15,"I was fired today So I was fired today, I don’t even know what to do.  I’m the sole income of my family, I was in the hospital for 6 weeks a year ago, and out of work for 3 months.  Needless to say my reserves are dry, I don’t know how I’m going to provide for my wife and 4 year old.  I’m trying to keep it together so my family doesn’t freak out, I’m on a very fine line.  I feel like it’s a razor edge and a nudge one way or the other is going to decide how this will unfold.",0.7513392857142875,1.0378385982142897,3.8825,92.1625,78.19642857142857,7.028571428571429,18.464285714285715,7.1686216300943375,-0.03777142857142879,361,5,95,4,8,133,67,112,0.1,0.8540000000000001,0.046,-0.7584,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,7,0,10,0,0,2,0,13,20,8,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,1,4,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,3,4,10,2,14,16,0,15,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,9,56,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977231855735464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473245215482543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4205493732531347,0.0,0.11278238967059362,0.15934923616857388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535325246083209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19825991482021585,0.0,0.0,0.24516838847206676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897251676568527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17803892001050706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340567905451061,0.0,0.1511466072479727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773808412218655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4228566669241303,0.0,0.0,0.15143846744267753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18404223329751815,0.0,0.17704923180023446,0.17891980642050395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16238537139534362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28727786932311505
anxiety,Komeiji11,2019/04/15,"Advice on Relationship Anxiety? Hello, I'm new here and looking for any advice or stories people have to help with my anxiety. I don't really like going into details, but whenever I start a new relationship with anyone, as a friend or something more, I just get super anxious. I get worried about response times and freak out if they don't respond after a certain amount of time and sometimes feel a bit clingy since I only feel really safe in a person's physical presence.

Part of me just kind of feels like I'm cursed, whenever I find someone I like to any type of capacity, something goes wrong and I feel like I'm partly to blame. I get this anxious because I don't want to lose anyone I care about again but I feel like it's a self fulfilling prophecy since this anxiety also pushes others away. I've talked a bit about this with my counselor, but wanted to know if there's any other methods or advice on how to apply mindfulness since that seems to be what mine wants to focus on.",7.425618556701032,6.5874931082474255,7.912082474226807,72.89039175257734,63.793814432989684,10.440412371134023,34.348453608247425,9.642632912329526,3.2106387628865978,789,29,142,13,10,262,112,194,0.195,0.6920000000000001,0.113,-0.8761,0,0,3,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,2,11,14,0,0,7,0,5,0,0,1,1,34,25,15,0,5,10,0,5,5,1,0,0,0,0,2,8,9,0,1,8,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,6,17,11,28,24,6,16,0,1,1,0,10,7,0,6,12,87,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003563283263709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193399237686701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20902069385376645,0.0,0.2351355816774519,0.2314921386020922,0.0,0.14327917572286464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626074492711648,0.0,0.0,0.06245620086772466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237107399519684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446067723291386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590240534157951,0.21958367001257165,0.0,0.0,0.0936428892150488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915721878582853,0.0,0.16058702759379476,0.0,0.058228081873946916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867406878458968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669211362368633,0.0563071149112306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502740284720899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603720029719904,0.11462200947595755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034513103924634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19790520482978954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792237269261529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22189963591332268,0.0,0.07103006067879215,0.08946059037550301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127182010754682,0.0,0.0,0.21999871105105484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09327205593675136,0.10688390872193076,0.0,0.0,0.2542578809438798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868106004987752,0.1577512036047933,0.10133156198270188,0.0,0.0725188542161201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235021785715879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948578575760065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812935352267197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040489984009145,0.0,0.0,0.11201950596727747,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CBD-MAN,2019/04/15,Have real bad Anxiety I had sex with my girlfriend for the first time and I wore a condom but that was our only form of birth control and I’m just reading story’s and having anxiety,0.4663157894736827,2.897139315789474,2.9003157894736837,87.8052105263158,90.05263157894737,5.145263157894737,20.757894736842104,6.742157984588678,0.7112463157894733,146,5,28,2,5,50,33,38,0.158,0.8420000000000001,0.0,-0.5647,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,1,0,8,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,4,0,3,3,1,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,21,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5331917653401932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29097676176534965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3908640802151282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964276247930756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26504432352861657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485869038254048,0.3966608698739613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20320883568532397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThugCostanza,2019/04/15,"Weird Some days I feel like I can conquer the world. Like i’m handsome, smart, hilarious and like i have the job of my dreams.
Some days, like today, I feel fat, dumb, like a burden, like my wife hates me and I really hate my fucking job.",0.05149659863945644,2.295713367346938,1.8031632653061216,96.68052721088438,88.79591836734693,4.899319727891157,16.329931972789115,6.42735559955562,-0.4638190476190474,181,4,42,2,6,59,31,49,0.217,0.397,0.386,0.8593,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,0,14,4,0,3,0,2,2,1,0,0,6,8,2,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,9,8,1,8,2,4,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,2,9,19,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763109427716528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216634165236561,0.1530402435135817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19804479213249715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4229997597718652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4251645708687421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6279483066162573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723610217403598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20305741286688708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,captainechinoid,2019/04/15,"anxiety attacks..? Somehow, I’m still convincing myself that maybe my anxiety attacks aren’t real and that I’m just overreacting. It’s been like... 2 years since my diagnosis and I feel ridiculous. My therapist even agreed that I must have experienced at least one or two, yet here I am backpedaling like “Oh, maybe I’m just making it up.” Wtf? I can’t believe I’m downplaying my own issues.",2.8624324324324357,5.552921932432433,4.441824324324326,79.69219594594598,79.67567567567569,8.024324324324324,28.16891891891892,8.841846274778883,2.7426810810810816,309,14,56,8,8,103,51,74,0.175,0.727,0.098,-0.6868,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,3,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,10,12,3,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,1,2,9,3,2,10,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,5,36,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32769084151577904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4873163046450241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413050225897968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146240829707055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829472438554733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235459644009576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092728962953744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14296533588204785,0.0,0.4303407488101155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14513241137678776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24378121099159625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17717007858642694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17104265729326698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486769183572142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092205765641507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379234726772494
anxiety,Megsquatch,2019/04/15,"Any suggestions for headaches? Hey all!
I'm new to this sub and I'm glad it exists :) I wanted to ask if anyone had suggestions for reducing or relieving tension headaches and migranes outside of meds. I usually do take acetaminophen, but last time I had a migrane that blurred my vision in my right eye and I took sudaminophen on accident. >~<",2.6582118055555526,5.670960203124999,3.0395833333333364,85.93597222222225,87.59375,6.594444444444445,32.111111111111114,7.793537801064563,2.9180402777777776,279,16,48,6,9,86,50,64,0.08900000000000001,0.7959999999999999,0.115,-0.2124,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,3,1,1,0,1,9,9,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,6,2,7,6,1,8,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,3,4,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255990101723085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23196488078828606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101382143981872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27041769201681576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3684955976362632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204028569686807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833097160749663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494320972283392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934440640750664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.368582591073419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3653719237934973,0.0,0.19567269318510835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alifelongreader,2019/04/15,"Frustrated to be so reliant on medications My psychiatrist SLIGHTLY decreased one of my meds recently. Just a little bit. And oh my God I have been SO much more anxious. It's so easy to forget how much anxiety is lurking underneath, tamed only by medication. I do everything I can - I've gotten CBT therapy, exposure therapy, talk therapy, intensive outpatient therapy. I get massages, cut back on work, take suppleness, and yes, I do the ubiquitously recommended yoga. And I have gotten so much better. I guess I just let my guard down and allowed myself to believe that with all that the medication was not as big of a deal as it is.

But there's so much anxiety hiding underneath.",5.242560000000001,7.327247536000002,7.221,65.55550000000002,69.64,11.72,35.7,11.407655852321104,5.198920000000001,542,29,87,21,10,190,83,125,0.139,0.747,0.114,-0.3141,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,10,3,2,0,4,1,11,3,0,2,1,15,16,13,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,0,13,1,14,10,7,9,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,2,69,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20345490392882454,0.15022676645821498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022515178751338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14982014743364722,0.0,0.11760782532757988,0.14517702971644275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370940018047936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951163597304285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06947527472921823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146489749219895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597854126664596,0.0,0.0,0.13327842670322948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14770806616309945,0.4018826362762888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39101516166470224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010902067643277,0.10113540921996313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129927543206518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998255869795088,0.10688230728279867,0.0,0.0,0.6082856114739217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680923081923493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Agora18,2019/04/15,Suicidal after they upped Sertraline dosage I’ve been on Sertraline (Zoloft) for about a year now. Like most SSRI’s it started out great and within 6-7 months it started pooping out like usual. Last week they finally upped my dosage from 50mg to 100. As soon as I woke up this morning I could tell I felt different. I was thinking of things that haven’t crossed my mind in a long time. And for the first time I felt kind of suicidal. Nothing too serious like I didn’t even think of what I would do but just a hopeless don’t want to be here anymore type feeling. It’s very scary. I’ve had lots of dark times but never suicidal thoughts. I’m going to cut it back to 50 mg to be safe. I sadly have to post on here since the people that I’m close with don’t really care anymore or are sick of my struggles. Thanks for listening,3.0779757085020236,4.334566532163741,4.0312280701754375,89.58910931174091,73.73684210526315,7.600719748088169,26.019343229869552,8.139509932561175,1.4091183985605036,651,22,142,10,13,210,110,171,0.18600000000000005,0.684,0.13,-0.9483,1,0,0,0,0,1,14.0,0,0,2,1,9,13,1,1,5,0,14,3,1,0,1,24,30,7,3,3,4,0,3,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,9,6,0,1,6,0,0,2,5,5,0,1,8,4,13,8,29,18,2,31,0,2,0,0,4,10,0,3,21,87,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770394208160023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740117595684236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240760350834872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151883398585477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14593026975010012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225378189986118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07062369434139451,0.0,0.2682191151132308,0.15300674001967687,0.0,0.11880717676506555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938031627028343,0.0,0.0,0.15399178283141604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454496430318212,0.0,0.1138534730875297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20471392044849207,0.0,0.0,0.12360766040237875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187463834498358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14103156884519175,0.0,0.11148696444913568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772569243244287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340215833744588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683280815579703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376969473339145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947915045588369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554030491810854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19772485707827728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14601825952499833,0.0,0.4583441555759674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208179108449164,0.12859364191131153,0.0,0.0,0.09279362391967844,0.17899573799088134,0.0,0.11088606172961267,0.24433621608319225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15383188201301226,0.11524620526550625,0.08238372105524014,0.0,0.11203857053542993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922085623850496,0.0,0.0,0.08994588824274895
anxiety,AngryApparition029,2019/04/15,I am having a bad night My boyfriend is going away for a work trip and I cant seem to shake this feeling that something bad is going to happen. I tried to calm down but everything feels just so elevated. I just needed to post somewhere to get this out of my head.,3.1717272727272743,4.177014854545455,4.361590909090912,88.28238636363638,73.18181818181819,6.954545454545455,24.65909090909091,7.1686216300943375,0.8670909090909089,207,6,45,2,4,68,41,55,0.087,0.831,0.08199999999999999,-0.3135,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,2,0,5,1,1,0,0,9,13,3,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,4,1,3,0,0,0,2,6,1,10,13,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,31,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541882177800329,0.0,0.4517916090733611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431505864416619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27359382082393896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14134986653027976,0.0,0.3075166801897253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392442001872497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27765971766464165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20060749237024766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538904370860452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591096531685476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24629622059535586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082806305276256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18368394679513864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19696175234328406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wickednyxus,2019/04/15,"How to deal with anxiety draining all your energy? (I read the rules like three times before posting and I'm still a bit worried. I am not looking for ""quick fixes,"" so I hope it doesn't come across that way. Also this is my first post on Reddit so I hope it posts as a self post? I have no idea what I'm doing. I also tried to check this isn't a repost but I'm still not confident about it. Sorry for rambling, on to my real post, which will probably also be rambling so I'm sorry for that, too.)

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Hello anxious friends. Some background about me: I'm a 25 year old student. I'm in the last semester of my master's so I have a lot of school stress in my life right now. I have to write my graduating thesis and don't even have any data yet (2.5 months left). I'm living abroad and although my understanding of the language has improved, I can still barely muster the courage to speak after 2 years.

I barely sleep, not because I don't spend enough time winding down and lying in bed but because I struggle to fall asleep and stay asleep. I have stress dreams every night and have been this way since childhood. I'm so tired every day because of this and because of how much energy anxiety takes just to live with. My anxiety used to be the motor that drove me through each day, but now it's just a huge energy suck.

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My questions, I guess:

Does your anxiety also leave you too exhausted to take care of yourself?

What little things do you do regularly to combat this exhaustion and make sure you are able to care of yourself and/or what little things do you do regularly so that even when exhausted you can take care of yourself?
(Again, I'm not looking for a ""quick fix"" but just hoping that hearing others' coping mechanisms and energy-saving habits would inspire me. I'm so tired.)

And finally: do you every get a burst of energy to do something to make your life easier but the process of preparing for it takes so much effort that you have to give up? Really trying to avoid this this time and only take on a little at a time and gradually make improvements but I also just want to feel better now, you know?",3.0414761904761893,4.930553814285716,4.187619047619048,85.81904761904764,75.14285714285714,7.142857142857142,23.57142857142857,7.984000788550335,1.2560714285714285,1662,50,329,26,36,542,200,420,0.131,0.715,0.154,0.9374,0,1,1,0,0,0,58.0,0,11,0,4,36,20,1,4,16,0,29,10,3,6,2,55,67,36,0,5,14,0,1,1,1,2,7,2,1,1,25,16,0,1,6,2,2,3,9,8,0,2,2,5,37,12,48,61,8,54,0,0,2,0,20,16,1,7,28,222,62,4,0.07154579954162862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28607575022327497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04865359709831355,0.0,0.21892936327952384,0.08082638877985572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17445462134589662,0.0,0.06088020581279426,0.0,0.0,0.06327644558684116,0.0781094828998378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21883713273081865,0.0,0.0,0.06163037120707648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922822437360624,0.07376057776190355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06261021131751418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392593632425237,0.0,0.09451065166547963,0.0,0.18084126557656124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0361757059589927,0.0,0.0,0.07837492626680079,0.0,0.060856820540920675,0.0,0.0,0.055276107248832966,0.0,0.03737972731652313,0.06863325024422333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881576433986627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063731587374197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131833668425122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076649909784765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03931970034377663,0.05831937571708792,0.0,0.07575667131665148,0.07773472054216367,0.0,0.10106982815383292,0.034953663738113656,0.21512306068996773,0.1263525035501386,0.0,0.1201609046898127,0.0,0.0,0.06082568026828933,0.0,0.0,0.14327213026882624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057107174607384986,0.0,0.10518878965660222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06714088622443964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507528132003212,0.0,0.0,0.05441380452861059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34260549437605564,0.0,0.07713847276006126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801476695120564,0.0,0.07156516085107252,0.08143478324726311,0.04583407122126768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06109972188894365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240816878406843,0.0,0.0,0.07463787248100796,0.0,0.0,0.05918342471472755,0.0,0.07159746906241121,0.0,0.0,0.055079451898657115,0.0,0.16017933009194216,0.0,0.0762583028398395,0.17140970380026455,0.0,0.16391094329382327,0.07479520393942507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743106935822687,0.0,0.26896768635345314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950637002239086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16687572427521036,0.16446274352163154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714980299828144,0.0,0.0,0.07448170052097511,0.0,0.0617925993809136,0.0,0.0,0.0421995662574,0.11357945098658966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.072658232350279,0.0,0.05082408324510155,0.0,0.0,0.09214629836725856
anxiety,textbook_failure,2019/04/15,"Question about teenage antidepressant usage I was put on antidepressants as a teenager at the insistence of my father, even though I wasn’t depressed. Fast forward several years, and I quit taking them. I was fine for roughly 4 years, then started developing symptoms of anxiety, which prompted me to get on them to stop the anxiety.

TL;DR - is there any evidence that suggests that being put on antidepressants while the brain is still developing alters brain chemistry in such a way as to “need” them later on?",7.843183520599254,9.489699179775283,7.563539325842697,67.25557116104869,62.82022471910114,10.427715355805246,38.428838951310865,10.504223727775694,4.5616501872659185,413,21,62,10,6,131,64,89,0.103,0.877,0.021,-0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,1,6,2,0,0,5,0,6,3,2,0,0,4,10,6,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,3,1,9,1,15,6,0,19,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,1,10,46,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814756349078652,0.0,0.3108152317344675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4535605657964393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17497102057801547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417729654325006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613641253067103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506316213067733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4084395733130215,0.2275721821797052,0.21607283711597225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22949934520017545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14378915550021298,0.0,0.16223420501218366,0.16984077180658708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111484906382214,0.1527419666521289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19959181679584312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16124937673891376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616412220952324
anxiety,AncientWisdoms,2019/04/15,"Wind gives me anxiety Title. On windy days 20-60mph winds . My anxiety gets greatly heightened. Live in CT , USA so it’s not often but.. 

Thoughts along the lines of 
“How are planes traveling (I hate flying)”
“Is my house going to be ok” (siding damage , roof damage , house movement)
Every creak alarms me
“When will it stop”
“How are skyscrapers and high elevation houses in the area holding up”

I think worrying about my house is the biggest cause of concern. Tho, I always worry about flying even when I’m not even on a dam plane. 

Besides flying . Wind is my 2nd biggest cause of anxiety. Just wondering if anyone else has this same problem and maybe ways to cope with it . Thank you 

27m , works outdoors, construction lol",2.0109535655058046,4.841176380597017,2.811840796019901,88.16247097844116,87.43283582089552,5.365837479270317,22.369817578772803,6.937597516519254,0.9960543946932012,561,20,101,8,18,176,99,134,0.187,0.762,0.051,-0.9517,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,1,12,8,1,1,4,2,8,0,0,4,0,21,17,10,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,3,1,0,3,2,5,0,0,1,0,10,3,14,14,1,18,0,2,0,0,2,10,0,3,4,57,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411571984110133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147469064194382,0.0,0.0,0.09589505125379164,0.14052137453901314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28177161723976835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844725165618995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456714319159905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18116610636289807,0.0,0.11555067207382635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165266068432828,0.13156208844889322,0.07794272779056823,0.0,0.0,0.151202970398174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540240508668094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449013408599843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6329881842319759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110164671387945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13778069879084107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122935055197651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465945477575935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626479331430074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787705023995948,0.0,0.10887789985279794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088594065085248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14872802399445062,0.09984327509372501,0.2785550373031387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SantoIsBack,2019/04/15,"HELP please. Irrational fear of being voluntarily infected by potentially HIV + people. \-Beware Potential Triggers: Hypochondria and Sexual Intercourse -

​

Hi, I'm a 25 y.o. male. I identify myself as an heterosexual who likes anal stimulation from time to time. I would have no problems in identifying as gay or bisex if I liked men, but I don't like men.

In my life, I had a LOT of unprotected sex with girls, all young and not too promiscuous.

I feel I was lucky everytime and now I've started using condoms more often. The only problem I had was a light yeast infection who was cured by an ointment. It was also after a heavy dose of antibiotics cause I had my tooth extracted.

Something changed last year and I decided to try and have receptive sex with a men in exchange for money; he played the doctor with disposable one-use syringes before having sex, and I watched when he unwrapped them safely.

We used a condom of course, and we did no petting. I was ok with everything, I liked it when I closed my eyes. I had no attraction for him. He came outside, and I saw him removing the condom safely from his D.

The day after, I started to feel VERY anxious. Maybe that was more paranoia than anxiety, because I had the deep-rooted and irrational fear that he was maybe a psycho who wanted to give me HIV virus somehow. I started to try to remember every single moment, but the more I tried, the less I remembered; the less I remembered the more I worried about him pricking his finger with the syringe before sticking it in my butt and injecting physiological sterile water.

I saw him as an older guy which could have HIV because of his age and sexual orientation (BI)... I know that's wrong  but this reinforced my paranoia.

After a month or so, and after asking for advice to doctors online in a forum about HIV , I understood that my fear was irrational and I was being  paranoid, which makes sense because I had a very difficult life, and I was sure my head was not that okay... I used to play with my hair and rip a little of my hair off and felt pleasure doing that. I used to have rage bursts and punch holes in the walls and doors. I used to binge drink. I tried suicide with methadone. I've recklessy assaulted guys bigger than me like bouncers etc.

All this stuff now is gone, and I kinda feel better after years of struggle with my life, even though some days I feel drained and demotivated and it stays like that for weeks. 

Every time I start a relationship I have to explain to my partner that for a lot of days I just want to stay home and let time pass. I'm okay with loneliness as I have been home for like 2 years because neither of my parents work and I didn't have a job too and searching for it was impossible in the middle of nowhere in southern Italy countryside... so I had no money.

So maybe that's a mild depression? sometimes I have intrusive thoughs when alone and I gently punch my head as a ritual to stop thinking about them. So maybe that's DOC?

I don't know, but I know I've been and still am not very healthy in my mind... so I understood that the guy I had sex with didn't infect me and my fear were 100% irrational.

​

Now, I feel like I felt that time because for the second time (and last I hope) I had se with a men and this time I didn't liked it at all. Two days ago I've met him on Grindr and we arranged something.

His tool was really big and he had some phimosis , but the condom seemed to resist very well and was nicely tight around his penis. 

I had receptive anilingus (rimming) from him and then we had sex.

He went soft, so he changed the condom. 

We did it again and then it was too hot and we took a break. 

He changed the condom again and had sex. This time he was totally deep inside of me, and while earlier I continuely touched the base of his penis to check if the condom was alright, now I couldn't.

I said ""please cum"" and after a second or so he did (or pretended to) and fast as flash he exited my anus and went to the bathroom , returning a moment later.

​

Now, I know that the condom didn't broke, but what if it did and he came inside? after sex, nothing got out of me, just a little drop of rectal mucus.

What if the condom broke but he didn't came?

My biggest fear is that he is HIV+ and he knows that, and he feel pleasure in infecting people. (He is older and I associate 40+ guys with the drugs and poor sexual ed. of the 80's)

At the moment of sexual intercourse I was super careful and I KNEW I wasn't risking anything, I checked every potential threat and there was none, but once back home I started forgotting things and making up worst case scenarios in my mind.

Maybe he isn't even HIV + and if he is why would he want to spread it like a fucking criminal? Maybe the condom was perfect, didn't break, and he rushed to the bathroom because he didn't want to embarass me if I discovered he faked the orgasm or I left some kind of stain on the condom?

There are a lot of reasons to think that I am safe, but only a few improbable reasons to think that I am not safe. 

With unprotected receptive anal intercourse between me HIV - and him HIV + there is 1 in 155 chances of getting HIV if he is curing himself, to that you have to subtract the chances that he might not be HIV + and subtract the fact that the condom didn't break, subtract the fact that maybe he didn't even cum and he faked it.

= very, very, very little chance 

so then.... why do my mind is playing these tricks on me? Please somebody help. I know my fears are irrational because I have been extra careful, but it's like I have two minds inside my brain.",4.094208309719863,5.3444833744374485,4.979241257459083,83.7936779233479,71.24122412241225,8.042675378648976,27.66744452223,8.477595080826907,1.8743090553499795,4403,155,880,71,81,1433,408,1111,0.145,0.7490000000000001,0.107,-0.9939,2,1,5,0,1,1,151.0,6,1,2,4,41,60,6,8,60,4,90,59,14,12,8,188,150,99,1,18,29,1,15,11,1,3,21,1,5,11,47,78,2,9,28,5,6,10,25,24,1,4,69,21,123,36,110,72,23,109,1,3,4,34,74,33,3,25,71,582,170,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042144711208889706,0.038230849455116456,0.0,0.0,0.0446681616889142,0.0,0.03448987873325845,0.0,0.1401892687786507,0.1572176942603044,0.0,0.0,0.03299321589110146,0.04872297538831413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03549111453287041,0.03839354535791824,0.04031936400048454,0.0,0.0,0.033163185937531516,0.0,0.1840353084360658,0.0,0.07339842381258416,0.0,0.0,0.038143689796469496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0481457153290232,0.0,0.1479826843211385,0.08794484402970372,0.0443048920099045,0.13687283352007154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03443463066452576,0.0,0.0,0.11125736428920288,0.0,0.03714654924986835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882877786508312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042249551067858826,0.05001541526679503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04809972383798576,0.0854579839185829,0.0,0.10901296797852683,0.0,0.03876115179348788,0.0,0.0,0.2911895950928521,0.13084251747747347,0.03081103837709769,0.08282032582282498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03987164128000868,0.02253288265822855,0.04137282653536939,0.0,0.0,0.03449383418238025,0.0,0.0,0.17081614538191425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852465149960348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05781630397321344,0.0,0.12978432961939282,0.0428363726775596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04279842219558586,0.0,0.0,0.04491173875368139,0.1422139096683123,0.0703110345673071,0.0,0.0,0.046859286094163136,0.04410185531961407,0.09138889211763808,0.23177469340492976,0.12967838536005932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999903004801602,0.0,0.0,0.05757727216154876,0.0,0.3032989148121403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04575256655695016,0.1741901277711998,0.0,0.0344247900332427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04138299836563756,0.0,0.0,0.04593048870486036,0.0292250156226593,0.06560239790133457,0.0,0.0,0.047889140969350735,0.0,0.0,0.05979980001363159,0.0,0.0,0.14202656059964686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253637838601491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02762924779606921,0.08868664659192826,0.0,0.04630391273211254,0.14656868896840547,0.0,0.041025118919662935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03926260401987338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640491601250262,0.04265522993874999,0.0,0.15263301684875558,0.09193857274856064,0.034442508631372305,0.0360573915252212,0.0,0.045087315364667084,0.049371861142868484,0.04717562391450488,0.0,0.0406481395784865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02865268630859545,0.08290508304214375,0.08474714530423275,0.0,0.20118879315302451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04791739606345587,0.11712579349195268,0.0,0.08426063565904521,0.0,0.05187832466233723,0.18624606049247164,0.0,0.2490989423379765,0.1017533238436241,0.0,0.034595114194417624,0.0,0.03877773797565381,0.07996117936633389,0.07783360024897516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03139809157697057,0.04379912699308118,0.0,0.06127455635384954,0.04715428925762615,0.1572176942603044,0.0833200993248718
anxiety,Ihatemybodyok,2019/04/15,Paranoid and depressed Feels like I have no purpose and I’m worth nothing Also paranoid people know things that I don’t know about things and I feel crazy right now fuck,1.7090909090909072,4.48291990909091,1.2870303030303027,97.59054545454543,92.33333333333331,2.64,21.75151515151515,3.1291,-0.3826921212121208,139,5,26,0,5,40,25,33,0.339,0.506,0.155,-0.8053,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,8,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,8,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649240033813817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853304476709898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350096203653796,0.2366660578405271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062624519784247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641249710504856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16184637326163528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178715032238709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22966741262764315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829107835193058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4401746044519576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,platypusfrown,2019/04/15,"Dealing with loss of appetite? Going through a pretty stressful time right now.

In the past 3 days I have consumed no more than 500 calories. I know that I need to eat but I honestly physically can’t. I had to force feed those 500. I have a flight/vacation starting tomorrow and I’m really worried. I felt like I almost passed out walking up the stairs tonight and I feel lethargic.",2.0303003003003006,4.755806594594596,3.084234234234234,87.59484984984988,84.4054054054054,5.991591591591593,28.492492492492488,7.3871296695380915,1.9174582582582576,304,15,57,5,9,97,59,74,0.158,0.7070000000000001,0.135,0.0788,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,4,0,4,2,0,0,0,10,11,3,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,3,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,2,2,9,2,9,9,1,15,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,1,8,34,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844791094239559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18321713117192567,0.2928884453605581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906990919870888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14364646535649112,0.0,0.2727747973705097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16145717039363566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15613063583783046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879398104714116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21065210549151364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711998743565071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890257374452232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18199789470027253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242614728612632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010831994650019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32542872368677306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16565749935268048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885112530491956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mappooo,2019/04/15,"Overthinking is killing me My friends think it's funny, everytime I go out to do something, I prepare for every possible situation that might occur. It's actually really hard, I often make myself so anxious about little things, that I constantly feel like throwing up. Words can't describe how stressed I am about graduating highschool right now. There's so many possibilities, so many things could go wrong. I feel like I can't go to anyone for help, im not special, every kid is scared to graduate. But honestly sometimes I feel like I'd rather die then feel like this.",6.581051212938008,7.7616535471698125,6.9025067385444725,72.5461320754717,65.41509433962264,10.208086253369274,34.95417789757413,10.290406445055957,3.797357412398922,460,21,79,11,7,149,73,106,0.174,0.627,0.198,0.2189,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,10,11,1,2,0,0,8,0,0,2,0,15,17,6,2,2,3,0,5,4,1,1,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,5,0,0,4,3,4,0,0,0,5,11,7,9,15,0,11,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,7,46,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.1339282733585079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15504425525657406,0.0,0.09596271056060206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14830971162179915,0.0,0.10957647031747324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243539933612234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312643990346729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277574464155237,0.3921824938470059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060327327652893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339931621958757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294176362504175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199033638414203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824477663975694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183780144757691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681977925563445,0.13755241424115808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161001776723887,0.2782834421032401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559194202250098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30943918788650737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792065988786718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720381201808745,0.0,0.0,0.13740305966977628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15426561855804805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565550098776573,0.1357357243875874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721010498570692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18235480794885545,0.08793905239988371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15005244654773706,0.0,0.0
anxiety,stanislavski66,2019/04/15,endless rumination What are your best strategies that help stop endless loops of ruminating obsessive thoughts (that in turn lead to anxiety and panic),9.297500000000003,12.60280708333334,7.773333333333331,60.70500000000001,61.5,11.466666666666667,45.33333333333334,11.20814326018867,6.499733333333335,126,8,16,4,2,38,22,24,0.183,0.599,0.218,0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,2,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,10,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116663961221241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4275500976439819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730773374124566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4780061071021556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.340611758105734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32343685010755746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4431434701428612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KeyboardWorrier123,2019/04/15,"I can't sleep because he didn't say goodnight I tried to head off to sleep two hours ago. Just can't do it- things have been rough between us this last week because of my anxiety and depression, and he said he wanted last night to himself to be able to do this own thing.

He never texted me to say goodnight last night and it's got me so worked up. It's 1.30 am and my heart's been beating out of my chest for hours. 

He probably just fell asleep but he's diabetic and has to do injections before he goes to sleep so I always worry that he's fallen asleep without doing them. 

Can anyone help me rationalise this so I can get some rest :(",2.4284620642515407,3.9894589548872235,3.4983868762816144,91.5161107313739,75.99248120300751,6.6408749145591255,22.617224880382786,7.348242739294969,0.6556977443609022,503,14,111,6,11,162,80,133,0.126,0.848,0.026,-0.9103,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,1,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,15,9,8,0,1,13,19,9,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,9,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,5,4,13,0,16,13,3,15,0,1,0,0,15,3,0,1,10,69,22,1,0.14740969097904644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066979686112007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265667163870254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127680101209034,0.0,0.0,0.10307228337858207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17971915882708292,0.0,0.1254347897864091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696375083871658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770154794259256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789699600748925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15128487064137872,0.0,0.0,0.17468119356015982,0.09880560860032762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903377043866593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604757179718762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113691441202232,0.0,0.0,0.2766680183550205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589325789215631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14022037260064646,0.2344522057166048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4425484454848107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19586489721423112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008150394852597,0.0,0.1439978486206873,0.0,0.17731570817126102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694605499283972,0.0,0.11824316248790065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209768177671112,0.0,0.107316010673692,0.14970169662590058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,brerob8,2019/04/15,"Suffering from anxiety abroad I am on a two month trip with a friend about 3 weeks in and about a week ago I had my first panic attack ever. I new there was a couple of things on my mind that I had been stressed about and worries that were lingering in my mind but nothing I thought I couldn’t handle. Until I was on a train headed to my next destination. The feeling might have started in my eyes and things got a little blurry. I fixated on that because I am a bit of a worrier. Then everything else followed. I got really hot and cold and lost touch with my breath which almost felt non-existent. I thought I was going to faint or die. It was long and drawn out and took over my whole day. It’s been over a week now and I still don’t feel leveled out. A certain points of each day I have felt dizzy, not myself, problems with sleeping, experiencing a new pain from pins and needles in random places at random times, random tension headaches, tingling and numbness in certain areas, and blurred vision. It just feels like too much not to be something more serious. I went to a doctor near by the other day and she gave me a natural sedative for sleep and something for dizziness. Neither has seemed to help. My mother who is diagnosed Panic Disorder keeps telling me to stick it out because I’d be missing out on a once in a lifetime experience but it’s hard. It’s hard dealing with this constant pain and fear that something more life threatening is wrong with you and you can’t do much about it. Being so far from family, comfort, and a trusting doctor. Looking for advice on what I should do or if anyone has experienced this. 

P.s. I got bit by a tick over a week ago and am convinced that’s why I am experiencing this. I heard Lyme disease can mimic panic disorder so that also has put me in disarray. There was no rash and the doctor said she saw no warning signs. Got the blood test anyway to be safe and am waiting for the results.",4.006158405172414,5.453519734375,4.877262931034483,83.67937500000002,71.70833333333334,7.484051724137932,28.60596264367816,7.990435384864732,1.8522919540229887,1534,59,298,21,29,498,206,384,0.213,0.6970000000000001,0.08900000000000001,-0.994,1,0,3,0,0,0,33.0,0,2,0,2,15,24,1,6,23,0,34,17,7,1,3,64,60,29,1,4,8,1,9,1,1,2,10,2,0,0,22,29,0,3,8,0,0,6,8,16,0,2,25,18,35,8,51,28,9,57,0,3,3,0,13,28,0,10,24,214,57,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120921130740433,0.14733507682488206,0.0,0.08321761932319753,0.0,0.0,0.06645901157403435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635750717980031,0.0,0.0,0.0581089247664467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454389665831764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132003228272436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18145819853764786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980694505624709,0.0,0.0,0.09195406459691746,0.0,0.16078748460188047,0.08567757119154415,0.0,0.08434979151079368,0.08624983450081485,0.0,0.1904909826530786,0.25518436358881785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942353559839333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517319992279786,0.0,0.0,0.0746893851262591,0.08129260369401489,0.07834396613271605,0.0935161917122709,0.1260611040511721,0.05937020457358092,0.15958760061156102,0.0,0.0,0.07068904193262378,0.0,0.0,0.0642066908598615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047230467537757136,0.0,0.26586653352875417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14889145276133608,0.0,0.08528967126994129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055703507174388184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386751254436394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05869949544673739,0.040600888770075186,0.08329300875192389,0.0,0.07354528006885974,0.06978724122277058,0.0,0.09071888784812683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816123634027226,0.1678246509238305,0.0,0.06633359128186282,0.0,0.1221834249108967,0.0,0.0,0.16052658874289258,0.08838307453039733,0.0,0.0,0.0797414565768848,0.0,0.0,0.08850407692195973,0.0,0.0,0.17685908708816075,0.2925173161786332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682700185698866,0.0,0.07856105511031544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952022923678193,0.0,0.0835434449387107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053239169475251716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07905185385528403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565564017096132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16632996754798762,0.0,0.0,0.19193478973841926,0.0,0.0,0.05882212292935415,0.0,0.0663677334870958,0.0,0.0951964581843541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263740359933367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042249384158492,0.0,0.0,0.13195212075189952,0.04845917419763731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233267545553762,0.0,0.0,0.08118147651096316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666471648025568,0.0,0.0,0.07703913640983921,0.07498930599033025,0.09278372709280554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843971273508383,0.0,0.0,0.09086223467976426,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hi5torimakr,2019/04/15,"Grocery shopping Anyone else get anxiety really bad when it comes to shopping? I could literally have a loaf of bread in my basket and feel like the whole world is looking at me. I know no one notices me but I can't help but feel like people judge me based off what I buy, like theres not enough greens, or he gets this brand over that brand. I dont know. I try for self checkouts and to be as in and out as possible when it comes to buying groceries. I feel like my hairs stand on end and I sweat a bit when I go out to shop.",1.8954768928220247,3.1246255486725723,3.195162241887907,94.51765978367752,76.6991150442478,6.438151425762046,21.40511307767945,6.937597516519254,0.221103048180924,409,10,98,4,9,133,79,113,0.07400000000000001,0.8220000000000001,0.104,0.6447,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,6,3,2,0,0,18,17,12,0,1,4,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,8,1,0,5,3,5,3,4,1,0,1,0,6,14,4,16,15,3,17,0,0,2,0,3,9,0,1,8,60,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368483678139922,0.0,0.0,0.12219069366727853,0.17905412224619424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591065891260324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907839737187221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30106682784531363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952528893239724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20480809628692734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14598291064061972,0.0,0.15477844349512854,0.18056557756122815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650796553263706,0.3745286894829781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18260146269598096,0.0,0.0993156148365146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713261273884218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19207830851049426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415000902021935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14674770611243354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989563624840088,0.0,0.0,0.11841650890729888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115106527913196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19700667475317735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195063537309026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823044958586908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186451681274774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19510441847053014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ProbablyGuessing,2019/04/15,"Being anxious online.. I'm used to be pretty active in chatrooms etc.
A lot of communities are very welcoming and warm , but there are always people with another mindset (which is not inherently good or bad), or people I do not understand. Also trolls. When I feel comfortable in a certain environment online, something comes along and disturbs me.

The response when pointing out that someone is disturbing me or others is mostly ""safespace slowflake hurrdurr"" and then I feel like they will stalk me online to make fun of me. 

Nowadays I am afraid to online and just talk to people. I don't want to get attached to them cause what if there are people watching me and making fun of me, or gonna confront me.
I'm a loving and upbeat person when online and amongst people, but I have no friends ""IRL""

I made some friends online who I totally ignored on purpose because I was too anxious to talk to them cause THEIR friends were one of those making me feel uncomfortable, so scared to come across them.

Is there anyone else with the same feeling or who got over this? I would really like to be less anxious being online.",5.611410256410255,7.1679387307692375,5.816076923076924,78.06225641025642,67.94230769230771,7.8543589743589735,31.17435897435897,8.238735603445708,2.4464874358974367,888,36,150,12,15,282,124,208,0.145,0.66,0.195,0.9272,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,5,0,10,20,1,4,5,0,19,1,0,7,2,45,38,21,0,3,11,0,5,2,3,3,0,0,0,1,8,13,0,1,5,0,0,2,4,7,0,1,4,6,23,13,23,27,7,13,0,0,1,1,15,7,0,9,6,115,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663776685830212,0.10055070632008564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267139806596769,0.0,0.4095531537788499,0.0,0.08449594104647333,0.12381750281767938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008985059623485,0.07366451460767026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482772327411372,0.0,0.20819036354712706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094846866873602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477141900535872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444065556532585,0.0863299626645821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800880305816614,0.0,0.06313525999358151,0.0,0.0,0.10135702202355082,0.0966488496972129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180751603213832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027360393912608,0.10906514565973753,0.11434417020906153,0.24199007974994485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188605903822398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4188851442900141,0.10551507896684413,0.0,0.0,0.11423529703621235,0.0,0.0,0.1229403466504057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741485053155889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209845028515588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238952513436196,0.09303052123626723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942573753127006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580138660019616,0.0,0.10436918906759114,0.0,0.09970778342779707,0.07127608408474435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584310105966234,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Seekandinspire,2019/04/15,"Anxiety and relationships don’t mix well 23m/23f She’s busy a lot of the time and In a bad mood because of it and we don’t talk as much as we did before classes started. Every day I’m afraid that she’s going to end it with me because she doesn’t have the time, sending me into a never ending panic most of the time she’s around. It really sucks. I crave acknowledgement and take it too personally when I don’t get it. I know this and yet It brings me more anxiety when I try to find peace in it all. I need some sort of way to get through this, is there anyone with any advice they could give me?",1.6459161931818187,3.2006806796875047,3.4216193181818184,91.25690340909092,78.140625,6.529545454545455,21.01136363636364,7.348242739294969,0.4345062499999997,469,12,108,6,11,157,80,128,0.081,0.852,0.067,-0.1739,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,1,0,7,6,1,2,6,0,8,0,0,0,2,22,19,9,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,11,0,0,3,0,0,3,5,4,1,0,1,0,16,1,16,17,6,19,0,0,0,0,12,4,1,4,11,74,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811389764169329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605625706506596,0.0,0.28361126147455457,0.0,0.0,0.12961326656700356,0.0,0.0,0.1650163759025462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15477412036061486,0.22599661593499476,0.0,0.15773409021750884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14800086589635106,0.0,0.0,0.11954670294395738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32836117143563165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15618011425703354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16942253751390907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19369373681096372,0.17782139763509291,0.10534862249921237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187313065960897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15759282037386627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13626644174450372,0.1374476530586126,0.14296684415932678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21748882252718404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16185575173896252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11875116761730505,0.0,0.0,0.19901532400641211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131204071146086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13937329132995244,0.14899137554526598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242678412037308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585236519949278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14713609398646985,0.0,0.0,0.1666676449592644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,belladoll1021,2019/04/15,Luvox Anyone tried Luvox ?,5.297499999999999,7.671593749999999,6.620000000000001,54.725000000000016,111.5,1.6,4.0,3.1291,-1.0237,21,0,1,0,1,7,3,4,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7174388899703786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6966214460939822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PycoDesi,2019/04/15,"How do I manage anxiety differently? Ever since I was a child, I’ve only known two ways to deal with my anxiety or stress. I either cry or get mad. I hate when I lash out even a tiny bit, it makes me feel like my mom and now it’s worrying my boyfriend. He knows about my issues and he helps but I sometimes can’t keep it in. Don’t get me wrong, i am in no way abusive towards him at all, but I still feel bad when I get angry around him because he has expressed his worry about it. He doesn’t want me to be like my mom and he’s afraid of that. I just don’t know what to do. Im a mess right now. I feel defective",-0.4942546583850955,1.180559760869567,2.020952380952384,98.13000000000002,85.44927536231884,5.392132505175984,17.828157349896482,6.5431188927421005,-0.3591320910973081,469,11,121,5,14,161,86,138,0.303,0.643,0.055,-0.9894,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,12,10,2,2,3,0,10,0,0,2,2,24,22,10,0,1,6,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,1,6,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,1,3,22,2,13,20,3,15,0,0,0,0,14,7,0,2,8,74,28,1,0.0,0.18003822644576906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324856685462334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13526946099854362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687354041800306,0.092628505073568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16589218622614788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669120940712712,0.0,0.15665579962828527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587574579445548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036283716376322,0.13744924816081974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23049443141905804,0.1085545113175094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381658841485491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500211028002697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185019646501063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16413419299414256,0.158598368950957,0.0,0.13506188472966174,0.0,0.0,0.16701764778421466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14847210553333068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014291139103265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3559286005093972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155663135769168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297661444637157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569623238790092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15028437485504745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134903235870473,0.0,0.17406045796175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14843498643767505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962520355194674,0.24122478775967016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30862918468866823,0.0,0.0,0.1661356155620831,0.0,0.0
anxiety,heytheresh1thead,2019/04/15,"I finally am going to see a therapist who has decided to do RRT. Has anyone experienced this type of therapy? Today I was finally directed to a therapist who has decided to do RRT, or Rapid Response Therapy with me. Has anyone done this before? How did it work out? I’m a little scared because the name kinda sounds gimmicky. 
Ps, remember that you don’t have to be “sick enough” to seek treatment!",3.396334586466168,5.689753934210527,5.723233082706766,73.36763157894737,75.44736842105263,10.132330827067669,30.59398496240601,10.290406445055957,3.977419548872181,313,15,54,11,7,110,54,76,0.091,0.909,0.0,-0.7743,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,4,0,13,1,0,1,0,9,16,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,3,4,0,9,12,1,6,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,2,3,39,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728634066901329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894269806977263,0.0,0.1660318513215959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996744249657271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20161002915037096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4274865346311238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089059317237304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19556044284822496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22103172894049064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953481030919076,0.0,0.15548453732591214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44627103763358345,0.4530962687349707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849499455525496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420489160857334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,user3038472839,2019/04/15,"Can’t seem to escape the past This is a long ramble, sorry.. 

I’m 18 now and I’ve changed a lot since I was 15, when I left school. I’ve bettered myself and I’ve been the happiest I’ve ever been. 

I cut out a lot of people who I once considered ‘friends’ and it was one of the best decisions I’ve ever made. I made new friends, looked after myself, and have self improved, etc etc - leaving the past where it belongs. 

So it’s been 3 years since I’ve seen any of them, until the other day when one of my old ‘friends’ knocked on my door, without any warning of them coming. 

I wasn’t expecting this, but I opened the door anyway because it could be the post. 

I was caught off guard and didn’t know quite what to do, which was stupid. ‘Hey man, wanna go to a gig?’. This is the first thing they had to say to me in over three years. 

This person was ok, but wasn’t someone I wanted to associate with or know. So I let them in and talked for a bit - mainly them complaining about their life to me. 

I offered them a lift to town because I was heading there anyway. They decided to follow me and so we talked for a bit, mainly them just bringing up the past and blatantly not getting over the fact that we’re not in school anymore. Their life seems like a downward spiral tbh and the complete opposite of what I want in a friend. They also don’t look after themselves and I noticed some kids pointing and laughing at them, which made me think how much I want to distant myself from this person. 

Now I may sound callous, but I really don’t like this person. I only invited them in because I wasn’t expecting them and I was in a good mood. 

Also, they associate with people who I hate with a passion. 

So now I’m not sure why they came over? Like if they had an ulterior motive or whatever. They came over when I was younger and recorded our conversation, but that was years ago so I though they had matured, but now I’m not too sure. Maybe they did? They haven’t changed at all. 

Now I’m pissed off because I wish I just told them to fuck off. Instead, they know what I’m up to and like I’m their buddy again. How I haven’t heard back from them? So what the fuck. 

I didn’t want these people to know anything about how my life’s changed since school, even if it’s for the better. I don’t want to associate with them, and the fact that they just nonchalantly knocked on my door without an invite has seriously annoyed me. 

And also today I saw them again when I was in my car, just completely by chance. 


What can I do? I wanted to be a different person.",2.5604807342784426,3.9893486049618367,3.6654089422028377,91.00487277353693,75.35496183206106,6.593529625590695,23.92657215557979,7.1686216300943375,0.7632518720465291,1975,60,434,21,42,639,216,524,0.078,0.804,0.118,0.9412,1,0,0,0,0,0,58.0,2,0,28,6,40,27,7,0,28,1,40,8,2,7,8,85,80,43,0,13,19,0,0,4,4,1,3,3,3,7,26,26,0,1,10,0,0,8,17,9,0,4,32,7,75,17,60,43,12,66,0,0,4,3,52,27,3,10,34,310,101,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06336749753922112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17150055546034684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722505223403613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708943121516126,0.0,0.0,0.05882639661109855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054967863211002256,0.0,0.1743073553076686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501952128865609,0.1264460614275531,0.1560870934078071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16352051668947182,0.0,0.0,0.2268662366880422,0.061578345869300014,0.14990217223359253,0.0,0.0,0.05707527834190725,0.0,0.0,0.046102171795144184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468703237654939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15945024373675634,0.04721543520349267,0.12932528122369846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06080544819669114,0.0,0.0,0.2209177834766199,0.13217420835296276,0.0373481731833653,0.0,0.04062680252350675,0.0599585653447945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057703686539593,0.07336464813118085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15714603432200658,0.0,0.0,0.07569272124890276,0.07766910070223802,0.07309866896161066,0.15147676494019294,0.1396966302755374,0.0,0.0,0.06326233310108474,0.12005947074528868,0.0,0.0,0.12154866842230246,0.0,0.2029236533710505,0.0,0.0,0.07181669669512933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05254999721877029,0.0,0.0,0.06904104871941076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813866063532766,0.07501190644831156,0.07612962231972978,0.09688071973010894,0.05436787106261227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047227208247166,0.1486769350230557,0.2496731901071313,0.0,0.0,0.06757681298525384,0.0,0.06846325672297388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07603352655712181,0.0,0.0,0.04579538034548267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05684806254272374,0.0,0.21704113607396489,0.0,0.13015525415063847,0.07457486684838416,0.0,0.0,0.17740039490763515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605693509026406,0.0,0.0,0.08002205727735287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347482947109324,0.0,0.0,0.11491451996970173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047491726054467984,0.04580496048380715,0.07023404656266781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06775980450403754,0.06830736704327459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25298366071508394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06450445834372621,0.0,0.08220468678592206,0.13781875715143108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13810276946984965
anxiety,WhosThatGirl143,2019/04/15,"The WORST day ever. Out of control anxiety. I need some help. In a different city this weekend with a friend. Went to a music concert last night which was amazing. We had planned to spend the whole day here today and have a fun time. 

Firstly, overslept. I had half an hour to get ready to check out of the hotel. Heard from a friend that my old manager at work had apparently refused to give me a reference for my new job. Cue panic. Shaking, I couldn’t breathe. I felt like my world was collapsing. Found out after an hour and a half of frantically calling that that wasn’t the case, but I now have an issue that I previously not noticed that means I probably can’t start this new job that I’ve told everyone about and that everyone is excited for. Feel like a stupid failure. 

On the way home, by myself. Having crazy anxiety. Then, car breaks down. Middle of rush hour, on a main road. It’s freezing, my hands are going blue as I’m waiting for recovery. A guy pulls up asking if I want a lift and can he have my number, to which I say no thanks, it’s not the right time. Get told “you’re ugly anyway”. 

Car is okay, after four hours of waiting. Friend takes me out for dinner. I feel awful as the friend is an ex, and I have recently had an encounter with another friend. Im single, but I feel like shit, like I’m the worst person and all this is my karma. I have a mini breakdown. Go to the toilet to be sick, but can’t. My stomach is in knots, worst stomach ache after that food. My heart starts beating so hard and fast I fell my friend, I going to have a heart attack, I can’t cope.

Then the real anxiety starts. Something BAD is going to happen. This is my body warning me something awful is about to happen. Health anxiety is the worst - these are the exact symptoms of this incurable disease you’ve probably got. 

I’m exhausted but too wired to sleep. I feel so shitty, and I hate this so much :(",1.5088315926892977,3.768827530026108,3.0868087467362924,89.98582669712795,81.79373368146214,6.023211488250652,21.84654046997389,7.268377926160553,0.7744778590078331,1476,47,305,21,40,485,198,383,0.254,0.632,0.114,-0.997,4,0,2,0,0,0,55.0,1,0,0,5,10,28,4,3,30,3,31,15,9,1,3,42,66,20,0,4,7,1,8,4,6,0,4,3,1,2,19,15,2,4,8,3,2,11,8,13,0,4,14,12,33,15,44,50,10,56,1,0,1,0,20,15,1,2,32,197,52,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714608404531783,0.2543098611121793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769485015448366,0.09454745605547314,0.0,0.0,0.0693917879847643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231435828213667,0.0,0.0,0.08486265714372382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321279548440536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719569196240962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683027072779212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517603005021416,0.0,0.15882669278294928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16808780001466198,0.11874487949680365,0.0797968043899771,0.0,0.0,0.07069170324005529,0.1004946384886491,0.09112373663333001,0.3852546487149281,0.0,0.08684109906389352,0.07972485771586922,0.18892898269864927,0.0,0.06646913572400183,0.0,0.0,0.08229008038950482,0.14698442806433265,0.0,0.07444852912009475,0.08205203799357096,0.0,0.08834001878629769,0.0,0.19696698569730012,0.05570560430505442,0.0,0.08336419560964685,0.0,0.3273789313079031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977100413352834,0.08674325912806789,0.1649439212034401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774418979981921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16240966926400197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052907954168968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06109401244175339,0.061623599461100485,0.0,0.1605326322623957,0.0,0.07799131735876583,0.0,0.0,0.09461911711316208,0.0872079655257502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750944296565237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256678301654099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17920916591686414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459520690639517,0.0,0.0,0.08205921768034523,0.0,0.0,0.07097385912428365,0.0,0.0660908929417449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530926532930035,0.0,0.0,0.08316811477680991,0.0,0.0,0.12796134381113902,0.0,0.0,0.17647301240984353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638113233479879,0.06248694458849535,0.0,0.0,0.07651476804745834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692199718600346,0.0,0.07877675658452336,0.15882669278294928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0490193077491005,0.06596733753050361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704203678620081,0.0,0.09278722022293837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06050368304867525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,world_wolf,2019/04/15,"Did anxiety meds help? Tl:dr
For those with moderate-severe social anxiety on medication/therapy, did it help? Did it make your troubles go a way? I want to know effectiveness before spending $thousands on medical help.

Details:
Hi all, I’ve been suffering from anxiety and depression for a long time now, maybe 7 years. I didn’t know I had this until about a few years ago when I started to see that I was not the person I used to be.

I have social anxiety, so I get very nervous, paranoid, and uncomfortable around friends and people.
I get nervous about what to say, i constantly think I’m going boring them or say uninteresting things, I don’t know how to have a fun conversation and desperately find something to say.  Things of this nature. This is to the point that I don’t like hanging out with anyone, not even people who I considered close friends! Being social for even an hour makes me VERY tired. I can’t go out or have drinks for long cuz I get tired and in turn makes me less engaged with people and less fun to be around.

Yea I’ve become something else. I used to be a pretty chill guy who people thought was funny and charismatic. Somehow and somewhere this took a turn and I have the lowest self esteem possible.

Anyway I want to take action finally. I want to be the fun spirited, non paranoid person I once was.

Reading up on the type of anxiety I have (many sources would say Generalized Anxiety Disorder or DSM IV), people say therapy and medication are helpful. 

My question is for those who have similar anxiety and have sought help, did it help? Do you feel like you don’t worry about every little thing? Did it make you happy and improve your mood, etc? I want to be a healthy person again and not let social anxiety keep me from living.

Thanks <3",3.4624926686217035,5.718565865102644,4.652492668621701,81.29873900293258,75.09970674486803,7.9190615835777125,26.83577712609971,8.748949900417786,2.2271912023460407,1404,54,260,30,31,461,173,341,0.152,0.67,0.17800000000000002,0.9009,1,0,3,0,0,0,44.0,0,5,1,1,14,17,0,2,13,1,34,6,0,9,1,53,65,21,0,5,6,0,1,2,2,1,5,5,0,5,19,21,1,1,9,2,1,6,8,6,0,1,13,7,32,10,37,44,5,33,1,2,1,0,34,12,0,5,16,170,51,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06128156564651351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4230878370398413,0.0,0.0,0.04833887441421462,0.0,0.0,0.12308471319821965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635113521982155,0.05882645025324607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470739918259305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059543502926080086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923154424657726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677232830084086,0.0,0.0,0.0577511214012212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710072954087115,0.09132239410782024,0.0,0.05824689963481235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034955341207560664,0.0493880909750664,0.0,0.07573099728527631,0.06318562120019368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682280487899427,0.0,0.10835623697924024,0.0,0.1178683471433242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845179335470697,0.0,0.07359256229883672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780273269784034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680813375333374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061447917450267675,0.0,0.0,0.1139798247409812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069240627454265,0.0,0.06754904762909701,0.06928867305364754,0.06104504054504424,0.1223597260247238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845852464176892,0.07008924758794086,0.06945263398344405,0.0,0.07679034151979185,0.13928693127453212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362358668090371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396379770796137,0.1810908342276081,0.0,0.0,0.06535231880625879,0.07793622103158628,0.0,0.07033234855512638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744393814900269,0.0,0.0691509550348208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27488368736928426,0.0,0.0,0.055089450170830265,0.0,0.07212001066509892,0.07809976124798976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28188647860711313,0.0,0.10644276226843782,0.0,0.0,0.04893216015418994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051978846029712165,0.0,0.0,0.06364768470484987,0.15811749845495948,0.0,0.1377851788799969,0.0442971523545963,0.0,0.05488328186549395,0.04031156909495468,0.15891469601856092,0.0,0.0,0.07680846997449259,0.0,0.15039206553375634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941612959318075,0.0,0.11408268755975134,0.1631039614276602,0.05487395972181053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07020715245256667,0.0,0.04910956467326007,0.0,0.0,0.0890378007852124
anxiety,TimeIsTheRevelator,2019/04/15,"Anxiety over romantic intentions Does anyone struggle with anxiety in deciphering their feelings or intentions in romantic situations?  A preoccupation/obssession/over thinking in trying to decode what I truly feel and what I truly want.  A fear that I don't know my intentions enough to be trustworthy or reliable.  

I feel I've concluded that it's mostly something which *hijacks* my mind....meaning, there are many times that I can exist in a state of just being, without fear of any of these things and able to live a more complex (and healthily detached) life.",6.514795918367348,9.023217571428573,7.007908163265308,66.63798469387757,67.16326530612245,10.614285714285714,36.73979591836735,10.686352973137794,4.911567346938775,454,24,66,14,8,148,68,98,0.121,0.7190000000000001,0.161,0.6124,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,3,4,0,5,1,0,4,0,20,11,5,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,8,0,13,9,3,7,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,1,49,17,0,0.2033405302005994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827853338030108,0.0,0.3111098980719047,0.0,0.0,0.14218042661907815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17794466826619654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21010512404718934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4576292570162876,0.3084452453062255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175063758397452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436254299745857,0.0,0.0,0.17955341353833906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20615538206518946,0.0,0.2214974487075412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053159696333441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285632755797143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15654147446789998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21257567212810904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509041292573126,0.13029240122179486,0.0,0.0,0.11856949838119694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805487238325054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993551308378753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960130148896361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Skyrocker35,2019/04/15,"Breathing problem Hey everyone! I've come to seek some help about an annoying problem I'm currently dealing with :)

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So about a month ago, I've had a little panic attack and started to get anxious about my health. I've got everything checked, have a bit of anxiety but I'm fine. But two weeks ago, I was trying some ""relaxation"" methods to reduce the anxiety, and there was this conscious breathing technique. Now the problem is I'm almost obsessed with my breathe and think about it everyday, right when waking up. It doesn't cause me any severe trouble except annoyance and feeling a bit ""short"" on breath sometimes.

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I know this is a ""regular"" problem, and even though I often forget about it when I'm focusing on something else, I have the feeling I will never forget about this completely and be ""annoyed"" by this for the rest of my life. 

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Has anyone else experienced this? How long did it last for you? Can you still remember it and still be fine with your breathe? Do you advise seeing a therapist? 

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Thanks everybody!",5.746856649395511,7.795383305699485,5.630072538860105,77.61471157167531,68.27461139896373,8.46272884283247,34.62832469775475,9.029198982220553,3.364804075993092,850,42,138,16,15,265,116,193,0.19,0.735,0.075,-0.9667,1,0,2,0,0,0,45.0,0,4,0,0,17,15,4,2,11,0,15,8,6,2,1,33,29,14,0,4,3,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,10,11,0,0,6,1,1,1,2,11,0,1,5,4,13,4,21,21,5,22,0,0,1,0,8,6,0,4,15,95,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15611294376532836,0.0,0.08817552347787458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3816352456243086,0.4279914852844717,0.05988120764355085,0.0,0.1347254411150821,0.09947839539643566,0.0,0.06157091372823705,0.0902239408143887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017659297736464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19226903840241227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904579314015938,0.0,0.07585258388897181,0.09232520729463477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078203331901076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471192433251161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058160262492740325,0.0,0.0,0.08414143341690372,0.07913919774814611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904767948832991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04600570865453271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042655437575977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935995792459548,0.0,0.0,0.05902218718345442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048393362077836975,0.07177752222308446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062196669178931616,0.0,0.08825540442612456,0.0,0.07792692968315773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028558594940698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679143382531889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033149297395004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33703140738991355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975046254005558,0.07519947859151947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07016935799412766,0.0,0.0,0.09947839539643566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778993317537836,0.08708979276726543,0.0,0.062326602509882985,0.0,0.14064352452902834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810702804203476,0.0,0.102239987440118,0.0,0.05642283108746514,0.08651472905855878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05978435175219344,0.0,0.08601807220968588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063333922424064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4279914852844717,0.0
anxiety,fallenyar,2019/04/15,"Anxiety induced by Jet lag I flew to another country for a work trip a few weeks ago, was my first trip out of the US so I had never dealt with jet lag before. About 9 hours after landing I had an anxiety attack. I had not had one in 5 or 6 years. So this was a surprise for me, fortunately not a completely new sensation as I was in a country that I did not speak the language so that could have made for an interesting and stressful ER trip. Happened again when I came back home. 

Where this gets really strange to me is that its now been 3 weeks after the flights and I'm now hyper aware of every minuscule change in my mental state. Prior to this I wasn't even aware I had been stressed or anxious.  

I'm wondering how common it is for one event that most people would not think as traumatic or hard, to trigger massive changes like this? I have been working with a therapist and found some meditative techniques that have been helping me back to baseline, but this has been eye opening for me and I want to try and understand how it has worked for others.",5.297242380261249,5.57146390566038,5.853962264150944,82.13835268505079,67.9622641509434,9.164586357039187,31.873730043541364,9.057496981413335,2.526221625544266,836,33,170,14,13,271,124,212,0.08199999999999999,0.858,0.06,-0.2995,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,4,14,6,1,2,11,0,24,1,1,5,1,33,36,17,0,3,8,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,14,10,0,0,5,0,0,5,6,3,1,3,19,3,18,3,26,15,3,32,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,6,20,126,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418422269188713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146899998593359,0.2143419216647156,0.15826550840669276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593763083414292,0.0,0.21544613977117444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920904633150398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16022936874451338,0.0,0.0,0.2964001878165851,0.0,0.14688511825113554,0.0,0.0,0.11185306901895327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253027731094726,0.0,0.11803461414620472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916325581681968,0.0,0.15360502918635735,0.0,0.0,0.07319294647650387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388400759733414,0.0,0.12549604428963626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939015594756879,0.0,0.1405249627903572,0.0,0.13796364195669852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844249069764034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325596304008714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14118105630007746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804855897514977,0.13530294396975354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18986163791725502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712302744595816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974732997090659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32095271315997337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16265907313060587,0.0,0.08976610461212342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511412791811542,0.0,0.0,0.14584202483737635,0.16851494315639665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263063473564293,0.0,0.2247487265599256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15192516503665487,0.30596868644567515,0.0,0.0,0.09951823278902686,0.0,0.0,0.09021546662569456
anxiety,oliviab97,2019/04/15,"Advice? So I've never seen a GP and never been diagnosed,but a close friend thinks I'm suffering from anxiety and now I've thought about it I think she might be right. I'm struggling to control my worrying now. I worry about literally everything...my boyfriend is going out next weekend with the lads into town on a night out. He told me 2 weeks ago and I'm already panicking,thinking he could get stabbed or in a fight. Its keeping me up all night and making me feel sick. His uncle died 2 weeks ago and I'm worried he's not coping with it great-thats not helping. 
There's alot going on in my job at the mo,and obviously his family are going through a tough time. I feel like I can't discuss how I'm feeling. 
I'm currently lying in bed,panicking about his night out and work tomorrow and what if he has a crash on the way home from his night shift because he's so tired? I feel sick and my arms and legs feel numb. I'm shattered but can't sleep. 
Can anyone help me understand whats going on? I can't hear myself think over all this internal noise. Its all getting too much.",2.412456927071041,4.11666183408072,3.8564267170167597,88.3185178192117,76.39910313901345,7.205947604437102,25.189756903469444,8.032893268588372,1.392915695067264,851,30,181,14,19,281,131,223,0.165,0.7929999999999999,0.042,-0.949,2,0,0,0,1,0,23.0,0,0,0,2,10,7,1,1,10,0,11,7,3,3,6,44,39,15,1,2,5,0,5,1,1,1,4,1,1,0,7,16,0,2,10,1,0,4,7,5,0,0,4,7,19,2,23,32,5,39,0,1,1,0,17,17,0,4,18,97,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057903082442548,0.2006197294549057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487531261676398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656739439821988,0.0,0.0,0.07912438108283003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898152803450287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691900808517534,0.090349369504687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174426269424638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667755180017956,0.0,0.2860864854741073,0.08084181062593168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742744244678609,0.0,0.11824327440174005,0.0,0.257246646858322,0.0,0.0,0.1247597377989612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753999229502055,0.0,0.151698058328604,0.0,0.11350910528549744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229423364050012,0.10058216075572342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05528445429435997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075535444074834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004529921966585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318591260733035,0.0,0.17455254942786774,0.0,0.12034736657962355,0.4247734696503861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663836121660027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324212064375537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829981728403595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29003445415423884,0.0,0.0898367155219635,0.0659847378278647,0.13006123042593196,0.0,0.1081296092489431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780396467361205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898214563985715,0.18154089038209395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823821171560338,0.3447596299696019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Reezus262,2019/04/15,"Advice on Going to a Therapist For the 1st Time? Im a 20 year old male, almost 21. Ive never been properly diagnosed with any  kind of mental health disorder, and have only seen a therapist once or twice when I was like 5 because it was a rough transition for me in terms of starting grade school. I hardly remember anything from it and all that came from it was the lady telling my parents to give me small rewards for not putting up a fuss about going to school. 

From then on ive always been really anxious about social situations, I always chalked it up to just being the shy kid but looking back on it I feel it was something more. Ive always pushed things off until the last minute and always have been a nervous person worrying about things that were months away and letting them effect my mood. 
It was crippling the point where I got out of high school and despite having pretty good grades I had no interest in college and it took me a while to actually pursue a job. 

I now have a girlfriend this is my first real relationship, weve been together for about a year now, and we have a very strong relationship. The one not great thing is communication I have trouble opening up at times about if im feeling upset ive gotten better but still have a fear at times of really opening up. Sometimes I feel such a rush of anxiety over me just worrying about things that made no sense to worry over, at times I wouldnt even know what I was anxious about which can make it even harder to explain when asked ""whats wrong"" 

Ive never gotten panic attacks that much but lately ive had quite a few, hands shaking, weak feeling, crying, finding it difficult to speak just paralyzed with fear. 

Due to the  increase in panic attacks ive been self medicating for the past month or so. My gf is prescribed pills as shes diagnosed with depression and PTSD which can trigger panic attacks. She rarely uses these pills so Ive been using them after panic attacks or when my anxiety really spikes (maybe once a week)  im not super proud of self medicating and my gf has been urging me to see a professional, at first I was very much scared but now im starting to open up to the idea. I just want to get properly diagnosed. 

Sorry for the super long post just wanted to get some things off my chest. Basically was just wondering how to get over seeing a therapist for the 1st time, how to open up and get through the process without feeling too much anxiety before and during. 



Thank you for any and all responses.",6.161600480497456,6.382050133196727,6.641611079706049,77.4172950819672,66.11065573770493,9.599886941775015,31.376766534765395,9.40505699530331,2.714002741661956,1987,71,373,35,29,648,237,488,0.182,0.716,0.103,-0.9924,2,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,2,1,2,10,31,32,4,10,29,0,44,11,2,8,4,69,78,31,0,4,18,1,8,1,3,1,9,1,0,5,25,22,0,0,12,0,0,9,9,19,0,4,26,13,40,12,71,49,10,76,0,1,4,0,24,31,0,7,36,263,65,9,0.0,0.0,0.059472046771333414,0.0,0.0,0.059553264818721675,0.0,0.0,0.06102609348560555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028394348571546,0.0,0.0,0.08288731456418856,0.0,0.13986478968465935,0.13769757451531828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05015129257883686,0.0,0.05697392846618456,0.2773280333125603,0.05725840703508829,0.046861775480709265,0.0,0.03715058068433895,0.0,0.051858414083349784,0.0,0.0,0.053899556894654164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970310734270838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694355277634924,0.0,0.0,0.05249053134127233,0.18556905271120092,0.0,0.0,0.06984650973012818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050518955909425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371567200375319,0.15407427704397592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055701238035054106,0.10367698851451436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12736181500198426,0.058462540714721366,0.06927116999427464,0.0511165008642868,0.0487420694733118,0.06719040353729215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05459338893204828,0.0,0.0,0.06478007102175322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439013426679771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879777258240581,0.2633176720295687,0.0,0.06047700168602786,0.0,0.0,0.063463257778904,0.03349294363969252,0.04967707146587237,0.06874690167815167,0.0,0.0,0.06231883891262562,0.0,0.029773906701877975,0.0,0.0,0.05393306337539222,0.0511771754779834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057666195776347524,0.04068024715581695,0.0,0.06122591855853191,0.0,0.0,0.1227882921260439,0.061416695323392285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728901104659401,0.0,0.13440141351638007,0.0,0.09400674000630374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394993206971071,0.12980563770084091,0.041296880315088984,0.04635026392276295,0.0,0.286016178279841,0.06767052406536046,0.0,0.05817744901999115,0.0,0.05321349737318404,0.0,0.0,0.0576112887208428,0.0,0.05836700897239885,0.06200143029410433,0.0,0.0,0.0712396686068988,0.06126503164117916,0.0,0.06482089428961488,0.0,0.06936702420833317,0.1171258644473274,0.0,0.0,0.13086098340599464,0.06903708435288508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061015056688820825,0.18503417077963508,0.09712812880207188,0.0,0.12715468503251814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06850302667259837,0.0,0.062124204627230374,0.0,0.04691726951166507,0.060274661554924086,0.06822123805760709,0.0862722198040072,0.0,0.048669543074542736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05326728905075668,0.056108569778752886,0.0,0.21228023782767924,0.2024407056731258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17768317087604404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06771045038241079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527120147509512,0.0,0.10056950956153513,0.0718920887962603,0.0,0.048885184830012425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058747341422651964,0.06609060604547412,0.0,0.18567319128509704,0.0,0.0,0.0666321299861149,0.0,0.07849120799084018
anxiety,ButstheSlackGordsman,2019/04/15,"What if you're fine? Let me preface this by saying I dont think I have anxiety disorder. Im a recovering alcoholic with about 4 months of sobriety. Years of very heavy drinking and suddenly stopping has given me a condition my doctor says is PAWS (Post Acute Withdrawal Syndrome). Basically it causes temporary anxiety and depression symptoms and can last from 90 days to 2 years. 

Honestly dont know how you guys do this your entire life, this shit sucks. Had my first ever panic attack in my first 30 days and i never want to experience that again. This is temporary and im much better than i was but its still a daily struggle.

As such I've learned some grounding techniques. The one I use the most is to use anxious thinking to my advantage. Anxiety pretty much boils down to overthinking, thinking what if the worst were to happen. You go down that rabbit hole until it consumes your thinking or you have an attack. Well, I think wgat if Im completely fine? What if whats going on is just what my doctor said was happening? Remember that time I thought I was dying? Remember that time I haven't died yet? Then i let that consume my thoughts and imagine im fine. 

Idk if this will help but it definitely acts like a mental slap in the face for me.",3.1963654329859845,5.562602219008267,4.4581063600431206,81.84055874955085,76.39669421487605,8.010348544735896,27.463887890765363,8.841846274778883,2.434400071864894,995,41,184,23,23,327,148,242,0.132,0.718,0.15,0.5828,0,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,5,0,4,9,16,4,2,9,0,20,9,2,4,2,38,38,18,2,6,9,0,0,1,0,1,5,3,0,1,19,7,3,1,12,1,0,3,4,8,1,3,9,3,24,8,21,26,5,29,0,1,0,0,10,6,2,8,20,125,43,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120931843605104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21734392259315932,0.10698808128978893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21547797248005074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375761439265368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728665686184387,0.0,0.0,0.09929489457254473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215194002207627,0.0,0.08156804873072787,0.0,0.19657471420013106,0.0,0.10853849949235923,0.19386623998039976,0.0,0.0,0.2219837646889203,0.09277344760002704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566480374054339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926382666715988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16110962177968374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764444606192797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937714266322898,0.16749211383783633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06347780877566121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4091844406017983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05204660705710702,0.07719605198475231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19368163969300808,0.06689193438988733,0.046267382148851774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543892715522467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755914885145507,0.0,0.13923604590583752,0.0,0.07304123385603724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06417359207258816,0.0,0.0,0.1111142379947812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069984453337142,0.0963475803802321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21456137390233568,0.0,0.09008478490730422,0.15062416488633698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721185684855993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563039580216857,0.0791764276473837,0.0,0.0990047369424468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843327378958028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034111283625531,0.0,0.15036811708120307,0.110444830107876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16358696078031915,0.0,0.07814036595863748,0.055858621092642134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514988564857709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197199218093036
anxiety,shutupd,2019/04/15,"I fucked up emails when writing to my job because I’m stupid I’m a freelancer and I just sent receipts to my last employer for reimbursement of money that I’d spent for the job. I stupidly forgot to write which project it was and they of course asked me what it was and it took me another two responses to put in the actual project title. I don’t even feel like this post makes sense, but I just feel so dumb right now :(",2.035431034482759,3.984163160919543,3.0282614942528774,92.72101293103451,78.3103448275862,6.648850574712642,23.518678160919546,7.6454224807358475,0.9138747126436776,333,11,74,5,8,106,62,87,0.183,0.7809999999999999,0.036000000000000004,-0.9361,3,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,6,5,4,0,3,0,3,1,0,1,0,12,14,6,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,2,0,3,3,1,4,0,1,6,2,10,1,10,8,0,10,0,0,0,1,6,3,2,0,4,44,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.2420443109654429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600841002684656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318772601120432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119854102686206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16382337748434322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25082575259598233,0.1771947384884982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293024001089785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4922687210895313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021799010881521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117633617209135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16556387289969285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375469356916057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493415507773148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21181872364248727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27557365514903026,0.0,0.0,0.24229208243071154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AReclusiveGuy,2019/04/15,"I don't know whether to go or not to a gathering. The owner of a moving company I work for has offered to invite me to a gathering next Sunday for Easter with his family and such, but I have such social anxiety, especially when it comes to mutual gatherings that involve co-workers and families. This honestly makes me feel very uneasy. I don't wanna decline, but if I don't, I feel like I'll miss out.",7.18611111111111,5.821955234567902,8.914907407407409,67.21458333333334,64.55555555555556,13.038271604938275,36.29938271604939,12.161744961471696,4.5994419753086415,318,13,59,10,4,114,58,81,0.136,0.795,0.069,-0.6315,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,1,0,16,12,8,0,2,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,2,9,2,11,12,0,7,0,1,0,0,8,1,0,2,4,43,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057443112524651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316746933584063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5070800518787115,0.0,0.2719761513982634,0.1921363437499576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15284921807973448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14780666320314034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313942974815397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17952472780727927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858489211839713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860290091910373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741583865808074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22191008034675236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3915943657912986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,unrelatedtoelephant,2019/04/15,"Why does this always happen I was having a great day, enjoying the weather and how nice it is outside and feeling like everything was going good. And then something minor happened at my job right before I left and now it hasn’t left my mind, and I’m just laying in bed with my thoughts running over and over and over with what might happen to me tomorrow when I go into work. I had plans to clean my apt up but all I can do is scroll on my phone and lay down. I feel so useless but I just can’t concentrate. And earlier when I felt really great, I even had the thought that meant something bad would happen- but I brushed it off. Guess I was right even though I didn’t want to be at all :(",4.300458430458433,4.540692643356644,4.882191142191144,88.35952602952604,70.11888111888112,8.033877233877233,27.77700077700078,7.793537801064563,1.414209634809635,540,17,119,6,9,173,93,143,0.091,0.7709999999999999,0.138,0.256,1,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,10,8,0,0,3,0,16,0,0,1,2,31,31,18,0,2,5,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,6,12,0,0,6,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,10,4,18,6,16,18,2,24,0,1,0,0,1,15,0,2,7,84,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965578920806545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006967233434375,0.0,0.0,0.1223659387257064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274117286332008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258431567271804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18996132579095595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924105120869225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14542244592106768,0.10273304080082768,0.1380736314005329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16345335453864054,0.12061530849320955,0.0,0.3170870898205721,0.15841544654904866,0.0,0.5086588090167161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270249511935915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31248521333754425,0.0,0.0,0.07025498383446825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255247905995756,0.14520024677845436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212401758064763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456143084604669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214134708020372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14128592210584115,0.22832736896097594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481885811593627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976002840587295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046904483895192,0.0,0.0,0.10215367331845182,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sanmanwoosh,2019/04/15,My Ex-Bestfriend who ditched me in high school hooked up with the girl I like... When I first got to high school my best friend ditched me for a new group of friends but we still talk on occasion. Well last night was prom and we were at different after parties and the girl I like (who doesn’t even go to our school) went to the other party. I found out today that they ended up hooking up and now I’m just stressed... I can’t think about anything without that popping into my head.,2.814081632653064,4.403334642857146,2.914030612244897,95.9890051020408,75.0204081632653,5.716326530612244,24.494897959183675,5.985473137389443,0.3534040816326538,377,12,84,2,8,114,72,98,0.0,0.813,0.187,0.9489,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,3,0,1,2,7,7,0,1,4,0,4,1,1,0,0,13,10,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,8,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,1,1,1,5,0,14,6,17,5,1,22,0,0,0,0,12,10,0,0,12,56,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410495300068827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798761921295364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17907897510645082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15181160760004267,0.0,0.0,0.11320963594881485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579475174556292,0.0,0.18793383030353503,0.2648500615764437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741190573862094,0.0,0.13708611757046968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17590826115756095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621919878190517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971579239687326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16747706114122504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655414581558427,0.0,0.1608494947988154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5204049882194701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688213849169745,0.0,0.1963408133508652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377667166990383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982770525512528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16246938669110275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15411129766382273,0.1588916960887741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16522574934221387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sayhellotojenn,2019/04/15,"I get overwhelmed at work and start spinning out... I (27/f) work for a small company, brought in by my boss from a previous company when he started his own venture. We’ve worked together for about 2 years now and always got along great - until recently. My depression and anxiety have gotten out of control and it has greatly affected my ability to function at work, which isn’t great considering we’re a tax office and we’ve been right in the middle of tax season.

Part of the issue is that we are woefully understaffed at the moment. Business has been steadily increasing and thus the number of new files and new clients to deal with has rapidly increased but yet, our staff on the client services side remains just myself and my boss. I am incredibly overwhelmed and in the middle of burning out, which I have communicated to my boss. Though he reassures me constantly that everything is fine (the important deadlines are met, clients are happy, none of them call angry, we get nice reviews etc), I cannot let go the amount of work that keeps getting pushed off because of all the new work we’ve been taking on. Sure, it’s stuff that’s not super crucial, but my list of what hasn’t been done keeps getting longer and it makes me feel like a failure. I am constantly in tears or on the verge of tears as I work in my office, and at one point, had a panic attack after a phone call. 

I am sick of the constant pep talks. I am sick of being so slammed all the time and feeling like I am never making any progress. I feel like for every step forward I take, I then take three steps back. I can tell he is sick of me constantly being on the edge of losing my shit. Realistically, he is right - the world is not ending, important shit is being done, etc. 

At this point, though, I just feel hopeless. I am starting to believe i am never going to get to a point where I am not so overwhelmed and I don’t feel like a massive failure. I don’t want to get out of bed in the morning. I have grown to dread going to a job that I used to love. I don’t know what to do anymore.

TL; DR: I am overwhelmed and burning out and I can’t let go of all the things that aren’t getting done. My boss and I are constantly snipping at each other. I feel like a failure and I don’t see how things can get better.",4.120110294117648,5.0794142592592575,5.017570125272332,84.6368780637255,70.89542483660131,7.829003267973857,28.94069989106754,8.07648339933343,1.827937309368192,1791,67,365,24,32,584,210,459,0.159,0.711,0.13,-0.9767,2,0,0,0,0,1,52.0,3,0,1,12,14,28,3,6,26,0,50,7,2,11,6,62,87,29,0,1,8,0,6,5,0,0,4,0,1,0,18,27,0,3,7,0,2,12,15,12,0,2,12,7,46,16,60,70,12,72,0,7,1,1,18,35,2,1,32,249,64,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056849490224849634,0.0,0.0,0.04646139526467595,0.0,0.052266246942748486,0.0,0.06775720008798918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772629286796236,0.0,0.0525355052184166,0.0,0.04164853988967462,0.0,0.0,0.07697565083518833,0.0,0.06042537704690885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952907921364902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691597850174265,0.07662908493922369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07043712207797799,0.05884575552055321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20975179783431386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06051313330590252,0.0,0.15239448329571376,0.0,0.0,0.05756434618896236,0.0,0.061403530292728985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20727434851032367,0.2440467376225396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855639688435673,0.0,0.15531617722073374,0.0,0.05464345340960691,0.2259761880200641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273018408985167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131055921117467,0.06779917758298343,0.12145570716639173,0.0,0.0,0.037548059101762565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397280258084816,0.0,0.16689372253437768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643499392485538,0.0,0.0,0.06166339510651954,0.0,0.09121111246075868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538848623438356,0.19795783372697476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046296847463468016,0.0,0.0,0.08016130562934838,0.0,0.07398621521515053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19375950621927224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06745986673820369,0.0,0.0,0.1166934614724461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0544438966000852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14026338133192034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450762782851737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821249965548918,0.0,0.0,0.06439280450819848,0.0,0.15410923016246628,0.0549147448243152,0.0597165581796812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907803824350487,0.0,0.13425230322451429,0.0,0.03983918686403957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05900838900908133,0.0,0.0,0.04029816590787907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481753004365081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04399721547789075
anxiety,Lazer16,2019/04/15,"I want to help so here is my story. Let me start with this is my first ever serious post on Reddit so I apologize for formatting, grammar, spelling, and everything like that. I might also X-post this on r/Depression if it helps enough people here.  


I was diagnosed with Anxiety back in 2011 after an unfortunate bad reaction to some medication a Dr. prescribed to me that landed me in the emergency room. I assume I have some kinda PTSD (NON-Diagnosed) to medication as now every time I have to take some I get clammy, sweaty , and I think to myself ""This is gonna kill me"".  So after a couple months of trying to deal with this on my own, I did something uncomfortable. I asked for help. I went to see a psychologist specifically because guess what... I didn't wanna take any more medicine. So I went to therapy every Saturday for about an hour for 8 months. Then I noticed I had less to talk about, so I went every other Saturday for a couple months. That trend continued until i noticed I was going once every 2-3 months. Then i slowly had a grip on myself and I wasn't going anymore.   


Well unfortunately I had some shit hit the fan if you will. During the process my dad started to get ill with something no one could figure out. Year or two later my dad is diagnosed with ALS , also known as Lou Gehrig's Disease. So for the next 2 years My mother and I cared for my dad, as he still went to work at our family business everyday. I would like to just say my mom did almost everything, she is a fucking angel. I don't wanna get into the details of my dads worsen state but after 2 years my dad ultimately past away from complication of his disease. This would of been a great time for me to grieve but I had no time... I highly do not suggest putting off grieving. The reason I had zero time is because that family business my dad kept going to well, against the wishes of everyone involved to sell that company he didn't. Even after we got financially smashed during the 08 recession. So he I was fatherless and a new company operator with the livelihood of myself, my mother, my little brother (16 years old at the time), and five additional employees, some of which with families of who they are the bread winners.   


So the company that was kinda hot potato'd into my lap is lets say in a dire spot. It was on paper in debt of 40-50K. It was only doing about 300K in sales a year. On top of that the recession I had mentioned earlier hit us so hard that my parents put all there retirement money into the company as an infusion of cash. Then ON TOP OF IT ALL my aunt who worked there decided to try and help. Aged 62 living in the house my dad family grew up in with 2 of her sisters, she took out a mortgage on the home to give the company more working capital. So i had about 70K in mortgage payments for a house that wasn't mine. Needless to say i was working so hard that I ended up in the Emergency room again for what i thought was a Heart attack. Doctors told me it was another panic attack due to heavy loads of stress. Wonder where that was coming from.... So about 8 months into this ordeal, that aunt who took of the mortgage well she gets stage 4 cancer and passes away within 2 weeks. Guess who was on the phone acting like the ""Man of the family"" telling everyone to get her into Hospice and to a hospital. Luckily I had a cousin that day who was trying to sort things out as well, she helped a lot. So now my Aunt is gone, and guess what she never told anyone else living in that house that she did? You got it, took out a mortgage. So now everyone knows and everyone is putting additional pressure on me telling me things like "" You aren't trying hard enough"", ""You dad left you a great company/opportunity"" ""Why don't you apply yourself"" . Mind you all these people live in a house that they didn't pay for and are all like on government assistance or disability and above the age of 55. Not having to deal with real bills or rent in a long ass time. Well after about 2 years total i got rid of that initial 40k Debt, Some of the mortgage debt threw monthly payments, and finally sold the company (No one made money, I did not receive a cent) to pay off the rest of that mortgage. I gave any remaining money to my mother so she could recoup some retirement money and help her move on with her life.   


Well she did and I did. She moved to Europe and took my little brother with her. I stayed in the apartment building where I last saw my family together for about another year. Then my fiance and I decided to pack up and start over somewhere else. So I moved from the east coast to the west side of the USA now. Let me tell you that it has no been easy. I left the place i grew up, that last place i had a sense of family, now i have some time on my hands and everything is catching up. I am gonna be getting married this October and it has been upsetting to think my dad won't be there. I am ""Becoming and Adult"" and i had no father for guidance. He won't be there to see a grand child. All of this is hitting me now that I have time and fuck me is it depressing. I recently spent an entire week in bed, and I'm not exaggerating. I spent countless days crying about all this while talking to my fiance as she comforted me. I spent my entire life being depended on and now that everything is ""OK"", I feel like I have no purpose, and the only thing I care about is helping people.   


So now that I am on an upswing here, I wanna try to help anyone I can by sharing this. Letting anyone know that times get really dark but you can keep making small moves forward. I always found that taking the time to talk to someone and just get everything off you chest relieves such a huge amount of anxiety and stress and depression. I am not a DR by any means but I am someone who will listen. I play video game on twitch daily and would love to listen and talk to all of you if you need an ear. I am not looking for Subs/Followers/Donations or anyone spamming CopyPasta or Poggers/PogU/Kappa. I just wanna be around if someone needs to vent or wants some advice. So feel free to ask me for the link, if you need someone to talk to.

 I hope this has helped any of you.",4.0614906231094965,5.077275362753042,5.310093536227839,82.27541160593796,71.08097165991903,8.528363348690027,27.15086788589511,8.874584343797972,1.9918882684163983,4823,160,969,88,87,1608,467,1235,0.109,0.7929999999999999,0.098,-0.9291,13,0,2,0,0,1,136.0,3,14,2,7,62,42,6,5,65,1,93,22,6,4,10,149,175,79,3,21,24,22,8,6,0,10,12,6,5,3,60,57,1,2,17,3,20,28,23,17,6,6,61,18,145,26,178,90,26,180,1,4,4,4,109,75,4,33,81,689,205,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03746587604407839,0.0,0.0,0.03839245524062798,0.0,0.0,0.06132174046659455,0.031902353071413835,0.0,0.0,0.10429137218727824,0.08040667834238392,0.058660728780164775,0.0,0.03802345653035591,0.10723422810317916,0.03928435548464501,0.0,0.034131158335450884,0.07168635164355308,0.08723566836565802,0.07204429134113934,0.029481464646985117,0.032012701644702435,0.046744004887786204,0.042344050980277916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818135492260005,0.0,0.0,0.03302693102325687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061223511425016634,0.08484602991392856,0.04211522001192541,0.049452879138140886,0.07905470845835984,0.09906780493258613,0.1167443489061116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039243108758583126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640571072516725,0.0,0.03395828769170886,0.07923193555356749,0.0,0.02532352728357776,0.03468116171554885,0.12921404144043794,0.14654389739580476,0.17228976860496348,0.0,0.2530079646966765,0.0,0.03877220020015355,0.02739044856433116,0.0,0.04200012482594392,0.0,0.03261239507298193,0.0,0.04203836042146253,0.0,0.07089031705385927,0.16025055849207134,0.03677968471261813,0.06536933977508554,0.0,0.09199315966527173,0.08454103525449101,0.12670909300473984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303662521846876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04543365670566428,0.23128935686920016,0.040508825103792036,0.03845863032796015,0.03808075041636227,0.03775765244376788,0.17695907778104725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03407878274048961,0.04241806358948199,0.0,0.0421418532997553,0.0625052214161094,0.0,0.0,0.08331409346317235,0.1568229651904709,0.05416203371148588,0.11238733942490776,0.07685447231903822,0.10156604619526677,0.033930120762491606,0.03219634924433908,0.0,0.0,0.03259570739747232,0.03460378262829853,0.036278691847822855,0.025592569979524863,0.0,0.0,0.041764025653495934,0.0,0.07724800557050629,0.0,0.04067319334150683,0.03871295797253773,0.04490391005635955,0.18361804542964968,0.16299946215377786,0.0,0.08528694652978208,0.029570543941672037,0.037029477191041285,0.04077553840802407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730178754563486,0.04023188712229605,0.04083136287091847,0.05196100679289261,0.05831932969675367,0.0,0.044984295632876974,0.04257256884552178,0.0,0.03660032913692515,0.07974138974401658,0.0,0.08011528831474568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734391684445839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04481797264300825,0.1156283247421579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04363986321231854,0.02456189503797827,0.03942040190415755,0.037856601322556416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09146967236125624,0.0,0.0,0.06110480164552996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03935595461404258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994306658583146,0.05903275359298407,0.0,0.0,0.08141277316357047,0.04086585328814028,0.03061875908068633,0.0,0.0878377869887061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648181457320679,0.1540831387654306,0.10053381564493287,0.0,0.043845683473954684,0.0,0.07641513936922621,0.0491340664990455,0.0,0.030438060659956093,0.22356643839509188,0.0,0.0,0.07327194869790238,0.17039074842584434,0.13015335538733633,0.0,0.03745308059355198,0.0,0.04611888005448233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04522842023169507,0.0,0.061508845260061465,0.0,0.2068361911981703,0.14216804664427113,0.034596322235295685,0.0,0.04408966304534392,0.0,0.04157861808777494,0.1116493124095978,0.0,0.0,0.08170793679059482,0.0,0.0,0.17283009711225955
anxiety,Yaveton,2019/04/15,"Tomorrow, at 4 pm, the hell will start. So, I'm 17y/o who has a job in a shop, mostly on Saturdays due to school. It's medium sized, not as small like your local shop, but smaller than Walmart - with around 8 people at one shift. I'm at home at the moment because of the teacher's strike here where I live. Also, I didn't have any training or anything because it's considered as odd job.

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I'm mostly doing things in our storage room with a guy that manages it. I made good friends with him and because of him, I know what to do. But... now he's on holidays. Because I'm the only available guy who spends so much time in the storage room (so that clearly means I know what I'm doing, lol) I was tasked with cleaning the mess on top of my usual tasks like restocking shelves on shop etc. Now. I'm stupid without orders. I have no effing idea what to do if I'm alone, so I was in a constant state of panic. This Saturday I had to stay just to 1 pm, but I had to unpack 1 pallet and distribute things that were laying on the floor to the shelving, but also clean the storage and back where ramp for deliveries is and some junk. So my usual 5 hours shift turned into 9 hours because I had to rearrange 2 or 3 days of deliveries (manager and some other workers do rearrange their stuff but it still was a mess). I still didn't do it well of course because I was exhausted.

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I know that tomorrow will be the same. I was going to the shop for some stuff like cheese (I love smoked cheese) and I saw one pallet of Pepsi being unloaded by most likely representatives of Pepsi because I don't know them. I bought what I needed and went for a walk because I already was fearful of what tomorrow will look like. I remembered some meditation tricks from one app. It did help... for 5 minutes. Then fear came back. What should I do tomorrow?

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btw. I know I should just constantly ask my head manager what to do, but first, she's mostly doing her shelves on shop, and second, I really... REALLY hate to constantly ask for something. One time I had to ask her multiple times to print my price of some fruit and I was feeling awful.",3.207761969904241,4.722785190697678,4.462818057455539,85.59218878248974,73.83720930232559,7.477428180574554,26.367989056087552,8.124751697461798,1.603611491108071,1672,59,340,26,34,551,204,430,0.134,0.795,0.07,-0.9792,2,1,2,0,0,0,70.0,1,1,2,3,20,19,4,3,17,2,36,4,1,1,1,55,65,28,0,4,13,0,1,5,1,5,1,0,5,2,25,16,1,0,11,6,8,4,6,10,1,6,20,4,41,9,54,38,12,59,1,0,2,1,20,24,1,12,33,231,66,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902154406489613,0.08419655523481245,0.12203069788696988,0.0,0.248006008336964,0.2781306524610192,0.0518851423441588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627866150056391,0.06792124684775833,0.2139845213166857,0.0,0.0,0.117336646945351,0.0,0.3720836033084147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726439420367314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473525543206929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04920578988649865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509225146187381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17171254684802914,0.03857847651613472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06489889719763484,0.0,0.0,0.05894751598820836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04336181639370194,0.06399500182684681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510936990568231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532831343047752,0.07830358788910717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05114082871718658,0.0,0.07653294676550447,0.0,0.15027599162149244,0.0,0.0,0.08613096568920398,0.0,0.0,0.15142765126489924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20965646642159935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863763346045334,0.0,0.06737238378277081,0.0,0.06407096305167059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886177253825065,0.07219485374893835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311070687632834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05608768569890347,0.056573875901579675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20680554314339736,0.05802793959405015,0.0,0.08951906694533847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05289531014012982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775669020822374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643057064905181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721747965828182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05873779889748645,0.0,0.0,0.054003998421387284,0.0813233375072732,0.12186309490300899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17468552782799554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137777907588473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13346963879630605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299013209392005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680625660556351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860091426015902,0.07072885495919105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354838766539384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781306524610192,0.0
anxiety,Interested2000,2019/04/15,Visual problems from anxiety? Does anyone have any experience or information on visual problems some people have from anxiety?  Who experience this even when they are not feeling anxious?,8.577471264367812,12.56523272413793,8.524827586206898,51.1612643678161,66.58620689655173,10.763218390804601,40.70114942528736,10.504223727775694,6.298508045977013,155,9,16,5,3,50,23,29,0.302,0.649,0.049,-0.7888,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,4,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18176855981748533,0.0,0.4089571731424713,0.30196526382366456,0.0,0.18689763876586774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339101036672877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17654465512521908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5229281299079835,0.0,0.0,0.13515148652338493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18530746781989016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5115270378245503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawayme678,2019/04/15,"Finally got a Drs appointment I'm so nervous, I'm still shaking a little. But I did it. 40 yo woman and finally made a gyno appointment.  Wish me luck.",-0.5535483870967717,1.6187497741935533,3.5763870967741944,80.46458064516129,99.64516129032259,7.641290322580645,25.55483870967742,8.238735603445708,2.8480916129032257,117,6,22,4,5,44,24,31,0.14300000000000002,0.674,0.183,0.3091,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,5,6,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7184351859124408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622655807202394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286594821893477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102834673749688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26187533922462275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37708894197419396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Coffee_is_great3,2019/04/15,"Girlfriend is extremely anxious and it’s affecting our relationship. So I’ve been dating a girl for about 2 years now, and she’s always struggled with anxiety and it’s gotten much worse. This has affected our relationship in many ways. I mean she’s not horny anymore and says that even just cuddling or kissing gives her anxiety. This is partially my fault because she used to be the complete opposite and I told her to calm down a bit. That was roughly a year ago. But these past 3 months it’s gotten to the point of where she doesn’t even really like any touch, it’s starting to bring me down. If I try to hold her for comfort if she’s sad or if we’re in bed and I initiate cuddling while we’re watching a movie she just slowly moves away. And due to her anxiety she can never give me an answer on anything I ask her what she wants in our relationship and she just gives me the “I don’t know answer” and I’m at a loss. I know that I’ve been downing on her anxiety lately and I’ve been taking everything personal that she does tell me like anxiety from kissing or cuddling. I realize I need to stop doing that because I’m making it worse. But I don’t know how to get through to her to find ways of coping with it, or just getting her to answer any question I have. In general I just want her to initiate things more often whether it’s hanging out, going on a date cuddling, kissing, or anything else. But I’m at a loss on how to describe this to her without getting angry over her having no reply. Any ideas? I decided to use this form to get replies from people who deal with anxiety and can help me to better understand it and know the do’s and don’t s of going about it if that makes sense.",4.281684315435406,4.875793286532954,5.441293135667127,83.07760433536815,70.28939828080229,8.70566836925377,30.073626510526967,8.841846274778883,2.2743991777750097,1343,52,277,23,23,447,167,349,0.108,0.802,0.09,-0.104,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,3,0,0,3,15,13,0,1,12,0,18,7,0,8,1,67,50,30,0,7,20,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,1,2,23,17,0,2,14,0,0,5,8,5,0,0,7,4,43,8,47,42,4,39,0,3,1,7,41,18,0,11,16,189,66,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845341610915851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935023309390997,0.0,0.0,0.1945517468778712,0.0,0.4377177907609201,0.10773383037624,0.09457515976849476,0.0,0.0,0.1569523898109486,0.0,0.08915218102931989,0.0,0.08959732998703866,0.0,0.0,0.11626564583765107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434143797060399,0.10411245520849266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998701911598952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831578142997373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345341153708356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966412979574829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12597364139339515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570673936117768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716068894223712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992943771468888,0.2744446356543403,0.1083947702694888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06392027411697475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765400316955484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20963756967139252,0.0,0.10757440093415899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317976806922706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731201292905134,0.09668381810875082,0.0,0.10387901993080374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611839097717654,0.10135651504397804,0.0701032880066685,0.0707109709834132,0.0735503600387366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103543684779757,0.06611317822707148,0.08326789952413201,0.0,0.0,0.09014951539494837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682916263623572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06109242450326096,0.0,0.0,0.3071547564745454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583703733537367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749891366832056,0.0,0.0,0.07972831854845112,0.0,0.09969483897286996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170162996448141,0.0,0.08335207215371772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06335540106062977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112409663651644,0.0,0.06474568860059285,0.0,0.0,0.09927696896017332,0.0,0.16472722636024667,0.0,0.0,0.1124959553867562,0.15139052346064186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192719825546324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19436750330465336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282218503087194
anxiety,mermaidfarfromsea,2019/04/15,"My partner used to be very supportive of my GAD, but now he’s quick to anger and gets really impatient with me Pretty self explanatory from the title. My (27F) partner (28M) was amazing when he learned that I have pretty intense anxiety about certain things. He was patient and kind, and really just loved me through moments when I needed to be grounded. He even looked into anxiety so he could understand what I’m going through. He was so supportive and it’s one of my favorite things about him as a partner. No one else has ever stopped to realize that maybe I’m not “just being crazy,” but rather, I’m just anxious as heck and I’m still learning ways to cope. Now we’ve been together for over 3 years, and the moments where my anxiety takes over are not as often as they used to be. Once every few weeks I’ll spiral and need to talk it out with him. Last night was one of these times, and he snapped. He got so angry with me which just made me cry and feel like I shouldn’t have confided in him at all. The reason I was upset is actually a pretty normal person thing to get worked up about (I work where I live, and the stress of dealing with work 24/7 because I literally eat/sleep/work/breathe my job) just got to be much and I told him I couldn’t do it anymore. I’ve been bringing it up more often because the anxiety of being here all the time is just getting to be too much. Anyway, he snapped and told me we’ll move and to “chill out” and maybe I should “go check my mental health and talk to someone again” since I’m having a hard time “managing it on my own.”

I love him. He’s a great guy, and a wonderful partner, and I accept that maybe he was just having a moment of his own that he took out on me... but it just really hurt and I’m wondering how I should approach this with him. 

TLDR- my partner is usually really great about being supportive when I’m anxious, but last night he was not supportive and hurt my feelings and blowing up on me. I’m wondering what you guys do to keep healthy relationships and your thoughts on how to approach this? 

Thanks, friends.",3.6397351605204413,4.870011272076372,4.579142351220267,86.30610516590963,72.31742243436754,7.88855185156671,27.5972746169836,8.360895534625662,1.7662810224035723,1629,59,339,26,31,529,194,419,0.114,0.6970000000000001,0.189,0.9919,1,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,1,2,1,3,35,20,1,2,12,0,34,3,0,6,4,79,75,37,0,9,16,0,3,1,6,4,1,0,0,9,19,30,0,2,12,0,1,7,6,5,0,3,16,4,41,15,52,45,8,49,0,2,1,2,42,18,1,5,24,228,60,7,0.0,0.0,0.07401424403734068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23208632711665916,0.17136759934818974,0.07521833221235223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924693967729716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06055644123117991,0.0,0.08331269429764435,0.0,0.07819335571220756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760885710933281,0.06335916317828612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05009522178721525,0.06860657555811239,0.06390308497997915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669950344810698,0.05418402343070525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058598026854481976,0.0,0.11887839289658453,0.0,0.08620946409363675,0.0,0.12132111204289822,0.1672398107802685,0.0,0.15019789191194788,0.0,0.0,0.06794264920422677,0.0,0.0,0.08062019462345811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16238830212721006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526493208896785,0.06741494423370692,0.0,0.07898139216080564,0.0,0.12364837230750154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037054268622213095,0.0,0.06697294513551669,0.0,0.0636910979293061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369070071502528,0.07176682355168175,0.0,0.0,0.22859092583572385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643440107434926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061173821039537,0.1115103039608161,0.11247691929906056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423516832074494,0.07431246326466948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807729569418791,0.15418457293259802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622534441773549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23148634904544654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19435421703512148,0.07798178169320713,0.0,0.08142965718010478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912337307536878,0.0,0.0,0.06274016176938793,0.0,0.07590025100620112,0.0,0.06426362594982489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605702953549837,0.06341021433100867,0.08688073685830795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442741908293804,0.0,0.0,0.05702635909933869,0.12192344176524175,0.0,0.06982832442539229,0.0,0.0,0.1511650929088706,0.0,0.0,0.0602128361684449,0.1326783215090598,0.0,0.0,0.14494720580190404,0.08426711489771106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895781567338447,0.0,0.1310122791979882,0.08353307678758883,0.06258046113683667,0.0,0.060202608778768665,0.06083866616749905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467535511212635,0.2208656402765816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0488420000521991
anxiety,sneak-pup,2019/04/15,"Anxiety on lunch breaks I work a standard office job that I’m lucky to enjoy. Even further, I have the ability to work from home 4 days a week. 

Something I can’t get used to are lunch breaks, whether it’s in the office or at home. I feel like I would rather work through it in order to “get it done with.” During a lunch break, I can’t relax and I can’t stop thinking about how I have to go back to work.

Some people say to go on a walk or draw to pass the time, but I can’t think of a single thing worth doing in that time. 

Anyone else feel the same? Happen to have tips?",2.9617000000000004,3.002685600000003,4.097350000000001,93.516425,73.0,6.8900000000000015,22.025,5.985473137389443,0.051899999999999835,440,8,108,2,8,144,74,125,0.027000000000000003,0.872,0.101,0.7359,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,4,5,4,0,0,9,0,11,3,0,2,0,19,22,6,0,2,5,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,6,2,3,1,4,1,1,4,4,0,0,0,1,3,9,4,20,20,3,21,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,4,7,67,15,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13634205509414807,0.0,0.0,0.12461944592278752,0.18261313390421616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370444438976891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494073313143915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18238661245212648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888457453042153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771629244548988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802323825747678,0.1273243658873267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862309839064074,0.0,0.20257937034237125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576042619935144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575495091219007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17686135404906028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707199940173475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355915311481636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417321078667881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13720673285353774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14900453711785333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840513359400942,0.22839946727281624,0.0,0.0,0.2078494985979304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15392964859531227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14296178284202307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5190012814474404,0.0,0.0,0.12660631455024754,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EveningRepair_,2019/04/15,"Anxiety making my relationship difficult Hi everyone,

was wondering if anyone could share some tips to help with overthinking in relationships? My boyfriend and I love each other very much and he's great with dealing with my anxiety but I still struggle with a lot of things.

He has ADD so can be distracted a lot of the time which is not a great combination with my anxiety as it leads to me feeling like he's lost interest in me. I also struggle generally with overthinking small things he's said or him glancing at another girl.

I don't want my overthinking and tendency to get jealous to ruin a great relationship.

Any help is appreciated! :)",6.668172268907561,8.002422739495803,7.5641911764705885,67.32511029411766,65.30252100840336,12.336554621848741,36.72373949579832,11.93303328291395,5.08974705882353,522,26,89,19,8,175,79,119,0.189,0.546,0.265,0.9414,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,3,14,1,3,5,0,8,1,0,2,0,25,16,9,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,11,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,3,3,12,7,16,11,5,7,0,2,1,1,16,4,0,6,3,61,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190691559055177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516140356895436,0.14673528992673593,0.3211523926489773,0.0,0.0,0.09784663335915646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117276560166917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144268060873202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371502041039118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07075593911790863,0.0999704376344548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07311088035849299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4628404098208523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18759254848434834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836575093255445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527568750188198,0.2379374785247892,0.12629786931140105,0.0,0.09340848927809396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028691963228834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.450717275091032,0.0,0.0,0.13311135581372727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175321710891066,0.0,0.0,0.29258336532525725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859347649771003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159791408395826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546200689980995,0.08253798679963305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15175482200330367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AwayCabinet,2019/04/15,"My Mom and Sister Would Fight And It Gives Me Anxiety I do not know which subreddit to post this on so here it is. English isnt my native tounge so i apologize for any grammar error.
I am currently a working man in my early 20s, but I still live with my younger sister(college age) and my mom. This was due to economical reason, and also a reason that i'd explain later in this post.
I love my sister and my mother so much. They are everything to me, my family is everything to me, but they would fight. a lot. My sister is a bit stubborn and my mom is a tiger mom. They are extremely close but would fight over the most smallest things.
Now, the anxiety: I have always have some sort of anxiety since i was kids, like most people. My stomach would knot when i have to speak in front of people or before taking exams, or before going to the dentist, etc. But the big game changer was 3 years ago, my sister and my mom had a HUGE fight. Yelling, door slamming. And suddenly, out of nowhere, i feel the heat escaping from my body. My ears were burning, I had small tremors and I had to lay down on my bed and breathe. I lost any motivation to do anything, I lost apetite. It was hell.
Ever since then, that anxiety would happen more frequently. I counted, that they would have small pebble sized fights every week, but once every 5 to 6 month, they would have huge fights that would drive me to hell. And that possibility of huge fight, i believe, is the reason why my anxiety is becoming more common, because whenever i see the smallest hint of them not getting along, i would get triggered. And, as a brother and son, i want my family to get along so i would seek for those hints. I became more aware of it. Like, ""Oh they gave each other weird glances? Time to figure out whats going on! and oh no, thats because recently argue about my sis' boyfriend, is this gonna escalate? oh god i can feel my ears burning""
Because they have pebble sized fights regularly, this would happen almost every week, and It interferes with my life. One time they had a huge fight and my anxiety was so bad i had to call in sick to work, and actually became sick the next day because i wouldnt eat the whole day.

Why dont i just move out and cut ties with them you might ask? Simple, because i feel like im the glue that keep them together. Not being around them would just send me spiraling bcs i wouldnt know how theyre doing

What should I do? It's not like they hate each other, they love each other, theyre good people and i know they do because i know them, but they would fight, and i hate to see them fighting. What should i do to get rid of this anxiety? 

tl;dr: my sister and my mom fights a lot and the idea of them not getting along gives me anxiety and my anxiety would interfere with my dialy life",3.5758715910062406,4.907006526032318,4.517510900230828,86.29517205266309,72.60861759425494,7.7464136103274335,25.29063007608789,8.269060116576782,1.4418339232281785,2173,67,450,34,42,705,233,557,0.174,0.73,0.096,-0.9928,1,0,0,0,14,0,74.0,0,1,19,5,16,30,19,0,20,0,56,13,5,6,1,101,89,41,0,19,15,15,3,4,0,20,5,4,2,2,28,38,1,4,14,1,0,6,10,23,0,1,14,10,83,7,49,54,15,53,2,2,3,2,62,21,2,10,28,303,111,4,0.0,0.0,0.053058258736707366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04819661625351108,0.0,0.05444470862587655,0.0,0.0,0.043480473848444,0.04524103255618079,0.0,0.0,0.07394829707218709,0.0,0.3743430368780005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044742705221822936,0.048401722655935175,0.05082955105662492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04539751892524272,0.1988643635973234,0.060048504405648,0.09253144297148896,0.06125750489044374,0.0,0.0,0.05935905657664451,0.06039393059168732,0.0,0.0,0.05551887616117422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012960172803809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06372241408900667,0.0,0.0,0.05563511286678384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060638044007913276,0.0,0.049181687718992485,0.1374297526526499,0.0,0.09773030864658498,0.0,0.1025122911080983,0.0,0.08247484288713794,0.038842657544833695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203303275264986,0.10431524657537616,0.06180059137164714,0.045603820211544494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616020207220466,0.0,0.0,0.10736022390677484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06137824770385983,0.05873001658329784,0.0,0.0,0.04832744832289498,0.0,0.0,0.11952353187516968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680769894826131,0.10625170856922957,0.0,0.048010594414323864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870475161209065,0.09244856993838256,0.09814391138794308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057679045179139736,0.0,0.38207199052910706,0.04339841825350405,0.05778777475623534,0.039968945412567666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0578241816985653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05790334690426607,0.036843200793166525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308202882115095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061295139862698474,0.10414478841303293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16770734891544026,0.05368480905048895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665330467618314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899525160228244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04342075561944737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04088022995112404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03612168043163349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06340834166846925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032069428038526505,0.0,0.0872262827972082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812275207834807,0.06070328648998589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791654798360922,0.0,0.0,0.540730437473127,0.0,0.0,0.035013145235671665
anxiety,woofnamegame,2019/04/15,"By not doing something, due to anxiety, it means we’re letting ourselves off the hook. To actually discipline yourself, go do that thing you’re too afraid to do I was on the phone for a job interview, out of nowhere the guy asks me “where do you see yourself in 5 years?”
He caught me completely off guard. I wasn’t expecting this AT ALL. 

My heart started racing, my mind went blank, i was pacing around

it’s been about 35 seconds of silence
he says “hello?
“...u.....h.......”
he reworded the question, in case i didn’t understand
*silence*
“hello? ..... hello?”

and i just hung up on him. 

He called me back 6 times & i denied every single call INSTANTLY because i just couldn’t answer. 

My anxiety was through the roof. It was all i could think about for the next day. 

I felt terrible because 
1. i just blew a potential job 
2. i can’t believe i don’t know myself enough to answer that question
3. how could i do that?!!!! i mean seriously?!! I can’t recover from that

I thought by making myself feel completely terrible, i would learn to not do that again. 

But i was wrong. It does nothing. Anxiety wins. 


Anxiety controls a lot of the things we do. 

Hanging up was a security blanket for me. 
Subconsciously, I knew I had that option. I thought “there’ll be other jobs”. 

Making myself feel terrible does absolutely nothing besides make me feel terrible. 

The actual hard part is going back to face what you just tried to run away from. 
So that’s what i did. 

I called back the next day, apologized, & just told him i couldn’t take the job because it was too far
(at this point i was just way too embarrassed professionally to actually work there)

But at least i called back & faced it. 

I can tell you, i felt 100x better after that call. I felt relieved. Like a weight was lifted off my shoulders. 

TLDR: i hung up on a job interview, guy calls back 6 times, i deny each time, feel bad bc i blew the job, decided to call back & face my fear, felt amazing after that",0.9066513080428004,3.4563855065274147,2.7435232683151582,88.76868478984284,89.49608355091385,6.1370808375569545,22.392310448983764,7.5105763829236425,1.2310569702554657,1511,57,304,30,51,500,189,383,0.109,0.838,0.053,-0.9656,6,0,1,0,0,0,87.0,1,3,0,4,23,16,0,3,17,0,33,6,5,5,2,55,61,5,0,6,10,0,10,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,22,5,1,4,22,0,0,6,9,10,0,1,24,12,51,6,41,30,8,46,0,0,1,0,32,20,0,4,20,198,73,11,0.0,0.0,0.1880650088192395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784132236006365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965716992439052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05718663857983791,0.060055117998867126,0.0,0.06035498136591232,0.2963765566351034,0.053637171669567864,0.11747912949597353,0.0,0.0,0.07237574615627645,0.0,0.05681448228230065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4591688914813799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470746676160242,0.0,0.07204989031692195,0.10257978314244494,0.0,0.0,0.0828581291677955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243257134941696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06637641796318218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05412442067355424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722871252513367,0.12992537657231026,0.0,0.24671938971728835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301740287041752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12721410693506005,0.0,0.0,0.057545837237081926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612393578475747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824858390757882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03530426524133701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06568908490611508,0.0,0.031384100208743895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05461399580620985,0.0,0.0,0.12864078933660053,0.0,0.0,0.13995096311775965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06486342813723096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366385491473926,0.0,0.0,0.12327877245114395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956495298676316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0607269471377689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392554155751644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051085707307177736,0.0,0.0,0.05119044265729057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04945458795912284,0.0,0.0,0.045468940617540164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048299994442221085,0.0,0.05614802095526247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853555357285172,0.041161979842919375,0.0,0.10199773221432903,0.11237543993169162,0.0,0.0,0.061383449208566324,0.0,0.043614299997301736,0.0,0.0,0.06687542600345693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0509902037469451,0.0,0.07822621876250985,0.0,0.05955051848183979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04676700988070008,0.0,0.0,0.04563378916535545,0.07023564174984058,0.0,0.04136803345552418
anxiety,dkdhjdhdhdthrow123,2019/04/15,"sleeping and dreams I used to have more anxiety around bedtime like a couple weeks ago that would give me amazing memorable dreams—usually full of symbols, interesting and weird sometimes but not scary. 

I’m trying meds rn (Wellbutrin) but I don’t want to be on them after all. Obviously adjusting to meds is difficult but I’m pretty sure the dosage caused my recent mental breakdown and shattered me a lot. I miss dreaming it was the one thing I looked forward to everyday.",5.519113300492613,7.703471551724143,5.668637110016422,76.55793103448278,69.11494252873563,8.649589490968804,33.118226600985224,9.23628265651192,3.2978847290640383,383,18,63,8,7,121,69,87,0.126,0.6659999999999999,0.208,0.7811,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,1,7,0,0,4,0,6,1,1,2,3,18,13,6,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,3,0,1,1,1,8,4,8,10,4,9,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,1,7,41,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19134347467313725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16512938266401622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921577594667232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22174375152573805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23884075142818775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20706891160293311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054564235415223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18126482180870865,0.0,0.0,0.1835132004654373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4795350971444966,0.0,0.21753225397645815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626973023922615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21960333115649974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131319312304651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21601206324227665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134872760032214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20344188990823947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340525086795716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14655217331038953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18643042917814906,0.0,0.0,0.12731756435753455,0.0,0.17314680293581447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333803314474134,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,soldallacqua,2019/04/15,"First job, can't talk about monek so I have been doing it for free Hi, first time posting here!
(English is not my main language so I'm sorry I'm advanced)
I am an architecture student looking for a part time job. Last week I managed to meet a very nice architect who needs someone that draws in AutoCAD and makes 3D models of the projects she has.
First day of work, I'm anxious as hell. She explains me that I can work whenever I want, because she will pay me for every hour I work, BUT that she doesn't know how much will be a fair amount, and proceeds to tell me I have to investigate. I have no experience whatsoever so I really don't know how much I want to get paid. That's a problem. I don't want to be underpaid, but I also don't want to say a stupid amount and be ashamed.
It's my second week of work, and we haven't still talked about money. I really want to but I can't do it. I'm nervous, I need help.
Any tips?",1.208618161308518,2.925906548223349,3.2336632825719143,91.37207416807672,79.96446700507614,6.408234630569656,23.127185561195716,7.3871296695380915,0.7784136491821769,718,24,165,10,18,243,109,197,0.119,0.795,0.086,-0.8475,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,0,8,10,7,2,2,7,0,22,0,0,3,0,23,40,14,0,8,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,0,3,0,5,1,9,5,0,4,2,2,25,3,17,33,6,15,1,0,1,0,14,1,1,0,12,104,33,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556444375979906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976800568709956,0.0,0.0,0.1491282075813734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046909362875286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851323794598149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122000376070673,0.0,0.0,0.12912633347224378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3368504533001235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896722492175586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848024686289062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999844908425268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26198941827634664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509311929980762,0.10760178821847294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108510512980758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811444012239104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19407789826993674,0.1957602421127792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14294867707621622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12642441176727448,0.0,0.0,0.1263110685551084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691317152867326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497576672629097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118475066118554,0.0,0.0,0.1477689202053641,0.0,0.0,0.10541945634203717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21220142432711891,0.11537828994910238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539464896655625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10891804558678768,0.3893001884457505,0.0,0.2117730836333039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3844051871653525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,batciti,2019/04/15,"Long term plan for taking anxiety medication Does anyone on here have any information about using anxiety medication as a long term solution?

I have been feeling anxious for years now and in my low moments, I find it very difficult to enjoy my life. I have tried everything from exercising, to meditation, to breathing and although these have helped me for a little bit, I still find myself ruminating on negative thoughts and catastrophizing about the problems in my life, especially about things I have done in my past that I regret and feel guilty about but are in the past and I cannot change them. I tried CBT but it only helped me minimally and although I used some of the exercises that I learned during CBT, it only helps me a little bit, and sometimes not at all.

I've been having panic attacks nearly everyday for the past two weeks, often waking up and feeling anxious about one thing or another and this has been occurring in cycles every couple of months. It has gotten to the point where I am unable to enjoy my life and I honestly don't know what I can do anymore.

Does anyone have information about anti anxiety medication as a long term solution, or any experiences of how they or someone they know was able to significantly help their anxiety in the long term? By this I mean is there any anxiety medication that would serve as a ""cast"" for me to fix my anxiety in the long term without taking medication for the rest of my life? I have always been reluctant to take medication because I do not want to get addicted or be on medication for the rest of my life but at this point my anxiety has completely encapsulated my life and I really don't know what to do anymore.

Thank you all in advance <3",9.430722394220851,7.910110792569661,9.795616099071207,63.18609700722395,60.269349845201255,13.443054695562436,39.18039215686275,12.340626583579946,4.910729370485036,1378,57,241,39,15,465,152,323,0.13,0.7859999999999999,0.085,-0.807,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,4,2,13,10,1,1,14,0,29,18,2,3,2,45,46,24,0,4,10,0,3,0,0,1,16,0,0,0,15,11,0,0,13,2,0,1,7,6,0,2,8,3,37,4,49,36,12,42,0,2,0,0,11,21,0,6,20,181,52,1,0.0689369884292482,0.0,0.0,0.0751514928695479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05736109680013679,0.0,0.0,0.1406385482458498,0.07228644309481562,0.3691562522167797,0.15575834958285226,0.13673393720088234,0.09640469034909667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842577640504712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042023348296476346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15052267368254518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292619303968069,0.0,0.0722791207869758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627746649448748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065444626520445,0.07054647357428506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058082385979572576,0.0,0.061956120117533986,0.06743360265477308,0.0,0.0,0.10456983802370948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12601431705097266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0360167311850122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848280408590996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365789794815118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29215340181919003,0.0,0.1381859456055607,0.0,0.30503532719684706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750925899701168,0.0,0.4861273431241698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05502484646699275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04671348746294198,0.10485937224022844,0.0,0.08088270261780632,0.0,0.0,0.1974244675156485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13033547293894285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596338778314244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0441628000202504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058410086587119,0.0,0.06818044427075631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0550531680091358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15549610795418822,0.0,0.0,0.06346791696915935,0.0,0.0,0.09159734386033427,0.0,0.0,0.05472826847649203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360738000138667,0.0,0.06734142075918192,0.0,0.0,0.11907884839714918,0.0,0.05688023511960617,0.0406608218713528,0.0,0.05529709390290216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664527968236264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04897085868131396,0.0,0.0,0.0443931603604884
anxiety,OutrageousSituation,2019/04/15,"Teeth Pain from Clenching Jaw I get this ache in my teeth and it feels like the aftermath of clenching my teeth together really hard, but I don’t remember ever clenching my teeth together. 

It’s been an hour and I’ve been mindfully relaxing my jaw, but my teeth are still hurting. It’s like a pain that’s drilling right in the middle of each tooth. No matter how much I relax, the pain doesn’t lesson or go away. 

Any tips? :(",1.382941176470588,3.8918699411764734,2.717941176470589,90.71573529411766,84.88235294117645,6.6941176470588255,21.44117647058824,7.908726449838941,1.163729411764706,335,11,69,7,10,108,55,85,0.241,0.618,0.14,-0.8833,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,8,0,0,5,0,5,11,8,1,1,13,8,6,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,2,8,4,6,6,2,10,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,1,6,40,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442991574691395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993631941541518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919415694950511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729163313836287,0.1515913950556656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086257707320536,0.0,0.1205947076417172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19008409351177613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089682903342953,0.0,0.22715800434851796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20733448413598354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21425539242283853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598696322468172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6773679474206167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593687322326906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403743723301009,0.18121246764874688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16945835673384896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Twisted_tadpole,2019/04/15,"Panic attack When I have a panic attack I always fall to the floor, my legs just don’t work anymore. My friends who have anxiety never experience this, is this normal?",3.4792708333333318,5.863519218750002,5.16375,77.03958333333338,75.5625,6.7666666666666675,23.166666666666664,7.793537801064563,1.4909666666666668,133,4,22,2,3,45,26,32,0.366,0.556,0.078,-0.8859999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,2,2,2,0,4,1,1,0,1,3,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,17,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20433049727703745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18785723823338796,0.0,0.2435353832254205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5587333152996062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24021056660825704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18972360203323205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893955575887732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24060243942253065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5762373374620584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17877489690356396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,obscenetokemachine,2019/04/15,"Lets talk hyperhydrosis Hey guys, daily sufferer of palmar hydrosis here. If you don't know what that is, you are incredibly lucky. Basically it causes literal streams of sweat to perspire from my hands, rendering them pretty much useless. When I touch things and my hands are damp, it feels skin crawlingly disgusting. I sometimes wonder if I have a sensory disorder, but 99% of the time when I'm relaxed watching a movie or something I'm still cascading beads of sweat. 
   It's so fucking frustrating and helpless, because my insurance doesn't see it as a crucial medical issue:/ I can't drive properly, shake hands for my job hunt. Hell I can barely operate my smart phone without keeping a towel handy. Makes you really feel like less of a human being.
  Anyways enough of me bitching and moaning, I know alot of people would consider me lucky to have a roof over my head and a vehicle to look for jobs. I'm just curious if anyone on this sub can relate in any way. I'd love to talk strategies to fight this stupid fuckin disorder.",6.1509007572738135,7.370814062176169,6.707772020725386,73.41382223993624,66.40932642487047,10.498047030689516,35.05340773216421,10.560738912317856,4.027950498206457,826,39,142,22,13,270,135,193,0.182,0.6829999999999999,0.135,-0.8812,3,0,1,0,1,0,22.0,0,3,1,0,7,18,8,1,9,0,13,12,8,2,0,23,27,13,0,4,7,0,7,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,9,4,0,1,5,1,0,2,4,12,0,0,0,10,18,6,20,24,4,10,1,3,3,3,12,3,4,8,5,88,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282639802438042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601009218749495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113890708528396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17043815538141546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3803009012348909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17143228072512262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16778100049189326,0.11852814233707122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533837164138666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16427976351769866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702744056345076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731698648107153,0.329285719988663,0.14747092592704,0.0,0.0,0.18236267925768976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16965708590132025,0.0,0.08105661682851116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393249715134873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974278581582606,0.0,0.11074808688072513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671396979500219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196500317866535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502304987248832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16879297125801326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628799248365947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221102622524242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277277844498369,0.16409200831604387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249818183796153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667088588992974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022509658905437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674509188722588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169386344147366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15993402515395366,0.17992536162055567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785969768789893,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nuntissun,2019/04/15,"Anxiety when leaving your “safe space”? Hi guys, it’s my first post here and need some guidance or at least someone who shares this fear. One of my worst anxiety traits is leaving my house, I am always afraid something really bad is going to happen to me when I leave my home. I get a really bad pain in my chest and find it hard to get out of bed on these days. Does anyone else experience this? If so, how do you cope?",3.5360852713178303,4.355334313953488,4.54418604651163,88.01224806201557,72.13953488372094,8.058914728682172,23.635658914728683,8.344100000000001,1.1153705426356586,325,8,72,5,6,106,67,86,0.254,0.695,0.051,-0.961,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,1,5,8,0,2,1,0,4,2,1,1,0,10,9,8,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,6,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,2,0,1,11,2,9,9,3,11,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,3,4,45,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397700388843012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570033728932621,0.0,0.0,0.1174531875294453,0.17211194049988632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805069922996308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833105044956914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699750864954905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14032294657607414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431340736050354,0.0,0.1890204447314636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535276256620594,0.14288086265164227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17552174553965558,0.0,0.0954650078815214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663233043600414,0.14854120721121894,0.0,0.1504740949260049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16849428768915986,0.0,0.0,0.1938225146513536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5335890925518435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455256624390293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382533325445668,0.0,0.17873901130972925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087520889372653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21522030157747252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232608037399933,0.12931664079243246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,honeylissabee,2019/04/15,"Sick Day I took a sick day today. Friday was just one panic attack after another and this weekend was too hectic for me to recover.

My job requires me to do things I'm extremely uncomfortable with (some of which may actually be beyond the scope of what I'm legally allowed to do). On top of that, I work full time, on my feet, with only a 15 minute break (so it's not like taking a break to recover from a panic attack is an option). I'm in constant pain, physically and mentally. 

It's so bad that going into work wasn't an option, but I'm still spending my day filling oiut job applications and even going to a job interview.",7.399947506561682,5.580007118110236,8.831929133858269,69.44217191601052,64.43307086614173,11.616272965879268,34.55249343832021,10.504223727775694,3.5035154855643054,492,17,94,10,6,174,82,127,0.16899999999999998,0.81,0.021,-0.9382,4,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,4,7,7,2,2,8,0,8,4,1,1,0,15,16,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,8,6,0,1,0,1,1,4,2,6,0,1,4,0,7,1,18,10,2,22,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,4,10,63,15,8,0.0,0.0,0.15707807306569432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16878524904073508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662405738895251,0.0,0.0,0.13439858307689054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17394537489571174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31142624069993424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631549386851086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829596002226651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4791971054648981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863909426811705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16221429527311024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907366965963494,0.12242070919582605,0.17127751193404772,0.3777141748841496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854640891259805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210252258572996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693762089426408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093859658823327,0.0,0.15257546709529435,0.0,0.17883741438012946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343680573401745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thegreatmushu,2019/04/15,"I just always feel lazy and stupid I've been dealing with increasing anxiety and depression  and I get really bad panic attacks so I just avoid life, work and school. I went to almost every class and did the work. But now that kts getting to be the end of the semester I'm trying to write my papers and I just fizzle out and can't do anything without panicing. So I just avoid and panic a bit less. But it just makes me feel lazy, like I'm using anxiety as an excuse. Idk I just want to talk to someone about it.",2.3213417190775694,3.986126018867928,4.0316352201257875,87.13527253668764,76.54716981132076,6.975262054507338,23.09853249475891,7.793537801064563,1.0973576519916142,402,12,83,6,9,135,69,106,0.302,0.655,0.043,-0.9832,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,10,10,2,5,5,0,5,1,0,2,0,28,15,13,0,1,9,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,10,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,9,0,0,3,2,9,1,11,11,3,5,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,53,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16891173161617026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035782984310166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580841786236871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881179653550396,0.0,0.0,0.19190134767343728,0.0,0.0,0.14084332024684704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184158227429614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17390484164688502,0.14528648379563214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14940313508933065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421227644340085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17058246036440872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762598872467383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191458431704982,0.08241002906697202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125972612237354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.593739724895908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806269608537976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707162756639635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292462054693714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558106465762887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452473407256973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568801569010187,0.0,0.0,0.09949364701628913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563708988436884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260446312014235,0.0,0.2456065726281413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,4n0therThr0way,2019/04/15,"What has your experience been attempting to get into sliding scale therapy? Worst case scenario: They're going to tell me I *can* afford regular therapy and I'll feel like I'm trying to game the system.

Best case scenario: They accept what I can pay and I feel like a charity case that can't even pay the doctor what they're worth.

Best-than-worst case scenario: I'm accepted at a reasonable cost, I manage to tamp down the anxiety of having to receive charity from people I've never met, but the therapist and I aren't a good match, and after I begged them to see me for less money, I've got to end the arrangement.

Can anyone help break me of this nothing-or-nothing-or-worse-than-nothing view I have of begging a doctor to see me and help my brain for less money?",3.0884015984016,4.915525662337664,4.661168831168832,82.74362137862138,74.84415584415585,7.8553446553446555,25.48251748251749,8.617729084823388,1.8977548451548447,608,21,117,12,13,204,88,154,0.066,0.779,0.155,0.8945,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,2,2,1,7,0,0,9,0,9,3,1,1,1,13,19,6,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,5,1,6,3,3,1,0,0,3,5,15,6,18,16,4,11,0,0,3,0,9,3,0,0,5,68,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13072335373022415,0.0,0.0,0.1194838371754036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35865774011649143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19075950026587304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498075045706932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513496796342906,0.0,0.0,0.11286516494515393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671542239402933,0.0,0.0,0.1728049462412255,0.24415457298002666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892781716100518,0.0,0.097115503611213,0.14332671801814567,0.13666899589958267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290756130172501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16696746678684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13179381695610334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16396474813561826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184672393861278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17569393526004928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723397668671569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493573618749575,0.0,0.3908342026768201,0.19840579378161755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601685467792823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sotiredoftryingagain,2019/04/15,"Failed another class... time to pick myself back up again I'm in my final year of university. Or - it was supposed to be. I've already taken longer than I was supposed to and here I am again. I failed a class. So I need to take another one to graduate. Again.

I've been struggling with anxiety since I started, after sailing through high school and having book smarts and intelligence being an huge part of my identity. And then I started uni, and hit wall after wall. Spent basically a whole semester in bed because I just felt like a worthless pile of trash. Avoided my schoolwork because I was so afraid of failing.

Some time after that, I had help seeing that I had a problem. I spent the next 2 years in and out of therapy, trying meditation, exercise, drinking water, eating right, eventually medication. Some of it has helped, but not enough. I'm not a person to sit and wallow in my problems - I work hard to try to change my negative thought patterns and improve every day.

But after yet another failed class - when I was finally starting to let myself get excited about graduation - I feel so broken. And so tired. I let myself cry a bit and now I'm going to get myself to the gym (because I have more exams coming up and I need to be able to focus on them). But I just need this to be over. I need to move on and have a job and enjoy myself without the weight of my GPA hanging over my head and have something in my life where I feel competent. I need to be able to be honest with my friends and family.

I know what I need to do now - i've done it before - I'm just so tired of picking myself up from this place again.",2.813306059265809,4.698661563467496,4.4352443609022565,83.8104605263158,75.78018575851392,7.214904909332154,26.086797877045555,8.07648339933343,1.6782605926581158,1267,47,249,21,28,425,167,323,0.14300000000000002,0.763,0.094,-0.946,1,1,2,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,1,6,20,16,0,3,11,0,23,10,1,2,0,47,51,26,0,8,10,0,5,1,1,0,5,0,1,1,8,19,4,1,5,4,2,4,4,10,0,1,13,6,39,6,50,29,7,50,0,5,1,0,5,20,0,3,26,180,47,15,0.1935198448730959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677698049662378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30438364598332546,0.07402107582040499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440240772013625,0.0,0.17695185187256815,0.0,0.08233556728846858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563677470051418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235916803000934,0.08335010547003012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628623130062012,0.06240214522291122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901899498011253,0.0,0.0947878871006183,0.0,0.09900955679370647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999788654346068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152440787402661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121664346060818,0.0,0.09784944818857827,0.0,0.09290469952120377,0.21199153088318906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475647605111149,0.0,0.10110613170914767,0.0,0.05499089375397778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667788491749119,0.0,0.09930359565819696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297122727951798,0.10223217054259356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601929271731273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05317672288054396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19788715275337174,0.06834439474780023,0.047272010570029166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747544219469297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284048457687893,0.0,0.4304775386770496,0.0,0.0,0.10290527522865553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556702760948002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047815668131741,0.0,0.0,0.08448703206740116,0.10109352464650263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18517235611762867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263244507357785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792620727150307,0.07710513063253961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004080772896142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449051555375656,0.0,0.0,0.20546151336352886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115447976220653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275141975135849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065340401704983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681657022640105,0.1128429777908703,0.22242259376241647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138727169259115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782751825284155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802899790436486,0.0,0.09327311234294797,0.0,0.07044237593892119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462043530093145
anxiety,cpclos,2019/04/15,"Johann Hari on the REAL Causes of Depression and Anxiety [Listen to the episode here](https://www.hiddenforces.io/podcast/johann-hari-depression-and-anxiety#utm_source=Reddit&utm_medium=Social&utm_campaign=ep84-johann-hari&utm_term=anxiety)

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In this week’s episode of Hidden Forces, Demetri Kofinas speaks with celebrated author Johann Hari about **the silent epidemic of depression and anxiety that is pervading our society and burdening the lives of so many people.**

Lost Connections begins as a chronicling of Johann’s search for answers to the causes of his own depression, but becomes an investigation into the reasons for its increasing prevalence in the lives of others.

In the introduction to the book, Johann tells us that someone in five U.S. adults is taking at least one drug for a psychiatric problem and that nearly one in four middle-aged women in the United States is taking antidepressants at any given time. Addictions to legal and illegal drugs are now so widespread that the life expectancy of white men is declining for the first time in the entire peacetime history of the United States, and these statistics are not exclusive to Americans. When scientists test the water supply of Western countries, they always find it laced with antidepressants, because so many people are taking and excreting them that they simply can’t be filtered out of the water we drink every day. We are literally, as Johann writes, awash in these drugs and we have come to accept that a huge number of the people all around us are so distressed that they feel they need to take a powerful chemical every day just to keep themselves together.

This is an extremely sensitive issue because so many people suffer under the burden of depression, but unlike other disabilities, this one is particularly difficult to talk about. No one wants to be seen as a downer or weak, even though more people are starting to understand that depression is not a sign of weakness. But what is it a sign of?

Certainly, there are people in this world who are predisposed towards various forms of mental illness, including severe, sometimes debilitating depression. However, it is difficult to comprehend how the epidemic – the rising rates of depression and anxiety – can be explained in biological terms and treated in pharmacological ways. Johann Hari would say that this epidemic is not a malfunction caused by a biological deficiency. He would say that they are the natural response to a deficiency in how we live.

This point, in particular, resonates. The Indian philosopher Krishnamurti, famously said that “It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society.” On the surface, things have never been better. This is literally the best time to be alive in all of human history by almost any metric, and yet, if you look between the cracks you find people struggling. Some of them are depressed, others are just overwhelmed, grieving, or lonely. It isn’t just people in poverty who are struggling. This is a society-wide phenomenon. We see it in our politics, but we also see it in our culture. What do we value in our societies today? Who are the heroes that we idolize? If an alien species were to visit earth, what would be the appeal we would make to save our lives?

It’s not a coincidence that there has been an outpouring of interest in questions of ethics, moral philosophy, and epistemology. What are we to infer from the resurgent public curiosity in psychedelics if not that they may hold the key to revelation – the revelation of some elemental truth about life that we seem to have forgotten in our haste to remake the world and ourselves along with some artificially manufactured, commercially sanitized avatar of a human life.

Joseph Campbell, the great mythological scholar and mystic once said, “I don't believe people are looking for the meaning of life as much as they are looking for the experience of being alive.” Could this epidemic be a reflection of our struggle to fulfill the demands of a culture whose values are no longer compatible with the needs of a human life? As Johann Hari writes in the final paragraphs of his book, while addressing his younger self, “You aren’t a machine with broken parts. You are an animal whose needs are not being met. You are not suffering from a chemical imbalance in your brain. You are suffering from a social and spiritual imbalance in how we live. This pain is not your enemy, however much it hurts, and Jesus, I know how much it hurts. It’s your ally – leading you away from a wasted life and pointing the way towards a more fulfilling one. You can try and muffle that signal or you can let it guide you, away from the things that are hurting and draining you, and towards the things that will meet your true needs.”

Those of you who are regular listeners to this show know that we’ve devoted more time and attention to the subject of life – it’s properties, its merits, and how we come to know and understand it – as we move into a new paradigm of human experience at the frontier of technological futurism. No one knows exactly where this is all going. We are all still figuring it out, but it seems that this is an important piece of that puzzle.

**There are limits to human adaptability, and we should be careful not to accept explanations simply because they come wrapped in a story of scientific certainty or commercial authority. People aren’t machines. Your life matters. Your pain matters. Listen to it. It may have something important to teach.**",8.734417914140787,9.88975065797706,8.516827203478197,62.9517562432619,60.66840458811262,11.96571994132306,37.31784521305738,11.641550074519465,4.957181884378146,4487,202,663,131,59,1444,415,959,0.141,0.748,0.111,-0.9905,5,2,5,0,0,0,129.0,25,18,10,8,29,47,0,5,72,0,78,23,1,12,9,151,121,57,1,16,24,0,1,0,0,8,19,8,1,9,73,54,3,3,23,4,0,9,19,31,1,9,9,16,58,16,138,92,22,83,2,18,7,0,93,49,0,17,21,524,131,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05483658564089431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050370169242887286,0.0,0.0,0.0402264771321806,0.041855278944311035,0.16350653066412607,0.0,0.06841414588779796,0.0,0.15392351533908713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04477942895387284,0.0,0.0,0.09452073656380487,0.0,0.0,0.09199086471017903,0.05555458750783344,0.0,0.05667310867491983,0.052788827117525125,0.044488015664000236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056153648195574696,0.0,0.0,0.051286223483335495,0.1550219766555651,0.0,0.12999211132406355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040162039817376996,0.0,0.0,0.06488123450620611,0.0,0.34660018969526296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049276792563415134,0.17500298919979712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033223984949804976,0.0,0.08476317931634644,0.0,0.0,0.09840998191403584,0.0,0.0,0.02543419369457469,0.0,0.0,0.05510336295102192,0.09195020118814626,0.042786840511925904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028587775793705687,0.0,0.0,0.05545811315072278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053468655038547086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16154793751035085,0.0,0.0,0.05250220073484255,0.0,0.04471071317193441,0.0,0.0,0.1105786160126227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05143718504265054,0.28423822206603805,0.0,0.0,0.2220878600635708,0.0,0.12672298895260278,0.0,0.054910555860648975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03357696383702336,0.15299494476166994,0.0,0.054793605338496885,0.0,0.0,0.050692567082108994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053463046604642565,0.11093323459906812,0.14919313022968253,0.03879598982692967,0.048581968029869485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053569969550930616,0.20451555049955225,0.0,0.1070497116022389,0.0,0.0,0.054472145020402325,0.0,0.34873060969009384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951032647650689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04813220370236368,0.0,0.0,0.05634973241017473,0.0,0.0,0.05725466844888821,0.0,0.051718815665475364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569740855455297,0.08000431071766596,0.0,0.0,0.08016833466751884,0.0915860710888666,0.05247593807249593,0.056826922194418775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025530727078722,0.0426207064307633,0.038724923565263934,0.04974994678785071,0.0,0.035604002028348875,0.0,0.040171228102892635,0.0,0.0,0.15775966113089707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15128332235008748,0.04043082802829922,0.043966149745916144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025520583725464,0.0,0.04942144228693597,0.0,0.11732596176421164,0.0,0.04768039763567273,0.0,0.0,0.03415174412420597,0.0,0.0,0.10473227529542503,0.12101418255628585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02966941248456665,0.07985474449043235,0.04034921609292191,0.0,0.04522752318091313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429323401810506,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yunghegemony,2019/04/15,"Single-dose propranolol tied to ‘selective erasure’ of anxiety disorders Any thoughts on this? 

[https://www.mdedge.com/psychiatry/article/191908/anxiety-disorders/single-dose-propranolol-tied-selective-erasure-anxiety](https://www.mdedge.com/psychiatry/article/191908/anxiety-disorders/single-dose-propranolol-tied-selective-erasure-anxiety)

I've tried propranolol in the past for tachycardia but this seems interesting.",50.83714285714286,63.56375414285714,29.062857142857148,-88.36785714285713,-28.14285714285716,17.02857142857143,49.714285714285715,14.554592549557764,9.52437142857143,388,10,18,8,2,93,26,28,0.047,0.83,0.123,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579869578658134,0.0,0.5804393075588407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43479484544927016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621548886696737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453673440848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011801459049189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575696724144005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RawBurgandy,2019/04/15,"Quitting my job to go back to school and pursue my dreams, having bad anxiety from this big life change Hi all! Sorry in advance if I ramble and it gets long. 


I am going to be quitting my job here in a month to go back to school. I am 26 and a nurse and going to further my education which is something I have wanted to do for years. I am so very excited to finally be able to pursue my dream and further my education. Things are so solid with my husbands finances and our budgeting has made it to where we can live comfortably on his income alone, and he is so very supportive on telling me I really should take this chance to go back, since I have wanted to do it for years. We do not have kids yet, so it is the perfect timing for me to be able to do this. 


My current job, I have been at for 3 years now and it has become such a toxic work environment. I have been depressed and anxious (increasing badly over the last 3 months or so) and do not feel valued or appreciated at work. I'm gone from the house (with commuting) for 12 hours a day, 5 days a week. When I get home I am so drained and want to do nothing. My husband has been really supportive and telling me I should get out of that toxic work environment to make myself happy, and I finally am able to. And we came to the conclusion together that it would be better for me if I went back to school instead of just looking for another job. I have also just felt in a rut in my career that there is really no higher up I can go without going back to school, and I really would like to advance my career. 


Here's my problem: while I am so excited to be able to quit this job and have more time for myself and better myself by getting to go back to school, I have this huge feeling of dread and worry and fear about this big change. Most of my anxiety history has been around big life changes (buying a house, new puppy, getting married). I usually am very in control on a daily basis and able to handle minor anxiety provoking events, but my anxiety and panic really comes out during big life changes. I get alot of dread and fear about ""what if this happens"". I cannot stop worrying and having this huge fear about finances mainly. I know in my head and my heart that everything will be okay financially, but to go from an equal contributor of money, to nothing, is really weighing on me. I can't stop thinking that I'll be mooching off my husbands salary, and I fear resentment from him. We have had many conversations about this and he is so very supportive and says he really wants this for me. He says he will never resent me for that and tries to lighten the mood and make me feel better by joking that ""someday I may get to stay home while you bring home the money"". 


I guess I don't really specifically know how to help these thoughts. No matter how many times I tell myself ""everything will be fine"" and how many times my husband tells me the same thing, I cannot stop worrying. Has anyone else had to deal with something similar? How were you able to actually let go of those thoughts and let yourself enjoy the moment and excitement? I feel like my anxiety is making me have too many 2nd thoughts about doing this and I really don't want to cave and give in to those thoughts. 


Thank you for any insight and thoughts! :)",7.026299427198817,5.826872050304883,7.470349223946787,76.91016444937178,64.77743902439025,10.878344419807837,32.98854397634885,10.018931242160765,2.9728491869918705,2579,86,520,48,33,851,262,656,0.093,0.7759999999999999,0.131,0.9675,8,1,2,0,0,0,61.0,5,3,0,14,37,34,2,7,18,1,71,6,2,10,3,106,125,58,0,13,12,4,5,2,0,8,3,2,3,1,31,47,1,4,15,3,6,18,11,14,0,0,17,8,75,19,87,90,8,84,0,1,1,0,31,28,0,9,39,368,106,17,0.2787971381979125,0.0,0.045344298318413655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04812495905923875,0.0,0.03715899511503983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031598602389302725,0.04872385136179989,0.17773253968339875,0.052493568285547965,0.0,0.03249024023072049,0.04761010246754592,0.0,0.041364760236985584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21437779015388286,0.07759465501033821,0.0,0.05131825586014797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328670626346648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05314494228222295,0.0,0.0,0.19662027002140134,0.04002650802863337,0.0,0.0,0.05211578284846679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059933696608624076,0.047904601256798414,0.0400212611007356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03881653908282602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352163028967878,0.0,0.0,0.20914952712724832,0.09397880665971657,0.033195455205815155,0.04461482898327387,0.10180287913311956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16993666407769456,0.04457460320498892,0.2640780642007412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05118774659871437,0.0,0.04108989809445427,0.04946412297056622,0.0,0.0,0.047687716127895935,0.0,0.0,0.05506265852006832,0.031145307490434964,0.0,0.1398281306708472,0.0,0.045759836953018516,0.10723148848669753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23055261713106906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05107320532617283,0.037876146364941514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502965429712937,0.09846133186004928,0.04540206637869849,0.0,0.04103049680485168,0.041121115678475297,0.03901989653878955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043967432199275576,0.09304962732118212,0.1884376927943529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417773860990813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03583759004610272,0.04487733556107905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089171124433765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05451806191268113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044461868146575136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14826753714577526,0.0,0.0,0.2679068786074646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390355813091118,0.0,0.2351313234376053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0384373122879075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154388592685243,0.0,0.05201509512577842,0.0,0.04952677569656299,0.0,0.1165434456214618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15818784426571433,0.0,0.0,0.034936791865479745,0.0,0.16245399151084408,0.0427798245459689,0.0,0.0,0.06174014346691084,0.029773658137030156,0.0,0.18444482148883892,0.10837923554026513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031547492685265306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05117594326033295,0.1533578913410771,0.13703481291158615,0.0,0.037272374579704975,0.0,0.0,0.0430746233764115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044791748720618384,0.0,0.10148381853298526,0.14156601348755893,0.0,0.06601649596504151,0.0,0.0,0.0897681081381129
anxiety,r4wrb4by,2019/04/15,"First anxiety/panic attack was 3 weeks ago, but since the attack last week, the symptoms never went away. Hi all. Not sure what spurred these, since things are going well (just got promoted, no real major stressors in my life right now), but a few weeks back I had a really bad panic attack and wound up in the ER at about 2 in the morning. I woke up in a cold sweat, felt a heavy pain in my chest, and feinted. Called an ambulance and wound up at the ER, primarily because I know that heart disease runs in the family and was worried it was a heart attack.

After a few hours of tests everything physical was ruled out and it was deemed to be panic/anxiety, so I went home. I was given a nitroglycerine pill for the pain. About a week later, I had another one while visiting Boston, had my heart rate shot up to about 160bpm. They gave me nitroglycerine and injected me with an opiate to reduce the pain (wish they would have asked first).

Then I had another one on Friday that I also went to the ER for, but got myself there this time, rather than calling 911. Since then, the symptoms never went away. I've been shaking nonstop, I can feel every single heartbeat through my chest, the left side of my body feels a bit tingly and a bit in pain, and I can feel some tension on the left side of my face and in my veins.

I'm only 26, and given the recent ER visits (and ultrasounds and tests of just about every major artery and extremity) know pretty confidently that it's panic and just in my head. But all that said, it just won't stop. I don't really know what to do. I'm seeing my primary care doc at 2:00 this afternoon, so hopefully they can prescribe me something, but nothing has worked. 

Does anyone have any suggestions? I've done a lot of reading that led me to try meditating, deep breathing, going for a walk/jog, trying CBD, etc. Nothing has stopped it. I can just feel every. single. heartbeat. And it feels heavy.",5.214193191865609,5.7726739416445625,5.873120026525201,80.93348198496905,68.20424403183024,8.829752431476571,27.37942086648983,8.841846274778883,1.9295765694076041,1504,44,296,24,24,490,192,377,0.158,0.773,0.069,-0.9901,0,0,1,0,0,0,58.0,0,0,3,4,17,17,4,4,27,0,26,21,11,1,5,52,55,26,0,4,12,0,6,0,0,2,10,1,1,0,17,17,0,2,9,1,0,11,6,13,5,4,24,9,29,4,43,28,13,61,0,0,1,0,12,27,0,3,23,195,46,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06441985397586163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05811623291944237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04941984385477367,0.15240706513769878,0.0555943218681056,0.0,0.0,0.05081435499026588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793904865650897,0.33070218705769633,0.13655655512187187,0.055880725276017035,0.0606785655791241,0.04430052792004519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586792623240965,0.08072284928221274,0.0,0.0,0.1484136511324586,0.0,0.07409453479414171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635962611515354,0.07436927681701168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104913257446936,0.0,0.0,0.18368933933567466,0.0,0.06531342552051307,0.0,0.06850923713377523,0.0,0.18372719042921426,0.0,0.06977706971961678,0.0,0.0,0.12363051235669195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260299957247262,0.0,0.11624579588299665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458302920477346,0.0,0.0,0.25835205805289546,0.0,0.0,0.07289651927345517,0.07218026572973965,0.0715678487667435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981684195801955,0.059237849070490727,0.0,0.0,0.1579179333246608,0.0,0.051330789743029744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061783625476757226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209914175250772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394625936798752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848963680831987,0.05527076894056252,0.3093149794346709,0.25579682991628405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393413624311368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269224241642676,0.0827173017504718,0.09311182638383536,0.0,0.07175540169798897,0.0,0.0,0.0620619829859683,0.06912826180463938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057910634269463974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803465179942864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0559468996082204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151505550679605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849304300995858,0.1510692649777783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04828043044617373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042375963590978866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867981775315662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331742282942536,0.0,0.06534137361605306,0.2694728247963392,0.0,0.0,0.08356987611200578,0.0,0.0,0.05290650098904568,0.07380252872688661,0.0,0.05162451304390809,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thefreeman28989,2019/04/15,"Anxiety Webcomic Hello everyone,

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As a coping tool for my chronic anxiety, I have made a web comic telling true stories in a weird, (hopefully) funny way. Every comic I post is a short story of an experience I went through. I also wanted to bring awareness to my friends and family that anxiety isn't something ""that's just in your head"" and for me to ""just get over."" It's something I live with on a daily basis and I'm not sure it will ever go away. This does not mean that I am my anxiety - I can put it in its place and put a funny spin on it in the hopes of making others who suffer along with me laugh a little. My anxiety mainly comes from me thinking I am dying 100% of the day. I have hypochondria and have basically forbade myself from web-MD. Every doctor's visit I have, the results are very good - which makes me just feel insane. I'm depressed a lot of the time because even though I have friends and family around me, anxiety and depression are isolating emotionally (at least for me). But this web comic is something that makes me happy and I hope it makes you happy too. 

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Take care, all.

[Everybody Dies (Web comic)](https://www.webtoons.com/en/challenge/everybody-dies/list?title_no=288331) (like Everybody Poops but for people with anxiety/depression)",5.098031844316676,7.135368705882358,5.706187527642638,76.46280628040692,69.92436974789916,8.708005307386113,29.33303847854932,9.276330184999452,2.8246941176470584,1024,40,172,22,19,331,135,238,0.087,0.8029999999999999,0.111,0.8134,0,0,3,0,0,0,58.0,0,2,0,0,9,17,0,0,13,0,14,4,2,6,4,39,35,13,2,4,7,0,1,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,15,14,0,0,3,3,0,7,3,4,0,0,2,1,26,13,29,32,4,25,0,3,0,0,8,13,0,4,4,121,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074662255989707,0.0,0.20231726827283816,0.2268922200965431,0.0,0.0,0.4285340548460131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311275125189457,0.0,0.0,0.08771749271597107,0.0,0.0,0.05691314095719801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518967156571753,0.0,0.0,0.08042384837253917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060211329514551236,0.0,0.2412399177170931,0.0,0.19379184462880766,0.0,0.0,0.09556085687298367,0.08170247952350854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502066608280844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06166529724115676,0.08445206396049093,0.1573244948053306,0.08921222634780955,0.0,0.0913268049482051,0.17602841559368382,0.0,0.047207073944762014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14426384851934548,0.0,0.048778247851373295,0.0,0.053060272403980716,0.07830834849249825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19877302925449694,0.0,0.0,0.09581724312195868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781911975328324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04561238391853136,0.09357412628175106,0.08244112754784348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937377613087883,0.0,0.08834220806858546,0.2492817714183043,0.0,0.0,0.10169953920993688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06472606081455527,0.0,0.0975443312490981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941582467098616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18771094918640133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21562590332564188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799340311358578,0.0,0.07019726151485209,0.0,0.08160326633687097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059823159337192025,0.09172854891774412,0.0,0.05444064218384174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703414816453721,0.055067841578769705,0.07410710308469548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654831884536568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268922200965431,0.0
anxiety,nerfglobe,2019/04/15,"Give yourself the benefit of the doubt I always have the issue of playing out future situations in my head for hours. I work in a cubicle so it can be pretty lonely so I play around in my head I guess. A lot of this includes placing myself in future situations and overthinking past situations, searching for a hidden or deeper meaning.

One think that I learned to helped myself is to give yourself the benefit of the doubt. Instead of thinking that the worst thing is going to happen, or that your friends don’t like you, or your girlfriend doesn’t actually love you, give yourself the benefit of the doubt.  

The best thing is going to happen, your friends like you, and your girlfriend does love you.  

A lot of my struggle with anxiety is fighting with things that don’t exist or made up scenarios.  By giving myself the benefit of the doubt it helps to take out negative scenarios that have not happened, and most of the time, they are just fantasies and they’re never going to happen.",7.907513513513514,7.67665350810811,7.762297297297298,72.3612837837838,62.567567567567565,10.427027027027028,36.33783783783785,9.888512548439397,3.609875675675677,789,33,135,14,10,253,92,185,0.121,0.66,0.219,0.9709,0,2,0,0,2,0,16.0,0,8,1,2,5,21,1,5,16,0,12,4,2,1,1,29,31,10,0,0,6,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,11,9,0,0,4,3,0,3,6,8,0,1,1,0,20,13,28,29,5,18,0,1,0,2,22,9,0,12,8,108,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.10945032226675123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093324690837034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580079289808579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984466639296223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177032167662158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815048459626807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17330644950404706,0.0,0.0,0.4303698472905848,0.1912264406037596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123555012848506,0.0,0.3967248589240778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23021354798400426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15035468927042053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045333343151592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706412608938195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958976058754083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907059525467607,0.2024544903223196,0.10612689581521352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217326958602714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650339569190811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600136710406012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706778881141167,0.0,0.0,0.11718155235378268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410531325382668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.378211887059742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172522078691291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432908370952485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22353897347127108,0.14373302042407854,0.0,0.0,0.06540040697955357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165257856895886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Uptempo_is_gay,2019/04/15,"How should i deal with depression crisis ? Everyday when i finish work and come back home, at some point on the night i start being sad/anxious, i feel it in my stomach and it slowly rise up until a point where the sadness is so intense i feel like i'm diying, literaly diying, like my heart is ripped appart, it is too intense, so much that it doesn't feel like regular emotions, feels like a desease or some kind of tumor located deep inside my mind, something too deep for me to understand.. with that i just can't sleep and the lack of sleep makes the day anxiety stronger, i fear the moment where i will not be able to handle this anymore, it's been like that for 2 months now and even tho i keep telling my friends that i'm not okay and it helps to talk about it a bit, i feel a lack of support, they have no idea what it is to go trought this, i'd really like to have some one who understand all of that and tell me how much i did great by not doing anything stupid, you know someone who realize how much hard work i put in getting back up everyday and keep going to work, smile, talk with people and how hard it is, i feel narcistic by saying this but the fact that i didn't fcked up and that i'm still alive is a miracle, some one who recognize all of this say to me ""Look, your alive, you did great, you can fight it and you can survive it, you are strong and will go trought it, you already came this far, keep fighting and it will be over sooner than you think""

Do you have any clue what could help ? I already see psychologist, and i'm really thinking about asking to start a second long term medical treatment.. but i need a short term healthy solution, something that allows me to rest a bit..",6.302347102145376,5.2518482853025965,6.3127713736791575,84.13894892731352,66.14697406340058,9.670765289785463,31.381524175472304,8.680891452615391,2.1426536663464613,1333,42,289,17,18,423,176,347,0.076,0.758,0.166,0.9867,0,0,2,0,3,0,37.0,0,9,1,5,20,19,3,1,14,1,28,5,4,6,3,60,60,25,0,5,7,0,8,6,1,4,1,2,1,0,31,18,0,3,13,0,0,7,7,6,0,3,5,12,34,13,33,47,16,41,0,2,2,0,26,16,0,5,24,193,65,3,0.09027771264524316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19924740160312265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06139194035344206,0.0,0.06906220307264525,0.0,0.08953123259904931,0.0,0.0,0.07429086534740276,0.0,0.08439747472789944,0.0,0.0,0.1388359770271084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197119760972052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325365300909273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776625570890176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720794075828909,0.0,0.0,0.05822165616735583,0.0930723576561859,0.07775606161611973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155027567797316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05962757777279721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158752542401593,0.27388274433116305,0.19348324785630489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974833684616602,0.0,0.04716637878195979,0.0,0.15392071364098805,0.0,0.0,0.19906299379940706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16174219636048515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697952415485223,0.12102249562719275,0.0,0.09055590657794473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191254893552908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407289370282836,0.0,0.09401034541130894,0.049614269903674235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646307817703689,0.0,0.0,0.07989293481709757,0.07581054159907448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060261074208627176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090945297793011,0.0,0.0,0.09115475448870383,0.0,0.07205880893381476,0.0,0.1990935188430105,0.06693978002170445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471951773758805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234902898796783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06258719892411076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17068323757049375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075403608001624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566842882698244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435849211551206,0.0,0.0,0.07193964868340055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18068582025929267,0.0,0.07649201296206387,0.13900038752858612,0.0,0.0,0.12779805933428007,0.0,0.07209589793496665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024460784705254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14512361153053993,0.1578134000063982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569262601760692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879645653564692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971697500243159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jigglypuffpuffle,2019/04/15,"Having my first awful day in a while and need advice Hi,

Before I start, I don’t really know what I’m asking but I just need some general advice or anything that will help me.

I was prescribed 20mg of Citalopram for anxiety and depression and I thought I was getting better. I’m studying for my masters degree and everything was going okay, I got an unconditional offer for a PhD  and I thought things were looking up.

Lately, I have had so much work to do and at the moment I can’t afford my prescription so I don’t have any tablets left. For the past couple of weeks I’ve been working so hard and I feel like I’ve burned myself out. From the moment I wake up to the moment I go to sleep I’m trying to do work and I haven’t had a good night sleep in weeks.

Today I had a meeting with my masters supervisor (who will also be my PhD supervisor). He kept asking me complicated questions about my work and asking me to code things there and then. If i was having a good day, this would be fine, but I’m not. It felt like my brain just stopped working. I couldn’t concentrate at all on what he was saying and couldn’t answer anything he was asking me, apart from saying “I don’t know”. 

Now that I’ve left the meeting I feel so utterly stupid, worthless, depressed, useless, disappointing. I feel like my supervisor is probably regretting offering me a PhD now. He knows I have anxiety disorder and I’m hoping he could tell something was wrong and doesn’t just think I’m an idiot. 

Regardless, I feel like a piece of shit, I really really REALLY hate myself.  I hate being this way and it feels like whenever things start to look up, it all gets swept from under my feet and I’m back at square one.

Can someone please give me any words or advice that will help me feel better. I can’t explain the amount of self-loathing I feel right now, I just want to disappear",3.01878709677419,4.723932093333335,4.420541935483873,84.91517419354841,74.73333333333333,7.505376344086022,24.36344086021505,8.259297600419973,1.4474473118279567,1465,46,296,25,31,486,173,375,0.18600000000000005,0.6890000000000001,0.125,-0.985,1,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,10,15,24,5,0,15,2,38,6,6,0,2,61,81,27,0,11,10,0,9,5,0,4,0,2,0,0,14,17,0,2,17,0,0,3,10,12,0,2,17,14,46,12,31,54,6,40,0,6,3,0,23,15,1,6,26,188,60,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357493509452583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06430990028021402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093734080999253,0.0,0.12303843920647213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235361330752451,0.0,0.3007182829822427,0.0,0.0,0.0618361461085763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842942755203804,0.0,0.0,0.14224560811603762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977260186024823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06420688461528948,0.088980509708612,0.0,0.10372535749130646,0.0,0.13852706740366094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216550027269542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227412499371066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846307715144322,0.2298013073209551,0.07721347668446146,0.0,0.0,0.06840314247717512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402972060200913,0.07714385919932253,0.0914063145268853,0.13490088173481066,0.06431727561894901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07203834553716687,0.15879139950433682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780440174474984,0.0,0.0,0.07987279040803055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13258617723711086,0.0,0.09071451973543054,0.0,0.17474784641743202,0.0,0.0,0.1964398090079129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506100730577492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05911616563211696,0.11925721578895522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546644017273317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05449302547325465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676766833781888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827434100251423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670373995516556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008608087174644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20607021373712636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867616389645123,0.0,0.12790255600395034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389306211090435,0.0,0.082547478183222,0.0,0.0,0.16095128972398864,0.0,0.0681375446183916,0.06190937289034323,0.0,0.0,0.1138399374370238,0.0,0.0,0.0672326879223137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028849920349843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16027757709879964,0.051528330619323305,0.0,0.12768513293136072,0.0,0.0,0.07622645172718973,0.0,0.0,0.054598250097970084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04743236530470664,0.06383172255187852,0.12901224508396086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29272473729472576,0.0,0.0,0.057126333196274075,0.08792398672652013,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wibbler123,2019/04/15,"I went on a date Not a big deal right? Wrong.

I can’t really go into a social situation without feeling very anxious, sitting with a group of people is great because I can just chip into conversations without being the centre of attention.

The idea of a date had somewhat eluded me [M26], terrified me because I’d have to talk about myself without wanting to jump out of a window, and get to know someone who probably thinks I’m awkward gives me an intense case of butterflies.

The date went alright though, we met and chatted for a couple of hours and then over the course of the following week. We didn’t meet again however and it really ended before it started.

Am I disappointed? Yes, my journey being a loner continues.
Am I relieved? Also yes, because I also weirdly like being alone as it’s less time being anxious.
Where do I go from here? Not a clue, but it was an experience, and hopefully next time I don’t feel as heavy headed when I meet someone.",4.0603963963963965,5.923507940540542,5.676216216216215,76.33396396396397,72.29729729729729,7.9603603603603625,30.711711711711718,8.648137234880735,2.737295495495496,759,34,130,14,15,258,119,185,0.078,0.809,0.113,0.7254,1,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,2,0,0,0,9,9,0,1,16,3,15,1,1,0,0,27,31,13,0,2,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,11,0,0,6,1,0,7,8,4,0,0,6,2,16,5,24,21,2,30,0,1,0,0,13,8,0,2,15,95,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393360303637716,0.0,0.21517262446969151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039688996112998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24603093780601915,0.0,0.11447801546242455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14885864942433708,0.0,0.0,0.1386980291674708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915666172427546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159948118796472,0.0,0.0,0.13604825972080967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028814940081664,0.12905669712837053,0.15291686430979598,0.0,0.0,0.14832354963084568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807008239105886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13362202289949146,0.13248830036984727,0.0,0.0,0.15187183435286966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393603887894222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06572622422112846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307779829241515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326852097110984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504976058274602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17237108330772002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489078944083315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512211795378923,0.0,0.13713986020622093,0.2279794283085029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522343372116164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081328517501766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620357118881279,0.13217838349371944,0.0,0.15689501611266002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100414536520084,0.07935128559481652,0.0,0.10791457941345813,0.0,0.0,0.2494276212597213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890561934047637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14709115466941833,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lilyisca,2019/04/15,"Trying to change Mandatory Attendance Policy Hey y’all, I’m trying to change attendance policies at my school, especially for large lectures that are prerequisites for a major.

If anyone has suggestions of what would have helped them get through these types of lectures, please leave them below.

Also, would something like matching you with a note taking peer in the same class who you could go to and discuss the lecture with you one on one later on help? Would having a service of peers who agree to sit in class with you help at all, even if they weren’t in the class at all? (Ideas that have been floated by me)",8.344898550724642,7.862177417391307,7.173695652173915,77.76865942028984,61.78260869565217,10.10144927536232,33.07971014492754,9.2995712137729,2.7528840579710154,493,16,90,7,6,149,78,115,0.01,0.868,0.122,0.9034,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,5,3,0,2,1,0,0,6,0,11,0,0,0,2,14,15,4,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,2,0,10,1,23,9,4,14,0,0,0,0,16,9,0,2,2,66,16,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15817359746781606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830024638655028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4184738493074978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15792022499723754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306392604169452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333776870996424,0.0,0.11240932995537857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3977259326915577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232822549135503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20943238329340172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663081777855584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680569504369738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21711540555388265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20017531254736026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15226937352373526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14871441050112322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685745614847572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4215157040717645,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,liv246x,2019/04/15,"Suffering some major anxiety rn Hey guys! not sure if this will get much or any responses but i really need some help!

I was out in the city the weekend that just past, and at one of the clubs in the city (not the one i was at) there was a drive by shooting. A few of my friends were there. 

Anyway, whenever anything like this happens in my city, i get really anxious about even leaving my house , i hate it. i don’t know what to do can someone help me get out of this feeeling???? 

Put a trigger warning in case! x",0.8507289879931363,2.928642820754721,2.6398799313893657,93.29937392795885,83.05660377358491,6.118696397941681,23.78730703259005,7.348242739294969,0.9521433962264152,393,15,88,6,11,130,71,106,0.151,0.72,0.129,0.6318,0,0,0,1,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,0,8,0,8,0,0,1,1,15,15,4,0,2,6,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,2,0,2,4,0,10,3,14,10,5,12,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,4,3,63,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460622545950375,0.0,0.16267321819048905,0.24022887712412236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17498912010533696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045034096293665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16428937846458866,0.0,0.33329547649018176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21055246766400293,0.1880417049700344,0.0,0.0,0.20994339772950665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28506357980516955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24536434569832466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168644004146895,0.0,0.0,0.22516087084662734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388784551604192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15631890281574046,0.15767393677899047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28818817533258617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20299418201391176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137674510235766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27245229261699644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801738340336285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004158582332072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sadrainbowseas,2019/04/15,"My Social Anxiety is at an all time low. I'm a 14 year old boy finishing up my Freshman year of high school. I've always been really shy, but recently I have been experiencing debilitating anxiety. I never felt like this previously. Now I get incredibly anxious even leaving my house. I get anxiety attacks going to the grocery store, supermarket, mall, etc. I used to be able to eat in my school cafeteria. Now I can't go in there without having an anxiety attack.

I always feel like people are staring at me and judging me. I'm so self-conscious now. I just feel really uncomfortable in public.

I don't know what happened. I just hit a brick wall of crippling anxiety.

I just feel like I'm doomed to have Social Anxiety forever. Can I recover from this?",2.828022988505748,5.387759434482759,5.432413793103452,73.33229885057473,78.79310344827587,9.108045977011496,28.97701149425287,9.558583805096642,3.4134045977011502,598,28,105,19,15,212,92,145,0.287,0.713,0.0,-0.9901,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,9,7,2,0,5,0,11,2,0,1,2,14,26,3,0,0,5,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,0,5,1,1,2,4,4,0,0,3,6,18,3,14,21,2,21,1,2,1,0,4,9,0,0,13,65,21,3,0.12283519504471364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20441744479902696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5638115279669524,0.13876880675233325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794855348557652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569107037080302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13699371249225745,0.081131487840718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18632749619777011,0.17550697576715185,0.11794105037383823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283526391503042,0.0,0.13962014416418286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862275730857893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12978212768492914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173532291261962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06750701077870089,0.0,0.0,0.13006473555033418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180033214960454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473807496805524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128894874095539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515845785056589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573827426411497,0.0,0.12128493615830785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486315504866641,0.0,0.0,0.1281438977922474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504300246944292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162619004504422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609016945653094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840874463894675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15820367659746093
anxiety,rayvey51,2019/04/15,"Anxiety issues with mouse sensitivity Hello there guys, this is my first time posting on a reddit forum. To start things off, this may sound a bit odd and may not be that big of an issue to you guys, but I personally feel that it is really affecting me as it is something I think about very frequently. I have an anxiety issue with my mouse sensitivity, it has been affecting me since last year and I thought that I had overcome it then. However, it has come back and always distracts me whenever I am doing schoolwork. I am using a mouse on my laptop, and I have been using it for a very long time since the start of last year (around April) and did not care much about a mouse's sensitivity as I felt that it was not very important. At one point of time in school, I changed my mousepad and being so overly used to the previous mousepad, throwing away the previous one. I was unable to get used and due to this, I started having anxiety about the sensitivity of the mouse, when in the first place anyone can easily get used to it. But at that point of time, there was an extremely important submission and I had no time to think about it and thought i had gotten over it. During the holiday, I had tried getting used the mouse and was thinking about it every single day, causing my anxiety over it to get worse. Now my school semester has started, and I still overthink about it. I have come to a conclusion that the issue lies with me and my brain as I am overthinking it instead of the mouse itself as this anxiety issue has also been brought over to my desktop. Do you guys think it will fade overtime as there are more important things for me to worry about? 

I sincerely thank anyone who has read up to this point <3

Tl;DR Can't get used to mouse, escalated to the point of overthinking about it and now I feel that the fault lies with me",7.633484148968915,6.48764909972299,7.7579824561403505,75.16282163742692,63.54293628808865,11.457125269313636,33.90597106802093,10.62613485830676,3.3275686672822413,1459,50,288,31,18,475,152,361,0.124,0.8390000000000001,0.038,-0.9797,1,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,0,3,20,5,0,1,21,0,37,1,1,10,0,47,68,24,0,0,5,0,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,4,32,20,0,0,10,2,0,4,5,2,0,4,17,4,36,3,54,46,4,52,0,0,0,0,8,20,0,2,27,218,68,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05877888746757658,0.06115889101866085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28114110505503875,0.0,0.0,0.10278750372036276,0.0,0.0,0.06543165603821674,0.0,0.0,0.0690568020607472,0.0565178900559249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024427973948954,0.0,0.0,0.08205165362445073,0.0,0.0,0.07493937758602197,0.07550598486744163,0.07775452948642046,0.12662956056004046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047402196931966414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061927935698398336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432883591021587,0.0,0.07057268378960088,0.0,0.0,0.1250401756673694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920067310661424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183332478065552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835808115452216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982658508379693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06504625390227557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05403184318533135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996126381195987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06417841755199634,0.07679311579308805,0.0,0.2779295874732792,0.0,0.07039383724061349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352109595065512,0.0,0.04708675433679933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14877428797688347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216019134280936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05658481892296305,0.0,0.0,0.2080981261911704,0.0,0.058698157642179775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767003480813805,0.0,0.0,0.09766186986054334,0.18838641849346094,0.0,0.11670349397453662,0.21429571998385535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04990249377548103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4443700959891741,0.0,0.1819385765713342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464404199896098,0.0749040077683832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466473299564143
anxiety,tankkapotamus,2019/04/15,"I'm Not Sure If I Fit In Here.... Not really sure where to start...and kind of afraid of posting any of this...

This morning set the tone for how I need to address my anger, anxiety, and sadness. I am constantly fighting to think everything will actually go smoothly for once, then it doesnt, & I'm back in the same ish-hole of hurt and disappointment. I try really hard to not do this to myself, but here I am. And it's the simplest of stuff, too.

This morning I woke up to a flat tire. Not slashed/vandalized, but my mind immediately went there, so I went into a blind rage. Then I went to see what happened & there was a screw in it...a screw. Now I'm more pissed at how pissed I got but also my excitement I had for going to work was put out by how my excitement always gets let down. Always.

I always put others first. And when i made the shift to stop doing that i began to find out how hard it is to cope with the fact that it doesnt matter how hard i try i will always have a bad day. I push really hard for that not to happen & I've tried everything I know to be better...but here we are...in a hole. Again. I just want the universe to finally show me my self help is working somehow. Because I'm bending a little too far at this point & im hurting and tired.

Despite a number of smaller victories as of late, I cant see myself getting any better. At anything. And that's sad and makes me sad and want to cry because I try my best I really do...I just need one...",1.4668162393162412,3.009755211538465,3.515384615384616,90.44072649572651,78.61538461538461,6.673504273504275,22.132478632478627,7.526774132740827,0.7171850427350428,1134,33,258,16,27,386,158,312,0.231,0.6940000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.9924,0,0,0,0,2,0,61.0,1,0,0,5,23,22,7,1,13,0,17,7,2,7,3,46,43,23,0,5,11,0,5,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,16,13,0,1,3,1,0,8,8,15,0,2,10,8,32,7,40,29,3,40,0,6,3,2,4,17,4,2,13,164,48,2,0.0,0.0,0.08467143800670238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938701596352154,0.2887862040440253,0.3760452008114731,0.0,0.11800818195560442,0.0,0.06637601759719168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140131021338599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671796470626024,0.07244627511074869,0.10578391900388508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105592761363288,0.1534755650076011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376359627785302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953087574174972,0.05595711550407731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15595999505012648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504829150618234,0.07930286881357172,0.07380341002455358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066366981470396,0.0,0.09862262851611052,0.0,0.06939497356793876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15345438735319342,0.0,0.3109024153353232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05815765311567634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18577033698595816,0.0,0.0937225434204647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09035379793452776,0.04768451491091364,0.0,0.09787621814960402,0.0,0.0,0.08872446791563057,0.0,0.0,0.08696267354926361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210041499888164,0.057917210053234185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876092756792814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286722930630834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240332729564804,0.058795121932052274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202224282222569,0.0,0.08309817553185762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17444828655485853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22233897343770992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828308899796832,0.0,0.09051622245648194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614136666501668,0.0,0.0,0.07254055082979699,0.0,0.0,0.09932670809786097,0.0,0.0,0.1635525095134732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05559637137793277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19945030295705848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356346151756517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235407843099556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412998174941529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633386729623575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yhandi,2019/04/15,"I don't know what to do First post here, I've been on r/depression for a while but this week was the most anxiety-filled of my life. My school group wasn't cooperating on an assignment, all of my friends forgot my birthday, after 2 days 5 people (out of 10) cancelled on going out to celebrate my birthday completely last minute, and (this sounds stupid) the movie Us literally gave me a panic attack because the plot didn't make any sense. I couldn't leave the house and I had trouble breathing for an hour straight.

It feels like I have a very heavy plate pressing my head. Any time a problem is fixed, there is a release of some pressure.  I cried this morning and it felt amazing afterwards, but I don't know what to do at this point. Do I wait it out? Should I see a doctor? therapist? I learned to live with my depression but physical symptoms freak me out and I feel crazy for worrying so much about every little thing :(",4.461758241758243,5.669836604395609,4.84692307692308,85.24807692307694,70.31868131868131,8.237362637362638,29.384615384615394,8.617729084823388,2.0778879120879123,730,28,148,12,13,231,118,182,0.213,0.682,0.104,-0.9728,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,0,1,4,11,2,2,12,0,15,5,2,1,1,27,26,9,0,3,3,0,4,1,1,1,3,1,0,0,10,9,0,2,6,0,0,1,5,8,0,1,8,6,20,3,22,16,4,22,0,1,1,0,4,11,0,2,10,95,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22013490092152355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18413426546936865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866575411597883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16970265931629402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777909253694578,0.10438355945504248,0.0,0.2788122157626625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16566620377590646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637043800268545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16367824625499394,0.1156297698351817,0.1554068885209393,0.0,0.0,0.1376744059961691,0.0,0.0,0.1250493398048377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198634449423934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16611068008093258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15939529618639073,0.18675978768666945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177903358757852,0.13193402709099236,0.0,0.1713818538507767,0.0,0.0,0.11432349267948895,0.0790745367530144,0.16222196807370426,0.14292157984738366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803996032678707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898258900734875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18990283193101656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122103875101118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15300598651561792,0.0,0.15501305362323725,0.0,0.0,0.15487407985084847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16380664546735393,0.12897806572065526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16823008271685544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18792698403246147,0.10752975873365024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437938102320764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946925211257986,0.0,0.0,0.13354793275339044,0.0,0.0,0.12983090809090564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643723561409205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pleasehelp16599,2019/04/15,I just need some advice I feel like my anxiety makes a not so bad situation  10000x worse. I out in my resignation at work and so many issues (which i always feel is my fault but in the end its never really the case)  have come from it. I was doing ok at first and now I just don't know. I feel like a crazy person for how I act sometimes. I posted in AITA if anyone wants context on the situation. Im just exhausted that I do this all the time to myself.,2.5419734904270967,3.3406057010309307,4.8988217967599414,84.6215463917526,74.4639175257732,8.017083946980852,21.073637702503678,8.418075326091056,0.9116050073637704,351,7,79,6,7,124,69,97,0.13699999999999998,0.758,0.105,-0.2751,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,7,7,0,0,6,1,6,1,0,2,2,21,14,7,0,3,6,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,4,0,1,1,3,14,3,10,13,2,15,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,2,7,57,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18975232037837853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16157490922430606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14854863380249572,0.0,0.0,0.13577651022108314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621337883976455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672705260986459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17198754082241008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945526328611093,0.2774471983610767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651710380644576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20974979044530928,0.20267546966047614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671730242295607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897349507405889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961793639490835,0.1968699841863436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14398342981911658,0.14976506411278545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16955215860535194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859725981400201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439790733475173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4365372176868848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920508795761736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322903645517048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453352479888144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413667471264171,0.0,0.1978879612454136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,amr2255,2019/04/15,"Is my anxiety medicine working? I started taking anxiety medication (an SSRI) almost a whole month ago. I’ve had anxiety pretty much my whole life and have finally thought medication was worth a shot because I’m tired of feeling this way. 

I know it takes a while for SSRI’s to start working, to certain one I’m taking is usually 3-4 weeks my therapist told me. I also know not every type works for everyone and it can take multiple tries to find the right one. I’m not sure how to tell if the medication is actually working. Is my anxiety supposed to almost completely go away? If anything I’ve noticed only small changes.

I’m meeting with my therapist again this week and I know she’ll probably help me out, but I just wanted some details about how medication is supposed to feel. How much of a difference am I supposed to notice?

Thank you in advance",3.5380000000000003,5.8128274060606095,5.363030303030302,76.20454545454548,74.93939393939394,8.763636363636364,32.81818181818181,9.3871,3.5267454545454537,682,36,120,18,15,233,102,165,0.057,0.866,0.077,0.6321,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,5,7,3,0,0,7,0,11,6,0,3,2,27,31,11,0,3,6,0,2,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,7,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,4,2,15,3,16,26,5,18,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,5,10,74,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.09772053614310484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876656137451035,0.0,0.2005480859625341,0.0,0.0,0.08008056271335286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064221031006131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240528895729768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408322965043804,0.0,0.0,0.0610433785213389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593304404101303,0.0,0.1049931028403774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462321064879627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437083708227147,0.09568643743940036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012658670819849,0.0,0.0,0.10969661345228396,0.09152459247869517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056910903849735635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712059198567923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16510017329986187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07073064306904606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4035152105925801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992943606649354,0.0,0.14722634582383906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280162376129723,0.0,0.0,0.13571260800707252,0.07615968991822293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187665195507734,0.10796602474437496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551756146190624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14175680897478468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437916311248737,0.0,0.301166158377037,0.0,0.08752528839210444,0.09219389307524936,0.0,0.2325365700277828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949862502289204,0.0,0.11509424546046823,0.0,0.09568643743940036,0.0,0.06798733277394016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028819054408084,0.0,0.05906416411587664,0.0794851218652836,0.16064980878869733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236016726778107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916075015577929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,factoris12,2019/04/15,"Is this anxiety/panic attacks? Hey all, not sure if this is the right place. 

I have been having attacks for some months now where I become hyperaware to the point of almost passing out because of my senses being so overwhelmed. 

Out of nowhere, I start hearing things really sharply, even when doing totally hearing unrelated, not stressful things. It always starts with this. My heart instantly starts to race and I feel tightness in my throat, like being choked. It is like this for 30s or maybe 2 minutes, then it goes away like nothing happened. I have noticed that it happens mostly when there is a constant background noise, like a lot people talking, leaves rattling or sprinklers working.

My friend said that it sounds like a panic attack.
The thing is, I associate these with fear, but I dont feel afraid or like in panic (hysteric?) during it (except for the first time when I thought I was dying), but rather like ""Oh no here it comes again -_-, hold tight"", like an unexpected obligation.  

I went to the doctor and did a 24 hour EKG, nothing, except once I had 3 fast beats in a row. 

Does it sound like anxiety or panic attacks to you?",5.6487361769352304,7.120034853080572,5.386995260663507,81.49477409162719,67.76777251184835,7.711974723538706,30.65434439178515,8.021203637495839,2.1885106477093212,898,35,158,11,15,277,134,211,0.14,0.74,0.119,-0.7822,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,0,3,11,22,4,7,11,0,16,3,2,0,3,32,29,14,1,2,12,0,4,9,1,0,1,5,0,0,18,7,0,3,3,0,0,3,4,11,0,1,7,9,16,11,20,20,5,28,0,1,0,0,7,10,0,9,24,111,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735743692627506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089952329131443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437735052980693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4424328179794776,0.09134669176771863,0.0,0.0,0.05926784936026014,0.10737808370621807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375128221970346,0.0,0.10506637969175532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090486714961816,0.0,0.0,0.09951456508339256,0.08508281509890232,0.0,0.11394772911892995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06421662003144657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094058783495494,0.09832041248262753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270008199352316,0.0,0.0,0.07511629035380607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719526294537462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191607308834672,0.11521285469575485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574767342278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294791732063563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42749584159676746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265776458231071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767622608387214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760458039824067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18658125267780287,0.11069203859526576,0.0,0.1035421363495551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34222002974033505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06740401878232524,0.0,0.1015801031745321,0.0,0.09190965843494248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062285236303908836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303016761448212,0.09248385063420736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20645043091377455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137164519562852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916340176050864,0.0,0.0,0.07814628874208214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19377719045900413,0.0,0.0,0.07718630007605988,0.05669305411300935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901291448238396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078142582085092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HEATLEE43,2019/04/15,"I haven't left my apartment in months. people scars me, how do i change this?",0.2325000000000017,2.5502272500000025,0.8049999999999997,103.54,89.0,3.2,14.25,3.1291,-1.588025,60,1,14,0,2,18,15,16,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,9,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5722543583263037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5877447702179343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4317818728017095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3750272640460509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,VulpesCerasina,2019/04/15,"I finally opened up to my family about my mental health and it ended about as well as I thought it would I was at my aunt's house to prep food for Easter. My mom has been estranged for the family for a couple years now because she believes shes the black sheep and everyone was criticizing her. (To keep things short she has a drinking problem, wont take her bipolar meds and my stepdad is abusive) My sister and I have been on shaky ground with them as they are also very critical of us also. (Yay for Italian catholics) 

I thought they were trying to comfort me about how hard it's been with my mom and trying to get my little brother out of that house. I knew opening up to them was a bad idea. I started talking about how I'm afraid hes going to end up with anxiety/depression like me and my sister and how I've never dealt with it with a doctor like I should. And theres no way they would let me get custody of him. Of course they were nice and telling me I should go for it. Even if for years and years before this they always said anxiety and depression dont exist and you're weak. 

So a week later (today) I recieve a text that was clearly not for me from my aunt. It said ""Just remembered....[my name] said she's  interested in going to therapy."" I know it's not that bad but it really hurts to know that they're already gonna talk behind my back about it. (I know, I'm being sensitive 🙄)  I'm scared that she was sending that to my Grandpa who undoubtedly is gonna give me a hard time on Easter. Now I'm back to square one and I'm too ashamed to find a doctor. 

Tl;dr : My family has a long history of denying mental illness, I feel they're talking about me and now I dont want to seek therapy anymore.",3.405421348314608,4.236944564606746,4.779892134831464,86.15611910112362,72.45505617977528,7.830831460674157,26.599550561797766,8.109356740369918,1.5054785617977533,1339,44,287,19,25,447,175,356,0.123,0.84,0.036000000000000004,-0.9789,0,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,1,0,7,0,22,17,0,4,11,1,28,8,0,3,3,51,55,25,0,7,5,8,3,2,0,7,6,3,0,0,18,22,2,1,9,1,0,4,7,10,1,1,16,8,51,7,49,30,0,36,0,2,2,0,36,13,0,2,20,192,69,2,0.0,0.1073259378714252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996049530023852,0.14487824316085218,0.07537223879354008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929567934259155,0.0,0.08983390782950687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393053351507776,0.15126589486296674,0.05521850207540955,0.0,0.07707938591915581,0.10205592192807254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022826863336846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560378578431887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18543089644401,0.0,0.0,0.21232499524643528,0.08873676797163682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16045914626985108,0.0,0.0,0.05982915872192625,0.0,0.0,0.08655585376043805,0.0,0.0,0.25618052179990136,0.0,0.04580144175408006,0.0,0.0,0.09922915186391428,0.0827911400409984,0.0,0.1095332161152374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465166514853003,0.08689538269183583,0.15444106822699175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16228899277037445,0.0,0.0,0.09628539905078223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20904103589695844,0.0969708802150913,0.10225708126620436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051425375299193,0.0,0.0,0.14934599759779058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262716416393917,0.0,0.08850847005488488,0.09078787428336467,0.0,0.08016302617801954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061719419388557,0.0,0.1825725388787353,0.0,0.0,0.2121792222633428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986312558943161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061381325120120574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667561279285092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05802973259935525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584952762742409,0.0,0.09068929670386483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06411505097019896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810707624731246,0.21842133907343506,0.07917345723321594,0.0,0.2071789073029921,0.0,0.06017926137596673,0.0,0.0,0.14382542700464168,0.05281962412996813,0.0,0.08586200849714645,0.0,0.0,0.12299970174707925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896008932556844,0.0,0.0,0.07474038857739274,0.05342814811068766,0.07190049884195164,0.07266014770882853,0.0,0.08144491598700697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869500272330564,0.0,0.0,0.17499727533884973
anxiety,Ste_Vege,2019/04/15,"Propranolol Hi,

After a relatively long period of suffering of insomnia (6 months) caused by stress and anxiety, I have just been prescibed by my GP propranolol 40mg to mitigate the feeling of the effects of anxiety on the body. 

I have read that bete-blockers can affect the absorption of melatonine and therefore can affect sleep.

However, part of the reasons I can't sleep is that I am so tense in bed (and during the day of course) that my muscles do not release and I have bashes of adrenaline / feeling warm in bed. My room is at 18.5 / 19degC and still need to sleep naked with a light duvet.

My question is: what is the best time to take propranolol to help my sleeping problem? A few hours before going to bed so that this does not effect the melatonine absorbtion by the brain?

I would appreciate if anyone who used propranolol to treat insomnia caused by anxiety how you have used it, dosage and time of the day.",9.311517341040464,7.7099052023121395,8.940859826589596,69.4775325144509,60.56069364161849,13.2742774566474,39.54407514450868,12.161744961471696,4.806769364161848,732,31,132,20,8,236,102,173,0.093,0.81,0.097,0.1886,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,3,5,6,0,1,13,0,15,8,6,11,0,28,22,10,0,4,4,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,4,0,8,7,0,0,6,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,4,12,3,25,20,3,16,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,2,10,90,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238025524754592,0.0,0.0,0.0986540669103938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005799948205068,0.0,0.1480662386136808,0.0,0.0,0.15672022946686195,0.0,0.15750415242687535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898785246701963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181983970368548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346963380911398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267963878580786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018523356621382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457028410029776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894615689247214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486104346309368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261744351714968,0.0,0.0,0.10461714545641236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278774056550862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13500497638505954,0.0,0.0,0.15805414479633462,0.0,0.14112912283527956,0.0,0.0,0.14506498665129394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5647713432535504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267540823449836,0.0,0.16161919693228666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608282911594556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16454252536700226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437145461459401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022695683189974,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,motersk313,2019/04/15,"It feels weird to feel at peace. I wanted to tell a little story about my past 5 years, since I was diagnosed with my anxiety disorder, depression, ADD, had a psychotic episode and became a practical wallflower. My life became a chore, one of those things that you don't want to participate in, to not focus on and find distraction to. I have failed educations, had a psychotic episode, and most importantly felt incredible lonely for thinking only I felt this exact way. In some sense that is still how it is, I don't feel that connected to people, I feel like an alien observer learning from the behavior of those around me. But years after years that kinda changed, I have kind of accepted that fact and learned to rock it. 

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I am at peace. It feels weird to type this, it feels weird to wake up and not really worry about anything for most of the time. It feels weird to just sit in the bus and look out of the window, not thinking about what's gonna happen in 20 minutes, or that thing that happened 3 weeks ago... It feels nice. It's a feeling I'd wish to everybody here, and honestly everyone ever. I think about you every day, not you in a personal way, but you as in that everyone is part of a group of people that feel or experience things this way. I think of you daily, when I get reminded how I couldn't even get to school because I burst into tears when driving to the train station daily. When I got panic attacks almost every day from just sitting in the train, failed classes, and felt miserable for the majority of the month.  

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This post isn't made to motivate you, at least it's not my intention. I have found that the most impactful things in life do come from experience. ""You should live in the now"", ""don't worry about next week or last week"", ""don't worry about it"". I hated those sayings, feeling like they were ""magic, quick fixes"" like some fucking fairy would come down when I reminded myself of these.  It is after experiencing these things for real that I understand the meaning behind them. 

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Why I should make sure that my daily life, whether we are talking about a minute, an hour, or a week, is where I want it to be, and what does it mean when I don't make sure it is? These years have told me snippets of answers to these questions, and that's kind of why I wrote this post. I need to remind myself that life is quite good at this moment. Experience can truly be a great learner, and therefor I am incredibly proud for you to keep experiencing this thing called life. You will learn from living, for that is your personal mentor. Keep at it, you are doing great.",6.838233380480904,6.5904209980198045,6.8657107496463965,77.96241336633666,64.76237623762376,10.144978783592645,31.50106082036775,9.696096459569628,2.71465063649222,2064,68,400,37,28,660,230,505,0.09,0.79,0.121,0.9598,1,2,0,0,0,0,81.0,1,11,2,5,24,28,3,3,24,0,36,8,1,8,5,95,81,26,0,9,14,0,14,3,0,5,6,1,2,2,52,19,0,2,30,1,0,3,12,14,0,1,12,18,47,14,72,61,8,61,0,5,1,1,24,22,1,12,32,278,99,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05566300017316573,0.0,0.06287901643819965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041114807418354,0.2289043708827365,0.0,0.0,0.048037158682957146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05167402614760951,0.055899880655679225,0.0,0.0714371220957608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03827857626328664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06411958875117665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066427615956881,0.10818276276933864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099373641915063,0.0,0.05408429074419144,0.06373448279464812,0.0,0.0,0.07196724519991651,0.0,0.05495136168450559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04147477618603164,0.056800674089219474,0.10581313157567426,0.12000451749589547,0.0,0.1842734389262365,0.0,0.0,0.34925528704735953,0.08971994391771385,0.1808759631157209,0.0,0.057392483476930614,0.0,0.0,0.06885026600692254,0.0,0.058051945146526285,0.06561443803540924,0.0,0.0,0.05266854085731167,0.05022201508551684,0.13846098438226911,0.0,0.0,0.11105686997698412,0.0,0.0,0.061995972191082736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061839338844031574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162820021291404,0.0,0.1307803597175252,0.0,0.05118540635475863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217659294466588,0.09203377745513402,0.06293598049420973,0.11089632148205487,0.0,0.05273105772205099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0594171028333097,0.08383082657007987,0.0,0.0,0.13680192314517928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05012148882099028,0.0,0.0,0.04656087833923333,0.0,0.0,0.06678202094044164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042550769152401,0.04775758762604965,0.0,0.07367510743535967,0.0,0.06799967031370527,0.05994387915594509,0.0870667622078844,0.10965841609546152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027838935781415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034353475014106,0.06678903801268041,0.0,0.07147320115605292,0.040227377805522914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049936226583686884,0.0,0.06355077531343567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0519437597923735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05014728658234829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836500797883025,0.0,0.0,0.05047135513765299,0.054884632991146584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503048463251291,0.16094317259499874,0.0,0.0,0.03661562582222807,0.0,0.0,0.060002258747947734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653706604414577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111240065520897,0.14952861585405036,0.2014779032995662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332344862551835,0.0,0.07220988160322507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913107488963294,0.0,0.044606982182533235,0.0,0.2289043708827365,0.1617488413763313
anxiety,qaquy,2019/04/15,"How can i better help someone having a panic attack through text? My girlfriend's anxiety can be really severe at times and i was wondering if there's anything i can do through text. I do some obvious things like, tell her to count to 10 and back and try to tell her that it's going to be ok but what else can i do? Most websites have the same sort of info so i thought this would be a good place to ask.",3.0979457364341094,3.808371430232558,4.406976744186046,88.99596899224808,73.06976744186046,7.593798449612403,25.96124031007752,7.793537801064563,1.2300217054263562,317,10,71,4,6,105,61,86,0.08800000000000001,0.778,0.134,0.5945,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,1,1,3,1,14,0,0,1,1,15,18,7,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,9,4,9,12,3,5,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,5,3,52,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769130747287419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19030706852839696,0.0,0.2161966472130685,0.2630913498265961,0.0,0.1778244718967227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20453045455362176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19318784539127812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143024453875804,0.1939697051201568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15500853477140836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298183180753033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27133348734016965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416172162070689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481509167271944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612576905000729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19594563456185984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4042624270059996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536387010839676,0.0,0.0,0.1835944084606603,0.13484941917736082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15701018904233027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507913325266289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16428029027207985,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,weepingbabi,2019/04/15,"how do I not cry at work lol TLDR: **I keep crying at work, how the hell do I stop doing it**  
I'm 17, fresh and new to the workforce. I also have to deal with anxiety and often I look super stupid at work because I'm internally panicking at work. So as a consequence I'm frustrating myself and most importantly my bosses and colleagues. When I get confronted I always have to pick between running out of the room or tearing in front of them. It's so embarrassing and frustrating. Please help my anxious ass.",1.5295666666666676,4.109327890000003,3.8260000000000014,82.47466666666669,85.1,6.933333333333335,24.333333333333336,8.07648339933343,1.8825333333333327,399,16,75,9,12,137,67,100,0.278,0.5670000000000001,0.155,-0.9351,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,5,7,7,5,1,4,1,5,1,1,4,0,17,11,13,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,6,0,0,0,1,11,1,14,11,1,12,1,0,1,1,3,7,2,3,3,51,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16679096087580594,0.17354445853926798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15955319018136274,0.2356213527045185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714051217552147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4582021292831129,0.0,0.21502342701296126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896765334937608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397980690010518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853839397092948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17514375770471555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014353159068287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289439431927993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743713576286792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6073570631304694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nogamenolife607,2019/04/15,Suffering from anxiety for a long time. I have had anxiety problems from as long as i can remember. I am not able to go out and i don’t have any confidence while talking to anyone. I avoid social interaction so much that i have no other social networking i use and i stay in my room playing online games 12hrs a day. Someone told me that streaming my game online on twitch can be a good way to overcome anxiety. So i am wondering i can i get some advice from people who did this type of thing that does it really makes things better?,3.0903322949117324,4.900239009345796,4.816760124610592,81.70422637590862,74.7943925233645,8.493873312564899,25.907580477673932,9.150863307647796,2.2334764278296984,422,15,82,10,9,143,75,107,0.142,0.754,0.104,-0.2815,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,1,3,0,12,1,0,2,0,11,18,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,9,3,0,1,2,3,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,14,3,13,14,2,12,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,2,5,60,23,1,0.1799765745545373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17587102568409688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239024235680128,0.0,0.41304476075002095,0.0,0.0,0.1258438055923246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591746545522916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607000149715113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574987132334089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940303319455693,0.0,0.10228483488113174,0.1509558118056023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31854720989650137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013576105615875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13230349066766514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477309563201926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17221327548137658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529760222321332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20387837463387007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669269055477537,0.1524935675739998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191831081829915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14465835323546028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391368779214429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494578795602393,0.0,0.0,0.17197532971352153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15544197480002744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14285702766140365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19517691781772933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SportsTechnique,2019/04/15,"Transitioning from CAMHS to AMHS Hi there, 

I am looking to speak to young men aged between 18-24, who have experience of leaving child adolescent services at 18 and moving onto adult mental health services - in the UK.

This is for research for a possible documentary, but if you are willing to have a confidential chat, then I would be really grateful. 

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Many thanks.",6.721818181818186,8.862508151515154,6.721636363636367,70.38245454545456,65.96969696969697,9.522424242424243,35.92727272727272,9.888512548439397,4.003403636363636,302,15,47,7,5,96,57,66,0.0,0.877,0.123,0.8515,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,8,1,0,0,0,4,10,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,12,7,0,7,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,1,3,33,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870592325900455,0.3219275701851176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25915931711749146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816157437989372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805301305362165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224804343440957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686046316012825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669942786781114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815862045617069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986767679638659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697254876598873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439184823744953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18820371142677172,0.0,0.3219275701851176,0.0
anxiety,xtinemariepam,2019/04/15,"Need someone to talk to I dont know what to do with ny anxiety and I have started experiencing what google called a ""panic attack"" but I am not sure.",0.2214516129032269,2.573178161290325,3.038951612903226,87.07842741935484,89.96774193548387,5.680645161290323,20.65322580645161,7.1686216300943375,0.7056387096774195,117,4,25,2,4,41,25,31,0.266,0.7340000000000001,0.0,-0.7178,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,7,7,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,4,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25115864915506325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735035871607904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33524441779353703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3847805483246999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804323125156315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434400290894807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3852047241583437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781786533293065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23238172632049944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30943124371069924,0.0,0.0,0.2638856611204141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xCharlotteR_,2019/04/15,"I always feel like I'm about to uncover my very own Truman show Has anyone else experienced the kind of thoughts where they think their SO or friends are *faking it*.  
I \*know\* my SO and friends love me, yet the anxiety keeps telling me that they're lying and waiting for the right moment to hurt me.  


Example: my boyfriend is asking me to come to a work-thing (""family day"") where I will meet his new co-workers. He does this because he loves me, we're a couple and he wants to show me off (his words). My immediate reaction (in my head) is ""People will mock me. Everyone will think he's too good for me. He's probably hooking up with a female co-worker and they will laugh about me.""  


And while I can tell myself these thoughts are not true (because they are not), the anxiety is making me feel all the feels.  


Anyone who has experienced this? Own stories of this? And how did you cope?  
I would soooo much like to just enjoy the good things for once, instead of perpetually worrying if/when/how things can and will go wrong.",2.53544383346426,4.717021507462686,3.505938727415554,88.7690102120974,77.70646766169153,6.818643623985338,23.514270751505627,7.85451343220497,1.1386756218905476,797,26,165,13,19,255,120,201,0.094,0.747,0.159,0.9537,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,1,4,0,11,16,1,0,9,0,17,3,1,2,2,30,35,12,0,2,4,0,3,2,2,6,0,0,0,0,9,9,0,2,8,2,0,2,2,4,0,0,3,5,28,12,18,26,4,13,0,1,0,2,21,6,0,1,7,105,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332465698514554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20837669724956806,0.0,0.0,0.19046059219607706,0.13954726474922746,0.0,0.0,0.12732338571291082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16604569287294824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731942221015534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15069652095918626,0.0,0.08783412547520447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191846434211171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137729510187938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301395924343799,0.0,0.0,0.12839196598972738,0.0,0.20659195318944545,0.09729731162067344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21044692210826896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740242013678622,0.228466813893684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13977475373680953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579892960357055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210558467550096,0.0,0.14182551679891922,0.0748488843318642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307541569416026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458415395229452,0.0,0.09091082428326518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011855992262113,0.0,0.0,0.13153740702513178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450425986203837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442005338426276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684060597293758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630927948052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380798295738371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809630246417823,0.17453575351715891,0.0,0.21624629229455825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237464926138632,0.08033098996276812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974534512341919,0.13831203140907236,0.0,0.09674859917104492,0.14890720397015064,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheEmoExistentialist,2019/04/15,"Does anyone feel superstitious that everything that can go wrong, will? I have had a few rough things in my life- a divorce, an unplanned long distance relationship, uterine tumors and surgery, a traumatic adolescence and really unsupportive and critical parents.

These days, I often have feelings of destiny plotting against me and being paralyzed by fear that nothing will work out, and whatever can fuck up, will. This is the worst kind of feeling - that Murphy' law is always working against you.

A part of me knows I am probably being superstitious but I cant stop these thoughts.

Does anyone feel the same way? Has anyone else seen this being proved wrong? 

Also does anyone know how to stop these feelings and keep being positive?",7.6179177602799655,9.557196968503938,6.823569553805777,71.27442694663169,63.566929133858274,9.738932633420823,36.1583552055993,9.994966539143718,4.033039195100612,593,28,89,13,9,182,87,127,0.134,0.787,0.08,-0.7490000000000001,1,0,0,0,1,0,17.0,0,1,0,2,3,6,1,1,7,0,17,2,0,1,1,24,29,9,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,10,7,0,3,9,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,3,7,8,1,10,19,4,9,0,0,1,1,4,3,1,1,4,66,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347056565915567,0.1180650784314721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39685528911297735,0.14538458968973142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150826650681222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37251057221869305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185321248064722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275229134211554,0.0,0.0,0.15966736369620174,0.3587229794103865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117638727557496,0.0,0.0,0.08064019823535214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261196673517566,0.0,0.1477581420488511,0.15595969375505064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022214887786048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255694951418001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361487023348886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157553697325218,0.15365464611336582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15298301466195702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908993157211012,0.0,0.0,0.15233834860887618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237255262287433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426639473671204,0.0,0.0,0.11264598605234978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262685268365083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20659737538718964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31027211876849553,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ScopeMonkey,2019/04/15,"What if you knew that everything was going to be okay? Not thought, wished, or hoped... but KNEW for a 100% fact that everything is going to be okay? Could you then enjoy this moment that you are living in right now? Could you relax in the sunshine? Could you play with your kids without your mind spinning in the background? Could you get out of your head well enough to un-vacate that stare, and see the person you’re talking to?

I know we can’t know, but what if you knew? How much more pleasant would your life be?

EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE OKAY.",3.2355555555555533,5.03522107407408,3.184444444444445,93.605,74.37037037037038,5.911111111111111,21.259259259259263,6.42735559955562,0.14482592592592616,428,10,90,3,9,129,68,108,0.0,0.75,0.25,0.9852,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,11,0,0,3,10,0,0,4,3,14,2,1,1,1,27,27,8,0,9,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,7,4,0,0,6,2,0,3,3,0,1,0,5,3,13,10,13,13,3,11,0,0,3,0,15,5,0,4,3,65,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5416064800842499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752289632145114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4572422568882679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860233888937137,0.0,0.2891410276620361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17404544485494586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684384047232652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18640143548333812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197844902632289,0.0,0.0,0.1497486491042599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712347790344824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466614201860862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148077045782492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482658525059758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13513908205026146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13630780803758066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13463333375463302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524793047385547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19501696859821102,0.1634760576707648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046991700320855,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chokedupbitch,2019/04/15,"[Venting] i feel weird and scared i’ve had hallucinations since i was a kid, saw a black cat until i was about 9, otherwise mostly auditory. they died down but never went completely away but now they’re really back and worse than ever before.


last year i thought aliens were giving me messages, year before i had a ghost attach itself to me. a thing that happens at least yearly is that for a couple weeks i feel like i’m being watched and this one i’ve never questioned. 


i’ve questioned who or what is watching me, for awhile i thought they were bugs crawling around on my back and so i would slam my body into the wall when the fear got overwhelming. that time lasted a couple months it sucked. 


now i feel that way again, this time “it’s” above and behind me and i can’t see it except for at night, so i won’t sleep until 6 am or until i pass out. 


i wasn’t super worried about it until i stupidly watched this ted talk on schizophrenia (i don’t even fucking like ted talks) and now i’m petrified that i’m going to see something big and i’m also wondering how much of my life has been a delusion. 


i am most certainly not asking for medical advice here btw. i do feel like i’m at a breaking point but i also feel like the thing watching me will be angry if i see a doctor right now; i have to wait. 


*(i actually don’t think i’m schizophrenic bc if you suspect you’re in a psychosis you’re probably not, but if this post would be better suited for that sub i’ll post it there instead. sorry for this weird rant.)*",2.8273311897106086,4.338168800643089,4.096969774919613,87.84634212218651,74.81993569131834,6.648025723472668,23.37247588424437,7.24861992348623,0.8241641414790983,1191,34,248,13,25,391,168,311,0.147,0.753,0.101,-0.9258,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,2,2,21,15,3,3,13,0,25,7,2,1,4,45,53,27,2,5,12,0,5,4,0,4,4,0,0,1,21,11,0,1,12,0,0,3,9,8,0,1,13,14,32,7,30,33,4,47,0,1,9,1,12,15,2,10,29,165,53,1,0.0,0.0,0.10052927202731267,0.0,0.0,0.10066655990662196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16476456210435886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917065516155498,0.096306548440544,0.0,0.09678742012719073,0.158426703997477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17531895736949782,0.0,0.0,0.09110974838394344,0.0,0.11442814034622699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801087072399024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22797165994786575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691489292817297,0.0,0.0,0.10544178265364157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804144585702733,0.09318434832171353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592223546670667,0.2604412619077935,0.22078508678349384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523712110863168,0.0,0.09882284162029176,0.058546667468667976,0.0,0.08239172901005021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109717641025923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16794444119653648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727636210196602,0.2013146900867498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377831511642324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222681064245463,0.0,0.07572900207607106,0.0,0.1589053959220694,0.0,0.0,0.09667403397032448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980666616431422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738391782495906,0.0,0.1973227168376242,0.0,0.11106924193846313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308041779237193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599502639019693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797555292499291,0.0,0.0,0.10313751694500237,0.0,0.2462725081429485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521633736298607,0.0,0.10309092634242432,0.0,0.0,0.07930715698505918,0.0,0.11531857016965875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16560156768662704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13687920880385404,0.06600883218188981,0.0,0.16356723399511458,0.12013953303711275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176972572497504,0.08263364573237797,0.0,0.0,0.09549735449589827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171703134989412,0.0,0.10461828577856584,0.1049826440371719,0.14635997307879006,0.0,0.0,0.19901780151108714
anxiety,FeedMeMau5,2019/04/15,"DAE Have trouble quitting smoking? I've been smoking since I was 15 (21 now) and have since switched to vaping. I had a clean year where I quit but went through a bad breakup and started right back up again. I've tried off and on again all this year with no success. Anytime I don't have my nicotine my anxiety attacks flare up and so do my obsessive thoughts and it kills me. I'd love to be able to quit and be able to breathe, be healthy and keep my anxiety in check but it seems damn near impossible. It's either smoke and feel better mentally and shit physically or quit and go into anxious/OCD mind. Not sure what to do anymore.",2.7866193181818204,4.624707093750004,3.51380681818182,90.59596590909092,75.71875,6.842045454545455,29.60511363636364,7.686295010490155,1.7258343750000007,500,23,107,7,11,158,86,128,0.229,0.642,0.129,-0.9279,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,6,6,11,4,1,2,0,12,3,2,0,2,24,20,14,1,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,12,0,1,3,0,1,2,3,7,0,0,5,1,9,4,14,12,2,18,0,0,0,1,1,9,2,2,7,65,14,1,0.2953462786548514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259390947726474,0.1668286139520388,0.14645207325655718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679995147715269,0.0,0.11355152882389598,0.12330090302724996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306048912047305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466797632531856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392604820860729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125867140511027,0.1633784490699475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328077378729886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14881979134899528,0.0,0.1491077738407557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6282742444829378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12611205411329654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443607982845449,0.0,0.0,0.15158435539956824,0.2443134937275236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452380808542876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391801861762809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723597737624447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026036808387173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368944796303974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19019332014561144
anxiety,robyn_bnerd,2019/04/15,I did a thing I talked to my boss last week about taking a leave from work because my anxiety and depression was so bad and he was fully supportive. It started yesterday and so far I've reorganized my entire bedroom and I got all my homework done and all my laundry is done. I am worried that I will want to quit my job after it's over but I am so thankful for working somewhere that allows medical leave for mental health and offers resources for those mental health issues. 💕,4.4750303951367805,5.953153159574473,5.464164133738604,79.80500000000002,70.59574468085106,7.924620060790273,30.44984802431611,8.418075326091056,2.412703951367781,383,16,69,6,7,126,63,94,0.108,0.7909999999999999,0.102,0.5286,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,3,4,4,0,0,2,0,9,3,0,2,2,12,15,10,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,0,6,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,0,12,2,9,8,2,7,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,50,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195995212692405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402802912045815,0.10515274486836414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857166021258095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530492280045949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379618380458818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667130987040793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18004235104078714,0.17117694021335514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406083115104697,0.0,0.3652994398006524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17377286864583238,0.3476733862585996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18347209744283866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209446731612535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957478766835961,0.0,0.0,0.12969649199435934,0.13864678491295962,0.0,0.15881232578852195,0.0,0.0,0.11459953240295667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174336890558693,0.0,0.13836691845950316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511601582003586,0.17517936779139193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RomeoMonti,2019/04/15,Anxiety making me feel like I’m floating My anxiety is really on edge as I type this. I got scared and was wondering if anyone has experienced their body feeling as if it’s floating or flying. I start to get tingling throughout my whole body as it happens. I’m currently laying in bed and my body feels like I’m floating and I’m getting tunnel vision. Does anyone get this?,2.950308880308878,5.237633027027028,4.797722007722007,79.49418918918923,76.83783783783784,7.471814671814672,28.138996138996138,8.418075326091056,2.3979482625482618,300,13,53,6,7,102,48,74,0.085,0.799,0.115,0.29600000000000004,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,3,4,3,1,0,11,18,9,0,2,3,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,8,2,6,16,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,4,28,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787618105667077,0.0,0.0,0.2547940351439459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6071424256257378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944262208948573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27637421880541746,0.2603244519051741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28557266990101504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572031568255686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611170133676074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17802539492403954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161852218514975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672064896083315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18241189629735188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896062108481374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034174639841317,0.0,0.0,0.19758586536567144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cyberisms,2019/04/15,"I’m scared my life is going to be ruined because of work/general anxiety. I’ve spent all of this morning just crying and panicking about going to work. I don’t speak to anyone really, I’m a social media executive, but I’m scared it’s going to ruin my life. I’ve just had a week off, minus one day in the middle of the week, due to having to go to the hospital over a breakdown I had last weekend. I’m so scared about going in. I keep thinking about this is going to be my life and I’m going to be at work all the time and never be home and it’s destroying me entirely.

Do you have any sort of work anxiety? How do you combat it? I don’t want to lose my job but all I want to do is stay at home, the thought of going to work genuinely makes me want to harm myself. I don’t know why though.",0.5737068965517231,2.1593818160919582,3.5029741379310373,89.31756465517246,81.41379310344827,6.648850574712642,19.495689655172416,7.6454224807358475,0.5424379310344825,612,15,140,10,16,219,83,174,0.226,0.75,0.024,-0.9896,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,5,8,8,1,3,8,0,17,3,0,2,4,22,39,9,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,5,4,0,1,3,1,1,8,4,8,0,1,4,1,15,0,27,31,3,24,0,3,0,0,4,7,0,1,8,88,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922012120029874,0.0,0.17823564677306544,0.0,0.0,0.08145552569679004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101384620672373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796352234126454,0.07512918848152109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5296511787345448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337065697290832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560262094599807,0.10354548961968904,0.0,0.0,0.06402222266319098,0.09495840571248547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24685011531195325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303273276270898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776085223864379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984758857372761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893955500807237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462923388613765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34989336146401223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11875127203524286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416742756540344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464484590591533,0.11445506180215075,0.09248346450955623,0.06792876524502663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20613407556008695,0.0,0.18688940702179704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511798945911408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4240462022656789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,krayziebone16,2019/04/15,"Always thinking of ex who I have a child with So she ended our 4.5 year relationship because she had been unhappy with herself and noticed she no longer cared about my feelings. She didn't want to be in a relationship of any kind with anyone and just wants to be alone to work on her issues. 

I'm deeply in love with her and we wanted to get married before this all happened. She's the perfect woman for me and I want things to work out in the long run for us. We have a child together so we still talk and see each other every week for co-parenting. 

My problem is I'm constantly thinking of the past and the future. So many things trigger memories of good times we had. I also constantly worry about what she feels/thinks of me and if we will ever get back together. I also always think about her having sex with someone else even though I know she's not the type of person who will have sex with someone outside a relationship.

At this point I just want to be able to work on myself and be a good friend of hers and give her support towards achieving her goals. Problem is my feelings for her make this so much harder to do. I can't even be around her with out having sexual thought or the desire to kiss her. My anxiety causes me to just question her about everything and it's just pushing her away and making any chance of things working out fade away.

How can I get control of these anxious thoughts and be more patient with allowing things to work out when the time is right?

TLDR: I'm constantly having bad thoughts about my ex who I hope to get back with. I regularly have to see her but I can't get a grip on my feelings and anxious thoughts when I'm around her.",4.137331849653808,5.2450937952522265,4.767555637982195,85.89131367457966,70.98813056379822,7.515776458951532,27.691518298714147,7.793537801064563,1.5516687438180017,1327,46,269,16,24,425,160,337,0.066,0.861,0.07400000000000001,0.6865,1,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,7,0,0,9,28,13,0,0,13,0,26,4,0,7,3,73,61,26,0,10,8,2,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,14,34,0,1,12,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,8,6,49,10,56,45,4,38,0,0,2,4,45,18,0,4,18,200,63,8,0.08226779946304158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520462957353661,0.0,0.13157905901611408,0.13690679897851846,0.0,0.0,0.1118898494358364,0.0,0.06293464141235752,0.1858783935902225,0.0,0.057523558206171825,0.0,0.0,0.14647156661690314,0.0,0.0,0.15458661137176832,0.1265177193977502,0.06869017622336046,0.0501496869705622,0.0,0.0700038380333075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387750441398907,0.08451169175686793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667067951450619,0.09227033247077687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06872419007791282,0.0,0.07286485194769747,0.0,0.0,0.10867421131848692,0.07441593453472667,0.06931416922870885,0.0,0.07393699349904989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479121383793075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355989779104583,0.0,0.21490764870617174,0.07891876956806156,0.0,0.1380046540405816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274914337158762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171048747616708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586620879409873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566925343069544,0.04521223109606287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280441370811752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424990096473252,0.0,0.10982878992302483,0.08340663621381532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06047629845966234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936624349559763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853392338301514,0.0,0.07183306927417676,0.0,0.0,0.07776966179532427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15743834715425467,0.0,0.0,0.09215876326899587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649744862764857,0.0,0.07025625123781802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311135698482831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394104790318704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656991709208338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335652391312872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06612374095953508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21862028173113865,0.21085553627106995,0.08082769527600586,0.2612457734851268,0.0959420308940356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989580333870588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426183980424416,0.0,0.06599026641208534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29945968906928483,0.08354694372873543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052977765598443256
anxiety,sun_candy_,2019/04/15,"Very scared driving This past year I have suddenly become very nervous driving. I used to drive really fast and didn't care about anything. I had no fear. I think because so many people have nearly run me off the road, or pulled out in front of me, or almost hit me changing lanes on the freeway without looking, it's made me very afraid. I just never know when the person in the other lane might just decide to come over and not look first. I live in a big city with 8 lane highways and I'm tired of being terrified of even driving next to another car on the freeway. And I often ride places with my friend and she is a very reckless driver, if the lane is ending and she needs to merge instead of slowing down and getting behind the other car she hauls ass and barely makes it over at the last second barely missing the other car. She did this with a transport truck too, and I am so terrified of sliding under one of the things and having my head ripped clean off! I know it isn't helpful to be terrified, I can't live my life fearing what someone in the other lane may or may not do, I just need to focus on my lane and drive defensively and react if necessary. But it's sooo hard.",6.150144230769232,5.503471187500002,6.458333333333336,81.64153846153849,66.29166666666666,8.717948717948719,30.544871794871803,7.61054688173877,1.876102564102564,935,29,187,8,13,302,138,240,0.182,0.785,0.033,-0.989,0,0,0,0,1,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,12,9,1,5,14,0,17,4,2,4,1,46,33,21,0,4,12,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,1,1,12,17,0,1,4,0,0,15,8,7,0,3,4,3,23,2,34,23,0,45,0,1,2,1,7,19,1,10,11,136,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13604419464027706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246108682329875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180122828386653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828190129982949,0.15004672864273205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385183547088614,0.0,0.1437218968526576,0.11703138557661748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203316607762176,0.0,0.0,0.0897342681824552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057606091304081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155624717196856,0.0,0.0,0.10496512180458598,0.0,0.07098125801693278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170390083539895,0.0,0.13943158592399998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106411399185596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14933023837316156,0.11074405706890277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596195672009472,0.0,0.0,0.2399337903038513,0.0,0.22817641517586654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855404490559785,0.09068762468608513,0.1377407458752596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441260215558714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014769808503793,0.10478363028375816,0.0,0.14448868271058202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920622720991862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969377107543914,0.09418823810761953,0.11862773742571125,0.14194481453245675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703541381601188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136019590539896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511376214388325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902593667484416,0.08705362113948416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561511181345798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173394445350802,0.0,0.4483950111240167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096422029680194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748940467551848
anxiety,Rainingcatsnstuff,2019/04/15,"Is there anything that helps nightmares? ​

I've been having really bad nightmares every night, since a few days into getting sick a month ago. I was sick for a couple weeks and getting back to my routine has been tough. They vary in how they manifest, with some being vivid, and others just having a bad feeling (and obviously are a lot to unpack, lol) . Anyway, without fail I wake up with a feeling of terror, sweaty and with my heart doing backflips.  I find myself waking up  hours after my alarm has gone off with it still snoozing every five minutes.

Is there anything you do or have found that works to decrease nightmares? What helps you out?",5.572470156106519,7.315864190082648,5.159118457300277,82.02029384756659,68.25619834710744,6.369513314967861,28.320477502295685,6.42735559955562,1.4309276400367317,521,18,87,3,9,159,85,121,0.16699999999999998,0.75,0.084,-0.9182,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,2,2,7,6,0,2,6,1,14,5,3,1,1,21,20,6,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,10,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,6,0,1,5,3,11,0,17,14,3,16,0,1,1,0,6,6,0,3,9,69,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16216574494683306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982159916145869,0.2222927720407012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010889430522998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066997801563114,0.3054954080812105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024202207322569,0.0,0.11798150981422395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30827057926709983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18500046097034747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167204333371022,0.0,0.0,0.20058485245254096,0.0,0.0,0.191157756322476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21678541302082524,0.24524236676708025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18015957493244247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155529499565595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602138848452928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17167729795735062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171963902196418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133029976581175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609654636634606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467438611701494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17634814604502366,0.0,0.1331828871986231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222927720407012,0.0
anxiety,KaybeeMoose,2019/04/15,"Going to the doctor for the first time tomorrow! ...Since I was a kid, anyway.

I've been suffering from SEVERE anxiety/panic attack/health anxiety for 3 years now and it always gets 10x worse in the wintertime. So after panicking for 3 hours thinking I was going to have a heart attack, I made an appointment with a sliding scale doctor last week... I'm extremely nervous but I am hopeful that I will get some peace of mind.


 I plan on telling her everything but I don't want to overwhelm her with all of my ""symptoms"" but I for sure want her to check out my heart. I went to the hospital last year (another ""heart attack"") and they did a chest x-ray and an EKG and said I was fine but I have palpitations all the time... Although they did decrease after I went gluten free. It seems like anytime I have any kind of arm, back, chest pain it happens on my left side which sends me into a tailspin. It's very cruel that symptoms of anxiety sometimes will mimic a heart attack.

 Anyway, I'm going to tell her that I realize after how ridiculous these thoughts I'm having are afterwards (""my arm hurts, I'm definitely having a heart attack"") but in the moment I truly believe that I having a damn heart attack! Or liver problems, or cancer symptoms or going to have a stroke, etc. I can't do it anymore - it literally controls my life now. I don't go to certain places because I'm scared I will freak out and the place that I'm forced to go to every day - work - is like my living hell. I feel completely on edge all day long almost and have panic attacks regularly all while serving people food with a ""smile"" on my face and my hands shaking. Also, I have these weird spells where the world around me doesn't feel real, like I'm in a simulation or a character in a video game which, of course, freaks me the fuck out!

I'm just so damn nervous about going! Like she'll think I'm ridiculous or refer me to someone else that I can't afford...  

Can anyone share their experiences with going to the doc for mental health issues for the first time? What should I expect?

Also, please no horror stories like ""I thought the heart palps were from anxiety but I actually had to have open heart surgery!"" Last time I was on here I read that and, well... You know.",3.7608144796380114,5.256415760180996,4.750588235294121,84.15764705882357,72.39366515837105,7.371945701357468,25.66968325791855,7.928766900206844,1.4549574660633486,1754,56,343,24,34,572,221,442,0.236,0.664,0.101,-0.9965,1,0,0,0,0,0,68.0,0,1,3,5,16,39,13,6,27,0,34,27,15,3,6,59,70,26,0,6,12,0,4,5,0,5,10,1,0,1,18,18,1,1,10,3,2,13,6,26,1,2,15,5,48,14,48,50,6,60,1,3,0,1,16,21,4,9,31,218,66,4,0.0,0.0,0.057198952318019386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05869360146388454,0.0,0.0,0.09374742442127776,0.04877166581813716,0.0,0.0,0.0398596299514865,0.061462043832357975,0.13451898615332067,0.0,0.05812948377186266,0.04098437445669557,0.0,0.0,0.05217901778581137,0.0,0.4667743784916694,0.0,0.045070661037864966,0.0,0.035730639998327936,0.0,0.0,0.06603807182472138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06145581798991594,0.0,0.06574074996668715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560255162592758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998812637763875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048964598648282176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06537026789887891,0.0,0.0,0.04938494688806254,0.0,0.052678615896924894,0.057335882977464225,0.0,0.0,0.059274147802289234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997143270571952,0.07087645926229287,0.0,0.0,0.054187834442072216,0.06124694523668544,0.0,0.2664941642079687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05183229665068042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460819476343354,0.0,0.5556643716617038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058217073494647976,0.057723127912934415,0.0,0.0627476566922195,0.0,0.0,0.06117794107556738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06103761435349561,0.032212802320439285,0.14333505888912426,0.0,0.0,0.0636844422609045,0.0,0.041400905480139236,0.14317955764242926,0.0,0.05175736569667715,0.051871675650160425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055462123159392966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059069274021124725,0.0,0.0591835794946433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06236958505447965,0.06877107242715784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04063566934768268,0.0,0.1224786165416644,0.0643407319511689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056085822703166005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058630008859945876,0.06671573160061238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05575547633901005,0.0,0.05868298650698791,0.0,0.0,0.05336011807119355,0.0,0.06621730230079334,0.0,0.048486228132810984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049663576576322206,0.0,0.057970890181749835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05524313991462531,0.1827676251897644,0.0,0.0,0.10246269607095533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511515737454583,0.0,0.09306617097092867,0.136713522004455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04836280987751069,0.06914428512795426,0.0,0.04701673320409841,0.0,0.05270115746442449,0.10867180307092687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04267179713574944,0.0,0.05973282337974491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549117790605256
anxiety,jackthetaco,2019/04/15,"Does anyone else feel like they’re literally going to faint from stress? When I get really anxious or stressed, my mind starts feeling lightheaded. In 10th grade, I used to get so stressed that I’d have to lay down in my bed to catch my breath. I would literally be wheezing sometimes. I keep thinking of every possible failure in my life, mistakes I’ve already made, and oh god my future... My future makes me lose my marbles. It’s like seeing so many alternate universes at once, but I fail in all of them. I try to convince myself it’ll be okay, but then I start to panic again. I can’t even sleep sometimes if I’m too stressed. Even when I’m laying down, my heart rate feels like a cheetah running at maximum speed. I don’t know how else to relax or calm myself down.",3.0578171828171814,4.877344811688314,4.0481818181818205,87.13842657342659,74.9090909090909,6.816383616383617,26.78121878121879,7.61054688173877,1.45743016983017,607,23,122,8,13,196,103,154,0.158,0.7120000000000001,0.13,-0.6658,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,2,9,15,0,5,1,1,7,6,3,4,1,20,24,12,0,3,5,0,3,3,0,2,3,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,5,1,0,3,2,8,0,0,1,4,21,7,19,19,1,21,0,2,1,0,1,9,0,3,12,67,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419364744081176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453051220926295,0.0,0.08993479539937171,0.1317874165889759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255710587931288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21489268627967048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16990591793863646,0.0,0.1083687418208515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19510393018332792,0.1837737394936948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343983301372056,0.0,0.07309827968246188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15241650701817547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143242566273374,0.0,0.0,0.07068673913737937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084881770342026,0.1885131744862938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14389400160179802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170430230733666,0.08585551779747212,0.13040150847334914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987054660251476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697716972011054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509090332625875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450008544389025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239790760599243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249428622029697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287138908552818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544189202216006,0.0,0.18207721488120884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5893396943044663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241514478901305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732521766120517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108724926360143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136866972109484,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,apollomage,2019/04/15,"Overthinker needs help I need help. 
I'm struggling to live with an wait of 20months.
 Me and my girlfriend are going to move to another country, but the problem is that it's only going to happen only at December 2020. 

I'm already a very anxious person, I cannot even start to think about everything.. I need to concentrate in not to freak out.
 And yeah I know I have 20 months but...I can't stop to think about it, and it's making me crazy.

 -find a house (is the flatmates going to like me??)
-find a job, make a cv 
-buy waterproof clothes cuz Ireland rains as f$#&
- need to pack everything
-and make a list of what to pack
- am I forgetting something?
-dude I still.have 597 days to my travel
-and my dog??? Holy $#&# my dog

Anyway, you understand what I've been into. My life turned in madness guys, I can only think and talk about this and it's starting to create troubles.

I'm actually suffering with insomnia due to overthinking

Thanks.

Lucas",1.1553225806451586,3.7734271559139816,2.537406451612906,90.12210967741936,89.26881720430107,5.556645161290324,23.031397849462362,7.087006719466742,1.0903658494623656,745,29,145,12,25,240,114,186,0.127,0.7609999999999999,0.112,-0.6964,1,0,1,0,0,0,45.0,0,1,0,0,5,8,1,1,8,1,9,2,0,4,0,32,33,10,0,5,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,2,8,11,0,2,7,1,1,5,3,6,0,0,1,0,17,2,27,32,0,16,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,7,81,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.12404544457824734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402740445201506,0.0,0.0,0.27545707982710216,0.0,0.0,0.13329066779901064,0.0,0.14360323694401778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197835578829027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395794807694007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22848468595611676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323607546982077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21672634989595693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258633694044992,0.11240695888619888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17040437971044045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14667310064778347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261415567173449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985882123738266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978475161000464,0.06210173844976793,0.0,0.1122444586458041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545498070748418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146160493058637,0.13510262834663234,0.0,0.3770152526912149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900289837034637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099150437179438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163143781148004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785897528210223,0.0,0.0,0.17994463687264164,0.0,0.10151382768638574,0.10627343871165666,0.0,0.1328877060540693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021698440279231,0.0,0.1170299806498314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24434957407834895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826410654936638,0.0,0.13233070844026953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104882799582662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheNoBullshitVegan,2019/04/16,"First multi-day severe anxiety episode Would love some support, ideas, commiseration - anything, really. I've always known I'm an anxious type, but I had absolutely no idea my mind could kick me on my ass for a week straight, sending me into a black hole of debilitating anxiety. I had a panic attack 7 days ago, at home, for no apparent reason, and the anxiety has not let up since then. After 2 days curled into a fetal position in bed, my husband took me to the doctor, who prescribed Ativan. That helped, and I've been taking one or two 0.5 mg pills daily, but I know it's not a long-term solution. But right now, it's the only thing that takes the edge off. It just feels like putting a temporary lid on the anxiety, but inevitably it bubbles up again. This is all new to me; I have my first appointment with a clinical counsellor in a few days.

​

I run an online fitness business and am doing the absolute minimum to keep things afloat, and put a notice on my site saying I'm not currently taking new clients. Been mostly in bed for a week, barely eating anything. Have another doctor appointment in 2 days so we'll see what happens there.

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Has anyone else here experienced a severe anxiety episode this long?",6.035256410256412,6.852209790598295,6.832461538461541,73.86253846153849,66.47863247863248,10.000683760683762,32.69401709401709,10.047579312681364,3.366055042735044,977,40,172,22,15,324,151,234,0.162,0.785,0.053,-0.9745,2,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,1,0,0,2,6,5,1,1,19,0,15,7,1,1,1,29,28,11,0,2,9,1,1,1,0,2,4,1,3,0,12,7,1,1,6,0,0,5,5,2,0,4,5,5,15,3,22,19,4,39,0,0,2,2,7,17,1,3,18,111,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452312119683181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933987020379908,0.206626057653332,0.23172438690471814,0.0,0.09998408908776832,0.3647171884986189,0.10771976067786758,0.0,0.06667180411477534,0.0976986135854808,0.1569318923239869,0.0,0.0,0.1084758009821348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613020643035529,0.0,0.0,0.3074683083126552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19519206927024152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756812310026053,0.07965372591171843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048212451986062325,0.06811894498983298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16221143226227436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431878673089101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0639119263308284,0.0,0.09564506829969148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21527988779272755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.084752563338554,0.0,0.0,0.05240254791653759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975031032611809,0.0,0.04658379954273867,0.0,0.0,0.16876569394547225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605821696424508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627757093248644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18418164374741855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855801885405164,0.0,0.0,0.06461246801103313,0.07251891479846789,0.0,0.11187413570191587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19170866500849346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06108444602535298,0.09803695556425757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814294380674052,0.0,0.07582713325754559,0.0,0.0,0.07598259320453288,0.0,0.0,0.2154395213557352,0.0,0.07887553115519043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820345731854683,0.0,0.0,0.21507679787342915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669425409024512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593873619426054,0.0,0.0,0.09314430651472784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15297002664332196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677347852165681,0.0,0.23172438690471814,0.0
anxiety,robo_pantiess,2019/04/16,"I feel like I’m falling apart I had a panic attack during the trailer for the new fast and furious type movie in the movie theater today. I was sitting right next to my little brother, who I had taken to the movies to see captain marvel. It was so loud, I’ve never had that happen before not in a crowded place. I feel like I’m losing what little control I had over my anxiety. I feel like I’m falling apart. I can’t do school work and I’m thousands of miles away from the man I love because I had to come home for anxiety medication. I regret coming home. Being home just reminds me of why I started smoking cigarettes when I was a kid. It reminds me of why I cut myself growing up, why I feel like I can’t do anything. I want to love my family. They’re nice, my parents are awesome, they’ve done so much for me and I’ll always appreciate it. But I can’t handle being around them. I feel like I can’t live up to their expectations in any aspect. My mom gets angry for no reason, and she always takes that out on me. When I was growing up I was terrified of her. She worked 24/7 and when she wasn’t working she wanted nothing to do with me. I played monopoly by myself in the basement for years because I had no one. I grew up with two parents who put more energy and effort into jobs they hated than raising their daughter. For years my mom called me selfish and self centered because my depression and anxiety would keep me in bed all day when I wasn’t at school. I didn’t want to play family so she decided I was being selfish. I broke when she called me a psychotic bitch my sophomore year of high school. I tried to kill myself that afternoon. I got better my last two years of high school but college broke me again. The only good thing that’s happened is I found the man I love and I’m finally happy and getting healthier. I had some health issues that caused me to spiral into full on hypochondriac mode. I have daily panic attacks. Half the time I can’t even pinpoint where it’s coming from. I had to come home so I could get to a doctor and get some medicine. But I’m really wondering if it’s worth it. Being away from my boyfriend and being back home is destroying any progress I had made over the past year of healing physically and mentally. I don’t know what to do I need to get out of here but I know I need to get help for my anxiety. I can’t be alone anymore but all of my friends from high school are either gone to college or I don’t want anything to do with them. 

I’m sorry about the long rambling. It probably doesn’t make much sense but I just needed to get that out.",2.451674958540629,4.093726671641797,4.047497512437811,87.25902819237145,76.1268656716418,6.779369817578773,24.78424543946932,7.554174236665415,1.1863885240464347,2040,69,422,27,45,681,235,536,0.123,0.759,0.119,0.0249,3,1,1,0,0,2,41.0,0,0,5,8,18,32,8,2,16,0,46,7,0,5,3,70,95,30,1,12,12,6,5,5,1,1,4,1,6,4,18,26,0,2,11,2,1,11,16,17,0,5,24,7,83,15,66,63,9,72,0,5,1,3,33,35,1,5,30,284,101,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06331044310585604,0.0,0.0,0.10172722011605824,0.0,0.0,0.08313862735259693,0.0,0.18705180948346115,0.0,0.06062280928585851,0.0,0.0,0.10060670072099097,0.05441711225868162,0.0,0.1390844433628398,0.11486402690986065,0.04700385950801485,0.0,0.11178966165163798,0.0,0.05201564782550015,0.0,0.0,0.05406297934365485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248375781173976,0.0,0.0,0.06279556263002185,0.0,0.21062633683728005,0.0,0.0,0.06856054258422463,0.048805942378834816,0.0,0.0,0.03942267134807567,0.0,0.05264968165113303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06256736538816504,0.0,0.06255543431036581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04037463989450722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525256844221002,0.0,0.15454142737197862,0.21835020946135195,0.0,0.0669630220301704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06702398306387351,0.04722754283487704,0.0,0.22355895387768532,0.0,0.0,0.051271485139425005,0.04888985451685602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811103869541742,0.0650721705394971,0.0,0.060351502341991214,0.0,0.06497648298620601,0.0,0.0,0.04097298483849901,0.19375609185089485,0.30658314952323434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06380202289222513,0.060660366824688776,0.05433360707545255,0.06762936392191579,0.0,0.0671889872374993,0.04982769141798075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14932090315228405,0.12253315304048545,0.05397737440921287,0.0540965874154162,0.0,0.06838688808650527,0.0,0.0,0.16551192655274966,0.05784103860403057,0.040803588904788114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061580291966290425,0.0616029095955967,0.0,0.0,0.1431853610343272,0.0,0.0,0.0898726107265981,0.13597749299621065,0.047145883342402765,0.0590380554149618,0.06501059908807569,0.0,0.0,0.058654215094498925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041422091684272785,0.04649079705658613,0.0,0.14344168699305002,0.1357513996588248,0.0,0.05835384195795245,0.0,0.0,0.0638660222869135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06590660427828345,0.0,0.0,0.061450786071934035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039160329292995316,0.06285003323408453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05220320091860455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30932531821122383,0.04871130973652834,0.0,0.06377010783036492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842808357618944,0.043266897780915616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04596084478696235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04061090042173096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035644380585768465,0.0,0.057942443914407685,0.0,0.0,0.0415020766734444,0.0,0.11942685748088865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442201285313316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16547624305444528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066290991527622,0.13350630618695875,0.0,0.0,0.043423762778665415,0.0,0.0,0.19682297966572812
anxiety,Gabe_the_Great_R,2019/04/16,"My Mom and her BF 
So My mom is a wonderful lady, she's 40 and been divorced a few times, she divorced my dad and my step dad while I was alive and the last one ended very badly. The events gave me my introverism, my anxiety and CPTSD . It sent me into pure rage and pain every time it's brought up . I never been in a relationship because I couldn't handle the pain or stress of one and made me very anxious all the time thinking about it. So my mom wants to move in and eventually marry this guy and he's cool and awesome but I can't handle another. I wouldn't ever wish to have someones family ripped apart but at the same time she would be happy. Am I just being selfish or am I just being overreactive?",3.0024304267161455,4.1446203129251735,4.632702535559677,85.65050092764379,73.76190476190476,7.522325293753865,24.24799010513297,8.00094639256281,1.1992639455782317,554,16,118,8,11,187,90,147,0.13699999999999998,0.774,0.08900000000000001,-0.652,0,0,0,0,2,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,8,1,1,8,1,14,2,0,1,4,30,22,17,0,5,6,5,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,4,11,0,0,2,0,0,4,4,6,0,2,7,1,21,2,9,9,3,20,0,0,0,0,17,6,0,3,10,82,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538592578519994,0.11224809159186544,0.1657631987759866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251346824496533,0.08944528053304718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12995927825604306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272573654337372,0.1236264010025877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383240386118028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14528582478504196,0.0,0.15619687356074013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196045798336154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883952722880044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5155454063035911,0.0,0.15595082892533638,0.0,0.0,0.11316726518094107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19885616735352704,0.0,0.3122622506727414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15753316847230187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432390070123255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168078783952458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401869549446426,0.0,0.0,0.3422379036289761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421353268266564,0.08654518895850016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687323236066468,0.0,0.15912248717093574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423282223471984,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,its-alot,2019/04/16,"I GOT A JOB! The past 6 months my agoraphobia had gotten so bad that I avoided leaving my house completely. A few days ago I decided to start applying for jobs. I had an interview today and after having 2 panic attacks about it and fighting my fears for hours, I went. 

The interview went so well that they wanted me to fill a different position that would be way more interesting, pay more, and I’d have my own office. I was hired on the spot. 

Needed to share this with somewhere. Don’t have a lot of friends lol:)",2.845784313725492,4.819729656862744,4.447647058823531,83.36107843137256,75.9607843137255,8.062745098039215,26.03921568627451,8.841846274778883,2.0699333333333336,403,15,80,9,9,135,75,102,0.19,0.7090000000000001,0.102,-0.8622,3,1,0,0,2,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,4,10,2,3,8,1,9,0,0,0,0,10,16,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,6,1,0,7,0,12,4,10,7,5,13,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,8,55,17,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17195854499318874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206892107121785,0.0,0.0,0.16197177120534456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033925942290239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251061299684781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202676039232596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182902891381321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14987454959163754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15514982329132132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19103897917609625,0.2238359603101766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3850060625724447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054051480331872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649215526841805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483926959986005,0.0,0.0,0.14383954993283438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276029721248994,0.0,0.0,0.18518337511159008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13730561506903835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838778213440623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441907363915935,0.1539785443179882,0.0,0.0,0.17441839497312414,0.35965740379158617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13780341930515208,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,k0alabearsleeping,2019/04/16,"Weird Feelings in Brain. Possible Brain Zap? So I’m currently taking 10mg of Propranolol, I have been taking these for 2 years now to treat high blood pressure and general anxiety. 

I’m really bad with keeping up with my dosages and will forget to take them. I’m prescribe to take 2 tablets daily (every 12hours). But sometimes I forget, fall asleep or feel I don’t need to take it. Lately I take them whenever I remember and think I need them. But I feel like my anxiety has been “off” in the sense that I’m more frustrated and nervous.

In addition I have weird brain sensations. Like a bubble, surge, pulse or zap is going through my head. It last a second, but is very daunting. I’ve come to realize that they don’t happen in the same place. But more common places areas then others. I get these sensations when I’m highly stressed and anxious. 

I’ve been able to go months without these feelings, so I don’t think it’s that serious. But I can’t help but feel it’s something else. Granted it happens more when I’m missing dosages of propranolol or stop for a few days and get back on it.

Do you guys have any input?

Thank you!! (22yrs Female)",2.728430257058577,4.891288349557524,3.696523388116308,87.72848082595873,77.00884955752213,7.136620311841551,26.248630425621577,8.11559375814309,1.7129745469869366,901,35,179,16,21,289,125,226,0.142,0.792,0.067,-0.8885,1,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,4,0,6,13,1,3,5,0,15,6,6,0,0,37,46,20,0,2,10,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,13,10,0,2,9,0,0,4,5,9,0,1,3,5,20,4,21,42,5,29,0,1,0,0,8,12,0,3,15,102,33,0,0.11056091542548703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518521378466822,0.0,0.16915759536392885,0.1249023645173977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850145194441731,0.09231374624775916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3702676389146885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523843890656793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130264397311342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235945797119173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315233969915457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27951460411469137,0.07898474007108339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552703015263012,0.0,0.1256686322272002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094726886335937,0.19553730475545555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346739605142216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410665108562904,0.23362735472500445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827162159738158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012190244058296,0.12471752829445767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802895725868428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824866787996326,0.0,0.0,0.16395903575145213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23102524985664144,0.0,0.0,0.1246408200594368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082815349560594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524396461468718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511519421215473,0.10934757239109393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243387588578744,0.12664715507355467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4987682935456277,0.0,0.0,0.10178963659633697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168594070110302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912243341017846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657677709470192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711976046520135
anxiety,WarmSilverFlame,2019/04/16,"Just came literal inches from death. I don't know how to process this. First off, I live on a golf course in a fairly warm environment. There's a door by the dinner table that faces the golf course, which I had open to cool off the home. I usually sit in front of it, with my back facing the door.

Anyways, a half hour ago, I was eating supper- and I heard a very loud bang behind me. (I thought it was a bullet at first. It was LOUD.) I immediately ducked, and a golf ball soared over my head by about two inches. Turns out it ricocheted off the very edge of the door frame. Had the ball been even an inch to the side, or if my reflexes weren't like lightning, there's a decent chance I would be dead right now. It sure left a hell of a dent in the frame. 

Words can't possibly express how scared and cold I'm feeling right now. My biggest fear in this life is being killed by a freak accident. And it almost just happened to me. I've felt anxiety before. But nothing like this.

Thanks for reading. If nothing else, take it from me that every day is truly a blessing.",1.6282284840541728,3.654718463302757,2.802608125819134,93.45888379204894,79.9633027522936,5.803757099169943,20.472695500218435,6.868970318607317,0.22344753167321985,827,22,183,9,21,265,133,218,0.156,0.758,0.086,-0.9574,0,0,0,0,0,1,31.0,0,0,0,2,12,12,2,2,22,1,14,7,3,2,1,24,25,10,3,3,6,0,3,2,0,1,1,3,4,0,13,8,3,0,4,6,0,2,3,5,0,4,11,8,16,7,27,11,0,32,2,0,0,0,2,20,1,4,11,115,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714585338127452,0.0,0.15492510900174913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835684568008392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896658068202973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165139689657274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17695318323754186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977862372838288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15831246309792027,0.12924485111856274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021880523172521,0.0,0.13035438427451904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17409782101773488,0.07822874708843675,0.0,0.14855103174756207,0.0,0.0,0.2632016540657789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681430357206434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878261990289408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551921453909011,0.0,0.15236348870729885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17116964997563755,0.0,0.08502752917311887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16809871796770198,0.0,0.10928005156112944,0.15117224379713495,0.0,0.13661651904484115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969071682801281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17441834962806055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15475725269627152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26425218605227113,0.0,0.0,0.15489709021753342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14581741892493116,0.0,0.11632671458883202,0.0,0.0,0.14244113939483774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282673342952412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682859107123109,0.1511344496474674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17039713801945178,0.2553127906630362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990537015890242,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fasduuu,2019/04/16,"I Feel Awfully Sick In Places I Don’t Want to be In As of the past couple months I feel like I have been suffering from I what I think is anxiety that’s been affecting my health. I don’t feel what I think is normal anxiety where I’m really nervous, in fact I’m not ever nervous. Instead I feel like when I’m stressed out or in an environment I don’t want to be in (work or school) my body feels awful. I feel the need to constantly throw up or use the restroom, sometimes I’m never hungry, my back aches then after that my entire body aches. I believe it could be related to my mental state because I only get it at school or work. For example a while back I had a 102 degree fever and the flu and had to take off school and work for a week and the symptoms completely went away until a few days after I wasn’t sick. I don’t experience this on the weekends either unless I’m working. Another example of this was last week when I was at work I was well rested and ate a good breakfast but after the first hour of work I felt nearly the most hungry I’ve ever been, yet I didn’t want to eat any food, my back started acheing then my body did. After that I felt exhausted and couldn’t focus on anything at work and had to sit out the next few hours of it. But I ended up eating as soon as I got home. Just really concerned about it because me changing my diet hasn’t done that much either so I was wondering if you guys could give any advice. Thanks for reading and sorry if it doesn’t make much sense I’m not well experienced with anxiety so It could be something completely different.",3.0251818181818213,4.2477160030303045,4.611939393939394,85.50790909090911,73.81818181818181,7.825454545454545,25.018181818181816,8.364918446050245,1.4901309090909092,1251,39,263,21,25,421,161,330,0.08900000000000001,0.8540000000000001,0.057,-0.7086,1,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,8,17,11,0,3,15,2,31,16,3,3,4,53,62,28,0,11,14,0,8,2,0,0,7,0,1,1,14,11,6,0,11,2,0,2,12,5,2,1,19,9,34,6,43,35,8,55,0,1,0,0,3,19,0,8,34,184,48,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926434318511988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032155109056964,0.0850558323927621,0.18615756370076075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06675048426390555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620992802456303,0.1871165853932796,0.0,0.09889353290213578,0.0,0.0,0.09138848659158223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703004273172275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580859406914378,0.0,0.17009443320068793,0.08765617100256876,0.0,0.1942904557288859,0.08975186947557752,0.0,0.052312269155086265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474759404909883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300849751819038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16600117080643334,0.0,0.0,0.07184354548143744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467457747976183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934573841904602,0.0,0.0,0.24608416835827995,0.11589671158059928,0.1557656593299691,0.0,0.0,0.0689961198855277,0.0980842136660644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04237908133049744,0.07781260867546821,0.0,0.06803515943689413,0.06487483321100773,0.0,0.0,0.08031630292827481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622112988523314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813646548437482,0.0,0.15976327459399287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661193043418968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792570874481254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05414469015644114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174453626056986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647449773174642,0.0,0.11925727103801613,0.06014552007266793,0.06256065493853091,0.0,0.08626640055417821,0.0,0.07947518084222469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06169138228572479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743315666726834,0.0,0.0,0.08474759404909883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113664785342356,0.0,0.1039283039999762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462772118085515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062446056705732236,0.08022450949413806,0.09080126240554956,0.05741340007724626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291661142933144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430922851272282,0.06098815734383456,0.0,0.0,0.0746795149536653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395004522192124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005705452615812,0.0,0.0,0.1435306498137731,0.0,0.13013063444394032,0.0,0.1458637082888131,0.07519413683208616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796542884503891,0.41336725873990576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,brenslow,2019/04/16,"Physical Anxiety To start out simply, I’m 22 and I’ve suffered anxiety for as long as I can remember. It started as separation anxiety with certain family members, as long as one of them was around I’d be fine; never having it addressed opened the gate to social anxiety once I started school. I couldn’t bare to be away from my mom as it was, throw me into a room with a dozen other children - which at this point in my life I’d never interacted with other children my age - who were loud and rowdy. Quickly, the consistent stress of being away from home every day made me an easy target on the school yard, and I was bullied as a result (stress = crying). 

Anxiety has plagued me for as long as I can remember, and it has always been mental - like anxiety is. Fast forward a dozen years and by the time I’m 20 I’m moving out to go to college: own apartment with my bf at the time, first time living on my own, moved to a whole new city. It was fantastic and for a while I really started to climb up, especially when dealing with the social anxiety that blocked me from forming friendships for the majority of my life. Forward a bit more, I’ve moved out of that place and am living with a new relationship — I nearly lost everything at one point and it started this whole new experience with my anxiety. 

I started waking up out of a dead sleep in the mornings, sweaty and panicked, usually having to run to the bathroom physically sick with how scared and anxious I was about EVERYTHING. It felt like my mind started to overload trying to manage all the events, stressful and not, and as a result my subconscious has crammed it all into physical reactions now. 

There’s times I’ll go weeks, months almost without an episode and then it’ll start, usually I can tell when it’s starting to get bad again because I’ll start waking up middle of the night,  not so much morning, clammy and heart racing until eventually I’m waking up in the mornings in full panic. 

It’s cost me jobs = financial security and eating, which I’m sick of.

I’m finally about to reach passed the three month probation with my current job, securing my position with them. But I can feel it, deep unsettling in my stomach when I go to bed and when I wake up. 

I’ve tried everything: meditation (which actually sends me into anxiety attacks), therapy, counselling, exercise and whatever other neurotypical classics even... I even started medicating myself in order to try regaining balance of my life. Barely there. 

I don’t know what kind of response I’m looking for, it doesn’t matter: vent back, relate, support, share.",5.634443420001228,6.680320058823536,6.6319011617186066,74.12384780871601,67.47870182555779,9.789144999692668,33.39781178929252,9.946784424281523,3.467187153482083,2051,91,361,47,33,685,242,493,0.123,0.818,0.06,-0.9825,3,0,0,0,0,0,61.0,0,0,2,3,17,18,1,5,25,0,25,15,7,4,5,60,54,37,1,1,4,1,2,2,1,1,7,1,6,2,25,36,1,3,5,2,1,13,8,9,0,6,10,4,37,9,84,39,12,98,0,2,1,0,15,38,0,2,52,249,62,6,0.0,0.0,0.060517513064133624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062098878553282534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05160129344499989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.426970469143174,0.07005908840392387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05520633267843466,0.0,0.07055080407596276,0.11652991897523506,0.047685564291513535,0.05177977962433453,0.03780365522896942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06770411557751503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06812036157556649,0.03999442490017915,0.06393455053671303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345663709862408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192040000919251,0.0,0.05225015576952016,0.0,0.16720474920683048,0.06066238814726031,0.05846204779498949,0.0,0.03135655347362345,0.0,0.059543947000563514,0.06793419786367216,0.0,0.05274976940848675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032400180932437496,0.0,0.10573334438651803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07348785359814429,0.0,0.0,0.06220591517508067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308026840528945,0.0,0.0,0.0645788860520361,0.034081720140972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140869212067646,0.06059461160733806,0.0,0.10952043447575716,0.16464347763034956,0.05207682522652279,0.0,0.06769649558334932,0.0,0.0,0.05867991679640915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062473401171408115,0.06249634682794983,0.0,0.06261728406030509,0.0726310010568572,0.09899926632165053,0.1977358000633875,0.045588024065540834,0.0,0.09565929584233383,0.1796828824230523,0.0,0.058196702271673686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660437533414886,0.08404568632337743,0.0,0.0,0.07276102280520083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647922818186143,0.0,0.11724808904628885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03972827805468939,0.0,0.0,0.06658070221886946,0.14050139119305596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06208764773931421,0.12552460587657954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062059600710390975,0.12643258704657598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4828384526640472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21311328094595988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037367641912906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054203681158220766,0.0,0.07091934485746224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14464534783693764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263119645593401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13660111324597993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04974454339814095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847465109713628,0.0,0.059780068032602975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039935507207857934
anxiety,ilovedavidgilmour,2019/04/16,"I feel like none of my friends understand or care about me I have been struggling with anxiety for years. I act like and tell people its not a big deal, but i’m starting to think it really is. I constantly think about death wherever I go, even at sleepovers or with my friends, and especially while im in bed all day. I can’t enjoy life anymore. i feel like all of my friends hate me and are excluding me because of it. i could really use someone to talk to or PM",3.2368303571428565,4.274976760416672,4.6314880952380975,86.28375000000004,73.0625,8.81904761904762,29.339285714285715,9.23628265651192,2.3320910714285716,363,15,80,8,7,121,64,96,0.206,0.6709999999999999,0.123,-0.8732,0,0,0,0,0,2,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,10,1,1,1,0,6,1,0,1,2,19,17,8,1,1,5,0,2,3,3,0,1,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,2,14,8,13,15,3,10,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,3,8,50,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971839668754324,0.0,0.18112889128428936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111335088286263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18621271483996665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19736796231285195,0.0,0.14582244431264604,0.0,0.0,0.11778709757694375,0.1882928723541197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063139016885575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846956135957737,0.2609547912234595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4233195016462897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379799837498194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18031828012127488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972815479779554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900338384585985,0.2676846878475267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266189420230748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23400654343554225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15474950023271808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12927288122551645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909340221483518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14679837467119672,0.15963460651197658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340554963001769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19013372392748745,0.0,0.1577415250896938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761357979310842
anxiety,chefgazpacho,2019/04/16,"I wanna cry but I can't I just got this new job and it causes me so much anxiety. I didn't really want it in the first place but it was the only place that would hire me. I'm also pretty bad at it and I'm afraid I'll get fired soon. 

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Plus, I now have to do adult stuff like pay taxes and bills. I'm only 20. Just a couple years ago, I was in high school living with my parents. Now, it feels like there are MASSIVE consequences to any mistake I might make. If I mess up at work, I'll get fired and embarrass myself. If I don't pay my taxes properly, I'll go to prison. 

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Everything is so overwhelming and I just wanna cry but my body seems to be suppressing my expressions because I can't do it. Instead, I just feel bad and anxious all the time. I don't even know how to describe this feeling. 

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I miss my mom and I miss my old life. I know I can't go back but I really want to.",-0.4291156462585022,1.6957285714285746,1.983775510204083,95.3856292517007,89.81632653061226,5.307482993197279,17.860544217687075,6.816661863887847,0.015568707482993103,704,19,163,10,24,239,105,196,0.259,0.6809999999999999,0.061,-0.9903,2,2,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,2,15,11,0,3,4,0,16,2,1,3,1,37,35,18,0,8,10,2,5,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,10,9,0,1,6,0,5,2,6,9,0,1,4,5,27,2,15,28,2,20,0,3,0,0,4,8,0,4,12,103,37,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407937663726296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487350759310676,0.0,0.34498106126083183,0.3868850125792263,0.07217321705060246,0.0,0.08119048434792381,0.11989864776158783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160875064969457,0.17723112589067067,0.06469691863910762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788842836712947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902652391144396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743274260240008,0.2331614476868757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009900791572696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538435714735702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609901775316621,0.07582053041921633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027559686972612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089889890181502,0.0,0.12063421800146018,0.0,0.08488324125565946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213400170556057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531936743770824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665444844876248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496398087353874,0.10370120649402477,0.0,0.09371626362161893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708437551170813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258899560382904,0.0,0.12430020159668388,0.0,0.0,0.07801903456218727,0.0,0.0,0.10250268794163436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136739926745384,0.0,0.0,0.16143592905810428,0.0,0.0,0.11784672834381844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22177014153111552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797412630852787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598141012599405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741097870583492,0.0,0.09661834262097567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149544114094872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061886266313743526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519849041304204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772651647886878,0.0,0.0,0.07539293721766252,0.0,0.3868850125792263,0.06834535562736685
anxiety,Idkwhogivesaf,2019/04/16,"How to talk to employer about my anxiety? Here’s the thing. When I started working at my current job, I had very little to do. I often offered to help with other things that were within my grasp. Now, my employer has added a couple new responsibilities to my job but the thing is, I don’t feel equipped to fulfill those responsibilities. I have gone through some sort of training, but a lot of the stuff is hard for me to understand because of the jargon. Now, my anxiety has been through the roof ever since I’ve been assigned these responsibilities. I hate going to work and I have an anxiety attack pretty much the whole time I’m at work. I’ve tried my best to deal with it, but it has gotten to a bad point and I genuinely feel like I’m going crazy from the stress. My employer is a wonderful person and the responsibilities aren’t even something out of this world, but because my anxiety likes to turn these simple to do things into something impossible for me to do, I just can’t do them. I figure the best course of action is to talk to my employer, but idk how to go about it. I don’t want her to think I’m lazy, or to be upset since I was the one asking for a little more responsibilities. I also feel like she may judge me for being stressed over these simple responsibilities. Does anyone have any advice? It’s greatly appreciated.",5.3352740641711245,6.0138079507575775,6.557379679144387,75.7090106951872,67.97727272727272,9.090552584670233,28.786987522281642,9.168548406835145,2.2572752228164,1065,35,208,19,17,360,136,264,0.14,0.7120000000000001,0.14800000000000002,0.81,8,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,5,13,12,2,3,16,0,26,0,0,2,1,31,45,13,0,1,7,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,16,7,0,0,8,0,0,5,4,6,0,1,7,4,29,6,40,35,7,23,0,0,0,0,10,10,0,7,11,155,45,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622229421867573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692891566422345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392105824452896,0.0,0.3326267980088214,0.0,0.0,0.07600693571456485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016216560208856,0.1236641687037815,0.0,0.0,0.0907615935321422,0.1325274079887535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281519947886055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027664777143715,0.0,0.0,0.11206694448244146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512581501737837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179661734337077,0.0983271433253129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16488892661901525,0.1553133994656314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853334814405652,0.0,0.0,0.11984429123969895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737560214686322,0.10732067780832336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286063037470343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21573983848277936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593188561879841,0.21789583569564613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924145165421112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990844573285127,0.0,0.0,0.10498502734389444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736592592277795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491435593976247,0.0,0.0,0.10275848485301896,0.0,0.0,0.11058896923160212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17983876409416455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16736815424561868,0.0,0.0,0.07693980458346454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490354487388637,0.0,0.12443773394122025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17474103080705067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888670001929032,0.0696518247922631,0.0,0.0,0.06338498522945471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380149335483974,0.1182365145602508,0.0,0.11316257071881344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969049863673466,0.06411523055332842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136185291407578,0.0,0.0,0.11788263534875056,0.237408957783324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Blue909bird,2019/04/16,"I’m so so much better and HAPPY. I can’t believe how everything has changed in only three years. I’m honestly killing it this year. I finally have my own apartment. No more arguing with roommates. No more student housing. I’m cooking my own meals daily. I’m actually going to the gym three times per week as I always wanted. My grades are fine. I’m getting new hobbies. I’m actually learning Portuguese. Languages has been my hobby since I was 12 but I hadn’t been able to study it for years due to anxiety.

To add to all of that my social life is actually a thing now. I’m getting new friends. I feel like people actually like me. I went out with a friend last weekend. I effortlessly made out with a guy that night. He wasn’t only interested in me physically. I actually think my personality did 70% of the work this time. I brought him to my apartment. He added me on Insta the day after. I’m fine with not seeing him ever again. I don’t need external validation through sexual attention anymore.

I used to keep an anxiety journal. I haven’t needed it since November of last year. My anxiety is a 3 out of 10. And I intent to keep it that way.

I’m just so happy right now. I need it to share it with someone.",0.9358231292516984,3.3996853918367367,3.6815306122448974,83.21358843537418,86.91836734693878,6.858503401360544,25.309523809523807,8.021203637495839,1.9288748299319725,951,42,189,22,30,334,136,245,0.058,0.785,0.157,0.9804,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,2,9,14,2,0,8,0,15,3,0,4,2,30,40,8,1,4,3,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,12,11,2,2,4,3,0,3,8,2,0,2,9,2,28,12,28,31,6,34,0,0,1,0,11,9,0,0,23,114,40,4,0.1047788793441262,0.0,0.5112453585240607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871844212753322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404666677175563,0.0,0.1039124933846115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180499164339813,0.0,0.09266840401456604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084216116248598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757370903654608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477849507081304,0.0,0.0,0.09416850057335877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05297934964945672,0.07485405233925377,0.0,0.11478014077032947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16190380453204756,0.0,0.1094852797370852,0.0,0.059548251761488966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374756386262876,0.0,0.22307813083433373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209007588814934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18626456451951567,0.11592230571176898,0.0,0.0,0.17081754263239646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400842116035262,0.10237933572382582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914430908272727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702453233030783,0.2330766341559305,0.0,0.20239218917816165,0.0,0.09832788034851736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15937811851667996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726404820459501,0.09148887593351168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948059045781354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349520107002875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17334834349704875,0.0,0.0,0.10680887237592007,0.08877880444796289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696104316366716,0.06713807509799974,0.0,0.0,0.1221948143099745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049531008631022,0.0,0.0,0.06180129776432047,0.08316859736798092,0.08404729684528503,0.0,0.0,0.09713107088667723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628027207295399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26989665194846624
anxiety,catlady420,2019/04/16,"I just quit another job 😕 So I have Generalised Anxiety Disorder and Avoidant Personality Disorder.
I moved in with my bf in December and he got me a job washing trucks. My supervisor spoke to me harshly, I had an anxiety attack, quit my job.
It happened again this week. I knew it was a bad idea just based on the job, (fund-raising, so basically approaching strangers on the street asking them to donate to a charity), but I was desperate for work. Supervisor spoke to me harshly, again with the anxiety attack, quit my job. This was on my fourth day. 
So now I'm back at square one and feeling more helpless than ever and like I can't do the most basic shit. I thought I was doing so well because I've been taking driving lessons and increasing in confidence (just a year ago even the idea of getting behind the wheel would bring me to tears) and now I'm just like... Well should have seen that coming dumbass!
Anyway guess I'm just looking for opinions and advice. I really need work.. But I'm obviously never going to find a workplace where I'm never criticised so I'm so scared that this will keep happening.
Soooo any maybe outside of the box job ideas for a 32 year old that can't take criticism without crying and having an anxiety attack?

PS. I am in counselling, I'm also on 40mg Lexapro and 50mg metoprolol per day, based on my actions your thought may be that it's not very helpful.... However I used to be a lot worse and feel like I've made significant improvements while on it, such as the driving.",3.7517004504504494,5.538139327702704,5.046351351351352,80.8497747747748,72.95270270270271,8.717117117117118,29.900900900900893,9.2995712137729,2.755173873873874,1195,52,230,28,24,397,165,296,0.16,0.735,0.105,-0.9541,7,1,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,1,6,24,13,4,2,17,0,20,2,1,2,4,48,51,21,0,3,9,0,2,3,1,4,1,2,0,1,11,13,0,2,10,0,1,9,6,8,2,1,14,7,24,5,29,31,4,38,0,1,3,0,9,13,1,5,19,145,35,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423996785352998,0.07641683705339594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893928543871453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058623357893198315,0.0903950035867654,0.2637908640327525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059141538402945,0.294216925162453,0.0,0.0662874566502906,0.07197880423993475,0.05255066589741104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742592433826099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469376281966532,0.11119208700632874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19760017363473129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05693856248808435,0.07797869038491813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717716608651924,0.06158592164876686,0.0,0.0,0.07879115470424515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045039324183959534,0.0,0.0489931253245048,0.0,0.06894719169545017,0.0,0.09496614918698608,0.0,0.15246419902430342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05778238180317725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919498453213804,0.0,0.0,0.5132797363922816,0.07662427429079205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634838498317144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239172579744932,0.0,0.0,0.07328966070606882,0.0,0.08157064928718642,0.0,0.0,0.08660598922449275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09162383815490127,0.0,0.06392100752821908,0.1329754931195083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045919208940344,0.0,0.0584157372527548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527216722267265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750735867033915,0.0,0.0,0.055226074147760235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630771847174619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848970587612709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12963307857334594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13687662066152392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445471423908112,0.0,0.07112936862737436,0.0,0.0,0.06914963287284834,0.0,0.15501994470009064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309996383890579,0.0,0.12551867834596905,0.0,0.08785176097279343,0.061238605146721366,0.0,0.0,0.11102828464669627
anxiety,BadClaireDay,2019/04/16,"Gym Anxiety I have social anxiety and ptsd. Recently, I've been trying to work out more and get back in shape, but I have almost crippling gym anxiety. I've been working out at home, but I want to add more cardio on stationary bikes and such. I can't run, because I get migraines from the head movement. Does anyone have any tips to overcome gym anxiety?",4.583043478260869,5.915455130434786,5.525333333333336,80.028,70.15942028985506,8.998260869565216,31.19130434782609,9.3871,2.906273043478261,280,12,52,6,5,92,46,69,0.106,0.872,0.023,-0.5187,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,6,3,1,0,0,10,9,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,9,7,2,10,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,2,30,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21107189208486565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433418175376356,0.0,0.645003344386473,0.0,0.0,0.14738658468269844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16208154663385996,0.0,0.12849328720253864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844603898152272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202541383234069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21632741283220605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21143570577702306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463977421052471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081259043990152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21486994605069748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14310996684435892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432713894540112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069096710872744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Coconut2081,2019/04/16,NEED ADVICE will ER give me anxiety medicine? I have been searching for relief from severe anxiety resulting from trauma for the last week. I have been seeking therapy and have called many therapists but they either haven’t answered or have no available times. I just want some relief until I can get into therapy. I have been breaking down multiple times every day. Is it possible if I go to the emergency room that they’ll give me an medication for anxiety?,5.428571428571427,7.772929476190478,6.087619047619048,72.79071428571429,69.71428571428572,10.038095238095238,32.23809523809524,10.290406445055957,3.993423809523808,372,17,59,11,7,121,60,84,0.16899999999999998,0.7440000000000001,0.086,-0.6553,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,13,1,0,1,0,12,19,5,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,3,0,10,2,9,14,2,11,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,3,6,44,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18667525523936146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4384192099771405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19506607117684965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320049349136775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16095355769891034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980686783342203,0.36651255789527454,0.10856846705862924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15571740732710315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936774974538985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19244566895540471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164856302218332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153610256904597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158129360895028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43692581185157664,0.22180405893435165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22278577925821652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267622410445713,0.0,0.15323516491235442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,goatcheese87,2019/04/16,"Medication? Hi all,

Was wondering how to go about seeking medication/therapist? I'm afraid to ask the wrong person or if I ask my PCP, they'll think I'm just trying to get drugs out of them. Can I just schedule an appointment with a therapist/psychiatrist without a referral? 

Really though, I want to not be anxious/irritable all the time. I want to be able to maintain focus for more than 2 minutes on a task and not be in my head when someone says or does something slightly passive - aggressive.

Thank you!
Sorry if if this a dumb question

TL;DR: Do I need to see my PCP for a referral to a therapist/psychiatrist or can my PCP prescribe me medication?",4.970714285714283,6.3052051190476215,6.633492063492067,72.43928571428572,69.23809523809524,10.361904761904762,34.63492063492063,10.504223727775694,4.0061968253968265,519,26,94,15,9,179,82,126,0.093,0.848,0.059,-0.7139,0,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,2,0,6,5,2,1,9,0,8,4,1,1,2,23,21,10,0,6,11,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,2,13,1,18,16,3,7,0,0,1,0,9,3,1,8,3,65,14,0,0.15762276870115874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17806886309495182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947120224517238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13793674709147796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18279236977625496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235139100649137,0.0,0.08958065187099866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16176643485726008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175767134202222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687528576105904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13763012183624132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17657357461055787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097718179162664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534795218585,0.0,0.0,0.12560493916616472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355326041527396,0.12134570809789015,0.0,0.1764457847948038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511786813317934,0.0,0.5490365497076447,0.0,0.100998305655254,0.15486356995437967,0.0,0.09191110399837413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701551331781144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185939985690122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15194272424629895,0.17093516891925664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723357535379475,0.0,0.0
anxiety,brooksy87,2019/04/16,"Getting married this weekend, I'm the groom and full of anxiety Hi everybody

I'm getting married this Saturday in front of 80 people! I know and understand they are all my friends and family who are there to support me but I've never liked being the centre of attention for anything. I'm also in the middle of my first semester first year nursing degree, (got assignments due before and after the wedding and honeymoon) and just started a part time job and might start a second one (which I actually applied for first but they took a month to get back to me but its also my preferred job). I'd like to ask how did you all keep it together? My head is buzzing with all sorts of negative talk about everyone will be looking at me wondering why I'm not jovial and full of smiles, that I'm going to fail my assignments and subjects, that ill forget to bring something like a cake stand or my belt or shoes. What helps you guys in the lead up and during your wedding (or something similar)? How do you keep your cool?",5.969242424242424,6.311482338383841,6.459141414141418,78.14204545454548,66.52525252525253,9.832323232323233,33.671717171717184,9.725611199111238,3.1808202020202017,805,34,151,16,12,262,124,198,0.112,0.792,0.097,-0.6415,2,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,5,2,5,8,7,0,0,9,1,9,3,2,3,4,36,31,20,0,1,8,0,0,3,1,2,1,0,0,1,9,11,0,2,5,1,0,5,3,1,0,5,3,2,18,6,22,24,6,28,0,1,1,0,16,8,0,6,17,104,27,6,0.0,0.0,0.1410428781390022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311651878688369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056697254358558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893793860681245,0.0,0.1351183839468878,0.0,0.0,0.1111365767167251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298651845904555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381070046070646,0.0,0.0,0.1362523848950446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3688178308314053,0.0,0.0,0.1116654566741642,0.0,0.2265368092419394,0.0,0.08214115469755445,0.0,0.1155958494483972,0.0,0.0,0.14310990567561732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14833205020228138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687709308297554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868524236877685,0.2569342668555881,0.0,0.0,0.07943128620497797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118338474622256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213709047578775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15332615004847888,0.0,0.0,0.11536446847095068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147237983866587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793896753204784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15651462090358353,0.0,0.1002006422781356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22253637080263325,0.0,0.0,0.2046017052579908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640137765882414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616975463876257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427806735348886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16058093374090207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504634373962471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304181073179034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15673933891069294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307419606896214
anxiety,PolarisXVII,2019/04/16,"Nighttime anxiety Hi, hoping this is the right place to post this, but I can't think of anywhere else relevant to post.

Lately I've been experiencing hypnagogic hallucinations, thankfully the hallucinations themselves are all auditory and not really scary, though they do keep me up.

With that said, as soon as they wake me up/keep me awake I begin to feel really, really anxious, feeling sick, sweating etc. This instantly makes me wide awake and makes it even harder to sleep.

Really I was wondering if anyone knows any good ways to calm down, and if anyone else has experiences with this hallucinations I'd love to hear about it, thanks.",11.24763157894737,9.46399306140351,10.898491228070178,57.535105263157924,56.982456140350884,14.734035087719299,38.58947368421053,13.348371206891418,5.234002105263159,515,18,86,16,5,170,79,114,0.071,0.7170000000000001,0.212,0.9629,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,7,5,3,2,1,19,22,9,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,7,5,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,5,9,6,14,19,2,11,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,4,3,51,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418119077019368,0.0,0.1171975101601054,0.17307228922302784,0.0,0.21424187525407865,0.15697140989498434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559577296112059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17085839379243384,0.10118709425616083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14985890661109694,0.0,0.0,0.15492495307776066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12849681416383735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17266743034976695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15216207594526646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723422343721749,0.0,0.0,0.08419466281731168,0.0,0.17281616894572827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382688981364784,0.0,0.20452425618092693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600612967396687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29344632666221154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3925751354440386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13083188421310904,0.14572819476817045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15331054696699192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28209178413839003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816431499358208,0.15051813160037436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160295596333112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16613876496648114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ipartakeinfitness,2019/04/16,"Panic attacks only when waking up from a nap/sleep? Panic attack or no? I get this weird energy through my arms and legs (like extreme muscle tension), vibration, head sensations, and this face sensation like something has hardened on my face+burning. I've gotten this only when waking up. Is this a panic attack or something completely different?",5.839209039548024,9.094697694915254,6.045000000000003,69.23721751412431,72.0508474576271,8.001129943502825,31.867231638418087,8.841846274778883,3.65489604519774,280,13,35,6,6,89,42,59,0.331,0.606,0.063,-0.9608,1,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,2,10,3,4,2,0,2,6,6,0,0,4,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,1,0,3,2,5,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,4,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5836405704414576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17929915911508373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17866748563254498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893448833526811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17550405738212396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670922306621622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26011934101163503,0.0,0.6019248882012378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17113200071153778,0.0,0.0,0.26330139668193075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CalligraphyCat,2019/04/16,"Election Woes (I lost) Hey so I am a member of an organization at my university where I ran for president, and lost. I have a position regardless, which is something I will enjoy doing, but I am utterly heartbroken.

This year I was given a leadership award for my hours in the organization and helping expand our community outreach footprint. The former president said I did more work than any other board member including herself.

So I ran for president. When I began telling other board members my intentions, friends of the person running against me seemed surprised, but I was confident and wanted to give it a go.

Last night, following the elections, we were chatting and a current board member made a comment asserting that I would not win/ didn't have a chance. I left the conversation shortly after because I was uncomfortable.

Today, I told the results and was disappointed. I know I would have been regardless, but the comment from last night just made it hurt more. Then, I was contacted by other members that they would still like a chance to vote. I told them the votes were tallied, and they said they would have voted for me if they could have, which made the loss hurt even more.

There were only 10 people at the voting meeting out of our normal 24. I have a lot of feelings right now, most negative. And I don't know what to do. I have goals for the position I was elected for, and look forward to the work, but I feel cheated of a chance I had because I told the race was 1 vote difference. 

There's basically nothing I can do now (at least that I can think of), but that doesn't make me feel any better. I feel anxious about people not liking me and now returning to a board of people who told me I couldn't win.",6.826648536234202,6.957122136778118,7.1236442169252925,74.83090225563912,64.71428571428571,10.208990561510156,34.64101743721005,9.93914555978268,3.370473556231002,1369,57,250,27,19,445,165,329,0.161,0.746,0.093,-0.9761,1,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,3,0,5,10,13,17,1,0,25,0,38,0,0,6,0,46,67,19,0,11,9,0,4,2,1,5,0,2,0,1,14,11,0,0,8,1,0,6,7,8,0,0,29,7,47,9,29,31,6,33,0,7,1,0,28,10,0,4,21,190,61,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14725246621722918,0.0,0.0,0.12231248862459633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199883856617553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575461242151033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644351741410992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311744719271913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151026528119618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21897504962878206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364790684264585,0.0,0.0,0.10386092669103436,0.06153143380891316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257003462616897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066225771952404,0.0,0.23180714945239386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900297597408753,0.17650641298396522,0.0,0.0,0.11763394685300126,0.0,0.0,0.10578895489195754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091819831283172,0.0,0.23637552342173201,0.09204593250060762,0.0,0.3073385688779988,0.07227000598965673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20320514145298046,0.10608005658359748,0.10388646170534847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234300638562525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22517905466446708,0.09453580159334607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246063261420842,0.20597610680350567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856349636448088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335031337540752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646329399225655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946313645540498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937402697390485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262579545443387,0.4138204311257322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385951476663693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764138738388028,0.0,0.0,0.30764309516306537,0.0,0.0,0.06972130786110871
anxiety,Luvumum22,2019/04/16,"Unsure of anxiety I recently made a post and I'm getting worried about weather I have anxiety or not. I get worried a lot and sometimes have have breathing issues because of nerves, but not bad or often. Can someone help me figure it out please?",6.0450354609929065,6.830875914893618,6.8391489361702105,73.93333333333334,66.44680851063829,8.819858156028369,39.0709219858156,8.841846274778883,3.788721985815604,196,11,32,3,3,65,35,47,0.16899999999999998,0.629,0.202,0.7701,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,4,1,1,1,0,12,8,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,4,7,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,1,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3757849114637093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050757040259678,0.14972275407662086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566441944517546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16462850076091495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25635504505376383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20881048144423853,0.0,0.2324039487327864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696081454876108,0.0,0.0,0.2352283374737752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425121520332029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081061929663192,0.0,0.2429164810563454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4988616785222779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aheckincrab,2019/04/16,"Apartment hunting anxiety? Hello all! I have been suffering from anxiety most of my life. I’ve learned a lot of coping mechanisms/am medicated but there are still things they crop up and this is one if them. I’m planning on moving in September when my lease is up and I’m having intense anxiety about the moving process. Not a day goes by where I worry about something - will I find a place I can afford? Will I get ripped off? Will I remember to check all the important things while viewing a place? Will my landlord suck? Will I be able to move all my stuff? Etc etc. 

The process has been slowly creeping to the forefront of my mind for months. I thought starting the search would alleviate it but it’s still a bit too early to look for a September 1st move in. Most places are looking for June atm. Does anyone have any advice for how I can start alleviating this very specific anxiety?

For context, I’m planning on living alone. My SO is planning to join me in summer 2020 for a few months before we find a place together. I live in an expensive city that is known for high rent and poor living conditions, but I also know quality is here too. I don’t have a car so living outside the city/public transit isn’t really an option.

Thank you!",2.237430643127368,4.734541299180329,3.59377049180328,86.01207440100883,80.68032786885246,6.86860025220681,24.958385876418664,8.012643519586192,1.6744765447667094,983,38,190,19,26,321,145,244,0.105,0.852,0.043,-0.928,2,1,1,0,0,0,25.0,1,1,2,3,14,3,1,0,17,0,25,2,0,1,3,26,37,13,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,0,8,4,0,0,7,0,5,5,3,2,0,1,3,3,23,1,28,27,10,33,0,1,3,0,5,16,1,5,12,132,31,1,0.10111904133993206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881235688957668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104728830920908,0.0,0.08086486082624028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876441563083238,0.0,0.30942315940024284,0.0,0.0,0.07070478483969922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604485641097051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110395803541112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06521341629468473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848995450576917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255489214108837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18484194371760973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05283052556559422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10683781899625418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055572380629035925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714233693437219,0.0,0.0,0.3571598643595098,0.0,0.16982905448841978,0.0,0.0,0.08596779289607236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186679588728456,0.0,0.0,0.10210140595493124,0.0,0.16142450813121298,0.4298941524335132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852087939329703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4225915044374996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06477944718339583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145481618591053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784637825286264,0.0,0.0,0.14314515583450682,0.0,0.16150759406972082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11575710981554188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309682749414804,0.0,0.0,0.1343579957796849,0.0,0.0,0.08027722371738151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343379914815405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269129491577424,0.0,0.07183206572085761,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rubyviolet1,2019/04/16,"Texting anxiety when I like someone I’m pretty good with face to face interactions and when texting friends, but for some reason when I’m texting someone I have a romantic interest in I’ll project all my fears and anxieties into the conversation. 

Them not replying feels like they want nothing to do with me 
Taking a while to respond means that they’ve lost interest and that I’m unloveable and unwanted 

It’s clear that these are fears I struggle with, but why do they only come up in the context of texting, I find it very strange. 

It’s hard not to feel constantly ignored and rejected when texting someone I like. Any tips on ways of reframing these types of thoughts? Or on how these fears could have originated?",7.243055555555558,7.707457777777778,6.986805555555558,75.02687500000003,63.814814814814824,10.601851851851851,39.83796296296296,10.411451182825502,4.293240740740742,580,31,103,13,8,183,82,135,0.214,0.598,0.188,-0.6422,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,1,5,15,0,4,4,0,6,2,2,3,2,30,17,14,0,3,5,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,9,10,0,1,6,0,0,1,2,8,0,0,2,3,10,7,17,14,2,15,0,2,0,0,7,6,0,2,10,64,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678017482552096,0.0,0.2402424186457311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13526033437477306,0.0,0.16968472926030395,0.0,0.12536909077495126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5300793717750746,0.15878983002766614,0.11217636991089433,0.0,0.0,0.1435150352416116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131461490458267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317023944485629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066064620702298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301386874154236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17140778938270407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17104271876640734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506666044769302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942211690424348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15974757056726274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16144451141977426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39913205885765335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641532266694242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806081475621512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465773037422515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955938878658435,0.09261549672105368,0.12463655676298507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168770662912267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hellokittysoup,2019/04/16,"First post. Feeling confused. I’ll preface this by saying that I have always known that I’m “high strung.” I know I panic and I know I can lose my cool but I never thought that I had GAD. I have always been told that I’m an anxious person and that I needed to relax, but that was all I thought I needed; to relax. 

But as I filled out my questionnaire with my doctor I was shocked. How could I have severe anxiety? I thought to myself, “I don’t hide away from people. I don’t let my nerves keep me from doing stuff. I have never felt like this has interfered with my life. How could I have severe anxiety?” I thought, “surely everyone thinks about how they have to prepare for the death of a loved one in the middle of the night, right? Surely everyone thinks about how your house might burn while you sleep and there will be no one to wake you up, right? Surely everyone feels like screaming in the middle of a grocery store but they do a great job holding it in, right?” 

Turns out I was not right. But how? I thought I would catch this. 

When I first walked in she asked me what my preference was with regards to treatment. I told her that I didn’t feel like I needed medications. I felt like I need to vent and do a better job at time management.  I guess I was incorrect there too. 

I’m in a weird place right now after this visit. I see my therapist tomorrow and I pick up my meds tonight. We’ll see how this goes. I guess the moral of the story is that anxiety can look like many different things, and many times we will have a hard time seeing it.",2.0186535303776694,3.968051031746037,3.0309688013136302,92.67857142857143,78.36507936507937,6.249589490968803,21.020799124247397,7.237678284180719,0.46034428024083207,1205,32,262,15,29,384,154,315,0.174,0.7140000000000001,0.112,-0.9039,3,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,2,3,2,4,13,20,0,2,13,1,33,6,2,7,6,60,66,20,1,8,6,0,6,5,0,5,3,2,0,1,18,12,0,2,16,2,1,4,7,6,0,4,17,13,54,14,33,40,1,39,1,1,4,1,16,20,0,4,19,182,72,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375061917809528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18445133447262133,0.0907966237616251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513625952199214,0.0,0.07551142507853756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108182995246287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833978959205125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397083902982119,0.0,0.08226336914998622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303944904500994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191434058310165,0.11483445897687525,0.15433798744059904,0.0,0.0,0.1367274703570537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860957517720992,0.17707596267211378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719968439848419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491662711651568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927376194219036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951210724359058,0.0714376504167733,0.0,0.0,0.08833986257279129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218503760763811,0.05676858325026884,0.19632663932097105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749159908463308,0.08991485872510649,0.0,0.0,0.07253818146389837,0.0,0.0,0.16296764397961475,0.0,0.0,0.0892743285777804,0.08096556821529685,0.0,0.08526118404493963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383770225481973,0.1239745091146792,0.0,0.0,0.07542296368264648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892326368699738,0.0,0.0,0.09429833248850594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05571929771924795,0.07017706618348199,0.08397083902982119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697343068550194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34318299654586204,0.0,0.06391443543860896,0.0,0.0,0.1921364163142464,0.0,0.0,0.1815932475232502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042928255090538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200584046588,0.0,0.0,0.22724682594834225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331720355962116,0.05339508020163677,0.10299728992206594,0.0,0.31902893265712395,0.1405953480728303,0.0,0.0,0.15359632696673295,0.0,0.0,0.08742082928808963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057093422508381377,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,archimold,2019/04/16,"I feel trapped I am fine when I'm alone, but not in public.

I don't even feel comfortable laughing in public. I feel like I have to fake it because if I don't people won't think I'm engaged enough. 

I have to go along with what other people are talking about because I don't have anything interesting to them, but their topics aren't interesting to me.

I feel like I'm super polite, and it isn't a bad thing, but it just emphasizes how uncomfortable I am around them. I'm constantly making sure I say the right thing (but I always forget something) and apologize just for texting someone I don't usually text.

I feel like a tool and don't think I add to the group I'm in. I don't even really like my group. I have to meet new people but I'm scared I'll only meet the same personalities and never find ""my people.""

When I'm alone it isn't hard to make myself happy and to laugh at things. I like hanging out by myself in my room. I feel safe and comfortable and happy. I feel like myself. 

I don't fully have a grip on my identity, but I see myself a lot better by myself.

Problem is, if I got my way I'd never leave the house. That isn't healthy, and I ought to get better. I just don't know where to start.",2.277217898832685,3.4713901361867703,4.251850194552528,87.46617996108951,75.65369649805447,7.007704280155642,22.188521400778214,7.554174236665415,0.7416912062256813,943,24,208,12,20,323,116,257,0.15,0.61,0.24,0.9809,0,3,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,3,3,11,25,0,1,8,0,23,0,0,3,3,48,47,19,0,4,12,0,9,6,0,2,0,1,1,1,10,13,0,1,11,0,0,2,16,4,0,0,1,11,39,21,24,44,3,22,0,0,1,0,13,11,0,3,14,135,49,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22445172081168316,0.0,0.0,0.09016225636843696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08916912437437874,0.09646129365767986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047412290481643,0.1321076518382746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19166709551535896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709613945881715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196243220612742,0.0,0.14313842956875394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835222330798712,0.3096429457696131,0.0,0.0,0.09903694135792918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056612406871697135,0.0,0.06158215726013761,0.0,0.08666352214747146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23069749535824144,0.0970671828656893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250301952798075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059550538051975875,0.0,0.0,0.11473512001592152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176284861217605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921218105856544,0.0,0.0,0.144659163570521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16714422023071207,0.10465250661022453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241088586135867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004862414247339,0.09461373220253644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368364993014097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941669388309768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253685255738664,0.0,0.0861703631590147,0.10848492429268146,0.0,0.08634702868114484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181109663436328,0.08341902322488333,0.0,0.0,0.07669611192637057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212581547148236,0.0,0.0,0.08709378539146433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21596405038885974,0.13886243093711834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934065767000038,0.0,0.0,0.08600926963791025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CaptainKeenKeen,2019/04/16,"Depersonlization episode, therapy I just started work a few weeks ago. I was of course nervous to start but at the same time, feeling kind of thrilled to have something to do and finally start making some money. For the past few months I have been going to therapy. It's been somewhat helpful to talk to a professional once a week but most of the time I'm very nervous to show up for my appointments. I'm worried that my expensive sessions will be a waste of time for myself and my therapist because what I will talk about don't hold enough substance to be worth anyone's time. It's difficult to articulate the daily struggle of my internal anxiety. Today I cancelled my session because I had a stomach ache and I haven't left my bed all day. I feel worthless and a sense of guilt. Anyways, last week I had an episode where I felt an out of body experience and was questioning my purpose and why anything has meaning. It was an experience I had never felt before and I was questioning my own existence. I remember I stared at myself in the mirror for what must have been a few minutes and I was locked. I couldn't escape the gaze. I also tried to take a walk and I kept staring at flowers and bushes, wondering why. I wasn't experience dark thoughts, but more of a relaxed state of why are things the way that they are. I explained my experience to my therapist and she said it was a disassociation or depersonilzation episode. I felt   that way for the remainder of the day and I woke up feeling okay. I was wondering if anyone else has felt this before? It was a scary experience.",4.3545098039215695,6.108991395424838,5.5014542483660165,78.3290441176471,71.3202614379085,8.629411764705884,32.03104575163398,9.188382445141503,2.942943790849673,1261,59,236,27,24,418,150,306,0.135,0.799,0.066,-0.9559,1,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,1,5,10,0,4,23,1,31,2,2,1,3,45,54,18,0,3,6,0,7,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,12,13,0,2,15,2,3,2,5,6,0,0,23,10,37,4,34,25,11,33,0,1,2,0,9,9,0,9,19,170,49,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798773324960275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206116397069633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689341229244916,0.0,0.0,0.12601441570015148,0.09232863778888556,0.0741530883200735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986078918294133,0.0,0.15335443462864246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009221496463007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162273609744626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527558210233559,0.0,0.0,0.09310801448552468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44072575755008575,0.0,0.0,0.13668740587932096,0.0,0.34608002686133216,0.09871141486992882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05121175270353725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060399025943454525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383599738253852,0.0,0.07345191077778741,0.0,0.0,0.09790509050195903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060149316300985266,0.0,0.0,0.09815651929620033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192517139383778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949860846967726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596451479034998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602046514821915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20188828833166794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207738923842072,0.0,0.0857155180002527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937130133517848,0.0,0.0,0.1913415748349505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420283702994672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06775172147239933,0.14485447077281066,0.0,0.0,0.20609793278422012,0.2092499769505401,0.059865270685732976,0.0,0.0,0.07153750247392174,0.210176132026906,0.0,0.08541401577180469,0.0,0.0,0.06117896988923485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435042390083847,0.0,0.1430507030892757,0.21684311062638825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24393155481998724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19544152484258426,0.06560136215594217,0.09151137052210766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FilmAddictKaiju,2019/04/16,I am always told to fear a heart attack but no one has ever told me why I shouldn't fear one. Any ideas?,-1.7299999999999969,0.10028933333333434,0.8049999999999997,103.54,93.16666666666666,3.2,8.0,3.1291,-2.39865,80,0,21,0,3,27,20,24,0.413,0.5870000000000001,0.0,-0.882,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,1,0,3,1,1,0,1,4,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19997044794131225,0.0,0.0,0.1634298915664584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734054701308478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173885865992028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5408670313715179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847874156086771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712987523428403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32570217565446224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4592835008080184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168567954541623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DurrNoises,2019/04/16,"Is this rational? I received some crap for being religious in 9th grade, Now I’m concerned that everyone I meet won’t want to do anything with me because of being christian. I’m relatively open minded, haven’t forced or shamed anyone for their beliefs, but am super worried that I’ll suddenly be hated by the majority without anyone taking a moment to realize who I am. Is this rational?",6.064931506849316,7.383537958904114,7.561534246575345,66.85435616438359,66.67123287671232,10.223561643835618,36.51780821917808,10.355215969177356,4.379270684931506,313,16,48,8,5,108,57,73,0.192,0.726,0.083,-0.8205,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,1,4,2,1,2,0,10,1,1,0,0,10,15,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,9,11,2,6,2,0,0,0,4,2,1,2,3,35,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4718036464356216,0.0,0.27763250156332164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20566187070272027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32237815470496434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33308991246575576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406545663419713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536654958511241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19899367921317407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252193616690165,0.0,0.0,0.3426226917195453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,brightwings00,2019/04/16,"Just had a panic attack... over the thought of taking anxiety medication. This is the dumbest thing ever. I feel like a complete idiot:

I was referred by my GP to a psychiatrist about a month ago after telling her about ADD-like symptoms. While I was at the psychiatrist's office, I filled out that checklist they make you do, and I ticked off a bunch of anxiety-related symptoms as well as nearly all the boxes for ADD.

After a chat with the psychiatrist, I was prescribed 5 mg of Lexapro (escitalopram?) for one week, to go up to 10 mg the following week. I got the prescription filled out at a nearby pharmacy... and I couldn't do it. I kept thinking of all the side effects they talk about--weight gain, loss of libido, feeling flat and fuzzy--and I just put it off.

Now I just had another appointment with the psychiatrist, who urged me to take the meds. And I looked up the withdrawal symptoms on the way home and had what feels like a panic attack--crying, angry, anxious, repeating ""I can't do this, I don't want to do this"". I know this is the dumbest thing ever, but I'm really terrified of doing this. I don't want to do it.

Has anyone else felt like this?",3.6400438596491225,5.25381800438597,5.031578947368423,81.5493859649123,72.90350877192982,8.224561403508767,27.14035087719298,8.841846274778883,2.0948403508771922,907,33,178,18,18,303,124,228,0.131,0.809,0.06,-0.9223,0,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,1,2,3,9,9,2,2,21,0,19,4,0,2,4,32,37,9,0,3,4,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,1,0,14,10,0,1,9,1,0,5,4,5,1,1,10,5,22,4,34,26,3,29,0,1,1,0,8,12,0,0,14,128,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355977949119453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433213242319916,0.09800206834790676,0.14472527867181278,0.0,0.08957590853658391,0.13126151588186366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914820907045176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343185251521222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407203338902757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701757604433856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317615652931531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943253634771924,0.18304038617324975,0.12300351773337598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280657932161792,0.0,0.102459460341201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285025057255023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07040466208436491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18776090834185968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075782345296642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551290938547175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14229881625971816,0.12905506765916752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225437365170896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680911821308616,0.0,0.0,0.3006136546115559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878365952801454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206909686672655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3994589717294656,0.1926421504107472,0.10296814656455973,0.11197180893124818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17021817644174847,0.08208626526437315,0.0,0.10170323360126418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112252517098645,0.10168595890258593,0.20552059896042885,0.15600071154188785,0.11518424090608932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DudleyMax12,2019/04/16,"Gravol gave me a severe panic/anxiety attack in the middle of the night.? So I took 2 Gravol (prevents and treats nausea, vomiting and dizziness due to motion sickness). The box recommends 1-2 every 4 hours. I’ve taken gravol lots in the past for long plane or car drives and have had no problems at all. But I’d been feeling nauseous and took 2 before bed around 10 pm, everything was fine I fell asleep shortly after and around 1130 woke up in a full on panic attack, heart felt like it trying to escape my chest, lungs felt heavy and hard to breathe, and couldn’t sit still at all. I went up and down the stairs from the couch to my bed about 20 times because I wasn’t able to sit still. I felt like I needed to leave my house. Super strange experience and my mom thinks it’s to do with the gravol... has anyone else had this experience? Please let me know, thanks",4.291628131021195,5.258452184971098,4.492615606936418,88.53040703275533,70.5028901734104,7.153949903660887,23.665221579961468,7.1686216300943375,0.7220562620423894,680,16,142,6,12,212,116,173,0.121,0.762,0.117,-0.1926,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,6,10,2,1,9,0,10,7,5,0,2,27,24,12,0,3,2,1,5,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,3,12,0,1,6,0,0,7,3,4,0,0,14,5,12,6,24,8,4,33,0,0,0,0,2,15,0,2,11,77,15,0,0.12950651688638268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099072130943158,0.0,0.0,0.09055396778345992,0.13269473092220882,0.0,0.23057651400981796,0.0,0.29466471825214524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07894597065790776,0.0,0.1102005072646312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818607694528863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911482604704996,0.0,0.1163921067490658,0.2533644477342664,0.0,0.0,0.06548238617319749,0.0,0.3730396966344344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601240145788905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346584605993085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753783203184793,0.14943313260908955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117339479274341,0.0,0.0,0.13712870211783132,0.0,0.13242918785129526,0.0,0.12654068504768334,0.0,0.0,0.11460919211202784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010180945993256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151676467356393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602744130013574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153309308581887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038959876566061,0.0,0.0,0.12362862433588555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215926546412233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392024642312488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14630550151715366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20684814335170584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923220099969788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298254677683525,0.0,0.0,0.07551629146027053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877730108470113,0.08792642393481935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005383862394847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EasyTherePartner,2019/04/16,"How do you convince yourself? How do you convince yourself it’s just anxiety? 
How do you convince yourself it’s not a heart attack?
How do you convince yourself you’re not going crazy?
How do you convince yourself you’re not dying?
How do you convince yourself it’s just depersonalization and you’re not losing your mind?
How do you convince yourself you’re safe?

Really. How do you convince your anxious time rational mind? I know I haven’t had 23 heart attacks today BUT WHAT IF the next chest pain IS the real heart attack??

What ways are you guys telling/convincing yourself it’s just anxiety- nothing more, nothing less. Having a hard time getting my brain on board. Any help would be appreciated.",2.533898785425105,5.52009751538462,3.235344129554658,84.05334008097167,89.23076923076924,4.8906882591093135,28.380566801619434,6.5966054737557815,1.7400000000000009,567,28,94,7,19,178,65,130,0.08199999999999999,0.6859999999999999,0.233,0.9321,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,11,0,1,11,14,3,0,4,0,15,6,5,8,0,24,18,11,1,2,9,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,1,1,14,9,1,15,2,7,0,1,0,0,13,1,0,1,4,60,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959851628542763,0.0,0.2159549533974386,0.15945653667252524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4817270878214063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575673275452028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14648885532792513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737437605419986,0.0,0.08021739596663696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13975824923083102,0.0,0.0,0.1264404657084525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5017815199662812,0.09460821636301107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07757099301933347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15790798571262046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850375441521373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15011200303460615,0.0,0.0,0.27086973009829823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019092715848475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065679411527373,0.0904227241730575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16460852358577802,0.0,0.13379135769735484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203634212099174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026715799332876,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Skidattles,2019/04/16,"Just a thought process Disclaimer: I am aware that this relates to depression as well, but seeing as I think my anxiety and depression bounce of one another, and in all reality my depression stems from my anxiety - I’m posting here. This may be triggering?







I don't have a voice,
Not one people listen to anyway,
I mean,
I can form sounds,
Speak words,
But no matter how loud I scream them....

I am never heard.

They ask me - What's wrong?
It's simple, I don't belong,
Why won't you speak your mind?
I do try ! I think you'll find.

But,
Speach, is no longer free,
I say what is wanted,
Not what is needed.

I speak in rhyme and metaphors,
In body language and abbreviations,
I make my own riddles...
Code my own words.

Sometimes,
I forget.
Or.
I can't really tell,
If I share my words,
Or keep them to myself.

I spew punctuation and grammatically incorrect words.

Yet let whole phrases,
Go,
Unspoken.

I've learnt,
That you thoughts don't have to be verbalised,
They can be expressed in

Art

Sports

Violence

Or better yet

s i l e n c e .

I'm fed up of people,
Making choices for me,
I'm fed up of my mind,
Godamn fighting against me!

'Cause when I am giving a chance,
To have MY say,
My mind goes blank.

And takes the words away.",0.8254621254946315,3.2140712663934465,2.586461277557941,91.50483606557378,86.3360655737705,5.8245336348219325,20.70887507066139,7.237678284180719,0.6222780101752399,935,30,201,15,29,308,143,244,0.171,0.7490000000000001,0.08,-0.9762,0,0,0,0,2,0,55.0,0,4,4,1,8,10,1,0,4,0,23,3,1,5,2,43,45,17,0,3,10,0,0,0,0,3,0,11,0,0,8,6,2,1,6,2,1,1,10,6,1,2,5,12,40,5,20,33,5,13,0,3,1,0,21,7,0,5,4,127,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457720684896088,0.2126961578236244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12996268440610206,0.0,0.13061160575427055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294976475926668,0.0,0.15441720767487455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428093632097087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3592069500559346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705956241152438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335834359738408,0.07900690233911696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356522503107956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215490860812424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18559064698554475,0.0,0.0,0.15143091428399594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4211044214744119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307978447486416,0.10721893866540247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18840383901320604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19275459148180565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13314042705182594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905823047346136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211047410330784,0.0,0.0,0.11077902375953398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13749195514921464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045239297444936,0.0,0.12150750461557053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17815372191780812,0.0,0.22072888246025946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438382098007546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199617877034156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499351235926863,0.0,0.1254417557929076,0.15520817911066306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519939157053486,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Spagdidly,2019/04/16,"Just want to share what's been working for me For the last 4 years I've had really bad social anxiety. I'm 27 now and never had a lick of it until I had a bad experience in college that completely turned me upside down. Not drugs or violence related, just a bad experience in what I felt was a crucial point in my life. And this relatively little thing has snowballed into a massive thing. But that's enough back story.

So I've just basically been doing deep breathing exercises. But I prefer to think of it as getting high on oxygen. I think it elevates the effect lol. I do it before I go to bed and when I wake up, and whenever I get one of those anxiety ""pangs"" before having to talk to someone. It's just deep breathes in and letting it out. Not forcing it out. Start in the belly, up to the chest, and into the head. I do about 30 ""reps"" in bed and as many as I need to feel calm again before I meet with someone. I also focus on my breath and my breath only, so it's sort of a mini meditation. I feel cool as cucumber now. Like I can just be myself and stop thinking about myself. I actually found myself enjoying a conversation with some coworkers the other day which was fucking weird.

I know it's not this simple for everyone, but it definitely can't hurt to give it a try! You could always use more O2 baby.",3.070392679459843,4.500664287313434,5.2378891257995726,80.23987562189056,74.0373134328358,8.23909026297086,25.44847192608387,8.841846274778883,1.9069621179815213,1031,34,206,21,21,360,153,268,0.053,0.862,0.086,0.8076,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,2,15,11,1,0,14,2,17,11,7,2,1,45,36,22,0,4,12,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,22,15,0,1,10,1,0,1,5,6,0,1,9,5,25,5,39,24,3,33,0,1,0,1,7,20,1,3,13,151,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.12584241702147206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312603640989096,0.10730169102737884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19730191628561136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915917498323876,0.3230185259195952,0.0,0.0,0.3291960774231193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520787291494366,0.0,0.0,0.102960842603564,0.0,0.0,0.08316592738185652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954797538576406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324598109172192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322294820317213,0.0,0.2522873515524633,0.0,0.0,0.13040801839963387,0.0,0.12381794674226697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413935564923348,0.0,0.11921770911879985,0.13474833561484914,0.12370630957169262,0.07328864513022497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234602105048532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624905427631476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805002470464606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087082435532505,0.10511632074561636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186620842040245,0.0910854098084053,0.0630013693314178,0.12924775210765055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074110526902405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561921200317784,0.09945878795956173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738389741787474,0.0980768202589448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190506656393288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261249151472863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145436369268426,0.21852793664986345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127569380357277,0.0,0.0,0.10781295869532773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364991768053458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17134522242619896,0.2478893207625209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755263346679316,0.14026705627638816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137654709713043,0.0,0.0,0.0760615676607631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938814763661493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304341169289932
anxiety,huellsmotelroom,2019/04/16,"My boyfriend doesn't seem to believe I have anxiety/depression Sorry for the length, I don't know if I'm asking for advice or what, I just needed to get it out:

I \[26 F\] was diagnosed with anxiety and depression in October 2018, although these are things I've been experiencing since middle school and never really sought help for. I'm currently in grad school, I'm overall healthy and active, and I feel like because I don't fit this sterotypical idea of what ""mental illness"" looks like, my boyfriend doesn't believe I have it, and thinks I'm being... I dunno, dramatic? He's never said that, but seems to have a kind of ""eye-roll"" attitude when I talk about anything related to mental health.

I've been dating my boyfriend \[26 M\] for almost a year and a half, we're semi-long distance (\~1 hr away, hang out every weekend), and overall he's great, I really love him a lot. We have some communication issues, but nothing unique to a mid-twenties guy I think. Anxiety really manifests itself for me in intrusive thoughts about my relationships, especially romantic ones: constant doubts that they care for me, intrusive thoughts about them cheating, just a barrage of mental torture on bad days. I realized it was damaging my current relationship, as I'd shut down and get cold, preparing for the worst at all times, and that's when I went to the Dr. and was prescribed Lexapro, as anxiety seemed to be my dominant issue. This helped immensely, I felt more stable, woke up without a pounding heart and dread every morning, and the intrusive thoughts really slowed. I decided to tell him about my diagnosis and prescription. I had mentioned anxiety in passing before, but I have a tendency to play things down (""I have some anxiety issues/feeling anxious today/etc"") and I think he took that as a colloquial use of 'anxiety', so when I told him this time after my diagnoses, it didn't seem to have much weight. He didn't say much about it, or ask much about my doctor/medication/etc. and seemed to not want to discuss it at all. I thought this was weird as he's in PT school, and I guess I expected someone within the medical field would maybe have some tangential interest? Or that someone who cares about me would want to know what medications I was on, especially after I tried to discuss some of the side effects. But fine, the lexapro lessened my sensitivity so I moved past it. 

Flash forward to 2019, lexapro seems to be working less, I'm tired, unmotivated, can't concentrate, can't sleep, am having more intrusive thoughts, so I go back to my Dr. She prescribes Wellbutrin and wants me to taper off Lexapro. My bf has noticed my edginess but again doesn't really say anything, and is giving general platitudes ""You gotta realize the world is bigger than you and you're fine where you're at. You could have it worse and be thankful you're not there."" I try to explain how this can feel condescending and this is more than just a positivity issue or existential thoughts. I finally tell him how I thought he might not believe me that I had a diagnosable mental illness. He doesn't really address this last concern and says he's just trying to be helpful. I backed off and thanked him for trying to help. 

The first week of Wellbutrin was awful, I was super irritable, constantly wound up, intrusive thoughts galore, all the fun stuff. It's gotten a lot better, but things between us have not. This medicinal carousel has been rough and I know it's given me mood swings, but I don't know how to explain what I'm going through to him, or how pervasive this has been in my life. It feels like trying to describe a color he's never seen using only hand puppets. The worst part is feeling like he is skeptical of me, doesn't want to know or to educate himself, and would be comfortable just ignoring all this.  I don't know how, or how much more to keep trying; I can't tell if this is the biggest source of anxiety in my life, or just a product of it.",6.803305289916472,7.057746826897475,7.108934451034982,74.49534938264135,64.75233022636485,10.662159544849294,35.57683694467982,10.436869588844218,3.730837283621837,3141,139,575,72,44,1021,329,751,0.124,0.752,0.125,0.8319,3,0,0,0,0,0,116.0,2,3,2,5,30,32,3,2,26,1,61,19,3,9,7,131,128,59,0,12,28,0,8,4,1,5,14,4,1,1,40,29,1,2,35,2,0,8,22,12,0,3,32,17,74,19,85,84,22,65,0,2,3,1,52,31,0,27,32,384,114,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05084265502215512,0.0,0.0,0.05210005912997452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786171388661095,0.058778559830266086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563174077063819,0.0,0.09728117506506652,0.0,0.04888345659746186,0.08001499470243592,0.04344248467949632,0.03171671886262052,0.0,0.04427329828619158,0.17585839143034476,0.0,0.046015891578465216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609514783046632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245087724850487,0.0,0.04154134641033005,0.0,0.0,0.033554742866745604,0.0,0.08962591673311443,0.15842663468582327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05325442913071581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160533597506204,0.0,0.0,0.08767424689663685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153846962681048,0.11150972092204517,0.04995650858492747,0.05699580746225275,0.0,0.044256292050694486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05436656447679557,0.0499114666227812,0.059139162390519084,0.0,0.0,0.05736274103937975,0.05731639368965076,0.05151741525064159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055304957894337065,0.0,0.061655244136382924,0.13949719019292284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05873500686062006,0.0,0.16291593638780635,0.0,0.04624623730701579,0.0,0.054180749479591325,0.17156441558657007,0.04241101163367772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349999215423793,0.10167600192623047,0.0,0.0,0.04604449720481262,0.04369170163475949,0.0,0.0,0.08846729244836271,0.04695868263062535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05227065661574625,0.0,0.0,0.10482855635752636,0.20973411700823485,0.05519510968537708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05529915684696232,0.1529907660020266,0.03857923759036238,0.12038514428503815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04992373774393576,0.059235965305844435,0.0,0.0,0.035256556391031584,0.03957080247378893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05634291127382422,0.049668074111405516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999886971232888,0.0,0.0,0.11172048846395667,0.0,0.0,0.04949199813321637,0.1241279128608003,0.0,0.15796998772268922,0.0,0.2841943827627181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04303936527499121,0.0,0.052067105589027836,0.0,0.08816890467437186,0.0,0.0,0.05824279965683485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595613644484797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04181936575973823,0.13642830881313767,0.09580360256423254,0.0,0.0,0.10369832443924752,0.10001526682203793,0.0,0.3304450835970082,0.06067767527165616,0.059800291438637125,0.04931791124585174,0.04971644605434632,0.0578067227828192,0.21194781534479096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06258511894555847,0.08987361812418156,0.0,0.0,0.1227534604732982,0.0,0.04173495098165071,0.06335795129282291,0.0,0.04823189602055746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050154610708793235,0.0,0.03787811786132785,0.0,0.05302253657070213,0.11088085696778636,0.0,0.0,0.03350531177676057
anxiety,nnikkiplierr,2019/04/16,"What ways do you cope with test anxiety? Hi everyone! I've always had terrible test anxiety, so much so that I have almost thrown up from getting so upset over tests. Also, after a test that I found particularly difficult, I find it hard to eat and not be jittery until I get the score back. I'm currently about 10 minutes away from getting an important test back and I can't stop freaking out. Does anybody have any coping mechanisms for before and after test taking anxiety? Would be much appreciated",4.637872340425531,6.889426989361702,6.064840425531916,72.50875,71.65957446808511,9.380851063829788,29.835106382978722,9.827888789773867,3.368855319148936,403,17,67,11,8,136,70,94,0.165,0.742,0.093,-0.7262,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,1,3,0,8,1,0,0,0,11,14,8,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,1,6,0,13,9,2,12,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,7,46,10,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20181472090442285,0.0,0.0,0.16117268171667995,0.16769869082216135,0.0,0.0,0.13705514559304444,0.0,0.4625361363041087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18935489354146265,0.30994597882808345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17149699033653254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763703433970892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062272911193356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19258156041218685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842052991762745,0.0,0.0,0.2209798754094536,0.0,0.0,0.3158913795772742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805416162374334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29631241554473803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684977361843901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515341418169248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997427857070687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316931417660486,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sarahbellaax,2019/04/16,"date ??boys i went on a date , kinda??? today with this boy who told me he liked me last night 
i should be happy that i have a  boy interested in me but i’m still more nervous now then i was before the date 
i’m worried what other people in my school , my friends will think 
he’s pretty popular but i think people will be shocked and i dont know how to deal with that 
also he said he was gay in year 9 then he said he isn’t and i asked and he said that was a phase and he just hadn’t done anything with girls to know - will people think i’m a beard? he doesn’t seem gay he seems really into me and he is such a laugh to be around 
what do you think ?am i just worrying to much ?",-0.8313400857031539,1.0387924105960271,1.4714686404363102,100.33331904947408,88.47019867549669,4.612543825477211,14.180366186209586,5.900188976854957,-1.0703341643942346,518,8,133,4,17,174,82,151,0.078,0.7659999999999999,0.157,0.9212,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,8,8,0,1,6,0,19,2,0,1,0,25,36,11,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,4,0,3,0,4,8,10,0,0,8,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,10,3,15,6,13,19,2,18,0,0,0,2,24,6,0,3,12,79,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190468371262313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250274823810248,0.1325209107364946,0.13916815412199174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667267218473766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534726987573174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523400044993031,0.1744680124183081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150122953708596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15846896216215298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636240037481151,0.12134438547966793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272764487637665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10943249034548992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969919052267496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096115721714268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514486509750708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536637074711428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4248125098860249,0.0,0.0,0.1506587585476573,0.0,0.2710411864335363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888333232392374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3815452834413734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411060807735261,0.1422463497642009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379988252505229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30235812527740064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586381723154222
anxiety,TheScepticalOptimist,2019/04/16,"Is is just in my head? I was at work today and the work load was unmanageable to the extent I had to stay behind for an extra few hours. Everything had to be completed by today. I was also taking on another person's workload as they were away.

At first I realised I  wasn't feeling well I had this sick feeling in the pit of my stomach like nausea but not quite. Was it the food that I ate? I was sweating, more then when I have a hardcore workout at the gym. Maybe it was just hot in the office? My mouth was dry. Was my hand shaking as I picked up that piece of paper? Was I just stressed? About maybe letting down my team? About maybe letting down my manager? About them realising that they made a mistake when they hired me? 

Is this anxiety?",1.3801407284768212,3.6489781192052995,2.9383071192052985,90.80560637417221,82.3774834437086,5.6293046357615895,22.682533112582774,6.9077264865688965,0.6975195364238416,580,20,121,7,16,190,91,151,0.117,0.843,0.04,-0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,4,5,10,5,0,2,9,0,21,8,5,2,0,11,26,8,0,1,5,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,1,2,0,2,3,0,1,2,3,1,1,16,4,22,2,24,7,5,20,0,0,0,0,6,11,0,0,8,99,29,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295995790871612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17434059253107742,0.12719025862865338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15620897044661344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17432293257392872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14942589827043468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16813450066535654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142268771931688,0.20104511880529916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17063315919868766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16373494429402669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34002907765156937,0.0,0.08122739616601196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15732147536476093,0.0,0.0,0.5010986961346431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14517388919734955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17684049705058116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17721356542562094,0.0,0.0,0.19045298407952568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250086112802242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151945740552219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948983871220034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420819723243843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Steve_ThePinkUnicorn,2019/04/16,"Airplanes So I'm absolutely terrified of hieghts. I freak out hardcore if I have to get on my counters to reach the top shelf. I've done a ropes course but I absolutely sat down about 40 ft high and broke down laughing because I don't do hieghts.  I'm writing this as I pop a off brand Xanax ( thank you shitty insurance) and hope I don't pass out. 

My anxiety is so bad that the tsa agent actually thought I was suspicious because I couldn't stop fidgeting in line. Thanks dude. You almost made me miss my flight check in time. 

So while I mentally and physically prepare for my flight to take off on the tarmac. 

Could some one send encouraging messages while I watch a documentary?",3.3058020050125343,5.491165037593987,4.258815789473687,84.26962719298248,75.3157894736842,8.042355889724309,29.12844611528822,8.841846274778883,2.3845243107769423,542,24,109,12,12,175,91,133,0.171,0.662,0.166,-0.1755,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,1,4,9,0,0,6,0,9,1,0,1,0,16,20,11,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,1,2,3,4,0,1,5,1,17,5,17,13,1,18,0,2,1,0,6,12,0,4,4,63,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.23823026895511745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444553946538065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18675455261663185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038337367444252,0.2976320240767266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949135260260248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498240927074147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12754496057280365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25793090766516785,0.0,0.2424706837163633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230996477761038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24602004873790226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16542505998319051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040989894723054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18355122101784405,0.0,0.0,0.44951402868220397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938075615245377,0.14235094261797507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chelseapenguin7,2019/04/16,"Fear of medication Hey guys! Possible trigger warning involving medication/pills. 

I have a fear of medication, even just ibuprofen. I haven’t taken a pill of any kind for months and it’s starting to frustrate me. I’ve been having back pain for the last couple of days and I want to just take an ibuprofen to help it go away. I just can’t do it. I’m not afraid of swallowing it or anything. I’m afraid of the chemicals or going crazy from it. I know it’s irrational but I just can’t get myself to do it. 

Any advice would be appreciated, thank you for reading!",0.7598525073746316,3.270744159292036,3.0117168141592927,86.88778171091445,89.70796460176994,6.199174041297938,22.577581120943947,7.554174236665415,1.2725379351032449,442,17,90,9,15,150,69,113,0.127,0.757,0.116,0.465,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,6,8,1,4,5,0,10,7,0,1,0,14,21,5,0,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,7,2,1,0,1,1,0,2,4,6,0,0,2,0,9,2,15,17,0,8,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,5,58,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18464006658116955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256985394947733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15549001434388396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17752504618297338,0.14529113342833702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090699359868796,0.0,0.12185732539597252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479990480427795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42524328425775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871874394060197,0.0,0.21476964325686368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18709052424235534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664941707845315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19676268257371904,0.10384215479128674,0.1540197302521807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38069513909191416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15081834330946806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20105646323685872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21301309630721185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890014533627196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374000952933074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206712602574664,0.0,0.0,0.17396006904505273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114477946961178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342248865917008,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,boygenius77,2019/04/16,"Mirtazapine I'm not looking for medical advice, but rather how it affected you. I have been taking remeron (mirtazapine) now for 7 days at 15 milligrams, and now I have increased the dosage to 30 milligrams over the last two days. I noticed some nausea yesterday and some today. I know that it's listed as a common side effect on the medication. I'm just wondering if anyone has experienced nausea while increasing their dose.",7.312077922077923,8.546369298701299,7.8861298701298725,65.95205194805196,63.805194805194795,10.835324675324678,34.88051948051948,10.793553405168565,4.237412467532469,344,15,53,9,5,114,59,77,0.027000000000000003,0.936,0.038,0.1901,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,1,5,0,0,0,4,0,4,3,0,3,0,14,10,7,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,2,6,0,7,9,4,15,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,4,9,38,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26373150416672964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887120178541745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34811096329719365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14832342831170434,0.21999480331049756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266380106766236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5437676855339277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30726936317686354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029222450639845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25582233873431626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263641433847545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926821056195756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,allymariemeow,2019/04/16,"I can't talk right now. Come again. One of my larger triggers is literally just receiving a message from someone. 




I hate getting phone calls, but even Facebook messages have got to the point where I'm putting my phone on ""do not disturb.""



Half the time it's someone asking to borrow money/to come over for various reasons but literally every message regardless of who it's from or what it's about just annoys me. When I see a chat notification pop up I legit have an electric jolt through my chest and get nervous before swiping it away without reading it fully.



Sometimes I forget to respond to people this way, and it's not because I don't want to talk to them.  Idk what it is honestly. Anyone else have a similar reaction or am I just going bonkers?",4.594788293897884,6.174061554794522,5.669925280199255,78.05222291407226,70.43835616438356,7.774844333748442,33.820672478206724,8.296473431620573,2.8279671232876717,601,30,106,9,11,199,99,146,0.094,0.8690000000000001,0.038,-0.7796,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,9,5,2,2,6,0,9,1,1,2,0,19,20,7,0,2,10,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,0,1,2,1,5,5,4,0,2,1,1,12,1,18,19,1,17,0,0,1,0,14,7,0,2,4,75,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13161937645282346,0.1928705960662103,0.0,0.0,0.17597576949821986,0.0,0.17685444043449375,0.0,0.0,0.11474725719699105,0.0,0.16017544461044494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922105694629311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242982502377041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15724748828749785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432846972865938,0.0,0.15859741674063044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966916623361028,0.0,0.10697917250887458,0.0,0.15054996931785472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858446280043769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275539617324609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049952651921806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17794438855399786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892297297489004,0.0,0.0,0.18828749517022086,0.0,0.0,0.1935385299981877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16075299004786492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15000016381186926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31898444556226163,0.0,0.18617076676866295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30259482637109364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976224937816542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102679758396068,0.14941341621223594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18145332244311968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxietyst,2019/04/16,"What helped you more to overcome your anxiety?and why? There are many things that help minimize anxiety (my case schedule, exercise, increasing self-respect, breathing, overworking :)) ) but what else helps you deal with it?",8.894901960784312,12.371303,6.182941176470589,70.91990196078433,63.11764705882353,11.5921568627451,40.74509803921568,11.20814326018867,5.941109803921568,178,10,24,6,3,50,32,34,0.035,0.813,0.152,0.6641,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,15,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448548912164592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299811039215361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673798357761431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6436143508998041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32450368157423826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339058383617824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126422114263397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888160066731819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pietpiet12,2019/04/16,"I think I might have separation anxiety. My girlfriend and I have had a relationship for almost 7months now but often when she is gone I feel stressed. I dont really know how to describe the feeling since I have never had anxiety before but it just really frustrates me that I feel this way and can’t make it stop. Often when she is doing something and I can’t contact her in any way my mind just goes crazy(that she is leaving me/something bad happened to her/she is mad at me/list goes on) and i can’t seem to turn it off or focus on anything else. But the second that I get the confirmation(text/call/anything) everything goes away immediatly.
Sometimes I even get nightmares about her leaving and those are the worst. 

It just feels really weird, we are in a loving relationship and she is just perfect (beautiful, understanding, supportive, everything) but I am afraid that she will feel that I am a burden because I can get really clingy at those times.

Anyone that has experience with this please comment.",3.649473684210527,6.307201210526317,4.519473684210528,80.47131578947369,76.3684210526316,7.578947368421053,27.36842105263158,8.532816995589336,2.285473684210527,810,33,145,17,19,261,106,190,0.171,0.738,0.091,-0.9455,0,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,0,1,12,11,2,2,7,0,23,1,0,2,2,36,41,14,0,0,9,0,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,13,8,0,1,9,0,0,1,5,8,0,1,3,5,25,3,14,36,1,17,0,0,0,1,14,8,0,6,6,107,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725993149334602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864239653124291,0.0,0.19444342069620169,0.0,0.0,0.08886264525556561,0.0,0.20916462756676168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194030379549397,0.0,0.10611288579196164,0.0774714565981871,0.0,0.10814223632317728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12977070784617212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14894578841961909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616543054380104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394019937197618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284363843078191,0.12431611551920756,0.0,0.0,0.3212966916541706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19919416752250144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238319606213208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984405308694938,0.0,0.0,0.2691349591614192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470157298061558,0.0,0.08483199842052418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481992140941054,0.1283223057398126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980178363861422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395040845359566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256624313593904,0.0,0.0,0.2728891664567528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569583056502936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051282238039018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195676575801716,0.12569294316821278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625097251337053,0.14557848260353948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442175679927776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143263953123205,0.0,0.0,0.07410583526385947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382348775259034,0.0,0.13230273373679513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017525346057097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,biologyandbooks,2019/04/16,"I recently discovered I have anxiety, and it feels good to put a name to what I'm experiencing I have always been a person who worries. At my core, that's part of who I am. I always denied having ""anxiety"" because I thought that was only for people who were so anxious they couldn't leave their house. My anxiety has always affected my ability to sleep and has been a huge obstacle to overcome, but I still didn't think that I had the right to say I have anxiety. Recently, I decided I had enough and asked my doctor if there was something I could take during panic attacks. I was prescribed and it helps when I need it. When I was given 2 sheets of paper, one for anxiety and one for depression, it opened my eyes. I breezed through the depression one because I'm not depressed and didn't relate to any of the listed symptoms, but I checked off to one degree or another every single symptom of anxiety that was listed. This is long winded, but I just wanted to say that if you feel anxious but don't feel you have the right to call it anxiety because you are able to function normally and hide when you're panicking or worried, it's okay to still seek help if you need it. It's okay to have anxiety. You don't have to tough it out unnecessarily by refusing whatever treatment you think might work (whether it be therapy, prescriptions, or opening up to a support system).",8.893009950248754,6.7887117835820945,9.19089552238806,68.94651741293535,61.76119402985074,12.813930348258705,40.61691542288557,11.538034831475384,4.643051243781095,1090,49,202,26,12,365,138,268,0.196,0.71,0.094,-0.9801,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,6,2,1,8,10,1,1,8,2,30,5,2,1,0,40,45,22,0,9,13,0,3,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,20,10,0,1,7,0,1,1,6,6,0,4,14,7,31,4,27,27,3,19,0,3,1,0,20,9,0,7,8,150,51,3,0.09077922385020773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266067592461192,0.0,0.0,0.06173298517036997,0.0951899313932814,0.5555668621739729,0.20510936734395516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486632000550501,0.10327447244387483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16601451683038113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269573727675318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247982347171694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23456403744625245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291638225576414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379920505341163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648541136962002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377021095674488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761413059744509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169480040576325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474703607123796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612209057220032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033675645185395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630241078328113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462328845112054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894436511897295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460574058627196,0.06904169040657762,0.0,0.10650985971177704,0.0,0.09830505305899026,0.0,0.06293488364748354,0.07926491674810722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125819335932987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17926706372982654,0.0,0.0,0.15504992231765038,0.0,0.14438256483386794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084478352000533,0.0,0.0,0.06988628159149543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14499281086215954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301518744274253,0.0,0.1887087446487561,0.06825467872155329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381395396051964,0.0,0.0,0.11633532227761967,0.0,0.07206856359936173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05354393823544072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06608835613828913,0.1843814166965486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tiber2121,2019/04/16,"Sexual Partners Anxiety I have developed such an odd and (I find) ridiculous anxiety that I have trouble seriously typing this out. In short, I have anxiety around my total number of sex partners. While I think the normal anxiety in this instance would revolve around some kind of STD or pregnancy scare, mine is needing to know that my number of lifetime sex partners is exactly 11.

For whatever reason, a number of years ago I set a goal for myself of having sex with >10 people. About 2 years ago,I was fairly drunk one evening and had sex (or I believe I had sex) with someone to make what would be my 10th partner. My current girlfriend would be my 11th. My anxiety lies in knowing if I indeed had sex with this 10th person. I was drunk, but not so drunk as to completely forget the night, but hazy enough where I woke the next morning and for some reason began questioning if I actually had sex. I’m almost positive I did have sex, but just cannot be certain. This girl was also a “one night stand” and I do not know her contact information in order to ask her for confirmation (or honestly could I at this point, as even if I did have her contact asking would be just so bizarre). 

So now I find myself regularly thinking about whether I actually did have sex and that if I did, this life goal of mine could be complete and I could focus on other goals. I realize this is all a fairly ridiculous anxiety and why would anyone have this as a goal? But for whatever reason I do and it certainly makes me anxious thinking about. 

If anyone has any take on this or suggestions for getting past it, I would be very grateful. Thank you.",5.76347619047619,6.437360736507943,6.435674603174608,76.97446428571429,67.03174603174602,9.474603174603176,32.57539682539682,9.516144504307137,3.0160825396825386,1292,53,237,25,20,424,152,315,0.119,0.8079999999999999,0.073,-0.5335,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,0,4,16,10,2,1,9,0,41,14,0,5,5,68,58,30,0,16,18,0,0,0,5,6,2,0,0,6,16,14,3,0,14,3,0,0,3,5,0,2,13,0,38,5,35,30,5,27,0,0,0,10,18,13,0,13,11,182,54,5,0.0,0.0,0.18287210393275166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16611582864895927,0.0,0.09382534078084544,0.0,0.0,0.07493051903677474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371807608190176,0.0,0.4300737866663473,0.10585244045354937,0.0,0.1310320990425296,0.0,0.0,0.16682275421030307,0.1751905766415858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055659294868282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964818284125056,0.0,0.0,0.2244314717793838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968154199496549,0.0,0.12377372388731114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17127714857863752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04895350911592762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757238990847106,0.15448245191160884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06618190004407595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508872301792795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694761229531588,0.0,0.0,0.09964923479566272,0.17585906702891832,0.09180446738589496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269848239479052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944565624782218,0.06495862290457835,0.08181376588290518,0.0,0.0,0.08857520592124657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496357121215492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890124598070617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380837211776533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939028923853414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07044948174340213,0.0,0.0,0.08626483164056817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18011431559904034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731093346978885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454816716320702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3993636231821231,0.0,0.0,0.12067730240307588
anxiety,fullmoonJ,2019/04/16,"Anxiety - Depression? OCD? hey yall, i need some venty space/advice from fellow anxious humans. 

25(f), definitely have anxiety, thats something ive know for 10 years. I also have a chronic pain illness that causes me to be very fatigued and low mood all the time. 

Today was finally my first appointment with a Psychiatrist. Leading up to today, i was telling my husband that she was going to tell me I was depressed, i could feel it in my bones. Sure enough, by the end she told me that I am major depressive. ?\*?\*?\*?\*? Along with anxiety + OCD. These two I understand, i relate to and I anticipated.

 But being told your major depressive, when you dont feel like this diagnosis is practical - given my extensive hormonal chronic illness that makes me feel exhausted and low mood? I am just so frustrated and confused. She is now wanting me to go on Cipralex ( Escitalopram) as apparently it treats all 3 illnesses. But she focused so much on calling me Major Depressive, when that isnt something that resonates in me. I went in there to get my anxiety under control because i feel like it is affecting me fron living my life, and this diagnosis has just thrown me into a spiral. I am terrified to go on an SSRI. Does anyone have any experience with Cipralex for Anixety? Or have a co-morbid depression diagnosis without ever feeling depressed?",4.013676870748302,6.692206767346942,5.730025510204079,72.16333758503404,75.20408163265307,8.981292517006803,32.249149659863946,9.516144504307137,3.77758843537415,1058,54,171,30,24,360,143,245,0.26,0.711,0.028,-0.9952,1,0,2,0,0,0,50.0,0,3,0,3,10,20,1,1,7,0,21,10,1,5,4,37,39,14,0,3,6,1,5,2,1,0,9,0,0,1,13,10,0,1,7,0,0,5,3,14,0,2,8,5,36,4,26,28,8,27,0,10,0,0,16,11,0,3,13,127,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989242646020774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809564425057145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06884229322324012,0.0,0.3097735896404802,0.11436510943507,0.0,0.07078485995361547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06171103943545742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337078481689156,0.0,0.0,0.10399475366270336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354204721495688,0.0808267613568041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6103462268810312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859017181360143,0.0,0.11864498005480255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966288771937109,0.10460133040015583,0.0,0.0,0.09157155204965886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990258482818848,0.0,0.0,0.2559336519511949,0.1446425530346431,0.0,0.11089641829577992,0.0,0.08610921564229794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052890357589162516,0.0,0.17260009767730322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055635317878891886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150425827435719,0.09891520922588323,0.0,0.089391089432837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757418835003721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441831573835002,0.07506340307901664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771964686471401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558690828355684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541143360346943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17696518948985826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05903010377208474,0.0,0.19191515862342184,0.1934660124421878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889047971120528,0.10538770764820296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352829022094921,0.059710177406105465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384452566685147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758554069626828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06519109449211585
anxiety,talsen64,2019/04/16,"Anyone else ever experience what I can only call an anxiety brain shutdown? I'm finally feeling a little better on the depression side of things, but anxiety has been hitting me with full force.  
  
All I was doing was drawing then suddenly the whole weight of my financial situation hit me. Its like I was paralyzed physically and mentally. Unable to move and caught in a thought loop.  
  
This happened a few more times when I was applying for jobs. Suddenly I couldn't move or think for what felt like several minutes. I'd just zone out I guess. Then I'd snap out of it and then need to take a minute to get back on track.
  
Its like my brain is crashing and rebooting. I've experienced this before, but not this frequently.",4.496761778367617,6.415944489051096,5.632236230922363,76.86516921035171,71.26277372262774,9.94532183145322,30.7027206370272,10.230975488527342,3.469078832116788,573,25,105,17,11,190,95,137,0.043,0.86,0.097,0.7937,1,0,0,0,1,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,7,0,10,3,2,0,2,21,23,11,0,2,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,7,1,0,4,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,8,4,10,4,14,12,5,22,0,1,0,0,1,8,0,2,14,70,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471534780010101,0.0,0.0,0.11295168414876602,0.1655155892359304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421336515222425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745761996154052,0.0,0.0,0.14286794030786965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606614473014736,0.16494917478820587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913313077972705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13494493826752382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14612109186771172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580159421806947,0.0,0.0,0.08167887041713373,0.0,0.15510257960189333,0.17695785823101828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439735515251576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17795319902369475,0.0,0.14284822636926564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603023320537782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23675909249475896,0.16190431425398075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627931149511786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433803570236437,0.0,0.1197789725270134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285753577369535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18249286255583366,0.0,0.0,0.1815763781638781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145707301448715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731920008366416,0.10350753967855753,0.0,0.12824376226054687,0.09419457269397112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19671073824348234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18035230007875294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,1stAtThirty,2019/04/16,"First love at 30 I'm a 30 year old, diagnosed with social anxiety disorder, and panic disorder with agoraphobia. My whole life, I've struggled with loneliness and an inability to maintain friendships. In my twenties, I had a few short term flings and hookups, but never anything that lasted.

That just changed. I've been dating a wonderful woman for the last couple of months and in spite of my caution and fears, I've fallen so hard. I told her I loved her and she told me she loved me too! I'm still giddy, I'm in love for the first time ever!! Therapy works. 😁

I just needed to share that with someone, but a little advice would be quite welcome. What are your ""must knows"" about dating someone with anxiety or dating as an anxious person?",3.4685807150595878,5.755238577464793,4.458732394366198,82.55089382448539,75.19718309859155,7.186132177681474,26.416034669555803,8.139509932561175,1.8824652221018416,586,22,106,10,13,190,91,142,0.188,0.613,0.199,0.8959999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,4,7,10,1,3,8,0,6,6,0,0,3,23,18,11,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,4,11,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,2,4,1,14,6,17,11,3,22,0,0,0,4,16,6,0,2,15,69,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817767878894154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20068918293177296,0.14818461699762495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794162655209344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13876032987793882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451369661826358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13313465687110948,0.0,0.0,0.3006640699202299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865065696510145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14760257106163568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231460487022793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750243906580918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208753012303419,0.21384190199849945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264915828284663,0.0,0.13146666922740047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4735437152884554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469853874160606,0.0,0.0,0.09726079650295412,0.10116629005313188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764071334052447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538995802311961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453247096189305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395153026850382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371116377861986,0.22227961025245066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475242756216033,0.0,0.0,0.13712722807907118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15000417782822492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764862059941689,0.0,0.0,0.2506768637517004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644647542658873,0.0,0.0,0.14224812860302058,0.09549322753194707,0.0,0.0,0.0931793121482103,0.0,0.0,0.08446909565941302
anxiety,leoireoi,2019/04/16,"New meds and feeling normal after years Sorry my text is all over the place, it’s also my first post on this sub!

I was on Concerta and Prozac (capsule) since last October for anxiety and ADHD. I changed clinics after moving into a new city and the doctor took me off Concerta and gave me Prozac, Lexapro and Etizolam (illegal in states I think, I live in Asia) My anxiety symptoms had been serious for a very long time.

I’ve been on them for 2 days and HOLY SHIT! I can’t believe it! Is this what neurotypic people feel like every day? I can: breathe in public, take the 1hour bus without having to get off to collect myself(it’s still difficult but I can get to my destination at least), I have lesser intrusive thoughts  and also my thoughts don’t center on escaping to my home as soon I can, etc.

These are acute meds, which means I will be switching meds/dosage in the coming weeks. I am really scared of going back to feeling awful every day again, or getting serious side effects. I just want to manage anxiety so I can live in a clean home and get through college.

Also: I had a lump on my chest which turned out to be abscess but I couldn’t bring myself to go to the doctor early so it grew large and is now more difficult and painful to treat. Please take care of yourself and go get your symptoms checked! Even if it’s difficult to go it’s always better to see a doctor and get told it’s nothing, rather than for your symptoms to get worse.",3.8082670454545458,5.2747152118055585,4.716148989898991,84.5664772727273,72.22916666666667,7.736363636363637,28.021464646464647,8.296473431620573,1.9163347222222225,1143,43,224,18,22,371,166,288,0.126,0.787,0.087,-0.8902,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,1,3,13,12,1,1,10,1,22,14,3,1,1,35,51,23,0,5,7,0,3,1,0,1,11,0,3,0,12,16,0,0,8,0,1,9,4,8,0,1,10,4,28,4,41,37,4,49,0,0,1,0,6,19,1,2,20,148,40,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129018390847602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22537976514428046,0.07816852324668386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21559957651345646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223675787944044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058421619603002,0.0,0.08308539745385947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957816661053846,0.0,0.09937977364304584,0.08092401271088011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18175737024186986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884654795588876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047718428349274,0.062048800184840214,0.0,0.1583029123200537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425019790493059,0.0671132599700468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990829882315789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435712341938576,0.0,0.21356103918691047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18846599384673807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657649644787996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045896052112536286,0.0,0.16590767511341709,0.08313704721556055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102332019298466,0.20870011583190334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998470803865368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18146244837432493,0.0,0.0,0.09204469048841546,0.09014132836618388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996251465751826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512859896755145,0.0,0.0981509696640135,0.1031217596706173,0.0,0.0,0.08997191105193884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060182615964438135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405383880184076,0.0,0.07486081194732593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964316596414273,0.07771103954243436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516206450247886,0.0,0.0,0.07502340581666601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29292982141845125,0.14126765127634772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060195205832265834,0.0,0.14916130148491932,0.05477921424085902,0.0,0.0,0.08976704652946116,0.1043746925934451,0.0,0.10218355875199664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751323160217495,0.055410314254530316,0.0,0.07535581450410411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055818809417207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957364591638218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0604965382674539
anxiety,post-june,2019/04/16,"How do I stop second-guessing everything I say and do? I’ll have a nice conversation with someone or a nice day at work. But when I go home I think about all the stuff I said/ did and obsess over how others must have perceived it. It’s like I usually feel fine when I’m actually speaking with someone and then later I’ll go over all my words and imagine what they must think of me.

It makes it hard for me to stand up for myself too. Recently, a car almost struck me while I was on the crosswalk so I flipped him off. On the way home I felt proud of myself for being assertive instead of apologizing to him or feeling too shy to do anything about what happened.

But when I got home I kept analyzing the situation and looking at it from so many perspectives. Now I’m not even sure if I was crossing the street correctly and I’m afraid I’ll see that guy around town and he’ll recognize me as the dumb girl who almost got hit and blamed him for it.

Can anyone els relate to this type of thinking? If so, I would greatly appreciate some advice.",3.0334382767191386,4.556630802816906,4.309616128141396,86.48102734051369,74.30516431924883,7.265285832642918,26.144435238884288,7.928766900206844,1.4200115437724383,823,29,173,12,17,271,127,213,0.092,0.823,0.085,0.2841,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,16,10,1,2,9,0,13,0,0,3,6,42,34,25,0,5,7,0,4,1,0,4,0,3,3,2,13,11,0,2,8,0,0,4,1,3,0,0,8,9,24,7,27,20,3,28,0,0,2,0,13,11,1,7,12,119,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.14005066916968475,0.0,0.0,0.14024192947604538,0.0,0.0,0.28742058474404075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034954899607336,0.0,0.1181012335492093,0.12775944420956847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925557857010888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479079905164896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12898270175086646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145131750281346,0.0,0.13779762584750802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312661558743316,0.0,0.2295653106643375,0.1582266205392268,0.15809877824324006,0.14210315557321526,0.12691050336323298,0.0,0.12856192223502982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4318739950871816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701145459719358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051708426084926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579787724586143,0.14550244436092466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14170448881629294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651634260253648,0.11412948434634533,0.0,0.0,0.11436347134841104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16131771557374067,0.0,0.0,0.2432008577430759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998559283765105,0.0,0.0,0.16429119739794934,0.0,0.0,0.13526189551623066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27587729220812746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580623223821934,0.0,0.0,0.1139161218882893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448117494019307,0.0,0.0,0.10194947081568724,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,desnuages,2019/04/16,"I'm writing and will publish a book about anxiety I'm in the midst of writing a poetry book, of my life experiences with anxiety. I put my emotions and anxieties into a poem. I'm going to Publish this book so people can relate and know they're not alone.",2.157115384615384,4.3082989423076965,5.031384615384617,77.51361538461539,78.80769230769229,8.006153846153849,27.707692307692305,8.841846274778883,2.642533846153846,203,9,37,5,5,73,36,52,0.107,0.856,0.037000000000000005,-0.3094,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,9,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,7,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,22,4,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097927191729685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6864659980646881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364638844670534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925916650024762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699938310222335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438566872751434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112736254852009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20736853669109406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30069298489525115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ArmySexRelationships,2019/04/16,"My Chest Feels Heavy Today Just need to talk it out. There are two girls that are bullying me pretty bad, I like to think I am tough but I am so not. They are part of my friend group and they got their boyfriends to delete me of snap. I told my boyfriend to delete them and then immediately changed my mind and told him he didn't have to because I trust him to make the right choices and I will do anything to keep our friends together. He told me if he deletes anyone it's on his own accord, which is completely fair. If i hear someone bitching about someone or spreading rumours, I try not to listen and I don't hate the person just because my friends do. If they have not done anything to me then I still treat them as I would. Which is exactly what he is doing. Which is fine. But he ended the convo by saying 'Convo done"" and I cannot handle that. I need reassurance that everything is okay and he is not mad at me or I will sit here all day worrying about it. Also I need to know if he is upset so I can fix it. Hence why my chest feels heavy. So now I will just be sitting here waiting for him to tell me everything is okay. Hopefully he does.",1.6593914035755049,3.518971464435147,2.8660650437428683,93.86363921643208,79.12552301255229,6.019094712818563,22.57911753518448,6.980632752743323,0.4930736401673643,896,28,203,10,22,288,126,239,0.058,0.755,0.188,0.9881,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,6,0,14,17,3,1,3,2,29,2,2,1,2,38,47,22,0,9,15,0,2,1,3,4,0,3,0,2,11,8,0,2,4,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,7,5,40,11,21,35,3,13,0,0,0,0,35,4,1,7,8,141,51,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484447868317408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167153979097394,0.0,0.21577619508968765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946705001001117,0.1598405650828994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13869151766024992,0.0,0.1374609113578663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455176407533453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473071311890015,0.2683315027913914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611995820470825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235657120419436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13258107439397362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038737804733161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485650270344797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294388688822611,0.0,0.0,0.1477646626565601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302166701365086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653198958141725,0.0,0.0,0.07205178141286722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06405119360570209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751348664435411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237849630590404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29163769258199346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197374601440152,0.0,0.0,0.11447567350882268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338073687681815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119628015330471,0.0,0.1042598165138612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22216938023972332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047004801009862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537708965732416,0.11459139299397725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400667607409341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427204144902375,0.3758288270136475,0.0,0.08901156810371254,0.0,0.12807036069202848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830170968779467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13314331058924814,0.0,0.09313310387588,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pepsisok,2019/04/16,"I just started planning a project and I’m already anxious help! So I’m currently in my final stages of a masters in software development and I’m about to start a 12 week long project. I’ve actually been doing really well in my course and even got 2 grades at 80% which was crazy for my university. 

But for some reason I’m still getting a massive feeling of dread. Like everyone else is so much better than me and I’m destined to fail. 

I’m currently at the planning stage of the project which is due to start in 2 weeks and I’m terrified. It keeps me up at night just thinking about it. Does anyone have any advice to help me? I’m trying to rationalise it in my head that all I need to do is pass but just hearing from my supervisor and my lecturers I’m so anxious.",1.9314135021097023,3.9793248417721534,3.8281265822784825,86.37784388185655,79.0632911392405,6.998143459915612,27.62194092827005,8.021203637495839,1.8419961181434599,607,27,126,11,15,205,90,158,0.078,0.852,0.07,-0.3086,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,5,11,5,0,1,6,0,8,1,1,1,1,18,27,11,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,3,2,11,3,24,24,3,24,0,1,0,0,3,9,0,1,13,75,17,6,0.0,0.0,0.16756485489615489,0.0,0.0,0.1677936899718651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18948700611805974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116769151153336,0.0,0.0,0.3879683876011059,0.0,0.12006410048672148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186414324608707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15026517390490202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14344224037409725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341328522561807,0.0,0.0,0.1640769140028348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682207954056242,0.0,0.0,0.18810065766333334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971174362038828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733271750402665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17622469703219484,0.0,0.1935304168124222,0.0,0.2301880996672765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526243427231977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838891651967938,0.0,0.0,0.15195854908694442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622710767128462,0.12732129407418574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16113884192916705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000225902299188,0.1765471782346853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.364613110978277,0.0,0.13712837149366305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002527088247413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658028087728332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754719014164201,0.0,0.15438852366188732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dippiedabs,2019/04/16,"Does anyone else use a shower for anxiety relief? I've realized that I've been taking a shower when I get too much anxiety. When I was a teenager I would take up to 4 in a day just to feel better and I couldn't understand why. Now as an adult I've learned that as soon as I get too overwhelmed, I start daydreaming about showering and it kicks up my anxiety when I can't. Does anybody else use showers as a coping mechanism?",3.8869696969696967,4.632221636363635,5.5504545454545475,81.39151515151516,71.27272727272728,9.503030303030306,29.43939393939393,9.725611199111238,2.6884030303030304,336,13,69,8,6,115,55,88,0.067,0.835,0.099,0.5362,4,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,1,6,0,5,0,0,2,0,11,14,9,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,8,2,11,10,1,10,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,7,44,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4694911332448651,0.0,0.0,0.14304152119519162,0.20960822181848468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809273377875948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131932036711176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3580447272895589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34178736497553525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343776599721807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137608864683508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15038398175786669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447971370587776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076254172717885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129666997596865,0.0,0.3533691059059437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18459443958636607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453221019567445,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IndifferentPatella,2019/04/16,"Non-Fearful Panic Attacks? Does anyone here have physical panic attacks without actually being afraid? I started Aplenzin (added to Sertraline) a few weeks ago and I've noticed an increase in baseline anxiety, which I was hoping would go away if I stuck it out. Anyways, last night I couldn't sleep because I was feeling the physical symptoms of anxiety (tingling all over, increased rate of breathing, feeling the urge to bring my knees to my chest to be comfortable) without the emotional symptoms (fear of the symptoms, fear of having a panic attack, fear in general). I could feel the symptoms building all evening, I was even joking that I could feel it ""coming on"" with my boyfriend. It's not the same as a panic attack without a trigger because when that's happened, I've still had all the fearful thoughts (""I'm dying"", ""I'm going crazy"", ""What if I don't make it through this?""). It was purely like, ""Oh this is annoying."" Like if your back started spasming right when you were trying to go to sleep. 

I looked it up online and way back in the DSM-III there was a diagnosis for ""Non-Fearful Panic Disorder"" but I didn't see any mention of it after that (we're on DSM-V now). Has anyone experienced this? I guess it's an improvement - I'm obviously not afraid of my own anxiety anymore - but it's also weird and hard to know what to do about it. It feels like my body built up a bunch of adrenaline and, when I failed to have a normal panic attack, my body just dumped all the adrenaline randomly.",4.5028671328671335,6.182776489510488,5.323356643356647,80.05118881118884,70.81818181818181,7.857342657342657,32.230769230769226,8.438071523408619,2.665837762237763,1180,55,211,19,22,384,153,286,0.191,0.7390000000000001,0.07,-0.9837,0,0,0,0,0,0,54.0,0,2,0,1,15,27,7,12,18,0,21,12,7,2,6,43,45,14,1,9,11,0,6,3,0,1,5,0,0,0,20,7,0,0,7,1,0,7,8,21,0,0,10,9,21,6,35,29,10,33,0,1,2,0,3,11,0,6,17,148,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0665222702828495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06042694218528375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054514036122551734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04635667209890189,0.0,0.15644531923090904,0.0,0.06760447655360588,0.09532949554122958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38775549587108143,0.0640462105398656,0.1048341822317967,0.0,0.08310932963012244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514388700239956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05872081572112739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885342418455864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707477659113808,0.0,0.07812659309416753,0.0,0.059654397807917973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667998118409294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004882578891657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4602486494130753,0.17233929648599852,0.048699332115736516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162245729717224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509489044242011,0.0,0.06028086018091582,0.0,0.06106526294879382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06770634323082626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03746342643855028,0.05556613155789493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991052821575508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05724406816784085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04550276211069944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0639711806065807,0.06679030274473483,0.0,0.07760987805652171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4798837407586165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05821521823384434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05432118101703918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364347384112536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649951927448848,0.0,0.0544391638545069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28341119010316485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05411788790375849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046281691700656914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05410869576528327,0.054680369259741714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19713496020454213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048424690099678806,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CherryGloom,2019/04/16,"Anxiety when goinging outside? I really hate going outside and my family thinks its a problem. I also think its a problem but I cant stop! I dont know how to explain it to them. I just get super anxious and i try my best to avoid being outside. I never liked it but it started getting to the point to where I have breakdowns lately. I decided it was a greag idea to go camping with other scouts as my mum and dad forced me to. I utterly hated it. The scout leader was a training phychiatrist so he helped me out a lot. Afterwards my parents booked me sessions with a therapist but I got no diagnosis. That happen last summer and it keeps happening. I'm annoyed with myself now, I cant even walk our dog, no matter how I try.

Thanks for reading this, stranger.",1.2603801169590625,3.7506443947368417,3.540175438596492,84.721783625731,85.31578947368422,6.0093567251462,25.549707602339183,7.3871296695380915,1.6190163742690054,596,26,112,10,18,204,99,152,0.213,0.675,0.111,-0.9312,1,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,1,2,9,10,3,1,8,0,7,0,0,2,1,28,24,13,0,2,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,3,6,2,0,4,6,6,0,0,3,0,23,4,13,20,2,16,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,10,83,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319308580927053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262058158399231,0.18637537120742287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17313162264838453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19335007249011849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896477037459357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555242311535274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17238579279408653,0.0,0.1875187717299872,0.0,0.13194598849663675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917746025025876,0.0,0.0,0.32575832808116145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057960878794457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862372732188297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466378160664543,0.0,0.0,0.0906662274284659,0.13447706203306672,0.18609956442188985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059870238658952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402562815199261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723928599574186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18318578358225704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559551845249186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157185709044217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16502015765501804,0.0,0.10568753802768216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167705171819966,0.0,0.0,0.13792691593084194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518872871543476,0.0,0.19154928600785406,0.0,0.21141929454316116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22401508801597395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lollllaa,2019/04/16,"How to cope with emotional anxiety? I’ve had anxiety for a long and but have only recently started to notice the triggers and trends with it. I’ve determined that the majority of my anxiety is triggered by emotions: fear, sadness, etc. And due to that, I tend to have extreme mood swings and a constant pit in my chest. Anyone else experience this? How do you deal with it?",3.211146881287725,5.71250705633803,4.81923541247485,78.57661971830989,77.02816901408453,8.564185110663983,31.269617706237426,9.23628265651192,3.3003223340040235,295,15,53,8,7,99,51,71,0.175,0.768,0.057,-0.8418,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,4,0,5,1,1,4,0,12,7,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,11,6,2,6,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,37,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4849470112910698,0.0,0.0,0.14775051812950307,0.21650862713927835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22834741336239855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21784787081342716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17651958621281236,0.4753830652637963,0.0,0.0,0.2356627636839748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20669844372722712,0.0,0.23777872047228502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869997299008345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24057401394428346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607082240825159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20863981804943552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495639297271555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mama-to-smallbear,2019/04/16,"I found a podcast that has been super helpful to me! Check it out [here](https://open.spotify.com/episode/6OhE2fXow7Bhy1TR5BbBk0). I've linked to episode 6, which is the first episode in a series that makes up an audio Life Purpose course. Super insightful!! I hope it helps you as much as it has helped me.",5.366410256410255,8.827645384615387,3.4476923076923067,85.78064102564106,75.92307692307692,5.7743589743589725,24.051282051282055,7.1686216300943375,1.0446435897435902,248,8,42,3,6,69,40,52,0.0,0.7070000000000001,0.293,0.9515,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,3,0,3,0,0,4,0,4,1,0,1,0,6,7,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,5,3,7,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,28,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927790104710006,0.0,0.3774009709644329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6921363169340798,0.0,0.0,0.3418713774301229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431208532777024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297582651395864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530289084655186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yaminty,2019/04/16,"I don't know what to do anymore i feel like every possible idea i can come up with has failed or is doomed to fail in the near or not so near future. I've gone to a therapist and my progress has seemingly halted. i've been trying to take initiative and do what has been recommended to me, exercise and stopping avoidance etc etc, but nothing i do makes anything change, and my therapist has told me too, i'm going to have anxiety for the rest of my life and i fucking hate it. i don't know how to get close to people and i'm angry st myself because even though i know i want to and i know i need to, whenever someone tries to get close to me i can't stand the sight of then anymore, it's like their presence offends me after knowing that they care, or thinking they do. i try to talk to people and try to get close and whenever i manage to get myself to speak the other person either a) couldn't give less of a fuck or b) doesn't know what to say, therefore making me feel worse. i know it's all in my head and i know that it's not normal, and i know that people learn to live with this and its just the way it's going to have to be. but god fucking dammit i don't want to live like this anymore and i know that , next year when i turn 18 and leave to canada for college, this problem is going to follow me. it's not an issue of who's around me or what's around me, it's me. and i've had a suicide planned for months before and i don't want to have to die, because even though i don't like life i like knowing that i can help someone else and that me being alive can do something for someone else, and that i understand them. but the slim chance that i'll be some savior to someone in the future and save them from themself or whatever is seriously outshadowdd by the overwhelming reality that i'm going to have to live through  way too fucking much for it to be worth even waiting for that to happen. i have no future planned, i have no inheritance, i have no connection to family , once i leave that's it, no one knows who i am anymore. and it all won't matter anymore and it scares me to think that suicide is the only thing that calms me down but it's a fucking reality and i hate the fact that it is. i don't even know what to say anymore it just feels pointless to try right now even though there's so much left to say

i don't know if that made sense, and i don't know what i hope to happen now, but i hope this does someone some good somewhere",4.068433908045979,4.034982708812262,5.148886494252874,87.20195043103449,70.57088122605364,8.05756704980843,27.615181992337163,7.6454224807358475,1.3473159003831414,1922,59,433,20,32,636,198,522,0.162,0.7440000000000001,0.094,-0.9912,0,1,1,0,0,2,34.0,0,0,5,5,21,27,8,3,16,0,44,9,1,5,3,98,104,43,3,10,18,0,3,5,0,1,3,4,0,1,44,31,0,4,24,1,2,7,19,16,0,1,6,8,58,11,62,92,11,36,1,4,1,5,16,14,5,12,17,298,102,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04448046205751705,0.0,0.3459829328406229,0.0,0.0,0.04784805393232711,0.10352204787694186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088882047884186,0.0,0.049476774501962806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059282297774927474,0.0,0.061509280152109685,0.05008642690961412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06034491794472693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050882733813391305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714470951427262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296932040947008,0.19201980915050512,0.0,0.04898933568596632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05481355686193868,0.0,0.08819897480403623,0.04153851591820208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687687421832509,0.1215126207077183,0.05577760127999745,0.13217967104760608,0.04876893424713731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283416060972056,0.0,0.0,0.11481151526735475,0.05967313727736737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0389731016775482,0.0,0.0,0.11550142040441393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06563817927069818,0.0,0.0606878589688571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.479321296985074,0.0,0.0,0.1231334780726243,0.06317428116232582,0.0,0.0821385051143901,0.14203257985903878,0.0,0.15402824881535332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055017829126564936,0.0776239478506805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046410467290174895,0.0,0.0854859466470525,0.0431134862909307,0.0,0.0,0.0618374448033187,0.0,0.05696936555824352,0.055791314635851935,0.0,0.0,0.06192210443695405,0.03940028770837841,0.044221590589468174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093043965460415,0.05076962449646416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655493033646399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05563653235988697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04965517316626096,0.0,0.13871676590060072,0.05821289089491311,0.0,0.0,0.05293266270707239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24632866668641196,0.0447625559884172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04861149155403216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720151660843598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04371750518368909,0.04673442931978261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502073088650185,0.03862869052844156,0.07451342750386385,0.17138033135189915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05555965978791967,0.0,0.19738184323146368,0.06324463129481013,0.0,0.0605305821818455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288557976717136,0.0923049587217272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059254317771235826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03744321791163622
anxiety,pikapika427,2019/04/16,"Victory: After 24 hours of spiraling anxiety, told my boss and his boss I want to be promoted My boss resigned yesterday morning. I am his right hand woman, so he asked me yesterday what my thoughts on the role were. I was so anxious about him leaving, dreading his departure, and feeling the loss of control/major change, so I told him I didn't think I was ready. Well yall, today I went back to him and his boss and told them I want to be considered, and that I have the institutional knowledge and would be perfect for the role. Wish me luck!",8.11,6.3360168224299125,8.195252336448599,74.42241121495327,63.018691588785046,11.924485981308413,39.15700934579439,10.793553405168565,4.0360706542056075,428,19,85,9,5,140,67,107,0.122,0.69,0.189,0.7759999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,3,6,6,0,1,4,0,10,1,1,4,1,20,21,9,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,9,2,23,3,9,8,0,9,0,2,0,0,17,2,0,1,6,59,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15673358614098595,0.2314574816009101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19153630041938727,0.0,0.0,0.15754102531276787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167371833216264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22979172961055855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359410982976283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20176674906152026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169396483267126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17496745763872962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312796244476431,0.0,0.16265281736577786,0.0,0.0,0.1942034573107092,0.5873184081635779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24168852470179555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18421283803980276,0.18992696006830093,0.0,0.0,0.2356033122855125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14554175301121516,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kinarose,2019/04/16,Scared of leaving my apartment today Anxiety tells me bad things will happen out there,8.677999999999999,10.449995466666667,6.780000000000001,73.17000000000002,61.0,8.666666666666668,35.0,8.841846274778883,3.3369999999999997,72,3,10,1,1,21,15,15,0.403,0.597,0.0,-0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30498351491889186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328750417077145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525449411466515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4221368125427421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3991409094573511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3484575013095429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648604189148085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3778950924197138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,edoswald,2019/04/16,"My sister is staying at our house, but she's staying in my safe space and it's driving me nuts Hi everyone -

I have been having a rough time of it these past few days and completely forgot that I was a member of this sub so I wanted to tell my story and ask for help (or people to help me talk and think through it). I had a pretty bad emotional episode in January which put me in the ER/psych ER for much of a full day (including a return that night because they provided no drugs and my anxiety/BP were so high I was starting to actually have true physical symptoms). Since then, I've had some issues -- which sometimes I cannot just relax in my bedroom and have to go downstairs to our basement.

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I don't know what it is, but over the years I've been able to go down there and get rest. After my break in January though, it's become a safe space of sorts for me, where some nights I've slept down there just because it's easier to fall asleep for whatever reason -- typically I am able to drift off quick and at least get some rest. So having it there has been important to recovering. I honestly think I have PTSD from that event.. thinking about it makes me anxious, and worry it will happen again.

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But now I have a problem.

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Not sure of the exact story (only got parts of it from my brother just last night), but I guess my sister was upset and wanted to come home to family. The thing is, she brought her cat with her, and is staying in the basement. I originally thought this was only going to be a day (friday into saturday), but she's not left yet, and it appears that she is going to be here again tonight. I was okay with it early on (I'm assuming because I thought it was temporary and I could deal) but yesterday I was so miserable I actually was pretty cold to her and just about everybody else.

  
I mean i don't want to be selfish because hey she probably needed some time with family, but at the same time with her cat here she sleeps down there. Typically without cat she sleeps on the living room sofa, so i don't mind it. But she has this thing about her cat and our cat and won't let them associate with one another because she thinks our cat will attack, so that cat is always down there and typically so is she as a result when her cat comes with.

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Being cut off from use of this safe space is just making me so anxious. It feels almost like my personal space has been invaded, even though this isn't my house (it's my brother's). I've just gotten used to having that I guess? Now without it I'm stuck in my room, which I've at times for lack of a better term feel like there's ""monsters under my bed"" (weird to say at 40, but it's the closest to describing it). 

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I've fallen asleep the past few days, but not after laying there for an extended period of time in fear of a bad night without somewhere to go that I feel safer. Today my anxiety isn't too bad, but it's increasing again because it seems like she's still going to be here and downstairs -- plus my brother kind of played middleman and let her know why I've been so quiet and standoffish. But still I don't know what to do.. this is driving me nuts. Doesn't help that this isn't the biggest house, so there's no alternate place for me to go.

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There are some issues in my relationship with my sister that aren't altogether positive, so that may be playing some role here, but it really feels the anxiety instead is coming from her being THERE. Like I want to tell her to get out, but not because she needs to go home, just not take THAT space away.

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I wasn't emotionally ready for this. Not at all.

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As for why the bedroom might be scary to me, I have a fear of sleep because I think I won't wake up -- plus my father passed in the next room over in April 2016. I didn't have these issues right away though.. I'd say these began around the holidays -- in fact, my sister and us had a blowout Christmas Day and we actually didn't see her until the day or two after my hospital stint (we think it shook her a bit and brought her back into reality, but whatever).

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What do I do? Does anybody else feel this way or have had a similar problem? I just need to talk about this. I'm just hoping this isn't long term.. I can't do it.",4.877278972520905,5.166644383640557,5.61921146953405,83.40529868578257,68.87327188940093,8.872025942993686,28.51647038743813,8.788703293910665,1.9632418672128344,3367,108,702,53,54,1099,317,868,0.112,0.7979999999999999,0.09,-0.9632,0,0,1,0,0,0,135.0,7,0,2,1,57,31,2,5,31,1,80,9,7,7,5,139,143,62,0,12,36,8,6,4,0,6,2,3,9,1,57,41,0,4,20,4,0,23,28,14,1,2,31,11,95,17,111,95,21,131,0,1,1,0,57,52,0,19,55,495,152,0,0.07705722700034077,0.0,0.11279510687055537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03858084097373134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032058892895017524,0.3757116296731493,0.42134834312645614,0.0,0.04040061062662503,0.05894856774035541,0.08705273304274494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03429863455556733,0.036019052642147026,0.04383186002768348,0.07239780133561996,0.02962612555225084,0.0965093487941437,0.18789348144033952,0.042551826571510326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03407542764633515,0.04206326711877729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956696692142776,0.04039651821738121,0.0,0.0,0.03076196277807205,0.0,0.0,0.14908660988964886,0.039721308732934085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033716649313743706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044680959634975516,0.0,0.06437142539138127,0.08667900875617811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02544778584485443,0.0,0.0,0.03681574130687106,0.0,0.0,0.07264269569834103,0.0867108035597062,0.09740612320495934,0.02752484918290271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06038883103188102,0.0,0.17517359155514695,0.0,0.030814851871912307,0.0,0.08488722304946357,0.0,0.03407072567550057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774747524425431,0.04070759553059865,0.07729468154359599,0.03826760666296982,0.0,0.13337054108558227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064158733839735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040121622017643035,0.0635229551082071,0.03140596234818112,0.0,0.0,0.04186145130113676,0.07879623539470716,0.0,0.07529253760297253,0.0,0.034021471597572,0.03409661052289024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05143629738190137,0.0,0.0,0.04196895515177285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04087277029737668,0.03890291636208449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028322964081712827,0.08570543614826204,0.0,0.0,0.04097561755502143,0.1446259750802116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026107985636070155,0.05860549346539416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041722733834707836,0.07355984237880367,0.02671088939615932,0.03364169919044773,0.04025420071031228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839490243251285,0.04154036186619948,0.0737333594335047,0.04503788737832906,0.03873189824212615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02468241638974221,0.03961383160969211,0.0,0.04136531196809801,0.0,0.032903225412377904,0.0,0.06127899976129464,0.0,0.0,0.03070231664322997,0.035075002697031565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03187126723104705,0.0,0.11566931521218085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03810578392576475,0.0,0.027270750941105974,0.12319912678810382,0.06153800102135011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03631276225649914,0.04004598176930565,0.02896872240701596,0.0619356801869931,0.0673514128330619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05119339761787027,0.1481254788820905,0.1135625014303856,0.0611748308624893,0.11233172185425798,0.0,0.03652062056563223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03763685696316349,0.0,0.046345178137647776,0.06655270313480358,0.0,0.0,0.09090069793741998,0.030582220037094324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06953216188286038,0.0,0.0,0.1114206255521557,0.0,0.0,0.03912767723282825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42134834312645614,0.024811163883896332
anxiety,dontfindmeirlplease,2019/04/16,"Fear of throwing up (emetophobia) Im not just repulsed at the idea of being sick, I fear it so much. I hate being ill with a cold when I find it hard to eat because I comfort eat a lot and being sick just shakes me. I’m obsessive about being able to control everything I do (knowing I can escape etc) but you can’t help being sick. I haven’t been sick in four years. (Touch wood) I think it might honestly be good I I’m just sick so I know I can live through it. It’s really debilitating idk what to do.",-0.3114316239316253,1.8161163611111133,2.400000000000002,92.65269230769232,89.0925925925926,5.545299145299146,19.41880341880342,7.010146845296331,0.30515726495726536,389,12,90,6,13,135,70,108,0.261,0.601,0.138,-0.9117,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,7,8,1,4,3,0,14,8,0,1,0,15,20,5,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,6,2,2,1,5,0,0,2,3,5,0,1,1,3,13,3,11,12,3,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,2,60,19,0,0.19705506360976216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012293777753652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22101400977050775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4032730498466954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21976848507850386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177100384988603,0.0,0.0,0.4434834622594435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18010475818584407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16528043814169993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17652263143530933,0.1945510788788125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320818553951545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22245118119064186,0.21285328351723232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21659261904960514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17400323138354354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16752916832525994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20904428213647352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14485814519939186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126238519631696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626492802640366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689700026064538
anxiety,LazyTell,2019/04/16,"Anyone else feel like they are waiting? Not waiting for anything particular, just a bored feeling I guess.  Like i spend all day at work waiting for the end of the day, I do art and feel bored, waiting until I've done enough to call it a day.  I wait until my workout is over.  I wait until I'm finally done my meal.  I feel like I'm constantly bored, and anxiously awaiting the next thing to start, then waiting for it to end so the next thing can start again.

And like, I'm not waiting calmly.  I feel antsy, and hold my breathe.  I feel like I CANT wait anymore.  I just want to get up and run away, and also lay in bed and sleep all day.

I sometimes feel like I'm just going through the motions, waiting to die.  Anticipating it.

What am I feeling?  What can help me feel content with my life and invested in what I'm doing?

Anyone with any experience like this?",2.39793103448276,4.154205000000001,3.650091954022991,89.55410344827587,76.58620689655173,6.249195402298851,25.96781609195402,7.03164865440522,1.037853333333333,666,25,142,7,15,217,87,174,0.08,0.7759999999999999,0.14400000000000002,0.8555,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,1,6,11,0,0,7,0,10,4,2,0,2,39,40,14,1,1,5,0,9,7,0,0,1,0,1,0,9,10,1,11,9,2,2,3,3,3,0,0,2,9,18,8,21,38,3,26,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,24,85,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746428663695244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437631744746663,0.0,0.0,0.123558575491868,0.10846706161937612,0.15295008251140835,0.11206394672795368,0.09000336123462546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275805123062677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168045029242897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819165224325362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28214207640223066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351026848729642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22384987524991093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136578882405344,0.0,0.1937412334201911,0.11300991572202547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698623741998993,0.0,0.0,0.4977132947374538,0.3125398628436425,0.0,0.119811046738483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057142053841890174,0.0,0.06215829957262934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204849519463342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330935869783158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07725226983670383,0.3740334654844338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326354961198992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945040870586832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081711329512545,0.0,0.15482731080813064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14532302578362308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451009839547045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962369780364799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,arthersleep,2019/04/16,Anxiety manifesting with tics. I'm over 40 now I have had anxiety all my life. last year I went back into councilling. I uped my medication to 30mg cetalapram. I have been great going out etc. After a recent trauma/relationship break up. I have started to get very bad tics and limbjerking. I can barely get a word out at times as I just stammer. I had a small eye tic and slight stammer before but not like this. Today I nearly crashed my car and had to pull over. They have got so bad that someone asked if I had torettes. I am waiting for NHS councilling service. But till then is there anything I can do?,1.4589492325855955,3.955121677685952,3.0914580873671795,88.29225206611571,84.28925619834712,5.440613931523021,23.518890200708384,6.868970318607317,0.8916559622195988,477,18,95,6,14,157,85,121,0.14,0.838,0.022,-0.8834,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,0,3,0,14,3,1,0,1,15,23,10,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,4,0,0,7,1,16,2,16,16,2,25,0,0,1,0,2,9,0,1,12,66,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33022415658488696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17761262499476058,0.0,0.20177523790110552,0.0,0.0,0.16596268066191727,0.3604240049673584,0.0,0.0,0.18365845783396229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407114660903485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22552824786160425,0.0,0.12266318280631205,0.0,0.17262181016018552,0.2379572555972691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759331536916201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524496223727908,0.10544537246685436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21742959913592674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21310959653707184,0.2317244638869243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18287507016904586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276810063695942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585428121150416,0.0,0.204584972740338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17808528623245912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20007986719856366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13898973260108724
anxiety,Annamarie1268,2019/04/16,"Is this dysphoria? Please help, I don’t really know what I’m experiencing and I’m wondering if anyone else gets the same thing. So like what happens is I’ll be anywhere and I’ll just start thinking about how we are all evolved from monkeys and then I’ll start looking around and I can’t think of humans as intelligent or like separate from other animals. I know we are all basically the same but it gets in our heads that humans are a completely different thing than animals, but we are not. We are just more complex and intelligent. But when I get these feelings I get so sad and I feel hopeless as hell. I’ll be at work and thinking about how we are monkeys and seeing everyone coming to get food or the people working, and I just feel, not human. I get so much anxiety and then I just want to die but it makes me scared to die too. Someone help? What is this and how can I stop?",1.8822780881440089,4.119224530726257,3.5821880819366854,87.09222687771576,80.2290502793296,7.106269397889509,24.469584109248913,8.167268648758528,1.5361468653010548,697,26,145,14,18,232,95,179,0.183,0.725,0.092,-0.9775,1,0,0,0,0,2,14.0,6,0,0,2,15,6,1,1,4,0,14,2,1,4,2,51,39,29,2,2,13,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,12,18,1,1,10,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,0,6,17,2,14,37,6,10,1,2,2,0,11,3,1,4,8,101,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916995247947013,0.0,0.0,0.09978358460281517,0.14621950018784818,0.0,0.12703888993654527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292886792674322,0.14962487277221728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29621328195218405,0.14909774222166194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921282773087576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636201465217646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21646982613723556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17256106169485744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4473490072280731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261947370568306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14645786620757825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19130609086811254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568553346608513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943820973530016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983737638818501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952575839609061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049055731598912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893460139377812,0.0,0.0,0.15664869734293732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142132973324063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287393248012026,0.0,0.11371846941945232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091461101152035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20201655093186527,0.0,0.0,0.11930888253920473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896154902294432,0.27432136369763266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417189131624332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547589283390992,0.2077838169348272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Eriane,2019/04/16,"Recently I get severe anxiety from subtle shaking from a train far away I've experienced anxiety from time to time and they all go away on their own. But in the past year, I just lay in bed and I get sudden anxiety out of the blue. I wonder why but then a few minutes later, I feel the train passing by and it's maybe a mile away from here so the shaking is very subtle.

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You might say, well... ""Maybe as a kid you experienced this or that... ""But to that I say that I've lived in harsher conditions and once immediately next to a train for a few months, like the track was a few feet away kind of close. But I felt nothing, it wasn't unpleasant since I got used to it in about a week and didn't really notice it.

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It just happened out of the blue since I've been living here for years, it makes no sense. The only thing I can think about is that if I was having some stressful times at that time and had issues sleeping and it just so happened to be at the same time as the train passing by every night and it turned into a trigger. 

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About how it feels... It feels like my heart begins to palpitate and my body and mind become stressed and depressed. It gets so bad that I have to browse the internet on my phone for half an hour or so after the train passes by. Then I can sleep. Otherwise I'll feel like I'm very depressed. See, that's why I feel like it's a subconscious trigger from a year ago.

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As far as curing this, I never really spent the time to do so. I'm guessing if my theory is true, the way to fix this is to simply overwrite those moments with happy ones. ie: Have sex lol  But that's a lot of sex and while I would enjoy it, I don't think my SO would appreciate a wake-up call every night for it. Maybe a few times but I'll get an angry look thereafter. Thinking of happy thoughts is a bit difficult considered my state of mind, it's like the happy things aren't really that great anymore but it's fine once the train passes. It's like it didn't happen. 

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So I don't know where to go from here, I'm used to brainwashing myself but not to overwrite ongoing negative emotions so I have no idea if it will make things fun, bad or bad things worst.  I don't expect answers, I'm not going to a doctor for this, but any advice or if you've experienced a similar thing is definitively welcome! I simply go to bed earlier or later anyways so I normally don't experience this issue. Only when laying down especially on my back is the worse for some reason. Ahh brain, why must you be so weird sometimes? 

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Anyway, I just felt like sharing my experience. Maybe one day someone will say ""ah-hah! someone experienced the same thing as I do!"" and feel better.",3.3968014864748106,4.748335431941925,4.560185377236195,85.73477465214762,73.08348457350272,7.57066804943393,25.097269034655604,8.11559375814309,1.3727334370408784,2137,66,442,32,42,702,233,551,0.151,0.728,0.121,-0.9553,0,0,0,0,0,0,84.0,0,3,2,1,27,32,0,4,36,1,35,9,6,8,4,83,75,51,0,9,24,0,8,7,0,6,1,3,2,1,40,18,0,0,17,0,1,10,14,12,1,3,12,19,37,20,63,55,13,66,0,2,4,2,13,22,0,15,39,290,77,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04872810789436383,0.04420286445690829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241762782912199,0.36355312678964463,0.033910332367606315,0.0,0.11444119114413448,0.0,0.04945329691872183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18740157029900167,0.0383435846665387,0.12490713239145165,0.0,0.055072660850740834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04410208964724038,0.054440343246217486,0.05538946373169516,0.0,0.05566652478826595,0.05091837453575348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03215920038137119,0.0,0.08589837290753953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05103957626531275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05609211209870229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402787306199422,0.0,0.0,0.0975562919536579,0.0,0.0,0.15128133817815,0.10687202920445547,0.09575763261345413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421091575633806,0.0,0.11335912668179016,0.0,0.0398820925690619,0.05497702339237253,0.05493260362992645,0.0,0.13228801237795168,0.15924864298161734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05909100119224382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049107592198117236,0.0,0.0,0.05629221664827168,0.0,0.10409350603421524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051927370930738494,0.02740484130202916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705327658920921,0.0,0.0880645141654464,0.0,0.04187456281382585,0.0,0.0,0.04239396791599072,0.0,0.0,0.06657137870147035,0.0,0.2003868754825197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052899543873511416,0.1007001246027954,0.0,0.03980226308032786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03845944117227077,0.0,0.05303265383837225,0.09359101497575834,0.04885772128281523,0.0478474084057247,0.05677234022086735,0.0,0.10621051823836934,0.06758047088836265,0.07585010387711312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04760237782923002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583558143089074,0.05127016368081366,0.04923628508216889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896543026613332,0.0,0.0,0.03973644395694962,0.0,0.0,0.056333958248963215,0.0,0.08249871427488685,0.0,0.09980326707107667,0.0,0.0845019580119984,0.0,0.04931837440793477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424180116734023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987710177424252,0.0958556297003797,0.0,0.03958773317320989,0.2035393130324937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05423947657056402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613577239236668,0.0,0.08228871964811503,0.0,0.03958100903929883,0.03999919346292349,0.0,0.04483518206143164,0.0,0.13498790104197614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05407713904503425,0.0,0.0,0.05081732812191184,0.07084621314381802,0.0,0.36355312678964463,0.0963354753944801
anxiety,heytrose,2019/04/16,"Anxiety is making me a shitty parent I’ve dealt with anxiety since childhood. Ive never gone on meds, but my  anxiety has peaked since having my last child.  Before she was born I was always praised for being such a peaceful, patient mom. Flash forward to now and last week getting food with them, i was feeling so anxious and I raised  my voice  to them in the food line. Not super loud but loud enough for a couple judgment stares. I’m still over thinking it and worrying  about how these people probably think I’m a shitty parent. When my house is messy and out of order I get super anxious and it manifests into rage and I yell. I flash back to my dad turning over my dressers and destroying my room when things were out of place, and how I’m probably making my children feel just how I did.  My kids are loved, I follow peaceful parenting for the most part, but I feel like I’m missing time with them because I’m constantly cleaning and worrying about what else needs to be done. After dealing with awful PPD, I kept saying I was going to finally seek help. It’s been 4 years and I still haven’t gotten up the courage. 

  Yesterday in the middle of a panic attack I was thinking to myself, what if I started meds and I was a completely different person? No more rage when things are out of place, no more panic attacks when I’m not in control, no more worrying that everyone  is judging me,  talking about me and generally disliking me. Maybe I could actually make mom friends 🤷🏻‍♀️

Sorry for my useless rant post.",4.056824769433465,5.664898895622897,5.0602283706631574,81.7828063241107,71.82828282828281,7.858820084907043,29.074659639877034,8.456263369488248,2.228000263504612,1200,48,223,20,23,393,167,297,0.274,0.627,0.099,-0.9958,4,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,3,4,17,16,5,2,10,1,22,3,0,7,1,46,49,24,0,3,7,6,3,1,1,0,0,5,3,4,9,20,2,2,6,0,0,4,7,9,0,0,13,9,36,7,33,33,6,42,1,2,1,1,21,16,0,2,23,151,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.08957187905307798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637499595430683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21065278068514684,0.20738870040594276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20884427564274052,0.0,0.07057933118915043,0.0,0.05595313261377795,0.0,0.0781048550761707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623800564554352,0.09919025474347884,0.10294808324696672,0.07328527502229908,0.1015617120296654,0.0,0.0,0.09462943101971877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589895778564984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393102528356442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667712309871734,0.0,0.0,0.09484157397119912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770739846116407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13923236133072486,0.06557338869658276,0.0,0.10054930294581206,0.0,0.0,0.22198090627448527,0.0,0.07091520615289476,0.0,0.0959109170498324,0.0,0.05216525407683775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061523583318330674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059110657084705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14963899440558856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0448429962448129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284228289756329,0.0,0.1838076731460267,0.0,0.0922134157098132,0.0,0.20391162376220515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150020684185869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06805966299294686,0.07079258915028251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153869584025677,0.30575924284293643,0.09939749442575656,0.0,0.06363426448468097,0.08014576947433442,0.1917979155712997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790756249683399,0.0,0.19792604690753415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299352747736686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15185601784821207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027491874904277,0.0649680417729453,0.0,0.14660408250629872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737757435853939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195978035659875,0.17644219479749498,0.0,0.0,0.05352233984032955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983902166926888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362682303363846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796456072402103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059108483485676835
anxiety,paper_swan,2019/04/16,"Just choose happiness I know that my anxiety has ruined a significant fraction of my life, as well as my family’s time together. Sometimes I am told to just ‘turn it off’, to just ‘choose happiness’. My dad told me the other day that he used to have anxiety, and he just started asking himself what’s the worst thing that could happen if everything I’m worried about were true? I do find that if I can verbalize what the outcome of the worst case scenario is, it often sounds silly, and it can help me to let things go. Other times, when the anxiety creeps in, I am powerless against it. My husband is frustrated, my children suffer because of it, I can see that if I continue to indulge it every time it can ruin my life. I want to ‘choose happiness’ so badly. Has anyone else been able to do this?",6.076666666666667,6.0116415384615385,6.903333333333336,76.44166666666669,66.30769230769229,10.523076923076925,33.358974358974365,10.25414643259724,3.3437743589743576,624,25,119,14,9,208,91,156,0.208,0.705,0.087,-0.9734,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,9,13,1,0,6,0,17,2,0,1,1,19,29,9,0,5,7,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,19,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,4,2,18,6,16,23,2,10,0,3,1,0,10,2,0,4,7,91,37,0,0.14982818563427625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34385445573732965,0.0,0.0,0.10476335107432036,0.15351668205813299,0.0,0.0,0.140069128249697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12510027667712578,0.09133387130771373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962561459854484,0.0,0.0,0.0966267847575692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12516222356457474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623670843353652,0.0,0.13465591227090734,0.0,0.14124467904895086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369402473032834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515081068785209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249256974120874,0.4784846689544346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042667458804877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234165247903494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15320947098119822,0.21165615691870104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11939366562993102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14818390668908582,0.0,0.10604916095338003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19907837798278574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26209805978909506,0.0,0.0,0.28633450423877704,0.0,0.0,0.16297004172352011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940344660598976,0.0,0.0,0.0883725458015301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471353252694476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521577953448107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anonmeplz3,2019/04/16,"I have HIV symptoms and its ruining me I dont know what could have happened, I'm in a committed relationship and I know for a fact my gf hasnt cheated, were literally always together except when I do odd jobs and we live with my mom and she has my kid 24/7 so there's no window. 

Anyways last month I had a horrible jock itch/yeast infection and a little before that I had 1 hard flesh colored bump on my testicles. Like a pimple that wouldn't pop and my doc said it's just some kind of cyst. But after that went away I now have horrible diarrhea and my body feels so weak. Sometimes I have headaches as well. I want to tell myself it's from my anxiety but I've never felt like this. 

I also donate plasma regularly so I thought I would be clean but idk for sure. I'm really freaking out in silence every day,  my gf is newly pregnant as well and I'm just over the hill with these emotions and I've stopped having sex with her completely due yo fear.I'm too nervous to get an actual test but I know I'll have to do it soon, I'm just ranting to hopefully calm my nerves but it isn't even helping. Idk what to do.

Sorry for grammar/formatting , not at 100%",1.3559370677731692,3.430274170124484,3.4067479253112047,88.52320625864455,81.15767634854771,6.838243430152144,23.319674965421854,7.9370924344782425,1.2587799446749657,909,32,194,17,24,308,152,241,0.14,0.754,0.106,-0.6311,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,0,16,13,1,1,7,0,21,8,2,0,4,41,37,21,0,5,10,1,3,2,2,2,5,1,2,1,12,14,0,1,6,0,1,1,7,5,2,0,7,5,27,8,24,26,1,19,0,1,1,2,11,8,0,2,12,125,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.15078311484142629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356457670771305,0.12856780395516315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820258306327155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14517073873049208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147980657684452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17162992508518635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16200470963395708,0.0,0.0,0.12336664315509985,0.0,0.0,0.09964857538593312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810889446869149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17380715299941246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205486360081716,0.0,0.13018448444054154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17387090735425215,0.07812678618227645,0.0,0.14835741497148222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072704833791494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366359840809938,0.0,0.13841395546002194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035672984313165,0.0,0.0,0.15346700110291842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333103845494264,0.0,0.0,0.16090227603365487,0.2547501208400708,0.1259493153249757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15097521061512045,0.1548633529958252,0.1364384573399473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18096461699934596,0.12333138778501193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917051660202002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898545411183783,0.0,0.0,0.1658899244298337,0.0,0.0,0.1469779436714425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15281803315444312,0.17296547422044978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12918039971830628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456273650544437,0.1605989311660948,0.0,0.0,0.13505181338576644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266664490059725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113620322196192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27785280520709965,0.1432357787898362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109762122931376,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,natilicious,2019/04/16,Very anxious for my flight today! I hate hate hate flying. I absolutely think I am going to die each time and usually cry or put myself to sleep through alcohol :( just wish travelling was so much easier! Wish I didn’t have anxiety!!!!,1.8259848484848504,4.619401749999998,3.897272727272728,80.18257575757578,88.31818181818181,8.387878787878789,23.24242424242424,8.841846274778883,2.6006787878787883,183,7,33,6,6,62,37,44,0.387,0.475,0.138,-0.9495,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,7,11,3,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,3,1,3,0,0,2,0,6,0,4,9,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105305271572701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070262733722015,0.22255121861843227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163926169573376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20445241034051784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119582777809597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5834830462299686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14481590527838345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19803700244443215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19713987263781305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622810979586074,0.0,0.0,0.11487088671137538,0.0,0.18673069362663053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21696502845036034,0.1625436540008759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.453075043390377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,honeybees-knees,2019/04/16,"My mom stresses me out so much She just left me a passive-aggressive message about how I need I can’t just ignore her calls and messages and need to talk to her. I typically answer or call back, and she texts me constantly through the day about different things so by the time I check my phone I reply to it all at once. 

She’s not a bad mom at all. It’s just that more recently every time I see my phone ring/text with her name I get this huge surge of anxiety and then I feel incredibly stressed for a while afterward. I get on the verge of feeling out of control or like I need to throw my phone away or smash it up so I don’t have to get those notifications. 

Anyone have advice for getting through this?",2.5417346938775505,4.063343258503405,3.797023809523811,89.65839285714287,75.5986394557823,7.348979591836735,25.17517006802721,8.07648339933343,1.25367619047619,557,19,125,9,12,182,89,147,0.071,0.86,0.068,-0.1073,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,10,5,0,2,6,0,4,0,0,2,2,26,14,13,0,3,7,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,2,3,0,1,1,3,4,0,0,0,3,24,1,23,14,4,20,0,0,1,0,17,10,0,3,10,87,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15216880314475242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912617336873195,0.0,0.0,0.10888377551491432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463050480108251,0.11973987169039145,0.13002056828921654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31801719565959363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16827912897178532,0.17465439344739014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042719168850683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626953487235814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13120169679440594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574744787177771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254312759206226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16919137126895967,0.0,0.0,0.07607743692238343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36475721222997104,0.0,0.0,0.1144728857323768,0.34639554569707315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658378309778979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15375574583133078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408951177143784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3567558623540496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12516267754229224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345414305606457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18160438749059016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,stopeverythingpls,2019/04/16,"DAE feel like they can’t breathe? I don’t know if I could have asthma or not. I always feel like I’m not getting enough air with my breaths. On top of that my chest is almost always tight. No matter how many breaths I take or if I use breathing exercises, I’ll always feel like I’m not getting enough breath.

If you experience this, what are some ways to help this?",2.689780701754384,4.067532276315792,3.4789473684210535,92.68096491228071,74.92105263157895,6.119298245614036,23.192982456140356,6.42735559955562,0.32062982456140343,287,8,65,2,6,91,51,76,0.026,0.7929999999999999,0.181,0.8599,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,8,6,2,0,20,16,6,0,4,8,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,9,3,4,15,3,4,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,7,3,36,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19287693318440585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4808154089037441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378806914569826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3980472893451401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18841524449505764,0.0,0.0,0.292177057466634,0.4128143681763911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20126764535711805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910633251456874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585662433178347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28230709941795984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19528222214259247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448231348803394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663582357433982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15288948249577144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,callmesokoh,2019/04/16,"Does anyone else create an image of their anxiety? I wanted to post as an outlet, as even though sometimes I can be really open about my anxiety, I feel like I never truly actually say what's on my mind with it. At least not well thought out. 

​

I can't help but see my anxiety as a woman made of smoke, caressing my face while subsequently suffocating me. She floats around me as I imagine myself looking in the mirror, using me as grip to manoeuvre. I can't imagine myself without her at this point, as I hate her but she's connected by my soul. It's the one image that has stuck no matter what, and I really wish I could illustrate it if not for my inability to draw. It sounds really pompous and artistic and lame, but that's all I see whenever I have my moments of dread. It's that same suffocating feeling every time.

My anxiety has been with me for years, although it has become way worse the past 2 years. It was quelled for a bit but now that I am having a big change in my life a lot of it comes flooding back sometimes. I accidentally asked a girl out today on a date instead of going just to study together and for coffee - i'm native to the English language but I can't even form the correct sentences under pressure. That brought everything back. I couldn't shake my anxiety off again for the rest of the day. Does anyone else get this? I mess my words up all the time.

I was wondering if i'm the only one that images my anxiety as a persona, or a person, or a thing for that matter... I'm pretty sure there's others out there. It'd be nice to see the responses, if this post goes through. I hope it does. It's nice to vent a little. I wonder if i'll ever be free of this curse - probably not, as it is one of the cornerstones of what has shaped me. But still I sit kinda sad, procrastinating before I sleep because of the fear of getting up tomorrow and doing a hard days' studying again. 

​

I dunno. Shit sucks.",2.8524009920173583,4.6199445524296685,4.573108579400138,83.37912035960629,75.34271099744245,7.603844067271178,25.40347206076106,8.391295532112219,1.7074221653878938,1524,53,304,28,33,515,203,391,0.171,0.7340000000000001,0.095,-0.9839,0,0,1,0,0,0,50.0,0,0,1,0,17,17,3,4,25,0,22,4,3,2,6,58,48,28,0,9,17,0,4,1,0,0,1,2,0,3,28,13,0,0,7,1,1,4,10,10,1,3,7,11,47,8,52,35,8,47,1,2,4,0,11,19,2,12,21,222,75,1,0.0,0.0,0.08545157047616976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18975497367142505,0.2128040162770963,0.0,0.0,0.4019254954794744,0.0,0.0,0.12245605978362516,0.1794429808049787,0.0,0.07795210987276993,0.08186218447048865,0.0,0.0,0.1346653605356818,0.0,0.053379287176452496,0.0967095251216352,0.07451202987622353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559915321813783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263298520353584,0.0754301664942689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991415062000175,0.0,0.0,0.11294536886833866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298882144350537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629994720770206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567274463844905,0.07920826190530322,0.07377794694567759,0.0,0.07869847744545236,0.0,0.0,0.09853584805674466,0.08855177958821761,0.06255701124955654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149901257359183,0.0,0.049765651142729114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844173986136503,0.0864530796707074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058693497015480774,0.0,0.0,0.08697257829103756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06185030055697115,0.04278021734595473,0.08776391664687233,0.0,0.0,0.0735332018072758,0.0,0.0,0.0744452953941874,0.0,0.08285685897816429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841647633859365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06753612835766476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17801051772738508,0.06659772210991359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359144598083396,0.0,0.07645906216330073,0.0,0.0,0.0827779665509179,0.0,0.16772762504256913,0.0890858794682306,0.0944107220100104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682906441556577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696358234691082,0.0,0.0,0.20933577018445668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988501556465173,0.0,0.0,0.08762901968901073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732095923851923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993014560383226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252971203901538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05817481377288335,0.0,0.08603293497088686,0.06951744870652336,0.10212062185734101,0.0,0.08300212133348044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562871954405469,0.0,0.0,0.05164856622535032,0.06950564089140518,0.0,0.0,0.07873215310323586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069632633575992,0.08441028783097314,0.1899227077898325,0.0,0.0,0.08923701151720008,0.0,0.0,0.2128040162770963,0.11277898366568355
anxiety,Angrylion1012,2019/04/16,"I PRESENTED TODAY!!! I was nervous and had an anxiety attack before class and on my way. I took deep breaths, got up there and DID IT! I was a little shaky, but I did it and I passed! I feel so accomplished today. I even went out of my comfort zone and raised me hand to answer a question in class when the rest of the students didn't. My answer was for the most part correct ... regardless i am still proud because i didn't have much knowledge on the topic !!! yay!",1.1078723404255302,3.319984893617022,2.7632340425531936,91.99400000000004,83.04255319148936,5.4621276595744686,22.16595744680852,6.742157984588678,0.5667863829787231,356,12,75,4,10,117,63,94,0.061,0.7170000000000001,0.222,0.9695,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,5,6,1,2,7,1,10,2,2,0,1,16,14,8,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,5,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,11,2,14,3,9,3,4,16,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,3,5,57,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19599399599642764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.291467010245972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561784944944564,0.0,0.21800921786996286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692191491051238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954353975518818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20490831875731935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25678192980613745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18833810969890474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774420360534595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870051194989828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20460342274863785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4856994926461918,0.0,0.2846500918012414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033613959176405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23750202345115615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Metroid_PrimeRib,2019/04/16,"Introductions at work are causing me to panic Hello, I just left a meeting at work in which I humiliated myself for the 4th time in a month and I need some advice. 

About a month ago I was sitting in a work training and the instructor began by asking us to go around and introduce ourselves. I’ve never had a problem with this, but for some reason I began to worry. As my turn began to approach my heart started racing, my mouth dried up, and it felt like I was gonna pass out. It got to my turn and I couldn’t even speak. Everyone was staring and I was incredibly embarrassed. I pretended I was sort of choking on some coffee and deferred my turn. I felt completely defeated. 

Same thing happened at a training the next week. The longer I sat and waited for my turn, the worse I felt. I was humiliated again. 

Last week a high ranking government official in my State came down for a visit to my work. We were asked to just say our names and division out loud. I began to panic once again. My heart was beating so hard I felt almost dizzy. It got to my turn and once again I couldn’t speak. I choked out half my name and watched as people looked at me in confusion. They moved on and I once again felt defeated. 

Today we had a video conference with our central office. I tried deep breathing before hand and had some gum to chew as I was told that could help. Nope. Same exact problem.  Had what I felt like was a panic attack while waiting for my turn and embarrassed myself when I couldn’t speak. I pretended to choke on some water and my boss introduced me as “the guy needing the Heimlich maneuver”

I’ve never had this problem before. I’ve been at this job for nearly five years. I’ve introduced myself publicly a ton of times in my life with no problem. Now the fear of it is destroying me at work. People are starting to notice. My superiors are starting to notice. It’s humiliating and makes me terrified to attend trainings and conferences because I know it’s going to happen again. And it’s something so simple, just saying my name out loud in a room and I can’t do it anymore. The panic is absolutely controlling me. If anyone can provide me with some advice I’d really appreciate it. Thank you.",2.9095207852193994,5.093998632794456,4.410502886836031,82.72198989607394,76.52886836027713,7.1937413394919165,25.14370669745959,8.158263871857827,1.6928152886836023,1740,62,329,31,40,579,203,433,0.197,0.7290000000000001,0.073,-0.9963,1,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,5,1,1,10,15,20,2,8,21,0,28,8,5,5,3,77,67,29,0,11,5,0,8,2,0,1,1,7,1,1,16,31,2,3,8,3,0,8,8,16,0,2,31,18,59,4,58,31,9,66,0,2,3,0,24,28,0,10,30,232,75,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220999444106146,0.059966010549763166,0.0,0.06773985863790291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708879528926487,0.047301165081303456,0.0,0.0,0.060221203002006965,0.12648379209315333,0.07695954590863509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0412376893249233,0.0,0.11512720013843075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737147125649388,0.0,0.06949329296988695,0.0,0.0,0.07092780676740694,0.0,0.07587316161257035,0.05401154970753081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0446809704576366,0.0,0.0,0.06464071411701662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612298523395025,0.0,0.0,0.3897170428705989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689201446592883,0.0,0.108208823709805,0.0,0.0,0.06698231220357373,0.1196420856932899,0.0,0.060599462256146215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603267862581412,0.045343134450574425,0.07147399323434155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06713035868864928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03717765857084024,0.055142277777241934,0.0,0.0,0.07349992177327615,0.0,0.04778189469990996,0.06609894606998082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05680741522777397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045155670866266144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799222887947338,0.0718992862995294,0.0,0.10032050421323564,0.10434885989448353,0.0,0.07194458365145054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15403575286113444,0.0,0.2161292419200611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31748215194865204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937974303370141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25892060509121834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043337142345378214,0.06955357337009095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075930611291887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05207885713913887,0.0,0.0,0.1436451435797705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062281335214159475,0.0,0.0,0.04494243036575645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889237006669354,0.0,0.0641225440411947,0.06464071411701662,0.0,0.045928658846787984,0.4414906225022821,0.0,0.0,0.08137240496468788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852654399888427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24624332411937405,0.06869998832803915,0.06893925250568438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0435631959210357
anxiety,hollywoodrache,2019/04/16,Can’t stop shaking The last week and half has been so bad. I’m stressed out about two different things which in turn makes me stress out about everything else. The overthinking is horrible. I am sitting here at my desk at work and my hands are shaking so bad. I just want to cry.  I’m completely overthinking a situation and just want to message the person but I can’t. I miss him. I just can’t stop overthinking and worrying. I’m so lost.,1.1959090909090904,3.7529240454545487,2.5481818181818205,91.04227272727276,86.95454545454545,7.290909090909091,23.90909090909091,8.296473431620573,1.755213636363636,348,14,74,9,11,112,55,88,0.309,0.6629999999999999,0.028,-0.9676,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,9,8,0,4,4,0,8,1,1,1,0,15,17,8,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,8,0,2,2,1,9,0,9,15,0,12,0,2,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,46,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260037668949524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20468613568822425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21444176314574506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20396502352687496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16308259837150427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17545258811973002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15913166169487256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131074400651528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031193540687078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17045997301608054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21943726036724265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264280018123376,0.4472513715313576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969655794053114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21234504392830636,0.1907031385671679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230293518021158,0.0,0.15659499372069605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421236514990586,0.19825701334323856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lecar2,2019/04/16,"Academic anxiety Does anyone have any tips for reducing anxiety surrounding academics? I’m not all that smart but managed to luck my way into a university for undergrad that is far too prestigious for me. Unfortunately, this means that every time I get back an exam that I did poorly on (which is most of them), I feel as if my whole world crumbles around me. I shut down and have to spend the rest of the day fighting off thoughts of dropping out and giving up. 

I know that undergrad GPA doesn’t mean too much in the grand scheme of things, but every bad result makes me think I’m failing my professors, parents, and myself. Especially if it is in a class I am especially passionate for.

Thanks to anyone who read this :)",6.831989051094888,7.063841131386861,7.195319343065695,73.97721259124089,64.69343065693431,10.937591240875912,33.183394160583944,10.686352973137794,3.51837299270073,573,22,106,14,8,187,94,137,0.125,0.7170000000000001,0.158,0.8503,1,0,0,0,2,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,4,8,1,0,6,0,8,1,0,2,1,22,20,8,0,2,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,0,6,1,2,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,14,5,21,18,5,18,0,1,0,1,5,13,0,4,3,76,25,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567057396490273,0.0,0.3052423062768081,0.0,0.0,0.2789977535115085,0.0,0.0,0.17760218297415198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153407406426679,0.16657875010043288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866453583217802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17458859800944565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361839584403774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087596978954333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042333838017504,0.1913838443413537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964299932415617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317146320115714,0.0,0.0,0.4346399294714343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466594899298752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22152723583156889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19955947818074365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183677850012578,0.0,0.0,0.1325425820679164,0.12783506177643994,0.0,0.15838507341524855,0.1163332551110152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15835817108066688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227407538976268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,selfimprovementbitch,2019/04/16,"why I don't get help The idea of getting help for anxiety makes me more anxious than anything.

Talking to someone about my problems sounds like my worst nightmare.  

They're analyzing me - every word, every little change in body language. They're trained for this. It's so obvious to them.  

I fit in a box. My mind is troubled, and I am too weak to resist its whims. They look down on me in pity and judgment.  

The irrational fear that medication will change who I am, or the dwelling on potential side effects:  

What if it makes me gain weight? What if there are long term effects on the brain we don't know about yet?  

I know it might help, but I don't do it. I won't. I can't.",0.6486818376985823,3.0600574233576663,1.936882782310008,95.52974667239158,87.9051094890511,4.975354229282955,22.657363675397164,6.522977012572876,0.4684206955775006,525,20,115,6,17,167,90,137,0.166,0.7829999999999999,0.051,-0.8819,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,2,3,6,8,0,2,5,0,12,5,2,4,1,19,19,7,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,10,3,1,0,5,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,0,3,18,1,16,16,3,13,0,1,1,0,8,10,0,4,4,73,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322329937620587,0.19527605074501247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422442826465828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920020546507328,0.0,0.19296245918512175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3657136586461379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912742458382364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19450903704254432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806183757182855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475815901609579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19513135764713369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18999230116596866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444783339805878,0.17324532391738806,0.0,0.1529705320895895,0.14515399782170224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23076304824919736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17413242643160254,0.0,0.1833709956644481,0.17453347193410176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16539812978953086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14645880702966232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893366244094166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21048985459127584,0.0,0.0,0.15597403433136056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Wtfkacey,2019/04/16,"Feel like an idiot and I have no where to turn My anxiety gets especially bad around the holidays. When my boyfriend and I started dating, I met his dad pretty quickly. I thought it went well. He didn’t. He told me that he couldn’t believe I embarrassed him like that in front of his dad. I asked what I did wrong. He said I didn’t talk enough. He’s held this against me for a very long time. His dad invited me to his brother’s graduation and my boyfriend told him I wouldn’t be coming because “it’s complicated.” And he told me it was just be better without me there. I can’t even explain how badly this hurt me. Thanksgiving he went to his family’s party. He left our home with a picture of me as his background and when he came back, his background was plain black. He said it’s because he didn’t want people to ask questions. Now every time a holiday rolls around I’m just reminded of all this hurt all over again. It sends my anxiety through the roof. Now, Easter is here and he told me he’s going to his family thing. Now, here’s the thing that immediately reminded me off all this holiday stuff. His brother’s girlfriend is invited. I wasn’t. I’ve been angry at my boyfriend since last night and I just don’t know how to tell him how I’m feeling. I’m so anxious. My mind is racing constantly.",1.8525274725274696,3.9866315112781976,3.305263157894739,89.58761133603242,79.75187969924812,6.7990746096009245,24.51648351648352,7.882392219407189,1.3056222093695775,1026,38,219,18,26,336,134,266,0.13,0.7709999999999999,0.099,-0.883,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,0,1,23,11,1,1,7,0,18,0,0,3,3,33,45,14,0,3,4,5,2,2,1,1,0,2,1,0,16,12,0,1,6,3,0,7,10,7,1,0,20,5,40,4,21,21,4,31,0,2,1,0,46,8,0,1,18,135,56,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17443358271518766,0.1287980411727578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20298487095118267,0.213166583658162,0.0,0.0,0.08766610318356012,0.19038598245871094,0.13899800450126434,0.0,0.0,0.12844942331255466,0.0,0.10083194816679623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039625020260018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982089043943496,0.0,0.1232035350950185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780206853431467,0.0,0.07530205783181312,0.0,0.09605774022187746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21495561562348453,0.0,0.11529304069863795,0.08144825634808507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059565146118960376,0.0,0.0647941043000373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436060911492513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440985962679948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06265652171559608,0.09293278430683873,0.0,0.0,0.1238714222926871,0.0,0.0,0.11139835613693316,0.0,0.0,0.10089463001287592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511687797059235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698999124981393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903968346446365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598843044111208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771649202131846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21689787676634187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430965911286747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069635908616242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051335542574474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163634509751817,0.09964914069793326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151485406688431,0.0,0.0,0.09051063773373456,0.1329594624378979,0.0,0.0,0.4357630322595061,0.0,0.0,0.1240093640438076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940696005635864,0.06724563047220711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250803963775516,0.21137549975483333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990088280027098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465125622710885,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alfredlloyd,2019/04/16,"I post comments and most of the time they get average upvotes. But sometimes I’ll post a comment and it’ll be downvoted to hell and it’ll attract who I assume are very youthful redditors who call me something like cringe and to anyone else it would be a normal comment. It makes me feel horrible. I assure you the comments don’t call for it, I’m smart enough to know that. 
I now feel anxious and riddled with fear and I don’t want to go outside. I have to walk to work and now I’ll just associate every random citizen with those who have ‘bullied’ me online. 
I would delete Reddit but I use it for useful pages.",1.7614081885856088,4.095108056451615,3.1654838709677438,89.3566873449132,81.33870967741936,5.750868486352358,24.86104218362283,7.010146845296331,1.111846898263027,485,19,96,6,13,158,75,124,0.073,0.81,0.117,0.4933,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,1,3,6,1,1,4,0,11,0,0,3,1,26,21,9,0,4,3,0,2,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,11,9,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,2,13,4,11,15,3,8,1,0,0,0,12,0,1,3,5,62,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197335537352696,0.0,0.13600134608441802,0.1992917866049195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39721957181556605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16248268797382456,0.0,0.0,0.20097407476633053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16387755924347755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21887047479669025,0.19669359349709697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162003331963804,0.0,0.1105408022459295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068940183864461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502456889621104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983257411527385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19057210000111946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3725611100281746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14973827095562553,0.19236890163494813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341653536882293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33597709019240435,0.0,0.1604857297679628,0.11472318384879375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14160084000879608,0.0,0.0,0.27633936379863755,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Floor9,2019/04/16,"My day doesn't start until my roommate leaves the house.. I am 27 years old and living with a long time friend out of financial necessity.  I lived alone in the same house for 6 months before I just had to get someone else in. When I was living on my own I would get up every morning, open the blinds, play music or a podcast (usually gets my brain booted up) and start getting my breakfast. I would have the house clean all the time and actually enjoyed it. The first couple of months living with a roommate were fine but now I feel like my brain is getting tired of talking every day. I'm rarely leaving my room and often I won't get up until he leaves the house, purely out of not wanting to talk and feeling mentally drained because of it.  


It has really slowed my days down and I'm feeling stagnant. It doesn't help that I have college work to do and when I don't have a morning routine I feel like my whole day crumbles into nothing and just drifts by. I want my long time girlfriend to move in instead because of course I am 100% comfortable with her but I don't know how to approach it. Like I said he has been a friend for years and I don't want him to think that it is something against him.

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Has anyone else had this experience?",4.391883753501404,5.185979630952383,4.84752567693744,86.71054621848741,70.15079365079364,7.199253034547152,29.109243697478995,7.048011613610866,1.4494464985994404,985,36,202,8,17,313,131,252,0.046,0.8170000000000001,0.13699999999999998,0.9559,1,1,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,2,8,9,0,0,12,0,24,5,2,1,2,38,44,17,0,5,6,0,4,3,3,3,2,1,2,0,9,16,1,0,6,1,0,3,7,0,0,1,6,6,29,9,32,35,4,40,0,0,1,0,12,13,0,2,27,132,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0866470514599753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196053216732067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620483787995088,0.10789058905823797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06208461971226476,0.09097670824128587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825214369031907,0.0,0.0755544649571167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19823988433050405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824537546413363,0.0,0.22905098487873896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14834670660421115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14962022418057713,0.0,0.0,0.08685447899867213,0.0,0.0,0.1795812659755016,0.12686438745872278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552544301672247,0.0,0.0,0.13719916522424416,0.0,0.2783372946859491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05951462832019589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4098108315974788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04879712349993202,0.0,0.0,0.2820500370446617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301361580549626,0.0,0.3136157532409875,0.15715419836312933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948028273936402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141744002506866,0.0943706109525394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519720553729149,0.0,0.0931710501945772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05688168562665241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844604215941157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523219046687636,0.0683555264436988,0.0,0.0,0.12569322689810816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427334274667514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05689358495825141,0.0,0.0,0.1553239582588826,0.10205200874620746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779056581828643,0.0,0.15711341350279412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991318017876935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646407889038576,0.0,0.0,0.12614893019013465,0.0,0.10789058905823797,0.11435677948141802
anxiety,stowet19,2019/04/16,"Anxiety about the hospital? Hey there guys, this is going to be my first time posting here or talking about my anxiety in a public way (online anyways). So I've had some recent health issues (week long asthma attacks, fevers, migraines, stomach pain), and I finally got my ultrasound appointment to look at my organs tomorrow! I've been waiting for weeks and now I'm really really anxious about going to the hospital. Even the thought of it is killing me and I don't want to even go to work today because I'm so worried :(
I'm just mostly concerned that I have cancer or a ruptured organ or something horrendous

Does anybody have any good coping tips for health related anxiety?",5.130476190476192,7.143691571428577,6.087492063492067,73.86028571428574,69.79365079365078,9.166984126984126,34.028571428571425,9.642632912329526,3.7755295238095243,542,27,86,13,10,179,89,126,0.225,0.754,0.021,-0.9781,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,12,4,2,0,5,0,8,8,1,0,0,12,19,8,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,3,0,1,4,1,8,1,13,14,2,17,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,5,10,55,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814096598579488,0.0,0.364956050112737,0.1796505146810611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18091140710160228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693883082739868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391619353193809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100661364544042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17420171870192647,0.0,0.13526472352744995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27112898798329177,0.13338079078426246,0.1271850705914413,0.0,0.0,0.15745758643188262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380676280202453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659785013806222,0.0,0.0,0.1759351814290543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14073018537646975,0.1335391120272769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692114850071028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15229989691821447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20374817207919915,0.0,0.1570158432131455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242353062309065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781651343733688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624635052614225,0.09272748110604716,0.0,0.15073503270405064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937957752647845,0.1262249070814518,0.2551170170107403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157705018392356,0.16149538578416547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,calcuttacodeinecoma,2019/04/16,"Reunited and it feels so bad This is likely a common issue for the anxious, most of my anxiety issues I’m at peace with: The biggest issue I have is reuniting with old friends I haven’t seen in an extended period of time. Biggest in that it affects me the most in that I don’t want to reunite with old friends. The longer the period of time, the more anxious I get. I think because it really magnifies how uninteresting I am. 

When a friend is in your life regularly, there is no catching up, you’re just in the present with them. When reuniting, especially after a long time, the focus seems to be what you’ve been up to. For me the answer always seems to be ‘nothing,’ and I feel like the friend would no doubt be like: “Really, I haven’t seen you in 10 years, you’ve been up to nothing?” And, yeah, pretty much.

Of course that’s not true, there have been events in my life, ups and downs: But really I can’t think of noteworthy highlights. With social anxiety and general introversion I like being a homebody and I feel like I’ve become more withdrawn over the years so it makes me feel like my presence is depressing.

Just ranting I guess, I got invited to a surprise birthday party for an old friend and just got hit with a wave of anxiety.",3.749659820282413,5.266090743902441,5.000937098844673,82.26903080872914,72.45528455284554,8.593581514762517,27.58151476251605,9.134995656068208,2.2608975609756103,977,36,194,21,19,324,120,246,0.119,0.735,0.147,0.847,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,1,0,10,16,0,1,19,1,20,2,0,3,1,38,38,13,0,2,5,0,4,6,5,1,2,0,0,0,9,13,0,0,9,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,7,6,22,13,36,25,5,34,0,1,2,0,9,16,0,6,23,132,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720877254215471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405338318725952,0.236806742514728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751042313221412,0.0638900723222993,0.11575236165765387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027110160470647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211976588726546,0.22462487892293415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4048725637162582,0.0,0.0547579299009877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16764929572695536,0.0,0.11545798775550285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281774197185057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480581845418137,0.3072237931347787,0.0,0.0,0.0927519100951645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06996025055322504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770460458634737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056624169969464,0.0,0.32993555225872884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662756254698927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20142834412023475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19082679755271795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10683870490003612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13431365453809976,0.0,0.0,0.1833434163656802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06181855933318589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744526990272356,0.0,0.0,0.13498601806010094
anxiety,p4trickb4tem4n,2019/04/16,Anyone come off SSRI's specifically for a romantic relationship? I stopped in jan for this reason. Wondering if anyone else has done this and what your experiences have been like?,6.0711827956989275,9.21778493548387,6.710967741935487,65.3531182795699,70.61290322580646,10.58494623655914,29.68817204301075,10.504223727775694,4.1633784946236565,147,6,22,5,3,48,28,31,0.059,0.77,0.171,0.5661,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,4,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4260672818885908,0.3121723139739116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624478206093199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31178508155337464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545142353811273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980275304763078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14884727595678715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132534040175982,0.0,0.3271035458000552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547193082458673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304036240424406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,plazmablu,2019/04/16,"Fear of falling asleep? I don't know why but lately when I'm on the edge of sleep I sometimes get this urge to stay awake, if I'm falling asleep this can result in jolting my entire body and getting a rush of panic for a moment and waking back up. As someone who has struggled with insomnia since childhood this is intensely frustrating. Anyone else experience this?",7.169285714285714,7.287866357142858,7.080714285714286,75.46678571428573,64.0,9.285714285714286,34.64285714285714,8.841846274778883,2.9977142857142853,295,12,51,4,4,94,57,70,0.235,0.765,0.0,-0.9477,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,3,3,0,4,6,5,1,0,7,9,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,10,9,0,12,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,5,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17083335607798875,0.25033343951878323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878660437744964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713830620835342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040969717602034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23899062612470495,0.0,0.2749265270704945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552929340269198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427119974447838,0.0,0.2756022004617645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28665542074400235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20210300108991655,0.0,0.2444952017850185,0.0,0.2070104905549744,0.0,0.2416374985798753,0.0,0.0,0.2604112880632278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25541501283768264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22045967747254716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,curiouslythinking-,2019/04/16,"when the anxiety surfaces I've suffered with anxiety for the last 6 years of my life, (now 22) after being involved in a motorcycle accident which wasn't dealt with (mental side, only physically) It began to creep into my life and then suddenly completely took over every aspect of my life. I felt out of control and resorted to restricting my calories intake, the only thing I could for a while control. That is all in the past and I am happy and healthy, (for the most part)  I have been on Sertraline for my anxiety, for the past 4 months, which has been working incredibly for me.  I felt the hugest change and shift, from being anxious, constantly frustrated and awkward. To signing up for positions at Uni, making new friends, joining debate and achieving better grades at Uni. (background)

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\- Something I am struggling with at the moment and have for a while, is that my boyfriend's sister (although a compassionate and lovely person) fails to recognise anxiety as a real problem people struggle with, she is under the impression my anxiety is attention seeking, as overtime she's around she insists on going out to night clubs, my biggest trigger, and with out fail I have come close to, or had an episode of extreme anxiety and have had to leave.  (of course to her this is construed in her head as attention seeking, and party pooper) it honestly sounds ridiculous, but my anxiety is also heightened around her, and just knowing that she is so oblivious and ignorant to it is very upsetting...",9.940282051282054,8.97262604814815,9.335925925925924,65.12089743589746,58.88888888888889,12.307692307692307,43.732193732193736,11.362043627235082,5.258245014245015,1203,62,186,27,13,385,156,270,0.132,0.8029999999999999,0.065,-0.8606,0,0,1,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,0,7,7,18,2,4,15,0,23,5,1,4,1,47,32,26,0,2,3,1,2,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,10,27,0,4,5,1,0,3,1,11,0,0,9,3,24,7,49,20,3,41,0,3,0,1,13,21,0,2,17,149,34,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617008839968911,0.0,0.11675040260139945,0.13093177003395265,0.0,0.0,0.5770156069088478,0.12173029452429895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918461484342092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529883091420106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398845687606762,0.09281972573478477,0.11297704020259593,0.11644278497554945,0.2417084531574837,0.08603205570309927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078660593031572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069196836740993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324975193292537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061238550897697634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470514301560425,0.0,0.0,0.11058573305328387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059218267396452286,0.08783313085841707,0.0,0.11409493917480144,0.0,0.0,0.2283275326489538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725134953299223,0.0,0.07192600864655001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858974730297773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600746970573674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406858313764034,0.0,0.10111895357572193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16390212531940415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166860706271921,0.205724989094505,0.07470240897787489,0.09408582149259404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310513233053006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264657989622332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295357497812059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252938017396717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07158634946777533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971762170011008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890756472785989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844551579011821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093177003395265,0.06938944204300458
anxiety,marker_lover,2019/04/16,"Is it normal to take an antipsychotic before a dentist appointment or anything similar? Even though I know I’m getting nitrous oxide, I still get incredibly shaky as I’m sure some of you do.

I take Ativan before my appointments.  Anyone else similar to that?",3.3309219858156034,6.443564680851065,5.29053191489362,71.0841666666667,83.04255319148936,8.239716312056737,29.109929078014183,8.841846274778883,3.5077120567375886,208,10,31,6,6,71,38,47,0.05,0.889,0.061,0.1197,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,6,9,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,4,9,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913503958653347,0.2803984177913244,0.2251999936014643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4657313468598665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286089627800909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807507567735473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859535462463941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503971344606148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681300430178636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185463270312268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579226066430956,0.0,0.4115185918141244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688709108103633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,inmybloodx,2019/04/16,"Nothing phases me It's weird to explain it. Living seems a daily chore that gets harder and harder. But death is also something that makes me equally scared, of course. 

I'm still stuck in the middle. I feel like I am not fully committed to anything. 

I just don't care, life just feel like it's on auto-pilot and I'm just being dragged along for the ride that I don't wanna be on.

Nothing phases me, nothing makes me feel one way or another. 

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(Not sure if any of this made any sense, idk these were just my thoughts this morning, sorry!)",2.062068390325269,4.355122596330278,2.9974812343619703,91.22130942452046,79.91743119266054,4.6975813177648025,21.835696413678065,5.565023196281405,0.1637266055045874,429,13,84,2,11,136,74,109,0.162,0.772,0.066,-0.8294,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,3,0,7,1,0,3,2,24,21,6,1,2,9,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,9,3,0,0,6,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,4,3,9,4,10,15,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,3,53,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681083158125704,0.0,0.1853626932962697,0.20787821704051546,0.2326775014395525,0.17938995933588675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078242868118393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17442518916985195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595061838390398,0.2444359874300155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938107432144893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083728895850708,0.1671599147809871,0.0,0.15106480599610944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16187792331447667,0.22839148103486676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4924612055190422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592672509038733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17127869343086702,0.0,0.0,0.15574277739703155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170402614366802,0.0,0.19150755818086415,0.0,0.0,0.1366229288321273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16123877445243653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13581664052336698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357935715268616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20787821704051546,0.0
anxiety,fallenpebble,2019/04/16,"Physical anxiety symptoms So 2 days ago I was at bad place with my  boyfriend and we had to tall over the phone and before that I was so anxious and nervous that I felt on the edge *like literally * and it was so intense that my head began aching and I was so sick in the stomach It felt like i was gonna puke. Any tips for what to do when this happens and is it ""normal"" 
Also some time ago I found out that my prolactin levels were high . Any thoughts on that ? Can it be connected to my anxiety and OCD?",-0.18571428571428328,2.0936719047619095,1.7197619047619064,96.09107142857144,91.85714285714286,4.904761904761905,20.833333333333336,6.5431188927421005,0.28919047619047644,390,14,88,5,14,128,67,105,0.202,0.7609999999999999,0.037000000000000005,-0.9574,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,3,0,11,4,2,0,0,16,18,13,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,11,10,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,12,2,11,2,11,4,1,16,0,0,0,0,2,10,0,1,8,61,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36200111907432536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328926607863284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777100175764129,0.0,0.3124068976929606,0.230674597433514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17048865596387724,0.0,0.0,0.17374915766415933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316845262136899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3921054731619429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22388187184964525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18056299106898124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20955604809503112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21573609198223204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995121255157522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000611272267496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21333325719480165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21222976925787146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621026588026703,0.11906380793361646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Celcuss,2019/04/16,"Is this anxiety? Hello, so for the past few month now every time I try go to sleep at night just as I’m relaxing my heart will start racing and my brain won’t calm down, I try not to worry about it as it’s like the norm to me these days so eventually I do end up going to sleep,  during the day my brain feels like it’s shaking slightly inside my head.. I’m just confused by it all, I’ve been docs and had all my blood tests, heart rate etc checked and it’s all fine. I’m currently waiting for a phone call to get a 24 hour ECG as the heart racing happens at night when trying to sleep..",4.492232142857142,3.528110812500003,5.461741071428573,88.47343750000002,69.78125,8.564285714285715,26.098214285714285,7.447530270364453,0.9901839285714282,456,10,110,4,7,151,82,128,0.045,0.8390000000000001,0.116,0.8404,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,2,6,0,6,10,10,0,3,12,16,9,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,1,1,1,3,2,2,0,0,2,1,9,5,17,12,5,20,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,15,60,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835142772096973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31622603942369953,0.14462655945003405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826874698270693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544777505731333,0.0,0.15796198127614922,0.0,0.0,0.11933474202252035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161559931029049,0.1011850438812339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399915227259271,0.0,0.16099041479354306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524856538296375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14535976744646914,0.0,0.0,0.5035193056422822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394832841237306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13839274233005622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305279125889815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658322582916725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520793210411625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4252159442430963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025094460332333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258930052294651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884853735467631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14383859876818988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jlu742069,2019/04/16,"I'm not coping at the present moment update I fell asleep for 2 and a half hours, and woke wide awake on my own. It's been several days of crappy sleep but this is the worst it's been so far. 

I have 25 minutes before the mental health clinic in our town opens and I'm headed there for an emergency walk in... 


Praying like hell they give me some sort of sleep meds that don't make things worse. Without sleep, I'm not going to manage...,",1.2233577533577529,3.241655560439561,2.35772893772894,96.16782661782663,81.30769230769229,4.923565323565324,16.704517704517706,5.82211442006289,-0.6349716727716728,340,6,76,2,9,108,72,91,0.175,0.728,0.097,-0.8726,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,5,0,5,7,5,1,0,11,12,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,1,3,0,6,1,10,9,3,16,2,0,0,0,3,8,1,2,6,43,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849479850837087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14017212006863514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20850095976100405,0.1235244418990589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22306277266790728,0.2310318165495064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140449771214916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618573957414323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14508214100190284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414257341185001,0.0,0.219036664567196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455424968896091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6525178814722384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439701358005833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20951667375868852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22149719317020355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Andreas10261026,2019/04/16,"There is no such thing as mental illness. There is no such thing as a mental illness. Yes I am being serious. Yes I have suffered from emotional pain in the past to the point of attempting suicide (im not being insensitive). The problem of mental illness is that there is not a single objective test proving any mental illness in history. People might say ""i have a chemical imbalance"". Did they test that? Have you gone to a neurologist? No. Neurologist treat brain diseases and there is no chemical test to prove anyone has a chemical imbalance in the brain. 

Real diseases are not voted into existence at a conference. Real diseases refers to something a person has, not something a person does. ""But I have a mental disorder"". You have an experience causing emotions. 

""Anxiety disorder"" is simply emotional pain and trauma from the past. A human can have emotions, thoughts and perspectives. But not a mental disease. Why does this matter? A psychiatric diagnosis is being used to rob people of their human rights. And poison people. Even children. You are not helping anyone by fishing for empathy with your diagnosis. Here is a professor of psychiatry (because you are going to tell me I don't know what im talking about): 

[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zQegsqYhuZE](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zQegsqYhuZE)

Don't fall into the trap of thinking you have a disease of the mind. You don't. You can absolutely take responsibility for your life. Your life can be amazing. If someone tells you you have a ""chronic mental disorder"" or a chronic emotion which could never be recovered from. Don't fall for that. Start living a healthy lifestyle, for you body and mind and meet people. You live once, so don't waste your life. Please.",5.240303030303032,8.588594848484853,5.441212121212121,72.08181818181819,75.26262626262627,7.90976430976431,30.54882154882155,8.754623652393294,3.285490235690236,1398,64,202,32,33,441,144,297,0.187,0.7390000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.9874,0,0,2,0,0,1,68.0,0,15,2,1,10,9,1,0,25,2,38,15,3,2,3,36,46,13,1,3,10,0,0,0,0,1,12,1,0,5,8,9,0,0,6,0,0,4,16,7,0,0,3,1,23,2,30,36,1,16,0,1,0,0,28,8,0,3,4,155,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05198290554790539,0.0,0.05847761055583407,0.0,0.0,0.1068994804475318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04659808649653616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490937895567102,0.0,0.17066820041037695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852657434864517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06103239309197558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628260696278466,0.0,0.13378910893992466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42993252522567177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05048895222351308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747745474042497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04344351974651923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051237189467716764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16514007898768748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0420103012118981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16197887650672302,0.0,0.0,0.13499865682111928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5392460359447638,0.0810924517900304,0.15436843877384054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05895647014634375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140780334924459,0.0,0.0,0.16267849214330984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14594430297689487,0.21197990690304705,0.13349170363973015,0.0,0.08390991577120699,0.07226201490095281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731442822651322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740145394513229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652807040256092,0.0,0.06078942408025385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476871494994511,0.11769694807529599,0.0,0.0,0.0541057540235167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361469740041187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057474565783481764,0.0614408580957973,0.13362664576974004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156879746811408,0.04898068717358282,0.0,0.06068608741695782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06602099430976975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06897664929876725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,380jdo829,2019/04/16,"How can I (21F) stop overthinking this? I have been struggling very poorly in college, have showed some improvement and will be graduating soon. To make things worse, I have a history of being socially awkward due to social anxiety and having no friends at uni. It got so bad to the point a prof had reached out to me to discuss this. She gave me tips to improve my social skills.

So today out of the blue the prof said she wants to meet me a few days later as I was leaving class. I asked her if it has to do with my social skills and she said ""no"". I asked if it has to do with my future career path and she said ""no"". She said she only made some observations and want to talk to me. 

I later casually mentioned how she wanted to meet me to other students and they said she didn't ask them to meet her. Now I am overthinking this. I have no idea why she wants to meet me but if it's something that requires a special meeting, surely it is not something ""positive""? But then she was smiling and seemed to he in a plesant mood when I talked to her though. I am scared it will be something negative or she noticed how I was ""odd"".

Tl;dr: Have a history of beig socially awkward and having no friends at college due to social anxiety and a prof haf helped me by giving me social skill tips. Today she suddenly asked to meet me a few days later out of the blue after class today but would not tell me the reason. How can I stop overthinking the whole thing and guessing why she wants to meet me as I fear she noticed something strange about me?",3.9297175639894095,4.984117012944986,4.819118858487791,85.52837819947045,71.4271844660194,7.689379229185055,27.637687555163282,8.00094639256281,1.6349533980582525,1203,42,246,16,22,391,141,309,0.12,0.7929999999999999,0.087,-0.8265,1,0,4,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,2,4,11,12,0,5,14,0,28,0,0,7,1,46,49,28,0,9,9,0,0,0,2,3,0,5,0,0,13,15,0,3,3,2,1,0,9,6,0,0,14,7,48,5,38,29,5,27,0,0,2,0,53,8,0,8,19,182,61,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224069871403046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29917495081427825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06680071045885992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319302311089434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002770230999373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362310195065232,0.0,0.0,0.0767479451289091,0.0,0.0,0.0639871895349432,0.0,0.0881343654179952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053625566543043734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090315740824724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471358754933117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570252635499307,0.05340386063240188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18217211084219528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06084729587126737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563044594877827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225831368429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3805146807000904,0.0,0.08009881482300574,0.0,0.0,0.07283341340865977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5708841067687365,0.0,0.2463665781239506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13377527899397898,0.0,0.08363844328255042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540362714389214,0.0,0.0,0.12860974063980835,0.0699277678878534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063033387253823,0.0,0.0786043618760319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275057377962174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601238251972184,0.23594467579941644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438387176633974,0.08932256124825418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153178022355352,0.056833152127317016,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Everythingisntokayy,2019/04/16,"Tips for anxiety? Im anxious because I’m going to talk to my coach about something and I have a game today so can someone give me some simple tips to calm down. I feel a little nauseous, I have a headache, and I’m really fidgety.",1.0324999999999989,3.1666289166666672,3.395666666666667,87.81600000000002,82.75,5.506666666666668,26.266666666666666,6.742157984588678,1.2455366666666667,180,8,36,2,5,62,35,48,0.146,0.8009999999999999,0.053,-0.4754,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,8,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,6,8,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252641323766643,0.3730899419014563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013181138144661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16698496911999292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168071187229293,0.18768941195645208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.356728051692042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309985407244731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115674252826676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27982083618131004,0.25424356845639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26544346759619913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130395963179336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,just-czeching,2019/04/16,"How to Deal at Work? I would say I certainly don't suffer from chronic anxiety, but I recently had a traumatic experience. I have had 5 anxiety attacks in the last 48 hours, 2 of which were at work. I know it will probably happen again tomorrow. How can I handle it at a workplace if I get an anxiety attack?",3.0782258064516093,4.668674887096773,5.994387096774192,74.17158064516133,74.3225806451613,10.766451612903225,31.754838709677426,10.793553405168565,4.091344516129033,241,12,46,9,5,88,47,62,0.292,0.6509999999999999,0.056,-0.9454,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,3,4,2,0,4,0,8,1,0,2,1,7,11,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,1,7,1,7,6,0,9,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,5,34,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5026148445103564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4982997745752301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257846139195686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142289853027619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442111161090937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936654628960962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21567588182342806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035946071639915,0.17851836482107758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361245101237683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21624108874988987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741616243753008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188766031572225,0.0,0.0,0.15557492039112145,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,invalid505,2019/04/16,"CW: meds not working, emotional break down, panic attack, suicidal 

I think i might finally end it soon. I’m relapsing hard. 

I’ve never been racist or homophobic or transphobic, yet just for having different opinions i’ve been called scum. Just because i think everyone should be treated equally no matter their race or sexual preferences i get twisted into a villain. I get ganged up on and my supposed ptsd has gotten so bad that i can hardly shower anymore because i think about bad things the most in the shower. Without music to distract me. 

I have to sing to try get my mind off things in there, once im out straight back to my music and drawing. It’s all that distracts me. 

I try to be respectful as i don’t like conflict. But over and over the things my social anxiety makes me think becomes a reality. People have showed me that despite years of been told ‘that’ll never happen’ it dose. I’m paranoid, i have a lot of ptsd symptoms from my teenage years of 24/7 bullying. 3 years of been tormented in my dreams, at home and at school. Not to mention the things i always heard. The people committing suicide too. 

Even in my dreams i have nightmares of been surrounded by kids with distorted faces, cornered and laughed at. Ganged up on in my dreams. I could never escape it. Ever. Yet people assume some how that i don’t know what trauma is. People made me feel like i’ll never survive. That i’ll eventually just kill myself anyway. Maybe they’re right.

I doubt i will make it in life, but right now im too scared to die. But put it this way, i’ll never have kids, i don’t want any of my kids to live in a world like this. That’s slowly becoming corrupt and even harsher. For every step forward, somehow we take a step back. History will repeat itself. We’re all going to die. 

I think my meds have stopped working. I’m just scared. I want someone to tell me everything will be okay somehow. But from what i see, it’ll never be okay. Even if i move somewhere remote, i’ll eventually die from paranoia. 

I’m scared.",2.868396805896804,5.087764896464648,3.930013650013649,85.94902948402952,76.80303030303031,6.604313404313406,25.601692601692605,7.63319966405982,1.4604514878514885,1593,59,304,23,37,515,204,396,0.189,0.735,0.076,-0.9932,4,0,0,0,0,2,51.0,1,0,1,3,23,21,3,7,10,2,30,4,1,4,10,64,56,17,6,6,15,0,3,3,0,7,3,1,3,3,23,10,0,2,9,5,0,6,13,13,0,0,9,5,41,8,46,35,6,54,0,0,1,0,11,27,0,13,24,199,64,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06589764380984177,0.0,0.0,0.05385618171685167,0.0,0.06058493243629751,0.0,0.07854142261065983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009719421958062,0.0,0.1217940916113978,0.13225116063702605,0.09655462647051463,0.17493212382910112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086824988904777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06323178010791672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465796851544181,0.08274324971060695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908514812893788,0.07014439159679174,0.0,0.0,0.15692517513110776,0.07163756342758935,0.06672627610737203,0.07567543318417333,0.07117650399138273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040044015449177066,0.056577833592514185,0.0,0.08675564650524026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241303525503244,0.0,0.045009067292939145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003300308152265,0.0,0.14188861059486946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944031956179401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710911309968995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876189426925875,0.0,0.043524200738695035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055938670065285585,0.11607389658028976,0.0,0.06993176041870995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732983962029926,0.0,0.07493742884492786,0.10572825502331748,0.0,0.07956330140520908,0.0,0.17593841261094728,0.0,0.0,0.08401473087040415,0.0799656598868745,0.0,0.0,0.08417310530481041,0.0,0.0,0.366486290381693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434144656085514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291976312895134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196188971386155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851524112279096,0.07961412899680452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13526636964789224,0.0,0.0,0.2378678569410576,0.08015085684084859,0.06310917638104044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073062738274638,0.06710274551114939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621163079691905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732557382059456,0.0,0.0,0.08231525184886387,0.059545741553052985,0.0,0.06922103373152512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21045794018434846,0.2537288711772513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567543318417333,0.0,0.10753814221504177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342402799687892,0.06286231559892255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07634238150133618,0.0,0.1153116606212671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15299941069231834
anxiety,revkod,2019/04/16,I don't know what to do anymore My anxiety is ruining my life and every time I go to a doctor they think I'm just after drugs. I can't take my mums valium even though it relieves me so much and makes me able to perform daily tasks a little better but their hers and I can't keep asking for them. Doctors won't prescribe me anything note I have no past drug abuse. Someone recommended me hemp deprived not cannibis CBD oil but that is even illegal here. EVERYTHING IS ILLEGAL. I don't know how much longer I can suffer. It's at the point now where I think I'd have to attempt suicide for anyone to take this seriously and HELP ME. Can anyone recommend me anything at all that is LEGAL in Australia that I could get please to help me?,3.694381818181817,4.882483020000002,4.989515151515153,83.57809090909093,72.13333333333333,7.854545454545455,27.63636363636364,8.296473431620573,1.8312,583,21,117,9,11,194,96,150,0.226,0.643,0.131,-0.9675,0,0,2,0,1,1,8.0,0,0,3,3,9,6,0,0,3,0,15,5,0,2,1,17,27,9,1,1,4,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,4,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,0,1,23,2,12,25,3,11,0,3,0,0,8,6,0,0,4,80,30,3,0.15357709087062174,0.1819637395699437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748605415704265,0.0,0.15230720674830334,0.21476934556392305,0.0,0.2527617203406487,0.0,0.14357384858067265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358264565651543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226188103785713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31438532024924914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562013358210707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028724402000112,0.0,0.1293953227841146,0.0,0.1380251865665296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023769131923042,0.0,0.0872813999272223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20587897348888068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650637480689026,0.0,0.0,0.16880390550917707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847604109608074,0.0,0.15392459120178184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251390070179474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257936651929263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14660671084605972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16858152744111046,0.1451799913754064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13012537071818076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16798841084195884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23094171885985115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19681199731751373,0.15088871202690535,0.0,0.0895520367209087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Orpheus-033,2019/04/16,"I have no one left to talk to about this... Uh... Hi...

​

So I'm not really sure how all this is going to come out.

​

I was a kids with anxiety and depression. In a time and place where that wasn't quite yet grasped, a few years later and I suspect things would have been a little different in how I was handled. I dunno, that sounds like a cop out.

​

As a teenager I hid/replaced those feelings with anger and substance abuse.

That carried right through my 20's in various forms. This is the me that everyone remembers, and everyone ""loved"". Rose colored glassed and naivety on their part I can assure you.

During this time I was responsible for various bits property damage (mostly innocent letterboxes and the occasional window). I was not a person I liked. Looking back I don't like that guy either.

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I mellowed in my later 20's to some degree, but it took until after my marriage at 30 to see that this was not a way to live. I would come home and rant. And at times I thought these rants were endearing, as I found such rants to be, a sense of greater catharsis.

But reading back over Facebook posts I didn't like how I read. I wanted to think this wasn't me, but in so many ways it was.

​

And the change did come, for the most part once I knew our first child was on the way, but this led me back to a very old and forgotten problem; Anxiety.

​

It had been close on 2 decades since I had truly felt it. That crushing roar. The rip taking you down with no idea of where up is.

It took me several more years to come to grasp that they seem to be two sides of the same problem.

​

A very primitive fight or flight mechanism that had flicked the switch.

​

I was 30 when I was diagnosed with clinical depression and anxiety on the higher end of the spectrum. It took a few years beyond that and many discussions with friends to find that many of the problems I felt wertr not things they experienced, which was an eye opener to all of us.

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So from this, honesty became the name of the game. I didn't want to hide things from people. I had been told that being upfront about this was the best thing. And as part of a fairly large company that is all about togetherness and culture I thought I would be safe to open up about my experiences.

I won't go into details, but suffice to say, though the talk is talked, the walk... yeah, not so much.

​

Tonight marks the eve of an independent medical assessment for work and I am absolutely shitting myself. I don't know why, it seems ridiculous, I've been nothing but honest. But yeah... I don't even know what I'm trying to gain from this, I guess I'm looking for something to anchor to until the world stops spinning so much.

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Thank you for your time.

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TL;DR

Anxious Child;

Angry Teenage and 20's

Anxious 30's

Honesty has caused more harm than good

I dunno.",3.8892987875511658,5.750249579040855,4.190010425515485,86.82151884315391,72.74777975133216,7.240234767163489,28.047300949880306,7.967736418589885,1.7364092516796663,2295,89,451,33,46,716,272,563,0.146,0.754,0.1,-0.9645,2,0,1,0,2,0,123.0,2,4,3,5,23,24,4,0,33,2,46,6,2,6,5,93,80,40,0,8,14,0,3,4,1,4,3,2,2,5,38,32,0,2,18,3,0,11,15,11,1,3,35,11,51,13,73,37,23,68,0,3,5,1,28,30,1,9,27,316,89,3,0.0,0.04249560421254786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4663323950678375,0.5229765769533421,0.0,0.0,0.08231267729083842,0.08103723632205723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273672475644725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03763938370312843,0.0,0.03915662149640296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036844486357979836,0.03794170364061936,0.12358228621909445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06178304313559035,0.03640345695158431,0.0,0.0374725647535424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031766824066032116,0.0,0.0,0.02368929915583436,0.0,0.0,0.06854341786585133,0.0,0.035084044027288305,0.0,0.0,0.018135037808634468,0.0,0.0688743889559725,0.0,0.03278107407458868,0.030507787261260945,0.0,0.03932545750412207,0.027710151558840015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04076719719203878,0.0300828825422414,0.0,0.0,0.03951068343600884,0.035513195342173946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035976741658477834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04048859520449544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039422271574568166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03896875150615653,0.0,0.0,0.07008969103845923,0.03594737348082943,0.03167052816736777,0.0,0.06023718105569634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032370662642120435,0.0,0.0,0.10908814885587127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036131441972106326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05273159505523845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03441460411175759,0.0,0.03763556312559551,0.0381963523152987,0.024303877982144742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651885898075072,0.0,0.02486512003369311,0.031316998700468494,0.0374725647535424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0343499231279614,0.0,0.0,0.10295738222770393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038148138394189714,0.07175184911588914,0.0,0.022976818074084075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04062943402876116,0.030629554757247292,0.0,0.028522256634935038,0.0,0.0,0.02858073264891495,0.0653025168356395,0.0,0.04051861816102861,0.036816158032617285,0.029668906698398573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027611567381526328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02998576477420048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033803486618182034,0.0,0.02696693281867127,0.08648372388750088,0.0,0.03302079535429736,0.0,0.0,0.09531168789040427,0.02298162469636225,0.03523837772069845,0.05694754262489617,0.08365552209277374,0.0,0.0,0.034271708932925665,0.1195460658278031,0.024350808142795416,0.0,0.03503608405546245,0.0,0.0431426449446943,0.0,0.0,0.05918677320075001,0.04230965004267928,0.0854068047874705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032363683698007094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026111034341663158,0.0,0.0,0.07643499803021672,0.0,0.5229765769533421,0.06929000667092207
anxiety,rash_fever,2019/04/16,"Does anyone else get very nauseous when anxious? Ever since I was a kid, I've been getting anxiety. The most annoying part about my anxiety is the fact that it makes me nauseous EVERY SINGLE TIME. I'm 22 now and still suffer from this.

When I get anxious, I usually end up vomiting. There's a couple of things that make the nausea worse: hot temperature, smell of food, anything sweet, more anxiety. 

Is there anyone who suffers from this and how do you deal with it? Taking deep breaths and exposing myself to cold temperature usually helps prevent me from puking.",5.449807692307693,7.364914365384622,5.931923076923077,75.68807692307693,68.80769230769229,9.046153846153846,31.26923076923077,9.516144504307137,3.170523076923077,450,19,75,10,8,145,77,104,0.237,0.705,0.058,-0.9576,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,9,4,1,0,5,0,5,3,1,3,2,11,12,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,8,1,9,10,4,11,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,1,9,50,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37893033994005704,0.3730587865441437,0.0,0.2309000891131511,0.1691766023331559,0.13587298410256207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826931215392632,0.0,0.0,0.17022306730539422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14449049259766975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792976397900095,0.0,0.1462400912999743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14935312115013813,0.13911385483448535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19965390440422415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25879238064255605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106709926416332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220426883969211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17880004350969195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658222853267968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185853668778313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414356277118847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969297646873936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627804752502543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636947518808298,0.13623456815570922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16826308104246274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,surprise_banana,2019/04/16,"Hey Just new here. I’m at a wits end. Usually drink in my shop cleaning my truck to relax while my
Wife is asleep or working. Not drunk or anything. Just, music and peace. Simple. That’s the only peace I find anymore. Life is not bad. I live a great life actually. Not poor by any means. 3 vehicles, 2 are brand new. Ones a garage queen cruiser. Bills are by far paid. Marriage is good. I just can’t seem to shake my anxiety. It’s work related. I’m an aviation mechanic. I’m very good at my job. Just, the weight of it I guess. I don’t know. I find myself panicking. Worrying. Not about one specific thing or another. Just, work. How do I vent? I push my wife away.  I need an outlet that involves my wife and I. I love her, and I’m pushing her away because of stress. We’re coming up on 10 years of marriage now. It’s had its moments. Any suggestion is welcome. I just don’t want to be another statistic of divorce.",-0.8873271889400911,1.1857024656084685,1.5845673323092695,94.56105990783415,101.06349206349206,5.190032428742106,20.38248847926268,6.828538100315305,0.6464441372247824,702,27,155,13,31,237,117,189,0.077,0.757,0.165,0.9505,1,0,1,0,1,0,37.0,0,0,0,4,12,9,0,2,7,0,12,7,1,1,0,26,25,8,0,2,13,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,7,4,3,0,5,4,4,4,7,3,0,2,2,1,22,6,17,22,0,20,0,0,0,1,13,8,0,5,8,87,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.13745988240222556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915804336857226,0.29540979248792315,0.10775817427968784,0.0,0.13969612518348662,0.0,0.0,0.1159164877360409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646868343995126,0.0,0.11761293644752445,0.08586747437293768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133916039347735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799001898559435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476091447947615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574885528791845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362948167778549,0.0,0.15529959821806852,0.15517412086707436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978267086996704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741344621479684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989883859062492,0.0,0.0,0.12438272230159228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713242800547947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15343877406830014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444654472194076,0.0,0.2720885975755001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19090193191155366,0.10713103338501867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823443888017558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16135564210500594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358169797735888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15513833940025198,0.11622496372734276,0.08308338629727245,0.0,0.0,0.1715305824200507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076451566923482,0.14305104344470912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070977716232052
anxiety,OohStripey,2019/04/16,"Certain textiles/items give me goosebumps Often everyday things like: slicing bread, touching the painted part of a mug or a plate, grabbing a tissue from it's box, anything made of cardboard, etc. I would liken it to the unpleasantness of licking a wooden popsicle stick or nails on a chalkboard.
Sometimes being stressed makes it worse.

Is this something anyone else has experienced? Any tips on dealing with it?",7.893239436619716,9.858543676056343,6.567718309859156,73.2670704225352,62.94366197183098,7.933521126760564,40.960563380281684,8.238735603445708,3.849521690140845,335,19,48,4,5,100,59,71,0.084,0.8490000000000001,0.066,-0.3094,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,7,0,4,2,1,2,1,8,7,2,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,2,8,4,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,2,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18031665285562304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18540476242271872,0.2716858870304789,0.21820258652959146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27336643717930503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22150563232581985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957214584818702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25436388461953396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954289150629086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508990781033358,0.17699514197183602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871404659514105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20413171892345855,0.26224821688903305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037377955984113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17615931045969574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702188352114901,0.18836076100794447,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ExternalBumblebee,2019/04/16,"What books have helped you with your social anxiety? hello!

Looking for book recommendations on overcoming social anxiety and/or learning to accept yourself.

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thank you",8.993076923076924,13.569524076923075,6.91423076923077,57.06826923076926,77.46153846153845,8.753846153846155,37.269230769230774,8.841846274778883,5.418723076923079,150,8,14,4,4,44,23,26,0.11,0.7140000000000001,0.175,0.4574,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,4,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,0,9,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049220733137258,0.3419601636637974,0.0,0.0,0.4305761724466933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18863213389055372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363247288716273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5737513130716541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590968027542471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419601636637974,0.0
anxiety,Laura51988,2019/04/16,"Anybody else? What even is sleep?! Anybody else go to bed fully calm , tired and excited to sleep , but once you get comfy under the covers you suddenly think of your house catching fire or a cancerous illness you might one day catch or something terrible happening to your loved ones and suddenly you’re wide awake in full panic mode? 

I pick up a book to try to distract myself and focus on something else , but my thoughts over power the reading . Seems the only way I can fall asleep these days is listening to a podcast and forcing myself to pay attention until I finally drift off which makes me stay up way too late so I can make sure I’m good and exhausted before even attempting sleep. 

Anxiety is a real B*tch .",5.145073529411763,6.710388066176471,5.591941176470589,79.19423529411766,69.07352941176471,8.969411764705884,30.511764705882353,9.3871,2.8712729411764704,571,23,101,12,10,183,97,136,0.179,0.718,0.103,-0.8963,1,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,5,0,2,4,9,0,2,7,0,6,9,4,3,1,19,17,11,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,3,5,0,0,4,2,1,5,0,4,0,2,1,2,13,5,16,15,1,24,0,0,0,1,7,9,0,4,7,61,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110525932442174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358526884159285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873306068723886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639785079780275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19185421827233376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15909910624985166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587989541039157,0.0,0.08254105257590941,0.1218171942435602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843185022649034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16758302049361742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163832706342803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13108129825427747,0.0,0.1938925194748004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15407260658815725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546717626828031,0.19683155168827268,0.11045863875757438,0.0,0.17040333237411953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14527545571491715,0.1653105380690882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221753877458967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4360231216857771,0.0,0.0,0.2236197719657707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548024145457896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688335516699648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306146230296627,0.0,0.11530128224729505,0.0,0.16692759248421704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860581416535896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305633957319557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,60JHN054,2019/04/16,"Is anybody online? I am starting to panic. I haven't taken my meds since thursday, and they were left in my office so I won't have them until tomorrow morning. I can't fall asleep at all, and everyone I know is asleep. I feel very alone, and not having anybody to talk to is just making things worse and worse.",1.9871428571428569,4.0607850952380975,3.301825396825397,90.09178571428572,79.0,5.469841269841268,21.61111111111111,6.42735559955562,0.3926634920634924,243,7,49,2,6,79,44,63,0.191,0.809,0.0,-0.8955,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,10,2,2,1,1,10,15,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,1,10,0,6,12,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779209068536837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564118400602516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568154489100462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747349210938604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915538673049564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17912006100388014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980669565845814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148409786287159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219748940445638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899335224666188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21568276446964046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782741948983158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22140987269317292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5469259066464249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,so-blue-im-cursed,2019/04/16,"All I want is sleep I’ve had physical anxiety ( tight left shoulder blade, tight jaw muscles, and weakness I my arms) and it’s making falling asleep feel impossible. All I can think about is trying not to think about it. I. Just. Want. To. Scream.",0.4219621749408979,2.5533634893617005,1.5104964539007106,93.53444444444445,105.59574468085106,4.642080378250592,20.115839243498822,6.42735559955562,0.5211342789598108,192,7,38,3,9,60,35,47,0.18600000000000005,0.759,0.055,-0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,4,6,5,1,2,14,10,2,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,4,5,0,4,9,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899047328369428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19161446804811424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4117430947288209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529599381667988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3792354726549542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4856468277091991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25729018037127377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4470429657648624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,panickedaccidents,2019/04/16,"My anxiety is getting worse and worse I’m getting to the point where I can barely leave the house, I’m just anxious constantly, my doctor won’t give me anti anxiety because of my age and my therapist says I don’t need it because I’m conscious of my anxiety. 

It’s been getting worse and worse since I was 16 and I’m 21 now, it goes along with my other health conditions. I have a bowel condition which makes me afraid to leave the house incase there’s no toilets around and I have an overactive bladder which just increases that anxiety. 

Then I’m just constantly worried something bad is going to happen and it’s so bad it’s to the point where all my days are literally spent sitting on my couch feeling sick and worrying about random things instead of doing anything, the only thing I do anymore is the gym and I can barely do that anymore :(",5.254741426238432,6.086615443113775,6.087795318454004,78.45659227000546,68.22155688622755,9.186499727817091,33.145890038105605,9.339509955726095,3.0520227544910177,677,30,125,13,11,223,92,167,0.247,0.732,0.021,-0.9889,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,1,8,0,15,5,2,1,1,20,30,10,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,12,11,0,0,2,1,1,2,3,3,0,0,3,2,17,0,12,26,2,15,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,6,84,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35803612092578985,0.1321831218694543,0.2320764021077473,0.0,0.0,0.0962857108005426,0.10415986800065838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19538972248669897,0.1426511614719162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528831610469704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545898842130846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197602785131348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059161590931832424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18339192654460315,0.11224251656273387,0.0664970282709974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346774252185917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12437157375822525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700177064317122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477842563113212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810220457991696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867582342739141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898809737716003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22121638743015964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304761849933137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678831331962508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900766941679506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358526207210296,0.15546675858899614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376499093070875,0.4769551641681309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,avantgardewolf,2019/04/16,"Roommate anxiety I'm with a roommate (college doem room) and hes your usual spoiled rich kid. Anyways he keeps bringing in like 6 people every night, like really late. But I can never seem to just ask him/them to leave. Is there any advice for this? I've actually missed a few classes because they never leave and I sleep late.",1.6307812500000018,4.295808015625003,3.017500000000002,87.67750000000002,86.03125,5.075,23.625,6.6274283507984215,0.94369375,259,10,48,3,8,84,52,64,0.1,0.763,0.13699999999999998,0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,0,2,9,9,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,5,9,1,9,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,1,8,24,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.20163010377014431,0.0,0.0,0.2019054600797374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050784144915032,0.0,0.15806278517333422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19316064827899668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259528777831642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740852159382333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18365224664921415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4661499198955801,0.4375588649927147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018869779620888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187142493252889,0.0,0.0,0.19389770867950895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324343183400184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323652678570434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18809795822942893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067679766997212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22756137227347314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,quixoticamygdala,2019/04/16,"Anxiety relieving tips? I’ve had anxiety since I was in high school ( I’m now 24). When I first started getting anxiety, I didn’t understand what was happening and believed all the weird things in my head were true (like I had some sort of sickness and was going to die). I wasn’t able to sleep alone and had bad sleep apnea. Fast forward a couple years and I had figured out how to control it and  had a little social anxiety here and there, nothing too bad. I was good for about 4 years and now all of the sudden my anxiety is back and raging. It’s worse than when I first started getting anxiety. There are times I feel completely calm, but my heart races and I can’t control it myself by relaxing. My Apple Watch wakes me at night because my heart races randomly. I get the worst chest pain and neck pain. I’m exhausted 24/7 because I can’t sleep. It’s weird, my body feels asleep but my mind feels wide awake and aware of my surroundings. Idk if that makes sense. But moral of the story, how do I control it again? Nothing really seems to help much. I cut out coffee, alcohol... no change. I’ve been feeling almost manic. Idk what to do. Medication has made me worse in the past and I don’t know if I could handle that right now. I feel like I’m going crazy😬🙁 I have no clue what has triggered me. (Sorry for the random unorganized story, typing as I think) Also just kind of venting because none of my friends really understand anxiety or how bad it can get.",1.7339293185071014,4.086511416382255,3.238791148299022,88.67642518991524,81.5938566552901,6.647539359242541,22.762193108003963,7.831003766801068,1.218176571617307,1147,39,233,21,31,376,158,293,0.209,0.7240000000000001,0.067,-0.9889,0,1,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,5,17,20,2,0,8,0,25,17,11,9,3,51,49,25,1,3,7,0,5,2,1,0,6,0,0,0,12,14,1,3,11,1,0,3,8,11,0,2,14,6,32,9,23,34,6,32,1,0,1,0,3,12,0,9,21,144,44,2,0.08596421500254282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186960245053848,0.08608074381991679,0.08903300129186074,0.0,0.06874555167951804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4603367242777922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610117508263713,0.21532958639839134,0.1572089627236606,0.0,0.0,0.0968522326339604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548686362277638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093874102455364,0.0,0.09013184389253298,0.0,0.2892485304327617,0.06863543070769236,0.09511776883481254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921728317341135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21733045020471006,0.061412852374278924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14624223473264664,0.0,0.0,0.0664157392675093,0.0,0.17965101718679438,0.0,0.09771088886411444,0.07210270499957705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760178714255688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882240852692376,0.0,0.0,0.2037360173591419,0.05762000126832231,0.0908259129130992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895185013953375,0.04724368440695504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399554646003997,0.08615872704214426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134141876316899,0.05738178103726657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659990272095827,0.0,0.0,0.08679935150953155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319358919621887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067159240425774,0.0,0.1649699655252789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18294397138102786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206257027360556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101417547403154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341296991168074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700037499297722,0.0,0.07825859274819366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111048697978997,0.0,0.25807889199160616,0.08762969146622647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622990070140423,0.12169182766837244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05711080466876652,0.05508239789076212,0.0,0.0,0.05012642507388732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17898355901703747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17520975843188116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071627202827622
anxiety,Italianabanana,2019/04/16,"Damned if I do... I booked an appointment finally so I am mostly here to see if anyone else has this. I have this little voice in my head that causes me to doubt myself and second guess my actions, overanalyze the things I do etc, to the point I am finding it easier to just avoid doing the things that causes that. But then I get it telling me to stop being a loser and put myself out there. The problem is when I socialize with people or do I do my job correctly anything that brings me joy or a sense of living, I get that nagging feeling telling me I am a fake and not who I am trying to convince everyone that I am. I have this mindset that people like me are not meant to have enjoyable lives and should live in misery instead. I will feel good one day, but the next morning so get this wave of guilt hit me like a ton of bricks telling me I don’t deserve to be happy. I feel guilt about everything, even about typing this right now",7.242604166666666,5.29047263541667,7.48,79.43166666666667,64.83333333333334,10.408333333333333,32.791666666666664,8.841846274778883,2.462297916666667,734,22,154,9,9,240,110,192,0.116,0.7759999999999999,0.109,0.1655,1,1,0,0,1,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,11,16,2,4,10,0,21,1,1,2,1,30,32,14,0,4,9,0,3,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,17,6,0,2,5,1,0,3,3,9,0,2,1,5,29,7,17,26,3,16,0,1,1,0,5,6,1,7,9,121,46,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854401953689744,0.1444030833382205,0.11597630863951736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28955516881400106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089048476678137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773190221339047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571781695427816,0.09308528485792526,0.0,0.0,0.13466805276101151,0.12666199308734866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21378072215913066,0.0,0.0,0.1543858223110479,0.1288107173668879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22089589927826264,0.0,0.0,0.11820838060134747,0.0,0.0,0.15525420141719912,0.0,0.0,0.1500263914878072,0.0,0.0,0.14463848824774253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398548083702063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13770603370324058,0.14125244813471485,0.3733407370982911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988443613886407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550022523832323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19541116570287204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332277645946124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13485438002826053,0.0,0.1416771503398005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203564871587846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230579776004987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366401261754486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782676377750705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3695464207007016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18725998517737627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568463370663033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Wesruu,2019/04/16,"I Have a Sweating Problem Alright so I don't like to classify what I have as anxiety, but it is and that's the reality.  Prom is coming up and my girlfriend is making me go with her.  See hiding the anxiety is pretty easy, that is when you dont start to literally drip sweat from every part of your fucking body.  Literally just thinking about it is making me sweat.  I need help stopping this so that it doesnt ruin the suit that Im renting (I've never worn a suit so I dont know if it will bleed through) and so that people don't think that Im a disgusting, sweaty nerd.",2.154,3.685033066666669,4.233333333333333,86.08500000000002,76.66666666666666,7.133333333333333,25.333333333333336,7.908726449838941,1.3734833333333332,448,16,96,7,10,154,76,120,0.149,0.6970000000000001,0.154,0.5568,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,7,7,2,0,6,1,14,6,4,2,1,17,26,11,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,12,5,0,1,3,0,1,2,6,5,0,0,1,1,11,2,9,24,1,7,0,1,1,1,5,1,1,1,5,65,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29248427122807763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21234330189129502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646733351615571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4480923059512368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16106633658087222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17673069489409735,0.0,0.0,0.10864454012284873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281351262371729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4129860573487656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506031468490107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933944785847704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552107460978558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174781504741055,0.1474396785455944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20701509582112196,0.0,0.13253104050467202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19448543692328496,0.0,0.18292088108141452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15233524838061915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13530889757973452,0.0,0.0,0.15982406682405556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449840281783976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,duchessofsephora,2019/04/16,Genetic testing has me terrified I stupidly uploaded my dna to one of the sites that analyzes the genes for medical conditions. If I’m reading it right I have the BRCA 1 and BRCA2 genes. I’m freaking out. I don’t even know what to do. I guess I’ll make an appt with my Gynecologist and seen if she can interpret them. I had two friends die before 42 of breast cancer and I just can’t do that to my kids. I’m sick to my stomach and my anxiety is off the charts. I’ve kept my anxiety in check for the last year and this has sent me spinning. What was I thinking! I should have never uploaded my results:( I’m not a let it go type. I do get regular mammograms and so far so good. I just don’t want to live my life waiting for the other foot to drop. Thanks if you read this far. This is the best board and I appreciate all the support over the years. I’m going to go try to calm down. Thanks for listening.,1.4870588235294129,3.1389425833333355,3.6876225490196113,88.74022058823532,78.89583333333334,7.64264705882353,24.83578431372549,8.4952907291091,1.5564493872549026,704,26,160,15,17,242,114,192,0.133,0.7390000000000001,0.128,-0.2549,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,1,5,9,1,0,11,0,17,8,3,2,2,27,39,12,1,5,6,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,1,10,9,0,2,3,2,1,4,5,2,0,2,5,2,24,7,20,32,2,18,0,0,1,1,7,9,0,4,4,103,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773986967076766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427889155464206,0.0,0.19027049649781172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881680272245508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975155458486322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14007732795826516,0.0,0.09472541723562998,0.0,0.3091228158144113,0.1520716981591247,0.0,0.0,0.19973008627429856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964157815024494,0.14778939265511115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18539867754072148,0.12806248639450693,0.0,0.0,0.160097390708662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210238213085539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826477143578508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398351251498697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285830626128348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627121013350062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483517575990394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20574501960676894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33384622747117865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617419604401695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309554247742754,0.0,0.1771105807988516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069395580937759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23351150974552656
anxiety,EverSinceTheRain,2019/04/16,"Extreme STD hypochonria. Please help me This is really weird for me to be posting online, but I've been having extreme difficulties with hypochondria (irrational fear of illness) over herpes for a little over seven days now. I received oral sex with no protection very briefly about a week ago. I've done this numerous times before and I have not given it a second thought.

However, for some reason, I was freaking out this time that I had contracted genital herpes, and I still am. She had no sores on her mouth when she gave me oral sex, and I don't have any blisters on my genitals and it's been seven days. However, I have been having strange pains on the top area of my shaft below the head of penis. To be honest, I've been masturbating frequently lately without lubricant so I expected that this might play a role. Additionally, my scrotum is red and has been itching slightly over the past few days, however, once again, there are no blisters present. I've also been washing my clothes with different detergent and my skin is very sensitive, so there's a possibility that it's that. Also, I live in a dorm building that isn't very sanitary and I don't wash my towel very often, so I also think this could play a role.

So the skin irritation and strange pain have me convinced that I have genital herpes that's waiting to show up. I've been going to the bathroom multiple times a day to check and make sure nothing is there, and I stare until I see something that I think could be cold sores below the skin. However, I always have been a hypochondriac to an extent so I know that this is something that I could easily be making up in my head. The more I read about it online, the more I feel like I have ""symptoms."" Just today I've been reading that swollen lymph nodes are a symptom, and I've been feeling my lymph nodes and I convinced myself for a little while that they were swollen. I currently don't think they are, but I'm not sure.

How do I get over this fear? I know it can be dormant for years, lots of places on the internet say that symptoms usually show up between 2-20 days, with the average time being 4 days. Other people on online forums have told me I'm crazy for being worried and have outright told me that I don't have it just based on what I'm saying, but I really am nervous and I can't shake it. Every time I touch my genitals now, I worry that I touched a surface that someone else with the virus touched beforehand and I'm now in danger to spread it to myself. I get cold sores on my mouth occasionally, so now when I touch my lips I have to wash my hands before touching my genitals over fear of self-contamination.

Please give me your opinion/advice. I really need it. This isn't a joke, so please don't make fun of me. I am seriously struggling with this.",5.134525252525254,5.888884418181824,5.879969696969695,80.1175101010101,68.45454545454545,8.947474747474748,30.368686868686872,9.075114841892004,2.4641717171717183,2210,83,428,39,36,723,233,550,0.136,0.7809999999999999,0.084,-0.9851,7,0,2,0,0,0,58.0,0,1,2,1,27,22,1,6,25,0,61,29,10,5,2,56,87,33,0,5,8,0,11,1,0,1,18,2,1,0,36,23,0,2,9,7,1,3,14,12,0,3,20,18,65,10,53,56,6,62,0,0,3,3,16,27,0,4,32,297,101,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762991867085305,0.07042064469746083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905895001457983,0.06610220648328137,0.0,0.0,0.05402336469755186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13519878313789072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19028420183248093,0.0,0.0,0.30740156570876503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300010533383267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129686883643455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06636369613227562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06693341106152279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681834082669973,0.08033664406210181,0.05675346525744146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301045602178372,0.07620811881246367,0.04514878663041707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16306106505791554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05324837739477916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731862136228072,0.0,0.08961416980904661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038811406273292,0.15924374565802374,0.07014884599328483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06753884818568491,0.0,0.0,0.1590846927282227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427553348733463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05890532418533796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622685516950117,0.0,0.0,0.08460326338453461,0.0,0.0,0.16906403012441798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583649107479036,0.05507516220223017,0.0,0.08300010533383267,0.26161076994462645,0.0,0.08955905209710252,0.07608358959631481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15892723312868734,0.0,0.1526779658340578,0.08167972878017798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635112224787992,0.0,0.0,0.06330508295816073,0.0,0.0828754551722678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06731104911994774,0.12231684786839983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06344257837290862,0.0,0.0,0.0830501508836515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974651286417112,0.24771233658088398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15270990521354885,0.0,0.06306816823797046,0.2316166904748828,0.0,0.07530183931904222,0.1518206970946326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749426991841068,0.2621922701230382,0.0,0.0,0.06372367550486452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657936723790858,0.0,0.0,0.1613546548925009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0511581196367122
anxiety,hesitantallien,2019/04/16,"I’ve felt like I’ve been spiraling and I don’t know how to stop I have fairly bad anxiety and mild depression, and I’m not dealing with it well right now. Everything seemed to go wrong these past three weeks and I don’t know if I’ve ever felt more awful, alone, or unstable. School has been so intense and stressful that I feel like I’m losing my mind because of it. I failed a test worse than I ever have in my life today, and it really dug in deep because I’m usually such a good student, and my grades are generally slipping from my grasp.

My friend’s birthday was yesterday, so I decorated her locker today and spent hours working on a sign for her, just to have her not show up to school because she didn’t feel like it. I know she’s independent and can do what she wants, but I feel ignored and take for granted after putting in so much time and effort. 

After everything else that’s happened today and over the past couple weeks, I feel so unstable and I don’t think anyone in my family understands that, so I just feel even more alone after my parents yell at me for getting frustrated. I feel like I’m spiraling down a hole with no end in sight, and I just feel so completely done with everything. I’m typing this out trying not to cry/ have a panic attack for why seems like the 50th time today. I just don’t know what to do and I feel like nearly everything is setting me off at this point. Sorry for the long-ish post, but it felt good to vent.",5.039757643549592,5.1224760704698005,5.874049217002237,82.43580909768829,68.49664429530202,9.306785980611483,28.30052199850858,9.150863307647796,2.0815117076808347,1151,35,240,20,18,379,150,298,0.16399999999999998,0.75,0.086,-0.9673,1,3,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,4,17,20,2,2,8,1,19,1,0,2,2,60,49,26,0,2,11,1,11,6,1,0,1,1,0,0,13,19,0,2,20,1,1,2,9,10,1,1,9,13,31,10,35,40,3,42,0,3,1,0,9,17,0,4,27,150,44,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17515331010931906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646866890865582,0.0,0.0,0.05912496585870008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619700733645696,0.0,0.0,0.07060245316324214,0.1546374366828122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865752347425794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356189176986383,0.09288306502065116,0.0,0.08717565317060252,0.0728297383891224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653225950785651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063741393499974,0.0,0.07489334836113494,0.0,0.0,0.05584980514328915,0.1529752235749876,0.0,0.0,0.3039813497390518,0.0,0.07971381920160142,0.0,0.342040791064591,0.24163319714109796,0.2435670116652733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06532935207882966,0.0,0.04417809950832498,0.0,0.04805629758051865,0.14184658795351868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747744185552364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327266213897443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185883606877682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05972586273383033,0.2478647992898009,0.0,0.0,0.07483122757161567,0.0,0.09459884680003924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537954192063511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621599079262877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921067146256334,0.09389172558175048,0.0,0.16144048398843122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993470400441705,0.0,0.08098325327244309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500421147994862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05417006234793368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07221212639364451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17115455437494115,0.0,0.15395697511543247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465583207786847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706943294816362,0.09686097897425062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06357714229228381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0541813944230562,0.0,0.0,0.09861297662938348,0.0,0.32060463802040073,0.0,0.0,0.05740937631419104,0.0,0.0,0.08802792886374004,0.0,0.0,0.09312876348611904,0.0,0.04987453818325439,0.0,0.1356547602509905,0.0,0.07602785639903856,0.0,0.07630050244891165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06155927916982973,0.0,0.086171893307846,0.0,0.0924509710836758,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NoAstronaut7,2019/04/16,"Brainwave music helps me relax & sleep i am one  of  those people that takes forever to fall  asleep. I used to think it was insomnia or just too much energy.  Turns  out it has always been anxiety. i have been using brainwave power music for the last few months and i have never fallen asleep so quickly. I use binaural frequencies to help me distress during the day and sleep tracks at night.   


 [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KQqVg56mvOM&t=2s](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KQqVg56mvOM&t=2s)",10.240342857142855,14.28648412,5.737904761904763,73.00800000000002,61.13333333333333,8.019047619047619,24.04761904761905,8.841846274778883,2.0973619047619048,419,10,54,7,7,109,59,75,0.063,0.779,0.158,0.7697,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,2,0,7,5,4,3,1,10,13,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,3,0,7,1,7,10,2,10,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,6,38,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14898570960119822,0.582008700212854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697438373076348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547380648890312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24002972709481515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595137771833278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429176960326594,0.0,0.13162391214011787,0.0,0.13809603519155636,0.0,0.0,0.16802828777221532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133035220478025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413219707235752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3583628638789694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462491291207904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147293703785145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19475729331867345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4639306354816896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lurker9605,2019/04/16,"Been feeling space. Is this anxiety? I've had a long history with anxiety. But for the most part been able to manage symptoms as they come and go.

However the past week ive been feeling spacey. Like forgetting a ton of things and screwing up here and there. Not able to think things through. And although I have no actual anxiety symptoms like upset stomach, racing heart etc. I have had anxious dreams every night like teeth falling out etc. And woke up this morning with a tension heachache

I feel like anxiety is there but not at the forefront, its very weird. Has anyone else experienced this? What did you do?",2.8448496240601533,5.7871365175438605,3.1120300751879704,87.2542105263158,82.94736842105263,6.415037593984962,27.441102756892228,7.7094869923839395,1.9928892230576447,489,22,88,9,14,150,78,114,0.154,0.7490000000000001,0.097,-0.5761,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,0,3,8,1,2,6,0,13,6,3,0,0,19,20,9,0,0,4,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,4,1,0,3,3,4,0,0,7,4,6,4,12,13,5,12,0,0,0,1,2,5,1,1,8,62,13,1,0.30088757844587644,0.0,0.14681143650408962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4603563478911541,0.16995865969982948,0.0,0.10519379541700917,0.1541474406833836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12959400321208284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567648137037465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355691860065141,0.0,0.0,0.1267553810077493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22820670048361305,0.10747707308095752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550067239387896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17827661458778504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29399694482002725,0.0,0.0,0.1331380192723424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14118130484395092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16291596308820666,0.14361561988287433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.312737401801412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19989633732329568,0.09639830548009667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413188185712168,0.0,0.0,0.12067693308516582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Yucares,2019/04/17,"I have a fear of loss and I feel lost myself I'm 20, male. I've always had this fear of loss but I realised a few years ago.

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When I was little (before I went to school), I would sometimes think about death and cry because I knew my parents would die one day. I knew I would die and instead of enjoying my life like every other kid, I would just cry questioning the purpose of living if we're doomed to die. I grew it out but the fear stayed. 

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In secondary school, some of my friends started dating. I couldn't understand. I knew their relationships wouldn't survive a year so I didn't see the point in being together. I didn't understand how people could just enjoy the moment without thinking about the future.

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Sometimes a have a dream.

  *I'm at home, I see my family, my dad. Everyone is acting normal. Like nothing ever happened. But my dad passed away when I was 10. I see him now, he's home. Yet, I can't be happy, I can't smile. I have my dad back but I know he won't stay forever. I never ask, he never speaks about it but I know. He's back only to leave us again. It feels like he's ill and has little time left, everyone is enjoying the rest of their time together but I can't. I feel no joy for I know it will end.*

I don't know why I have those dreams. My dad died suddenly, nobody was prepared for that. Even he didn't know he was ill. The day before, I felt something was wrong but there was no reason to think so. I remember trying to fall asleep. Everything was normal but when I looked at my dad I felt afraid. But nothing was wrong. Next day he died. 

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I played Minecraft with my friend once. We joined a server and he was just having fun, doing silly things. I was serious and got angry at him. I told him that because of what he was doing we would get bored soon and just stop playing, wasting our time. Then he told me what my problem was. He said: ""It's because you think we'll be playing for a long time. But we're just having fun. Now. It's ok if we stop soon"". That was when I realised I had a problem and started thinking about it. It was 4-5 years ago. I tried to ignore it but now I see it's getting difficult. I've been scared of things ending since I was born but I can't live with it anymore. I want to stop feeling this way.

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When I watch a movie or read a book, I feel empty when it ends. Sometimes I never read the last few pages, trying to avoid that feeling. It gets better with time, usually after a few days but never fully disappears. Yet I reach for another book. Yet I watch another film.

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It gets worse. I don't know if it's relevant but I used to care less about characters. I could watch scenes full of gore while eating dinner. I never cried during the wholesome moments. Today I cried a few times watching The Hobbit. I never did before and I've seen it many times.

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I don't want to feel this way. I don't want to constantly fear the future. It often stops me from even starting anything because I know everything is meant to end. I just want to enjoy the present.

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TL;DR: I'm sorry. I just had to let it out. I have no one to talk to. Today the fear got stronger. I feel like I will never accomplish anything because I'm too afraid to lose it. I feel like I'll be alone forever because I'm afraid of losing someone I love.",0.7238987113634323,3.0783228277372316,2.316031359826983,93.52026313418042,86.4160583941606,4.959358385149138,20.135622240245112,6.42735559955562,0.19087311886095332,2607,80,550,27,81,848,269,685,0.208,0.642,0.15,-0.9938,1,2,1,0,0,1,124.0,6,1,2,8,39,47,0,10,25,1,62,7,1,3,8,110,125,38,6,20,26,6,11,5,2,10,3,2,2,2,32,17,2,6,32,10,0,6,25,24,0,2,37,23,90,23,50,70,9,93,1,6,10,1,43,13,0,7,75,341,122,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758031391688893,0.0,0.0,0.0394797451802785,0.0,0.0,0.0317180273194818,0.3304150069684075,0.3705496575960914,0.0,0.07994210378850568,0.0,0.0,0.03780376420232217,0.0,0.0,0.06273731019781588,0.0,0.035636080742608184,0.0,0.03581401653752202,0.05862225265943177,0.0,0.13942178065052868,0.0,0.0973092788864672,0.0,0.0,0.03371312130299604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03886481893291945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0411930523919407,0.0,0.060869773575207425,0.0,0.1674875449988287,0.09833429954332014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978073048338892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039005211201573686,0.0,0.0,0.13504833255620535,0.0,0.0,0.050354425481290384,0.03448078053373491,0.032116866797365286,0.07284859726018761,0.0685177243853661,0.0,0.035935161801530516,0.21447213143068494,0.17346681797872598,0.08169657522549148,0.07320035648667075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058901225931845325,0.0,0.0796623305628232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060974427078297574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03370846932577788,0.040578340400042816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647284729634088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14664427979406044,0.031072039044400094,0.0,0.04036247336466375,0.04141636020777774,0.03897921795219051,0.02692454787103058,0.09311498889187103,0.07641042173857365,0.06731947788181243,0.033734078953014696,0.03201032483821941,0.085290728760599,0.04161134640228508,0.0,0.03440384852819073,0.0,0.0,0.03864664115725865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057978365878034,0.0,0.04053994507230151,0.0,0.07469697229181467,0.07315233797395017,0.0,0.0,0.04059544699202563,0.051660785940004235,0.028991185829376837,0.0,0.0,0.042326592608390834,0.0,0.0,0.02642688636720544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03603473714753927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294939087658081,0.0,0.0,0.0427019577246024,0.0,0.07625854854724548,0.0,0.0,0.03919263829041465,0.0,0.040925496066862944,0.04318134940780608,0.0,0.03625985891738377,0.0,0.038163727606885266,0.07715684264201962,0.12150349935667253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03153239658185342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032298070041420816,0.029345836763437293,0.11310187468534062,0.042671053466578505,0.08094238558442682,0.08125947626030236,0.0,0.12747662544926813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03063857511634543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05064908478087405,0.12212544792898047,0.0,0.0,0.15559229970914354,0.0,0.0722646315091673,0.07284859726018761,0.0,0.07764081237500023,0.0,0.0,0.07936636077546183,0.04585241390305843,0.03292254138543775,0.0419826476484133,0.0,0.08993419797684729,0.060514110315875336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035336656651362416,0.03439643123992524,0.0,0.0,0.036745315949096864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03884647555187597,0.13539307301989165,0.08335419474001984,0.3705496575960914,0.07364207895212788
anxiety,ThiccDropkick,2019/04/17,"Anyone else have this problem with work? I hope this is the right sub but feel free to point me in the right direction if it isn’t.

I’m one of those people who can’t really relax until I’ve done everything I need to for the day, and this wasn’t a problem until I started working at a supermarket in the evenings.

I still have a pretty regular sleep schedule so I wake up at ~7/8ish but now even if I have an otherwise completely free day, I can’t relax until 10/11PM at the earliest when I finish my shift.

I don’t have much to do during the day now but I spend the entire time on edge and unable to think about anything but work that evening. And it’s worse now because I’m doing 6 shifts a week.

It’s been like this for 7 months and I’ve stopped taking care of myself because I spend practically every day just worrying about work and it’s all I can think about. And by the time I’m finished for the night I’m too tired to do anything.

And the thing is that I’m usually fine when I’m actually in work, like there’s no reason for me to worry every day but I still do. Any advice?",2.467801932367152,3.741376717391308,4.117681159420293,88.29946859903386,75.30434782608697,7.1980676328502415,24.082125603864736,7.793537801064563,1.064314009661835,855,26,188,12,18,287,118,230,0.11,0.735,0.155,0.9142,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,5,17,11,0,0,15,0,18,3,2,1,1,26,32,20,0,6,8,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,13,8,0,1,4,2,4,0,6,2,0,1,3,1,17,11,28,29,2,37,0,0,0,0,1,11,0,3,28,123,30,5,0.0,0.0,0.11191464981125394,0.0,0.0,0.11206748614067703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798878033333262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018943930218493,0.1175069003762616,0.1887496614375031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13982011561023358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692757295918928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024357213687788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698071707245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173611395915102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580343151048903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272423076038512,0.0,0.19325175769639946,0.0,0.10307022439620178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05798747376762625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139066911044983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205722765404366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153935498156612,0.0,0.0843056413021334,0.08503643588423598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076227892577464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771257506120006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950716788669472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841307054991084,0.0,0.0,0.11667445019743652,0.0,0.21947343274060324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07346925048593518,0.11791384082028784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19587833471781316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147664226315656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117364200469165,0.0,0.1831729414191496,0.09588062437996588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622779427961867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619068760173102,0.14696923968730158,0.0,0.0,0.13374585826785942,0.13181192699491415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630778248066915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199226591687387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4174551315828744,0.2329335243486269,0.11687238559220367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,UnusualTomorrow,2019/04/17,"Does anyone else’s anxiety drive their decision making? I feel like my anxiety and need to have some decided or settled upon leads me to make decisions as fast as I can. However, that same anxiety comes back to bite me in the butt and makes me suffer over whether or not I made the right decision! 
I’ve been stressing over finding a new apartment and while I got one that checks all of my boxes, I’m now wondering if signing the lease was REALLY the best thing. Would ‘that other one’ have been cheaper/bigger/better? I wish I could chill out and not keep freaking out about this stuff.",7.323157894736844,6.67715114035088,7.242807017543861,76.9763157894737,63.91228070175439,11.108771929824565,33.912280701754376,10.504223727775694,3.380396491228069,466,17,89,10,6,149,83,114,0.095,0.792,0.114,0.6438,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,2,3,5,0,1,5,0,8,1,1,5,1,34,20,11,0,5,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,7,0,1,3,2,3,0,2,5,1,12,2,13,13,4,16,0,1,0,1,1,8,1,5,6,64,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4187077885978729,0.0,0.0,0.1275691802811475,0.18693557516830914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028827716780184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19146386235061547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715946642652132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566679510030978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596580908210148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524086629394993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224923580316224,0.1303381255291963,0.0,0.0,0.1667506328962742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591724026374264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16216472878419272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891329880892108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17263305056837172,0.36534862772746696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13528001335565848,0.0,0.17620568115454316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24725773329666664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687838376126015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15580629327399975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089891386745959,0.0,0.20885488364561253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120777557481915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20980174979782512,0.0,0.19785288039101726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960307796264134,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,brokeboyblues,2019/04/17,"Is this my anxiety The guy who’s in charge of the day camp I worked at last year summer recently texted me asking if I wanted to apply again and how I’m basically a shoe in. I had a lot of fun last summer and the kids were hilarious but I was a junior staff member so the real responsibility was on the shoulders of the upper camp counsellors and that’d be the position I’d get when hired. I wanna do it again but I can’t stop thinking about all the things that could happen and if I’m prepared to deal with it as there’s no upper counsellor to look to . What if a kid gets lost? Or really hurt. What if no mater what I do they don’t respect me? Idk if this is my anxiety or just valid thoughts anybody would have and that would stop them from doing this. Idk what to do. Any kinda bit of help would be awesome!! Thanks in advance.


Heads up: Sorry for poor formatting and horrible and grammar",1.6068888888888893,3.663867421621621,3.535090090090093,88.02359609609613,80.18918918918921,6.705705705705707,21.08858858858859,7.793537801064563,0.8493903903903912,703,20,150,12,18,237,114,185,0.18,0.708,0.112,-0.8985,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,3,8,5,0,0,12,0,20,3,3,1,1,33,32,20,0,11,10,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,14,8,0,2,2,0,1,1,4,2,0,0,6,1,13,3,21,19,3,21,0,2,1,0,9,8,0,9,12,106,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899422810419667,0.0,0.26772255440999243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163585192150174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19103577493977972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13970943772349745,0.0,0.0,0.1128493576631841,0.18039946763980425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18284246444459507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17326037164373853,0.1547366129169355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17958272017157553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728720714390893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18732258634928284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852684903420657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14694138722131428,0.0,0.1910142741568796,0.14876402371261954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199168607282205,0.11209839048131903,0.0,0.17277429411655246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19587879292894725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925867243846644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16110054924466766,0.0,0.0,0.11625072249041225,0.11212184083981942,0.0,0.1389167083434734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320932289927796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738948073947212,0.0,0.0,0.3729080427065026,0.0,0.0,0.11268311389920847
anxiety,MiloRousseau,2019/04/17,"Help! Suggestions please.. I have been having the worst week with my anxiety issues, constant tightness in chest, mind has constantly been racing and sometimes picks up and hard time breathing and go into a panic attack. 
But the tightness and and racing are a constant.
I know holidays are coming up - which always make it worse, but also have a meeting with an loan officer on Friday about purchasing a home.
Money is a big big anxiety trigger for me, I can’t talk about it, thinking about sucks. But it’s life, what can you do we need money to pay bills and live.
I just want to know if people have any suggestions to help my discomfort a bit, I just feel like I’m in this big cycle between calming down and then going high again. Maybe some thing that helped you that you wouldn’t mind sharing?",5.722697368421053,6.661782717105265,5.70905263157895,81.20436842105265,67.22368421052633,8.448421052631579,29.01578947368421,8.548686976883017,2.1300584210526314,631,21,115,9,10,198,103,152,0.138,0.7440000000000001,0.119,0.126,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,3,0,0,7,8,2,2,9,0,14,3,2,3,0,33,26,13,0,4,6,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,9,12,0,2,4,1,6,3,2,5,0,0,2,4,12,3,17,23,3,21,0,0,0,0,12,11,1,2,8,79,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960395740607692,0.12444681605166147,0.0,0.0,0.1017066764739306,0.0,0.2288276638284363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17014734226567926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328198490210266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12883364435851027,0.0,0.4848672487091532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562258582346107,0.1068464795191595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699980392083369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397736854962025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30074295757616804,0.15801951332165856,0.15002197747949372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15610293090746252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438973808392907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563942777495024,0.0730679986971428,0.0,0.13206519113353038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998331954198404,0.0,0.15025422704048466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020281512676892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089766035586562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17547772577485618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368683504278872,0.0,0.0,0.16417317513027696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14791975188422712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021154667607326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936174897357107,0.09583271368399147,0.0,0.0,0.08721027998153896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821501160559309,0.0,0.1199688928038333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15241553797043186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,messy_and_mean,2019/04/17,"Feeling shitty I feel anxious over nothing and even though I know there isnt a reason for it I still have the strongest urge to comb through my brain and try to find the tangle that's causing it so I can excise the crazy with reason. I know that chasing anxiety is ineffective, and I should try to dismiss it as a feeling without a valid reason and pay it as little conscious thought as possible. But I also think that maybe it's cause I'm weaning back on venlafaxine and now my anxiety is rising in direct proportion. The side effects of the SNRI scare me but I also hate how severe and quick the withdrawal symptoms hit within a few hours of a missed dose. Maybe it's not the lack of drug, maybe it's the withdrawal causing me to feel bad. Or it's just a coincidence. I am so fucking sick of all the shitty and intrusive side effects of psych meds paired with the certainty that without them I'd be a hyperventilating disaster. And switching meds means coming all the way off and then slowly titrating up--AT BEST it's two or three months of feeling physically and psychologically shitty, but at worst the new med doesn't even work or has even worse side effects. There is a whole lot of incentive to stay on a med that works, even if it makes your heart feel like its racing and skipping beats.",6.926467941507312,6.643381511811025,7.048706411698539,76.84125984251972,64.59055118110237,9.776827896512936,33.89088863892013,9.23628265651192,2.8708479190101235,1040,40,198,16,14,335,144,254,0.21,0.695,0.095,-0.9886,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,8,17,9,2,1,21,0,11,7,2,11,2,54,29,28,0,3,11,0,6,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,16,14,0,0,19,0,1,2,5,7,0,2,1,6,15,2,28,25,8,23,0,1,0,1,2,11,1,5,9,138,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15338881722651418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14673262266808107,0.10834424244239722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374427010547427,0.08007584918730677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10064535017229316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070606015457222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955595336521634,0.0,0.08261281965796059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121821346777803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533747978107294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909517188220201,0.06851384968231887,0.0,0.0,0.0876545350817377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866171934265002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468536278856153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364672319034633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444613942023344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541268046532533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046853858937169916,0.0961210210105426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153416661556605,0.0,0.0,0.0640166767785174,0.0,0.28904542962706004,0.10446759092066744,0.4261109763158952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654967225759401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262469828207466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920224918980487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811737054711908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958159101485309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601665269412296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834424244239722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222092284276944,0.07658907272680167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968099578279847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061451422354222886,0.09422521083703216,0.07613707777656688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302250659490087,0.0,0.09368429027000327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612414559112635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707341126175868,0.0,0.18489610218178584,0.0,0.13963853475417218,0.0,0.09773438773790756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kate_w_12,2019/04/17,"Diagnosed with a rare skin condition and I'm freaking out Hey y'all. I have been dealing with these painful bumps on my lower legs for about 2-3 weeks now. I went to my PCP and they took blood for tests and then gave me an allergy pill and antibiotics. The next few days it started to spread, so obviously, I started to panic. I am generally a healthy person and I hate going to the doctor but because it was getting worse I decided to go to a medclinic and see what they said. I went in and the doctor diagnosed me within 10 min. I have a rare condition called erythema nodosum. They are these painful nodules in the fatty tissues of my legs. They have spread and are still painful. The only ""cure"" is to wait it out.  Also, there isn't really a for sure cause but it could be a myriad of things (TB, cancer, autoimmune, bacterial infection, and strep have all been mentioned in multiple articles I've read.) 

I'm posting here because the unknown is what sends me into high anxiety, the kind where your brain can not slow down. How do y'all handle the unknown, especially medical related? Any support or reassurance would be incredibly nice and helpful.",4.206202020202017,6.153073600000003,5.42848484848485,77.91217171717172,72.0909090909091,9.252525252525249,31.313131313131308,9.725611199111238,3.2733282828282837,912,42,167,24,18,303,139,220,0.138,0.7709999999999999,0.091,-0.8488,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,3,4,0,9,11,1,1,15,0,19,16,5,2,3,29,35,17,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,11,1,0,1,9,15,0,1,1,1,0,6,2,6,0,0,8,3,21,5,24,23,2,28,0,0,1,0,17,11,0,1,10,113,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966730275919118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325692162198422,0.0,0.10490837106480436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671931976229065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15308870119204931,0.14003079685929928,0.0,0.0,0.14087605361970001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949163073878697,0.0,0.0,0.08844112752655156,0.14138079873589746,0.0,0.278379527597519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28072822830486144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164769942013127,0.0,0.15587466199828515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539302975995715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919191128690988,0.144891307822444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280564131390186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814970596047174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14584528363795599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429781571596276,0.43776589336884,0.16089909813525707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974153053106018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313380125696665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371727270825881,0.0,0.08785258731972279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13044737478175072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927933113299652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19413059001173005,0.0,0.1095166802723608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15561987217544884,0.12924869537024872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110680987227704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15236271551328312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100019194526624,0.0,0.0,0.25425218030974683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13975290876921334,0.09741720716189196,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wrigley445,2019/04/17,"Medication For those of you who take medicine, how did you determine what you were taking was the most effective for you?  Did it eliminate all your anxiety and panic attacks? Is it normal to still have some anxiety and panic attacks on occasion while on medication ?I’ve recently started Zoloft and I’m still have some issues, but not nearly my experience before taking. Any advice would be appreciated.",6.245539906103286,8.862117802816904,7.306690140845075,63.75374413145542,68.15492957746478,10.930516431924882,32.960093896713616,10.864195022040775,4.6308572769953065,328,15,48,11,6,110,53,71,0.145,0.7709999999999999,0.084,-0.2007,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,5,0,1,3,4,2,2,1,0,9,3,0,2,1,13,14,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,6,0,7,8,4,8,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,3,5,41,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17314858195243654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049566906467092,0.0,0.2711006141330403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4031597247430192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15077613105119805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733263853475784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849409277224007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.357001731587726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736091451752291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41578993053829344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749543192004285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541640300009846,0.0,0.28300924872152106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3996757887205748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587110266158136,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,artipedes,2019/04/17,"Having conspiracy thoughts Hi guys this is my first post here I’ve been lurking here for a long time and didn’t have guts to make entries. So first of all I diagnosed with Anxiety & Bipolar Disorder and I somehow managed to get through it. But after my graduation from high school I got obsessed with the concept of death and had conspiracy thoughts. Like every news make me anxious about the end of the world and it affects my daily life. Does anyone else have the same problem? If so how do you guys manage the situation? 

By the way I’m on Paxil for about a year and English is not my native so sorty about the mistakes. Ty all ^^",2.4437723076923064,4.923755728000003,3.5472,86.75698461538461,79.72,6.086153846153848,27.215384615384608,7.321109707123232,1.5353323076923069,506,22,98,7,13,163,88,125,0.19,0.772,0.038,-0.9569,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,2,10,4,0,1,9,0,9,4,1,4,2,23,16,11,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,6,0,9,1,17,10,3,12,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,8,67,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19765466784668456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955268869644175,0.2060854643321888,0.0,0.12755403114891334,0.1869133761407599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851549650422147,0.0,0.0,0.2090719526525124,0.0,0.15963913105718494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239056406182827,0.0,0.1615721607777797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15369879709407785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31033691615533554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530821031257287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589991225737678,0.0,0.0,0.3612538474498582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19273935311487672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288503840112697,0.08912240334280093,0.0,0.0,0.16143814366662784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435368278276274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17471029810216035,0.0,0.0,0.17455366516941753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846212766718003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20505049721717847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896461255857129,0.10637200808480936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14479846401971208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747408842693308
anxiety,Angxlic,2019/04/17,"(SSRI) Paxil Dosage Increase Concerns | Feeling adverse effects In early February this year, I was prescribed 12.5 mg of Paxil for Social Anxiety which made me feel like a new person around others and just feeling great about life. 

After 5 weeks of being at 12.5 mg my doctor increased my dosage to 25 mg. I didn't feel any better as compared to 12.5 mg.

Then after 6 weeks on 25 mg my doctor increased my dosage to 37.5 mg which is what I am currently at for about 3 weeks. I am beginning to feel adverse effects (feeling very anxious around others similarly to how I was before being on medication).

**My question is, is it possible to feel MORE anxious at higher SSRI dosages vs. feeling more relaxed and calm at a 'baby' dose like 12.5 mg of Paxil.**",3.6675524475524455,5.974557573426576,4.955944055944058,79.12314685314689,74.66433566433567,6.358041958041959,29.181818181818183,7.321109707123232,2.0286055944055943,595,26,98,7,13,197,81,143,0.08900000000000001,0.741,0.17,0.8876,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,3,6,8,0,0,2,0,10,5,0,4,0,19,20,5,0,0,2,0,8,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,11,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,4,8,11,6,25,14,5,23,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,1,13,62,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752869811237097,0.0,0.10971386008765624,0.3240415073481553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25534364868044385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122037579292176,0.0,0.0,0.1268409681362863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935874158590208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5801288646094853,0.10245736471454496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15811810569788126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012998970905078,0.14013292015171389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357049393801974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14447786537010715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13851334492900752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522647519949892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16168148363414014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16066022515162345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619590055287074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183343119379318,0.0,0.0,0.3451221788416072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923560543475657
anxiety,Rrrr1110,2019/04/17,"I skipped work today It’s my first time skipping work because I couldn’t sleep last night and my heart is pounding, difficult to breath. 

A couple of weeks ago me and my boyfriend argued then he left our apartment. Now I lost my boyfriend, I have to pay the rent by myself which I cannot, it’s too expensive for me. I got panic after breakup but I backed to my parents place for a while and I was getting okay these days.. 

But I went back to the apartment and tried to sleep last night then this happened. So I called my office and I feel so bad now. I’m nervous so much",1.7757550077041593,3.714732584745768,2.3936363636363645,97.00783513097076,79.08474576271186,4.968875192604006,23.43913713405239,5.565023196281405,0.12410847457627172,447,15,100,2,11,138,77,118,0.155,0.813,0.031,-0.9167,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,4,8,7,1,2,4,1,5,4,4,0,0,9,12,13,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,3,1,2,6,0,1,4,1,21,1,10,7,1,23,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,18,65,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15407013531041552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672949525078444,0.1451222601765069,0.10595162686214256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774772054005177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923150342756284,0.0,0.1120916577490775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788245033972981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478408331570326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080740631104067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13900998213742602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15369767108559393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20596308997558824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833531235636865,0.0,0.0,0.18884269253690314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18973175468030645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12776873786197196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.326213708507767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039260143409854,0.19299300261977287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18159216682126508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34786666092765306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134873088687454,0.0,0.16474947968527093,0.0,0.0,0.1180040929565972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394181400879094,0.0,0.0,0.16112157982540887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530683093208261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,justanotterstoner,2019/04/17,"Movies to calm down Anyone recommend some cool movies, documentaries, or shows to watch that might be able to calm someone down?",11.835454545454546,10.649978909090912,8.544545454545457,72.9868181818182,55.36363636363636,12.436363636363636,35.63636363636364,11.20814326018867,3.6556727272727283,104,3,18,2,1,29,17,22,0.0,0.657,0.343,0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,10,1,0,0.547814819984427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830448594621091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5811449535453236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4641617192465213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RockyK96,2019/04/17,"Does anyone use any alternatives for caffeine because they can’t drink it anymore due to anxiety? I’m tired all the time but really can’t drink caffeine in almost any capacity at all without spiraling into anxiety attacks, does anyone use an anxiety free alternative to help then stay awake/alert?",13.592641509433966,10.263138169811324,13.001603773584907,49.04693396226415,54.094339622641506,16.637735849056607,51.02830188679245,14.554592549557764,7.498441509433963,245,13,35,8,2,82,41,53,0.188,0.682,0.13,-0.1556,0,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,2,3,0,2,2,8,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,7,5,2,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,17,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19201480214096064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607997726381143,0.0,0.4400758492614572,0.0,0.19016930375074093,0.2681589255352062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181488458589175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689198819858485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33561195574988595,0.0,0.0,0.3756935391096157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12852924651818495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284307909887393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043851763129758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181380603229862,0.22039401337177156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312292786224217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18484485070699666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GhostDog11,2019/04/17,"Health / General Anxiety? Hey, I’m new here. I’m 27, I have a great life, a wonderful family.  A wide, daughter, another on the way. I have a good job...

But over the last year or two I’ve been completely and totally stressed to the maximum. I got diagnosed with high blood pressure a couple of years ago and it’s been a downhill slide since then. It’s like I came to the realization I can die and leave my kids behind without a dad, leave my wife with no husband, leave my brother and my mom. 

It terrifies me. I’ve been keeping my BP high and checking it constantly. I’ve been fighting the urge lately and went to a heart doctor, I didn’t do the echo and halter monitor he wanted me to wear, but he said everything was fine and it was stress. 

I’m getting the physical symptoms of anxiety now.  Frequent chest pain (that isn’t there the few times I’m not stressed), I google stuff constantly and wonder if I have cancer or if I’m going to have a heart attack.  I took my daughter hiking yesterday and had a blast, I could physically feel the stress leaving. 

Then, after eating dinner my heart rate spiked and I came close to what I think was a full blown panic attack. I’m super aware of my heart beat and gas/chest pains. I’m probably driving my wife crazy. 

What should I do?  I know the simple answer is medication or CBT, and I have nothing against it, my BS is Psychology and I want to continue on to a masters or PhD...I just want to beat this on my own and learn to control it, you know?",2.4690830361691276,4.236804874172186,4.139337748344373,86.07386143657669,76.41721854304636,7.692511462047888,25.853795211411104,8.502166056373571,1.7671585328578714,1160,43,242,23,26,389,163,302,0.185,0.753,0.062,-0.9885,1,0,0,0,2,0,43.0,0,1,0,5,4,16,3,6,22,0,22,18,7,1,1,48,47,25,1,7,11,8,1,1,0,1,9,1,0,1,12,20,2,2,8,0,1,7,5,11,0,1,15,2,30,5,23,30,4,33,0,0,0,0,15,9,0,8,17,145,42,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611572109721829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003880750500802,0.13137570598925316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19537172069464512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19641744625160795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002968695850089,0.18558297263099785,0.09630689710922223,0.06855763816662963,0.09500996077035397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715297597292611,0.08911616281774068,0.0,0.0,0.0878882895862553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786315437386924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717152669557599,0.0,0.08094755986580733,0.0,0.043416824850070736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044861849432449315,0.0,0.04880007085709846,0.07202098259204526,0.06867550942811643,0.09466842999209922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127237366571726,0.0,0.4070101991230832,0.0,0.18144593861934327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520953140381347,0.07632234094064085,0.0,0.0,0.09438027525534162,0.06999288759546239,0.09686146988356242,0.3636820946640644,0.0,0.0,0.06065024731730071,0.041950172253893615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650174894791443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056613697112662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293067286322131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239149290845686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827366196348656,0.1007461673267996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257891372795722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167897271901636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102988916869843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3934404334259444,0.0,0.0982969216316546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892484640194851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055019966582972986,0.0,0.0,0.050069610948286575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540115394906132,0.0,0.0,0.08387936881742346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519393577853075,0.06815705456642407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959936692484325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277251342307405,0.18623772390587814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059078436032883
anxiety,HelloMyBrussas,2019/04/17,guess I’m sleeping on the couch spider was on wall near ceiling high. As soon as I get the vacuum in there he jumps down onto my dark brown carpet. I’d rather not deal with him possibly going all over me. Guess it’s the couch ;(,2.036249999999999,3.5380367916666664,3.3483333333333327,92.43000000000002,76.91666666666666,6.466666666666668,18.25,7.1686216300943375,0.02327499999999993,178,3,40,2,4,58,40,48,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,6,6,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,10,5,1,12,0,0,1,0,3,9,0,2,1,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32763126195947906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16603404696673882,0.0,0.18060943450108896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7001709887990685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33576640147226383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.358264550631664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180231209378907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Treynath84,2019/04/17,"Anxiety preventing posts and comments I just seem to get massive anxiety waves when I'm about to post or comment on something.

It isn't as noticable when responding to messages, a bit more noticable in group chats, but nothing compared to posts or comments...

Anyone else the same?",8.286733333333338,9.118482739999996,8.138000000000002,66.40233333333336,61.6,11.466666666666667,44.66666666666667,11.20814326018867,5.576266666666667,227,14,35,6,3,73,40,50,0.08,0.92,0.0,-0.1901,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,4,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,4,3,7,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,3,2,22,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32750585810706473,0.0,0.0,0.1496735491686205,0.21932657197965172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23369467521584905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788170579753267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183588612529416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20539335170471804,0.4874103584966318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6150219673433068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19486934622391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16479144586105546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway57399267,2019/04/17,"I don’t ever want to walk into my history class again. Today was awful. 
Let me give some context before i jump into the story.
My history teacher is a former army soldier. He gives us jobs and calls us sergeants. Let’s say, I give out stickers at the beginning of class, in his class, I would be the sticker sergeant. We were choosing “jobs” today and I got chosen second. I did not expect this to happen and I went crazy. I started crying. This very rude girl in my history and art class then notices this and says the school equivalent of “WTH??? She’s crying over THAT?” very dramatic. everyone looks at me. When I say everyone- I mean everyone. I started crying even more. This time I wasn’t excited. yes Mr. History told me to go to the bathroom and I abide. Everyone was looking at me (even my crush oh gosh) and I stand in the restroom for a few seconds then leave. Mr. History asks if I need to go outside. I say no. The room was dead silent. I could hear my heart beating. I then sit on the floor in front of the *Promethean Board* a very nice girl named Ruby asks me *Hey Emma, are you okay?* I say I’m fine. Once we’re done assigning jobs, I return to my seat, very uncomfortably. I wanted to kill myself. Once the bell rings, I hurriedly run to art class.",0.31190476190476346,2.745197968253972,2.1709523809523823,91.96571428571433,93.12698412698411,5.339682539682539,20.49206349206349,6.937597516519254,0.6786539682539678,976,34,200,16,36,321,146,252,0.168,0.7879999999999999,0.044,-0.9859,3,0,1,0,0,1,45.0,3,1,0,1,5,6,2,0,13,3,15,1,1,0,1,24,37,12,2,7,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,1,4,5,11,0,0,2,2,0,7,4,2,0,2,10,9,40,4,24,22,3,37,0,0,2,0,26,14,0,2,14,120,45,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17245100434061966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848357865557153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941803119920445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364062888150222,0.0,0.303941203139853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438648857169793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183819132586053,0.08343012348130446,0.0,0.3525307357187564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654351946752787,0.10483639762047156,0.0,0.07376723933739114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156142972065104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395341208950032,0.1092966729387652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27458137329747884,0.0,0.10204226467770447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976615402754632,0.0,0.1886291967070896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15490515658811474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046888988108367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838967831858014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500800081050078,0.0,0.19645049229728592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667373333917985,0.0,0.09334482586253112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305661321978705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05378186496335128,0.0,0.17485239709820846,0.08813268392968909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22189013674474825,0.0,0.0,0.3044078826374764,0.1088029494439596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550101193200244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551975115245037,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,snonyrnous,2019/04/17,"Worried that I'm wrong about life All of a sudden I've developed this deep fear that I'm not living my life how I ""should"", if that makes any sense. Like, I'm afraid I'll wake up one morning and regret everything I've ever done. Worse still, I'm worried that if I change something now, I'll regret not sticking to it. It's a cycle of worry that is really pretty spontaneous and pretty gut-wrenching.

Anyone understand this feeling? Any advice? Other than just ""stop worrying"" lol, I wish I could but it's just like in the pit of my stomach.",2.42788990825688,4.464734770642206,3.925220183486239,86.33480275229358,77.44036697247707,6.5618348623853215,22.82660550458716,7.554174236665415,1.0694983486238532,426,13,83,6,10,141,71,109,0.174,0.6920000000000001,0.134,-0.3081,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,2,3,1,4,4,2,2,2,21,12,6,0,7,7,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,11,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,1,1,6,2,8,9,1,8,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,2,7,47,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168645217854074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21111995648131007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853863121963828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16421004297453712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393647524813366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15885155901435935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404121011843604,0.0,0.0,0.1395084087482813,0.0,0.0,0.1746740192856581,0.07848765480084037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192834548110967,0.15167256703222645,0.0,0.13706866830887654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361551769823693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518612674058476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158442117299744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944266918273456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950166258377193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396482947828626,0.129777085626813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16159723340565998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17850388863795344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6305639774507659,0.15819001691418394,0.0,0.16971683130150986,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aimskaylz,2019/04/17,"Would love to love a life with less worry it’s crippling Hey everyone! 

So basically I live my life everyday with sickening fear of just about everything. I always was a worrier but never to this extent. I feel like it has severely escalated since my little girl passed away. It’s like not I realize bad shit really happens and can happen. So now I over think everything and think the worst. 

To drive anywhere I fear something will happen in the car. I won’t go on holidays as I’m afraid of flying now. I have a little boy who if even he gets a cough I think he might die. It’s made me so bad I’m literally pulling my hair out. I feel sick worrying about what might happen in the future. I get so bad even driving I think at night if a car is behind me that “that car is following me”. 

I don’t know what to do. I’ve spoken to a councillor about everything but their words were “you can’t think like that you need to try and think positive you are worrying about things that are very unlikely to happen”. I know they are right in a way but they are trying to tell that to someone who had something happen that shouldn’t have and don’t even have a reason to why it happened.

Is anyone else like this or have any sort of advice? 

It’s greatly appreciated if you do and thanks for taking the time to read",2.261102756892232,4.186987560150378,3.903928571428573,86.81398809523813,77.53383458646617,7.591228070175438,22.36152882205514,8.472884824447931,1.3132085213032578,1025,30,216,21,24,342,140,266,0.129,0.7040000000000001,0.16699999999999998,0.904,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,4,3,0,14,17,1,4,12,0,27,8,2,2,1,38,56,17,1,6,9,0,3,4,0,6,4,0,0,2,19,8,0,0,12,2,0,9,7,9,0,0,4,3,27,8,31,46,3,28,0,0,0,2,17,11,1,7,11,142,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393827026542865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714737947422079,0.0,0.0,0.05841340380449861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06006169193561354,0.08801237809023504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070374746555041,0.0,0.21516305659727947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914828505442958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175653352648967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17020392701097933,0.0,0.0,0.08207896467499297,0.2315980303375393,0.0,0.0,0.1933176605896316,0.08686494919688861,0.061365357414284526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975604009010868,0.0,0.048817661015571896,0.0,0.0,0.09470255356316673,0.0,0.0,0.5317135695035448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441429496001312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134421782774547,0.16786117336856604,0.17218418864763055,0.07584927170615534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550521148921244,0.08127851161457246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18224784020749107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06369208040144474,0.0662496268965291,0.0,0.0,0.08060920328038879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592097786069958,0.0,0.05502828711394209,0.08831717547749626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335619440078645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703998814962772,0.08817278824765598,0.07105549214395815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278087018015977,0.13225654245401058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06458440489642885,0.0,0.07507840448813698,0.07908309155898796,0.0,0.0,0.057066636790576136,0.3302387923494137,0.0,0.0,0.050087658716984736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166378440755166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087462542762192,0.0,0.06818162201827095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750934323701975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616999514396673,0.0,0.0610192847938981,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawwwwayyy123456,2019/04/17,"Looking for advice or venting I don’t know? Anxiety at peak level. Lately I’ve had anxiety 24/7 and no end in sight. Every day I feel like self medicating and sleeping all day and all night BUT I can’t do that as I have 4 kids who need me. The youngest being 18 month old twins. 
I was already suffering with what I suspected were post natal depression symptoms (have had pnd before so I know the signs) and now I have something extremely stressful happing in life that I can’t change which is causing me stress and anxiety basically all day every day.
I have shared these feelings with those close to me but just get told to “not think about it” or “don’t worry”. 
I feel sick. I feel exhausted. I don’t know how long I deal with this crippling anxiety.",2.3134451901566,4.6610905906040285,3.5685637583892635,87.17011633109621,79.33557046979865,6.926353467561523,25.369574944071587,8.021203637495839,1.62679293064877,594,23,118,11,15,193,96,149,0.2,0.765,0.035,-0.9646,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,2,2,0,16,6,1,2,3,31,28,12,0,1,6,0,4,1,0,0,5,0,0,2,9,9,0,0,9,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,5,6,17,2,11,22,3,17,0,2,2,0,6,5,0,2,12,73,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288533394464694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006550061800186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4161200194127376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157152793265389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969654082896693,0.1438566601323889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35080254635256425,0.1401970598662438,0.11712576644537115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044449180347812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229150534568428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275037304095306,0.0971494407359548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104781480013206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22420539061448472,0.0,0.1533997340862679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960519370800832,0.06643658491199989,0.0,0.0,0.12034458831287707,0.11419518433517853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13699302005800978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854386204874236,0.0,0.0,0.10083294958320364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276149825705691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426959227959823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023835892552355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186453786040545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608562949189348,0.0,0.0,0.10468976043222153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115462626102889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141342999075427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713524844718153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299418083810525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13810182701481913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ganjafinch,2019/04/17,"Game app chat got wrong Well I am playing one of those games with meaningless tasks, events, gold, where you build up you shit and grow. Joined a random group for added benefits. People in the group have obviously been playing this game with each other for years. When I finally see people online in the chat I ask a general suggestion for event and get shushed, they run the chat room, people are passive aggressive and I obviously take comments too personally when I should just say nothing. I kept trying to explain myself and come off rude. Yay social anxiety and I cant communicate with humans. Makes me want to quit trying to chat. Yay friendlessness.",5.378571428571429,7.752210092436974,5.313184873949577,78.16490336134457,69.92436974789916,8.793613445378151,27.866386554621855,9.3871,2.6636715966386557,527,19,90,12,10,164,86,119,0.133,0.726,0.141,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,1,1,6,10,3,0,5,2,6,1,1,1,2,20,16,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,3,10,0,1,1,9,0,3,1,4,1,1,3,2,12,6,14,12,1,15,0,0,1,0,20,6,1,1,6,53,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16735739951598716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045191330099932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18844979955022728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396503356294335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142975773482298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17496925450228076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460297561169226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20991439614455348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148243282242199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4549998576172458,0.1910203252642581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23268736170988946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739735915240955,0.0,0.0,0.1743302702504778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22456285002386506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230070632541628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16448678009252915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970590723826124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903540326884236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19669926715049615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23918914883072656,0.0,0.14087982204633748
anxiety,ashleighthepeach,2019/04/17,"Health Anxeity not letting up. So for the last 7 weeks I've had really bad health anxeity, I got a nasty cold virus which made me feel real tense and achy, since then I've had a constant ache/weakness sensation in my right arm and leg, even feels like I'm walking funny sometimes, on top of this lots of muscle twitching in my arms and legs body wide.

Now recently i've been getting this weird sensation in the back of my throat/nostril like numbness almost and that's triggering me to think it's causing a speech problem and overthink a lot of what I'm going to say.

Lastly I have a constant upset stomach, even during sleep and usually wake up with a vibrating sensation in my chest and head which means as soon as I get up I feel terrible and it ruins my start to the day.

I had a blood test for a whole range of things and everything came back positive, I asked the doctor if it was worth having an MRI and said it wasn't and that most of the feelings I have now are anxeity based.

I'm just having a hard time believing that is the case and I can't stop thinking I have some underlying disease or illness, can anyone relate to this? And how did you get through it?",8.862531645569618,5.97400160337553,8.689286919831225,74.97696835443041,62.50210970464136,12.180421940928268,38.04599156118144,10.355215969177356,3.646922700421941,928,34,189,16,10,302,145,237,0.126,0.8009999999999999,0.073,-0.9089,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,10,9,0,1,16,0,17,18,11,4,0,38,37,20,0,2,4,0,5,2,0,0,7,4,0,0,15,15,0,1,7,0,1,3,3,7,0,0,11,10,17,2,25,25,5,32,0,1,0,0,4,12,0,7,19,122,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311885106137303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916058805271592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224775238325711,0.0,0.0,0.20147861935417388,0.1093886448045132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14760444188824476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455235964044964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498415893128694,0.0,0.13458430214765674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831525213174164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844912043138635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13409522672160692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17306295244713235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774416611600735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649722277773408,0.0935942265133918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20534339327052994,0.0,0.0744565242584546,0.0,0.1047813997784901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736005000944155,0.0,0.1344549992614273,0.27851696051296565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135827691083271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396754065623956,0.0,0.12801063454251274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227615962081095,0.0,0.12396569900780614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270929765694598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535975580747954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14911910744777218,0.0839289492606682,0.0,0.12935747696459945,0.0,0.0,0.11188260875849508,0.12462138490469984,0.10418514096228468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837358579767818,0.0,0.1311055332423331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957314855820315,0.0,0.09273020258209444,0.0,0.0,0.1095309943335801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703783299225676,0.1678930134581392,0.0,0.0,0.07639352026965769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14429001789091356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508905654331213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626901208531562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GH307,2019/04/17,Weird feeling In my chest I constantly have a weird feeling in my chest. The only thing i can compare it to is when im in stress or excited because i need to hold a presentation. Is this anxiety related or is there another thing that can cause it ?,5.3665333333333365,5.472975120000001,6.958000000000002,74.86233333333338,67.8,11.466666666666667,36.66666666666667,11.20814326018867,4.277066666666666,196,10,39,6,3,68,33,50,0.16,0.733,0.107,-0.397,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,0,6,2,2,1,0,7,9,3,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,1,5,9,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,3,29,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209416574908308,0.23414313229256056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18657776587368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.314418764915867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307535299984681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095169320094729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306087149739091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269474339353205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327804446408055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35060277986414395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4066793454165909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bananaboat87,2019/04/17,"Feeling lost in life.. 31 and single. Hi everyone. I am writing this in hope to get some advice or a different perspective, cause I have no one else to talk about that might understand.  I'm 31 year old, female, very sensitive by nature , currently living in Florida and originally from Europe. I moved to US exactly 5 years ago and was excited to what my future holds..dreaming about job, money, experience, traveling.But it hasn't been that great,  as I am experiencing what is now the lowest point of my life. My twenties were fabulous, felt super confident, lived life to fullest, travelled, worked abroad ..now, 31 and I feel very insecure, anxious etc. I am still single, I don't have many friends and even though I do very well at my job and hobbies, I do not seem to get ahead. I've been at my current job for 4 years, I ' s hard worker,I'm the top performer at work when it comes to sales, but sometimes I don't seem to be liked by my co workers and I don't know why. I wish I could say I did something wrong, but I'm very careful not to do or say anything wrong, I'm always nice, maybe a little quiet sometimes, I don't start conversations but sometimes when I wanna talk, people just seem annoyed and uninterested.  People that suck up to my boss even though not so good at theor job, get ahead quicker, get invited to all the outings(which I'm never invited to), get promotions., I was never offered promotion after being 4 years loyal to company and best performer in sales. I just don't get it.  It makes me think there's something seriously wrong with me.  Coworker I used to be very close and worked together for 3 years, doesn't talk much to me anymore, he's nice and says hi, but kinda ignores me after that. Never had a fight with him,  or anything like that. He just stopped speaking to me. 

It's even worse because I don't have any family and friends here (everyone is home), no support system, so when I get close to someone it really REALLY hurts when they all the sudden they distance themselves. I spent many time thinking and crying over it only makes things worse. 

My roommate became my close friend the last few months we've been living together..She was a person I was happy to find because she would listen , and she would vent to me about her stuff too and we work at same job.. Became close fast after meeting, talking long every night. But funny enough, everytime I would ask her to go out/ beach / anywhere she would say no. Few weeks ago she started becoming a real bitch, started even blaming me for her breakup, cause I gave her ""wrong advice"" (she never even liked the guy and was cheating on him)- she would nit -pick all the things I say or she doesn't like about me, like ""how can you not like strawberry ice cream"" , she even attacked me for giving her an advice about work, and started to say ""no wonder people dont like you, you always have to be right"" when all I did was giving her advice..using things I vent to her about- against me!! 

 I have never done anything to this girl, helped her with so many things, .. She didn't know where to go when I took her in,..took her suitcases,tried to get her job position in my department.. and now she is spitting all over me. For no reason! I feel like either I' m too nice, or I'm crazy or is everyone around me crazy??

I m just very lost and confused, feeling insecure about my looks and getting past 30 doesnt help. have had few failed relationship-  most guys I fall for don't like me back or person that likes me- I don't like. I just broke up with a man who was in love with me, but I just wasn't and of course I felt guilty. 

I wanna have family but I don't know where to start when it comes to meeting a guy. I tried online dating but no luck. I know I need to start from myself .but how? What is first step to figuring out my life and relationships? How did I get here? Most of my life I was confident and positive..maybe I need to move somewhere else??!! HELP HELP HELP!!!!",3.5704101509204267,5.1065409475032055,4.3610251673978295,86.60023551142925,72.94366197183099,7.42604899141496,25.223253080329968,8.035763501944215,1.3662843811003125,3084,97,627,45,61,990,322,781,0.155,0.6970000000000001,0.14800000000000002,-0.7374,10,0,2,0,1,0,133.0,2,3,2,19,48,50,6,3,15,0,64,7,1,12,11,132,127,55,0,12,27,0,7,11,3,6,5,9,1,7,25,38,0,2,20,2,4,11,31,20,1,2,27,19,106,30,84,89,19,93,0,5,2,1,75,29,2,20,63,409,131,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091301929420912,0.07917032827748917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743153291145098,0.0,0.0,0.030367852610087787,0.0,0.0,0.05044897002193887,0.04428710446215727,0.0,0.0,0.11024512514952536,0.039753623487906335,0.04174766359305601,0.050803050409839234,0.0,0.03433798038524103,0.0,0.054444198827433635,0.04931943542842677,0.0,0.0,0.046864089306721216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045530129930270336,0.09174875512093593,0.0,0.07693499106919559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035654465604082336,0.0,0.04905290887023464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04665638616755415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04569895533734427,0.052336915267295794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460930854967375,0.0,0.0,0.0461419519264167,0.04980363999995125,0.17697060717182514,0.0,0.03762490494966994,0.1280131822131633,0.0,0.043682483897820035,0.08419607402329245,0.0,0.09031837908376514,0.031902508807042554,0.08575420735994335,0.0,0.04081509928851677,0.03798467259822196,0.0,0.0,0.10350416687999517,0.0,0.23331102271013654,0.08567688935131543,0.05075847110200226,0.03745563171763697,0.0,0.04923378884117874,0.0,0.13265043640533994,0.0,0.04753752008873451,0.040003322517820565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14966106660552578,0.0,0.04479396494230079,0.04435383643621072,0.0,0.0,0.047805551440816815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658872494288493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816785898068907,0.0364008893835775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15771052027769222,0.23998523214643025,0.0447573991762153,0.11829713834845745,0.039519468763246905,0.03750009105946992,0.0,0.09749537295102538,0.0,0.040304103726650206,0.0,0.05961692721088755,0.13582360409003014,0.0897266212799248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04737333548008113,0.0,0.0,0.03564427637182303,0.0949252759532359,0.032827559019638734,0.06622424252263745,0.17220866907538127,0.0,0.0,0.04190696389527858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04685933237743357,0.0,0.030260301742406563,0.03396317013395605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04262954364872862,0.09287728102076892,0.07798441310797781,0.0,0.0,0.042214689515532984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050828708306811965,0.057216008779583924,0.04591417026160896,0.0,0.09588842580747188,0.0,0.038136283019146185,0.0,0.2130751543720497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196040476154416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03783718452467258,0.06875728730695709,0.1324988303346738,0.0,0.1896479867247466,0.0,0.03566262264519299,0.037334712209745005,0.0,0.0,0.051120842331014375,0.0,0.050675502249375885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14357234581056794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867079143750675,0.057227978049723134,0.08774928375830597,0.0,0.02603947961314711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922970665352468,0.06063746720698555,0.0,0.0,0.0464888402598309,0.10743219291596802,0.03856875261662473,0.0,0.22107701711593594,0.0,0.0,0.0358206342077853,0.0,0.04015142599689353,0.0,0.040295414374487235,0.0,0.0513526041860925,0.0,0.04842791189105485,0.16255179082234286,0.0,0.09101728132390004,0.15861296605791708,0.1952988548999308,0.0,0.14378614194381306
anxiety,DKLoesch,2019/04/17,A slippery slope Hey everyone. I'm new here but I wondered if anyone else shared my issues. I was in an accident and then sexually assaulted in the same year. This has lead to me slowly forming fears of everything. Idk how to stop it. It has gotten so bad my doctor is afraid as I am already showing signs of agoraphobia as I almost never leave the house. The reason being I can no longer travel by bus or train and cars scare me I can't even drive anymore (haven't for a year). I used to be fearless but now it seems like even walking down the street gives me panic attacks.has anyone dealt with this? It's hard because it's as if my family and even my own husband can't understand they just keep telling me I'm overreacting or get mad at me when o say I can't do something. :(,2.873686502177065,4.485949924528307,4.3938364779874215,85.34529753265605,74.9119496855346,7.408030962747944,25.43831640058055,8.139509932561175,1.5086638606676344,614,21,126,10,13,205,111,159,0.232,0.6940000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.9825,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,9,10,2,4,7,0,13,1,0,4,1,24,23,16,0,2,7,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,4,0,2,4,2,0,5,6,7,0,0,2,2,18,3,15,19,3,18,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,7,9,84,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16566145929032536,0.0,0.18256406498708785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16406924893449398,0.2313550748721757,0.16950996272776378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813315238758506,0.1008489821014388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16933198523745915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13820155286655447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32780913264461803,0.0,0.0,0.15808233506117667,0.14868428866558664,0.0,0.1559594694211553,0.18616284522825932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643410927192093,0.15870243784988855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14819923677763613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19089231774929696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726734557461465,0.0,0.14704818548966336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17517410844690742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082425977619763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275953681702059,0.15978027947882234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19410490975330272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17009699599371186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156230227354945,0.16563149879708688,0.0,0.0,0.1506078142609336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12736163973945389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831290769240698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144599405476763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17222596053403366,0.0,0.14288462411348352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794095872359542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21307226654267308
anxiety,zaygay,2019/04/17,"I know I'm new but this is killing me. It seems like every day I'm stressed over nothing. I have this burning feeling in my skull and no matter what I do it won't go away unless I'm asleep or playing video games. I listen nonstop to calming music or something that takes my mind off it or i feel like I'm going insane. It sucks, I am starting to question who I am and I have no idea what I'm even supposed to be. I fill my free time with trying to talk myself out of just crying or trying to get myself outside to do something other than sulk around and eat food all day because I feel like I can't function.

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I feel like I'm going nowhere so fast, and I don't feel like I'm worth the time to someone in my actual life to ask for help. Please someone give me some clearance. Is this what anxiety is supposed to be or am I just being over-dramatic?",2.4529274004683828,3.5915329071038293,3.887092115534738,90.4756967213115,75.12021857923497,5.884309133489461,26.18618266978923,5.773587663045528,0.7198871194379386,674,24,146,3,14,223,102,183,0.13699999999999998,0.675,0.188,0.8126,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,5,11,2,1,1,0,16,5,2,0,1,29,40,12,1,0,9,0,5,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,13,7,2,0,9,3,2,4,5,3,0,0,0,6,22,9,21,36,2,18,0,0,0,0,8,7,1,8,12,91,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.12482658246163518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859584286462642,0.15543071904914854,0.0,0.0,0.09785462050868836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387146446659335,0.11958325240078227,0.0,0.12018034783414383,0.0,0.0,0.07797579325160484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050861479581173,0.16498917833973814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13088897316608292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448664732968075,0.0,0.10777389961291638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32338832262818845,0.3655299899010692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546753188328272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683030501680959,0.12270771825799145,0.2180911171617577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857387243363517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14440045868026138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14151898899236665,0.0,0.07029873559250363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09035014335874314,0.31246402485667085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915767976112896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354109856847567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273788690217745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041225157220946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329406832000924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644900664514606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21676391911433807,0.1969504239223719,0.0,0.0,0.09053889132922953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465261937729151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617615648427263,0.10281322707178564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491765236645212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17369176911646916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543071904914854,0.0
anxiety,Tardo0020,2019/04/17,Awaiting results I ran for school president and think I have good chances at getting it but I'm nervous. We get results next Tuesday.. ahhh,2.10923076923077,4.975895692307695,2.8296153846153835,86.35288461538461,92.07692307692308,4.138461538461539,37.269230769230774,5.985473137389443,2.6829538461538465,112,8,18,1,4,35,23,26,0.102,0.769,0.129,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,6,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,2,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,9,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5003535742819504,0.0,0.0,0.4016325287423681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.50925716771802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.484616778388116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068245879844569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rod_bazuka,2019/04/17,I feel sorry for everyone that has to have any kind of interaction with me. I am an awkward bastard. I know it. I CAN FEEL IT. I can’t speak without stuttering even with my close friends. I feel anxious just by simply being around anyone. There are people that I don’t even know at school that make fun of me pretending to know me and wanting to salute me and I HATE IT SO MUCH. I ignore them but I’m always anxious and trying to avoid them in the halls just makes me even more anxious. I just wished that I didn’t get so nervous and actually could handle these situations without not knowing what to say or not getting a pain in my chest. And without making people cringe.,1.6657777777777767,4.126243281481482,3.04148148148148,89.28666666666668,82.85185185185185,5.377777777777778,23.074074074074076,6.742157984588678,0.7476518518518521,533,19,106,6,15,173,85,135,0.165,0.759,0.076,-0.8788,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,10,11,2,3,3,0,10,2,1,3,0,34,26,9,0,3,10,0,3,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,9,9,0,2,7,1,0,0,8,8,0,0,1,5,20,3,18,23,2,6,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,1,0,80,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.13340915580802926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375360038018086,0.0,0.0,0.0929674297718393,0.0,0.0,0.4633298710115154,0.0,0.09559075080935403,0.0,0.0,0.12170080799721684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10915174245803884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708868273494767,0.0,0.0,0.1306321817798268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20737392117545636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056217407385622,0.0,0.14285057555630648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497273732481954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236233835476414,0.3005287747151198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27376478828716666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049751712524366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14546898768273325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18955488251699065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871721106169056,0.0,0.13835773196250895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15366767170171428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530355565605145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281705800025848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063504954236776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15720965471512194,0.39535043691853466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Anxiousrabbit23,2019/04/17,"Presentation anxiety I have a presentation in just under 14 hours. 
I have to be there in just about 12 hours. 
It’s going to be the longest solo presentation I’ve ever given and determine over half my grade for the class and I’m borderline terrified
I didn’t have this anxiety when I went through the presentation but I did pace a fare amount.


Wish me luck 😬",1.6197965571205015,4.299358929577469,3.940187793427232,80.86439749608766,86.46478873239437,8.225978090766827,23.381846635367765,8.841846274778883,2.3271208137715185,288,11,56,9,9,99,49,71,0.078,0.809,0.113,0.6542,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,0,1,8,12,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,0,7,1,9,6,1,14,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,8,39,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4952723852617952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928129609654278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18397105699524754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6375755288616188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000811148860421,0.0,0.0,0.3722489139828068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawayyay67,2019/04/17,"I’m constantly repeating bad memories in my head. It’s 24/7. Any time my brain is not distracted, my mind begins to think of memories that make me anxious. They’re not specific memories, just small, insignificant events in my life (times I have been scared, embarrassing situations, etc). I don’t know how to make it stop. I try to think of other things or to distract myself but it’s like I can’t ever have a quiet moment. My mind just replays these memories and I start to feel anxious. It almost feels like I’m doing it to myself, like a habit(?) whenever I’m not occupied, I just start to replay these memories. Can anyone relate? How do I make it stop?",2.1286160714285742,4.6662365937500025,4.108526785714286,81.89093750000002,81.5,8.032142857142857,23.205357142857146,8.841846274778883,2.0904044642857147,516,18,98,14,14,175,75,128,0.14300000000000002,0.769,0.08800000000000001,-0.4537,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,4,2,0,9,3,2,5,1,25,23,5,0,0,8,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,11,1,0,2,5,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,3,15,3,11,22,1,15,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,15,61,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16500996446035252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206053058006177,0.0,0.0,0.37232387949605217,0.0,0.11522261377486664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758991779932364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18395633035081269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780757600679553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837806049334876,0.0,0.14905890301255054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16664210030273546,0.11772357135863835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16911858017025766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056239919669526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639364038868527,0.24151920954345124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299889811398324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327749569109913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16498012179238575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18522702914513575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332735902083065,0.0,0.0,0.27553793236523744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947688682163632,0.2111771835373632,0.0,0.0,0.19217676922658974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187927634350853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PlsAdviceAmThrowAway,2019/04/17,"I'm sure this has been asked here before - How can I cope without letting my family know? My parents are angels, but grew up in a culture that treats disorders with much callousness. They try to support me, but I am realizing that I need to support myself. How can I stay strong? I'm a high Achieving university student, and my current semester has given me some of my worst anxiety ever. I was a little brave and took on too many responsibilities, while not improving my study habits - now I'm deep in anxiety, stomach hasn't known rest for weeks, constantly freaking out, you name it. I have no experience getting advice for how to deal with it.... I just feel like I need to get stronger.

I apologize for asking a question that's been asked before. I'm just out of time - I didn't study well for an exam earlier today, feel like crap, and have another (possibly harder) exam tomorrow. This post... I'm running away from my problems, but I feel like I just need to get this off my chest and try to go back to studying...",5.202100741897695,6.0347625329949235,6.2529949238578695,77.2223740726279,68.34010152284263,9.513315111284657,31.90511518937915,9.661875296680813,2.9947129246388124,797,33,151,17,13,266,120,197,0.132,0.7170000000000001,0.151,0.6189,2,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,1,2,12,14,1,0,5,0,14,3,3,3,2,34,37,11,0,4,8,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,7,0,0,4,5,4,1,0,6,3,24,10,25,30,4,27,1,0,0,0,11,11,1,2,13,102,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204266315650035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095977188585745,0.19108352236605444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502704670348431,0.0,0.1173398050288634,0.0960339604775091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125471703715882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13496349204926444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875779474591864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14313663718687514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297163670074704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216798673476298,0.1177367211816226,0.0,0.1894468941536317,0.26766783330324323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19575217833902792,0.0,0.07097879597199054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131954872513626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863717801502703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771016146417602,0.0,0.183047237336082,0.12517423142952813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662051835660826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918097241042196,0.27781670111583506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867738400693638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079655646742215,0.11961166591208575,0.0,0.0,0.11950443052741995,0.0,0.0,0.13990721729035924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311786868615716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28345110140992513,0.11770889072955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282531843657003,0.0,0.11838266957413775,0.0,0.13875920511410295,0.16958644812188273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001805386104864,0.0,0.11229258139359376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039108220865688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,batheinsriracha,2019/04/17,"My sudden fear of driving is exacerbating anxiety in all other aspects of my life. I got into an accident a few months ago. It was not my first accident, and not at all a bad accident - I got rear-ended at a stoplight, and none of us were injured, but I did need several thousand dollars in repairs. However, after the accident I was absolutely TERRIFIED to drive. I thought this would get better with time, but it has not - as a matter of fact, it's only gotten worse. Much worse. I am a nervous WRECK in traffic, and I live in a city with bad traffic and very aggressive drivers. Every time I drive to and from work, I am shaking with fear, stress, anger, and covered in tears when I park. It got to the point that I was going into and leaving work, or calling out altogether, at weird times to avoid traffic, but then I got yelled at by my boss. So now, I go in at the same early time every day, but will wait around at work for up to 3 hours just to avoid traffic. My coworkers think that I am legitimately losing my mind. One told me I need to suck it up and deal with traffic like the rest of them do, but it's clearly just not that simple for me. I do have OCD, which may have something to do with it.

My accident was not at all deadly, but perhaps because I work in a business involving death, I'm constantly thinking about how deadly cars are and the gruesome scenes left by high-speed crashes. All I can imagine is that happening to me or someone around me. Being crashed into probably reminded me that it could happen to anyone, including me, at any time. I used to be a good driver, but because of all this, I drive way too cautiously and I'm always on the verge of a panic attack. 

I thought about biking to work, but because of the bad traffic and aggressive drivers, it would probably be even more dangerous than driving. Not to mention public transit in this city \*really\* sucks. The leftover anxiety from driving makes work 100x more stressful and prevents me from ever getting more than a few hours of sleep. The irritability makes me lash out at those around me. I'm a dysfunctional wreck right now, all because I couldn't handle the stress of a dumb fender bender.",5.727147511312218,6.088408901176474,6.472058823529411,77.7754185520362,67.04705882352941,9.267873303167422,33.522624434389144,9.162432508145574,2.921018099547512,1713,73,323,29,26,565,207,425,0.254,0.693,0.053,-0.9984,1,2,1,0,0,0,57.0,1,0,1,9,15,26,8,10,23,0,28,3,1,5,9,76,55,27,3,6,18,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,0,20,25,0,4,5,1,1,10,8,23,0,3,14,1,40,3,69,32,15,63,0,1,0,0,8,32,3,3,21,237,60,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472707509395085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701445516293338,0.0,0.0,0.057327052995972,0.0,0.1289789035098363,0.0,0.0,0.058944686876053816,0.0,0.0,0.22513525500806253,0.0,0.09590369133425113,0.0,0.0,0.2111615339111197,0.20555457190718385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455671041595642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607996889668762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109860966988867,0.0,0.06730688091357871,0.0,0.0,0.05436667988344717,0.08690984433947901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466498972357083,0.0,0.0,0.055679512511302084,0.07625439205302419,0.1420531736446611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18972241047226307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170573985035619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808679056223699,0.0,0.09581953654149354,0.07070704050247223,0.2696904069841485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909284509730802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906783043795917,0.0,0.0,0.16603750797413785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926178063653686,0.09159245584952146,0.0,0.05954375154585844,0.04118483838860256,0.0,0.07443865509631158,0.0,0.0,0.09431040377748637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254212767550954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511920964419811,0.0,0.06728764614366536,0.0,0.061970375047924325,0.12501511744864746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057124023352404886,0.06411413013555467,0.0,0.09890816644358937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969097367989585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18177983046181206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054004891449513065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07199194311756311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952352744585957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436111917942002,0.0,0.07142731856330642,0.06489844217690648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896969153330229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803237794360844,0.0,0.1338499459697982,0.24578073513083046,0.0,0.0,0.0805524905469635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140280736744167,0.0728083395830005,0.0,0.06955652544332708,0.0,0.06691360551209193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682294660755994,0.0,0.17181829011746594,0.1197689415553869,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cutielocks,2019/04/17,"I keep telling myself “it’s just a blip, you can’t hit pause” but my body is sick with anxiety and I can’t function. I need that pause button. My psychiatrist (well, she was, I saw her from ages 16-23) told me these words that always stuck out for me “life is full of wonder and grace but also suffering, and we don't get to press pause, we just keep applying the skills we have and leaning on those we trust to get through it all.  Even when things are mostly going well, there can be major blips, land that doesn't mean we're doing anything wrong.” 

I know there isn’t a pause button or a rewind button, but I wish there was. 
I’m sick to my stomach with anxiety, I feel a constant sense of dread, I can’t focus, all my energy goes towards staying awake and not crying. 

I recently lost my job, I’m a teacher and I didn’t get to say goodbye to my class. It was heart breaking. I’m now in the midst of a human rights complaint as evidence shows that I most likely lost my job due to my sexual orientation and gender identity (I’m bisexual and my work found out I’m a drag performer and I’ve had my gender identity questioned a lot since then. I consider myself non-binary but wasn’t really out with that). I’ve been forced to “out” myself to file this complaint, I need to prepare for a hearing most likely, I don’t even want to think about it. 

I don’t know where to go from here...I can’t get past this dizzy feeling, all my energy is going towards trying to control my anxiety. I don’t know how to move on when I can’t even get my anxiety together.",2.948146997929605,4.052504347826087,4.520760869565219,86.54751811594204,73.84472049689441,7.8511387163561075,24.59679089026915,8.344100000000001,1.3696641821946174,1208,36,261,20,24,406,164,322,0.149,0.755,0.096,-0.9522,2,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,4,1,0,6,17,11,0,1,11,0,26,6,3,2,3,54,61,20,0,4,8,0,3,2,0,0,3,2,0,1,14,20,0,3,10,1,0,4,14,5,2,0,13,6,42,6,35,46,9,28,0,3,1,0,13,13,0,7,11,168,56,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321543562703538,0.09698980219582402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3566816822768564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592146518277904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12947528053525426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12596325626097668,0.13073538146615735,0.0,0.0,0.12803904618717293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309664020679001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178755692312675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780537701364333,0.0,0.0,0.3044969350521703,0.0,0.198736416723388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131375038273939,0.13812778534082162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23134169881927036,0.2072132039712308,0.0,0.0,0.19218002539934084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233193527200466,0.11389364493726625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544846951550883,0.0990977438509582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697134214414774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388808403044226,0.0,0.1728600615612372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127262855332394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057730202974338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467327992876882,0.0,0.11509195782084658,0.0,0.0,0.09954421491726308,0.0,0.0926956224762462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642216637337228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424071096284918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018812506981986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743931652519861,0.07468890116273312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113809974268015,0.0,0.07913866520054215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875191184302352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209608376184053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13404176450796598,0.0,0.12640766450304608,0.08485929471774492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274434058996643,0.0,0.0
anxiety,foowush,2019/04/17,"Panic Attack in Bar Hello all,

I was in a bar with friends everything was fine until I started getting this persistent cough. I think it's when they turned on the air conditioner and celling fan

My cough gradually got worse making me have to leave

It was this that bought on a panic Attack. I thought I was going to choke and not be able to breathe

I'm still a bit wheezy but trying to breathe calmly",3.1242857142857154,5.1297130000000015,3.912142857142858,87.37000000000003,75.25,6.571428571428572,25.17857142857143,7.447530270364453,1.1707321428571429,320,11,64,4,7,102,57,80,0.171,0.73,0.1,-0.5789,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,1,2,7,2,2,4,0,6,6,2,1,1,9,16,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,5,3,2,0,2,2,1,1,1,4,0,0,7,0,8,3,10,8,2,10,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,4,40,13,0,0.21347059626464404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4857072417338159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23305460272129114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918536072591549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16492685313735445,0.0,0.11152957587433447,0.0,0.1213202592890186,0.0,0.17073193674292775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260345387234192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249328063299602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5009234998143159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510955867632442,0.0,0.17047789392815535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367833385214946,0.0,0.1694718085371355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449325222857364,0.2321947091110939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21754477489692398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yuliaburdak,2019/04/17,"Going to see a doctor I’m planning to go see a doctor about my really bad anxiety. I feel like it’s been especially out of control lately. And I’m so scared, because I’m not diagnosed and I haven’t been to a doctor in years. How does a doctor diagnose anxiety?",1.7110909090909097,3.532157927272732,5.219999999999999,77.23000000000002,78.81818181818181,8.763636363636364,25.54545454545455,9.3871,2.5834727272727265,206,8,40,6,5,77,37,55,0.217,0.736,0.047,-0.8398,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,4,0,3,6,0,2,0,7,11,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,3,3,1,7,9,0,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,3,23,4,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614211756746683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14266440725349933,0.10415718460728936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19163864489475468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34684698012967796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.699546687682243,0.1495243470924105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639403541850507,0.12206536493568375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19421203943921533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19274217515229744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347558072315757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945993360718767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17106479646604264,0.0,0.2723131713110124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003089440533947
anxiety,mouldycheerios,2019/04/17,"How can I stop thinking about death? Okay, firstly lets clear out a few things that come from that statement.

My life is almost perfect. Nothing has gone wrong and honestly I'm in quite a privileged position, school is going fantastic, I'm in perfect physical condition and I have many friends who love me as much as I love them. My best friend and I are in love with each other and honestly it can only go up from here really. However there's been one thing that's just been ruining my life lately. 

It's my obsessive thoughts about death.

But this thought of ***death*** just keeps lingering over me. I'm not sure where it came from, but it's something I've had since I was about 8. I always thought about how I'm eventually going to die. Now or later. Doesn't matter. Death is death.

How can I overcome this existential crisis? Every time I make a decision I just think of death? Sounds off but it's so demoralising... Even the people I love, all I can think about is that, when they eventually pass, I'll be by myself. Last night I was so infatuated by this thought, I began to cry. I began to cry about the fact that my friends might die before and I might be possibly by myself, which is ridiculous! 

But this thought of death just keeps hovering above me and it's going to break me eventually, so what can I do? Is it normal? When will it stop? And most of all, is this even the right subreddit to post in? If not, please redirect me. I'm a newbie. :)",1.2462648809523813,3.775849072916672,2.8198373015873024,89.50175000000002,86.04861111111109,6.4858730158730165,21.42301587301587,7.760100539840176,1.0778657539682532,1135,38,236,23,35,371,148,288,0.188,0.654,0.158,-0.9518,1,0,1,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,2,5,24,19,1,1,7,1,28,6,0,4,7,55,57,23,9,2,12,0,0,0,3,3,2,1,0,0,24,12,0,4,10,0,0,8,3,4,0,2,14,1,30,15,32,37,7,33,0,1,0,4,10,10,0,6,13,163,54,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284934795167668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546304712616798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739874649749013,0.0,0.10778793340937427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747301409837488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847567313153712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256444861324833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131937758252128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567813012366567,0.0,0.08653770529298267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736517493804863,0.0,0.0,0.2380607499750054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334901108307508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825869464132182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372245570034656,0.1158614882167362,0.0,0.0,0.10502805572473592,0.145094389406702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707995706631287,0.0,0.06855980213571601,0.1041319398972275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21791841069125806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550375560362478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638648911258167,0.10063410941128036,0.09855312949770187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959903494145786,0.07811567396115117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120626425626217,0.0,0.0,0.112744867632346,0.0,0.1157902269402377,0.09836790251233822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924485462770077,0.0,0.0,0.0657987324144958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877138806143244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039481240810184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496287199490261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907126773707089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17174051744327806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680307183941583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13647207866759087,0.19743749142774908,0.0,0.4077018091405164,0.05989109648939917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122973916611546,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DankMemedan-got-shot,2019/04/17,School I am always anxious about how my anxiety/depression is going to be at school. Is there any techniques that I can use? Keep in mind I am in middle school.,2.4489583333333336,4.5773018125000045,3.6887500000000015,87.61458333333336,77.75,6.7666666666666675,23.166666666666664,7.793537801064563,1.184404166666667,126,4,25,2,3,41,25,32,0.069,0.931,0.0,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,0,4,9,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,5,8,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,18,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129366121855686,0.0,0.0,0.17402675144394195,0.0,0.0,0.2891040890950062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204138642666248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14543886173908038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274634892267616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583949246596798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7769800678478213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22102302758432796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,m1nwa,2019/04/17,"Any advice for university-related anxiety? Hello! I just discovered this subreddit after just feeling so anxious about university. I’m done with classes (in my final year) but I’m currently in the midst of “deadlines/exams” season with SO much work to do. I’m progressing fine so far but still have so much anxiety, I’ve been studying & working on everything for almost 2 months now & I just feel like a continuous rush of so many emotions and don’t know how to deal, can’t stop thinking about all the I have work to do & keep thinking I’ll fail.

Anyone else ever felt this way or has tips on how to deal with this type of anxiety? I’m just really anxious & stressed out",5.153024227234756,6.158547293233088,6.231979949874687,76.7032247284879,68.54887218045114,9.820885547201335,32.071010860484556,9.994966539143718,3.2468970760233926,542,23,101,13,9,181,84,133,0.16399999999999998,0.7859999999999999,0.049,-0.9401,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,5,16,4,0,1,3,0,9,0,0,2,2,25,20,11,0,0,7,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,6,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,3,4,2,20,17,3,19,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,2,12,60,7,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477828350376415,0.0,0.0,0.1278642105895137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5534130957230086,0.0,0.08683433953653398,0.0,0.29305006925464794,0.2885092369486971,0.0,0.08928459926990444,0.13083464110538098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632878732828599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306723479983454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666954483696812,0.14363532195729578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550392745898748,0.0,0.0,0.1147605440561206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912893276398146,0.09122256082399996,0.122603498742385,0.13987937921321944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11349773349095588,0.0,0.0,0.07017569951152942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06238343074507029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945875260550566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192183282583407,0.0,0.18773532937393145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180220045656589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197429246305277,0.10675549299270673,0.1462697452252998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16363862604194213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013552666148553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788819659612704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222889402492549
anxiety,Cx_A,2019/04/17,"My whole body always shakes from stress or anxiety when i drive while i have no fear of driving or what so ever but the shaking and the thought of having stress/anxiety just takes over my mind/body.Also My whole body shakes from anxiety when doing normal daily activities like waiting for the barber. I have had this problem my whole life and i am getting really tired of this.
My body always shakes from having an anxiety attack that lastst long i think.
I always tell my self that there is no reason to shake and i try to calm it down but it just never works.

The most annoying thing is that i get these feelinga of having anxiety when i do normal activities like waiting for the barber, talking to (some) people, visiting family etc.

Is there any medication or anything else that can help me to stop this?

Sorry for the bad english.",3.977250673854449,6.222836540880504,4.795260557053009,80.91127358490567,73.52830188679245,7.561725067385446,24.564690026954175,8.418075326091056,1.7705180592991918,666,21,118,12,14,215,91,159,0.248,0.682,0.07,-0.9813,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,9,14,2,7,7,0,13,6,3,1,2,23,20,13,0,3,7,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,12,3,0,3,3,0,0,8,3,11,0,0,2,0,16,3,16,18,6,18,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,5,10,91,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995090230894717,0.2807792560404133,0.0,0.0,0.07649084125714221,0.0,0.4302377463300071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256216297169546,0.0,0.0,0.1279632153834526,0.0,0.0,0.0939168189414574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.374822632083662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939633244709979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254458907640594,0.0,0.10174537662170756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603694333083832,0.1265722379220847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753321270885188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539354879702682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944855717018966,0.1099049321654474,0.0,0.0,0.09954202065416867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331263186208615,0.0,0.0,0.11357360290760525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675217269049201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22041471975659796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798006497386957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762899119699687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07205811851629894,0.11564905671886355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734206710717172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591311271374445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403903468854588,0.25769288791662354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845716075569505,0.09040785376987456,0.09831322856586086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472728469027826,0.07207319267307154,0.0,0.0892972378169542,0.0,0.12928020082469155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636711982762896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767425864717083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188740499699146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SmellyTomatoe,2019/04/17,"Please help... This is going to be the most difficult thing I’ve ever had to type. I suffer from major depression and anxiety disorder. I have a seemingly ok family life but it’s fucking distrusting on the inside. I took up vaping as a coping mechanism when I was sixteen. I’m turning twenty in a week and disregarding a few months in the beginning, I’ve been vaping (with the occasional cigarette) everyday for three years now. I wouldn’t say that my usage is high but it’s above average. Without me noticing, I’ve slowly been accepting the fact that I’m gonna die soon. It’s reached the point where I can’t tell what is actually happening to me vs. what my messed up mind is coming up with. To clarify, I’ve started feeling more occurring chest pain. Sometimes I feel like I’m having a heart attack but manage to rule it off as chest pain so I can worry about that in a not so immediate point in time. I’ve also started feeling nauseous more often than not, I get random pains in my stomach and arms. I was pretty convinced that I had leukemia for a stage (not sure why). I’ve also started wearing a fitness tracker to try and calm my nerves when I think my heart is stopping. The main reason I’m writing this is because I need help. Do any of you know any way I can change this mindset? It’s gotten to the point where I’ve stopped caring for stupid things, I’m enjoying life more. I know that seems contradictory but, thanks to my wonderfully malfunctioning mind, I’m also constantly preparing to die at any moment. I’m constantly terrified. I’m busy stopping all of the vaping (I think I’m almost there) and I’m trying to do more regular cardio work outs but nothing seems to be helping. I’m super scared and don’t know what to do...",4.058267558528428,5.505877017391306,5.626159420289858,78.35977424749166,71.57971014492753,9.017837235228539,29.211259754738016,9.466822959209583,2.7322530657748048,1381,55,261,32,26,469,182,345,0.187,0.649,0.16399999999999998,-0.8792,0,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,0,2,15,22,4,1,17,1,24,14,7,1,4,51,63,20,2,2,10,0,3,1,0,2,6,1,0,0,18,10,0,4,14,0,0,3,7,12,0,1,8,4,25,10,37,51,9,44,0,2,0,1,7,19,1,8,21,158,43,3,0.0,0.0,0.09017904883423752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253549126635813,0.0,0.0,0.22170126957833589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885263647448326,0.0,0.07069356884957524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512997120880699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056332415170350925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421838275631426,0.0,0.09775776442470943,0.07960322589692256,0.0,0.1997252468286867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959279100246681,0.0,0.1918144467982918,0.0,0.10591012339078187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359033869863622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711613541466601,0.0,0.14017615846050716,0.06601788288924339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543176352609136,0.0482805282406104,0.0,0.05251886021122728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171805638789445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21901312208012572,0.18582187679349696,0.09763647591976883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15235872804408326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305441490017979,0.045146967898688405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18661596722117105,0.0,0.07376095959786626,0.0,0.0,0.06852101058464727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867010278170831,0.10520965315103936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949929830075149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143867629594998,0.2620725954969729,0.0,0.0,0.09401442045172184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501310174761388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07348831964398236,0.092518755877377,0.0,0.0,0.25238039325907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139607501197776,0.0,0.19622529772660469,0.0,0.0,0.2317772567613036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709554301658429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077060940991608,0.08507891906851778,0.0,0.0,0.12278649398516404,0.11842548107190852,0.0,0.0,0.053885145083577175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026711596979519,0.1254809530179458,0.10051578805598484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335093491288111,0.07412590804225277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338585417336153,0.0,0.0,0.08908015880813065,0.10021494657775902,0.06727574407926974,0.09384706873850923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059509154827643476
anxiety,SimpleAirline,2019/04/17,"New psychiatrist wants to take me off long term benzodiazepine use... After previous trail and error with a bunch of SRRI's and other medications, my anxiety was not getting better, even with therapy; so I suggested to my doctor at the time (about two years ago) if I could start on benzodiazepines because I was basically helpless at this point. 

We first started off with Valium, and then switched to Xanax. I've been taking 2MG extended release and an 1MG instant release everyday now for a pretty long time. Needless to say, it works for me, but even on these medications I can still have bad panic attacks. But it still works better than any ant-anxiety medication I've ever been on. 

Well, I just moved out of state, which required me to get a new psychiatrist. This also came with a scare because I had to find one before my prescriptions were due again, since I am from out of state, they wouldn't allow me to get them filled unless I had another doctor down here; so luckily I found one pretty fast and got an appointment. 

One of the first things he talks about is my anxiety and how he doesn't like long term use of benzodiazepines. ***His argument is memory loss eventually leading to problems such as dementia and Alzheimer's (I just lost my grandmother last week to this disease) and how if I suddenly lost my medication I could be thrown into seizures.*** He's brought it up more than twice now; about taking me off, cutting me down, and putting me on an SSRI. I've mentioned numerous times that SRRI's don't work for me, but he insists on going down a list of ones I haven't tried. I sit there passively, sort of afraid to speak up and defend my position, because there is also a bad stigma attached to Xanax and I don't want to seem like I am just using it to get high or something. 

I don't know how to express to him how tiring and crazy it is to find the correct medication. That I've been down this road hundreds of times, trying to find medication that works. Xanax hasn't cured my anxiety by any means, but has made it manageable, something I never thought would be possible.  

The Xanax withdrawals would be hell and suddenly throwing me on an SSRI always makes me nauseous and suicidal. I know they work for some people, but not for me. 

I understand his argument and to some extent I agree with him: Do I want to deal with permanent memory issues? I am still young and have noticed I can't remember certain things or events ever since starting Xanax. What if my medication got stolen, or something with my health insurance goes wrong, and I went into seizures? That always scares me, too. 

But, what is life if I can't go outside and enjoy it? If this medication works for me, then why should I have to try more medications that could potentially just make me worse. If Xanax, or any benzodiazepine, works for me and makes it so I can go outside, then of course I wouldn't want to lose it. 

**TLDR:** 

**I feel really anxious about my new psychiatrist wanting to take me off my Xanax. He thinks SSRI's will be more beneficial despite the fact that I have a bad history with them. He makes good points about the dangerous and permanent side effects of benzodiazepines, such as memory loss and possible seizures, but I also am totally dependent and cannot function without my medication. I don't know what to do or how to long explain my point clearly by my next appointment.**",5.566522691927048,6.7547157013996895,6.130157995192986,77.14088381874738,67.72472783825815,9.764583627880674,31.254382864413966,9.964892515735233,3.0899863141524087,2688,107,498,63,44,873,273,643,0.173,0.775,0.052000000000000005,-0.9976,0,0,3,0,0,0,83.0,1,0,4,19,37,27,4,4,17,0,49,22,0,17,8,120,94,57,1,20,26,0,1,2,0,6,22,2,0,0,28,36,0,1,16,0,0,11,16,19,1,8,18,3,73,8,86,63,10,85,1,6,0,0,23,28,1,16,45,346,101,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04661616363199867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616401573014455,0.08751499754366539,0.0,0.0,0.10728510167060526,0.05514319149026463,0.16091896179613774,0.059409566507435514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05982653760406637,0.0,0.0,0.1317265610250203,0.09617162401261703,0.0,0.044748586332029584,0.0,0.0,0.09301977384352647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0601467586633616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12596191823172884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054216005642761314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765226498889703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946786724660353,0.0951378657102051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026590115450757908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419366864978048,0.08946279505828858,0.0,0.05766011994144369,0.0,0.0,0.10990041393977262,0.0,0.08966106037760846,0.044108389975836486,0.08411898984502797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05589867434150205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05556219821025914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054888297058778616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670310728548432,0.04286630743547415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03714451906266975,0.05138376319605025,0.0,0.0,0.1861551985547081,0.0,0.05883261467364801,0.11481221204282906,0.0,0.0,0.04976011676697465,0.1404118181427263,0.0,0.0,0.05728384038471325,0.0,0.5297696225277454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05589281101802462,0.0,0.0,0.04055917246334941,0.15236969816127613,0.05592802411207395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059871882377383785,0.0,0.0,0.14254018729173473,0.0,0.0,0.06170078603609842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036457956105173266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14913821253079035,0.11857032679042655,0.0,0.10700197471391032,0.0,0.050319694373415394,0.0,0.052865549515715975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03368927331323608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059572047928642215,0.0,0.0,0.041820155261985376,0.1052996926363782,0.0,0.0,0.047874216756746434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700281330900468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214546292428904,0.0,0.0,0.11166634993167762,0.0,0.12599073584343568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05752282868896276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815877850773427,0.04226831005346686,0.0,0.0,0.060139057343731865,0.0,0.06987437279027338,0.03369632092144366,0.0,0.04174906468383497,0.12265813912343733,0.06044226673206762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711157153384628,0.0,0.051370916885193615,0.054746050237872115,0.0,0.13625766032625133,0.0,0.0,0.155089072764486,0.0,0.04218298905568326,0.0,0.047283003242553516,0.048749680881727896,0.047452566408882416,0.0,0.0,0.05069303652833475,0.0,0.2679932611704132,0.0,0.05359175049348601,0.07471413233500368,0.05749681462256701,0.0,0.03386500203648845
anxiety,Mrdongs21,2019/04/17,"My wife is holding a party in a month for our newborn twins; my anxiety is turning it into a nightmare. So I'm not good at social situations. I've always been awful at them, but like many anxious people I overcame my fear through the miracle of alcohol; over time this turned into fuck-your-life-up alcoholism.

My wife and I have been sober for four years now, but this has also meant a basically total cessation of social activity for me outside of a work environment, where I am more comfortable. Anyway we had twins in January and they're gorgeous and everything good, and so naturally she wants to show them off. She's got a party planned in a month and it's basically all she wants to talk about, focus on etc aside from the babies themselves. 

The further along things get, the worse I feel. Facing a party - worst of all, a party where people will know who i am, expect to talk to me, expect me to know how to act around people, etc - sober is basically the hardest thing I can think of. If you had to design my hell in a lab, it'd be basically that. This post is enough to get my heart going- and that anxiety makes me feel like an asshole. My wife has her own issues and she's had a hard time being very excited about anything at all, so to see her energized and motivated like this is so amazing, but every time it comes up it's like I lock up, like I can't even think about it.

So basically, I feel like an asshole for killing her excitement, for not being excited myself, and for not being able to see past my own insecurity for the benefit of my children if nothing else. I feel pathetic, and the fact that I feel this bad over something as basic as a party fills me with dread for when things get actually complicated.

Am I just being an asshole? My wife understands, I think, and she's given me the option to just not go, but I feel pretty fucked either way. If I don't go, I'll feel like the same pathetic coward I've always been. If I do go, I know I'll lock up and look miserable and bring down the atmosphere--and worry my wife, which she doesn't deserve. I *know* the right thing to do is just put a smile on and get through the shit but I don't know how to do that.",5.989622926093517,5.327183871040726,7.0499660633484185,77.319911387632,66.62443438914028,10.262594268476624,31.086349924585214,9.725611199111238,2.651664856711916,1709,56,351,32,24,579,199,442,0.138,0.659,0.203,0.9891,0,0,3,0,0,0,54.0,2,1,2,3,21,27,4,4,28,1,33,6,3,4,5,71,72,34,1,8,17,5,8,7,0,1,2,0,0,2,21,21,2,1,18,1,0,9,8,10,0,1,9,11,51,17,56,56,13,43,1,1,3,1,26,23,3,5,16,246,72,2,0.0856461598827039,0.0,0.08357829743842662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830593965083383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849120311509302,0.14252893198645775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13103815577284025,0.0967557824572678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047949205770382,0.07624324033595348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151096605956951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377658310968271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154637670680007,0.0,0.0,0.08849537782049058,0.19103621561826947,0.05656848085435447,0.0,0.0721605835897645,0.0,0.07697324600630502,0.0,0.0,0.09637574091784393,0.30313690271105065,0.1835569011993468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15835698945545135,0.1789863344952949,0.0,0.19469874551147864,0.14367187091015826,0.06849905798380125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672213663468196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149111183118614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939233934663365,0.0,0.0,0.09475478637592832,0.0,0.2353444481547577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06049441558301395,0.29289671294835945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192120376491204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057169476775035616,0.08683176342471778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367238954126935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217980029715999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175895067303236,0.1781287902163335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820253463823588,0.08713293495098487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609804631020747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314135257716195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364978015616288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791455235120685,0.0,0.09626987214158952,0.0,0.17461094865035282,0.0,0.06593459817049525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767827818968284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22759801191909285,0.1646358030374166,0.0,0.0,0.1498228937273332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18631685607691706,0.0,0.08916067291195018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066705149470523,0.10103264822861087,0.06798193521429023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06235142443544955,0.08697783272441979,0.08728075387661564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05515331894480857
anxiety,sauveztoi,2019/04/17,"Food Anxiety and Why The Internet Makes Everything So Much Worse I'm at a loss and feel so alone. I guess I'm wondering if anyone can relate to my particular issue or have been through it, I feel like I'm a total freak and no one will be able to help me with my problem. I've had generalized anxiety since I was very young but starting when I was a teenager it began to manifest around food. It's when online health/nutriton stuff was becoming popular and I got interested and began reading articles/watching videos on the right way to eat, foods to avoid etc. At first it was just a way to be healthier but it developed into me reading so many different vastly contradictory views that I started to become afraid of so many different foods eventually leading me to lose a huge amount of weight, at one point when I was in college I got so underweight my doctor wanted to hospitalize me. I never tried to lose any weight or cared about being skinny (I have always naturally been thin anyway), I was just afraid to eat so many things because of the fear mongering I read online about so many foods.

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While the worst of it's behind me and I'm no longer sick physically I'm still plagued with constant anxiety about food. I don't know what my problem is, it's not quite anorexia because it's not the amount of food I'm concerned about, or even the outright 'health' because I don't eat healthy 100% of the time, it's just this mental torture and constant fear. I guess I'm a vulnerable person so when I read something that sounds authoritative it will scare me and I'll feel the urge to do whatever it says. For example there's a dude on youtube who claims humans need to eat RAW meat all the time and that's the only healthy food for us..so for literally a month I ate raw meat (I know, this is how fucked I am). Another time I read some fat logic blog that said you need to eat a certain (quite high) amount of calories a day and if you don't you're ""starving"" yourself and will suffer disastrous long term health problems...so I did for a month, and gained weight lol. I feel completely in fear of food and like I am going to develop some kind of health problem if I dont eat the ""Right"" way, but there's so many contradictory viewpoints that it's not even possible to know what's right. It's led to severe depression as well because if I believe something's right (for example the raw meat guy), I'll literally get depressed and suicidal thinking that I can't have any normal food I enjoy ever again. I hate all these ""gurus"" who prey on vulnerable people and I just wish I lived in a time without the internet. I don't even know if a therapist would be able to help me either because it's such an unusual problem. I just don't know what to do and feel like I needed to vent. What makes it more scary for me is I have this horrible heartburn problem so I'm constantly in pain and feel like I'm having a heart attack, and even though I know it's more genetic since it runs in my family it just makes me scared that I'm literally going to have a heart attack or 'damage' my body if I don't eat the 'right' way. It's so much pressure and so depressing and I don't know where to turn.

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Sorry for the length, if you read through this you deserve a medal. I just don't know what to do and dont want to live my life like this. I wish someone could take the pressure off so I could just relax.",4.705302002583982,5.347524417151167,5.637201550387597,81.8778242894057,69.36337209302326,9.022532299741602,29.53307493540052,9.150863307647796,2.3019126873385014,2701,98,554,50,45,890,273,688,0.23,0.6829999999999999,0.087,-0.9988,2,2,2,0,0,0,64.0,0,4,0,10,45,44,5,10,33,1,46,35,5,6,6,103,100,56,1,23,27,0,10,5,0,4,9,3,0,3,41,25,23,1,17,9,0,5,18,31,1,3,16,14,60,13,65,74,16,61,0,8,1,1,13,25,1,16,32,342,101,9,0.08204715149005999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042488052408737334,0.0,0.0,0.034134901349999004,0.0888980543605422,0.09969626956867393,0.05579487652994935,0.043016796080125916,0.09414876947545003,0.0,0.0,0.028684638006571107,0.0,0.0,0.03651967991620558,0.0,0.09334047953131117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503795503553272,0.09061463270345893,0.0,0.04621952170931839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04556794454958317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04182626955005893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043012438662473375,0.13299573446428406,0.0,0.06550797422733373,0.0,0.0,0.02645681255979923,0.0,0.10600063703027984,0.0,0.0,0.08572181046109191,0.0,0.04198936809278283,0.0,0.0,0.09615865049105124,0.0,0.0,0.2938415167385456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045752131048216606,0.10838273950813944,0.037108172905415,0.0,0.0,0.03686934466419875,0.0,0.038673376207670696,0.1384887838383398,0.12445651510332295,0.08792175212744235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034894632571819136,0.4960587062941534,0.0,0.0,0.0379256347311875,0.021433125141130358,0.0,0.04662928696914917,0.0,0.0656206021965303,0.0,0.0903841874439506,0.04061978970497054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04050228791109777,0.0,0.1744245706723219,0.0,0.09722626955735332,0.05499447616406024,0.04334366012522546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04281795481822455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04271974126053001,0.18036387496222084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02897616475998325,0.10021023464085344,0.0,0.07244913793922067,0.03630457359770781,0.0,0.09178977566881467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215066608928145,0.207957334503202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04134211550300016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06548925354388131,0.0,0.06031409681143974,0.0912553848212968,0.03163991063779082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04019439410026904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05559727324663489,0.031200277947217407,0.04365197696986006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028440582071701456,0.03582020398747917,0.0,0.0,0.038780539070564536,0.046247917747000114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19627010816535911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726724499318124,0.24620806384344165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17516954768622958,0.03902281483784276,0.0326235939982116,0.08214351188285349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04634496369529532,0.0,0.06787025156444675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034759142602228836,0.06316390567819663,0.0,0.04592253439694645,0.05807339611903563,0.0,0.03276148058229406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04696217942355374,0.044873133469287584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03084462351326792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047631533331804136,0.02725424086196162,0.026286250878027783,0.04030545488142122,0.0,0.0956847076791365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027852315072639827,0.04462187019426909,0.0,0.0,0.04934631052161517,0.0,0.0,0.0338487463260618,0.04839353571723195,0.1302504197445221,0.0,0.14986699032538414,0.036885121328168825,0.0,0.03701739630086347,0.0,0.09435017506317213,0.039545263088494584,0.04448831794690504,0.0,0.0,0.041806528426311294,0.029141971185380262,0.0,0.09969626956867393,0.0
anxiety,SpikesMountainDew,2019/04/17,"Ugh. I'm not good enough, I'm not good enough, I'm not good enough, I'm not good enough.  I think I'm helping but I'm not helping, I'm fucking it all up, I'm fucking it all up, I'm fucking it all up.",-0.8866326530612234,-0.21654828571428555,2.1915816326530617,101.16859693877552,82.87755102040815,4.9,22.45408163265306,3.1291,-0.43965714285714297,150,5,44,0,4,54,13,49,0.193,0.7090000000000001,0.098,-0.3208,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,10,13,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,13,7,3,0,0,0,3,2,3,3,0,0,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.668382042267962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44851057744368455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5425577067436167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21678920195080487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362086790546424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Proxyxiii,2019/04/17,"Insomnia and Nyquil alternatives    Hi there I'm Sam, 25 M. I'm about a month and a half in with anxiety and depression. Its usually not too hard for me to go to bed. The problem is I usually wake up at the 4 hour mark. I've always been someone that requires at least 7 hours to feel rested so this is quite devastating. I usually wake up to strange, scary dreams with the majority revolving about me ending up alone and heartbroken. When I wake up my mind feels wide awake while my body feels the total opposite. My thoughts start to race like crazy and this is when the majority of the ""illogical"" thoughts start to kick in.
   I've tried Trazadone (unfortunately I get the rare stuffy nose side effect which makes it hard to fall asleep), pot, Xanax, melatonin 10mg (which makes the scary dreams more intense), and Nyquil. Nyquil is the only thing that has helped my insomnia. It usually lets me sleep about 6.5 hours without waking up. My issue is i am aware of the harmful side effects that come with long term use of Nyquil, as well as the chance of addiction, so i'd like to hear your opinion if I should just start Lexapro? I've been prescribed it and told it will help ease my anxiety symptoms which will eventually improve my sleep. I will admit i have a huge fear for SSRI side effects. I've also tried things like writing my worries/anxiety on a journal before bed, as well as sleep meditation audio and soothing music, but tbh they don't really work for me.
P.S. I'd also like to add I'm a loud snorer. Ever since I got Bell's Palsy about 5 years ago I've been snoring. When I don't get enough sleep the left side of my face tends to hurt due to Bell's Palsy in the past. I've always been a really light sleeper and very noise sensitive. I've started using ear plugs a week ago to block out noises.",4.5436871508379895,5.619600832402239,5.123850279329614,83.83260223463691,70.00558659217877,8.521296089385476,27.727821229050285,8.841846274778883,1.9515386368715089,1430,48,291,25,25,459,195,358,0.091,0.826,0.084,-0.8101,0,1,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,1,1,6,17,11,0,1,20,0,19,18,13,7,2,42,44,23,0,3,5,0,5,4,0,4,5,4,2,0,15,15,0,2,9,2,0,3,4,5,2,1,8,11,25,6,44,31,8,48,0,2,0,0,9,19,0,2,30,155,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837244737176276,0.0,0.0,0.15998060941065706,0.0,0.0,0.09345907598307236,0.0,0.14432616321340744,0.15017004348677526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20709485375962755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678566353269592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023377751191404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773181584591825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772162626773135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992384649472417,0.09323969912960796,0.0,0.0,0.08162519472055113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154253598194307,0.1368807257830193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429098099623297,0.0,0.05128418257399372,0.0,0.07217135758238853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16167056658957066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170448214154422,0.0,0.12096889913949603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665979667744247,0.0,0.0966013583511812,0.0,0.0,0.0941847476156211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804355975262373,0.0922741946717097,0.0,0.17634239090996942,0.0,0.0,0.07985755312482799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046877351524665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111438534367726,0.0,0.07202689669265293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862986138574634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614212572061468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634532256630331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597893546862032,0.0,0.0,0.11561720346189312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464558432722439,0.0,0.36121160208453534,0.0,0.07645813741512217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554829243887814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379155486529396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989987882123887,0.0,0.0,0.14327735896868554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622601989337463,0.0,0.12253099321366025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587285494611014,0.3975364520340031,0.07445557928582787,0.0,0.0,0.0723832654823932,0.0,0.1622691162066668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698595342059445,0.0,0.065694143556927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05811014079000345
anxiety,dawnypaws,2019/04/17,"Extremely sensitive to noise I can't stand hearing doors opening and closing, my dad or brother talking outside of my room, yelling, etc. It boosts my anxiety a load, and I'm kinda forced to listen to it because of anxiety I get if I keep my headphones on! (dont want people scaring me walking in)

fodjkfmdniklnd  this sucks.",4.59098360655738,6.642887114754102,5.610622950819675,76.56675409836069,71.29508196721312,8.158688524590165,38.42950819672132,8.841846274778883,3.8477908196721313,258,16,43,5,5,85,49,61,0.194,0.7490000000000001,0.057,-0.8212,0,0,0,0,1,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,9,4,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,3,8,0,7,9,1,7,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,3,0,26,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4804733231671211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914334157928928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680478242847496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35023312416918617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16407083576011525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539413676516852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791296039668361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21771300448638692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144047953377448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25241022150982945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18522655464919494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BecomingBetterToday,2019/04/17,How can I get over my fear of the world ending? I’m absolutely terrified that the end of the world is right around the corner. This idea haunts my day-to-day life and sometimes sends me into a massive panic attack. How can I begin to get over this and realize the world isn’t going to collapse?,4.360500000000002,5.060132050000004,5.403333333333336,83.04000000000002,70.16666666666666,8.0,25.0,8.07648339933343,1.3360000000000012,233,6,47,3,4,77,40,60,0.293,0.7070000000000001,0.0,-0.961,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,2,6,0,4,1,0,2,0,8,9,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,8,9,0,14,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,0,3,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343742593376213,0.0,0.2995180380354556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395865386753087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4663743578753046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29626223644488114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751049758250406,0.0,0.1496276065659892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29721011062545744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18596184768455046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089013524580357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248389530886768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603898085100555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GingerGrande,2019/04/17,"I need some support for a trip I’m invited on I’ve had anxiety for a little over a year, and one thing that always makes it spike is the time leading up to traveling. I always imagine everything going wrong, me being extremely anxious for the whole trip, or having a panic attack while riding in a car or plane. I’ve gone a few trips in the past year though, and none of that has ever happened on the trip. But I just got invited on a road trip with two people I know from high school. It’s something that I really want to do, but my brain is freaking out over flying there to meet up with the friends cause I haven’t been on a plane since I started having issues. Along with that, it’s giving me all sorts of worst case scenarios about the trip itself. I’m determined to go, but foes anyone have any good coping advice?",7.255224550898203,5.5618628083832355,7.530890718562876,78.2504678143713,64.62874251497007,10.50568862275449,31.05464071856287,9.188382445141503,2.4133239520958085,647,17,131,9,8,212,107,167,0.132,0.7659999999999999,0.101,-0.6428,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,5,9,2,1,14,0,11,1,1,3,2,24,25,9,0,2,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,0,2,1,0,13,2,6,0,2,4,0,10,3,26,20,6,34,0,0,0,0,3,14,0,4,7,90,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16268804928178945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770591341615,0.0,0.0,0.11321608947638002,0.0,0.12736122229552804,0.1880816262292355,0.0,0.11641077981080615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18940169312343014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18585327277086552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17102683226386245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15059598605650895,0.0,0.0,0.14962675012630625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12862655748852686,0.0,0.0,0.15970840110759474,0.1892354945130223,0.13964043511359975,0.13315394587867654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14722289049125656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17590144501304752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737679767529762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149627114538196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16686256268845215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113060004731047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344715089366898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281512307236714,0.0,0.0,0.19533527779299786,0.0,0.0,0.15892958550742106,0.11542032834723452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665510091613936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684925720766918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771881849725456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816894384741154,0.0,0.0,0.11783954406065908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18892617369395392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060580339782178,0.0,0.16357150584576535,0.0,0.09707924006523667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16263248760525548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819766994017036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858755099675025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18202614550065488,0.0,0.21442286250252127
anxiety,piss_cake17,2019/04/17,"Health Anxiety I’m not sure if this is triggering to some, but I’m leaving a trigger warning just in case. 
So, trigger warning.

This is just a straight up vent. I’m not specifically asking for advice, I just want to write my feelings out. Apologies if this just seems like a mess of thoughts.

Since the death of my Uncle (who was the closest thing I’ve had to a father) I’ve had horrible health anxiety. I’m constantly checking my pulse, noticing tiny aches in my body and making up symptoms. Everytime I have a heart palpitation I panic. I’ve been checked up and told I’m perfectly healthy, but I can never be convinced. The anxiety makes my chest become tight, it makes me feel breathless, like I’m not getting enough oxygen. Sometimes this can happen first thing in the morning, before I’ve even had my breakfast. 
On the subject of breakfast, I’m not eating enough. I’m quite thin. I’ve had to deal with anorexia in the past, but just as I was gaining weight and becoming healthy again my Uncle dies. 
Due my malnourishment I feel sick, which sparks more health anxiety and I end up getting awful anxiety attacks. My health anxiety has made me incredibly depressed, and I’m sick of it. Thankfully, I’m finally getting better, but I’m still not perfect. I can’t even cry about it anymore. I’m so sick and tired of living every day in fear, always having something to worry about. I haven’t had a worry free day in a long time. I can feel my happiness coming back but it’s such a slow and painful process. The therapy is helping, but sometimes I have really awful weeks where I can’t apply the knowledge I’ve learned from my therapy. I’m so tired. As a music student I’ve always found it therapeutic to make music as a way to channel my emotions, but I’m so creatively blocked all the time. It’s just not working anymore. I am getting better, but I’m so exhausted that sometimes I just feel like giving up. Giving up college and music, my social life and work. Just giving up. So many deadlines that I can’t catch up with because I’m so focused on working on my mental health. I’ve been very depressed in the past, but nothing I’ve experienced has felt like this. I want to get better, I am getting better, but it’s just not enough.",3.1991390689796155,5.291023337129847,4.363097949886106,83.83024472869576,75.30979498861049,6.871584603703058,29.479644880556044,7.793537801064563,2.0511036855323868,1771,80,331,26,39,579,191,439,0.224,0.616,0.161,-0.9873,0,0,1,0,0,0,55.0,0,0,0,12,25,23,1,2,20,2,27,21,3,8,5,71,73,31,2,4,28,1,9,4,0,0,14,0,0,0,18,13,4,2,11,1,3,2,12,8,0,1,14,10,33,16,41,58,6,44,0,2,0,0,12,23,0,4,22,198,51,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735465622688994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470555347089326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163737489836148,0.0,0.1367141043304124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443743054921322,0.07841440096821857,0.0,0.05300060017352085,0.0,0.04201725292878241,0.15224888875813702,0.05865179119378309,0.0,0.0,0.2438412830243253,0.0,0.07656234665068196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0593744980814953,0.0,0.0744855886871444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571306119963035,0.08890441184027442,0.07106069940904829,0.1187334297933149,0.0,0.07153533274000487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052951771022517,0.0,0.07753358565940252,0.06104885391810785,0.21366001592181286,0.0,0.0910512527522886,0.0,0.058073961293929034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756202582223139,0.17425778410793696,0.0492414549383645,0.06618071893702687,0.07550614766914109,0.0,0.058629261899332985,0.0,0.07557488609631029,0.0,0.0,0.21606904236074612,0.1983631465366472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06095190901571412,0.07337406181717836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3663308323485934,0.0,0.0816788142079016,0.046200308018764485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07298372941220455,0.0,0.0,0.0486851709659001,0.13469698136892386,0.0,0.06086379436546724,0.060998216537250585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06522038387402375,0.18403720237642435,0.0698811486458922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946219342786188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05316074337325578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613730521820553,0.0784738341792838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334317634444593,0.08087097081078666,0.0,0.0,0.13159722110372224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331233752652389,0.0,0.0,0.04415639433114114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06274854235501942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0570171178326025,0.0,0.0,0.0702623854254358,0.0,0.053063363842129965,0.20451166467104176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055045182702982566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496287171126934,0.07164153357035308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345871112749328,0.15764803865505836,0.0,0.09158405792493768,0.0,0.0,0.05472033029609614,0.08038376353060929,0.1584428692939845,0.0,0.06586269209100153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05687198480254136,0.08130984826851848,0.0547110358303848,0.055289073215988624,0.08393450394572324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053900741176598,0.13999740688860673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sixtninecoug,2019/04/17,"Being prescribed Wellbutrin... This is my second time being prescribed Wellbutrin, but I never started it last time. I took a break from antidepressants after being on Paxil, because I wanted to drop some of the weight I gained on it. 

Anyone here have anything to share about it? Effectiveness? Weird side effects? Pros or cons?",4.606071428571429,8.010088892857144,4.176428571428573,79.36857142857143,79.71428571428572,4.628571428571429,25.857142857142854,6.18269132825596,1.3092071428571441,262,10,37,2,7,79,44,56,0.08,0.799,0.122,0.5362,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,2,1,7,8,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,5,1,8,4,1,12,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,6,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25160376359672565,0.0,0.29611209162045826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21935099945951064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29331211183071004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775255729045141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546918149192894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.419643304635886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3997879627086559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122389642396539,0.0,0.0,0.43817993910355707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,freeandeasyPT,2019/04/17,"My cousin thinks I should see a therapist but I DONT Hey , I hope everyone’s day is going alright , that we all succeeding in fighting our thoughts today . Today I was just having a talk with my cousin about me leaving school again , this is my third time I drop out of community college after the first semester . I just don’t see myself doing it , It’s not what i wanted for myself , I was doing it for my mother for she could feel “proud” . Anyways I was telling her how I feel like I’ll succeed at trade school since it could more hands on and could land me in a job quicker . I told her I’ve been working on myself , that I’ve lost vast friends along the ways , I’ve gotten in trouble with the law , I’ve totaled my car . Everything has always ended bad for me . Throughout that time I wasn’t worried about outcomes but I wasn’t worried about myself either . I guess now I am . Now I’m thinking about how I’ve hindered my social life and I don’t know my passion . I want to figure out who I am and how I can contribute to this universe . In doing that maybe i can find happiness . All in all she was telling me that i have bipolar disorder ( she took a class on psychology) that I describe the symptoms and that I should seek help . But she wasn’t getting that my head feels more clear and I know what I’m trying to do to better myself but she kept insisting . This may be a rant but it did give me some anxiety when I’m trying to move forward . What do you think ? Any feedback would help thank you .",2.481482793522268,4.221028190789478,3.6423684210526335,89.77388663967614,76.30263157894737,6.2558704453441285,24.8502024291498,7.010146845296331,0.9257433198380572,1166,40,244,12,26,378,157,304,0.108,0.732,0.16,0.9611,1,0,0,0,2,0,26.0,2,2,0,7,14,15,1,0,9,1,34,6,2,3,5,53,61,14,0,9,9,3,4,1,1,4,3,0,0,0,20,11,0,1,11,0,1,5,7,4,0,2,15,6,53,11,29,38,8,32,0,1,2,1,26,14,0,4,14,176,73,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916643252784957,0.0,0.0,0.08104577192233604,0.0,0.09117156953267473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995094440393538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054040951324644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854640785237478,0.0,0.0,0.07686056246983618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658940036657732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396768402538562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555717434393967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388059276488614,0.10711035437014388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807813721372499,0.08514146474970044,0.0,0.0,0.10892739998434377,0.10137355286417156,0.0,0.0,0.09207736011360168,0.0,0.06226608175532116,0.1143273072768292,0.06773214301449858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128904832392754,0.0,0.0,0.12686820699285226,0.0,0.0,0.12231198447267295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15976627423087222,0.0,0.0,0.11837158714658752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826671695092406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309952667909431,0.0,0.0,0.12619329856985087,0.0,0.0,0.08417961599255701,0.05822481436356902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300979009139272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197312726879964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666836149644575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412309174480764,0.18994038389408785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985860579089396,0.0,0.0,0.1214879296198209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238725604824156,0.0,0.09579152453022602,0.20833530834133074,0.10972396374733004,0.0,0.13837594513354326,0.0,0.2290951742363373,0.0,0.09461477283375692,0.13898840677344418,0.0,0.2259354162388946,0.11388059276488614,0.13241219714512145,0.16182936608342802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14058966350248733,0.09459870213832926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867636940530896,0.24206401493569835,0.0,0.08466130573081712,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hutchy1345,2019/04/17,"Eating Anxiety I've had this issue for a couple of years now and it's really affecting my life. I'm not affected around my family or closest friends or my girlfriend... But if I eat with new people, or people I don't know too well, or my girlfriend's family, something just changes in me. I just instinctively get nervous around these situations, which I guess is natural, but I just can't see the reaction being natural. Anything I eat when I'm nervous makes me feel ill, like ""I'm going to throw up ill"". And the sick feeling comes from my throat really, so it's impossible to force myself through it. This has always happened me, like the morning of a speech at school or university or a big exam I would struggle to eat my breakfast because I'm nervous. But now over the last couple of years social eating situations have started making me nervous and I can't control it, leaving me insanely embarrassed when I don't touch my food! 
Hope this rambling made sense and I would really appreciate any advice that anyone has!
Thanks",5.847633736821552,6.840630436548227,6.8519796954314725,72.92795782897308,66.96954314720811,9.91940648184303,33.42795782897306,10.035473477838034,3.5214641936743463,824,36,143,19,13,276,115,197,0.128,0.733,0.139,0.4920000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,12,12,0,6,7,0,12,12,1,6,0,35,31,17,0,4,14,0,3,2,3,2,4,1,0,0,10,8,7,1,3,0,0,3,5,6,1,0,2,5,23,6,16,26,0,20,0,0,1,0,4,8,0,9,11,93,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861763768567503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248838124469776,0.0,0.0,0.07558799949487692,0.0,0.08503190713498131,0.0,0.0,0.07772091410535083,0.0,0.09146962712082783,0.1978998588214437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677579696909484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758536570664613,0.09574865468335636,0.0,0.0,0.12466778495743308,0.0,0.24597784195454905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5686874545828537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095707221204421,0.0,0.11240481308009756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13440691179113828,0.0,0.08587670010011192,0.0,0.05807296845515096,0.0,0.06317093502265553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244780058238802,0.0,0.09829242313133492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040022517174806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601508054003246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061086901421048674,0.09060470767119456,0.0,0.11769520805718793,0.0,0.0,0.07851080469961827,0.10860769499290376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517586195505194,0.1483912715779496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735247008489984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15411929101524813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136227920817856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249299028015426,0.08857472327860093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24988174717693476,0.0,0.11330670736946663,0.0,0.08557117727351146,0.0,0.0,0.078674819437143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620147686446082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233494875287034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999400914822539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15792011311704146,0.0,0.0,0.14315805551570504
anxiety,gentleplant,2019/04/17,"About to go take a big exam I’m about to go take a big exam and I’m panicking. I understand the material, but I’m so worried about not retaining it or blanking when I see the exam paper. Any encouragement would be greatly appreciated :(",2.0097872340425518,4.4459138085106416,5.650468085106382,71.29400000000003,81.12765957446808,8.866382978723406,28.54893617021277,9.3871,3.2849778723404266,187,9,34,6,5,70,31,47,0.183,0.659,0.157,-0.1097,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,11,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,5,9,0,5,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,1,20,3,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334433233008895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3901897948420436,0.0,0.0,0.3784692791205492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735510649943141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5162102233553277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573683495504736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3486192231736399,0.0,0.24385746592349725,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bbbumble_,2019/04/17,I have a job interview in a few hours. And I can’t calm down. I am so anxious to the point of tears. I’m trying to calm myself down but I just get myself worked up again. I hope it goes ok.. wish me luck 😓,-2.8901785714285717,-1.2510937083333324,0.3592857142857149,104.7,100.66666666666666,3.576190476190476,11.023809523809524,5.288315135182226,-1.7143190476190475,154,2,43,1,7,54,38,48,0.067,0.633,0.3,0.9089,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,7,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,8,5,7,7,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,2,28,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4071933210930091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883144296972424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3579971197394655,0.3549596758257355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.357679955554216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407312302959772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447143285972277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4144869050094857,0.0,0.0,0.26240378555114874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GoHuskies2011,2019/04/17,"Not exercising for a period of time exacerbates my anxiety a lot? I feel like I have to go to the gym just to feel normal 21M here with pretty bad anxiety/OCD.  I’m able to manage it pretty well naturally (I don’t take medication) namely through things like a good diet, sleep, and exercise.  Lifting weights and running really keeps me feeling more neutral/stable throughout the day and I work out almost every day.

However, when I take breaks from exercising, after a few days I just feel physically awful.  For example, I’m on spring break with my girlfriend right now, I don’t have access to a gym, and she doesn’t really work out so I don’t feel motivated enough to jump up and go exercise.  But by today, I feel terrible.  My chest is super tight, I feel like I can’t breathe well and just feel overall sick and jittery.  

I know the simple answer is to just go work out, and I plan on it tomorrow, but I’m just frustrated than I have to exercise simply to feel normal.",3.711874999999999,5.284596854166669,5.688458333333332,77.07737500000002,72.64583333333334,9.286666666666667,27.38333333333333,9.725611199111238,2.685680833333333,764,28,146,20,15,265,107,192,0.08,0.807,0.113,0.2648,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,6,11,10,1,0,8,1,10,12,3,1,0,40,29,12,0,2,8,0,11,3,1,0,7,0,0,0,3,13,2,2,12,7,0,5,6,3,2,0,0,11,19,7,25,29,4,25,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,2,14,91,22,5,0.12410706931832427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427530269328135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494156833253124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362421892505216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24011637776592706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823577851663726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045655585946967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5647703692278622,0.17732423023755173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21159872262641544,0.10409512152418887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031206558551017,0.0,0.0,0.06820599961709148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818973355361592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551139222364156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502481561231255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431971550122361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525230135870868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15901233309690382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598675908834287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419669795953725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18662614162406468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245122221661917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236783016212855,0.0,0.11763899025505015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112897579058074,0.22317431995402973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710542737154053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway117296,2019/04/17,"Flooding Technique. I had some issues with anxiety in the past and remember getting some terrible physical symptoms from it. I looked it up and kept seeing things that said it may feel like you're going to faint but you won't, it's not possible.   
So I pushed myself. I tried the flooding technique where you just push yourself. I thought to myself if it's just anxiety I'll get used to it. If I pass out then something is very wrong and I'll get taken away to the ER for them to figure it out.     
Well guess what. I fainted.    
And I was freaking out. It felt like I was dying because I kind of was... My system kept shutting off and turning back on, I was going into convulsions. Felt like massive blood loss.    
ER couldn't find anything. Follow up visits couldn't find anything.    
Eventually they just said it was anxiety.    
I couldn't believe it. It drove me insane.   
I did get diagnoses from what happened. But I am told the root of all of this is anxiety.  Take care of the anxiety and you take care of the problems.    
However my mind never used to be filled with worry. It was all purely physical.  I went to a therapist and she agreed that I seemed calm. I showed her how I can will my heart rate with meditation but when my blood pressure drops, it's out of my hands. The only suggestion she could offer was medication.   
The first meds caused an event that I can only describe as the most terror I've ever felt in my life. It suddenly paralyzed my body one day and I couldn't even make a sound. I was told this was a placebo effect but have such a hard time wrapping my head around that because I went in hopeful and ready. I wasn't expecting a huge thing like that to happen, I was confident that I could handle whatever symptoms.    
The Dr became frustrated with me when I was too scared to continue and basically said that's all he can do. All he tried on me was one medication.   
So I'm switching doctors now.   
This has been a hell of a ride and I fear I will lose my job soon, then I won't be able to afford medical care. Then fucking what.",2.003095223826932,4.2757653267813325,3.473601006771741,87.83936657278124,80.00737100737099,6.722574459159826,24.17744351890693,7.8500785054351265,1.3691638880565709,1596,58,323,28,41,524,204,407,0.158,0.74,0.103,-0.971,4,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,3,2,4,20,24,3,4,18,0,38,18,6,7,7,72,79,26,1,11,10,0,6,4,0,5,11,4,0,0,29,21,0,2,11,1,0,12,9,13,3,3,31,12,51,11,40,35,7,49,1,2,2,1,18,18,2,9,21,225,80,2,0.08422871834184137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32217369493684195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386261168868408,0.07498141684952803,0.0,0.0,0.07913565352201885,0.06476668527637339,0.0,0.10269008983697514,0.0,0.0,0.0948969222026054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355911807245317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25763037569795394,0.08652609560536036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13449955568554164,0.0,0.0,0.05432055526247475,0.0,0.0,0.08549037611637662,0.08741611163918947,0.0,0.0,0.08621166229926651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05563227408482434,0.0761896979253256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478072511216803,0.04258857078345131,0.06017301321310519,0.2426183353051907,0.0,0.15396704526510208,0.07164490479330958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786809286354697,0.17602411568586082,0.0,0.09573824337048872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278742928320942,0.0,0.14896635492015253,0.0,0.07545238742796137,0.0,0.0864429650045592,0.0,0.0,0.09981143678054913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365812237747416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791289864084685,0.08358400624982862,0.0,0.0,0.08771124868863844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0594932347039763,0.16459958889969473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07073090986236183,0.09423039095276876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05622332353989594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355911807245317,0.2545547172564315,0.0,0.0,0.08504699461670835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496238012100583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415111880959168,0.12811947158076376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040584233542564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495522433294096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059550811625958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095414718473959,0.0,0.2403623979765357,0.0,0.084327640878901,0.0,0.06711938338952192,0.07667866176898719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484338242241112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750917779148447,0.12665902759946174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779603392277687,0.11191563560672692,0.0,0.0,0.06686819392428449,0.04911444301453787,0.0,0.0,0.1609682998361114,0.0,0.1143715416716602,0.09161665867058487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549313816353046,0.0,0.06949751377700665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757317332517355,0.15616173150861246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553835203542416,0.0,0.0,0.09209088106108154,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_kydo_,2019/04/17,"When spikes around irrational worries feels so real.. Anxiety is something I've lived with for a long time.. I first noticed it around 15 and ever since up to now at 31.. I have a pretty good coping  mechanisms for the big worries I have mainly if I'm dying of cancer or contracted some kind of deadly disease.. that shit I can deal with which is fucking bonkers.. it's more the day to day stuff I cant get a handle on.. like a constant fear of getting fired, or that I've fucked up a job, left the gas on, done something illegal, offended a relative, that I under cooked food and will kill someone and, I shit you not, panic about how I'm going to get off the bus.. that shit drives me up. The. Fucking. Wall... and it happens to the max when I have time off.. like today, I've been exhausted from work so took 2 days off on the build up to Easter..  boom anxiety kicks in first thing telling me that I fucked up at work and they're planning my exit and that I'm definitely going to end up dying alone in a cave in Scotland.. I'm not even anywhere near Scotland but that's where my head goes.. like 100 steps ahead in the worst possible direction.. I know half the shit I worry about makes no sense at all but in my head I feel like it's completely real.. it feels like paranoia.. Meh.. this was more of a rant than anything..",1.4634889164257174,3.590389356877328,2.9029904997934755,91.99471155170042,81.0817843866171,5.918270687043923,22.230620955528018,7.0931098945946705,0.6548594520170736,1023,33,219,13,27,333,152,269,0.191,0.716,0.093,-0.9719,1,1,2,0,0,0,46.0,0,1,0,6,13,21,10,2,17,0,11,14,6,2,2,28,31,16,4,1,7,0,4,5,0,1,2,1,0,0,16,10,2,0,4,1,0,5,4,14,0,3,4,5,18,7,43,26,6,50,0,0,0,4,3,29,8,4,21,137,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625771423795547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14219754863227346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648162430511324,0.16547244291728586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744572402660977,0.10043502174662683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17981565348271428,0.09581696293567804,0.0,0.0,0.19291389988395394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510979270529572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231717140110409,0.0,0.0,0.061385931905858886,0.08406946661286681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458323398486773,0.14097962823313456,0.13279257597983504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581092744955235,0.1123833042201134,0.0,0.0,0.34368578490051016,0.14567179605321268,0.0,0.10563978167361164,0.07795358432185498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821864526466208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907663150860812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222851663851886,0.0,0.10282423668407907,0.09678261095653026,0.05107734219006455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097948067932228,0.0,0.0,0.2270287194381758,0.0,0.08206764044455962,0.08224889287183107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06203810948081655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058126998961054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090449556110445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047757804421213,0.0,0.0945532977176823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115719221523792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3816059150013272,0.07688085132145522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874768143228994,0.14309936177904725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639395761087957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812335750375256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061745144339061836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083880141188418,0.0,0.08809616447062778,0.0,0.10325965616014554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353227181222132,0.2831549603048649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yungzakhaev,2019/04/17,"Question regarding Xanax I’ve been prescribed Xanax 2mg for severe panic disorder, if i don’t have it; i go manic. how do i manage when to take them ? i usually take one right when i wake up and i don’t, i’ll usually go into panic mode. it usually wears off in the noon. how do i take Xanax

Note: i have sever panic attack, i have learnt that it is no joke. it’d really help me out if someone on a US script could tell me when to take for severe panic attacks",1.6944696969696975,2.952011313131316,4.254431818181818,86.60164772727276,77.28282828282829,7.374242424242425,21.465909090909093,8.07648339933343,0.969554545454546,356,9,78,6,8,126,61,99,0.278,0.6729999999999999,0.049,-0.9723,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,1,0,5,7,2,4,2,0,11,5,2,2,0,9,17,8,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,6,0,1,1,0,13,1,10,14,0,16,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,3,7,50,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756648513761141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967331969473684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138855257392575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771147873536232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120830412697559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209843223116084,0.0,0.0,0.5686017842113735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572243312219642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761562755247331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346655078485496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4106153383798304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265507449198734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36437689625046027,0.0,0.10589567267320543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573573463737632,0.0,0.4003086081792213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,purifiedcog,2019/04/17,Celexa and Lexapro I’ve been having problems with Lexapro and told my doctor that I would like to switch to celexa I did the switch yesterday but kinda feeling woozy. I was on 5mg of lexapro and now im on 20mg of celexa am I gonna be okay? I didn’t taper off the medicine will I be alright?,0.8298958333333317,2.55610303125,2.0293750000000017,99.51145833333337,81.1875,4.891666666666667,23.166666666666664,5.46131890053228,-0.029189583333333324,230,8,56,1,6,73,43,64,0.032,0.823,0.145,0.662,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,2,10,1,0,0,0,9,13,4,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,1,7,3,8,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,33,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4558301253590091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251801327260432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4810497043562899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21757338056462566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42613562467313904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42554683633414586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31636075944957465,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway244466,2019/04/17,"Help and advice please I’m a 16 year old boy and I’ve been feeling very depressed and anxious on and off for about 2 years. The other day, my parents found out that I had been smoking weed and it forced me to open up about how I’ve been feeling because my dad said he would call the police on me. I told them about how I’ve been feeling suicidal and struggling with my work (my GCSEs are just weeks away now) and motivation for life in general. I’ve been having a lot of trouble sleeping and I’m writing this on about 4 hours sleep. In the few days since I told my parents about everything, my dad has really been on my back about work and revision. He’s been trying to wake me up early to do exercise etc. and is doing his best to help me be positive. But he’s also being really unhelpful and causing arguments and a general bad atmosphere in the house as he nags me to revise and forces me by taking my phone and anything else that might distract me even when I’m really struggling. I’m getting good grades at the moment and I didn’t revise for my mock exams and still got 7s,8s and 9s (equivalent to A, A* and A**). My mum, on the other hand, is just upset all the time and treats me like a junkie, when I told them I had only smoked weed like twice. I have smoked it more in order to deal with my constant anxiety and insomnia (as well as just an escape from reality) but I can’t get the courage to tell them the truth after how they reacted. I feel so so guilty for what I’ve put the family through, as there was a similar situation this time last year when I opened up about going through a tough time. Last year I said I was struggling and they were crying and everything and just made me  feel awful about myself, which isn’t really their fault but still hard for me. For this reason, I never told them about how I was feeling until I was forced to with the police threat from dad. I just need some advice on how to deal with all of this as everything feels like 100x worse since I opened up to them.

Edit: also, another thing making me feel guilty is that my dad’s 2 best and closest friends are not doing well medically. One has a couple of months left. So right now, I’m the worst thing for my dad to have to deal with.",5.394566571284294,5.031734227571118,6.034365426695846,83.10558281434103,67.7746170678337,9.39400774280424,28.080205352634238,8.950670267944501,1.9004042080457841,1750,48,373,27,26,572,209,457,0.153,0.747,0.099,-0.9855,2,0,2,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,8,5,36,26,3,5,23,1,34,8,4,11,4,74,62,46,1,2,9,8,10,3,1,2,4,2,0,1,15,33,0,0,11,1,0,2,5,14,2,2,24,12,51,12,67,34,10,56,0,1,0,0,38,24,0,3,32,258,66,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15312615249836198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531352758314654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821571960259063,0.059937819752891364,0.08851361826286767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06447567987072607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361275317278579,0.060246599413532526,0.06541928751598007,0.04776165925234406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644477621377864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000448941125762,0.0,0.0,0.0804874141467729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466891712591397,0.0,0.0,0.08669319583102518,0.0860642040567931,0.10105901572248023,0.24232737802927304,0.06748306017604702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06545168169885789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738137522212887,0.05174968144424907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21124878556374432,0.0,0.07386175725776929,0.0,0.3169304160170094,0.055973521063885805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590713828637933,0.060533302674286166,0.0,0.08186967064621394,0.0,0.04452832171574194,0.0657165743167349,0.0626639495414343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07018654329412342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503320494015517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715933345963183,0.0904058092035223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773202013542412,0.0,0.0,0.0851279078987457,0.0,0.05534118449525248,0.11483410167305835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661068402437928,0.0,0.07413701595813646,0.052299481385396834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892975642199902,0.0,0.0831173625685354,0.0,0.0,0.0625385190353673,0.0,0.0,0.05809580770278549,0.060428636657858914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221553495156145,0.0,0.053092239460622886,0.059588988138439686,0.0,0.0,0.17399763084725012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600517974606504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787637638881806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20077301706808326,0.08055723115110244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06691078917277085,0.1490582907264212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296244739315672,0.08806910033226302,0.1568139104281545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514141579883914,0.0,0.0,0.24572645998397996,0.0,0.08570258965511793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058909728553577886,0.0,0.06848167813459921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410501074337064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706019511832532,0.0,0.0,0.2994685504475343,0.0,0.05319475920372815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06464726201276158,0.0,0.0,0.06284794200600954,0.0,0.14089278698269958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408000721947273,0.0,0.07984572223104132,0.05565785594071121,0.0,0.0,0.20182028174562194
anxiety,megdle,2019/04/17,"Can Buspirone cause acne? Hi, new to the group (I'm a 24-year-old female). However, I am not new to anxiety. So in a nutshell, I began taking Celexa back in November '18 for anxiety and depression. I started on 10mg, then 20mg, then 40mg all about 2.5 weeks apart. No terrible side effects besides the spontaneous hot flash during the first two months. I didn't really feel it was helping my anxiety as much as I wanted it to, as my anxiety trumps my depression, so my doctor prescribed me Buspirone. I started on 5mg of Buspirone in February this year and felt it was working really well so I had my Celexa decreased to 30mg and had Bursipone increased to 10mg about a week ago. (my doctor didn't want me to get serotonin syndrome, so I had to stay balanced). I still feel like the Buspirone is helping me tremendously, though I've noticed that since I've been taking it I've had way more acne than I've ever been used to, and it's super annoying. Through my teen years, I only had the occasional pimple and me always breakout mildly while going through PMS, but now it's like pimple city all over my freakin' face. I'm assuming it's from all of the hormone changes and whatnot but I thought I'd see if anyone relates. I also take Vyvanse (30mg for 2.5 years & 40mg since last week) for ADHD and Pantoprazole for gastritis. I know, I'm a mess and my body and brain hate me. If anyone has any tips (or advice) pertaining to the pestering effects of these medications I'd love to hear them!",4.283962927452862,5.3573557248322174,5.545627996164909,80.57797539149891,70.61073825503355,8.629210610418665,31.640140620006388,8.976282227363876,2.6984865452221154,1178,52,227,22,21,394,163,298,0.069,0.8420000000000001,0.08900000000000001,0.3428,1,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,1,5,13,11,2,0,11,0,15,8,3,4,4,31,38,26,0,4,6,0,4,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,10,9,0,0,8,0,0,2,4,6,1,2,14,6,28,5,32,24,6,34,0,2,1,1,7,8,0,4,24,133,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183047777773213,0.10719138733717086,0.09723682223994094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772199036278923,0.09127392299653947,0.11885304845397696,0.0,0.07459545893775044,0.0,0.3356614372373229,0.0,0.0,0.1534007328013243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843476632582722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184494161221172,0.0,0.1224544165192881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126856182932737,0.11604136076977375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18895799898337146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22455224409043875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922420696584848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092883360526333,0.07836518163738826,0.10532312797996517,0.0,0.0,0.0933053818933287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05731041650444917,0.0,0.062341442041486776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829979176082538,0.0,0.0,0.12363274133576098,0.0,0.14705071302728714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060284773734448266,0.08941498380455955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071815752011796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900282226624907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050483480474768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755644294641045,0.0,0.08063747089126037,0.0,0.0,0.21188566512140544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488697332236287,0.11510505695256468,0.0,0.0,0.08342698101352602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14054515109447122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741165499027792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18147947906840092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15528349214100035,0.11691885980510497,0.08760150865123327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474279707921889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777347640371733,0.08708452315795608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715477903547477,0.0,0.0,0.094740113469135,0.0,0.0,0.12940034035238365,0.08706973150538196,0.2639689426657128,0.0,0.0986277853656488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985830011252035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825565148751887
anxiety,jesuspiece23,2019/04/17,"Has anyone been prescribed Bupropion? And has it been helpful/not helpful? I’ve been on Bupropion since this whole anxiety/depression trip started at the beginning of the year. I started off at 75mg but tbh eventually I felt like it wasn’t helping so now I’m at 100mg. I honestly feel like it’s 50/50 with me. 

Just wanted to see someone else’s experience with Bupropion",2.1950000000000003,5.000165166666669,4.082777777777782,80.04000000000002,84.83333333333334,8.200000000000001,30.222222222222214,8.841846274778883,3.3110722222222213,300,16,54,9,9,101,52,72,0.0,0.779,0.221,0.9388,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,14,3,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,3,4,3,9,9,1,11,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,7,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911886212232208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355048677734717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284156883791129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674670178182133,0.0,0.0,0.13825442919075345,0.19533845445919773,0.2625356900672189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665487453699547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671681837372497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178883176272132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261841306086408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316763609671169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38707033817909386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16127610478777424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052748424811341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760799622991092
anxiety,Parafairy,2019/04/17,"Odd (Wo)Man out? The beginning of the year was stressful work wise.  I've been promoted and praised by leadership but I feel like I've hit a rut.  I've had a death in the family that force me to leave a conference, I had illnesses that took me out of the office and off my game for a month on and off and I was planning and had a wedding right after.  I feel like my work has been slow and sub-par though others tell me it isn't.  Now that it's all over I feel like I'm outside the work group with nothing to do.  I volunteer for extra work and when I'm bored I do more training I'm feeling a little down lately.  Thoughts?  Advice?  Am I just too in my head?",0.20595744680850814,2.1940559787234086,2.3029503546099304,95.29400000000004,84.95744680851064,5.745815602836879,20.038297872340426,7.03164865440522,0.2773182978723403,507,15,119,7,15,170,84,141,0.123,0.743,0.134,-0.343,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,7,5,7,0,1,11,0,12,2,1,0,1,18,23,10,1,0,2,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,10,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,9,4,14,5,18,13,3,20,1,0,0,0,5,11,0,0,11,77,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16955529320523702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16357299787348975,0.0,0.3509343684057928,0.371874038008688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17807481425736554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19573068086984552,0.18372564471285435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543096585587324,0.17390601747650725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13849674609667253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649079375154116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14817950156364468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19875902154065825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15165836567888488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17047604145564824,0.1377502635658602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19277977962409132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5052793074823758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173694528277436
anxiety,Nalotaib,2019/04/17,"Anxiety makes me think I have made a terrible job for getting a really good, full-time job. Hi, 

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I graduated high school in 2010 and went to college, but I flanked out due to massive depression and anxiety, but mostly the cause was depression. I did nothing, no school, mostly 2 part time jobs that pays poorly. In 2017, my mom encouraged me (in her own way, I suppose) to go back to college and pursue a less harder major in the same field, during the application process I was almost crying every day since I had already failed college and I didn't think I would ever make it (I'm done with my second year with amazing grades btw). 

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Anyway, I needed a job. I applied almost everywhere and by somehow I landed a Sales Officer job which pays so well, my first a full time job. The same way, my mother encouraged me to get it. I just finished the medical check up (I got accepted!) and now I have this feeling like I made a terrible mistake. I don't know how to describe it, in my mine I think this is a good chance for me since I'm 26 (no longer entry-level/young!) and with no experiences/degree(yet), this job would be great to start making a good amount of money and actually start my career. However, my heart I feel so anxious I think i'm gonna explode, I feel like this is a terrible mistake. UGH how do I deal with it? I don't want to stay doing nothing or do part time jobs like the past 2 years, but my stupid anxiety makes me feel like I should stay and not get a job.",4.4281772575250855,5.169231173913044,5.5528745819398,81.87881020066892,70.03678929765886,8.655585284280939,29.331270903010033,8.841846274778883,2.2250747826086963,1167,43,234,20,20,388,154,299,0.16699999999999998,0.669,0.163,-0.3099,10,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,0,0,0,2,11,23,1,0,17,0,19,2,1,9,1,54,48,17,0,7,6,2,4,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,10,14,0,0,10,0,6,2,7,10,1,2,10,4,39,13,23,33,11,31,0,3,0,0,7,10,0,6,19,147,49,20,0.0,0.0,0.06892535130936757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145283913655898,0.0,0.0779427074570113,0.0,0.0,0.15305661616424165,0.17164800483138748,0.0,0.0,0.16209682175379098,0.0797925598088789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05431063017567933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255716050490049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758448117227304,0.04555094297645077,0.07281712571168339,0.12166819571632664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227970413216747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06388949024582201,0.059509390919068386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14285196827107302,0.15137570742864867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06007841703797433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070483931925752,0.0,0.04014104093158362,0.1777249802746732,0.05648980393950365,0.07787056978604473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369769129236407,0.0,0.07462518722889537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6308104281388771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038816772451547764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13802632266347076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366490707279235,0.18858609910282176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115297548111503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272179424309259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05237175139539317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13554407734109142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15297227868819066,0.0674249723975963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045247819733335665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14296403007910036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685285035080367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998551220363272,0.15056580609693182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810291413001278,0.0,0.0,0.1235559457519488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041659802761614184,0.1121266862557862,0.0,0.0,0.06350546024776449,0.06547534439478178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034801166514376,0.0,0.17164800483138748,0.09096767942537047
anxiety,Hogmoth12,2019/04/17,Feeling guilty as I should Should I feel bad for looking at my phone for 2 questions on my certification exam? Test was 200 questions. Exam was based off pass or fail not percentages. I ended up passing though. Not trying to rationalize my actions. I just got so nervous.,3.0838666666666685,6.0496787199999975,4.18,79.93666666666667,81.8,5.7333333333333325,28.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,1.9189333333333327,216,10,36,3,6,70,39,50,0.232,0.74,0.028,-0.9009,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,10,8,4,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,3,3,7,0,8,3,0,8,0,1,1,0,3,4,0,3,1,25,7,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26022634968381925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760417207395776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151732783842021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492661027828405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26171919289999146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6982698218412805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30620821275281457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21159933920886173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ice_cold_sandwich,2019/04/17,"First FT job making me anxious. So I finally got out of the delivery grind and took a 1st level help desk roll at a large insurance company.

The job consists of using a computer 100% of the time and also talking to customers (internal employees) in the phone via a headset. My training was quite bad since we did not have any computers to train on. Of course the next class that started Monday does....

So here I am feeling unprepared. So unprepared intact that my manager moved me to the ""easier"" project which had a more narrow scope since I was ""doing tickets and learning a little slow.""

Some days I feel fine, even with hard tickets that I have to escalate to 2L (which is to be expected for about 40% of them). However, maybe 3 days out of the week, especially right towards the start of the shift I get bad anxiety. I feelike puking right now  and that's after taking 1.5mg of klonopin and over 900mg of Gabapentin so far.

It usually mellows out (unless I make some fuck up during the day which has been rare tbh).

I hate to say it but I miss being outside, moving. On the other hand it's not bad getting paid $13 an hour to sit here and spend more time on my phone or reading than taking call. I live in fear of a tough call coming in at all times though - which sucks because that's the job.

This gig is supposed to run til June and maybe into early July. Should I just get over my fears, or look into some other job(s)? I got a call back for doing park security or maintenance which pays a lot less @ $10 an hour. The hours are 1st shift as well  instead dif my current 11:30-8pm.

I feel shitty. Anxiety sucks, man.",4.0443167701863345,5.148712686335408,5.0047826086956535,84.11630434782609,71.20496894409938,8.208695652173914,27.66459627329193,8.587818076936951,1.920613664596274,1263,44,254,21,23,413,198,322,0.138,0.813,0.05,-0.9797,7,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,1,0,1,2,15,14,4,2,24,0,17,2,1,3,1,37,41,20,0,2,8,0,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,16,15,0,1,4,3,3,5,2,11,1,1,9,7,23,3,45,29,8,54,0,1,1,1,11,23,3,7,25,161,39,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782809312116441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06618206336419293,0.0,0.14890160087824306,0.10994576974274163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483434613679342,0.2437785528303336,0.05932637817487608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981288758891177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383398917336883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18829325065078306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516683698202576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428003590851403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21902784000365366,0.14762626034728193,0.0,0.0,0.1066111170746952,0.0,0.08278175085480237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997230272780983,0.15253964532978814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556740375699585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718108783145177,0.09608498670978206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06523265454699513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875266815394081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3863069063058172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975418666024734,0.08593680524054757,0.0,0.0817256799328778,0.0,0.0,0.08273939165385161,0.0,0.0,0.12992592215554852,0.0,0.19554536869130826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068750368576817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035026852186001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035135606879084,0.0973479925963894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16622432489082284,0.0,0.07739408703587299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16101095903208393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776953802060435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634754692603494,0.07822346059319668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561803286554416,0.0,0.17024712071561882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812794071537844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405466340756057,0.10718605455551083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806556207065211,0.0,0.08750385658175876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dperry1973,2019/04/17,"I’m intimidated by an instructor who’s class I’m in I’m taking a class about mythology. The teacher is an ex-cop/military and is very gruff with his students, I had a panic attack in his Monday class and tonight I’m seeing him for futoring. I told him that I have Dyslexia and other issues, he didn’t seem to underhand or care. I don’t think I’m going to pass this class and it’s only offered on time a year at this school. 

What can I do to break the tension? How do I de-escalate my own anxiety when sitting across from him. He is very intimidating",1.5052272727272715,3.442946905172416,4.0865203761755495,84.54688087774295,79.94827586206897,7.321630094043888,24.33855799373041,8.296473431620573,1.5850103448275858,435,16,92,9,11,153,77,116,0.153,0.8170000000000001,0.03,-0.9061,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,2,7,0,10,0,0,1,0,9,22,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,3,1,12,1,13,19,1,14,0,0,1,0,10,5,0,2,5,57,19,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20343047371976627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025259608927142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27112636338973617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113024827938565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27755466845440674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20224653041203675,0.0,0.3120035076564036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691284139554525,0.2119063128568857,0.24208643866658225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999411062291616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17039281017352628,0.0,0.0,0.1550619210374793,0.0,0.0,0.25410095551054324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4388288793339879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124578309251914
anxiety,yourlydontneedtoknow,2019/04/17,literally nothing and everything at the same time everything is so stagnant right now but I’m still just so aNxiOuS and it never stops and everything is closing in and shjcjsjskkakxkxmmx,5.53125,9.165059625000003,4.861250000000002,74.45875000000002,77.75,8.200000000000001,36.125,8.841846274778883,4.2810375,156,9,22,4,4,47,25,32,0.1,0.851,0.049,-0.4134,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,10,3,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,5,18,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199495039123794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7635993813120036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21843093413450745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717500253621248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418619216156791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261738627881181,0.2367783256035697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16514348223045733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bkbrnhrdt,2019/04/17,"Drinking water soothing? So... I'm gonna start by saying that I tend to drink a lot of water. Today, since 7 this morning I have already gone through 6 cups of water, and I'll probably at least go through 4-6 more today. I actually use a sports hydrator mix in my water because without it I'm peeing a lot. It helps the water absorb and not just go through me. And I'm not sure what my issue is. I don't drink because I feel thirsty or dehydrated. I feel like I drink because it helps soothe my anxiety and stress. At work I drink a lot more than I would at home though. And I work at a dog kennel so it's not that hard just tedious. Even before this job I've always downed so much water. I love the feeling of drinking. Like I'll usually down a whole glass of water in a few minutes. I see other people take sips of theirs, so I kinda feel weird about it. I was just wondering if anyone experiences the same thing as I do?",2.064355670103094,3.5205183608247417,4.040811855670103,87.687918814433,76.73195876288659,6.499484536082474,24.496134020618552,7.1686216300943375,0.9590010309278352,718,24,154,8,16,245,110,194,0.046,0.8270000000000001,0.127,0.9256,1,0,6,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,2,10,6,0,1,10,0,6,15,1,1,1,27,24,13,0,2,9,0,5,2,0,2,0,1,1,0,12,5,13,0,5,7,0,3,5,2,0,0,2,7,20,4,22,20,10,15,0,0,1,1,5,8,0,7,6,99,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.10639189758068383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031092176385512,0.0,0.09071687267474524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340321875075614,0.0,0.0,0.07623225938408476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993804311340588,0.0,0.09277156881898146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6408132923079358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200945946266997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664659302710236,0.0,0.0,0.22050365632927169,0.07788691415183024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392193683297655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766427353969294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615325355230624,0.0,0.1093601673486851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379294510361855,0.1081897011903103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652743950725864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780654421729182,0.09839860200057646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014533548572562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558365662580882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754653320746873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670042407866607,0.0,0.0,0.08687817632581045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018594936667401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771678937563526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488685897947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275402338061077,0.0,0.08197263426260527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07243083765705634,0.0,0.1071157283006381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066843977865524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416190877537152,0.12007475947063485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172163189715475,0.0,0.10509544350824293,0.11823210014061125,0.1587418400675901,0.0,0.0,0.07744766748872743,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,brigg_fit,2019/04/17,"Does eating trigger panic attacks for you? I get this terrible feeling sometimes after eating. I notice it more with big meals or not healthy food, but its what feels exactly like a panic attack. My ears get plugged and i have to pop them every 10 seconds, my head gets a ton of pressure and my palpitations get between 115-130. I thought i was having a gluten reaction and cut gluten out. While i do feel better on other symptoms i had that would link to an intolerance, i still get that panic attack feeling sometimes after eating. I tried looking it up and didn't really find any credible, super helpful sources so am turning to people of reddit for their experiences.",5.748604444444448,7.328751736000004,6.346666666666668,74.2977777777778,67.64,8.115555555555558,33.08888888888889,8.515128840125781,2.9261022222222226,537,24,86,8,9,175,92,125,0.212,0.6559999999999999,0.132,-0.8896,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,2,2,2,12,4,4,4,0,8,8,2,1,1,19,20,8,0,1,3,0,4,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,8,6,5,0,7,0,0,0,2,9,0,1,4,6,15,3,14,15,2,8,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,1,5,62,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540988694601932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4286522508913823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107984581278528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991029213091057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3855495438015901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582041869626757,0.0,0.0,0.12285741962521116,0.0,0.0,0.2540213378185846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479287194527428,0.0,0.1518717153193446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280947837963592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889818331257316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418464712089943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06136007708102105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054693783909766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14299238082836596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4420810876801183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.087072758306728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046029635535339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484361838085105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030148023415594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054279249330272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970954510616932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527173925233658,0.13661286217083887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922010833705989,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gamewardenc,2019/04/17,"I had my first anxiety attack last week. I don’t really know where to begin, so I’ll start where it feels relevant to me.

I’ve been overweight for most of my life, not obese but overweight. Just generally unhappy with my body image as far back as the 3rd grade. Ive played a lot of sports, mainly in high school, and my body image would rectify in season and fall back off season. I never really noticed though, as I always felt fat.

I’m currently 22 in university pursuing a biomedical science degree to hopefully go to medical school. I’ve got a job that I work 4 out of 7 days a week and have class 5 out of seven (the work thing is relatively new). I’ve had jobs before but this is the most I’ve worked while pursuing my degree.

On March 23rd this year I was prescribed phentermine (a high strength appetite suppressant that is a relative of amphetamines). On Thursday, April 4th I began a cocaine binge thru Tuesday, April 9th when I had my first attack. I thought I was dying. I thought I had done it, coke plus amphetamines, I was having a heart attack. Nope. Went to the ER and told them everything. Had all the tests done: echocardiogram, ekg, blood work, 36 hour observation, iv fluids. The works. Nothing was wrong with my heart.

Fast forward to yesterday April 16th. It was 9am and I was on my way to class, I was having coffee, no other stims in my system and I was in a great mood. It all happened again, I had parked my car and was trying to calm myself down, walked into the lecture hall but couldn’t quite handle it. This is all so new to me. I made my way to the clinic/counseling center on campus where they tried to talk me down but it just kept escalating. They called the EMTs, my dad came, and I was again feeling like I’m going to die. The paramedics did the tests, blood pressure, heart rate, blood oxygen levels. All was well. Heart rate was a bit elevated, but otherwise I was okay. They said it was probably just an anxiety/panic attack. I didn’t go tot the hospital and spent the entire rest of the day at home fighting with the attack trying to not let it escalate. I don’t know what to do, I’ve never been an anxious person before. I feel like I’ve done this to myself, like I broke something. I don’t know what to do.",2.670855704697985,4.6631937785234925,4.079211968680088,85.72056291946309,76.53914988814319,7.333534675615213,22.808109619686803,8.238735603445708,1.290529351230425,1757,52,355,32,40,580,224,447,0.103,0.8059999999999999,0.092,-0.7277,3,0,2,0,2,0,64.0,0,0,4,9,15,20,6,1,27,1,43,17,10,1,6,52,70,23,2,3,10,1,4,3,0,1,7,1,1,1,18,17,5,2,9,2,1,9,11,9,2,3,39,5,47,10,47,28,10,70,0,1,0,0,11,26,0,4,37,229,65,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06326519861925839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05816471670788734,0.08589517523785853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4324901891627553,0.0,0.11692872386579092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939625351937414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300788669024656,0.1689101153708661,0.0,0.0,0.07763776662464425,0.08696101788138838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980694500485637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15781963112150627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334231863513512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06833318160863812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533307313150752,0.10863538277655922,0.07300320170424468,0.0,0.0,0.12934654990015054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296332046486655,0.0,0.06081020110343684,0.08382618948013645,0.0,0.0,0.06723536068514106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603959004589709,0.0,0.16066519358539755,0.07626687852386695,0.07551750910876605,0.074876777142572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15090121016194782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535655504272086,0.06197670182476658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777484659096064,0.053704060836981135,0.1114370362444818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06464018180790967,0.0,0.07194386696998792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765948267894189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728202816648722,0.14686548192946214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729553125225804,0.08656359793472301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638871741899109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819759825389797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087000941998115,0.0,0.0,0.09741683721978857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232439625605472,0.0,0.0,0.15389806325010716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05853359582507376,0.0,0.0,0.05381625249615327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061112108915931475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05051266865164561,0.0,0.07470162524763663,0.12072275351768062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726523898913684,0.0,0.15486339570834365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070224827790815,0.12197750126795152,0.0,0.06836242188003608,0.0704829647528504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27676312423902794,0.0,0.0,0.05401136438907098,0.08312969203378967,0.0,0.048962489635243335
anxiety,rukialookalike,2019/04/17,"A lot of change at once I am a recent college graduate. I’m trying to find a new job before my parents move out of state. My car is going to die soon. I’ll be moving away from my childhood home to live with my boyfriend. 

I’ve started saving but it feels like everything is happening at once and I’ve been having issues handling the stress.  I’ve been trying to keep things in perspective. but something else gets put on my plate and it goes right out the door.

Any words of advice would be helpful thank you.",2.6749406688241635,4.5624443689320415,3.537411003236248,90.08490830636462,76.18446601941747,6.131175836030206,23.09492988133765,6.937597516519254,0.6977344120819842,402,12,82,4,9,128,74,103,0.058,0.845,0.097,0.6187,2,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,5,0,9,0,0,0,0,14,17,4,1,1,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,5,0,1,2,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,2,1,7,3,16,12,1,19,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,1,6,46,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344465428196273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137426177602709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15714638938894693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232604353874806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769390299405819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17358959845700248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972436860590914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503226116097097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457174269740246,0.11949066374313608,0.0,0.0,0.1528727202686409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738650972825644,0.0,0.0950577811803024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14790757246745204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211093330222503,0.0,0.16777553875200935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17457611060584188,0.16597986126656622,0.14866848053456366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171484640388718,0.0,0.14769375104286833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14219857345356066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3555420765889292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16154086696414374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562531398143263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18572257028409034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681426189923701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651491909111058,0.0,0.0,0.14283922929747506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876501260728654,0.0,0.0,0.11838757440860433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19159590330106355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15399064715694122,0.0,0.0,0.1111201921575888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271172856056344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881679091234452,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,stirls101,2019/04/17,"My long-distance partner is suffering, and I don't know how to ""be there"" without actually being there. Hey team,   


I just found this community and it seems like a wonderful source of help. So I come to you, hat in hand, looking for just that. A little bit of background: I've been a long-distance relationship with my partner for about a year and a half. She lives in Australia, I live in America (so it's about as long a distance as long-distance gets). She's suffered from anxiety all her life, but it seems to have gotten a lot worse recently (at least since I've known her). We've planned for a long time to finally unite in Canada where I have a job waiting for me, but due to visa reasons, we had to delay for about half a year. We're now a few weeks away from being able to try again, but she's falling apart with fear and doubt about money/job/friends/purpose. I've been admittedly awful at dealing with that fear and doubt (I've been a pretty happy-go-lucky person throughout my entire life), and I think I've only made things worse with my inability to relate or do the right thing.   


I'm really concerned for her, and I don't know how to help. I've lost her trust at this point, she believes that I don't care about how she's feeling. But I do, I just don't know how to show it. Talking on the phone & texting is only making her feel more alone and dividing our relationship even further. And it's certainly not helping her feel more confident.  


I know that if we can get through this and move together things will be so much easier. Not only will I be able to express my love and appreciation for her more easily, but she can stop *waiting* and actually start getting a few wins. But I'm desperately trying to get to that point, and I don't know what I can do from a million miles away to help. So please Reddit, if there's any help you can offer. Suggestions to help inspire confidence in herself and her situation, or even just some advice on how to ""be there"" for her when I'm not actually there. Thank you in advance.",5.4586817440912805,5.393004374083134,6.202949266503669,80.9435763039935,67.60635696821517,9.359453952730238,30.97809698451508,9.075114841892004,2.3656136104319483,1595,57,331,26,24,525,188,409,0.138,0.6920000000000001,0.171,0.9618,2,1,0,0,0,0,60.0,3,3,0,5,29,15,0,4,16,1,28,4,1,8,2,73,61,36,0,2,18,0,4,1,2,2,2,0,0,3,17,21,0,4,17,2,1,4,9,7,0,3,8,5,42,8,55,45,11,40,0,3,1,1,43,21,0,11,16,222,59,2,0.16634606166567026,0.0,0.24349464071672725,0.0,0.0,0.08127572312136193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614217626914569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901179441580516,0.0,0.056560513091084175,0.0,0.06362714093252238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15628760071239942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370752389066808,0.0,0.0,0.09080340804333308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480044812600182,0.0,0.0,0.07164620141903247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574774267312472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987000488310343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871855663318759,0.12616435037711168,0.0,0.0,0.09111198981174196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119493530782738,0.0,0.0,0.17381790307961809,0.0,0.0472691501455479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344947761300264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650727985847896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22854861291527945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749514279195288,0.04063414163285902,0.08336122723370552,0.14688662005191372,0.3680275749220743,0.06984439823648977,0.0,0.0907931882592976,0.07071073651834736,0.07506690761856354,0.0787003328137817,0.0555186439300864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839976902819037,0.06114174767371696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897705136060446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262348238987887,0.0,0.09129901146205474,0.15725079607283132,0.0,0.0,0.08461687360132562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05328277331868755,0.08551572814487833,0.08212333387822067,0.17859341695320774,0.0,0.07102931388152156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15143520701927568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06880159059130643,0.09348997146949176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058870299312721024,0.0,0.0,0.06953637801803852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06685133164502029,0.0,0.0765745521417649,0.0,0.0,0.16576939779405306,0.05329391977789051,0.0,0.0,0.048498863138422256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293805662872583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671638841421923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017583368632633,0.09019760401425238,0.0,0.0,0.16952084817894725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712140984282806
anxiety,swaeter,2019/04/17,does anyone else watch TV/youtube to hear/see other people without actually socializing? i’m introverted and agoraphobic. but i still like being connected with humanity and “interacting” with other people indirectly makes me feel less cripplingly alone and isolated. sometimes i’ll just put something on in the background while i do other things. i just want to hear human voices without the anxiety of being around other people,7.9703286384976515,11.015302676056345,8.470070422535214,55.412899061032896,64.49295774647888,10.930516431924882,35.77699530516432,10.864195022040775,5.226491079812206,354,17,43,11,6,117,53,71,0.071,0.8370000000000001,0.092,0.114,0,1,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,15,8,5,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,10,6,1,6,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,1,3,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.1931865141833383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20503334334528206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15144364813974634,0.0,0.0,0.13842261293970196,0.20283982940985829,0.0,0.17623194396124833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732416094522413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16537540895251449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009769000178734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4462447287721586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671631567468207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214401674060186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4117346382048581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19901077138976636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20180167305309588,0.0,0.15240409980857922,0.19579369454271067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809611210486907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315199875604667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116765630122916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3816648231602845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lemonyellowdavintage,2019/04/17,Anyone here take Propranolol for anxiety / panic attacks? Was prescribed 40mg of it (at two pills a day). Just curious about people's experience on it! Thanks in advance.,3.515000000000001,6.713554833333338,5.035,72.3225,84.0,8.333333333333334,30.83333333333333,8.841846274778883,3.8053333333333335,135,7,20,4,4,45,29,30,0.231,0.622,0.147,-0.4574,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710514597070265,0.0,0.0,0.2477466156860225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4030866261079423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285050894499063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465899175805517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4157145418659243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456387267216161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664022145153473,0.0,0.0,0.32620739876476434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461161283369468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,little-squirrel,2019/04/17,"(Advice pls) Anxiety affecting my uni grades and stopping me from attending classes Hi, first time poster (on mobile) so sorry if I do anything wrong. Also wasn’t sure whether to add the work/school flair or advice one so I put advice in the title I hope that’s ok. TL:DR at the end. 

Basically I’m a first year uni student, and I’m stuck in a loop of being too anxious to go to class, but then being anxious because I’m missing it, but the more classes I miss the more anxious I am to attend the next one. I’d honestly just stop attending all together and just complete the coursework online but I have a group assignment coming up. 


Full story: the first week of this class I missed because it was super early and I had a completely messed up sleep schedule. The second week I was stressed because of missing the first class, but made it on the train. On the train I had a panic attack and had to get off halfway through my trip and have someone pick me up. Week 3 I forced myself to go, and sat in the back corner trying to be as invisible as possible because the whole time I was stressed someone would say to me “where were you the first couple weeks?” I felt sick the entire time. 

Week 4, I missed the lecture and no info was posted for it online. Due to my bad track record, I was too nervous to reach out to my tutor and ask what I had missed. So then I didn’t attend the class out of fear of being asked about the lecture.  I’ve managed to attend a couple more classes but missed more than I’ve gone to. 
I’m doing well in the class quizzes which I do on time, with my grade for all of them currently at 92%. So I somewhat know whats going on without attending. 

Now it’s gotten to the point where I have a late assignment - because I missed the explanation of it, thought I’d figure it out on my own because again I was too anxious to ask my tutor. Turns out it was a lot tricker than I thought so I’m still desperately trying to finish it. Every time I sit down to work on it I get really worked up thinking about the mess I’ve caused myself, so it takes even longer to complete an already late assignment. 

I’m also now terrified of my next class, which I’m sure will be before I submit. I’m terrified my tutor will ask me about it, or ask about my poor attendance. I also don’t want to miss another class because of a group assignment coming up, and I don’t want to miss being put in a group because that would mean talking to the tutor (which I’m sure it’s clear by now I’m so anxious to talk to).  But I also haven’t made friends yet so I don’t have anyone who can help
me get up to speed or add me to their group if I miss that class. 


I know I’ve caused this mess for myself, and I’ll wear the mark reduction for having a late assignment. I’m already upset enough at myself and feel really disappointed in myself, but my anxiety is stopping me from reaching out for the help I need. I’m worried I’ll be told it’s too late or my current behaviour isn’t good enough and tough luck. I don’t need someone else making me feel terrible when I already do. My current thought is why would my tutor want to help me when in their eyes it probably looks like I just don’t care?
I just want to magically be up to date, be in my group, and feel confident walking into class without having to talk to my tutor at all. But I know that’s not realistic, and I don’t know what to do.  I’m stuck in a loop I can’t seem to get out of. 


TL:DR; 
Missed a few classes, which made me anxious to attend future classes, resulting in missing a few more, which made me anxious to attend etc etc etc it’s a loop. 
Now struggling to do work on time because too anxious to ask for help due to being embarrassed of my track record so far. Terrified of talking to my tutor because I know I should’ve reached out before this started causing work to be late (but of course anxiety dropped me from reaching out in the first place).",4.188265422696116,4.5773707549505005,5.336831683168317,84.47583777608533,70.41089108910893,8.096572734196497,28.904798172124906,8.012643519586192,1.7644292840822544,3062,108,643,38,52,1018,273,808,0.196,0.715,0.08900000000000001,-0.9981,3,0,0,0,0,0,71.0,0,1,3,11,40,43,1,8,43,1,55,4,3,11,7,103,134,50,0,12,23,0,4,1,1,5,1,1,0,0,32,29,0,3,17,0,1,19,15,30,1,9,28,7,81,13,115,90,20,123,0,14,2,0,28,48,0,11,54,426,113,36,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133873539881175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15118146740061558,0.14607707661374214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047885025861567884,0.10480362723363293,0.4127187493869061,0.0,0.031930891138797934,0.0,0.03757941784038426,0.0,0.25615057404232144,0.0519519313800427,0.0,0.03511451352452242,0.03812939615855755,0.2783771110894189,0.0,0.07771719974373059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04655976691910847,0.14073539851823694,0.0,0.07867483043846805,0.1436405259391144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010576340283472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038148276991398763,0.0,0.04044672700961199,0.0943708498164575,0.1527897596825823,0.030162115482913726,0.0,0.03847576994603673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05138720685817423,0.06927065689948743,0.0,0.043846744047586685,0.0,0.0,0.2330620411644443,0.0,0.0,0.035281617487654925,0.0,0.09543488545874466,0.0,0.07785951590624515,0.0383026686998692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243645056476253,0.0,0.0,0.045356872242643516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254848338915572,0.0,0.2575674933336876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02231021421694411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038348133463450784,0.0,0.0,0.038823797323345205,0.0,0.1728419711566306,0.030482564398821806,0.0,0.0,0.04974391405612055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06772186464151836,0.0,0.0,0.09713311140019408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061889241176605436,0.0,0.0,0.053579483797909236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04771149277579799,0.0,0.04316934977817834,0.05148181499230527,0.043735626849881366,0.0,0.04923592172022625,0.0,0.0,0.09181435231919724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058509915014496275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036315620516968086,0.0,0.04621666468879273,0.0,0.0415728224200414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04569921150873975,0.0,0.11607855029463518,0.0,0.0,0.051119607865042216,0.03232279398318404,0.0,0.03646911178657482,0.11453704400623915,0.10462102870775992,0.04774026078614013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911964939050868,0.0,0.03433532315777331,0.1468191495874783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02926107748130408,0.0,0.10876166148823578,0.15977008236169654,0.0,0.0,0.04363604156592879,0.0,0.06200874770281085,0.04967174692099585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774050698875656,0.0,0.18315348343650384,0.0,0.0410594267740561,0.0,0.041206671363739684,0.050984717083648684,0.0,0.08804123590087354,0.0,0.16622780353499908,0.04637627518833322,0.0,0.0973199427453674,0.04992885577987397,0.0,0.029407556118792876
anxiety,bleachy911,2019/04/17,"Weak and Shaky I am currently in my second period right now, i have so much notes to write down, i feel so overwhelmed. My hands can’t won’t allow me to write. i constantly have to take pictures and do them later. i feel so weak and tired. 

i drag myself out of bed everyday and it become a routine, i hate this, i recently got prescribed paroxetine. i can’t sleep, even if i can, i would wake up 3 hours later. my whole body feel numb.",1.154,3.1919117333333347,2.9944444444444467,91.40500000000002,81.66666666666666,6.666666666666668,20.0,7.793537801064563,0.6953333333333336,336,9,74,6,9,112,62,90,0.223,0.737,0.04,-0.945,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,5,6,1,2,1,0,9,8,4,1,0,14,15,8,0,2,1,0,4,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,1,4,17,0,8,12,2,14,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,2,9,50,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776162516179933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27921322599609144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716395515205948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660262199638675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3812977019450393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20104198480099134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481738989910957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475468855404492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18478443245819728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24819561461088865,0.0,0.0,0.21466693303459847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251549575374558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889974832286617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28891058468658115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806434402162726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17856464378597026,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hrist0,2019/04/17,"Is this what an anxiety attack feels like? My mum walks into my room to tell me to go do something. And then she leaves the door open and walks away. This sounds really silly but I hate having my door wide open, especially as I live in the smallest room in the house where my bed takes up like 80% of the room. I just started feeling really exposed, my heart started beating heavily. I started to struggle with breathing, I completely blanked out what my friends were talking about in discoed. And I just started feeling imminent fear over what seems like nothing. This happened like 15 minutes ago and my hands are still shaking. Since I’ve had a sandwich in hopes to ease the stress but I still feel like so anxious and paranoid. I’ve never told anyone about this because I don’t want to be viewed as someone who “self diagnoses “ themselves with random shit. But this time I’m really concerned and scared. Any help?",4.650363336085881,6.649769184971099,4.507898431048719,84.75261560693643,71.02312138728323,7.023781998348472,31.43228736581337,7.7094869923839395,2.1767790255986785,731,33,132,9,14,224,111,173,0.204,0.629,0.16699999999999998,-0.9004,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,8,16,3,5,7,0,8,6,4,0,1,26,25,13,0,2,5,1,5,5,1,0,1,1,6,1,9,12,1,0,5,0,0,4,2,8,0,0,3,7,17,8,21,21,0,30,0,0,1,0,9,16,1,3,15,79,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627879327443764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920355220608607,0.0,0.10034857673158104,0.1481905022681907,0.0,0.09172066551875452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14923058991524182,0.12324330515585515,0.0,0.0,0.07996311090511887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375345750852046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13313994442047347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476084332157816,0.26530424614519443,0.18742300592757746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134554098347227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454982057810179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599768953870783,0.0,0.0,0.1295082336889551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15544310072282255,0.08792389069834826,0.0,0.0,0.13028645175798248,0.0,0.15135842977342706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889546894341473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204275895322111,0.0,0.115829998386647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117030795324294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586602653659773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521023444623504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132913819963649,0.0,0.0,0.11941686573307278,0.1368442160804092,0.0,0.13464933401124993,0.10850938124075844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114421913246324,0.10098498478943446,0.0,0.0,0.37138558553550505,0.0,0.20951317577718076,0.0,0.15026061030712765,0.13713267419659353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862733480074833,0.10543356003223683,0.11465280120846845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648924370500516,0.0,0.0,0.12534340979190395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737046048434207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sierrabananas,2019/04/17,"My mental illness is not me I am not my fear of outer space, or my fear of commitment. This is all my mental illness trying to take control of who I really am. I am me and I am great.",-0.3369512195121942,1.2467610975609773,3.373353658536587,89.13368902439026,84.36585365853658,6.051219512195122,20.006097560975608,7.1686216300943375,0.4958731707317071,139,4,32,2,4,52,24,41,0.112,0.6409999999999999,0.247,0.7619,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,6,2,0,1,2,7,7,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,10,1,4,7,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,27,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310624038955764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6232936292145258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053393990297185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5582028341302528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17742186968378545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20823264670064276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18803151485448372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bohemiangrrl,2019/04/17,"Anxiety caused by suicidal thoughts. (**TRIGGER WARNING**) Anyone else?  I haven't been having problems with my anxiety for YEARS, but recently had a bad down swing with my depression and have been severely suicidal which seems to have re-lit my anxiety fires.  I just have these days of ""I can't cope"" that just goes from kind of apathetic to terrified in seconds.  Like I'm just laying in bed wanting to fade away and die and then I'm shaking and feel like I can't breathe and feel like dying is the only thing that will stop it.

I know depression and anxiety can go hand in hand but I've never had them mixed together so badly.",2.8407923497267724,5.242135237704922,4.043852459016397,84.17812841530056,77.77049180327869,8.32896174863388,27.37978142076503,9.075114841892004,2.546178142076504,497,21,96,13,12,162,80,122,0.354,0.527,0.12,-0.9913,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,4,10,0,1,2,0,14,3,3,2,1,24,23,10,4,2,5,0,5,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,8,0,1,5,0,0,2,4,6,0,1,5,5,9,4,15,17,0,14,0,2,0,0,1,5,0,1,10,61,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4643383983030778,0.0,0.0,0.1061037144358106,0.15548080533118766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14256953307549314,0.0,0.2534016695012782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15588403583309413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786304725489778,0.0,0.2613956947710324,0.0,0.31497494909059504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12676357419901174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15345378172077154,0.2168134845857031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624024726731222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15801918875324944,0.08339514812398778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224049984687193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703518943894893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540899978835745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519958386291865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14982999690636173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814305586313785,0.0,0.17142879029315788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686571296255375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319690587257614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008127133736157,0.0,0.0,0.1204686732350569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950320190730852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771888053860743
anxiety,ihavebeenlifting123,2019/04/17,"Does getting into a new relationship give anyone else intense anxiety? I've been seeing this girl for about 2 months.

Every time I see her I'm a wreck before hand. Intense anxiety, obsessive thoughts, worried I'll ruin it. 

Despite this it has always ended fine and we keep seeing eachother but I convince myself the moment our date/hangout is over that she is not going to contact me again.

I don't feel like I'm not being genuine but for some reason I don't feel entirely comfortable around her yet and we've hung out like 20+ times. 

I've had:

* Tons of one on one dates (dinners in, dinners out, hang out at eachothers place)
* Met her friends that all like me multiple times
* Met some of her fam out once

We're spending the entire weekend together visiting her friends and I feel so much anxiety around not getting enough sleep, sharing a bathroom, not being able to get away at any point.

It's pretty ridiculous but these are actual things I'm worried about lol",3.564297912713471,5.867912994623659,4.283510436432639,83.83938330170781,74.96774193548387,6.742061986084758,28.683111954459203,7.724431198458867,1.973719544592031,771,33,138,11,17,246,122,186,0.151,0.7070000000000001,0.142,0.302,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,0,0,7,12,1,1,5,1,10,4,2,1,1,27,28,7,0,0,7,0,4,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,9,11,2,1,5,1,1,3,6,3,0,2,5,7,16,9,21,21,6,29,0,1,3,0,18,15,0,2,14,82,25,0,0.13382554261653076,0.0,0.13059442502712862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135357199765286,0.0,0.0,0.09100595805263766,0.0,0.30712852141508395,0.0,0.0,0.09357393099632963,0.13712008318159274,0.0,0.2382662111827404,0.0,0.0,0.12573350255570825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113875680049711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711163417814335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179406873755043,0.0,0.11852970923276565,0.1382775593453515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275379150275201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20299864606369009,0.09560499438485734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20678656451383984,0.0,0.20975496771467603,0.12837765479334876,0.07605613987981426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895029118983112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19614120099952692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681827134636417,0.0,0.0983771719874365,0.0,0.0,0.1292495429787845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251983529337853,0.1813673022184527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398192087194743,0.0,0.1265083940106956,0.0,0.0,0.1361486879920377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759494642244213,0.0,0.1436785499589366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199248930418913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13392218982293233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890774404021838,0.0,0.0,0.10624253237935642,0.23410425028861426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718126691470255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tabrith900,2019/04/17,"I did another dumb gaffe Today was one of the last day of lessons in college (now tyere's Easter break), and i just ruined it by doing a very dumb mistake with one of the few girls in class that actually talks and act in a friendly way to me...
I waited for her to come out of class to greet her and when she did i was struck by her amazing cleavage (i know i'm hopeless, but she's very pretty and often dress in a revealing way), so i think i immediatly looked at her tits when greeting her, sonething she was clearly annoyed by since she pull up her shirt immediatly after. I looked in her eyes for the rest of the exchange but now i fear she hates me, and i'm even more angry at miself since next week we'll finally say goodbye (we're all taking different paths since after the mid-graduation that there is in italian college) and i hate the fact that she'll just remember me as a perv....",8.034505494505495,5.481160884615388,8.324258241758244,75.90199175824178,63.78021978021978,11.2978021978022,35.936813186813175,9.516144504307137,3.0431956043956045,699,24,148,10,8,232,106,182,0.181,0.728,0.091,-0.9493,1,0,0,0,0,1,20.0,1,0,0,1,10,11,5,1,10,0,9,3,3,0,3,24,20,12,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,4,9,0,1,5,0,1,3,0,9,0,2,5,4,27,2,27,13,4,28,0,2,3,1,18,10,3,1,12,99,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.16270798903904954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748347679270774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143626274330275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075294095675278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17420117493569093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101260021429226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18762170895432906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826485617422031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881800300951307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32922991727522083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163245259686242,0.13591017693807242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800285431149805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773231264276886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22596607026120635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16962806206227926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18887672064435512,0.0,0.0,0.13259328925846453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4137713903420375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536295319845414,0.13401419067614734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068361893659531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580440028531953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751454430737421,0.0,0.2646908182796872,0.13374367537872509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Anxiety5,2019/04/17,"My Parents When my parents ask me to do something I will but when ever they ask me to go outside or do something that involves interacting with people or being in a crowded place I can’t do that because my anxiety, but when I try and tell them they just say “get over it” or “stop being a baby” and I don’t know what to do because I don’t like being with people",5.505779220779222,4.272555909090912,6.93568181818182,79.62352272727277,67.83116883116882,8.73896103896104,33.535714285714285,7.1686216300943375,2.1934701298701302,283,11,59,2,4,98,44,77,0.067,0.888,0.045,-0.1531,2,0,2,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,11,0,0,0,1,13,16,10,0,0,6,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,13,1,7,12,0,9,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,3,6,49,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16939299606409375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4140134681010528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26996279114261995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002957007914508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568779824422774,0.0,0.1258435134316262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169188720602553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817929098813976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4917426112391763,0.0,0.0,0.3070227322421984,0.0,0.2313467459470477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17608966194220885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34093456405915723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851250148173832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935391824818104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503361262317664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,urredditm8,2019/04/17,"How to stop anticipating the worst? Hey everyone, I’ve been dating my boyfriend for about 5 months now. We have a great, healthy relationship so far. I know he’s not perfect and that’s okay, but I hate that I anticipate an argument when we haven’t really argued at all. I’m just waiting for something to go wrong and the more we get along, the stronger this feeling gets and I can’t stand it. Any advice on how to shake this feeling? Thanks y’all. Hope everyone has a great day!",1.115624999999998,3.652699312500001,2.5258333333333347,91.2025,87.125,6.116666666666667,22.583333333333336,7.492282038375204,1.0059333333333336,378,14,81,7,12,122,71,96,0.209,0.5579999999999999,0.233,0.4192,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,3,1,0,1,7,11,2,1,6,1,5,0,0,2,2,20,16,8,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,2,3,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,1,2,9,6,9,15,3,12,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,6,48,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21538830005185225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14989067210830145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421503070914765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4212345242631023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228982522804528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303168844588017,0.0,0.12526768761617288,0.0,0.0,0.4860195941145368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21761550645818364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21892316323337405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113505810714205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759342226394966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412043538514381,0.0,0.0,0.2366446646101429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16968726994150127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18427793291613012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20292975540086816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409906702886856,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PygmyPie,2019/04/17,"I see that a lot of people become anti-social when they're anxious. Anyone, like me, become snappy and more outgoing when they're anxious? It took me a long time to realize that I had developed anxiety and even longer to really be able to cope with it and fight intrusive thoughts. But before I learned how to identify I was being anxious I'd act with a shorter temper, I'd be more defensive, snappy, etc. Made a lot of mistakes honestly.

I've also been an outgoing person for as long as I remember, I think that developed from being bullied when I was a kid. So I think I use it as a defense mechanism against my anxiety? Like putting on a mask I guess. 

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Does anyone react similarly? It would just be nice knowing if there are similar people out there.",4.550988943488947,6.0360188040540566,6.161326781326783,74.85296068796072,70.41891891891892,9.706142506142507,32.37346437346437,10.018931242160765,3.578248648648648,605,28,106,16,11,207,91,148,0.14800000000000002,0.727,0.126,-0.5042,0,0,0,0,1,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,10,9,4,0,8,0,11,0,0,4,0,27,20,14,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,7,6,0,2,7,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,7,1,13,4,16,7,5,11,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,4,8,75,20,1,0.1412669087932174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297109592360755,0.0,0.15306263665675998,0.17165475661745705,0.0,0.0,0.2161375971245568,0.4787741907282248,0.0,0.197554214494901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31203640396952104,0.1202077345835548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362362386584362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575499455253305,0.09330546093797228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556214266078514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763659862392099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13803175193836098,0.0,0.0,0.25003353774325104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402001482070581,0.0,0.13367016479110053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19587337478916908,0.12334881583955308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201226151920615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049919911887064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16002786932465402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257143641985634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18103626209384524,0.0,0.11215014591497773,0.08237387055571234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15695273355293549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200925220998148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003519588610808,0.0,0.17165475661745705,0.0
anxiety,courteney_h,2019/04/17,"Anxiety bubbles Does anyone else find that when they get anxiety from a situation, other past situations bubble up and end up coming out rather than just focusing on the current anxiety provoking situation itself?",11.139142857142858,12.243740771428573,11.800714285714287,41.62678571428575,55.57142857142857,16.142857142857142,46.07142857142857,14.554592549557764,8.311000000000002,177,10,20,8,2,61,31,35,0.187,0.813,0.0,-0.5994,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47660791395503,0.0,0.0,0.14520981590133178,0.2127855677662552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17889193249224986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817360739026701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17348417414330153,0.0,0.18393666989584315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898093932322376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850059028880814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982474122268983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7002995832398676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bestdayever31,2019/04/17,"I have a gp appointment in 60 mins - help! Health anxiety sufferer here. My heart rate goes up to 160 when doctors check it - all checked by hospital and OK. But I'm seeing a doctor in France now as I need antibiotics and I am so worried he will check my heart rate, freak out and send me to hospital. Please help me to think rationally.",3.688208955223878,4.984040208955225,4.782268656716422,84.64295522388062,72.28358208955223,9.53910447761194,28.32537313432836,9.888512548439397,2.589808358208955,262,10,56,7,5,86,51,67,0.141,0.7120000000000001,0.147,0.1176,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,1,3,5,2,0,1,8,7,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,1,9,6,1,8,0,1,1,0,4,4,0,0,3,31,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18471864278677044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4942955152013192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566640287183298,0.0,0.5722699719576708,0.32369530863948803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17904186029292574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650540199964315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924148619090069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15471983159826536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24521754169436494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,recluseAbroad,2019/04/17,"anyone ever record themselves? I did for the first time yesterday while talking with a friend, and it was utter cringe. I cant stay still for 2 seconds, always biting a finger, scratching, or moving, how to calm those damn nerves?",5.98,7.565173190476194,5.3223809523809535,81.83928571428571,67.09523809523809,6.552380952380951,25.904761904761905,6.42735559955562,1.1348476190476189,182,5,30,1,3,55,39,42,0.098,0.763,0.14,0.4137,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,3,0,3,1,1,1,1,5,3,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,2,2,2,2,4,1,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,6,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30989489998139874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604144929233622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33688785015388273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167921465439322,0.0,0.0,0.28774156310344584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958383720794311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3969650605092969,0.29742625133711875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993483193521495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171692442578002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,coolcatcoolcat,2019/04/17,"Looking into finally getting some help    I'm not asking for a diagnosis or straight medical advice but had sort of an odd question.

         Would it be good to ask a friend or close work friend to give a testimony for lack of a better term? like verbal or written or whatever or would I even need one?  Is that weird to ask of someone?

         I haven't been to therapy or anything but I really want to get treatment. Preferably sooner than later. and possibly as a preventative method. I haven't been getting my panic attacks as frequently right now but this time last year I was having regular meltdowns and nightmares and I really don't want a repeat when i fall back into that pattern again. I guess i'd say on a scale right now im a 6 or a 7 and last summer it escalated to a 10 during work's busy season and im surprised I didn't get fired. I don't want to be like that again and if I can improve my quality of life right now I think it might be good.

            Honestly I'm kind of worried because I'm not currently experiencing the level of panic attacks I was having last summer, they'll just be like oh you're fine, and send me home. I don't know if going it they'd just take my word for it or would having someone else back me up help at all.",1.7682161458333316,3.727479597656252,4.011406250000004,85.30130208333338,79.1953125,6.9229166666666675,24.338541666666664,7.9370924344782425,1.4119822916666669,971,35,200,17,24,335,140,256,0.103,0.6809999999999999,0.21600000000000005,0.9818,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,3,11,17,2,2,12,0,26,2,0,0,1,46,48,23,0,11,17,0,1,3,2,5,2,1,1,0,9,10,0,1,4,0,0,3,8,5,0,1,7,4,21,12,24,31,4,36,0,0,1,0,13,11,0,15,25,127,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446832199818233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797538468628062,0.0,0.29983095247377584,0.2432443827505432,0.0,0.1644098292588066,0.0,0.06516953918756259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455058899575114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893071137422063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061109152440832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711143652742773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16519222751210716,0.0,0.22341806348318727,0.10255497405236053,0.060757734392739265,0.1793371056302503,0.0,0.0,0.11777015714729708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14331507055016718,0.0,0.10723647758786127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309558966509338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132723065446383,0.058753313214129785,0.2614305183915961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551160382838844,0.15668813869115394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897749882070397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769759540872284,0.0,0.11341147484969698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927021539843103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244297694525152,0.0,0.0,0.2508647535964706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052162429799028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11976035140282355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697477441575134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738940835803325,0.0,0.08501676898432188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811639757942541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038078918526373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222575170536134,0.0,0.0,0.06850171438756028,0.0,0.0,0.062338354631738785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891696258219732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15565919646399168,0.10856928830935576,0.0,0.2278310812859297,0.0,0.0,0.06884462854701141
anxiety,upthefuckingarsenal,2019/04/17,"Young lads can suffer from this too Just a reminder because I do feel like the majority of this user base is women from 18 - 30. Nothing against those people obviously but it's hard not to paint a picture of them being the 'typical anxiety sufferer' when in reality there is nothing of the sort.

I'm a 17 year old boy, left school nearly a year ago (earlier than most people where I'm from), cut off contact with friends, barely speak to family... this illness has taken everything from me and eventually will kill me.",8.02704081632653,7.229019051020413,8.670326530612247,67.81038775510206,62.57142857142857,11.921632653061225,37.967346938775506,11.20814326018867,4.356405714285716,409,18,72,10,5,138,77,98,0.211,0.735,0.054000000000000006,-0.9544,0,0,0,0,0,1,12.0,0,0,1,0,5,6,2,0,7,0,7,1,0,0,1,9,11,3,1,0,3,0,2,1,1,1,1,1,0,2,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,4,2,15,8,2,11,0,2,0,0,6,5,0,2,7,47,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21107490027219386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18215759924584154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14515291382425102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21400273250143248,0.0,0.22447397041840733,0.0,0.12039828097613467,0.17010966131850555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183967337067477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133045926350216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26343936697663983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25871303620296593,0.0,0.0,0.11633113760536322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.456956221349265,0.0,0.24986201582293235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33015841928893325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409854574811565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066769708463445
anxiety,blorgalorp,2019/04/17,"anyone else get chest pain with their anxiety? any good ways to manage it? 

also what does yours feel like? I get a dull ache sometimes in the middle or sometimes on one side or other of my sternum, sometimes just off on a random spot in my pectoral. I don’t see any patterns in side or placement. I’m not sure if i get anxiety because of it or in correlation with it but it sucks.",2.136043956043956,4.007973410256412,3.7326373626373615,88.14807692307693,77.71794871794873,5.995604395604397,25.24542124542125,6.868970318607317,1.004111355311355,298,11,61,3,7,99,54,78,0.173,0.78,0.047,-0.7947,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,0,2,6,1,0,3,0,1,2,1,0,1,13,8,7,0,1,8,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,2,7,3,12,8,0,11,0,1,1,0,2,10,1,6,1,39,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602048516642186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724642791282566,0.0,0.3065057606400046,0.0,0.0,0.14007628840831274,0.2052630696798451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212008844267518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17531125250845653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673510778919195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129351408648853,0.14311670594723325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139944751688349,0.0,0.0,0.16802837240867913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978717439334689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574965945582698,0.0,0.21316660556156944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15963809260969056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5943982730027105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888098599000976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15901364484064512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ryavsart,2019/04/17,"Clonazepam My psych recently prescribed me clonazepam for my acute anxiety because its what’s causing me to self harm a lot. And i just wanted to get some feedback regarding its side effects? I’m already on quetiapine and lamotrigine. The antipsychotic makes me feel super groggy and tired when I wake up the next day. I’m just worried it’s going to make me feel worse. I don’t want to be handicapped by my meds. For those who took anticonvulsants together with antipsychotics, how did it make you feel? Any insights abt this???? Thx!!",3.642810760667903,6.617522520408162,4.380463821892395,79.52492578849724,78.89795918367345,7.645269016697589,29.31725417439703,8.575989854853784,2.766844897959184,429,20,74,10,11,137,73,98,0.14400000000000002,0.782,0.07400000000000001,-0.8044,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,2,4,2,0,0,3,0,3,2,1,6,0,20,16,5,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,4,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,3,11,1,10,13,2,9,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,4,44,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342998200912301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438452360361995,0.0,0.16242381707196307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12942798115511936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21811058670248246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692849648897135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220653178238394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092816241569292,0.0,0.12066605042854098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18050642485193505,0.0,0.0,0.4251746943343124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358390724946267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22580417015327445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20963986694486025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214955173649763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440300028169776,0.0,0.0,0.2358947487405942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504630544805202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156207328838959,0.21637168377329613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DepressiveDinosaur,2019/04/17,"just something I wanted to share with you guys since I was, like, 7, I've never had nails because I always gnawed them.    
but now that I am 17, I was able to get my nails to grow back to a normal size and I'm very happy with it.    
I don't have many friends I can tell this to, so ai thought I'd share here.    
Love you guys",-0.5217261904761905,1.0038228194444443,1.3686507936507937,103.57000000000002,84.69444444444444,4.114285714285715,15.841269841269842,3.1291,-1.3867563492063488,241,4,65,0,7,79,53,72,0.045,0.722,0.233,0.9338,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,1,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,1,9,12,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,0,11,6,7,8,0,4,0,0,0,1,10,0,0,0,4,37,14,0,0.2506608049308109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20856986972085592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19274268662368604,0.0,0.15280050013634544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936599160985336,0.0,0.13095992493315034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4963872114342302,0.0,0.2668330878675765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246020792287905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22623116290127585,0.0,0.0,0.2541307134308186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19332506551110185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455943685040736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20734920809605314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19297093381467012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21908859183173024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19899668003145207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068214153910604,0.1478462371457088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kylecooper3,2019/04/17,"This is my anxiety 
The Door

Knock Knock from the door.
I open,
Look around. 
Nothing is there.
Except an empty room.

I search the room.
Trying to find what isn’t there.
I see another door, and open it.
I see a hallway.

Some say insanity is,
Doing the same thing over and over,
Expecting a different result.

My life is that line.

I still resort back to the room I’m in,
Search yet again,
The knocking sound can be heard,
From another door down the hallway.

But I must not see,
The fog of insanity,
That is becoming me. 

The door is real as I stumble towards it.
I’m afraid to open it.
But rest assured,
I’m really trying to give a shit.

I get the strength and open the door,
For what goes through the door,
Is yet another hallway,
Now I feel the pain of feeling so small. 

I stumbled with dread.
Feeling practically dead.
Somehow, through this insanity,
I go down the hall.
Yet to my utter horror,
I see a third door.

I open it,
and see what I’m looking for.
A box. 

I close my eyes and open it.
Fear leaves my head,
For just a little bit.

This is what I’m supposed to find.
For inside the box,
Is my peace of mind....",-0.032094395280235936,2.2820966460177026,1.9674690265486736,94.37450737463129,91.38938053097344,5.137227138643068,19.922713864306786,6.742157984588678,0.29873262536873124,846,28,188,12,30,280,109,226,0.154,0.7929999999999999,0.053,-0.9764,1,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,0,0,1,13,7,1,3,22,0,14,5,3,1,2,33,33,9,1,2,5,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,11,0,15,14,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,1,14,21,2,27,30,4,28,0,0,8,0,3,20,1,2,7,123,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4220543729999665,0.10263665330388816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943622037373346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316540311673053,0.0,0.0,0.14817585019211355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647456688394692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401749559218227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509740952801215,0.20351514305347465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245250659713175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009621835480279,0.12870429082537216,0.07624965233945022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769306385290647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206246421968172,0.0,0.0,0.0947654417508528,0.0,0.1344696186749325,0.0,0.0,0.22533136589053124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13546945387214082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287359337734299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276212587525447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527103261037685,0.08595020068526278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669421996835644,0.0,0.0,0.5345648163695979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771951195161064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107145172782862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913395531332657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18217986841983805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lunk001,2019/04/17,"Walked up to a group of co-workers who were talking about me and my anxiety. Several hours later, walked up on another group of co-workers talking about me and my anxiety. So I'm beginning to spiral. They weren't talking in a good way, they weren't asking how can we help him.
Later another co-worker tried to help me by telling me ""really a lot of people are just pissed off because your anxiety is so bad you missed work."" I was on intermittent FMLA for my anxiety. I must admit that co-worker being that honest was refreshing.

But they are talking. They are talking about me and my anxiety. Behind my back. 
I'm trying to grab this before I spiral, trying to have good thoughts about this.
At least I'll have something to talk about the next time I see my psychiatrist.
They are talking about me, I was right.

I probably won't sleep for a few days.",3.3258928571428577,5.147995994047619,4.823333333333334,81.85500000000002,74.17857142857143,8.133333333333335,26.880952380952376,8.841846274778883,2.182530952380952,669,25,128,14,14,224,90,168,0.141,0.7959999999999999,0.062,-0.8825,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,1,2,5,1,11,6,1,0,5,0,17,2,2,1,1,11,25,7,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,7,2,27,3,26,15,3,19,0,1,1,0,24,8,1,1,8,92,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22375782647199915,0.4081065603537764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997453355999017,0.0,0.0,0.08204179785329127,0.08908579097141242,0.06504022520212867,0.0,0.09078950768670407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06880938857848609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17898125232586398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430306947025454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507299166777373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070819476609447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347124437293947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739688146010315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503515587850405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835148971493321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111686788887233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502202730590408,0.0,0.0,0.12053487578511254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677196111620688,0.0,0.0,0.08213895230429183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6003012748649702,0.09325605177494804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470383848333353,0.06221465848192221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21731651531853044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468945119951886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3883758163327849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kailaasa-In-Slovenia,2019/04/17,Boost my confidence?? Answer to Is there some ways to boost my confidence? by Kailaasa in Slovenia https://www.quora.com/Is-there-some-ways-to-boost-my-confidence/answer/Kailaasa-in-Slovenia?ch=99&share=5d654060&srid=ZxgWs,36.52,47.86624433333334,13.62777777777778,8.045000000000016,22.33333333333333,9.066666666666668,33.77777777777778,8.841846274778883,4.5943111111111135,210,5,13,3,3,41,14,18,0.0,0.519,0.481,0.9179,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9389901140218088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34394413175588673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LacunaLies,2019/04/17,"Excessive napping while on medication Does anyone else have this problem?

I'm on 20mg of Citalopram (since about mid-February) and, realizing that this is a side effect, start feeling really sleepy after taking them,and most days I end up napping for 3+ hours. I take them in the morning. Could this be why?

It's becoming problematic because I don't fall asleep at night until around 2, 3 am, and that's on a good night. I also notice that my anxiety comes back at night, my mind constantly racing which makes it even harder to fall asleep. I'm in my last semester of college and it just makes me really nervous on days when I have class and only get 1-2 hours of sleep the night before.

Is there anything I can do to get some energy during the day or just resist the urge to lie down? I've tried coffee, energy drinks, etc and they only make the issue worse.  Should I start taking the pills at night, and will this affect how they work?",5.763255131964812,5.842366215053763,6.42067448680352,79.14646627565985,66.95698924731184,9.559335288367548,27.12414467253177,9.339509955726095,2.0803182795698936,740,19,145,13,11,243,120,186,0.079,0.873,0.048,-0.7634,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,3,2,10,3,0,1,8,0,12,6,3,6,0,25,26,12,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,11,8,1,0,3,3,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,1,14,1,22,22,3,36,0,0,0,0,3,13,0,3,20,86,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434277053969824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024883561505176,0.0,0.0,0.08248929416355265,0.12087703013931175,0.09708152645210556,0.10502076472697916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071376752197403,0.0,0.07191509721804623,0.13029164061414306,0.10038612645292916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162308347575186,0.0,0.1274866389018503,0.0,0.09419164632405456,0.0,0.0,0.2282480043891757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323875398666492,0.0,0.0,0.11556838841409565,0.0,0.0,0.09855109990189408,0.0,0.10448884585606948,0.0,0.13157080789310238,0.0779198928664407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05965057023772806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327179197491857,0.0,0.0,0.09894995075140753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232358802181134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313290722626904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616354194652103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362431925833663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884514054452976,0.0,0.0,0.1191188535460998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5535472001699346,0.0,0.0,0.13431276489306587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794471943472348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128839951492903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15115273701994597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975882830554013,0.0,0.11805795474985785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16700344813283854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26610249239684963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800957575492715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645206301474762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858855715886918,0.0,0.12022431729920775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,abitino,2019/04/17,"Just had an anxiety attack Sorry for my English, not my native language. 
Been in treatment for 9 months with psychiatrist and psychologist, it's a 12 month treatment, had to take it since my attacks were really strong, medication has helped a lot (Lexapro and luxes) but last week had a horrible attack that even made me hallucinate, now today just had a very strong panic and anxiety attack that was triggered just by watching a funny YouTube video. Sometimes I want to give up and end everything, makes me feel so sad and it feel like I will never end this and be normal again, was really happy but all of the sudden these events have changed my mind. I'm very religious and that makes me get a little strength when I'm down but I want to give up, please pray for me.",12.878979591836732,7.672205605442178,11.529061224489794,64.76951020408163,57.57142857142857,14.753197278911564,43.68571428571428,11.602472056035307,4.8055779591836725,612,21,114,11,5,195,96,147,0.179,0.639,0.182,0.1234,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,8,11,4,1,8,0,12,1,0,4,2,28,25,12,0,3,7,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,9,3,11,5,13,14,2,18,1,1,1,0,3,5,0,1,14,74,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19682502664508653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5854057086409198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608857849997438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278812765790987,0.0,0.0,0.08496832610138208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561717353847195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300928150088765,0.09190349115332301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06721132071870277,0.24681460916342246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694421599725376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622754150132236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486224878647178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06284909153838543,0.12893535314467225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936875675489884,0.0,0.12172631738614005,0.17174209638662025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12959556649623324,0.0,0.0,0.12989403887241396,0.0,0.20536525563038413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921839056996716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604406941024568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15093633118218808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14121277571426946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648256251101527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641586831411773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723247101703605,0.14400672637541687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967244799695392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193972460173498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122899885356588,0.15175544529253546,0.0,0.10319067252462882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Denvar21,2019/04/17,"What's your Experience Taking Respal ? My uni shrink described me Respal as she noticed I'm not being responsive towards having a progression in my therapy. she described me 0.5 tablet of it. I struggle from great deals of anxiety and OCD with some recurring false memory issues. What was your individual experience on it, and do you recommend me taking it ?",6.550952380952385,8.916979968253969,7.492253968253973,63.78885714285718,66.77777777777777,11.38920634920635,34.822222222222216,11.20814326018867,4.953466031746032,290,14,43,10,5,97,48,63,0.091,0.805,0.104,0.431,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,11,1,8,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,1,33,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063900737637286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781436141244803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5278165167052249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974465347613666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815926613565478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30715987929119504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282045083893502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4056998827017781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085305632776417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ImplymageO_o,2019/04/17,"In honor of my cake day. Tell me about how far you've come! I have grown a lot since last year and I'm sure some of you have too!  Share some of your little acheivements that maybe... you felt too anxious to post about on this sub.  I'll start!

I went from crying over little things and having horrible nightmares about my past to just having some insomnia.  I'm really proud of this.  Not being so depressed all of the time has allowed me to think about the future and what it may bring.

Your turn!!!",1.390254545454546,3.7584170800000014,1.997454545454545,96.9337272727273,83.2,4.836363636363637,16.090909090909093,6.11248444174946,-0.6133999999999995,388,7,84,3,11,119,71,100,0.127,0.772,0.101,-0.6015,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,4,0,2,9,5,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,2,2,17,16,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,2,1,10,4,16,12,5,18,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,5,7,56,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24984951021133625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190511023598627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24293549006728396,0.14263085204423193,0.0,0.1904860502083968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21234969413771765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18027611623763207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4433237886778519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18802357315128526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221864229334933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111236482436769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21181155377042932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168170097040514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182947053565376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15653922691628844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20844206832086676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933048730373487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14692985359343705,0.1417113399925752,0.0,0.0,0.1289610318044872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405601714579337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050188985932802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242073574234165
anxiety,CJfuturenurse,2019/04/17,"GAD CAN BE CURED with ..hard work and time Generalized Anxiety Disorder, it ruined my life for awhile... I was afraid of dying all the time, **amaxophobia (phobia of riding in a car)** was extreme, Intrusive, irrational thoughts like ""Did I lock the house?"" even though I checked 4 times. Anxiety attacks were frequent, **I remember one was so bad** I screamed for idk how long, kicked my legs everywhere, and just wished I could die. It all became too much to handle everyday, so I drank alcohol to cope. I also .. its hard to type this ..but I would heat up a metal nail clipper with a lighter until it WAS SUPER HOT and I gave myself 3rd degree burns. The pain of raised blisters full of hot liquid distracted me from my anxious thoughts. But I am better now.

I did two years of CBT therapy and exposure therapy for my car phobia. **It didn't fix all my problems BUT it certainly helped out a lot**. After being hospitalized for taking xanax that was not perscribed to me, my doctor put me on Prozac. That helped my anxiety a lot, but gave me depression and SEVERE suicidal thoughts**. I had to do the mental work of challenging my anxiety and suicidal thoughts in order to get better. Your therapist can't challenge your thoughts for you, speaking from experience meds help sometimes BUT ONLY YOU CAN FREE YOURSELF from anxiety.** 

**TODAY : POSITIVES** \- I am free, I don't need to go to therapy anymore, I am medication free, I am happy with a purpose to live, sober from drugs and alcohol.. **NEGATIVES** \- I still get anxious, but not everyday, visible burn scars which are a reminder of my past.",1.518701425775788,4.163164554794523,3.1005199888174464,83.44738747553819,96.94520547945206,6.904221414593235,25.47973161867487,7.817275551320576,2.409902907464355,1238,57,217,33,49,405,169,292,0.168,0.718,0.114,-0.8154,0,0,3,0,0,0,75.0,0,4,0,7,10,20,1,2,11,0,24,11,1,1,4,39,38,19,4,5,9,0,4,1,0,1,9,2,0,0,10,11,3,0,6,0,4,5,6,9,0,2,18,6,36,14,35,16,7,26,0,2,0,0,10,6,0,2,15,151,46,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19831386071170665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419862172398821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548941363776192,0.209637015430768,0.09201591625636604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555418532891823,0.0,0.0,0.07747002357156291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641182465298859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407976567973877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991395903299206,0.0,0.19258844488692006,0.0,0.10633748553393188,0.09496744743041513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759895407143127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061282370896007535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075968792781344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695069383335926,0.0,0.052730781148877866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876934878996244,0.1662308890806575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865716940250151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705925478464247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06553545643978713,0.04532914222103073,0.0,0.08192918840096126,0.08211013504669902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15776176896533972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306112178116868,0.0934692247911801,0.09350355480505904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682062636141205,0.06879750243449821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06287223842780028,0.07056573819399757,0.0987277736344742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857197972335985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878090824405316,0.0,0.09327265515558944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510517972973422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481850771538398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176487094235823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07409671367443954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029793320235766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976135376780525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183167265859916,0.10772834513067296,0.0,0.0,0.0911589371660072,0.3682971376440632,0.16230773751465855,0.0,0.08794754201800134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063561921804453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669600064667736,0.0,0.0,0.13509442220962434,0.0,0.0,0.06591046120177166,0.0,0.0,0.05974928258059065
anxiety,bretwink,2019/04/17,"Has gotten help interfered with job positions ? I am in the Army and have really bad anxiety , my wife also believes that I have slight PTSD from Iraq . My mental health has declined a lot and I finally came to a conclusion with myself that I need help . I still have about 4 more years in the Army but after I’m planing on getting out to become a police office then hopefully get into homeland security . I’m so scared that if I get help then it will crush my future dreams and I won’t be able to support myself and my wife",7.596,5.917691838095237,8.220952380952383,73.52571428571429,63.95238095238096,11.447619047619051,33.38095238095238,10.355215969177356,3.2248666666666668,413,13,80,8,5,139,71,105,0.091,0.72,0.189,0.8984,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,5,0,9,1,0,0,0,15,19,10,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,9,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,13,3,13,14,2,13,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,3,7,57,17,1,0.2002888228613216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16017089927984027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15322040127429515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672328010194836,0.0,0.2212032689566994,0.0,0.2256569162548975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290770558021247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21940661540426012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139279299861961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21289765277398545,0.0,0.0,0.4027481281702658,0.0,0.0,0.19893199354844152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987557516175015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17027839480061066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018440250103225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851162430121054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23412691575642636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831014861338302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20052405235183474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599509126606712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272853826530936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289794351956879
anxiety,Casperthefish,2019/04/17,Guess what I was recently diagnosed with social anxiety disorder and then i relized something... Social Anxiety Disorder? S.A.D just like my life 😂,5.120000000000001,8.667237666666669,6.416666666666668,59.74500000000001,89.0,12.4,39.333333333333336,10.125756701596842,7.381533333333333,120,8,14,6,4,40,20,24,0.322,0.586,0.092,-0.6486,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,9,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3789584558428881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513962299811665,0.0,0.0,0.5677395761940176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27285422021876576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17494805372717606,0.12100694249345564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445601934885392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5049696791254322,0.0,0.190680900245782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Fenrispro,2019/04/17,"Annoyed with misplacing items I'm generally not very forgetful with trivia, except for spectacles and socks. Yesterday when i went home, took off my socks and put the pair on the floor. Usually one might get kicked under some things, but it's not, one is completely missing. I do think there's link between terrible hot climate and brainpower being affected. Thoughts? 

And yes if it's my fav item, I get quite pissed off and angry. Just the wrong timing to be missing/ misplaced when I am rushing off",4.900652173913045,7.318781456521744,5.055869565217392,79.29728260869571,71.39130434782608,8.947826086956523,31.06521739130435,9.516144504307137,3.2361695652173914,402,18,69,10,8,126,70,92,0.238,0.679,0.083,-0.9575,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,2,0,3,1,6,1,1,1,0,21,15,9,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,0,3,0,0,4,2,6,0,2,3,1,6,0,11,9,3,15,0,2,0,0,0,6,1,3,5,47,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679928492941994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670820095054043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563887044755675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711523332678792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464037876874257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25694966364735583,0.0,0.27186319077720433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16980998732164165,0.16377883907826146,0.0,0.20291869140439053,0.14904303407462158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28398218339411224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28150845748739245,0.21089764391508786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369447441712887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794596351196724,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NewAge77,2019/04/17,"Can Anyone Shed Light on My Issue? So it all started jan 31st of this year. I took 3 small shots of this robitussin cough syrup I got off amazon. Hoping for it to just be able to allow me to sleep nicely. But I guess the stuff was stronger than I thought and I started tripping and feeling awful like the sinking feeling in your stomach you have when you're really afraid because I didn't anticipate or want this to happen. It was a really dreadful experience and I thought I was going crazy or going to be permanently messed up but I got through it. I've had derealization symptoms in the past but it usually subsides after a month and I just move on. But I've been tormented by this for awhile for the first month it was a bad subtle feeling like everything looks different and I'd never be normal again. So I quit caffeine and alcohol and started working out even just a little bit to help. I felt ok but not truly back to normal. At random I'd wake up with cold sweats and feeling the full blown effect like I was waking up in a strangers house or the ground below me was being pulled out.  Everything would just feel off like it wasnt the world i've come to know and I'd end up waking up from this. Anyways my current problem is  even though I can get to a sense of functioning in normal society I still feel hollow like i havent become whole. Even drinking a single can of soda makes everything feel off and uncomfortable. I took a couple of benadryls to help sleep and that brought me into full blown episode of dread and feelings of losing it. The whole episode leaves me feeling scarred after too. I've tried incoporating all of my coping techniques to help myself such as identifying loop of negativity and severing it, inviting the terrible feelings in and facing them head on like a challenge I'd be excited to take on without being afraid, distracting myself by not giving my thoughts  or feelings that affect me badly power over myself among other things. Yet I still feel not like myself. I don't really suffer from the general panic feelings like fast heart race or negative thoughts since for the most part I can control myself before it hits that point but it's still like this clouded feeling looming over me and at it's very worst parts its the feelings of not being able to stay but not being able to leave either. Sorry for the long ramble but i'm just trying to put my experience into perspective and wondering/hoping anyone can shed some light on what I'm going through and what I could do to help myself move past this.",5.347870182555781,6.536818563894522,5.8382251521298185,79.03149594320489,68.22920892494929,8.234077079107506,29.51014198782961,8.4952907291091,2.226174847870183,2044,74,369,30,34,659,235,493,0.126,0.733,0.14,-0.1368,3,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,1,8,21,28,0,6,22,2,30,15,10,5,3,90,75,35,0,8,25,0,16,9,0,1,3,0,0,0,28,23,3,1,22,1,0,12,13,14,0,1,20,20,41,14,71,44,14,72,0,2,1,0,8,35,0,10,33,265,69,2,0.19318454073784727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881850762611283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900527484321367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049515662419118464,0.10753401479496337,0.03925450098657056,0.07111904916880711,0.05479527181805236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07030249470944884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05547045870580024,0.0,0.0,0.07222429641747175,0.051414045403340915,0.07125167329924606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672789092791726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06308243460010349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05703472096139274,0.0,0.0,0.12759656719055185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736218086040814,0.12598103336576605,0.0,0.0,0.4883995417151729,0.184014766004286,0.06182915149661958,0.0,0.0,0.05477422388774817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033643649712549364,0.061773404880610325,0.10979122644080697,0.0,0.1030048833144722,0.0,0.07093818381348062,0.0,0.05694415045757833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06608769084612783,0.0,0.0,0.07630820364054912,0.17265003400164064,0.0,0.0,0.06395861280508416,0.0,0.07430300751951377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672114898703073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03538972379243866,0.0,0.0,0.13636968999715152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831406254293257,0.06454055373972313,0.0,0.05698741313000767,0.05407545314997653,0.07204136213129538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042984060348352136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279870488594904,0.13688306261489813,0.0,0.0,0.04966527575539826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18927983296134865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07555347820709937,0.0,0.13946668794868228,0.12294433561379675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060873944586370216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06161717178133611,0.0,0.06473460712324089,0.0,0.06849184620994976,0.0,0.0,0.12375896356954492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727478477468126,0.0,0.05326808280410262,0.0,0.12888270420186188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720847590349059,0.13673701224962267,0.06863633880183448,0.15427742377988926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07371669338280218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06693090228872198,0.048416910840708184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04278107493441005,0.0,0.06326761014114916,0.20448926189766675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14309008862722578,0.08743974812979922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092182623880015,0.05313249267684286,0.03798174912201421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14378909381075045,0.0,0.06207433448829072,0.0,0.04688021549130948,0.0,0.0,0.0457442516683049,0.0,0.0,0.04146817014373642
anxiety,kamoni33,2019/04/17,"I just realized I have never ending anxiety If you experience anxiety all your life, it feels like your “normal”. Well, today after someone described case studies of children with anxiety I was in shock. That was childhood me! I thought my anxiety was from adulthood stressors.

I was never taught how to deal with anxiety like many of us. When I became aware of it I just assumed this was normal for everyone. The worst part is that I am starting to feel I was just born this way. I never experienced traumatic events until much later in life. Of course that exacerbated the situation.

I guess it doesn’t help that I put myself through 6 years of grad school while raising 2 kids on my own. The stress of that just made me a mess. Sure I have a cool job but, I can never...ever relax. I used to use cannabis to make myself feel normal but stopped a few years back for work reasons.

I am new here and find it helpful to talk about this. I am constantly trying to hide it at work or in front of my kids.

I could use advice that does not involve medication. I understand they help others but I choose not to take for personal reasons. 

Nice to be here although I wish I did not need to be. Thanks for reading.",2.638950971322849,4.97294751489362,3.910527289546717,85.22434782608697,78.1063829787234,6.810360777058281,25.53654024051804,7.893859768569023,1.5912627197039777,946,36,183,16,23,309,138,235,0.058,0.768,0.174,0.9733,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,3,1,2,11,12,0,1,6,1,18,3,0,8,5,45,35,11,0,7,12,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,4,15,3,0,1,11,2,0,2,7,4,1,0,10,5,34,8,32,22,6,28,0,0,0,0,15,5,0,4,22,135,49,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117699794660873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960348096728522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07961500979028838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188874943203216,0.0,0.08266737287078774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674404177752332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060757406415168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170471818174436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893583956544648,0.0,0.10128089492076996,0.0,0.0,0.15705711039912248,0.07396819855192033,0.0,0.0,0.0946326631033762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405975246803705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081997918808054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274636485556222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626514984366112,0.10116773635864254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797099435962528,0.06911300825370899,0.10497217607695844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043045315661588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611299218585248,0.07677276965101283,0.31942227750358754,0.09999849818843703,0.0,0.0,0.30433836523821683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212252026912413,0.0,0.0,0.09040615876975323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408517483343507,0.0,0.0,0.10356690188031027,0.0,0.0,0.21291043176564536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478687705877174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11638204236304275,0.0,0.0,0.08772815939004766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328535414917645,0.0,0.0,0.0865631421751883,0.11860344041248727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758417169551037,0.0,0.07784835428375811,0.08322063200196275,0.0,0.09532469238373976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219830752837491,0.0,0.0,0.09814275439939572,0.0,0.0,0.07029610494240716,0.0,0.0,0.10778762847731208,0.124544527587785,0.2682730535740768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218434581895688,0.0,0.0,0.09309389014651216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906460540672414,0.0,0.0,0.1507550796238699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335129171993804
anxiety,Coruscant_Tourist,2019/04/17,"Desperately in need of help. (Somatic Symptom Disorder?) I have no idea what’s happening to me. I’ve had OCD and anxiety for the past 6 years, but i’ve recently started developing what I’m afraid is Somatic Symptom Disorder. After a particularly stressful set of months, I began to experience horrible pains in my neck and head. I pinned it on everything from TMJ to fibromyalgia. The pain gets more noticeable when I’m just sitting there thinking about it. When I’m distracted, it more or less is not present. My biggest fear is that the pain will gradually get worse and worse and that it will be constant, and get to the point where I’d have to commit suicide. I keep looking up my symptoms and checking to see if I feel anything at that specific moment (which, of course, creates mild pain.) The pain at this moment is very mild and is an annoyance at most, but the fear of it lasting forever is what I hate. Please someone help me. I feel like i’m losing my mind. I don’t want to live like this.",4.240841924398623,5.885551365979384,5.390082474226805,79.454058419244,71.42268041237114,9.297044673539519,32.00549828178694,9.725611199111238,3.1938966323024065,791,37,152,20,15,262,116,194,0.3,0.611,0.09,-0.9953,0,0,0,0,0,2,25.0,0,0,0,1,6,15,2,5,8,0,13,10,2,0,1,23,32,13,1,3,6,0,2,2,0,2,8,0,0,0,14,7,0,1,4,0,1,0,3,13,0,0,2,4,14,2,22,27,4,26,0,1,2,0,2,10,0,3,16,93,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277244979093261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903910747568483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692540236783094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480123867948603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097242884757121,0.10584003709844622,0.0,0.24350941538020576,0.1094180062569002,0.07729786436982805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16958958210947528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568060899248597,0.0,0.0,0.10682477140861893,0.11104407487429856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504791328967787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12214425495460728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961728363073826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819717055894218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572178472298152,0.0,0.09554228906891132,0.0,0.09086047025653407,0.12104775198122596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925082032475092,0.0,0.0863639426358099,0.0,0.0,0.0802286827576927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231860390511062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5756603764675094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328882606184477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877074360796873,0.10228365939250933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10683411874985753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622112666114269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167722749374044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658428184298115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394235401534485,0.0,0.0,0.1183528751700874,0.0,0.0,0.3373826515950363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06932997828168415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892760576065906,0.06381896748642245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22052941070052198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967703866462177
anxiety,Sornuls,2019/04/17,"Getting diagnosed I have barely posted on reddit. So I am still getting used to other people knowing I exist.

So to start, most of my family have anxiety. Everyone takes medication except my dad and I. But for a while now friends and family have been  suggesting that I may have anxiety too and that I should see a doctor. The thing is, I kept putting it off because for the longest time I was in denial. But after a moment earlier this week I decided to get some medication for the first time today and everything that felt so tense or panic inducing was... lessened? I can’t quite explain it. I have never felt this way before! Anyways idk if anyone will read this but I just wanted to share. 

I am also very tired so apologies if nothing makes sense.",3.5372115384615337,5.7825074861111165,5.11888888888889,78.09192307692308,74.83333333333333,8.041880341880344,27.049145299145298,8.841846274778883,2.4565754273504266,594,23,103,13,13,200,97,144,0.093,0.872,0.035,-0.7159,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,10,3,0,1,6,0,15,5,0,3,1,27,29,16,0,4,8,1,2,0,1,3,5,0,0,0,10,4,0,1,6,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,6,3,15,2,13,20,2,18,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,6,12,84,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484551428556087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388558705999227,0.0,0.0,0.10915959213396433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516656385774837,0.0,0.13284279773061855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15845395307021445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15979083626298746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917505681167215,0.14030655101411846,0.0,0.2943436115390832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997907371787228,0.0,0.0,0.13279177022668842,0.0,0.0,0.1206144531963708,0.0,0.2446917264243713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579699969573923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420831296279176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145398975828941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040590296398808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979703911381198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18316791011891256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823083555345103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495155010833824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15693920360133382,0.0,0.16604805798713873,0.15615775374892518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440384647772908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049935914714823,0.0,0.12467404529381775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737943220558332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371620571718647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820644147804727,0.1794318094049158,0.14797924622147793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348336732968592,0.0,0.12881164274593584,0.09208097065062017,0.12391722262045447,0.12522644271303102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,noobjoeC,2019/04/17,"The tears just keep welling up So I do suffer from depression and anxiety. I take medication for it...of course I don't know the name of it..and of course I don't take it everyday at the same time like your supposed to. Because I'm not regularly taking it I've gone a few days without taking it. Then I start to feel it creeping its ugly head back and I remember and I start taking it how I'm supposed to and then it subsides. Now of course is one of those times where I can't remember the last time I took it and I'm hundreds of miles from home. My wife and I are out visiting her sick grandma and all I can think about is how much a miss home and how much I wish I was home and the crazy thing is we are only here until Friday...it's Tuesday...technically Wednesday. I've had this lump in my throat since we arrived and I just want to go home. Is this my anxiety? Or am I just a big cry baby and I just need to man up, how can I cry from being away from home for only 3 days...",-0.2532042253521141,1.762353215962445,2.1642077464788727,95.35363556338028,87.26291079812206,5.42793427230047,19.203638497652584,6.816661863887847,0.0782427230046947,757,22,181,10,24,258,111,213,0.146,0.809,0.045,-0.9611,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,2,1,0,0,15,5,0,0,8,0,16,5,2,4,1,37,37,20,0,3,7,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,5,1,12,14,0,1,5,0,0,4,5,3,1,1,4,1,24,2,25,32,5,28,0,3,0,0,8,9,0,1,16,120,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741246295492108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692575596804632,0.08751083078872753,0.0,0.06937590705048012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500240701216676,0.14679265735584146,0.0,0.09802210776472607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057544418020786574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646793423181498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679917925565728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5707902798073022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115720591221616,0.0,0.0,0.06254554577591857,0.09276818367496656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05560052483244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146489366317586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673230009653875,0.084386711397871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711880884333464,0.17311124307816686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25784309471754546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414261978872143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16110686271680533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4278448358451299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756085494293925,0.07292315749651479,0.0,0.0,0.19908595106822924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644415849081267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712652639769857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232647951102268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087284124086662,0.1097062286221232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Do-Nothing-Dictator,2019/04/17,"Really need to rewrite my entire life, but don't know how to go about it. (this was originally posted in offmychest and r/advice but I didn't get helpful responses. This sub is probably not the best place to post it, but please tell me if you know of another one where this would be very relevant)

I'm 20M and I feel like I made some extremely horrible decisions in my life that will follow me forever. 

Starting in middle school, I was constantly whipped to perform well in school, but I always hated it. I performed extremely well in high school and graduated in the top 3% of my class - but I still absolutely fucking hated it, and college proved to be even worse. Lo and behold, the depression I held down caught up to me and now my GPA in college is fucked as a result. Boom, all that hard work in high school was reduced to nothing. I'm a chem major (my gullible ass got roped into the STEM shortage myth - only the T and E folks!), so without a PhD my education will be worth about as much as toilet paper. I'm currently a sophomore.

I have almost no good memories because I invested so much time into stressing out for tests. I used to motivate myself by adopting this philosophy of sacrificing my childhood to ensure a happy adulthood, but now it looks like I'm never going to have either.

The problem isn't the major or that the specific school isn't the right fit for me, SCHOOL ITSELF ISN'T A RIGHT FIT FOR ME. Yet my family always shamed me when I voiced my negative opinions during my senior year of high school. Before, they would at least lend me an ear because I at least had the credibility to say something since my parents liked to brag to everyone about me. Now, everyone disrespects me and treats me with condescension, like I have no right to complain because I'm not even performing well. 

The kicker is that my ""friends"" are also most likely delighted about my struggles. I'm sort of the ""verbal punchbag nice guy"" of our group, but academics was literally the only thing I had to hold up my pride against others. Now I don't even have that.

It really hurts when I think about what other great things I could've done if I applied my time spent studying towards something else and how much happier I could've been. It feels like all of my potential and passion has been sucked out of me. I just...don't know how I can justify everything I subjected myself to. It's incredible that all of that shit was for nothing. That's 4 prime years of my life. That's precious. And I sacrificed them for nothing.

Everything relating to academics is just shrouded in extreme toxicity to me. I want out - I don't want the quality of the rest of my life to be determined by what GPA I got in undergrad. I'm trying to cook up a plan to move to a state with a low cost of living where I can live a simple (single!) life by myself with no one to follow me around. I don't give a fuck about city life, weather or other frivolous shit like that. I just want to LIVE, by MYSELF, with no family and no debt, but not while being on some government assistance program. 

My mother and my best friend were angels throughout this whole ordeal, but I'm afraid that keeping those connections is definitely going to mean keeping connections with shitty people that roped me into this rat race and perpetuated my suffering. 

I literally wish to ghost everyone I know and go ""off the grid"", at least with respect to all the people that are currently familiar with me. How do I go about this? What are some good locations with cheap property values? How do I achieve my goal of being financially independent if my degree won't be worth much at the Bachelor's level?",5.747378472222222,6.470476316761367,6.568719696969698,75.83259343434345,67.08238636363636,9.950959595959596,31.553535353535352,9.994966539143718,3.1103675883838378,2893,112,534,65,45,958,323,704,0.166,0.6890000000000001,0.145,-0.9754,4,0,2,0,0,0,77.0,1,1,2,12,34,42,8,4,30,0,48,15,4,11,6,96,95,43,1,11,21,2,3,7,2,5,6,4,0,1,38,30,1,4,11,1,7,9,20,18,3,2,18,8,80,24,98,65,23,76,1,4,1,5,15,43,7,12,28,383,118,26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059970431604177414,0.0,0.0,0.06145357734103825,0.0,0.0,0.0490778760674711,0.10213015601880904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06435220143228396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05463265543609303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223245432978668,0.0,0.052221678934871125,0.0,0.12880886916883322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06631958578798232,0.0,0.09799852004426422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05285822413348377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06280321293212565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0512670832076413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160368484241145,0.0,0.0,0.17592610337161174,0.11031149275215277,0.0,0.11570907750297695,0.0,0.06206142297356707,0.08768603303456357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482921704944114,0.17020780077083728,0.032063494078830364,0.058872067048059674,0.17439102519938746,0.10294913732295992,0.09816700906299884,0.06766106798772066,0.0,0.06076633146648858,0.0,0.06532991781451722,0.054975812106281344,0.1211811026217968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04113527656941883,0.19452354903388228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06569826824951185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909763898688662,0.0,0.0,0.13491023821319115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600863143637496,0.2098772970084031,0.0,0.16257352742783834,0.0,0.0515356682969387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058070143764668715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06685034245619756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652270087393021,0.1804571823520467,0.04550536411298664,0.04733262558350484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17665962360696655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317232460522911,0.09334988907415183,0.0,0.0,0.0681445517291734,0.0,0.0,0.08509299776396449,0.0,0.06411899207529388,0.06736625540985303,0.0,0.0,0.11755173222406685,0.0,0.06616765669927573,0.058723171815339786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863088239074399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572299247462688,0.0,0.04880419472681046,0.0,0.43477075420731387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259916400524999,0.0507662180581706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449184392723826,0.0,0.0,0.04343827557435862,0.0,0.0490104700899769,0.0,0.07029957061021502,0.06415765311312427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053640422980708084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154351591253163,0.039323665766542684,0.0,0.0,0.07157113201884671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04166646410791247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05300430973153897,0.0,0.050636996250201315,0.10859353237378372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655380437778251,0.0,0.0,0.0685178450820939,0.07057291597829679,0.05915886276661118,0.0,0.0446783724317284,0.0,0.06254166706100754,0.08719152381140867,0.0,0.0,0.0790410338488137
anxiety,kittenofpain,2019/04/17,"help! Anxiety blocking me from roleplay gaming A year or two ago I got into this video game, Ark:Survival Evolved. I enjoyed it a lot, even more so when I found these roleplay servers for it, which were less about the game mechanics and more about building dynamic stories. Stories set in worlds like game of thrones and lord of the rings, huge fantasy worlds with a lot of potential. In these communities, I made great friends and felt a part of a close family of people. 

Over time all those people have either stopped playing or are scattered across several other communities and servers. I myself haven’t played in 6 months or so. 

Now I find myself wanting to get back into that, but time and time again I find myself blocked by my social anxiety. I either have trouble coming up with any kind of backstory for my character because I think that I’m an uninteresting person so trying to make a fake interesting person feels impossible. 

When in-game and building up to some kind of interaction with people, sometimes I will chicken out and avoid the interaction altogether, which is such bad rp, I just don’t know how to give myself that bravery to do it and interact with others, even in a virtual world!!!! 

And now I have some friends wanting to start a DnD campaign with me, I’m having the same problem and running out of excuses to miss the sessions. 

Anyone have some tips? Or any role players out there that can offer some tips to create interesting roleplay?",6.910034729759063,7.771895675276756,6.824844801389194,74.52481658345997,64.5719557195572,9.623703060560018,35.49837204254396,9.627879704456738,3.4603647058823537,1172,53,202,22,17,372,153,271,0.105,0.7659999999999999,0.129,0.6965,0,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,0,17,18,0,1,14,0,13,0,0,3,1,55,30,21,0,3,8,0,2,1,2,1,0,1,0,2,15,22,0,4,7,8,0,2,2,6,0,1,5,3,20,12,40,24,14,35,1,1,0,0,17,18,0,10,15,147,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223352700428228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876995854636136,0.0,0.21115063008775908,0.0,0.0,0.09649801196561764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611920386208704,0.11523044912077506,0.08412805543100196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888119088257358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823052271311036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13010113354694355,0.0,0.0697807091080617,0.0,0.1325087863462829,0.0,0.25227260272482865,0.0,0.0,0.1513180363665982,0.2132484140007775,0.0,0.07210319216353997,0.13238931331048195,0.0,0.0,0.11037715822840816,0.15215369151954042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925034789999208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874270264371026,0.07584528067027749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742346491690218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346579832284579,0.0,0.1305859780763182,0.09212103888093842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015622317857264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14944861047321706,0.0,0.2870309496430258,0.2410055495351061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320544832526398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15590912669667395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406812069747745,0.0,0.0,0.13649288853552588,0.0,0.09768237745051883,0.0,0.0,0.1153804007011774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842959604991607,0.0,0.0,0.2414197469852875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09369799376704882,0.0,0.13481321713019995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628007293531197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888722676074263
anxiety,WinterDoggo8012,2019/04/17,"I messed up I’ve been taking different steps in my life to improve it for better and I got around to applying to jobs again.

Then I get an interview and start crying while feeling super anxious. I had to reschedule the interview due to exams but when I checked my email, I got a rejection from the place and an email saying if I’d want to schedule the interview for Thursday but I’m not considered a candidate anymore. I’m so confused and tired of reacting like this emotionally",4.761889400921657,6.376739290322582,5.832288786482338,76.91129032258067,70.07526881720429,9.61536098310292,33.715821812596005,9.957137785484203,3.650672503840246,386,19,69,10,7,128,64,93,0.183,0.693,0.124,-0.8374,2,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,4,6,0,1,7,0,2,2,0,1,0,13,11,11,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,4,2,8,3,13,7,0,13,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,2,9,45,10,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767216479850364,0.24292271033331636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21805575416438028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21663670201965216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690640022011981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559186453895347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755336600051527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385312669677866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797528010848766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3918147676408198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430732077984384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730140974408073,0.11966927607108765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559186453895347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947925723652318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17337553637763134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18417049814057715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815318246086775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14447674448016212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,06033333335,2019/04/17,"Can't date. Everything's a dead end. I can't talk about anything remotely sexual, I can't flirt, I can't even look in the direction of an attractive woman unless she approaches me or there's an outside reason I absolutely need to speak to her.

Not being able to date has made me extremely depressed. Friends told me to try using apps and I somehow managed to have a little success. But the constant rejection/failure has killed the little confidence I'd gained from that and I'm worse off than before I started. Now all I can do is copy and paste a scripted conversation I initially came up with as a backup plan (which doesn't work) or panic and not say anything.

To add to all this, I put other elements of my life on hold ""until I figure this out"" but ended up giving up for several long stretches due to frustration. I'm now in my late 20s, unemployed, can't drive and the anxiety has crept into those areas too. I feel like I'm walled in on all sides and can't see a way out of it.",4.105407142857144,5.088904555000003,5.616428571428571,80.24000000000002,70.95,9.114285714285714,28.785714285714285,9.424239791934726,2.521071428571428,781,29,154,17,14,265,129,200,0.07,0.8220000000000001,0.108,0.6297,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,4,7,9,2,1,11,0,15,1,0,3,3,30,28,13,2,1,7,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,0,1,7,12,0,1,3,0,0,4,9,4,0,0,3,5,18,5,31,24,3,36,0,1,2,0,10,18,0,3,14,103,25,4,0.16340536685075924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12500465838067354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689373877571843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390459318160402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18689220799083706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17658315074558367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407408030283294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894573074946222,0.0,0.0,0.10792770369220807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14685820728658364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262266326166265,0.11673682672811855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624658108435832,0.0,0.0,0.15675331754160987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18078382790108896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843283712444536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541804307750365,0.07983160831938517,0.3275502114292457,0.0,0.1446086075959027,0.1372193534613689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15461810909066867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116300901795275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19172099034625106,0.0,0.0,0.15598891236170864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16426752655018104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16800793224799845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994650633090726,0.0,0.0,0.13021292121589007,0.0,0.0,0.18460155305287645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565915969977494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133904418935494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15614083060905667,0.0,0.1109415178816786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112977191100015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970357431237278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896105321587913,0.0,0.16652402893196647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,herbosaurusREX,2019/04/17,"Awesome, people like me. My wife introduced me to Reddit a few years ago, and I've regularly browsed through topics that interest me since then (e.g. video games, movies, travel, etc.). Unfortunately, over the last couple of months, it's been an aid in my desperate search for reassurance in my newfound health anxiety. So tonight, instead of browsing threads related to MS, cancer, or other unlikely diseases, I thought I'd make my first post in an attempt to share my experiences with a community of people that might understand.

I'm a 30 year old Male, just completed my graduate degree, started a new job with a great salary that I think I'll enjoy, have a wife and family that loves me; no children yet, but have two cats that seem to at least enjoy my company (cat dad joke). And yet, my life, which seems like it should be ""happy,"" has been absolutely consumed with anxiety about my health. It seems like a weird place for my mind to go, as I'm a healthy adult - I'm rarely sick, I'm in decent physical shape, but have struggled on an off with anxiety for most of my life. Maybe like some of you, I tend to fixate on certain thoughts (most of the time irrational) that relate directly to an event going on in my life. For example, my wife and I bought our first new car three years ago, and I was absolutely obsessed with the fact that this piece of metal that travels at 70 miles per hour and has been manufactured to be exposed to the environment was going to get a scratch! Of course it's going to get a scratch - it's a car! I recall taking the car for a wash at 1AM on a work night because I was so caught up in an obsessive loop of thoughts (mainly fueled by my ""research"" on the internet), and thought the paint might be ruined if I don't. That's just one example, but the lost of ridiculousness seemingly goes on forever; and now I'm here - my health.

I'm still not sure what triggered this - maybe the job change, maybe turning 30, maybe an episode of 600lb life wife forced me to watch.

I've probably been to see the doctor 3 or 4 times in the last 10 years; and in the last 2 months I've seen my PCP 4 times, a GI once, ENT once, allergist once, have visited the ER twice, have had an upper endoscopy, and am now scheduled for a colonoscopy. During one of the ER visits, they even admitted me into the hospital  overnight because they thought I could have appendicitis. Embarrassingly, they released me the next morning and prescribed some Miralax for my constipation lol. That said, I did learn some new information during this journey - I was diagnosed with Silent Reflux, which is mild and I've probably had for years. And the colonoscopy is reasonable given my symptoms (I'll spare you of the details). Heres what I'm struggling with at the moment:

- Managing through health symptoms potentially (and probably) exacerbated by my anxiety. For example, for the last week I've felt a weird sensation I can only describe as pins and needles on random parts of my body. I have a doctor's visit scheduled this week so we can increase the aforementioned tally of visits at my PCP.
- Not feeling lonely. Again, I have a wife and family that loves me. I have some friends, but none of which I'm willing to open up to about this. And quite honestly, even though my job requires frequent social interactions, I'm an introvert - I get my energy from being alone. And I don't have a ton of close friends. And this stretch of anxiety has taken a few swings at our marriage.
- Being a source of support for my wife, as she's currently in school and has a very stressful job.

This is the first time my anxiety has truly interfered with my life - I'm taking time off of work, and the first time I've been confronted by an ""outsider"" to my life - one of the physicians straight up asked me what I'm stressed out about because my symptoms didn't make sense. That interaction specifically was very sobering. The walls shielding the world from my anxiety, seeming impenetrable over the last 10+ years, seemed to be crumbling.

So what am I doing to get this under control? I've been seeing a therapist for about a month, which seems to be helping. I certainly don't have as much shame about my anixety as the day I walked in her office; and my toolbox for dealing with anxiety is growing a little bit each time. Also through therapy, I think I've learned that most of my anxiety might be stemming with my anxiousness about death, and the possibility of not having lived a ""fulfilling"" life (funny I'm wasting time thinking about this). And as of tonight, I'm not going to allow myself to use the internet to search for symptoms. No more self diagnosis - I need to remind myself how absurd it would be for someone to Google a few general terms and instantly become an expert in my profession.

Even though I've dealt with anxiety for so long, I've never really taken the time to recognize what was happening and focus my energy towards managing it. Even though it's been a rough day, tonight I'm optimistic.

Long post, I know, but this has been a good outlet for me to organize my thoughts. I'm definitely open to connecting with anyone struggling with similar issues - there's no such thing as too much support. Thanks for reading, and wishing everyone the best of luck in their journey.",8.028330884801477,7.215606234765238,7.919850737497799,73.23981058157533,62.57642357642357,11.52730406848054,37.50956886251004,10.801897940470877,3.969457056668823,4175,179,776,92,51,1345,423,1001,0.101,0.7829999999999999,0.116,0.9781,6,3,0,0,0,0,142.0,3,2,4,12,35,42,2,9,71,1,64,25,1,8,5,118,136,53,1,6,14,7,5,4,2,6,22,1,0,4,42,47,0,2,25,6,1,20,13,16,2,10,33,10,82,26,141,87,25,131,0,3,4,2,43,48,0,22,65,504,124,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795889437448527,0.0,0.0,0.04649506692257393,0.0,0.035900497339076666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434262174322717,0.05071572045260176,0.0,0.031389863459381995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04196840560697174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209811122399227,0.049580213411304565,0.0,0.0,0.047111884573894265,0.0,0.049010957426725225,0.04986542124772273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047490287740954505,0.0,0.04706890762786645,0.0,0.05035072982148577,0.035842989652260286,0.04967267151876666,0.0,0.057903867124438825,0.04628217217997761,0.0,0.04556491879677674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189870416884788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05006697822891388,0.11860422968332053,0.0,0.0,0.042896685241525234,0.0,0.043913456331689374,0.08464126327088403,0.0,0.02269898505040036,0.0,0.04310381764196606,0.0,0.0,0.15274207074097088,0.0,0.0,0.06936763216219617,0.0,0.09381786467499542,0.0,0.12756714507209654,0.037653679485254124,0.0,0.04949411396517708,0.0,0.0,0.039698268821210185,0.04778887614121291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19087441354885687,0.0,0.0,0.030090480790007413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04421004657640789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04685608216656456,0.17819542411643036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0246717311142823,0.18296680084853847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22196218708733495,0.08772878589266989,0.044994055256615234,0.0396408793295753,0.07945685826135042,0.0,0.0,0.04900544131878317,0.0,0.08103442574960616,0.0,0.05993215348808184,0.0,0.1804021069215179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287147020466234,0.045328603986313436,0.0,0.10749823963239637,0.0,0.06600227143021058,0.033287202588108494,0.034623845507821466,0.13007230100605824,0.047743658186418764,0.042128548214284064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047107102492201416,0.14342706742612665,0.09126091196580714,0.03414275140699235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048614177446682734,0.0,0.062245581605843876,0.0,0.04690308319819634,0.0,0.0,0.050609522177916366,0.08598916636311199,0.0,0.14520504799349335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047748674816549416,0.04490462516832181,0.0,0.028759270064553286,0.04615694280355555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04270302554559078,0.0,0.0,0.045433583041048164,0.07154698324569525,0.2860789727413641,0.04683264380688435,0.0,0.0,0.037135520571566015,0.0,0.0,0.045762226477915856,0.038037249764114316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03177512601660752,0.0,0.035851189823968614,0.0,0.1028483605998194,0.1407940913153583,0.0,0.0,0.10188690095186867,0.042310627939920416,0.18664188894929626,0.0675071109710867,0.0,0.0,0.04133096098331015,0.051338459440635115,0.0521236254508014,0.02982456669490145,0.0862958590306769,0.13231989106220526,0.21383767141926185,0.23559447723027144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04883012337054789,0.04385342653219403,0.0467346513864988,0.0,0.03877268604412862,0.0,0.07408198947484977,0.0,0.0,0.07202007375480306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05162413260929606,0.0,0.0,0.06536451530194315,0.0,0.0,0.0318903273674493,0.0,0.0,0.1734556985391619
anxiety,twdacc,2019/04/18,"(UK) Is it just me or is it really hard to get help? I've been wanting to get help for years and finally tried to get some and I can get past the first step.

I keep being referred to the same place and they won't do anything. What other options are there other than going to your gp?",1.5796721311475397,2.8836381147540986,3.289311475409839,93.20937704918032,77.68852459016394,6.191475409836067,20.39672131147541,6.742157984588678,0.12844655737704924,219,5,51,2,5,73,45,61,0.028,0.879,0.094,0.6208,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,11,15,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,5,0,7,12,2,7,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,4,36,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174806968992082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895068537827516,0.0,0.22479723408028987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5523035371708056,0.0,0.15019694957708474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367438137784233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542838889600229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349050440405055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522860629523435,0.0,0.0,0.2761173348415018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16930513861222685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17942941162013198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587974675201352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701882617230095
anxiety,danyixa,2019/04/18,"Public Speaking Class Gone Wrong For my public speaking class, we had to take a political issue and make a speech about it. I chose mine on free speech in the tech industry and in social media. Given that I am in the tech industry, I hear about this issue often. I was nervous to give this speech knowing that my views don’t really align with my professor’s. But I did it anyway because I truly care about the tech industry and the people in it. Anyways, we had to cite sources in our speech which I did. I mentioned about the Silicon Valley where all the huge tech companies are. I mentioned how it’s a very liberal area and most people and workers there tend to be liberal. I cited my source for this. At the end, the professor gave us feed back. She felt as if I was stereotyping without giving any sources. I told her that there was a source. She continued to also tell me that when I was speaking I was making this lunging movement. I have an anxiety disorder and because of this I get fidgety a bit while giving a speech. I feel so ashamed of myself for my presentation. I felt like I could have made myself look like an idol and that I offended people in the class. I’m not sure how to put this in the past and move on.",3.6380198446937015,5.1736949590163945,4.700388265746335,84.23632873166522,72.77049180327869,7.923727351164797,26.77653149266609,8.532816995589336,1.8679377049180323,966,34,191,17,19,316,129,244,0.101,0.8290000000000001,0.07,-0.6514,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,4,0,0,1,16,9,1,2,18,0,16,2,1,5,2,29,37,17,0,2,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,9,0,0,16,11,1,0,4,0,1,4,3,4,0,0,16,14,36,6,28,19,3,24,0,0,2,0,22,13,0,3,9,140,52,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578042637518175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845529046646788,0.0,0.11075622019153604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132679930545172,0.0,0.1765129552818128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806214310422895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761274775720234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559496196680424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16593029801257053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823201031154566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732050629437554,0.0,0.2780227993974228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07564151737987762,0.4166581912616904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16317745922758864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022251820233374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956724166927404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414642830724025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157864453519658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13699423331804933,0.19328340270317312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15387811144540522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13820878796659875,0.3011164404030981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14554377874067848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274970535543614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758486612171814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364533336911052,0.0,0.10885645981123544,0.0,0.12654400600208165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13834339007721094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17415238236959854,0.0,0.0,0.11945857249704095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395626482607491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15829408267539058,0.0,0.0
anxiety,moongirli,2019/04/18,"Grief sucks A bit of background: 37, anxiety disorder, did therapy, have meds. 2 months ago, lost my dad and started a new FT job. Actually literally on the same day.  
  
My mom and I haven't always seen eye to eye, but I'm doing what I can to help her out in the aftermath of dad's death. Mostly, this is sending her food for her dog every two weeks.  
  
She called tonight and railed at me for almost ten minutes about how I don't care about her anymore, and I'm not doing enough. I don't visit, I don't call, I don't text, and she can't call me to cry.  
  
I told her that she should maybe look into a grief counselor, and that I don't call often because she hurts me by saying ugly things about dad.  
  
Her response was to say that I should get used to it, because it's going to be like this the rest of her life. Then, she added that she's never going to call me again. And hung up on me.  
  
A while later, I sent her a text explaining that my new job is really demanding and that just because I don't grieve by crying every day, doesn't mean I'm uncaring or wrong. She hasn't responded, but my physical anxiety symptoms are ramping up like crazy, because I'm afraid of what she's going to say/text next.  
  
There wasn't a big point to this; I think I just needed to get it out. So, thanks, /r/Anxiety for being around for me in the middle of the night.",5.234800469483567,4.106225179577464,6.253154929577466,83.95287793427231,68.33098591549296,9.545164319248826,28.440375586854447,8.648137234880735,1.7602660093896707,1037,27,236,14,15,348,146,284,0.161,0.768,0.071,-0.9755,2,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,0,1,11,12,1,1,11,0,24,5,2,2,1,31,47,15,4,3,6,4,0,2,0,2,2,2,0,0,15,12,1,0,3,0,0,6,13,8,0,2,7,6,39,4,35,36,5,37,0,5,4,0,34,14,1,4,19,152,54,2,0.0,0.0,0.0980085681300505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902820145607512,0.0,0.10056960144808384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356868331392663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23049396334904004,0.0,0.0996030038967074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940707149995734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448932172838575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964732501865393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5127689530623252,0.0,0.10239860482947932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206428770940164,0.12954254460183715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510544498077008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377461054053973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692390414693946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144453709227862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049446740145294,0.0,0.171235947451148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06731843041593807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751609490551876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993294215292852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093912215097913,0.09813342980135502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433881061506011,0.0,0.1096349843807208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10089890858206052,0.1094014797572746,0.11155893167187364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762645315399775,0.08016502865730744,0.0,0.0,0.07447013714426806,0.07746047498597962,0.19399852078191904,0.10681212287216403,0.09424999757496648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494208156929276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06434024548044866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396061527272065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108731909717453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438881902233428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246563524178672,0.11485441304957635,0.0,0.06672352734234037,0.06435370510119827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596847390570733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810889573716344,0.0,0.0,0.0867422619703526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056166263091878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098082209361987,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wiscogirl87,2019/04/18,"Health-related anxiety coping In general I do not suffer from anxiety, however, when it comes to my health I experience a lot of anxiety and stress. I also am a chronic googler of symptoms even though I know it’s stupid, and this just heightens my anxiety. I start to think I have every symptom of a certain illness and over-analyze my health and my
body. I have a chicken and egg conundrum where I’m not sure if I’m having anxiety because I’m actually having health issues or if I’m having health issues as a result of anxiety. 

If you suffer from this as well, how do you cope? How do you know which symptoms are real and which are a product of your anxiety and stress?",4.834302422723474,5.760662639097745,6.586867167919802,74.15886382623228,69.22556390977444,10.121637426900586,33.574770258980784,10.25414643259724,3.6857692564745186,533,25,97,14,9,185,69,133,0.195,0.73,0.075,-0.9005,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,4,0,0,9,8,1,2,6,0,11,11,1,3,2,26,20,18,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,0,6,8,1,0,3,0,0,1,2,5,1,0,0,0,15,3,12,20,1,5,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,5,2,73,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.1033859829516853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472331424092627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5673276596781752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06458243006238072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767981134702665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126130583397583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997495972587409,0.0,0.08926232160078683,0.0,0.0,0.10363348242937184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5630671619571855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211558539706074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164480150968704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900697318676316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058737459946818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749876515950046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24271680394739364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998508904438756,0.3303488930519504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678845858623487,0.10408936311666776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525630708859356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CaelanDean,2019/04/18,"New to reddit, figuring this out.. I’m new to reddit and I’m trying to start subscribing to threads and become part of the important discussions going on.
I suffer from bad anxiety and depression, along with bipolar disorder and panic disorder and a few others. Just in quickly reading this thread, there are a lot of supportive people on here, so thanks in advance💕
Wish me luck as I figure out reddit",6.354399999999997,7.549268973333334,7.251999999999999,69.78600000000003,65.93333333333334,10.8,33.66666666666667,10.793553405168565,4.152466666666667,323,14,51,9,5,108,54,75,0.233,0.619,0.14800000000000002,-0.8252,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,15,8,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,9,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,3,16,8,3,11,0,2,0,0,1,6,0,2,4,39,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641267802160586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17913659636424226,0.0,0.23694873531975685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847877922734558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4917756403387166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219311963925244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18239897850777664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4144189130159331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517230097900827,0.0,0.2323319540608373,0.0,0.14873889023422973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21460363745057173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15185646463039196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434637798542645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19752474345567508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566236457166573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467168269784635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,blackKat007,2019/04/18,"My anxiety ruined my chance with a guy (a close friend), now he moved away, and I beat myself up over it I couldn’t be relaxed enough to flow with my ose guy friend and even though we flirted a lot and I had a huge crush on him I couldn’t relax. I think he tried to ask me out once but I didn’t really get it until the window passed. Months later I tried to ask him out, he “got sick” last minute and then tried hard to reschedule but I wouldn’t let him because I felt so rejected. I finally let him reschedule and he invited another couple we are friends with. So I took that as another rejection of course. 

It all ended with me being very confused. Months later we started sleeping together just “as friends”. We knew he was going to move away for a new job which he was in the process of getting and was stressed about. I tried to play it cool, but I repeatedly kept asking for his version of events because to me it still felt very 50/50 whether he liked me or not. He was very upset by that and wanted me to stop asking. He never shared any information with me. 

Now I’m sad and I replay the events all the time.",2.8455652595827274,4.2375330349345015,3.851142649199417,90.11146409509949,74.54585152838429,7.010286268801553,24.07593401261523,7.594959193182576,0.941107520621058,871,26,190,11,18,281,128,229,0.168,0.723,0.109,-0.9427,1,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,4,0,0,1,9,18,0,3,9,1,14,2,1,0,3,43,31,20,0,4,7,0,3,1,4,1,1,0,1,2,8,20,0,2,5,3,0,6,6,7,0,0,12,4,33,11,31,12,5,36,0,4,0,0,30,10,0,3,21,123,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288204776576143,0.2247627296000113,0.08198787583795662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40077317960734815,0.0,0.20138714728372709,0.0,0.0,0.13066464561908187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858607812385225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492442159630517,0.11073947135759783,0.0,0.07078746731858274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058078428254178,0.1174039631288228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33120970527002924,0.0,0.11198806395543597,0.0,0.06090949799565784,0.0,0.0857169002092582,0.0,0.0,0.21223837295696832,0.0,0.0,0.09600692218732844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063537345560344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736117738824943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191855107487876,0.0,0.052359840630115805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111556799676084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17109065210914812,0.22781816630339025,0.0,0.0,0.08265925553827863,0.10350939176569199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413689461312596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865845831085593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725147720465572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585836358282162,0.0,0.08558935662826132,0.08960232761692546,0.1227675435213147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867282127766179,0.1052979868612732,0.0,0.062494066384217485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907434340125657,0.2910566537659139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26528951401725603,0.06321404761607745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fruitandcheeseexpert,2019/04/18,"Question: Anxiety Related Chest Pain Hello, this is my first time posting on this sub. I am not necessarily seeking medical advice, I am just curious if others have shared my experience.

Mentally, I had an absolutely terrible week and I woke up on Wednesday at 8 AM with chest pain related to my anxiety. Definitely not acid reflux, no sharp pains or difficulty breathing - just think very painful panic attack feeling. I’ve experienced this in the past and it usually lasts an hour or so at the most. Unfortunately, it didn’t stop until I went to bed, 16 hours later. I barely slept through the night because I still had it mixed with racing thoughts. I had terrible chest pain for 20+ hours. 
I woke up today feeling better - no chest pain - however now the muscles of my chest are quite sore. I can compare it to sore muscles after a workout, it is tender to touch. 

This has never occurred to me so now I am just wondering if anyone else has ever experienced this or if this screams abnormal to you? I’ve tried to google it but most anxiety related chest pain doesn’t seem to last long. For reference, I am a 21 year old female, roughly 115 pounds, so I’m not necessarily a candidate for cardiac diseases. Thank you!",6.051149927219792,7.038702615720522,7.213781659388647,70.53496652110628,66.5109170305677,10.648151382823873,35.354002911208156,10.650279960617883,4.066625967976711,965,46,169,26,15,327,137,229,0.174,0.758,0.067,-0.9645,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,0,3,10,16,1,1,9,0,17,19,8,0,2,30,29,13,0,3,13,0,5,0,0,0,11,1,1,0,13,4,0,1,8,1,0,1,8,12,0,1,9,9,19,4,24,20,2,34,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,11,25,110,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627762881584774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261143926643801,0.0,0.0,0.06889107035376274,0.1009506514987324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208657297283033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06006001229836125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713748184651701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230511396207205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912163192510603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637649470944404,0.0,0.0,0.09963454464143294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380543575007636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29108225650418995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16062228197927592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719165057303847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925371554547203,0.09929017012653682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598866366155585,0.0,0.0,0.09245917181792256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338556318193214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7338638859851718,0.11559802611819657,0.0,0.0,0.09405339672391523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435985150505632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037070796846103,0.10479361658716206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969358924855156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868230594965928,0.08237143066721696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070871380419508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06313093294606087,0.0,0.07821795765954569,0.05745080282164058,0.0,0.09339031470390292,0.0,0.0,0.0668921042944604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851152476965192,0.08129356082517769,0.0,0.0,0.07903092624702679,0.0,0.0,0.09133379403825947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068463140758026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06344696139878084
anxiety,multak12,2019/04/18,"I have constant anxiety usually for no reason. As the title states, I have anxiety all the time and usually no reason behind it. I'm on Zoloft at the moment and it works absolute wonders at night, but during the day not so much. I've tried finding hobbies and what not, but nothing seems to relieve it. However, the one thing that actually helps is being able to text someone all the time. A constant flow of conversation always makes me feel better, I preferred my significant other, but we've broken up. I can talk to other people and it helps relieve it. But I really don't have many friends and no one who I really talk to on a regular basis. I'm searching for something else to help with my anxiety, something that I can rely on and is of course healthy. I'm not sure what else I could do. Any help is appreciated. Thank you reading.",4.415650406504064,5.768793573170732,6.0009756097561,76.38040650406505,70.58536585365854,8.881300813008131,30.739837398373986,9.2995712137729,2.863664227642277,662,28,121,14,12,226,94,164,0.14,0.691,0.168,0.8806,1,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,2,1,6,0,0,8,0,12,1,0,3,3,26,20,12,0,2,7,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,13,7,0,0,7,1,0,1,7,0,0,2,0,1,12,6,18,18,3,17,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,2,9,85,25,2,0.1329092998218933,0.0,0.12970030422917456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059118459383456,0.0,0.0,0.09038288153298,0.0,0.3050257517249915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754747493277852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872554724273465,0.0,0.1061172609796254,0.0,0.0,0.08571550307308339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220573309046767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06720293546757901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147669218222548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268539534662156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563452082512609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871798968874084,0.13474916907991058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770362810913084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472637435995787,0.0,0.12753005776274534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18012556255806025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214257365497644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294526696599274,0.0,0.17029020160606365,0.2733057924590658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209956348336508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261361843211015,0.20464014472756645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252654421651802,0.0,0.0,0.21365492136408076,0.0,0.12236502634841055,0.0,0.0,0.08829903304027313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15500096310884456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023669018349287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29276163293874385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14413446612569522,0.09675955321245934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway_7_2,2019/04/18,"I’ve been doing great lately, until the other day. A lot has changed in my life for the better within the past three months; I got a big raise at work, I finally got over a very long relationship/breakup, and changed my way of thinking on a lot of different things. This has made me a much happier person, and my anxiety has notably reduced following those changes. 

The other day someone whom I don’t know very well yet (but that I hope to get to know better) was considering suicide after they went through a very bizarre and traumatic experience. I’ve been in a rut the last few days, swapping between helplessness and pure anger towards the person that did this to her. What’s worse is, I’m not technically supposed to know about any of this, so I can’t try to comfort her or do anything to change the situation. 

Anyway, I frequent this sub on my main account, so I know most threads don’t get any responses here, but I needed to get this off my chest. So if you read this far, feel free to tell me about your day/week and why you’re looking forward to the weekend. 

Stay strong, friends.",7.247319456244688,6.335138200934581,7.105683942225998,78.76901019541208,64.18691588785046,10.211724723874255,36.744265080713674,9.339509955726095,3.1675196261682244,861,37,172,13,11,274,134,214,0.07,0.812,0.118,0.9066,1,0,0,0,0,1,26.0,0,2,1,4,9,11,1,0,15,0,13,2,1,1,1,23,31,13,1,3,5,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,14,5,0,0,6,2,2,3,4,2,1,1,8,2,20,10,28,23,6,30,0,1,1,0,10,12,0,6,15,114,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15173260064914462,0.0,0.08534497866041373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180640112317963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973358645882792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4720731718309173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877942366217427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655902873656145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912949574888392,0.0,0.0,0.056409333254282476,0.0,0.0,0.12221122483622948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619288199471258,0.0,0.17486034668200887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17845338580681244,0.12299800905582192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080669808370727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452472477153428,0.09093829720243901,0.12584731732524693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879986674959934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987292688869309,0.093684371003944,0.0,0.0,0.1896928326740472,0.0,0.10556309974202367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904809341634135,0.0,0.0820112466786414,0.08272215254233613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649899427131604,0.0,0.19482407865480791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115926531584648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977633393056535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540088243927566,0.0,0.0,0.09452651267253273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189107414565651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203122695175107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751050977700523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411714304061343,0.07148472144925523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574358906955443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27615214665864585,0.0,0.08855309014292109,0.08948867829138979,0.0,0.10030805214486184,0.10341952068579413,0.10066777022035536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121880160027074,0.0,0.1136916806121367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KheyheyK,2019/04/18,Scared of myself I may be suffering from depersonalization disorder due to my anxiety. Today as I scrolling through my memories on Snapchat and I forgot who I was for about ten seconds. I felt that my mind was totally disconnected from my body and my heart began to race because I couldn’t recognize myself. This has happened to me a couple times before when I would look in the mirror and not recognize my own reflection which also scared me at the time. It’s difficult to explain but I often feel as though I’m spectating and playing my life at the same time.,5.197967289719628,6.880263878504675,6.1683060747663525,74.66124415887852,69.09345794392523,9.835981308411217,32.06658878504673,10.125756701596842,3.510832710280374,453,20,80,12,8,150,76,107,0.108,0.87,0.022,-0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,4,0,7,3,2,0,1,18,15,10,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,4,0,2,5,3,19,1,16,6,3,11,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,2,7,66,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17402310792129622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16647150354144885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265339413665475,0.0,0.18517058188542426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417163055256029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407819756591636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24940058576813198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003045132831876,0.0,0.20894028955869198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924323235445119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578695935238845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15370479321188493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827380865770301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21972465921372664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4357323204169724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21380129700309544,0.0,0.38067145003103503,0.0,0.2062693920777149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154584317556806,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ticklemypicklesir,2019/04/18,"I’ve been on Zoloft (50mg) for 7 months now and it has quite literally saved my life. In the Summer of 2018 I had my first panic attack while driving. I thought I was 100% dying so I rushed to the ER. I was told I was completely healthy and all my test came back fine. After that my general anxiety got worse and worse everyday until the point where I thought I wouldn’t be able to live with this anymore. It was either get help or I would end up killing myself, so I finally built up the courage to go to my doctor and she prescribed me Zoloft. 

At first I was extremely hesitant to take meds because of all the horror stories I’ve heard about them. I decided to take them anyways because i thought it couldn’t get any worse than it already was. Well I was wrong, the first 10 of taking Zoloft was horrible. It made my anxiety way worse and I was constantly getting hot flashes that were crazy hot. 

However I was told the meds take time to fully work and the side effects will fade so I stuck with it. BEST DECISION OF MY LIFE. After the first 10 days the side effects began to fade but my anxiety wasn’t any better than before however at about the 2 month point I began feeling better and better everyday. Now, 7 months later I am 1000x times better than before. My anxiety isn’t gone but I can deal with it so easily compared to what I was going through before. I plan on trying to wean off of Zoloft soon here and hopefully I can live a healthy mental life without the pills now. 


I am making this post to tell those who are worried about taking meds for anxiety because of all the bad stories you hear that they can and do help many many people ALOT. So please if you are really struggling and have tried other methods to now avail please just think about taking medication it very well might save your life and it’s not all bad at all. I’m not a zombie and it even made my sex life much better because I can now last way longer in bed :D 

Keep fighting everyone you’re stronger than you know!",4.2888190238689,5.3007439800498775,4.885132703954402,85.54663029925189,70.54613466334166,8.122586391164942,27.53838617741361,8.418075326091056,1.766101460634129,1580,53,322,24,28,506,201,401,0.123,0.71,0.16699999999999998,0.9803,2,0,1,0,2,1,26.0,0,4,3,15,23,21,3,2,16,0,33,13,0,5,5,53,66,23,2,5,9,0,3,0,0,4,12,2,1,0,19,16,0,1,10,0,0,6,7,8,3,4,29,5,45,13,46,31,9,57,0,0,0,1,18,15,0,5,33,209,64,3,0.06890728703955239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07604090473638497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371863623690546,0.0,0.2635694298885947,0.0,0.06833751280286443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783919867864363,0.0,0.05298545034042655,0.1150694128374475,0.16802097041998446,0.0,0.17590507802746733,0.0,0.07231394650623864,0.3047144784759944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881157926252344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07224797944497234,0.07446429752755665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0444394995828852,0.07104038722895813,0.0,0.0,0.07151488488945584,0.0,0.0,0.07052952813674075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06103140355066994,0.0,0.0,0.04551261320952252,0.0,0.0,0.06584386572320468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03484159475951272,0.0,0.0,0.07548456479024848,0.0,0.23445001261815746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800364030432738,0.0,0.07832319838726119,0.0,0.05511145224599788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766352052265439,0.0,0.09237420399868043,0.0,0.0,0.0684404840218371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06124796281934565,0.07623570364532059,0.0,0.03786964287569869,0.05616863587032325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24335627333307536,0.0,0.0,0.12169279379189213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040348221064593,0.04599614917275417,0.13972234726348445,0.0,0.0,0.2296213855951555,0.06941684227807897,0.06944233816899027,0.07309974222068934,0.0,0.0,0.16500341730331605,0.0,0.050654784548135566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084785443652022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04777163659664905,0.0,0.0,0.1512790173989802,0.13027931811174265,0.0,0.06599413325044301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329138173218111,0.0,0.0,0.044143772549463715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07203685778977183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31085822541637026,0.0,0.060228006084188115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044153007180642634,0.0,0.16411406667225295,0.08036078642097291,0.0,0.0,0.13168773144640936,0.0,0.09356704941348064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056855728362525976,0.0,0.10939079416358907,0.0,0.0,0.12391185296209906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06642416574385619,0.0,0.05016532564662186,0.06997869482797588,0.2808896496301197,0.048949759666248566,0.07533930113060884,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mhannum201,2019/04/18,"My First Anxiety Attack Today, I had my first anxiety attack. Looking back, I think this may not actually be my first one. After paying attention to what I was experiencing, I believe I’ve had them before but never this bad.

Today, it started slow and I felt more stressed out than normal. My job is very stress inducing. Some days are better than others, but today was a bad day in that aspect. I came home and tried to sleep it off with a short nap. Sometimes that helps. I typically wake up and try to mentally decompress with a TV show or Movie.

Today, it was different. I woke up and the stress was still there. I went about my routine hoping it would wear off eventually. But it didn’t. I continued with my night, purchasing a plane ticket for a vacation with my boyfriend in a few months. This ticket ended up being twice as expensive as I planned for and it pushed me over the edge, stress wise. I tried to breathe through it but it wasn’t quite working. We left for the grocery store and I was quiet, focused on working through my anxiety and physical symptoms that were beginning to present themselves. Symptoms I had never really experienced before. My chest felt tight. My heart felt like someone was squeezing it. My head was pounding, I couldn’t think straight. I was just repeating the same thoughts over and over and over. I couldn’t stop. I felt the overwhelming desire to burst into tears. My stomach was doing flips and I felt like I was going to throw up.

I have not experienced all of this all at once before.

We got home and I quickly stepped outside on our porch, closed the door, and turned off the porch light. I sat in total darkness outside, taking in the sound of the wind and the coolness of the air. I couldn’t hold it back anymore, the tears fought their way through and began to roll down my cheeks. My only form of comfort my pulling at my fingers. I was trying to control my breathing but it was getting hard. My heart felt like it was on fire.

In that moment, I felt insane. I had no control over my thoughts and my body and that terrified me.

10 minutes seemed like an eternity.

I am terrified that this is a disorder that has begun to manifest and I will never be the same again.

Someone, please tell me it gets better and this isn’t something I have to worry about for the rest of my life. Having these episodes where I am completely beside myself and have no control. I fear that will cripple me.",3.0930769230769246,5.4767308717948735,3.770700854700856,86.55207692307691,76.8205128205128,6.63863247863248,26.42564102564103,7.715138304826218,1.59112358974359,1920,75,365,29,45,607,230,468,0.174,0.735,0.091,-0.9922,2,0,1,1,0,0,55.0,3,0,2,12,11,21,3,6,22,1,42,16,13,4,6,75,70,27,0,7,9,0,12,4,0,4,3,2,5,0,30,29,0,6,14,5,4,7,13,11,0,5,36,20,63,10,59,24,10,71,0,1,1,0,8,31,0,5,36,271,93,4,0.0,0.0,0.06818404844805365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16035344525308035,0.0,0.06929328907502401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15897677216400838,0.0,0.10745302182129196,0.11667878680981655,0.0,0.0,0.1783653065730398,0.07872072662586775,0.0,0.12359050001303072,0.0,0.07761096552124701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991384702646502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325844795096226,0.0,0.235098911732752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012207101623396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300035739899895,0.08007825628866838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06188499574297871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862433657254746,0.0,0.0,0.4696100373358954,0.0,0.0,0.1782967929875264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300946104912942,0.0,0.03970931780020427,0.0,0.05588224732209219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259072081710289,0.0,0.07170783687088356,0.0,0.0,0.16559501923911646,0.0468330800919016,0.0,0.14017268454367335,0.06939770046124556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933621822043592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591508096795757,0.0,0.04935197640257846,0.13654182811997814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05867406961193317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041356665511714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0557703913249349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16166654242652573,0.0,0.0,0.06556923056311914,0.06845877656976586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441036899112423,0.04734641972192489,0.05314006852733857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669741152163889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431644338192953,0.0,0.0,0.044761172402573636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06360796357827601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06992149226323699,0.0,0.11840299775269834,0.05379013420765167,0.06910423748240599,0.0,0.049455076243255985,0.0,0.055799096602453316,0.058415311569833685,0.3201481254424936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452455112742657,0.0525343206867552,0.0,0.06107036186761861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954107238072141,0.0,0.11093958985604674,0.0,0.0,0.26491827503025345,0.0,0.0,0.18975137774208264,0.07599961910444908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05765091908393856,0.0,0.05546037316276384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06477114689381426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173388726047926,0.07095742485969678,0.0,0.04963437660499896,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,robloxdruglord,2019/04/18,"This is what I’ve learned works best Anxiety: Let go by relaxing your mind and body. There’s nothing to worry about because you are in control. 

Focus: shouldn’t be on the anxiety

Thoughts: ignore the bad ones by being aware of your mind and refocusing on your surroundings whenever you have a bad thought. 

If you never lose hope and always make it your intent to follow these rules eventually it will go away.",8.319545454545455,7.785194168831173,7.855162337662339,73.03131493506496,61.85714285714286,11.336363636363638,36.133116883116884,10.686352973137794,3.7868467532467536,329,13,59,7,4,104,61,77,0.16899999999999998,0.6970000000000001,0.133,-0.3054,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,7,0,4,2,7,0,0,3,0,8,1,1,3,1,16,15,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,3,1,0,3,2,4,0,1,2,0,7,3,10,8,1,9,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,2,1,41,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16373400285285575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30106731976609136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848782153713921,0.0,0.32860070043661105,0.1199532682200282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20650503802303696,0.0,0.0,0.21857458694194945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22070183501076002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236655008125144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954436929261664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20121753850265364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22014282738246632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13134999530157626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3973768052111313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517663451115348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18881257957620545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13334100490048414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31243748696382784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432558030725091,0.1998363211307649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,theonefuckedupchick,2019/04/18,"Weird anxiety symptoms even when I don’t know why exactly or what is making me anxious So this semester has been rough for me. I started with full time credits and 2 part time jobs. I ended up having to drop to only one class after I nearly passed out in my house after a work event I helped one of my coworkers with. I was so afraid I was dying because my vision was tunneling, I felt like my heart beats were way too slow, and I could barely stand on my own anymore. I thought it was a serious medical problem and had my boyfriend call an ambulance because I was so afraid. The sense of dread I felt sent me into the weirdest calm/scared to death state I’ve ever been in. Ever since then I have had one more incident a few days later. The weird thing is this all started with a weird dull pain in my hand that made it hard to grip things. When I tell people that they’re always like OMG pain in your left hand/arm is probably a heart attack. But I have had numerous doctors visits and tests and everything has come back normal. 


I decreased my workload in school and work and have had more time for myself, but the arm symptom has stuck around. It’ll happens, like today after I finished a test or after I finish doing something or am in anticipation of something or when I try to relax. It’s almost like when I am not distracted by something outside my house this occurs. It often happens when I am home for the day, or have finished something stressful, but it almost never occurs during the stressful event. When it gets really bad I feel like I can’t breathe in deeply enough. I’ll have some breaths where I feel like I can breath fine and others where I feel like it’s not enough air, but I have counted my breaths and they are all the same amount of time. 


I used to have really bad stomach problems where I would dry heave or throw up all the time and had numerous doctors visits for them to find nothing wrong either, but this was a few years ago and those have mostly stopped and I had about a year in between where I didn’t really have any symptoms and now this has started happening in the last 6 months or less, I’d say.  I figured the stomach stuff was also anxiety because I had some stuff going on then too.


I guess I am looking for someone who experiences similar symptoms or knows what I am talking about because I feel really alone in this and it makes me think something is seriously wrong with me. I can’t describe it well but the arm thing is the weirdest part.. 


Sorry this was so long. Thanks for reading and any advice.",6.079589621031072,5.972955398019806,6.225933765790376,81.44158415841586,66.30693069306929,8.866507340389212,31.47319904404234,8.326086129247049,2.2219723455104132,2016,71,395,24,29,643,239,505,0.127,0.78,0.094,-0.8714,1,1,5,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,2,3,27,33,1,6,21,0,52,20,11,4,7,77,80,42,2,5,17,0,10,7,0,2,9,1,1,0,29,23,0,1,12,2,1,7,7,21,1,3,25,12,57,12,47,52,20,79,0,1,1,0,12,25,0,15,50,285,86,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06691004529023029,0.06069629605116965,0.0,0.13712963315905552,0.07091634124203355,0.0,0.05475703313420971,0.056974188628657364,0.0,0.0,0.0931266151126602,0.0,0.1047617841584969,0.07735386947483036,0.06790582437052953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060954596319761974,0.0,0.07789678418839799,0.0,0.05265074096843052,0.1143425187437044,0.1669595810549774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991756695494925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05898256450652783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054669319855958035,0.0,0.0,0.08831755005467898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106312498072756,0.0,0.0,0.14016798546373455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606458678493928,0.14149975807544782,0.0,0.045225109789482035,0.12387368699854225,0.0,0.0,0.06153821790708364,0.06697875410140014,0.0,0.0,0.13848600087941518,0.14674923003025184,0.1314877144202132,0.0,0.06258216692220248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03577379357776921,0.0,0.03891421516295341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542962687483669,0.0,0.18164868865320946,0.0,0.061337462137628564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16227929779622752,0.0458953378300222,0.0,0.06868299820392833,0.0,0.0,0.1580149880242646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06794789394245536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526084027992544,0.055813818298381515,0.0,0.0,0.07439502762963443,0.0,0.0,0.2341637215638309,0.0,0.0,0.06059556472802989,0.05749923433217805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06478986135950225,0.09141118250691738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06897833571570072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054653696612472734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05280982705612565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708802137151594,0.06570073006708076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13919519646683592,0.05207604096478092,0.14571806986603095,0.0,0.0,0.14829700547590352,0.0,0.04746986291384074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382439625778102,0.13103691204639129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849052883578532,0.0,0.17545966441265254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05445168214024724,0.0,0.06929731887799323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05664074542443829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05801610284102503,0.2635654516570327,0.0,0.07664879737634601,0.1453945006695957,0.0,0.0,0.057245657421688974,0.1568688878032212,0.0,0.15676811492472534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284674499099598,0.0,0.055035199396520094,0.05984754544898555,0.06303981748933757,0.0,0.0,0.13646926152317487,0.043874092399127713,0.0,0.05435911907967604,0.19963286726289395,0.0,0.06490344915389556,0.0,0.0,0.04648799293200315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05913782292118142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05434988596712626,0.0,0.0,0.06156455056349725,0.0,0.061785329266440675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969686203467262,0.0,0.0,0.04864054377373502,0.1497267647282334,0.0,0.08818744526498211
anxiety,Jilliane16,2019/04/18,"Using anxiety to justify bad behavior? F/27 

Has there ever been a time in your life where you knew a situation wasn’t right (cheating/lying/just plain not being honest about a situation) and your friend/partner/coworker just blames it on your anxiety and make it seem like it’s all in your head when you know it’s not. 

Yes, my mind might be escalating it to worse then it is, but this person is still not being honest with you and keeps making you feel like a crazy person for feeling the way your feeling. 

How do you deal with this, if i keep bringing up this topic my relationship is over, which is the last thing I want in this world, but on the other hand I know there is truth to what I’m saying but the only response I get is my anxiety is out of control and I need to relax..


So confused",4.933416149068325,5.223506099378884,5.933720496894412,81.19660559006212,68.75155279503106,8.924472049689443,27.280124223602485,8.841846274778883,1.869093913043478,626,18,128,10,10,208,100,161,0.146,0.752,0.103,-0.6396,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,10,0,1,10,8,0,1,8,1,15,3,2,5,3,37,32,12,0,3,8,0,4,2,0,1,1,1,0,2,14,7,0,3,7,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,5,18,6,17,25,1,19,0,0,0,0,15,11,0,4,8,94,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35838396639175873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038636726727018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751457649240439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16099322646460273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14125489122682186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368762745096489,0.11156012778181602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064817172553792,0.0,0.08158671051194326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16026433955691252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776028547505173,0.0,0.0,0.1716419695734928,0.12729054932843414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029982564149984,0.1525829453267688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084748901044937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656601802564825,0.15767622527556965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579003085250295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876607018389973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727042924409568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16765648589864646,0.0,0.1333590606454205,0.0,0.1241840236486804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216142500279194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.351058854256569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470889870749433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374520023496528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105765601648877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348713668984574,0.0,0.0,0.09210671246523973,0.12395186445959157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591395146422824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Daddy_Lin,2019/04/18,"Is this also anxiety? Recently I've been having health anxiety with my eyes and that something is wrong with them. 

I've been super sensitive with what I see with my eyes. I went to the optometrist and he checked everything and said that I'm fine and that I experienced an ocular migraine and I'm overtiring my eyes. 

However I've been getting this strange kind of vision, usually more in the night.

I kind of feel that everything around the sides of my vision get darker, like a darker shade, but when I close my eyes for a few seconds it goes away.  

Then this other time I felt like I got a really quick white flash in my eyes, a couple of them but they each happened at different times.  I don't know, it went to quick that I couldn't say much about it. But I feel like this is just the general lightning and shadows that the area around me emits. 

Then this time I got a black flash. But again I think it's just the shadows the objects around me make.

Just once I got a flickering of colors on the left side of my left eye when I looked to the right. I mentioned this to my doctor. He said ""ooooo"" about it, gave a few comments on it, and moved on.

Is this me just overthinking?",3.4669934640522877,4.789159378151262,4.143137254901962,88.90856209150326,72.86554621848741,7.97796451914099,24.986928104575163,8.515128840125781,1.4283185807656396,924,28,199,16,18,294,116,238,0.029,0.901,0.071,0.8485,2,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,3,1,15,8,0,0,17,0,10,9,6,1,0,32,31,16,0,1,8,0,3,3,0,0,3,3,0,0,21,16,0,0,5,0,1,3,2,1,0,1,12,18,29,7,27,18,5,33,0,0,11,0,11,17,0,0,16,133,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151179038424787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19421352226501787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33900358641065903,0.0,0.0,0.11926186284597415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404538152052332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262256244032022,0.0,0.12992580445421795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281662946015712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836672375919128,0.0906841016591034,0.12187980739947712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263910139233198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045702965920501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122503208001479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492851697069372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643715302924225,0.06976147359840347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758357061406109,0.0,0.0,0.18604560070762333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659544333741867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473169806949539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349143640493472,0.09331359227459783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912214795047385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13518418483616856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131934682752205,0.0,0.1253353655286034,0.0,0.0,0.10840384331921732,0.24149306551465635,0.10094571285377307,0.0,0.0,0.10115267063385347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772260968033718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133635838163925,0.0,0.0,0.22205465068635974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398036090286107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353444771867331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13878611646791691,0.0,0.0
anxiety,furtivedog,2019/04/18,"Does anyone else worry about their heart and get chest pain symptoms? To give background, more than a couple times in my life I’ve gone to the ER with symptoms that vaguely mimic heart issues, as recently as 6 months ago, I stepped off a plane after the door was closed and got an ambulance to the nearest hospital,’for fear of having a heart attack in the air. The hospital found nothing wrong (did EKG, bloodwork and X-Ray, but no echocardiogram). I couldn’t stomach the thought of getting on another plane and drove home 15 hours. 

Now (probably not coincidentally) I am under a tremendous amount of stress again (moving across the country for a leadership role at my company and getting married this summer)... and I’m experiencing symptoms again. 

This seem normal to you guys? Anyone else get pains in their chest?",8.712193877551023,8.748340993197283,7.791215986394563,71.93131377551025,60.83673469387754,10.343197278911568,36.742346938775505,9.827888789773867,3.602810204081633,654,27,109,11,8,202,106,147,0.129,0.8590000000000001,0.012,-0.9452,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,2,0,4,6,1,2,13,0,5,12,6,0,0,15,17,9,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,2,1,3,8,0,0,3,0,0,4,3,6,1,0,7,1,8,0,22,9,2,25,0,0,0,0,6,11,0,1,10,64,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989081554387928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299920416530783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733636624916557,0.2540412652157771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14103234792930427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371690620983651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848588706988416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20711996380643516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394993072292436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592533385509473,0.0,0.0,0.25907421751371884,0.11892211954811095,0.0,0.0,0.09914913279620613,0.0,0.0,0.1227485511806242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4407106909542261,0.0,0.0,0.12435076236390925,0.0,0.12208424549744205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939116515936436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756279313341125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098950672182189,0.1317591604984527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146305230101465,0.11895135747349515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638229773289361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365927807131373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224041832697309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285649253453492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420057823596394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3865529888870045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841733872650923,0.07228717407858913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589628151031015,0.0,0.0,0.1355403653532746,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HermantheGerman9,2019/04/18,"Weird feeling in my chest whenever I think about or doing certain things It's sort of hard to explain but ever since I was young I would get this weird feeling around my heart whenever I was in or thinking about being in certain social situations. 

This happened to me recently in the library. I overhead two people talking about going to the gym to work out and I thought to myself I needed to do the same thing. Then I started to feel pressure in my chest and although it didn't hurt, it was pretty uncomfortable. Another time, when I was in middle school, there was a class field trip to some resort. I was playing ping pong with my friends and while I was waiting for my turn to play I started to think about where I was and how this is a typical experience for most people. Then the chest pressure started. There were more times were a felt this pressure but I don't remember most of them very well.

I was just wondering what this could be, sorry if it sounds confusing or anything.",4.319179755671904,6.0722519476439825,4.759246073298431,83.62061431064575,71.4083769633508,7.3969982547993025,30.010820244328087,8.021203637495839,2.0925997207678884,786,33,147,11,15,249,110,191,0.103,0.758,0.139,0.8440000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,13,13,0,4,7,0,20,4,4,1,3,39,39,16,0,4,7,0,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,12,7,0,1,11,3,0,2,2,7,1,1,14,6,23,6,27,21,5,24,0,1,0,0,5,10,0,10,12,117,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15989870478465726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254859975769915,0.1357481274726874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175058566084995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379356280613914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14916414837728767,0.0,0.0,0.2313100623529192,0.0,0.14641398758981328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781313338522265,0.0,0.07966955379872137,0.0,0.0866633881508874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484610311794706,0.0,0.13660078372810805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18070098182471656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16324333536197835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306915102317645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114342606137437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551368056850276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056514318998154,0.0,0.1727410591902558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543276773947803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261410228966095,0.17140476739540164,0.0,0.15544400533785724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706996903447467,0.3237988995478771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256541285208122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026147091754299,0.2931276514326284,0.0,0.1210597571251321,0.1778358945781776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16586496204511944,0.14896024063084776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258199398681452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371065180031852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16536853196848578,0.1110142889398641,0.0,0.0,0.10832427963101957,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,octopus_toaster,2019/04/18,"My teacher is giving me bad grades for things I can’t control I’m in high school and I’m currently taking a class that could basically be considered woodshop. The teacher for this class is your “I became a teacher to help kids!” stereotypical teacher who really likes the suck-ups and doesn’t like the quiet kids who are just there to do the work and get the grade.

I’m a quiet kid.

I just like to be left alone to my projects and don’t really need help with anything considering I’ve done a lot of work with tools outside of class. So, whenever he comes up to me and asks me if I need any help I tend to just mutter a response in the negative. If he asks any questions about what I’m doing I’ll normally set into that “Fuck fuck fuck” mindset because I’m terrified of explaining anything I do because I think I do everything wrong. Because of that, my answers are normally curt and I just want him to go away.

Recently, I’ve started receiving D’s and C’s on projects for very little reason. When I asked him why he said “You’re not participating enough in class(this is not a class focused on participation) and I can’t trust you around the tools(I’m part of a club that builds things for the school. I work with the same power tools in this class for hours after school every day and he knows this).” 

I have a ‘B’ in this class, and I have a 4.7 GPA right now. I don’t GET B’s. And because of my low grade in the class I have a lot more anxiety during it because being in the class just reminds me about my low grade and added to fact it’s my very last class before I can go home normally I’m already pretty worn. This just means I get worse when put under pressure.

My parents ended up telling the teacher about my anxiety(without consulting me) and it did jack shit. Instead he’s now signaling me out in class, asking me questions when everyone else is looking at us, forcing me to give examples, and even making jokes about my “poor” grade in the class in front of everyone else.

Tl:Dr: Teacher is being an ass about my anxiety even though he knows I have it and is giving me poor grades for not sucking up to him.

I don’t know what to do in this situation. I’m on the verge of an anxiety attack every time I enter that room. I’m terrified to go to class. Is there anything I can do to help this situation(besides, y’know, talk to him. I’m trying but it’s still not up to his standards)?",3.9852687000726235,4.934898911522637,5.062483660130719,84.22647058823532,71.20164609053498,8.269087388041639,28.080125877511506,8.583994105835817,1.8930217380779475,1885,67,393,31,34,621,207,486,0.099,0.851,0.051,-0.9522,3,1,0,0,0,0,44.0,1,2,0,5,25,16,6,1,26,0,34,5,2,3,1,59,77,23,0,9,13,1,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,3,23,22,0,1,10,2,2,8,11,11,0,0,4,4,49,5,63,68,6,56,0,2,1,4,39,32,6,6,18,243,72,28,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060297042887142,0.08588154701496405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584699763976993,0.0,0.17860716252514752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19212941480132228,0.06928052743016393,0.2910225432490555,0.0885368884304497,0.0731189145910449,0.0,0.06498041562526895,0.2372062267119368,0.0,0.06622313030580533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703913117165683,0.0,0.0,0.08728707485530901,0.0621367303295742,0.0,0.0,0.05019052555963145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796417395697747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13002518497700508,0.0,0.06892962901476501,0.08041377076210207,0.0,0.10280502697010134,0.0,0.1311414170945151,0.14872976773114638,0.06994386725735535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158431823605161,0.12198065955079432,0.2239697754082972,0.13268879693062116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20865715817519886,0.0822261213986397,0.07806456983311111,0.0,0.07664170228620812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17108178953652106,0.06343755849547893,0.0,0.0,0.0845568187397163,0.0,0.0,0.1140637255159188,0.07800084493615772,0.0,0.0,0.0653531894537767,0.0,0.0,0.13232763905997372,0.0,0.0,0.051948625037821765,0.0,0.0,0.08477396801021496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541213223059195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287551941357628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641517509270175,0.08427662043554178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917574939552711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823536923134967,0.17436306237611665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971305551314986,0.08001680483818821,0.07684255191585496,0.0,0.0,0.06646191139271165,0.0740291590720018,0.0,0.0,0.2362884060216694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988598764743463,0.0,0.08747827988704485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05508475871118276,0.0,0.06215094599247061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058514526695941135,0.06255258621373215,0.0680222618874464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340661177523322,0.049866957464302725,0.07646242187512763,0.0,0.045380237656943295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05283789679458068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361359211018394,0.0,0.0,0.12842713866606298,0.045903054002569915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702247321361978,0.0,0.0,0.07502028195268355,0.0,0.16997203497158792,0.0,0.07931006914750426,0.0,0.0850891471446019,0.0,0.0
anxiety,olixand3r,2019/04/18,"Considering going on antidepressants? Hey guys. So, my anxiety-depression cycle has flared up in a big way this year. I lack motivation, I don't want to do anything, I have fallen behind at work (when I'm generally a go-getter) and I have panic attacks almost daily. A lot of this I would like to attribute to the high stress nature of my job this time of year, where we are all a little more on edge. But if I'm honest I think it goes deeper. 

My mom also started feeling this increased fragility and anxiety and overwhelm around my age and she's suffered with depression her whole life. So I wonder if i am the same. She's never struggled with anxiety, though, whereas I have for several years now. 

Anyway, while I am vocal about my support of anyone who is on meds, I personally have never wanted them. I'm nervous about long-term medication and just haven't entertained it seriously before but am thinking now I may need to. 

Anyone here who has suffered the wonderful anxiety-depression combo and who has gone on meds....especially anyone who was hesitant at first....could you share what led you to finally decide to take something? What was the process like? Is it a forever situation for you or did you phase off?",5.060481283422458,6.610244943722948,6.311143366437488,74.0169671504966,69.25974025974024,9.24481792717087,30.47135217723453,9.627879704456738,3.0513685255920557,966,39,168,22,17,325,142,231,0.131,0.763,0.106,-0.399,1,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,1,4,1,2,14,16,1,5,9,0,21,2,0,3,3,38,37,17,0,7,6,1,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,2,13,10,0,0,7,1,0,5,4,10,0,0,4,2,26,6,27,31,7,33,0,4,0,0,18,14,0,8,15,127,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720424100686892,0.0,0.0,0.10158747863849522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19435832990160687,0.0,0.0,0.2664712736590126,0.0,0.10453654729692156,0.1130854503452507,0.0,0.1445172874934756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809491197152243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014247493912976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282375366639885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423121766653431,0.0,0.0,0.13915739348246384,0.0,0.10805339061214367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443904746230876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12578169420585766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421632763811692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605970099752276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972648853110071,0.12412287883756007,0.12731947928379958,0.0,0.11241936030954272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799809998058432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14110396209716922,0.12797141855481273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14877839307644378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419265003256654,0.19594988518890727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14904473150634387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091947981683464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351004999885286,0.0,0.0,0.1427893384100778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779547268175998,0.0,0.0,0.08991393364163992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14551477569735422,0.13280147262618364,0.0,0.0,0.1441544566392996,0.0,0.0,0.09551228676513616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16279400724489526,0.12480833695952273,0.0,0.07407340565331193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498535801228007,0.1008321226271964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182673908022694,0.0,0.0,0.27552166293198865,0.09248084001783533,0.0,0.0,0.09023991839492153,0.0,0.0,0.24541341173695244
anxiety,hails_124,2019/04/18,"Irrational fears! Possible TW: anxiety (idk if this needed to be said but better safe than sorry)

For the last half year (ish) i've started to develop almost debilitating irrational fears that have such a slim chance of ever happening. This has started to keep me from making plans in preparation for them happening even though my logical brain knows they (probably) won't. I don't have access to a doctor as of now, and was wondering if anyone did something to help themselves in a situation like this. I'm willing to try anything.",7.38704467353952,8.252522773195881,7.867577319587633,67.4505756013746,63.5360824742268,11.827491408934709,35.75429553264605,11.538034831475384,4.635798625429554,427,19,69,13,6,141,76,97,0.105,0.7340000000000001,0.161,0.8385,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,2,5,5,0,2,4,0,9,2,1,1,1,13,20,6,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,1,5,3,15,14,0,8,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,4,7,47,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18225849392615198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13923850419403955,0.0,0.0,0.1272668600440048,0.0,0.14978017650801478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609746176072003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031853277925928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18629675686254848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021705605112028,0.16464006436338205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4096276821616938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219048103599305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219986513262165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617804221738173,0.0,0.0,0.10002890757481818,0.14836388356019115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889217559872487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149426836426408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495941957565444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051909204461907,0.0,0.0,0.19623947015659465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17313487147208068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045888530235963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14012155115811925,0.0,0.2037472725513683,0.2576577321445808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178825637758744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357404278342855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19738399809838705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720961098574345
anxiety,AngstyTrumpet,2019/04/18,"How do I talk to my parents about anxiety? I’m 14 and freshman year is just about over. I noticed my anxiety somewhere around the beginning of 7th grade. It has gotten better in some situations but in others, worse. My parents still have no idea and I’ve never really felt like I could talk to them about stuff like this. I’ve talked to a school social worker twice in first semester and she told me she wanted me to “check in” with her every now and then but I haven’t been back since. I don’t know what I should do or how I should approach this.",1.7859983766233751,3.920229044642863,3.025551948051948,91.50581168831171,79.98214285714286,6.215584415584416,20.003246753246753,7.348242739294969,0.4517750000000005,431,11,92,6,11,139,75,112,0.142,0.84,0.018000000000000002,-0.9127,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,3,10,3,0,0,2,0,11,0,0,2,1,21,18,10,0,4,4,2,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,3,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,4,1,16,3,15,11,1,15,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,2,10,69,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27152242692314543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15798260842735026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364606099627088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15695449724460395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14169237880742488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495229894600239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17039545296374226,0.0,0.0,0.15095272155886796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20033782148385487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753082275767616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734021141040027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13687293055239388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020465285894546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3941105899522136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136894390715186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796053432285281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680193530411698,0.19947952693091173,0.0,0.18090451695262325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172479523940373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031564246945655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4279220049479377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695766294551206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467420608795956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808532940385929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142824616573595
anxiety,HitlerDidNonWrong,2019/04/18,"Anxiety and school So I have a schoolproject that is very important for this year (I did last year twice) and I think if I dont ace this project I will not get through the year, but the anxiety has gotten to me to the point where I cant do anything but stress for the project. It is a group project and my whole group is doing nothing (wow suprise). And to shit my pants even more it is due tonight at 24:00 and now it is 02:20 and tommorow I dont have time to fix it because I am at my work (for the whole day) and evening).

What the hell should I do?",4.002469733656177,3.6712770677966087,4.184285714285719,95.0877118644068,70.6949152542373,8.098789346246972,29.56900726392252,7.447530270364453,1.2552939467312347,426,15,108,4,7,132,68,118,0.155,0.8320000000000001,0.013,-0.9575,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,5,4,2,1,8,0,18,1,1,0,0,13,21,11,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,13,1,10,17,3,13,1,0,0,0,2,4,2,1,9,77,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898347488093497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15588899092999187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547791168574427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217000283628195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4440331796081608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502402653982799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897204938666856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15441493419134408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18176813948465745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17907745150836746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19171848944246486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944524634608735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169973290243982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213823977119428,0.0,0.0,0.11046116177191552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156303841413727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42299516893952177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791104837038087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3659700851578322
anxiety,Viochrome,2019/04/18,"Upset over What Society Thinks.  So, here's what's up; I have a foot fetish. I find that I get distressed, almost to an abnormal degree when society says anything about it, because it's ***always*** something negative, no matter what. Society saying something positive about a foot fetish? That must only occur in an alternate dimension. Anyways, Society always says things like ""foot fetishists are creeps,"" ""foot fetishes are unnatural and abnormal,"" ""if you have a foot fetish, you're a bad person and should feel bad,"" etc. I need some advice on how to not care about what other people think of my foot fetish. It's degrading when people shun us foot fetishists for something that makes us attracted to feet and something that isn't hurting anybody. My goal isn't to change the way people think; I want to know how to deal with it since it makes me almost abnormally upset.",4.5248945147679285,7.216964316455697,4.6496455696202545,80.48797046413506,73.55696202531645,7.757637130801688,27.62194092827005,8.648137234880735,2.4163632067510545,694,27,116,14,15,216,93,158,0.14300000000000002,0.775,0.08199999999999999,-0.8999,0,0,4,0,0,0,32.0,2,1,0,1,10,10,0,3,7,0,8,8,8,4,1,24,19,9,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,3,0,1,15,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,0,4,11,3,16,17,2,7,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,4,3,73,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316619158415435,0.0,0.0,0.2729191248027735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22678315895216825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214257784313568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275675900560505,0.0830718745635927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894127653231853,0.0,0.14416070604018655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404933710853307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15198246365971174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890465118069605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455273037052313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07119797675528983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14588502937924888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489308542557778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657700087711374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18192902111856216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104606342627304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364315280284003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834274359778857,0.11898992956356995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251136554092153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272795174391224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4196441031009058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053494507197546,0.2619582352093946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.327843694873512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037842844695056,0.10816862095790652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chrastini,2019/04/18,"Mental Health Podcast  

Hi guys, my fiance and I created a mental health podcast and are looking for some feedback.

Avoiding Avoidance is a podcast about opening up and becoming the best you that you can be. We are all about improving mental health, including highlighting listener stories, sharing our personal experiences and learning from each other. We want this podcast to be everyone's podcast and would enjoy any discussion sparked from our conversations.

Please take a listen, feel free to comment or PM with your own mental health struggles (you're welcome to allow us to talk about it on the podcast) or just let us know what you think about the idea. Thanks for listening.

YouTube  
[https://m.youtube.com/channel/UCGkZ1dZOeF5RBuaZOsaM30Q](https://m.youtube.com/channel/UCGkZ1dZOeF5RBuaZOsaM30Q?fbclid=IwAR3I-ObH20EScUayYkqBQAmwmPMutQZgsmlTyVqKmvrdXIyEJPjpa6ZBNaU)  
Spotify  
[https://open.spotify.com/show/2jLKo9RoI39Z5tUwyxJgSl…](https://open.spotify.com/show/2jLKo9RoI39Z5tUwyxJgSl?si=PQXXGiWuRT-QI7tC-yb_Jg&fbclid=IwAR3k6-jd-_KdB6c_QQ65035ZPERrR8efbr26RjxrWq0CnVH7_Lgp1yxX1aM)  
Fireside  
[https://avoiding.fireside.fm](https://avoiding.fireside.fm/?fbclid=IwAR1cJVr3unkDYjJYyWuvrBuJZijVgyPOOZh3iHYicvYV0gGEpl4BiiSytfs)  
Itunes  
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anxiety,IhateUUUUUU,2019/04/18,I feel like I'm super weird when I text people Even though I basically have confirmation that they don't think I'm strange. I always feel like I'm not following some rules or something that I don't know about. Whenever people respond with something short I die a bit inside. I basically just don't chat with new people because of this.,6.2309090909090905,6.638140727272727,6.757121212121213,76.00568181818183,65.96969696969697,9.630303030303034,31.65151515151515,9.516144504307137,2.788042424242424,272,10,51,5,4,89,43,66,0.09,0.741,0.16899999999999998,0.5983,0,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,5,4,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,10,12,3,1,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,2,8,3,4,12,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,4,27,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20124711623193872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14743577321304033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640487690784629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510127711692923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15974642457353344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445836350309848,0.34557004453757056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329200769338315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23632141814756735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335901519111095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5030263659356845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723916977918445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15497429248473613,0.23762648323290894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,madancer,2019/04/18,"Major Panic Attack I'm still in it.  I was driving home from work (30 min) pushing it down, listening to the awful scenarios running through my head.  I was able to pull into a parking lot before breaking down with hyperventilating. 

Most of the thoughts are gone, but the tension and tears are close to the surface.

Just needed to write this down.",4.068020833333332,6.5985005937500025,4.6106250000000015,81.00520833333336,74.3125,6.141666666666668,29.416666666666664,7.1686216300943375,1.8459666666666663,274,12,47,3,6,87,51,64,0.173,0.8270000000000001,0.0,-0.8591,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,2,5,1,4,1,1,0,0,11,9,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,3,0,0,4,1,3,0,13,5,3,15,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,2,2,34,6,1,0.3240175618961006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686167533508141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757150801524941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325354975742694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250160333589573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275468144146401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24025491653433956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3801647954013296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587608434807735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572337510326248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23588864409089835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,breatheart,2019/04/18,"Still getting used to anxiety I've had depression sice forever but anxiety symptoms only started a couple years ago. I get so riled up I end up deciding to sleep instead of deal with my emotions. Right now I'm trying to stay calm but my roommates asked me to go to yoga and I wanted to (never have before with them) but I'm dog sitting so I couldn't since the owner was supposed to get him about a half hour ago. Tried walking the dog more than a few bloks but he's so fat he kept turning back home. I want to shower cuz I'm gross but I can't in case his owner who won't respond to my texts, comes and gets him. All these things should be manageable but I'm not managing and just getting anxious about my roommates thinking I bailed for nothing. I feel all this social anxiety interacting with people and I just have never been like this before. After much therapy I know it's because of the way my old friends and I parted ways, but I wish I wasn't affected so severely like this. I just want calmness when I interact with people but I always feel so awkward and out of place.",2.134277056277053,4.252921345454548,3.72844155844156,86.9907575757576,78.72727272727273,6.554112554112554,25.47619047619048,7.62386473244151,1.4387099567099568,856,33,170,13,21,284,131,220,0.126,0.7879999999999999,0.085,-0.8397,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,15,8,0,1,6,0,11,3,2,3,4,43,35,21,0,6,12,0,2,2,1,2,2,0,2,0,7,12,1,1,5,1,0,3,7,3,0,1,5,2,26,5,25,26,6,27,0,1,0,0,16,6,0,0,16,113,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22153157163653375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039732435977827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28677255700060034,0.14116449760360822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681681419215036,0.0,0.0,0.09608330452925293,0.0,0.07617190174113936,0.0,0.21265638109788404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763836563658437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826122663739132,0.0,0.0,0.12882395291803578,0.10762425571864884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405584672205119,0.11067375846634238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636282368289606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654054853938257,0.0,0.326421265805207,0.0,0.07101526620984952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534086531407265,0.0,0.12305630203604012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867244508562041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209419362865365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091856897664013,0.0,0.1927472473070556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989846939883896,0.0,0.13112010235737764,0.0,0.0,0.09503452393380532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13531496495425555,0.0,0.17325724996148753,0.0,0.13055222555541865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671157866108376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116449760360822,0.0,0.10336473696815328,0.0,0.1250460512025761,0.12737671184253335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844436518688223,0.13318626714611664,0.09978987096756292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987693091109487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289785829728238,0.0,0.08301508755388455,0.08006663730445182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967358482258282,0.13591603889306436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792169957000113,0.0,0.0,0.22110652200636444,0.19836821091048853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14369301429571768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804674445525157
anxiety,madmacks123,2019/04/18,"When does worrying become more than just worrying? Hey guys. 

Ive been having a rough time lately and I'm beginning to wonder if it's more than just usual worrying?

I've never been the sort of person who worries about things. I get stressed sometimes but I can usually calm my mind or at least find ways of relaxing myself. But I've been noticing over the past few months that I'm not able to do that anymore. 

Much of it may stem from the rough few years I've had. I broke my kneecap which resulted in me being housebound for a year. I can walk again now but I'm very slow and unsteady. My partner and I also suffered the death of two close family members, a burglary and extreme financial difficulty. 

I now find myself worrying about literally everything. I worry about leaving my home in case my home burns down (i actively look for smoke in the sky just in case and think about it every time I leave my home). I worry about getting broken into again (i find myself getting out of bed to check everything is secure at least 3 times per night). I worry about my partner losing his job. I worry about my partner's safety all day in case he had an accident on the way to work (he's not always able to text me during his day so I worry until I hear from him). I worry about my partner dying because I don't think i could cope. I worry about my cat (who is getting old) dying because I also don't think i could cope (i know it's just a cat, but she has been around for most of my life and I love her more than anything). I worry about being attacked or unable to escape if anything should happen. I worry about people bumping into me in case it causes more injuries to me, plus a bunch of random other worries like climate change, the future of my relationship, my parents, money, my partners health, my family.

These all feel like things that might naturally worry someone after these experiences, but my worries have gotten so bad that I can't sleep. I can climb into bed and be awake 2 hours later. I'm exhausted and late to work regularly. I can't rest my mind. I can't concentrate. I live in constant pain due to my IBS and I find myself overwhelmed, crying and feeling completely hopeless at least once per week. 

I am  having a demanding time at my job at the moment, which is also causing me some stress, but I feel I have been managing work-related stress quite well, whereas my other fears are taking over. 

I recently spoke to my friend about this who suffers with health-related anxiety who suggested i may be dealing with some anxiety issues rather than just normal ""worrying"".

Do you guys think this level of worrying is normal, or should I speak to my doctor to seek further advice?",4.368494686555522,5.793148486692019,5.418288973384033,80.23828848591208,70.787072243346,7.9804231256702725,27.555620551818272,8.463088693708992,2.0309689577849275,2128,74,390,34,39,702,248,526,0.232,0.698,0.071,-0.9984,3,0,1,0,0,1,56.0,0,1,0,5,30,22,1,5,15,0,40,7,1,3,3,73,65,29,3,9,19,1,5,2,6,5,5,3,5,8,23,19,0,1,13,1,2,2,8,14,1,1,9,9,75,8,68,45,17,63,0,6,1,1,30,25,0,14,36,279,98,6,0.08476876657146143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04141752880839808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168432800162884,0.035267202235881215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484787440485072,0.0,0.04203391919591312,0.0,0.0,0.06975747212130637,0.03773108713538174,0.0,0.04821835479575772,0.0,0.0,0.035389189646712574,0.0516742533067175,0.04681022136721475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708087390031154,0.04483705754763738,0.0,0.04443921947845117,0.0458024610038566,0.0,0.06768096240999802,0.0,0.04655725482206196,0.05466884169350435,0.043696438075563664,0.0,0.0,0.08797659643891557,0.0,0.0,0.043382212273042745,0.03709085943666161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03571067094168975,0.0,0.07618470147280759,0.04146005977895226,0.0799124488965473,0.04769421475641783,0.06429245309247136,0.030279411888126245,0.0,0.0,0.15495423386125032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032746069387546935,0.0,0.08857636366354599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393440623224205,0.0374803701629963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010523489923183,0.0477702803661675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12754497674090115,0.0,0.04174007985259448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04423828434181761,0.08411992078691764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02329334860645504,0.0,0.0956228609601886,0.08975788415552836,0.0,0.0,0.029937343369840257,0.04141373751102628,0.0,0.037426186959198936,0.0,0.03559220718031022,0.047417283391363176,0.0,0.0,0.0382535607121783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04496313271760953,0.08559228937817978,0.0,0.03383081036806674,0.0,0.03115739852465732,0.0,0.032689449304303064,0.0,0.0,0.039774872516792736,0.0830553931267149,0.0,0.04825490129260535,0.04447528043768462,0.04513798492267501,0.0,0.0,0.04509997213723101,0.0,0.04706284178521422,0.0,0.04046068973916444,0.02938399467877478,0.03700840864322532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04508100882123694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04184946520456012,0.0455049657362297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04241499278044697,0.0,0.03591215041547717,0.0,0.04191923883546205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14565350355576448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03186778142928685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05631660185033732,0.10863280561243437,0.0,0.0,0.09885869896036427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04140338377839343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336082033733016,0.034971555062434594,0.0,0.06728550124312298,0.033998195685224664,0.0,0.03810865073367448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04596405567663168,0.0925690074827417,0.8178245736580981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054588306418838085
anxiety,nopoint2anything27,2019/04/18,No allowed to friends birthday party Not allowed cause I'll be 'too awkward' fuck that shit literally makes me want to hurt myself or kill myself  yes I have anxiety and I could be awkward but yeah I wont celebrate a friends birthday cause of that. Couldn't feel more shit and makes me feel like my best friend doesn't understand me or love me as he says he does.,1.336514459665146,3.909761342465753,2.2829223744292237,93.14194824961949,86.26027397260273,5.4362252663622534,24.549467275494674,6.937597516519254,0.9858353120243531,290,12,60,4,9,91,49,73,0.236,0.441,0.32299999999999995,0.9178,2,0,0,0,0,3,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,13,4,2,1,2,7,4,2,6,0,18,15,6,1,3,4,0,2,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,0,3,10,6,4,10,2,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,3,2,1,34,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484518054198688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036491090872044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3986965823223405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15493740010030188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16981913743452232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19624042317590948,0.13863317504537803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44978002738871703,0.17940103664362902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20774025707885888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146934841492337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948056379506638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17514252251378798,0.0,0.2590668951988516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543205967099388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3983900396718274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20201845467322707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445886846796167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Rainydaisies,2019/04/18,"Computer/smarphone use viscious cycle exacerbating anxiety Looking at a screen has become my crutch. If I feel a little bit anxious, I whip a device out and if I have free time, get lost for however long it takes to calm down. It goes like: I go on the computer or the phone, I spend too much time on the computer or the phone, then I start to feel uncomfortable when I'm not looking at the computer or the phone. Anyone else get stuck in this cycle?  


I find myself then reaching for the device after I've put it down, because I feel so much more anxiety again. I feel like a child in ways, addicted to having her dummy in her mouth or her stuffed toy.  


This screen problem makes me feel uncomfortable just being me with myself. If I embrace the discomfort and go with it for a day or so, I slowly come back down to feeling normal and less anxious about it again, but then if I get an anxious spell, out comes the device.

​

I guess I'm looking for relation, here. I use devices to pacify myself when I'm anxious and it's backfiring.",4.708452961672472,5.669323068292687,5.71973867595819,80.1354268292683,69.53658536585365,8.588850174216027,29.764808362369337,8.841846274778883,2.3517247386759585,819,31,157,14,14,271,106,205,0.104,0.836,0.06,-0.6691,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,1,11,7,0,1,15,0,4,2,1,3,0,35,31,21,0,6,12,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,10,0,0,7,1,2,5,1,3,0,0,2,11,23,5,25,28,5,33,0,1,5,0,7,13,0,10,16,107,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638819440107926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12561744403486025,0.14087586790409995,0.0,0.0,0.17738262650935513,0.5239022091241983,0.0,0.08106568665354295,0.11879092369799825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089148221325767,0.0,0.07067398013102524,0.12804305599536794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657292767412578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19973852668634207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476962673654397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685029633262264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35172669263062284,0.08282525308913846,0.0,0.0,0.1059641092453349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18171653478412608,0.0,0.13177907859437674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277174251961608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328170122296788,0.116199103236774,0.0,0.1026003949113136,0.2920730671984663,0.0,0.12655868208562376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738869558040022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17045373456647978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359342086223966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093583321041132,0.0,0.11654847782125248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206064395190141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717002404214677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520732819559747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20026429370339227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09202521320892253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14087586790409995,0.0
anxiety,tseriesisdone,2019/04/18,I’m so anxious I am on Prozac for anxiety and I take it every day and i haven’t felt anxiety for months. I was doing so well until today. I realized that my friends are leaving to go to school (the ones that are at community college with me) and I panicked I’ll be alone for a semester in the fall. So basically my shaking and freaking out and don’t know how to calm down. Any suggestions?,2.1490476190476184,3.85504101234568,4.5105114638448,83.33444444444446,77.14814814814815,8.085361552028218,28.855379188712522,8.841846274778883,2.3899897707231035,306,14,64,7,7,107,58,81,0.185,0.718,0.097,-0.6503,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,3,0,8,1,0,1,0,11,13,10,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,2,1,1,2,1,9,3,13,10,0,12,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,4,47,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774387655570668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18216487684541216,0.0,0.40984883829937147,0.3026236503786106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17275786959008635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22569709700843904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572029840778205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20696034558617413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15224011318610853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14721765291575645,0.0,0.0,0.2836420228648321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21381608040866365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18151972123242488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27110482956683274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20140942656702587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25391514139451515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408527091396024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LovelyBlue555,2019/04/18,Today is a good day I had the most difficult and challenging therapy appointment today. I finally opened about the abuse that lasted two years. I opened up about how my family doesn't love in a way that I feel and how there's nothing there to change it. And now I'm here high off my ass adnd just feel so much love as my so's cousins here for his birthday. just so happy that I have this person I love and how that happened ages ago and it no longer controls me this prolly doesn't makr any sense. But I made big steps today and I feel so loved for the first time in months and I'm just so greatull for the people around me.,4.5188740458015255,4.565212442748095,5.118387404580153,87.53193225190842,69.61068702290076,8.992748091603053,24.771946564885496,8.841846274778883,1.3628999999999998,494,11,111,8,8,159,79,131,0.161,0.736,0.103,-0.8074,0,0,0,0,1,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,19,8,0,0,6,0,5,5,1,5,0,23,16,17,0,0,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,10,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,2,3,14,7,12,14,2,24,0,0,0,5,7,9,1,1,13,74,22,1,0.0,0.17711162976312986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325067013813752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016528304213856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307059932546453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15813204900368386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676566821185237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964034709956942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14091824905645567,0.0,0.22674764801825056,0.0,0.0,0.16375013491785287,0.0,0.12714924337311406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537834097805228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13218636671226985,0.15912628167288026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579358538480385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184771452912165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5396530698453313,0.14144340545041914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931504107453099,0.0,0.10988640958639438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434319321923309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363194064488386,0.13052184530399086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17094560109475088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716410868304457,0.0,0.425074140359712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602211364131393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865178896396615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962614544507133
anxiety,yungbitchy,2019/04/18,"Had an edible five days ago and have been getting panic attacks non stop ever since I (22f) went to the store and bought an edible five days ago (it’s legal where I live) and had the worst experience of my life. I felt like I was having a heart attack for hours. Dizziness, nausea, shaking, feeling like I was gonna pass out, numbness and I just freaked out. I had multiple panic attacks while on it but my mom helped me out and I eventually fell asleep. Now everyday since then I’ve been getting those exact same symptoms for a couple hours a day on and off. I went to urgent care on Monday and was told that I’m just dehydrated, still have thc in my body and my anxiety was making it worse. But it just won’t stop and I’ve had many people tell me that it’s normal but I still can’t calm down and I just keep thinking I’m dying every time this happens and it makes my anxiety spiral. And I’m just confused because it’s already been five days, this should be out of my system. I have no idea what to do anymore, I just want to stop feeling this way, it’s horrible. Has anyone felt this? And is there anything I could do to make it better? Any medication I could take?",1.3464999999999991,3.5586189833333366,3.0515000000000008,90.28350000000002,82.08333333333334,5.673333333333334,20.85,6.918507183188421,0.4601199999999994,916,27,192,11,25,303,131,240,0.17600000000000002,0.733,0.091,-0.9601,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,12,15,3,4,7,0,25,7,3,3,2,48,48,18,1,5,9,1,4,2,0,3,4,0,0,0,17,17,0,4,6,0,2,5,3,10,0,3,17,4,23,5,19,25,2,38,0,0,0,0,4,11,0,1,22,127,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18586604649637128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569191486868888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129378932771721,0.0,0.16040236317740486,0.0,0.10397164185428116,0.07330553148135685,0.0,0.0862731699398809,0.0,0.0,0.3578068577612877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06390858930917641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272115218858884,0.0,0.11645196264826403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688985925313677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16741005641771245,0.1160018293960982,0.0,0.2704486918125909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880583290214477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483244433868676,0.0883309755680943,0.0,0.0,0.10255219044655324,0.0,0.0,0.1060190124981023,0.07489666033084583,0.20132284201926995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954760031603457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270835786190083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423415213081547,0.07027105070703228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20648965009310852,0.0,0.0,0.11834992918989752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318529447987768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405054780664624,0.10243761149834166,0.0,0.0925743347499117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209941580501825,0.10628980521010112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056137803085076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278560868103612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271949122789543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460108312811933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268183004183719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17344701584051442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16744835654896942,0.262949093674966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896736524369316,0.07882552045678565,0.0,0.09163348827527412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671762910455655,0.0,0.0,0.06113218466841507,0.0,0.0,0.10017769954582637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06183647594229786,0.08321593811690013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943727185483541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068394094769176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,popp81912,2019/04/18,"High alert and brain fog experiences (no idea how to explain it lol) Hey, wondering if any of you have these weird times when anxious where a noise completely scares the shit out of you because it sounds way louder than its supposed to. My body becomes like high-alert and I feel like a brain fog over me. It happens when I'm in anxious situations and sometimes even with friends out of nowhere and it usually goes away when I leave but for the period of time im so damn confused to what's up. Wondering if you know what im talking about or if there's a term for this but its difficult to shake off even when acknowledging its just anxiety. Its basically like your brains surprised to hear anything and its not scary but you jump whenever someone says something.",4.892838589981444,6.504560510204081,4.8735188620902905,83.9239703153989,69.74829931972789,8.610760667903525,31.730983302411875,9.095868883498916,2.6518489795918367,613,27,120,12,11,190,98,147,0.14400000000000002,0.747,0.109,-0.6766,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,5,0,0,12,12,2,3,5,1,1,5,5,1,0,26,9,18,0,3,9,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,13,8,0,0,7,0,0,2,2,7,0,0,0,4,9,5,21,9,1,21,0,0,0,0,11,9,2,7,12,74,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949223545138628,0.0,0.1006733278437924,0.297340161746144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829525138447986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364214888364435,0.0,0.0,0.08022188995359285,0.14534141035128828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14617747995115826,0.0,0.4407260025446558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797966865485134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738405790309845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287296531723321,0.0,0.0,0.06654070795136563,0.09401477497626473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167351850167942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163730847851437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14832230479811456,0.0,0.0,0.27808438899721755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485599212580995,0.284300284400362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232369425703125,0.0,0.0,0.13934496667910404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928787402184664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465327775360288,0.1317541495459376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135085090276091,0.0,0.14792345546119176,0.0,0.0,0.1115039074305412,0.1013117954647342,0.13015536169768524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577476732186744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15347356103784762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14493835857914233,0.0,0.0,0.10445763084681964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854282881980005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,novachunk,2019/04/18,"Medication is making me crazy. I used to be on Zoloft (Sertraline) back a few years ago and I got off it. Now I got back on it a week ago and I think it’s making me kinda crazy. As a very anxious person, I have always been shy about saying the wrong thing but after I went on my medication I’ve just been hyped and wired and I have no filter on what I say or do. I also have been having incredibly vivid dreams and have no appetite. I don’t remember this happening the first time. What do you think?",0.34957142857143,2.545241980952383,2.6567857142857183,91.5994642857143,86.33333333333334,5.7857142857142865,16.36904761904762,7.1686216300943375,-0.027523809523809284,388,8,87,6,12,132,66,105,0.14300000000000002,0.8170000000000001,0.04,-0.7375,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,6,1,0,0,5,0,13,3,0,3,0,15,22,9,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,7,5,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,6,3,14,0,9,15,1,16,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,2,10,64,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260783752795732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14708545299436585,0.15304105908902918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077838823861376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828552842463052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564472523461355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942046427861485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16264504075001168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455438948787861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705719311224957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16059697664921005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20835215821272055,0.0,0.0,0.2925304705341968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219217637147865,0.2357045437222811,0.0,0.0,0.10724865476899674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588528993552839,0.0,0.15175810626962705,0.0,0.0,0.14753423988617775,0.0,0.0,0.17050112556237773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20109406732698148,0.0,0.1184422310045866
anxiety,16yearoldwritingrap,2019/04/18,"Want to get rid of anxiety stop eating pork and do tia chi thats what i have done for a week and i had no tension either Want to get rid of anxiety stop eating pork and do tia chi thats what i have done for a week and i had no tension either
Try it if you got scitzophrenia tho be carefull",3.1437692307692338,2.9126891846153846,5.089038461538461,87.51971153846155,72.53846153846155,8.346153846153845,25.48076923076923,8.07648339933343,1.1653846153846148,227,6,55,3,4,79,35,65,0.237,0.634,0.13,-0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,9,2,0,0,0,12,14,6,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,0,5,1,6,8,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449606320648934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4614585064616701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4614145216544771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23559259787473535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18032517474455675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769981262877247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15307611982810462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659705181790672,0.0,0.3617092828493312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,onlysmall152,2019/04/18,Does anyone else get really freaked out about time passing? Like there's not enough time to fit anything in but then you waste time stressing about how theres not enough time and make it even worse?,4.858859649122807,6.775358394736844,3.0131578947368425,96.02043859649126,70.3157894736842,6.119298245614036,23.192982456140356,6.42735559955562,0.27760350877193,161,4,33,1,3,44,31,38,0.28300000000000003,0.642,0.075,-0.8935,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,7,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,2,2,9,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,6,18,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16693200873475605,0.24461653667492025,0.19646203044912053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20892229418398814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19943597816493036,0.0,0.0,0.4933628522107163,0.0,0.15768499862299876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473138522622007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663592031767504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593602785579334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294245315317906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27347496194464826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5568430201007635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432956541697373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,minn-nnie,2019/04/18,I skipped 7th period yesterday due to a really bad anxiety attack My 7th period teacher saw me after school I guess and wrote me up to discipline. Today I went to her after class and explained I wasn’t skipping just to skip and she understood but had already sent the statement to discipline so I’m most like getting called in tomorrow so should bring my  diagnosis to maybe make him more sympathetic to my cause I need help bc thinking  this about is giving me anxiety,5.037255216693421,6.977088359550568,6.2067736757624425,73.20865168539329,69.89887640449439,10.478972712680578,31.815409309791328,10.608840637214634,3.9490308186195824,380,17,65,12,7,127,66,89,0.08800000000000001,0.7509999999999999,0.161,0.8776,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,18,18,6,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,4,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,7,1,14,1,12,10,2,13,0,0,1,0,9,2,0,2,9,42,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27290880879839824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3783775029817665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813467804912809,0.0,0.0,0.2064905493659428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252527528158067,0.0,0.0,0.25405183998910913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920740893131885,0.2372388743101123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724359278242799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16576429531168804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082143580169763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16507897063517418,0.0,0.2484525615865197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18337459339458576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158430839613315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502873227198625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15846398246193666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344175905652827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22925554971643974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,decoyred,2019/04/18,"DAE Get kept up at night about the thought of every comment they've made on Reddit? It's 5 in the morning and I've been up anxious about what if I posted something embarassing online.... I went through my comments and deleted a bunch. I know it's ridiculous, no one knows who I am. But I know, and it's keeping me awake.


(Hopefully I don't end up deleting this later. Ha.)",1.2303947368421078,3.4436525657894776,2.7097368421052606,92.55565789473684,82.55263157894737,4.852631578947369,26.605263157894736,5.985473137389443,0.8595842105263158,289,13,60,2,8,94,58,76,0.102,0.898,0.0,-0.6908,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,3,1,3,0,0,1,0,13,13,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,5,0,8,2,10,8,1,11,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,3,38,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31609766337611656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478223423179549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357460327568065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461854802714402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779074390053096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24870169658627556,0.0,0.0,0.4613171115624992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647562937089401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625760914588388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18960170385384076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679738582087466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21540596218671984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22213226876595568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593801154081289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,panicedbumblebee,2019/04/18,Do you ever feel so drained mentally and physically from anxiety and stress that you just want to sleep all day? Like even doing small tasks take so much out of me I feel so tired. I had a rough week emotionally. I feel very on edge but also like I physically am so tired I can’t do anything atm.,1.643989071038252,3.748074737704922,3.4635245901639347,88.33878415300549,80.31147540983606,7.3453551912568305,21.642076502732237,8.344100000000001,1.1117519125683055,233,7,52,5,6,78,46,61,0.198,0.708,0.095,-0.7719,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,8,3,0,1,1,0,6,3,1,0,2,11,11,8,0,1,2,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,8,2,5,10,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811688060677559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17330711938869872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18642810824770467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14610347002382734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548338304870653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14963153910770938,0.2049238855009844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436454917342913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213579278280489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22830514898428214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16653742425673515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267096735285394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25950775166022433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17033444662621816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5207627501315103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869242291759819,0.13362273854850318,0.0,0.18172158803030344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,karrierpigeon,2019/04/18,"Sick before big events? Before any big even I've noticed I usually get sick. I'm not talking about nausea and vomiting. I get chest colds, sore throats and a cough. This happened to me right before my wedding and now I'm up for a job that I really want and I'm feeling the familiar chest congestion. 

I've recently been to a doctor and I'm extremely healthy. I dont think it has to do with my immune system. I do struggle with extreme anxiety and I'm wondering if this issue is related to it. 

Thoughts? Insight? Opinions?",0.9884203296703298,3.5660858365384627,3.305219780219783,84.59692307692309,89.67307692307693,6.817582417582417,27.620879120879124,7.957251820313856,2.4255186813186818,413,21,77,10,14,141,66,104,0.139,0.78,0.08199999999999999,-0.7766,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,0,6,11,3,0,0,17,19,7,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,8,0,9,17,0,9,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,4,42,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401225649468516,0.0,0.15762937251545622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5260057489116247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21090316256905825,0.0,0.0,0.2414916491732249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13609553780171038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418618581261826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21530754480583586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822112840139046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21506496754007506,0.20447501867077167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345918006212919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200231852339891,0.0,0.20345169370142954,0.0,0.0,0.175967456862811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154105029590583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656169569241316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202993267270974,0.0,0.16358243418341642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269373925107526,0.0,0.12153492889093005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22345482627048105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pizzagurl1994,2019/04/18,"Today was one long panic attack over my bad teeth (rant) So I (F24) have not been to the dentist in about 3 years because I didn’t have insurance or money and today is my first dentist trip in a while. My mom didn’t keep up with it when we were kids so by the time I became an adult my teeth were pretty shot. I still have all of them but my chewing teeth, within the last 2 years have gotten pretty bad, and even before my insurance ran out when I was 21, I had stopped going because I was so insecure about my teeth that the dentist office always felt like attending a intervention/assault about how poorly I’ve taken care of myself over the years (my dentist is a very straight talking/blunt West Indian gentleman, AKA he doesn’t mince words). 

I know I should’ve just stayed home instead of going into work but I just wanted to power through the day because I’m tired of being debilitated by day to day things like dentist appointments. This resulted in poor productivity as I had to escape to my work’s calm room a couple times and was stress texting my sister as my thoughts got more and more negative.  Anyways, I just wanted to vent. This appointment triggered my intrusive thoughts about all my exes and all the stupid things I’ve ever said or done and all the ways I feel unfulfilled and I’d appreciate a bit of good vibes for this appointment. I’m so scared, I don’t want to be toothless in my 20s :/",6.1962768817204275,6.106137362007171,6.563313172043014,79.06496975806455,66.06093189964157,9.412275985663085,30.699148745519715,9.017664075816787,2.384564336917563,1120,37,218,17,16,363,158,279,0.18,0.71,0.11,-0.9762,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,1,4,19,13,2,4,14,0,22,11,4,3,5,38,41,21,0,3,8,2,2,2,0,0,6,1,2,2,7,11,1,2,5,0,3,5,6,8,0,2,20,3,31,5,33,19,7,39,0,0,0,0,8,13,0,2,21,144,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062962731544562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453313868831273,0.0,0.0,0.2133278928247153,0.23362133354690925,0.0,0.10870383567460846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13946734049949985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024723661974513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135033788281026,0.0,0.2471599855365701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13073019247285295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437611380401573,0.11555505735823368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06459304700893234,0.0,0.12265777139506305,0.0,0.0,0.10866208041578476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14520385964643634,0.10714866253490893,0.10217146058402918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281413024718284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354797531221456,0.0,0.0,0.07020676405214282,0.1041313798131706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482209179440468,0.0,0.0,0.11305264463282598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961649626186627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656510946189412,0.0,0.0,0.14988433503789786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599305593668341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121517263012662,0.0,0.12789767703497945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13616199074978075,0.10201943322505147,0.10680275023945823,0.14633449416934582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16973971605050495,0.0,0.0,0.20283471899141714,0.14898135664549214,0.14682712392057667,0.24217965805163655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540518481419507,0.22604661012923816,0.101400133353884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18600361206634755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467958823892363
anxiety,your_stupid_friend,2019/04/18,"Anxiety attack over no particular reason So, I used to have pretty bad anxiety until recently, but I never went to a therapist. But after moving to another country I basically left most of my anxieties behind me, so i'd say life is pretty good in the past 2 years. But last night i noticed my period is a few days late, and my brain started telling me ""lol what if you're pregnant"" even though i'm a virgin and i KNOW that's impossible. But those intrusive thoughts kept coming back and I ended up not being able to sleep until 3 am, as i was shaking, nauseous and had trouble breathing. I even messaged my boyfriend and best friend about it and they did help me, but after i'd calm down the intrusive thoughts kept coming back. I only managed to knock myself out after taking 2 sleeping pills. Now in the morning i'm feeling way better but I just can't shake off the feeling of anxiety. I don't really wanna talk to my parents about it because last time i told them i suffered from anxiety they told me i'm making it all up and therapists are scammers. Should I take a pill to calm my nerves? What else can i do to relax? And I really don't want that to happen again, so what can I do to avoid a panic attack in the future?",3.8706657669815563,5.062535582995956,5.526848852901484,79.87860436347282,71.71255060728745,8.241925326135853,28.297121007647323,8.680891452615391,2.2055498875393607,967,36,184,17,18,330,146,247,0.14800000000000002,0.677,0.175,0.9242,1,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,3,2,13,16,2,4,10,1,17,8,4,3,2,37,39,22,0,4,9,1,2,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,9,11,0,3,6,1,0,6,6,9,0,0,10,3,31,7,32,27,4,40,0,1,0,1,12,10,0,2,23,132,40,1,0.1081557804605228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341076608907814,0.4136943800845535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24608562829853894,0.0,0.166330238232474,0.09030555901456863,0.0659307599030744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135028189119306,0.09565499863106043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207376202581063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863332561989105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975153089256275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09035027632814203,0.0,0.0957939191516124,0.0,0.0,0.14287174590543228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937362463686506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356088769178639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071593723403884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956417994712901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249453981668272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0594395884230864,0.17632279287009905,0.12200443129367285,0.0,0.11751157192990065,0.0,0.07639362628569409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219482330079809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495247817757055,0.0,0.0,0.08341640548352354,0.0,0.0,0.10149687328870033,0.0,0.0,0.12313607290599145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822573447263518,0.0,0.1268975049057074,0.12009419482773523,0.0,0.10324693053121893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22006662286659934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13857472490009862,0.11120215563321613,0.10679078519419016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600981767736986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21646777854338167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655321808470504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626393735067155,0.08693151946601912,0.0945329192814902,0.0,0.0,0.2511543944414354,0.0,0.0,0.10626250516557237,0.1717272171354868,0.06306650535227754,0.0,0.0,0.2066949662883529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341186841917284,0.0,0.0,0.0637930815352622,0.08584902429236775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026149205330144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06964877659002386
anxiety,Teck1221,2019/04/18,"The worst feeling   

Hoping for a solution. Did some drugs and drank heavy in my twenties. Had a really bad trip one day and ever since I have had random panic attacks. I thought it was gone for a while but lately it’s gotten worse. Now I can’t even have a watered down coffee without getting the feeling of going into a panic before my lips even touch the cup. I stay clear of things that will accelerate my heart beat caffeine, energy drinks, Coke/pepsi. . Even a close football game with my team playing will get my heart racing then excitement turns into panic. When I had the more intense attacks my wife would walk around the block with me but really only time would help the panic go away. I can’t even talk normally, I speak softly so the vibration of my voice doesn’t give off negative energy. I know I am breathing but still remind myself to take a deep breath.  It’s a horrible feeling to have, short breath, racing heart, dizziness, tingling and that one mental thought, like you’re going to die. 

I have changed my diet up a little and I am guessing getting back into actively exercising might help. I used to be a runner. I switched to tea when going into work and it I think it helps. I guess what I really would like is to be able to drink a coffee or soda without debating it and thinking of having an anxiety attack. I would think it’s the caffeine causing the attack but I start getting the feeling before I even drink anything, so I feel like it smore metal.  I don’t feels like a lost cause and soon Ill only be able to drink water, eat bread and walk around shaking like a freakin chihuahua. I know it’s my fault for being so careless with myself but anyways. any help would be nice.",4.0499768303985215,5.720310957831327,4.850843373493976,83.02784522706212,71.95180722891567,7.035403151065802,26.32344763670065,7.61054688173877,1.5177262279888786,1346,45,247,16,26,435,177,332,0.199,0.634,0.16699999999999998,-0.9651,0,0,5,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,4,18,23,4,5,24,0,30,23,7,3,2,57,63,21,1,7,8,1,8,5,0,8,4,2,0,0,13,18,12,1,13,9,0,10,7,14,0,2,11,10,34,9,31,39,3,39,0,1,0,0,10,15,0,7,18,170,47,2,0.14398008667735432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04895569811407547,0.0,0.05507218610867435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05924167171850867,0.12817280269386402,0.0,0.3275962684713594,0.0676370154840009,0.05535589964726338,0.0601086791616763,0.0,0.0,0.1225164491279617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14790721015784694,0.07615592031322224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046427622365755136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471429922349586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28209134230466,0.08348559494676203,0.07366378666948878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377437233546367,0.06511911570759632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21840197382487814,0.10285940269088356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15044730545997778,0.06905940937428569,0.16365440256228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15861029793360756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25592564392463063,0.19301363425971876,0.0,0.0,0.07150235660887369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912769023331108,0.0,0.08120790455160211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17585349408865314,0.07215293588833156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858563637990143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07254903144648835,0.07637005949012238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705349575384295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756463296650628,0.10950334390931636,0.0,0.3378592189463717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835599551950858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05955090777433484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050954923205835286,0.07673180761897523,0.057491341603597576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054127553319248435,0.057862869901253576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047826985950951945,0.13838493882263433,0.0,0.11430410609007186,0.041977973199375566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830449469113944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062176283386883836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879166561559486,0.0,0.05240960894783502,0.0,0.07336400444357677,0.2556983064627381,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TriForceShadow,2019/04/18,"Anyone else feel like they cant breathe constantly? I always feel like I have a pressure on my throat. Enough so that I got my thyroid checked (my mother and sister have graves disease). I came back clear for that but still feel this way. Like I have something sitting on my throat. Not choking, but present. Is this a symptom of anxiety? Or something else?",2.5113805970149268,5.3266570597014935,2.2941604477611968,93.53138992537315,82.88059701492537,4.544029850746268,27.777985074626866,5.985473137389443,1.0327626865671649,281,13,53,2,8,83,46,67,0.077,0.7440000000000001,0.18,0.7941,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,1,2,0,5,5,3,0,1,10,10,5,1,0,4,2,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,2,3,10,3,4,8,1,9,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,7,34,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17907013678260003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646333846114251,0.0,0.0,0.1504783036789472,0.22050583210287014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654815209106783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24614040114676997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232563187237905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595570186242164,0.0,0.0,0.22236719506813946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264466030606885,0.3074890030821278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17212134423071376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154189943042785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33135497049029106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17186523402892634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22368331484514756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17082194145291796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,brycewit,2019/04/18,"If you see this, you better have a good fucking day! And always remember, fuck anxiety, it’s all energy! Embrace it!",1.504848484848484,4.218502818181818,4.433636363636363,76.33712121212123,89.0,8.387878787878789,25.51515151515152,8.841846274778883,3.1184060606060613,90,4,15,3,3,32,20,22,0.172,0.462,0.366,0.7074,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,4,1,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,1,1,10,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28513070326218937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621432784835592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30306569476918555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209952064575602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6335898142309249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874171652075537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38818077809320795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730653602084657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CyclingChef,2019/04/18,"Coping mechanisms for those with anxiety who work in full time jobs and have to be 'on' all the time. I've had anxiety pretty much all my life, I remember experiencing anxiety and panic attacks as a child.

I'm now 35, and have mostly been able to cope. But lately the past few years my ability to cope has been declining. Especially in the past few months. I'm now at the point where I am looking for a therapist to see regularly again, and thinking about trying anxiety medication. In the mean time, I just don't know what to do. Nothing has been working.
I have multiple jobs, which is contributing to my anxiety. But I need to work as much as I do, I live in a very expensive city.

One of my jobs is a youth worker. It's stressful at times, but it's not the job that breaks me down, it's everything else in my life. And sometimes I just want to go to the bathroom and cry, but I can't. I mean I can't help it sometimes, but I am expected to be calm and professional at all times and it's so hard. 

Its hard to take a break. I'm just curious if anyone can share what has helped them calm down while at work. Or even while not at work.",2.4517849944008963,3.9002603106382985,4.297513997760358,86.28105263157894,75.68085106382979,8.521836506159014,25.13437849944009,9.134995656068208,1.8366595744680847,883,30,197,21,19,300,121,235,0.095,0.821,0.084,0.1274,4,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,6,10,6,1,2,12,0,22,3,0,0,3,33,35,21,0,4,12,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,12,9,0,0,5,0,1,1,5,3,0,1,4,5,19,3,32,29,9,35,0,0,2,0,6,16,0,3,16,135,31,11,0.1013963523214024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38783965995926,0.0,0.0,0.07089868712574476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535298881829048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113791318191577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470364146878137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669713344165122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112850339193612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0576258837041092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816624308133636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592767523532073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4024809358606533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05572478349214334,0.0,0.11437950193277895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432384845819889,0.0,0.0,0.08953483676708847,0.0,0.08514739862608962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22090070607453746,0.0,0.10214615752652102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093360104531504,0.0,0.1490759715401168,0.07518411045780478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729253472713033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870879249120597,0.0,0.0,0.11896677238460195,0.0,0.0,0.19358858305438428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585232714116247,0.0,0.0,0.1031565429575332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486230114256615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079976497016783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20056717028776488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614917900165235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623743801395047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772898016832062,0.0,0.0649706883622933,0.0,0.0,0.2956251422323763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06884146739486104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366260975022251,0.059806195688064764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690887605735434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529592648498712
anxiety,CloudKK,2019/04/18,"How do i get comfortable with the thought of having a relationship?  

18 y/o male

Theoretically , having a relationship seems to be a nice thing.

But when i get anywhere close to it i panic and reject everyone. The thought of it is embarrassing in front of myself.

I also worry what other people might think about it (yes i know thats dumb but i can't help it).

There are so many people that seemingly treat ""having a relationship"" as a lifestyle or hobby. But i just can't imagine trusting someone so intimately and having someone that trusts me on the same level.

I think my head is broken. It seems so unreal to me, yet i want to be happy one day.",2.33170199878861,4.736278826771656,4.665669291338581,79.01214415505757,79.62992125984252,7.057298606904907,23.155057540884318,8.139509932561175,1.57211617201696,509,17,95,10,13,177,81,127,0.149,0.7140000000000001,0.13699999999999998,0.1093,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,10,10,1,2,8,1,13,1,1,1,0,22,24,13,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,11,4,0,0,9,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,2,0,13,6,12,19,1,8,0,1,0,0,5,4,1,5,3,74,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12871930949864427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038056064121187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15380376633556195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16818946330387036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17134445466073225,0.0,0.0,0.16519095504457504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788780648885546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845916988759778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631877397714497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17075266690695612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090703698940027,0.0,0.0,0.18885137401803315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22317819744866527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5184310203052936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.439594640298058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727610416435633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693438574972992,0.20627278562202345,0.0,0.2555678374955281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493812435264704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16346225589237404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dustyrose713,2019/04/18,"Struggling...! First appointment! I’ve been having anxiety for the past couple years off and on. It’s been hard to talk about it with the people closest to me. They are supportive but I feel like they don’t understand what I am going through or sometimes it feels like they think it’s all for show. Which makes me feel alone. 

This past week has been pretty hard. My anxiety feels like it peaked and comes at the weirdest times. Often doing nothing, I could be just sitting still. It’s been so bad that I’ve been to the hospital twice this week only to be told I’m fine. Deep down I know I am, but it doesn’t feel like it. I’m tired of all the twinges, pins and needles, heat flushes, headaches, chest pain, high heart rate or just plain feeling bad. I’ve been to the doctor for everything and is in good health other than a vitamin D deficiency, which I’m on pills for. 

For the first time ever I finally made an appointment with a therapist, I honestly don’t want to go. I don’t want another person tell me I’m fine. But I know I need too... What happens at a first appointment? How do you manage your anxiety when it gets bad? 
Thank you for taking the time to listen.",1.8047695035460976,4.07140427659575,2.9410904255319146,91.41645833333332,80.70212765957447,6.640070921985817,22.132092198581557,7.793537801064563,0.9806773049645384,915,29,194,16,24,293,131,235,0.153,0.685,0.163,-0.4947,0,1,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,3,3,3,10,15,0,1,12,0,21,8,2,3,3,35,50,12,0,4,7,0,8,4,0,0,6,1,0,1,17,7,0,0,10,1,0,3,4,5,0,4,8,9,20,10,26,39,2,29,0,0,0,0,11,10,0,3,19,120,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991264425909922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112804550144266,0.2435541198084916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658277704317826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141658349194136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473152167716823,0.11742438575543936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086225942636368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599539579788503,0.0,0.0,0.0953775693260266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32195744202823706,0.3032605392610875,0.0,0.11625385098964118,0.0,0.2708075178067909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055445503510849835,0.0,0.12062563332843185,0.08901192647384985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384526117391842,0.0,0.19013283927550276,0.0,0.0,0.11280503988463925,0.0,0.12575766330370905,0.0,0.11212602193202738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664614698742068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20738765364422249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004172643213358,0.0708387136745797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868973417201383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018290121141489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071222040980905,0.11292360896513982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026150744689028,0.07357314356743272,0.09266353986502177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796644256352388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049595268034383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847509065843314,0.0,0.0,0.11094403411511727,0.0,0.0,0.12042846091213745,0.0,0.0,0.07979217543100407,0.08529859531744853,0.09275721022132637,0.09770488596156196,0.0,0.12321835155563444,0.0,0.06800008891600696,0.0,0.0,0.18564558693463615,0.12197413247717605,0.0,0.10140620106425048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047901320308276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518958093344626,0.0,0.17025283046280512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834049197805749
anxiety,weowntheskytoday,2019/04/18,"Psych wants to switch me from Klonopin back to Xanax Hey all. I will try to keep it short, but there's a lot of info here. I have PTSD, Panic Disorder, Agoraphobia, and GAD. Suffice to say, shit sucks for me emotionally and I have a ton of anxiety and panic attacks.

I was prescribed xanax in 2015 when I had a lot of bad things go down in life and my panic spun out of control again. I'd dealt with this earlier in life and did a short stint with as-needed Xanax, but had since quit it many many years prior. So a doctor put me on .25mg xanax as needed and I did that for a month or two but it wasn't enough. Was still just having a constant wave of anxiety.

So I was prescribed .5mg of klonopin, which I was on for about 3 years. I have since moved down to .25mg per day again, split into two different doses (morning, night) as I know how insanely addicting these things are and I don't want to go down that rabbit hole of constantly adding higher and higher doses. Plus my anxiety in general is fine when I'm home now, and I don't often go out or do real world stuff, so I don't need it all the time. So I cut a .5mg into 4ths and take 1/4 in the morning, and 1/4 before bed.

Anyways, since I don't have baseline anxiety anymore my therapist wanted to move me back down to Xanax and just use it as-needed before I go out to the store, the doctor, for dinner, whatever.  

I'll likely take the xanax 2-3 times per day to start until I taper it down to a genuine as-needed amount since I'm trying to avoid any kind of withdrawal (even though I only take .25mg klonopin anyways which is basically nothing, but have been on that same dose for 3 years)

Anyways. You often only read of people going from Xanax TO Klonopin, which I've done, but I wanted to see some opinions going back to Xanax from the Klonopin and if anyone else had followed a similar path and what their thoughts were on the process.",4.2527295918367365,4.586687670918373,5.124689795918368,86.24888163265307,70.25,8.108734693877551,26.39428571428572,7.976525956113202,1.3554715102040813,1485,42,320,18,25,485,186,392,0.134,0.86,0.006,-0.9932,2,1,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,1,1,2,26,12,4,4,17,0,28,18,1,3,2,57,53,34,0,7,10,0,0,1,0,1,16,1,2,0,18,22,1,3,3,1,1,10,5,9,0,2,14,2,28,3,58,38,9,55,0,0,1,0,4,22,2,9,24,206,46,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887834744417156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055383148876718184,0.0,0.2492107108852445,0.0,0.08076828254005858,0.05694593037910745,0.08344664616839367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265169125935807,0.0,0.18787092102487668,0.06800041782749837,0.0,0.0,0.13860177677560045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17601909039922164,0.0913437918792409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504631822359324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508924270493015,0.09333924418331054,0.1667180622273543,0.0,0.08334313523761915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680340901289635,0.09161095094837853,0.0,0.08415104702379289,0.0,0.05379147487335879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27771117021915714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169266563003011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238912513931232,0.0,0.08480899815010172,0.04475822853399693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504936270749187,0.039788300928356134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847764221910305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16513820240271115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06500598808385273,0.17311927707839406,0.0,0.30193994369400673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642751860605654,0.0,0.07814550781669156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388016577960853,0.0,0.2866628626969586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056461420437845126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520098927390236,0.0818714030285701,0.0,0.08662327299754996,0.08146373945984392,0.0926984846611224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476570881294869,0.0,0.0,0.06489849075031216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835987348852148,0.2694776639339921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057644854564930376,0.0,0.0650394469655994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323126194906876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18370206897022304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09456009102648222,0.10821249355178574,0.0,0.08001605692391431,0.06465561281605461,0.09497862062252846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058713689607468,0.0,0.1591134142663003,0.0,0.0,0.07033948022542336,0.0,0.0,0.19214569938941084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15733735423303166
anxiety,selena_saurus,2019/04/18,"how to get blood taken without passing out? Everytime I get my blood taken. I get so lightheaded, nauseous and then pass out. This happens even thinking  about getting it taken. While I don't like blood or needles, they dont gross me out that much but I have an extreme physical response. I told my doctor Im not letting them take my blood for a routine blood sugar and cholesterol test.",3.459498069498072,5.873292594594594,4.0004247104247135,85.21040540540544,75.75675675675676,5.850193050193052,30.841698841698843,6.868970318607317,1.9198401544401544,308,15,54,3,7,97,55,74,0.023,0.95,0.027000000000000003,0.0572,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,4,7,5,1,0,11,15,8,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,4,1,11,1,7,10,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,38,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753636425768687,0.0,0.0,0.3153011996510974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17769180210972804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5622283619630793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379023731720856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905986056707995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751014401038541,0.0,0.1314344868120606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977680321365279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022771065703524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17238358470813153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570697293158117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593353552415124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,soursh,2019/04/18,"I just drove by myself for the first time in more than a month! The last time I drove before this was with my ex girlfriend who spent the entire time making fun of me and inducing panic, I haven’t been able to drive since then but I finally bit the bullet today. It’s not much, but it’s in the right direction.",4.3756153846153865,4.450496369230773,5.089038461538461,87.51971153846155,69.92307692307692,8.346153846153845,22.403846153846153,8.07648339933343,0.8166153846153845,244,4,54,3,4,79,51,65,0.036000000000000004,0.927,0.036000000000000004,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,6,0,3,0,0,2,0,8,7,4,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,1,0,1,5,0,7,1,8,2,3,15,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,9,37,11,0,0.2684545331334975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22843503508595905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930828210672833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940788190938337,0.0,0.2283472887432912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188262746530414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791954854502227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21427784714151624,0.0,0.19734497062759374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31497355287174555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292587044853581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22206836394062915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4696139913729318,0.0,0.25446350784590394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WhisperingWilloe,2019/04/18,"A small post turned into a whole rant (sorry) I usually can't speak in crowds or with new people (literally had to check my post five times to see if it went against any rules), but lately I haven't been able to be socially active in my group of friends. Sometimes I say things, and no one listens, or I crack a joke and no one laughs. 

Normally this would be fine, it happens. But my friends love to point it out. Like today, I talked about something that happened to me and no one was paying attention except this one guy, and then he says; no one is listening to you, haha."" Great. Confidence destroyed for the entire day, and never recovered. (We were at an amusement park, people overload)

The same guy also got offended when I refused to repeat myself for the third time a few hours later. I felt nauseous, angry, sad, and incredibly lonely.",5.167001693958213,6.244921024844722,5.582778091473745,81.10579898362509,68.56521739130434,8.339017504234898,28.92207792207793,8.575989854853784,2.128721739130435,659,23,123,10,11,211,117,161,0.17,0.617,0.213,0.9146,0,2,1,0,0,0,29.0,1,1,0,0,3,14,2,0,8,1,10,1,0,0,1,23,20,14,0,3,6,0,1,1,2,1,0,5,0,2,7,10,0,1,2,2,2,1,7,4,0,7,7,7,14,10,19,10,3,23,0,2,1,1,18,7,0,3,14,87,21,1,0.13625943358697262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896661981032456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926610873742158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787606220190812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13083042457613142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21054740076631145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897911657565007,0.15022650656769526,0.0,0.2698365238574685,0.24098753423453986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13418809471044724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15370657612927568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06656947652075193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297945873571585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050916753099006,0.13160021004457184,0.0,0.0,0.1335053142981505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4616645931019558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18893026917300548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288092076808484,0.0,0.2609977435799212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21671794128312746,0.0,0.0,0.10858112700047973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889933298682472,0.0,0.10489916900886843,0.13476406396221105,0.15253128017647927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952017130159954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052471305219467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589079429878042,0.0,0.1291580106430714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14821113586128898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500705155082735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631386005997275,0.0,0.15212879149494868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679479214604693,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,selsina,2019/04/18,"I finally told the guy I’m dating about my past and fought through the anxiety! Talking about my previous relationship gives me high levels of anxiety, even anxiety attacks at times. I won’t get into the specifics because it can be a trigger for some, but when I started dating this new guy, it brought back ALL my past memories. I started experiencing anxiety attacks again (haven’t in years) and couldn’t sleep at night. I put a LOT of pressure on myself on whether or not I should even tell him about my past. I didn’t know if he’d understand or it’d scare him, so I told myself I’d only ever say something if he was interested in knowing my previous partners. 

So yesterday when we went out to lunch, we got into the subject and I just started opening up. It happened so organically and I just let myself talk it out. I was getting lightheaded, my palms were sweating, and I was short of breath at times, but I didn’t stop myself because it felt so relieving at the same time.

He listened to me and waited until I was done to ask questions. He was super understanding and happy that I opened up, and I felt like we got closer because of it. 

I’m very proud of myself and of him for being an empathetic person!",5.455495118549514,5.960065288702933,6.5712803347280335,76.32877545327754,67.66108786610879,9.385885634588565,33.92496513249651,9.3871,3.103446638772664,960,43,181,18,15,323,129,239,0.095,0.7829999999999999,0.122,0.9305,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,3,0,0,2,16,11,3,2,8,0,19,5,4,1,2,45,44,23,0,4,10,0,2,1,1,2,0,2,0,4,9,18,1,2,7,0,0,3,6,5,0,0,18,5,36,6,30,18,4,46,0,0,0,0,26,20,0,7,24,134,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3376139194525005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314528413178273,0.25103656675798963,0.0,0.08483829844639221,0.0,0.2017716157288254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290767739107806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574614871579855,0.09980137633332316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118715473483025,0.12086302927739867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152875617811418,0.10584025949105624,0.0,0.0,0.17648474452590338,0.0,0.0,0.21849153981572866,0.09756599417785393,0.11745018989010975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657154198475897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127087884333915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282168036246056,0.0,0.0539025155743145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938001006860026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065590829649875,0.0,0.10353886483836287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839122607586035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31597239320389536,0.0,0.09633742053544074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091387352238986,0.12359680050958165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184549993176882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774022882398358,0.11046132025493996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041142124995436,0.0,0.0,0.08493876453227832,0.0,0.0,0.234280122432986,0.0,0.0,0.0922422757927228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773609482251455,0.09643480469020284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19300597630008925,0.0,0.0,0.2108534133502447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297184668487603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103524118821622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022786292605438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07105002382683896
anxiety,NinjaGirl2442,2019/04/18,"I'll never be enough I have always struggled with not being good enough. I think it might be because my parents never tried very hard to hide that my brother was their favorite child. I always had to do better than him in everything in order to get attention, and then once I started on that path I had to do more and more to get the love and attention I craved. 

Well, a few months ago these feelings got so much worse after I found out my boyfriend was cheating on me. The entire time we were together (year and 4 months) he had a second girlfriend he was hiding. I loved him so much and would have done anything for him, and he couldn't even have the courtesy to keep his dick out of another girl. 

I found out about this roughly 3 months ago. I was a complete mess, obviously. There was a huge blowup and he tried manipulating me with suicide threats after I ended things, further adding to the stress, anxiety, and hurt I already was feeling. While I think I've gotten over *him* for the most part, I'm still having issues with the *me* part of it.  I keep having thoughts like ""if I wasn't enough for him, how can I expect to be enough for anyone else?"" It's like getting cheated on just confirmed all the insecurities I already had, and any confidence I had just tanked. I feel unlovable. I never felt good enough for my parents to love me, I wasn't good enough for my boyfriend to love me, I don't have many friends who care about me, so something must be wrong with me. I just can't calm the thoughts that no one will ever care about me as much as I care about them.",5.313157894736842,5.478871515923568,5.2858364063023835,86.60091686221925,67.9171974522293,7.8844116661079475,29.2651692926584,7.273561745256523,1.4594420382165616,1232,40,259,10,19,384,160,314,0.183,0.6729999999999999,0.14400000000000002,-0.8925,2,0,1,0,0,1,36.0,1,0,2,1,16,26,3,3,12,0,36,5,1,2,7,50,62,18,1,5,5,3,6,2,2,4,0,0,0,2,10,17,0,2,12,0,0,0,10,10,1,2,22,6,46,16,40,30,16,30,0,1,0,5,25,11,1,3,20,191,56,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14281217261095475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17778625012332905,0.0,0.13405443478701554,0.0,0.0,0.054779348565730517,0.08446768639730895,0.06162343905492128,0.0,0.0,0.056325092251089025,0.08253689091017406,0.06628891650411821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049104850830960715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07124329290181505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463899133452164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445913018156727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824345084802786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729236623621279,0.0,0.07134676010663862,0.4994016733156926,0.0,0.05320502737234512,0.07286552689589651,0.0,0.0,0.07239656428547107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219126998984367,0.0,0.07734428371118683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17664617506605304,0.0622356686232657,0.0,0.12625811249841307,0.0,0.0,0.20269412512840848,0.0644262352455848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216038539593972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623451250825516,0.0,0.0,0.08407724213172847,0.0,0.14319984323035312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870903874549626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908118101097629,0.0,0.0,0.08166891314786791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545485551133772,0.0,0.0,0.19289183184754152,0.0,0.17764894224047162,0.0,0.18638417731625528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578717154486576,0.054585341878958735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17889093137557727,0.1744638381710964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06201425329907435,0.0,0.0,0.05701639659857999,0.0,0.06433037138754387,0.0,0.0922741095410319,0.08421232533667458,0.0,0.08811278642157018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053516367556450485,0.103231249095841,0.0,0.12790144377906465,0.046971570512858066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093814895285384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646532401637391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242754330822622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209120748779643,0.057223110677537666,0.08807293838334729,0.0,0.05187400827838098
anxiety,TittDirty,2019/04/18,"Looking for advice on my Anxiety 27yo M About a week and a half ago I had a very bad panic attack out of nowhere at work. I've never felt nervous at work or uncomfortable but I realize that it may be a stressful environment for me which is the only reason I think that it happened there in the first place. All I can remember thinking about was how much I had to do that day and then boom, sweating, heavy chest, dizziness; heart attack symptoms so I left and went to the clinic got an ekg and they cleared me saying it looked healthy and it was probably anxiety or arrhythmia. After that day I had waves of anxiety, was tired, my chest hurt, stomach ache, for about two days so I went to the doctor who tested me for hyperthyroidism, which came back negative. She said I had anxiety and that all of these symptoms were from that. I've never experienced such chest pain and trouble breathing with anxiety and I've had issues with it while I was in college 6 or 7 years ago but I never wanted to medicate and they eventually went away. This time my doctor asked if I wanted to medicate and while still feeling very anxious everyday I said I think I should and she prescribed me sertraline. I haven't started the drugs yet but i'm writing this about 10 days later and for the past two days I've felt my old self. No worry, no aches and pains, mind isn't racing, just same old same old. I've tried googling episodes of severe anxiety to no avail. I'm wondering if this was just a thing where my body was so worked up over the not knowing what was going on that I had all this anxiety and now that I believe it was anxiety the whole time, I'm over it. I'm afraid to take the drugs as reviews and comments have said it can have nasty side effects and make anxiety worse. I've read bad things about taking generic SSRI's as well. Overall, i'd rather not take them but i'm afraid to have another blow out panic attack like the last one out of nowhere. I feel like I've bugged my doctor too much with this over the past weeks, so any advice, any similar severe anxiety episodes that have just disappeared for you, any experience you've had with sertraline or other natural remedies would be greatly appreciated.",4.849531490015359,5.9308091451612945,5.386562211981571,82.21031950844858,69.2995391705069,8.735975422427035,29.67403993855607,9.029198982220553,2.3510616897081413,1755,66,344,32,30,564,210,434,0.24,0.708,0.053,-0.9981,0,0,2,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,3,5,23,19,3,6,17,0,31,21,8,4,7,71,65,36,0,7,16,0,4,2,0,3,13,5,0,1,30,24,0,0,13,1,0,6,11,15,1,5,26,12,35,4,46,34,8,57,0,1,2,0,15,18,0,8,35,228,65,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481669432593985,0.11322531614011284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029160496425013,0.0669682445208147,0.4885671326940673,0.0721495123735801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05970535314527504,0.21796769959226053,0.06000347008886513,0.04910840676452494,0.10664957069289917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195422517519294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093985445181203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304478998125359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20593889529171208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19610625564541653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481267428313448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06247243325530542,0.0,0.0,0.06458434142889335,0.04562532105057838,0.12264124009493507,0.0,0.0,0.054323717698101716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03629607241976725,0.0,0.051078845171486885,0.07041162298556547,0.0,0.0,0.05647579708943438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568058510721637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836903159182622,0.0,0.0,0.06665868984772759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03509865093942945,0.052058672711209696,0.0,0.0,0.0693897409779049,0.0,0.0,0.062402634398124116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726138839817773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0426305257134707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867496661814087,0.0,0.0,0.06448565937743388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389656021329526,0.0,0.14777036869005006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010473938147654,0.0,0.04327672128970299,0.04857237249363555,0.1359141792935688,0.14986413425568232,0.0,0.0,0.12193314494335485,0.0,0.0,0.06672555474648137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688575016018555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06388249600517318,0.0,0.0,0.06566407587651489,0.0,0.0,0.07234683674403082,0.0,0.18225132813820755,0.05078818087592036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662534582329746,0.1442990247471602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045204126595221834,0.0,0.051002841736803035,0.0,0.07315738590989909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13276082007708906,0.14405607654331962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848584196216448,0.12276674950800462,0.0,0.0,0.07448063878145911,0.07340366758822837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04336028752074037,0.0,0.1247740665802216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539097874534684,0.07533871483831071,0.0,0.1024576434317763,0.0,0.05742249654492392,0.17761107734445924,0.0,0.0713032297477086,0.0,0.0,0.06925909937687216,0.13948390745956596,0.06485822406685864,0.06508410837954276,0.04536801505453655,0.0,0.0,0.04112710337916937
anxiety,FluffyKitten73,2019/04/18,"Daily Anxiety over Direction in Life I am currently 25. I feel like life has passed me by. Seeing other people my age in careers I would want, or having money to do things that I would like to do, is really wearing on me.

When I originally went to college I did not know what I wanted to do. I was unaware of what computer engineering and or computer science is. I chose automotive (awful decision).

I did this for three years. At first I was thinking “wow, look at me. I am already in a career and look at all these people still going to school and getting debt”. Yea, what a dumbass thought at during my 19-23 years of age.

In reality, I took a shortcut into an unappreciated underpaying trade. I eventually decided to go back to school full time for computer engineering.

I am now on my 3rd of 9 semesters. I am trying to get internships that apply to my degree but I am competing against people that have been programming since they’re 12 or other college kids that have their parents pay for school and they just focus on clubs and projects.

I go through these waves of anxiety and depression. What a waste of time in itself. Right now I am writing this long ass complaint about my life. Even though I am aware I could be applying this time to actually achieving my goals...

I am slowly slipping into heavier and heavier depression. Fueled by anxiety and regrets. I also wonder, will I ever be happy? Even if I become an engineer, I will be 30. There will probably be 24 year olds with masters where I will work.

Which I will then again make me feel like a dumbass all over. I wish there was reset. I wish I was aware of the consequences for the decisions I made.",3.1414953271028025,5.429683258566978,4.904495327102803,78.9576775700935,76.22741433021807,8.267538940809969,27.833956386292833,9.029198982220553,2.61023937694704,1310,55,241,32,30,444,174,321,0.134,0.797,0.069,-0.9638,3,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,2,6,16,8,0,0,9,2,36,5,2,3,3,42,58,17,0,9,7,1,2,3,0,7,3,0,0,1,18,11,0,0,9,1,4,6,1,3,0,2,11,5,44,5,42,35,3,46,0,3,3,1,5,19,1,5,24,184,62,17,0.0,0.0,0.10965522308298987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400118115508547,0.0898608656432722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578842590250222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640426424467831,0.0,0.0,0.12410192688524432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971692082630621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935652541471405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14843636632153093,0.10164353423632047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363354811424638,0.16055183037012113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558039382639492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741556743452185,0.0,0.19158443364530245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961811385532625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06175466300391036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381070985892305,0.1646923836672263,0.0,0.0,0.09944238372553099,0.1887220937719802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063255748791674,0.07500669338140986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791159793454928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247716669490298,0.0,0.0,0.2337060316772452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115200137042438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198599169422731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596188938102032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34116806762731183,0.08954296354029595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295219487230337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973744629483031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746524861571257,0.07200105076247074,0.11040125563693236,0.08920785543900529,0.19656852721501286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484528353767473,0.07629067989584412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325554350797281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416651289624404,0.0,0.0,0.2584359319894442,0.0,0.12185859648435265,0.0818054395167411,0.0,0.0,0.15964639129202834,0.0,0.0,0.2170844469683945
anxiety,Catic94,2019/04/18,"I went to the doctors and got blood work done without holding someone’s hand. :D I always have to hold someone’s hand when I get blood work done, but this time I didn’t need to. Yay.",0.7149999999999999,2.7240568461538466,1.827884615384616,99.3233653846154,83.1025641025641,3.9,22.570512820512814,3.1291,-0.34890256410256404,143,5,33,0,4,45,28,39,0.094,0.723,0.184,0.6693,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,4,5,4,0,0,6,8,3,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,2,4,1,4,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,17,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184273678235476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686876711621397,0.0,0.5372728693021714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714939617981187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20995132321928686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946460730603651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4448437069473707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153070303507117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24334719250653744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25304797684173824,0.0,0.38221734576045496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sneakygoats,2019/04/18,"Living in a city (rant) I’m on anti-anxiety and anti-depression meds and they usually feel like they’re working but some days it takes every thing I have to leave the house. I think the anxiety is around having to take public transit/walk for an hour to get to work. I live in the Bay Area and I’m so tired of feeling like everything I do is a major test on my mental health. There’s always people around, I feel like I’m always stressed about money and it’s so hard to get anywhere. Some days I love living here and others I get so overwhelmed I just want to hide.",2.2722033898305085,3.915643000000003,3.7119999999999997,89.46647457627121,76.62711864406779,6.4149152542372905,21.122033898305087,7.1686216300943375,0.5220277966101694,446,11,94,5,10,147,74,118,0.131,0.706,0.16399999999999998,0.6192,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,2,9,6,0,2,6,0,5,3,0,0,0,16,19,9,0,1,2,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,10,4,15,19,3,11,0,1,0,1,3,7,0,2,7,54,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376244059986211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184669701421356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542256430850467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18417467520055789,0.0,0.12298428399098735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203062113288048,0.0,0.1283298878698666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165958030085709,0.30602628537612725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22380467332251555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791123802494747,0.0,0.0,0.15177843408933792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14061877683079474,0.16475977355673466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119333654180872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092790358819884,0.0,0.3782569163903556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887299055885015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15860681191295026,0.0,0.14389811088654406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899217741614023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16356475265869533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147196872034202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486291947006266,0.09149366929139034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641153874483242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726232923029407,0.0,0.08422087602562116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20790473889258296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hebeejeebeee,2019/04/18,"I can't calm down right now it's about 4:30am, im with 2 friends and my brother's. im having major anxiety over nothing, im not worrying or anything but im having all the symptoms. 

for the past 2 hours ive felt like i am gonna be sick, im really dizzy, and just feel really anxious in general. ive drank water, ive eaten, ive walked away from my friends for 20 minutes and nothings helping. 

i know sleeping would help, but i have really bad insomnia and just can't sleep. i just feel really shitty and want this to go away.",0.0888972089857063,2.2333904424778765,2.8371681415929197,90.20345813478558,87.05309734513277,6.308781484002722,21.966643975493533,7.61054688173877,1.0655219877467672,412,15,90,8,13,144,72,113,0.207,0.647,0.146,-0.8062,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,12,8,2,0,1,21,21,8,0,2,7,1,3,1,2,2,3,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,4,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,3,3,11,4,11,15,2,11,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,4,48,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656584532708848,0.1426043257120762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103876793574145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23719507203601506,0.0,0.10539704022803936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765167993565527,0.0,0.12120089778067088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19505045619884992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717395968889867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16921903840137822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431143293370492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6817520061632053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693728798152445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061669755679875676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422427830337761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050111875023033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234654879336709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077999991426036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526429536805198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13120162981869452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445391019347915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819301206149214,0.0,0.08967039392100715,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OgJelly21,2019/04/18,"Shuttle drivers So I have really bad anxiety driving which is another story tbh. I'm a student on campus with no car so I rely on the kindness of others and the shuttle bus that comes every now and then. However, I live in some semi-new apartment but there was some new ones built this January. I was on the shuttle and the driver sometimes goes to my apartment but sometime doesn't. So as we get close, I asked if he could swing by the new apartments and I was so used to calling my apartment the new ones because for a while they were new. Anyways, he's going down the NEW apartments and I say that mine is around the corner and he just says that those are not the new ones, these are (referring to the new ones). ""no offense"" he says and then to top it all off the guy next to me just laughs. I don't like people laughing at me, especially since yesterday some girls were laughing at some old pics of me in highschool and it was really disrespectful. I was just in shock and now honestly I don't feel like driving the shuttle driver because he knows I use it all the time and that I'm that one girl who can differentiate the apartments and too lazy to go up this difficult hill. Doesn't help that I don't have my license and just can't simply drive up the big hill to class. I'm stuck here for another semester. I really want to drive but it's a long journey.",2.8876236069690786,4.582633675090257,4.101902370114583,87.10473238110187,75.06498194945848,7.127860618427249,26.48391147386595,7.893859768569023,1.5085612619682935,1076,40,222,16,23,352,141,277,0.138,0.812,0.051,-0.9705,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,1,1,15,11,1,0,18,0,21,0,0,2,2,39,35,24,0,3,9,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,3,17,17,0,0,3,0,0,9,9,4,0,5,8,4,22,7,28,26,6,49,0,0,0,0,17,23,0,5,19,153,39,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19889892749189814,0.07255340153827558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442894205964119,0.08866389429119055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918859670009666,0.11562885857897598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684366013062533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169745715527252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572313028447099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990795910620753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04795465498197733,0.06775470589357449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04955071032521663,0.0,0.10780109181772148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390788416943203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06357018260167413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098762710077523,0.05212234603294103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266942222591892,0.0,0.08374668238298395,0.0839316430980188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7327872212327435,0.10086489113163176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952008172164152,0.0,0.3213348920626224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06575107616999178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18227346338397232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22626503302648165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845377547196364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18760111385736666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05530277551153088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638250148931589,0.0,0.0,0.055939907366470025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ephemeralkazu,2019/04/18,"Anxiety came back and it came back with a bang!!! x) So im dealing with anxiety for the past few years. Im actively dealing with them. Had therapy. Helped a bit. I know where it comes from. And i know my triggers. But damnnnn this week is bad. I was feeling quite good for the past few months . I had my days. But it was manageble. And then the moment was there. My gf went to Russia for 3 months. I knew it coming and i knew i had to deal with it one way or another. And here I am 3 weeks in. The first few weeks went pretty good. I had enought stuff planned. But after a week of doing stuff with my best friend. I came home and a few days later bam. I was gone. Im in unemployment benefits since maybe a month because my job didnt wanna keep me knowing that im going to move in a few months. But im kinda glad. The job wasn't helping. So since i think last weekend. Ive been dealing with hyperventilation all the side effects. Random vertigo . Around 4 pm im exhausted. I never fully wake up. And i sleep but i dont really sleep if you know what i mean. Well that was my story. I know ill feel better in a couple of days maybe a week. I just wanted to tell my story. And if somebody ever wants to talk about anxiety. You can always send me a dm. 

Tldr: had major anxiety for the past years. Had it under control. But it came back after a few months on the downlow.",-0.7639372822299642,1.4021425714285731,1.7769337979094075,94.79062717770037,95.41114982578395,4.751219512195123,17.10452961672474,6.4673359150291105,-0.13905993031358888,1046,29,236,14,41,356,146,287,0.067,0.8440000000000001,0.08900000000000001,0.7121,4,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,2,1,7,13,10,0,0,18,0,20,6,3,3,3,54,44,20,0,5,10,0,2,0,2,0,3,0,1,0,13,21,0,2,12,1,0,12,4,2,1,2,23,2,31,8,30,21,10,54,0,0,0,0,14,10,0,5,31,151,44,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05780499883685651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284584835564628,0.212578887288724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061843449712465574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602555171224813,0.058004943309175425,0.04234855563976662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290497559907705,0.061440988056325536,0.07584376400138246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178228566221761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968532259113987,0.0,0.0,0.07791704284878519,0.0,0.0768677572075591,0.0,0.13440812412772685,0.2864840295795147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141887716029787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06284002023739399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702527171727812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590915489851445,0.0,0.0,0.05367271523832223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03948167084735394,0.1165370737730608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312918757555247,0.0,0.06968454886065581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4502401932675105,0.0,0.13787745029281134,0.06174854852448616,0.0,0.0,0.1908957762082857,0.056627707730016935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958485552097066,0.07567371124376397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772533444666577,0.07383611875835368,0.0,0.0,0.053579911623673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0470749905265834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19895228215165275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067644629473734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389039950054904,0.0,0.0,0.044504564002632765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149333865803048,0.0,0.13904128781979366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15905414221768951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055837734835276764,0.060720255581265876,0.0,0.0794455404759523,0.0,0.0,0.04451387410937279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195096998122857,0.05514242801402144,0.2786251158931102,0.0,0.062462298443764885,0.12879964923769258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947341407866168
anxiety,throwramblings,2019/04/18,Anyone else try online/video call therapy? How was your experience? I'm having my first video therapy next week with a licensed psychologist and just want to know how other's experiences have been.,6.203904761904759,8.878453771428575,6.828571428571433,66.88476190476193,68.42857142857143,10.380952380952381,28.809523809523807,10.504223727775694,3.7276666666666665,162,6,25,5,3,53,32,35,0.0,0.948,0.052000000000000005,0.168,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,7,7,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,2,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17509739416033845,0.256581817141865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557037630025331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091912769946007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4899117692692256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21300457869150466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13762263837577154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663213284422621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5727473443707941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700167103184204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14770243913051026,0.0,0.2008694185309093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BarelyFunctioning29,2019/04/18,"Coping with the expectations surrounding me for the rest of my life seems impossible I’m currently in law school, and it’s been really exacerbating my anxiety. I’m surrounded by people who are going into BigLaw, where you’re supposed to be okay with regularly pulling 12+ hour days and rarely taking weekends off. Even at school people do intensive extracurricular activities + lots of studying every day. But I can’t function like that—if I pull 12 hour days and don’t take weekends off regularly I’m miserable and exhausted and I have frequent breakdowns. But then I feel guilty about not being able to do those kind of hours. The problem is that this culture is definitely worse in law school, but I feel like it’s also generally a part of American work culture in general. I feel very inadequate and don’t know how to survive in a world where I’m surrounded by these expectations.",8.31793939393939,8.278511460606058,8.86666666666667,64.1466666666667,61.66666666666667,12.666666666666664,38.33333333333333,12.06081838636515,4.926696969696971,721,33,123,22,9,242,105,165,0.097,0.85,0.053,-0.7023,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,6,7,0,1,5,1,12,2,0,1,0,27,24,12,0,3,4,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,5,2,0,3,4,3,0,0,1,3,9,4,21,21,3,28,0,1,0,0,3,14,0,2,13,73,16,4,0.15519542067208233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410972184090313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872407202559655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002646220100337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250511167103847,0.0,0.13075883543983716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23541440337732625,0.11087163953764692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820113404781726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4585086828754617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161612148515203,0.08529134449049065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961911529455047,0.15164128663376664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13194159681464168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16806151690452528,0.0,0.215185927536379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485010579838022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942216048840173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4711981536246666,0.0,0.14128408224750064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333752840739903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805247543376772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298411461781525,0.0,0.15815739238057014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,starlightcoconutink,2019/04/18,"I get anxiety every time I have to face someone who is unpleasant or anything unpleasant situation. I really hate it. It's hurting me mentally.  

My father has just passed a way a month ago. So, as the eldest sister, 23 yrs old I am left to deal with everything with an uncle, who is an elder brother to my dad. The first week after his death, my uncle and I dealt with all the big problems. It was tough but we managed to pull it through. The situation is pretty straight forward now but there is a third person who is making it all difficult. However, every since his death... I've met all sort of unpleasant insincere people who I wish I would have never have to encounter but in life this is the reality. I don't mind it, I have come to accept it but I can't seemed to be able to control my anxiety. My hearts keeps pumping every single time I have to meet a person who I want to just keep a distance from, to face any arguments with a person ( this argument happens when a third person who isn't a family member intrudes) and even to go back to my dad's home. The feeling is almost the same as though you have exam in an hour, you feel the nerves growing and taking control of your body and you need too release it somehow in the toilet for number 1 or 2.

In conclusion, tbh... i just feel so silly, petty and a wuss for not being able to deal this situation. There are people dying but I can't seem to be ok to deal a small problem. I know, I may sound silly to you by now but I'm really here to seek some sort of advice, encouragement and an advice to see it may be in a different light.

Thank you  
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anxiety,Tyke129,2019/04/18,"how can i support my friend who has anxiety attacks often it makes me sad to see them in a bad place, they mean the world to me and i just want to help them in any way i can. i told them i'm here for them and that they can tell me any way i can help but they just kinda brushed it off. i just want to make them feel happier at any chance i can.",2.1501265822784816,1.901277177215192,3.5669367088607613,97.63091139240507,74.69620253164557,7.332658227848103,22.129113924050635,6.742157984588678,0.05587392405063296,263,5,73,2,5,87,47,79,0.092,0.6990000000000001,0.209,0.8294,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,8,0,6,5,1,0,2,0,6,0,0,3,0,15,16,4,0,2,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,19,2,9,15,0,8,0,1,1,0,14,6,0,2,0,49,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4456092078251352,0.0,0.16709442870777216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484898239694075,0.0,0.0,0.18237564394265215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104421778745216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16875451375867856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928111740997211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916005954115168,0.0,0.0,0.2379287183171624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282075011696313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17405634288188404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478659555267554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19091296500317545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20871432494239794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576652966004594,0.3467509920323535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cowgirlup365,2019/04/18,"Today, My Boss Called Me Hostile For Refusing to Pick Up Last Minute Shifts. I work a second job working overnights. During the day, I run my own business. I am a very busy person and my schedule with this second job really depends on how much of my own work is coming in. I always try to get more hours during the winter and less hours during the summer. All winter last winter, they kept telling me they barely had any work for me. Lately they have been asking me last minute if I can fill shifts. Half of the time I am responding via talk-to-text because I am in the middle of something. so today, the scheduling staff asked me what my availability was for the third time in the past two days. I was a little bit aggravated at the lack of communication since I had written it down in an email and sent it in. Next thing I know my boss is emailing me asking me to call her. So I call, and within the first 5 minutes she starts mocking me saying ""I've already told you what my schedule was"" in a snooty voice. Then apologizes passive-aggressively for not remembering my schedule by heart. She finally goes on to say that I am hostile and difficult to deal with because I refuse to fill shifts last minute. This is my second job! I was absolutely mortified. I have never had anybody call me hostile before. I'm still reading back through emails and trying not to have a panic attack. Beating myself up over it hard. I can't believe this. Told her multiple times I don't understand where this was coming from. She ended the conversation by saying just don't get defensive when we ask you to fill shifts. To my knowledge I haven't been coming off that way.  Ugh!",3.4694980097302057,5.51783585139319,4.36217934542238,84.33429953560373,74.38699690402477,6.843387881468378,24.848407784166298,7.7094869923839395,1.3379200353825742,1312,43,249,18,28,423,172,323,0.111,0.873,0.017,-0.9766,3,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,1,2,3,6,8,9,6,1,17,0,25,1,1,5,2,32,43,12,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,12,12,0,4,4,1,0,8,7,9,0,7,15,5,49,0,38,28,8,60,0,0,0,0,36,18,0,2,33,174,61,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995386758287419,0.0,0.07505417836538879,0.0,0.0,0.06133954470845111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33730177899888497,0.10261627721760144,0.0,0.06935874294709705,0.0,0.10997097526025937,0.0,0.07675412156613268,0.10162526004588096,0.0,0.0,0.098475763442672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3684198523870712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330996556585089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634393247443135,0.09299292400117924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989101542733787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881041856061706,0.0,0.07672463881428783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425224820637393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080207782796367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688822127149902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776589692195593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685307228198649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04957192604457169,0.2941023206928533,0.10175027798225687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040476200452406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630786674345053,0.0,0.0695683128574146,0.0,0.09592942958689944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583104451616863,0.0,0.0,0.08610674031239965,0.0,0.07875974070043566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022507369232148,0.0,0.05778485514989255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217976886983154,0.0,0.0,0.2151935654732928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461492146105092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944087803883607,0.0,0.0,0.06384449431845371,0.0,0.07203436687646357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249987707246612,0.07883935618873465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0599253132122204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157790197853982,0.0,0.170999365381931,0.17238120004632818,0.0,0.12248066000934715,0.0,0.08811294216790992,0.09390207243743916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442499446980577,0.0,0.07159708867645816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26266863103184873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,targareyin,2019/04/18,"desvenlafaxine + clonazepam hi, i have depression and extreme anxiety. i'm treating myself again after an year out of meds. my new doctor prescribed desvenlafaxine 50mg 3 weeks ago, it wasn't working at all, and i was having a panic attack so i called her and she saw me yday, now she prescribed desve 100mg and clonazepam for when the anxiety is bad. it's my first time taking these so can y'all tell me your experiences with these two?",4.090957983193277,6.042922364705883,4.6939495798319335,83.03705882352945,72.41176470588233,7.680672268907562,27.43697478991597,8.418075326091056,2.0042268907563034,351,13,65,6,7,112,66,85,0.202,0.7979999999999999,0.0,-0.9432,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,2,5,5,1,1,3,0,6,1,0,0,1,7,9,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,3,1,13,1,6,6,1,12,0,1,1,0,8,2,0,0,10,44,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125967186347651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669418564131767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728436789074007,0.0,0.0,0.20024981643733455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448954265185717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065670680008868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24547835457795755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346018499744694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20400109304823935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26639943770561136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23163137221514601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813913378203459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803239193998496,0.0,0.20962385859711966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984804765009382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342811486862622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192378873693686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17460065198118332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15444403289710176
anxiety,robcalum,2019/04/18,"Understanding Hello
I’m in my mid 30’s and for the last few years I’ve become socially anxious and it’s getting me down a little.
Never had a big circle of friends and family is very small, just partner and kids, and I’m pretty much working and then all my free time is spent with them, although I go gym and play football once a week.
I just find it very hard getting close to people and now get anxious about the though of going to the pub/drinking out so end up saying no, and because I’ve said no so many times I don’t really get asked anymore.
Has anyone felt more anxious as they’ve got older and any advice on people able to overcome this?
Thank you",3.4134558823529417,4.548678139705885,4.5507647058823535,86.65894117647059,72.75,6.616470588235294,25.364705882352943,6.742157984588678,0.9452435294117651,521,16,106,4,10,171,98,136,0.08800000000000001,0.8029999999999999,0.109,0.6987,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,1,7,4,0,0,6,0,5,0,0,0,2,20,20,16,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,3,13,0,0,3,2,2,2,4,0,0,0,5,4,8,5,14,15,4,22,0,0,0,0,10,10,0,0,10,61,11,1,0.14226532696196234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13902003099021054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967453008200682,0.0,0.0,0.4821579757549709,0.1410889765125478,0.09947522444541566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329988763019598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672362285698748,0.1571208764104076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936585944708754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12600485310210713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411508896987845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659702406597402,0.0,0.1300279314895256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099138387064101,0.0,0.2973110462111753,0.0,0.16170532763645915,0.0,0.11378257815643053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744178919991045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596522937424952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258723205829946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14423471211341413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458138457536167,0.0,0.1097237905322748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515079301764996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19725772968044195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447349828285834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113881136372697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353269043728932,0.11313509811226452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502158494263953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309787991170969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13977496141960982,0.0,0.16591211243794746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14810322262363074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234767587947918,0.0,0.0,0.11411666397664975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357085240017504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161420621154023
anxiety,spiritccc,2019/04/18,"Anxious over a laughable matter I have developed some worrying levels of anxiety over an extremely petty reason, i.e. following one celebrity relationship online closely enough to overthink it and convince myself that it's crumbling. I couldn't stop myself from checking their instagrams for any crumb of information despite realising very well that it doesn't bring me any joy anymore, nothing but pure anxiety and dread every time I was about to check the app. Today I have deleted instagram off my phone and wiped my browser history so it won't be on my computer either, thinking that if I remove myself from all this completely I will calm down. However, the anxiety is still there as if nothing happened. 

I'm trying breathing, fidgeting with things, taking my mind off it through going outside/watching videos, finally just screaming at myself how absolutely laughable my situation is and how embarrassing that must be to develop a full blown anxiety (and what I'm experiencing is a legit full blown anxiety) over goddamn celebrities and what they do online. I keep talking to myself repeating why should I care about all this in the first place, and so what if what I think is happening, happening, and honest to god how would it ever affect me. All of that barely helps for a petty second before I'm back to shaking.

I just can't seem to let it all go, especially since the last updates I saw on ig before i yeeted from there were only feeding my fears, so I decided to leave pretty much at the worst moment possible (in my mind) where I just won't be able to stay calm. I just can't seem to stop caring, overthinking and fearing over something this laughable, and yet the anxiety I developed over this, truly, REVOLTINGLY pathetic reason, is very much real and very much hinders with every millisecond of my existence. 

Is there anything else I can possibly do in order to stop making my own life a living hell over nothing?",12.039047619047622,9.151747680911685,11.366774521774525,58.22339743589745,56.52136752136752,14.473015873015877,45.86914936914937,12.66393586644259,5.9285098087098085,1560,73,240,39,14,511,196,351,0.16,0.715,0.126,-0.9358,1,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,2,1,21,16,1,5,12,0,27,3,1,7,7,55,47,22,0,7,9,0,0,0,0,6,1,1,0,0,21,14,1,4,8,1,2,6,6,8,1,3,3,3,35,8,42,33,14,45,1,0,1,0,7,22,1,6,15,188,56,1,0.09035494749824663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288892540396078,0.0,0.4147277251427509,0.10207537215972376,0.08960782881960466,0.0,0.0,0.07435442305058865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06947737734809091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377081072933824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842457816320868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473544337709687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07547996454115631,0.0,0.0,0.09336081416561798,0.0,0.0,0.08173122293053242,0.15225588048840766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20334887221242426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897942846938704,0.0,0.07685587218416225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270159778767153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397017450127088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06056301670752377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031162889550449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736513417252678,0.0,0.09567284317614258,0.0,0.09239405555194403,0.0638203715312656,0.0,0.0,0.07978507402032811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06031262907274545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18246547934611135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19926384835415145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600940270329325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061226850829232765,0.06871900912228658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440168906540236,0.0,0.0,0.2037232544478854,0.0,0.0919234647956971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284371146843233,0.0,0.18579986924690575,0.0,0.09700739921797498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645115014158052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07474254627281382,0.10156274671192672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955965292748865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630635192482527,0.07215757778834356,0.2266223458057889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793567570672204,0.07262388421450992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06002781223880632,0.1157916039680028,0.0,0.0,0.052686696501467616,0.0,0.0856459253016331,0.0,0.0,0.06134507829678595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22365688326498265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123994899388831,0.0,0.08153128630410814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917598351179936,0.0,0.06418556229266413,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,eretree,2019/04/18,"i have to go pick up food for my family and i would rather die it just makes me so nervous and im slightly panicking because i've never got it from that exact place and i dont really know how to do it, yeah i guess that is it",-1.774175824175824,0.11732707692308253,1.6032967032967065,96.79884615384618,95.53846153846158,5.279120879120879,15.120879120879119,6.868970318607317,-0.2858274725274725,176,4,44,3,7,63,39,52,0.17600000000000002,0.782,0.042,-0.7934,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,1,5,1,0,3,2,13,10,5,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,5,8,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,30,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17697053467848106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30129637710631185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402416447575186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736788226962213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35104450668536924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16499009929148392,0.0,0.23218775957555796,0.0,0.3198096524749328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31358506617508924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15954701204364458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19378445659269472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22390528944423352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033125946956633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18598028594351387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20622818970432072,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Quickersilverr,2019/04/18,"Help Please I'm spiraling. I have to admit that. I've gotten back into a hole and I can't get out. I worked so hard to get better but now my paranoia and anxiety are escalating and my OCD is getting more intense. I'm 19F still living at home. Planning to move in with my boyfriend in a couple months. But I also don't want to move in when my mental health is in the shitter. My family is short on money so a therapist is not the easiest option. I could go back on my daily medication (fluoxetine, buspar) but I don't want to feel like a zombie again. But at this point, I think feeling nothing at all is better than all this. I need help. I don't know where to go. I don't want to burden my boyfriend with this any more than I have. Part of me feels like ending it all. Not because I'm unhappy but because I just want it all to stop. Now. I feel so trapped inside my body and mind that I can't be happy about what I have. I feel awful for that. Please help. I need suggestions on what to do next. Thank you.",0.17361370716511004,2.2847530514018715,2.4996495327102792,93.02290109034271,86.24299065420561,5.4358255451713395,18.7297507788162,6.816661863887847,0.1034834890965728,779,21,176,10,24,265,110,214,0.13699999999999998,0.6859999999999999,0.177,0.8437,0,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,4,14,7,0,0,6,1,18,3,1,0,4,38,42,14,0,7,8,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,10,8,0,1,8,0,1,4,8,1,0,0,1,6,27,6,28,39,7,30,0,0,0,0,6,15,0,1,13,120,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990751396738148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424974721532241,0.0,0.09477584708197613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19052820128481868,0.0,0.1510449239676673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21914205170084972,0.0,0.13761434913700296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891643485003933,0.13708241482595301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973015672875217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167928803538219,0.0,0.3132136434046529,0.1770147094058991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19418292368174656,0.0,0.1408195836000396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188367653591612,0.1109814991916761,0.0,0.0,0.13168974376523815,0.0,0.0,0.2491234502100271,0.0,0.12427221218490846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808694551096679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210532215422786,0.0,0.10939752781908177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248065838181934,0.12485242363086152,0.0,0.12509402665780855,0.0,0.09888816679127377,0.2633518611305499,0.0,0.1837263820954208,0.0,0.0,0.13175888786948953,0.0,0.0,0.11887621800314285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416127289732924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719889978473141,0.11711651021631762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989390649865992,0.10357795483316312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406167144702177,0.0,0.14384634906499527,0.0,0.07938399112770285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29229516433065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019371545310437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GnikSselb,2019/04/18,"Any one feeling clearer today, like more than usual? I feel really clear when I’m by myself, and i Realize that I don’t really care what’s going on (regarding insta, snap, Reddit, and tumblr) I’m just chillin. It’s a vibe. That’s the vibe I think everyone is trying to achieve that baseline leaning ever so slightly towards happiness (chill).",2.8499340659340686,5.527329246153848,5.096043956043957,75.06538461538463,79.61538461538461,8.021978021978024,27.747252747252745,8.841846274778883,2.992648351648352,271,12,43,7,7,94,52,65,0.0,0.778,0.222,0.9181,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,9,9,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,5,3,5,9,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,27,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20471683627921786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306929313520523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723070012789092,0.0,0.2876556557049016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044287171255806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17108739547359728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32046160267166024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14707244445616285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20399181058663815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857065710991183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928936293820147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285349762972074,0.0,0.0,0.20438571350407736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315519170369011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AreDreamsOurParallel,2019/04/18,"Left the state for the first time in 6 years I am an agoraphobic with panic disorder.

At the beginning of this year, I drew up a “hierarchy”, listing trips by car starting from easy to difficult. Yesterday at work, I decided that once work was over, I was going to make the journey on a whim. This trip, which is about 1hr40min by car, is pretty deep on the hierarchy but the fact it was to a different state was huge.

I was determined to do this alone, and to face all the physical and mental suffering head on - no tranquilizers and no road sodas. There were moments of sheer panic but I talked myself through them out loud. “Okay, my breath feels short. My feet are sweating and my hands and arms are tingling. Uncomfortable, but not dangerous.” It was no breeze by any means, but it was tremendously empowering. Once I made it to the state line, I paused, got out of the car, took a deep breath, and couldn’t stop smiling. I had made it.

Most of my friends and family do not understand this condition and they’re proud because they know it has been affecting me living my life, but I am posting it here because I thought maybe some of you would understand and also to empower agoraphobics - that our symptoms suck, and they’re painful, but if you can withstand them and understand that they are “uncomfortable, but not dangerous”, you might be able to widen your horizon.

In the same breath I will say I’m not “cured” and I’m not stepping onto an airplane tomorrow, but it was great practice and has me feeling really proud of myself.

Thanks for reading. Peace, comfort, and hugs to all.",6.534685990338161,6.960008735785959,6.476962095875143,78.21218041620216,65.3210702341137,10.524043106651805,33.667967298402075,10.380263240014207,3.3666587142326265,1248,51,240,29,18,395,168,299,0.128,0.7020000000000001,0.17,0.9583,3,1,0,0,0,0,40.0,1,4,4,5,4,17,3,2,16,1,28,15,9,4,3,54,48,24,0,3,14,0,3,0,1,3,4,2,0,0,16,17,1,1,9,1,0,9,9,8,0,1,16,5,30,9,36,27,5,41,0,1,0,1,12,18,1,4,10,166,46,3,0.12927093387943828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13388570142526893,0.0,0.10337791911908477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790866792722618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15760472288695376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506061198826694,0.1481556897343238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218651316430433,0.0,0.1307265366528181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109957790319763,0.0,0.0,0.09987440284483774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07346765077352506,0.0,0.10338977494793693,0.14252166096856736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326692728256308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104392453315465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404532479016574,0.0,0.09130788359474744,0.0,0.0,0.11414860296884205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446385665542873,0.08628935216977755,0.0,0.12987002827636046,0.140813944067568,0.0,0.0,0.1302746965023374,0.1371360323297978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27533865126944745,0.0,0.0,0.13755338792623856,0.3033431758576965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12380582086988913,0.1315150134950167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293059164300419,0.0,0.08281427041461062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280143517629306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914986323537116,0.0,0.0,0.10807628909245888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436199725729053,0.0,0.10390307995634744,0.0,0.11901530781847865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262668179683784,0.0753789211144129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362476403456745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4037268034585133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18822155894724568,0.0,0.0,0.0918303624636666,0.0,0.0,0.16649248620861407
anxiety,ccccccccc9,2019/04/18,"My five year old started hitting and it’s really fucking up my day Soooo, within the past month or so my five year old son has started hitting while having colossal meltdowns. Not just little kid-like swatting, but trying to hurt kind of hitting. We’re already getting help for him, so he’s being taken care of. 

I, on the other hand, am not handling it very well. Maybe I should preface this by saying that we do not spank and neither I or my wife have ever been abusive to him, or even had the impulse in the moment to hit him back. My wife deals with it quite well, but it essentially triggers a panic attack for me. I’m absolutely livid and have to walk away because my instinct is to blow up and start yelling at him and escalating it, which really doesn’t help. After the anger subsides (sometimes a minute, sometimes nearly an hour), I usually break down crying and lose pretty much all motivation to do anything for most/all of the day. This is partially because I know it’s going to happen again, I’m physically exhausted, and I usually get an earful from my wife about how I’m abandoning her to deal with it alone and/or I said something shitty during the whole ordeal. 

So, my question is if anyone has advice on what I can do in the moment to stop myself from reverting to lizard brain/fight or flight mode. This is especially important that I figure this out because walking away isn’t always an option to cool off. Just this morning when it happened last I absolutely had to drive him in to school after a huge meltdown, which was an incredibly unpleasant experience. For context: I’m on mirtazapene for anxiety which works 99% of the time for me and I’m also a near daily meditator. It’s only the hitting when I just can’t get a handle on it.",7.324216357119582,6.70858296774194,7.7854301075268815,72.98703405017922,63.89736070381233,10.1584229390681,34.78022157054415,9.444778638647367,3.178258911697622,1396,54,252,22,18,462,194,341,0.158,0.743,0.099,-0.979,0,1,1,0,2,0,36.0,1,0,0,4,17,13,3,1,19,1,23,4,2,3,2,37,47,23,0,2,13,4,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,22,12,0,2,4,0,0,4,7,8,2,2,6,6,29,5,49,34,4,52,0,3,0,1,19,20,1,7,27,183,51,3,0.0,0.13013750969395546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733031147713916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375680529449475,0.12120658047946893,0.08783568141922761,0.09139221749359586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840241168262524,0.0,0.0,0.07679977301067223,0.0,0.09038553754949688,0.0,0.0,0.12495412420874585,0.20638877416604276,0.08445698105765502,0.0,0.20086472547949288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261312212915908,0.0,0.0,0.11198495886864086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064951254550042,0.14167006037956753,0.2264718559520049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07254553631279145,0.099352805335169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744052718648588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154146403986787,0.17215407899214868,0.0,0.062422238936042825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942549408238563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14724129637867886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816617747486756,0.0,0.11758153820319615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437712517521645,0.060362905108174214,0.08953086904528561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008436640729903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228782098357072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034486403666226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766991944706208,0.0,0.08074198013935463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305084750223867,0.0,0.0,0.08353510557348717,0.0,0.12886869257177044,0.0,0.0,0.10485073728985644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174253579129287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304127770809165,0.1168239356063639,0.0,0.0,0.14072730298864436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447903582040233,0.08734586831045317,0.0,0.11115973375064576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455699558491457,0.21726090814874705,0.0,0.23322711823376074,0.0,0.0,0.09182768021053203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640461614738418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745713254220063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24193732013618025,0.0906260707888961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975112214995035,0.0,0.0,0.1226277926919445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799617995254682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146135946564256
anxiety,uneasiertea567,2019/04/18,"Intense feelings Does anyone else struggle with romanticizing almost everything? I’m not sure if this is part of my personality, one of my quirks, or is related to anxiety. But it is extremely hard for me to be a “just the facts” person. I feel like when I speak to people I have a tendency to ramble on about a deeper meaning, or will try explaining the “why?” Behind my actions. This also happens when I’m alone with my thoughts. It’s like I’m constantly thinking about my purpose and all my decisions become a long drawn out process where I think about all the possible outcomes and avenues this decision may lead me. It’s hard for me to accept that some (probably most) things just aren’t that deep. Does this happen to anyone else?",4.614707792207792,6.443858535714287,5.55649350649351,77.89396103896107,70.78571428571429,8.805194805194805,30.584415584415584,9.339509955726095,2.9133571428571434,585,25,105,13,11,192,91,140,0.086,0.833,0.08,0.3164,1,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,9,6,0,1,7,0,8,0,0,1,4,31,20,9,0,1,7,0,4,2,0,2,0,1,0,2,10,5,0,0,10,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,1,5,13,5,18,16,5,10,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,7,6,75,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529436808618561,0.15818909469744796,0.0,0.12214343475865436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684311052062148,0.0,0.0,0.2135940181174494,0.3129934717876082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16868561749789926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16505404571255328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673217235406262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551837257354119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726984231732894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544564674636652,0.1091150851809296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27012901030299313,0.0,0.27364405542228776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14923881325278698,0.0,0.0,0.13516711887733573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16637497578678356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349829921508967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653988955980646,0.0,0.10588835391442278,0.266727483112029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17218761099380314,0.0,0.0,0.1646759294976449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596734974129264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395247437845893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147143594968153,0.1957349416435059,0.0,0.12125583025239195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036981517576676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378210597312778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Animals_Are_Too_Cool,2019/04/18,How do I get to sleep? I heard some noises from the other room (5 other people) and I'm worried it's an intruder and I want to check but I don't want to wake up my brother but if I don't I'm worried he could be murdered/kidnapped and it'd be my fault for not checking. What should I do?,-1.920606060606061,-0.05775245454545086,1.2154545454545485,99.40984848484852,96.27272727272728,3.539393939393938,17.939393939393938,5.033348758259628,-0.7050787878787874,222,7,55,1,9,78,43,66,0.141,0.815,0.044,-0.7724,0,0,0,0,0,2,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,9,2,2,1,0,13,15,7,0,5,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,8,0,6,9,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,38,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838949777955883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18577147768041816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24650856665844784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35582837491761893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4194506671879649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7222004095996702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ExtraLeefy,2019/04/18,"Noise cancelling headphones. Anyone else using noise cancelling headphones to help manage their anxiety / sensory overload? 

I got a pair of bose headphones a while back and they have honestly changed my life so much, I never go anywhere without them, and they mean I can go into busy places, supermarkets, public transport without panicking. 

I would definitely recommend. :)",6.972929782082325,10.8853636779661,5.897142857142858,67.79525423728813,73.23728813559322,8.11719128329298,38.937046004842614,8.841846274778883,4.791714769975788,303,18,36,7,7,91,47,59,0.149,0.65,0.201,0.6755,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,1,9,8,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,9,1,5,6,1,8,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,26,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19249960926708146,0.0,0.0,0.1759486068377916,0.2578291554966273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19349130306355425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26619580480683325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102082325457916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860192301601269,0.0,0.20125499812288894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686652183413279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17773680183286392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741036051511445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18498022014817586,0.0,0.19407594392218666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629043657930633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173313082948283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4851331187000257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787538413209228,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spacecowgirl92,2019/04/18,"Overactive imagination causing havoc Does anyone else just go about their daily life and then get this vivid kinda flash of a horrible/painful/unpleasant situation that happens to them in that moment that causes them to actually recoil in real life, despite the fact there is no real danger?

For example, I walk up to a busy road, intending to cross it, and I get this huge flash of me stepping out into the road and getting hit by a car. I then physically recoil from what my I saw in my mind, but of course everything is fine...

I also get similar imagery pop into my head as I’m trying to fall asleep. The bad situations are quite intrusive and disturbing at times, and it’s starting to freak me out a bit :(

It would be nice to know that I’m not the only person that has this happen to them regularly.",6.469166666666666,6.501629121794871,7.584102564102569,71.56089743589746,65.47435897435898,10.77948717948718,32.07692307692307,10.504223727775694,3.364415384615384,637,23,116,15,9,217,104,156,0.14400000000000002,0.8220000000000001,0.034,-0.9586,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,4,1,4,6,1,1,8,0,6,4,2,3,1,23,19,10,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,12,9,0,0,2,0,0,6,2,4,0,0,1,2,14,2,25,15,1,23,0,0,2,0,5,12,0,1,5,78,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.1578573053829334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293617733018431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11310841636693655,0.16574525934344808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506530706503656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17660324602359326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323502202297498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155984833589366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13513218841492047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538210963300155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380578610686704,0.0,0.09193361276150117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860928863030117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16601545612095087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890068728646477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22851591208076874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16333446686221625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302801339203186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14124516914022964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172054809958261,0.0,0.3682433048273134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.363656668575395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114496649157106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432527746769108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098264251861072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491175903402236,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shadow_asd,2019/04/18,"have you tried mental imagery? i am looking for experiences with this tecnique in anxiety, tell me yours.

there are guided, with scripts, etc

[https://www.verywellmind.com/how-do-you-practice-guided-imagery-for-anxiety-3024396](https://www.verywellmind.com/how-do-you-practice-guided-imagery-for-anxiety-3024396)",35.677066666666654,46.73824764,15.508000000000004,-1.2793333333333123,12.599999999999996,8.133333333333335,36.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,4.248333333333335,281,7,17,3,3,59,24,25,0.069,0.931,0.0,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,4,4,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31953851670995226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4658446894076075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4085896762556455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507618774927468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4209422493490442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650872511405056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28359013595722943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,katsnackshackysacks,2019/04/18,"Paralyzed- haven't gone to work this week Hello! New here.  


I took a day off at the beginning of the week to catch up on planning for my job (I am a teacher and my job is relentless). I teach and I am not compensated for planning work outside of school and I don't have a planning hour at work either, so I really didn't feel bad about it and I got a lot done. But that day turned into another day, and another, and I am really contemplating just never going back because I just cry at the thought of going back. At this point, I'm not even being productive at home (even though I really could still be using this time). I'm just crumpling up in a hole.  


I have always struggled with anxiety but I've found that since I first started my job, I have been able to always show up in spite of it. Even though I was tired of working at home every night after some really hard days, I felt like I was getting the hang of managing my time and rolling with the punches, but then I got slammed when I had an additional class added the day before the new class started and it's really thrown me over the edge.  


I really hate my job and have for a long time. I am 9 weeks away from the end of my contract. I don't know if I can make it.",2.822154605263158,3.8689609687500015,4.414736842105263,87.4092105263158,74.078125,8.045723684210527,24.41118421052632,8.532816995589336,1.3733859375000002,952,28,212,17,19,320,133,256,0.09,0.888,0.022,-0.9438,4,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,8,15,5,2,1,16,0,22,1,0,2,1,34,43,18,0,2,10,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,9,13,0,0,5,1,0,6,7,4,0,1,13,3,29,1,34,27,3,51,0,0,0,0,1,17,0,3,29,145,38,13,0.09230228536004773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15360579120294726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19357398836905607,0.07061099565797152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672103550119815,0.14194951992364666,0.07706855280660467,0.056266616436646336,0.0,0.07854244645685114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07369586415468117,0.0,0.1013897262865962,0.29763669039841484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445728459231648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175242805923649,0.0,0.0,0.1828943668701768,0.0,0.07776865638076451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04667080885140267,0.0,0.08862466887692118,0.0,0.0,0.07851227677461224,0.0,0.10120469168776647,0.0,0.0,0.04822413446428793,0.0,0.1049150317542319,0.0,0.14764513915333452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268471766609944,0.09112939739188557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851734361689257,0.0,0.0908991582001482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3663831029742832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05072692212058018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045094234258397065,0.0,0.0,0.0816846179601117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847210225215219,0.0,0.0,0.061612492216824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118921272506548,0.17829224474535946,0.0,0.08661944208211518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725549440047012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547872452204534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341484056819928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763534042753299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066406531019456,0.0,0.07371272432025677,0.0,0.0,0.09649438963307484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18137305344389346,0.07327770431055311,0.16146661460628026,0.10608789880667548,0.0,0.0,0.10255123527653877,0.0,0.10039838120326244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971953878127505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221179771834149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26878865222811066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rickycarr,2019/04/18,"How to deal with anxiety/depression in a marriage. I have been very depressed the last few weeks, don’t know what’s wrong, can’t explain it. There are some things I’m stressed about and worried about that I’ve communiy to my husband that may be the cause, yet still he doesn’t understand why I’m a Debbie downer all the time about everything. He says he does not like coming home to someone who just doesn’t talk, doesn’t want to have sex, doesn’t want to be cheery (usually I am a very happy person) and it is making him miserable. He says it is going to ruin our relationship. I don’t know what to say to him to help him better understand that it’s like I don’t have control over this. It’s not as easy as he thinks to just make myself feel better. If any of you guys have any suggestions on what I can say to him to ease his mind please help",5.195593220338985,4.71822237288136,5.713000000000001,85.62882203389833,68.2090395480226,9.339887005649716,27.869491525423733,8.841846274778883,1.7439315254237284,668,18,149,10,10,216,103,177,0.134,0.725,0.141,0.0706,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,1,0,3,9,10,0,2,6,0,21,1,0,5,1,27,36,6,0,3,5,1,1,2,0,1,0,4,1,2,14,4,0,1,7,0,0,2,10,5,0,0,1,5,14,5,22,32,3,11,0,3,0,1,28,3,0,3,8,91,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18198460491969268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366801148859529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374550677565088,0.0,0.1152615574600812,0.0,0.0,0.15007420320225134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794755581508247,0.2304928964918676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709406138596927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025572130732486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06765606192832199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760447275316812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13248844412106764,0.0,0.1424384022684654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17937396119354834,0.0,0.1342177880912009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14707196506280362,0.1090693102052802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074117979443065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17863236963609727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351053728443384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683376819205075,0.0,0.14687821611274954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436569907576154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4256298953641852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133729336316109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068572146969922,0.0,0.1532737044964273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075477617943685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889440328786997,0.08573713714179544,0.0,0.0,0.07802304085437389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785924094300184,0.0,0.0,0.14736781236212476,0.2208070385770544,0.15784385638778448,0.0,0.10733067049514028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073861723400872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358859416058169,0.0,0.0,0.1462952674270831,0.0,0.0
anxiety,giftedearth,2019/04/18,"I'm going to be out of my meds for a bit. Help me understand what to expect regarding withdrawal. So I forgot to get my prescription refilled (yay ADHD) and now I'm going to be out of my meds until next Tuesday. I take 100mg/daily of Sertraline (I believe in the US it's sold as Zoloft), which I've heard has some unpleasant withdrawal effects. I'm freaking out about that.

But I thought I'd better talk to people who might know what it's like. What are SSRI withdrawals like, what can I expect over the next few days? Will there be no effects in that timeframe, will it take a couple of days for it to kick in, and so on.",2.853281250000002,4.2127490156250005,4.336375,86.77112500000004,74.46875,7.307500000000001,25.3,7.908726449838941,1.3643787500000002,486,16,101,7,10,162,78,128,0.064,0.8340000000000001,0.102,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,3,5,5,0,0,4,1,9,1,0,2,0,16,23,7,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,12,5,0,1,5,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,4,1,10,4,23,13,3,17,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,2,9,68,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271991936315845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129925787262905,0.0,0.16719776628177738,0.20639166668036493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091782328176721,0.0,0.2438408933536691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876987959077622,0.0,0.21488089249796266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267150206308079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389594433407047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18471879847790654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4199798551751592,0.0,0.0,0.20055026062760348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.402109801721171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106221552931194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842814316967709,0.15194977870690832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15008315051878465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19680583889441905,0.22740170256907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Username-taken783,2019/04/18,Why do I get so anxious when im excited? I know that it may be normal but my excitement doesn't feel as it used to. Now when I get excited its 5% pleasure and 95% anxiety. It should be equal but the anxiety is so over the top that it just ends with me feeling ill.,2.305,2.7381724310344886,4.713275862068965,87.09681034482759,74.6896551724138,9.248275862068963,28.29310344827586,9.516144504307137,2.2438827586206904,203,8,49,5,4,72,43,58,0.135,0.605,0.26,0.8716,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,1,0,12,13,8,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,4,4,9,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4720527779075319,0.348553714131535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732680682834382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120064341283494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223908178029425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332678622170117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169561300464509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30229617705661604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664728728475288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784024398632704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Raul1347,2019/04/18,"Bacteria OCD I have huge phobia of illness and especially vomiting and i just ate a piece of raw bacon by mistake thinking it was cooked, well it was smoked and sliced but it said on the package to cook it and now i am going insane, i cant wait to wake up tomorrow and be fine.",2.0731034482758623,3.7486980344827607,4.192620689655172,85.66444827586207,77.27586206896551,7.398620689655173,25.393103448275863,8.238735603445708,1.5945199999999995,218,8,46,4,5,75,45,58,0.15,0.759,0.091,-0.5423,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,6,6,1,0,0,10,11,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,5,3,1,1,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,4,1,4,2,7,6,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633243248530317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6081130026373546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4096324423530476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5748002028229867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Medawky113,2019/04/18,"Does anyone else wake up with a tension headache or pressure in their head? I've been having headaches consistently for about a month now and they are really freaking me out I just had to take an ativan to calm down I can't stop thinking cancer or tumor. 

Yesterday I didn't have a headache for about 8 hours for the first time in a month, but for the past two days I've woken up with pressure in the same spot on the left side of my head. It would be nice to know if this is just an anxiety symptom because I'm on day 2 of Lexapro and it's definitely giving me more anxiety in the early days.",5.279562211981567,4.815478338709678,5.878248847926269,84.4695161290323,68.03225806451613,9.02119815668203,30.617511520737327,8.418075326091056,1.9804576036866361,470,16,103,6,7,153,85,124,0.111,0.764,0.125,0.5727,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,1,5,6,0,3,11,0,10,5,3,0,0,16,16,6,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,4,0,8,2,23,10,2,25,0,0,0,0,3,12,0,3,13,68,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29895751682554383,0.0,0.0,0.13662666326807754,0.20020810532024244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911266633000732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3780461883388183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17099390436273426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16322976305625908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16620524244235094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187443344805984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4010689663826612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924274425238238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738550371693667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21230024768072206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119292699307521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18652928017274475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251768142295317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16336128416772325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20309309839934767,0.14691480469136448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252030005213867,0.0,0.0,0.11393801041682157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19087522784922029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880496881992604,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,send_me_pineapples,2019/04/18,"Did I have a panic attack? I've been depressed for a few years but it's been getting a lot worse this year and I think I've started to develop anxiety but yesterday out of nowhere i was standing in my kitchen and all of a sudden my heart was pounding to the point where it felt like it was beating out of my chest and I was hyperventilating until I ran into the bathroom and threw up. After that I just went to my room and went to bed, the whole thing was around 10 minutes and I've never experienced anything like it, what was this and should I see a doctor or something?",3.2470809792843696,4.565016627118645,4.523333333333333,85.9848493408663,73.40677966101694,6.9393596986817325,27.517890772128066,7.3871296695380915,1.3730252354048962,454,17,95,5,9,150,73,118,0.14400000000000002,0.8009999999999999,0.055,-0.8559,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,1,8,0,11,4,2,0,2,21,20,11,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,3,0,9,11,1,0,2,0,0,4,1,3,0,0,14,3,11,2,16,5,4,22,0,1,1,0,0,9,0,2,10,72,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16220801273323007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744886941929497,0.188758219715427,0.0,0.2412231266010662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18262748177098195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21702923975115007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20358913344458715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078077775765116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512653122005381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071815035780636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18026659506370288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16353629652965262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24878017544440734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20044385743140133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896633658481086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16323673172172098,0.0,0.0,0.15008114651346724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408682112385237,0.1358649892363332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931215448542131,0.0,0.23673215869146805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21608420162333192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27309023723405224
anxiety,WellOwlBeDamned,2019/04/18,"Does anyone else's mind continously loop by the stressor? My main anxiety symptom is racing thoughts. Stress is a major trigger for me.

But sadly, my mind will continuously loop and loop and loop and loop about the stressor and no matter how hard I try, I can't push the thoughts out.

Anyone else deal with this? What's your coping mechanism?

The other part is that this is incredibly embarrassing for me bc people have seen me talking to myself. Ugh.

Advice?",3.1561176470588244,6.1054609058823575,4.106176470588238,80.76279411764708,81.11764705882355,6.223529411764706,23.794117647058826,7.554174236665415,1.4720823529411766,367,13,63,6,10,118,60,85,0.248,0.74,0.012,-0.9641,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,2,5,0,7,1,0,2,0,14,10,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,3,2,9,0,7,6,3,3,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,42,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19594949543039744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15340012592431335,0.0,0.0,0.2804217478454932,0.41092057350898176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20673118941070576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754796918308643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350237381325015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17962990018487338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4049436651320961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21714768889182864,0.0,0.13901792542166153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296992871581348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084209636180452,0.0,0.16117340088296195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31838693007905294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614246887870474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,qualk199,2019/04/18,"Did I make a stupid comment? At work we have this IM system where we talk to colleagues. Me and my manager often chat in this way. She is very strict and a perfectionist. I suffer from anxiety (she doesn’t know) and suffer a lot whenever she gives me bad feedback although I try not to take it personally. 

My manager was meant to be on annual leave but her flight got cancelled at short notice. 

She sent me a task to do (for while she was away) and to make conversation (I don’t get much social contact in this job) I just told her “the office has that end of the week holiday vibe so I’m struggling to concentrate!” Which she ignored (it’s a bank holiday tomorrow). I then messaged her about the task she sent and she said “actually I’ll do it myself”. Now I’m thinking I shouldn’t have tried to make that connection - I know I messed up probably by saying it but am I worrying too much? She could’ve said she would do it herself because she may as well as she’s working today but obviously my anxious brain assumes she’s thinking “why would I let someone do this task if they can’t even concentrate”

I feel like I messed up badly :(",3.01020403431486,4.775887938325994,4.456257825179692,84.39300255042896,74.90308370044053,7.950753535821935,26.92534198933457,8.6894789155246,1.9922475770925119,890,34,181,18,19,296,136,227,0.175,0.762,0.063,-0.9737,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,1,2,9,11,1,1,8,0,21,1,1,3,1,31,41,15,0,4,6,0,1,1,0,4,0,3,0,1,12,7,0,1,7,3,1,2,5,9,1,0,10,4,40,2,22,25,3,22,0,2,0,0,35,10,0,5,9,127,52,6,0.0,0.0,0.13691841822018955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733370722301376,0.158505845341796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182210713539713,0.0,0.2342993015737661,0.08552923632877299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15662789981505565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202292550923053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242694724286892,0.0,0.0,0.09267079082824517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094293015470557,0.1002346356087218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330409494217041,0.13459430159803146,0.0,0.0,0.11221552671163952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15155455840595605,0.0,0.1392320570601579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154217018368875,0.0,0.0,0.148563797153327,0.0,0.14347239270312728,0.0,0.06854642527321972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192831452073716,0.0,0.0,0.2809660367733771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20628211004715213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15973931281326642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250978878050835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127360033999082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669262746284791,0.11157696397762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430242995243235,0.11888081988251968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14667829661697482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549265193871064,0.11277264942432087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798048410904801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13299368400806238,0.13406839725215985,0.0,0.1905171303764764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576714538924293,0.0,0.1113683733979548,0.11254501139101857,0.0,0.12615194555108938,0.0,0.12660434328091336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042888804660518,0.14248755528456702,0.0,0.19933871598366887,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ymho,2019/04/18,"I don't know if I should be happy or sad that people mistake my social anxiety for arrogance Well I'm happy that they perceive me as someone weak or make fun of me but I sort of want people to like me, I see it as a reward for not being an ass, because a lot of times I go out of my way to help or to just do what I think is right without allowing anyone to notice and just think that I did so by chance..
So it sort of hurts me that almost everyone thinks I'm arrogant because a lot of times I pass near people without saying hello..
I am working on it but it's weirdly hard because they thoughts that come rushing into my head moments before saying the hello stop me from doing so..
(thoughts such as : your voice might sound funny/they might not even hear you/they might already not like you and not wanna talk to u) I know they sound silly, I acknowledge them for being silly after they pass, but when they surprise me moments before my intented action they ruin it..",5.696363636363635,5.183975707070708,6.567373737373737,80.03772727272728,67.18181818181819,8.614141414141415,30.12121212121212,7.686295010490155,1.930054545454546,762,24,149,7,11,254,111,198,0.135,0.711,0.153,0.4397,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,7,2,9,16,0,0,5,0,13,3,2,3,0,45,28,16,0,5,15,0,1,2,0,4,1,6,0,0,11,5,0,1,9,0,0,6,7,6,1,0,3,8,30,10,27,18,2,19,0,3,1,1,17,5,1,12,9,110,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609978632981794,0.0,0.13896587465180701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633540390642112,0.0,0.0,0.0880525429169757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23029560072178626,0.0,0.21431274924573332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847675458784244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317497173760431,0.0,0.0,0.12033063549680577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156839997594559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26810770125350725,0.1128077234859502,0.0,0.12923956982607376,0.0,0.14193122892717328,0.0,0.08440760994653669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480968801095575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384146615092793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230451781809148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21412080640994685,0.0,0.0,0.0840586408402937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4007725703581359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337109578845014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619101108626767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754274892265037,0.0,0.2002877226462096,0.0,0.0,0.10034917515607687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836884162102627,0.10669930347522256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528235222232483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121702690578263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24207081501607666,0.0,0.19994725116995246,0.14686052212834916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427623593628074,0.09995664466709783,0.0,0.0,0.11322536920293105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24278228468249036,0.0,0.09167787232205084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawayharfchn,2019/04/18,"What’s wrong with my personality?(21F)(24M) I met this guy when I was sixteen. I went to a party with his friends, I got wasted, and two of them brought me to a different house and had sex with me. I bled I felt baffled. The next day they told all their friends they were 18 and 19. I was already getting bullied and had slut rumors spread about me, so they thought I wanted it. They called me gross.




I just lost all confidence at that point I felt like damaged goods. I still hooked up with one of them after that because I felt like no one would want me after that. John would hook up with me when he was drunk but ignore me during the day. 



He left for the military but still kept in contact with me. I would send him pics over two years and see me when he was home. He cheated on one of his girlfriends with me.  I didn't know because the one social media I had he posted no photos but on every other platform he did. He would have sex with me then ignore me for a month. He implied I'm attractive enough to fuck but not be seen with




I graduated I turned 18 he was 20 that is the last time I saw him. I left to volunteer outside the country for two months. My phone broke while I was there while I was gone he blew up my phone sending me dozens and dozens of messages. He also made tweets like ”if you have to think if I care about you I probably don't fuck everyone.”


When I got back, I talked to him some. Then he got weird and was like ”do you tell anyone I talk to you. I don't want to ruin my reputation.” I felt like a dirty secret and gross. I kept asking why he would say that he said he had a girlfriend. I said if you have a girlfriend, then you shouldn't be talking to me and focus on her because she's probably a nice pretty girl. He said he was joking and send nudes. 


A couple of weeks later I ask why we haven't talked. He says he has a girlfriend and doesn't want to see me. I ask why he lied to me, why I'm not good enough. John called me annoying and said ”thats just who he is.” that he wants me got sex nothing less nothing more.


That girl ended up cheating on him and him, and he started texting me again, but I never saw him in person after that. It's been almost four years. I moved to LA to finally be happy.  I started working in production on TV and commercials. I met a lot of nice people, no one has been mean to me since I moved here and guys are always so lovely.

I feel so ugly by the way he treats me. Two years ago he texted me after having a girlfriend for eight months. At first, I didn't know when he told me that I said I don't feel comfortable talking to you with a girlfriend. He sent me dozens of texts saying he missed me and sending old pics he had of me from three years ago. He asked,” if I was single would we be cool again.”


I kept ignoring him, and a couple of weeks later he got a new girlfriend. Posted lots of pics of her saying she's gorgeous. He went on deployment we stopped talking. After his deployment, he got discharged and moved to the east coast with his girlfriend. Before he left, he tried to see me and tried face timing me like 60 times. Thank God I was in a different state.


Now he's been messaging me like crazy saying he misses me and that I'm beautiful. I just blew up at him after six years of this I couldn't take it anymore. I called him a rapist, a douchebag, self-centered, a cheating loser, a sociopath, a liar, and a coward.

He just kept saying ”why are you mean to me.” and ”if you're going to put me down stop messaging me.” he also tweeted stuff like ”if you can’t respect me. Then at least have the decency to leave me alone. be your own problem.” after I blew up at him the first time he tried apologizing for a couple of months later, but I just started saying the same stuff to him.


I feel like shit I feel like this is my fault why would anyone treat me like this? Was I too mean to him? Did he treat me this way because of how I look?


Tl;dr: the guy I used to hook up with messages me like crazy now, and I just blew up at him because I couldn't take it anymore",1.8430496453900709,3.400437388888893,3.093918439716316,93.80875,77.5933806146572,5.8820330969267145,21.324468085106385,6.495368025078613,0.15502553191489366,3125,81,711,25,72,1011,304,846,0.159,0.715,0.126,-0.9841,2,1,0,0,0,2,88.0,3,10,7,5,29,57,9,0,34,1,59,12,3,3,3,111,135,53,0,22,20,0,8,12,10,8,0,12,1,6,25,39,1,9,16,3,0,14,17,26,0,18,59,28,140,31,91,61,13,112,0,7,7,9,146,32,3,10,73,455,165,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075653700628625,0.0,0.045612809245937184,0.04717716325749621,0.050266730156138535,0.07285433643149028,0.037902133010838286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034882810802697,0.06370072401529511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17033637794513073,0.0,0.0,0.03502595535517455,0.0,0.13883752451975714,0.0,0.038760599184324215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395381831477849,0.0,0.04644234402726802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15120415274888524,0.0,0.0587533339207589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951823305042676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04034472109409266,0.09413284823646374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03837873474865912,0.043525992256660484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212794340401574,0.06508337628813005,0.17494465340184992,0.049898962438954315,0.0,0.07749142096767525,0.0,0.0,0.07038527577025598,0.08422244654308803,0.023798550100016302,0.0,0.02588771853745657,0.07641214012142042,0.21858807504984387,0.0,0.0,0.13530814017748305,0.0,0.048489953038688034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04569142968363507,0.0,0.0,0.052559810310218655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05006734536211353,0.037130195548304185,0.0,0.048231998122224236,0.14847408802650866,0.0,0.0,0.2670473791122332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03825142016297863,0.0,0.04972436558596305,0.07745176881440673,0.04111161232903316,0.043101516706223884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148855382408008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14543369398668413,0.14524071190183044,0.0,0.0,0.035131787525866695,0.043993499999040966,0.04844407172317027,0.0,0.0,0.08741494595533866,0.0,0.04779817756931113,0.0,0.15433289406840034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031579371316604765,0.0397734307794868,0.0,0.0,0.043060477457175714,0.0,0.08725065277664858,0.046341806454436016,0.09822349922855543,0.04358621499713388,0.0,0.045791399089875416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166474575795535,0.2535682322422433,0.0,0.0,0.10889489786468252,0.0,0.04751969249419116,0.0,0.04675751105916305,0.03768030960304492,0.0,0.0,0.04643357182753002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672382944040002,0.0,0.07275427468971678,0.07616545576564428,0.0,0.0,0.10429013710862473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849746018493448,0.21967331151310526,0.039813636360214635,0.041937298362122365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02918728157201202,0.0,0.036162455513645664,0.10624476339838372,0.0,0.0,0.08705198451332098,0.0,0.09277854414039506,0.049546475671756914,0.17798707689614846,0.0,0.0,0.039341492775600416,0.0,0.0,0.13433598421834406,0.0723126263535333,0.07307662946276211,0.0,0.0,0.08445258256875378,0.2466164932936503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03316171600292611,0.0,0.0,0.2265071750812112,0.04980293610673335,0.0,0.14666695396510385
anxiety,motheripod,2019/04/18,Wrapping my head in imaginary situations as an escape from reality I know I'm avoiding reality cause I've pretty much given up on university and I've been thinking about people I've liked/been out on dates with and I'm painting these imaginary situations. All of them are long gone and it would never really work out in real life. Ever. It's like I'm feeding into this mode of things that won't happen. I can't quite put my finger on it. Do you have that too? how do you snap out and be functional again?,1.3358414239482208,3.8148507961165095,3.910898058252428,82.31126618122978,84.72815533980581,6.928478964401295,21.204692556634306,8.07648339933343,1.3798420711974115,404,13,79,9,12,141,72,103,0.025,0.895,0.08,0.6553,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,1,2,5,2,0,1,1,0,9,4,2,2,3,19,17,6,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,9,1,1,2,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,3,1,7,1,16,11,2,17,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,0,6,52,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23585503903638005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076798225162772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20302814549177006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356284395237139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261781927258267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16216817707232326,0.11216743975821028,0.0,0.0,0.20318239382248995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16877711754977714,0.0,0.17707611319037486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917073179446847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23357840699481214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308041673773152,0.0,0.24420019274276464,0.0,0.2613268586820607,0.1470830199976774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5161438298635561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15253124748165928,0.1471137889456833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16714628517543229,0.0,0.0,0.16309613030478984,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jhunt0,2019/04/18,"Just been diagnosed with acute anxiety need tips. Hi everyone, sorry for any mistakes or formatting errors but I'm still not in the best frame of mind.  I've had generalised and social anxiety for years but after the death of my father on Tuesday and having to put my fur baby to sleep today the stress has given me acute anxiety.  I had a horrible panic attack today while in the shopping centre with my elderly mother (who is relying on me to plan the funeral and put my father's affairs in order.)  

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I was wondering if any of you have any tips on how to get through this.  I've been put on a very light medication at the moment but today scared me and I was hoping for some strategies if it happens again.",5.524206349206349,6.236549928571431,6.743809523809524,74.41896825396827,67.57142857142857,9.936507936507935,30.555555555555557,9.994966539143718,3.1091031746031748,570,21,101,13,9,193,90,140,0.266,0.711,0.023,-0.9896,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,2,4,7,1,3,8,0,10,3,1,1,0,21,17,12,2,5,8,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,1,1,3,1,5,0,0,7,1,11,2,22,10,2,22,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,6,10,72,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15385278424557827,0.1725408813766602,0.28968678209613696,0.0,0.32588003013758543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16154113565261208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14901621353167746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441231173489601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568341970540476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741871349551254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556673877523894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410342302411828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14304619636148025,0.0,0.0,0.14337564696913555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528835629492972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666019035380831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4282360929284849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216293148139122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209871181779868,0.14474720708364158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589530800736966,0.0,0.0,0.11339831990362692,0.0,0.16265612597694898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4037872805660739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716170624760867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539887825840179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725408813766602,0.0914408740157567
anxiety,cursed2feel,2019/04/18,"Changing my therapist? Hey guys - my first post here 🙈 I‘m thinking about changing my therapist.. just have the feeling, that my current one can’t help me with my anxiety and panic attacks.. but I‘m little bit affraid of chaning 🙈 is it the right decision? Will the other one be better for me? Don’t know.. 
someone of you ever changed therapist?",3.0853348214285745,5.8605813281250025,4.200714285714287,81.23000000000002,79.46875,6.7821428571428575,32.58035714285714,7.957251820313856,2.9060294642857136,271,15,45,5,7,88,49,64,0.053,0.828,0.119,0.6608,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,2,4,3,1,1,3,0,6,0,0,0,1,9,11,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,0,1,8,1,5,9,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264843938239281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18809774209260144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14622950057486284,0.18050809536905071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5247223379464182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495591960045368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360070427891861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14063783753560766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16371226644958994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108236945638907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086635778447416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16571378409499715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22407687675719226,0.0,0.0,0.19399047652625626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15834969828720308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119917347160954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009176454596586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.575916295937739,0.0,0.10594298343149372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,someconfusedkid,2019/04/18,"I [18] don't come out of my room if guests are in the house. How can I be more comfortable? Whenever someone other than my parents or my sister, walks in to my house I freeze everything I'm doing, my heart beats really fast, and sometimes I'll break a sweat, until they look away so I can quickly sneak into my shelter (my room). I can't talk to most people outside my immediate family that lives in my home with me and I feel fearful when they come into my house. My sister has a caretaker that has worked for my parents for four years now and I'm still unable to leave my room to do normal things. I don't even come out to eat and hoard snacks and food in my room so I can skip the awkward interaction with them. Even when other members of my family come to visit I can barely musyer up the courage to give a courteous ""hi"" and a heart-racing hug. I feel so isolated from my house now and I wanna take back control of my life.

Does anyone else feel like this? How can I become more comfortable leaving my room when company comes?",3.2547857142857133,4.568353752380951,4.58779761904762,85.54741071428572,73.38095238095238,7.726190476190476,24.077380952380953,8.278499904357787,1.3374523809523815,808,23,167,13,16,268,115,210,0.042,0.856,0.102,0.9251,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,3,3,15,7,0,2,7,0,14,7,2,3,0,29,27,18,0,3,2,4,4,1,1,0,1,0,6,0,6,18,3,1,3,0,0,7,3,2,0,1,0,5,34,5,28,26,3,34,0,0,1,1,13,15,0,3,12,117,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563424839573023,0.11083187722237052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016282939351627,0.08317524953075704,0.0,0.0,0.11946411240419436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.465889884031832,0.0,0.0,0.12132068083546653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465938146605192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068384538337248,0.09036128197282736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288914923539328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972152819875568,0.0,0.20394412798393485,0.1217201471446386,0.1640804212978965,0.07727592307156922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307983297614622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376551810655796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563614649976237,0.0,0.0,0.10850228143147382,0.0,0.0,0.4992498041536897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290706099806833,0.0,0.0,0.0764029318588621,0.05284588759240707,0.0,0.09551516902002144,0.0,0.0908346791600518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598260946501048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24021764720930994,0.0,0.0,0.0749907336616013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929580240312191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916512045575522,0.0,0.106981862376864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638386719767857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813295923741782,0.08694210866899757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186264727198052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787482875325481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06965726056726299
anxiety,General_Drazz,2019/04/18,"House was robbed yesterday, and now I cannot sleep at all So yesterday I came home from work to discover that our house was broken in to and we were robbed of about $2000 of electronics.

We did our best to replace the door, but I am only moderately handy, and it is good enough, but will need to be done by a professional.

We started to install a security system on the house, but cannot finish it until the door is correctly installed.

All of this, and all I can do is jump at every sound I hear.  I find myself looking out the windows every 20 minutes.  Sleep is not even an option (its 4 AM as I type this).

My anxiety is so high right now, and I don't feel like it is ever going to come down.  All I see is reminders of the break in.  The missing TV on the wall sends all the feelings of violation and helplessness screaming back.

Guess I just needed to talk about this.  It kind of helps.",3.45247252747253,4.409868532967035,4.84692307692308,85.24807692307694,72.46153846153847,8.017582417582418,26.08791208791209,8.384062270229773,1.5439868131868133,691,22,148,11,13,231,109,182,0.114,0.8190000000000001,0.067,-0.8362,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,5,0,0,2,10,9,1,0,11,0,21,2,2,0,7,31,34,13,0,2,5,0,2,1,0,1,0,3,4,0,9,12,0,1,3,1,0,5,4,4,0,0,6,7,17,5,27,26,7,27,0,2,2,0,9,11,0,2,10,110,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690187327457816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750411274386252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16036829108045855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17477788026121094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13163525872984094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15638121811450692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15789714655769185,0.0,0.10093184448711222,0.13822851697189076,0.2575038498818278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545341467325082,0.10916996135527036,0.0,0.0,0.1396687275909559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684740692611201,0.12817267418946698,0.0,0.0,0.1683412468182117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17223186767210547,0.0,0.10242763637514947,0.1614558031330427,0.1532843530042627,0.0,0.0,0.5289786228979091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15913169572960187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465693422911174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832481346663607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266184782114192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622151704282135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13050185390168362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177253721486946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30584762609218624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816214855843867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282566504899133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125001378191134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lastcoconut,2019/04/18,"Really struggling today. I have extreme anxiety and I have for a few years now. Some days I cope better than others, today is not a good day. I’m trying to get on with my job but al I can feel is that sense of impending doom, my hearts pounding and I want to cry. I have to go and meet some clients in ten minutes and I’m sat in my car wondering if I really can do it today. The only thing getting me through is knowing I have four days off after today. All of my muscles are so tense too and it’s really starting to cause my TMJ and fibromyalgia to flare (which I’m certain I developed because of my anxiety). I refuse to be medicated for any of this. I was hoping I’d be able to find a natural way of being in a better place. Sometimes I think I’m winning but it’s days like this that I just feel so incredibly lost and sad. Thanks for listening. I better go meet my clients.",0.8526913229018476,2.9000595891891905,3.387908961593173,88.11534850640116,82.83783783783784,6.705547652916074,23.250355618776673,7.85451343220497,1.267108108108109,684,25,147,13,19,238,106,185,0.14,0.7,0.161,0.6455,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,5,5,13,0,1,5,0,15,2,1,1,2,27,35,12,0,3,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,10,8,0,1,6,0,0,3,1,4,0,2,3,3,22,9,24,29,4,22,1,3,0,0,4,6,0,5,13,98,32,1,0.13103573894435433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910879588911343,0.0,0.20048396326368303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798781702307213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476713877697152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460979935136902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439366062660953,0.33802884521157983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13251121358737938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11976429148257202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692153059549353,0.0,0.1489412603237311,0.10990656087799903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15527798156154438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13014805520297199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13003275175606074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201381524319284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401744317737686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14304098811287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320047213275234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965858416372148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690445766149348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25183454918883674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12959769639113544,0.0,0.09274777046206102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698700525379787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064010321321515,0.0,0.0,0.0870543224440209,0.08396241052430313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4968262356498076,0.0,0.0,0.08896466533140987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772882738483095,0.10401007036242746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14210266927476045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843827197047061
anxiety,tasslehof,2019/04/18,"Everything is my life is a rush / time challenge. And I think I just figured this out. Currently battling with Anxiety / Depression. On Anti-depressants for about 6 months.

It is allowing me the clarity to ""rise above"" and monitor my feelings with a slight sense of detachment.

My life is a constant cycle of goal setting and ""time boxing"".

Get up, 

Need to be in shower by x
Need to be dressed by y
Need to be on road by z

Etc etc.. but it is pervasive, it has slowly creeped into every aspect, every second of my life. 

From making dinner, to working everything is chasing time challenges, ultimately so I can go to bed and rest where I can finally switch off my brain or at least try to.

Meds have allowed me to catch this and I am trying to slow everything down and be less stressed about every challenge.

Does anyone else do this or  similar?",4.0411275680840895,5.877377173913042,5.217639751552795,79.71306258958433,72.2919254658385,8.680554228380316,30.39703774486383,9.265573868473778,2.8974468227424754,659,29,120,15,13,218,104,161,0.051,0.91,0.038,-0.4607,3,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,5,5,6,1,1,4,0,16,5,1,3,0,23,24,10,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,6,10,1,0,3,0,0,4,0,3,0,1,0,1,12,3,30,20,5,24,0,1,0,0,0,11,0,2,8,86,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977275745093824,0.0,0.0,0.1003345607597462,0.1470268820693727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16018711084602738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15506637614806126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471828847726792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557284117497425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198710865611382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200681822439984,0.0,0.0,0.3627004452191405,0.0,0.3868903105768296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255503668153916,0.0,0.0,0.15719100704341848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496985655706563,0.0,0.08155112547555904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30406283283361785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578356884848284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593898343796262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453579242143012,0.0,0.0,0.31919764686969193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437225187353574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194536236654716,0.0,0.0,0.2510180653372266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19484643998750814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446556960307493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iiiamtayk,2019/04/18,"Just moved to a new school So I just moved to a new school and got more anxiety from it ever since then. I've been getting panic attacks right before I sleep and I feel sick during lunch because I still have no one else to sit with. It's been a few months and nothing is happening. I'm not really good at socializing either, so I really need help",2.494166666666665,4.1096889722222265,4.167777777777779,86.555,75.94444444444444,7.5777777777777775,21.722222222222214,8.344100000000001,1.1019555555555551,274,7,58,5,6,92,52,72,0.222,0.7340000000000001,0.044,-0.9016,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,1,3,0,4,3,1,0,1,11,10,6,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,3,1,5,1,6,7,3,11,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,6,36,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405669969265753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090402929189239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201129832568724,0.0,0.1563563256236212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534981815844031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16621091669519222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290869478959513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960009372175315,0.0,0.0,0.154119411384828,0.14696035389530412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16248807307444182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316265637355725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466661925522071,0.3905908667017955,0.0,0.1362470850036286,0.0,0.3549306334745587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763115127447749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451264813859644,0.0,0.0,0.21558911651670107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354278166064515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15692010044375854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3719263121752676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15199854702646726,0.0,0.18388106671276874,0.18730831899702144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14674168231765006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Motti22,2019/04/18,"Managing Anxiety Triggers? Summary: I have extreme anxiety attacks when my advisor interacts with me since it triggers all my stressed/guilt/no respect feelings that he showed me for 4 years. I am going to completely cut him off my life after 3-4 months-either by graduating or quitting- However I dont want to have this anxiety attacks even when his thought comes to my mind. What would you suggest for me to at least decrease the intensity of this triggering factor so that I can manage it?

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I started working with my advisor the last half of my Bachelors degree. After graduation I started doing my MSc with him while continuing working for him as a Teaching Assistant. He was putting me under extreme stress, guilt and showing no sign of respect towards me. (He was calling me at 03.00, waking me up and tell me to do sth and send a report to him in an hour for example-and he wasnt replying because he will be sleeping-) It was the first time I had a mentor ( even though he rarely mentored me , generally just pushing me in difficult situations for his place ) therefore I endured. I was also thinking the only way for me to continue towards my Phd in a good place was working for him since he has connections. However after 4 years of enduring, I get extreme stress and anxiety. I never had anxiety in my life before, but everything spiralled downward with the effects of anxiety and stress, and made me have a crippling depression that I can not get out of the bed. And I get extremely bad anxiety attacks when I try to go out of my bed. Some months ago I couldnt take this anymore and left working for him. The bad thing is I had a thesis to write in order to graduate. However I was not even touch the keyboard of my computer. So I had two options either I was going to quit or freeze my terms. I froze for some months while trying to make my emotional states become better. (I can now go out of the bed for some hours ) However since I am still his student, he is calling me time to time. And whenever I see his name on my phone or see a text message or even an email I get super anxious that I just want to cry, go back to my bed or even hurt myself. It passes after some minutes but I just cant understand why I am still getting extremely anxious. After working nearly 24/7 for 4 years (yes I was also going to work on Saturday&Sundays, also sometimes sleeping there at school) I am even willing to quit if I cant write my thesis in the next semester. Why do I still feel anxious?? He shouldnt have any  control over me sine I can quit. But why still I have anxiety attacks? What can I do to stop this attacks? Currently I am not getting any drugs or a psychologist help, however I am reading lots of psychology books and trying to gather my thoughts and I really can see that it aided me well. I started to have suicide thoughts for 24/7, i no longer have. I can be more calmer if something triggers me so that I can manage my emotional flow. However I cant seem to manage this trigger, I dont know what to do? What would you suggest?",5.319716916193428,6.117947338926173,6.426711409395978,76.20526157287905,68.06040268456375,9.535639304766825,35.080709000172085,9.661875296680813,3.473279779728103,2418,118,443,51,39,811,246,596,0.14800000000000002,0.802,0.05,-0.9946,8,0,2,0,0,3,68.0,0,2,0,15,28,21,6,4,20,1,55,6,3,10,2,77,88,35,1,8,18,0,5,0,0,5,3,0,4,0,21,19,0,2,10,4,0,12,14,15,1,3,17,8,90,6,76,63,10,79,0,2,3,0,36,25,0,15,39,331,111,24,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050280444372310586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360811847320794,0.0,0.12291607137311468,0.06892318326921405,0.0771455244452838,0.0,0.3471361123113413,0.19223843220185585,0.05625277400683343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226461233206628,0.0,0.043615555225846266,0.09472065063469257,0.034577076666185216,0.06264476056840777,0.04826606546967546,0.0,0.0,0.05016581374205863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583857878121318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04886079953060897,0.059471717560051776,0.0,0.06361831055354812,0.0,0.0,0.062306222783495416,0.0,0.0,0.048854394547891485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295503070252296,0.0,0.06577926833753743,0.0,0.0,0.12760875824478074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22478524374054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05097788734323632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05736048257121785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04824752553459792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778087647843102,0.0,0.1934178022141731,0.047575546242717294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03801942014328835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171907468497344,0.0,0.0607218492635977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03117281234029453,0.04623582934603046,0.0,0.0,0.06162839072016586,0.0,0.08012855537450503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04822283740456449,0.0,0.053671529103354425,0.03786223522742965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05727283826042054,0.0,0.09054958312276187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043747341178254635,0.0,0.060324267080830385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04313947722036288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852439570988962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05702106553899236,0.0,0.2413224224371321,0.056737139647773875,0.0,0.036337431070946925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05740547963680993,0.13559976832804024,0.05163738722706046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14076255232042914,0.06375766842650395,0.1135255074483722,0.0,0.0,0.043667205060856334,0.05609930060908983,0.0,0.1204439245649258,0.0,0.18119237882126388,0.047421956211644564,0.19492385615145208,0.0,0.0,0.06204443185985398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04264772691039318,0.0,0.0495773445092958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03768343682104069,0.03634503265899773,0.05572887060990125,0.1350922959471489,0.09922479555096383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155311161307466,0.0,0.055408946759135616,0.059049383714183376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06691196261835013,0.045023116661150116,0.0,0.0,0.05099970115646907,0.0,0.1535477786941316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247764831715708,0.0,0.0,0.08058706427134914,0.0,0.06892318326921405,0.1095809190459655
anxiety,anxietyhaver,2019/04/18,"Anxiety and shortness of breath Does anyone else that has anxiety have shortness of breath constantly? I’m 19, athletic, and have been tested for my heart already. Just wondering if anyone else has experienced this.",7.596666666666668,10.47952755555556,7.1177777777777775,65.405,65.1111111111111,11.466666666666667,37.0,11.20814326018867,5.4189000000000025,176,9,24,6,3,55,27,36,0.093,0.907,0.0,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,3,0,0,5,7,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,15,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674950848191642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3708715841727907,0.0,0.0,0.33898426495188816,0.4967361113564545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26194892935830943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121263946405625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4049891867689716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872458727940324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26287310571468203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,intowl,2019/04/18,"How do I deal with the agitation? I wake up... and I feel like there’s an edge. I take my Ativan (which my doctor is insisting I stop taking even though it works perfectly) and I feel better. I feel normal. Balanced.

It’s the same thing at work. I walk in and just feel so fucking agitated... “crawling in my skin”... I hate my job... but I still think that the way I feel is excessive. I try to be mindful but I can’t get over the physical sensations.

Anyone else feel this way?",-0.4367452135493366,1.8116113711340245,2.075029455081001,92.5262113402062,95.08247422680412,5.6580265095729025,18.26877761413844,7.1686216300943375,0.453766421207658,361,11,80,7,14,123,66,97,0.068,0.889,0.043,-0.2755,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,4,7,5,2,0,5,0,5,4,2,1,1,20,17,8,0,1,3,0,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,7,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,7,17,3,7,16,1,10,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,3,53,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537923326054712,0.18372650064904172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15858703611468022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18486296600388155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18353359646239828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979230296460208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843399222168295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5439937026348284,0.12810064474391386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16577120486675012,0.09368320408842803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17703363739253247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779396529963109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760286520786137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810541680096512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17568784770822374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319892462813572,0.14991299694715654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696408611060636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191270331383727,0.11489599344522017,0.1761732892739492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217411880024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846592966536924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610827798473731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WhatAWonderfulWordIt,2019/04/18,"Beleye We met in the muck of the shapeless blight under an illustrated moon judgemental in the ways the light penetrated the treetops and dimly graced the forest floor spotted leprosy.

There was a gravesite and a man writhing in compulsion. 
A black blacker than lack of heat moving swiftly with obfuscate cloak.
Beli beli worthless took mine as his own Θρονος

This makes me anxious.",7.506818181818183,9.84248331818182,6.185272727272729,74.22790909090911,64.30303030303031,8.31030303030303,35.92727272727272,8.841846274778883,3.466585454545454,313,15,46,5,5,93,54,66,0.104,0.8370000000000001,0.059,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,10,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,2,4,1,9,1,2,8,0,1,1,0,4,5,0,0,0,30,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5202194540834697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073787761602941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4894250092087136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5116182134314218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655132988081106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hidden_enigma,2019/04/18,"Used to... So I used to play an mmorpg, before my anxiety started getting worse, I enjoyed playing the game but I constantly felt like the people I ""played"" with were always excluding me on purpose. I left the game in September but lately I have been feeling like I want to start playing again, but at the same time I feel like I can't go back to the game because I will only be treated the same and my anxiety may grow worse from trying to be around these people. I generally feel sick when I am around one person in the group due to past issues between us and just dont want to play because of them. I dont really know what to do",7.393255813953488,5.385262395348839,7.796550387596897,77.459011627907,64.5813953488372,10.770542635658915,34.678294573643406,9.2995712137729,2.8934434108527136,495,17,102,7,6,164,80,129,0.103,0.71,0.187,0.8140000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,1,0,7,10,0,0,8,0,12,1,0,2,0,22,25,7,0,2,4,0,4,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,5,8,0,2,3,0,0,1,3,4,18,10,18,18,2,19,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,13,71,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356601233333399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22720807834163206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643974958454305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418928929848585,0.0,0.18105154411475635,0.0,0.1263647266365733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16047849283438287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3480877495646942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22526204371499414,0.21218049324069496,0.14258572989627186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758644966849694,0.0,0.08439741761147093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549980730545462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161311413190282,0.0,0.16751733718097292,0.0,0.1613484478302568,0.0,0.0,0.2176525245395213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10062916662997223,0.11294287597609913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176248101240602,0.2059059306488468,0.1296666928173068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513453187603296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21022172900123406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659302723597873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082347895163372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17863027497862122,0.25651703454956004,0.0,0.0,0.17518129523726594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026735571415156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tilleyhatbunny,2019/04/18,"Tonight I finally asked the guy in the next apartment over to stop yelling to people over the computer to all hours of the night after about 3 months of trouble sleeping because of the noise. I was shaking the whole time but I said what I meant to and this is a major win for me. Of course I’m going to ruminate on the situation now and have trouble sleeping for that reason tonight but hopefully tomorrow night will be better. And yeah, the yelling was really that bad.",4.5310989010989005,6.218020351648357,4.910769230769231,83.00923076923078,70.75824175824175,8.276923076923078,31.68131868131868,8.841846274778883,2.6587098901098902,376,17,71,7,7,119,61,91,0.13,0.722,0.14800000000000002,0.597,0,0,0,0,2,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,2,7,0,1,9,1,6,2,2,1,1,10,12,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,4,3,5,3,17,6,3,20,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,13,49,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954298013017532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17454468746476207,0.12743250811104406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18488420893122615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289996871425726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880566561208772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20698841722005892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076298574740096,0.2058682118849277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668585316963418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22232280444889385,0.3923510406257215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14492618279405586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339202276811166,0.21493411604125326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19885062767245465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349764752335874,0.4183939633876853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17477182579439526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218964102135967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333924060018849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,slutzombie,2019/04/18,"Feeling of being pulled down by gravity/heavy sensation? does anyone else get this strong sensation of being pulled down gravity at random times? this is the best way I can describe it. like there is suddenly this heavy weight/pressure pulling/pushing me down. it’s very uncomfortable and disorienting. I noticed it’s usually accompanied by a feeling of pressure in my head/sinus area as well.

It’s a relatively new symptom, and I worry that it may be a sign of something serious, that isn’t related to anxiety (lol, what else is new)

just looking for some reassurance that others have experiences this sensation as well.",6.8510135135135135,8.711509630630633,7.468096846846848,66.23295608108111,65.30630630630631,11.315765765765768,38.19932432432432,11.20814326018867,5.091116216216216,503,27,78,16,8,166,74,111,0.095,0.726,0.17800000000000002,0.8639,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,4,8,0,1,4,1,10,1,0,0,0,9,14,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,14,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,2,0,0,3,5,6,15,10,2,14,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,3,6,56,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14904521814212487,0.0,0.0,0.1362303985332095,0.1996274323397606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044631643414781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17049796270277134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32551268020070445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19058214970504095,0.0,0.0,0.19702486337455935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179118101889452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19995286360176484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518460856366788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16360901053534696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3763380796928506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218164390302694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499904590304325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20250405793780288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136075506485066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21457887341430326,0.16075601863243194,0.0,0.15464781695039376,0.0,0.2372517281935917,0.3503530201309232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19786038616742066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,badre98,2019/04/18,"Are we stuck with this Anxiety for the rest of our lives or what? Some of us here have been struggling with this abomination for years and can't go to work/school, we freak out 24/7, even struggle going to the convenience store, can't enjoy a normal human being lifestyle and when we ask for a solution to the problem the only answer we get is ""Just cope with it lol"". 

Tbh nothing really works, I've tried medication(Paxil 40mg), meditation, talking to a therapist, magnesium pills, exercising, but don't you guys think that we need an effective cure for G.A.D/Social Anxiety instead of just ""coping with it"" or ""accepting it""?

I mean it's 2019, with all the technology available can't scientists come up with a machine/device that reprograms an anxious patient's mind by just rewriting or deleting the neural pathways that cause this uncontrollable anxiety or something? This has been my dream lately and I know it's easier said than done but for crying out loud, anxiety sufferers are living hell on earth.

I feel like we need to put more pressure on research labs & scientists so they can come up with something effective for mental health sufferers and if their only goal is to make money I'm okay with any price they want, just get us out of this anxiety disorder hellhole please.",11.008860759493674,8.653427375527427,10.232746835443043,63.911145569620274,57.9451476793249,13.868185654008435,41.84345991561182,12.340626583579946,5.149074599156118,1036,43,175,26,10,333,151,237,0.198,0.693,0.109,-0.9685,0,0,2,0,0,0,34.0,9,1,3,4,9,13,1,4,12,2,15,4,1,4,1,52,33,13,0,6,11,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,0,2,14,23,0,0,8,2,3,5,4,9,0,0,5,3,17,4,33,27,4,15,1,2,0,0,18,7,1,6,4,115,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909237187308564,0.0,0.0810219413847382,0.0,0.4557238081284251,0.1345987002940123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138346843341633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239361068720755,0.0,0.20526384979796244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087398566715994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654923789093304,0.0,0.0,0.12192558124627212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869342593519488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06024273851403737,0.08511642992272887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449554632094455,0.0,0.13542445437973516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797119826118567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664440016714756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547837460160508,0.0,0.13439951499058664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05820769405494702,0.0,0.2104125028159348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952948211448742,0.0,0.0,0.1297826413641153,0.0,0.0,0.12006903383708215,0.0,0.12030138048421984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17668739257959365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673573078126576,0.1143217906930208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812286179839519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307842300378493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400462686436122,0.0,0.11977253283363973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632663674197661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333313784687958,0.0,0.0,0.12057999319442662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18344559865610388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491101579681431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576335818085667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833525734582866,0.0,0.07634260384897114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089089104922992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866308971211213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.070274162398713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17347636445807968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672476888036099
anxiety,Newtoreddit1323,2019/04/18,"Im scared to lose my best friend Every second of my life im full of anxiety 

  There is this one girl im talking to. And she taught me a lesson about mirrors.
Life if I talk in a stressful way she will become stressed. If I talked in a nice comfort way, shell feel the same.

   Now shes a great person, but I want to tell her that im getting stressed out, but thatll make her stressed out. So now im scared af. She recently started making me more stressed because I guess im stressing her out. But im only full of anxiety because I feel like im not being a good friend, and that shell leave me. 
She is amazing though but I m getting full of anxiety and stressed the fuck out. 

I can barely talk to her normally. Its really making me scared and im crying.",1.0948333333333302,2.8868446500000005,2.8775000000000013,93.43083333333335,80.625,5.766666666666668,23.791666666666664,6.742157984588678,0.6386541666666661,584,21,132,6,15,194,80,160,0.268,0.595,0.13699999999999998,-0.9681,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,6,21,1,10,7,0,7,3,0,3,0,25,19,12,0,4,7,0,2,1,2,2,2,0,0,2,5,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,12,0,2,1,2,22,9,15,15,6,15,0,1,0,1,18,9,1,3,5,78,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561495221319483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295219166829643,0.07514400705203422,0.0,0.0,0.07140299613652235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747379222419717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05732600339622952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06880537921655648,0.048607254441364565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051339129409736,0.06290119109172182,0.0710954007626079,0.0,0.0,0.05706809555865774,0.0,0.07501351432233766,0.07495290568474987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.661446599142558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204374261603726,0.0,0.0,0.09611627014770087,0.03324054119683412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611851799625251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362501849374408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06666401978601336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04610515728283178,0.051746916279265316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05940924949393285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04358768637428675,0.0,0.06718055195222508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20435747909735927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04815853198660942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5455711242167226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21874949038544905,0.059469304242283624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668482185599446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040131313019930566,0.10801278080376944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bryanisinfynite,2019/04/18,Monster i feel as if my insides were slowly being eaten from the inside out. like with every thought and idea that comes in my head it just munches through my chest and heart and soul. i can't even focus on how much i'm feeling because I feel insane please help me I can't take this much longer I just want to fucking die please,2.38401960784314,4.24327367647059,2.885882352941177,94.55813725490198,76.94117647058823,4.533333333333334,23.098039215686285,3.1291,-0.09903725490196004,262,8,55,0,6,81,53,68,0.096,0.727,0.17600000000000002,0.4033,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,0,4,5,3,1,0,16,14,6,1,2,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,5,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,3,9,1,8,10,2,4,1,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,1,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826811821225166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19538640789868505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354046291510941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498132850363364,0.0,0.19110667132029932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440628914976445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096925747384592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327840227395401,0.0,0.0,0.2687842529228849,0.15203349113299774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560535630112979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081339714378324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334794089290509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4979632008664458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17054133878520988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18007072263430166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13378503981766074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TuCupShakur,2019/04/18,Prescribed meds i dont want to take I recently went to the doctor because I am having chest pain and I feel as if my heartbeat is irregular. It really has me scared that something serious is wrong with my heart. The doctors think its just anxiety and prescribed me 10mg of Escitalopram (lexapro). Im really hesitant to take it and I dont want to because I feel like i dont have severe anxiety in general. Anyone taken this medication??,2.5755163398692784,5.139226917647061,5.168627450980393,74.82771241830069,79.82352941176471,8.954248366013074,29.44444444444445,9.444778638647367,3.4170522875817007,348,17,62,11,9,123,57,85,0.225,0.721,0.054000000000000006,-0.8928,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,2,0,9,6,2,0,0,12,18,5,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,2,11,1,8,16,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,40,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413155640328037,0.0,0.0,0.11028369735789502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922931429461279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228726652874546,0.0,0.0,0.5545510896809657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15949913263362905,0.11267745358540543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18690269831266412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17036807303919416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705556672365069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751948692807749,0.15888948554078575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16782855743604058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020829838993896,0.0,0.15573258789118005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15790839337641288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781822712583553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142299052477318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371763676345643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106262926664876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18605840679931476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621094502581744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17244551040929385,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jesaisrien1120,2019/04/18,"Anyone else anxious during rest between reps at gym? For some reason I just become super self-conscious during that small rest period after you’ve done an exercise and await to perform it again. Specifically, I wonder if I look normal while resting. I most often hesitate between the choices of cooly staring straight ahead, fiddling with my phone, or air drumming as if I’m really into my music. Anyone else?",7.226301369863018,8.833364232876715,7.399890410958908,68.01326027397263,64.20547945205479,8.579726027397259,33.77808219178082,8.841846274778883,3.3631063013698625,331,14,45,5,5,107,62,73,0.06,0.836,0.104,0.4908,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,13,4,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,6,1,11,3,5,10,0,0,2,0,1,5,0,7,5,35,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671185562809375,0.0,0.33065940636541724,0.4845371442969573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611378662934686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419680514379171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3950433631497541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19855648549124366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23166850649061624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514744270766434,0.24310757717718784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24666647912861445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564174036142563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mizuizu,2019/04/18,"Anxiety Manifesting as Nervous Stomach— Is It Normal? Hello all. I’m a 22yr old female, and I’ve had anxiety for the majority of my life. I’ve struggled with mental illness as far back as I can remember, a lot of which I attribute to spending the formative years of my childhood in the hospital for acute lymphoblastic leukemia. I’ve been in remission for over 10 years now, but have since been diagnosed with a handful of mental illnesses: PTSD, major depressive disorder, and generalized anxiety disorder. I feel as though my anxiety presents itself in a way that is a bit different than most people’s does, however. When I say I’m having anxiety, what I mean is that there is a horrible pit in my stomach. It’s like nervous “butterflies”, that feeling you get right when you go over the drop on a roller coaster. A sense of impending doom. It’s sickening, and my mind is filled with negative thoughts and fears all the while. That my friends don’t care about me as much as I care about them, that I’ll never be happy again, that I’ll never amount to anything. This feeling can last for hours, or even a full day. But everyone I have ever talked to about anxiety describes theirs as a tightness, or palpitation in their chest. I do get a bit of an erratic heartbeat, but it tends to be hard to notice over the all-encompassing pit in my stomach. Additionally, I don’t know of anyone whose anxiety lasts as long as mine does. Everyone I have ever spoken with seems to get sporadic bursts of intense anxiety, not tending to span over the course of hours, let alone days. I have heard of people getting a nervous stomach from anxiety, but it never seems to be the main offender the way mine is. I don’t know what else to call this sensation besides anxiety. Do you guys have any advice? Is this anxiety, in your opinion? Do you know what else it could be?",5.824126750184232,6.693189022598869,6.5792753623188425,75.30604642593958,66.96610169491525,10.563301400147383,34.8828297715549,10.568078804390687,3.873426086956522,1470,69,269,39,23,485,177,354,0.215,0.73,0.055,-0.9949,2,1,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,5,3,0,13,14,1,6,22,0,30,9,5,1,7,43,52,23,0,2,7,0,6,1,1,0,4,2,0,1,21,9,0,1,11,1,1,2,8,9,0,0,5,8,30,5,53,41,12,44,1,2,0,0,16,16,0,7,24,189,51,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758573805497632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803994058210462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05278983933780028,0.0,0.6532389824923621,0.0,0.0,0.054279443777137185,0.0,0.06388139588644981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05969129562751034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694997820904807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926707358528047,0.0,0.15829425115490212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619798026248782,0.0,0.0,0.10012753652550224,0.0,0.06686105662442904,0.07879099095922468,0.0,0.08110494875918166,0.17793728974554654,0.0,0.13586592537766806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129696803458974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05127269528550864,0.14043830599712231,0.0,0.14835414737027086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735330916377895,0.11775345417818595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05997535629253721,0.0,0.16223012621596594,0.0,0.044117896133639915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768641246588157,0.0,0.08263666450910419,0.0695396212504158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289628389966836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798728898281395,0.1265546910402066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938009600656362,0.054831094804343485,0.03792521834046417,0.0,0.0,0.06869851594425892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659967213212834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455986945454179,0.0,0.0,0.15646193851628487,0.0,0.07838235469724011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057065660478186675,0.0,0.17961496500505136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605915592247861,0.0,0.08838022248208591,0.0814577395195725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763524191564376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074321396488202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793762014129856,0.06629406034632979,0.0,0.061733061990478025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133959916099573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642148508739873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115385160981486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06239460825568295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626931431544888,0.0616281212259016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323530688886017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998003388220596
anxiety,thisMIGHTbeouryear,2019/04/18,"soccer Im trying out as a goalkeeper for a soccer team and im shitting myself, havent played in like 3-4 years and im scared im going to be really bad and make a fool of myself. I cant stop thinking about it. It adults team now so it isnt U17 or junior level its much higher. Everyone is going to make fun of me because Im shit and they will have their own friend groups alredy and ill be really awkward.",-1.0380000000000005,1.0296988666666709,2.0194444444444457,93.9425,93.66666666666666,4.777777777777779,14.166666666666668,6.42735559955562,-0.5123333333333333,318,6,72,4,12,112,60,90,0.253,0.662,0.085,-0.9376,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,2,3,10,2,2,3,0,8,3,2,2,0,11,13,8,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,4,6,0,1,1,5,0,2,3,6,0,0,0,0,6,4,9,10,2,8,0,0,0,0,7,3,2,1,4,40,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524276399624212,0.09143789920287768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14333031744971064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588872989325667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704955923413609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8101224230502405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328185535010692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200250777805463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026640477265097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921861926983624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15017500401338724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079433026477493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540574479288474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961131984893558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183936459353904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096594333552424
anxiety,confusedbigirllll,2019/04/18,"so much anxiety. I just need to write this out.  I feel so trapped every single day.  I find myself wishing my life away and I don't want to live this way but I don't know how to get out of this cycle.  If anyone else has this problem please tell me.  I find myself worrying so much about future events and I tell myself when that event is over, everything will get better.  My life will get better.  I know this will never be true because there has not been one day in my life where I have felt carefree.  I wish I could not give a single fuck to this world but I just get so caught up in the details that will not even matter later in life.  I get this feeling like my stomach drops every time I get nervous and even for no reason.  What has really been triggering this anxiety is the college recruitment process for golf.  I feel like my Mom patronizes me for not wanting to email a college coach or being afraid to give them a phone call.  I feel like these simple things are so hard for me to do.  Most people would love to get recruited for a sport r have the opportunity to play a sport in college but I cannot bear the thought.  I feel like I have convinced myself like I want to play but I know it will be another 4 years of anxiety and worry.  If any person here also has sports anxiety or feels the same way as I do please comment.  I feel so lost.",2.556739130434785,4.18780293478261,3.6689855072463793,90.13108695652174,75.81159420289855,6.684057971014493,22.507246376811594,7.423996415210882,0.7279942028985502,1054,29,226,13,23,341,139,276,0.131,0.665,0.204,0.9813,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,4,17,18,1,2,10,0,27,7,1,3,2,52,58,22,0,11,14,1,9,5,0,6,4,0,0,1,14,6,0,0,15,7,0,1,9,5,0,1,6,9,36,13,28,42,6,25,0,1,0,2,13,11,1,5,15,156,50,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717919022464346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06104911520975464,0.09413542974471792,0.2747061824564078,0.0,0.0,0.06277177688432661,0.09198364519037744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434523681196429,0.0,0.0,0.054725143219620895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15879487836794434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916688659854052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167690143763394,0.0,0.0,0.11579306907716408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499430947343493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858921038080553,0.0,0.15127623191015135,0.0,0.08068270816603114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177455482881271,0.2565370638020523,0.08619671848478516,0.0,0.1641028577657491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299423130238583,0.3283209445729374,0.17223800299545566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041949743763391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801164103754127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536389476291085,0.21929419116115967,0.0,0.07927171890997467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799847114853237,0.0,0.08102416405356284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051417359233308,0.0,0.0,0.13198782662552913,0.06656597460730923,0.06923892191843109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0608329035007384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06223769921224918,0.0783868303353879,0.0,0.19708887224229565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590119516931846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05751125633866565,0.0923021955503739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569321377230835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05964157979427319,0.0,0.0,0.07127019744852223,0.05234769844664626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15885235640710635,0.14251618384411985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20647038099995746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18233886340309488,0.0,0.06377257794918341,0.0,0.0,0.05781124439584534
anxiety,tlousushi,2019/04/19,"Am I suffering from anxiety? I’m new to reddit so sorry if this post doesn’t make much sense, also sorry for posting on here I didn’t know where else to ask... I’ve been feeling horrible for the past couple years and I feel like I have anxiety. 
I can’t eat in front of my family because I feel like they’re watching me all the time,I can’t make a simple phone call to friends or family, I can’t sleep because I’m always thinking and I never stop. I can’t talk to people at all, like, I have no social skills whatsoever. Whenever I try to talk to people my face and arms become numb and I can’t think straight. It almost feels like the pressure of the conversation is going to make my head pop. I feel like I want to pass out every time I have to walk down my schools hallway because everyone is watching me and looking at me funny. I can’t even walk straight sometimes because of how nervous I get in front of people, I always hold the walk to keep my balance. Whenever someone talks to me and I’m off guard I can feel my throat physically close up-i unconsciously swallow-and I develop a bad stutter. I do experience a lot more but I don’t want to sound stupid so I’m just going to leave it at this and maybe make another post later. Any tips would really help me out. 
Edit:I’m going to see a therapist about this soon, so any tips on therapy would help tremendously, thank you guys.",2.8289153318077784,4.361194957894739,4.561906941266212,84.42624713958811,74.85964912280701,7.763539282990084,26.07551487414188,8.456263369488248,1.747983981693364,1093,39,225,20,23,370,151,285,0.096,0.782,0.121,0.7764,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,1,11,14,1,2,9,0,20,7,5,5,3,41,48,15,0,5,4,0,6,5,1,2,1,1,0,1,5,10,1,4,9,0,0,9,11,7,0,0,2,11,34,7,33,44,5,35,0,1,4,0,13,15,0,4,13,128,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320337678336586,0.0,0.0,0.07443380796953555,0.15489538321812826,0.0,0.0,0.12659138359740574,0.09759956598860034,0.14240761557491632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701462306308141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771557912991325,0.22695600334044025,0.10279646126597504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504223392940678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298815802580154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524121843575127,0.07775406216417396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061476616697269004,0.0,0.07842156039899571,0.08893925902028796,0.0,0.09104736753364484,0.17548981221901702,0.0,0.28237579190956913,0.265977498110642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191121842819413,0.0,0.0486289984883402,0.0,0.15869376331758414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921610674669692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552406607822572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247753783286176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273129728674171,0.0,0.0,0.05115279821033631,0.0,0.0,0.09855532181238487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273641065770064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816141090381297,0.0,0.0,0.07913091202544477,0.0,0.0,0.24851903090918834,0.0,0.09350856380254008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842245597308222,0.0,0.0717868792555934,0.08989454550631186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885272498368721,0.1935840452755382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674267031489935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059627641508991636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419910157524028,0.07417048239486347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314442519397252,0.09488048997605307,0.07886401455362578,0.0,0.09205573666154036,0.20838462343360206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781671189474522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244357973196898,0.0,0.08569298592082393,0.106441896761598,0.10806981003179417,0.0,0.11928023055851288,0.0,0.0,0.10854813459183224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319331309109996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979869523192627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223875318131711,0.0,0.0,0.05993866897507854
anxiety,funkymonk88,2019/04/19,"Help with taking my medication. Hey all. Little backstory first. I used to be a pretty normal guy, enjoyed everything, wasn't really afraid of anything or woprrying about thing. Now I've had severe anxiety and panic attacks for about 8 years. Worrying everyday, thinking every little thing is going to kill me or out to kill me. I don't leave my house at all, haven't talked to anyone but my mother or a doctor for about 6 years. I kind of gave up on life. Not in a depressed way. I never really get depressed but I have just accepted that I will never have friends, fall in love, enjoy things, just be normal again. It's pretty rough. 

I recently saw a psychiatrist again. He obviously diagnosed me with GAD and Panic Disorder like I have been before. But also OCD (related to me having a huge fear of germs). I have an insane fear of medication, I haven't taken anything in over 6 years. Tylenol, Benedril, Antibiotics, everything. I do not take a single pill out of a fear I developed. So the doc is saying it is very hard to get past my issues because of the combination of it I guess and is wanting me to go to regular therapy and also start some new meds. The meds are Cipralex. I won't look them up because if I do I'll read every side effect, and will never take them. I really want to try this time and take them but I don't know how I'm going to get past my fear. 

Does anyone take this medication and if so did it work? Was it hard? Is it scary? Can it kill me?",2.1509757869249384,4.2525697525423745,4.198928571428573,83.72362288135595,78.59322033898304,7.468523002421308,22.739104116222762,8.418075326091056,1.516266343825666,1147,36,228,24,28,392,155,295,0.192,0.691,0.117,-0.9783,0,0,0,0,0,3,39.0,0,0,3,3,13,20,4,7,11,0,28,9,0,3,6,42,52,21,3,6,13,1,3,1,1,3,8,1,0,1,13,11,0,0,4,1,0,4,11,13,0,1,8,6,31,7,34,39,4,36,0,2,2,1,13,14,0,7,18,153,44,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842437872077025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614257487766853,0.0,0.0,0.112288798531854,0.0,0.13215251840234493,0.0,0.0,0.09134759081286838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789464129617792,0.0,0.06832545752129097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831659270041566,0.0814981242832122,0.0,0.0,0.09202546622243417,0.08218572765621528,0.07026703140472712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13530464781106405,0.0,0.14432862684379358,0.0,0.0,0.3614185205749604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06829921238334029,0.0,0.0,0.06203601428986555,0.0,0.12585307179032934,0.0,0.1369011509478525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845441776216703,0.07950505391671392,0.0,0.0,0.14385778440600686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05382030316136786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265009216189617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380751922036156,0.0,0.0,0.2665048360451341,0.08361528597010176,0.04412824299329179,0.0,0.0,0.08502121763380255,0.0,0.0,0.056715004146369326,0.03922826861485538,0.16095413770686864,0.0,0.0,0.0674278994255495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246971875902157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17838014005498987,0.24266745482090024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18578624996202894,0.07754978196036355,0.0,0.0,0.15734485546588112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884186644046996,0.0,0.0,0.15330205876807687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16337854393350035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031711280297141,0.0,0.1543178366981681,0.0,0.07928200452786639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385411196423324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907109284446079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056833485883429215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018606784125012,0.06453838790853081,0.0,0.0,0.09182476910937684,0.0,0.16003405519287173,0.05145003970983466,0.0,0.0,0.04682088397237479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05451529482646639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693494308661402,0.0,0.06625210079158551,0.09472059541332717,0.06373473816381957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058455995670143986,0.08154385981030607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15512278360711146
anxiety,kaylazomg,2019/04/19,Help how do I stop obsessing Hi I just managed to meet up with a stranger for a puppy play date and it went great but I have bad anxiety where I go over and over about what I said or did and worry about me being stupid and embarrassing but I don’t know how to stop this behavior. Any tips?,0.981344086021508,2.86375240322581,2.7141935483870974,94.0079569892473,81.41935483870971,6.713978494623658,20.010752688172047,7.793537801064563,0.5082172043010753,227,6,54,4,6,75,46,62,0.333,0.5820000000000001,0.085,-0.9581,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,2,2,0,5,0,0,2,0,14,9,9,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,2,1,1,0,2,1,4,0,0,3,1,7,2,9,5,0,9,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,3,37,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21918306314785765,0.0,0.2465676297255698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691168735808521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831772124240217,0.0,0.0,0.35534987564447257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21603879229628448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17713412527320738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30659231172306384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5389341609987465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29878624944432297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273232582837113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rosydays,2019/04/19,"I passed my driving exam! After three fails and several years, I finally passed the behind the wheel test. I still have crazy amounts of driving anxiety but this is a step in the right direction at least ^^",3.3719230769230784,6.0408958717948735,3.945833333333337,84.13875,77.46153846153847,8.002564102564103,27.698717948717945,8.841846274778883,2.552379487179488,165,7,30,4,4,52,33,39,0.141,0.8590000000000001,0.0,-0.501,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,5,2,2,12,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,21,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476091527962223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4977649651369006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3880488618565665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5133343852367842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36287857737314383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926139849760982
anxiety,Hiiawatha,2019/04/19,"Wishing the struggle was more appreciated. So tonight one of the few friends I have left was throwing her going away get together before she moves across the country to start an exciting new year. Many of the other guests were her prior co-workers that I had yet to meet or interact with. 

For someone like me who has social anxiety the fact that I didn't chicken out and l actually went and didn't leave until I would have been the last one (besides her bf). This was a huge win in terms of social anxiety. Now my friend of course knows I have social anxiety but I feel like with all the stigma behind anxiety and depression, no one acknowledges how big something like that is. 

Which I realize is stupid, like do I want a congratulations for going into public? Well, kind of! Because for me it's more than just going into public, it's facing a fear, it's overcoming doubt and self loathing. In short, it is a big deal. 

Do any of you have a method of congratulation when you find a win in the fight against your anxiety? I feel so defeated after doing something like that because I'm left with this feeling like, that was like breathing for everyone else in attendance and it was a huge struggle for me. And knowing that only demotivtes me from keeping up with that.

Anyway. Thanks for the read hope you're all well.",4.700859163719579,6.286807960474312,5.367584772207199,80.29654878302478,70.18577075098814,8.488371125442063,29.52132307052216,8.99025400887824,2.462546245059289,1046,41,195,20,19,338,145,253,0.151,0.619,0.231,0.9651,0,0,3,0,1,0,25.0,0,3,0,3,10,25,2,4,17,0,22,2,2,1,3,34,39,13,0,4,3,0,3,7,4,1,0,0,0,1,17,13,0,1,8,1,0,7,3,8,2,3,11,3,21,17,35,27,6,36,0,2,0,0,22,17,0,3,19,139,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.10168403431804393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085947933725774,0.0,0.3985630461781966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789920041492302,0.0,0.0,0.12703853747513738,0.0,0.08866640789421147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742548233920744,0.08974718846991224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704561408116322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099567433544478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725381405545696,0.15805974327440678,0.1488808044904944,0.0,0.0,0.09523678614410977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16100910983120253,0.0,0.054440127213313684,0.0,0.17765754861351352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034939742639477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261762505539972,0.0,0.10850812158419776,0.11453103820574785,0.08493679491438884,0.0,0.11033260860393322,0.2264269099328682,0.0,0.0,0.3563475247031057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564230527045644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074796292572567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006368760467078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118255696495601,0.07924869048973797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422805997975997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870318122949606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318655911385653,0.08828820494589111,0.16043628905109913,0.0,0.0,0.0737531986495629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178646399920708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959332332525194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06145977834311293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873763797077442,0.0965943160237456,0.0,0.0,0.11982469889985012,0.0,0.0,0.07585874056293207,0.0,0.0,0.07402059233696766,0.0,0.0,0.06710129481244326
anxiety,catluver98,2019/04/19,I really want to join a gym. Monday I’m starting back on my diet to lose weight and I really want to join a gym. I live in a small town and there’s only one gym and literally everyone I work with goes there. I don’t want them to see me working out. The thought of someone I know seeing me workout or in a gym in general makes me want to cry. The next town over is 30 mins away and I don’t know if I’d ever go with it being so far. It just really sucks and I don’t think I could muster up the courage to go to the one in town.,0.34595041322313946,1.3858654545454565,3.1719752066115703,93.8725082644628,80.40495867768595,6.823471074380167,19.53801652892562,7.554174236665415,0.23473157024793376,404,9,105,6,10,144,69,121,0.075,0.799,0.126,0.4416,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,3,6,3,1,0,8,0,6,2,0,1,1,23,22,8,0,6,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,2,0,4,5,0,2,3,2,0,2,1,3,14,1,19,19,0,22,0,1,2,0,1,14,1,2,6,64,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681089905035209,0.13758478758301934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428596563189896,0.0,0.1965442921081413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16185085527133378,0.0,0.17097362051219733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033781074558904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966685849576517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15799693195649894,0.0,0.0,0.20017495519152367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943600314635562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19029223471856735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424928397487553,0.13608300476910795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34387807579114704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28516531506729303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516053343021922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266463435741577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146500043893246,0.0,0.14204905219209926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4221460951689632,0.0,0.0,0.21788641748302087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605238090373433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gazer_0,2019/04/19,"I feel off mentally So, to start this off, I was just reaching out to get opinions and/or personal experiences. But firstly, I am a 19-year-old male. It all started back at the beginning of the year when I started experiencing extreme anxiety. To put it short, I had a lot of things going on in my head at that time. I started my first real job, I was starting my second semester of college, I changed my major at that time, and I was also considering dropping out to pursue being a mortician (which I didnt do). Ontop of all of that, I was missing the crap outta my family since I moved two and a half hours away from everybody. Around this time all of a sudden, I started experiencing severe anxiety attacks(three in total lasting inbetween 20 mins to an hour and a half). Then for some reason for a straight like 3-4 weeks, I was pretty damn constipated for some reason which caused my health anxiety to spike. I was constantly worried something was wrong with me. I had blood work done and at one point, had a chest scan cause i thought something was wrong with my heart for some reason (everything was fine btw). I then got on Celexa sometime in February to help my anxiety( I am currnetly edging off tho, taking 10 mg one day and 5 mg the next). This all occurred between the beginning of the year and I would say the start of March. Then, I would say around mid February, I started feeling constantly dazed. Not terribley dazed but I just felt out of it mentally. I did not feel 100% percent there and my eye sight just feels off and heavy and I have minor brain fog and just feel like unfocussed in a way. Its hard to explain the feeling exactly. I have also experienced small minor moments of derelazation where my body just felt kinda strange but that onluy occured for acouple seconds a slim amount of times. But ever since mid Febuaury, Ive felt like this. It has gotten much better though and nowadays, its like some days are much worse then others. It seems like days I am much more tired are the days that it feels the absolute worst and on good days, I feel better but not 100% there.

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I am just wondering if it is just because of those hellish couple months or what? Or if the Celexa is the cause or is my brain just recovering from the stress? It has just been very hard for me feeling like this. I just feel alone and it has been really hard for me. I miss being able to drink and smoke with my friends and roomates( I know, thats stupid to feel bad about).

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Quick summary of me, just to show me personally. I am 19 year old male, weigh 190, work 28-45 hours a week, workout 5 days a week, and I am in my second semester of college. I have mostly quit drinking and smoking weed. I defintely had to quit smoking weed becuase that had seemed to be a trigger for my anxiety. Although, i really just microdose now. Nowadays, all I really do is vape cbd with a little bit of weed mixed in once or twice a week. Just to relax. And I usually get an average of I would say 7 and a half hours of sleep everynight. 

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I am sorry this is so long, I just wanted to give a good summary and get some opinions or personal experiences. Thanks so much!",4.6723623145836415,5.90043394184168,5.375750844470557,81.57808947716259,69.84006462035539,8.729049787046556,30.061719782640623,9.095868883498916,2.4793647819063005,2506,99,487,48,44,812,273,619,0.106,0.8009999999999999,0.093,-0.5349,1,1,5,0,0,0,94.0,0,0,0,8,32,27,4,1,32,0,48,15,10,7,8,108,90,45,1,6,29,0,17,6,1,3,2,3,0,5,30,29,3,0,23,5,0,3,4,13,0,12,25,26,62,14,71,59,23,90,1,2,3,0,12,31,2,20,60,342,92,5,0.05093348373876784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052751728418372085,0.0,0.08146297708826362,0.0,0.22074563340468087,0.24755903076084504,0.0,0.0,0.19481987824540906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068319810626996,0.0,0.0,0.04785368460033005,0.03916470505878935,0.04252733142883409,0.031048578939648613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900930546025746,0.055606172586101926,0.05657561830178711,0.0,0.11371722513376716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569681542205815,0.053880872256683934,0.0,0.0,0.11008200294002504,0.0,0.0,0.05635693098660295,0.0,0.1970873003371604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05212263759260436,0.0,0.09979084696843306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04607225203869069,0.0,0.0,0.045775730974414126,0.09964544093156794,0.04801555550494117,0.0,0.2832884973410061,0.07277378191993401,0.14671239547824394,0.0,0.0,0.08664799049762739,0.0,0.0,0.03935108319060282,0.0,0.07983192915446878,0.04886003871155227,0.02894667257133513,0.08544117927462029,0.04073615980818112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13687919122251002,0.0,0.05227244862639019,0.05413991145723426,0.0,0.060356423465602674,0.03413964051833738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006368868547608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05054362344525786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027991710637152292,0.04151758724861366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14930116443073954,0.05104873141253235,0.0,0.045074530325547535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04330182647608559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265794385090506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040654620786505065,0.05413423261390474,0.14976788411898045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054168337783954384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689224649931793,0.05424249789270421,0.06902769350061783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13341946021392212,0.0,0.0,0.04814860528998495,0.0,0.0,0.0518176638802617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0512022190800668,0.0,0.10834805896523428,0.0,0.057973455253389185,0.09788788172833203,0.15710431272957315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215130517682419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273586133581448,0.0,0.057540338985055076,0.0,0.08426540816161374,0.0,0.05097026729158898,0.0,0.0,0.07842216833395492,0.05037451778344832,0.05701586505981863,0.28840785554801585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05834413353648017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03829564102129193,0.0,0.0,0.0468927086973039,0.0,0.0,0.03383794339096242,0.0,0.05004188916991754,0.040435496763239265,0.1187988958572068,0.058540546939574285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049754612688129606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056096036509870974,0.04202545827041937,0.030041888350185206,0.04042862863331106,0.1634230735794445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055235190437740916,0.07416036555337313,0.051725425106854704,0.05190557129905558,0.108545056484943,0.11137553759222636,0.24755903076084504,0.13119797443162592
anxiety,Space_Plication,2019/04/19,"Advice for helping anxiety without prescriptions? (For a short time) Hey guys, high schooler here. I was diagnosed with a whole slew of things, including anxiety, when I was 11. With the combination of antipsychotics, antidepressants, and anxiety medication I became a unmotivated zombie who slept basically all day. My NP decided to take me off my anxiety medication when I was 12, because the combo made me exhausted constantly. I’m 15 now and have improved greatly with depression and other things, while anxiety not so much. Recently with the end of the school year pushing through, I’ve become increasingly anxious, to the point of daily panic attack’s. I won’t be able to see my NP until the end of the month/beginning of May. Until then, I must make do.

I need advice on how to stay (more) relaxed, but still focused enough to complete my work assignments in school. I want to take over the counter stuff, but most can’t combine with my medication (Zoloft and Abilify) Hell, I’ll try witchcraft if it’ll work. I really just need something to help.

Thanks for reading 

(TLDR; super anxious, can’t see therapist for a while, can’t take over the counter with Zoloft and Abilify, need to relax)",6.122500000000002,7.976887546296298,6.7194444444444485,70.93250000000003,67.05555555555556,10.585185185185184,34.7962962962963,10.686352973137794,4.2758574074074085,954,46,157,28,16,312,131,216,0.113,0.764,0.123,0.7386,0,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,3,9,10,2,1,13,0,13,8,1,3,2,29,27,17,0,6,6,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,1,6,11,0,0,1,3,0,2,6,5,0,0,5,2,16,5,33,17,7,27,1,1,2,0,5,8,1,3,16,106,22,6,0.1067890608876848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20870606873860093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4084666964228279,0.2412824850107816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148797332912248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509762033690479,0.11794012776003797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119662985938311,0.11540103731067712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887010983397146,0.0,0.09197726166301913,0.10838864890892784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891668225478781,0.11034164641232816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177353166271753,0.0,0.10573795963104382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14315691299244307,0.11282850595412992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104639146339876,0.07128252737317729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227362321960052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523800957348085,0.0,0.07850224705927622,0.2375482065868231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529395396316445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009501798137496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681795952417104,0.0,0.06841180689483449,0.0,0.10544131449829043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21615246162840285,0.17019411100232631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221143631281458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382293016960185,0.08528188196995856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224792565742712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408762511747992,0.0,0.0,0.09831701970256776,0.0,0.12399033045675087,0.1418918138655062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062269560178488025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250276252467958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06298695492071922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922617282387693,0.0,0.10294084391920363,0.0,0.15548741635562255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876865399477752
anxiety,the_inverse_,2019/04/19,"I’ve been on Prozac for around 2 years and ready to come off. I got on Prozac for anxiety I started having a few years after college. I’m not sure completely what brought it on. I was drinking quite a bit, but is it possible that it was also circumstances in my life?
 I remember being unsure of what I wanted to do with my life. I was single and lonely, but not depressed. The panic was worst at night when trying to go to bed and also anytime I might have been in a situation where I had to speak in front of people.
Prozac made the panicky feelings go away completely and my life became normal again. I went from only 20mg down to 10 after one year and had no issues there. I’m now married, stable job, and slowed down on the booze. I think I can do it.

Anybody have experience with Prozac for anxiety and then getting off without anxiety coming back?",3.6288529014844784,5.022268403508775,4.928304093567252,83.15753036437248,72.56725146198829,7.600719748088169,26.019343229869552,8.139509932561175,1.6194692757534859,671,22,131,10,13,223,104,171,0.141,0.792,0.066,-0.9019,2,2,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,9,5,0,1,6,0,17,9,0,1,1,25,32,13,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,7,1,1,0,7,12,2,0,3,1,0,7,4,4,0,1,12,2,14,1,31,18,4,35,0,2,0,0,1,15,0,1,13,100,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258140126793699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240224702957009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568615571701994,0.0,0.0,0.1326496149212097,0.10856390867162878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413938221045312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24323979600380616,0.2960632774386097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160395529625175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830928102590362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381077494723935,0.0,0.0,0.07138827144325803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07376425834430966,0.0,0.16047938635895406,0.0,0.1129199550056552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14736230298611142,0.14010608049792345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991731661773839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359433242730614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497768479342632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249421631645367,0.1383330546004023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567180707431973,0.10737889821285462,0.0,0.16565225036214834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788112697450926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15916686577962022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501695054334408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15993708398281775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15869984129123652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993272017143773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306685676047267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046677924486367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585654686272044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327561303671395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308815472426917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13609900486026674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727589463405373
anxiety,Muslimah104,2019/04/19,finally asked a girl out and i got friend zoned and now i don’t want to talk to anyone and don’t wana see her in class after the break :) anxiety gonna be acting up real bad soon let’s get it,1.8531060606060592,2.0931950681818168,4.075454545454543,91.96651515151515,75.5909090909091,7.684848484848485,19.21212121212121,7.793537801064563,0.2222666666666675,149,2,38,2,3,52,38,44,0.114,0.722,0.16399999999999998,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,10,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,3,1,6,6,0,9,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,4,21,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505169474579116,0.0,0.0,0.22897764864197775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061442699670279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27342736657657984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35873209498223924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530058361820289,0.0,0.1710918086796503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26191111754643764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33486466455305386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727374530378327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609546233328665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632114423460871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931528300176716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NatashaCoffeeMug,2019/04/19,"Unconventional way of coping with anxiety What are some the more unconventional ways you deal with anxitey?
I imagine Marge Simpson singing happy birthday to me in my head. Makes me cackle like a witch. Then I make a sandwich.",4.11825,7.401104325000002,4.640000000000004,76.04500000000002,80.75,6.2,30.5,7.554174236665415,2.4613500000000004,183,9,29,3,5,58,35,40,0.099,0.755,0.146,0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,1,2,1,2,0,6,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,5,3,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643319913856036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562296096510903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3678265710444192,0.0,0.0,0.3546168020547201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16881009296723218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.461292256542894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.548536423073346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Doodlenoodle1234,2019/04/19,Anyone else having Easter Anxiety... Already panicking and thinking of excuses to come up with as to why I can no longer attend family time..,5.9208,8.17394608,7.693000000000001,62.17150000000001,68.2,11.4,32.5,11.20814326018867,4.9430000000000005,112,5,15,4,2,39,24,25,0.188,0.812,0.0,-0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41025960721297694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844045350441573,0.0,0.0,0.2599516015117781,0.3809243113221503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32024862823664496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31056777136982683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35047352100969503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23821646317859624,0.0,0.0,0.21678322204798134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354663722791707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,t_cashmoney,2019/04/19,"Meds for Anxiety - NEED ADVICE So, for the past 2 years I have consistently gone through a depressive/anxious and “happy” cycle. I will be very down for about a week or 2, not want to see or talk to anybody, on the verge of tears nearly all the time, wake up w/ anxiety, feel paranoid that everyone hates me, and need a shit ton of motivation to do the things that I enjoy or have to do like exercise or go to work. Then for about 3-4 days feel super happy, optimistic, have good self-esteem and want to be very productive and sometimes find enjoyment in the mundane things in life like doing homework or getting groceries. It’s quite the flip flop but I’m sick of it. 

My counselor says she does not think teaching me CBT strategies for dealing with anxiety or low moods will help unless I’m on meds. I want to try other strategies to mend the anxiety before I try taking meds. I have never been a fan of taking meds bc my lack of education on anxiety/depression meds. She recommends I get meds for anxiety like Buspirone.

Any advice for what to do?

What are anxiety meds (compared to depression meds) and how have they affected you, if you’ve taken them? 

Has anyone else experienced this kind of up-down mood cycle? 

Thanks!!!!",6.277639225181595,6.511544076271187,6.784285714285716,76.44703389830511,65.86440677966102,10.302179176755448,32.535108958837775,10.125756701596842,3.1908447941888625,966,37,181,21,14,316,138,236,0.17,0.7140000000000001,0.116,-0.8701,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,2,4,4,17,2,0,11,0,16,5,2,3,2,32,36,17,0,7,11,0,2,3,0,2,3,1,1,0,10,6,0,0,5,1,0,2,3,4,0,0,3,5,16,11,36,29,3,19,0,2,1,0,9,10,1,7,10,111,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15860119722322275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05518600602550626,0.0,0.3724854239458537,0.0,0.0,0.05674322462279802,0.08314960798830882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905420370111508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05233619673150643,0.083663941241342,0.1397918508573816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101648603791154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06779191476010737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754402147632831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206557566528265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417127395170175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479693095468697,0.0,0.04612043742516842,0.0680662786466508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17277519775521225,0.0,0.08012060044648905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054394340156489335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450711051744013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057319915465075026,0.11894000933377576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7211308331892143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034606113949699,0.06258927011573724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746857451098907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631492723956392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453516763291274,0.0,0.0,0.06466747691730773,0.0,0.08465902474065266,0.0,0.08330115532740262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026120409968081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203210652461825,0.06522674193273464,0.0,0.07471367328458721,0.0,0.0,0.10782729841665467,0.05199879593116925,0.0,0.0,0.04732026650955317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019348893785576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13391746589514858,0.14359630058074468,0.0,0.06509507802904806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05907947606936646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052259097787241436
anxiety,rachgell,2019/04/19,"i have emetophobia i have emetophobia (i hope i’m spelling it right) which is the fear of throwing up. I’m not talking about not liking throwing up, i get nauseous frequently (almost daily) from stupid triggers, causing me to be anxious about throwing up. Easter is sunday and I threw up on Easter 3 years ago because I was getting over the flu and was very anxious. I’m so drained from worrying about getting sick on sunday. Any tips?",3.5689024390243915,6.122735097560978,4.524573170731706,80.8800304878049,76.07317073170732,6.051219512195122,32.201219512195124,7.1686216300943375,2.3168487804878053,346,18,58,4,8,112,52,82,0.269,0.6990000000000001,0.032,-0.9602,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,1,2,0,7,2,0,2,0,8,15,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,3,0,7,2,14,11,0,17,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,2,6,37,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21353406254553256,0.0,0.2412161002307769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16381316282756364,0.0,0.0,0.544273277850505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468440413296127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24745993657878024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27106772888634634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3775645618747341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392576888277747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768647234409706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20571837001666035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936179054523363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987591169036356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446350435859504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15512498025470975
anxiety,ebcloth,2019/04/19,"Where do I go from here? I’ve struggled with anxiety all my life but this last year has been the worst.
I’ve not been able to leave my house alone for the last 6 months, I’m either awake all night thinking about everything in my life that worries/upsets/angers me that I may have done. 

I then sleep in too much, my mood is so low and sometimes it’s that low I worry. I cancel plans all the time if it means me going somewhere where I may have to speak to people and then I panic all night that I’ve cancelled it. 

It’s not just read a book or listen to music because my thoughts overpower everything.

I’ve been seeing a therapist but it’s really not working for me, I’ve lived my whole life like that and I’m programmed to do these things. I cannot see any way out or any way to fix this. 

Please can anyone give me any tips that aren’t the norm to deal with this in any way? Really can’t live like this anymore.
Thanks.",0.9082307692307694,2.965281502564104,2.130448717948717,97.15413461538462,82.69230769230771,5.3358974358974365,17.9551282051282,6.508806274219699,-0.2864410256410257,723,16,167,7,20,230,108,195,0.166,0.7659999999999999,0.069,-0.9558,2,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,7,9,0,2,6,0,16,4,1,0,4,25,28,11,0,1,10,0,0,2,0,2,3,2,0,0,17,6,0,0,3,2,0,2,6,5,0,0,5,4,18,3,17,21,8,22,0,2,2,0,4,8,0,5,11,101,35,4,0.12574611831224014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023505552640696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420466898818213,0.0,0.0961954363266025,0.0,0.12470636037580153,0.08792460966679765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665366658986816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12963872648639327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868193715319975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260250059650526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206271347955536,0.1429288337145595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450941375353061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049997390706353,0.0,0.13314698298650532,0.0,0.0,0.2664546063553646,0.12286640345116888,0.0,0.22207225249078266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697438657979716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036935194888348,0.0,0.09243786549330772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23600842752074325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14753597632468166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871765255248481,0.0,0.0,0.13803147705621216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12578014699769216,0.0,0.16111236660840514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20040675178007028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583693065503446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436612633072515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145714526934174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577013121810928,0.0,0.14600093524173302,0.08354013353781599,0.08057303520876423,0.0,0.09982837196220208,0.07332357281136376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29943424714868744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403910504428433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154467176035183,0.12770128700791705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097637744464932
anxiety,danielbaldwinthe1,2019/04/19,"anxiety meetup buckinghamshire hello, i am looking for people that suffer or experience chronic anxiety in buckinghamshire, i want to form a friendship group that understands eachothers problems. Its a lot easier to be yourself around others that experience the same difficulties as you. please do not hesitate to get in contact",9.7975,12.792469134615386,9.222307692307695,52.097692307692306,59.57692307692307,12.892307692307696,43.769230769230774,12.161744961471696,7.123984615384615,273,16,30,10,4,87,42,52,0.194,0.624,0.182,-0.1744,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,8,7,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,8,6,3,3,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,2,0,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4294192940784514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24985332134920674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5490927733907753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663703284617968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356897681278438,0.0,0.0,0.23861322475324015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19457930376235416,0.0,0.0,0.3080883132378534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685606145464716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921844633389218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16554479199332148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,notverygoodatlurking,2019/04/19,"Today is the first birthday I’ve ever spent alone and I actually love it Today’s my 26th birthday! (Goodbye, parents’ health insurance!) Sorry in advance for the rant, but I think some of you may be able to relate. I’m a majorly anxious over-thinker, and as a result I get a lot of anxiety every year in the days leading up to my birthday. Based on past experience, it can only ever go two ways for me:

Scenario 1: My friends don’t seem to care all that much and the day passes without fuss. Normally I can’t stand being the center of attention, but in this particular instance I end up feeling sad because my friends spend everyone else’s birthday buying them drinks and making long Instagram posts about how much they love that person. I’ve spent my life feeling like the afterthought of the friend group, and my birthday simply reinforces that feeling.

Scenario 2: My friends want to celebrate my birthday with me and spending several days asking what I want to do. My priority is to make sure I plan something that everyone will enjoy, even if I don’t end up having a good time. Not to mention I’m extremely introverted and don’t really enjoy being around large, loud groups of people. I end up spending my birthday being the planner who would rather be doing something else.

The only time I ever truly enjoy my birthday (and don’t become an anxious mess) is when I’m in a relationship. I love quality one-on-one time, and spending an entire day with my boyfriend is a great way to spend my birthday. Alas, this is not one of those years.

This year, I decided to break the cycle. Instead of spending so much time dreading my birthday, I decided to make it about ME for once.

After class, I went and tried a sensory depravation tank for the first time (so relaxing, highly recommend). Then I went home and chilled on my couch naked eating Applebee’s takeout and watching Brooklyn Nine-Nine. Now I’m on my way to get a massage. I have never felt less anxious on my birthday that I have this year.

It’s MY birthday, and from now on I’m going to spend it doing what I want to do and not letting myself get worked up and anxious over what I THINK is supposed to happen on my birthday.",5.978870703764322,6.4421104231678505,6.6557092198581564,76.32173076923078,66.51773049645391,9.155446444808149,34.708947081287505,9.057496981413335,3.11351325695581,1731,78,311,28,26,570,201,423,0.064,0.745,0.191,0.9963,1,1,3,0,0,0,49.0,0,1,2,7,15,19,0,1,21,0,28,7,0,6,6,57,61,24,0,7,8,1,4,1,4,3,2,1,2,1,19,18,2,0,11,2,10,7,10,3,0,4,5,6,45,16,50,47,8,64,0,1,1,3,18,19,0,5,33,209,64,3,0.07839818077492483,0.0,0.07650531536279014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119687162858343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05997439370756034,0.3542705164828321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06979100226922412,0.07329171604807655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047790803334788384,0.08658463123366128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993217026488766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20224136352060695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680037066028635,0.0,0.0802209110600349,0.1309832404052323,0.0,0.20831255506110952,0.0,0.0,0.05178125901098539,0.2127469286744228,0.066053848588685,0.1498256428213375,0.0,0.07668846422931863,0.0,0.0,0.11892142740469858,0.05600767601030352,0.07527454802043408,0.0,0.0,0.1333709050348437,0.0,0.0,0.2422809599664441,0.0,0.12287944106794454,0.0,0.08911098564234944,0.06575667445751364,0.0,0.08643427107424595,0.0,0.0,0.06932725234529798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333360009953554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283198234751639,0.07863976751419158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016745148161722,0.05537495359098205,0.03830139108155658,0.0,0.0,0.06937992293893296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665132974936595,0.2122722570561201,0.0,0.15699418331733886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17289505043959127,0.0,0.06046551010816033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681357164954661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349150388546697,0.10624927250790986,0.11925069847331332,0.0,0.0,0.0870519019513746,0.0,0.07483993448872647,0.05435142729778897,0.068454267493864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508378592358404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050223882104566776,0.0,0.0,0.08417030645215844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137075934774284,0.0,0.08856762912070804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070949949821197,0.0,0.08776034482393165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738893575760077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070316598233008,0.0,0.0,0.2285730483566388,0.0,0.14862461703192156,0.0,0.0,0.05322721855443136,0.0,0.07658363091589143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387238347436219,0.18668648029257887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453517980322366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557304862142249,0.0,0.057074809321971835,0.0,0.0,0.055691818268812913,0.0,0.0,0.20194343213491334
anxiety,lavenderphotographer,2019/04/19,"Thinking of getting a service dog [female, 19, USA, severe anxiety disorder]

So, I’ve been dealing with anxiety for as long as I can remember. And now, it’s gotten much worse. I have to leave places around campus (including classrooms) frequently, I get shakes and jitters, I jump at every unexpected movement, my heart pounds, my head hurts so much I get disoriented, it’s hard to walk or talk at times, I can’t focus, I sometimes scratch at myself or tug on my hair or pick at my lips, and I often experience this sensation of derealization. The anxiety is just getting to the point where it’s severely affecting my every day life. I don’t even wanna leave my room some days.

I’ve been on meds for almost two months and everything we’ve tried has given me really terrible physical side effects. Currently, I’m on Prozac and it’s been the best of everything so far. However, I still have some really terrible effects.

So, in light of all of this, I’ve been thinking of getting a service dog. Current course of action seems to be getting a Labrador retriever pup, getting it prescribed as an ESA, self-training (I have a lot of help from the SD community on campus and I can’t afford a program), and then becoming a SD. 

Any advice on this? Does this seem feasible? Is there anything in particular I need from my doctor to get an SD? Any other anxious resistors have an SD? Really trying to think this through before investing.",4.38369696969697,6.35309143703704,5.847474747474749,74.9981818181818,71.66666666666666,9.501683501683502,31.90235690235691,9.910423181423305,3.558740740740741,1128,53,197,31,22,381,154,270,0.126,0.848,0.026,-0.9653,4,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,0,3,12,5,0,1,13,0,16,7,4,4,1,31,33,18,0,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,11,9,0,0,8,0,1,5,3,4,0,1,6,4,22,1,36,26,7,34,0,1,0,0,3,18,0,10,11,128,33,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406025014053054,0.0,0.0,0.1066337936726376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483294431096894,0.0,0.24439239468636004,0.12030275830741545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763173717696975,0.09479818034401546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760922210352355,0.0906146717200319,0.0,0.1117540993743154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373537607189548,0.10978593864034122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204612620457428,0.10899645610597272,0.09318962820697432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033527203446105,0.0,0.1794438952680788,0.0,0.1914116877618858,0.1041671078783512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4450907055323031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953936232645013,0.0,0.1092888895713792,0.0,0.0,0.12619050135190069,0.07137762818961359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399914999724055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255138861740868,0.0,0.0,0.07521664206525172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423980503456923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053351538605264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828576360004164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849988565383469,0.0,0.15656398522485576,0.07896057182959243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112588016399902,0.0,0.10066694300401437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204659589854815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206317787715259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19388797684369088,0.11109171236288436,0.2406055166148309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532078094515214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504260584165492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559217963303438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20470240350032795,0.0,0.0,0.062094849924369484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14459868176899313,0.0,0.10402471119354656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852183892104726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,angharade,2019/04/19,"next door I'm on the couch, right now, looking like a sad clown with wet hair. I got ready for this party three hours ago. I washed my face, put lotion on, deodorant, etc, and even managed to weirdly paint makeup on, though makeup has been making anxiety worse these days. My head is really bad but not too bad, I'm used to the chronic migraines being at incapacitating pain levels, so today is just a pain level of around 6. That's. Ok, not great, but for me, it's ok.

I throw up. Ok. I get dressed. This takes a long time. The party has already started.

I figure, I'll be late. 

I haven't showed up to an event in months so I figure I will give it a shot, I need to see other people. I can do this.

Upon remembering there's a potluck at the party, I find half a package of cookies in the cupboard and figure they'll have to do. 

I take my clonazepam. An extra dose.

Cool.

I stand outside the house in the rain for almost an hour holding the cookies and now I'm back inside, on the couch. My friend is texting me. She wants to know when I'm getting there. My head is throbbing. I just threw up again and burst the blood vessels in one of my eyes. I send her a text saying my head isn't good, but what is the situation like there?

She says come and see.

I don't know if I'll get there, last time I got to a party, I left after less than five minutes.

I have this dread that the migraine will worsen. What will I even talk about to people? My life is me being sick, right now. Every day is just me resting and being sick and reading when I can, making art when I can, and then being sick. That's my entire existence, I have a migraine almost every single day and it's an actual hell. 

I'm isolating myself from the world, and I understand that, but looking down at my body, I just see the weight I've gained while being sick, de way I hold myself in, instead of sparkling out like I used to. I just. Fucking. 

Maybe it'll be nice, being there. Maybe I'll see all my neighbors and they'll remind me I'm loved. Or maybe it'll be horrible. Maybe I just need to calm down. But I can't calm down. Maybe the migraine will get worse. It always seems to get worse, after lights, after movement. Is it worth it? I'm lonely. I'm tired of being this sad clown. Fuck.",0.4161199806482827,2.608973974358978,2.175141106273184,95.19543541364298,85.96581196581195,4.472246411869054,17.590872439929043,5.731675538569872,-0.49060099983873606,1732,41,384,11,53,568,214,468,0.182,0.698,0.12,-0.9908,1,2,0,0,0,0,76.0,0,0,2,1,28,26,3,1,28,4,41,28,8,4,1,51,82,26,0,4,15,0,3,3,2,8,16,2,4,0,21,15,1,2,9,3,1,6,6,12,0,4,4,14,53,14,47,60,6,64,1,3,7,3,13,27,3,5,32,244,74,2,0.0,0.0,0.07961384563174212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723189576465446,0.0,0.16338842363882308,0.0,0.09002955460829369,0.0,0.06788410829729229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06241124685061227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262671952658868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06273276878287767,0.13623783176577936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062101135057198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07027706568513037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15784405912841107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098730320218536,0.10777042462915999,0.0,0.13747543892825406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456595168937873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630313032983729,0.1508454862041403,0.21312037397025527,0.07826244335590585,0.0,0.0684284706845797,0.1304997492264008,0.08994623029740567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25118499642511183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606868660632417,0.094136545142822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967244914020417,0.06650154003153219,0.09202987815282494,0.0,0.08864084305449753,0.0,0.05762492430952771,0.11957290899023446,0.0,0.0,0.07219893740205252,0.1370193887571627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736324032956756,0.0,0.10891540120611563,0.0,0.4098085649820056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06511926802275353,0.0,0.0,0.1209864426324696,0.0,0.0,0.08676510660434597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0552831730698531,0.0,0.17362144988375522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311962109382033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201407277033043,0.0,0.0,0.0816056988039083,0.0,0.05226455675581139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241833894954277,0.1393439333378365,0.0,0.12975714007865768,0.0,0.0,0.2600463334541039,0.07427066459875042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170340835567448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0577453069354818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268145974670873,0.06557382432151516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015549352516603,0.0,0.09514413110330328,0.09376837103894768,0.0773317334968545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493142678413337,0.0,0.14092410869817346,0.0,0.0,0.04812013349377312,0.06475728103799819,0.0,0.09934687176548634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494220394070916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MotoMola,2019/04/19,"Would it be anxiety? Would it be anxiety which would cause a person to never develop a serious relationship or ever be in an intimate situation?  
If it were anxiety, would this would be considered a very serious form of anxiety? Even though they generally could do everything, except public speaking well?  
This person is in good health, attractive, great career and considerate to others.",7.82292307692308,10.327454676923075,9.086153846153849,53.073846153846176,63.769230769230774,14.430769230769231,37.615384615384606,13.023866798666859,6.893984615384616,314,16,41,15,5,108,46,65,0.08900000000000001,0.67,0.241,0.9101,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,0,4,0,13,1,0,1,2,15,13,4,0,7,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,2,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,1,4,6,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,2,40,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5010439919256436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16820654909593302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13073342763544088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814902460001546,0.1481126135996208,0.0,0.0,0.1471593606572541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733772293972502,0.0,0.18052442693040546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17404844415352147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628673124291176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859436947100624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17579596782600698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18405112906049806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087416322073236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510302159587045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14722233123089154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5815825975470832,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Capybros,2019/04/19,"I need help getting through a 3 hour ceremony. I’m about to attend a 3 hour ceremony where I’ll mostly be sitting down. The problem is that I whenever I stay sitting at a place for too long I start to have extreme panic attacks. I start to focus on my heartbeat, my breathing becomes irregular/erratic, and I start to have the whole I’m gonna faint/die at any second thoughts. I’m currently taking Fluoxetine for about a year now and it’s helped my symptoms somewhat but I feel like it’s not enough.

I’m at a point where I’m open to any suggestions or tips on how to calm myself. I feel so helpless whenever it occurs so any way that I can push through it would be greatly appreciated.",3.302636363636364,4.805900042857143,5.135064935064936,80.91538961038964,73.57142857142857,7.948051948051948,31.2987012987013,8.575989854853784,2.4979285714285724,546,26,109,10,11,187,84,140,0.087,0.815,0.097,0.317,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,10,7,1,1,7,0,7,2,1,1,0,15,22,7,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,4,0,1,1,2,13,3,18,17,4,26,0,1,0,0,3,11,0,3,10,68,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35509697113541444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19801651828553554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19223378928155707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798488199755426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17601827861793645,0.1243473308705242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093831181788864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19189996210241966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333353063885017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34282485664974066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503612520440038,0.0,0.0,0.1540361758961728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906207230314098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20421998858109688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818539451893855,0.0,0.1645414157404961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16655034839152572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3695982202657525,0.18552305809055175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18091328719054187,0.13087022879235646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818289945311346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13815942853811874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19432994875250156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364606865278957,0.0,0.0,0.11208788045494747
anxiety,saddhippiz,2019/04/19,"DAE have an intense fear of abandonment ? i dont know why, but i always feel like when i get too close to someone ill do something wrong and theyll leave. when i feel like someone is upset with me, i just act mad at them and cut them off even though i dont want to, i just dont want them to leave me first.  it has ruined so many great friendships for me, i just want to know if anyone else deals with this.",4.176136363636367,3.4984779772727315,4.5489999999999995,93.796,70.36363636363637,7.494545454545456,24.41818181818182,5.6839178017228535,0.27351545454545434,314,6,78,1,5,99,57,88,0.299,0.539,0.163,-0.8637,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,4,1,9,10,2,2,1,0,8,1,0,0,0,18,16,8,0,4,5,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,7,0,1,0,2,15,3,10,15,0,7,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,1,5,49,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306226416317721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976634009430224,0.16084789346789435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16184284007428734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5519496078558807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113936369792026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103685957641136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766498028499106,0.15875089842692694,0.22429773370905484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13352987426463522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201727011462062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17307458992925298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725477800634439,0.0,0.0,0.3324451953193259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15338817514793698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15915637839985206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26602280059372324,0.12085337717647125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15423524839867736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27777836861771993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165296807424688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716365428146122,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TightAthlete,2019/04/19,How can I better my self-talk? I feel like it's been going back and forth of being somewhat confident to really bad lows of self-hatred. I've also been using a lot of humor to make self-depricating comment which might help in the moment but definitely not in the long term. Just really feeling down on myself lately.,5.539838709677419,6.283924758064518,7.013064516129031,72.38959677419358,67.54838709677419,9.425806451612903,25.177419354838708,9.516144504307137,2.2116,253,6,44,5,4,87,51,62,0.062,0.706,0.232,0.8341,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,3,0,12,10,4,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,2,4,3,9,6,3,11,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,3,6,32,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688475941007389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16235267747891666,0.17629204951602218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867350796466634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21351620720401496,0.15083757591475253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999502585318456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415218635758856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381737234950113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315173555571366,0.0,0.0,0.1868511628894539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795026276226795,0.0,0.0,0.1409367651673748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239848636993198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705217987722793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6607913386950868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16970534152536626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18235610202114227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxiousembers,2019/04/19,"Today is the day I decided to look for help with my anxiety. My anxiety has always been around for as long as I can remember. It would make me fight and with my parents who wanted to go out for dinner and couldn't understand why I didn't want to go. It made me avoid family gatherings for as long as I can remember. But now it has leaked into and saturated most areas of my life. My tongue twists around my words, I struggle to make friends, I struggle to meet strangers at work. I overthink everything and expect the worst. The list goes on. 

So today is the day. No more excuses. Everything in me is telling me this is a stupid self indulgent post. I feel sick about posting this. Which is why I need help.",2.1116717325227974,4.36384517730497,3.4853748733535994,88.01250000000002,79.4964539007092,7.716514690982777,24.255825734549138,8.634040054169528,1.7656804457953394,554,20,115,13,14,181,86,141,0.193,0.7509999999999999,0.056,-0.9503,1,1,0,0,1,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,2,3,5,0,13,3,0,3,0,28,24,10,0,6,1,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,7,10,1,1,5,0,0,2,3,6,0,0,3,2,19,1,24,19,3,19,0,0,1,0,11,8,0,1,7,79,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175426333526234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161325379281502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515091110140761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822066738385728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539172337063481,0.0,0.13317075193734051,0.0,0.071427121726717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913990857613087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605667210082364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18937202958027324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977865983632082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500276851345772,0.11862584763101434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366703593417614,0.18858910268598128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474517102520313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568565127307932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27058296392369263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200482470103501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473687454549562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953587770981925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347061469562083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678027545750681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14706039173237198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16664186508474696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549368575258109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284158478260684,0.0,0.0,0.10034960989321763,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,uisabc,2019/04/19,"Help... 24/7 Anxiety and fear with heart rate at 110 Since a shoulder injury 6 months ago, I have been dealing with chronic, extreme Anxiety and fear.  The shoulder injury triggered a fear of the future and life itself (I am at mid-age).  Recently, it has almost become a 24/7 Anxiety and fear with heart rate at 110 at times without reason (meaning I wake up and the fear is there).   I can feel my nervous system in my chest tangling in fear.  I also have nerves system causing legs and arms spasm,

I have seen therapists, psychologists psychiatrist with trying different medications (which has gotten worse at times).  I also have already taking disability from work and was in outpatient group therapy.  Noone has been able to tell me the source of the problem besides it is anxiety in my mind.  However, I would wake up without thinking and extreme level of fear would be in me by default, and stay with me all day.   I am exhausted and desperate in finding relief and solution.

Has anyone had similar 24/7 extreme anxiety and fear with racing heart rate? To the point of debilitating... I am forcing and pushing myself to get up every day for work.  How do you get the right diagnosis and treatment?

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Thanks.",6.124845890410956,7.892803456621008,6.559083904109587,72.41616010273975,66.94520547945207,9.310616438356163,34.23544520547945,9.673873057562805,3.634645890410959,963,45,154,21,16,312,122,219,0.222,0.743,0.034,-0.9905,2,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,1,0,2,5,13,0,9,10,0,22,14,10,4,1,36,31,17,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,4,20,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,11,0,0,6,2,18,2,32,22,1,30,0,0,1,0,5,17,0,1,9,105,22,2,0.0801591225206005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07105622558981813,0.0,0.08026778224312323,0.0,0.08845758498433534,0.12820644263806186,0.0,0.086852375760943,0.0974021077157118,0.0,0.0,0.3066075466154636,0.0,0.0,0.05604912225883603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852945304159351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823454996751841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339200525407333,0.08264053554348072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374922203448862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06753751795821147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7216103871862893,0.04053086085855913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326398577888148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375966614248025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849668384141163,0.05372897014377415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05661875882318716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731678387694045,0.0,0.08075188277210513,0.0,0.0,0.08093786294861646,0.0,0.06398224683330579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577628050009574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670145452625282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824169284341806,0.07914746302049698,0.0,0.0,0.06845545265058844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663084544905568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543895909633445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060269684209606676,0.0,0.0700626062393483,0.07379975029921143,0.09166894253910536,0.0930709195102457,0.0,0.051362729027694384,0.0,0.0,0.09348285792869927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05442278240849312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15454106724980218,0.0,0.1167135917710774,0.0,0.08168899403391595,0.11388548152210798,0.0,0.0974021077157118,0.0
anxiety,lonelygirllxo,2019/04/19,Feel so alone It’s 11:09pm. I’m lying in bed and just keep constantly thinking about how alone I truly am. I’ve been hurt by so many friends in the past that I don’t even know if it’s worth trying to even make friends. I have this empty feeling in my body and there’s nothing I can do to get rid of it. I feel trapped,-0.9673865414710504,1.06958161971831,0.7824413145539921,103.50383411580593,91.95774647887323,3.718935837245697,19.156494522691702,5.033348758259628,-0.7235834115805949,249,8,63,1,9,80,51,71,0.211,0.623,0.166,-0.5468,0,3,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,1,0,6,1,1,2,0,12,15,6,0,1,2,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,1,5,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,6,2,8,14,0,5,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4653487863047916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24954059421881075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427717915509109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967644633443434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34077631809233866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3471351432751977,0.0,0.11737274605098964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404973748737818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996833134294125,0.0,0.0,0.12346428223437275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499586769750983,0.2277644837265925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21556212898595706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21445821731141104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394958404916228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15252571346581967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tglcthulhu,2019/04/19,I'm struggling the handle this lately I haven't left the house in a few weeks now I haven't been able to go out with friends or do anything because of anxity I use to be able to suppress it but the last while my anxity makes me feel super nauseous. This is making my depression worse.,2.591525423728818,4.314276966101699,3.812000000000001,88.74952542372883,75.94915254237287,6.753898305084746,23.664406779661018,7.554174236665415,1.0157566101694917,227,7,47,3,5,74,46,59,0.16899999999999998,0.718,0.113,-0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,4,0,6,0,0,3,0,9,12,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,6,2,7,10,1,9,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,5,31,9,0,0.4891441905420312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012619955149977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14908887924109407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21064958728192396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366299993825755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18895579411907307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899595790866542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28220336106467714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993589002485987,0.2758879762763444,0.0,0.2657282971202512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32650754545369354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556798562722681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21123176482274425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961809824650382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24923985945981195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,maxwel005,2019/04/19,"I have anxiety but because I blew up(yelled) at my psychatrist a month ago he took me off my anxiety medicene and misdiagnosed me as ""Bipolar"" and put me on an antipsycotic and ever since I have been taking it it has been making me feel way different and angry(I was never like this before). I also have clinical depression which the anxiety medicene was for as well. I do not hallunicate(spelling?) or hear things that aren't there and I am never up and down(I'm mostly always in one mood either ok or anxious) I am not angry or happy or switching moods like someone that is bipolar. My parents don't understand and they keep making me take the medicene the psychatrist misdiagnosed me with and gave me but ever since I started taking this medicene I have extreme anger and feel way different. Is this normal? What would you do? The psychatrist made me ticked and I yelled at him and ever since I got the ""Bipolar"" label thrown on me. I guess people can't get annoyed ever...",6.313168498168497,7.415440884615386,6.404120879120878,76.16171245421246,65.978021978022,9.363369963369964,33.298534798534796,9.516144504307137,3.1997677655677657,779,33,134,15,12,248,102,182,0.15,0.789,0.061,-0.9541,3,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,1,0,7,10,2,0,7,1,19,4,0,3,6,38,36,20,0,2,9,1,2,2,0,1,4,2,0,0,10,12,0,1,3,0,0,2,7,3,1,1,8,4,27,5,11,27,2,20,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,6,11,105,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106763704492776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984644991773556,0.10388931148939176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865410606607262,0.14105054296004954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611041218774989,0.0,0.1062423574162498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753737634099456,0.0,0.0,0.2608936752772317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4517537630174495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126260817648969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06523155263133848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985790074235856,0.0,0.1375417920034568,0.0,0.0,0.13291040464402668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072059086805375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109768068637681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199563343432912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11814076251269742,0.16668328310862635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996580214319008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19259165263391434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233133138409795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460493819884217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386366346016989,0.0,0.0,0.08655869426693655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12551369924808095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098438882250817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578918497173992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837296872190176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816261280869062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294807385799938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871843166629014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997839514623552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982080787302916,0.0,0.0,0.11225958498298842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869336667624315,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ignorelist-celebrity,2019/04/19,"My girlfriend has bad anxiety and angoraphobia. We are somewhat long distance and after I came to see her she says she needs space to work on herself We live somewhat far away from each other, and we’ve been talking since December and about a month ago decided on April 17th - 24th as our first time to meet. 

I flew up to see her & we stayed at a hotel, everything seemed great the first day. But after I woke up from a nap she was in the bathroom having a panic attack on the floor. We talked and she decided to stay the night and see how things were the next day. The next morning she goes back into the bathroom and tells me she’s having her friend pick her up. This freaked me out but I tried to stay calm and comfort her. She explained that she thought she was ready for this but she “is nowhere near ready” and she needs to work on herself because this is a wake up call. She said she has to do this by herself because she won’t know if she’s relying on me otherwise. 

So I’m at the airport waiting on my flight and I have a huge stomachache because this whole thing is so unsettling. We went from taking all the time to her saying she doesn’t know if she can keep having a relationship in the course of a day. 

I don’t know what to do right now. I want to be strong for her, I love her so much and she loves me too, but she says she doesn’t know what she wants in terms of our relationship. We were planning a future together and now I am so worried about that. 

I talked to her and told her that it’s okay, she can take the time she needs for herself, and that we will still be okay. That she doesn’t need to rush, and that I’ll never threaten to leave her over the struggles she’s going through. And I meant that. But she just tells me she doesn’t want me to have to wait for her, and that I deserve to find someone. I don’t want anyone, I want her.

I know I can’t keep pushing her, and I don’t want to force a relationship. I want her to get better, but I am also concerned this is the end of what we have. I don’t know how long she needs to get better and I don’t know if she will want to continue a relationship when that time does come. 

Has anyone been through this and succeeded? What is the best thing I can do to ensure she can get better? I really want her to get better so she doesn’t have to suffer every day. But the whole situation doesn’t feel good to me.",2.3035200000000025,3.6582205119999998,3.3506,93.3043,75.88,6.440000000000001,22.5,6.961326702584282,0.4029400000000005,1856,50,429,18,40,596,193,500,0.041,0.7879999999999999,0.171,0.9964,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,10,0,0,12,18,22,1,2,26,2,48,3,1,3,2,85,98,40,0,17,11,0,1,0,2,3,0,4,0,0,25,33,0,4,15,2,0,7,14,6,0,2,14,8,93,16,63,79,9,65,0,1,3,2,82,25,0,7,30,311,118,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06188269020022015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055827336067934434,0.0,0.07563951811053833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0534047500067977,0.0,0.0,0.09762608244237564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941938597802042,0.06558915050150932,0.05367987347060922,0.05828875174000976,0.12766727999769695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326168738163155,0.2469664339045778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712842037639115,0.07984447759998202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06013546137139656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18008768062778074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06109153442364852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06183127630858365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0588182564723602,0.0,0.06274106859844064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035298225950490765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06380542305975673,0.11876134798955555,0.0,0.0,0.05393532680591247,0.0,0.14589216998634674,0.0,0.0396748480217575,0.058553635036400715,0.0,0.07696619095889251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410134757188455,0.0,0.0,0.2685617159840504,0.0,0.0,0.0739191131314327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061643844971244977,0.12355997988446613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12601318796971558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055721979689093336,0.0,0.051318662156396765,0.2588175629011417,0.05384206911878688,0.0,0.1484882632968193,0.06551231301893448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190744003569224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044722317348364515,0.0,0.0,0.2998008914265305,0.0,0.059617683513705014,0.0664056582763931,0.16654804968288567,0.0,0.0,0.16688950464580246,0.06355274851708999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0577478681541805,0.07846979262773747,0.0,0.0,0.059150108858513774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232257311544577,0.05575066004891961,0.0,0.0,0.0729809671623165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049774362611972,0.16833281843875708,0.12203469915663165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913674444931326,0.0,0.0,0.05542164422567997,0.16282797709035193,0.0,0.0,0.06670681023051878,0.0,0.04739666588906684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705837403171713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471492212827165,0.0,0.15588159352250586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164557689030262,0.07089583007918772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pussycatsglore,2019/04/19,"Does anyone also have mood lighting all over to help chill you out at home? My house is kept at a soft glow, generally with a lit candle, to help me relax. Home is my safe place and I need it to be darker than some people like. My SO likes it but my sister complains and tells me to turn on more lights. Is it weird? Sister just left so I’m left wondering",0.5274999999999999,2.6026731333333366,2.2262500000000003,95.79937500000004,84.33333333333334,4.816666666666666,14.708333333333332,5.985473137389443,-0.8465666666666665,275,4,63,2,8,90,55,75,0.068,0.782,0.15,0.568,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,13,10,6,0,1,2,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,8,4,11,8,3,8,0,0,2,0,7,8,0,2,2,39,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17895591999511742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564714226891905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19583043929220945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999885835570253,0.0,0.4489370014434909,0.0,0.0,0.2582108264119326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4862728986755779,0.0,0.0,0.2186541517962325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16592923231553253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15514012545141306,0.0,0.23380134055147425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955926379178065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434072032127516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426786909636653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,frvrrain,2019/04/19,"Ebook suggestions Does anyone have any ebooks they can recommend that helped them, even in any small way? I just got a coupon for the Google Play store so preferably something found on there. Mainly aimed towards social anxiety but anything that covers fear of judgement, rejection etc might be interesting.

Thanks!!",7.138846153846156,10.527372115384619,4.804461538461538,79.14053846153845,68.23076923076923,8.006153846153849,29.63076923076923,8.841846274778883,2.829072307692308,258,10,38,5,5,72,50,52,0.16,0.6629999999999999,0.17600000000000002,-0.281,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,4,5,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,7,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,3,5,3,2,5,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,1,0,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655990111012973,0.0,0.20563833788664768,0.0,0.0,0.18795767534984814,0.0,0.2212071059206004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352367831742482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997933664756178,0.17754597217970247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024851358454072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29473546423011576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21499131069897964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18017717174104605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851641310708665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740171749632605,0.0,0.20694249086516675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474834386091081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21336826791150434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Zombie-a-thon,2019/04/19,"Chest pressure all day. Had a big argument with my ex coupled with some bad news last night and for the first time in a while my anxiety is kicking off.

I think its the pressure of whats come with us breaking up. At least from a money perspective. Its just make everything uncertain allover again.

I think, coupled with that, I was speaking to a client the other day and i think im going through an early mid life crisis, since I may have to move anyway my brains been working overtime. I feel like i'm stagnating in life even though I absolutely adore where I work and the people I work with.  My personality requires me to keep moving forward, keep changing. keep learning. And when I'm still for too long I feel the anxiety creeping up on me. 

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I have a huge issue with the idea I'm wasting time. Time is the most valuable thing you have and you never know how much of it you have to spend. My health (which triggered a serious lapse in my anxiety and panic disorder) tore away 9 months of my life last year. Its made me so much more aware of everything... I dont know.

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So yeah, Chest pressure,trouble breathing. Its been plaguing me all day. I'm in work tomorrow so hopefully that will take my mind of things.",2.882516304347824,5.201644262500004,3.573731884057973,88.02619565217394,77.20833333333334,6.673913043478263,27.10144927536232,7.7425588080867325,1.63836231884058,973,40,191,15,23,307,140,240,0.12,0.805,0.075,-0.7923,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,1,3,0,6,13,10,0,4,14,1,13,8,4,4,3,41,33,13,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,2,4,1,0,1,12,13,0,4,9,0,2,5,2,6,0,1,5,3,28,4,29,26,8,40,0,0,0,0,7,15,0,5,22,126,40,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149242238182804,0.24103050970861103,0.0,0.0,0.2276186059246156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318341532687048,0.0,0.08281163760688108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071832302946608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491989780101496,0.08543528357963519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194828402674839,0.0,0.1918897982083767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366953190518145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623889560273415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550783459672918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17827421177304706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002973578372724,0.07085462281733616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843629466906656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0563666065648589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542431365973974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850869002803248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196279722174804,0.10713204080494083,0.10351875269924618,0.0,0.2644687572180657,0.0,0.0,0.10901410078643556,0.16169081266233218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101625203746032,0.048454619291179335,0.0,0.0,0.08777168811699287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938470584425285,0.06620380416795832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014410785734897,0.0,0.07916498897305796,0.2108265109862872,0.14581826942944856,0.0,0.07649417396614293,0.0,0.0,0.09307425125024046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163670354753415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875932291959844,0.08660065278592312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204319679866152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792057355578358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457144945681303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178233438624012,0.1906527237640071,0.09744441167294116,0.0,0.17349897315366886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930202031352195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888185602370458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24103050970861103,0.06386903873553558
anxiety,BenTo7mas,2019/04/19,"Need some.... help, I guess. I suffer with terrible separation anxiety over my mum. I won’t go into detail but I kinda got to grips with it, then my aunt died a year ago and everything has just fallen apart. 

My mum is going to Bristol (UK) for the day tomorrow with her boyfriend and I’m so anxious. She will be back at around 7/8pm and I know I’m being a little... irrational but I just don’t know what to do. 

Is there anyone here that deals with a similar type of anxiety and has any advice. I’ve been crying all day, and I just can’t see the end of this feeling, lol sick, cold pressure on my heat it’s there all the time.",0.23063613231552085,2.4007160839694666,2.498442748091602,92.70501781170486,86.63358778625955,5.936081424936387,18.656997455470734,7.3011,0.3581140966921121,481,13,108,8,15,163,89,131,0.239,0.708,0.053,-0.9783,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,1,6,1,12,1,0,0,2,25,23,9,1,1,5,3,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,11,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,2,4,13,0,15,17,3,19,0,1,1,0,7,7,0,3,9,70,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20694202145786872,0.18772389325625388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401283020620478,0.0,0.32401136916369383,0.2392430919344611,0.0,0.14807653174209912,0.0,0.0,0.18852277449290147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628402838467745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326225804291111,0.27315199473030977,0.21832855522834052,0.0,0.0,0.2197868297777432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18756792692909147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903278223078135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707873848124147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407108324120015,0.0,0.1693741294881293,0.0,0.23329171868862386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194690714733932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327696888649342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212252074942384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15702691784632486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16875557852205467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348647776762392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363748007580951
anxiety,Ohut,2019/04/19,"DAE get anxious when no one else has YOUR symptoms? I feel like I read all these huge lists of anxiety symptoms and I have “symptoms” that are not on that list. And, obviously, thats added fuel that something is wrong and it’s not anxiety. I wonder if this is a case of: no list is exhaustive or symptoms are so subjective that we all describe them differently.",3.5797619047619023,5.602536785714285,4.637142857142859,82.59619047619049,74.0,8.095238095238095,30.23809523809524,8.841846274778883,2.5736666666666674,285,13,55,6,6,93,49,70,0.197,0.738,0.066,-0.765,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,1,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,0,3,13,10,7,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,1,7,1,3,10,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,2,40,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871330369651049,0.21201291713118375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960744992391424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567736382316431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489124858139776,0.13407100190634236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804947554355416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168575171314464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12716959023915655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18772010906393188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444770136004319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7802411359214902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035193754427394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20518694396390968,0.0,0.0
anxiety,plmqazxcvbn,2019/04/19,"Why a tittle I feel like going to be judged on my alt if I post certain things, I  have like 16 different accounts with like 1 post each",3.0358620689655176,3.6505631034482815,4.306379310344827,90.01405172413793,73.13793103448276,7.179310344827586,24.84482758620689,7.1686216300943375,0.8521586206896545,106,3,24,1,2,35,24,29,0.0,0.6759999999999999,0.324,0.8225,1,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,4,1,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,3,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434634260828151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16622086742291,0.2348519865244941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868305693974109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4818174091262222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6296842695879606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184003088918511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966367996609376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Justafellowbean,2019/04/19,"Is being paralysed a symptom of anxiety? I have a form of Teraphopia except it’s about 5 million x worse I’ll be paralysed if I go into a dark place and my mind will flood with things such as creepy pasta parallel universes even scary space stuff  and I’ll even start crying I have to listen to music a lot to make me forget about it ( I think the YouTube channel Ambition is really good he makes songs for people with anxiety or depression ) sometimes if I look out the window I’ll freeze and start “seeing” figures coming out from behind trees.

I’ve tried searching it up and it’s all about real predators and why we freeze when we feel the presence of one but I’m scared of my own mind ( that’s a bit exaggerated ) 


Anyways I’ll appreciate if someone can help me. Thank You",3.8572510822510857,5.451278512987017,4.89292207792208,82.84033549783553,72.31168831168831,7.470995670995673,27.119047619047624,8.07648339933343,1.7488502164502169,617,22,118,9,12,202,104,154,0.12,0.7829999999999999,0.097,-0.1289,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,2,1,0,0,8,4,0,1,8,0,8,2,0,2,1,30,21,12,0,3,6,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,7,13,1,0,3,2,0,2,0,2,0,2,0,7,12,2,21,18,5,11,0,1,2,0,6,6,0,5,3,77,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685160605674668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916019882124966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511788481904619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19277996033622727,0.0,0.0,0.15115903071061687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23183393480642545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873874117976084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974144521844264,0.1472021815463816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176348361334304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14737690859830435,0.0,0.0,0.1492049472242257,0.0,0.0,0.2342969892669625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35441260904397986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118924237196527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167051838309477,0.0,0.18336152701171649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19975892555629404,0.11243064027359342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757074388878141,0.0,0.13985183069496873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870169985631687,0.0,0.1735752941386012,0.0,0.2484414767692256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20090702435197585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824130708928012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161578037135368,0.0,0.0,0.11659527943037673,0.11245416013689853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915387682691815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15836264482082965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788508397121767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tchurbi,2019/04/19,"On my way to overcome sex anxiety - after half of year I went to sexologist and Im about to start sexual relationship! Sadly there arent any good sex therapists avaiable in my city, but still I got solid help about my worries and got infamous blue pills prescribed with loads of advice (how to use it, what to avoid, and they are special ultra-small portions accurate for my age so I wont die from having a stroke). If they wont help me overcome my fear, I have to go back and we will discuss what to do next.

Yay, finally!",3.523928571428569,4.904345238095238,4.9249404761904785,83.13026785714288,72.80952380952381,8.29761904761905,27.410714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.061785714285714,410,15,83,8,8,137,76,105,0.13,0.685,0.185,0.8631,1,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,2,0,7,6,0,2,1,1,8,4,0,2,0,11,14,8,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,3,2,13,3,17,8,1,13,0,1,1,2,7,2,0,1,8,54,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125418536237667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147909804214719,0.0,0.16638954358345834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672467270281308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257342412815045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447518503181099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23826439751290995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12361222275627218,0.18243157411314528,0.3479147558694156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915759549338164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23494104930862514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23131738613431674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23351730643821406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15395006108562098,0.0,0.1736985357825948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25253826902089604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187853145942755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17264411431178694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20162787681978786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208853109010894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14006509038860684
anxiety,palisade2621,2019/04/19,"ranting and things If all being an adult means giving up on individuality, passion, opinions, thoughts and beliefs just to blend in with the whole world while simultaneously not being self aware enough to recognize that I’m just trying to avoid responsibility for my own emotions/pain and everything at its purest form, then I want the fuck out. There’s legitimately no point in existing if I’m gonna just go through the motions on a mindless autopilot blender to get over life. It baffles me with fear and disgust when I think about how in society everyone is always too scared to talk about how they feel and why. Idk I’m just being the salty pile of shit I am",7.695051428571433,7.755109407999999,7.611085714285718,72.30040000000002,62.92,10.342857142857145,35.457142857142856,9.957137785484203,3.3254342857142856,536,22,100,10,7,172,95,125,0.19,0.76,0.049,-0.959,0,1,0,0,0,1,8.0,0,0,1,0,11,7,3,3,6,0,5,4,1,2,1,26,18,12,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,4,8,0,1,5,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,1,1,6,1,21,13,5,16,1,0,0,2,5,11,2,3,3,67,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18976190378897725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23564410590457094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217918478428808,0.2049631537877736,0.0,0.0,0.2566278133253809,0.11531259947500848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108352555410478,0.11915050198111699,0.21877329788813124,0.12961019246637656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16108358225437364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24842120580128865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426689964332789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155878187119283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283250951712976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23791345232696826,0.0,0.2340974929427777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833037813132914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515111052837223,0.1461298791797848,0.0,0.18105198464665045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483590472174352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451407658428854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20578619880391424,0.2546177785903272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ForniteNoob93432,2019/04/19,"I quit 150mg sertraline without telling my doctor. But it's messed me up. I need to restart them. For a few months my anxiety has steadily climbed. After the sudden death of my Dad and stepdad I fought hard to conquer depression and anxiety. But nothing worked. Doctor put me on 100mg sertraline and upped me to 150mg quite quickly.

They knocked me about but worked. I felt better after 5 months on them. I didn't like that they made me sleepy a lot and I felt like I had no emotions of my own. I was happy, but I didn't feel like it was true happiness. I felt like it was the medications.

I was fine for a bit but felt anxiety creep back. I dealt with it. But now it's deliberating. I went from having the odd panic attack once a week to having them every day. It's now turned into GAD. I tick all the boxes for GAD and the nausea element of anxiety is horrific. Enough so that I've now developed a fear of vomiting.

My doctor didn't know I took myself off them, but knows now because I haven't claimed my repeat prescriptions.

I'm at my whits end now and I have to do something to get out of this rabbit hole. I've decided to restart the sertraline today. I had 2 boxes left, still in date. As my doctor originally intended to keep me on these, and I have some left, do you think there would be any problems with me starting on 50mg today, and informing my doctor on Monday and arranging to get the script restarted?

If I don't start something now I am going to go mad. I know what I need to do. Bite the bullet and stick to the medications because that's the only what I'm going to rid myself from this nasty anxiety.

Anyone been in this hole? It's a rough ride. I've battled anxiety for 15 years but never like this.",1.944575500042923,3.9365854079320144,3.7245943857841897,87.4115700918534,78.77337110481588,6.998334620997511,23.44484505107734,8.00094639256281,1.270218885741266,1351,45,282,24,33,453,173,353,0.203,0.743,0.054000000000000006,-0.9935,0,0,2,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,6,7,12,19,4,2,16,0,24,8,0,3,3,48,50,21,1,5,10,1,7,5,0,1,8,0,0,0,17,14,0,1,11,0,0,8,8,9,0,0,18,7,48,10,44,30,7,50,0,1,0,0,11,15,0,3,32,187,65,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05788704586556289,0.0,0.39071645826736495,0.0,0.0,0.05952048142026625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684051575671708,0.0,0.0654548831954931,0.0,0.10378125431202052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528500925622686,0.09293305097301917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0548977546812429,0.0,0.07331693181848578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.435638651399867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575272310971683,0.07539434627807948,0.08795555358444425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717204020473113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578784625039692,0.04304110846800911,0.06081239968631611,0.32692846598979075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894725646868197,0.0,0.14513330836099705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812315570049612,0.07625412949332966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756618699387259,0.0,0.0,0.14034530433306536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18497433290608295,0.0,0.0,0.20793573925161865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236913925150612,0.0,0.08054611824135981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17150637670979352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358898758942939,0.0,0.0,0.12623631356293627,0.06565265745463138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167850125752152,0.0,0.0,0.09065397935384033,0.0,0.06474042180483787,0.0,0.09987433974324617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145189995937031,0.0,0.08557284586223868,0.0,0.1810791000055353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106479062030735,0.0,0.0,0.12050200856371245,0.0,0.06797990951993693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440187972376577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05454384003854945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613746589397523,0.0,0.09457558053299456,0.0,0.09259015906796893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682811103551923,0.0,0.0,0.07891053750770659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205622453311359,0.0,0.12394215806667333,0.0,0.0,0.06046944549525113,0.0,0.0,0.0548168821839509
anxiety,Tyren7,2019/04/19,"Dreams I've been stuck in a runt of depression and anger for a long time. So forgive me if this rant seems childish.

My name is Ty, 23 ( I guess early 20s or whatever), and I'm a schizophrenic living off SSi. Since I was little I wanted to be a writer. Stories, poems, novels, etc. Didn't care as long I got to create but mental illness and events outside my control has shaken my confidence in myself. Because of that I have a eating compulsion and can't even write a poem without questioning if is this good or will this be a best seller or will people my content. It's pissing me off. Everyone around me is leaving me behind because they found something or someone better. I don't want to be left alone anymore! I want to write! I want to be an author. I want to be worth it in the eyes of the people around and myself!",1.9732831325301208,4.087556614457835,3.7393825301204835,86.73208584337351,79.24096385542168,5.836746987951808,23.62801204819277,6.9077264865688965,0.9519289156626508,642,22,124,7,16,215,104,166,0.156,0.674,0.17,0.8540000000000001,0,1,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,3,4,8,2,0,10,0,17,5,2,1,0,29,29,14,0,7,8,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,6,7,1,1,4,2,2,0,4,3,0,0,6,1,20,5,20,16,2,14,0,1,1,0,6,9,1,9,5,89,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575104114018625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15082383193854149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707692860350067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18541475659114248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595999922638749,0.13450359372452111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15505707018192702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17057216374745696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309874423589366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15561718636029626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696109041334777,0.1004482961737106,0.0,0.0,0.14532024550949496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667493485795188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755861942069274,0.12163334705226392,0.0,0.16753475084671218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16103218893217935,0.1652368298049076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15242546410158533,0.13429061672135212,0.26917441487471994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15326222907223136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21086811603070416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703659154372388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13844914762663033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258032627975381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885803280847002,0.11707965186791268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867985714207767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44850759730542666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14660099263064286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,benito1996,2019/04/19,"Advice for facing my greatest fear So,

I dropped out of school impulsively to start this company. It became really stressful as it involved a large amount of independent contractors, plus I had no experience in business management. There were two others that owned a large stake in the company, but because they had full time jobs, I ended up doing 90% of the work. 

The important factor is that I have bipolar disorder and suddenly went into a full blown manic episode that lasted 3 months. Eventually it destroyed my ability to think clearly. It was crippling my  decision making and I acted like a complete asshole. The stress only exacerbated my symptoms. I even caused a few individuals to actually leave the company because of my jackass behavior. 

I blamed myself to an extreme degree. Like the story of icarus flying too close to the sun, the longer and stronger the mania, the worst the following depression is. Usually my depression lasts a lot longer than my mania too.

When I finally came down, I felt so ashamed of my behavior that I literally just ghosted everyone. I sent 1 email to the co-owners explaining my bipolar, and haven't spoken to them since. It's been about a year. 

I knew they could not operate without me, and I'm hoping they shut it down. But I know it wasn't fair to them at all and that makes me feel like a really shitty person. 

Through lots of counseling I realized it wasn't completely my fault, and that I shouldnt be so hard on myself. I still feel very  fearful of facing my coworkers again, more than anything. It's been eating at me everyday for a year so I have to do this.

It gives me extreme anxiety that I ignored them for an entire year, but it's taken me really long to stabilize my mood. 

So

How do I overcome my fear and finally slay this internal dragon that's taken over my life?",5.385348837209302,6.935768837209302,6.515934883720933,72.85464651162795,68.47674418604653,10.155162790697672,32.6553488372093,10.355215969177356,3.7499452558139534,1456,65,250,40,25,488,193,344,0.192,0.7290000000000001,0.079,-0.9929,1,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,6,1,15,17,1,6,23,0,19,7,2,5,2,41,38,20,1,3,6,0,4,3,0,1,4,0,0,1,23,13,1,1,9,0,0,5,7,12,0,1,15,4,46,4,39,20,11,39,0,2,0,0,12,15,0,3,21,188,69,4,0.0,0.0,0.10944677909580892,0.0,0.0,0.109596245175651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579801531945533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229373694417704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367368913020078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827506376165396,0.0,0.11521374018038155,0.0,0.0,0.235184074641718,0.0,0.0,0.08954637762581971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19319730529600745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853896807081774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476222652004728,0.0,0.0,0.09933574806117587,0.0,0.0,0.07407710156351544,0.0,0.0,0.10716859315588126,0.0,0.1097087877345752,0.0,0.3786155527109554,0.11341754171545836,0.08012331842436536,0.10768607108750372,0.2457199171009175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758897879512787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004685546053471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113948931607606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112962039015956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616372733545928,0.18284204973664284,0.0,0.11875560132842025,0.0,0.0,0.07921815999807748,0.16437931935396555,0.0,0.0,0.09925335335948232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19069977893506546,0.0,0.0,0.14972822580478953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952078731548549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529868016972808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792913155169186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21554745983202497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113506513361705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277550172835948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938365245187395,0.0,0.08956686407741077,0.0,0.25694559036001435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657164504688605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186418371975095,0.0,0.0,0.06539828981062408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955881556019567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352252355306186,0.09253934826790552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396850241695847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081130993166068,0.0,0.08164993527803234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166717904034918
anxiety,Cool_Ambition,2019/04/19,"My New Book - Looking for feedback. No Cost. Hello Everyone,

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Megan Seeley",5.061309523809523,8.619758490740743,4.244497354497355,78.37166666666667,79.83333333333333,6.048677248677249,23.455026455026456,7.447530270364453,1.4675137566137568,519,17,80,8,14,154,75,108,0.071,0.6409999999999999,0.289,0.9821,0,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,0,7,0,1,6,9,0,0,4,0,11,0,0,1,1,16,20,5,0,6,5,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,2,5,2,2,0,0,0,2,1,13,11,9,13,2,10,0,0,1,0,12,4,0,4,4,55,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4695564531682274,0.5265922529970262,0.0,0.0,0.0828817581799019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644784408185923,0.10128566394029194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352595440994902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990231326601466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760860333482104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05954223493425561,0.0,0.0,0.11471912252472655,0.0,0.22157520624542215,0.0,0.05293069987592471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098045959658407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463791493548016,0.0,0.0,0.10615270079153363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511108617443177,0.0,0.0,0.11892759094875982,0.0,0.0,0.10376221923133068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974726854501847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357318182408364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002712387641027,0.0,0.07696344271293441,0.0,0.5265922529970262,0.0
anxiety,bolly88,2019/04/19,"Fed up. Endless. Not sure what to do next. I have long term medical problems couple with OCD and health anxiety. When I am low I think that I will be told I am dying. I have tried for years, through CBT, to get these thoughts under control but I cannot. Due to the medical problems there is always a slight chance I am sick. As such, I think I need to change direction. I have read about people who have trained their minds so that they are not phased by bad news. I want to go down that route. I know it sounds pseudoscience'y' and bs, but I want to start to ZEN my mind. Does anyone have any idea how I can try this?",0.4565616797900276,2.74250211023622,1.3702677165354338,100.31849868766405,86.95275590551182,4.961469816272967,17.91548556430446,6.42735559955562,-0.3558300262467191,476,12,112,5,15,147,90,127,0.115,0.81,0.07400000000000001,-0.6194,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,1,6,5,0,0,2,0,15,5,0,2,1,23,27,8,1,5,4,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,8,3,1,1,5,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,3,1,18,1,16,22,1,12,1,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,7,70,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13937362009373755,0.0,0.0,0.11390590886623995,0.0,0.1281372271996194,0.0,0.0,0.11712006427270205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398557061673567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771930470403904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878657650263628,0.0,0.18533583264555256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17383880704807353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465805911537833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751196349485059,0.0,0.09519424797283403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17804492532902974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18908738581229328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205375287989404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482324438670807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33747774520838897,0.0,0.0,0.3382549923569122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419930757655093,0.0,0.0,0.17813840836367156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612357804298147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32055022173012776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16754557064769687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855753390433985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157866996463814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21465478432167945,0.0,0.13297648274766746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16005365996810925,0.0,0.2274433395815452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19759196585597874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786466458968276
anxiety,amec9735,2019/04/19,"I think I might have anxiety but I’m unsure if I’m just being dramatic or generally have a problem. I believe I experience a fair few of the symptoms commonly held by people with anxiety such as leg bouncing, biting and picking lips, occasionally a pounding heart if I find myself in a situation that causes anxiety for me. I am constantly paranoid about certain physical and mental illnesses I have potential to suffer from although many I feel as though they are unrealistic worries. Some illnesses I fear/feared I could suffer from in the future are schizophrenia, heart complications and of course anxiety. I am perfectly comfortable and a confident character within my own friendship group however I struggle when talking to people from other groups of friends and sometimes do my best to avoid those situations. I will even sometimes avoid certain people in my own group of friends if it is a 1 to 1 type situation if I don’t feel confident to carry a conversation with them. After conversations with some people I often find myself analysing everything I have said and reaching the conclusion that I may have seemed awkward or weird. I constantly concern myself with what other people might think of me and think of all sorts of things that people could potentially think about me which is something I never used to care about. I struggle to maintain eye contact with some people as I find it awkward and will look to the ground or elsewhere when in conversation. However this is not with everyone and I believe I am working on this. I regularly experience what I think may be tension headaches, these happen most days but are not to intense. As I write this I currently have a headache but I am unsure whether it is a tension headache or not. From what has been described online I believe that it may be but I can’t be 100% sure. My concentration tends to lack and my mind drifts on occasion which leaves me struggling to keep up with conversations however this is a rare occurrence. 

These worries could have been caused by my previous frequent use of drugs such as cocaine, ketamine, mdma, alcohol and marijuana. However, I have never seen myself as having a problem with any of these substances as I have never heavily used one in particular and would typically only use on weekends with a few exceptions. Apart from marijuana which I heavily used during the summer of last year and a maybe for a month after but have since slowly cut down and rarely smoke. I would say I used almost daily in summer and twice a week since then until recently cutting down to around once a month. The reason for quitting was mainly because I wasn’t enjoying the high I got anymore as I felt intense anxiety about my actions and everything that I said. I would also occasionally experience paranoia about slightly irrational things. I very rarely use any harder drug anymore. The drug use coupled with the fact I am only 16 and have used for well over a year could be a factor in why I feel the way I do right now. I mention this as I know drugs can be a cause for anxiety. 

I am unsure what to do from here. I have taken many tests online which seem to suggest I do struggle from the condition however i understand I shouldn’t base a diagnosis for a serious condition on a test completed online. I do not want to involve my parents as I can’t stand the thought of them finding out about my drug use. I think I have included everything i have felt recently but there is probably more. But I do believe that the anxious feelings I have are growing and will continue to grow if I don’t find a solution. I do not currently believe that my situation is a severe one and do not want to come across as dramatic or insensitive of the condition if what I am feeling isn’t comparable to the mental condition. Appreciate any advice given to me!",8.384020756115639,8.172299585915496,8.665574499629356,66.21334321719796,61.59154929577465,12.03706449221646,40.09266123054114,11.4696683732869,4.884338028169014,3086,152,510,81,38,1021,290,710,0.157,0.7509999999999999,0.092,-0.9864,8,2,9,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,3,5,20,29,2,10,39,0,75,14,5,15,9,139,120,56,0,19,27,1,7,0,2,12,9,3,0,0,33,32,1,4,25,1,0,5,16,18,1,3,14,13,83,11,96,84,13,60,0,2,3,0,22,23,0,25,30,404,116,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04721010079951239,0.0,0.05163102517524575,0.048377667179553066,0.0,0.0,0.03863523096621988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856181237471144,0.0,0.22175210173329013,0.05457900916519461,0.09582539660527706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04300808083401083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029450655043125263,0.0,0.0,0.2721564003771009,0.05070064975910748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049257484893667255,0.14888974376869665,0.0,0.04161666314360577,0.05065439902836343,0.10441660152449056,0.0,0.1542933704405914,0.05345650559408323,0.0,0.031157357780597493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801339395317535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031909737657018294,0.0,0.0,0.046164356062767226,0.13025961009953058,0.14177574019731934,0.0,0.10872926275348027,0.12214044304706916,0.0,0.09277453370042994,0.0,0.22078227535443654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465173712925392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038639661822343734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042722299091859546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450032612296895,0.0,0.05104446814936029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04294208325491655,0.0,0.0,0.02655110933238357,0.03938087287854519,0.0,0.051155620342977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04057006144506775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796193036588267,0.04853607598994893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737462373612077,0.10250317143159852,0.048781527114982765,0.0,0.07712463845895944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178398913243033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051450892397381966,0.06547516373167328,0.07348717617878575,0.0,0.0,0.0536449558560083,0.0,0.0,0.2344550661065051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052088698695020585,0.09245645850833467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0513859477333848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049672964947171216,0.09540489389663252,0.0,0.0,0.041258335690962065,0.09191188853612244,0.03841978273058247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796318400390789,0.0,0.05457900916519461,0.0,0.07992866509799514,0.2172196472606067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03719307463034807,0.09556395795684076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020255108732457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045533655630038236,0.050214850921290057,0.0,0.03883149831629765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06419292812808604,0.18573895584725084,0.0474664691905615,0.0383544724860456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05029468069451508,0.0,0.4172620970532121,0.0,0.03986260617457373,0.0569915481391369,0.038347957826366665,0.03875311471928164,0.0,0.0434384497151695,0.0,0.043594225798941885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03517184068278617,0.09812672294870764,0.0,0.10295875445341016,0.0,0.0,0.06222291678554859
anxiety,DrPickels,2019/04/19,"Anxiety that blocks me from reading instructional books or watching instructional videos I have all the general anxieties -- social being the most irritating -- but the one I'm confused about, and that blocks me as much as SAD, is an anxiety that prevents me from reading about topics I want to be good at, or watching documentaries or tutorials about the same.  For example, in film school, I was terrified of watching films by directors that I loved, or films that I wanted to write essays about. Right now, I have a hobby that I'm trying to turn into a profession, and every time I pick up any book about being better at (this hobby), I freeze up inside. I want to read it, but it takes so much determination to even pick it up. Then after three pages of reading, I feel emotionally exhausted -- drained -- and set it down. Same block happens with tutorial DVDs, explaining how to do the hobby. Watch a few minutes, and then I have to turn it off -- I'm anxious and tense and exhausted.

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I'm an avid reader, and am fascinated by what I read, but I just can't finish these books or watch these tutorial videos I keep buying.

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I assume it's the anxiety around ""can I be good enough at this?"" overwhelming the desire to learn to be good enough at this.  But any recommendations of how to tackle it?  My shrink recommends more Lexapro (which makes me a couch potato), or Beta Blockers (which make me a befuddled mess). Anything non-prescriptive?",6.628024582967516,7.509215358208955,6.98136962247586,73.08830114135208,65.19402985074626,10.335733099209833,32.182616330114136,10.328600350310266,3.362799122036874,1148,44,203,27,17,373,145,268,0.152,0.706,0.142,-0.2307,0,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,0,0,0,1,12,11,0,2,14,0,14,3,0,6,1,48,31,24,0,4,11,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,21,10,0,6,4,13,1,0,1,6,0,2,1,7,22,5,39,25,11,20,0,2,5,1,4,13,0,9,6,147,43,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305525284106591,0.25855714376996,0.14470114052406025,0.0,0.3255599837432317,0.120193277973394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755198878223634,0.09471191019863634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940955488473218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967727869926804,0.0,0.21986385259064764,0.0,0.07027126411656986,0.0,0.08964029706397574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05379526102614448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26771102478896514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408256487156846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09456657107484168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602341416641663,0.0,0.1420356828110009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642150572031813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209433328970209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5321066177292454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908586411932479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767492262844976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845378826634376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999394351216725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062038341121027164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223354558519561,0.23144904733184354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18825921610875368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25855714376996,0.0
anxiety,YorkshireSpuds,2019/04/19,"Just needing advice on how to stop using Sertaline, I’ve been on Sertaline for about a year, I know that’s not very long compared to others but I’d prefer to not be on anything, I’ve finished University and over the summer I’d like to start to come off it. I would just like to know how you guys managed it, what were the challenges, I just like to know what to be prepared for.

Thank you so much guys",4.688571428571429,4.55748785714286,5.15009523809524,88.06157142857145,69.23809523809524,7.196190476190478,28.704761904761906,5.6839178017228535,1.0222933333333335,316,10,69,1,5,101,51,84,0.019,0.787,0.194,0.9349,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,7,5,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,3,0,18,13,5,0,3,6,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,5,5,16,8,1,12,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,9,46,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23406680697010046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971135076319333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20633464648045569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4743464669898074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3949197276237915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3510680712777677,0.0,0.0,0.21197729415542568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17608276002895418,0.1776091149091652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16954119208422008,0.0,0.0,0.20025854395222534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22052785538708392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20687777630820545,0.0,0.19763806445601687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701558670454215,0.0,0.0,0.1542500355401704
anxiety,coll_me_maybe,2019/04/19,"Light-Sensitivity Glasses Hey all! I found a great solution for light sensitivity. I am extremely sensitive and reactive to light. Bright lights make me very anxious and stressed, even nauseous. My coworker recommended blue-blocker glasses to me. I ordered a pair from Zenni Optical for less than $30. They’re just non-prescription lenses that protect and filter our blue, led and uv light. It really helps me eyes and headaches and stress a lot.  I HIGHLY recommend them. I can go to the grocery store w no stress. I don’t have headaches or pain anymore and it’s brought my tension level way down. Godspeed!!",3.393844155844153,6.51869934545455,4.101558441558442,79.65090909090911,82.81818181818181,7.506493506493506,31.493506493506487,8.418075326091056,3.177623376623377,488,26,82,12,14,155,82,110,0.155,0.6679999999999999,0.177,0.563,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,1,0,2,7,0,4,4,0,4,2,1,2,1,14,8,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,1,0,1,3,2,5,0,0,2,7,13,2,8,6,3,8,0,0,3,0,4,3,0,2,0,46,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23641860542762005,0.2075423040513474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382226572417216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22945673477754286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893450893402728,0.0,0.0,0.2307239115622693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027109230694546,0.22110811755743784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17791618208234558,0.0,0.0,0.13969116500246326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22268092790459013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406546256465893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7191635778767358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17267191003740445,0.0,0.16611094354729233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TwilightIza,2019/04/19,I lied about a sick day I had to pretend today that I was sick with the stomach flu just because i was having a really bad mental health day. It should be more acceptable to just take a day for your mental health without having to justify or explain.,9.8158,6.4175117800000026,9.736,69.78800000000003,61.2,12.4,39.0,10.125756701596842,3.862,199,7,37,3,2,66,35,50,0.306,0.648,0.047,-0.9246,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,7,6,1,0,0,8,9,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,5,1,7,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20746441849573968,0.15146671936405265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4807332224191849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5282299580297872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5008043041834522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917804525725845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18682063107343536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355231716954308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23951892306222086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,QU13TT,2019/04/19,"When I was a child I didn't know what anxiety was, so I named it 'The Fear'. Of course I couldn't tell anyone what I was feeling, so it was just my own private term for it.",0.7699999999999996,1.5227547179487182,2.792820512820516,98.19384615384618,78.74358974358974,6.2256410256410275,20.69230769230769,6.42735559955562,-0.14216923076923038,130,3,35,1,3,44,27,39,0.0,0.906,0.094,0.2542,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,8,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,1,6,0,2,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,26,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3997595850574653,0.0,0.0,0.3653884926245548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5880291274201286,0.26422376581552626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28718718875444965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4567434609398796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,coffeeUp,2019/04/19,"Question About Small Dosage Increase (Fluoxetine HCL) Hello,


I recently came to terms with the fact that I have Generalized Anxiety Disorder, and followed my doctor's recommendation to medicate. This alone has been a huge process for me, as I was historically resistant to medicating to help my anxiety. I have some physical symptoms that have no other apparent medical cause (Intermittent symptoms: Lightheadedness, general malaise, fatigue, and also IBS), and my doctor thought that focussing on my anxiety was the next logical step towards treating my ailments.


I was started on a 10mg dose of Fluoxetine HCL for 2 weeks, with an increase to 20mg of Fluoxetine HCL for the next 4 weeks (and will then assess progress with my doctor).


This morning was my first dose of the 20mg Fluoxetine HCL.


I noticed a few hours after that I felt very wired and was ravenously hungry. I barely drink coffee nowadays, and had maybe ~4 sips or so from my coffee cup this morning (about par for the course recently).


My hypochondriac brain immediately jumps to ""what if this is Serotonin syndrome?"", but honestly other than feeling a little more wired (and hungry) than normal, I don't have any other symptoms or anything to speak of that would possibly indicate Serotonin syndrome.


My question:


For others on Prozac/Fluoxetine HCL (or related SSRIs), is it normal to have energy changes or feel a bit hyper at first when increasing your dose?


I also understand that each person is different, but was just curious other's experiences. Thanks for reading!",10.026390977443606,10.051802466165416,9.741804511278195,59.05977443609026,58.172932330827074,13.013533834586465,43.81203007518797,12.28987398476788,5.925935338345864,1240,66,180,36,14,404,153,266,0.04,0.865,0.094,0.9437,3,1,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,1,0,3,7,4,0,0,11,0,20,15,1,1,1,36,29,20,0,4,8,0,3,0,0,2,13,1,0,1,17,12,1,0,8,2,0,7,2,1,0,2,11,4,22,3,33,16,9,30,0,1,0,0,7,8,0,8,15,130,39,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215819184796326,0.0,0.17320267006814535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364249608076416,0.0,0.24853000197546604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911535828132439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822717396821628,0.0,0.0,0.12089005171372814,0.0,0.12385757305063527,0.0,0.1112460506536452,0.11455892325598327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314243320403132,0.12411238911770325,0.3325253572571349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060852534554891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593067578886528,0.0,0.0,0.10951170902824528,0.0,0.10397761673335863,0.0,0.0,0.1842267965970336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258606429931927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664612858351914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853736139132636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879419827255232,0.0,0.0,0.3272793805372974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23034023731219086,0.0,0.21220697627380805,0.0,0.12329153241225382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455668318735867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220833278338308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426243809269585,0.0,0.10832163276324423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21385121749256134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664986665571583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3376715774358525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970102546462063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597201152293621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127361318757392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935251133023878,0.0,0.0,0.17373114576965734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692776227054253,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cilondon,2019/04/19,"sensory overload I’m sitting here in my living room, this is a big step for me. Ive started medication for my OCD/anxiety and a host of other issues, and today I’ve not sat alone in my bed like I usually have for the first time in a year+. Ive been sitting with my grandmother in the living room how I used to, and I’m okay and not too anxious.  

However, sometimes she turns the channel up incredibly loud, and for the past 30 minutes my anxiety has been slowly rising due to sensory overload, and me stressing about asking her to turn it down. Not a big deal for most, but for me, its hard. Thankfully, out of nowhere, she turned it down! And I finally feel more calm! Just thought I’d share this little win :)",3.3171328671328686,4.7025342797202825,4.828251748251748,83.60083916083919,73.33566433566433,8.276923076923078,29.08391608391609,8.841846274778883,2.2891594405594407,554,23,113,11,11,186,90,143,0.055,0.779,0.166,0.9556,1,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,5,7,0,1,8,1,7,1,0,2,0,19,19,9,0,0,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,6,9,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,1,0,1,4,3,16,6,21,15,2,26,0,0,0,0,6,13,0,1,10,74,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737902260989703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567331285930089,0.1895662724586933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568703774874605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729944637116893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484473741473306,0.0,0.0,0.18381673177418031,0.0,0.14273062050379734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15031586833920285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17513963637044672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197861915686874,0.16817971354204564,0.2963410029249403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16904087760321335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601841163970323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659585211271121,0.0,0.11876972548389632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922143683792933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544877237436515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332144810341438,0.09784554738940786,0.0,0.1590548088847665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5475547456554778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14492535058169725,0.18480802735008134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805771831477193
anxiety,Lifeis_weird_,2019/04/19,"My wife (suffered from depression and anxiety) is making us live in limbo I asked for advice on r/relationships for the below and you'll see the types of responses given:

/r/relationships/comments/bdx0e5/my_wife_35f_wants_me_36f_to_wait_to_see_if_shell/

Would the advice be different given she has suffered from post natal depression, anxiety and homesickness?

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My therapist says ""it's very complicated"" and that I'm being very patient.

Two years ago my wife of 15 years said she didn't love me as we had no emotional connection and she would only like me as a friend.

With 4 kids between 6 and 12 after I got over the initial devastation I was going to do everything to save the marriage.

We did marriage counselling but she didn't like it. We did individual therapy but she said he just told her stuff she already knew.

She missed home (she's from Mexico) and says is only happy there with her friends and family. She is fed up here in Boston.

She hasn't worked since being pregnant with our first as has found it hard at home although the kids are now at school.

During the past two years I've supported her in getting training to learn new skills so she can work from home, taken time off work to look after the kids while she's gone back to Mexico for a few weeks at a time to see her friends and extended family.

But for two years she hasn't allowed me to touch her, I can kiss her hello and goodbye and she will occasionally accept my hand whilst walking, but that's as far as it goes. She says she doesn't feel comfortable doing anything more. So we live life just as friends.

She doesn't want to do anything to rebuild our relationship proactively other than us spending time together and doing some things together which I've organised. She says if the love comes back then great, but she won't force anything.

I can see she needs to get her confidence and independence back which is what I'm supporting her with but this is in spite of her telling me she's is not attracted to me and she is building confidence to be ok if we did split up.

It's all very confusing as even if I say that I might not want to stay together either she is non plussed by this. It's all about her. But maybe that's the right thing. Basically our marriage needs to be on hold until she gets her head in order.

But that's tough on me. I'm mainly standing by her because when I see her I still feel I love her, in spite of what she's told me. Also the kids need stability.

I just don't know how long this will go on for.

In a way it's helped me be a stronger person, but I do miss the affection and intimacy and what if this goes on for another two years before she decides she wants out? Four years wasted when I could be happy with someone else?

My vows are keeping me here. For the moment.

Does anyone have any advice on how to stay positive?

Tl;dr Wife says she doesn't love me, but isn't going anywhere, just wants to work on herself until she can decide.",3.2610487090763907,5.422987674740488,4.097249134948097,85.48506454618047,75.36678200692042,7.491136545115784,24.437183923343092,8.384062270229773,1.5649455948895397,2348,77,463,44,52,752,257,578,0.1,0.77,0.13,0.9822,2,0,0,0,0,0,54.0,10,1,0,6,21,32,2,1,18,1,51,9,2,6,2,82,99,49,0,14,21,3,5,2,4,7,1,8,4,5,25,28,1,2,9,0,1,6,13,11,0,6,19,18,83,21,75,65,7,67,0,7,5,5,90,25,0,7,32,320,108,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18984669972557847,0.05740538878678516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146371785181753,0.05178814821303435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04403868023868107,0.06790598152675703,0.09908167945776808,0.0,0.0,0.045281347661218656,0.0,0.15987465023195424,0.0,0.060541389978818985,0.0,0.0,0.14938817284618278,0.0,0.039476789712422036,0.0,0.05510556416285348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05578457447031672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051705190682387735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155452375075456,0.0,0.0,0.06765989343753602,0.0,0.0,0.056671474265647476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05409825192836837,0.07284572035002364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04277303854260857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058201662276457226,0.0,0.12209898503104527,0.0,0.06548869732765762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055084397043220885,0.0,0.07100544842903288,0.2001321141416509,0.0,0.1015024966422378,0.0,0.1104129475484972,0.0,0.051794087502846115,0.07139757662664535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787538245837164,0.058011791332980824,0.0,0.0664619294231939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04340692732571615,0.0,0.19487717396863755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05756121851908956,0.0,0.0,0.035590127221659384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04574154953898953,0.06327644048281582,0.0,0.1143676487055516,0.05731011903979812,0.054381669336106685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23379190608096825,0.0,0.0432274686650195,0.0,0.0650596213400224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869959492473401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440550445539817,0.0,0.06254512798981939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850503482253893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061820269795554376,0.0,0.056545496920032565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062021699174079535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390549334174189,0.0,0.055304258583437814,0.1232022272679148,0.30899611871407784,0.0,0.06554007066130302,0.20641974608471247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05356972704762839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05487051362533634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805001950922982,0.05171701981399535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413413315236271,0.0,0.1469766247978623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05660265680030084,0.0,0.07405813132417301,0.0751907700540011,0.0860466675877426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328535451506774,0.0,0.0,0.1237609536243337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530424836679533,0.0,0.1557954081216458,0.0,0.0,0.16030010731901367,0.15278732225002048,0.05140307625740529,0.05194616412552648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18858274716130968,0.0,0.0,0.09200658055898266,0.0,0.0,0.2502179660492847
anxiety,anxietytoempowerment,2019/04/19,"Hi, I'm an Anxiety Coach. How can I better serve you? Hi guys! This is my first time on Reddit, but I came across this community here and wanted to say hello and introduce myself.

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Yup -- I'm an Anxiety Coach. It's not a career that I went to school for (though I did study psychology), but after spending nearly a decade of my life in turmoil due to anxiety & depression, I decided I wanted to seek out some answers and heal myself. I've studied for years under a few different lineages of coaching, personal development, and spirituality, and have dedicated my life's work to helping other people learn how to shift their relationship with anxiety.

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What are you struggling with right now?

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What do you feel are the biggest blockers in terms of your ability to believe in yourself?

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What are the biggest sources of anxiety in your life?

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I'm constantly writing and designing new courses, and I would be happy to incorporate some of your biggest questions into upcoming projects. (Seriously - I want everyone in the world to feel empowered to create positive change in their lives.)

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You can learn a little more about me here, just so you know you're not talking to a random stranger ;) : [www.instagram.com/anxietytoempowerment](https://www.instagram.com/anxietytoempowerment)

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NOTE: I am neither a doctor nor a therapist.  I help my clients work with their anxiety from slightly different angle than traditional methodologies (spirituality, inner work, positive mindset shifts & training techniques, etc). Many of my clients work with me AND a therapist...and I LOVE that!",9.259967320261438,11.121658852941179,8.654068627450982,59.93178104575165,59.735294117647065,11.044444444444444,40.47875816993464,10.980518767755715,5.1123866013071915,1336,69,187,34,18,423,157,272,0.09,0.769,0.141,0.9636,5,0,1,0,0,0,88.0,0,8,3,6,9,7,0,2,13,1,12,6,0,2,0,39,24,15,0,4,5,0,2,0,0,1,5,1,0,2,9,15,0,1,8,3,1,2,4,4,0,1,3,3,31,3,39,19,7,30,0,1,0,1,24,19,0,4,9,132,40,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5471065445319261,0.4772150071493741,0.0,0.0,0.2575204863601556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06321098924729493,0.0,0.049620208693706105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06416903834116723,0.0,0.0,0.059351525770093574,0.0,0.0,0.060629445670378174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04832305253804009,0.0,0.0,0.11723532046464882,0.0,0.057425723955046665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06257177393392585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053610618942794494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05673662806687926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047722783852193515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05555265384216671,0.0,0.05972469001010099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752118393463638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030833775802949357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188856118367322,0.0,0.05623183090889269,0.04954163857485969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05063684636295507,0.0,0.0,0.0568815442005225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05418644451574812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03889606082095568,0.04898861877733282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285030789291778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06023564645587176,0.0,0.0479132625598564,0.0,0.04461685394319672,0.0,0.0567811357428987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05865300419994495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04509497882700481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028418425462945,0.0,0.0,0.055122761571182434,0.0,0.03271520779831569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927633885198127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05200978757854196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16338008881118565,0.0,0.0,0.03985529834837436,0.0,0.4772150071493741,0.0361297044495079
anxiety,YaUsedMeSkinner,2019/04/19,"Skipped out on a party & feeling pretty miserable Rant post incoming!

I was all set to go to a party with my girlfriend this evening and for whatever reason, when it came time to leave, I just couldn't force myself to leave the house. I was feeling horrible about what could happen at the party or if I wouldn't feel comfortable and I knew it was all improbable stuff but it still stopped me from going. Despite her wanting to stay, I told my girlfriend to head on without me and I just needed an early night. Now I'm sat on my couch with no anxiety but an even worse, gnawing feeling of disappointment and frustration in myself.
Anxiety sucks.",5.919677419354841,6.7581062903225835,6.251774193548387,77.84766129032263,66.74193548387098,9.425806451612903,33.24193548387097,9.516144504307137,3.0993419354838703,516,22,94,10,8,166,83,124,0.253,0.66,0.086,-0.9721,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,2,1,6,0,6,1,1,1,2,29,21,9,0,6,7,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,6,8,0,1,6,0,0,3,4,4,0,0,7,4,15,1,19,11,2,19,0,2,0,0,4,6,1,2,7,70,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914441367925829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703355738129862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020869179711712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14107302650426853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334048833532264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573602035658531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200834622473462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624686958095302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18133547922949225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20387717144051265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3741795600876204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310138037737334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658121115587596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16922070484511434,0.1797578104565043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18166731287358945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188328616567448,0.14110530124061085,0.1477212112384471,0.0,0.0,0.20226840657676254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302968044491627,0.0,0.0,0.1688353921571198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421666411451476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17032338470554265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18006276525264844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alex3omg,2019/04/19,"Question about meds I don't want to take medication every day, and I don't have anxiety that bad, but sometimes I get it and I was wondering if it's possible to get medication for that?  Or how it works?  Does anyone know?  I don't have panic attacks or anything I just sometimes worry about stuff more than I probably should.  It's not that bad, I was just curious.  If I could pop a pill and feel better then I probably would.  Uh.. Thanks in advance I hope it's ok to ask about medication here.  I have health insurance and could go to a doctor but I don't want to take pills every day and I don't want to make a big deal out of it.",0.3913784461152901,2.569103075187975,2.861984962406016,90.33608521303259,85.91729323308269,6.554185463659147,20.89674185463659,7.793537801064563,0.9181833583959902,491,16,110,10,15,169,71,133,0.109,0.6990000000000001,0.192,0.9207,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,7,8,1,1,3,1,14,7,0,2,0,29,29,13,0,10,9,0,1,0,0,2,7,0,0,0,10,6,0,0,4,0,0,2,6,4,1,0,2,1,14,4,14,23,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,7,3,73,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261352240648107,0.0,0.0,0.09379087250555952,0.0,0.11038233703468492,0.0,0.1253988691170494,0.15259884076841942,0.0,0.0,0.2239955858592345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11863221762057875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141930484688652,0.0,0.0,0.17301299274762832,0.13828812335643387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13729367853542485,0.11738314542488132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260303990812967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782309249680363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401608419842673,0.0,0.07623246819685774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425800864736123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332271186315809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737175295593546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953669030860728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899463875441973,0.4053831301774797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737946404187253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512179639869543,0.0,0.0,0.28924216594409097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15026279815745192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653274786865525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15355340311035906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20170686140450345,0.0,0.0,0.12349422599859301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23735031643985044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454645568680038,0.09765246237858184,0.13622141939491922,0.0,0.0952862261459445,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ALPHAPUSSYGOD420,2019/04/19,"Anxiety as hotel clerk.     Technically a night auditor, but I still have all the front desk responsibilities from 11pm - 7am. Anyway pretty much everything about this job triggers anxiety. People staring at me as I'm checking them in, people arguing about the price saying it's cheaper online, having to call someone's room because of a noise complaint, people demanding refunds, people making threats and yelling at me for charging them a pet fee after seeing them sneak in a doggo, people tapping on the counter while checking them in, people cutting in front of the line of people checking in to ask me a ""short question"" and worst of all kicking out trespassers / tweakers who almost always make violent threats.  Also I'm the only one working all night so I have to run the whole hotel by myself for 8 hours. 

  Never really actually afraid of anyone's threats because I've heard them many times, carry pepper spray, knife and am a big guy, but I still get super shaky anytime I have to deal with a situation where I have to kick someone out pr deal with someone yelling at me.",10.051334450027916,8.360130135678396,9.577051926298155,65.78217197096598,59.20100502512564,11.25650474595198,41.70910106085985,9.725611199111238,4.2794652149637065,863,39,137,12,9,279,123,199,0.181,0.774,0.046,-0.9792,1,0,0,0,2,0,20.0,0,0,5,2,8,10,6,2,13,0,6,0,0,3,4,19,14,10,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,3,7,0,0,1,2,7,3,1,9,0,1,1,6,15,1,32,13,6,27,0,0,2,0,15,15,0,3,9,89,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.1199349640460867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230689496228536,0.0,0.0,0.0982849643369876,0.10226460012490983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18803992164185152,0.0,0.0,0.08593618025703978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114897106003923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498402627977196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549703994833336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534138510218428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045670676742336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06421140490522942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169264849323674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103405727388633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196161754306895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16407654502890198,0.12460369191026058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034736806581052,0.0,0.09478986847465004,0.0,0.0,0.2306710583813023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328181262786381,0.09347277483953602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5964350991210994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503587343682449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767875874723895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873439206023859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773688110760027,0.0,0.0,0.09793726017645002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814739002704746,0.0,0.0,0.3124042852025193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19629994983116592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166534823511414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13721608390474602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947437405502515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,amfsnrlzpsoc,2019/04/19,I fucking hate this. English is not my native language and when it comes to speaking it I just can’t. When I’m alone I’m perfectly fluent but I can’t talk properly to someone. I tried to call a friend online and relax and he said to me ‘Why are you so quiet. I don’t understand half of what you say’ that hurts me so much. Fuck everything. Anxiety ruins my life.,-0.0914473684210506,2.2008411710526343,2.4345263157894763,91.14468421052635,91.23684210526315,5.67157894736842,20.757894736842104,7.1686216300943375,0.7937463157894729,283,10,60,5,10,97,55,76,0.224,0.6509999999999999,0.125,-0.8158,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,5,8,3,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,1,9,13,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,5,0,1,1,4,11,3,5,12,1,3,0,2,0,2,9,0,2,0,2,39,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25354561591388963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872762372077953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24997472044265445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21087904965300616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22001622035524035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891368287558378,0.4526391713293363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416956521224116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26207033018071824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729140105132588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17996088261745907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328669605180556,0.19467988680743226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074236807782816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19676612306196692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16620748609008887,0.0,0.0,0.2548521113012473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22089971209649736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mlpkatie,2019/04/19,"I tend to shop when i’m anxious I’ve noticed recently that i’ve been spending too much money. Just on things i don’t need, but just want. I noticed when i’m anxious is when I spend the most trying to avoid those feelings, it gives me that little happiness when I confirm and order and know something is on its way. I also have Binge Eating Disorder and when i’m not binging, i’m spending. 

I’ve told my therapist and she just gave me the advice to ‘just cut back’ but that isn’t helping and i’ll let her know at my next appointment at the end of the month. 

In the meantime, what’s so advice, some tips, anything. I’m about to build my house and move out on my own and I will need this money I know. It’s stressing me out so bad.",1.0573118279569904,2.958588709677425,2.7522580645161305,93.73505376344086,81.25806451612901,5.423655913978496,22.59139784946237,6.42735559955562,0.3875075268817203,570,19,127,5,15,188,87,155,0.147,0.797,0.056,-0.9345,0,1,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,15,5,1,2,5,0,8,1,0,0,0,26,24,17,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,9,1,1,4,1,6,1,3,4,0,0,3,1,17,1,14,19,4,22,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,2,10,82,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038310133134385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432277389022825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35125524791245094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279318446233743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954055561278605,0.12980413921414255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17817273236244474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15907626907203126,0.0,0.0,0.13769304296558546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860617526562585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14913315869668242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549201496730406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420279151488104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793820857610942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256313277765888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589702599259311,0.0,0.0,0.1558136007208996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408815411097505,0.16523132842757615,0.11428233695147162,0.23054596273211786,0.0,0.0,0.16533542600652848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539886608130858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349980775710573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968211634593368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17808100761203635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805031735369712,0.10328193580617474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485504462390156,0.0,0.10554838169793347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169541860835437,0.12339836907323792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,radraze2kx,2019/04/19,"Does anyone here experience Déjà vu with their anxiety? I've had anxiety in the past, managed to get it under control; recently though I started having panic attacks that coincided with déjà vu / déjà rêvé. Really strong ""recollections"" of the events unfolding in front of my eyes as they occurred.

i went and got an EEG and an MRI, all clear. It's been suggested by some that anxiety is causing the déjà vu, but I feel sometimes that the déjà vu is surreal or even enjoyable, not always filled with anxiety or dread or fear.

does anyone else experience this?",7.6185294117647056,8.111058892156862,8.045882352941177,67.65647058823532,63.01960784313725,12.290196078431373,36.607843137254896,11.855464076750405,4.762007843137255,445,20,75,14,6,147,71,102,0.16699999999999998,0.762,0.07,-0.8366,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,2,3,6,1,3,6,0,5,2,1,2,2,17,10,8,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,4,2,6,2,11,6,2,10,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,4,4,46,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248031975021755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5239738507481987,0.0,0.0,0.2394614446480956,0.1754493631897284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19480327821806115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17590438099483602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19205337604829945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29969587476770104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14304394887520747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309837416979016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349992173838028,0.0,0.19268574023193025,0.0865810034383853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946264388002312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695139012264554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20090608398581608,0.0,0.0,0.16346213041774196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096968192549482,0.0,0.16907281569545068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16935470279198153,0.0,0.12120023378977017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16823643461864088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15873553824380868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chedderd,2019/04/19,"Do you ever have bouts of anxiety where you feel like you’re not in your body? As the title said, do you ever just feel like you’re not inside your head or body, sort of like your conscious self is escaping your mind and body, and that at any second your mind is going to be detached from yourself. Like you’re going insane sort of? I’ve been feeling like this and it’s pure agony. I truly feel like I’m going to go insane, slip away from myself at any moment. Does anyone else feel this? Is this a normal symptom of anxiety or am I truly succumbing to insanity?",3.1026280193236744,4.533878373913048,4.476811594202901,85.72468599033819,73.95652173913044,6.850241545893723,21.473429951690818,7.3871296695380915,0.6998792270531395,443,10,89,5,9,147,66,115,0.129,0.6829999999999999,0.188,0.7691,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,8,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,9,5,4,0,3,22,20,6,0,1,5,0,5,6,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,3,0,0,6,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,2,6,11,6,14,17,0,12,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,4,9,53,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756782982253799,0.0,0.19762741228975791,0.0,0.0,0.09031776219632832,0.13234860321964695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135825077588465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4304319383771122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130364046214948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790387886551554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336809783162496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265578928899925,0.3691125960272651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936382080819149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325643569989019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37863182961657066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608471413598177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126557906261253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286901825110184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13475113046760626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425574281175875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OceanBoy97,2019/04/19,Does social media help or worsen loneliness? What do you think and why?,2.471538461538458,5.428191923076927,3.2834615384615375,83.09903846153847,91.30769230769228,5.676923076923077,14.192307692307693,7.1686216300943375,0.43410769230769297,57,1,9,1,2,18,13,13,0.337,0.522,0.141,-0.5803,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4691733583628096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35935846267478383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5465197937661492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435322004643435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4837763919131546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Goose9719,2019/04/19,"Think im experiencing a panic attack rn First time poster but decided to open up about this stuff, something I wanna do more of. Sitting in bed at midnight and feel like I'm just freaking out over everything and idk why. Unfortunately one of the ""perks"" of my anxiety makes me feel physically ill so im just trying to control that feeling rn drowning it out with loud music. 

Idk why I'm feeling this but I feel so stupid for it. I feel myself obsessing over things I have to do tommorow, and also obsessing over a traumatic event I experienced like 7 years ago when I was 14 or 15 when i was in high school (finding the body of a kid I went to school with, he'd hung himself) idk why but I'm obsessing on that now! It makes no sense to me...

I guess I just wanted to try venting, about this stuff, try to get myself to be more open to talking about the stuff I'm going through, something I'm not good at in life at all.

 Idk if anyone's gonna read this or if I'll even keep it up but I guess I just had to say something...",1.7430275454992632,3.470611546728972,3.5802016724053125,89.45523118544025,78.39252336448598,6.5613379242498775,23.87998032464339,7.475848149327749,0.9346018691588784,797,27,177,11,19,268,117,214,0.22,0.735,0.044,-0.9897,0,0,3,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,14,10,2,4,6,0,8,3,1,3,1,40,30,16,1,4,13,0,6,2,0,1,2,2,1,1,14,9,0,2,9,1,0,2,2,7,0,2,4,10,19,3,36,23,3,28,0,0,0,0,5,17,0,6,10,111,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277188260580801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271543318503524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869211536429958,0.0,0.0,0.08106641979825459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131896008172079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878078229029294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300341241094848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657583701979223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419743737221927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517298735888715,0.08282600214707897,0.0,0.0,0.10596506756727757,0.098616650909972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06057272606617412,0.0,0.06589013519132413,0.09724314322202644,0.0,0.0,0.2554371605030165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249467281056395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504654823893841,0.0,0.0,0.10305086190188706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189031132406424,0.11328272572400655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154778790942021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856246768074061,0.0,0.0,0.13602805218478484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596919494373978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219840828324187,0.0,0.23467052798814464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677637953440292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3981631998547764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318642848977277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702393631366003,0.07428827402710407,0.0,0.0,0.06760427549419673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23614250933004294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838313038979693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747552115610964,0.3138475501426979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466015524603174
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anxiety,shelledturtle8,2019/04/19,"Extreme stomach issues I have extreme stomach issues when it comes to going out in public. I was perfectly fine until highschool, one day i got a bad stomach cramp right before a presentation, and i developed a fear of having diarrhea in public places or getting sick. This has now caused me to be constantly sick when having to leave the house or go out to public places. I want to get a job but i cant physically work at a job and shit my brains out and throw up for 2 hours at the same time. Anyone experience this? How on earth did you get past it.",4.113727272727271,5.3529850545454565,5.327045454545456,81.3605681818182,71.18181818181819,8.045454545454545,26.47727272727273,8.472884824447931,1.779272727272728,436,14,85,7,8,145,75,110,0.14800000000000002,0.804,0.048,-0.872,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,2,4,5,1,1,7,0,8,8,5,2,1,15,16,10,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,3,0,1,3,0,9,2,17,12,1,26,0,0,0,0,4,12,1,2,10,57,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061770530124913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403231808270198,0.0,0.0,0.1467868568838274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925697544572928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17720750678017355,0.0,0.14859556332460888,0.0,0.18641383705407474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112497923040624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16874047067547399,0.0,0.1941131848193988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703761893071928,0.0,0.19607420504186893,0.0,0.13796594636506165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16988013905214516,0.19904463594998711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36009542492282426,0.3423640752677849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826551589649116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689210647314788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16467308216248458,0.0,0.0,0.3604566343042893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473161270205369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770712586626131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058755029464178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174639868715414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558381870712332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hedgehog1992,2019/04/19,"Why is it so hard to have a social life? I feel like it's so hard for me to have a social life. Due to my anxiety it's really hard for me to make new friends and connect with people. On top of that my family puts a lot of emphasis on having a social life with friends so it's difficult for me to do actives with my own family. I feel so alone. For example I've never been to a spa, So I asked my mom if she would want to go for mother's day as a treat. She said no and if I wanted to go I should ask a friend. I have asked my friends multiple times but they've never seem interested. I know this sounds like such a privileged problem, like I am complaining that no one wants to go to the stupid spa with me. It's just that these type of situations happen all the time, whether it's going for coffee or a movie I always get rejected!  I'm so annoyed that it's this difficult for me to do what I want! I feel like I have to pull peoples teeth just for them to hang out with me. So I spend a lot of time alone because I'm so tired of getting rejected. ( sorry for my terrible english)

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Okay I'm done venting, thanks to anyone who's reading this  :)",2.475663082437276,3.2950647741935515,4.438172043010752,87.78281362007168,74.64516129032258,8.091756272401435,25.068100358422946,8.515128840125781,1.4251767025089612,896,28,206,16,18,308,120,248,0.211,0.638,0.152,-0.9593,0,4,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,1,11,22,2,0,12,1,13,5,1,1,3,33,38,16,0,9,7,2,6,4,4,2,4,2,0,0,17,8,0,0,5,3,1,7,4,9,0,1,3,8,28,13,37,33,4,19,0,2,0,0,18,4,0,6,12,134,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20748976488947107,0.0,0.0,0.08334863866553803,0.108533077845945,0.12171630823508625,0.0,0.0,0.07662901661219684,0.0,0.0,0.07004049913451776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28093350075216283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061062097276192724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460072310385158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025076726750628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18886085103683206,0.0,0.1519453798995562,0.14312151803755752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30956130705740265,0.0,0.10466834425823736,0.0,0.2277134215783172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885791225760422,0.0,0.26919526673867433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05505026691157725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122569971768509,0.1957500694559827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17032021630742505,0.0,0.0,0.06686359037438172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731673101289088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15451302771432895,0.09674385169836948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678771119199835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888915478186334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584821211924237,0.0,0.100697519467838,0.0,0.0,0.10019611472051973,0.0,0.06417083121983624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528366466574384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119010240188324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259416141937105,0.0,0.30632906589423964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213100301099722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222216403477516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17522806154600656,0.11512953873908495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363291038041036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903869490344897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115718898457726,0.0,0.12171630823508625,0.0
anxiety,derfla15,2019/04/19,"How to cope? Losing patience with my anxious SO Hi everyone,

I’ve been with my boyfriend for over 10 years. He’s generally a friendly, charming, curious individual and is well-liked by most. He suffers from anxiety, and it took years for him to come to terms with this. I used to think he was just an insensitive jerk when he would have one of his numerous anxious episodes, but after begging him for years to go see a specialist to help him deal with his anger and stress, he was diagnosed with anxiety and has since been learning how to cope. He is doing much better, but as you all know, there is no cure so his anxiety is very much still present. If anything, these episodes now seems even more frequent/intense to me than they did pre-therapy as everything is out in the open now and I’m not constantly making other excuses for his behaviour. 

I’ve read hundreds of articles and posts on living with someone with anxiety. The majority of these touch on supporting/loving a person with anxiety. I do my best to support him, and I am equipped with knowledge on how to do so...but I feel I have grown insensitive to it all. I have almost no patience left. I know that this is hard for him, and that it’s an illness, but I can’t help but get angry and find it absurd that our lives are being utterly controlled by his fears. We have altered our lifestyle in order to allow him to cope better. Some of the “bigger” changes, or those I struggle the most with are:

- We pretty much avoid alcohol and coffee as these seem to trigger him (which may seem minor, but our love of wine is one of our biggest shared interests that we used to bond over) 
- We can’t go to the movies or any form of crowded/enclosed space (escape rooms, arcades, axe throwing, etc) as he fears an attack could happen and we would be trapped
- We can’t travel because he is terrified of flying, terrorism, driving in non-perfect conditions, and of unknown territory in general
- I have been relentlessly deep cleaning our entire house on a weekly basis as he gets so stressed out by clutter or being unable to find something, but he has no idea how to be organized or properly clean and gets overwhelmed easily as soon as there is more than 1-2 things to do (I.e if he has to do dishes AND vacuum in the same day, he stresses and mopes around all day) 
- We can’t take on any projects together around the house or in general as he gets overwhelmed with anything that is unpredictable or not sufficiently structured
- We can’t invite people over or hang out with friends and family for too long as he turns into the biggest asshole whenever he is nervous about something. He has had episodes in the past in front of my friends and family. He doesn’t want me to tell them about his anxiety, so i’ve respected that, but i’m fairly certain my friends/family think that he is verbally abusive and their opinion of him is negative as a result. 
- Our finances have struggled as he is all over the place with money. I happen to be great with money, but I’m being held back as he is constantly in a cycle of accumulating debt due to stress and wanting to treat himself, then being so stressed by his debts that he goes into extreme repayment mode where he allows himself no wiggle room and then the cycle starts again.

I’m struggling to find willingness to stay in this relationship. I love him, the real him that is hidden under all this anxiety, but I feel utterly defeated thinking that I will have to have a lifestyle so different from the one I’ve always hoped for just so that his anxiety can be slightly more controlled. When he is anxious, he is cruel and insensitive and there is nothing I can say/do to make things easier. When he is calm, he can openly talk about anxiety and the impact it has on his life. Whenever he is anxious/angry, he is in denial about it and blames his behaviour on outside sources - i.e “I am yelling at you right now cause you ask too many questions” or “I’m tense and angry because we haven’t had sex in X amount of days”. I hate being made to feel like a selfish jerk for being annoyed that his mental health issues are taking control of my life, but I feel like they truly are. It’s becoming more and more difficult for me to accept his behaviour, to see the real him, to retain attraction towards him, and to not be interested in other people. I find myself fantasizing about being single just because I could finally escape the feeling of always walking on eggshells and I could at last feel like I am in control of my own life. I haven’t ended the relationship as I care deeply about him and would miss him badly if I did, and I guess I am holding on to hope that my patience will magically reappear or his anxiety will improve and no longer control our lives. 

Do any other partners feel this way or am I a horrible human being? How do you cope? Did things ever get better/easier?

For those of you who have anxiety - have your partners ever expressed this kind of frustration? What impact did it have on you if so?",7.974860823853843,6.8640762264736335,8.081559591520165,73.00373201051362,62.846949327818,11.202076870044813,37.20891502930024,10.317481424215053,3.7553068079972425,3969,165,731,76,48,1296,386,967,0.181,0.6970000000000001,0.121,-0.9965,3,2,4,0,1,0,100.0,16,7,4,10,43,58,8,15,29,0,99,12,0,20,8,173,154,86,0,14,30,0,9,3,5,7,7,1,5,4,41,64,3,9,24,3,5,11,17,30,0,3,14,12,96,27,143,117,25,100,0,6,2,3,108,52,0,27,36,534,137,4,0.0,0.058350684915398625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05263100665318442,0.049314638137639484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195636291534303,0.0,0.0,0.10047074186956934,0.0,0.41441942876644144,0.22254434691138386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105361835895937,0.08768210899677309,0.046040119973472855,0.056026573335625815,0.0,0.037868579952009915,0.04111992284739574,0.09006315192779747,0.05439041442612378,0.0,0.0,0.05168261187406603,0.1306672437421843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0502114960212078,0.050591138876179914,0.052097727172296514,0.04242268805161342,0.0,0.10643892564374614,0.2761784261525572,0.11796127491132605,0.0,0.0,0.09528242558114973,0.050772401976717584,0.0,0.049985561701602114,0.0,0.051453552889129006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04361900427556733,0.0,0.05492440446642867,0.03252776037716755,0.08909505419624071,0.0,0.047058459963416975,0.04426081916522117,0.0,0.1392795553943008,0.11083511380901064,0.17430845559118086,0.10554808627723937,0.0,0.05394864549676647,0.180046681058825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141463701384708,0.0,0.12864992375878762,0.0,0.05597741042435117,0.0,0.0,0.0542959617355336,0.054252092250187685,0.0,0.08709947556187728,0.0,0.04411642735293888,0.04862208583684301,0.0,0.05234819367426608,0.0,0.0,0.0660196319395696,0.0,0.0,0.09782851422356452,0.0,0.1136508831129395,0.0,0.055594862226880315,0.0,0.051401991884990096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05128408871756787,0.054130693984053936,0.04014359535655019,0.0,0.0,0.053507965890053036,0.0,0.10435570256733864,0.07218007991745118,0.0,0.13046034133003342,0.043582824200261085,0.0,0.055095780777988976,0.0,0.0,0.08889626921813737,0.0465995349703259,0.06574668484431319,0.049929620720735764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0496302799751904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860857535163862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047254669235186536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011491442258484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047012674125512466,0.0682845584316309,0.04300134937550577,0.051453552889129006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047165855820824144,0.05010279905416255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05516889668487629,0.0,0.0492612073347368,0.11210973870794166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574758557213647,0.0,0.04205742056989873,0.0,0.03916389096756998,0.0,0.0,0.07848836868429096,0.13450026142705554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04073835538103576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04172756904326766,0.07582684836018913,0.0,0.0,0.03485790305395373,0.0524916876104832,0.039329420711018616,0.0,0.2820664016543011,0.1544537316099132,0.0,0.0,0.05588591079059406,0.0,0.0,0.07405655381044722,0.03958358059522015,0.04304481794710845,0.0,0.056319242957075015,0.0,0.0981543098145718,0.0946681591908334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054716206921106486,0.0,0.05356755172815159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506871258740123,0.0,0.04063465878638297,0.058095351372652974,0.03909067497004106,0.039503678877172765,0.0,0.044279758695537484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495284322262574,0.0,0.0,0.09514206050156623
anxiety,wolfbee16,2019/04/19,"Help with Health Anxiety (3 weeks dealing with it) Ive just acquired health anxiety and just saw a psychiatrist for the first time this morning and got prescribed lexapro. For those dealing with what I have how do you manage? I’ll feel pressure, heat, and stabbing like in my heart. Or a sense or disorientation and numbness. Numbness in my face sometimes as well as everything kinda getting brighter. Some other things I can’t think of but it is very annoying and a little scary. I have very bad family history when it comes to health and it always is in the back of my mind. 

I am healthy, other than juuling for ~8 months now but I’m working on quitting. I’ve gotten better at breathing and understand what I’m dealing with but it doesn’t make it easier. Any help would be lovely. And yes, I know about /r/healthanxiety but figured I’d ask the far bigger community.",3.1151842664776765,5.715780234939762,3.9989581856839145,83.78406449326722,77.97590361445782,7.038412473423105,27.83699503897945,8.124751697461798,2.1152491849751955,693,30,127,13,17,222,110,166,0.113,0.721,0.166,0.895,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,5,8,9,1,1,6,1,11,9,3,2,0,33,25,18,0,1,8,0,1,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,13,13,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,5,1,1,3,2,10,4,19,20,1,16,0,0,1,1,8,8,0,5,8,81,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039751615672828,0.0,0.0,0.09839730426637712,0.0,0.2213819784786911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13526993856693414,0.0,0.0,0.1112612323051473,0.12081396487778798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279706340462765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464160410295078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4475214030877915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004219565134273,0.0,0.1364052114595726,0.0,0.07316194811054125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230771709509808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755969675731463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572550674987127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4614108486134212,0.0,0.1714638229046795,0.1939715092363507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079520379769073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069048315408147,0.14502202317232013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059254496834044,0.0,0.09658478328242916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14610031970180284,0.0,0.1154938662455188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15390054055363506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14310668028651993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612867694775057,0.09271447080913436,0.0,0.0,0.08437259727682646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063220369154576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387764324197845,0.0,0.0,0.11606529735287258,0.0,0.13009784166407792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053394076028764,0.0,0.0,0.10278690747207428,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,crispypsyduck,2019/04/19,"How can I calm my relationship anxiety? Hi. I’m sorry if this feels like a stupid question but anytime I’m getting closer into a committed relationship or just talking to a girl my mind starts racing about everything. I want to be able to have a healthy relationship but my mind always assumes the worst. If she’s busy and can’t come see me, I think she’s cheating or doesn’t wanna hang out with me. If she isn’t answering the phone or replying to texts she’s ignoring me because she doesn’t wanna text. If she replies with one word she is on the verge of breaking up. I always assume the worst and create problems that aren’t there and then it becomes an actual problem for us. 

I’ve begun trying to rationalize but it only helps a bit. If she says sorry, I have sports practice, then sometimes I’ll think “oh she’s just making that up” but then I try to be rational and say well she is in sports and she does have practice. If she isn’t answering her phone and I think she’s ignoring me I try my hardest to think well maybe she is busy. 

I know rationalizing helps because my friends therapist told him to stop being irrational and try to start rationalizing things. I will say, I do not have anxiety, nor am I self diagnosing, but this is a problem that I feel comes along with those who do have anxiety, and if you have any tips please let me know :) Thank you all for the support",2.3525899184382943,4.6011454115523485,3.8320497392699586,85.86156304318763,78.6389891696751,7.136194678432948,25.060703302580556,8.167268648758528,1.6063409279315417,1097,41,222,21,27,362,141,277,0.16,0.6970000000000001,0.14300000000000002,-0.7351,1,0,0,1,0,0,21.0,1,2,0,0,7,16,2,0,12,0,25,1,0,2,2,63,46,28,0,13,18,0,2,1,1,1,1,3,0,2,10,16,0,3,13,2,0,3,8,9,2,1,1,6,42,7,25,40,4,19,0,0,1,0,37,8,0,13,8,152,52,0,0.10269326891270192,0.0,0.10021381677666368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170898052643238,0.0,0.0,0.06983494436287954,0.0,0.23568020890313796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520172712944386,0.11341664731370207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211445232920997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769223161696706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104231506270064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986757166323249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229408839853157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384960469949356,0.07336409183031961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934056482028574,0.0,0.0536529944985195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13766626694195996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287506986684508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501082514507612,0.0,0.05017074395337108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06854855442553033,0.0,0.10316919153630266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073818540831856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958761673793569,0.0781028585440364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272637105626865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294790767961647,0.0,0.0,0.11503996364089852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33076241678763585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449974277361498,0.0,0.0,0.08183323958107644,0.0,0.10713147604569533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156626881474902,0.2299134138520219,0.14537364859152954,0.0,0.0,0.08585617111120865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653510459183936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254095960014056,0.0,0.09454616473900987,0.0,0.11923480029065688,0.06822484473913883,0.26320680058720514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812781926944396,0.0,0.27888795451405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352735821327933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060571150695563424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846671634366332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,u_4ik,2019/04/19,I cured my social anxiety by eating a can of sardines every day Just wondering if anyone else has experienced the same thing?,10.957826086956523,8.988653478260874,11.336521739130434,54.75086956521741,57.69565217391304,14.417391304347825,40.39130434782609,13.023866798666859,5.6175565217391314,102,4,15,3,1,35,23,23,0.078,0.922,0.0,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765636751387046,0.0,0.0,0.25278489409856675,0.37042245993924505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331520641669737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36992770771339417,0.3020056069652354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045982459083933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3685265974126775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24017944338183925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.392055661928016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PhoenixTears01,2019/04/19,"Storms (specifically thunderstorms) give me debilitating anxiety. So, I'm not entirely sure if this is the right sub to post this in, but I figured this would be a good place to start. (Also, obligatory ""Sorry, I'm on mobile"" warning. Also also, I don't know which flair to use either..)

Getting right into it, when thunderstorms are in the forecast, my anxiety flares up like never before. Specifically the threat of tornadoes. Now, I live in southeastern US (South Carolina and Georgia). And recently the weather has been severe every weekend. And when the storm rolls around (and I'm not exaggerating), I can't function normally. My entire world is focused on the weather. My appetite vanishes, trying to distract myself is always in vain, I have all day long back-to-back panic attacks to the point where I'm just sitting in a hallway in tears. 

I'm...not even entirely sure why I'm posting, or what I hope to get out of it. I know that I need help. This recent spike in panic attacks have started to affect my relationship, but I honestly don't know what to do. Maybe I'm just looking for advice? 

Anyway, I'm not really sure what else to say about it. So thank you for reading the ramblings of an anxious mess, haha. I'm pretty responsive, so if you have a question in the comments then I will most likely give you an answer if I have one. Thanks again.",4.259574032738094,6.233213324218752,5.481473214285713,77.4757291666667,72.0078125,8.157440476190478,29.377976190476193,8.841846274778883,2.60391168154762,1065,44,186,21,21,354,150,256,0.18,0.6809999999999999,0.14,-0.8332,0,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,1,3,0,0,17,19,3,3,14,1,17,0,0,2,5,37,40,19,0,7,12,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,12,7,0,0,6,2,0,0,7,8,0,1,1,2,21,11,29,36,3,37,0,0,1,0,11,21,0,7,15,127,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783406637530217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647438147693713,0.09182116693558257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16883696816435909,0.12466562022419175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982361012746871,0.0,0.25108119297061043,0.0,0.16970675992435985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390087484546884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116749445759901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218439663682257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288602884238983,0.0,0.0929757755091349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153080561948084,0.21171814895757693,0.0,0.09255748049836328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396618675734418,0.0,0.0,0.10960379421498556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819386553469757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782419540945268,0.0,0.097442267678568,0.09765747610225248,0.09266734500941183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108627677395453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182413104144279,0.08510976746969831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812089751522036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477693366678809,0.0,0.0,0.2589470757558097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115293678274663,0.0,0.1043176986316468,0.0,0.2113721871946438,0.11226699946761423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12361877203815227,0.0,0.11038121705824064,0.0,0.07069390334587346,0.0,0.21791729919552286,0.11847605679968705,0.0,0.18847890744091164,0.0,0.08775582620948587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466562022419175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352930666861812,0.15621451325982344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120145367431885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031934019457235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749213259943222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273909215678614,0.09530813937596716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957493330392474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839043604105264,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chuckmangione69,2019/04/19,"Has anyone else felt their concentration go to absolute shit? 24 in a couple of weeks, female. I just stumbled across this sub and I wanted to get some opinions on something that’s been eating away at me. Background- I’ve struggled with anxiety since I was probably 13, diagnosed at 18. I was put on some ssri (i forget) along with .5mg Xanax. Never took the ssri in absolute fear of gaining weight from it like I’ve heard can happen. 

What brings me here is me struggling to get through the last couple of courses in my undergrad degree. I have to take them sequentially, not in the same semester, once I pass this stat class I’m currently (and will fail) taking. I was going to class at the beginning of the semester and got a 70 on my first exam. After that things went down hill, I stopped attending because I was frustrated no matter how hard i tried I couldn’t stay focused. The professor is a jerk and really unhelpful, and being in a lecture hall of 100+ students makes it difficult to ask any questions. 

My question is: does anyone else struggle with their concentration as a result of their anxiety? How have you dealt with it? I want to go to a doctor and get some adderall or something, which I already know to be a very daunting and lengthy process- and sometimes they don’t even give it to you. I get some from my friends occasionally when I need it and it makes me super anxious when I take it (can barely drink coffee for this reason) so I really wouldn’t abuse it like some may fear. I’m tired of disappointing my family and friends by taking forever to graduate school and it’s making me feel like even more of a failure. I’m a psych student and fully aware that anxiety can happen as a result of add/adhd, just looking for someone to maybe help me out or tell me it’s all okay?

TLDR: how do/did you cope with your concentration being affected by your anxiety?",3.4762090163934403,5.5654934890710415,4.732920081967215,81.50134733606559,74.49180327868852,7.853688524590162,27.284494535519126,8.660442795831766,2.203934699453552,1491,58,277,30,32,492,202,366,0.151,0.769,0.08,-0.9752,1,0,3,0,1,0,40.0,0,5,5,4,11,18,3,5,16,1,22,8,1,10,2,57,56,22,0,5,5,0,4,3,2,3,4,1,0,0,19,19,3,1,6,1,0,9,6,11,0,1,10,6,40,7,52,39,8,36,0,2,1,0,19,16,1,11,13,186,59,13,0.0,0.10836985749432852,0.0,0.0,0.1099219272740893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009327739928698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621986413957892,0.0,0.27987877093888225,0.1033282608247098,0.0,0.1279074799623263,0.18743130811368855,0.0,0.0,0.08550647259378373,0.0,0.08593341803374795,0.0,0.0,0.05575559198123365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20240630371594967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283401225247777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361725702670584,0.08004074341273383,0.0,0.0,0.08959987762803308,0.0,0.09359048338428493,0.1528128342445723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082218955250225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622409826515802,0.2058448072420216,0.04624693540410179,0.06534188407698249,0.08781976223747624,0.0,0.0,0.0777992128652668,0.0,0.0,0.1413296848567243,0.0,0.1911446136354343,0.08774058187602903,0.15594325926209313,0.0,0.07315209850866626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617625871599747,0.0,0.08193375882954232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06130637639894361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05026621025636814,0.07455534951143791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405403871307742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680670563260703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18315874640459845,0.0,0.09188785938048086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06781938066646513,0.07054265832090922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974061513870615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861363786375027,0.0,0.0,0.09194656029543392,0.2049211754935759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718833260529905,0.09404020257060806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256642864916063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388645892709392,0.07565994766980186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749713165081155,0.1408268774042996,0.09046021285691504,0.0,0.0,0.09748843075676884,0.0,0.07646798099835116,0.0,0.2868540259347736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27507811415051026,0.0,0.07994354811020286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06076460274906013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051243876850391,0.0,0.0,0.10161984482731748,0.06209803713126817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754673606384506,0.10789564781399684,0.0,0.07336688603789086,0.1113784845257994,0.0,0.08478802383851945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ashreyboots,2019/04/19,"L-Theanine and Birth Control? I have been dealing with anxiety lately. I am really trying to avoid prescription medications because I don’t want to become addicted. 

My mother has suggest the L-Theanine. It’s an OTC supplement that’s used to help with anxiety and ADHD. 

I am a tad nervous because I know some supplements (such as St Johns Wart) can cause the birth control pills to be ineffective. Does anyone know about this L-Theanine medication? Could it interfere with BC?

Has anyone tried  L-Theanine. I know it won’t have the same effect as a prescription medication, but I am curious to try it and see if it does anything.",4.6287179487179495,6.898447299145303,6.017444444444448,72.75950000000002,71.73504273504274,9.466324786324787,33.06752136752137,9.888512548439397,3.848248547008547,502,25,83,14,10,169,73,117,0.07400000000000001,0.87,0.056,0.309,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,4,2,3,0,2,6,0,13,6,0,5,0,22,19,7,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,7,6,0,4,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,8,0,11,15,2,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,3,53,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17020103904165226,0.1876338330821589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388728431709582,0.0,0.0,0.2183346975473557,0.0,0.12847888886847522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19034665236750736,0.17242956334451753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603850251475871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35021851500207685,0.12465438588233548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609596689999269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732548793805023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464836890485364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574092887235785,0.0,0.1761176050821558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4718433721407908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001869774540564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441268634051385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179991387368425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348432542801202,0.0,0.0,0.09208751372118176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NotDominusGhaul,2019/04/19,"Do I Have Anxiety? Hey, I’m 17 and I’m  curious if I may have anxiety.
I’ve been reading about it and I definitely have some of the things described. I get extremely nervous when I’m about to be talking to a group of people (like a presentation) and sometimes my head will feel like it’s shaking a bit, and my hands will shake. On top of this I’m usually quite excited to do something with my friends like go to the cinema but when the day comes I get extremely nervous even though I know my friends would never let anything happen to me, and not much can really go wrong going to the cinema.

Also, with my good friend I feel like I’m really talkative and funny, but if he brings along someone he knows and I don’t, I feel like I really change and can really struggle to still be, well, me. I just sorta become really quiet and don’t really say much because I think about what I’m going to say for ages.

I would say that I’ve only really noticed this since I was like 15 or 16, when I had to do a presentation in front of a camera and 2 people and I was completely fine until the person turned on the camera and I started shaking a lot. I still managed to talk quite well though.

Any ideas?",2.9263671373555837,4.2383119105691085,4.9529696191698775,82.61293324775353,74.20325203252034,8.593581514762517,25.142490372272142,9.134995656068208,1.9578487804878053,934,30,193,21,19,323,122,246,0.08,0.733,0.187,0.9792,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,3,15,21,0,6,12,0,22,2,2,0,1,37,45,24,0,4,7,0,4,6,3,5,0,4,0,1,7,16,0,0,7,3,0,10,4,7,2,0,4,8,25,14,25,33,5,27,0,0,0,0,13,4,0,7,19,126,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748165052881302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588746170199672,0.0,0.14823878293494305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973093075744031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05906229378805027,0.10700566993252326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577708268366078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249512265815444,0.08346081204192908,0.10158568604635176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0624850284722822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06399390089757499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14696911943218546,0.20765136286159874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245673053957516,0.0,0.10124042203999203,0.0,0.22025573317450406,0.08126542669994752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567812758559938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994354918398582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093752555512128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649470563500717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099074994376583,0.0,0.2840087867997652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237108699438228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244830317425794,0.0,0.07472633797417003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030813120570923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368802464274603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434048992121142,0.08459924871832622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061055645222417,0.09691465946997202,0.0,0.4344845098081717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311487291115195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014711885341325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209326086667743,0.074589454716094,0.09582514467217866,0.0,0.06857813657216312,0.0,0.15475046681090446,0.0,0.0,0.10128883430949287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15575051613819527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436837439887852,0.06208220022085621,0.1903848009023353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105386800593357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670892845470403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17422868693534732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13765353593832402,0.10593229942762328,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EhrHD,2019/04/19,"Am I the only one that does this? In anticipation for seeing friends, going to an event, or anything involving other people, I find myself playing through all possible scenarios days beforehand, and when it comes to the actual event, I shit myself and can’t follow through with what I thought I’d say because it feels forced and predetermined, almost scripted.",16.150476190476187,10.51256,14.11404761904762,49.97678571428575,52.17460317460318,17.044444444444448,53.72222222222222,13.816669648895859,7.192117460317463,292,14,43,7,2,93,51,63,0.102,0.8009999999999999,0.097,-0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,3,0,2,1,1,0,1,11,8,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,1,0,3,1,1,0,1,1,3,6,2,7,7,1,8,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,2,4,31,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.27405870262934884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812200506820967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311068632325256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17119706647097466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419182403944241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18111815316888946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457644154334891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14200081809049253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566820861140038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21697579196076167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596074795545694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19030401770614935,0.21359098747755306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19469865042253165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166041801638304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22333473018839686,0.0,0.0,0.22379260857340166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882775660435287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22295508083055265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,coolbeanzz69,2019/04/19,how do you convince yourself to go out I HAVE to go to an event tonight or else I’ll let people down. I want to go. But I feel like I can’t go (if that makes sense),-2.5546153846153845,-0.8991341538461537,0.1596923076923087,107.8103076923077,95.66666666666666,3.12,15.492307692307696,3.1291,-1.5916092307692309,124,3,36,0,5,42,29,39,0.0,0.838,0.162,0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,8,11,4,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,6,10,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755614700841374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16679061768390802,0.2356569816053932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7498838516525622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33731125775829784,0.0,0.16115630671600933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22018871939006893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286881766096781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945640461044021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ladyvonkulp,2019/04/19,"Is Zoloft slow to kick in? I have a family member who started Zoloft several weeks ago.  He doses at night, but has had frequent problems waking up overnight and staying awake for several hours.  He’s also noticed minimal therapeutic effect from it so far.  Anyone else have these same issues with Zoloft?  We’ll be going back in a few weeks if this continues.",4.48,6.988797606060608,5.148484848484848,77.7427272727273,72.93939393939394,8.036363636363637,27.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.5563212121212127,286,11,47,6,6,92,58,66,0.061,0.939,0.0,-0.6007,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,7,5,1,1,0,7,9,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,8,6,2,17,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,10,30,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19855015570871629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791215965761582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15661628322435714,0.22950022035686515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17223147864983626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18711163831398964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21115415296491288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272964576516032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205811817223189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337832862789682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101957737884725,0.0,0.0,0.2550096499241634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21432443973571744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5060810569380144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15853850852668286,0.2387393714112316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3593362641929567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bobby104402,2019/04/19,"Why do people feel the need to give me advice when they find out I have anxiety So some context, I have anxiety around my school work and exams and I take medication for it. I think it's due to the fact that it's the only thing I'm good at so if I don't get an A I've got nothing.


So whenever a teacher/uncle or older person finds out I have an anxiety they always give me this 10 minute advice on how to just stay calm before I go into tests and to not worry about these things. I understand there just trying to help but it's really awkward and anoying especially after the 3rd time and you have heard it all already

Just an observation.",3.8351160862354883,4.458889559701493,5.627114427860699,81.23770315091214,71.31343283582089,8.642122719734662,25.33665008291874,8.841846274778883,1.7068102819237143,507,14,105,9,9,175,90,134,0.052000000000000005,0.889,0.058,0.1934,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,2,1,11,3,0,1,9,0,6,1,0,1,2,26,18,13,0,2,7,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,10,9,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,2,14,2,14,16,2,13,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,3,5,73,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254632973895421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18377051554798274,0.0,0.13856669216665507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38218606299778973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824742550409578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417051650848651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420280970704744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30441166667775016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700529769073125,0.3195024039857837,0.0946431042403599,0.1396778579054171,0.13318963033062073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162186425202617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677619294165442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234802339832811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597904780648426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665392717844426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545126029696468,0.1454079837052162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066836838379456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16853772706666634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17749932426706946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252101890536002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212708901679845,0.10670600146999544,0.0,0.0,0.0971052567142667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306325831228113,0.0,0.0,0.1733640930942483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15026784772099466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212361660960218,0.16911977665829456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AbuDun09,2019/04/19,"Being talked about? So the other night I heard my roommate through the wall when I was trying to fall asleep. I 'heard' him shit talking me really bad. Today I confronted him about it and he told me that there was nothing about it. But it all made sense in my head. So my question is: anybody hearing people constantly talking about them?
How do you reason with that?
You can never be sure - so why say anything?
But what if it is true - and those ppl are your rare friends...?
Felt really shitty that day.

Thx for listening",1.4916538461538449,4.166246150000006,2.2780000000000022,92.43130769230773,87.5,5.0769230769230775,20.69230769230769,6.67199483983844,0.4814538461538467,405,13,79,5,13,126,74,100,0.147,0.805,0.048,-0.8995,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,1,0,10,6,2,0,2,0,9,3,3,3,4,15,16,10,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,10,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,7,6,15,3,9,7,1,9,0,0,0,0,18,2,1,2,6,58,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161381853030906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16374369164401634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21192528356888404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647475184033033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882963922918246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15151413021535912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012654785001161,0.0,0.22103026760751385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18556406132505324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15125215243219714,0.0,0.0,0.1840359874184001,0.0,0.1881728722279551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595800898474844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196881263769468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251266226257849,0.20163378291271888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15595457486564332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20130413759515087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848313915687144,0.0,0.0,0.4728774642309643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18588938710909253,0.18739154706317876,0.0,0.13314584396849755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769588078815189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,barpipes,2019/04/19,"Looking for a book/podcast with some laughs Hey there, I'm new around here and I am finishing my current book. I read books in my car on my break at work because the people in the break room make me anxious. If I don't have a book to read, I surf social media and stress about the horrible political climate.

 I am hoping to find a book to read similar to Jenny Lawson Furiously Happy, and Let's Pretend this Never Happened. What I love about her books is that they are real life mental health, but also funny. I also liked Hanna Hart's book's, and Mamrie Hart's book's. I use to read Dean Koontz books, but since my anxiety has gotten bad, I tend to avoid things that are too heavy, but not opposed to exploring fiction again.

I also really enjoy podcasts. ""My dad wrote a porno"" is hilariously bad, ""this might get weird"" is funny, a local radio station has one that is a summary of their show plus actual podcast stuff, I will check some other interview style ones to see who is being interviewed (dax Shepard, Alan Alda, ect)

What are you reading/listening to??",5.553567447045706,6.087702260869566,6.467342995169084,77.0556856187291,67.45410628019323,9.074544778892603,28.96655518394649,9.057496981413335,2.3550196209587515,836,27,154,14,13,278,136,207,0.13,0.764,0.105,-0.3081,1,1,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,2,1,10,12,1,2,9,0,18,3,0,2,1,25,30,12,0,2,5,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,11,7,0,2,2,15,1,2,3,6,0,2,2,2,21,6,20,24,2,16,0,0,2,1,12,7,0,5,6,100,32,16,0.0,0.0,0.13557545713540034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333063650497269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628092708020742,0.15695114448582112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236769888695842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320011823850033,0.0846903248258913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697933263750175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258509345104368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285517527879446,0.14789336988842353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14767589512778054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379886524536154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206514711377172,0.09813023593652663,0.06787408927314041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666605299467543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538958088979998,0.0,0.09273672933667043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400085753939123,0.14738257725531528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715123694302277,0.13417927963042972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882848743548825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631643980443136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5558696396287403,0.1581325434002092,0.08900199604631451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070907407708593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492417741026165,0.0,0.0,0.14162144904637308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15914363199984852,0.0,0.1590413978212584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229879482700608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199907522777432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011425588934392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Returdalirt,2019/04/19,"Terrified of death Hello, my name is Jack and I’m 18 years old. For the past week, I’ve been having extremely compulsive thoughts about how I’m eventually going to die one day. I feel like the world I knew is in question. I question why am I human. I question why we do the things we do. I’ve always been a gym rat and I look back to how I was having fun living life, and not questioning it. Every time I see someone I think, “ how are they not terrified of death.” It feels like nothing is real. I feel like I’m out of touch with reality. I think about how short life is, and how I’m waisting it being terrified and extremely anxious. I have never been this miserable in my entire life. It feels like my life is crashing before my eyes. I think about how it was before I’ve been having these thoughts and I wish I could just go back. I feel so terrible that nothing is enjoyable. Each morning I do not want to wake up. Can someone please help me. Tips and advice to overcoming this would be greatly appreciated.",1.4691577540106948,3.807244926470588,3.2969518716577544,87.94082887700537,82.57843137254902,6.454188948306596,22.998217468805706,7.686295010490155,1.186772549019608,791,28,162,14,22,264,108,204,0.134,0.7190000000000001,0.147,-0.0086,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,2,0,1,0,13,9,0,1,4,0,26,7,3,6,1,44,47,14,3,4,4,0,6,4,0,1,4,0,0,1,10,12,1,0,15,1,0,2,4,2,0,1,9,9,25,7,16,34,1,17,0,1,3,0,11,6,0,4,13,104,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408110736743542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862550635125112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032687108750115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16380043982754228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18126566798793725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504019575762349,0.0,0.0,0.06869064555103559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105413799811692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973993097559031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692752684573687,0.3043653071944599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210650684490337,0.0,0.0,0.1174285175785654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139193470324462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009268721933331,0.20814315988345075,0.0,0.09405097540402384,0.0,0.08944223481113944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214768434309921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20439994355314506,0.0,0.11176515286186847,0.0,0.07217446511284599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167659718144696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691685843672632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.477265825823677,0.0,0.0,0.12123259264397775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487530644221311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804924866705652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707610334608563,0.20474343285084376,0.0,0.1691153334238461,0.06210729585230785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06282282118074972,0.0,0.08543652789577934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922188353398626,0.0,0.12248214742977515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566220642902112,0.0,0.0,0.06858945408922504
anxiety,Apee75,2019/04/19,"Sertraline: day or night? Do you dose in the morning, or at night? And how was it?",-1.6960784313725483,0.0762001764705893,0.5023529411764721,101.55392156862746,106.05882352941177,4.619607843137255,17.43137254901961,6.42735559955562,-0.14870980392156818,61,2,15,1,3,20,15,17,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,4,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32496489628723185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.945726078830984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HelpDontHate,2019/04/19,"I'm sorry to be so selfish and come here seeking help and not being able to provide it.. I'm just so terrified. I have something clearly wrong with my brain. I'm just CONSTANTLY in a state of severe panic about EVERYTHING. Im terrified of doctors and getting the help i need and just.. idk.. it's so damn tiresome... I'm way too scared to seek professional help because I'm just absolutely convinced that everyone is out to get me and that there's people who are hellbent on destroying my life even further. Im terrified I'll get locked up by a psychiatrist if i see one for being so crazy and panicky. Im even starting to become a conspiracy theorist of sorts. 
Im terrified of pills and everything else. But i know my problem isnt fixable with therapy or anything like that. Im 100% convinced im dying, even though i still wake up everyday. My family has been through shit creek these last couple years. How would i tell them if i ever faced my fears and went to the dr and got my diagnosis? Im as much of a failure as it gets, being 26 and unable to hold a job. Im too scared to get another job out of fear I'll just lose it again in no time and mess up my resume that much more. If someone so much as speaks of any type of illness, i have it. And im 100% convinced i do and its not just Hypochondria, because i have symptoms from my head to my toes. I live in constant, daily pain and discomfort out of fear of going to the dr and getting that news. 
My absolute biggest fear has always been imprisonment. Ive always been scared of breaking any law and ending up in jail, until last year. My best friend died and my gf was cold and mean and unsupportive, so it set me off that someone could be so evil and heartless, much less my gf. So i became enraged and made a mess of the house and was charged with domestic violence and placed on probation. 
Now im just beside myself with daily anxiety that the government is after me and that going to jail is inevitable, even if I'm perfect and obey every law, they can still find ways to screw me. I feel like they think im a threat because i now have a violent history so theyre gonna do everything they can to imprison me. And i just cant go. I havent done anything wrong but im still just so certain that im gonna end up in that concrete HELL! I will gladly take death over jail in a heartbeat. I dont belong in there. Im not a bad person. Im the only person i know who's willing to give his last cent and shirt off his back to any random stranger, and i often do. And it starts arguments between my gf and I for me helping others beyond my means. 
Ive been averaging a couple hours of sleep per night. I just cant sleep out of pure, ceaseless anxiety. Ive read on the internet, reviews of all potential, nearby psychiatrists and they basically all confirmed my fears: that these doctors love to throw pills down your throat that make you even worse off and that they love to imprison people wrongfully. 
What can I do, Reddit? I want to believe so badly that there's a normal life out there for me, even though the chances of that are looking like 0% at best. Im so scared. I just want a normal life and control of my own life. 
Thank you so much to anyone who takes the precious time out of their lives to pay any attention to my pathetic problems. Please let me know if there's any way I could help any of you guys. Helping others helps me feel better. Like im not completely worthless, only mostly. 
Have a great day and please do everything in your power to be happy. I wouldn't wish the way i feel on my worst enemy.",3.8099224806201564,4.69718611627907,5.0607387140902915,84.30882808937533,71.55813953488372,8.140994072047425,28.1500227998176,8.435331408891425,1.870315823073416,2805,101,583,44,51,933,312,731,0.183,0.6859999999999999,0.131,-0.9828,3,0,1,0,1,0,72.0,0,5,7,7,52,55,10,11,24,0,48,26,10,5,7,111,93,62,3,17,23,0,3,4,4,6,13,1,0,3,31,45,0,2,11,1,2,6,11,35,0,1,10,7,74,20,88,68,14,73,1,2,2,3,36,33,4,10,31,374,105,10,0.03847210161626993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06402374096107942,0.0,0.0,0.15697409018185104,0.040341352988993474,0.05886210486734737,0.0,0.0,0.026900587971013662,0.0,0.06331852318937778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029582671401801805,0.06424519573765465,0.0703567081804232,0.0424894136356555,0.0,0.0433448840956219,0.08074819421245329,0.03402544747741473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042947588891672106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033140308989733185,0.04033726658229517,0.0831493487653908,0.043149733311846836,0.06143368527438275,0.08513729737467007,0.0,0.024811322824937188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985593503234995,0.0,0.0,0.07875565241356179,0.0,0.03937031718182638,0.045089016569006574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032138504268138364,0.0,0.06814972581454874,0.0,0.0,0.15246276167108672,0.034800218481300896,0.032414404899844235,0.0367617417800406,0.13830497694908306,0.0,0.03626807347445804,0.2164590509961308,0.05835795160349903,0.02748447708175262,0.0,0.0,0.03516280389638387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029723450274555818,0.0,0.12060051130238607,0.03690594548620984,0.0655937458153676,0.0,0.030769654155898274,0.04241562785038744,0.0,0.03809342917530698,0.0,0.04095426755634202,0.0,0.0,0.03948347545987796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18050927129402025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03788727047730479,0.044391639901937084,0.0,0.0,0.70646001705303,0.0,0.07635524902296757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06342978274777236,0.09407969286078474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039340330467268085,0.10869593250714232,0.07518210219517953,0.0,0.0679431411374844,0.0,0.03230687591127987,0.04304044092613113,0.0,0.0,0.06944514751963095,0.03640323276581582,0.02568042656962516,0.0,0.0,0.0838147942863576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14140710672352647,0.028526575870234636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036103461195232334,0.07538898236667205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026069691721000158,0.05851953379693552,0.04093702860455767,0.04513872196933049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05334342234274503,0.06718471038638166,0.04019515781957767,0.08446162923875343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362521095191249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038482512713345116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15406914092110938,0.0,0.03065728398837958,0.0,0.0,0.04346252417803319,0.03949105945014534,0.0,0.0,0.07699977141590625,0.0,0.06519457370555386,0.02961770340103117,0.0,0.043066368002063184,0.05446150307763233,0.0,0.09217161014157832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039987244283919185,0.0578524650066271,0.0,0.033626312539139835,0.03541994227839683,0.04399620107510692,0.0,0.0,0.0246513692803282,0.07559728900891237,0.0,0.044866783673785424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04538368462211617,0.12214945413626327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03566402363377489,0.0,0.0,0.04424101820259989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039206358310571725,0.027329477169678148,0.12618961099710005,0.0,0.04954954416695867
anxiety,BillHicksOnAcid,2019/04/19,"Is Anybody Else Affected By The Things People Say Online?! I'm just a little fed up with it lately. It's like every time I express my opinion on open my mouth on Reddit or wherever online, I get trashed with vitriol and downvotes and harassed in messages. I don't make hateful comments and I'm not a hateful person. But still people are just constantly barraging me with trash every time I even try to talk.

I can't deal with confrontation. I just can't fucking deal with it. I used to play computer games but I quit them as well because of the fact that every time I logged onto them I was almost always guaranteed to get some hateful remark about how I'm crazy or stupid or a piece of shit and how I should kill myself. 

I'm just a little fucking fed up with it. I don't know how to cope with this. I feel like I get this way more than the average person and I'm not even one to instigate arguments or make hateful remarks, because again I'm not confrontational. 

Does anybody relate to this?! It triggers anxiety attacks in me when shit like this happens and I don't even know what to do besides just avoid the internet entirely. I'm not a bad person but when things like this happen it makes me think that maybe I am when I haven't even done anything wrong. It's so goddamn stressful.",3.1458456659619465,5.036122802325584,4.259605355884428,85.41088794926006,74.85271317829458,7.016490486257927,27.231148696264967,7.84624498591911,1.7121178294573638,1025,40,198,15,22,334,131,258,0.192,0.685,0.123,-0.979,0,1,0,0,0,1,19.0,0,0,2,1,20,24,14,2,9,0,13,7,3,9,1,49,41,21,1,1,16,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,0,3,17,14,2,1,4,2,0,0,10,18,1,1,4,2,25,6,27,36,3,21,0,0,0,2,13,10,4,7,14,131,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019061258780856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467927324591319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785237455777169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374653599108609,0.0,0.0,0.11577598965489168,0.0,0.0,0.08497217443000091,0.12407386858394295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997524228714722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098370375356385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890580148704656,0.1041441751566758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850142507696024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688676765122874,0.0,0.25723222745945273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051457046565570916,0.07270320383938808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881660739838064,0.15950901176455426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799865203461628,0.0,0.0,0.4019000107769282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259140632089686,0.0,0.11185825392474782,0.0,0.1147989329809316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19887515722825208,0.2039968916119168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20379313916219194,0.0,0.10223980935464687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896074848301317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14110647608609528,0.2665801324643512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824297994046878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809301366397057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089271363247799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127219521520135,0.0,0.11657509947750265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179740335077179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522050556973694,0.06520893668002957,0.0,0.0,0.17802552197101562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06909390990718077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789502732457186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807788396021071,0.0,0.0,0.09150181029179276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112675224327053,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BigLittleSloth,2019/04/19,"I'm planning on seeing my doctor soon about anxiety, could use some advice Hi all :). 

 Long story short, I've been feeling extremely sick for at least over half a year now. I've been going to see my gp at least once a month to try and get myself fixed, but nothing has worked so far. I've had all kinds of tests done and they can't find anything so far. At my last visit, he briefly mentioned mental health. I hadn't even considered this before, but now I'm thinking it all makes sense. I always feel like I'm going to throw up, but when I do anything that involves leaving my house, it just becomes almost unbearable. So I think it's worth bringing up.

Anyway, sorry for rambling, basically looking to get some advice on how to approach this with my doctor. I get very choked up when I start to talk about the subject for some reason, and I'm worried about not being able to get all my points across and not getting the help I need.
And what can I expect? I'm pretty worried of the idea of therapy, but I'll do what it takes I suppose. 
I'm in the UK if that makes any difference.

Thank you :)",3.2180604133545287,4.55238966666667,4.173211446740858,88.4019157392687,73.50450450450452,6.484790673025968,25.22098569157393,6.794906146795322,0.903570429252782,854,27,176,7,17,276,133,222,0.081,0.835,0.084,0.3864,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,1,2,15,3,0,0,6,0,12,4,0,5,4,36,40,16,0,4,8,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,10,6,0,0,7,0,1,6,4,0,0,1,5,5,18,3,28,33,9,31,0,0,3,0,9,15,0,5,11,108,28,4,0.12483365720290167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24397201009644154,0.0,0.0,0.12500287550428316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387160300859152,0.0,0.0,0.08489116762648047,0.0,0.09549740607547448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20545492672212187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786896669826315,0.10622424784636716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966951746938116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304246022874844,0.0,0.2555450756042853,0.0,0.1277481726386159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824514532482557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623929582701154,0.08918118964869708,0.0,0.0,0.11409570113106872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32610216784660795,0.0,0.14189168836233634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326923401217034,0.0,0.0,0.08367336904254569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440412799245031,0.0,0.1409220041770977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999504405609338,0.0,0.10175609194664484,0.0,0.1321808184206993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060987419317752575,0.0,0.0,0.11047385833846596,0.1048288318904792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666548710643426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580296527100102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964103419679628,0.0,0.0,0.09256257505442464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978126086853705,0.0,0.0,0.13294377079125674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118008155860599,0.0,0.0,0.12700070788521828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283497906208306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19895252504526093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13974105895660222,0.0883579050835213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938593744762566,0.10033656504480047,0.0,0.11493005962164672,0.14275816637262068,0.0,0.0,0.15997673394692982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475385894430128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781619910900518,0.0,0.10300084083059216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088038920539404,0.2535492769189352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038878240644795
anxiety,annoyinghobbit,2019/04/19,"In hospital because of stomach pain and anxious about it Last night I went to the ER for the first time in my life. I had really bad pain in my stomach, which I thought was menstrual cramps. I had a laparoscopy last month and my first period after that was absolute hell. The pain last night was just like that. So I figured that's what it was. At around 2am it got so bad I couldn't take it anymore, so my boyfriend took me to the ER. I figured they'd give me something for the pain and then send me home.

Unfortunately they didn't. They weren't sure if it was what I thought, or something else (appendicitis for example). So I had to stay overnight. I wasn't happy about it but it was fine. The hospital is in the small town where I live, so it's small and I even had the room to myself. I was told I'd probably get to go home by tomorrow.

Then they ran some more tests and just got more confused. Now, I'm being sent to the hospital where my laparoscopy was done. It's an hour away and much bigger. They also seem genuinely worried and confused, so that's just great.

I'm so anxious and terrified right now. What if it's really bad? What if I have to stay there for a long time? What if they can't find out what's wrong?

I can't stop thinking about all the awful possibilities as I wait to be taken to the other hospital. I could use some distractions or advice on how to stop worrying about this, or anything at all basically.",1.6138634764250526,3.720154170068029,3.0937250762373942,90.93887755102043,80.42857142857143,6.776260849167253,23.06310110250997,7.873277556716777,1.0655382594417069,1122,38,247,20,29,367,139,294,0.192,0.7559999999999999,0.052000000000000005,-0.9911,0,0,2,0,0,1,32.0,0,0,6,2,23,17,1,3,14,1,25,8,2,2,3,42,45,28,0,6,11,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,3,0,23,10,0,3,7,0,0,6,6,12,2,2,26,0,32,5,32,14,7,47,1,0,0,0,10,18,1,12,22,170,55,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997822881123109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165862140241069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307141194437846,0.10126728359625714,0.0,0.0,0.0840291584439403,0.0909009860233374,0.0,0.0,0.09593722334146562,0.0,0.2557767992671841,0.06224629256965618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152781545894107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449563425746046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530115142520238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06744375848724607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09332816594933213,0.17371217464000122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053349104191512335,0.09795476535385776,0.058032383810405735,0.0,0.1633359727356983,0.11257841571824057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10869971263084366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20485255047951326,0.0,0.100559371684144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497037839657741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07212445327836348,0.0498865770969771,0.0,0.09016642657228686,0.09036556576510504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815045166706061,0.0,0.07506378593468993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916496663748951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4346158298794393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511550304861792,0.0,0.0,0.11009359125612332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308306302183077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720276104541885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295857900016187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15722101947244324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21767478982502714,0.0,0.17073976432844104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962389884355034,0.0,0.07677522632476533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06542899962847781,0.0,0.16213043222470014,0.11908420741016205,0.0,0.0,0.0975720237653448,0.11344976113128355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819164984062199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465848986110413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073986027347348,0.0,0.0,0.1116430209502355,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lgmc91,2019/04/19,"Don't know whether I'm having a heart attack or a panic attack Hi all. I just want everyone to know I have had panic attacks in the past, probably 4-5 years ago, but none since then. Randomly while lying in bed I felt a pain at the back of my left forearm. This pain was also accompanied by slight numbness and a decent amount of weakness in my left arm. It's been going on for about an hour and a half now, and it's caused me significant worry that I'm having a heart attack, especially because the pain is shooting. Earlier I also tasted a metallic taste in my mouth. The pain hasn't gone away, but I don't really have any significant chest pain, but the pain has radiated a bit to my arm. I'm 22 years old though, and at a healthy weight. Is this a heart attack?",4.356075949367089,4.655131443037977,5.8821265822784845,81.03217721518988,70.0126582278481,8.851645569620256,27.19240506329114,8.841846274778883,1.8613169620253165,600,18,126,10,10,205,95,158,0.33,0.62,0.05,-0.9949,0,0,0,1,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,7,15,5,2,16,0,13,19,8,1,1,17,22,14,0,1,6,0,2,0,0,0,8,0,1,0,5,4,3,0,3,0,0,2,4,15,0,1,5,4,10,0,15,17,4,22,0,0,0,0,1,10,0,2,10,79,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161242318470963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472529446185925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06260916412367752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5237012576971758,0.0865005947500929,0.07079434549484795,0.0,0.056123589371554684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051403649784896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457884528854688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797459205831112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839938918023889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05232417136463135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32730185169861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066809685969407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119595339036756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000635581660304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660951892825367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5877988719545479,0.21604311760012532,0.0,0.0,0.08788899660077114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09926450641512603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058980898817204634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615931755011242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045600588060557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05430388968813039,0.0,0.0,0.1121136034652091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349917509619436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857710553666385
anxiety,toastmeh,2019/04/19,"Significant other triggering my anxiety My boyfriend and I have been together for almost 5 years now and I love him a lot. We have a healthy relationship and not to be corny but I really think he’s my soul mate. But ever since the summer of last year I’ve noticed he’s been triggering my anxiety. That same summer I also had a lot of stress from transferring to a university and getting a puppy, so much that I contemplated taking my life. Since then my anxiety has never been the same and I haven’t been able to bring it back down to a somewhat normal state. 
I am not sure why my boyfriend is triggering my anxiety. The anxiety will come from different things involving him, like if I have to see him or go to his place, or we could just be hanging out talking and it’ll hit me. It’s very random, and comes and goes, but when it does come it’s extremely debilitating and I’ve found myself kinda pushing him away because of it. 

If anyone has dealt with anything like this I’d love to know how you are managing.

Also, idk if it matters but I have been diagnosed with generalized and social anxiety.",4.321480414746542,5.699625926267284,5.740849654377879,78.05984591013825,70.84331797235023,9.664631336405533,29.23070276497696,9.978442167317967,2.9290555299539167,874,34,169,23,16,295,124,217,0.09,0.82,0.09,0.451,1,0,0,0,1,0,16.0,2,1,0,0,10,6,0,1,9,0,21,4,0,4,3,52,35,25,0,5,12,0,0,2,1,2,2,0,0,0,12,18,0,0,3,0,0,7,4,1,0,0,7,1,27,5,18,22,6,23,1,0,1,2,17,4,0,11,13,124,39,2,0.12135306828946373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215175684775019,0.0,0.0,0.1940920097348563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5570085905009112,0.0,0.0,0.08485288694737167,0.0,0.0998632352506968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140152023566805,0.09331301883673086,0.0,0.07397570407079979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136047689890882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689055044009848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317080985178605,0.0,0.12678812767852918,0.0,0.0,0.10619688784400573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977079786209552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330573757051913,0.0,0.0,0.06340196951805993,0.0,0.0689677452914584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06669247267497877,0.0989189474341789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571526096944398,0.1185739587719674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063400780658262,0.2190517641427132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920846825575296,0.0,0.09359496744419032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890024122761897,0.0,0.13816127257027547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678812767852918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774188296913717,0.0,0.0,0.13028778022488066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670268379198613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20076902423410053,0.0,0.0,0.12370417076886076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13900952971636166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437383070824785,0.0,0.0912424047779861,0.0975389995185438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062158630576735,0.07775814613775442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001289904602466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095022688689211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15629479452356793
anxiety,madgetastic,2019/04/19,"Anxiety + time; Anxiety + memory I have been thinking about the connection between anxiety and time, and anxiety and memory recently, and was wondering if anyone else had experienced similar things.   


In relation to the connection between anxiety and time, I find that the more anxious I feel, the faster time seems to go. If I have a day where I'm particularly anxious (continual ""what if"" questions in my head, and in constant ""flight mode"" etc), the day just seems to be over so quickly that it's scary. I was wondering whether anyone else experiences this, and what you think the possible reason might be (I have made one suggestion below, but was wondering if there may have other thoughts on this)?   


With regard to the connection between anxiety and memory, well, I find that the more anxious I am when I'm doing something, the less well I remember that activity. I think this makes sense, as if you're in your head worrying about things, you're less connected with what's going on around you, and so less likely to form memories of what's happening. I think this is also related to the above, as if you don't remember your day very well, the day would seem shorter, therefore it seems that time has gone faster. This may therefore be one explanation for the connection between anxiety and time. I was wondering if anyone has any suggestions for improving memory when in a state of anxiety.   


TLDR: I guess I mostly would like to know whether other people experience this similar sense of time going significantly faster when anxious, and of having a poorer memory of events that occurred when in a higher state of anxiety.",10.720243328100473,8.910255561224492,10.488503401360546,60.145690737833604,58.01360544217687,15.168602825745685,43.02354788069075,13.75778451951532,6.1458841444270025,1301,60,213,45,13,430,130,294,0.111,0.838,0.051,-0.8648,0,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,5,0,0,17,5,0,0,16,0,25,2,2,5,0,57,50,30,0,9,11,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,22,14,0,0,21,0,0,4,1,0,3,2,9,2,20,5,36,33,8,41,0,0,0,0,8,12,0,21,25,164,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057751314775027984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04910953128269538,0.0,0.4972071516960935,0.3263352602876066,0.0,0.15148585839350456,0.14798817920464824,0.0,0.06428777962493497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780401187151169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18629404631422672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065483257065515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054021626004704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14128271346873011,0.0,0.0,0.0365147094854436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200870150758662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312648953736953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795543490154888,0.0,0.06386059772553428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482294285127008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03968816632729173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07056243094721593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06833276865881531,0.04820491243540699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661003662642386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787120967182672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05006565985314335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141297927728873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808987355073464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425033998065655,0.07130484173007717,0.0,0.16361388333161905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26297187313128795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05559560294349903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595454474951116,0.18509304654255948,0.0,0.057331641565917885,0.2947691621618029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595859752709542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19479326408324246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132618014853436,0.0,0.07333911462581373,0.0,0.10260071422863587,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MissNotStAble,2019/04/19,Feeling extremely anxious for no reason and I can't sleep My heart's running a billion times a second and I have butterflies and that sense of dread amd doom in my stomach right now. Its so bad and I feel like crying and I feel scared for no reason and I cant sleep!!! I tried to be calm and meditate and all but it Just is making things worse and I feel Just panicky right now 😭Just wanted to vent because I can't sleep atm ugh Sorry.,-0.5329813664596266,1.6823136521739137,1.3380745341614926,97.17369565217396,97.2608695652174,3.932919254658385,17.440993788819874,5.773587663045528,-0.4012571428571428,344,10,75,3,14,112,60,92,0.267,0.652,0.08,-0.9411,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,2,2,0,6,5,5,3,1,21,12,11,0,1,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,0,6,0,1,1,5,5,0,2,0,4,10,2,6,11,1,7,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,48,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20197978083091334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14928068261034244,0.10898762989509583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19639044718693316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616027523338747,0.1277263288824443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118648829386724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734688568470571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934251468990448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676481023275648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053682991967175,0.0,0.0,0.17899818236846013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5367519690380405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20013875711886492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877893857473767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042528397096571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138545476035008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545391514452453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822004544952292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,crystaltorta,2019/04/19,"How do you get over the fear of imminent death? Not just death in general - imminent death because your scumbag medical providers refuse to take serious conditions like refeeding syndrome seriously.

I did not have a good life. My life was bad. I nearly died of refeeding syndrome once already two years ago this month and it was extremely traumatic. All I could think about as I was dying was how I failed, and now I wouldn't exist anymore and would never get the chance to be happy. Scumbag doctors kept saying the pulse oximeter was wrong and tried to send me home and I had to beg for my motherfucking life before they discovered refeeding syndrome.

Now I'm at a high risk for it again. I'm having very bad symptoms. I'm so weak. I'm supposed to have a doctor's appointment tomorrow but Idk if I'll make it cuz I can barely move. I have a bad feeling in my chest right now. Can't go to the hospital until I'm literally dying because they really, really don't care until you're literally dying.

I hope I die in my sleep tonight. I saw the grim reaper last night. Maybe tonight I'll go. But I don't want to know it.",2.7571536306830424,5.013561647058829,4.105235940530061,84.37414781297136,77.32579185520363,7.46744236156001,26.81340228399052,8.418075326091056,2.0283818573583283,888,36,172,18,21,292,130,221,0.273,0.6859999999999999,0.041,-0.9929,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,2,1,9,16,0,2,9,0,20,10,2,4,2,28,39,15,9,6,6,0,1,1,0,2,8,1,1,0,5,5,0,2,3,0,0,4,7,11,0,1,9,3,22,5,21,26,1,27,0,2,1,0,7,8,0,2,16,99,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149497215355004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635064767698398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135505821926994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868014568650622,0.13959301582140582,0.0,0.09742879228616924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673765588601795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914167990046084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5941507439747801,0.0,0.0,0.2343857320299662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884132520627384,0.0578932888716275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964025547593743,0.0,0.13014293923344275,0.0960349257325513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218845338305057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097271248355827,0.1148501546824734,0.11372168063312944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06292473664310701,0.09333060338973304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24261854478313516,0.055937610566776375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642785496532678,0.0,0.115027954618542,0.0,0.0,0.1153440113835144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913906741705468,0.1216925387219991,0.0,0.0,0.0883073972417791,0.0,0.0,0.10744798527759794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193591663642375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466998393000806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778009179150267,0.0,0.0910528701434962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458001575991918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190065631623609,0.08608774065581412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07336526404441013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777361693394002,0.0,0.11184725152256196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944722860367869,0.06753349008216754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133561612535388,0.12518485315744685,0.0,0.07373252474843227
anxiety,ebwinning,2019/04/19,"Anxiety and criticism in the workplace I’m looking for some advice on how to cope with anxiety when receiving criticism. I can’t seem sit through a conversation with constructive criticism without getting teary-eyed and after the fact replaying the interaction over and over again. I’m starting to think I’m starting to add further negative things that weren’t spoken. 

My employers are happy with my performance but I can’t seem to shake this. How do other anxiety sufferers cope in this regard?",6.746509740259737,9.173606215909096,7.146948051948055,66.21363636363638,66.38636363636364,11.846753246753249,38.70779220779221,11.491704259439757,5.685579220779222,409,23,60,15,7,133,58,88,0.218,0.7559999999999999,0.026,-0.9224,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,4,0,5,0,0,2,1,16,15,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,3,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,1,1,4,1,16,14,1,14,0,1,1,0,3,6,0,3,5,44,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487412011619044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5841851977774757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13299073922389973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709709067336369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137560743179487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4634615829370069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603405396206996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691102727834553,0.1631039763298574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24537503216692025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yeetlul,2019/04/19,"Anxiety I'm failing one class because I didn't do a brief presentation which brought down my grade to F. I talked to my teacher asking if she'll let me present it to her only but she refused. ""GET OVER IT"" only if it was that fucking easy, im actually so fucked lol",0.8991666666666696,3.0785715357142855,3.2214285714285715,88.59023809523809,83.64285714285714,5.8761904761904775,27.190476190476193,7.1686216300943375,1.4105333333333334,210,10,45,3,6,72,45,56,0.217,0.655,0.128,-0.7020000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,1,1,5,2,0,0,0,4,11,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,3,0,8,0,5,6,0,6,0,1,0,2,6,2,2,2,2,28,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.28046840878174223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198660667045674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686873569425887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752010367142213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5314074851160748,0.15015863557927558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104495829872964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29389379609135563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19475486280398235,0.4371729400541582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310073834425629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RealWriting11,2019/04/19,"How to stop being uncomfortable around people? I wanna go out and make friends but I just feel really uncomfortable around them. I don't know where to look since I don't like eye contact, I stutter when they ask me something, I become self conscious and I have the feeling that I make them uncomfortable too. How can I relax and be more comfortable?",4.051818181818181,6.454265696969702,4.612121212121213,81.58818181818184,73.84848484848484,7.4303030303030315,26.15151515151515,8.344100000000001,1.868442424242425,280,10,51,5,6,89,47,66,0.215,0.614,0.171,-0.2927,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,3,0,8,5,0,0,1,0,6,1,1,4,0,18,14,7,0,1,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,1,4,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,4,13,4,6,12,1,7,0,0,2,0,7,4,0,0,3,38,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4726489495153822,0.2481785006086585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931906239066375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26845909410534785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20510136961132228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15087264971372144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458953025927062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969517323910468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22292783765210306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3544064106273626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840433879847704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17006680191907625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27694298011647983,0.0,0.0,0.21959942679457556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20437168216280333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221944705389728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,othermegan,2019/04/19,"Vaporub during a panic attack Ok hear me out. I bought a jar of lavender scented vaporub back when my allergies exploded because it helps me open up my sinuses. 

I’ve been under a massive amount of stress lately and it’s been causing panic attacks multiple times a day, especially at bedtime. I’m talking “oh my god I’m having a heart attack, need to fidget but frozen in fear” anxiety attacks. The last couple times I wound up reaching for my vaporub and breathing it in. In a matter of a couple minutes my heart stopped pounding and I feel fine. 

Has anybody else found this to work? Or am I probably just using a weird placebo?",3.5328099173553724,5.806348231404964,4.98595041322314,78.90801652892564,74.95041322314049,6.7140495867768575,32.48760330578513,7.686295010490155,2.6275057851239683,500,26,83,7,11,167,83,121,0.212,0.71,0.078,-0.9486,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,11,4,4,9,1,5,5,3,2,0,15,13,6,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,9,0,0,4,3,11,2,14,9,1,17,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,1,8,51,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042657820610573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6202238107099645,0.0,0.10480292460201113,0.0,0.08308454953834317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001315390990102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30161703912355564,0.0,0.08789940434992873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385750779187467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15337047349678268,0.06891516454299218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14944112073119992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15361507797646032,0.32302194990195826,0.0913560861957804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109912763398654,0.15374740455924682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010614808742275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198271049243209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14694973883524914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394924759283345,0.15612618092782374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095492626830942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589501530349311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771566140829592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922484017026326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ano55667788,2019/04/19,"College medical leave due to anxiety Hey guys,

So I’m a 3rd year college student who is being destroyed by my anxiety all day everyday and it’s really put a damper on my academics. Ive had to take off of school for the day multiple time just to give my self some self care and not worry about anything for the day. I’ve been wanting to see a therapist the whole semester but of course due to my anxiety I never followed through with it. 2 days ago I looked at the universities counseling center where they have certified therapist but the reviews were horrid. Now it’s like 3 weeks left of school and I’m not doing well in my classes at all. Does anyone know if I do go to a therapist if I can still medically withdrawal from this semester? One of my buddies got diagnosed with ADHD over the last summer and his therapist worked with the school and got his whole past semester removed. Anyone have experience with this?

TLTR: I have bad anxiety that is really hurting my academic life in college. I have 3 weeks left can a therapist write me a medical withdrawal form this late or even after the semester ends?",3.725104039167686,5.9243544651162825,5.2882741738066095,77.30296205630354,74.11627906976744,9.73561811505508,30.385556915544683,10.064110947511567,3.5616511627906977,890,41,161,28,19,300,127,215,0.122,0.8340000000000001,0.044,-0.9509,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,8,6,1,0,14,0,15,5,0,0,3,24,28,11,0,3,8,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,3,8,9,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,3,1,1,5,2,18,3,28,22,6,36,0,1,2,0,10,11,0,4,22,109,26,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161382606744316,0.0,0.08232522515118175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841866153024197,0.0,0.0,0.12987620919020446,0.0,0.07642555780025724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754405303408364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468896439419787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23957844765099465,0.0,0.0,0.09426289689094053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812727163280329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225682702254225,0.0,0.0,0.061340931624019164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084641684057332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909106933822633,0.052781170076191736,0.0,0.14855608524868616,0.0,0.0,0.09195765872618543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942115616970787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051039898842333,0.07570289221747098,0.10476340763367094,0.09833780030945104,0.20181091098457615,0.0,0.06559808136737356,0.04537245822740898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798890081243923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806756287185056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162843839639425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06293231841491925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865661808734926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336178543089743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899207461971688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819735840648924,0.07400678068391409,0.0,0.19377103222713396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416751964086353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982801691422058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5391564454843782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05415427897326204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05477817923678376,0.0,0.14899227225018502,0.0,0.0835028793552478,0.0,0.0,0.2073760407335949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676117584419928,0.0943157958172977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05980637830706032
anxiety,Butters2906,2019/04/19,"I did it! I spoke up to a lady who pushed in a the line! Sorry for the long post and formatting as I'm on my phone, I'm just so damn proud of myself! 

It's good Friday and all I wanted to do was eat prawns. I got to the only place that has good prawns and is open and the line was out the door. 

I line up minding my own business when a lady comes from no where and stands right next to me.. I think okay this is fine, maybe she just doesn't want to block the path.... Well I thought wrong, the line starts moving and she steps INFRONT of me! 

I was furious ( I was really really craving prawns). Now again I give her the benefit of the doubt and my anxiety starts to kick in ""don't say anything, what if she's just trying to get out of the sun?) The line doesn't move for about 5mins and so I have this time to think through every scenario I could to make a decision on what to do when the line moves again. 

The line moves up and she stepped directly Infront of me so I tapped her on the shoulder and said:

Me- ""umm excuse me I'm sorry but there is a actually a line...""

Her-""yes I know, I'm in it""

Me- *hands shaking now* ""well actually that man and myself were Infront of you"" 

Her- "" umm I don't think you were actually in the line"" 

By this time I was freaking out and was just going to let her stay Infront of me but my need for those prawns was real.

Me- "" well I was and you should ask if your not sure instead of just standing Infront of someone...""

She then mumbled something under her breath and bitched to the man behind her but for the first time in a very very long time I just took it in my stride and didn't let it upset me or ruin my day.

Sometimes it's just the little things that remind me Ive got this.",0.8372802197802187,2.6606483873626416,2.3731428571428594,96.57185714285716,81.60989010989009,5.368791208791209,19.465934065934068,6.3317336037704965,-0.18735626373626424,1319,33,313,11,35,429,163,364,0.096,0.8390000000000001,0.065,-0.9153,0,0,1,0,0,0,51.0,0,4,0,2,24,19,3,3,25,1,28,4,3,1,2,52,53,28,0,7,14,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,2,18,20,1,1,6,0,0,11,7,9,5,1,18,4,52,10,47,31,2,54,0,1,0,0,25,21,2,4,18,218,70,0,0.0,0.0,0.2982788113131541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794269273748143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083843692111637,0.0,0.0952498783396262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776597189764652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134787000674475,0.0,0.0,0.06570819428604263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104255056789093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584354932840263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666438148536224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05323135384307028,0.097738562890353,0.05790429668470502,0.17091468394567502,0.16297546307027436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05599401152072797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20837116149424156,0.0,0.0,0.10211677635156788,0.0,0.180332227855359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800985462530064,0.0,0.1023584199111936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287605527440448,0.0,0.0,0.4331557844307761,0.0,0.07554735403760797,0.0,0.0,0.10835716935097596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748907471376251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644943270466843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975788514735917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115968843899314,0.13054186525161218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701029004419368,0.09691714348271052,0.08102402539604073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632787831720748,0.07843700326309662,0.10076809401472432,0.22810660244439754,0.14423120647715942,0.1085971726750704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602657297710487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768868886335587,0.19585376082335773,0.0,0.08088629169387264,0.2376427375056253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131993586342534,0.0691740672075495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681336324929324,0.12019028520193555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748238904082818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139660622936556,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SoonKyuLove,2019/04/19,Does anyone else have difficulty with swallowing? I’m not sure if anxiety is causing me to have difficulty swallowing or the difficulty swallowing is giving me anxiety. 🤷🏻‍♀️ It seemed to have come on suddenly about a week or so ago and it’s usually only with bready kind of foods or certain meats.,2.4461330049261067,5.26286553448276,5.137980295566507,72.9836206896552,83.3103448275862,10.210837438423647,28.975369458128082,9.957137785484203,4.105716256157636,243,12,43,10,7,86,44,58,0.151,0.725,0.124,-0.3871,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,1,2,13,9,6,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,7,9,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,4,25,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22482902307632155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3880548092791476,0.0,0.0,0.17734504326873676,0.25987544635488474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605494183377519,0.0,0.21848108071304986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22195463639771595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118765744513467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30669221871099484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433064476575042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641181792338598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19289818617471588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230896593484904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390446888194377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793392664188652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20344789190928556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mollyroseman,2019/04/19,my story have been suffering super bad with anxiety at the moment and recently shared my story here [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4bXFZRAFd60&t=86s](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4bXFZRAFd60&t=86s) \- hopefully it helps someone xx,24.76375,33.17445120833334,9.655,40.09000000000003,36.91666666666667,11.533333333333333,33.0,10.504223727775694,5.82885,215,6,14,5,3,45,22,24,0.217,0.47,0.313,0.5661,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,3,2,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7180825295185859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25349856087889394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766816562129549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221115683436488,0.0,0.0,0.3291270200175328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271897282762374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807702960795541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,erobbins105,2019/04/19,"How to get out of it I’m in such a rut. My severe anxiety/panic disorder has been latent for years and I’ve been so happy about it! At its worst, I couldn’t leave the house, couldn’t eat, and was scared of everything (no, literally everything. The fridge was scary to me. I had a fear things would break and hurt me.) I’ve been doing so well and then out of the blue I had a blow out panic attack. Ever since each day has been filled with panic, which exhausts me and turns into depression. Now I’m stuck in this terrible feeling. I went to work for the first time this week on Wednesday and it felt good to be productive, but now I have so much to do in such a short time that I feel like shutting down. I used to sleep 20 hours a day because it was my only escape. I fear I’m getting to that place again and I don’t want to! How do I stop it from going too far and make every day conquerable? It all feels like too much and I can’t take it.",0.6179702970297036,2.4896206485148547,2.42721782178218,95.64983663366337,82.61386138613861,5.822178217821782,17.525742574257425,6.961326702584282,-0.16157702970297014,729,15,173,9,20,241,116,202,0.175,0.737,0.08800000000000001,-0.9184,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,3,15,16,1,5,9,0,21,3,1,4,2,31,38,16,0,4,1,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,14,15,1,1,4,0,0,3,5,11,1,1,12,5,16,5,26,22,5,34,0,2,1,0,0,14,0,0,18,118,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152093268404445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149703687597958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258659679958071,0.0,0.11514820736470413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15322192747136085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679967882283545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093152574406014,0.1126407709977506,0.0,0.2403064206254439,0.0,0.0,0.30087998800511995,0.20279516723440247,0.1910183264832049,0.12836471010685882,0.0,0.0,0.113717836982825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969647772132926,0.0,0.07597990383290967,0.1121340038074818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231698183102218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165909942663898,0.1542619264447064,0.14311940932394224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155988963234942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13062973055749968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924004797532466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19655712421826094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167833445782956,0.0,0.3137161061687684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13967905877535486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338484145701395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15103322883911902,0.0,0.11059090803584176,0.0,0.13378795084681494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117719971362134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051929508812577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881862598932147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155913061517559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454178533095852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546644534968405,0.0,0.0,0.07885465184922287,0.0,0.10723917735315718,0.0,0.1202046247558398,0.12393326767537563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09732893183271367,0.0,0.0,0.09497053513306247,0.0,0.0,0.08609287868771179
anxiety,lapiokarp,2019/04/19,"I can't sleep Does anyone has some 'trick' to slow down  ?
My head is driving me insane, I don't know what to do...",-2.4793999999999983,-0.7784694399999985,0.06350000000000122,105.73925,103.4,2.5,10.25,3.1291,-2.1888,84,1,22,0,4,28,21,25,0.119,0.8809999999999999,0.0,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,2,2,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679373654127136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4604887887030602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5400419482911994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891905457985265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5265887322365865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tetert69,2019/04/19,"Quit medication I started Prozac January 2018. One night I started having racing anxious thoughts accompanied with severe panic attacks out of the blue: nothing matters, I’m alone, everyone is miserable, etc etc. I felt suicidal, extreme panic, and horrible stress that I could not think my way out of. I had to just wait for it to pass. Now during this time I was in a bad relationship and had been going though some pretty extreme stress. So I started Prozac, it was horrible for two or three weeks, and it sloooowwwwly got better. My life situation changed and I felt a great deal happier.

New girlfriend, back in school, and more connected with my family, who I live with. Prozac was giving me some sexual side effects (difficult to finish and just less desire overall) and also was making me feel somewhat numb overall. I decided to taper off over a few months and quit entirely about 6 weeks ago, taking tryptophan to minimize brain zaps. I still get them if I don’t take it. 

The past week or so I’ve been getting light starts of panic attacks that tend to ease up and don’t get too bad. Today at school I had a stressful day however, and I’ve also been really sick. Earlier tonight I was watching a show and I started to feel restless arms and legs. After a bit, Racing anxious thoughts, and overall dread filled my head. It has been on and off tonight. I am so scared that my anxiety/ocd is back full force. I have been feeling happier since quitting, and would hate to go back on. 

I know I need to talk to a psychiatrist but I just need some support right now. Has anyone else had a similar situation? Could this just be a bump in the road rather than my full on hellish anxiety coming back? I’m so scared and just want to feel normal like I have been feeling.",4.551005917159763,6.2428717928994075,5.224970414201184,80.7565680473373,70.71597633136095,8.513609467455622,30.159763313609467,9.057496981413335,2.6214698224852078,1398,58,259,28,26,451,187,338,0.17600000000000002,0.742,0.08199999999999999,-0.9811,1,1,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,1,5,22,23,4,11,12,0,29,11,4,2,0,61,65,27,1,10,11,0,7,1,1,1,7,0,0,0,11,22,0,1,13,1,0,5,3,19,0,3,20,10,30,4,35,41,12,51,1,1,2,0,7,18,0,7,28,173,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700324084582189,0.0,0.0,0.08182446869636985,0.0,0.1263591737849151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06043795533103408,0.17850439434782206,0.0,0.055241535715878434,0.08094908370085781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17975724262530146,0.0,0.2429972460935992,0.1319303235579619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987274680009622,0.08625206537330836,0.0,0.0,0.08819475500783149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357591073290169,0.06805507614421885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615676366998646,0.0,0.0,0.05095113822303232,0.08144980531046264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599782626670883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17622101285005762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549184700751692,0.0,0.0,0.07447807751801648,0.0,0.19973434975249965,0.0,0.15171273904013718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382921629153,0.07578797563464186,0.0897997534750871,0.0,0.063186832601943,0.08710234970824296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800023774757595,0.08108104633824734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04341861242199262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05580296464369207,0.03859743500853054,0.0,0.06976210820818507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05273588083180791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958836528571024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06306035547357762,0.0,0.0,0.1171611461790589,0.0,0.07630269636746957,0.0,0.0741400389921702,0.07740728876409228,0.07580660869622069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05353525387100689,0.0,0.0,0.2780830282808034,0.0,0.0,0.07541839671881465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037561883209918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520919017705289,0.0,0.0,0.05061207884798148,0.0,0.0,0.08482088616618604,0.0,0.06746910888417969,0.0,0.0,0.15819386476011402,0.1599128268595409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925219717391103,0.0,0.06535304585304783,0.1776079401576467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795977053220226,0.0,0.06309281292925037,0.0,0.27149694643047323,0.0,0.0,0.08641771266763662,0.08965296846856106,0.0,0.0,0.11880257098316399,0.06350053980999627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05062266661278647,0.07762117217120539,0.12544093391159974,0.046067952779372166,0.0,0.0748866925530502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717557074361173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046598692148889904,0.06270981363506213,0.1901170810316332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05612227847182519,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JustAnotherLoner95,2019/04/19,"I just feel as though I'm doing something wrong For the past 3 weeks I've been sick with pneumonia. The first week I thought it was just a regular common cold and took 2 sick days off. Second week I missed work completely (had a work leave note from Kaiser) and this third week I took off Monday and Tuesday, returned to work Wednesday, but took off again today (Thursday) because I was still coughing and plan on taking off Friday because I'm still coughing but I'm definitely better.

I'm about to reach 6 months of working at my current job on the 23nd. I work as a server in a restaurant and currently the serving staff is understaffed at the moment. I love my coworkers and I hate having to leave work when I know that they are understaffed and probably struggling to complete tasks on time. I returned to work on Wednesday even though I was still sick because I was already gone for 7 days and felt as though I needed to return back to work. I had this underlying feeling in my mind that I was going to ""get in trouble"" and that people were ""going to be mad with me"" because I left work due to sickness because I was gone for so long. 

I ended up taking off today, Thursday, because I'm still coughing. I want to go back to work tomorrow and be a productive member to my team. However, I'm still coughing but definitely not as much as I previously was. I feel overall better except I may have remnants of pneumonia still present. I feel conflicted. I have never been written up at my  job but have these thoughts that I'm a bad person and therefore was unable to contribute because I got sick and had to take time off.",7.000974206717391,6.465772107255522,7.1303024679903535,77.15429207645202,64.5205047318612,9.730116904806088,35.68175913898683,9.007467420416297,3.0649017999628883,1286,54,241,18,17,415,150,317,0.129,0.7929999999999999,0.078,-0.9449,5,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,15,18,10,2,1,11,0,24,10,0,1,1,37,58,26,0,2,8,0,5,0,0,1,9,0,0,1,8,14,0,1,8,1,0,8,2,7,0,3,24,6,32,3,49,31,1,70,0,1,0,1,4,20,0,1,42,163,40,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814781046432473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354820362470346,0.06164864616557096,0.3150613863788044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306010666214486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548279429311927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523416928981696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06539536979820193,0.0,0.0,0.04876692977981799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14933157955417314,0.0,0.07089260994486951,0.0,0.0,0.06280350926891479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03857543049614686,0.0,0.12588538582585135,0.0,0.05905212054890415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07289619138420622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653851314027694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040577459404585084,0.0,0.0,0.15635995331101055,0.08022129974410291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534112717063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666384354222515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455170371309604,0.0,0.05893391961489055,0.0,0.0542767849804301,0.05474727758074725,0.05694564678158865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07048329645989519,0.05118748151530736,0.06446935667002462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960597918057367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05684133408708188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537855190500228,0.0,0.0,0.07718775384792706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16654285681828468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21762579136117274,0.11723254428308096,0.0861068735034222,0.0,0.13997277008676834,0.0,0.2460982302316085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0435494465046647,0.0,0.2369020321730883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5375232799593792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807263338403132,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anon_caique,2019/04/19,"Does anybody work an at-home job? I’ve struggled with anxiety my whole life, and while medication and years of therapy have helped, it’s still incredibly difficult to hold down a job. I just put in my two weeks at my sales/mall job and I just feel so drained from interacting with people. 
I’ve seen a couple things about transcribing or freelance writing but I was wondering if anyone had experience with such. I also don’t have a degree because my anxiety/PTSD caused me to drop out of college twice.",5.199330357142856,6.7249146770833335,5.860654761904764,77.47125000000005,68.89583333333334,9.652380952380954,31.42261904761905,9.957137785484203,3.175736904761905,403,17,75,10,7,131,73,96,0.111,0.87,0.018000000000000002,-0.7284,3,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,1,4,0,5,2,0,1,0,17,8,9,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,3,2,9,0,13,5,1,10,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,3,4,49,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14987287951321798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14336925647791274,0.0,0.0,0.13104245269225334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424428855421735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19252319770099768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20736721954903253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16400503450158352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18332437257476472,0.0,0.0,0.09476086694286688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12561795340441845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5579308778684893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237425896374214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18879733261667192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12992751136748945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190739715749395,0.1884002840377856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14966703670271067,0.0,0.0,0.19592315286128026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214321341386142,0.0,0.1245078486958326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830737677204087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033017139623114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092382059561107,0.0,0.0,0.20323973754103924,0.13643777736227836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12068683785681447
anxiety,-baxtothefuture-,2019/04/20,"Most anxious week of my life This week of college has been the most anxious and depressed I’ve been since I started college 1.5 years ago. I barely left my room, and just couldn’t stop crying even with an increased wellbutrin dosage. Decided to come down back home for easter weekend and it was fun but the whole time the anxiety of what i was missing back at college was eating me alive. I just don’t know how to stop it from controlling me sometimes. Even my ativan doesn’t seem to help.",4.659642857142857,6.051181750000005,4.38565476190476,88.04625000000004,70.04166666666666,6.735714285714287,29.339285714285715,6.868970318607317,1.4605285714285712,392,15,76,3,7,119,66,96,0.163,0.7340000000000001,0.103,-0.4981,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,4,0,9,2,0,2,0,18,14,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,4,5,1,3,3,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,5,0,9,1,11,8,4,17,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,3,11,51,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16353584557584253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411314039818048,0.4168336875932304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837169318275398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589184874259032,0.0,0.0,0.2069169105476412,0.0,0.0,0.20264937899289906,0.0,0.0,0.15889765538518286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887753940758056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24370273152905955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365718121735365,0.0,0.18505465602866952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138876632233026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20044474772881926,0.0,0.13030802751970808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679492671340621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526088542408355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18246152506904129,0.0,0.13058025039416185,0.0,0.0,0.3084773734498913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757536085906898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29596733178628165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059722042135951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880303551327052
anxiety,smallwhiskeyneat,2019/04/20,"Is anyone else anxious (or even scared) of getting too exhausted? During my six years in university, I had trouble maintaining a balanced lifestyle (I.e. drink enough water, get enough sleep, social outings, full time job, marriage), and rightly so - it’s university. I did it, but it was one of the most difficult times in my life to date. Though now, two years after graduating, I’ve realized that I am anxious about over exerting myself, depleting my ‘mental and emotional resources’, or being somewhere where I am over exhausted and can’t retreat to recharge.  Connecting the two, did university contribute to the development of this anxiety/fear? Does anyone else experience this? 

Example: If I work at 4pm, I do absolutely nothing beforehand to be sure I can exert the proper energy at work and not lose my mind in the middle of my shift.",9.06169463087248,9.050215664429533,9.334152684563758,61.3145176174497,60.14093959731544,13.087583892617447,41.44379194630872,12.38480682065935,5.665408724832215,670,34,103,21,8,223,105,149,0.099,0.8190000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.3596,1,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,3,7,7,0,1,6,0,12,6,1,0,1,13,14,10,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,6,0,4,4,0,13,1,17,8,4,18,0,1,0,0,2,11,0,4,7,77,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338766042076004,0.0,0.2066487654090114,0.3028161326616549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931472665658547,0.0,0.0,0.14475857157130392,0.0,0.0,0.2468861363275539,0.1662216227340234,0.0,0.3053723042116188,0.0,0.09760084520620732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445476427052417,0.0,0.1662825946338269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15440769544509514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663915487735804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437448561433704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16531709250423002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14891763887929535,0.0,0.14920581071667527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417895238963753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013293416752043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12619497153257395,0.0,0.0,0.14794378190395424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147876950840431,0.15063314334364208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927169576220766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14518350359844656,0.0,0.1723320223344466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887000914661225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21515697903852748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19031837035894075
anxiety,queerthan,2019/04/20,"Travel Anxiety No matter how excited I am for a vacation, I am so anxious the night and hours before. No matter how early I start packing (or how much I over-pack), I feel like I'm missing something important, like my meds. I get anxious about long travel times, because there's no ""out"" if I need some quiet place to decompress. Road trips are the worst. The last road trip I went on was to Cape Cod with my mom, and while it was overall nice, there were so many moments that I was stressed and anxious beyond belief. 

Tomorrow morning I leave on a road trip for D.C./Virginia with my dad, my stepsister and my stepmom. I love them, and our vacations are always fun, but I'm paralyzed with anxiety. None of them are part of my core ""support system"" and I always worry that if I panic, I can't go to them for help (Even though I'm well aware I can, and my dad has explicitly stated it, even if he doesn't understand it well). I can't stop thinking about everything that can go wrong. I know I'm projecting, but the later it gets, the more things I think of.

Does anyone have any tips to help? Esp regarding telling my family when I'm anxious so I can have support?",4.716997126436785,5.27340141810345,5.598896551724138,82.469091954023,69.30172413793103,8.94528735632184,29.69080459770115,9.029198982220553,2.311026666666667,907,33,183,16,15,298,130,232,0.15,0.706,0.14400000000000002,-0.1473,0,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,1,0,3,0,17,15,0,2,7,0,18,1,0,3,1,32,39,22,0,4,6,3,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,11,0,1,6,2,0,8,7,5,2,0,5,2,31,10,19,34,6,31,1,1,0,1,12,8,0,5,15,120,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19694705619785507,0.0,0.0,0.08047948176871356,0.0,0.181069055028834,0.534790130242175,0.0,0.08275042244256339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07214275179749029,0.0,0.10070390898098952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356556679830448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15633311247864246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636194347106637,0.0,0.1115662752213159,0.0,0.05983940020537579,0.08454655681053053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236620214127552,0.0,0.1345177580420809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586499412522118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654717884125458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06503998256437113,0.09646795745239607,0.0,0.1253115496428158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563596162795407,0.0,0.0,0.10473267262843776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681207600420807,0.0,0.0,0.11998448281778752,0.0,0.0,0.13145596121706332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860565202786998,0.0,0.0,0.08699808220074029,0.08775221592350943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105990206472026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885377953464725,0.0,0.12815741379749013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123646601825195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110869512795716,0.0,0.0,0.08376605729560975,0.0,0.0,0.09894273161831096,0.13556518489118186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26859575563431715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343980476552517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862396395457565,0.15166294684211845,0.11627455146595304,0.0,0.06900862736988247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320257939136785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128149130591755,0.10970812328996203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018632196845155,0.0,0.0,0.12939300346798688,0.0,0.0
anxiety,I_ForgotTo_Wipe,2019/04/20,How do I convey my feelings of anxiety to my SO. I’m trying to explain to my SO what it’s like to live with severe anxiety and I can’t think of a good metaphor for my feeling of being overwhelmed with simple daily challenges.,2.483297872340426,4.199707914893619,4.558457446808512,83.30875,76.23404255319149,6.402127659574468,28.77127659574468,7.1686216300943375,1.7551319148936173,180,8,34,2,4,62,34,47,0.122,0.669,0.209,0.5144,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,8,8,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,6,3,10,7,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,26,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5688844360293948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760079648369685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118660010665145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816530682312332,0.0,0.32832495215019675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4200521474920981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23824802633198525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524422035543972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cozyred3,2019/04/20,"Elevated Heartrate - suggestions? So, basically when I lay down at night I can’t relax. I have chronic pain and it can be overwhelming on top of being a anxious wreck. I’m looking for something I can focus on to help drop my heart rate.

 I have an Apple Watch and use the AutoSleep and HeartWatch apps. Sometimes during my sleep my heartrate is in the 80s. During the day my avg heartrate is in the 90s, on a good day I get down to the mid 80s and manage to get into the 60s in my sleep. I’m 27, physically in decent shape, a few extra pounds but nothing crazy or anything even my doctor is concerned about. I feel like I’ve tried everything and I just want to relax.",3.0088195386702843,4.675480641791047,4.219118046132974,86.51075305291724,74.67164179104478,6.663772048846678,26.360922659430127,7.348242739294969,1.2805313432835828,522,19,106,6,11,171,86,134,0.054000000000000006,0.8079999999999999,0.138,0.878,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,1,10,0,10,6,3,1,0,12,18,9,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,14,4,18,16,2,19,0,1,2,0,2,14,0,1,5,66,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24459540879335798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17816981821232114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27926291736809633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216078260661491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14300324329970585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19458581280533768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947429077313194,0.15467525263248938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262357584345745,0.0,0.0,0.18159886212949056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565661643861443,0.14512252579550955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577616790644327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818144175885135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20318057952018853,0.0,0.20774780935824574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23038259824260146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4333340256382918,0.0,0.0,0.16668047721344928,0.2141345704134806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699652017907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18699568710343836,0.0,0.0,0.12770359180272622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cutthatshutter,2019/04/20,"Does anyone else get a sinking warm feeling that jolts you awake sometimes right at the moment you should be falling asleep? It’s not really like those jerks where you think your falling. It almost feels like your whole body gets super warm and is just sinking or gets real heavy. Almost feels like things are going numb. It’s a really hard thing to explain. 

It just happens to me sometimes when my anxiety is really bad and always triggers a panic attack and then of course I can’t sleep it’s an awful cycle. 

But anyway.. has anyone else’s experience something like that? I always find comfort in shared experiences.",6.153847826086956,7.60326172173913,6.02320652173913,77.48263586956524,66.56521739130434,7.836956521739133,27.41847826086957,8.07648339933343,1.8981521739130431,498,15,82,6,8,156,81,115,0.257,0.638,0.106,-0.9525,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,5,0,1,5,14,2,1,5,1,7,4,3,1,0,19,17,7,0,1,5,0,6,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,10,3,0,0,6,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,0,6,9,9,5,15,1,10,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,3,7,49,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737652609445541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274862589173145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457308357232352,0.0,0.0,0.19116390352516624,0.2801251382045383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551294755775505,0.0,0.0,0.11413656100362968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183991782851033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962475498963113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283861578035998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26743243851666443,0.0,0.0,0.20735483258355766,0.19531320025261956,0.0,0.0,0.12493888347283905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142561394246945,0.0,0.07768824303775189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12088099779207112,0.0,0.12245395791519118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26713364307027304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603848640983672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559148880978954,0.2627154305013997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167387732303485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679605154235866,0.0,0.0,0.10523628334244103,0.2703943101457192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816312644278152,0.08759012970173255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15261768760963276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,randomuser4231,2019/04/20,"Random When my middle school experience started is when my anxiety kicked in. It's been the same way ever since which is going off at random and impossible to go away until the next day, it will just stay there and torture me. I don't know why it keeps happening and the only thing I could think of was my lack of sleep. The reason I think this is because I have a lot of trouble sleeping and usually don't so one day took some stuff to help me sleep and it worked. But then me being and idiot mistook it for something else and ate it before school where the entire day felt like one big anxiety attack while being really tired. If anybody knows why it will go off at random and won't stop please tell me, I just want it to stop.",7.452253116011505,5.5788138993288605,7.600019175455419,78.48637583892621,64.36912751677852,10.393480345158196,30.6816874400767,8.841846274778883,2.2000788111217644,577,14,119,7,7,188,95,149,0.15,0.7859999999999999,0.065,-0.9271,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,8,5,3,0,6,0,14,5,3,1,1,31,28,16,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,12,8,1,3,6,0,0,4,3,4,0,2,5,1,12,1,14,17,4,29,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,6,15,84,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20052371107216746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14910162490563494,0.12313679834620953,0.0,0.0,0.07989400682014587,0.0,0.11152386886387693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464211723162888,0.0,0.0,0.2535718969281664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948524791424467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855282735333753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820350897311036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583980249920168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234561839686843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589744438686443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784790691100931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649367687801013,0.0,0.0,0.14405618530234124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403013523029548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142398582974594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938562395268825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17762162403751267,0.09967834240399508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14386640926556085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396149257603243,0.1347532743993264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652829113284917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841560748162436,0.0,0.3934691076072439,0.0,0.0,0.10089771361037582,0.0,0.0,0.09276615856930746,0.1396943530684449,0.0,0.2191469296016567,0.0,0.0,0.1500343108653725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455371830852346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707158177229793,0.16795811370462804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063616488009066,0.0,0.0,0.14561439108078195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434596611375558,0.0,0.07730359696671261,0.10403069132527117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365256302924011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541449163941608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Agorohelp,2019/04/20,"Anxiety/agoraphobia Help Pleass Hi, On mobile so please forgive any formatting issues. 

I know being agoraphobic I assume the worst. I am hoping I can get an outside view on my situation. So, I am diagnosed with agoraphobia. I was doing well for a whilethough recently I quit my job because I'd cry in my car from fear and call out (still proud of myself despite this setback) So it's getting worse again, and that makes me very scared. 

The problem is that recently my head has really been getting to me, like really bad. I cant stop the thoughts anymore and I keep spiraling down. Its always during/ adter i talk to people. Maybe its a lack of self esteem, I don't know. 

Unfortunately this is bad timing, since easter is tomorrow and my bf would very much like me to go. He says if I dont go he won't (its not to guilt me, he has reasons). I told him I would go a week ago, but its the night before and I cant stop crying and panicking and I feel like I rather run away for the day and spend my easter at a little hotel alone. I feel like i battle so much daily that I'm really drained of everything. 

He's pretty upset, and I understand. I am being selfish. But the mental torture that comes along with the outings is killing me slowly. I guess i just dont know what to do any more. I'm tired. Its too much and I cant handle it right now. 

What do you do when your agoraphobia comes back and is destroying your life? I used a throwaway so I could add that I'm to the point where I am abusing my script (NOT PROUD OF THIS, i hate it about myself) to stop my head from attacking me. I dont know where this is going, I'm sorry. Any advice would be helpful. Im scared.",1.1302737285390343,3.3104053760932963,3.2284572400388747,88.88617144476841,82.70262390670555,6.260090702947847,20.898040168448333,7.492282038375204,0.75574123744736,1296,39,275,21,36,439,179,343,0.211,0.662,0.127,-0.9897,1,1,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,3,0,3,17,25,6,5,14,0,34,5,2,3,0,50,62,20,1,9,7,0,2,4,1,4,3,1,0,1,19,18,0,4,11,1,1,8,10,16,1,0,4,4,49,9,26,50,6,36,0,0,1,0,18,12,0,4,20,180,68,1,0.0,0.10316661462622403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850861900455508,0.07718447295125216,0.0,0.0,0.09018079814595252,0.0,0.0,0.0724512533255874,0.0,0.0,0.17763675478183344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635247297365542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905748164781247,0.0818074326827075,0.06695333910845612,0.14540371685466996,0.05307855712079305,0.0,0.07409224145121322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891070636175412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15001041087949066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952026588456431,0.0,0.19128999463559815,0.056154526691129664,0.0,0.0,0.0883767035197842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30614478747456425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825510326879373,0.0,0.0,0.09798071342235734,0.08805289354059621,0.12440915083558635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136475283455808,0.0,0.1979411188539109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592011990872848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596601735053518,0.17872290745754646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167256551649716,0.0,0.0,0.08648258920175188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405318731415953,0.09088101528727087,0.08640597076425606,0.07739399397379454,0.09633276466544463,0.0,0.1914109647144596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061501846216103585,0.17015680277116116,0.0872694692884642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05812153626062306,0.0,0.08747597899195217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774854957428041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192024807500568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171159553380121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060365073133690536,0.0,0.0,0.09557940233434296,0.08231160920886604,0.0,0.0,0.08858398439041902,0.0,0.08331657491038445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926122681474698,0.0,0.0,0.16734252256278973,0.08952498012172531,0.17194707903373782,0.0,0.0,0.07435939623328634,0.0,0.06924350678270264,0.1743494239944007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083555476590606,0.0,0.0,0.07202723012069318,0.0978730815833928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747047864095457,0.0,0.0,0.0695361707553073,0.2183894002254782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998553677157399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06912579892390809,0.05077264560079138,0.10007697198169503,0.0,0.08320145703496694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064549084584894,0.0,0.07520263987456129,0.0,0.14368777982849634,0.0,0.0,0.06984426696873071,0.0,0.07828858920350344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873426498647664,0.1855613099721774,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MudBabies,2019/04/20,"Voice Does anyone ever get voice pain when they talk? I notice it more when I’m speaking to people in deep conversation or even small talk sometimes. When I’m having a good conversation and genuinely engaged in the conversation I notice that I don’t even think about it

Pain: feels like a sharp pain in my throat when I’m talking. Don’t feel it unless I speak

Doctor: I’ve had multiple nasal endoscopes for other reasons but that checks my throat and voice box and there isn’t any issues.

I do take Lexapro for some anxiety.",5.388361344537814,6.5527843627451015,5.594817927170869,80.90382352941178,68.11764705882354,8.573669467787116,27.31652661064425,8.841846274778883,1.9776173669467787,423,13,80,7,7,134,65,102,0.08900000000000001,0.852,0.058,-0.4497,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,9,6,0,0,3,0,6,7,3,1,1,12,14,10,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,1,9,8,3,8,13,2,10,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,2,6,46,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589111771766075,0.0,0.13037046654747375,0.0,0.0,0.119161291023688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744316002892784,0.14913527062477275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22512097174653886,0.15415421278548214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17233845996387484,0.12174773933200375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903716553453757,0.0,0.0,0.14293980810273252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17787370278002998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325836938123676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3880475067197377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5440151551091453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11814743753617325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17521965016812754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685492631624445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281342702717261,0.4109302650479325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109197947350104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,reallytiredthrow1234,2019/04/20,"How do I get over anxiety related procrastination? Hey guys! So I’ve got finals in a few weeks and I can’t get myself to study. I’ve got the time, I like my subjects, and I’m willing to work hard. But I don’t know why I just can’t get myself to study! 

I don’t think I’m being lazy either, because I’ve literally been waking up at 5:30 am every single day for the past 3 weeks in order to study, but have failed every single time. 

My thoughts wander and there’s this extremely unpleasant feeling that makes it so hard for me to do anything productive. It’s not like I enjoy the procrastination period either - I mostly just end up scouring the internet for ways to reduce my anxiety, or ways to study despite having anxiety. Studying is on my mind 24*7 and it’s honestly making me miserable! I want to get something (anything!) done, but I can’t and it’s so damn frustrating. I basically just end up wasting all my energy and my entire day worrying.

I’ve tried HeadSpace, Pomodoro, exercising, pretty much everything I can! I’m really at my wit’s end at this point. 

The worst part is, if I didn’t have exams, I’d have no trouble studying at all. I really need help guys! Is there anyway I can go back to enjoying studying again? If this keeps up, my anxiety is only going to increase tenfold because slowly I’ll start running out of time to study. 

Thanks!",2.36083735452739,4.554514963099631,4.585701107011072,80.75004186772641,78.33579335793358,7.711666193585013,25.55222821458984,8.617729084823388,2.0941591257451035,1069,41,203,24,26,370,142,271,0.195,0.687,0.118,-0.9722,0,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,2,12,12,2,1,6,0,23,2,1,3,2,33,45,16,0,4,12,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,8,7,0,1,4,1,0,4,8,6,0,0,6,3,27,6,28,37,12,37,0,2,0,0,4,14,1,4,18,129,35,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36235141600031695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19489242347369265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105453241667293,0.0,0.14437049038455102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152736943042012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12118059837790582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146440698721134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19954103817279067,0.0,0.1064245925930007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05987464670198541,0.0,0.0,0.12971885125996638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474697211913865,0.0,0.13459699145161527,0.0,0.18941605602375775,0.0,0.0,0.2345007544852059,0.0,0.0,0.21215480853027144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937169447859498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525350978727548,0.0,0.0,0.06507829229871133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570407331549575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15808709104043267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956632171652334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704932565570153,0.08780390357696882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006064250838937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282329008484199,0.11304139383047428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119413189659814,0.0,0.0,0.12047156102565068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15172053998879048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116235980880144,0.0,0.0,0.08381539702903516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902146863547056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758761395400655,0.0,0.09400901258635584,0.20714782412488886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803966360502167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698447771414052,0.18798608956343035,0.189972215142884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685194857825824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620819943844439,0.12025711390111204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bibibirdie99,2019/04/20,"Anxiety with emergency vehicles A few weeks ago, there was a suicide on my university campus and I saw all of the emergency vehicles flocking the dorm where it occurred. While I didn't know the student who died, I had a friend who died by suicide last summer. Now, every time I hear sirens or see emergency vehicles on campus I get really scared that someone has died. It's a common occurrence on weekends especially, with students who have had too much to drink. The irony is that I worked on an ambulance for a while! I didn't do much emergency work though, mostly transfers, but still, I'm comfortable on an ambulance. I dont know if I'm posting this for reassurance or advice or just to vent, but I feel like I need to get this off my chest.",5.85534865900383,6.3687564965517245,6.72505747126437,75.54291187739466,66.79310344827586,10.85823754789272,33.35249042145594,10.746095033038511,3.6643639846743294,592,25,112,16,9,197,90,145,0.168,0.742,0.09,-0.6585,0,0,1,0,0,2,15.0,0,0,0,2,7,5,0,1,11,0,10,2,1,0,1,16,21,10,5,2,7,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,9,3,1,0,3,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,4,12,4,15,15,5,19,0,0,2,0,6,7,0,5,12,78,21,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16111521141842008,0.14615289121657624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261299176383283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5133467040260073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932337947838768,0.16151600420020393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891539317278995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08336641087820468,0.11778766112650575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273830198055444,0.0,0.1722821226774085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858275720967612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812234043577704,0.1343961896335173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055023158893801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424061017146084,0.12225368675227816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15790591866077847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056239791971013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16506993845005574,0.0,0.13138506389411128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969915330888846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13167042555873051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606958217418317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16199012688831685,0.0,0.0961406959914968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225382207156475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400638190393617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FregDude,2019/04/20,"I feel down I don't know what to do I got told lately that I am too much and my Girlfriend likes another Guy because he is more assertive and relaxing even though me and her have been like that before well not to go on but she kinda attempted to cheat on me also me and her are taking a break for a week to a month I don't know what to do with myself now.

Sorry I am a bit disjointed if this doesn't make sense",2.8194871794871768,3.054012945054944,4.459065934065936,90.10676739926741,73.39560439560441,7.8249084249084255,22.85897435897436,7.793537801064563,0.7421853479853473,322,7,77,4,6,109,63,91,0.093,0.821,0.086,-0.3762,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,1,0,4,0,11,0,0,1,0,13,19,8,0,1,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,1,1,0,3,1,14,4,10,16,3,9,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,6,59,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19470946833273384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553081740883627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484220811443157,0.0,0.2071820574890544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26581518837759244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608150876402784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310991875996664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837430027286346,0.0,0.1947317984604064,0.0,0.0,0.2410817468161135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26761855707671506,0.0,0.2746540708473042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379023485009653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625236223259566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19434201600642814,0.0,0.1789845285087576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27255396670072296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18306534254543586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392161441407473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326539016361388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19530356554167225,0.0,0.2189161870582283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kbel1984,2019/04/20,"Symptoms go away? So I've been doing CBT for maybe 8 session. Made huge progress. Haven't really had any attacks since my first appointment. Just wondering do the symptoms ever go away? I honestly find my self feeling great most of the time like before I had my first panic attack. There have just been these lingering symptoms of light headed, dizzy and nauseous. 

Thanks",3.3114759535655054,6.464717328358213,3.16407960199005,85.6370978441128,84.67164179104478,5.96285240464345,25.35489220563847,7.3871296695380915,1.7452334991708125,299,12,49,5,9,90,52,67,0.14,0.623,0.238,0.7903,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,5,7,2,1,2,0,8,4,1,1,1,9,14,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,3,0,2,5,2,5,4,5,9,1,9,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,5,30,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326379830172127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3789630125391719,0.31296970831298104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172689714624664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15065944662672556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421572314339222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15222917579439368,0.2833449141736659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18931523762372188,0.0,0.0,0.1836285891049273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17093451774969265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137085345488508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15759932389127554,0.0,0.0,0.167327898772276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19541759132894765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670004496609634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17375424302700748,0.0,0.0,0.13777685267851164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.519346402883654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15334239657377988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712014888420363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18062288812544752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ch4rity,2019/04/20,"Can your attachment style lead to anxiety? Hello, just wanted to say that I am not asking for a diagnosis!! I am just confused about what anxiety exactly is. I just want to know if anybody can help me clarify the meaning of what im about to say.

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I was never sure what was wrong with me when it came to relationships and I found that it was my attachment style that was the problem! 

Basically I am the attachment style fearful avoidant, which is: 

* A negative view of self (low self-confidence)
* A desire to be connected with others paired with a very strong hesitation
* Fear of rejection
* Fear of abandonment
* A sense of not being good enough or worthy
* Fears so predominant that you want to withdraw or avoid relationships
* Difficulty trusting others
* Often try to avoid conflict
* Hesitant and reserved in how much you share about yourself and your feelings

My question is, is this a type of anxiety? I would like to get help for this and I am highly considering therapy but I am not sure how to generalise this? I havent seen anything about getting help for your attachment style like when you go to your doctor or anything so I just wanted to know if this attachment style is also a type of anxiety? Or if anyone has advice on how I would approach my doctor with this problem then I would really appreciate that too.

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I hope this makes sense. Thank you",3.634254884806065,6.471715047244098,4.6639282589676325,78.38018226888309,77.66141732283465,8.329892096821231,28.305045202683,9.049649993220411,2.9250051326917466,1098,48,189,29,27,357,125,254,0.162,0.6679999999999999,0.17,0.8516,0,3,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,8,0,2,18,24,0,8,10,0,23,2,0,5,4,57,41,21,0,14,15,0,1,2,0,3,2,2,0,1,19,9,0,5,6,0,0,4,6,14,0,0,7,5,27,10,32,29,2,12,0,3,2,0,20,4,0,11,6,145,46,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352988235843636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654185324677143,0.0,0.20741053765589595,0.2326041556507208,0.0,0.0,0.2928815039805332,0.0,0.0,0.06692493141951564,0.0,0.1575277026137967,0.0,0.08947897051758305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947046227651162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959331387981637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098897375342804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4308160746124721,0.048395496200752314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494464082823386,0.0,0.0,0.10001244776716024,0.0,0.05439604696835181,0.0802797349056283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924637263099914,0.10112630602788143,0.0,0.09506485588040256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338673691018448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520300064131474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352132077575938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06388933910470615,0.0,0.0,0.10425979100530278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036025331417713,0.0,0.07381996067263165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831693120988107,0.0,0.0,0.10722074753058616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06131636027140117,0.0,0.0,0.20552042647079674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15223003968104973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996995927698786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18041721505796987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811990319390725,0.10945644544437066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498301549715049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789734570117052,0.22581662409556616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039758447602817,0.10464741602099692,0.2326041556507208,0.0
anxiety,joan737373,2019/04/20,"Is there a name for this?? I know that i dont have torrette syndrome  

When i turn 11 i started to get some tics on my upper lip. I can control this tic but the more i try to control it the harder it gets and while i try to control it in public i feel it in different places around my body.It doesn’t hurt or anything but after moving around a while it can start to hurt it feels like stress and its uncomfortable now that I’m 18 i feel it on every muscle in my body.so i need to move this muscle so i can feel more relax.
I have depression,gad(anxiety), social anxiety, mdd(maladaptive daydreaming disorder) and mild bpd
Sorry for my bad english",1.5492584514721912,3.8833352290076335,3.372262813522358,87.55124045801529,82.20610687022902,6.185605234460198,22.33424209378408,7.447530270364453,0.9832547437295532,509,17,103,8,14,170,80,131,0.184,0.76,0.056,-0.9543,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,6,6,0,1,4,0,8,1,1,3,0,19,20,10,0,1,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,3,5,1,0,2,2,4,0,0,0,4,16,2,15,20,3,18,0,2,0,0,3,9,0,2,8,71,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21660305730658586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650097917722699,0.252056645002802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820598197598185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17830388510232126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4763521884771014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14791170129342332,0.16225278267514534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16592031259846882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927978481066237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863304727538944,0.10113844514729277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793014690693473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031096501768413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780379186474704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916450417000665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009354177489836,0.0,0.10497320070198088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14791170129342332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431394082817506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15847729192423265,0.20040955209998096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16216925364241055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19223501161233586,0.1539887386845228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,privateranting,2019/04/20,"Went for a drive today! I turned 16 recently. family pressure is always on me. I'm always being compared to my eldest sister and my cousins and family friends. why cant I be like them  bla bla you know how it goes. well turning 16 means that I gotta learn to drive and get a job soon. sadly I can't get my license for a couple more months because I waited like an idiot. 

But today I feel like I broke a bit of this anxiety shell thats constantly surrounding me.  

I'll admit whenever someone is watching me my driving skills are straight shit. I can't move smoothly and slowly. I'm very jump and everything.  so I decided to go drive around the neighborhood without anyone with me. and it was amazing. I felt no pressure on me. I could move smoothly. there was no shaking and spazzing and twitching. I didn't feel like I was going to die from some simple mistake. it felt great tbh. might try it again tomorrow. 

 I know it may seem stupid but it's honestly a great feat for me as I always was afraid of driving. always feared I would crash or scratch someones car. but it was a relief to actually do it. 

sorry to waste your time but thanks for reading!!",1.7028260869565202,4.1191227608695655,3.2353913043478286,88.25265217391308,82.26086956521739,5.940869565217391,24.417391304347824,7.24861992348623,1.2141530434782606,905,35,177,13,25,297,139,230,0.183,0.696,0.121,-0.7035,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,1,1,7,23,3,5,8,0,19,2,1,1,0,35,40,16,1,3,6,2,7,4,1,4,1,0,0,0,11,10,0,1,11,1,0,13,7,11,1,0,9,8,29,12,19,24,3,27,0,2,1,0,7,5,1,5,13,109,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.11206837400293433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822280698614296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785314788581483,0.0,0.0,0.08029958624683267,0.0,0.0,0.10223295083822533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000608515403442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253767671853597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241024603207376,0.0,0.0916912952695804,0.12706952280608366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918695883824615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321180002511493,0.0,0.21652398803378026,0.12922819570412822,0.11613424888762325,0.1640850482713168,0.22053098298994292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872596990991341,0.0,0.1199994980180744,0.0,0.13053371807410485,0.0,0.0,0.2532254960713709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139620983549664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622736018164135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22442229537678454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509565422529126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182828764404935,0.0,0.0,0.09166509199075318,0.2441158872670913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487220472466313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339175845934794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454704896682836,0.0,0.0,0.11788276664111325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19460902861066134,0.0,0.0,0.12855523958977594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573028042757633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696478473097399,0.0,0.21771192091154096,0.0,0.0,0.07796958692095236,0.2498283376167312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947559569806706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325596511406818,0.10645887535154393,0.10362625479929123,0.0,0.0,0.11070274839448277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157984172807359,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sadnessofsound,2019/04/20,"I can't deal with it all... I wake up and am assaulted with anxiety about my health, my life, my job and lately even my marriage. I can be so angry when my anxiety gets bad... I feel like everyone will abandon me at the drop of a hat and I do not feel strong enough to deal with myself if it ever IS just me alone. I use the VA after serving in the Army and they've let me go 6 months without medication due to long wait times. I'd love to curl up and just forget everything but realistically that would never work with how badly my mind races... 

Drinking has been a kind of medicine for me when things get really bad during these last few months but I know that's not a good answer...

Thanks for listening.",2.9939435736677105,4.216976131034482,4.361943573667713,87.267868338558,73.89655172413794,7.755485893416928,22.83699059561129,8.296473431620573,1.0535517241379306,549,14,121,9,11,182,103,145,0.208,0.763,0.029,-0.972,1,1,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,9,11,1,0,6,0,11,6,1,2,3,31,22,12,0,2,8,0,2,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,6,9,1,2,4,1,0,1,5,5,0,0,1,3,18,6,18,17,3,18,0,1,0,1,5,4,0,1,13,81,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16108404117056313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379628059898632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3895876748772453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206929174364929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15236195460763352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16070592797263542,0.0,0.10272728851603767,0.14068741947868174,0.0,0.1486173021975297,0.13978195509376073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15728310482820018,0.11111195058819644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16251789465114144,0.0,0.088392307437794,0.13045269655222355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16532303277309182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434131476021526,0.0,0.0,0.1619624381415963,0.08547621099632356,0.12677917736869704,0.1754466474013136,0.0,0.0,0.15904180537982684,0.1098567115352717,0.07598498235367221,0.0,0.0,0.13764075067112966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403735238774862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15668192796893707,0.0,0.0,0.1570427831170707,0.0,0.24828800135641546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199557141094738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963765512647604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319278713462924,0.0,0.0,0.1033284184185824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069184463259668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343295400655373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14992710718220278,0.0,0.11322900439659403,0.0,0.0,0.11048532987715416,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,theosnorea,2019/04/20,"Is it pathetic to order Grubhub just because I don’t wanna walk to dinner (TMI but w/e) but I’m having really bad cramps atm (like I’m sitting on my floor while I type this because I was standing and then I suddenly couldn’t anymore) and I really don’t wanna walk all the way to the dining hall, is it weird to just like... order Chinese? I don’t wanna be lazy and it’s a beautiful day and I /could walk/ it’d just hurt.... should I just grit my teeth and bare it?? Can I just order food? Is that bad? Or is this just me being ridiculously anxious about nothing",-0.3793644067796613,1.8630833305084733,2.1862500000000007,92.52395127118643,92.8135593220339,4.983898305084747,18.39194915254237,6.6274283507984215,0.1936932203389832,435,13,93,6,16,149,70,118,0.203,0.752,0.044,-0.9598,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,7,7,1,0,3,0,16,5,1,0,1,21,18,10,0,6,9,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,5,3,0,0,0,1,3,4,5,0,0,1,0,12,2,9,11,1,16,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,6,64,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982923700845885,0.2618587723090434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44092818043962334,0.3219151768317431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21081609881264368,0.0,0.0,0.1702852843996803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192807058269396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282662485205955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579952254944792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253355476863044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.338304208355903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095842962870316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Niptuckfan,2019/04/20,"Please help me. I don't know what else to do. Crippling anxiety due to people texting while walking If I had just ONE wish I would wish for people to stop texting while  walking. I'm tired of having to constantly dive out of people's way to  avoid being run into every time I go outside. I used to love going for  walks and getting fresh air, but this once enjoyed activity has  transformed more into a ""dodging people walking with their heads down  without realizing there are other people on the street"" routine. I can't wrap my head around how people can just stand  motionless in the middle of a busy sidewalk or doorway other people are  walking on/through. At least stand off to the side  or sit somewhere!!!! I'm seeing this more and more each day and it's pure  hell for people who suffer from anxiety, because it's making being  anywhere outdoors a stressful activity. I avoid outdoors at all costs, but when I have to go outside, guess what? I have to constantly jump out of people's way as if I'm in a video game and it's make be fucking hate being alive.",4.68822006472492,6.0779597961165095,5.346582524271849,81.19081229773465,69.97087378640775,7.0467313915857615,29.75275080906149,7.3011,1.8534463430420718,842,33,151,8,15,272,123,206,0.163,0.747,0.09,-0.9579,0,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,0,6,9,3,3,7,0,16,5,2,4,2,35,34,15,0,5,9,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,10,11,0,3,2,2,1,10,3,7,0,1,1,1,12,2,32,28,6,40,1,1,1,2,5,16,2,5,9,101,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17126234579759125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099647282992755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823549669027698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24192734108294586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218983009384784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093508644378101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431139157002476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348355914974727,0.058482240021211426,0.0,0.19084840413551865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233107563505905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051419274735352,0.2297584377160605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502872618177933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061517413800137435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102712853434988,0.0,0.1494370649948181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192087983358076,0.07585111963665554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6984245379510899,0.0,0.0,0.12287274457746725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919895718077525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358398824070208,0.12822296758135068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06527111660109955,0.12865462553718834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667726032157914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17770008480342742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574430722423685,0.1079028630876236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951653071273734,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,biggerperspective,2019/04/20,"My body is backfiring Three weeks ago I made an impulsive decision to leave everything to create the life I've wanted for myself. And although things are working out pretty good (considering), my anxiety is surfacing again. Major physical symptoms: chest pain, side pains, shortened breath, fuzzy brain, hand shaking (this is the one I'm unused to). I even had a dream last night that I felt dizzy and confused, then someone handed me pills and I lost control of my body and fell to the ground. No one around me came to help me, and that was the worst part. I learned to take care of myself and to not rely on other people early on, so I wouldn't say I have abandonment issues. But, yeah, I only keep a small group of friends I continue to trust. Though I do worry that I annoy them with my problems or talk about myself too much. Bleh. 

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I'm used to fighting my mind to be a step ahead of my anxieties, but physical stuff worries me. I've never been very good at listening to my body, not that I would know what to do anyway. But I also didn't know I was even suffering from anxiety (vs. stress) until a year or so ago. Am I describing something else within the mental health spectrum or is it my mind playing games? I know I have #chronicstress because feeling calm and relaxed is a rare thing.",4.74642857142857,6.025212214285716,5.228730158730159,82.51071428571429,69.71428571428571,8.2984126984127,28.682539682539684,8.680891452615391,2.1581015873015867,1026,37,194,17,18,328,160,252,0.136,0.728,0.136,0.4475,0,0,1,0,2,0,39.0,0,0,1,4,11,20,2,3,11,1,19,14,8,3,1,40,35,20,0,4,9,0,4,0,1,2,6,2,0,0,11,11,0,3,7,4,0,4,6,12,0,3,9,6,33,8,28,23,4,27,0,3,0,0,9,10,0,4,13,136,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19352612376055306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729458847174221,0.0,0.11827396882461776,0.1326403998795471,0.0,0.0,0.25051951262406885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971748485377757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654244708568381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637538543555437,0.0,0.1218577901890948,0.0,0.1248490668684266,0.11129509945741757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243134677229855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118852096625013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441972700743613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981052679446051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05519418129464528,0.0,0.10480996926248218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433614227771369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18311514874387969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603114591393245,0.0,0.0,0.07316712391673287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113933864801261,0.0,0.09702572993894544,0.0,0.0,0.17997315698709004,0.08897933325664154,0.0,0.11558385220373855,0.0,0.0,0.07710238502138451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119160183002337,0.0,0.0,0.10328909294001708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000681882900468,0.0,0.2204393879901372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024458642288887,0.0,0.0841903196038618,0.0,0.0,0.10243853294129496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479382245203537,0.08302050540459308,0.2323062118919775,0.0,0.0,0.11820879733276606,0.0,0.07567725843942498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105416977563892,0.0,0.10445063087750782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680779275196575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249025252753312,0.08403610028095289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504151723522458,0.0,0.12496119032145768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345822547758372,0.08207414810271832,0.08773804583247231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504107012164366,0.0,0.10724837902016322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427851765390947,0.0,0.09006778824392286,0.0643849359348117,0.0,0.08756094157624489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946921194497268,0.22171297242606325,0.0,0.07754357766906142,0.0,0.1326403998795471,0.07029495849338999
anxiety,zarekeamies,2019/04/20,"daydreams/flashbacks like scanning tv channels I  was wondering if anyone else has this experience.

I'm 21 F in college. I've always been anxious, but last year my anxiety developed into pretty severe panic attacks. Almost all of this is attributable to a high-stress lifestyle, from school work to social life to general self-expectations. The panic attacks have subsided after going abroad for a semester, which cut my course-load from 18 credits to about 6. 

I had a traumatic experience with gun violence a few years back (a gang shot up a suburban strip mall while I was in the parking lot), but otherwise I have a very normal upper middle class overachievery life. I don't smoke and I don't use drugs/have never tried them.

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I have, however, for the longest time had horrible racing thoughts/flashbacks. Probably since I was 10. These are all neutral images. Sometimes vivd enough where I ""hear"" (read: imagine) snatches of voices--maybe just a few words. Or I ""see"" (again: imagine) a place I've been before. Sometimes they are memories/scenes. These experiences are usually accompanied by the sense that I've been thinking about these things all along. They seem schizophrenic, but there's a very clear border between these day dreams and reality. I would consider them flashbacks, but they have no traumatic associations--they're usually very neutral memories. I have never had a ""PTSD"" type flashback to my near-death shooting. They come and go fast, scrolling through dozens in a few minutes before I go distract myself. They couldn't be called thoughts, because there's very little thought or consciousness involved. They get worse when I'm tired, stressed, drunk, hungover, or feeling sick. They're especially bad when I feel physically ill. I don't think they've increased in severity since high school, but I definitely find them distressing now when I didn't before. I feel lucky they're neutral and not horrific in nature.

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The one that inspired this post happened while I was taking notes on binary trees (computer science) and I had a flashback to  a few years ago, when my friend, who had a tattoo of an evergreen, drew ornaments on her tattoo with sharpie for Christmas. This one had an obvious link to a trigger (trees), but most don't.

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I know I'm overly-associative in general. A professor once wrote in my end of year review that I had an ""strong capacity for slant thinking,"" and another pulled me aside to tell me that I see unusual connections in things and it made my essays/class discussion ""interesting"". To be honest she freaked me out a little--she seemed bewildered/concerned (can't pin down the sentiment but it definitely wasn't a keep-up-the-good-work thing). I have an overactive imagination. 

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I'm a big reader and writer--though I've stopped writing over the last three years and I'm almost wondering if these images are surfacing because I'm not writing them out of my system. They feel like vignettes. I'm also wondering if scrolling through instagram/snapchat posts for 4+ hours a day and bombarding my brain with little snippets of videos primes me for this type of thinking. I've long held the belief that humans are not inherently equipped to deal with all the flashing lights we throw at them. Attention pollution is definitely a thing. Still,  I generally reach for snapchat or instagram stories to distract myself from the racing thoughts. I deleted my instagram for about six months last year, but I can't remember if it had a substantial impact on the flashes. 

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TL;DR It feels like someone put my brain on a radio scanner and is flipping through things in set second intervals. I used to love my ability to make connections, but now they're making me miserable. 

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Looking for any ideas or empathy. Personal stories and other reddit recs throw my way.",6.52687422796182,8.631368770802924,6.2569890510948944,73.66578677709153,66.4014598540146,9.64879281302639,35.65482874789444,9.989886356029237,3.9990421111734964,3108,154,495,75,52,970,348,685,0.146,0.755,0.099,-0.9882,2,0,2,2,0,0,137.0,1,0,12,2,17,23,3,7,39,0,42,10,2,7,8,105,86,37,0,7,22,0,5,3,1,1,6,1,0,2,27,22,1,2,29,8,1,9,15,12,0,6,23,11,62,11,66,59,12,78,1,1,4,1,30,29,0,19,38,305,89,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04599414247209577,0.0,0.10391342297636436,0.0,0.0,0.04149351685646355,0.04317362210717679,0.3373132061234524,0.37828576304234296,0.03528451554790697,0.05440739023037765,0.03969293630499878,0.05861683702072765,0.0,0.036280161142955764,0.0531637247767096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805648855603375,0.0,0.039897421076928084,0.04332295741145868,0.06325890752584128,0.0,0.13245445537483855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584471293863448,0.052981792053952856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044695519360782164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692484128812133,0.05349257625501856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04334440998085346,0.0,0.045955929235901236,0.05361249743479045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15226449845371912,0.0,0.0,0.13117655584512095,0.0741352760415731,0.0,0.0,0.04742320848055754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04008728607893259,0.0,0.0271084903961212,0.0,0.08846467113342961,0.04351983120659049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04588295173037487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0584797177470596,0.0,0.0,0.10964161189752177,0.0,0.0,0.05109762952633232,0.0,0.0,0.058573403882337026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046118995818801904,0.0,0.0,0.028515395795208724,0.12688296705436056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329776492603496,0.07604718860549778,0.1040075613770889,0.0,0.04591781078253127,0.04357148867339581,0.0,0.0,0.0441119421612686,0.046829480926650666,0.0490961443776412,0.06926911896273588,0.0,0.05212683959354074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04141521101224309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003594510935147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05083763283563738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05525729800444209,0.07031910362734167,0.0,0.0,0.12175496748242105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045305182953383816,0.05421022040232621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938561269114723,0.052787098790868174,0.05594229006221873,0.0,0.06065239796473961,0.05216013989238743,0.0,0.0,0.0519004180849284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05877715037673535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502356699728964,0.08269344926603528,0.09447081761736048,0.05412880709924136,0.11723367404145532,0.0,0.08584189429223395,0.0,0.0,0.052891627038377416,0.04396315876501402,0.0,0.10263390695967446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04143652761227668,0.04337933440192535,0.11887133885365847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03901209808535181,0.0,0.045350980390389456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723550163112368,0.13298678093557156,0.05097810185727678,0.12357596246896807,0.030255363626346312,0.05963575744579006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03522744400010435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896263406463325,0.11429102739425745,0.17124677967562066,0.0,0.04118499086676957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688056872521472,0.07554780068585823,0.0,0.05287665083263998,0.03685859345294048,0.0,0.37828576304234296,0.20047875335003595
anxiety,roisinkkelly,2019/04/20,"Today I’ve finally got something to celebrate and I should feel positive but everything else is dragging me down... So today I finally got sent a contract for my new job after months of job searching and interviews. I even had a job offered to me earlier this year only to have it taken away due to a long-standing physical illness. It was devastating and I’ve been so down and this new job made me super excited again! 

So I immediately texted my boyfriend and told him that I got this contract and he was happy for me and super sweet... but busy at work so he couldn’t call or celebrate or anything. Considering that my parents are pretty domineering, to have him happy for me made so much difference. He’s been my rock lately! 

But then here comes the other part of this tale: our shared friend arrived back from working the skiing season in France for six months and he’s brought his new girlfriend home with him. I was really excited to meet her, but they all live three hours away from me currently (I’m at home with my parents in another county while waiting for this job contract to come through). So they’re all out right now at the local pub together and I’m missing it. They’ve all said they’ll miss me while I’m not there tonight but there’s this niggling feeling eating away at me. 

I’m not someone who makes friends easily and having this little friendship group means the world to me! I don’t want to miss out and I don’t want that paranoid feeling knowing I’m not there and no one’s thinking ‘oh I wish she was here!’ because they’re all busy and probably not thinking of me at all. That’s okay, they’re allowed to have their own lives and their own time together without me there. I know that, rationally, in my mind... but I’m still down.

So I should be having a happy evening celebrating this job that I’ve finally got (against all the odds) and I should be celebrating a friend coming home and meeting his new girlfriend... but instead I’m in bed alone with no one to talk to.",3.6944417938931298,5.488995043256999,4.482639153944022,84.79853888358781,73.12213740458016,7.660591603053438,28.566237277353693,8.376592526197632,2.023946628498728,1584,64,312,27,32,509,184,393,0.048,0.73,0.222,0.9976,10,1,1,0,0,0,39.0,1,0,4,4,19,16,0,0,10,1,23,2,0,4,6,65,60,35,0,7,14,2,3,0,5,4,1,1,4,0,19,24,1,1,8,3,1,5,10,3,0,4,18,5,41,13,46,35,10,53,0,3,0,0,35,21,0,2,27,205,60,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969111526673768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068283341982772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06331862320373713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21687517791899666,0.05916543625783405,0.0,0.04690454620793443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856875848065023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19884216801774954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039044261915285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873325341068296,0.06427711006460535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164200166176346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691525977039026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671608756483992,0.0,0.0,0.2528662403275048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17834098334422427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461576220632347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457259934723256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315442942009893,0.0,0.07577466064379036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.458132217776412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457317725049471,0.0,0.08679654979860155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711842741820042,0.1358864969132576,0.06809330612409388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456131610652166,0.05136093426595013,0.0,0.0,0.08381492667546797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769183365557861,0.0,0.12283245187827972,0.0,0.056562932032878974,0.0,0.0,0.2972532333303215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427893159684516,0.058519626231082575,0.0,0.0,0.17087513381866898,0.08332320555538979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828004027441189,0.08295899603163796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049292504719222766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571003293629421,0.07319167292863696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06519467668321655,0.0592355003669619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06144783715376171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0618449336503053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860563287294956,0.0,0.0,0.044866854542820266,0.0,0.14586844603500934,0.073523599693619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076751261523702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848217616642193,0.07417158331292742,0.0,0.11203276966900266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04954962243261723
anxiety,bluerugnights,2019/04/20,Is it weird to order a drink with a friend who doesn’t order one? I always felt so uncomfortable going to dinner with a friend and ordering a beer when they don’t drink. I have no idea why. Anyone else feel this?,0.8465909090909136,3.1537122954545467,2.5919999999999987,92.15300000000002,85.13636363636364,5.3381818181818215,13.345454545454547,6.742157984588678,-0.6100036363636359,167,2,36,2,5,55,34,44,0.16899999999999998,0.688,0.142,0.1265,0,0,3,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,4,4,0,0,0,6,7,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,4,0,3,3,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,2,3,2,4,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289919407454573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924291756216198,0.2819792252698756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5391906897966795,0.0,0.0,0.2298977958657881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13915151260049508,0.0,0.2642391900086163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42524416485811534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564048890775928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106720440964399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186485488420824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483289854382042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BlaBlaForam,2019/04/20,"Stooping self worth It hurts to feel a few months back I was a writer and things chanhed course hit me so bad I fail to put my emotions into words, I am hating myself!",0.5738571428571433,2.825234885714288,1.9825000000000017,96.43375000000002,85.85714285714286,3.5,17.32142857142857,3.1291,-0.9162857142857148,131,3,28,0,4,42,31,35,0.35700000000000004,0.597,0.045,-0.9332,0,0,0,0,1,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,6,0,3,3,1,4,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,19,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700519122849777,0.29323818881041985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3950538862783192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17757779223187628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3467383059033052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759679643238234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803253099987897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530540356438429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3663792664360424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23332235763816814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PKassotis,2019/04/20,I’m having a panic attack right now but I live alone. Do you have any advice on how to calm myself? I’m being serious.,-1.5138461538461527,0.4529333846153882,2.3757692307692326,89.60673076923081,99.76923076923076,4.138461538461539,10.346153846153848,5.985473137389443,-0.934738461538462,92,1,19,1,4,34,23,26,0.29,0.605,0.105,-0.4939,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,1,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3783724323634435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4010278040266421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633128084513227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4405018047560334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419092785412565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4543018648954851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33067111838952123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BuggySeance,2019/04/20,Having a panic attack at work right now and my boss wont let me leave Hyperventilating in the toilet. Got run off the road omw to work. I'm fine physically but have been having a worsening panic attack for 1.5 hours now.,4.743333333333332,5.7012854545454585,6.489090909090908,74.66196969696973,69.45454545454545,8.593939393939394,21.484848484848484,8.841846274778883,1.2540848484848492,176,3,34,3,3,61,37,44,0.321,0.631,0.047,-0.9462,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,2,5,2,2,4,0,6,0,0,1,0,3,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,0,2,1,5,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,21,2,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5468914485295252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19223892125281916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367075030765235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545079539248455,0.0,0.24578575542121656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5640244881629023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20526727129197586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34997183683553845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JollyWally132,2019/04/20,"Oh man I’m freaking out please respond Hey I’m new here but have had anxiety for a while
Okay so I ate some chicken that was leftover (sat out for 8 hours IN the microwave)
I warmed the chicken up in the microwave for 1 mom
I ate the chicken 6 hours ago and I feel fine
However my anxiety is starting to kick in 
can someone tell if I’m crazy?",-1.2251801801801818,0.7753116621621636,1.1663513513513522,97.68394144144148,101.29729729729729,4.088288288288289,23.734234234234236,5.985473137389443,0.5234990990990989,269,13,61,3,12,90,52,74,0.125,0.754,0.121,-0.0644,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,1,5,2,0,0,0,7,13,5,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,5,3,10,8,1,12,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,2,6,33,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24821486476360116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4284187632367689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158312045498192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5515133241287822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279481522115967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27043855661838045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30737047902870834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23725433111529545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981948304865826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244743936063742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dont_ask_my_username,2019/04/20,"Have you ever felt anxious because everything in your life is going on perfectly, but you are worried about something wrong that might be happening without you realize it? It's a period in my life when everything is fine. I didn't quarrel with my boyfriend in years, I am passing all my exams, my parents are strangely nice and comprehensive with me, I didn't even catch a cold and I am surrounded by lovely people... I am used to living an unpleasant life, bearing problems all the day and feeling nervous at night and deeply unhappy. However, now I COULD live the perfect life, but I keep asking myself why is everything fine, what's going to happen, if I have any disease, what terrifying destiny is going to punch me in the face. Because of this, my hypochondria is getting worse, I sometimes am convinced that it's not possible for me not to have problems in life, so I must have some deadly disease and every signal my body give to me makes me want to run to the doctor... Have you ever felt that way or am I just an idiot to feel even more anxious because I literally have NOTHING to worry about?",11.32,7.571440690476191,10.77416666666667,64.57125000000003,58.76190476190477,13.357142857142858,45.773809523809526,10.9516,5.077095238095239,875,41,151,15,8,287,121,210,0.18600000000000005,0.679,0.135,-0.9381,2,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,5,0,2,10,12,1,1,8,0,24,9,2,2,7,36,41,11,1,6,8,1,4,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,9,7,0,1,5,0,0,6,5,5,0,0,4,5,29,7,24,33,4,23,0,0,0,1,9,8,0,4,8,117,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07745503822246752,0.0,0.0,0.25734627676870153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647993194700643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20829481534214594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265158059777303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093886326517796,0.0,0.0,0.07345525451477393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658017054013918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504580662841428,0.20605583376187184,0.09596458756604087,0.0,0.3070944872871934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11518123447754901,0.0,0.21872127391040494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05950738240784807,0.10926203483488707,0.19419380931203584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014405313407585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123841941593599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022501865059789,0.0,0.0,0.20114932041313915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279804551056672,0.0,0.07602828285414301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082854713001892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688623696817216,0.0,0.10928889775352632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647105423973906,0.0,0.0,0.07896303418649614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840369795892007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21797139343739705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768480249183723,0.11264875063523885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983719279222663,0.0,0.0,0.06718041855844124,0.09040750573566646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277588279420502,0.0,0.0,0.10979430566147942,0.0,0.0,0.23133936643968536,0.11607253061920365,0.0,0.12453037481199225,0.0,0.07334704408055268
anxiety,littlesuperherogirl,2019/04/20,"I hurt myself and my boyfriend Just to preface I love my boyfriend whole heartedly and I never ever want to lose him. We are on a 2 week trip in Italy and my anxiety has sky rocketed. I always have had an insane urge to keep things under control and according to plan, and we have a lot of trains and flights to catch which is adding onto the stress for me. I am also homesick (13 hours flight from home) and I can’t eat the food here anymore without feeling nauseous. 

For the last 2 days, I have had uncontrollable vomiting, diarrhea, shortness of breath, loss of appetite and bloating that won’t go away. I thought that it might be my body acting up due to the homesickness but it might be something going on with me mentally. I also have not been professionally diagnosed, but I plan to seek professional help once I go home. 

Story— 

My bf and I had a fight a few days ago while walking home and he told me to “fuck off”. He was very angry and I was incredibly upset and I started to dig my nails into my palms and hands. Once we stepped inside, I lost control of everything and he said I was immature. 

I started seeing blur and started to shake and sob so I backed into a corner of the couch (which is what I usually do when I have an attack/breakdown) and my bf kept coming closer although I told him not to. I couldn’t breathe so I got up and picked up a stool and threw it at the direction of the couch. 

My bf grabbed me from the back and this is when I knelt down and bit him on his hand so hard he screamed and let go. I spent the next 2.5 hours on the corner of the couch pulling my hair and inflicting scratches on my arms (which is also what I usually do) 

After I got my shit together I apologized profusely to my bf and felt incredibly bad for hurting him and leaving a mark. He is very understanding although he is very mentally healthy. I am lucky in that aspect. 

This is not the first time this has happened and I would rather die than drive him away from me because of this problem. I can not control my breakdowns and I have so many insecurities. 

I just want to cry it all out but I’m trying to maintain my breathing so I can get it back to normal again. It’s been 3 hours since I’ve been trying to regulate it. Any advice will definitely help. Thank you",3.448948845913911,4.828496290393018,4.533952588895822,85.86348034934498,72.99563318777292,7.679700561447286,27.714535246412968,8.238735603445708,1.7444161447286337,1783,67,371,28,35,583,230,458,0.168,0.763,0.069,-0.9918,0,0,1,0,1,2,36.0,3,1,0,9,19,22,3,5,21,0,41,17,11,4,3,70,72,43,1,7,11,0,8,0,4,5,2,2,8,0,20,35,2,5,4,0,1,14,9,19,0,1,20,11,65,3,54,43,5,66,0,8,1,2,28,25,3,5,27,263,85,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185892900993078,0.07425691864452985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20097215905406868,0.06970322680431139,0.0,0.0,0.056966371360052635,0.0,0.06408370682747279,0.0,0.08307718269202312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530029907050483,0.1574090653459366,0.1932415341475331,0.06994432662582765,0.051065323726147416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145498123443116,0.0930494200460308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721603092602974,0.0,0.0,0.2818650334171757,0.0,0.0,0.0920172479388403,0.1080492477459522,0.0,0.0,0.0850246355570131,0.08693987992069993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571747087384049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577462626297644,0.0,0.0,0.07528694068585755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042356553734512664,0.0,0.08043219395319914,0.0,0.0,0.07125459257865095,0.10129483650338916,0.0,0.0,0.07744387752172335,0.04376628974313535,0.0,0.1904333475001545,0.0,0.13399680494287938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407740270145073,0.0,0.0750413325382487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09926767692699827,0.11229833084160648,0.0,0.2520839725833589,0.0,0.2474892876392153,0.0,0.17935471641119752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445849267788594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06828360928530859,0.0,0.08870017693666894,0.0,0.08566034836307124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371703591814304,0.09144468811683433,0.0712181317938217,0.07560556123957687,0.0,0.0,0.08492948084935457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688406141226913,0.17773314802154905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460847344016545,0.0,0.08909018702664781,0.0,0.0820766680854348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784243150058421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015643416738426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968431152899409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667537256326603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598854838143202,0.06929528650977687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449012402570779,0.0,0.0,0.17787819537591296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959580814424112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712402408748864,0.0,0.0,0.05565296681839385,0.0,0.0,0.06650390461528051,0.04884687385410653,0.0,0.0,0.1600913652686063,0.0,0.11374846024175847,0.0,0.0,0.08720736933042028,0.0,0.0,0.18452131221196336,0.20735670081617127,0.0988192571987867,0.0,0.0671951216582055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352604719452877,0.0,0.08075114715670863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05950769876941001,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,badgalgrace,2019/04/20,"Is this normal after getting off of Lexapro? I’ve taken SSRI’s before. Recently, I’ve had trouble with some anxiety induced by college. I went on 5mg of Lexapro. For over a week, I woke up with debilitating headaches that lasted all day (sometimes 4 Advil wouldn’t take them away), feeling nauseas, and throwing up throughout the day. I finally told my psychiatrist, and she told me to stop the Lexapro immediately. This morning I woke up with less of a headache, still feel kind of sick, but I have felt irrationally angry all day and very depressed. The Lexapro was for anxiety, I didn’t have depression but now I feel depressed. Is it normal to come off and feel this way? There’s nothing else in my life that is making me angry or depressed... it started today after I didn’t take my medication last night. Please help! How do I make this stop? :/",4.392183468705209,6.315626937888203,5.071055900621122,80.76399426660295,71.5465838509317,7.686765408504539,31.639273769708552,8.384062270229773,2.496577257525084,671,31,124,11,13,216,100,161,0.243,0.713,0.044,-0.9884,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,0,5,0,11,4,0,4,2,28,29,8,0,3,3,0,5,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,8,8,0,2,6,0,0,3,3,5,0,0,11,5,16,1,23,17,4,30,0,4,0,0,5,9,0,2,17,78,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20206391845585733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408260273514042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238047522410924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376522651363925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555195633954226,0.0,0.4550012537920749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032619578191084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26711099103313923,0.0,0.1268063684575865,0.14467446917971147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690002844684155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852266000700275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752890817294133,0.0,0.21530673460641853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328381176694217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176313355832945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304501174007194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393724035809175,0.25879796890953044,0.12672318507557742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449714362203833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040160532822234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061901774758575,0.0,0.09347868838247043,0.0,0.1054699893225903,0.2208301805113906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985979909810222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518539429888992,0.2523940185312017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897025562154314,0.0,0.10482974315835776,0.10593729869535466,0.0,0.0,0.1224287235324552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Aftend29,2019/04/20,"I need your help here. [huge trigger warning] Ok, please just let me tell this from the start. I feel it would be therapeutic to tell this to the internet as I have only told one person before.

I am currently 12 years old. Yes, I know you need to be 13 to make an account, but this is a throwaway and I turn 13 in a month.

When I was about 10 years old, I stumbled upon a series of extremely, extremely disturbing, demonic, and violent videos on the internet. After watching these I felt like I lost all innocence. I was unable to feel happy for many months, and for many months after that I felt numb. I just- felt like I was unable to feel emotion. It was over these months I had the worst panic attacks of my life. It was a long while until I felt like I couldn’t handle it anymore and let it all out to my mother. I was a fucking crying wreck. She thought I was being silly and disregarded it. That made me feel like shit. I felt a tiny tiny bit better after that but still felt traumatized. For a while I was unable to use the platform the videos were on. Just thinking about it makes my heart palpitate and makes me sweat.

They weren’t like your usual gorey “r/watchpeopledie” shit, there was something to them that was just... horrific. I actually sort of think they were some sort of devil worshiping brainwashing sacrificial footage. All I saw was pure evil.

In 2018, I was just browsing through social media and I SAW THE FUCKING VIDEO POP UP. I never watched it obviously, but I saw that thumbnail and instantly had a panic attack. The most fucked up thing was that it had many views now but was not taken down.

In September of 2018, I went to the school counsellor and told him about it but was very very vague. I just told him I saw some horror videos and they scared me and he gave me totally unhelpful advice.

Anyway, this is the question I want to ask: I’ve had a therapist for about 6 months now and have not told her. I really really really really don’t want to. Just thinking about telling her makes my anxiety go through the roof. What I wanted to ask is, do I need to tell her in order to get better? I’m currently just avoiding it and am feeling good with myself, but I feel like I NEED to tell her for some reason.",3.1698508010272697,4.9757801357466125,4.206022991317109,86.18452549834903,74.56561085972852,7.674305980188332,24.16314051608169,8.441846121484758,1.4888779992662342,1748,54,354,32,37,567,204,442,0.21600000000000005,0.6779999999999999,0.107,-0.9971,3,1,1,0,0,0,53.0,0,3,4,3,20,31,9,5,21,2,38,9,4,8,7,81,90,24,0,9,16,1,12,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,25,15,0,2,19,4,1,2,6,18,0,1,42,19,60,13,52,41,10,42,3,1,7,3,32,14,5,7,31,245,85,1,0.0,0.0,0.06626515148850741,0.0,0.0,0.06635564654468863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05194687801255452,0.0,0.06734317486576988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269633787861126,0.15450270452373913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0577818631062035,0.0,0.0,0.12011230474446312,0.07413430010557351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459007898214656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638360127660636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20600781435467813,0.09702220343103364,0.3911947271231594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18833028819341904,0.03547738148901999,0.0,0.038591782380603616,0.05695520597026259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228577182678962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046734746164509,0.04551506133179525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03731862453992525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887422832481205,0.04796306859170458,0.19904871735024646,0.0,0.0,0.06009348608012448,0.0,0.0,0.07412595640402063,0.0,0.0,0.0642530298911372,0.18130754777853048,0.206533997474362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27100425347548024,0.0,0.0,0.2014017759217437,0.05237225894889761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14250903294358325,0.0,0.046013954095173226,0.051644552812913434,0.0,0.15934297212563098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05929172873813085,0.0,0.07453892382365386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606875841168131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17400585254596504,0.06981729860859025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06798440938329132,0.06872313982178849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940631259900685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06922024806973287,0.0,0.05227632375881504,0.0,0.0,0.04806326690372095,0.0,0.05422874812281665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967583234441423,0.0,0.0,0.07884254245670247,0.04511283790332294,0.13053169020036282,0.0,0.05390871395297494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595432453637781,0.0,0.0,0.07386076930973053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05864782273213125,0.07478738801734007,0.112056909893209,0.12015578108215673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06294829888654828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04823752123304394,0.0,0.0,0.0874567476721863
anxiety,FirstMiddleLass,2019/04/20,"Does anyone else have food issues due to their anxiety? I can go almost all day without eating but I get anxious before I need to go to bed. I struggle with a strong desire to eat at this time, usually until I fill full or stuffed.",2.5835106382978736,4.324811127659576,4.30739361702128,85.10875000000001,76.02127659574468,6.402127659574468,24.51595744680851,7.1686216300943375,1.1336425531914895,181,6,35,2,4,61,39,47,0.134,0.7090000000000001,0.157,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,8,6,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,8,6,2,10,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,5,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271343330522971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17352192539310068,0.2562497856579411,0.0,0.1586026129869566,0.23241092101220465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19301294943202973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628455838728166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19849771185261708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.464201005909333,0.18948473393636114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27427993686083385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850767128666508,0.0,0.2578218610718228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23674830811433506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681892409736571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371286812024003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226456489818406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24981773805065666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186529966198316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Roggstein,2019/04/20,"Health anxiety help? So before I was playing in the garden with my little brother, only kicking a ball about nothing major just kicking a ball to each other back and forth, I come into the house and now I have that panicky feeling. Every time I do the littlest Exercise and I feel my heart start to beat a bit I start getting really anxious, I’m so scared something will happen to me. I always think I’m going to faint and end up in hospital or just die over a tiny bit of exercise. I’m just wondering if any one else has feelings like this and how do you deal with it. I’ve wanted to start the gym in forever but I have that voice in my head telling me I can’t do it because I’ll die! The last time I went the gym I just lifted weights and didn’t do cardio at all because I was so scared of my heart racing. 

And just to let you know I suffer with major health anxiety everyday, every little feeling I get in my body I think something is going to happen. I’m always biting my cheeks to see if I’m having a stroke or, I won’t have sugary drinks because I’ll get diabetes - I’ve had enough of this now and it’s really getting me low. I really need some guidance and advice

Thanks and hope you can understand this.",3.376631532718492,4.2888666126482216,5.003129117259554,84.22710913482655,72.59683794466403,7.677558190601668,26.308519982433022,7.984000788550335,1.538211418533157,955,31,195,13,18,324,130,253,0.118,0.8170000000000001,0.064,-0.9353,0,0,3,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,0,1,13,8,0,2,11,0,19,15,5,1,1,41,51,19,2,5,10,1,6,1,0,2,8,1,1,0,9,16,2,0,9,9,0,4,3,4,0,1,5,8,29,4,24,43,8,27,0,2,1,0,7,12,0,7,12,124,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197256598122204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736601487552919,0.0,0.0,0.07096363380858603,0.0,0.15965955337610116,0.11788921266918828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024103307769609,0.0,0.1908379020834236,0.0,0.08879673629804923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278529470403425,0.11591268344113345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989088895089721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758338420956937,0.0,0.0,0.21660392455263064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022262345704598,0.0,0.0,0.08717356012311646,0.0,0.09242580443543136,0.107824567701962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17584384455582447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110560948045524,0.07454982022028503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21808058925587576,0.0,0.11861245515824342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18455806656778612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070963070700066,0.22184476658473068,0.0,0.2473176685224635,0.06994563140410494,0.0,0.0,0.10364609731475108,0.0,0.1204093774143586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05734969217221177,0.08506164125891984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670803577662316,0.0,0.050981615784086116,0.20917828640346986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737644403059174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001295396336862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071230881409525,0.07936517604027568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20055365523315632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089511603767802,0.0,0.08315584840772892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16067211010177965,0.0,0.0,0.22158481956672654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120914132757213,0.0960742429704242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373040662668742,0.0,0.0,0.12169817336505905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863517676875847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0615501164429854,0.0,0.0,0.12707386869995482,0.0,0.0967362974497011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131664016444049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,love_more88,2019/04/20,Should I leave the house to get food? I don't want to leave my house. I don't like it here cuz my asshole ex lives here but I'm scared to go out. Period. I want five guys tho. Idk what to do. I could just eat random shit here... I hate my life! Just chain smoking in the garage to avoid ex and am hungry. Drank 2 glasses of wine (at least) already too.Haven't eaten all day...,-1.858689458689458,-0.006196679012342443,-0.04888888888888943,106.51076923076923,102.20987654320987,2.9861348528015204,12.40360873694207,4.713530739802397,-1.7407462488129153,283,5,73,1,13,90,58,81,0.292,0.708,0.0,-0.967,0,1,1,0,0,1,17.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,2,2,2,0,6,7,1,1,1,13,14,4,0,4,3,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,2,5,1,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,1,2,0,9,1,9,10,2,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,1,3,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347037441394722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16981206980813573,0.0,0.0,0.13716455604975122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176303691768789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571801575479273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111939838168536,0.0,0.12087407414599627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105920888664609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20998290431880687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4908210354145062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4504064820389597,0.0,0.0,0.1502260624307689,0.10390739485405626,0.0,0.1878051979836796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21293529434644345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21831861507880854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508948433349097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ILikeDogsAndBeer,2019/04/20,"“But there’s nothing for you to be anxious about, you’re with people you love, who love you.” I went to my good friend’s bachelorette party last weekend. Everything was going really well, I wasn’t stressed or anxious or anything; I was truly having a great time.


As a friend and I were walking out of the venue’s bathroom, I was suddenly overcome with an anxiety attack. Heart rate spike, adrenaline rush, feeling of intense nervousness, the whole shebang, and more. It blindsided me. I calmly explained to the friend I was with what was happening, and asked she just sit with me for a bit (she’s an angel and tried her best to help me “come down”). Ninety-nine percent of the time, I’m a “silent sufferer,” in that I slip away somewhere, trying to draw as little attention to myself as possible, so that I can put my calming song (“Falling water”) on repeat on my phone, pop my headphones in (I always travel with headphones), and just come down. This attack felt different and more intense for some reason, which is why I asked my friend to hang with me. So we removed ourselves to an area of the venue that was less populated. My other friend (we were a party of about 13) joined us about five minutes later, asking if everything was OK. I explained to her what was happening, that I just needed some time because it would pass eventually. She suffers from intense anxiety, and is on meds, and was doing her best to help. And she was def helping, until she asked me why I think I was set off. I said it probably has something to do with my social anxiety. She responded, “But there’s nothing for you to be anxious about, you’re with people you love, who love you.” She is one of my best friends, and is so sweet and she obviously meant well, but for some reason, her saying that made me feel worse. These are people I’ve known and loved for over a decade, and she’s right, there’s no reason I should feel anything but OK around them. All I could do was nod silently and try to focus on my come down, but I couldn’t shake how ashamed I was. But here’s what I wish I could have explained to her.

Overstimulation is one thing that sets off my anxiety. Large groups of people, whether people I know or people I don’t, are overwhelming for me. It doesn’t matter how much I love them, I’m always, always, always self conscious of what I’m doing/saying/how I’m behaving; overanalyzing to the point that I just doubt and stress about almost everything (which you wouldn’t be able to tell based on my demeanor unless I told you). I’m an introvert, and when I’m not able to be alone to collect my thoughts and kind of “recharge” (related note: single-stall bathrooms are great for this), anxiety will take over. Even when I’m feeling OK in the moment. I constantly have to make sure I preemptively check in with myself, and give myself a minute away, in order to “stay even.” 

I have a relatively short history of anxiety attacks (only about three and a half years), and they usually come out of nowhere. They aren’t super often, and I know most of my triggers. I don’t always understand them, but I can acknowledge them. 

I never get anxiety attacks when I drink, and being slightly buzzed in that moment made me feel even more out of control. After about 45 minutes to an hour of listening to my song, holding ice cubes (that REALLY helps me for some reason) and slipping away a few more times, I was fine. Everything was normal. It was like nothing happened at all. But I hate that I had that attack, and that I had to pull my friends away from our other friend’s fun day for a time, even if they were only really with me for 15 min tops. They said I should think about getting on medicine if it gets worse. Actually, the one friend who told me there was nothing to be anxious about phrased it as, “You’re gonna see someone about helping you, right?” And for some reason, I hated her in the moment for saying that. 

Idk, now I’m just rambling...",4.74701052059666,5.827698208115178,5.214347525437127,83.35315568507362,69.53664921465969,8.122058678257433,28.289439889360857,8.393068210462019,1.9063686950508736,3077,106,600,45,53,983,306,764,0.105,0.741,0.154,0.9881,2,1,2,0,0,0,115.0,4,9,8,6,37,51,7,7,25,3,59,9,1,12,5,125,121,54,0,13,22,0,6,1,9,6,0,7,0,1,35,45,2,2,25,5,1,16,10,16,2,6,33,15,106,35,109,73,21,83,1,3,1,6,80,36,0,15,27,428,141,0,0.09413201380858806,0.0,0.045929633385472214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047129807244039014,0.04874618878784369,0.0,0.0,0.19581344061787287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520375651952127,0.21268476398245573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746262679709301,0.04189872471774908,0.1760014520464304,0.26772188761501603,0.17688025121915835,0.0,0.0,0.028691000957975537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14817861151255765,0.0,0.051383889550574685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16217278975594973,0.0,0.050861632958263,0.05278852884696488,0.07515675343448174,0.0,0.0,0.030353680779666832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04917395972606222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04610676855024056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434661468081305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16919956868773978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189899363304329,0.0,0.04519074756362878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32726772163781503,0.0,0.0737701380890903,0.04515000252361738,0.02674869636026504,0.0394767335597491,0.0,0.10378087753916973,0.0,0.0,0.12486094340277724,0.0,0.0,0.09293587542496842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05577344479557627,0.15773676159551214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04635053607561596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0490120034785449,0.05173249302436511,0.038365077443260565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022994073577600003,0.0471725036017696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548734528643278,0.0890699874825621,0.03141692508214946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0522797233989287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034598930558818915,0.034898847748326,0.03630020605188032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04611469370673686,0.1806444120075837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567943306854684,0.07159163825242769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19577785814699653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044492589602420585,0.05305985098710556,0.0,0.0,0.0507451159225538,0.0,0.0,0.047314336657151235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045506765062772,0.2419584696499739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038822546394891,0.08954110114623075,0.07485755556297323,0.0,0.0,0.037505513846266304,0.0,0.0491001099158724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04797786687691585,0.039878874915042994,0.03623371155197682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05016610102849274,0.0,0.0,0.10782790377886137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044359154503984886,0.0,0.03538777975519833,0.0,0.041137764552581564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031268563631627916,0.06031599356441501,0.0,0.03736515215802157,0.1372228356034759,0.0,0.0,0.08994717313293579,0.0,0.09586418758254543,0.0,0.0,0.04899737305925391,0.056614611221284174,0.0,0.05183655716970968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463598521431362,0.043630659934426,0.08493950116410819,0.052547515884637575,0.05412358516166887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959285639938744,0.033434340915102057,0.0,0.0,0.03030896532671417
anxiety,coffeetable124,2019/04/20,"Painkillers & Celexa So after over a decade of being an irritable and anxious piece of garbage I finally accepted I needed to go to the doctor after my obsessive thoughts and behaviour started to effect my relationship. 

I’m on 10mg of Celexa for 6 days then onto 20mg. Follow up in 2 months.

I get headaches, a lot, always have. Migraines as well, and normally for headaches I take Advil/ibuprofen.

I’m on day 2 of Celexa and am curious what I should take for my headache.. I figure I shouldn’t take ibuprofen until I know how Celexa effects me and I guess it isn’t recommended anyways. It says to take paracetamol, but that shows up as Tylenol, but Tylenol is apparently acetaminophen and I shouldn’t take that with Celexa either.. 

Agh! Anyone on Celexa have any recommendations? I’m in Canada.",3.290700000000001,6.0521857200000015,3.956916666666668,83.39137500000002,78.46666666666667,6.95,28.04166666666667,8.07648339933343,2.1327666666666683,638,28,116,12,16,202,91,150,0.038,0.912,0.049,0.1134,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,1,4,0,9,5,0,3,0,24,25,14,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,5,7,0,0,6,1,0,2,3,1,1,0,1,1,14,2,26,20,3,20,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,2,9,74,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14982309697782145,0.19509331055382625,0.0,0.12244595511644008,0.0,0.0,0.20341485446109392,0.0,0.12590109043430212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23224567449180344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842975054563217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19724528660290225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940731351068472,0.0,0.1023313955407946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983547387735017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895544318660113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15307929855644836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14372097760157074,0.0,0.0,0.133511096942914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17641910089333127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19331544500956166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14318974697606013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744633372983175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6769079207948064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14294633702614554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618942165124819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wadeboggsbosshoggs,2019/04/20,"Any tips of anxiety regarding alcohol? I have always enjoyed a beer or a good drink, but I have had serious anxiety about it lately.  I’m seriously anxious I will get drunk or loose control.  I won’t even touch one beer because I’m so scared.  Does anyone have any tips or maybe suffer from the same type of anxiety?",3.6859677419354817,5.427365338709676,5.4234193548387095,78.26512903225809,73.03225806451613,9.476129032258065,30.14193548387097,9.888512548439397,3.205215483870969,249,11,47,7,5,85,45,62,0.381,0.563,0.056,-0.9706,0,0,4,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,1,3,0,6,5,0,1,0,6,9,5,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,4,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,1,4,2,4,6,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,26,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437212024514244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897598448942472,0.0,0.0,0.31017013957818784,0.0,0.5233838442789629,0.25763698662187623,0.0,0.1594612037446161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390200763151597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25578282610701525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995722735991328,0.0,0.0,0.22340686168072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062803043869602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914920921193775,0.0,0.0,0.1912815283157269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25725572364354243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22911167776338384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15453582009289776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283226178703968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SpoopyKween,2019/04/20,"I'm forced to show my art to the whole class, now what? So basically, I'm the ""art kid"" at school but I don't really like showing my art for MANY reasons. But now my teacher decided to ask other kids who are creating any kind of art to show them to others. And I'm the only one that draws so I don't really have an option to turn down or skip school this Monday. And literally everyone is pressuring me. WTF am I supposed to do?",1.4929945054945082,3.1144942747252737,4.147348901098901,85.58827609890113,78.78021978021978,8.066483516483517,22.36401098901099,8.841846274778883,1.4941527472527474,333,10,74,8,8,118,61,91,0.154,0.816,0.029,-0.9178,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,4,0,7,0,0,1,0,8,12,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,2,7,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,8,2,11,12,1,5,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,4,47,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17638910530462906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24248777561873505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478512498913354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701071284115261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12672126711261053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629733083457265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17576440517951297,0.19727220327878456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323343513060943,0.266688577464951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5250182050367294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28213385350397024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895914799110737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,-jp-,2019/04/20,"Man, it is so nice out right now It's sunny, and about 65° and there's a strong Southern breeze. I was kinda worried about what I'd do when winter was over since the cold air helped me reset myself, but this is pretty good too.",3.8464625850340113,3.7471886122448974,4.506530612244899,91.8444217687075,71.04081632653063,6.533333333333332,20.41496598639456,3.1291,-0.3508013605442186,178,2,41,0,3,57,42,49,0.027000000000000003,0.6990000000000001,0.274,0.9194,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,3,4,3,0,7,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3896868164831824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114134880257429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4726681126484138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3967682839863822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3843242675831052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4718267330169423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thehoneybee1237,2019/04/20,"Recent anxiety flair up is causing issues in my relationship due to my wife’s sexual past. Am I right in feeling this? I’ve been with my wife almost 10 years in June, and I love her more than anything in this world. However there is a issue which never truly goes away and I don’t know how to make the situation any easier in my head.

We live in a very small town and she has been vocal and detailed about everything that she has done in her sexual past and so have I. She has gone into great detail about stuff (even describing their pubic hair!) and mentioned she has been with 2 men. She has been a little innapropritate at times with all the details but I am ok with it as I’d rather know everything and she knows that.

The thing that I cannot for the life of me get over is the fact that she won’t tell me who they are. Again, we live in a super small town and I know almost everyone she does and have narrowed it down to about 15 people it could be. We had a huge fight recently because this came up as we were around a few of the people it could have been and it drove me insane. 

Am I right in feeling this way? I would be totally fine with knowing who they are as it happened before me, it’s just my wife is totally adamant that she will never tel me. Do I even deserve to know? Should I leave the situation and just deal with the anxiety of not knowing as and when it comes? Any advice would be great.",2.7577575938058345,4.139633554794525,3.9900714711137617,89.06809112567005,74.75342465753424,7.407027992852888,22.284693269803448,8.04050195162591,0.8966856462179873,1106,28,243,17,23,362,150,292,0.045,0.851,0.104,0.9603,2,0,0,0,1,0,21.0,4,0,3,1,14,7,1,0,14,1,38,5,2,3,6,56,55,20,0,6,5,3,3,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,22,26,0,0,9,0,0,4,6,1,0,0,11,3,39,6,39,34,5,44,0,0,0,2,30,27,0,2,12,183,61,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037283038073142,0.0,0.0,0.2125872757611924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443709353812573,0.0,0.16240853114734818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735219687421257,0.094495779491449,0.0,0.0,0.0997311811289876,0.0,0.0,0.06470790025657518,0.0,0.09032561602419756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140703144935465,0.0,0.10904503001041428,0.0,0.09143860752043093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16950387028914632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094357276835046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928923585450686,0.10862804513558294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14022181296139388,0.0,0.0,0.10143063178541667,0.1908010952656973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734500260738444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055458861408315435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23406094064758226,0.0,0.0,0.09386787031797912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894026417305937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215855136770961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4083598725752776,0.0,0.0,0.11239725479346463,0.0,0.0,0.07497670521619855,0.0,0.1063899325920075,0.18746434193176484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580429063309537,0.0,0.07085578009500954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16373845694255906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026638883711737,0.14718173753014607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209620137454074,0.11396510237163085,0.0,0.18130260713954968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23863352526667936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151606370670184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277955723280384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052117490098611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061896770852714576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758465781268171,0.0,0.08425672795522858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15081146874224707,0.0,0.0,0.06835695652841392
anxiety,gomegantron,2019/04/20,First time taking Zoloft and I feel super high.. Hello anxiety community.. I was prescribed Zoloft yesterday for the first time for general anxiety. I took it about 2 hours ago and I feel very strange. Like..high. I don’t like it. Has anyone else experienced this before? Any advice? I’m laying down now to see if it helps.,1.1549180327868849,3.735745229508201,2.844737704918036,85.53202459016396,96.70491803278688,6.374426229508197,19.214754098360654,7.554174236665415,1.2296740983606558,253,8,47,6,10,83,45,61,0.09,0.7559999999999999,0.154,0.7066,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,6,9,3,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,4,5,2,5,7,0,11,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,9,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20493724054792795,0.1859052907564396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426176849826779,0.0,0.32087246193292923,0.0,0.0,0.14664201881932262,0.21488426962858828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17845739127458365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17519524676529355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120827952786429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3567776846350885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405717758537076,0.4431641648972943,0.0,0.0,0.20653324887665414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20491848090572268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16712073432809327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15768432778100233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445803691333144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330080961953636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17304204761516445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cinnamonspiderr,2019/04/20,"Ruining relationships with my anxiety, what can I do to stop? How do you convince yourself that certain behaviors that might seem ""off"" don't spell certain Doom for romance? How do you learn to trust when your anxiety is reminding you that absolutely everyone lies (and especially to you!)?

There's a detailed post in my history. But I thought maybe someone here would understand. My romantic (?) partner of very little time (like a month) has been acting a little weird all week through our texts. And it's giving me massive anxiety. I know it's unfair to think being unresponsive and unenthusiastic for a couple of days when I know he's very busy means that he doesn't like me anymore. But the thoughts are driving me crazy. 

I'm supposed to see him tomorrow and my brain keeps playing a little movie of how he's gonna dump me. I can't get it out of my head. 

We even talked about it, briefly. First time he told me not to worry so much, and was in person. Second time was over text, and he just said that he was really busy. And yet I still don't feel better!  

My brain keeps saying that it is probably a lie. But that's so unfair. He hasn't done anything to make me think he would lie to me. 

I think I'm weird about texts. My ex broke up with me a little suddenly and out of the blue, and I figured out it was coming through his weird texts. I had a friend I was sort of involved with on and off again, and I could always tell things were off because...his texts. And he would lie that things were fine until he was ready to tell me the truth. Now all I know how to do is read in between lines and panic.

Any advice on how to deal and be less... upset?",2.968468468468469,4.560371312312316,3.996576576576576,88.37612612612614,74.61561561561561,7.215615615615616,24.645645645645644,7.921354282810032,1.1876438438438428,1289,41,275,19,27,417,170,333,0.124,0.7759999999999999,0.1,-0.7266,0,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,2,5,0,2,19,21,1,2,11,0,33,3,3,6,5,61,57,27,0,4,5,1,1,2,2,5,0,2,0,2,17,22,0,3,14,2,0,3,6,9,0,2,15,5,37,12,41,34,4,38,1,3,2,0,33,17,0,3,19,180,54,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273447358498304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747884194828494,0.0,0.0,0.07149385222242126,0.0,0.24127872057168406,0.0,0.10426340454262537,0.0,0.0,0.08651526760752103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298134402692518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347257616825869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056252598524564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393991921973755,0.1163273509036347,0.0,0.06780190458567548,0.10838721411890702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758727005023076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943916757031253,0.0,0.0,0.10045881576569517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05315826023403389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942583475764848,0.0,0.0,0.08122527580218225,0.0,0.05492750506158444,0.10085288124924773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789649768898532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18689357756600825,0.0,0.0,0.1733345742223832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027250694280741,0.4214824042581528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07017690448343028,0.0,0.10561994429716703,0.11452034873690822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152919798389113,0.0,0.0,0.08391593110721736,0.0,0.07728464318854182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12335059044122637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179783269466248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068808082582788,0.0,0.11335084970237995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516116668252952,0.0,0.0673507101237295,0.0,0.0,0.11287319246015305,0.0,0.0,0.10000528832865473,0.08360575570125832,0.0,0.0,0.08377716329364357,0.09570887638937024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890786093324498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395912302381366,0.08789565833849781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450169498647203,0.18378125587527064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969101034382214,0.2020943985507103,0.0,0.16692726657022133,0.18391119694706415,0.0,0.0,0.10045881576569517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944686534812877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17349100263359854,0.0,0.0,0.08433112348925506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676737664219388,0.0,0.2240497957133333,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,asylum_morals,2019/04/20,"Does anyone ever get this feeling where you just cant fully feel your emotions and thoughts?  I always feel like I have no confidence at all in whatever I'm doing and I just focus on what other people will think of me and my actions. I'm basically afraid of getting rejected by everyone else in the world. With relationships, i feel like I num them. Like, I feel that everyone else knows what they're doing when they're hanging out with a person, even if it's a person theyve never met, they are so confident with them. i dont understand. everything i say is stupid. i just try and tip toe through my emotions and num the pain. that way i can potect myself. its sad to bre honest. i just dont know how to fully fee; things. i just dont feel real sometimes or tat im living ni te real world. i dont know how to pay attention or remember anything or talk to people or do things by myself basically. just what others are thinking and doing without me enters my mind. i think every thought i have is automatically stupid. theres no point why cant everything be fibne. im bsked. i dont know how to act llik a normal person, i dont know what im supossed to do... do i act friendly or quiet, laughy or silent. fuck man i dont know. wtf. is what im doing alright? fuck idk. i want to be more aware, more funny, less worried, more confident.",1.7509825940482884,3.7522451313868608,3.894452554744528,85.91145423919147,79.43795620437956,6.55115103874228,22.582257158899488,7.61054688173877,1.0370307692307694,1042,33,213,16,26,357,143,274,0.119,0.746,0.135,0.6679,0,1,0,0,0,1,36.0,0,2,3,0,15,14,4,1,5,1,27,4,1,3,3,55,53,18,0,3,14,0,6,3,1,1,1,2,0,4,14,10,0,0,20,0,2,5,13,8,0,0,3,8,32,6,21,47,5,18,0,2,0,2,14,9,2,7,6,135,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634474503955047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05331690073962913,0.0,0.06274858043076349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06672830037648783,0.0,0.6255642577081709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273968765166668,0.17154560285030454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05036347123258778,0.06897394943501714,0.0642452726476231,0.14572336780253986,0.13706006604273285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313306397885839,0.10894833510906322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05891180704434535,0.1409867750108567,0.07967664123409299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32945930747877045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514353540780085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175805946480563,0.0,0.06733157126285229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699239222660231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058809944699298025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471039097800883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113709235784831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572653494506797,0.19973990189831128,0.0,0.0,0.07208242097323793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735820583661719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186569597973763,0.08637821315198659,0.0,0.0,0.060638343163826824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754147949939822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061288158160115715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131636693049928,0.1465768640928715,0.0,0.1210705266495466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05176983993162573,0.0,0.0,0.07938061827823525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04497517695158432,0.060524981169562335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06880522054210779,0.0,0.0,0.0735038338754278,0.0,0.0,0.07743721433084852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SEND_MEMEZ,2019/04/20,"After months of being in a good place with my GAD, I've become an anxious mess again. Warning because this is sort of a long rant. I just really need to get all this off my chest and possibly have someone validate and/or give me some advice, but I'm not comfortable posting in /r/offmychest or something like that, since I feel like /r/anxiety would understand more.  

Like the title says, I have GAD (Generalised Anxiety Disorder) with panic attacks, but I hardly have the latter now thanks to taking 150mg of Effexor everyday.

Effexor has dramatically improved my GAD as well, however, I broke up with my 8-month long boyfriend last month after he abused me out of nowhere (despite knowing I've been in an emotionally/physically abusive relationship). When he did abuse me, it caused me to have a *huge* panic attack, and the first one I've had in months, and since then the anxiety has been creeping back.  

This has happened at a time where I'm now back at university again, and *all* my assignments have been due one day after another. I've gotten an access plan which means I'm able to get extensions, but even with that, I still ended up handing in two assignments a day late, and tomorrow have one more to finish (which will be *two* days late). 

What's absolutely killing me though is I'm normally not a bad student. Prior to what happened, everything was going fine. 

This is my final year at uni after taking an extended break, I know not to leave things til last minute, etc etc. My anxiety has been so bad though that I literally haven't been able to focus on assignments without getting distracted within 5 minutes. I'm the total opposite to the kind of student I was in high school and first year - I do all the readings, I watch all the lectures, I take a million notes, I preplan essays, etc. - yet even with all that I've been struggling to submit assignments on time because now *I'm too anxious*. 

On top of that, the only reason I'm finishing uni anyway is because I hate the thought of not having finished my degree, that I already have debt on, and I guess it's my own personal goal? But I think really it's because I don't think I'm good enough, or if I even actually want to, pursue the career that I've studied for and set myself up to do (work in the visual effects industry). 

A heap of my friends are out working in the industry, their names in credits for huge movies, and even though that's where I should be considering I've had the exact same amount of training as them, and I 'know' I can do it... I just totally lack the drive now, and it kills me. 

I've started wanting to pursue medicine, which was what I always wanted to do growing up, but even that is probably way too late considering I'm turning 24 and will be post-grad. Oh, and I'm an anxious mess. 

Anyway, if you've managed to read this far thanks for reading. I just needed to say something to anyone before I explode. As soon as the public holiday period is over I'll be calling my psych's office to book an appointment, but I can't wait til then. 

tl;dr: bad break up, triggered all my anxiety back, failing at uni, experiencing a quarter-life crisis about if I even want to get into the career I've pursued up til now, considering studying medicine despite it being a pipe dream",7.642899881516588,6.65016427488152,8.007151954976305,72.8878369372038,63.439178515007896,11.072057661927333,36.842861374407576,10.270032843473604,3.704462914691944,2578,108,478,50,32,852,292,633,0.14300000000000002,0.7490000000000001,0.108,-0.9848,2,0,2,0,2,0,93.0,0,0,2,9,35,29,5,4,33,0,49,2,2,4,9,78,93,38,2,13,19,0,3,3,1,4,0,2,0,1,27,21,0,1,11,6,2,3,8,16,1,8,14,7,49,13,78,69,19,98,0,2,1,0,13,37,0,8,56,326,76,21,0.12485800904761607,0.22190448568304205,0.060921702923068435,0.0,0.0,0.061004900694519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06889195888756137,0.0,0.05194593284708975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546225452839166,0.2387900879250676,0.21158101620674769,0.0,0.04365181150970178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420440103790951,0.0,0.1440121528990027,0.15637683334835606,0.15222456685057098,0.06894793069876147,0.053122484736310496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374699359995578,0.0,0.0,0.06413178450669985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078462988551265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154904777958886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05529356809784334,0.06450584999791925,0.2088745272183404,0.2474026122360655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05610716382054907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03156598046894222,0.04459929330571338,0.0,0.06838792295019824,0.0,0.10620415871215874,0.0,0.0,0.04823249403325263,0.0,0.13046631280619905,0.05988758973176656,0.035479841947853925,0.10472497414102468,0.0,0.0,0.0687725867911783,0.0,0.1104115250508997,0.0,0.05592412574717255,0.06163571725053312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06595967086959546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813688775811436,0.0650102013775003,0.10292804468030957,0.10177594195028447,0.21126790895667616,0.06610330175406151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149897459853126,0.0,0.0,0.11049540895473033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800348761623454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993209432138343,0.0,0.0,0.09258063163871927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061167169500611365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269105274220053,0.047480071099040635,0.0,0.14649397145647602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05451059875123102,0.0652250223910925,0.0,0.0,0.07037932247029824,0.11957945872609585,0.0,0.06730902576741106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873376960971323,0.0,0.07998723776794696,0.0641874141864955,0.0,0.06702538745583725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929210022819472,0.0,0.06318148550357741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328383533125232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05289589294324557,0.09612179537526654,0.0,0.0,0.0441875707222742,0.0,0.049855883655545774,0.0,0.0,0.065264350318381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081652604928604,0.0,0.0,0.1149524795284862,0.0,0.0,0.04147505660255583,0.08000397065227349,0.18400853992581767,0.04956165620442904,0.07280570915717594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790482998197167,0.12196813226122755,0.06499079538637895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14728897739150162,0.049553237960027065,0.0,0.0,0.05613117248894209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060179332576729326,0.0,0.0908981176383752,0.0,0.0,0.044347773638069465,0.0,0.0,0.08040446419603743
anxiety,froggle1988,2019/04/20,Suffering from bad hangover anxiety I’m having a really bad day today. I’ve been travelling with a few people for a week and last night we were back in the city where I live and I got super wasted. I don’t remember the end of the night at all but I feel like I cried or got upset/angry about something. Two of the people staying have left now and the third is still here and I really really want him to leave. I’ve just stayed in my bedroom trying to breathe - I don’t want to ask what happened last night because I’m too embarrassed and I think I might get upset. I really feel like I’m on the verge of a panic attack. These guys aren’t close friends of mine - I met them travelling and they decided to visit and I now feel really stuck knowing one is here for a whole other night and I’m feeling like this.,1.9842800788954629,3.770413384615388,3.815834319526626,87.77211439842209,77.87573964497042,7.3469033530572,21.325838264299804,8.238735603445708,1.0752955424063124,638,17,135,12,15,215,100,169,0.185,0.687,0.128,-0.8472,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,2,1,10,12,1,3,11,0,10,1,1,0,1,26,29,10,0,2,3,0,4,3,1,1,0,0,1,1,4,11,0,0,8,2,0,3,3,7,0,3,6,4,18,5,17,22,3,27,0,1,0,0,9,8,0,2,17,85,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936862916134522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921294551200242,0.1329020668159297,0.0,0.08982902653812963,0.19508324026861246,0.07121370165699704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832365221370698,0.07534062580810856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034697550740548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23627516762993925,0.2503733135824573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025650750916384,0.0,0.0610347545648757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868666992373723,0.0,0.0,0.11567230064653974,0.10330544625148767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06420240147086469,0.19045129747085165,0.0,0.1236977948316896,0.12692761371116046,0.0,0.0,0.17122021271053506,0.0,0.10315610354160304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392984567808195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4385187165520592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916171591264565,0.0,0.0,0.13706562867859454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16197954661286082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37419632091089744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13233672900428792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899354026779216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490337480501715,0.0932943242460256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485492013912448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073374370851187,0.0,0.0,0.07931457514144415,0.0,0.11411827094950458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378094680817052,0.0,0.09370768649651884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304277645978978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CasioCasio11,2019/04/20,"My Doctor prescribed me Wellbutrin (as my first anti-depressant), but he told me it could make my anxiety worse. What's been your experience with Wellbutrin and anxiety? I've never taken any sort of medication before, but after being diagnosed with depression and anxiety my doctor recommended Wellbutrin. I was worried about the sexual side-effects of Prozac, which he first recommended, so he prescribed me to Wellbutrin. He did say it could make my anxiety worse and to be aware of it.

I'm curious if anyone else can share their experiences?

Thanks",7.358080357142858,9.419846385416673,7.704404761904764,64.25250000000003,64.3125,11.31904761904762,35.589285714285715,11.20814326018867,4.863028571428573,447,21,65,14,7,146,63,96,0.214,0.665,0.121,-0.8936,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,2,2,3,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,2,1,14,14,8,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,5,1,11,2,10,5,0,4,0,1,0,0,9,0,0,2,4,45,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592399872237684,0.0,0.4766322528928673,0.0,0.0,0.10891292349859201,0.15959732556563394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13254261200259712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24872773307911086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268316424724997,0.1580958936490578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188595117564912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301197750951251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047316797794193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649833996116944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20794566552988253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15691456487240624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201338209673968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123868775912821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340539574259026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883796497232038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15818461469743791,0.3174710610741182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Thicc_Quidd,2019/04/20,"Pets helping anxiety Hi! I was just wondering if anyone else finds that being around a dog or any pet really, helps them calm down and not be as anxious. I find that when I have an animal to pet, or even just touch, it helps calm me down and communicate better with people about why it panicking.",7.157873563218393,6.289600189655175,7.615517241379313,74.8978735632184,64.34482758620689,11.871264367816092,29.67816091954023,11.20814326018867,3.107533333333333,233,6,46,6,3,77,47,58,0.068,0.665,0.267,0.909,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,6,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,13,5,7,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,5,3,7,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,4,1,32,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16572569837890178,0.0,0.18643134212580664,0.2753138622190491,0.0,0.17040208571241372,0.2497014704674485,0.0,0.2169464235820442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155345906824496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20358172709344405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16096285460514942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4454783761527288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.490044885987618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16895226297723562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15612172410076955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21990312500597414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642843938366239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dom24seven,2019/04/20,"What’s happening to me..? So let me start this off by saying I have no idea if this is the right place to write about this or to talk about this but please I need help...

So I (male) just turned 25 in December and I think I’m going mad... 
maybe it’s the stress of everything that has been going on the last 5 years, or it’s hereditary but basically I am feeling more and more anxious and today it reached its peak.
I went to a hardware store because I wanted to build a wood raised garden. I had my plans drawn up and a list of materials I needed. And I get in the store and loose all my confidence. I walked aimlessly from isle to isle avoiding people and dodging people’s stares. I got to the back and asked some guy a question or two about lumber and then basically left while he was still talking. I felt so out of place and just... terrible. 
I used to be so confident and walk with my head held high... now I can’t even look people in the eyes and I feel judged constantly... 

I’m really sorry if this isn’t the place for this and I know there are people that are so much worse off and my heart goes out to all of you. 
I just feel like this could be the beginning of a bad spiral and I think I need to talk about it and confront it if I want to get better... 
what advice can anyone give me? Is anyone experiencing the same feelings? What have you done to help calm your nerves? 

Ps: I am incapable of presenting in front of groups, creating conversation with people I don’t know a little bit, and hitting on girls at the bar...

Thank you for reading to the end, here’s a fish 🐠",1.4977884425093997,3.4441410705521487,3.0622105679794203,91.838429645755,80.01226993865029,6.537739956461508,20.0253314862458,7.601502580125103,0.4859654858499898,1223,31,275,19,31,402,177,326,0.119,0.78,0.101,-0.7165,0,1,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,4,0,2,18,10,2,2,18,0,21,4,3,1,2,57,54,32,0,9,11,0,5,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,18,21,1,2,11,3,2,6,4,6,0,1,8,10,34,4,42,41,8,38,0,0,3,0,20,19,0,8,14,183,52,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268475352300108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871256381040204,0.0,0.14695132537471536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823733122937184,0.0,0.0,0.0808014452194082,0.08773894340877683,0.0640569116138274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929363441546636,0.11472214845822105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355613321802605,0.0,0.08389929509581176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753520139646047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307131635154753,0.0,0.0,0.06940556132700301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944407780718731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125301336295048,0.07507048430961011,0.10089504115545547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980184395876706,0.1008040718152594,0.1194408575040183,0.0,0.08404354329360937,0.0,0.0,0.10404753813208699,0.09292352013425148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784427937934173,0.0,0.0,0.12452248107000173,0.14086827867141852,0.11102472864628746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186246017251933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550045737611392,0.08565572105484295,0.0,0.0,0.11417172178481985,0.10745329635682488,0.0,0.05133767695869537,0.10531960520469502,0.0,0.0,0.08824227632114738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556882776350764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724723999645353,0.2337505487082885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642525686490692,0.0,0.3293644578473993,0.11534829994530905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771570491809855,0.0,0.10511027218194864,0.0,0.06731811462423427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973931339793785,0.0,0.08356529330134077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763051171591063,0.07437746405190966,0.0,0.08391848960588659,0.0,0.1203708875822048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25338239694538256,0.0,0.09674523597987723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13466439439722278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960529320002592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114298862064151,0.10264968433945994,0.0,0.0,0.09075696697271657,0.0,0.0,0.12395997836170622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741191431996987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708736781260396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766925684759667
anxiety,DeepReservoir,2019/04/20,"Probationary Periods Suck! I just recently started a new job with my state two weeks ago and throughout the two weeks it's been such a emotional roller-coaster. From when I get to work to when I leave, I am emotionally stable. Me and my new coworkers joke around a lot and share stories and experiences with each other, and it's gotten to the point where my supervisors and managers joke around with me frequently too. My coworkers are always pulling pranks on me (in a good way, lol) and we are always laughing and having a good time to where the days fly by. I am by no means expressing my stress towards that at all. The more emotional stress happens when I am leaving work. I recollect what happen that day and review the timeline and I cannot help but think I am going to get let go on my probationary period and that my job is doomed from the start. I am trying my best at work, I show up 20 to 30 minutes early every morning, I have not been late any day, I have not left early for any reason, I have not conflicted with any coworker, I have not caused any damage, I have been getting along with everyone swimmingly and they seem to enjoy my presence thoroughly. It sounds great on paper, but in my mind when I am leaving work and when I am at home I just stew in my mind that I am going to get fired because of unknown reasons. I don't know why I am thinking this but I am overthinking it I believe. I know when coworkers pick on a new employee that is considered very good because they are accepting you into their group, per say. But the fear of not knowing the unknown is decimating for me. All I think is, ""Was I working too slow today?"", ""Was that statement my coworker/ supervisor said negative?"", ""Do  they not like me?"". I'd rate myself an A to B employee when I am working but once I get home I rate myself an F. I have no idea why? Maybe it's just me overthinking the day or what. I don't know...",5.001358267716537,5.422719296587927,5.993900918635173,80.36439468503939,68.63254593175853,9.4996062992126,30.83562992125984,9.516144504307137,2.6513472440944885,1496,57,302,30,24,497,179,381,0.08,0.807,0.113,0.9108,4,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,1,1,4,7,17,18,1,3,18,1,35,0,0,4,2,62,59,26,0,0,15,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,15,24,0,1,15,4,0,5,12,6,0,2,7,4,58,12,38,51,6,55,1,2,0,0,12,19,1,3,30,215,73,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066604332090888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326651128237585,0.0,0.0,0.21684649133557912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14193354205698044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719186964658667,0.0,0.0,0.0898159628375059,0.08366012462488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189332601086365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20564852303010386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690192822724649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06716665753360132,0.07617487743822611,0.0,0.07798043450492947,0.0,0.08970598715742781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20824931760157836,0.0,0.13591835713596773,0.20059343073279606,0.0,0.08789042892202985,0.0,0.0,0.140990416622593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05343393489101708,0.0,0.1599292227781723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999299636281957,0.0,0.0,0.15821752328524638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17524581055508165,0.0,0.08992645314594387,0.25323258736271315,0.08661487746968786,0.08151803224270811,0.0,0.03894665447663445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777420445720497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008840489055802,0.08683731201414217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16098683773173253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309791894515215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489808494521432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536017957706463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16392872508388914,0.07871285033957555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583098131852663,0.06339571241340879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257314226871686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285097280925505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826355863932755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324206166691964,0.0,0.0,0.046484763532799005,0.0,0.0755642477049834,0.0,0.0,0.054123937310203186,0.0,0.1557476701301109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06577648642142482,0.0,0.06327719558046062,0.12789147367623188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14386791414283598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34821809055175873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DoctorTricky,2019/04/20,"High School is killing me I've been on spring break but the only thing I can think about is all my incomplete assignments that I have to get done on Monday. It's terrible because whenever I actually go to work on it I keep second guessing myself so much that I end up getting nothing done. And with that attitude, there's no way that I think I will get all 10 assignments done by Monday. Worst part about it is some people think I'm just slacking off when really it's just my terrible anxiety. 

And in terms of social life, I feel like an utter failure. People tell me that I have a lot of friends, sure I do, but I don't think I have any best friends that I can actually depend on. Texting people is something I've basically learned to avoid at this point and I pretty much never talk to anybody outside of school. My parents always tell me that it's because I'm not reaching out to them, but then why does nobody ever reach out to me?

It really just makes me hate school knowing that each day is the exact same thing. More stress, conversations with people that lead to nothing, and a ton of work that I end up saving until the last minute. Sure, my medication helps a bit, but this feeling of having no worth isn't going away anytime soon.",6.115207373271892,5.858677709677418,6.639539170506914,79.01145161290326,66.25806451612902,9.505069124423963,31.423963133640555,9.04235418022936,2.477352764976959,984,34,194,15,14,322,137,248,0.154,0.7140000000000001,0.132,-0.8042,1,1,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,4,10,14,2,2,7,0,19,2,0,3,7,43,37,12,1,0,8,1,2,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,20,9,0,2,8,0,1,3,6,7,0,1,4,2,26,7,30,32,15,33,0,0,0,0,10,14,0,5,15,137,46,9,0.0,0.0,0.20119808463418773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577749547290718,0.0,0.0,0.07010339241773267,0.0,0.07886205738671273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685459346101943,0.0,0.0,0.12568300710208194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818452279623496,0.0,0.11254542434362598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648324822464438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021302586280927,0.3164845246281992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18261078499274125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932490210170824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424880634035094,0.07364610605582794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15929110564875099,0.0,0.16157771565643764,0.0,0.11717460117696225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356308239771865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10177808285761088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06909773052848908,0.10891815892624114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09162937372365383,0.1140516265170602,0.0,0.056654482861308864,0.08403049980437967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281412112596447,0.05036360210980967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764175286581696,0.0,0.0,0.06881205755088411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385034033825824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15156312048916787,0.0,0.07950784048468823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19783148164258546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840308876038292,0.0,0.0,0.11446705273564747,0.11163428582339402,0.0,0.2858730277130024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745150514584236,0.0,0.0,0.10487758280556483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13208165778304642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31299175641187593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508525987410583,0.0,0.07936219849896835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808698497737505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194318488181462,0.0,0.0,0.08285825003765032,0.1802069562508113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697420702547322,0.2642185770593764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182647633446527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302090874846544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009862075579872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,t-palm,2019/04/20,"Dating App Anxiety Hi guys! [23F] over here. 

So, uh, wow. This might get kinda long—it all just happened a few hours ago, so emotions are still running a bit high. I’ve used dating apps on and off over the past year or so, never to much long-term success as I would hope. Earlier this year, I decided to take a break with the encouragement from my therapist because...man, I’ve realized dating is really emotionally draining for me. I’d always get really worried about something, whether it was about double-texting or what have you. I learned a lot of it stemmed from internalizing negative experiences from the past, so I definitely overthought a lot haha! So yeah, I decided to try and give myself a good, long breather: focus on finishing up my last semester of school, work on CBT, and just be with my friends and family. 

I was catching up with my cousin the other night, and he was telling me about him and his girlfriend who he met on Tinder. And...man, I don’t know. Classes are over (everything went well!) and, I totally get that I was being naively optimistic, but I really believed I could handle whatever would come at me, and was feeling much healthier mentally compared to before. So I downloaded it. And hey, I talked with a few guys and it was all good! I wasn’t freaking out! I was feeling pretty proud of myself. I just stayed in the present.

And then, well, a few hours ago this guy messaged me. We’ll call him D. D was sweet. He started to talk about me coming over to watch Game of Thrones, and I got the hint that coming over  is never JUST to watch a show—at least in my experience. Sex is something I’d prefer to take really slow, and I was upfront and told him that I’d love to come over and watch, but anything more than that I wouldn’t be up for; if he was looking for something different, I’d totally understand. D said it was totally fine with him, asked me what my boundaries were, and then excitedly wanted to plan it out as a date. Pizza, GoT, the works! And I thought it was really nice, and started to look forward to it. We planned it for this evening after I got home from work.

We said goodnight around 1, and I went to bed. I was pretty restless and woke up at like 4:30/4:40? I checked my phone and saw that there was a notification from D, so I went to check Tinder and..I don’t know, I guess the notification was from earlier or something, but he unmatched with me. And I just felt...really sad and disappointed. I still do. And I’m doing better at, y’know, not internalizing but fuck man, this sucks. Sorry, I don’t meant to be such a negative nancy! I guess what I wanna ask fellow members of r/Anxiety is if anyone has gone through the same or something similar, and what their coping strategies were? Like...how do you not get totally jaded from dating lol I know I’m still young but..oof. 

TLDR: Dating apps gave me a lot of anxiety. Took a break, focused on therapy/friends/school. Tried jumping back in, guy planned a date with me, and then unmatched me a few hours later.",3.61998121590868,5.287766185059424,4.783694686269557,83.086583462775,73.0577249575552,8.068793122132716,28.32138857782755,8.718977153904607,2.1650051006032576,2349,93,465,45,47,773,262,589,0.059,0.795,0.146,0.9946,1,0,5,0,0,0,111.0,3,2,1,9,27,24,2,1,25,3,42,4,0,1,8,97,93,49,0,10,18,1,2,1,3,5,0,2,2,5,25,42,1,0,13,1,2,13,11,6,3,0,35,11,62,18,74,48,19,78,0,2,6,3,45,27,2,14,38,313,87,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158727768127015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057065562020601535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15739469666476036,0.0,0.0,0.04795399794534738,0.0,0.05643698818400651,0.06105235336298422,0.1282294737503679,0.0,0.0,0.0527351805525028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05835807119552425,0.0772682175238138,0.0,0.060655039963425285,0.07487357677684403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07002969852545386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363086354713544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05475699677265935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165339722573763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15429061653057566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0452976403824045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061636910944048474,0.13417234499460887,0.06465282925227944,0.0,0.06935405016188627,0.0,0.06584929511764635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052986138255809084,0.06340278059492102,0.14332466580121225,0.06578992384567274,0.0,0.11504634105892952,0.16455342170523507,0.0,0.15110119702351474,0.2716271073884743,0.06064667034788183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724604503676411,0.06879314981232933,0.06811721442024846,0.20261781183904348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076308244454525,0.05590333072528975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670112188268776,0.0,0.0,0.1820782379034076,0.11518289955145015,0.0,0.0,0.1749174135774871,0.061897763444038974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911433644144388,0.0727544652273768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008310467055116,0.0,0.10578904355481288,0.0,0.0,0.06435938522390823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309382005560676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395447179511569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806111715767444,0.21967632630352812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304740176345892,0.0,0.0,0.13881691142871178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639881495470223,0.0,0.07677172428014742,0.09708511983081757,0.07309908708360434,0.16430857229259488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312997585965174,0.1102469261983872,0.05994352703922546,0.0,0.0,0.07962877031963354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05444629850623673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06553286090575475,0.0761969172012616,0.09312509779349984,0.0,0.0,0.07139608553776146,0.0,0.059232666281000414,0.0,0.0,0.04045132993870475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332657166387813,0.19072808199207736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14978512903746735,0.06964815969047576,0.0,0.09743710386214133,0.0,0.0,0.08832887748533845
anxiety,PerfectChaos33,2019/04/20,"Does anybody else often have no noticable trigger for their anxiety attack? The majority of the time that I get an anxiety attack, there's no trigger (that I'm aware of, maybe there's some subconscious stuff I dunno about?). This morning I was laying in bed scrolling through reddit & YouTube like a normal Saturday morning. Then out of nowhere my nose starts tingling (my first sign of a pending attack) and I notice my heart starts racing. 

Of course there are things that can trigger an anxiety attack for me, but a majority of the time I dont have any obvious trigger to why I'm starting to have an anxiety attack. Most of the time I manage to fight it off, so I rarely go into a full attack lately. But still, how do I avoid having an anxiety attack when 95% of the time I dont know what caused it?",6.37222222222222,6.322124127388537,6.996772823779192,75.96965322009909,65.68789808917197,9.780325548478416,33.36801132342533,9.444778638647367,3.00502321302194,636,25,118,11,9,210,92,157,0.229,0.76,0.011,-0.9833,0,1,0,0,1,0,20.0,0,0,1,1,9,10,8,1,13,0,10,3,2,6,1,20,18,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,9,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,9,0,1,1,1,14,1,19,17,5,19,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,4,14,83,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213444154757197,0.0,0.06410239905240768,0.0,0.3605565221846673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7506682203003417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683456036285842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249060686141911,0.0,0.22095219380258604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874504218462046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018046820858961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049248777887318934,0.0,0.05357210817056264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170267804422862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051804743582776674,0.0,0.10633331163303217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04605237505372235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470033585778403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235819668503624,0.0,0.21463919424473535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20016052963318628,0.0,0.07527893715139389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790913263025168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06262446777406587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198631736936852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850581292454461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,superanaise014,2019/04/20,"Millions of blank thoughts I just turned 20 y/o gurl and I’ve kinda been what’s left of my sanity these past couple weeks ....... II’ve always just been sad/angry but now i can’t stop thinking. There’s always been little conversations in my head but it’s really been progressively getting louder and its just constant thoughts in my head to the point i don’t even know what I’m thinking about ,just millions of blank thoughts, it’s been driving me crazy i can’t even have a conversation without repeating sentences in my head then getting lost and coming back “Huh? What’d you say I’m sorry” then still not being able to focus back into the conversation. I tried looking up calming techniques on google but I didn’t find anything I haven’t tried. I’ve tried avoiding going to the doctors but alas, i have made an appointment but I have to wait 3 months for it. The thought of that is driving me crazy even more will she even help me?? I don’t know if anybody feels me on this but if y’all do and got any nice coping mechanisms or advice and would like to share with me I’d love to try/listen..",2.7559589041095904,4.855473488584477,3.497851598173515,89.48787328767123,76.67123287671231,6.023835616438356,24.192009132420093,6.961326702584282,0.8405888584474881,870,29,176,9,20,275,126,219,0.094,0.8,0.107,0.7794,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,0,2,14,7,0,1,6,1,19,5,3,1,0,39,41,16,0,3,15,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,9,8,0,3,10,0,0,4,8,2,0,2,13,3,22,5,21,25,1,26,0,1,1,1,10,10,0,4,13,110,31,1,0.12411726029293975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212859502790722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065510067802865,0.0,0.0,0.08440399316140955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213792974513494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19087702372802848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691602964907036,0.0,0.13412666491213954,0.0,0.0,0.1373333877661174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703927520846034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32791311938290396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275741611051035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134409273339878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969229150411704,0.0,0.07053869930786354,0.0,0.09926791138377217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821403506730528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319318329479694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642320062044624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13485376647048133,0.0,0.0,0.060637423974150825,0.1243981015877577,0.0,0.0,0.10422723891528343,0.0,0.13548865139535513,0.0,0.11202067327575488,0.11744275271898455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906921301808984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848396911034988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733092922073993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795126951477454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870302708699813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389391112681787,0.0,0.0,0.09912020439874283,0.10376758720791884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15905865752080134,0.0,0.3941409625603355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25280241740389603,0.1350039380302151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955937956926626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196446097876316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816934061393691,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Randomretard999,2019/04/20,"Feeling that someone is behind me during an anxiety attack Some days when I’m feeling super on edge and especially if I’ve had coffee I can start to feel like there’s someone behind me even when I’m alone in my room.

I’m a 24 year old male with anxiety issues since I was about 5 (by my recollection) but had a lot of years where I had 0 anxiety and recently it came back.

I don’t really have social anxiety, I’m mostly anxious for no reason at all, which lead me to being obsessed with going insane getting schizophrenia etc.

However, i cant seem to find anyone who has this feeling that only has anxiety. 

To clarify further: I know there is nobody behind me, it’s just a general feeling of unease and uncomfortability, like after watching a horror movie when you were a kid and constantly looking behind your back after it was over.

Is this an anxiety thing or am I becoming paranoid?",8.609827586206897,6.763772252873565,9.7108908045977,64.17943965517243,62.103448275862064,12.378160919540234,38.41666666666667,11.20814326018867,4.409818390804596,708,29,122,16,8,248,114,174,0.204,0.721,0.075,-0.9682,1,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,2,11,6,1,2,7,0,17,0,0,2,1,27,33,10,0,1,4,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,10,7,0,0,10,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,7,7,15,3,21,25,5,24,0,0,2,0,6,7,0,6,16,93,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13645224497519567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6047258101167042,0.14883888483945976,0.0,0.09212197383499153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988352321474666,0.0,0.20261371861332195,0.0,0.0,0.14550643485657958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506857735621153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14237387932962114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496721464056026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469349767758404,0.08701898112542228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330813002101244,0.0941215218537928,0.0,0.0,0.1204162118686044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883342202195471,0.0,0.07487600075573962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13751174104162395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240581250424488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873182658213486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063598983770072,0.0,0.0,0.11200830022719063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382484275168708,0.0,0.0,0.1002010619077568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440179192969299,0.13545992905494655,0.13008625690531195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993935410629375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898414575359053,0.0,0.0,0.1343015281249815,0.22326102386899413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325263014581801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752819062952888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16968409077908791
anxiety,havingarecky,2019/04/20,"Keeping a list of past accomplishments I find it helpful to keep a list - an actual physical list of the things I thought I would not be able to do that I have done.

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I always found it really hard to make phone calls, to the point where my family would end up making necessary phone calls for me because I would just be so anxious about it. Then I worked in a job where I had to start cold-calling people, and I couldn't say no to the boss, and I needed the job, and I hated it but it got easier. Then I started another job that I loved most of the duties, but where I had to ask people to sort out their debts. And I found in the years that I did that job, there were only two bad calls. The first one, where I had to tell someone what to do with a feral animal on their property, and the second one, where the person denied that they should have to pay the money. And even though those phone calls were stressful, it was all okay in the end. And now I can call people I actually want to talk to without hating being on the phone.

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Because I was anxious about being in crowds, I found it hard to go to uni, and even if you study online, there are things like group assignments, or having to visit professors. I thought I would never finish my degree, but I did. It was really stressful, but I would try to just do the next thing I had to do (assignment, study, class, exam) and eventually it was all done. The very last exam I failed and had to resit (It was a hard exam, a lot of people failed) and I was devastated that I had failed. Because it was my last unit and I had a good course average, they let me resit it and I passed. Then, the most hilarious thing happened. I got an email, saying I had achieved the best average mark for the degree that year and that they wanted me to attend a prize ceremony to accept my award. I checked to see if the email was a fake. One of my friends joked, ""Do you think you did well enough now?"" because they were used to me predicting I would fail, and then mostly I didn't fail.

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So now I try to remind myself that there are a lot of things that I thought I would never have, or be able to do, and realise that I might be wrong the next time I think I won't be able to do something.",6.891828063241108,5.0892391195652165,7.1349802371541475,81.14966403162056,65.41304347826087,10.276679841897234,30.039525691699605,8.841846274778883,2.0293478260869566,1745,42,380,22,22,568,190,460,0.133,0.7490000000000001,0.118,-0.8505,5,0,1,0,0,0,66.0,0,3,6,12,21,23,2,2,31,1,58,1,0,4,4,70,85,31,0,14,12,0,3,1,1,10,0,2,0,1,30,18,0,3,10,1,4,4,8,12,1,6,33,6,61,11,46,33,9,41,0,5,1,1,32,14,0,11,24,292,91,23,0.18850903776609176,0.0,0.12263841873606104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05228487352184997,0.20424946366131636,0.22905911422819436,0.0,0.0658893875011788,0.0,0.1419743704742428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0587435011539092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05246572416897294,0.15321781299277218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594286835070184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32081467355519805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286067963831274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111308703342672,0.0649267425515025,0.0,0.08300562771561737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05923651464371505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05743128179634716,0.05344856374131702,0.0,0.2066904299612564,0.048547204987065336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03571134345165,0.05270414570915968,0.1005119320865803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055565973178632426,0.0,0.1688670708899262,0.12407576509825548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042117878138211856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494215100815258,0.1117036628223949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024400171636516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06425442099796393,0.0,0.030698664631073173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684242850783172,0.056712255489372136,0.0,0.08388749767035603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665943307786823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046592354304737536,0.09692652742584107,0.0,0.13365433350176328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773860264254686,0.047789872587895285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05998440226332194,0.17425124171413467,0.05486627354826879,0.0,0.0,0.0594006573982288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050914442849494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993996868690097,0.0,0.0,0.05007243225072668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05324103198808673,0.04837448899688513,0.0,0.0,0.08895177812102158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395764390366844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05050547465364857,0.054921735959912635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20872838063757002,0.08052598649278597,0.06173639083084096,0.1496551193224261,0.03664037862364428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532350838996823,0.0,0.061381979487657085,0.0,0.0,0.05427042782380728,0.0,0.051846566140182425,0.07412500971679754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05649742132567945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060571995148604174,0.0,0.045745608208506254,0.0,0.0,0.3124599609611977,0.0687016800509016,0.22905911422819436,0.08092909320652338
anxiety,kaiorven,2019/04/20,"The most helpful thing for my anxiety I'm honestly not sure whether this is a good long term solution, or even if it'll work for everyone, but it's worked for me. 

The one emotion I have found to be stronger than fear is anger. (sometimes gratitude helps but often it does not) So when you're anxious and everything is spinning out of control, find a way to get angry. There is one caveats:

1) Don't direct your anger towards something living, especially yourself (at least if you don't want to increase the risk of you harming people). 

So, for me, I might be really anxious about an exam coming up, so anxious I can't even focus or concentrate on study. Telling myself not to care doesn't work. Telling myself I'll be okay doesn't work. I'm scared and trapped. 

So I'll choose to be angry. My anger might first be directed at myself, then at the examiner, or various people. But I push beyond that. I'll be angry that society is structured in such a way that it forces us to take expensive classes and stupid exams just for the sake of signalling. I'll be angry that the act of survival forces us to value things that we'll ultimately just lose. I'll be angry that the world can never be enough for me, due to the hedonic treadmill. I'll be angry at how fucked up the world is; that people suffer, and die, that no thing of value, be it love or justice or compassion or wisdom, will ever fully prevail. I'll say to the world and life itself: you should be better than this piece of shit that you are. 

And then the fear goes, and for the moment, I have enough strength to do what I need to do.

I hope this helps people.",4.794253280259472,5.412687458204335,5.4234321096859786,83.57441692466462,69.15479876160991,8.25764411027569,28.693645879404393,8.269060116576782,1.860193690107622,1271,43,255,17,21,411,162,323,0.267,0.581,0.153,-0.995,0,1,1,0,0,0,42.0,3,5,0,10,17,23,6,4,16,1,35,4,1,2,3,43,47,27,1,6,17,0,0,0,0,6,1,1,0,0,22,9,0,1,4,0,1,4,10,13,0,3,1,1,23,10,38,28,8,30,0,2,0,2,15,14,2,13,10,181,45,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982970651274136,0.3536673271118453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092291687230964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639476781185156,0.0,0.0,0.08989080993124828,0.0,0.0,0.11704068531530325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830186707219466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913199530534668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738300174312795,0.0,0.2156489458350014,0.0,0.13784825336837436,0.09439320031800702,0.0,0.0997136974225256,0.09378568557800124,0.0,0.0,0.2348521182107208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537668833078214,0.08876254971568076,0.0,0.1144176025258297,0.0,0.0964726030972586,0.05452009938738872,0.0,0.0,0.0875262874484959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20983670975271151,0.0,0.0,0.10364600620342357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370756117818858,0.0,0.0,0.09214554981991373,0.0923490600521642,0.0,0.11674423723226494,0.0,0.0,0.0941825943486006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22140393785809054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773763760119136,0.08048341346498934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142449330720794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893807321096195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06685115964469801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298563907244141,0.10447548834789587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711678397797647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033598443053062,0.10320771695863416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835140240799344,0.0,0.07846041715507221,0.0,0.18241812229819568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079823512536464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25104745447284943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06155006233662767,0.16566099864020875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038807061333795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lostwithinpages,2019/04/20,"I need to vent So yesterday I finally after two years saw a orthopedic for my knee. Some back story is that I’ve been dealing with pain, limited mobility, swelling and being unable to put full pressure on my knee when I walk for two years on and off. I have really bad anxiety when it comes to going to doctors so I put off going until I can’t take it anymore. Since I started my current job it’s been almost every day where I’m in pain. I come home from work and rest a bit and I can barely get back up! I’m 24 and relatively active when I’m able to use my knee. 

Now, my doctors appt yesterday went terribly. He took an X-ray, said my knee was fine. He was rude and belittled my feelings about hurting. Made fun of my shoes (because I said my
Primary doctor told me to try better footwear) and basically sent me on my way with no help. He had two other doctors come in the room who were learning, which made things more uncomfortable. He was the most arrogant doctor I’ve ever met. Kept making little comments that made me feel like shit. 

I have really bad anxiety so I didn’t say anything, I kinda just took it and I’m upset with myself for not defending myself. My knee symptoms are exactly what my sister has, same knee and everything. Except she has rheumatoid arthritis, at 26.  I told my doctor this and he basically laughed at me because it’s unheard of in young people, and while I may or may not have it, it would of been nice to just feel heard. I only brought it up because it’s genetic and we have the same symptoms.

So now I’m at a loss, I don’t want to go back, and I don’t want to deal with any more doctors for a bit and I guess I’ll go back to dealing with the pain. It has just exhausted me mentally because I keep thinking about it and just feel anxious and embarrassed. I get bad anxiety from going to the doctors so I don’t want to take a chance and going for a second opinion only to be made fun of again. 

Anyone else get bad anxiety when it comes to doctors? Or have been treated poorly and have the courage to get a second opinion? My problem is I’m so anxious about getting a second opinion because I don’t want to relive what that first doctor put me through. Sorry for the rant, it’s just sticking with me and playing through my head over and over.",2.9492500869968694,4.423067414163093,4.565668715926229,84.7613577311217,74.42918454935622,7.355434404361444,27.616053822062405,8.00916892397051,1.7530050574179334,1789,70,363,27,37,602,207,466,0.16899999999999998,0.755,0.076,-0.9924,2,0,0,0,0,1,41.0,1,0,0,5,27,27,2,3,16,0,33,26,9,6,2,77,88,34,0,7,10,1,4,1,0,3,17,4,2,0,23,31,0,3,6,1,1,19,9,17,0,7,27,9,49,10,57,56,10,64,0,2,1,0,22,19,1,12,26,243,72,13,0.0575066240570772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05758457717852827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03910647634497775,0.0,0.17596964000444898,0.12993223314947724,0.05703111857377737,0.04020996863631704,0.058922332164898526,0.04732305171705237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17687617691132576,0.19206251613747152,0.17527752134003655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05085993575224981,0.12556467877055816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19814745856275245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037087015112505284,0.17786041288637364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5886046648672334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04803940531086054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05201803377598668,0.04845181100844556,0.0,0.05168324565397614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630830801591485,0.041082743716742746,0.0,0.062995695752951,0.0,0.04891510504567735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502241878572221,0.0,0.19609403815385051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06335002975299349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059018386944003326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03854547791784882,0.0,0.057683832732774325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06156203043338977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057066450958990135,0.05111452973169951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028094831742507043,0.057636744837399626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176566325392248,0.038386118104353086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057953151347205994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04264043307453514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747275788626581,0.1835733075455804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039867852361941625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05502607278340227,0.0,0.17343012184051745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368043182446048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940393672536584,0.04573157559706775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059029723202196585,0.0475700736770702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06437395749524184,0.040703484492568894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954280257678325,0.08647564900650934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03820484574408988,0.03684792268006753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990008735754167,0.12778395054104305,0.0390432229008123,0.0,0.16852684699342166,0.0,0.0,0.049667259362168426,0.0,0.0,0.13567558725646914,0.04564608146348737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05330921663512324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04186550721413914,0.0,0.0,0.04085105578449896,0.0,0.0,0.07406476092805406
anxiety,SquashyMoon,2019/04/20,When does “normal anxiety” turn into a disorder How did you find out your anxiety wasn’t the ones people would feel on average? I’m stuck between thinking I might be normal and just naturally anxious like some people can be but wondering what if there was something more. I won’t take your opinion and self diagnose don’t worry because I’m currently seeing a psychologist as well.,10.968122065727696,8.621618112676058,10.924507042253524,58.89220657276996,58.014084507042256,14.537089201877935,44.79342723004695,13.023866798666859,6.018263849765257,310,15,49,9,3,104,57,71,0.163,0.774,0.063,-0.6124,1,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,10,1,0,1,0,18,19,7,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,4,2,5,2,5,10,2,5,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,5,3,36,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31381362232487203,0.23171329293147602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503173588910282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20817997422364945,0.0,0.0,0.2350711670311656,0.0,0.1794911099521063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037086040638271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18746470053510705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020525037729262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175868319306324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4019239490872357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389862698640607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843916749206918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344426283628494,0.0,0.21397203897205733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579019100687509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542154468062832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142471725334487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230982539430617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18441643366730345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22243052591939594,0.0,0.2082968017081499,0.0,0.1457026086000394,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hazel2619,2019/04/20,"Random Discomfort in Chest Lately my boyfriend has been getting a random pain/discomfort in his chest. It was so bad the other day (and accompanied with crying) that he ended up in the ER where they gave him Ativan and just diagnosed it as a panic attack. He isn't really able to identify a specific trigger. Typically he'll smoke a joint to alleviate the feeling. I'm trying to get him to see a psychiatrist which I think he is planning to do. 

Anyone else experience this feeling and what have you done for it? 

​

Side note: He also has epilepsy so I'm wondering if it could at all be related to this? He has a neurology appointment soon.",3.8440249266862203,6.089703153225808,5.840234604105572,73.26898826979473,73.91935483870971,9.347800586510266,29.014662756598238,9.800150414767053,3.278267741935485,517,22,90,15,11,179,87,124,0.114,0.861,0.024,-0.9194,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,1,6,4,1,2,9,0,12,4,2,1,1,15,23,8,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,4,3,7,0,14,16,1,11,0,0,1,0,12,7,0,4,4,63,17,0,0.1997524373009749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15974195194102173,0.0,0.21643168235991944,0.24272107531448275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13967154863634534,0.20466997766577494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272472346280053,0.0,0.0,0.16678494148143388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594860671810727,0.0,0.2194186727232713,0.12882379695229745,0.0,0.0,0.20274451910471689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20441609592381693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16686752969204827,0.0,0.1769213697841279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19539621316792866,0.0,0.0,0.20200166837712574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20872480802389687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253294498792494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21255067688223028,0.23436644610575935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796652628848768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917683049363687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799329617255675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561879283300918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21662299738441496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24272107531448275,0.0
anxiety,Sh0ckF4ct0r,2019/04/20,"Is being a quasi-mute a part of anxiety? I can't talk to people, and at this point I'm just tired of people telling me I need to talk.

Like, I was once terrified of never being able to go forward in life if I don't speak. 

Now I am sure I'll never go forward and I'm just about done trying to fix this problem.

I think I'm just too proud to start talking? Should I just commit suicide if I truly prefer to stay silent even thought it causes me to experience sufferings? I prefer the silence over the sufferings, and I prefer suicide over the suffering, so?",1.654316205533597,3.6614130086956536,3.6733596837944655,87.34711462450593,79.78260869565217,6.2687747035573125,23.49802371541502,7.348242739294969,1.0436086956521744,436,15,89,6,11,148,69,115,0.204,0.69,0.107,-0.9298,0,0,0,0,0,3,12.0,0,0,0,1,9,7,0,0,5,0,9,2,0,1,4,22,18,6,2,8,6,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,0,0,4,4,4,0,0,3,1,12,3,15,12,1,14,0,3,0,0,5,7,0,2,7,60,15,0,0.17463290675626694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359369567725882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17939610008678664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17871009486185546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534338791034515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708244922351995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198495810653004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123348386550566,0.08531681719226983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948808759424513,0.2693753269352851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18597834629390653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18911042016450602,0.0,0.242136938422444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16508454322849064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671001070765316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360607023272405,0.18613544295458326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3820401118472951,0.0,0.1645894479222218,0.0,0.0,0.42108994642124775,0.1526368577619193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189771528169623,0.0,0.1386390212794999,0.0,0.20071483677795765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856428048244295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,explodedgiraffe,2019/04/20,Feeling wired in the mornings I feel super anxious and wired in general from not only at waking but until roughly lunch. Feeling somewhat better after lunch. Makes me crazy. Anyone has this? How do you cope?,2.7846846846846844,5.781130756756756,3.3987837837837844,81.67853603603606,92.78378378378378,3.547747747747748,25.08558558558559,5.46131890053228,1.1001207207207209,166,7,23,1,6,52,33,37,0.105,0.685,0.21,0.5604,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,2,0,10,6,4,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,6,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4661914107560217,0.0,0.2885433668095997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36496663875583296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6259640069551525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27545556816419003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138485917871122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OneofEightBillionPpl,2019/04/20,"Has anyone been too freaked out by taking meds but finally got over it and it has actually helped them? I've been in the past in the mental hospital over night because my thought process was overwhelming. They prescribed me anxiety meds but I never saw through with it. To be honest I'm worried about every little thing that can go wrong with meds. Horror stories about feeling like a zombie, not really enjoying your life etc. Just something going wrong with taking an unnatural approach to this. So there would be no real difference than where I am now. 

I've been experiencing a tight stomach feeling, haven't really been able to eat lately, breathing isn't easy. I woke up today and started googling more about my symptoms that led me to an [anxiety test](https://www.recoveryformula.net/anxietytest/report/?ref=5cbad734d849f&page=2) which described me to a T, I even shed a tear a little because I've never read something so relatable. I've linked my score. 

I'm considering seeking professional help again and possibly taking on meds this time. It still worries me. Now enough about me what I really came here for was to get insight on other people's similar experience or if you're still on the fence like I am?",6.947793778801843,8.978252520737328,6.610895737327192,71.82205789170507,65.26728110599079,9.480299539170508,32.917338709677416,9.827888789773867,3.4838020737327184,995,42,158,22,16,311,141,217,0.14800000000000002,0.774,0.078,-0.9512,0,0,2,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,2,0,17,8,0,1,10,0,16,5,2,1,2,26,32,9,0,2,6,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,12,8,1,2,5,1,0,5,6,4,0,0,11,5,17,4,26,18,3,31,0,1,1,0,5,12,0,2,16,108,29,2,0.10861582643725327,0.0,0.10599337858143187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768520256555097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661816198598166,0.0,0.0,0.07594671128868187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13242239932099387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422756985789588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134804209267043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111411064161066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222918355024444,0.1211353577745988,0.07173972898154969,0.0,0.09151351833556748,0.0,0.0,0.10624711999867403,0.0,0.0,0.10983885077420484,0.07759516810924205,0.0,0.11898332876235795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05674728636055035,0.0,0.12345775443398707,0.0,0.08686999864644741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14560579787506436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12252338319361712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767185703642347,0.10612841279986192,0.217723184983133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4825907899459034,0.0,0.10945920633373253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675424426034259,0.0,0.0,0.10192859527349274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368609647129552,0.07530053804363035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224480244801941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864521942244083,0.12362858951619632,0.20874623904868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16723553936112462,0.0,0.0,0.07687884099487853,0.0,0.17348147859514645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289343192547213,0.2449967522232926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215952879242986,0.0,0.0,0.08622883368563314,0.06333476186090083,0.0,0.10295510334728113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22060928816942485,0.0,0.07715756676072226,0.2375087108220979,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cover_coat,2019/04/20,"I can tell when my anxiety is high when I start making silly bets with myself. Sometimes I'll think I'm having a normal day when, almost without thinking, I'll crumple up the paper towel I've just used and say to myself, ""If I make this shot in the trash can it'll be okay."", or ""If this red light turns green in the next 3 seconds then -insert random fear- won't happen."" I'm wondering if I'm the only one that does this. I did it all the time when I was a kid and it still persists. It's one of the ways I  become aware of just how stressed out I am.",5.3297500000000015,3.642301808333337,6.370000000000001,85.01500000000003,68.41666666666666,8.666666666666668,28.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,1.2018333333333335,427,10,98,2,6,144,81,120,0.069,0.92,0.01,-0.7351,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,2,8,1,10,0,0,4,1,23,22,12,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,8,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,2,0,3,2,4,10,2,9,17,1,16,0,0,2,0,3,5,0,8,10,63,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20061435129518196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532616757247911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22126285660493789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920451695257212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17532131387517685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254413222648321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17716245569142638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21167314304315105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26746071811451816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130668157367817,0.0,0.19629338425361645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715149006508339,0.15236970938372196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15932061711018702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19814412879352855,0.0,0.1418036484250678,0.0,0.1599940001736361,0.0,0.22949197368987295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17510841720011278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567431234970716,0.0,0.0,0.11682148414030945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21791541104733375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17303183431667638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590227708640542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19312328737873086,0.21726319515512835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,reckleassandnervous,2019/04/20,"I need some advice/kind words (trigger warning) I don't really know where to start, but I feel like an absolute mess. 

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This year has been extremely difficult, I started out okay-ish academically. One bad midterm, that's all it took. I did really bad on it, then it just all started going down hill. Starting with a panic attack during that exam, then a night of no sleep after, then not eating well, which as with all slippery slopes just kept on getting more slippery. I've always had anxiety and a bad self image so this wasn't new but it just kept on getting worse. I started to go to therapy for a while, and things got slightly better. My therapist wasn't worried about suicidal thoughts since at that point I hadn't had them for a very long time. I kept on going consistently till I thought I had my shit together.  (spoiler alert: not for very long). I ended the semester okay. 

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This semester started out fine but then again, one bad midterm and shit hit the fan. I held myself together, worked my ass off, second time around I did much worse than I did on the first. Things just kept on getting worse, with me losing lots of sleep because of nightmares and intrusive thoughts. I used to do photography to cope with my anxiety, because it really was the only safe space I had, and the only thing I felt confident about my abilities in (shitty self image again). The warning signs were there, I just didn't really see them. I started feeling extremely lethargic, with all the lack of sleep, a meal a day, and no exercise that makes sense. I lost interest in doing everything I was ever interested in, including my research, my photography, everything. This should've been the biggest red flag but I just ignored it. 

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(trigger warning start) 

Right now things have gotten extremely bad, I've always joked about killing myself or dying in a tragic accident while doing Urbex(Urban Exploration). But this month I went on adventures secretly hoping that something would happen to me. It wouldn't affect my thinking during, so I still wouldn't do something that I wasn't comfortable doing but I would go more often and on slightly riskier stuff. Then I started scratching myself and that led to cutting. I am completely sober, but there has never been a time when I had wished that I had a substance abuse problem more than right now. I think I just realized how bad it all is, because today I was talking to a coworker/friend of mine and I said that I really hoped I fell off a crane while I'm out. She then tried to clarify and understand. 

(trigger warning end)  

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When I was talking to my coworker, I realized that I had lost the motivation to keep doing everything that I was doing. I have always worked my ass off so that I can use my Comp Sci skills to make people's lives better, it's my single goal in life. And now I lost it. I really don't have it in me anymore. And now that I think about it, why should I care? Why should I try to make people's lives better when there tons of people that are much more qualified than I am and could have a much bigger impact? (self image again). Idk I just hate myself so much right now, I hate everything that I've ever loved, the only thing that I have going for me is that I care about my family and would never want to hurt them. But they always shrug this off as a phase, or excuses, or victimization or whatever. I can't really ask them for help anymore, because every time it had made things worse and I just simply can't take worse right now. I just can't fucking do this forever. I'm the stupidest piece of shit on this planet, and I have nothing going for me right now and I really don't know what to fucking do. 

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if you've gotten this far, thank you for caring about me more than I or anyone else cares right now, I love you and I hope everything goes well for you right now.

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Any advice, motivation, heck anything will help. I just have no fucking clue what I need, or what I should do. Idk, I'm just crying my ass off hoping that fall asleep while I'm writing this.

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Tldr: Anxiety caused bad performance, bad performance caused more anxiety, additional anxiety caused lethargy, which caused loss of all interest and motivation. Just a fucking zombie at this point.",4.564227941176469,6.370798486519611,5.130294117647058,80.99007352941179,70.875,8.384313725490196,28.068627450980397,8.974205444408168,2.3438465686274506,3399,125,621,67,64,1089,303,816,0.232,0.636,0.132,-0.9985,0,0,2,0,1,1,134.0,0,3,5,18,50,59,13,1,27,1,66,20,10,19,10,137,147,55,3,20,30,0,4,1,0,9,2,1,0,3,54,29,2,8,19,2,0,12,20,33,2,4,44,7,97,26,77,92,22,109,0,7,2,9,23,41,11,14,57,441,151,12,0.0,0.04425601791218342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0364999468517809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243194409956841,0.28329617161010223,0.31770741998544905,0.02540064415854362,0.0,0.14287090739875805,0.0,0.07408630407286833,0.02611739027437221,0.038271543033160695,0.030737517401400332,0.03325120340888376,0.03491908239259387,0.04249329783694408,0.0,0.0,0.2494989108999067,0.09107774189165113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910443875635938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15233143333511587,0.1534831922914495,0.0,0.0,0.03916286644241318,0.0,0.0,0.029822536519144106,0.0,0.041029423421938035,0.024088953079411283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03876548392198962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03822042590839048,0.03120280715462433,0.0,0.06616557928428647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757405367413664,0.03147067507197144,0.0,0.16784786747781724,0.0,0.035212145937207694,0.0,0.03777259191716906,0.026684279734132614,0.03586378224063678,0.0,0.0,0.03177159625128427,0.0,0.0,0.028858066297954513,0.13812530643765492,0.058544642674116326,0.0,0.12736803082994996,0.0,0.029873810455852717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033030254539402865,0.0,0.0,0.07375474357646086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05007252302024481,0.0,0.0,0.14839587518390265,0.0,0.0,0.03998609373346895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033200178139111136,0.04132445921590195,0.03889636517866712,0.04105537006173195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026382825661513627,0.01824830285117787,0.0,0.06596500922085853,0.06611069780129658,0.0,0.04178733916374209,0.12232237691763162,0.03175533881028745,0.06742328540870207,0.03534337013072356,0.07479825985818231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029814013919071236,0.0,0.1098320853907782,0.05539207663395414,0.05761633764973029,0.036074799047328326,0.0,0.03505232626541745,0.0,0.03584025605078764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05062137033908665,0.08522364852187025,0.0,0.043824529762312096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768553133842375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061943565224353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035740824151057074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19142920612036216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232888564283733,0.03553031014339551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029764711891782494,0.0,0.11689886171067215,0.0,0.11502388867327965,0.030897964403845863,0.0,0.11213694008883553,0.0,0.0,0.05751079638771061,0.0,0.0,0.23794147159647816,0.0,0.029829359329479038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042759109174014,0.040857030839395694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028084059139165448,0.06004425327278789,0.0,0.0343887076735062,0.04271527281509537,0.043368556546138665,0.1488900738563684,0.07180096951625188,0.0,0.08895995879444618,0.08712101763922367,0.0,0.035405333150482145,0.0,0.041499451756189916,0.050719118897737066,0.0,0.0,0.03888475434680818,0.0,0.06452027895632959,0.0,0.06163863165318395,0.022031180222566855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06716787632632294,0.034625682717470865,0.06740874930401967,0.0,0.042952962209523264,0.0,0.0,0.05438540879430871,0.03793277404317945,0.190324420108854,0.07960137771012439,0.0,0.31770741998544905,0.024053466495233232
anxiety,IPutTheHotDogInTheBu,2019/04/20,"Am I alone? Constant GAD I can't help but feel like the only person in the world who deals with this. Constant anxiety that never let's up. I'm unable to function and fear losing my job. I haven't had success with 9 different anti-depressants. I fought off a year-long benzo habit that destroyed what was left of my mental faculties. Currently on mirtazapine 15mg, but it only worked for a total of 3 days. I'm feeling hopeless and helpless.

I just want to know I'm not alone. That other people have fought... are fighting for their lives.",2.361483704974269,4.8146327641509465,3.753087478559177,85.31824185248715,79.84905660377359,6.118696397941681,23.78730703259005,7.348242739294969,1.2297849056603778,427,15,79,6,11,140,80,106,0.32299999999999995,0.622,0.055,-0.9854,3,2,0,0,2,1,16.0,0,0,1,3,1,10,4,1,4,0,8,0,0,0,2,14,17,4,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,4,2,8,2,12,12,1,11,0,3,0,0,8,6,0,0,6,48,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3837652729740305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173014988752108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40041958030984304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948307016240388,0.19100403135302046,0.1595717740994136,0.0,0.0,0.1935664976765564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084789445523933,0.18735497700447432,0.132356091076105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418179323762275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838507289726127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181890523548773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20129512878249636,0.18944993374994093,0.0,0.09051299335111523,0.0,0.1635957735277403,0.16395708684054705,0.0,0.2072684338228445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18670740763431776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428907452143977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818105915539033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284420810500877,0.16176959853322825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927635765721094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487791672306695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930705396057092
anxiety,Criticalnatural1,2019/04/20,"Help with dpdr I've had dpdr and hppd for almost a year and a half straight now, and I just feel so out of it all the times, my thoughts don't feel apart of the present and I just feel off and foreign all the time. It's frustrating because I cant stop thinking and monitoring it even though I know that'll just make it worst. If any if you have dealt with chronic dpdr and have recovered or made progress towards recovery please let me know because I really need to get out of my own head.",6.686470588235295,5.115331176470587,6.711098039215687,83.28194117647061,65.66666666666666,10.12078431372549,34.12549019607843,8.841846274778883,2.5075466666666664,388,14,86,5,5,124,69,102,0.069,0.8170000000000001,0.114,0.3794,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,7,2,1,0,5,0,7,2,1,2,2,31,18,12,0,3,6,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,11,0,1,7,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,3,9,0,11,13,4,12,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,4,6,58,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379869904726181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16162023009175014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897565413870527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15697537468227118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605114279017958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12417006120751455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243912675572949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15930172166685772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26122874343118696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24302838467059865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22488420282145108,0.15864311541715742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17622545544437146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26088460717964423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522541719136264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19869843466455156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15228602263779134,0.2335044827419341,0.18867932271808135,0.2771685400730813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304835441176048
anxiety,MysteriousMo,2019/04/20,Who do I go to for anxiety? I’m 24 I’ve had pretty bad anxiety for the past 7 years of my life and it’s been getting worse the longer I don’t get help for it. I haven’t been to an actual doctor since I was little and it was like a family physician. My parents couldn’t afford insurance so doctors weren’t really an option for us and my parents aren’t the emotional type I couldnt go to them to talk about things. I’m at the point in my life where I need to go. I’m tired of this daily struggle. 24/7 I have anxiety. In my sleep I have anxiety. I’m so tired of it. I’m literally physically drained.  I have insurance through my job but I have yet to ever use it. Just thinking about going to the doctor gives me anxiety but I really need to go. What do I do? Who do I set an appointment with? Do I go straight to a psychologist? Any help is appreciated.,-0.40744565217391226,1.7513344510869615,2.8571739130434786,88.82695652173916,90.3586956521739,6.895652173913044,20.5,8.04050195162591,1.1880891304347825,665,23,151,17,23,239,93,184,0.115,0.784,0.1,0.644,6,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,1,0,8,3,0,1,10,0,21,9,1,1,1,15,39,7,0,4,3,2,0,1,0,0,8,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,1,0,0,6,6,2,0,0,6,0,23,1,23,31,0,18,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,1,5,98,33,5,0.0,0.0,0.11373090538971313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925445518087522,0.0,0.44578223514371984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731003339999353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35786559969854104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13109720471433514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542143685174138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986805785648528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177968742144278,0.11180038434582956,0.3974105470665112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15623503509325465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565272309280138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16463806672650655,0.05693789855952368,0.11680849919054065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17283297335137485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25881839916293364,0.0,0.11125519146411453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017249922610513,0.0,0.0,0.11856795226702385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14932315635461682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640705644077988,0.0,0.11662895944578905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183792138499586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367428932460073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742718131919044,0.07467719696333151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679021883833277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018903522360573,0.10065728106903216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876909994244887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505102509968979
anxiety,dearsoul,2019/04/20,"12AM Anxiety Session! Come join the fun! \[RANT, possible triggers.\]

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I live in a constant state of anxiety. All jokes aside, I can't remember the last time I didn't feel like this. From the moment I wake up to when I go to sleep, I'm constantly on edge and racked with nerves. I have a Fitbit that tracks my BPM throughout the day and as soon as I step foot outside my house, it rockets to 110 and lingers around that point until I get home. I remember at one point, it was steady at 130 for roughly three hours straight.

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This has caused me so many issues regarding my health. I have pounding tension headaches caused by stress and mildly severe depersonalization/derealization disorder. Everything simply seems to be going downhill for me and I can't control it. And goddamn, that tightening feeling in my chest NEVER goes away. Feels like merely breathing is a task sometimes.

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I'm definitely trying my best to remain positive and am trying to find a psychologist/therapist to help me get back on track. 

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Anyways, how has your guys' week been? Any highlights or lows that you feel comfortable sharing on this lovely evening?",5.201601503759399,7.8695839571428605,4.903383458646619,79.5937218045113,71.33333333333333,7.8496240601503775,31.528822055137844,8.6894789155246,2.8426190476190474,941,43,157,18,19,288,144,210,0.108,0.736,0.156,0.9277,0,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,2,0,2,8,11,0,2,8,0,12,7,5,5,2,26,25,14,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,10,10,0,1,8,1,0,4,4,3,0,2,3,5,21,8,26,21,2,32,0,1,0,1,6,14,0,2,15,97,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3842449837176944,0.43091822146934494,0.06029069358715041,0.0,0.1356467347321092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892469590991531,0.0,0.0,0.08329740424072915,0.06817277073850245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304143051898896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18215302059788466,0.0,0.07637128696979698,0.0,0.1916162814861106,0.0994378376631966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057177277862755616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161010857722927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0585579800890287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968037569596764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793132293067869,0.12667503414501127,0.0,0.0,0.08103209260557498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264061941639457,0.0,0.10077312569498144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778566947315687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423964168851946,0.0,0.0,0.05942579888340534,0.0,0.08893151746899257,0.0,0.08731058020674952,0.10229979059824157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253624542347813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07226835879057182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662794760784286,0.0,0.07828691535507037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001758962966628,0.0,0.0,0.08988561469082597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837875719158254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060077167906172665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16762152682552367,0.0999489276199551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20086517319350425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071119908338538,0.0,0.1001586589751056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872234174453139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768533930636456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155779887908052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293913562663644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0516973757309264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038635073139202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711163515197507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43091822146934494,0.0
anxiety,Raped_by_Speed_OW,2019/04/20,"Klonopin/Xanax cull my anxiety but doesn't give me the drive/confidence to socialize  Especially with girls. Now I've only taken 1-1.5 mgs of each (separately prescribed of course, I'm only on Klonopin now). Should I up the dosage? Lower the dosage? I feel somewhat the sedating effects but I still can't really break the ice with people like I'm sure I could with alcohol except that would never really work outside of a rave/party setting because of how obvious it is to tell if you're drunk or just from the smell of your breath. Is there a better benzo for socializing? I've already ordered just recently Phenibut so I'll be hoping that will be any better but idk. Just been depressed because of this and been feeling like binge drinking several times a week cause of this issue I still have going on.",5.3887012987012985,6.82701007792208,5.884285714285718,77.8107142857143,68.35064935064935,8.976623376623376,30.883116883116887,9.339509955726095,2.8470987012987012,648,26,115,13,11,209,107,154,0.084,0.768,0.14800000000000002,0.9049,1,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,4,10,7,0,0,9,0,13,4,1,3,3,27,21,8,0,5,9,0,2,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,5,5,3,0,3,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,3,8,6,18,12,2,15,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,4,10,72,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809435099857071,0.0,0.0,0.18684049067935846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513826696965318,0.0,0.12952355519489298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20642258707023575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.299486192979593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739305178552287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13518220837318806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14582855875418907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658617358719854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712189165420022,0.12095684285581625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624199229020276,0.09622416296192744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16816545859499932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17671820136779004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16543501434905886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058419354882786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25753948428478485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173799293053787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169317725025243,0.0,0.1671756111066652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19127486731809568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451854265158115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27042627081219617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15957497346246247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14798653761972672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872744688089773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13581222872071733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326147474702212,0.0,0.0,0.12027470144371333,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ohgodhereigoagain,2019/04/20,"Anyone else have a bunch of minor health issues? I think a lot of them are due to anxiety.

* Spasms/Twitches

*Red eyes that look like allergies but they don't hurt or itch, I think attributed to stress

*Off and on stutter. (Like randomly every three days)

*Back pain

*headaches",0.6432352941176482,2.140381411764704,1.106715686274509,94.6977205882353,117.23529411764707,4.837254901960786,17.975490196078432,6.42735559955562,0.5046196078431375,216,7,41,4,12,65,45,51,0.213,0.691,0.096,-0.764,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,0,1,6,0,1,2,0,3,4,2,1,0,8,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,3,4,2,6,6,2,5,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,3,5,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20177993666118704,0.0,0.0,0.18443101717726396,0.2702589935823487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20281943960979795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701069698196712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203422854219957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22223386616365806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803704632984606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282366494612807,0.0,0.0,0.2753027233171372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577250652722345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22149664507546704,0.0,0.0,0.2242440525666472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28066515995445057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30214256562446634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33802064966626577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,agentscvlly,2019/04/20,"Needle phobia - any tips? I have GAD and an extreme needle phobia. I’ve never had my blood drawn, but my doctor needs it to be done for other health reasons ASAP. When I went in to try to get it done, I had a panic attack and passed out in the first 5 minutes (just talking about the test - no needles were even in the room yet) and they chose to have me come back in a different day. Anyone else have the same phobia? Any tips to get this done? Thank you!",2.7714133738601845,3.8263985425531963,3.832249240121581,91.50500000000002,74.21276595744679,5.796960486322187,19.811550151975684,5.288315135182226,-0.2398492401215808,349,6,76,1,7,113,65,94,0.188,0.7809999999999999,0.032,-0.9431,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,1,6,3,1,1,7,0,10,3,1,1,1,11,16,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,7,0,8,1,12,8,1,15,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,6,54,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549072000852017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105003925920936,0.19203630854066212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21321993856519253,0.0,0.14411619005412882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614477274194393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208718870302972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958164266134915,0.0,0.19183467944646948,0.0,0.5753942944911162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15656729327292446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237906703259474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15942132396528794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19584084627801376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19922115479670785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897127050729638,0.14455164225152498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21989970228774866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19270135323519896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15064295601559502,0.0,0.17255328512315496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272474480205454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17374236215147876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ChipBailerjr,2019/04/20,"Derealization? Nothing was ever real After having a parent die, I've constantly felt these horrific bouts of depression and... unearthly-ness?  


I've have my dads voice replaying in my head, I'll listen to a voice mail he left for me years ago (though he passed 6 months ago) and I just don't believe it to be true.  


For instance - I feel as though I am in a videogame or simulation. There is this scary, yet beautiful fluidity of watching life in front of you take place. Yes, you're controlling yourself. Yes, it's visible and you can still speak - but you're not sure where you are viewing it from. You just know you're not really ""there"".

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Ever since my dad died I've had times where it seems as though I am in a simulation. How can someone just not exist? It's not possible, right? Where do they go? That's sends me into this sort of comedic state where I say ""No, no - none of this is even real. This is simulated, it's a show or a film"".  


Anyone else have this?",2.380644789867585,4.471715772020727,3.7543609671848017,87.24313615428902,77.80829015544043,7.397697179044329,23.157455382843985,8.344100000000001,1.3405534830166954,756,24,159,15,18,248,117,193,0.112,0.8290000000000001,0.059,-0.8961,1,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,4,1,1,18,4,0,0,6,2,16,2,1,2,4,27,23,12,2,0,10,3,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,13,4,0,1,4,3,0,4,8,1,0,0,3,9,15,3,18,19,1,28,0,1,2,0,15,12,0,4,11,99,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449872203230393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14972454517183428,0.16791119585091502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662291058776724,0.1415879550637017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15568837621397882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14933004624000207,0.1549874236269146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901945647326195,0.0,0.28683064023907084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543672679835087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127059356957223,0.2499944166556294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987102718034824,0.0,0.13268029417841587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853432601379395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418187707705458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759434481957975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501395654314282,0.0,0.09760490532036352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029879979974808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259325757504992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15343927347878072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443750279453798,0.0,0.0,0.15578402698737673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31457199260438273,0.0885255325692166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801014563899258,0.0,0.1098911063552105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579940491206734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430894207168545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708460559945826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035557110048637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302387321831219,0.0,0.10389872443755782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4073013257808632,0.0,0.08057740655974045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16791119585091502,0.08898729613024634
anxiety,powkicker98,2019/04/20,My therapist recommends anti anxiety meds I been seeing a therapist during my semester in college and it gotten to the point where she says meds are my best option to help control my anxiety. I have only seen her 4 times and she’s already telling me meds. I personally don’t like the idea of meds and the thought worries me. I want to ask you guys how have meds help you with anxiety and if any of you guys are able to treat your anxiety through other techniques. I do certain grounding techniques and counter thought process but at times they don’t help me and I spiral into a server panic attack or server feelings of guilt and worry.,6.9615679442508736,6.990844390243902,7.092125435540072,75.51219512195124,64.44715447154472,9.955400696864114,37.083623693379785,9.606745405546679,3.5902599303135894,512,24,91,9,7,165,76,123,0.18,0.688,0.132,-0.8151,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,4,1,2,2,7,1,2,5,0,8,0,0,2,1,21,16,11,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,9,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,4,21,4,12,11,1,8,0,0,2,0,17,6,0,3,3,61,23,1,0.11430271358464865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261358867576892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772976484462436,0.0,0.34976505212788445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068576074695111,0.13003583797804089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995364599006407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282002126421966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05779488640066546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263553141916645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22984409855398505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903385066295278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05584253220438296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6348227354514764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693236435866453,0.0,0.13410960649613995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980472064092437,0.0,0.0,0.10805301023955813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089810561750472,0.0,0.0,0.09108446390474932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990560976902088,0.0,0.0,0.2654285207053139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18148717369841288,0.13330166297856408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06741870195341723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321599080619273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,12242112,2019/04/20,"How do you deal with anxiety triggered by your family? I’ve been living on my own for 3 years now and I find it harder and harder to go back home to visit my parents. I have worked really hard on my anxiety and honestly I don’t think about it anymore unless I go back to my hometown and stay with my parents. It always triggers me. My parents are always bickering, my dad will get drunk, than my mom will complain about it to me (I feel like the family therapist sometimes). Happens every time and I find it more and more exhausting every time I go back. How do you guys deal with this? I feel guilty because I know my parents want me to come visit more but I have such a hard time with it. When I do go back we just sit and watch tv all day which drives me nuts and I always end up needing space from them and go out on my own. Which I know makes my mom sad because I don’t want to sit in the living room with them. But I honestly get so much anxiety and panic attacks, binge eating etc. (Which I’ve all pretty much gotten rid of except when I’m with my family). 

FYI my family doesn’t talk about mental health and there’s kind of a stigma around it. I’ve never openly talked about my anxiety and depression with them. Just worked it out on my own.",2.7938803088803112,4.071740308880312,4.267449806949808,87.53244884169888,74.48262548262548,7.496602316602317,22.602509652509646,8.07648339933343,1.0367264864864871,976,25,208,15,20,325,124,259,0.141,0.792,0.067,-0.9495,4,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,3,3,2,19,10,1,1,4,0,12,4,0,5,3,49,32,20,0,3,6,7,4,1,0,2,2,0,2,1,12,25,2,0,7,2,0,9,4,6,0,0,2,5,41,4,34,28,11,38,0,2,1,0,22,12,0,0,15,143,53,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198300671582989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694762967992125,0.0,0.08733628502729084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839604403972973,0.0,0.10018604161942578,0.0,0.27086454882138405,0.0,0.10736656018995963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585973829394085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05679429412711009,0.181581191735071,0.07584979411952306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011193236786356,0.0,0.0,0.07799897651372376,0.0,0.09821515656208807,0.0,0.0,0.14839621884139928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320773578846414,0.0,0.08905607845284699,0.06291327094184572,0.0,0.0,0.16097865002328215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092020095812914,0.0,0.2502453227384713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719766520139574,0.07787511500479066,0.0,0.15777692490329204,0.0,0.0,0.09360840754501236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833583810036902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917055879161807,0.09679585306578796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04302384898313342,0.0,0.15552507090849998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05878371379856634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874826710161213,0.0,0.0,0.20628007263837989,0.0,0.0,0.1294750282777789,0.06529868446937709,0.06792074392395392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332467438904044,0.391140663823458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959322001044502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056416350894735214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709800706418429,0.0,0.0,0.0938650016683021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156576127553114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022496307012526,0.0,0.056428152880901875,0.0,0.0,0.15405329210895316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388540551372208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12822395780774115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05671062774722506
anxiety,constantheadpain,2019/04/20,Extreme dizziness after 4 day anxiety attack? I'm going through some pretty bad stress lately that has resulted in extreme anxiety and depersonalization. I am now extremely dizzy. Could this be related to my anxiety?,5.458333333333336,9.162448166666664,7.212444444444448,56.17700000000002,81.22222222222223,10.657777777777778,37.75555555555556,9.888512548439397,6.146895555555553,178,11,21,7,5,61,32,36,0.377,0.552,0.071,-0.8969,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6555935667869006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249825687710586,0.0,0.0,0.2385164281699353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280784269192213,0.0,0.0,0.1842288137012142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16234869946338362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222399760393104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29062167057231536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272256656658155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,emotionalmango,2019/04/20,"Fear of pointy things/small micro things? What I’m here for is to ask about this specific fear or phobia that almost only happens late at night, or when I’m sick and bedridden for a long time.

I don’t know exactly what this fear is but it always triggers a panic attack in the middle of the night and I’ve done some research and the closest things I found was tripophobia (fear of small holes in patterns/clusters) , microphobia (fear of small things) and the closest one being aichmophobia (fear of sharp things).

I’ll explain what I feel. I’ll wake up in the middle of the night feeling like there’s sand covered my body, but it’s just my covers, I’ll take my covers off me, which would relieve some of the stress, but touching the covers or ‘sand’ makes me want to cry.
Or another instance where I’m in the shower, and one of the tiny rays of water is out more than the others and I feel a single thin line of water constantly spray my shoulder.
I also remember being about 12 years old, having the stomach flu, and waking up at 3 am because I felt like demons were pocking me with tiny sharp toothpicks all over my body with no escape.

I already know that I have a fear of needles going into skin because I always shit myself having/watching blood be drawn or an iv tube being inserted, but I can stare at a needle and it doesn’t faze me. Just until I touch it and i feel how small and thin and tiny it is, it makes me want to throw up.

At this point I’m really lost and considering going to a therapist about it because it doesn’t happen frequently, but when it does I want to rip my skin off. I’d like to hear if anyone’s experienced or knows something about this that can help me out? Thanks for reading, sorry for such a long post.",5.3530761904761865,5.456175545714288,5.8117142857142845,83.08061904761907,67.82857142857142,8.152380952380954,27.809523809523807,7.62386473244151,1.5063238095238094,1371,39,275,13,21,442,173,350,0.131,0.79,0.079,-0.9672,1,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,1,14,17,2,9,20,0,20,15,10,4,2,55,48,29,0,5,14,0,15,3,0,1,3,1,1,0,25,17,2,0,11,1,0,3,4,12,0,2,6,18,26,5,46,37,5,46,1,1,1,0,4,28,1,10,17,179,51,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832274820025393,0.0,0.09171926589391463,0.06646688807814317,0.13831636968505165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715313116446655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058115811645650016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770113299406595,0.09455510169090624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15199806060102866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18464364667361974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981758868086598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129772226357284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.072734335310528,0.08505531329775996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6546909246124766,0.16810139253309958,0.05937724093553079,0.07980325720532026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113110540768593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447213027576816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699631404623215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367643788260216,0.0,0.055710108971386715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703318718780902,0.0,0.09375713232403267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181710196280204,0.0,0.0,0.1471079928285443,0.0,0.0,0.09072963955321482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095956973940033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339928725170269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721501764898111,0.0,0.11264150027875515,0.0632125626287157,0.0,0.0975173281238925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857036590893725,0.0,0.0796010183732011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313730773877298,0.0,0.0532454792070276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415288391092592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531616391302735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06398584574009201,0.0,0.09304023145393876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952077405563948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06249199763188312,0.0,0.0,0.07652095545900957,0.0,0.09650270708908723,0.2208711615068801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048464917420048215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14706981517243206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05904238038508785,0.0,0.0,0.05352321627760832
anxiety,MisterLeoo,2019/04/20,"Help! Need someone to vent- relationship anxiety So I am a 26 year old gay male, who recently got out of a major relationship. I was dating a guy, for a little over a year. Things were amazing, he literally had every qualification I looked for in my dream man. Everything was perfect, until his work (he is a director of a major company, which I understand involves some high level stress), assigned him to a major project to where he had to stay late, and work weekends. What we used to call my expansive storage, the house I was renting, he asked me to go back for a days. Which, I completely understood. Well days turned into weeks, and turned into months. And work issues added with other issues, including issues with the dog we adopted medically and several dog specialists,
And other factors turned into 6 months later, and I maybe heard from him once a week. I dealt with it as long as I could, but finally had hit a tipping point. I had broken up with him, hoping I could move on. However, he started drunk texting me. Me, being weak and sober, always texted back and went over when I saw the opportunity. I figured at one point, that all that it was, but at one point, I was stressing financially and had tire issues and needed new tires
That I could not afford that day . And he gave me the money, as a gift. I of course have paid him back, but the fact that I was struggling and he was didn’t even hesitate, transferred the money to my account without my knowledge,
Makes me think we still have a chance. And that is what I want more than anything. I still love
Him deeply, even though now we have spent more time apart than together. 
The whole point of this is, can anyone relate to this or Give me advice or even just your honest input. There is a lot I have left out, feel free to ask me anything as I did not want to keep this post lengthy.",5.403111488948261,6.080527865921787,5.873172212776296,80.67820378916691,67.8268156424581,8.795919358756377,28.69370901141608,8.841846274778883,2.1067501578819523,1448,47,281,23,23,467,198,358,0.061,0.825,0.114,0.9544,3,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,4,1,0,5,16,12,0,3,21,0,29,7,0,2,3,57,59,26,0,8,9,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,1,3,19,26,1,1,6,3,7,3,4,4,1,2,23,4,43,9,42,31,9,55,0,0,2,2,33,22,0,5,28,198,62,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113626056264847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908787154258879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06351796191156403,0.0,0.0,0.05805672515422995,0.0,0.13665374533592095,0.0,0.15524426811464515,0.0,0.0,0.1915355558123425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478323255882611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705570309335396,0.0,0.0,0.1988788452335772,0.0,0.0,0.16064304819423295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645222152789176,0.0,0.06995661947374411,0.0,0.0746222911823259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041982620856453184,0.0,0.0,0.09095564901598373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965024169578176,0.04718804011201839,0.0,0.06640692598781069,0.0,0.0,0.08221306352842463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05565346836390763,0.08772608399283663,0.0,0.08246783511929906,0.0,0.09580583293232726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466482978071305,0.0,0.07380115689373487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366180921251163,0.0,0.09021267763518916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321818611883107,0.0,0.07347921388168803,0.06972455090550611,0.0,0.0,0.07058940262103294,0.07493809888442826,0.0,0.055423378433312784,0.0,0.08341510908719935,0.0,0.0,0.08364430476068017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325480068000792,0.0882480821836459,0.0,0.12313184951006055,0.0,0.0801911933498172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712634592185392,0.08842457315358856,0.11252697738298376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139619328836393,0.0,0.07952008781822899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198241688809271,0.1782869651132102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380061965307533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035131446288423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05876928264674663,0.0884992657478664,0.1326162298702302,0.0,0.19022188521569328,0.08680131059306664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055161650310790594,0.05320247172759146,0.08157686060848449,0.0,0.04841564301698601,0.19086226027233594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27093941221879264,0.0,0.0864374836875487,0.0,0.0717115313377518,0.0,0.0,0.09794685928172167,0.0,0.1332038169895337,0.0,0.07465422261000337,0.07696993166956446,0.0,0.09270037888779682,0.0,0.08003825844880819,0.0,0.18134116948142426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693759817882888
anxiety,Redactive3D,2019/04/20,"I asked for help but they didn't believe me? I've always been a nervous, kind of shy person, and the last years, highschool years, were the worst I've experienced ever, bullying and isolation were the most prominent situations, I changed schools three times so i didn't made friends. Anyway, this past year and several times before I even contemplated suicide before deciding it was bad and maybe I should get help, I've asked but my parents don't seem to believe me, we have come to conclusions that I would see a therapist and/or get medications but even if I remind them, they don't seem to be taking me seriously, I don't think I'll be able to hold on much longer, how do I deal with this?",3.9999191919191937,5.873992466666667,4.754882154882157,82.83151515151516,72.48148148148148,8.464646464646465,27.828282828282827,9.095868883498916,2.2743333333333333,553,21,109,12,11,178,87,135,0.248,0.693,0.059,-0.9849,1,1,0,0,0,1,16.0,1,0,3,1,6,6,0,1,5,0,15,1,0,2,1,23,26,10,1,3,4,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,4,7,0,1,5,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,7,2,17,2,8,15,3,10,0,0,1,0,12,1,0,4,8,67,21,2,0.1449747904074528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206306393073187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710637177456272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104789438918225,0.0,0.0,0.24672573747776794,0.3266738869467239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15336410527988087,0.12488294499079182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14946264308839916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915089635486208,0.13113799788693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200716344328136,0.0,0.15148668874816576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19434709214537926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15096893488755106,0.0,0.11817380370959304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717865202731686,0.0,0.0,0.14564666290053055,0.0,0.0,0.14604684921400554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657315196265683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097734813774145,0.0,0.1383948416833786,0.0,0.12658639504544242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467222277270092,0.115526138005351,0.2639592086292181,0.0,0.16378024772695332,0.0,0.0,0.16295773862358248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857889034511474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090030000511243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16832690559404714,0.0,0.09289399186762706,0.0,0.0,0.16907193228593412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298593157551293,0.0,0.0,0.2800770355115628
anxiety,DepresseDPSmain,2019/04/20,"Tournament Anxiety Hey guys, just wanted some information regarding performance anxiety. I have some propranolol but that seems to also lower my reaction time and not help too much.

I frequent smash brothers tourney's, and some other fighting games tournaments as well. Anything you guys take to keep the hands from shaking, and being too nervous ? I underperform badly.",8.3555,11.426836883333335,7.773333333333331,60.70500000000001,63.5,11.466666666666667,40.33333333333333,11.20814326018867,6.014733333333335,303,17,37,10,5,95,50,60,0.292,0.67,0.038,-0.9417,1,0,0,0,2,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,5,5,1,2,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,13,6,6,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,4,1,0,0,1,5,1,4,5,4,3,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,4,2,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222544878475565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4252198366385985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287065009606908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320536421348281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5503738531753947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862855640662787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470302488750053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043049835068684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530101661269005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089630992189052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16205881922895415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16392586541514534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24988566530838136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway-sadbitch,2019/04/20,"My anxiety is damaging my relationship I (19f) have a wonderful boyfriend (20). We’ve been together for almost a year and a half now, and while things lately have been really great, my anxiety (and his depression) has always caused problems. Recently he told me he’s been having suicidal thoughts again, and he’s between prescription refills so it’s been really bad. I know I can’t fix him, but due to a past abusive relationship I get really anxious leaving him be especially when he’s sad, even if I need the time to myself. I feel so shitty about everything, I feel bad for blowing things up and being frustrating, and I just don’t know what to do. Even though I know I need a night to myself I started sobbing immediately after I told him, and I don’t know why",5.2555405405405375,6.275661581081081,6.686054054054058,73.48732432432436,68.32432432432432,10.784864864864865,32.36756756756757,10.793553405168565,3.756857297297297,606,26,112,18,10,207,89,148,0.282,0.6859999999999999,0.032,-0.9905,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,10,9,1,0,6,0,15,0,0,1,0,23,29,14,1,4,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,8,0,0,0,3,8,0,1,7,2,23,1,10,20,0,14,0,4,0,0,12,1,1,3,13,78,27,0,0.0,0.16886051197769872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427111790716821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858638353414402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180517426393316,0.1610047611766844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379931352840841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640523285292506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275053489338925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882635749259874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808597869292945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412275461642798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445976691892403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15712658575091054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132966378409491,0.0,0.16076649897847667,0.15090597213366952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113505656671936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374347802670866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13604954652691267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637046777746667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27390201896195066,0.0,0.14071932041146154,0.3060219681398145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087496598701072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558915481080753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893652380389033,0.0,0.1400232003625373,0.11314336366904007,0.08310338535071576,0.0,0.0,0.2723640914867004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860031760922985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545546794099869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177691213165723
anxiety,palfor3,2019/04/20,"Intense tingling of hands and legs while driving? Whenever I go on a long drive for the past few years now my arms and legs sometimes one more than the other start tingling just like when you lose circulation. Sometimes it starts radiating to my tongue and the back of my neck starts feeling stiff like I’m about to black out.
Sometimes it hasn’t happened but it happens a lot after 30 minutes of driving. 

Once I get out of the car it all starts going away. Could this really be anxiety symptoms? I practice mindfulness and slow my breathing during these times but it just seems like my body can’t handle it :(",4.869530651340995,6.690244439655171,4.695287356321838,84.35622605363986,70.1206896551724,7.224521072796936,30.13026819923372,7.793537801064563,1.9800222222222224,489,20,90,6,9,150,80,116,0.069,0.851,0.08,-0.3351,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,6,4,0,0,6,0,4,11,7,0,1,17,16,8,0,1,4,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,9,6,0,1,2,0,0,6,2,1,0,1,0,3,9,3,14,14,4,24,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,2,17,59,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542226504304416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15403760558941504,0.12606839872952966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821128895451421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13090174016744818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289868317234311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565776644120295,0.0,0.1863545584800593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899631152840435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402949122173138,0.0,0.0,0.14509170573600788,0.0,0.1834195226817744,0.0,0.13938549818541154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16554403521402067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17460274096685588,0.1110976167770565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565100290136963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503137528200644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14925506940318606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4864559646905601,0.0,0.4641821823422124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704081348168302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560129808888423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557923600040596